Chapter 1: Beginning
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The Moon, a large spherical object that traversed the infinite reaches of space alongside the much larger planet known as Earth. A long time ago, humanity viewed the lunar object that appeared once the sun dove beneath the horizon, but now, humanity views their old home from such a spot.
No one really remembers what events could have transpired to have force what remained of Earth's inhabitants to abandon it for the moon, but at the same time no seemed to care. Everyone was content with the life they have built; everyone except for one young man. His name was Shujinkou, whose goal in life was to uncover the secrets of the past.
"Oh man…"
Shujinkou heaved a sigh of disappointment as he strolled through Luna City. Despite his best attempts, he could not help but feel disappointed by his recent progress. He knew he should be proud he made any progress at all, especially after figuring out that the lunar government was adverse to anyone discovering the event that led to Earth's abandonment. But ever since then he had no luck in finding any more information.
Perhaps they were on to him and actively searched for any leaks or perhaps those that did know felt the same. Perhaps everyone but him wanted to truly forget humanity's time on Earth.
But just as he was about to give up, a slim file folder slid in front of his feet. His natural curiosity spurring him on, Shujinkou bent down on one knee, picked the file up and opened it.
His eyes widened with surprise as his eyes darted up and down the pages he was just given. Inside was everything he was looking for. All he had to do was…
"Ow!"
A sharp pain surged from the back of his head to the rest of his body, causing the world around him to distort and crumble. Trying to make sense of what was happening; Shujinkou blinked his eyes until he was no longer on a lunar colony, but in a classroom.
Standing in front of the desk he currently occupied was Sayori and Monika, both looking as surprised as he was.
"What's going on?" Shujinkou asked.
Suddenly, a hand slammed a rolled-up poster in front of him with such force he almost jumped up from his seat. Shujinkou nervously looked up to find Natsuki standing right next to him. She did not even bother to hide her disapproval of his recent action.
"You know, if all you're going to do is sleep every day then you might as well go home," she scowled.
Words failed Shujinkou as he watched Natsuki return to the classroom closet. But even if they hadn't, he didn't believe that he would have said anything back to her anyway. He knew deep down that she had a right to be mad that all he was doing was daydreaming during a club meeting. All he could manage to do was do what he had always done: awkwardly scratch his right cheek and move on.
"I bet you were up all night again," Sayori playfully chastised.
He didn't know how, but her bubbly and playful nature almost always had a tendency to cheer him up.
"Like you're one to talk when it comes to sleep," Shujinkou chuckled. "Besides I wasn't asleep. I was just thinking."
"I never seen a person so detached from reality like you when they're thinking," Monkia giggled. "We couldn't get any kind of response out of you until Natsuki got involved."
Most people would laugh at someone getting hit in the head with a rolled-up poster, but Monika's made it clear that it wasn't malicious at all. It was expected from the person everyone in the school likes and admires.
"Did you need me for something?" Shujinkou asked.
"It's not an emergency or anything. I was just telling everyone that they should bring in their favorite books to share tomorrow," Monika informed him.
"O-Okay…" Shujinkou nervously nodded his head.
He waited until the two traversed to the teacher's desk before letting out a depressed sigh. Despite Monika's assurance to the contrary, it certainly felt like an emergency to him.
Brining in something to share wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't for the fact that all he had at home to share was manga. He was sure everyone would look down on him for brining in something where a story was half told with pictures.
He sighed once again until a strange feeling suddenly came over him. For some unorthodox reason, it felt like he was being watched. Slowly turning his head to his left, Shujinkou soon met eyes with Yuri.
She immediately turned her attention back to the book nested between her hands, but it was clear as day that she was not really focused on reading.
"Did you need something, Yuri?" Shujinkou asked.
"Ah… it's just that I overheard your conversation… N-Not that I was purposely eavesdropping!" Yuri stammered.
She once again quickly averted her gaze and timidly began playing with her hair. A painfully awkward atmosphere wasted no time in shrouding the two of them.
"Well, it's not that I can blame you for overhearing. You are right next to me after all," Shujinkou pointed out as he scratched his right cheek.
He wasn't entirely sure whether he was saying that to assure her she did no wrong, slice through the awkward silence or both. But whatever the reason, it was enough to get her to look him in the eyes again.
"…You don't seem too eager about tomorrow," Yuri noted.
"Well, it's just that I don't have anything to bring in tomorrow…"
Shujinkou solemnly glanced down at the top of his desk with downcast eyes. He had just recently joined the club and was already going to be ousted as someone who'd never join in the first place. All he could feel was guilt and disappointment, something that didn't escape Yuri's sight.
She could tell just from the look on his face exactly how he felt.
"I-I can…" Despite struggling to speak at a barely audible level, she was still able to recapture Shujinkou's attention. "I could help you find a book for tomorrow… if you want."
"Really?" Shujinkou's eyes lit up with hope. "That'd be great!"
It was like a huge relief has just been lifted off his shoulders. With Yuri's help, he was sure that he could find a book that he could actually enjoy.
Since he still had some time until the club was over, and it seemed like nothing else would be done, Shujinkou decided to go back to his world of imagination. This time he imagined himself in a world where robots have taken over and he was part of the last remnants of humanity that they were trying to snuff out. It wasn't an easy life; constantly moving from place to place, trying his best to survive. Was he ever going to be free from this nightmare or was he just delaying the inevitable?
"Shujinkou…"
A single call of his name was all it took to bring him back to reality. Once back, Shujinkou found Yuri standing in front of her desk, waiting for him.
"Are you ready?" she asked.
"Huh? Oh, yeah, I'm ready," Shujinkou weakly chuckled, grabbing his bag.
The two started to make their way to the exit until they were intercepted by Sayori.
"Where are you two going?" she asked, with a quizzical look in her eyes.
"Yuri's going to help find a book to read," Shujinkou replied.
"Ooh, I see you two are becoming good friends already," Sayori happily approved.
"Ah- no… I-It's not like that…" Yuri stammered, quickly looking away from the two.
One of the things Shujinkou liked about Sayori was her eagerness to everyone to get along, but sometimes that same eagerness had the potential to create some very awkward moments.
"It's nothing major," said Shujinkou. "Just two club mates doing something literature related."
"Eh? But it sounds like something two good friends would do," Sayori tilted her head in confusion as she pondered the scenario.
"Whatever the case, it's nice to see club members helping each other out," Monika intervened. "But still, we shouldn't keep them here, Sayori."
She then turned her gaze to Shujinkou and gave him a quick wink. "Be sure to find something you really enjoy, Shujinkou."
With a warm smile. she motioned him to leave. Not wanting to waste the opportunity presented to them, Shujinkou led Yuri out of the room.
As they travelled to the book store, he would soon discover that she was still avoiding eye contact with him. Unsure whether what Sayori had said earlier had affected her or whether she was wary of him, he knew that he had to try something to break the tense atmosphere that surrounded them again.
"Hey, Yuri, we don't have to make a big deal out of this," Shujinkou assured her. "I'm just grateful that you're taking the time to help me."
"Ah… it's nothing special," Yuri insisted, still avoiding eye contact.
"Okay…" Shujinkou said as he scratched his right cheek.
The short conversation did nothing to appease the awkward atmosphere between them and the accompanying silence that persisted until they arrived did not help.
"Finally here," Shujinkou mumbled under his breath, happy that something could break the silence. "Now all I have to do is find a book."
"What kind of book do you think you'd be interested in?" Yuri suddenly asked.
Shujinkou didn't know how to answer. He was so focused on just the thought of finding a book that he hadn't considered what to look for. He slowly crossed his arms as he contemplated that question.
Let's see, I read all sorts of manga, watch all kinds of anime and played every video game genre out there, so I'm pretty sure that I'm not too picky when it comes to all the specifics of a story.
Shujinkou looked into Yuri's eyes and immediately realized, "But I can't tell her that."
The question soon changed from "What book could I possibly find?" to "How can I explain to her that I'm not picky without giving away my interests?"
But before he could truly think about it, the answer quickly popped into his head.
"What about that book you were reading at school? What was that about?" he asked.
To his surprise, Yuri's eyes lit up. It was perhaps the first time he had seen such a reaction from her.
She wasted no time in explaining the book to her. From what he could gather, it was about a girl and some human experimentation camp; overall it seemed like a really dark story, something that he couldn't believe that Yuri was reading. But even more surprising than that was how passionate she seemed as she spoke about the book, a feeling he couldn’t hide.
Once she finished her brief summary of the book, she immediately realized that Shujinkou was staring at her. She quickly diverted her gaze, afraid of what he was about to say.
"A-Anyway… I would highly recommend it," she stammered, timidly playing with her hair.
"I didn't realize how passionate you were about this kind of stuff. So, where is this book?"
Without saying a word, Yuri led Shujinkou to the back of the store where rows of horror books lied.
"There…" she pointed to a familiar book at the top of a nearby bookshelf.
The two reached for the book, but ended up briefly touching the other's hand. Surprised, the two quickly retracted their hands. The awkward atmosphere returned in full force as Yuri timidly played with her hair.
But Shujinkou refused to let the atmosphere stifle him again in such a short amount of time. He reached for the book again, confirming it to be the same book Yuri possessed as he held it in front of him.
"The Portrait of Markov… I have to admit, I am a little curious to see how the story will turn out," he admitted.
Without saying another word, Shujinkou paid for the book and walked out of the store with Yuri.
"Well, thanks for the help, Yuri. I owe you."
"I didn't really do anything deserving of that…"
"Right…" he weakly laughed.
He promised that he wouldn't make a big deal of the whole trip, but it was hard to do that when she wouldn't even let him thank her.
His eyes darted around the nearby area, desperately looking for something to focus on until he noticed that the sun was already halfway under the horizon. It was after this discovery that he figured out a way to pay her back.
"You know, it's kinda getting late. Do you want me to walk you home?"
As he expected, Yuri immediately turned away from him and insisted that it wasn't necessary. But he had also insisted that it was not a problem.
Yuri had already found it strange that he would insist to do such a thing, but she was also surprised by the seriousness in his eyes. It was like he was intent on helping her or paying her back and nothing would stop him. After taking a minute to ponder over such an offer, she decided to give in and accept.
But even as she was escorted home, Yuri couldn't help but wonder why Shujinkou seemed like he had to follow up on his offer.
Chapter 2: Alone in a Club Room
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Another day of school has come and gone. Not too long ago, Shujinkou would have simply went straight home as soon as he heard the last bell ring. But now he sticks around the school to participate in the club he had recently joined; the school's very own Literature Club.
The young man walked out of his classroom and casually stuffed a heavily marked test paper into his bag.
"I am so late…" he winced.
Shujinkou was used to occasionally staying after class to converse with his teacher, but now that he's in a club, he was suddenly having trouble getting through these meetings. Suddenly, all he could think about during the meeting was how late he was going to be to the club.
The young man looked around, confirming that the halls were empty. With no witnesses to capture what he needed to do, Shujinkou dashed through the school, hoping he was not late enough to be called out on it.
He eventually made it to the classroom the Literature Club calls home, breathing heavily as he walked through the open door.
"I'm here," he weakly announced; though with his panting and heaving, he'd understand if no one heard him.
Finally catching his breath, Shujinkou soon realized there was no one around to hear him.
Maybe I'm not late?
He curiously looked around the room. For the short time he has been part of the club, he has always been the last one to arrive and figured that he would always be last. Possibly being first was very surreal to him.
Guess I should just wait.
Suddenly, he heard a loud rustling sound coming from the classroom storage closet and cautiously made his way there to investigate.
Opening the door wider than it already was, Shujinkou was surprised to find Natsuki holding a large crate in her hands whilst balancing herself on top of a wobbly stool. "Natsuki?"
"Huh?" Startled by her club mate's sudden appearance, the fragile balance Natsuki desperately tried to maintain was finally lost. Time seemed to slow to a crawl as she fell. With nothing to stop the inevitable, she closed her eyes and braced herself for the eventual collision with the cold, hard floor.
But that never came to pass. What she crashed into was much softer, and somewhat assuring. Natsuki opened her eyes, her cheeks glowing bright red the moment she discovered that she was in Shujinkou's arms.
"You okay?" he worriedly asked.
Natsuki quickly averted her gaze. "Y-Yeah… But this wouldn't have happened if you didn't surprise me like that.
She jumped on her feet in a huff and gently placed the crate she was holding on a nearby desk. Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. Was she mad that he tried to help him? That seemed to be the case to him.
"But… thanks anyway…" it was barely audible, by he definitely just heard Natsuki thank him.
A small smile crept onto Shujinkou's face as he stood up. He then looked over Natsuki's shoulder and was surprised to find out that the crate she got from the closet was filled with various manga.
"You read manga?" Shujinkou asked.
Upon hearing that question, Natsuki's entire body tensed up.
"M-Manga is literature!" she instinctively responded in a very defensive manner.
"So what kind do you read?" he queried.
Natsuki stared at Shujinkou with a dumbfounded look on her face. Shujinkou felt a chill go down his spine when her confused look quickly changed to a skeptical one.
Maybe she doesn't want to talk about it. Or maybe she doesn't want to talk about it to someone she thinks wouldn't understand. Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Either way, I need to think of something to get out of this awkward moment
It was at that moment when Shujinkou got an idea. He reached into his bag and pulled out one of his favorite manga series.
"How about we read each other's manga while we wait for the others?" Shujinkou suggested.
Natsuki's face changed expressions once again, this time to one of interest and slight excitement. She then looked through her box of manga and handed Shujinkou the first volume of one of her favorite manga.
"Just don't mess it up or else I'll get pissed," Natsuki warned him.
"R-Right," Shujinkou nodded nervously.
He handed her his book and watched her take a seat with a quizzical look on her face.
I wonder what this manga's about?
He opened the book and read through the first chapter. It was about a girl who was extremely awkward around boys, meaning that while she is an extremely shy person who was easily embarrassed by almost anything, when she talks to boys she puts up an ice queen front to cope with her insecurities. Then one day she gets visited by a fairy who gives her various "love challenges" like "holding hands," getting an "indirect kiss" or giving a "lap pillow", promising true love as a reward if she accomplishes every task.
It has a lot of cute moments. I never would have expected that she would have been into these kinds of stories.
Shujinkou glanced over to Natsuki. To his surprise, she was quietly laughing to herself.
"Funny isn't it?" Shujinkou asked.
"Eh… it's okay," Natsuki replied in a nonchalant manner.
"Well… it makes sense that it's funny, considering what it's based on."
"What do you mean by that?"
"You see that manga is an adaptation of the video game franchise Crash Bandicoot or more specifically, the 2nd game," Shujinkou started to explain. "It's about a bandicoot that was evolved into what he is now by the evil scientist, Neo Cortex. After escaping from his base, Crash, with the help of his mask friend Aku-Aku, travel back to the fortress to save his girlfriend Tawna and defeat Cortex to put a stop to his evil plans.
In the second game, Cortex tricks Crash into thinking that he turned over a new leaf and that the earth is in danger of being destroyed. He enlists Crash's help into gathering the Power Crystals to power a machine that can save the planet, but in realty it's to further his own evil agenda. It's also the game that introduces Crash's sister, Coco Bandicoot, who is skepticl about Cortex's intentions and warns her brother to be careful for any betrayals.
That said there are some differences between the game and the book is that in the games, Crash can't speak, apples are called Wumpa fruit, Power Stones are called Power Crystals and not ever animal in the games are anthropomorphic. Also the manga focuses on comedy more than action, getting Crash into hilarious situations involving the setting around him. Also Crash's appearance has been slightly altered from his first American design. Also…"
The sight of Natsuki looking at him surprised was all it took to get Shujinkou to stop his explanation.
I may have geeked out too much there…
Slightly embarrassed over what just happened, he glanced over to the clock and was shocked by how late it was.
"Are the others not coming?" he wondered aloud.
"Everyone's busy today," Natsuki replied.
"WHAT?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"Didn't you read the notice on the door?" she asked.
Shujinkou walked to the classroom door to discover that there was a notice from Monkia declaring that club activities were cancelled. Reading over it a second time, he felt as if he was on the verge of tears and about to burst out into laughter at the same time.
"I should pay attention to my surroundings more…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek before he realized once crucial detail regarding the notice.
"Wait a minute…" he turned back towards Natsuki and asked, "How come you were still here today?"
"I have my reasons…" Natsuki pouted. "Anyway…"
Shujinkou watched Natsuki carry her box back to the closet and walk out with her bag.
"Don't you want to put the one I have back too?" he asked.
"Nope. You can hang on to it until tomorrow," said Natsuki.
"Really?" Shujinkou marveled.
"You want to finish the volume right?" Natsuki grinned. "But I'll lend it to you on one condition… you have to lend me your book, so I can finish it."
Wait a minute… Is this her way of asking me to lend her my book?
Deciding not to think too hard about it, Shujinkou just grinned and accepted the terms.
"But don't forget, if you mess it up in any way, I'll be super pissed," Natsuki reminded him in a threatening manner.
"R-right," Shujinkou nervously chuckled as she walked out of the classroom.
He walked over to the desk he left his bag at until he was hit by a sudden revelation.
"Wait a minute, I mentioned the others coming earlier. Why didn't she tell me about the notice earlier?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
Chapter 3: Club Prerequisites Part 1
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Ask Shujinkou what his least favorite part of travelling through the Afghanistan desert and 98% of the time he would tell you that it would be the sandstorms. It was already bad enough that he had to sneak through Soviet-Occupied territory with no gear; the fact that he can't see makes him wonder if he'll ironically find himself heading towards the very thing he was trying to escape from.
I thought this was supposed to be fun.
Shujinkou closed his eyes and imagined sighing in disappointment, since it wouldn't be a smart idea to open his mouth at the moment. Then again it probably isn't a smart idea to not pay attention to your surroundings during a sandstorm, as his eventual collision can attest to. He opened his eyes and was surprised to find Monika and himself on the hallway floor surrounded by several books.
"Monika?! I'm sorry!" the flustered young man apologized.
He expected to be chewed out for not paying attention to where he was going, but instead Monika simply smiled.
"No need to apologize. No harm done," Monika assured him.
Shujinkou watched Monika start to gather the scattered pieces of literature and proceeded to help her.
"Where were you headed to with all these books anyway?" he asked.
"A teacher asked me to deliver them to the library, probably because I'm the Literature Club president." Monika answered with a giggle.
Shujinkou wasn't sure if Monika was joking or if she was genuinely serious, but he was sure that she was given the task because she was beloved by all the teachers in the school. In fact, everyone in the school loved her. She was the school idol after all.
They soon finished gathering all the books and neatly placed them in the box Monkia was carrying earlier.
"Alright, here we go again," Monika said, grasping the bottom of the box.
Shujinkou watched her slowly lift the heavy box and stagger forward, prompting him to instinctively grab the other side.
"Thanks," Monika said with a warm smile.
"No problem. Gotta let the new member contribute something," Shujinkou responded.
Working in tandem, Shujinkou and Monika started to make their way to the library. As they journeyed to their destination, Shujinkou wondered whether or not he should use this opportunity to talk to Monika.
Even though we were in the same class last year, I never actually got a chance to really talk to her. Though to be fair, what could I have talk to the school idol about? She's smart, athletic, was the star member of the debate club and I'm just… me.
It was during that moment of clarity that Shujinkou realized something… there was absolutely no way he could have started a conversation with her back then. Fortunately, at the same time, he realized that there was a topic that he could use to strike a conversation and satisfy a curiosity of his.
"Hey Monika…" Shujinkou started.
"Yes?" Monkia answered.
"…why'd you start the Literature Club? I mean you were the star member of the Debate Club."
"I wouldn't go as far as to say I was the star member," Monika responded, slightly embarrassed by the claim.
"But you lead the club to victory all the time," Shujinkou pointed out.
"Those were team efforts."
"So why'd you quit?"
"Well… I guess all the politics and in-fighting got to me," Monika answered. "But you could also say that I was kinda losing interest too. So I thought I'd start a club about something I liked."
"And that's how the Literature Club got started," Shujinkou concluded.
"Yep," Monika smiled. "But it wasn't easy getting it recognized as an official club."
Shujinkou was surprised to hear that before immediately realizing that it would be more surprising if it was easy to get the club officially recognized. He then realized that Monika was giving him a knowing glance, as if she knew exactly what he was thinking.
"I wasn't thinking…!"
"It's okay," Monika interrupted, giving him a calm smile. "I think we both know that a club about literature wouldn't be the most popular club in the school."
"So how did you get officially recognized?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well… Like every story, I would have to go back to the beginning."
A couple of weeks ago, Monika walked throughout the school with a satisfied look on her face. She was finally able to finish her club charter and now all that was left to do was to deliver it to her club sponsor. She happily made her way to the third-year floor and walked into the future Literature Clubroom where her club sponsor was waiting.
"Ah, Monika," the sponsor welcomed her. "I assume that making the charter wasn't an issue for you."
"Eh… It was a little challenging making one," Monika admitted, placing the charter on their desk.
"That's a good one," he chuckled, looking over the charter. "Alright, I'll submit this to administration and your club will be allowed to be considered for recognition."
"Considered?" Monika queried.
"For the club to be officially recognized as a club, you will need at least 4 members in total," the sponsor explained. "But I'm sure that it will be easy for you to do."
"Right…" Monika weakly laughed.
Later that night, Monika anxiously marched around her room. As exciting as it was for her to start her own club, the fact that she needed to convince others to join something that was naturally off putting to her own age group didn't register until it became a requirement for the club to exist.
Unsure of what to do, she plopped into her bed and started to brainstorm.
"How can I make literature appealing to others?" Monika wondered aloud.
"How'd you go about doing that?" Shujinkou asked, interrupting the story.
"Well, to be honest, I had no idea what to do," Monika admitted. "So, I just went with the tried and true method of getting the word out… I placed fliers around the school."
"And that's how the others joined right?" Shujinkou concluded.
"Not exactly…" Monika replied.
Continuing from where she left off, Monika told Shujinkou of how excited she was after placing fliers for the club around the school; so excited in fact, that she was unable to fully concentrate during her classes that day.
Soon after school was over, Monika quickly gathered her things and rushed to the clubroom, wondering how many people would be there. She opened the door and her heart sunk one she entered the empty classroom.
"Well, it's not like I should have expected this place to full of people right away on Day 1," Monika chuckled. "I guess I'll work on my story while I wait."
Monika reached into her bag and pulled a pencil and several pieces of paper. She then acquisitioned one of the desks and started to write.
Hours later, Monika packed up her things and walked out of the room. The next day, she walked into the same empty classroom, sat in the same desk and started writing once again. Hours of writing later, she packed her things and headed home, same as yesterday. She continued the pattern for Days 3 and 4 and by Day 5, she just sat at the teacher's desk with a downcast look on her face.
"If only I was any good with people, maybe things would be easier," Monika sadly smiled. "I wished I had someone to help me."
Suddenly, as if on cue, the door swung opened and soon the future vice-president of the Literature Club, Sayori, walked in with a cookie in her mouth.
"Is it too late to join?" she asked, taking another bite out of her cookie.
Chapter 4: Club Prerequisites Part 2
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Shujinkou stretched his aching arms and let out a long sigh. The books were finally delivered to the library and he couldn't be any happier that he no longer had to carry such a heavy object.
After letting out another sigh, he glanced to his left and couldn't help but feel embarrassed when he finally noticed Monika giggling.
"Shall we head to the clubroom now?" she suggested.
Shujinkou awkwardly nodded his head and the two started to head to the literature clubroom.
"I really appreciate the help, Shujinkou." Monika said, smiling at him.
"It was nothing," Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled.
He couldn't help but feel slightly nervous around the club president. To him, it was like a peasant talking to a queen and he was having a hard time shaking that feeling. But he knew that he had to move past that feeling or else he was going to have a very uncomfortable experience in the Literature Club for the rest of the year.
"That reminds me," Shujinkou remembered. "You were talking about how the Literature Club was officially recognized."
"Oh right," Monika said, slightly embarrassed that she forgot she was telling a story.
She took a moment to remember where she left off and, once she did, happily started the story again. "I believe I was at the part where I was wondering what to do until Sayori showed up."
"About that part, what did you mean that you aren't good with people?" Shujinkou asked.
"Oh that? I just meant that I sometimes have a hard time connecting with others," Monika replied in a solemn tone. "It's kinda hard when people always…"
Monika stopped mid-sentence and turned away from Shujinkou.
"Monika?" Shujinkou said, worried he may have somehow struck a sore spot.
He stared at the back of her head for what seemed like forever until she turned back towards him with a calm expression on her face.
"Sorry about that," Monika apologized. "Anyway back to the story. It was right when Sayori first appeared."
…
Monika watched Sayori slowly walk into the room with a confused look on her face. She stared at Monika, then at the empty desks. She then turned back to Monika, then back to the empty desks. After repeating this process two more times, Sayori stopped at Monika, wearing a sad expression on her face.
"Am I too late?" she asked.
"No, no. You're just on time," Monika assured her.
"Eh?? But where are the others?"
"It's just me," Monika weakly smiled.
Sayori stared into Monika's eyes, a big grin appearing on her face.
"It's no biggie! Clubs are about quality, not quantity," Sayori assured her. "The two of us can make a totally awesome club!"
"That's true but for this club to be officially recognized as a club, we need a total of four members," Monika informed her.
Sayori went quiet for a moment. She noticed that the posters advertising the Literature Club was around for awhile and the fact that she was the only member aside from Monika made it apparent that people are not interested in literature as an afterschool hobby or weren't actually paying attention to the fliers.
Either way, at the rate the club was growing there was only option…
"Then if the people won't come to the club, we'll bring the club to the people!" Sayori declared.
"Eh? But how do we do that?" Monika wondered.
"We'll just have to find people that are so into literature that the only reason they aren't here is because their noses are deep in their books!" Sayori explained, barely able to contain her excitement. "And there's only one place to find those kinds of people…"
Sayori gently grasped Monika's hand and tugged her out of her seat.
"We're going on our first club field trip!" Sayori cheered.
Despite being initially taken aback by her cheerful nature, Monika couldn't help but enjoy it. She followed her newest club member around the school and found herself in front of the library.
"I bet we'll find a lot of members here," Sayori grinned, opening the doors.
The two enthusiastically walked through the doors and felt the hope they had was left outside.
"It's empty…" Monika sighed.
"There has to be someone here," Sayori responded.
Refusing to give up, Sayori took off and started searching the entire library from top to bottom. After 10 minutes of fruitless searching, she reconvened with Monika in the middle of the library and sat down at one of the tables to rest.
"You know, Sayori, just because someone's in the library doesn't mean that they are passionate about literature," Monika pointed out.
"What do you mean?" asked Sayori.
"They could be here for a project or because they were here to deliver something."
"Hmm…" Sayori crossed her arms as she processed Monika's words. "So we shouldn't be thinking about location, but people who obviously enthuse enthusiasm for literature."
"But I doubt we'll find someone like that at this time of the day," Monika said. "It would take an extremly contrived coincidence for that to happen."
Suddenly, the quiet atmosphere of the library was shattered by the sound of giggling. The two looked around their immediate area. The giggling sounded like it was close, but they didn't see any one around. They weren't sure where it was coming from until they realized that there was one place they haven't checked.
The two cautiously crouched down under the table and found a petite pink haired girl reading next to a box of books.
"Hi!" Sayori waved.
The girl, startled by Sayori and Monika's sudden appearance, banged her head against the bottom of the table.
"What the heck?!" the girl shouted. "Don't sneak up on me!"
"S-Sorry," Sayori apologized. "I'm Sayori and this is Monika. What's your name?"
The girl stared at Sayori with a skeptical look before switching to Monika. After staring at them for what seemed like forever, the girl sighed.
"…I'm Natsuki," the girl answered.
Natsuki grabbed her box filled with literature and slid out from under the table, trying her best to hide her embarrassment and pain.
"So why were you reading under the table?" Monika asked.
"I just was!" Natsuki snapped. "Is there anything wrong with that?!"
"N-No…" Monika timidly replied.
She wasn't sure how to talk to Natsuki. Every time they said anything, the pink haired girl reacted in a negative way.
"Hey, if you like reading, then you should join the Literature Club!" Sayori suggested.
"Literature Club? What Literature Club?" a surprised Natsuki asked.
"The one that Monika started," Sayori said proudly.
"How many people are in it? Natsuki asked.
"Just the two of us," Sayori answered.
"Wha-? What kind of club only has two people?" Natsuki asked perplexed.
"Well, we're not really an official club until we have four people," Monika explained.
Natsuki's confused expression immediately reverted back to her skeptical one.
"I get it… You just want me as a number to keep your club alive!" she accused.
"That's… true," Monika anxiously admitted. "But if you enjoy literature, then I think you should join us."
"Plus you get to read somewhere better than from under a desk," beamed Sayori.
Natsuki quickly glanced at her books and then back at Monika and Sayori, her face now sporting a slightly worried expression on her face.
"Um… So what do you do in this club?" Natsuki asked.
"I haven't really thought up of any club activities yet, but I was thinking that it could be a place for those who enjoy literature to come together and get along. It's a place where people can just read, talk about written works and their interests and maybe share their own written works," Monika passionately explained.
Sayori and Natsuki were left awestruck by Monika'sheartfelt answer.
"That's… So… COOL!" Sayori approved.
"So I could read anything I want in this club?" Natsuki asked.
"Of course," Monika smiled.
Natsuki glanced at her books once again then back to Monika, this time with a slightly more relaxed expression.
"Fine, I'll join your club," Natsuki shrugged nonchalantly.
That was all it took for Sayori to wrap her arms around Natsuki and excitedly jump up and down.
"You're in! You're in! You're in!" Sayori cheered, unaware of how uncomfortable she was making Natsuki feel.
"Now we only need one more member," Monika happily announced.
Chapter 5: Club Prerequisites Part 3
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"Hey, Monika," Sayori called.
Monika lowered the book she was currently reading and looked up at Sayori's curious face.
"Yes?" Monika replied.
Sayori looked down at Monika's book, then back at the reader.
"Are you thinking about playing the piano?" Sayori asked.
"Maybe…" Monika answered, closing her book, "How to play piano for Dummies."
Monika was in fact considering learning how to play the piano, but she was not sure if she could fit it into her current schedule. She already had school work and a school club to manage, not to mention home. She didn't have time to dwell on the subject too long though, as Natsuki soon walked in her collection of literature.
"Hey, Natsuki!" Sayori greeted, happily waving at the Literature Club's newest member.
"Hey…" Natsuki replied. She gently placed her collection on one of the many desks and took a moment to inspect the room. "There any room in the closet?"
"There should be," Monika answered.
It was clear to Monika that Natsuki still harbored some apprehension towards joining the club.
"What?" puzzled Natsuki.
"Nothing. Just know that there is no need to be nervous here," Monika assured her.
"Who's nervous?" Natsuki laughed. "I got no reason to nervous."
"You read manga?" Sayori asked.
Natsuki immediately glanced to her left and felt her heart sink when she spotted Sayori quizzically flipping through one of her favorite manga volumes.
"Y-Yeah… So what?" she stammered.
After finishing reading, Sayori closed the book and grinned.
"You would probably get along with my friend," she said. "He likes reading manga too. He actually once spent 2 hours telling me how manga shouldn't be looked down on because it has a ton of great stories like other forms of literature. I'm still amazed that he was able to that."
Natsuki's eyes widened with curiosity and interest.
"Maybe you should invite him to the club," Monika suggested.
"I would but he said he isn't interested in joining any clubs," Sayori awkwardly chuckled.
"Hmph," Natsuki pouted. "Anyway, how do we find a 4th member?"
"Simple. We just have to find someone who obviously enthuses enthusiasm for literature," Sayori happily answered.
Natsuki, completely dumbfounded by Sayori's response, simply sighed, grabbed her manga collection and walked to the closet.
"It's time for another field trip!" Sayori announced.
"Actually, I don't think we should do that," Monika disagreed.
"Eh? Why not?"
Sayori couldn't understand why Monika wouldn't want to search the school again when it worked so well yesterday. Fortunately, Monika had a very good answer to her question.
"I think it would be better to meet each other during lunchtime tomorrow. That way the chances of finding someone who 'enthuses enthusiasm for literature' would be higher," Monika explained.
"I see…" Sayori nodded her head in agreement, until she realized what that potentially meant. "But that means we may not get to eat lunch!"
The thought of potentially skipping lunch was too much to bear for Sayori. She honestly wasn't sure that she would survive.
"I'm with her there," Natsuki agreed. "I don't want to miss lunch either."
"Neither do I, but that free time is our best chance to find a 4th member," Monika pointed out.
Despite their apprehensions, Sayori and Natsuki knew that their club president was right and conceded.
The next day, the three members of the Literature Club met in front of the library just as they had planned.
"So how exactly are we going to find someone for the club in 35 minutes?" Natsuki asked.
"We just have to find someone who obviously enthuses enthusiasm for literature," Sayori grinned.
"What?" Natsuki responded, equally as dumbfounded as yesterday.
"Let's just look around," Monika suggested.
With a plan in mind, the three of them started to search the school for potential club members.
"This is ridiculous!" fumed Natsuki, irritated that 17 minutes of searching were for naught.
"Well, it's not like we can expect to find a club member so soon," Monika accepted. "It would probably take the same miracle it took to find you, Natsuki."
"There's someone!" Sayori beamed.
Monika and Natsuki quickly turned towards the direction Sayori was pointing to and noticed a young lady with long straight violet hair quietly sitting on a nearby bench. Her light purple eyes were glued to the novel neatly placed between her two hands, as if it was the only thing that existed in her world.
"Maybe I should say that we can't expect a full club so soon," Monika giggled to herself.
"She definitely looks like she enthuses enthusiasm for literature," Sayori chirped.
"Why do you keep saying that?" Natsuki asked, shaking her head. "So are we all going to talk to her or-?"
"Actually… I want to try talking to her on my own," Monika said.
"Really?" Sayori tilted her head as if to emphasize her surprise.
"If I'm unable to convince people to join our club by, then I won't make a very good club president," Monika smiled.
Sayori nodded her head in agreement and excitedly grabbed Natsuki's hand.
"Let's go eat our lunch!" Sayori happily declared.
Usually Natsuki's instincts demanded that she immediately take her hand back, but for the first time in awhile, that didn't happen. Monika watched Sayori lead Natsuki away and took a moment to mentally prepare herself.
Hope I don't mess this up.
Monka approached the girl and sat next to her.
"Hi," Monika said, making herself known.
The girl glanced to her right and her serious expression was immediately replaced by a startled one. She then averted her gaze and looked down at the ground.
"H-Hi…" the girl finally replied.
"I'm Monika," Monika introduced herself. "What's your name?"
The girl stayed quiet for a moment before finally turning her gaze back to Monika.
"It's Yuri," the girl answered.
"Nice to meet you, Yuri," Monika smiled.
Yuri hesitated for a moment and closed her eyes. After two minutes of silence, Yuri opened her eyes and a small smile crept on her face before disappearing.
"So, what is that you are reading?" Monika asked.
"Ah, it's just something I picked up from the store," Yuri answered, diverting her gaze once more. "You wouldn't be interested in hearing about it."
"Actually, I think I would be," Monika assured her. "Tell me about it."
After taking a few moments to think, Yuri turned back to Monika and cleared her throat.
Yuri started to summarize the book to Monika in great detail while trying her best to not spoil any major plot points. Monika was amazed by how good Yuri was at making the book sound appealing to read and how passionate she seems while explaining it. After finishing summarizing the book, Yuri diverted her gaze again and apologized for ranting.
"No need to apologize," Monika said. "You know, if you're that into literature, you should join the literature club."
Yuri's gaze returned to Monika, her eyes widened by curiosity.
"Literature Club?" Yuri repeated.
"It's a club that I started for those who enjoy literature," Monika explained.
"Ah, but a club like that… you wouldn't want someone like me," Yuri responded, with downcast eyes.
"Why not?" Monika questioned.
"I-I'm too weird," Yuri stammered. "I wouldn't fit in."
"Yes you would," Monika insisted.
"What makes you think that?" Yuri asked.
"Because all you would need to fit in is your love for literature and you have that," Monika smiled. "So naturally you would fit in."
Yuri closed her eyes and went silent for a moment. She soon opened her eyes and another small smile crept onto her face.
"Alright, I'll join," Yuri agreed.
"So that's how you got the members you needed," Shujinkou interjected. "I'm honestly surprised."
"Surprised about what?" Monika asked.
"That Natsuki and Yuri had to be convince too join," Shujinkou answered. "I thought they would have jumped at the chance."
"Well, I'm sure they had their reason for their apprehensiveness," Monika said. "But you know, even though we're a small club, I can at least say that I'm happy with the members I share it with."
"Yeah, the others are great fellow club members," Shujinkou agreed.
"I was talking about you too, Shujinkou," Monika smiled.
Shujinkou eyes widened with surprise when he heard that. He wasn't too sure why she would be that happy with him around when he hasn't contributed much.
Still, he was happy that she would feel that way and was satisfied that he was able to learn a little more about his fellow club members.
Chapter 6: Cultural Festival Part 1
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"Another year, another cultural festival," Shujinkou sighed. Shujinkou glanced around his surroundings and couldn't help but feel like the odd man out in a sea of happy faces. Everyone looks forward to the school's cultural festival, but he's always been indifferent about them. In fact, he wouldn't even be exploring the school right now if it wasn't for what happened yesterday.
The day before, Shujinkou watched Sayori voice her excitement for the upcoming festival.
"I can hardly wait for the festival tomorrow!" Sayori beamed.
"You seem to be excited for tomorrow," Yuri said.
"Of course. Tomorrow the school turns into a building with a ton of cafes. That means there will be a lot of food to eat," Sayori grinned. Shujinkou couldn't help but chuckle to himself. He knew food was the main reason for Sayori's excitement.
"Well, while you're destroying all the food, I'll be playing all the games," Natsuki said. "Luckily my class isn't doing anything, so I'm free all day."
"You're class isn't doing anything? Sayori said surprised. "Neither is mine. What about your class, Yuri?"
"Ah, my class is participating in the festival, but they have no need for me," Yuri answered.
Shujinkou noticed Yuri's face was a slightly downcast, but didn't have much time to think about Sayori's eyes made their way to him.
"My class isn't doing anything either," Shujinkou said, trying his best to hide his relief. If there was one thing about the festival that Shujinkou was very estactic about, it would be the fact that his class wouldn't be involved in it, since that would mean that would mean that there was a higher chance that he would have to spend most of his working. But since his class is not, that guarantees that he can spend the entire school day alone with his thoughts like usual.
"You guys are lucky," Monika sighed. "I'll be spending most of my day helping my class. I was really looking forward to enjoying the festival too."
"What's your class doing?" Sayori asked.
"Eh… I rather not talk about it," Monika weakly smiled with red cheeks. "Anyway, I think it's time we call it a day. See you all later."
Monika grabbed her bag and quickly left the club room before anyone else could speak up. Shujinkou couldn't help but find Monika's behavior very suspicious. She usually has no problem discussing anything, so it was very surprising to see her dodge a question like that. But like before, he didn't have much time to think as Sayori turned her gaze back at him. He looked around and realized that they were the only one left in the club room.
"So, what are you going to do this year, Shujinkou?" Sayori queried.
"Uh… the usual I guess?" Shujinkou answered.
"Eh? But the festival is about having fun and to have fun at the festival, you have to have fun at the festival! You shouldn't keep avoiding the one day where everyone is happy!" Sayori cried.
"But I'm not really interested in it," Shujinkou argued.
"You never really gave the festival a try," Sayori pointed out, showing visible concern. "Promise me you'll at least try to be happy at the festival this year."
Shujinkou was taken aback by his friend's concern over him skipping the cultural festival. He couldn't understand why she was making such a big deal over such a minor thing, but he also couldn't deal with Sayori wearing such a dark expression.
"Alright… I'll try," Shujinkou conceded.
"Yeah!" Sayori cheered. "You'll have fun. Trust me."
Shujinkou finished reminiscing and continued walking through the school looking for something to do.
"Maybe I should see what Monika's class is doing," Shujinkou thought. "No, no. She didn't seem to keen on sharing what they're doing. Maybe it's better not to go, even though all this speculating is making me even more curious."
Shujinkou continued to wonder what he should do until he noticed a familiar face sitting on a nearby bench.
"Yuri?" he called.
Curious to who would call her, Yuri looked up from her book and was surprised to find Shujinkou standing in front of her.
"Shujinkou… What are you doing here?" Yuri questioned.
"I was just looking around and happened to notice you over here," Shujinkou answered matter-of-factly.
"Oh…" Yuri responded.
Shujinkou sat down on the bench with Yuri, causing his fellow club member to shyly turn her attention away from him.
"That's right. Yuri seems to have a hard time talking to me sometimes," Shujinkou thought. "Maybe if I bring up a subject she likes…"
He then curiously glanced down at the cover of the book Yuri was holding and noticed that it was the same book she picked out for him.
"You're still on that book?" Shujinkou asked.
"Ah, I was just rereading it," Yuri answered, her gaze returning to Shujinkou. "What about you?"
"I'm actually not reading it right now," Shujinkou answered. "It kinda gave me nightmares last night."
"Sorry!" Yuri immediately apologized, averting her gaze once again. "I didn't mean to pick out something that would give you nightmares!"
No, no, it's not your fault," Shujinkou assured her. He watched Yuri quietly play with her hair for a minute, before she turned back towards him with curious look on her face.
"Does that mean that you won't pick it back up?" Yuri asked, visibly worried.
"No, I'll get back to it," Shujinkou answered.
"Ah… that's good," Yuri smiled with red cheeks.
Shujinkou nervously scratched his cheeks and decided that it would probably be best to change subjects.
"Hey, Yuri, can I ask you something?" Shujinkou queried.
"Ah, S-sure…" Yuri stammered.
"How come you aren't enjoying the festival with your friends?" Shujinkou asked. To his surprise, Yuri turned away from him and started to play with her hair once more.
"I… I don't really have people who would want to spend time with me like that," Yuri admitted, clearly saddened by that fact.
Shujinkou was surprised by the revelation, until he remembered the story Monika told him a few days ago. Yuri said she was too weird to fit in club about a subject she liked. Was that because she thought she was unable to make friends with anyone?
"I see… well, you have one today," Shujinkou smiled.
"Eh?" Yuri responded, turning back to Shujinkou. "W-What are you saying?"
"Let's explore the Cultural Festival together," Shujinkou suggested. "I'm sure we'll find something fun for us to do."
"B-But you wouldn't want to spend the entire day with someone like me. You would have more fun on your own," Yuri insisted.
"Yeah, maybe I could have fun on my own, but even someone like me knows that these kind of events are more fun to do with friends," Shujinkou grinned.
"Friend?" Yuri repeated.
The timid girl quickly glanced towards her book and then closed her eyes. She then took a deep breath, opened her eyes and smiled.
"O-Okay," Yuri agreed, smiling bashfully.
Chapter 7: Cultural Festival Part 2
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"So, uh, what would you like to do?" Shujinkou asked. He didn't really have much of an interest in any of the events, so he really didn't have anything that he wanted to visit.
"Um…" Yuri closed her eyes and contemplated Shujinkou's question. She didn't pay attention to any of the events, meaning she didn't know what was being offered. "Do you happen to have any suggestions, Shujinkou?"
Shujinkou closed his eyes and tried to remember the many events he came across.
"Well, there are a few cafés around the school," Shujinkou suggested. "There are also some games to play, a dance contest in the gym, a Haunted House…"
Shujinkou noticed Yuri's eyes light up with curiosity once he suggested the Haunted House and instantly remembered that she once mentioned that she was into horror.
"So, you want to check out the Haunted House?" Shujinkou asked.
Yuri smiled and silently nodded her head. Shujinkou himself wasn't too sure about going into the Haunted House, but he couldn't find it in him to protest, considering it wasn't often that Yuri looked so excited. Walking to the other side of the school, Shujinkou and Yuri eventually stumbled upon a much worn out classroom door.
"I think this class may not have had enough money for props," Shujinkou weakly chuckled.
"I don't think the door is like that because of monetary reasons," said Yuri. "I think its appearance is supposed to give off a derelict feel. Perhaps this house has been abandoned for years and is in disrepair or it’s a situation where the exterior is a stark contrast to the interior, setting us up for a twist."
"I see…" Shujinkou nodded. "I guess I let the school budget blind me to that fact."
He reached for the door's handle and noticed that the door felt like it could fall off its hinges at anytime. He cautiously opened the door and the two walked into a dark hallway, one wall had a dirtied chalkboard on it and the other was made of dented cardboard.
"So that's how they made a Haunted House out of a single classroom," Shujinkou said, impressed by idea.
"The dark hallway invokes a sense of dread that makes a person start to regret their decision," said Yuri.
"Yeah, all that's missing is…"
The classroom door suddenly slammed itself shut, making the already dark hallway even darker.
"…that," Shujinkou finished, his voice cracking.
"The door closing to imply a supernatural force may be involved," Yuri noted.
"Cliché, but still effective when used right," Shujinkou added. He walked to the cardboard wall to inspect it more closely. "These family pictures on the wall must be the original owners. Something most likely happened to them."
Shujinkou then glanced to his right and noticed Yuri patiently waiting next to an open passageway.
"I believe we discovered the entire story this room has provided us. Shall we move on?" Yuri suggested. Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement and followed Yuri into the next room. There they found the school desks neatly tucked away in a corner behind a dusty and ripped coach. Next to it was a rickety nightstand with a blinking lamp on top of it. The room was filled with the stench of rot, the walls were covered with tattered wallpaper and the closet was sealed off by bricks. Shujinkou then took one step forward and heard a loud creaking sound.
"They're appealing to all senses," Shujinkou thought. Yuri casually walked towards the nightstand and found a book on it. "Whatcha got there?"
Yuri opened the book and turned towards Shujinkou.
"It's a journal that belonged to the previous owner of the house," Yuri answered.
"What's it say?" Shujinkou asked. He watched Yuri quickly flip through the pages of the book, before stopping near the end with an interested look in her eyes.
"The journal is mostly about the owner's personal life and how much maintenance the mansion requires," Yuri said. "But this latest page is different. His writing is different. More erratic."
"Erratic?" Shujinkou repeated.
"This latest entry is states that someone approached him and tried to get him to sell his property. He refused and was left with a cryptic threat," Yuri summarized, flipping through the next pages. "The next few days, strange occurrences started to happen. The crops started to die, the water supply was tainted, etc. Then the worst thing possible happened."
"What happened?" Shujinkou asked.
"His family was killed in a tractor accident," Yuri answered.
"None of those were accidents were they?" Shujinkou shook his head.
Yuri nodded her head in agreement and continued to read.
"The owner thought that too and invited the potential buyer over to talk business," said Yuri. "This part is where his writing became really erratic."
"What do you mean?" Shujinkou asked, approaching Yuri. He quizzically looked down at the book tucked between her hands and couldn't believe what he saw. The pages were covered in different colored stains and the writing was almost impossible to read. "I think erratic is putting it nicely… What happened next?"
"The owner stopped writing as soon as soon as he heard the doorbell ring," Yuri read. "He capped off his final entry with three final words."
"WE'RE GOING TO HELL!"
The closet door burst open, sending the bricks flying and a man wearing bloodied overall and a shattered glasses walked out with a broken hockey stick. After the two of them spent an entire minute screaming, Shujinkou instinctively moved in front of Yuri as the Owner removed his glasses.
"Hoped you enjoyed Class 7's Haunted House," the "Owner" grinned.
Moments later, Shujinkou rested on a bench to catch his breath. Deep down he knew that the scare would have come from the closet, but the fear still took over.
"It appears that in the end the owner murdered the murderer and took his own life," Yuri concluded. "Perhaps to avoid justice or perhaps to be with his family again."
"So he instantly went for murder?" Shujinkou asked.
"Ah… I did skip over a part," Yuri remembered. "The murderer also employed tactic that psychologically tortured the owner, who himself had a bit of a dark past himself. He was a complex figure, but I thought I should have given a short summary since I wasn't sure how much time we had in there."
"I see…" Shujinkou said, staring at Yuri with a blank expression.
"W-What's wrong?" she timidly asked.
"You know other then the scare, you didn't seem freaked out at all in there at all. It looked like you were enjoying yourself in there," Shujinkou pointed out.
"Ah… well you could say that I was enjoying the overall atmosphere of the scenario along with the scenario itself," Yuri answered, averting her gaze. "But you probably I'm really weird for that."
"Why would I think that?" Shujinkou chuckled. "A lot of people enjoy horror filled atmospheres. Just because some people's enjoyment of them is more pronounced than others doesn't make them weird, at least I think that."
Yuri breathed a sigh of relief and turned back to Shujinkou with a small smile on her face.
"So, what do you want to do now?" he asked, curious as to what she may pick next.
"Well…" Yuri contemplated the question. "We already did something I wanted, so it would only be fair if you got to choose the next event."
"That's true, but…" Shujinkou wasn't sure what to say. Nothing at the festival interested him enough, but yet he did enjoy the Haunted House, something he didn't expect to happen. Could it be that he was able to enjoy because he was with someone else? Suddenly, the words he told Yuri earlier popped into his head.
"When I said that these things are more fun with friends, I didn't think of how that could apply to me," he thought. He then closed his eyes and thought very hard on what he wanted to do, but nothing in particular popped into his head.
"I… got nothing," Shujinkou admitted. "What about you?"
"Ah…I…" Like before, Yuri carefully considered how to answer the question. After spending an entire minute remaining silent, Yuri answered with, "There's nothing I can think of."
It was at that moment that Shujinkou realized that even though being with friends can make school events fun for people like Yuri and himself, they weren’t going to get anywhere if they aren't interested to try anything out. It seems that there was only one thing for them to do to slove their current predicament.
"Let's go find the others," Shujinkou suggested.
Chapter 8: Cultural Festival Part 3
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"How should we go about finding the others?" Yuri asked.
"Well…" Shujinkou took a moment to remember what the girls' plans for today were. "Considering that Sayori has a lot of places to eat at and Monika was acting weird about her class's event, it would probably be best to look for Natsuki first. She should be at Carnival Games."
Yuri silently nodded her head in agreement and followed Shujinkou to the school's entrance. He opened the doors and the two were greeted with an assortment of carnival games. Ball and Bucket Toss, Whac-A-Mole, Fishing; there was almost every game imaginable available for students to play. But even though there were many fun activities to play outside, the Carnival Games section of the school was almost completely empty.
"Where is everyone?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
"Perhaps there is an event somewhere else in the school that is stealing attention away from here," Yuri suggested.
"Maybe," Shujinkou replied, wondering what kind of event could make the Carnival Games section of the festival to resemble a ghost town. "I wonder if that means Natsuki is no longer around."
Suddenly, the two heard very familiar sounding cry of anger and cautiously followed it to its source. They turned around a corner and found an enraged Natsuki aim an assault rifle at a small target among a series of larger targets. She pulled the trigger and watched a small metallic pellet fly past her intended target, causing even more anger to build up inside her.
"Maybe its best not to approach her right now," Shujinkou nervously thought, staring at the rifle she was holding. He then noticed that Natsuki wasn't the only one that was annoyed; the student managing the game looked as if he was running out of patience.
"Can't you just aim for one of the easier targets?" he complained.
"Stop trying to rush me!" Natsuki snapped. "It's messing up my aim!"
"But you're going to make me miss the big event," the operator sighed.
Shujinkou wondered what the student was referring to when he mentioned the "big event", but just like yesterday, he didn't have much time to think as his train of thought was interrupted by another one of Natsuki's anger-induced cries. Curious to why she's had no luck shooting down the target she wanted, Shujinkou quietly walked closer to Natsuki and watched her fail to hit the target once more.
"That's it!" Shujinkou said aloud.
Natsuki immediately turned around and was surprised to find Shujinkou and Yuri standing behind her.
"What are you guys doing here?" she asked, lowering her rifle.
"We were just looking for you," Shujinkou replied, keeping his eyes trained the rifle. He knew that if he made her mad now, it would not end well for him.
"What for? You got nothing better to do?" Natsuki replied.
"What makes you say that?" Shujinkou asked.
"Your face just screams 'I have no idea what I should do,'" Natsuki pointed out.
At that very moment, two questions made an entrance inside Shujinkou head. #1: Did his face really give away the fact that he had no idea what to do and #2: Why was she only making an observation regarding him? In the end, he decided it was better not dwell on those two questions and move on.
"So how are you doing on this game?" Shujinkou asked.
"F-Fine!" Natsuki quickly stuttered. "I just need people to stop rushing me so I can win."
"Face it. You just suck," the operator said, very annoyed that he's being held up. Shujinkou expected Natsuki to snap at that blunt comment but, to his absolute surprise, she instead stared at her gun wearing an expression that mixed frustration and disappointment into one.
"I bet she can make the next shot," Shujinkou responded. Natsuki looked up at Shujinkou and was surprised by the confident smile on his face.
"Just take aim," Shujinkou instructed. Natsuki did as she was told, wondering what Shujinkou had in mind until she felt his left hand gently latch onto hers.
"W-What are you doing?!" she snapped, swatting his hand away.
"Sorry," Shujinkou nervously apologized. "I was just trying to help you hold the gun and aim better."
"What are you talking about?" Natsuki asked, skeptical about his true intentions.
"It's just that you kind of hold the rifle wrong and you don't aim the gun correctly and I was just trying to help," Shujinkou explained. Natsuki continued to stare at him and then looked down at her hands. She then looked back at Shujinkou before quickly averting her gaze.
"Fine," Natsuki conceded. "But only because it will help."
Natsuki quickly took up her initial aiming position and Shujinkou gently grasped her left hand like before, sending a shock throughout her entire body. The feeling of a boy holding her hand and the close contact between them was enough for her cheeks to match the color of her hair. She wasn't the only one who felt uneasy about the situation though. Natsuki's reluctance made Shujinkou realize how close he would have to be to help, something that he had completely missed a few moments earlier.
Taking a deep breath to regain his calm, Shujinkou slowly moved Natsuki's left hand from the magazine of the gun and placed it firmly on the barrel.
"This will help you steady your aim better," Shujinkou explained before leaning in even closer. Natsuki's cheeks grew even pinker once she felt his chest make contact with her back."Now you see those metal pieces jutting up?"
Natsuki silently nodded her head. She didn't have the strength to vocally answer him.
"That's your sights. It's an aiming device used to assist in visually aligning ranged weapons, surveying instruments or optical illumination equipments with the intended target," Shujinkou explained. "If you aim using those, you should be able to hit your intended target."
Natsuki quizzically looked down the gun's sights, wondering if they were actually as helpful as Shujinkou made them sound.
"The secret is aiming your sight at the target," Shujinkou advised. Following his advice, Natsuki aimed the sights at the tiny target she was trying to shoot down. Pulling the trigger, a metallic pellet flew out of the gun's barrel and knocked over the target she aimed at.
"Yes! I did it!" beamed Natsuki. Now Shujinkou was used to seeing Natsuki being brash, blunt, sometimes cranky, and even arrogant at times, but he has never seen her as excited as she was now. It was actually a pleasant surprise.
The moment didn't last however as Natsuki quickly remembered that Shujinkou was still physically close to her.
"You can let go now," Natsuki pouted.
"Huh? Oh right," Shujinkou nervously chuckled, quickly backing away from Natsuki. For successfully hitting the hardest target in the game, the game operator quickly handed Natsuki a stuffed cat and ran towards the school building, leaving the three Literature Club members confused.
"Maybe he's heading to the big event," Shujinkou thought.
"Shujinkou…" Natsuki called.
Shujinkou glanced over to Natsuki and felt a chill flow down his spine as she glared at him. He wondered what he could have done to make her so angry but nothing came to mind. She gritted her teeth and quickly averted her gaze.
"T-Th…" Natsuki muttered.
"Hm?" Shujinkou wondered what she was trying to say. Natsuki looked back at Shujinkou before just as quickly averting her gaze once again.
"I… I guess you're good at something after all," she said bluntly.
"Um, thanks?" Shujinkou replied. He didn't know if that was her way of saying thanks or if she really thought that he wasn't that good at anything. But like before he decided not to dwell on it and move on. Suddenly, a pair of hands appeared from behind and covered his eyes.
"Guess who?" a happy voice asked.
"Sayori," Shujinkou shrugged. The hands released their hold on Shujinkou and Sayori jumped of him with a smile on her face.
"How'd you know?" Sayori asked.
"You've been doing that for so long that at this point I just assume it's you," Shujinkou chuckled in response.
Sayori then took a quick glance around the surrounding area.
"So this place is empty too?" she noted.
"Too?" Natsuki repeated. "There are other places as dead as this place?"
"Mm-hmm. I was looking around for Shujinkou to see if he was having fun and everywhere I looked for him was empty. I didn't understand what was going on until I noticed a really long line in the second year hallway," Sayori explained.
"What was the line for?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
"I don't know. When I tried to head to the front to check, I got chewed out by everyone in line," Sayori pouted.
"Perhaps this is the 'big event' the operator was referring to," Yuri suggested.
An event so impressive that the entire student body is making it a top priority to attend? The four Literature Club members couldn't help but wonder what it could possibly be.
"Let's check it out!" Sayori suggested. Her fellow club members nodded their heads in agreement and followed Sayori into the school to find out what the "big event" could be.
Chapter 9: Cultural Festival Part 4
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"What the heck?!" Natsuki exclaimed.
After agreeing to find out what the "big event" was, the four literature club members entered the school where they immediately found themselves in line.
"When you said that there was long line, I didn't realize you meant that it was this long…" Shujinkou marveled at the length of the line. Considering that they weren’t even on the right floor, it became very apparent that saying that the whole school was waiting in this line would not be an understatement.
"The line's gotten longer…" Sayori nervously chuckled.
"What's so great about this 'big event' to make the whole school want to see?" Natsuki wondered aloud.
"It must be something very enticing," Yuri said.
Shujinkou didn't know what to say. He's only seen a line once in his life and all he was trying to do was pick up a copy of a game he pre-ordered months before then. The experience still haunts him to his day.
Noticing the length of the line was intimidating her fellow club members, Sayori quickly decided that the best thing to do was to find a way to take their minds off of the wait.
"Ah! I just remembered!" Sayori dug through her bag and pulled out a watch. "Random story time!"
"Random story time?" Yuri repeated. She was curious to what Sayori was planning.
"It's a game Shujinkou and I played a lot when we were kids," Sayori started to explain. "The rules are simple; a person starts a story and after a set amount of time, another player takes over the story telling responsibility. We had a lot of fun with that game, right Shujinkou?"
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement. In contrast to his traumatic line waiting memory, he had many fond memories of taking the scenarios that occurred in his head and sharing it with a friend. In fact, sometimes Sayori didn't want to take over the story telling responsibility because she was very interested in where his own story would lead.
"Alright then, start us off, Shujinkou," Sayori cheered.
"Okay," Shujinkou cleared his throat and started his tale. "A long time ago, there was once a boy that had the power to make whatever he wrote in his journal to come to life. It was a special gift that was accidently given to him while he was still developing. How you may ask? Well, a fallen angel, named Kyojin, stole a mystical orb from heaven that granted this power to its wielder and attempted to use it to take over the world.
Realizing that the orb was stolen, God sent his top angel, Jack, down to Earth to find Kyojin and take back the orb. A fight of epic proportions ensued. The two were evenly matched, but Jack was able to use reverse psychology to fool Kyojin and land a major blow on him, causing the fallen angel to drop the orb. The falling orb soon phased itself into an unsuspecting woman's womb and fuse with the developing child's soul. It wasn't until he was four where he learned that he had such a cool ability and then…"
"Stop!" Sayori interrupted. "It's time for someone else to continue the story."
"Man… I was just getting into it," Shujinkou mumbled. He then glanced to his right and noticed that Natsuki was staring at him in awe before quickly turning away with an annoyed look on her face, making him wonder what he did to earn that response.
"That was a great start, Shujinkou," Sayori complimented.
"Mm-hmm," Yuri nodded her head in agreement. "It was quite impressive that you could create such a set-up without anytime to think."
"It was okay…" Natsuki muttered. "But watch how a pro takes your story and makes it even better."
"So, you want to go next Natsuki?" Sayori questioned.
"Eh?" Natsuki responded. The boastful girl closed her eyes and started to think about how she should continue the story. After spending several minutes in silence, her eyes opened and her face shot Shujinkou an expression that couldn't help but make him feel like he was being judged. "Alright, here goes…
The boy himself wasn't a well liked kid. Almost everyone his age made fun of his interests and his relationship with his parents wasn't exactly the best. He tried everything he could to get the others to accept him and his interest, but in the end it was all in vain. In the end he felt like there was only one thing he could do. He was going to make one last ditch effort at being accepted.
Now, no one knew of his special ability to mess with reality by just writing in a book. He always felt that if people ever found out, he would be even more of an outcast then he ever was. But after realizing that he was already alone and had nothing to lose, he revealed his powers his hometown. He summoned cute animals and made it rain sweets, but instead of making him endearing to the entire town, the citizens instead ran away in fear, leading to…"
"Time's up!" Sayori interrupted. "Time to switch!"
"How was that?!" Natsuki boasted, keeping her eyes trained on Shujinkou.
"Not where I would have gone with it, but it was very good emotional arc," Shujinkou responded.
"You got to have emotional story arcs for your character or else no one will connect to them. It's something your part lacked," Natsuki said. "Remember that or else you won't be a good story-teller."
"But my character was still in his mother's womb when my turn was over," Shujinkou pointed out. "He wasn't able to have an emotional story arc yet."
Upon realizing that he was right, Natsuki turned away embarrassed.
"I know that! I just meant that you should have one for your story if you have gotten to that point, dummy," Natsuki retorted.
Shujinkou didn't know how to respond. He then remembered that it would be better not to respond and let Natsuki have the final word.
"Your turn, Yuri," Sayori said.
"Eh? Me?" Yuri timidly replied. She always knew her turn was coming, but still couldn't help but feel a bit nervous. She closed her eyes and thought about how she could continue the story from where Natsuki left off. Moments later, Yuri took a deep breath and opened her eyes, ready to tell her part. "The day after he revealed his powers, the boy was confronted by a group of people who were very interested in him.
They offered his parents money to take him away to their facility and they agreed. The boy thought it would have been a place of fun but, as soon as he arrived, the young boy was shocked to find out that it was the exact opposite of what he thought it would be. The entire facility was filled with technology that would impress anyone, but to the child it just enhanced the cold and sterile feel the atmosphere was giving.
For the next three months, the boy was subjected to all sorts of experiments. Some of them were fun and some of them were not. Eventually, the fun experiments disappeared and more unethical experiments were used. These experiments involved torturing the child physically and psychology, causing the beginning of his loss of sanity and planting the seeds of despair in his heart."
"Time's up!" Sayori interrupted.
"Ah…" Yuri let out a sigh of relief.
"I guess it's my turn," Sayori grinned. "So… months later, the boy eventually reached his breaking point, causing his powers to evolve. No longer needing to write things down for his powers to take place; all he needed was his fractured mind. He used his powers to summon a giant monster and allowed it to rampage. It ate everyone in the facility and decided to do the same to everyone who shunned the boy where he came from.
With the monster gone, it finally hit the boy that he had just taken lives and realized that he couldn't let the monster destroy his hometown. He used his newly evolved powers to confront the monster there and engage it in battle. It was a long and grueling battle that lasted hours until the boy realized that he couldn’t beat his own monster. It seemed that in the end there was only one option left to take…
Without a second thought, the boy flew down the monster's throat and detonated himself to save the town that always treated him terribly. He died thinking he was a freak, but his death caused the entire town to realize the error of their ways and decided to celebrate the boy's life every year on the day he died to pay their respects. The End! Wasn't that a great story?"
"It was all over the place," Natsuki said.
Shujinkou had to agree with that comment. It wasn't a bad story overall, but the tone of it was inconsistent. It started off as an action/adventure story, then shifted to emotional drama, then shifted to psychological torture and finally ended on a rather bittersweet note.
"Well, at least the game accomplished its original intention. We're almost at the front of the line," Sayori happily pointed out.
The four of them silently waited 10 minutes until they finally reached the door to the "big event" they heard about.
"Hey… isn't this Monika's classroom?" Sayori noticed. The other three looked up at the class number and realized that they were in fact in front of Monika's classroom. They finally were allowed to enter and their eyes couldn't believe what they saw.
"This is a…" Shujinkou weakly muttered, lowering his head.
"A maid café?! The 'big event' that had the whole school excited was a maid café?!" Natsuki exclaimed. Her fellow club members shared the sentiment. They couldn't understand why a café, even a maid café, could prove to be so popular that the entire school would come. Soon the answer shyly walked into the classroom in a specialized maid outfit.
"Monika?!" Sayori gasped. Monika quickly glanced to her right and her cheeks turned bright red upon laying her eyes upon her fellow club members.
"H-Hey guys…" Monika weakly smiled. Suddenly, everyone in line and inside the café broke into a cheer, excitedly chanting Monika's name.
"You got to be kidding me…" Natsuki mumbled. "You mean the "Big Event" was just you wearing a maid outfit?!"
"The power of the school idol…" Shujinkou thought.
Later that afternoon, Monika happily approached her club members, who were waiting for her next to the school's front doors.
"So did you guys enjoy the festival?" Monika asked.
"Well, kinda… until your class caused the entire thing to stop," Natsuki said, still slightly annoyed by the revelation of the "big event".
"Sorry…" Monika chuckled.
"I have no complaints, I still got to eat a lot of food," Sayori smiled.
"That's great," Monika smiled back. "What about you Yuri?"
"Mm. I also enjoyed myself," Yuri answered.
"And you, Shujinkou?" Monika asked. At that moment, Shujinkou snapped back to reality and nodded his head.
"I have to admit, this is the first time I actually enjoyed the festival," Shujinkou replied.
"I told you, you would have fun," Sayori grinned.
"You were right," Shujinkou chuckled.
"Well I'm glad everyone got to enjoy themselves," Monika smiled. "Hopefully next time I can join you guys. Anyway…"
Shujinkou noticed Monika glance towards his direction with a curious look on her face.
"There are no club activities today, so I guess we can all head home," Monika informed her club members.
The five of them walked out of the school and Shujinkou realized that he was once again among a sea of happy faces. Everyone looks forward to the school's cultural festival, but he's always been indifferent to them. He still was a bit indifferent to the event itself, but he also couldn't help but look forward to the next one.
Chapter 10: Couples' Dessert
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Nervousness. It's something that Shujinkou hasn't felt much in real life until he joined the Literature Club. But despite all of the awkward moments he's been through since then, he couldn't help but feel especially nervous over the situation he has gotten himself into today. It was a situation that anyone would be nervous about being in.
"Sorry to keep you waiting, Shujinkou."
Shujinkou awkwardly raised his head and had to force himself from instinctively looking back towards the ground once he met eyes with Monika.
"Were you waiting long?" she asked.
"Not really," Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek. "I just got here."
"Really?" Monika smiled. "Well, shall we head inside?"
"S-sure," Shujinkou nodded. As the two entered the local parfait shop, Shujinkou played back the events that led to the two meeting there today in his head.
The day before, he walked down the third year hallway and noticed Monika patiently standing next to the club room door.
"What are you doing out here, Monika?" Shujinkou asked.
"There was something I wanted to talk to you about," Monika replied.
She pulled a small slip of paper out of her jacket pocket and handed it to Shujinkou.
"This is something I got for my work during the school festival," Monika explained.
Shujinkou's eyes lit up as he read through the contents of the slip.
"A free limited edition parfait for two?" Shujinkou read aloud. While on the outside he retained a calm, yet surprised attitude, on the inside Shujinkou was very excited. He loved eating sweets and the thought of getting a parfait that is usually out of his price range was almost enough to make him show his excitement on the outside too. But his initial excitement quickly turned into confusion, prompting him to thoroughly read through all the lines again."For two… You mean the two of us?"
"Mm-hmm," Monika nodded. "It's a special couples' coupon."
"B-But…" Shujinkou stammered.
He was so flustered that he couldn't finish his sentence. Was Monika possibly asking him out on a date?
"I know we're not a couple," Monika said. "But we wouldn't want it to go to waste, would we? It expires soon."
"But why me?" Shujinkou asked. He really wasn't sure why Monika would want to go with him of all people. Surely there a lot of other people she could have asked.
"Well…" Monika went quiet for a moment before finishing her sentence. "I just thought it would be fun to do something together as fellow club members."
"And that's how I ended up here with Monika," Shujinkou thought as the waitress gently placed the parfait on the table along with two spoons. The excitement from yesterday returned in full force as his eyes scanned the frozen treat. "It looks so good!"
"You seem excited," Monika giggled.
"Maybe a little…" Shujinkou said, scratching his right cheek once more.
The two eagerly picked up their spoons and each scooped up a tiny piece of the parfait. The moment the parfait made contact with his taste buds sent an intense feeling of sheer bliss throughout Shujinkou's entire body. It was as delicious as he hoped.
"So good!" Shujinkou thought, unable to hide his delight.
"So, Shujinkou, how have you been enjoying your time with the Literature Club?" Monika asked.
"It's been interesting to say the least," Shujinkou replied. "But there is something I wanted to ask you for a while now."
"What?" Monika asked.
"What is it you're always doing during club hours?" he asked. "You always seem to be working on something."
"Just a story I've been working on," Monika answered.
Shujinkou's interest was piqued.
"Really? What's it about?" Shujinkou asked.
"It's a surprise," Monika smiled.
To say Shujinkou was a bit disappointed to hear that would be an understatement. Just like with the Cultural Festival, Monika dodging the question made him even more curious. But despite his curiosity, he decided to respect her decision to keep her story a secret.
"So have you written any other stories?" he asked.
"Mm-hmm," Monika nodded.
"What kinds of stories do you like writing?" Shujinkou asked.
"What kind?" Monika smiled. "I really like writing stories with complex characters in a scenario that allows them to develop. I also like adding in plot twists that make you have to reanalyze the story to fully understand it."
Her answer made Shujinkou's curiosity grow even larger. Those kinds of stories are one of his favorites to play through in video games, even if he doesn't understand them right away. It always gets his brain thinking and the twists are interesting to experience in his day dream scenarios.
"Another thing I like to do with some of my stories is to deconstruct storytelling tropes. Keeps readers from predicting every story beat " Monika added.
"Those kinds of stories can lead to a lot of mind-screw plots," Shujinkou pointed out.
"The thing about those kinds of plots is that a lot of writers like to use them to end their stories on an ambiguous note," Monika said. "Sometimes the endings are so ambiguous that some may never find out what they mean. It's very surreal. But if maybe you'd be better talking about these kinds of things Yuri. She knows more about that stuff than me, the same way Natsuki is more familiar with slice of life related tropes and Sayori with tropes that apply to human emotions."
Hearing about the tropes the others are familiar with made Shujinkou wonder which he was the most familiar with.
"You know what a really popular trope I find interesting is? The Fix Fic," Monika said.
"That's another trope I know well," Shujinkou said. "I think everyone has a Fix Fic somewhere in their head."
"It's one of the cornerstones of fan fiction. A piece of writing created by the fans to fix the things they didn't like about the original source. Whether it's to fix a case of flanderization or allow the characters to get a happier ending than the one they were dealt," Monika said. "To be honest, I kinda find the concept of fan fiction itself interesting. Seeing a lot of people be creative with established universe and add to it is nice to see."
"But you know… I just realized something," Monika said, leaning in closer to Shujinkou. "We only ever talk about me when we're together. Why don't we talk about you?"
"Me?" Shujinkou responded. "What's there to talk about?"
"What are your interests?" she asked. Shujinkou did not know how to answer that question. He has always been nervous about sharing his interest with the others in the club.
"I… enjoy a lot of interactive forms of fiction," Shujinkou answered.
"So you enjoy playing video games," Monika concluded.
"Okay, that answer was kind of a giveaway," he lowered his head in shame.
"No need to be embarrassed," Monika assured him. "It's not like video games are a bad thing. I tend to think of them as another form of literature."
"Really?" Shujinkou asked.
That was the last thing he expected her to say.
"Sure," Monika smiled. "They are in essence literature that you play through."
"Well, when you put it that way…" Shujinkou said, scratching his right cheek. Once again, he didn't know what to say. He really expected that he would really be the odd man out of the club if they found out he was a gamer. It was actually a big relief to him that it seems like that wasn't the case, at least as far as Monika is concerned.
"What else interests you?" she asked.
"Well… I kinda like to draw," Shujinkou answered.
"Really?" Monika eyes lit up with interest. "You think you could share some of them with the club?"
"Maybe," Shujinkou shrugged.
"Maybe you could draw a cover for my story," Monika suggested.
"You would have to tell me what it's about," Shujinkou grinned.
"Your right…" Monika realized.
"So…" Shujinkou said, his hopes rising in anticipation to hearing about what the plot of Monika's story could be.
"I'll ask again later," Monika said, giving Shujinkou a teasing smile.
"Oh… okay…" Shujinkou sighed.
"Don't look so sad," Monika chuckled. "It's not that I don't want to share it. I just want to finish and make sure every asset of it is the best I can make it."
"I understand," Shujinkou said.
The two picked up their spoons once more and went back to eating the parfait. Moments later, the two walked out of the Parfait Shop, satisfied by the treat they finished together.
"This was fun, Shujinkou," Monika smiled. "We should do it again sometime."
"Yeah. We should," Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement.
"So…" Monika silently stared at Shujinkou. It seemed like she wanted to say something, but Shujinkou couldn't figure out what it was. "I guess we'll be going our separate ways now."
"Right. See you later," Shujinkou waved goodbye.
Chapter 11: Detour
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"How is she?" Shujinkou asked. He was barely able to keep himself composed, but he had to in front of everyone. If he lost to his emotions, then how could he expect the others to win against theirs?
The doctor sighed and turned back to Shujinkou with a sorrowful expression on his face, giving the boy the answer he didn't want.
"We tried everything we could, but… the damage was too much," the doctor reported. "She's… She's gone…"
"I see…" Shujinkou said.
He slowly bent down on one knee over the coffin that held the corpse as a single tear traced the right side of his face.
"Forgive me for not being there for you," Shujinkou wept. "I should have been there…"
He stood back up and turned back to his men. They were ready to follow any orders he would give.
"Do it," Shujinkou ordered.
His fellow soldiers surrounded the coffin and sealed the lid over the corpse. Words couldn't express the grief Shujinkou felt over the whole ordeal. He almost didn't want to watch what happened next, but he knew if he did that then he would be disrespecting the fallen.
He forcefully kept his eyes trained on the coffin as his men carried it to the edge of the base. They turned back to their boss and all he could muster was a silent nod. They slowly tipped the coffin over the edge and solemnly watched it descend towards the calm sea. After watching the mighty blue swallow its latest gift, Shujinkou sorrowfully closed his eyes to reflect.
"Goodbye," he whispered. "Goodbye…"
"Shujinkou?"
Shujinkou opened his eyes and realized that Sayori was staring at him with an expression that he doesn't usually see from her: true worry.
"What's wrong, Sayori?" he asked.
"I should be asking you that," Sayori responded. Shujinkou wasn't sure what she was referring to until she pointed to his right cheek. He cautiously traced the right side of his face and followed the trail of a tear from his eye all the way down to his chin.
"Oh this? I was just thinking about a very tearjerking moment from a video game I played," Shujinkou calmly replied. "Don't worry about it."
"Oh," Sayori replied.
The two continued to continue their daily journey home until Sayori noticed something interesting from the corner of her eye.
"Hey, Shujinkou…" Sayori said.
"Yeah?" Shujinkou replied.
"Let's make a detour!" she happily suggested.
"A detour?" Shujinkou repeated. The two of them never really went anywhere after school, so the suggestion really took him by surprise. What could she have in mind?
"Yeah! This way!" Sayori grinned. The excited girl took off and immediately tripped over her feet, causing her destination to change to the ground. Shujinkou quickly ran his fallen friend's side and helped her back to her feet.
"Was that your detour?" he chuckled.
"No," she also chuckled. "That is."
Shujinkou looked towards the direction Sayori pointed to and was surprised to spot an empty playground.
"We haven't been there in awhile," Sayori said.
"Yeah… But why would you want to go there now?" Shujinkou asked.
Instead of answering his question, Sayori simply giggled and skipped to the nearby swing set. He curiously followed her over to the swings and watched her plop into one of them.
"Haven't been on one of these for the longest time," she happily stated.
"Neither have I," Shujinkou added.
"Think you can still give me a push?" Sayori asked.
Shujinkou nodded his head and walked to the other side of the swing. As he reached for her back, his mind suddenly took him back to the childhood days they spent playing on this very playground.
"Shujinkou, what should we play today?" Sayori beamed.
"Um…" Shujinkou has been pondering that very question all day. "How about we race against the monkey bars?"
"Let's do it!" Sayori agreed.
The two eagerly jumped up a pair of steps and stopped at the edge that leads to the monkey bars.
"Whoever gets to end or hangs on the longest wins," Shujinkou instructed.
"Mm-hmm," Sayori muttered.
"On your marks… Get set… Go!" Shujinkou announced. The two kids jumped towards the monkey bars and Shujinkou latched onto the first one he could reach. Sayori, on the other hand, wasn't as lucky. Her worried friend quickly dropped down next to her and noticed a small scratch on her left arm.
"Sayori… you're hurt," he solemnly stated.
"It's no big deal," Sayori chuckled in response. "No need to worry."
Shujinkou took her arm and watch a small trail of blood trickle down it.
"No need to worry, huh?" Shujinkou dug through his pockets and pulled out a small napkin. He used it to wipe away the blood and then pulled a band-aid out for her scratch.
"You carry band-aids in your pocket?" she queried.
"Well, it's just in case you hurt yourself," Shujinkou smiled. He gently applied the band-aid over her wound and was surprised to see her cheeks turn bright red. "Are you feeling okay?"
"Mm-hmm!" Sayori nodded her head with a smile. "So what should we do now?"
"Um… How about we go on the swings?" he suggested.
"Okay!" Sayori beamed.
The two raced to the swings and plopped themselves firmly in them.
"Let's go!" Shujinkou said. He started to swing back and forth, gaining more height with each swing. The rush of the wind hitting his face and ability to see things from a higher point of view was something Shujinkou loved about swings and it was something he knew would never go away. But that feeling of excitement would soon go away as he noticed Sayori wasn't gaining any height herself.
He stretched his feet and used them as anchors to stop the swing from doing its job.
"What's wrong, Sayori?" Shujinkou asked his struggling friend.
"Can't… get… any… higher!" Sayori said between each struggling breath. She continued to struggle to push herself forward until she felt a pair of hands place themselves firmly on her back.
"Let me help," Shujinkou smiled.
"Okay!" Sayori nodded her head in agreement.
Using all his strength, Shujinkou pushed Sayori forward and caught her when she swung back to him. He continued this process again and again until she was able to go as high as the swing can take her.
"Hey Shujinkou…" Sayori said.
"Yeah?" Shujinkou answered.
"Do you think you'll be like this forever?" Sayori asked.
"Like what?" Shujinkou asked.
"Happy-go-lucky," Sayori answered.
Shujinkou couldn't help but laugh at Sayori's description of him. He knew that if anyone was "happy-go-lucky," that would be her.
"I don't know," Shujinkou shrugged. "Nothing really last forever. Though people do try."
"Can you try?" Sayori asked.
"Try what?" Shujinkou asked back.
"To stay happy," she answered.
"I guess…" Shujinkou shrugged. "I mean with a friend like you, that doesn't sound too hard to do."
"I'll do my best!" she beamed.
The memories of that moment caused a small smile to creep up on Shujinkou's face.
"You're smiling," Sayori giggled.
"Well, I was just thinking about you," Shujinkou said, giving her a strong push.
"Eh?" the flustered girl replied.
"I was just thinking about the past," Shujinkou said. "Back when we used to play here."
"Oh," Sayori grinned.
"It feels… surprisingly nice," Shujinkou grinned.
Chapter 12: Troubled Yuri Part 1
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"Alright, class, it's time to break for lunch," the teacher announced.
Lunchtime. It was the time of the day that students love the most. For most students, it's a time to meet up with friends and enjoy the precious time they have to interact. But it wasn't the same for Yuri. For her, it was another time of the day to lose herself in another good book. As her classmates moved their desk and chairs around, Yuri slipped her work and into her bag and walked towards the door.
The young maiden was currently on her way to her usual reading spot until, from the corner of her eye, she noticed something that caused her body to become paralyzed with fear. Her heart beat started to speed up and she felt like she couldn't breathe, a feeling she hasn't felt since last year. Without a second thought, Yuri ran down the direction she came from, determined to get away as far as possible from what she saw until she collided head-on with another student.
"Yuri?" she heard a familiar voice say her name.
The frightened maiden opened her eyes and her cheeks changed shades once she realized that ran into Shujinkou.
"S-Sorry!" Yuri stammered. She couldn't help but feel embarrassed over the entire situation.
"It's no problem," Shujinkou said, dusting his jacket off.
The young man then stood on his feet and offered his hand to Yuri. She slowly reached towards it and gripped it. She felt a sense of comfort and protection pour into from it and allowed him to help her onto her feet.
"Where were you off to in such a hurry?" Shujinkou asked.
"Ah…" Yuri diverted her gaze. She couldn't think of a way to explain what she was doing. Soon, silence overtook their short conversation. Shujinkou didn't know what to say until he noticed Yuri eyeing his lunch.
"Were you heading somewhere for lunch?" he asked.
"Um…" Yuri quickly checked behind her and turned back to Shujinkou with a nervous expression on her face. "Do… Do you think I could spend lunch with you?"
"Huh? Oh… uh… sure," Shujinkou replied, scratching his right cheek. The surprised student nervously led her back to his classroom and toward his desk. He then grabbed an empty chair and slid it under the opposite side of the desk.
Yuri silently sat in the seat she was provided with and watched Shujinkou plop himself down in his own. She then glanced to her left and noticed all of the other students happily eating lunches with their friends.
"I hope it's not too loud for you in here," Shujinkou said.
"Ah… no," Yuri replied. "Do you always eat lunch like this?"
"Like what?" Shujinkou asked.
"Um…" Yuri went silent for a moment and turned back to Shujinkou. "Never mind. Sorry."
"Sorry? For what?" he asked.
"For intruding during lunch," she finished.
Yuri expected Shujinkou to express his annoyance soon and knew she couldn't hold it against him. But instead of doing what she thought he would, he just smiled.
"You're not intruding," Shujinkou assured her. "To be honest, I was more worried that you wouldn't feel comfortable enough to be in this situation."
She watched him scratch his right cheek once again and breathed a small sigh of relief. She wasn't sure why but being around Shujinkou seemed to calm her nerves whenever she felt nervous. Just like at the Cultural Festival, it was like she didn't have to always worry about the small things.
Yuri then glanced down at his desk and noticed a drawing of a man wearing an eyepatch.
"What is that?" Yuri asked.
"Oh that?" Shujinkou responded as he reached for the drawing. "It's a sketch of Big Boss."
"Big Boss?" Yuri repeated.
"He's one of my favorite characters in fiction," Shujinkou said. "He's a legendary mercenary that been through a lot of hardships. No matter how much good he tries to do, life always finds a way to try to kick him down until he eventually decides that he's had enough. His story is basically one about how a protagonist becomes a villain."
"He sounds like a very complex character," Yuri replied.
"Yeah, I think that's how he became as popular as his son in the fan's eyes. You would not want to start a debate over which Snake they like better," Shujinkou chuckled.
Shujinkou carefully slipped the drawing into his bag and placed it under his desk.
"Do you draw often?" Yuri asked.
"Mm-hmm. It's a hobby of mine. It's also kind of an outlet," Shujinkou grinned. "What about you? Do you have any hobbies other than reading?"
"Well…" Yuri took a moment to find a way to express what she wanted to say. "It's not really separate from reading but… Do you know about aromatherapy?"
"Sorta," Shujinkou shrugged.
"I like to use it as a technique to help take me to a faraway place when reading. There are so many different aromas for many occasions… It really enhances the experience," Yuri explained.
"Like when you make tea for the club?" Shujinkou asked.
"Tea can calm the body," Yuri explained. "It's best to lose yourself to a good book when both your body and mind are calm."
"Huh… I never really thought about it like that," Shujinkou said. "It's really nice that you try to get all of us in the right mindset for the club."
"Ah… it's nothing special," Yuri started to play with her hair. She wasn't used to being complimented. It was a really nice feeling.
"Don't say that," Shujinkou said, shaking his head. "At least you contribute to the club."
"What do you mean?" Yuri asked.
"I mean, Natsuki makes us sweets, you make us tea and Sayori and Monika handle club stuff… I just… I'm just around. I don't really add much," Shujinkou sadly scratched his cheek.
"Don't say that!" Yuri said, unintentionally raising her voice.
Shujinkou stared at her with a surprised look on his face, causing her to divert her gaze.
"I mean… you always offer to help us and you're always so patient with me," Yuri said without thinking. Even she didn't know why she was able to say those things without contemplating, but she felt like she had to. "I'm… I'm really glad you joined the club, Shujinkou."
"T-Thanks, Yuri," Shujinkou replied, scratching his right cheek once more. The small smile appeared on the bashful girl's face. She glanced towards the class door and felt a familiar sense of dread sneak up on her. Her heart dropped as a young man walked in and approached Shujinkou's teacher. The teacher pointed towards the classroom's closet, which was right behind the two club members.
The frightened maiden looked down at Shujinkou's desk, desperately hoping that the man wouldn't notice her. Her heart skipped a beat along with his encroaching footsteps. Yuri cautiously glanced to her left and met eyes with the man, causing her to feel a massive chill crawl down her spine. No words were exchanged, but Shujinkou could sense some form of familiarity between them.
The man quietly walked into the closet and just as quietly left with a stack of papers. Once he was out of the classroom, Shujinkou glanced back towards Yuri and noticed that she still was wearing the same worried expression.
"Yuri… are you okay?" Shujinkou asked.
Yuri didn't answer. The young maiden simply lowered her head and stayed silent for the rest of lunch.
Chapter 13: Troubled Yuri Part 2
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"Man… I got nothing," Shujinkou sighed. The natural confidence the young writer had when he started his task continued to leave him as he stared down at his paper. He could imagine that this was how heroes felt when the situation they try to prevent seems like it does not seem to want to be stopped. The words were there in his head, but every time he attempted to write them down, doubt appeared to say that it wasn't good enough. "This is hard."
"Told you," Natsuki said.
Shujinkou looked up from the blank sheet of paper and locked eyes with the petite club member sitting next to him. He felt like they were judging his every move, but he also noticed a hint of curiosity emanating from them.
"Writing isn't as easy as you thought, huh?" she added.
"It's not like I thought it was going to be easy, but…" Shujinkou's voice started to trail off. He always that knew it wouldn't be easy, but the irritation from just trying to write down the beginning scenario he envisioned was enough to drive a man crazy.
"One thing all writers got to hate is writing the beginning," Natsuki sympathized. "You got all these ideas that you think is great, but then you realize that if you screw up the beginning then you won't be able to get potential readers to continue. And if you think that it gets any easier after that, then you'd be wrong. Transferring your thought to the paper is harder than brainstorming the ideas in the first place. It can be very frustrating."
"I get it now," Shujinkou weakly chuckled. It had just dawned upon him that the credit he was already giving writers was not enough.
"You also got to keep in mind the differences between the medium you're writing for," Natsuki added.
"What do you mean?" Shujinkou wondered.
"Manga for example has two story-telling devices: the art and the dialogue. The dialogue tells you what's going on and see what a character says or thinks while the art allows you to see how the characters are feeling and what they and the setting looks like. For a novel, you have to explain every little detail without explaining every little detail. You have to find ways to explain appearances, describe the setting and set the tone all while moving the story along," Natsuki explained.
"Man…" Shujinkou mumbled. He could feel his respect for writers' sky rocket once more. "So do you feel this frustrated when writing?"
"Me? Hardly. For a pro like me, writing's as easy as it is to sort out my book collection," Natsuki boasted, turning her attention away from him.
"Well, it looks like I have some major catching up to do," Shujinkou said without any hint of envy. He then started to wonder how the other club members viewed the writing process and what advice they could also give him. "So, how'd it get easier for you?"
"Eh?" Natsuki turned back to him with a flustered look on her face. "Well… uh… Just keep practicing and you'll improve."
With her uncharacteristic delayed response, Shujinkou couldn't help but wonder if she was saying that him or herself.
"If you keep practicing you may be able to start catching up to me in about 5 years," Natsuki laughed.
"Maybe," Shujinkou joined in the laughter.
It was always a treat for him to see Natsuki express her positive emotions more.
"By the way… do you think I could borrow volume 3 of Crash Bandicoot?" Natsuki asked.
"Er…" Shujinkou was afraid to answer that question. He would have been glad to lend her the 3rd volume, except the series was cancelled after the 2nd, ending the entire story on a cliffhanger. He felt pretty devastated upon finding out that harsh truth; there was no telling how Natsuki would respond. Fortunately for him, Sayori's sudden and loud arrival took Natsuki's attention away from him.
"Shujinkouuuuuu!" she beamed. "Can I…?"
"No," Shujinkou bluntly answered.
Shujinkou didn't even need to hear her finish that question. He knew her well enough to know what she was about to ask.
"But I'm hungry and have no money!" she whined.
"I know, but you're always asking me for money for the vending machines and I'm always lending it to you," Shujinkou said.
"I know and that's one of the reasons why you're such a good friend," she grinned.
"Thanks, but as your friend, I think it would be best if I stopped enabling you," Shujinkou said, before completing the sentence in his head, "Plus I got to start being a good friend to my wallet too."
"Just one more time, Shujinkou! Please!" Sayori begged.
"I'm sorry, Sayori, I can't," Shujinkou said, giving her a stern look.
The desperate girl quickly turned her gaze to Natsuki.
"Natsuki, help me out here! Tell him to lend me some money!" Sayori pleaded.
"No," she also answered bluntly.
"Why not?!" Sayori complained.
"Because you still owe me for all the times I lent you money for food," Natsuki chastised.
"You two are being so mean," Sayori pouted.
A tired sigh escaped from Shujinkou's body. Sayori's childish reactions made him feel like he was a father working together with his wife to accomplish telling their kid "no" for the first time. It was at that very moment of clarity when he realized that he should probably apologize to his mother later that day. He then noticed Natsuki digging around her bag and watched her pull out a small bag with a pink cat plastered on the sides.
"Look, if you want to eat so badly, then you can have a couple of these cookies," Natsuki offered.
With lightning fast speed, Sayori snatched the bag with a big smile on her face.
"Thanks Natsuki!" she beamed.
"H-Hold on a sec!" Natsuki huffed, slamming her hands on the desk. "I said only a couple."
"You're the best!" Sayori grinned as she skipped away.
"Sayori! Give them back!" exploded Natsuki. She jumped out of her seat and chased after the satisfied vice-president. As the two played their game of cat-and-mouse, Monika returned to the classroom with a small stack of paper in hand.
"I'm back everyone!" Monika said, announcing her presence. But her words fell on only one set of ears as the cat and mouse focused all of their senses on each other.
Shujinkou watched the surprisingly calm club president scan the room before finally deciding to approach him.
"Yuri's still not here?" she asked.
Shujinkou shook his head.
"It's not like Yuri to just not show up," Monika said. "I even checked around to find out if she wasn't feeling well but there were no reports of her leaving early.
The club president neatly placed the papers on the teacher's desk and sighed.
"I wonder what's going on with her," she wondered aloud.
"I think she's scared," Shujinkou replied.
Monika turned back to Shujinkou. Despite knowing that Yuri is consistently nervous, she still knew that someone stating she was scared wasn't exactly a good thing.
"Scared? Scared of what?" Monika asked.
"I'm not too sure why, but she really tensed up when some guy showed up in my class earlier," Shujinkou replied.
"Guy?" Monika repeated. "What did he look like?"
Shujinkou closed his eyes and tried to recall the man's features.
"He had swept back black hair, a slight goatee and a small scar across his forehead," Shujinkou described. "I think he was a teacher."
He watched Monika's expression change as he finished his description. It seemed like she had something in mind.
"What are you thinking?" Shujinkou asked.
"Do you know where this man is right now?" Monika questioned.
"No," Shujinkou answered shaking her head.
"Hmm…" Monika turned her attention back to the paperwork she brought in, staring at them with a determined expression. "I think it's time for a club field trip."
Chapter 14: Troubled Yuri Part 3
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"I can't believe this is where you decided to take us," Natsuki said.
Shujinkou agreed with the sentiment. He didn't think that the field trip Monika suggested would lead the club to the front doors of the Student Council.
The Student Council is the most powerful force in the entire school. Whatever the president wanted, she got it. It was because of this that the entire student body has become weary of her. Many stories were told of her ice cold demeanor and lack of empathy. It was because of these many negative accounts that Shujinkou couldn't understand why Monika didn't show any signs of worry.
"This is the only place we can find what we need," Monika smiled. "I'm sure the council president will be willing to help us."
Shujinkou wasn't too sure he agreed with Monika, but he did feel like it wouldn't be too bad to try with her around. He followed the girls into council's office and his eyes were immediately drawn to the turned-away chair that lay behind the president's desk. He could feel an unnerving aura emanating from it.
"You need anything?" a sinister voice asked them.
The chair quickly spun around, revealing the president that occupied it. The fellow student's skin was as white as snow and her raven tint hair was tied back into two long twin tails. Her matching eyes were set behind a pair of blue glasses, but even they couldn't reduce the power of her icy glare. Shujinkou came to realize that rumors about the president were most likely true and that their mission, whatever it may be, has already failed.
But suddenly, to his and Natsuki's complete surprise, the president's eyes lightened and a massive grin formed on her face.
"Hey, Monika, what brings you back here?" she asked.
"I was wondering if I could ask a favor, Fuyu," Monika answered.
"Like?" Fuyu grinned.
Shujinkou and Natsuki could not believe what they were seeing.
"She's on first name basis with the student president…" Natsuki thought.
"The power of the school idol…" Shujinkou thought.
"Do you think we could look through the school records?" Monika requested.
"Hm? What for?" Fuyu asked. Her curious face was so pure and innocent that Shujinkou and Natsuki's images of what they imagined the president would be like were utterly destroyed in an instant.
"There's something we really need to look up. Please, Fuyu?" Monika pleaded.
"Well…" Fuyu adjusted her glasses and remained silent for a few minutes.
Shujinkou wondered what Monika needed access to the school records for until Fuyu finally gave her answer.
"I'm not really supposed to but then again I'm the one who gets to make the rules, so go for it!" she approved.
"Thanks, Fuyu," Monika smiled. "I really owe you."
Monika started to make her way towards the school records with her club members following suit until Shujinkou noticed Fuyu staring at him.
"Um…" The confused young man didn't know what to say. At the moment, he couldn't tell which side of her he would be speaking to.
"You're Shujinkou right?" she asked.
"Y-Yes," Shujinkou nervously replied.
Fuyu quietly stood up from her chair and approached the slightly apprehensive male. Her curious eyes scanned him from head to toe before finally locking on to his own. It was if she was trying to analyze the core to his very being. Soon, a smile appeared on her face.
"Are you really into literature?" Fuyu asked.
"Well…" Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek. "I mean the club is getting me interested in it, so that's something."
"Hmm…" Fuyu eyes traced his body once more until locking back on his. Suddenly her soft hands reached out and squeezed his right. Her warm smile caused his cheeks to turn bright red. What was going on?
"Wh-What are you…?" Shujinkou started to ask.
"If your stint with the Literature Club doesn't work out, you're more than welcomed to join the council," she said. "Maybe even as VP."
Shujinkou couldn't believe what he just heard. Why was Fuyu suddenly offering Vice Presidency to him of all people? As he wondered if the day could get any stranger, Sayori jumped in between the two bearing a question.
"Hey, Fuyu, where's the coffee maker?" she asked.
"Over there," Fuyu pointed to her left.
"Thanks," Sayori grinned. She then turned around towards her childhood friend. "By the way, Monika wanted you."
"Ok," Shujinkou nodded his head.
Shujinkou walked over to the record cabinet, where he found Monika and Natsuki searching through a quite a few records.
"Shujinkou, is this the guy you saw?" Monika asked, handing him a single piece of paper.
Once received, his eyes were immediately drawn to the photograph attached to the paper.
"Yeah, that's him," Shujinkou confirmed, giving the paper back to Monika.
"I thought so," Monika said. "The features you mentioned sounded familiar. His name is Akumu. He taught here until his suspension last year."
"Suspension? What was he suspended for?" Shujinkou asked.
"I'm too sure, but the answer should be right here," Monika said. Her eyes lowered towards the paper and watched as a dark liquid covered the file from head to toe. Her eyes were then drawn to what lied beyond the drenched mess of ink and noticed Sayori on the ground with a slightly damaged cup.
"Sorry," Sayori nervously chuckled.
"Okay, it's time for plan B," Monika weakly smiled.
"What's plan B?" Shujinkou asked as he helped Sayori on to her feet.
"We talk to Yuri directly," Monika replied.
"Well we might as well give up now," Natsuki sighed. "You really think she's going to tell us anything? She shuts down like a computer over the tiniest of things."
"That's… true," Monika conceded. "But it's still a better option than possible Plan C."
"Which is?" Sayori asked.
"Questioning Akuma," Monika answered.
"Yeah that would be a stupid thing to do," Natsuki nodded her head in agreement.
"So, Shujinkou and I will head over to Yuri's house and we'll tell you guys what we find out tomorrow," Monika said.
"W-Wait a second!" Natsuki exclaimed. "Why just you two?!"
Shujinkou was surprised by her loud objection. He didn't expect her to respond so strongly to Monika's decision. But unlike him, Monika remained composed and calmly explained herself.
"Because Shujinkou knows where Yuri lives and it is my duty as club president to make sure that my club members are okay," Monika said in a professional manner. "Besides if we all go at once she may, like you said, shutdown."
Natsuki remained quiet for a moment; her facial expression constantly switching between the conflicting emotions called irritation and understanding.
"Fine…" she conceded. "I guess that's why you two already had your bags."
"So that's why Monika said to bring our stuff…" Shujinkou thought.
"Well, shall we go, Shujinkou?" Monika smiled.
Shujinkou silently nodded his head and followed Monika out of the council office.
"I wonder what they'll find out?" Sayori wondered aloud.
"It's not our problem anymore," Natsuki replied. "Let's just get our stuff."
Sayori happily followed her irritated club mate back to the clubroom. There they met with the one person they didn't expect to be there.
"Hello," Akuma warmly greeted them.
Chapter 15: Troubled Yuri Part 4
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"Vice-President? Monika repeated.
"Yeah, that was what Fuyu said," Shujinkou confirmed.
Shujinkou and Monika were currently in the middle of their journey to Yuri's place of residence, but one of the two minds was having trouble keeping their head on the task at hand. Shujinkou tried his best to keep his mind focused, but he couldn't help but think back to Fuyu's sudden proposal.
"That's interesting," Monika replied.
She kept her eyes trained on the road ahead as Shujinkou continued.
"To be honest, I'm not sure how she even knows me," Shujinkou said.
"It's probably because I usually talk about the club whenever I have to deliver things to her," Monika answered.
Now another thought invaded his unfocused mind: What did Monika talk about with Fuyu?
"But why me?" Shujinkou asked.
The curiosity he had building up in him was enough to drive a man mad.
"I don't know really know," Monika closed her eyes as if she was contemplating that very question herself. "To be honest, I don't really know what goes through her head. She's a real wild card."
Shujinkou could agree with that observation. Just in the short time he spent in the Student Council office, Fuyu managed to baffle him at least three times.
"But I wouldn't worry about the proposal too much right now. Right now we need to focus our attention on Yuri," Monika said.
"Right," Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement. He knew that he shouldn't be focusing on his own insignificant worries. He had to focus on his task on leading Monika to Yuri's house. He continued to lead the way in silence, only opening his mouth to say one thing… "We're here."
"Before we go in, we should probably make a game plan regarding how approach her," Monika suggested.
Shujinkou silently nodded his head in agreement, until he noticed something from the corner of his eye.
"Um, Monika…" Shujinkou said.
"I wonder how we should approach her," Monika wondered aloud.
"Monika…" Shujinkou said once more.
"I hope I can do this right…" Monika mumbled.
"Hey, Yuri," Shujinkou waved.
With only two words, Shujinkou was finally able to get through to Monika. The surprised club president immediately snapped herself out of her own thoughts and finally noticed Yuri standing next of them.
"Um… Hey there, Yuri," the flustered girl weakly smiled, slowly backing away in embarrassment.
"Ah, hello," Yuri nervously waved.
Shujinkou glanced towards Monika, then back to Yuri. Monika was clearly embarrassed over Yuri hearing her openly strategizing and Yuri seemed to be surprised that the two of them were at her house. It was actually kinda funny to him. For once, he was the calmest person in the immediate area.
Moments later, the three club members sat on the front porch as Yuri handed her guests their own cup of tea.
"Thanks, Yuri," Monika smiled.
"Mm-hmm," Shujinkou grinned.
"It's nothing special," Yuri said. "It's customary to offer your guests refreshments."
Monika took a quick sip of her tea and expressed her delight. The calming effect of the tea was exactly what she needed at that moment.
"So, Yuri, how come you weren’t at the club today," she asked.
"Um…" Yuri went silent for a moment and turned her worried gaze to Shujinkou. He wasn't sure how to respond. Should he apologize for indirectly instigating this visit or…?
Yuri then turned her attention to her tea cup and sighed.
"I needed some time alone to think," Yuri answered.
"Well, we can't fault her for that," Shujinkou thought.
"But you all probably hate me for ruining today's meeting," Yuri lamented.
"We don't hate you, Yuri," Monika assured her with a gentle smile. "We were just worried about you after learning you have some bad history with a teacher at school."
"Ah…" Yuri averted her gaze and started playing with her hair; her expression constantly switching between sorrow and disbelief. "Sorry for making everyone worry."
"Don't apologize. Even though we're not fully aware of the situation, we can't really blame you for taking a day for yourself," Shujinkou said, his gentle smile providing a sense of comfort for Yuri.
"If you don't mind me asking, Yuri, what happened between you and Akuma?" Monika asked.
Just hearing the name sent a heavy chill spiraling down Yuri's spine, something that didn't go unnoticed by her companions.
"Maybe we shouldn't ask," Shujinkou thought.
"I guess it must be a tough thing to talk about, but we're here to listen, just so you know," Monika assured her.
"He… He was a former teacher of mine and my literary tutor," Yuri started.
"Literary tutor?" Shujinkou was surprised to hear that Yuri was once tutored in literature. He was the last person he expected to need tutoring for that subject. He then realized that he's been surprised a lot the last few days. "Well, to be fair, I have been learning a lot of things that invalidate my perceptions. Perhaps I should talk with the others more so that I'm not constantly surprised by new information."
"He opened my eyes to a lot of literary tropes and I'm still grateful for all he taught me, but…" Yuri remained silent for a full minute before continuing. "He was suspended as a result of us having a fallout."
"I see…" Monika took another sip of her tea. "I guess that must make things pretty awkward for you at school. But why did you two have a fallout?"
"That's because…" Yuri couldn't find it herself to finish that sentence.
"Does this mean that you won't be coming to the club anymore?" Monika asked.
"Well…" Yuri didn't know what to say. She wants to come to the club, but she frightened by the idea of staying in the same building as Akuma when she didn't have to.
Noticing the internal struggle that was taking place in Yuri's head, Shujinkou began to wonder if there was something he could say to help. Suddenly, a thought penetrated his drifting mind.
"It's a long shot, but…" Shujinkou cheeks turned bright red as he contemplated whether or not he was really about to do what came to mind. After debating back in forth in his own head, a sigh escaped through his mouth before he decided to speak what was on his mind: "May your heart be your guiding key."
"Eh?" Monika and Yuri turned their attention to Shujinkou, causing his rosy cheeks to grow even redder.
"It's a quote I heard of once. It's a fancy way of saying to follow what you're heart says," Shujinkou explained. "It's kinda cheesy, but it's something I live by. Anyway, right now your mind is telling you to avoid this guy at all costs, but what does your heart tell you to do? Does it to tell you to avoid a place you feel happy at just to avoid some guy or…"
"Ah, but…" Yuri wasn't sure what to say.
"If it makes you feel better, there's another quote I live by," Shujinkou said.
"What's that?" Yuri asked.
"'When a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there… to help'" Shujinkou quoted.
Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek as Yuri smiled bashfully.
"That goes for me and the rest of the club too," Monika added. "After all, all of us worked together to try to figure out what was going on with you… even though that all amounted to reading files."
"Hmm… I guess it would be irresponsible of me to ruin the experience for everyone," Yuri said, wearing a small smile on her face.
"So we'll see you at the club tomorrow?" Monika asked.
"Yes!" Yuri replied in a surprisingly enthusiastic manner.
"Kingdom Hearts quotes have saved the day. I kinda find it hard to believe," Shujinkou chuckled to himself.
Chapter 16: Partners
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"You?!" What the hell are you doing here?!" "I want answers and you have them!"
These were just some of the phrases that came to mind as Natsuki locked eyes with Akuma. Of course, there was no way she could actually say that. After all, he was still a teacher and for all her bluster she still had to respect her authority figures.
"Ah, it's nice to see another first-year interested in literature," he said, awkwardly waving at the two club members.
"F-First…!" Being mistaken for a first-year student again was like a punch in the gut for Natsuki. To constantly be mistaken to be as young as she appeared was one of the most infuriating situations she had to deal with.
Natsuki was clearly unable to speak without possibly losing her temper, so Sayori decided to take it upon herself to converse with him.
"Can we help you?" Sayori asked.
"Maybe," Akuma replied, scratching his left cheek. "This being a literature club, I figured an old student of mine would be here. Has she already gone home? She has long purple hair, with eyes that match, and has a habit of playing with her hair when she gets nervous."
Sayori blankly stared at the young teacher before answering his question.
"I can't tell you that," she said.
"Why not?" he asked.
"Because she's terrified of you," Sayori answered in a rather matter-of-fact manner.
Hearing Sayori answer caused the wound on Akuma's forehead to ache, causing the memories of the past to resurface.
"I… I understand," Akuma weakly smiled. "I'll be on my way now. If you see her, could you tell that I'm sorry for how things turned out last year and that I'll try my best to stay away from her?"
"Okay," Sayori nodded her head. She quietly watched the saddened Akuma leave the classroom, before turning to Natsuki wearing a big grin on her face.
"I think we learned something here today," she beamed.
"We did?" the confused Natsuki replied. "What did we learn?"
"We learned what we learned," Sayori giggled.
"Can't you just tell me?" Natsuki asked.
"Huh? But I just did," Sayori answered, perplexed.
It was at that point Natsuki realized that she would not be able to get a straight answer from Sayori.
And despite the fact that the events of that day happened a couple of days ago, Natsuki was still a bit annoyed that she was unable to get a straight answer from her. Something else that still bothered her was if Akuma was really going to keep his promise of staying away from Yuri. She didn't know him well enough to trust him and he could easily change his mind. Add the fact that the other club members seemed skeptical and…
"Attention, class, we have a special guest here to give an announcement," her teacher announced.
The train of thought that was travelling in Natsuki's head came to an unexpected end as her teacher demanded the attention of her students. She looked up and couldn't believe who the guest was.
"Good afternoon, class," Fuyu greeted, adjusting her glasses in the process.
"What's she doing here?" Natsuki wondered.
That wasn't the only thing on her mind though. Fuyu only spoke a single sentence, but her tone was very professional and strict. That wasn't the only thing that was different; her overall posture and expression made it clear that she was an absolute authority figure. Overall, the Fuyu that was standing in front of her class today was very different from the one from the week before, something that surprised Natsuki.
"I'm here to inform you all of a contest that our school decided to take up," Fuyu started to explain. "I'm sure you're all aware of the Kitsune Spa Resort?"
Natsuki watched her class nervously nod their heads before Fuyu continued.
"The owner is offering the 2nd years of all the local schools a chance at a free trip if a pair of students is able to construct a poster that impresses them," Fuyu explained.
She then walked out of the classroom and returned with a bag filled with tiny slips of paper.
"If each of you will reach into this bag, you can be assigned your partner and the two of you can begin planning how you two will plan. I would also like to add that only every other class is drawing from his bag so it is your responsibility to seek out your partner," Fuyu instructed. "To make it easy, we added all the information needed to track them down on the slip. Now please… draw."
Later that day…
"This contest sounds fun," smiled Monika.
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement. It was rare for something school related to actually pique his interest and he couldn't wait to start drawing up a design for the poster.
"Speaking of which, who are you guys partnered with?" he asked.
"I'm partnered with Yuri," Sayori grinned. "You should have seen how happy she was when I appeared told her that."
"It was very relieving to find out I was partnered with someone I knew," Yuri said.
"What about you Monika?" asked Shujinkou.
"I'm partnered with Fuyu," she answered. "She seems really eager to win this contest. But then again, so am I."
Even though this was a competition between schools, every pair of students still treated the contest as it was a competition between each other. Shujinkou could understand why though: the competitive edge will help fuel the students desire to win and design the best poster they can.
"So who are you partnered with, Shujinkou?" Sayori asked.
"Actually, I don't really know," he replied. "No one approached me today."
"No one?" Monika repeated.
"I'm starting to think that maybe I don't have a partner," Shujinkou added, scratching his right cheek. He honestly couldn't tell if he should feel relieved or disappointed.
"That's weird. Fuyu said that everyone should have a partner…" From the corner of her eye, Monika noticed the sun continuing its descent towards the horizon and decided it was time to end the club meeting.
The four gathered their things and walked towards the door. Only three of them made it through the exit, as Natsuki stopped Shujinkou from going any farther.
"Wait a minute, you're going home without even knowing who your partner is?" she asked.
"Well, it's not like I can do anything about it," Shujinkou replied. "No one approached me so I guess I'm going to have to work on my own."
"Jeez, you must be crazy if you think I'm going to let you handle everything," Natsuki said.
"Eh?" Shujinkou eyes widened with surprise. "You're my partner. But then why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"Because…!" Natsuki gritted her teeth and clenched her fists. She then quickly turned away from him with a flustered expression on her face. "Because I just wanted to tell you at the end of the day! It's not like I was nervous or anything ridiculous like that, dummy!"
"Okay…" Shujinkou was surprised by her surprisingly specific denial, but decided not to press her further. "Well, it's not like it's a big deal. What matters is that I now know who my partner is."
"Exactly!" Natsuki agreed. Her tense body was finally able to relax again and she turned her gaze back to Shujinkou. "Anyway, you're free Sunday right?"
"Yeah," Shujinkou nodded his head.
"Good, then I'll come over your house then so we can work on the poster," Natsuki said.
"Huh? My house?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"That a problem?" Natsuki asked.
"Well… I guess not," Shujinkou replied as he scratched his right cheek.
In the end, he knew that it didn't really matter whose house they worked at. Still, that fact couldn't keep Shujinkou from feeling nervous about a girl coming over his house even if it was just for school work.
With nothing more to discuss, the two exchanged phone numbers and walked out of the club room together. As they walked through the hallway, one very important question made itself known within Shujinkou's head.
"I wonder how mom's gonna react to me having a girl that isn't Sayori come over…" the nervous student dreaded.
Chapter 17: Alone in a Boy's Room
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Sunday has finally arrived and the last emotion Shujinkou was feeling was nervousness. Instead the current emotion that was present in him was annoyance.
"I just can't win with these medal pulls…" he sighed.
After failing to receive the advertised medal for the 3rd time in Kingdom Hearts Union X, the disappointed gamer closed the app just as he was approached by his mother. Sweeping her chestnut bangs away from her matching eyes, a soft smile appeared on Hiro's face as she analyzed her son's choice of wardrobe.
"You should cheer up, Shujinkou. A good host has to have an air of positivity," she advised.
"I know," Shujinkou faintly grinned.
"It's a shame I won't get to meet your friend," she added.
Shujinkou couldn't really find it in him to agree with that sentiment. While he loves his mom and considers her the coolest mom in existence, he can't see a scenario where any mother wouldn't react in a weird way to a girl visiting their son's home. Fortunately for him, he didn't give his mother enough information to discover the gender of his partner and she'll be gone all day so the two won't have a chance to meet.
Shujinkou followed to Hiro to the entrance of their home and watched her open the doorway to a bright and sunny day.
"By the way, Shujinkou…" Hiro raised her left index finger.
"Yeah?" Shujinkou answered.
"You might want to take off your Big Boss eyepatch before your partner gets here," she grinned, closing the door behind her.
Finally remembering that he was only using half of his vision for an hour, Shujinkou sheepishly removed the eyepatch from over his right eye and quickly stuffed it into his pocket.
"That was a close one," he chuckled. "Anyway…"
Shujinkou glanced down at his phone and checked the time.
"Natsuki should be here soon," he thought. "I wonder if I can complete a job on Sly 3 before she gets here."
The sudden vibration of his phone gave him the answer to that very question and he sorrowfully opened the front door.
"Sup?" Natsuki waved.
"Hey, Natsuki," Shujinkou greeted his project partner. It was a strange feeling. Ever since the two planned for this visit, Shujinkou expected to be a nervous wreck when Natsuki finally arrived, but instead he felt surprisingly calm.
"You gonna keep staring or are you going to let me in?" she asked.
"Huh? Oh right," Shujinkou stepped away from the entrance, allowing his partner to enter his home.
"Yeesh, if you're already spacing out then we're going to be in serious trouble," Natsuki said bluntly.
"You don't need to worry about that. I'm totally in to this assignment," Shujinkou assured her.
"You better!" Natsuki grinned.
From the corner of his eyes, Shujinkou noticed Natsuki's hands tightly wrapped around the handle of a small pink box.
"What's that?" he asked.
"This…" Natsuki averted her gaze as her cheeks changed colors to match her pink hair. "It's a surprise."
"What is it?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well, it wouldn't be a surprise if I told you," Natsuki answered in an annoyed tone.
Shujinkou couldn't understand why Natsuki quickly grew irritated two questions in, but decided to stop before any more negative emotions could rise. After all, they wouldn't be able to successfully work together if Natsuki was cranky all day.
"So where are we working?" she asked.
"Well, everything we need is in my room so…" Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek before leading Natsuki to his room. All he could think about with each step was the hope that she wouldn't judge it too harshly.
"Huh," those were the only words that came out of Natsuki's mouth as she inspected every inch of her partner's room.
It was quite the enlightening experience for her. She expected him to have a large collection of video games and manga, but she never expected a desk that held many different kinds of art supplies. She was also surprised that everything in the room was actually well organized.
"I didn't think it would look so… tidy," marveled Natsuki.
"You think?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well, I did expect it to be a total pigsty," she admitted.
"Well, I couldn't let my partner hang out in a pigsty all day," Shujinkou chuckled. "So… got any ideas for the poster?"
"First thing we need to know is what the place looks like," Natsuki pointed out.
"Got us covered there," Shujinkou grinned.
He enthusiastically walked to his desk and handed a stack of paper to his partner. To her complete surprise, each one was a drawing of various areas of the spa resort. Plus, the fact that he could draw so well in the first place was another surprise she didn't see coming.
"Why did you draw all of these?" she asked. "We could have just used the internet."
"True, but I was worried that if we ran into pre-existing posters, we may unconsciously plagiarize from them," Shujinkou explained.
"That's… That's actually pretty smart," Natsuki admitted at a barely audible level.
After analyzing all of the drawings, she carefully handed them back to Shujinkou with a confident grin on her face.
"I think I got an idea of what we should make," Natsuki said.
"What are you thinking?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well, everyone's most likely going to be making extravagant posters for the contest. So, to make ours stand out more it would be best to make our design simple, yet effective," Natsuki explained.
"So, no trying to squeeze everything the resort has into one poster?" Shujinkou asked.
"No, dummy. We can just write some of that stuff down. Since the main draw of a spa resort is the spa then that should be the main subject of the poster," Natsuki explained.
"I see…" Shujinkou closed his eyes and tried to imagine the result of Natsuki's idea. "What kind of art style should we use?"
"Something eye-popping and cute!" Natsuki enthusiastically suggested.
"Kawaii, then," Shujinkou concluded.
The young artist slowly moved his desk to the middle of his room and lowered it to down to where it could only reach their ankles. He then moved his supplies off the desk and neatly spread a 24 x 36 inch paper on top.
"How long do you think this will take?" Natsuki asked.
"Well, there are several phases," Shujinkou replied. "I'm not going to lie; this will probably take all day."
"Does it really take that long?" she asked, perplexed.
"It's a real time flies by hobby," Shujinkou chuckled. "If you want, you can read whatever's in my literature collection."
Taking Shujinkou up on his offer, the curious Natsuki approached one of his bookshelves and examined its contents.
"Naruto… Bleach… One Piece… Not surprised he likes The Big 3," Natsuki thought. "Dragon Ball… Crash Bandicoot… Hikaru no Go?"
Natsuki reached out and grabbed the 1st volume of Hikaru no Go.
"What's this one about?" Natsuki inquired.
"It's about a boy who comes across an old Go board that gets him attached to an old sprit who is a master at the game," Shujinkou shortly summarized.
Natsuki took another glance at the book before making her way towards its owner. She then sat down next to Shujinkou as he got to work.
The task at hand was to sketch a background image that would catch the viewer's attention. With that idea in mind, Shujinkou started to jolt down small light lines across the paper to serve as a guide. Once done, he guided his pencil to the bottommost guide line and started to sketch out the image in his head.
"Heh, I already like this Hikaru guy!" Natsuki laughed.
Wondering what could elicit such a reaction from her, Shujinkou glanced towards the book and realized she was at the moment when Hikaru dropped a cup filled with stones on a bully's head. He could understand why that scene would endear Hikaru to her. She would probably do the same if she could in a similar situation.
30 minutes quickly passed by and Natsuki promptly stood up to get the next volume of Hikaru no Go. 30 more minutes pass until a satisfied Shujinkou was able to finish his sketch.
"Done," he said, breathing a sigh of relief.
"Let's see!" Natsuki eagerly replied.
From the corner of her eyes, Natsuki noticed her partner was staring at her with a surprised expression on her face.
"Don't make this weird! I just need to make sure you didn't mess anything up," Natsuki averted her gaze. "It's not like I'm that eager to see to if it's as good as I was expec-"
Natsuki quickly caught her words and backtracked to the beginning.
"Point is, I need to make sure it's good enough to send in!" Natsuki defensively announced.
"Okay, I get it," Shujinkou weakly chuckled. "Sorry for making a big deal."
"Forget about it," she sighed.
Shujinkou watched her look over the finished sketch and noticed her face light up in surprise.
"Not bad," Natsuki said, trying her hardest to hide her impressed expression. "Now we can add the wording."
She reached for one of Shujinkou's pencils and started jolting down some of the activities that anyone could do at the resort.
"Whoa, I never expected Natsuki's handwriting to be so… cute. Plus it fits with the art style," Shujinkou thought.
After finishing with the activities list, Natsuki moved to the top of the page and designed her own version of the spa resort's logo.
"Done," the satisfied girl announced. "Not bad for a beginner right?"
"It looks great," Shujinkou complimented. "Very kawaii. Now we can move on to the next phase."
"Which is?" Natsuki inquired.
Shujinkou reached for two thin black permanent markers and handed one to Natsuki.
"The inking phase," he grinned. "In this phase of the drawing process, we outline all the pencil lines we want to keep before erasing everything. With the two of us working together, it should make the process go by faster."
Natsuki removed the cap from her marker and started to trace what she wrote, but Shujinkou had a problem with his marker.
"I think my cap is stuck…" Shujinkou said as he struggled to remove the cap.
"Don't tell me you can't open a simple marker," Natsuki teased.
Shujinkou smirked at Natsuki's light teasing and continued to try to open the marker. After 5 minutes of nonstop struggle, he was finally able to separate the marker from its cap… while accidently drawing a horizontal line on Natsuki's left cheek.
"You did not just…" Natsuki gently touched her left cheek before a devious smirk spread across her face.
"I-It was an accident," Shujinkou stammered, slowly inching himself from his partner. He had seen enough fiction to recognize the look that was in her eye.
Natsuki lunged towards the nervous Shujinkou, forcing him to grab both her arms to keep her from getting her vengeance.
"Come on, Natsuki, it really was an accident," he laughed.
"Yeah and that mustache on your face was an accident too," she snickered.
Despite trying his best to keep her back, Natsuki was easily able to overpower him and draw a small mustache on his face. If having his face violated wasn't bad enough, Shujinkou suddenly lost the ability to sit up and fell on his back, with his attacker following suit.
All day, Shujinkou has been tried his best to remain calm in order to be a good host, but no amount of mental preparation could have prepared him for having a girl literally on top of him. Shivers jolted through his entire body as he felt hot breaths coming from her parted lips make contact with his skin. In such a situation, all he could do was stare at his attacker as the pink hue of her cheeks intensified.
"What's going on?" Shujinkou thought, trying his best to wrap his head around the entire situation.
Seconds later, Natsuki slowly sat up and moved away from Shujinkou. Without saying a word, Natsuki grabbed her marker and started tracing the line again.
"What just happened?" Shujinkou mumbled.
After spending a few moments staring blankly at the ceiling, he cautiously sat up and checked the poster. To his amazement, the tracing was all done.
"What do we do after this again?" Natsuki asked, unable to take her eyes off the paper.
"Now we got to erase all the pencil lines," Shujinkou nervously answered. "Since you did all the tracing, I'll handle this part."
He reached for a white eraser and started erasing all the lines he drew. In the middle of his erasing, he glanced to his right and noticed Natsuki was eerily silent. At that point, all he could think about was how he could disperse the awkward atmosphere that they were in the middle of.
As he continued to erase the pencil lines, a very risky idea made itself known in his head. Once he was done erasing, he grabbed his marker and quickly drew two horizontal lines below the one on her left cheek and three more on her right cheek.
"What was that for?!" she exclaimed.
"Payback," Shujinkou replied. "What happened in the beginning was an accident, but since you decided to give me a villainous mustache, I gave you cat whiskers."
Shujinkou didn't care if Natsuki got mad at him and started complaining about what he just did; all he cared about was trying to diffuse the awkward situation between them. As he braced himself for the inevitable, Natsuki simply raised her phone and used its front camera to examine her face.
"At least I look cool with the whiskers," she laughed. "That mustache just makes you look dumb."
"Wait, what?!" Shujinkou exclaimed. "You're not supposed to enjoy my payback."
"Well that just means you suck at getting payback," Natsuki teased.
"Ugh…" While on the outside Shujinkou seemed disappointed, on the inside he was just glad that he was able to complete his mission.
"So, now we can finally color this thing right?" Natsuki asked.
"Yep," Shujinkou answered, placing a set of colored pencils between them. "Now it's time to bring the poster to life.
The two grabbed a few pencil and started coloring the poster. As they did so, Shujinkou offered Natsuki advice on lighting, how much weight you press against the paper and other things he figured she should know. Surprisingly, she didn't make any snarky comments in response to his advice. They also discussed the literary tropes they noticed in the different genres of manga and engaged in a discussion about anime adaptations of their favorite series. It took a while but Natsuki was finally able to allow herself to feel relaxed in her current environment.
After hours of hard work, the two were finally able to finish their poster entry.
"Looks good," Shujinkou said, satisfied with the finished product.
"Looks good? It looks great!" Natsuki beamed.
Shujinkou stretched his aching arms and noticed the surprise Natsuki brought with her hanging off his door handle.
"By the way, what's in that thing you brought over?" he asked.
"That?" Natsuki's entire body tensed up as she remembered what she bought over. "It's nothing."
"What? But you said it was a surprise," Shujinkou reminded her.
"Just forget about!" she said, slightly raising her voice. "You'd probably think it's stupid anyway…"
"I wouldn't think that," Shujinkou replied. He could tell that his partner wasn't convinced and pointed to the marker lines on his face. "Whatever it is, it can't be more stupid than how my face looks right now."
"Well, that's true," Natsuki chuckled.
"I promise you I won't think it's stupid," Shujinkou assured her.
Without saying a word, Natsuki slowly walked to the door and carried the package with her on the walk back. She then opened it, revealing the contents inside to her partner.
"That's…" Shujinkou could kick his 6th sense for not alerting him to what lied inside the package.
There were two cupcakes inside; each one decorated with a chibi version of their faces on them.
"My sweets radar must be off today," Shujinkou thought.
"Well?" Natsuki stared at Shujinkou as if she was waiting for his response.
"Huh? Oh, thanks Natsuki," he smiled, reaching for the cupcake with his face on it.
He eagerly took a bite and a delighted expression grew on his face. For some reason, Natsuki's cupcakes tasted even sweeter. He then noticed from the corner of his eyes that Natsuki was trying her best to hide a faint smile until a sad expression replaced it.
"Oh crap! It's getting late," she said.
Shujinkou looked towards his window and noticed that the sun was starting to set.
"Guess that means that you got to leave now, huh?" he asked.
"Well, duh, dummy," she replied.
Without saying another word, Natsuki closed the package and followed her partner to the front door.
"Well… I guess I'll be going now," Natsuki said.
"Do you want me to walk you home?" Shujinkou offered.
"Yeah right. My dad would kill me if I came home with a boy," she pouted.
"Well, I wouldn't want that to happen," Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek. "I'll be sure to turn the poster in tomorrow."
"You better not forget," Natsuki replied.
"I won't," Shujinkou assured her. "So…"
The two awkawardly stared at each other.
"See you at school tomorrow," Shujinkou waved goodbye.
"Right," Natsuki waved back, before taking her leave.
Shujinkou slowly closed the front door and headed back up to his room to spend the rest of the night playing Sly 3: Honor Among Thieves… after he remembered to wash the ink mustache off of his face.
Chapter 18: Afterword
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Afterword
Hey there, Crash5020 here. 17 chapters in and I decided to do my first proper afterword segment. Where to begin? I guess I'll start with what led to me writing this story. I wanted to do a story that was different from the other ones I wrote. A story focused on character development without a huge ensemble cast or fantasy and sci-fi elements (no plugs are going to appear here). So this story is kind of an experiment/test to me, but the one thing I know I failed at was making a summary when I first started (I suck at making summaries. Half the time is because I don't want to reveal too much of the story and the other half of the time is because I really don't know how to explain it). But enough with that boring stuff; let's get to the behind the scene stuff.
Behind the scenes
When I was writing the first chapter of the story, I realized something horrifying… I was retreading the beginning. Even with a different MC, I knew no one would get past the first chapter if I just messed with the opening of the game. So I scrapped it and came up with the 1st chapter: Beginning.
I would also like to state that my main goal throughout the first 17 chapters was for Shujinkou to develop a good standing with the rest of the club. Since Sayori was a childhood friend and Monika was the easily approachable club president, it seemed that the most difficult club members he would connect to would be Natsuki and Yuri.
Chapter 1: Beginning. So going into this story, one of the first things I had to decide was how to start it after the scrapped chapter. Since this is a Fanfic, I eventually realized that I didn't need to reintroduce the girls and decided to start things off with Shujinkou already in the club. Another thing I had to decide was which girl he would spend time with first. To handle that dilemma, I used a makeshift spinner and… well, you know the results.
Chapter 2: Alone in a Club Room. After finishing the first chapter, I wanted to do a chapter with Natsuki. Originally the idea was for them to be locked in the club room closet waiting for the others (who of course are running late), but I couldn't find a way to make that scenario long enough since at that point they weren’t close friends or anything.
Chapters 3-5: Club Prerequisites. This story came about because I wanted to tell a story from Monika's perspective about how she came across Sayori, Natsuki and Yuri. That's really all that's to those three chapters. There was going to be a scene at the beginning of Chapter 4 related to Monika's School Idol status, but I decided to scrap it.
Chapters 6-9: The Cultural Festival. To be honest, I wanted to save the Cultural Festival event for when the characters had a better relationship with each other, but a voice at the back of my head said, "If you save the good stuff while waiting for that point, then the story's going to be very boring!" So I tweaked the story to where it could be used this early on. Another thing I would like to admit was that I was originally planning for Chapters 7 and 8 to be one chapter, but I had to separate them because I didn't expect the haunted house segment to be so long. Also, Chapter 9 was originally going to focus more on the "Big Event" itself, with Shujinkou trying his best to keep his eyes on anything but the maids, especially Monika.
Chapter 10: Couples Desert. This chapter was my attempt at killing two birds with one stone. Its purpose: to put Shujinkou in a date-like scenario with Monika while they actually have a conversation so that the two could know each other better. One thing I'm surprised I didn't include was to somehow create a situation where Monika would have fed him.
Chapter 11: Detour. This chapter was made to give a short flashback to Shujinkou and Sayori's childhood. Basically a show, don't tell moment regarding their friendship.
Chapters 12-15: Troubled Yuri. I'll talk about the point of that arc sometime in the future. Other than that, this was the first time I introduced named characters to the story since I realized that if I was going to show their life at school, then I would need some other characters. Thus, Fuyu was created to fill the role of Student Council President. When thinking her up, I had a bit of trouble deciding what kind of character she would be. As president, would she be cold and distant or warm and accepting. In the end I decide to compromise and give her pieces of both ideas, where she would be a serious person when conducting her duties, while being friendly when she doesn't. There's also Akuma, but we'll get to him some other time.
Chapters 16-17: Partners and Alone in a Boy's Room. This is it. This is the big one. Shujinkou has to deal with having a girl in his own room. How will he handle that? He honestly handle that a bit better than I thought. Since this was taking place in his own house, I decided it was a good time for his mother to make a short cameo. I would also like to note that I was a bit anxious while I was writing Chapter 17 since, unlike every other time, Shujinkou was bonding with a character while doing something he liked doing instead of doing what the other girls wanted or were already doing.
Creating Shujinkou
During the process of creating Shujinkou, the one thing that consistently ran through my mind was, "Don't create a bland protagonist." So when I was writing the 1st chapter I tried to think of what personality traits he could display, but nothing came to mind. I didn't know what to do with the character at first, so I gave him the quirk of him having interesting daydreams.
I knew that I needed more than that, but I wasn't too sure what else to give him after that chapter. Instead, I just added his interests and quirks as the story went on. It was surprisingly easier to do when they weren’t the focus of the story. It was really shocking after finishing Chapter 17 to look through the older chapters and witness how Shujinkou changed from the indifferent daydreamer he was in Chapter 1.
I would also like to point out that the scene where Shujinkou having trouble writing his story during Chapter 13 was based off my own difficulties when I started writing.
Shujinkou's relationship with the Club
Like I stated earlier, my main goal was for Shujinkou to develop a good standing with the rest of the club, thought that was easier said than done. One of the things I had to remember was that just because Shujinkou shared a nice moment with the others, they were not magically best friends, which is why I had to give him a collective amount of moments with the others he wasn't already friends with. I even developed a chart to remind myself of where he stands with each of the girls as the story progressed.
Concluding Statements
Well, that's all I have to say about the story so far. So, I would like to cap things off to by expressing my gratitude to those reading the story. You guys are awesome. Here's hoping that the Literature Club are able to go to the Spa Resort.
Chapter 19: Omake
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"So, how did your guys' poster turn out?" Shujinkou asked Sayori and Yuri.
"It went great!" Sayori beamed. "I sure was lucky to be partnered with Yuri. She led the whole thing."
"Really?" Shujinkou asked, his gaze excluding everything but Yuri.
"Ah-!" The embarrassed maiden instinctively turned away and began playing with her hair. "She's exaggerating. It was really a team effort."
"What about you and Natsuki?" Sayori asked.
"Well, we're both proud with the results. I think that's all that matters," Shujinkou replied.
He closed his eyes and thought back to the events that took place yesterday. Despite a few awkward moments, including one big awkward moment, it was a really fun day for him. Suddenly, all his mind could focus on was the big awkward moment that happened between them. It was…
"Shujinkou!"
A loud voice penetrated his thoughts. Following the sound of the sudden voice, Shujinkou turned around and had a small, thin package shoved into his hands by Natsuki.
"What's this?" Shujinkou asked.
"Don't ask dumb questions. Just open it, dummy," she replied.
Doing as he was told, Shujinkou opened the package and was surprised to find a home-made chocolate chip cookie inside.
"You made this me?" he asked.
"Well… yeah," Natsuki quietly admitted. "But only because I didn't want to waste leftover materials and because I was in a good mood! That's all!"
"What put you in such a good mood, Natsuki?" the curious vice-president asked. "Did something happen yesterday?"
"What?!" Natsuki exclaimed. She nervously glanced towards Shujinkou before her gaze returned to Sayori. "Yeah right, like anything related to Shujinkou could put me in such a great mood! If anything, I should be mad at him."
"Why?" Sayori asked.
"Because…!" Natsuki nervously glanced towards Shujinkou once more. "Never mind! It's not important!"
With that said, Natsuki stormed her way to the closet.
"Was it something I said?" Sayori wondered aloud.
As the club's vice-president tried to wrap her head around the conversation that just occurred, Yuri took a deep breath and turned her gaze towards Shujinkou.
"Ah, Shujinkou…" Yuri called.
"Hm?" Shujinkou replied.
"I hope that this isn't intrusive, but there's something that I've been wondering about for a while now," Yuri said.
"What is it?" Shujinkou asked.
"It's about your name," Yuri said.
"My name?" Shujinkou wondered what Yuri could have to say about his name. But before he could ask, a worried expression formed on Yuri's face.
"Sorry!" she suddenly apologized. "It was too intrusive wasn't it?"
"Not really. Just kind of surprising," Shujinkou responded. "What about my name?"
"Well… it means 'protagonist,' correct?" Yuri asked.
Shujinkou nodded his head.
"Would you happen to know why you were given that name?" Yuri asked.
"Well, my mom told me it was because I was the protagonist of my own story," Shujinkou answered.
"I see…" Yuri went silent for a moment to gather her thoughts. "That's interesting."
"You think?" Shujinkou asked, scratching his right cheek.
He never really gave much thought to his name or his mother's reasoning for it. The fact that someone else finds it interesting was a bit surprising to him.
"Well, it's just that I find it interesting that your name is an indicator regarding your position in life," Yuri continued.
"What do you mean?" Shujinkou asked.
"In books, we follow the protagonist own personal journey through their life. All of their hopes, their pain and their determination," Yuri started to explain. "We don't usually think about this because it seems silly to compare us to works of fiction, but despite the circumstances, isn't it the same for us? Most of us usually have others who watch over us and witness our tale unfold and even if someone doesn't have that luxury, they can still look back on their own experiences.
In fact, it's because of those personal experiences that we have some of the greatest literature that exists today. It's quite funny when you think about; a protagonist writing the story of a protagonist basing it on their own story. But that's one of the things I love about reading and writing. The ability to express your feelings and experiences and the opportunity to understand how someone else feels…"
Yuri immediately stopped herself from saying more and shyly averted her gaze.
"I was just rambling wasn't I? Sorry," Yuri apologized.
"Nothing to apologize for," Shujinkou chuckled. "It was just a bit surprising to see you lose yourself to the conversation."
"Well, I do have a tendency to do that when discussing my own interests. That doesn't bother you does it?" she worriedly asked.
"Not really. Everyone's like that. You don't have to be so embarrassed when it happens," Shujinkou assured her.
"I see…" Yuri averted her gaze once more and giggled shyly.
"What's so funny?" Shujinkou asked.
"Ah, nothing," Yuri answered. "I was just thinking about something you told me once."
"Oh," Shujinkou replied.
It was at that very moment where Shujinkou realized something.
"I wonder if this how Snake feels like when he realizes that most of his dialogue in his playable appearances consist of questioning others and repeating what they've said," Shujinkou wondered as his hand instinctively moved his baked treat from Sayori's teeth.
"How do you that when you're not even paying attention?" sputtered Sayori.
"It comes naturally when you're around," Shujinkou grinned.
He then split the cookie into two and handed half to Sayori, which she eagerly accepted.
"Thanks, Shujinkou!" Sayori bubbled.
The two took a bite out of their halves, with only Shujinkou being able to hide his utter delight. Soon he heard a giggle from behind and turned around to find Monika behind him.
"What's so funny?" he asked.
"Nothing," Monika smiled. "It's just that I saw something interesting today. Anyway, I'm super sorry I'm late everyone! I was really busy during Study Hall."
"What were you doing?" Yuri asked.
"It's a secret," Monika replied. "But it did invoke a strange case of Déjà vu, though I guess it's probably better to experience that then Jamias Vu."
"Jamias Vu?" Sayori repeated perplexed.
"It's the experience of being unfamiliar with a person or situation that is actually very familiar," Yuri explained.
"Still trying to understand how that concept relates to the Ground Zeroes mission," Shujinkou thought, taking another bite of the cookie.
"But enough about the brain. Let's get today's meeting started!" Monika happily announced.
Chapter 20: Kitsune Spa Resort
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"What are you thinking about, Shujinkou?" Shujinkou stopped staring out of the train's window and turned around to meet eyes with Monika. Normally, he would be startled when his train of thought was interrupted by the club president but, for some strange reason, that wasn't the case this time.
"Nothing major," he replied. "I'm just mentally preparing myself."
"For what?" Monika queried.
"Our arrival at the resort," Shujinkou answered.
Over a week ago, a challenge was issued to the local schools'. The 2nd year students from each school had to be paired with another and work together to design a poster for the Kitsune Spa Resort. The winners would be able to take their 2nd year students to an all expenses paid trip to the resort.
During the process of designing a poster with Natsuki, Shujinkou knew deep down that his school wouldn't win the contest. Imagine his surprise when he was later proven wrong. Now all the 2nd year students of his school were eagerly waiting to arrive at the resort to enjoy their well-deserved prize, all thanks to…
"You know, I don't think I've seen you this excited since we ate that limited parfait," Monika giggled.
"It was a really good parfait…" Shujinkou replied, trying to defend his past position.
"Well, it's not like I can blame you," Monika added. "After all, we are headed to the best spa resort around."
"It better be the best or else it wouldn't make up for the long trip it takes to get there," Natsuki interjected.
Natsuki sighed and slumped back into her seat. Shujinkou wasn't surprised that she and a few of the others students were restless. They have been on the train for a while now. The only two passengers that didn't really seem to mind the long trip were Yuri, whose eyes were glued to a slightly withered novel, and Sayori, whose eyes were glued to the back of her eyelids.
Shujinkou turned back to the passenger window and stared at the surrounding fields. It was only a matter of time until they arrived at their location. The anticipation caused a small smile to form on his face, catching the curious eyes of Yuri.
Over an hour later, the entire 2nd year class waited with bated breath as the train travelled through a dark tunnel towards an encroaching light. On the other side of that light lied an enormous spa resort branded with a fox insignia.
The fox insignia consisted of red neon lights that were well known for lighting up the night. The building was surrounded by large fields of grass and which served as a divider to separate it from the nearby sparkling sea.
"Wow!" the now awake Sayori grinned.
Her fellow students shared the sentiment. They couldn't stop jumping and cheering until the train stopped at the local station. The students flooded out of the train and rushed down the walkway leading to the resort, itself composed of thousands of tiny tiles, all intricately connected.
The Literature Club slowly walked up to the entrance of the resort, taking in the sights as they did.
"The Kitsune Spa Resort; home to the best nutrient-rich springs, 5-star his buffets and many other activities and events," Shujinkou announced. "What should we do first?"
"I guess the first thing we should do is find our rooms," Monika said.
Before leaving for the resort, each student was given a room to share with another. Monika was assigned a room that she must share with Sayori and Natsuki was assigned a room that she must share with Yuri. While the first pair were ecstatic to share a room together, the second pair weren't as excited. They didn't voice any complaints, but it was obvious that Yuri and Natsuki were slightly uncomfortable with the fact.
Reading, watching and playing enough fiction, Shujinkou could tell that pairing two high school students whose personalities differ as much as much Natsuki and Yuri's do was not the best of ideas.
"I still can't believe your luck," Natsuki said to Shujinkou. "You don't have to share your room with anyone."
"Well…" Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek as a hurt expression appeared on Yuri's face. He would like to tell her that Natsuki didn't mean any harm by that comment, but the moment he opened his mouth, a cheery voice cut him off.
"That's because he has connections," the club heard.
The Literature Club turned around in unison and laid eyes on an absurdly youthful woman approaching them. The woman had silver hair, tied back in a bun. She wore a purple silk kimono with a pink floral design spread across it. Her arms stretched as far as they could before wrapping them around Shujinkou in a tight embrace.
"How's my favorite grandson?" her warm smile causing one to form on Shujinkou's face.
"Fine, Granny Hisa," Shujinkou answered, tightening his grip.
Hisa released her grandson from her grip and stood back, looking him up and down.
"Man, you got taller," she said.
Natsuki blankly stared at the grown woman, rubbed her eyes then continued from where she left off.
"This lady is his grandmother?!" she thought. "She doesn't look a day over 30."
Suddenly, another pair of arms wrapped around Hisa's body for a 2nd embrace.
"Granny Hisa!" Sayori beamed, tightly squeezing her elder.
"Sayori!" she hugged back. "You got taller too."
Shujinkou looked back at his club mates. Their expressions alternated between amazement and confusion. Not that he could really blame them. After all, his grandmother never looked the part of one.
"This is my grandmother," Shujinkou formally introduced.
"Call me Hisa," Hisa grinned.. "Who are these young ladies, Shujinkou?
"These are my friends from the Literature Club: Natsuki, Yuri and Monika," Shujinkou replied, pointing to each girl as he announced their names.
"Nice to meet you, Hisa," Monika smiled.
"Hey…" Natsuki waved, still surprised by Hisa's startling youthful appearance.
"Pleasure to make your acquaintance," Yuri replied.
Shujinkou expected his grandmother to make the comment he prepared himself for, but instead she simply stared at the three until she let out a soft chortle.
"What a coincidence it is that your grandmother would be here, Shujinkou," Monika said.
"Not really. Granny Hisa owns the resort," Sayori said.
The three girls' eyes widened with surprise. They could not believe what they just heard.
"Lady Hisa, owner and manager of the Kitsune Spa Resort at your service," she beamed with professional pride.
Chapter 21: Granny Hisa
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Later that night, Shujinkou and his grandmother, Hisa, were in the middle of a game of Go. After spending the last 20 minutes contemplating what move he needed to make next, the answer finally came to him.
"I have nothing," Shujinkou conceded.
Shujinkou and Hisa cleared the Go Board and started to return their respective stones back in their cups. It wasn't a close game, but Shujinkou was used to being crushed by his grandmother. As far he was concerned, he was just happy that she didn't mind playing an inferior player.
After sealing the stone cup with its top, an uncomfortable feeling came over Shujinkou as he watched an "interesting" smile form on Hisa's face.
"So… a literature club," Hisa said.
"Yeah…" Shujinkou knew that this exact moment was coming. He was just surprised that she didn't speak up earlier.
"I didn't expect you to be joining any clubs, let alone a literature club," Hisa giggled. "You wouldn't have joined it because the club has 4 beautiful women, did you?"
"Granny Hisa…" Shujinkou cheeks turned rosy read from that one comment.
This exact situation was the reason he has yet to tell his own mother that the rest of the club was of the opposite gender.
"Just messing with you, Shujinkou," Hisa chuckled. "But you have to acknowledge the fact that that's what it looks like from an outsider's perspective."
Shujinkou couldn't argue with his grandmother there. If anyone in the school actually cared what he was doing then the other members of the club would appear to be the prime reason he joined.
He then watched his grandmother crawl to his side of the board and was pulled into another loving embrace.
"But you know, as long as you're having fun, that's what important," Hisa said.
"I am," Shujinkou grinned.
"Good," Hisa smiled. "So what fun things happened since you joined?"
"Well…" Shujinkou started to explain to his grandmother what has happened since he joined the club. Going through a haunted house with Yuri, spending an afternoon drawing with Natsuki, enjoying a parfait with Monika, spending an evening reminiscing with Sayori; each tale causing her interest in the subject to grow more and more.
Though of course there were a few moments he couldn't elaborate on, but other than those, he was able to catch his grandmother up on everything he's done since his joining.
Once he was done, the elderly woman released him from her grip and jumped on her feet.
"Welp, I gotta go and take care of some business," Hisa said.
"What kind of business?" Shujinkou asked.
"Hisa-buisness," she smiled.
"Oh…" her grandson mumbled.
That was his grandmother's way of answering his questions without really answering them and just like every other time, it peaked his curious nature. Sometimes he wonders if she was purposely teasing him.
Meanwhile, in one of the outdoor spring baths, Sayori emerged from the water and stretched her relaxed arms in front of the other club members.
"I still can't believe it…" Natsuki mumbled.
"Can't believe what? That a relative of Shujinkou owns one of the most well-known spa resorts or that she's Shujinkou's grandmother?" Monika asked.
"Both!" Natsuki replied.
Monika couldn't blame Natsuki for still thinking about the revelations that occurred earlier that day. It was quite the surprise to figure out that such a youthful woman was Shujinkou' grandmother… and that she owned the spa resort.
"Don't let it get to you," Monika smiled. "After all, we're supposed to be relaxing."
With that said; Monika immediately turned her gaze towards Yuri and noticed an annoyed expression resting on her face.
"What's wrong, Yuri?" she asked.
"I'm having a little trouble keeping my bre-" Yuri immediately stopped herself from completing that sentence and covered her chest with her towel clad arms. "Never mind!"
Yuri turned away in embarrassment, causing Natsuki to feel slightly annoyed.
"Showoff…" Natsuki muttered.
"Did you say something?" Yuri asked.
"Not really," Natsuki said.
The petite club member lightly caressed her own chest and sighed.
"Hey, Sayori, what's the deal with Shujinkou's grandma?" Natsuki queried.
"What do you mean?" Sayori stared at Natsuki, perplexed by her strange question.
"You know… How does she- How can she look so young?!" Natsuki sputtered.
She couldn't help but stress the last word. Hisa's appearance was really driving her crazy.
"I don't know," Sayori answered.
"Ugh…" Natsuki groaned.
"Perhaps she uses very special skin cream," Yuri suggested. "They're well-known for slightly reversing the aging process."
"What are hers made from? The fountain of youth?" Natsuki blurted.
"No, but wouldn't that be a cool product."
Startled by the sudden interjection, Monika, Natsuki and Yuri turned around and laid their eyes on Hisa. The three girls felt a heavy mixture of surprise and embarrassment upon realizing that Hisa overheard their conversation and each reacted in a way that was expected.
"Granny Hisa!" Sayori happily waved. "What are you doing here?"
"Well, as the manager I have to make sure the baths are still good," Hisa replied. "I know it's a sucky job, but someone has to do it."
Hisa casually slipped into the bath and let out a relaxed sigh.
"Still good," she confirmed. "So how are you girls enjoying the place so far?"
"It's great!" Sayori beamed.
Her fellow club members silently nodded their heads, causing Hisa to giggle in response.
"You don't need to feel embarrassed," Hisa said. "Lots of people like to theorize about my appearance. I'm used to it."
Though surprised by Hisa's nonchalant attitude, it allowed the girls to relax a bit more.
"But enough about me; There's something I have to know," she continued. "How did you ladies get my grandson to join a literature club?"
"We didn't really do anything special. We just welcomed him with open arms," Monika answered.
"Plus, some begging and manipulating from Sayori helped," Natsuki added.
"Should've known," Hisa chuckled, patting Sayori's head as she did.
"She knows me so well," Sayori laughed.
"So what do you guys do in this club?" Hisa asked.
"Well, we do a lot of things," Monika replied. "We read and share our input on various literary works, we write…"
"Huh…" Hisa blankly stared at Monika for a few moments before bursting out into laughter. "I'm sorry! I just can't picture Shujinkou doing any of that!"
"Ah, well he can quickly come up with stories quickly," Yuri said.
"Plus, he knows quite a few literary tropes," Monika added.
"And his taste in literature isn't so bad," Natsuki reluctantly admitted. "Though his writing needs work."
"I thought you said he wasn't able to write anything down," Sayori said, perplexed by Natsuki's claim.
"Exactly," Natsuki said.
"Well, everyone needs time to establish their own writing style," Yuri defended.
"Huh, and here I thought that my grandson couldn't surprise me anymore," Hisa giggled. "Well, it's nice to know that he's getting along with his fellow club mates."
Hisa slowly stood up and stepped out of the bath.
"I got some business to take of now, so I'll leave you girls to your bath," Hisa said, wrapping her towel back around her voluptuous form.
"What kind of business?" Sayori asked.
"Hisa-business," Hisa smiled.
With that, Hisa disappeared back into the resort, leaving behind a quiet and confused atmosphere.
"She's someone's grandmother?!" Natsuki sputtered, breaking the silence. "I still can't believe it…"
"Despite that, she seems like a nice lady," Monika said.
"She is," Sayori replied. "She'd invite Shujinkou over here all the time during the summer and he used to accept all the time."
"They do appear to be quite close," Yuri said. "But why did he stop accepting the offer?"
"Eh? Did I say used to?" Sayori weakly giggled. "Well, it was just that he found something else to do in the summer."
Sayori continued to giggle in a highly suspicious manner, completely unaware that she was actually raising the other girls' suspicions.
Chapter 22: A Good Friend
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Shujinkou looked down at his plate of food then looked back at the surrounding tables. Each one was almost filled to capacity, only allowing one or maybe two more to squeeze in.
The seats were occupied by other students, happily chatting with each other as they ate.
Shujinkou looked down at his plate again and silently left the dining area. There was no real reason for him to stay there after all. Walking along the exterior of the hotel, Shujinkou found a concrete bench in front of a small garden and plopped himself down on the cold stone.
"I wonder where Granny Hisa went?" he thought.
His mind still stuck on his grandmother's last words, the curious youth began to theorize the possible things she could be doing.
Minutes pass by and Shujinkou was still thinking up possible actions his grandmother was performing. It didn't really help sate his curiosity when it was possible that she could be doing almost anything.
"Hey, Shujinkou."
Shujinkou looked up and noticed Monika standing in front of him with her own plate of food. It was at this point when he started to wonder whether hypothesizing in his head has the power to summon Monika or she was somehow appearing during those moments on purpose.
"What are you doing out here?" Monika asked.
"Just eating," Shujinkou answered. "What about you?"
"Same," Monika smiled. Do you mind if I join you?"
Surprise momentarily impaired his ability to speak, forcing him to silently nod his head. Why would the school idol eat alone outside when she could be hanging out with all of her other friends?
"This is a nice place your grandmother has," Monika suddenly said.
"Yeah," Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement. "It took her awhile to make this place, but it's very apparent that all that work paid off. I'm really happy for her."
"You two must be really close," Monika replied.
"Yep," Shujinkou grinned. "She's the best grandmother anyone can ask for."
"Hmm…" Monika remained silent for a moment before she suddenly started to giggle.
"What's so funny?" she asked.
"Nothing. It's just that you seemed more relaxed than usual right now," Monika pointed out. "I guess there's someone other than Sayori that can do that."
"I wouldn't exactly say I'm relaxed around Sayori," Shujinkou chuckled. "More like on my guard."
"Hm. You know, speaking of your grandmother…" Monika started before going silent.
"What about her?" Shujinkou asked.
"Um, exactly how much older than she looks is she?" she asked.
"She's in the same age group as most other grandma's," Shujinkou answered.
Shujinkou couldn't help but chuckle as Monika's eyes widened with surprise. It was the same reaction everyone had when they asked him about his grandmother's youthful appearance and the effect it had on him has yet to stop.
"Wow…" Monika mumbled. "She is a lucky lady. She must have to constantly beat men back with a stick."
"Kinda like you, huh?" Shujinkou replied.
"Eh? What are you talking about?" the embarrassed club president asked.
Shujinkou didn't expect Monika to react in such away to a well-known fact.
"You may not remember but I was there when a flood of love letters fell out of your locker last year," Shujinkou reminded.
"That was really embarrassing," Monika replied with rosy cheeks.
"But no one was laughing at you…" Shujinkou said before finishing the sentence in his head, "though I'm pretty sure a few girls were jealous."
He could still remember shivering in fear from the auras the jealous girls emitted back then.
"What do you do with all those notes you get anyway?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well, it would be rude to just throw them away, so I actually read them all," Monika answered. "Still, it can be really weird to receive "love" confessions from people you don't really know or from complete strangers."
"I think most girls in that situation would be happy that they get that much," said Shujinkou.
"Well, not me," Monika replied. "I don't really care about the numbers game. If I were to go out with someone, I would want that person to be someone I actually know and like being around with the knowledge that feel the same.
I know everyone considers me the school idol, but that appointed status really can make it hard to tell who likes me for me or for my accomplishments."
Shujinkou silently watched Monika sigh and was immediately reminded of the time when Monika mentioned that she had a hard time connecting with others. Was it because she never connected with those she could consider a real friend? Could it also be the reason she didn't actively seek out club members before Sayori appeared before her? Could that be the reason that the club even exist in the first place?
But before he could get any of those questions out of his mouth, Monika just smiled at him; a smile he could that was really hollow.
"I said a bit too much. Sorry," Monika apologized.
"Don't apologize. I don't mind listening to others when they want to get something off their chest," Shujinkou assured her.
Monika was slightly taken aback by his response but soon her surprised expression was replaced with a warm smile.
"Thanks, Shujinkou," Monika said, her voice layered with sincerity.
What happened next would be one of the few things that Shujinkou would have never expected to happen to him. Monika placed her plate to her side and inched her way closer to him. Suddenly, Shujinkou found himself between Monika and her arms.
"You're a really good friend," she said, squeezing him tighter.
"Uhm…" Shujinkou didn't know what to say. The only person who's ever hugged him outside of family was Sayori. His cheeks turned bright red as he accidently caught a whiff of her hair's natural scent. He could feel his mind starting to go blank and started to actively keep that from happening. "N-No problem…"
Monika soon released her hold on Shujinkou and the two continued to converse as they ate their dinners. After finishing, the two students said their goodbyes and went their separate ways. On his way back to his room, Shujinkou couldn't help but wonder why Monika would consider him a good friend, when he hasn't really done much to earn such praise.
The vibration from his phone swiftly ripped him away from those thoughts and he pulled it out to see that it was a message from Natsuki.
"She is as old as anyone else's grandmother," he said as he typed his response.
Moments later, another message from Natsuki appeared on his phone.
"Really," he chuckled, typing that singular word as his response.
He eventually turned a corner towards the hallway that housed his room and what waited for him, caused his eyes to widen with surprise.
"Yuri?" he said.
"Ah, h-hello," Yuri shyly greeted, tightly clutching the book between her arms.
Chapter 23: A Familiar Look
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Yuri curled her hand into a fist and slowly reached for the door in front of her. As her hand gravitated to the divider between rooms and hallways, she couldn't help but stop herself, resulting in her arm snapping back to her side.
"Maybe this isn't a good idea…" Yuri mumbled under her breath.
Yuri started to turn away to leave, until a familiar voice caused her to freeze in place.
"Yuri?" she heard the voice say.
The surprised maiden turned around and felt embarrassed that Shujinkou caught her in the middle of leaving.
"Ah, h-hello," Yuri shyly greeted, tightly clutching the book between her arms.
"What are you doing here, Yuri?" Shujinkou asked.
"Ah…" Yuri closed her eyes and took a deep breath. The answer was in her head, all she needed was to find a way to get it out. After spending two minutes in complete silence, Yuri opened her eyes and clutched the book she was holding even harder. "I was wondering if you could look at something for me."
Shujinkou's curious gaze caused her to turn away.
"Look at what?" Shujinkou asked.
"This…" Slowly and reluctantly, Yuri started to hand her book over to Shujinkou, but the moment he reached for it, Yuri instinctively pulled it back towards her chest.
Embarrassed by her response, Yuri turned away once more and clutched the book even tighter than before.
"Sorry…" Yuri apologized. "It's just that… I never did this before."
From the corner of her eye, she noticed Shujinkou quietly scratch his right cheek. After another moment of silence, he extended his left arm to her. Yuri simply stared at his outstretched arm and once again tried to force herself to hand the book to him. After many constant pauses, the book finally reached his hand, which he happily accepted.
She watched him open the book and felt slightly worried when his eyes lit up with surprise.
"I was wondering if I could get your opinion on what lies inside," Yuri requested.
"Are you sure you want my opinion?" Shujinkou asked. "I mean I'm not exactly a good writer myself. I haven't even gotten past writing the first word… I haven't even got to the first word."
"Even so, I would still appreciate your input anyway," Yuri replied. "Plus, maybe reading the writing of another high school writer could help you with your writing anxiety."
"Writing anxiety?" the perplexed Shujinkou repeated.
"It's one of the things that can affect new writers," Yuri answered.
"Oh," Shujinkou opened the door to his room and walked inside.
Without saying a word, Yuri followed him inside and the two casually sat along the side of the bed. Once settled, Shujinkou got to work reading as per Yuri's request.
"Ah…" Yuri accidently said aloud.
Shujinkou looked up and gazed into her curious eyes.
"What is it, Yuri?" he asked.
"N-Nothing…" she stammered. "It's just that I never seen you look so focused before."
"Oh," Shujinkou turned his attention back to the book and continued reading from where he left off.
As he continued to read her work, Yuri closed her eyes and remembered the last time she seen that expression when it came to her writing.
1 year ago after school, the young writer was in the middle of finishing off her assignment. As she neared the end, she couldn't help but worry what he would think about or whether or not she was able to complete the task that was given to her.
Once finished, Yuri nervously approached the teacher's desk and handed her poem to its owner.
"So, how is it?" Yuri asked.
The timid maiden continued to watch her teacher read her poem as he scratched his left cheek. Once done, Akuma carefully placed her poem down on the desk and grinned.
"It's good, Yuri," he answered. "It's amazing how you keep improving with each assignment you give me."
A small smile appeared on Yuri's face. Receiving such praise from her favorite teacher was always able to brighten up her day.
"I think you finally established your own writing style too," Akuma added. "You're finally ready for the big assignments."
"You really think that I'm ready for those?" Yuri asked.
"Mm-hmm," Akuma nodded. "But if by some crazy chance you actually need any help; remember that my door is open anytime."
"I will," Yuri replied.
Those happy times were also bitter moments to look back on. So bitter in fact that anything that can keep her from thinking about them was welcomed. Her wish soon came true as she noticed Shujinkou close her book and sigh.
"Was it that bad?" Yuri worriedly asked.
"Huh? No, it wasn't bad. It was just a really crazy experience," Shujinkou replied.
"Crazy?" Yuri repeated, still wearing her trademark expression.
"I meant that I felt like I was in the protagonist shoes," Shujinkou explained.
"Oh, that's good," Yuri breathed a sigh of relief. "That's what I was going for. It's a tough task to balance giving the protagonist character while making them identifiable enough with the reader, but the results are well worth it."
"The writing itself also got me thinking and determined not to miss anything," Shujinkou added. "Plus, you did a good job at convincing me to keep reading. Overall, it was a very interesting first chapter."
"Hm… Well, thank you for your input," Yuri happily replied.
"No problem," Shujinkou stretched his arms and let out another sigh. "But man, I don't think I'll be able to write that well."
"Sorry! I didn't mean to discourage you!" Yuri apologized. "I was just trying to show you what a new writer can become as long as they practiced hard enough."
"But what can I do when I can't even get past the first word?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
"Well…" Yuri closed her eyes and contemplated his question. "When you try to write, do you dive in head first?"
"Yeah…" Shujinkou answered.
"Well, not everyone can do that. Especially at their first attempt," said Yuri. "It can put too much pressure on oneself. Sometimes the first thing you should do is to write down every scene idea in your head. You should also make sure your character's motivation and goals mesh with whatever plot or themes you want to implement so it can complement their growth. From there you can start putting your story together."
"That… sounds so simple," Shujinkou answered, unable to hide his astonishment.
"It is, but it's also a crucial step that most new writers tend to skip," Yuri replied.
"Once again, I have not given writers as much credit as they deserve," Shujinkou chuckled. "Thanks for the advice, Yuri."
"No problem," Yuri brightly smiled. "If you need any more help, I'd be happy to help."
"I'll be sure to take you up on that offer," Shujinkou grinned.
Yuri breathed a sigh of relief and caught a glimpse of the clock mounted to his hotel wall.
"Ah, I guess it's time for me to turn in," she solemnly stated.
She didn't really want to leave but she was proud of herself for offering advice to someone in need. She also felt proud that she was able to find the strength to ask Shujinkou for his own critique. It wasn't easy, but it was worth it in the end.
Accepting her story back from Shujinkou, the happy maiden sat up and made her way to the hotel door. As she opened the door, she nervously looked back and locked eyes with Shujinkou.
"'Kept you waiting, huh?'" she quoted.
"What?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"I kinda did some research into Big Boss and learned a little bit about the series he originated from," Yuri said. "That way we could talk about something that interested you instead of my own all the time."
"That's…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek before a smile appeared on his face. "Thanks, Yuri."
"Mm-hmm," Yuri smiled back. "Well... good night."
"Night," Shujinkou replied.
Chapter 24: Subtle
Chapter Text
The very next morning, Hisa stood outside the resort, staring at the local beach with a pair of binoculars.
"Got it," she grinned.
Soon the satisfied woman felt a few light vibrations brush against her left thigh. Without breaking her concentration on the sea, Hisa casually dug through her left pocket, pulled out her phone and answered it.
"Yello?" Hisa answered.
"Hey, Mom, it's Hiro," the caller replied.
"Oh, hey, Hiro. How are you doing?" Hisa asked.
"Good," Hiro answered. "Job's good, another season of my favorite show starts in a few days and Shujinkou actually hangs out somewhere else other than the house these days.”
"Yeah, that last one was certainly a surprise when you told me,," Hisa interjected.
"To be completely honest, the only bad thing that I’m dealing with is the lack of confidence I have about continuing my sewing with my teacher gone," Hiro continued.
"How bad would it be if you tried without him?" Hisa chuckled.
"As bad as it would be to be currently wrapped up in strands of yarn…" Hiro chuckled weakly.
"Oh…" Hisa scratched her right cheek and then silently giggled at her daughter's current predicament.
"By the way, Mom, how is Shujinkou doing there?" asked Hiro.
"Seems fine to me, especially compared to your reports," Hisa answered. "It seems like hanging out with Sayori and his new friends after school has had a good effect on him. You must love those girls for that."
"Girls?" Hiro was surprised by what she just heard.
"You didn't know that the other three members of the Literature Club were girls?" Hisa remained silent for a moment, before nonchalantly shrugging. "Not surprised there."
"You're not?" Hiro was once again surprised by what she just heard. "Why not?"
"Imagine telling your mom that you decided to join a club when you previously had no interest in doing such a thing and then telling her that it was a club about literature and that the only other members were female," Hisa said. "Can you see a scenario where a young boy wouldn't think that his mother wouldn't react in a weird or embarrassing way if she found that out?"
"…All he had to say was that Sayori got him to join," Hiro replied. "That's the truth, isn't it?”
Hiro would be lying if she said she was not feeling a little hurt by Shujinkou not telling her, but she did agree with what her mother said.
“So what are they like?" Hiro asked.
"Sorry, I don't feel like it would be right to divulge the descriptions my grandson gave me,"Hisa teased. "It would be better for Shujinkou to tell you himself."
"I guess you're right," Hiro accepted. "And I know that you're smiling."
"I am not," Hisa’s smile grew even larger with that lie. "Anyway, I got to get back to some Hisa-business."
"Mom, I'm not a kid anymore. Why are you still telling me that you're up to 'Hisa-business'?" Hiro asked.
"In my defense, I never stopped saying that to your father either," Hisa giggled. "See ya later."
Hisa ended the call and sighed. She would soon be face-to-face with an ‘awkward’ situation and to say she wouldn’t be looking forward towards it would be an understatement.
"I wonder if they noticed my subtle hint?" Hisa wondered aloud.
Meanwhile at the Front Desk…
“Okay, Sayori, let’s try this again,” Natsuki glared at the Club VP as she peeked out from behind Shujinkou. “There were exactly five cookies on that plate for five people and yet four out those five people didn’t get to eat any. What do you have to say about that!?”
“I don’t know…” Sayori quietly replied, averting her gaze.
“You say you don't know anything and yet… YOU STILL HAVE COOKIE CRUMBS ALL OVER YOUR FACE!” Natsuki pointed out.
“Oh. Thanks for reminding me,” Sayori innocently licked the crumbs surrounding her mouth, enraging Natsuki even further.
“Don’t just do that like you’re not in trouble!” Natsuki yelled.
As Natsuki continued to blow her stack, Monika and Yuri patiently waited for the woman who summoned the club.
“Do you think Lady Hisa is up to something?” Monika asked.
“Well… The evidence does make it easy to conclude that,” Yuri replied. “N-Not that I’m trying to accuse her of anything bad!”
“No need to freak out,Yuri. I was just asking for your opinion,”Monika gently smiled.
“But…” Yuri stayed quiet after that barely audible word.
“Yuri…” Monika wasn’t sure what she could say. All she could come up with was shifting the conversation to another to relieve Yuri of any unintentional pressure.
“Do you think your grandmother is planning something, Shujinkou?” Monika asked, turning her attention towards the other club members.
But instead of getting an answer, what she received was the sight of Sayori and Natsuki pulling Shujinkou back and forth between them.
“Stop hiding behind others!” Natsuki yelled.
“But you’re acting really scary right now,” Sayori argued.
“Oh boy…” Monika weakly laughed. Those were the only two words she could come up with at such a squabble.
“Poor Shujinkou…” Yuri thought.
His grandmother on the other hand had a different reaction as she walked into the situation.
“If I didn’t know any better, I would say that my grandson was in the middle of a harem argument,” Hisa chuckled at the thought. In fact, the part that she found the most hilarious about the entire situation was that she was sure that Shujinkou wasn't aware of the kind of situation he was in.
Noticing Hisa from the corner of her eye, Sayori quickly left her position from behind Shujinkou and jumped behind her host.
“Did you eat all of the cookies?” Hisa asked.
“Maybe…” Sayori weakly laughed.
Hisa smiled at Sayori and casually strolled over to her grandson. She gently rested the back of her hand on his forehead, effectively bringing him back from the realm of dreams.
“What’s going on?” Shujinkou asked before realizing that Natsuki’s hands were wrapped around his waist.
Before he could say another word, Natsuki quickly pulled her hands back towards and turned away. He expected Natsuki to try to explain why her hands were connected to his waist, but she instead remained uncharacteristically silent.
“So I bet you’re all wondering why I called you here today,” Hisa said. “I just wanted to know what you guys were going to do today.”
Despite her directing that question towards the entire club, Shujinkou couldn’t help but notice that his grandmother was sneaking a few glances his way.
“I think we’ll be exploring the city today?” Shujinkou awkwardly answered.
“That’s such a good idea,” Hisa beamed. “What made you guys decide to do that?”
“There was a map of the city next to the cookies,” Sayori replied.
“It was a very unsubtle way of telling you to get lost,” Natsuki added.
"Really? Well anyway, luckily for you have a certified tour guide with you," Hisa grinned.
"You're coming with us?" Sayori asked.
"No, I have Hisa-buisness to take care of," Hisa answered. "So, I'll leave that job up to Shujinkou."
The elderly woman turned to her grandson.
"You remember what Kuzuryu has to offer right?" Hisa asked.
Shujinkou silently nodded his head.
"Good," Hisa smiled. "Just don't take them to you-know-where.”
“I know…” Shujinkou replied with a small worried smile.
“Good. So you guys should be heading off right aw…” Hisa’s voice trailed off as she caught a glimpse of something very… disconcerting. “Oh boy…”
Wondering what could have elicited such a reaction from his grandmother, Shujinkou quickly turned towards the direction she was facing. What he saw caused his eyes to widen and his heart to drop. Though he thought the situation had a 0% chance of happening… Because he thought the situation would never come, Shujinkou could muster up the strength to say one thing when face to face with someone he hasn’t seen in years.
“Father…” he solemnly muttered.
Chapter 25: Cardboard Box
Chapter Text
"This place is ginormous," Fuyu thought as she finished another walk throughout the resort.
Something she liked to do whenever she visits a new place was to explore every nook and cranny so she would always be aware if something was off, like when a single cardboard box she noticed during her second walk has somehow moved from the potted plants over to the bench that rested next to the back entrance. She finds the skill necessary for her job as Student Council President.
Giving into curiousity, the young girl calmly approached the box and opened it.
"Hey, Shujinkou," Fuyu waved.
"H-Hey, Ms. President," Shujinkou stammered. He already felt terrible and the last thing he needed was for the Student Council President to find him hiding out in a box.
"Call me Fuyu," she replied.
Shujinkou stared at the giggling girl in front of him and thought back to when e first met her in the Council Office. The ice queen personality she displayed at first, then the sudden change a completely opposite one always make him wonder which side of her was the real one.
"So… Who are you pretending to be? Fuyu asked. "Solid Snake, Naked Snake, Venom Snake or maybe Raiden?"
"I'm not pretending to be anyone right now," Shujinkou sighed. "Wait a minute… How do you know those four?"
"Well, I only played every game in the franchise. Including the spin-offs," Fuyu smiled. "I assume you did too since you're hiding out in a cardboard box."
"Actually it's kind of a coincidence that I'm a fan that's hiding out in a cardboard box," Shujinkou sighed once more.
"Oh…" Fuyu looked around the surrounding area then turned her attention back to Shujinkou. "So what are you doing in this cardboard box?"
"Thinking…" he solemly answered.
"About what?" Fuyu asked.
"You don't want to know," Shujinkou shook his head. "Besides you probably think it's weird to talk to another student who's currently sulking in a cardboard box."
"Now that you mention it, it is kind of weird," Fuyu nodded her head in agreement. "Luckily, I have the solution to that."
Expecting that solution to result in Fuyu closing the box, Shujinkou would have never have guessed that she aforementioned solution meant was to join him in it.
"Uh…" He was rendered speechless as he felt her shoulders touch his. The situation he suddenly found himself in was almost more than he can bear.
"You know, the two of us in this box is like the two date missions in Peace Walker," Fuyu pointed out.
"Please don't compare this situation to those two missions," the flustered male quickly replied. A single sentence has made the situation even more uncomfortable.
"Then it's like any mission where two players are using the Love Box to sneak past enemies," Fuyu changed her answer, yet it still didn't make the situation any less uncomfortable. "So what were you thinking about in this box?"
"It's not important," Shujinkou shrugged.
"I can tell something's bothering you, you know," Fuyu said. "If you want to talk about it, I'm here to listen."
Shujinkou immediately averted his gaze. He wasn't really sure if he wanted to talk about what was bothering him.
"I promise whatever you say won't leave this box," Fuyu pledged. "I swear on the honor of Student Council President."
Shujinkou turned his gaze back towards Fuyu and was surprised by the sincerity in her eyes. It's not something you see often from someone you don't know very well.
"Have… Have you ever felt yourself longing for something and yet have a slight resentment towards that very same something?" he asked.
"Well, I think everyone feels that way sometimes," Fuyu replied. "My mom says it's a natural feeling humans have."
"Really?" Shujinkou eyes lit up with curiosity.
"She's all about the human psyche," she casually shrugged. "So what are you longing for that you also have issues with?"
"It's, uh…" Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek. "It's Jomei. My father."
"You call him by his first name?" Fuyu was surprised to learn that. Because she was always around her mother when she was younger, she knew a first name basis relationship with parents meant one of two things. "Huh…"
"It's kind of a whole thing," Shujinkou sighed. "Am I crazy for feeling this way about him?"
"Well, I can't exactly answer that question since you haven't exactly told me what your issue is with him," Fuyu pointed out.
"How can I explain it…" Shujinkou wondered aloud. "You can say that we're like Snake and Big Boss."
"You want to kill each other?" Fuyu's eyes widened with surprise. Shujinkou wasn't sure if she was serious or not.
"Okay, bad comparison," quickly retracting his last statement, Shujinkou wracked his brain around trying to find a way to explain his emotions. "It's kind of like… He, uhm…"
Shujinkou silently scratched his cheek once more.
"You know, I kinda really don't want to talk about it," Shujinkou sighed. "I just want to forget about it entirely."
"Hm… Okay," Fuyu smiled. "But if you ever do want to talk about, I'm always willing to lend an ear."
"Thanks, Fuyu," a small smile crept onto his face.
"No problem," Fuyu happily replied.
Meanwhile, Natsuki laid spread across her bed, constantly playing back the scene from earlier in her head. She and the others had just caught a glimpse of Shujinkou's father, Jomei.
He had slick jet black hair and matching eyes that were filled with the confidence his son himself lacked. But he wasn't alone. Seeing his father's arms wrapped around a woman he never met before caused a look of surprise and confusion to form on the son's face. Natsuki kept her eyes trained on Shujinkou as he slowly and awkwardly made his way to Jomei. Once close enough, Shujinkou started to open his mouth until his father passed him by without even a first glance. The last thing she saw before he quickly left was a hurt face.
"Dang…" Natsuki muttered.
Chapter 26: Granny and Daddy
Chapter Text
"So, you want to get out of the box now?" Fuyu asked.
"Yeah," Shujinkou nodded his head.
The two wasted no time climbing out of the box and take the opportunity to stretch their crying limbs.
"Well…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he tried to find the words he wanted to say. "I guess I'll go somewhere else now."
He didn't want to be rude, but the conflicted male desired some time alone to think.
"Okay. I have some presidential stuff to take care of anyway," Fuyu said.
"Really? Like what?" Shujinkou queried.
His curiosity quickly retreated back inside of him as he watched Fuyu adjust her glasses in a professional manner; her demeanor instantly changing from a young school girl to that of a powerful politician.
"I'm sorry, but that's confidential information," Fuyu replied; her tone matching the same one she had when they first met.
"O-Okay…" Shujinkou nervously answered. "Sorry for asking."
"No need to apologize," Fuyu innocently smiled, changing her demeanor once more. "Try to feel better, okay?"
"I'll try," Shujinkou nodded as watched the young president casually stroll away.
The moment she was gone, Shujinkou instinctively breathed a sigh of relief.
"Fuyu's presidential side can be a real tiring experience," he thought as he entered the resort through the back entrance. "Still, I do appreciate her concern. The school would probably freak out if they saw her other side. Hm…"
The young man's mind started to flash back to earlier in the day; the event that made him hideout in a cardboard box in the first place.
"I wonder if ruined the others fun today…" Shujinkou wondered aloud, his voice layered with guilt.
But that curious thought soon vanished from his mind the moment he caught his father walk by with the lady he was with earlier. Seeing the their lips touch over and over again was enough for him to feel like an arrow pierced his heart and circled around for another run.
"Guess who?" he heard as a pair of hands blanketed his eyes.
"Sayori…" he sorrowfully answered.
"You don't sound so happy to see me," Sayori said, retracting her hands back to her side.
"It's not you and it's not that I'm not happy, it's just that I feel…" Shujinkou paused for a moment. "I conflicted about my father being here. I know it wouldn't be fair to deny him entry here, but it still makes things kinda awkward."
"Maybe you don't have to worry about any awkwardness between you two," Sayori said with a bright face. "Maybe all his focus will be on his new girlfriend."
"Another girlfriend…" Shujinkou sighed.
Suddenly, the young man was rendered speechless as he was pulled into the deepest recesses of his mind. Sheer horror contorted his face into many different expressions that represented the sheer horror of remembering gasping and crashing until a loud booming sound woke him from his trance. Back in the realm of reality, Shujinkou was startled to find Sayori’s hands pressed together in front of his face.
"I'm back. I'm back" he said. "Anyway, there's nothing much I can do about anything, which means that I'll just have to deal with the situation that I'm in."
A tired sigh escaped from Shujinkou's mouth.
"So, I guess it's too late to go out and explore the city, huh?" Shujinkou asked.
"Mm-hmm," Sayori nodded. "But don't worry. The others said they have other things to occupy their time."
"Hmm… Want to watch Spirited Away together?" Shujinkou suggested.
"Eh?!" Sayori exclaimed. Her cheeks turned bright red and her eyes widened with surprise, a reaction that confused Shujinkou.
"Did you have other plans?" he asked.
"No, No!" she frantically replied. "It's just that, well… we haven't watched a movie together in a really long time."
"Really?" Shujinkou was surprised to hear that, but after giving it some thought, he realized that it has been a long time. "Alright then… I guess we should make up for lost time."
"Okay!" Sayori beamed.
"I'll get the popcorn. You get the candy," Shujinkou instructed with a smile.
"On it!" the excited girl saluted.
Later that night, Hisa's eyes scanned the pages of a mystery novel she was currently reading, before closing it in disappointment.
"I knew the butler did it," Hisa sighed. "Wonder if the girls know any good mystery novels to read."
Hisa casually tossed the book in the top drawer of The Front Desk, just as Jomei walked in with hair that looked like it's been ruffled by a tornado.
"Had a big night in the city?" Hisa grinned.
"Like you wouldn't believe," Jomei chuckled. "I love this city and its lovely population of women."
"You're not very subtle are you?" Hisa chuckled along with the customer.
"I can be very subtle," Jomei replied. "Well, when I want to. It mostly depends on the kind of lady I date. They can be really picky on the guy they like."
"…You know, it's a good thing Shujinkou's apple fell way far from your tree," Hisa cringed, shaking her head in a disapproving manner.
"Shujinkou… How is the kid?" Jomei asked.
"He's good," Hisa replied with a nonchalant shrug. "Or at least he was until something happened today that made him crawl into and hideout in a cardboard box for a while."
"Really? What happened?" the curious man asked.
"Well, his father kinda basically purposefully ignored his very existence," Hisa answered.
Jomei eyes instinctively glanced to the left before returning to what they glanced away from.
"What?" Jomei replied.
"Yeah. Plus, his eagle-eyed grandmother noticed the father quickly glance at him and then back to the lady of the week which led to the Shujinkou ending up hurt ending up hurt," Hisa continued. "And I assume that it was all so nothing spoiled your date."
"Right…" Jomei muttered. "Listen…"
"Stop right there," Hisa interrupted, quickly shoving her hand over his mouth. "Now listen; I know we're not exactly friends and we probably should be at odds more, considering what went down between you and my daughter. Heck, you're probably surprised that I let you stay here. But what happened in the past is in the past and between you two. Plus I'm a professional, which means that it is against my policy to let my personal feelings affect business. Understand?"
Jomei nodded his head, giving Hisa the confirmation to retract her arm.
"But let me tell you something, Jomei," Hisa continued. "Hurt my grandson again and business professional Lady Hisa will turn into a very ticked off Granny Hisa. Got it?"
Jomei nodded his head.
"Good," Hisa smiled. "Enjoy your stay."
Hisa carefully placed her headphones over her head and walked into her office with a carefree whistle, leaving Jomei to ponder what she just told him and think about his actions.
"Dang…" Jomei muttered.
Chapter 27: Stranger's Offer
Chapter Text
A small yawn broke through the entrapment that was Sayori's lips as she awoke from her deep slumber. Forcing her drowsy eyes open, the half-awake girl noticed that the TV in front of her was still on.
"Oh, right," Sayori yawned once more. "Movie time with Shujinkou…"
Her eyes scanned the room through half closed eyelids, eventually noticing that her friend was not anywhere to be seen.
"Where did he go?" she wondered aloud.
The curious girl soon found her answer to that question as she felt something brush up against her thighs. Wondering what it could have been, she looked down and caught glimpse of a sight that would wake her up completely: her childhood friend resting on her lap.
"Eh???" that was all Sayori could muster up the strength to say as she tried to wrap her head around the situation she found herself in. All she could do was look down at him with bright red cheeks. "Hey, Shujinkou…"
The sleeping teen continued to toss and turn about until finally finding a position he felt comfortable in. Though finding the entire situation strange and unbelievable at first, Sayori quickly felt the awkward atmosphere vanish as she continued to watch Shujinkou slumber peacefully. Seeing her friend sleep with such an innocent expression on his face had a strange effect on her, leading her to start stroking his head out of pure instinct.
"And he says I don't have any sense of personal space," she giggled as her fingers continued to slowly course through the strands of hair that rested on her friend's head over and over again.
This act continued on for several minutes, until Sayori noticed Shujinkou beginning to come to. Her hands quickly dropped to her side as she watched him slowly sit up and open his eyes.
"Morning…" Shujinkou yawned.
"Morning, Shujinkou," Sayori cheerfully waved.
But despite her cheery hello, a worried expression formed on Shujinkou's face.
"Are you okay, Sayori?" he suddenly asked.
"Yeah," Sayori nodded. "Why do you ask?"
"Because your cheeks are really red," Shujinkou answered.
"Eh? No! I'm feeling really good! Seriously, nothing's wrong!" Sayori frantically assured him.
"If you say so…" Shujinkou shrugged, deciding not to press any further. After all, he was pretty sure that if anything serious was bothering her, she would let him know.
Later that day, the two walked into lobby.
"So, what should we do today?" Sayori asked.
"I don't know," Shujinkou replied. "But whatever it is, we should make sure that it's really good since we have to head back home tomorrow. Maybe we could…"
Shujinkou's train of thought immediately flew off its track as his eyes were immediately drawn towards his father. He silently watched Jomei read a page of the local newspaper as he took another sip from his coffee cup.
"What do you want to do, Shujinkou?" Sayori asked, sporting a curious expression.
"Uhm…" Shujinkou wondered that very thing himself. He did want to talk to his father, but he wasn't sure that his father wanted to talk to him or even want to be in the same room together. After deliberating what action he should take, he finally reached a course of action he decided was best. "Let's head to the city."
"Okay," Sayori nodded.
The two casually start to make their way towards the front entrance. Once they get past that threshold, they could head into the city and find something to do. Perhaps they could visit the local ice cream shop and stuff themselves full of sweets or maybe…
"Hold it right there, Shujinkou," Jomei said, his eyes still glued to the paper.
A single sentence was all it took for Shujinkou and Sayori to freeze in place.
"How do fathers do that?" Shujinkou mumbled.
Despite his instincts telling him otherwise, Shujinkou nervously turned around and met eyes with his father. Like it was so long ago, he felt like he was looking into the eyes of a stranger.
"Hey there, son" Jomei waved, an action Shujinkou found hard to believe was happening.
"Hey, father…" Shujinkou awkwardly waved back.
He wasn't sure what else to say after that. Because of yesterday, the entire moment felt completely awkward.
"Hey, Shujinkou's father!" Sayori happily waved.
The two watched the enigmatic man place his cup on a nearby coaster, fold his newspaper and slowly make his way to the two. Each step he took filled Shujinkou with curiosity and fear.
"Hmm…" Jomei looked his son and then at Sayori. "You two have gotten taller."
"Well, you haven't seen us in a while so you're bound to say that," Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled, trying to alleviate the daunting atmosphere.
"Well, you got me there," Jomei agreed. "Anyway, are you busy today?"
"Why do you ask?" Shujinkou asked.
The confused boy wondered why his father wanted to know whether he was busy or not. He had an idea of what the reason could be, but immediately dismissed it as ludicrous.
"You leave tomorrow right? Let's hang out before you have to head back," Jomei suggested.
Shujinkou and Sayori simply stared at Jomei in disbelief. They could not believe what they just heard.
"What's wrong?" Jomei asked.
"It's just that…" Shujinkou didn't want to say that would be the last thing he expected his father to say to him, even though that exactly what he thought. Suddenly, he felt a wealth of repressed emotions break through the dam he created years ago. He couldn't believe such a simple proposal could elicit such a reaction from him. "I was kinda thinking that, um…"
The conflicted teen continued to stumble over his words as he tried to figure out what to say.
"You should hang out with him," Sayori suddenly said in a cheerful manner.
"You think?" Shujinkou was surprised that his friend would say that. "But what about doing something fun together while here?"
"We just did something fun together last night," Sayori pointed out. "Besides you know that you want to take your father up on his offer."
Shujinkou couldn't argue with that fact. He knew in fact that deep down; he did want to go with his father. 5 minutes of internal debating later, Shujinkou decided to accept his father's offer and followed him out of the spa resort.
"Are you sure it was good for him to go with his father?"
Sayori curiously turned around and was surprised to find Yuri sitting beside her.
"Why would you ask that?" Sayori asked.
"Well…" Yuri closed her eyes and thought back to the father and son's brief encounter from the day before. "I'm just worried that things may not turn out the way he wants it to. I know what it's like for that to happen and it's unpleasant to say the least."
"I think you're worrying too much," Sayori insisted. "But, still…"
Suddenly stopping mid-sentence, Sayori remained silent with a blank expression on her face until she heard the loud roar of her hungry stomach.
"Time for lunch!" she happily announced.
Chapter 28: My Father and I... Part 1
Chapter Text
"Dad? Dad?" Shujinkou curiously walked downstairs and noticed his father sitting on his favorite chair. Slightly increasing the grip on the paper he carried down with him, the innocent child approached the man. "Hey, Dad, want to see the drawing I made?"
"Not now, kid," Jomei instantly answered, keeping his eyes trained on his magazine.
"Oh..." Shujinkou replied, awkwardly scratching his right cheek. "What about later?"
"No promises," Jomei answered.
"Okay…" the disappointed child looked down at his drawing of his father carrying him on his back and then back to Jomei before returning to his room.
Once there, he noticed a magazine lying on his floor. Giving in to his curiosity, the boy picked the magazine up from his floor and opened the piece of literature.
"Father, what are we doing?" Shujinkou looked up from his magazine and turned his gaze towards his father, whose nose was buried deep in his own piece of literature.
"Quiet. We can't draw attention to ourselves," Jomei instantly replied.
Shujinkou couldn’t help but wonder why after his father asked to spend time together that they were trying to act inconspicuous. After spenindg the next five minutes pondering what was going through his father's head, Jomei suddenly looked to his left and then to his right.
"Let's move, kid," Jomei instructed.
Following his father's lead, Shujinkou walked down a nearby alley and his head was immediately filled with every possible negative consequence that action could have.
"Father, what are we doing here?" he asked, trying his best to prevent Jomei from realizing how nervous he was.
"You'll see," Jomei answered.
The mysterious man raised his left fist and tapped it against a specific brick on the wall in front of them. The brick slid to the right, revealing a pair of grey eyes peering out from the darkness.
"This is highly suspicious…" Shujinkou mumbled.
"What's the password?" Jomei was asked.
Suddenly, Shujinkou's line of sight was obscured by his father's right hand, causing his suspicions to soar even higher. After what seemed like forever, Jomei's hand returned to his side as several bricks were moved to the left, revealing a large, scary man standing in front of a door.
"Where has my father brought me…?" Shujinkou was almost paralyzed with fear as the man's gaze turned towards him.
The man then turned his gaze towards Jomei and grinned.
"Back already eh, Jomei!" the man laughed. "Who's the kid?"
"He's mine," Jomei casually shrugged.
"I didn't know you had a kid," the man said. "Anyway, come on in."
The man opened the door and Shujinkou followed his father through it.
"Wha…" that was all the shocked boy could say once he was inside. What he thought would be a highly illegal base of operations turned out to be a nightclub.
"Wait a minute… a dance club in the afternoon?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
"The party never stops here, kid" Jomei grinned as he led the two to his favorite table. "Welcome to a place only available to those who know it exists."
"How do you know this place exists?" his curious son asked.
"I have my ways," Jomei answered as he took his seat.
Following his father's movements, Shujinkou awkwardly attempted to casually sit down and looked around once more. Seeing the type of people who were around and just the general feel of the place he was in, Shujinkou couldn't help but feel out of place and a little worried.
"So… why are here?" Shujinkou asked.
"I needed a place to unwind after what happened last night," Jomei answered.
"What happened?" Shujinkou asked.
"My, uh, lady friend kind of got me a little irve last night and had her w…" Jomei went quiet for a moment, something his son was grateful for. "Anyway, I kind of acted like a fool in front of your grandmother after the succubus left and decided to hang out here."
It was times like this when Shujinkou wished he was ignorant about the subjects his father talked about sometimes. But despite how uncomfortable they were, hearing that was a surprise for him. He never thought his father would ever be in that kind of situation.
"Anyway, how's junior high?" Jomei asked.
"I'm in my second year of high school," Shujinkou corrected.
"How's that going?" Jomei asked.
"Fine," Shujinkou shrugged.
"Anything interesting?" Jomei asked.
"I'm in a Literature Club," Shujinkou answered.
"That's cool," Jomei calmly stood up. "I'm going to get a drink."
Shujinkou could only sigh as he watched his father walk to the nearby bar.
Meanwhile, Sayori and Yuri were still conversing in the Spa Resort's main lobby.
"Did you ever find out who won us the trip here?" Sayori asked.
"Not really," Yuri shook her head. "But the final product must have been really good for our school to win."
"It was," Hisa interjected, her sudden appearance startling Yuri.
"L-L-Lady Hisa," the frantic girl said. "How long have you been there?"
"I just got here," Hisa chuckled as she scratched her right cheek. "Sorry, did I scare you?"
"Ah… not much," Yuri replied.
"What are you doing here, Granny Hisa?" Sayori asked.
The youthful grandmother sat down between the two and smiled.
"Well, I was cleaning my office and stumbled upon..." Hisa dug into her kimono and pulled out a picture frame for all to see. "…This!"
Sayori and Yuri looked down at the photo. It depicted a much younger Shujinkou and Sayori sitting on the shoulders of a muscular elderly man.
"Hey, it's Grandpa!"Sayori couldn't help but smile at the sight of someone she has not seen in such a long time.
"That's your grandfather?" Yuri queried.
"No, that's Shujinkou's grandpa," Sayori corrected. "He's an adventurer."
"Isamu liked to be referred to as 'The Adventurer,'" Hisa added. "That man and adventurous journeys go together like something that goes well together with something else."
"And he used to tell us all about all the time," Sayori continued. "Along with showing us all the cool stuff he found."
"He found so much stuff that there are several rooms that are specifically used just to store them," Hisa added as she looked down at the photo. A solemn expression appeared on her face as she continued to stare at Isamu, something that has not gone unnoticed by the girls. "Miss you, Isamu…"
Taking a deep breath, Hisa returned to a happier disposition.
"By the way, have you two seen my grandson?" Hisa asked. "I wanted to show him this."
"He went somewhere with Jomei to hang out," Sayori answered.
Silence overtook Hisa as she tried to process what she has been told.
"…Say that again," Hisa finally said.
"He's hanging out with Jomei," Sayori repeated.
"Huh… Wonder how that's going?" Hisa wondered aloud.
Chapter 29: My Father and I... Part 2
Chapter Text
"Avast ye, scurvy dogs!" Shujinkou yelled until a sword shape object crashed into his right cheek. "Ow!"
"Sorry, Shujinkou," Sayori apologized; embarrassed over the fact that she actually hit her friend.
"No need to apologize. I can use this as a reason to get the eyepatch," Shujinkou chuckled.
"You have an eyepatch?" Sayori asked.
"Well, it's really my dad's, but I'm pretty sure he'll let me borrow it," Shujinkou clarified.
"Why does your dad have an eyepatch?" Sayori questioned.
"I don't really know," Shujinkou said. "But I'm going to see if he'll let me borrow it for our pirate fight."
The innocent young boy ran into his house and walked into the living room. Jomei wasn't there, prompting him to head upstairs. The second he made it past the top step, he heard a very strange scream. Surprisingly, it wasn't one produced by fear, which only caused his curiosity to grow.
Shujinkou cautiously approached his parent's door and clutched the door handle. Going against his second thoughts, he opened the door and saw something that caused him to wake up screaming in the club his father has brought him to.
His neck a little stiff from sleeping on the table, Shujinkou slowly sat up and looked at his phone. To his complete and utter shock, according to the clock on his phone, he has been asleep for 6 hours. He then looked around and found that his father was still at the bar.
"…and that's how we ended up in a field in the middle of nowhere," Jomei smirked as he finished what little was left of his drink. Sometimes he just felt compelled to drink when he told others of the misadventures he's had in the past. Once done, he gently placed it back on the bar table and watched the bartender take the glass away. "Wonder if I should tell her how I got out of that situation?"
He started to think back to the moment when he…
"Hey, father…"
His train of thought crashing before it could make its destination; Jomei turned around and was genuinely surprised by the glum expression on his son's face.
"What's wrong, kid?" he asked.
"Well, it's just that you've kind of been over here for hours," Shujinkou pointed out.
Seeing the blank expression on his father's face caused him to wonder if his father realized that he was asleep the entire time.
"…So, you're not enjoying yourself here?" Jomei queried.
"It's kinda not my thing," Shujinkou instinctively shrugged.
"Really? I thought all adolescent boys wanted to come in here at least one," Jomei replied.
While Shujinkou could not deny the fact that he was curious about what was inside places like this, video games and manga already satisfied that question.
"Alright then, let's get out of here," Jomei said with a casual shrug.
The feeling of relief washed over Shujinkou as he followed his father out of the establishment.
"So what should we do now?" Shujinkou asked.
The next location was not what he was expecting at all. Waiting for his father outside of a random store was not exactly his idea of "hanging out."
As the disgruntled male continued to wait, he couldn't help but notice a small boy carried down the sidewalk by his father. Seeing the smiles on their faces invoked a sense of envy in him; a feeling he couldn't keep down even if he wanted to. It was also at that point where he realized that he had a lot of patience when it came to his father when he was younger.
"Here," Jomei's sudden appearance startled Shujinkou as he was handed a can of soda.
"Thanks," he said as he accepted the drink. But this nice gesture wasn't enough for Shujinkou to feel a tad bit neglected.
"So, kid…" Jomei glanced towards his son and quietly stared at him for a few moments. "You said you were in a literature club?"
"Huh?" a mixture of surprise and amazement welled up inside Shujinkou. He genuily couldn't believe that his father remembered him saying that. "Oh, yeah, I am in one."
"Why?" Jomei queried.
Just like with his grandmother, Shujinkou wasn't too surprised that someone would ask why he was in a literature club.
"Because Sayori asked me too," Shujinkou answered as he scratched his right cheek. "She said she didn't want me to become a basement dweller or something. But despite the circumstances of my joining, I do like being in it."
"Actually enjoying something that you were stronghold into… I know what's that like," thinking back to the times he was in those situations was enough to elicit a small chuckle out of Jomei. "By the way, those other girls you were with, are they part of the club too?"
"Yeah," Shujinkou nodded.
"Right…" Jomei snickered. "Being surrounded by 4 girls… No wonder you like being in it."
His continued snickers caused his offspring's cheeks to change to a bright red hue as he eventually realized the reason he was laughing.
"That's not what I meant!" Shujinkou yelled.
"You say that, yet you're face is completely red," Jomei pointed out. "Are you saying that they're not the reason you stay?"
"Not for the reason you're thinking of…" Shujinkou replied, his cheeks still red with embarrassment.
But that wasn't the only emotion he felt. Close behind the embarrassment brought out by his father's teasing lied genuine anger and happiness.
"Anyway, do you need any advice on how to deal with the various kinds of women?" Jomei offered.
"Not really," Shujinkou instantly answered in an annoyed tone.
"Fine," Jomei shrugged. "But how are you going to more about the opposite sex if you don't take my advice."
Shujinkou responded with a facial expression that was a combination of indifference and irritation; a combination that Jomei didn't even know existed.
"Can we please talk about something else?" Shujinkou asked.
"Like what?" Jomei asked.
There was one topic that Shujinkou wanted to talk about with his father for the longest time. He was afraid to bring it up, but he also knew that there was probably no other chance to do so. With a nervous look in his eye, Shujinkou looked up at his father.
"…Why did you leave?" he solemnly asked.
Chapter 30: My Father and I... Part 3
Chapter Text
Shujinkou walked along the path up to the spa resort until he noticed a familiar pink-haired individual sitting next to the entrance.
"What are you doing out here, Natsuki?" Shujinkou asked.
"Nothing really," Natsuki answered, diverting her gaze and using her book to cover her pink cheeks. "I'm just reading some manga out in the moonlight. N-Not for any specific reason, in case you were wondering."
"Okay," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
Natsuki turned back to Shujinkou. He was holding a green balloon while wearing a t-shirt and hat from the local amusement park.
"You and your dad must have had a lot of fun today, huh…" Natsuki said.
"Mm," Shujinkou smiled. "Went to the amusement park, played some games and ate a lot of candy… lots and lots of candy."
"Oh… that's cool," Natsuki said with a casual shrug.
Natsuki silently stared at Shujinkou with a worried look on her face. It was like she knew something he didn't.
"You sure you're okay?" she asked.
"Yeah," Shujinkou said, scratching his right cheek once more. "Why would you ask?"
"No real reason. Just asking a question, dummy," Natsuki casually replied. "Anyway, we gotta pack our bags so we won't have any issues leaving tomorrow. You coming?"
"In a minute. I got something to do out here," Shujinkou said.
"Oh… Alright then," Natsuki answered, diverting her gaze once more. "Good night."
"Good night," Shujinkou replied, waving his fellow club member goodbye.
As soon as Natsuki was out of sight, Shujinkou walked to a nearby to a nearby bench and plopped down on the slightly cold surface. He felt the cold night air caress his cheeks as he closed his eyes and thought back to what happened earlier, back to when his father was rendered speechless by his sudden question.
"Why'd you leave?" Shujinkou asked his father again. He refused to take silence as an answer and already planned to keep asking until he got an answer.
"Because…" Jomei solemnly stared into his son's eyes. They were filled with determination and desperation. "I can't say…"
"Why not?" Shujinkou couldn't begin to fathom why is father couldn't answer such a simple question.
"Because it's none of your concern," Jomei sighed.
"None of my…!" Holding back his budding anger, Shujinkou sighed and asked, "What do you mean it's none of my concern? I think not having a father in my life is my concern. Not to mention you left at a time I really could've of used one."
"Kid…" Jomei sighed.
"Is that the reason why you left or did you have some kind of falling out with mom?" Shujinkou asked.
"Your mother doesn't have anything to do with why I left," Jomei answered.
Shujinkou bit his lip as another possible reason popped into his head. It was one he wanted to keep out, but he just had to know whether it was true or not.
"Am… Am I the reason you left?" Shujinkou asked.
Completely terrified of what the response could be, Shujinkou anxiously waited for his father to say something, anything. But his father remained silent, causing his anxiety to skyrocket. After waiting for what seemed like forever, Jomei finally opened his mouth.
"…Kinda," Jomei answered.
Shujinkou opened his eyes and started chuckling as he remembered the expression he had when he heard that.
"Guess it really was me after all," he said, scratching his right cheek. "It makes sense. I kinda always thought that could be the reason but I guess I just didn't want to believe it."
Letting out a sigh, Shujinkou looked up at the night sky as he felt something hot escape through his eyes. Thinking back to his childhood and every interaction he had with Jomei back then; there was just one more question he had left.
"Why doesn't he want me?" Shujinkou cried.
He was so wrapped up in his own sorrow that he was completely unaware that Natsuki was watching him the entire time.
"Dummy… Putting on such a brave face," she silently sympathized.
The next day, Shujinkou walked into the lobby with the of the Literature Club and let out a mountain sized yawn.
"Didn't get much sleep last night?" his grandmother asked, scratching her right cheek.
"Not really," Shujinkou answered, also scratching his right cheek.
"Don't worry, you can rest all you want on the way home," Hisa grinned.
"Yeah… I guess," a small smile crept onto his face. It felt nice to have a family member care about him.
But that small smile a worried expression to appear on his grandmother's face.
"Are you okay, Shujinkou?" she quiered.
"Yeah. I'm good," Shujinkou nodded.
"If you say so," Hisa said, quickly wrapping her arms around Shujinkou. "See ya, Shujinkou."
"See ya, Granny Hisa," Shujinkou smiled, hugging her back.
"See ya, Granny Hisa!" Sayori joined in the hug, squeezing the two with all her might.
"See ya, Sayori!" Hisa chuckled.
"It was nice meeting you, Lady Hisa," Monika smiled.
"It was nice meeting you all too," Hisa replied. "I want you all to know you can come back whenever you want."
"Like we can afford to do that," Natsuki said.
"That's a good one, Natsuki. Like I'd make you guys pay," Hisa chuckled. "Anyway, have a nice trip home, kids."
Nothing left to say, the Literature Club followed their fellow students out of the spa resort to return to their lives as high school students. With the resort devoid of all students, Hisa gently placed her earbuds in her ears and sighed.
"I warned that man and he still ended up hurting my grandson," she said. "He was smart to leave while I wasn't looking and also a bit lucky that Isamu's gone.""
Hisa started up her playlist of songs and slowly walked towards her office.
"I just hope things don't end up the same as last time," she lamented.
She soon stepped into her office, closed the door behind her and started to remember a moment she really didn't want to.
A long time ago, she visited her grandson and found him crying in his room.
"I know it hurts a lot right now, Shujinkou. But you have to believe me when I say that you'll soldier through it," Hisa said.
"I…" the young boy coughed as he continued to cry. "I'm the reason dad left, aren't I?"
"What!? Why would you say that?" Hisa asked.
"Because it just makes sense!" Shujinkou sobbed. "I'm the reason he left! I just know it!"
Unable to see her grandson in such a stat, Hisa pulled him into an embrace while breaking down into tears herself.
"That's not the reason he left," comforted Hisa, squeezing her grandson as hard as she could. "You're not the reason. I promise you, Shujinkou, you're not the reason."
Kitsune Spa Trip: The End
Chapter 31: Bonus: Deleted Scenes
Chapter Text
So, during the course of writing the Kitsune Spa Trip storyline, I wrote a few scenes that were either alternate versions of the finished ones or were ultimately unused. Since I wouldn't want them to go to waste, I decided to share them with everyone. Hope you enjoy.
Note: Since they weren't used, these scenes were never properly finished. Meaning they will just cut off at random points.
Alternate Scene # 1
A/N: Here's an alternate version of Chapter 23: A Familiar Look.
"What are you doing here?" Shujinkou asked.
"Ah…" Yuri closed her eyes and took a deep breath. After a minute of silence, Yuri opened her eyes and clutched the book she had even harder. "I was wondering if you could look at something for me."
"Look at what?" Shujinkou asked.
"This…" Shujinkou watched the book Yuri brought with her slowly gravitate towards him. He reached for the book before it was immediately pulled back to Yuri's chest. Embarrassed by her knee-jerk response, Yuri turned away, clutching the book tighter than before.
"Sorry…" Yuri apologized. "It's just that… I never did this before."
Shujinkou quietly scratched his right cheek. After another moment of silence, Shujinkou offered his right arm. Yuri simply stared at his outstretched arm and once again tried to hand the book to him. After constant pauses, the book finally reached his hand, which he happily accepted.
He opened the book and was surprised it contained pages and pages of very neat handwriting.
"I was wondering if I could get your opinion on what lies inside," Yuri requested.
"Are you sure you want my opinion?" Shujinkou asked. "I mean I'm not exactly a writer myself. I haven't even gotten past writing the first word… I haven't even got to the first word."
"Well, I would still appreciate your input anyway," Yuri replied.
"Okay," Shujinkou opened the door to his room and walked in, only to realize that he wasn't the only one.
Going against his instincts, Shujinkou simply shrugged and started to read Yuri's work. It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that by Page 2, his brain was already working overtime. Her writing was very metaphorical, forcing him to use everything he learned from the world of fiction to make sure he could understand the story she was trying to tell.
But her writing style wasn't the only thing that forced his brain to use its full potential. The genre of the story was psychological in nature and he had enough experience with those kinds of stories to know that they had infinite storytelling routes.
"Ah…" Shujinkou looked up and noticed Yuri was staring at him with a curious expression.
"What is it, Yuri?" he asked.
"N-Nothing…" she stammered. "It's just that I never seen you look so focused before."
"Oh," Shujinkou turned his attention back to the book and continued reading from where he left off. After thoroughly reading a few more pages, Shujinkou closed the book and sighed.
"Was it that bad?" Yuri worriedly asked.
"Huh? No, it wasn't bad. It was just a really crazy experience," Shujinkou replied.
"Crazy?" Yuri repeated, still wearing her trademark expression.
"I meant that I felt like I was in the protagonist shoes," Shujinkou explained.
"Oh, that's good," Yuri breathed a sigh of relief. "That's what I was going for. It's a tough task to balance giving the protagonist character while making them identifiable enough with the reader, but the results are well worth it."
"The writing itself also got me thinking and determined not to miss anything," Shujinkou added. "Plus, you did a good job at convincing me to keep reading. Overall, it was a very interesting first chapter."
"Hm… Well, I appreciate your input," Yuri happily replied.
"No problem," Shujinkou stretched his arms and let out another sigh. To say that his brain needed rest would be an understatement. Another moment of silence "Well then…"
"Ah, I've been doing some research regarding Big Boss," Yuri suddenly said.
Shujinkou's eyes lit up with curiosity. That was the last thing he expected anyone in the club to say.
"You did?" the baffled teenager replied.
"Well, you did make the character seem interesting enough to do so," Yuri nodded her head. "He first appeared in the first game as the surprise villain, appeared in the second game apparently surviving the first one, his remains was a plot device in Metal Gear Solid, made his first playable appearance in Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater to explore his past, returned in Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of the Patriots to make peace with his remaining clone/son: Solid Snake, starred in Metal Gear Solid: Peace Walker to continue showing what led him to become the person he was in the first game and appeared in Metal Gear Solid V as the last game in his story arc with a twist at the end.
One of the things I find that is interesting is how his story and character parallels Solid Snake's but in the end they both make different choices. One chooses to embrace evil while the other still strives to help the world that hates them both. Do you feel the same?"
"Uh…" That was the only thing Shujinkou could muster up the strength to say. The confusion he felt was easily comparable to Raiden's during Sons of Liberty.
But his confused state caused Yuri to become slightly worried.
"I got something wrong didn't I? Sorry," Yuri apologized.
"No, no… You didn't get anything wrong…" Shujinkou assured her. "It's just surprising to hear you talk about the Metal Gear franchise."
"Well, I was thinking the other day and realized that most of our interactions were mostly about my own interests. I thought it would only be fair if we talk about something that interested you," Yuri replied. "Besides, even though I'm not really into video games and haven't really explored stories with political themes, the story seemed interesting enough to give it a closer examination."
Once again, Shujinkou did not know how to respond. He felt touched and amazed that someone would go through all that trouble just to have a conversation with him.
"So, did you find anything else interesting during your research?" he asked.
"Well, it seems that fans of the series can be very harsh with each other when they get in an argument," Yuri said, while wearing an annoyed expression.
"Actually, that's kinda how it is when it comes to anything with fans on the internet," Shujinkou weakly chuckled, scratching his right cheek in the process. "A-Anything else?"
"Well, it also seems that the franchise contains a lot of retcons in regards to its continuity," Yuri added.
"To be fair, Kojima stated he was willing to do that if it benefits the story," Shujinkou replied.
"But don't too many retcons ruin the credibility and stability of the story?" Yuri asked.
"Not really," Shujinkou answered. "After looking at most of them, they usually add new meaning to the past games, plus, regarding the prequel game retcons, there's usually no reason for the future characters to know how they affect past games and the characters that were there have no reason to mention it during the events that take place."
"Hm… but what about the ones that aren't justified in those ways? Like how Big Boss being in a 10-year coma affects the backstory of Gray Fox?" Yuri asked.
"That one I willingly ignore," Shujinkou answered.
"Or how Dr. Madnar is revealed to be alive in Metal Gear Solid 4 even though Snake saw him die?" Yuri asked.
"I'm in denial there," Shujinkou sighed. "Anything else you liked other than the series?"
"I was really enraptured by the plot of Sons of Liberty and The Phantom Pain, the latter after the twist was revealed," Yuri replied.
"I'm not surprised by that answer," Shujinkou chuckled.
"Raiden's existential crisis and Snake's psychological issues were interesting to examine," Yuri continued.
"You… really did a lot of research, didn't you?" the amazed Shujinkou asked.
"Of course," Yuri brightly smiled. "I shouldn't do anything less when it involves a friend."
Alternate Scene #2
A/N: This one is an alternate version of Chapter 27: Stranger's Offer.
A small yawn broke through the entrapment that was Sayori's lips as she awoke from her deep slumber. Forcing her drowsy eyes open, the half-awake girl noticed that the TV in front of her was still on.
"Oh, right," Sayori yawned once more. "Movie time with Shujinkou…"
Her eyes scanned the room through half closed eyelids, eventually noticing that her friend was not anywhere to be seen.
"Where did he go?" she wondered aloud.
The curious girl soon found her answer to that question as she felt something brush up against her thighs. Wondering what it could have been, she looked down and caught glimpse of a sight that would wake her up completely: her childhood friend resting on her lap.
"Eh?" that was all Sayori could muster up the strength to say as she tried to wrap her head around the situation she found herself in. All she could do was look down at him with bright red cheeks. "Hey, Shujinkou…"
The sleeping teen continued to toss and turn about until finally finding a position he felt comfortable in. Though finding the entire situation strange and unbelievable at first, Sayori quickly felt the awkward atmosphere vanish as she continued to watch Shujinkou slumber peacefully. Seeing her friend sleep with such an innocent expression on his face had a strange effect on her, leading her to start stroking his head out of pure instinct.
"And he says I don't have any sense of personal space," she giggled as her fingers continued to slowly course through the strands of hair that rested on her friend's head over and over again.
This act continued on for several minutes, until Sayori noticed Shujinkou beginning to come to. Her hands quickly dropped to her side as she watched him slowly sit up and open his eyes.
"Morning…" Shujinkou yawned.
"Morning, Shujinkou," Sayori cheerfully waved.
But despite her cheery hello, a worried expression formed on Shujinkou's face.
"Are you okay, Sayori?" he suddenly asked.
"Yeah," Sayori nodded. "Why do you ask?"
"Because your cheeks are really red," Shujinkou answered.
"Eh? No! I'm feeling really good! Seriously, nothing's wrong!" Sayori frantically assured him.
"If you say so…" Shujinkou shrugged, deciding not to press any further. After all, he was pretty sure that if anything serious was bothering her, she would let him know.
Later that day, the two walked into lobby.
"So, what should we do today?" Sayori asked.
"I don't know," Shujinkou replied. "But whatever it is, we should make sure that it's really good since we have to head back home tomorrow. Maybe we could…"
Shujinkou's train of thought immediately flew off its track as his eyes were immediately drawn towards his father. He silently watched him place an ice pack on his head until Jomei's eyes met his own.
"Hey there, Shujinkou…" Jomei waved exhaustedly.
"Hey, father…" Shujinkou awkwardly wave back.
"Hey, Shujinkou's father!" Sayori happily waved.
Jomei groaned as he clutched the ice pack even harder than before.
"What's wrong with you?" Shujinkou asked.
"I think my, uh, 'lady friend' spiked my drink," Jomei sighed. "I believe I fell for the charms of a succubus."
"Uh, right…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as his grandmother walked in.
"Oh, perfect, I'm glad you two are here," Hisa grinned.
She casually strolled over to the two and immediately turned her attention to Jomei.
"So you were drunk last night," Hisa said. "Succubus?"
"Succubus…" Jomei sighed.
"Hm…" Hisa turned her attention towards her grandson. "You wouldn't believe what I found while I was cleaning my office."
"What did you find?" Shujinkou asked.
"A picture of your grandfather and me on our first date," she happily answered, holding the picture up for all to see.
It wasn't anything spectacular, just a simple portrait of a man and woman very much in love, but to Hisa it was something very special to her.
"I miss grandpa," Shujinkou suddenly said.
"Yeah, I miss him too," Hisa solemly agreed. "But that wasn't what I came to tell you about. After I found this, I found…"
Hisa dug into her bag and pulled out a piece of paper.
"…this!" Hisa grinned.
"…What's that?" Shujinkou asked.
"It's the treasure map you two made when you were younger," Hisa replied. "Remember?"
Shujinkou closed his eyes and tried to recall the event his grandmother was referring to.
Years ago, in the very spot they stand in now, Shujinkou and Sayori looked down at a small metallic box.
"Are you ready, Sayori?" Shujinkou asked, barely able to contain his excitement.
"Yeah!" Sayori eagerly nodded. "…Wait, what are doing again?"
"We're making a time capsule," Shujinkou explained once more. "We put something we really care about in it and years later we come back to unearth it."
Deleted Scene #1
A/N: This next scene is an unused scene that I decided not to follow through.
The next morning, a massive yawn escaped through Shujinkou's mouth as he stretched his tired arms.
"Wait a minute…" he mumbled under his breath.
He remained silent for a moment before walking towards the window. There he was able to get a view of the nearby beach. The beauty of the ocean reflecting the rays of the sun was exactly what Shujinkou's brain needed to solve his dilemma.
"That's right I was thinking about the plot of Spirited Away," Shujinkou remembered. "Where exactly was I again?"
Unfortunately time refused to allow him to find the solution to that question as he soon heard a knock on his door. As he walked towards the door, a white envelope slid through the bottom and brushed against his feet.
Without question, Shujinkou lifted the envelope up from the ground and read what entailed on the front.
"'Do not open until told so during the meeting up front.'," Shujinkou read aloud.
An hour later, Shujinkou found himself in the middle of a large crowd of second-year students, each one as curious as the next. Looking around the sea of confused faces twice, Shujinkou could safely assume that their host was up to something.
"Granny Hisa is up to something," Sayori said aloud.
"I agree," Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement.
Shujinkou turned his gaze towards his childhood friend and couldn't help but feel satisfied from the disappointment on her face.
"You're supposed to be startled," she pouted.
"I saw you two coming," Shujinkou replied.
"Aww…" Sayori disappointed expression remained on her face for a few more moments before turning into a bright and cheery smile. "Next time then."
"Not sure scaring someone is something to aspire for," Monika weakly chuckled.
Shujinkou wasn't worried though. Sayori's convictions weren't always consistent. He was sure that any effort she would put in towards scaring him wouldn't last past today.
"So, Shujinkou, any idea what your grandmother is planning?" Monika asked.
"I have no idea," Shujinkou shook his head.
"Maybe this was the Hisa-buisness she was talking about?" Sayori pointed out.
"She said that to you too?" Shujinkou asked.
"Mm-hmm," Sayori nodded. "She said after having bath with us."
"Oh, I see…" Shujinkou replied, fighting an almost losing battled with his facial expressions. "Did you guys talk about anything interesting?"
"Well, Natsuki couldn't let go of Granny's appearance," Sayori giggled.
"Can you blame me?" the aforementioned Natsuki interjected.
Natsuki and Yuri approached the three.
"She just doesn't look like someone's grandmother," Natsuki added. "Anyway, does anyone know what this meeting is about?"
"Not really, but I'm pretty sure that it has something to do with being a good host," Sayori answered.
"A good host?" the curious Yuri repeated.
"If there is one thing that is considered a tradition in my family; it would be the fact that each generation is told to be a good host to their guests," Shujinkou explained.
"Isn't that with everyone though?" Monika asked.
"Yeah, but Granny Hisa likes to take that motto and go above and beyond with it," Shujinkou added.
As if on cue, Hisa walked through the front door with a megaphone.
"Good morning, second-year winners!" she spoke into the device. "Are you ready for today's activity?"
Everyone student present simply stared at their host, unsure how to answer her question.
"Oh, that's right… I haven't told any of you what the activity was," Hisa weakly chuckled, scratching her right cheek in embarrassment. "Okay, today's fun activity is… A treasure hunt!"
Almost every student in the crowd groaned upon hearing what Hisa had planned. They all had their own agendas planned for the day and they didn't want it ruined by a forced activity.
"Did I forget to mention that if you guys win then a special prize awaits you," Hisa added.
Hisa giggled as she watched every student's eyes light up with interest.
"Alright then. Time to explain the rules," Hisa enthused. "For this contest, each student will be paired up and…
Alternative Scene #3
A/N: This scene is an alternate version of Chapter 24: Subtle.
The next day, something was happening near the Front Desk…
"Okay, Sayori, let's try this again," Natsuki glared at the Club VP as she peeked out from behind Shujinkou. "There were exactly five cookies on that plate for five people and yet four out those five people didn't get to eat any. What do you have to say about that!?"
"I don't know…" Sayori quietly replied, averting her gaze.
"You say you don't know anything and yet… YOU HAVE COOKIE CRUMBS ALL OVER YOUR FACE!" Natsuki pointed out.
"Oh. Thanks for reminding me," Sayori innocently licked the crumbs surrounding her mouth, enraging Natsuki even further.
"Don't just do that like you're not in trouble!" Natsuki yelled.
As Natsuki continued to blow her stack, Monika and Yuri analyzed a map of the immediate area on the former's phone.
"Where do you think we should go?" Yuri asked.
"Well, there are a lot of interesting locations," Monika replied. "Though I have to admit, I'm still a bit surprised that you wanted to go out to town with us. I thought you didn't like going out all that much."
"Ah, well…" Yuri remained silent for a moment. "I just thought it would nice to explore a new area."
Monika simply stared at Yuri and then smiled.
"That's a good idea, Yuri," Monika said.
"Eh?" the confused maiden replied.
"Instead of just trying to find one location to have fun at, we should just go explore as much as we can," Monika smiled. "Everyone good with that?"
The two turned their attention towards the other club members and watched Sayori and Natsuki pull Shujinkou back and forth between them.
"Stop hiding behind others!" Natsuki yelled.
"But you're acting really scary right now," Sayori argued.
"Oh boy…" Monika weakly laughed.
"Poor Shujinkou…" Yuri thought.
His grandmother on the other hand had a different reaction as she walked into the situation.
"If I didn't know any better, I would say that my grandson was in the middle of a harem argument," Hisa chuckled at the thought. In fact, the part that she found the most hilarious about the entire situation was that she was sure that Shujinkou wasn't aware of the kind of situation he was in.
Noticing Hisa from the corner of her eye, Sayori quickly left her position from behind Shujinkou and jumped behind her host.
"Did you eat all of the cookies?" Hisa asked.
"Maybe…" Sayori weakly laughed.
Hisa smiled at Sayori and casually strolled over to her grandson. She gently rested the back of her hand on his forehead, effectively bringing him back from the realm of dreams.
"What's going on?" Shujinkou asked before realizing that Natsuki's hands were wrapped around his waist.
Before he could say another word, Natsuki quickly pulled her hands back towards and turned away. He expected Natsuki to try to explain why her hands were connected to his waist, but she instead remained uncharacteristically silent.
"So what are you guys going to do today?" Hisa asked.
"I think we're going to explore the city today," Monika answered.
"Really? Well, luckily for you have a certified tour guide with you," Hisa replied.
"You're coming with us?" Sayori asked.
"No, I have Hisa-buisness to take care of," Hisa answered. "So, I'll leave that job up to Shujinkou."
The elderly woman turned to her grandson.
"You remember what Kuzuryu has to offer right?" Hisa asked.
Shujinkou silently nodded his head.
"Good," Hisa smiled. "Just don't take them to you-know-where. See ya."
And with that, Hisa walked into her office, leaving the club alone.
"You sure you're still a good tour guide?" Natsuki asked.
"Why do you ask that?" Shujinkou asked in response.
"Well, you haven't been around here for awhile," Natsuki replied.
"How do you know that?" Shujinkou asked.
The confused teen turned to his left and noticed Sayori chuckling in a suspicious manner. He solemnly scratched his right cheek and then shrugged.
"Well, I'm sure the city hasn't changed that much," Shujinkou answered. "Let's go."
The city of Kuzuryu is a very popular city known for its tourist sites, its variety of stores and, of course, the local spa resort.
"So, what should we do?" Natsuki wondered aloud.
"Well, there's only one thing to do when you don't know what to do in the city…" Monika smiled.
Moments later, the club stood in the middle of a local clothing shop, shocked by the expensive price tags that dangled in front of them.
"You might want to pick another store, Monika," Shujinkou suggested.
"Mm-hmm…" Monika sadly nodded.
10 minutes later, the club stood in the middle of another clothing store, once again shocked by the prices that were displayed in front of them.
"This place is pretty pricey to," Yuri noted.
"Maybe the next one…" Monika sadly smiled.
15 more minutes later, the club stood in front of a third clothing store, shocked by the prices that were displayed in the front window.
Shujinkou, Sayori, Natsuki and Yuri nervously glanced to their right and felt a chilling atmosphere emanate from Monika.
"Eh, maybe we should go somewhere to eat?" Sayori suggested.
Moments later, the group sat in a local ice cream shop, enjoying the sweets they have bought.
"3 tries and we still were unable to find a place to start…" Monika sighed.
"Well to be fair, maybe looking for clothing stores in the rich part of town wasn't a good place to start…" Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek.
"Well, you have a point there…" Monika agreed.
"Well those tries led us her, so I have no complaints!" Sayori happily stated.
"Perhaps it would be better to start with something that doesn't cost any money," Yuri suggested.
"You mean like the tourist sites?" Natsuki asked.
"I think I know where we can start," Monika smiled.
After finishing their treats, Monika led her club mates to the middle of the city, where they found a 20 foot statue carving of a 9-Tailed Fox and a 9-Headed Dragon locked in battle.
"This is the most popular tourist spot in the city; the statue of Kitsune and Kuzuryu," Shujinkou said.
"I heard about the legend. Kitsune and Kuzuryu. Two legendary creatures locked in eternal battle," Monika stated.
"A fox and a 9-headed dragon that constantly fight? I think we all know who always win those battles," Natsuki snarked.
"We do? Who?" Sayori asked.
"The dragon of course," Natsuki replied. "You think a fox with nine tails can beat a dragon with 9 heads?"
"Actually…" Shujinkou started.
"Not even the Kuramas," Natsuki interrupted.
"…Yes they would…" Shujinkou muttered. "Anyway, the fox always won."
"Really?!" Natsuki exclaimed.
"Yep. The kind-hearted fox always wins against the morally ambiguous dragon," Shujinkou replied. "A classic battle of good vs. sometimes evil."
"Sometimes evil?" Yuri was surprised by the description Shujinkou used.
"The thing is that the fox and the dragon started off as enemies but eventually ended up as best friends and friendly rivals, which I'm pretty sure was the reason he didn't do anything bad since then," Shujinkou said. "It's said that after the fox died, the dragon went off the deep end."
"What happened after that?" Natsuki asked.
"I don't know," Shujinkou answered. "That's all Granny Hisa told me."
Deleted Moment
A/N: This last one is just a short conversation. It doesn't really fit anywhere, but I decided to throw it in because why not?
The next morning, Monika and Sayori walked out of their shared room and down the hallway.
"Ugh… I'm so hungry," Sayori reflexively clutched her stomach as it rumbled once more. "I hope the buffet is open."
"Sayori, the buffet is open 24/7," Monika replied.
"Oh yeah…" the sour expression that laid on Sayori's face was instantly replaced with a happy grin.
The two students reached the elevator at the end of the hallway, stepped inside and pressed the button embroiled with a golden "g."
Chapter 32: A Sudden Meeting
Chapter Text
"Shujinkou… Shujinkou…"
Sometimes snapping back to reality can be a bit jarring for Shujinkou. There are times when he is so deep in his thoughts that returning was equal to slamming the breaks to a fast moving vehicle and still colliding with whatever you were trying to avoid. But that wasn't the case this time. It was almost as if the emotion of shock has left him entirely.
Firmly back in the real world, Shujinkou turned away from the open window and looked up at his teacher.
"Shujinkou, it's time to leave," the teacher said.
Confused by that short sentence, the surprised student looked around the classroom only to find empty seats.
"Sorry. I was caught up in my thoughts," Shujinkou apologized.
"That's nothing new, but…" now wearing a worried expression, the teacher silently stared at their student. "Is there something wrong?"
"Not really," Shujinkou answered. "Why do you ask?"
"It just seems like you've been… not with us recently," his teacher said.
"It's nothing. I've just been thinking a lot," Shujinkou said.
"Okay, but if you have any issues, just remember you can tell me," his teacher reminded him.
All Shujinkou could reply with was a silent nod before gathering his things and leaving the classroom. He didn't really see the point of discussing his issues with anyone else. His father has confirmed that he basically doesn't want anything to do with him, causing him to feel as terrible as he did long ago.
Pain was the obvious outcome of such a scenario, but it was also accompanied by confusion. If his father didn't want him, why did he bother a poorly attempted father/son day? The only answer he could come up with was that it had to be beneficial to Jomei.
"I'm being stupid," Shujinkou sighed. "Sure that whole thing was a shock but it's not like things are any different."
Despite those words, Shujinkou eventually stops in the middle of the hallway, wearing a very pained expression on his face.
"I just gotta get over it," Shujinkou declared. "…Easier said than done. Just like last time…"
"LOOK OUT!"
Shujinkou quickly turned to his left and was greeted with a force so strong that it knocked him off his face. He reflexively covered his forehead as he searched for whatever it was that hurt him. His eyes soon found themselves glued to a small spherical figure.
"A basketball?" he said.
Suddenly a hand obscured his view of the ball, prompting the injured male to look up at its owner.
"You okay?" they asked.
Shujinkou could do nothing but stare at the individual in front of him. Their fair skin, golden yellow eyes and matching hair tied back in a ponytail only made his confused mind even more confused. Was she the one who threw the ball?
"Hey, are you there?" she asked.
"Huh? Oh, thanks," accepting her hand, Shujinkou was easily lifted up to his feet.
"Sorry about that," the girl chuckled as she reached down for the basketball. "I was showing the team a trick and the ball kinda flew out here."
Shujinkou silently stared at the girl, who in turn silently stared into his eyes. To him, it was like they were trying to read one another. Getting another good look at her, she didn't exactly look like the kind of person that had the strength to do what she accidently did to him. But he also knew that one should never judge a book by its cover.
"Man and I thought you only spaced out in class, Shujinkou," the girl grinned.
"Huh? How do you know my name?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well, we are in the same class," the girl answered with a casual shrug.
"We are?" Shujinkou asked.
"Yeah," the girl nodded. "I sit right behind you."
That was news to her fellow classmate. Of course, he couldn't really verify that claim since he never really had a reason to pay attention to any of his other classmates and they seldom ever interacted with him.
"Sorry. To be honest, I don't really pay that much attention to the others in my class," Shujinkou apologized as scratched his right cheek.
"Eh, no point in apologizing," the girl shrugged. "I'm Kiyoko by the way."
"Nice to meet you, Kiyoko," Shujinkou said.
Without averting her gaze, Kiyoko gently placed the basketball on her right index finger and spun it.
"So, where are you headed to?" she asked.
"I was just on my name to the Literature Club," Shujinkou answered.
"The school has a literature club?" that was the first time Kiyoko heard anything about the Literature Club, a fact that Shujinkou was not too surprised by.
"Well, yeah…" Shujinkou answered, scratching his right cheek once more.
"Hm…" Kiyoko silently stared at Shujinkou as she continued to balance the spinning ball on her finger. "Never pegged you as the literature type."
"Neither did I…" he awkwardly chuckled.
"Ah well. To each their own," Kiyoko shrugged.
"Kiyoko!"
The two students turned their gaze towards the open gym doors and noticed a group of girls waiting with anxious expressions.
"Gotta get back to work," Hiyoko's gaze returned to Shujinkou. "See ya later."
"Right," Shujinkou awkwardly grinned.
With a simple smile, Kiyoko raised her left fist and directed it towards him. Following her example, Shujinkou awkwardly raised his right fist and tapped it against hers.
The two fists soon part and Kiyoko ran into the gymnasium. Shujinkou thought she was just running up to her teammates, but she kept running and running until she finally launched herself off the ground. It was like watching a rocket taking off for its mission.
He watched the girl he just met glide through the air and slam the basketball in the basket on the opposite side of the gym.
"Whoa…" that was all the stunned boy could say at such a sight. That was the first time he saw someone his own age effortlessly perform a one-handed slam dunk. "That was awesome!"
He continued to watch as Kiyoko dropped down and turned back to him with a surprised expression. It soon turns into a grin and was followed by a wave goodbye, giving him a much needed reminder that there was somewhere he needed to be.
"Oh man, I'm late!" Shujinkou exclaimed as he rushed down the hall.
Chapter 33: Make a Date
Chapter Text
The following day, Shujinkou approached his homeroom's door until he felt a sharp pain emanate from his head.
"Man, my head still hurts…" Shujinkou groaned, gently clutching his head.
He could still remember the power the rogue basketball had when it knocked him off his feet. If there wasn't a wall for him to crash into, he was absolutely sure that he would have flown further than he did.
"Kiyoko has a really strong arm," Shujinkou noted. "I need to be careful around her when she has a basketball in hand…"
The pain left as quickly as it has arrived, allowing Shujinkou to finish his daily morning passage. As he walked into the classroom, he couldn't help but catch a glimpse of Kiyoko peacefully sleeping in the desk just behind his own.
Despite finding it a tad bit surprising, he assumed it was because she exhausted herself from yesterday's practice. After all, if she did what he saw her do for hours, he would be more surprised if she wasn't asleep.
"Shujinkou," he suddenly heard.
Recognizing the voice that called him, Shujinkou quickly turned around and met eyes with Monika.
"Good morning," Monika waved.
"Morning, Monika," Shujinkou with a wave back. "What are you doing he-?"
Shujinkou was rendered speechless once as he noticed that everyone in class was staring at the two of them, their faces lit with shock. He could not blame his classmates though. If it was not for the fact that he was in the club she created, the chances that they would interact at all would be zero.
He then proceeded to watch Monika as she reached into her bag and pull out a sketchbook.
"You left this behind yesterday at the club," she said as she returned the lost item to its owner.
"Ah, thanks. I was looking all over for this last night," Shujinkou chuckled. "It was kind of maddening that I couldn't finish my latest drawing."
"I know the feeling of not being able to finish something you want right away," Monika sympathized. "By the way, what were you drawing?"
"Secret," Shujinkou chuckled.
"Are you saying that just because I wouldn't let you read my story," Monika questioned.
"No…" without turning away, Shujinkou neatly tucked his sketchbook in his bag. "Yes."
"Fair enough," Monika giggled. "Well, se ya later."
With a quick wave goodbye, Monika left the classroom, leaving Shujinkou alone among a sea of stunned faces. It was an awkward situation but, throughout the day, Shujinkou would learn that his classmates' reactions would be the least of his worries.
At the end of the day, Shujinkou looked down at a heavily marked paper, a sight that he was sadly familiar with at this point.
"Man, I'm going to flunk if this keeps up," Shujinkou sighed. "What am I going to do?"
All he could feel was anguish. He led himself to this point and was unsure whether or not he could get out of the whole he dug for himself.
Suddenly, a firm hand resting on his shoulder brought him out of the realm of self-pity. He curiously turned around and watched Kiyoko let a giant yawn escape from her body.
"What's wrong, Shujinkou?" she asked.
"Well, it's just that I haven't been doing well in one of my classes…" Shujinkou sighed.
"Ah, chemistry still getting to ya?" Kiyoko queried.
Shujinkou found himself shocked to hear that. How did she know what subject he has been failing in? But the look of surprise on his face allowed her to tell exactly what he was thinking.
"I kinda saw your papers a few times," Kiyoko shrugged. "What seems to be the problem with that class?"
"I just can't seem to grasp any of the concepts," Shujinkou sheepishly admitted. “If this keeps up, I’m going to end up failing the class.”
"Hmm…" Kiyoko looked down at his paper with an indecipherable expression on her face. "That would really suck."
Just then, Kiyoko casually grabbed her bag and stood up.
“Well, it’s a good thing for you that the solution to your troubles is within your grasp,” she grinned. “See ya.”
Confusion firmly cemented itself on Shujinkou’s face as he watched Kiyoko leave for basketball practice.
“What solution?” he wondered aloud.
That question was all he could think about as he gathered his things until he reached for his sketchbook. It was only at that moment of clarity that Shujinkou realized what Kiyoko was possibly hinting at. He needed to talk to…
“MONIKA!”
The unfazed club president looked up from the teacher’s desk and watched Natsuki angrily storm up to her.
“Why’d you move my stuff again?” Natsuki asked.
“Sorry, Natsuki, but the teacher keeps asking me to move it around for their stuff,” Monika explained.
“Ugh… What’s the point of organizing my stuff if someone keeps messing with it,” the pink haired girl sighed. “This wouldn’t keep happening if we had our own club room like the others.”
“That would be nice, but the school can't afford to give us one right now," Monika replied.
"Why not?" Natsuki complained.
"Because we're at the bottom of the priority list," Sayori interjected.
Natsuki was clearly startled by her sudden appearance, but the bubbly vice-president failed to notice such a clear fact.
"Not only are we a relatively new club with few members, but we're also one that not too many people know about and the people that do know think that a literature club would be super boring," Sayori continued. "The only way we would get an official club room would be either for us to move up on the priority list or for us to find an empty space."
"I doubt we'll find a good spot…" the irritated Natsuki let out a giant groan before releasing a dejected sigh. "It's a lose/lose situation…"
The annoyed girl returned to the classroom's closet while Sayori happily skipped back to the desk she was sitting at. Just then, Shujinkou walked into the room looking very worried.
"What's wrong, Shujinkou?" Monika asked.
"Um, do you think we could talk outside?" her club mate sheepishly requested.
"Okay…" Monika nodded.
She curiously followed Shujinkou outside into the hallway and closed the door behind them.
"So what did you want to talk about?" Monika queried.
"Okay then…" Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek as he struggled to speak the words he wanted to say.
But after a tedious internal battle that felt like it lasted forever, the indecisiveness that led to such a fight finally annoyed him enough to talk.
"Please tutor me!"Shujinkou suddenly requested.
"Eh?" Monika said.
"I'm failing Chemistry and I need help. Please help me!" Shujinkou asked again.
"Okay," Monika answered with a smile.
"R-Really?" Shujinkou said in disbelief. "Just like that?"
"Well, a friend needs my help. How could I say no?" Monika replied.
Despite his surprise at such a quick answer, Shujinkou felt great relief that Monika would take up the task on tutoring him.
"Are you free this weekend?" Monika asked.
"Yeah," Shujinkou nodded.
"Great, then you can come over to my house and we can study as much as necessary," said Monika.
"Sounds like a plan," Shujinkou happily agreed. Though it would not be long until his mind completely processed what he just heard. "Wait, did you… did you say that we would be studying at your house?"
"Is that a problem?" Monika worriedly asked.
"No…" But in reality, he really wondered if he could actually focus on his studies if the two of them were alone. That said, a look back at all of the previous moments where he was alone with a girl provided enough evidence that he actually could keep his mind on the task. "Wait a minute…"
Thinking about the entire situation even more, Shujinkou eventually remembered that he already was alone with Monika on more than one occasion and that he was already pretty comfortable being around her for the most part. Which only brought up the question: why was he briefly nervous in the first place?
"Because I'm still going to a girl's house," Shujinkou thought. "But to be fair, it's still a first time thing for me. But I can't let that get to me. After all, Monika is my only hope plus I wouldn't want to waste any of the time she's giving to help me."
"Shujinkou!" Monika called.
"Huh?" returning from the depths of his thoughts, Shujinkou awoke to find Monika worriedly waving her hand in front of his face. "Sorry, I kinda drifted off into a deep thought."
"It happens to all of us," Monika said. "So, I guess this is where we exchange contact info so we can keep in touch."
"Uh, right," Shujinkou nodded his head.
After a quick exchange of phone numbers, Shujinkou followed Monika back into the classroom to begin the day's club activity.
Chapter 34: Study Date
Chapter Text
The weekend has finally arrived and Shujinkou could not be any more confused. Usually he wakes up to the smell of his mother's home cooking, but he instead woke up to find a note addressed to him tucked neatly in between his arms.
"'Dear son, I will be gone on a personal trip for the entire weekend. There are several cooked meals in refrigerator if you get hungry. Stay safe and good luck on your study session.'," Shujinkou read aloud. “Huh.”
He read through the note three more times, but it didn't change a single important fact; his mother was gone did not specify where she went. Along with the fact that he was never aware that she was going somewhere in the first place, Shujinkou couldn't help but feel a little suspicious over the entire situation.
"Not like I can do anything about it anyway…" he said, scratching his right cheek.
Putting the note behind him, Shujinkou jumped out of bed and quickly got dressed. Monika texted him the directions needed to find her house and that he could show up whenever he wanted. Knowing that he needed as much help as he can get, Shujinkou grabbed the bag he packed the night before and rushed out of the house to begin his journey.
He followed the instructions that were given to him And eventually found himself standing in front of a house that a lot of boys his age wished they could enter. It was no different from the other average houses in the neighborhood and yet it also had a certain presence to it that distinguished it from the others.
"Shujinkou?"
A quick turn to his left and the slightly nervous student found himself face to face with his tutor.
"I didn't know you'd be here so early," Monika said.
"Well, I need as much help as I can get so…" as he scratched his right cheek, he noticed several bags dangling from her fingers. "Whatcha you got there?"
"Just some stuff I got while shopping," Monika answered with a small giggle. "Hope I didn't make you wait long."
"No. I just got here," Shujinkou replied as he reached for the bags.
“Thanks,” Monika said, her voice layered with genuine appreciation.
Once the bags were secured around his fingers, Shujinkou followed Monika inside a rather clean looking house.
"Hope you don't mind the mess," Monika apologized.
"Mess? What mess?" Shujinkou thought.
Glancing around the immediate area, the only thing he noticed that could be considered a "mess" was a few dirty dishes and an unfolded blanket. But the "mess" wasn't the only thing that caught his eye. One of the walls in the room was decorated with shiny trinkets that signified winning their designated competitions.
"That's a lot of trophies," Shujinkou said aloud.
"Hm? Oh, I guess so. I don't really pay that much attention to them that much," Monika said.
Shujinkou found it strange that Monika would respond in such a way towards recognition to the physical proof of her accomplishments. He didn’t expect her to brag, but he did expect a more positive response at the very least.
"You said you needed help with Chemistry, right?" Monika’s voice snapped Shujinkou out of his thoughts and reminded him of why he was there.
He then watched her grab a nearby piece of paper and followed her to a nearby kotatsu.
"What is that?" Shujinkou asked.
"It's just a short little test I made," Monika answered. "It's so I can see what you're struggling with."
"Everything," Shujinkou stated in matter-of-fact tone.
"I'm sure that's not true," Monika assured him.
Despite his appreciation that Monika actually believed such a thing, he knew very well that what he said was true. But he also knew that he couldn't let Monika's work go to waste. Wasting no more time, Shujinkou kneeled down and quickly got to work.
Using all of his mental faculties, he powered through the test in no time flat and slid it over to Monika. Normally a person would be nervous when someone grades their test, but that kind of feeling is pointless in regards to his situation.
"I did terrible, right?" Shujinkou chuckled.
"Well, you did get them all wrong, but…" Monika looked at the paper and then back to him. "It's kinda like you had no idea what you were reading."
"Mm-hmm," Shujinkou nodded.
"Shujinkou… You don't still space out in class do you?" Monika asked.
Shujinkou silently stared into Monika's eyes. They were filled with concern.
"Sometimes," Shujinkou solemnly admitted.
"Why do you do that?" Monika inquired.
"I…" Shujinkou closed his eyes and sighed. "I don't know. I just do."
"Okay then…" Monika looked down at the heavily marked sheet of paper once more. "I guess we'll have to start with the basics."
"Basics?" a curious expression replaced Shujinkou's solemn one as he wondered what Monika had in mind.
"Mm-hmm. Let's start with the atomic structure," Monika happily announced.
Just by hearing the word "atomic structure", Shujinkou knew that he was in for a very long study session.
Several hours later, Shujinkou felt as if his brain was close to bursting as he stared at the ceiling.
"So much cramming…" Shujinkou moaned. "I'm not even sure we learned some of the stuff you brought up."
"Really? I guess I went a little overboard then," the tutor chuckled as she turned her head towards her pupil. "Still, you seem to have grasped some of the concepts pretty quickly."
"It probably helped that you had me rope play as a brilliant scientist. That was a really fun idea," Shujinkou complimented.
"Thanks," Monika beamed. "I thought that it would help get rid of any hidden doubts and be a more entertaining learning experience."
"It did and it was," Shujinkou replied, scratching his right cheek.
Suddenly, a familiar awkward feeling made itself known to him as he finally realized something he was blind to. He quickly turned to his left and was stunned to find that his face was only 5 inches away from Monika's. Her hot breath caressing his red cheeks was enough for him sit up at the speed of lightning.
"Okay then! So…" a sudden growl emanating from his stomach quickly interrupted what Shujinkou was about to say.
"If you were hungry, you should have just said so, Shujinkou," Monika giggled. "I'll whip us up something."
"You don't have to do that," Shujinkou said.
"It's no big deal." Monika insisted. "Besides, I wouldn't be a good host if I didn't offer any food."
Remembering his owns family's policy on hosting others, Shujinkou decided not to argue and reached for the sketchbook in his bag as Monika got to work. After spending an hour drawing in silence, Shujinkou frantically closed the sketchbook and stuffed it back into his bag.
"Hey, Shujinkou," said Monika. "Can I ask you something?"
"Huh? Oh, sure," Shujinkou nodded.
"Have you ever been to one of those really popular conventions or events centering on a certain franchise?" Monika asked.
"Uh, yeah, I've been to a few of those," Shujinkou answered as he scratched his right cheek.
"What are they like?" Monika queried.
"Um, they're usually just a bunch of fans coming together to perform activities that celebrate their love for whatever the convention's for. People can wear costumes of their favorite characters, win prizes and gain limited edition collectables. Overall, it's a place where no one can judge you for liking what you like," Shujinkou answered. "Why do you ask?"
"Just asking," Monika said. "I always wanted to see what those kinds of events were like."
"Really?" Shujinkou was surprised to hear that. "Why?"
"The concept kind of interested me to be honest," Monika said. "But I've never got to check them out myself since I've always been really busy doing other things."
"Oh…" Shujinkou said, scratching his right cheek.
A theory instantly popped into his brain, but he decided not to try and find an answer to it. Suddenly, a plate of freshly made food was placed in front before Monika sat down beside him.
"Hope you like it," Monika said.
"Thanks," Shujinkou said as he took his first bite.
His eyes widened with surprise as a surge of culinary delight coursed throughout his entire body.
"It's so good!" he thought.
The sight of her club mate attempting to hold back the tears showcasing his utter delight was all it took to put a smile on Monika's face.
"You don't have to exaggerate," she said. "It can't be that good."
"But it really is that good," Shujinkou praised. "Really, really good."
"Thanks," Monika beamed. "To be honest, I never served anyone out of this house, so I never knew if my cooking skills were really good or not."
"You don't have to worry about that anymore," Shujinkou chuckled. "When did you learn how to cook?"
"I think when I was about six," Monika recounted.
"What?!" Shujinkou exclaimed. "Why that early?"
"My parents said why not," Monika replied in a casual manner.
"That's still a pretty young age," said Shujinkou.
"I guess so," she acknowledged. "Still, it's was a nice skill to learn back then."
Shujinkou glanced at the trophy wall. His mind was starting to put the pieces together.
"You must have had a really busy childhood," said Shujinkou.
"Yeah. Really busy," Monika chuckled. "What about yours?"
"Mine…" Shujinkou somberly scratched his right cheek. "It was pretty eventful to say the least."
"Oh right… Sorry for bringing it up," Monika apologized.
"You have no reason to apologize," Shujinkou insisted. "None at all… Plus, what guy can stay down when he's eating such good cooking?"
"Trying to change the subject?" Monika smiled.
"Desperately," Shujinkou chuckled.
"Want to talk more chemistry?" Monika suggested.
"Something else, please?" Shujinkou begged. "My head can't take any more at the moment. I can't even make the usual chemistry between two people joke."
"Okay then… How about we play a game?" Monika suggested.
“What kind of game?” Shujinkou asked.
“Well, yesterday I found an app that gives out random dares and challenges,” Monika said. “How about we play a best out of 8 game?”
“Are there any stakes?” Shujinkou asked.
“Hmm…” Monika closed her eyes and contemplated that very question. “How about this? If you win, I’ll tell you about the story I’m working on. But if I win, you have to show me the drawing you were working on the other day. If we happen to get a tie, then no one has to reveal their secret projects."
Shujinkou silently turned away from Monika to consider the terms she laid out. On one hand, he really wanted to know about the story Monika was working on. But on the other hand, he wasn't too comfortable revealing the drawing she was referring too. He spent the next 5 minutes thinking until he finally reached a decision.
"Alright," he said with a confident grin. "Let's do this."
"Okay and remember, if you can't complete the challenge, then the opponent gets the point for that round," Monika explained.
"Right. What's the first challenge?" Shujinkou asked.
Monika glanced down on her phone and opened the app that was vital to their game.
"Your first challenge is to beat your opponent in a staring contest," Monika said.
"Okay," Shujinkou nodded.
From a simple count of 5, a game between two literature club members has begun. Despite just beginning, Shujinkou was filled with anxiety as he stared into Monika's eyes. They were the eyes of someone who wasn't going to give in to the challenge. It did not take long for Shujinkou to blink and lose the first challenge.
"Good game," Monika congragulated.
"I didn't even last a single minute…" Shujinkou sighed.
"Don't get down," Monika beamed. "We still have 7 more games."
Monika looked down at the phone again and announced her first challenge, "'Beat your opponent in a round of rock-paper-scissors.'"
"So, a game of luck," Shujinkou thought.
Despite the fact he had a 50/50 chance of winning, Shujinkou felt as if the game was already his. The two wasted no time in beginning the second round. Shujinkou choose paper as Monika picked scissors.
"Ugh…" Shujinkou moaned.
He was already starting to lose hope that he could win the game.
"Don't give up so soon, Shujinkou," Monika grinned. "We still have 6 more games."
"You know, I'm starting to think that you're going to win 4 to 0," Shujinkou sighed.
5 games later and Shujinkou was leading the game 4 to 3, a fact that, truthfully, he was having a hard time believing.
"Alright, time for the final challenge," Monika declared. "My final challenge is…"
Shujinkou watched the normally calm Monika become a flustered mess. What did the app say that could have such an effect on her?"
"What's the final challenge?" Shujinkou asked.
"I have to…" Monika silently stared at Shujinkou with bright red cheeks, causing his curiosity to skyrocket. I have to… kiss my opponent."
Shujinkou stared at Monika with a blank expression on his face as he tried to process what he just heard. 5…4…3…2…1…
"WHAT?!" his cheeks changed shades to match Monika's. That was the power the thought of Monika actually going through with the challenge had. "T-That's…"
He didn't know what to say. The prospect of sharing a kiss with Monika just didn't seem real. Just then, a thought of relieving properties entered his mind. He was sure Monika wouldn't go through with the challenge. Seeing the uncomfortable expression on her face reinforced that thought. He truly believed Monika would not kiss him, meaning that he would win the game and finally learn what kind of story she was writing.
But just as he was finally able to calm down, his anxiety rose to new heights as he felt Monika's soft lips firmly pressed against his own.
Soon, every thought in his head was washed away as all he could focus on what was happening right then and there. Forever seemed to pass by before their lips part, leaving Shujinkou in a mixed state of denial and acceptance. He looked away from her as he tried to think of something he could say that could break the awkward atmosphere.
“You… You really don’t want me to know about your story, do you?” he finally said.
“Not yet,” Monika smiled. It looked like her other smiles, but Shujinkou could sense that there was a hint of awkwardness behind it. “Looks like we have a draw.”
“Mm-hmm…” Shujinkou awkwardly nodded. “I guess I’ll still have to wait to find out what that story is.”
“At least no one lost,” Monika pointed out.
“Right…” Shujinkou mumbled.
He came over to receive help with Chemistry. He never expected to find himself in the position he was in now. The atmosphere was still very tense and he was unsure how to move forward.
“So, do you want to continue studying?” Monika asked.
“Sure,” Shujinkou instantly replied. “To be honest, I think that everything I learned today was knocked out of my head just now.”
“Sorry,” Monika apologized.
The two continued to study until night fell. Through sheer force of will, Shujinkou was able to give most of his focus to learning the material and raised his initial score of 0 to a 52.
“This is great, Shujinkou,” Monika congratulated.
“But I still failed the test,” Shujinkou sighed.
“That's true, but it’s still a massive improvement;” Monika pointed out. “If you continue to apply yourself, then you’ll be able to pass the class no problem.”
“You really think so?” Shujinkou queried.
“I’m sure of it,” his tutor assured him.
“Well, if you say so,” he chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. Even though he got a bad score on the test, Monika’s belief in him allowed a new kind of confidence to develop inside of him. “Well, I guess I better go before your parents come home.”
“Actually, my parents are out of town,” Monika corrected.
“Yours too?” Shujinkou marveled at such a coincidence.
“You mean your mother is also gone?” Monika replied.
“Yeah. She left while I was sleeping,” Shujinkou answered. “It’s kinda weird. She’s not really the going away type. Plus, she didn't tell me she was going anywhere in the first place.”
“So both of our parental figures are gone…” Monika noted. “You want to sleepover so that we won’t be all alone?”
“What?!” Shujinkou exclaimed once more.
“Just kidding,” Monika chuckled. “We couldn’t do something like that.”
“Right…” Shujinkou awkwardly nodded in agreement. He wasn’t sure if his heart could take anymore shocks.
Monika personally escorted Shujinkou to the front door and opened it, allowing the cold night air to welcome them.
“Good night, Shujinkou,” Monika waved goodbye as Shujinkou walked out her house.
“‘Night Monika and thanks for the help,” her appreciative student grinned.
Once Shujinkou was out of sight, Monika closed the front door and tidied up the 1st floor before heading up to her room. The moment she stepped inside, the normally calm and collected girl dived into her bed and tightly hugged a cat shaped pillow.
“I can’t believe I did that,” she said as she gently caressed her lips. “I know it was to avoid losing, but still… I wonder if he thinks that was too forward of me.”
Monika eventually lessened her grip on the pillow and sighed.
“At least I was able to help him out like I promised,” she said. "That's good."
Meanwhile, Shujinkou recounted everything that happened as he continued his journey home.
"Kissing me so she wouldn't lose a game… I should probably give up and just wait for her to tell me about that story of hers," he sighed.
But just as he came across some form of closure on that topic, he then remembered that would be returning to an empty house.
"Really wonder where mom went," he thought. "I wonder if Granny Hisa knows. I should probably give her a call."
Chapter 35: An Uncomfortable Encounter
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"Check it out!" Natsuki proudly announced.
The pink-haired student placed a plate on one of the desks and eagerly pulled off the cover to reveal 24 handmade cookies for all to see.
"Whoa! They look awesome, Natsuki!" Sayori gushed as she marveled at the confections in front of her.
"Yep. Each one is has a word on it that, when put together, form a very short story," Natsuki proudly explained. "Just let me put them together and…"
Natsuki was quickly rendered speechless by the sight of Sayori scarfing down her 5th cookie.
"SAYORI! NOW I CAN'T SHOW OFF MY LITERATURE COOKIES!" Natsuki roared.
"Eh? But I thought you made these for us to eat," the confused vice-president replied.
"NOT YET!" Natsuki fumed.
"Don't be mad, Natsuki, your cookies are still delicious," Monika complimented before taking another bite from one of the cookies.
"Ugh…" Natsuki groaned.
Then, from the corner of her eyes, Natsuki noticed Yuri was once again lost in one of her books. Without saying a word, she gently grasped one of the cookies with a napkin, slowly made her way to the distant maiden and forced the treat in her line of sight.
"Eh?" brought back from her trip to the world of fiction; Yuri curiously looked up and found it strange that Natsuki was avoiding any form of eye contact. She then silently accepted the cookie and took a small bite out of it. "Thanks."
"Don't mention it," Natsuki casually shrugged. "Now I just have to make sure there's something left for anyone else that wants it."
The moment she finished that sentence, Natsuki realized something important.
"Hey… where's the only boy in our club?" she wondered aloud.
"Maybe he had to help a teacher with something," Monika hypothesized.
"Or maybe he's just spacing out somewhere again," Natsuki countered.
"It could both!" Sayori interjected before swallowing her 10th cookie.
"SAYORI!" Natsuki exclaimed.
Contrary to his club mates' guesses, Shujinkou was actually in the middle of a very strange moment. He could do nothing but watch; confused to why Kiyoko was personally applying tape around the wound on his right palm as her team continued to practice their drills.
"Um… I could have put the band-aid on myself, Kiyoko," he finally said.
Kiyoko glanced up at Shujinkou.
"Oh, I don't mind," Kiyoko replied. "That said, you know you could have gone to nurse if you wanted something to patch up the wound. Why did you come here?"
"Well… I was doing something I'm trying to keep confidential and coming here seemed like a better way of keeping it that way," he answered as he scratched his right cheek. "Plus, I know that sport clubs have first-aid kits in case of injury so…"
"That sounds like the right move for whatever you're doing," Kiyoko tightened the tape around his hand and cut it from the rest of roll.
Shujinkou curiously looked down at his hand then back to Kiyoko.
"Anyway, thanks for your help, Kiyoko," thanked Shujinkou. "And… you didn't see me here."
"No problem and understood," Kiyoko smiled.
With his objective now complete, Shujinkou walked out of the school gym and breathed a sigh of relief.
"Glad she didn't push," he slightly chuckled.
Satisfied that he got part of he wanted to accomplish done, Shujinkou started to make his way to the club room, but his journey was soon cut short as attention was drawn towards a man struggling to carry two crates filled to capacity with an assortment of books.
Instinctively, he approached the struggling adult and reached for the top crate.
"Don't worry, teacher. I'll help you with this," Shujinkou said.
"Oh, thank you…" the teacher struggled to reply.
Shujinkou grabbed the top crate for himself, allowing him to see the teacher he was helping and instantly regret his decision.
"Akuma!" he kept himself from saying out loud.
Once again, Shujinkou found himself in an encounter that left him speechless. He was face to face with someone that struck fear into one of his fellow club members without saying a word.
"Are you okay?" Akuma asked.
"Huh? Oh, I'm fine." Shujinkou quickly answered. "Where are we taking these?"
"To the library," Akuma answered. "Follow me, young scholar."
With no other choice, Shujinkou cautiously followed Akuma down the hallway.
"What have I gotten myself into?" he sulked.
Akuma then glanced back at Shujinkou, nearly causing him to break out in a nervous sweat.
"Have we met before?" Akuma asked.
"…I don't think so," Shujinkou answered.
He felt no shame in lying. If Akuma knew he had a connection to Yuri, it would not be a good thing for either of them.
"…Maybe I'm vilifying him too much," he thought. "But still, I shouldn't be too careful. After all, Yuri is terrified by him and was suspended once."
Fortunately, Shujinkou was able to spend the entire trip in silence as Akuma did not make an effort to continue the conversation. Once the job was done, Shujinkou was all too ready to make a quick escape.
"I think a reward is in order," Akuma suddenly said.
"What?" Shujinkou looked up at the man and couldn't help but feel uneasy as Akuma scratched his left cheek. "I don't need a reward."
"I insist," Akuma replied.
"O-Okay… What did you have in mind?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well… I honestly have no idea," Akuma awkwardly chuckled, scratching his left cheek once more.
Shujinkou moaned as Akuma tried to think of a reward.
"I got it," Akuma said.
Shujinkou nervously watched the man in front of him reach into his pocket. His mind was suddenly hit with a barrage of possible scenarios of what kind of dangerous things Akuma could pull out of it.
"How about some chocolate?" Akuma offered said item from his pocket.
"Um…" Suddenly all of the thoughts that previously filled him with fear filled him with nothing but embarrassment. "I don't know…"
"You sure? It's a high quality chocolate bar imported straight for Europe," Akuma added.
The teacher then went on to explain the origins of the chocolate bar, the quality of the ingredients that make it up and the rave reviews it has gotten. Shujinkou had to keep himself from drooling as he listened to Akuma's description.
"So, do you want it?" Akuma asked.
"Um… Alright," Shujinkou awkwardly reached for the bar of chocolate, accepted it and slowly inched it towards his mouth. He took a small bite and, the moment that small piece made contact with his tongue, instinctively showed the world how delighted he was. "Awesome…"
"It must be really good. Too be honest, I haven't really tasted it myself," Akuma chuckled.
"Yeah, it's really good," Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
"Hm?" Akuma silently stared at Shujinkou, an act that caused him to once again feel nervous. "Wait a minute… You're that young man that was with Yuri that one time."
"Should've known this was gonna happen…" Shujinkou lamented in his head.
"Yes… I recognize your cheek scratching habit from before," Akuma added.
"Dang my cheek scratching tic…" Shujinkou muttered.
"I'm hope I'm not overstepping the bounds that were set between student and teachers, but I have to admit that I'm a bit surprised to find out that she has a boyfriend," Akuma admitted in a casual tone of voice.
His last word quickly destroyed what were left of Shujinkou's mental defenses and caused his cheeks to glow bright red.
"B-?! I'm not-! We're not dating!" Shujinkou struggled to respond.
"My mistake then," Akuma replied as he scratched his left cheek. "…Are you sure?"
"I'm very certain that I'm pretty sure that I'm sure…" Shujinkou answered.
"Well, even if that's not the case, I'm very certain that I'm pretty sure that I'm sure that she's incredibly fond of you," Akuma said.
"W-What?" Shujinkou stammered. "What are you talking about? Why would you say that?"
"Well, based on my real life and fictional knowledge of the female gender, I can tell how much she likes you just by how comfortable she looked back then," Akuma explained.
"Are you saying that she-?"
"I never said that," Akuma interrupted. "Fondness can be used in many ways. It can be likened to how a son is very fond of his mother."
Shujinkou found the comparison strange when used in relation towards the relationship between Yuri and himself.
"So… you think that she thinks I'm a good friend?" asked Shujinkou.
"I can't be too sure young scholar. All I can say is that it is an impressive feat to make her feel comfortable around you," Akuma praised.
"It is?" Shujinkou knew that Yuri was always shy but he still found it weird that Akuma would talk about the subject like it was such a grand accomplishment. "Not that I'm trying to devalue befriending her."
"What was that?" Akuma asked.
"Huh? Oh nothing, teacher," Shujinkou replied.
"Anyway, thank you again for your help, young scholar," Akuma thanked.
"Uh, no problem…" Shujinkou awkwardly answered.
The two took their leave, allowing Shujinkou the chance to reflect on what just happened.
"This whole thing was just weird," he sighed. "That said… I have no idea why Yuri's afraid of him, but I still got a weird vibe from him. Heh, I've been treating this whole thing like it was an anime moment."
Worn out from his recent encounter, Shujinkou hoped for a quiet day at the Literature Club. Unfortunately, those hopes were dashed the moment he stepped inside and caught a glimpse of Sayori and Natsuki fighting over a cookie.
"Come on, Natsuki! Just one more!" Sayori pleaded.
"This is the only one left!" Natsuki angrily countered.
"What's going on here?" Shujinkou asked.
Natsuki quickly turned towards Shujinkou and, with a determined look on her face, shoves the treat in his hands.
"What's-?"
"Just eat it!" Natsuki snapped.
Undeterred by her harsh tone, Shujinkou took a bite out of the cookie.
"Aw…" Sayori sulked.
"Finally," Natsuki sighed. "What took you so long, dummy? I've been saving that one for you for a really long time."
"Really? You went through all that for me?" Shujinkou asked.
"D-Don't say it like that!" Natsuki chided the confused male "I just wanted to make sure that everyone had one. That's all."
"Okay… Thanks anyway," Shujinkou thanked.
"It's no big deal…" Natsuki mumbled to herself.
Shujinkou's gaze then turned towards Yuri. Noticing this, Yuri smiled and waved at him, causing him to remember what Akuma had previously said to him. Remembering how flustered he got before, Shujinkou couldn't help but turn away to hide his uncomfortable expression.
"Is there something wrong with me today?" Yuri timidly wondered.
Chapter 36: Cognitive Representation
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"…I could let him do that and have her end up in that situation so she could develop as a character…" Shujinkou sat at his desk, recording all his ideas for his developing story. "Writing fanfiction is hard…"
Soon, every idea he had so far was transferred to the white sheet in front of him. A satisfied sigh slipped through his lips as he lazily leaned against the back of his chair. Now staring at the ceiling above him, a curious thought decided that now was the time to make itself known.
"I wonder where mom went," the curious child wondered aloud.
His grandmother did convince him not to question her about taking a sudden trip.
"Everyone's allowed at least one surprise trip," she said.
But ever since then, Hiro has been spending more and more time outside of the house. It was not like she was neglecting him and he knew she has a right to privacy but his curious side refused not to speculate to what was going on.
"Maybe she's…"
The sudden buzz of the front doorbell interrupted Shujinkou's train of thought. As he journeyed towards the front door, a new train of thought travelled down the railroad in his head. He was not expecting anyone to come to his house and his mother did not tell him to be on the lookout for anyone.
With no other way to satisfy his curiosity, Shujinkou opened the front door.
"Good morning, Shujinkou," Yuri greeted him.
"Hey, Yuri," he casually replied. It only took him ten seconds for him to realize something strange about this scenario. "Wait… How did you know where I lived?"
"Ah… Well, Sayori told me when we worked on our poster for the contest your grandmother held," Yuri calmly answered.
"Oh. Well, that explains that," Shujinkou replied.
Their conversation came to a halt as Yuri remained quiet, now sporting a worried expression on her face.
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he struggled to think of something to say. "…Do you want to come inside?"
It wasn't the first time he had a girl in his house, but Shujinkou still was struck with disbelief over the fact that those were the only words that came out of his mouth. He also found it a pretty awkward thing to say since the situation did not call for such a suggestion.
"Ah… Um…" Yuri struggled to maintain eye contact with Shujinkou as she considered his request. "That… would be helpful."
"Helpful?" Shujinkou wondered what that response meant as he guided his guest into his home.
"Do you want something to drink?" Shujinkou offered as they entered the kitchen.
"No thanks," Yuri answered.
They silently sat on opposite sides of the kitchen table and remained quiet for a full minute.
"So… What brings you here?" Shujinkou asked, finally breaking the silence.
"Ah… I needed to talk to you and I didn't have any way of contacting you," Yuri answered.
It was at that exact moment when Shujinkou he did not have any way of contacting Yuri either. Thinking about it though, he has never been in a situation where he needed her contact info.
"That said… I felt like I should talk to you in person anyway," Yuri continued.
Yuri's vague answer sparked Shujinkou's curious nature. What could be so important that she would visit him on a Saturday?
"What did you want to talk about?" he asked.
"Well…" Yuri's face quickly turned bright red as she diverted her gaze; an act that only caused his curiosity to grow. Moments later, Yuri looked into Shujinkou's eyes. "I wanted to ask…"
She bit down on her lip as she struggled to finish her sentence.
"Will you be my boyfriend?!" Yuri asked.
Five full minutes passed before Shujinkou's brain fully processed the information his ears were fed.
"WHAT?!" Shujinkou exclaimed. Disbelief struck the greatly bewildered male. He could not believe what he what he was just asked. He then suddenly remembered the awkward conversation he had with Akuma, causing the already tense atmosphere to feel even more so. "W-Was… Was that just a confession?!"
"NO!" shrieked Yuri.
"Wha-?!" Yuri's adamant response did nothing but confuse Shujinkou even more.
"Sorry! I didn't mean to yell," Yuri apologized, shyly placing her head in her hands. "It's just that… uhn…"
Shujinkou anxiously clutched his chest a he tried to calm down.
"Wh-What's going on?" Shujinkou forced himself to ask.
"Ah… Well, for a while now, my family has been concerned about the fact that I haven't been such a 'social butterfly'," Yuri explained.
"But you're part of a club," Shujinkou pointed out.
"True… But I think they think that I'm only there so they wouldn't worry about me," Yuri replied.
"And the asking the request for a boyfriend thing?" Shujinkou queried.
"Ah… That actually was my attempt to keep them from worrying over me," Yuri sheepishly admitted. "I thought if they thought I was in a relationship, they wouldn't be burdened with their concern for me."
"Oh, well…" As strange as the situation was, Shujinkou could somewhat see the intention behind Yuri's reason. "But why did you ask me to be your boyfriend?"
"Because my parents asked me to invite my boyfriend over for lunch tomorrow…" Yuri shyly answered.
"Oh…" the confusion that clouded Shujinkou's mind started to clear. "They kinda put you in a tough spot."
Yuri silently nodded her head.
"That said it would probably be better if you asked someone else to be your pretend boyfriend. Believe me, I wouldn't be such a good one," Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
"I can't do that," Yuri said.
"Why not?" Shujinkou asked despite part of him fearing what the answer could be.
"Because when they asked me to describe my 'boyfriend'… I really described you. I told them that he was a relatively new member of the club who enjoyed drawing and was very creative and understanding," Yuri admitted.
"I wouldn't say that I'm creative or understanding…" Shujinkou mumbled.
"I also gave them a very accurate visual description of you," Yuri continued.
"Ah… So, it's me or bust…" Shujinkou concluded.
"I'm sorry, Shujinkou! It's just that I didn't want them to worry and you were the only boy I'm familiar with!" Yuri apologized, once more placing her head in her hands.
"No need to apologize, Yuri. It's not like I'm mad or anything," consoled Shujinkou.
But even if he was not angry, Shujinkou did feel conflicted. Putting aside his disbelief that he somehow ended up in such a situation, he was unsure of what he should do. He didn't want to lie but he also could not help someone he spent a good amount of time with. He scratched his right cheek as he pondered. What should he do?
Suddenly, an angel appeared on his left shoulder to aid him in his dilemma.
"Calm yourself, Shujinkou. There is no need to fret," the angel said.
Shujinkou could not believe what he seeing. There was an angel on his shoulder that looked a lot like…
"Mickey?!" he exclaimed.
"Hey there, Shujinkou," Mickey waved.
"Wait, I thought shoulder angels are supposed to be miniature versions of the conflicted individual," Shujinkou said.
"Don't look at me; I'm just a figment of your imagination," Mickey shrugged.
"So, I'm daydreaming?" Shujinkou asked.
"Sorta. You're in that in-between point where you're slightly detached from reality but can be easily snapped back. It also has the benefit of not making the dreamer look like they're spacing out," Mickey explained.
"Oh," Shujinkou accepted.
"Anyway, you're not going to refuse to help a friend are you? Mickey asked.
"Of course he won't!"
Shujinkou's gaze shifted to his right shoulder where his angel's counterpart appeared.
"Mickey?" he gasped. "You're my shoulder devil too?"
"Hey, you think Disney is a pure good company?" Devil Mickey snickered.
"I really don't want to get into that discussion…" Shujinkou mumbled.
"Anyway, stop being a wimp and just help your friend," Devil Mickey said.
"Wait, I thought you were supposed to tempt me into doing the wrong thing," Shujinkou was surprised that the physical manifestation of his dark side wanted him to help.
"I am tempting you," Devil Mickey smirked. "You're lying. You go along with this fiasco and you'll be lying to people."
"Oh…" Shujinkou muttered. He then turned to the angel on his other shoulder. "So, I guess that means you'll say I shouldn't help."
"Actually, I still think you should help," Angel Mickey replied.
"You're agreeing with the other guy?" all of the surprise and confusion Shujinkou had to endure in under an hour was beginning to hurt his head.
"Shujinkou, can you live with yourself if you don't help a friend in need?" Angel Mickey inquired.
"You know I can't…" Shujinkou admitted in a somber tone.
"It's not like you should feel conflicted in the first place. After all, it's not like you'd be lying to people you actually know," Devil Mickey added. "You can lie to strangers. People do all the time. In fact, this should be really easy for you."
"What makes you say that?" Shujinkou asked.
"You've lied to people you are pretty familiar with," Devil Mickey said. "Like when you told Natsuki you had a good time with your father during your stay at your grandmother's resort."
"You had to bring that up…" Shujinkou moaned as he remembered what happened the last time he faced his father. "You're harsh."
"Devil," Devil Mickey pointed to the sharp horns that protrude from his round head.
"Okay, you guys can leave," Shujinkou sighed. "I think I want to think about this alone."
The two beings on his shoulder vanished from sight, giving him the peace he desired. Just then, Shujinkou encountered a past memory that allowed him to finally decide what he wanted to do.
Shujinkou shook himself awake, finally ready to answer Yuri's request.
"…Alright. I'll help you out, Yuri," Shujinkou decided.
"Really?" Yuri's face lit up. "Thank you, Shujinkou."
"Hey, what are fake boyfriends for?" Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
"Really, I do appreciate your willingness to help me with such a task," Yuri said. "Even if it's just because you're taking pity on me."
"What makes you think that?" Shujinkou inquired.
"Well, I can't think of any other reason you would help…" Yuri somberly admitted.
"Well…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his cheek once more. "I told you before. If a friend needs me to be there, then I'll be there to help. That's all there is to it."
"Ah… That's right…" Yuri slightly giggled as she diverted her gaze. "…Thanks…"
"Like I said, what are fake boyfriends for?" Shujinkou chuckled.
Chapter 37: Grimm Fun
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"This is the place…" Shujinkou thought as he stared at a single doorbell. "All I have to is press the button right in front of me."
That action seemed to be easier said than done as Shujinkou hands felt as if they weighed two hundred tons each.
"Come on arms; don't give out on me now. I mean I already came all this way," Shujinkou mumbled. "Just. Got. To. Ring. The. Doorbell."
Just then, the door in front of him opened. It was at that very moment when all the tension in his body disappeared as he stared into the curious purple eyes of a little girl. Her matching hair was pulled back into a single ponytail and her fingers were tightly wrapped around a small bear. Upon closer inspection of the stuffed doll, Shujinkou was surprised to find that it had quite a few stitches running along its body.
"Who are you?" the girl asked.
"Huh? Oh, I'm Shujinkou," Shujinkou calmly introduced himself.
"You're Shujinkou?" the small girl's eyes scanned his body from top to bottom. Her prying eyes invoked a sense of fear in Shujinkou. He could not help but assume that he already made a mistake as the girl continued to visually inspect him. Her inspection soon came to a halt and they once again stared into each other's eyes. Suddenly, a big smile formed on her face. "You're as cute as Yuri described."
"Wha-?!" Shujinkou was taken aback by such a forward response.
"This whole time I thought she was embellishing the description, but nope, she was pretty accurate," the girl continued.
"Um, thanks, uh…"
"I'm Yuki, Yuri's kid sister," the surprisingly bright girl lifted her stuffed toy as far as she could, barely reaching Shujinkou's face. "And this is Grimm Bear. Grimm for short."
"I didn't know Yuri had a little sister," Shujinkou said, slightly mesmerized by the unique looking doll.
"That's not surprising. I mean, she didn't mention you until recent events led to her mentioning you," Yuki said.
Yuki lowered Grimm and gripped Shujinkou's hand.
"Well, let's not just stand out here. Let's head in," Yuki grinned as she led the visitor into her house.
Shujinkou was taken aback by Yuki's bright and forward attitude. He didn't expect it from anyone related to Yuri.
"So, uhm, where's Yuri?" Shujinkou asked.
He knew that it would be best not to interact with anyone too much without her.
"She's busy doing something right now and mom and dad are out. So it looks like I'll have to be your host until then," Yuki giggled.
Closing the door behind them, Yuki wasted no time in leading her guest upstairs and into her room. Toys, posters, stickers… It was all what one would expect from a little girl's room except for one little detail. Every doll and blanket in the room was held together by a plethora of stitches.
"Wow…" Shujinkou muttered. "Someone must have been really mad."
"Not really. I did all of this with a relatively calm head," Yuki casually replied.
"Why?" Shujinkou asked without thinking.
"Because I think it looks cooler that way," bubbled Yuki as she looked down at Grimm.
"Well, it does give the room a unique look," Shujinkou said, glancing around the room a second time.
"Exactly! Anyway, let's play while we wait for the others!" beamed Yuki.
"O-Okay…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he agreed to the sudden request. It was the last thing he expected to participate in. Of course, he couldn't find it in him to deny her request. "What do you want to play?"
"Let's roleplay Rotkäppchen!" she suggested.
"Huh?" Shujinkou shot his host a confused look. He had no idea what the last word she said was.
"It's the untranslated German name of Little Red Riding Hood," Yuki casually explained. "I'll be Rotkäppchen and you can be the Wolf."
Shujinkou silently watched Yuki dig through her closet and pull out a small red rood along with a pair of wolf ears.
"Wait a minute…" Yuki's eyes scanned Shujinkou once more. "Are you capable of being a good villain?"
"I think I can," Shujinkou answered.
"You sure?" doubt was plastered all over Yuki's as she asked again.
"Pretty sure I can pull it off," Shujinkou insisted.
"Can you do a roar?" Yuki asked.
"I have…" he paused as he wondered how to finish that sentence. "I have some experience."
"Do a roar," Yuki requested.
"You mean right now?" Shujinkou didn't feel too comfortable raising his voice outside of his house. For all he knew, he could start yelling just as Yuri's parents came home. He really didn't want to take that risk and ruin his chance at a good first impression.
"Yeah!" Yuki beamed. "Do it now!"
"Okay then," Unable to deny her request again, Shujinkou cleared his throat, closed his eyes and unleashed a roar that even a mouse would laugh at. The blank look he caught upon opening his eyes caused him to turn red with embarrassment.
"Can't you do a better roar than that?" Yuki questioned.
Refusing to back down from Yuki's challenge, Shujinkou closed his eyes once more and roared as loud as he could.
"Whoa… That was a good one," Yuki clapped.
Despite thinking doing such a thing would lead to negative consequences, the happiness that lied on Yuki's face allowed Shujinkou to feel satisfied over his achievement.
Now ready to take on his given role, He placed the fake ears on his head and officially became one of many literary Big Bad Wolves.
Once they begun, it did not take long for them both to be fully absorbed in the story they were acting out.
"Why grandma, what a deep voice you have!" Yuki noted.
"The better to greet you with," Shujinkou responded, his nice tone layered with malicious intent.
"Goodness, what big eyes you have!" Yuki gasped.
"The better to see you with," Shujinkou snarled.
"And what big hands you have!" Yuki continued.
"The better to hug you with," Shujinkou raised his arms with a devious expression on his face.
"What a big mouth you have," Yuki said.
"The better to eat you with!" Shujinkou lunged for his intended victim.
"Shujinkou?"
He immediately stopped mid-attack and looked towards the bedroom door. Embarrassment was all he felt as he locked eyes with Yuri.
"H-Hey, Yuri," Shujinkou waved, trying his hardest to not show how embarrassed he felt.
"Ah, when did you get here?" Yuri asked.
"Not too long ago," Shujinkou answered.
"Since you were so busy when he got here, I took it upon myself to story play with your boyfriend," Yuki interjected. "He makes a good Big Bad Wolf."
"The one from Rotkäppchen," Shujinkou sheepishly added. By the way, what were you doing when I got here?"
"Ah, well…" Yuri diverted her gaze as she suddenly stopped herself from saying any more.
"She was taking one of her relaxation baths," Yuki said in a casual manner.
"Yuki!" Yuri exclaimed.
"You weren’t doing that?" Yuki asked with a perplexed expression on her face.
"I was… But I didn't want it said out loud," Yuri stammered.
"I don't really get why but sorry, Yuri," Yuki apologized. "Anyway, my job's done. Why don't you take over from here, sis?"
Not giving her a chance to respond, Yuki gripped Shujinkou's hand, led him out of her room and shut the door behind him.
"Yuki's really forward," Shujinkou chuckled.
"I'm sorry I wasn't available to meet you at the door," Yuri apologized.
"It's no big deal," Shujinkou assured her. " I enjoyed hanging out with your sister."
"That's good," Yuri replied with a small smile on her face.
Silence once again overtook one of their conversations.
"So, what should we do now?" Shujinkou asked.
"Take him to your room, sis!" Yuki cheered from the other side of the door.
"Ah… I don't think our parents would like that," Yuri nervously replied.
"But you two are dating!" Yuki pointed out.
"That kind of makes even more impossible to get their consent, Yuki," Shujinkou replied.
"…I guess you could do boyfriend/girlfriend things downstairs," Yuki suggested.
"I guess we can do that," Shujinkou agreed.
"Ah… right," Yuri nodded her head.
Following Yuki's suggestion, the two made their way into the living room.
"Thanks again for coming here today, Shujinkou," thanked Yuri.
"It's no big deal," Shujinkou replied, scratching his right cheek. "So, where are your parents?"
"Well, my father had to go away on a last minute business trip and my mother is out shopping for food," Yuri answered. "I don't know when she'll be back."
"Oh… So, what do you want to do until she gets back?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well… I guess we could talk," Yuri suggested.
Shujinkou's eyes widened with surprise.
"What is it?" Yuri asked, visibly worried.
"Nothing," Shujinkou replied. "It's just that it's kind of weird hearing you say that. Especially when you remember that you didn't really seem to be one for talking to me when we first met."
"I-It's not that I didn't ever want to talk to you. It's just…" Yuri anxiously diverted her gaze. "I thought that if I did… you wouldn't want to talk to me."
"Why would you think that?" Shujinkou asked.
"Because it wouldn't be the first time that would have happened," Yuri admitted in a sorrowful voice. "That's why I was afraid at first. Ugh, you must have thought that I didn't like you."
"I didn't think that," Shujinkou assured her. "Honestly, I just thought you would rather not be bothered while you were reading. You kinda look like you're a million miles away when you read."
"Ah… Is that a bad thing?" Yuri worriedly asked.
"It's not anything," Shujinkou shrugged. "Just an observation."
"Well… you look the same way when you're lost in your thoughts," Yuri calmly replied.
Shujinkou was shocked by what he just heard.
"W-Was that a lighthearted jab?" he asked in a disbelieving tone.
"Ah… I guess it was," Yuri giggled with red cheeks.
"I honestly didn't think you had any of them in you," Shujinkou chuckled.
"Well, I guess they aren't so hard for me to do… At least when it's you I do it with," Yuri smiled.
The simple sound of a door opening was enough to put a halt to their conversation. The two anxiously turned their attention towards the front of the house and watched an adult woman enter the residence. Like Yuri and Yuki, her hair and eyes were a matching purple and her arms were wrapped around a small brown bag. She closed the door behind her and glanced towards the two nearby high school students.
"Oh my… I didn't expect you to arrive so early," the woman smiled.
Her gentle smile was all it took for any form of anxiety to leave Shujinkou. He silently watched her approach him, wondering what the stranger was thinking.
"Ah… You're as handsome as Yuri described you to be," she said.
"Uhm…" Shujinkou turned his attention to Yuri, who could only respond by placing her face in her hands. With two compliments in hand, he couldn't help but wonder exactly how Yuri visually described him to her family.
"Though she seemed to have forgotten to mention that you were part wolf," the lady continued.
Shujinkou didn't know what she meant by that comment until he remembered that he never removed Yuki's wolf ears from his head. Embarrassed by that oversight, he quickly reached for the ears and placed them on a nearby stand.
"My name is Shujinkou," he properly introduced himself.
"It's a pleasure to make your acquaintance Shujinkou. I'm Yumi," another gentle smiled from Yumi absolved any embarrassment Shujinkou felt.
"Would you like me to take those out of your hands?" Shujinkou offered.
"Oh my, that's nice of you to ask, but I couldn't let a guest do such a thing," Yumi replied.
"I don't mind," Shujinkou insisted.
"Well, if you insist," Yumi gave the bag to Shujinkou. The moment it was in his hands, he realized that the bag was heavier than it appeared.
"Whoa…" Shujinkou mumbled as he staggered towards the kitchen.
"He seems to be a considerate fellow," Yumi said to her daughter.
"Yeah… He likes to help people…" Yuri's cheeks turned red as a small smile formed on her face, something that did not pass by Yumi unnoticed.
Just then, Yuki energetically climbed down the stairs and wrapped her arms around her mother.
"Mom, Yuri's boyfriend is here! He was the wolf to my Little Red Cap!" bubbled Yuki as she excitedly described the time she spent with Shujinkou.
"Oh my…" Yumi gently stroked Yuki's head. "Seems like you two started having fun without me."
"So what are having for lunch?" Yuki queried.
"Actually, on my way home, I had a thought," Yumi smiled. "Instead of having lunch here, what if we go to the amusement park instead?"
"Really?!" Yuki's eyes lit up with excitement. "That sounds great!"
"Ah…" the sentiment was not shared by Yuri. "That's such a sudden change of plans."
"Are you worried Shujinkou wouldn't like the idea?" Yumi asked.
"It's not exactly what he agreed too…" Yuri thought.
As if on cue, Shujinkou walked out of the kitchen, surprised that he had become the center of attention.
"Did I do something wrong?" he wondered aloud.
"No, we were just wondering if you would like to go to the amusement park instead of having lunch here," Yumi proposed.
"An amusement park sounds fun," Shujinkou answered.
"That was a quick response," Yuki noted.
Unlike the last time, Yuri agreed with that sentiment.
"Well then, now that we all agreed, let's make our way to the amusement park," Yumi smiled.
Chapter 38: A Considerate Fellow
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Monika laid spread across the side of her bed with a book in hand, yet her mind was on other things. For reasons she couldn't understand, she kept thinking about her previous study session with Shujinkou. Every moment that was shared in the household played out like a movie in her mind with one moment in particular bringing about an idea that brought a smile to her face.
"I wonder if I could make that happen…" she thought aloud.
Meanwhile, Yuki tightened her grip on her mother's hand as excited thoughts rushed through her head.
"Hey, Mom, do you think they'll let Grimm on the rides with me?" Yuki asked.
"We'll have to ask, but I don't think there will be any problem," Yumi answered with a gentle smile.
Behind the two, Shujinkou couldn't stop wondering when the first opportunity to grab some cotton candy would present itself.
"Ah…" Shujinkou turned to his left and looked into Yuri's worried eyes. "Sorry for interrupting your thought process, but I was wondering if I could ask you something."
"What is it?" Shujinkou queried.
"How come you agreed to this sudden change of plans?" Yuri asked. "It's not what you agreed to after all."
"Well, it's not like it’s a bad change…" Shujinkou replied.
"Even so… I'm sorry for the change," Yuri apologized.
"No need to apologize," Shujinkou replied. "It's not like you could have predicted any of this and I'm starting to get used to handling unforeseen events."
"I don't think anyone can ever do that," Yuri slightly smiled.
"Maybe get used to it happening," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered whether his own response made any sense. He quickly stopped after a couple of seconds and shrugged. "I don't know. Point is there is no need for you to worry."
"Worry about what?" the two felt a chill crawl down their spine as they looked into Yuki's curious eyes. She then raised her stuffed toy up to her ear and nodded her head in agreement. "Grimm also wants to know what there's to worry about."
"Eh, nothing," Shujinkou chuckled to hide his anxiety. "Right, Yuri?"
"Ah… Yeah," Yuri agreed. "Nothing at all…"
"That's good," Yumi interjected. "We wouldn't want anything to put a damper on such a nice day. Right, Shujinkou?"
"Uh, yeah," Shujinkou nodded his head.
Yumi smiled at the young man, easing any concern he had. At that point, all Shujinkou could think about was how he never met a woman that had an aura of "overwhelming calmness."
"That's good," she said. "Especially since we've finally arrived."
Shujinkou's eyes lit up as they stepped into the amusement park. Seeing the many games and attractions was enough to delight his inner child. But the moment did not last as he felt something tug on his left sleeve. Shujinkou looked down and met eyes with Yuki.
"What do you think we should do first?" she beamed.
"I don't think it's my place to choose," Shujinkou replied.
"But you're our guest. You should choose," Yuki reached out and grabbed her elder sister's arm. "Right, Yuri?"
"Well…" Yuri paused mid-sentence and closed her eyes. "Only if he wants to…"
Surprise rendered Yuki silent and the young girl glanced at the two arms she had in her grasp. In one quick movement, she moved their hands closer and tied them together.
"Oh my…" a curious expression formed on Yumi's face as she watched her daughter instinctively place her head in her remaining hand.
In response to such a surprise, Shujinkou silently raised their hands over Yuki's head and separated them.
"Sorry, Yuki, Yuri's still not used to that," Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
Still afflicted with silence, Yuki raised Grimm up to her left ear.
"Grimm thinks that must be awkward on your part," she finally said.
"I guess so, but I wouldn't want to push her into doing something she was uncomfortable with," Shujinkou replied.
Yuki looked at her older sister then back to Shujinkou. She then squeezed his free hand and eagerly led him further into the amusement park.
"Yuki's seems to have taken to Shujinkou," Yumi noted.
"Yeah…" Yuri was very relieved by that fact as it makes things easier for the two of them. But despite the charade that was going on… "I'm really glad that they're getting along."
"Still, we can't let them have all the fun," Yumi gently placed her hand against her daughter's back. "We should get into it to."
"But what should we do first?" Yuri asked.
Moments later, the four were strapped into the seats of the local drop tower. A single drop of sweat crawled down Shujinkou's face as he stared at the ground.
"Now probably wouldn't be a good time to mention that I have an intense fear of heights, would it?" fretted Shujinkou, his hands magnetized to the handle bars.
"Really? Then why did you agree to this?" Yuki queried.
Shujinkou could ask himself the same thing, but he already knew the answer.
"Because I was suffering from one of the rare moments where I decided to try something new against my better judgment…" he whimpered.
"Ah, well…" Yuri stayed silent for a moment. "I'm sure it's not as bad as it looks."
"Plus, everyone is tightly secured so there's no reason to worry about anything bad happening," Yumi assured him with a gentle smile.
Shujinkou appreciated their attempts to alleviate his fears, but they were eventually rendered pointless the moment his feet were no longer connected to the ground. His already tight grip on the handle bars grew tighter and tighter as he was gradually forced upwards. Suddenly, the ride came to a stop, allowing Shujinkou to see the immediate area at an angle he never wanted to see it at.
"'The things I do for love…'" Shujinkou gulped; that one quote being the only thing he could think of that could describe whatever possessed him to get on the ride.
His heart dropped as the ride dropped and stopped when the ride stopped. The ride then jolted up then back down in a pattern that, at least for Shujinkou, went on for several agonizing minutes. Just as he thought he couldn't take anymore, the ride came to another stop before gentle lowering the passengers back to the ground.
Now free for the experience, Shujinkou eagerly stood up and stumbled over to a nearby bench.
"Oh my… Maybe we should have chosen another ride," fretted Yumi as she watched her daughter's guest tremble. "Are you okay, Shujinkou?"
He slowly stood on his feet and turned around chuckling.
"I won't lie; I was really scared. But at the same time I have to admit that it was kinda fun," he said, scratching his right cheek.
"So you want to ride it again?" Yuki's eyes lit up at the possibility of enjoying the ride again.
"I didn't have that much fun," Shujinkou quickly replied. "Maybe we should try something a bit… a lot closer to the ground…"
"I think I have a suggestion that fits those parameters," Yumi said.
Anxiety took hold of Shujinkou as he wondered what ride he would have to ride on next. That slight fear stayed with him until they arrived at the next ride, where it was immediately replaced by surprise.
"Spinning tea cups?" he thought aloud..
"It's a childhood favorite of mine," Yumi smiled to herself. "You don't mind, do you?"
"No, I don't mind," Shujinkou replied. Looking back at the ride, he realized something he never even thought of. "Now that I think about it… I don't think I ever rode on this ride before."
"Never?" Yuki's eyes lit up with surprise.
"The closest I ever got was in a video game," Shujinkou answered as he scratched his right cheek.
"Oh my… Then I must insist that we ride this ride," Yumi insisted.
Answering with nothing but a simple nod of the head, Shujinkou followed the others onto the ride. Each teacup had a maximum capacity of two riders, forcing the group to split into two pairs.
Shujinkou and Yuri sat in one of the cups and waited for the ride to begin.
"Your mom must really like this ride for her to insist I try it," he said.
"Ah… She thinks everyone should ride this ride at least once in their life," Yuri replied with a solemn expression.
"What's wrong?" Shujinkou asked.
"Earlier when Yuki placed our hands together…" Yuri cheeks grew red as she glanced at her palms. "I got so nervous that I almost ruined everything."
"I don't think they took that too seriously," Shujinkou assured her. "In fact, I think it was actually in character."
"Ah… Well, I am pretty terrible with other people," she admitted, a sorrowful expression replacing her solemn on as she said that.
"I didn't mean it like that," he replied, scratching his right cheek. "I just mean that some people don't like showing any signs of affection in public."
"Something like that would seem troublesome, at least when today's concerned…" Yuri concluded.
Without saying another word, Yuri slowly inched her way towards Shujinkou until their shoulders touched. He felt his soul tense up as he once again felt her soft, subtle hand squeeze his and raised them up to their faces.
"Uh…" he glanced at their entwined hands and then at Yuri. The look on her face combined with her heavy breathing transformed a out of nowhere action into an intimate moment. "Y-"
The teacup started to spin; the sudden start was all it took to push Yuri into Shujinkou's arms. His entire face turned red as he felt her breasts press up against him and would remain that way until the ride stopped. No words were said as they reunited with the group.
But the silence did not last as they continued on through the day riding more, playing carnival games and enjoying the sweet taste of the park's cotton candy.
Later that evening, placed ordered food from one of the park's restaurants and found a table to sit at. Once they were all settled, Shujinkou stood up and came back with enough napkins for everyone.
"Oh my, what manners," Yumi complimented.
"Not really…" Shujinkou replied. "Just how I was raised."
"I see…" Yumi said.
"You two are in a literature club together, right?" Yuki asked.
"Yeah," Shujinkou nodded.
"You don't really look like the literature club type," Yuki said in a matter-of-fact tone.
"You wouldn't be the first one to say that…" Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled. He honestly would have been surprised if that phrase hasn't been said. "But I like to think I'm slowly getting there."
"To be honest, your progress with literary concepts has been very impressive," Yuri complimented. "I was especially impressed during the discussion about antagonists."
"Really?" a surprised look appeared on Shujinkou's face. "I honestly think I blundered my way through it."
"Well… I don't think you blundered at all," Yuri insisted.
"Thanks. But still…" Shujinkou closed his eyes and sighed as he remembered that previous discussion. "Sometimes I can't remember that antagonist does not equal villain. There are times that when the protagonist of the story is morally a villain and the protagonist is the good guy. And then there are moments when you follow a protagonist that starts out as a hero but in the end becomes a villain in which you have to pay close attention from when he goes to hero protagonist to villain antagonist.
And to add on to my confusion of the topic, there was this one story I followed where the protagonists are pretty good people and are unaware that the organization they work for are actually bad people. Thing is one of the antagonist is a protagonist/former antagonist from one of the previous stories that needs them to help his friend. Around the end the main protagonist leaves the organization, his equally good friend antagonizes him and he has to fight the other morally good antagonist, causing me to lose sight of what the terms protagonist and antagonist means.
Overall, that's why I feel like I blundered through that discussion."
Shujinkou opened his eyes and was surprised by the stunned expressions on the others' faces.
"…Are you sure you blundered through that conversation?" You sounded like you knew what you were talking about," Yuki pointed out.
"I did?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, wondering if what he was just told was true.
"Despite the self-depreciation, it sounds like you understand the subject," Yumi said. "Of course, I can understand that there are situations that make a person drop the protagonist and antagonist titles when it comes to morally ambiguous stories."
"Huh…" Shujinkou took a sip from his drink as he thought about what he was just told. "She is definitely Yuri's mother."
Just then, Yuki let out a loud yawn.
"Seems like you had enough fun for today," Yumi said.
"Not yet. There's still something I want to do," the young girl turned her attention to Yuri. "Let's go checkout the new haunted house."
"Are you sure you're up to it?" Yuri queried.
"Yeah," she eagerly nodded her head.
Yuri turned to Shujinkou, now sporting a worried expression.
"Ah…"
"I'll be good," Shujinkou assured her.
With a simple nod of the head, Yuri stood up and led Yuki away from the table.
"Um…" Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek as met eyes with Yumi. "I have no idea what to say."
"There's no need to be so nervous," Yumi assured him. "But now that we're alone, I can properly thank you for going along with Yuri's charade."
"Eh?" Shujinkou's anxiety shot up as those words registered in his brain. "I'm confused."
"To be perfectly honest, I didn't expect her to go so far as to actually bring a boy home to pretend to be her boyfriend," Yumi continued.
"…How long did you know?" Shujinkou asked.
"Pretty much from the start," she answered.
Regret was all that Shujinkou could feel at that moment.
"I'm sorry for lying to you and Yuki," he apologized.
"No need to apologize," Yumi gently smiled. "I'm actually quite glad that you did."
"You are?" Shujinkou was surprised to hear that. Just then, he remembered the conversation he had with his conscience yesterday and thought, "Am in a situation where the angel and devil were both right?!"
"You see, we've always concerned about Yuri and with what happened last year, it's nice to see that she has a friend that would put himself in an awkward position just so she wouldn't be called out for lying," Yumi said. "If she has as good of a relationship with the rest of the club that she has with you, then I don't think that we'll have much to worry about anymore."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he thought about what he was told. Despite having failing the task that was given to him, the end result was even better than what it would have been if he succeeded.
"Are you going to talk to Yuri about this?" he asked.
"Well, I would like everything to be out in the open. But if you're referring to her getting in trouble, then there is no need for you to worry," Yumi assured him.
"That's good," Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief, which caused the woman next to him to giggle in response.
"You really are a considerate fellow," she said.
"I'm not that considerate," he replied.
Just then, Yuri approached the two, carrying a sleeping Yuki.
"She fell asleep while in line," Yuri said.
"I guess that means that it's time to head on home," Yumi said.
An unexpected yawn that slipped through her guest's lips was all she needed to see to know that he agreed.
"It was very nice meeting you, Shujinkou," Yumi gently smiled.
"Likewise," Shujinkou replied.
He then turned to Yuri.
"See you at school tomorrow," Shujinkou raised his hand and waved goodbye.
"Mm-hmm," Yuri nodded her head in response.
Shujinkou turned and left the amusement park. A sense of accomplishment and relief welled up inside him as he began his journey home.
"Well, this whole scenario turned out better than I thought," he couldn't help but grin over how the situation he was brought into ended.
Just then, a familiar entity appeared on his left shoulder.
"Looks like everything worked out," Devil Mickey said.
"Yep," Angel Mickey appeared on his right shoulder, playing a few angelic notes on his harp. "I think we all learned something important today."
"Yeah, lying solves all problems," Devil Mickey replied.
"No. What we learned is that good character will always lead to the best results," Angel Mickey said.
"And he was only able to show his good character by lying," Devil Mickey smirked.
"But he was helping, which shows good character," Angel Mickey argued.
"Help someone lie to their family," Devil Mickey sneered. "Face it, I won this round."
"What?! But you didn't corrupt his good character! Which I mean won!" Angel Mickey yelled.
"Can't we just call it a draw?" Shujinkou suggested.
"NO!" the two Mickeys screamed.
Chapter 39: Given Tasks
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"WAIT!"
He's heard this single word a few times, but it was only at this moment when it seemed to reach Shujinkou. He curiously turned back towards direction the voice and watched Sayori vigorously run towards him. The moment she caught up to him, the young girl tripped over her own feet and was forced to let gravity brutally guide her to the ground
"Are you okay?!" Shujinkou immediately fell down on his knees and checked on his friend.
"Yeah. I'm…" a pained expression instinctively formed on Sayori's face as she clutched her left leg. Shujinkou glanced at the leg she held and noticed a large purple knob protruding from her ankle near. "I think I hurt myself again…"
"It looks like you sprained your ankle," Shujinkou said.
"You think I would be immune to sprains considering how much I fall over myself," Sayori chuckled.
"I don't think that's possible," Shujinkou said as he scratched his right cheek.
Without saying another word, Shujinkou turned around and crouched down as far as he could.
"What are you doing?" Sayori asked.
"Letting you get on my back," Shujinkou replied.
"Eh?!" Sayori's cheeks burned red as he motioned her to get on his back. "You don't need to do that."
"What are you talking about? This is the only way you'll get to school and have the nurse check your sprain," Shujinkou pointed out.
"Yeah, but that's…" he watched Sayori nervously laugh as she averted her gaze. "That's just…"
Confusion and concern was all Shujinkou could feel. Sayori's hesitation to do something that she done before time and time again in the past was too strange for him to comprehend. But before he could say anything, Sayori reached for his shoulders and slowly lifted herself up on his back.
He was glad that she finally accepted his offer, but he couldn't help but blush as he felt her breasts press up against his back. Soldiering through the initial shock, Shujinkou gently lifted Sayori's legs up and continued to travel down the daily path to school.
"Hey, Shujinkou…" Sayori said.
"Yeah?" Shujinkou replied.
"How come you didn't wait for me?" she asked.
"Oh… Sorry. I was kinda out of it up till now," he apologized as he scratched his right cheek.
"Oh. Well there something I really need to talk to you about," she chortled.
"Talk about what?" Shujinkou asked.
"I think I got an idea that can help the club get more notice," Sayori happily announced. "You can draw a poster so we can advertise ourselves."
"A poster that will draw people to the Literature Club?" Shujinkou wondered if he could actually do that.
"Yeah. It's like what Granny Hisa did. If people highschool posters can be used to attract new customers to her spa resort, then why can't we do the same?" Sayori explained.
"To be fair, Granny Hisa's place was already really popular, Sayori," Shujinkou pointed out. "I don't think it would be that easy for us."
"Well, we won't know unless we try, right?" Sayori articulated.
He could not argue with that, nor could he deny that he would happy to contribute something to the club. Once they arrived at the school, Shujinkou brought Sayori to the nurse's office and promised to check on her after school was over.
The moment he stepped out of the room, the daydreaming student was immediately approached by the Student President.
"Shujinkou, I was wondering where you were at," Fuyu waved.
"Really? Did you need me for something?" Shujinkou asked.
"Actually…" adjusting her glasses, Fuyu's expression changed from that of a fellow student to that of a no-nonsense official. "There is something I like for you to do."
"Uh…" a chill crawled down Shujinkou's spine as he tried his hardest to not to look away from her icy stare. Despite knowing she has a friendly side, he still had a hard time facing her presidential side.
No more words were exchanged as Fuyu led Shujinkou to her office. Upon entering the room, his eyes were immediately drawn to the couch. There was another student in the room with them and he couldn't help but notice how she didn't respond to them entering the area. He didn't want to stare, but he did look long enough to note her medium length raven hair; part of it covering one of her matching eyes. He also noticed that the sleeves of her uniform were long enough to hide her hands and the dark gray beanie on her head almost caused him to speak up and question the dress code violation.
"Shujinkou, I would like to introduce you to Reizo. Though I have been told that you may call her Rei," the moment Fuyu said her name, the girl silently looked up at them. The vacant look on her face was more than enough to unnerve Shujinkou. "Rei here will be joining the rest of us as a new student."
"I see…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, trying his very best to think of an action that wouldn't make a bad first impression on the new student. "It's nice to meet you, Rei."
Silence was the only response he was given.
"She doesn't really talk," Fuyu said.
"Oh…" he only said six words to Rei and yet Shujinkou couldn't help but feel that he already made a bad first impression. "Wait… Is Rei the reason you brought me to your office?"
"That's correct. I would like for you to be her liaison," Fuyu answered as she calmly adjusted her glasses.
"Liaison?" the confused dreamer pointed to himself and received a single nod as confirmation to his question. "But why me?"
"Well…" At that moment, Fuyu's professional demeanor disappeared as she motioned him to her desk. "To be honest, I need someone I can trust to entrust her to."
A melting pot of emotions assaulted Shujinkou. He didn't know whether to feel honored Fuyu would trust him or confused as to why she would trust him.
"But why me?" he asked again.
"Because I believe you're the only one for the job," Fuyu assured him with a smile.
"Oh… Okay then, I'll give this task my best then," Shujinkou replied.
Fuyu nodded her head and handed him a sheet of paper to look over.
"Here's a copy of her schedule. I've already informed the faculty that you'll be liaisoning her," Fuyu then grabbed a small metallic object attached to a chain and presented it to him.
"What's that?" he asked.
"A necklace that is your proof of being a student liaison," Fuyu answered. "It will probably be best if you wear it at all time."
"Okay," Shujinkou replied with a single nod.
"Now then…" pausing mid-sentence, the young president brushed her hair back and adjusted her glasses, transforming in front of her fellow student's eyes once more. "We're all done here. I believe it's time for you two to head to class."
"Yes ma'am!" he shuddered.
Not wanting to take the risk of annoying her presidential side, Shujinkou immediately approached the new student.
"Ready to go," he offered his hand as he asked this.
Once again all he received was silence.
"I'm really not making a good impression…" that thought was the only thing that circulated through his mind as he watched the silent student stand on her feet.
He led her to her homeroom class and watched from the door as the teacher introduced her. As with him, she gave no response to her own introduction.
"So, it isn't just me…" he thought as he walked to his first class.
After his first class ended, Shujinkou walked back to Rei's class and escorted her to her next class before heading to his next one. He would then continue this pattern until it was time for the most beloved part of the day: Lunch Break.
"A home-cooked meal… Thank you, Mom," Shujinkou grinned.
Shujinkou proceeded to open the box containing his lunch and feast on the contents inside. But the joy he felt would soon vanish as the awkward atmosphere created by Rei's continued silence begun to penetrate his soul.
"So… Did your parents make your lunch?" Shujinkou asked.
Without so much as a glance, Rei continued to silently eat her meal.
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he tried to think of something else he could say. "How were your morning classes?"
Once again his questions were met with silence. It was at that very moment Shujinkou truly began to wonder why Rei didn't respond to anything around her.
"The strange thing about is, I don't think she's doing it to be rude or anything," he mused to himself.
His brain started to furiously come up with potential reasons to why she was so silent, each thought ranging from realistic to fantastical. He continued to indulge his imaginative mind, until a large growl interrupted the storm of ideas.
Following the sound, Shujinkou would soon find out that the source of the growl was Rei's stomach. This revelation caused his curious eyes to quickly trail up to her face. To his surprise, and slight disappointment, she still didn't visibly respond to the situation that affected her.
"This girl is a rock…" he thought.
Upon hearing her stomach roar a 2nd time, Shujinkou looked down at what remained of his meal. He heard the cries of stomach again and offered his food to the silent student.
"You can have the rest of my food if you want," he said.
For the first time since they sat down, Rei directed her gaze at Shujinkou. She looked down at the meal that was presented to her then back to its owner as if asking if she could really take it.
He nodded his head and watched with eager anticipation as she reached out for the meal box. The silent student slowly gripped the box and looked up at Shujinkou as she accepted the meal.
A sense of accomplishment welled up inside him as he was finally able to get a positive response from Rei.
After lunch, Shujinkou continued his newly established pattern until the final class of the day. Once the students were dismissed, Shujinkou braved past the excited students and eventually found Rei sitting in her desk.
"So, I thought that now would be a good time to learn the lay of the land," he said.
With no signs of her disagreeing, Shujinkou started to show Rei around the school. He introduced her to a few more classrooms, the outside track, the gymnasium…
"LOOK OUT!"
Shujinkou quickly turned his left and was greeted with a force strong enough to knock him off his feet. He saw nothing but darkness as he tried to collect his thoughts.
"Shujinkou… Shujinkou…"
Light penetrated the darkness as he slowly opened his eyes to find Kiyoko and Rei looking down at him.
"I promise you it wasn't my fault this time," Kiyoko chuckled, her voice slightly cracking.
"Maybe I should just stay away from the gym after school…" Shujinkou rubbed his throbbing cranium, blissfully unaware that the pain was the only reason he wasn't nervous over the fact that he was in a girl's arms.
Kiyoko helped the injured student onto his feet, allowing him to lean on her until he could fully collect himself.
"So, who's your friend?" she asked.
"Her name is Reizo, but I've been told she can be called Rei," Shujinkou answered.
"You heard?" a look of confusion firmly planted itself on Kiyoko's face.
"She doesn't really talk…" Shujinkou explained.
"Huh. So what are you two doing together?" Kiyoko asked.
"Well, Fuyu has given the job of Student Liaison; meaning it's my job to help her adjust here," he answered.
"Really?" Kiyoko silently stared at him. "Seems like she made a good choice."
"You think?" Shujinkou said, his voice giving away how much her words have surprised him.
"Well, I don't know you that well, but judging from the few interactions we've had so far, I would say you're good for the job." She grinned.
"But don't you think it's a job for someone a lot higher on the social food chain?" he asked.
"Nah, that's not the qualification needed for the job. It's all about this," Kiyoko gently pressed her finger against the center of his chest, before moving it left and right. "Or wherever your heart is. Besides, if the Student President gave you the job, then that just means that you're more than qualified."
"Huh… Thanks, Kiyoko," a small smile formed on Shujinkou's face as he scratched his right cheek.
"No problem. That's what classmates are for," she smiled back.
Suddenly, Shujinkou realized how close their bodies were and awkwardly backed away from her.
"Like I said… Thanks," he awkwardly chuckled.
"Mm-hmm. See ya, Shujinkou," the cheerful basketball player turned her attention to Rei and waved. "Welcome to our school, Rei."
She then grabbed the rogue basketball and charged back into the gymnasium to continue her scheduled practice.
"So, um…" Shujinkou glanced down at his phone. "There's somewhere I got to be so we're going to have to cut the tour short today. But maybe tomorrow I'll get to show you the clubs the school has."
Rei simply stared at Shujinkou as he scratched his right cheek.
"I guess I'll let you RTC no- I mean! I mean let you go home now. That's what I meant," Shujinkou corrected himself.
Unlike any other student, her silence made it impossible to tell if she understood the accidental reference; a thought that would linger in the back of his mind as she turned to leave.
"See you tomorrow," he waved goodbye until she was no longer in sight. With the coast now clear, Shujinkou let out a tired sigh.
"I wonder if this is how Roxas felt after his first mission with Xion," he thought aloud. "…I need some Sea-Salt Ice Cream."
Chapter 40: Self-Given Task
Chapter Text
"How do you make Sea-Salt Ice Cream again?" Shujinkou wondered aloud as he wondered through the halls. He knew the answer was in his head, but no matter how hard he tried to remember it, the answer did its best to stay out of his reach. "Never mind. I should be focused on seeing how Sayori is doing."
It didn't take long for Shujinkou to reach the nurse's office and enter it for the 2nd time in the past 24 hours. The moment he stepped inside, he found Sayori asleep on one of the beds with a flushed face and an even bigger sprain. The sight of his friend in a state worse than she was when he brought her to school effectively rendered him speechless.
"Are you a friend of hers?" the school nurse approached him with a clipboard in hand.
"Yeah," Shujinkou awkwardly nodded his head in response to her question. "I came to see how she's doing with her sprain."
"Well, as you can see, not only has her sprain grown in size, but she's also come down with a slight fever," the nurse explained.
"But it's only been a couple of hours. How could she have ended up like this?" he asked perplexed.
"Sometimes a fever can sneak up on people. Plus, she kinda fell on her sprained ankle during lunch," the look on the nurse's face was enough for Shujinkou to realize that she was embarrassed over SAyori's condition. "But I wouldn't worry about it though. All she needs is a good night of rest and she'll be as right as rain tomorrow."
"I see," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he dug into his pocket. He still couldn't get over the fact that someone actually got worse while in the nurse's office… Not that he was blaming the nurse herself. He casually pulled his phone from out of his pocket and sent a quick text message to Monika. The moment it was sent, he turned back to Sayori with a puzzled expression. "How am I supposed to get her home while she's out like this?"
A few ideas roamed through his head, but in the end, he knew what he had to do. One arm flew under her legs, while the other gently slid under her back. In just three short counts, Shujinkou lifted Sayori up from the bed and proceeded to carry her out of the office.
To his surprise, he didn't have any problems carrying her out of the school nor did he have an issue continuing the journey to her house. To him, it was nice that the current situation lacked any obstacles, but that feeling didn't last as soon as he approached her front door.
"How am I supposed to open the door like this?" he fretted.
The solution to his problem would soon make itself apparent to the worried individual as he took a closer look at the door.
"She didn't close the door all the way again…" he slightly chuckled.
Though he was laughing on the outside, on the inside he was worried that this habit of hers would get her in trouble. He then tapped the door open with his foot and carried the sleeping student up to her slightly messy room. There, he gently laid her on her bed and wave of relief washed over him.
"Home, sweet, home…" he sighed in relief.
"Yeah. Thanks, Shujinkou," Sayori beamed.
"No prob-" Shujinkou stared at the giggling girl in disbelief. "You were awake the whole time?!"
"Eh, not the whole time," she diverted her gaze as continued to giggle.
"Okay then," he shrugged.
Without saying a word, Shujinkou walked out of the room and entered the bathroom. He then grabbed a nearby towel and smothered it in a stream of warm water. With the towel completely drenched, he squeezed out the excess liquid and returned to Sayori.
"What are you doing?" she asked.
"I honestly have no idea," Shujinkou casually admitted as he gently laid the towel across her forehead. "But I have seen a lot characters treat a sick character this way in various media."
To his surprise, Sayori's face began to turn red.
"Maybe it doesn't work in real life…" Shujinkou slightly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
"No, it's fine," Sayori assured him while giggling. "Wait a minute… I just realized that we're missing the club."
"Don't worry about that. I already told Monika we would miss today's meeting," he explained. "Besides it's not like you're in any condition to go yourself."
"Oh yeah…" the look of disappointment manifested on her face as she remembered her current condition. "Well, I guess there's still time for you to make it."
"I can't go and leave you here by yourself," Shujinkou shook his head.
"It's no big deal, Shujinkou, you don't need to worry about me," Sayori assured him.
"Your track record kind of makes it hard to believe that," Shujinkou playfully pointed out. "Point is; I'm here to attend to your every need until you feel better."
As if on cue, Sayori's stomach angrily roared at Shujinkou.
"Starting with your stomach," he continued. "I'll be right back."
Shujinkou jumped down the steps and entered the kitchen to prepare a meal for his sick friend. But even though he was ready to take on the task, the realization that he had no idea what or how to cook effortlessly eroded his enthusiasm.
"What am I going to do?" he wondered to himself.
Just then, he heard the doorbell ring and quickly travelled to the front door to open it. Surprise hit him hard as he laid his eyes on Monika, Natsuki and Yuri.
"Hey, Shujinkou," Monika waved.
"Hey, guys. What are you doing here?" Shujinkou asked.
"We came to see how Sayori's doing, dummy," Natsuki answered.
"How is she doing?" Yuri asked.
"Well, she's not too sick, but we're both kind of faced with a problem…" he sighed.
"What is it?" Monika queried.
"She's hungry and I don't know how to make anything…" he sheepishly admitted.
"Jeez, and you thought you could take care of her by yourself," Natsuki critised.
"Yeah, I didn't really think about that,"Shujinkou agreed.
"Well, I think we can help with that," Monika smiled.
Feeling a huge weight lifted from his shoulders, Shujinkou escorted the three into the kitchen watch them inspect the contents that were available.
"I think I know what we can make from this, but…" Monika looked at Shujinkou. "It would be great if it could be a surprise. Do you think you can distract her long enough?"
"I'll give it a try," Shujinkou nodded.
"Alright then," a determined smile formed on the club president's face as she reached for a nearby bowel. "Okay everyone, let's get to work."
With a new task complete, Shujinkou returned to Sayori's room.
"Who was at the door?" she asked.
"Eh, just someone who wanted to sell some chocolate," Shujinkou casually shrugged.
"Did you get some?!" Sayori queried, the look in her eye causing him to instantly regret his misdirection.
"It was too rich for my blood…" he sighed in false disappointment.
"Oh…" the disappointment on her face made it clear that he should have said something else. "What about the food?"
"It's under control. I… got some outside help," Shujinkou sheepishly admitted. "Anyway, I'm here to distract you from your hunger until the food gets here."
"Hmm…" Shujinkou watched Sayori's curious eyes trail down from his. "What's that?"
"What's what?" he asked back.
"That thing around your neck," Sayori reached out and pointed to the necklace Fuyu gave him earlier.
"Oh. This is proof that I'm a Student Liaison," he explained.
Sayori's eyes widened as a giant smile formed on her face.
"You volunteered to be a liaison!? That's great!" she beamed.
"I didn't really volunteer. Fuyu asked me to do it," Shujinkou corrected.
"Oh. Well, who's the student you're helping and what are they like?" the curious girl asked.
"Well, her name is Reizo, but I've been told that she can be called Rei. She's…" Shujinkou paused mid-sentence and attempted to think of a way to explain what the student was like in a way that wouldn't make her come off as rude. "I don't really know why, but she seems to prefer not to speak."
"Really?" Sayori remained quiet for a moment. "Maybe you should bring her to the club so we can meet her."
"Well, I was planning to show her the clubs around the school, but only if she wanted to," Shujinkou replied, scratching his right cheek.
"You should definitely try and convince her," Sayori insisted.
"I can try, but she doesn't really respond to much," Shujinkou said. "I was kinda winging it all day."
"You mean she's that quiet?" Sayori wondered.
"No. It's more like she doesn't emote that much," Shujinkou explained. "She didn't even respond to a hungry stomach."
"Wow… she sounds like she's a rock," the impressed girl said, her eyes widening with surprise and amazement.
Her similar response to the one he made earlier triggered Shujinkou's brain's memory center to remind him of something he intended on doing earlier.
"That reminds me…" he dug deep into his backpack and pulled out a bag of pink cotton candy. "I got this for you."
Sayori's eyes widened with excitement once more as they beheld the confectionary treat in front of her.
"You're the best, Shujink-" she was quickly cut off as Shujinkou nonchalantly thrust his left palm at her forehead and gently pushed her back onto the bed. For the first time in the past twenty-fours, he was able to understand why her face was red and simpered. "Thanks."
He handed her the bag and watched as she wasted no time feasting on the sweet.
"You really know how to take care of a sick person," she smiled. "You make a good nurse."
"N-Nurse?!" he stammered. "I've been your personal physician for a long time and I'm a nurse... Sayori, if you always got to be the detective between us, then I can at least be acknowledged as a full fledge doctor."
"That doesn't sound like a fair thing to say," Sayori pouted. "After all, you always got to be a cool detective to. I think yours also had the title of world's greatest detective."
"That's because I didn't want to be an assistant, even though Watson is pretty cool; I wanted to be an official detective too. Besides, it was a good role me for since…" Shujinkou cleared his throat and began to speak in a more gravelly tone of voice. "I am vengeance. I am the night. I AM-"
He immediately stopped himself from saying anymore and shot a skeptical look at Sayori. Her giggling face was more than confirm his suspicions.
"You just wanted me to say the line didn't you?" he queried.
"Guilty," she grinned.
A slight grin snuck up on Shujinkou's face as she laughed.
"It's kinda hard to believe you have a fever with the way you're acting," he chuckled.
"It'll take more than that to bring me down," she proudly announced. "I'll be back on my feet by tomorrow."
"As long as you remember to stay off your feet today,"joked Shujinkou.
Just then, the bedroom door flung open and the rest of the Literature Club entered with a bowl of chicken soup and a cup of herbal tea.
"What are you guys doing here?!" she exclaimed as turned her attention back to Shujinkou. "Did you invite them here?"
"No, they came because they worried," he answered.
"Plus, it wouldn't look good if our VP was missing for more than a day," Natsuki added in a slightly joking tone of voice.
Yuri approached Sayori and placed a cup of tea in front of her.
"I heard herbal tea helps the body when it has a fever," she said.
"It also goes great with chicken soup," Monika smiled as she placed the bowl next to the tea.
The sight of the home cooked meal prepared by her fellow club members was more than enough to bring a tear to Sayori's eyes. After eating the meal, the club stayed and attended to their vice-president until she was dragged away by the temptations of sleep just as the night arrived.
With her now asleep, the visitors stood up and approached the bedroom door.
"Well, I guess this is where we say our goodbyes," Monika waved as she opened the door.
"Will you be staying behind?" Yuri asked Shujinkou.
"Yeah, I'm definitely going to stay around a bit longer," he replied.
"Just makes sure she doesn't hurt herself again," Natsuki joked.
"Oh, well, my track record regarding that isn't really good…" Shujinkou replied as he scratched his right cheek.
"Okay… Just make sure you keep her alive," Natsuki said.
"That I can do," Shujinkou assured them.
As the girls walked out of the room, Shujinkou approached the sleeping Sayori and pulled the bed's sheets over her.
"'night, Sayori," he said before closing the bedroom door behind him.
"'night, Shujinkou," Sayori whispered to herself.
Chapter 41: Morning Coffee
Chapter Text
"What's going through your head, Shujinkou?" Shujinkou looked up from his soggy bowl of cereal and looked into his mother's eyes. They were full of curiosity and worry. It was a look he was very familiar with. "You don't usually look so serious when you drift off into your own world."
"Well… I was just thinking about this girl…" he sighed.
"A girl?!" the shocked look that formed on Hiro's face quickly allowed her son to realize the horrifying ramifications of what he just said. "Oh boy… I knew this day would come. I guess it's time for us to have the dreadful talk both kids and parents never want to talk about: Let's talk about the opposite gender."
Aside from the from the fear he felt welling up inside of him, confusion also had its grip on Shujinkou as he wondered which gender his mother was referring to.
"Eh, I meant the opposite gender in regards to you," Hiro said, her cheeks turning red from embarrassment. "Oh boy, where to start… Um, you may have realized that now that you're getting older, you are beginning to feel a strong attraction to the females around you and…"
"Mom, I don't have a crush on this girl!" Shujinkou quickly blurted out.
"Oh thank goodness," Hiro breathed a sigh of relief along with her son. "But if you don't have a crush on this girl, then why are you thinking about her?"
"Because I was assigned to be her Student Liaison; to be her guide and help her adjust to her new surroundings," Shujinkou answered. "The thing is, she's really quiet."
"So she's really shy?" Hiro concluded.
"More like she doesn't really emote," he corrected. "Yesterday, I promised that I would show her the kind of clubs the school has. But the thing is; I have no idea what she'll think about them, whether she wants to join any them or whether or not she wants to check out any of them at all."
"A girl that doesn't respond to much, huh…" Hiro remained silent as she processed what she was just told. She spent the next few minutes thinking until she just sighed once more. "Sounds like this new student requires a lot of patience. Unfortunately, all the advice I can think to give you is to continue be patient, try to get as much of a feel for this person as much as possible and try to use what you've learned to your advantage. Funnily enough, that was what my mother told me when it was my time to have the talk about burgeoning feelings of love."
"How'd that conversation go?" Shujinkou asked.
"It was a lot less weird than the conversation I had with dad," Hiro shuddered at the memory. "The terminology and analogies he used gave me a weird impression on men."
"I think I can visualize that conversation…" Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled, scratching his right cheek. He could imagine the booming, boisterous voice coming from the adventure loving man explaining every negative trait that men had as any father would do.
"Anyway, you should hurry up and finish up your breakfast or else you'll be late for school," a small smile appeared on Hiro's face as she pointed to the bowl of cereal that her son was neglecting.
He proceeded to finish his breakfast quickly and grabbed his bag to go to school. Once outside, Shujinkou was immediately approached by Sayori.
"You're looking better," he then placed the back of his hand against her forehead and grinned. "You feel like you're better too."
"That's because I had such great doctors," Sayori gleefully chuckled. "Oh, by the way, are you going to bring the new student to the club?"
"I'll try to bring her, but only if she's in the mood," Shujinkou answered.
"Try your best!" Sayori cheered. "Monika would be really happy if we could find a new potential member."
Once at school, Shujinkou found Rei standing in front of a vending machine that dispenses coffee.
"Good morning, Rei," he said as he approached her. "Getting some coffee?"
The raven-haired student turned her gaze towards Shujinkou and silently stared at him.
"So… are you going to get some?" Shujinkou asked, determined to not let the silence to create an awkward atmosphere like the day before.
Rei's gaze returned to the machine, leaving him to wonder what was she was thinking. Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he inserted money into the machine and ordered a plain cup of coffee. He was surprised as Rei bent down and watched as the machine pour the dark liquid into a medium sized brown cup.
He then curiously grabbed the cup and presented it to Rei.
"Careful, it's hot," Shujinkou said as Rei slowly reached for the drink. Just like the day before, he watched in eager anticipation as she raised the cup up to her lips. That anticipation was soon introduced to disappointment as her expression remained once she lowered the drink. "It's good, isn't it?"
Rei silently looked Shujinkou in the eyes and took another sip from the cup.
"I'll take that as a yes…" he awkwardly chuckled, scratching his right cheek as he did so.
Soon the first bell rung and Shujinkou escorted Rei to her first class. From there, he followed the same pattern from yesterday until the school day came to an end.
"So, um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he tried to soldier through the awkward silence. "Did you want to see what kind of clubs the school has or would you rather go home?"
At this point, he knew that Rei wouldn't verbally answer his question. Instead, Shujinkou waited to see what his fellow student would do next. 5 minutes later, Rei still had her eyes glued to Shujinkou.
"Alright then, let's see the kind of clubs the school has," Shujinkou said.
Without wasting any more time, the student liaison proceeded to show the new student around the school. He showed her the debate club, the cooking club, the girls' basketball club and after narrowly avoiding the pain of having a ball bounced off of his head once more, he proceeded to introduce her to every other club that he was aware of.
Eventually, Shujinkou brought Rei to the final stop of the tour: the Literature Club.
"This is the Literature Club," he announced.
The moment the two stepped inside, they were immediately approached by Sayori. As he expected, her eyes were twinkling with excitement.
"You really brought her," she grinned.
"Well… she wanted to see what kind of clubs were around the school," Shujinkou replied.
Just then, Natsuki approached the three; her eyes gave away how surprised she was.
"Did you really bring us a new member?" she asked.
"I don't know if she wants to join, but she did want to check out the clubs the school had," Shujinkou said again. "This is Reizo, but I've been told that she can be called Rei."
"Hey," Natsuki casually waved.
Rei simply stared at the pink-haired student.
"Wow. She really doesn't talk that much," marveled Sayori.
The club Vice-President wasted no time in reaching out and gripping Rei's sleeve covered hand. With a big smile, Sayori led the visitor to give her a tour of the classroom.
"Jeez. You could've told me that she's not much of a talker!" Natsuki shot an annoyed look at Shujinkou.
"Sorry," he replied, scratching his right cheek as he did so.
The two then turned their attention to Rei and watched as Sayori introduced her to Yuri.
"This is Yuri," Sayori introduced. "Yuri, this is Rei."
"Hello," Yuri said.
Rei stared at the purple haired maiden, sending an awkward chill down her spine.
"Wow, she really doesn't talk…" Natsuki turned back to Shujinkou before immediately diverting her gaze. "So… How did you meet, Rei?"
"Fuyu introduced us. She wanted me to be her Student Liaison," Shujinkou answered in a matter-of-fact tone.
The look of shock crashed onto Natsuki's face.
"You're a student liaison?" she exclaimed.
"Mm-hmm," he nodded. He then pulled the necklace Fuyu gave him from under his shirt and showed it to her. "This is my proof that I'm on an active mission for the Student President."
"Oh…" Natsuki glanced at the floor before crossing her arms in a huff. "You could've at least said that so no one could get the wrong idea."
The fifth member of the Literature Club immediately found himself in curiosity's grasp once more as he began to wonder whether or not he should have stated his role as he introduced Rei, though those thoughts were quickly cut short as an exhausted Monika entered the classroom.
"Sorry, I'm late everyone," Monika apologized, before her eyes were then instinctively drawn to the necklace around Shujinkou's neck. Surprise crept up on her face as she looked up at wearer of the object. "Is that one of the necklaces of a Student Official?"
"Necklace of a Student Official?" Shujinkou shot a confused look at the club president.
"Yeah. Did you take Fuyu up on her office?" Monika asked.
"Offer? What offer?" Natsuki queried.
"Fuyu once offered Shujinkou the position of Vice-President," Monika answered.
"Vic-?!" Natsuki was temporarily rendered speechless by what she just heard. "Why would she offer you something like that?!"
"You know, that's exactly what I was thinking when she made that offer…" Shujinkou said as he scratched his right cheek. He then turned to Monika to answer her question. "But no, I didn't accept Fuyu's offer. I'm just the Student Liaison. I didn't even know that Student Officials wear these things."
"That's understandable, considering that Fuyu handles all of the student body positions," Monika commented.
"And this is our club president/creator: Monika," Sayori said to Rei as they approached the three.
Surprise wasn't as subtle on Monika this time as she adjusted her gaze to Rei.
"Hm, who is this?" Monika inquired.
"This is Reizo, though Shujinkou was told that we can call her Rei. She also doesn't talk much," Sayori explained. "She's a new student that he liaisoning."
"It's nice to meet you, Rei," Monika extended her hand to Rei and smiled.
The quiet girl's expression remained the as she simply stared at Monika.
"She doesn't really respond to that either…" Shujinkou added.
"Oh. Sorry, Rei," Monika apologized. She then turned to Shujinkou. Despite appearing to be her usual calm self, he could tell just by looking into her eyes that she was excited. "Is she here to join the club?"
"Actually, she's here to check it out," Shujinkou replied.
"By the way, Monika, why were you late?" Sayori asked.
"I had to stop a chemistry experiment from exploding," Monika explained. "Someone's afterschool experiment was on the verge of causing the entire room to be covered in a nauseating mist."
"Leave it to you to save the school from a major crisis," Natsuki chuckled.
"Well, if I knew that we would've had a visitor, I would've tried to solve the crisis even faster," Monika said.
Silence soon cut the conversation short. Everyone's focus was on Rei, but no one knew what to say to the quiet girl in front of them.
"So, Rei…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he desperately tried to think of some way to break the awkward silence. "We’ve seen all the clubs that the school had. Was there any that interested you at all or have you seen everything the school had to offer and want to call it a day?"
Rei silently turned towards Shujinkou and stared at him.
"I mean, no one's going to be upset with whatever you choose," he added.
What happened next was something Shujinkou didn't expect to see. Rei's visible eye widened ever so slightly as she continued to gaze into his. But before any words could be said, she turned around and walked out of the club room.
"Well, that was awkward," Natsuki said bluntly.
She returned to the classroom closet with a confused look on her face. Sayori followed suit and happily skipped to the leftover cotton candy in her bag.
"By the way, Shujinkou, do you think we could talk outside?" Monika requested.
Without question, Shujinkou followed Monika outside of the classroom and shut the door behind him. "So, what did you want to talk about?"
Monika looked around their surroundings as she continued to lead him down the hallway. "Well, actually, there's something important I wanted to ask you since yesterday…"
Chapter 42: Blind Trust
Chapter Text
A small yawn broke through Shujinkou's lips. Normally, a student would be very anxious over the prospect of being called to the office of the Student Council, but his awareness of the two sides of the young president along with the fatigue he felt from a lack of sleep stifled that emotion's plans to take over.
The tired student opened the doors and found Fuyu looking through the pages of a pale yellow folder.
"Good morning, Shujinkou," she said, flashing a soft smile before looking back down at the folder.
He instinctively sighed in relief. He knew for sure that he wouldn't be able to handle Fuyu in her "Presidential Mode."
"Morning, Fuyu," Shujinkou said as he approached her desk. "You wanted to talk to me about something?"
"I just wanted to know how things were going with Rei," she replied as she adjusted her glasses.
"It's going okay. She seems to be getting used to going to school here."
"That's good."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as Fuyu continued to search through the folder. "Hey, uh, Fuyu…"
"Yeah?" the young student president turned her curious gaze back to Shujinkou.
"I was kind of wondering why you picked me to be the Student Liaison."
"I told you. I needed someone I trust to handle this task," she answered in a matter-of-fact tone.
"Yeah, but why? I mean it's not like we really know each other. Why would you trust me so much to be a liaison or offer me the position of VP?"
Fuyu simply stared at Shujinkou and placed the folder on her desk. The dead silence that blanketed the room began to unnerve him until she started to smile at him.
"Let me tell you a story, Shujinkou," Fuyu said. "It takes place a long time ago…"
A long time ago, a much younger Fuyu adjusted her glasses as she continued to read "Psychology for Dummies."
"I really don't get the title for these books," she thought until an elastic rubber band bounced off her head.
She gently rubbed the throbbing wound on her forehead as she was approached by three boys. The annoyed expressions on their faces made it clear to Fuyu that a confrontation was unavoidable.
"What was that for?" she inquired.
"That was for your mother getting us grounded!" one of the boys shouted.
"It's not my fault that she diagnosed you three with displaced violent tendencies that needs to be monitored," Fuyu nervously pointed out.
She was then shoved to the ground, the force of the push causing her glasses to fall to the ground. With her vision greatly diminished, Fuyu could do nothing but squint her eyes as she heard the sound of breaking glass and teasing laughs. Soon all laughter stopped as the sound of police siren loomed from the distance. She then heard the sound of heavy footsteps as the siren sound grew louder and louder until it suddenly came to a stop.
"Are you okay?" she was asked. The sound of the voice and the short stature of the blurry figure in front of her was enough for her to discern that she was approached by another young boy. A hand was soon offered to her and, after a few seconds of deliberation, accepted it. She was easily lifted up to her feet and anxiously looked around her immediate area. "I think your glasses are beyond saving."
Fuyu reached forward and placed her hands on the boy in front of her.
"That's not good. I'm hopelessly blind without them," she fretted.
"Maybe I can help you," the boy said. "Where do you live?"
"I can't tell you that."
"Oh, right. I'm a stranger. Um… I know, I'll take you to the local police place. Does that sound good to you?"
Fuyu tightened her grip on the boy's hand and slowly nodded her head. Even though she had no idea who the person in front of her was, she had to no choice but to believe that he had her best interests in mind. Without another word being said, the boy slowly began to lead her from ground zero.
It was a strange feeling. Having to trust someone she didn’t know was frightening and heartwarming at the same time.
"So you were reading a book about phycology?" the boy suddenly asked.
"It's about psychology," Fuyu corrected.
"Oh. Are you reading about because your parents forced you too or do you enjoy learning about it?"
"Kinda both. I kinda want to understand what my mother says half the time."
"What's your mother do?"
"She's a school counselor/psychiatrist at my school. She's really good at diagnosing everyone there and, contrary to popular belief; it's really nice to have a parent at your school. That said, it can come with some problems."
"Like what?"
"Like some students taking their anger out on the counselor's daughter when the counselor's suggestions to the parents result in them getting in trouble or further trouble."
"That sucks."
"It's like the book says, 'Kids can be cruel.'"
"I think that can go for anyone…"
The boy suddenly went silent and would remain so until he finally stopped moving.
"We're here," he announced.
He then led her inside, allowing Fuyu to give the police her father's cell phone number. Once they made the call, the boy led the blind Fuyu to a nearby bench.
"Thanks for bringing me here and for helping me out against those bullies," she said.
"No problem," the boy assured her. "It's not like I could just watch what I saw and do nothing about. I'm like Sora in that regard."
"From Kingdom Hearts?"
"Yeah. You played that game?"
"Mm-hmm. I even beat Final Mix on the hardest difficulty on Level 1 without dying once."
"Whoa! That's impressive! I didn't think anyone could actually- Wait a minute… Does that include the bonus bosses?"
Fuyu proudly nodded her head.
"Whoa, I didn't think that anyone could actually do that without cheating. You gotta be one of the best rpg gamers around," the boy complimented.
"It's little easier to do when you pick the staff at the beginning," she chuckled.
From there, Fuyu began to explain exactly how she achieved such a difficult task. Every item she had equipped, when to use which magic and what weapon every party member needed to be equipped with depending on the situation.
Despite the fact she couldn't see too well, Fuyu couldn't help but feel that the stranger was holding on to her every word.
"Sweetie!"
Her explanation was soon cut off by a very familiar voice. She turned towards the direction of the voice and noticed a large blurry figure approaching her.
"Daddy?" she queried.
She watched the figure's head nod up and down.
"Well, looks like you're in good hands now," the boy said.
"Looks like it. Thanks for helping me, uh-" Fuyu paused, realizing that she did not know the name of the person who helped her.
"Shujinkou. My name's Shujinkou," the boy introduced himself as he jumped on his feet. "I gotta get going. I promised my friend that we'd get ice cream once I got home. See ya, later."
Fuyu's father neatly placed a pair of glasses on just in time to watch Shujinkou open the front entrance door. He then turned around, smiled and waved goodbye as he left.
"Wait a minute… That was you all that time ago?" Shujinkou couldn't hide his surprise as Fuyu finished her story. "Wow… And this whole time I thought I met you when Monika introduced us to you."
"I don't blame you for not remembering me," Fuyu smiled. "After all, I never even got to tell you my name. But I think you can understand now understand why I know I can trust you, right?"
"I don't know, Fuyu. I mean I was just helping somebody who was in trouble."
"Well, from my perspective, I was a near-blind helpless girl who couldn't tell what kind of person approached. My choices were to either be stuck in a tough spot or gamble on this person who offered to help me. Even if it was a short meeting, you helped me looked after me when you didn't have. That says a lot about a person. Plus, you coming here that one time to help your friend shows me that you haven't changed that much in that regard."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he processed what he was told.
"I still can't believe that you remember me after all that time," he finally said.
"Acts like that leave an impression on a person," Fuyu reasoned. "Anyway, I don't want to hold you up any longer. You better get back to class before the teacher teaches something important like they always do when you miss class."
"Right," Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement and walked towards the door.
"Hey, Shujinkou," he turned back to Fuyu, curious to what she had to say. "Did you ever beat Final Mix: Proud on Level 1?"
A proud smile appeared on his face as he raised his hand to wave goodbye. "Yes, I did."
Chapter 43: A bit too formal...
Chapter Text
2 days later, a giant yawn plowed through Shujinkou's lips as he dragged his legs through the halls of his school.
"I finally got it done," he yawned once more and stretched his drowsy arms. To say the past 3 nights were not easy would be an understatement, but what he achieved in such notice provided him with some comfort. As he continued to his passage to class, Shujinkou noticed Rei watching a bag of chips fall to the opening a vending machine and approached her. "Good morning, Rei."
Rei turned towards Shujinkou and silently stared at him. Despite still finding her eerie silence a little weird, he was beginning to get used to it. The awkward silence was swiftly broken as Rei presented the snack to him.
"No, thanks," Shujinkou responded.
She quickly lowered the snack as she continued to stare at him.
"Well, I got somewhere to be. So…" a small smile snuck up on the unaware Shujinkou's face as he scratched his right cheek. "I'll see you later."
The young man watched Rei leave before leaving himself.
"Huh." That was all he could say to express the surprise of Rei's sudden action. But he had no time to let surprise hold him as the Liaison still had a delivery to make. He continued his journey until he finally found Monika looking out a nearby window.
"Monika," Shujinkou called out as he approached the local school idol.
She turned around and eagerly waved at him. The optimistic smile on her face could light up an entire room. "Morning Shujinkou."
"I finally finished them," He said as he reached into his bag. The young student gently pulled out three pieces of paper neatly tucked in sheet protectors and handed it to Monika.
"Thanks, Shujinkou," a look of genuine appreciation appeared on her face. "I really appreciate you doing this."
"It's no big deal," Shujinkou yawned. "Though if fall asleep during the club today, could you please make sure that Natsuki doesn't hit me on the head with a rolled-up poster?"
"It's a deal," Monika giggled.
Later that day, Shujinkou vigorously helped Natsuki look through her collection of manga.
"So let me get this straight… You're telling me that in non-canon Dragon Ball Z Movie Number Eight, the main villain of the movie hates Goku because he cried a lot as a baby?" Natsuki looked up and gave Shujinkou a skeptical look.
"Yep," he casually nodded.
"Broly hates Goku because he cried a lot as a baby… Even though he shouldn't remember such a thing…" she sighed before rolling her eyes at the fact.
"It's kind of a subconscious hatred."
"It sounds like a lousy reason to hate someone. Especially since it sounds like baby Broly never even seen baby Goku before and I doubt Goku would cry as an adult, so I don't see how Goku being around him can trigger him."
"That's what a lot of people said about the original Broly. Whether you love him or hate him, he has a very laughable motivation."
The two continued to search through the plethora of literary works until Natsuki's face suddenly lit up with joy.
"Found it!" she gently pulled out the second volume of the story she once lent Shujinkou and proudly presented it to him. "Hadi Girl Vol. 2! Though I have to admit, I'm kinda surprised that it took you this long to ask for it."
"Well…" a nervous sweat crawled down the back of his neck as the rookie club member scratched his right cheek. He did want to ask for it right away, but he was always afraid of Natsuki reminding him that he once got her into a series that was never completed.
"Then again, I'm not sure I should lend it to you considering that you got me into Crash Bandicoot without telling me that the manga was never finished," she pointed out.
"I'm really sorry," he apologized. "What do I have to make it up to you?"
Natsuki silently stared at Shujinkou. The solemn look in her eyes as she approached him caused his mind to begin to theorize what the pink-haired girl might say. But no words were said as she handed the book to him.
"I'm just messing with you," she said. "Unlike you, I don't get people's interests up for nothing."
"Thanks, Natsuki," an awkward smile crept up on him as he scratched his right cheek. Mixed feelings swirled inside him as he processed what just happened. But his thought process came to an immediate halt as Monika stepped into the room.
"Sorry, I'm late everybody," the club president said. "There was something I really needed to do before I got here."
"Did you have to save the school from another science experiment gone wrong?" Sayori inquired.
"Not really," Monika reached into her bag, pulled out three large envelopes and handed them to the other girls in the room.
"What's this?" Natsuki queried.
"Open it up and see," Monika answered.
The three opened their envelopes and were shocked to find hand drawn invitations inside. Each one featured a super deformed version of them surrounded by pillows and stylized hearts in front of pink clouds.
"'You are cordially invited to a slumber party tomorrow hosted by Literature Club President: Monika…'" Yuri read aloud.
Monika was immediately met with three confused stares.
"Um… I think that may have been a bit too formal, Shujinkou," Monika said as her cheeks grew red.
"Maybe…" he replied. "But in my defense, I presently have no idea how to invite anyone to slumber parties anymore."
"You're seriously inviting us to spend the night at your house?" a quizzical and disbelieving look crashed on Natsuki's face as she asked that.
"Mm-hmm," Monika smiled earnestly as she nodded. "I thought it would be fun if we could try it at least once. So what do you all say?"
As Shujinkou expected, Sayori's face immediately lit up.
"I'm in!" she beamed.
Monika turned her attention to Natsuki and Yuri, their faces making it clear that they weren’t as enthused as Sayori was.
"I don't now… Slumber parties…" Natsuki hesitated. "Slumber parties aren't really my thing."
"I don't think I would be comfortable with all of the people there…" Yuri lamented.
"But there's not going to be a lot of people," Monika corrected. "It's just going to be the four of us."
"Eh?!" Surprise grabbed hold of the two girls as they heard that, a feeling Shujinkou understood too well.
"I assumed the same thing when she brought it up to me. Though I freaked out because I thought that meant I was going to have to hand draw a lot of invitations," he chuckled in relief once he finished reminiscing.
"So what do you two say?" Monika asked again.
"Say yes," Sayori encouraged. "Think of how fun it will be to hang out after school."
Noticing the hesitation that still struck the two, Sayori used a technique that Shujinkou was all too familiar with: she used her puppy-dog eyes.
"Well…" Yuri closed her eyes, remaining silent for an entire minute. "Alright. I'll come."
Soon all eyes were on Natsuki.
"Ur…" Natsuki diverted her gaze as an unsure expression formed on her face. "Alright. I'll go too."
"Alright!" the excited vice-president wrapped her arms around Natsuki and Yuri. "A Literature Club Slumber Party! This is going to be so fun!"
A/N: I just realized that it's almost been a year since I started writing this story. Wow, time flies by. Maybe I can celebrate it by releasing another Afterword; though I can't promise I'll be able do anything since I shall be really busy this week.
Chapter 44: Doki Doki Slumber Party
Chapter Text
"Alright, you are all set, Sayori," Hiro said as she finished packing Sayori's bag.
Despite the fact that she hasn’t done it in a while, it felt like it was only yesterday Hiro picked out all the necessities Sayori needed whenever she came over to stay for the night. Once she made sure everything was secured, the slightly weary woman closed the bag and casually tossed the bag to its owner.
"Thanks, Auntie H," Sayori beamed, slipping her arms through the straps of her luggage.
Just then, Shujinkou walked down the nearby steps with a tobacco pipe in hand. He gently blew into the pipe and watched in amazement as bubbles flew up towards the ceiling.
"You know, it's too bad that you can't come to the slumber party with me, Shujinkou," Sayori lamented.
"Wha-?! I can't go to an all girls' slumber party, Sayori," Shujinkou replied in a matter-of-fact tone.
"If mom was here, she would probably say that you may be the only high school male that would say that without a hint of regret," Hiro chuckled.
Sayori joined in on the laughter as Shujinkou simply blew more bubbles from his pipe.
"That said, it's kind of weird staying over someone else's house and you're not there," Sayori continued.
"I guess…" he diverted his gaze as scratched his cheek. The bubble blower didn't know why, but he found it weird that his friend's statement caused him to start to feel weird. Of course, he didn't want her to know that out of fear of ruining her fun. "Eh, I'm 100% sure you'll still have fun without me."
Suddenly, the conversation was cut short by four knocks on the front door.
"Wonder who that could be?" Hiro wondered aloud as she approached the door. She opened the door and was hit with surprise the moment she laid her eyes on Yuri and Natsuki.
"Whoa…" Natsuki said.
"Ah… Is Sayori here? Yuri asked.
Hiro continued to stare at the two girls, unable to hide how completely dumbfounded she was. After staring at them for what seemed like forever, Hiro snapped back to reality and let out an awkward laugh. "Sorry, I think got lost in my own thoughts for a moment. Come on in."
As she motioned them to enter her home, Hiro couldn't help but think, "Oh my…! They're more moe than I thought they would be! …Whoa, I think Shujinkou's anime tongue is starting to get to me again."
Watching the two girls walk into his house; Shujinkou once again started to blow bubbles from his pipe, this act being the only thing hiding the surprise he felt from their sudden appearance.
"What's with the bubble pipe?" Natsuki inquired.
"I…" Shujinkou hesitated for a moment he before immediately deciding to tell the truth. "I sometimes use it when I read things and used to use it when I pretended to be a detective when I was younger. I probably look pretty dumb with it, huh?"
"Hm… I think it makes you look very distinguished," Yuri complimented.
"You think?" The quizzical look he gave her caused the young maiden to immediately divert her gaze.
"Yeah… I do…" a tiny smile formed on Yuri's face as her cheeks grew red.
"It is kinda cool…" Natsuki shrugged.
"See? I told you I wasn't the only one who thought that," Sayori chirped.
"Huh." Shujinkou placed the tip of the pipe in his mouth as he started to ponder. "Wait… But you said that when I was a kid. I don't think it counts at a time when people said I looked cute with it."
His mother could do nothing but watch the conversation take place.
"Wow…" Hiro thought. She couldn't help but be amazed at what she was seeing. "Uh, Shujinkou, why don't you introduce me to our guests?"
"Huh? Oh yeah," Shujinkou cleared his throat and said, "Mom, these are my friends from the Literature Club: Natsuki and Yuri."
"Nice to finally meet you two," Hiro awkwardly chuckled.
The two guests silently nodded their heads in agreement.
"So what are you two doing here?" Shujinkou asked Natsuki and Yuri.
"Sayori thought it would be a good idea for us to meet here so we could all go to Monika's house together," Natsuki answered. The pink-haired girl then glanced at his mother and, at a barely audible level, added, "I didn't expect us to run into your mother though…"
Shujinkou shot a surprised look at Sayori. "Why here?"
"Because I was here," Sayori answered in a matter-of-fact tone. "It wouldn't make much sense for them to meet at my house if I wasn't there."
"Touché," he replied.
"I'm sorry if it's such a bother," Yuri apologized.
"No, it's not a bother," Shujinkou assured them. He then pressed his lips against the end of his pipe and thought, "Though it's not how I pictured introducing them to my mother…"
"Well, I'm ready, so let's go!" Sayori declared.
"Wait a minute, everyone. Why don't I drive you all?" Hiro suggested.
Hesitation immediately gripped the two visitors, a feeling Hiro shared.
"Please? I insist," Hiro said.
Her genuine insistence invoked a strange feeling in Shujinkou and Yuri.
"This situation seems familiar…" they thought.
But with no clear vocal objections to the idea, Hiro led the four to her car, jumped in the driver's seat, and started the car. Once everyone was secured, she entered the address of Monika's house in the GPS and started the drive to their objective.
"So, uhm… How is life in the Literature Club, everyone?" Hiro inquired.
"It's fun," Sayori answered. "We all have fun there every day."
"Really? What do you guys do in it?" she asked.
"Usually anything we want in regards to literature, unless Monika had an activity planned," Shujinkou answered.
"Hm, what's this Monika like?" Hiro asked.
"She's really nice," Sayori answered.
"She's also the smartest and most popular student in school," Natsuki added.
"Really?" Hiro wondered.
"She is quite loved by the student body," Yuri replied. "She's also one of the most athletic students in the school."
Hiro glanced at her son.
"I can't add anything else. They pretty much explained how much of a school idol she is," Shujinkou replied, scratching his right cheek.
"A school idol…" Hiro thought.
Hiro remained silent for the rest of the ride, only speaking up once the car stopped.
"We are here!" she announced.
Everyone stepped out of the car.
"Hey guys!"
The group quickly turned around, surprised to find Monika approaching them from the sidewalk.
"I didn't expect you guys to get here so early," she said.
"Auntie H gave us a ride," Sayori replied.
"Auntie H?" Monika stared at Sayori confused.
"I think she's talking about Shujinkou's mom," Natsuki pointed to Shujinkou and his mother.
"Oh," Monika approached the two and smiled at Hiro. "It's a pleasure to meet you."
"Likewise," Hiro nodded.
Suddenly, he could feel a different "weird" feeling wash over him. Like the one from before, he couldn't understand why until Monika turned her radiant smile to him.
"Nice bubble pipe, Shujinkou," Monika complimented.
"So I've heard," he chuckled in the usual awkward fashion.
"I didn't expect to see you today. You wouldn't be hoping to try to make that joke into a reality were you?" she asked.
One single moment from the time she tutored him could not stay hidden away in his head.
"N-No…" he muttered.
"What's wrong?" Monika asked.
"Huh? Oh, nothing. I'm fine," Shujinkou assured her with red cheeks. "Anyway, I guess we'll go so you can have your party…"
"Hm… Okay then," Monika said. "Thank you both for bringing them here."
Shujinkou and Hiro returned to the car and, with a wave goodbye, drove off.
"Anyone else notice that Shujinkou's mom and grandma could be mistaken for sisters?" Natsuki said.
Monika and Yuri nodded their heads in agreement as Natsuki continued to stare into the distance.
"I can also see where he got some of his personality," she thought.
"Okay, everyone, I think it's time for us to get this party started," Monika announced.
"Ah… How do we do that?" Yuri asked.
"Um…" the club president's cheeks turned red. "To be honest, I don't really know. I never really experienced a slumber party before."
"Really?" the three visitors' eyes lit up with surprise.
"Well, I do have a few ideas, but I guess the first thing I should do is welcome you to my home," said Monika.
She wasted no time in leading her guests into her house. The curious eyes of the visitors scanned everything it could as they walked into the living room.
"Are your parents here?" Yuri asked.
"No. They left me in charge while they're away," Monika answered.
"Lucky," Natsuki said as she plopped down on a nearby couch. "I would love to have the house to myself for a while."
"Does this mean that we're going to have one of those wild teen parties that happen as soon as the authority figures are gone?" Sayori wondered aloud, plopping down next to Natsuki.
"I don't know if I would be comfortable participating in one of those kinds of party…" said Yuri.
"No, we won't be doing anything like that," Monika assured them. "I wouldn't want to betray my parents' trust like that after all."
Suddenly, Sayori's entire body convulsed as she looked down at Natsuki's carrier. The familiar look of desire was all bag's owner needed to realize what she was thinking.
"No," Natsuki said in a stern tone of voice.
"Can I at least see it?" Sayori pleaded.
"No."
"Please?!"
"No!"
Natsuki immediately moved her belongings away from the danger of Sayori as Monika quickly glanced down at her phone.
"Anyone up for Truth or Dare?" Monika suggested.
"Truth or Dare?" her guests eyes lit up with curiosity as Monika retrieved a bottle of water from her refrigerator.
She placed the bottle on the floor in front of them and asked, "Who wants to go first?"
"I'll do it!" the energetic girl quickly dropped to her knees and spun the bottle. Natsuki's heart sunk as the bottle pointed to her."Natsuki, truth or dare?"
"I'll take dare," Natsuki said, her voice layered with false confidence.
"Okay, I dare you to…" Sayori's head rocked back and forth as she tried to think of a suitable dare. "I dare you to… Prank call, Granny Hisa."
"What?!" Natsuki exclaimed. "I can't do that! She knows me!"
"You just have to pretend that you're somebody else."
"Ugh… Fine."
Natsuki reluctantly grabbed her phone and slowly dialed the professional number for Kitsune Spa Resort.
"Hello?" Hisa said.
Natsuki cleared her throat and spoke in the most masculine voice she could bring herself to do, "Excuse me, is Mr. Wall there?"
"I'm sorry, there's no one by that name, Natsuki," Hisa answered in a casual tone.
"W-Who is this Natsuki?" Natsuki stammered.
"I don't want to be mean, Natsuki, but your male voice isn't that good," Hisa chuckled.
Natsuki could hear the spa owner scratch her right cheek from the other side of the call.
"So, what do I owe the honor of this prank call?" Hisa inquired.
"It was… It was a dare," Natsuki reluctantly admitted.
"Huh. Are you girls having a slumber party?"
"How'd you-?"
"I analyzed all the facts. But anyway, I got some Hisa-things to do, but it was nice hearing from you."
"Y-Yeah. You too."
"You and the other girls have a great time, okay?"
"Alright."
The call ended, leaving Natsuki slightly surprised.
"Okay, I'm done with this game," she announced. "If I'm going to have to keep doing things like that, then I definitely don't want to play anymore."
"So, what should we do now?" Sayori wondered aloud.
"Perhaps I could make us some tea while we wait for a viable suggestion?" Yuri suggested.
"Eh? But isn't that a suggestion?" Sayori's confused expression was all it took to make Yuri look away.
"Ah… I guess it is…" Yuri then turned her gaze to Monika. "Do you mind? I brought my own things to make some."
"Of course," Monika nodded.
Yuri proceeded to enter the kitchen as Monika sat down on the couch.
"You know, we probably shouldn't force anything," Monika said. "After all, an expert once said that we should let things come naturally."
"An expert…" Sayori closed her eyes and began to theorize the identity of this "expert" Monika referred to. "…I got nothing. Hey, did any of you ever find out who won the contest to Granny Hisa's spa resort?"
The two girls beside her shook their heads, followed by Natsuki asking, "How did we all miss that info?"
"I guess we weren’t paying that much attention," Monika concluded.
"How could we not pay attention to the something that involved us winning a free trip?" Natsuki said in disbelief.
"Well, Monika was probably very busy and Shujinkou gets lost in thought a lot," Sayori said. "As for the rest of us… We probably weren’t paying attention."
"That's just what Monika said," Natsuki sighed.
"Oh yeah," Sayori chuckled. "But it wouldn't be the first time we weren’t paying attention to things. Like how Monika worked in a maid café during the Cultural Festival even though everyone else in school knew about it."
"Eh… I wasn't exactly thrilled with that entire situation," Monika said.
"But it was so successful," Sayori pointed out. "Your class attracted the entire school."
"Even so, I still found the whole thing kind of embarrassing," Monika replied.
Just then, Yuri approached the three and handed them each a cup of tea.
"It must have been nice though to have everyone look forward to something you're involved in," Yuri said.
"See? There's something positive to take out of the experience," Sayori said.
"Actually… I think there's another positive thing I got out of the experience," Monika took a sip from her cup with slightly red cheeks. "Oh yeah, that reminds me."
Monika reached under the couch and pulled out a tower of board games.
"My parents said that we could play these to pass the time," Monika said.
"Why were they under the couch?" Natsuki queried.
"I don't know," Monika shrugged. "Anyone want to play trouble?"
With no arguments towards the idea, the host set the game up and each player set their colored pieces in their proper starting points. They then hit the POP-O-MATIC to roll the dice inside; each one hoping they would earn the coveted number 6 in order to escape from "Home."
15 minutes later, their pieces were still trapped in the four starting areas as they continued to hit the POP-O-MATIC.
"Anyone want to play something else?" Monika asked.
Her guests silently nodded their heads and Monika grabbed another board game.
"The Game of Life," Monika announced.
The game was soon under way. Monika finished the game as a successful doctor with a healthy family, Sayori was a rich accountant, Yuri was a famous journalist and Natsuki was plagued with a lot of debt.
"Ugh…" Natsuki groaned as the game ended.
"Let's try playing Monopoly next," Monika suggested.
The next game began. 1 hour later, the game ended with Natsuki losing all of her money through pure bad luck.
"These dice are biased," she tightened her grip on the pair of dice before dropping them back on the board.
"Uhm… How about we play Sorry," Monika nervously suggested.
The third game ended with everyone but Natsuki guiding their pieces to the "Home" zone.
Monika couldn't help but fearfully chuckle as she watched her manga-loving guest willingly fall back against the couch.
"Oh yeah, I just remembered something else my parents left for us," Monika sat up and led her guests into the kitchen. She then searched through one of the cabinets and pulled out a tiny fountain. "A chocolate fountain!"
"Your parents are awesome," Sayori beamed and turned her gaze to Natsuki. "Does this mean we can finally eat what you brought over?"
"I don't see a better time," an excited smile crept up on the exasperated girl as she left to grab her bag. She soon came back with a bag of cookies as Monika turned on the fountain.
The girls watched in delight as chocolate began to pour out from the top.
"Let's dig in!" Monika announced.
The four each grabbed a single cookie, smothered them in chocolate and took a bite. Only the satisfied look on their faces could describe the glee they felt.
"Ah… Should we be eating these before dinner?" Yuri brought up.
The euphoria left as quickly as it came as Yuri's realization set in.
Moments later, the girls sat in Monika's room, watching TV and eating their dinner.
"I think it's late enough now," Monika said.
"Late enough for what?" Natsuki asked.
" Something that a good sleepover party should always have… a good old scary story," the calm smile Monika sported was enough to cause Natsuki to break into a nervous sweat. "Does anyone have a really scary tale to share?"
"I think I have a scary story that might suffice," Yuri offered.
"Go for it," Monika encouraged.
"Well, this tale takes place in the Victorian Era," Yuri began the story with a slight smile on her face. "There was once a girl named Annie who lived with her best friend Ida in a private school for the gifted. The two weren’t the most popular, or the smartest, but they were very comfortable with each other and found solace in that.
One morning, Ida opened their wardrobe, only for the corpse of another female student to fall on top of her. Naturally, the girls were horrified and news of this death quickly traveled throughout the school. Once the body was examined, it was discovered that there rope marks around the neck of the corpse and the death was ruled as a suicide.
But things didn't end there. From then on, day after day, more and more corpses were found around the school. It wasn't long before other students began to suspect that Annie and Ida were the ones responsible for all the recent deaths. The other students began to bully and belittle them, so they decided that they would find out who the murderer was and clear their name.
That very night, Annie and Ida searched the school for any clues, until they heard a scream resonate within the corridors. Annie suddenly took off to follow the screams and Ida tried to follow, but couldn't keep up. While searching the school for her friend, Ida heard another scream. Fear began to cloud her senses. She was so afraid, that she didn't notice a mysterious figure approach her until she heard her friend call her name.
Ida looked up immediately ducked out of the way of a knife slash and Annie clumsily pushed the man to the ground. She then proceeded to grab the knife and thrust it into the figure's heart. Ida was shocked over the entire situation to say the least. She took a closer look at the figure and was surprised to find that it was just a normal man.
'Y-You fool. Why are you helping…' he died before he could finish his sentence. Ida couldn't fathom what the man was trying to say until she felt cold steel pierce her back. It all happened so quickly, that couldn't even scream. She hit the ground and looked up. She saw a knife covered in her blood in the hands of Annie. She was shocked by the dead look in her eyes. The last thing she saw was her friend leaving before darkness took her away.
Now you would think that this was the story of a deceptive friend, but there's actually a lot more to it. Annie disappeared from the face of the earth that night. One century later, the same kind of murders started taking place in private schools all around the world. Soon, they evolved into murders that would take place anywhere. Some believed that Annie is a ghost one that that's eternally bound to this realm, killing as much as she wants. Taking a different appearance, befriending a new friend, earning their trust just so she can make a new kill!"
A bright smile appeared on Yuri's face as she drew a knife from her pocket, frightening the others to the point of them huddling together for comfort.
"Was that sufficiently scary?" Yuri queried.
"That was way too scary!" Natsuki screeched.
"Really scary," Sayori fearfully nodded her head in agreement.
"I, uh… I think it's safe to say that this party had a good scary story…" Monika nervously chuckled. "By the way, Yuri, why do you have a pocket knife?"
"Ah…" Yuri placed the knife back in her pocket. "No real reason…"
"I bet you only have it on you so you could scare us with that story of yours," Natsuki said.
"It did make for a scary twist," Sayori said. "Plus, you looked so cute when you were scared."
"I'm not cute!" Natsuki yelled. "Especially when I'm scared!"
"Actually I think you look cute no matter how you're feeling," Sayori grinned.
The smiling girl's face was soon introduced to a cat shaped pillow. Muffled sounds could be heard as Natsuki tightly held the pillow against her face.
"You still think I'm cute?" Natsuki asked with a smug look.
Sayori's arms continued to flail about until one of them grabbed another pillow and swung it at Natsuki. Now able to breathe again, Sayori gripped the pillow tighter and raised it over her head.
"Pillow fight!" she effused.
Sayori turned her gaze towards Monika and Yuri. The excited look in her eyes was enough to frighten Yuri. The club VP swung her pillow at Yuri, only to be immediately intercepted by Monika. The lightning fast speed Monika demonstrated left Sayori open long enough for Natsuki to take her revenge for earlier.
"You've both met your match!" a confident smile spread across her face as she swung her pillow at Monika.
The host of the party effortlessly blocked the swings of her guest with a gentle smile on her face.
"You're enjoying how easy this is, aren't you?" Natsuki said.
"It's not easy at all," Monika replied, as she casually blocked a blow from Sayori.
"Not easy? Yeah right…" Natsuki muttered as she raised her pillow.
Teaming up with Sayori, the two continued their relentless assault against Monika to no avail. Just as the two were about to give up hope, an azure pillow struck the back of Monika's head. Everything came to a stop as the three turned their surprised gazes at a just as surprised Yuri.
No words were exchanged as the four started the fight once again.
15 minutes later, the girls collapsed on the floor laughing.
"Anyone else so tired that they can't move?" Monika asked.
"Right here," Sayori raised her hand.
"I'm also very exhausted," Yuri said.
"You better be," Natsuki said. "Your swings were so hard that it'd be crazy if you had any energy left."
"Ah… Sorry," Yuri apologized.
"Yeesh, you don't need to apologize when that's the point of the game," Natsuki pointed out.
"Oh. Sorry," Yuri apologized once more.
"Ugh… Your apologizing is making me feel like a jerk…" Natsuki moaned.
"I don't think that you have to worry about feeling like you’re a jerk to Yuri," Sayori said. "After all, a jerk wouldn't have felt so mad when they first laid their eyes on Akuma."
"Guh… That's not how it happened…" Natsuki muttered at a barely audible level.
"Is that true?" Monika asked.
"It happened after you and Shujinkou went to Yuri's house. We ran into him and Natsuki looked so mad that I thought she was going to jump him right then and there," Sayori answered.
The surprised that appeared in the eyes of Yuri and Monika was enough for Natsuki to divert her gaze.
"It's not such a big deal," she said. "I was just making sure that nothing awkward would happen. In fact, I was madder about him mistaking me for a first-year student."
"That sounds like you," Monika giggled.
"Ah…" Yuri slightly fidgeted as she looked into Natsuki's eyes. "Thanks, Natsuki."
"It's… It's not a big deal," she said in a huff. "Let's just drop it, okay?"
"Well, if that's the way you want it, Natsuki. Do you want to talk about the day we first met?" Monika suggested.
"St-Stop teasing me!" Natsuki snapped. "Maybe I'd rather talk more about the maid café thing?"
"Eh… No thanks," Monika nervously chuckled.
"How about we talk about what we did during the poster contest?" Sayori suggested.
"NO!" Yuri and Natsuki screamed. The two girls silently looked at each other, surprised by the other's response "No."
"Did something happen when you were working with Shujinkou, Natsuki?" Sayori asked.
"Of course not," Natsuki replied. "There's just nothing to talk about. We made a poster and that's it. Point is, we don't need to talk about that because there's nothing to talk about."
"You sure?" Sayori asked. "You seem to be…
Another pillow was quickly held against the vice-president's face.
"I gotta start bringing a pillow with me to the club," Natsuki smiled as she imagined putting the idea in practice.
She was then struck herself by Sayori, igniting another war.
The next morning, Monika slowly opened her eyes as a massive yawn escaped her body. She then looked around, noticing that she and her guests were still huddled together. She simply smiled and joined them back in the comfort of sleep.
Chapter 45: Afterword #2
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Afterword #2
It's Crash5020 again and welcome to another afterword segment. To be honest, I didn't want to do another one so soon, but I figured why not do another one in order to celebrate 1 whole year of writing this story. I honestly can't believe that it's been a year since I started writing this story and I have to admit that it has been an enjoyable experience. Anyway, where to start with this Afterword? I guess I'll start with some more behind the scenes.
Behind the scenes
Chapters 20-30: Kitsune Spa Resort Arc. Quite a few things happened in this arc. I think I'll start with the creation of Lady Hisa. She was actually conceptualized after I finished Chapter 16. My thought back then was, "Hey, what if Shujinkou had a connection to this resort? This way I can set up a story for the upcoming arc." It's actually another reason why he insisted that he or Natsuki not look up any images of the resort online, as he was already familiar with the location.
After I finished Chapter 17, I got to work on her character. I wanted her to be a "cool grandma" that Shujinkou was very close to. She would be a laidback individual who was also very professional when she needed to be and would have the same scratching of the right cheek tic that Shujinkou has. After developing a personality, I decided that she would have a very youthful appearance. So youthful in fact that people would have a hard time believing she was a grandmother. I also want to point out that her silver hair is natural and not a result of old age.
For Chapter 22, I decided to have Monika address her school idol status and her feelings towards it to Shujinkou. A nice bonding moment, but I also realized when looking over it that I have once again avoided any kind of situation that would have resulted in her feeding him food. Regarding the next chapter; it was originally going to be from Shujinkou's viewpoint, but I decided to change to Yuri and use the chapter to add in a bit of backstory.
Now after finishing 23 chapters… I had hit my first writers block regarding the story. As Chapter 31 shows, I had a few ideas of where to go next, but I didn't know which one to go with. After a long time of wondering what I could do, I remembered that I had a story to tell regarding Shujinkou's dad and decided to use it right away. All I had to do was work on his character.
Shujinkou has a complex relationship with Jomei. He wants his father's love but at the same time, he slightly resents him for his past actions. He's also under the belief that his father doesn't really like him and that he himself was the reason he left. Suffice to say, Jomei has left a few emotional scars on Shujinkou. It's because of this that he does not have a good standing with Sayori and Hisa. Since Hisa is a professional, she makes it clear that she won't let any negative feelings pop up unless he hurts her grandson again while Sayori does not refer to him in an affectionate way like she does with Shujinkou's grandparents. In fact, the only reason she insisted that Shujinkou spend time with his father was so he could find some form of closure, even after realizing the possibility of him getting hurt again was possible.
After purposely being ignored by his father in an attempt to talk to him, Shujinkou retreats into a cardboard box in an attempt to hide from everyone leading to the events of Chapter 25. In that chapter, I decided that it was a good opportunity to show that while Fuyu has an icy side, she does care for her fellow students and doesn't mind getting in awkward situations in an attempt to help them.
Events suddenly take a turn as it was finally time to explore the relationship Shujinkou had with his father directly. In chapters 28-30, I wanted to showcase a father and son with a very strained and distant relationship, while also showing that just because Shujinkou wants to have a better relationship with his father, he isn't desperate for it.
I originally planned for the day they had to be longer, but I felt anything more would have been unnecessary filler. I decided to have Shujinkou confront his father about his leaving when he was younger and end the arc showing how much his father has emotionally scarred him. I also consider his sudden appearance to be an example of how something fun can be ruined by an unforeseeable variable.
Chapter 32: A Sudden Meeting. In this chapter, Shujinkou meets to Kiyoko in a rather painful way. Not much to say about this chapter since the sole focus was to introduce a new character. Kiyoko is a very athletic person who enjoys moments where she can just relax, which can sometimes lead her to sleeping in class whenever she can as seen in the next chapter.
Chapters 33-34: Make a Date and Study Date. These two chapters exist because I wanted to put Shujinkou in a study date scenario that I've prepared with his poorly marked paper from Chapter 2. His grades were slipping and Shujinkou realized that he needed some help. Fortunately for him, he was acquainted with Honor Student Monika. Not much to say in regards to what happened, just a boy and girl studying and hanging out. I did originally plan to add the scientist scene Monika spoke of, but I decided against it at the last moment.
Regarding the kiss they shared, I had to devise a scenario where it wouldn't be seen as a romantic advance from Shujinkou's viewpoint. With that in mind, I made them play a game where they both had something at stake and that a tie was possible.
Chapter 35: An Uncomfortable Encounter. This chapter I could have done better. As the chapter 's title indicates, I wanted there to be an uncomfortable encounter between Shujinkou and Akuma, but I could have done more with it.
Chapters 36-38: Cognitive Representation, Grimm Fun and A Considerate Fellow. So by Chapter 36, I decided to try my hand at the fake relationship plot. For a plot like this, I only had two characters I could use, but since Monika was just involved in a study date story, I had to pick Yuri. Nothing much to say for Chapter 36, other than the fact that originally, the angel/devil scene wasn't part of the chapter.
After I finished it, I was just rereading over the finished product and wanted to make it a bit longer. To do that, I decided to expand on Shujinkou's moral debate over the situation and show it in a more comedic light. In fact, it was because I wanted it shown in a more comedic light and because it would fit his imaginative daydreams, that the angel and devil would take the form of Mickey Mouse. But I didn't stop there. Given the context of the situation, I realized that this would actually be a time that the angel and devil would agree. The angel would of course insist on helping others and the devil would insist on the lying part. If Shujinkou didn't agree to lie, then the devil would be happy that he didn't argree to helping someone without any compensation. In the end, it was a win-win scenario for the devil.
For the next chapter, it was time to introduce Yuki. I designed her to be a bright young girl that was interested in all kinds of fairy tales whether they were lighthearted or very dark. Her stuffed bear, Grimm, is a reference to the Brothers Grimm and it's stitched up look is to reflect another interest of hers. As for Yumi's character, she's the calm, gentle motherly type.
Now originally, I planned for Chapter 37 to be what the previous chapter was leading up to, but I couldn't get it to work for story purposes. So I had to add the trip to the amusement park and an extra chapter to fix; the exact reason being that both Yuki and Yumi were surprised by Shujinkou's appearance. But instead of calling him out, they decided to try and get a feel for his character, which is what drives their actions. Yumi, in particular, pays close attention to the interactions Yuri and Shujinkou have together. So while Yuki could get a feel of what kind of person Shujinkou is from just their short interaction from Chapter 37 alone, Yumi would need a bit more to go one. You could actually say that the sudden trip to the amusement park was a secret test of character for Shujinkou.
I will not lie; I did not feel comfortable about the idea of creating relatives for any of the girls. It felt like I had standards to meet and it made me wonder if I was making a mistake. But I had an idea and I decided to stick to my guns.
Chapters 39-40: Given Tasks and Self-Given Task. When I originally got to Chapter 39, I had no idea what to write. I planned and I planned and all I can say is that the only similarity between the original plot and the final one is that Sayori sprains her ankle. Anyway, Chapter 39 is the debut of silent student Rei. Her conception was brought about my sudden desire to write a silent protagonist and how the main cast would interact with her.
Another fact I would like to share is that the chapter was originally shorter, but since the section in the student council office was shorter than I intended, I expanded it into it is now.
Chapter 40 I decided to dedicate to Shujinkou and Sayori's friendship because I felt like I haven't focused on it for awhile. Nothing major, just a chapter long conversation between childhood friends.
Chapter 41: Morning Coffee. This chapter was a little tough due to Rei's silence. Can't get much of a conversation out of her so instead of just focusing on introducing her to the Literature Club, I took the mindset of progressing the story further along than I intended. Also, the opening conversation between Shujinkou and his mother and the event that the chapter was named after was added at the last second.
Chapter 42: Blind Trust. Not really much to say regarding this chapter since I wrote it one shot. All I can say was that I was waiting for the right moment to display this origin tale.
Chapters 43-44: A bit too formal and Doki Doki Slumber Party. Not much to say about Chapter 43 either. Its overall purpose was to serve as a prelude to Chapter 43 and I had to force myself to keep Rei from doing anything more than she did. Chapter 44's plot came about when I decided that I wanted to do a chapter that mostly focused on the girls in a scenario outside of school. Also when I was writing this story, I realized that it's been a year since I started writing the story, so I kind of wrote it with the words "anniversary special" in mind.
Now regarding the opening section, I originally intended for it to end at the moment when Shujinkou started to experience a "weird" feeling, but because I was writing it around the anniversary date, I expanded it into what it is now. Hiro meeting the girls and trying her hardest not to be an embarrassing mother figure, Hisa's cameo and the girls reflecting on previous events was all because of my anniversary mindset.
Besides that, I had real issues writing this chapter since I had no idea what the girls could do and even after doing some research, I still had no idea what I could do to make things interesting. I eventually decided that I was putting too much pressure on myself and decided to let things come naturally. It's because of that that I wrote this story out of order. In order:
- Opening
- Scary Story
- Expanded Opening
- Board Games-Scary Story
- Pillow Fight
In the end, I found it easier to write this chapter by focusing on the interactions more than the events themselves.
Concluding Statements
If I was to be asked if I would still be writing this story 1 year later… I probably would have believed it. I knew deep down that the story wouldn't have been that short, especially with the ideas in my head. To end things, I would like to express my gratitude towards those reading the story. I know I make mistakes (like grammar issues I have to go and correct) and I may sometimes waste good plots (or do I? Yeah, I probably do), but thanks for sticking with this tale.
Chapter 46: Selfish Part 1
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"I remember that day clearly. That was when all of the pain, the sadness and the loneliness began. I wanted it to go away. I really, really wanted it to go away. But… am I talking about my pain or theirs?"
"Selfish"
"Time to get to work!" Sayori cheerfully thought as she gathered her things. Now that school was finally over, the young Vice-President could finally meet up with the other members of the Literature Club.
As she anxiously made her way to the meeting place, the young girl's curious gaze was caught by a familiar sight walking out of the school. She approached the window and silently watched a figure vanish from the school grounds.
"Oh…" Sayori gently pressed her hand against the cold glass. "Oh, wait, I got to get to the club. I can think about things when I get there."
In no time at all, she reached the classroom that held the club.
"I'm here!" she happily announced before tripping over her own two feet. Just as quickly as she fell, Sayori sprung back up on her feet. "Huh."
"Are you okay, Sayori?" Monika asked.
"Yeah, but I think I'm really used to being helped up," she replied.
"That doesn't sound like something a club VP would say," Following the direction of the sudden voice, Sayori curiously turned around to find Natsuki holding another container filled with various manga. The pink haired female then turned her stern gaze to Monika and asked: "By the way, when are we going to get our own club room?"
"I don't think we'll be getting our own club room anytime soon. Until then, this classroom will be our meeting place," Monika answered.
"What?! I thought this place was only temporary until we were official."
"Sorry, Natsuki, but I don't think that there's anything we can do about it right now."
"There's really nothing we can do?"
"Uhm… I think situations like this are under the authority of the Student Council President," Sayori replied. "So we would have to ask her."
"Ugh…" a nervous drop of sweat crawled down Natsuki's face as she considered that option. "I guess we'll just have to wait…"
Natsuki quickly retreated to the classroom closet, an action that surprised Sayori.
"I don't get why everyone gets that way whenever the president is mentioned," she said.
"Ah…"
Sayori and Monika turned towards the direction of the second sudden voice and watched Yuri quickly avert her gaze.
"What did you say, Yuri?" Sayori asked.
"Ah… Nothing. I really shouldn't say anything," the young maiden nervously replied.
"You don't have to be so nervous, Yuri," Monika assured her. "You can tell us whatever you were going to say."
"Well… To answer Sayori's question… The Council President has an air about her that scares the other students," Yuri said. "She really seems like a person that you need a lot of courage to approach and sustain a conversation with. In fact, I have heard other say how exhausted they were after talking to her."
"Oh…" Sayori closed her eyes before exhaling an exhausted sigh. "I'm tired just thinking about it. I bet he would be too."
"He… Are you referring to the same friend you mentioned before?" Monika queried.
"Mm-hmm," Sayori happily nodded.
"He must be very special to you if you feel compelled to mention him as much as you do," Yuri said.
"Huh? Do I really mention him that much?" Sayori wondered aloud.
"Constantly," Natsuki interjected as she walked out of the classroom.
"Huh. I guess I do," Sayori casually accepted. "But yeah, we grew up together, so of course I like him a lot."
"Mm…" a sad smile fell on Yuri's face. "It must be really nice to have someone that special to you…"
"Eh?"
"Ah… Nothing, I was just thinking aloud. It's nothing…"
Before Sayori could respond, Yuri looked down at her desk and reopened her book.
"Special…?" the young VP remained silent as her attention shifted back to Monika.
"Something on your mind?" she asked.
"Mmm…" Sayori's head slightly tilted from left to right until a bright smile formed on her face. "I just forgot. But besides that… "
Her curious eyes dropped down to the open journal tucked between Monika's hands.
"What're you writing in that journal?" she asked.
"This?" Monika gently closed the journal and said, "Just a story I'm working on."
"What's it about?"
"It's a secret."
"Secret?" that response did nothing but cause Sayori's curiosity to grow.
"But, I haven't been able to get much done today since my mind's been on other things," Monika continued.
"Like what?"
"What my class may be doing for the upcoming Cultural Festival. Our suggestion's been submitted and I'm a little worried that it may be approved."
"But events that classes do during the festival are usually really fun. Why are you worried?"
"Well… Let's just say that I may have to look forward to the Athletic Festival more than the Cultural Festival."
The next afternoon…
"Every day, I imagine a future where…" Monika stopped herself and gently tapped the heart-shaped cap of her pen against her right cheek. "…I'm still so lost after that part."
"Whatcha whispering, Monika?" the club president glanced up to find Sayori standing next to her with a puzzled expression planted firmly on her face.
"Nothing, I was just in deep thought about something."
"You know… You looked so out of it, that you kind of reminded me of my friend. He kinda dazes off a lot."
"He dazes off a lot?" Monika's eyes lit up with curiosity.
"Mm-hmm," Sayori nodded her head in response. "You never really know what goes on in that head but it usually sounds exciting."
"Hm. You know, now that I think about, I don't think you ever mentioned your friend by name."
"I haven't? Uhm… I'm pretty sure that I have. Haven't I?"
Monika shook her head.
"Oh, well his name is Shujinkou," Sayori replied.
"Shujinkou," Monika repeated, the tone of her voice layered with interest.
Out of nowhere, a sweet scent entered the room and penetrated the nostrils of the Vice-President. Her eyes widened as she instantly turned towards the classroom door and watched Natsuki walk through with a tin container.
"Natsuki?" Sayori said as she continued to eye the container. "What's that?"
"This? It's just something I decided to bring in today," Natsuki proudly removed the top of the container to unveil to the rest of the club 20 individual double chocolate brownies.
"Whoa! Where did you get those from?" Sayori excitedly asked.
"I made them myself. I bet you're surprised that I know how to bake."
"Really surprised," Sayori nodded with a stuffed face.
"Eh?" the young baker did nothing but stare as Sayori reached for more brownies. "You… You really like sweets don't you?"
"Mm-hmm. Well, I like a lot of things, but sweets are one of the things I like the most." The club VP took one large gulp and miraculously swallowed the brownies with no issue. She gently patted her stomach as Natsuki continued to stare at her in disbelief.
"I'm going to need to keep an eye on this girl…" she thought.
Sayori then slid a few into her lunchbox and stuffed it back in her bag.
"Some for the road," she said with a smile.
The club's meeting continued on as usual. The evening came and, the moment the club was dismissed, Sayori said her goodbyes and dashed down the usual road home, except today she had a stop to make. She eagerly approached one of the many houses near her own and knocked on the door. Not too long after, the door opened to reveal very a familiar face.
"Hey, Auntie H!" she waved cheerfully.
"Long time no see, Sayori," Hiro eyes scanned the 2nd year student from top to bottom. "You look so cute in your school uniform."
"Really?" Sayori curiously glanced at her uniform. "Is Shujinkou in?"
"Oh, uhm…" Hiro's expression changed. "I… I actually don't know where he is."
"Really? He usually leaves school before me. I wonder where he could be." Sayori wondered aloud.
"Wait… You leave after him? What do you do after school?"
"I'm the Vice-President of the Literature Club."
"Really? Sounds like you're 2nd in charge of a fun club."
"It is fun. In fact…" Sayori dug into her bag and pulled out her lunchbox. "…One of the club members made some brownies. I wanted to see if Shujinkou wanted any, but it look like I missed him… I guess that means I don't have to share."
"Right… It's his loss," Hiro weakly chuckled.
"So, what are you up to these days, Auntie H?"
"Me? Not much. Just keeping house, practicing my knitting skills and uh…"
"What is it?"
"What I'm about to tell you is strictly confidential."
Hiro motioned Sayori towards her and whispered in left ear.
"WHAT?! Is that true!?" Sayori inquired.
"Well… Yeah," Hiro chuckled.
"Does Shujinkou or Granny Hisa know?"
Hiro shook her head.
"Wow… Well, I promise I won't tell him when I eventually catch up to him," Sayori assured her.
Hiro's eyes widened with a surprise.
"You're going to try and catch up with him?" she asked, unable to hide her shock.
"Mm-hmm," Sayori nodded before glancing down at her lunchbox. "Actually, I think there's something I have to do first, but I'll definitely try and catch him after that."
"Oh… Well, that's good."
"Yeah. Wish me luck, Auntie H!"
With a new sense of determination flowing through her, Sayori reached into her lunchbox and handed Hiro one of the leftover brownies. She then stuffed another in her mouth and rushed home.
"Good luck." Hiro whispered. "And thanks."
Chapter 47: Selfish Part 2
Chapter Text
Darkness was all that appeared before him until Shujinkou opened his eyes to greet the bright orange sky. He gently grasped his forehead only to feel something warm and sticky trickle down his fingers. Confused and slightly in pain, Shujinkou lowered his hand and stared at the red substance that slightly stained his palm. The confusion grew until he glanced at a nearby tree and solemnly stared at the blood stained bark.
"Oh right. That was a really desperate move…" he sighed.
Sad music played in his head as he stood on his feet.
"Stop it!" Shujinkou shouted at the top of his lungs.
He sighed in relief as the sounds of nature quickly stifled the inner song. But even then, Shujinkou was far from composed. Nothing could be done about that as he knew that it was still time to return home. That singular goal was all the young man focused on as he jumped on his feet. He had to, or else he may risk accidently breaking curfew again.
It didn't take long for him to make it to his destination. Once inside, he curiously inspected his surroundings just as his mother walked out of his kitchen.
"Welcome back, Shuji-" a warm welcome was quickly rendered impossible as her eyes were immediately drawn to the wound on her son's forehead. She quickly rushed to Shujinkou and took a closer look at the injury. "What happened?!"
"I tripped and fell over," he answered as he scratched his right cheek.
A small smile formed on his face, but it was only met with disapproving frown. Hiro then led her son to the kitchen and began to clean the wound. As she did so, Shujinkou glanced down at the table and was surprised to find a single brownie sitting on top of a nearby plate.
"You made brownies?" he asked.
"No. Someone else made it and Sayori brought it here for you to try," Hiro answered.
"Sayori?"
"Mm-hmm. Seems like she still takes your sweet tooth into consideration."
Hiro quickly finished patching up her son's injury and gently slid the plate towards him.
"Why don't you give it a try?" she suggested.
Shujinkou silently stared at the plate before suddenly reaching out for it.
"Can I eat it in my room?" he asked.
"Um, sure…" Hiro answered.
No more words were exchanged as Shujinkou left the table and walked to his room. Not even bothering to turn on the lights, Shujinkou tossed his backpack on the floor, plopped himself in bed and brought the brownie close to his face. The moment his teeth sunk in, tears began flowing out of his eyes.
The next afternoon, Shujinkou stared out of the classroom window as he tried to keep his mind active with various thoughts. Eventually, he began to focus on one subject that has been on his mind for a long time.
"Wonder why they changed how classes work?" he wondered. "Last year, the teachers were the ones that switched classrooms and now the students have to switch classrooms. I guess the school decided to experiment. Kinda sucks that it takes away from between class breaks. Though I wonder if I could use this new way of doing things in order to find some new places I could hide out during the Cultural Festival this year."
"Shujinkou."
"Sayori came to visit yesterday. Did she really just want to leave me that brownie or was it something more?"
"Shujinkou."
"I haven't really talked to her in a really long time. I kinda thought she moved on. I wouldn't have blamed her for doing that; in fact it would make more sense if she did especially since I haven't exactly been a fun person to be around since… Wonder what would lead her to wanting to see me now?"
"Shujinkou!"
A loud voice pieced through Shujinkou's thoughts, forcing him back to reality just in time to confront his teacher. He knew just by looking into her stern eyes that he was about to be scolded. But instead of scolding him, she instead said something that he didn't expect: "Are you okay, Shujinkou?"
"Huh? Oh… Yeah, I'm good," he replied.
"Are you sure? Because you seem to have a tendency to doze off in class."
"Sorry. I kind of think and daydream a lot."
"I heard you do that in all of your classes. Not only that but I've recently found out that you barely passed all your classes last year."
"I guess I'm not that good of a student."
"That's what people would believe if they didn't notice the pattern of your work."
"Pattern?"
"When I was looking over your past grades and the grades you received in this class so far, I've noticed that you seem to alternate between doing well and failing. Have you ever noticed that?"
"Not really."
"Are you sure that there isn't anything you want to talk about?"
"No… I don't."
"Alright. But if something is bugging you, my door is always open."
"Thanks, teacher."
Shujinkou grabbed his backpack and walked out of the classroom with a sigh.
The next morning, a tired yawn escaped through Shujinkou's lips as he walked to school. It was strange but for some reason he felt like someone was calling out to him.
"SHUJINKOU! WAIT!"
"Wait, someone is calling me," he thought as the familiar voice finally reached him. "Is that…?"
Shujinkou turned around and was swiftly knocked off his by Sayori. Unfazed by the sudden collision, she quickly sat up and smiled down at her old friend.
"Finally caught up to you, Shujinkou," Sayori said. "Long time no see."
"Sayori?" Shujinkou said in disbelief.
"Mm-hmm. You sound like you forgot what I looked like. It hasn't really been that long, has it?"
Shujinkou remained silent as he scratched his right cheek.
"So… What have you been up to, lately?" Sayori inquired.
"Nothing much… Just going through the motions. Going to school, going home, playing games…" he answered. His face sported a look of sorrow for a split second before it was replaced with one of curiosity. "What about you? What have you been up to?"
"I'm the Vice-President of the Literature Club," Sayori proudly replied.
"What?!" Shujinkou exclaimed. "Vice-President of the-?! Wait, when did the school get a Literature Club?"
"Is it really that surprising that I can be Vice-President?" Sayori pouted. "And the school got the Literature Club this year."
"It's not really surprising you can, it's just… It's kind of hard imagining you performing Vice-Presidential duties. I'm not saying you can't, it's just hard to imagine."
"Oh. Well, I can understand that. It's hard for me to imagine too. Anyway, there's something I really wanted to ask you."
The surprise Shujinkou felt grew as he wondered what could be important enough for Sayori to literally chase him down.
"What did you want to ask me?" he said.
"Are you going to join any clubs this year?" Sayori asked.
"Uhm… Not really."
"So, it's just like I was to- like I figured! Just like I figured! But anyway you should really choose a club to join, Shujinkou."
"I don't know Sayori. They're not really my thing. Besides, it's not like it'll be the end of the world if I don't join a club."
"Yes it will!"
"Wha?!"
"Think about, Shujinkou. A club is a place for social interaction in an environment built entirely around an individual's interests. It is through these clubs that people come together and grow together as they continue to prepare for the real world. Without school clubs, students would lack the social grace that would allow them to succeed in the grown up world and become NEETS. I don't want you to become a NEET, Shujinkou!"
Shujinkou stared at Sayori in disbelief.
"Don't you think that's kind of a massive exaggeration, Sayori?" he asked.
"Not really," she shook her head. "Besides…"
Sayori diverted her gaze for a second, an action that surprised Shujinkou.
"Come on, Shujinkou! At least try to find a club you would like!" Sayori pleaded.
"Well…" Shujinkou alternated between glancing at Sayori and his right hand. "I… I guess I can look through a couple of them. Just to see what they're like."
"That's great! And there are so many clubs that you can check out. There's the Pottery Club, the Literature Club, the Basketball Club, Literature Club, Drama Club, Literature Club, Debate Club, Journalist Club, Archery Club, Supernatural Club, Literature Club…"
"You know, I'm starting to get the feeling that you want me to check out the club you're in."
"I'm just doing my job as Vice-President. But you really should check out the Literature Club. It's a really fun place."
"I don't know Sayori. I don't really think I'm the literature type."
"That's not true. After all, you did do a 2-hour explanation on why manga was literature."
"Sayori, I was 8 and that was in response to our teacher saying that Dragon Ball wasn't an acceptable piece of literature to do my book report on. Also, I'm pretty sure I padded out some of that rant with repetition."
"Even so, the criticism you just provided explanation was a pretty literary thing to say. Please, Shujinkou, just come and check it out."
"I don't know."
"Please? If you don't come, there won't be enough people to eat all the cupcakes that Natsuki's bringing."
Shujinkou's eyes widened as the plural form of cupcake was processed into his brain.
"Cupcakes?" he said.
"Yeah," Sayori nodded. "Remember the brownie I left for you? Natsuki made it herself and said that she would bring in cupcakes today."
Shujinkou once again glanced away from Sayori, thinking, "I can't help but feel like Sayori is trying to lure me to her club with the promise of sweets. Now that I think about further, it's been two days since the brownies were made. That would be enough time for Sayori to convince Natsuki to make some cupcakes just so she could have a backup plan if I tried to say no to checking out her club… Maybe I'm just looking too deeply into this situation. It may just be a coincidence. I mean it's such a devious plan that... that I should probably keep it in the back of my head just in case."
"Shujinkou!" Sayori yelled, snapping him out his thoughts.
"Huh? Oh, I was thinking about something," he sheepishly replied. "But I… I guess I can check out your club to see what it's like."
"Yay! You won't regret it, Shujinkou!"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as Sayori started to happily bounce up and down.
"Hey, uh, Sayori?" he said.
"Yeah?" Sayori looked at him with curious eyes.
"I don't mean to be rude, but could you please get off me?"
"Huh?" Sayori shot Shujinkou a confused look until she finally realized that she was on top of him. Her face turned bright red as she immediately jumped up off him. "Sorry. Anyway, we got to get to school before it's too late."
"Right," Shujinkou said as he slowly stood up.
Sayori grinned as she continued down the path to school, unaware of the doubt on Shujinkou's face.
"Is this really okay...?" he glanced down at his right hand and sighed. "Hir-"
Chapter 48: Selfish Part 3
Chapter Text
"I know it hurts a lot right now, Shujinkou. But you have to believe me when I say that you'll soldier through it.
"I… I'm the reason dad left, aren't I?"
"What!? Why would you say that?"
"Because it just makes sense! I'm the reason he left! I just know it!"
"That's not the reason he left. You're not the reason. I promise you, Shujinkou, you're not the reason."
"But I couldn't…"
"That isn't your fault. You aren't to blame for anything, Shujinkou… Shujinkou… Shujinkou… Shujinkou!"
A bubbly voice pierced through the old memory, forcing Shujinkou back into the present. He blinked twice and looked up to find Sayori standing in front of his desk. The curious look on her face was something he found completely understandable.
"What happened in your head this time?" she asked.
"Oh, nothing much," Shujinkou replied with a shrug.
Telling Sayori what was really going on in his head was the last thing he wanted to do; especially when he didn't want to relieve that memory in the first place.
"Oh. Well are you ready to go?" Sayori asked.
"Yeah," Shujinkou nodded.
With his backpack in hand, Shujinkou followed Sayori out of the classroom and down the hallway.
"You know, you didn't have to come and personally escort me, Sayori. I wouldn't have ran off," Shujinkou said.
"I know. But I figured you didn't know where the club room is," she happily pointed out.
"Touché," he shrugged.
But despite his casual response, he was anything but calm. He was nervous. Even though he only promised to visit the club, he couldn't help but fear what may happen if he-
"We're here!" Sayori's cheerful announcement stopped Shujinkou's train of thought as he laid his eyes on the door she presented.
"Your club is in a classroom?" the young thinker shot a confused look towards his old friend.
"Yeah. We borrow this classroom for our meetings every day since the school didn't give us a club room. Anyway, are you ready to meet everyone?"
"I guess?"
"You don't sound too enthusiastic. You're not just going to coast through this visit, are you?"
"No. It's just that, among a lot of other things, I'm worried that I'll embarrass myself. I bet they'll be able to tell I'm not really the literature type."
"That's crazy, Shujinkou. I guarantee that you'll be able to fit in just fine."
Before he could even have a chance to respond, Sayori grabbed Shujinkou's wrist and led him into the classroom.
"I brought in a potential club member!" Sayori announced.
A tsunami of emotions surged through the visitor as he examined the room. He counted three other students in the room and… they were all girls?!
"Is Sayori trying to get me to join an all girls club?" he wondered. "I can't imagine this scenario ending well…"
Suddenly, Natsuki approached him and looked up into his eyes; the annoyed expression she wore causing his anxiety to shoot up exponentially.
"Are you serious, Sayori? This guy doesn't seem like the literature type," she scoffed.
"I knew it…" Shujinkou mumbled under his breath.
"Of course he is," Sayori defended. "Remember when I told you about his 2 hour explanation on manga?"
"8 and repetition…" Shujinkou further mumbled.
"And he also easily critiqued his own explanation and professionally admitted its flaws," Sayori continued. "That's pretty literature typey."
"Really…" Natsuki's gaze returned to Shujinkou. "Are you sure you even want to be here?"
"Uh…" that was all he could say to the petite club member. The skeptical look in her eyes and oppressive atmosphere was the exact thing he feared would happen.
"I think you're scaring him, Natsuki," Monika approached the group, her eyes trained specifically on Shujinkou. Her gentle smile removed any form of anxiety that he had felt. "Long time no see, Shujinkou."
"Monika?" While his nervousness was gone, it was immediately replaced with several burning questions that Shujinkou had to fight himself from asking right away.
"You two know each other?" Sayori inquired, exchanging glances with Shujinkou and Monika.
"Sort of. We were in the same class last year, but we didn't really talk much," Monika explained.
"How come you never mentioned that?"
"Well, you never mentioned Shujinkou by name until just a few days ago and I wasn't completely sure you were referring to the same guy. It would have been really embarrassing if I made the wrong assumption."
"Wow…" Sayori turned to Shujinkou, her face glowing with amazement. "It's kind of funny that you already know our Founder/President, Shujinkou."
"Founder/President?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he tried to wrap his head around the revelation. "But I thought you were part of the Debate Club."
"I was, but some stuff happened," Monika replied. "I wouldn't want to bore you with all the details. The end of the story is that I decided to make this club after leaving the Debate Team."
Shujinkou remained silent as he pondered Monika's response. If the school's local idol started a new club, then why are there only a total of four members in the club? Even if a club based around literature doesn't sound like the most exciting after school activity, he figured Monika's presence would still attract a lot of potential members.
"Shujinkou!" Sayori called.
"Huh?" snapping out of his thoughts, Shujinkou's cheeks turned red as he realized that the three girls were staring at him. "Sorry."
"I guess you still daze off a lot," Monika chuckled.
Shujinkou glanced down at the floor, keeping his almost sorrowful face hidden from the others. Being reminded of something he does almost every day was surprisingly hurtful. But that pain was quickly pushed away by a strange feeling. Even though he was in the middle of a conversation, where eye contact was guaranteed, he still felt as if he was being watched.
He looked up and immediately met eyes with Yuri. It didn't last long though as she quickly diverted her gaze and raised the book she was reading up to her face.
"What just happened?" Shujinkou wondered. He wanted ask her that very question, but he wasn't sure if she wanted to be bothered. Shujinkou then looked back at Sayori and asked, "So, when did you join Sayori?"
"I quickly joined right after Monika made the club," Sayori answered.
"Actually, you joined a 5 days after I made the club," Monika corrected.
"Eh? You mean you've been by yourself for an entire school week?"
"Yep. It was just me that entire week. Just me."
"I still find that very hard to believe," Shujinkou thought.
"Huh," Sayori casually replied before continuing her story. "So after I joined 5 days later, me and Monika went out and looked for new members. We found Natsuki in the library und-"
"Sayori!" Natsuki loudly interjected.
"What?"
"He doesn't need to know where you guys found me!"
"Why not?"
"He just doesn't!"
"What was she doing in the library?" Shujinkou started to wonder.
"So we found Natsuki and convinced her to join the club," Sayori continued. "After that we soon found Yuri and…"
Sayori paused mid-sentence, quickly turned around and waved at Yuri.
"Yuri! Come say hi to Shujinkou!" she called.
Shujinkou watched as the purple-haired maiden slowly stood up and approached him, her eyes alternating between looking at him and her own hands.
"Ah… Hello…" she said.
"Hey," Shujinkou replied.
"Now that you've met everyone in the club, we can get to business," Sayori said, her voice bursting with excitement.
Suddenly, Natsuki walked to the closet and quickly returned with the cupcakes Sayori had mentioned. Shujinkou marveled at the delicious sight in front of him. Each individual cupcake was well-made and the frosting was shaped in the form of a happy cat.
"Wow," Shujinkou said.
"Yeah, Natsuki. I'm surprised that you were able to make cupcakes that are as cute as yourself," Sayori exulted.
"I-I'm not cute!" Natsuki snapped.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as wondered why Natsuki reacted so violently to such a compliment. He knew it wasn't his place to ask though and reached for one of the cupcakes. The moment he grabbed one, Shujinkou noticed Natsuki peering at him from the corner of her eyes. The confused guest soldiered through the awkward atmosphere and took a bite out of the cupcake.
"So good!" Shujinkou thought, barely able to keep his delight hidden. "This has got to be the best way to treat a prospective new member ever."
Just then, a familiar feeling interrupted that bliss. He turned to his left and was surprised to find Yuri staring at him once again. The moment their eyes met again, the young maiden quickly diverted her gaze once more.
"S-Sorry… I didn't mean to stare…" she apologized.
"Um… It's okay. No harm done," Shujinkou said.
Yuri started to play with her hair as she continued to avoid eye contact.
"So, Shujinkou, what made you interested in coming here today?" Monika asked.
"Um… Sayori was doing her job as Vice-President and made a very compelling case about why I should come here to visit," Shujinkou answered.
"You sure you didn't just come here for the cupcakes?" Natsuki asked. "Sayori seemed adamant about making sure there were some here for your visit."
"Really?" Shujinkou's eyes narrowed as they travelled to Sayori. "I was told that you were bringing them in anyway."
"I guess I may have forgotten that I asked for cupcakes…" Sayori nervously chuckled.
"You can be really devious when you want to, huh?" Natsuki said. "Maybe you really are meant to be a VP."
"You really think so?" Sayori beamed.
"I think that was a negative political joke, Sayori," Shujinkou said.
Sayori shot a confused look at him, prompting him to explain the joke to Sayori.
"Oh, I get it…" Sayori said. "Wait, but I'm not devious politician that would do anything to get their way."
"Well, you kind of lured me here with the promise of sweets while making me believe that Natsuki was bringing them in anyway even though she only brought them because you asked her too," Shujinkou pointed out in a matter-of-fact manner.
"But everyone benefitted from it," Sayori nervously chuckled.
"Sayori has a point there," Monika said before taking another bite out of her cupcake.
Shujinkou shrugged and continued to eat his cupcake. But instead of experiencing another round of bliss, all he felt was dread.
"Is this really fair?" he wondered. "I never thought I'd be in this kind of scenario. It doesn't feel right."
"Are you okay, Shujinkou?" Monika asked.
"Hm? Yeah," Shujinkou replied. "Why do you ask?"
"Because you look so serious," she answered.
"Oh. I was just thinking about…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered his own thoughts. "Actually, I just remembered that there's somewhere I have to be. So, I have to go."
"Eh? But you just got here," Sayori said.
"I know but, I really got to go," Shujinkou quickly finished his cupcake and smiled at the club. "It was nice meeting all of you."
Shujinkou left the classroom and continued down the hallway until he felt something tightly wrap itself around his wrist, cutting his departure short. He immediately turned around and saw something he never wanted to see.
"Don't go," Sayori pleaded.
"Sayori…" Shujinkou looked away from her and remained silent as he felt his hand slowly fall back to his side. "Sorry, Sayori."
Those were the only words he had the courage to say before leaving.
Chapter 49: Selfish Part 4
Chapter Text
"I feel terrible," those three words were the only thing that circulated through Shujinkou's head from the moment he left the Literature Club meeting to when the lunch bell rung the net afternoon. Not only did he feel bad about wasting the club's time, he couldn't help but feel disappointed in himself for how he left Sayori. "Maybe, that's why I didn't see her this morning."
"Shujinkou?"
Shujinkou glanced up and was completely taken aback once he laid eyes on Monika.
"M-Monika? What are you doing here?" he asked.
"I wanted to know if you wanted to eat lunch together," Monika suggested with a smile.
Shujinkou's eyes widened with shock as he tried to process what he was just asked. Why would the school's idol want to eat lunch with him? That was the only thought in his head as he opened his lunchbox.
"Hey, Monika…" Shujinkou said.
"Yeah?" Monika looked up from her meal with curious eyes.
"How come you asked me to eat lunch with you?"
"To be honest, I wanted to see if you were okay. You kinda left in a hurry yesterday."
"Oh."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he sheepishly looked down at his food.
"About that… I'm sorry about yesterday," Shujinkou apologized.
"Sorry? Sorry about what?" Monika inquired.
"Not joining the club and suddenly leaving?"
"There's no need to apologize about that. The club's not for everyone. But there is something I wanted to know."
Shujinkou looked back up, curious to know what Monika wanted to ask.
"Like what?" he asked.
"Sayori once said that you weren’t interested in joining any clubs," said Monika. "Why's that?"
"Oh. Well, to be honest, they're just not really my thing."
"Why not?"
"I'm just not interested. I prefer to just go home after school and do my own things."
"Is that really all there is to it?"
Shujinkou diverted his gaze and sighed. All he could answer her question with was a simple, "Yeah."
Monika silently stared at him as she continued to eat her meal.
"Okay then," she said. "But if you ever change your mind about joining the club or just want to visit us, just know that you can."
"R-really?" Shujinkou replied, perplexed. "That's kind of a…"
"Sudden and strange offer to someone that 3/4ths of the club doesn't know that well," Monika casually interrupted.
Shujinkou didn't know how to respond to her on-point deduction, nor did he know if he should feel amazed or scared.
"Uh, yeah… What you just said," he nodded.
"It does sound strange but I'm sure Sayori would really like it if you at least visited now and then, especially since she talks about you so much," Monika explained.
"S-She does?" Shujinkou couldn't hide how surprised he was to hear that.
"All the time. It's probably why she convinced Natsuki to bring in cupcakes."
Shujinkou was rendered speechless by what he just heard. He never thought Sayori would talk about him so much after so long. But all that information did was make the disappointment he felt in himself grow and flourish.
Suddenly, Monika stood up and said, "Well, I got somewhere to be, so I gotta cut this conversation short."
"That wouldn't be your way of trying to inflict irony on me, is it?" Shujinkou asked.
"No, I wouldn't do that. It's just that I promised to help a teacher with something after I finish my lunch. But I really do hope to see you later," Monika smiled and waved goodbye as she disappeared into the distance.
"I still kind of feel the irony…" Shujinkou sighed.
He promptly finished his lunch and returned to class. But he was unable to listen to the teacher's words. All he could think about was what Monika had said to him. That thought would linger in his mind throughout the day and as he returned home.
"Welcome home, Shujinkou," Hiro approached her son and was slightly surprised by the solemn look on his face. "What's wrong?"
"Hey, mom... Do you ever feel like that I'm like my father?" Shujinkou asked.
"No. Why would you ever ask that?"
"Because I kinda feel like that I've been caught in myself so much that I haven't really thought about those around me. Doesn't that sound like my father?"
"Shujinkou… Jomei's a lot more complicated than that. You shouldn't really use him as an example to compare yourself to."
"But…" Shujinkou's mind replayed his most recent conversation with Sayori. "I left someone when they wanted me to stay. I ran away instead of dealing with the situation when it happened. That kinda sounds like something my father would."
"Shujinkou…" Hiro gently placed her hand on her son's head. "Well, do you feel bad about leaving this person?"
"Yeah."
"Then I think we both know what you need to do. You need to talk to Sayori."
"Huh? How did you know?"
"I am a mother. I'm supposed to know this kind of stuff. That and I think Sayori's the only who can elicit such a reaction from you."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"But… What can I say to her?" Shujinkou queried.
"That's something you'll to find out for yourself," Hiro smiled as she ruffled her son's head.
It wasn't the answer he was looking for, but Shujinkou knew it was the right one.
"Thanks, mom," he thanked before he heading to his room.
Later that evening, Hiro found herself in a familiar situation just as she heard the sound of the doorbell reverberate through the house. She shuffled her way to the front door and opened it to find Sayori on the other side.
"Hey, Auntie H," Sayori waved.
"Hey, Sayori," Hiro sheepishly chuckled.
Sayori's eyes scanned Hiro's body and the layers of yarns that constricted it.
"What happened?" Sayori queried.
"Just something that happens sometimes when my sewing teacher is unavailable," Hiro replied. "In fact, if I was mom or Shujinkou, I would probably be scratching my right cheek right now."
"Speaking of Shujinkou… Is he here?"
"Uhm, yeah. He's been upstairs ever since he got home. You're free to head up there if you want."
Accepting the invitation, Sayori eagerly skipped into the house and jumped up the steps. Once upstairs, she opened Shujinkou's door and found him lying in bed.
"Shujinkou, are you asleep?" she whispered.
Nothing but silence answered her question.
"I see…" Sayori walked into the room and plopped herself on the floor. "Sorry for not walking to school with you this morning. I kinda oversleep this morning. Though, maybe you'd rather be alone now that I think about.
Um… You know, I'm kinda glad you're sleeping right now, because I don't think I could say this to your face. We haven't really hung out for awhile now and I know it's because of what happened all that time ago, but… I don't know if you thought about me until a few days ago and even if you haven't, I always thought about you. Always wondering what I could do to help you smile again. But I could never think of anything and could do nothing but watch you be sad. But after Yuri said that you were special to me, I realized that I couldn't consider myself a good friend if I didn't still try to find a way to make you happy again. The club is a fun place and I thought if I could get you to join, then you would smile again.
At least, that's what I thought at first. When I really thought about it after you left, maybe I was really thinking about myself. I begged you to try and find a club you liked and tried my hardest to make sure you would visit our club; hoping that you liked it enough to join it. Because it would have been really fun if we were in a club together. It would have been like the old days when we used to play together. But we soon grew apart and… I felt really lonely. Really, really lonely. Talking about you kind of helped but it wasn't really enough. I really wanted to you to join the club because I… I really wanted my best friend back. But in the end, it was just a selfish wish. Everything I did in the past few days was me being selfish. I never even considered what you wanted. How you just wanted to be left alone.
I get it now though. Now I know that if I can really consider myself your friend, I have to leave you be. It may be hard for someone as selfish as me to do, but I'm sure I can manage it."
Sayori jumped onto her feet and immediately realized that she forgot something else.
"Though now that I think about it, I may have to find a way to say that to you when you're awake," she said as she walked to the door. As her hand tightly gripped the doorknob, she quickly looked back at her friend.
"See ya, Shujinkou," a small smile formed on her face as she tried her best to blink back her tears.
The very next afternoon, Sayori skipped into the clubroom and noticed Monika writing at the teacher's desk.
"You working on your mystery story again, Monika?" Sayori asked.
"Who told you?" Monika gasped.
Sayori's curiosity spiked before Monika started giggling.
"Just kidding," Monika said. "You're not getting any hints that easily. But anyway, what I'm really doing is updating our club info so that it shows that we have 5 members now."
"5 members?" Sayori's eyes sparkled with excitement. "Did we get a new member?"
"Mm-hmm. The new member should be here soon."
"Really? I wonder what they're like."
Monika simply smiled at the young Vice-President as they heard a familiar voice ask, "Am I too late?"
Sayori quickly turned around and was shocked to find Shujinkou standing behind her.
"Shujinkou?!" she exclaimed. "What are you doing here?"
"Well, it wouldn't look good if the newest member missed his first club meeting," Shujinkou replied, scratching his right cheek.
"Eh!? You're our newest member?!"
"Yeah, I asked Monika if I could join this morning."
Sayori blankly stared at Shujinkou. Suddenly, she wrapped her arms around him and started jumping up and down.
"You're in the club! You're in the club!" Sayori cheered. "But wait, what made you change your mind?"
"I kinda realized that I really didn't give the club a chance and… To make a long story short, I decided to join the club," Shujinkou answered.
"Oh, that makes sense," Sayori nodded.
"It does?" Natsuki interjected. "He only told you the beginning and end result of the story."
"It doesn't really matter. As long as it ended with him joining the club," Sayori beamed.
"Then why did you ask for an explanation…?" she sighed in disbelief.
"Moving on; Now that everyone is here, we can finally get today's meeting started," Monika announced.
"Yeah!" Sayori cheered.
"Hey, uh, Sayori…" the young VP looked at Shujinkou and shot him curious look. He scratched his right cheek and continued with, "Never mind. I'll tell you later."
"Um… Okay," she grinned.
"Selfish": The End
Chapter 50: Alone in a Boy's Room II
Chapter Text
"This sucks…" Natsuki groaned.
Normally at the end of the school day, Natsuki and the other Literature Club girls would meet in their clubroom and participate in whatever activity was thought of. Today though, every afterschool activity has been cancelled on account of a chemical experiment gone wrong.
"It can't be helped, Natsuki. These things happen," Monika said in an attempt to console the petite club member.
But those words fell upon deaf ears as Natsuki sighed.
Soon, Shujinkou arrived; Surprise being the only thing he felt the moment he noticed Natsuki slumped against the entrance of the school.
"Shujinkou!" Sayori waved."Where you've been?"
"I kind went looking for Rei to make sure she got out of the school okay," the late club member replied.
"Well, I guess it's kind of obvious that we can't have our club meeting today, so I guess that means that everyone but Sayori can go home," Monika announced.
"Everyone but Sayori?" Shujinkou could imagine a giant blue question mark forming over his head as he pondered what he just heard.
"Monika and I have some club stuff to do and we decided to do it at her house since we can't do it here," Sayori explained.
"Oh," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he watched the two wave goodbye and leave.
"Well…" Yuri slightly fidgets as she glanced at Shujinkou. "I guess I'll take my leave too. See you two tomorrow."
"Right. See ya," Shujinkou nodded his head and watched Yuri leave. "Guess I'll leave too. I wonder what I should do with the extra time I have today."
Shujinkou began his trek home, pondering what he could do with his free time.
"I really don't want to go home yet."
Those few words were enough to cause Shujinkou's entire body to freeze in place. It was quiet, but just audible enough for him to hear it. He curiously turned around and was baffled to discover that Natsuki's disappointed face had changed into one of sorrow. His mind was then barraged with memories of the afternoon they spent together in the clubroom despite the fact the meeting was closed that day. He always wondered why she still went and still does to this day. Perhaps it was…
"H-Hey, Natsuki," Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek as he approached the his fellow club member. "Do you want to hang out at my house for a while?"
The petite student immediately looked up and shot him a look that only made the situation even more awkward for Shujinkou.
"What are you asking all of a sudden?" she asked, her voice layered with skepticism.
"It just that you seem disappointed that the club's been cancelled today and since you let me read your manga all the time, I thought it would only be fair if I let you read mine since you can't get to yours," Shujinkou sheepishly explained.
Natsuki looked away and silently stared into the distance, the serious expression she wore on her face prompting him to wonder if he shouldn't have made the suggestion.
"Fine," she finally said. "But only because the club is only cancelled."
"Well, I don't want you to feel like you have to come if you don't want to," Shujinkou replied.
"I-I'm not saying that I don't want to. I'm just making it clear that-"
Shujinkou's innocent and curious gaze disrupted Natsuki's train of thought.
"Uh… I'll go. Just don't make a big deal out of it," she said.
"Okay?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, confused by what he just witnessed. He couldn't understand why Natsuki reacted so strongly to his proposal when she had already visited his home twice before, a thought that would remain with him as they walked into the residence.
"Mom, are you home?" Shujinkou yelled only for silence to respond back to him. "I guess she's out."
"You sure it's okay for me to be here?" Natsuki asked. "Your mom seemed kinda weird the last time I was here."
"What? No, she's fine with you guys," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as his face slightly grew red. "I… I kinda never got around to telling her that I was the only boy in the club so that's why she acted a little different."
"What?! How come you never told her before then?"
"Well, what's the first thought that would come to mind if a boy joined a club that was currently composed of nothing but girls?"
"…Yeah, I see your point. But you should have told her before then. You could've created an awkward situation for all of us. Besides, we all know that you joined because of Sayori." Natsuki crossed her arms as she diverted her gaze.
"That's true, but she's only part of the reason I stay," Shujinkou replied, his eyes scanning the area.
"Wha?!" Natsuki's cheeks changed shades to match the color of her hair. "D-Don't just say stuff like that out of nowhere, dummy!"
"Huh?" Shujinkou's eyes stopped scanning the area and landed on Natsuki. "Sorry, I guess I was saying things while slightly dazed."
"Yeesh. You really need to think before you say things. Can I just see your collection before things get more awkward?"
"Good call."
Shujinkou led his fellow club member to his room and motioned her to where his own personal collection of manga resided.
"Really nice to have your collection at home…" she muttered.
"That reminds me… Why do you always keep your manga in the club room?" Shujinkou asked.
"Uh… Just so I don't have to constantly move it back and forth between home and school. Besides, dad hates it when things are cluttered around the place."
"Really? Jomei didn't care about that much."
"You call your dad by his first name?"
"Did I? I didn't notice."
"Man, you can be really weird sometimes."
"I think that's one of my better points though. Or at least that's what Granny Hisa said I should think."
Natsuki searched through Shujinkou's collection of literature, her eyes glowing as she thoroughly sifts through each volume.
"I never realized you had such an impressive collection," Natsuki said. "You even have some really old classics."
As she continued to search through the sea of manga, one title immediately caught her eye.
"Queen's Blade: Exiled Warrior...?" she read aloud as her fingers gripped the title.
Shujinkou's entire body tensed up as Natsuki inspected the cover. She then flipped through a couple of the pages, each turn causing her face to become more and more disturbed.
"Shujinkou… I never knew you read gross stuff like this…" she bellowed.
"It's not like that!" he sheepishly replied. "I don't read it for the fanservice."
"Really?" Natsuki shot him a look of skepticism and annoyance. "Then what's the story about?"
"Well…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he felt the oppressive atmosphere lean on him. "It's about a young woman that's a princess of a small area that's dissatisfied with her royal life. She longs for adventure but, depending on the version, circumstances prevent that until one night a bandit that goes by Risty tries to rob her home. Risty's kind of a Robin Hood figure and a strong warrior who opens Leina's eyes to how the world works outside of her castle home and inspire her to get stronger and see the world.
How things progress from there differs by the adaptation but the story revolves around Leina's involvement in a tournament known as the Queen's Blade, a tournament that is held every four years where the strongest female warrior becomes queen. Throughout the journey Leina has to deal with self-confidence, her own strength, her relationship with her family and the many people she encounters.
In fact, even though the adaptation you have in your hands is lighter in tone and despite all the fanservice, the entire story of Queen's Blade is a very dark story that explores a lot of themes with its characters."
Natsuki simply stared at him, dumbfounded by what she just heard.
"Yeesh, you really didn't want to be called a pervert did you?" she said.
"No guy likes that," Shujinkou chuckled awkwardly.
"But you know, despite all the in your face fanservice, the designs are actually really cute. I guess I shouldn't be surprised that you would find something good in something that's unashamedly gross."
"Is that a compliment?"
"Of course it's a compliment, dummy. Are you that surprised that I can be nice and give out compliments like the others?"
"When you put it that way, no."
"Eh?"
"I wasn't surprised that you gave out a compliment, I just wasn't sure if it was or not. But that doesn't mean that I don't think you're not nice. I actually think you're a really nice person."
Complete shock circulated through Natsuki as she processed what she just heard.
"Y-You really think I'm nice?" she asked with longing eyes.
"Why wouldn't I? I mean, you always lend me your manga, always let the entire club taste whatever you bake and look out for us in your own Natsuki way."
Natsuki looked down at the book in her hands as her cheeks grew red.
"You must really like teasing me, you jerk!" she snapped.
"I'm not teasing. I just didn't want you to think that I didn't think you were nice," Shujinkou replied.
"Shujinkou…" Natsuki looked into his eyes. "…Forget it. You're just trying to get my mind off of this Queen's Blade stuff. There's other ways than trying to get me all riled up."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, and then shrugged as he accepted Natsuki's response to his words. He then watched as she opened the book and started reading the contents inside. Not too long after, Natsuki started to laugh as he began drawing in his sketchbook.
"Okay, I have to admit, this thing is a lot more than just fanservice," she chuckled. "The character interactions are pretty genuine and funny. But does Elina really-?"
"Yep," Shujinkou nodded.
"And Claudette li-?"
"Mm-hmm. There's actually another manga series that give some focus to that."
"If I had a sister that invaded my personal space like that all the time, I would probably want to leave too. I can really sympathize with Leina there."
Natsuki gently closed the book.
"But before I continue, I want to know… Did this series get cancelled too?" she asked.
"You're never gonna let that go, are you?" Shujinkou chuckled.
"Of course not. I kinda like dangling that thread over you," she grinned.
"Right…" an amused smile appeared on Shujinkou's face. "Anyway, you don't have to worry about not getting an ending for that adaptation."
"Great! So I can borrow this and the others right?"
"Yeah. You can borrow all three."
As Natsuki gleefully collected the other two volumes, she noticed something on the floor that completely grabbed her attention away from the books.
"Isn't that…" she reached down and picked up a small case that depicted a familiar orange marsupial on the front. "Crash Bandicoot?"
Shujinkou glanced up from his drawing and noticed Natsuki holding Crash Bandicoot N. Sane Trilogy in her hands.
"That's a remaster of the first three Crash Bandicoot games," Shujinkou informed his guest.
"So this where the character came from, huh?" Natsuki looked down at the box with curious eyes. "Alright, pop it in."
"What?"
"I want to play it."
"You do?"
"Why not? You think just because I'm in a club about literature that I don't know how to play video games?"
"No…" Shujinkou did not think that, but he soon remembered how nervous he was about the other members reacting to his interest in video games. His immediate response to that thought was to scold himself: "I stereotyped them while I was afraid that they'd stereotyped me…"
Suddenly, Natsuki pushed the game into his hands, snapping him out of his thoughts. No words were said, but the look on her face made it clear she was determined to play the compilation. Shujinkou removed the disc from his case and slid it into his game console.
"What kind of game is this anyway?" Natsuki asked as she reached for the controller.
"It's a platformer," Shujinkou answered. "Though some of the levels are really hard. Some of them can actually induce rage-quitting."
"They can't be that hard," Natsuki replied as she searched through the levels. "What about 'Stormy Ascent'?"
"That's… probably the hardest level," Shujinkou answered. "You probably don't want that to be your first level."
Without saying a word, Natsuki hit the start button and would soon find herself regretting the decision. Her various responses to the trials of the level were: "No! No! Crap! MakeIt! Make It! Dang it! Yes… Yes… NO! Where those come from?! CRAP!"
She angrily threw her hands up and fell back on Shujinkou's bed.
"So many spikes in places that don't make sense… So many pit falls… Too many one-hit kills!" she groaned.
"Yeah, it's a hard level," Shujinkou slightly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. "It was cut from the original game and only those who have mastered the mechanics and have gotten used to the physics of the game can beat."
"You could have said that in the first place!"
"What? But I told you that it was the hardest level."
"Well, if you've been as specific as you are now. That probably would have convinced me not to play it."
"I guess, but you played the level out of curiosity right? Even if I was said what I just said earlier, wouldn't you have still played it to see why it was known as the hardest level?"
"Uh…" Natsuki immediately looked away from Shujinkou. Disappointment and sadness was all her face conveyed.
"You don't have to get down, Natsuki. It's just a matter of practice and getting used to the level" Shujinkou said in an attempt to comfort her.
Natsuki's gaze returned to Shujinkou; her face now conveying surprise.
"That's a weird thing to say to someone who lost 15 of your lives," she said.
"That's not a problem. I can grind those back easily," Shujinkou assured her.
"You really can be weird at times."
No other words were said as the two continued to stare at each other; this act soon bringing back the memories of the last time they gazed into each other's eyes in this manner. Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his red right cheek as he tried his best to not let that memory make the situation any stranger.
"So… "
"You're not going to draw whiskers on my face again are you?" Natsuki quickly interjected.
"What? No. Why would you ask that?" Shujinkou asked.
"Cause you have the same look on your face when you did that."
"No, I'm not thinking that at all. But I only did that because you drew a mustache on my face."
"And I only did that because you made a mark on my face."
"Which was an accident."
"Because you couldn't even open a simple pen cap."
"…Okay, you got me there."
A satisfied smile planted itself firmly on Natsuki's face as victory was conceded to her. She then drove her left fist into Shujinkou's right arm.
"What was that for?" he asked.
"For a lot of things," she smirked.
Once again, Shujinkou imagined a blue question mark over his head as he rubbed his right arm.
"Probably best I don't ask…" he thought.
Just then, an idea popped into his head.
"What's on your mind?" Natsuki inquired.
"Huh?" Shujinkou flashed his guest a surprised look.
"Your face kind of gives away that you got an idea."
"Well, I do have an idea. Follow me."
Natsuki followed Shujinkou out of his room and into the kitchen. She watched as Shujinkou reached into the freezer and pulled out two light blue treats for them.
"I just remembered that we made sea-salt ice cream the other day," Shujinkou chuckled as he handed one to him.
Natsuki curiously inspected the frozen desert and asked, "What kind of ice cream is this?"
"Sea-salt ice cream," he answered.
"You already said that. Is there really such a thing as salty ice cream?"
"Sorta. Try it."
Natsuki brought the treat closer to her mouth and took a small bite.
"It's salty, but kind of sweet," she said, her eyes lighting up with happiness. "You really made this?"
"Kind of," Shujinkou replied. "My mom helped me with this batch because she wanted to see how a person would make salty and sweet ice cream. Plus, it's actually from a video game franchise I play and I decided to try my hand at making some. I failed a lot of times before I was finally able to get it right… And then I found out that it was actually real and could be bought from a Disney establishment."
"Wow… I can't believe you went through all that trouble to make something you thought was fictional. That's pretty impressive."
"Really?"
"What? Is it really so strange that I'm impressed because you actually showed some dedication? Anyone would be impressed with that."
"Oh. Like how me and the rest of the club are impressed with your dedication to your baking."
"Exactly. Dedication and passion are two out of the four that are needed for bakin- Wait, What?!"
A look of shock of landed on Natsuki's face.
"What's with you today? Handing out all these compliments… Inviting me over... Are you trying to get on my good side for some reason?" she asked.
"Not really," he shrugged. "Just stating a fact and… it's not like it's that weird that I invited you over."
"It kinda is. It was really out of nowhere and it's not like you needed to do it."
"Well, that's true… I guess I wanted to."
"Why?"
"I guess because I didn't like seeing you so sad."
Natsuki simply stared at Shujinkou.
"How can you be so nice, Shujinkou?" she asked.
"What do you mean?" he wondered.
"You're always willing to help others like when you helped me win that game during the Cultural Festival, or carrying Sayori home and looking after when she was sick or whatever you said to Yuri when she was worried about Akuma or continuing to look out for Rei even though she should be used to our school by now or making those invitations for Monika."
Shujinkou shot Natsuki a perplexed look.
"She's Monika, Shujinkou. There isn't many examples where she gets help and the invitations were pretty good," she replied. "The point is, you do nice things and act like they're not a big deal, you jerk."
"Uhm…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he wondered what to say. "I guess I don't really think about me doing nice things. I just do things. Besides…"
The sound of the front door opening quickly cut Shujinkou off. The two students walked into the next room and watched as Hiro walked in with several grocery bags.
"Shujinkou, Natsuki, what are you two doing here so early?" Hiro asked, immediately realizing her mistake after the fact. "I mean, Shujinkou what are you doing home so early and you brought a friend home."
"All afterschool activities were cancelled and I invited Natsuki over," Shujinkou explained in the most casual manner he could muster.
"Pardon the intrusion," Natsuki said.
"It's no trouble," Hiro assured her. "It's not like I have a strict rule about my son inviting people over. Don't mind me; I'm just going to be in the kitchen before I slip into the standard embarrassing mom routine."
Hiro walked into the kitchen, leaving a puzzled feeling in Natsuki.
"Does she actually do anything you consider embarrassing?" she asked Shujinkou.
"Not really," Shujinkou shrugged. "But I think she's just worried that she'll do something that she thinks will embarrass me."
"Huh."
That single word was the only thing she said before leading the walk back to Shujinkou's room.
Later that evening…
"You know, watching you play the game and then reading the manga, it's kinda clear that they gave Crash a major overhaul in personality," Natsuki noted. "I can't imagine game Crash acting the way his manga counterpart does."
"Well, it got the cartoony aspects down," Shujinkou replied.
"I'm not saying manga Crash isn't a good protagonist, but I think they could have done this adaptation with the original personality."
"Maybe they'll do that one day."
"I guess. But I really wish that this series didn't end on a cliffhanger."
Her eyes trailed down and expanded as they focused on the time displayed on her phone.
"Oh crap!" she exclaimed.
"What is it?" Shujinkou asked.
"This is the time when the club usually ends! I got to get home!"
"Oh. Okay."
Shujinkou escorted his guest downstairs and opened the door for.
"Well… I guess I'll be going now," Natsuki said with a disappointed face. "Today was… uh…"
"Better than nothing?" Shujinkou concluded.
"I guess so. It was a pretty rare occasion so of course it was better than nothing. Still… Thanks for inviting me over."
"You don't have to thank me. It was pretty fun having you over. In fact…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "You can come over anytime, if you want."
"Um…" Natsuki stared at Shujinkou with an intense expression. "Do you really mean that?"
"Yeah. Anytime you want."
"Uu..." Natsuki bit her lip, desperate to keep her slight smile hidden. Her rosy cheeks grew even brighter than before as she struggled to maintain eye contact. "I really had fun today too, Shujinkou, so… I would really like to come over again."
"Anytime," Shujinkou restated.
"Okay… See you tomorrow."
"See ya."
Chapter 51: End of the First
Chapter Text
"Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me," Shujinkou sung as he steered his ship through the calm blue sea. The winds were fair and the big blue sky inspired him to find a remote spot to spend his vacation at.
But that peaceful respite wouldn't last long he suddenly found himself in the middle of a violent storm. The waves crashed against his ship as the sea captain struggled to break through the weather. The water eventually rose over the pirate boat, knocked him away from the wheel and pushed him on the concrete floor.
"Exam results day can really be harsh," Shujinkou thought as he scratched his right cheek.
A pair of hands soon wrapped themselves around his arms and helped the daydreaming student onto his feet.
"This isn't the time to be daydreaming, Shujinkou. The hallways are dangerous on this type of day," Sayori reminded him.
"Right…" a tired sigh escaped through his mouth after he said this.
Shujinkou never really cared how high he was ranked every time test results were posted but only if he had scored high enough to avoid taking the make-up exams during Summer Break. After spending what seemed like an eternity looking for his test score and rank, Shujinkou finally found his name and nervously checked the results that would decide his fate.
"Yes! No Summer exams!" he cheered. But he only cheered in his head as not to attract any attention.
"We both got the summer off!" Sayori cheered. "The long nights doing nothing but studying really paid off. I can't wait to everyone at the club after school!"
"But clubs are cancelled until the next term."
Sayori remained silent as the information entered and processed into her brain.
"Oh yeah…" she chuckled with red cheeks. "I guess this means that we use the extra time to plan our vacation. What are you going to do for vacation?"
Her question was met with silence as memories of the Cultural Festival surfaced in Shujinkou's head. He remembered how he was met with a similar question the day before the event which led to her pleading with him to break his planned role.
"Not that it was a bad thing…" he said.
"Huh?" surprise gripped his soul the moment he realized Sayori heard the last part of his thought. "What wasn't a bad thing?"
"Nothing. I was just thinking that I don't really have anything planned for the upcoming break," Shujinkou answered. "I'll probably just wing it."
"Mm… Okay," Sayori beamed. "I'll probably just wing it too."
"Maybe we can wing it together?" Shujinkou suggested.
"Eh?!" Sayori's eyes widened with shock. "Really?"
"Well, we haven't really spent a vacation together since we were kids," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he slightly diverted his gaze. "We could make up for lost time."
Sayori's cheeks once again grew bright red as she silently stared at her friend.
"Rei!" she suddenly exclaimed.
Shujinkou immediately turned around; the shock he felt was enough to almost cause his heart to skip over a few of its beats.
"H-Hey, Rei," he weakly waved at the silent student. "Did you already check your score?"
Rei raised her left arm and pointed at the first ranking sheet.
"#11?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"Whoa! That's impressive, Rei!" Sayori congratulated.
Rei's gaze was soon directed towards Sayori. It was subtle but Shujinkou noticed the change from her usual blank stare to the same surprised stare she once gave him the day they first met.
"She's right, Rei. You got a really great score," he nodded his head in agreement.
The silent girl's curious stare was then pointed towards Shujinkou just before the school bell rang.
"Time to go. See you two later," Sayori grinned at the two students before happily skipping off.
Shujinkou soon followed suit and waved goodbye to Rei as he left for his next class, disappearing into the sea of students just as the silent girl raised her hand to wave back.
Later at the end of the school day, Natsuki stood in the vacant clubroom staring at her various boxes of manga. With all clubs cancelled until next term, she was faced with a very serious question: "Where could she store her collection until then?"
Her brain quickly presented an answer, but instead of that solution providing relief towards her situation, all it was cause her cheeks to glow red. It wasn't like she considered the idea to be terrible, yet Natsuki found it hard to actively pursue it. The conflicted student gripped her phone and contemplated the idea more and more to until a very recent memory decided to help resolve her internal conflict.
It was brief, but it was enough for to give Natsuki the strength to use her phone and send a message. Not too long after that sent message, Shujinkou walked into room.
"You wanted to see me?" he asked, scratching his right cheek as he did so.
"Yeah, I… I need to ask for a favor," Natsuki struggled to maintain eye contact as she continued, "Since we can't use this room until after the break, I was kinda wondering if I could keep my manga at your place."
"At my place?" he repeated in disbelief.
"It shouldn't be that much of an issue right? After all, you said that I can come over whenever I want and you already liked some of stuff so…"
"No, it's not really an issue… But wouldn't you want your stuff at your place?"
Shujinkou watched as Natsuki's entire body tensed up, an action that did nothing but confuse him.
"Of course I would, but… That is…" Natsuki glanced away as she tried to find the words she wanted to say.
"Never mind, it's none of my business," Shujinkou said. "But, this may be a more than one day job if it's just the two of u…"
Quickly cutting himself off, a look of curiosity was plastered on his face as he turned around to find Sayori looking in from the classroom door.
"Sayori?!" Natsuki exclaimed.
"Ehe…" Sayori nervously walked into the classroom and approached the two.
"What are you doing here, Sayori? Shujinkou asked.
"I noticed you were heading to the club room and was wondering what was going on," she answered.
"Did you come with Yuri and Monika?"
"No. Why?"
Using his eyes, Shujinkou directed Sayori to turn around. She wasted no time in doing just that and was shocked to find Monika and Yuri behind her.
"What are you guys doing here?" Sayori asked.
"We noticed you were sneaking around while following Shujinkou to the clubroom and were wondering if something was going on," Monika answered.
"Sorry if we're interrupting something important," Yuri quickly apologized.
"Speaking of which…" Sayori turned her gaze back to Shujinkou and asked, "What are you two doing here?"
"Erk… We were just…" Natsuki glanced away from the group. "I was just asking him for a favor. It's nothing special!"
"Actually, do you think you guys could help us bring Natsuki's stuff to my house?" Shujinkou asked.
"Huh?" Sayori's questioning gaze landed on Natsuki. "Why are you taking your stuff to Shujinkou's place?"
"Uh…
"Actually, the thought of going through the entire break without a chance to read some of her books was almost too much to bear. So, I asked her if she could loan them out to me," Shujinkou answered. "She agreed under the promise that I would have to buy her a whole new set if I mess any of them up."
"That does sound like Natsuki," Monika chuckled.
"You wouldn't be laughing if your collection was at risk," Natsuki stated bluntly.
"So, will you guys help us?" Shujinkou asked.
The three nodded their heads and the club wasted no time in carrying Natsuki's collection to Shujinkou's room.
"Huh. So this is what your room looks like, Shujinkou," Monika said as her eyes examined the room. Noting the scattered art supplies and collection of video games, she added, "It suits you."
"You think?" Shujinkou felt the urge to scratch his right cheek, but couldn't at the moment.
Yuri also thoroughly examined the room as its occupant approached his closet.
"It feels safe in here…" she thought. From the corner of her eyes, the young maiden glanced at Shujinkou. A bashful smile formed on her face as she started to play with her hair. "Just like when around him…"
Shujinkou finished neatly placing Natsuki's manga in his closet, just as an unwelcome though made itself known to him.
"I have four girls in my room…" he slightly whimpered as the realization set in. "Gotta do something before my nerves get to me."
"Shujinkou, would it be okay if we took a picture in here?" Monika asked.
"Huh?" Unable to hide his surprise, Shujinkou couldn't keep himself from asking, "Why?"
"I thought it would be fun if we took a picture of the club outside of school," Monika happily replied.
"Oo. We haven't done a club photo since before Shujinkou joined," Sayori said with a nostalgic smile.
"Really? Then we should really do one," Monika's eyes trailed back to Shujinkou. "What do you say?"
"Well… I don't really have any issues with the idea…" he replied as he scratched his right cheek.
Great! Okay, everyone, time to gather around," Monika instructed.
Shujinkou followed the movements of the other members and found himself in the middle of the group, which naturally meant that he was given the role of taking the photo. Monika handed her phone to him and he quickly held it up in front of the group.
"We're not all in it," Shujinkou said. "We need to gather closer."
Those words he would instantly regret as the other club members bodies squeezed against his. The young man could feel his heart pounding against his test as he tried to endure the close contact he was subjected too.
"Everyone ready?" he asked.
The four girls nodded their heads. With everyone ready, he forced his face to form a casual smile just before taking the photo.
"It looks great," Monika complimented.
"Really? It looks like we're all clustered together," Natsuki said.
"No, it really does look good," Monika smiled as she looked down at her phone. She thought, "Everyone looks a lot more comfortable this time around."
Suddenly, a loud musical tune started up in Shujinkou's pocket. Wasting no time in eliminating the tone, Shujinkou reached for his phone and answered. Soon, Lady Hisa's face appeared on the screen.
"Hey, Shujinkou," she waved.
"Granny Hisa?" he answered alongside Sayori.
"You're there too, Sayori?" she said.
"Everyone's here," Sayori happily replied.
"Really? Shujinkou, let me do a room scan," Hisa said.
Shujinkou turned his phone around, allowing his grandmother to see the rest of the club.
"Hey, girls," Hisa waved.
The three guests waved back at the ecstatic lady on the phone. Then Hisa asked that Shujinkou walk out of the room so she could say something in private. Following his grandmother's wishes, he walked out of his room and closed the door behind him.
"It's not like that!" his guests heard from the other side of the door.
Moments later, Shujinkou walked in with a red face.
"So, why'd you call Granny Hisa?" he asked.
"Well, call me prepared, but I was wondering if you were in the mood to join your poor, lonely grandmother for the annual fireworks festival at the end of summer," Hisa suggested.
"The fireworks? Uh, sure. I'll go," Shujinkou replied.
"Great! What about you, Sayori? You want to come along too?" Hisa asked.
"Yes!" Sayori answered instantly.
"What about the rest of you? You want to come along?" Hisa offered.
"You want us to come too?" Natsuki asked in disbelief.
"The more the merrier," Hisa nodded. "Of course you would need permission before you go off somewhere with defenseless old lady like me."
"She says that and yet she doesn't look old or seem defenseless…" Natsuki thought.
"Anyway, just think about and get permission if you want to go. I have some business to attend to," Hisa continued.
"What kind of business?" Sayori queried.
"Hisa-buisness," she happily answered before ending the call.
"You're grandmother seems good at controlling a discussion…" Yuri noted.
"Well… She had to be when grandpa was still around…" Shujinkou weakly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. "But she only uses that power for good."
"That's a good quality for any debater," Monika pointed out.
"The using the power for good part?" Natsuki said perplexed.
"No. The leading the conversation part," Monika said with a smile.
Natsuki blankly stared at the club president.
"You… You don't abuse that power now do you?" she asked.
"No. Most of the time, I don't," Monika giggled.
"Urk… You know what, forget it. I'm not going to stress over if you're being serious or not," Natsuki pouted.
"But even if she's no longer in the debate team, it's also a useful quality for a president to lead a discussion in such a way," said Yuri.
"Really? Do I have the ability to lead a conversation?" Sayori wondered aloud.
Sayori's question was met with silence.
"Don't I?" Sayori asked.
Like the first one, Sayori's question was once again met with silence.
"Shujinkou?" Sayori gazed at Shujinkou with pleading eyes.
"Uhm…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered what he could say. "Well, you're not as good as a debate team member, but a presidential quality you do have is your occasional tricky personality."
"Really?" Sayori chuckled.
"Why are you happy about that? He just said that you're good at manipulati-" Natsuki quickly cut herself off and thought about her own statement. "Oh. Someone with president in their title would take that as a compliment."
"Exactly," Sayori confirmed.
"So, we have two very qualified presidents," Yuri concluded.
"Actually, now that I think about it, it also kind of means that we can't trust our presidents half of the time…" Shujinkou said.
"That's… A really interesting position," Monika complimented.
"I guess… But that's not true at all, we're both totally trustworthy," Sayori argued.
"Funny coming from someone who embraces their tricky personality," Natsuki snickered.
"But that doesn't mean we're not trustworthy," Sayori insisted. "Right, Yuri?"
"Well… You can't really have it both ways," Yuri slightly giggled.
"Aa… Then I don't want to be the known as the tricky one!" Sayori squealed.
"We're just joking, Sayori. We know we can trust you and Monika," Shujinkou assured her. "…Well, most of the time in your case."
"When haven't I been completely trustworthy?" Sayori asked.
"You lured me to the club with Natsuki's cupcakes after you convinced her that I was coming which led to her making them in the first place," he replied using a matter-of-fact tone.
"…It worked out in the end though..." Sayori nervously chuckled. "Ah! Speaking of sweets… We should go somewhere and get some to celebrate a free summer."
"From where?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
Later that very same afternoon, Shujinkou was given a tray that held five vanilla milkshakes and carried it to the table that the rest of the club occupied.
"So what's the firework festival your grandmother mentioned like?" Monika suddenly asked.
"Uh, it's just like any other festivals. It's kinda like a big party," Shujinkou answered. "I used to have fun there every summer."
"Would it really be okay if we came along?" Yuri wondered.
"Granny Hisa said it was okay, so there shouldn't be any problems. After all…" Shuinkou reached for a napkin and waved it like a fan. "She just a simple lady who likes to make people happy."
"Seems to run in the family…" Natsuki thought.
"But no pressure or anything. You don't have to feel like you're forced to come," Shujinkou continued.
"Like anyone would feel like they're forced to return to a popular spa resort for a festival, dummy" Natsuki pointed out in a blunt manner.
"Touché," Shujinkou replied.
"If we all do go together, it would be like having another slumber party," Sayori pointed out. "With Shujinkou this time too."
An awkward silence cut the conversation short.
"Ah… It would be nice to attend another festival together…" said Yuri.
And to experience one that isn't dead because Monika lured everyone away," Natsuki added.
"I didn't lure everyone away," Monika argued with red cheeks.
"She's technically right about that one," Shujinkou said. "She only attracted 98% of everyone."
The Literature Club shared a hearty laugh together before going back to their milkshakes.
"Kitsune Firework Festival…" Shujinkou thought as he continued to drink his treat. "I kinda hope…"
Chapter 52: Summer Intermission
Chapter Text
"Ah… The first day of Summer Vacation," Shujinkou took a moment to inhale the fresh air coming through his open window before grabbing three distinct game cases. "What better way to start it off right than to marathon the Sly Cooper Trilogy?"
The instant he finished his sentence, Shujinkou's eyes darted towards the direction of a lone case laid spread across the floor.
"It's not like I don't like the fourth game in series, it's just that I just want to play the classic three…" he thought. "…Still can't believe that I got into the series by playing the games backwards. Thankfully, I never got far due to fear of confronting the guards and desperately trying to avoid street level, but it was still jarring going from the gameplay of 3 to 2 to 1… Especially from 2 to 1. It's a real good thing that I got over my fear of confronting people in stealth and stealth-like games of else I wouldn't be able to play a lot of the stuff I like. Huh, stealth was kinda like my horror back then."
The young man immediately slapped his cheeks, the sound of skin hitting skin echoing through the room.
"If I try to recap my entire gaming life, that'll be my entire vacation," he chuckled as he placed the first game of the trilogy into his Playstation 2. "Time to play."
The second he grabbed his controller and sat against his bed, his phone started to vibrate across his pillow. Shujinkou wasted no time in reaching for the hushed device and answering the call.
"Hey, Monika," he greeted.
"Hey, Shujinkou," Monika replied, her voice making it clear that she was in a good mood. "What are you doing?"
"Uhm, nothing much," he answered as he watched a familiar anthropomorphic raccoon run across his TV screen. "Just enjoying the first day of our break. Why do you ask?"
"No special reason. I just wanted to know if you wanted to hang out."
Shujinkou's eyes slightly widened as he watched the title screen of the game appear.
"…Hang out? You mean today?" he queried.
"Yeah," Monika answered. "That is, if you didn't already have plans."
"Um… No, I didn't have anything planned for today so… I'm available."
"That's good. What do you say we meet at that the parfait shop we used that coupon?"
"Um, Okay. I'll see you there."
The moment the call ended, Shujinkou placed his phone back down on his bed and waited. 5 minutes quickly passed by and he found himself still waiting.
"Huh. I expected me to have a bigger surprised reaction than what I did have," he said aloud in his empty room. "I mean, I guess I'm a bit nervous but I still expected a shocked reaction… It's strange, but I'm not complaining."
Shujinkou wasted no time in getting dressed and heading downstairs.
"I'm heading out, mom!" he announced.
"Oh?" Hiro walked down the steps behind him, giving Shujinkou the surprised reaction he expected earlier. "Where are you going?"
"I'm… going to go hang out with Monika today," he answered.
"Is this like a date?" she asked.
"Huh? What. No. No," he violently shook his head as he continued to say 'no,' stopping only when dizziness started to take effect. "It's not a date."
"I said something embarrassing, didn't I?" Hiro weakly chuckled.
"Uhm…."
"Right. I'm just going to go back upstairs now before I ruin the meet up any further. Practice my sewing, against my better judgment. That'll keep me distracted so I don't say anymore."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he watched his mother just as awkwardly walk up the stairs.
"A date?" Shujinkou thought. "Why would mom think that I was going to be heading out on a date? I mean, it's like there's anyone I know of who would want to go on a date with me? Probably just mom thinking I could achieve such a thing."
Later that afternoon, Shujinkou stood outside the parfait shop until he was approached by Monika.
"Hey, Shujinkou, been waiting long?" she asked.
"Not really," Shujinkou shrugged. "So… Um, did you have anything particular in mind regarding what to do today?"
"Not really. But how about we get something to eat before we do anything?" Monika suggested.
Shujinkou nodded his head and eventually found himself, for what he was sure the third time outside of school, sharing a meal with his club president
"So, any plans for the summer other than the festival," she asked.
"Nothing in particular," he answered. "What about you?"
"I think I'm about the same. Well, there is some work I'm thinking of, but other than that I'm about the same."
"Oh." Shujinkou fiddled with his food as he pondered on what to say next. "So… How's that story of yours coming along? Is it going well?"
"Mm-hmm," Monika answered.
"Any major breakthroughs?"
"Yeah. A few."
"Had any writer block moments?"
"Yes."
"Can I read it?"
"Nice try."
"Ugh…" Shujinkou took a sip from his drink as Monika giggled at his failed attempt. "I should probably give up. You already shown how determined you are to keep it a secret."
"Yeah…" Monika diverted her gaze and chuckled as her cheeks slightly changed to a red hue. "Very determined."
Shujinkou continued to drink his drink, trying his best to figure out why he would bring up something so awkward.
"So, did you think of anything you wanted to do today yet?" Monika asked.
"Um… I don't really know. I'll probably just go along with what you want," Shujinkou replied.
"No."
"No?"
"It wouldn't be fun to spend time together doing just what one person wants to do. Besides, I don't ever want you to think you don't have an opinion on anything.
Slightly taken aback by her words, Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered on something they could do together.
"Maybe you would like to…" the young man looked up and met Monika's curious expression. "Hm, would you be up for…?"
Moments later, Shujinkou strapped on a vest layered with infrared technology and then pretended to cock his complimentary pistol. He then placed it back into his holster just as he felt a hand land on his shoulder. He turned towards the owner of the hand and…
"Whoa…" he said, his voice layered with amazement.
"What is it?" she asked.
"Nothing. It's just that you look like a real action heroine in your laser tag gear," Shujinkou complimented as he meekly scratched his right cheek.
"Oh. Thanks," Monika smiled just as the gate to the main game area opened. "Looks like the game's starting."
"Yep," a confident and determined grin plastered itself across Shujinkou's face as he reached his laser pistol. "Let's rock."
Shujinkou led Monika into the battlefield and quickly directed her into a darkened corner of the room.
"This field is a major free for all," he said. "Most engage in a war like scenario, while the remaining few try to act as snipers, hitting those too focused on those in front of them."
"So are we going to be snipers too?" Monika asked.
"Not exactly. We're going to be the sneaking unit."
"Sneaking Unit?"
"We're going to use the chaos to sneak across the field, keep our eyes on those who get picked off in the fight to mark the snipers, sneak our way up to their positions and strike."
"But after the first strike, we would give ourselves away to everyone else."
"Not exactly. You see if we stay behind cover as we fire, then we can sneak away while the surprised sniper will give away their position to the public. Then we can rinse and repeat until we eventually use cover fire on those on the warlines."
"You're very prepared for this, Shujinkou."
"Who a lot of stealth and war games could be applied to a real life game. But I should tell you that since this round of laser tag is a war simulator. The plan could very easily be sidelined."
Just then, Monika wrapped her left arm round Shujinkou and pulled him back just as she fired a perfect shot to another player's shoulder plate. The two then quickly found a new place for cover as the player's team began to fire on them.
"And the plan got sidelined right away…" Shujinkou shook his head in disappointment.
"A lot of battle plans in war end up that way," Monika said. "Shouldn't let it get to you."
"Well, only one thing left to do," Shujinkou gazed into Monika's eyes and she nodded her head in disagreement. "Move!"
The two quickly jumped out of cover and started firing at anyone and anything they could. 12 minutes of war time engagement later, Shujinkou and Monika walked out of the game very satisfied.
"That had to be one of the best laser tag matches I was ever in," Shujinkou chuckled gleefully. "I don't even really care that I gave a lot of people a lot of points."
"You also gained a lot of points yourself, Shujinkou," Monika complimented.
"I guess I did have a few good hits, but it doesn't compare to your performance in there."
"It wasn't that much better."
"Monika, you use movie level reflexes to dodge a lot of laser beam and landed a lot of what would be instant kill shots if the game was real."
"I guess we were both really into it. By the way… You looked really cool in there."
"Huh. Um, thanks. You were pretty cool in there too."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as Monika happily giggled.
"Well, we did what we I wanted to do," he said. "What do you want to do?"
The answer to that question lied in the local music shop. Shujinkou did nothing but watch as Monika wandered through the different sections until she finally reached out and grabbed the last CD case on a nearby display.
"That was a close one. I almost missed out on Yoki's new release," Monika said before breathing a sigh of relief.
"Yoki?" Confusion and curiosity circulated through his mind upon hearing a name that. "Who's that?"
"You've never heard of Yoki?"
"I… don't really follow popular artists all too much. If I know any, it's usually because I just stumble across them. The only ones I really pay attention too are the Vocaloids. Probably would be the only concert I would ever be interested in attending… One performed by fictional characters…"
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Announcing his interest to go to a concert performed by fictional characters sounded really childish to him after the fact.
"Hm. Well, Yoki's a pretty popular singer. I don't know if she's as popular as Miku, Rin or the others, but she's still pretty popular," Monika continued.
"Really? What kind of singer is Yoki?" questioned Shujinkou.
"She's a mystery idol."
"Mystery idol?"
"Mm-hmm. No one really knows who Yoki is. In fact, we only know that she is a she because of her singing voice. But even though no one knows who she is, she's still a really good singer. You should give her a listen sometime."
With their goal at the store complete, Shujinkou followed Monika out of the store until a young boy and girl ran in past him. They were a pair of twins, running to who he could only assume to be their father. Their faces beaming with joy and the apparent closeness between them was all that was needed for the dam he placed over unwanted feelings to begin to crack.
"Shujinkou?" the young man was brought back from the line that separated reality from dreams and turned towards Monika's worried face. "What's wrong?"
"…Nothing. I just almost got caught up in my thoughts again," he answered, scratching his right cheek. "Um… You have any other ideas about what we can do today?"
For the rest of the day, Shujinkou didn't bother to add in any more of his own suggestions of what they could do; only relenting to that self-imposed restriction when it came to the final one.
After retrieving some ice cream, the two sat on a nearby bench as the sun slowly descended down the bright orange sky.
"Watching the sun set…" Shujinkou suddenly said.
"I know it's a bit of a cliché, but I always wanted to try it," Monika interjected.
"What? I didn't mean it like that. I was just stating the obvious," he took a bite out of his dessert and then scratched his right cheek. "Hey, Monika… Can I ask you a question?"
"What is it?" she wondered.
"Well... I'm kinda wondering… Do you hate being the school idol?"
"Huh? That question kinda came out of nowhere."
"I know. It's just that I've just been thinking about it ever since we talked at Granny Hisa's place."
"Oh…" Monika closed her eyes and remained silent until suddenly taking a bite out of her ice cream. "That's actually a complicated question that has a complicated answer."
"Well, you don't have to answer if you feel that way," Shujinkou insisted.
"No, I'll answer it. After all, I'm technically the one that brought up the subject in the first place. How can I explain it though? Hm… Well… Anyone would be happy when others would acknowledge the hard work they put into whatever they're working on, right?"
"Yeah. Anyone would like that."
"I didn't think much of the whole school idol thing beyond that and it's nice to know that at least no one really hates me. But it became pretty clear along the way that people didn't really like me for me. I realized that because when I thought about it, they don't know anything about me; they only know what I worked towards. And for the longest time, it seemed like no one cared to even try to know me better."
"Oh… Uhm…" Shujinkou once again scratched his right cheek as he tried to think of anything he could say to lighten the situation. "Good thing you ran into Sayori then. She doesn't really follow that kind of mindset."
"I know. It was surprising when we first met, but also really nice," Monika happily agreed.
"But you know… Even though I never thought someone so popular would feel ever the way you do, I think I get what you're saying. And when I think about it now, it's a real shame that not a lot of people see you for you and not what you can do. I mean, it is a fact that you're really smart; after all, you always get the highest test scores and you are athletic if what you pulled off in laser tag showed me anything.
But not only that, you're extremely humble. You could easily brag about what you can and have done, but you don't and focus more on encouraging others. You're also very bold considering you started your own club that you were well aware wouldn't become popular over night. And last but not least, you're a very caring individual that wouldn't hesitate to try and help someone who has a problem, even if you don't know them all that well."
Shujinkou could not help but feel surprised as Monika silently stared at him with bright red cheeks. He never seen her rendered speechless before.
"That's really sweet of you to say, Shujinkou," she finally said.
"I was just stating the things I learned since I joined the club," he replied as he scratched his right cheek. "Pretty sure the others feel the same way too."
He then went on to continue eating his ice cream as he watched the sun slowly cross the horizon. Monika simply smiled in response and placed her hand over her chest.
"Someone I like being around with the knowledge that they feel the same…" Monika quietly recounted.
"Huh? Did you say something?" Shujinkou asked.
"Not really," she giggled.
A/N: Finally finished another chapter after so many roadblocks. Sorry if it took too long, but now that it's finished I can finally enjoy the rest of my birthday. Hope you enjoyed today's chapter.
Chapter 53: Perspective
Chapter Text
When I told Shujinkou that I would be coming over to his house, his shocked reaction reminded me of something… I've never actually set foot in a boy's house. It was going to be weird to say the least, but it was way better than having Shujinkou coming over to my house. Dad wouldn't be happy if I brought a boy over, even if he was a partner for something school-related. We even exchanged phone numbers. Of course I needed his number to find his house, but I still found it strange to have a boy's number on my phone.
The night before the day I was supposed to go over his house, I baked two cupcakes and decorated them with our faces. Sort of a good work reward once we get it done. Shujinkou may not know that much about writing and who knows what his analysis skills are like, but I have seen him draw sometimes during the club meetings, so he has to be somewhat good at the least. If he puts in some effort into our poster, then he at least deserves something for the work.
The next day, I texted him that I was outside and he wasted no time in opening the door. He was kind of staring at me, but I figured that he was just dazing off again. I mean, it's not like he would ever be staring at me, right? Then again, he may not be the kind of guy to do that anyway. He really tried his best to avoid eye contact with Monika and other girls at the maid café during the Cultural Festival. With that kind of reaction, I guess I can say that he's not a lusty pervert. He also wasted no time in asking about the cupcakes, but I told him it was a surprise. After all, if he doesn't put in any effort, I may have to give the other to Sayori… Just got to make sure that it's not the one with his face on it.
I asked where we would work and shockingly he said it was his room. I don't think Shujinkou realizes that boys don't usually invite girls to their room so casually, but he also mentioned that all his stuff was there.
His room was kind of an eye-opener. I never really thought about what it would look like, but it was pretty neat. There was a desk that looked like it belonged to a professional artist. He then handed me some drawings of the place we needed to make the posters for and couldn't believe my eyes. The drawings were amazing! I never would have expected that Shujinkou would be this good at drawing. It actually makes me wonder why he never once tried to brag about it. Then he said that he went through the trouble of drawing them because he didn't want us to accidently plagiarize someone else's work. I had to admit, even if I had trouble doing so, it was a pretty smart idea.
After I got an idea of what the place was like, I suggested that we make a poster that was simple, yet very effective. I kinda expected him to chime in with his own suggestion, but he just agreed and asked what kind of art style we should use. His asking opened up a realm of possibility and made me hope that he could draw something in a really cute art style. He agreed to the Kawaii approach and got to work.
I asked him how long it would take and he said it may take all day. I had a hard time believing that, but then again, it's not like the really famous artists finished their stuff quickly or anything. Since I was pretty much useless for the first part, he offered to let me read his manga. He had a lot of the popular stuff, but there was one name I've never heard of: Hikaru no Go. It depicted a kid with a extremely effeminate man that looked like he was from the past. When I asked Shujinkou what it was about, he effortlessly gave a quick summary about how this kid ended up attached to a ghost who was a master of Go. I don't know what surprised me more; that Shujinkou was able to do such a thing or that there was an entire series about a board game.
I got to reading it and was impressed with what I saw. I could already tell that Hikaru had a lot to learn about the game, even if it was just so the ghost Sai could play through him. I even laughed once I reached the part when Hikaru dumped a cup of stones on a bullying player's head and indirectly removed his wig, embarrassing him. I wish I could do something like that to people like that old bully.
I got to the second volume until Shujinkou finally finished drawing. It was a really cute drawing, but I didn't like how he almost made the thing weird. I then wrote down some of the stuff that the resort offers and Shujinkou seemed impressed by what I put down. After that was done, he handed me a thin permanent marker and said it was time to trace what we made. I got to work right away, but Shujinkou's marker was stuck and he struggled to open it. It was kinda funny to watch until all that struggling led to him accidently drawing a line on my left cheek.
He was completely nervous after that and he was right to be. I couldn't just let him get away with that. He tried his best to keep me away, but I was able to successfully draw a mustache on his face. Unfortunately, he couldn't keep up the struggle and his loss resulted in us kissing. A felt a lot of emotions hit me at once during that moment. Part of me was happy that we weren’t at my house, because if we were, dad would kill us. Another part of me couldn't believe what was happening and another part wondered who would pull away first. There was also a part of me that enjoyed the moment and, looking back at it, I think that part of me wants something similar to happen again.
In the end, I pulled away and got back to work. I had to focus on the task at hand, because if I didn’t then things would have gotten weirder than they already were. Shujinkou seemed to go along with the plan until, out of nowhere; he suddenly drew more lines on my cheeks to make it look like I had whiskers. He said it was payback for the mustache, but I'm pretty sure he was just trying to defuse the awkwardness of the situation.
After that, we finally started to color the poster. Shujinkou told me all about lighting, pencil weight and a lot of other stuff regarding coloring things. I have to admit, I never expected Shujinkou to be lecturing me in anything. While we continued to work, we actually started talking about our interests. He doesn't really know much of the technical terms, but Shujinkou really pays attention the different types of literary devices between manga genres. He also brought about how some anime adaptations end up being filler and that while he doesn't hate them; he doesn't understand why some adaptations go that route. Though he also made a point to say that he's grateful to them though as it led to them discovering those properties in the first place.
It was at that point when I began to wonder if Shujinkou has any strong negative feelings towards anything. For example, I was never really that welcoming when he joined the club and constantly call him a dummy, but he just shrugs those facts off and has always been nice to me. It didn't really seem normal to me but… it's not like it was a bad thing… It would actually be nice if there were more people like that at school.
After hours of hard work, we finally finished the poster and it was clear that we were both happy with how it turned out. Shujinkou then noticed the bag I brought the cupcakes over in and spoke up about them. I totally forgot about them and for some reason I felt like he would think it would be dumb. Maybe it was because I was comparing it to his art or something, but I really didn't want him to see them. He assured me that he wouldn't judge, even joking about the mustache I gave him.
Against my better judgment, I showed off the cupcakes I made. He was silent when he first saw them. I thought he was about to break his promise, but I guess he was just dazing off again, because he wasted no time in eating his share. I think he even looked happier than usual whenever he ate something sweet. But I never got a chance to eat mine with him as it was starting to get dark outside. I had to go home.
Shujinkou walked me to the door and even offered to walk me home. I had to shut that idea down, though. It wouldn't have ended well for either of us. Then again, now that I think about it, I guess we could have split up around a corner or something. Anyway, I left his house and headed home. I wasn't really sure if we would win the contest for the school or not but… at least something good came out of thewhole thing. I actually had a lot more fun than I thought I would.
Chapter 54: Downtime
Chapter Text
The sun beamed down on the shores of Waikiki beach, but even that was not enough to light the dark clouds in Jomei's mind. He absent-mindedly finished the rest of his soda and thoughtlessly slammed it on the bar's counter.
"What's eating you pal?" the bartender asked.
"What makes you think something's eating me?" he asked back.
"Well, you're drowning your sorrows in soda at a bar," she pointed out. "And that's not even getting into you just slamming the empty can down without even realizing it."
Normally, such a remark would get a chuckle out of Jomei, but his current state of mind would not allow that. After quickly downing another can of soda, he slid out of his seat and returned to the beach outside.
"Time to get to work," Jomei said as he glanced at his surroundings. Suddenly, his eyes widened with shock as they beheld something he never thought he would see again. "Huh. That's interesting."
What he saw still wasn't enough to improve his mood, but while Jomei was afflicted with negative emotions, his son was experiencing their polar opposites as e walked home.
"It's a really nice feeling when you buy new art supplies," Shujinkou happily thought. "Then again they didn't have everything I needed so I got to get the rest of it online."
He continued his stroll home until something commanded his body to stop. Without turning around, Shujinkou retraced his steps back a few feet and turned to his right. There was a young lady laying on top of the nearby grass, staring up at the sky.
"Kiyoko?" Shujinkou called.
The girl immediately looked up at him. Upon confirming who spoke to her, she waved and flashed him a friendly smile.
"Hey, Shujinkou. What brings you around these parts?" Kiyoko asked.
"I was just heading home," he answered, scratching his right cheek. "What are you doing here?"
Kiyoko's head turned back to its found position, her eyes once again glued to the sky.
"I'm just enjoying some downtime," she answered.
"Downtime?" he repeated.
"Yep. It's always nice to have some downtime and just relax. Summer's one of the best downtime periods around."
"She does look relaxed," Shujinkou acknowledged in his head. "If that's how she feels, maybe that's why she's half-asleep a lot in class. But I wonder just how relaxed she is right now?"
As if called upon by his thoughts, a single bird flew down and perched itself on Kiyoko's head.
"Oh… That relaxed…" he stared in disbelief at the sight in front of him. It was strange, but it was almost as if he was getting lazy vibe from the basketball player. He continued to watch her as the girl sat up and motioned the bird to perch on her right pointer finger. She then whistled a short tune that prompted the bird to happily sing with her. Seeing all of this caused one word to escape from his thoughts, "Wow."
"Hm? 'Wow' what?" Kiyoko queried.
"It's just…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered the right way to answer the question. "It's just that I've never seen a bird so comfortable around a high school student or the student not freaking out about it at all in real life."
"Well, I don't really care that he/she decided to spend its downtime with me," she casually replied.
"And how do you know how to bird whistle?"
"I learned it from one of Yoki's songs."
"Yoki? You know about Yoki too?"
"Yeah. She's that popular mystery idol. You a fan?"
"Well…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he formulated the sentence structure of his response. "It's not that I'm not a fan. It's just that I just found out about her. To be honest, I don't really pay attention to mainstream singers. The closet I am too that are the Vocaloids."
"Plus, you're kinda in your own world when at school so you naturally block out any conversation that relates to her," she chuckled. "But hey, it's not like I'm going to judge you over your answer."
"What about you? Do you think she's really good?"
Kiyoko casually shrugged her shoulders, a response that confused Shujinkou. But before he could make a response of his own, Kiyoko raised her free hand and motioned him to come forward. Shujinkou willingly followed the silent instruction and did the same with the second that instructed him to sit down.
"Didn't want you to stand there the whole time," Kiyoko grinned. "Anyway, I guess I don't really have an opinion on her like everyone else. I just listen to music I like."
"Oh…" Though he had trouble understanding how one could not form an opinion, Shujinkou accepted the answer. He then watched Kiyoko gently pet the bird's head, an act the tiny animal clearly enjoyed. "You seem to be good with animals."
"I wouldn't say that."
"You wouldn't?"
"It's not that hard for birds to come to you," Shujinkou curiously watched the finger the bird was perched on slowly and gently move towards him. "Try sticking your finger out at 'em."
Shujinkou did as he was told and raised his finger towards the winged animal. The bird responded to the action by flying up and perching itself back on Kiyoko's head.
"I don't think it likes me…" he said before sighing in disappointment.
"It's not that he/she doesn't like you, it's just that they can tell that you aren't super calm and composed enough to approach," Kiyoko replied with a grin. "Try again while letting them know you're safe to be around."
Shujinkou nodded his head and slowly raised his finger towards the avian creature, his head filled with nothing but thoughts of how calm he had to be. His gradually tensed up as his index finger drew even closer to the bird until it dropped down to Kiyoko's right shoulder.
"You know, Shujinkou, constantly thinking and stressing yourself trying to be calm doesn’t make a person calm," she casually pointed out.
"Maybe I should try again when I'm not thinking about it…" Shujinkou replied, scratching his right cheek.
Instead of continuing the conversation, Kiyoko gently pet the bird's head once more and let it go to fly into the distance. A yawn then broke through her lips and the golden-haired girl allowed gravity to guide her back to the soft grass.
It was at that point that Shujinkou felt the awkwardness of being unable to continue the conversation set in. He tried to think of something, but it was extremely tough for him given that he didn't know much about her in the first place.
"Maybe I should use this opportunity to try and know her better…" he said.
"You know you were thinking out loud, right?" Kiyoko pointed out.
"Uh…" Shujinkou's cheeks grew red with embarrassment.
"So, what do you want to know?"
"Um, well… Do you come out here often?"
"Not specifically here. I can do this anywhere that doesn't have a roof, though you probably mean whether or not if I do this often. Like I said before, it's nice to have some downtime every now and again."
"Is that why you sometimes sleep at school?"
"Yep. Gotta get sleep whenever you can too," a large yawn inserted itself into the conversation as Kiyoko stretched her legs. "Speaking of school, how are things going for you?"
"What do you mean?" Shujinkou wondered.
"You seem to be a lot less unapproachable than you were at the start of the year."
"Unapproachable?"
"You know? Like you rather be left alone."
"Oh. Well, I guess that's true. I was actively seeking ways to be alone with my thoughts."
"Guess joining the club you joined was good for you."
Shujinkou scratched his cheek as he thought about Kiyoko's words.
"Yeah… I think so too," he agreed. "Hey, Kiyoko…"
A familiar song swiftly interrupted his sentence.
"Love Deterrence?" he marveled.
"I like Peace Walker," Kiyoko casually shrugged before humming along with the song. She then reached into her pocket, pulled out her phone and read a new message on the screen. "Gotta go."
The golden-haired girl jumped onto her feet and stretched her arms.
"Huh? Where to?" Shujinkou queried.
"A place to take care of some Kiyoko business," she answered with a sly wink.
"Wha-?"
"I heard your grandmother say something similar to you during our stay at her resort."
"Ho-?"
"It's not exactly hard to figure out since you guys seem really close."
"…Point taken."
Kiyoko chuckled as glanced into the distance, "Anyway, see ya later, Shujinkou."
As she disappeared into the distance, Shujinkou could hear her whistle the last few notes of another song he was familiar with.
"She likes Sly Cooper too…" he whispered under his breath. "Huh. You learn something new every day."
Chapter 55: Paper Lanterns
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'Twas a peaceful, quiet summer morning. Yuri was sitting against the side of her bed, her eyes scanning the pages of the novel tucked between her hands. The calming scent of the burning candles nearby filled the room, offering a relaxing atmosphere. As she turned to the next page of her book, a small blue paw landed on her shoulder.
"Boo!" a high feminine voice screeched as a stitched up bear was thrust into Yuri's view. The young maiden nearly dropped her novel from sudden shock as her younger sister slid up next to her. "Scared you, didn't we?"
"Yes…" Yuri answered. Her eyes then trailed down to Yuki's stuffed toy and glanced at its sharp teeth. "Grimm has fangs now."
"Yeah… Grimm has been feeling pretty vampiric lately and, while I was helping with the transformation, we were wondering something."
"Wondering what?"
Yuki silently looked down at Grimm and nodded her head in agreement.
"When are you going to ask Shujinkou out for real?" she asked.
Yuri's cheeks immediately grew rosy red as she desperately looked for something else to focus her attention on.
"W-Wh-What are you talking about?" she stuttered. "Why would you ask such a random question?"
"We were just curious," Yuki casually answered.
"But why would you think that I would want to do that?"
"Well… when Grimm and I were discussing this topic, we went over and analyzed the analysis we obtained from the time he pretended to be your boyfriend and we formulated a hypothesis. For you to even pull off such a thing, you would need to either ask a complete stranger to help you so you wouldn't have any personal awkwardness to deal with or someone you trust and are comfortable around. We know that you wouldn't ask a complete stranger such thing, so it would have to be option 2.
But even then, for you to even endure the somewhat romantic atmosphere of the plan, then that person would have to be someone you're really comfortable around and wouldn't mind doing somewhat romantic things with… like when you held his hand at the amusement park."
"Y-You saw that?!?!?!"
"When we compiled all the information we gathered from our analysis, it's easy to conclude that you really, really like Shujinkou."
"Ah… That's a really good observation."
"So, when are you going to ask him?"
"That's… Ah…"Yuri started to play with her hair as she contemplated Yuki's question. "I don't think that would be a good idea…"
"Why not?" Yuki asked.
"He probably wouldn't be interested in doing such a thing. Plus, he reacted in a very negative way when I initially asked him for the favor in the first place."
"But wasn't that because you started with 'Will you be my boyfriend?' out of nowhere. Anyone would be shocked by that. You just need a moment alone to just sit down with him, look him straight in the eyes and take a chance… Or that's what Grimm says. I said you should take things more slowly, but either way you need to find a way to spend time with Shujinkou."
Yuri pondered the words of her younger sister and stuffed bear until the ringing of her phone interrupted her thought process. She picked it up and answered it without even looking at the caller.
"Hello?" Yuri said.
"Hey, Yuri," a familiar voice responded.
"Oh. Hi, Shujinkou," Yuri replied.
Hearing Shujinkou's name out loud caused Yuki to look down at Grimm and shoot the stuffed creature a surprised look.
"I thought you said wanted to be vampiric, not a magical creature," Yuki mumbled.
"Um, I'm gonna just get straight to the point," Shujinkou continued. "I kinda need your opinion on something. Do you think you can come over?"
"Eh?!" Yuri exclaimed. "Right now?"
"Well, not if you have anything else planned. Wouldn't want to bother you."
"Ah, no! I'm not too busy or anything so… I could come over right now."
"That would be great. See you then."
Yuri slowly lowered her phone as the call ended.
"That was really convenient…" Yuki muttered in disbelief. She then raised Grimm up to her left ear and listened to what the toy had to say. "Hmm…"
"What did Grimm have to say?" Yuri asked.
"Carpe diem," Yuki advised.
Later that morning, Yuri knocked on the front door of Shujinkou's house and anxiously awaited an answer. Not too long after, Shujinkou opened the door and greeted her with a wave. To her surprise, he was still wearing his pajamas and his eyelids subtly dropped down before being forced back opened.
"Thanks for coming under such short notice, Yuri," he yawned as he guided his guest inside the house.
"It was no problem…" she replied. "You said you needed my opinion on something?"
"Yeah," Shujinkou said as he scratched his right cheek. "You see, back when I used to go the festival as a kid, I used to make things for Granny Hisa like drawings or cards. It's been awhile since I did that, so I kind of want to make something for her this year too."
"I see. But why did you ask for my assistance though?"
"'cause this year I want to make something she could actually use for the event and I need your help with that."
"How can I help?"
"Well, I remember how you talked about the things you do to enhance the atmosphere when you read and sometimes when you do other stuff and figured you would know what would enhance the atmosphere of the resort during the festival."
"Oh… Ah…" Yuri glanced down at her hands as she started playing with her hair.
"What's wrong?" he asked perplexed.
"Nothing!" Yuri refused to raise her head back up after unintentionally raising her voice. It was too embarrassing for her to do so. "It's just that… It's just that I'm not used to someone coming to me for help for such a thing. It… It feels really nice."
"Oh. Well, I can relate to that."
A small smile crept on Yuri's face as she raised her head.
"Did you already have anything in mind that you wanted to make for Lady Hisa?" she asked.
"Yeah," Shujinkou reached down to a nearby couch, grabbed his sketchbook and presented a drawing of a paper lantern. "I was thinking of making her a few of these."
"Paper Lanterns?"
"Yeah. What do you think?"
Yuri stared intensely at the drawing. Not a word or sound was made as she continued to analyze the drawing.
"Yuri?" Shujinkou suddenly said.
"Huh? Oh, sorry. I forgot to start talking," she replied, slightly embarrassed. "I believe that with the design you made, they will really add a festive feeling to your grandmother's establishment."
"Really? Okay then, I just got to start making these right away. Thanks, Yuri."
"Ah…" a confused expression landed on Yuri's face. "Was that all you needed?"
"Mm-hmm," Shujinkou nodded. "Why do you ask?"
"It's just that… you could have sent a picture of your design over the phone," his guest pointed out.
Shujinkou's sketchbook fell out of his hand as he silently stared at Yuri. It was subtle, but she could tell his expression was one of shock.
"Uhm…" he remained silent as he scratched his right cheek, his eyes seemingly fighting the urge to find something else to look at. "Sorry. I guess the lack of sleep impaired my judgment."
"Ah…" a subtle giggle escaped through Yuri's lips. "That's okay. I didn't mind the trip over here. And ah…"
Yuri started playing with her hair again.
"I would like to help you with making your lanterns, if you don't mind…" she continued.
"Really?" Shujinkou shot a confused look that made it hard for Yuri to maintain eye contact. "Well, if it's okay with you. I don't really have a problem with that."
He then stretched his arms and walked towards the kitchen. Yuri curiously followed suit and watched as Shujinkou grabbed a box of cereal and pour some into a small green bowl. He then sat down at the dinner table and offered Yuri the seat across from his.
"Do you want some?" Shujinkou offered.
"No thank you. I already ate," Yuri declined.
"Okay. So, how's Yuki doing?"
"She's fine. She often expresses interest in playing with you again. I think she's become a bit fond of you."
"Really? I didn't think that would last."
"It's not really surprising. You seem to have a knack for leaving a positive impression on people."
"A positive impression… Even though I lied to her when I first met her… and Grimm."
"Ah…" Yuri immediately diverted her gaze. "I never got to apologizing for making you do that. I'm sorry."
"I think you already said something similar when you asked me…" Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. "Besides, I'm the one who said yes, so… you shouldn't really feel bad or anything. Besides, I have nothing but good memories of that day."
"I see… Hearing that makes me kind of happy."
Finishing off his meal in a surprisingly quick manner, Shujinkou led Yuri up to his room and unveiled the materials needed for this project. The young maiden sported a worried expression as she looked up and noticed the artist's blank one.
"Shujinkou… Most of the material we need isn't here," Yuri informed him.
"Ugh… I just remembered that I ordered it online and have to wait for the mail to come," his head dropped down in disbelief over the revelation. "I guess we have to kill some time before we can get started."
"Well, if we have the time, then may I see your right hand?"
"My hand?" Shujinkou briefly glanced at his right hand then presented it in front of Yuri. She gently grasped the outward hand with her left and extended her right index finger towards the fleshy region of skin between his index and thumb. The moment it made contact, she gently pressed against the section of his hand before gradually applying more pressure. Before long, Shujinkou felt a relaxing sensation surge through his entire body. "What just happened?"
"I just stimulated one of your body's pressure points," Yuri answered.
"My pressure points? Isn't that an acupressure term?"
"Yes. The point I just stimulated is referred to Pressure Point LI-4 otherwise known Hegu."
"Wow. You must really know your pressure points."
"Ah… Not really… It's just something that I tried after looking it up online."
Shujinkou glanced down at his hand again then back at Yuri.
"Do you do that to enhance your reading experience too?" he asked.
"Sometimes…" Yuri answered. Sometimes I use it as a natural healing method for different kinds of pain."
"Huh," Shujinkou raised his right hand to scratch his right cheek, only to realize that it was still in his guest's grasp.
"Sorry," Yuri apologized, her hands instantly returning to her side.
"By the way, Yuri, have you ever heard of Yoki?"
"Ah… Yes. She's a very popular singer shrouded in mystery."
"Uh…" Shujinkou's head dropped again in disbelief.
"Did I say something wrong?" Yuri worriedly asked.
"No… It's just official. I really don't pay attention to anything at school. Maybe I should finally give her a listen."
"You should! Her music's really great."
Shujinkou reached for his laptop and sat against the side of his bed as searched for any of Yoki's music. The moment a large list of results showed up on the screen, Yuri sat down next to him and inched herself closer until their shoulders touched.
"You should listen to that one," Yuri suggested.
"Which one?" he asked.
"The one titled Avian Heart.'"
Shujinkou clicked on the suggested video and listened to the song. It was a catchy song that included Yoki singing with birds.
"This must be the song Kiyoko was referring to," he thought. The moment the video finished, he asked aloud, "I wonder how they got the birds to perform on their command."
"They probably had professionals train them," Yuri answered. "Remaining in the shadows probably allows them to save a lot of money."
"That's true," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he thought about the song in more depth. "…Must have been a lot of work though."
Shujinkou scrolled through the video's suggestions, wondering which song he should listen to next until he heard the front doorbell ring. Yuri followed him downstairs and curiously watched him open the front door.
"It's here!" Shujinkou announced as he turned around holding a box, his voice layered with anticipation.
"You seem to be really excited for this," Yuri noted.
"Well, I do get excited when I can finally do the thing I envisioned."
"Ah… I can understand that."
She followed Shujinkou back to his room and silently watched him open the box that contained the materials they needed.
"Have you ever made paper lanterns before, Yuri?" he asked.
"Years ago, but I'm still familiar with the process of making them," she assured him.
"Okay. Now I know that I don't have to bore you with the instructions I found on the internet," he slightly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
They each grabbed a cardstock and started to fold it on the score lines between each pane.
"Ah… I think that you're doing a nice thing for your grandmother," Yuri said.
"Hm? Oh, it's not really a big deal," Shujinkou replied. "It's just something I wanted to do for her."
"Mm… Your fondness towards your grandmother is really heartwarming."
"Well… she is family and kinda like my other parental figure. She taught me a lot of things that a mother shouldn't have to. She was also the one who got me into drawing."
Shujinkou reached for the glue and used it to trace a thin layer around the cardstock.
"Could I use that when you are done?" Yuri requested.
"Mm-hmm," Shujinkou finished applying the glue to his cardstock and presented it to his guest. She reached out and gripped the glue bottle enough to cause it to spray some all over his face.
"Ah! I'm sorry!" Yuri apologized. "I shouldn't have grabbed it so tightly."
"It's no big deal," Shujinkou assured her.
Yuri quickly glanced around the room and noticed a cleaning rag in the box of materials. She reached for the rag and started cleaning the glue off of his face. Even though she was using a cleaning rag to wipe away the mess, Shujinkou could feel Yuri's soft, gentle fingers skate and circle across his skin. His heart started to beat faster and faster as he tried to endure what was currently happening to him.
"Ah… Are you okay?" Yuri asked.
"Y-Yeah…" he stammered.
"I'm really sorry…"
"It's really not a big issue."
"Ah…" Yuri looked up at Shujinkou with confused eyes. "Shujinkou… How come you never get mad at me whenever I inconvenience you?"
"What do you mean?" he wondered.
"It's just that I would do things that would normally make others mad like constantly intruding or asking you pose as my boyfriend, but you never get annoyed by anything that I do or ask."
"Oh..." Shujinkou scratched his just cleaned right cheek. "Well, I think you're thinking about it all wrong."
"I am?" Yuri asked.
"I don't really think you're constantly intruding. In fact, I honestly have no idea what you're talking about when you say that. Plus, I don't find it annoying when you ask me for help or anything. It kind of makes me happy to know that I'm reliable enough for you to ask in the first place."
"You do?"
"Yeah. It makes me feel like a good friend."
"Ah…" a crestfallen look planted itself on Yuri's face. "Well… I wouldn't really know what that's like. I haven't really been that much of a help to you."
"That's not true," Shujinkou replied.
"Eh?"
"You helped me during my first days in the club."
"I did? When did I do that?"
"Remember when Monika had us bring in our favorite books after I first joined? I was a nervous wreck since I was kinda afraid that you guys wouldn't like what I could bring in. I really appreciated how you offered to help me find a book even though you were really uncomfortable with that."
"Ah… It wasn't really much. I just didn't want to see you more upset than you already seemed before."
"Still, it really helped me. After that, I started to feel a little more comfortable being in the club. So, you shouldn't think that you're not a good friend or anything."
"Ah… That's…" Yuri placed her face in her hands. It was only for a moment, but Shujinkou was sure he could see a slight smile through her fingers. "We should probably get back to work or else we'll never get the lanterns finished."
"Okay," Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement and went back to work.
By the time they were finished, they had made 16 paper lanterns adorned with cherry blossom ornaments.
"All done," Shujinkou proudly declared. "Thanks for your help, Yuri. You really saved me some time."
"It's not really a big deal," Yuri started to play with her hair. "After all, 'If a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there to help.'"
Yuri silently giggled with red cheeks as Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He grinned as he nodded his head in agreement.
"Right," he replied.
Yuri slowly diverted her gaze.
"Ah… You know… When you first called me a friend during the Cultural Festival, I was really happy, but I also felt like you said that just because you felt sorry for me," she admitted.
"Huh? I wouldn't do that," he insisted.
"I knew that deep down, but that doubt still remained though. I guess it's because I tend to over think things a lot and see them in the wrong way like you said earlier. So when I thought that I've done nothing but inconvenience you with a lot of things, I was always surprised how instead of rightfully hating me for that, you always instead worry about me and always try to help however you can. Eventually, that doubt went away and all I felt whenever I was around you was happiness."
Shujinkou felt a something brush against his chest and was surprised that it was his index finger.
"Ah… I guess what I'm trying to say is…" Yuri looked back up at Shujinkou with a bright smile. "I really like being friends with you, Shujinkou."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and smiled back.
"I like being friends with you too, Yuri," he replied.
Without saying another word, Yuri moved closer to Shujinkou and stared deeper into his eyes. The intense gaze she directed towards him was strong enough that he felt paralyzed by it.
"Uhm…" confusion soon took hold as he realized that his frozen state even denied him the ability to scratch his right cheek.
"Shujinkou…" Yuri's face slowly moved closer to his until it was only inches away. "I… Ah… I also…"
Suddenly, the two heard a loud sound outside of the house and rushed to the front door to figure out what it was. Opening the front door, Shujinkou was shocked to find his mother sitting on the ground.
"Mom?!" he said perplexed.
"H-Hey, Shujinkou…" Hiro dusted herself off as she stood up and noticed Yuri standing behind her son. "Oh, hello, Yuri."
"Ah… Hello…" Yuri replied. She then turned her attention to Shujinkou. "You don't require my assistance anymore, correct?"
"Huh? Oh… Well… I guess not…" Shujinkou answered.
"I see… Well, then I guess I'll excuse myself then."
Before another word could be said, Yuri rushed out of the house. Shujinkou could do nothing but continue to stare out the doorway, bewildered by the events that just raced by. As his mother turned and walked into the house, he couldn't help but noticed that her face was flushed.
"What's going on?" This thought would remain with him for the rest of the day.
Chapter 56: Positive Experience
Chapter Text
"Also… Also…" Shujinkou tossed and turned in his bed as he contemplated that one word. "What was Yuri going to say? She also… what? Yuri looked really nervous when she said that, but also looked… happy? What could that mean? She also said that while getting really close to me. Was she going to…?"
Shujinkou cheeks grew red as he completed that thought.
"No, that can't be it," he shook his head. "I mean… it's me for one. There's no way that could happen to me… unless through rare and specific circumstances. Besides, the last time I came to a similar conclusion, she made it pretty clear that that wasn't the case. Plus, Yuri kind of has a talent for taking moments and making them really… intimate."
As if on cue, Shujinkou phone began to vibrate with Yuri's name on the screen. Anxiety built up second by second as he reached for his phone and answered it.
"Ah… Shujinkou…" she said.
"Hey, Yuri," he replied, scratching his red right cheek. "You okay?"
"Huh? Oh… Yes, I'm fine. I'm sorry for leaving so suddenly."
"It's not an issue. It's not like I'm mad or anything."
"Still… It's just that… um…"
Silence interjected itself into the conversation for 5 minutes, until Shujinkou decided to speak up, "You know, you don't have to tell me if you don't want to. It's probably none of my business."
"Ah… it's not that… It's just that… I don't think I can say it right now," Yuri lamented.
"Oh… Well, you don't have to force whatever it is you wanted to say. I can wait."
"Ah… Okay. And thank you for your concern. It always alleviates my concerns."
"No problem."
Silence once again decided to insert itself into the conversation.
"Well… I have to go now," Yuri finally said. "Dinner is ready."
"Okay. I'll talk to you later then," Shujinkou replied.
"Okay. Until then."
The moment the call ended, Shujinkou heard a knock on his bedroom door.
"Come in!" he said.
The door slowly opened and Hiro cautiously walked in with a tray of cookies.
"I come in peace," she said. "And brought some apology cookies."
A confused Shujinkou could do nothing but watch his mother sit next to him on his bed.
"Apology for what?" he asked.
"Well… I can't help but feel that I'm the reason Yuri left so suddenly," she awkwardly admitted.
"I'm sure that's not the case…" Shujinkou said, scratching his right cheek.
He reached for one of the cookies and took a large bite of it.
"So, what were you two doing while I was gone?" she asked.
"We made paper lanterns for the Granny Hisa," Shujinkou replied.
"That's it?"
"Yeah."
"Nothing else?"
"No."
"At all?"
"No… What do you think we would do?"
"I'm not sure. Anything that could happen whenever a boy and a girl are alone together."
"Mom?!"
"Sorry! Sorry! I couldn't help but channel my inner mother. It helps keep my own motherly instincts down regarding the whole situation."
Oh… Um…" Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. "I'm sorry for never getting around to telling you that my three other friends are girls. I just never found a way to spit it out."
"That's alright. I can understand how hard it would be to tell your mother that you randomly decided to join a club that consisted of four girls. But you know, that wouldn't have changed the fact that Sayori somehow convinced you to join. In fact, she actually voiced her intention to do something involving you."
Hiro took a large bite out of one of the cookies before continuing, "So, now that everything is out in the open, do you want to talk about your club experiences; like what it was like when you first went there?"
"Ugh… I was a nervous wreck when Sayori first brought me there," Shujinkou admitted. "I was kinda expecting a club that would immediately dislike me if they ever found out that I wasn't really the literature type and that I was nowhere near their level in the subject matter."
"But it wasn't that bad when you got there, right?"
"Well…" a small chuckle escaped through her son's lips before continuing. "Natsuki was the first to approach me when I first arrived and she called me out in no time flat."
"Oh..." Hiro replied, her voice layered with sympathy.
"Natsuki never really made it a secret to me that she didn't want me wasting the club's time and it always seemed like I somehow had a knack for annoying her. I think it was probably because I essentially dined and dashed that day."
"Ooo…"
"But even though Natsuki seemed like a very abrasive person at first, she was actually still pretty nice. I mean, she always baked sweets for the club and she did loan me some of her manga on occasion. I guess she just didn't want anyone thinking she was soft or something. Maybe that why she hates to be called ''cute.'' Eventually it got to the point where I didn't annoy her as much as I used to and we soon began to talk about our shared interest in manga a lot."
"I guess that explains why she didn't seem abrasive the few times I have seen her. So, what happened after Natsuki approached you?"
"So, after I was paralyzed by Natsuki, Monika approached me in an attempt to calm me down. I was really surprised to find her there. As far as I knew, she was still on the Debate Team, so it was a real shock to find out that she was the Founder/President of the club. It was even more shocking that she somehow remembered me from last year since I figured that she had more important people to remember. And the shocks kept on coming whenever she wanted to hang out with me. At first, I really found it weird that the school's idol would give me the time of day, but the more time we spent together and the more I got to actually know her, I came to realize that she's actually doesn't really care that much about her given title and would prefer to be around those who treat her more normally. I guess that's what others mean when they say it's lonely at the top."
"I wouldn't really know what that's like..." Hiro chuckled. "But it sounds like Monika is a very humble person considering what you and the others said about her. So, what happened after you found out she was the club's President?"
"Oh, after finding out that Monika founded the club, I suddenly felt like someone was watching me," Shujinkou continued. "When I looked around, I found out it was actually Yuri. But the moment I made eye contact with her, she immediately looked back down at the book she was reading. Yuri never really talked to me that much at first. At first, I thought it was because she rather not be bothered, but sometime after she helped me with a club assignment, I came to realize that it was more because she was a little shy and she didn't really know me. But even though she could be shy, if you got her talking about something she's really into, then she would suddenly have no problem conversing with anyone. It's because of that I learned that she's into atmospheric enhancements. I also learned that she makes a good cup of tea."
"Oh, maybe you should invite her over so I can try some."
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek.
"Oh right… She was here earlier…" Hiro awkwardly chuckled, her head dropping in shame. "I was the reason she left."
"I'm pretty sure you're not the reason, Mom," Shujinkou insisted.
"Mm… So, what about, Sayori? What's it like having her as the Vice-President of the club?"
"Um… How do I explain it? Well, I don't really know about the presidential stuff she helps Monika with, but I do know that she takes it upon herself to keep everyone happy and motivated. I think that's why she keeps calling Natsuki cute even though being called that annoys her or several things regarding me. She's also memorized the club rules and the school rules regarding the club and can recite them whenever Natsuki questions them. I have to admit, I was pretty surprised and impressed by how well-suited she was for the role of Vice-President. The only thing I wasn't surprised about is the fact that she doesn't really flaunt the authority her position gives. I mean, if someone visited the club, no one would guess she was the Vice-President since she's… y'know… Sayori. She usually acts like she's just another member of the club."
"I kinda gathered that from the short interaction I seen between the two of you and Natsuki and Yuri. I also guess I don't have to ask how the experience has been either since it seems like you reconnected with Sayori and grown close to the other girls."
"Mm-hmm…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as a slight smile snuck onto his face. "There's also some other students that I've gotten to know a little after joining the club."
"Really?" his mother's eyes lit up with surprise and curiosity.
"Yeah. Due to… events… I got to meet the school's Student Council President, Fuyu. She had a well-known reputation of having a scary presence and the reputation was 100% true. But I quickly found out that she's only like that when she's in her "President Mode." When she's not in that mode, Fuyu's not that scary at all. Though sometimes I feel like she may switch between the two sides to unnerve the other students. She also seemed very trusting of me at first. At first, I didn't understand why, then I found out that I actually first met her when we were kids, and that meeting was the reason why I seemed to be on her good side when we met again this year."
"Wow… What an amazing coincidence to meet a future high school president as a kid."
"Yeah, I never expected to be to have a positive relationship with anyone in the position of president. Then again, there has been a lot of things I never expected to happen so far this year.
I also met this girl named Kiyoko. She's part of the basketball club and we met after she accidently bounced a basketball off my head. Turned out she's in some of my classes, but I never noticed before since I don't really pay attention to my classmates. Not that I mean that in an insulting way."
"No, I understand what you mean. So, what's Kiyoko like?"
"She's a really laidback person. She's so laidback in fact that birds have no issue coming near her. She also seems to have a knack for interacting with them and can even whistle a nice tune to them. Also, she likes to take any chance to kick back and relax, which is probably why she takes any chance she can get to sleep at school. The only time I don't see her relaxing is when she's playing basketball and from what I seen, she's pretty good."
And finally, there’s Rei. She’s the really quiet girl I told you about. I’m not really sure if she’s just shy or anything because she never talks or emotes that much. It’s also because of that that I also really don’t know that much about her. The only thing I really know is that she’s really smart since she got a high score on her exams. Though I’m sure she’s a nice person and just needs to get used to everyone else."
"Oh wow…" Hiro grabbed another cookie and ate the entire sweet whole.
"What's wrong?" Shujinkou asked.
"It's nothing. It's just that… Um… I'm just glad that you have nothing but positive experiences in school, that's all," his mother answered. "Anywhoo, I'm a little tired, so I think I'll turn in early."
Hiro stood up, leaving the rest of the cookies on the bed, and walked towards her son's bedroom door. The second she touched the door, she looked back and watched a young Shujinkou reach down and pick up his game controller.
"Good night, Shujinkou," she tenderly smiled at her son.
"Good night, mom," he smiled back.
After watching his mother leave his room, Shujinkou gripped his controller tighter and started up his game.
"Reconnect with Sayori… Reconnect… Connect… Why does the word 'connect' feel so important?" he wondered. "Wait a minute…"
Shujinkou instantly dropped his controller and looked under his bed. He curiously scanned the slightly darkened section of his room until an interesting sight caught his eye.
"Hello," he said, his arms reaching under the bed.
Chapter 57: Selfless
Chapter Text
The next day, Sayori patiently stood in front of the Shujinkou's front door, curious as to why her old friend had called her over. Moments later, the door opened, revealing Shujinkou on the other side. He let out a large yawn before welcoming his friend inside.
"Did you stay up all night?" Sayori asked.
"Yep…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, before another small yawn escaped past his lips.
"So, what did you want to show me?"
Shujinkou reached for a nearby item and presented it to Sayori. It was two small pieces of paper tapped together. Upon closer inspection, Sayori was surprised to find that each piece of paper had no words written on them.
"What is that?" she queried.
"I think it's some kind of clue," Shujinkou answered.
"A clue? A clue to what?"
"Well…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "You remember that one time Granny Hisa gave us that idea that 'should bind us always'?"
"Um…" hearing those words caused Sayori's mind to dig up a past memory.
She could remember the two of them using their imagination in a cardboard box until they heard a knock from outside. Opening the top of the box, the two stuck their heads out and encountered Hisa.
"Granny Hisa!" they exulted.
"Hey, you two," she waved at the two children.
"What are you doing here, Granny Hisa?" Shujinkou asked.
"I was just in the neighborhood," Hisa nonchalantly shrugged. "Anyway, while I was here, I wanted to see if you two were interested in making a time capsule."
"A time capsule? What's that?" Sayori wondered aloud.
"It's a thing people put whatever they want in it and then the same people dig it up later years later," Hisa explained.
"Why would we want to put something we like in a box for years?" Shujinkou asked, scratching his right cheek. "Wouldn't that just mean we couldn't touch it for years?"
"I thought you might say that, so I'm going to appeal to both of yours' curiosity," his grandmother replied.
As she expected, Shujinkou and Sayori's eyes lit up with curiosity.
"What would you two say to making a time capsule with one thing that means a lot to you… but you two won't know what the other has put in there?" Hisa proposed.
Sayori looked up at Shujinkou; his eyes were filled with interest.
"What do you think, Sayori?" he asked.
"I think it sounds fun. We should do it!" Sayori beamed.
"Oh yeah!" Sayori shouted, back from her trip to the past. "We did do a time capsule! But I don't really remember much about that adventure."
"Well… You up for finding it?" Shujinkou proposed.
"Yes!" Sayori bubbled. "So where do we go first?"
"Well, I think the first piece of paper is one of those that use a special marker to reveal its secrets."
"Aah… Where can we get one of those?"
"Uhm…" Shujinkou crossed his arms. "Doesn't the arcade have one of those activity packs that come with one of those markers? We should probably go there first."
"Sounds like a plan!" Sayori declared.
Moments later, Sayori followed Shujinkou into the local arcade; her eyes lit with excitement.
"What should we do first?" she asked.
"I don't know," Shujinkou shrugged. He then looked around the establishment until he spotted something that caught his interest. "How about an old favorite?"
A bright smile stretched across Sayori's face as she slid her goggles over her eyes. She then revved up her snowmobile and waved at her opponent.
"You ready?" she asked.
"Yep," Shujinkou replied, revving his engine as well.
The two hit the gas and sped down the mountain. To Sayori's surprise, she finished the course with zero crashes… something her opponent could say himself.
"I must have gotten really lucky," Sayori mumbled in disbelief.
"No, that wasn't luck," Shujinkou assured her. "Though that says nothing about the fact that this was my worst run…"
"Ah!"
"What is it?"
"I just remembered that this game doesn't give any tickets…"
"Uh…"
Shujinkou and Sayori silently stared at each other for an entire minute before getting up from the game.
"How about we try that one game you used to get a lot of tickets from?" she suggested.
"Um… You mean the one where you drop the coins and hope they go down the path that's lit up?" Shujinkou replied.
"Yeah. I don't remember it well, but you must have been really lucky to get so many tickets from it."
"Not exactly."
Confused, Sayori used her eyes to silently plead for an answer.
"You see, I knew I would just be wasting my tokens if tried to play the game it was meant to be played so instead I focused on the many tokens at the bottom," Shujinkou explained.
"Um… There were two cliffs on top of each other right? With rake thingies pushing the tokens on the top a little? How did you get tickets from that?" Sayori asked.
"I usually time my tokens so they hopefully fall in from of one the rakes before they push it forward. If it works then the new token would be pushed into the first group, causing said group to move forward and hopefully drop some on the second group. When enough fall on the bottom group, then some tokens from that group would fall down and I would get tickets from that."
"Wow… That's a really smart way of still getting something from a luck-based game. So, we should try that one, right?"
"No. That game's not working right now."
"Oh…" Sayori scratched her right cheek as she pondered her friend's explanation and response. "Wait, I got an idea!"
Not too long after those words were spoken, Sayori and Shujinkou happily rode a spinning tea cup as they searched for an arcade game to play.
"You see anything?" Sayori asked.
"I think I see myself getting a head ache," Shujinkou replied. "Maybe we're thinking about this too hard. Let's just pick one that gives out tickets at random."
"Okay," Sayori nodded her head in agreement.
The moment the tea cup stopped, the two jumped and landed in a rusted gate.
"Ready?" Shujinkou asked, brandishing a M4A1 assault rifle.
"Ready," Sayori sported a confident grin as she did the same.
As if on cue, several zombies rose from the ground and lurched towards the two. They wasted no time in slaying the humanoid abominations and opening the gates to the nearby derelict mansion. They continued to fire at several humanoid, canine and plant based zombies and broke into the mansion, only to be confronted by a large hulking vermillion figure.
Its blood shot red eyes looked down at them as if pleading as its long tongue licked its scaly lips.
“Shujinkou?” Sayori nervously glanced at her companion.
“Hold on…” Shujinkou dropped his rifle and pulled a CGM missile launcher from behind his back. With a confident grin, he explained the sudden gear change with, “Score Bonus.”
Pulling the trigger, several missiles flew forward and instantly killed the beast.
With the final enemy defeated, the two zombie slayers placed their weapons back into their holsters and watched as their tickets poured out of the machine.
“This should be enough,” Shujinkou said as he glanced at his phone. He then ripped the tickets out of the machine and held them up. “Want to turn them in now?”
“Okay,” Sayori beamed. “Oh, wait.”
“Yeah?”
Sayori turned around and pointed to a photo booth, “Let’s take some funny photos.”
“Alright,” Shujinkou agreed.
The two wasted no time in squeezing into the booth and Shujinkou paid the machine’s asking price.
“What settings should we use?” he asked.
Sayori shrugged her shoulders.
“Random it is,” Shujinkou said as he picked the aforementioned option. He then submitted their phone numbers, pressed the start button and leaned back near Sayori.
They both enthusiastically put on their best funny faces as the camera took their picture seven times.
"I wonder how they turned out," Sayori wondered aloud.
The two curiously glanced down at Shujinkou's phone; the results of the photos causing their faces to turn red.
While their faces in the photos were silly, the theme the settings chose from random framed it in a romantic view.
"Out of all the settings…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his cheek.
"Eh… Maybe we should turn in the tickets now…" Sayori nervously chuckled.
The two exchanged the tickets they earned for a magic pen activity set and walked out of the arcade.
"So, where to next?" Sayori wondered aloud.
"We'll know just as soon I use the marker on the clue," Shujinkou answered.
As Shujinkou got to work uncovering the first clue, Sayori impatiently looked around until she spotted something interesting.
"Ah!" she gasped. Sayori couldn't believe her eyes, but she could not deny the fact that she spotted two familiar people sitting on a bench not too far away from them. "It's Fuyu and Rei!"
Shujinkou looked up from the first clue and followed Sayori's line of sight.
"What do you think their doing together?" she asked.
"I don't know," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he glanced at her. The look on his face made it clear that he was aware of her intentions. "Want to go see why?"
Sayori eagerly nodded her head and shouted, "Fuyu! Rei!"
The two looked up and turned towards Sayori and her friend.
"Shujinkou… Sayori…" Fuyu solemnly replied.
Rei slowly raised her left hand and just as slowly waved at them.
"What are you two doing together?" Sayori asked.
"I'd figure that Rei would like to get out of the house today," Fuyu answered.
"I didn't know that you two were friends," Shujinkou said.
"Actually…" Fuyu remained silent for a moment, as if contemplating her response. "We're sisters."
"WHA?!" Sayori and Shujinkou exclaimed. "Sisters!?"
Fuyu nodded her head.
"When did that happen?" Sayori asked.
"Since my family adopted her years ago," Fuyu answered.
"Wait a minute…" Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek. "You didn't make it sound like you two were sisters when you first introduced me to her. Actually, it seemed like you didn't even know her at all back then."
"That was my intention," Fuyu replied as she adjusted her glasses.
"But why?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well, I did tell you that I wanted to leave her in the hands of someone I trusted, but I also wanted her to be treated as a normal student, not the school president's sister."
Fuyu adjusted her glasses once more, her face now expressing disappointment.
"What's wrong, Fuyu?" Sayori worriedly asked.
"It's just that… Though I'm getting her out of the house to do stuff, it's kind of a sad alternative to what she really wants to do," Fuyu answered.
Sayori and Shujinkou simultaneously shot their president a curious look.
"I'm sure you two know how unresponsive she can be at times…" she reached into her pocket and pulled out her phone. "But the entire time I've known her, I noticed that whenever she sees this picture, she seems very interested."
Fuyu raised her phone for the two to see; the tiny device showing a picture of a White Lotus flower.
"I get it… You want find some of these for Rei," Sayori concluded.
"Exactly," Fuyu confirmed. "But… I haven't exactly been able to find any anywhere… At least, in a way that I could afford."
"We know where you two could find some," Sayori grinned.
"You do?" Fuyu's eyes lit up with hope.
"We did find some around a pond somewhere near Granny Hisa's place a long time ago," Shujinkou explained.
"Oh…" Fuyu's expression returned to its previous disappointed incarnation. "That would fall under the 'I can't afford' option."
"Um…" Sayori pondered Fuyu's dilemma until an idea popped into her head. "Hey, maybe we could…"
"Maybe we could ask Granny Hisa to put you two up?" Shujinkou suggested.
Fuyu's eyes lit up with surprise, a sentiment Sayori shared.
"Really?" Fuyu asked.
"Yeah, in fact, me, Sayori and the others are heading up there for the upcoming festival. I'm sure Granny Hisa won't mind getting a room for you two if you come with us," Shujinkou assured her.
"Well… I don't want us to be a burden on anything."
"I'm sure she won't mind. She's really 'the more, the merrier' kind of person."
"Mm…" Fuyu adjusted her glasses and entered her "President Mode." Unlike the other times though, she was smiling. "We'll consider your offer."
Shujinkou nodded his head and exchanged phone numbers with Fuyu. Once everything was settled, Sayori and Shujinkou watched Fuyu lead Rei away. The moment they were out of sight, Sayori stared at Shujinkou bemused.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"It's just that… You know, I don't think you would have extended an invitation like that earlier this year," Sayori happily chuckled.
Shujinkou simply smiled and looked back down at the list, "Okay, next stop is… across the street?"
The two hunters looked across the street and beheld their favorite desserts-only restaurant: Diamond Delights. Sayori followed Shujinkou to the front of the restaurant, sharing his confusion of their latest location.
"Why here?" Shujinkou glanced down at the next sheet of paper and used the marker gained from the arcade, sighing in disappointment when nothing happened.
Sayori's eyes excitedly searched through the various sweets that were displayed in the front window until they were drawn to a sign read: "Today only. Free Sweets. 2-4 p.m."
"Shujinkou! There's an all you cat dessert thing going on right now!" Sayori said with pleading eyes.
"Really?" Shujinkou followed Sayori's stare and confirmed her info. "Um…"
The two nodded their heads in agreement, found a table and placed their order. Not too long after, a waitress came by and placed two large vanilla sundaes topped with chocolate sprinkles, chips, and shavings.
"Good thing we got here when we did," Sayori beamed with delight.
"Yeah," Shujinkou agreed before taking the first bite.
"By the way, what do you think about adaptations?"
"What about them?"
"Monika and I came up with the idea that we should talk about adaptations of any literary works anyone wanted to talk about."
"Adaptations?"
"Mm-hmm. There are lots of things to talk about like differences, similarities and if it kept the overall tone of the original source," Sayori beamed. "Though I did warn Monika to not mention a certain live-action adaption of one your favorite series."
"Ugh…" Shujinkou's head dropped as he groaned. "You know… If it didn't carry the name, it would have been an okay movie."
"I think we could start with saying something to about that one Romeo and Juliet movie we saw when we were younger."
"You mean the one that took place in more modern times where the two families were bickering rival mafia families that would have shootouts just for looking at each other?"
Sayori nodded her head.
"If that movie was realistic, it would have ended at the first scene," Shujinkou pointed out with a chuckle. "How they got away with a public shootout is crazy."
"See there's a lot to talk about with that one," Sayori happily noted.
"Mm. You know, I don't know if I ever told you this, but you're a really dedicated VP."
"Hm? You think?"
"Yeah. You're thinking about the club while we're on break."
"Just doing my job. Hehe. It's kinda funny you would say that, considering you said that it was hard for you to imagine me being one."
"In my defense, while I did say that, I did say that it wasn't that I believed you couldn't do it. By the way, remember that poster you asked me to work on?"
"Did you finish it?"
"Yeah. I just want to see if everyone's okay with it first."
"That's great! I'm sure the moment we post it up next semester; we'll be getting a flood of new members."
Shujinkou smiled in response and scoop up another spoonful of ice cream. Following suit, Sayori downed spoonful after spoonful of ice cream before suddenly dropping her spoon.
"Brain Freeze!" she cried.
"You gotta take your time, Sayori," Shujinkou reminded her.
"But it so good."
Shujinkou glanced back down at the latest blank slip of paper and analyzed as much as he could. A defeated sigh escaped his body and he raised the blank clue up in the air.
"Whoa!" he gasped.
"What is it?" Sayori questioned.
"Take a look," Shujinkou answered, passing the clue to her. "Raise it up to the light."
Following his instructions, Sayori raised the blank paper up towards the ceiling lights, revealing a faint image of a crudely drawn bed.
"I must have done this one," she concluded.
"What makes you say that?" Shujinkou asked.
"Cause you never drew something this bad," Sayori giggled.
"Right…" Shujinkou weakly chuckled as scratched his right cheek. "It's not that bad…"
"Um…" Sayori intensely examined the faint drawing. "I think we gotta check your bed."
"Why would you think that?"
"Just a feeling I got."
Following Sayori's hunch, the two journeyed back to Shujinkou's room and looked under his bed.
"A lot of stuff under here," Shujinkou said. "I'm surprised I found the clues in the first place."
After moving various crates filled with books and art supplies, the two found a small teal box and pulled it out.
"Ready?" Shujinkou asked.
"Ready!" Sayori grinned.
The two opened the box and pulled out two blankets. Sayori quickly uncovered hers and waved a white shirt sporting the insignia of the Cooper Clan.
"My old t-shirt!" She said in delight.
"You… You put in that into the time capsule?" Shujinkou said in disbelief.
"Yeah," Sayori's cheeks grew red as she diverted her gaze. "It was one of the first things you got for me, so it means a lot to me."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and looked down at the blanket he was holding. He slowly uncovered what he had hidden in the time capsule and raised it up for her to see. Complete shock was all Sayori felt the minute she laid eyes on a slightly crumbled drawing of their younger selves playing.
"You still had that?" Sayori sputtered.
"Well, yeah…" Shujinkou admitted. "It was birthday present that means a lot to me."
Having no idea how to respond, Sayori glanced down at the time capsule, triggering a strange reaction in her brain.
"Wait a minute…" Sayori stared at the box more intensely. "Now that I think about…"
Sayori's mind was soon thrust into the past, just after the two finished their time capsule.
"So… what do we do now?" she asked.
"I guess we go hide it now…" Shujinkou replied.
"Like where? Doesn't it have to be a special place that we would have to go out our way to find?"
"Uhm… I think so…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he shot the box an uneasy look. "Do you have any idea where we should hide it?"
"Um… I got nothing," Sayori admitted.
"Neither do I. Um… How about we think of a hiding place later? I'm pretty sure one of will get an idea if we stop thinking about it."
"Okay!"
Sayori watched as Shujinkou slid the capsule under his bed.
"I just hope we don't forget about it," he said.
Returning from her trip to the past, Sayori immediately looked up at Shujinkou, "Wait! We never actually got around to hiding our time capsule! We forgot about it under your bed!"
"Whuh?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
And if we forgot about it under your bed, then that means we never made treasure hunt-esque clues to find it either!" Sayori continued. "Which means…"
Shujinkou suspiciously scratched his right cheek.
"You planned this whole thing, Shujinkou!" Sayori deduced.
"Guilty…" he admitted with a small smile.
"But why did you got through all the trouble to find the time capsule instead of just telling me you found it?"
"Well…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Because we both wanted to go out of our way to find it."
"But you already knew where it was, so the finding part was ruined for you," Sayori sorrowfully pointed out.
"I know, but it wouldn't be for you and that was enough for me to make something up. Besides, considering how you've went out of your way to make me smile this year… I couldn't really consider myself best friend material if I didn't do the same."
"'Out of your way to make you smile…' Ah!" Sayori reeled back with shock as she realized the meaning behind her friend's words. "You… You heard what I said back then?! You were actually awake the whole time?!"
"Well… yeah…" Shujinkou nervously admitted. "It's just that… I just couldn't bring myself to say anything back then."
"But… But if you heard what I said back then, then why would you join the club the next day? I admitted that I've been selfish in trying to get you join when you didn't want to."
"No. I was the one being selfish. Personal problems aside, I shouldn't have just cut myself off from you and mom like I did. All I thought about was myself, not even realizing that I was hurting people who cared about me more than they probably should. I'm… I'm really sorry I haven't been the best friend I should have been for a while. I really wanted to make it up to you, so I joined the club in order to do that."
"You mean you joined the club just so I could be happy?"
"Yeah and… Honestly, I wanted to be with my best friend again too."
Sayori's cheeks grew bright red as she processed what she was just told. It was really something she did not expect to hear. Tears welled up in her eyes as she wrapped her arms around Shujinkou, squeezing him tightly.
"I… You…" Words escaped Sayori as she hugged her best friend tighter.
Unable to find the word either, Shujinkou warmly smiled and hugged his best friend back.
Chapter 58: Perspective II
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The day before the Cultural Festival, if you would have asked anyone in school about their thoughts on the event, you would usually hear them voice their excitement. I thought it would be the same for the others in the club but, to my surprise, it was actually met with a mixed reaction. Sayori and Natsuki were as excited as everyone else, but Monika voiced disappointed and even seemed embarrassed that she had to help her class during the festival. She must have had a lot of negative feelings on the matter stored in her as she refused to tell us what her class was doing and even left the room before anyone could say anything else.
Shujinkou also seemed to lack the excitement most other students had. He usually escapes into his head when he has the chance to during club meetings and I guess he wanted to do the same during the festival if he could. That was something I could understand and relate too. He eventually decided to try and find something to do there after some convincing from Sayori though. It was clear that he didn’t really want to do it, but he was willing to push himself out of his comfort zone because his friend asked him to. I have to admit… I was a little envious.
The next day, the festival was in full swing. I intentionally found a spot where I could be alone and picked up where I left off on one my old books. I didn’t get too far though, as not too long after I started to get lost in the tale, I heard a familiar voice call my name. Curious, I looked up and, to my surprise, found Shujinkou standing in front of me. His search for something to do was what allowed our paths to cross. He then took a seat next to me and I couldn’t help but turn away from him. It was really embarrassing having him sitting that close to me.
He then asked about the novel I was reading and even admitted that it actually gave him a nightmare. I was immediately wracked with guilt and quickly apologized for doing such a horrible thing to him. But instead of rightfully agreeing with me and voicing his anger, he instead assured me that it wasn’t my fault at all. I was really surprised. I didn’t really know what to say to such an unexpected response. He then asked me why I was alone. It was hard for me to admit that I didn’t really have friends I could be with. I didn’t want him to think I was unpleasant person but, for the second time during our conversation, Shujinkou surprised me by suggesting that we both explore the festival as friends. I tried to convince him that he would have more fun without me, but Shujinkou insisted otherwise. I thought he was only being nice to me because he felt sorry for me but… It still felt nice to be called a friend.
After a few suggestions, we eventually decided to check out a class that was hosting a haunted house. I didn’t really say anything back then, but when I followed Shujinkou to where he found it, I noticed that the hallways were emptier then they should be. When we arrived, I found myself really impressed by the presentation. The class that prepared the Haunted House was able to create an atmosphere that made any visitor feel like they were truly in a derelict home. It also made me a little happy that Shujinkou could appreciate their efforts as well. We eventually discovered the back story of the house and, for one final scare, were assaulted by a costumed student. Naturally we were both scared, but something that really stuck out to me was how Shujinkou put himself between me and the apparent danger. I don’t think he even realized that he did that, so I decided to keep it to myself.
When we were done, he soon pointed out my enjoyment of the house. I felt nervous as I agreed with his observation. I just knew that he would think I was weird for such a thing, but he once again alleviated my worries by assuring me that I wasn’t the only one who enjoyed such things. I think that was when I really began to feel a little comfortable around him.
We then both realized that we had no other ideas of what to do next, leading to Shujinkou suggesting that we search for the others, starting with Natsuki. We searched the startling empty Carnival Games section of the school and eventually found Natsuki at a makeshift gun range, expressing her anger at how she was unable to hit any of the targets. Shujinkou suddenly shouted what sounded like a solution to something, catching Natsuki’s attention. I always considered Natsuki’s next few words towards Shujinkou to be somewhat rude, but she always seemed to that way when talking to him back then. Even though her temper could be short at times, she always appeared to be extra annoyed whenever they were around each other or even when he first appeared before us. I think it was actually after the school trip to his grandmother’s resort when she started to become nicer to him.
But even though she was a little rude to him back then, Shujinkou still decided to stick up for her when she was insulted and helped her hit one of the targets. It was then when I contemplated that maybe Shujinkou didn’t take pity on me earlier but was genuinely just being a very nice person, one of the qualities that I would come to like about him very much. That said… I know I’ll sound terrible for saying this but… I felt a little jealous over how he helped her.
Not too long after, Sayori appeared and suggested we check out a big event that was happening in the Second-Year Hallway. As expected for such a large event, the line was long and we passed the time by telling one story with each of picking up after the other. Even though I was nervous on my turn and we all agreed that the story’s tone was inconsistent, it was still fun to participate with the others. We soon made it to the front and I can confidently say that we were all surprised to discover what the “big event” was.
It was a maid café and it was clear that Monika was the reason why most of the school was there. I can understand why she didn’t want to talk about it before. If it was me, I probably would have fainted from embarrassment, especially if the others showed up. I think the entire atmosphere was heavy for everyone. Natsuki seemed a little annoyed and Shujinkou kept his gaze down the entire time. Sayori tried to alleviate the tension, but it didn’t really work.
Thankfully that heavy atmosphere stayed in the café and everyone was mostly able move past it. As we all headed home, I started to think how the day did not go the way I expected. I honestly expected to spend the day to myself, but instead I had a fun day with the club. It was really nice and I hoped that I could experience another day like that.
Chapter 59: Our First Trip Together
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"…I think this trip will be the chance for that wish to come true. I never thought that I would ever get to chance to go on a trip with friends so it really makes me happy to have that chance," Yuri confessed, smiling at the stitched-up doll between her hands.
Not too long after her story, Yuki crawled from under her sister's bed, brandishing a tiny, dark blue witch hat.
"So that's when you started getting friendlier with the others and starting crushing on Shujinkou," she said.
"W-Why are you only focusing on that aspect?" Yuri stuttered, trying her best not to look away.
"Honestly? It's because you kind of went into more detail about what you did with Shujinkou than anything else," Yuki pointed out.
"Ah…" Yuri's cheeks faintly grew red. "Still… That was the only part I was mostly involved in."
Her eyes then trailed down to Grimm and she asked, "Does Grimm have a comment too?"
"Um…" Yuki raised her ear to listen to her stuffed companion's voice. "…Grimm wants to know whether you're going to continue from where you left off with Shujinkou the other day or not."
Yuri's red cheeks grew even redder as she recalled her last visit to Shujinkou's home.
"What did happen?" Yuki asked as she retrieved Grimm from her sister.
"Nothing!" Yuri said, unintentionally raising her voice. "Sorry. It's just that… What happened was really embarrassing."
"Did he hold your hand?" Yuki guessed.
"No. That didn't happen. Nothing happened," Yuri sighed.
"'Nothing happened…'" Yuki pondered the meaning behind her sister's disappointment when she uttered those words. "Wait a minute… Did you actually try and follow Grimm's advice?!"
"Ah!" Yuri's entire face was as red as an apple.
"I never knew you could be so bold, Yuri…" Yuki said, amazed. "You must really like him. Though I can see why. He's fun to be around. Still, what happened that made you come home so freaked out."
"It was because I left in such a hurry…"
"But why did you leave so early?"
Before anything else could be said, Yuki glanced down at Grimm and repeated, "Parental block?"
The young child quickly looked back up at her sister and was shocked by her timid response.
"Oh…" Yuki sympathized. "Well, at least it didn't happen in the middle of something serious like hugging or kissing. I know you wouldn't even dance around this conversation if something like that happened."
Hearing those words, Yuri immediately turned away from her younger sister and covered her face with both her hands.
"You kissed him?!" Yuki exclaimed.
"No!" Yuri shrieked.
"He kissed you?!"
"No! None of that happened!"
"Wait… You tried and were interrupted."
Yuri silently nodded her head. Unable to think of anything to say, Yuki looked down and listened to what Grimm had to say. Confusion seeped into her as she said, "Turn around?"
It did not take long for the two to do just that and find their mother standing in front of the doorway drinking tea.
"Mom?!" they exclaimed.
"Oh my… I didn't mean to interrupt you two," she smiled.
"H-How long have you been standing there?" Yuri asked.
"About when you mentioned that Monika had negative feelings about the Cultural Festival."
"Uh…" the growing embarrassment the conversation has built up in Yuri had reached her tolerable limit.
All she could do was play with her hair as her mother sat next to her.
"There's no need to feel embarrassed, Yuri. It's natural for a girl your age to want to kiss someone they like. And you shouldn't let any interruptions deter you either," Yumi advised.
A small smile formed as Yuri embarrassment was replaced with comfort and relief.
"Still… I don't know how I could ever have a chance like that again…" she lamented.
"Well… You could always take Grimm's advice again," Yumi suggested.
Yuki looked down at her stuffed companion. After listening to what Grimm had to say, her cheeks grew bright red.
"Don't…" Yuki advised her sister.
"What did Grimm say?" Yuri asked.
"You don't want to know…" Yuki insisted.
"Hm…" Yuri stared at the stuffed doll in her sister's hands, her expression now one of curiosity. "…Well, I better head to the meeting place before I keep everyone waiting."
After exchanging farewells, Yuri grabbed her bag and left her room.
"…What did Grimm suggest Yuri do?" Yumi asked.
Yuki crawled up onto her sister's bed and whispered the answer into her mother's ear.
"Oh my…" she gasped. "That's… I don't think Shujinkou would be comfortable with that suggestion either."
"Speaking of Shujinkou… I wonder what he's doing right now," Yuki wondered aloud.
The aforementioned individual was currently hard at work, typing away on his computer. His expression was one of determination, but every so often it would change to one of doubt. This cycle would continue until he heard someone ask, "Have you been reading my stuff lately, Shujinkou?"
Looking up from the small screen, Shujinkou met eyes with Natsuki. It wasn't an accusation, but a genuine question."
"Not without your permission," he answered. "Why?"
"I can't find the first volume Parfait Girls," she said in a huff. "I know I recently saw it and it irks me when I know I saw something and it suddenly disappears in thin air."
"I can relate," Shujinkou sympathized. "Sad thing is for me is that it's usually in front of me the whole time and my brain decides to just block it from my vision."
"Ugh, I hate when that happens…" exhausted from her failure to locate her book, Natsuki allowed gravity to push her onto Shujinkou's bed. "By the way, what've you been typing this entire time?"
"It's a secret."
"Seriously? You too?"
"Monika wants to keep hers a secret until she finishes, I don't want anyone to see until it doesn't make anyone laugh."
"Really?" Natsuki quickly sat up and tried to catch a glimpse at Shujinkou's work. "Let me see it."
"What? But it's not ready to be seen," Shujinkou replied, moving the device away from her.
With surprising speed, Natsuki snatched his laptop out of his hands before he could fully protect it. The only response he could think of after losing so easily was, "Wow…"
"Y'know, you're not going to get anywhere if you can't take any professional criticism," she pointed out.
"It would be nice if I could get some. First time I posted something, I got lambasted…" Shujinkou sighed.
"Really…" Natsuki glanced down at the computer screen. "Well… If you let me read it, I promise I won't give you too much grief over it."
"Well… Only if you want to," Shujinkou replied, scratching his right cheek.
A sharp chill crawled down his spine as Natsuki looked over what he wrote so far. But to his surprise, what frightened him the most wasn't a look of disappointment, but the reality that Natsuki's expression was unchanging.
"It's not terrible, ya know," Natsuki finally said. "I mean you write in script and you include way too many coincidences, but I can tell you actually enjoyed writing it, so… Don't let the harsh criticism get to you. Just keep writing, so you can improve."
"Okay," Shujinkou nodded.
"By the way… Don't you think a multi-crossover fanfiction is tough story to start with?"
Shujinkou shrugged his shoulders.
"You got more guts than I thought you ever had," Natsuki praised.
"Speaking of writing… What is it that you're writing sometimes in the club room?" he asked.
"W-What?! What are you talking about? I haven't been writing anything during the club except for some of the stuff Monika came up with. Why would you think I've been writing?"
"Because I sometime see a pencil rising above the pages of the compilation magazines you read. Also, I caught a glimpse of a journal in your hand sometimes when you go into the closet."
"Erk…" Natsuki looked away from Shujinkou. "I thought you were supposed to be daydreaming half of the time… Actually, now that I think about it… You haven't really done that all too much since you joined."
"So…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, awaiting an answer.
"…Fine. I guess it wouldn't hurt to tell you," Natsuki gazed into Shujinkou's eyes, her glowing cheeks now matching the color of her hair. "I kinda want to be a manga writer one day so, you know, I'm working on a story I came up with that I hope to pitch one day."
"Oh. What's it about?"
"I… can't tell you. And before you call me a hypocrite, it's not that! It's just that… everything that I came up with so far could be a potential spoiler. I mean… I already told you how hard beginnings can be."
"I get that. Still, I think it's cool you're working to be mangaka."
"Heh. Trying to butter me up so I'll tell you a little about what I got so far?"
"Not really. I've learned to stick with the first no from now on. If a person doesn't want to spill, then they don't want to spill and I have to respect that."
Natsuki glanced down at Shujinkou's laptop and thought, "Yeesh, now I feel like a hypocrite and a jerk. Maybe…"
Natsuki looked back up from the screen and handed the device back to its owner. As she contemplated her options, her eyes were soon drawn to a book that lay atop Shujinkou's desk.
"There it is!" she beamed, wasting no time in retrieving the item. "Parfait Girls Volume 1! Must have already grabbed it and put it down."
As Natsuki looked fondly at the cover of the book, a curious question entered her head.
"Hey, where's Sayori?" she asked. "I kinda figured that she would be here too."
"She's on her way to pick up Fuyu and Rei," Shujinkou answered. "She insisted on being the one to do so."
"And how did you get Rei to agree to come on this trip?"
"Fuyu answered for her."
"Of course… I still can't believe those two are related."
Meanwhile, Sayori once again found herself patiently waiting for someone to answer the door for her. Her call was soon answered as a woman that heavily resembled Fuyu answered the door.
"Hey there. I'm here to pick up Fuyu and Rei," Sayori explained with a cheery smile.
The woman's eyes scanned Sayori from head to toe until Fuyu and Rei approached them.
"Mother, you're not on duty," Fuyu joked.
The woman simply chuckled at her daughter's response and walked back in the house.
"What just happened?" Sayori asked.
"She was analyzing you. Think Sherlock Holmes," Fuyu casually answered.
"Oh," Sayori said before realizing the terrors of facing that ability in real life. "Ay… Wait, does that mean that she can… you know."
Fuyu followed Sayori's gaze and watched as Rei curiously looked around their immediate area.
"She has theories, but nothing conclusive," Fuyu answered as she adjusted her glasses.
"Like Holmes. He's usually on the right track, but he still has to prove it," Sayori gleefully stated.
"You seem to know a little about Holmes? Have you guys talked about him during club hours?"
Surprisingly, no. I used to pretend to be Holmes a lot during mysteries while Shujinkou used to be Batman."
"Batman and Holmes?" Fuyu remained silent for a moment. "I wonder if a crossover like that ever happened."
"What about you, Fuyu? Does your knowledge hint at an interest in literature?" Sayori asked.
"That's not exactly why I know a little about Sherlock. It was more so I knew what to expect from such an ability."
"Oh…" In that moment of clarity, Sayori heard her phone ring and answered it. "Hello?"
"Hey, Sayori. How's it going over there?" Monika asked.
"I just met up with Fuyu and Rei. We're about to head to the meeting spot," Sayori happily reported. "What about you?"
"I'm just running down the 'leaving home' list. I'll be there soon."
"Okay. See you then."
The moment the call ended, Monika switched back to her previous one, "Hello?...Yeah, I think everyone's ready… Yes, I made sure that everything is in acceptable condition… Thanks. I know I'll have fun… Love you, too."
The moment the call ended, Monika pulled up a picture from her collection and smiled before taking off. Not too long later, she arrived at the train station where her friends were waiting.
"Been waiting long?" she asked.
"Not really," Sayori shook her head. "We all pretty much got here at the same time."
"Talk about your coincidences," Natsuki interjected. "But at least we're all here so we can go."
"Not yet. There's still one more person we need to wait for," Shujinkou said, scratching his right cheek.
Before anyone could question his response, the group heard someone shout, "Shujinkou!"
Following the direction of the sudden voice, the group turned around to find Kiyoko walking towards them.
"Almost thought I missed you for a second," she said, letting out a sigh of relief.
"Who is she?" Natsuki questioned Shujinkou.
"Everyone, this is Kiyoko," Shujinkou introduced. "She's in a few of my classes."
"You may better know me as the one that caused him a few headaches," Kiyoko weakly chuckled.
"How did you do that?" Sayori queried.
"I haven't exactly mentioned those headaches…" Shujinkou mumbled, scratching his right cheek.
"Oh…" Kiyoko casually accepted.
"Ah… Yuri shifted her gaze to Shujinkou. "When did you invite Kiyoko on this trip?"
"It actually wasn't that long ago," he answered.
An evening, not that long ago, Shujinkou was walking home after a day of shopping until he was intercepted by a force strong enough to knock him off his feet. Once again in darkness' cold embrace, Shujinkou forced himself back to consciousness and found him face with to face with a familiar sight.
"We have got to stop meeting like this," Kiyoko said with a slight chuckle.
"More like I shouldn't be around you when you have a basketball in hand," Shujinkou retorted.
Helping her injured classmate up to his feet, Kiyoko couldn't help but catch a glimpse at his earlier purchases.
"Finished shopping?" she asked.
"Yeah. Just bought something Mom asked for," Shujinkou clarified. "She asked me to help her make something for Granny Hisa too before I see her."
"Ah, heading up to Grandma's place, huh. Anything special happening or is just a friendly visit?"
"Actually, it's kinda both. I'm heading up there with some friends for the Summer Festival."
"Really? I don't remember getting invited."
"Huh?!" At that moment, Shujinkou felt like kicking himself for such an oversight. "Oh… I…"
"Just messing with ya, Shujinkou," she giggled. "I know it's not like we're friends or anything."
His vocabulary once again abandoning him, Shujinkou could do nothing but watch Kiyoko pick up her basketball.
"Would you like to come with us?" he suddenly proposed.
"Really? Kiyoko asked as she spun the ball on her left index finger; her perplexed expression allowing some doubt to enter his heart."
"Yeah. That 's if you don't have anything else to do."
"Okay, I'll go."
"That was quick response."
"And your proposal was out of nowhere."
"Touché."
Back in the present, Shujinkou was met with surprised stares from the other girls in the group.
"You seriously just asked her then and there?" Natsuki questioned.
"Yeah," Shujinkou confirmed.
"…Seriously, how can you be so nice all the time?" she shook her head in disbelief.
"Best not to question it and acknowledge it as one of his best points," Monika interjected with a smile while smiling at Shujinkou. "So is there anyone else that we need to wait for?"
"Nope," he answered.
"Then our first summer trip together can finally begin!" Sayori declared. "This is so exciting!"
Chapter 60: 2nd Visit
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A lone bus sped through the darkness in the middle of its journey. While what little light provided was always enough for the passengers, it never stopped their excitement from increasing whenever they see a greater approaching light. The light grew bigger and brighter until the bus finally drove out of the tunnel, finally allowing the passengers to see the evening sky.
"We've finally broke through," Fuyu said.
"And check out the sunset," Kiyoko added, admiring the orange sun sitting on the horizon.
"Guess this makes up for me getting the wrong tickets, huh?" Sayori nervously asked, her eyes darting between Shujinkou and the others.
"It's not like we were going to hold a massive grudge at you for making a mistake, Sayori," Monika assured her. "These things happen. What's important is that we're finally almost there."
The bus eventually stopped, giving the group the chance to find themselves in front of the establishment they have visited once before in the past.
"I still can't believe that we got the chance to come back here again so soon," Fuyu said, her voice layered in disbelief.
"When did you think you would get the chance to come back here?" Sayori asked.
"At least 20 years from now," Fuyu answered, adjusting her glasses.
"That reminds me…" Shujinkou turned his attention to Rei and asked, "You weren’t at school yet when we came here, right Rei?"
The raven-haired girl responded to his question with her usual silent gaze.
"You don't have to worry, Shujinkou. I can show her how to get around here," Fuyu assured him.
"Ah. Okay," he nodded.
The group walked up the entrance of the establishment. As they each walked inside, Shujinkou's subconsciously remained behind and turned around to find Yuri standing a few feet away from him.
"What wrong, Yuri?" he asked as he approached her.
"Nothing, it's just… Well…" the young maiden pointed above the entrance of the resort.
The young man followed the direction of her pointer finger and was filled with surprise to find several paper lanterns fluttering in the wind.
"I didn't expect her to hang some of them there…" Shujinkou mumbled, scratching his right cheek.
"Ufu, I'm not that surprised. It was a gift from her grandson and you did put in a lot of work in making them," Yuri pointed out.
"I guess… But you put in just as much work, you know," Shujinkou replied.
"Ah… That's right… A really fun day… Even though I ruined it at the end…
"Huh? Are you talking about when you suddenly left?"
"Ah!?" Yuri's face grew bright red, realizing she said too much. "Yes! That's what I was talking about! I'm sorry for leaving so early! I know you said it wasn't a big deal, but I guess it's just a personal regret of mine. There's no need to worry about it."
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek. His quiet and ever inquisitive gaze was almost too much for her to bear.
"P-Perhaps we should catch up with the others before they begin to wonder where we disappeared too," Yuri timidly suggested.
"Hm? Ah, right," Shujinkou agreed.
The two wasted no time walking into the resort and joining the others at the back of a large crowd of visitors.
"There you two are," Monika said, sighing in relief. "We thought you got swept away in the sea of tourists.
"Seriously, this place is more packed than the last time we were here," Natsuki added. "Though I guess it's to be expected."
Shujinkou looked around in amazement. Normally, encountering a large crowd anywhere would be considered an annoyance, but seeing some many people in his grandmother's resort, though expected, still made him happy.
"Shujinkou!"
The group watched as a single hand shoots up and wave at them from the middle of the crowd, each wave increasing in speed as it approached them. Soon, none other than Lady Hisa broke through the sea of customers and breathed a sigh of relief.
"A lot of people trying to get a room at the last second…" she nervously chuckled, scratching her right cheek. She then reached into her pocket and pulled out a tiny index card."Anyway, for those who don't know who I am, I'm Lady Hisa: owner and proprietor of the Kitsune Spa Resort. You are just in luck, as you have secured a room in time for the annual Summer/Firework festival. Until the fireworks, this area will essentially be a non-stop tourism party with activities until the eponymous fireworks display."
"Granny Hisa, why are you reading off a card?" her grandson asked.
"Because I felt like my voice would crack as I got closer to the next part…" she sighed as she casually tossed her lines away. "Now, um… Here's the thing. Because this is one of the busiest times of the year, I wasn't able to get you all separate rooms."
"So we have to share rooms?" Monika concluded.
"Yup," Hisa answered, nervously scratching her right cheek. "The best I could do was pairing you all in twos."
"But, wait…" Natsuki glanced at Shujinkou, the intense expression on her face sent shivers down his spine. "That would mean one of us would have to share a room with Shujinkou."
"We can share a room!" Sayori burst.
"Sayori!" Natsuki and Yuri exclaimed.
The rest as the group stared at the two as they exchanged surprised looks with each other.
"What is it, guys?" Sayori asked.
"You can't just blurt out a decision like that. We'll be going in circles all day if we try to decide pairs that way," Natsuki reprimanded.
"That's right," Yuri agreed. "We need to find a more definitive method to solve this situation."
"How do we do that?" Sayori wondered aloud.
"Well…" With a knowing smile on her face, Monika used her eyes to turn everyone's attention to Fuyu.
"Me?" Fuyu replied with surprise.
"We could use the assistance of a professional peace keeper for this one," Monika explained.
"Ah, right," Adjusting her glasses, Fuyu now sported the infamous expression of their Student President. "I believe I have the solution to this dilemma. But before I get to that…"
Her expression softening back to her normal one, Fuyu quickly typed two sentences on her phone and presented it to Rei.
"Rei, would you like to participate in this decision or would you rather share a room with me?" she asked.
Rei blankly stared at the phone, slowly raised her right hand and pointed at the bottom sentence.
"Okay…" Fuyu turned back to the rest of the group. "We'll be sharing a room, so we won't be involved in what's about to happen."
The young president then returned to her "President Mode" and dug into her bag. Unlike other times where the sudden change would unnerve at least one individual, the Literature Club was distracted by one singular thought, "So, that's how she does it…"
"Then again, they're sisters. I don't think that would have worked for any of us when we first met Rei," Shujinkou added.
Their thoughts were soon filled with more curious ones as they watched her pull 6 Popsicle sticks out of her bag.
"Each of these has a number on them," Fuyu explained. "I believe you know where I'm going with this."
The remaining 6 of the group each grabbed a stick and gazed upon the number they received.
"I got a 2," Natsuki announced.
"I got a 2 too," Sayori happily announced. "We get to be roommates this time, Natsuki."
"I have a 1," Yuri announced.
"Same here," Monika replied.
Kiyoko glanced at Shujinkou, "3?"
"Yeah…" he sheepishly replied.
"Huh. Guess we're roommates for the trip," Kiyoko shrugged.
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek.
"Well, now that that's settled, why don't you all head to your rooms and unpack before… something happens," Hisa suggested.
"Huh? What's 'something'?" Sayori asked.
"Anything really," the elderly woman shrugged. "Misplacing bags, sudden fatigue, getting swallowed by a sea of tourists… again."
She quickly shooed the kids out of the lobby and scratched her right cheek the moment the coast was clear.
"Or any feelings of envy that may arise over a new girl sharing a room with your crush…" Hisa thought, nervously chuckling over the scenario that played in her head.
Not too long later, Shujinkou and Kiyoko entered their shared room.
“Hey,” Kiyoko excitedly jogged to the window. “We got a pretty good view.”
Shujinkou walked up besides his roommate and glanced out the window, “Of the city? I thought you would have preferred a view of the sea.”
“No preference. Besides, come night, the city will probably look like a neon lit paradise.”
Shujinkou closed his eyes and remembered his last visit during the Firework Festival. Those simple past memories were all it took to bring out a smile.
“I see your point,” he said, nodding his head in agreement.
Kiyoko grinned at her roommate and eagerly jumped on one of the beds.
“Hey, Kiyoko…” Shujinkou meekly called.
“Yeah?” she answered.
“Are you sure you’re okay with this?” he asked.
“With what?” she asked, perplexed.
“Sharing a room with me?”
“You mean am I okay with sharing a room with a guy?”
“Well… Yeah…”
“I don’t really care about that. I mean it’s not like its inappropriate or anything.”
“I just think it’s inappropriate is all,” Natsuki stated as she unpacked her clothes.
“Eh? But how come you didn’t say that earlier?” Sayori questioned.
“Um…” Briefly taken aback by her roommate’s response, Natsuki was rendered speechless before Sayori’s awaiting curiosity. “I… I just didn’t think about it then. Besides, it’s one thing if Shujinkou shared a room with one of us; it’s another when he has to share it with someone who acknowledges that they don't have a close relationship.”
“Oh… I get it," Sayori grinned at her roommate.
“G-Get what?” Natsuki asked, her cheeks slightly glowing red.
“You’re worried about Shujinkou sharing a room with a semi-stranger.”
“Well… Kinda.”
A small giggled escaped through Sayori's lips.
“What?!” Natsuki blurted.
“Nothing, it’s just that it makes me happy to know that you and Shujinkou are good enough friends to worry about each other,” Sayori happily answered.
“Erk… Don’t make it weird… It’s not a big deal or anything.”
“Ehe. Still, you shouldn’t worry. Shujinkou wouldn’t have invited Kiyo over if he didn’t think she was a good person.”
“‘Kiyo?’”
“I’m hoping she’ll let me call her that. Anyway, you don’t have to worry about that. We should instead put our focus on what we’ll be doing while here.”
“Do you have any ideas of what we can do, Yuri?” Monika asked as she sat on her bed.
“Not really… I’m not too familiar with what’s available in our immediate area,” Yuri answered.
“Me neither. I think last time Shujinkou was going to show us around but…”
As she said this, the unpleasant image of Shujinkou’s hurt expression from their last visit flashed in their minds.
"He was always a bit reserved when we first met him, so I never imagined that he could look as sad as he did then…" Yuri lamented.
"Yeah… But we can't focus on that. We're here to have fun after all," Monika replied with a bright smile.
Yuri silently nodded her head in agreement.
"I guess we have to consult with Sayori, Shujinkou or Lady Hisa about what we can do," the purple haired maiden said.
"We should probably consult Shujinkou, first" Monika suggested.
"Him first?"
"Mm-hmm. Have you ever noticed that he originally had a tendency to not suggest any ideas regarding his own interests?"
"Ah… Now that you mention it… That is sort of a rarity."
"I want to make sure that everyone knows that their opinion is valued, so I'm kinda making sure that he gets to express his too. Consulting him would be a really good way to make sure that happens."
"Ah."
"That said… I do kinda hope that he mentions a place that sells good souvenirs."
"A place that sells good souvenirs?" Shujinkou glanced around the lobby. Each tourist he saw had items that would qualify as souvenirs. "Actually, since the area becomes a tourist hot spot at this time of year, souvenirs are everywhere."
"And anything could be a souvenir," Hisa added as she unfolded a shirt with a fox on it.
"Your grandmother isn't really that subtle, huh?" Natsuki whispered to Shujinkou.
"She can actually be really subtle when she wants to be…" He replied, scratching his right cheek.
"Oh yeah…" Hisa reached into her sleeve and pulled out a pamphlet. "Shujinkou, guess what's in town this year?"
She handed the pamphlet to her grandson.
"Otamic-Con!" he beamed.
"Otamic-Con?" Yuri curiously repeated.
"It's a convention for otakus and comic book fandoms," Shujinkou excitedly explained. "It was one of the best things I have ever experience in my entire life."
"It must have been if it got you this excited," Monika pointed out with a smile.
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek.
"Ah… So is that your suggestion of what we should do?" Yuri asked.
"Eh… Not really, I was pretty much reminiscing," Shujinkou replied.
"But don't you want to go again, Shujinkou?" Sayori asked.
The young bundle of sunshine began to hum "Hail to the Chief".
"That wasn't the theme I went with, Sayori," Shujinkou replied with a slight chuckle.
"Hm. I think it would cool if we could check out Otamic-Con," Monika said.
"Really?" Shujinkou replied, surprised. But the surprise went was quickly removed by the memory of Monika expressing her interest in such an event.
"Mm-hmm," Monika nodded.
"I never expected you would be interested in stuff like that, Monika," Natsuki interjected.
"I always did want to see what it's like at least once. They looked fun," Monika explained. "Have you ever been to one, Natsuki?"
"Uhm… Not… Not really?" she answered as she diverted her gaze.
"Even more of a reason to go!" Sayori pointed out.
"It does sound like it could be fun. It would be like the Cultural Festival… Ah…" Yuri giggled as she glanced at Monika. "Well, the first hour of it."
"You guys really aren't going to stop bringing that up aren't you…" Monika replied with bright red cheeks.
"Wait, what happened during the festival?" Kiyoko asked.
"Huh? You don't know that Monika attracted the whole school to her class's maid café?" Sayori gasped.
"Not really," Kiyoko shrugged. "I was asleep for the whole thing."
"Funny enough, that's pretty close to my original plan," Shujinkou thought, chuckling at the coincidence.
"You know, something like that would usually cause an upset if it was anyone else," Fuyu pointed out. "It makes sense that only Monika could get away with that without any problems."
"It's not like I tried to make that happen on purpose. I was actually hoping my class could blend in with the others…" Monika lamented.
"The power of an idol is amazing and scary," Kiyoko mused. "Huh."
"Honestly, you probably don't have to worry about people thinking about that much longer," Shujinkou said. "It'll soon be replaced by you blowing away everyone at the Athletic Festival."
"Correction: Blowing everyone away at the Athletic Festival again," Natsuki interjected.
"Ah!" Sayori blurted.
"What is it, Sayori?" Shujinkou asked.
"I just realized something… What if we have to go up against Monika during the festival?" Sayori proposed.
She and the other members of the club glanced at Monika before their heads dropped in unison.
"Well, that day's already ruined…" Natsuki muttered.
"It does seem pointless to even get our hopes up with that possibility…" Yuri added.
"Don't you guys think that you're exaggerating a little…" Monika meekly questioned.
"I don't know about the others, but I already got a pretty good idea about the gap in our athletic abilities during Laser Tag, Monika," Shujinkou answered, scratching his right cheek.
"Wait… When did you two play Laser Tag?" Natsuki questioned, shooting a surprise look at Shujinkou.
"Uhm… On the first day of vacation," he answered. "Why do you ask?"
"Nothing, it's just a dumb question," Natsuki answered, diverting her gaze.
"Did you try the stealth plan?" Sayori asked.
"No…" Shujinkou moaned. "I made the mistake of explaining it in the heat of battle."
"Aw, Shujinkou, you know that you're not supposed to explain the plan in the middle of battle," Sayori reminded him. "Don't you remember what happened the last time?"
The two shivered as they both reminisce that particular incident.
"What exactly happened?" Yuri queried.
"So. Many. Lasers…" they answered in unison.
"Oh…" Kiyoko said. "I actually went through a similar experience not too long ago."
"Really? You got cornered and barraged too?" Sayori asked.
"No. It was a bet. Dodge the laser from one of those spinney laser spheres. I somehow did it," Kiyoko casually shrugged.
"Don't those things shoot out a million lasers at once?!" Natsuki exclaimed.
From the corner of her eyes, the pink-haired girl noticed Rei staring at her.
"I think it depends on the speed and LEDs," Fuyu guessed. "Don't quote me on that."
"That actually sounds like a fun alternative game," Sayori chuckled at the idea of trying the aforementioned challenge with the others.
"I probably wouldn't last long in a game like that…" Yuri lamented.
"I don't think any of us would last long in a game like that…" Monika nervously chuckled.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as thought back to his game of laser tag with Monika; the way she dodged incoming lasers while perfectly shooting enemy sensors made it hard to take her comment seriously.
"Like Fuyu said, it probably depends on the device…" he thought.
Just then, Sayori's stomach bellowed in agony.
"Ugh… Hungry…" she groaned.
"I guess now would be a good time to grab something to eat," Monika said.
"Eee! I finally get to try the festival food here again," Sayori gushed.
Chapter 61: Sugoi
Chapter Text
"Ugh…" Sayori groaned. The constant pain from her stomach caused the usually plucky girl to tighten her grip on Shujinkou as he carried his friend to her room. "Sugoi…"
"Don't worry, Sayori, we're almost there," Shujinkou gently assured his friend.
He could feel her grip tighten even more as he continued to down the hallway. Not too later, Shujinkou knocked on her bedroom door and patiently waited until Natsuki finally opened it. No words were needed; the petite's girl's expression gave away her feelings regarding the sight in front of her.
"She's finally done stuffing herself?" she asked.
Shujinkou nodded his head. If he could, he would have scratched his right cheek, but he did not want to take the risk of dropping Sayori. He then proceeded to carry her towards one of the beds and gently laid her down.
"Yeesh, Sayori, what were you thinking?" Natsuki reprimanded.
"Sugoi…" Sayori mumbled. Her voice was so low that it was clear that she was just barely conscious.
"You shouldn't get on her, Natsuki. It is my fault that she ate as much as she did," Shujinkou apologized.
Natsuki stared at Shujinkou, her expression one of disbelief and amusement.
"You really think she wouldn't have done this even if she didn't have a gap between the eating the meals made for this time of year?" she questioned.
"Um…" Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek as he pondered such a question. "Don't be too hard on her, it's mostly my fault she ate as much as she did."
"Meh… Slightly better," Natsuki shrugged. Her gaze slightly trailed off before firmly returning to Shujinkou. "So, I guess you'll be returning to your room then, huh?"
"Yeah. I don't really have any other plans for tonight."
"How's that going? Sharing a room with Kiyo?"
"Kiyo?" Shujinkou shot Natsuki a confused look.
"D-Don't look at me like that! That's just what Sayori wants to call Kiyoko," Natsuki explained, her voice layered with irritation. "I didn't come up with it."
"Oh," Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek." Well, we only shared a room for a couple of minutes so far, but she doesn't seem to mind the arrangements so… I don't think there's going to any awkwardness for any of us to worry about."
"Right…" Natsuki diverted her gaze once more. It was subtle, but he could Shujinkou could tell that something was bothering her.
"Are you okay, Natsuki?" he worriedly asked.
"Yeah. It's nothing. Just a really dumb feeling. Um…" Natsuki glanced up at Shujinkou; his innocent and curious expression filling her with nothing but relief. She then chuckled an said, "Never mind. You better go back to your room and get in bed so I don't have shout you out of bed like I'll have to with her."
"Alright then. 'Night."
"'Night."
Shujinkou turned to Sayori and smiled.
"Good night, Sayori," he waved goodbye as he walked towards the door.
"Good night, Shujinkou," she happily replied.
"Wha-?! I thought you were pretty much unconscious!" Natsuki raged.
"I never said that I was…" Sayori nervously chuckled.
"Yeah, you're totally trustworthy, Sayori," the pink-haired girl sighed as she walked to her bed.
Meanwhile, Shujinkou walked into his room; to his surprise he had the room to himself.
"Kiyoko?" the young man repeatedly called as he glanced around the room. "I guess she's still out somewhere."
He then grabbed the remote to the room's TV, turned it on and jumped in bed.
"I wonder if they're still offering Spirited Away?" he wondered aloud.
Suddenly, Shujinkou heard the door opened and sat up.
"Kiyo-AH!" his cheeks grew bright red as he witnessed a sight he knew he shouldn't have seen. "Kiyoko!"
"Hm? Oh, hey, Shujinkou. Didn't expect you to be back so soon," strolling across the room in nothing but a wet towel, Kiyoko took a moment to look out the window and smile.
"K-K-Kiyoko, why are you-? What happened to-?" As he continued to stumble over his words, Shujinkou could feel the beats of his heart intensify with each passing second. Words soon failed him completely and he could only watch as his roommate bent down and slung over her bag over her shoulder.
"I think someone may have taken my clothes by accident, so I had get back here with just the towel on my back," Kiyoko explained.
She carried the bag with her to their shared bathroom and closed the door behind her.
"How are fictional characters not bothered by seeing that all of the time…?" he mumbled.
Moments later, Kiyoko, now in her pajamas, walked out of the bathroom and back towards the window.
"Hey, Kiyoko…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he struggled to maintain eye contact.
"Yeah?" she replied.
"Are you sure the current living arrangements aren't awkward for you?" he sheepishly asked.
"Not really," she shrugged. "Do you trade roommates?
"What?! No! I wasn't implying that or anything."
"No need to freak out, Shujinkou. I would have understood if you wanted to share a room with someone you know better."
"Well… I would like to get to know you better too."
Kiyoko head slightly tilted to her left.
"Okay," she approached Shujinkou and stared into his eyes. "But you know it is a two-way thing."
"R-Right," he nodded his head in agreement. "What do you want to know?"
"That day I bandaged your hand… How'd that happen?"
"Oh, uhm…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and answered his question.
"Really?" his roommates's eyes lit up with interest.
"Yeah, I like to do it every now and then but I still consider drawing to be my preferred hobby."
"Huh. A person interested in art is in the Literature Club…"
"Uh…" a sigh of acceptance slipped through his lips. He knew what was going to be said next. "I know…"
"I'm not saying you joined it because you would be the only boy, Shujinkou," Kiyoko chuckled. "Unless that is why?"
"No. No. That's not it. It was more of a request from Sayori. But even though I only joined because of her, I really do enjoy being."
"I can tell. Like I said once before, you're pretty much more sociable now than you were at the start of the year."
"Yeah. Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"My turn, huh?" Kiyoko said.
"Uhm… So, how's the basketball club?"
"It's okay."
"Okay?"
"Yeah."
Shujinkou silently stared at Kiyoko. He knew that she was a pretty casual person, but he still could not help but be confused over such a… "so-so" response.
"Are you looking forward to the upcoming games?" he asked.
Kiyoko simply shrugged.
"Uhm…" Once again stricken with silence, Shujinkou could do nothing but watch the golden-haired girl jump into her bed.
"Is there anything good on?" she asked.
"Huh? Oh, I was going to see if I could watch Spirited Away," he replied.
"That's a good one. Let's see."
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement and started searching for the movie. That was the last thing he recalled until the next morning.
"…jinkou… Shujinkou…"
Shujinkou slowly opened his eyes to find Kiyoko looking down at him.
"Kiyoko…" he whispered before yawning.
"Shujinkou!" Sayori's excited face suddenly entering his field of view nearly caused Shujinkou to nearly jump out of his bed. His face then grew bright red as he realized that she wasn't alone; The rest of the group were gathered in his room too.
"You're out of practice, Shujinkou. It's time to go," Sayori said.
"Go? Go where?" Shujinkou asked, rubbing his eyes.
"To Otamic-Con," she beamed.
"Huh?" his eyes widened with surprise. "We're really going to that?"
"Yeah, we unanimously agreed, didn't we?" Sayori replied.
"Actually, Shujinkou got excited, Monika expressed interest, I expressed surprise to that interest and then we got off of subject until this morning when Sayori woke me up while the sun was still rising," Natsuki recapped, her tone layered with slight annoyance.
"These kinds of things you have to wake up early for," Sayori explained.
"To make a long story short, Sayori organized us on a very short notice," Monika explained to Shujinkou.
"Ah…" he replied.
"So, hurry up and get dressed so we can go, Shujinkou," Sayori continued.
"Okay…" Shujinkou glanced at each of the girls. "Um…"
He silently grabbed his bag and walked into the bathroom.
"I think he may be a little embarrassed," Monika thought.
Rei curiously gazed upon the bathroom door before turning it to everyone else in the room. Not too long later, a now properly dressed Shujinkou walked out of the bathroom and then followed the rest of the group out of the resort.
"Hey, Shujinkou…" Natsuki looked up at Shujinkou with worried eyes.
"Yeah?" he replied.
"These kinds of things… They are just about fans coming together and doing fun things right?"
"Yeah. Why do you ask?"
"No big reason. I was just thinking that it would be pretty dumb if people would… you know, tease each other at these kinds of things."
"Well, there's always going to be fans like that, but they're just a very vocal minority."
"Right…" Natsuki turned her gaze towards Yuri. "You know, I don't think that she's going to enjoy this much."
"Yuri?" he asked.
"Yeah. She's not really into the things this convention has."
"Uhm…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he processed Natsuki's words. He began to wonder if- "Huh?"
From the corner of his eyes, Shujinkou saw a sight that rendered all motor functions temporarily unavailable. He quickly rubbed his eyes and silently stared into the distance until he turned his attention back to Natsuki. "Hey, do you think you could tell the guys to go on without me?"
"Huh? Where are you going?" Natsuki questioned.
"There's something I got to do. I'll catch up soon," he assured her before running off.
Annoyance and worry welled up in Natsuki as she curiously watched Shujinkou run back into the resort.
"Eh? Where's Shujinkou going?" Sayori asked.
"He has something to do apparently," Natsuki answered.
"Oh… Well, he'll catch up soon." Sayori happily assured her. "Anyway, I can lead us to the convention."
"You?"
"What do you mean 'you?'? I've been there before too. It was just as much as my thing as it was Shujinkou's. Of course, I could lead us there."
"Really?"
Moments later, the girls stood in the middle of a large crowd of fan in the main Convention Hall.
"Okay, so you can," Natsuki said.
"Ehe! I got praised," Sayori beamed with happiness.
"Wow," Monika glanced around the room they were in. The plethora of positive interactions she witnessed was enough to cause her own excitement to grow. "This place looks more exciting than I thought it would."
"Speaking of which… When exactly did you become interested in coming to these kinds of things?" Natsuki asked.
"Funny enough, it was actually because of a random encounter…" Monika said as she began to reminisce.
Years ago, Monika was patiently waiting on a park bench until she heard a loud collection of voices chant, "Chanting! Chanting! Chanting!"
The small child curiously stood on her bench and tried to catch a glimpse of who were chanting so loudly. Unable to see past the tall bushes, Monika dove into her visual obstacle and crossed through until she was finally able to spot the source of the chants. In front of a large building, a large group of people gathered around a slightly smaller group of cosplayers acting out a fight.
"Ah… Huh?" she heard a few rustles in the bushes until a small child in a dark blue suit rolled straight through. His face was completely obscured by a matching mask that bore an eye patch over his left eye. "Um…"
The child uncovered his mouth and took a deep breath.
"It's hard to breath in this thing…" they said, the tone of their voice emulating one of a person whose lungs have been destroyed by years of smoking.
From what she could infer from the voice, it was clear to Monika that the sudden stranger was a boy.
"Hello," Monika waved.
"Huh?" the boy glanced up blankly stared at her. "Um… You wouldn't happen to be part of a PMC, would you?"
"No?"
"That's good; they'd shoot me on sight."
"Huh? Why?"
"Because I'm Solid Snake… or rather Old Snake."
Monika silently stared at the boy. Despite the fact his face was still fairly obscured, she could tell that the boy was becoming flustered.
"I see… You're playing a character," she smiled.
"Yeah. I'm a legendary soldier currently sneaking through South America," he explained. His head bobbed down before returning to its proper decision. "Um… You're not a part of the convention, are you?"
"The one over there?"
"Yeah."
"No. I was just wondering what was going on over there."
"Ah. I think the crowd is making fun of chants by chanting the word 'chant'."
"I see…" Monika's attention was drawn back to the crowd far away. "Everyone really looks like they're having fun."
"Yeah. That's because it's a really fun place to be this time of year," the boy replied.
"Huh. I hear about it all the time, but I never actually caught a glimpse of these kinds of things before."
"Oh… You want to go and see?"
"Eh?"
"I can show what it's like. I mean… Unless you rather go see yourself."
"No, it's not you or anything; it's just that I don't have time to do so. I'm actually supposed to be waiting for my parents right now."
"Ah, I get it. Well, I hope you do get a chance to go to something like the one over there. They really are fun."
"You really like them, huh?"
"Yeah, it's one of the few times of the year when I don't feel like such a weirdo. Anyway…"
The boy laid on the ground and starched his limbs.
"What are you doing?" Monika queried.
"My Octo-Camo suit has the ability to mimic any surface it's touching. I'm waiting the prerequisite amount of time it takes to transform and continue my sneaking mission," the boy answered.
A series of 'whooshes' flew out of his mouth and the boy began to slowly inch his way back to the convention, a sight Monika couldn't help but giggle over.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"Nothing. It's just that… You're funny," she replied.
"Um…" the young boy awkwardly scratched his cheek and-
"Huh?" Brought back from the realm of memories, Monika was struck with a sudden revelation. "Hmm… I wonder…"
"What's wrong, Monika?" Yuri worriedly asked.
"Hm? Oh, nothing, I was just thinking about something." It was then when Monika realized that only Natsuki, Yuri and Kiyoko stood before her. "Where did the others go?"
"I think something caught Sayori's attention and she ran off. Then Fuyu mysteriously disappeared and Fuyu left to presumably go find her," Natsuki answered. "And now I'm off to have an experience that lasts longer than the Cultural Festival."
"Uh…" Monika moaned as Natsuki took her leave.
"I'm not even sure if that was a dig at you, Monika," Kiyoko said.
"I'm still directly responsible for her motivation…" she weakly chuckled.
"Ah…" Yuri glanced around her surroundings and began to take her leave too.
"Where are you headed too, Yuri?" Monika asked.
"I'm just… I'm just going to look around…" Yuri solemnly answered.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, it's just… I just have to find something to get invested into here," Yuri assured her, before disappearing in the crowd.
"I hope you do," Monika thought aloud.
Chapter 62: Beside the point
Chapter Text
What happens when the clock is turned back and events are viewed from another perspective? You would get the third perspective chapter. But that's beside the point of this chapter.
"Ugh…" Jomei slowly opened his eyes as he let out a moan. He hasn't felt this physically and mentally disturbed since- "Hisa…"
His eyes shot open, finally allowing him to catch a glimpse of his former mother-in-law.
"Finally awake, eh?" Hisa replied before calmly taking a sip from her tea cup.
Jomei rubbed the back of his neck as he tried to remember what happened before he blacked out.
"I arrived travelled here and saw Shujinkou with even more female friends until…" Jomei silently stared at Hisa. It was a gaze that any other person may be intimidated by. "You knocked me out with a pressure point again, huh?"
"Yep," Hisa casually answered. "Sorry for the sudden kidnapping but Shujinkou was really close to confirming your presence."
"You knocked me out in front of your resort…"
"Fainting/Knocking someone out… Oh, who am I kidding? I made an exception for you."
"I can tell…" Jomei muttered, still rubbing his neck."
"So…" Hisa placed her tea cup in center the table between them and crossed her arms. "What brings you around these parts, Jomei?"
"Let me get straight to the point… I need to your photo album."
Hisa's eyes lit up with curiosity and surprise.
"Why?" she asked.
"Let's just say that I found an interesting task to take up and I need some photograp-,"
"So my photos would be lucrative to you?" Hisa interjected.
"Yes," Jomei replied.
"Huh. Then no. A very vindictive no."
"…Fine," Jomei sighed. "Had to ask."
"That's kind of a bold thing to do, Jomei, especially considering that the last time I saw you I warned you not to hurt my grandson and you did just that," Hisa pointed out, slight annoyance leaking through her calm demeanor.
"Which must have made it cathartic to knock me out."
"Very. But like I said before, I really did it so Shujinkou couldn't confirm your presence."
"Okay…" Jomei slowly leaned back in his chair. "Just get it over with. I know you want to verbally tear me to shreds."
Hisa silently stared at Jomei and sighed, "I do, but what's the point? It would be like ranting to a brick wall and I've already done that before. I mean what do you want me to say? You're a terrible person? You lack empathy? I don't care about that. Everyone's their own person and sometimes you have to accept that. But what I do care about is how much of an influence you have on others.
I honestly don't know whether you think about that or not. You probably think about it in plain terms but you still probably don't think about how much. Take Shujinkou for example; you're well aware that you've hurt him. But did you know that your sudden departure helped push him into a state where he just flat out gave up on living his life which had a heavy effect on his relationships, my daughter had to deal with a failed marriage and forced herself to put her own feelings aside to make sure her son didn't do anything extreme and Sayori lost someone she cared for deeply and had to go through a rough part of life alone.
You see, there was no 'they'll get over it and move on' like I assume you thought. Your actions have essentially taken years of their lives and you couldn't even have the decency to explain why you left. So…"
"So…?"
"I know it sounds like I'm ranting at you, but I'm not, I'm just making a point so I can get to the real reason I'm even talking to you right now. As far as I'm concerned, I don't have to do anything for you, but I do know that you owe me a favor."
"Favor, huh? What is it?"
"When you leave, I want you to make sure that Shujinkou or the other kids don't see you, because I refuse to let you ruin another one of their trips."
Jomei silently stared at Hisa before suddenly standing up, "…Fine."
He then left the room without uttering another word. With his nothing left to keep him around, Jomei walked out of the resort and continued his leave until one single word stopped him dead in his tracks, "Father?"
Jomei followed the voice to its source, but all he found was a single cardboard. He was consumed by confusion, until Shujinkou suddenly crawled from under it.
"I couldn't even do the one request right…" the adult sighed.
"What are you doing here?" Shujinkou asked.
"Just… I just needed to visit your grandmother. I'm not staying this time or anything."
"Oh." Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Well, I guess that means that I don't have to say anything."
"What exactly were you planning to say?"
"Never mind. It doesn't matter now."
He watched his father casually turn away from him with a, "Hm."
"Right…" Shujinkou's turned his gaze to the ground.
"I see that you've made some more friends," Jomei suddenly said.
Shujinkou's head shot back up; his face now plastered with surprise, "Yeah, I did."
He then did nothing but watch as his father approached him and place his hand on his head.
"You've made the right decision," he said.
"Huh?" Shujinkou stared at his father, confused by what his words and actions.
Jomei silently removed his hand from his head and just as silently took his leave.
"…Hey," Shujinkou called out.
Jomei turned around.
"…Safe travels," Shujinkou said.
"Right," Jomei replied before disappearing out of sight.
"What just happened?" Shujinkou wondered aloud as he sat down next to his cardboard box. "It really is the ultimate stealth tool."
Meanwhile, Fuyu searched through the convention for her adopted sister until she suddenly heard an excited, "Heck yeah!"
Following the trail of the sudden voice, Fuyu immediately laid eyes on Natsuki accepting a white and orange hanmste-like plushie."
"So cute!" she squeed.
"Natsuki," Fuyu called.
Excitement quickly escaped the pink-haired girl and was swiftly replaced with embarrassment.
"F-Fuyu! How long have you been there?" she nervously asked.
"Not long…" she sighed.
"What's wrong with you?"
"It's just that… I can't seem to find Rei."
"Oh. Her silence would make her harder to find than it would already be. That said… You should probably leave her be."
"You think?"
"I know you're probably worried about her but you shouldn't think that she unable to handle herself on her own. You'll end up becoming overbearing."
Fuyu crossed her arms as she pondered Natsuki's advice.
"Isn't there anything here you want to do?" Natsuki asked.
"Umm…" the young vacationing school president pulled a pamphlet out of her pocket. "I'm sure there's something…"
Natsuki gently squeezed her plush prize as Fuyu read aloud, "Game tournaments… Trivia… Meeting with mangakas."
"Meeting with mangakas?" Her pink eyes sparkled with interest. "Which ones?"
Fuyu quickly glanced at Natsuki, then back at the pamphlet. "Uhm… Why don't you look for yourself?"
She presented the pamphlet to Natsuki and watched her eyes widen with shock.
"S-She's actually here…" she mumbled.
"Who's here?" Fuyu questioned.
"The writer who has written a bunch of my favorite stuff: Harumi! I… I got to see her!"
"It doesn't start until later."
"Ugh…" Natsuki's cheeks turn red as the realization of her wasted excitement sunk in. "You mean I just acted like a semi-crazy fan girl for nothing."
"A Semi-crazy fan state brought on by is normal here so…" Fuyu adjusted her glasses and examined her surroundings. "Anyway, you just need to find something you can do until then."
"Like interacting with the Kingdom Hearts community!" From out of nowhere, a figure in a hooded double-breasted and twin-tailed black leather trench coat appeared before the two. Their face completely obscured by coat's hood, the two could only guess the stranger's gender based on their voice.
"Oh, who are you supposed to be," Fuyu queried.
"Take a look at my zipper," the mysterious figure pointed to the uniquely shaped silver zipper hanging from their coat. "I'm the MoM!"
"You're a mom?" Natsuki asked, her face unable to hide how confused she was.
"Actually, MoM is short for Master of Masters," Fuyu explained.
"Bingo!" MoM gave Fuyu a big thumbs up.
"Who's the Master of Masters?" Natsuki asked.
"A legendary Keyblade Master in Kingdom Hearts," Fuyu answered.
"Ooh, I like you're description," MoM replied. "Though I don't think it does enough justice…"
"Keyblade…? Wait a minute…" The bewildered Natsuki took a moment to ponder that word. "I think Shujinkou mentioned that a few times before…"
"Oh, I see you need a crash course on the lore," MoM said in an excited tone of voice.
"Whoa, before you do that, it would probably be better if Natsuki was introduced to the story of the game releases," Fuyu advised.
"Story of the game releases? What kind of story could there be there?" Natsuki asked
Instead of receiving an answer to her question, it was instead met with barely audible giggles."What's so funny?"
"Nothing it's just that…" Fuyu adjusted her glasses as she tried to bring out her stoic demeanor. As she did so, a single thought crossed her mind," All these repeats and questions makes her sound like Solid Snake."
Soon after that thought, Fuyu entered her infamous "President Mode" as MoM eagerly rubbed their hands together.
"This is going to be good," they said.
"It all begins with humble beginnings," Fuyu started. "In the beginning, the original Kingdom Hearts was released in its own country on the Playstation 2. A crossover game between Disney and Final Fantasy led by an original protagonist was a risky venture to say the least. But fortunately the game was positively received; the original and the International release."
"Why are you separating the releases?" Natsuki queried.
"It's minor, but I figured it was worth mentioning that the International release received a few additions. Now on to the next release…"
"Kingdom Hearts 2?"
"Nope. Kingdom Heart: Final Mix."
"What?" Natsuki shot a confuse look at Fuyu.
"After the release of Kingdom Hearts, the game was then re-released with a bunch of extra game and story content. Effectively, it is the definitive version of the original Kingdom Hearts," she explained. "Now we can move on to the next game…"
"Kingdom Hearts 2?"
"Nope, Kingdom Hearts: Chain of Memoiries. Unlike the original, this game was released on the Gameboy Advance."
"So, it's a spin-off?"
"Nope, it's actually a sequel."
"They… They released the sequel of a console game on a handheld?"
"Mm-hmm. They did remake it for the Playstation 2 later under the name of Kingdom Hearts Re: Chain of Memories."
"Now onto the next game: Kingdom Hearts II for the Playstation 2," MoM interjected.
"They named the third game in the franchise 'Kingdom Hearts II'?" Natsuki muttered in disbelief.
"Bingo! She's still standing!"
"After the release of Kingdom Hearts II, it was then re-released as Kingdom Hearts II: Final Mix," Fuyu continued. "Like the first one, it adds more game and story content, thus making it the definitive version to play."
"Couldn't the game developers get it right the first time?" Natsuki sighed.
"To be fair, this was before extra content could just be downloaded into the original in those situations."
"That's a fair point."
"So after Kingdom Hearts II: Final Mix, the next game, Kingdom Hearts: Coded was released on non-smart mobile phones. Like Chain of Memories, it's important to the overall franchise."
"They released another sequel on a mobile phone?" Natsuki's disbelief, slightly lowered from the discussion of Kingdom Hearts II, rose even higher than before.
"It was later remade for the Nintendo DS as Kingdom Hearts Re: Coded," Fuyu added.
"Well that's slightly better…"
"But before that remake came Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days for the Nintendo DS, a game that acted as an interquel between the end of Kingdom Hearts 1 and before the beginning of Kingdom Hearts 2. Then came Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep for the PSP which was later re-released as Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep: Final Mix. Then came the remake of coded, then came Kingdom Hearts 3D: Dream Drop Distance for the Nintendo 3DS. After that a browser game detailing the far past of the series named Kingdom Hearts X was released. Then-"
"WAIT!" Natsuki screamed at the top of her lungs. "Why are the games jumping between so many platforms?! And all those remakes and re-releases… This has got to be one of the most expensive franchises ever!"
"We haven't even scratched the surface yet," MoM giggled.
"A little before Kingdom Hearts X went live, Kingdom Hearts HD I.5 ReMIX was released for the Playstation 3," Fuyu continued. "It contained HD remasters of Kingdom Hearts: Final Mix and Kingdom Hearts Re: Chain of Memories and a collection of cutscenes to tell the story of Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days. Then came Kingdom Hearts HD II.5 ReMIX which contained HD remasters of Kingdom Hearts II: Final Mix and Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep: Final Mix and a collection of cutscenes of Kingdom Hearts Re: Coded.
After that came Kingdom Hearts: Unchained X for smart phones. Though it was meant to replace Kingdom Hearts X, it was actually a continuation that required knowledge from the original game. Then came Kingdom Hearts HD II.8 Final Chapter Prologue for the Playstation 4 which contained a full HD remake of Dream Drop Distance, now dubbed Kingdom Hearts HD: Dream Drop Distance, had a short prologue to Kingdom Hearts III and served as a sequel to Birth by Sleep titled Kingdom Hearts 0.2 Birth by Sleep -A fragmentary passage- and a brand new movie titled Kingdom Hearts X: Back Cover.
Soon after Kingdom Hearts HD I.5 ReMIX and Kingdom Hearts HD II.5 ReMIX was rereleased as Kingdom Hearts HD I.5 + II.5 ReMIX for the Playstation 4 and Kingdom Hearts: Unchained X finished its run and was rebranded Kingdom Hearts: Union X to signify the beginning of a new story. Almost 2 years later, Kingdom Hearts III was finally released finally bringing about the end of the first story arc."
Natsuki blankly stared at Fuyu, "…All of that… Was just the first arc?! All those generations of gaming consoles and rereleases and that was all just for the first story arc?!"
"And just remember that that we haven't even got into the story yet," MoM pointed out.
"Ugh… Fuyu… How can you and Shujinkou stand being fans of such a series?" a very puzzled Natsuki asked.
"I guess because we like it. Plus to be fair, those last rereleases were made just so it could be easier for new fans to get into the series," Fuyu explained.
"Ugh… My head…" Natsuki groaned. "You know, when Shujinkou first joined the club, I thought he seriously lacked dedication, among other things. But I was wrong. If he went through the first story arc in the order you just said, then he always did know how to be dedicated to something… and may possibly be borderline insane."
Elsewhere, a small brush circled around Monika's right cheek before finally rising up then dropping back down, gently poking it.
"And… done," the hand the brush belonged to retracted their instrument.
Kiyoko curiously stared at the results of the brushwork on Monika's cheek. On it laid a small, chubby, and incredibly cute mouse-like creature. It possessed yellow fur, long ears with black tips a large tail that resembled the shape of a lightning bolt. On its cheeks were two circle-shaped red pouches with sparks of electricity flowing out of them.
"That's a pretty good Pikachu," she approved.
"What about you, Kiyoko? Do you want to get something too?" Monika asked.
"Nah, I'm good with my Miku shirt."
The two sat up and continued to explore the convention.
"Hey, Kiyoko…" Monika said.
"Yeah?" Kiyoko glanced at Monika with curious eyes.
"Do you think it was a really good idea to let Yuri go off on her own the way she did?"
"Um… I couldn't say. You see, in these kinds of situations, it all depends on the individual. I don’t really know Yuri well, so I don’t really know what the correct option would be; whether to pursue or to give them space. But if you’re really worried, we could get a party that hasn’t witnessed what we saw involved so it doesn’t look like we won’t leave her alone if that's what she wants."
“Like who?”
In response to Monika's question, Kiyoko lightly scratched her right cheek.
“That’s right! Shujinkou ran off somewhere so he could check up on her when he does get here,” Monika realized as she pulled out her phone “Though I feel kinda bad about doing this.”
“How come?” Kiyoko asked.
“For as long as Shujinkou has been in the club, he always considered himself an outcast that felt like he had to earn his keep. Like he didn’t have anything to contribute that could justify his inclusion other than because he wanted to make Sayori happy. Maybe that’s why he mostly kept to himself and just went along with what I and the others suggested.
But despite him believing that, he’s actually had a very positive influence on us all. It’s actually something I’m a little envious of.”
“Envious?”
“Don’t get me wrong. It’s not something that makes me hate him in any way. It's actually one of the things that I like about him. It’s just that… When the club was made official, it was kinda like we were only together just so we could have a place to belong to. But then he joined and things actually became a lot more like I hoped for. He was easily able to make friends with everyone, which in turned led to the club becoming a little closer. You could say that that’s what I’m a little envious of.
I wasn’t really able to do much for the club. Sayori’s the one who coerced me to go out and find members and whenever any of us have a problem, it seems like he’s the one we have to rely on to ultimately solve them. And it’s not like I hate having to rely on him, it just that I wish I could help the others as much as he does for all of us and not just as their club president, but as a friend. And now requesting him to basically do something I can’t makes me feel like a bad friend and like I'm taking advantage of his kind nature.”
“Huh," Kiyoko silently stared at Monika as she pondered her words. "Well, I can’t really comment on this track record you’re keeping but I’m pretty sure the fact that you're this bothered in the first place proves that you’re not a bad friend. Besides, everyone’s got their own strengths that others wished they. You of all people should know that.”
“That’s true. Still…" Monika's grip on her phone slightly tightened. "I want to be a person that my friends can rely on.”
“You shouldn’t stress about that, Monika. You should let that strength bloom naturally. In the meantime, it’s not like it would hurt anybody if you still need support in that one area, right?”
“No. Not at all," Monika giggled as she began to compose her text message. "Thanks Kiyoko."
"No big deal. Just trying to earn my keep," Kiyoko chuckled.
Chapter 63: Maiden's Guilt
Chapter Text
A small, solemn sigh slipped through Yuri's lips as she sat on a bench outside of the convention.
"Yuri?" the young maiden's face slightly lit up as a familiar voice called her name.
She quickly looked around, but no matter where she looked, she couldn't find the person the voice belonged to among the sea of fans, "Shujinkou?"
"Over here," Yuri's eyes trailed down to the ground and landed on a cardboard box. Suddenly, the aforementioned individual rose through the top and stepped out of his ultimate stealth device. "Hey."
"…Why were you in a cardboard box?" Yuri asked.
"I was planning on making an entrance," he said, scratching his right cheek. His sheepish expression now replaced by one of curiosity, Shujinkou sat down on the bench and asked, "So… What are you doing out here, Yuri?"
"Ah… I…" The maiden fidgeted as she looked down at her hands. "Honestly, I felt really out of place at the convention…"
"How come?"
"Because I… I just felt like a fish out of water. I couldn't find anything to get into because I don't really understand anything there since…"
Yuri bit her lip as she started playing with her hair.
"Since… I never really had an interest in these sorts of things," she solemnly admitted.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and asked, "Why?"
"Huh?" Yuri replied with confused eyes.
"Why don't you have in interest in stuff like comics, manga, manwha, etc.?" Shujinkou questioned.
"Ah… Well… I…" Yuri's expression changed to one of worry. "I honestly feel like they're somewhat childish and never have complex stories or characters. It's just the overall format the stories are presented in…"
The young maiden immediately placed her head in her hands. "Ugh… You must hate me now."
"Yuri… I wouldn't hate you for expressing an opinion," Shujinkou gently assured her. "…Though I would advise against posting those exact words on the internet… "
"I already experienced a result similar to the one that would come from that course of action…" she then turned her gaze back to Shujinkou and asked, "You're not even mad that I called something you like childish?"
"Well, if you're asking me if I'm going to give you a 2-hour rant about how manga is, in fact, a form of literature that should be taken seriously and allowed to be used for book reports… I'm not going to do that."
"Ah… Your 2-hour lecture Sayori mentioned before…"
"It was a rant filled with padding," Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. "Anyway, with that in mind, you can tell that your view point isn't anything new to me. That said, there's more to that kind of stuff than meets the eye."
Suddenly, he imagined a light bulb light up over his head.
"Hey, why don't I show you what I mean?" Shujinkou proposed.
"Eh?" Yuri replied, surprised by his sudden proposal.
"We can go in and I'll try my best not to feel like a fish out of water."
"Ah…" Yuri's cheeks grew red as she played with her hair once more. "Just like at the Cultural Festival… But wouldn't it be a waste of time to try and do so?"
"I know it's not," Shujinkou shook his head. "Remember when we first had lunch together at school? You caught a glimpse of my drawing of Big Boss and gained an interest in his character after I explained some of his arc to you. You even did some research of a video game franchise you never heard of. So… you know, despite how you feel, you're not as close-minded as you believe."
"But…"
"Besides, you and the others helped get me into the intricacies of literature, even helped cement the difference between a metaphor and a simile. So, even if it's not much, I want to help you with this."
"Ah…" a conflicted expression formed on Yuri's face. "I… I don't think I can accept your offer!"
"Why not?" Shujinkou asked, her frantic response causing his worry to rise.
"It's just that… If I were to acknowledging manga like that, it would make me feel even more guilty than I already do now."
"More?"
Yuri silently nodded her head.
"What do you have to feel guilty over?" Shujinkou asked.
"Ah-!" Yuri began to play with her hair. "Well… Because of what I've done when the club was officially formed."
"Huh?"
"When you first joined the club, you may have noticed that Natsuki and I haven't really interacted much. Even now, we don't interact with each other as much as we do with you and the others…
There's a reason for that. You see, when the club first formed… I may have, kinda… insulted her interests and writing style."
"Really?" Shujinkou's surprise was so great it was impossible to hide it.
"On the first day, I noticed her bringing in her collection of manga and asked her if that was all she had. She seemed a little apprehensive when she said yes and… well… I pretty much asked her if she had any real literature too," Yuri admitted.
"Ouch."
"And then there was this other time, when Monika proposed that we write poems and bring them in to share. When Natsuki and I exchange our poems, we ended up getting into an argument over our different writing styles."
"Wow… The things that I was worried about when I first joined already happened to Natsuki… and by Yuri. That's really surprising," he thought.
"You know… I haven't really thought much about those incidents," she continued. "I mean, I feel regret that we fought in the first place, but I didn't really feel like I was wrong in my position. But my feelings on that matter started to… shift when you appeared before us.
We didn't know each other at first and yet you… Even if it wasn't always a conscious choice, I felt like I express my own interests around you and would always feel relief after the fact because you never made fun of them. In fact, you've even indulged them on occasion, just because I asked or because you thought it would cheer me up. I've told you moments like that made me happy, but I eventually realized something… Your actions and words, it made me see how much of a hypocrite I am!
I chastised Natsuki on her passions while fearing the same thing happening to me and never found anything wrong with it until much later! And now, being in a place like this… it's pretty much a symbol of what I look down upon. I didn't want to say no to coming here, because I didn't want to disappoint anyone, but I also know that others would be too focused on me if I showed any discomfort. But I can''t help but feel uncomfortable here, because if I was to have any semblance of fun, then I would be an even bigger hypocrite than I already am! And now I'm burdening you with my issues, instead of letting you have fun like the others surely are, but I started talking and couldn't hold those feeling inside me anymore! And now I feel worse, because even though you said you never find it annoying, the last thing I want is to burden you like this when you could be enjoying the convention you haven't visited in so long. It's just that…"
"Yuri," The troubled maiden looked into the eyes of the young man that called her. Like always, the innocence they exude had a slightly calming effect on her. "Like you just said, I don't find it annoying when you need my help or anything."
Yuri remained silent as she continued to play with her hair. "…You once told me that you were afraid that we wouldn't have like what you could have brought in. I assume that you were referring to your collection of manga?"
"Well… yeah," Shujinkou sheepishly admitted, scratching his right cheek.
"Now that you know that I did such a thing to someone who shares your interest, could you really say that you don't hate me or think that I'm a terrible person? Perhaps even a know-it-all snob? After all, haven't I already done the thing that you were also afraid of happening? I'm sure if I did that to you, you would have hated me too back then."
"No, Yuri. I don't hate or think you're those things you said, nor would I have hated you even if you did say it to me back then. Also, I'm pretty sure Natsuki doesn't hate you either."
"How can you be so sure of that?"
"Because if she hated you, she wouldn't have ever expressed concern over you before. If anything, if she hated anyone, it probably would have been me when I first joined. She had good reasons too since I zoned out a lot more back then that I would have understood if you or the others thought I was wasting your time too."
Yuri was once again stricken with silence as she pondered Shujinkou's words.
"Shujinkou… As both of our friend, what do you think I should do now?" she finally asked.
"Well…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as thought about how he should answer such a question. "Um… I think the best thing to do is ask what you yourself want to do."
"What I want to do…" Yuri closed her eyes as she pondered over her next course of action. "I… I want to apologize, because even if I don't particularly care about what she's interested in and even though our writing styles and thought processes are different, I still had no right to look down on her for it… But… I wonder if she'll actually forgive me."
"Well, she tolerated me annoying her on a daily basis so…"
Yuri slightly giggled at his remark.
"What?" Shujinkou questioned.
"Nothing. It's just that… you always try your best to cheer others up when they get down on themselves and yet you always self-depreciate yourself," she answered.
"Wait… Are you trying to say that I'm a hypocrite too?"
"No. You seem to be much better about it than me. But maybe that just serves to highlight how human we are and… how one of the true signs of friendship is that it's not just one person helping another but both sides being there for each other, constantly helping the each other up when they're down because no one person is infallible."
Shujinkou blankly stared at Yuri, causing her to instinctively bury her face in her hands.
"I may be going off point a little but… I'm just voicing what I think I've learned is all," she continued. "It may sound like I'm just babbling though."
"No, it's not that I think that. It's just…" the young man scratched his right cheek as he pondered his words. "You seem to have become a lot more talkative."
"So I am babbling…"
"No! That's not what I meant! I just meant that you're a lot more forward with your feelings than you were when we first met is all. It's pretty amazing."
"Oh… I guess I wouldn't have talked about myself or true feelings that much back then. But to be honest, I believe I owe it all to you."
"Really?"
"Like I said before, I was worried about people looking down on my own interests, so I would usually keep them to myself. But you being so patient and essentially not making a big deal of those or even my own faults as a person… It just felt safe to talk to you about what's on my mind and I also believe that it allowed me to open up a little more around others too. Though it's obvious that I'm still a little a hesitant when it comes to others, but it's still an improvement. Honestly, I didn't know having a friend could cause so much development in such a short time. Like you just said, it's pretty amazing."
Yuri simply smiled after those words. "I really have become a lot more expressive. I hope I can still be like this from now on and…"
The young maiden silently stared into Shujinkou's eyes and smiled once more. "I… probably took up enough of your time already. We should probably head in now. I wouldn't want you to miss out on something that excites you so much."
"Okay," Shujinkou lifted the box he arrived in slightly off the ground and crawled underneath it.
Yuri couldn't help but giggle as she watched the cardboard box slowly move towards the entrance.
Meanwhile, Natsuki, Fuyu and MoM waited for their turn to meet the visiting mangakas.
"So let me get this straight," Natsuki crossed her arms as she tried her best to understand what she was just told. "In the world of Kingdom Hearts, when a person's heart is consumed by darkness, then their hearts are ejected from their bodies and become literal beings of darkness called Heartless. But if that person has a strong will, then the body left behind will be able to go on without a heart and is called a Nobody."
No matter how many times she went over that fact in her head, there was one thing the pink-haired individual could not let go. "Why the heck are the heartless bodies called Nobodies and the bodiless hearts called Heartless?! Wouldn't it make more sense if it was the other way around?"
"Most likely, but you just got to learn to roll with these kinds of things," the MoM replied. "After all, do you think a bunch of fans complaining about every minor detail will affect anything?"
"Fans of this series really do make dedicated community…" Natsuki shook her head. She was filled with disbelief, but she also felt respect for those who liked the games.
"We are," Fuyu proudly said. "Otherwise who else would stick with the series as it keeps getting weirder and weirder concepts?"
"As long as it doesn't drive anyone crazy and produce more toxic fans for the world to deal with," Natsuki accepted.
"Now you're just asking for too much. Do you really think that the rise of toxic fans is inevitable?" the MoM pointed out. "You never know when the next one is around the corner."
"Don't say that…" Natsuki groaned. "You're going to speak that into existence."
"Like things like that really happen."
"You're the one who mentioned it! Are you trying to irk me on purpose?"
"The Master of Masters can be a troll," Fuyu explained.
Suddenly, another figure in a similar looking black coat walked along the line before stopping in front of Natsuki.
"Yes… You'll do," they said in a cold, venomous voice.
"Do with what?" she asked.
"In this year's battle royale for royalty."
"Huh?"
"It's the every other year battle that decides who will rule the convention," MoM explained. "Benefits include being treated like royalty, gain the respect of your fellow convention enthusiasts, etc. etc."
"Royalty, huh?" Natsuki's eyes lit up as she pondered the possibility of actually winning the tournament and earning the respect of everyone watching. "Nah, I don't feel like it. I already waited in this line long enough."
"That would truly be a shame… Unfortuantely, you cannot refuse the invitation of the king," the stranger informed her.
"Why not?"
"It is a rule that I established during my continuing reign as the superior."
Natsuki, unable to hide her annoyance, turned her attention to Fuyu and asked, "Is he in character too?"
"Xemnas exactly," she answered. "He's a cold ham."
"Do I have to listen to this guy?" Natsuki queried.
"Those who disregard the king's wishes shall be pelted with tomatoes," Xemnas replied.
"Ugh… fine…" Natsuki reluctantly agreed.
"You are also required to be in character for the royale."
"What the-? I can't just magically conjure up an outfit to match any character of any series all of a sudden!"
"You can use my coat," the MoM lowered their hood, revealing their beaming face for the world to see.
"Sayori?!" Natsuki rubbed her eyes and took another look at familiar figure.
"Yeah. Why do you sound so surprised? Didn't you know it was me?" Sayori asked.
"No, I didn't know it was you! You're face was covered up and you sounded nothing like you!"
"You're inflections were spot on," Fuyu complimented.
"Thanks." Sayori turned back to Natsuki and passed along her coat. "Good luck, Natsuki."
"Hopefully, I can get out of this done before she leaves…" she sighed.
Chapter 64: Road to the Royal Rumble
Chapter Text
Finding one's self lost in a sea of faces; it was a feeling that Yuri was all too familiar with. The sight of happy faces paired together was always something that she was envious of. Yet she did not feel envy this time. Her curious eyes continued to meticulously scan the area until a fluffy blue treat entered her field of view.
"Cotton Candy…?" The young maiden looked down at the hand that thrust the sweet into her sight and followed it to its owner.
"Hope you don't mind," the smile on Shujinkou's face inadvertently caused one to appear on Yuri's.
"No. Thank you," She graciously accepted the gift and took a small bite out of it.
"So what were you thinking about?" Shujinkou asked.
"Hm? What do you mean?"
"You had that deep, thoughtful look on your face."
"Ah. Well… I was just thinking about how happy everyone looks."
"'How happy'?"
"People able to comfortably express their own interest… It must be nice to have a place where a person can be free like that. Even you seem more open with your interests considering how you arrived here in a cardboard box."
"I couldn't resist a entrance reference," Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
"Mm…" a sullen look crossed Yuri's face. "Just thinking about that concept kinda makes me feel a little sadder."
"Hm?"
"Monika created the club to serve as a place like that. So…"
"Yuri…"
"I shouldn't really sugarcoat my actions, even if it brings about negative feelings. Even so… I'm not going to let that truly get me down; I'll let it fuel my desire to make up for my past mistakes."
"Make up for past mistakes…" those simple words resonated with Shujinkou as he remembered his own past mistakes. "I can relate to you there. But if we go off of my own experiences, things should turn out fine."
"Still… How soon I do it kind of hinges on something that's out of my control," Yuri replied.
"What's that?"
"Whether or not Natsuki's in a good mood or not."
"Uh… Shujinkou nervously scratched his cheek. "You may have a point there."
"Uo… I really hope she's in a good mood," Yuri hoped.
Meanwhile…
"I can't believe I got forced into this stupid event!" the petite girl complained as she finished zipping her black coat. "I just wanted to do one thing and instead I got roped into thing!"
"It's not a stupid event. It's the Royal Rumble; The Ultimate Battle Royale that takes place every two years. The last one standing has the honor of challenging the current king or queen for the chance to snatch the title away," Sayori explained. "Does that make you excited now, Natsuki?"
"No. It's still getting in the way of what I really wanted to do. Not to mention… I WAS FORCED INTO DOING THIS!"
"It's not such a bad thing, Natsuki. Imagine what you could do if you win. You can get all the cotton candy and sweets you want for you and your friends."
"You're only thinking about yourself! I bet that's the only reason you're pushing for me to do this!"
"That's not true," Sayori pouted. "I'm just trying to cheer you up over being forced into this."
"Uh," Natsuki diverted her gaze and scratched the back of her head. "…Sorry."
"Eh?!" A giant smile spread across Sayori's face. "Natsuki apologized to me."
"D-Don't make it weird!" Natsuki snapped once again.
"On a more positive note concerning this situation, you're in Block D out of the first four letters of the alphabet," Fuyu interjected. "You get to see what you're potential opponents are like."
"I wonder what kind of people will be competing this year. I wonder if there are any Sherlocks," Sayori wondered aloud.
"Sherlock…" Fuyu crossed her arms as she pondered that thought. "With there already being a high chance of members of the Bat-family involved, that would mean that the chance of a Batman vs. Sherlock in real life is possible…"
An interested smile crossed her face before it was quickly replaced by a disappointed frown. "Ugh... I feel so left out."
A confused look planted itself on Natsuki's face before it was removed by a sudden announcement on the speakers. "All participants for the Royal Rumble make their way outside. The Block A fight will begin soon."
"All right, Natsuki! Your time to shine is coming up!" Sayori bubbled as she gripped Fuyu's and Natsuki's hands. "Let's go!"
She excitedly led the two outside, where a large crowd of attendants were waiting.
"There's always an excited crowd for this event," Sayori noted.
Fuyu adjusted her glasses and glanced around her surroundings. Contrary to Sayori's words, the current crowd appeared more apathetic than excited. "The crowd doesn't look that excited, Sayori."
Beyond the crowd lied a several strips of tape on the ground in the shape of a large circle.
"What's that?" Natsuki wondered aloud.
"That's the ring that the Royal Rumble takes place in," Sayori answered. "Each block fight it outs in there and the last person standing gets to advance to the semi-finals."
"I guess that's the only way a tournament like this can be done in one day," Natsuki continued to gaze at the ring as participants began to enter it. "Wonder how many unlucky contenders get knocked out before they even get a chance to do anything? Honestly getting to the semi-finals seems to be entirely luck-based."
"Sayori, you seem to know a lot about this tournament. Were you involved in this in some way before?" Fuyu asked.
"Mm-hmm," Sayori nodded her head. "I convinced Shujinkou to enter the battle royale with me."
"Really?" Natsuki redirected her surprised gaze to Sayori. "Why'd you want to be queen?"
"I wanted to get all the free cotton candy I wanted!" Sayori happily admitted.
"Of course…" Natsuki quickly turned away before just as quickly turning back. "Wait… You said you convinced Shujinkou to enter too?"
"Yeah," Sayori nodded.
"This doesn't seem to be the kind of thing he would want to get involved in. How'd you do that?"
"I was very persuasive."
"You begged didn't you and you know he can't say no to you begging him for something."
"That's not fair. You say that like I emotionally manipulate him to get what I want."
"You can be a really sneaky person when you want to, Sayori. It's kind of the reason why he shuts you down sometimes before you can even start."
"That's still such a harsh assumption. Besides, I didn't manipulate him or anything, I just asked."
"How many times did you say please?"
"About twenty…" Sayori chuckled with red cheeks.
"Aha!" Natsuki shouted. "You did beg! And you know that he can't say no to you begging!"
"I didn't know that he would say yes! He could have said no!" Sayori argued.
"Don't give me that! Are you seriously telling me that you didn't think you would eventually wear him down because you know that he hates seeing people disappointed and sad?"
"Um… Wait, no! I was just a kid! All kids beg a lot when they really want something regardless who it is!"
"Urk-!" Natsuki crossed her arms in a huff, leaving her to ponder Sayori's response. "Dang it! I was winning before she said that!"
"Still…" a bright smile crossed Sayori's face. "It makes me happy that you're trying to defend Shujinkou's side."
"Wha-?! I'm not trying to defend him or anything; I'm just trying point out how sneaky you can be!" Natsuki snapped.
"I don't know, Natsuki. It kind of seemed like you were sticking up for him."
"I wasn't! Stop teasing me!"
"I'm not teasing. I really think it's great."
"Stop it!"
"So, how did the tournament go for you?" Fuyu interjected.
"I got knocked out right away…" Sayori chuckled with red cheeks once more.
Suddenly the sounds of bodies tossed around and hitting the ground spiced its way into their conversation.
"Exactly like that," Sayori continued.
"Oh boy... This is not going to be fun…" Natsuki groaned.
Chapter 65: Natsuki’s Royal Rumble Log Number 1
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I knew everyone was already aware of this, after all I didn’t make it a secret, but I was really annoyed by all this Royal Rumble stuff. Who cares if it's a fight for royalty? That doesn't change the fact that I was forced into it. At least, Sayori and Fuyu were trying to give me the positives of the situation, though Sayori clearly had some ulterior motives for wanting me to win.
Anyway, The Royal Rumble is a bi-annual completion in which contenders can fight for the right to challenge the current king/queen. The first round of the competition is divided into four separate blocks. In each block, multiple contestants fight each other and the last one standing will earn the right to go on to the next round. Only soft regulated equipment can be used like Hulk gloves or foam-like swords, like the "Keyblade" Sayori got for me.
Apparently, in Kingdom Hearts, the protagonists use these things called Keyblades to fight off darkness. They're literally giant keys that can unlock anything and also act as swords. Sayori said the one she got me was called Oathkeeper or Oath's Charm; I'll go with Oathkeeper since its one word. I had to admit, it was pretty angelic looking which I guess makes sense since it represents light and a promise to someone. Crazy release history aside, at least the games provided a pretty cool design.
The Block A fight was currently in progress and it was not what I expected it to be at all. I thought the point of these fights was to knock your opponents out of the ring, but the people who were currently in the ring looked like they were more interested in keeping their opponents in. Actually, looking past that, it actually seems like most everyone involved were feigning ring-outs. The fake-outs stopped when there weren’t enough people left and that's when a girl wearing a wolf hoodie eliminated everyone else.
I was really shocked, but apparently me and the others were the only one, since everyone else looked disinterested. It was so confusing, but before I could question anything, the king that forced me into this thing entered the ring and made an announcement. It pretty much was actually compete or get banned. All I could think about was how much this guy ticks me off. I also began to wonder whether or not the previous ruler was like that, though Sayori assured me otherwise. Anyway, I’ll call him Xemnas or whatever, so I don’t have to keep calling him king.
The second preliminary round was when things got interesting. Even though they had no choice to fight, the beginning of this round was the same as the last; contestants thrown out of the ring like dropping flies. It looked like luck was needed for the first part and luck and skill for what came after. Speaking of skill, there was one person who caught our eye throughout the round. It was someone wearing a green tunic and long flowing green hat while wielding a prop sword. They were pretty incredible. The way they were dodging multiple strikes and ringing out a lot of contestants was just… wow. Their skill won them the fight no problem and I started to think, “Even if I make it through my match, I’ll have to deal with this superhuman competitor.”
That’s when things took a surprising turn, Fuyu noticed that victor was strangely silent and that’s when it hit us. Our suspicions were soon confirmed when they looked around, finally allowing us to catch a glimpse of their face. I guess we finally found out what happened to Rei after she disappeared.
Chapter 66: Natsuki’s Royal Rumble Log Number 2
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To say that we were shocked that Rei was in this competition and that she could move like that was an understatement. Despite that, Sayori wasted no time cheerfully calling Rei over to us. I wasted no time in asking how she could move the way she did, but in all the excitement I kinda forgot that Rei doesn't really speak or emote. I really don’t know how Shujinkou handled being her liaison, but I guess if anyone could do it. I also expected Fuyu to tear into her sister for suddenly disappearing, but instead she was gushing over her Legend of Zelda costume. I was really at a loss at that point. I just knew that if I ended up meeting Rei in the next round, I’m toast.
The next fight started, but I didn’t really pay attention. I was too busy thinking about what happened during the first fight. It really felt like I was missing something and couldn’t help but feeling that Xemnas knew something about it and that really bothered me. Maybe they just wanted to get out of this thing as soon as possible and if that’s the case then that would mean that more than two people aren’t enjoying themselves. I’d ask Rei how she got into this thing, but I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t get an answer.
Suddenly, I was wondering what the others were doing. I had no idea what Monika and Kiyoko would do here and who knows if Shujinkou is even here yet, which is ironic since he was the most excited to come here.
All of a sudden, Sayori started to shake my shoulder, telling me that it was time for me to get in the ring. I had mixed feelings about getting in the ring. I didn't want to do it but, at the same time, I didn't feel like losing on purpose either. The start of the match was exactly what I expected it to be: me getting knocked back and forth. I almost fell out of the ring more than once and I'm pretty sure that I didn't even get a chance to swing my weapon until half my opponents were gone.
Should I mention how weird it is that I'm swinging a giant key around as my weapon? It doesn't even look like a key; it just looks like the second part of its name. The only part that's key-like is the fact that a keychain is attached to it. But despite the initial weirdness, it was actually pretty fun using it. If I get into Kingdom Hearts, this may be my preferred Keyblade. It was also pretty satisfying to knock a bunch of people myself. Some of them were pretty easy and some of them were pretty hard, but in the end, I still ended up as the winner of my block.
Even if I was forced into this rumble, it felt great to win the thing. Unfortunately, that feeling didn't last the moment I realize the others found us while I was fighting. I sorta expected them to make fun of what I was wearing, but that didn't happen. Shujinkou even said that it looks really nice on me and that I look like a genuine Kingdom Hearts character. I… didn't really know how to respond that. It didn't annoy me; it actually kind of made me happy. Despite that, I quickly changed the subject to what happened to the Block A fight.
That's when Kiyoko revealed something that blew my mind then. Apparently, the reason the first fight went the way it did was because everyone involved in this thing was forced into and wanted to get it over with like I guessed. Not only that, but the reason why everyone was hand selected in the first place was because that Xemnas guy wanted to make sure no one he considered a threat was in it. There was two things I felt at that moment: 1.) Confusion over how Kiyoko knew any of this. What was she doing before she came here? 2.) ABSOLUTE FURY OVER THE FACT THAT NOT ONLY I WAS FORCED INTO THIS THING BUT ALSO BECAUSE SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS EASY TO BEAT!
I came into this thing absolutely dreading it, but I quickly made it my mission to dethrone the current king and make him pay for looking down on me.
Chapter 67: Natsuki’s Royal Rumble Log Number 3
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There was a break before the Semi-Finals started, which kind of sucked since I was all fired up; though the fire fizzled out a little when I caught Shujinkou eyeing my Oathkeeper Keyblade. Since we had the time, he suggested that we go look for another Keyblade for me to use for the upcoming match. I thought he was talking about finding another one for me to use which I was against since I liked the one I had, but he was actually referring to finding one that I could use alongside it. He then went on to explain an ability from the series called "Synch Blade" and how the signature pair for that ability was the Oathkeeper and Oblivion Keyblades. It sounded interesting, but I had to eventually stop him when he began to explain story reasons and using terminology that I didn't really understand.
After that, we went to searching for the Oblivion Keyblade he was talking about. While doing so, I got curious and asked him where he disappeared to earlier, but he kinda gave me one of those answers that aren't really answer. It was strange; Shujinkou isn't really the type to give vague answers to simple questions like that, but I decided to let it go. I mean, considering all the times he let me get away doing similar things, I kind of owe him that.
It wasn't long before we found that Keyblade. The Oblivion was really the polar opposite of the one I already had. It's jet black texture and just how demonic looking its appearance was; let's just say it really earned its name "Oblivion". That said… it did look more like a key than the Oathkeeper did. We then went back and I stepped into the ring for the Semi-Final match.
Honestly, I was a little worried. I was in the ring at the same time as Rei and I had no idea what she was going to do. The moment the match began, she quickly lunged at the girl in a wolf hoodie, which I just now realized I have no idea who or what she's supposed to be. Once again, I was shocked by how she moves; she must have had a very athletic childhood or something.
Suddenly, someone in a rabbit costume attacked me. At the time, I was confused at what I was looking at. A golden rabbit was too generic for me to even try to guess. Fuyu later explained to me that whoever was wearing the costume was cosplaying as a character called Spring-Bonnie. Though what little she told me about that character kinda makes me weary of anyone who may wear that costume. Anyway, they were attacking me in a frenzy; their arms moving at almost super-human speeds. All I could do was block and back away, until I finally decided it roll out of their path. Funny thing is, doing that kind of caused Spring-Bonnie to run into the wolf girl and they both ended up outside of the ring.
The entire crowd was silent, me included. After that sudden anti-climatic end, I turned to Rei and wondered what would happen then. I was preparing myself for the eventual tough fight, but instead Rei casually walked out of the ring herself. I was so shocked. Why would she just do that? And it's not like I could ask her because all I would get is her staring at me… and that was what I got. I was right about what I said at first, this thing is entirely luck based. It was kind of a letdown but at least I made it to the finals and the others were pretty happy for me. Oh well, it was finally time to end this farce.
Chapter 68: Natsuki’s Royal Rumble Log Number 4
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So, the finals were something. There was some pre-fight banter, Sayori convinced me to do a pose a character called Roxas did and Xemnas was wielding to red foam bats. He called them Ethereal Blades, but I couldn't see them as anything but red bats. It was kind of hard to take seriously since I had no idea what he was talking about.
Anyway, we soon got into the fight and I could see why he was currently king. His combos were fierce, he was pretty fast and if I didn't have two Keyblades, I would have had a tougher time guarding against his attacks. The first part of the match was mostly me guarding blows and I was eventually caught in a blade lock. Unfortunately for him, that gave me an opportunity to push him back. He was clearly surprised by the fact that I was slowly overpowering him, giving me the chance to break the lock and begin an impressive combo of my own.
I could go on and on about how the fight went from there, but that would make for a boring read. To give an idea though, just imagine two people emulating an animated fight scene as much as humanly possible. A lot of guarding, weapons bouncing off each other and the flow of battle constantly shifting. Plus, the guy was making a lot of comments that may be quotes from the character he's cosplaying as, but they still somehow annoyed me.
We eventually ended up in another blade lock, except this time, I was right at the edge of the ring. Maybe it was fatigue, but I was having a harder winning this one than the last one. I was getting pushed back, little by little, and I didn't do anything soon, I would lose. So, I did the only thing I thought I could do… I dropped by Keyblades and quickly grabbed his "Ethereal Blades". Once again taking advantage of his surprise, I spun us around, forcing him to the edge of the ring. I then let go of his bats, dropping him straight out of the ring.
What happened next was very surreal to me. I was shocked that my strategy actually worked and then suddenly everyone was cheering at my victory. It was weird, but nice at the same time. Though the moment was kind of ruined by Xemnas having a villainous breakdown. I don't know why, but I bothered to listen to what he was saying.
Apparently, he was fought hard through this tournament as kid only to have victory slip away at the final moment by a kid who constantly scratched his right cheek like he was confused or something. The moment I heard that I looked up at Shujinkou and looked back at the fallen king. I figured it was best not to draw attention to him or else he would get involved in past drama he may not even remember that well. Also, apparently the way he lost was a major sore spot for him since, Shujinkou apparently pulled something similar in the past.
This guy thought I would be an easy opponent to defeat, forced me in this tournament and he's a complete stranger. Plus, I find his motivation for how he was acting pretty weak; it wasn't even close to being considered a childhood trauma. Naturally, I tore into him for his behavior, but I also tried to help him get over himself. Don't really know why I even bothered; guess I just felt like being the bigger person.
Anyway, I was crowned royalty and I could finally do what I really wanted to do since I got here. I returned to where I was originally and was shocked that there was no longer a line. It didn't take me long to realize that the entire Royal Rumble thing caused me to miss my chance meet Harumi. Naturally, I was ticked off and no winning the right to be queen of something could make me feel better then.
Chapter 69: Heart-to-Heart
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Natsuki tapped the end of her sentence with her pen, leaving the final period of her Royal Rumble log.
"Ugh…" she groaned. "If it wasn't for the fact that stuff like this had to be done right away, I would have wrote all this down at a time when what happened didn't annoy me so much."
The newly crowned queen dropped her logbook to her side and picked up where she left off from Parfait Girl. "I really suck at not twisting the knife…"
Not too far away, Yuri and Shujinkou slightly poked their heads from around a corner in order to catch a glimpse of their sullen queen.
"She doesn't look too happy, Shujinkou…" Yuri nervously noted. "Maybe I should try later."
"Well, she does look disappointed, but she doesn't look particularly angry," Shujinkou replied. "I think you could do it now. It might even cheer her up."
"I don't know, Shujinkou, I'm not exactly good enough with people to cheer them up."
In response to her doubtful words, Shujinkou simply raised his right hand.
"Ah…" Yuri quickly diverted her gaze. "But still…"
"I get it," the young maiden immediately looked back at Shujinkou, surprised by his sudden interruption. "It's scary. You want to admit you're mistake and apologize to someone you feel like you treated wrong, but you don't know how to do it."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, "I joined the club so I could do the same with Sayori and I still didn't apologize until recently. So, I know how hard it can be and I know you're worried what will happen if you bring up old wounds. But… If you two honestly talk things out, I'm sure that you guys can move past whatever happened in the past."
"Is that how you fixed things with Sayori?" Yuri queried.
"Well, actually I came with a scavenger hunt which was something we wanted to do as kids before leading her to realize why I did so, but you could probably skip to the talking part, which did work."
"…Okay. I'll give it a try now."
"Alright, if you need me, I'm going to head outside so I don't accidently eavesdrop on anything."
With an awkward salute goodbye, Shujinkou left leaving Yuri to take a deep breath. She then proceeded to walk from around the corner and approach Natsuki.
"Hey, Natsuki," Yuri greeted.
"Hm?" Natsuki looked up from her manga, her annoyed expression swiftly replaced it's surprised variation. "Oh… Hey."
"Um…" Yuri struggled to maintain eye contact as she desperately tried to find something to say."Are you still upset over what happened at the convention?"
"Yep." Natsuki bluntly answered.
"Well, at least you won the right to be the convention's queen. That's a good thing."
"Yeah, it's a cool accomplishment, but it's still not the thing I really wanted to do. The whole thing was just unfair."
Yuri diverted her gaze as her entire body began to shake violently. She couldn't help but feel that starting the conversation by bringing up what happened at the convention was a fatal mistake and there was no way to salvage it. "I'M SORRY!"
"Huh?" Natsuki shot a perplexed look at her fellow club member.
"I'm sorry for everything!" Yuri continued to apologize.
"What are you apologizing for? It's not like you could have done anything about the whole Royal Rumble thing."
"No, I don't mean that. I'm referring to something else…"
"What's 'something else'?"
"The… I'm talking about the… comments I made towards you when the club was first formed."
"Comments? Oh…" Natsuki crossed her arms in a huff as the memories of the event Yuri was referring to surfaced in her mind. "Those 'comments'."
"Yeah… Those…" Yuri solemnly confirmed.
"The ones about how my writing was 'cute' and pretty much saying that I didn't bring any real literature to the club?"
"Yeah?"
"Kinda funny… You wasted no time going to town on me, yet I noticed that you didn't do the same when another person who enjoys manga joined the club."
"Yeah, I know… But it's not like I my feelings on the subject were reliant on the person."
Such a response caused a surprised look to cross Natsuki's face. "What do you mean?"
"I still fully believed in my side of our argument, I just didn't want someone else to hate me like I assumed you did. So instead I decided to keep my feelings to myself," Yuri continued.
"Wait… You seriously think I hate you?" Natsuki questioned.
"It was the only logical conclusion to that kind of scenario… You were really mad and we never really interacted outside of group conversations that much."
"Yeah, but that didn't mean… I mean… I hated the things you said to me, but it's not like I hated you."
"You didn't?" Yuri's eyes lit up with surprise. "Then how come you never-"
"I don't know!" Natsuki suddenly snapped. "I just… I was just mad that's all. I mean, I just wanted one place where I can feel like no one is judging or looking down on me and I couldn't even get that at a club I was invited to.
A sullen look fell on her face as her arms slumped to her side. "You looked down on my writing and literature, I used to think that Monika only invited me so she could make her club official and I really had a hard time getting Sayori at first. It's pretty ironic that the one who gave me the least grief was the one who didn't even want to be there at first."
"I'm sorry. I didn't know what you were going through," Yuri apologized. "But even if I did know, it still wasn't right to have those kinds of feelings in the first place."
"Yeah… But even though that's true, I wasn't really that much better back then."
"Eh?"
"You kinda made it obvious that you don't really like to share your interests either. I have no idea why but I probably didn't help any there by calling your writing pointlessly long and complex after wht you said."
"You had to every right to be mad. There was no excuse for what I did, especially since our argument made it clear that I didn't respond well to such critiques either."
"Yeah, but I still made things worse by losing my cool. So stop trying to take full blame for everything."
Silence inserted itself in their conversation, providing nothing but an awkward atmosphere for the two.
"Why are you suddenly in an apologetic mood anyway?" Natsuki suddenly asked.
"Well… I t took me awhile, but I finally realized that I shouldn't have said what I said," Yuri answered.
"You just suddenly realized that out of nowhere?"
"Actually, I would really have to give credit to Shujinkou."
"Really? What did he do; point out how we both said mean things to strangers?"
No. I only told him about the argument recently, but he didn't really voice his own comments on it that much. I'm really referring to the interactions we shared since he joined.
Like you said, it was clear that he didn't really have much of an interest in being in the club at first other than to appease Sayori. One of the reasons I was nervous interacting with him was because I felt that he would respond to my thoughts and opinions in the same manner we did with each other. But that never happened. I didn't know how interested he was in the subject matters, but he would always genuinely listen to me when I spoke and always took care to make sure he'd never upset me. That allowed me to realize what I did wrong.
"You got that just because he a good friend?"
"Mm-hmm. In fact, it's because he was a good friend that I even had the courage to admit my mistake in the first place."
"Really? That's… something."
"Mm. Don't you feel like you had a similar experience?"
"Have I? Why would you ask such a thing?"
"It's just that you used to very harsh and guarded towards him in the past, but you seem to be really comfortable around to the point where anyone could see that you two are good friends now."
"D-Don't make it sound so weird! Of course I was tough on someone who made it obvious he didn't want to be in the club at first. I guess I could have been a little more lenient considering why he was there in the first place, but still. Besides, it's hard to not be friends with someone who likes what I like and makes it clear that he hates it when people he knows are upset."
"I see… Well, I'm glad you had someone to be there for you back then after what I did."
"Seriously, stop trying to take the full blame. It makes it seem like you're trying to be the only bigger person here."
Silence once again inserted itself in their conversation, except this time the atmosphere was free from any awkwardness.
"Ah… Now that we got all of this out into the open… Do you think that we could be friends now?" Yuri asked.
"Eh?" the sudden question was all it took to once again drag Natsuki from her comfort zone. "I mean… There's really no reason why we can't. It would definitely be better than whatever we have been up to now."
"Alright… So…" a tiny smile formed on Yuri's face as she stood up. "I guess I'll go and turn in for the night. Good night."
"'night." Natsuki replied, before watching Yuri disappear into the crowd. The moment she was sure she alone, she mumbled, "Just because he was a good friend, huh?"
She then stood up herself and proceeded to make her way outside; the mmoment she did, she found Shujinkou sitting on a nearby bench.
"Shujinkou?" she called as he approached the bench.
Looking up from his phone, Shujinkou followed the sudden voice that called his name and found Natsuki standing next to him.
"Hey, Natsuki," he happily greeted.
"What are you doing out here?" she queried.
"I was just hanging out."
"Hm," Natsuki sat down on the bench, making sure to keep her gaze away from Shujinkou. "I heard that you heard about the argument that I had with Yuri."
"Well… yeah. I was told about it recently," he admitted.
"Well, just so you know, we talked about it not too long ago."
"How'd that go?"
"It was painfully awkward but… I'm glad we did it. We're friends now instead of whatever we were before then."
"That's great. I'm glad you two no longer have that to deal with that argument you had."
"Yeah…" Natsuki said at a barely audible tone. "You know, it's pretty obvious that none of this would have happened if you hadn't been such a good friend to Yuri."
"I'm sure it still could have happened without me in the equation," Shujinkou insisted as scratched his right cheek.
"No, it wouldn't have; I'm pretty sure of that. Wanna know why?"
"Why?"
"Because it also depended on you being such a good friend to me also."
"Huh?"
"Look, I'm going to continue talking now, so do me a favor and don't interrupt until I'm done, okay?" Natsuki bluntly stated with red cheeks.
"Okay…" Shujinkou awkwardly nodded.
The pink-haired girl took a deep breath before finally continuing, "So, we both know that out of all of us, I've been the hardest on when you first joined the club. Don't even bother denying it because everyone knows it's true. And I know that you were probably wondering why when you've never done anything to deserve that. I mean you joined the club because Sayori asked you to and were clearly uncomfortable with it and then you had to contend with someone who would snap at you over any little thing.
Even though you never said anything, I know you had to keeping asking yourself why. Even I had to ask myself why I was so hard on someone I never even met before and when I think about it, I realize it was because I was scared. I was scared that you would be like everyone else and belittle me and my own interests. So instead of waiting for you to do that to me, I guess I decided to beat you to it. I was a pretty annoying person to deal with and it was inevitable that you would treat me like anyone would treat an annoying person. And yet… you never did.
No matter how much I freaked out around you, you always responded by shrugging it off and being nice. I couldn't understand it; why was he being so nice to me when I didn't really do anything to deserve that. I couldn't help but think that you had to have some kind of ulterior motive; like you were trying to draw me into a false sense of security or something. But over time, it became clear that your kindness and respect couldn't be anything but genuine. Even when finding that out, I was still confused by how you could be so nice and I was even surprised that you even considered me nice.
Even though your natural kindness was hard to expect, it was a really nice thing to experience. And then I got to know you better and we had a lot of fun reading each others manga. The fact that there was someone I could even be a little open with was so nice that I actually began to look forward to the club meetings as much as I hoped to in the first place. Because of you, my life finally had a glimmer of light shine on it. And I know you believe you don't do anything special but, to me, having someone like you in my life was something I really wanted."
Natsuki looked up at Shujinkou with innocent eyes, "I guess I said all that to get to this…"
Despite feeling a strong urge to stop herself and look away, Natsuki continued to gaze into Shujinkou's eyes. "Thanks for being my friend."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as Natsuki suddenly stood up, "I'll save you awkwardness of replying to that by ending things here. Besides, I'm exhausted after all these heart-to-hearts. So… 'night."
She began her trek back to her room only to be stopped by a sudden response, "It's my privilege."
Natsuki immediately turned back around, her cheeks changing to match the color of her hair the moment she met Shujinkou's smiling face. She then just as quickly turned away from him, "You just had to have the last word, didn't you?"
Natsuki once again began to take her leave, this time trying her hardest to hid the giant grin she had on her face.
Chapter 70: What They Mean To Me
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A/N: Though early, I figured I'd post a special chapter to commemorate 2 years of writing this story.
Okay, here we go. So, this was something Monika suggested I do awhile ago, but I always figured that I could just relive things in my head, so I don't know if I'll do this again. Honestly, I thought it would kill some time since its storming outside.
I've been really thinking about myself lately. I don't mean this in a self-absorbed way, it's just that… lately, I've been called a "good friend." It's honestly weird. I never really think that I do anything special enough to feel like I am one, but Natsuki insists that I am despite that. I would ask Granny Hisa for her opinion, but she's been really busy and I don't want to bother her. I thought about asking Kiyoko too, since she's easy to talk too, but she's currently asleep.
I don't know what to think. I joined the club, to make up for being a really bad friend to Sayori, but even after I did, I wasn't much of a pleasant person to be around. Maybe it was because I being pessimistic about the whole thing; I don't even think that I really had any hope of surviving in such a club. Not only was it a club about literature but the club itself was composed of 4 really cute girls. Sometimes, it took all I had just to raise my head. I know a lot of a lot of people would assume that's why I joined and stayed, but I honestly think that even if that was the reason, I wouldn't be able to handle it.
But ignoring that awkward hardship, just being there was a little uncomfortable. I had to face the guilt of hurting Sayori. She tried to act like nothing happened between us, but that just made me feel even worse than I already did. Her taking me back as a friend was something that I didn't deserve and I had to prove that I was worthy of it. Then there was the fact that the club's president was the school's idol: Monika. The fact that I would spend time with someone like her was too weird for me to comprehend. I mean she's been nice to me during our short interactions beforehand, but still. And then there was Natsuki and Yuri. Natsuki wasted no time establishing that she didn't really like me; not that I could blame her. Yuri, on the other hand, was extremely quiet and seemed like she'd rather avoid conversation with me all together; again, not that I could blame her.
Looking back, I may have made things seem harder than they were back in the day. Actually, worrying showing off the kind of books I like the most seems really funny in hindsight. Still, that was the beginning of me actually feeling like I wasn't some stranger in the club. Yuri offered to help me find a book that day and, in hindsight, that must have been a really hard thing for her to do. But even though she had a fear of making a bad first impression, she still decided to help with something just because I was slightly unnerved over something. It was kind of a weird experience, but I got to learn a little about her and I really appreciated the sentiment.
There was also the time during the Cultural Festival when we went through the Haunted House that I learned even more about her. It really surprised me how calm and interested she was during that. Back then, she would only become like that when expressing her interests, but it wasn't something she did often. It was also surprising that she was worried that she thought that I thought she was weird, especially since that was one of my worries when I joined the club.
She still was extremely nervous around me for awhile though. I think she even pushed herself to try and become more comfortable when I was around, like when she visited me during our first trip here. I don't really know when it happened, but somewhere along the line, we became more comfortable around each other. Though, she would still surprise me from time to time, like the whole fake boyfriend incident.
Her asking me to be her boyfriend really threw me for a loop, especially since she just asked me that outright. I probably should have known she was referring to being a fake boyfriend considering that we're talking about me. Even so, her asking was still strange. She wanted her family not to worry about her and I somehow came up into the conversation. Deciding to go along with it was probably one of the hardest decisions of my life and I still can't believe that my personal angel and devil actually agreed.
I never imagined my first girlfriend/date/meeting the family scenario would be fake, but then again I never imagined I would be in that kind of scenario in the first place. Her family was pretty accepting of me though, even though they knew I was lying. I think it was also at the time that I consciously realized that Yuri has a way of making moments intimate. While even the simple act of holding hands with a girl who isn't Sayori would be a little too much for me, when Yuri did in an attempt not to blow our cover… I would say the spinning tea cup would have saved me, but it lead to something even more awkward. At least she didn't notice… I hope she didn't notice…
Speaking of intimate, I still don't really know what she was trying to do when we were making paper lanterns together. I keep coming to one conclusion, but I'm not really sure if that's only because of what Akuma said. Still, she didn't want to tell me then after leaving and I don't want to try and pressure it out of her.
Still, she's a lot different now than she was when I first met her. It's also nice to know that she and Natsuki made up in regards to that fight they had before I joined. I don't even think I realized there was some tension between them until Yuri pointed it out to me.
Speaking of Natsuki, I used to think that she hated me when I first joined. I wasn't much of a literature buff and I thought she knew that. She also seemed like she was very irritable and was quick to angry outburst. She herself even admitted that she made herself out to be a unpleasant person. But would an unpleasant person bake cupcakes for the club just because she heard that a potential member was coming? Even though her actions and words confused me, I could tell she was still a nice person.
I also used to think that she didn't want to be seen as "soft", so I always tried my best not to point out to her when she was letting her nice side out, at least until later. She was also the first person I knew that I was to talk about my interest in manga, since she was interested. It was a surprise to find out at first, but also a major relief. I also think that she's good with judging people, since I'm pretty sure she saw through my lie about my father, picked on my initial assumptions on the club and she has real a knack for pointing out when Sayori's being sneaky.
One thing that always stumped me though was how she called me a dummy. I mean, I knew why she did and I did deserve to be called that, but I kinda expected her to have nicknames for the other too. She kind of singled me out on that front. She still calls me that occasionally, but it's more in a jokey way. She also pretty strong considering she held her own in the Royal Rumble. I honestly lucked my way to the finals, but she really earned her way. The way she wielded the Oathkeeper and Oblivion in battle was also very awesome and she really looked cute in the Organization XIII coat. She'd probably hit with a rolled-up poster if she knew I thought that though.
Other than that reason, I think she would really be upset if I did though. I used to wonder why she would freak out over being called cute so much. It's usually a compliment, so I never got that. Though, after she confided in me, I think I understand why now. I think it was used in a different way regarding her; in a way that belittled her. I just hope one day she can know that other people really do mean it when they say that. Until then, it looks like Sayori is the only person who can get away with calling her cute. Not even Monika could get away with doing that.
Monika… Even though we were in the same class last year, we were never really friends. How could we; she was the school idol and I was the guy that would daydream a lot during school. Even when she was nice to me during our few brief interactions, that was to be expected from her. I felt the same way when I joined the club. Like I said before, spending time with the school's idol was too weird to comprehend and her actually showing interest in hanging out with me was even weirder to comprehend.
I think her title made the past me forget that she's still human though. She's as smart as you expect, as athletic as you expect and she just has an aura that attracts people. But despite that, she still has her own fears and doubts and can also suffer awkward moments like anyone else. You'd think a school idol would enjoy the simple fact of putting on a maid outfit would attract the whole school, but she just found the entire situation embarrassing.
I actually learned a lot about her feelings towards her status as we became friends. She actually doesn't really care much for it and would prefer to be around people that like her as Monika and not as the school idol. It's actually kind of weird that there's not more people like that in school. It's like they only pay attention to her and accomplishments and the feelings behind them. It's probably sad that I can give off adjectives that describe her better than most of the school. It's really ironic, her being her is what gained her the status and yet no one pays attention to the "her" part.
But I was like that once also, so why would she have been interested in being friends with me? What made me different from the others? Was it because I was subconsciously trying to be friends with Monika and not the school idol? Maybe it was because she could relate to me when it came to making friends. To my surprise, she sometimes had no idea how friends doing things together worked, even asking me for some help with her slumber party. But despite that, I never doubted she would really have no problems when it came friends just because she's caring and always tries to encourage others rather looking down on them when she's clearly in a position to do so. I just hope that one days others can see what we see.
Sayori… This is going to be a tough one. It's kinda hard to write about Sayori because Granny Hisa used to tease me about having a crush on her. Probably didn't help that we used to hold hands and hug a lot. Sayori is still a hugger though. Actually, she's still pretty much the same person she was when we were younger and that was honestly a relief. She's been pretty forgiving considering I essentially ditched her to be alone even though I don't deserve it. I'm both relived and feel bad about something that makes her her; I really am weird.
That fact aside though, Sayori has always had my back even if I didn't always appreciate it. She tried to snap me out of my funk, but I wouldn't listen until I accidently heard how lonely she's been for the last few years. I'm still mad at myself that that only happened because I pretended to be asleep because I couldn't face her back then. Even so, I knew I had to make up for being a bad friend and join the club. I think it was selfish off me to try and reconnect with someone I hurt. I wanted to do it for her and I wanted to do it for myself. Even though the whole situation was my fault, I always did regret closing myself off like that and I don't think any amount of "it's understandable" will make that guilt go away.
Changing gears before this becomes too negative; Sayori is also still as clumsy as she used to be. I think it says something that our first run-in in a while was literally her running into me. She's also as sneaky as she used to be or at least she tries to be sneaky. Though I kinda have experience, so I can sometimes see it coming.
But back to my first point, Sayori has my back and she also has the backs of anyone else she considers her friends. She really likes to make people happy and I'm probably living proof of her success there. I'm sure that's why she's the Vice-President of the Literature Club and just as you'd expect from her, it's a position she hardly flaunts around. It's really funny considering how sneaky she can be sometimes, you think she would. The only thing I can't understand is why she sometimes gets so weird when it comes to doing things that we did when we were kids. She was initially against me carrying her on my back when I first offered earlier this year; maybe it's inappropriate for teenagers to do that.
I really did miss hanging out with Sayori. She's my best friend and I'm really glad that she is. I just need to make sure that I don't mess things up again.
After joining the club, I also met a few other people throughout the school year. The first was Fuyu.
Fuyu's the school council president and has a reputation for being an ice queen. She certainly lived up to that reputation when we first met. She was very professional, but in such a way that it was really intimidating. Despite that though, she can also the opposite of an ice queen. Sayori told me about her gushing over Rei's Link costume and she certainly didn't mind trying to cheer me up even though it involved sharing a cardboard box with me.
I also didn't expect someone with her reputation to be such a video game buff. She threw a few Metal Gear references my way and Sayori told me how she effortlessly explained to Natsuki Kingdom Hearts: Dark Seeker Saga's release history.
Actually, what I really never expected was her being so trusting of me at first, offering me vice-presidency and leaving me to make sure Rei knows her way around school was confusing until I found out that we actually met before when we were younger. I only vaguely recall it, but I once helped her when she was blind and had no way to get home. I was really surprised that she remembered something like that.
Sometime later, I met Kiyoko. Or maybe, I should say that I met her basketball first. Either way, it was a sudden meeting. To make things even weirder, it turns out we share a few classes and I never noticed. I felt a little embarrassed over that fact, but her casual behavior quickly fixed that. I actually never met anyone my age that casual before. She's so casual that even birds have no issue with her. It's probably her casual nature that makes it easier to talk to her despite not knowing each other that well. At least, I don't know as much about her as much as she knows about me. I think she's like Natsuki when it comes to judging people.
Finally, there's Rei. I honestly don't know much about her because she never talks. Not only that, but she's hard to read because she doesn't really emote either. It was really awkward the first day we were together. It really was like when Roxas had his first mission with Xion. I don't really know why it is she's so silent but it's not really my place to try and find out. There is one thing that I do know about her though: she moves and fights like someone from fiction. The way she moved during the Royal Rumble was like Ultra Instinct Goku. I wonder if her Link costume was because of Fuyu or her own interest. I sometimes wonder what she thinks of us. If she doesn't consider us friends, is there any way for that to happen?
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Looking over this, it's funny how I went from expressing my own doubts and ended up writing about my friends. They always told me what they thought of me, but I don't think I ever did the same. What do they mean to me?
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This was never the life I thought I would ever have. I always considered lucky myself to have Sayori in my life and now I have even more friends.
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They…
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Is this really alright, Hiroko? What would you say if you could see this with your own eyes?"
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I'm sorry, in the end; I'm going to have to be selfish for a little while longer. I need to think of a way to express what they mean to me.
A/N: Thank you for reaching the end. If only I could find a way to better celebrate writing something that I had no idea I would be writing for this long. Maybe I should just sketch a design for Shujinkou so people could have a face to put with the character. Well, I guess I really should just focus on bringing the current arc to an end already.
Chapter 71: Happiness
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A solemn sigh burst through Shujinkou's lips as he looked over what he had previously written. "Selfish… Maybe that's all I've been this whole time. I felt like I was being selfish ignoring the effect shutting myself away had on those I cared about. But even if I apologize… Does that even make it anywhere close to right? A good friend… All the things nice things that have been said to me… Can I really believe them?"
"Believe what?" Shujinkou glanced up from his sketchbook , his eyes widening with surprise when he realized Monika was standing next to him. "Monika?!"
He instinctively closed his sketchbook as she sat down next to him.
"Were you drawing something?" she asked, her curious eyes drawing to his book.
"No, I was just writing..." Shujinkou's cheeks slightly grew red as he stopped himself from saying anymore. "…about stuff… in my sketchbook… because I didn't have a regular book to write in… Please stop me…"
"I don't know, Shujinkou, I'm kinda enjoying watching you like this," Monika giggled. "But I'll change the subject for you."
"Thank you…"
"So, are you excited for the big festival tomorrow?"
"Mm-hmm," Shujinkou glanced out of the front entrance and briefly watched the storm he previously wrote about. It was so bad he could hardly see past it; like it was curtain blocking the outside world. "It's a good thing these kinds of things take place in the evening or else the whole thing would be ruined and that's the last thing we need."
"What do you mean by that?" Monika queried.
"It's just that we kind of had a little bad luck this so far on this trip," Shujinkou answered. "First we miss the entire first day due to trying to find a way here, then Natsuki was forced into the Royal Rumble which kept her from doing what she wanted to do and now we're trapped in here due to severe weather."
"I guess. But there are positives to go along with it. You still got to go back to an anime convention, we got to see a little of Fuyu's non-serious side, I got some insight thanks to Kiyoko, We learned that Rei is extremely good in a mob fight, Natsuki became queen of the convention and reconciled with Yuri…"
A surprise look crossed Shujinkou's face.
"We talked," Monika explained. "So, you shouldn't begin to think that things were bad for the most part."
Silence inserted itself in their conversation as Shujinkou glanced at his sketchbook. "Hey, Monika… Do you think I've been a good friend?"
"No, I don't think that at all," a smile crossed her face after saying that. "I know that. Been knew that."
"Been knew?" Shujinkou questioned.
"I just always had a feeling about that since last year."
"You thought that since last year?" the young man was unable to hide his surprise hearing such a thing. "From last year's me? Constantly daydreaming in class me?"
"Mm-hmm and it looks like I was right," Monika continued with a smile.
"Wow. That's really surprising you could think that from how I was last year." Shujinkou sighed and took another brief glance at his sketchbook. "Everyone keeps saying how I'm a little different from earlier this year and that I'm a good friend, but no matter how many times that's aid to me, I don't really feel that way. I mean, I know I'm not a sad sack anymore but… maybe everyone is just exaggerating."
"Hmm…" Monika remained silent as she turned her gaze away from Shujinkou. "Hey, Shujinkou… What are your happiest moments?"
"Huh? My happiest moments?"
"You know; moments where you're so happy you can't help but beam with joy. Moments like those are often given to a person by someone else," Monika's gaze, now filled with curiosity, returned to Shujinkou. "How do you feel when someone is feeling troubled?"
"I feel…" Shujinkou closed his eyes as he pondered Monika's question. "I feel uncomfortable."
"Which makes you want to…?"
"Cheer them up?"
"Mm-hmm. Doing such things is creating happy moments for those you do that for which, to that person, is very special to them."
"But, wouldn't that just mean that I'm doing it just so I feel better?"
"Hmm…" Monika completely turned away from the questioner for 2 minutes before turning back to say, "Let me ask you another question. How did you feel when Sayori asked you to join the club?"
"I felt disbelief that she even asked me in the first place, I felt uncomfortable being there and I had to leav- No, I wanted to leave, but…" Memories of what occurred the moment he tried to leave flashed through Shujinkou's mind, reminding him of one of his many regrets. "Sayori wanted me to join."
"And did you think that you needed to join just to clear your own guilty conscious?" Monika questioned.
"No, I… I just didn't want to imagine Sayori having such a face ever again."
"What about whenever Yuri and Natsuki were ever upset? Did you just try and make them feel better for selfish reasons or because you hate seeing them like that?"
"I guess the second one…"
"What about me?"
"Monika, I don't think I've really seen you upset."
"I guess I'm just good at hiding it. But I asked that to get to this; when you first joined the club, you made it clear that you held no value for yourself. You made remarks about how you had to do something to justify you being there even though I think being there for your friend is more than enough to justify that. And even though you initially came off as a little distant, you've always been respectful to us and considered our feeling. Whenever something came up, you never really hesitated to act even if it felt awkward on your part.
Going off what you said earlier, you were probably told something similar to that already. But let me add something to it." Monika's expression subtly changed as her cheeks slightly grew red. "You know, even though I'm supposed to be the president of the club, I'm not the one who brought us together."
"What do you mean?" Shujinkou asked.
"Sure, I may have created the club and may have had a hand in gathering us together, but truthfully, club relationships weren’t that good. Maybe it was asking too much for us to be the best of friends at first, but things still weren’t as good as they could have been back then. Natsuki and Yuri were at odds and somewhat isolated, Sayori's mind was only on one thing and I had no idea what I was doing. Then you came along and things started to change. Sayori's happiness knew no bounds now that she could hang out with her best friend and you slowly but surely befriended the rest of us too. It was through you, but the club seemed to be a little more connected than before all because you were being the very person you yourself doubted.
It was also nice for me personally because, I always did want to befriend you last year, but I really couldn't get anywhere beyond a couple of greetings. I really didn't know how to genuinely make friends with people. So you being around in the club gave me a chance to achieve that goal and it always astounded me that you looked down on yourself so much. Hanging out together, it was clear that not only you were kind and respectful, but you also knew how to have fun and are really creative. You're a great artist, a good listener and you just seem to have a knack for connecting to others. That last part is something I really respect about you.
It eventually got to the point that I started to think of you as the heart of the group, because without you, the rest of us wouldn't have begun to become friends with each other. Big things like slumber parties and small things like helping carrying manga from point A to point B wouldn't have been possible without your influence."
"She's right, Shujinkou!" Sayori's sudden appearance was enough to cause Shujinkou to jump back. "How can you still doubt yourself when you only joined the club to be a good friend?"
"That reason does make me feel like I was just trying to ease my own guilty conscious…" Shujinkou sorrowfully sighed.
"What about you promising me that you would try to be happier? Would you really go that far to keep such a promise just so you wouldn't feel guilty?"
"Um…"
"And then there was the fact that you spent an entire night planning a scavenger hunt like we always wanted to do as a surprise for me despite already cheering me up by that point. Was that only because you felt guilty?"
"I don't know, I think what I said after the adventure kind of lends to the guilty option."
"Geez, how stubborn can you be?" Shujinkou turned around and was surprised to Natsuki and Yuri standing behind him. The annoyed expression on the former's face was something he hasn't seen from her for awhile. "Monika's text said that you needed cheering up, but I didn't know it was for something like this.
She then crossed her arms in a huff as her cheeks grew rosy red. "Even after everything I said to you last night, you still don't get it?"
"I knew you had your own moments, but I never realize your self-depreciation reached such bounds," Yuri lamented.
"That may be a bit of an exaggeration…" Shujinkou replied.
"Not really, it's just not the only thing. It seems like your stubbornness also knows no bounds," Natsuki interjected. "Seriously, there's being humble and just being annoyingly stubborn. Why is it so hard for you to accept your good points despite you constantly pointing out others?"
"It's just that… I think you guys are making some of the stuff I did seem bigger than they are," Shujinkou solemnly answered. "Especially since I was never the one to do special things. I just… do things…"
An awkward silence inserted itself into the conversation until Sayori finally spoke up, "Shujinkou, you think you may just have joined the club to ease your own guilty conscience. Is that really all there is to it? Is that what our friendship really means to you? You said that you wanted to be best friends again but was that only just so you didn't want to feel guilty?"
"When you first left, I realized that I was being selfish by pressuring you into doing something you didn't want to do. I admitted that much to you."
"But you were just trying to be a good friend," Shujinkou argued.
"So, if what I did was me being a good friend, then how is what you've done any different?"
Shocked by such a point, Shujinkou could only silently scratch his right cheek.
"And what about everything else you've done since then?" Sayori continued. "Was that you being selfish too? Because if you say it's not, then there's only one other thing that could possibly mean."
"But…"
"For the love of-!" Suddenly, Natsuki firmly gripped Shujinkou's shoulders and looked him dead in the eyes. "Just admit it already, Shujinkou. We've all said it, so why can't you? Stop acting like your something you're not and just admit that you're a good friend already!"
Once again stricken with silence, Shujinkou could do nothing but have every moment he's been through for his first semester flash in his head. Remembering such things in the face of his friends trying to get him to admit something he struggled to admit…
At that moment, he was finally able to respond, but not in the way anyone expected him to. Natsuki slowly released her grip on Shujinkou as she watched tears flow out of his eyes.
"Thank you…" he sniffled.
"Come on… You're a boy. Boys don't cry," Natsuki reminded him.
Shujinkou nodded his head; the moment he finished he noticed a handkerchief enter his field of view.
"You can use this, if you want," Yuri offered with a gentle smile.
"Thanks…" Accepting the gift, the young man began to wipe his tears.
"You know what this moment calls for…" an excited grin crossed Sayori's face ash she wrapped her arms around her best friend. "Group hug!"
"Eh?! Natsuki exclaimed.
"Seconded," Monika smiled as she joined in the hug.
"Ah…" Yuri nervously glanced away from the group for a moment and then turned back with a small smile on her face. She then slowly moved closer to the others and joined their group embrace.
"Come on, Natsuki," Sayori insisted.
"Uh…" Natsuki's crossed her arms in a huff with an unsure expression resting on her face. In no time at all she sighed and relented. "…Fine."
With rosy cheeks, she awkwardly moved towards the others and just as awkwardly joined in. "Just don't make this a regular thing…"
"We can make this a regular thing?" Sayori's already excited grin grew even bigger as she pondered that idea.
"Dang it!" she regretfully thought.
As the hug continued, Shujinkou realized something. He felt no awkwardness, no embarrassment nor conflict. There was only one thing he felt at that moment.
"I always considered myself lucky to have Sayori in my life and now I have even more friends," he thought. His lips trembled as he thought about that. But that only lasted for a moment. Before long, he found himself smiling. "I'm... I'm happy."
Chapter 72: Floating Lights
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"Uh…"Shujinkou's cheeks burned bright red as he desperately tried to keep his eyes glued to the ground. But no matter how much he tried, he couldn't help but look up to catch another glimpse. It was like he was drawn in by a magnetic source to behold something that would have been impossible to behold before the school year begun. "This is too much…"
Any other male his age would have considered himself lucky to be in the position he currently found himself in, but Shujinkou could not help but feel extremely uncomfortable over being at the beach with his friends in their swim suits.
"All right, our spot is finally set up," Monika happily announced.
"I mean they're my friends… I can't look at them like that…" Shujinkou thought.
"I seriously still can't believe you guys convinced us to go to the beach," Natsuki complained.
"I mean, how would I feel if they were looking at me like that…?" Shujinkou asked himself.
"How could we go on a summer trip without going to the beach?" Sayori argued. "The experience wouldn't be right without it."
"Then again, that probably wouldn't even happen to me. It's not like I'm my father…" Shujinkou solemnly admitted.
"It's just that…" Natsuki exchanged glances with the group, before she lowered her head, giving her a chance to look at her upper torso. "What's there to even do at the beach?"
"He was always a 'ladies' man'. We're complete opposites when it comes to girls," Shujinkou continued.
"There's lots to do on the beach and it's a good way to kill some time until this evening," Sayori happily answered.
"The closest I am to being like that is that all my friends are female," Shujinkou thought.
"But don't you think the attire that we have to wear at the beach is a little… revealing?" Yuri worried.
"Then again, it's not like I want to be a ladies' man anyway. That's just not me," Shujinkou concluded.
"Honestly, it's not as revealing as anything as some of the cosplay outfits that some wore at the convention," Fuyu pointed out.
"Wonder why he was here anyway? Should I tell Mom and Granny Hisa?" Shujinkou wondered.
"Speaking of which," Sayori turned her gaze to her pink-haired roomate. "Natsuki, you should have brought your crown with you."
"Yeah, I don't think I'm going to wear that while here…" Natsuki crossed her arms as she thought of the reason why. "I really don't need to give that Xemnas guy an indicator of where I am."
She then shifted her gaze towards Rei and remembered how the silent girl performed during the event. "Not to mention, I only won because Rei just gave up during the semi-finals."
"So, what are we going to do while here?" Kiyoko asked.
Natsuki glanced down and, with a look of disbelief, watched Kiyoko stretch out on her towel. "You ask that and yet you look like you're not going to want to move from that spot."
"Well, I do want to make sure I get some downtime at the beach," Kiyoko chuckled.
"Hmm… Shujinkou?" Sayori glanced at her childhood friend, finally realizing that he was lost in his own thoughts. "Shujinkou!"
"Huh?" his train of thoughts brought to an abrupt stop, Shujinkou glanced up at his friends. Such a sight brought back the awkward feelings he left behind earlier. "Oh… um… Did anyone need something?"
"Are you okay, Shujinkou?" Yuri worriedly asked. "You seem a bit distracted."
"Or at least as distracted as you were earlier this year," Natsuki added.
"No, I'm fine… It's just…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he wondered how he could possibly explain how awkward he felt.
"Hm," a small smile stretched across Monika's face as she clapped her hands. "Okay, everyone, why don't we think about this in the water. That way we won't be burning up in the sun."
The group, sans Kiyoko, agreed to her suggestion and began to head to the water until Monika stopped them. "Shujinkou… You sure you want to go swimming in your shirt?"
"Huh? Uh…" Shujinkou glanced down at his upper body, realizing that he was indeed still wearing his shirt. "Oh right…"
He didn't really want to remove his shirt, but considering it was not the type of shirt that should be worn in the water, he had no choice. Slowly and awkwardly, he began to remove his shirt. He would have preferred to just get it over it, but the amount of awkwardness he had to deal with so far today slowed his movements. It felt like an eternity passed for him until he finally completed his task; the moment he finished he found that the girl were silently staring at him.
"What? Is there something on my chest?" Shujinkou examined every inch of his upper body but couldn't find anything wrong. With no clue of what was happening, the young man could only scratch of his right cheek. "Guys?"
"Huh?" the girls responded in unison. It was as if they had just awoken from a trance.
"Um, actually… I think I want to go make a sand castle…" Shujinkou said, slowly backing away. "So, I'll just make one by our stuff."
The flustered young man wasted no time in turning around and walking back to where they left their possessions. Once there, he grabbed a small shovel and pail and began constructing his sand castle.
"Were they eyeing me?" he wondered with bright red cheeks. "I want to say that it can't happen because it's me, but there's no other explanation I can think of. And even if I could think of one, how do I know that it isn't just a result of my self-depreciation? I never figured I could have that kind of effect on girls, but then again there were a lot of things I never expected to happen happen. Maybe I did get something from my father in that department after all… Or maybe I'm just going to the other extreme on the appreciation/depreciation scale.
Either way, my heart can't take all of this; I won't be able to make it to the fireworks tonight if this keeps up. Maybe I can find a cardboard box and hide there for a few hours… Nah, that wouldn't be nice. I should really just suck it up and get back out there."
A deep sigh burrowed through his sealed lips. "That's easier said than done…"
The troubled young man continued to work on his sand castle, smoothing out the walls and building a lookout tower on the four corners of his of his property. But just as he began to work on an expansion on the rear, a hand, possessing a seashell, entered his field of view. Following the hand to its source, he would soon discover it belonged to a very familiar silent girl kneeling right beside him.
"Did you find this on the beach?" Shujinkou asked.
As usual, Rei did not answer his question. Instead she just simply moved the seashell closer to him. It looked as if she was offering it to him. Going by that assumption, Shujinkou slowly reached for the shell and lifted it off her hand.
"Thanks, but don't you want it?" he asked.
Rei simply stared at him. In the face of such an awkward silence, Shujinkou raised the shell to his right ear and closed his eyes. It was just like when he visited the beach when he was younger; any shell he came across, he would lift to his ears to see if he could hear the ocean. He used to think that of course you would hear the ocean near the sea and as he later found out in life, he was partially right. Still, hearing the quiet roars of the ocean's waves crashing onto the beach filled him with a since of nostalgia; a feeling that would usually have filled him with sorrow and yet he didn't feel that way this time. He felt a sense of serenity, a feeling he hasn't felt in a long time.
He then opened his eyes and found Rei still staring at him. But there was something different about her stare this time. It looked like she was confused.
"Hey, did you know that if you hold a seashell to your ear, you can hear the ocean?" Shujinkou presented the shell to the silent girl in front of him, urging her to accept it back from him.
Without saying a word, Rei accepted the shell and raised it to her left ear. The young man sitting next to her watched her only visible eye close and her expression change to one he had yet to see from her. She looked tranquil.
"Wow…" Shujinkou quickly shifted his gaze upwards and found Fuyu standing next to them. "I've never seen her look so… calm."
"Never?" Surprise was all Shujinkou felt at that moment. Deep down, he assumed that Fuyu had seen Rei emote at least a little more than what he had seen
"Not even when she's asleep," Fuyu answered. "It makes me wonder what she'll look like when she sees the flowers that had caught her eye."
She then awkwardly adjusted her glasses and sighed. "Hey, Shujinkou…"
"Yeah?"
"Thanks for inviting us out here. I know it had to be weird since it's not like we're more aquantences than friends."
"You know… Kiyoko said something similar to that. I invited her out here on this trip even though we haven't really interacted that much." Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he chuckled. "You know, 24 hours ago, I probably would have some sort of negative reason for why I did so. But, I think I already admitted the real reason. I know we're not really close friends or anything, but I would like it if we could at least become friends."
"R-Really? Fuyu's cheeks faintly grew red as she adjusted her glasses. "That's weird to hear. Not many people want to be friends with the 'ice queen' student president. For justifiable reasons."
"Hey, Fuyu, why do you have a scary presidential side?" Shujinkou questioned.
"Believe it or not, I was kinda worried that I wouldn't really be taken seriously as president if I was myself. So, I tried to put up a very professional act that ended up coming off as a scary ice queen. Honestly, at this point, I think that it's pretty much a part of cause I can turn it on and off like a switch. From an outside perspective though, I'm probably come off as living by the age-old phrase, 'It's better to be feared, than love.'"
"Huh, sounds similar to the philosophy that I went by for a while, "It's better to live in fantasy, than live in reality'. Though because of that, I sometimes kinda just blank out of reality. Mine's not always a flip of the switch."
"Mom would say that's pretty unhealthy. But… it sounds nice to do sometimes."
"Yeah, well… I didn't do it short bursts. But I think that I'm getting better."
"Hm..."
"Hey, Shujinkou," the young man followed the sudden voice to its source to find Monika smiling down at him. "You think I can take a moment of your time?"
"Huh?" that was all he was able to say before she reached down and softly squeezed his right hand. The sudden contact momentarily stopped all of his thought processes, making it easier for her to guide him on his feet and toward the water. By the time he snapped out of his trance, Shujinkou found himself swimming with Monika. "What's happening?"
"Just making sure you enjoy some time in the water," Monika giggled.
"Uh…" Shujinkou glanced down at the water as he realized what kind of situation he was in. But we wasn't alone with his thoughts for long as he felt his hands connected to Monika's and was once again guided through the water. "Um, Monika…"
"Yeah?"
"Um… I'm feeling kinda…"
"Awkward?"
"Y-Yeah…"
Shujinkou then felt his arms gently tugged forward and found himself only a few inches away from Monika.
"I was wrong earlier; I shouldn't try to suck it up! I'm really not going to make it to tonight at this rate!" he thought.
"Is it as awkward as when I was dressed as a maid?" she asked.
"I guess that would be more awkward…"
"Yeah… Imagine a lot of people you don't know arriving just to stare at you. The only thing worse than that is having your friends catch you in that situation. That was super awkward. Don't think there has been a more awkward moment in my life."
"Really? I kinda expected you having to kiss me just to keep your story a secret would be your most awkward moment." The moment those words left his mouth, Shujinkou had to fight the urge to kick himself for admitting that out loud.
"Far from it," Monika flashed a knowing smile as she said that. "It's actually connected to a personal victory."
"Personal victory? She must be connecting it to her not having to reveal her story," Shujinkou concluded. "I never expected her to do such a thing to win. I hope I never have to seriously compete with her."
The moment he finished riding his train of thoughts, he realized that Monika had been silently smiling at him the entire time.
"And I'm sinking," putting on a casual façade, Shujinkou proceeded to sink under the water to give him breather from the tense atmosphere. Not too long after diving, he felt something brush against his left cheek. Due to his current location, he couldn't specify what it was. He wasn't even sure if "brush" was the proper way to explain what her felt. Perhaps pressed was against his cheek was a better description, but since it only lasted a few seconds, he couldn't be too sure. But despite that, he cheeks couldn't help but turn bright red; this act only serving to add to the confusion. He immediately resurfaced only to find Monika was no longer in front of him. "Monika?"
He then felt something tap his right shoulder, prompting Shujinkou to turn around to find his frined giggling behind him with equally red cheeks.
"Race you to the shore!" she suddenly said before taking off towards the finish line.
"Not even going to try…" he weakly chuckled. Knowing he was outmatched, Shujinkou proceeded to take his time swimming to the shore. The moment he finally reached land again, his vision immediately went black.
"Guess who?" he heard.
"Sayori," he answered.
He heard the sound of giggling as light returned to his eyes.
"You always get that right," Sayori's grinning face soon jumped into his view.
"Well, you are the only one who does that to me," Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
"Oh, by the way, check out what I did with Yuri," she directed his gaze towards their aforementioned friend. She was reading a book like she was often seen doing, but there was something different about her this particular time.
"Yuri?" Shujinkou called.
"Yes?" the young maiden glanced up from her book with a curious look on her face.
"You're a mermaid," Shujinkou glanced at her lower body, currently covered in sand that was shaped after a mermaid's tail.
"Well… I didn't see any harm in participating in such a thing," Yuri replied. "I think it will be nice to one day look back and remember that I was a mermaid once."
"Just like I do when Shujinkou made me a turtle," Sayori interjected.
"You made Sayori a turtle?" Natsuki asked as she approached the three.
"Actually, I was going for a Koppa Troppa from the Super Mario games," he answered.
"So… a turtle."
"Well… Pretty much." Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he thought about the designs of one of the most iconic enemies from the Mario franchise. But like every other time he did so, he eventually found himself wondering why none of them looked like their king, Bowser. He then slapped his cheeks, effectively bringing a halt to his train of thoughts before he could lose himself again. The moment he was firmly brought back to reality, he couldn't help but notice Natsuki wearing a very intense expression on face as she silently stared at him. "Natsuki?"
"Huh?" appearing as she had just awoken from a trance, the pink-haired girl violently shook her head before slapping her own cheeks.
"Are you okay?"
"Y-Yeah. I was just thinking about Sayori being a turtle. It just sounds weird."
"It wasn't that weird. I made a great turtle," Sayori protested.
"And how long did it take you to burst out of the sand shell?" Natsuki questioned.
"Eh…" a nervous chuckle was all Sayori could respond with. "Um, hey, don't you think Yuri looks great as a mermaid?"
"I don't think it's fair to use me as a way to change the subject," Yuri said in response to Sayori's question.
"Uo…" with no other choice, Sayori ducked down and started digging in the sand. When she had the amount of sand she desired, she crawled into the hole she dug and started to fill it up.
"What are you doing?" Natsuki asked.
"I'm showing you that I can be a great turtle!" Sayori answered in a huff.
"Koppa Troppa," Shujinkou corrected.
"Koppa Troppa!" Sayori declared.
"Where?" Fuyu curiously asked.
"Sayori," Shujinkou answered.
"Sayori's a Koopa Troopa?"
"She's trying to make a Koppa shell."
Fuyu glanced at the results of Sayori's "Koopa Shell."
"It looks like you made yourself a Goomba," Fuyu nervously critiqued.
"Goomba? What's a Goomba?" Yuri questioned.
"You haven't heard of the Goombas?" Fuyu asked back.
"I think I heard it from Yuki…" Yuri mumbled aloud.
"Yuki? Who's Yuki?" Monika asked.
"Oh. Um… She's my younger sister," Yuri answered.
"You have a little sister?!" Natsuki exclaimed. "How come you never mentioned her before?"
"An opportunity never presented itself to ever talk about my home life," Yuri pointed out.
"She's right. The only reason that I knew about her was because Yuri let it slip when we worked on our poster for Granny Hisa," Sayori added.
"Really? So, you knew about Yuki too?" Shujinkou asked.
"Wait… You know about her too, Shujinkou?" Sayori gasped.
"Did everyone here know that Yuri had a little sister?" Natsuki wondered aloud.
"I found out about her yesterday," Monika nervously admitted.
"Urk-" taken aback by from what she had heard in the past few moments, Natsuki couldn't help but express how she felt. "Why does it feel like I'm always the last to know these things?"
At that moment, Kiyoko slowly sat up and stretched her arms. "What are you guys talking about? You talking about, Yuki?"
"You knew too?!" Natsuki exclaimed once more.
"Just kidding," Kiyoko chuckled. "Sorry; couldn't resist."
Later that night, Shujinkou found himself staring at himself through his bedroom mirror. He felt a sense of nostalgia as he inspected every part of his yukata. "I never thought I would be wearing one of these again."
"Been a while since you worn one, huh?" Kiyoko asked as she tied her hair back. "Been a while since I worn one too."
"Really? When was the last time you wore one?"
"To my parents' funeral."
"Oh… Um…" the young man was taken aback by the how his roommate could so casually drop such information. "I-I'm sorry…"
"No need to apologize; I'm the one who brought it up. Anyway, no one told me what to wear, so I picked the closest thing that I thought looked appropriate. I really stood out in the crowd that day."
"…I'm sorry."
"Seriously, you don't need to apologize."
She stood up and brushed her ponytail off her shoulder. "You ready to go?"
"Y-Yeah…" That was the response Shujinkou could muster up. He was still stuck on how Kiyoko could be so casual about her parents' funeral.
He proceeded to follow her out of her room and down the hallway.
"So… what happened yesterday?" she suddenly asked.
"What do you mean?" Shujinkou questioned back.
"You seemed to be super happy all day yesterday."
"Oh. I just had a really nice conversation."
"Well, it's good you're happy; wouldn't want you to be super upset on the last night."
"The last night…" those three words reminded Shujinkou of how close school was to starting once again. He would no longer have all the time in the world to do what he wanted or spend time with his friends. "Well, there's no helping that."
The two would soon enter the lobby where the others were waiting. Not too long after they arrived, Lady Hisa approached the group, sighing deeply before crashing into one of the couches. "Finally; some time to rest. I think this was the busiest year yet."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he watched his grandmother bury her head in one of her pillows.
"Good thing everyone leaves for the festival…" she continued.
"Speaking of which, I wonder if there's going to be any special fireworks this year," Sayori wondered aloud.
Hisa's eyes widened as she processed the verbal representation of Sayori's curiosity.
"Oh yeah…" Hisa awkwardly scratched her right cheek as she looked up at her special guests. "There's not going to be any fireworks this year."
"Eh?!" Sayori and Natsuki exclaimed.
"That's kinda what happens when the point that was hit the hardest by yesterday's storm included the stash of fireworks."
"Well, that sucks," Kiyoko casually shrugged.
"But wait…" Fuyu adjusted her glasses as she took a moment to ponder the situation. "It's entirely possible to still have a festival but, in moments likes this, higher ups would try to salvage this by offering an alternative to alleviate disappointment."
"That's exactly what they're doing," Hisa smiled as she sat up. "Instead of fireworks, we're working with floating lanterns, also known as Sky Lanterns."
"Sky lanterns…" Hearing those words reminded Yuri of the afternoon she spent making their hanging variants with Shujinkou. Memories such as those were enough to put a small smile on her face. "I think those would be a good alternative."
"Mm-hmm. All those little lights coming together to light up the sky may be even better than the fireworks could have been," Monika agreed.
While the feeling of relief washed over the girls, Shujinkou was experiencing a different feeling.
"We should hurry up and get to the festival in the city before all the food is gone!" Sayori suddenly said.
"Is food seriously all you ever think about?" Natsuki chastised.
"No. I also sometimes think about the stuff you bake."
"That's still food!"
"Um, guys…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he attracted his friends' gazes. "You think I could catch up with you guys later?"
"Eh?! But why?" Sayori questioned.
"There's just… There's something I have to do for later tonight."
"But what about the festival?"
"I'll make sure I don't miss the whole thing. I just really have to do something before the night is over. Do you think that you could lead them to the place later if I'm not there by then?"
A disappointed look rested on Sayori's face. With no other choice, Shujinkou leaned over to her right ear and whispered what he had to do. In no time at all, Sayori's expression changed from displaying her disappointment to displaying her surprise.
"Really?" she asked.
Shujinkou silently nodded his head.
"Okay, Shujinkou," a big smile stretched across Sayori's face. "Do your best!"
"I'll try," he replied, scratching his right cheek.
With Sayori's urgings, the girls travelled to the city to participate in the local festival as planned. They played games, won prizes and Natsuki had to pry Sayori away from areas that offered food more than once. They also made sure to grab some sky lanterns before they missed a chance.
A few hours later, Sayori led the group a little way from the city in order to introduce them to the location Shujinkou had promised to take Rei. The moment they arrived, the girls were in complete awe of the beauty the field of Night Lotuses offered them.
"They're so pretty," Yuri admired.
Rei walked closer to the field of flowers and kneeled down next them.
"Hey, they're letting the lights fly!" Sayori suddenly announced, prompting the others to look up.
As she said, a plethora of lanterns were slowly floating up into the air.
"Guess it's time for us to also do the same," Fuyu said.
"Ah! But Shujinkou isn't here yet! We can't do it without him!" Sayori insisted.
Just then, she felt a hand rest on her shoulder. "Guess who?"
"Shujinkou?! You made it!" Sayori beamed.
"Mm-hmm," he nodded.
"Yeesh, what were you doing that made you almost miss everything?" Natsuki queried.
"Something very important," Shujinkou said with a smile.
Taken aback by such a happy answer, Natsuki found herself unable to respond back.
"Alright then…" Monika reached for her lantern and held it close to her. "We don't want to get left behind by everyone else."
Following Monika's example, the rest of the group lit up their lanterns and held it in the air. "Okay everyone… Let them fly!"
All at once, they let go of their lanterns watching in awe as they float up to join the others.
"Last but not least," Shujinkou reached down and picked up another lantern. Unlike the other ones, this one appeared custom made. Its brilliant blue coloring and bright yellow star centered on all four sides contrasted greatly to the others. "This one's for you, Hiroko."
He then lit the lantern up and watched it float away from him. As it continued to float up to the sky, its shape suddenly began to distort and grow blurry. He then felt something hot run down his cheeks, prompting Shujinkou to wipe his eyes before anyway could see his tears.
"See ya…" a small smile formed on his face as he tried his best to blink back his tears.
DDLC My Reality Act 1: The End
Chapter 73: Afterword #3
Chapter Text
So… Last afterword I mentioned how fast time flew by when the 1st year anniversary arrived. This time I'll express my disbelief on how I've spent 2 years writing this story. I can believe 1 year, but 2 is a little out there. It's really incredible to me because this fanfiction came about at a time where I was feeling really low as a writer. I made a bunch of crossover Nickelodeon fanfictions, but at some point I was just getting lazy. My writing wasn't the best but those were better than my first fanfictions where I was a total beginner and wrote in script and got so many harsh reviews it's a wonder how my rookie spirit wasn't crushed. I'm so grateful to the people who did like the story despite the script writing and out there plot and to the people who actually critiqued and gave advice. It really did help in the long run. As for the people who gave me such harsh reviews… I can't really blame them; the story really did suck. It had potential, but it couldn't be saved. Even now that I feel more confident than I ever had and looked back on it, it couldn't be saved. I had to do a hard reset. But that's another documentary length story I'll possibly save for a possible afterword for that story (Seriously the history behind it has a high chance of being much, much longer than the history for this one).
So after 50 plus chapters of my original run of Adventures of the NGS Trio, I decided that I wanted to try and tell a 1st-person Metal Gear fanfic starring Venom Snake. It was okay. I was a little lazy on that one too, but in my defense, I had no experience with telling a story with really deep depth. Maybe that's why I could get away with my Nickelodeon crossovers, but even then I got pretty lazy regarding those at some point. Thinking back, I believe I was giving more style than substance. I would just have something I thought was cool or funny without the appropriate build-up which meant the impact was poor. And eventually, I just couldn't think of anything to write. I mean I had ideas, but none that I could fully realize. Some I even started but never finished and eventually I was losing the confidence I was building up.
And then I got the idea to write this story. This one probably would have been a make-it or break-it for me. I wouldn't have quit as a writer, but I probably would have been in for a long hiatus. But, I was determined for this one and did something I didn't do for my others stories even after I got out of script writing. I read my old chapter books to learn about sentence and paragraph structure. I studied how dialogue worked, other words to use instead of just said and how to establish characteristics and appearances with character actions.
Going a bit off subject but it was actually during that time that I realized that I could still include a lot of dialogue in writing. One of my favorite parts of writing is the dialogue. I can't explain why at the moment, but I love writing character dialogue. It was actually one of the reasons I choose script over novel writing. I used to think I wouldn't be able to include that much dialogue unless I wrote in script. Well, considering all the dialogue I put in this story, in hindsight this is just hilarious trivia. Another piece of un-important trivia is that when I do the dialogue in this story, I sometimes just write without stopping because the character's replies to each other would just come to me.
Back on track, I was ready to put the results of education to work. I got to work that night, went to sleep, woke in the morning, got back to work and by 1:10 p.m. I realized something. I was retreading the beginning of the game. I thought I could just insert Shujinkou and alter some dialogue then get to the real meat of the story, but fortunately I remembered first impressions were vital. Hardly anyone was going to read because they did not come for a retread and Shujinkou was not interesting enough to hook readers in. Plus, this was a fanfic; anyone reading this was already a fan and knew the universe. Those revelations made me realized that I just needed to work on Shujinkou, establish his place in the story and his relationship with the girls.
So, I had to start all over again. The problem for me though was that I was determined to post it on that same day. That's not the reason for the short chapter length; I just wasn't good with making long chapters back then. So, I got to work and by the time I was finished it was around 5 p.m. It was finally time to post the story and I was nervous. Like I said earlier, my confidence sort of tanked and I had legitimate fears that I may get harshly ridiculed like with my second fanfiction. To my absolute shock, I actually got a review that was good. Not only that, but I was under the belief that my stories were the only thing that got readers through my bad writing, and yet my writing was the thing that was complimented. The very subject that probably made the worst impression on readers and I got complimented for it. I had to let that sink in for a bit.
I was also afraid I would be criticized for getting characterization wrong, despite studying the game to make sure I would get the characters to act and respond how they should. In fact, I'm always worried about that one. The rest is history from there. I wanted to focus on the development of the characters and the strengthening of their bonds. I always reminded myself that one nice moment between two people does not instantly make them the best of friends, because I wanted to avoid the same pitfalls that got me before. This time I wanted substance, not just style and took my time with the characters. It was also because of this story that I realized that while good establishing character moments are important, I don't have to dump every single character trait on the first go. Which brings me to the biggest risk this story faced when writing it: Shujinkou.
I mentioned this before but I wanted to make sure that I didn't create a bland protagonist, but I also couldn't think of anything that would have made him stand out. It was my first time telling a slice of life story so it's not like I could have a spectacular opening scene that involves sneaking into an enemy camp or see a man lifting a car over his shoulders. There was also a little pressure regarding the fact that if I couldn't get people to like him enough, the story was doomed. Giving him his daydreaming quirk was to remedy his blandness but before that became a genuine personality trait; I kind of viewed it as more of a gimmick/crutch to rely on until I could give Shujinkou something. The same goes for his cheek scratching tic. When I did get a semblance of an idea, it was that Shujinkou would be kind, but also sort of indifferent to the world around him as well. That obviously didn't last long and I'm not even sure how well that idea translated to the story. But it worked out for the best because that character evolution also served as great character development in my personal opinion. I also had the idea of having him compare his situation to fictional media, but I never found a moment for that trait to show and I eventually forgot about it.
The thing was, I didn't want him to be just a pair of eyes to view the world of the story but an actual character. Believe or not, throughout the entire first act, I always asked myself whether Shujinkou was a generic avatar for the reader or was there enough to him that made him stand out as his own character. It was because of that question I always asked myself that I would always add little things that weren't always important but felt human and unique to his character.
What could he possibly do when upset? He may hide in a cardboard box to think out his problems. How could he possibly confront a major moral decision? His shoulder angel and devil can appear in the form of Mickey Mouse. What will he do sometimes when reading at home? He may play with a bubble pipe to feel distinguished. I made sure to put in little stuff like those that don't affect the story, but I thought added more character to him.
I also always made sure to show off how his thought process works and how he can sometimes get lost in his own thoughts, like in the Chapter 52 where it begins with him thinking of his history playing the first three Sly Cooper games. Far from the indifferent daydreamer he was at the start, Shujinkou became a kind individual who cares for those around him no matter how strong their bond is and is willing to do things that he would consider awkward just to keep them from being upset, while at the same time seeing himself as nothing special.
You would think him thinking he was nothing special was just him being instinctively humble, but it was later shown to be a part of his own self-depreciation, an aspect of his character I wasn't fully aware of. He would also blame himself in a situation, but would never allow others to blame themselves or try to find a way to cheer them up. Maybe the self-depreciation thing was an attempt to keep him from being the perfect nice guy, I don't really know. Sometimes characters can just grow on their own, but I am happy Shujinkou's character as he is now. Slowly allowing himself to open up to others again and just developing via the friendships he made like he helped the girls develop through the friendship he's given them.
That was the ultimate goal of the story, for the characters to grow and learn to support each other. Shujinkou was always the thread that connected the club, but it would allow them to begin to grow closer to each other later. I had some qualms about labeling Shujinkou as "The Heart" of the club, but considering how I wrote the story, I couldn't deny that fact.
Family Dynamic
I guess before I move away from just discussing Shujinkou, I should probably get into his family dynamic. I promised I would answer any questions that I could, so here goes. To start things off, let's talk about him and his father, Jomei. Jomei was always a distant man to his son, which served to plant the seeds of his self-depreciation. If his own father appeared to not care for him much, why would he believe others would? He also had the misfortune of walking in on his father during a very intimate moment. After Jomei left, Shujinkou blamed himself. His father's sudden departure also contributed to him closing himself off from everyone and he began his habit of daydreaming to escape reality.
As for his mother, Hiro, the two share a close bond. She's always been caring to her son and Sayori and during his period of shutting himself off, she would engage in activities with him in an attempt to make him happy. While Shujinkou recognized this after joining the Literature Club, but that period deeply saddened her and she would sometime cry herself to sleep over what happened to trigger Shujinkou's unhealthy habit.
In regards to her relationship to Jomei, they never really had any fights though she would always ask if he would be a bit more fatherly. He never said anything to anyone when he left, and while his sudden departure hurt Hiro, she had more pressing matter to deal with. She doesn't hate him; she actually doesn't really know how to feel about him. Though if they were to run into each other, she would most likely be emotionally unprepared for such an encounter.
I also made sure to make it obvious how Sayori feels about Jomei. While she has affectionate nicknames for Shujinkou's family such as "Auntie H" and "Granny Hisa", she simply refers to Jomei by his name or "Shujinkou's Father". Though she'll be cheerful around him like she is with everyone else, Sayori never really liked how much he upset Shujinkou as a child which evolved to just plain not liking him after he left. The only reason she suggested Shujinkou should spend time with him during their reuninon was because she hoped it would help him gain closure. Shujinkou was aware of this fact, which is why he never told how their day really went. Despite keeping to himself about what really happened, Sayori suspects that it wasn't good.
Hisa shares Sayori's sentiments towards Jomei and won't really hesitate to express how much she does not like him to his face.
Original Characters
This is a subject I dreaded when I got past Chapter 1. I knew there was only so long I could go on without introducing new characters regardless of their importance. I didn't have complete belief that I was handling Shujinkou that well at first, so I had even less belief that I could make more characters that were actually compelling. Even now, I still wonder. But if Shujinkou is anything to go by, maybe it's a good thing. It makes me strive to constantly work on their character and avoid being lazy with their characterization. Like I said earlier, I probably wouldn't have added all those little things that aided in building Shujinkou's character if I wasn't a little unsure. Anyway let's get on to the original characters I made so far.
- Fuyu: Making her debut in Chapter 14, I was wondering what kind of person she would be. All I had at first was Student Council President, but that's not a character trait. I couldn't decide between cold and distant or warm and compassionate. So I decided to compromise and created her "President Mode", a state where she appeared to be a no-nonsense individual. It's because of this state that caused her to develop a reputation as an "ice queen." Until her debut, Monika was the only one was not disturbed by her presidential mode, though this may be due to the fact that she helped her get elected in the first place.
When she's not on duty, she plays video games. She's such a big video game enthusiast that she researches general trivia and could understand almost any video game reference. Her love of video games also provided Shujinkou some comfort as it gave him something to talk to her about.
She's also the daughter of a therapist and tries to keep her mother from psycho-analyzing everyone.
- Akuma: Don't really want to talk about him.
- Hiro: So here's the thing about Hiro… She was basically Hisa. I thought of her first, gave her the personality that Hisa had and one chapter after her debut I changed my mind about that. Instead I decided to try and make her a little closer to Shujinkou; not a clone, but to be a little similar. She can be a bit socially awkward and somewhat introverted which contrasts her mother.
She also likes sewing, but is currently bad at it and constantly tells herself not to do it without her teacher around. She doesn't listen.
But despite all that, she deeply cares for Shujinkou and Sayori to the point where the latter considers her an aunt. She also has no issue with the fact that all of Shujinkou's friends are girls, but constantly worries over saying or doing that could embarrass him. She really does not want her son to think she assumed he joined a literature club just to be around girls.
- Hisa: Shujinkou's young-looking grandmother, something the Monika, Yuri and Natsuki could not get over at first. The fact that she looks so young despite her age actually makes them wonder if Shujinkou and Hiro will look that young in the future. Hisa herself is business professional with a playful side. She can't help to tease Shujinkou over his current situation, but she's well aware that he had no alternative motives to joining a club that was then comprised of girls.
Unlike Hiro, she shares Shujinkou's cheek scratching habit, but does not do it as often as he does. She can be kind and fun to be around, but if you get on her bad side, she can knock a person unconscious like she with Jomei.
I was initially wary about giving Shujinkou a maternal grandmother that owned a very popular spa resort because of the implication being that he came from money. That said, she was never asked for money and doesn't spoil Shujinkou any more than a grandmother would. She also shares a close relationship with Sayori to where one would assume that they were related.
- Jomei: I pretty much said all I had to about Jomei earlier so I guess all I can say is that he travels a lot after leaving his son and wife behind.
- Kiyoko: After the events of the spa resort arc, I wanted to introduce a character with a calm and casual personality. She's so calm in fact that birds have no problem approaching her and she doesn't mind their company. She also sleeps whenever she can at school and yet makes good grades. Her casual attitude towards moments that would elicit more negative reactions from others was something that confused Shujinkou at first, but he eventually found it easy to talk to her because of it.
She's an observant individual and her calm mindset allows her to keep a rational mind in stressful situations. This mindset also makes it almost impossible to really get upset; not even the death of her parents got much of a reaction from her.
She also has no problems stating what kind of relationship she has with others, such as when she casually pointed out to Shujinkou that despite their few good interactions, they were not friends. Though she had no problem becoming friends with him, she knew that at that moment they were acquaintances at best.
- Yuki and Yumi: Ah, the fear of creating family members that will look foolish if canon family members were ever introduced. But I had an idea and I needed to family members to exist for the plot. Despite that mentality, I fully intended to give the characters the same effort when it came to personalities as I did with Shujinkou.
Let's start with Yuki. She's a little girl that adores her older sibling and her stuffed companion, Grimm. Grimm used to be a normal stuffed bear, but Yuki took it apart and sewed it back together because she thought it looked cooler that way. She'll sometimes do it again depending Grimm's mood. Despite her bright and cheerful disposition, she's into things that kids would consider creepy and would rather read the original versions of fairy tales than the versions that were altered for kids her age. Some kids may think she's a little weird because of this, but she doesn't really care.
She also developed an instant liking to Shujinkou due to his willingness to play with her and liked him even more after learning that she went along with Yuri's charade with the hopes that they get together for real.
As for Yumi, I can't avoid thinking about Code Lyoko whenever I bring her up. Anyway, I guess I was going for a calm woman that takes things in stride. For example, instead of being mad that she was lied to during her debut appearance, she'd rather see it as someone putting themselves through an awkward experience to help her daughter. It's because of this that Shujinkou is likely to be a little less nervous around her if they ever run into each other again.
- Rei: Rei's conception was due to my out of nowhere desire to work with a silent character; a character that you would have to pay attention to their actions to gain an understanding of who they are. She's also the adopted sibling of Fuyu a fact that shocked Shujinkou and Sayori when they found out. But despite being siblings, Rei does not act any different around her than with the others. As such Fuyu has no idea what their relationship is, but still looks out for her like any sibling would. Also, due to her silence and lack of visible emotions, others try their best to avoid treating her like she's incapable of functioning on her own.
Despite that, she does seem to have trouble understanding a few things that others are well aware of, which makes it harder for the others to avoid slipping into babying her. She also prefers to wear shirts and jackets that cover up her hands for some reason or another.
Hiroko: ?
Behind the Scenes
Chapters 46-49: Selfish. So following Doki Doki Slumber Party, I suddenly felt an intense need to tell the tale of how Shujinkou ended up joining the Literature Club. I did originally plan on having the story unfold exclusively from Sayori's perspective, but that was later changed as I felt that it would be better to see both of their perspectives. I also used this story as a chance to show what Shujinkou was like before he joined the club.
My personal favorite part of this 4-parter was writing Sayori's dialogue for Selfish Part 4. I guess it was I felt like I truly earned any emotional impact that scene may have had. I don't if it impacted anyone, but my empathy with fictional characters had me tearing up (Though it may also just be that thinking about tears, causes me to tear up a little no matter my mood).
Chapter 50: Alone in a Boy's Room II. As the title indicates, Natsuki finds herself in Shujinkou's home once again. I kinda considered this to be the chapter where she finally drops all her shields around her and cements her belief that Shujinkou is a genuinely nice person.
Chapter 51: End of the First. This chapter was made with the intention to bring the first semester to a close while also setting up the summer section of the story. Had some fun with the dialogue between the club in this one.
Chapter 52: Summer intermission. As the name implies, this chapter begins the intermission between Act 1 and Act 2 (Which is funny considering that I consider the Summer Break section to be part of Act 1…) I always wanted to tell stories during the character's vacation but I also felt like I needed to develop the bonds between the characters even more before I could start Act 2, specifically Monika and Yuri. So I got to work on that right away and began to further Shujinkou and Monika's friendship.
It's in this chapter where Shujinkou starts to feel a bit more comfortable voicing his own ideas.
Chapter 53: Perspective. This chapter came about as a completely random desire to do a chapter from Natsuki's perspective; to show her thoughts and feelings during the events of Alone in a Boy's Room.
Chapter 54: Downtime. This chapter was just to showcase more of Kiyoko's character.
Chapter 55: Paper Lanterns. Chapter 52 served to further the bond between Shujinkou and Monika, so it was time for me to get to my other objective before the festival portion. Not much to say on this one, because I would just be repeating myself at this point. Though I will say I felt like I completed my objective.
As for the attempted kiss, I couldn't always have these moments played straight, so I had Hiro unintentionally ruin the moment. But why was Hiro on the ground when she was found?
Chapter 56: Positive Experience. A nice moment between a mother and son. That's all I got for this one.
Chapter 57: Selfless. Serves as a sequel to the Selfish 4-Parter. I don't really have much to say about this one. It was pretty straight forward planning and writing.
Chapter 58: Perspective II. I just felt like making another perspective chapter.
Chapter 59: Our First Trip Together. Not much here. What I can say is that I did have doubts including Rei, Kiyoko and Fuyu on this trip. Was not really sure if they would offer much without coming off as forced.
Chapter 60: 2nd Visit. Before I ever wrote this chapter, I initially planned on the group having a hard time getting to the resort. It was basically going to be like they had to go on a small adventure before their actual trip. The only issue I had was that I couldn't think of anything interesting at the time and for that plot to work, I would need to find a way to prevent Hisa from dropping everything to get them. So that had to be scrapped. What was left of that idea was the character mentioning how they arrived later than they thought due to a mistake on Sayori's part.
The point of the actual chapter was for the cast to settle in before they enjoy the last week of their vacation. Also, it should be noted how during their conversation near the end, Fuyu and Kiyoko didn't get many lines, something the former is aware of.
Chapter 61: Sugoi. A transitional chapter. Nothing more to say here.
Chapter 62: Beside the point. Jomei is back and needed something that was in Hisa's possession. She said no and he exited the story once more. I never really had any intention on him having any major impact on the current story arc which is why he only appeared for a short time. The only real effect he had so far was confusing Shujinkou.
The other half of the chapter had Monika admitting how she doesn't feel like she's lived up to the role of being a club president since she hasn't solved as many problems as Shujinkou. Kiyoko cheers her up by reminding her that it's okay to have others' strengths to rely on while she works on that aspect, once again showing the girl who enjoys downtime has a bit of wisdom to her.
Chapter 63: Maiden's Guilt. I mentioned earlier about the girls becoming closer after befriending Shujinkou. Well, I figured that I wouldn't be able to go any further without addressing Natsuki's and Yuri's differences. It was around this time that I felt it was time to delve into that, but to do that I had to show how much the two had developed since the beginning of the story. This chapter was to showcase Yuri's development while the next few chapters were to showcase Natsuki's
Chapter 64: Road to the Royal Rumble. I guess I the long run, this chapter was pretty superfluous. It's like before or during a story arc of a popular TV show with new episodes that come weekly and they decided to insert a recap episode before the really exciting part. But it did give me a chance to continue working on the dialogue between Sayori, Fuyu and Natsuki.
Chapters 65-68: Natsuki's Royal Rumble Logs. I'll be honest; these logs were result of disastrous planning, rewrites and an inability to find a way to show the event how I intended with each version. As revealed in the final log, there was a conspiracy related to the crown. I initially planned for the characters separated from Natsuki, Fuyu and Sayori to learn about and tell them, fueling Natsuki's desire to win. There was also going to be a scene that involved cheating that forced Shujinkou to step in and finish the battle with "Xemnas". I also came up with a similar scene, but Natsuki insisted to keep on fighting herself. I didn't really care for those and scrapped them.
I also felt like I didn't properly build up the conspiracy and it would have came out of nowhere when it was revealed. That was certainly a problem when I was already in too deep with the Royal Rumeble. I did not know what to do; anyone who read the story as I originally intended to write it would have been confused and lost. That's when I got an idea. I would tell the events of the Royal Rumble strictly from Natsuki's perspective; that way both Natsuki and the reader would be lost and confused by the sudden revelations.
I also found it as another good way to showcase Natsuki's character development, especially if compared to her thoughts contained in the first perspective chapter.
Chapter 69: Heart-to-Heart. So, I was a little worried writing this chapter. I had to make sure that I didn't make it seem like I had a bias in Natsuki's and Yuri's conflict. They both made mistakes and it was only through the development they had throughout the story that they realized those mistakes. In the end, I felt like I made an unbiased conversation between the two.
The second heart-to-heart between Natsuki and Shujinkou was planned to happen later, but since the one between her and Yuri didn't last as long as I thought, I decided to include it in this one.
Chapter 70: What They Mean to Me. This chapter was the result of my desire to have somewhat commemorate 2 years of writing. I had no idea what to do at the time so I decided to make a chapter that contained Shujinkou's full, unfiltered thoughts regarding the school semester so far and the relationships he had.
Chapter 71: Happiness. For this chapter, I wanted to do something a little different. Throughout the story, Shujinkou would find ways to help the girls and make them feel better about themselves. Yet, he never had a major moment like that and no matter how many compliments he's received, he would always be surprised to hear such things. It was finally time him for experience what he had been providing himself.
The section with Monika admitting to Shujinkou what she told Kiyoko was something I was going to happen later, but when I decided to make the chapter the way is, I figured it would work best here. Also I wrote it to serve as a callback to what Shujinkou said to her during the events of Chapter 52.
At the end of the chapter Shujinkou started to cry tears of joy and-
Chapter 72: Floating Lights. Did anyone really think that I wouldn't include a beach scene during an arc that took place during the summer? I had it planned all along; I was just bidding my time. Honest… I wasn't potentially thinking not to include one because I don't know how to have fun on a beach…
In all seriousness, there's not really much to say (or I can say) about this chapter. I guess I could say that I felt like I needed to give Rei and Monika a little focus. I also slipped in the line about Kiyoko's parents because… Well I guess because. Also the whole changing from fireworks to floating lights was a blatant last minute change, but it gave me something to work with; more so than the fireworks. It also allowed me to make a callback to Sayori's goodbye from Chapter 49 through Shujinkou's last line.
More Trivia
Why did no one tell me that Couples' Dessert was misspelled "Couples' Desert" for 2 years?! Why?!
In all seriousness, I can't believe I did not realize my mistake for 2 years. Now for some more miscellaneous trivia that couldn't have its own section.
I remember one of my earlier reviews saying that judging from the first chapter that this would be a Yuri x MC fanfic. That's pretty funny considering she used to be my favorite Doki. So when writing this story, I had to keep myself from being bias. Honestly it wasn't that hard. That said, writing this story allowed me to gain a greater appreciation for all four of them, so they're all pretty equal in my eyes now.
More trivia… More trivia… Um… I got it! Another piece of trivia is that working on this story gave me the drive to work on my anime-style fanart. I was afraid of doing that, because I would have something to compare mine too. But when I was trying to make a visual design for Kiyoko, I ran into an unexpected issue; the initial design was too close to Monika. I tried to make it different, but I couldn't. It was at that point I realized that if it was that close to Monika, then why not just draw Monika? I finished the drawing and I was struck by disbelief. It wasn't that bad and that made realize that I better at than drawing anime-style artwork than I gave myself credit for.
I also view my writing and drawings as something that goes hand in hand, so they both can have an effect on each other, such as Natsuki's attire for the Royal Rumble.
Um… that's all I got for now, though I'm sure I'll think of more after this is posted.
Concluding Statements
Well, it took 2 years but I finally finished the first act of the story. I would like to thank all the readers who enjoyed the story. Without you guys I wouldn't have pushed myself to better myself in my writing, which lead to me pushing myself to become better at drawing. I know I'm not the best writer ever, or the best writer in this fandom, or even the best writer on the page this story pops up on and I doubt I ever will be any of those. But you all dealt with me and allowed me to grow and for that you have my gratitude. You guys are the best.
Chapter 74: Bonus: Deleted Scenes 2
Chapter Text
So, I was just going through my old documents and thought it would be appropriate to showcase some cut content before going forward. Hope you enjoy the most substantial content that was cut for one reason or another in its pure rough draft form.
Lost Dialogue 1: Originally there was going to be a conversation between Shujinkou and Hisa at the beginning of Chapter 37: Grimm Fun, but it was cut because I honestly felt like if I did, I would have begun a pattern of shoehorning the character into spots that she isn't needed in. So I cut the upcoming dialogue out before I even finished it.
"Hello. My name is Shujinkou. No, No. That's too formal. Hey there, my name's Shujinkou. Oh man…" Shujinkou sighed as fell back on his bed. No matter what he tried, none of the introductions he tried seemed to be the right one for the situation. "Maybe I'm overthinking this…?"
"I'll say."
Shujinkou's body jolted up from his bed as the surprised individual looked around his room.
"What was that?" he wondered aloud.
"A voice coming from your pocket," the sudden voice answered.
Shujinkou dug into his pocket and pulled out his phone.
"Granny Hisa?" he said.
"Hey, Shujinkou," Hisa waved from the screen of his phone.
"What are you doing on my phone," Shujinkou asked.
"Well, you must have not locked your phone, because you pocket-dialed me," Hisa chuckled. "Anyway, why were you saying, 'Hi, my name is Shujinkou' for the last 15 minutes?"
"Wait, you heard me the entire time?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"Mm-hmm," Hisa nodded. "So… Who are you meeting?"
"Oh… Um…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek, uncertain of how to answer. "I'm meeting some people Yuri wants to introduce me to."
"Introducing you to the family, huh?" Hisa replied.
Shujinkou could kick himself for giving such an obvious vague response.
"What's the occasion?" Hisa asked.
"Oh… nothing special…" Shujinkou answered.
"Are you two dating?" Hisa asked.
"Not really," Shujinkou answered.
"I see… she asked you to be her fake boyfriend," Hisa said.
Shujinkou's entire body immediately tensed up.
"How did you guess?" Shujinkou queried.
"Well, you two aren't dating, you're meeting the family and you're incredibly uncomfortable talking about it. Either you were tasked with being a girl's fake boyfriend or you're lying to me and honestly the fake boyfriend option is more plausible."
Lost Dialogue 2: Chapter 51: End of the First depicts the aftermath of the school's first exam, but I did originally plan to show what happened during that period. That said, I couldn't think of anything so I ended up skipping over it. Another reason why it was cut is because I forgot a certain story element in regards to a certain character.
"…and that young scholars is how detective stories moved from the Golden Age to the Hard-Boiled formula," Akuma said as the school bell rung. The students wasted no time in gathering their things and exiting the room for the class of the day. "Remember that there may be a pop quiz on this lesson."
Just as the final departing student left the classroom, Akuma noticed that there was one student who has yet to leave. She did nothing but stare at her desk, continuing to do so even as the teacher approached her.
"Miss Rei, it is time to head to your next class," he said.
The silent girl looked up and stared at Akuma.
"Is there something one your mind?" he asked.
Silence was the only answer he received to his question.
"You know, language is a vital part of human communication," Akuma said. "And it's not just through speech but through text, expressions and actions. It's because of this that humans were able to form connections with others and establish a level of trust. Companions can be made and conflict can be avoided."
Rei did nothing but continue to silently stare at Akuma. The teacher could do nothing but scratch his left cheek over the silent atmosphere.
"Think of it this way, young scholar; is there anyone you ever want to communicate with?" Akuma asked.
Later that afternoon…
Shujinkou looked out of the library window, enticed by the grey sky outside. He was particularly fond of cloudy days, but that fondness could not stifle the one question in his head: "I wonder if anyone else finds it funny that it's pretty cloudy on the first day we wear summer uniforms."
"There's nothing funny about anything summer uniform related," Natsuki shot an annoyed look at Shujinkou. "Don't you know what these things mean?"
"Yeah. Warm weather," Sayori cheerfully answered.
"No! They mean that the term 1 exams are coming!" Natsuki groaned at the idea of suffering through another series of tests.
"The exams aren't that bad, Natsuki," Monika assured her.
"That's easy for you to say. You always get the top score," Natsuki said. "Meanwhile, everyone else has to crowd the hallway wondering how laughable their spot is. Seriously, who came up with the idea of displaying everyone's score in front of the entire school?"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he remembered his test score from last year. He just barely avoided taking make-up exams during summer vacation.
"Perhaps whoever thought up the idea was convinced that it could serve as motivation," Yuri said.
"True, but it can and has inspired competition," Monika argued. "It's because of that that the stress of test taking can be multiplied and harm performance. But it really all depends on the individual."
"Ex-Debate team member Monika, everyone," a small smile formed on Natsuki's face as she slowly clapped.
"But wait… Which side are you for, Monika?" Shujinkou asked.
"Another good thing about no longer being on the Debate Team is that I'm no longer bound to just one faction of an argument," she replied. "I can now express the pros and cons of both sides."
"Could you explain the pros of not being able to use our clubroom because the teachers are preparing for the exams?" Natsuki asked.
"The library is a good spot for a literature club when they can't use their clubroom?" Monika answered.
"Ugh…" Natsuki groaned as she slumped back against her chair. "No wonder you used to be the leader of the Debate Team."
"You must really want us to get our own clubroom, huh, Natsuki?" Sayori said.
"Well, yeah…" Natsuki replied. "It would be cool if we had a place that was ours alone and so my collection could stop being moved around so much."
Lost Dialogue 3: This one is just an altered version of Chapter 51's opening scene.
"Yo ho, yo ho, a pirate's life for me," Shujinkou sung as he steered his ship through the calm blue sea. The winds were fair and the big blue sky inspired him to find a remote spot to spend his vacation at.
But that peaceful respite wouldn't last long he suddenly found himself in the middle of a violent storm. The waves crashed against his ship as the sea captain struggled to break through the weather. The water eventually rose over the pirate boat, knocked him away from the wheel and pushed him on the concrete floor.
"Exam results day can be harsh," Shujinkou thought as he scratched his right cheek.
A deep sigh escaped his body as he staggered on his feet; his eyes scouring the exam results for his name. He didn't really care how high he was ranked but only if he scored high enough to avoid taking the make-up exams during Summer Break. After spending what seemed like an eternity looking for his test score and rank, Shujinkou finally found his name and nervously checked the results that would decide his fate.
"Yes! No Summer exams!" he cheered. But he only cheered in his head as not to attract any attention. "Another free summer to…"
His train of thought immediately crashed the moment he realized that he had no idea what to do for the upcoming break. Before he could get another train of thought running, Shujinkou noticed that all the other students' eyes were staring down the hallway. He followed their stares and spotted Monika walking down the hall.
Her curious eyes canned the scores until they landed on him.
"Hi, Shujinkou," she said, waving at him.
"H-Hey," he replied, awkwardly waving back. The attention she unintentionally brought on him was more than a little daunting.
"Did you already check your score?"
"Yeah. I didn't get anything spectacular, but I did well enough to avoid doing a makeup."
"That's good," Monika glanced back up at the scores and continued to search through the flood of names.
It didn't take the two of them long to find the score they were looking for. With their objective complete, Monika wasted no time in leading Shujinkou away from the crowd of students.
"What's it like to get the top score again?" he asked.
"It's a pleasant surprise," she replied.
"Really? It's a surprise?"
"Just because I got the highest score before shouldn't mean that I should expect it to keep happening. If I had that mentality, I wouldn't continue to try and improve myself nor perform at my best. You know the old saying: 'Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference.'"
"Who said that?"
"Winston Churchill."
"Oh… I did not know that. My first introduction to that concept was from a gag manga turned shonen."
Monika giggled as they continued to stroll through the hallways.
"So, what are you going to during our break, Shujinkou?" she asked.
"I don't really know," he answered with a shrug. "I never really planned my breaks out for awhile. What about you?"
"I don't really know either. But I'm sure we'll both think of something."
Lost Dialogue 4: I knew I would forget some more trivia after I posted Afterword 3. I mentioned in that chapter that I was initially worried about including Rei, Kiyoko and Fuyu and I also mentioned that there was going to be some road trip problems but I did forgot to mention that at one point I also wondered if I should have Hiro join the trip as a chaperone. Ultimately, that plan didn't pan out, but I did partially write the beginning of that route.
"…and that's when Monika and I came up with the idea that we should talk about adaptations of any literary works anyone wanted to talk about," Sayori concluded.
"What's there to talk about adaptations?" Shujinkou asked.
"There are lots of things like differences, similarities and if it kept the overall tone of the original source," Sayori beamed. "I even warned Monika to not mention a certain live-action adaption of one your favorite series."
"Ugh…" Shujinkou's head dropped as he groaned. "You know… If it didn't carry the name, it probably would have been an okay movie."
"I bet everyone would have something to say about that one Romeo and Juliet movie we saw when we were younger."
"You mean the one that took place in more modern times where the two families were bickering rival construction families that would have shootouts just by looking at each other?"
Sayori nodded her head.
"If that movie was realistic, it would have ended at the first scene," Shujinkou pointed out. "How they got away with a public shootout is crazy."
"See there's a lot to talk about with that one," Sayori happily noted.
Just then, Hiro walked into the room and sat next to the two.
"What are you two talking about?" she asked.
"Romeo and Juliet," the two answered almost in sync.
Hiro simply smiled at the two until a familiar voice jokingly asked, "Is there something you two should be telling us?"
Shujinkou and Sayori's eyes lit up as Hiro raised her phone, revealing a waving Lady Hisa.
"Granny Hisa!" their voices burst with joy as they spoke in sync.
"Hey guys! Wait, hold on a second…" Hisa turned her head to the left and instructed someone off screen to raise some object "a little bit higher." She then turned back to the screen. "Sorry to get straight to business, but I wanted to know if either of you two have gotten any confirmation from the other girls yet."
"I haven't heard anything yet…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"Neither have I," Sayori added.
"Oh. Well, I'd hate to rush you, but I need a confirmation soon. Reservations are pouring in," Hisa stressed, before the sound of glass breaking interrupted the conversation. "I have to deal with that. See you later."
The call ended.
"I wonder why the others haven't called yet," Sayori wondered aloud.
"Maybe they're still trying to convince their parents?" Shujinkou hypothesized. "Not all parents would let their kids go off some random stranger's place for a specified amount of time."
"Maybe we should take the initiative to guarantee a yes."
"How?"
"Maybe if they got to know Granny Hisa, they would say yes."
"But Granny Hisa seems pretty business right now. I doubt we get her to meet anyone."
Sayori remained silent until a she flashed an excited smile.
"What if we found a chaperone that could meet the parents," she proudly suggested. "That way the chaperone could meet the parents and get on their good sides."
"A chaperone?" he didn't think the plan was a bad idea, but he also seen enough chaperone plots on TV to know that it they found the wrong person, the entire trip would be ruined. "Who could we get?"
The two pondered that question for 5 seconds until they turned towards Hiro.
"Me?" she said in disbelief.
"You can do that right, Auntie H?" Sayori asked.
"You… You want me to chaperone you're trip…?"
Sayori eagerly nodded her head.
"You want a parent to chaperone a trip?" Hiro asked again, her facial expressions not even bothering to hide her surprise and disbelief.
"Please?" Sayori pleaded.
"Um, sure, I guess I could be your chaperone," Hiro accepted. "Plus, it could be a good opportunity to meet the parents anyway."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he sympathized with his mother. She was clearly nervous about meeting the other parents, a feeling he remembered having when Sayori convinced him to check out the Literature Club. With that thought in his mind, he did not hesitate to volunteer to accompany her on her given task.
Under his suggestion, they first stopped as Yuri's house. Having already met Yuri's mother once before, he knew it his mother would have no reason to be nervous. Shujinkou pressed the doorbell and patiently waited until the call was answered by Yuri.
"Shujinkou? Miss Hiro? What brings you two here?" she asked.
"Well…" before Shujinkou could answer that question, he felt two arms wrap around his waist and tightly squeeze him. Looking down, he found himself face to face with an excited Yuki.
"Shujinkou, are you here to play with us again?" she asked.
"Actually…"
"Oh my," Shujinkou looked up and silently watched Yumi approach the group. "What a nice surprise to see you again, Shujinkou."
The lone male smiled in response, but the moment of levity did not last.
"Shujinkou, when exactly did you become so familiar with Yuri's family?" Hiro asked.
Shujinkou and Yuri felt sharp chills shoot up down their spines, obstructing their ability to speak.
"We encountered Shujinkou when he helped my daughter with a situation," Yumi spoke up.
The two breathed a sigh of relief as Yumi invited her visitors into her house.
"So, what brings you two to these parts?" she asked.
"Well, it's actually a strange tale…" Hiro sheepishly admitted.
"I see," Yumi's attention shifted to the children. "Why don't you kids go upstairs and interact?"
Yuki wasted no time in squeezing Shujinkou and Yuri's hands and leading up the steps.
"Would you like some tea? Yuri just made some," Yumi offered.
"Um… Okay," Hiro answered.
She followed the lady of the house into the kitchen and watched her pour some tea into a cup. Hiro could not help but notice she had a sort of grace to her movements and was certain her son had once said the same thing about Yuri.
She was then handed a cup of tea and joined Yumi in sitting at the dining table.
"This is good tea," she complimented.
"I'm sure Yuri appreciates that sentiment," Yumi replied with a soft smile. "Now then… What would you like to talk about?"
"Well… My mother, you may know her as Lady Hisa."
"Owner of the Kitsune Spa Resort."
"Yeah. She invited Shujinkou and his friends to enjoy the firework festival that goes on in that area every summer and somehow the idea of having a chaperone come along was thought up to help convince the parents to say yes."
"Suggesting a chaperone just so they could go on a trip together…" Yumi took a sip from her cup of tea. "Well, to be honest, I wouldn't have a problem with the invite either way."
"Really?" Hiro said, trying her best to hide how surprised she was.
"I'm not exactly the type who would say no to my daughter wanting to go on a trip with friends."
"Oh… I was kind of expecting a back and forth. Even practiced my argument in my head."
"No arguments here," Yumi assured her.
"Okay," Hiro looked down at her teacup and sighed. The awkward atmosphere caused by the abrupt end to a surprisingly short conversation was almost too much for her to bear. "So…
Lost Dialogue 5: Referring back to Afterword 3 again, I mentioned that the Royal Rumble Arc was mishandled and not well-planned out. There was not enough build-up to the reveal and by the time I realized that, it was too late. There would have been too much cutting back and forward between characters, I planned for the Shujinkou and "Xemnas" to fight; it was just all over the place. Surprisingly though, I didn't write much of it down, so here's the only cut content of that section that I did write down.
The Royal Rumble, a bi-annual completion in which contenders can fight for the right to challenge the current king/queen. The first round of the competition is divided into four separate blocks. In each block, multiple contestants fight each other and the last one standing will earn the right to go on to the next round.
Right now, the Block A fight is currently underway.
"A battle for the right to rule the convention…" Monika fiddled with the straw in her milkshake.
"What's with the pondering, Monika?" Kiyoko queried. "You aren't thinking of entering yourself are you?"
"No. That's no it. I was imagining what it must be like."
"I can tell you," the two quickly turned around to the young teen in a Jack Sparrow outfit who served them their milkshakes. "It's annoying."
"Annoying?" Monika shot a curious look at the teen. "Wouldn't something called the Royal Rumble be more exciting than annoying?"
"Yeah, with a lot of people in costumes, it sounds like the ultimate crossover battle," Kiyoko added.
"Well, it used to be the funnest ultimate crossover battle ever but, ever since the disappearance of the previous king and the rise of the current one, it hasn't really been so." Sparrow explained.
"The previous king just disappeared?" Monika questioned.
"Yep. After that, the current king rose to power and turned the rumble into something visitors are forced into," Sparrow continued.
"Even though it's a fight for royalty, being forced into it pretty much renders any excitement null," Kiyoko crossed her arms as she turned to Monika. "You don't think any of the others were forced into it do you?"
"I hope not," Monika replied. "I mean, I don't think Sayori, Fuyu, Yuri would be interested, I know Natsuki would hate being forced into doing something, I'm not sure about Rei and Shujinkou…"
Monika suddenly went silent as she continued her thought process. In response to the sudden silence, Kiyoko took a sip from milkshake, played with the straw then turned her attention back to Jack Sparrow. "So, what's the reason for the gladiator-style method of getting warriors for the tournament?"
"It's quite the pirate's gambit, mate," Sparrow answered.
Meanwhile…
"Um, Sayori, is this how the fight's supposed to go?" Natsuki questioned.
"Not really," Sayori shook her head. "Unless they changed the rules, but that would be…"
"Counter-productive?" Fuyu interjected.
"Yeah," Sayori nodded.
The girls continued to watch in confusion as the first block fight continued. Normally, the goal is for a contender to knock their opponents outside of the designated ring; instead it appeared as if contenders were keeping their opponents in the ring. In no time at all, there was only one
Lost Dialogue 6: This was how I was going to originally open up Chapter 72, but I wasn't really feeling all that good about it so I started over and that became the final product.
"I've been through a lot since I've joined the Literature Club. I reconnected with Sayori and made new friends. A lot of good things happened but there have also been a few awkward moments I had to go through; accidentally touching Yuri's hand when we still didn't know each other well, literally running into Monika, my supposed first meeting with Fuyu, accidentally kissing Natsuki, dealing with my dad, Kiyoko accidentally hitting me with a basketball, Monika kissing me, spending time with Akuma, pretending to be Yuri's boyfriend, getting used to Rei's silence, and I'm pretty sure the maid café and seeing Kiyoko in a bath towel takes the cake. But even those moments could not prepare me for what's happening right now…"
Shujinkou pressed his sunglasses against his red face as he desperately tried to stay calm. But such a thing is hard to do when at the beach with friends; especially when he was the only male in that group. Seeing his friend in appropriate swim wear was almost too much to bear.
"Beach scenes did not prepare me for this…" he whimpered. "How did it come to this?"
It was at that moment when his mind took him back to the moment that provided that answer. It all started in the lobby…
"We should go to the beach!" Sayori suggested, with excitement in her eyes.
"The beach?!" Natsuki and Yuri exclaimed.
"Huh? Why'd you two go 'The beach?!'?" Sayori questioned.
"Maybe they were thinking about Death Stranding?" Fuyu interjected as she continued to type away on her laptop.
"What's that?" Natsuki asked.
"Game where you play as a mail man in a world where the realms of life and death cease to have any boundaries due to an event called the Death Stranding," Fuyu answered as she adjusted her glasses.
"A world where life and death have no boundaries? That sounds like it has a lot of story potential," Yuri thought aloud.
"So, why did you two go 'The beach?!'?" Sayori asked again.
"Uhm…" Natsuki and Yuri quickly glance at Shujinkou as he continued to absent-mindedly draw in his sketch pad.
"Why would do you want to go to the beach so much?" Natsuki asked back.
"Why not? A summer trip isn't a summer trip without a trip to the beach," Sayori answered in a matter-of-fact tone.
"She has a point," Kiyoko chimed in.
"See. Kiyo agrees," Sayori beamed.
"'Kiyo'? …I like it," Kiyoko approved.
"I also got to agree," Monika said. "Going to the beach together sounds like a lot of fun."
"But that would have to mean that we would have to wear…" Yuri's face grew bright red before dropping it in her hands. "That would be so embarrassing!"
"Seriously?" Natsuki scanned Yuri from head to toe. "You would find that embarrassing? If I didn't really know you well enough, that would sound weird for me to hear."
"It wouldn't really be that bad, Yuri," Monika insisted. "In fact, if you want, we can all go shopping so you can find something you're comfortable with."
"Oo! A group bikini shopping trip!" Sayori cheered.
"D-Don't just say something like that out loud!" Natsuki snapped. "Ugh… Look, if I agree to go, will it stop anything more embarrassing from happening?"
"Alright!" Sayori cheered.
"I can't go…" Fuyu suddenly said.
"How come, Fuyu?" Monika asked.
"I just got a lot of council work sent to me. It's very urgent," she answered.
"Aw, really?" Sayori whined. "Can't you do it later?"
"Not really…" Fuyu sighed. "Rei, do want to go?"
Rei silently turned her attention to her adopted sibling, then down at her laptop.
"Are you sure you rather do that?" Fuyu questioned, barely able to hid her surprise.
Rei continued to stare at her adopted sister.
"Okay," Fuyu nodded her head. "Thanks."
"Okay…" Sayori accepted. She then turned her attention to Shujinkou. "What about you, Shujinkou?"
"I'm in," he replied.
"Yay!" Sayori cheered. "Now let's go bikini shopping!"
"Stop saying that out loud!" Natsuki shouted with red cheeks.
The girls then headed to their planned destinations, leaving Shujinkou alone in the lobby. Not too long after, Hisa plopped herself down on the couch next to her grandson.
"So I heard you guys are going to the beach," she said.
"Yeah," Shujinkou answered, nodding his head.
"And you accepted that pretty easily, huh?"
"Why wouldn't I?"
"Well, it's just that… You know, you're going to the beach with friends…"
"Yeah?"
"Your friends are girls…"
"Yeah."
"They're going to have to wear beach appropriate outfits…"
"Yeah…"
"Sayori said they're going bikini shopping…"
Shujinkou remained silent as the realization of what his grandmother was hinting at fully sunk in. Moments later his face burned bright red as he struggled to fight the images his mind was producing.
"I don't think I can do this, Granny Hisa!" Shuinkou suddenly said. "I could barely handle my school's maid café! I can't handle my friends in b- swimsuits! What do I do?!"
Instead of giving advice that would alleviate his concerns, Hisa simply chuckled in response to his question.
"Granny Hisa?" Shujinkou stared at his grandmother in confusion. It wasn't like her to laugh at his predicament.
"Sorry, I'm not laughing at you. It's just kind of funny how you're response is the complete polar opposite of the responses of guys that would to be in your position. Anyway, um…" Hisa sctached her right cheek as she tried to think of a solution for her grandson. "Well, you can't avoid this, but how about you wear some sunglasses?"
"Sunglasses?"
"Yeah. Something you can hide behind when you get too flustered."
Finished reminiscing, Shujinkou touched the edges of his sunglasses and sighed. "I would have definitely been a lot worse without these. Thank you, Granny Hisa."
"Shujinkou," snapping out of his thoughts, the young man found himself face to face with Monika.
"Monika?" the confused male asked.
"No retreating inside your head today," Monika said with a smile.
"I wasn't going to do that…" Shujinkou insisted. "It's just that… Excluding family, I haven't been to the beach with anyone other than Sayori."
"Oh. Well, excluding family, I haven't been to the beach with anyone before. So you have that over me."
"You know if you told me that earlier this year, I wouldn't have believed you."
A slight giggle escaped Monika's lips. "Well, it's kind of hard for me to believe you're the same person I met last year. You're a lot less withdrawn now."
"Uh…" Unable to think of a proper response, all Shujinkou could do was scratch his right cheek.
"But looking back, I think you were still the same deep down," Monika continued.
Chapter 75: Start of the Second
Chapter Text
"Hehe!" Sayori's face brightened with intense joy as she happily giggled.
"What's so funny?" Shujinkou asked.
"Nothing, I'm just so excited! After school today, the Literature Club will finally be back in business!"
It was a fact that made waiting out the last few hours of Summer Break hard, but that patience would soon pay off, for once the first day of the Second Term ends then-.
"But clubs don't start back up today, Sayori," Shujinkou reminded her.
He would then watch his best friend's expression change from excitement, to surprise, to confusion, back to surprise, before finally ending with disappointment. "Aw… That kind of takes the fun out of the new term…"
In no time at all, her dark expression brightened up. "Oh well, more time to plan for the new semester! In fact, I got a feeling that this will be the best semester yet."
"What makes you think that?" Shujinkou questioned.
"A lot of things!" Sayori beamed. "School events, holidays with a lot of sweets and most importantly the club's closer than ever this semester."
Hearing the last reason club VP gave made Shujinkou think back to when he first joined the club. There definitely was an awkward atmosphere and the club didn't seem as unified as he thought it would have. Initially chalking it up to reality differing from fiction, he would eventually find out that other members were even less close than strangers joining a club they shared interest in would have been, especially by the time he joined.
It took some time for some to truly open up to others, himself included.
"Hey, Shujinkou…" returning from his thoughts, the young man turned his attention to Sayori. Her cheeks were slightly red and her excited smile greatly softened.
"Yeah?" he replied.
"Thanks for keeping your promise." she continued.
"Huh?" Shujinkou simply stared at Sayori, unaware of what she was referring to. "What promise?"
"To try and stay happy." Sayori reminded him.
"But…" the young man solemnly scratched his right cheek as he recalled the moment his friend referred too. Though he previously looked back at it fondly, it did fill him with a little shame. "But, I didn't really keep that promise."
"Yes, you did," Sayori quickly assured him.
"Huh?" unable to hide his surprise or resist his curiosity; he couldn't help but just as quickly ask, "What are you talking about?"
"You promised to try and you did," Sayori giggled as her demeanor returned to what was expected from her. "Even if it did take you awhile, you still kept your promise."
"Well, when you put it that way, I guess I really did keep my promise," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he looked back through all the experiences he has been through. Even if it wasn't a conscious choice, he couldn't deny that he at least tried. "But you know, in hindsight, I guess it wasn't that hard of a thing to do."
"Really?"
"Yeah, because I had a friend like you helping me."
"Eh?!"
"Remember? You promised that you would do your best to help and you did."
"Eh, you're giving me too much credit. I didn't do that much compared to the others."
Suddenly, Shujinkou gently clapped his hands against Sayori's cheeks. "Don't say that. Admit you're a good friend or else… Um… Please, admit you're a good friend."
"Uhm…" The young woman's cheeks grew brighter and brighter as she stared in Shujinkou's eyes. "Okay, I'm a good friend."
Satisfied, he released his grip on Sayori before she suddenly wrapped her arms around him.
"Natsuki's right, this should be a regular thing," she bubbled.
"I'm pretty sure she was trying to say the opposite," Shujinkou weakly chuckled.
The two then continued their journey to school and the moment they walked inside, a look of panic firmly planted itself Sayori's usually chipper face.
"What's wrong, Sayori?" Shujinkou worriedly asked.
"It's nothing major! I just have to go to the…" Sayori nervously chuckled after stopping herself from saying more. "I gotta go! See ya after school!"
Before he could respond, Shujinkou watched his friend take off further into the school. "That was strange."
As he scratched his right cheek, wondering what just happened, his attention would soon be drawn to a strange undertaking. From the corner of his eye, he could spot several excited looks forming on all of his fellow male students in the vicinity. Following their gaze, Shujinkou would soon discover that they were beholding a very familiar face. Walking into the school at that very moment was Monika, and as expected from the school's idol, she was making a scene with just her presence alone.
"I wonder how many times this has happened and I just ignored it… and I seen this happen a few times too," Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek once. There was no depreciation in his words, instead just genuine curiosity and a fun jab at his old habits.
Suddenly, throughout the entire crowd, their eyes met.
"Shujinkou," a delighted smile crossed her face as she approached him. "Morning."
"Morning, Monika," he greeted in return.
"Where's Sayori? She's at school today, right?"
"Yeah, but she ran off somewhere."
"Really? What was she like when she ran off?"
"Um… She laughed with a look that screamed, 'I gotta get out of here.'"
"Hm… I don't think it's anything you have to worry about," an assuring smile rested on Monika's face as she led Shujinkou further into the school. "So, have any plans for the new term?"
"Plans? Um... Not really," Shujinkou answered. "Do you make your school year plans by the semester?"
"Of course. Each semester can be like a brand new start if you take advantage of it."
"Where have I heard that before?"
"I did say that during this year's Entrance Ceremony."
"Huh? Oh yeah, you did say some things this year. I guess it would make sense to get the best student to speak to the school even if they're not a third year."
"You know, even though I was happy to have been asked, it was a really nerve-wrecking experience."
"I guess it's a good thing that our school doesn't have multiple opening ceremonies like other ones or else you would have had to go through it again and again and again."
"Such a possibility would have been scary…"
"I can imagine…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he expressed his sympathies. "So, what are your plans for the term?"
"I have a couple. Keeping up my grades, thinking of some fun ideas for the club…" Silence suddenly stopped Monika from saying any more. "Plus, there is one more goal that I have in my mind, but it's probably the hardest one to achieve."
"Really? What is it?" Shujinkou asked.
"Can't tell. It's a secret," Monika replied with a knowing wink.
"Uh… Okay…" he accepted before stopping in his tracks. "Well, this is my stop so…"
"Yeah. See ya, later, Shujinkou," With a smile and wave goodbye, Monika continued her own trek to her classroom.
"Huh… Last semester, I probably would have assumed Monika would have had no issues speaking in front of others…" the young man scratched his right cheek as he thought about what Monika had just told him. "'Each semester can be like a brand new start…' Well, I do kind of feel like I'm starting over again. Even so, I didn't really expect much out of this school year. I wonder what kind of plans I could come up with."
"Just remember it doesn't just have to be about events, but also about self-improvement," surprised by the sudden advice, Shujinkou turned around to find Kiyoko stretching her arms.
"Kiyoko? How long were you standing there?" the flustered boy asked.
"Not long. I just wanted to make sure you didn't stress over the idea of making plans. These things don't always come to us on the first day. In fact, you don't even have to have a plan and you'll wind up doing something you wanted to do deep down anyway."
"Is that how you're doing things?"
"Mm-hmm. Of course, you don't have to follow my example. I'd prefer you do what naturally comes to you."
"What comes naturally to me…?"
"Alright students!" the two turned around to find their teacher, Chika, standing in the doorway. Like always, she had a grin not many would have in the morning. "Hope you all enjoyed your Summer Vacation. I know I did."
Despite there being no instruction to do so, her students quickly took their seats and watched as she walked to her desk. "Alright, before we get to business, I have some news. So, you all know that last semester was a little different in terms of classroom change and that affected the schedule and everything. Well, good news, we're going back to the old schedule!"
As she expected from such an announcement, the students jumped out of their seats to start cheering.
"The old schedule…" Shujinkou happily repeated.
"And all the breaks that came with it," Kiyoko dreamily added.
"So now that we're returning to the old ways, I guess that means I'm officially the owner of Class 2-C," Chika proudly declared. "Anyway, let's get homeroom started."
Despite the return of the old schedule, the day continued on as usual. Since it was highly coveted, the students had no problem adjusting to the old schedule. In no time at all, the end of the first day back has arrived.
"I really did miss the in-between breaks," Shujinkou happily sighed.
"Ditto," Kiyoko yawned.
"Still, I wonder the schedule changed like that. Maybe Fuyu knows why," Shujinkou thought.
He didn't have long to consider the possibility as his attention was immediately drawn to Kiyoko walking past him.
"See ya, Shujinkou," Kiyoko grinned and saluted her classmate goodbye before walking out of the classroom.
"See ya," though a little too late, he couldn't help but instinctively reply back. The young man then proceeded to throw his belongings in his bag and made his way to the classroom door. The second he stepped outside, Shujinkou found himself colliding with another student, the force of the impact throwing both to the ground. "Sorry!"
Despite his genuine apology, his received no reply in response. Situations like this one would usually result in an acceptance of his apology or, the more likely option, him getting yelled at. Once he recovered his senses, Shujinkou glanced up to lay eyes on the person he ran into. "Rei?"
The silent girl simply stared at Shujinkou as he stood up and offered his hand to her. Her visible eye slowly trailed down to the hand in front of her. 5 minutes passed by before she extended her sleeve-covered hand to accept the one in front of her and followed its guidance up.
"So…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he wondered what he could possibly say.
But before he could find something, Rei raised her right hand and slowly waved it in front of him. She then lowered it back to her side and walked past him. Though surprised by her sudden departure, he knew there was nothing he could do about it. He figured most would be happy to get out of such a situation, but instead he was felt guilt start to creep in as he walked out of the school.
"I really wish I could find something to say to Rei," he thought. "When we first met, I was mostly introducing her to things that the school had, but after that the best I could get were yes and no questions. Even if she doesn't want to talk using words, I shouldn't make it so she feels like she just hs to leave like that. But what could I d-?"
His field of vision was suddenly obscured by darkness. "G-Guess who?"
Shujinkou imagined a giant blue question mark dart out of his head as he tried to comprehend what was happening. "Yuri?"
As if by command, the darkness that blocked his vision soon disappeared. The young man then turned around to find Yuri nervously play with her hair.
"Sorry," she apologized. "Sayori asked me to do that. She said she wanted to throw you for a loop."
"That sounds like her…" Shujinkou nervously chuckled. "Well, she got what she wanted."
"Mm," the young maiden remained silent for a moment. "Um, are you okay?"
"Huh? Yeah. What made you think that there was something wrong?"
"I was just asking. You had a very serious expression on your face."
"I did? Well, it's just that I feel kind of bad that I can't find a way to talk with Rei."
"Rei?"
"Yeah. I just can't seem to find something to say that doesn't come off as patronizing and my sixth sense is telling me that if I try to do what Fuyu did, that would also come off as patronizing."
"I see… Well, I could understand your concerns there. When I think about, I don't think we even exchanged glances that much. Still… I believe you'll find a solution to that conundrum eventually."
"I guess… Hey, Yuri, do you have any plans for this semester?"
"Me? Well, I do hope that I'll be able to express myself a little more. At this point, I've only expressed most around you. I hope to be able to that with the others to. I was also thinking that maybe I could be a little more open-minded towards certain subjects."
"Yuri's plans sounds like what Kiyoko was telling me about earlier," Shujinkou thought.
"To be able to express myself more… Maybe then I could finally…" the young maiden giggled with red cheeks as she stopped herself from saying anymore. "I may be getting ahead of myself."
"Who's getting ahead of who?" Out of nowhere, Sayori appeared in front of Yuri, starling the maiden.
"Sayori?!" she shrieked.
"Me!" the aforementioned beamed. "Did you do the thing?"
"Well… Yes."
"Did it throw him for a loop?"
"That it did," Shujinkou answered.
"You just live for throwing people for loops, don't you, Master of Masters?" Natsuki denounced as she approached the three.
"I wasn't trying to throw you for a loop, I was just staying in character like everyone else," Sayori argued.
"You could have at least told me that it was you. I thought I was talking to a stranger the entire time," Natsuki crossed her arms in a huff as she finished reprimanding her. "So, what's this important meeting you were talking about?"
"Important meeting?" Shujinkou once again imagined a question mark form over his head as shot a confused look at Sayori.
"Didn't you read the text I sent you?" she asked.
"I didn't really look at my phone on the way out of school…"
"Well, we got to wait for Monika anyway before I can explain."
"Someone call me?" on cue, the school's idol happily walked up to the four. "So, what's this important meeting about?"
"It's about where we're going to have the club today," Sayori happily answered.
"What?! That's what the important meeting is about?!" disbelief and annoyance mixed together in Natsuki as she processed what she just heard.
"Yeah. What else?"
"Something that matches the urgency you implied in your message!"
"But it urgent."
"There is no way talking about club meetings is worthy of all caps on 'important meeting!' I almost had a heart attack when I got that message. I thought something serious happened."
"The sense of urgency was lost for me when she also asked me to do something for her," Yuri interjected.
"I guess that would ruin the urgency…" Sayori admitted. "Anyway…"
"Don't try to anyway yourself out of this!" Natsuki snapped. "Knowing you, you worded your message that way just to make sure we would be here!"
"That's not true…" Sayori suspiciously chuckled.
"You can't even deny it without acting guilty!" Natsuki angrily pointed out.
"To be perfectly honest, Sayori, the message you sent at best would be comparable to the disappointment that would come after hype settles," Yuri pointed out.
"But it really is important!" Sayori insisted. "We haven't had any club meetings since school cancelled them for the exams!"
"The point is you didn't have to scare us over this…" Natsuki sighed.
"That said, where do you propose we have our meeting today?" Monika queried.
"We could have it at my place," Shujinkou suggested.
"Really? Just like that?" surprise planted itself firmly on Natsuki's face.
"What do you mean?"
"I don't know; it's just that if you were going to suggest that I kinda expected you to scratch your right cheek and sound a little more hesitant like the other times."
"I guess… I just figured it would be the best place since you're stuff is still there."
"Uh-" Natsuki's cheeks grew rosy red as she diverted her gaze. "Should have known you'd give a response like that."
"Alright, Shujinkou's house it is!" Sayori happily declared, leading the group to their new destination.
"By the way, what do you guys think of the old schedule coming back?" Monika asked.
"All I can say is I don't even know why they changed it in the first place," Natsuki replied. "Losing all the in-between breaks was one of the worst things to happen during the first semester."
"I honestly didn't mind the change myself, but it is nice to have small mental breaks during the day," Yuri added.
"That said… The schedule change probably won't help the whole people messing with how I organize my stuff," Natsuki groaned. "We really need our own clubroom."
"We're still probably on the bottom of the list when it comes to that subject," Monika lamented. "Plus with all the other stuff that happens this semester, our chances are kinda worse than before."
"At least the stuff that's hurting our chances are fun stuff," Sayori interjected.
"One of the first things is Sport's Day, right?" Yuri wondered aloud.
"Maybe why that's they changed the schedule back; so they can organize classes like they did last year," Shujinkou theorized.
"Organize us however they like, we all know that whoever has Monika on their team is going to outperform everyone," Natsuki pointed out.
"You never know what may happen," Monika giggled.
"Actually, from what I've seen them do, Rei and Kiyoko could also probably outperform everyone else too," Shujinkou added.
"Oh yeah, Rei is pretty athletic," Natsuki remembered. "Remind me to stay on her good side."
It wasn’t too long after that that comment that the Literature Club made their way into Shujinkou's empty home.
"Wonder where mom is? She's really been hanging out outside of the house a lot more lately," he thought as he led the others to his room. "Then again, so have I."
As they entered the bedroom, Monika's eyes were immediately drawn to a book on the floor. "I didn't know that you were fan of the Shadow Children Sequence, Shujinkou."
"Huh?" the young man turned around and watched Monika pick the book off his floor. It was at that moment he found himself afflicted with embarrassment as she glanced over the cover.
"What's the Shadow Children Sequence?" Natsuki asked.
"It's a series of books set in a dystopian country that suffers from food shortages due to a drought," Monika explained. "Naturally, overpopulation is a key concern, so the government decreed a law where having more than two children was illegal. To enforce this law, the government set up the Population Police whose job is to find and kill or imprison any third child, or shadow child if you prefer."
"That sounds like an interesting set up," Yuri said as she turned her gaze to Shujinkou. "How come you never brought that book to any of our meetings?"
"Honestly, because of the age range," Shujinkou sheepishly admitted. "It's an 8-12 novel."
"Even so, it's actually a really mature story that covers themes of espionage, courage, betrayal, poverty, class systems, how much power a government has and more," Monika argued. "In fact, the age rating is probably just because nothing graphic is depicted in the series."
Shujinkou remained silent as he pondered Monika's words. The way she explained one of his favorite series of books was staggering to him. "I never really thought of it that way."
"Never judge a book by its age range," Monika chuckled gleefully. "Especially when it's also one of my favorite series too."
Natsuki glanced at the cover of the book and read aloud, "'Among the Barons'?" Is that the book you use the pipe for?"
"Sometimes," Shujinkou admitted. "It really seems appropriate for some parts of the book."
"Ah, I see…" a subtle laugh slipped through Yuri's lips. "Is it that ASMR for you?"
"Eh? What's that?" Sayori wondered aloud.
"Well, it's a short way of saying Autonomous Sensory Meridian Response," Yuri explained. "It's a calming, pleasurable feeling often accompanied by a tingling sensation. It's said that the tingle originates in a person's head and spread to the spine, sometimes to even the limbs, in response to stimulation. It's a very euphoric feeling. I'm sure that everyone has experienced it at least once."
It was at that point where confusion had captured Shujinkou, Natsuki and Sayori in its grip.
"Well, maybe a better way to explain would be… Shujinkou, do you remember a time when you felt relaxed out of nowhere?" Yuri questioned.
"Well…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered that question. "There was this one time when I was little. Mom took me shopping with her and eventually stopped to get her shoes shine. I remember all through that, I felt extremely relaxed."
"I see. It would appear that shoe shining would be your trigger," Yuri concluded.
"So shining shoes makes people feel good?" Natsuki queried.
"Not exactly the shoe shining itself, but the sounds such a process makes," Yuri corrected. "It doesn't even have to be those sounds at all. The trigger varies from person to person and it can be anything as common as tapping a pencil against a desk, the chirping of birds or the turning of book pages."
"Wow… You really know a lot about ASMR, Yuri," Sayori complimented.
"It's nothing special," Yuri insisted. "The knowledge is really just a side effect of my own hobbies."
"It's still cool," Sayori gushed. "I wonder what my trigger is."
"Probably the sound the sound of opening wrappers." Natsuki snarked.
"Yeah… That does make me happy," Sayori dreamily admitted. "So much Halloween Candy…"
"You know, I think bird chirping may be one of my triggers," Monika said. "Or at least Yoki's bird chirping."
"Isn't she supposed to have a new single coming out soon?" Natsuki asked.
"Mm-hmm."
"Can't wait! It might be her best yet!"
"You're a fan of Yoki, Natsuki?" Shujinkou questioned.
"Of course," she proudly admitted. "The whole mystery thing's a gimmick, but I can't deny how good her songs are."
"It does beg the question why she lets her identity be a secret in the first place," Yuri wondered aloud. "I just get the feeling that she wouldn’t be the type of person who would want to use such a gimmick."
"Maybe she had no choice," Monika proposed. "But I guess we'll never know."
"Not unless someone leaks her identity," Natsuki added. "Honestly surprised the real one hasn't been revealed yet. Not having a face to pin to the songs is kinda annoying too."
"You know, it never really bothered me that I didn't have faces for the names I knew off," Shujinkou said.
"Not everyone can be like that, dummy. Besides, when are you ever really upset? Seriously, the most upset I've seen you is when you get all awkward and scratch your cheek," Natsuki joked.
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek then chuckled.
The rest of the club's meeting continued on like that for hours until the sun was beginning its journey towards the horizon, signaling the end of the gathering. As the girls began to shuffle out of the bedroom, Shujinkou called out to Natsuki.
"What is it?" she asked.
"I was just wondering if you had any plans for the semester," he explained.
"Plans? Not really. Why?"
"Just curious. That's all."
Natsuki shot the awkward young man a confused look before leading him downstairs. After saying their goodbyes, the girls left, leaving Shujinkou alone in his house.
"Never really get upset, huh…" the young man solemnly sighed as he returned to his room. Once there he shut the door behind him and locked. He then proceeded to pull a box from under his bed, wiped the excessive dust off of it and pulled the top off.
Shujinkou slowly reached inside and pulled out of a photograph of his family. "What I wouldn't give to have both lives come together…"
Chapter 76: Strictly Confidential
Chapter Text
"-ko. Shi…" That was the last thing Sayori said before a hand placed itself on her shoulder, rousing her from her slumber. "Huh?"
The drowsy student glanced up from her desk to find Shujinkou standing next to her with a smile on his face. It was filled with innocence and slight amusement. "Well, this is a first. You're the one usually bringing me back from the Realm of Sleep. Though technically daydreaming isn't sleeping…"
"I was just tired…" she let out a large yawn as she stretched her tired arms. "I did a lot of planning last night."
"What were you planning for?" he asked.
"Eh?!" a sharp chill shot down her spine the moment he asked that. "P-Planning… I was just planning... For a lot of things really! There's a lot of things to plan for! I need to plan a lot for them!"
Sayori nervously laughed as she gathered her things. "By the way, what are you doing here Shujinkou?"
"You weren’t at the club, so I went looking for you," the young man answered.
"Oh. That makes sense," Sayori happily accepted. "Let's go!"
Shujinkou followed his childhood friend out of the classroom and down the hallway. On their way to the clubroom, he couldn't help but catch a few glimpses of her bright face. Such a sight reminded him of a promise he failed to keep. "If a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there."
"Hm?" You'll be what?" that question was all it took to afflict Shujinkou with shock. He couldn't believe that he said that out loud.
"I was just thinking about a promise I made…" he answered as he scratched his right cheek. He couldn't find it in him to completely answer that question then. It was just too awkward for him to do so after shutting her out for so long.
"Shujinkou?" Sayori curiously called.
Perhaps it was even more awkward because deep down, he feels like she may have not completely forgiven him. Especially since she hasn't once-
"Maybe I'm being too hard on myself. I mean it could just be that she outgrew that," he thought. "Maybe I could just ask her outright."
Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek as he gazed into Sayori's eyes. "Hey, Sayori…"
A sharp yawn swiftly brought the conversation to an end as it caught their attention in its grasp. Following the sudden interruption to its source, the two would soon find Kiyoko lying on the bench beside them.
"Kiyo!" Sayori excitedly waved at the girl next to them.
"Hey, you two," Kiyoko waved back.
"What are you doing here, Kiyoko?" Shujinkou asked. "Is there no practice today?"
"No, there is. I'm just not part of the team anymore," she nonchalantly answered.
"Huh?" Shujinkou was very surprised to hear that, at least until he remembered her equally nonchalant response to her feelings on the subject during Summer Break. But even with that knowledge in mind, he couldn't help but ask, "How come?"
"There were commitment issues and I didn't want to lead the other on."
"Oh. That's-" a balloon exploding in Shujinkou's face kept him from saying any more. Everything was black until he felt a finger slide across his eyes. With his field of vision restored, the first thing he witnessed was Sayori licking a taupe-colored substance from her index finger.
"It's oatmeal," she said with a satisfied grin.
"Looks likes you were the latest victim," Kiyoko said as she reached into her bag. She pulled out a towel and offered it to Shujinkou.
"Thanks," the young man gratefully accepted the towel and began to clean his face. "What was I the latest victim of?"
"Don't you know? Someone pulling pranks throughout the school!" Sayori frantically answered.
"How long has this been happening?" Shujinkou asked.
"Here and there last semester. Though it seems like they're trying kicking it up a notch this one though," Kiyoko explained. "Spicing various lunches, vandalizing chairs… Just yesterday, they messed with the Science Club's chemicals."
"That couldn't have been good," Shujinkou sympathized.
"Nope," Kiyoko shook her head. "Better keep an eye out."
"Okay," Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek before returning the towel to its owner. "Thanks."
"No problem. Anyway, I gotta go," She examined the oatmeal remains on her towel and shrugged. She then curled it into a ball and waved goodbye. "See ya, guys."
"See ya, Kiyo!" Sayori continued to wave goodbye until Kiyoko was out of sight. "Hey, maybe we can invite Kiyo to join the club."
"But she just said that she couldn't commit to her last club," Shujinkou pointed out.
"Yeah, our club doesn't require that much commitment. She can be as uncommitted as she wants," Sayori beamed.
"She'll say anything to get someone to join our club, won't she?" Shujinkou thought as he chuckled.
Meanwhile, Shujinkou's mother, Hiro was once again in the middle of trying to perfect his sewing skills, or at the very least, not to be laughably bad.
"Da da da dum, da da da dum dum, The Other Promise is stuck inside of my head again," she sang as continued to weave and thread.
Hiro continued to hum the song until she suddenly heard a knock on the door. The rookie sewer wasted no time in answering the door and found a man waiting on the other side.
"Mr. Akira?!" she exclaimed. Her eyes darted up and down while examining the man in front of her.
"Hello, Hiro," she watched as the man take his glasses off, clean them with a wipe and brushed his dark a few strands of hair out of the way before put them back on. "That's an interesting new look you're trying out."
"Huh?" the confused woman glanced down to find that she was covered in yarn. "Oh… I was sewing…"
"Let me help you with that," Akira proceeded to help free Hiro from the predicament, an act that caused her cheeks to grow bright red.
"Um…" the moment she was finally free she found herself struggling to find something to say. "Thanks, Boss…"
"Is your son home?"
"No…"
A smile stretched across his face as his hands cupped Hiro's face."Then what's with the formality?"
"Just used to it I guess…" she weakly chuckled.
They shared a quick kiss before Hiro invited himself inside her house.
"I thought you said you weren’t going to try to sew when your teacher wasn't around," Akira said.
"I know. It's just that he's been so busy with him being in a club and having friends to spend time with, that he hasn't really had time to supervise me," Hiro explained. "I know I'm not getting any better, but I still have to try."
"No, you are getting better," he assured her with a chuckle. "You weren’t completely mummified this time."
"That is an accomplishment for me. So…" Hiro awkwardly twiddled her thumbs. "What brings you here at this time of day?"
"I've decided that it was time that Shujinkou knew about us," Akira said as he plopped himself on her couch. "So, I am going to stay right here and blow the whistle."
"Eh?!" Hiro's entire body tensed as she processed what she was just told.
"I'm just joking. I wouldn't do that," he quickly assured her. "I wouldn't want to force that on you."
"I know. I know you wouldn't do that… It's just… I'm not sure how'll Shujinkou would respond to me dating. He's just getting better too and the last thing I want to do is cause him to revert."
"I completely understand and I know it was selfish and risky to come over so late, but I just had to…" Akira dug into his jacket and pulled out an envelope. "…get your opinion on these documents."
"…Does that jacket come with an extra-large pocket inside?" Hiro asked.
"I had it custom made," Akira proudly announced. "It's really handy for those days where I have to carry suitcases and suitcases, then go back to the car and bring in more suitcases and potentially go home just to bring over more suitcases…"
He sighed as he recalled such an experienced. "…like I had to today. My back is aching."
"Really, well…" Hiro sat next to Akira with a nervous expression on her face. "I could help you with that."
"Hm?" the surprised visitor glanced up at his host. "Oh. No. I mean, we don't have time for that. I don't want you to risk-"
"It's fine. After all, you went out of your way to come here just to deliver something so…" Hiro silently motioned Akira towards her.
"Are you sure about this?" he asked.
Hiro silently nodded her head.
"Okay…" Akira slowly inched his way closer to her and stretched across Hiro's lap.
"Alright…" After going through the usual mental preparations, Hiro took a deep breath and began to massage Akira's back. "So… How was work?"
"The usual. Tons of files, a lot of meeting that creates more files and everyone expressing how much they miss you."
"That's quite the hyperbole."
"Not really. Though if I had to be honest, I'm sure some wish they were in your position."
"No. No they wouldn't…"
"I know."
"Yeah. I really appreciate you letting me work from home. There's a lot of jobs that wouldn't do that even…"
"Even if the work could be done from home?"
"Yeah…"
"One of my employees was having a hard time, the least I could do was make things easier for them. Incidentally, I had to start screening those who wanted that same opportunity."
"How come?"
"I went to visit Akio."
"The guy next to my office?"
"Mm-hmm. He said his mother was dying of a terminal disease, so naturally I gave him time off. I wanted to express my condolences, so I set up a donation box and tried to deliver the earnings in person. Guess what happened when I got there?"
"His mother wasn't sick?"
"She was break-dancing on their front lawn."
"Did you fire him?"
"I could've, but instead I decided to put him on a pay probation."
"You really have a merciful heart."
"I try to. So how was your day?"
"Good. I got The Other Promise stuck in my head."
"What promise?"
"Huh? Oh, no it's not a promise; it's the name of a song from one of Shujinkou's games. It goes like: Da Da Da Dum, Hm Hm Hm Hmmm Hmmmmm."
"Really? Well, I'm not much of a video game professional, so I recognize that one. One of the ones I do know is: Do do do do do do do do doooooo, do do do do dooo doooooo."
"Sonic the Hedgehog?"
"Yep."
"What about this one: Do do do do do, do do do do do."
"Crash Bandicoot."
"Okay, how about this one: Who lives in a pineapple-
"That's not from a game."
"The countless games based on the cartoon says otherwise…"
Just then Akira sat up and shot Hiro a skeptical look. "You're bringing licensed games into this?"
"They're still games?" she replied with an awkward smile.
"Still not they're point of origin though," Akira pointed out as he leaned in closer to Hiro.
"Still good enough to be used in the product?" Hiro said with increasingly red cheeks.
"That's true…" the two closed their eyes as their lips inched closer and closer to each other.
Suddenly, a familiar sound sent a sharp chill down their spines. It was clicking sound of a door lock turning.
"Shujinkou!" she shrieked.
"On it!" Akira immediately dropped to the floor as Shujinkou walked in.
"Hey, mom," the young man waved as he slipped out of his shoes.
"H-Hey, Shujinkou," Hiro nervously waved back as she stood up.
"Is something wrong?"
"No… I'm just feeling a bit uneasy…"
"How come?"
"You know…" From the corner of her eyes, Hiro noticed Akira holding up a needle. "I'm really getting nowhere with my sewing."
"Oh. Sorry, I haven't really been helping you like I promised…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "
"Don’t apologize. I'm not upset just because you're hanging out with friends or doing your own thing."
"Yeah, but… Do want to work on it now?"
"Um, sure. You go get your stuff and I'll try not to mummify myself while you're gone."
"Okay," With an excited nod, Shujinkou ran up the steps, presenting an opportunity for his mother to escort Akira to the door.
"Sorry," she apologized as she opened the front door.
"No apologies," he casually replied. "See you when I see you."
He quickly planted a kiss on her cheek before making his leave.
"Right…" she dreamily sighed as she closed the front door. "…I'm a terrible mother…"
Chapter 77: Prankster's Paradise
Chapter Text
One of the benefits that came with advent of the old schedule was that there was more time to fit in personal hobbies. For Shujinkou, this meant more time to advance his artistic skills.
"I wonder which way Kid Goku's hair would fit in this situation…" he mumbled under his breath. Such a question had plagued his mind for the past five minutes, until the answer finally presented itself to him. "That's it!"
But before he could return to work, his focus was immediately drawn towards the direction of bloodcurdling screams. He watched as a plethora of male students tumbled out of the gym, drenched and wearing nothing but their underwear. To him, if was as if they were violently carried to shore by a violent tidal wave after escaping a sinking vessel and being marooned on an island for eight months.
Such an image remained in his head until classes were over and he could share it with his friends.
"The school prankster has pranked again?!" Sayori gasped.
"Yeah. Apparently they're the ones who set off the sprinkler system in the boy's locker room and gym," Shujinkou confirmed.
"It really is unsettling that there is someone going to such lengths to play, what they likely consider, 'jokes'," Yuri lamented.
"Yeah. Like there wasn't already enough grief to deal with," Natsuki groaned.
"Hopefully, they'll quit while they're ahead. Things won't be so good for them if they get caught now," Monika said.
"I doubt it. They probably think they're untouchable and will keep trying to outdo themselves," Natsuki theorized.
"How can they outdo setting off the sprinklers in the boy's locker room?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
The young man would soon get his answer the next day as he walked into the school with Sayori. The moment they were inside, a battalion of water balloons dropped down from above and showered everyone in the general vicinity.
"I never thought a question would come back to haunt me almost 24-hours later like that in real life…" Shujinkou moaned as he scratched his right cheek.
"Yeah…" Sayori agreed.
But the students were not the only ones to suffer from the pranks. In the newly re-established teacher's work area, the staff was assaulted with shaving cream and buckets of waters. Later, after classes were finished, the archery club would find there bows missing string and their arrows missing their edges.
The next day, several students found their lockers filled with confetti and one class even had their desks wrapped in plastic.
"This is ridiculous!" Natsuki raged. "I know I said that they'll try to outdo themselves, but can't they take a break!? Seriously, my desk was covered in four layers of plastic wrap!"
"You know, I heard some students thinking of making themselves look they've already been pranked just to avoid the actual thing," Shujinkou shared.
"I think it's clear that the perpetrator is doing this indiscriminately…" Yuri replied as she brushed the confetti out of her hair. From her voice and mannerisms, Shujinkou could tell that she was annoyed.
"Did you have confetti in your hair all day?" Sayori curiously asked.
"Actually, I ran into more from a bucket hanging over the classroom door," Yuri sighed.
"At least it's something that you can fix immediately," Monika weakly chuckled as she drew attention to the black circles around her eyes."
The group let out a collective sigh. The pranks were really starting to get out of control.
"To comical levels, really…" Shujinkou thought. Suddenly, the young man felt another presence in the vicinity. Turning around, he found that presence was actually Rei standing behind. "Rei?"
Before another word could be said, she presented a tiny sheet of paper to Shujinkou.
"To Shujinkou, SOS in my office, Fuyu," he read aloud."
"Fuyu's in trouble?" Sayori gasped.
In response, Rei raised another slip of paper for Shujinkou to read. "P.S. It is not a dire emergency and I insist that you make sure the others don't come with you."
"Feel like most of that was directed at Sayori," said Natsuki.
"Hey…!" Sayori pouted as she diverted her gaze. "It was at you guys too…"
"I guess Fuyu really just wants me to to go," Shujinkou said.
With no other choice, he followed Rei to the office of her adopted sister. Curiosity and fear began to build up in the young man as he tried to figure out what could garner an SOS from the Student Council President. Once there, Shujinkou entered the office alone to discover that he wasn't the only student in there. Sitting on the couch opposite of Fuyu's was a girl. From her appearance, it was easy to assume that she was a first-year student. But despite being a student, her uniform wasn't standard code.
Something like that normally wouldn't have bothered him, but the shirt with skull and crossbones, the headband with demon horns sitting on contrasting the small smile on her face caused alarms to go off his head
"Y-You called for me, Fuyu…" he stammered.
"Mm-hmm." Not even looking up at him, Fuyu continued to stare at the girl in front of her. With one person in their infamous "President's Mode" and the other giving off an unnerving presence, Shujinkou could not help but feel like he was in the middle of two titans about to face off. "Shujinkou, allow me to introduce you to, Malizia."
"'I prefer 'Mali'," she casually responded in an innocent tone. She then shook her head, allowing her green hair to sway from side to side. "Probably thinking I got the name cause of my hair, huh?"
"Uh…" Shujinkou did not know how to respond. The innocence on her face heavily contrasting the strange aura she gave off earlier was still too much to take in. "N-Not really…"
"Mali here just so happens to be the one who was pulling all the pranks lately," Fuyu continued.
"Huh? Really?" The young man had to do a double take after hearing that. The girl in front of him was the not the image he had imagined concerning the identity of the prankster. It would have been a little hard to believe if it wasn't for the heavy atmosphere the room possessed.
"I was just playing some jokes to liven up the new semester," Mali innocently argued. "Is that really so wrong? School's so boring and predictable."
If anything, Shujinkou could agree that her antics have indeed livened up the 2nd term. Though whether it was a good or bad thing…
"That's not really a question…" he admitted to himself.
"So, I bet you're wondering why I called you here," Fuyu said.
"Y-Yes…" Shujinkou sheepishly responded. He felt like an ant that could be squashed by these two giants at any moment.
"The thing is… There was much deliberation over what Mali's punishment should be. In the end it was decided that perhaps it would be best if she had someone to keep an eye on her."
"Me?"
"As the most qualified person for the job and the school ambassador, I respectfully ask you to take up such a task."
"I totally forgot she gave me that job," Shujinkou thought. "Though, I thought it was a one-time thing with Rei…"
The young man then turned his attention to Mali, who in response simply waved at him with a smile. "I guess I can try…"
"Excellent," Fuyu adjusted her glasses as she sat up and walked to her desk. "I'll send tou the details later. For now, you two are dismissed."
The two visiting students exchanged a quick glance before walking out of the office. The moment they were gone, Rei walked in to find Fuyu let out a tired sigh.
"What have I done, Rei?" she asked, her voice layered with regret.
Just outside, Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he once again found himself deprived of his vocabulary.
"So, I guess you're like my mentor or something huh, Senpai?" She asked with a bright smile.
"I guess…?" Shujinkou awkwardly replied.
"So, since you're in charge, what's the plan/punishment?"
"Well… I mean, there doesn't have to any kind of punishment. You just gotta stop pulling pranks."
"That's all?" Mali curiously stared into Shujinkou's eyes as she asked this.
"Yeah." He answered.
Suddenly, a big smile stretched across her face."Senpai's so merciful! Well, if that's all, then I'll stop."
"Really?"
"Why not?"
"Okay, then. Um… Are you in any clubs?"
"Nope, I just go straight home. Guess that's what you want me to do now, huh?"
"If that's what you want to do."
"Then that's what I'll do. Plus, I ran out of ideas for pranks today, so you don't have to worry about."
"Right. Well, I gotta go get back so…"
"Got it. See ya..." Mali waved goodbye as Shujinkou took off. The moment he was out of sight, a mischievous smirk crossed her face. "…Senpai."
Chapter 78: Chaos' Preemptive Strike
Chapter Text
"Are you serious?" sputtered Natsuki. "Why would you agree to keep an eye on the girl that's been terrorizing the school?"
"Because Fuyu asked me too?" Shujinkou answered as he scratched his right cheek. "Honestly, I couldn't really say no when she's in President Mode…"
"Still…" confusion and curiosity swelled up in Shujinkou as Natsuki glared at him. "Dummy, don't you realize what that means?"
"Yeah. I'm possibly a target now…" Shujinkou sighed.
"At least you have Mali's word that she'll stop pranking everyone," Sayori assured him.
"Like it would really be that easy," Natsuki replied, rolling her eyes.
Natsuki's words would remain in Shujinkou's head for the rest of the day and even the next morning.
While waiting for homeroom to begin, Shujinkou sat at his desk staring at the Student Council necklace Fuyu had given him last semester.
"How am I going to handle this?" he wondered aloud. "Mali said that she would stop pranking others and I want to believe her but… I can't get over the uncomfortable feeling I got from her yesterday. Plus, I've seen a lot of scenarios where a younger person would feign innocence to lower someone's guard."
Shujinkou sighed as he continued to ponder the dilemma he faced. "In the end, I don't really know anything about her so I can't really judge her."
In what felt like no time at all, the morning classes passed by and there has been no words of any pranks that have been pulled. When the time of lunch finally arrived, Shujinkou walked out of his classroom and journeyed to the first year hallway. Using the info Fuyu had supplied him, he effortlessly found Mali's classroom and peeked inside.
It was at that point where that uneasy feeling from yesterday started to creep its way into Shujinkou again. Mali had an entire section of the classroom to herself.
"Here goes nothing," he said as slowly approached Mali.
As he inched his way closer and closer, he noticed the first-year student was reading a book titled, "Advanced T-"
"Senpai?" before he could finish reading the book's title, his attention was immediately diverted to Mali's curious face. "What are you doing here?"
"I was just-"
"You're not here to check up on me are you?" she interrupted. "I've been good all morning."
"I know. I was just wondering if you wanted to have lunch together," Shujinkou proposed.
"Senpai wants to have lunch with me?" an innocent smile stretched across her face as she eagerly jumped on her feet. "How can I say no?"
Mali wrapped her arm around his, led Shujinkou outside and plopped down on the first bench she found.
"Hey, Senpai, what kind of club are you in?" Mali asked.
"Huh?" Shujinkou replied, surprised by the sudden question.
"You said that you had to get back somewhere yesterday. So what kind of club did you have to get back to?"
"Oh. I had to get back to the Literature Club."
"Literature Club? I didn't know the school had a Literature Club," Mali's eyes then scanned Shujinkou from head to toe. "Senpai doesn't seem like the literary type."
"Still?" Shujinkou weakly chuckled as he considered what he just heard. "I've learned a lot about literature since I joined and I still seem like I'm not even close to being the literary type?"
"I bet there's a lot of cute girls there. I bet that's why Senpai joined."
"She doesn't even know about the others and she still reached that conclusion…"
"Senpai's such a womanizer!" she laughed.
"Actually, Mali, I didn't even want to join in the first place," Shujinkou began to explain.
"But the cute girls changed your mind, I know."
"No, that's not it at all."
"So you admit you find the girls there cute."
"Huh?! What no! That's not what I mea- I mean-!" Shujinkou scrambled to find a way to respond to such an observation.
"Senpai's so cute when he flustered," Mali giggled, flashing him an innocent smile the entire time.
The young man couldn't help but look away as he scratched his right cheek. He wasn't sure whether she was teasing him or not.
"Oh yeah, Senpai. You won't believe it but I saw a super-rare bird when I scouting the school grounds," Mali suddenly said.
"Really? What kind of rare bird?"
"It's an Orange-bellied parrot. They're mostly found in Australia, so I couldn't believe that I saw one here. Want to see it?"
"Well…"
"Come on, you should see it! It's almost as colorful as a rainbow!"
"Well, I guess I could take a look."
Shujinkou proceeded to follow Mali around the school into the neighboring village of trees.
"Maybe I should have asked Kiyoko to come," he thought aloud. "Birds like her."
Suddenly, Shujinkou felt something wrap around his foot and pull him off the ground. Complete shock circulated through him as found his world has been turned upside down.
"It's amazing how little anyone actually looks up or down, huh Senpai," a mischievous smile flashed on her face as she approached the bound Shujinkou. "The boys in the locker room were the same.
She then removed his student official necklace from around his neck and pulled his phone out of his pocket.
"W-What are you doing?" Shujinkou nervously asked.
"This is that special necklace that lets you go around the school unabated right?" Mali answered.
"Oh no…" a sense of dread filled Shujinkou as he began to put together the true intention for this prank.
That dread steadily grew bigger as he watched the young pranker look through his phone.
"So much storage taken up for nothing…" she said under her breath. "Ghost data."
Mali then shrugged at the conclusion and placed Shujinkou's phone just out of his reach. "Well, I got things to do so… See ya, Senpai."
Shujinkou silently watched Mali disappear from sight and thought," I feel like I walked right into this one…"
He then tried to reach for his phone, but as he expected, he couldn't do it.
A dejected sigh flew out of his mouth as he considered the position he was currently stuck in. "Sneaking through the jungles of the Soviet Union, swimming through a lake filled with crocodiles, narrowly avoiding a pit hidden by leaves, progress, progress, sneaking around until I'm strung up by a rope around my ankle, my first alert and guards start shooting at me, cut the rope with my knife and try my best to not use lethal ammunition, hide under a nearby house, blow up the food and ammunition sheds, return to the previous area then fall into a bottomless pit. Game Over. Time Paradox."
He then remained silent for a minute before screaming, "HELP!"
For the next 6 minutes, he's done nothing but call for help. But with each passing minute, his hopes that he'll be found dwindled.
"I'm going to have to wait until the sport clubs have to practice, aren't I?" he lamented.
But just as he was about to lose hope, he noticed a student passing by.
"Hey, can you help me?!" Shujinkou desperately pleaded.
The student turned their attention to him, not even fazed by his current predicament.
"Rei?" he could feel tears well up in his eyes as the silent girl approached him.
Her eyes trailed up to the rope restricting his legs, then followed the line to a nearby tree branch. Rei proceeded to slowly untie the rope from the tree branch and gently lower Shujinkou to the ground.
"Thanks, Rei…" a sense of relief filled the young man as he freed himself from his binds.
An eerie silence followed Shujinkou's gratitude as he stood on his feet. Disappointment quickly seeped into him as he once again found himself at a loss for words. But before the awkwardness could reach unbearable levels, the sound of the school bell ranges, alleviating that concern.
During the next class break, Shujinkou searched throughout the school for Mali, finally finding her sitting on a small ladder.
"Oh, I was wondering whether you'd catch up or not Senpai," Mali waved.
"Mali… That wasn't funny what you did earlier," Shujinkou sternly replied.
"I don't know. I found it pretty funny," Mali nonchalantly replied as she turned and looked into the window behind her.
"Mali… I need you to give that necklace back. It's not something someone should play around with."
"Not now, Senpai. This is getting interesting."
"What do you mean?"
"Look," Mali motioned Shujinkou closer as she moved aside. "Or don't. But just be quiet."
Against his better judgment, Shujinkou climbed up the small ladder and peered through the window.
"Ah-!" he had to quickly cover his mouth to keep himself from screaming. But he couldn't help reacting in such a way; seeing a locker room filled with almost naked female students would do that to anyone.
Suddenly, he noticed a few flashes from behind.
"Hey, Senpai," Shujinkou looked to his right and found Mali presenting his phone to him. "Catch."
She tossed the phone in his hands just as the window to the locker room opened. All the eyes directed at him, seething with anger, caused his mind to go blank with fear. Frozen with fright, Shujinkou could not even mutter a word of defense as he was quickly surrounded by an angry mob. All he could do was think about what they would do with him.
"Shujinkou?" through all the angry eyes, Shujinkou saw a face that inspired hope and fear.
"Monika…" he weakly called.
"You know this guy, Monika?" one of the girls asked.
"Yeah. What's going on?" Monika queried.
Shujinkou's heart sunk as he was forced to listen to the girls describing him as a "perverted stalker photographer". There was no way that he could explain that he was just at the wrong place at the wrong time. No one would believe him.
Suddenly, Monika gently took his phone and searched through his photos. "I don't think Shujinkou took these photos."
Shujinkou's eyes lit up as she presented the photos to the other. To his surprise, they prominently featured the back of his head. The school idol then wasted no time in explaining how he was more likely a victim then the perpetrator.
With the situation defused, the girls returned to the locker room as Monika sat next to a relieved Shujinkou. "Thanks, Monika."
"No problem," Monika assured him. "So, is Mali the one who took these pictures?"
"Y-Yeah…" Shujinkou sheepishly admitted. "She got me twice in one day and she is not holding back."
"I see. I guess what Natsuki predicted was inevitable, huh?"
"Yeah… I don't know what I'm going to do Monika. I mean I should obviously tell others what Mali is doing but, the thing is, I haven't really had much of a chance to talk to her. Everything that happened today happened so fast."
"It's almost like she doesn't want to give you time to try and convince her otherwise," a small smile crossed Monika's face. "She clearly has a strategy, so it's time for you to employ one of your own."
"You don't mean that I should fight fire with fire, do you?" Shujinkou worriedly questioned.
"No. What I mean is, so far Mali has quickly established to be the dominant force in the relationship between you two, which is understandable if you liken the two of you to Chaos and Order. Chaos almost always has the preemptive strike while Order is trying to find a way to stamp out the Chaos.
Mali has made the preemptive strike, so now it's your turn to strategize and counterattack in a way that achieves your goal."
"I get it. You're saying that I should come up with a plan that can reverse that dynamic and get her to listen to me."
"Exactly."
"But, to even do that, I would not only have to come up with something to keep her from staying one step ahead of me, I would also have to keep her from running away from me. Something that can keep her in one place for more than 5 seco- I got it!"
"That fast?" Monika marveled at how quickly Shujinkou developed a plan.
"Well, more like I'm borrowing a plan," he chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. "I'm taking a page from Sayori's book."
Chapter 79: Order's Counterstrike
Chapter Text
The very next morning, Shujinkou was in the middle of searching for Mali.
"I wonder if she's actively avoiding me," he thought aloud.
Not too long after that curious thought, Shujinkou suddenly remembered something the girl he was assigned to keep an eye on said to him the day before.
"It's amazing how little anyone actually looks up or down, huh, Senpai?" those words circulating through his head once again, Shujinkou looked up and found Mali rocking back and forth on a nearby tree branch. Slowly and carefully, Shujinkou approached the tree she was perched on like she was an enemy he had to perform a stealth takedown on. He continued his stealthy approach until he noticed Mali start to tip too far back.
"Mali!" letting his instincts take over, Shujinkou quickly lunged forward and caught the first year student before she could hit the ground. He exhaled a relief filled sighed before asking, "Are you okay?"
"Senpai?" curiosity flashed on Mali's face as the young girl jumped out of his arms. "What was that for?"
"What was what for?" he asked, confused by her question.
"Catching me," she clarified.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he tried to understand her own confusion. "Well, it's not like I could just let you fall and not do anything about it."
Mali silently stared at Shujinkou before smiling. "You're weird. First you don't turn me in for what I did yesterday and then you save me. Senpai's very weird."
"That wouldn't be the first time I was told that…" Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled.
Mali continued to stare at Shujinkou. Feeling like he was being analyzed, Shujinkou decided to use the opportunity to think up a potential counter strategy for whatever she may come up with.
Suddenly, Mali reached into her pocket and approached him, prompting him to try and come up with a plan faster.
"Here," she pulled out the necklace she stole from him the day before and dropped it in his hands.
"You're just giving this back to me?" Shujinkou asked, surprised by the sudden action.
"It not that fun using this as a get out of jail free card when sneaking around," Mali explained.
Shujinkou silently glanced down at the necklace.
"Still… Even if that's true, she still didn't have to give it back." A small smile snuck on his face as he realized this.
"Anyway, see ya, Senpai," Snapping out of his thoughts, Shujinkou watched Mali turn around and walk away.
"Wait!" Mali wasted no time in turning back to him, waiting for the young man to continue. "Uh. I've got a surprise for you."
"Senpai has a surprise for me? What is it?"
"I can't show you now. But if you can get through the day without pulling any pranks on anyone, I'll show it to you."
"You'll show to it to me if I'm good?" a big smile stretched across Mali's face; it appeared that she was intrigued by his proposal. "Senpai's not even trying to be subtle. That's interesting."
"It is?" Shujinkou questioned.
"Really interesting. All right, Senpai. I'll be good for the day." With that innocent declaration, Mali skipped off into the school, leaving Shujinkou alone with his thoughts.
"I hope this works," he fretted.
To his surprise and delight, it did. By the end of the day, there were no complaints of someone pulling pranks. "Alright, time for Phase 2."
"Senpai must hate subtlety or something," a thin smile crossed Mali's face as he watched Shujinkou nearly jump out of his seat. "So, what's this surprise you cooked up to make me good for the day?"
"Right, it's at the club that I'm in," he explained.
"The club you're in because it has cute girls?"
"T-That's not why I'm in it!"
"So you still won't deny that they're cute."
'Ugh…"
"Senpai really is cute when he's all flustered."
"…Let's just go."
Shujinkou grabbed his things and led Mali to the Literature Club. The moment they arrived, they found Natsuki holding Sayori down with a small pillow.
"What timing…" Shujinkou chuckled. Though that laughter wasn't because he found the situation funny, but because he was struck with disbelief over that being the first thing Mali would see. He knew that she could easily take it out of context.
"She ate more than Natsuki was willing," Monika explained with a giggle.
"This is so unfair, Natsuki! I don't have a pillow this time!" Sayori complained.
"That's the point," a satisfied grin crossed Natsuki's face as Sayori continued to struggle for freedom. "I knew it was good idea to bring this with me today."
"This is a strange surprise, Senpai," Mali said.
"Actually, the surprise is…"
"Cupcakes," Mali interrupted as she approached a tray of cupcakes topped with pink cat-shaped frosting. "Senpai's trying to manipulate me with sweets?"
"She was aware of your plan?" Yuri questioned Shujinkou.
"I wasn't really being subtle," he explained, scratching his right cheek.
"Senpai still has a long way to go," Mali chuckled before taking a bite from one of the cupcakes.
"Not like it's something to aspire to," Natsuki said as she released her grip on Sayori. "Not to mention he just piggybacked the idea from our VP here."
Mali silently stared at Natsuki and Sayori then shifted her gaze to Monika. From there her field of vision shifted to Yuri before finally stopping at Shujinkou. Suddenly, she grinned. "Senpai really is a womanizer. Look at all the cute girls you surround yourself with."
"Eh?!" the girls exclaimed.
"With Senpai being such a womanizer the only explanation I can think of to why you're still here is that they're all in love with you," Mali continued.
"EH?!" the entire club exclaimed.
"W-What kind of assumption is that?!" caterwauled Natsuki. "Why would that make you think we're in love with him?!"
"Because it's the only explanation that makes sense when you consider why Senpai is here in the first place," Mali explained.
"That doesn't make sense. Besides he didn't even want to be here in the first place," Natsuki pointed out.
"But he changed his mind when he realized he would be the only boy in the club, I know," Mali nodded her head.
"Actually, he had more noble reason than that," Yuri interjected.
"Really? Like what?" Mali questioned.
"Like being the best friend anyone can ask for," Sayori eagerly answered.
"That's a bit of an exaggeration," Shujinkou said as he scratched his red right cheek.
"Hmm…" Mali nonchalantly plopped down on top of a nearby desk and took a bite out of another cupcake. "So you guys are saying that Senpai isn't a womanizer?"
"He's the farthest thing from a womanizer there could possibly be," Natsuki asserted.
"Yeah," Sayori agreed. "In fact, I realized that it was a bad plan to get Shujinkou to join."
It was then when the other members of the club shifted their gazes to Sayori.
"You considered using that fact as a selling point?" Monika asked.
"Eh… I did consider it," Sayori nervously giggled. "But I quickly realized that it would have had the opposite effect."
"It honestly did," Shujinkou confirmed.
"Like I said, farthest thing from a womanizer ever," Natsuki confidently repeated.
"Senpai seems really popular here," the first-year student finished her last cupcake then turned her attention to Shujinkou. "But, even if Senpai isn't here for obvious reasons, aren't you still attracted to your club mates?"
"Huh?" Shujinkou's entire face grew red as all eyes directed their gaze at him. With no idea what to say, all he could do was direct his field of vision to his feet.
"Senpai is so easy to tease," Mali chuckled as she jumped off the desk. "Well, this was fun. Time to head home."
"Huh?" spurred on by surprise, Shujinkou looked up to find Mali heading for the classroom door. "You're leaving already?"
"Yep. I enjoyed the surprise you had for me and that's all I wanted and what you promised me so…" Mali smiled and waved at Shujinkou. "See ya tomorrow, Senpai."
With a giggle, Mali skipped out of the class room, leaving the Literature Club speechless.
"…Now I see how she gave you a hard time yesterday, Shujinkou," Monika suddenly said. "She's really good at keeping others off-balance."
"'Off-Balance?'" Sayori queried, perplexed. "What do you mean by that?"
"Well…" Monika remained silent as she wondered how she could define her observation. "Let's use what just happened as an example. Shujinkou's plan was to keep Mali in one spot long enough for him to get a chance to talk her out of pulling pranks. To achieve that, he'd figured that the curiosity of a surprise would entice Mali enough to follow him to a place where he is more comfortable and hopefully change who was the dominant one in their relationship.
But he also knew that trying to be subtle with his plan wouldn't work with Mali so instead he flat out told her that he would show it his surprise if she didn't pull any pranks today. So not only would Mali be interested by the surprise itself, but also be intrigued by the upfront nature of the plan, which brings us to now."
Monika reached for one of the cupcakes and took a bite out of it before continuing. "When Mali arrived, she wasted no time in saying things that would not only throw Shujinkou for a loop, but us as well. At the same time, she was indulging in a few cupcakes as well. By keeping us off-balance, Mali could keep us from achieving the goal Shujinkou wanted to, but could also be justified in leaving once she got what she was promised for keeping her side of the bargain."
A conflict of emotions swelled in Monika. While disappointed by the results of the plan, she couldn't help but be somewhat impressed by Mali's ability. "In the end, she effortlessly negated the entire point of the plan."
"How ironic. The power of words was used to keep the Literature Club at bay…" Yuri lamented.
"Ugh… I can't believe we were toyed with by a first-year like that," Natsuki groaned.
A dreary atmosphere hung over the club and would remain with them until Natsuki swung her pillow at Sayori, denying the Vice-President another cupcake.
"Ah! That reminds me," springing back on to her feet, Sayori turned to Shujinkou with a look that he could only describe to be a mix of eagerness, curiosity and a hint of neediness. "Did you bring it, Shujinkou?"
"Hm? Oh yeah," Shujinkou raised his backpack for her to spot a rolled up medium-sized paper sticking out of it.
"All right! Our first club poster!" Sayori beamed.
"You made us a poster?" Natsuki asked Shujinkou.
"Yeah, Sayori asked me to make one last semester," Shujinkou confirmed. "I haven't really came up with something until I one night asked what I liked most about the clu- Ah!"
At that very moment, Shujinkou once again found himself face-to-face with a familiar foe: embarrassment.
"I was so preoccupied by everything else that I didn't realize what I was doing!" he fretted.
"Let's see what it looks like," Sayori said as she grabbed the poster.
It was then when the world felt like it drew to a crawl for Shujinkou. Every inch of the poster that was revealed was like a sharp knife thrusting and just missing his heart.
"Wow!" Sayori bubbled before presenting the poster to the others. "We're on the poster!"
Yuri, Monika and Natsuki each examined the poster from top to bottom. Not only was the poster well-designed but it did indeed feature the girls of the club in a super-deformed style.
"It's so cute!" Natsuki gushed. "I didn't realize that you could make something like this by yourself, Shujinkou."
Her excitement didn't last long as the pink-haired student quickly noticed that her friends were staring at her, surprised.
"What?" Natsuki diverted her gaze as she mumbled. "It's good…"
"Ah. Natsuki's right," Yuri agreed. "It really does look great. It's actually very endearing in a way too."
"Um, Shujinkou…" Monika looked up at Shujinkou wearing a nervous expression on her face. "I don't think we can use this as an advertisement."
"Eh? But why?" Sayori questioned.
"Well, it's just that…" a nervous giggle slipped through her lips as the club president began to stumble over her words. "This is going to sound really vain but… It's because I'm on it."
A droplet of sweat crawled down Monika's face as the club silently stared at her. No words needed to be said; she could tell just by their expressions that the wanted further elaboration.
"To be honest, I'm kinda afraid of what would happen if the knowledge that I'm club president became widespread," she explained.
"Still sounding kinda vain there," Natsuki replied.
"I know… It's just that… When I left the Debate Team and decided to make my own club, I really wanted to be able to actually be friends with the people in it. The problem was that I was sure that if I advertised the club, then a lot would join just to be in 'Monika's Club'." That's the reason I spent the first week alone."
A solemn atmosphere hung over the club.
"…Geez, that still sounds so vain. All you're talking about is you," a knowing grin crossed Natsuki's face. "What if we also didn't want to be on the poster? Last thing we need is an actual womanizer catching wind of the club, which apparently is a real concern according to our Vice-President and Mali."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Though it was a light-hearted remark, Mali's earlier comments made it more awkward then it should have been.
At that point, he was just tired. The past two days have been nothing but work and he has yet to even get a glimmer of success. "Back to the drawing board, I guess…"
Chapter 80: Order's Appeal
Chapter Text
Disappointment seeped into Shujinkou as he walked along the exterior of his school. He knew probably shouldn't have let that emotion in, but he couldn't help it. Ever since Mali easily turned his plan against him yesterday, all he could think about was how he would find another chance to talk to her without her turning the tables on him. But despite spending hours upon hours trying to find a solution to his current dilemma, he just couldn't find one.
A solemn sigh brushed past his lips before he deciding to continue his contemplations.
"GROSS!" that high-pitch declaration was more than enough to drag Shujinkou away from his thoughts. He quickly locked towards the direction of the screams and noticed two girls running towards him. As they grew closer, Shujinkou noticed terror plastered across their faces. To him, their faces were comparable to someone who just saw the Grim Reaper or an equivalent scary figure. All he could think about as he watched them run into the school was what could have possibly scared them so much.
"Spiders sure are scary, huh, Senpai," the young man felt a shiver crawl down his spine as he heard that familiar carefree voice. Slowly and cautiously, Shujinkou turned around to find Mali brightly smiling at him. From her hands, he noticed a pair of spiders dangling from her fingers. "Even paper machete variations of them can do the job if you handle it just right."
"Mali…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he tried to think of what he could say. He wanted to say that she shouldn't have done such a thing, but…
"What? I only promised Senpai to stop doing things yesterday. Senpai didn't say forever," Mali reminded him
"I know. It's just that…"
"You stop you would have already convinced me to stop yesterday too," Mali interrupted. The glee from her face made it all too clear she enjoyed rubbing his failure in his face.
He once again felt disappointment seep into him as he considered his position. In fact, he was beginning to think that perhaps he should accept the feeling of disappointment. Perhaps he should welcome it warmly and provide it the red carpet treatment.
"Senpai's also cute when he's disappointed. I bet it’s the same for all the other emotions," Mali giggled as she brushed past Shujinkou.
He just didn't have it in him to say anything more and couldn't think anything to prevent Mali from leaving. No, it wasn't that. Deep down, he let her leave. She had once again defeated him and had no choice but to accept his loss.
At the rate things were going, he knew that it wouldn't be long until Mali completely had the upper hand in their relationship. Along with the fact that she's continuing her pranks, Shujinkou knew that there was only one thing he could do.
"I need some advice," he concluded.
Later that afternoon, once the lunch bell rung, Shujinkou darted out of his seat and wasted no time in tracking down the person he knew could help him in his hour of need.
"You're asking me for advice?" surprise was plastered all over Natsuki's face as she stared at Shujinkou. She just couldn't believe that the person in front of her, of all people, was asking for her assistance.
"Yeah," Shujinkou confirmed.
"Why?" she instinctively asked.
"Because I can't talk to Mali without her putting me off-balance."
"But, why me?"
"Because, you're always able to speak your mind no matter what the situation is."
It was at that point where the surprise on Natsuki's face was quickly traded for annoyance. "So, what you're saying is you always thought of me as someone who can't stop voicing their opinions even when the situation doesn't call for it?"
"Huh? No. No. It's just that… What I mean is… Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he continued to fumble over his words. "Honesty, There are a lot of times I wish could be more vocal about my own opinions. One of the things that I've always respected about you is how you have no issues doing that."
"Wh-!" Natsuki's cheeks immediately grew rosy red as she processed what she was told. She silently stared at Shujinkou before suddenly crossing her arms in a huff. "Sheesh, I was just joking. You didn't have to say something like that. You can seriously be a dummy sometimes."
"Like right now," Shujinkou chuckled.
"Hmph," a small smile flashed on Natsuki's face. "…So you're basically asking me how you can talk to Mali without her getting to you right?"
"Yeah."
"It's actually really simple. You know how she is so all you got to do is not let her get to you."
"That's easier said than done."
"Yeah, that's because she thinks she can push you around. Look, Shujinkou, I know being nice is your thing, but there's a difference between being nice and being a pushover. You can't let her think you’re a pushover, especially since you're not."
"I'm not?"
"Of course not," a grin full of pride planted itself on Natsuki's face. "After all, you always shrugged off the harsh things I've said to you so I know you can handle what Mali can throw at you."
"I guess… But there's still the whole getting her not to run off thing," Shujinkou pointed out.
"Good point…" Natsuki sighed.
Memories of how Mali left the club yesterday caused a heavy atmosphere to form between them.
"What's with you two?" that simple question easily dispersed the atmosphere as a familiar figure approached them.
"Kiyoko," Shujinkou couldn't help but feel amazed that despite the curious expression on her face, she was able to exude a calm and casual atmosphere.
"We were just thinking about how to keep the school prankster in one place for long enough," Natsuki answered.
It was amazing how Shujinkou came for advice for one problem, he found himself having to consider another problem that he forgot. He spent so much time focusing on how to converse with Mali that he didn't think about how he would keep her in one place for long. Deep down, he just knew it was going to take hours to come up with someth-
"I got it!" Shujinkou suddenly blurt out.
"Already?!" surprise was once again plastered all over Natsuki's face as Kiyoko playfully shrugged her shoulders.
"I'll invite her to a place that no one usually leaves quickly; someone's house," Shujinkou explained.
"Who's place though?" Kiyoko asked.
"Huh? Oh, um… I guess my place," Shujinkou answered.
"Really?" Natsuki chimed in. Her expression suggested annoyance, but her eyes seemed to possess a hint of worry. "You want to invite the girl who wasted no time in torturing you to your house?"
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek as he pondered Natsuki's point. It was indeed a risk to show Mali his home. Even so… "Well, it's not like I have anywhere else I could take her to. Anywhere else would make it too easy for her to give me the slip."
"How about my place?" Kiyoko suddenly suggested.
Shujinkou and Natsuki were taken aback by such a suggestion. Despite the fact Kiyoko knew who they were trying to devise a plan for; she was still able to make such a proposition in such a carefree manner.
"Are you sure, Kiyoko?" Shujinkou questioned.
"Sure. I doubt she has any interest in me so using my place should be good," Kiyoko assured him. "In fact, just to make it more convincing, how about we invite everyone over?"
A wry smile crossed Natsuki's face. "I can hear it now…"
She suddenly moved closer to Shujinkou and shot him a bright smile. "We should totally do it, Shujinkou! Going to Kiyo's place will be so much fun!"
Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. He was pretty sure that was exactly what Sayori will say when she's informed of this plan. "I just hope this one works. Mali is a really clever person."
With a new plan in mind, all Shujinkou had to do was wait. Anticipation and worry built up in him as he counted the bells until the final one of the day. Once he heard the final bell, Shujinkou quickly gathered his things and immediately made his way to Mali's classroom. As he had hoped, she was still there.
"Hey, Mali," he waved as he approached the first-year student.
He didn't receive a response as he stepped in front of her desk. Curious as to what had had her attention; he glanced down and noticed her drawing on a tiny piece of paper
"What are you doing?" Shujinkou asked.
"Just designing something, Senpai," Mali answered, before suddenly stuffing the paper in her coat pocket. She then glanced up at Shujinkou and smiled. "So, what's Senpai's strategy today?"
"No strategy," Shujinkou assured her as scratched his right cheek. "A friend of mine invited me and my other friends to their house and I wanted to know if you wanted to come too."
"Really? I would have thought Senpai would have wanted to keep me away from his social life."
"So, that's a no?"
"Hmm…" Mali's eyes meticulously scanned Shujinkou from head to toe, causing the young man to feel a bit nervous. Once her curious eyes landed on his, a big, innocent smile stretched across her face. "Okay, Senpai! I'll accept your invite."
"In that case, we got to meet them at the front of the school before Natsuki gets mad at me for taking too long," Shujinkou began to wonder if he really needed to say that last part like Natsuki insisted she did.
Once at the front of school, Shujinkou noticed that the group was missing a member.
"Where's Fuyu?" he asked.
"She said that she had a lot of work to do," Monika answered. "I guess the sudden schedule change may have given her a lot more stuff to do on top of the other jobs she has to take care of."
"What other jobs does Fuyu have to do?" Sayori queried.
"Since she's the only member of the Student Council, she has to the jobs others would usually like to do. Not to mention she doesn't have a secretary or vice-president to help lower the workload."
"Wow, Fuyu's really a hard worker," Sayori noted.
Shujinkou thought back to the offer Fuyu made him to become Vice-President and how she gave him the job of student ambassador. He was beginning to wonder whether if those moments occurred because she had a heavy workload.
From the corner of eyes, he noticed Rei staring at him. But before he could say anything, Mali said, "Shouldn't we be going now?"
"Ask and you shall receive," Kiyoko replied with a chuckle.
Kiyoko began to lead the group to her home.
"Hey, Kiyo, what's your place like?" Sayori suddenly asked.
"Um, just like anyone else's," Kiyoko casually answered. "I live there, I relax there and sleep there like everyone else does at their house."
"Have you ever invited anyone over before?" Yuri asked.
"Not really. Never had a reason too," Kiyoko answered.
"Are you sure Senpai isn't a womanizer?" Mali asked.
"Wh-?!" Power drained from Shujinkou the moment Mali brought up his old fear.
"What makes you say that?" Kiyoko asked Mali.
"Because all of Senpai's friends are really cute girls," Mali pointed out.
"I don't know, Mali. I'm pretty sure a womanizer wouldn't socialize with someone who nailed him in the head with a basketball several times," Mali chuckled as she glanced at Shujinkou. "I bet you're happy that I'm no longer on the Basketball team."
Shujinkou chuckled in response. Despite her casual response, he knew that it was just her way of deflecting Mali's malicious question away from him, a fact that he deeply appreciated.
"Anyway, we should be coming up on my place soon," Kiyoko continued.
"Really?" Sayori looked around their immediate area. There was nothing but lantern poles and a large building.
"Right there," Kiyoko answered, pointing at the large building.
"Whoa!" the group exclaimed as they laid eyes on the residence that Kiyoko pointed out to them. To their absolute shock, it wasn't a house; it was an inn.
"T-That's your place?!" Natsuki sputtered.
"Yeah," Kiyoko nonchalantly answered.
The group soon followed her past the giant front gate that guarded the building, their eyes darting across the landscape as they tried to fathom the fact that all of it was Kiyoko's.
"Is this place really yours, Kiyo?" Sayori asked, her eyes sparkling with amazement.
"Yeah," she answered. Her casual attitude constantly contrasted the others shocked attitude.
"How?" Natsuki asked. Her voice made it clear that she really needed that question to have an answer.
"Well, my grandparents owned it and gave it to me instead of my parents when they passed away. Then my parents passed away, leaving me no choice but to move in here," Kiyoko explained.
"No choice? She makes it sound like a bad thing," Natsuki thought. Envy was beginning to well up in her, until surprise quickly pushed it aside, "Wait, did she just say her parents and grandparents are dead? And in her usual casual way?"
Natsuki wondered how she could have done that, something Shujinkou had been wondering himself since summer vacation. But as he once again pondered that question, he also realized something about Kiyoko's invitation.
"Maybe this was another reason Kiyoko suggested her place. Who would be in a hurry to leave here so soon?" Shujinkou theorized.
They soon walked inside and dropped their things at the door on Kiyoko's playful insistence.
"This inn has a calming atmosphere to it," Yuri noted.
"I guess that makes sense since this is Kiyoko's place," Shujinkou replied.
"Yeesh, first it turns out your grandmother owns a popular resort, then Kiyoko has her own personal inn…" the shock and disbelief that Natsuki felt could not be contained. "Does anyone else have anything shocking to casually reveal?"
"Umm… Did you know that lockpicking is actually easier than you think it is?" Mali asked with an innocent grin.
Such a question was all it took to unnerve most of the guests.
"So, I guess I should probably give you guys the grand tour," Kiyoko said before leading the group further in. "To your left is the living room."
The guest glanced into the living room. Like any other it had a couch and TV, along with a few bean bag chairs.
"To your right further down is the kitchen," Kiyoko continued.
The kitchen was as they expected an inn's kitchen to be, spacious and clean.
"Upstairs is just a bunch of rooms for people to use and outside there's a lot of space to stretch out along with housing a bird house, having a hammock and a spring."
"A spring?" Monika eye's slightly widened with surprise.
"Yep. The place was built around a natural hot spring," Kiyoko answered.
"And the comparisons get stronger," a small smile crept on Natsuki's face as she pointed this out..
"Anyway, those are the highlights," Kiyoko said with a shrug. "Any questions?"
"Can you think we can get some snacks now?" Sayori asked.
Don't just ask for someone else's food like that!" Natsuki snapped. "It's rude!"
"But it's my usual snack time," Sayori whined.
"It is her usual snack time," Shujinkou agreed.
"Don't defend her, Shujinkou. The enabling not going to do her any favors in the long run," Natsuki replied.
Suddenly, a loud growl sounded throughout the room, surprising everyone. They followed the direction of the sound to Rei's stomach. Despite her clear hunger, she was still sporting the same blank expression as always.
"She's still a rock…" Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
With Kiyoko's permission, the guest proceeded to get their snacks and followed their host to the living room. Kiyoko wasted no time in plopping herself on one of the beanbag chairs and turning the TV on. Following her example, her guests sat on the other bean bag chairs and began to eat their snacks.
"Anyone ever wonder why the living room is called the 'living' room?" Shujinkou suddenly asked.
"Huh? Where did that come from?" Natsuki shot a surprised look at Shujinkou.
"I was just curious. It's called a living room but no one lives in it," he explained.
"Actually, there's a fairly interesting story behind the name," Yuri spoke up.
"Really? What is it?" Kiyoko questioned.
"Well, back during the Victorian Era, the room we know as the Living Room was actually known as the "Death Room" Yuri answered.
"Death room?" Sayori's eyes widened with surprise.
"Mm-hmm," Yuri nodded. "It played an important part during the funeral rituals of the 19th century. It was where the deceased’s family members were arranged for the last visits before the oblivion of the tomb. For that reason, it was given the name 'Death Room'.
Before the end of the nineteenth century the space of the house was then renamed as “Living Room”, a real oxymoron compared to the previous definition, all Victorian, of 'Death Room', where post-mortem photographs were often made.
With the improvement of the conditions of treatment of the dead and the decrease in the number of deaths, the Ladies Home Journal, in 1910, suggested that the living room was no longer a room of death, and that it would be appropriate to call it living room. The term has since become widespread, and the room became known univocally as 'living room', losing the english word 'death; that characterized it, of course, negatively."
"Huh," Kiyoko casually replied before returning to her snack.
"That's… surprisingly dark," Natsuki finally said.
"It's surprisingly awesome," Mali grinned. "Who knew such a boring room had a cool backstory?"
"Well, I guess it is kinda a décor question," Shujinkou smiled as he scratched his right cheek. "Should've known that you had the answer, Yuri."
"It's nothing impressive… Just some info I ran into…" a small smile formed on the young maiden's face as she begun playing with her hair.
Mali silently watched Yuri continue to play with her hair as a small smirk flashed on her face.
"That's two…" she thought.
"So, Mali…" snapping out of her thoughts, Mali turned her attention to Monika. "How are you enjoying your first year at our school?"
"I like it. The other students are fun to mess with," Mali answered with an innocent smile.
"Speaking of which… How come no one even knows that you’re the pranker other than us?" Natsuki asked.
"Well, the first reason is because no one looks up or down that much," Mali replied, turning her attention to Shujinkou. "Senpai, can account for that."
"Uh…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he recalled the trap Mali laid for him a few days earlier. "She's got me there."
"As for the second part…" Mali Quickly turned her attention to Rei before continuing, "She caught me."
Rei silently glanced up from her snack as all the eyes in the room locked on to her. She briefly exchanged glances with everyone before returning to her snack.
"I was in the middle of rigging the tennis machine to shoot marshmallows until I noticed her watching me," Mali continued. "I tried to talk my way out of the situation, but she didn't really respond to what I said."
That single admittance was all it took for a proud smirk to stretch across Natsuki's face.
"Way to go, Rei," she congratulated.
"After that, Ms. President showed up and I turned myself in," Mali said with a surprise on her face.
Her happy attitude and explanation of her capture confused the Literature Club. They couldn't tell what was more shocking.
"I followed her to her office and she tried to make a deal with me. She promised that she wouldn't reveal that I was the one pulling pranks if I agreed to stop," Mali continued. "Of course I said no, so she instead tried to strike another deal; either I agree to spend time with an upperclassman or she would have no choice but to expel me."
"What?!" Shujinkou imagined his jaw hitting the floor as he processed what he just heard.
"Oh yeah… She didn't want Senpai to know that part," Mali giggled.
That giggle added to the pressure the new information gave him. If he failed at getting Mali to stop her pranks, she was going to get expelled.
"I get it," Sayori's eye lit up. "Fuyu decided that the only one up for the job to save the school and keep you from getting expelled was Shujinkou."
"Save the school? I never realized that Senpai was such a respected figure," Mali said.
"I'm nowhere close to being a respected figure," Shujinkou replied. "Let alone to that level."
"Don't say that, Shujinkou. You're respected," Monika assured him.
"I certainly respect you," Kiyoko chimed in.
"Really?" Shujinkou was surprised to hear that. He didn't really know what Kiyoko thought of him, so hearing that she respected them was a little too hard to believe.
Kiyoko turned her head at Shujinkou and smiled. That smile was all it took to alleviate his disbelief.
Suddenly, he felt an alarming feeling in his body.
"Hey, Kiyoko? Where's the bathroom?" he awkwardly asked.
Kiyoko gave him the instructions he need and Shujinkou wasted no time rushing to the desired destination. He breathed a solemn sigh as he let nature take his course.
"Expulsion? If I don't get Mali to stop, she'll really get expelled?" thinking about all the pranks Mali had pulled, there was no doubt that expulsion would usually be the only course of action to take. "Fuyu must have not wanted to put pressure on me? But if Mali is going to get expelled, then I better try and convince her while I still have a chance."
A newfound sense of determination coursed through his body as he washed his hands. He then dried his hands and walked out of the bathroom.
"Senpai," a sharp chill shot up Shujinkou's spine as he heard his given nickname. He immediately turned around and found Mali smiling at him. "Senpai's pretty clever to invite me to a place no one would want to leave so soon."
"I knew she knew this whole time…" Shujinkou weakly chuckled as he thought this.
"Senpai must be pretty desperate if he's going to such lengths right off the bat."
"I wouldn't say desperate, it's just that…"
"You want to convince me to stop pulling pranks as soon as possible?" Mali interrupted.
"Well, yeah. You've kinda been terrorizing everyone with your pranks. How would you feel if someone pulled these kinds of pranks on you?" Shujinkou questioned.
"It would feel expected," Mali answered.
Shujinkou's eyes widened with surprise. He did not expect such an answer, nor did he expect it to come in such a nonchalant manner.
"But don't you think that some of your pranks are a little too… harsh?" Shujinkou asked.
"Most likely," Mali replied.
"…But don't you care that innocent strangers are having their days ruined for no good reason?"
"I doubt that's the case."
He couldn't believe how easy Mali was shrugging off his questions. It was like she was both cynical and lacked empathy. Such a combination led Shujinkou to only one conclusion. He was a bit nervous to ask, but he had to know.
"…Mali… Do you… Do you not like other people?" Shujinkou questioned.
A look of surprise landed on the young girl's face as she silently stared at Shujinkou. In no time at all, an intrigued smile stretched across her face as she slowly approached her senpai.
"You know… most people I know are pretty boring, but Senpai's proven to be very interesting," she said.
Standing on her toes, Mali raised herself closer to Shujinkou's face as she pressed her breasts against his chest. His face turned bright red as he tried to endure this sudden close interaction Mali had imposed on him.
"As usual, Senpai's really cute when he nervous," a smirk of superiority crossed her face as she continued to push her breasts into him. "Senpai really wants me to stop pulling pranks, right? How come?"
"Be-Because you're making things uncomfortable for everyone else," Shujinkou stammered, trying his best to say composed.
"Is that really the reason?" Mali questioned. "Are you sure it's not because you don't want to fail the task you were given? Or maybe you just want to guarantee that you're not a target anymore?"
"Well, it would be nice not to be a target anymore, but it would also be really nice for others not to suffer for no good reason," Shujinkou answered.
Mali's face inched closer and closer to Shujinkou's as she curiously gazed into his eyes. Her curious gaze was then replaced with a smile. But unlike her other ones, this one was genuine. "Senpai is definitely interesting."
She giggled as she slowly stepped back from Shujinkou. "Okay, Senpai, I'll stop pulling pranks."
"Really?" though those were the words he wanted to hear, he couldn't help but feel suspicious over how genuine they were. After all, he had heard them before.
"Yep. I wouldn't want to do anything to jeopardize spending more time with Senpai," Mali explained with her usual innocent smile.
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Once again, he found himself at a loss of words. But unlike the other times, it was because something good happen.
Suddenly, he felt Mali's arm wrap around his before she led him down the hall. "Come on, Senpai. You wouldn't want to keep the potentials waiting, do you?"
"Potentials? What's that mean?" Shujinkou questioned.
Mali giggled before answering with, "Senpai's so blind. This is going to be fun."
Chapter 81: Senpai's Kohai
Chapter Text
Another day of school has passed by…
"I feel really bad about vetoing the poster Shujinkou had to have worked hard on," Monika lamented as she walked down one of the school's many hallways.
"There's no need to worry," Sayori assured her, following the club president to their clubroom. "I'm pretty sure he was actually glad you drew the conversation away from it."
"Still, it does remind me of the issue with expanding the club further."
"Yeah. Advertising a literature club is hard enough on its own, but we also want to make sure that it doesn't become a club where the members are only there because they want to be in a club you created. Or as Natsuki said: 'A Monika Fan Club."
The bubbly club vice-president once again found herself pondering the dilemma they face.
"If only there was some way we could show the club is a super fun place," Sayori thought aloud.
Silence separated the two from of their conversation for a full minute.
"Monika…?" Sayori suddenly said.
"Yes?" Monika answered.
"Have you ever noticed that this conversation ends the same way every time?"
"Mm-hmm… A while back actually…"
Silence has once again separated the two from their conversation for an entire minute.
"Maybe we should ask Shujinkou about this," Sayori suggested. "He could have an idea since he didn't join the club for literary reasons."
Meanwhile…
"Fuyu?" the aforementioned young man curiously stuck his head into the office of the Student Council President. Looking around, he found Rei quietly sitting on one of the two couches. "Rei?"
Shujinkou awkwardly walked into the office. As he approached the silent girl, she turned around and slowly waved at him.
"Hey, Rei. Have you seen Fuyu anywhere?" he asked.
In response to his question, Rei quietly turned her head. Following her gaze, Shujinkou looked upon the desk of the Student President. He silently scratched his right cheek as he watched Fuyu lightly snore before him.
As he continued watching, he couldn't help but notice how innocent she looked compared to her "President Mode".
But he didn't have long to think about that any further as her phone's alarm suddenly sounded off.
"Eat my Four Swords, Ganon!" Fuyu yelled as she woke up.
"Which one?" Shujinkou smiled as he asked this.
"Huh?" Fuyu's cheeks grew bright red as she plopped back into her seat. "Minish Cap Four Swords against Wind Waker Ganon. Anyway, what brings you around here, Shujinkou?"
"I wanted to tell you that Mali said that she would stop pulling pranks. I tried to tell you over the past weekend but Rei showed me that you were pretty busy." He explained.
"Yeah…" as if to emphasize her point, a small yawn slipped through her lips. "But more importantly, do you believe her?"
"Well…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he recalled the moment Mali gave her word. He spent the entire weekend thinking about that one moment of her sporting a genuine smile instead of her usual fake innocent variants. "She did seem to mean it this time and she didn't pull any pranks today without any reason not to."
"I see," Fuyu adjusted her glasses as another yawned escaped through her lips. "Sorry for putting such a task on you. I would have done it myself but…"
"I get it," Shujinkou interjected. "I don’t mind helping you while you're swamped with presidential stuff."
"Mm," a smile formed on her face as she awkwardly adjusted her glasses again. "Thanks for the assistance, Shujinkou."
"No problem," he said as he scratched his right cheek. "Anyway, I got to get to the club now. See ya, Fuyu."
"See ya," Fuyu shot Shujinkou a two-finger salute as her turned to leave.
As he walked to the exit, "See ya, Rei."
The quiet girl raised her hand and waved goodbye as Shujinkou walked out of the room. The moment he was outside, he was suddenly approached by…
"Mali!" the surprised student said. From his perspective it was like she appeared out of nowhere.
"Done reporting in, Senpai?" Mali asked with an innocent smile.
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he wondered how he could possibly answer that question. Yes?"
"Mmm… Senpai is so honest." Mali slowly inched her way closer to Shujinkou, sending a sharp shiver up his spine. Seeing such a flustered reaction prompted her innocent smile to change into a knowing one. "Senpai's nervous all of a sudden. Are you expecting something to happen?"
The nervous student averted his gaze as he recalled Mali pressing her chest against his.
"Is it really okay for Senpai to lust after a first year student?" Mali slightly pushed her chest towards him and wiggled them temptingly.
"Mali, that's not really funny…" Shujinkou said, trying his hardest to keep his gaze away from Mali.
"I was just asking Senpai a question," the first year student giggled. "So what did Senpai tell the President?"
"I just told her that you said you would stop pulling pranks."
"Does that mean that playtime is over now?"
"Huh?"
"Now that Senpai and the President got what they want does that mean no more Senpai watching over me?"
"Um… I… I don't really know how to answer that."
"Okay, I'll make it simpler for Senpai. Senpai's going to his club now right, let me come with you."
"Oh… Okay." Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He couldn't help but worry over what Mali would do once she got there.
Moments later…
"Senpai's here," Mali announced as she led Shujinkou into the clubroom by his arm.
An awkward silence hung over the club as she squeezed his arm tighter.
"So…" Natsuki's eyes focused on where the two were connected. "What brings you around here, Mali?"
"Senpai, of course," Mali innocently answered. "He keeps me from doing bad things."
Natsuki blankly stared at Mali then turned her attention to Yuri.
"You feel like she's blackmailing us too, right?" she whispered.
"Yes…" Yuri whispered back.
Mali released Shujinkou's arm from his grip and looked around the classroom. "I didn't have time to say this last time, but how does the most popular girl in get a classroom for a clubroom?"
"I thought the same thing when I first joined…" Natsuki mumbled under her breath.
"Stuff like that doesn't matter when it comes to clubrooms, Mali. Its priority selection and first come, first serve," Monika explained.
"Really? Hmm…" an interested smile formed on Mali's lips as she turned her gaze to Shujinkou. "Senpai, do you like having a classroom for a clubroom?"
"Um… I don't really have any problems with it," Shujinkou answered.
"Hm… Senpai's so indecisive but okay," Mali flashed her usual innocent smile and walked out the classroom giggling.
"I get a bad feeling when she smiles like that," Natsuki said.
"But she promised not to do any more bad things, right?" Sayori curiously wondered aloud.
"She did," Shujinkou confirmed.
Suddenly, Mali stuck her head back into the room.
"See, Senpai trusts me," she said before disappearing once again.
Natsuki's mouth slightly opened before she slammed it shut and walked to the classroom closet.
"Hey, Shujinkou," Shujinkou turned and watched Monika approach him. "Do you think Sayori and I could talk with you outside?"
"Sure," he nodded his head and followed the two outside.
There he was asked…
"Something that could attract others to the club?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered the question he was just asked.
"Yeah. Do you have any ideas?" Sayori asked.
"I'm not really sure I'm the one to ask. I kinda joined to make things up with Sayori. Me finally remembering the difference between a metaphor and a simile was kind of great bonus," he explained.
"Awwww," Sayori whined. "But we need to find a way to attract people without people finding out Monika's in it."
"Um…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he glanced at Monika. "Hey, Monika what exactly was the result of you joining the debate team?"
"Uh…" a nervous smile formed on Monika's face. "An increase of attendance in the debates and a couple of recruit screenings."
"So that's what that was all about last year…" Shujinkou thought.
"I just thought debating suddenly became popular last year," Sayori said.
"You can kinda see why I've been hiding that fact…" Monika added.
"Yeah…" Shujinkou and Sayori nodded their heads in unison.
"How we start with a new poster?" Sayori suggested. "Can you make us another one, Shujinkou?"
"Already drafting another one," Shujinkou answered.
"You know me so well," she beamed before skipping back into the club room.
"Sorry for vetoing your poster, Shujinkou," Monika apologized.
"It's not a big deal," he assured her. "I didn't really do it with an advertising mindset anyway. I was really just taking what Sayori said too literally."
"What your favorite part of the club was right?"
"Yeah?"
Monika giggled. "You're sweet. You know that?"
"Sometimes I think to a fault," Shujinkou instinctively responded. It was the only thing he could say without him feeling embarrassed. "Back to the club?"
"Sure," Monika smiled as she followed Shujinkou back into the clubroom.
Chapter 82: Student President
Chapter Text
The Legend of Zelda: The Minish Cap. It was the very first game of the Zelda franchise that Fuyu has ever played. It is what drew her in and even gave her the motivation to understand the timeline of the games. Whenever she's feeling down or overworked, it was one of the games she plays to escape reality, even for just a moment.
"Where can I find another blue kinstone?" Fuyu wondered aloud.
She continued to scour the virtual maps for her coveted item until her eyes were drawn up towards Rei. They subtly followed her from their bedroom door all the way to her dresser. On top was a single lotus flower that she had received from her recent summer trip. After silently staring at it for an entire minute, Rei walked to her bed, sat down and gazed out the window like she does every night.
"Hey, Rei?" just like every other time she turned around with her usual blank look, Fuyu had no idea what to actually say once she got her attention. "You going to bed soon?"
The only reply she got from her foster sister was a simple blink of the eye before she returned to gazing out the window. 30 seconds later, Rei slipped under her covers, her eye still fixated on their window.
With her question answered, Fuyu grabbed her headphones, plugged them into her game and continued playing. "Good night, Rei."
The silent girl turned towards her sister before returning to the window.
The next morning, Fuyu walked down the steps to find her mother, Kori, drinking a cup of hot chocolate.
"Fuyu," she suddenly said.
"Yeah, mom?"
"I've been meaning to ask; have you noticed that Rei has been waving hello and goodbye at people lately?"
Fuyu shot her mother a confused stare. She was sure that her mother already noticed that fact for herself. "Mom, what are you getting at?"
"It seems like she's picking up on social behaviors," Kori continued.
"Yeah?"
"I just thought it was interesting to remember that."
A small smile crossed Fuyu's face. As expected from someone in her profession, she had a roundabout way of saying what she really meant. "I know, Mom. I know."
As if on cue, Rei walked downstairs. After climbing down the last step, her gaze was immediately drawn to Kori. The two simply stared into each other's eyes, unknowingly creating an awkward atmosphere for Fuyu.
"So…" feeling like she was literally caught in the middle of something she couldn't understand, the bespectacled youth desperately looked for a reason to end the moment. She glanced at her mother then at her foster sister. Ready to go, Rei?"
The silent girl blankly stared at her foster sibling.
"Alright, let's go," adjusting her glasses, Fuyu led Rei out of the house and embarked on another silent journey to school.
Once at school, the two went their separate way. As Fuyu walked through the halls of the school she helps manage…
"Fuyu?"
The student president turned as she adjusted her glasses; her steely gaze landing on a 3rd-year student. "Yes?"
Her icy gaze filled the student with discomfort as they presented a form to her. "I-I have to give you the-."
"Right. Thank you," Fuyu interjected as she accepted the form.
She soon took her leave, leaving the student to breathe a sigh of relief. But that would not be the only document she would receive. Throughout the morning, she would receive several visitors with more forms to deliver that she felt it was becoming the running gag of her life.
Eventually, Fuyu heard the sound of the lunch bell rung throughout the school building for all to hear. While the familiar sound caused joy to in her fellow student, it prompted the student president's head to drop on her desk like a rock.
A potluck of emotions swirled in her as she laid there. But she did not even have the luxury of time to indulge in them as she soon heard a knock on the door.
She let out a subtle groan as she slowly raised her head and adjusted her glasses. "Come in."
The door opened. A slight giggle escaped her recent guest lips as they walked in.
"I didn't expect a "President-Mode" response," Monika said.
"Oh," Fuyu clutched her chest as she breathed a sigh of relief. "Hey, Monika. What brings you here?"
"Well, I know you've been really busy lately so," a bright smile formed on Monika's lips as she suddenly revealed a lunch box behind her back. "Want to eat lunch together?"
Fuyu glanced at the lunchbox, then back up at Monika. "…Yes."
Though her face didn't show it, she was immediately filled with happiness. It was like she was given the opportunity for a quick reprieve, one she could not bring herself to deny.
Moments later, the two sat along one of the couches, eating their lunch.
"So, how's club life been since the start of the second semester?" Fuyu asked.
"Pretty much the same since the end of the first," Monika casually answered. "What about you? How's life as Student President been so far this semester?"
"Terrible. The sudden schedule change gave me a bunch of work during the summer and now I have a bunch of work now that it's officially enacted. Not to mention the background chaos such a change would have on the staff and higher ups. Also, I may have made some miscalculations regarding our budget, but I'm not sure whether or not it’s the good kind of mistake or the bad kind."
Fuyu stretched her arms. Just explaining what she had to go through made her already aching arms ache even more.
"Plus, Mali's chaos has put me behind due to me trying to find out who was pulling all those pranks." she continued. "I don't know how he did it, but I'm really grateful to Shujinkou for the peace of mind while I try to catch up to me trying catching up on my work."
"Have you been taking breaks?" Monika asked.
"Here and there. Why?"
"It's just good to take as many breaks as you need. Just get away from the stress and lose yourself I your favorite activity. Trust me, if I didn't take breaks from reality, I'd probably go insane."
Fuyu sighed. It's advice she has heard of before. "I know breaks are important. But important documents are important too and sometimes life just drops important documents after important documents and wow, I feel old saying that."
"Well, I'm sure you'll find the balance you need soon. Who knows, it may in fact just happen." Monika assured her with a smile.
"Can't come any sooner…" she mumbled.
The two continued to eat their meal in silence.
"Hey, Fuyu, can I ask you a question?" Monika suddenly asked.
"What is it?" Fuyu's eyes slightly widened as a look of uncertainly filled her guest's face. It was a look she wasn't used to Monika displaying.
"Do you think I'm holding back the Literature Club from growing?" Monika asked.
Surprise enveloped Fuyu further upon hearing such a question. She slowly, awkwardly adjusted her glasses as she questioned, "Where'd that come from?"
"Well, I've actually been thinking about this for a while. Sorry if it's a weird question but I needed to ask someone who could give me an objective answer," Monika explained.
"Okay… But why would you think that in the first place?"
"Well, the other day I told the others that I pretty much didn't want anyone to know beforehand that I was involved in the club. Honestly, I hated having to say that. It sounded so vain. I don't really want to think that I have that kind of power to just attract people to the club at the snap of my fingers but…"
"It's a high possibility?"
"Yeah…"
"I can't blame you for thinking that. You have in fact singlehandedly created more interest in the Debate Team, increased attendance in the debates and brought the entire Cultural Festival to a halt just by wearing a maid's outfit."
"Please don't remind of that last one…" Monika weakly chuckled. "But yeah. When I decided to create the Literature Club, it was in hopes that I could find some people to bond with over something we all liked. It was a rocky start at first sure, but I eventually was able to obtain that goal."
"So what's the issue?" Fuyu queried.
"Sayori always says the club is a fun place and I agree. It's something that we both want to make available to anyone interested. But it's hard to sell a club about literature and I'm also afraid of it becoming known as Monika's club. If that were to happen, it would really ruin things for the others."
"Yeah, that's quite the dilemma. But from a strictly objective point of view, it doesn't sound like you're holding back the club, but instead trying to protect it."
Surprise quickly switched hosts as Monika looked up at Fuyu. "It does?"
"Indeed. You're worried about a problem that may affect you're club and the members in it and you're taking steps to keep that problem at bay. Sounds like you're doing your job as club president."
"Huh. That's a more positive way to look at it."
"Well, I am the daughter of a therapist. I've seen her turn people's doubts and problem on their heads a lot over the years."
"Well, thanks for turning it on its head."
"It's part of my job."
Fuyu looked down and realized that all her food was gone. "All right, time to get back to work."
"Alright, let's get to it." Surprise once again switched hosts as Fuyu watched Monika walked to her desk.
"You coming?" she asked.
"Monika…"
"I don't mind," Monika interjected with a smile. "Besides it's not like there's only one student in the school willing to help you out."
From then on, the two began to tackle the mountain of paper work that awaited them. Working in sync, the two went through document after document until they heard the ringing of the final school bell.
"There really are so many aspects of school life students don't know about…" Monika said, slightly astonished by what she has read. She glanced up at Fuyu, observing the serious look on her face as reviewed the documents on her desk. "Fuyu?"
"Hm?" the bespectacled youth glanced up as Monika approached her desk. "What's up?"
"I finished organizing the club info," her guest said as she placed the files on her desk.
"Thanks," accepting the files, Fuyu wasted no time placing them in a folder and storing them in one of her cabinet drawers. "Why don't you head to your club now? I'll handle what's left."
"You sure? I could help you with the rest."
"Believe me, you helped enough. I wouldn't want to burden you or the others with more stuff. Besides, all clubs need they're president around."
"Mmm. I'm actually pretty sure that they could survive without me around, but okay, if that's what you want. See ya, Fuyu."
"See ya."
Monika waved goodbye as walked out of office, leaving Fuyu alone with her thoughts. A solemn sigh brushed past her lips as she returned to work.
Chapter 83: Kohai's Gift
Chapter Text
"Wait; there was really a movie about Romeo and Juliet that started with a shootout?" a look of sheer disbelief landed on Natsuki's face as she asked this.
"Yeah," a nostalgic smile formed on Sayori's lips. "Our teacher showed it to us back in our before school uniform days."
"But the characters still spoke as they did in the original text?" Yuri queried, her face lit with curiosity.
"Yup," Shujinkou confirmed with a nod. "It was a really weird movie."
"It sounds like a really weird movie," Natsuki said in agreement. The petite student then crossed her arms, silently contemplating what she just heard. Though the concept was strange, she just had to ask, "Why did they have a shootout again?"
"The Capulets and Montagues were rival crime families with… um… construction businesses as a front?" Shujinkou vaguely recalled.
"From high class families to mobsters, huh? What does that make the prince; a major political figure or the godfather of the families?"
"No, the prince is a police captain."
"A police captain?" the look on Natsuki's face could only be described as one of confusion and acceptance. "They're sure taking liberties. Thought I guess a police captain makes sense when the two families are mobsters."
"Going back to your initial observation, liberties are necessary when adapting text to the silver screen," Yuri calmly stated. Though her calm demeanor would not last long as it would soon fall to worried curiosity "…That said, I do wonder if the updated setting robs the original tragedy of its unique identity."
"Well, you can tell that its Romeo and Juliet, but that may be because of the script," Sayori guessed.
"Wait…" silence once again took hold of Natsuki as she quickly recalled various plot points of the famous tragedy."If there's no prince in this version… What about Romeo's banishment?"
"The police captain banished him," Shujinkou answered.
At that moment, Natsuki's expression quickly shifted from curiosity to disbelief to acceptance. Once she reached acceptance, she couldn't help but chuckle to herself over what she had heard. The whole concept sounded too dumb to believe.
After taking a moment to compose herself, Natsuki glanced up at Shujinkou. "…I'm gonna assume that this film's a comedy version of the story."
"That's what I assumed after watching a more faithful version," Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
"So, its unique identity is lost in this version…" Yuri thought. The young maiden then snuck a glance at her fellow club members. As she had expected, she was the only one who seemed bothered by such a fact. "But… I guess it could just be chalked up to an alternate retelling. Everyone has their own version in their heads, right? Plus, it's not like it will harm the original in any way."
"Wait…" Confusion possessed Sayori as she swiftly turned her gaze to Shujinkou, then Natsuki then finally Yuri. "Where's Monika?"
The four club members shifted their attention towards the teacher's desk where they found their club president writing. Her eyes were glued to the pages of her journal as she continued to fill the blank canvases with words. Suddenly, she swiftly closed the journal and glanced up at the rest of the club.
She smiled as she watched disappointment fill their curious eyes. "Did you need something?"
The four remained silent until they heard a bright voice call, "Senpai!"
The entire club followed the voice to the classroom door and watched Mali cheerfully stroll in.
"Mali," curiosity and anxiety swelled in Shujinkou as he laid eyes on the sudden guest. "What're you doing here?"
"Visiting Senpai, of course," the first-year student answered as if it was the most obvious fact in the world. "Why does Senpai sound so surprised to see his Kohai?"
"Well… I haven't seen you all week," Shujinkou answered as he awkwardly scratched his right cheek.
A knowing smile crossed Mali's face. "That's because I got a surprise for Senpai and everyone else to see."
"A surprise?" such a mystery excited the curious Sayori. "What is it?"
"You'll have to come and see," Mali answered.
Moments later, the entire Literature Club's eyes widened with surprise as they walked into an empty room.
After taking in the spacious empty room, Monika glanced at Mali and asked. "This is…?"
"Mm-hmm," she confirmed with a nod. "I found an empty room that can be occupied by a club."
"Wow," Sayori beamed. "How'd you find one?"
Another knowing smile filled Mali's face as she recalled how she found the empty room.
A few days prior, she had just left her Senpai to embark on a quest to find a room for his club to occupy. "Now… I wonder how I can find a clubroom for Senpai…"
The first-year student giggled as the answer immediately came to her. She immediately proceeded to make her way to Fuyu's office and posted herself at a nearby corner. There she waited until finally Fuyu and Rei walked out of the office. She watched as Fuyu locked the door behind her before leading Rei down the hall, eventually disappearing from sight.
"Time to get to work," Mali thought as she approached the office doors.
She kneeled in front of the doors and got to work on her first obstacle. In no time at all, the first-year student casually opened the door and quietly closed it behind her.
Mali then whistled a little tune as she casually strolled to Fuyu's desk and effortlessly logged on to her computer.
"Now, let's see which clubs do have a clubroom," the young girl's eyes scoured the scrolling screen of names. "Pottery Club, Journalist Club, Art Club…"
Suddenly, her eyes immediately zeroed in on a viable candidate. "Supernatural Studies Club?"
Mali memorized the location of the room such a club was occupying and walked out of the office, re-locking the door behind her. She then walked to the location she had previously memorized and found herself in front of a door with a crude sign that read: "Supernatural Studies Club".
Curious about such a club, Mali knocked on the door and moments later it was flung opened by male student.
"I knew'd you come…!" the student glanced down; disappointment filled his face as he laid eyes on Mali. "You're not, Monika…"
"She'd probably come if you were someone else, Nese," Mali replied in a matter-of-fact tone.
The first-year student smiled as the young man in front of her slightly back away from her. Such a disturbed reaction was always a delight to see.
"How do you know my name?" he asked.
"Information," Mali innocently answered. "Anyway, what does the most popular girl in school have to with your 'grand' entrance?"
"Just making sure I have a grand entrance when she finally shows up."
"What makes you sure of that?"
"A totally special technique that will draw her here," Nese boasted. "You wouldn't understand."
"Enlighten me, Nese," Mali calmly replied.
Though the response seemed innocent, Nese could sense the clear superiority conveyed by her words. Desperate to save face, he forced a smug smile on his lips and replied, "I put a vague and mysterious letter in her locker. It's sure to draw her here."
"And when did you put the letter in there?" Mali asked.
Embarrassment filled Nese's face. It was like her words were daggers plunging their sharp blades into his heart. "…Early last semester."
"Don't you think it possible your plan failed? She probably tossed it out."
"Even so, she will be drawn to the allure of the Supernatural Studies Club."
Curiosity welled up in Mali as she silently examined Nese from head to toe. "…Is that the reason you started this club?"
"Yes." He bluntly stated.
"Do you even need a clubroom for that?"
"Of course I do. It gives me a sweet place to hang out in and I get a deeper access to the club revenues that come with having a clubroom to customize."
"But wouldn't it be better if a club that would actually use a club room for what it's intended to be used for had this room."
"Mmm…" Nese pondered that question. "Nope."
"You sure? Cause you're hogging a club room when a more worthy club could use it," Mali pointed out.
"Blah, blah, blah," the first-year student silently continued to listen to a response she expected from a 4-year old. "Look first-year, I'm playing a long-game and I don't need people questioning me."
"More like trying to obtain an impossible task."
"Now be gone with you!" Nese slammed the door in front of Mali, leaving her alone with her thoughts.
"He's really pathetic…" the first-year said as she took her leave. "Not to mention, he's depriving Senpai of a club room for an expectedly petty reason…"
Mali crossed her arms as she pondered her current predicament. "I promised Senpai I would stop pulling pranks, but this one would be to his benefit. Plus, he's clearly abusing school funds. Hmm…"
Soon, a bright smile formed on Mali's lips. "I promised Senpai that I would stop terrorizing the school with pranks, but I never promised him that I would never do it for a good cause and Senpai is definitely a good cause."
The next day after school, Nese walked into the clubroom. 20 minutes later, Nese burst out of the room screaming. Not too long after, Mali walked out of the room giggling.
From there she waited 2 days to pass before reporting her "findings" to Fuyu. With her recollection finished, Mali glanced around the room, brandishing her usual innocent smile. "…I found it while looking around."
"Wow! Thanks, Mali!" Sayori thanked.
"Thanks for what?"
"For finding us a clubroom."
"But I didn't find you guys a clubroom. I found a clubroom," Mali emphasized as she turned her attention to her senpai. "But… I'd be willing to give it to you in exchange for something from Senpai."
"From me?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he wondered what Mali could possibly ask him for. "What do you want?"
"I want a kiss from Senpai," Mali brightly answered.
"Huh?!" a look of pure shock landed on Shujinkou's face.
"A k-kiss?!" Natsuki exclaimed. "Why would you want that?"
"Why wouldn't I?" Mali nonchalantly replied.
"But why though?" Monika calmly questioned. "It's kind of a strange request considering your previous interactions with Shujinkou."
"Previous interactions…" a somber expression rested on Natsuki's face as she mumbled this.
"I know," Mali smiled.
"Perhaps you could make another suggestion of a reward," Yuri worriedly proposed.
"Mm… Nope," Mali refused.
"Shujinkou…" Sayori glanced up at her childhood friend. As she had expected, he couldn't even hide his conflicted emotions. An assuring smile formed on her lips, "Don't feel so down, Shujinkou. We can always find another club room if things don't work out."
Shujinkou was silent, consumed by his thoughts. "But… Everyone would like to have a clubroom and who knows when there'll be another opportunity to get one…"
Despite the awkwardness of the situation, he knew he couldn't throw away such a chance for a petty reason. "Okay… I'll do it."
"Shujinkou…" Sayori said.
"Senpai…" Mali giggled as she approached Shujinkou. "You really are lusting after a first-year, aren't you?"
Completely uncomfortable with the situation, Shujinkou remained silent as Mali stood on her toes. "Well… After you, Senpai."
Shujinkou's heart began to violently pound against his chest as his face slowly inched closer to hers. He closed his eyes and parted his lips as he moved closer to her. He could feel an intense atmosphere hang in the air, as if there was a collision of negative emotions that filled the room and there was no escape. He knew what he was doing was for a good cause and yet, he could not help but feel like it was wrong at the same time.
Suddenly, he felt a slim object press against his lips. Shujinkou opened his eyes, shocked to find Mali driving her finger against him.
"What…?" he couldn't understand the plethora of emotions that welled up in him. Deprived of his vocabulary, all the young man could do was watch Mali giggle.
"Did Senpai really think that I went through all of this just for a kiss?" she asked as she moved her face closer to his. Soon, her index finger became the only wall between them. "I worked hard to get this room so Senpai can enjoy it, no strings attached."
She smiled her usual innocent smile as she suddenly backed away from the stunned young man. "So, enjoy it plenty, Senpai."
Without saying another word, Mali left the room, leaving the awkward atmosphere she created behind.
"What just happened?" Shujinkou thought. "That… That seemed a little different from her usual teasing…"
Chapter 84: Shujinkou's Turbulent Weekend Part 1
Chapter Text
Saturday morning. What should be a nice morning between a mother and son eating breakfast together somehow ended up with Hiro staring at the warm grey hood that covered her son's head.
"Shujinkou…?" There was no response. As it has been for the past 20 minutes, Shujinkou's head was firmly adhered to the kitchen table and nothing seemed to be able to change that anytime soon.
Seeing her son in such a state greatly worried Hiro. Thought it was different, she couldn't help but worry that something had triggered Shujinko to revert to how he was not too long ago. "I wonder what happened yesterday…"
What transpired the day before was all Shujinkou thought about. He could remember how confused he was as he watched Mali stroll out of the clubroom she had found for the club. There was awkward silence that did nothing fill him with guilt.
"And you act like you don't contribute anything to the club, Shujinkou," Sayori chuckled. "You just helped us get a clubroom."
Though he was grateful for her attempt to help him through the tension, Shujinkou couldn't find it in him to say a word.
"Um…" Sayori turned towards the other club members. "Isn't it great that we have a clubroom now, guys?"
"Yeah… Great…" Natsuki pouted. The petite girl shot an annoyed look at Shujinkou, filling him with more guilt. "It's so great in fact that I don't I can take any more 'great' stuff happening. I'll think I'll go before another 'great' thing happens."
Natsuki quickly left the room huff.
"Um…" Yuri started to play with her hair.
"What is it, Yuri?" Sayori asked.
"I…" the young maiden snuck a quick peek at Shujinkou. "I… I just remembered that I had a prior engagement with Yuki. She's going to be upset if I'm any later than I already am. So…"
Without saying another word, Yuri walked out of the clubroom.
"I guess we'll end today's meeting early," Monika said as she walked towards the door. Before disappearing from sight, she turned around and flashed Shujinkou a sorrowful smile. "…Thanks, Shujinkou."
The young man felt like his guilt could not get any higher after what he just witnessed. Even when he finally mustered up the strength to walk home with Sayori, he still couldn't bring himself to speak. From arriving home to this very morning, Shujinkou has said no more than ten words.
"Shujinkou…?" the young man slowly lifted his head, causing his mother's worries to skyrocket as she beheld his upset face. "Are you okay?"
Though tempted to just return to his sulking, he knew he needed to talk to someone about what was bothering him. "…Mom. You ever have those moments where you think you're doing the right thing, but you somehow end up upsetting people?"
"Um…" a single droplet of sweat crawled down Hiro's face as she pondered that question. "I guess… You'll have to elaborate."
"Remember that girl I told you about: Mali?"
"Oh," a sigh of relief brushed past his mother's lips. "What about Mali?"
"Well, she found a room that we could use as a clubroom but she was only willing to give to us if I… If I kissed her," he explained with red cheeks. Recounting what the scenario to someone else was a little more embarrassing than he thought it would be.
"Oh..." Hiro replied. The sympathy in her voice was enough to wash the embarrassment away. "What did you do?"
"I… I thought it would be a while before we had another chance to get another clubroom so I agreed to do it. But even though I thought that, I also felt like I shouldn't have agreed either. In the end, it turns out that Mali was just teasing me since she stopped it. I'm glad she did, but I still ended up upsetting the others."
"I see…" Hiro could emphasize with everyone in that scenario. It truly seemed like there was no way that no one could get out of that situation without any emotional scars. There was only one thing the mother could say, even if she knew it was a tad bit generic. Well, you're heart was in the right place, Shujinkou."
"And yet I still upset everybody…" her son let out a disappointed sigh.
Hiro struggled with what she could say next. The only thing she could say that would even stir a different reaction would be to reveal a secret that seemed to go over her son's head. But even if it would explain the fallout of yesterday, it was not her place to reveal such feelings.
"I wouldn't be too worried. I'm sure they won't stay upset for long," Hiro assured him. "They just need a little time alone. Who knows, it's probably already water under the bridge."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he thought about his mother's words. Though he appreciated her assurance he knew the chance that it was already "water under the bridge" was very close to zero percent.
Suddenly, the two heard the doorbell ring. Curious to who could possibly be at their door, Hiro stood up, walked to the entrance of their home and opened it.
"Good morning, Ms. Hiro," Yuri greeted. "Is your son home?"
"Oh, Yuri. Um, yes, he is," Hiro calmly answered. Though she was calm on the outside, she was full of amazement and surprise on the inside. All she could think about at that very moment was, "So, this is what a mother intuition moment feels like…"
Soon, Shujinkou walked to the door, prompting Hiro to take her leave before she could say anything that could embarrass her son.
"Yuri?" he said, surprised.
"Good morning, Shujinkou," Yuri greeted.
The young man scratched his right cheek as he silently stared at his visitor. He was shocked that she didn't seem upset with him.
"Is something wrong?" she curiously asked.
"N-No…" Shujinkou shook his head, trying to regain any semblance of composure he had. "So… What are you doing here?"
"Well, I'm here to accept a previous proposition of yours."
"Huh?" Shujinkou imagined a blue question mark float over his head as he tried to recall what proposition he made to Yuri recently. "Um… I don't really remember any propositions."
"Oh… Well, it makes sense considering everything that happened right after," the maiden emphasized with the confused young man. "Remember at the convention we went to during summer break? You offered to help me not feel like a fish out of water regarding my uneasiness due to once putting down manga."
"Oh yeah, I did offer to do that," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he recalled making that very offer. With all the exciting and emotional situations that happened right after, he would have been more surprised if he had remembered. "So, you want to come to my room and check out my collection?"
"Ah-!" Yuri's cheeks immediately grew red as she begun playing with her hair. "As enticing as that sounds… I actually had another idea in mind."
"What is it?"
"Well, there are a couple of things that I wanted to get from the mall today and, since there's a bookstore there, I figured that I would be able to search through their catalogue. I know that this may be a little selfish on my part and inconvenient to you but, is it possible for you to accompany me. I know things will go more smoothly at the bookstore if you're there with me."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he processed what he had just heard. It was truly strange to hear Yuri worry about possibly being selfish or inconveniencing him after what had happened the day before.
"Um, sure. I have no problems going with you," he finally answered.
"Hm. That's a relief," A relieved sigh slipped through her lips. "I was really worried that it would inconvenience you."
"No inconvenience at all," he assured her.
"So, are you ready to depart?"
"Yeah. Just let me tell my mom that I'll be gone for a while.
After doing just that, Shujinkou soon joined Yuri on her journey to the mall. Though she didn't seem to be upset with him, the young man was still weary.
"Shujinkou, is there any place that you need to go while we're there?" Yuri suddenly asked.
"Huh? Not really," he answered as calmly as he could.
"I see… Well, if you do, you don’t need to think that it's an inconvenience."
"Alright."
The rest of the trip was filled with an awkward silence. Along the way, Shujinkou noticed Yuri sneaking a few glimpses at him. From what he saw, it seemed as if she was curious about something.
Not another word was said until they finally arrived at their destination.
"So, what stores do you need to go to?" Shujinkou asked.
"Actually, everything I need is actually in one place on the second floor." Yuri explained. "It’s where I get my various atmospheric enhancements."
With a nod of the head, Shujinkou followed Yuri to the 2nd floor and into her intended store. Looking around, he was soon hit with nostalgia.
"Haven't been in here in a while," Shujinkou noted.
"Have you ever been interested in this store?" Yuri asked.
"Not really. I used to come here back in the day with my mom."
"I see," a slight giggle escaped through the maiden's lips.
"What's so funny?" he asked.
"Ah. Nothing really… Just…"
"Yuri," the two watched a young woman approach them. She had short turquoise hair and tranquil air about her. "You've graced my store with your presence and you've brought a guest."
"Good morning, Ms. Kandela," Yuri replied. "Um, this is one of my friends from the club I'm in."
"Ah." Kandela leaned towards Yuri's left ear and whispered, "Is this the boy you've mentioned before?"
Yuri silently nodded her head, prompting the curious woman to turn her attention to Shujinkou." If I had to guess, you would have to be Shujinkou correct?"
"Mm-hmm," Shujinkou confirmed with a nod of the head.
"Shujinkou… An appropriate name for one traversing the path we call life," she said.
Surprised by the interaction, Shujinkou turned to Yuri and said, "I didn't know that you're on good terms with the store owner."
"Yuri actually helped me during my time of crisis," Kandela explained. "During a time when a great amount of customers flooded the mall, Yuri offered to help me. I've never seen a young lady who knew about the true values of atmospheric enhancements."
"Well, it's one of my interests… It's only natural that I would know a little about such things," Yuri shyly interjected.
"A little?" Shujinkou and Kandela said surprised.
"Well, maybe an adequate amount…?"
"An adequate amount?"
"Ah…" Yuri exchanged glances with the two of them as she started playing with her hair. "Anyway, I was just looking for…"
"The usual?" Kandela smiled. "I'll leave you too it."
Shujinkou watched in awe as Kandela took her leave. She moved with the grace and fluidity of one who had no cares in the world. He then turned his attention to Yuri as she looked around the store. With his mind focused on such things, he was hit with a sudden realization.
"Yuri's also pretty graceful when she moves," he thought. "Then again, she always has an elegant air to her when she's not nervous."
"Shujinkou," snapping out of his thoughts, Shujinkou noticed Yuri approaching him with a bottle containing a couple of sticks.
"What's that?" he asked.
"It's a reed diffuser," she replied.
"What's a reed diffuser?"
"It's a part of aromatherapy. You see, aromatherapy requires oils of your choosing and a diffuser. You simply insert the compatible oil of your choice and the diffuser turns it into a breathable fragrance."
"So that's how that works."
"But it doesn't just provide a nice scent, it can also provide respiratory disinfection, decongestant, and psychological benefits."
"Yeah. You did say that it helps you better get into the books you read," Shujinkou recalled.
"It does," a calm, somewhat dreamy expression landed on Yuri's face. It wasn't an expression he saw from her often.
"So, how's a reed diffuser different from the other ones?" Ahujinkou asked.
"Simply the method. Instead of inserting the oil into a diffuser, you insert the diffuser into the oil and let it do its job. It's also works as an aesthetically pleasing addition to a room, so it also has that going for it," Yuri happily explained.
"Wow…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as took in what he just heard. "And you tried to claim that you only knew a little about this stuff."
Yuri simply smiled in response. "Well, you're the same when it comes to the stuff you know sometimes."
"Touché."
He watched Yuri collect the oils she wanted and purchased them. Finished with her first task, he followed her out of the store.
"Well, I got what I needed from here. Shall we head to the bookstore?" she asked.
"Yeah," Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement.
As the two journeyed to their next destination, Shujinkou's eyes were drawn to a nearby delight.
"Something the matter?" Yuri questioned.
"Hey, Yuri, do you think we could stop for some snow cones?" he asked.
Yuri simply nodded her head and followed Shujinkou to the snow cone stand. Moments later, they're sitting on a bench enjoying their frozen treats. Shujinkou's face lit up with joy as she took his first bite.
"So good!" he beamed.
"It really is," a bright smile crossed Yuri's face reached into her bag and pulled out on of her oils.
"What're you doing?" Shujinkou questioned.
"Ah!" the young maiden nervously thrust the oil back into the bag. "Nothing. It was a just a silly idea."
Shujinkou silently stared at the maiden in front of him, causing her to feel even more nervous.
"Did I really do something that weird?" she asked.
"No, it's just that… I realized that you've been really happy and outgoing today."
"Ah. Well, I was letting my emotions show a little more today since I usually repress them some. I figured it would be really easy to do around you."
"Really?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He then smiled and said, "That's good."
The two continued to eat their snow cones as they continued to talk about whatever came to mind. No longer feeling weary, Shujinkou could finally allow himself to relax.
They soon finished their frozen treats and made their way to the bookstore. Once inside, Shujinkou was once again afflicted with nostalgia.
"Is something wrong?" Yuri questioned.
"I was just thinking about the first I went to a bookstore with you," Shujinkou explained. "That time you were helping me with something literature related. It's kinda funny that we're on the opposite side of that situation."
"I see. I've learned that life can be funny like that."
"So, uhm…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "I gotta ask; why the sudden interest in manga?"
"Well, to be honest, ever since our conversation at the convention during our break, I've been thinking that maybe I should've given it more of a chance before putting it down. I may end up still not preferring it, but at least I would be able to better understand why people do enjoy and maybe find some positives to it I've previously ignored. It would also really help me become better fr-," Yuri averted her gaze as she fell silent.
"I see… So that's why," a small smile formed on Shujinkou's lips. "Well, I'll help you any way I can."
"Thank you."
"So, um… I guess the first thing to remember is that manga isn't a genre, but a medium. Like video games and regular novels, graphic novels are tools that any author can use to tell the story they want to."
"I see…"
"So… That said, all you need is to know that and then just pick a book that appeals to you."
"Hm… Do you have any recommendations?" Yuri asked.
"Um…" Shujinkou closed as his as he tried to envision a possible suggestion. "Death Note."
"Death Note?"
Shujinkou proceeded to give a brief summary of the story. As he expected, Yuri's eye lit up with interest leading him to finding her a copy of the first volume.
"Thank you," accepting the graphic novel, Yuri started to make her way to the register.
Surprised, Shujinkou could not stop himself from asking, "Aren't you going to read a little of it?"
"That won't be necessary. I trust your recommendation," she assured him.
The young man silently scratched his right cheek and waited for his friend to make his purchase. They then walked out of the store, both feeling a sense of accomplishment.
"Thank you for accompanying m, Shu- Ah!" Yuri's eyes suddenly widened with horror, surprising Shujinkou.
The last time he saw a reaction was…
"Wait…" following her horrified gaze, Shujinkou quickly turned around to find Akuma in the distance. "Oh man."
Relying solely on instinct, Shujinkou swiftly pulled his hood over his head and guided Yuri to a nearby bench.
"No!" he thought as he realized his mistake. He himself had a way to hide, but he forgot that Yuri did not. "I should have dived into a store."
From the corner of his eyes, he could tell that was no longer an option. They were trapped and a possible encounter was unavoidable.
Suddenly, an idea came to Shujinkou, one that greatly worried him.
"It's crazy but… Yuri's so scared," there was no time to argue with himself. He had to make a decision now, even if it could ruin everything. He'd rather be hated than to see a friend scared. "Sorry, Yuri."
"Huh?" before she could question the strange apology, Shujinkou suddenly pressed his lips against hers, slowly adjusting their position so only the back of his hood could be seen."Mmf-!"
Her eyes widened with shock as she tried to comprehend what was happening. But soon the shock faded and she found herself delighted by the sudden interaction. Giving into to the temptations this sudden delight has brought, the maiden closed her eyes and returned the kiss.
"Mm?!" Shujinkou felt a sharp tingle surge through his body as their kiss grew deeper than he imagined it would have. With their roles instantly reversed, he found himself attempting to comprehend what was happening. But as he tried to do so, he suddenly felt something force its way into his mouth. "That's… Not mine…"
All his thoughts were locked away as he felt a tug-of-war occur in their mouths. The reason this happened in the first place was lost to him until their lips finally parted. Both had a flustered and red faces as they gazed into each other eyes.
"That…" once again, a plethora of emotions welled up in Shujinkou. He was so lost that he couldn't even scratch his right cheek.
"Ah… Sorry…" Yuri apologized. "That was my first kiss and I kind of… got really into it."
"No! No!" Shujinkou shook his head to emphasize his "nos". "I'm sorry. I'm the one who suddenly kissed you."
"I know… But you only did it to help me with something…" a sorrowful expression landed on the maiden's face as she pondered her words.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"…Nothing," Yuri sighed. "I think I just realized something that I should have in the first place. Plus…"
She was suddenly afflicted with silence as she began playing with her hair. "The kiss made me happy but… it's also a little upsetting that it didn't mean the same for him as it did for me…"
"Yuri?" the young maiden glanced up at Shujinkou; His concerned look alleviated some of the sadness in her heart.
"…I'm fine," she said as she stood up.
Unsure what he could say, Shujinkou simply followed her out of the mall.
"Well…" Yuri turned back to Shujinkou and smiled. "Thank you for accompanying me, Shujinkou."
"No problem," he assured her.
"Mm. Then… I guess we'll go our separate ways from here."
"Okay."
As they agreed, the two went their separate ways. Alone with his thoughts, Shujinkou recalled the conversation he had with his mother earlier that morning.
Suddenly, his thoughts were interrupted by a loud growl. Shujinkou glanced down and chuckled as he patted his stomach. "Right, I didn't eat breakfast this morning."
He soon found a place to eat then spent the rest of his afternoon emulating Kiyoko's downtime tendencies.
The young ma would return home until the sun was already halfway under the horizon. "I'm home!"
"Welcome back, Shujinkou," stunned by the familiar voice, Shujinkou could only watch as Monika walked out of the kitchen.
"Monika?!" he exclaimed.
"Surprised?" she giggled.
Shujinkou examined the visitor in front of him. The most notable thing he noticed was the apron she was wearing. There were turquoise colored stains on it.
"…I think I'm in the wrong house..." the young man said as he backtracked through the front door, closing it in front of him.
Monika could only chuckle as she waited for Shujinkou to eventually return.
Chapter 85: Shujinkou's Turbulent Weekend Part 2
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"So, if there was ever an apocalypse, what do you think your chances of survival are?" Shujinkou knew it was an out of nowhere question, but it was the first topic that came to mind after desperately searching for one that could distract him from the ambiguity of his current trip.
Monika glanced back at him. Confusion rested on her face before it was suddenly replaced with an interested smile. "What kind of apocalypse?"
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered possibilities. "People reanimating into zombies after initial death?"
"Um… I think I could make it to the post-apocalypse phase. Zombies are kinda slow and easy to distinguish from the front. What about you?"
"I think I would be one of the victims of ground zero. What about a bio-hazardous apocalypse?"
"Depends on the outbreak."
"Um… Ancient insects that inhabit the body?"
"Las Plagas?"
Shujinkou's eyes slightly widened with surprise. "Yeah."
"We should both be fine if I stay away from needles," Monika assured him with smile.
The young man scratched his right cheek as he considered what he had just learned. He felt a little guilty about being surprised, but he didn't expect Monika to understand his reference. With that knowledge in hand…
"What about the T-Virus?"
"Probably Ground Zero."
"Engineered Mold?"
"Ground Zero."
Shujinkou chuckled at her responses. He figured that Monika would be an action heroine in those scenarios and the different opinions was funny enough for his earlier desperation to vanish completely.
As he continued to follow Monika along a slightly beaten forested path, he began to recall how he ended up joining her in this endeavor.
It happened just the day before after taking a bite out of the sea-salt ice cream Monika had presented to him after returning home. "So… You were here the whole day making sea-salt ice cream with Mom?"
"Not the whole time," she answered. "I just happened to be in the neighborhood after visiting Sayori. You weren’t here and one thing led to another."
"Oh. But, if you were just passing by just to say hi, how come you just didn't call me?"
"Because it wouldn't be the same as in person."
"Oh." Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. From his return home to this point in their conversation, Monika appeared to be her usual cordial self. Such an observation narutrally left him very surprise when he compared it to their last conversation. "Monika doesn't seem mad at me either…"
"Why would I be mad at you?" Monika curiously questioned.
"Huh?!" Intense self-loathing and embarrassment circulated through the very core of his being the second he realized his mistake. "Well, yesterday and everything…"
"Oh that? That's not really anything to be upset with you about. You were just trying to help out. Besides, I wouldn't really be in a position to be mad anyway."
"You wouldn't? How come?"
"Well, I already kissed you once and that was to hide a secret. You were going to do it for something a lot more altruistic."
"Oh," Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Though he appreciated such assurance, something still felt… off.
"But anyway, I didn't come here to talk about that. There was actually another reason I came over."
"Really?"
"Mm-hmm. There's something I wanted to ask you," Monika's face slowly approached his own. "I wanted to know if you wanted to join me on a bit of an expedition tomorrow."
"Expedition?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Where to?"
A knowing smile formed on Monika's lips. "It's a secret."
A small chuckle slipped through Shujinkou's lips as he finished reminiscing.
"Monika really likes her secrets," he thought.
Shujinkou continued to follow Monika until she suddenly stopped and stuck her head through one of the bushes.
"We're here," she smiled as she motioned Shujinkou to walk through.
Following her direction, the curious young man walked through and found himself staring down a waterfall.
"Wow!" Shujinkou said with amazement in his voice. He was sure if sparkling eyes were real, he would have them at this very moment.
"Amazing, right?" Monika said.
"Yeah. How'd you find this place?"
"Well, one time my cousin wanted to go camping and she bet me that I couldn't find a good place to camp at. In my search to prove her wrong, I stumbled upon this place and won the bet," Monika slightly averted her gaze as her cheeks faintly grew red. "…Only to eventually realize she made me do the hard work of finding a campsite for her."
"Oh," Shujinkou could sympathize with the feeling of being goaded into working for others without realizing it. "So this place is the surprise?"
"Not just the place."
"Hm?"
Monika dug into the bag she had brought with her pulled out a blanket and laid it across the ground. She then reached back into her bag and placed a variety of food on it.
"A picnic?!" the young man exclaimed.
"Mm-hmm. Surprise," Monika giggled.
"Ah…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "I'm confused. I don't want to sound like I don't like the surprise but why a picnic?"
"Well, you've kinda been having a rough semester so far so I kinda figured that you could use a nice moment to even out the turbulent."
"Oh. That's… That's really nice."
"Mm. So dig in."
Unable to find the words to offer an appropriate reply, Shujinkou kneeled down and silently did as he was told. He bit into one of the provided food, his taste buds immediately assaulted with a heavenly pleasure.
"Still so good!" he thought.
"Hey, Shujinkou…" snapping out of his thoughts, the young man shifted his attention to Monika.
"Yeah?" he answerered.
"There's something I've been meaning to ask you for a while now…"
"Ask me what?"
"Have you read the entire Shadow Children Sequence?"
"Yeah. I finished it when I was a kid."
"Y'know… I was kind of surprised to find out you read one of them."
"Really? Is it because I'm not the literature type?"
"No, I didn't think that at all," Monika gently assured him. "It's just that you seemed like you preferred fantasy over a dystopian novel that involves a totalitarian government forbidding more than two children."
"Yeah, I thought the same thing years later when I realized that I read through a dystopian series. Honestly, it my teacher got me into it when he read it to us during story time," Shujinkou chuckled as he remembered what happened afterwards. "Kinda started a race regarding grabbing the next ones whenever they were available."
"Really?"
"Yep," Shujinkou nodded his head. "You know, with all these dystopia movies, I kinda wonder what it would have been like if they ever made the series into movies."
"I think that would be a tough adaptation to make," Monika said. "You couldn't make an entire movie off of Among the Hidden. It works well as a book, but not a movie."
"So, skip the first book?" his voice could not hide his surprise. Skipping the first book in the series did not seem like it would do a possible movie series any good.
"Well, it does contain the event that creates a drastic change for Luke's life. But even with that, I think it would probably be best for a hypothetical first movie to adapt Among the Imposters and have a few flashbacks that flesh out Luke's past while dropping hints throughout the story about what led Luke to that books beginning in the first place. But even that would have to be done with precision or else it could ruin the entire narrative."
"If Among the Imposters is the first movie, what do you think a second movie would be? Among the Betrayed?"
"I could see a full movie for that. Actually I could see movies for the rest of them too."
Hearing her response and thinking about the plots of the various books brought one question to Shujinkou's mind.
"Would Among the Hidden really be hard for an entire movie to cover?" he asked. "It has a lot of stuff in it."
"It's not that it doesn't have enough material for a movie; the issue would be its pacing in the overall narrative," she explained. "The first book does a really good job in introducing Luke and life and how a chance meeting changes everything for him, but in terms of movie, the inciting incident for the overall narrative only happens at the end. If adapted into a movie without any changes, it would only serve as a bloated prologue and teaser for the next story."
"Huh…" Shujinkou could not argue with that. Deep down, he wasn't sure he could argue against that and, even if he could, he would be arguing with a former member of the Debate Team. "I would really love an Among the Barons movie."
"Is Among the Barons your favorite one?"
"Yeah. I think it was the first one that gave you a bit of a glimpse of the world outside the settings Luke's accustomed to and the various factions that exist in them."
"Yeah. It did build the world even more than the previous three had. And the ending did close up the main plot while leaving loose ends for a sequel instead of just a cliffhanger, so it doesn't leave the viewer leaving empty. That said, it was surprising that the next book picked up right after the it."
"That was Trey's Book right? Among the Brave?"
"I thought the perspective switch was only unique for Among the Betrayed, so the next two were really surprising when it did the same thing."
"You know… When I read them as a kid, there was one thing I could not understand."
"What was that?"
"How the other characters always called Luke, 'Lee'."
"But that's the only name they knew him by."
"I mean- Not what they called him, but how the book referred to him in the other character's books."
"Oh. Same reason."
"Yeah, I learned that later…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he averted his gaze.
"What's wrong?" Monika asked, worried.
"It just hit me… I noticed you didn't deny that I wasn't the literature type…" he sighed. "I guess you still think of me like that…"
"That's not…! Wait…" Monika giggled as she noticed a small smile on Shujinkou's face. "That was a good one."
"Still didn't get you completely though…" he weakly chuckled.
"Even though you were joking, you really have learned more about literature after joining."
"I know I have. I mean I finally can remember the difference between a metaphor and a simile. I guess it's because I know that I've learned a little that makes it almost hilarious whenever I'm still called out for not seeming like the literature type. Though admittedly, it was only once so far this semester."
"If you want, we could have an activity that involves sharing something we've wrote. You could prove to anyone doubting you wrong."
"Are you sure?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as an uncomfortable feeling came over him. "I kinda got the impression we never did that for… reasons."
"Right…" a similar uncomfortable expression rested on Monika's face. He could tell she knew what event he was referring to. "Maybe I should test the waters a bit on that one first."
"Not to mention, it would draw more attention to your mystery story."
"Hmm…" Monika averted her gaze until a knowing smile crossed her face. "Are you trying to set up a win-win situation for yourself?"
"No…" Shujinkou said as he averted his gaze.
"Okay then, what would like to be a club activity?"
"Huh? You're asking me?"
"Mm-hmm. I'm curious."
"Um… I got nothing."
"You sure? What about what we just did now?"
"What we just did?"
"Talking about movie adaptations of books. That could be an interesting topic to discuss with the others."
"Hm. Yeah."
Sometime later, after finishing his meal, Shujinkou gently patted his full stomach. He then stood up and approached the babbling brook in front of him.
"What's up?" Monika queried as she approached him.
"It's kind of out of nowhere but this area kind of reminds me of Gramps."
"Your grandfather?"
"Yeah. I remember one day he took me exploring through a forest…" Shujinkou soon found himself reminiscing about his forest adventure with his grandfather. Hunting through the forest with toy boys and plunger arrows was so much fu-
"Shujinkou."
The young man scratched his right cheek as he glanced up at Monika. "I was out of it, wasn't I?"
"Yep," she confirmed.
"Sorry, I was just thinking about Gramps."
"You don't ever need to apologize for something like that. Your grandpa was an adventurer right?"
"Yeah. He had a lot of adventu…" he was quickly stricken with silence as an idea formed in his head.
"What's wrong?"
"…Secret."
Monika giggled."You sure sound vindictive."
"Well, I think I'm allowed to have well-guarded secrets too," Shujinkou argued.
"How well-guarded?"
"Um… As guarded as your secret story."
"That guarded…?" A sorrowful smile crossed her face. "Hey, Shujinkou… When Mali found a clubroom for us… Did you think it would be hard to for us to find another one?"
"Huh? Uh… Well, yeah…"
"Yeah, that's what I thought… That's the Heart of the club for you, putting others before himself."
"Monika…?"
"Sorry for asking. I just needed to hear that."
"Oh…" guilt welled up in the young man once again. But he did not let it show. "No need to apologize. Um…"
Suddenly, a loud ringing interrupted his thoughts. The two returned to the blanket and Monika reached down for her phone.
"Hello?" she answered.
Shujinkou tried his best to not overhear the conversation, but such a feat was hard when he noticed Monika unknowingly showcase a variety of facial expressions; whoever she was talking to knew exactly how to make her react.
"Um, Shujinkou, do you think we could cut things short here?" she requested with flushed cheeks.
"Uh, sure…?" It felt weird being asked that.
"Thanks. Something… Well, not urgent, but… let’s just say it's personally urgent."
A giant question mark circled around his head as he wondered what Monika was referring too.
"But it's not my place to ask…" Shujinkou conceded.
Thus another day ended with the young man left feeling a potluck of emotions that he would need the rest of his free time to sort out. His only solace would be that he does have the time for that.
"Shujinkou?"
"Huh?" he turned around to find Monika waving at him.
"Ready to go?" she asked.
"Yeah," he nodded as he followed her down the forested path.
Nothing was said as they journeyed down the path, but once they reached the end.
"Her name's Claudette." Monika suddenly said.
"Huh?"
"That was the person I was talking to on the phone earlier."
"Oh," though his curiosity was partially satisfied, he couldn't help but wonder, "Wait, why-?"
"Because you had curiosity written all over your face," Monika answered with a smile. "Plus, I didn't want you to think that I like to always keep secrets."
Shujinkou weakly chuckled at that response, wondering if she could read minds.
"She's kind of an interesting person and I have to do something for her," she continued.
"Oh," Shujinkou nodded his head in acceptance.
"I know I'm being obviously vague but there's a reason for that that I cannot discuss at this moment in time."
"Okay."
"But…" Monika's cheeks suddenly grew red. "She did want me to say hi to you for her."
"Me? She knows about-?"
His question was quickly swept away by a quick kiss on the cheek.
"That's how she says hi," Monika weakly giggled.
Shujinkou felt all his motor function fail him as he processed what just happened. Along with shock and surprise, he also felt nostalgia. "…I see what you mean about her."
After such an interaction, Shujinkou dared not to question more about the subject. All he could do was wave goodbye as they went their separate ways and take solace in the fact that he has time to sort out the potluck of emotions in him.
Chapter 86: Shujinkou's Turbulent Weekend Part 3
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Shujinkou yawned as he slowly sat up in his bed. Sparkling sunbeams slipped through his blinds as he scratched the back of his head. Though he didn't show it, he was still satisfied by his accomplishment from the day before. It took hours, but he was finally able to replicate a glitch in Sly 3's final battle that he had once obtained by accident.
Once his eyes were fully accustomed to the new day, Shujinkou reached for his phone and turned it on.
"Oh crap!" horror wasted no time grasping him in its grip as he was greeted by the device's internal clock. "I'm late for school!"
The startled young man swiftly jumped out of bed and sped through his usual before school schedule. Once he was ready, he grabbed his bag, ran down the steps and lunged towards the front door.
"I'm off to school, Mom!" he shouted as he opened the door.
As Shujinkou jumped through the front door, he heard a surprising response. "But, Shujinkou, didn't you tell me that you didn't have school today?"
Such a reply caused his entire body to freeze for a full minute, diverting all power to his brain to allow it to process what he had just heard. Shujinkou soon backtracked inside, closing the door behind him and turned towards his mother.
"Oh yeah…" Shujinkou said, scratching his red right cheek. "I totally forgot about that."
He then walked back upstairs to his room and changed into more casual clothing. Just as he finished getting dressed, he heard a knock on his door.
"Come in," Shujinkou answered.
He watched as his mother slowly opened the door, sporting a curious look on her face.
"Is something wrong, Shujinkou?" she suddenly asked.
"No. Why do you ask?"
"Well, it's just that students usually don't forget day offs from school and... Well… I just wanted to know if something was bothering you to make you forget."
"No, I'm fine."
"Okay then. Do you have any plans for the day?"
"Not particularly."
"Oh. Well, will you need me for anything?"
"Um… Not that I can think off."
"That's good, because I was planning to head out after you woke up."
"Head out where?"
"Well… Just roaming around town."
"Oh."
An awkward silence prevented any further exchanges of dialogue, something Shujinkou found surprising. There was never any tension when it came to his mother telling him her plans.
"Anyway, I don’t really know when I'll be back, but if you need me, just call," she informed him.
"Okay," Shujinkou nodded his head. "Have fun."
"Mm." with a simple nod, Hiro departed from his room.
"Any plans today…" the young man spread out on his bed as he wondered what he could actually do with his time. He could try to write; perhaps he could draw, or maybe try and replicate another video game glitch he stumbled upon in the past. "Actually, I think I should go vis-"
Before Shujinkou could finish that thought, he heard the sound of the doorbell reverberate through the house. He once again travelled down the steps, reached for the front door and opened it to find Natsuki on the other side.
"'sup," Natsuki greeted him.
"Hey, Natsuki. What brings you around here?" he asked.
"Well, there's no school today which means I can't get to my manga and you said I could come over whenever I want so…"
"Oh…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. The tone of her voice was similar to when they first met. No, it was actually worse. She genuinely seemed more annoyed with him now then she was then. "Okay… Come on in."
Not a word was said as she walked past him. By the time he had closed the door and turned around, she was already upstairs.
"She's still mad at me…" he imagined a small cloud of rain pelting him with hail as he slowly hopped up the steps. Once he made it back to his room, Shujinkou noticed Natsuki intensly looking though his collection of manga.
"Um, Natsuki…?" he said.
"Yeah?" her answer seemed calm, but Shujinkou could sense the anger hidden in it.
"Uh… You need help looking for something?"
"Nope."
"Okay…" feeling defeated, Shujinkou slumped down on his bed and reached for his phone. "It really is just like when we first met. But… I don't want it to be like that again. I wonder what I could do to make it up to her."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he considered his position in this situation. "Actually, I know exactly what I need to do… Probably should have said it to the others too even if they didn't seem mad."
He took a deep breath and approached Natsuki. "I'm sorry."
She immediately looked up at him with a face of disbelief. "W-What?"
"I'm sorry for upsetting you."
"You're sorry…?" she seemed surprised, as if that was the last thing she thought she would hear. But that didn't last long, as soon that surprise was replaced with anger. "You're sorry? What the heck are you sorry about?!"
"Uh… Well… For making you mad?"
"Mad? What do I have to be mad about? I just had to stand around and watch blackmail take place and despite the fact that its blackmail you seemed pretty eager to lock lips with a manipulative first-year. It seemed beneficial all around, so there's nothing really for me to be mad at. You're the one that should probably be mad seeing as it was just a tease."
"I wasn't exactly eager…"
"You say that, but usually when you're conflicted you escape into your head for much longer than it took you to that time."
"I just-"
"Wanted to satisfy your lust? I know. You don't have to explain that to me. Like I said: I don't have anything to be mad about! Especially when my first real friend would do something like that in front of me!"
Intense guilt sunk into Shujinkou after hearing that. He never even considered that as a possible consequence to his actions when he made his decision. At best, he just felt his instincts saying it was wrong and the one time he had ignored them, he upset everyone.
"I'm... I'm sorry…" he felt as terrible as he did the night before he had joined the club.
But Shujinkou was the not the only one who felt intense guilt. All traces of anger vanished from Natsuki's face as she watched her friend slump back in defeat.
"D-Dang it… I told myself not to do this and I did it anyway," she lamented.
"Do what?" he asked.
"Get on you like that… It's just…" she averted her gaze. "I know I shouldn't even be mad in the first place, especially at you. We finally got a clubroom, which was something I made no secret about wanting for us, and I know that you were only willing to kiss Mali because it would have been really hard to find another one.
But even though I know that, I can't help but be mad. And not only that, I took it out on you because it was easy to direct it b mad at you. Just… Seeing you being blackmailed into almost kissing someone… It made me angry and confused. I just wanted to jump in there and stop it myself while I telling Mali off for trying to do that. And if that wasn't enough, I told you that you shouldn't let her get under your skin and I've let her do just that every time she's around.
I'm mad about that. I'm mad about the blackmail and I'm mad that I directed that anger at you."
"Natsuki…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He wasn't sure what he could say or whether anything he could would actually help.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't really have blown up at you like that. Maybe it's because you're the only guy I'm friends with." A disappointed sigh slipped through her lips. "No… I'm just lying to myself. I know exactly why I did that."
Natsuki's cheeks grew rosy red as she looked up at Shujinkou. Soon, a crestfallen smile formed on her face. "But what's the point in telling you why? It's not like there would be a point to it."
"Natsuki… It's not like you to sound so defeated. You're usually a lot tougher," he reminded her with a small awkward grin.
"Yeah, well I kinda feel like I've been defeated by someone who takes great pleasure in teasing you so…" she crossed her arms, grimacing as she recalled all of Mali's interactions with Shujinkou. "I mean she just goes around, always in your face and invading your personal space and you're always so flustered like when she pressed her boobs on you."
"When she…" the young man's eyes widened with horror as he recalled that very moment; a moment that only two people should know about. "Y-You saw that?!"
"She snuck off and I figured she was up to trouble," Natsuki shot an annoyed look at her flustered friend. "I was right."
"Ugh… At least I handled that situation better than I would have if not for Natsuki's encouragement," Shujinkou thought. That consolation was the only thing keeping him from submitting to the embarrassment he felt.
"Hmph. Bet if I tried that, I'd get a more annoyed reaction," Natsuki continued.
"If you…? Why would you think about you doing that?"
"Urk-! I just mean-! She just has an easier time-! And she even has bigger… Almost as big as Yuri's!"
"Huh?"
"Dang it, Dummy! I know you're not dumb! Now ignore the contradiction and use your head!" Natsuki snapped.
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he reviewed what he had heard so far. "Are you… Are you jealous of Mali?"
"It's not like I want to act like her but… And it's not just her, it's everyone… It's like everyone in school is hot and sexy and beautiful and what do I always end up being? Just 'cute'.
"What's wrong with being cute?" he instinctively asked.
"What's wrong?! What's wrong is that I'm always mistaken for a first-year student and I'm never ever taken seriously! And all just because I'm not as developed as everyone else. Even that weird cosplayer guy at the Royal Rumble took one look at me and thought I would be an easy opponent. You don't know what it's like to be thought of like that all the time."
Those words triggered something in Shujinkou, bringing memories of all his interactions with Mali to the surface. "I don't know what that would be like all the time, but I think I have an idea what it would feel like. Mali has a tendency to call me 'cute' when she teases me."
"I'm not surprised at that," Natsuki sighed. But despite her disitant look, she felt comfort at someone who could relate with her issue a little.
"Besides, I can't speak for others but… I never thought I couldn't take you seriously."
"I know. I know that."
"And the others don't look down on you either."
"I know. It's just… It's just…"
Seeing his friend in such a state reminded Shujinkou of a time he was distressed and down on himself. He hated himself and the only thing that could comfort him was his grandmother's embrace. Such a memory was what drove him to suddenly draw Natsuki into his own.
"Wh-?" Feelings of inadequacy were washed away as she tried to understand what was happening. "What are you doing?"
"The same thing Granny Hisa did when I was feeling down," Shujinkou answered.
Natsuki averted her gaze as she sunk into his warm embrace. "How's that supposed to help here?"
"Any guy would jump at the chance to hug such a cute girl."
"Ah" Natsuki's red cheeks grew even brighter as she processed what she just heard. Other than hearing it from Sayori, It was the first time she was called "cute" in a positive way. Spurred on by a rush of emotions, she slowly wrapped her arms around him. "…You jerk."
After their embrace, Natsuki looked up at Shujinkou with innocent eyes. "…Shujinkou…"
Once again spurred on by her emotions, she leaned forward and kissed him. Unlike the first time they kissed, there was no surprise to ruin it. She could-
"Mmph-!" Finally realizing what she had done, Natsuki immediately broke the kiss and instinctively pushed Shujinkou away.
Her eyes darted across the room, desperately looking for something to focus on before she shut them in a huff.
"…Now we're even," she finally said.
"Huh?! E-Even?" the young man was truly lost.
"Don't you remember when I first came over? You're struggling when I was trying to get back at you for the permanent marker thing ended up with us kissing, which was my first kiss."
"Uh…"
"It's not how I imagined it, but I didn't press the matter. But since you've shown that you're willing to kiss people for the right cause, I figured it should have been no issue for you to accept responsibility and let me have a proper first one."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he blankly stared at her.
"W-What?" Natsuki replied defensively.
He averted his gaze and he thought about what he was just told "Well… it's not like I'm in any position to really say anything when I did something similar 2 days ago. It only seems fair that I was kissed under those circumstances. Even if I didn't, I guess it would still be fair."
"Hey!" Natsuki called.
"Um… Nothing. That's a fair point," Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement.
"It i- Right."
An awkward silent ensued as the two directed their gazes away from each other.
"Hey…" Natsuki finally said.
"Yeah?"
"Let me play, Stormy Ascent."
Shujinkou turned back to Natsuki, surprised by her sudden proposition. "Stormy Ascent?"
"Don't think I could beat it do it?" she said, shooting him an annoyed look.
"I wasn't implying that."
"Well, you got me fired up anyway, so let's make a bet. You got 99 lives?"
"Yeah. What are you thinking?"
"If I beat Stormy Ascent first then you have to draw me a picture of Crash Bandicoot and If you win, I'll bake you whatever you want."
"Anything…?" If his sweet tooth was a sentient being, it would be screaming at the top of its lungs to accept the challenge. "Challenge accepted!"
"Let's do this!" Natsuki excitedly declared.
For that point on, the two would spend the rest of the day competing to be the first to beat a very tough video game level.
Chapter 87: Shujinkou's Turbulent Weekend Epilogue
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Shiko… I haven't seen you in two days. I thought about calling, but I kinda got the sense that you wanted to be left alone.
Left alone… I really hope that what happened doesn't make you go away like before. I haven't told you because I didn't want you to worry, but I'm always afraid that something will make you go away again.
But maybe I shouldn't worry that much. I mean, you been really happy ever since you joined the club and made a lot of new friends. We've all been through adventures together and little by little you started acting like the Shiko I grew up with again. The person I wanted to see again and the person I knew the others would love. I didn't really think about you making more friends outside of the club, but I'm happy that you were able too. And to think you had doubts that you would be able to make friends. I never really understood that, especially since you seem to have such an easy time doing that.
I wonder if you'll make a lot more friends this year. Maybe you'll end up being what attracts people to our club one day, though you'll probably deny it. Then again, you may win that argument since the people you have brought with you never joined. I know Fuyu can't since she's the President, but I wonder if Rei ever thought about. Also, I haven't gotten around to asking Kiyo either. Um… I'm a bit hungry…
Oh yeah, that reminds me of that one time I stayed at your house for the weekend. You, me and Granny Hisa set up traps around the house like from that one movie. I ended up caught in one of them because I didn't know that the chocolate bar was booby-trapped. I guess I should have known that was too good to be true. I was really embarrassed, but you two assured me that it was just good fun. You even fell into one of the traps on purpose to make me feel better, pretending it was an accident.
After that, we tried making Sea-Salt ice cream. You said you wanted to be like Roxas and eat it as the sunset. Things didn't go so well the first time and we ended up making a mess of the kitchen. Despite the mess, we still had a fun time and laughed it off. We tried a few more time, but we still couldn't get it until Granny Hisa helped us. She got it right the first time just in time to enjoy it while watching the sunset.
We continued to play until it was bedtime. There was nowhere for me to sleep, so we had to share your bed. I still remember exactly what we talked about then: Who was the greater detective? You said it was Batman and I argued for Sherlock Holmes. I said that Holmes was naturally a good detective while Batman had to train for years. You argued back that it makes it better as we can enjoy his hard work paying off. Then I said that Holmes makes his universe a safer place, while Batman's stuck in loop. I was really surprised that you gave up there. I guess if we looked at it from an editorial standpoint, it would be a different argument. Holmes; stories were usually one-offs while Batman is a franchise that is too popular to retire, of course it's stuck in a loop.
We then started talking about our dreams. It was really short since it turns out we didn't really have any then. Then we started talking about our actual dreams. You laughed at the one I told you about where a toaster pastry apocalypse happened. You said it was ironic. Then you told me about a dream you where you were a secret agent. We then decided the next day we would combine those dreams and act out a toaster pastry apocalypse that we had to stop as secret agents. That was a really fun weekend. Actually, things were always fun no matter what we were doing.
Whoa. I really got off topic. But still, it's really been great seeing you happy again and you're even trying to come to terms with everything. But even though that's a really good thing, maybe that's what worries me too. And Mali doing what she did while you're trying to do that is scary. The others seem upset and I know you'll blame yourself like before and that might make you go away again.
I… I really don't want that to happen. I don't want you to go away again. We're finally best friends again and…
I… Maybe if I said how much you mean to me back then. Back then, I used to have no friends and everyone thought I was weird and clumsy. It was really lonely. I was really lonely. But then I met you. You didn't think I was weird. In fact, you were pretty sure that you were weirder. But despite everything, you treated me like I was anyone else. Whenever I got clumsy and messed something up, you always worried about how I was and you never really got mad at me. I felt really lucky to have you as a best friend. I eventually even felt something more than friendship growing, but I knew that it was only from me. But it didn't matter to me that you didn't feel the same way I did. I just liked being around you and hoped that it would last forever.
But then you went away. I understand why you went away, but… losing you made me lonely again. Even lonelier than before. I wanted to respect your wishes to be left alone but I also didn't want to be alone again.
I had a hard time making friends after you went away. To be honest, it's not like I really went looking though. It felt like if I did, it would be like trying to replace you. Monika, Natsuki and Yuri were the first friends I ever made since then. They were able to put up with me and its fun being around them. It was fun, but something was missing. You were missing. You know the rest from there.
I'm really happy that we're best friends again and I'm really happy that you're happy again. I can't say that enough. But I can't stop thinking at times that for one reason or another, you'll go away again. Maybe I'm thinking too hard about this or maybe… Maybe I'm not worried about how you'll end up if you possibly go away again. Maybe… I think I'm worried about being lonely again. I'm afraid of losing you again, no matter what the reason is. Even if the reason is one that makes you happy, I'm still afraid.
I really do feel like it's possible that will happen, and there's nothing I can do about it. I want to be happy for you, but I don't want to be lonely again. I want to be together forever. Maybe if I told you how I felt- How I still feel, maybe that would stop you from going away again. Shiko, maybe I should tell you that I lo
"Sayori?"
"Eh?!" Sayori instinctively shut her journal upon hearing that familiar voice. She glanced up and watched the topic of her latest journal entry walk into her room. "Shujinkou, how'd you get in here?"
"You weren’t answering your phone or door and I know where the spare key is," he answered.
"Oh."
"And… you kind of left the front door cracked again."
"Oh…" she nervously chuckled at her mistake as Shujinkou sat on her bed.
"So, how's your weekend been?" he asked.
"It's been great," she beamed. "I got a lot of planning done."
"Planning? For what?"
"A lot of things."
"Oh," Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Hey, Sayori…"
"Yeah?"
"I'm sorry."
"Sorry?" she scratched her right cheek in confusion. "Sorry for what?"
"You were trying to cheer me up after the whole thing with Mali and I was pretty much ignoring you."
"Eh? But you weren’t ignoring me; you were in a state of shock. That's totally different," she assured him.
"Well, I just still wanted to apologize. I also wanted to ask you if you wanted to come over and draw at my place."
"Really?"
"Yeah. I made a bet and now I gotta draw Crash Bandicoot. Even though the two have nothing to do with each other, I got the idea: 'Invite Sayori over draw'.
A bright smile formed on her happy face. "Okay! Let's go!"
Chapter 88: Expansion
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Shujinkou's stomach roared as he continued to scour the school for Mali. He thought he could visit her in her classroom during lunch break before eating his, but she was not there. He had also checked the previous spots they interacted at but to no avail.
"Wonder where she's at?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
"Looking for someone, Senpai?" a sharp chill shot up his spine the moment he heard that familiar voice. He turned around but, to his surprise, there was no one around. "Up here, Senpai."
Shujinkou looked up to find Mali smiling down at him from on top of a set of lockers.
"Mali…?" he was astonished to find her in such a location.
"I told you people don't look up or down often," she giggled as she jumped down from her post. "Was Senpai looking for me or one of his other female 'friends'?"
"The first one and speaking of friends…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He had been steeling himself for this moment since the night before and he didn't want to slip up at a critical moment. "There's something I want to ask you."
Curiosity rested on Mali's face. To Shujinkou's surprise, she looked genuinely innocent. "Senpai wants something for me?"
"Yeah. I was kinda hoping you could stop teasing my friends."
"What ever does Senpai mean?"
"You know, purposely upsetting them like you've been doing every time you see them."
"Oh that…" Mali remained silent for a moment. "So Senpai wants me to stay away from him and his friends?"
"What? No, I didn't mean that." Shujinkou sputtered.
"But wouldn't it be easier to just do that, Senpai? It'd probably be best for your circle of friends to just cut your Kohai out of your life all together."
"I don't want to do that. I just don't want you messing with my friends like you have been doing."
Mali once again silently gazed at Shujinkou. It was like she was trying to peer into his soul. "So, Senpai intends on us all getting along with each other."
"Well, that would be nice," Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. "But even if you don't want that, could at least not go out of your way to be really harsh with them."
"Hmm… Senpai sure likes to play the long and hard game… Also noticed that Senpai didn't include himself in his request," Mali suddenly flashed her usual innocent smile. "But if that's what Senpai wants, then I'll give it a try."
"Thanks, Mali," Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief. For once, their conversation wasn't turned against him. "Oh and thanks for finding us a club room."
"Senpai's thanking me for that?" she asked, perplexed.
"Yeah. I know that it probably wasn't easy so… Thank you."
Mali curiously stared at Shujinkou for a third a third time before smiling. "No problem, Senpai."
As if on cue, the school bell rung.
"Well, I got to get back to class. See ya later, Mali," with a wave goodbye, Shujinkou ran down the hallway, disappearing from sight.
"Senpai's really weird," she giggled.
The day continued on like normal and, once the final bell rung, students either left the premises or settled into their respective clubs.
"Okay, everyone," Monika glanced around the room. Natsuki was busy organizing her collection of manga in the clubroom closet, Yuri was neck deep in a book and Sayori was hungrily eyeing the chocolate cupcake Shujinkou was eating. "Everyone?"
"Finally…" Natsuki stepped out of the closet, satisfaction beaming on her face. "I finally have a place to put my collection without worrying about anyone messing it up."
"Natsuki…" Sayori looked up at her fellow club member with pleading eyes. "How come you only made Shujinkou such a chocolately cupcake?"
"Because I made a bet and I lost," she answered. "Plus, I only had enough ingredients left to make that, so it's not like I could have made anymore even if I wanted too.
"Aww…" she whined.
Shujinkou glanced down at what was left of his prize and sighed in acceptance. Watching this short exchange, Yuri couldn't help but silently giggle.
"Everyone?" Monika called once again.
The four turned their attention to their club president.
"Now that we have a clubroom, Sayori and I decided that now would be a good time to bring up the club budget," Monika announced.
"Club budget?" Natsuki said, astonished. "I thought only sport and educational clubs only got money."
"Every official club is given a budget to work with," Monika explained. "We would have brought it up earlier, but…"
"Our club was self-sufficient enough to not need it?" Yuri interjected.
"Exactly," Monika confirmed. "But now that we have a clubroom, we think that now's a good time to dip into it."
"For what exactly?" Natsuki questioned.
"Clubroom customization!" Sayori excitedly declared. "We're going to make the clubroom look like it's a clubroom we use."
"Within our budget," Monika added. "So, we wanted to know if anyone has any suggestions."
The room was soon filled with silence as the club started to brainstorm ideas.
"Oh wait!" Sayori suddenly said. "We can't forget the other thing!"
Monika nodded her head in agreement and the two glanced at Shujinkou. The young man anxiously scratched his right cheek, wondering what he had done to garner such attention.
"Sayori also brought up the topic of expanding out club roster and decided to start with those around us," Monika said.
"Around us?" Shujinkou repeated, surprised. "You mean…?"
"Yeah," Sayori nodded. "We can't ask Fuyu since she's super busy doing presidential stuff but we were hoping you could ask Kiyo and Rei to join."
"Me?"
"Yeah. You're the closest to them, so it you would be our best bet."
"But wait… Didn't Rei already kinda say no?" Shujinkou recalled.
"We don't really know if she said no, she just left" Sayori pointed out. Plus, she's gotten to know us a lot better since then."
"And Kiyoko said that she couldn't commit to her last club."
"She can be as uncommitted as she wants in this club."
"You'll really say anything to get anyone to join this club, won't you?" Natsuki noted.
"That's not true," Sayori denied.
"You lured Shujinkou here with the promise of cupcakes."
"That's different."
"How?"
"I got something out of it…" Sayori nervously chuckled.
"You're not even denying your underhanded methods!" Natsuki raged. "I bet you don't even know the definition of subtle."
"I'm subtle." Sayori insisted.
"'Pottery Club, the Literature Club, the Basketball Club, Literature Club, Drama Club, Literature Club, Debate Club, Journalist Club, Archery Club, Supernatural Club, Literature Club…'" Shujinkou quoted.
"You still remember that part…?" Sayori nervously chuckled once more.
"So…" Monika glanced back to Shujinkou. "Will you ask them, Shujinkou?"
"Mm-hmm," the young man nodded his head.
Chapter 89: Expanding the Club: Kiyoko
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The next day, Shujinkou paced back and forth in front of his classroom door. He had figured that it would be best to ask Kiyoko about joining the club first and, while waiting, decided to use his morning time to develop a pitch. He needed to try and figure out how he could convince her when she had already told him why she had quit her previous club. It would be hard for sure, but he still needed to try his be-
"Shujinkou?"
"Huh?" forced out of his thoughts by a singular word, the young man glanced up to find the subject of his first objective standing in front of him.
"Kiyo?" he bleated. All Shujinkou had thought of at this point was that he had to think of something to say. Right now he felt like he was auditioning for a role he had yet to prepare for.
"'Kiyo?'" the golden-haired girl in front of him shot him a curious look.
"I mean… Kiyoko," his cheeks grew red with embarrassment over his mistake. "Sorry, I was out of it for a moment."
"No need to apologize. You can call me Kiyo if you want," Kiyoko shrugged.
"Oh, okay," Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Despite his lack of preparation, an opportunity to make the proposition was right in front of him. "Um… Kiyoko, there's something that I wanted t-"
Before he could finish his sentence, the sound of homeroom bell loudly rang throughout the building.
"Really should have seen that coming…" a slight chuckle escaped past his lips. The timing of the interruption was too perfect to be considered a coincidence even if it was the only logical explanation.
"What did you want to say or ask?" Kiyoko suddenly asked.
"Ah… I'll tell you at lunch."
"Okay," she casually shrugged.
Though he believed it was the best decision he could have made at that moment, Shujinkou would soon find out that it had the adverse effect of making the day seemingly move on slower than usual. Sometimes the break for lunch seemed far away already, but with the addition of the anticipation and anxiety his quest gave him, the time he had to wait was beginning to become unbearable. It just seemed like it would never come at this point.
"Shujinkou," hearing his name once again broke him from his trance. He turned around to find Kiyoko tapping on her desk. The rhythmic sounds of her tapping sounded vaguely familiar. "It's lunch."
"Wow…" Shujinkou could not believe it. He had become so wrapped up in how long it was taking to get to lunch that, from his perspective, had given him the rare experience of time going both fast and slow.
"So, what were you going to say earlier?" she curiously asked.
"Right. That," Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. "Um…Well, the club just got a clubroom."
"Really?"
"Yeah. Mali found one for us."
"Good for you guys. I know it's got to be better to have your own space instead of one you have to share with others."
"Yeah. Natsuki did express his happiness over that. But that's not all…" Shujinkou stopped as he was hit with a sudden realization. "Or maybe that is all and it's just coincidental timing… Anyway, there were apparently talks about-"
"Senpai!" a familiar cheery voice effortlessly derailed his train of thought just as it got going.
Shujinkou and Kiyoko followed the direction the voice came from to the classroom door just as Mali walked through it.
"Mali…?" Confused, Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as she cheerfully approached him. "What are you doing here?"
"I'm here to have lunch with Senpai, of course."
"Lunch…?"
"Does Senpai not want to have lunch with me?"
"It's not that. It's just…" Shujinkou anxiously glanced at Kiyoko.
"Don't mind me. I'm not going anywhere," she assured him.
"It's settled then!" Mali wrapped her arm around Shujinkou's and swiftly led him out of his classroom.
After an "interesting" lunch with Mali, the young man returned to his classroom, flustered, but ready to resume his quest. Just as he got back to his seat, the bell rung.
"It's not as funny as the first time…" Shujinkou sighed.
With no other choice, Shujinkou waited until the end of the day before another chance to talk to Kiyoko presented itself.
"So tired…" Kiyoko yawned.
"Hey, Kiyoko…" just as he prepared to make his proposition once again, Kiyoko's phone started to ring.
She wasted no time in answering it and brought it to her ear. "Hello?"
"…"
"On it." With that single confirmation, Kiyoko ended the call and grabbed her bag. "Sorry, Shujinkou. Gotta go."
"O-Okay…" he watched her walk out of the classroom before his head dropped in disbelief.
He felt nothing but disappointment as he dragged himself to the new clubroom. Upon his arrival…
"Did you talk to Kiyo or Rei yet?" Sayori eagerly asked.
"No. I tried to talk to Kiyoko but I got stopped at every turn," Shujinkou sighed.
"Eh? But you guys are in the same class. How'd you get stopped at every turn?"
"Well, the first time I tried, the first bell rung. The second time at lunch, Mali suddenly showed up and invited me to lunch. Then when I tried again when I got back, the next bell rung. Then when classes let out, she had to go somewhere."
"That's… It truly sounds like the world is conspiring against you on your quest, Shujinkou," Yuri noted.
"It is…" he groaned.
"Maybe you can try and call her right now," Sayori suggested.
Heeding her suggestion, Shujinkou pulled out his phone and called Kiyoko. It went straight to her voicemail.
"Ugh…" his head once again dropped in disappointment.
"Shujinkou, if I may, it may be beneficial if you visit her at her home," Yuri suggested.
"Huh. That could definitely work," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he considered the possible consequences. "I just hope she doesn't think I just want to come over because of how nice her place is."
Later that evening, Shujinkou made his way to Kiyoko's residence. Upon his arrival, the gates opened as if personally inviting him inside. As he proceeded through the gate, the young man began to hear music. Once he reached the house, Shujinkou found Kiyoko playing a song on a guitar.
"You play guitar?" he said in amazement.
"Yep," she casually answered before glancing up. "What brings you around here, Shujinkou?"
"Um… I was…" his train of thoughts were brushed aside as he heard Kiyoko play another chord. "Is that the menu theme from Sly 2?"
"Mm-hmm," she nodded her head as if it was nothing special.
"Wow." Despite her blasé attitude, he was sure his jaw would be touching the ground if it was possible.
"So…" Kiyoko gently laid her instrument to the side. "What's going on with you?"
"Nothing really. I just wanted to come over to ask you something," he replied.
"What you were trying to say earlier?"
"Yeah," Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. Half of him expected another out of nowhere interruption while the other half felt nervous that he had a chance of actually getting to finally say what he wanted to say all day. "Um… It probably sounds like a dumb question since you told me why you quit your previous club, but I was wondering if you would consider joining our club."
"Really?" Kiyoko's eyes slightly widened with curiosity. "You guys want me to join your club?"
"Yeah."
"Even though you and Sayori know why I left my last one?"
"Well, Sayori said you could be as uncommitted as you want."
"Really? You guys are a really interesting club," she chuckled. "Hmm… Can I think about it?"
"Yeah. There's no pressure or anything," Shujinkou assured her.
Kiyoko then reached for her guitar and played a few strings. As she hit her stride, Shujinkou was hit with a sudden revelation.
"When I really think about it, I don't really know much about Kiyoko and Rei" he thought. "In fact, despite me saying and thinking that it would be nice to be friends with them, I never really went out of my way to try. The only times I have were situational… Like with Fuyu…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he averted his gaze. "Sayori said that I was the closest to them and, though that may be true, that doesn't mean that I'm that close to them…"
He glanced back at Kiyoko. "Hey, Kiyoko…"
"Yeah?"
"You told me during the summer that we weren’t friends. What would you say we are now?"
"Um… Friendly acquaintances. Why?"
Shujinkou let out a disappointed sigh. "It's just that I said that I would like to be friends but I haven't really did much to make that happen."
"Don't beat yourself up over that. It's not like every relationship a person have is a deep close friendship. Sometimes it's just the kind that involves 'hi' and 'bye'," she casually pointed out.
"Yeah… But I really did intend on trying. Or at least I thought I did. But so far, it seems like our interactions only come up from situations that call for it. Other than that, nothing…"
"Huh…" Kiyoko played a few more notes on her guitar. "Well, like I told you back at your grandma's place, it's a two-way thing. If that's how you feel then I'm as much to blame for not trying that hard too.
So, how about this? I may not know if I'll join your guys' club or not, but if any of you want to come over for any reason, feel free."
"Really?" Shujinkou replied, perplexed.
"Yep."
"Okay," a small smile formed on his lips as he felt as sense of accomplishment. "And if you want to do the same you can too."
"I'll be sure to take you up on that offer," Kiyoko wiggled her fingers before gently placing them back in position. "Any requests?"
"Any?"
"Any."
"Um… Can you play Batman's theme from his 90s cartoon?"
"There's a classic," she grinned as she strummed her first note.
As Shujinkou listened to an amazing cover of one of his favorite heroic themes, he was hit with another revelation.
"If Kiyoko and Rei joined the club, we would be like the Straw Hat Pirates of school clubs," he chuckled as he thought this.
Chapter 90: Expanding the Club: Reizo
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Today was… I don't even really know how to describe it. Maybe I'm exaggerating things. I don't know. I mean, it all started like it any other day. School went by like usual. The only difference was that I had a mission. Yesterday, I asked Kiyoko if she wanted to join the Literature Club and she said that would think about it. Today, it was time for me to ask Rei. I knew it would be tough and I even spent the rest of last night preparing with Sayori. Once school was over, I went straight to Rei's classroom. She greeted me with a slow wave and I could feel myself already slipping into the usual state I end up in when we're alone. I decided to just come out and ask her. Ask her to join the Literature Club, I mean. Sounded like I was asking her on a date there.
After I asked, Rei just stared at me. Sometimes it's like she's analyzing me; like she's taking note of my every move. Like always, things became awkward real quick until she waved goodbye and walked away. It was official at that point: I am a terrible recruiter. But at the same time, I had to remind myself that at the end of the day, I wasn't really that close of to her. It's not like me asking would make her jump at the chance or anything. Actually, I don't think that would happen even if we were that close. Soon, I found myself thinking about when I first met Rei. She seemed really emotionless back then and the only reaction I got out of her was really subtle. But ever since then, even though words still weren’t said, she seemed to express herself a little more through other ways.
After that, I found myself once again wishing I could find a way to hold a conversation with her without coming off as rude or patronizing, And that's when it hit me. All me and Rei do is say Hi and Bye like Kiyoko said some people do. I said I wanted to try and be friends with Rei and constantly sulking and wishing for a way wasn't going to change anything. I didn't know what to do but I knew that I needed to actually try something. So, instead of heading to the clubroom, I went to Fuyu's office and found Rei about to open the door. When I called her, she looked back at me and waved at me again.
I was soon thinking that maybe rushing over to her without a game plan wasn't the best move. But just as I was having second thoughts, I slapped my cheeks hoping that would help me get a grip. It did, but I probably looked dumb doing that. But even after getting a grip, I was thinking the same thing again. Tired of it all, I decided to go with my instincts.
"Rei, would you like to go somewhere you'd like?" I asked.
I could have kicked myself for saying such a thing out of nowhere. I mean, who asks that all of a sudden? I couldn't look her in the eye after that. I was just acting like an idiot at that point. But after that I started to hear something. It's sounded like a bunch of rustling paper. I looked up and there was a pamphlet in front of my face. It read "Flora's Botanical Garden".
I… I didn't really expect her to actually respond to my suggestion. I asked her if that was where she wanted to go and expected her to lead the way or wave goodbye, but instead she nodded her head. I was floored by that. She never responded to me like that before. Is it wrong to think like that? I mean, everyone gets surprised when people they know do something different. Maybe I'm just trying to make myself feel better.
Anyway, I texted Sayori that I was going somewhere with Rei and let her lead the way. It was a little awkward since we didn't really converse much, but it didn't get to me that time. Maybe it was just because I just had a successful conversation with her. It was a step in the right direction.
When we got there, I realized I never actually seen a real botanical garden before. It's as viney as what I've seen on TV. It must have every flora and fauna known to man. I also kinda expected to hear someone shout "Jyuron!!!" and I'd end up being captured by roots. When I finally came back down to earth, I realized that Rei was kneeling next to a bush filled with roses. I thought she was just interested in the one flower near Granny Hisa's place, but she seemed to be interested in more than just the one.
I tried to talk to her throughout the trip, but it usually resulted in her staring at me and moving on to what else the garden had to offer. I'm pretty sure she was enjoying herself, thought my obvious commentary probably ruined the experience a little. When she was done looking around, she walked towards the exit. As we left, I noticed that they were giving away pins of a white lily and grabbed one for later.
Once we were outside, I asked if there was anything else that she wanted to do. That's when I noticed a subtle change in Rei's gaze. It was like she was confused and lost. I then remembered that Fuyu told me and Sayori that Rei didn't get out much until recently. Plus, I've only seen her do things other did. It was kinda déjà vu. I was like that when I first befriended the others. I didn't really think I could voice my own ideas and when Monika gave the opportunity, I only voiced one and went blank. Monika had to take over after that. Maybe I should try and do the same with Rei. Hard to do, but I should at least try.
I decided to start with the tried and true method of any trip around town: head to the local river to skip stones. I just have to know one thing: Why can't I skip stones! It's like it can only be done in fiction. Though I know that's not true, because Rei skipped a lot of rocks in the river. Rei must have a lot of hidden talents. She makes a good link and she didn't drop me when I was caught in Mali's rope trap. Not to mention, she was the one who caught Mali in the act and is resistant to her word play.
When we ran out of rocks, she looked at me like she was wondering what do next. It was strange, but it was like I was having an easier time spotting the subtle changes in her expression. Maybe it was because I stopped thinking about what to do and just did something.
I soon took her for some ice cream. It's kinda funny how my sweet tooth always decides to want something when I'm out. Got some ice cream and… that was all I had. We were just wandering around at that point. It’s was kinda funny that all this time I was worried about how to converse with her and in the end most of the trip was silent. I'm starting to see how Venom Snake and Quiet bonded when they weren’t in the field.
We ended up just window shopping through various stores. Though her expression didn't change, Rei seemed to be interested in almost everything we saw. It makes me wonder if she was sheltered most of her life. Not to mention, with her being adopted by Fuyu's family, I wonder what her past life was like.
It was soon getting late and I had to take her home before it got dark.
Shujinkou sat up in his bed as he remembered what happened next. It was still a shock to him. It was just after they arrived at her house.
"Here we are," Shujinkou said as he watched Rei walk up to the front door. "So…"
Rei glanced back at him. He expected her to wave goodbye but instead she just stood in front of him motionless.
"Um… I guess I'll see you later," With a wave goodbye, Shujinkou turned to leave. The idea of asking her to join the club did come to mind but he decided against it. It just didn't seem appropriate to him at that moment in time. "Oh wait!"
He turned back around and pulled the White Lily pin he grabbed earlier out of his pocket.
"They were giving this away at the botanical garden," Shujinkou explained. "I thought you would like it."
Rei slowly reached for the pin and accepted it.
"Well… Like I said before, I'll see you later," with another wave goodbye, Shujinkou turned to leave.
"…nice…"
"Huh?!" that one word caused Shujinkou to instantly freeze in place. The young man felt shock, confusion and questioned his grip on reality all at once as he slowly turned around and found Rei staring at him. "Rei?"
"…Shujinkou is… Nice…" Rei slowly repeated.
Shujinkou was at a complete loss for words. Without saying another word, Rei slowly waved goodbye and walked into her house.
He soon found himself alone in the dark, utterly shocked by what just transpired.
Chapter 91: Serendipitous
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"Ha! Yah!" Shujinkou valiantly swung a twig around like a sword as he strolled around a forest blanketed by the darkness of night. Despite being called weird for it, there was something about taking a stroll after the sun went down that felt natural and soothing to him. He knew it made him different, but he was used to other thinking that way about him.
"Hah!" Shujinkou thrust the twig forward, unintentionally driving it into a tree. The child silently brought what was left of his pretend sword to his face, blankly staring at where the point used to be. "I can't wait to get a real sword one day…"
He tossed the twig over his shoulder before suddenly hearing a loud sound not too far away. It sounded like someone dropping an anvil from a very high height. His instincts taking charge, the child curiously ran to the source of the sound and found a young girl in the middle of a crater that matched perfectly matched her figure.
The child's curiosity shot up, persuading him to approach the young girl. As he slowly moved closer, Shujinkou began to notice a few unusual features she had. Two fox-like ears sat atop her head and a single fluffy tail slowly wagged from side to side before crashing on the ground like a meteor.
"She's a monster…" Shujinkou thought aloud.
Looking past that revelation, the child then noticed that the girl was covered in cuts and bruises. Before he could process anything further, a several lines of rope fell into his field of vision. Shujinkou glanced up and watched a few figures begin to repel down the nearby cliff wall.
Once again falling back on his instincts, Shujinkou wasted no time picking the girl up and ran deeper into the forest.
"Hang on. I'll get you somewhere safe and get you some help," he promised the unconscious girl.
He headed further and further into the darkness ahead of him, focused only on getting the stranger out of danger.
"Shiko!"
A bright voice pierced through the darkness, guiding Shujinkou back to reality.
"Shiko!"
A large yawn plowed through his lips as the young man sat up in his bed. Suddenly, his bedroom door flew open and a familiar figure lunged at him. Landing perfectly on top of him, Shujinkou soon found himself face to face with Sayori.
"Morning, Shiko," she beamed, her fluffy tail happily wagging back and forth over his covered legs.
"Morning, Sayori," Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. It was kind of embarrassing seeing his oldest friend so soon after having a dream about her. "Did you need me for something?"
"Eh?" Sayori shot him a perplexed look. "You told me to make sure you don't sleep in today, remember?"
"Oh, right…" the young man rubbed his eyes and slid out of bed. "It'd be pretty dumb if I slept in on my own departure day."
"It seems pretty natural from what I heard… Anyway, I'll see you downstairs."
After watching his friend run out of his room, Shujinkou walked to his closet, grabbed the outfit he set out for today and got dressed. Once ready, he walked downstairs to find Sayori happily stuffing her face at the kitchen table.
"Good evening, Shujinkou," his mother soon entered his field of vision and set a plate down at the table. "Did you sleep well?"
"Yeah…" Shujinkou replied as he curiously glanced at Sayori.
"What's wrong?" the fox girl asked.
"N-Nothing," Shujinkou scratched his cheek as he finished his response in his head. "It's just kinda weird I would dream about our first meeting today of all days."
"Do you think you have time to eat before you leave?" Hiro asked.
"I think I have to take it to go. I'm pretty sure that it's going to be a long walk to the next town," The young man looked around and noticed his backpack hanging off the front door. Confusion quickly built up as he approached it, certain that was not the spot he left it at.
Shujinkou picked the bag up and was shocked by how light it was. He quickly unzipped his backpack to find that it was completely empty.
"What happened to all my stuff?" he wondered aloud.
"Wait… that was your travelling bag?" Sayori quickly averted her gaze.
"Sayori?"
"I may have gotten hungry at midnight…"
"…But what about everything else?"
"I don't really remember… I was in a 'blinded by hunger' mindset."
Shujinkou silently stared at Sayori, causing her cheeks to grow red.
"Guess I'll just have to restock again," the young man walked towards the kitchen table, reached under it and pulled out another backpack. "Ready to go."
"You had another bag ready just in case?" Sayori gasped.
"Yep."
"Oh…" sorrow was on full display on her face as she lowered her head in defeat.
"Before you go, Shujinkou, I have a gift for you," Hiro reached under the kitchen table, pulled out a box and presented it to her son.
Without saying a word, Shujinkou opened the gift and pulled out a metallic gray rectangular object. "What's this?"
"It's something your father carried with him during his past journeys. It was his sword," his mother answered.
"Sword?" the young man couldn't hide his confusion as he stared at the gift.
"Just imagine a sword in your mind." she advised.
"Okay?" Shujinkou did as he was told and the object formed into a sword. "Whoa! Dad had a magical sword?!"
"Mm-hmm," Hiro nodded.
The young man excitedly raised the sword and marveled at it.
"Wow…" suddenly the sword shrunk down to its original shape. "Thanks, Mom."
"Mm." she soon pulled him into a gentle embrace. "Have a safe journey."
"I'll try," Shujinkou assured her, hugging her back.
He knew this moment was coming, but it was still hard to actually say goodbye. Even tougher, he had to do it twice. The moment their embrace ended, Shujinkou turned his attention to Sayori.
"See you when I get back, Sayori," he said.
Sayori sorrowfully stared at Shujinkou before suddenly wrapping her arms around him. "See ya, Shiko…"
Her grip tightened to an increasingly unbearable degree as a single tear crawled down her face.
"S-Sayori…" he winced.
Her grip tightened and tightened, causing a brief cry of pain to leak out. Upon hearing that, Sayori immediately released her grip on him.
"Sorry…" she apologized.
"You don't have to apologize," Shujinkou assured her as he scratched his right cheek. "Well… I guess I'll be going now."
The young man threw the straps of his backpack over his shoulders, walked out of his home and into the forest that surrounded his home village.
Various emotions swirled in him as he started his journey. He thought starting at night would help keep any negative emotions at bay, but it didn't work. Already he was beginning to miss home and wonder if he was ready for what he was starting.
"I wonder if other travelers feel like this when they leave home?" he thought aloud.
As he continued to stroll through the forest, Shujinkou glanced up at the night sky and marveled at the seemingly infinite number of star sprinkled up there. Suddenly, a human shaped figure flew into his view. Sprouting wings and letting out an almost ear-piercing roar, there was only one thing it could be.
"A dragon?!" he exclaimed as the monster swooped down at him.
His mind paralyzed by fear and disbelief, his body instinctively dove out of the way from the dragon's slashing claws, his eyes widening with shock as he watched the winged creature effortlessly cut through the trees like a knife through hot butter.
"I know dragons are supposed to be strong, but this is ridiculous," he thought aloud.
The dragon turned around and glared at him. Now able to view the creature closer, Shujinkou was shocked to find tattered clothes wrapped barely covering its feminine attributes. Cuts and bruises were lined across her body and her eyes were as red as a demon's. But despite her glare, he felt like there wasn't anyone really there.
The female dragon roared, causing him to push those thoughts aside. "No choice; have to defend myself!"
Shujinkou quickly reached into pocket and pulled out the metallic rectangular object his mother had given him. "Got to visualize a sword in my mind…"
With a single focused thought, the strange object swiftly transformed into a sword.
"That's still so cool," Shujinkou marveled.
But he didn't have long to gush as the dragon girl flew towards him again at break-neck speed. With no idea what to do, the young man held his sword in front of him as if it were a shield. The dragon tackled the rookie adventurer, knocking off his feet and into a tree.
Before he could get his wits back, the traveler noticed from the corner of his eyes a fist coming his way and quickly rolled out of the way. As the dragon girl struggled to free her hand, Shujinkou spotted a small square device centered on her neck.
"What's that?" he wondered aloud.
His curiosity was quickly replaced with admiration and horror as his assailant spew fire out of her mouth. She then turned her attention to him, spewing more fire at the young adventurer. Paralyzed by fear, Shujinkou could do nothing but sit there until something tackled him out of the way.
"Huh?"Surprised, Shujinkou glanced up to find- "Sayori?!"
"Hey, Shiko," she beamed.
"W-What are you doing here?"
"I'm here because-"
Before she could finish her response, Sayori latched onto Shujinkou and rolled away from another fiery assault.
"What's a dragon doing down here?" she wondered aloud.
"I don't know," Shujinkou replied. "Dragons don't just wordlessly lash out like a wild animal right?"
"Only when super mad, but that's usually because they breathing fire by then."
"I thought so."
Sayori suddenly rolled them away from another stream of fire.
"Sayori, do you think you can help me get on her back?" Shujinkou requested.
A giant smile formed on the fox's face. "You bet!"
She then threw him up into the air as the dragon girl flew by and jumped up after him. Once close enough, the excited kitsune grabbed her friend and effortlessly threw him at their attacker.
Clumsily latching on to the girl as she flew through the trees, Shujinkou was beginning to wonder if his plan was a smart one. Despite those doubts, he raised his sword and slammed the hilt on the device, destroying it. With the device gone, the dragon girl immediately lost consciousness and crashed into the ground.
With his assailant subdued, Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief.
"You okay, Shiko?" Sayori worriedly asked.
"Yeah…" he confirmed.
Suddenly, the dragon girl woke up to find Shujinkou and his sword.
"Human!" she exclaimed.
Her now blue eyes looked at him as if he was the most evil thing in the world.
"Whoa! Whoa!" Sayori quickly jumped in between the two. "He's not going to hurt you."
"But he's a human. With a sword," the dragon girl shot Sayori a perplexed look. It was like she couldn't understand why Sayori was defending him. "Has he domesticated you?"
"Domesticated? I'm not domesticated. We're best friends," Sayori proudly answered.
"Best… Friends?" the dragon shot Sayori a disbelieving look.
"Plus, you attacked Shiko first."
"I did?"
"Yeah."
"I think something was making you lash out," Shujinkou interjected. "But we got rid of it."
"You… You helped me?" the dragon girl asked, perplexed. "Why?"
"Because you looked like you needed help."
The dragon girl blankly stared at Shujinkou before suddenly flying off.
"She just flew off…" Sayori noted.
"Well, at least she's back to normal," Shujinkou accepted. "By the way, Sayori, how long have you been following me?"
"Eh? I wasn't following you! I was just wandering around smelled fire breath!" Sayori stammered.
Shujinkou simply stared her.
"…Pretty much after you left," she admitted. "I know you wanted me to look after Auntie H and everyone while you were gone, but I really didn't want to be left behind. Plus, Auntie H and everyone else gave me their blessings to go ahead."
Sayori anxiously averted her gaze. "You're not mad at me, are you?"
"Mad? Sayori you just saved me from getting singed. Why would I be anything but mad that you're here? Plus, if everyone is cool that you're here than I'm more than happy to have my best friend come with me," Shujinkou assured her.
Sayori's cheeks grew bright red as a giant smile formed on her face. "Really?"
"Yeah."
Without saying a word, Sayori wrapped her arms around Shujinkou, her grip tightening with each passing second.
"S-Sayori… Monster strength…" he winced.
She immediately released her grip on him and nervously chuckled. "Sorry… So, what should we do know?"
"Well, I guess we should probably set up camp to rest after what just happened," Shujinkou advised.
"Alright, out first camp out outside of town!" Sayori cheered.
He was too exhausted to show it, but Shujinkou was excited too. But at the same time, he wondered why the dragon girl had a device that seemed to strip her of all control. It was strange, but thinking about that led to him thinking about his first encounter with Sayori and the people who were seemingly after her.
"I wonder if something's happening out there in the world," Shujinkou worriedly mumbled under his breath.
A/N: Hope you enjoyed this random out-of-nowhere short story. I promise the next chapter will be a regular chapter.
Chapter 92: Reditus
Chapter Text
After a tough start to his nightly departure, and despite his intentions to have journeyed farther than he had, Shujinkou knew that it would be best if to settle down for the night. There was no need to communicate that idea though, as Sayori was already laying on the ground, staring up at the stars above them.
Following his friend's lead, Shujinkou laid down next to her and did just the same.
"Hey, Shiko?" Sayori suddenly said.
"Yeah?" he replied.
"Do you think there's anything out there?"
"Who knows? If there is, I hope they're friendly."
"Mm," Sayori giggled as she nodded her head in agreement. The two continued to stare up at the night sky in silence until Sayori opened her mouth again. Hey, Shujinkou?"
"Hm?" the young man couldn't help but feel surprised over hearing her refer to him by name. "Sayori?"
"Shujinkou?"
Blinking twice, Shujinkou was no longer was in a forest staring up at the stars; now he was in a school hallway staring at a vending machine. "Whoa."
"Shujinkou!" Now firmly back in reality, the young man immediately turned around. Behind him was a clearly perplexed Sayori. "What were you daydreaming this time?"
"What was I-? Um… We were pretty much in a fantasy world," Shujinkou said as he scanned Sayori from head to toe. "And you were a fox girl."
"A fox?" surprised, she waved her hands just above her head then just above her the back of her waist. "Sounds cool."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he recalled what he had just experienced.
"It kinda seemed like I was living another life there for a moment…" he thought.
"So, how'd things go with Rei yesterday?" Sayori asked. "Did you ask her to join the club?"
"Well… kinda. It's complicated."
"Huh? How's it complicated?"
"Honestly, I did ask her at first, but I didn't get a 'yes' from her. After that, I was more focused on trying to be a friend to her than just a passing by acquaintance."
Sayori silently stared at Shujinkou. Her curious face made it clear that she knew that there was more that he was not telling her. But instead of questioning him further, she simply smiled and reached into the vending machine.
"It's probably for the best you didn't focus on asking her again," Sayori said as she pulled out two chocolate bars. "Rei might have thought you were just trying to get on your good side if you did ask again."
"Yeah…" Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek as he recalled Rei speaking to him. "Now that I think about… I didn't really recruit her or Kiyoko like you guys asked."
"You don't need to feel upset about that, Shujinkou. You can't control what their responses will be."
"Oh, I wasn't upset. I just realized that I didn't actually get any yeses. Honestly, I'm fine with the outcome if only because of what I learned doing it in the first place."
Once again, Sayori silently stared at Shujinkou. Unlike the confusion her face displayed before, it now openly displayed surprise. But just like before it was replaced with a bright smile. "That's a good attitude to have."
Shujinkou nodded his head as he reached into the vending machine, pulling out two more chocolate bars. "So, how was the club meeting yesterday? Did I miss anything?"
"Um… We went over some ways to spend our budgets… Ah!" Sayori's eyes widened with horror. "I forgot I have to bring the ideas to Fuyu to review! See ya, later, Shujinkou!"
With that goodbye, Sayori quickly dashed down the hallway before suddenly tripping as she tried to turn a corner. Before Shujinkou could respond, she quickly jumped back on her feet and continued running.
"Wonder what was suggested?" the young man wondered aloud before turning around. The moment he did, he gently collided into a familiar face. "Rei?!"
Rei blankly stared up at Shujinkou, seemingly unaware how nervous their how close their bodies was making him.
"H-Hey, Rei…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he just as awkwardly took a step back. "How've you been?"
The girl in front of him continued to stare at him in silence. Such a response made Shujinkou begin to question whether or not he had imagined what she had said to him last night.
"Um…" before he could say another word, Rei reached into her pocket and pulled out the pin he had given her the other night. "That's…"
Shujinkou could feel himself falling back into old habits as his vocabulary was slowly slipping away from him.
"Come on! I can't let this happen every time!" he vehemently thought. "I know what happened last night was surprising, but I can't let that be an excuse to go back."
Shujinkou violently shook his head clear of doubts and smiled. "You know, I knew that botanical gardens had a lot of flora and faunas, but I didn't know they had that much."
Rei slowly glanced down at the pin then back up at Shujinkou.
"Um… I can see why you wanted to go there. It was a really nice place," he continued.
Rei continued to silently stare into Shujinkou's eyes before suddenly stuffing the pin back into her pocket. Her single visible eye still trained on him, Rei raised her left hand and waved goodbye.
"Oh, okay. See ya later, Rei," Shujinkou said, waving as she walked off.
A potluck of emotions attacked Shujinkou at once as he reviewed what just happened. He knew deep down that he should not expect Rei to suddenly talk all the time and even felt a little guilt over even thinking so. But those feelings also led to him asking the same question he had on his mind since last night.
"Why did she talk to me last night?" he wondered to himself. "Why me of all people?"
Shujinkou shook his head. "No, I shouldn't be treating it like that was the ninth wonder of the world. If I do, then I'll be more focused on that then trying to be a better friend."
"That was painfully awkward, Senpai," a sharp chill shot up the young man's spine as he heard a familiar, innocent-sounding voice flatly tell him that. He looked around, but the owner of the voice wasn't around. "Up here, Senpai."
Shujinkou followed the latest trail of words up to find Mali sitting atop the vending machine. A bright smile filled her face as she looked down at him. "When is Senpai going to learn to look up and down?"
"I never really thought about someone sitting on top of a vending machine…" Shujinkou weakly argued.
"You know… Senpai is always surrounded by women, but he always seems to struggle to get through a conversation with them."
"Not always…"
"And yet Senpai is well liked by a lot of girls anyway. Senpai, should have more confidence," Mali dropped down from the top of the machine and daintily landed in front of Shujinkou. "Maybe the reason Senpai struggles sometimes is because he has other things in mind? Senpai pretty much admitted that he finds his friends attractive. It's probably hard to just look at them as friends when he's also distracted by their cuteness and beauty."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered what he was just told.
"That's kind of a lose-lose question she's throwing at me…" he thought.
Mali giggled as she took note of Shujinkou's relatively relaxed expression.
"Oh, Senpai is pretty adaptable," she casually approached him and stood on the tip of her toes, bringing her face closer to his. She then gently pressed her chest against his; a knowing smile forming on her lips as she watched his cheeks grow bright red. "Yeah, Senpai is much better when he's like this."
"What are you-?"
"Senpai was like this earlier with his silent friend. I'm pretty sure Senpai had plenty of moments like this before, so it's pretty surprising that he's still acts like this whenever he experiences physical contact with a girl. And yet at the same time, it's that very innocence that makes Senpai so alluring."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and responded by taking a step back.
"Oh, Senpai is more adaptable than I thought," Mali giggled. "But Senpai, you are going to have to get used to close contact eventually. You never know when someone may take you for themselves."
"M-"
"Or does Senpai think that's not really possible. Does Senpai have a low opinion on himself when it comes to girls?"
Shujinkou averted his gaze as he scratched his right cheek. He was pretty sure she caused him to do that more than he usually does when they talk.
"Aw, poor Senpai. He shouldn't really have a reason to be so down on himself there and yet he is so down on himself," Mali once again approached him and wrapped her arms around his. "But don't worry, your Kōhai's here for you."
"Huh?"
"Don't look so surprised, Senpai's the one that wants us to all be friends, which naturally includes the two of us. Aren't friends supposed to help each other?"
"I don't think they do on such a subject…"
"That's only Senpai's opinion," she said with an innocent smile.
"Uh…" Shujinkou had no idea how to respond to that..
A soft giggle escaped Mali's lips as she continued to watch his face contort in anxiety and confusion.
"Mali…" Shujinkou suddenly said.
"Yes, Senpai?"
"…Thanks."
"Huh? Thanks for what?"
"For your concern. You have your own way of showing it, but I appreciate your concern."
Genuine surprise was on display on Mali's face. But it was soon replaced with her usual innocent smile. "Senpai really is something. But that's what makes him so interesting."
A small smile crossed Shujinkou's face as he scratched his right cheek.
"Senpai, isn't there somewhere you're supposed to be right now?" Mali suddenly asked. "A certain after-school activity with cute girls?"
"That's not why I'm there!" he vehemently denied.
"Senpai still isn't denying the 'cute girls' part," she giggled.
"…I gotta get going," Shujinkou weakly freed his arm from Mali's grip. "See ya later, Mali."
As she watched him drag his feet down the hallway, Mali raised her hand and cheerfully shouted, "Bye, Senpai."
As if triggering something within him, Shujinkou stopped moving. For the next two minutes, he stayed like that before suddenly turning around. With a warm smile, he replied with a simple, "See ya, then."
"Senpai?" Such a response left her almost speechless, a feeling she hasn't felt for a long time. As she watched him take his leave, all she could do was wonder, "What was that just now, Senpai?
Chapter 93: A Brief, Yet Interesting Meeting
Chapter Text
"Hey," a tense atmosphere violently assaulted all of Shujinkou's senses at once the moment he opened the clubroom door. The intensity he felt in the air was almost scary, but not as scary as the serious expressions that sat on Natsuki and Yuri's faces.
Natsuki's face contorted with irritation as Yuri's expression grew more serious as time passed by. Shujinkou could only watch on in confusion as he wondered what could have possibly created such a serious atmosphere.
Following their gaze, he noticed a single open book that sat between them.
Wonder what they're reading? Not too long after that thought, Yuri gently placed her right index finger on one of the pages. "There… There's Wally…"
"Seriously…?" Natsuki's eyes focused and scanned the area Yuri pointed out. "Yep, that's Wally."
"Oh…" Shujinkou was sure if he was in a fictional world, he would dramatically fall back with surprise. But the closest he could get to that was imagining that. Doesn't have the same impact.
But now that he understood what was going on, the tense atmosphere that greeted him vanished as if it never existed. The young man walked in and curiously sat in between them. "How come you guys are playing 'Where's Wally'?"
"It's a long story…" Natsuki rolled her eyes and sighed.
Yuri slightly giggled at her response, causing a slight smile to form on Natsuki's lips. Shujinkou simply scratched his right cheek, keeping his own smile to himself. After all, him responding to such a moment could ruin it and create a new uncomfortable atmosphere: an awkward one.
Yuri then turned her attention to Shujinkou and explained, "You see, it actually had something to do with our last club meeting. Monika brought up the subject of children's literature and its role in the development of its audience. How it teaches them problem solving skills, reading between the lines, basic clue finding… Subjects like that. She used Where's Wally as an example of skills books teach you, since many use the series to teach children various skills and also use them as a measuring stick for certain subjects too."
"But that's when Sayori chimed in with an idea to make it a competition," Natsuki interjected.
"A club activity?" Shujinkou asked.
"No, she wanted try and hoard the brownies I brought in yesterday. They were the prize for each round."
"Oh…" Shujinkou weakly chuckled as he scratched cheek. He should have known that would have been the primary reason behind Sayori's suggestion. "So, you guys are trying another round of Where's Wally?"
"Mm-hmm," Yuri nodded her head. "Would you like to join us?"
"Sure."
Shujinkou watched as Yuri gently turned the page.
"There's Wally," Shujinkou announced, pointing to the fictional character.
"Already?!" Natsuki shot him a look of complete disbelief.
"That is Wally," Yuri confirmed.
The young maiden then turned to the next page.
"There's Wally," Shujinkou announced again.
"Again?!" Natsuki exclaimed.
Yuri curiously glanced up at Shujinkou before turning the page. I wonder…
"There's Wally," he announced.
"Seriously…? Have you memorized this entire book?" Natsuki questioned, bewildered by what was happening.
"I don't really think I've seen this one before…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek.
"Well, you are an artist. Having a good eye naturally comes with the occupation," Yuri complimented.
Natsuki's eyes trailed down to the book. It was at that moment of clarity when she finally understood the shocking words she heard yesterday. Now I get why Sayori said, 'Good thing Shujinkou isn't here'…
Not too long after that revelation, the door swung open and Sayori jumped in. "Does anyone know where Fuyu's at? She's not at her office?"
"Don't you remember, Sayori? Monika told us that she was going with her to Adobansu," Yuri reminded her.
"Adobansu?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered that name. He was sure that he had heard that it somewhere before. "Isn't that that school for really smart kids?"
"Yep. Essentially the 'better' version of all high schools," Natsuki nonchalantly flipped to the next the page of the book.
"There's Wally," Shujinkou announced.
"…How do you keep doing that?" Natsuki marveled.
Guess I can't gamble any sweets today… Sayori cradled her knees as she lamented her lost chance.
Meanwhile, a gentle breeze caressed Monika's face as she followed Fuyu through an upper class neighborhood. It was a clear sign that the cooler months were on they're way. Thinking about those next few months excited Monika. She wasn't quite sure what was going to happen, but she was sure that it would be fun.
"Thanks again for coming with, Monika. I just don't know if I can be in that meeting room alone again."
"No problem," Monika assured her with a warm smile. "But I gotta ask, what's so bad about meeting with the other school president?"
A small frown rested on Fuyu's lips and she averted her gaze. "…Hopefully you won't find out."
Though curious, Monika decided to press any further. For all she knew, she may not want to know.
Continuing their journey to the fated place, the two finally arrived at Adobansu. Nostalgia hit Monika all at once as she laid eyes on the school again. Somehow, the sheer scale of the exterior was still awe-inspiring. It had the appearance of any other exclusive school one would find on TV, but it still had air to it that commanded respect.
"Here we are. Time to get our game faces on," Fuyu instructed.
"But I don't have a game face," Monika giggled.
"Right… That's just me," Fuyu sighed as she adjusted her glasses. In just the blink of an eye, her demeanor changed into one of a professional, no nonsense individual. "Let's go."
One thought was on Monika's mind as followed Fuyu into the school. Fuyu will most likely be in "President Mode" until we get off of school grounds.
As she followed her President throughout the school, Monika took the opportunity to examine her surroundings. Just like the last time she was there, the inside was neat and pristine. Students roamed around, hulling around projects and experiments that normal schools would be lucky to perform once. With the tuition cost to attend this school, it was no wonder that the school had such an "advanced" air to it.
The only thing that was the same as other schools was the presence of school uniforms. It was the standard ensemble of Adobansu; boys wore jet black colored jackets, a vest and slacks, while girls wore skirts and could alternated between colored jackets and their school vests. But though that was the standard ensemble, it appears that the students were now allowed to wear whatever kind of shirt they desired.
"We're here," Fuyu stopped in front of a pair of double doors, one emblazoned with the letter "S" and the other with the letter "P". The door knobs were as clean and pristine as every other part of the school. No, even more so.
Fuyu curled her right hand into a fist and knocked on the doors three times.
"Come in!"
Fuyu opened the doors, allowing Monika to catch a glimpse at the owner of the voice that ushered them inside. On the other side of the room, sitting at a desk, much like the one she usually finds Fuyu at was a young man with short, curly platinum blonde hair. Like the other students, he wore a jet black colored jacket and slacks. However, beneath his jacket was a shirt depicting a familiar yellow creature.
Pikachu? Monika giggled at the sight of a cute Pokémon on a distinguished student official. Unlike Fuyu, she did not sense any strict professionalism from him.
The young man wasted no time in standing up and walking towards them. He extended his right hand. "Fuyu, always a pleasure to see you."
"Likewise, Haru" Still in her famous "President Mode", Fuyu tightly gripped his hand and shook it.
"And I see you brought a fr-MONIKA?!" the moment his eyes landed on her, he was struck with horror.
"Yes?"
"Uhm…" Suddenly, Haru adopted a more professional stance and immediately shifted his gaze back to Fuyu. "Anyway, I believe you have something for me President Fuyu?"
"Yes," She reached into her bag and pulled out a manila envelope. "This is the proposal."
"Yes, thank you. Me and my superiors will look over it. That is all," Haru said, quickly walking back to his desk.
"That wasn't so bad," Monika whispered into Fuyu's left ear. Though the brief exclamation of her name was strange, nothing troublesome came up from the surprisingly brief meeting.
But Fuyu's serious expression did not relent. "Yeah, now let's leave before-"
"Haru!"
"Oh no…" the two student president groaned as they heard a very familiar stomping headed their way; each step sending fresh waves of anxiety through them.
In no time at all, the two doors swung open and a female student stormed in; her platinum blonde hair almost whipping Monika and Fuyu as she blazed past them.
"Yes, Haruko…?" Haru answered, trying his hardest not to groan again.
"I need-!" her entire body suddenly tensed up before she could finish her complaint.
A single droplet of sweat crawled down Haru's face as he watched Haruko slowly turn around and lock eyes with Monika. Please no.
Confusion welled up in Monika as the clear surprise in Haruko's eyes swiftly turned into anger.
"So, if it isn't Ms. School Idol," she said.
"Excuse me?"
"It's bee-" her words became muffled as Haru tightly clamped his hands over her mouth.
"Don't mind her," Haru frantically insisted. "She's just confrontational right now. Bad days do that to people."
Suddenly a sharp pain circulated through his entire body, causing Haru to immediately release his grip on Haruko and cradle his most sacred feature.
"Daisy… Daisy… Give me your answer do…" he weakly sung as he collapsed on the ground.
"As I was saying… It's been a long time, Monika," Haruko continued.
"Have we met before?" Concern rested on Monika's face as she watched Haruko's face further contort with shock.
"Wh-?! Junior High School?! We were in the same classes for three years, constantly going at each other!"
"Sorry, I don't really recall constantly competing like that in Junior High."
"One way rivalries work like that…" Fighting through the lingering pain, Haru slowly stumbled on to his feet.
"So, what's Miss 'I'm too good for this school' doing here?" Haruko continued.
"And it continues…" he sighed.
"I'm just accompanying Fuyu for this meeting," Monika calmly answered. "Um, I haven't done anything to upset you, have I?"
"Did you-!?" before she could finish her exclamation, a single blanket was quickly draped over her.
"Anyway, me and my superiors will take a look over the proposal for an interschool competition," Haru interjected.
"Interschool completion?" Monika's eyes sparkled with interest.
"To promote academic cooperation and the usual spiel. We all know that it's just going to boil down to schools trying to prove they're the best."
"It does usually end up like that…" Monika weakly chuckled.
"If anything, I'm pretty sure this is more of a morale booster and humbling tactic all at once," Fuyu flatly stated.
"Meaning if our school performs well or even win against one of the most prestigious schools, then our students will know it's not about school reputation, but the students that make up the school," Monika concluded.
"And on the flipside, if our school loses, then it will keep everyone from thinking they're the best and encourage them work harder," Haru added. "Not that we don't work hard anyway, but it wouldn't hurt to be humbled a little."
"Well, we've taken up enough of your time," Fuyu placed her hands on Monika's shoulders and turned her towards the door. "We'll take our leave now."
"Yeah. Can't wait till our net meeting," Haru waved goodbye as Fuyu led Monika out of the room and the school.
The moment they were outside, the young student president let out a relieved sigh.
"That was an interesting meeting," Monika said.
"Yeah, sorry about that… I didn't know that you and Haruko had some history," Fuyu apologized.
"It's fine. I just didn't expect to meet someone has a grudge against me for some reason."
"Well, you probably out-performed her in academics or something."
Monika smiled a crestfallen smile as she considered those words. "But besides that, what's the chance of there an inter-school competition really happening?"
"Interested in going head to head against another school?" Fuyu concluded.
"Yep."
"Well, nothing's set in stone, but… It's possible?"
"So… Don't get my hopes up too high?"
"For now, at least," Fuyu shrugged.
"I get it. But if it does happen, I hope I'll be able to participate in it."
Fuyu crossed her arms and shot Monika a disbelieving look. What would be said if Monika didn't participate?
A/N: And like I said before, post a notice of going slower or taking a break and I end up nullifying it right away. Perhaps that's what I should do whenever I'm feeling creatively stagnated since it seems to work 88% of the time.
Chapter 94: The First and the Fifth
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Grey clouds swam across the surface of the sky, alternating between blocking the golden rays of the sun and accentuating them. A faint breeze brushed by Monika as she watched the scene take place from an open window.
"It was a brief meeting, yet… I ran into someone I ended up angering. I don't really know her, but she seems to hold a grudge against me. She also seems to believe that I find myself too good for Adobansu. To be honest, I've ran into people who don't like me before. I don't mean to say that in a vain way kind of way. I mean, I've had people hold grudges on me before even if we don't personally know each other. It's the other side of being put on a pedestal; you can make enemies by just trying your hardest and being yourself."
Monika breathed out a sorrowful sigh as she slid to the edge of the bed she currently occupied and glanced down at a pair of legs sticking out from beneath it. "That doesn't sound vain, does it?"
The rest of the body the legs were connected to crawled out from the underside of the bed with a pencil in hand. "Not really."
Shujinkou replied as he scratched his right cheek. He was a little upset that those were the only words of reassurance he could offer her. There had to be more he could say. "I mean, everyone goes through a one-sided rivalry jealously phase during their school life at least once. Like you're trying your hardest on an assignment and you're constantly wondering how the classmate sitting next to you, most likely a total stranger, always finishes the assignment before you."
Monika's cradled her knees as her head slightly tilted to her right. Her quiet, attentive gaze causing Shujinkou to wonder I his words were having any positive effects. But he continued nonetheless. "Um… Anyway, the only thing anyone can do in that situation is let go of that mindset and move on; makes for a healthier school experience."
Monika remained silent as she continued to stare at him. Just as he was beginning to think his words had zero effect, a warm smile formed on her lips. "Thanks for listening to me angst, Shujinkou."
"It's nothing. Everyone needs an ear when something's bothering them."
Relieved that his words did yield a positive result, Shujinkou reached for his sketchbook and plopped himself on his bed. The moment he positioned his pencil near the top of the page, he felt a shoulder gently bump into his. From the corner of his eyes, he watched Monika curiously lean forward to catch a glimpse of what he had so far.
"What are you drawing this time?" she asked.
"N-Nothing much, I'm just sketching out an interpretation of Solid Snake confronting Venom Snake," Shujinkou replied.
Monika's eyes scanned the page from top to bottom. It depicted two men staring each other down, their eyes filled with determination. One possessed a missile launcher while the other held a rifle with a drum in the shape of the infinity symbol. Despite their massive age difference they also looked very similar. "Solid Snake" and "Venom Snake", Monika recalled Shujinkou and Fuyu telling her about the complicated reasoning behind they're similar appearances.
But beyond the story the drawing was told, she was once again astonished by the clear amount of effort and detail he put in his work. "Incredible as always.
"Huh?"
"Your drawings are always really good."
"Thanks… I try." Shujinkou still found it a bit awkward to be complimented by his drawing skills, especially after he decided to not depreciate his accomplishments.
"Have you ever thought about entering some art competitions?"
"Not really. I usually just keep them to myself."
"You know, Shujinkou. You should eventually market your artwork. You never know what kind of attention you can get. You may catch the attention of colleges and maybe even some professionals."
"That kind of attention…" He sincerely doubted he could garner attention like that. There were lots of great artists in the world and he couldn't see his work matching up.
Shujinkou furiously shook his head, trying to rid himself of those thoughts. Plus, if his friends were giving an unbiased observation… "You really think so?"
"Mm-hmm," Monika smiled as she reassured him.
Maybe I should try to do something public with it at least once. Wait… Somehow that thought caused his mind to swing back a fact he had missed when he was trying to console her. "Wait a minute; you said the girl you met at Adobansu said you were too good for that school… Were you going to go there?"
"Well, I did get a scholarship offer there, but I turned it down," Monika replied.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, amazed how Monika could say that as if it was just a simple fact. "How come?"
"No real reason, I just wanted to go to the school we go to now. And I can't say that I have any regrets about that decision."
"Wow… Not many people would deny going to a school like that just because they didn't want too. That's awesome."
Monika giggled with faint red cheeks. "Thank you."
"So what was the school like? Does it really have a lot more stuff than normal schools can afford?"
"Yeah. It's pretty much like a futuristic school today. Not like distant future with helmets that download the knowledge straight into your brain but just that they treat equipment that will eventually be common in public schools common now. Plus, their lockers have retina scanners."
"What?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"Just kidding," Monika laughed, leaving him speechless.
I would have believed it… Slightly embarrassed by his outburst, Shujinkou averted his gaze. "Oh!"
He effortlessly pushed his embarrassment to the side, jumped out of bed and walked to where his eyes landed: his desk. "Can I get your opinion on something?"
Her curiosity guiding her, Monika joined Shujinkou at his desk. "Opinion on what?"
"I've been working on a new poster/flyer." On top of his desk was a 24x36 white sheet of paper. Shujinkou gently turned it over.
"Is this the latest poster for the club?" Monika asked.
"Yeah. What do you think?"
Monika's eyes meticulously scanned what Shujinkou made so far. "I think it looks really good. Very appealing to the eye. Speaking of which… Do you still have that poster you showed us before?"
"Yeah?" Curiosity and embarrassment filled Shujinkou as he wondered why she brought up his previous poster.
"Do you think we can hang it in the club room?"
"Huh?" His prior feelings were quickly superseded by surprise. He couldn't fathom Monika would ask that. "Are you sure?"
"Mm-hmm," Monika said in reassuring tone. "I think it'll look great in there."
"Are the others fine with it?"
"Yep, we had a vote the day you were with Rei. It was a unanimous."
"Huh… Well, if no one minds. Actually… I don't think I really mind either." A look of surprise landed on Shujinkou's face after that vocal admission. "That was kinda of weird of me to say."
"Not really. It's just evidence that you're getting more and more comfortable with expressing your interests and hobbies."
"It is? I would have thought it was just evidence that I gave up ever trying to say no," Shujinkou chuckled. "But I'll be sure to bring it to school on Monday. I should be finished with the poster then too. I just hope that it doesn't get literally overshadowed by posters and fliers for upcoming school events."
"Yeah, before we know it, Halloween will be here, maybe some dances…"
"What did we do for Halloween last year?"
"Hm? Weren't you there?"
"No, I was home scarfing down candy while watching scary movies with Mom."
"Oh, well, it was really like the Cultural Festival, only Halloween themed."
"Huh," Shujinkou continued to work on his latest piece of fan art as he imagined the kind of attractions the school had for Halloween the year before. "Wait, we had dances?"
"We had Winter Formal. Don't you remember, I asked you to it and you said no?"
"Wha?!"
"Just kidding, I didn't do that."
"Oh…"
"Though I certainly would have."
Shujinkou remained silent as he scratched his right cheek, waiting for the inevitable "if". But it never came. Instead, Monika just giggled and sat on his bed.
"Actually, now that I think about it, you should try making some Halloween posters and present them to the school," she said, swiftly changing the subject.
"They take student admissions?"
"Mm-hmm. It's a contest. Winner gets an artist commission."
An artist commission?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Getting paid for my art? Never really thought about doing that? But all in all, maybe that can be my at least once showing of my work. Besides, it's not like people will be paying attention to the artist they credit. People hardly knw me anyway, so I wouldn't really get that much attention."
He glanced down at the club poster. "I think I'll give it a try. I just hope a possible inter-school competition doesn't mess with everyone's Halloween mood."
"Hm? You knew about that?" Feeling both surprise and curiosity, especially when she tried to avoid spreading that information, Monika's mind pleaded for an answer.
"Yeah, Fuyu told me about it last night. I heard you’re looking forward to it if it happens."
"Maybe a little. It's always exciting to go head to head against unknown opponents."
"You kinda sound like Goku right now."
"Goku? How so?"
"Goku's always excited about fighting new threats. I think that aspect of his character may have been a lot more emphasized in the Super era, especially during the Tournament of Power arc, but he's always been like that."
"How much emphasis was put on that aspect of his character?"
"…Probably best we leave it there. And don't go asking about Goku's duplicity regarding that tournament."
"So, I'm like a Saiyan, but when it comes to academic competitions?"
"No, you're like Goku when it comes to academic competitions. If you were an academic Saiyan, you'd probably bask in the failures of those you crush under your heel, telling them point blank how outclassed they were and of they get close to beating you, you'll commit a rage quit that's equivalent to a child not getting their way all the time."
Shujinkou paused as he pondered his words. "Actually you wouldn't even necessarily be a Saiyan. You'd basically be every Dragon Ball villain ever."
"I guess the only real difference would be that I don't have a 'Super' form to rely on in a pinch,"
"I doubt you would need a super form anyway."
"You never know. You never know when you may run into someone who can give you a run for your money."
She really does sound like Goku right now. Amused by the parallels he's finding, Shujinkou had a hard time keeping his laughter to himself.
"But I'm speaking like I'm already involved in something that's not even decided yet. Oh well, I'll just have to hope that I'll the opportunity if it happens," Monika noted.
The young man weakly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. What would people say if Monika wasn't involved? Still her excitement kind of makes excited to see what it'll be like.
A brief beeping sound knocked him away from his thoughts. Monika reached to her side and picked up her phone. "Sorry to complain and run, Shujinkou, but I have to go grocery shopping before it's too late."
"It's nothing, like I said, I don't mind lending an ear," he assured her.
Though his reassurance was comforting, it did nothing to assuage the regret Monika felt in her heart. But she knew she shouldn't complain when her friend didn't mind her showing up out of nowhere just to talk.
Putting on a happy face, Monika followed Shujinkou downstairs and waved as she bid him farewell.
Once she heard the door close behind her, she finally let out the sigh that had been building up since she received her reminder of other things she needed to do.
Now… Just got to make sure I get everything for tomorrow.
Chapter 95: The First and the Third
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"Now we just need to wait for them to cook," Monika watched in eager anticipation as Natsuki closed her oven. After starting up the timer, her guest looked up at her and smiled. She was clearly excited for the next step. "Once they're done, then we can get to the really fun stuff."
"Right," Monika nodded her head. She was excited for the next step too.
A brief, but notable silence ensued.
"Hey…" Suddenly, Natsuki shot a serious expression at her host, her eyes filled with determination.
Curiosity and interest welled up in Monika as she answered with a simple, "Yes?"
"Since we're waiting, let's play The Game of Life."
"The Game of Life? I don't think we have the time to play the whole thing."
"That's fine, I just want a chance to do better than I did last time." Natsuki planted her fists into her waists, a smug smile on her face as she stared down her host. "…Unless you're worried that I'll beat you this time."
15 minutes later…
"Um, Natsuki…" A weak chuckle slipped through Monika's lips as she stared at Natsuki's back. Her guest tightly cradled her knees as she dejectedly rocked back and forth. "Natsuki?"
The pink-haired girl remained silent as she continued to sway back and forth. Monika was sure that she heard her mumbling something under her breath. She wanted to find something to cheer her friend up, but as her gaming opponent, she knew whatever she said in regards to the game wouldn't really have much of a positive effect. That sentiment was especially true considering how Natsuki fell into so much debt that she lost the game not too long after graduating from college.
"Just not fair…" the disgruntled guest mumbled under her breath.
"Natsuki…" Monika glanced down and noticed her phone sitting on the edge of the board. It was at that moment when she got an idea. "Hey, Natsuki, do you want to hear Yoki's latest single?"
She watched as her friend stop rocking and slowly turn towards her. After constantly going back and forth between locking eyes and looking away, Natsuki slowly crawled towards her. "…I kinda hate singles."
"Huh? But I thought you like Yoki?"
"I do, it's just that I don't like the whole single thing. A singer makes a new song and the companies quickly send it out to make a quick buck, because they know that the fans can't wait to get it and listen to it. Then they release another and another until they release a full album."
Natsuki chuckled and crossed her arms. "Good thing the internet pretty much ruined their scheme."
"Also a good thing since the physical copies always sell out quickly," Monika giggled as she started the song.
"You ever think we'll ever find out who Yoki is?"
"I think we will. Eventually the whole mystery aspect will get tired."
"You think?" a quizzical look dropped on Natsuki's face. "Seems to be one of her main selling points."
"Mm-hmm. But like a mystery, if you keep it going to long without any clues, or just make it too long in general, then people will get bored. I'm willing to bet when sales start to dip, there will be a big and probably complicated reveal process."
"Probably some fake news leak."
"And once there's a face to go with the songs, interest will shoot right back up. But the reveal probably won't happen for a while."
"Ugh… For all I know, I probably passed her by… Wait…" Natsuki paused as she was greeted by a sudden idea. "Wait, you think she's a secret vocaloid, do you?"
"I don't know, Natsuki, she's sounds pretty realistic."
The pink-hired guest crossed her arms. The possibility the idea she just thought of being true sounded very plausible; though that train of thought was brought to a sudden stop by a constant beeping sound. A thick smell of baked bread wafted through the air.
"And they're ready," Natsuki grinned as she jumped on her feet.
At that very moment, the front door swung open."I'm home, ma chérie!"
Natsuki's eyes were immediately drawn to a young woman strutting into the house like she was the main attraction of a fashion show. She elegantly brushed her blonde hair like an actor in a commercial before her light green eyes landed on Natsuki. "Oh, you have a guest."
She sashayed towards Natsuki, each hip movement causing her generous breasts to jiggle ever so slightly.
She's beautiful. That single thought was the only thing on her mind as Claudette's eyes scanned her from head to toe.
A knowing smile formed on the woman's lips and she daintily tapped her right cheek."…You must be Natsuki."
"You know who I am?"
Monika stood up and dramatically cleared her throat. "Natsuki, allow me to introduce you to my cousin: Claudette."
Cousin? Her eyes widened with surprise. The revelation was almost as shocking as when Shujinkou introduced her and the others to his grandmother.
"A pleasure," Claudette leaned forward and kissed both Natsuki's cheeks, washing away any thoughts the guest possessed.
"…What just happened?"
"Just my way of saying hello."
Rendered speechless, Natsuki meticulously examined the figure before her. "You must be really popular with guys."
"Naturally."
"And humble," Natsuki then turned her attention to Monika, trying her best not to pout. "Cousin, huh? Bet, I'm the last one to know."
"Not really. I mentioned her name to Shujinkou but he doesn’t know the relation and you're the first one to actually meet her," Monika explained.
"Really?" it took everything in her to avoid sounding as surprised as she actually was. But not only was she surprised, she also felt a sense of accomplishment. For once, she wasn't the last one learn something.
"By the way, who's using the oven?" Claudette asked.
"Oh crap!" Natsuki frantically ran back into the kitchen, swiftly slipped on a pair of oven mitts and pulled the cupcakes out of the oven. Painstakingly examining each and everyone, she breathed a sigh of relief once she confirmed they were fine. "Close one."
Monika soon walked in and was greeted with the smell of freshly baked bread. "Just in time if you ask me."
"Yeah, well, now we can get to the fun part." Natsuki gently placed the cupcakes on the nearby stove and eagerly reached for two pastry bags. "Time to decorate."
"Decorate what?" The moment Claudette stepped into the kitchen; her eyes were immediately drawn to the pasty bags. "Ooh, frosting."
She reached for one of the bags and squeezed a bit of frosting on one of her fingers. She then stuck her finger in mouth and squeed. "Mm! Thick and frosty, just like I like it."
Rendered speechless, Natsuki glanced at Monika. Nodding her head in agreement, Monika swiped the pastry bag from her cousin and took aim. Without blank expressions, they fired enough frosting to cover Claudette's entire face.
A single tongue broke through the pink and blue barrier around her mouth while two fingers wiped it away from her eyes. "What was that for?"
"We didn't have a hose," Natsuki flatly answered.
"And that joke was kinda a stretch," Monika added.
"Touché on both counts," Claudette wiped a small glob frosting off her cheek and lightly brushed it against her tongue. A playful grin seeped through the frosty prison. "Jokes on you through, I got away with more frosting."
Claudette chortled as she walked out of the kitchen.
"So there's two people who that wouldn't work on…" Natsuki sighed. "Though she giggles like you."
"No she doesn't…" Monika slyly giggled.
"Right…" Natsuki chuckled as she rolled her eyes. But though she was laughing on the outside, there was one burning question in her head. How many of my friends have attractive relatives. First Shujinkou's grandma, which is still hard to call her that… Then his mother and now Monika's cousin?
She shrugged then readied her pastry bag. "Anyway, back to the fun stuff."
"What kind of designs should we go for?"
"Anything you want, that what's makes it fun."
"Okay," Monika squeezed the pastry bag and got to work.
By the time they were finished, half the cupcakes had cat shaped frostings and the other half had hearts.
"They look great," Natsuki said with a proud smile.
"They taste great too," Monika noted after taking a bite.
"Did I just hear glowing reviews," Claudette sauntered into the kitchen and spotted the trey of cupcakes. "Ooh, just in time."
She swiftly approached the sweets and picked up two cupcakes.
"Two?" Natsuki questioned.
"I can't choose between my cousin and her friend's hard work," she said.
"…You sure you're not Sayori's cousin?"
"Just trying to be fair," Claudette took a bite out of both. A dreamy look fell on her face as her taste buds experienced the greatest treat she ever had. "…Monika was not exaggerating. Your sweets are the best."
A proud smile crossed Natsuki's lips. "Naturally."
"You're a quick learner. By the way, were you two playing Life earlier?"
"Yeah. You want to play?"
"Nah, too linear for my tastes right now. I need something more… serendipitous."
Claudette suddenly heard a brief giggle and turned towards her cousin. "What's so funny?"
"You say that like you're luck is going to afford that," Monika chirped.
"Ooh! Wanna try my luck, cuz?"
"In what?"
"Um… Trouble."
"There's nothing serendipitous about that game…" Natsuki groaned, recalling the last time she played that game in this house.
"Monopoly it is then. Game on, ladies" Claudette smiled as she casually strolled out of the kitchen.
"What just happened?" Natsuki wondered aloud, awestruck by what just happened.
"We were just led along," Monika grinned as followed her cousin's lead.
"She's both their cousins… I don't know how but she's related to both Monika and Sayori," the pink-haired girl murmured under her breath. With a tired sigh, she walked out of the kitchen.
She was immediately afflicted with shock as she found the game already set up.
"Alright, ladies, you both know the deal; first round is a race for Boardwalk," Claudette announced.
Who is this person? Trying her best not to let her mouth drop wide open from the surprise, Natsuki sat in front of one of the piles of fake money.
"Who gets the first roll?" Monika asked.
"Guest first," Claudette dropped a pair of dice in Natsuki's hands.
"Alright," she violently shook her right fist and tossed the dice at the board.
The blacked dotted cubes bounced off the board, nearly grazing Monika and Claudette's cheeks as it flew past them.
Natsuki blankly stared at the tow before suddenly scratching her right cheek. "…I get another roll, right?"
Claudette then turned to her younger cousin and grinned. "I told you the game's serendipitous."
After an hour of intense gaming, Natsuki happily threw her large winnings in the air.
"I was wrong, it wasn't serendipitous," Claudette shot an amused smile at the winner.
"It was serendipitous for me!" Natsuki exulted, throwing another wad of cash in the air. "Boardwalk… The railways… The entire board is mine to control!"
She pumped her fists and the air and let out a hearty laugh.
"Anyone up for The Game of Life?" Monika happily suggested.
"Don't take this moment from me," Natsuki bluntly replied.
The three burst laughter as more money rained down on them.
Chapter 96: The First and the Fourth
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Monika rubbed her eyes before continuing her homework. Normally, she would have finished it before the darkness of night set in, but she was occupied earlier.
She let out a small yawn. It wasn't too late in the night but a funny fact she noticed when working a little later than usual was how the body would "coincidentally" be tired in moments like this. If there wasn't work to be done, then she would be as awake as her cousin would be early in the morning.
"Remind me never to be around when you and Natsuki make cupcakes."
Monika looked up. Standing in her doorway was Claudette, sporting a white robe. It was fluffy and not a speck of dirt appeared to have graced it. The young woman rubbed an equally stainless white towel across her blonde hair as she walked over to her cousin's bed.
"You two just can't take a joke." She sighed as she plopped down on the soft mattress.
"It was kind of a stretch," a slight giggle slipped out of Monika as she recalled firing frosting at her with Natsuki.
"Hm…" Claudette swiftly pulled the towel from atop her head. She playfully cracked it like a whip before dropping it on her younger cousin's head. "So, when do I get to meet the others?"
Monika simply shrugged. She couldn't really give a definitive answer to that question.
"Okay…" A playful smile crossed her older cousin's face as she leaned closer. "Can the next one be the guy?"
"Claudette…!" Monika's cheeks briefly flashed red.
"Shujinkou, right? The only guy in your club. The only guy I hear you talk about so much," the older cousin's knowing smile grew even bigger. "Didn't you sneak over there yesterday when you were supposed to be shopping?"
"It was more of a spur of the moment decision," Monika weakly argued.
"And that refutes my point… How?"
Her younger cousin couldn't really find a way to answer. While true it was a spur of the moment decision she made to confide in a friend, she felt deep down that it was also fueled by a desire to see him.
Once again, Monika had met her match in Claudette, a fact the older of the two was well-aware of.
…
The bell announcing lunch rang loudly throughout the school. As usual, the students wasted no time in taking advantage of the break to spend time with friends or just to rest their minds.
After she walked for a bit, Monika was in front of the door that led to the clubroom the Literature Club was recently gifted with. She gently pushed the door open.
"Yuri?"
Monika's eyes lit up as they spotted a familiar purple haired maiden sitting against one of the surrounding walls. A small, singular book sat between her hands and an opened lunchbox lied to her right.
She appeared to be in a trance, but she soon looked up. She seemed confused at first, but that was quickly replaced by a small smile. "Hi, Monika."
The club president closed the door behind her as she walked into the room. As she approached Yuri, her mind once again briefly considered how to give the empty room an identity; something that would make it clear that it was theirs.
She was sure Shujinkou's 1st poster would help, but it would only be a start. After all, the others, including herself, still had their own contributions to add.
"What are you doing here, Yuri?" Monika asked as she sat down next to her.
"I was just looking for a quiet place to read," she replied. "What about you?"
"Looking for a quiet place."
Monika giggled as she opened her lunchbox. Inside was the lunch she had prepared… alongside food she hadn't. On top of the foreign food was a small note.
Monika reached for the note and read its content in her head.
"Just added some extra food in case you wanted to share lunch with a certain someone. Wink, Wink. Nudge, nudge."
Claudette…! A weak laugh slipped through her lips. This act was entirely on brand for her cousin.
"What's wrong?" Yuri asked.
"N-Nothing," Monika replied, stuffing the note back in her lunchbox.
From the corner of her eyes, she then noticed a peculiar feature about the book Yuri was reading. Spread throughout the page she glimpsed were images that separated into panels.
"Is that manga?" Monika asked.
"Ah…!" Yuri briefly glanced away, carefully considering her response. "Yes. After the Royal Rumble I decided to give graphic novels a more unbiased chance."
The young maiden looked down at the book solemn eyes. Looking closer, Monika could spot some regret hidden in there.
"…I asked Shujinkou one weekend if he could recommend something for me and just recently I asked Natsuki if she could let me borrow something random from her collection," she continued. "She seemed skeptical at first, not that I can blame her. But in the end, she lent me the first volume of a story called Hadi Girl."
"Really, what's it about?" Monika questioned.
Yuri closed her eyes, recalling what she has read so far.
"Well… It's about a girl who cannot properly convey her emotions suddenly being granted an angel of love whose job it is to help her find love. But to do so, she has to complete romantic tasks that will apparently satisfy the conditions of an angelic egg she was given. The conflict of the story is her struggling to complete these tasks while struggling with her own emotions."
Her eyes then narrowed as she looked back down at the graphic novel.
"Honestly, I really emphasize with her plight. The inability to properly convey her feelings to those she isn't already close to I mean."
"Hmm…" though she didn't outwardly display it, Monika was happy to hear her club mate speak as passionately about this book as she would any other. "Sounds interesting."
"It really is…"
A sorrowful look crossed Yuri's face as she contemplated her own feelings.
"Monika… How come you never kicked me out of the club after my fight with Natsuki?"
"Why…?" the club president was taken aback by the sudden question. The thought of resorting to such an action never even crossed her mind. "Why would I do that?"
"Because I sewn discord into the fragile structure of our club not too long after joining."
"Well…" Monika paused to pick her next words carefully. They needed to be truthful. "I know that wasn't a fond moment for any of us but I was hoping that we all could eventually move past it."
Her lips formed a regretful smile as she diverted her gaze.
"To be honest… I really felt powerless back then. Despite being the club president, I couldn't find it in me to find people to form the club with and couldn't do anything to fix the rift back then. But…"
All sense of regret vanished from her face as she looked back at Yuri. "But I can't stay stuck on that moment of helplessness. Without even thinking about, I moved on. The same way you and Natsuki are moving past your past fight."
Yuri remained silent. Hearing those words reminded her of the moment Natsuki had handed her the book she currently held.
The instant she received it, Yuri was assaulted by intense regret. After the things she said, was it truly right to ask to borrow from Natsuki's precious collection?
She could remember vocally asking her pink-haired club mate this. In response, Natsuki looked her straight in the eyes with a playful smile.
"Yeah, but let me give you the same warning I give Shujinkou: If you mess it up in any way, I'll be super pissed."
That brief memory caused a small smile to light up Yuri's dour face.
"Yes… We are."
There was a brief silence as she looked around the room.
"It's kind of funny… I used to always be looking for places where I can be alone with my books; a place where I could be with people I knew wouldn't judge me. Then when I'm offered a place where I could share my interests, I do the same thing.
I've come to terms with my hypocrisy there. But I have to admit that it I used to think that the reason I wasn't kick out of the club back then was because of the numbers game each club had to face. Once Shujinkou came into the picture, I thought I would no longer be necessary."
Yuri giggled as she recalled those old feelings.
"It's even funnier that I was concerned about the person who unknowingly allowed me to see my faults as a person and helped me convey my own feelings better.
But he wasn't the only one who helped me. Everyone in their own way help me feel better about myself. I know it may sound weird, but I wouldn't have learned how to be better without everyone's efforts. So…"
Yuri awkwardly bowed to Monika.
"Thank you for inviting me to the club!"
"Eh?" Monika could only reply with surprise. She didn't see the conversation taking the turn it did.
"I know you could have picked anyone and none of this development would have happened if you didn't pick me and you've also always been very reassuring so… Thank you."
Monika had no clue how to properly respond. She could understand Yuri giving thanks to Shujinkou, but it was a little hard for thanks to be sent her way.
But at the same time-
"No problem," she replied with a bright smile.
At the same time, that acknowledgement filled her with more joy than Yuri would ever know.
Maybe… I wasn't such a useless club president after all…
Chapter 97: The First and the Second
Chapter Text
The last bell of the day had finally rung. Normally, this would be the time that Monika would make her way to the club room. Instead, she made her way straight to the nurse's office.
Once there, she immediately spotted Sayori lying atop of one of the beds neatly spread across the room.
"Monika!" she quickly sat up and happily waved at her approaching friend.
While happy to see her, Monika was also worried what could have landed her in the nurse's office again.
"What happened?" she asked.
"Well…" Sayori nervously chuckled with faint red cheeks. "I fell from a tree."
"What? How?"
Sayori gently rubbed the back of her head. She could still fell the bump she gained from the impact of the crash.
"Well… I noticed a cat in the tree and climbed up to get her. One thing led to the other and I ended up falling down and blacking out," she sheepishly explained.
Monika wordlessly stared at Sayori. Though she was clearly a little embarrassed to admit how she ended up here, her response also made light of to falling and losing consciousness was. It was because of this, that she wasn't sure if she should laugh or express more concern.
"So, you're not hurt?"
"No, I'm good. I'm used to falling on my head," Sayori laughed as she recalled all of the head injuries she experienced through her life. "Though it's usually face first."
"Well, if you say you're okay."
Monika began to wonder if someone could build an immunity to constant head trauma.
"Oh yeah! When I woke up, the nurse told that a raven-haired girl carried me here," SAyori said
"Raven-haired?" Monika's eyes sparkled with curiosity.
"Yeah, and she said she was didn't say a word and only responded with vacant stares."
That description clinched it. There was no one else it could be.
"Rei?"
"Yeah," Sayori furiously nodded her head. "I don't know what she was doing around then, but I'm glad she was around."
"Mm," Monika agreed.
It was actions like that showed Rei had some fondness for them.
"Speaking of which… Do you think that Rei talked to Shujinkou when they hung out the other day?" Sayori asked.
"What makes you think that?"
"Well…" Sayori closed her eyes as she recalled her childhood friend's reaction to her questioning him about that day. "He was acting the usual way he acts when he feels uncomfortable talking about something. And the only reason I can think for why he would act like that is if she talked to him."
She then scratched her right cheek, imitating Shujinkou's anxious expression. "Unless she did something more shocking than that…"
Monika thought the same thing when she asked Shujinkou that same question. He was clearly uncomfortable with talking about it in detail.
"From what I can guess, she probably did talk to him and didn't want to go telling everyone about it."
"Yeah, that what I thought too," Sayori agreed.
She jumped out of the bed.
Sayori's recovery speed is amazing. Monika felt nothing but amazement as she followed her out of the nurse's office.
"So, do you think Kiyo will make her decision soon?"
"I don't know, but if she says no that would be her decision."
Sayori pouted. She knew she shouldn't try to influence Kiyoko's decision, but she also couldn't hide her disappointment if she were to say no.
They continued to walk the empty halls of the school until Monika's eyes were drawn to a nearby door.
"Hey, Sayori…"
The normally bubbly vice-president stopped in place. Following Monika's gaze, she discovered that they were standing in front of the entrance to the library.
"The library?"
Sayori looked puzzled as she turned to Monika.
"Remember when we first came here together?"
"Yeah, it was when we first started looking for club members to make the club official."
A nostalgic smile formed on Sayori's lips as she recalled the hunt for club members.
"Yeah, I remember sitting in the classroom we used to occupy alone until you showed up out of the blue with a cookie in your mouth."
Monika tittered as she thought back to that moment. But along with that that feeling of nostalgia, she also felt remembered how it felt to for someone to give her a push towards accomplishing her goals.
"Hey, Sayori… Think we can make a little detour?"
…
"Wow. It's so nostalgic here."
Sayori looked around the classroom that was served as their original clubroom. Though they were not gone that long, it felt like an eternity.
"You miss this place?" Monika asked.
"Well, I like the room we got now, but a lot of things happened here."
Sayori closed her eyes. All at once the memories of every meeting that occurred in this classroom flooded in.
I met my new friends here and… got to reconnect with my old one.
Sayori opened her eyes, her face now sporting a glistening smile. "A lot of happy things happened here."
"Yep. They sure did," Monika agreed.
A brief, but noticeable silence forced its way into the middle of their conversation. It was kinda strange. They wanted to get a clubroom for the club one day and yet they also felt themselves missing the old one a little.
It was probably because of what Sayori said--A lot of happy things did happen in this room.
"Do you remember what you said when you first arrived, Sayori?"
"Um…" she scratched her head as she contemplated the answer to that question. "'Is it too late to join?'?"
Monika chuckled at her literal response. "After that."
"'Am I too late?'?"
"After that?"
"'Eh? But where are the others?'"
"No the 'The two of us can make a totally awesome club!' part."
"I was few lines away from that one," Sayori laughed.
"Well, you can't say that we haven't achieved that goal, right?"
"Wasn't really what I meant… but you're right! We do have a totally awesome club! We're like the Straw-Hat pirates of clubs! Even more so if we can get Kiyo and Rei to join."
"Expanding the club…" Monika closed her eyes. Those words triggered the memory of the conversation she had with Yuri earlier. "Sayori, can I tell you a secret?"
"Sure, I'm great at keeping secrets," Sayori assured her.
"So… When I came up with the idea to form the club, I always had a secret intention of making friends. There was Fuyu, but she was always busy."
"Really? I joined for the same reason," Sayori lowered his eyes. "I was feeling lonely."
She could remember how alone she had felt the year before and the pain her conflicting emotions wrought whenever she caught a glimpse of her old friend.
"I can relate," Monika said.
She paused and thought about her own last year experiences.
"Hey, Sayori…"
"Yeah?"
"We both achieved our goal right?"
"Pretty much," Sayori beamed.
"And the others felt more comfortable with themselves after joining right?"
"Yeah."
"So, I have to ask… Was it right of me to try and hide the fact that I made the club?"
"Huh?" Sayori slightly tilted her head. "What do you mean?"
"First semester we haven't really did that much advertising and this semester we only had Shujinkou do much of the expanding work," Monika explained.
"I thought that was because Shujinkou had a better chance of convincing Kiyo and Rei and he draws great."
"True, but something today has got me thinking. I already talked to Fuyu about this and she said I was just trying to protect my club when I expressed my fears and doubts to her. But when I think about, maybe I was mostly concerned with protecting myself.
"I didn't want this to be Monika's club; I wanted it to stand on its own. But at the same time, I'm not trying my best to let it stand. If you didn't give me the push to find some club member, it most likely wouldn't have grown as much as it did."
Monika paused as she contemplated with she just said.
"I struggled with those feelings for a long time; constantly wondering if my fears were real and a product of a growing narcissism."
"You're not narcissistic, Monika," Sayori replied.
"Thanks. But I have to ask you, have I been stunting the club's growth?"
"Monika…" Sayori remained silent before smiling. "I can't say that I completely understand how you feel, but remember what I said before I said, 'The two of us can make a totally awesome club'?"
Monika nodded her head. They were words she could never forget. "You said, 'Clubs are about quality, not quantity."
"Yep. And we're definitely quality," Sayori grinned. After another moment of silence, her joyful grin was tainted with a touch of anxiety. "Unless, that's not what you're getting at. But whatever it is, I'm always with you 100%."
Monika already knew she would always have her friend's support, but it was still a touching thing to hear.
"Thanks Sayori. But actually, I was using all that as a prelude to get to the main point."
"Oh. What is it?"
Monika crossed her arms and closed her eyes. "Now, we can't really be certain whether many people know that our club exists or not. And there's always the concern that our club topic isn't the most popular. But there has to be people that would be interested in our club and would like to meet people with the same interests."
"Yeah, that's how we formed the club in the first place."
"So, I was thinking that the next chance that an opportunity presents itself to show that our club exists like a school event or something else, we take it," Monika opened her eyes. "What you think?"
"Yeah," Sayori nodded her head in approval. "We'll definitely show the school that the Literature Club definitely exists!"
"Of course, we'll have to talk about it with the others first."
"But before we do that, we have to see if Shujinkou brought in the new poster,"
Sayori excitedly skipped out of the classroom.
Easy come, easy go when it comes to nostalgia. Monika giggled as she walked to the classroom door.
She gripped the door handle and looked back one more time. Every moment that took place in this room was ingrained in her head. The good and the bad, the sad and the hilarious; all of those memories were precious and irreplaceable.
A bright smile stretched across her face.
"Sayonara, Literature Clubroom."
She closed the door behind her and walked down the hall.
"Time to move on."
Chapter 98: The First
Chapter Text
Monika gently tapped the tip of her heart-shaped pen against the top of her desk. She had already finished her test and was just waiting for the next bell to ring.
I wonder what Claudette's doing right now… Several different scenarios of what her cousin could potentially be doing at this moment flashed in her head.
She could be visiting the Louvre, sky-diving in Australia, or perhaps enjoying a stay at the Kitsune Spa Resort. Any of the possibilities she came up with seemed possible.
The sound of the bell kept her from theorizing any further.
Monika watched her fellow classmates get up and turn their test in at the teacher's desk. They each wore various expressions on their faces, ranging from proud smiles to annoyance to something that made it clear their day was ruined.
Monika soon followed suit. The moment she placed her paper on the top of the pile, her teacher looked up at her and smiled.
"Do I sense another 'A' Monika?" he said.
"I hope. I put a lot of time into re-memorizing the periodic table."
Though she wore a calm smile on her face, Monika wondered whether her response sounded like bragging. She did just spend last night going over each element, taking note of every fact the table presented.
Even she found it an impressive feat, but she didn't want to brag about it.
"In the end, I tried my best," Monika said.
"Hm," her teacher's eyes narrowed as they looked past her. "Monika, can I ask you a favor?"
"Yes?"
"Could you inform your neighbor that class has ended?"
Though not too descriptive, Monika knew exactly who her teacher was referring too.
Right behind her desk was a young man. He was looking out of the window with vacant eyes, like his mind was somewhere else.
From what she has seen, he was almost always like that. The rest of the class considered him weird for daydreaming all of the time, but she never really did.
Monika approached the young man that sat behind her and gently placed her hand on his shoulder.
"Shujinkou…?"
"Huh?" his eyes lit up and he turned towards her.
Unlike the listless face he had up until now, it was now full of life. He didn't say a word and looked like he had awoken from a trance.
Shujinkou was clearly confused until he lowered his eyes to the hand perched on his shoulder. Soon his cheeks faintly grew red.
"Monika…!" his eye then darted across the room as he scratched his right cheek.
"Shujinkou, it's time for the next class."
"R-Right…"
Shujinkou awkwardly gathered his things and placed his test on the teacher's desk. He then walked out of the room with Monika following shortly behind.
"Shujinkou," she called.
Without breaking his stride, the young man turned around with a confused look on his face.
"How do you think you did on the test?" Monika asked.
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Monika could see it in his eyes that he was struggling to find an answer. "I don't really know… I wasn't really paying attention to what I was doing."
"Oh."
Monika wasn't sure if she should ask him anything else. From the handful of times they've interacted, Shujinkou never seemed like much of a talker.
She always found it peculiar how he looked so distant when he was in his head, but when he was firmly in reality; he seemed to struggle to talk to people. Sometimes it felt like that he didn't want to talk to others deep down.
Perhaps that was why the others found him weird. He may be a bit anti-social, but that wasn't really enough to justify righting him off as weird. After all, everyone has their own way of going about life, right?
The two continued their journey to their next class in silence, until one of their destinations popped up.
"This is my stop, so…" Monika placed her right hand on a door labeled, "Girl's Changing room."
Shujinkou quickly averted his gaze and scratched his right cheek. Awkwardness wafted through the air as they stared at each other in silence.
"See you soon?" Monika said.
"Uhm… Sure."
Monika waved goodbye as he took off for the gym. But instead of slipping into the changing room, she watched her classmate walk away. It was strange, she must have seen him walk before her a lot of times, but it was the first time she had notice how sorrowful his movements were.
Once he was out of sight, Monika walked into the changing room and switched into her gym clothes.
When she was younger, there was always mixed reactions to gym class. Some liked it and some didn't want to tire themselves out.
Monika was firmly on the side of liking it. Moving the body after working the mind was always a welcome change of pace for her.
"Monika."
After she pulled her head through her shirt, Monika turned towards the voice to find an olive haired girl waving at her. It was Kamiko.
"There's our class genius."
"Hm?"
Monika had no better response to that other than to smile and wave. They had a few nice interactions and teamed up a few times on debates, but that was it.
"So, did you think about it?" Kamiko asked.
"Think about it?"
"The slumber party?"
"Actually…" Monika did think about it, but she had yet to decide whether to go or not. "I'm still undecided."
"Come on, Monika. It'll be fun," Kamiko insisted.
"I know, but…"
She couldn’t explain it, but something in the back of Monika's mind impeded her decision-making process.
"Well, I won't bother you anymore about," Kamiko said. "You have my address on the invite. Just know that if you don't come, I'll be super sad."
With those parting words, Kamiko took her leave.
They were only thing on Monika's mind as she partook in gym class.
In the middle of gymnastics, having an unbalanced mind could be costly, but she was able to get by. Maybe because it was because of the classes she took when she was younger. It's become second nature once she gets started.
A good thing, since her mind was so preoccupied, she didn’t really recall the order she performed the exercises she was instructed to do. What brought her back to reality was the sound of clapping and cheers.
It was a nice feeling, being congratulated for your efforts. But that only added to her unbalanced mind.
…
"So, what's the issue again?"
Monika eyes were glued to the screen of her laptop. Taking up most of the display was the face of her older cousin, Claudette.
"You were invited to a slumber party. You always wanted to go to a slumber party. The solution is right there," she said.
"I know, it's just…" Monika rested her chin in the palms of her hands.
She's been asking that same question and even used the exact same reasoning her cousin just used. But still-
"It's just that…" Monika avoided Claudette's eyes as she said, "I kinda have a gnawing feeling in the back of my head."
"Your spidey-sense tingling?"
"Yeah…"
"Telling you that danger is coming?"
"Yes…"
"Then don't go," Claudette bluntly concluded.
Claudette's answer was simple, but did nothing to assuage her doubt.
"I guess. But what if my sixth sense is just my doubts about not going?" Monika worriedly asked.
"Then go," Claudette replied." And just to let you know I'm prepared to go back and forth with you for hours, cuz."
Monika weakly chuckled; she knew that wasn't an idle boast.
"But seriously, Monika, it's not that hard of a decision. Just pick the option that holds the least amount of regret."
"Least amount of regret?" Monika contemplated those words.
She didn't think about it that way. The decision making process soon came down to one crucial question: Was she willing to take the risk that could potentially strike harder than regret?
…
Monika walked up to Kamiko's front door and pushed the doorbell. She patiently waited for an answer, wondering how fun slumber parties were in real life.
The door opened soon opened after that thought.
"Monika!" Kamiko's arm instantly wrapped around her shoulder and snapped a picture of them with her phone. "Slumber party selfie."
"Hm." Monika nodded her head as she followed the host inside.
She looked around as Kamiko fiddled with her phone. The house was surprisingly quiet.
"Am I early?" Monika asked.
"Huh?" the host turned around, sporting a confused expression on her face. "Y-Yeah, you're early. So… I guess we just have to wait for the others to show up."
"Okay."
An awkward silence ensued. Monika thought it might be a little difficult to converse with someone she hasn't talked to that much, but it seemed like the host wasn't really trying herself.
"Hey, there's something I've wanted to ask you," Kamiko suddenly said.
"Ask me what?"
"What's it like to sit in front of the class spacer?"
"Shujinkou? It's the same as sitting in front of anyone else."
"Doesn't it bother you to sit in front of the class weirdo?"
"Shujinkou isn't weird. He's just being himself."
"Right…" Kamiko rolled her eyes as she turned back to her phone.
Monika mentally breathed a sigh of relief. She wasn't too close to Shujinkou, but she didn't really care for hearing him being called a "weirdo".
10 minutes passed by before they heard a knock on the door.
From that point forward, guests started pouring into the house; a surprisingly large amount even.
"Let the party begin!" Kamiko excitedly announced.
And it did. The girls did all the tings Monika has seen and read. They played games, did their hair and more.
All doubts in her mind vanished and she soon found herself enjoying the moment.
Later that night, Monika heard the other guests march to Kamiko's room as she washed her hands in the bathroom.
"I can't believe you actually got Monika to show up," she heard one a voice said.
"Well, how else was I going to get people to show up," another voice said. It sounded like Kamiko. "Get Monika to show up and everyone will follow."
Those words cut deep into Monika's heart. At that moment she finally realized what that gnawing feeling she felt before was. It was the fear of being used.
"Wonder where she disappeared too," Kamiko wondered aloud.
Little did she know, Monika had already left.
…
The next school day came and went, but it felt like an eternity to Monika. Her mind was still stuck on the previous night.
She breathed a dejected sigh as she walked out of school until something peculiar caught her attention.
From the corner of her eyes, Monika caught a glimpse of a familiar figure leaning against one of the tree of the surrounding forest. His entire body was wrapped in the dark shadow produced.
She didn't know whether it was curiosity or to get her minds off things, but she decided to approach them.
As she got closer, Monika soon recognized the stranger as one of her classmates: Shujinkou.
She opened her mouth to ask him what he was doing there, but a distinctive sound made her rethink that decision. It was barely audible, but she was sure that she was hearing him crying.
Monika's hands tightly gripped the strap of her school bag. She wasn't sure whether or not she should say something. But at the back of her mind, she knew she couldn't just ignore him.
"You okay, Shujinkou…?" she asked in the gentlest voice she could muster.
The young man slowly looked up at her. Tears were flowing out of his eyes as he sniffled.
"Y-Yeah…" he roughly rubbed the tears away. "I-I'm fine.
"It doesn't look like it."
"I know, it's just..." Shujinkou bit his lip, as if to keep him from saying anymore.
In response, Monika sat down next to him and leaned against the bark of the tree. Now engulfed in the darkness it creates, she looked him in the eye and asked, "You want to talk about it?"
"Not really…" Shujinkou looked down at his right hand.
"Okay…"
There was nothing she could say that could get him to confess what was bothering him. But at the same time, she didn't want to leave him alone like this. Maybe it was because something was bothering her too. Perhaps there was solace just being around someone who felt terrible too.
"Are you okay?"
Brought back from the inner sanctum of her head, Monika turned at Shujinkou. No longer was there sorrow on his face, now his face shown nothing but worry.
"Am I okay…?" Surprised by his change in demeanor, she truthfully answered. "Not really."
"Want to talk about it?"
"Not really..."
"Okay…"
It was quiet once again. Monika gently tapped her index fingers together, contemplating whether she should even say anymore.
But she couldn't even focus on that much; her surprise over Shujinkou asking about her well-being while clearly upset himself made it hard to.
"Hey, Monika…"
Before she even had a chance to respond, a single wooden ice-cream stick presented itself to her. Printed on it was the single word: "Winner".
"What's this?" she asked.
"It's a winner stick for sea-salt ice cream," Shujinkou replied. "If you find one, you can turn it in the next time to get ice cream you want free."
"Sounds pretty rare."
"It is."
Nothing else was said after that confirmation.
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "You can have it if you want."
"I can't do that. You found it, you should enjoy," Monika insisted.
"I know, but I don't really think I'm going to get to using it so… You can have it, if you want to."
She stared into her classmates' eyes. There was no admiration or awe in his eyes, only concern. Before she had even realized it, she had already gripped the "Winner" stick.
Her hand was partly layered on top of Shujinkou's. His warm skin brushed against hers as she pulled away with her gift.
"…Thank you, Shujinkou,"
Shujinkou looked away as he scratched his right cheek. "N-No problem."
He snuck another glance at her before grabbing his bag. "I gotta go, so…"
"See you soon?" Monika finished for him.
"Yeah…"
Shujinkou awkwardly jumped on his feet and walked off.
"Hm…" Monika raised her gift up to her eyes.
What Shujinkou had done could be considered a small gesture, but it still offered some peace to his classmates mind.
…
Monika's eyes were once again glued to her laptop screen as she told her cousin the events of the previous night.
"And that's when I left…" she finished.
On her screen, she watched her older cousin gently tap a pencil against her left cheek. There was no change in her expression throughout the story, only the speed of tapping.
"Want me to fly over there and haze 'em?" she finally proposed.
"No. That's not necessary," Monika vehemently shook her head.
No one deserved to suffer at the hands of her cousin.
"Sorry you had to go through that, Cuz," Claudette apologized. "Though, you don't seem to beat up about it."
"Yeah, well…" Monika glanced down at the ice-cream stick she was given. "I guess I it isn't bothering me as much anymore."
"Did you meet a guy?"
"What? No."
"Oh? Did you meet a guy classmate?"
"…No."
"…No?" a knowing smile slowly stretched across Claudette's face.
"Not like that…" Monika insisted.
"Oh," That same knowing smile was still present. "So, you're feeling better now?"
"Yeah."
"That's good. Sure it wasn't because of a guy?"
"He was a classmate who asked me if I was okay," Monika admitted.
"So, it was because of a guy?" Claudette's smile grew even bigger.
"I don't really know him like that…!"
"Okay, Okay. I'll log off now because I don't I'll keep going. See you later, Monika."
Monika waved goodbye as her cousin vanished from the screen. She then plopped back on her bed and brought the ice-cream stick up to her face. A small smile formed on her lips.
"But you learn something new every day."
Chapter 99: The First's Perspective
Chapter Text
I don't know really know why I was thinking about what happened last year. Maybe because of what happened at Adobansu or maybe it was because of what Claudette said last night about Shujinkou. I don't know, but it is pretty funny when you think about. Both are possibilities and they triggered a memory that kind of relates to both.
That was the first time I got to learn a little about him. Ignoring his own issues while showing concern for someone he didn't know that well back then. I think that's when I became a little interested in him. Little did I know that he's been doing that for a long time. I wonder what he was grieving about back then. I'm sure Sayori would know, but it never seemed right asking her that.
But despite what the reason was, he seems like he's trying his best to improve himself. That's probably another reason why we all like him.
I wonder if the others realized that he's captured all of our hearts even if that was the farthest possible accomplishment from his actual goal when he joined. I wonder he realized it himself. Though Shujinkou always had a tendency to self-depreciate, so that probably kept him from seeing it.
Sometimes I wonder what will happen if one of us did make a serious move on him. Would that fracture the bond we've built up through the first semester? Maybe that's what kept us from expressing our feelings. Or maybe it's doubt. Maybe we're afraid that he won't reciprocate any of our feelings. He treats everyone with an equal amount of respect so it's not like anyone can tell from that. But that's what makes him such a good friend.
Natsuki and Yuri are also trying their best to improve themselves. Natsuki no longer snaps at people in a defensive manner all the time like she used to and has an easier time conveying her feelings in a more positive manner. Yuri also felt more comfortable about conveying her own thoughts and opinions and is even giving a subject matter she derided in the past in a chance.
Sayori hasn't changed that much and that's a relief. She encouraging and gives us a push in the right direction whenever we need it. Sometimes I think she would be a better club president for that reason.
I also hope I can find more time to spend with Fuyu, Rei and Kiyoko. Fuyu seems busier than ever lately, so I was happy a chance came to join her for a presidential meeting. Rei seems mostly interested in interacting with Fuyu and Shujinkou so it may be a little hard getting to know her better. Kiyoko also seems like a free-spirited person. I can see why Shujinkou has an easier time talking to her.
Before the others, Claudette was my only friend. Though we're cousin, she's more like a big sister to me. It's going to be a bit lonely when she finished her visit. Though I wonder if she wants to visit Adobansu before leaving.
...
I really don't know what more to say. All the feelings I feel right now have been expressed in one form or another. There's been some ups and downs and some… embarrassing moments that the others won't let me live down, but I've had fun throughout the whole experience.
Sometimes I wonder if there it'll always last. I hope it will, but…
…
I just need to stay positive. I don't know what the future will bring, but I hope we can face it together. I don't even want to think about going it alone, because it's not like that anymore. It's not just me. It's not "Just Monika" anymore and I never want it to be again.
…
I don't really have that much more to add so I guess I'll just end with one message that conveys my emotion for you all:
"Love you." - Monika
Chapter 100: Two Meta
Chapter Text
The smell of bacon wafted through the air, as Hiro placed a small plate in front of her son. Normally, he would respond with a thank you and dig in, but instead, he just remained silent.
His eyes were vacant as he tapped his right index finger against the kitchen table.
"What's wrong, Shujinkou?" Hiro asked.
Life returned to his eyes as he looked up at his mother. "Mom… Do you ever feel like you haven't really done much lately?"
"A lot lately to be honest…"
Sullen looks crossed their faces as they recalled what they did the last few days. They were uneventful for the most part.
But that feeling in itself was strange to Shujinkou. Sure, he assumed everyone had moments where they felt like that, but this felt like the equivalent to the spotlight shifting between actors.
Contemplating the different and somewhat foreign emotions inside him, Shujinkou wondered if a sense of narcissism was growing inside him. But even that didn't seem like a proper conclusion.
Stop! Stop! Shujinkou violently shook his head then slapped his cheeks. I just need to go somewhere to clear my head.
The young man informed his mother of his indistinct plan and stuffed the three slices of bacon into his mouth as he headed for the front door.
The moment he stepped through he noticed a familiar figure's back turned towards him. Though surprised, he smiled an approached her. "Hey, Monika."
She turned around and stared at him with confused eyes.
Shujinkou could only scratch his right cheek as the person he has gotten to know so long looked at him like she didn't even know him. In the past, he wouldn't have thought much of that. Why would she even try to know him back then? But now, it just seemed strange, unless this feeling was the result of his possible growing narcissism.
Maybe she's just setting me up for a tease. Shujinkou didn't say a word as he waited for something that never came. Unless I did something wrong again…
But just as the awkward atmosphere reached its zenith, Monika smiled. "I was just in the neighborhood and decided to stop by and say hi."
"Oh…" Shujinkou scratched his red right cheek. The way Monika looked at him and her reply said seemed a bit flirtatious. But something even more strange diverted his thoughts.
As if his mind was looking for something else to focus on, he took note of Monika's attire."How come you're wearing you're school uniform, Monika?"
"Hm? Oh," she twirled around as she gave her attire a quizzical look.
Comparisons to Yugi Muto always wearing his school uniform was all Shujinkou could think about until Monika's attention returned to him. She giggled and asked, "Think you can do me a favor?"
…
Shujinkou patiently waited outside a clothing store. His tongue brushed against the spherical top of a blueberry snow cone as he pondered the favor Monika had asked of him.
"Do you think you could loan me some cash?"
That didn't seem like something she would ask him, but then again, it's not like there has been a comparable situation.
Friends let friends borrow cash now and then, right?
The entrance doors slid open after that thought. Monika walked out in a familiar whit-
I thought Monika already had that outfit.
But before he could question his own memories, she turned towards him.
"Sorry to impose. I promise to make it up to you."
"You don't really need to do that," Shujinkou insisted as he presented another blueberry snow cone. "Here."
"Oh, thank you," Monika smiled as she accepted the gift.
She licked the top and let out a dreamy sigh.
"Hey…" Monika looked back up at him. "Where you doing something before I showed up?"
"Not really. I was just trying something different and just go wandering around."
"Really? Mind if I wander around with you?"
"Not really. Um, is there anywhere you would like to go?"
"Hm…" an interested smile crossed Monika's face.
…
"This is a really nice park," It was subtle, but Monika's eyes sparkled with marvel as she took in the surroundings.
The grass and sites of water sparkled under the rays of the sun and the lively guests only increased the appeal.
"Have you never been here, Monika?" Shujinkou asked.
"Not really," she giggled.
In the past, that would have been shocking for Shujinkou to hear. But it wasn't like he was one to talk about going out anywhere.
"By the way, do you remember when we first met?" Monika asked.
"When we first met? We were in the same class last year…?"
"So you do remember," a relieved smile crossed her face.
"But sometimes I think that doesn't count."
"You think?"
"Yeah. But that's probably because my brain is subconscious connecting that to when we first actually became friends."
"Yeah… I guess if you look at it that way. So, what would you consider when we first met by those standards?"
"When Sayori led me to the club with cupcakes."
"Sayori?" Monika remained silent for a moment. It was brief but noteworthy. But she suddenly giggled, pushing that silence to the back of Shujinkou's head. "That really was the Sayori thing to do."
"Yeah, she can be manipulative at times, but she uses those powers for good."
"Mm-hmm. Monika nodded her head in agreement. "So, what were you doing before suddenly deciding to get out and about?"
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he recalled what he spent his morning doing. "I was reading the first few volumes of Yu-Gi-Oh."
"Oh, before all the duel monster cards took over?"
"Yeah."
"Did it ever bother you that the one game became so important to the plot?"
Shujinkou shook his head. "Well, I really like all the card duels, but I do kinda miss those times where it was a multitude of games. Also, kinda wasn't a fan where the card game was shoved into parts that it wasn't in."
"Like the dungeon dice game Yugi was forced into?"
"I also wasn't a fan of how they gave a moment Yugi had to win on his own to Yami Yugi in the anime. Wasn't bad, but I still prefer the original."
A quizzical expression formed on Monika's face. "Do you usually prefer the original to the adaptation?"
"It's really circumstantial. Sometimes adaptations give a chance for more character development or fix plot holes the original does. But then sometimes, adaptations go in there own direction."
Shujinkou crossed his arms as he tried to think of an example to his point.
The Rosario+Vampire anime was like that. It adapted a few elements and some of the first chapters but it's pretty much its own thing with the characters. I kinda wish they adapted the manga chapters, but the original anime episodes are some nice original stuff. Overall, I think yhey could have of worked as some breather episodes while still adapting the original source material."
"That's a pretty rational and positive way to look at it," Monika complimented. "I bet you don't lose your cool so easily when discussing such a view on internet forums."
"I don't usually do that kind of stuff…"
"You don't? How come?"
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. "It just seems so easy, because you're not in person, to unintentionally anger people because you didn't properly explain or realize how your comment looks until after it's posted."
"You shouldn't really let such a thing keep you from expressing your own opinion. If something like that happens you can clarify after the fact."
"I know, but still it seems kinda…"
"Intimidating?"
"Yeah…"
"That's understandable. But just remember that what's intimidating is usually a vocal minority. The majority most likely respectfully agree or disagree with your opinion, they just don't reply. When you're scrolling through a multitude of comments, people usually don't feel like stopping to reply to every comment."
"That's true."
"Also, you have to remember that you're not entitled to get a response."
"No, I never feel that way. Though I have felt a bit irrelevant.
"Never feel irrelevant. You expressed your opinion and that should be an accomplishment in itself some times."
"That's a pretty positive way to look at it."
"Positivity begets positivity. You're pretty positive despite your slight hesitant nature."
"I'm trying to do better."
Monika slightly giggled.
"So, try it out on me."
"Huh?" Shujinkou's head instinctively tilted to emphasize his confusion.
"Try and express your opinion to me."
"But I don't really have a problem expressing my opinion to you Monika," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Though the old me would of…
"Well, try and imagine I'm a random stranger on the internet that made a post about how Yami Yugi was a clear villain at the start."
"Yami Yugi?"
"He sets everyone on fire."
"He only did that twice and the second time the antagonists lived. Honestly the only person where the punishment was worse than the crime was when he blew up a student. Plus, I'm pretty sure he's aware that he's betting more than just his life…"
"Oh, that bothered you?"
"Not really. I just remember as a kid thinking that Yami Yugi is also putting Yugi's life in danger when Yugi wasn't aware of him yet. I didn't hate him for it, I just thought it was weird that no one even lampshaded it."
"Well, he is the King of Games. Is there really any doubt he'd win?"
"Not really, just one of those times where thinking too hard almost ruined something for me."
"We all moments like that. Shouldn't let it keep you from enjoying something, especially a work of fiction," Monika snapped her fingers and smiled. "Monika's life lesson for the day."
She then stepped in front of Shujinkou and extended her hand towards him.
"Um…"
"Let's go."
"Go where?"
"Anywhere really. There's something I want to see but we still have a lot of time to kill. Do you have any other ideas of where we could go?"
"Well…" A few ideas did pop into Shujinkou's head, but he wasn't entirely sure if it would allow enough time to pass by. Guess I'll wing it.
…
After an entire afternoon of winging it, Shujinkou found himself leading Monika to one final destination.
"It really is amazing how a mysterious singer can stay so popular."
Shujinkou turned around and just as Monika gently removed her headphones from her ears.
"Really wonder when her identity will be revealed or leaked," she continued.
Monika then tucked her phone away and looked around. They were already halfway up a small hill.
"Is this the place?"
"Yeah. Kiyoko told me about it," Shujinkou answered. "Said it was a good spot for some downtime and that it has a view."
Once at the top, the two perched down and stared into the distance. It isn't easy to find a spot to watch the sunset without getting far into nature, but this spot was perfectly positioned to fit such a task.
No building truly blocked the solar object they wanted to see.
"I can see why it was highly recommended," Monika said.
"Yeah, I guess it's about location and not height sometimes," Shujinkou agreed.
"Life can be unexpected. Trust me." Monika replied with a smile.
But something was different about this one. It seemed to be hiding an emotion that was its antithesis.
"Hey, Monika?"
"Yeah?"
"Um…" Shujinkou lowered his head and mentally prepared himself for what he was about to do it. If it worked, it worked. If it didn't, it will be pretty awkward.
"Are you okay?" Monika worriedly asked.
Shujinkou quickly raised his head with the goofiest smile he could muster. Seeing such a face out of nowhere, Monika couldn't help but burst into laughter.
It worked. Shujinkou sighed, relieved that his impromptu plan was successful.
"You're really funny," she said, still chuckling.
"I have my moments, intentional or unintentional."
"Well, I think you still have a knack for changing the mood to a more positive one."
"Really? I don't really think about it."
"And a humble… And the reason the dinosaurs went extinct."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek and weakly chuckled. It was kind of embarrassing to think back to how into an arcade game he was when they were wandering around earlier.
"I was going for the high score…" he said.
"I could tell," Monika giggled. "Remind me to stay on your good side."
She then turned her attention to the descending celestial object.
"Really interesting."
"The sun set?"
"Nope."
"Huh?"
Monika turned towards him and flashed the confused young man a knowing smile. But all that did was confuse him even more. But like other moments like this one, he accepted it.
The two continued to watch the sun descend until the stars over their head was fully revealed.
…
"Thanks for walking me home," a knowing smile filled her face. "And thanks for today."
"No problem…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He didn't mind escorting Monika home but he found it strange that she insisted so much.
"Um…"
Shujinkou's eyes searched for something to focus on before they caught a glimpse of glimmer of light. Her house of was lit up. Is someone home?
He then heard the familiar sound of a doorbell singing though the inside. He was shocked by the sudden sound and surprised that Monika was the one to hit it.
But before he could question her reason for doing so, the front door opened and he was greeted with another, more potent shock to his psyche.
"Hi, Shujinkou," Monika warmly greeted.
"Monika?!" he exclaimed.
It was as if all logical sense of the world vanished. Shujinkou exchanged confused glances with both Monika's before exchanging on final one with the Monika he spent the day with.
She didn't say a word until a calm smile formed on her lips.
"To be continued," she said.
Chapter 101: Two Meta Part 2
Chapter Text
Shujinkou's eyes unapologetically darted back and forth. He couldn't help it. In front of him were two people who looked the same, acted similar and shared the same name. There were two Monikas and he didn't know how to react or what explanation for how such a scenario came to be.
The only difference between the two Monikas was their attire. The one he met today was in a white dress while the one he always knew was in her pajamas.
"So…" the pajama-clad Monika played with her thumbs. Her focus briefly shifted to Shujinkou before returning to her lookalike. "I'm sorry; I don't really know what to say here."
"I can't blame you. Seeing yourself is kinda distressing," the other Monika sympathized.
"Myself? So, you wouldn't happen to be a long lost twin?"
The other Monika shook her head."No, I was kinda confused at first, but after coming here I think I understand what's going on here."
She raised her index finger and smiled. "I'm in another reality."
Shujinkou and Monika blankly stared at the self-proclaimed visitor from another reality.
"I know it sounds crazy but that's what makes the most sense in this situation," she said.
The Monika in her nightwear turned towards Shujinkou. There was no sign of judgment on her face and she calmly asked, "Do you believe her, Shujinkou?"
"Do I?"
"You spent all day with her? What do you think?"
"Well…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheeks as he recalled the abnormalities that he decided not to think too hard about.
When he actually thought about it, it was still strange how when they first met, the other Monika seemed to have no idea who he was. Then there was her brief silent when he mentioned Sayori; that was strange too.
She also asked him questions and made comments that seemed like she was not from around here.
But even those facts combined don't exactly lend credence to the other Monika's assertion of being from another realm of existence.
But at the same time, there was the undeniable fact that throughout the entire day he spent with her, the other Monika sounded and acted very similar to the Monika he knew.
"My head hurts…" Shujinkou moaned. "But, the thing is, not only do you two look and sound alike, but you two also act alike. I honestly think it would be cool if this was a multiverse thing, but what other reasons would there be if it wasn't that?"
"None that are pleasant…" Monika weakly replied.
"Probably involves stalking, facial surgery, and eventual taking the original's life," the other Monika added.
The two exchanged surprised glances before turning their attention back to Shujinkou.
"You two had the same idea?"
The two nodded their head in near unison.
"Well, I don't mean to say this in a narcissistic way but if the Monika I spent all day with was trying to be the one I know, wouldn't she have known who I was already? Not to mention, she seemed overall confused to a lot of things in the first place."
"I was," she confirmed.
"Um… What’s the last thing you remember before ending up at my house?"
"The last thing…?" The other Monika closed her eyes. "I remember darkness, horrid sounds then decimation. One of the last things to happen to me… It felt like I was suddenly grabbed and forcibly torn into a million little pieces. I remember feeling betrayal after all that I went through to be with someone. But I also remember that despite that, there was one emotion that I couldn't stop feeling. Other than the message I left behind, I remember some of the last words I directly said.
I still love you…"
To say Shujinkou and Monika were a "little" taken aback from such a dark story would be an understatement.
The other Monika opened her eyes. "I honestly thought that was it and that something worse that the darkness would be my fate and yet… I'm here. I have no idea how, but I am."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Despite wanting this to be a multiversal thing, he knew deep down giving into that bias would not yield good result. Also, considering the circumstances, that being the case would not be a good thing for the Monika he just met today.
But at the same time, with the evidence he has and just by hearing her explain herself. "… I believe you."
"You do?" the other Monika's face lit up with surprise.
"Yeah… I know it sounds crazy, but… I don't know. It's just that I have a strong feeling that you're being honest."
"Huh," the other Monika flashed him a warm smile. "You really are interesting… Shujinkou."
A sudden realization came to the young man the moment she said his name. "Now that I think about it, you didn't know my name all day, didn't you?"
"Nope. It was a little stressful using every other method of referring to you despite you being friends with the other me."
"There's two versions of me…" Monika weakly chuckled as she cradled her head. "This is too much to take in."
"You believe me too, other me?"
"Yeah. When I look at you, it's like looking into a mirror."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, it was kinda weird that they both accepted a multiverse explanation so easily, but this was a strange situation.
Not to mention kinda cool. He chuckled. "Well, I have to get home and get ready for school tomorrow."
Shujinkou stood on his feet and walked towards the door before an important fact popped into his head. He turned back and asked, "Um… How are others supposed to refer to you two when together?"
"That's a good point," Monika glanced at the identical guest.
Mm-hmm. Everyone's going to be confused if we just refer to each other as Monika and 'Other' Monika," the identical stranger remained silent for a while before a smile filled her face. "We can be like Dr. Suess. I'm Monika #1 and you're Monika #2."
"That sounds kinda weird in practice…"
"Okay. Then how about you can be called Monika and I'll be Monika Prime when we're in the same room?"
"Like comic books with multiverse crossovers?" Shujinkou asked.
"Mm-hmm," the other Monika nodded her head.
"That sounds good," Monika accepted. "Oh, what about living arrangements, do you have a place to stay?"
"Not really…" Monika Prime weakly chuckled. "I was kinda banking that I didn't run into myself and stay here."
"Well, Claudette's not here for the night, so you can stay in the guest room tonight.
"Claudette?"
"She's my cousin. Don't you have a Claudette where you came from?"
"As far as I know right now… No. But I'll still graciously accept your offer."
"Wait, Claudette's your cousin, Monika?" Shujinkou asked.
"Mm-hmm."
"Oh." Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He didn't understand why but what just happened was comparable to a big reveal being ruined.
He then shook his head, wondering where such a strange thought came from.
"Anyway, I'll see you two later," Shujinkou said as he reached for the door. "'night."
"'night," the Monikas replied in unison as they watched their guest leave.
Once they were alone, Monika prime turned towards her counterpart. "So, Shujinkou… Is he your boyfriend?"
Such a question was all it took for her other self's cheeks to grow bright red. It was almost funny how easy it was to spur such a reaction.
"No," Monika denied, trying to keep her calm. "Why do you ask?"
"Well, he did go along with almost everything I asked of him no questions asked," Monika Prime answered. "Including buying me this outfit with no signs of annoyance."
"No, Shujinkou is just really thoughtful like that."
"Hm…" Monika Prime recalled the day she just spent with Shujinkou. How he tried to cheer her up when she was feeling down nor never complained about her stealing the day away from him. "So, what's his story?"
"'What's his story?'" A quizzical look crossed Monika's face.
"Shujinkou said you two were in the same class last year, but you two didn't become friend until this year and that was after he joined the club."
"Right, we did become friends after he joined the Literature Club."
"So, why did Shujinkou join the club?"
"To rekindle his friendship with Sayori."
"I see… And did he ever bond with one particular club member more than the others?"
"No. I don't think Shujinkou thinks of any of us in that way."
Monika Prime closed her eyes and nodded her head. So he's that type of p-
A sly smile flashed in her face before she opened her eyes.
"Changing topics, are you sure you're okay with all this? There are really a lot of other possibilities that make more sense than the truth, as tedious or mentally unstable as they may be."
"No, I'm fine. It's just going to be a little hard getting used to having another me around," Monika assured herself.
"You know, I don't really know how long I'll be here. How are you going to explain there being two of you?"
"Um… "
That was a good question. There was only so long the fact that two of the same person running around could be hidden. Compounding matters even further is that Monika Prime does not exist in this reality, meaning she has no legal documentations of her own and sharing would eventually bring unwanted attention.
"I don't really know," Monika admitted. "I guess the best we can do for now is not let too many people know that there are two of us."
"Probably for the best," Monika Prime agreed. "Hopefully I can get a better handle on my situation before something happens."
"Well, until then make yourself at home," Monika said with a smile.
"If you insist," Monika prime replied with a smile.
The two stared at each other. There was only one thought going through their heads as the contemplated their natural reactions.
This really is going to take a while to get used to.
…
The next morning, Monika knocked on the door to the guest room.
"Come in."
Opening the door, she was greeted with the sight of her other self lying on the floor. Monika Prime's tired eyes were glued to the ceiling.
"Are you okay?" Monika asked.
"Yeah. Why do you ask?"
"You look kinda tired."
"Well, I didn't get much sleep last night… Closing my eyes for too long is really… uncomfortable. So instead I spent last night reading."
"Really? Reading what?"
Monika Prime turned towards her counterpart and giggled. "Secret."
"Oh." Monika playfully scratched her right cheek. So this is what it's like to be on the other side.
She then watched as her other self stand up and approached her.
"Monika, do you think I could ask you for a big favor?" Monika Prime asked.
Chapter 102: Two Meta Part 3
Chapter Text
That very same morning, Shujinkou finished packing his bag and strapped it in his back. Even though it's been hours since he's learned it, the young man mind was still stuck on the massive revelation he discovered the night before.
There are alternate realities out there. It's unbelievable. I know it's everywhere in shows and books and everything but for it to actually be real…
I wonder if there's a alternate me out there. I wonder what he'd be like. Maybe there's an me that's a secret agent or maybe there's a me that's in a fantasy world.
What if there's a world where fictional characters are real.
That question even more questions to his curious mind. The idea of some of his favorite fictional heroes being real excited his inner child.
In no time, that excitement was substituted with surprise and confusion once he heard the door bell. HE quickly walked down downstairs and opened the front door.
"Hi, Shujinkou."
In front of him was Monika smiling and waving at him.
"Hey, Monika," he replied. "What are you doing here?"
The girl before him simply giggled. "I think you're forgetting 'Prime'."
"Oh! You're the other…! I mean…"
"You can just call me Monika since the other me isn't here right now."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He was sure he was going to somehow mess up and confuse the two sometime soon. But that wasn't the only thing on his mind.
He actually found it ironic. The burning question in his head was triggered by her clothing, the same indicator that she was different from the Monika he knew when they first met.
"Hey, Monika…"
"Yeah?"
"How come you're wearing our school uniform?"
Monika glanced at her current outfit, similar to how she did it yesterday.
"Well, actually it's mine; the one I came here with. It's a good thing they're the same here. But to answer your question, I asked the other me if I could go to school in her place today."
"Huh? Monika's letting you pull the twin switch thing?"
"Mm-hmm. The difference being that someone's trying to do something school related other than get out of school."
Monika giggled as she recalled how she convinced her other self to let her go to school in her place.
Not too long ago…
"You want to go to school in my place?" Surprise was evident by the tone of Monika's voice as she repeated her double's question.
"Mm-hmm," Monika Prime nodded her head. "I want to see how different your school is from mine."
"I don't know. Isn't that impersonation through a twin switch? Those usually don't end so well."
"True, but you're forgetting something, Monika: twins are two separate people who just happen to look the same. We're literally the same person with different origins but are still very similar. I'm pretty sure I could pull off being you for a day."
"It still seems deceitful. I would be lying to everyone for the day."
"Please, other me. I'm not trying to take your place, I'm just curious."
Monika bit her lip as she tried to weigh the pros and cons of the situation. On the one hand, her other self wouldn't be stuck in her house all day, especially considering that she's currently stuck here.
On the other hand, if they were somehow caught, it could potentially have major consequences.
Then again, like Monika said, we are pretty much the same person. The only difference would be things like our memories and experiences. It's very likely she could pull it off.
"Don't forget, there's someone who can keep an eye on me to make sure that I'm not being too obvious that I'm not you," Monika Prime added.
That was true and a fact that did offer Monika some comfort.
"Well… Okay."
"Thanks, Monika."
Back in the Present…
"And that's how it happened," a knowing smile crossed the spatial visitor's face. "Confused?"
"Confused? Not really," Shujinkou contemplatively scratched his right cheek. The scenario was strange but it was believable that it would be the only circumstance that Monika would avoid school that wasn't an emergency.
"By the way, where's Sayori? I figured you two would walk to school together."
"Actually she went to school ahead of me today."
"She went to school ahead of you?" a surprised and ponderous look was on Monika's face as stared at him.
"She does that sometimes. I think it's because she's planning for something."
"So, it's not often?"
"Not all the time."
"Does she ever have to catch up to you when you start walking to school?"
"Only at the start of the semester."
"That's surprising?"
"Is your Sayori different?"
"Well, my Sayori had a tendency to sleep in for reasons…" a dark look hung over Monika's face, surprising and slightly worrying Shujinkou; though her slight giggle afterwards alleviated that tension.
Was she trying to scare me? Shujinkou averted his gaze as he pondered the likelihood of that possibility. Her earlier dark expression would be understandable considering what he had learned about her. I wonder if this Monika came from a really dark dimension.
"Shujinkou?"
"Hm?" brought out of his thoughts, Shujinkou could see the interest on Monika's face.
"The other me told me that you don't go into your head as much as you used too."
"It comes and goes."
"Really?"
Shujinkou could tell the level of interest rose just by looking into her eyes. It somewhat reminded of how Mali looked at him when she promised to stop pulling pranks around the school.
He could understand Mali's reasons, but he couldn't see why an alternate Monika would have an interest in him.
Though it may be because she's trying to learn about someone she doesn't know.
"I guess sometimes you like to think about things deeply," Monika noted.
"I guess that's a way to put it."
Monika smiled, the interest in her eyes seemingly going away. "So, shall we get to school?"
"Right, school…"
In the midst of a small-scale multiversal crossover, school seemed like a weird thing to worry about. Then again, considering the scale, he knew there was no reason to avoid it.
As they walked to school, Shujinkou asked one of the burning questions in his head. "Are you sure you're okay with going to our school? It may not be exactly the same as yours."
"Don't worry. Monika gave me all the info I need," Monika assured him. "Plus, I have friend who could help me in a pinch, right?"
"I'm not really that good in those situations…" he weakly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
"I don't know. You helped out a pinch yesterday remember?"
"I did?"
"Mm-hmm. You're the one who gave a convincing argument as to why I'm not a crazy twin or look-alike. That helped out a lot."
"I was just being honest."
"And it helped in a pinch. Oh, that reminds me, do you think that you could keep me being from another reality a secret from your friends for now?"
"Um…" Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. He feared that this would lead to lying but at the same time there was no way to prove such a claim without both Monika's being in one place. "…Yeah."
…
The final school bell rang throughout the school, signaling the end of another day academic learning.
"Penny for your thoughts?"
Shujinkou turned around and was greeted with the sight of Kiyoko rhythmically tapping her pencil on her desk.
"You looked like you had something on your mind all day," she said.
Shujinkou didn't know what to say. He was still conflicted over lying over something complicated even though the complication would be hard to explain. Plus, he already promised the other Monika that he would keep it a secret.
"I was just wondering how someone was doing."
Shujinkou was surprised how vague, yet truthful his answer was.
"Sure, they're doing fine."
Shujinkou appreciated Kiyoko not diving further into the topic. It was sometimes easy to forget that was one of the reasons he always found her easy to talk to.
The two then stood up from their seats and walked out of the classroom together.
"Heading to the club?" Kiyoko asked.
"Yeah," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "You want to come and visit?"
"Sorry, but I got things to do today.
"Oh. Maybe next time?"
"Can't promise, but I hope. See ya, Shujinkou."
With a wave goodbye, Kiyoko took off and disappeared in the crowded hallway. Now alone, Shujinkou walked one of the nearby windows and took in the scenery as he wondered what to do next.
Now that I think about it, I wonder if Monika knows where the clubroom is. Wonder if she had one in the dimension she came from or if her version of the club still uses the classroom. Is she even president of the club there?
She knows a Sayori from her dimension. Wonder what's the difference between her and the Sayori here. Also wonder if there's a Natsuki and Yuri there and if they're any different.
Is there a me there?
"Penny for your thoughts, Senpai?"
A sharp chill darting up his spine jolted Shujinkou back to reality. He tried to catch his breath as he turned around to find Mali standing behind him.
A sense of guilt built up in him for having such a reaction in the first place.
"What's wrong, Senpai? First you're friendly and now you're scared?"
Mali giggled as she watched Shujinkou look away in shame.
"But that's not what's caught my eye. Here I was wondering how Senpai was doing and here I found him deep in thought looking all serious. So, what's going on in that head of yours, Senpai?"
"I was honestly just thinking about life."
"Life?" Genuine curiosity rested on the first year's face.
"Yeah, like… You ever wonder if there's anything more out there. Like there's more to the world, the universe than we know. Like one day everything you understand about life can change in an instant."
"Wow, Senpai… Did one of your friends confess to you and you just can't fathom why?"
"Wh-?! No! No! That's-! We're not like that!"
"Really? That's the only life-altering thing that I can think of that would make Senpai so contemplative like he is."
Somehow that seems even more unlikely than multiple universes…
"Shujinkou!"
His and Mali's attention were drawn to the sudden voice calling the young man's name. Walking through towards them was Monika.
"Hey."
"Hey, Monika. How was your day?"
"Pretty educational. But every day reminds me of why I appreciate my friends."
Her eyes were then drawn to Mali.
The first-year student had an inquisitive look on her face as she just stared at Monika. In response, Monika waved and greeted her with a simple, "Hey, Mali,"
An innocent smile crossed Mali's face. "I never realized Ms. School Idol could be so devious."
"Excuse me?" Monika replied.
Instead of elaborating, Mal turned her gaze to Shujinkou and asked, "Senapi, can I come with you to the club?
"Huh? You really want to come?"
"Senpai wanted me to get along with his friends. How will I be able to do that if I don't have the chance to be around them?"
"That's true…" Normally, Shujinkou would be compelled to ask Monika for permission considering how Mali's last visits turned out, but that Monika wasn't here right now. "Sure."
A bright smile stretched across her face. "Great! I'll be sure to remember that."
"Huh? You're not coming now?"
"I didn't say today, Senpai." Mali giggled innocently as she suddenly skipped into the distance.
"The other me wasn't exaggerating, Mali really is an expert at unnerving others," Monika noted. "Just her stare made me a little uncomfortable."
"Yeah… But she can be nice when she wants to," Shujinkou insisted. "She is the one who found us our current clubroom after all."
"Hmm… What's your relationship to Mali?"
"Um… I was assigned to watch her to keep her from pulling more pranks throughout the school. She eventually agreed to stop and now… Um…"
Shujinkou struggled to figure out how to describe the relationship they had. He wasn't sure what Mali viewed him as.
"Now we're acquaintances."
"I see…" Monika giggled as she walked ahead of him.
Moments later, the two stood in front of the door that led to the clubroom occupied by the Literature Club.
Anxiety slowly built up in Shujinkou as he watched Monika reach for the door handle. Would his friends notice some discrepancies between the Monika's just by being around her?
Shujinkou noticed a solemn expression resting on the visitor's face. He assumed it must be a little awkward preparing to meet alternative versions of people you know.
"Here goes," she said.
Chapter 103: Two Meta Part 4
Chapter Text
Monika opened the door and was instantly greeted with the sight of an empty clubroom.
"A little bit anti-climatic, don't you think?" she asked.
"Hey, guys!"
Shujinkou and Monika turned towards the bright, familiar voice that alleviated the disappointing air that surrounded them.
"Sayo-!"
The moment Shujinkou laid his eyes on his childhood friend, he was assaulted with a gruesome image of her strung up with a rope around her neck. An overwhelming surge of negative emotions took hold and he immediately looked away.
What was that?
Shujinkou cautiously looked back to find his childhood friend okay, but with a confused look on her face.
"What's wrong, guys?" She couldn't understand why her friends were looking at her so strangely.
"Sayori…" Monika smiled as she gazed into familiar stranger's eyes. "Nothing's wrong, I was just thinking about something we all could do together after our meeting today."
"Really?" the club VP's blue eyes sparkled with curiosity. "What is it?"
"Secret," the visitor giggled.
"Aww… You don't usually do that when it comes to club stuff," Sayori pouted.
"But this is after club stuff," Monika calmly pointed out.
"Fine…"
"Heh. Not so fun when you're on the other side of that huh, Sayori?"
Inside the club room, Natsuki stepped out of the closet. Shujinkou's eyes widened with horror as she approached them with a broken and mangled neck.
The young man violently shook his head and took a second look. He felt nothing but relief the moment he found her neck was okay.
"Hey, I've been on the other side before," Sayori argued.
"When it comes to club stuff?"
"Eh…" Sayori averted her gaze and chuckled.
"Exactly," a victorious smile formed on Natsuki's lips.
"Um… You guys are kind of talking about me like I'm not here…" Monika noted.
"Well, that's what happens when you always withhold information just because you find it funny to keep us guessing," Natsuki pointed out, still sporting his winning grin.
"Oh."
Monika flashed a surprised look towards Shujinkou. The young man simply scratched his right cheek as he watched his friends walk into the club room. Naturally, the scenes he just witnessed and the accompanying feelings he felt when he saw them were still on his mind?
"What were those?"
"What were what?"
Shujinkou glanced up and was greeted with the sight of Yuri stabbing herself multiple times with a deranged look on her face. Such a scene, along with the previous two he just witnessed and culmination of the horror they wrought caused the young man to instinctively retreat into his head.
"Shujinkou?" A look of worry filled Yuri's face as she stared into his vacant eyes. It was like looking at an empty vessel.
"What happened?" Sayori approached the young man and waved her hand in front of him. "Shujinkou? Shujinkou??"
"He just… It was like he just shutdown," Yuri said.
"Like a computer? He's probably just daydreaming again," Natsuki looked into Shujinkou's eyes. The emptiness they displayed immediately changed her opinion. "Or not..."
"Shujinkou!" the speed of Sayori's waving hand increased as she continued to call her friend's name.
"Um…" Monika contemplatively tilted her head as she wondered what was going on in Shujinkou's head. She was told that he sometimes daydreams to the point he would space out, but this was different than simply spacing out. It was like as if his mind had just left his body completely.
Not too long after that thought, light had returned to Shujinkou's eyes. "…or is she a robotic human with bunny attributes?"
The girls all stared at Shujinkou in confusion as he shook his head.
"What just happened?" he wondered aloud.
"You tell us. You just froze for a moment," Natsuki said.
"I was…"
All Shujinkou could remember was the something gold color impairing his field of vision. It felt like he was being squeezed or something was pressed towards him; something soft and voluptuous. At the same time though, even though he experienced what he did in the short time he was gone, it didn't really feel like he was the one who experienced it.
"I… I think I was daydreaming, but it felt different."
"Different how?" Yuri queried.
"Like I was living someone else's dream?"
"Really?" Monika looked away with an inquisitive look on her face. "Perhaps a sign of dream telepathy?"
"Eh? People can do that with dreams in real life?" Sayori marveled.
"Well, it's not something that's backed up by scientific evidence, but…" Monika glanced at the others with a knowing smile on her face. "I would say it's likely to be true."
"That or I'm having a Dream Drop Distance experience…" Shujinkou sighed.
"Speaking of which…" Natsuki's eyes narrowed as she looked up at him. "You or Fuyu still need to explain to me what the heck Kingdom Hearts is about. My head hurts when I see something about it because I know some stuff about it and knowing anything about it makes is more obvious I know nothing."
"It's really one of those series you have to start from the beginning with…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "I remember having a hard time understanding the plot of DDD when I first played it."
"So, you're saying that I have to binge every single game to understand the story?"
"And interviews and guides if they're not retconned later…"
Natsuki closed her eyes and sighed. "First an unfinished manga, then the game it's based on hardest level, then an increasingly complicated video game franchise. Why do you always introduce me to the most frustrating things first, Dummy?"
Shujinkou weakly chuckled at her claim. When he thought about it, she was absolutely right.
"Ah. That reminds me…" Yuri dug into her bag and gently pulled out a copy of Hadi Girl Vol. 1. "I finished reading this. Do you think that I could borrow the next one?"
"Really?" Natsuki's eyes widened with surprised.
"Yes. I found it enjoyable and would like to see how the story furthers."
"Okay, but you know the rules."
"I do."
Yuri smiled as she followed Natsuki into the club room.
"Definitely not like the 1st semester," Sayori happily chuckled as she skipped inside.
Now alone, Monika turned her attention to Shujinkou. "Yuri borrows Natsuki's manga?"
"Well…" the young man scratched his right cheek as he wondered how he could explain that bit of history to the visitor. "There was a whole thing that led up to it, but yeah."
"A huge fight over types of writing styles and literary formats?"
"That's what I heard. I wasn't in the club when it happened? Did that happen in your world too?"
"Yes."
"Did they make up?"
Monika caught a glimpse of Natsuki handing Yuri the second volume of Hadi Girl she had requested.
"…Not to this extent last time I checked. It's a little surprising."
"Oh, I guess that's another difference between our two worlds."
Monika led him into the room and found everyone already at home. She remained silent until a smile crossed her face. "Okay, Everyone. Ready for today's discussion?"
Wow. She's already into the role. Shujinkou couldn't help but feel amazed as he closed the door behind him.
"Is it about Shujinkou's unnatural ability to solve 'Where's Wally?' books without even trying?" Natsuki joked.
It really is unnatural.
"Nope. Today, we're talking about myths," Monika announced.
"Myths?" Yuri queried.
"Like the legend of Loch Ness Monster?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
"Well, that's actually a misuse of terminology," Monika replied.
"What do you mean?"
"Well, I know that most people today think the words: Myths, Legend, Folklore and Classic are synonymous but they're actually different."
"Aren't they pretty much the same thing?" Natsuki asked.
"They're the same that they're narratives but the difference is the topic. To put it simply, Myths are traditional tales about supernatural powers, cosmic origins and the relationships between the divine and humans.
Legends are stories about humans that have some basis in truth. Folklores about beings like witches, ghosts, werewolves, etc. It's similar to myths in supernatural aspects but differs on the connection humans have to the divine. Finally, Classics are traditional narratives from the past."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he tried to register what he was told.
"Wow… I didn't know they were that different. I pretty much thought they were interchangeable," Sayori said.
"Ditto," Natsuki agreed. "So what's so special about myths then?"
"The thing about myths is there place in human society. We all are born with a natural curiosity and are always striving to understand how aspects of life works. These narratives were essentially ways for humanity to try and make sense of the world around them.
What also makes myths pertinent is how those that hear them interpret them. One person can tell a narrative and all the listeners can reach various conclusions."
"But you also said that myths are about man and their connections to the divine; how so?" Yuri asked.
"Well, what I said was pretty much myths on a surface level. So myths are a method to understand the world through higher powers. It should be important to note that myths are not religion, but a rationale. As humans, having a starting point for something we don't understand is very important in regards to our natural curiosity. We possess a strong desire deep down to know how the world works and having supernatural reasons are as good as a place to start as any.
And that leads into interpretations which also serve to differ it from religion. There are no guidelines in myths, but they do offer a way to learn more about the world. Naturally, lessons are learn depend on the person listening, but that uniqueness of interpreting differently leads to discussion, which in turn keeps myths alive."
Monika took a breath before continuing.
"As for man's relationship to the divine, that depends on the type of myth. There are a variety of worlds that come from myths such as Greek, Hindu, Sumerian and Norse. Each one has their set of divine beings with roles to play concerning how the universe works and these different worlds affect mankind. Their actions, behaviors, relationships and how they deal with natural forces all relate to something that transcends their mundane, material world.
And that is what they aspire towards, a truth that will help they spiritual being elevate."
The rest of the club sat and stared at Monika in stunned silence.
"So, where's the discussion in all this?" Natsuki asked.
"Hm?" Monika's cheeks grew red. Anyone could tell how embarrassed she felt just by looking at her. "Oh, I guess there's nothing to discuss other than the different myths. Anyone familiar with any particulars?"
Everyone in the room shook their head.
"Okay… Sayori, do you have anything we could discuss?"
"Um…" Sayori closed her eyes as she pondered that question. "Did anyone hear any buzz about our new poster?"
Like Monika, Sayori's question was met with everyone shaking their heads.
"Oh… Then has anyone figured out what they'll be for Halloween?"
"Halloween?" Monika's eyes lit up with surprised.
"Yeah. For the school Halloween party."
Monika snuck a glance at Shujinkou then covered her mouth.
"Seems a bit belated…" she mumbled under her breath.
"I'm thinking I'll go as Travis Touchdown," Shujinkou said.
"Who's Travis Touchdown?" Yuri asked.
"He's a…"
Shujinkou stopped himself from saying anymore and instead pulled out his phone. He presented it to his friends and showed them a video showcasing the character in question and his feats.
What they saw was a foul-mouthed otaku casually and bloodily cutting through his enemies with something that resembled a light-saber.
"So… You're complete opposite?" Natsuki concluded.
"What about you, Natsuki? Are you going as a neko girl?" Sayori asked.
"What? Why would you assume that I'd go as a neko girl?"
"Because you'd look so cute as a neko girl!"
"I'm not cute!"
"Eh? But you are."
"Urk-!" Natsuki bit her lip as she snuck a glance towards Shujinkou. Their conversation some time ago was all that circulated in her brain as she struggled to respond any further.
Yuri giggled at the scene.
"What's so funny?" Natsuki questioned.
"Nothing really. I guess I just enjoying the usual banter."
"The usual banter? It wouldn't be so 'usual' if Sayori would stop saying the same thing over and over."
"What's wrong with me saying that?" Sayori argued.
Natsuki once again found herself deprived of words in the face of such a question.
"What about you, Sayori? What are you going as?" Shujinkou asked.
"Um… No clue."
"Eh???" Natsuki exclaimed. "You have no clue, but you're trying to dictate what I'm going as?"
"I wasn't dictating, I was just suggesting."
"Jeez, maybe you should go as a fox. We all know you try to act like you're as crafty as one."
"A fox…" Sayori turned to Shujinkou with a quizzical look on her face. "I was a kitsune girl in your fantasy day dream right?"
"Yeah?"
"Um… Still have no clue. What about you, Yuri?"
"I don't really have any conclusive ideas yet myself," Yuri replied.
"Oh… Monika?"
"My train of thought on that hasn't even left the station yet. It's like it's the first time I'm hearing of this, that's how far behind I am."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he processed Monika's response. Wonder if Monika will be here for Halloween.
The club meeting continued on like it usual does. Shujinkou was amazed by how Monika not only avoided suspicion, but seemed right at home.
Near the end of the meeting, Monika brought up the afterschool surprise she mentioned earlier. Shujinkou had a pretty good idea what she was hinting at.
Later that evening…
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. Right now, everyone was standing in front of Monika's front door. It wouldn't be long before the eventual reveal.
"What's the surprise, Monika?" Sayori asked.
"You'll see…" Monika opened the front door and motioned everyone inside.
Once they were inside, she then walked to the stairs. "You can come down now!"
"Is the surprise Claudette related?" Natsuki questioned.
"Nope, it's… Monika stretched her arms towards her other self. "Me-related."
"Hey guys," the native Monika waved.
From the corner of his eyes, Shujinkou could see nothing but dumb-founded faces. He scratched his right cheek as he waited for the inevitabl-
"Eh?!?!?!" they exclaimed in unison.
"There it is," he chuckled.
"Did you guys have fun hanging out with my other self?" Monika asked.
The girls could do nothing but stand before her in silence.
"That's right, I never properly introduced myself," the visiting Monika recalled. "I'm Monika, but for convenience sake, you can refer to me as Monika Prime when we're together."
"…What?" Natsuki bluntly replied.
"Monika, did you just recently discover that you had a twin sister?" Yuri asked.
"Nope. I know that this is hard to believe, but the Monika you were with all day is me; another me from another reality."
"…What?" Natsuki bluntly replied once more.
"Another reality? Like a multiversal thing? Is that why you have 'Prime' in your name?" Sayori asked.
"Exactly," Monika Prime said.
"WHAT!?" Natsuki snapped. "What do you mean another reality? This is the real world, not fiction!"
"It is hard to believe, but how else would you explain me knowing things like…" Monika Prime whispered the rest of her response into Natsuki's left ear. The petite second-year student's eyes were filled with horror.
"H… Have you been stalking us?" she fearfully asked.
"No, I just know a you from where I come from," Monika Prime calmly answered. "Monika came to the same conclusion too, but a point was made was that if I was stalking everyone, then why did I not know who Shujinkou was?"
"Huh?"
"When I first arrived here, I ran into Shujinkou and had to pretend all day like I knew him."
"I guess that's a fair point… If you were following us, you would indeed know who Shujinkou was," Yuri relented. "But… Alternative realities still seems a bit of a stretch."
Monika Prime wordlessly approached Yuri and whispered something into right ear.
"Ah-?!" the young maiden backed away in horror. "But how-?"
"I know a you too."
"But I never-" Yuri averted her gaze as she started playing with her hair. "How embarrassing…"
What is the other Monika saying to them? Shujinkou awkwardly continued to scratch his right cheek. Maybe it's good she doesn't know another me… If there's another me there in the first place.
"Shujinkou can vouch for me. He didn't say anything during, but he found it strange that I didn't know the surrounding area or know who Yoki is." Monika Prime continued.
"Eh? But Monika knows exactly who Yoki is," Sayori said.
"I didn't."
"She did seem surprised in hindsight," Shujinkou confirmed.
"So, a Monika from another dimension… That's cool!" Sayori beamed.
"Mm-hmm." Monika Prime glanced around the room. Each face expressed either acceptance or disturbance. "Should we review the situation more?"
"Huh?" Something about that question seemed odd to Shujinkou.
"Any comments?"
"Other than this is crazy?" Natsuki replied. "There's got to be like a lot of other reasons for what's going on other than alternate universes."
In response to her assertion, Monika Prime whispered something else into Natsuki's right ear.
"Stop that!" she snapped. "That doesn't prove anything! It just proves that this whole situation is creepy!"
"Hmm… The Monika that was with us today. The way she looked at Shujinkou today was weird," Sayori said.
"What do you mean?"
"Sometimes she looked at him like she was surprised or looking for answers."
"That doesn't prove that they aren't just look-alikes."
"But at the same time…" Sayori turned her attention to Monika Prime. "She kinda feels exactly like Monika. I'm pretty sure even identical twins don't feel this much alike."
"She does have a very similar air to Monika," Yuri added.
Natsuki remained silent as she intensely stared into Monika Prime's eyes.
"Alternate universe…?"
"Mm-hmm."
It wasn't even that Natsuki didn't want to admit it, but the idea of alternate universes existing was almost too much to accept. And yet, at the same time, looking at Monika Prime was almost exactly the same as looking at the Monika she knew.
"…How did you even get here?" Natsuki asked.
"No clue at the moment. I just was suddenly here in front of Shujinkou's house," Monika Prime answered.
"Wait…" a shiver crawled down Shujinkou's spine as Natsuki's eyes shot daggers at him. "You knew the whole time?"
"Well…"
"Don't be mad at him. I asked him not to tell anybody," Monika Primed interjected.
"Because it would be hard to prove without both Monikas in the same room?" Yuri asked.
"That and I just wanted to see if I could pull off being my other self while seeing what was different about this reality," she answered.
Filled with curiosity and whimsy, Sayori couldn't stop herself from asking, "What's different?"
"Um… I would say things are similar, but there are also a lot of distinctions that make this one unique to the one I came from."
"Like what?"
"Well… Shujinkou for example."
"You don't have a Shujinkou where you come from?"
"There's no Shujinkou… But there is someone who he shares a similar role with."
At that moment, another strange image flashed in Shujinkou's head. It was quick, but he distinctly saw himself marveling at a familiar rectangular metal object in his hand.
Wait, wasn't that…?
Shujinkou cradled his aching head.
What's going on with me today?
"So, now we have two Monikas now?" Natsuki asked.
"Pretty much," Monika Prime confirmed.
"How's that supposed to work?"
"Honestly, we're still trying to figure that out," Monika answered. "I mean it wouldn't be much of an issue if it Claudette wasn't visiting right now."
"I'm we'll find some way to make this work though," Monika Prime assured everyone. "But on that note, are you sure you don't want to review the situation. It's a pretty steep chapter in our lives."
Sayori shook her head. "I think we get what's going on."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he thought about Monika Prime's words. It sounded like she was hinting at something and, even though he couldn't understand why he felt this way regarding it, sounded a bit forceful.
I may need some rest…
Chapter 104: Two Meta Part 5
Chapter Text
"What's going on in your head, Shujinkou?"
Shujinkou looked up from his math problems. Sitting on top of his bed was Sayori, thankfully without a rope around her neck. But that gratitude reminded him of why he was limiting eye contact with her in the first place.
Shujinkou quickly looked back down at his homework and mumbled under his breath, "Nothing. It's nothing."
"No, it isn't. You've been acting really strange ever since we found out there are two Monikas."
The young man wordlessly scratched his right cheek. He couldn't really find it in to mention the image of his friend hanging herself nor could he fathom why he saw what he saw in the first place. It was all too strange and out of nowhere.
Unless I'm being assaulted by images of alternative universes which serves as a sign that I'm connected to some big multiversal event.
The young man shook his head.
I doubt that. Actually, I don't want that. That would mean that those things actually happened somewhere.
"Shujinkou."
Shujinkou nearly fell on his back from the shock of finding Sayori's face mere inches from his. "Sayori!?"
"What are you thinking about?" she questioned.
"N-Nothing."
"Come on, tell me."
"It's really-"
"Shujinkou."
Sayori's stern stare made it clear that she wasn't going to just let him off with "It's nothing".
"It's just… I kinda had something uncomfortable pop up in my head."
"Really?" her stern stare softened into a curious one. "What was it?"
"Uhm…"
Anxiety swelled in Shujinkou's heart as he carefully considered his next words. What would Sayori say or think of him if he told her he saw her dead? Even if it really was nothing, surely she would be hurt if she assumed that he was thinking about her being dead.
"Shujinkou?"
"I…" In no time his anxiety transformed into a potluck of emotions; each one nudging him to respond. "I.. I saw a younger version of Sonic making fun of a vision of Infinite!"
"Huh?"
Shujinkou shared that confused sentiment. He had no idea where that response came from.
"What's so uncomfortable about that?" Sayori asked.
"…How out of nowhere it was."
Not only was his response seemingly pulled out of thin air, but-
"Aw, that's not that bad. I thought it was something super serious."
Shujinkou averted his gaze. Things have seemed off ever since the discovery of parallel worlds. When he thought about, he was already feeling like something was wrong ever since he worried he was growing narcissistic moments before he met Monika Prime.
I thought it was nothing serious, but when I think about it, me feeling like I haven't done much lately was kinda similar to everything else that happened. The death scenes, whatever that soft golden thing that obscured my view, the scene from my fantasy day dream and my reaction to Monika's review comments… It all felt the same.
I mean last semester, my mind could sometimes whisk me away to my imagination out of nowhere, but not only have I've not really done that this semester, but those moments weren’t the same.
But what were those and why do they make me feel the way I feel; whatever this feeling is.
"Shujinkou?"
He looked back at his friend and said, "You know, I kinda want to focus my thoughts on something else right now."
"Okay, how about, um…?" Sayori scratched the back of her head until an idea came to her. "How about discussing the multiverse?"
Shujinkou weakly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. I guess that's different enough…
"Can you believe that there are really parallel worlds?" she continued.
"Kind of the thing you wished would be true but hard to accept it being true."
Sayori nodded her head in agreement. "I wonder what the other worlds are like. I wonder if there's a world where I'm a successful detective."
"Modern or Victorian?"
"A bit of both."
"Huh. I wonder if there's a world where fictional characters are real."
"Would you ever stay in a parallel world like that?"
"Uh… Maybe just visit. Worlds like Dragon Ball and Metal Gear are cool to experience as fiction, but definitely not healthy to live in unless you're the protagonist and even then…"
"Hmm… I wonder if there's another world that's like ours but in the future."
"Future?"
"Well, if there are actual parallel worlds, then wouldn't some follow the sometimes forgotten rule that they don't always follow the same time scale? Some timelines would be further along than others.
"That's making me think about Future Trunks."
"I wonder what the other us are doing in that world; the other Sayori and Shujinkou."
"I don't know. I really don't know what I'll be doing in the future… Hopefully that me does."
From the corner his eyes, Shujinkou noticed the cheeks on his friend's contemplative face slowly turn red.
"Sayori?"
"Huh?" awaking from her trance, Sayori fiddled with her fingers and weakly chuckled. "I was just thinking about alternate universes."
That's kinda suspicious…
"Anyway, we were doing math right? Back to alphabet and numbers in weird equations!" she quickly grabbed a nearby piece of paper and raised it over her face. "I forgot to write the answer in for this one."
Sayori reached for her pencil on the bed and carefully scribbled the answer.
"Sayori… You're kind of, almost writing on my face."
"Eh?"
She lowered her paper, reminding her how close their faces were. With red cheeks, she quickly slid away, laughing nervously the entire time.
"The world around you vanishes when doing math…"
"That's true," Shujinkou agreed. "Plus I'm not one to talk about having the world around a person vanish in an instant."
He then sighed as he returned to his own math problems. "How long do you think each question takes?"
"Does that include double and sometimes triple-checking?"
"Yeah."
"15 to 20 minutes."
Shujinkou weakly chuckled. "These are the kind of assignments that no one should try to do at the last second."
…
"You know, I really feel like I should be doing the homework," Sitting atop her counterpart's bed, Monika Prime continued to play Yoshi's Island as she voiced her thoughts.
"No, its one thing for you to go to school for me; it's another to do all my school work for me," Monika replied as she continued to work on her equations. "After all, it was assigned to Monika."
"But we're both Monika."
"But it was still assigned to this Monika."
"Technically it was assigned to me." Monika Prime argued.
"Under the assumption that you were me," Monika pointed out.
"But I was still the one who accepted. From my point of view, I'm handing off homework to someone else."
The two Monikas stared at each other.
"This isn't an easy debate, huh?" Monika asked.
"Not in the slightest," Monika Prime replied. "But okay, you can do the homework. It can be like splitting the work since I did the class assignments and the three surprise tests."
"There were surprised tests?" Monika worriedly asked.
"Just kidding," Monika Prime giggled.
"…I can already hear Natsuki saying it's no fun being on the other side…" Monika weakly chuckled.
"She already said that to Sayori today."
"Who said what to who now?"
A sudden familiar voice shook Monika to her core. Quickly turning towards her bedroom doorway, she found her cousin Claudette with a blank expression on her face.
"Claudette!"
The young woman looked at her cousin, then at her counterpart then back to her cousin.
"And here I thought you were just talking to yourself. No, you were talking to someone who looks and sounds and has the specific way you speak down pat."
An interested smile was on her face as she leaned against the doorway and crossed her arms.
"So… Considering I did a family tree project where I did extensive research over our background, she can't be a lost twin and I can already see you two carry yourselves the same way so… What's going on here?"
Slightly taken aback by how her cousin eliminated the part of the convincing process, Monika minced no words with her response. "Would you believe she's me from another reality?"
Claudette remained silent for a one full minute. "Well, when the other choices are obsessed stalker who had face surgery or cloning, I would say that's the more optimistic reason."
"I didn't know who Shujinkou was," Monika Prime added in a matter of fact tone.
"Okay, you're definitely not a stalker then."
"What about cloning?"
"Did you come here or did Monika summon you?"
"I somehow ended up here."
"Visitor from another universe it is then. Monika doesn't have the capability to make a clone or duplicate."
"If only everyone else would be that easy to convince," Monika marveled at how easily the convincing process went this time.
"But wow, I'm gone for one day and another version of my cousin shows up," Claudette used her left hand to playfully act out her head exploding. "Any other life-alternating discoveries happen?"
"No," the Monikas answered.
"Did you two just do that on purpose or was that coincidence?"
"Coincidence," they answered again.
"That's scary," Claudette laughed as she walked out of the bedroom.
"To be perfectly honest, my side was on purpose," Monika Prime admitted.
"Same here," Monika laughed. "By the way, how was your day at school?"
"It was interesting. Classes were pretty much… Pretty much the same. Then after school I ran into Shujinkou and Mali," she paused and recalled her brief encounter with Mali. "I'm pretty sure the latter knew I wasn't you."
"Really?"
"Mm-hmm. She took one look at me and said, 'I didn't know Ms. School Idol was so devious'."
"That's Mali for you. She's incredibly sharp," Monika weakly chuckled as she recalled her previous interactions with Mali. "It's just scary what she uses it for."
Her visiting counterpart remained silent as she remembered how Mali refereed to Shujinkou. She called him Senpai.
"Um… She's not… Mali's not a yandere towards Shujinkou, is she?" Monika Prime asked.
"No, I'm fairly certain she's not obsessed with him or anything. She just finds him interesting," Monika answered. "Shujinkou even once told me that he feels like her calling him Senpai is a disrespectful nickname; like even though he's her senior, she's confident that she has him wrapped around her fingers."
"Oh… She hasn't come into any contacts with knives has she?"
"Not that I'm aware of."
"She doesn't try to monopolize Shujinkou's attention or make it clear to others to stay away from him?"
"No. If anything, she seems more interested in unnerving Shujinkou then getting him to notice her in a romantic way."
Thinking back to how Mali spoke with Shujinkou, Monika Prime had to agree. But there was no harm in being careful.
"Okay. Well after meeting Mali, we went to the club room and that's when something strange happened," she continued.
"What?" Monika curiously asked.
"Shujinkou kinda… It was like for a brief moment, his mind blinked out of reality."
"Blinked out of reality?"
"Like his mind just left his body."
"That's concerning… He hasn't daydreamed like he used too but are you sure it wasn't just that."
Monika Prime propped her hand under her chin. "Maybe it was just that. After all, he did sound like he came back from a daydream when he woke up."
A serious and contemplative expression rested on her face. But before she could be questioned as to what she was thinking Monika Prime sat up and walked towards the door. She reached for the door knob and turned back to her counterpart with a smile.
"I think I'll turn in for now. Good night, me."
"Good night," Monika waved as she watched her alternate self close the door behind her.
She then turned her attention back to her homework. But no matter how hard she tried, Monika couldn't stop wondering what was on her other self's mind.
…
The next day, Monika slowly opened her eyes. Her vision was still blurry but she could still see golden beams of light slip in through her bedroom curtains.
She rubbed her eyes but between her checks whether or not her eyes could take the morning light, she noticed her hands shifting in and out of view. Due to the speed and her drowsy state, it looked like they were was flickering.
Her field of view finally came into focus and she proceeded to follow her usual morning routine to prepare herself for school. Taking a shower, taking care of her dental hygiene, getting dressed and eating breakfast; once she was finished, she walked to the door.
"Heading for school?" Monika Prime said as she walked downstairs. To her surprise, she was already dressed. "Have fun at school, me."
"What about you? What are you going to do today, Monika?" Monika asked.
"Don't worry about me; I'll figure something out," Monika Prime assured her.
She waved as she watched her native counterpart leave the house. One minute after the door closed behind the departed, Monika Prime sighed.
"I have no idea what to do today," she said.
"Great you can come with me then."
Monika Prime turned towards the sudden voice and watched Claudette strut down them like she was on a stage.
"Come with you where?"
"Out and about."
Monika Prime shot her counterpart's cousin a surprised look. "I don't think my other self would appreciate her being in two places at once."
A calm, confident smile stretched across Claudette's face. "That won't be a problem."
She reached out and quickly and effortlessly unfastened Monika's Prime white bow. She then pulled a black marker from pocket and scribbled a black circle just to the right of her cousin's alternate counterpart's lips before placing a pair of sunglasses over her eyes.
"There. Now no one can notice you from a distance." Claudette assured her with a wink.
Words failed Monika Prime as she processed what just happened. "…Kinda scary how effortlessly you just did all that before I even realized it."
"I am good like that. By the way, what should I refer to you with when you and my cousin are together?"
"Well, it's Monika Prime when we're together, but since it's just us, Just Monika will do."
"Alright, Just Monika, let's hit the streets. Got anywhere you want to see?"
"I don't know. I kinda already did that with Shujinkou recently. It's kind of repetitive."
Monika's doubtful face soon lit up as a piece of paper waved past it.
"Even if I wave a coupon to Diamond Delights, the primer desserts shop in town, in front of your face?" Claudette asked with a knowing grin.
"…That's cheating."
"As the Dark Knight would say: 'Not cheating; winning.'"
…
"I really wish we had a place like this where I came from," Monika gushed.
While the cupcakes she's taken a bite out of weren’t as good as the ones made by the Natsuki she knew, they were still extremely tasty.
"Hey, is there a me where you come from?" Claudette asked.
"Not that I'm aware of. Honestly, if I was aware of it, it would probably be someone different from you."
"Well, that's sad for your universe. Other than that, how are you enjoying your stay here so far?"
"It's been interesting to say the least. There are a lot of similarities, but also a lot of differences. But most of all, it kinda feels like I can be granted a new start here."
"New start? Something happen from where you're from?"
"You could say that," a dark expression flashed on Monika's face before it was swiftly replaced with curiosity. "Actually, while we're on the topic, how come you so easily believed I was from another reality? I was only able to convince everyone else through being lucky enough to run into Shujinkou first."
"I'm going to ask you about that last part after I answer. But to answer your question, I already told you that I'm fairly certain that Monika doesn't have a twin or a scarily identical sibling."
"Still, alternate realities are still a big leap from there. Honestly facial reconstruction after stalking makes more sense in a grounded reality."
"Okay, I'll give you more reasons. One: Your voice is one to one the same as the Monika that's my little cousin. Last time I checked, even the most identical twins have different voices and since we're in a grounded reality, you can't make your voice completely like Monika's 24/7.
Two: …Actually that was my only addition. I pretty much explained the rest last night and I'm genuinely cool with there being alternate universes as long as there isn't a major crisis."
"Oh. You're pretty open-minded," Monika complimented.
"Yep. Now it's my turn to ask you something," Claudette's eyes sparkled with interest and curiosity. "You said earlier and last night that you ran into Shujinkou right?"
"I literally popped in in front of his house just as he was leaving."
"Wow, an alternate version of my cousin met Shujinkou before I did. Did you meet her other club friends too?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Wow, barring Natsuki, an alternate version of my cousin met her club friends before I did. I don't how I should feel about that," Claudette playfully shrugged before continuing. "Anyway, tell me what you think about Shujinkou."
"What I think about him? Are you trying to compare opinions between me and my other self?" Monika questioned.
"Yes. Yes, I am."
"That probably wouldn't be a fair comparison. This reality's Monika knew him for a while. I just met him two days ago."
"The length doesn't matter. I just want to hear your opinion."
Monika closed her eyes as she recalled all of her previous interactions with Shujinkou.
"Well, I guess my opinion would be that he's… interesting," she answered.
"Really?" the curiosity in Claudette's eyes grew. "How?"
"Well, from what I've seen so far, he sometimes hesitant and passive, but will put that aside when someone else is feeling down. He didn't complain at all when I asked if he could lend me some money for clothing or just when I took his whole day from him. Also, it was funny how into games he can get. Pretty sure he never found out that I stopped playing along with him when we were firing at dinosaurs.
Overall, he was fun to be around. I'm glad he was the first person I ran into."
Huh. Another glowing review. Claudette giggled. "He sounds like a gentleman. Now I'm really interested in meeting him."
"Mm." Monika took another bite out of her cupcake.
Talking about Shujinkou reminded her of the strange reactions he had yesterday and her own curiosity over what could have caused them.
…
"Senpai!"
The moment Shujinkou stepped out of the closest bathroom he found Mali running towards him. At first glance, it looked like an innocent and energetic girl was joyfully approaching him, but he knew at this point she was somewhat putting up an act.
Though he knew she enjoyed teasing him, she's also been nice to him. He'd like to assume the best, but sometimes he can't help but wonder whether she has her own way of befriending him or if he was just a source of fun that she'll eventually get bored with.
"Senpai?"
Disembarking from his train of many thoughts, Shujinkou answered with a friendly, "Hey, Mali."
The first year had a bright smile on her face. She really did look innocent. "So, which School Idol came to school today?"
"Huh?" The shock and surprise he felt was on full display. Everything from the expression on his face to his paralyzed posture made it all too clear.
"It was surprising, but I could tell just by looking at her that whoever was with you yesterday wasn't the School Idol I've gotten to know since you became my Senpai."
"…That's amazing…"
"Oh? Senpai, isn't even denying the truth?"
"Ah-!" Shujinkou felt like kicking himself for easily confirming Mali's suspicions.
"Who is she, Senpai? She looks like our school idol and she talks like our school idol, but I can tell she's different. Her voice is exactly the same so she can't be a twin or an obsessive stalker trying to supplant Ms. School Idol. So, what's going on?"
"Mali, I don't really think I'm one to say…"
"Like how you don't want to tell people that you're silent friend spoke to you at least once?"
"Wha-?" Shujinkou's eyes widened with horror. "How-?"
"You were talking to yourself; don't you remember, Senpai? I was right there; you just didn't notice me until I called for you."
"…I'm a terrible secret-keeper…" Shujinkou almost felt like crying. Not real crying, but the exaggerated pity cries he often sees in animation.
"Aw, don't be so down on yourself, Senpai. You can't help the fact that you can't control your emotions enough to hide your true feelings. But since you wanted to keep things secret, I've kept them secret for and from you."
"Oh… Thanks, Mali."
"What are Kōhais for, Senpai? And it's because of that that I tell you this: You should be careful around that other School Idol."
"Huh?"
"She's not as innocent as the one you know."
"Wh-What do you mean by that?"
"Senpai should know by experience now that even the most innocent faces can hide some malevolence.
"You really think the other Monika is bad?"
"Oh, Senpai, you're innocent, but that means nothing when your naivety in regards to morals is blinding you."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He didn't really know what to say in response to that.
"Well, I guess what I'm trying to say is that even though she looks like Ms. School Idol and acts like Ms. School Idol, don't expect everything to be the same. What one does doesn't reflect the other? That's why alternate counterparts should be treated with caution."
"Hu-? You knew?" Shujinkou gasped.
"So it is multiversal."
Mali giggled as she watched her senpai lower his head in shame.
"How do you keep doing that?" he asked.
"I lead Senpai on and he's so lost in thought he can't bother to hide his true emotions any more than he already can," she brightly answered.
"Ugh…"
"But don't worry, Senpai, I'll keep this a secret, lest you look like a crazy person."
"Thanks, Mali…" he droned on.
He was grateful that Mali promised to keep what she deduced a secret, but his own blunders during their conversation heavily weighed on his mind.
From that point until the end of the club meeting, all that was on Shujinkou's mind was how bad he was at keeping secrets. From the walk home to entering his home, his thoughts shifted from him being bad to wondering how he could improve himself in the field.
From the bottom of the steps to the open entrance to his room, he thought wh-
Wait.
He did a double take at the sight of the open doorway.
I'm pretty sure I closed it this morning. Did Mom go in there?
Deciding not to over think things, Shujinkou shrugged and walked through the open doorway to find-.
"Monika?" he was surprised to find the person he recently said goodbye to in his room, which could only mean-
"Prime," she giggled.
"Ah. So… What brings you here?"
Monika looked around the room before shifting her gaze back to Shujinkou. "To be honest, I've never been in a boy's room before. It suits you."
"T-Thanks…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"It suits you." That was exactly what the Monika he knew longer said when she first came over.
The Monika before him stood up, approached him and presented a familiar looking cupcake.
"I was at Diamond Delights and thought I should snag you one as a small way of saying thanks for the other day."
"What did I do the other day?"
"Lending me money and showing me around."
"Oh, it wasn't a big deal or anything."
"Still, I wanted to thank you."
Monika slowly pushed the cupcake closer to him.
"Okay. Thanks, Monika."
Shujinkou graciously accepted the gift and took a bite out of it. It wasn't as good as Natsuki's but it was still really good.
His beaming face was enough to elicit a small giggle from Monika.
"Shujinkou…"
"Mm?"
His trance was broken just in time to notice her cheeks faintly glow red. With a small smile she said something he never thought he would hear.
"Let's go on a date."
Chapter 105: Two Meta Part 6
Chapter Text
"We're home!"
Monika's voice echoed through her house as she led Sayori through the front door. Moments later, Claudette stepped out of the kitchen with a small cup of ice cream in hand.
"Welcome home, honey. How was your day?" she responded with a bright smile.
"Fine, Claudette," Monika chuckled.
Sayori's eyes lit up with curiosity. Wasting no time, she approached the young woman.
"Ohhhhh, so you're Claudette," she said.
"Mm-hmm. And you must be Sayori."
"Yeah. How'd you know?"
"Your eyes sparkle with that positive energy Monika says you have." Claudette leaned forward and quickly kissed both of the guest's cheeks leaving them faintly glowing red.
Unsure how to respond with words, all Sayori could do was chuckle nervously.
"Where's Monika?" Monika asked.
"Out and about," Claudette answered before leading a scoop of ice cream into her mouth.
"She went out?"
"Yeah, I took her out earlier, but we went our separate ways about an hour ago. Don't worry, she was in disguise."
"Hh. Wonder where the other Monika went." Sayori thought aloud.
Monika shared her curiosity. But not only did she wonder the same exact thing, for some reason she could not understand, she felt worried and, even more confounding, a bit envious.
…
Shujinkou's heart raced as he tried to process what he was just asked. The Monika in front of him had just asked him out on-
"A D-Date?" he stuttered.
"Mm-hmm." Monika answered with a nod.
"Us?"
"Mm-hmm."
"You and me?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Me?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Uh…"
Shujinkou quickly looked away. He anxiously scratched his right cheek as he desperately tried to control the various emotions circulating through him. The last time he felt as flustered as he felt now was when Mali first pressed her chest against his own.
Like that moment, what the Monika before him had proposed was something he never thought would happen to him. This belief, along with the fact that it was coming from someone who didn't know him that well, further increased the singular question of "Why?"
"Is something wrong?" Monika asked.
"N-No!" Shujinkou sputtered. "Nothing's wrong, it's just that…"
"'Just that…'?"
"It's just kinda out of nowhere."
Monika shot him a surprised, but interested look. "How so?"
"I mean, we just met recently and don't know each other that well," Shujinkou explained.
Monika giggled, confusing the young protagonist. "Shujinkou, isn't that what dates are for? Dates aren't just for people who are already romantically involved or known each other for a long time. Most of the times, dates begin with one person seeing another or just have a few brief interactions and decide they want to get to know the person better."
"Uhm… That is true…"
"Plus, haven't you've gone on dates with the other me before?"
"Huh? I don't think we've been on dates."
"But didn't you two go somewhere to enjoy a parfait and just recently go on a picnic together near a waterfall?"
For the third time today, Shujinkou had been rendered completely silent. Without proper context, those moments could easily have been seen as dates.
Thinking that reminded Shujinkou of what Mali said to him before: "Does Senpai have a low opinion of himself when it comes to girls?"
Can she blame me? I always thought it's a miracle I've made as many friends I made so far this year. Even if I take the self-depreciation out of that… Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he recalled his first meeting with the others. They were pretty circumstantial and in one case pretty painful.
Even without the self-depreciation, I can't really see why someone would look at me and suddenly want to date me.
"Your face kinda screams 'Why????' Shujinkou," Monika noted.
"Sorry, but I think something someone told me is true; I really can't fathom someone asking me out," he explained.
"Is it really that confounding to you?"
Despite that being exactly how he felt, saying it out loud felt like he was admitting defeat. "Kinda…"
Monika smiled. "Well, I could help you understand if you give me a chance to."
"Umm…" Shujinkou once again scratched his right cheek. I don't really know how to respond to that either…
"Please, Shujinkou. It's also my way of saying thanks for the other day."
"But I thought the cupcake was that."
"That's more of a small thing. This would be the real thanks."
Wait, so this is a thank you date? Or is it still a date-date?
Shujinkou was still flustered over the fact that someone asked him out on a date, but if this date was a way of saying thanks, then it wouldn't be nice to turn it down, especially after she already pleaded with him.
Am I making an excuse though? I mean, if it's a thank you date then me turning it down is like turning down something else someone planned for you. It's not just a convenient coincidental reason is it?
He continued to scratch his right cheek as he went back and forth in his head until he finally reached a conclusion.
"O-Okay." Shujinkou sheepishly answered.
"Great," Monika happily giggled. "I'll text you the details later."
"You have my phone number?"
"I figured it out."
"Oh…"
"By the way… Do you think you could keep this a secret?"
"Huh?" Shujinkou's eyes widened with surprise over such a request. Um… Sure, if that's what you want."
"Thanks."
Still awkwardly scratching his right cheek, Shujinkou silently watched Monika walk towards the doorway connected to the hallway. She stopped just before it, turned back towards him and winked.
"'Til then."
Shujinkou's heart once again sped up in tempo as cheeks turned bright red. With a wave goodbye, Monika soon disappeared out of sight, once again leaving him speechless and mentally exhausted.
"Ignoring the circumstances, not only was I asked out on a date, but I was asked out by an alternate universe version of my friend…" Shujinkou weakly recounted. "First a universal crossover then a date…"
He slumped down on his bed and let gravity guide him the rest of the way. "Nothing in my life makes sense anymore…
He spread out on his bed; hoping rest would give him the respite he needed.
Kinda surprised Angel and Devil Mickey didn't appear like they did with Yuri…
…
During lunch break the next day, Shujinkou paced up and down the closest stairwell he could find. His lingering surprise and confusion from last evening continued to plague him as he continued his stride.
"Whatcha doing, Shujinkou?"
Stopping at the bottom step, Shujinkou turned around and looked up to find Kiyoko gazing at him from over the edge of the stairwell.
"Kiyoko," he replied.
Normally, he would find it a little embarrassing for someone he knew to watch him in deep thought without him knowing, but the reason why he in such a trance in the first place nullified that feeling.
"I was just thinking," Shujinkou explained.
"'bout what?" Kiyoko asked.
"Well…"
He scratched his right cheek. Though he would like an outside opinion on his current situation, he promised not to tell anyone about his date. Even if it wasn't for the promise, given the fact he wasn't entirely sure what kind of date he was going on, he figured it wouldn't be right to tell others about it anyway.
But thought he couldn't talk about the date, there was a question he could ask Kiyoko.
"Hey, Kiyoko…"
"Yeah?"
"Would you go on a date with me?"
Shujinkou's face immediately went red with shock after realizing how what he just had asked sounded. A curious look crossed Kiyoko's face as she began walking down towards him.
"Are you really asking me out on a date or are you being hypothetical?" she asked.
"Um… hypothetical?" Shujinkou weakly answered.
"You're not going to offend me."
"Um… Hypothetical."
Kiyoko remained silent as she pondered his response. "You wondering if I would go out with you or just would anyone go out with you at all?"
"The second one…" Shujinkou sighed.
"Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why would think there wouldn't be anyone that would go on a date with you?"
Normally he would answer to himself because it's him, but for some reason, at this moment, that seemed like a dumb argument. Putting his self-depreciation aside, he began to question what about himself would make it such an impossibility for someone to agree to date him.
He still couldn't see why someone would want to date him at first glance, but he was beginning to see that it wasn't a complete impossibility.
"I don't know… I guess it probably all goes back to my childhood," Shujinkou concluded.
"Doesn't everything?" Kiyoko shrugged. "I'm not going to act like I know what your childhood was like but…"
"But…?"
"If you seriously asked me out on a date, I would say yes."
"R-Really?"
"Definitely."
A small smile formed on Shujinkou's lips. "Thanks, Kiyoko."
"No problem," Kiyoko smiled back as she stretched her arms.
…
Shujinkou stared at the image reflected off his mirror's surface. He normally doesn't stare at his reflection so intensely, but learning how to put on a tie for the first time does that to a person. He was sure that it was something a father teaches their son, but never needed the skill when he was around.
I wonder what Monika has in mind? I was surprised that she told me that I would need fancy clothing. I was also surprised by the fact that we're getting tomorrow off. Fuyu was shocked when she told us it was a very-last minute decision. Maybe the teachers wanted a day to get some work done?
Shujinkou continued to struggle with his tie. To him, it was somehow harder than beating a secret boss in a video game on the highest difficulty, particularly Kingdom Hearts.
His plight continued to go on until his mother walked into his room. From head to toe, she was covered in yarn.
"Mom?"
"At least I wasn't tied to the chair again…" she weakly chuckled.
Shujinkou shared her reaction as he recalled that moment. He still didn't know exactly how his mother ended up like that while he was at school or for how long.
"Hm?" Finally noticing her son's attire, Hiro asked, "Are you going somewhere, Shujinkou?"
"Y-Yeah…"
"Where to…?"
"Well…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He didn't want to lie to his mother, but he promised not to tell. Then again…
"I actually don't really know myself. A friend invited me somewhere and sent me the address, but didn't tell me where it was," he answered.
"You didn't look it up?" Hiro questioned.
"I kinda figured it was a surprise so I decided no to."
"That's understandable. Um…" Hiro fought back a small smile as she glanced at her son's unfastened tie. "Oh. Let me help you with that."
She reached for the tie. Shujinkou's face lit up with amazement over how quickly and effortlessly his mother fastened his tie.
"Wow, Mom," he marveled.
"Believe or not, but tie tying was one of the skills I focused on perfecting when I was a kid," Hiro explained.
"Really?"
"We all have quirks as a kid. I guess you could say my quirk as an adult is to end up covered in yarn whenever I try sewing," she chuckled.
Shujinkou nodded his head. Tying his tie for him reminded him how she had to fill the roles of two parents while looking after a child that sulked for a few years. For years, she had to put her life on pause just to look after him.
Shujinkou smiled as he was once again reminded of how lucky he was to have a parent like her.
"Well, I don't want to hold you up any longer. Do you need a ride?" Hiro offered.
"No thanks, I'll make my way there on my own," Shujinkou answered.
He then proceeded to walk downstairs and through the front door. The moment he closed the door behind him, he turned around only to be greeted by the sight of-
"Sayori-!"
"Hey, Shujinkou," she beamed.
"Wh-What brings you by?"
"Well, I wanted to know if you wanted to play Scotland Yard with me," Sayori paused, finally noticing his childhood friend's current attire. "What's with the fancy clothes?"
"Um…" Shujinkou's heart slowly began to increase the speed of its beats as he struggled to maintain eye contact with Sayori. "I was going to a place I was invited to."
"Really? Where to?"
"I don't really know... I mean, I could know, but surprises and all that…"
"Oh. Who invited you?"
"Who?"
"Yeah. Who?"
"Uh…"
Once again, Shujinkou found himself trapped between two decisions. Either he blatantly lie to someone he knows or reveal the secret he promised to keep.
I can't lie like that to Sayori, but, on the other hand, she won't quit until I give her some kind of answer…
The weight of his moral dilemma was beginning to become too much, but before he could break, the front door suddenly opened. Hiro walked out with a jacket in hand.
"Don't forget to take this in case it gets cold," she said as she passed the jacket to her son.
"T-Thanks, Mom."
Her eyes then trailed to Sayori. "What timing, Sayori."
"What do you mean?"
"I was just about to start baking some cookies and could use some help."
"Really?" a glob of drool trailed down from Sayori's lips. "I'm in!"
Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief as he watched his friend happily skipped into their house.
"Have a nice time, Shujinkou," Hiro said before closing the front door behind her.
"Thanks, Mom," Shujinkou said before activating the directions on his phone.
While he was curious about the mystery location Monika sent him, he was still more concerned over what kind of date he was going on.
I mean, doesn't knowing what kind of date this important? It would be awkward to do something that's not allowed in one date. It sounded like the other Monika was asking me on a romantic date, but then she said it was her way of thanking me. Plus, she asked me not to tell anyone. I wonder why? Both Monikas are the same when it comes to surprises and secrets. That doesn't help figuring out what kind of date this is.
I really don't want to make things awkward if this is just a thank you thing. But what if this is a romantic one? Monika did kinda go in-depth in reminding me that you don't have to have know each other too long to start dating. Someone wouldn't say that if it was just a thank-you date. But then again, even if she's an alternate version of someone I know, she still isn't the one I know. She's still her own person and has to have some differences.
Shujinkou was then reminded of what Mali had said to him regarding the alternate Monika a few days ago.
Mali said that I should be careful around the other Monika. Was she just saying that to get me to slip the truth about her or was she serious. I don't really think there's anything to be worried about her but… Strange things have been happening since the day she showed up, but that can't be her fault. She can't just pop things into my head. I wonder if it's the result of some sort of crack in the space-time continuum.
A confirmation of arrival from his phone snapped Shujinkou from his contemplative trance. Intense shock coursed through his very being the moment his eyes beheld the most expensive restaurant around.
Is this really where Monika's wanted us to go?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek until he felt something tap his right shoulder. He quickly turned around and was blown away by the formal dress Monika was wearing.
"Hi, Shujinkou," she greeted with a smile. "Taking in the outside appearance."
"H-Hey, Monika," he sheepishly replied as he struggled to maintain eye contact. "Um…"
"You look very dashing."
"Thanks. You look really nice too."
"Really nice?" Monika giggled.
"Um… Is this really where we're supposed to be or were we just supposed to meet here?"
"No, this is the right place. Ready to go inside?"
Shujinkou nodded his head and followed Monika to the door.
"By the way, Shujinkou, how would you describe the exterior of this building?" Monika suddenly asked.
"How? Um… I don't really know. I guess fancy looking.
"Like a lot of fancy restaurants, right? I guess if you've seen one, then you've seen them all."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Something about the conversation seemed weird.
Kinda feels like we're covering for something that's missing.
"Anyway, are you ready to go inside... Again?" Monika asked.
"Yeah."
He followed her through the front door. Inside was just as he would expect from such a high-class place. Everyone was wearing their best formal wear, there was a small fountain with a marble statue in the middle and there was even a small section for people to dance on.
I don't know why but I'm suddenly reminded of the dance scenes from Sly 2.
"Ready, Shujinkou?"
While he was examining his immediate area, Monika had already checked in and was waiting to be escorted to a table. In no time at all, the two found themselves ordering their meal at a spacious booth. Now all they had to do was wait out the time.
"Hey, Monika…" Shujinkou suddenly said.
"Yes?"
"Who'd you get us a reservation here?"
A bright smile stretched across Monika's face. "Through a hard work and preservation."
"Huh?"
"Just kidding."
"Oh."
"The real reason is…"
"Is…?"
"…A secret."
"I walked right it into that one," Shujinkou chuckled. He began to think playfully withholding information may be a universal constant for all Monika. But that brief levity didn't last. "So, um…"
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. Not only was he nervous over being in a restaurant such as this, but he also didn't really know what to say to this Monika.
"So… How's your stay here been so far?" he asked.
"Good so far. Honestly, who can complain considering where I am and who I'm with right now?" She replied with a knowing smile.
"Uhm… No one, I guess."
Just that one statement made it even harder than it already was for Shujinkou to maintain eye contact.
"Um, I was just curious but when you said that you just ended up here, was it random like a portal suddenly opening up and sucking you in it or were you travelling through the dimensions and ended up here by mistake?"
Monika giggled. "No, I'm from a reality that's pretty normal in concept. I just ended up here."
"Oh. But aren't you worried about being stuck here?" Shujinkou asked.
"Not at all. I'm in no real hurry to leave."
"I see…" Shujinkou tapped on the table as he searched for other possible topics of conversation.
"So, Shujinkou…"
He glanced up and was greeted with the sight of Monika staring at him. But something was different; she was wearing her school uniform and they were in one of the classroom. To make things even stranger, the sky outside the classroom windows looked very foreboding.
Turning his attention back to Monika, one singular phrase immediately popped into his head: Just Monika.
"Shujinkou?"
Blinking twice, Shujinkou found himself back in the restaurant.
"Something wrong?" Monika asked.
He remained silent as he scratched his right cheek. Staring into this Monika's eyes was the same as staring into the eyes of the Monika he briefly saw.
"N-No. I'm fine."
"That's good. So, Shujinkou, I hear that you're an artist."
"Yeah, I like to draw and sometimes help my mom sew."
"Really? Was that poster in the club room drawn by you?"
"Yep."
"Wow, you're really good," Monika complimented.
"Thanks. I try," Shujinkou replied with a small smile.
"Is a career regarding the arts what you plan on pursuing in the future?"
"I don't really know. It wasn't until recently that I started wondering what my plans for the future would be. I've kinda been going through the motions until I joined the club. What about you? Do you have any plans for the future?"
"Well, any plans I would have had are kinda void right now considering they relate to my own reality."
"Oh. Sorry…"
"It's no big deal."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. The last few days, his mind was clouded with thoughts of a multiverse and grew even more when he was asked on a date. But now that he thought about it, it was kind of strange how this Monika didn't seem too concerned over how, for all she knew, she was trapped in an alternate reality forever.
Maybe she's trying to stay positive while dealing with that fact. Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek. Wonder if this date is one of the ways she's trying to cope.
"You know, you seem to scratch your right cheek a lot, Shujinkou," Monika noted.
"Huh? Oh, yeah I do. I guess it's just my thing."
"Any specific reason why you do it?"
"Not really. It's pretty much instinct at this point. Migatte no Goku'I cheek scratching edition."
"Hm? What was that again?"
"Ultras Instinct: Cheek scratching edition?"
Shujinkou could feel embarrassment building up, as if to prepare for his reference not being understood by the person sitting across from him. But instead of remaining confused, Monika's face displayed interest.
"Ah. What you originally said makes it sound like it's something from Dragon Ball," she said.
Hearing that filled Shujinkou with relief.
"It is. It's a technique that allows a person's body move on its own," he explained.
"Move on its own? That's gotta be a little disorienting."
"Well, since you have to train to get there and still train to master it and that it's incredibly hard even for god class characters… those facts probably justify not questioning how it must feel."
"So a technique that allows the body to move on its own…?"
"Yep."
"So… How much stronger is Goku with it?"
"Stronger? But it's a techni-" a small chuckle slipped through Shujinkou's lips.
"Couldn't even say it?"
"Not really. I don't really know how Goku uses a technique as a transformation, but I pretty much accepted it after a bunch of theories. Maybe it's like the Kaioken, a technique that boosts a person's strength with a slight appearance change."
"Hm."
Just then, the waiter returned and gently placed their bowls of ramen in front of them before leaving.
"That was fast," Shujinkou noted.
"Well, it's not like ramen is the most time-consuming food to make," Monika pointed out.
"I guess…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Still pretty fast though...
Such a thought was quickly swept aside by the smell of his food wafting in the air.
Now for what will probably the hardest part eating in a restaurant like this: Not eating like a slob. At least ramen is the hardest to mess up with.
To his surprise and delight, it wasn't that hard at all.
Didn't Naruto have his first date at Ichriaku? There's a strange connection to fiction.
Now that I think about it… I keep comparing things to things I like… Wonder if it's my way of trying to keep myself calm.
I'm on a date. No matter the circumstances I'm still on a date. Yet, at the same time, it's somewhat easier than I thought. If I get past the the environment and the word date, it's pretty easy.
Then again, I can't exactly get past the word date. Wouldn't mentally doing so be pretty harsh? Even if this was just a thank-you date, that would be harsh, wouldn't it?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
…I keep going back to wondering what kind of date this is. It's going to be on my mind the entire time isn't it."
Shujinkou glanced up at Monika.
I should probably ask her more questions myself. Now that I think about it, is that what dates are; back and forth questions? Is it a somewhat expensive screening process for relationships? I probably shouldn't think of them just being that. I'm pretty sure they're more complicated than that.
Anyway, but what should I ask her? Should I ask her more questions about the dimension she came from or would she be annoyed since she has to constantly answer questions about her home dimension?
What else should I ask her? She's pretty similar to this dimension's Monika but there has to be some differences. Mali said that she's different, though not in a good way. Mali said something about me being too innocent to understand morality properly, didn't she? That was her just trying to lead me on, right?
"Shujinkou."
"Hm?"
"I didn't realize you were so hungry."
"Huh?" Shujinkou looked down and found his bowl completely empty. Wow.
As impressed as he was that he consumed his meal that quickly in deep thought, he didn't have that long to experience that feeling. Nature had made its call.
"Uh, excuse me, I gotta…"
"I understand."
The young man took off for the bathrooms and found an empty stall.
Seriously, what should I ask her? Things are going to get awkward pretty quickly if I one side's doing all the talking. I mean, I don't really have to ask her anything big; I could just mention some basic topic kind of things. Maybe ask how much she knows about Dragon Ball?
He shook his head.
No, too specific, I should start with something more universal. Then again, she may know a lot about it. She knew what Yu-Gi-Oh was about before Duel Monsters became the focus. I can't just write those off like I tried to last semester when talking with the others.
Still maybe something universal just to get the conversation going. Maybe themed restaurants? Like we could compare this fancy restaurant to another one with a different theme like-
"Gotcha."
"Huh?"
Before he even realized it, Shujinkou was no longer in the bathroom, but a hallway. The walls around him were lined with party decorations, posters and drawings made by children. A few feet in front of him, he noticed a pair of hands reach out from a nearby door and pull a man through it.
Am I in a horror movie? Then again, that voice sounded too… flirtatious…
Shujinkou cautiously approached the door and discovered that it led to a bathroom for women.
Probably shouldn't go in there…
"Hey, Night Guard…" he heard though the door. It was the same feminine voice he had heard earlier.
I should probably walk away… A woman did pull a man in there after all…
But just as he was about to do so, he heard what was presumably the man pulled inside reply with a weak, "S-Spring Bonnie?"
"Spring-Bonnie?" Shujinkou turned back to the door, his eyes widening with curiosity as he processed what he just heard. "Isn't Spring-Bonnie the animatronic William Afton used a lot… and a guy? Unless…"
Slowly and quietly, Shujinkou opened the door. Inside he saw a golden animatronic pressing herself against the man she dragged in.
No way… That's anime Spring Bonnie! And he must this place's Night Guard.I wonder if he's Mike.
The way she gazed at him was similar to a predator that has just cornered their prey.
"No, 'evening'?" Spring-Bonnie playfully replied.
"Um…" the man awkwardly replied.
This reminds of when Mali did the same to me the first time… Though I'm pretty sure Spring-Bonnie's interested in the Night Guard rather than just teasing him.
"Well, anyway, I'm glad I caught you," the golden animatronic's face slowly inched closer to the Night Guard's. "There's something I need to talk to you about."
Before he could hear the rest of the conversation, Shujinkou blinked and found himself back in the stall he had occupied.
"Okay, that one had to be a daydream."
A sense of relief filled Shujinkou. After all the disturbing images he had seen, it was nice to see something less horrific.
Unless she was going to do what the fan game all but directly says in which case that's pretty horrific. I kinda miss the days when my daydreams didn't make me over think them.
Once he was finished answering to nature, Shujinkou washed his hands and walked out of the bathroom only to immediately bump into someone.
"Pardon me," he apologized.
"Shujinkou?"
The young man immediately turned towards the familiar voice. Standing before him was Kiyoko.
"Kiyoko?"
It only took him a moment to understand the ramifications of their chance meeting.
Kiyoko…! If she finds out I'm here on a date, then my promise with Monika will be broken!
Hey, Shujinkou," she greeted him with a casual smile. "Didn't expect to see you here."
"Hey, Kiyoko…" Shujinkou replied. Though he was trying his hardest to stay calm, he knew he was doing a terrible job.
Has she seen who I'm here with? No, she said she didn't know I was here so she couldn't have. Thing is… Even if she doesn't know who I'm here with, she has to know that I'm here on a date. I asked her about dates recently and here I am in a fancy restaurant. Why else would I be here?
"You here with any relatives?" Kiyoko asked.
"Huh?"
"Or are you here by yourself?"
"Uh…"
"Eh, none of my business anyway. Especially since I'm just leaving."
"You're leaving?"
"Yeah," Kiyoko yawned as she stretched her arms. "Long day and a fancy restaurant; I can't wait to hit the hay."
"Oh. I can relate to that. Surprisingly. I never really expected the fancy restaurant part on my end."
"Life's funny that way sometimes."
"That's true," Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "You can never expect to be in a fancy restaurant with the person who threw a basketball at your head a lot."
"Wow. I thought you weren’t the type to hold grudges, Shujinkou."
"I'm not… I'm just trying to stay calm."
"Thinking aloud?"
"No, just being transparent."
Kiyoko chuckled before suddenly letting out another yawn. "I'm really getting sleepy. But anyway, I'll see you around, Shujinkou."
"Yeah, see you." Shujinkou waved goodbye until the golden-haired patron disappeared from sight. I better get back before Monika starts to think I've been gone too long.
As he started his journey back, several question formed in his head.
Ugh… I feel kinda bad having these questions in my head. Kiyoko didn't question me too much about why I'm here so it's only fair that I don't question it either. And yet, here I am wondering why? I mean, I've seen where she lives. Maybe her grandpare-
Shujinkou violently shook those thoughts out of his head.
No! Kiyoko didn't question me, so no questioning her.
Shujinkou returned to the table only to find that Monika was gone.
I wasn't gone too long, was I?
Not too long after that question, Monika approached him.
"Sorry for not being here. Was I gone too long?"
"No, I just got here myself."
"Mm. Want to dance?"
"D-Dance?"
He was floored by the sudden suggestion.
"I was watching the dance floor and thought it would be nice to dance, but only if you want to," Monika elaborated.
"I don't know…" Shujinkou hesitated. "I'm not much of a dancer."
"Not much of a dancer or a little worried about dancing in this kind of environment?"
"The second one."
"You don't need to worry; I can take the lead if you want."
"Really?"
"Mm-hmm."
Monika stretched her hand towards Shujinkou. With a simple nod, Shujinkou accepted the hand and let her guide him to the dance floor. She then led his linked hand around her waist and reached for the other one.
"Ready?"
"Yeah."
With Monika taking the lead, the two danced across the dance floor. To his surprise, he wasn't as much of an awkward dancer as he thought he would be.
"Despite your saying you're not much of a dancer, you're doing really well, Shujinkou," Monika complimented.
"Thanks. That's kinda been my pattern for awhile," Shujinkou admitted.
A slight giggle slipped through his dance partner's lips. "That's pretty self-aware of you."
"Well, I've kinda been trying to be better than I have been for years and to do that I gotta acknowledge my shortcomings."
"Acknowledge your shortcomings? A quizzical look filled Monika's face. "So how has your journey to improve yourself going?"
"Slow but steady? I mean, I guess the old saying's true; old habits do die hard."
"Really? So then, if you were still like how you were at the start of the school year, would you have agreed to go out with me tonight?"
"Um… Me at the start of the school year. I guess it depends. I probably would have shut down from such a thing happening but I could see things going two ways if that didn’t happen."
"What are they."
"Either I would have frantically tried to give a list of why you shouldn't have or I would have gave in."
"Gave in? You make it sound like it’s the worst thing in the world."
"No! I didn-"
"I know what you meant," Monika softly assured him. "I was just joking."
"Oh."
"But the other me was right, you really do care for other people's feelings a lot, don't you?"
"I just try and treat people… I mean, it's not like I'm trying to win a good citizen award or anything. I guess… I guess that's just who I am. I'm not perfect, but I…"
"Try and treat people the way you would like to?"
"I guess… I mean, I don't really always think about it."
"Really? What were you thinking when I out of the blue asked you for money under the guise you were giving it to the other me?"
"Kinda strange that Monika asked me out of nowhere but sure?"
"Didn't you have any hesitation parting with your money?"
"I did. Pretty sure 'I hope she doesn’t bankrupt me' crossed my mind five times while I waited," Shujinkou chuckled.
"But that was after. What about at that very moment?"
"Um, I don't really remember. I was confused so maybe that kept me from consciously noticing whatever thoughts were in my head then."
"And yet you still trusted me with your wallet after I gave a sudden and somewhat selfish request."
"Well, I mean, I thought you were the Monika I knew and even thought it was out of nowhere- Actually now that I think about it, I don't think she would ever ask me that. Anyway, I knew that I could trust her with something like that."
"Mm. What about me? Would you trust me after I fooled you for a day?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Really? How come?"
"Well, I'm sure you only asked in the first place because you suddenly appeared her out of nowhere. I can't exactly blame you for pretending to be Monika, especially since I gave you the opportunity."
"Really?"
"Plus, you went out of your way to get us in here just to say thanks so…"
"It wasn't really that hard."
"Either way, yeah, I would trust you, Monika."
A soft, wrm smile crossed her face as she rested her head on Shujinkou's right shoulder.
"Uhm…" With no idea how to respond, Shujinkou continued to go through the motions.
After the dance, the two ordered dessert. Shujinkou tried to keep his sweet tooth under control but found it impossible to do so with cake and ice cream in front of him.
"I guess your massive sweet tooth wasn't an exaggeration," Monika playfully noted.
"It's a weakness…" Shujinkou chuckled.
After dessert, the two agreed to end the date there. As they walked out of the restaurant, there was one question that plagued Shujinkou's mind. Once they were outside, he asked, "Monika, how come we didn't pay?"
"I paid while you were in the bathroom," she answered.
"Before we even got dessert?"
"We couldn't very well skip dessert. So I paid for that too."
"Oh. So I guess-"
"Our date's a secret, remember? It wouldn't be that anymore if you walked me home."
"Right… Well then, goodnight."
"Mm," Monika approached Shujinkou and kissed his left cheek. "Goodnight."
"Y-Yeah…" Shujinkou could only wave goodbye until he was finally alone with his thoughts
So… this was a regular date? When I think about it, it kinda felt like hanging out with the others, but in a really fancy place. Then again, she did kiss me on the cheek. Wait…
The young man crossed his arms.
Felt like hanging out with my friends? There's a high chance this was a date-date and I compared that to hanging out with my friends; specifically Sayori, Natsuki, Yuri and Monika. But why would something like a date feel the same? It shouldn't unless…
He proceeded to recall every moment he spent with the four. Occasional trouble maintaining eye contact, flustered reactions that occur more when he was alone with them then in public and sometimes staring into each other's eyes with an awkward atmosphere. No, thinking back on it, it wasn't awkward; it was heart-pounding and intimate.
"No way…" Shujinkou's eyes widened with shock as it dawned upon him.
I mean, wasn't it just because we were getting used to each other at first. What happened doesn't exactly mean that… Except, these things actually started happening more later on. Monika inviting me on what would otherwise be dates a lot. What about that time Yuri was about to tell me something, it looked like she was going to kiss me and when I kissed her in order to hide us, she ended up returning it. Natsuki also kissed me out of nowhere, even though she claimed it was because I owed her for when she first came over. But the look on her face before she did it… And then there's Sayori. Her always trying to support me is because we're friends right? She supports everyone the same way. Plus, we grew up together, so of course we'd be close. She even said she wanted her "best friend" back when she thought I was asleep that one time. And yet, being around her feels the same too."
Shujinkou's cheeks grew bright red as the evidence continued to pile up.
Do they… Do they really have crushes on me? Putting my self-depreciation aside then…
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he finally realized the one thing that eluded him for awhile now.
"They do."
Chapter 106: Two Meta Part 7
Chapter Text
The next day, Shujinkou sat on the front porch of his house. His mind was plagued with various thoughts and emotions as he continued to contemplate everything that's happened to him recently.
What am I going to do? It's possible that half my friends may have crushes on me. How did that happen? How did I not know? Mali was pretty much saying it in my face and it's very likely that it's true. But how? I didn't really specifically do anything other than be myself. Is it like what the other Monika said? I'm pretty sure none of them just looked at me and thought they wanted to go out with me. So, it's just me?
I'm going to have to apologize to Mali later. She constantly pointed this out to me in her own way and I kept denying it. And I finally discovered it after going on a date with the other Monika. The date at a fancy restaurant where we danced… That was definitely a real date. I'd be in denial if I said that it wasn't. Wait, that would mean that two alternate versions of someone likes me that way, doesn't it? This is even more complicated than I thought.
The other Monika… There are other universes out there and I'm worried about having others feel that way about me. But why wouldn't I? They're my friends and I… This is just like with dad, isn't it? Leading on multiple women at once. With everything else going on, that's the last comparison I needed right now. It's hard enough looking at my friends without being reminded of those death visions. I tried not to make a big deal about it in front of them, though zoning out didn't help. But I'm not only seeing things, it's like I'm actually there. And if I'm zoning out it's like my mind is just leaving my body to go somewhere else. Even that FNAF fangame vision I wrote off as a daydream, that was only to calm myself down. It was just like the others.
Multiple universes, these visions… Things like this seem cool in fiction but when they actually happen to you, it's really scary. You see the protagonist experience these things and you know that means he's in the center and we all enjoy the fact that he's taking the spotlight. At the same time, you think deep down that his peace is being taken away from him. I know hardships make people stronger, but I'm not a fictional protagonist. This doesn't seem like I'm in the center of something big and I'm going to have to rise up to meet the challenge. For all I know I'm just…
Shujinkou closed his eyes as he tightly clenched his fists. He turned his head towards the sky and roared, "I don't know what anything is anymore!"
"Eh?"
"Huh?"
Shujinkou immediately looked down toward the sudden confused voice. To his surprise and great embarrassment, Yuri was standing in front of him with a flustered look on her face.
"Er…" He could feel his instincts screaming for him to break any form of eye contact with her.
"Are you okay?" she worriedly asked.
"Y-Yeah."
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. Even though he didn't possess confirmation regarding his epiphany, seeing one of his friends that may have a crush on proved to be more difficult than he thought it would be. He knew he couldn't nor shouldn't avoid them but it was still hard.
"Um, what brings you by?"
"Well…" Yuri briefly looked away as she considered what she was about to say. "You may find this weird, but I had a nagging foreboding feeling haunting me since yesterday."
"Really? About what?"
"Well…" the young maiden anxiously started playing with her hair. "About you."
"M-Me?"
A potluck of emotions conflicted as Shujinkou processed what he just heard. "Wait… Foreboding? Like something bad is going to happen to me?"
"I wouldn't really go that far… I'm not even sure who it really affects, I just know that it involves you somehow."
"Oh…"
Trying to fathom what he just heard just made maintaining eye contact with Yuri even harder, especially hearing it after he just finished thinking that he wasn't at the epicenter of anything important.
"Ah… Are you sure you're okay?" Yuri asked again. "You seem to have something pretty significant on your mind."
"I guess…" Shujinkou muttered.
"Well, I'm willing to listen if it was something you wanted to get off your chest."
"It's not really a bi- It's just-" he struggled to be as vague as possible while not belittling the subjects he had in mind. "I'm… I'm really trying to process my feelings on something."
"Process your feelings…?"
"Yeah."
Yuri silently sat down next to Shujinkou.
"Process your feelings… Like a person's feelings towards another?"
"Urk-! Am I just wearing my thoughts on my face…?" he weakly answered.
"I recognize that look in your eyes; the eyes of someone who is trying to understand whether or not they possess strong feelings for another."
"Oh…"
"It's really confounding isn't it? We hear and read about it all the time, but despite that, actually experiencing such a feeling for the first time is very confusing. You constantly wonder whether you really feel that way or if you're just confused."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Everything she said was true.
"But I guess it just sounds like observation coming from someone who doesn't know what that's like…"
Yuri started playing with her hair again as she diverted her gaze.
"Though to be honest, I actually do know what's that is like, because I've been through the same thing regarding my feelings for you."
Shujinkou's eyes widened with surprise. Even though he spent the last few hours speculating, it did nothing to prepare him for actual confirmation.
"Me?"
"Mm-hmm," Yuri slowly nodded her head. "At first, I was confused. No one has really ever been as patient or empathetic with me as much as you have. But that's what made it hard. I didn't really know if that was the only reason I was drawn to you; a pretty selfish reason if you ask me.
But then I kept watching you and how you interact with others and I realized what really drawn me to you. The two qualities I've just mentioned and how you apply it to everyone you meet, your loyalty to those you care for, your creativity and unlike me, you never let really let your doubts stop you from doing your best no matter what situation may come your way.
So really, the same reasons why I'm glad that we're friends are the same reasons why I like your more than that."
"I see…"
"But that presents another reason why it was confusing since they both possess the same reasons. So… I can understand why it's confusing to you."
"Yuri…" Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek.
She didn't tell me this to confess. She's telling me this because she wanted to let me know that I'm not alone in being confused about my own feelings.
"Was that what you were going to tell me the day we made the paper lanterns?"
"Yes… I guess I was feeling particular forward then…"
Yuri turned towards Shujinkou. Her entire body shook as she struggled to continue. "I'm sorry!"
"Huh? S-Sorry for what?"
"For taking advantage of your kindness."
"What?"
"That time you kissed me in the mall. You only did it to help and I took advantage of it to kiss you back."
"Actually, I'm the one who kissed you in the first place without permission so I should be the one to apologize."
A small smile formed on Yuri's lips. "You also always try to make sure people don't beat themselves up too much… That's a very admirable trait."
"No…" At that moment, Shujinkou's unconsciously recalled his vision of Yuri stabbing herself to death. Being reminded of that again along with her compliment was the last straw. "I… I'm sorry, Yuri! You told me something important just to comfort me, but… That's not the only thing that's got me like this!"
"What do you mean?" she asked.
"It's just…." Shujinkou stood up and walked a few feet away from his guest. "Ever since a few days ago, weird things have been happening to me.
First another Monika shows up from another dimension, and then I start getting these weird visions. Not only that but… Everything just seems so strange. I've been getting these weird feels like not being involved in things or reacting strangely to some of the stuff the other Monika says or just about normal events in general.
And then just last night that I find out that… Even without trying, I'm just like my father when it comes to women. I just… I never acted like I understood life and had everything under control, but… all of this stuff has been happening all at once and… I'm scared. I don't… I don't know what's happening and I'm scared. I'm scared that I'm going crazy, I'm scared I'll lose my friends and I'm scared that… I'm scared that things are going to get worse."
Yuri simply stared at her friend's back as she took in what she just heard. She didn't need to see his face to know what it looked like. "Shujinkou… Why did you keep all of this inside?"
"Because I was scared and… I didn't want anyone to worry. I tried to just write things off as just me zoning out or being weird again, but they do bother me. But… I've already hurt people by having them worry about me. They could have just written me off and leave me alone, but they still cared enough to worry about me for so long. I can't do that to people anymore.
But even though I said that, here I am telling you this and burdening you with my problems like I've done with others. I've tried a little to be better this semester, but in the end, I'm still the same. This is probably why I rejected the nice things you all said about me, because deep down, I knew that no matter what I do, I'll still somehow be an annoying burden."
Yuri noticed a single tear crawl down Shujinkou's cheek as his shoulders slumped forward. It was as if he felt his words were an admission of defeat. Without saying a word, the young maiden approached her friend and gently tapped his shoulder.
The moment Shujinkou turned around to face her, Yuri tightly embraced him.
"Y-Yuri-!?"
"Do you remember what you said to me when I felt how you do during the summer?"
"What I said?"
"During the convention. I felt guilty because of my past actions and didn't want to burden anyone with them. But despite me taking some time away from something you've been looking forward too, you reassured me that you never find it annoying when I required your help.
You've pretty much displayed that position to me many times, but it was only then that it finally sunk in that I didn't need to worry too much about burdening my friends with my concerns. It was because you and the others that I learned that friends accept each other's burdens and help them through it.
So, please don't feel bad about sharing what burdens you. I don't know how effective I'll be when it comes to helping you but I'll try my best too because… If a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there to help."
"Yuri…" Shujinkou didn't know what to say. Despite the circumstances, she was still trying her hardest to be a good friend to him. "…Thank you."
"Mm-hmm." Her grip on him slightly loosened and she stared into his eyes. A bashful smile crossed her red face as she diverted her gaze. "Sorry."
Shujinkou shook his head. "No, I'm sorry. I know why you did it, but you still confessed you feelings for me and… I can't answer it right now."
"I know. But I would still be happy if my words helped you through this darkness that currently clouds you."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "…Yuri, do you think I could talk to you about what's been happening more?"
"Of course," she replied with a bright smile.
…
Monika Prime gingerly took a sip from a hot cup of tea. Her eyes continued to scan through the dialogue displayed on the laptop in front of her as she placed the cup back on the kitchen table.
"Not as good as Yuri…" she noted.
She went back to reading what was displayed on her screen until her eyes were drawn toward the figure that walked into the kitchen. She locked eyes with alternate incarnation who smiled.
"Hey, Monika," Monika greeted. "What're you doing?"
"Just reading this fanfiction," Monika Prime answered with a giggle. "It's really interesting. Though there is one thing that's pretty strange."
"What is it?"
"Well, it's the main protagonist. Usually an author would have a lot of lines and dialogue that would flesh out the character and their thought process, but there doesn't seem to be that there."
"You mean the character doesn't verbally communicate and only his actions are shown?"
"No, it's just that there's no elaboration on what goes on in his head. I can't read into his thoughts through what's available to me. And like I just said, it's the main protagonist and only the main protagonist."
"That's strange. I wonder if it's a unique style the author's going for or maybe the main protagonist is just eyes for the reader."
"That doesn't seem to be the case…" Monika Prime gently tapped her signature heart-capped pen against her cheek. "It's even more than a mystery than I thought it would be."
Monika took a seat on the opposite side of the table. With curiosity displayed on her face, she asked, "By the way, where did you disappear to last night?"
"Nowhere in particular; I was just out. Actually, I caught a glimpse of this restaurant that looked really high-class but its exterior seemed to be lacking something."
"Like what?"
"I couldn't really describe it to you even if I wanted too. The most I could say is that I think someone didn't put effort into the exterior of the building. The inside was serviceable and easy to describe though."
"Oh."
Monika rested her chin in the palm of her right hand.
"Something on your mind, me?" Monika Prime queried.
"I was just wondering about this sudden time off of school. It's was just out of nowhere for no real reason. I even asked Fuyu and she doesn't really understand it either."
"Not to mention the timing is pretty coincidental."
"What do you mean?"
"I was starting to think that I couldn't wait for the weekend to properly hang out with everyone again and then this happens. School administrative decision can really be confusing at times. It's like how your school schedule suddenly changed between semesters."
"That was out of nowhere too, with little warning. It's one of the reasons why Fuyu was so busy at the start of the semester."
"Don't you find it strange how sometimes school councils only have a president?"
"Sometimes."
"Mm."
Monika Prime briefly glanced down at the laptop screen then back at her alternate self.
"By the way, if you were in a fantastical world, what would you be?" she asked.
"I could be anything?"
"Anything."
"Um… I don't really know. Why do you ask?
"Just curious."
Monika remained silent for a moment. "Does this have anything to do with Shujinkou's fantasy day dream where Sayori was a kitsune girl and they fought a dragon?"
"Pretty much," Monika Prime confirmed. "You ever wonder what it would be like if he ever had another one of those?"
"Honestly, I haven't really given it much thought."
"Hmm… I bet if there was somewhere like that out there, I'm sure it would be a pretty Fantastical Reality. It would probably be nice to visit if there was some way to do so."
"Speaking of other realities, Sayori told me that she wondered if there were realties where fictional characters were real," Monika recalled. "Do you think there are realties like that?"
"I do," Monika Prime answered with a knowing smile. "In fact, I think I know one fictional reality that this reality's Natsuki would like to visit."
"Really? What is it?"
"Secret."
"Sometimes I think the universe brought you here just to give me a taste of my own medicine…" Monika weakly chuckled.
"Or maybe I was brought here just to see one of the potential happy lives a Monika could have," Monika Prime theorized. "Or maybe it was just a spur of the moment thing where I'm just dropped here for no real reason. Isn't that how a lot of crossovers start in fiction?"
"It attracts both fans and is just naturally interesting when not used too much."
Monika Prime giggled.
"What's so funny?" her counterpart asked.
"I don't think I could give you proper context why that's funny to me," Monika Prime replied.
"♪Thigh high socks are my absolute territory. Go on and drool; the otaku cannot resist.♪"Claudette sung as she walked into the kitchen, emphasizing her long black socks.
"That reminds me, do you two have any idea what you'll be going as for Halloween?" Monika Prime asked.
"Bad Girl," Claudette immediately stated.
She reached into the refrigerator, pulled out a can of soda and opened the top. She raised it towards her mouth, but from the corner of her eye, she noticed the two Monikas shooting her a look she could only describe as a mix of concern and interest.
"I'm not going to drink and swear in every sentence," she assured them, shaking her head.
"I haven't known you that long Claudette and even I could see that was a possibility," Monika Prime playfully replied.
"I'm an open book. Just spend some time with me and it'll be like you knew me for years," she shrugged.
"Interesting phrasing."
"I'm an interesting person."
"And humble?"
"I'm confident, not narcissistic. There is a difference. Anyway, I got to get back to my show. Try not to be upset with my absence," the young woman playfully waved goodbye as she slowly walked out of the room. "
"There is a difference but it seems like your cousin may straddle the line between," Monika Prime noted.
"Please don't say that in front of her…" Monika weakly pleaded.
"Too late!" Claudette's voice echoed through the house. "I will weaponize that later."
"She's going to weaponize that later," Monika weakly chuckled.
The young woman stuck her head back into the kitchen. "I'm going to weaponize that later."
She once again playfully waved goodbye before disappearing from sight.
"I shouldn't have used the word 'straddle', shouldn't I…?" Monika Prime asked.
"Nope…" Monika shook her head.
"Well, I wouldn't particularly worry."
"That's true; I guess I should only be worried if she starts rhythmically tapping her fingers against something." Monika raised her index finger in front of her face and started waving it from side to side. "Her doing this is also worry depending on-"
Monika was immediately rendered silent upon witnessing her finger briefly become transparent.
"What's wrong?" Monika Prime asked with concern on her face.
"I…" She cautiously touched her previously transparent finger, relived that it was as solid as it looked. "Did… Did you see my finger slightly disappear?"
"No."
"Oh…" her eyes still locked on her index finger, Monika could still feel the fear and horror she felt linger inside her. Perhaps it was just her head messing with her but…
For a second, it really felt like it was almost gone…
Chapter 107: Two Meta Part 8
Chapter Text
Slowly and cautiously, Shujinkou raised a steaming porcelain cup up to his face. Continuing his slow movements, he brought it closer to his lips and took a sip of the tea it held. He immediately felt a calming effect take hold as he placed it back on his coaster.
"You know, I kinda feel like I haven't had tea made by you in awhile," he said.
"I do believe it has been a while. I haven't really thought about it much though…" Yuri replied. "So… You wanted to talk more about what has been going on?"
"Yeah. I guess I'll start with the more personal one," Shujinkou anxiously scratched. Even though she insisted that he could share his problems with her, it was still awkward admit what he was about to tell her. "I kinda saw scenes of you, Natsuki and Sayori dying."
Yuri's eyes lit up with surprise. "You saw scenes of our deaths?"
"Yeah. Sayori hung herself, Natsuki had a broken neck and you stabbed yourself to death."
"Oh… That's…" Yuri remained silent as she processed what she just heard. "I could see why something like that would upset you. I can also see why you were reluctant to say anything about it."
"Yeah… But those weren’t the only ones. I had one of this daydream I had once except it felt like I was actually there instead of just dreaming and I even ended up somehow in the world of a fan game. The first three were uncomfortable to say the least but the other ones were just confusing. I wouldn't really give them much thought if I wasn't even there.
Plus there was this one of Monika that really strange."
"Strange how?"
Shujinkou recalled the exact emotion he felt when he first experienced that particular vision. "It was just… creepy."
"I see… I can honestly see why despite what you saw, the experience would be overall unsettling," Yuri sympathized.
"Yeah. Not to mention that overall I just feel a little… I feel detached from everything. Sometimes simple things make me feel like I'm experiencing something that I don't understand."
"I see…"
"For example, saying 'I see' for some reason is making me think about that fan game daydream."
"Ah… sorry."
"No need to apologize. It's just that it's weird."
"Um… Yuri briefly averted her gaze. Her cheeks faintly grew red as she intensely stared into Shujinkou's eyes. "There was something else that you said bothered you. You said that you were acting just like your father would in regards to women."
"Uh-!" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. I may have said more than I was supposed to again.
"That wouldn't be referring to Mali constantly referring to how we all possess strong feelings for you, would it?"
"Yeah… You think she's right?"
"I would believe so. I could tell by how the others interact with and look at you so…"
"So, Mali really was right after all…" Shujinkou sighed.
"I mean, you shouldn't take my word for it," Yuri insisted. "I'm just assuming myself and you know that I'm not always the best at reading people's emotions. There's only one way to truly know."
"But if it's true, then h…?" Shujinkou shook the question he asked over and over again out of his head. "I want to ask 'how' but that would be pretty stupid of me at this point, even if my answer is nothing but assumptions without confirmations."
"I can understand having a hard time acknowledging something like this. Not too long ago, I couldn't really see another reason why I was invited to our club for any other reason than a simple statistic or why you would treat someone who was so uncertain and slow at talking as a friend."
"But… I honestly don't know how to feel about this. Even without the other things, I still don't think I would know how to feel. And that itself is confusing. Shouldn't I know what to feel?"
Yuri closed her eyes, reminiscing every interaction she witnessed Shujinkou had.
"Well, you've spent a long time looking down on yourself for a long time… It's safe to assume that the idea of you being in a romantic relationship with another, right? I'm sure you've denied it ever happening before."
"Yeah, I did. It's only recently that I realized that I had no real reason to think that way."
"That's good to hear."
Shujinkou shot her a surprised and quizzical look.
"No-! I mean-! It's- It's good that you're not looking down on yourself as much," Yuri stammered." But it's safe to say that you've looked down on yourself so much and buried some of your emotions and personal issues deep inside that it's entirely possible that you wouldn't understand how you felt right away anyway."
"What do you mean?" he asked.
"Well, sometimes emotions and one's feelings towards a certain subject can remain hidden from them, whether they refuse to accept it or just can't understand it on a conscious level.
When we first met, you were able to freely give compliments never truly accepted any your way as if you adamantly refused too. With you also denying the possibility of you ever ending up in a romantic relationship with anyone, you most likely unintentionally trained yourself to not understand whether or not your feelings for someone go beyond friendship.
And while it's possible to for that to be remedied, the other issues that currently plague you also takes precedence in your mind and splits your concentration several ways. Then there's also the fact that you're just recently seeing yourself in a better light which means you instinctively fight old bad habits while also worried about what would happen to the friendship you built with everyone while…"
A sorrowful look suddenly crossed Yuri's face. "I'm sorry."
"Sorry? What for?" Shujinkou queried.
"I told you my true feelings for you because I thought it would help, but now I see that I've just added another issue for you to face. Even if you're not thinking about it now, you're most likely going to feel pressured to answer my confession somehow. I was trying to help and I just added to the cavalcade."
"That's not true, you did help me," he assured her. "It reminded me that I do have friends I can share my burdens with so…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He didn't know what more to say on that point.
"I don't really know about the reason you gave about me not knowing my own feelings though. It's possible. I have denied ever being in a relationship because I looked down on myself that much but not knowing my own emotions kinda sounds like an excuse someone makes to get out of a confession."
"Well, I can't really explain it from personal experience. The only references I have to the subject are from fictional characters. But it's also to important to remember that everyone is different. What's an excuse for one person is a truth for another," Yuri reminded him.
"Mali did say I couldn't fathom it. Maybe the shock is what's keeping me from understanding my own feelings because at this point I don't understand anything," Shujinkou theorized. "I honestly feel like everything I thought I've ever understood has been done away with. I know that happens in life but it pretty much happened all at once. "
"Well… What's important is that you figure out a way to conquer these challenges you currently face. A way to deal with these visions and restore your understanding of your life."
Shujinkou's face lit up with surprise. He was sure she forgot something. "But what about-?"
"It would really be best for you if you didn't focus on that right now..." Yuri interjected. "It's really should be the least of your concerns."
"But… Telling me another's feelings should be the least of my concerns… I don't know about that."
"I would be lying if I said that a part of me didn't want that to be your full focus, but…" Yuri once again briefly averted her gaze. A smile that he could only describe as a combination of sorrow and acceptance formed on her lips as she reestablished eye contact. "But as your friend I'm more concerned about your well-being then something like that."
"Yuri…" Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. If she was going to go that far then he couldn't answer with anything but, "Okay, I'll try."
"Mm… Well then…" She noticeably fidgeted before suddenly standing up. "I guess I'll excuse myself then."
"Huh? You're leaving already?"
"I feel like my presence would just be a distraction in regards to what you need to really focus on, so it would be best to remove myself from the board so to speak."
"Oh. I get it…"
"Well… I guess I'll go now."
The young maiden turned and headed for the front door.
"Yuri…"
Turning around, she answered with a curious "Yes?"
"Um…" Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek before suddenly smiling. "Thanks."
With a bright smile, Yuri nodded her head and left.
Now that he was alone, Shujinkou crossed his arms and began to ponder his next move.
Yuri suggested that I ignore the possibility that the other like me that way like she does. But that's really easier said than done. I mean objectively, I should do that last. Once I figure the other things out then I'll be in a better frame of mind to do that. My head should be at its best when dealing with that. Still… I don't think I have it in me to just completely ignore that fact. It just seems wrong to pretend it doesn't exist at all even just for a moment.
But what can I do? I don't know what to do. That's the issue. Every time I try to figure something out, I keep arriving at the same place. It's not like these are things others can solve for me. Even with help, I still have figure something out myself. I don't know… Besides Yuri, I don't really have any evidence that the others feel that way about me, so that case kinda feels like it's closed for now. So, I guess for know I have no choice but not to deal with it. It's not like I can just go up to them and askif they feel that way about me. I may have to figure that one out as I go.
As for these visions, they started happening the day after the other Monika ended up here. I could just be going insane or my old daydreaming habits have kicked it up to high gear in comparison to before, but the timing is just too coincidental. Not to mention, they feel too real. Could it be because of Monika's arrival? If I use fictional crossover logic, then arriving had to shatter the barrier that usually separates the different dimensions. Since Monika didn't arrive here on purpose, then something had to have happened to bring her here.
Whether natural or artificial, it wasn't consensual and those kinds of spatial crossovers can possibly have a negative effect on the multiverse as a whole. If her arrival left some cracks in the barrier, could it be possibly those visions I see are a result of those cracks? If and if that's true…
Recalling the first three visions he saw, Shujinkou sorrowfully scratched his right cheek in respect.
I wonder if the other Monika had to deal with these too. Actually, wasn't that her in the one I saw during our date?
"Ah! I haven't talked to her yet since last night!" he exclaimed. "I went on a date… There's no way I can ignore the possible feelings part after that… Ugh… I'm really acting like my father right now…"
…
Pressing the doorbell to attached to her home, Shujinkou patiently waited in front of Monika's front door for an answer.
I wonder what the first thing I should say to the other Monika. Should I start off talking about the date or do I work my way to it. I also want to ask if she's had those same visions as me. She hasn't shown any signs like I assume I do like staring into space, but I'm not the most subtle person most of the time.
The door soon opened and he was greeted with the sight of Monika. Well, a Monika.
"Hey, Shujinkou," she warmly greeted.
"Hey, um…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek.
"This reality's Monika."
"Hey, Monika."
"What brings you around?"
"Um, there's something I wanted to ask the other Monika."
"Oh. Well, she stepped out for a second. You can wait inside for her if you want."
"Okay."
Monika led her gust inside and towards the living room couch. She sat down and motioned him to do the same. An awkward atmosphere hung over them as they waited in silence."
"So… What do you think of the sudden time off from school?" Monika asked.
"Strange, but I guess there's gotta be a good reason for it," Shujinkou answered.
"You would think but Fuyu said it was completely out of nowhere?"
"But would the administration even tell the council president everything."
"I assume not, but this would seem like the kind of thing they would tell her."
He did find it strange, but his thoughts on the subject were quickly eclipsed by his surprise over another awkward silence inserting itself into their brief conversation. It felt like something heavy was weighing down on both of them.
"Are you okay?" they simultaneously asked.
"Huh?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"I guess we both have something that's bothering us," Monika said.
"Um… Did something happen?"
"Well…" Monika glanced down at her right index finger. "It sounds ridiculous but, for a split second, it seemed like my finger was fading away."
"Fading away?"
"Yeah… I could see right through it but it went back to normal. I asked Monika, she said she didn't see anything."
"Maybe she wasn't paying attention."
"No. She was looking right at it. I guess my eyes were just playing tricks on me, but it felt so real."
"Oh. I hope it's not like what's been going on with me."
"What's been bothering you?"
"Well…"
Shujinkou proceeded to explain everything that's happened to him lately san the discovery that she along with his other friends may possess strong feelings for him.
"Visions of deaths and anime animatronics?" Monika marveled.
"And that daydream where I had a magical sword," Shujinkou added.
"And a vision of me creepily staring at you with the words 'Just Monika' coming out of nowhere? That one is oddly specific and, like our friends deaths, a little unsettling."
Those two words did more than just unnerve her though. Just hearing them felt like a punch to the gut for some reason.
"And you think that this has something to do with the other me's arrival here?" she asked.
"Not her exactly, I just think however she got here is causing me to see these things," he explained. "It's either that or I'm starting to lose my grip on reality, which is ironic considering that I tried doing that before."
"I wouldn't say you're going crazy, especially considering that we do have a visitor from another reality here and fictional crossover rules do allow what is happening to you when it comes to fracturing the spatial barrier between worlds."
Shujinkou's face was filled with amazement as he awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "I thought the same thing, but hearing from you actually makes it sound scientific and credible."
"Wasn't trying, but thank you," Monika happily giggled.
"But it's because of that idea that I wanted to ask the other you if she's been dealing with the same thing since she's the one who crossed over and everything."
"I haven't really noticed any signs. She did say she couldn't sleep the first night she was here, but that's it."
"Couldn't sleep? That could just be because she's stuck in another world…"
Shujinkou could understand that. A lot of people have a hard time sleeping in places they haven't ever done so before, so sleeping in another dimension with no clear way back home had to make it even harder. Thinking this led credence to his theory that she may be hiding her feelings about being stuck her.
"By the way, Shujinkou…" Monika suddenly said.
Brought back from his thoughts, he answered with a simple, "Yeah?"
"I heard from Sayori last night that you went somewhere that required formal clothing."
"Yeah…" Shujinkou started scratching his right cheek in a nervous fashion.
"Monika also went somewhere that required formal clothing last night."
"Yeah…?"
"Did you two go somewhere together?"
"Uhm…" Shujinkou quickly dug into his pocket and pulled a small, white oval shaped object. He immediately slipped it into his mouth; the moment it graced his tongue, his body dropped to the floor like a brick.
"Shujinkou?" Monika curiously looked over the body spread out across the ground. "Shujinkou… Did you knock yourself out with a mint?"
The young man opened his eyes and slowly returned to his original position on the couch.
"I was kind of hoping the placebo effect would take place if I imagined it was a tranquilizer," Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. "I know you asked me a question, but I've been asked some many questions that resulted in me going 'ah! Eh?! Guh! Erk! Uh! And Um…' that if I didn't do something like that, I may break."
"Oh."
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek. "And by doing so, I still pretty much answered your question, huh?"
"Mm-hmm," Monika nodded her head.
"Right… I'm sure Kiyoko also knew right away what I was doing last night, but she acted like she didn't."
"So… You went on a date with an alternate version of me."
Even though the answer was in the open, Shujinkou still couldn't bring himself to directly answer that question. "I… I can neither confirm nor deny that."
"She made you promise to keep a secret, didn't she?"
"I can neither confirm nor deny that."
"Hm… That's…" Monika's cheek faintly grew red. "So, that's why I've been feeling envious."
"Envious?" Shujinkou could feel his heart slowly pick up the pace. "Envious of what?"
"That another version of me did something I would've liked to do with you so easily."
"Wha?!"
Shujinkou's heart started to race. In just a short amount of time, he had essentially received a second confession.
"You wanted to go on a date with me?"
"Mm-hmm." Monika confirmed.
Hearing that definitive confirmation deprived Shujinkou of his vocabulary for a moment, but once he found his center, he soon realized that this was probably his only chance to ask a certain question Monika Prime got him thinking about.
"Have… Have we gone on dates before?"
"I don't know. Have we?" Monika asked back.
"Well, I mean, those times we went out together. They could have just been friends hanging out, but, especially the picnic by a waterfall, could have been dates."
"I know. I deliberately left them open-ended."
"How come?"
A simple smile crossed Monika's face. "Because spending time with you is nice no matter the circumstances."
The speed of Shujinkou's heart beats increased even more. He was left so awestruck by what he had heard that he couldn't even scratch his right cheek.
I think… I think my heart is going to give out soon…
He then violently slapped his cheeks.
"Shujinkou?"
"I was trying to see if I wasn't in an extended vision. At this point, I'm starting to have a hard time believing that this really happening."
"Is it really hard for you to believe?"
That's exactly what the other Monika said. Shujinkou weakly chuckled. "Lately, not much."
"Really? Is it because of the date with the other me or did something else happen?"
"Both."
"Hm…"
Before another word could be said, Shujinkou heard his phone ringer go off. He pulled it out of his pocket and answered the call.
After waiting for a couple of seconds, Fuyu's face appeared on the screen.
"Hey, Fuyu."
Looking closer, he noticed that the student council president was currently wearing a familiar and iconic green cap.
"Is that Link's cap?"
"Hm? Oh!" she quickly removed the cap from her head and adjusted her glasses.
"Was that for Halloween?" Monika asked.
"I was dabbling with costume possibilities…" she quickly answered. "Moving on, I was just calling to inform you two, well originally you two separately, that there's no school on Monday, Tuesday or Wednesday either?"
"Really? How come?" Monika asked.
"I honestly can't tell you. It's just happening out of nowhere…" Fuyu sighed.
"They're… The school's not going to take this time out of our Christmas Break, are they," Shujinkou nervously questioned.
"I wouldn't put it past any school to do that," Fuyu answered with another sigh. I'm not going to pretend like I know everything but it's really strange that I'm learning this at the last second. It honestly feels like I'm an afterthought."
"I wonder if Mali would know something," Shujinkou thought aloud.
"Mali?" Monika shot Shujinkou a quizzical stare.
"Mali seems like she has a tendency to know things or can find a way to know things. I honestly think she's our school information broker," Shujinkou replied.
Fuyu gently removed her glasses from her face and begun cleaning it with a cleaning cloth. "Speaking of Mali… I meant to tell you about how she obtained that club room for you."
"So, there was more to the story then her just finding it?" Monika asked.
"Considerably. You see, it was originally occupied by the Supernatural Studies Club."
"We have a Supernatural Studies Club?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he tried to wrap his head around that fact. "I feel like that should be more well-known."
"Yes. It's only previous member was a boy named Nese. It turns out Mali did something that convinced him to give up the clubroom."
"You mean our clubroom was taken from someone else?" Shujinkou could hear the sadness in Monika's voice.
"Yes, but you shouldn't feel guilty over it," Fuyu assured her.
"How come?"
"I found out about this when he came complaining about the entire situation. Unfortunately for him, him bring up his club to my attention wasn't good for him."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, you know how a club needs members to be official and offered club benefits? Of course if the number goes below that after the fact, we won't denounce the club, but it turns out that the club was technically never official in the first place.
Apparently he used the names of his classmates that were never part of it to fake being official and took advantage of club benefits. He spent club funds on frivolous things and was hogging a club room to himself."
"How did you find this out?" Shujinkou asked.
"President-Mode me has her ways. He didn't even last 5 seconds."
"Oh…" Shujinkou felt nothing but sympathy towards those that were on the wrong side of that side's gaze.
"Revealed everything. Turns out it was some convoluted attempt to get Monika to notice him," she continued.
"Me?" Monika gasped.
"Mali even provided a character witness of him saying that while even admitting to what she had done to offer validity to her claims."
"So, Mali scared someone who was doing something wrong in order to free up a clubroom," Shujinkou synopsized.
"Exactly. Something that would usually be wrong proved to be beneficial to the school and you guys," Fuyu gently put her glasses back on her face. "I also can't help but wonder if Mali specifically targeted him just because she noticed something off with his club."
"I could see that being the reason," Shujinkou said. "I wonder if that's an example of the morals she was talking about."
"Either way, it's good that she at least directed her prankster nature to something somewhat positive. Hm?"
Fuyu's eyes drifted away from the screen. "Okay."
"What happened?" Monika asked.
"Rei just informed me of something I have to take care of. I gotta go."
"Oh, well see you later."
"See ya, Fuyu," Shujinkou added.
"Bye guys. Oh and Rei says hi."
"Tell her we said hi back," Monika happily replied.
"Will do."
Those were the last words said before the call ended.
"I guess Mali still has that prankster side to her," Shujinkou thought aloud. "I hope she doesn't try anything too drastic on Halloween. I honestly couldn't blame her for not resisting the urge on that night."
"Someone faked official club status as a way to grab my attention…" Monika lowered her head. "I don't know how to feel about that."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Any form of comfort he could think of would just be justifying Nese's actions.
"Not to mention, it's kinda embarrassing for both of us to hear that after expressing my interest in you," she continued.
"I've been there when it comes to awkward timing…" Shujinkou sympathized.
"But…" she glanced up at him with an nervous look on her face. "Speaking of interest… Maybe we co-"
The sound of a door quickly swinging open put a halt to their conversation. Turning towards the door, Monika Prime eagerly walked in. She wore an ecstatic smile on her face as she presented a set of tickets towards the two.
"We're going to Disneyland!" she announced.
"Huh?" they replied with surprise.
Suddenly, Angel and Devil Mickey appeared on Shujinkou's shoulders.
"Ah, one of our hometurfs," Devil Mickey sneered.
"A fun place for all," Angel Mickey beamed.
He wordlessly shifted his attention between the two before sighing.
I really am going crazy…
Chapter 108: Two Meta Part 9
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"Disneyland?"
Monika shot her counterpart a surprised and confused look. The timing of her alternative self arrival and the topic she brought up once she showed up was both too perfect to be a coincidence and yet confounding enough to remove any suspicion.
Monika Prime proudly nodded her head as she approached the couch her counterpart and guest currently occupied.
"Yep. I was just wandering around, passed by a stand where they would give away tickets and passes to a lucky winner and I was lucky enough to win a few for me, you two and the rest of your friends."
"Wow… That's pretty lucky." Shujinkou said as he scratched his right cheek.
Wandering around without a care in the world then ending up with tickets to one of the most magical places on earth; how could it be anything but luck?
"Mm-hmm," Monika Prime glanced at her counterpart. "Monika, want to tell the others the good news?"
"Huh? Oh. Sure," Despite her initial suspicions returning, Monika stood up off and proceeded to walk up a nearby set of stairs.
The moment she was gone, Monika Prime shifted her gaze to Shujinkou. An interested smile filled her face as she waved at him.
"Hey, Shujinkou. I didn't expect to see you."
"Really?" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "I mean… We did kinda go on a date last night. I'd be a really bad person if I didn't talk to you afterwards."
"Oh, I didn’t mean talking, I meant in person."
"Ah."
"So… Any special reason why you came over?"
"Well… There is, but it's going to sound a little weird."
"You're saying that to the girl that's from another reality?" Monika chuckled.
"True."
He appreciated her trying to lighten the mood, but it didn't change the fact that what he was going to say again would be uncomfortable. Solemnly scratching his right cheek, Shujinkou stood up and walked around the couch to directly confront her.
"So, lately I've been having these weird visions/mental escapes/images going through my head."
"Really?" a look of surprise and interest crossed Monika Prime's face. "Like what?"
"Um… Well, some weird things like a daydream I had recently and a fangame, but also some really uncomfortable ones like deaths."
"Deaths? Who did you see die?"
"Sayori, Natsuki and Yuri."
Monika Prime remained silent as she stared at Shujinkou. He couldn't be sure, but it looked like she was surprised and disturbed. "…How did they die?"
"Um…" Shujinkou steeled himself once again as he specifically recalled the images he had experienced. "Sayori hung herself, Natsuki's neck was extremely broken and Yuri stabbed herself to death."
"Wow… That's…" Monika Prime briefly averted her gaze as she replied melancholy. "That's upsetting."
"Yeah… And I was just wondering if you had anything like that happen to you; seeing these things in your head."
"Not really, but… I think you've stumbled upon something you shouldn't have."
'I-I have…?"
"Just kidding," she suddenly giggled.
"Oh."
He wasn't entirely sure whether she was setting him up the entire time or she was hiding her discomfort from hearing this.
"I wouldn't really worry about these visions you've been having. I'm sure they'll go away soon enough," Monika Prime assured him.
"You think?"
"Mm-hmm. I suppose that's this has also been the reason you've been spacing out lately?"
"Yeah…" He had figured that was it until he found himself drawn to Monika Prime's eyes. They really look the same as the Monika I saw during our date.
That thought reminded him of the strangeness of that particular vision and the singular phrase that accompanied it.
"Can I ask you another question?"
"Sure."
"Does the phrase 'Just Monika' mean anything to you?"
Monika's eyes widened with shock upon hearing those words. Looking closer, she also seemed horrified.
"Are yo-!?
A sharp pain throbbed in Shujinkou's head. He cradled with pained cranium with both hands as a flood of images flashed in it. Various moments that the Literature Club experienced, except, as far as he knew, it wasn't the one he knew. They were sharing poetry, preparing for a festival, Sayori confessed to someone, then…
"What's going-!"
"Shujinkou?"
Monika Prime felt nothing but surprise and worry as she watched Shujinkou drop to his knees. The pain in his head grew and grew as he tried to process what he saw next. None of it made any sense. He saw the deaths he had already experienced, but besides Sayori, he couldn't understand the context. Then…
Just Monika.
He howled in pain before collapsing on the floor.
"Shujinkou?"
Slowly and cautiously, Monika Prime reached for the body on the ground and checked for any signs of life.
"You w- You're not."
His breathing was normal and his heart beats were as strong as usual, but she knew that he was far from okay.
…
Monika Prime silently tapped her index fingers against each other as she waited outside a hospital room. As expected from such a scenario this reality's version of the Literature Club, Hiro and Hisa were there too.
Other than the acknowledgment of each's arrival and the usual questions born from worry, not a word has been said towards each other.
They've watched many individuals enter and leave the room Shujinkou currently occupied until eventually there was only one left. The doctor that has been assigned to him walked out of the room, gently closing the door behind him.
Her innate worry finally overpowering her patience, Hiro immediately approached the medial professional.
"How is he?" she asked.
"I'm afraid our tests are inconclusive for now," the doctor said.
"How?"
"Well, his body is in perfect health; it's still functioning."
"That's good isn't it?" Sayori asked.
"But that's what's makes the tests inconclusive. Right now, Mr. Shujinkou doesn't show any signs of brain activity."
"You mean he's brain dead?" Hisa queried.
"We cannot say. When a brain dies, the body would follow do to the body no longer having a neurological control center; the body's entire system stops. But not only does his body continue to function normally, but there are no signs of damage to the brain.
There is no swelling and his brain tissue is perfectly fine."
"So, he somehow ended up in a coma?"
"If he had any brain activity we could rule it as that, but as he is now…"
The youthful elder worriedly glanced at her daughter. She already looked understandably saddened on the outside and could only imagine how she really felt.
Hiro struggled to maintain contact as she forced herself to ask, "Is he…? How would you legally-?"
"It's too early to tell. Physically he is very much alive, but mentally… I cannot say," the doctor replied a professional tone of voice. "The best we could theorize now is that something mentally caused him to shut down."
"I see…"
"We'll keep running tests. As long as his body functions, he's still alive," the doctor assured them before taking their leave.
"So it's just like a deep sleep, right? Sayori wondered aloud.
Hiro's entire body shook as she gingerly placed her hand on the door.
"Come on, Hiro… Let’s go get some of that hot chocolate we passed by on the way up here," Hisa proposed.
She silently nodded her head and let her mother lead her away.
"Auntie H…" Sayori mumbled.
"It really would be too easy for it to be that he's just having the best daydream ever and he doesn't want to wake up right now, right?" Natsuki hopelessly proposed. "Cause something like that would really prove that he is a dummy…"
"You don't think this has something to do with how he spaced out the other day?" Yuri wondered aloud.
"He woke up from that though…" Tears filled Natsuki's eyes as she glared at the door. "You stupid, selfish, DUMMY!"
She then turned and ran down the hallway.
"Natsuki…" Sayori murmured.
"Mentally shutdown…" immense guilt weighed on Yuri's heart as she recalled her last conversation with Shujinkou. "I think… I think I'll take my leave now too…"
Without giving a goodbye, Yuri walked away to be alone with her thoughts.
"Yuri…" Sayori muttered.
"So…" Monika turned towards her counterpart who had yet to say a word.
Monika Prime suddenly stood up. "Sorry, but I think I'd rather be alone right now too."
Following the others example, she took off.
"Other Monika…" Sayori mumbled.
"I guess it's just us, Sayori," Monika said. "Do you want to go inside?"
"Mm-hmm."
The two walked through the door. On the other side, they found their friend laid straight on a single bed. They could hear the beeps from the surrounding machines signifying the health of his body.
"He really does look like he's just sleeping," Sayori noted.
"That's a good sign, isn't it?" Monika asked.
"I want to believe so but…" Sayori bit her quivering lip. "I want to believe Shiko will come back to reality like always but…"
"Shiko?"
"It's what I used to always call him. But he asked me to stop after… Since it was something I kinda came up with someone else."
"Oh…"
Nothing but the sounds of the machines filled the room as they stared at the body in front of them.
"When we were younger… As much as I didn't like how Jomei never made time for him, I always admired Shiko for still being able to smile even though it was like only one of his parents liked him. Even though Shiko always wanted something that he shouldn't have to beg for… I used to wonder how he could put others before him with a dad like that. How could he make someone like me feel like they're part of a second family when one of his own couldn’t do the same for him.
I want to believe that he'll come through whatever comes his way like always and I want to help him but…"
Tears slowly crawled down Sayori's cheeks.
"I can't because I don't know what to do. Every time my friend's hurt, I can't do anything to help him. And that's not even going into how it would affect me if something happens or if he stays like this. I don't want to lose another friend.
I just… I just wish I could do something to help him for once."
"Sayori… You know you've helped him before. He's made it clear that you're the reason that he worked to make up for whatever happened in the past. You can't deny that you’re the catalyst for him smiling again," Monika assured her with a small, sorrowful smile.
Sayori nodded her head and wiped the tears from her eyes. As her gaze returned to her unconscious friend, she began to remember what her childhood friend said to her the day he planned a scavenger hunt for them. "I wanted to be with my best friend again too."
"Shiko… Please come back," she pleaded.
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Is he coming back? I didn't… I don't really know what's happened to him.
Chapter 109: Two Meta Finale
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There was a time I did anything to be with someone. Someone I never really met; but someone who was real. But we all know how that story ended. I sacrificed everything just for that one goal and yet… I was alone in the darkness for so long and now I ended up here. Essentially a second chance at a life now gone. But right now things are-
Two Meta
Chapter 1: Déjà vu
Monika stared at the blank white page before her. Her journal was just waiting for the next entry to be recorded in it. But even though she had many thoughts that could be written down, she just couldn't find it in her to do it.
Negative emotions have their place in any genre in literature. Without them, the wealth of exclaimed stories wouldn't be so vast. But even knowing this, she still couldn't find it in her just to write the next log in her journal.
She tapped her heart-tipped pen against her right cheek as she thought about her research last night. She tried to find anything she could that could explain Shujinkou's condition, but she it was all for naught. She could only imagine how the other and his family felt about this.
"Penny for your thoughts?"
Monika looked up from her journal to find her alternate self standing beside her.
"I haven't really thought about anything else since yesterday," Monika said.
"I understand," Monika Prime empathized.
"What about you, Monika? You were there when it happened; how do you feel?"
She remained silent for a moment. "I was… I don't really know. I didn't expect him to just mentally shutdown the way that he did like that. I tried to wake him up but… I just couldn't."
Her voice was layered with guilt.
"You shouldn't be hard on yourself. It's not like you could do anything," Monika assured her.
Instead of responding, Monika Prime stepped towards the pantry and grabbed a small bag of chips.
"I guess I'll go back to reading this fix-it fic I found," she said.
"A fix-it fic? What's it about?"
"Like all fix-it fics. Whether someone didn't like how something occurred in the original or just giving certain characters…" Monika Prime closed her sorrow filled eyes. "Certain characters a happier life…"
Her voice and how she carried herself, it was clear to Monika that her counterpart had been through some dark times. But before she could try and console her, she heard the sudden sound of plastic hitting the table plastic clattering against the wood table. Not too long after, she felt her right arm slip off the table. Strangely enough, she didn't feel it rubbing against anything as it did.
She looked down and to her horror, found that her arm was completely transparent.
"Hu-!?
Monika stared at the blank white page before her. Her journal was just waiting for the next entry to be recorded in it. But even though she had many thoughts that could be written down, she just couldn't find it in her to do it.
Negative emotions have their place in any genre in literature. Without them, the wealth of exclaimed stories wouldn't be so vast. But even knowing this, she still couldn't find it in her just to write the next log in her journal.
She tapped her heart-tipped pen against her right cheek as she thought about her research last night. She tried to find anything she could that could explain Shujinkou's condition, but she it was all for naught. She could only imagine how the other and his family felt about this.
"Penny for your thoughts?"
Monika looked up from her journal and watched her alternate self walk into the kitchen.
"I haven't really thought about anything else since yesterday," Monika said.
"I understand," Monika Prime empathized as she stepped towards the pantry.
She grabbed a small bag of chips and silently walked back through the kitchen doorway.
Monika hasn't really spoken much since Shujinkou ended up in his current state. I guess it most have affected her especially since she was there when it happened.
Monika once again started to tap the cap of her pen against her cheek until a strange feeling came over her. She instinctively looked down at her hand. Just the other day, she was sure a part of it was disappearing. Even though nothing had happen since then, she had the strangest feeling that something much worse occurred.
Déjà vu?
Chapter 2: Past Times
Sayori had been stuck in sticky situations before. In fact, she was used to them. But no matter what kind of trouble she would get in, she would always pull through. Unfortunately, most of those moments usually involved having someone else around to pull her through and now wasn't one of those times.
"Auntie H?"
"Yes, Sayori?"
"How did we end up like this again?"
Sayori glanced down at the many threads that bound her and Hiro together.
"I don't really know myself," Hiro weakly chuckled. "I told you we shouldn't have done this unsupervised."
"But I knew that it would get your mind off of- Well, you know."
"Well, you're plan did do that," Hiro gently assured her. "I just wish it didn't lead to both of use being tied down."
"How do others make knitting look so easy?" Sayori wondered aloud. "Do we have any way out of this?"
"Did someone ask for a way out of something?"
Just when it seemed like they would be trapped together in Shujinkou's room for a long time, Hisa walked in with a scissors in hand and a knowing smile on her face.
"Ask and Lady Hisa shall bring scissors thanks to her Hisa sense."
She wasted no time cutting the threads that bound the two, freeing them.
"Thanks Granny Hisa," Sayori beamed.
"Yeah, thanks Mom…" Hiro sheepishly thanked.
"I know you said have some problems when you're unsupervised Hiro, but how did you two end up in a frankly comical dilemma?" Hisa asked.
"We don't know," the two answered in near unison.
"Mm-hmm… By the way, Hiro, there's a gentleman with flowers and chocolates for you at the door."
"Oh, he must be the guy," Sayori thought aloud.
"The guy?" Hisa shot a curious look at her daughter.
"Eh?" Hiro's cheeks grew bright red with embarrassment. "Uhm… I better go and make an appearance. I wouldn't want to be rude after all."
She then rushed out of the room with her mother calmly following behind. She could hardly stifle her laugh as she loudly announced. "I thought I was the cool parent and yet you're still hiding boyfriends from me?"
"Mom!" Hiro cried.
Sayori chuckled and sat down on Shujinkou's bed. At least her mind is a little off worrying about Shiko.
But thinking that reminded her of her own worries.
I wonder if he'll wake up today…
She daintily kicked her feet back and forth until she felt something brush against her right foot. Jutting out from the bottom of the bed was a small cardboard box.
Quickly succumbing to her natural curiosity, Sayori reached for and brought the box to her face.
"Isn't this the box we used for our time capsule? But I thought we already took our stuff out of it."
She removed the top of the box, her eyes widening with surprise as they beheld the contents that lied inside.
"This is…" Sayori reached into the box and pulled out a piece of notebook paper.
On one side was a crude drawing of three kids playing detective while on the other side was a drawing of two of those kids in a cardboard box. She remembered drawing this long ago; her account of the fun she had on those days.
I thought Shiko would've gotten rid of this... A small smile formed on Sayori's lips as she recalled the last time she talked to Shujinkou before their reunion a few months ago. So he didn't completely shut us out back then…
Chapter 3: Guilt and Anger
Natsuki continued to pick with the food provided to her by the hospital cafeteria. She hasn't been in the building for three days and had to force herself to visit.
"Natsuki?"
Sitting across from her was Yuri. The young maiden sported the same sad and worried look she had since they met near the entrance.
"Yeah?" Natsuki replied.
"How have you been?" Yuri asked.
"Honestly… I've been feeling like a jerk."
"How come?"
"I called Shujinkou a 'Stupid, Selfish, Dummy'. I essentially got mad at him for fainting out of nowhere."
"You shouldn't attack yourself. It was just anger born from your own worry."
"And I directed it at someone who's not feeling well right now. It's like him almost kissing Mali all over again."
"Ah…" Yuri could remember exactly how she felt at that moment; the emotions she tried to pretend she never had. "That was a pretty upsetting time. But I genuinely believe that he was only going to do that for the sake of the club."
"Yeah, well, it doesn't change the fact that I got mad at him then too…" Natsuki sighed.
"Sometimes… The strong feelings you feel towards someone can make you feel anything in moments like these, even anger," Yuri said in the best consoling tone she could manage.
"I guess… I guess I was just thinking about what it would mean to me if something serious did happen to him."
The thought of that scenario coming to pass scared Natsuki. Losing her first close friend may be more than she could bear.
But there was nothing she could do now but hope that it wasn't too serious.
"What about you?" she suddenly asked.
"Me?" Yuri responded perplexed.
"Yeah, what's been going on with you?"
"Well, I guess I've been feeling a little… I guess guilty might be the right word."
"What do you have to feel guilty about? You weren't even around when it happened."
"Well… When the doctor proposed that Shujinkou may have mentally retreated into himself…" Yuri closed her eyes, recalling Shujinkou's emotional state when they last talked. "He was already having issues like seeing visions and I feel like something I said to him may have been one of the things to cause him to shutdown."
Natsuki shot the young maiden a perplexed look. "Wait? What do you mean he was seeing visions?"
"He told me that he's been spontaneously seeing and that he was worried what they might mean. They were really bothering him," Yuri explained.
"I would ask whether or not he was daydreaming but considering the two Monikas running around, him seeing visions makes as much sense as anything else." Natsuki groaned as she wondered when their lives became a fantasy. "Ugh… These last few days have been an emotional rollercoaster."
She slumped back in her seat, pondering what could possibly happen next.
"Wait… Why would something you say help cause a mental shutdown?"
"Well…" the young maiden averted her gaze as she started playing with her hair.
"I'm pretty sure it was just the visions," Natsuki said, cutting Yuri off before she could say anymore. "I can't see you having anything to do with it at all. That's just sounds like an inflated ego to me."
"Oh…" Understanding the meaning behind her words, Yuri simply nodded her head in agreement. "You're right."
Chapter 4: Revelation
Monika silently approached the bed Shujinkou's body currently occupied. For three days she had hoped that there would be some kind of change, but nothing has. She honestly didn't know if she should be grateful or not.
"So… I honestly don't really know what to say. I know you've said you've been feeling weird lately and I know modern medical science doesn't have an answer to everything, but since you've said that weird things have been happening to you since Monika showed up, I can't help but wonder if the state you're in has something to do with that.
If we take what we know from fiction, there are so many reasons why you're in the state you're in. But it would be pretty easy to say you're mind is somewhere else but okay at the same time."
She sighed a defeated sigh as she took in the sight of his sleeping face.
"I really wish I had something else to say. I'm sure you're tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. But I really can't stop thinking about it myself and the mystery of it all doesn't help. Not knowing the true reason why you're like this is a double-edge sword; it can give hope and make others worry too. It's why I can understand why Sayori has a hard time being hopeful too. Though, the most hopeful of us having a hard time doing that also make it hard to be hopeful myself."
Monika…
"Eh?" Monika looked around the empty room. It was still just her and Shujinkou's unconscious body. "Who?"
Monika…
She looked down at her friend. "Shujinkou?"
Hand…
"Huh?"
My hand…
"Your hand?"
Slowly and cautiously, Monika reached for Shujinkou's left hand. The moment her skin touched his, her mind was assaulted with a replay of the moment Shujinkou fainted. It played in her head twice; once from his perspective and the other from her counterpart's perspective.
She quickly retracted her hand, trying her hardest to fathom what she saw and why it happened.
Chapter 5: Meeting
"Just Monika."
Those were the last words Shujinkou could remember before he was whisked away to the dark. What happened to him before then was confusing. He saw things that just didn't seem logical. It was like seeing a video game play out in front of him, except it involved his friends or another version of them.
Trying to wrap his head around everything was the only thing he could do. It felt as if he was drifting in a void cut off from the real world. There was no light, no sound; he wasn't sure if his eyes were even working or if his body was still in one piece. He didn't even have the courtesy of freaking out.
Despite his position, he felt an unnatural tranquility keeping him from feeling any fear. It was almost comforting.
Soon a single beam of light broke through the darkness and engulfed his entire being.
"Come on…"
Am I dying?
It seemed like the light was beckoning him to the afterlife. But whether he wanted to or not, whether he went to it or ran from it, he couldn't move. Maybe this was purgatory; forever keeping between life and death and taunting him with a way out.
"Hey!"
Suddenly, what was possibly the first sensation in what seemed like forever centered on his right cheek: Stinging pain.
"Ow!" he cried as the light dissipated.
Once it was clear, he found himself in the grip of a stranger. Shujinkou was at a loss of words, not because he was suddenly in the middle of a forest clearing with someone he had never met before, but because of the unusual features she possessed.
He found himself drawn to her eyes; her right eye was a deep red and her left a dark violet but both possessed sharper pupils than anyone he has ever met. Black lines ran below her eyes. Under the right, a full line drooped to the bottom of her face whilst the left was sharper and stopped in the middle of her cheek. Her ears were also long and pointy to match her particularly sharp canine teeth.
"Finally. I can't believe you've fell asleep here," the girl said.
"Huh? Where exactly is here?" Shujinkou said.
"I don't know," the girl nonchalantly shrugged. "Either your head or mine."
"Huh?"
Shujinkou watched her tie her silver hair back, waiting for her to continue. But she never did.
"Um… Excuse me…"
"Yeah?"
"What do you mean my head or yours?" Shujinkou questioned.
"You tell me. I'm just minding my own business until I feel someone desperately trying to get my attention. Except they were nowhere I could get to. Fortunately, whoever was doing that, i.e. you, left a link, so I followed that link so… Pretty sure we’re in your head or inner world or maybe this is some middle place.
The girl scratched the back of her head before shrugging, "I don't know, they're pretty much the same anyway."
"Um…"
Shujinkou was once again at a loss for words. Normally, he would figure that he was just dreaming a non-human teenage girl was trying to explain what happened to him, but given recent events regarding Monika Prime and his visions…
"So… You visited me in my head?" he asked.
"You called me or were calling someone and I just answered. You must have been through something traumatic to be unconscious while you're unconscious. I guess you were calling for help before someone finds your body or something."
Shujinkou rubbed his red right cheek. He was sure that her hand was imprinted on it. "Is that why…?"
"Had to wake you up. You're too easy to posses the way you were. Pretty much asking for someone to have fun in your body," she nonchalantly explained.
"Oh… In that case, thanks… Um…"
"Karizu."
"Thanks, Karizu."
Shujinkou scratched his still throbbing red right cheek. Something about her seemed familiar, except it felt like he was experiencing someone else's familiarity.
Karizu soon stood up and found a nearby stump to plant herself on. Her composed, yet interested eyes were trained on him as she asked, "So… What's going on with you?"
"Not really sure myself…" Shujinkou sheepishly answered.
"Should've known. But you know, it's not really normal for a human to end up here on their own; doubly not normal for one to pretty much announce it."
"Well, things haven't really been normal lately.
"How so?"
Shujinkou explained everything that happened to him ever since his first encounter with Monika Prime. Karizu's eyes were filled with more and more surprise as he told her his tale.
"You're seriously in a harem where two of the girls competing for you being alternate versions of themselves?" Her eyes squint as Karizu examined Shujinkou from head to toe. "Wow… You are one lucky passive human."
"Is that really what you took from all of this…?" He awkwardly scratched his right cheek. He felt like he should have known that would be the part that anyone would comment on.
"Only interesting part," she replied with an unapologetic shrug. "Anyway, sounds like your first introduction to other worlds while also explaining why I had to meet you like this."
Karizu then jumped up from the stump and landed in front of Shujinkou in a flash.
"Something's weird about you."
"Weird, how?"
"You're seemingly a normal human and yet you made a call that reached my world."
"So, you are from another dimension."
"Even if someone's consciousness or spirit called out to someone, I'm pretty sure it would be limited to their world so… I don't really know what's going on with you."
"I see…"
Shujinkou didn't know how to feel. Not being normal may explain why he's the only one being affected this way since Monika Prime's arrival.
"Anyway, you should probably wake up now," Karizu suggested. "Who's knows how long you've been asleep in your world."
"R-Right."
Shujinkou closed his eyes; his breathing completely still as he centered his thoughts on nothing but waking up.
…
He heard the sound of someone chuckling and opened his eyes.
"You have no idea what you're doing, do you?" Karizu asked.
"Not really…" he admitted.
"Alright," Karizu pressed her right index finger against the center of Shujinkou's forehead. "See ya."
With barely a gesture, Karizu sent Shujinkou hurdling though the surrounding forest. Everything from his point of view distorted as he felt the speed of his sudden flight grew before suddenly finding himself staring at a darkened ceiling.
He felt groggy and confused as he sat up.
"Shiko!"
A pair of hands excitedly wrapped themselves around him.
"Sayori?"
"You're awake! You're awake!" she happily cheered, hugging him even tighter.
"Shiko?"
"Ah!" She immediately released her grip on and sheepishly chuckled. "Sorry, I was just happy."
"You deserve to be after a certain someone caused us to worry nonstop lately," Natsuki said with a knowing grin.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he tried to figure out what was going on. He was currently in a hospital room with Sayori, Natsuki and Yuri visiting him.
"How long was I out?" he asked.
"You were unconscious for 3 days," Yuri answered.
"3 days?" Shujinkou once again scratched his right cheek. Karizu was right. I can't believe I was gone for days.
"Aw… The Monikas just missed you waking up," Sayori thought aloud.
"Monika?" For some reason unbeknownst to him, just hearing that shared name worried Shujinkou.
Chapter 6: Confrontation
Monika Prime stared at the contents of the vending machine in front of her. She wasn't sure what more of a letdown was: the selection or the price for them.
"Monika."
She turned towards the direction of the one who called her name. In front of her was her herself from the current reality she was in. She looked confused and especially worried.
"Did something happen, other me?" Monika Prime asked.
"Monika… What did you do to Shujinkou?" Monika questioned.
"What do you mean?"
"I can't really explain it but I somehow felt what happened when Shujinkou lost conscious in front of you. You were scared and tried to do something to him. I don't mean to say you purposely tried to get him to end up like he did, but I know it's due to whatever you were doing."
Monika Prime silently stared at her counterpart before turning back to the vending machine. She pressed a combination of buttons and reached down to receive a bag of chips.
"You know, I didn't pay for this," she said as she opened the bag. After gingerly taking a bite from a single chip, she shifted her gaze back to her other self. "Stuff like this I figured out pretty quickly after figuring out where I ended up."
"What do you mean?"
"I also figured out how to make new locations and other things like what's happening to your arms."
Spurred on by her words, Monika glanced down to find that she could see through her own arms.
"What?" she exclaimed.
"Could even do something like that, I have some experience with manipulating the world around me and yet the only person I couldn't was Shujinkou. It's not like I wanted to manipulate his emotions or anything. At first, I was just trying to plant the restaurant we went to in his head before we went there, but I couldn't. Instead, I had to add evidence that it's always been around to compensate for that. Couldn't really find a good description for the exterior though and the interior I left enough gaps for imagination.
I tried again when it seemed like Shujinkou saw something I wish he didn't, moments from my reality, but t seemed to cause him to faint."
Monika couldn't even fully process what she just heard. Through her hands, she could see her feet slowly beginning to lose its solid form too.
Horrified by what was happening to her, she looked around for help. But no matter how much she cried for help no one would even sneak a look at her.
"I kinda also erased you from everyone's mind in the building," Monika Prime added.
Tears filled Monika's eyes as she watched more and more of her body became translucent. "Why?"
I know it was confusing, but if I gave any hints, I would have been seen through right away. But to answer this sudden turn of events… Remember what I told you earlier about happier endings and fix-it fics?"
"What does that have to do with anything?"
"Well, I don't think I have enough time to properly explain. Just that… I want what every other Monika got a chance at having. But to have that I need to be the Monika of that reality and the only way to do that is to get rid of the Monika that's already there."
"You mean you've been planning to get rid of me this whole time?"
Monika Prime remained silent as she watched Monika's body fully lose its solid form. Her cold, composed eyes fueled the hopelessness of the situation she was in.
Monika watched as her feet slowly started vanishing from sight. Her entire existence was beginning to fade away before her eyes.
"Is this really okay with you, Monika…?" Monika asked. "I felt what you felt then. You were scared and didn't want others to see you differently."
Monika Prime continued to stare at her in silence as her counterpart's legs slowly disappear.
"Yeah…"
Monika closed her eyes and waited for the inevitable. It wouldn't be long now; she could feel more and more of her body fade away.
"Monika!"
That one word filled her with a small bit of hope, or rather the person who sad that. Behind her was Shujinkou. The concern he expressed on his face was comforting.
"What's happening to you?" he questioned.
"Shujinkou…"
As much as she would like to explain, she knew she didn't have that much time left. Instead, she simply smiled at her friend.
"I really enjoyed being club president. Meeting everyone since then were some of the happiest moments of my life. Please tell the others that too."
Shujinkou could feel his entire body tremble. For the second time in his life, he was about to witness another death of someone he cared about happen in front of him and just like last time, he couldn't do anything about it.
"Goodbye," Monika giggled until she was finally gone.
Words failed Shujinkou as the tears he fought back finally flowed out of his eyes. Once again, he felt confused, sad and powerless all at once.
"Monika…"
He fell to his knees as the full force of what happened hit him. He found himself once again wishing it was him.
"Why…? Why did this even happen?!" he cried. "I… Why… Why do I keep losing people I care about?"
He continued to expel tears from his eyes until he felt a finger gently wipe them away. Kneeling in front of him was Monika Prime.
"I can give it back to you, you know," she said.
"W-What?" he sniffled.
"That false pain you were born with, time wasted from the drama created just for amusement and sympathy. Would you like to keep it or would you like what you always wished you could have."
"What I want…? I… I just wish everything could go back to normal."
"Mm." Monika Prime stood up. "Actaully, I guess I can ditch 'Prime' now."
She then pressed her right thumb against her middle finger.
"Things won't be 'Two Meta' anymore after this, but at least everything will be back to normal and that's what everyone wants right?"
"What do you mean?"
"You'll subconsciously see."
A thin smile crossed Monika's face and she snapped her fingers signaling the end of-
Doki Doki Literature Club!: My Reality
Occasionally mad Writer: Crash5020
Initial publication run: 2018-2020
Fanfiction conception: Desire to write a proper and decent story for once.
Original Character Designer: Crash5020
Subduer of too many meta references: Crash5020
Keeping the spotlight equal director: Crash5020
Sometimes foregoes sleep to get chapters out: Crash5020
Constantly unsure of original characters: Crash5020
Constantly going back and forth over when Rei should speak: Crash5020
Desperately trying to come up with titles to make the credit section longer: Crash5020
Finally glad to have this huge weight of a story lifted from shoulders: Crash5020
Two Meta conception: Wanting to do something special for the 100th chapter. Also the reason for the name change.
The End
Thank you for reading.
A/N: And that was Two Meta. I've been thinking about this for a while but I think that it's probably best to stop the story here. I know things ended on an ambiguous and rather sudden downer ending, but I learned during my tenure as a fanfiction writer that I should subvert expectations whenever I can. Besides, a lot of stories taught me that not every story is completely conclusive and can have a happy end- end- end- enadjajfbbjbjjb
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You didn't really think things would end there did you. I'm sure some of you want a return to the slice of life stories these last couple of chapters deprived you of and I'm more than willing to contribute towards that goal.
So just sit tight until the next chapter, okay? Til' then.
- Monika
Chapter 110: Jamias Vu
Chapter Text
He could feel the water gently swirl around him. He thought it was the underwater currents pulling him deeper into the sea's grasp but, upon opening his eyes, he realized that was rising towards the surface.
Hoist over the line separating the ocean and sky, Shujinkou was soon washed onto the sandy shore of a beach. The sky was uncomfortably cloudy and beyond the shore of the beach was a barrier. The young man curiously approached the barrier and reached for it.
A small shock instinctively prompted him to his retract his hand back to his side.
What is this place?
"Go any further and you may never be able to go back."
A sharp chill crawled up the spine. It wasn't because of the shock of someone out of sight suddenly talking to him; rather it was the voice itself. It didn't sound sinister, but something about it was intimidating.
Slowly and cautiously, Shujinkou turned around. Standing in front of him was a figure wearing a black cloak. Their face was covered by a hood but their sharp red eyes shined through. They seemed familiar somehow, but they were also scary. Just staring into them robbed Shujinkou of all his strength.
The figure's arms rose towards the hood and pulled it away from their face.
Long silver hair spilled over the hood and dropped down to the figure's knees. Now staring at their lower body, Shujinkou noticed beneath the unzipped portion of the stranger's cloak was a black dress that ended just past their knees. It was a lighter shade of black that contrasted the darker variant that defined their cloak and the socks that completely covered their slender legs.
"Shujinkou."
Once again hearing that intimidating, yet composed voice prompted the young man to swiftly look back up at its owner; he feared what would happen if he didn't.
Face to face with the stranger once more, Shujinkou was surprised to find that it was a female that looked about his age. But that wasn't his only surprise.
Her face was as white as paper and two thick black lines ran from her emotionless eyes to towards the bottom of her face. Her ears were longer than normal and pointy and protruding from her head were two horns with black shackles wrapped around it.
Hanging from the shackles were chains; on the right was only one single broken link, on the left were two full links and a white skull at the end. The white skull was the same shape and stylized like the one connected to the black choker surrounding her neck.
She kinda reminds me of Karizu.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek before realizing that the sky was no longer cloudy. Now it was night with stars brilliantly shining above them.
"Shujinkou," she said once again.
"Huh? How do you know my name?" he asked.
The girl remained silent. She was just staring at him, but it was if she was staring into his soul. He was sure they could steal it to if they wanted to.
"Uhm… Do you happen to know where we are?"
"…You need to go back to where you came from," she said.
"Huh?"
The girl raised her right palm towards his face. That was the last thing he saw before the world around him was suddenly blanketed by darkness.
"Shujinkou…"
"Huh?"
"Shujinkou."
A familiar voice coerced him to leave the world darkness of sleep. He slowly his eyes opened them to greet the new day.
"Shujinkou?"
He could feel someone's hand gently shake him back and forth. A tired yawn burst through his lips and he rubbed his eyes as he slowly sat up in his bed.
"Wh-What's going on?" Shujinkou asked.
"We have school today? Did you forget?"
"School? But didn't we-?"
The moment Shujinkou stopped rubbing his eyes and beheld the owner of the voice he spoke too caused a spiral of emotions to explode within him.
Standing in front of him was a girl that bore a great resemblance to him. She brushed her messy brown hair away from her black eyes and contemplatively scratched her right cheek.
"You still here, Shujinkou?" she asked.
"Hiroko…?" A single tear crawled down Shujinkou's cheek as he stared at the person in front of him. "Hiroko!"
His tired, confused face immediately brightened up as he instinctively threw his arms around the girl.
"Um, good morning…?" she said perplexed.
Feelings of regret and happiness hit Shujinkou all at once as he embraced his twin sister.
"I think Sayori's hugging bug finally got to you, Shujinkou," she awkwardly chuckled as she continued to scratch her right cheek.
"Uh…" It finally dawned upon him as he released his grip on his sister; He had no idea why he was so happy to see someone he saw every day. "That was weird."
"Did you have a nightmare or something?"
"Nightmare…?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. It did feel like he just woke from a nightmare. "I don't think it was."
"Well anyway, we need to get ready for school."
"Right."
He didn't know what was going on or why he felt such relief seeing his sister but he also found himself not caring about the particulars. It was most likely just the result of waking up from such a strange dream.
That dream was the only thing on his mind as he got dressed. The girl he met in his dream; she was both scary and not scary at the same time. It felt like she was someone who wouldn't hurt someone on a whim, but also someone that shouldn't be crossed.
Once he was fully dressed, Shujinkou grabbed his bag and met his sister on the way to the steps.
"So, how's the new article coming along?" Shujinkou asked.
"It's not…" Hiroko sighed a depressing sigh. "I can't get with Fuyu and Rei's mom to pencil me in on an appointment because she's so busy. I know she's a prominent psychologist but still…"
"Maybe you could try reporting on something else?"
"My internship kinda depends on something pretty newsworthy and getting an interview with someone who doesn't usually do interviews would be pretty impressive. The only other thing I could think of would involve somehow knowing who Yoki is, score an interview with her without revealing who she is to the world before she's ready and is still somehow be credible…"
Hiroko contemplatively scratched her right cheek. "Besides, a reporter/columnist can't give up at the first sign of trouble, right?"
"I think so? I think it's very situational," Shujinkou answered.
"So, I'm going have to rely on journalistic instincts?"
"Pretty much. What about your school articles?"
"Nothing interesting happening right now. The last major thing reporting on was your Kōhai's pranking spree."
Shujinkou weakly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. He remembered the large scale pranks Mali pulled around the start of the semester and how it was his job to convince her to stop. He was successful in doing so, but he knew it was only because her interests shifted to something else entirely.
He followed his sister into the kitchen; there he found his mother, Hiro, and-
"Dad!?"
Sitting at the kitchen table was his father, Jomei, reading the news and drinking a cup of hot chocolate.
"Yes?" he replied.
Though more subtle, he sounded as confused over Shujinkou's sudden outburst as Hiroko was.
"Uhm…"
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. First he responded with surprise over seeing his sister and now his father.
What is going on with me?
Without saying another word, he awkwardly joined his father and sister at the kitchen table. Though it was something simple that he had experienced for years, it somehow felt foreign and nostalgic at the same time.
"You okay, kid?"
"Huh?" Shujinkou looked up at his father with surprise. "Y-Yeah."
"You sure? You seem like you lost your bearings."
"Was that pirate talk?" Hiroko asked.
"Possibly," Jomei shrugged before taking a sip of from his mug.
Labeled on in was "World's Greatest Dad". Just looking at those words caused conflicting feelings to collide within him. It was because of this that he spent breakfast in silence.
Once they finished their morning meal, Shujinkou and Hiroko walked outside where they were immediately greeted by Sayori.
"Shiko! Hiroko!" a giant smile stretched across her face as she skipped towards them.
"Sayori," the twins happily responded in unison.
They exchanged a brief glance with each other then turned their gaze back to Sayori.
"Morning," they once again said in unison.
"Wow, you two are in sync today," Sayori marveled.
"I thought we had worked it out…" Hiroko thought aloud.
"Oh, by the way, Hiroko…"
Sayori leaned towards her and whispered a question into her left ear.
"Isn't that kind of early?" she asked.
"I like to be prepared," Sayori insisted with her usual bright smile.
Hiroko scratched her right cheek. "Okay, I'll try and investigate things from my end."
"Thanks, Hiroko," Sayori beamed.
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Something about what was happening in front of him seemed off somehow.
And not just because they're talking secretly in front of me…
He couldn't explain it but something was bugging him. It was like a little voice in his head was trying to get his attention.
"Shiko?"
Brought back from the depths of his thoughts, Shujinkou was immediately taken aback by how close Sayori's face was to his own.
"What are you waiting for, Shiko? We got to get to school," she reminded him.
"R-Right."
…
This is weird.
Though his morning routine seemed a bit strange, school was as familiar as always. He went to class, soaked in as much knowledge as possible and, when the final bell rang, he walked to the clubroom. Everything was normal until the moment he arrived.
Thought it happened before, it was still just too surreal being the first one to arrive.
"Hi, Shujinkou."
The young man turned around to find Monika standing behind him..
"Monika."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Something about standing in front of Monika seemed strange somehow. Feelings of sorrow and awkwardness mixed together, forming a new sensation he couldn't fathom. His heart was also beating slightly faster than usual; the unknown sensation being the only thing keeping the pacing of his heart from reaching an unbearable level.
"Something wrong?" Monika asked with concerned eyes.
"…Not really. I'm just a little out of it today."
"Really? Have you had any headaches or feeling sick overall?"
"No."
"No seeing double or things that isn't there or any visions?"
"No, there's nothing physical wrong with me. It's just the usual I have no idea. My sixth sense is probably just screaming at me that I forgot something that I won't notice until I don't need it."
"I see…" Monika giggled. "Well, I'm glad it's nothing serious."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Monika's question seemed a little weird to him. The situation he was facing didn't seem to warrant any worry over those more serious medical conditions.
Though his confusion was quickly swept to the side the moment he realized that Monika was still staring at him.
"Um…"
"So, Shujinkou…"
A figure suddenly speed passed her and wrapped their arms around Shujinkou's left arm.
"M-Mali!?" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"Why are you always so surprised to see me, Senpai?" Mali giggled. "I'm starting to think you don't like having your Kōhai around."
"It’s not that. It's just that you kind of show up out of nowhere sometimes."
"I like to keep Senpai on his toes. Anyway, there's something I wanted to talk to Senpai about."
Without saying another word, Mali eagerly led Shujinkou into the hallway.
Now alone in the clubroom, Monika could only weakly chuckle, "So, this is what it feels like to be on this side of that happening…"
Not too far away, Shujinkou and Mali perched themselves on the still of one of the many nearby windows.
"So, what did you want to talk about, Mali?"
"Nothing in particular, I just wanted to see how Senpai is doing?"
"Um… I'm doing fine?"
"Really?" Mali stared intently into his eyes and giggled. "Senpai is so transparent."
"I probably can't argue that point."
"Senpai is so honest with himself," a innocent smile crossed Mali's face. "It just explains so much, doesn't it?"
"Explain what?"
Mali simply giggled and walked away.
"What just happened?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
"Good afternoon, Shujinkou."
Something about that familiar voice caused the strange feeling Shujinkou felt all day to grow. Slowly and cautiously, Shujinkou turned around to find Yuri standing behind him. He felt his heart beat against his chest the moment their eyes met. Without a nullifying counter emotion, the pace his of his heart beat was as intense as he thought it would be a few moments ago.
Unable to maintain contact for long, the young man averted his stare.
"Is something wrong," she worriedly asked.
"N-No…"
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek as he pondered what was happening.
Why does it feel so awkward just being near Yuri?
But no matter how much he thought about what the cause can be, nothing came to mind.
"Did… Did I possibly do something to offend you?" Yuri asked.
"No… It's just… Honestly, I don't know what it is. I'm just…"
His world suddenly went dark as he heard a playful, "Guess who?"
"Um… Nowa?"
"No."
"Bubbles?"
"No."
"Sae?"
"I don't even wear glasses."
"To be fair, she doesn't need them, Sayori."
Sayori removed her hands from over Shujinkou's eyes. Though their brief interaction provided him with some levity, it did nothing to ease the strange feeling gnawing away at him.
…
Shujinkou sat along the edge of the front porch to his house. The sky was still blue when he came out to think but that was then; now the sky was tinted orange. Not too long from now, it will be night. Another strange feeling made itself known as he realized that fact; a sudden preference of night over day.
"Shujinkou."
Ripped away from the tangled web of his erratic thoughts, the young man looked up to find Monika standing in front of him.
"Hey, Monika. What are you doing here?"
She pulled a familiar looking sketchbook from her bag and presented it to Shujinkou.
"You left this at the club."
"Oh. Thanks."
He accepted his lost item and watched in silence as Monika sat down next to him. Just like before, just looking at her made him feel a variety of different emotions he couldn't understand.
So many emotions to things to normal things can't be normal, at least that was what Shujinkou wanted to believe.
"So, feeling any better?"
"Better? About what?"
"I know you said it wasn't anything serious, but you were really quiet during today's club meeting. It seems like whatever's bothering you is more than just your sixth sense trying to tell you something."
"I couldn't really tell you what. I'm pretty sure that it's just one of those days where everything feels off even though nothing is."
"Jamias Vu?"
"What?"
"Jamias Vu: the illusion that the familiar does not seem familiar. I think that's what you're expreinencing right now."
"The illusion that the familiar isn't familiar…?" Shujinkou thought about what he was told. He didn't think there was actually an explanation to what he was feeling. "And I thought you were talking about a level from Ground Zeroes."
"Nope. But anyway, I wouldn't really worry about it. Everyone has Jamias Vu every now and then."
"Oh," Hearing that finally offered him the relief he needed. "Well, I'm glad it's not a sign that I'm going crazy."
"Glad I could assuage that fear."
Monika suddenly stood up.
"Well, I have to hurry and get home. See you later."
With a smile wave goodbye, Monika took her leave.
"Huh… Everyday my question of your intentions in regards to your club grows."
Stepping through the door behind Shujinkou was Jomei.
"It's not like that!" Shujinkou denied.
"Hmm… So surrounding yourself with women-?"
"It's circumstantial. You know I joined because-"
For some strange reason, Shujinkou couldn't bring himself to finish that sentence. Making matters even more confusing, he felt a brief ache in his heart; a flash of regret.
What was that? More Jamias Vu?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek until, from the corner of his eyes, noticed his father walk a few feet in front of him. Tucked between his hands was a basketball.
"Want to toss the ball with your not really old man?" Jomei suggested.
"Um… Sure," Shujinkou nodded his head.
He opened his hands and caught the ball he was thrown.
"Seriously though, I kinda get the feeling that your club friends may think of you as more than a friend."
"I doubt that," Shujinkou rebuked, tossing the ball back at his father. "Besides, you've been saying the same thing about Sayori for years."
"And why do you think I'm wrong."
"Because I'm not the type of guy that would attract that kind of attention from so many girls. I'd be lucky to have one girl think of me that way."
"And why do you think that would be difficult?"
"I don't know. The only thing I know about romance is from TV, books and video games. Most of them are romantic bonding through a huge adventure which is something I can't do in real life. Other than that, it's usually love at first sight which I'm pretty sure I'll never be on the sight side of. Honestly, I don't really know how finding a girlfriend even works."
"I see… Changing subjects: Do you even want a girlfriend?"
"Well… Yeah, but… It's just…"
"You're not obsessed over it like those high school caricatures on TV."
"Yeah… Hey, Dad. How would you know when you would want to date someone?"
"Well, you could look at someone, think "they're quite attractive" and ask them out."
"I really can't see me just asking someone out like that. I'd be too afraid they'd laugh at me."
"Or you could try and get to know them and feel them out. See if there's any chemistry there before asking them out or not."
"Is that what you did with Mom?"
"Actually, she asked me out."
"Really?" Shujinkou's eyes widened with amazement. He had always thought his father asked his mother on a date, not the other way around.
"Yep. I was just minding my business on the beach and she asked me on a date."
"That simple?"
"That simple," Jomei shrugged. "At least from my side."
"Can it really be that simple?" Shujinkou doubted.
"It depends on the pairing. Some are blind to the feelings of other and need time realizing it which is the reason women say men are dense. Apparently a lot of us are blind to obvious signals."
"Huh."
"Then again, that's coming from a species that send mixed signals themselves. One side's blind and the other struggles to send a constant sign; it's a wonder anyone gets together."
"So…"
"So… I guess you just keep doing what you're doing and things will happen."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He didn't really feel like he learned anything useful.
Then again, he's just telling me the only thing he can; it's not like Dad can tell me how to do things from my walk of life.
I guess it really is up to me on my side. I mean, it would be nice to have a girlfriend. That doesn't sound possessive does it? It would be nice to be in a relationship? Would I even be a good boyfriend? I think I'd be okay? Maybe I should ask Kiyoko; she would give me an unbiased opinion.
His thoughts were soon interrupted by a hand ruffling his hair.
"Don't give yourself a headache over it, kid," Jomei chuckled as he walked into their house.
Shujinkou once again scratched his right cheek. Something about that usual show of affection seemed oddly foreign to him. But more odd than that was how happy it made him.
The strange feeling he felt- Jamias Vu. That was all it was. It shouldn't be long until it disappeared right?
"I guess I was worrying over nothing today." Shujinkou said as he walked inside.
Chapter 111: Empty Reminders
Chapter Text
The day before, he walked down the third year hallway and noticed Monika patiently standing next to the club room door.
"What are you doing out here, Monika?" Shujinkou asked.
"There was something I wanted to talk to you about," Monika replied.
She pulled a small slip of paper out of her jacket pocket and handed it to Shujinkou.
"This is something I got for my work during the school festival," Monika explained.
Shujinkou's eyes lit up as he read through the contents of the slip.
"A free limited edition parfait for two?" Shujinkou read aloud. While on the outside he retained a calm, yet surprised attitude, on the inside Shujinkou was very excited. He loved eating sweets and the thought of getting a parfait that is usually out of his price range was almost enough to make him show his excitement on the outside too. But his initial excitement quickly turned into confusion, prompting him to thoroughly read through all the lines again."For two… You mean the two of us?"
"Mm-hmm," Monika nodded. "It's a special couples' coupon."
"B-But…" Shujinkou stammered.
He was so flustered that he couldn't finish his sentence. Was Monika possibly asking him out on a date?
"I know we're not a couple," Monika said. "But we wouldn't want it to go to waste, would we? It expires soon."
"But why me?" Shujinkou asked. He really wasn't sure why Monika would want to go with him of all people. Surely there a lot of other people she could have asked.
"Well…" Monika went quiet for a moment before finishing her sentence. "I just thought it would be fun to do something together as fellow club members."
…
Shujinkou opened his eyes. Instead of walking into the old clubroom, he found himself lying in his bed. With a large yawn, He slowly sat up and rubbed his eyes.
"The couples' coupon…"
That was one of the first times he ever spent time with Monika alone. It was a happy memory, yet it also a memory that started to upset him.
Must be more Jamias Vu… I think…
Thinking about it made him confused and feel a little empty.
Shaking his head, Shujinkou jumped out of bed and walked out into the hallway. He noticed one of the doors open; it was Hiroko's. Taking a peek inside, he found his sister typing away on her laptop.
"Whatcha doing?" he asked.
"Hm?" Hiroko glanced up. They met eyes for a brief moment before she turned her gaze back to her laptop. "Oh, I'm just working on something for Fuyu. Everything's stagnant on the journalist front, so I have some time to do my VP work."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Besides his sister, he's never heard of any vice president being able to address their job as a side project.
Only Fuyu could let someone get away with that.
"Annnnnnnnnnd… Done," Hiroko gently closed her laptop and stretched her arms.
"Already?" Shujinkou marveled.
"I've been up since 6," she yawned.
"Wow… That's… Wow…"
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. The emptiness he felt earlier slowly grew.
"Are you okay, Shujinkou?"
Meeting eyes with his sister once again, Shujinkou could see nothing but worry in them.
"Yeah. Why do you ask?"
"You're…"
He felt something hot crawl down his cheeks. It was like when he met her again yesterday; seeing her for the first time in so long…
So long…? But I've seen her almost every day.
Shujinkou violently shook his head; just thinking about the strange feeling hurt his head.
"Shujinkou?"
Blinking twice, the child was shocked to find Sayori's face mere inches away from his.
I'm never going to get used to that, am I?
The girl before his eyes just stared at him. "What are you waiting around for, Shiko? It's time to go."
"Sorry," Shujinkou apologized as he awkwardly scratched his right cheek.
He watched as she swiftly turned her attention to Hiroko. A slight chuckle slipped through her lips. "You really shouldn't keep the birthday girl waiting, ya know."
"Sorry…"
Today was Sayori's 10th birthday. During the lead-up to this day, Shujinkou and Hiroko asked her what she wanted. Sayori insisted she didn't want anything but they both knew what she actually wanted.
Shujinkou could remember exactly what his sister said to him after Sayori went home then.
"We can't afford a mountain of varied sweets," Hiroko flatly said.
Without a real plan, the two decided to pursue their own routes regarding what to get Sayori for her birthday.
Not to mention one twin can't spoil the other's surprise.
Shujinkou had already given Sayori her present in the morning. He was honestly surprised by how much she liked it.
Hiroko on the other hand had been gone all morning. She eventually returned mid-afternoon with the announcement of a trip. It was right then and there that Shujinkou knew that whatever gift she came up with, it would completely surpass his.
"Hey, Hiroko…?" he asked.
"Yeah?"
"Does the place we need to go really need backpacks?"
Shujinkou gripped the straps of his backpack. He felt like he was ready to explore an uncharted area or go on an adventure.
"Maybe," Hiroko coyly answered. "Besides, it makes us look like explorers like Dora, right? It's cool, huh?"
"Actually, I kinda feel like Sly Cooper in Thevious Raccoonus, but yeah, it's cool."
A vindicated smile crossed his twin's face. "Right?"
"Super cool!" Sayori beamed.
"Mm-hmm. Come on! Vámonos!"
With Hiroko taking the lead, the three began their journey.
"Hey, Hiroko, where are we going?" Sayori asked.
"That's part of the surprise," she answered.
"What's there?"
"That's also part of the surprise."
"Is it like Mooey?"
"Mooey?"
Sayori raised a pouch over her face. Held between her hands was a cartoonish depiction of a cow head with a single long string strapped over her right shoulder.
"It's the gift Shiko got me. He carries snacks and candy around for me. He's great."
"She named it pretty quickly," Shujinkou added.
Hiroko turned her attention to Shujinkou, then back at Sayori. Having bore witnessed to the glow that emanated for her face as she talked about the gift her brother gave her…
"…I'm not so sure that I can beat that," Hiroko weakly chuckled.
Hiroko scratched her right cheek. A part of her approved of her the interaction while another part-
"Is it edible?" Sayori suddenly asked.
"It's the first 10 digits of pi."
A look of anticipation landed on Sayori's face. "You got me pie? What flavor?"
"Uh… No, I was referring to the Greek letter; P-I." Hiroko explained.
"Pie is a letter in Greek?"
"No, it's a kind of a math thing. They teach in algebra."
"Isn't that a higher grade level class?" Shujinkou asked. "I knew it had letters, but now Greek letters? Older kids' math is sounding harder than I thought."
"It honestly sounds misleading…" Sayori mumbled. "I kinda want pie now…"
"Suddenly, I want chocolate pie," Shujinkou thought aloud.
"Chocolate pie…" Sayori dreamily repeated.
"I'm starting to think that my gift is going to fall short of pie…" Hiroko sighed.
…
After a treacherous journey of walking, the three arrived at the entrance of a local high school.
"You're birthday gift is at a school?" Shujinkou asked.
"Kinda sorta," Hiroko replied. "Follow me."
Shujinkou and Sayori curiously followed Hiroko around the school and towards a worn down building.
"What is this place?" Shujinkou asked.
"It's an old, abandoned section of the school," Hiroko answered. "I haven't found out why they haven't torn it down yet."
They walked inside. The interior was full of dust and paint of on the walls was peeling off. A few desks were overturned and some of the windows were broken and boarded up with wood.
Taking a second look around as he followed Hiroko to a nearby stairwell, Shujinkou wondered how such a foreboding place was still on a school's property.
"You're leading us to a creepy basement as hostages, are you?" he jokingly asked.
At least, part of him was joking. Another part of him was legitimately worried about the being to a creepy basement.
"Have you been reading Spider-Man: The Manga again?" Hiroko asked.
"It was my first Spider-Man." Shujinkou pointed out.
"I still can't believe that out of all the Spider-Men out there, yours was probably the most depressing one from 1970."
Sayori nodded her head in agreement. "Those stories really were depressing Shiko. I don't think any of them had any happy endings."
"I know and I'm pretty sure the later stories weren’t meant for kids…" Shujinkou admitted. "I just wonder what that one panel was when Yu was in the dark after thinking about older girls that weren’t… Um… wearing clothes.
I don't really understand what that was."
"Um…" Hiroko's face darkened with anxiety and horror. "It's nothing! He was just… Contemplating about where he was going in life."
"Like he had more important things to think about?"
"Y-Yeah, yeah! Anyway, I had to set you straight with Amazing and Ultimate Spider-Man."
"Yeah, Yu and his adventures are way different from Peter Parker. Also, kinda like Ultimate Spider-Man more than the original. I'm already at Issue 111."
"Really? I thought you were still on the first annual," Sayori said.
"I liked Spider-Man and Kitty hanging out…" Shujinkou admitted. "Though I gotta say, Hiroko, for a comic series about the original Spider-Man, the Amazing comics are pretty strange to read."
"What do you mean?"
"Like I'm reading a story in one issue then the next one is something else entirely."
Hiroko smacked her forehead. "Oh that's right. Sometimes Spider-Man stories switch between two titles like Amazing and Spectacular."
"Oh!" Sayori's eyes sparkled with realization. "So that's why Spectacular Spider-Man makes no sense. I was wondering why I was reading so many sequels to stories that weren’t in the series. Like how Spider-Man was happy that Black Cat was alive."
"Wait, Black Cat's Alive?!" Shujinkou gasped.
"Yeah. She shows up in Issue 74."
"Yes!" he cheered.
The children walked through an open doorway to the third floor. Like the first, it was dusty and worn down.
"Wait here; I'll get things ready."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he watched his sister disappear into one of the old classrooms.
"Hey, Shiko, check this out!"
Shujinkou curiously approached the window his best friend was near. Peeking through the wood boards, they could see almost every noticeable section of the school.
"You know, one day we'll probably be going to this school." Sayori solemnly said.
"Yeah. I bet high school isn't as fun as TV and books make it look like."
"And before that is Junior High School. Soon we'll be wearing uniforms and probably no longer be in the same class. There'll be a lot of new faces and probably a lot of new rules to learn; both school and how to act around others."
"Yeah…" Shujinkou released a tired sigh. "No wonder Junior High isn't shown so much… It sounds tiring…"
Sayori snuck a peek at Shujinkou.
"Well… At least we'll face those issues together, right?" she asked.
"Yeah. We'll face those together."
A bright smile stretched across Sayori's face. It was always a smile he wanted to protect.
"It's ready!" Hiroko called.
They followed her voice into one of the nearby classrooms. In the middle of the room was a surprisingly clean table with cake on top of it. Outlining the top were rainbow sprinkles and chocolate M&Ms and the center had one phrase spelled in turquoise frosting: Happy Birthday, Sayori!
"And that's not all."
An excited grin crossed Hiroko's face as she reached for a nearby line of rope. Once she pulled it, several balloons and confetti fell from the ceiling.
"Wow! This is amazing, Hiroko!" Sayori excitedly thanked.
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement.
Definitely better than Mooey.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He felt his soul change shade to his favorite color. But that wasn’t just the only thing he felt. There was another, unfathomable feeling. He felt empty; emptier than he did before.
Before? Before when?
Shujinkou felt someone tap him on his right shoulder before waving their hand in front of him. He shifted his gaze to Sayori who immediately started frantically talking.
At least, he thought she was. He couldn't hear exactly hear anything coming from her.
Sayori puffed her cheeks as she pouted until she noticed the cake from the corner of her eyes.
The 10-year old grabbed a fistful of cake and smothered her hands in it. She then walked to a nearby wall and used the frosting to begin writing on it.
Though he was confused, Shujinkou was also curious to what kind of message she was writing. It had to be important if she immediately jumped to using cake instead of looking for something else to write with.
As she continued writing he read aloud, "You… need… to… remember… your… Mon…"
Before she finished, a powerful force collided into Shujinkou and forced him through a nearby window.
"Wha?"
"Shujinkou?"
Blinking twice once again, Shujinkou found himself once again standing face to face with an older Hiroko.
"What just happened?" he asked.
"I don't know. You just stopped responding for a minute," Hiroko answered.
"Again?"
Again? When did it happen before?
Three times in just under 10 minutes he had to question how he instinctively responded to various scenarios. He found his it jarring to say the least. Before he could process what he just said, their parents soon walked by the door.
Shujinkou just stared at the two while Hiroko could barely stifle her chuckle. Not only were their parents bound by marriage, but now they were bound by several strings of yarn.
Only one question was on their son's mind. How did they even get upstairs?
Jomei exhaled a tired sigh. "Shujinkou, you really need to tell your mother to stop trying to sew things without you around."
"I just don't want to bother him while he's busy," Hiro said. "Though I have to wonder how I keep ending up in these comical situations lately…"
"Which is why you shouldn't do it without him," Jomei concluded.
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek. He truly didn't know what would be the right thing to say at the moment.
It was just strange enough for him to forget what he just went through.
Chapter 112: TGWBP II
Chapter Text
Fuyu reached for a nearby porcelain cup. The proximal interphalangeal joints of her fingers only briefly touched the side as she gripped the handle, but it was enough to feel the warmth of her favorite morning drink.
She slowly raised the cup towards her face and took a cautious sip of her hot chocolate. The intense heat caused her to immediately reel back.
It's a wonder I finish this every morning.
She steeled herself for another sip as her mother walked into the kitchen. Her eyes were glued to her phone as she walked to the coffee maker.
"Morning, Fuyu."
"Morning, Mom. Got anytime for interviews?"
"Not at all."
"Okay then. Need to convince Hiroko to choose another topic," Fuyu took another short sip from her cup. "Maybe some whip cream too."
"It's not that I want to stifle your friend's dreams."
"That would be against your profession."
"A bit more complicated than that," Kori replied as she casually sprayed whip cream over her drink. "But my schedule is a bit full."
"I can relate…" Fuyu said as she took a longer sip from her cup.
The moment she lowered the cup again-
"Rei!"
The sudden appearance of her adopted sister made her glad she swallowed before the shock hit her. She took a moment to catch her breath.
"Morning, Rei."
Rei silently raised her right hand and waved it. That was their usual morning greetings to each other. It started just after the finals before summer vacation.
She was surprised at first, but it felt nice to have some form of interaction with her sister that wasn't quiet stares. It eventually changed from just a morning greeting to just being Rei greeted people.
Lately, however, that usual greeting started having the opposite effect on her.
"Rei, already went to the other room."
Snapped out of her thoughts, Fuyu looked around. Like her mother said, Rei had already walked out of the room.
"Anything wrong, Fuyu?" Kori asked.
Her first instinct was to insist nothing was wrong, but she knew her mother would see right through that claim.
All Fuyu could think about was the inciting incident that started it all. It wasn't that long ago.
She could remember the cold breeze brushing against her face as she sat along the open window in her shared room.
It was for no other reason than to enjoy a moment's peace from her responsibilities. It was then when she heard someone approaching her home.
She looked down to realize it was Rei and Shujinkou.
"Here we are," he awkwardly said.
Rei simply stood next to the front door, silent and motionless. Fuyu thought her sister would wave goodbye, but she didn't.
"Um… I guess I'll see you later," Shujinkou waved goodbye and turned to leave before suddenly turning back around. "Oh wait!"
Fuyu watched Shujinkou dig into his pocket and present what looked like a white lily to her.
"They were giving this away at the botanical garden," he said. "I thought you would like it."
Rei slowly reached for the white lily and just as slowly brought it towards her chest.
"Well… Like I said before, I'll see you later."
Shujinkou once again waved goodbye and turned to leave.
"…nice…"
Fuyu was sure at that moment if her jaw could hit the floor it would. She has never even heard her adopted sister make a grunt or sneeze, let alone say a word.
She noticed Shujinkou was completely frozen in place. Moments later, he very slowly turned around; his shocked expression matching her own.
"Rei?"
"…Shujinkou is… Nice…" Rei slowly repeated.
Not another word was said as Rei walked into the house.
Fuyu felt a variety of mixed feelings ever since that night. She felt envious and resentment for that envy she felt towards someone she considered a friend and whom she personally asked to look after her adopted sister.
But… I've known her so long… How come she never spoke to me or at least since…
"Fuyu, Rei's waiting for you," Kori announced.
"Hu-? Ah!"
Fuyu almost dropped her cup from Rei's second sudden appearance. The silent teen slowly raised her school bag between their faces.
"Right. School." Fuyu sighed before putting up a defeated smile. "Let's go."
…
Shujinkou stood in front of the abandoned wing of the school. It still looked the same from when he was a kid; dusty and falling apart. He was fairly certain that some of the boarded windows on the first floor had some kind of cobweb.
Is that dust or an actual spider web?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, trying to make an educated guess until Natsuki approached him.
"Hey."
She looked at the building and then turned her curious gaze back to Shujinkou. "What are you doing here?"
"I was just thinking about the past," he answered. "My sister brought me and Sayori here on Sayori's 10th birthday to surprise her with cake and balloons and confetti."
"Really?"
A look Shujinkou could only describe as surprised and disturbed slowly formed on Natsuki's face. Once again, she looked at the building then looked back at her friend.
"It's kind of a weird place to have a surprise like that at…" she muttered.
"She kinda likes exploring like Gramps…" he weakly chuckled. "Even if it's at a place that looks like someone would hide a hostage."
Natsuki remained silent. She wanted to jokingly respond to that comment, but there was something more important she had to ask.
"Anyway… What was with you yesterday?"
"What you mean?"
"You were creepily silent and couldn't even look Monika and Yuri in the eye."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he recalled the club meeting the day before. "I was that obvious?"
"Neko girls from manga could tell; it was that obvious, Dummy," Natsuki bluntly answered.
Another weak chuckle slipped through Shujinkou's lips. "Yeah… Monika said I was just having something called Jamias Vu."
"What's that?"
"Um… Something that makes the familiar not feel familiar."
Once again, Natsuki stayed silent. She contemplatively scratched her right cheek as she said,
"So that's actually real? I thought that was just a level from…" she contemplatively scratched her right cheek as she tried to remember the name of the game. "Metal Gear Solid V: Ground Zeroes."
"Nope apparently it's real."
Natsuki worriedly looked into his eyes. Despite his casual responses, she could tell something was bothering him.
"So… You feel like everything doesn't feel right?"
"I guess. I'm sure it'll stop soon. And if it doesn't I can go to a military base off the shore of Cuba and eliminate Snatchers posing as human soldiers."
Natsuki averted her gaze. She was worried, but she couldn't think of something she could do. Perhaps it was just a strange feeling that would soon go away.
She breathed a tired sigh and looked back up at her friend."…You really need to invite me over and let me play some of your weirder games."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He didn't need to say a word for her to know what he was thinking.
"Yes, I know I'm saying that after happily accepting a game where a bandicoot is mutated and lives on a place called N'Sanity Island," she reluctantly acknowledged.
"And yet Kingdom Hearts is the series that makes its fans go N'Sane," Shujinkou chuckled. "But yeah, we can do that."
"R-Really?"
Surprise gripped Natsuki's heart. She didn't expect Shujinkou to take her words seriously.
"Yeah. I mean, if you want to."
"Um…" Natsuki's eyes darted around, desperately looking around for something to focus on. "I mean, sure. After all, you need to take responsibility for getting me curious on such confusing stuff…"
She finished her statement by crossing her arms in a huff. She tried her hardest to sound tough and nonchalant, but she just couldn't find it in her to go through with it.
Natsuki looked into Shujinkou's eyes. Like always, they were innocent and comforting. Her cheeks grew bright pink as she bit her lip. Despite saying it once or twice in the past, she still needed to scrounge the strength to respond, "I… I would love to."
"Great, it'll be fun to share the madness with a newcomer," Shujinkou grinned.
"Kinda already got a taste of that during the summer…" Natsuki sighed. "By the way…"
Natsuki dug into her school bag and handed Shujinkou a brownie wrapped in plastic.
"What's this for?" he asked.
"I don't need a reason to give you something, Dummy," she playfully reminded him.
"Sorry. Thanks, Natsuki."
Before he could take a bite, the bell signifying the end of lunch could be heard throughout the school grounds.
The two wasted no time returning to the school building. A plethora of students were shuffling to return to their classes. It was the usual sight, except for the encroaching shadow that enveloped him.
This… Is eerily familiar…
Call it sixth sense, but Shujinkou felt like he's been in a situation like this during the semester.
"Oh no…"
He quickly looked up, and then just as quickly raised his backpack over Natsuki's head.
"Close your eyes!" he instructed.
"What?"
Shujinkou's body tensed as he braced for the impact of a storm of water balloons. Each explosion of water felt it had more power than the last.
Thought it seemed like it would last forever, it eventually ended. Everyone in the vicinity was drenched barring a half-soaked Natsuki.
Shujinkou slowly retracted his backpack back to his side. "First Jamias vu then Déjà vu… I should start packing my bags and find the nearest U.S. Marine Base."
…
"The water balloon prank really happened again?" Sayori gasped.
Shujinkou glanced down at his backpack. "Yep…"
"Wow, there's a second semester classic moment…" Monika mumbled under her breath. "Anything else happened today?"
Yuri spun around, her eyes glued to hair as she did so. "There isn't any confetti in my hair is there?"
Sayori curiously circled around her. She answered with a bright smile, "Nope."
Her eyes were then drawn to Natsuki. Her school uniform didn't seem as water logged as Shujinkou's. "So… The water balloon prank again?"
Shujinkou nodded his head. "Yep."
"Seems like 'someone' is up their old tricks again…" Natsuki grumbled.
"Is it?" Sayori asked.
"What do you mean, 'is it'? Who else could it be?"
"I don't know. Pulling the same prank in the same place seems too… 'It's me'. Plus, I get the feeling if Mali was going to repeat a prank, she would add a new twist to it."
Natuski shot Sayori a disturbed look. "…I'm kinda scared you would say that like you know a lot about this."
"Gonna have to agree with you there…" Monika weakly chuckled.
"I believe this is an example of good observation and deduction skills, rather than an implication of pulling pranks herself," Yuri defended.
"Yeah! Besides I'm not good with pranks," Sayori insisted. "Right, Shiko?"
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "I feel like that's a trick question…"
Monika worriedly snuck another glance at Sayori before shifting her gaze towards Shujinkou. "What do you think, Shujinkou?"
"I… I don't really know… I guess-"
A hand reached out from behind and tapped him on his left shoulder. Standing behind him was Rei.
"Hey, Rei," Shujinkou greeted.
The silent girl raised a tiny sheet of paper for all to see.
"To Shujinkou, SOS in my office, Fuyu," he read aloud.
"Another SOS message?" Sayori marveled.
In response, Rei brought up another slip of paper for Shujinkou to read. "P.S. Once again, it's not a life-or-death emergency and I insist that you make sure the others don't come with you."
Looking around, Sayori realized that the eyes of the other female club members are fixed solely on her.
"It's at you guys too..." she pouted.
…
Fuyu paced back and forth in front of her desk. All day, she has received numerous complaints regarding "The Great Water Balloon Prank II" after lunch.
"Again with the pranks. I bet Haru doesn't have to deal with this."
Sitting on a nearby couch, Hiroko continued to tap away at the keyboard of her laptop without a care in the world. Without looking up, she nonchalantly replied with a single word. "Sister."
"Right… He has his own major issues…"
Fuyu's heart was full of sympathy until she heard a knock at the door. "Come in!"
The door slowly opened. Shujinkou stuck his head inside and looked around.
"Hey, Shujinkou," Hiroko greeted.
"Hey, Sis."
Shujinkou walked inside, followed closely by Rei. Seeing them together brought up the feelings of envy Fuyu had felt this morning, but she put it aside. There was something more important to deal with.
"Thank you for coming, Shujinkou," she formally greeted.
"No problem. What's going on?" he asked.
Fuyu adjusted her glasses as her eyes examined Shujinkou's clothing. "I think you have an idea… Have you seen Mali today?"
"No." Though he spoke thought truth, Shujinkou felt like an accomplice and an enabler. "You think she did this?"
He felt like kicking himself for asking that, but he had to know.
"I'm an advocate of innocent before proven guilty, but she is on the suspect list."
"Oh…"
"I do want to assure you I'm not just pointing fingers at her. Balloon falling from the ceiling is a classic prank and you never know who suddenly decided to be school prankster."
"Right." Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Have you talked to Mali?"
"No. She wasn't in class when I came looking for her," Fuyu answered.
"Right."
"Every period break," she added.
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek.
I can't deny that that's suspicious. But Mali does things that don't make sense to keep us on our toes and get an edge on us. She admitted to that.
"New school prankster. One time thing or a new wave of pranks incoming?" Hiroko announced.
"There's no theories in that article are there?" Fuyu asked.
"None at all."
"Continue on."
A small chuckled escaped from Shujinkou. Only his sister could remain calm in the face of a new story.
"So, is there any plan?" Shujinkou asked.
"The only thing we can do is to inform every student to keep their eyes and ears open. Also, do you think you can come to my office tomorrow?"
"To help you talk to Mali?"
Fuyu nodded her head and then adjusted her glasses. "Mm-hmm. I heard she's more cooperative when you're around."
"She is," Hiroko confirmed.
"Okay," Shujinkou agreed.
"Thanks and…"
Fuyu crept her way towards the office doors and reached for the left's handle. She gripped it tightly and turned back towards Shujinkou.
Without saying a word, she opened the door, causing the rest of the Literature Club to come tumbling in.
"Guys!?" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"How'd you know?" Monika queried.
With a tired sigh, Fuyu answered. "It comes from years of growing up with my mother."
"I told you the P.S. was directed at all of us…" Sayori nervously giggled.
…
Moments later, the club walked out of the school, breathing sighs of relief that they weren’t reprimanded for listening to a private meeting.
Everyone except Shujinkou; relief was the farthest emotion he felt.
"Penny for your thoughts?"
Right in front of him was Monika. For once, he wasn't too deep into his head to be shocked by the sudden call for his attention.
"It's just that… I kinda hope Mali wasn't the one who pulled the prank," he admitted. "She could have gotten expelled for her last pranks and I don't want that to happen to her."
"You seem to care about that more than she does," Monika replied.
"What do you mean by that?"
"Just that she doesn't seem to care about the consequences of her actions much. Then again, she seems confident she'll always come out on top no matter the situation."
"She is confident…" Shujinkou mumbled under his breath.
"I wouldn't worry too much though. Whether she did it or not, I'm sure it'll all work out," Monika assured him with a gentle smile.
Shujinkou didn't really know what to say. At first he was worried about Mali, but now he was stunned by Monika's caviler attitude towards the situation. He had never seen her act like that during a moment like this.
"Hey, are you two coming!?"
The two looked towards the front gate. There the other club members were waiting for them.
"Ready to go?" Monika asked.
"Yeah."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he followed Monika. For a moment, the unfamiliarity towards the familiar affected him more than before.
Chapter 113: Another Brief, Yet Interesting Meeting
Chapter Text
Hiroko flipped through the pages of Spider-Man: The Manga Volume 3. She breathed a tired, annoyed sigh as she gently closed the novel.
"I still don't know how you enjoyed this as a kid, Shujinkou."
She expected to hear some kind of a defense for the story but instead received silence. She curiously glanced to her left.
Sitting next to her was Shujinkou. His face was distorted with sorrow and it appeared that it wouldn't be long until he would start crying.
What is he reading again?
Her eyes lowered. In between his hands was a comic book. Leaning forward, she read the title on the front cover.
Ultimate Death of- Oh, I get it.
Shujinkou soon closed the book and sighed. "Every time… It gets me every time…"
"And to think that was your third Spider-Man," Hiroko joked.
"He was my favorite Spider-Man," he defended.
"So, can I ask you something?" Hiroko raised the book she was reading for him to see. "How did you enjoy this as a kid again?"
"I just did."
"But how? As a fan, this story is the complete antithesis of Spider-Man. There is no 'With Great Power, There Must Also Come Great Responsibility'. There's no happy endings. There's just… this."
In response to her accusation, Shujinkou simply raised his book and pointed to the words "Death of Spider-Man".
"Okay, let me rewind to the kid enjoying this part. This entire manga is depressing. First story, Yu gets his powers and accidently kills his friend/love interest's brother. I was thinking okay, it's a good alternative to the whole lesson of power and responsibility with an Uncle Ben.
Then there's the second story with the Lizard; Interesting concept and despite my earlier comment about there being no happy endings, the bittersweet nature of the ending fit the story. Same with the third, I gave that a pass.
Then the fourth story and fifth, I kinda got wary. It was definitely something Spider-Man would face but I was a little iffy on the ending. But it's the sixth story where all heck breaks lose.
I will support adaptations going their own direction but I'm trying to figure out what drawn you to this book. Like…
Story 6: Yu Under Suspicion. It starts with Yu getting blamed for attempted sexual assault. He beats the guys up at the end but sticks with the blame.
Story 7: Summer of Madness. An American soldier who was due to go back to Vietnam during the war went crazy with envy over the peace normal Japanese citizens have, started shooting people and we find out that Yu is bullet-proof.
Story 8: Where Am I Going? Yu, still being labeled a delinquent for sexual assault is wondering what to do with that life."
"You told me that was what he was thinking about in the first few pages when he was studying," Shujinkou interjected.
Hiroko anxiously scratched her right cheek. "In my defense, you were 10 when you were asking…
"That's true," Shujinkou conceded. "I'm really grateful you didn't tell me what it meant until I was old enough."
Hiroko cleared her throat and immediately picked up from where she left off.
"Yu gets involved with a charming delinquent and gets to see how delinquents really live.
Story 9: Woman of Winter. Yu skips school for a long time to follow a woman whose power of ice and snow kills people who abused her in the past before she commits suicide for her horrible life.
Story 10: Strangers. The three goons kidnap Yu, a stranger he was following because he felt she would be in danger and a high ranking police official, held them hostage to make a demand to release student guerillas just to be famous.
Story 11: The Mad Demon. Someone causes crashes for existential reasons.
Story 12: Shadow of Spider-Man. Someone Yu donates his blood to gains Spider-Man powers. The events drive his sister, who was also Yu's new love interest, insane and dies due to the blood eventually killing him
Story 13: The Golden-Eyed Witch. A woman with golden eyes seems to bringing out the worst out of everyone but she just can't control her powers and it's human's innate evil that caused the problem.
Story 14: The Woman and the Tiger. Last one. A woman was treated horribly, but instead of spontaenuly developing ice powers, she has an imaginary tiger maul everyone who hurt with Spider-Man cheering the tiger on! That's just wrong.
And the final page of the series practically spells out the overall theme of this story. The tiger is our inner selves, our inner beast, our bloodlust personified.
This is what confounds me about your child self liking this book. From story 6 onward, it's been nothing but in exploration about the worst side of humanity. It deals with really heavy themes like sex, drugs, lust, random violence, pettiness, envy, screwing people over, suicide, inner darkness and overall selfishness and whether or not to deny the true nature of human beings.
I'm surprised Yu didn't snap from all this. He's never seen the good side of humanity; he's always been stuck with the bad. This is an adult novel with Spider-Man just to give it a promotional kick. With how little he appears as Spider-Man in the later stories, you could have just removed the web shooters and gave him the powers of invulnerability and sticking to surfaces."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "I feel the first 75% was what you don't care for in the story and the last part is you wondering why kid me liked it."
Hiroko's cheeks grew bright red with embarrassment. "Point taken… Maybe if I removed the Spider-Man parts, I can enjoy it as its own entity."
She took a deep breath and closed her eyes. She remained silent for 5 full minutes. "…Not bad. Mature and massively depressing, but not bad."
Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. But it was soon stifled by the possibilities tomorrow's meeting.
"Still worried about the meeting?" she asked.
"Yeah. I'm kinda worried about what would happen if Mali did pull 'The Great Water Balloon Prank II'. Me keeping an eye on her was already the alternative to expulsion. If she did pull the prank then she could get expelled this time."
"Well… I don't really know what we can do other than hope she didn’t do it."
"Yeah… Guess that is all we can do."
The next morning…
Shujinkou and Mali were in the middle of walking to Fuyu's office. He had planned on visiting her classroom during homeroom but, to his surprise, Mali came to him.
"Ready to go, Senpai?" she asked.
He was about to ask how she knew but figured that would be a dumb question.
"I can't believe Ms. President got Senpai to personally escort me to her office. She must really want me there."
"You can say that…"
"So what's the meeting abut, Senpai?"
Shujinkou didn't know how to answer. She had to know what the topic of the meeting was. Did she really not know why she was summoned and was trying to get the answer from him or was she just teasing him.
Then again would it really be any harm in telling her. Then again again, how would you tell someone that you're suspected for pulling off a big prank. Then again, would she really care?"
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek until, from the corner of his eyes, noticed Mali staring and giggling at him.
Or maybe I'm giving her what she wants? That or maybe what I'm doing is giving her the answer she's looking for.
"Senpai is so thoughtful, isn't he?" she said.
The two soon arrived and walked through the double doors.
They were immediately greeted with Fuyu's intimidating stare. "Thank you for coming. Please take a seat."
President mode, right off the back.
Following her instruction, the two guests sat down on the couch opposite hers.
"So, why did you call me here, Ms. President?" Mali innocently asked.
"I won't mince words with you, Mali. Were you the one behind the water balloon prank?" Fuyu asked.
Mali giggled and answered. "Nooope. Wouldn't that be too obvious?"
"It would, but I had to ask."
"Besides-"
Mali slid closer to Shujinkou and wrapped her hands around Shujinkou's right arm. He could feel her breasts tightly pressed against his arm and was sure she was doing it on purpose.
"Why would I do anything to jeopardize spending time with Senpai?" she pointed out.
"I see. Well, would you possibly have an idea of who could be the culprit?" Fuyu asked.
"Oh? Does Ms. President think there's a prankster guild?"
"You've been around the school and seem to be well-informed when you don't trick answers out of people."
"Ah, Ms. President wants me to do her job then."
Fuyu didn't respond. She simply adjusted her glasses and calmly continued her stare down with Mali.
"I get it. It's tough to deal with something when you don't know who's doing it," the first-year said.
"It would be helpful if you knew anything, Mali," Shujinkou chimed in.
Mali looked up at him with bright, curious eyes. "It would, Senpai? How helpful?"
"Like keeping the school safe helpful."
"That sounds really helpful and it would help Senpai too."
Mali tightened her grip on Shujinkou's arm and giggled. "Sorry. Won't help."
"Huh?" Shujinkou marveled. "How come?"
"Because I don't want to be involved in this."
Those words threw Shujinkou and Fuyu for a loop. They weren’t counting on it, but on a subconscious level, they thought she would want to be involved.
"Confused? It's simple. I was the last school prankster and was threatened with expulsion until Senpai saved me. Sooooooo… It wouldn't be in my best to be involved in this whole affair."
"You say that, but cooperating in the situation would remove you from the suspect list."
"True, but I don't want and you can't force me to cooperate on some unofficial prankster's hunt can you, Ms. President."
Fuyu remained silent. It was as if Mali said; she couldn't force her to help.
Mali giggled at Fuyu's conflicted expression then shifted her gaze back to Shujinkou. "Sorry, Senpai, you're on your own this time."
The young man didn't know what to say. He simply scratched his right cheek as he watched Mali cheerfully walk out of the room.
Once the door firmly was shut behind her, Fuyu sighed. "Well that scratches that prerequisite off the list…"
"So… Mali didn't do it," Shujinkou said.
"I can’t say definitively, but I'm not exactly going to treat her like a criminal."
"Right. Right…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. This situation wasn't solved nor was Mali fully scratched off the suspect's list. All he could do is what his sister told him to do; hope for the best.
But even doing that weighed heavily on his mind. "What now?"
"I do my job and try to find the culprit," Fuyu stated in a matter-of-fact tone. "Best case scenario is this was a one-time thing and it will never happen again."
"Worst case?"
"The school turns into another prankster's paradise."
"That's scary to think about…"
"Yeah…"
Nothing but silence was heard after their agreement. Shujinkou couldn't tell what brought about the awkward atmosphere that accompanied the silence.
"Well, I guess I'll go now. Tell Rei I said hey when you see her."
"I will," she replied.
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. She sounded rather melancholy in her response.
"Are you okay?" he asked.
Fuyu bit her lip as she looked up at him. "…Why do you think she talked to you?"
Hearing that question horrified Shujinkou. He was sure if his heart could burst out of his chest, it would.
"You knew?"
"I kinda overheard it from upstairs."
"Oh. Um…" Words failed Shujinkou as he tried to think of what to say.
"No… That's unfair of me to ask you that. Sounds like I'm accusing you of something and you didn't do anything wrong," she murmured. "It's just… I don't know. Sometimes I wonder what Rei thinks of me."
"Well, you guys been together for a long time right? I'm sure she you two have a strong bond right."
"I keep telling myself that, but I can never really tell. I sometimes think I haven't always been the best sibling to her."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. The best retort he could manage was a weak, "C'mon, Fuyu…"
"The first thing I did when she came to school here was assign you to look after her," she muttered.
"Because you wanted to someone to make sure she had a good first day and you were busy," Shujinkou pointed out.
"I thought she was weird when we first met."
"Fuyu, I think this we're about to jump into a comedic back and forth where you keep beating up on yourself."
"You're right; I guess I'm beating myself up because she's never talked to me before. I'm jealous and I'm pitying myself, which isn't really a good quality for a student president.
Though sometimes I think I haven't really been the best sister to her."
"I'm sure that's not it. You did go on a trip with her so she could find a flower she was looking for."
A small chuckle slipped through the president's lips. "Shujinkou, are you seriously referring to going to your grandmother's 5-star establishment as a heroic sacrifice on my part?"
"It's the thought that counts," Shujinkou insisted. "Besides the whole Rei talking to me thing was probably that It was probably just the timing of everything. Probably a culmination of something and I was just there."
"Yeah, that could be it. I guess, what's most important is that I'm happy that she felt comfortable enough to talk to someone. So…"
Fuyu stood up and adjusted her glasses. "Thanks for looking out for my sister."
"It was my pleasure," Shujinkou grinned.
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Shujinkou paced back and forth throughout the empty halls of the school. He had the time since there was no club meeting today. He continued to stroll through the same hallway again and again until one spin of his body resulted in locking eyes with Monika.
"Monika?!"
"Hi, Shujinkou. Something on your mind?" she asked.
"What makes you say that?"
"You're pacing back and forth at school after hours," she pointed out with an amused smile.
"I was just trying something new," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Something about that phrase sounded strange. But he immediately shrugged it off. "Hey, Monika, can I get your opinion on something?"
"Sure, what is it?"
"Um… Am I bad person for suspecting Mali could have pulled the prank?"
"No. Why would you think that?"
"Yeah, I asked myself that too. I mean logically and truthfully, I should have always had that at the back of my mind. I know full well that Mali sees me as a source of entertainment for her and it's possible that if she wanted too, she would go back to pulling pranks.
But, on the other hand, she's never shown herself to be the type to go against her word. Not to mention, as someone who watches over her, shouldn't I be unconditionally hoping that she didn't?"
Monika remained silent as she processed what she just heard.. "Wow… You really want the best to her don't you?"
"I mean… Yeah."
"Even though she enjoys teasing you and making things uncomfortable for you sometime?"
"Yeah."
Monika smiled. "Then that's all that matter isn't it?"
"Huh?"
"You're human, Shujinkou. It's only natural for you to have doubts. Honestly, it may be a little worrying if you trusted Mali one hundred percent so soon. But the fact that you're concerned over your doubts is your proof that you are fit to oversee her."
"Right. So, I wasn't self-depreciating myself?"
"Not at all."
"Okay. Thanks for listening, Monika."
"Anytime. That's my non-literature advice for the day."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as Monika eyes trailed away from his. He wasn't sure, but he thought they were filled with sadness.
"Is something wrong?"
"No… It's just your patience and forgiveness towards someone who only caused you trouble. It's… It's actually really sweet of you."
"Oh…" Shujinkou's cheeks briefly grew red with embarrassment. "Um, Thanks Monika."
"That's what I'm here for," she replied in a cheery tone.
There was nothing but silence until Shujinkou heard a loud beeping from his pocket. He pulled his phone out of his pocket, his eyes widening with surprise as he beheld the reminder he had set.
"Now I know why my sixth sense was telling me not to try something new today…" he weakly chuckled.
"Forgot you had something to do?"
"Yeah, I promised Mom I would help her with something. See you, later?"
"Hopefully."
Shujinkou waved goodbye as he turned to run.
"I'm a little more upset than before that he doesn’t remember the date…" Monika lamented. "Maybe-"
Her next words were soon muffled by a white cloth tightly pressed against her mouth. A distinctive odor flowed into her nostrils, distorting her field of vision.
What's happening?
Her surroundings continued to blur before it was enveloped by darkness.
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Chapter 114: Fictional Crushes
Chapter Text
Ugh…
Monika slowly opened her eyes. Her head was throbbing and she felt like she could vomit at anytime.
The last thing she could remember was standing in the hallways of the school she attended. Now she found herself in a classroom. The room was barely lit by the moon light that seeped in through the boarded windows. Desks were turned over and everything was covered in a thick layer of dust.
"Isn't this the abandoned school building?"
She tried to move but found herself unable to. Her hands and feet were bound to a creaky chair.
Stuck in a barely lit classroom after waking up from a painful dark experience...
Monika wasn't sure whether she should groan or laugh over this blatantly ironic situation. She didn't have long to reminisce about the past however.
She could hear the sound of footsteps echo throughout the building. Each one was louder than the next and filled her with curiosity.
A figure soon walked through the open doorway. They were wearing a school uniform similar to hers and had distinct male proportions. But that was all she could say to describe him. There was truly nothing else she could say.
"You're finally awake, Monika."
Monika simply stared at the person in front of her. He was giddy as a school kid and looked like he was close to jumping up and down in joy.
"Who are you?" she asked.
"Me?" The stranger thrust his arms out as if he was about to make a grand declaration. "I am the long, lost half of your coin: Nese!"
Monika blankly stared at him.
"Nese… The long lost side of your coin?" he weakly repeated.
"I'm sorry… I don't really know anyone by that name."
"President of the Supernatural Studies Club?"
Monika shook her head.
"I left letters in your locker."
"I don't mean sound egotistical, but I kinda get an exaggerated amount of those."
"Come on! Nese!" he desperately shouted.
"Nese… Nese…"
Monika contemplated that name. She thought about the events that occurred over the course of this semester so far.
Oh… Nese. He's the student Mali scared off so this reality's Literature Club could have a club room.
This realization allowed Monika to have a better understanding of her predicament.
I thought him and his obsession with the other me was a one-time thing, but he seems to have decided to make a very scary play.
…And I just happen to be the Monika who got caught up in it. Kidnapped and the irony of this situation… I think I may be suffering universal retribution right now…
"Hello?"
Monika looked up at Nese. He looked genuinely confused like he didn't understand why anyone would remain silent in this situation.
"So, Nese… Do you happen to know how I ended up here?"
Though she already knew he was responsible, she wanted to hear how he would answer.
"I brought you here so you wouldn't be stolen away from me," he explained.
"Excuse me?"
"Ever since I lost my club to a little demon girl..."
Mali.
"I tried thinking of more ways to woo you and then I decided that the best thing to do was to do something outrageous to impress you."
"Like…?"
"Like The Great Water Balloon Prank II."
"You copied the prank of the great mysterious prankster to impress me?"
"Yeah. I was about to tell you too, but then I saw you with him…"
"Him?"
"That guy you’ve been hanging around. The way you look at him…"
Nese’s voice was seething with anger, allowing Monika to understand more of the situation.
"So, you brought me here to keep me away from… 'the guy' and try to get me to like you?"
"Exactly."
If Monika could scratch her right cheek at the moment, she would. The time seemed right to borrow Shujinkou's character tic.
Okay. I really didn’t expect the obsession to turn into kidnapping.
She took the next few moments to consider her next words very carefully.
"Nese, how much chloroform did you let soak into the handkerchief?"
"Two bottles. Why?"
That explains the instant knockout. That or this world uses the instant sedation myth. Not to mention his overall casualness to this random moment… He may be a little sociopathic.
That last word weighed heavily on Monika’s heart.
Like I’m one to talk…
"Something wrong?" Nese asked.
"Well… I was kinda drugged and I’m currently bound to a chair in an abandoned part of the school," Monika weakly chuckled.
“Yeah, sorry about that. Needed to make sure you didn’t run."
"That’s an understandable concern on your part. So, what’s the plan from here?"
"What do you mean?"
"Are you just going to leave me here, bound to this space and visit me every so often to talk?"
"Pretty much. Have you watched a lot of movies that show stuff like this?"
"Well, to be honest, I’ve kind of already lived it. It kinda led to heartbreak on my end."
"What? Who’s the idiot that would break your heart?"
"I’d rather not talk about. Nothing I can really do about now…" she answered with a sorrowful smile. "Anyway, so what now?"
"Um… Wanna run away together?" Nese proposed.
Monika blankly stared at her captor.
I'm in trouble…
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Shujinkou sat on the family couch playing Grand Theft Auto: Vice City Stories.
"So, even after everything you went through, that poor woman still dies…?" Hiro questioned with a sad look on her face.
"That is GTA for you. They'll give you painfully hard missions with little payoff and sometimes even worse," Jomei said. "For example, this entire game is this if you played regular Vice City."
"Hey, Shujinkou… Was that girl one of your fictional crushes?" Hiroko asked.
"Huh? Where did that come from?" he asked, perplexed.
"Just a random, wandering curiosity."
"Oh. Well, not really."
"Good, you should never crush on a fictional character from this game franchise," Jomei congratulated.. "That is a sign you have good taste in women."
"That woman we couldn't reach in time seemed nice enough," Hiro said.
Without looking, Jomei raised the cover of Grand Theft Auto: Vice City. "Grand Theft Auto. Do I even need to mention how easy it is to find someone to enjoy a 'romantic night' on the beach?"
"No… So, who was your first fictional crush?"
"I'll tell you yours if you tell me mine."
"Okay… Mine was the Hulk."
All eyes were on Hiro after hearing that.
"The Incredible Hulk?" Shujinkou asked, surprised.
"Yes," Hiro nodded.
Please don't let it be Savage Hulk. Hiroko mentally pleaded.
"What about you, Jomei?" Hiro questioned.
"Mine was Wonder Woman," he answered. "Hiroko?"
"Wait, why me all of a sudden?" Hiroko questioned. "And why are we glossing over yours so fast?"
"You started it, it's a family discussion now and my answer was Wonder Woman; I think answers enough," Jomei answered.
"Okay…" Hiroko scratched her red right cheek. "My first fictional crush was… Roxas from Kingdom Hearts."
"Roxas? Really?" Shujinkou marveled.
"Yeah. There was just something about him that I liked a lot…" Hiroko breathed a dreamy sight. "Anyway, what about you Shujinkou?"
"Me? Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "Mine was… Hinata Hyuga from Naruto.
Jomei took a moment to process what his son just heard."Hinata… Isn't she that demure girl that likes the blonde main character? That's who your first fictional crush is?"
"Yeah."
"You're first fictional crush was a demure girl that is even more shy around her crush?"
"Yes."
"And the guy was oblivious for over a decade?"
"Yeah."
"A demure girl who has a crush on an oblivious male…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he shifted his attention to Hiroko. "What's happening?"
"I don't know, Naruto," Hiroko sighed, shaking her head. "I don't know."
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek.
Why are they hinting that Yuri likes me?
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The next afternoon, the Literature Club spent their lunch break in their club room.
“So… What’s everyone’s first fictional crush?” Shujinkou suddenly asked.
“Huh? Where’d that come from?” Natsuki questioned, perplexed.
“It was just something my family talked about last night. Plus… I was just curious."
“Yeah? Well, who was yours?"
“Hinata Hyuga.”
“From Naruto?” Yuri queried.
Surprised, Sayori and Natsuki turned their curious gazes to the young maiden.
“It was in my recommended reading list…” she nervously explained.
Natsuki examined Yuri from head to toe. She couldn't help but draw comparisons in her head.
That’s kinda…
“My turn!” Sayori brightly announced. “Mine was Vegeta.”
“Seriously?!” Natsuki marveled.
“Mm-hmm. What about you, Yuri?”
“Ah… Well…" Yuri began fiddling with her hair. "I suppose mine would be ------------“
Huh?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Perhaps he wasn't truly listening; though he was sure that Yuri’s answer wasn’t truly vocalized.
“Wow…”Sayori marveled. “What about you Natsuki?”
“Um…" Natsuki's cheeks immediately grew pink. She bit her lip, constantly establishing and breaking eye contact with her friend. "Mine was… SpongeBob SquarePants…”
“SpongeBob?” Sayori repeated.
“Yes, SpongeBob!" Natsuki snapped. "What’s wrong with that?”
“N-Nothing! Everyone loves SpongeBob right?”
"SpongeBob was one of the many fictional characters I wanted to be as a kid," Shujinkou said.
“Not to insult anyone's favorable feelings towards the show but… I actually never understood the appeal myself…”
“Eh?” Sayori gasped. “Does that mean you never watched it?”
Yuri silently nodded her head.
“Then we gotta binge watch the first three seasons and the first movie then.”
"We do?"
"Yeah. We can make it a club thing at one of our houses."
"Well… That sounds like it can be fun."
Hearing the word "fun" caused a giggle to slip out of Sayori.
"Seasons 1-3… You're not one of those people who hate the other seasons just for existing are you?" Natsuki queried.
"No. Every season has its good and bad episodes; there's one in Season 2 I'm not really looking forward to…" Sayori admitted with a pout. "Anyway, the originals seasons and movies would be a good stopping off point in case Yuri doesn't like it."
"Yeah, I guess that's true," Natsuki admitted.
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek. Never would he have imagined when he first joined that he would be involved in watching a cartoon marathon with his friends.
"By the way…" Sayori curiously glanced up at the door. "Has anyone heard from Monika yet?"
Her question was met with three separate head shakes.
"That's weird…" Sayori mumbled.
"Maybe she's busy and barely has any time to look at her phone," Shujinkou theorized.
"Aw… She's missing the fun. Wonder what's she busy doing right now."
"Probably something school idol related," Natsuki answered with a shrug.
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Monika's stomach roared. It has almost been an entire day since she last ate and Nese's delicate process of setting up a romantic lunch greatly teased her empty stomach.
"So, Nese… What's the plan if I don't fall in love with you before something happens to me?"
"We don't have to worry about that."
He produced two glass cups from his backpack and a bottle of wine.
"Believe me, Nese. It really is a legitimate concern in general," she advised.
"Ah, but who can't fall in love with two bottles of wine?" he asked in a faux-French accent.
"Okay then, let's start the process. You were part of the Supernatural Studies Club, right? You must really like the supernatural."
"Nah, don't really care for it."
"Then why did you start it?"
"To attract your attention. Then the two of us could forever be alone after school every day."
Monika did not know how to respond to that. Any negative response would be hypocritical to say the least.
"Okay… Um, Nese, have you considered just coming up and talking to me?"
"I did, but… You're you and I knew that I needed to do something to make me stand out."
"But the things you've done broke the school rules and people I know have gotten caught up in your prank."
"Yeah, but they made me stand out, didn't they?"
"I honestly believe what really made you stand out is what's happening right now…" Monika weakly chuckled. "But maybe we should try starting over and strike up a relationship on healthier terms."
"How would we do that?"
"Well, we can start by untying me and maybe we can go to a movie," she suggested.
"Mmmm… Nah."
"Okay…"
The next day…
Shujinkou curiously stuck his head into Monika's classroom. There were many students inside but Monika was not one of them.
He asked around, but none of her classmates had seen her.
Shujinkou contemplatively scratched his right cheek. He didn't tell anyone, but he's had a sneaking suspicion that something was wrong.
"Shujinkou."
A sharp chill shot up and down his spine as that scary voice called his name. He slowly turned around to find Fuyu and Rei standing behind him.
Fuyu wore her infamous "President Mode" stare on her face as Rei waved at him.
"Is it safe to assume that you're here for the same reason we are?" Fuyu asked.
"Monika?"
She nodded her head and suggested they continue the conversation in her office.
"So, you haven't seen Monika for two days and she hasn't been answering calls…" Fuyu adjusted her glasses. Her eyes were sharp and analytical, signifying the continued use of her President Mode state. "I doubt I have to mention how concerning that is…"
"So, you haven't heard anything either?" Shujinkou asked.
"No calls in for sick day and unexcused absences… That isn't like Monika."
Shujinkou worriedly scratched his right cheek. He didn't want it to be true but it seems that his suspicion was spot on.
"Alright…" Fuyu turned to her laptop and started typing. "Where was the last place she was seen?"
"I saw her after school before she vanished," Shujinkou answered.
"Huh…"
"What is it?"
"Turns out that someone else had missed the same amount of school… Does someone by the name of Nese ring a bell to you?"
"Isn't that the guy who had the club room before us…?" Shujinkou's eyes widened with horror as he was hit with a sudden realization. "The guy who started the club just to get Monika's attention! You don't think he-?"
"I would believe it. The question is where he could have taken Monika without someone noticing him dragging a human body."
It didn't even take one second for both of them to figure out the answer to that question.
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Monika vehemently shook her head.
“Why not?” Nese whined.
“That’s just so…” Though she tried her hardest, Monika couldn’t hide the horror she felt over what she just heard. “I honestly can’t fathom what you just suggested.”
“But it’s a good idea!”
“It’s… I don’t really know what it is…”
“Ah, you’ll love it. Just wait while I get my things.”
Ness spun around and found Fuyu, Rei and Shujinkou standing in front of him.
"What is this?" Fuyu asked.
Her cold glare sent shivers down Nese’s spine. He looked back at Monika, who could only shrug.
"Um… Exploring an empty building?"
Fuyu adjusted her glasses. She was close to showing how dumbfounded that excuse made her. "Really?"
"Yeah."
"Well, from where I'm standing, it looks like you kidnapped a fellow student in an attempt to afflict her with Stockholm Syndrome."
"Love,” he argued.
"Stockholm," Fuyu, Shujinkou and Monika rebuked in unison.
"Now untie Monika right now before you make the situation worse for yourself,” Fuyu ordered.
“Okay! Okay…”
Nese slowly turned around before suddenly spinning back with a knife and thrusting it forward.
Fuyu's eyes widened with horror; not because the tip of a knife was floating a mere inch from her face, but what stopped it from reaching her.
Droplets of blood fell from the knife that pierced Rei's hand, a sight that enraged Fuyu. Losing all composure, Fuyu instinctively curled her hand into a fist and thrust it straight into his nose.
Shujinkou and Monika's mouth hung open as they watched Nese drop to the floor.
"W-Wow, Fuyu…" Shujinkou marveled.
She slowly flexed her throbbing fingers as she processed what she just done. She was as shocked as Shujinkou was, but she had no time to bask in the satisfaction of punching the one who caused them problems.
She quickly shifted her gaze to Rei and softly took her injured hand. "You okay, Rei?"
Rei silently glanced down at her blood soaked sleeve then back at Fuyu.
The bespectacled teen was deprived of all words. She’d sometimes wonder what her relationship with Rei was, and yet, her foster sibling didn’t hesitate to save her. Actually, there was something she could say, "Thanks, Sis.”
After confirming that Rei was fine for the most part, Shujinkou quickly approached Monika and started untying her.
"You okay, Monika?" Shujinkou asked.
"Y-Yeah…"
Once he finished breaking her bonds, Shujinkou stood in front of her and extended his hand. Monika accepted his hand and allowed herself to be guided to her feet.
The moment Monika was out of the chair she was bound to for days, she collapsed into his arms.
"Monika?"
"I guess the last 48 hours of chloroform and restraints may have done a number on me," she apologized.
"Chloroform?"
"There's a reason why no one heard me at night…" she weakly chuckled.
Monika was probably the only person he knew that could laugh in such a situation.
"You should probably escort Monika home, Shujinkou," Fuyu advised. "We'll wait here for the authorities to pick Nese up."
"You sure?"
Fuyu silently flexed her fingers.
"Got it.”
Though he no longer showed it, Shujinkou was still deeply impressed by both Fuyu and Rei’s actions.
“Thanks, guys,” Monika flashed everyone a warm smile.
Shujinkou nodded his head and allowed Monika to lean on his shoulder as they walked out of the classroom.
"Thanks, Shujinkou.”
"No problem."
They soon arrived at the stairwell. Recalling they were on the third floor and considering Monika's current state, there was only one solution he could think of.
"Monika…"
"Yeah?"
"Would you like me to carry you?"
"A piggyback ride?"
"I was thinking more like from the front since you could lose your grip."
"Oh… Um…" Monika found it hard to maintain eye contact as she considered that suggestion. "If you think that it would help."
"Okay…"
With slightly red cheeks, Shujinkou hoisted Monika up into the air and started his descent down the stairs.
"So… Did I miss anything while I was gone?" she asked.
"Um… Not much. We did ask who our first fictional crush was.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. Mine was Hinata Hyuga.”
“Hinata?” Instinctively drawing comparisons in her head, Monika could only respond with a simple, “That’s interesting.”
“Really? How?”
“It just is.”
“Okay… What about you? Who was your first fictional crush?”
“My first fictional crush…?” a knowing giggle slipped through Monika’s lips. “It’s a secret.”
“Right…” Shujinkou chuckled.
She tightened her grip on him. "Maybe I’ll tell you… One day."
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Ugh…
Monika slowly opened her eyes. Her head was throbbing and she felt like she could vomit at anytime.
The last thing she could remember was standing in the hallways of the hospital Shujinkou was admitted too. Now she found herself alone in an empty white space.
"Where am I?" Monika wondered aloud.
Chapter 115: Real Feelings
Chapter Text
"Here we go…"
He wasn't completely sure that he could pull it off again, but Shujinkou was able to successfully carry a friend home and bring them to their room without trouble.
He gently laid Monika in her bed and sighed in relief. "Here we are."
"Here we are," Monika playfully repeated as she slowly sat up along the edge of her bed. "Thanks."
"No problem."
"I can tell; you don't seem exhausted at all."
"I kinda carry a lot of things…"
"Are you trying to brag?"
"Not really…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Something about Monika caviler attitude despite what she had been through seemed oddly familiar.
"You're okay, right?"
"Mm-hmm."
"You sure? You've kinda been held hostage almost two days."
"Yeah; I'm fine."
Shujinkou nodded his head. It was as he thought earlier, Monika was one of the only people he knew that could handle something as traumatizing as abduction fairly well. "That's good."
"Plus, if I wasn't, being carried like a princess by one of her rescuers certainly would have helped," she added with a giggle.
Taken aback by what she just said, Shujinkou could only awkwardly scratch his right cheek. Even though he knew it was a possibility, the comparison still made his heart go a little "Doki Doki".
"Well, Fuyu and Rei did everything; I was just around.
They were pretty amazing; Fuyu knocked Nese out with one punch and Rei… Rei took a knife to the hand for her sister…"
Those were acts that deserved praise all things considered, but thinking about it also weighed heavily on Shujinkou's heart.
"Shujinkou…?"
He was almost claimed by his subconscious, but Monika's worried voice kept him from leaving.
"Yeah…?"
Monika brushed her finger across his right cheek, wiping away his tears. "Are you okay?"
"I… I don't know where that came from," he solemnly answered.
"Are you sure nothing's wrong?"
"Well…"
Shujinkou wanted to say he was fine, but his face gave a different answer. Monika motioned him to sit down, and though he had his doubts, he took the offer and sat down.
"So what's been bothering you?" she asked.
He felt like he's been asking that for a long time now; even longer then his sudden outburst in front of Hiroko.
"I couldn't tell you. It just been coming and going. I think it all started a few days ago. I saw my sister and… I felt happy and sad at the same time."
"Really?" a concerned look rested on Monika's face. "And you don't know where that came from?"
Shujinkou shook his head. "Not really."
"And just now?"
"I don't know. You said that maybe I'm experiencing Jamias Vu but, when I think about it, it's not just familiar things seeming unfamiliar. The happy and sad feelings seem pretty familiar and I don't think that's just Déjà vu."
Shujinkou anxiously solemnly scratched his right cheek. "It's just something… Maybe something's wrong with me..."
Monika remained silent as she processed what she just heard.
"This has been really bothering you these last few days, huh?" she asked.
"Sometimes… I'm fine most of the time. I probably wouldn't even think about so much if it wasn't out of nowhere and… well, painful," he admitted.
"I see…"
Without saying another word, Monika rested her head on Shujinkou's shoulder.
"Monika…?"
"You ever feel like you want something, but it doesn't end well for you?"
"I think so… Doesn't everyone have to face that?"
"Yeah… To be honest with you; the reason why the whole kidnapping thing didn't bother me that much was because I've honestly been through worse."
"You have?"
"Mm-hmm. Try imagining being blasted with constant screeching and seizure-inducing lights or just complete darkness."
"Have you… Were people torturing you?"
"You could say that… Though some of that was a result of my actions."
"What do you mean?"
"I wanted something very much, but it didn't end well for me. Maybe I deserved it for what I sacrificed for it."
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek. With no idea what to say, it was the only thing he could do.
"I know we haven't known each other for long, but…"
She lifted her head from his shoulder and stared into his eyes. Even when he was confused, they were kind and inviting.
"Do you think you can do me a favor?"
"Of course."
"Think you can close your eyes?"
"My eyes?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Okay…"
Shujinkou did as he was requested and closed his eyes. Monika then covered his eyes with her left hand.
"Just making sure you don't peek," she playfully explained.
Though she sounded playful, Monika was actually trembling over what she planned to do. With bright red cheeks, she slowly moved herself closer to him.
Her lips parted as they slowly inched their way closer to his. They slowly closing in, but never reached their target. A mere centimeter away, she slowly pulled herself away with a look of regret.
"Hey, Shujinkou…"
"Yeah?"
"Would you consider me a friend?"
"Huh? Of course."
Even thought that was the answer she wanted to hear, it didn't make her feel better.
"Okay…" she plastered a smile on her face as she removed her hand from Shujinkou's face. "You should probably go now."
"Are you sure? I mean-"
"It's sweet of you to be concerned. But I think I want to naturally catch up on my sleep in my own bed instead of a chair."
"Oh… Okay," Shujinkou sat up and walked towards the door. "See ya, later?"
"Mm-hmm."
With a single nod, Shujinkou took his leave.
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Shujinkou looked up. He could tell by the descent of the sun and the sky hovering above the tall buildings changing from blue to orange that he had been aimlessly wandering around the city for hours.
Walking down the crowded sidewalk, he could naturally hear the sound of cars mixing with the conversations that took place around. Normally, they both are usually just background noise to him when he's trying to clear his head, but the cars were beginning to become the most prevalent sound he heard.
It wasn't just the sound of the engines; he heard a single horn and the screeching of tires harshly rubbing against the worn down cement.
That was all he heard until… nothing. Following that silence was a sharp pain throbbing in his head. Out of nowhere, he began to recall one of his daydreams from the earlier semester/chapters.
"How is she?" Shujinkou asked. He was barely able to keep himself composed, but he had to in front of everyone. If he lost to his emotions, then how could he expect the others to win against theirs?
The doctor sighed and turned back to Shujinkou with a sorrowful expression on his face, giving the boy the answer he didn't want.
"We tried everything we could, but… the damage was too much," the doctor reported. "She's… She's gone…"
"I see…" Shujinkou said.
He slowly bent down on one knee over the coffin that held the corpse as a single tear traced the right side of his face.
"Forgive me for not being there for you," Shujinkou wept. "I should have been there…"
He stood back up and turned back to his men. They were ready to follow any orders he would give.
"Do it," Shujinkou ordered.
His fellow soldiers surrounded the coffin and sealed the lid over the corpse. Words couldn't express the grief Shujinkou felt over the whole ordeal. He almost didn't want to watch what happened next, but he knew if he did that then he would be disrespecting the fallen.
He forcefully kept his eyes trained on the coffin as his men carried it to the edge of the base. They turned back to their boss and all he could muster was a silent nod. They slowly tipped the coffin over the edge and solemnly watched it descend towards the calm sea. After watching the mighty blue swallow its latest gift, Shujinkou sorrowfully closed his eyes to reflect.
"Goodbye," he whispered. "Goodbye…"
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I… I never had a daydream like that.
"Yes, you did."
Complete and utter shock was all Shujinkou felt at that moment. It wasn't because of the strange daydream or the fact that a sudden childlike voice responded to his thoughts. It was because the voice sounded like his.
The young man opened his eyes. Standing right before him was a younger version of himself.
Tears filled his child self's eyes as he looked up at him. "I wished I had a chance to say goodbye… No, I wish I had the chance to say I'm sorry. I always thought it would have been better if it was me."
"What're you talking about?" Shujinkou asked.
"You don't remember? It's all we ever thought about since that day. The reason why we've spent so long beating ourselves up. The reason we pushed everyone away."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Though he didn't understand what was going on, his younger self's words resonated with him.
"Wouldn't things be better if we weren’t the one here? Maybe dad would have stayed if I was the one to go. He always liked her better."
"Wha…?"
"There's no happy ending for me. Why does everyone think that my friends have feels for me? I doubt any girl would like me; I don't deserve that. Nothing about me would make a girl like me like that. I'm lucky that I have friends at all."
Every word his younger self said was like a stab to the heart. Shujinkou never considered himself the best, but he couldn't recall hating himself so much before. He couldn't remember feeling so much guilt and regret.
He was afraid to ask, but he knew he had to, "Who are you?"
"I'm the part of you that can't let that moment go. You forgot, but I can't. That's why it was hard to look at her after so long, wasn't it? You tried to suppress me because of her, but you couldn't. Maybe you could have if you didn't lose Monika too…"
"Monika? But she's home."
His younger self shook his head. "Not ours. Ours is gone."
"What?"
"Gone as fast as our sister."
Shujinkou violently shook his head and slapped his cheeks. "…I gotta be going crazy. This is even stranger than Angel and Devil Mickey."
"Crazy's the one thing we never were."
"I'm talking to myself and I'm telling myself that Monika and Hiroko are gone when they're clearly not," he argued.
"That's because you can't remember. I've been trying so hard remind you in a more normal way, but you've been writing them off as nothing important."
"This still just makes it seem like I'm going crazy. I mean, what are you talking about…? How could I forget things like that? It really sounds like something from fiction."
"And maybe that's why a part of you still remembers."
"Huh?"
Shujinkou's younger self approached him and grabbed his hands.
"What're you-?"
"You can't let her try the same thing again and expect a happier ending from it.... and to do that, you need to remember."
Those words struck a chord with Shujinkou, one that caused his confusion to quickly evolve into genuine fear.
"I know you're scared. You'd probably don't want to remember the past, but we both know that we would never willingly forget it, no matter how painful.
It's not the life we wanted, but it's ours and we both know that there are a lot of happy things we don't want to forget either. You can accept that and remember or you can forget and lose yourself for good."
Shujinkou still couldn't fathom what was going on but, at the same time, it was the first thing that made sense to him all week. It was strange, but so was what he was dealing with.
"Okay…"
He closed his eyes and his younger self soon burst into tiny particles. The particles sunk into him, each one reminding him of what was forgotten.
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Monika looked to her left, then to her right. No matter where she looked, there was nothing. She felt like she's been walking for hours, but there was no way of knowing for sure.
Fatigue soon set in, prompting her to sit down and take a moment to rest.
"Okay… Now is not a time to freak out, Monika. I just have to calmly remember what I was doing last so I can at least figure out how I ended up… here."
Monika started to recall the events of the last few days. She met another version of herself, Shujinkou was admitted to the hospital after a mental shutdown, then-
Monika's heart ached as she remembered what happened next.
"Oh yeah… Monika erased me from existence…"
Though she didn't get the chance to fully acquaint herself with her counterpart, it hurt her that she got rid of her without a second thought.
She curled up as the reality of her current predicament fully sunk in.
"I didn't even get to say goodbye to everyone… I had to ask Shujinkou to do it for me…"
She could remember the pained expression on his face as she vanished.
"I didn't even get to tell him how I really felt. I may have confessed, but I didn't get to tell him how much I…"
Monika breathed a depressed sigh.
"I guess it doesn't matter anymore. I'm just alone now. I don't even know if I'm even dead. Maybe I'm in some kinda purgatory…"
"That's kinda a dour way of looking at it."
Monika's eyes were drawn towards that sudden voice. The space in front of her distorted with coded text spilling out of it. A black hole soon filled the space before suddenly spitting out Sayori.
Monika watched with great surpise as Sayori fell flat on her face.
"Ow!" she cried.
The hole she came through soon vanished as Sayori sat up.
"I'm pretty sure that never happened to other people who travel like that…" she pouted.
"Sayori…?"
Two conflicting emotions appeared within Monika. She was happy to see a familiar face, but also upset upon the realization that she may have trapped herself in this empty space.
"Hm?" Sayori glanced up with a surprised expression on her face. "Oh yeah… Nice to meet you, Monika."
"'Nice to meet you?'"
The happiness Monika felt upon seeing a familiar face soon devolved into confusion. Recalling what she just went through and just saw, she soon realized what was transpiring.
"I see… you're from another reality aren't you?"
"That's right!" Sayori beamed. "I'm from the same one the Monika you met came from."
Sayori's eyes were soon filled with immediate regret once she realized what she just said.
"Then again, you probably don't want to hear about her in such a cheery tone so soon after you ending up here…" she nervously chuckled.
Even though she didn't know this Sayori, her carefree mannerisms and bubbly personality provided some comfort to Monika. "You're a lot like the Sayori I know."
"Really?" a sad look crossed Sayori's face. "She doesn't have rainclouds too, does she?"
"I… I don't really know."
It seemed like a random question, but Monika knew what she meant.
A sorrowful smile filled Sayori's face. "That's okay… I'm not here to talk about me… or my other self… Us?"
"So… Do you know what this place is…?" Monika asked.
"Um… I think it's the blank white page."
"'Blank white page'?"
"Yeah. I didn't think that you would be here, but I'm glad you are."
Sayori's eyes were once again filled with immediate regret upon realizing what she just said. "Ah! I mean, I'm glad you're okay."
"I get what you meant…" Monika assured her. "How did you find me?"
"I think it was because of your friend's connection to you. He doesn’t completely remember, in fact, I think he wasn't supposed to remember, but a part of him still remembered you.
I couldn't get him to completely remember, but the connection was there. So I followed it and ended up here."
"That's right… Monika said she erased me from everyone's minds, but Shujinkou was able to see and remember me."
That one factor was the only thing that provided her comfort as she met her supposed end.
"How was she able to do that? Was she lying when she said your reality was a normal one?"
"Not exactly… It is pretty normal, it's just…"
Sayori averted her gaze as she considered her next words very carefully.
"What is it?"
"Well, I'm just afraid if I tell you… you may react like my Monika. But I don't think we can get you back home unless you do know."
"Know what?"
"Well… Our reality is pretty normal, same as yours. It's just that Monika knew how to manipulate the medium."
Monika tilted her head as she tried to understand Sayori's explanation. "'Manipulate the medium'?"
"Yeah? Monika knew that she was part of a Visual Novel."
"You two are from a Visual Novel?"
"Mm-hmm. But things happened and now she somehow ended up in the fanfiction you're from."
Monika imagined her jaw hitting the ground as she took in what she just heard. "I'm… I'm from a fanfiction...?"
"Yep… It turns out it's a little easier to manipulate then a Visual Novel."
Monika wasn't sure how to respond. Her entire life was a story written by a fan based on a Visual Novel? It couldn't be true, could it?
Then again… This entire scenario seems like it could only happen in a fanfiction…
Monika shook her head. Every choice she made, every word she has spoken was all predetermined. It was like she had no free will; just knowing such information made her wonder if the pain she and her friends have faced was just for others' entertainment. Even her feelings… Were they real?
"You okay?" Sayori worriedly asked.
"I… I think I'm starting to understand the other Monika a little better," Monika weakly answered. "Monika Prime… I understand the naming convention now. You and her are the originals, right?"
"You could say that… But that doesn't mean that you aren't important!" Sayori vehemently insisted. "So… Don't think that."
Monika appreciated the sentiment, but it didn't really dampen the blow of the sudden revelation. "So… Monika knew she was part of a game and left?"
"Not exactly…" Sadness once again appeared on Sayori's face as she recalled her friend's actions. "A lot of things happened and she ended up forced out of it. She could've come back but she refused too. I really wish she came back…"
"But how did a video game character end up in a fanfiction?"
"I don't really know. It was hard for me to get in and I was only able to do by following a connection to her. The strange thing is, I ended up meeting Shujinkou. I think part of him is reacting to everything that's going on."
"He's been having visions since Monika showed up in our story… He may have been seeing what happened in your game."
"Really? Maybe that's why I felt something was off."
"What do you mean?"
"It felt like someone was connecting to our novel sometimes. That's what got me to realize something was happening."
"I see. So… What now?"
"We have to get you back to your world and convince Monika to stop what she's doing."
"… I don't know…"
"Eh?" Sayori gasped. "But don't you won't to go home?"
"I don't see the point…" Monika sighed. "I'm just a fictional character, an idea made by someone else. As far as writer and reader are concerned, they have a Monika. What's more they have the original Monika, so the story should be more authentic and better overall right?"
"No, it's not!" Sayori cried. "Just because Monika was the first doesn't make you any less important. You're just as important as any other Monika and I'm sure everyone reading your story wants you back.
And who cares if you're a fictional character? Just because someone mad you doesn't make your own feelings not feelings not important. You're free from your story right now and Monika's been manipulating the medium so nothing's controlling you right now."
"So…"
"Think about it. What is your heart telling you right now? Is it telling you to let the rainclouds in or is it telling you to try your hardest to return to those that filled it with happiness."
Monika placed her hand over her heart. She wasn't completely sure whether it was her or someone telling her to feel this way, but she felt a strong longing for her friends.
Whether it's me or someone telling me to, I want to go back… No…
Monika slowly stood up.
"Isn't it sometimes said that a character guides the author in their writing?" Monika asked.
A bright smile stretched across Sayori's face. "Yeah!"
"Then that's good enough for me," Monika assured her with a smile. "So how do we get to where I came from?"
"Eh… I was kinda hoping you could take us there." Sayori anxiously admitted.
"Me?"
"I tried, but I couldn't fully get in. The best I could do what posses a flashback version of my other self."
"But I don't know how to get back. I just learned that I came from a fanfiction."
"You just have to manipulate the medium like I just did."
"I… I don't know how to do that. I just learned that that was a real thing."
"You just have to focus on breaking the walls that separate all fiction. Or in this case the wall separating the blank white page to the series of chapters that make up your story."
"So… I just focus on returning home?"
"Mm-hmm. The travelling is pretty easy when you already have a connection to the place."
"But do I still have a connection?" Monika doubted. "Monika tried to erase me. I'm sure she took my place as the Monika of the story."
"I don’t know… But… Maybe you could focus on the one person that refused to sever theirs to you even when forced to," Sayori advised.
Monika placed her hand over her chest. It was faint, but she could feel a small connection calling her home.
Even from where she was standing, she could feel the warmth and acceptance of the person she was connected to. "Got it."
She raised her right palm and stretched it as far as she could.
Suddenly, the space was subtly dyed in a light pink hue. Sayori watched in awe as bubble-gum colored hearts and circles formed above them before they gathered together in front of Monika.
She flexed her hand, merging them together into one large red heart. Still maintaining her distance, she used her index finger to carve out a smaller heart and slid it away, revealing a familiar classroom.
"You did it!" Sayori congratulated.
A proud smile crossed Monika's face as she beheld their old clubroom. "Ready to go?"
Sayori eagerly nodded her head. "Mm-hmm."
With determination in their hearts, the two proceeded through pathway Monika had opened for them.
Chapter 116: My Sister and I Part 1
Chapter Text
"We made it!" Sayori cheered.
Monika looked around. No longer were they in an empty white void; now they were in a familiar hallway. The classroom the Literature Club used as a clubroom was right in front of them.
The pathway she opened soon disappeared. Monika wasn't sure if it automatic closed itself or she subconsciously willed so, but that was the least of her concerns. Taking a peek into the classroom, she realized that there was something more important to be worried about.
"Wow…" Sayori looked around the hallway in awe. "So familiar…"
"I think maybe little too familiar…" Monika nervously chuckled.
Curious to what her partner meant, Sayori joined her in observing the classroom. They watched themselves try to catch the attention of Shujinkou, but no matter how fast Sayori waved her hands, he didn't respond.
"Eh? Why are there another you and me here?" Sayori wondered aloud.
Monika remained silent, continuing to watch the situation play out.
Natsuki soon approached Shujinkou from behind and slammed a rolled-up poster down on his head, the shock waking him from his trance-like state.
"Ouch…" Sayori winced.
"This was the day Shujinkou and Yuri went to the bookstore, which means…" Monika lowered her head in shame. "This was during the earliest days of the club… We're far away from the present…"
"Don’t get so down; at least you got us in," Sayori cheerfully pointed out. "All we have to do is keep moving forward 'til we reach the present."
Monika nodded her head and stepped away from the doorway. She then used her right index finger to draw a heart into the air, creating another pathway for them.
"This really is easier than I thought," she noted.
"I wonder if it's a Monika thing…" Sayori wondered aloud. "Do you think we can interact with the past?"
"We probably shouldn't try to," Monika advised.
"I know. I mean, without manipulating the medium, do you think we can right now or are we like ghosts?"
Monika carefully considered that point. "That's a good question. We should probably act like people can see us and stay out of sight just to be safe. The less we manipulate things in the past, the better."
"Right."
Nodding her head, Sayori followed Monika through the second pathway she created.
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Emptiness, pain, self-loathing… These were just some of what Shujinkou was feeling as he walked home. At first he felt like his mental state returned to how it was a couple of days earlier, but it didn't. He tried to keep it there, but he could feel it slowly, but surely returning to the state it was in before he joined the Literature Club.
The young man stopped walking and glanced to his left. To his side was his home. But he wasn't really sure if he could call it his home. He didn't know what to call anything right now.
But even with his conflicting emotions, his body brought him closer to it. He was soon standing before the front door.
Shujinkou reached for the door knob, but couldn't bring himself to actually grab it. His hand trembled as he struggled to grip the door.
He closed his eyes. Part of him really wanted to just walk inside, but another part of him refused to do so.
Was it guilt? The knowledge of what was really going on? The fact that a friend of his was, for all intents and purposes, gone forever? He felt like the answer should be obvious, but his mind seemed to do everything in its power to hide it.
He didn't know what to do or what he could do. The loss of a friend and being forced to live a lie; and yet, this lie was what he always wanted his life to be like.
But what about Monika? I can't just ignore what happened to her… What am I supposed to do?
Lost and confused, his mind couldn't get help but refer to the only thing that still made sense to him: his memories of the past.
Shujinkou opened his eyes. Sprawled across the ground and covered in light scratches, the 11 year old was beginning to wonder whether the overhead greenery would always be out of his reach.
"You okay, Shiko?"
Lying beside him was Sayori. Like him, she had a few light scratches on her. Actually, she had more than him.
“Yeah. What about you?”
"I'm good. The throbbing’s finally gone.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Sayori was probably the only person he knew that could laugh off falling head first into a tree so soon after it happened.
He then looked up. Balancing themselves on the branches above was Hiroko. She showed no signs of tipping over either side as she diligently strolled across the arms of the trees that surrounded them.
It was like watching a gymnast walking across a balance beam.
Kinda makes sense considering she took gymnastics last year.
"She makes it look so easy. Hiroko is amazing," Sayori said.
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement. “Yeah…”
He knew better than anyone else that his sister was amazing. It was a fact that he had to live with for years.
Hiroko then dropped down near them and sighed. "I may be a little out of practice."
"That's out of practice?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"I didn't feel confident enough to hand walk across," she mumbled under her breath.
Anyone else saying that would probably be bragging, but Shujinkou knew that she was really concerned about it.
"You're still awesome," Sayori assured her. "Me and Shiko couldn't even get up to the branches."
"TV makes it look so easy," Shujinkou conceded.
Hiroko smiled and offered her hands to them. They accepted and were swiftly pulled to their feet.
"I think it's time we head home," she said.
"Already? But I haven't gotten to the top yet," Sayori complained.
Shujinkou took another look at the scratches they both shared. "Probably best we stop for the day. Besides, Hiroko has to study remember?"
"Oh yeah! You're entrance exam to, um…"
"Akuseru," Hiroko answered.
"I still think that name is on the nose…" Sayori thought aloud. "Still, I shouldn't be surprised that you got a chance to get into it."
Hiroko awkwardly scratched her right cheek.
"Alright, we'll head back right away so you study as much as you want."
Sayori eagerly ran forward, only to trip over a large tree root.
"Auu… I'm starting to think this tree doesn't like me…"
Sayori tried to stand up, but the moment she put weight-
"Ow!"
She gently rubbed her left ankle.
"It's twisted again…" she admitted with a nervous chuckle.
Shujinkou and Hiroko awkwardly scratched their right cheeks. The first times were horrifying, and though they were still greatly concerned, the initial shock was gone.
Shujinkou approached Sayori and dropped on his knees.
"Climb aboard," he said with an understanding smile.
An excited smile crossed Sayori's face as she latched onto her friend's back.
It took everything Hiroko had to keep her immediate response to herself. I can't help thinking she purposely does this sometimes just to get a ride from Shujinkou.
"Let's go, Shiko!" Sayori happily declared.
A determined grin stretched across Shujinkou's face. "On it!"
He took off as fast as he could, leaving his sister baffled by what had just transpired.
"What just happened?" Hiroko asked.
"Racing!" Sayori yelled back.
"Since when?!"
"Now!" Shujinkou yelled back.
"That's not fair! You know I'm not always on the same page as you two!"
"We know!" they yelled back.
It was only once she noticed how distant their voices were getting that she finally realized just how far ahead they were.
"Keeping me in awe is also cheating!" she complained as she ran after them.
"We know that too!"
The twins raced with all their might until they reached their front yard. Giving themselves one final push, they lunged for the front door.
Once it was within their reach, their goal suddenly opened. Nothing could prevent the three from tumbling inside, taking Hiro down with them.
"Did I interrupt a race?" she asked.
"Aw… We were so close…" Sayori lamented.
"Kinda sad since you were already half way there… half way there… half way there… half way there…" Hiroko joked.
"I feel like I just gave someone a face lift…" Shujinkou moaned.
They soon stood up. Once everything was settled, Hiro noticed the scratches her son and Sayori had.
"What happened?" she worriedly asked.
"We were trying to climb trees," Sayori briefly glanced down at her ankle. "And I hurt my ankle again…"
"I see… I'll get the ice and motrin."
An inquisitive look formed on Sayori's face as she watched Hiro walk upstairs.
"I know I get hurt a lot, but I don't get hurt that much, do I?" she asked.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as Hiroko began to whistle Queen of the Night.
"Oh…"
The three then heard footsteps behind them. A hand suddenly reached out and ruffled Hiroko's hair. The twins turned around to find their father.
"Studying hard?" Jomei asked.
"Y-Yeah," Hiroko answered.
"That's good. Tomorrow should be a piece of cake for you."
With those final parting words, Jomei made his way into the kitchen.
Sayori noticed Shujinkou's shoulders slump forward. She didn't even need to see his face to know how he felt.
"I better get to it," Hiroko solemnly said before skipping up the stairs.
Now alone, Sayori tightened her grip on her friend. "Shiko…"
"Hm? Oh yeah, your ankle. Guess, we'll wait for Mom in my room."
Later that night…
Shujinkou stared at his bedroom ceiling with vacant eyes. The shadows from the trees outside danced on its surface, but even that didn't spark a reaction from him.
He found it odd that he couldn't sleep when there was nothing important for him to do tomorrow, or rather when the sun came up later today.
Shujinkou slowly sat up, the sound of metal matching his every movement. He glanced down and realized that he was wearing his crown necklace.
An item from one of his favorite video game franchises, he remembered his mother winning it for him during a trip to Disneyland.
"When you walk away…" he quietly sung as he walked out of his bedroom.
He slowly skipped down the stairs and walked into the kitchen.
"Hiroko?"
Shujinkou didn't know what surprised him more at that moment; the fact that his sister was up so early or that he wasn't screaming his head off because of the shock.
"What are you doing down here so late… Or early?" he asked.
"I could ask you the same thing," Hiroko retorted.
"Well, I'm the second twin and I asked first so-"
"What are you getting at?"
Shujinkou shrugged. "I don't know, I was kinda hoping whatever I was saying would get me somewhere. But seriously, shouldn't you be asleep? You kinda have that big test later."
A look of defeat surfaced on his sister's face. It wasn't one she wore often. "I know… That's what's keeping me up. I'm worried that I might mess up big time and then…"
Hiroko anxiously scratched her right cheek. "I can't mess this up, Shujinkou."
"You mess it up? C'mon, you're like the smartest person I know," Shujinkou assured her.
Hiroko sighed.
"Hiroko…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek until his eyes were drawn to his necklace. Suddenly, he got an idea.
"Here."
He took the necklace off and presented it to his sister.
"'Here', what?" she asked, perplexed.
"It's Sora's necklace. It's not Roxas's but it should still be a good enough good luck charm."
"'Good luck charm'?"
"Yeah. Whenever you're worried, just look at it and remember that you're the 'Key…' Uhm…" Shujinkou contemplatively scratched his right cheek. "Um… Key to… Queen of the Kingdom. You can do anything you set your mind to as long as you remember that."
Hiroko looked at the necklace then back at Shujinkou. A small smile formed on her lips as she reached for the necklace. "Thanks, Shujinkou."
"No problem. Now maybe you cheer me up on something; specifically regarding the death of-?"
"Still?" Hiroko marveled.
"He was my favorite Spider-Man!"
Chapter 117: A Sudden Perspective
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Okay… So, this is the first time I'm doing this and may be the last. I don't know. Granny Hisa said it may be good to have an outlet to express your real feelings, but it seems like a really bad idea to jot down even a single negative thing. It's like your begging to have your words come back and bite you in behind one day. Plus, if anything, I'd rather keep a "mental journal" but I promised to give it a try so… Well, it's not like I can do both. Like I said, there are some things that shouldn't be written down.
So I guess I should start with an introduction. Don't really know why if both journals are for myself, but it seems like the standard now.
My name is Hiroko. I like a lot of things really and don't really dislike much. I like reading superhero stuff like Spider-Man, Superman, Batman, Hulk…
You know, I just found out that my brother's first exposure to Spider-Man was from a manga made in the 1970s. Spider-Man: The Manga, but the only Spider-Man thing about it was the costume and web-shooters. The Spider-Man there hardly puts the costume on till the end of the story and he's bulletproof. Yu Komori is that universe's Spider-Man. I don't mind different people being Spider-Man; I mean there are a bunch of great other Spider-Men like Miguel O'Hara, Ben Reilly, Miles Morales, etc. I don’t maybe my issue is just how miserable his life is. He makes Peter Parker's life seem like it's the best one in comparison.
Oi, I got off track already. That manga really does that to me… Anyway, like I said, I have a brother named Shujinkou. We're actually twins. He's a little awkward around people. I thought it was because he was shy, but Granny Hisa said that he has social anxiety. But when you get to know him and he gets to you, that awkwardness mostly goes away. I guess what Granny Hisa said explains why he scratches his right cheek more than us.
He also creative and is really good at drawing. Seriously, he went from drawing stick figures to drawing detailed figures in no time flat. Though he's a lot more critical of his work than anyone else. I guess it's an artist thing… Me, Mom, Granny Hisa and Gramps think it's good. I don't think I ever heard Dad's opinion though…
Like I mentioned before, I have a Mom and Dad like lots of people. Mom's a really motherly mother. She isn't that strict at all and really likes to keep everyone happy. She's also a really awesome cook and easy to talk to. That said, she's kinda awkward when talking to people too. I can see why Granny Hisa said that Mom and Shujinkou are a lot of like.
Dad is… Um, how can I say this? He's kinda got a whole mystery thing to him. He kinda keeps to himself and doesn't really show his emotions that much. He's not really an affectionate person either. I don't I ever me or Shujinkou ever got a hug from him. Then again, he did take me out for ice cream for finishing the school year with all A's. He seemed as excited as he could ever show. It was kinda awkward that Mom had to ask him to take Shujinkou with us… I was kinda surprised Shujinkou wasn't coming with us at first in the first place.
I have grandparents or at least from my Mom's side. I don't really know anything about Dad's parents and that is one of the thing he never, ever wants to talk about. My Mom's parents are Granny Hisa and Gramps. Gramps is like a real life adventurer. He has a lot of stories about what he did since he was a kid and sometimes lets me and Shujinkou act it out with him. I kinda want to be like him someday. Maybe not going on full-blown adventures, but maybe be as athletically capable as him.
Then there's Granny Hisa. Granny Hisa owns a really popular spa hotel place. I think it's the success that gives her the confidence to call herself Lady Hisa. Then again, Granny Hisa seems confident 24/7. She also looks very young. Like Gramps looks like a younger muscle man with a few old features and slightly grey hair, but Granny Hisa looks like she could be our aunt. Plus her silver hair is natural too, not because of age.
Gramps and Granny Hisa are pretty affectionate. Not like kissing in public all the time or pet names, but it's clearly obvious that they're happily married. Gramps carries her around like a princess sometimes like they just got married and I'm sure Granny Hisa would do the same if she could.
There is something weird about their marriage though. Not bad weird, just interesting maybe? I'm so used to TV showing women being the complete dominant figure in a relationship while the man has to jump through hoops to prove that his point is right sometimes but my grandparents seem to be 51% Granny Hisa and 49% Gramps. Like its equal, but… If it was like a clan, then it would be clear that Granny Hisa is the head of the household. Something like that.
Gramps told me that Granny Hisa keeps him grounded, so maybe that has something to do with how it's equal and a little unbalanced at the same time.
We used to live with them at the resort, but recently we just moved. This is actually our 2nd day in our new neighborhood. It's kinda weird. I'm so used to living with a bunch of other people and now we have a quiet space for ourselves. That's also the reason Granny Hisa suggested this notebook thing to me and Shujinkou. It's always said that moving is hard for kids, but I don't really get it. Maybe because our situation is different from the usual and we didn't leave any friends.
I think the hardest thing is moving and then starting school soon. Me and Shujinkou are of course going to a new school. I wonder how different everything will be from our last. I wonder if we're going to meet any new people or make any friends on our first day. Oh well, 2nd grade is right around the corner so I guess we'll figure it out then.
Chapter 118: A Sudden Perspective: 2nd Entry
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So this is my second entry into both my new journals. Remember how I said I didn’t understand how going to a new school would freak people out? I was wrong, I was totally freaking out.
What if something totally unexpected and out of nowhere happened just to give me a bad first day? Life can be like that sometimes.
I needed someone to talk to about it so I decided to talk to Shujinkou. Surprisingly, he didn't seem too concerned; at least he didn't show it. He was playing games like it was any other day.
When I think about it, other than leaving Gramps and Granny Hisa, Shujinkou didn't seem that bothered by the move either. Maybe he was happy to get a more quiet space too? I don't really know, he can really be quiet and to himself sometimes when it comes to personal feelings. He really doesn't seem to want to tell people whenever he's upset or something half the time.
But since he didn't seem worried on the outside, I couldn't bring myself to mention it in case just thinking about suddenly made him worried. Instead, I looked at what game he was playing. The moment I saw Daffy Duck flying a space vehicle through an Acme factory; that was all I needed to see.
He was playing Space Race. It was a space themed Looney Tunes racing game. All worries immediately went away as I joined him. It was one of the games I really loved playing against him in. It did keep me calm until today.
This morning, we awoke to the kind of breakfast you would get for a big day. I guess Mom had the same thought that I did; even though everyone will be dealing with first day jitters, we have first day and new school ones. Shujinkou still didn't seem overly too worried. He kinda had a neutral look on his face the entire trip to school.
Our school looked like any other school. There were kids running around; it was kinda like being in the middle of an open zoo. I guess no one knew what to do before class started.
I kinda figured that Shujinkou and me should've looked for our classes. I don't know why a part of me thought we would have been in the same homeroom just because we were siblings, maybe a bit more because we were twins. Anyway, I suggested that to Shujinkou, but he wasn't paying attention.
His eyes were glued to this girl. She was on the ground and everyone around her was laughing. I remember reading something about this before. I think it was called Schadenfreude, it's a feeling of glee when you see someone else suffer. I thought was something that only happened on TV, but I'm seeing the most obvious example right here with no one seeming to care how miserable she looks.
Well, actually there was one person who cared. Shujinkou approached the girl and helped her to her feet. He doesn't really like to be the center of attention, so I was kinda surprised he did it while the attention was still drawn to her. Granted, doing it then was probably the better move. I don't really know what they talked about, but when they were done, Shujinkou took her by the hand and guided her into the school. A classic case of Chivalry vs. Schadenfreude.
I also thought we were going to have a school wide assembly, but we didn't. I guess our school doesn't do that.
Anyway, soon everyone was in class. Alone in a new school… All I could really focus on was my work. We had a see-what-you-know kind of test in homeroom. It was a good thing I read through it before I started answering because it turned out that all you had to do was right your name then turn it over. Once again, one of Granny Hisa's life lessons saved me from tricks.
The other classes were pretty uneventful; we just dove right into the work after some brief introductions. The work wasn't as hard as I thought it would be either. I think I finished every assignment before everyone else.
Lunch could not come any sooner. I wasn't this anxious to get through the school day last year, but I was today for some reason. Maybe I just wanted the first day feeling to go away soon.
I visited Shujinkou in his classroom during lunch; he was talking to that girl he met earlier. They looked like they were already friends from where I was standing. I didn't feel like getting in between that so I spent lunch exploring the school grounds. Never know when you need to know precise locations in case something happened.
After lunch, me and a lot of the other younger students were excused to go home. I survived the first day and got to go home a little earlier than usual. I caught up with Shujinkou and his new friend after school. That's when I learned her name: Sayori.
She had a bright smile when introducing herself which was really different from the face she had earlier. With a smile like that, it kinda hard to believe she made that other face earlier. It was also then when I realized that we were actually walking home in the same direction; in fact, her house isn't really that far from ours. So not only did Shujinkou make a new friend on the first day, he also befriended a neighbor. That was two things people are nervous about when moving in to a new neighborhood worry about and he easily did them before school let out.
We eventually went our separate ways before we Shujinkou and I made it home. Mom greeted us and asked about our day. It was clear that she was a little anxious even though she tried to hide it. I didn't really have much to say so I just shrugged. Think that kinda worried her, though Shujinkou telling her that he made a new friend cheered her up.
I asked where dad was, but she just told us that "he went out". Dad kinda "goes out" a lot; it's part of that mystery thing he has going on. Well, it's not like I really had anything to tell him. My day was overall meh. If anything, the most interesting part was the trick test and noticing what Shujinkou went through today.
At least he had a good first day and hopefully my meh day was just because of first day jitters. I'm sure I just got to get used to being here.
Chapter 119: A Sudden Perspective: 1st Day of Summer
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Today was the first day of summer vacation. I think I did pretty well on the first semester, at least enough for Dad to notice.
I kinda figured that I would spend the day catching up on my favorite superheroes while Shujinkou played with Sayori. Just one semester and those two are so close that you think that they've known each other their whole lives. I also learned that Sayori kinda gets hurt a lot. Sometimes she trips over something, sometimes she runs headfirst into something. But despite that, she's still pretty cheerful.
But like I said, I thought that I would be spending my day catching up or maybe reading some 2099 stories, but that changed when I was suddenly hoisted into the air. My entire world turned upside down before I was face to face with Gramps. He always knows how to make an exciting entrance. Seeing everything upside down while up in the air was always a fun thing, you know in short intervals.
He put me down before the world started spinning this time just as Granny Hisa and Shujinkou walked into my room. Turns out they came over to check up on us and couldn't help surprising us too. That's when Gramps suggested a trip through the woods.
I was excited to hear that. Gramps always made trips feel like adventures. It was a family thing, but Dad wasn't interested in coming. Shujinkou asked if Sayori could along instead and Granny Hisa started teasing Shujinkou over how close they seemed to be, though it went over his head.
We spent the first part of the trip listening to Gramps past adventures. There was this one time before Mom was born that he and Granny Hisa had an adventure a South American rainforest. There were people trying to kill them because they were all racing for some rare treasure that would have made the bad guys a lot of money. There were several chases too and they also had to split up; Granny Hisa had a chase up in the treetops while Gramps had a boat chase in a river. After they got away, Granny Hisa had to save Gramps from quicksand.
It sounded like your typical Amazonian adventure, but it didn't make hearing it any less exciting. Granny Hisa also told me that she knew the trick that could instantly knock a person out. I wonder how many times she used it before. I hope she can teach me it.
After doing a bunch of walking, we eventually stopped for lunch that Mom prepared. I'm still surprised that she made such a good meal even though she had no idea we'd be going out. Granny Hisa said that it was because she grew up in a lot of "hectic situations". Mom didn't really respond to that, she just chuckled and slowly nodded her head.
I noticed Sayori was eating a lot of what Mom made. I noticed she has more of an appetite than you'd expect from just from looking at her. I also noticed she has a major sweet tooth like Shujinkou; I wonder if they connected over that.
Today was actually the first time I got to talk to her for more than a few minutes. So far I considered her Shujinkou's friend and didn't want to do anything to interfere with that, but I guess looking back, I shouldn't have. Anyway, I did find out that she liked reading Sherlock Holmes, but when she mentioned that he was the world's greatest detective, that's when Shujinkou chimed in.
Though Shujinkou had a weird introduction to Spider-Man, he knew the real Batman pretty well, or at least, the modern Dark Detective version. He's probably freak out if he read the early Batman comics and the kind of adventures he went on.
Anyway, I kinda thought the third wheel was no longer in the conversation until they both asked me who was the better detective. I didn't know how to answer so I gave one of my own: The Question. I got nothing but blank stares and had to explain who it was to them. But even after giving the best summary that anyone without prior knowledge could understand, they still seemed pretty biased on their own viewpoint.
Gramps tried to get in by saying himself and Granny Hisa teased him by saying he's not a detective. Not saying Gramps is done, but I think Granny Hisa would be the brains between the two; like she's the planner and he would be the on the fly thinker.
After that, Sayori mentioned that she noticed I scratched my right cheek like Shujinkou but not as much. I never realized she was paying attention to my cheek-scratching thing too. I mean you can't miss it with Shujinkou and we haven't really spent much time together either so I also learned that she's pretty observant. Anyway, I told her that I was pretty sure it was a genetic thing that we got from Granny Hisa.
Then again, Mom doesn't have scratch her right cheek, though I'm pretty sure she would do it as much as Shujinkou if she did. The rest of the day was more walking and listening to tales. I wish field trips could be as fun as today. You can have teachers and supervisors leading and saying the same things, but it wouldn't be as much fun.
The only thing that could have made today even better was if Dad was with us.
Chapter 120: A Sudden Perspective: My Brother and I
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3rd grade is about to start soon. I've been in the neighborhood for about a year now, so the just moved in and new school feeling are both completely gone. I was actually pretty excited to start the school year this time around, especially if I work hard and get praise from Mom and Dad like last year. Still I needed to do something to keep me from the anticipation from driving me crazy. Fortunately, I knew exactly what that something was; plus, it would let me finally check off something I've been wanting to do ever since I figured out what Spider-Man Shujinkou was always referring to at first.
Sayori was busy today, so that meant the possibility that Shujinkou was free was a bit higher than usual.
Oh yeah… I can't believe I didn't mention this before but a few days ago, Sayori and I came up with a nickname for him. We weren’t even trying when we did.
You see, the three of us were playing a game where you take someone's name and try to make words with the letters or just messing around with them in general. I was trying to make an anagram name from Shujinkou's name and Sayori was messing with the letters. That's when something caught my eye and I helped her with it. Somehow, after removing a few letters we ended up with "Shiko."
Sayori instantly liked the name and, with his permission, started calling him that ever since. I think she just likes having a special name she can call him. Then again, she tried to call me "Hiko" but I shut that down right away.
Moving on, it was duty as a superhero enthusiast to introduce Shujinkou to the original Amazing Spider-Man. I was tempted to start him with Ultimate Spider-Man but I knew that he should start with the original. So with my signed Amazing Fantasy #15 in hand (yes, I am proud to own it) I went to Shujinkou's room.
He was playing Kingdom Hearts II and was near the end of the prologue. I was kinda lost for a moment as I watched it. Seeing Roxas pull out two Keyblades was really cool no matter how many times I see it. I wonder why I never found Ventus to be as cool as Roxas. They both have the same cool look, but there's something about Roxas that I like more.
I had to shake myself out of the strange trance that I was in and asked Shujinkou if he wanted to read the origin story of Peter Parker. He agreed and started reading. What made me laugh was him pointing out that the radioactive experiment that gave Peter his powers makes more sense than the one that gave Yu his.
You see, Peter Parker was bitten by an irradiated spider that got irradiated from an experiment during an exhibition. It's the same with Yu except that the machine is open for anyone to use. It was mentioned that the experiment "may not even be on the test" meaning that the school was somehow cleared to use radiation. I don't know how other schools are nor do I know what the standards of the 70s were, but I can't really see any normal high school having "radioactivity harnessing equipment" around where anyone can get to it. That just raises too many exclamation points over people's heads.
After he finished reading it and asked for the next issue of Amazing Fantasy. It was at that moment that I realized what I was getting him into. I'll say the one thing the manga has over the original is that all the stories take place in one series. Going from Amazing Fantasy to Amazing Spider-Man is one thing, but stopping in the middle of a story when a note made you realize that you missed a previous one in an annual issue is another. That's not even getting into the advent of another series, crossovers, guest appearances and team-ups.
Then again, he's been following Kingdom Hearts and that series has been bouncing around multiple game devices, so I thought maybe he could handle it.
Still I had to make it easier for him, so I ended up making a track list of when to break from the individual issues and switch to annual issues. I got no complaints, so I guess my theory about Kingdom Hearts unintentionally preparing him for this may hold some weight.
Anyway, he was actually enjoying the first few issues and didn't even complain about how the characters talked or the clear fact that it's shaped by the decade it was made in.
I just want to set the record straight; I'm not trying to push the manga out of his mind and replace it with Amazing, but I figured he should know what the original is like and that Yu is one of the alternate Spider-Men.
I got to say though, him questioning if all Spider-Men having bad luck made me wonder if Peter and Yu both had depressing stories. So, I picked up the manga and started reading.
At the end of the day I was fully confident to say that Yu's life was definitively more depressing. Peter may have a lot of traumatic experiences, but at least he has happy endings too. Yu just keeps figuring out how humanity sucks and all his endings are pretty sad. His stories always end with him sad, angry or just not caring or encouraging an invisible tiger to kill.
…I still don't get that last one.
But despite spending a few hours reading something so depressing, I still enjoyed reading Spider-Man with Shujinkou. He's the only one in the house that I can talk about these things with. I could talk to Mom, but then I would have to start completely at the beginning.
Overall, a pretty fun day.
Chapter 121: It Mattered To Me
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"Wha- What is this?"
Though Shujinkou was trying to find an answer to his dilemma in his past, he somehow ended up briefly experiencing another's.
"These are Hiroko's…"
It was a strange feeling experiencing his childhood from another perspective, but it didn't stop there. His head was being filled with brief moments that his sister had experienced. Including…
I have to find Shujinkou. I have to make it up to him.
"Hiroko…"
He then remembered the manifestation of his repressed memories that he had encountered before. At first, he passively agreed with everything his past version said, but now those words filled him with anger.
His hand no longer trembled with anxiety, but with that specific emotion.
"Why am I'm always such an idiot?" he raged. "I…"
His hand snapped back to his side as he shook his head.
"'What am I supposed to do?'"
Those were the words he previously said. He was dealing with a situation he knew nothing about and powers he couldn't comprehend clearly had a hand in his current situation.
"…I know it's risky, but if a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there—to help!"
"Why are you quoting Re: Coded dialogue?"
A sharp chill shot up Shujinkou's spine the moment he realized Hiroko was standing right in behind him.
"Hiroko?! Why are you just getting home so late?"
"I was in line for all evening just for a chance to…"
She immediately cut herself off the moment Shujinkou's panicked expression sunk into her mind. "Wait, why are you acting like you hiding something?"
Shujinkou simply scratched his right cheek."I'm not hiding anything… I was just going to go out for a bit."
"This late?"
"It's important."
"Must be if you're this jittery." Hiroko scratched her right cheek. "It isn't serious, is it?"
"Not life threatening…" Shujinkou answered. He hoped that what he was about to do wouldn't be a threat to anyone.
But just in case, he took one long look at Hiroko. His eyes scanned her from head to toe.
"What's going on?" she asked, perplexed.
"Just… making a mental note or picture or whatever it's called."
"Why…?"
"Just in case."
"Okay…"
Shujinkou once again scratched his right cheek. "Alright… 'Night."
He soon took off, not even giving his sister a chance to respond nor even realizing that he briefly bumped into his sister as he did so.
"Huh?"
Hiroko silently placed her hand over her chest as she processed what that brief contact did to her.
"So that's how it is…"
Following her brother's example, Hiroko broke into a sprint into their home.
…
Shujinkou took a moment to catch his breath as he stood before Monika's home.
This is it. This may be the point of no return and there may be no coming back. No save points to retry with.
Various emotions swirled in him as he walked to the front door and made his presence known. Waiting has never felt so nerve-wracking to him and unlike any other time, the results did nothing to dispel the anxious feeling.
"Hey, Shujinkou," Monika greeted. "What are you doing back here?"
"Well there's kinda something important I wanted to talk to you about. Can I come in?"
"Sure."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he walked inside. He was now officially in the point of no return. There was nothing else to do but do what he came here to do.
"So, what did you want to talk about?" Monika asked.
Shujinkou continued to awkwardly scratch his right cheek. He didn't come up with a plan, so he didn't exactly know what to say. "Well… I kinda realized something when I left earlier…"
A curious look crossed Monika's face. "What is it?"
"These last few days, you never corrected me."
"About what?"
"…I called you Monika and you never added 'Prime'."
Monika simply stared at him. She didn't say a word until a small smile formed on her lips; one that didn't seem to serve its usual function.
"I see… Well, I guess I now know that the focus was squarely on you now."
"Huh?"
"Plus… I guess I figured that there wasn't a point to after what happened at the hospital."
Shujinkou was still stuck on the first part of Monika's response. What did she mean by the focus being on him?
He wanted to directly ask what that meant, but he couldn't afford to get off subject.
"You know… When I first remembered what happened, I thought that it was the multiverse trying to fix there being two versions of someone existing in the same world at the same time, but… Then I remembered what you told me after."
He never thought he would ask what he was about to ask, but a lot of things he thought would happen has happened for awhile now. "You're the one who brought Hiroko back and made my dad stay with us, right?"
"Mm-hmm." Monika confirmed.
"So, if you could do that, then… getting rid of another version of yourself would be pretty easy."
Monika remained silent. He could see defeat building up in her eyes.
"I'm not going to demand you tell me why you did it but… you can bring her back right?"
Monika averted her gaze.
"I mean, you brought Hiroko back and made everyone forget there were two Monikas, so you can, can't you?"
"I… I can't…"
"But…" a horrifying thought swiftly cut him off. "You… You don't mean that she's gone for good, do you?"
She didn't say a word, causing his fears of the idea being true to skyrocket.
"Monika, this is serious; one of my friend's lives is at stake here! You don’t have to explain anything to me! Just please… Bring her back, if you can…" Shujinkou desperately pleaded.
Monika shook her head.
"Monika…"
A sharp pain in his head stopped Shujinkou from saying any more. For the first time this week, he was able to figure out what the familiarity was. "Monika… Were you the reason I ended up in the hospital?"
"I wasn't trying to… It's just that you were getting close to discovering the truth and I had a hard blocking those images from your head."
Those words shocked and scared Shujinkou. "You're trying to repress my memories again?"
"Wouldn’t it be simpler if you just got rid of them? Everyone wants a happy ending right?"
When they first met, Shujinkou may have even considered that offer. But now…
"But… this isn't…"
Shujinkou dropped to his knees as he tried to think through the pain.
"I can't… I don't want to forget… I don't want to lose another…"
Shujinkou cradled his aching head as he pleaded, "Please… Stop it…"
"I can't…"
"Please…"
"I can't…!"
"Monika…!"
"Just… Just please forget!"
Shujinkou's entire body shook as the pain reached its zenith.
"STOP!!!!!"
His yell created a shockwave that could be felt around the entire globe. The pain soon subsided and he took a moment to catch his breath.
"Monika?"
He looked up. Right where Monika was standing was what appeared to be a crack in the air. He started at the crack with surprise and amazement as he slowly rose to his feet.
"Did I… Did I just do that?"
Cautious of what lied before him, Shujinkou took a few steps back as he examined the crack. Jet black darkness was all he could see.
It looks like a dimensional rift between worlds. But how could I have done that?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"Maybe this what the visions were leading up to. Whatever the reason, I think I may have knocked Monika into another universe."
He didn't know what lied on the other side of the rift he created, but he knew he had no choice but to dive through it.
"Alright."
Fear dominated Shujinkou as he slowly approached the rift. For all he knew, he wouldn't be able to return home if he went through. Just considering what he was about to do was a huge risk, but he already made a promise and he needed to keep.
"You are reaching the point of no return. Proceed or Stay?"
Shujinkou immediately turned towards the owner of the sudden voice. Standing in the front doorway of the house was Hiroko.
Her eyes were fixed on the rift as she walked in."So… That's a thing."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. He wasn't sure how he could possibly explain what was going on to her.
"Looks like a crack in the fabric of the space-time continuum," Hiroko continued.
Shujinkou nodded his head. It was the only response he could think of. "Yeah. I thought that too."
"So, are we in the middle of a 'Crisis' or something? Is the DC Trinity gonna be passing by too?" Hiroko jokingly asked.
"You're kinda taking this whole tear in the fabric of time and space pretty well, Hiroko…" Shujinkou noted, perplexed.
"I think my inner crossover fan excitement is balancing out my realistic outlook freaking out."
"I can see that… I was shocked until things got to the point that multiversal reasons were the only explanation that made any sense in regards to what I'm going through."
"Which is?"
"Ah-!"
Shujinkou felt like kicking himself for just talking about such a subject without any care.
"Does it have something to do with the fact that things aren't the way they're supposed to be?" Hiroko asked.
Such a question filled Shujinkou with shock and surprise. "You know?"
"I just learned it out of nowhere and, I'm not bragging or anything, butI think I may know more of what's going on than you right now."
"Oh… So you know…"
"That I'm supposed to be dead and I'm only alive because an alternate version of one of your friends brought me back; Yeah, I do. I also know that it's been bothering you for a really long time."
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek.
"Yeah, about that… I always felt like it was my fault. Dad wasn't always the dad I wished he'd be. Sometimes it felt like only one parent actually liked me. And yet… when it came to you; it just seemed obvious that he preferred you.
I tried to deal with it, but it just got harder and harder as I got older. It got to the point that I felt like maybe things would be better if I just wasn't around. So, I did what I'm clearly best at."
Hiroko scratched her right cheek. She knew that she was the only one who properly understood what Shujinkou was referring too, but she didn't care.
"Yeah, well, you not being around freaked me out. I just come home and no one's around. I still can't believe you picked a stormy day to run away to."
"That day was really just me making bad decisions and it was because of those that made you end up in front of that."
"So you've really been living your life since then feeling like everything was your fault?"
Shujinkou nodded his head and admitted, "Between the two of us, I felt like I deprived the world of the better twin. Not only that, I couldn't handle life anymore so I tried to escape into my head, but even that didn't help."
"Shujinkou…"
Shujinkou raised his hand towards his sister, silently asking her to not say anymore.
"I pushed everyone away and just went through life like a zombie. I hated myself and did everything I did to prevent anything from convincing me otherwise. I refused not to hate myself.
But…"
Shujinkou recalled the very speech that inspired him to join the Literature Club.
"I realized me doing that was hurting the people who still cared about me. I pushed them away and they still wanted. I was being selfish and I needed to make it up to them. But even then I still hated myself for hurting them. But then… I reconnected with Sayori and made new friends.
Without even realizing it, my friends slowly made me hate myself less and less. I struggled to even consider letting it go and even though not everyone knew why I was the way I was, they still tried their hardest to make me see that I shouldn't.
But I think I know why I couldn't completely let it go. I always felt like if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't be gone, so guess I figured I needed you to justify what everyone was telling me. But that was pretty dumb of me, right? It's not like I really needed to ask for me to know that answer. I mean, you pushing me out of the way was always the answer, wasn't it?"
Hiroko smiled. "Well, I wasn't thinking about all that when it happened, but I'd say in hindsight that would be a yes."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"Gramps, you, Dad… I had a lot happen to me, but I think that's always been an issue with me there. I always thought about how those things affected me. I never considered back then how Mom and Granny Hisa felt about losing you, how Mom felt about Dad leaving without a goodbye, or how you felt that you needed to work hard just so Dad could give you the attention we both wanted."
"I'm sorry. I didn't realize until it was too late how much that really got to you and when I did, I couldn't do anything about."
Shujinkou shook his head. "No need to apologize. I'm the one who should apologize. I also never considered that I wasting the life you gave yours for."
"Maybe… Maybe if I was more like you and tried to comfort you even during the hardest of times, you wouldn't have hated yourself. And yet… you could have easily hated me for monopolizing Dad's attention but you never stopped being a good brother to me."
"I didn't want to hate you. I just wanted a family that loved each other despite their flaws. But… You can't always get what you want can you?"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"I woke up with a life that wasn't really mine and I couldn't even enjoy it for more than a few days… Honestly, it was kind of like a giant tease. But at least, I got to see what it was like and… At least, I got to see you again."
Hiroko nodded her head in agreement. "Yeah. But a part of you still wants the life here, doesn't it?"
"Yeah…"
"You can't have any doubt in your heart if you're going to save your friend. So…"
Shujinkou's eyes widened with horror. He didn't know how, but his sister was slowly becoming transparent. "What are you-?"
"Can't be your shackle anymore," she said with a sad smile. "Besides, I'm just a figment of a past long gone. You're probably the only one right now that cares whether I'm here or not."
"Hiroko…"
"You know, I've kinda have a lot of memories in my head that are fake and when I think about it, I may not even be the real Hiroko. I'm probably just something the other Monika made just to give you back what you lost.
I don't know, but if that's the case then what I'm about to say may not even matter to you. Still, I have to say it; don't start looking down on yourself again.
Whatever's going on with me; I can at tell you with all honesty that your sister wouldn't want you to hate yourself for something like that and neither of us hates you for that."
A hot sensation filled Shujinkou's eyes. Those were words that he always wanted to hear, but he also knew that he no longer needed them to validate his survival. Still, those words and the acceptance granted him the peace a part of him desired.
"A part of me also always regretted never saying goodbye, Hiroko. But, I think there's something more important that I have to say first."
"What's that?"
A big smile stretched across his teary-eyed face. "Thank you."
Overcome with a variety of emotions, Hiroko quickly approached Shujinkou and hugged him for the final time.
"See ya, Shiko."
"See ya, Hiko."
The young man tightened his grip more and more until there was no longer anything to embrace.
"Sayonara, Queen of the Kingdom…"
Shujinkou wiped the tears from his eyes. He no longer needed to shed them over the past.
Once he was finally ready, he shifted his attention towards the path that will guide him to his final goal. He no longer felt any fear or doubt. In fact, he felt a little anticipation.
"Here goes," he quietly declared.
With a newfound resolve, Shujinkou jumped through the crack he created to fix one last mistake.
Chapter 122: A Fantastically Meta Finale
Chapter Text
"Ugh…"
Monika slowly opened her eyes. A few moments ago, she would have been looking up at a normal home ceiling, but now a dark sky loomed over her.
That was all she needed to confirm what just happened to her.
"I can't believe Shujinkou actually ejected me his reality. I knew he was unconscious gaining awareness but I never expected him to be able to do that."
Monika sighed as she sat up. Looking around, she discovered that she was currently in the courtyard to a gothic castle.
The atmosphere of the area was oppressive and foreboding.
"Ah, this is rare."
A familiar face soon appeared before Monika. An inquisitive look was on their young face as they approached her.
"Another Mali?" Monika wondered aloud.
"Eh? I don't recall telling you my name or there being another me," Mali noted. Soon an innocent smile stretched across your face. "Showing up out of nowhere and saying interesting things; I'd like to do something about that right now, but I have other things to do right now, so…"
Mali raised her left palm towards Monika. "Gonna have to keep you here for awhile until I get back."
A column of darkness soon sprung up from the ground beneath Monika, encasing her in a typically inescapable prison.
Even though she could escape it no issue, she just couldn't find it in herself to care.
I guess this is where I was always meant to belong…
"…monika…"
Alone in dark…
"…Monika…!"
It's what I deserve after all…
"Monika!"
Huh?
Suddenly, a bright light cut through the darkness. It felt like the same light that granted her access to the reality she was just forced out of. A hand soon emerged from the light and slowly floated towards her.
She didn't know why, but she reached out and accepted the hand. Monika was soon pulled out of the darkness and into Shujinkou's arms.
He breathed a sigh of relief and chuckled, "Finally caught up with you."
"'Finally'?" she repeated, perplexed by his choice of words. "But I've only been in this one spot for just a few moments."
"Oh." Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Well… I've kinda been to more universes than you have then…"
A look that Monika could only describe as flustered and star struck floated on Shujinkou's face for a moment.
"Wait… You really travelled from reality to reality just to find me?" she marveled.
"Yeah. There's something I need to talk about."
"Right… Your Monika…"
Shujinkou shook his head. "I'd be lying if I said I didn't want you to do something about that right now but… I think there's something else we should talk about first."
Monika could only respond with an inquisitive look on her face.
"I've kinda learned something today about perspectives and how important it is to try and understand another's when in a dilemma like this. I'm not saying that immediately makes what some do okay; for example, I have a lot of apologizing when this is done.
It's complicated and it depends on the situation but…
I don't know, I guess what I'm trying to say is that even though you erased the Monika I know; you don't seem to be heartless about it. And I think by the way you've reacted to certain subjects, it's safe to say that something's really bothering you."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, hoping he was getting his point across.
"I feel like I came to you and started accusing you of things when I didn't have the clearer picture. I can't really fault myself for feeling the way that I did then but… What I'm trying to say is: I'm not demanding you do anything and I'm not going to force you to do anything. I just want you to be honest with me, as a friend."
That last word gripped at Monika's heart. "You… still think of me as a friend?"
Shujinkou nodded his head. "That's the other reason why I chased after you. I didn't approach you as friend earlier and I'm sorry."
"You're sorry… Even after everything you're apologizing."
A small, sad smile crossed her Monika's face for a brief moment; though confusing, Shujinkou's words and actions were a little comforting, but also upsetting.
"Okay… I'm sure you know now but the reason why I reacted the way I have was because you were getting really close to discovering the truth. Those images you saw of me and the Literature Club, those were things that happened in my reality," she admitted.
"Yeah… I saw everything the first time you tried to block it from my mind," Shujinkou confirmed. "But there's still something I don't get. Even with the ability to warp reality, that still doesn't explain things like you talking about saving or… really everything you talked about after Yuri stabbed herself to death."
"Yeah… That's because I was talking to the player."
"What?"
"The reality I came from… It's a visual novel titled Doki Doki Literature Club."
Though Shujinkou had steeled himself for whatever explanation Monika had to offer, he didn't expect video games being a part of it. "Y-You're from a video game?"
Monika nodded her head. "Mm-hmm. I think you can tell what kind story was in it from the name."
"A dating sim?"
"That's correct. Players would try and 'write their way' into Sayori's, Natsuki's or Yuri's hearts."
"What about you?"
"Me? I didn't have a path. The closest explanation to why was the protagonist considering me out of their league."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. I always considered the Monika I know to be out of my league when it came to being friends at first. I can kinda see why someone would think that when it comes to dating at first…
Monika continued. "It would probably be an understatement to say that I didn't take to well to the fact that I wasn't even an option and went out of my way to sabotage the other's routes."
"So those moment ruiners…?"
"Was on purpose. I preyed on Sayori's preexisting depression, amped up Yuri's negative traits and eventually dropped all subtlety and just got rid of the others."
"I see… But what happened after that? After the glitchy poem and some talking, it looked like the game was breaking down."
"That's when I got ejected from the game and ever since then I've been just alone in darkness for a long time until I ended up in your reality."
"But how did you get from a video game to where I came from?"
"I know how I got into proximity with your reality, but I'm just as surprised as you that I was able to enter it. But I guess it isn't impossible to jump from one fictional medium to another."
Shujinkou's eyes widened with shock and surprise. "What?"
"Your reality; the world you came from, it's a fanfiction based on the visual novel I came from. Doki Doki Literature Club: My Reality, currently being called 'A New Reality'."
"I'm- I'm from a fanfiction?"
"Mm-hmm."
Shujinkou remained silent as he processed what he just heard. "That… actually make a lot of sense."
"Really?" Monika marveled. "I thought you would freak out a little more."
Shujinkou took a deep breath.
"Monika… I've met you and you came from another world, I've had visions that I now know were other worlds, I found out that at least two of my friends have crushes on me and, frankly, I honestly think all of them are out of my league, my mind was probed, I was sent to the hospital while I had an out of body experience, I watched Monika fade away right in front of me, I had another out of body experience, I woke up one day to me being surprised by both my sister and father being around and had no idea why, you got kidnapped out of nowhere by someone I just heard about and forgot that I heard about and that entire situation was weird overall, I talked to a guilt-filled kid version of myself that also was the manifestation of my repressed memories, I somehow experienced Hiroko's memories while I was thinking about my own, I somehow blew you from dimension into this one and I saw Hiroko vanish of her own free will, I created portals and travelled through several worlds to get here and I found you trapped in a literal column of darkness!
If you didn't tell me that I came from a fanfiction, I would have no way to logically explain any of what I just said!"
"Oh."
Monika didn't know whether to laugh or sympathize with Shujinkou's current mental state.
"Wait… You said that your world had someone that I shared a similar role with and you came from a dating sim…"
Shujinkou's eyes widened with clarity.
"I'm an OC in a fanfiction based on a dating visual novel! No wonder I had so many awkward and heart-pounding moments with my friends! No wonder girls that are out of my league are interested in me! I'm from a harem story!"
Shujinkou thrust his arms out as far as he could and looked towards the sky. He felt like he reached the peak of enlightenment.
"I have finally reached the Nirvana. My life finally makes sense now. I'm an OC protagonist from a fanfiction literally named protagonist."
Shujinkou could feel the energy he felt finally dissipate as he shifted his focus back to Monika. "I'm probably just a generic nice guy, right? Sayori, Natsuki, Yuri and Monika are the real draw of the fanfiction and I'm the eyes readers use to see the world, right?"
"You could say that… But I don't think that I would have asked you out if you were as one-note as you think you are right now," Monika said in a matter-of-fact manner.
"Uh…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He was not expecting that as a response, let alone in such a factual tone. "So, fanfiction…"
"Mm-hmm."
"Well, like you said, it isn't really that hard to believe that someone can hop between two fictional places. But, you not having a dating route from the game you came from; is that really all there was to what you did there?"
Sorrow once again showed itself on Monika's face.
"You know, you really responded to finding out that you’re a fictional creation better than I did. For me, it was a real existential crisis. My thoughts, my feelings, my appearance, my morality; everything I was created by someone else. To be honest, I don't even think I even remember clearly when I found out that everything I knew wasn't real. The fact that I knew I was part of the game was the only thing about me that I felt was real, that actual mattered, but maybe I was made to know in the first place.
I wanted so badly to be something more than fiction. I knew that I couldn't ever be considered 'real' but if I could actually be acknowledged or cared about by someone who was... But I didn't even have a route, so I couldn't even get the player to consider me at first, even if I would have still forced them on mine I had one. I joked about Yuri and potentially your Mali being a yandere, but I think everyone would agree that I fit that label to a T. After all, I became pretty obsessed with someone I barely knew; so obsessed that I threw away my friend to be with them just because they were 'real'.
But they deleted me. Being deleted is a whole lot worse than just turning the game off. At least then, I had my thoughts for a little while, but being deleted was like having every piece of me torn apart little by little and scattered to the wind."
"But if you were deleted, how are you still here now?" Shujinkou questioned.
"Oh you know; when you delete something on the computer, it usually goes straight to the recycling bin. But you know, even emptying the bin doesn't completely wipe it from the hard drive. There's always some trace of it in deep in the device. Still, just being deleted felt like a knife to the gut. Uh-! I can't believe I just went there.
Anyway, even though my character file was removed from the game and I was filled with rage towards the player, I still couldn't completely blame them. After everything that I had done…
I decided that I needed to fix everything. Even though they weren’t real, I still couldn't find it in myself to delete the others. I brought everyone back and restored the game, except for me. Turns out that whoever's the president of the club becomes self-aware. Maybe that was my role, to be the guiding hand of the game, but we both know that that's not what I did."
Monika sighed.
"You know, the player did try adding my file back into the game, but I refused. I didn't want to come back. I didn't deserve to come back after everything that I did. Then one day, my character file was moved to the same folder that held the documents that made up your story. Like I said earlier, I didn't think that it was possible for me to get in it, nor was I even trying. Maybe the name or topic created some compatibility or maybe I could always do that. I mean, I could somewhat mess with the game's code and some of that involved text files, so it's possible.
Or maybe, you unknowingly opened the way. That would likely explain why I appeared before you. Either way, me not knowing you but you knowing me and meeting my other self allowed me to realize where I was and what I was in."
"A fanfiction."
"Yeah."
"But why did you get rid of Monika and took her place?"
"I've been alone for years. I was so caught up in my own isolation that I didn't really think about all the fan works that would spawn from the game. I also forgot about my twitter so that didn't remind me either. Still, I was alone with nothing and there were other versions of me cropping up and having happier lives. I guess that was fans ways of coping with what happened to me but… It does nothing for me.
Even fan works that directly follow the end of the game to try and give me a happier ending does nothing. All they're doing is creating more Monikas. I was jealous. I know what I did was the reason for me ending up how I ended up, but I still couldn't handle that fact and I figured if fans wanted me to have a happy ending so much, then they wouldn't mind me taking one of my alternates place."
Monika chuckled.
"It's actually kind of funny. Even after I took her place, it seems like I was still pushed to the background. The focus was usually on you and your family and I should have seen that coming since readers would probably want to see what that dynamic was like. But even still… You even had a cute moment with Natsuki and that repeat water balloon prank furthered pushed me into the background.
To be honest with you, I could've easily solved that whole Nese situation, but it seemed like it was the only way to have some of the focus on me. Plus, I was really curious to see how such a random, out of nowhere situation would have played out.
But, you know, I probably shouldn't have expected the same tactics that got me in this situation in the first place to have produced a different result. Look what happened, I was once again ejected out of the reality I manipulated."
"Monika…"
"I thought maybe things could be different if I used my knowledge to benefit everyone this time; you and your family and other things that didn't get a chance to be seen like Yuri and her history with Akuma and Natsuki's relationship with her father."
"Natsuki has a bad relationship with her father?"
"I honestly thought your relationship with your father treaded dangerously redundant territory, but Natsuki's home life never had a chance to be shown yet."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and thought about what he was just told.
"You know, I can understand you wanting to make the others' lives better since you know other versions of them, but why did you go through the trouble of doing the same for an OC like me?"
"Because… you were the first friend I wasn't dictated to befriend. Even though we were both fictional, it was a friendship I wasn't meant to have. It felt 'real.' That was special to me and, along with the miserable life you were created to have, I wanted to make sure you especially got a happier life.
But you couldn't enjoy it because I took someone precious to you and part of you couldn't let her go."
"I get it…"
"You were forced to abandon it, weren’t you?"
Shujinkou remained silent. She expected him to eventually express his disgust of her, but he instead smiled. "No, the choice was made for me. But I'm not sad about it."
"Huh?"
Shujinkou glanced down at his right hand. He could remember accepting Hiroko's before she passed away.
"I know the circumstances weren’t the best and I now I know what Hiroko meant by me probably being the only one who cared, but… The short time we had together mattered to me. On screen, off screen, memories or back story; any moments we shared is important to me.
And even the brief moments I had with dad were some of the happiest I ever had with him so… Thanks for giving me that chance."
"Shujinkou…"
"And if it wasn't for you giving me that chance, then I probably wouldn't have finally learned the lesson that everyone tried to hammer into me over and over again and what made even more special was that I didn't have to be written to learn it.
You've given me a chance to finally be completely happy and I think it's time for me to repay that debt."
"What do you mean?"
"I think you should go back to where you came from."
"Huh? How would that make me happy? How could I go back after everything that I've done to my friends?"
Though their circumstances were different, Shujinkou knew the feeling that produced that question well.
"Monika… I've hated myself for so long. I couldn't acknowledge any of my positive qualities even if my life depended on it. I isolated myself from the world because I felt like I deserved it.
But, I realized that I was the only one who thought that. I thought that somebody as worthless as me who deprived my family and the world of Hiroko wouldn't ever have anything good happen to him again.
But I was wrong. And it wasn't just because I had people who wanted to help me, but it was because I let them.
I know you hate yourself for what you've done to your friends but take it from me; your self-imposed isolation isn't good for anyone."
"But, Shujinkou, you've had people who still cared about you… What make you think that they would accept me back?"
"Because you realized your mistake and brought them back and if your friends are anything like mine, then they'll forgive you."
"He's right!"
Shujinkou quickly turned around. Standing behind him was Sayori and Monika.
"Another Sayori and Monika?!" he exclaimed.
Monika giggled. "Actually, I'm the non-Prime Monika."
Shujinkou could feel his heart filling with happiness and relief as he realized what that meant. "But how? How are you here?"
"It's simple," Monika looked past Shujinkou and towards her progenitor. "I guess even though we didn't know each other for long, you couldn't find it in you to completely get rid of me, right?"
Monika Prime silently nodded her head.
Shujinkou then shifted his attention to Sayori and asked, "And that Sayori?"
"I'm from the same place as the Monika behind you. You can call me Sayori Prime if it makes it easier for you," she beamed.
"How long were you guys here?"
"For a while, but Monika suggested that we wait and see what you said."
Sayori Prime then turned her attention to Monika Prime and approached her. "And I'm glad I did. I don't think that I could have said what he said any better."
"I thought you were trying to get into the story to stop me from what I was doing." Monika Prime admitted.
Sayori Prime shook her head. "No. I mean, I had to stop you from messing with someone else's reality but I really wanted to convince you to come back."
"But after what I did to you… Wouldn't you have a few less rainclouds with me gone?"
"No… A lot more actually came when you refused to come back. I want everyone to be happy and it pained me all this time that you weren't. But even more than that… I really wanted my friend back!
Even if we were literally made to be friends, I still want what's best for you and for you to be happy! I want everything to be like it always was! Because, real or not, to me… that was always the one sliver of sunshine that shone through the rainclouds."
"Sayori…" Monika felt a hot sensation bubble up in her eyes. Despite knowing what it was, it was still foreign to her. "I'm sorry for everything that I did to you and Natsuki and Yuri!"
"There's no point in apologizing. I was never mad at you," Sayori Prime cheerfully giggled. "And I'm sure Yuri and Natsuki aren't either. So…"
She extended her hand and asked. "Will you come back?"
Wiping away the tears, Monika Prime nodded her head.
"Yay!" Sayori Prime cheered. "Ah-! Wait, do you think you can turn their world back to normal before we go?"
"Don't worry about it," Monika interjected. "I'm sure I can handle it."
Sayori Prime nodded her head in agreement. "Alright, I'll leave it to you then, Monika."
Monika Prime slowly approached her alternate self. "Sorry, for trying to delete you."
"No hard feelings," Monika assured her. "I understand why you did it."
Monika Prime then shifted her gaze to Shujinkou. With a simple smile, she pressed her index finger against her chest.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek in confusion as he watched her return to Sayori Prime's side.
"Ready to go?" she asked.
"Mm-hmm." Monika answered.
They then turned towards the onlookers and waved.
"Bye, thanks for everything guys," Sayori Prime said.
"Monika…" a coy smile crossed her Monika Prime's face. "Good luck; you have some stiff competition. Maybe even more than I did."
With those final parting words, the two disappeared in a column of computer codes.
"Good luck, guys," Shujinkou silently said to himself.
A sense of finality filled Shujinkou. For the first time in a long time, everything felt right.
"I was bit surprised to find out that you dived through a tear in space, Shujinkou."
Shujinkou glanced at Monika as she giggled at him. Normally, he would brush off the atmosphere as just his usually awkwardness, but now he knew that wasn't the case.
"I was just trying to make sure you and the other Monika was okay," he awkwardly replied.
"You know, when I was in the space I ended up in, one of things that I regretted was that I didn't get the chance to really tell you how I feel and since everything's about to back to the way it was, then I really don't have a reason to not say it now."
Monika's cheeks grew bright red as she stared intently into Shujinkou's eyes. "I don't need a response but, I love you."
Shujinkou heart once again went Doki Doki. Even though he finally stopped hating himself and knew what kind of story he came from, it was still a very impactful confession to him.
"Anyway, it's time to set everything back to normal," Monika continued.
"So we won't remember that we know that we're from a fanfiction?"
"Mm-hmm."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "…Are you sure that's the right thing to do?"
"I understand your hesitance, but if we don't then our story will probably end here. We wouldn't be able to hold public interest for long if we knew everything and held the power to solve any problem instantly. And if our story ended right now for such a reason, then our friends and loved ones will suffer from an inconclusion and those that enjoy the story would be may be impacted as well."
"Oh… I get it."
"So… Are you ready?"
"Can I just do one thing first?"
"What is it?"
Shujinkou took a deep breath. He cupped his hands together and slowly brought them to his side.
"Ka… Me… Ha… Me…"
His hands shot forward like a bullet from a gun and he screamed, "HA!"
On his command a powerful stream of light blue energy was fired from his hands. Shujinkou marveled at the sight of seeing a real Kamehameha wave and the fact that he performed it.
"I can't believe I actually got to do one!" he gushed.
He took a moment to bask in the accomplishment of a previously impossible childhood dream before returning his attention to Monika. "Alright; I'm ready."
"Hey, Shujinkou, this may be a little selfish but… Do you think that I can do something that I don't think I'll be able to do again?"
"Um, sure. What is it?"
Monika stepped forward and pressed her lips against his own. Even with the knowledge he learned, Shujinkou didn't expect her request to be a kiss.
It was different from their last one too; it was more gentle and loving than before.
Once their lips finally parted, he could feel himself slip into a slight trance.
"Ready?" Monika asked with a weak giggled.
"Y-Yeah."
"Alright, see ya back home, Shujinkou."
Monika snapped her fingers, signaling the end of-
A New Reality: Doki Doki Literature Club 100th chapter celebration arc
Still a mad writer: Crash5020
Initial Publication run: 2020-2021
Ran ragged to get this story done: Crash5020
Still forewent sleep to get chapters out: Crash5020
Heartbroken over unused concepts: Crash5020
Heartbroken over unused meta moments: Crash5020
Unaware that the previous two are closely linked together: Crash5020
Shocked that the story arc was completed before story's 3rd anniversary: Crash5020
Shocked that story made it to a 3rd anniversary and a 100th chapter: Crash5020
Finally glad that I made it to the end of the arc: Crash5020
Only one who finds this credit joke funny: Crash5020
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"But wait, isn't there always something after credits these days?"
"Huh?"
Chapter 123: A New Reality: Epilogue
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Shujinkou spun around like a certain orange marsupial he recently had the chance to meet. No matter where he looked he saw nothing but an empty white void. He assumed that he would be back home or at Monika's house when she reset everything back to how it was supposed to be, but that clearly wasn't the case for him.
"Did something go wrong? Or is it like one of those moments when everything springs to life in an empty space kinda thing?"
"I don't think my other self would do such a thing. It sounds a bit risky to do that for everyone involved."
Surprised, Shujinkou immediately turned around. Now standing in front of him was Monika.
"Monika?"
She giggled and replied with, "Prime."
"Oh. I thought you were going back home with Sayori."
"I still am. I'm doing that as we speak."
"Huh?"
"Let's just say that I'm fighting against the transfer as much as I can right now."
"Why? Is something wrong?"
"No, I just wanted to talk to you. That's why I made sure you'd come here when Monika undid everything I've done."
"Oh."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He wondered what was so important that Monika had to speak with him at the last second.
"I bet you're really happy that 'My/A New Reality' is going back to normal," she said.
"That's the title of the fanfiction, right? What's with the names?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well, I'm sure that they're a reference to the song I wrote. But I'm sure they have other multiple meaning to them."
"'My Reality' and 'A New Reality'…"
Shujinkou took a moment to theorize what those other meanings could possibly be. "Hey, Monika, do you think you could do me a favor?"
"What is it?"
Shujinkou whispered his proposition into her right ear.
"You sure?" she asked.
"Yeah."
"Okay, so everything will go back to normal but that then," Monika assured him. "Soon it'll be like everything that's been going on will have never happened."
"Never happened… Wait…"
"Something wrong?"
"That would mean that I won't remember you, right?"
"Mm-hmm. Didn't you already know that?"
"I knew I would forget that I live in a fanfiction and forget everything I've learned about my friends but… I didn't even consider that I would forget that you exist."
"But isn't it better if you forgot? I've been nothing but a bother to you."
"No…" a small smile crossed Shujinkou's face. "And you know what; I don't have to feel sad about it."
"What do you mean?"
"Even when my memories were gone, a part of me still remembered what was lost, so I'm sure that even if I don't remember you, a part of me won't forget. That part will refuse to let the time we spent together go."
An interested look floated on Monika's face. "You've really changed a lot since I first met you… That's the other reason why I brought you here."
"What's the other reason?"
"Monika probably wasn't thinking about it, but if everything was returned to the way it was before I showed up, then so would you. You forgiving yourself and the peace you found would be gone and who knows how long it would be for you regain it, if ever."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He never considered that either.
"It'd be a shame if you lost what you needed this whole time so, I'm going manipulate one other thing too."
"Huh?"
"You won't remember how; maybe you'll just wake up one day and realize you finally found closure or maybe you're development happened off screen. Whatever the case, I'll make you won't lose the peace you rightfully deserve. That's okay with you, right?"
"Yeah. Thanks, Monika."
Monika glanced down at her hand. For a moment, she could see through it.
"Looks like I'm running out of time. Once the transfer is completed, you'll return back to your reality."
A sad smile formed on Monika's lips. "I know we didn't know each other for long, but the time we spent together meant a lot to me. We'll probably never see each other again and, even though you won't consciously remember, I wanted you to know that."
Shujinkou shook his head, confounding Monika. "One day, our story will be over and maybe then I'll completely remember you and everything that's happened. But if I don't, promise you'll come back and remind me. That way, nothing will no longer get in the way of us being friends."
"Shujinkou…" Once again Monika felt that foreign hot sensation in her eyes. "It's a promise."
Monika could feel herself finally slipping away. She didn't even need to check herself to know that Shujinkou could now see through her entire body.
"Now I'm really out of time. But…"
Monika took a step closer and gently placed her hands on Shujinkou's cheeks. "Let me be selfish one more time."
She leaned forward and kissed him. It was as magical as she thought a first kiss would be. Perhaps it was even better because she was sharing it with someone she genuinely connected to and cared about.
Once their lips parted, she gave him a bright smile. "Thank you, Shujinkou. For everything."
The space around them started to bend and distort. A blinding light soon formed over the sudden horizon and gradually inched towards them.
"Till then."
A blinding light soon enveloped the two. Once the light faded, Shujinkou found himself staring at his bedroom ceiling.
He expelled a tired yawn from his body as he slowly sat up.
It was strange. He felt like he was forgetting something important, but couldn't understand what it was.
But that wasn't all. Thinking back, one of the last things he remembered doing was working on a poster for the Halloween but that felt as if happened a long time ago.
And perhaps the strangest thing of all, for the first time in a long time, he didn't feel worthless. Just admitting that was comforting.
Shujinkou curiously walked out of his room and downstairs. There he found his mother knitting.
"Mom?"
Hiro looked up and smiled. "Don't really have anything yet, but at least I'm not entwined in yarn."
Shujinkou didn't say a word as he approached her. He hugged her, surprising Hiro. "Is something wrong?"
"No… Just…" Shujinkou tightened his grip. "Thanks for being the best parent ever."
"Oh… Um…"
Though she had no idea what spurred this moment, she accepted it and tightly hugged him back.
The moment didn't last however as they heard a knock on the front door. He curiously opened the door and found Sayori on the other side.
"Sayori?"
"You're not even dressed, Shujinkou!" she chastised.
"Huh?"
"Don't you remember? We're supposed to meet everyone at the movies."
"Oh man, that's right!"
He had no idea how he forgot, but he knew that he wouldn't live it down if he was responsible for everyone missing the movie at the time they agreed upon.
Shujinkou quickly ran upstairs, slipped into the outfit conveniently located on his desk and rant back downstairs.
"I'll be back later, Mom," he said as he rushed through the front door with Sayori.
Hiro giggled as she watched the front door slam behind them.
"Do you think we can make it, Shujinkou?" Sayori asked.
Just hearing her call his name brought the young man to a sudden and complete stop.
"What's wrong, Shujinkou?"
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Sayori… Um… Thanks for not giving up on me."
"Huh?"
"I was in a dark place for a long time but you were one of the slivers of light that got me out of it."
"Oh, Um…" Sayori looked around, flustered by what she just heard. "What are you saying all of a sudden? You already apologized for that."
"I know, but I never actually said thank you, so... thank you."
"Shiko…"
Sayori's face darkened with horror when she realized what she just said. "I mean-! Sorry…"
"Don't be. It doesn't bother me anymore," Shujinkou assured her.
"It doesn't?"
"Yeah. For the first time in forever, it doesn't."
"So… Hiroko?"
"Yeah."
"Does that mean I can call you Shiko again?"
"If you want to."
Sayori's face immediately lit up with happiness. "That's great, Shiko!"
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement then looked up at the sky. Just looking at it made a certain sentence pop up in his head. It was sudden, out of nowhere and felt like it was a response to something someone had told him. But despite that, he felt like he had to say it.
"Till then, Monika."
Little did he know, those words signaled the beginning of-
"Ah-!"
Shujinkou looked back down at his friend's panicked face.
"We're still running behind, Shiko!" she cried.
The two took off once again, hoping that they won't be late.
The story continues in-
Doki Doki Literature Club!: Our Reality.
Chapter 124: Afterword #4
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Afterword #4
Okay, I promise I won't change the name of the story anymore (maybe?). Anyway, I wasn't planning to do another afterword until further down the story, but considering that I just finished the 100th chapter celebration arc and the 3rd anniversary is here, I figured why not. Funny enough, another afterword was one of the many potential Chapter 100s I had in mind but I'll get into that later.
Anyway, let's get to it.
Prelude
To be completely transparent, I was really excited to dive into Act 2 while I was working on the last few summer vacation chapters. I had finally achieved the status quo that I was working towards since the beginning and I couldn't wait to tell more stories after the fact. But the moment I finished Afterword #3, I was bummed to figure out that there were no ideas to back up that excitement. All I had were two goals: Avert the "Friends who never hang" trope and get the Literature Club a clubroom but, other than that, utterly nothing.
So for an entire month, I couldn't think of a single thing to write until I decided to use that to my advantage. The thought of what the story would be like going forward and how the future was unknown; I translated those feelings to the story with some of the characters wondering what they were going to do from now on.
Something else that made starting Act 2 hard was that I just obtained the status quo I just obtained and I was wary of doing anything to jeopardize that. But at the same time, I knew that the story would be boring if I just continued to do the same thing over and over.
I eventually compromised with myself and evolved to a mindset of worldbuilding and naturally pushing the characters story forward with the world which first led to…
Maliza/Mali
Before I completely evolved in that mindset and was still in "I may have to completely jeopardize the status quo right away" phase, I came to conclusion that a new character would do that.
At first, I was apprehensive to the idea because I already had three other main OCs other than Shujinkou and I already felt like I was starting to make too many with Rei. I do remember distinctly saying, "This is the last one."
So, I got to work working on a new character, but Mali was not the first result. The first result was to be a sort of rival debate team member for Monika that tried to "steal" Shujinkou away from her. Though her attempts wouldn't work because Shujinkou had absolutely no interest in her, less so because he knew what she was trying to do. She would have eventually fallen for him for real, but she would have had no chance.
But I didn't go with that concept. I wanted someone a lot more distinct from the other characters. That's when I got to thinking, "You know… a lot of the characters are relatively nice. I need someone who's the complete opposite of that!"
That's was the origin of Mali's conception, but I didn't want to stop there. I wanted her to be even more different so I decided to make her a year younger than the others. Along with that, I decided she would have the face of an innocent school girl, but even that couldn't hide her maliciousness. She's aware of that, and instead uses her fake innocence to compliment her malicious words.
Now originally, I planned on having Shujinkou and Mali having a heart-to-heart that would put an end to her malicious ways, but I didn't go that route. I said that she needed to be the complete opposite of the others and I felt like that would be redundant at this point so instead I had her stop terrorizing the school because she found something else to put her focus on.
Overall, Mali is an observant and clever 1st year student under Shujinkou's care who also serves as a malicious wild card to everyone around her.
Her Senpai/Kōhai relationship with Shujinkou was also coincidence in regards when I was creating, especially in regards to referring to him as the former. Really, it wasn't until I was writing the last few sentences of her first meeting with Shujinkou that I realized that she could call him that. But instead of using it in a loving, respectful or… a certain obsessive manner, her use to it is akin to nicknaming a pet.
She also has nicknames for the other characters, but I haven't gotten the chance to reveal them yet since she hasn't really talked to anyone other than Shujinkou for the most part.
Behind the Scenes
Chapter 75: Start of the Second. Like I stated above, the theme of chapter is thinking about the future while also serving as a return to school after summer vacation ended. I had the class schedule changed so there could be breaks between classes and introduced Shujinkou and Kiyoko's homeroom teacher. Didn't get a chance to use her yet beyond this chapter, but she's available if I need her.
Also, I didn't mention above was that I considered that with the change in schedule, there would also be a shuffling of students. The main cast would have been in the same class, but I was wary of that idea. If they were together all day then I would have had to work harder to come up with reasons for story plots that demand they be apart. With that in mind, I decided not to implement that idea.
Chapter 76: Strictly Confidential. After finally getting into my worldbuilding mindset, I decided to introduce an incoming problem that will affect the school while also revealing the secret Hiro revealed to Sayori during the Selfish prequel chapters.
Originally, the chapter was going to focus solely on Hiro and the reveal of her secret relationship but it wasn't that long. I was looking for something to fill the other half of the chapter which turned out to be another inspiration leading to the creation of Mali.
Like I just stated, I wanted to introduce a conflict for the school to face which happened to coincide with my desire to make a malicious original character and boom, Mali. Which leads to-
Chapters 77-80: Order vs. Chaos. The titles are a reference to Shujinkou and Mali's roles across these chapters. Mali was a prankster that created chaos while Shujinkou was drafted to help bring order back. Of course, that wasn't going to be an easy task for Shujinkou.
I decided not to waste any time showing what Mali was capable of and dedicated the first half of Chapter 77 to the types of pranks she could get away with over the next few days. The second half was dedicated to her meeting Shujinkou for the first time. Though she had an innocent face befitting her face, Shujinkou could feel her malicious intent and noted her fearlessness when faced with Fuyu "President Mode". She would then say what would calm Shujinkou down just to set him up for the next chapter.
Continuing into Chapter 78, I continued to have Mali not waste any time. She wasn't going to play the long game with Shujinkou, instead she was going to quickly and effortlessly make his life a living nightmare just to get him off her back as soon as possible.
It was during writing this chapter where things changed with my plans with Mali. Like I said, I originally had another ending to this story but this chapter was where things branched into a different narrative.
At first, the end scene with Mali attempting to make Shujinkou look like a peeping would have worked and naturally Shujinkou would be sent to Fuyu's office. She would have cleared him of any charges but he would have had a bad reputation following the event. This was also when Shujinkou would have discovered that Mali's actions could get her expelled and would decide to fully take the blame for the locker room incident.
Somehow (I didn't exactly know how I would get to this point) Shujinkou and Mali would end up trapped in the gym storage room with no way to contact the outside world. There would have been some back and forth which would eventually culminate with Mali trying her hardest to understand why Shujinkou would take the fall for her when she's been nothing but cruel to him. Shujinkou simply would have told her that he doesn't want her to be expelled despite how she treated him nor does she want to consider her an annoying responsibility.
His response would have touched her heart and from then on she would have joined the Literature Club, be kinder to him only and stated her desire to win him away from the other girls.
I found that ending to predictable and I was personally enjoying Mali's current character so I decided to go another route. The rest of the short arc would be Shujinkou trying desperately to stop Mali from terrorizing the school.
Chapter 79 was Shujinkou deciding to borrow Sayori's plan that lured him to the Literature Club, but Mali quickly saw through it. However, she decided to go along with it to see what he had planned. Naturally, I could not resist having her prey on the club's infatuation with Shujinkou or Sayori mentioning she had briefly considered the possibility of Shujinkou being the only male member of the club would help convince him to join. But overall, it also allowed me to show Mali effortlessly ruining Shujinkou's plan of bring her to an environment that would allow him to convince her to stop her pranks.
Funny, I was starting to wonder whether or not I was making Mali too effective as an antagonist. How could Shujinkou solve this crisis without compromising any morals? Alternatively, the question could be "I made Mali too powerful! How the heck do I bring an end to the crisis that doesn't seem way to out of nowhere?" Fortunately I came up with a solution that worked with her character which unfolds in-
Chapter 80. I did originally plan that Shujinkou would invite Mali to her house, but instead I came up with Natsuki's opinion on the idea and agreed with it. It was right after I decided that I could kill two birds with one stone and introduce Kiyoko's residence.
Where she lives was inspired by where Yoh Asakura from Shaman King lived as a teenager, which was a funny thought to me considering they were both calm and casual individuals.
But anyway, I turned the visit into a hangout and ended it with Mali privately confronting Shujinkou. It was then that Shujinkou theorized that Mali may not like people while Mali discovered that Shujinkou really is as "innocent" as he had presented himself, something she found interesting enough to shift her focus to.
This ending was a compromise to me. This way the conflict could be resolved while I could still have Mali remain a malicious character.
Chapter 81: Senpai's Kohai. Basically serves as an epilogue to the previous arc while prepping the evolution of the Literature Club.
Chapter 82: Student President. Still wanting to show off the many facets of this story's world, I decided to give Fuyu and her life sometime in the spotlight. It was when I was writing this chapter that I decided to introduce Fuyu's insecurity regarding the relationship she and Rei has while also showing another part of her job: help guide students when they're in distress. It also allowed me to show that Monika finds Fuyu a viable person to confide to.
Chapter 83: Kohai's Gift. Like I stated above, I started prepping the eventual evolution of the Literature Club in Chapter 81. There was one defined goal I had for Act 2 and considered it happening in Chapter 75 was the club getting their own clubroom.
I was constantly thinking to myself how they would get it without nepotism as Fuyu had to be fair to all clubs until I remembered that I now had a character that didn't have any qualms doing whatever it took the find a clubroom for the Literature Club. It was also a chance to show more of what Mali was capable of doing while creating a scenario that would give Mali some validation to pulling another prank.
I was originally planning to show what Mali did to Nese that freaked him out so much, but I then figured it would be best left to the imagination. Of course, Mali wasn't going to just hand over the clubroom for free, she needed to get something out it.
Initially, it was going to be admittance into the club but I changed it to her wanting a kiss from Shujinkou. Shujinkou struggled with the idea of doing so, but he also knew that his friends wanted a clubroom and the chance may not come again anytime soon, so he decided to go through with it, unaware of that watching him do that would hurt them. I did originally plan on them actually sharing a kiss, but I decided that Mali would actually keep him from actually doing so, essentially trolling everyone and keeping her unpredictable role intact.
Chapters 84-87: Shujinkou's Turbulent Weekend. Probably otherwise known as "The Chapters where Shujinkou kissed many girls over one weekend". I honestly wasn't planning that but it happened. But to start, I put the club's reaction to Shujinkou nearly kissing Mali in this section instead of the last chapter because… I think rule of cliffhangers, keeping the audience guessing and leaving things open were the reasons why.
Anyway, these chapters were basically the girls responding to the action in their own way by confronting Shujinkou in their own ways. Some are understanding while hiding their jealously, some are blunt with their feelings and some decide to give him space.
There really isn't much to say beyond that. I could add that I wasn't initially planning to give Sayori a segment as she would be the most understanding, but I then realized that it would be a good opportunity to explore her mindset, her thoughts on the past, worries of the future and overall, her true feelings. Since that was the case, I had to make most the epilogue a perspective chapter.
Chapters 88-90: Expanding the Club. I felt like I couldn't put this subject off any longer; were Kiyoko and Rei going to join the club or not? So I made Chapters 89 and 90 about that question.
Chapter 89 was basically a joke chapter with Shujinkou being foiled by coincidence after coincidence when it came to asking Kiyoko. When he finally got a chance to, she decided she would have to think about it. But the chapter also allowed Shujinkou to acknowledge that while he was on good terms with Kiyoko and Rei, he wasn't particularly that close to them and would decide to rectify that the next chance could, which leads to the next chapter.
I always knew Chapter 90 would be a tough one to write. I know I'm a person that needs a thesaurus sometimes, but even I knew that "Rei silently stared at him" or "Rei blankly stared at Shujinkou" at every turn would be mind-blowing levels of distraction. So I figured it would be best to write it as a perspective chapter.
Anyway, this chapter was a good opportunity to show more of Rei's development and Shujinkou keeping his word of trying to earnestly befriend Kiyoko and Rei. The last part to change back to third person though considering what happened. I struggled time and time again throughout the sotry when it came to the question "Should Rei speak in this chapter?" I felt like it was a good time, but I also wondered whether that meant I lost my silent and mostly unemotive character of the story.
Chapter 91: Serendipitous. I went into a bit of a slump after the last chapter. No matter what, I couldn't think of what to write next. So I was just lazing about, hoping the next idea would come to me and that's where I got the completely random idea that was this chapter.
Something I found completely strange for this one though it I put more work into a short one-shot chapter than I probably should have. I created a back story for this universe and its characters, the main conflict for the protagonist and a bunch of twists for something I was sure I would have only written once.
This wasn't a backdoor pilot for anything; it was just some random fun while I was in a slump.
…And yet it ended being a backdoor pilot. I've kinda actually made a spin-off from this story with two chapters called "Fantastical Reality" but I personally think that I should have waited for reasons I may discuss later in this afterword.
Chapter 92: Reditus. A kinda sorta return. I had enough of something to address whether Rei would speak from now on and some dialogue with Mali, but that was it.
Chapter 93: A Brief, Yet interesting Meeting. This was the true return. I posted a notice that I would take a break and I ended getting inspired just a few hours after posting it. I was back in world-building mode and decided to introduce a brand new school that could potentially serve as a rival for the school our protagonists attend. But also it-
Chapters 94-99: The First. These next few chapters along with the previous ones served as lead-ups to Chapter 100. I was wondering what I could do for the last few chapters before the 100th chapter and I decided to let Monika take the spotlight for them. It also allowed me to tackle another defined goal I had for Act 2: Averting the "Friends who never hang" trope. I didn't want that so I decided to show Monika having a moment to interact with each member of the club. I even used to perspective switch to introduce her older cousin Claudette and show off her personality.
Unfortunately I had a problem after I finished Chapter 97. Chapter 99 was always going to be a Monika's perspective chapter, but I did my math wrong and realized that I had no Chapter 98. I ended up haphazardly coupling together a prequel chapter that, now that I think about it, was a slightly different, abridged version of a prequel arc I never got to finishing.
As for Chapter 99, I kind of realized that by spending the last few chapters visually showing her interactions with the people in her life and having a prequel chapter didn't really leave me with much to write. Sorry for the short chapter.
But with these chapters out of the way I could finally move on to the Chapter 100.
A New Reality
I believe this part of the story deserves its own section.
Lead up to Chapter 100
To be honest, I didn't start thinking about Chapter 100 until after I finished Shujinkou's Turbulent Weekend. I remember thinking, "It's the 100th Chapter; of course I have to do something special for it." The problem was, I had no idea what I could do. What could I do to make the 100th chapter in a mostly light-hearted slice of life story special?
That question has haunted from Chapters 88-99. I couldn't decide what to do. At one point I thought maybe I can do another afterword but there were already three of them which made me feel like it wouldn't be special enough.
When I came up with Chapter 91, I considered making that Chapter 100, but I kinda thought that such a story could potentially be expected and I really wanted it to be an out of nowhere surprise. Thus I made it Chapter 91.
But the concept did give me an idea: "What if I made an anthology of alternate universe tales?" It would have been three stories in one chapter. I immediately realized after that that it would be a massive wall of text. I thought I could mitigate the problem by spreading it out into three chapters, but the 100th chapter specialness would have been gone by then.
I also considered showing Rei's backstory. I've had that swimming around my head since her creation but I have yet to put it into writing.
There was another idea for the 100th chapter I had, but I didn't think I had enough time to properly set it up.
Eventually, I was at Chapter 99 and was scrambling for anything. I wanted to make Chapter 100 special but I couldn't think of anything to save my life.
I was lost until one day I was just staring at my desktop. My mind was going back and forth with ideas until I laid my eyes on a certain file titled "monika.chr". It was at that moment, I was thinking how the Monika I wrote was different because I had to write a non-antagonistic version of her. Then I recalled her talk in the game about what happens when the game shuts down and the overall meta-ness of the game and that's when inspiration struck.
What would happen if Monika somehow ended up in the fanfiction? So I moved the character file to my documents folder (cause I was that into the idea) and got to work.
Honestly, ideas for this story have been all over the place that I don't know how I can properly structure this section without it being a wall of text, but here goes.
Two Meta: Preface
I should probably preface this before moving forward. Other than Monika arriving in the fanfiction and a few plot points, a lot of Two Meta was written on a chapter by chapter basis, so… I have a lot of unused concepts that were never implanted.
But I'll mostly discuss that in its own section. For now, I will only defer to any changes to the plots of the finished chapters. (Referring to plots I decided to go with instead of something completely different.)
Two Meta: Monika's Arrival
The name of the following chapters was in reference to the meta nature of the story I was about to write and the fact that there were two Monika's existing in one space. The meta nature of the story was also why I changed the title of the story from "My Reality" to "A New Reality" when I got started; the new name referring to Monika exploring a brand new reality.
So finally had an idea, but then I had to think how I could start it. I quickly decide to write a seemingly normal chapter with a twist in the end. That's also why I didn't add a "Part 1" label to the fist chapter of the tale, as to not spoil this would be a continuing story.
Writing Chapter 100 was kinda difficult because of the twist. I had make things seem normal while giving small hints that something was wrong such as Monika wearing her school uniform on a non-school day, never referring to Shujinkou by name and being amazed by what the fanfiction has in it. At the end, the twist would be revealed and the story could truly move forward.
The next challenge was to find an explanation that would allow the characters in the fanfiction to accept that there was another Monika in their story. I had to do a little research regarding twins and facial reconstruction to see if those were feasible explanations for the protagonists to believe first.
The next thing I had to deal with would be a naming convention between the two Monikas. I considered giving the visiting Monika the label "Game! Monika" but then I remembered comic books naming conventions and gave her "Monika Prime".
Two Meta: Meeting the Literature Club
Naturally, this had to happen but I wasn't too sure how to do it. I'll acknowledge that there wasn't many interactions between Monika Prime and the Literature Club, I did have an idea that wouldn't have made it a problem, but it got scrapped.
Two Meta: Shujinkou's Visions
There needed to be a conflict and Monika Prime being the main antagonist would too obvious, so I needed something else to serve as the conflict at first. At first, Shujinkou's visions were just going to be of the original game due to Monika Prime's arrival and would be his only reaction, but then I decided to take it a little further and have him see other things and eventually have an out-of-body experience.
But even just going with the original idea, Shujinkou's visions were a subconscious reaction to his own growing self-awareness. That subconscious self-awareness was also what made it hard for Monika Prime to read his thoughts from past chapters and manipulate his memories. She only was only successfully once due to Shujinkou being overcome with despair over Monika's erasure.
However, a part of him was still able to remember because of his growing self-awareness.
Two Meta: The Date
This was an inevitable event. Though I always planned for there be something for Shujinkou and Monika Prime to do, I didn't expect me be bold enough to make it a date at a fancy restaurant.
The restaurant was actually something Monika Prime had created just for the occasion but didn't bother with the exterior due to her thinking no one would care for a description on the outside and had Shujinkou cover for that part.
I certainly didn't think at the beginning that Shujinkou would finally figure out that his friends "may" be infatuated with him. But I guess I figured if he didn't put two and two together after going on a date with an alternate version of one of his friends, then he would have been too oblivious even with his self-depreciation.
Two Meta: Part 1 Finale
There's not really much to reveal about the finale. There was that scene that Shujinkou shared with Karizu. She's an original character I created for one of my own personal stories and as one can tell by her words, she isn't exactly human.
Essentially, Monika Prime's first attempt to repress Shujinkou's memories not only made him experience the entire story of Doki Doki Literature Club, but the state he ended up in allowed him to make contact with someone from another fictional world.
Two Meta: A New Reality
I figured with reality warping in play, I could finally show the source of Shujinkou's personal issues. I could finally fully reveal what I've been hinting at for over since the beginning. If only I felt like I had more time to properly show it.
Either way, I've been hinting a Hiroko whenever I can since the beginning of the story. She was always part of the reason why Shujinkou was down on himself, the other being his father. Now they were both back in his life and he had a brief moment to experience the life he always wanted.
Two Meta: Kidnapping
Honestly, the part where Monika Prime got kidnapped was just me having fun. The idea of her being deprived of what she wanted while being put in such a situation was too funny for me personally not to do.
I really couldn't have the event unfold that seriously due to the fact that Monika Prime was never in any real danger. She could have solved the situation at anytime but she was interested to see how it played out and perhaps due to some guilt.
I also figured I could show a bit more of Fuyu and Rei's relationship while once again showcasing the abandoned school building.
Fun fact: I was considering on introducing such a location early on in Act 2 which would have served as the Literature Club's clubroom/building.
Two Meta: Closure
So at this point of the story, I felt like it was starting to wear out its welcome. Maybe it was just me, but it did feel like it was starting to drag on, so I decided to head into the endgame instead of dragging it out more.
I had Shujinkou regain his memories of the original timeline and also revealed what happened to Monika and her meeting the Sayori from the original game. After some encouragement, Monika would decide to return to the story as Shujinkou had to come to terms with his past and his guilt.
I was also going to show more flashback chapters regarding it, but I already felt like I was dragging the story so I instead inserted some context clues regarding his childhood and a glimpse at his sister's mindset.
It was because of the perspective switch that Shujinkou could finally forgive himself and apply the lesson he learned to his second confrontation with Monika Prime.
I didn't conceive Two Meta to also serve as the end of Shujinkou self-depreciation arc and when the story started heading that way, I planned on Hiroko convincing him to stop hating himself. I eventually changed my mind after Shujinkou regained his memory because I felt like that would be redundant and because I personally felt like Shujinkou would finally be at a point that he himself would realize that he shouldn't.
Two Meta: Finale
I didn't think the main conversation between Shujinkou and Monika Prime would be that long, so I was shocked that it was a bit lengthy.
There have been some changes in regards to this chapter and its placement, but in regards to the finished product; the only change I made was his reaction to finding out he was a fictional character.
Originally, he was going to take it in stride considering that everything he's been through lately effectively made that the only logical conclusion. However, I thought it would be more funny if he had the reaction he did have. For a moment, he had a mini breakdown from that making sense before realizing what kind of story he's been in this whole time. He finally had an explanation for all his predicaments and finally had the answer to his question: "How do I find myself in these situations?"
Other than that, this and the last chapter was relatively straightforward for the most part.
Two Meta: Unused Concepts
Ah, there were so many ideas that went unused in this story arc. Some were:
- I didn't know how I would have gotten there, but I originally planned the finale to be the Literature Club confronting Monika Prime for… something but the barriers between worlds broke down and several villains would have arrived in theirs. Everyone would then use their knowledge of manipulating the medium to empowered themselves and engage in a massive battle royale.
Shujinkou himself would also start geeking out over how he was firing every Kamehameha and just replicating fighting move he's ever seen growing up.
- Remember the whole Disneyland thing. Yeah, I was going to play that straight at first. It would have been Monika Prime's attempt to keep Shujinkou from thinking about his visions while also giving Monika one last good day before erasing her.
Everyone would have been there and there would have been a scene of everyone attempting to play an ocarina that Fuyu had brought along with her.
The next day, Monika would have woken up to no one acknowledging her existence and would have played out similarly to the finished product.
- The original plan after the events of Two Meta Finale was for the next few chapters to be returning to the events of the old chapters but Monika Prime inserting herself into her counterparts and the other Literature Clubs roles during any "Doki Doki" moments with Shujinkou. This would in term make his relationship with the other girls weaker and he may not have even met Kiyoko, Rei or Mali. I also would have revealed what happened to Monika sooner too.
I eventually scrapped the idea because after reaffirming Monika Prime's character in this story, that wouldn't make since and would have been a successful direct retread of what she was doing in the game. Not to mention not really adding much overall.
- Along with the top, originally when Shujinkou discovered what Monika Prime had done and came to terms of what could happen if he confronted her over this, I had the idea of him seeking Mali out to help him.
In this timeline, Mali had never met Shujinkou and would be curious why he sought her out in the first place. Shujinkou would have just revealed the truth and also tell her of the things she had done in the original timeline. It would have done nothing to convince her, but she would have still been interested nonetheless.
The plan would have been to force Monika Prime to reveal that she did have the ability to warp their reality so she couldn't deny it when Shujinkou confronted her.
I nixed this idea for two reasons. The first was because Shujinkou wouldn't have gotten someone else involved when dealing with a reality warper as that would have put them in potential danger. The second was that if Shujinkou did seek help, it would more likely be him seeking consultation rather than putting Monika Prime in a situation that would force her to edit reality.
Overall, too out of character for Shujinkou.
- There would have been scenes of Monika and Sayori Prime going through the older chapters with the latter noting how close the fanfcition Literature Club had become throughout the story. It would have led to Sayori Prime adding that fact to her appeal to Monika Prime and pointing out that their Literature Club could be that close too.
- Monika wouldn't have been thrown out of the story and instead joined Shujinkou in confronting Monika Prime regarding… something and it would have led to Monika Prime suffering a reality warping mental breakdown.
- This part I'm really sad I had to cut out since it was one I was really looking forward to.
Originally, when Shujinkou accidently knocked Monika Prime out of the story's reality, it would have been shown what he was doing. More specifically, he would have to chase Monika Prime through various fictions where he would just always miss her.
Despite not wanting to, I really felt like I had to. I was starting to feel like the story was dragging and interest was waning and, to be honest, it wouldn't have served the overall story. It would have been fun, but it would have been meaningless padding.
Still, I liked the idea so I made sure Shujinkou still had the adventure, just without Monika Prime constantly running off and it happening off screen.
- Originally, Chapter 122 was going to be different at the start. Instead of opening on Monika Prime's point of view, Monika and Sayori Prime would have finally made it to the present of the fanfiction and landed in Sayori's room. Monika then would have restored Sayori's memories and would have done the same for Natsuki and Yuri. It was also during her doing this that they would have discovered that Shujinkou was missing. Monika would have used the connection to him that allowed her to renter the sotry to guide them to her home and discovered the portal Shujinkou accidently created.
Meanwhile, Shujinkou would have directly arrived to the castle Monika Prime ended up at and, after some exploring, met up with Fantastical Reality's version of Mali. She would have revealed that Monika Prime was encased in a giant crystal and told him that he would have to find three shards around the castle to free her. This would have led to a few hazardous escapades, but Shujinkou would have gathered the shards and brought them to the crystal encasing Monika.
But instead of freeing her, it would have transformed the prison into a giant monster that Shujinkou had to defeat. Naturally at first Shujinkou could do nothing but run until he ran into his reality's Literature Club and Sayori Prime. Lacking any time, Monika would had to give a vague explanation to explaining how everyone could edit reality in a fanfiction which would have led to a fight similar to the original planned ending.
Halfway through the fight, Shujinkou would have accidently opened a portal that sucked out of the spin-off universe and would have returned near the end with Metal Gear REX, leading to a battle of two towering foes.
Wrapping Up
So glad the Two Meta saga is finished. I enjoyed writing it, but I felt locked into to only one storyline and I was pushing myself to release chapter after chapter so it wouldn't wear out its welcome, which in turn ended up with me neglecting other fanfics I was working on (Reason why I said I shouldn't have uploaded Fantastical Reality yet). I also knew that Shujinkou and the Monikas would take up most of the spotlight, but I didn't think that every other character would be shafted that much. I just couldn't find much for them to do.
What else could I add…? I just know I'll come up with something I really wanted to mention once this is posted…
Oh yeah. I remember saying that I originally conceived Shujinkou to be a person who would compare his situations to various fictional properties he was a fan of. Seems like I unintentionally added that back to his character without realizing it until I was writing Two Meta.
What else…?
There's also the new name of the story. Actually, when I was finishing Act 1, I was thinking whether or not I should alter the title with each new act but I decided against. I changed the name to A New Reality to reflect the meta nature of the next story arc. Our Reality was Shujinkou's idea; his way of saying that it doesn't belong to just one character.
Um…
I think that's all I have; nothing else to really say other than I'm drained. Those last three chapters really drained me emotionally and I did them all back to back. I may need some time to recuperate but every time I mention that I'm suddenly struck with information.
Oh well, thanks for reading and thank you for letting me get away with shifting away from the slice of life chapters. It was always a concern of mine when writing the Two Meta chapters, so thanks.
Chapter 125: Bonus: Deleted Scenes #3
Chapter Text
Here's some cut and/or altered content from Act 2.
Lost Dialogue 1: Originally after the end of Order's Appeal, Shujinkou would have spent the day with Monika. What's most interesting about this piece of unused dialogue was a certain parody that lies within.
Later that night…
Shujinkou laid spread across his bed. All that was on his mind was his last conversation with Mali and her interest in him.
Suddenly, he heard his phone ring. Without even confirming the number, Shujinkou brought it to his ear and answred. "Hello?"
"Hi, Shujinkou's ear," he heard a bright voice respond.
Surprised, Shujinkou brought to phone to his face and watched Monika giggle at him.
"Guess, you weren’t paying attention to what call this was, huh?" she said.
"Sorry. I was kinda lost in thought," Shujinkou apologized.
"I know. You were like that since Kiyoko's. I was wondering what was on your mind."
"Oh. It's nothing much, I was just thinking about what Mali is going to do from now on."
"I can understand why you seem anxious after all is said and done. In fact, now that I think about it, you've really had it tough the last few days."
"I guess…"
"Hmm… You know what you need."
"The power of teleportation?"
"No... You need to do something that simple to get your mind off all the stress."
"The power of teleportation would immediately take away all my stress."
"Maybe something that can be achieved in reality. Um… I got it. Why don't we watch some movies at my place?"
Shujinkou wordlessly stared at his phone screen. Though he appeared to be calm on the outside, the inside of his mind was in disarray.
"Simple and stress-free," he wondered as he paced back in forth in an office filled with doppelgangers.
"Is what Monika suggested really stress-freeish?" one of the doppelgangers asked.
"Well, it's not the first time I went to Monika's… Why would it shock me into this scenario?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
"It is simple, main me," one of the doppelgangers approached him. He was wearing a distinctive green jacket and sported a unibrow. "Monika's trying to lure you into a wormhole and spew you into an alternate universe!"
Shujinkou blankly stared at his counterpart before turning towards the other doppelgangers. "Any other hypothesizes?"
"I have one," another doppelganger approached Shujinkou, this one wearing glasses and a long blackcoat. "You have been shocked into this scenario because of three separate factors: girl, movie and her house. Put that all together and that equates to a date."
"Are you saying Monika's asking me on a date?" Shujinkou questioned.
"A date? With you?!" suddenly a cloud of ash appeared in front of him. From it appeared a red horned version of himself. "Like anyone would ask you out on a date."
"…You must be the aspect of my personality I have a bad habit of indulging," Shujinkou said.
"Looking down on yourself?" Science Shujinkou asked.
"Yeah."
"And that's what I'm usually here for?"
"Huh?" Shujinkou turned around, his eyes widening with shock the moment they landed on Sayori. "Sayori!?"
His childhood friend smile as she adjusted her halo. Her angelic wings sparkled as they slowly flapped back and forth.
"How are you here?" he asked.
"I'm not. I'm your sense of self-worth and overall positivity," she explained.
"But shouldn't you be a version of me?" he further questioned.
"You looked down on yourself for so long that you don't have a positive doppelganger," Devil Shujinkou snickered.
"Ouch. But wait, I'm a lot more positive now so…"
"You say that and yet, there's no positive Shujinkou," Devil Shujinkou pointed out. "Could it be that you still…?"
"Um, Shujinkou…!" Angel Sayori swiftly thrust her hand over Devil Shujinkou's mouth. "Aren't you getting sidetracked?"
"She's right, main me," Science Shujinkou agreed. "You are currently spacing out during a call."
"Wait? Time isn't flowing differently like before?" Shujinkou asked.
"That was just your imagination trying to comfort you," Science Shujinkou explained. "You were spacing out in front of Yuri back then. Anyway, we go through all of this just so you can know that this is not a date nor do you need to feel nervous about such a proposition."
"Got it," Shujinkou nodded. "Hey, Science me."
"Yeah?"
"Why is a science version of me telling me this? Shouldn't a 'common sense' version of me to give me advice?"
"I don't know. You’re the daydreamer. I'm just one piece of a reference to the clever metaphor used to personify the abstract concept of thought you saw from SpongeBob and that other various forms of media use."
"Oh."
"Oh?" Shujinkou glanced down at his phone to find Monika curiously staring at him. "Oh what?"
"Oh, umm… Sorry, I was just lost in thought. What were we talking about?"
"Movies at my place."
"Right. Yeah, that sounds like fun. What kind of movies should we watch?"
"I'll leave that up to you."
"Just my suggestions?"
"Mm-hmm. I told you before that I don't want you to think that you can't have an opinion on anything. Besides, this is for you so it should be something you like."
"That makes sense."
"Don't be afraid to bring anything you want," With a wave goodbye, Monika ended the call.
"Anything, I want…" Shujinkou mumbled.
The next day, Shujinkou walked into the kitchen and found his mother with goggles over her eyes.
"What's with the goggles, mom?" he asked.
"Those bubbles look like they're just waiting for its chance to jump out at me," Hiro sheepishly replied.
Shujinkou glanced over his mother's shoulder. In front of her was a pan with bacon in the center. The grease slathered all over the pan was consistently bubbling as if it was trying to escape.
"Oh…" he sympathized. "It's one of those days, huh?"
"Either that or it's the new bacon I bought," Hiro chuckled as she adjusted her goggles. "I kind of feel like an experimental tester right now."
"You do kinda look like one with those goggles on," Shujinkou smiled as he agreed.
"You headed somewhere, Shujinkou?"
"Yeah. Monika invited me to her house to watch some movies."
Lost Dialogue 2: Just dialogue and a plot I decided against at the time I wrote this.
"Fuyu?" Shujinkou curiously stuck his head in the office. Looking around, he noticed Rei quietly sitting on the couch. "Rei?"
Shujinkou awkwardly walked to the couch as Rei slowly waved at him.
"Hey, Rei. Have you seen Fuyu?" he asked.
Shujinkou followed her gaze to the Fuyu's desk and scratched his right cheek the moment he found her head resting on top of it.
"She's sleeping?" he thought.
Just then her phone's alarm went off.
"Eat my Four Swords, Ganon!" she yelled as she woke up.
"Which one?" Shujinkou smiled as he asked this.
"Ah…!" Fuyu's cheeks grew bright red as she slid back into her seat. "What are you doing here, Shujinkou?"
"I wanted to tell you that Mali said that she would stop pulling pranks. I tried to tell you over the past weekend but Rei showed me that you were pretty busy."
"Yeah…" Fuyu yawned. "Anyway, do you believe her?"
"Well… She did seem to mean it this time. But I'll still keep an eye on her if you want."
"You would have done that even if I didn’t, right?"
"I wouldn't really know."
"Mm. By the way, sorry for putting that task on you. I would have done it myself but…"
"I get it. I don’t mind helping you while you're swamped with presidential stuff."
(Section never finished.)
…
"Wow. I'm never the first one here," Shujinkou said with amazement.
"Sorry to disappoint," Monika stood from behind the teacher's desk. "I got here first."
"Oh… Wow. I'm never the second one here."
Monika giggled. "So, what do you think about clubs competing in the Sports Festival?"
"It sounds fun. Why?"
"Just a little ironic how it was announced after what I said the other day." A sad smile crossed the club president's face. "Hey, Shujinkou… Do you think that I'm holding the club back?"
"Huh? No. Why would you think that?" Shujinkou questioned.
"It's just that… I talk about wanting the club to expand and yet I'm not really doing anything to help with that. I haven't really been advertising the club and I even shut down your poster that I'm sure you worked really hard on."
"But isn't that just because you're worried about what would happen if people found out if this was your club?"
"And that's the other thing… Isn't that kind of a selfish reason to do so? Stunt the growth of the club just because of my own personal reasons?"
"I don't really think that the other think you're selfish for being worried. Honestly, I think they'd rather be without people who would join just because your name is on the club."
"That is true."
"But don't just take my word on it, ask the others."
Later…
"Of course we don't think you're selfish, Monika," Sayori assured her. "Plus, it's not like we haven't had new members without your influence."
"If it makes you feel better, it's 1/3 the mostly likely reason that would have led me away," Shujinkou added.
"I honestly didn't really mind the small amount of club members," Yuri said. "I don't really think the me from earlier this year could have handled it."
"Not to mention that I didn't come to join a Monika groupie club," Natsuki added. "95% of the school already is one anyway."
"So then, what should we do about the Sports Festival?" Monika asked.
"I say we go together as a club and show them what the Literature Club is made of!" Sayori suggested.
"How is a sports festival going to do that?" Natsuki pointed out.
"Um… We draw people in by impressing them first then wow them with alliteration and onomatopoeias."
"Other than that issue, there's still the matter of how we're woefully undermanned," Yuri pointed out.
"We could ask the others if they could join us for the event," Shujinkou suggested.
"Oh yeah. Rei's pretty athletic," Natsuki thought back to how Rei performed during the Royal Rumble.
"Kiyoko's pretty athletic too," Shujinkou added as he thought back to his first meeting with Kiyoko. "I saw her make a really cool slam dunk once."
"And while you're at it, you can ask all three if they can join the club," Sayori enthusiastically suggested.
"Can Fuyu even join a club?" Natsuki wondered aloud.
"I don’t think it's written anywhere, but it's highly implied that a student president doesn't so they don't get distracted from school or they're responsibilities," Monika answered.
"I don’t about joining full time, but I do know that Fuyu definitely deserves to do something fun since she's been swamped with work lately," Shujinkou said. "With all that said, I guess I'm volunteering myself to be a club/sport scout."
…
The next day…
"You want me to join the Literature Club for the Sports Festival?" Kiyoko asked.
"Yeah. Just for the festival," Shujinkou reaffirmed. "Though Sayori did extend a full time membership."
"I don't really know about the full-time part but sure I'll join you guys."
"Really? Just like that?"
"Why not? Sounds like fun."
Lost Dialogue 3: This is like an altered continuation of the plot in Lost Dialogue 1. I ended up not using it because I couldn't feasibly think of any reason to justify the ending.
Shujinkou took a bite out of the sea-salt ice cream presented to him. "So, you were here the whole time making sea-salt ice cream with Mom?"
"Not the whole time," Monika answered. "I just happened to be in the neighborhood after visiting Sayori. You weren’t here and one thing led to another."
"Oh. But, if you were just passing by to say hi, why didn't you just call me."
"Because it wouldn't e the same as in person."
"Oh." Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "Monika doesn't seem mad at me either…"
"Why would I be mad at you?" Monika curiously questioned.
"Wha?! Well, yesterday and everything…"
"Oh that? That's not really anything to be upset with you about. You were just trying to help out. Besides, I wouldn't really be in a position to be mad anyway."
"How come?"
"Well, I already kissed you once and that was to hide a secret. You were going to do it for something a lot more altruistic."
"Oh."
"But anyway, I didn't come here to talk about that. I wanted to ask you something."
"Ask me what?"
"Want to come over my house tomorrow?"
"Come over?"
"Mm-hmm. I'm in the middle of preparing a surprise for you."
"A surprise? …Monika, you wouldn't happen to be using the same tactic I used on Mali, are you?"
"Of course not. I have nothing to gain from this."
"Mm… Okay then."
"Hi, Shujinkou," Monika greeted. "Come on in."
"Hey, Monika," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he walked inside. Suddenly, his eyes slightly widened with surprise when he found a picnic set up in the middle of the living room. "Is that a picnic?"
"Surprised?" Monika giggled.
"Yes…" Shujinkou answered.
"Well, I was actually planning on having the picnic out but it looks like it's going to rain all day so… here it is."
"But… Why a picnic in the first place?"
Monika silently gazed into his eyes. "You've kinda been through a lot lately so… I thought, 'Hey, why not give Shujinkou something nice to experience.'"
"That's… really nice," he said.
"Can't let you be the only one to do nice things," Monika said with a gentle smile.
She led him to the picnic and picked up a remote. "Since we can't enjoy the beauty of nature, then we get to enjoy the benefit of household conveniences. Up for a movie?"
"What kind of movie?" Shujinkou asked.
"Have you ever heard of 'The Truman Show'?"
"Yeah. I watched it in class as a kid once."
"Want to watch it again?"
"Sure."
…
"That's right; I used the spare blanket as the sheet…" Monika recalled.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. It was clear what he needed to do.
"I guess I could sleep on the floor with nothing," Monika suggested.
"What?" Shujinkou exclaimed. "You can't sleep on the floor. This is your room."
"But I can't let you sleep on the floor without any basic sleep necessities."
"But…"
"Shujinkou, if our positions were reversed, wouldn't you suggest the same thing?"
"I guess, but I still wouldn't really be comfortable with that. Especially on a night like this…"
Monika remained silent for a moment. Her cheeks faintly grew red as she glanced at her bed then back at Shujinkou.
"We could share my bed," she suggested.
"…A-Are you sure about that?"
"Well… It's not like I have to worry about anyone trying anything."
"…Okay."
"Okay?"
"Okay."
The two silently approached opposite ends of the bed and slid into it, their backs facing each other.
"Kinda funny, isn't it?" Monika suddenly said.
"What's funny?" Shujinkou questioned.
"The first time you came over, I made a joke about you spending the night. And now you're pretty much forced to do so."
"Life can be funny that way sometimes."
Silence once again intervened into their conversation.
"Hey, Shujinkou…" Monika said.
"Yeah?" he answered.
"Did I make you feel guilty about what almost happened the other day?"
"Um…"
"Thought so…"
"Um…"
"I know I…"
"I'm kinda mad at myself for that."
"Huh? Why?"
"It wasn't fair when you were just doing what you usually do? The whole thing was just… Uncomfortable."
"Monika…"
"But thanks to you we got a clubroom because of the guy who thought he had nothing to offer the club."
Shujinkou heard the covers shift. Curious, he turned over and found himself face to face with Monika. She remained silent as her eyes peered into his.
"Hey, Shujinkou, remember how I said that I wished that we could have been friends last year?"
"Yeah," he replied.
"I think it was worth waiting until this year."
"I'm still shocked you wanted to be friends with me last year."
"Cause of the school idol title."
"Kinda, but also because it was last year's me."
"You were definitely a lot more distant back then, but you were still the same deep down."
Lost Dialogue 4: I had said in Afterword #4 that "Expanding the Club: Rei" would have been a 3rd person chapter instead of a mostly 1st person one. This is was what I wrote before I made the switch.
"Sayori, I am not sure about this…" Shujinkou said as he paced back and forth in his bedroom.
"But you're the one who said that you need to practice," Sayori pointed out, still lightly jumping on his bed.
"I know but…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he glanced at his friend. "I'm just not sure about this."
"C'mon, let's just give it a try," Sayori insisted.
"Alright."
Shujinkou cleared his throat as Sayori covered her left eye with a nearby eye patch. "Okay… Snake-"
Sayori immediately burst out in laughter over his mistake.
"Sorry. Um, anyway, we, well Sayori and Monika were talking, and were wondering if you would like to join the club, Big Boss."
"Shujinkou!" she laughed even harder than before. "You're doing this on purpose."
"Sorry, I couldn't resist," Shujinkou chuckled. "I mean you're wearing my Big Boss eye patch."
"I thought it would help me get into character more," Sayori explained as she removed the eye patch. "Rei has her hair covering part of her face."
"I don't know about this, Sayori. Rei has a whole mysterious air to her and it's not so much I'm worried about fumbling my words; I'm more worried what happens after.
I mean we pretty much asked her once and she didn't join. Maybe she doesn't have any interest and she expressed it by leaving. That was how she did things when we first met."
"But she wasn't use to us back then. Besides, it wouldn't hurt to ask her a second time more directly."
"I guess not."
…
The next day after school…
Shujinkou made his way to Rei's classroom and caught her just as she was walking out.
"Rei," he called.
The silent girl turned her attention to Shujinkou and slowly waved at him.
"Um… I guess I'll just come out and ask…" Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. "So… Would you like to join the Literature Club?"
Rei blankly stared at Shujinkou in response. It was as if she was analyzing him and waiting for his next move.
The silence wasted no time creating an awkward atmosphere between them. Once again, Shujinkou found himself in the same situation he always ends up in whenever he converses with Rei.
Just as the awkward silence was becoming unbearable, Rei suddenly raised her hand and waved it before disappearing into a sea of students.
"I'm not good at this recruiting thing…" he sighed. "Then again, it's like I said before, I may be closest to them, but we're not that close. I honestly have no idea what Rei thinks of me or the others."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he started his trek to the new clubroom.
"Rei… When I first met her, she seemed pretty emotionless, but there were was a very subtle spark of it during lunch. Ever since then, even though she doesn't change her expression that much, she interacts a lot more without saying a word.
I just wish I could find a way to talk to her without coming off as rude or patronizing."
A sudden realization immediately caused him to stop in place.
"I said this before… Plus, this is just like what Kiyoko said yesterday. It's literally been hi and bye," he noted. "I don't know how I can learn to talk to her, but I know that nothing's going to change if I just keep walking off sulking."
Filled with determination, Shujinkou rushed to the President's Office. The moment he arrived, he found Rei reaching for the door handle.
"Rei," he called.
The silent girl once again glanced at Shujinkou and slowly waved at him.
"Um…" he anxiously scratched his right cheek. Once again he was deprived of speech. "Maybe I should have planned a little before rushing here…"
That thought was soon followed with Shujinkou slapping his cheeks. "Get a hold of yourself! That would have just led to the cycle continuing! I just need to… I need to… find something to…"
Tired of thinking the same thing, Shujinkou allowed his instincts to take over.
"Rei, would you like to go somewhere you'd like?" he asked.
The second those words left his lips, Shujinkou felt like the strangest person on the planet.
"Who asks that?!" he chastised himself.
The young man felt so embarrassed he found it impossible to maintain eye contact with her. Suddenly, he heard what sounded like rustling though several sheets of papers, giving his curiosity the strength to overpower his embarrassment. He glanced up and was immediately met by a pamphlet Rei presented to him.
"'Flora's Botanical Garden'?" Shujinkou read aloud. "Is that somewhere you want to go?"
Rei blankly stared into his eyes. After a minute of complete silence, she slowly nodded her head.
"O-Okay," That was Shujinkou could muster up the strength to say. For the first time, Rei directly responded to him and he was floored. "Just let me tell the others."
Shujinkou reached down into his pocket and pulled out his phone. He sent a quick text to Sayori and turned back to Rei. "So… Ready to go?"
Rei silently glanced at Shujinkou then began to walk down the hall.
"Huh," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he followed her.
The ensuing journey was
"So this is what a real botanical garden looks like," seeing all the vines entangling anything they could brought out a chuckle out of Shujinkou. "I kinda expect to hear someone shout 'Jyuron!!!'."
From the corner of his eyes, Shujinkou noticed Rei kneeling next to a bush filled with flowers.
"I thought she was just interested in the one flower near Granny Hisa's place, but she must really like this stuff," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "Me, however, I'm totally out of my element here."
He then approached Rei and kneeled down next to her. "Red Roses. Makes you think of the old rhyme."
The silent girl simply glanced at him before standing up and walking to another sight. Most of their visit there was spent in silence. Those only words that were said were those that Shujinkou thought aloud. It was awkward, but it was also nice at the same time.
Once Rei was done sightseeing, she proceeded to head for the exit.
"Hey, Rei," the silent girl turned around just as Shujinkou presented a pin of a white lily. "It's a freebie they're offering."
Rei blankly stared at the pin and slowly accepted it.
"It's still light out. Is there anything else you wanted to do?" Shujinkou asked.
Rei blankly stared at Shujinkou.
"Now that I think about it, Fuyu said Rei didn't get out much until recently," he recalled. "Not to mention, I've only seen her do things others do. Maybe she's like me in that regard. I never voiced my own ideas of what to do until recently and at first opportunity, I only voiced one. Monika took over after that. Maybe I should do the same with Rei."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "Hey, Rei, do you want to (section not finished.)
…
"Here we are," Shujinkou said as he watched Rei walk up to the front door. "So…"
Rei glanced back at him. He expected her to wave but instead she just stood in front of him motionless.
"Um… I guess I'll see you later," Shujinkou turned to leave. The idea of asking her to join the club did come to mind but he decided against it.
"…nice…"
"Huh?!" that one word caused Shujinkou to freeze in place. He slowly turned around and found Rei staring at him. "Rei?"
"…Shujinkou is… Nice…" Rei slowly repeated.
Shujinkou was at a complete loss for words. Without saying another word, Rei slowly waved goodbye and walked into her house.
Shujinkou found himself alone in the dark, shocked by what transpired.
Lost Dialogue 5: Just an alternate opening to Chapter 92: Reditus
Later that night, Shujinkou and Sayori laid spread across the ground and gazed up at the stars.
"Hey, Shiko?" Sayori suddenly said.
"Yeah?" Shujinkou replied.
"Do you think there's anything out there?"
"Who knows? If there is, I hope they're friendly."
"Mm. Hey, Shujinkou?"
"Hm?"
"Shujinkou?"
The young man blinked twice. No longer was in a forest staring up at the stars; now he in a school classroom.
"Whoa," Shujinkou said.
"Hey, Shujinkou," the young man turned around to find Kiyoko balancing a pencil on her hand. "Haven't seen you that spaced out since the beginning of the year."
"Oh, yeah, I was out there. It was like I was living another life for a moment and it all came about from me trying to forget about what happened last night for a moment."
"What happened last night?"
"Uh…" Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek.
"Can't talk about it?" Kiyoko asked.
"I don't know if I should."
"Okay," Kiyoko shrugged.
Meanwhile, Mali rocked back and forth on a tree branch as she continued to eat her peanut butter sandwich.
"Wonder what potential Senpai is spending time with right now?" she wondered aloud.
"Mali," the first year glanced to her side. Her eyes slightly widened with surprise as she watched Monika effortlessly climb up the tree and perch herself near her. "Hi, Mali."
"Ms. School Idol, how'd you find me?" Mali questioned.
"Well, Shujinkou mentioned something about you talking about no one looking up or down and my first guess of where to look was luckily right."
"Ah, so Senpai's learning." Mali giggled. "So, what does Ms. School Idol want with me?"
"I wanted to talk to you."
"About?"
"Just the way you've interacted with us."
"Huh? But Senpai already talked to me about that."
"He did? Oh, well, I'll just get to the part he probably didn't get to."
Mali's eyes lit up with interest. "Like…?"
"Well, just the way you've been interacting with Shujinkou for starters," Monika answered.
"What's wrong with the how I've been interacting with Senpai?"
"Well, when you first met him, you strung him up on a tree and appeared to have framed him for taking pictures of the girls' locker room."
"I gave him a way out," Mali interjected.
"Then you flustered him in front of his friends, and then pressed your breasts against him at Kiyoko's place, and then you teased him with a kiss," a saddened look fell on Monika's face as she recalled that last moment. "Though… I'm pretty sure we upset him more there."
"What's Ms. School Idol getting at?"
"Well, overall, after failing to get the reaction you expected from him after you tried to get rid of him, now it seems like your trying your best to see if you can get a rise out of him."
"What? Why would I want to get a rise out of Senpai?" Mali asked with innocent eyes.
"I don't really know. Why would you?" Monika asked with a knowing smile.
"I don't know. I just find Senpai and his innocence interesting."
"I understand. Well, how about we switch to another topic."
"Like what?"
"Pretty much the same thing, but the effect it has on the others."
An interested smile formed on Mali's lips. "What do you mean?"
"The fact that not only are you teasing Shujinkou to get a rise out of him but the fact that you're also doing it in the way that strikes an emotional chord with me and the others."
"Why would what I do strike an emotional chord with you and the others?"
"Because you know that we have feelings for Shujinkou."
"Eh?" Mali's giggled. "And I was starting to think no one there knew."
"I can't say for the others, but I knew," Monika replied with a slight shrug.
"As expected from Ms. School Idol. You're perceptive."
"Thank you. But still, what you've done was pretty harsh."
"Probably."
"I know that probably doesn't bother you. I mean, the only reason you stopped pulling pranks right now is because it would be a risk you spending time with Shujinkou."
"If you didn't hear me say that, than I would have asked, 'Am I really that transparent?'"
"But still, I don't think I have to tell you how it makes me feel the way you've treated my friends."
"Mmm…" (Section never finished.)
Lost Dialogue 6: Should have known I would have forgotten something for Afterword #4. I mentioned there that I had a few potentials for the 100th chapter and one I did not mention was a party at Shujinkou's house. Somehow I would have tried to get every character and available relative to show up in one chapter.
"We should celebrate," Sayori suggested.
"Celebrate what?" Shujinkou asked.
"Celebrate the posting of our first official club poster."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and briefly glanced at Monika.
"Um, Sayori… Didn't Monika post a poster that made you learn about the club?"
"That's different, Shujinkou. That was a flyer," she replied.
"Which doesn't compare to the poster you made," Monika added.
"So, that's why we should celebrate," Sayori continued.
"Celebrate how?" Yuri queried.
"Um…" Sayori contemplated that question. A bright smile stretched across her face, prompting her childhood friend to imagine a light bulb glowing over her head. "Let's have a party!"
"A party over a poster?" A look of complete disbelief fell on Natsuki's face.
Her eyes filled with suspicion and she opened her mouth to retort with-
Know what? Never mind. Natsuki shook her head. She already knew anything she said to Sayori would be easily countered and ignored.
"So, where are we going to have this party?" she asked.
"Um…" Sayori crossed her arms and slightly tilted her head.
"I think we all know where we should have it," a knowing smile crossed Monika's face as she turned her attention to Shujinkou.
"M-My house?" he replied. Though he tried his hardest, his response was laced with a sliver of surprise.
"Yeah, that's makes sense!" Sayori furiously nodded her head in agreement. "We can party all day and night like the old days!"
"All day and night…?" Shujinkou silently gulped. Was Sayori really suggesting-?"
"An all day slumber party at Shujinkou's house!" Sayori excitedly declared.
She was… Every other thought in his head vanished as he tried to fathom why Sayori was trying to suggest a sleepover at his house. I can't have a sleepover with so many girls in my house. It's too unbalanced.
"Is that really a good idea…?" Yuri started playing with her hair. "I mean a sleepover at a boy's house…"
"We all slept over at Granny Hisa's place," Sayori recalled.
"That doesn't really count," Natsuki flatly replied. "Boys and girls were still separated."
"But the second time, Shujinkou and Kiyo shared a room. So there already was a mini co-ed slumber party."
Hearing that, Shujinkou's mind flashed with an image of Kiyoko walking into their room with nothing but a bathrobe. Though faint, his cheeks grew red as he tried to push back the memory he was sure his doubts pulled out for him.
"So, if they can have a slumber party why can't we?" Sayori insisted. "Besides, females outnumber the males in this situation so no one can really complain about a boy being around."
Natsuki crossed her arms as she pondered what they were just told. Not to mention it's Shujinkou. It's not like he's going to try anything. I would just need to make sure that Papa wouldn't find out.
She sighed and finally answered, "Fine, I'll go along with this." (Section never finished.)
…
"A sleepover at your house?" Fuyu adjusted her glasses as she continued to shoot a confused look at Shujinkou. "Like a co-ed one?"
"Yeah, except I'm the only co-ed," he answered. "That's not an issue, isn't it?
"Not really. It doesn't bother me and my mother approves of co-ed events. However…"
Fuyu looked past Shujinkou. He followed her curious gaze, but he already knew who it was directed at.
Sitting on a couch not too far away was Rei. She used to have a somewhat vacant stare when she wasn't verbally called, but right now her visible eye was-
I think she's waiting? Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, wondering if his guess was right.
He was getting a little better in reading the subtle differences of her silent stares, but he wasn't always sure.
"Do you want to go, Rei?" Fuyu asked.
Naturally not saying a word, Rei simply nodded her head.
With a smile, Shujinkou did the same.
"Hey, Shujinkou…" the young man looked back at Fuyu. She whispered, "Did something happen between you and Rei the other day."
Shujinkou could feel his joint lock up as his mind immediately flashbacked to the moment Rei first talked to him. "Why do you ask that?"
"Because she's been responding to things she would use to just answer with her stares."
"Well… Hasn't she been doing that little by little this school year?"
"Yeah, I guess…" Fuyu sighed and looked down at her papers.
"So…" Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. The awkwardness in the atmosphere was almost suffocating. "Are you going to come?"
"Yes, I'll make sure that I'm available to attend."
Her voice was surprisingly cold. Did the work on her desk force her to shift into "President Mode"?
"O-Okay… See you later."
Shujinkou turned around and walked to the exit, waving goodbye to Rei as he passed by her. The silent girl waved back until her finally slipped through the doors.
Fuyu didn't look up. She didn't want to show her dejected and regretful face.
…
Shujinkou patiently waited in front of the gates in front of Kiyoko's home. He was in no rush, but also found it peculiar she has yet to respond.
Maybe she isn't home.
Just as he finished that thought the doors opened, granting him access inside. Shujinkou walked through the entrance and further into the small estate his friendly acquaintance owned.
He approached the door to her home but it opened before he could knock on it.
"Hey, Kiyo-!"
His cheeks immediately grew bright red as he beheld a sight he witnessed before. Kiyoko was standing in front of him with nothing but a towel covering her body. Droplets of water fell from her the purple edges of her golden hair and the bottom of the only thing keeping her from walking around exposed.
"Hey, Shujinkou," she greeted. "What's up?"
"Um…" he immediately looked away and scratched his right cheek. "I was just… There's an all day and night party at my house and I wanted to know…"
"Sure, I'll go."
(Section never finished.)
…
Shujinkou was in the middle of walking to the clubroom until he noticed a familiar figure looking out one of the hallway windows.
"Mali."
The first-year student turned around. She looked him right in the eyes before staring back out the window. "Hey, Senpai."
Shujinkou didn't know what to say. There was no maliciousness or fake innocence in her response. It was just a normal, somewhat monotone greeting.
(Section never finished.)
…
(Gap in events)
"Claudette?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he stared at the woman in front of him. So she was her cousin.
The blonde woman soon approached him and silently analyzed his entire being. "So you're Shujinkou."
"Y-Yeah." (Section never finished.)
Lost Dialogue 7: This was an alternate opening sequence to Chapter 100. I changed it when I decided to make Monika Prime's true identity the twist at the end.
I can still remember the darkness, the horrid sounds and the decimation. One of the last things to happen to me… It felt like I was suddenly grabbed and forcibly torn into a million little pieces. I remember feeling betrayal after all that I went through to be together. But I also remember that despite that, there was one emotion that I couldn't stop feeling. Other than the message I left behind, I remember some of the last words I directly said.
"I still love you…"
I thought that was it and that something worse that the darkness would be my fate and yet… I'm home?
It can't be. None of this looks familiar.
No, the street looks familiar, but something still feels off. This was where…
The sound of a door opening swiftly brought a stop from that memory. Shujinkou stepped through the front door to his home. He whistled the opening verse to "Yura Yura" before noticing Monika standing in his path.
"Hey, Monika," he greeted. "What are you doing here?"
Silence was his only response.
Shujinkou could only scratch his right cheek as the person he has gotten to know so long looked at him like she didn't even know him. In the past, he wouldn't have thought much of that. Why would she even try to know him back then? But now, it just seemed strange.
Maybe she's just setting me up for a tease. Shujinkou didn't say a word as he waited for something that never came. Did I do something wrong again?
But just as the awkward atmosphere reached its zenith, Monika smiled. "I was just in the neighborhood."
"Oh, you were visiting Sayori?" Shujinkou questioned.
Monika shook her head. "No. You."
Lost Dialogue 8: Just an unused scene for Two Meta Part 3.
Kiyoko stretched her arms. "Well, I think I'm going to try and squeeze in a nap before the next class. See ya, Shujinkou."
"See ya."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he glanced down at his sketchbook.
"Shujinkou."
"Hm?" the young man looked up to find Yuri standing next to his desk. "Hey, Yuri."
"Are you okay?"
"Huh. Why do you ask?"
"You have that distant look in your eyes."
"I just kinda have a lot in my mind. It's nothing bad though."
Yuri simply stared at Shujinkou.
"That's good."
The young maiden noticeably fidgeted as she diverted her gaze.
"Ah… Shujinkou…"
"Yeah?"
"I was just wondering if…"
"Hi, Shujinkou."
A cheery voice interrupted that conversation. Monika soon approached his desk with a wave.
"Hey, Monika."
She then turned her attention to Yuri and flashed her an interested smile. "Hey, Yuri."
"Ah…" Yuri said nothing more as she stared into Monika's eyes. She couldn’t understand why, but there was foreboding atmosphere around them.
"What's wrong, Yuri?"
"Ah... No. It's nothing."
"Hmm… By the way, where you two about to do something together?"
"N-No," Yuri instinctively diverted her gaze.
"Well, in that case, how about the three of us have lunch together?"
(Small gap in dialogue)
"Senpai!"
The three turned around to find Mali cheerfully waving at Shujinkou as she approached him.
"Hey, Mali," he replied.
"My, aren't we as popular as always, Senpai," Mali giggled.
"I wouldn't use that word to describe me…"
Mali glanced at Yuri then Monika. Her eyes were filled with curiosity as she stared at the visitor from another reality.
"I never realized Ms. School Idol was so devious," she said.
"Excuse me?" Monika replied.
But instead of elaborating, Mali's attention returned to Shujinkou. "Where were you all headed to anyway, Senpai?"
"Monika was showing us somewhere to have lunch."
"Just the three of you? Was someone trying to keep Senpai to themselves?"
"Eh…" Yuri's cheeks grew red as she started playing with her hair.
"Mali…"
"Just an observation, Senpai."
"You're really observant, Mali," Monika complimented. "You must be interested in psychology."
"Nothing major, Miss School Idol; I just pay attention to people. I could talk about it more during lunch."
"Hmm… Why not?" (Section never finished.)
Lost Dialogue 9: This is as far as I wrote for the Disneyland concept.
"Disneyland?" Monika shot her counterpart a surprised and confused look.
"Yeah," Monika Prime nodded her head. "I was just wandering around, passed by a stand where they would give away tickets and passes to a lucky winner and I was lucky enough to win a few for m, you two and the rest of your friends."
"Wow… That's pretty lucky," Shujinkou said.
"Mm-hmm," Monika Prime glanced at her counterpart. "Monika, want to tell the others the good news?"
"Huh? Oh. Sure," Monika jumped off the couch and proceeded to walk up a nearby set of stairs.
Once she was gone, Monika Prime turned her attention to Shujinkou.
"Hey, Shujinkou," she waved. "I didn't expect to see you."
"Really? I mean we did kinda go on a date yesterday. I'd be a really bad person if I didn't talk to you afterwards."
"Oh, I didn’t mean talking, I meant in person."
"Ah."
"So… Any special reason why you came over?"
"Well… There is, but it's going to sound a little weird."
"You're saying that to the girl that's from another reality?"
"True. So, lately I've been having these weird visions/mental escapes/images going through my head."
"Really? Like what?"
"Um… Well the weird part is things like a daydream I had and a fangame. The uncomfortable ones were deaths."
"Deaths? Who did you see die?"
"Sayori, Natsuki and Yuri."
Monika Prime remained silent as she stared at Shujinkou. "…How did they die?"
"Um… Sayori hung herself, Natsuki's neck was extremely broken and Yuri stabbed herself to death."
"Wow… That's… That's upsetting."
"Yeah. And I was just wondering if you had anything like that happen to you; seeing these things in your head."
"Not really? So, that's why you've been spacing out?"
"Yeah… Um, does the phrase 'Just Monika' mean anything to you?"
Monika Prime's eyes widened as she processed what she just heard.
"Shujinkou… I think you've stumbled upon something you shouldn't have."
'I-I have…?"
"Just kidding," she giggled.
"Oh."
"I wouldn't really worry about these visions you've been having. I'm sure they'll go away soon enough."
"You think?"
"Most likely."
"Um… There's something else I should probably talk about with you."
"About?"
"Our date last night."
"Was it bad?"
"No it wasn't that. It's just that I kind of found out…"
"That the Literature Club is infatuated with you?"
"Huh? How-?"
"To be perfectly honest, it wasn't too hard to figure out."
"Just like Mali… Am I just oblivious…? Or was it denial?"
"I wouldn't say it was just those. If I had to guess, I would say, from your point of view, the other me and the others acted the same way around you throughout the school year so far. It's easy to just see it as them just getting used to you and spending time with each other is just hanging out."
"Yeah, that pretty much explains what isn't covered by denial and obliviousness…"
"You shouldn't be too hard on yourself, Shujinkou. Those kinds of feelings can be hard to interpret and that's not even going into how some unintentionally send mixed signals."
"I don't know… It sounds like an excuse for my denial. I mean I kind of thought about it, but immediately shut them down and… I'm starting to sound like a broken record at this point…"
"Well…"Monika smiled as she presented him with two tickets. "Hopefully this will give you a break from everything that's been happening to you. Says the girl who may have started it."
"You didn't start anything?"
"That's sweet of you to say, but I'm pretty sure things like this didn't start happening until I got here. So, consider this my way of making something else up to you."
"You don't owe me anything."
"Then consider this my invitation to go to Disneyland."
"Okay. One of them is for Sayori?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Thanks, Monika."
"No problem."
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"Have to go?"
"Not really."
"Well, you do have to deliver the ticket and ask your mom so, it'd probably be best if you started right away and not wait to the last second."
"That's true. So, I guess I'll go now?"
"Okay, see you later, Shujinkou."
"Yeah."
Shujinkou approached the stairs just as Monika walked down them.
"Leaving already?"
"Yeah, I got to go prepare for the trip."
"Okay, see you Shujinkou."
Shujinkou nodded his head and walked out of the house.
Once he was gone, Monika shifted her gaze to her counterpart.
"So, Disneyland?"
"Mm-hmm."
"So, how was your date last night?"
"You really want to know?"
"Yeah. You can tell me."
"Honestly, it was really nice. The only thing is… I can't really tell if there's something there. He seems to act the same like he usually would."
"I understand. Shujinkou doesn't show any signs of infatuation with anyone and any signs that are there would be hard to spot from his usual demeanor."
"Hm… Hey me, what would you say to
(Section never finished.)
...
I don't think that I have enough time left. Wasn't something like this made to give us a happy ending? So, I shouldn't… (Section never finished.)
Lost Dialogue 10: I said in Afterword #4 that Chapter 99 was a shortened, abridged version of a prequel story I never got around to finishing. Here's what I had for the original.
“Darkness, a lonely void where nothing exists. It’s a place where those trapped by it desperately look for something to pull them out. Something genuine to fill the hole that brought them there…”
A girl was peacefully under the spell of sleep until its arch enemy reared its ugly head. Without even moving it let out sounds so loud there was no way sleep could keep its hold over its captive. The girl slowly opened her eyes and just as slowly reached out for her alarm. After stopping the source of the noise, she sat up and yawned.
“Alright, Monika, time to get to it,” she said as she stood up and walked to her bathroom.
She turned on the shower, stepping into it once it was hot enough. The morning showers were one of Monika’s favorite parts of the day. Feeling the warm water brush past her skin created a relaxing atmosphere where she could center her thoughts. Sadly, the moments could never last on the weekdays. Once she was thoroughly cleaned, she stepped out of her shower and proceeded with the rest of her morning schedule. She took care of her dental hygiene, slipped into her school uniform and tied her back as she walked downstairs.
“Wait…” Sensing something was wrong, she hurried back to her room. A relieved sigh parted from her as she glanced at her literature collection. “Almost forgot. Now what did I want to bring today…?”
Her eyes scanned through her selection until they locked on to what she was looking for. An eager smile crossed her face as she reached out and grabbed the fourth book in one of her favorite series, “Among the Barons”.
“Can’t believe I almost forgot this,” she chuckled. “It would have driven me crazy all day.”
She then proceeded to walk downstairs where her school bag was waiting. Monika carefully slipped her old paperback novel into her bag then walked into the kitchen to prepare a quick breakfast.
She was used to such a task, so she knew what she could make that would sustain her until lunch. Once done, Monika sat down at the nearby table and began to eat in the quiet household.
“I remember when Among the Barons used to be the most confusing in the Shadow Children sequence, at least for me. Considering Luke’s position in the book, that confusion was definitely deliberate,” she thought. Thinking back to when she first completed the sequence caused a giggle to escape through her lips. “I still didn’t fully get it even after finishing.”
Before she knew it, Monika had finished her meal. With nothing left to fulfill on her schedule she grabbed her bag and proceeded to school. The journey to class was always the same; once she arrived to school, she would switch her shoes while pocketing any letters found in her locker, said hi to anyone who greeted her and plopped herself down in her seat.
"Monika!" two hands suddenly plopped themselves on the school idol's desk. Following the hands up to their source, Monika found herself face to face with Kamiko.
"Hey Kamiko," Monika waved.
"Do me a favor and agree with everything I say later, okay?" Kamiko suddenly said.
"Why?"
"You'll find out," a sly smirk planted itself on Kamiko's face. Such an expression always made Monika feel uneasy.
"I can't guarantee that when you're like that…" Monika nervously chuckled.
"Fine, but I'm sure you'll end up doing it anyway," as a disappointed sigh broke through Kamiko's lips, her eyes wandered around until they found something that triggered the word "strange" in her head. "Another day passes by and he's still like that…"
Following Kamiko's gaze, Monika turned around to find the same student that always sits behind her. Like always, he appeared to be disconnected from reality.
"Is there a day where he's not like that?" she asked, her voice layered with slight annoyance. "It's really weird."
"Being to himself doesn't make Shujinkou weird," Monika argued.
"Right…" Kamiko rolled her eyes before walking out of the classroom.
The day proceeded as normal. Classes came and went and the school day eventually came to an end. As Monika filed all her things into her bag, she couldn't help but notice a book sitting atop of the desk behind her. She reached for the book and glanced up, noticing Shujinkou heading for the classroom door.
"Shujinkou!" she tapped his shoulder, prompting Shujinkou to turn around. The moment their eyes met, his curious expression was immediately replaced by a flustered variant. Instead of questioning the sudden shift, she instead presented the book she found. "You left this on your desk."
"Huh? Oh…" Shujinkou glanced at the book before slowly and awkwardly accepting it from her. "Thanks."
"Mm-hmm," Monika nodded her head with a smile.
It was at that point where an awkward silence decided to insert itself into their brief conversation.
"Um…" Shujinkou suddenly turned away from her as he scratched his right cheek. "I gotta… I gotta go home now."
"Okay. See you tomorrow, Shujinkou."
"Right…" Shujinkou proceeded to walk off leaving the young school idol to think.
"He sure does scratch his right cheek a lot," Monika thought as started her trek to her afterschool activity. As she got closer and closer to her destination, a sense of dread came over her. "Please don't too chaotic…"
She eventually found herself outside of the room used by the Debate Team and opened the door.
"And I'm telling you that-
(Section never finished.)
Chapter 126: Opportunity Knocking You Off Your Feet
Chapter Text
It was a normal cloudy day. Overcast days always filled Shujinkou with a sense of tranquility.
However, that was not the only thing that evoked such a feeling. Just the fact that it was a normal day was somehow comforting to Shujinkou.
And yet, at the same time, it made him feel like he was forgetting something. It didn't upset him; in fact, the fact he felt like that in the first place-
"Something on your mind?"
Those words spurred Shujinkou to shift his attention from the sky above to his left. Lying right next to him was Kiyoko.
"You got the look on your face," she continued.
"Well…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Normally, he would feel very hesitant to voice such strange feelings, however-
"I don't know. It's just ever since yesterday, I've been feeling like I'm forgetting something important, but I don't really know why."
"Ah. Well, everyone has those moments," Kiyoko sympathized.
"Yeah, but the thing is… It's not really bothering me. I mean it sorta bothers me that I don't know what it is, but just the fact that I feel like I'm forgetting something actually makes me happy."
"Huh… Sounds like to me that nagging feeling is your own way of remembering something that you can't."
"You think?"
Kiyoko sat up, yawning as she stretched her arms. "That or you're just having that kind of feeling that comes and goes. Only time will tell."
"I guess… If it's not really upsetting me, then I guess I shouldn't be concerned about it."
"There's a better way of looking at it," Kiyoko chuckled.
Suddenly, a bird perched itself on top of her baker boy cap. Without saying a word, she raised her left index finger towards the sudden visitor, allowing it to perch on top it. She then slowly brought it towards her face and gently petted its head with her remaining index finger.
Just like the first time he saw it, Shujinkou could only watch in awe. "You're really good with animals."
"I told you it's not that I'm good with animals or anything."
"Then maybe it's just that birds can probably sense how tranquil you are."
"'Tranquil'?"
Curiosity floated on Kiyoko's face, wordlessly asking for an explanation.
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Well, I mean, you do kinda have a calming effect. It's like your casualness if contagious… or spreading… or atmospheric… I don't know what the right word for it is right now.
"Huh. Guess I just never thought of using the word tranquil to describe myself. Not like I'm consciously trying to be tranquil."
Shujinkou could understand that. He knew what it was like to do something and not realize the kind of effect it would have on how others viewed him.
Soon after that thought, Shujinkou noticed the bird slowly inch closer to him. He could tell just by looking in Kiyoko's eyes what she was proposing.
However, He wasn't sure if he should even try. All he could think about was the last time he tried and how he hasn't really tried anything to make the bird.
"Don't think about it," Kiyoko reminded him.
"Right."
Shujinkou slowly extended his left index finger towards the creature. To his surprise and utter delight, the avian creature jumped on it.
I did it!
Kiyoko curiously observed Shujinkou happily scratch his right cheek.
"Something happen to you, Shujinkou?" she asked.
"Hm? Um… The only notable thing that happened to me was really something that happened to Monika. Why?"
Kiyoko casually shrugged. "I don't know. You seem pretty different."
"I do?"
"Yeah. You seem less hesitant and, honestly, you don't seem as upset as you usually seem."
Hearing that filled Shujinkou with both surprise and amazement; He had been trying his hardest not reveal the negative feelings he held for years after summer ended. But despite his efforts, Kiyoko could still see he was struggling with something.
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his cheek. "Yeah… I kinda know what you mean. That's also something that's been going on since yesterday."
"Really?"
"To be completely honest, I've kinda hated myself for something that happened a long time ago, but suddenly I'm not. I just woke up and one of the things that upset me the most no longer bothered me.
It's like I accepted it and moved on, but I don't really remember doing that or anything that would at least subconsciously make me do that. It was just something else that happened when I just woke up yesterday."
"Hm. Well, at least it's not bothering you anymore. Whatever caused the change in you must have been good, right?
Shujinkou thought about what he was told. He didn't know what caused the change but, like his feelings of forgetting something, the strangeness of the situation made him happy.
I think I'll figure it out one day.
Shujinkou then extended his left hand forward and watched the bird take off.
"Oh wait; did you want me to pass it back?" Shujinkou asked.
"Nah. Wouldn't really mean much if he/she didn't want to," Kiyoko replied in a nonchalant manner. "Plus, I think it's time we do what you wanted to do while out before it starts getting late."
It was only at that moment that Shujinkou recalled ever wanting to do something else. "Right."
…
Shujinkou's eyes sifted through rows of colorful and distinct CD covers.
"There they are."
Shujinkou reached for two specific CDs, one depicting the familiar image of Hatsune Miku and another with the name "Yoki" on it.
"Miku and Yoki, huh?" Kiyoko noted aloud.
"Yeah. Giving Yoki more of a try," Shujinkou replied. "Hey, Kiyoko, you ever thought about getting in the music business?"
"Me?"
"Yeah. I bet you could be a really popular guitar player."
"Mmmm… You know, being a popular musician seems like it would be a lot of tedious work. Probably wouldn't have much free time either."
"That's true... I guess it wouldn't be as fun as Miku makes it seem. Maybe being anonymous makes life easier for Yoki."
"Huh."
"What about the internet?"
"You mean try and become an internet personality?"
"Yeah."
"Hm… I don't think so. What about you?"
"Me?"
"Yeah. You going to do anything with your drawing skills?"
Shujinkou contemplatively scratched his right cheek. It was only recently that Monika suggested he do something with his artwork.
"I am thinking up something for Halloween for school. Other than that, I wouldn't really know what else to do."
"I get that; you do one thing and you never know when the next opportunity will show up. But as long as you keep your eyes open and remember that they'll show up anytime, you'll be fine," Kiyoko encouraged.
Shujinkou purchased the CDs and walked towards the exit. The moment he stepped outside, a strong force violently knocked him off his feet.
"Ow…"
It was like he was hit by a speeding train .Working through the pain, Shujinkou slowly opened find a girl with freckles in a similar position.
"Omigosh, I'm so sorry."
Her long red hair snapped back and forth like a whip as she scrambled to gather everything she dropped in the collision.
"Sorry to hit and run, but I'm seriously late for something," she apologized as she jumped to her feet. "Really sorry, again."
With those parting words, she took off like her life depended on it., leaving Shujinkou to wonder what exactly just happened.
"You okay, Shujinkou?"
Kiyoko's hand floated in front of him. He accepted the hand and was helped back on his feet.
"Yeah. I just wonder where she had to be in such a hurry… Hm?"
His eyes were suddenly drawn to the ground. Resting next to his feet was a book.
Does this belong to that girl?"
Shujinkou reached down and brought the book towards his face.
"A sketchbook?"
He then turned it over to the other side and read aloud, "Property of Nakité."
That wasn't the only thing that was there. There was an address under right under it in case she ever lost it.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. At the speed Nakité was moving and the overall fact he had no idea where she was going, trying to catch up to her would be nearly impossible.
Still this has to be pretty important to her if she bothered to fill out the return info…
Guilt slowly crept into Shujinkou's heart as shifted his attention. "Kiyoko, I'm sorry, but I got to go and return this."
"I get," she assured him with a smile. "Let's go."
"You want to come along?"
"Why not?" she shrugged.
"Okay. I guess it won't be that long of a detour anyway."
…
Shujinkou looked on in awe as he beheld the mansion that lied beyond the gates the two were standing in front of.
"Nice place," Kiyoko complimented.
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. I was not expecting this…
"You ready?"
"Y-Yeah."
Right next to the gate was an intercom. Shujinkou pressed the button alerting whoever was on the other side of his presence and waited.
"May I help you?"
"Um…" Shujinkou raised the sketchbook he found into the camera's line of sight. "We found this sketchbook and are here to return it."
"Stay right there, please."
The two waited in that very spot until the gates slowly opened. Soon a cart drove by and its driver flashed the two a smile.
"Allow me to escort you to the entrance," she said.
Shujinkou and Kiyoko stepped into the cart and sat down.
"Are these… sparking water bottles?" Shujinkou gasped.
"Refreshments just in case," the driver responded.
Sparkling…
However, that was not the only sight he would marvel out. Throughout the short ride through the relatively large front yard, Shujinkou would marvel at sights like intricately designed bushes and a large water fountain.
Once they reached the front of the manor, the driver cut the engine and escorted them inside. Shujinkou's amazement continued to grow as he took in the sheer scale of the interior of the building.
Everything was neat and tidy, something he was sure was due to the combined efforts of the numerous individuals running about.
"This reminds me of when I was living with Granny Hisa," Shujinkou thought aloud.
"How so?" Kiyoko asked.
"You know, basically sharing a house with a bunch of people."
"This way please," the driver requested.
Shujinkou and Kiyoko were escorted up a nearby set of stairs. He half expected a cartoonishly long trip, but they only needed to travel up two flights of stairs and walk through one of the nearby doors.
In a relatively spacious room filled with an assortment of different fabrics, Shujinkou and Kiyoko found a girl calmly reading a book on a nearby couch.
"Huh."
Shujinkou's eyes were drawn to icy blue stripes of hair that contrasted darker variant of the rest.
It wasn't mind-blowing to him; he just found it oddly intriguing to compare the bespectacled girls multi colored to Kiyoko's.
He then began to wonder exactly when his classmate dyed part of her golden hair purple. He was sure it was sometime after they first met.
He the shrugged the thought off just as their escort announced, "Lady Nakité. You're sketchbook has been located."
"Really!?"
Suddenly, a familiar face jumped from behind the couch. It was the girl that Shujinkou had a literal run-in with.
"Oh, you're that guy I ran into earlier," Nakité recalled. "Super sorry again."
"It's fine," Shujinkou assured her. "I just came by to return this."
Nakité's eyes sparkled as she beheld her coveted sketchbook.
Shujinkou expected her to accept what she had lost back; however he was instead embraced by Nakité.
"Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!"
Shujinkou imagined awkwardly scratching his right cheek. He thought Nakité would be happy to receive her sketchbook back, but he didn't think that he would receive a hug for his good deed.
He also tried to process how sudden it was. She closed the gap between them at the speed he'd expect from an athlete.
"Wait…" a look of horror firmly planted itself on Nakité's face. "You didn't look inside, did you?"
"No."
Nakité sighed in relief as she released her grip on Shujinkou. "That's good. Thanks again."
"It's no big deal," he assured her. "Um… Can I ask you a question?"
"Go for it."
"What is this room? Is it a storage room for fabrics?"
"Um… Sorta-kinda."
"Huh?"
"Mmm…" a look of uncertainty floated on Nakité's face. "Well… I guess I can give you the full story since you went out of your way to return my sketchbook."
Nakité nervously opened said item. Watching her flip through the pages, Shujinkou and Kiyoko noticed a myriad of notes and numbers surrounding stick figures in a variety of different shapes.
"Is this a math notebook?" Shujinkou asked.
"No… this is my designer sketchbook…" Nakité winced.
"Wait, those are…?"
"Yeah…"
"Sorry! I didn't mean…!"
"No, it's okay. I know I suck."
Even with her assurance, Shujinkou still felt like he made an incredibly insensitive comment. It seemed as though, the awkward atmosphere created by his mistake would have remained if Kiyoko didn't speak up.
"So, you're a fashion designer?" she asked.
"Aspiring," Nakité happily corrected.
"And you're already making outfits?"
"Yeah."
"That's pretty cool," Kiyoko complimented.
"Thanks. I just wish I didn't have to waste so much material every time I work on something…" Nakité sighed.
"What do you mean?"
"I got a lot of ideas in my head, but since can't draw and work out some of the kinks on paper; I have to do that while working on it. I kind of learn too late what works and not a lot of the time when it's too late to do something about it."
"That's gotta suck…"
Shujinkou sympathized with that statement. He could remember all the times when he made an error in his drawings and could do nothing about it.
It was times like those he had someone who could help him before it was too late and not just learn from experience every time.
Soon after that thought, Kiyoko approached him and quietly asked, "You think you'd be willing to tutor someone, Shujinkou?"
"I've never really done it before… Unless I count my mother."
"But you're a pretty good artist and this could be an opportunity to put yourself out there while helping out a fellow artist."
"You think?"
"Mm-hmm."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He never imagined himself teaching others, but if he could really do two good things at once-
"But I don't really know how to offer my help," he admitted.
Kiyoko smiled a smile that calmed his nerves. Speaking a little louder, she said, "You're a pretty good artist, Shujinkou. Think you can tutor her?"
Nakité's eyes lit up interest. "You tutor people?"
"I only mentored my mother and it was in sewing…" Shujinkou added.
Kiyoko chuckled at his response. He says that like it doesn't make him sound more qualified to help.
"So you can sew and draw? You have to-!
"Shouldn't you look at a portfolio of his work before suddenly asking that; if he wants to in the first place," the other girl interjected.
"You have a point there, Somiye…" Nakité admitted.
Shujinkou then noticed a change in Nakité's demeanor as she shifted her gaze back to him.
"Would you please show me examples of your work?"
Shujinkou was taken aback by her more refined and professional manner of speaking. It wasn't an intimidating change like Fuyu's Presidential Mode; it seemed more akin to how one would speak at a high-class event.
As per her request, Shujinkou pulled his phone out and showed off a few photos of past drawings.
"Omigosh, these are so good!" Nakité gushed. "Please tutor me!"
"Um... Sure. I'll help you as best as I can."
"Great! Oh, wait… What would you like to get out of this?"
"Like a price?"
"Yeah. I can't ask you to take time out of your day to help me without you getting something out of it."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "I don't really know if I can take anything for just that..."
A conflicted look rested on Nakité's face. "Wait…"
Her face quickly lit back up and she asked, "Hey, do want to be my partner?"
"'Partner'?"
"Partner/Tutor. You can teach me to draw and help me make the outfits if you want; paid of course."
"Um…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered that offer. "Sure."
"Great! I can't wait to start working with you, um…"
"Shujinkou."
"Shujinkou… That's an interesting name," she complimented.
"You think?"
"So, when do you think you can start?"
"Um… I don't know, maybe we can work something out tomorrow?"
"That's right, it is starting to get late…"
Nakité quickly shifted her gaze to Somiye and asked, "Are you staying over tonight?"
Somiye nodded her head and Nakité returned her gaze to Shujinkou. "Would you guys like a ride home?"
"Um…"
Shujinkou glanced at Kiyoko who simply shrugged.
"Sure?"
…
"I seriously can't believe I'm getting a ride home in a limo…" Shujinkou marveled.
"Definitely not the way either of imagined the day ending," Kiyoko shrugged. "But at hey, at least you got a job."
"Yeah. Thanks for keeping an eye out for me."
"No problem. You'd do the same."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Perhaps now they were-
No, No… I shouldn't think that. Or at the very least, I can consider her a friend, right?
He continued to scratch his right cheek as he once again took in his surroundings.
"You don't think we're taking advantage of Nakité in accepting a ride in one of her family's limos do you?" Shujinkou asked.
"Not really. Plus I kinda get the feeling she would have insisted," Kiyoko assured him. "Kind of a reverse of the usual social stigma."
"I guess…"
Perhaps it was because of that burning question distracting him or maybe it was the simple fact they were riding in such a luxurious vehicle, but the ride seemed very short to Shujinkou.
Once the vehicle stopped in front of his home, he stepped outside and waved goodbye to his classmate.
"See ya, Kiyoko."
Kiyoko tipped her hat and smiled. "See ya."
Shujinkou then watched the limousine drive away until it was finally out of his sight.
"Still can't believe I got to ride in limo…"
He turned to walk to the front door where he immediately ran into a surprise sitting on his front porch.
"Natsuki?"
Natsuki looked up at him with sorrowful eyes.
"Are you okay?" he instinctively asked.
"Yeah… I just… I just needed to go somewhere where no one would ask a bunch of questions?"
Shujinkou noticed her struggling to maintain eye contact with him, increasing the worry he felt for her.
"Can…" Natsuki's cheeks grew bright pink and she bit her lip. "Can I stay over for the night?"
Chapter 127: A Different Morning Experience
Chapter Text
"Right here."
Hiro pushed open one of the 2nd floor doors to reveal a simple room containing a bed, television, drawers and a nightstand.
"I hope it's to your liking," Hiro continued.
"It's nice," Natsuki assured her. "Thank you."
Hiro tried her hand at scratching her right cheek as she watched Natsuki drop her backpack on the bed.
"Well… If you need anything, just let me know."
"Okay…"
Hiro took her leave, meeting eyes with her son as she walked to her room. The moment she closed the door behind her, Shujinkou stepped into the guest room.
"Shujinkou…"
"No questions," he interjected. "I was just wondering if you had your clothes for school tomorrow."
"Yeah. I make sure to leave a pair outside just in case," Natsuki explained.
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. His natural curiosity and worry demanded that he question the circumstances regarding her need for a place to sleep, but he wanted to respect her desire to stay quiet more.
He felt he owed her that since she did the same for him after the afternoon he spent with his father.
"Welp…"
Natsuki suddenly turned around. No longer did she bear the sorrowful eyes she had when he found her at his doorstep, but ones brimming with curiosity.
"Hey… What was with you riding home in a limo?" she asked.
"Oh that? I kinda got a job today."
"What kind of job?"
"Tutoring someone in drawing and helping them make clothes."
"And that person happens to have a limo?"
"Yep."
Natsuki's eyes narrowed, prompting him to wonder if he should have explained what happened later.
"Glad someone had something good happen to them," she sighed.
Natsuki then looked into Shujinkou's eyes. He thought she was about to say something, but she instead quickly turned away.
"Look, I'm tired, so…"
"I get it," Shujinkou accepted. "Good night, Natsuki."
"'night."
Once she heard the door shut, Natsuki climbed into bed and closed her eyes.
…
Natsuki opened her eyes; the first things they were drawn to were the tiny stains littering the pillow her head rested on.
She then rubbed her eyes, solemnly wiping the tears from them.
"Ugh…"
Natsuki stumbled out of bed and walked out of the guest room. An enticing smell graced her nose the once she was in the hallway and she followed it all the way to the kitchen.
There she found a table filled with an assortment of waffles, pancakes and bacon.
There's gotta be every single waffle/pancake ever made here!"
Natsuki could only look on, bewildered by the spread.
"Morning, Natsuki," Hiro greeted.
Seeing the smile on Hiro's face brought a sense of tranquility to her.
So that's where Shujinkou gets it from.
"Are you okay, Natsuki?"
"Y-Yeah. What is all this?"
"Oh. Well, I didn't know what you wanted so I just whipped up everything we had."
"That's…" The petite girl didn't know what to say other than a succinct, "Thanks."
She assembled a plate of food and took a seat.
Been awhile since I had this…
Soon after that thought, Shujinkou walked into the kitchen. Like their guest, he was taken aback by the amount of food on the table.
"Wow…"
"I went too far, didn't I?"
"Um…" Scratching his right cheek, Shujinkou took a moment to sneak a glance at his visiting friend. "Honestly, I'd probably do the same thing. Or at least, I would if I can cook."
He then made his own plate and took a seat next to Natsuki. Contrary to the night before, there wasn't a hint of worry or sympathy on his face.
It was clear to her that he was just putting up a front for her.
"Dummy…"
"Hm? Did you say something, Natsuki?"
"No…"
It was only for a brief moment, but she was able to spot the small crack in his calm demeanor. Despite appreciating his attempts treat today as if it was any other, seeing that sliver of worry brought a small smile to her face.
"Natsuki, do you have lunch for school today?" Hiro asked suddenly.
"N-No," Natsuki solemnly admitted.
"Oh… Well, is there anything you would like?"
Natsuki's chest tightened at Hiro's question. I… I'll be fine with whatever you make."
"Okay."
Natsuki could only look on as her friend's mother began making lunch for her. Kindness and hospitality really is a thing in this family.
Shujinkou grabbed his plate of food and walked out of the kitchen.
"Does he usually do that?" Natsuki questioned.
"Not often. He must multi-tasking with something he really wants to finish as soon as possible," Hiro answered.
"Oh…"
Disappointment slowly seeped into Natsuki's heart, thought that would be the last thing she would want to admit. It seemed clear that she would have to eat breakfast in awkward silence until Hiro spoke up.
"I heard you're the baker of the club."
"Pretty much. Though it's kinda hard to make sure everyone gets their equal share when Sayori keeps trying to hoard them all."
"That's right… Sayori told me that you had to restrain her with a pillow once."
Natsuki slumped back in her seat. Knowing what impression that story could inspire, she could only weakly mutter. "She had it coming…"
"Oh, I don't blame you," Hiro awkwardly assured her. "From what Shujinkou told me, you gave her a fair amount of warnings."
"Yeah, she really did bring that on herself."
The guest felt nothing but relief that she wasn't chastised for a playful act.
"But I can really see why she and Shujinkou love what you make so much. They really activate my dormant sweet tooth. Plus, I really like how you decorate some of your stuff. It's really cute and creative."
Hiro looked up at the ceiling, thinking back to something she watched.
"I think as cooking shows would say: you nailed the presentation along with the taste?"
Natsuki shrugged at her comment. "I wouldn't know. I don't really watch cooking shows."
"Really?"
"Yeah. It was just something that I tried and worked hard on. I actually had to learn a lot of the stuff by myself."
"That's sounds a lot like Shujinkou and his drawing. He didn't really have anyone teach him either and had to learn things on his own."
"Really? I kind of thought it he was a natural."
"He was better than most kids his age but that was because he spent most of his time drawing before he met Sayori. What he was a natural at was sewing."
"Shujinkou knows how to sew?"
"Mm-hmm. I think we were both surprised by how easily he was able to do it. Though I was happy since for a little while him teaching me how would-"
Natsuki noticed a brief expression of pain appear on Hiro's face. It the same hurt expression Shujinkou had sported when they first met.
"Sorry. I kinda trickled into uncomfortable worrisome mother mode."
"It's fine. Parents are supposed to worry about their kids, right?"
"Though I'm sure it's the same on his side. I'm sure that he sometimes worries if he has to come home and free his mother from 'aggressive pieces of yarn'," Hiro laughed.
Natsuki could only marvel over how Hiro quickly moved on from old wounds for her sake.
"Well, I don't want to take up more of your time before you and Shujinkou leave for school."
A sense of envy and confusion welled up in Natsuki as she ate her breakfast and would remain as she got dressed. I can't keep acting like this… Not when they're-
"Ready to go?"
Those were the first words she heard from Shujinkou when she met him in the 2nd floor hallway.
"Yeah."
The two then went downstairs and collected their respective lunches from Hiro. They said their goodbyes and the students walked through the front door.
"Hey…"
Natsuki spoke up the moment Shujinkou closed the door behind him.
"Could you keep me staying over here for the night a secret?" she requested.
"Yeah. Sure."
"Thanks. And…" the color of her cheeks soon matched her hair as she struggled to say more. "Thanks for not making a big deal about… me being here."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Um… No problem… I mean, you never forced me to open up about anything so…"
An awkward silence fell over them.
"Oh, that reminds me!" Shujinkou pulled out a sheet of paper from his backpack. "I made this for you."
He handed it to her, letting her look at it as he zipped his backpack closed.
On it was a drawing of a chibi version of her holding a cupcake. Looking closer, she realized that it was the one of the cupcakes she made when Shujinkou had first visited the club.
"What's this for?" Natsuki asked.
Shujinkou once again scratched in his right cheek."I know you didn't want me to make a big deal over you being here, but I still wanted to do something cheer you up."
"Dummy…" Natsuki's body trembled, prompting Shujinkou to wonder if he shouldn't have done anything like she had implied she wanted.
She avoided eye contact as she slowly approached him. "You're not supposed to tell me that."
Natsuki wrapped her arms around Shujinkou, drawing him into a tight embrace.
"Natsuki…?"
"You owe me a surprise hug from that one weekend, Dummy."
"Oh…"
Shujinkou then followed suit and hugged her back. Natsuki's cheeks grew brighter as-
"Natsuki?"
A familiar and confused voice called Natsuki's name. It belonged to-
"Sayori!?"
The tranquility their embrace gave her soon turned into horror. How'd I forget that they walk to school every day?!
Natsuki quickly broke away from Shujinkou's arms, desperately trying to find a way to avoid the inevitable.
"What're you doing here, Natsuki?" Sayori asked.
The only response Natsuki could think of was to avoid establishing any further eye contact with her. Though she knew it wouldn't stop her from asking.
"Natsuki's walking to school with us."
Natsuki quickly looked at Shujinkou, surprised by his quick response.
"Really? How come?" Sayori further questioned.
"Well… Because she wanted too. She had to remind me again that she didn't need a reason to do something like this with friends."
"Oh…" Sayori blankly stared at the two before a bright smile stretched across her face. "Well, let's go!"
Taking the lead, Sayori skipped ahead of the two. Shujinkou soon followed behind her, leaving Natsuki to ponder the brief interactions she's had since she had shown up the night before.
The attempts Shujinkou and Hiro made to cheer her up while respecting her wishes affected her more than she thought it would.
She then recalled the last night of her first visit to Hisa's spa resort; the night after Shujinkou had spent an afternoon with his father.
I called him a dummy for putting on a brave face but… At least he could put on a brave face. Maybe… It was a mistake to come over here. They already had their own issues; the last thing he and his mom need is deal with some of mine. But…
She looked up at Shujinkou's distant back.
Who else can understand?
Chapter 128: Another Uncomfortable Encounter
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For the second time this semester, Yuri found herself in a deeply troubling situation. She was checking her school bag to make sure she brought back what she had borrowed from Natsuki until she bumped into someone.
"S-Sorry," she quickly apologized.
It was at that point when she discovered that the person she ran into was her former teacher, Akuma.
"Ah-!"
Fear instantly paralyzed her body the moment she looked into his eyes. All she could do was temble in place until-
"Yuri!"
A calming voice snapped her out of paralysis and she felt a hand grip her left. She quickly turned towards the owner of both to find Shujinkou standing beside her. His face showed clear distress as started his plea.
"You gotta hurry! If you don't convince my teacher not do her experiment, she'll end up blowing off her eyebrows again!" he cried.
Before she even had a chance to reply, Shujinkou started running, quickly whisking her away.
After running for a full minute, he suddenly stopped in place and let out a relieve sigh.
"Probably shouldn't have went full sprint…" he admitted to himself.
"Ah, Shujinkou…" Shujinkou turned his attention to Yuri as she asked, "What's this about your teacher needing me before something happened to her eyebrows?"
"Oh that? Sorry, that was just the first thing that came to my head to get you out of there. Though to be fair, it wouldn't be the first time it happened…"
"Oh…" Yuri had no idea how to respond to such a comment.
She then found herself her recalling the last time Shujinkou pulled her out of a similar situation.
That time… Shujinkou's solution was a kiss… And now…
Her eyes trailed down to her left hand still entwined with Shujinkou's right.
"Shujinkou…"
"Yeah?"
"Ah…" a bashful smile crossed her face and she lightly squeezed his hand. "Thank you."
"No problem," Shujinkou assured her.
He raised his right hand towards his face. Yuri's eyes lit up with surprise the moment her hand briefly rubbed against his right cheek.
“Uh!” Shujinkou quickly returned his hand to his side and chucked. “Sorry..”
Yuri couldn’t help but giggle over his mistake. “No need for apologies.”
Shujinkou remained silent as he successfully scratched his right cheek.
“Well… I have to get to class now,” he said. “See you later.”
“Until then.” Yuri replied with a bright smile.
With their goodbyes said, Shujinkou took off for class. But as he rushed to class and even then throughout the school day, there was only one thought in his mind.
I wish I could do something so Yuri wouldn’t be so scared at school.
…
A solemn sigh brushed past Shujinkou’s lips. The end of the school day was usually a happy time for everyone, but for him, it was rather bittersweet. The situations two of his friends ended up with weighed heavily on his mind.
He also felt some anxiety over when he would hear from Nakité. The idea of still having a job was still strange to him, even more when he recalled the sequence of events that led to him getting it.
"Something on your mind again?"
Shujinkou turned around; sitting behind him as usual was Kiyoko.
"You could tell?" he asked.
Kiyoko shrugged. "I have been sitting behind you for awhile. Honestly, I probably had an easier time telling how you felt from being behind you then looking at your face at first."
"Oh."
"So, what's on your mind?"
"Um… Nothing much. Just a little anxious about hearing from Nakité and… just the whole mentor/partner thing in general."
"I wouldn't feel anxious about that. Nakité seems like a great person to mentor/work with."
Shujinkou could agree with that sentiment. Nakité was nothing but friendly during the brief interactions they had the day before.
"Got a point there," he admitted.
"Mm-hmm. Anyway, you headed to the usual spot now?"
"Yeah. Why?"
"Mind if I come along?"
"Really?"
"Unless you guys changed your mind about wanting me to check it out; in that case, I'll just go home for some downtime and see you tomorrow."
"No, No. The offer's still good."
The two got out of their seats and walked out of the classroom.
"Oh, yeah," Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he turned to Kiyoko. "Think we can make another detour."
"Lead the way," Kiyoko said.
…
"Ugh…"
Fuyu lied straight across one of the couches in her office. Arms were tired and, mentally, she was fatigued.
"It won't stop. The massive workload just won't stop…"
Powerlessness seeping into her heart, Fuyu closed her eyes. She was prepared for the, admittaly, large workload her job came with. However-
"Yo."
Opening her eyes, Fuyu found Shujinkou and Kiyoko staring down at her.
"Whoa!" she immediately sat with a cry.
Shujinkou noticed a brief flicker of expressions as Fuyu tried to adjust her glasses. It looked to him that she was about to switch to her infamous "President mode" but the transition failed.
"Do you guys need something?" she asked.
"Well… I swung by to submit my Halloween poster, but I could come back later…"
Fuyu shook her head. "No. No. I'll take it."
Shujinkou passed his submission to the student president. Upon receiving it, Fuyu was hit with a revelation.
"Wait… How did you two get in here? I thought the doors were locked."
"Rei, let us in," Shujinkou answered.
Looking beyond the two, Fuyu found her adopted sister sitting across from her on the other couch. The silent girl slowly waved her hand in response to their eyes meeting.
"Oh... So, just to be clear, how much did you hear?" Fuyu asked.
"Everything," Kiyoko answered.
"Okay..."
Shujinkou noticed another flicker of her president persona, but once again, the transition didn't stick.
"You know, you should really take a break from your duties once in awhile," Kiyoko suggested.
"Monika said the same thing—Repeatedly, but I just can't," Fuyu lamented.
"How come?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well…" Fuyu stood up, and then scratched her head contemplatively. "You know how in fictional works the student president pretty much runs the school."
"Yeah?"
"Turns out that wasn't a fictional exaggeration. But that's not the only reason. A student president usually has a council of students to perform specific tasks to help lighten the work load. But… I don't have that."
"Huh? You don't?"
"Nope. I pretty much am the student council."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, processing what he just heard. Thinking back, he realized that Fuyu and Rei were the only ones who ever occupied the office and that the former was the only one he saw performing duties for the school.
With those facts coming together, he felt a little stupid for not realizing that earlier.
"Still, you know what they say: 'All work and no play… isn't really good for your mental health.'" Kiyoko advised.
"I know. I know. But I honestly just can't stop myself," Fuyu admitted.
Shujinkou sympathized with that sentiment. Whenever he was in the middle of drawing and felt like he needed a break, he forced himself to continue on. He knew very well how hard it was to break away from your work and knew someone advising break time wouldn't always work.
It was then at that very moment that Shujinkou had an idea.
"Fuyu, why you don't you visit the Literature Club? There's some work a president can do there," he suggested.
"What do you mean?"
"Well, you could check the room to make sure that it's up to code or see how much money the club has spent."
A conflicted look rested on Fuyu's face. She knew what Shujinkou was doing, but—
"Okay, you guys win," Fuyu accepted with a tired smile.
She then turned her attention to Rei and asked, "You want to come along too, Rei?"
Rei nodded her head.
With a new objective in mind, the two followed Shujinkou and Kiyoko out of the office.
The moment they were outside, Shujinkou immediately met eyes with Akuma.
"Uhm…"
"Pardon me, young scholar, but there is something I would like to discuss with you," he said.
Shujinkou turned towards his friends. "You guys can go on ahead. I'll catch up."
Following Shujinkou suggestion, the three continued the trek to their destination. Anxiety shot through him the moment they were alone.
"So, what did you want to talk about, Teacher?" he asked.
"I would like to talk to you about one of your friends."
"Um…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. There was something different about Akuma. He seemed more serious than before. "Teacher, you kinda seem a little different since the last time we talked."
"Forgive me for that time," Akuma apologized. "That was a very desperate attempt on my part to not be me. I personally feel sick to my stomach over how I acted then."
The man sighed and scratched his left cheek. "Though with my name and history, could one blame me for trying to be something I'm not."
"I… I don't really know your history."
Just answering the way he did made Shujinkou uncomfortable.
"That's fair to say, but I believe that you are keen to realize what my history with one of your friends is."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. He was already at the peak of his toleration towards the subject they were dancing around.
"Just by watching her reactions around me and there are only two options that could come from it. With me having a job due to a lack of evidence, then it reduces it to one."
"Teacher, I'd rather you not talk about this with me."
"You're right. It's inappropriate but-"
Shujinkou shook his head. "No, What I mean is… I don't care how obvious this 'history' may seem. If I'm going to hear about it, I want to hear it from Yuri."
"Of course… I believe that is one of the things that made Yuri fond of you. I can see that aspect making your other friends fond of you too."
"So…"
"But, I wasn't going to discuss something like that with you, because you've already been dragged into this mess I made already. Even talking to you right now is making a part of me scream at myself."
"Then… What did you want to talk about?"
"It seems Yuri relies on you whenever I'm in proximity. The previous semester, at the mall…"
Hearing the word "mall" once again reminded of Shujinkou's solution to hiding Yuri that one weekend; his kiss with her.
"You saw us?" he exclaimed.
"Young scholar, the kissing technique draws attention then causes the viewer to turn away in either disgust or because they satiated there corner eye curiosity. It doesn't make you invisible to the naked eye," Akuma explained.
Shujinkou scratched his cheek in defeat. So I forced a kiss on Yuri for nothing…?
"My advice next time would be to walk back to the store or just keep walking in another direction."
"Next time?"
He found it odd and worrying that Akuma would even mention the idea of a "next time".
"That is the main reason I've asked for this discussion. Despite trying my best, it's impossible to completely avoid a student that attends this school."
"That's true…"
"What I'm asking of you is that you keep doing what you've done this morning."
"Huh?" Shujinkou's worry was quickly replaced with surprise. "What are you talking about?"
"Whisking her away from me. Do whatever it takes," Akuma elaborated.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Part of him was expecting Akuma to make an attempt to justify the history he shared with Yuri. What he had been asked; he never thought he would hear such a thing in real life.
"You… You want me to help you steer her away from you?"
"No. I ask that you continue helping your friend."
Shujinkou blankly stared at the teacher. "You're really serious about staying away from her?"
"That is correct. I believe you can understand why I couldn't tell her that to her."
"Teacher… It kind of feels like you're telling me this so I won't freak out around you."
"More so a side effect. I'm telling you this so you don't feel the need to come up with drastic solutions."
Shujinkou processed what he was just told. Part of him felt as if he should be extremely skeptical, but he felt like Akuma was sincere in his request.
"…So, just help out if I'm around?"
"That is correct."
Shujinkou awkwardly nodded his head. "O-Okay."
"Thank you. I will also try my hardest to avoid seeking you out as well."
Akuma nodded his head as well. With neither side having anything more to say, Akuma walked away.
"What just happened?" Shujinkou wondered aloud.
Chapter 129: Malevolent Intervention
Chapter Text
"That's a good question, Senpai."
The shock from that sudden voice answering his question nearly made Shujinkou jump off his feet. Standing behind was Mali, sporting her usual "innocent" smile.
"That exactly was the question I was asking myself as I was listening in," she continued.
She then started to laugh.
"Then again, I guess I shouldn't really be surprised by how things turned out."
"What do you mean?" Shujinkou asked, perplexed.
"I'm talking about how you were so easily puppeted through that entire conversation," she answered cheerfully.
"Huh?"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Though he felt the entire situation was excruciatingly awkward, he didn't feel like he was manipulated throughout it.
But he couldn't say for sure that he wasn't and Mali's knowing smile made him curious towards what she had to say.
Mali could see that curiosity clear in Shujinkou's eyes. "Want your Kōhai to spell it out for you?"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek then nodded his head silently.
"Okay. First things first, you were already at a disadvantage considering you didn't have the full context of the situation. No matter how obvious it may seem, Senpai couldn't properly respond because he can't make assumptions."
Shujinkou agreed with that point. He felt like he had no right to call anyone out when he didn't have the full context.
"Then there's the other disadvantage. Senpai was clearly uncomfortable and thus couldn't think his best."
Shujinkou agreed with that second point too. Then again, he knew he doesn't always respond the best under any kind of pressure.
"You got me there, but what does that have to do with me being 'puppeted'?" Shujinkou questioned.
"It was those two things along with your worry over one of your friends that allowed it. Want me to go even further by walking you through the conversation little by little?"
"O-Okay."
Mali giggled at his response.
"Just like how you answered to him."
Those words were like a knife preparing to plunge into his heart. But Shujinkou forced himself to ignore that feeling.
Mali remained silent for a moment. She stared into her fellow student's eyes before staring her explanation.
"Well there isn't really much to say Senpai. The first true red flag was that a teacher would even discuss this with you in the first place. Why actually risk essentially confirming what may have happened by discussing it with you?"
Mali then playfully raised her right hand up to his face and waved two fingers in front of his face.
"Then there's the second red flag, the idea of a 'next time'. Realistically speaking, of course there's going to be a next time, but why would he say it with certainly. Wouldn't someone normally try to assure you that there wouldn't be a next time if they could help it?"
Shujinkou contemplated what he was just told. He did somewhat spot Mali's points and the implications that came with them, but hearing it from her made the entire scenario worse than he thought.
"Oh, but I'm not done yet Senpai. Then there was the request; something that threw you for a loop. That was when your fate was pretty much sealed."
"What do you mean?"
Mali smiled as she burned the image of Shujinkou's curious face into her mind.
"Senpai's so innocent that I'm sure the request relieved him a little. He clearly cares for his friends and wouldn't want them in any upsetting situations. But at the same time, Senpai was suspicious of Teacher's intentions and rightly so.
Why would anyone ask someone to keep doing what they're doing in a situation like this? It's like you're trying to push yourself off the cliff you're on the edge of. Sure it sounds weird, but overall innocent when you think about it from Senpai's point of view, but that's not how I saw it."
"How'd you see it?"
"Oh, Senpai, I can't make it that easy for you," Mali she answered with a giggle. "Plus, you may think that I'm puppeting you along too when I'm trying to teach you something."
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. Mali hiding what could be crucial information was worrying to him.
"Not to mention there's also the fact of whether you're going to tell your friend that you talked to and made a deal with the person she's scared of behind her back," she added.
"Ah-!"
"Of course Senpai didn't consider that while he was being puppeted."
A deep sense of horror and regret weighed heavily on Shujinkou's heart. Part of him hoped something good would come from this uncomfortable encounter, but instead he realized he may have just committed a monumental betrayal of trust.
Even when I'm feeling better I still make mistakes like this! What the heck is wrong with me?!
"Aw… Don't get too down Senpai, you're still innocent after all. But still, how are you going to fix this mess? Mali questioned.
Shujinkou hung his head forward in defeat. "I don't know… I think me doing anything at this point will just make things worse…"
"So, you're just going to give up? That doesn't sound like the Senpai who risked his own sanity to get me to stop pulling pranks on everyone."
Shujinkou raised his head. He wasn't sure whether Mali was genuinely cheering him up or she wanted him to continue because she found the situation interesting.
Despite not knowing the true reason, he did feel a little better after hearing it.
"What am I'm supposed to do then though?" he asked. "Like you said, I'm at a disadvantage."
"True, but know you have a really big advantage."
"I do? What?"
A bright, innocent smile stretched across Mali's face. "Me."
…
Shujinkou and Mali peered into a first-year classroom. Not a soul was inside, just as Mali had expected.
"What are we doing here?" Shujinkou asked.
"Senpai really doesn't know about his potential threats, does he?" Mali giggled. "Fortunately, your Kōhai happens to have information on one of them."
"How?"
"Because he's my homeroom teacher."
"What?!"
Shujinkou's eyes widened with shock upon hearing that.
"A good match don't you think, Senpai? Malevolence and Devil in one classroom."
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek.
That sounds horrifying on paper…
The two walked into the classroom then made their way to the closet.
"But what are we doing here specifically, Mali?" Shujinkou queried.
"Finding the results of your Kōhai's work before she was your Kōhai," Mali replied. "Having a teacher named devil and him coming back to school after an incident the year before made me curious."
Hearing that made Shujinkou wonder just how much knowledge Mali had accumulated over the course of the first semester to satisfy her curiosities.
Mali stepped into the closet and reached towards a nearby box.
"I did a little snooping and eventually found…" She pulled out a manila envelope and presented it to Shujinkou. "This!"
"What is that?" he asked.
"I'm not completely sure anymore; it's a little heavier than last time."
Mali passed the envelope along to Shujinkou. Whatever was inside felt relatively small and plentiful.
It was at that moment, Shujinkou finally fully realized what they were doing.
Shaking his head, he vehemently said, "Wait a minute, we can't do this!"
"Can't do what?" Mali asked.
"This! We can't sneak around and look through teacher's stuff, Mali!"
"So, Senpai is implying that officers and detectives are bad people for going around and gathering evidence for suspicious people?"
A blank expression rested on Shujinkou's face. In moments like these, one would try to guilt someone else into performing the deed. He didn't expect anyone to use those lawful positions as justifications for what she was suggesting.
"But-"
Shujinkou's hands trembled as he weighed the options before him.
"Isn't there another way?"
"Well, we could all wait for a hypothetical 'next time'," Mali replied. "In which case, Senpai would be doing absolutely nothing and ignoring things."
"That's-"
"After all, there's a difference between doing nothing because you can't and doing nothing, giving up and letting things continue on, right Senpai?"
Those words were more personal to Shujinkou then Mali could imagine. Shujinkou recalled the last time he gave up as a child; he had run away and was looking for somewhere to go until he heard the sound of tires streaking across wet pavement. After that, he felt something push him off his feet and had to watch as his took his place.
The image of the collision was still fresh in his mind. Even if he mysteriously felt better in regards to that moment, he still couldn't forget what led to that moment: him giving up.
Soon after that was the second time he gave up. He tried to escape reality and his pain by immersing himself in his world of imagination, but in doing so he ended up pushing those he had left away, taking away part of their lives to worry about him.
Every time he gave up always hurt those he cared about more than it did him.
"Senpai?"
Mali marveled at the pain and guilt Shujinkou displayed as he remembered the past. She had never seen such a familiar look on his face before.
The tremors in Shujinkou's hands increased in intensity as he tightened his grip on the envelope.
"I…"
Chapter 130: An Awkward Gathering
Chapter Text
A sense of calmness spread through Fuyu's entire body. It was strange, she had tea to try and calm her nerves but none had such a quick effect like the cup Yuri prepared for her.
"Thanks… I needed this."
"Ah… No problem," Yuri replied with downcast eyes.
Fuyu couldn't blame Yuri for feeling the way that she did.
"I'm still having a hard time accepting that you're actually here, Fuyu," Monika interjected in a playful tone. "Maybe I should have asked Shujinkou and Kiyoko to ask you since they only had to ask you once."
"It wasn't just them, it was the timing," Fuyu explained. "I'm so tired right now that I can't slip into 'President Mode'."
"Really?"
Sayori crawled towards Fuyu and looked into her eyes. She thought just the act of entering Fuyu's personal space would cause her stoic side to emerge but it never did.
"Wow, you really can't go President Mode right now."
Seeing this as a prime opportunity, Sayori crawled back to her original spot and asked, "Hey, those times you asked to see Shujinkou alone, were you telling all of us to stay behind?"
Without saying a word, Fuyu calmly took another sip from her teacup then she adjusted her glasses.
"…No, that was specifically to you," Fuyu answered.
"Eh?!" Sayori exclaimed.
Laughter filled the room.
"Why…?" Sayori whined.
"Because Monika told me to tell you that if you asked," Fuyu replied.
Sayori instantly turned toward Monika.
"Sorry, Sayori, I couldn't resist," she explained with a chuckle.
The club VP simply pouted at Monika until she noticed something move from the corner of her eyes.
"R-Really?"
A voice of disbelief soon entered the room through the slightly opened clubroom door – Shujinkou's voice.
He soon pushed the door further open and walked in with Mali.
"Mm-hmm," Mali cheerfully nodded her head. "Pinching a nerve is actually as painful as it looks on TV. I had the Vulcan Nerve Pinch done on me. It didn't knock me out, but the person who used it knew how to make it painful. The pain itself could have knocked me out."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. He had a hard time understanding how Mali could talk about that happening to her so easily.
Looking past him, Mali took note of the occupants of the room.
"Oh, Senpai gathered everyone in one place," she said. "I guess he planned on leaving me out though since he wasn't looking for me."
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek as he contemplated Mali's words. He then shook his head and sat down.
Silence soon fell over everyone in the room.
"Would it be against school rules to buy beanbag chairs for clubrooms?" Kiyoko suddenly asked.
"Not really," Fuyu replied. "Lest anyone plans on using it as a weapon."
"Who would use a beanbag chair as a weapon?" Natsuki asked in a baffled tone.
"You never know," Mali teased with a light giggle.
Shujinkou could only hope that Mali didn't have a story to go along with that comment. Her story that complimented the effects of pinching someone's nerves already made him think back to his question of whether or not Mali possessed a grudge against others.
In less than 24 hours he had found himself dabbling in uncomfortable and dark subjects he never thought he'd have to.
Not to mention the thing Mali found…
Even without the moral dilemma he faced earlier, just the fact Mali that she found something hidden in regards to Akuma was frightening to him.
What am I suppose to do…?
Shujinkou soon noticed that Yuri was staring at him. Immediately after meeting eyes, she looked away.
Does Yuri know what happened?
Guilt once again filled Shujinkou, but he didn't show it.
"Do you think we should get beanbag chairs, Kiyoko?" Monika asked.
Kiyoko shrugged. "Or whatever you would like. Sitting on the floor all the time can't be fun."
That's actually the one thing I miss about the old clubroom… Natsuki admitted to herself.
"I'm surprised you guys didn't delve into your allotted budget yet," Fuyu said.
"Well, we haven't exactly decided what to spend it on yet," Monika explained. "Though I guess we should at least have something to sit on and somewhere to write."
"Naturally."
A bright voice filled the room. All eyes were pointed toward the door as a new face entered the room.
"After all, what's a literature club without some writing to go with the reading?" they continued.
Feeling both amusement and bewilderment, Monika could only stare as that person sat next to her. "Claudette?"
"In the flesh," she replied.
It wasn't her cousin's sudden appearance that surprised Monika nor was it her lack of posing to go along with it. What surprised Monika was what Claudette was currently wearing.
"Are you wearing my uniform?" Monika asked.
"Yep. Makes it easier to sneak in," Claudette explained.
"That's…"
A nervous smile crossed Monika's face as she glanced at Fuyu.
"I'm going to pretend I didn't just hear you say you're impersonating a student," the bespectacled student said.
"I didn't realize that Ms. School President would show such bias," Mali noted. "Even if it is towards the one person everyone's biased towards. Aren't you supposed to treat everyone equally?"
"Right now, I'm simply a student. I think President Fuyu kicked the bucket for today during the last class."
"Ouch. Overworked yourself?" Claudette asked.
"…Yes. This semester particularly so far has been a nightmare."
"It has been the most interesting semester so far, so I can see why it would be hard for you," Mali said in a mocking manner.
"Probably doesn't help when there's someone going around pranking people for no good reason," chided Natsuki.
"Maybe, but nothing I did was as bad as Ms. School Idol getting kidnapped," Mali playfully replied. "Plus, I've been nothing but good since Senpai saved the day."
"Okay!" Claudette clapped her hands together, drawing the attention back to her. "Just realized that I had yet to properly introduce myself."
"Everyone heard Monika say you're name Claudette," Natsuki pointed out.
"Oh…" Claudette daintily tapped her left cheek. "Still, name's Claudette. I'm Monika's not that much older cousin."
She looked around the room and counted the number of people in it. Barring, Natsuki, she had introduced herself to seven people.
"Ooo, a challenge," a confident smile spread across her face. "I like it."
"Challenge? What are you talking about?" Sayori asked.
"My way of saying hello."
Claudette slid closer to Sayori and kissed both of her cheeks. Sayori's brushed her red cheeks as a sense of familiarity washed over her.
But she didn't have long to think about that. She watched Claudette call the others by name before giving her "hellos".
Reaction to this introduction varied from person to person, but most of those feelings vanished the moment her eyes landed on Shujinkou.
"Uh…"
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. His heart started beating against his chest as he watched Claudette crawl towards him.
"And you must be the fabled Shujinkou…"
"Fabled…?" Shujinkou nervously repeated.
Monika could only wince, hoping Shujinkou wouldn't realize what led to her cousin to use that word.
"You're even cuter in real life. Those club photos didn't do you any justice," she complimented.
"Th-Thank you?"
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek until Claudette took his right hand.
"Nice to finally meet you," she said, raising his right hand towards her face.
Shujinkou's cheeks glowed bright red the moment he felt her lips press against the back of his hand. She then pushed his hand against his left cheek.
"Monika already did half of it for me," she whispered.
Losing all feeling in his arm, Shujinkou couldn't even scratch his right cheek nor could he recognize the tense and awkward atmosphere that the act created.
"You're interesting," Mali chirped.
"Naturally," Claudette replied.
"So… Why'd you come to school, Claudette?" Monika asked.
"Right," Claudette dug into her borrowed jacket pocket and pulled out her phone. She then placed it in the middle of the room for everyone to see.
"I was just lazing around, thinking about what I'm going to do when I head back home and then this erupted on the internet."
She tapped the center of the phone and a video started to play.
For a few seconds they saw the back of someone's head. They had bright blue hair with neon green and pink highlights. Fifteen seconds in, they heard someone off screen say a particularly noteworthy name: Yoki.
Soon after, the head began to turn before the video ended.
"That was really Yoki?" sputtered Sayori.
"Looks like it," Claudette replied.
"Of course it cuts off before anyone could see her face..." Natsuki sighed.
"But isn't that good?" Shujinkou asked. "I don't think she would like it if her identity was leaked like that."
"I'm honestly surprised that it took that long for a leak to happen," Kiyoko said. "Things like that happen earlier."
"It does seem like leaks get worse and worse as time goes on…"
"I'm also guessing whoever leaked this footage had spy level equipment," Fuyu replied.
"Still… This leak is probably going to cause a lot of problem for people with blue hair," Monika sympathized.
"Glad I didn't go blue," Claudette thought aloud.
Hearing that instantly made Shujinkou think about the transformation from Dragon Ball along with him envisioning her transforming.
Super Saiyan God Super Saiyan Claudette… Super Saiyan Blue Claudette…
It was sudden and weird, but the thought was cool.
"But yeah, that was why I snuck into this school," Claudette said.
"I like how you don't try to sugarcoat what you're doing," Mali praised.
"I like that you like that," she replied with a smile.
Is Mali actually being nice to someone? Natsuki wondered.
Claudette stood up and walked towards the door. "Anyway, I better head back home before someone suddenly questions me slash I want to get home so I can keep track of this story."
She opened the door and spun to the other side of the frame. Looking back at the others, she smiled and said, "Au revoir."
With those parting words, Claudette shut the door behind her.
"You're cousin is certainly full of confidence," Yuri said to Monika.
Monika agreed with that sentiment. It was an aspect about her cousin that she admired greatly.
The meeting continued on as usual until Monika abruptly brought about an early conclusion. Confusion welled up in Shujinkou as those who were invited said their goodbyes and left the room.
Mali then sat up and whispered into Shujinkou's right ear. "Looks like you're in the middle again. Good luck, Senpai."
He didn't understand what she meant until after she left. The moment the members of the Literature Club alone, Shujinkou soon found himself the focus of everyone's stares.
Silence as once again fallen over them, causing his confusion to devolve into worry.
"Shiko… There's something really important we need to talk about," Sayori said.
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. He had a pretty good idea what they wanted to talk about.
"Think we can do it somewhere else?" he requested.
Chapter 131: Regret and Acceptance
Chapter Text
Shujinkou absentmindedly stared at the pond before him. He didn't even know why he looked for a pond specifically to stare at, he just did. Maybe it was because he felt like it would be a less weird if someone came by and saw him staring into space.
He felt a little surprise that he considered that, even if unconsciously. It had to be as his conscious thoughts could only playback the events of this afternoon, specifically what happened after he requested a change in location.
Earlier that day, Shujinkou grabbed his backpack and walked towards the clubroom door. The moment he stepped into the hallway, a pair of hands grabbed him and slammed Shujinkou against the wall.
The others rushed out of the clubroom, stunned to find a complete stranger towering over Shujinkou with anger in their eyes.
However, upon a closer look, it became clear to one of them that this person wasn't a stranger.
"Papa?!" Natsuki exclaimed.
Papa? Shujinkou glanced at Natsuki. Her body was subtly trembling and her eyes were filled with dread. He then looked back up at the man pinning him against the wall. This guy's really Natsuki's dad?
"What are you doing here, Papa?" Natsuki timidly asked.
"I just wanted to see it with my own eyes," he answered.
"See what?"
"Now I see why you were always vague about your friends and those trips you went on… All of that was just so you could spend time with your boyfriend!"
Natsuki's cheeks grew bright pink with embarrassment. "Shujinkou isn't-! He's not my boyfriend…"
"Don't lie! I've seen what you wrote about him!"
"You- You read my journal?!"
"And wasn't I surprised by what I read! Going over his house multiple times, bringing him sweets, kissing him twice…!"
"Papa!"
After a brief silence, the man released his grip on Shujinkou.
"Come on, Natsuki, we're leaving," he said.
"But I was already-"
"Now!"
Without saying another word, Natsuki followed her father and soon disappeared from sight.
"Are you okay, Shiko?" Sayori asked.
"…Not really."
"Was… Was that why Natsuki was at your house this morning?"
"I… I don’t really know. She didn't say why."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he recalled Natsuki's expression as she walked past him. He recognized that look of powerlessness all too well.
I was hoping that it wasn't as bad as this though…
The young man weakly shook his head, ending that unnerving memory.
I don't get it. Are all fathers just like that? When I think about it… I don't think I've ever really gotten to know someone who's a good father like I see on TV or games or comic books…
Shujinkou then looked around the park. His eyes were immediately drawn to a well-dressed man in a suit walking arm in arm with a lady wearing expensive earrings.
I wonder if they're married and have kids. Is he a good father?
He moved on and spotted a woman pushing a stroller around.
I wonder if that kid's father is in his life…
Shujinkou looked back down at the pond with solemn eyes.
Are dads supposed to make us feel bad in real life or scare us? Is it actually a good thing Dad left? Would I act like my dad or Natsuki's dad if I become one?
He sighed and scratched his right cheek.
Then there's the Akuma thing. I still have no idea what I'm supposed to do about that. I'm way out of my depth right now…
He couldn't help but feel utterly useless as he laid spread across the soft grass.
What am I supposed to do about all of this? Would this be something you ask a father about?
When I think about it… I think almost every significant person in my life is female.
I don't… I don't know what a father is supposed to be like. The closest one I had to one passed on a long time ago.
Shujinkou quickly sat up and slapped his cheeks.
What am I doing?! How'd I go from thinking about my friends to thinking about myself! I can't go back to doing that; lying around all depressed! I… I have to be proactive somehow.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Despite that declaration, he still had no idea what to do.
"Well, there's this…"
Shujinkou dug into his backpack and pulled out the envelope Mali had given him. Part of him still couldn't believe he effectively stole something from a teacher, while another part of him told him that he needed too.
It was as if a voice in the back of his head was telling him he would regret it if he didn't take.
"Shujinkou…?"
Yuri?
Shujinkou turned around. Indeed, standing behind him was Yuri.
"What are you doing here?" she asked.
"Nothing much. Just staring at a pond as I try to gather my thoughts together," Shujinkou replied.
"Ah… I see. I was just doing the same thing by taking a walk. I would usually try to write them down but I guess I wanted to try something different…"
She then sat down next to Shujinkou.
"Ah… Are you okay?" Yuri worriedly asked.
"Yeah. Yeah. Physically I'm good," Shujinkou assured her.
"But emotionally?"
"I guess… I guess you could say that my emotions are 'torn asunder'; so much that I don't really care whether I used that phrase right or not right now."
"Oh… I can understand that. My emotions are all over the place too."
The two silently gazed at the pond in front of them. They both wanted to say something but neither knew where to start.
"…Remember the guilt I told you I had during the summer?" Yuri suddenly asked.
"Yeah?"
"To be honest, I feel even worse about that now than I did back then… I talked down to Natsuki when she had to deal with something at home."
"You shouldn't feel that way. I mean, Natsuki would hate for us to pity her…"
Though he tried, Shujinkou couldn't muster the strength to say that like he meant it. It was one of the only things on his mind for the past two hours.
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek and glanced down at the envelope resting on his lap.
"Yuri… There's something I have to tell you," he solemnly said. "I tal-"
"Talked to Akuma before you came to the clubroom?" she interjected.
Even though he was a little suspicious earlier, hearing that still surprised Shujinkou.
"Fuyu told me," Yuri explained.
"Oh."
Shujinkou felt some disappointment for not being to one to tell Yuri, but refused to let that bother him. He couldn't afford to be absorbed in his own problems again.
"I'm sorry, Shujinko," Yuri apologized.
Shujinkou was once again caught off guard by her words.
"Why are you apologizing?" he asked.
"Because I know how you hate awkward moments and I keep drawing into them," she replied.
"I mean, I don't really-"
"I know you don't mind getting into them to help those you care about. It's one of the aspects of your character that I greatly admire, but… This time is very different."
Shujinkou once again glanced down at the envelope. He didn't want to press the issue, but he knew that he was past that point now.
"Yuri, what exactly did happen between you two?" Shujinkou asked.
"That…"
Yuri anxiously started playing with her hair as she averted her gaze.
"It's not really a long story. Essentially, he was someone I looked up too.
I've already told you that I had a hard time forging connections with others outside of my family due to the fact I wasn't willing to accept other people's clashing interests and personalities.
But he was different. We shared the same interests and he naturally knew more about literary devices and concepts than I did. I think I was briefly humbled at that point, but bad habits die hard after all.
Still, it felt nice to have a connection with someone who wasn't bothered by me and I always looked forward to talking with him, if even a little. But then… Something changed… Or maybe I didn't realize it at first; I'm not really sure…
Either way, the way he looked at me really did seem different then at first. I thought it may have been favoritism but a discussion on the roof of the school revealed the truth to me.
Because I was so happy to have forged a connection with someone else, I didn't really question sharing lunch there with a teacher. Everything seemed normal until he kissed me on my cheek.
I didn't know how to respond to that, but the answer soon came to me after he tried to go for my lips while caressing me."
"You ran?"
"Yes… I thought I would have been chased, but that never happened. The next day, I discovered he had quit. I thought that would be the end and I could just forget but he came back, which was when you were dragged into all of this."
"Yuri… You say that like if I knew what was going on back then, I wouldn't have done what I did today. Nothing would have been different," Shujinkou assured her.
"I know that, but… Maybe if I said something instead of hoping things would go away, this situation wouldn't have happened. And even if you're always willing to help, you can't deny that I've had some hand in moments which you're involved in like this."
"Yuri… You can't blame yourself for this situation."
"But…"
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. This wasn't just someone looking down on themselves, but regretting a past decision and how it affects others, something he knew well.
And Yuri's feeling it from two past events at once…
Recalling how he responded to his own past, it was clear to him that there was only one thing he could say to prevent someone else going down that same path.
"My sister died years ago…"
Yuri's eyes widened with surprise. "Your sister…?"
"Yeah, her name was Hiroko. When I was a kid, I always felt like a waste of space in comparison to her because our father would always pay attention to her but never seem to have time for me. It got to the point that I figured that it would have been better if I wasn't around so… I ran away."
Shujinkou raised his right hand.
"Thought that was pretty much it, but Hiroko came after me. She took my hand and apologized to me while telling me that things would be different. Turns things would be different, just not in the way she meant.
She pushed me out of the way of an oncoming car and… dad left. I… I always blamed myself for those things happening and tried to live in my head to escape from the pain but, and I honestly don't even know how, but I realized that I couldn't keep living in the past like that.
It's hard not to but… I know that all I can do is focus on the here and now and not what we could have done or what could have happened."
Saying those words filled Shujinkou with happiness. He didn't know why, but accepted the out of nowhere feeling.
"I'm not saying you shouldn't be scared or uncomfortable, that's perfectly understandable. I guess what I'm trying to say is… If you feel like you made a mistake in the past then it's okay to apologize and it's okay to want to try and fix things. But don't waste your life letting it haunt you."
Shujinkou presented the envelope he acquired to Yuri. "So, I'll leave this up to you."
"What's this?" she asked.
"I don't really know. I… stumbled across it when looking around Akuma's homeroom classroom. I didn't look. I guess part of me figured that it was your choice."
Slowly and silently, Yuri reached for and accepted the envelope. Continuing her slow, cautious movements, she opened the envelope and peeked inside.
"Ah!"
She immediately dropped the envelope, it contents spilling out the moment it hit the ground. Scattered in front of the two were photographs of Yuri.
Chapter 132: Powerless
Chapter Text
Awkward silences. Like Yuri had mentioned before, Shujinkou didn't really care for them. But not many really do.
However, this time was different. The air was heavy, solemn and melancholic all at once. Perhaps awkward wasn't the right word; depressing seemed more appropriate.
Shujinkou tore himself away from the bright lights that flew past his window and snuck a look at Yuri. She still sported the same disheartened expression she has had the entire evening. He couldn't blame her for feeling that way.
Wouldn't anyone respond in a similar way if they spent time in around the local law enforcement?
After discovering the photos in the envelope Mali unveiled, they took it to the police and waited as officers were sent to question and possibly bring him. But after spending what felt like hours waiting, they came to learn that his place of residence appeared to have been quickly cleared out.
"He clearly took what he could and ran," one of the said.
Akuma's location was currently unknown, a fact that clearly unnerved Yuri.
With nothing else that could be done then, Shujinkou called his mother, asking if she could pick them up.
Recalling all of that made Shujinkou feel guilty and like an idiot at the same time. If it wasn't for Mali's intervention, Akuma's creepy act most likely would have continued for much longer.
"After all, there's a difference between doing nothing because you can't and doing nothing, giving up and letting things continue on."
Those words Mali had told him added to his preexisting guilt.
Why was I so confused whether or not to do anything with that envelope? Doing something with it should have been obvious, right?
But as Shujinkou thought that, he realized something about the entire scenario he didn't question before.
Mali already knew about the envelope and spoke like she knew what was inside… Why-?
Shujinkou soon felt the car come to a stop.
"We're here," Hiro announced.
Once again looking out of the window, Shujinkou confirmed with his own eyes that they were in front of Yuri's house.
"Thank you, Ms. Hiro," Yuri said.
She stepped out of the car and Shujinkou followed. The silence between them persisted even as they reached the front door.
"Here we are…" Shujinkou awkwardly said.
It was all he could manage to say. He truly didn't know what he could say that wouldn't make her feel even worse.
Yuri turned around to face him. "…Thank you."
"Huh?" Her expression of gratitude was the last thing that Shujinkou expected to hear, especially when he wasn't completely sure why she was expressing it. "For what?"
"For spending the entire evening for me even thought it would be understandable that you would rather be left alone and…" Yuri averted her gaze as she gathered her words. "And for telling me about your sister. I know that couldn't have been easy for you."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "Yeah, well… I guess I just thought it needed to be said."
"Still…"
An awkward silence soon hung over them. They both wished they could say more, but didn't know what they could.
"You know… Standing here at night reminds me of one of the first things we've done together since you've first joined the club," Yuri noted.
"The bring your own book in assignment?" Shujinkou asked.
"Yes. I remember when we finished the task and you offered to escort me home. At the time, I found it really embarrassing and also strange to have a boy offer something like that to me. Or really, anyone offering that to me…
I naturally responded by trying to decline but you insisted. I don't think that I would have agreed but the look in your eyes when you did convinced me otherwise."
"The look in my eyes?"
"They were filled with sadness and concern. I didn't understand why then, but I guess I know why now."
Shujinkou once again scratched his right cheek.
"Ah… Sorry. I shouldn't be saying that like know what I'm talking about," Yuri apologized.
"No, it's fine… I'm pretty sure anyone would say that," Shujinkou assured her.
"Maybe… I guess I was just… Perhaps it just feels a little nice to be able to understand you a little more and that you were willing to share for my sake."
Shujinkou remained silent as he processed what he was just told.
"...So, are you alright?" he asked.
"I don't know…" Yuri sighed. "Those photographs were from my first year and my second year so far. There are even some during the trip to your grandmother's resort. Right now, I don't really feel like anywhere is safe…"
"Yeah… I can see why you would feel that way… It's probably best if you get inside then."
"Yes…"
Yuri opened the front door then looked over her shoulder. "Good night, Shujinkou."
"'night," Shujinkou replied with a slow wave.
Once the door closed behind her, Shujinkou returned to the car.
"Is she okay?" Hiro asked.
"She's scared…" Shujinkou answered.
"That's understandable… What about you?"
Shujinkou shook his head. "I don't know… I don't know what I'm supposed to do right now…"
The next day…
Shujinkou stuck his head into the classroom Mali led him to the day before. It was like any other classroom during the morning; students arriving and waiting for class to begin.
He had been there before when he was looking for Mali but, when he thought about it, it was never at the start or end of the day. It made sense to him now why he never realized that Mali had Akuma as a homeroom teacher.
It's not like he would just come here like nothing happened, right? The police did say that it looked like he took whatever he could and ran.
"Looking for someone, Senpai?"
Startled by that sudden voice, Shujinkou immediately turned around to find Mali smiling at him.
"Is Senpai actually visiting me or is he here to see my teacher?" she innocently asked.
Shujinkou averted his gaze as he scratched his right cheek. "Well…"
"It's kinda strange, he's usually the first person here and yet he isn't," Mali continued. "I wonder what could have possibly happened. Did Senpai decide to do something with what his Kōhai found?"
"Speaking of which…"
Shujinkou took a moment to prepare himself for what he was about to ask and the conversation that will surely result from it.
"You said that you didn't know what the envelope was anymore when you gave it to me. Did you look inside of it before?" he asked.
"Of course I did, Senpai, that's why I knew it would be useful to you," Mali answered in a nonchalant manner.
"Mali… I'm grateful to you for giving that to me and I know because of that I have no right to say anything about how you found it, but…"
"But what, Senpai?"
"How come you never showed it to anybody?"
"Hm…"
Mali closed her eyes and daintily tapped her right cheek. "I did contemplate showing it to teacher but recent events made me give it to Senpai."
"No, I mean, how come you didn't show it to people who could have dealt with this. I know I struggled with what to do with it, but I think I may have made the right decision in showing it to Yuri and going to the police about it."
"We'll see about that, Senpai…" Mali giggled.
Her response sent a sharp chill crawling down his spine. What if what he did made things worse?
"Is that why you didn't do anything with it? Because you were worried about what may happen next?" he asked.
Mali cocked her head and flashed a knowing smile on her face.
"Senpai… What's with you asking me such questions? It really feels like you're trying to give me justifiable excuses of me not doing anything so my inaction can fit your morality."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Never really thought about it like that.
"The reason why I didn't show anyone, despite how interesting it would be to see how that would play out is because I had no real reason to."
"'No real reason?'"
Even with her history of pranks and talking down to everyone, Shujinkou didn't expect Mali to respond so casually to an adult stalking a high school student.
"Why are you so surprised Senpai? Should I have done something? It's not like I knew your friend back when I first found it nor did I care that she was in this situation," Mali continued.
"But… What if yo-?"
"What if I was in such a predicament? Wouldn't I want some altruistic stranger to come by and do something?" Mali interjected.
"Well, yeah…"
Mali giggled at Shujinkou's perturbed face.
"Oh, Senpai, it must be nice to still be so innocent. Unlike you though, I stopped believing stuff like that could happen. The idea that some altruistic stranger will whisk someone away from trouble."
"Mali…"
"The only reason I did anything now was because Senpai was involved and his Kōhai couldn't let someone mess with Senpai, that's all. It just so happens that it coincides with you asking me to be nicer to your friends."
Her statements prompted Shujinkou to recall a question he asked Mali the day she agreed to stop pulling pranks.
Do you not like other people… She never really answered that question. Does she really just value people that interest her? I know that's the only reason she bothered to stop pulling pranks because she found me "interesting" but…
"Senpai's cute when he's thinking about morality," Mali giggled. "It's also cute how he tries to not think the worst of someone whose parents named her 'Malizia'."
"It's not like I'm going to judge people by their name…" Shujinkou weakly replied.
"I know. Senpai's probably the only person who would give someone named Akuma the benefit of the doubt."
"Yeah… I'm also grateful that you were there to help."
"Mm-hmm. Sometimes I think I'm the only one who thinks Senpai's innocence and naivety to morality blinds him."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. That line sounded oddly familiar to him.
"Hey, Mali…"
"Yes, Senpai?"
"What can I do to actually make you like me?"
"Oh? Is Senpai after me despite all his potentials?"
"No, I mean what can I do for you to see me as more than a source of entertainment? You don't even have to like me; just not see me as an interest you can throw away whenever you want."
Mali stared into Shujinkou's eyes; it was if she was trying to see into his soul.
"Senpai can be surprisingly forward when he wants to," she giggled.
"Mali, I'm serious," he said.
"I know, that's what makes it even more surprising."
Mali stepped past Shujinkou and walked towards her classroom. She then looked over her shoulder and asked, "Shouldn't Senpai be heading to class? School's about to start, you know?"
Even if he didn't want it to end there, Shujinkou knew she was right. He had to get to class.
All he could think about during his journey there was his previous interactions with Mali; what she had done and what she had said to him and to others. There was also her initial reaction to him catching her mid-fall after she spent the day before leading him into traps.
It seems like she just lives up to her name but… Those times she was confused. Were they just her shocked that I'm still around or… is it something more?
As he continued his trek, Shujinkou noticed a familiar face from the corner of his eyes. He instinctively walked towards them and called their name. "Natsuki."
She turned towards him with a surprised look on her face.
"Morn-"
Natsuki immediately turned away and walked off.
"-ing…"
Hearing the morning bell soo after, Shujinkou forced himself to step into his classroom and take his seat.
Chapter 133: A Fantastical Battle: Shujinkou vs. Malizia
Chapter Text
"Where am I now?"
Shujinkou looked around. It appeared that he had landed in the courtyard of a gothic castle.
The sky above him was blood red which, to him at least matched the oppressive and foreboding atmosphere that attacked him the moment he arrived.
"I hope Monika didn't end up here. Doesn't seem like a fun part of this world to be blown away to." He thought aloud.
"Wow, another interesting surprise."
A sharp chill crawled up Shujinkou's spine as he heard that voice. It sounded familiar, but also much more menacing then he was used to.
Suddenly, a figure crashed into the ground in front of him; the impact creating a powerful enough force that he was surprised he wasn't blown away by it.
"Even more surprising is that it's you of all people."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as she watched the figure rise to her feet, giving him a chance to see a familiar innocent-looking face.
"Mali?"
The girl simply circled around Shujinkou; her eyes examining every inch of him.
"Hm… You don't seem like the person I know…"
She then stopped right in front of him and stood on the tip of her toes. Her face slowly approaching his own reminded Shujinkou of when she did it to him in the past.
At least, another version of her did. Something about this Mali is scarier than the one I know.
That budding fear grew as a smile stretched across Mali's face. "Your name's Shujinkou, right?"
The young man nodded his head."Y-Yeah."
Unlike him being tricked to reveal information as per usual with the Mali he knew; Shujinkou felt compelled to give this one a quick and honest answer.
Just looking into her eyes allowed him to realize what she may do if he tried to lie.
Mali giggled at his nervous face."Another 'Protagonist' coming out of nowhere. And not just out of nowhere, but in the same way that girl did."
"Girl?" Any fear Shujinkou disappeared once he heard that. "Did she wear a uniform that looked like mine?"
Mali nodded her head "Mm-hmm. Were you looking for her or something?"
"Yeah. Do you know where she now?"
"Yep."
Innocence radiated from Mali's face as she turned around and thrust her hand forward. With a simple flick of the wrist, she summoned a tall column of pure darkness.
"She's in there. You two are lucky that I was the one who found you; who knows what the Boss' would have done."
Giggling one more time, Mali took the opportunity to sneak a glance at Shujinkou's horrified face before quickly disappearing.
Shujinkou dashed forward, extending his hand towards the darkness.
"Monika!"
But just as he was only mere inches away from her, an invisible, yet strong force sent him flying into a nearby wall.
"Ah…!"
He was surprised that he could even move a single finger after a blow like that. A normal human certainly would have died from a random attack like that.
"Oh, you're still alive?"
Mali once again appeared before Shujinkou. Kneeling down, she stared deep into Shujinkou's eyes.
"Still looks like it hurt a lot though…" a bright smile soon spread across her face, once again unnerving Shujinkou. "I wonder if you can take more punishment then the other 'Protagonist'?"
Shujinkou felt intense pain throughout his entire body as he struggled to back to his feet.
"You're trying so hard. Is that girl really that important to you?" Mali asked.
"She's my friend… Please let her go," Shujinkou weakly pleaded.
"Hmm…"
She soon stood up and stretched her hand towards Shujinkou. "Quite bold of you to just storm into someone's place and give them orders."
Suddenly, a small flame formed at the center of her palm. Despite its, Shujinkou could tell that it would turn into a powerful blaze if she unleashed it on him.
"It's not really my job, but I don't mind removing rude guests from the premises every now and then," she said with an innocent smile.
Shujinkou instinctively opened his eyes. No longer was he staring at Mali's cruel smile but at the blue sky above him.
Was that just a dream?
It had to be a dream Shujinkou figured; nothing like that could actually happen in real life. But despite knowing that, what he had just experienced felt like it really happened.
He didn't have long to contemplate his feelings however as he soon felt several slender objects run through his hair. Once they reached the end, they parted from his head before starting again from the top.
Shifting his head ever so slightly, Shujinkou found Mali smiling down at him.
"Senpai's so cute when he's sleeping," she giggled. "Especially when he's dreaming about Ms. School Idol."
Shujinkou's face grew red with embarrassment. I must have yelled Monika's name out loud!
Even though he knew it wasn't the kind of dream Mali was implying, it was still embarrassing.
"Wait… Mali, what am I doing here?" Shujinkou asked.
The last thing he remembered was sitting in his seat during school. Now he was outside the building and just learned that he was previously asleep.
A knowing smile crossed Mali's face as she continued to stroke Shujinkou's head. "How should I know, Senpai? It's not like it's my job to keep an eye on you 24/7."
"That's true..."
"But seeing Senpai lying on the ground like he was, I figured that I could at least let him rest on my lap and look after him."
Shujinkou felt a wealth of conflicting emotions well up in him. Contrasting her tease regarding his dream, her smile and head stroking was gentle and comforting.
A hazy mist descended on his mind and he felt a strong desire to just where he was.
W-Wait!
Shujinkou immediately sat up and tried to catch his breath. Just the act of tearing himself away from such tranquility seemed to use up most of his strength.
"You make it seem like what I was doing was terrible, Senpai," Mali noted.
"N-No. Thanks for looking after me, but…" Shujinkou couldn't find the words to describe why he broke away so desperately.
It felt like his mind was sinking into an inescapable abyss and he had to do something, anything to stop that from happening.
"I get it, Senpai just didn't want to be seen in case one of his potentials came by," Mali teased.
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. The dream he just had of Mali callously keeping Monika hostage; could that have been a result of their talk from earlier?
Is this that really how I see Mali now…? Shujinkou wondered.
"What's wrong, Senpai? Is there trouble in paradise?" Mali asked.
"Well, there is the fact that Akuma's on the run…"
"And the fact that Senpai wants to be his Kōhai's knight in shining armor. Plus, there's the fact that Senpai was assaulted by one of his friend's fathers."
Shujinkou's eyes widened with horror after hearing that last part.
"A Kōhai has her ways of knowing, Senpai," Mali giggled.
"Mali…"
"Don't worry, I told you before that your Kōhai will keep secrets for you. Then again, the last time I said that it was for something that would've made you seem insane."
"You did?" Shujinkou couldn't quite recall when Mali said something like that to him, if ever.
"Senpai can be so forgetful, but I can't exactly blame him for that. Plus, he has so many other things going on in his life right now, like how he's late for his club meeting.
"What?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"School's over for the day, you know. Senpai should hurry before all his potentials get mad at him."
Shujinkou nodded his head, "R-Right."
He waved goodbye and frantically ran towards the building.
Did I miss the entire day?! I don't remember anything after seeing Natsuki! What is going today?!
Shujinkou running through the front entrance, he was immediately greeted with a sight that pushed those thoughts a side.
"Wow…"
He looked around in awe as he watched students set up Halloween decorations around the building. He felt a little excitement attending classes while the school was adorned with multiple holiday accessories.
Now that I think about it, I ignored the Halloween festival last year. I wonder what it's like…
"Shujinkou?"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as Monika approached him.
"Where've you been?" she asked.
"Apparently, I've been unconscious," Shujinkou replied.
"Unconscious? Are you okay?" Monika worriedly asked.
"Yeah… I'm fine. Funny enough, me spontaneously falling unconscious is the least of my concerns…"
"Oh… You're mind is also on Yuri and Natsuki too…"
"Yeah… Um… How much do you know about Yuri?"
"Everything. We were going to talk about it before… you know…"
"Oh right…"
It was a strange. Monika and Yuri seemed more concerned about Natsuki's father pinning Shujinkou against a wall then he did himself.
But every time he thought about that moment, it was never that he focused on.
"Have you talked to Natsuki today?" Shujinkou asked.
Monika shook her head. "No… Have you?"
"I tried, but she walked away from me…"
"Oh…" a bright smile soon spread across Monika's face. "Well, give her time. She probably just wants to be alone for the day. I'm sure she'll be willing to open up soon."
Shujinkou wasn't sure if Monika was saying that to him or trying to convince herself. Perhaps both?
"By the way, Sayori's looking for you," Monika said.
"She at the clubroom?"
"Actually, there's no club today due to circumstances. Plus, I volunteered to help put up some of the Halloween decorations."
"Really?"
"Just a little something to make Fuyu's job a little easier."
"Ah."
Another student soon approached Monika, requesting her help.
"Sorry, got to go, Shujinkou."
"Alright, see you later."
The two turned and went their separate ways.
"Wait!"
Shujinkou immediately turned back towards the departing Monika.
"Monika, where's Sayori?" he yelled.
"She said she was heading towards Fuyu's office," Monika yelled back.
"Thanks!"
…
A sense of foreboding hit Shujinkou the moment he stepped in front of the doors that led to Fuyu's office. It was the same feeling from yesterday after the end of the club meeting.
He took a deep breath and steeled himself for what may come next.
Shujinkou knocked on the door and entered the moment he got permission.
"Hey-"
"Shiko!"
A pair of arms swiftly wrapped around Shujinkou and pulled him into a tight embrace from Sayori.
"You're okay!" she rejoiced.
"Huh? But I wasn't in trouble," Shujinkou assured her.
"But we just heard that you've been missing for most of the day."
"We?"
"Um…"
Shujinkou glanced past Sayori to find Yuri meekly waving at him.
"Yuri? I thought- I mean…"
"I know what you're getting at; I didn't really consider coming to school today at first either. But, I've decided to try and not let recent events tamper with my daily life," Yuri explained.
"Oh... That's good," Shujinkou approved with a smile.
"Speaking of recent events…" Fuyu shifted her gaze to Shujinkou. "Is it true that you were recently assaulted by Natsuki's father?"
His natural instinct was to ask how she found out, but he had a pretty good idea who informed her. It helped that her grip on him slowly lessened as she suspiciously looked away.
Not that I'm upset about that.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and answered with another question. "Pinned against a wall?"
"Was there malicious intent in his eyes?" Fuyu asked.
"Yes."
"That's assault."
Fuyu leaned back in her chair and moaned. "What is this semester? Pranks, squandering of club funds by the Supernatural Studies Club, kidnapping perpetrated by the sole member of that club, Rei getting stabbed in the hand, sexual assault, physical assault and student masquerade."
"When you put it like that this semester is off to a pretty dark start…" Sayori solemnly admitted.
"Focusing on the physical assault one…" Fuyu's gaze returned to Shujinkou. "Why didn't you report it to the police when you reported the other thing?"
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Even though he took a moment to prepare himself, he didn't have an answer that would satisfy an authority figure.
"I guess… I just wanted to about it with Natsuki first," he meekly admitted.
"I understand your feelings there but Shujinkou, a man essentially stormed into our school with the express purpose of lashing out at you. I can't say much for the implications that situation had to have had, but the simple fact is you were assaulted and this needs to be reported."
"I know but… Please, just give me the time to talk to her first."
"Shujinkou-"
"Please…"
Fuyu knew what she had to say. Something like this shouldn't be negotiated.
But... I've already asked a lot of him this year…"
After taking a moment to weigh her options, she finally relented. "…Fine. But promise me something. If something else happens, you report it right away, okay?"
Shujinkou nodded his head, accepting her terms.
Chapter 134: My Darling Little Boy
Chapter Text
So here I am again, running for dear life away from a problem I caused. Except this time, the consequences have actually come to fruition. Perhaps, my move was always going to invoke suspicion after all. Of course, why wouldn't my mere presence cause suspicion? If what was lost really was seen with his own eyes…
I knew I should have burned those ill-mannered and obtained photos long ago. I knew that but… Every time I tried, I would hear her voice. If I just ignored it, I wouldn't be in this situation.
I tried to commit to it once again, but they were gone. I knew right then and there what would happen next and wasted no time gathering the essentials. It's sad that I have become proficient at this. I should have known that I would end up using these skills as I became a fugitive.
Word had spread that people should keep a lookout for the appropriately named Akuma. Why was I named that? No one could have known that I would be in this position when I was born, could they? Is it some type of custom? I'm likely grasping for straws; I know the various reasons. I only started thinking that when I met one of my students, Malizia, or Mali as she prefers.
Despite her young and innocent face, she clearly revels in her attempts to live up to her name, while I tried to run away from it. A truly upsetting case where her actions and words make her better than me as she at least doesn't make any excuses for her dark side. Maybe she was the one who did something with the photos or maybe she just passed it on to her Senpai. She always did appear to be the type to try and find a wedge in those she's affiliated with.
Speaking of her Senpai, I have to wonder… No, that I have to suppress. Have to eradicate. Whoever did it, they made the right choice. I wasn't strong enough to do the least I could do and suffer the consequences. Now all that's left to do is fade away for good this time.
Fortunately, I had enough time to grab all evidence of my other identity. I still somewhat hate my brother for convincing me to make alternate personas, but at the same time I can't at the moment. A paradox, but humans are paradoxical beings.
I thought about where I could go; where I could build a new life. Hawaii seemed nice, but also seemed too obvious of a first spot to escape too. Everywhere seems to be the case but Hawaii seems like the Top 3. I decided to drift around Europe. Start from the edge of the Atlantic Ocean and go east from there. I always wanted to go on a cultural trip like that; I just never figured that it would be under these kinds of circumstances.
Either way, I've already assumed my persona of a foreign business man. I told my brother that it seemed too conspicuous, but Jomei said that it always worked for his parents. I gave it a try now and then and it at the least did not draw attention my way. It's about time to see if it works in earnest.
I don't know why I'm writing this down; I'm essentially recording my crimes. But perhaps I'm also recoding a confession. It calms the nerves as I prepare to go through security, but I should likely stop here. This time, I'll burn evidence once I start my new life. If I can get to that point...
Akuma closed his notebook and stuffed it into his bag.
"Here we go," he said, standing up.
"Running away again, are we?"
Akuma was sure that his heart skipped several beats upon hearing that question. It wasn't because of what was asked, but the horrifying voice of the questioner.
"It can't be…" he thought aloud.
"Can't it?"
Droplets of sweats crawled down his face as pondered whether or not he should ignore the owner of that voice.
"I thought I taught you better than to just ignore me. Maybe you finally embraced the name I've given you now."
Akuma timidly turned around. Despite a desire to run, he knew he couldn't from the person he found behind him; a person he thought he was physically freed from.
"Mother…?"
A wicked smile crossed her face. "Hello, my darling little boy."
Chapter 135: Mom
Chapter Text
Hiro hugged the pillow in her grasp closer as she watched the credits of the film she had just finished started to crawl up the screen. A small smile crossed her face; partially due to her enjoyment of the film and partially because she knew she subjected herself to hearing the verse "Why Should I Worry?" in her head for the rest of the day.
"That song is stuck in your head too now, isn't it?" Akira asked.
Hiro nodded her head. "I don't think anyone can watch Oliver and Company without having that song stuck in their head for awhile."
"But that was an entertaining and nicely animated movie. I know it wasn't part of my quest to watch Disney Renaissance, but still a worthwhile watch. What does that leave us with?"
"I think The Rescuers Down Under, Pocahontas and The Hunchback of Notre Dame."
He was surprised to hear that there were only three films left, though he also felt the surprise was somewhat ironic when he recalled the surprise Hiro had when he stated he never watched any of them.
I used to feel like the only one in the world that never watched The Lion King. Can't believe it took me so long to watch some of these films.
"Should we spin to see which movie's next?" Hiro proposed.
"That depends," Akira replied. "What time is it?"
Hiro glanced down at her phone. "About when afterschool clubs are in full swing."
"We'll have to save it for next time then," Akira said, standing up.
"Right…" Hiro lamented. "Wouldn't want another case of no club today appearance that makes me feel like a horrible, lying mother because I've been hiding something from my son for a long time.
The guilt of hiding her relationship was always there to varying degrees. At times, it rises to the point of self-deprecation, but when it does…
"You're not a terrible mother," Akira tenderly cupped Hiro's face in his hands. "You're just concerned about you son."
"Y-Yeah… I know, I was just…" Hiro always felt herself briefly mesmerized during these moments. "I felt really powerless to do anything to help him when he was depressed all those years and I've been hiding this while it was still going on."
"It hasn't been that long."
"Still happened then."
Akira remained silent before asking, "Speaking of which, how is Shujinkou?"
"He himself is fine, but he's really concerned with his friends right now, which really means that he's not really fine since he's like me when it comes to worrying," Hiro replied with a sad chuckle. "Like how I'm worried about him being worried while also being worried about his friends too,"
"It's okay to worry, Hiro. Just remember don't let it get you down so much that you start taking cheap shots at yourself. Besides, I'd rather you focus on your supporting your family than thinking of ways to slip in that you're dating someone. That can always be for later."
She's heard that before a few times too, but she always wondered if he was just saying that for her sake.
"I know I've asked this before, but it really doesn't bother you at all? A part of you doesn't mind at all?" Hiro asked.
Akira smiled, showing no hesitation as he answered.
"To be perfectly honest, the only place you're hiding this fact is your own home, so I don't really have much to be annoyed with. Also, I get to satisfy my inner child wish of being sneaky. But most of all, that concern you have for others is one of the things I greatly admire about you.
So no, I have absolutely no issues at all."
Mesmerized once again, Hiro leaned forward and kissed her guest.
"…You're really good at charismatic speeches." She said.
"It's a prerequisite of my job," he replied, trying his best to retain his composure.
"Still, thanks for going along with this for so long."
"None necessary. Now if you'll excuse me…" Akira soon reached past her and grabbed his jacket. "I'll be heading home and not looking for the soundtrack of the movie we just watched."
"How many soundtracks have you bought since we started doing this?" Hiro curiously questioned.
"All of them…" His voice had a hint of regret and defeat as they approached the front door. "Anyway, I should really get going before something could happen."
"Right, until next time, Akira."
"I look forward to it."
Hiro watched as her guest disappear from her line of sight and closed the door behind. Now alone in an empty and silent house, all she could wonder was what she could possibly do.
Only one thing to do then.
Sometimes when Hiro had no idea what to do, she would grab some sea-salt ice cream and sit on the porch. With two bars in hand, she took her position in front of the house and looked down at the frozen treats.
Sea-salt ice cream…
There have been quite a few of things that have confounded Hiro throughout the years; Her first date, her ability to encase herself in yarn, her ability to enter another relationship before Shujinkou was out of the house.
But one of the most notable moments that sprung to mind was the first time she made sea-salt ice cream with Shujinkou. Just hearing the name made her wonder if it lived up to its name and how it can be ice cream. Also, would it be good?
Her face radiated with bliss as she took her first bite of the day. "I still can't get over the fact that it's both salty and sweet…!"
She went for another bite until a shadow loomed over the frozen treat. Looking up, Hiro found Natsuki standing over her.
"Hey, Natsuki," Hiro greeted. "Shouldn't you be at the club right now?"
"I… I didn't really feel like going…" she said with downcast eyes.
"I see…" Hiro instinctively raised her second sea-salt ice cream bar towards her guest. "You want some?"
"Uh…"
Taken aback by the sudden kind act, Natsuki wordlessly accepted the treat and took a bite out of it.
"So are you here to wait for Shujinkou?" Hiro asked. "If you want we could wait inside and eat more ice cream."
"You really like sweets a lot too, huh?"
"It's a weakness…" Hiro sheepishly admitted.
Natsuki lowered her head. Hiro's honest and somewhat demure response affected her in ways she couldn't understand.
"Are you okay, Natsuki?"
"Y-Yeah. It's just…"
Natsuki bit her lip, keeping her from saying anymore.
"…Never mind. It's stupid… Me coming over here like this."
"Like what?"
"Like this when…"
Not another word was said for what seemed like forever.
"Is there… Is there something you want to talk about?" Hiro asked.
Natsuki shook her still lowered head.
"You know, sometimes it's easier to get things off your chest if you tell them to someone you're not particularly close to and yet trustworthy enough to tell it to," Hiro said.
"It's just… I feel bad about something I did today," Natsuki admitted.
"What happened?"
"I blew off your son earlier."
"Oh. Well, you don't need to worry about that, he's not the type to hold grudges over things like that," Hiro assured her. "A lesson Mom instilled into us."
"I know, but I'm pretty sure that I know what's going on through his head right now. No offense, but he practically wears his emotions 24/7."
"Yeah… He unfortunately gets that from me."
"I didn't want to deal with his pity today and yet I came here," Natsuki sighed. "Pretty dumb when you realize that he's probably at the club right now."
"I wouldn't call that dumb. From what I hear you just followed your heart here," Hiro argued.
"Followed my heart?"
Hiro could understand the incredulous reaction anyone would have upon hearing those words."I know it's cheesy but it makes the most sense."
"I guess... It's not like its any cheesier than pretty much calling Shujinkou 'a glimmer of light to my life.'"
"Oh!" Hiro's eyes darted back and forth after hearing that. "Um…"
Natsuki immediately raised her head, her face completely red with embarrassment. "Wh-What?"
"Nothing, it's just… I didn't really expect you to get so personal so quickly."
"I mean, you did just say that it was easier to talk to someone I didn't know well…"
"I know, I was just surprised. I thought there would be a little build-up to that point."
"I guess, but…
Natsuki recalled her conversations with this particular family.
"Something about you and Lady Hisa and Shujinkou; something about the three of you just make it easier to talk about things with. Like you make it clear that you won't chew me out or laugh at me in the first sentence."
"Well, I never really liked it when people did that to me. It's really hard to let your personal feelings out so I try to never look down on them," Hiro explained.
Once again, Hiro's response greatly affected Natsuki. This time however, she knew exactly why.
"That's… That's a nice way to look at things. But have you always been like that?" the pink-haired guest asked.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, the stress of life in general, doesn't it make it hard to be calm and patient to the people around you at times? Hasn't there been a time where you ever lashed out?"
"I… I don't think so. I'm think I'm too passive to lash out at anyone. Plus, the people around me usually alleviate any of those moments."
"Oh…"
Natsuki felt a plethora of emotions upon receiving that answer, leaving her confused and emotional vulnerable.
"What about Shujinkou's dad?" she asked.
"Jomei?"
"Sorry… I crossed a line." Natsuki immediately averted her gaze and awkwardly took another bite out of her ice cream.
"No, it's okay…" Hiro assured her. "Um… Jomei never really lashed out at anyone to my knowledge. Unless drunk, he was usually calm and collected and even drunk he didn't lose his composure in regards to lashing out due to stress."
Though he did show a little more emotion whenever Hi-"
Hiro's chest tightened as she paused for a moment.
"Mostly he was in his own world," Hiro concluded.
Natsuki recalled the first time she's seen Jomei and the effect his presence had on Shujinkou. What stung the most during that time was seeing Shujinkou cry. Even if she didn't know him well then, it hurt her to see that.
This really is unfair… isn't it?
"Natsuki?"
Again?
Tired over how she's constantly snuck up on recently, Natsuki sighed as she turned towards the voice. Behind her were the only two people she should've expected to appear out of nowhere.
"What are guys doing here so early?" she asked.
"No club today since Monika's helping with Halloween and Shujinkou mysteriously disappeared and reappeared," Sayori explained.
"It's been a weird day," Shujinkou said, scratching his right cheek. "Anyway, how'v-"
Natsuki brushed past him, leaving before he could finish his sentence.
"…been."
Chapter 136: My Darling Little Boy II
Chapter Text
Nature vs. Nurture; a debate regarding whether a person's behavior is determined by their environments or they were always meant to behave that way. I always considered my problems to be a result of my upbringing. Isn't that what anyone blames their problems on?
And yet, this woman I was born to deliberately named me Akuma. If that wasn't the first sign of what was to come I don't what could be. I've always wondered if she considered that it was my nature to be this way when she named me. I never knew. I didn't want to know, but at the same time I tried to get the answer through other means. But I thought that perhaps for once I should just ask her straight out. She was sitting right in front of me after all, enjoying the dreadful atmosphere she was creating.
"Don't you think that's a bit harsh," she snickered.
Euezzi, the only woman I know of able to perfectly capture the laughter of a witch as her base laugh. I don't know how she followed me here to this hotel room after ambushing me at the airport, but it's far from the first time she's done something like this.
"You know, with the way you've been acting, I'm starting to think that you don't want me around." The horrid woman continued.
I couldn't put it off forever, I had to speak eventually.
"…I thought you were dead, Mother," I finally said.
"And I thought you were a respectable teacher. The world's funny sometimes."
I should have known she would have immediately used that against me. It was in her nature.
"Mother…"
"My darling little boy, are you not happy to see your mother after so long?"
No. I didn't hesitate to answer straight away, but only in my head. For some unfathomable reason, I couldn't say it to her face.
"Your brother certainly would've given me a warmer reception that you have," she said in her usual mocking tone.
"What are you doing here, Mother?" I asked.
"I'm here because a mother always knows when their child is in trouble."
"So, you just came to see for yourself? Do you find this amusing?"
My mother smiled a knowing smile. "What was it you always said; 'I hate my name! I'm going to prove that you named me wrong!' And yet here you are, starting to lead the life you admonished your brother for living."
"That's not what I'm doing…"
"Oh, I'm sorry; being a wanted man is completely unlike him. What was the goal here anyway? What were your attempts to seduce high school student leading up to?"
I couldn't stand it anymore at that point. I refused to listen to her twist the knife even further at my current dilemma. I quickly grabbed my things and walked towards the exit. I could always find somewhere else to stay while I sort things out.
But as I left, she said something that made my blood run cold.
"Always running when confronted with the truth. You haven't changed one bit."
Even though it was her intention, those words haunted me even more than she could have possibly anticpated. I'm not running away, I'm just disappearing from the affected life…
I didn't have the time to let her words get to me however. Naturally, the rarity of that outcome could only mean something worse was about to happen. I only need my ears to realize that.
The sound of a metal hammer being held back made it clear what situation I walked into.
I looked over my shoulder and found myself in the sight lines of the authorities, clearly here to take me in. I should've gotten on that plane. Should've ignored my mother and just got on the plane. If I did that I wouldn't be in this situation.
Chapter 137: Over His Head
Chapter Text
"I'm so getting fired for this…"
A depressed sigh punctuated that sentiment as he started to text Nakité. Due to recent events, he had yet to find the time to do what he was hired for nor did he believe that he would be able to properly do so if he did.
That alone made him feel guilty, but that particular guilt was accentuated by the fact that he couldn't particularly state why he was unavailable.
All he could do the last few days was give brief apologies and like the others, fear gripped his heart when he sent the text.
Naturally the waiting for a response was just as or even worse than the composition of the message. He just knew the-
Huh?
Not too long after the sent message, he received a response.
It was a simple okay with a smiley face attached to it.
Nakité's really understanding.
He figured that she would naturally start showing some annoyance at this point but that hasn't happened yet. Even more surprising, she had yet to question of why he was truly unavailable.
I got to find some time to help Nakité. Though that's easier said than done right now…
Another sigh slipped through his lips. It was becoming increasingly hard to wrap his head around recent events.
"Still, I made a promise, so I got to figure something out…" he thought aloud.
Shujinkou crossed his arms and closed his eyes, taking advantage of his current solitude to try and think of a solution.
"I have no idea…" he weakly chuckled. "Maybe it'd be best if I focused on one thing at a time."
Shujinkou's eyes were then drawn to the front entrance of the school. He was still waiting for a certain someone to walk through them.
Maybe I should go check on her. Then again she did suddenly run off without really explaining why… Plus I was asked to wait, so this may not be a checking on moment.
Like everything lately, deciding what to do was a struggle. But he would soon discover that he wouldn't have long to do so as the front doors of the school soon opened.
"Claudette?"
Sashaying through the entrance was Monika's older cousin, Claudette. Just like the day he met her, she was wearing a school uniform.
Wonder if she'd really get in trouble for that, especially after school.
Their eyes soon met, prompting a smile to cross her face as she approached him.
"Hey, Mr. Popular," she greeted.
"Mr. Popular?"
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. The clear interest Claudette displayed towards him long with such a nickname was a little intimidating.
"You don't to be so nervous around me, Shujinkou. I'm not a scary person," she assured him.
"Sorry. To be honest, I'm still a bit… well I'm something after our last talk."
Shujinkou could recall his mind going white during their first meeting. Though he wasn't greeted with a kiss on the cheek like the others, the greeting he did receive felt like more intimate.
"Yeah, I guess I may have come on a little too strong," Claudette conceded. "I was just a little excited to meet you after hearing so much about you."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. Her explanation did little to settle his nerves.
"Okay, I'm exaggerating about the amount I heard about you, but I still was interested in meeting the 'heart' of the club," she continued.
"That title again…" Shujinkou weakly chuckled.
His nerves completely failing him, Shujinkou instinctively lowered his head and sighed. Why am I such a nervous wreck right now…?
He then felt one of Claudette's slender fingers crawl under his chin and lift his head back up, forcing him to look her in the eyes.
"You're not helping yourself by looking away, you know," she advised.
"R-Right."
"That said, you seem to generally get nervous when you get compliments."
She had heard from Monika that Shujinkou didn't respond much to compliments, but she never heard compliments deterring his ability to function.
"Yeah. It was only recently when I didn't deny them. I'm not used to accepting them," Shujinkou admitted.
"You're pretty open and honest too… Especially to a stranger, huh, Shujinkou?"
"I mean, you don't seem like someone I would need to worry being open with…"
"Oh." She was briefly taken aback by his answer, but quickly hid it with a smile. "Thank you."
Claudette pulled her hand back to her side, contemplating their short conversation so far. Yeah, I made him nervous. Still, despite that he has an air of innocence and is surprisingly open. So far, Monika hasn't exaggerated.
"So… what are you doing at our school, Claudette?" Shujinkou asked.
"Oh, I snuck in to see my little cousin during lunch time and to see the Halloween decorations. Looking pretty festive; can't wait to see how spooky it looks on the night of."
"Yeah, kinda amazing it won't seem scary until Halloween."
"Or an empty school at night."
"Uh…"
Claudette giggled at Shujinkou's worried face.
"I wasn't suggesting, just pointing it out," she explained.
"Oh."
"But backtracking to Monika…" Claudette's jovial expression quickly changed to worry. "Do you know what's been bothering her lately? She mentioned that thing with Yuri but I know something else is bothering her."
That question was like a crossroads to Shujinkou. On one hand, he was sure he knew what was bothering Monika and could explain what it was to Claudette. On the other hand, if Monika didn't Claudette herself, then it wouldn't be right to tell her behind his friend's back.
His feelings of powerlessness and indecisiveness were starting to get to him, even if he knew deep down how he should answer.
"Well… I think…"
"That it's an unfair question on you; making you decided whether or not that you should say what Monika wouldn't." Claudette interjected.
"Kinda something like that."
"Fair enough… Could you at least tell me if it have something to do with her physical or mental state?"
"No, I'm pretty sure that she's fine in both cases."
Having recently talked to Monika himself, Shujinkou was sure of his response.
"Alright, then I'll try not to press any further," Claudette conceded. "So, what are you going as for Halloween?"
Shujinkou couldn't help but be amazed how fast Claudette switched from her worries to a much lighter subject. He felt a bit envious of her ability to do so.
"I'm planning to go as Travis Touchdown. He's a character from a video game series called No More Heroes," he replied.
"Really?" Claudette's eyes lit up. "I'm going as the Bubblegum Fatale: Bad Girl."
"Really? Which costume?"
"Still deciding. I may spontaneously choose one at the last second. What about you; have you decided which of Travis' outfit you're going to go with?"
"Not exactly…" Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled, scratching his right cheek.
In reality, he hadn't considered that at all.
"I'm sure you'll look great in whichever one you choose."
"As long as I can get my hair right…"
"Wow." Appearing out of nowhere, Mali inserted herself between Shujinkou and Claudette. "Look how easily Senpai is getting along with one of his potentials' cousin."
"Mali?! Where'd you come from?" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"Does that really matter, Senpai? Not to mention you make it seem like your Kōhai can't visit her Senpai when you get surprised like that all the time," Mali pouted.
"I'm sorry; I didn't mean it like that. It's just still shocking when you do that."
"But it keeps Senpai on his own toes, doesn’t it. Something he needs to be right now if we're going to be honest."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. He felt both anxiety and relief from Mali's blunt comment.
"By the way, what's Senpai doing waiting around school when there's no club?" Mali queried.
"I'm waiting for Yuri. I promised to walk home with her today," Shujinkou answered.
"Only Senpai could say that without any hidden intents," Mali giggled.
"Not like guys and girls can't platonically do things like that. It's not inherently romantic," Claudette argued. Then again I can't exactly deny the opposite is true too depending on circumstances.
Claudette snuck a glance at Shujinkou awkwardly scratching his right cheek.
Though with what Monika said and how he carries himself, I can't really imagine him having any of the intentions Mali's thinking of.
Soon after that thought, the trio heard the doors swing open. Coming through was a familiar face.
"Yuri!" Shujinkou called.
"Ah…" Yuri approached Shujinkou with bright red cheeks. "Sorry to keep you waiting. There was… something I really needed to do."
"It's not a big deal. It wasn't really that long at all," Shujinkou assured her.
"You're so lucky Senpai is so innocent," Mali teased.
"Huh?" Shujinkou shot a confused look at the first-year student.
"See, innocent," Mali giggled.
"Not like that's a bad thing," Claudette rebuked. "Anyway, I'm heading home to prepare for a bunch of stuff. See ya guys later."
With a flashy wave, Claudette sashayed away.
"Her movements exude her natural confidence," Yuri noted.
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement. "Yeah…"
Soon, they heard the thunderous roar of an engine in the distance. Not too long after, they watched Claudette ride away on a motorcycle.
"She has a motorcycle?!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"Senpai sounds really impressed. Is he a vehicle enthusiast?" Mali asked.
"Not really. I guess I'm just surprised and amazed," Shujinkou sheepishly answered.
"Hm…" a smile crossed Mali's face. "Senpai's cute when he's acts all excited."
Her eyes narrowed as she stared deep into his. "Same when he's scared."
Those words sent chills down Shujinkou's spine. She was talking to him like she usually did but words and expression somehow affected him more than usual.
"It's one of your most consistent traits," she continued, innocence radiating off her face.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, the only act he could do to prevent him from shirking back in fear.
Suddenly, he felt an arm wrap around his. Yuri gently pulled him towards her with a composed look on her face.
"Excuse us, Mali, but I have an established curfew right now so we must be going."
Surprise rested on Shujinkou and Mali's faces as Yuri led Shujinkou away from the school.
"W-Wow, Yuri…" he marveled. "That was incredible."
"It wasn't much. I'm just not really fond of the way she talks down to you. It really does bother me most of the time," she calmly explained.
"Still, that was really assertive of you."
"It was, wasn't it…? I'm not usually that type of person, but… seeing you the way you were… I guess I just put my inhibitions aside and just focused on getting you out of an uncomfortable moment. I suppose this is the way you feel when you see someone upset."
"Probably. It's really a in the moment thing and I don't really think about it afterward."
"You always say that, but you must have thought about your actions at least once, right?"
"Most likely… It's really one of those things you forget and don't think about until it comes back to you."
"Mm. That is usually how it goes."
"Y-Yeah…"
Shujinkou tried to raise his right hand towards its respective cheek, but his arm was still entwined with Yuri's.
"Ah…" Yuri slowly released her arm from his. "Sorry, I didn't realize."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. A thought, inspired by Mali's constant teasing, crossed his mind. No, it wasn't just her words, but an oddly nostalgic feeling that led to that thought.
"Shujinkou…"
"Yeah?"
"This might sound out of nowhere, but…" Confliction was evident o Yuri's face as she considered her next words carefully. "Have… Have we ever hugged before?"
"Huh?"
"I know it's a strange and sudden question. I'm sure we haven't before outside of the group hug at your grandmother's establishment, but lately I've had the nagging feeling we've done so for… well, I don't really know the reason that accompanies the nagging feeling but it makes my heart race a little when I think about it."
"I… I don't think we have…"
But despite believing that, Shujinkou felt as if that wasn't the correct answer.
"I see… I guess it's just a random thought. Perhaps maybe from a forgotten dream," Yuri mused.
Realizing what she just said, she quickly turned away from him.
"N-Not that I dream about hugging you or such things!" she quickly added, trembling with embarrassment.
"Even so… It's not like we can exactly control our dreams so…"
Shujinkou wasn't exactly sure how to complete that sentence.
"Honestly, I'm not exactly one to talk about dreams considering my history with them. I mean, I've recently had a dream about a coven of witches."
"Really?" Yuri quickly turned back to Shujinkou, showing clear interest. "What happened?"
"Um… Capture… Lots of maneuvering… Sorry, I can't really remember."
"Oh… It sounded like it was intriguing."
"Really? I remember waking up feeling a little uncomfortable from it…"
…
"Well, here we are," Shujinkou announced as they approached their destination
"Mm. Thank you for escorting me home."
Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. "Kinda makes me sound like a prince or a knight when using the word 'escort'."
Yuri remained silent, smiling in delight. "Still, I believe that it's the appropriate word to use."
"She's right, Senpai."
Shujinkou screamed as he jumped away from the voice.
"Mali?!"
Indeed, standing behind him was the first-year student he was currently looking after.
"W-What are you doing here?" he questioned.
"Well, after Senpai was whisked away by one of his potentials, I got to thinking that he may be too distracted to properly keep an eye on his surroundings. Judging from his reaction just now, I'd say I was right."
Mali giggled at Shujinkou's confused face. "Then again, maybe that's a bit unfair considering it was me. I'm pretty good at not arousing attention when I don't want it after all."
Shujinkou could only scratch his right cheek at the revelation. Then again, she's been doing that since we first met… I just didn't expect her to do that outside of school.
Still… My heart may not be able to take much more of this…
His train of thought was soon interrupted by the creaking sound of an opening door. A familiar small girl stuck her head out from the other side to see what was going on.
"Shujinkou?"
The little girl's eyes lit up as she reached for his hands. "I didn't know that you were coming over. Long time no see."
"It really has been awhile, hasn't it, Yuki?"
Thinking back on it, Shujinkou was sure he hadn't seen or heard from her since summer break, maybe even before then.
"Mm-hmm. Grimm and I were waiting to play with you again," Yuki beamed.
"Grimm?" Mali queried.
Yuki raised her stuffed bear for all to see. "Grimm Bear. Grimm's my best friend."
Mali took note of the unnerving appearance the stitched together bear had. "With one M or two?"
"Two. As in the brothers."
"Oh. You're pretty knowledgeable about classic literature aren't you, Yuki?" Mali complimented.
"Mm-hmm. Are you one of Yuri and Shujinkou's friends?"
Mali smiled her usual innocent smile. "I'm Malizia, but I go by Mali," I'm Senpai's Kōhai."
"Kōhai…?" Yuki glanced down at her stuffed toy. "You're right Grimm, that isn't that surprising."
"Grimm thought I would was the type to become someone's Senpai?" Shujinkou marveled. "I didn't see that coming even without… past reasons. Then again I can't imagine most high schoolers imagining that."
"Really, it sounds fun having a younger person look up to for guidance," Yuki said.
Shujinkou weakly chuckled at that response. He couldn't recall a single time he "guided" Mali. "Honestly, Mali guides me more than I do her…"
"Senpai's wise enough to realize that a lot can be learned from his Kōhai," Mali confirmed.
Yuki remained silent as she raised Grimm up to her ears. She then looked up at Mali's headbands.
"Grimm likes your horns," she said.
"Thanks, they were a gift from the people I grew up with. I think they suit me pretty well."
Yuki shifted her gaze to Shujinkou, then back to Mali. Soon, a bright, eager smile appeared on her face.
"Can you two stay and play for awhile?" she asked.
"I'm fine to do that," Mali quickly answered. "And I'm sure Senpai agrees."
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement. He couldn't imagine denying her request anyway.
"Great, let's go!" Yuki proclaimed, marching into the house.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he watched Mali step inside.
Then again, we just agreed without Yuri's input…
He turned towards Yuri, his anxiety shooting up by the vaguely dark expression on her face.
"This isn't a problem, is it?" he worridely asked.
"Hm?" her face immediately softened. "Ah… No, it's not that. I was just thinking how I was just a background element in a conversation that took place outside my house."
"Oh…"
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek.
I told Nakité that I couldn't come in because I'm worried about my friends and probably couldn't focus and waste her time, and, even though it's cause Yuki asked me to, I'm playing instead of working. This is majorly unfair…
Glad I wasn't paid in advance or anything like that…
"Are you okay, Shujinkou?" Yuri queried.
"Yeah, um… You go ahead, I gotta make a quick call," Shujinkou solemnly answered.
Nodding her head, Yuri stepped inside, giving him the privacy he desired.
Shujinkou pulled his phone out from his pocket and dialed the number Nakité had previously given him.
"Hello?" a cheery voice answered.
"Hey, Nakité. I'm just calling in to…" Shujinkou paused, realizing he once again had no idea how to end his sentence. "Well, I'm calling in."
"X is 126, right?"
"Huh?"
"What? Oh, sorry, I'm doing math with Somiye right now," she chuckled. "So, what's up?"
"I just wanted to apologize for not being able to help you lately."
"That's okay. I'm not mad or anything."
"I know. But I figured you should at least know why."
"No, it's okay. I figured if you were comfortable doing so, you would've done so by now. So don't go out of your way to do so."
Shujinkou was left stunned by her response. Nakité's really understanding.
He took a moment to compose himself before continuing. "Still, I also figured that I could at least give you some direction to start with."
"Really?" her voice quickly changed from calm and understanding to subdued excitement. "Like what?"
"Well, it won't seem like much but you can start by learning about the different angles to drawn from, the terminology used for them and what they're used for. It may seem obvious from a glance, but it's still good to know."
Shujinkou could hear scribbling in the background.
"Okay, anything else?" Nakité asked.
"It may also help to start paying attention to body positions so you have something to reference later and just to generally burn body anatomy into your head. Also, you should pay attention to how clothes are affected and move along with the body depending on certain positions."
"Wow, that sounds easy and complicated at the same time."
"Art is complicated," he chuckled.
Before he could think of any more advice, he heard a voice from inside call for him."Senpai, what's taking you so long?"
"Ah, sorry, I got to go. I promise to try and find some time for in-person lessons."
"Okay, till then."
Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief the moment the call had ended. His shoulders felt a bit lighter as he walked inside.
Chapter 138: Fairy Tales
Chapter Text
A long time ago, there was a little girl that roamed a large, desolate world. The lands were covered by nothing but darkness. Light was a concept, but it was tucked away in its own little realm. The little girl wandered aimlessly through this strange world, constantly haunted by the darkness all around her.
She couldn't escape it no matter where she went and it didn't help that eventually creatures were born from the very force she found herself in. They each had different forms, but one thing was consistent, they lacked a sense. They were nothing but the personification of destructive instincts. These creatures would bite, maim and kill each other for no other reason but because they were compelled too.
Such power in the hands of mindless beasts… No matter how the girl felt, she knew that she too would suffer the fate of the fallen creatures.
But despite knowing that, the girl approached the creatures. Each step she took filled her with dread and excitement. The bloodlust the creatures naturally exude came and went, as if it was trying to feel the girl out. They eventually came face to face and stared into each others' eyes. She slowly raised her hands and reached out for its nose. Pressing against its giant snout, the creature exploded into an innumerable amount of tiny, little pieces.
The girl was covered from head to toe in its purplish-black blood. Her tongue crept past her lips and partook of the blood. She then found herself drawn to the other creatures and reached for them too, each one suffering the same fate.
Soon she was once again alone, that was until an arrow pierced her right shoulder. Her blood started to pour out and mix with the external blood she received from the creatures. Turning around, she saw a group of hunters comprised of several men and women. Their leader was a craggily, but strong old man. He wasn't the kind of respectable elder that was kind and knew well, but one that was cruel and corrupt. If you crossed him, you may find yourself "heroically sacrificing" yourself for him.
He saw what she had done to those creatures; they were keeping tabs of them for a long time. They were watching their movements, planning routes to bypass them while hoping one day to put them down for good. Naturally, instead of being grateful for the girl's removal of these obstacles, the elder immediately deemed her a threat. He saw her as a demon in human skin that ascended to their world to bring about the end times.
The elder ordered his group to fire upon the girl, but they were hesitant. Half were hesitant because of their target's appearance; they couldn't bring themselves to hurt a small girl. The other half was outright scared; the elder's arrow had a direct hit, yet the girl showed no signs of pain. Expectedly, the elder did not take kindly to this. Threats of banishment were thrown their way, forcing the group to put aside their reservations and open fire on the girl. Several arrows pierced her skin, causing more blood to pour out of her.
The hunters were horrified. Despite their onslaught, the girl still stood, unfazed by what had happened to her.
The girl begun to reflect on the situation; she looked at all the arrows that dug into her skin then back at the hunters. Without saying a word, she had begun to approach. The elder, defensive and scared ordered more arrows be flung her way. But it didn't matter. No matter how many flew into her, the girl continued her stride forward.
Increasingly desperate, the elder took his bow and swung it at the girl. The moment it made contact, it cracked and eroded into dust. Before he could even process what just happened, the girl extended her right index finger forward and placed in on the elder's abdomen. With just the tiniest push, her finger steadily pushed through the skin and further into his body, the elder crying out in pain, the entire way through. She then raised her finger, lifting his body off the ground at the same time.
She wiggled her finger, raising the elder up then crashing down on the ground. His veins suddenly became visible on his skin, bulging and black. Blood flowed out of his mouth and broken bits of his bones burst through his skin. But even after all of that, he was still alive. The girl retracted her finger, leaving the broken old man to collapse on the ground.
Overcome with fear, the hunters started to run. With her attention still on the corpse, they thought they could get away. But they were wrong.
The combined blood of the girl and the creatures from before mixed together, removing the arrows from her body then flying off of her. The large conglomerate of blood split into four, rounding up the hunters and boxing them in. The blood then increased in size and transformed into the creatures from before; even stronger versions of them.
They wasted no time in diving in and feasting on the hunters. Their screams filled the area until suddenly, it was quiet.
Her eyes still glued to the elder, the girl did nothing as the bloodied creatures approached her. Unlike their violent behavior with the hunters, the creatures gently snuggled up to the girl.
The elder with tears in his eyes, begged for the girl to kill him, but she didn't respond. She simply stared at him, burning his visage into her memory. Once she was done, she turned to leave, accompanied by the creatures. Not looking back, the girl continued her trek through the dark world.
"Well, how was that?" Mali asked.
Shujinkou, stunned by what he just heard, could only respond with, "Wow, Mali, that certainly was dark…"
Mali stared at Shujinkou, smiling in delight. "Was Senpai expecting anything different? So far, we've done nothing but talk about fairy tales and their original tones which are considered dark."
"Yeah, I never realized that most Hansel and Gretel adaptations cut out part of the beginning…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and recalled what he had just learned about the story he heard as a kid. Famine and abandoning children in the middle of the wood; makes the whole with enticing them with food a little darker with context. They didn't really have much of a choice…
"A lot of fairy tales from the past have been changed so they're not too dark for kids to read," Yuki explained. "For example, did you know that the first published version of Little Red Riding Hood ended at the point where she was eaten by the wolf?"
"Actually, it wasn't the original published version, but I did read one where it ended there," Shujinkou replied. "Didn't really think much of it as a kid, but I was also surprised that every version I seen after had Red Riding Hood and her grandmother rescued at the end."
"I'm surprised Senpai never read the version where the grandmother was locked in a closet and never ate anyone, being killed by a lumberjack before he could do so with Little Red," Mali marveled.
"I think I've heard of something like that…"
But Shujinkou couldn't really recall. It wasn't a subject he really put much thought into.
"Still, I never realized that fairy tales could be so dark. But I guess it makes sense considering the time periods they were written it."
Yuki nodded her head in agreement. "Yeah, that's what I said when my classmates used to think I was making up weird versions."
"Really?" A look of concern landed on Mali's face, something Shujinkou found bewildering. "They didn't consider you weird for liking these fairy tales, did they?"
"Well, I wasn't really called weird for reading it. Like I said, they thought I was making them up at first. They apologized after I showed them they were real."
A bright smile crossed Mali's face. "That's good. It'd suck if your uniqueness got you ridiculed."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. The smile Mali gave Yuki was unlike the ones she usually gave others. The clear maliciousness that accompanied her innocent smiles wasn’t there at all.
But despite that, something about her smile still seemed off.
Mali's eyes were soon drawn to the stuffed toy sitting atop Yuki's lap once again. Taking note of patchwork-like stitching and monstrous features, she couldn't help but find the stuffed companion fascinating.
"I like what you did to Grimm," Mali complimented.
Yuki's eyes lit up surprise. "You knew I did this on purpose? Most usually ask me what happened and why I didn't get another."
"Not me. I could tell that you think Grimm would look better this way. You could say that I'm good with people like that."
"Wow… That's amazing."
"Not really, just a trait I picked up; figuring out as much as you can about people as quickly as possible was a necessity."
Though that explanation went over Yuki's head, it made Shujinkou wonder if it was related to whatever made Mali arrive to her current mindset.
I hope I'm just over thinking and exaggerating things for her too.
He then stood up and walked into the kitchen. There he found Yuri pouring a cup of tea with a serious expression on her face.
"You okay, Yuri?" Shujinkou asked.
"Hm?" As if waking from a trance, Yuri's face immediately softened as she turned towards Shujinkou. "I'm fine. I was just in deep thought. Did I look like I was distressed?"
"Kinda."
"I see…"
Yuri brought the steamy cup of tea towards her face and took a sip. Silence soon followed, prompting Shujinkou to scratch his right cheek.
"Penny for your thoughts?" he asked.
"Hm?" Confusion was clearly present on Yuri's face as she stared at Shujinkou."Ah… Sorry, I got caught up in my thoughts again."
"I think I'm starting to get a taste of my own medicine here."
A small giggle slipped through Yuri's lips. "Well, I wasn't trying to do that; especially since I'm not one to call anyone out on that."
"So…"
"Well, to be honest…"Pausing mid-sentence, Yuri soon closed her eyes and considered her next words very carefully. "No, never mind, I'd rather keep it to myself."
"Oh, okay then."
With neither side not knowing what else to say, silence once again overtook their conversation.
"Hey, Yuri… Want to go out?" Shujinkou suddenly asked.
"Eh?!"
Completely taken aback by the sudden proposal, Yuri could do nothing but hide her red face.
"Huh? What's wrong?" Shujinkou worriedly asked.
"I-it's just-! What you just-!"
As she struggled to put her words together, Yuri noticed the genuine confusion that rested on Shujinkou's face. "Did… Did you just ask me something?"
"Not really…" Shujinkou answered, awkwardly scratching his right cheek.
"Oh…"
Yuri averted her gaze and started playing with her hair. I must have just heard that then… When I really think about it, that sounded too forward and out of nowhere to come from Shujinkou…
A disappointed and guilt-ridden look fell on Yuri's face.
"Yuri…"
"…I'm sorry," her expression once again softened as she took a deep breath. "I just have a lot on my mind right now."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He had a response he wanted to say, but he couldn't say it. Rather, he realized that he shouldn't say it using words.
"Ah… You don't need to think of something to say to cheer me up," Yuri assured him with a smile. "It's not getting to me for the most part and I believe that that's the best anyone can aspire towards right now."
"Well, that's good then…"
Despite her words of assurance, Shujinkou still felt as powerless as ever.
"Ah, I almost forgot."
Walking past him, Yuri peeked into the other room. To her surprise, the two remaining occupants were gone.
She then went upstairs where she could hear the sounds laughter. She curiously stuck her head into her sister's room and found Mali giving Yuki a piggyback ride.
"Wow… They're becoming fast friends," Shujinkou noted under his breath.
"That's because Senpai always over thinks things like this," Mali cheerfully replied.
Surprised, Shujinkou couldn't help but wonder how she heard him. Perhaps he was louder than he thought.
But as he tried to figure out what happened, he noticed the first-year student smiling a knowing smile at him, sending a shiver down his spine.
Does she know what I'm thinking too?
Shujinkou couldn't understand what it was about Mali that was bothering him so much. Sure, her words and actions negatively impacted him whenever she wanted them too, but lately they seemed, "enhanced".
Mali soon shifted her gaze to Yuri and took note of the way she looked at her. It was subdued, but Mali could see the concern in her eyes.
"That's pretty stand up of you," she said.
"Eh?"
Mali giggled as she watched confusion take hold in Yuri.
Yuki silently glanced down at Mali then climbed off her back. She then approached her elder sister, a bright smile crossing her face.
"Capre diem, Yuri," she whispered.
"Eh? But you invited him in to play," she whispered back.
"But this is more important. Seize the day."
"I'm not really sure, right now seems… I'm not really sure."
Yuki placed her hand on Yuri's shoulder. "Carpe diem."
With those parting words, she closed her bedroom door.
"So, I guess those two will be doing their own thing, huh?" Shujinkou said.
"I guess…" Yuri sighed.
"So… You want to head back downstairs?"
"Actually, I'm going to retire to my room for now."
"Oh. Okay."
Shujinkou turned around and approached the stairs.
"Ah…"
Shujinkou turned back around. "Yeah?"
"Why are you going downstairs?" Yuri asked.
"Oh, well… You said you were retiring so I thought that meant that you wanted to be alone.'
"I… see the implication, but I didn't mean for it to come off that way. Plus, I would hate to leave a guest unattended for so long."
"But are you sure that I'm allowed in your room? You didn't want me in there last time I was here."
"Well… it was because that time was… It would have been embarrassing if you were caught waiting in my room then. Besides, it wouldn't really be fair for you to invite me to yours and never doing the same in return. So… You could come in if you like."
Shujinkou nodded his head in followed Yuri into her room.
It was similar to how imagined it would look like. Aside from the standard bed and TV, there a bookshelf filled with literary works and journals and in a corner, shelves of tools for what she uses for her "atmospheric enhances." He also noticed she had a pair of tinted blinds to the side of her window.
But despite his predications, there was one thing he didn't expect once he entered; something that that went beyond visual stimuli.
"Wow, you're room's pretty… atmospheric." He said, amazed.
"Atmospheric? You don't think it's too gloomy do you?" she worriedly asked.
"No, it’s not that. It's tranquil."
"Ah, I'm glad. That's more or less what I was going for. I probably don't have to tell you this, but bedrooms are a pretty good reflection of a person's personality, so I'm really glad it didn't give you a bad impression."
"I get that, but that's also why I'm not really surprised by how atmospheric yours is."
"Atmospheric…"
Despite her hobbies and interest, Yuri had never really considered using that word to describe her bedroom. "Now that I think about it, that may be a more appropriate description all things considered."
"Are you referring to your atmospheric creation techniques?" Shujinkou queried.
"Yes. I like to create different atmospheres and moods when I'm reading or writing or just because so that's why I said atmospheric was more appropriate."
"Huh…" Shujinkou took another look around the room. "Going back to the whole rooms reflecting a person's personality thing, yours does pretty much show your interest in literature and those enhancements."
"Mm. The way you worded that, I'm sure you're aware that that the atmospheric feeling you felt when you entered and what you can discover about a person just from looking around their room are two separate things.
No, perhaps it would be better to say that they're two factors that display a person's personality."
"What do you mean?"
"Well, as you just demonstrated by looking around, you can discover some of the things a person is interested in. Then there's the other part; the air that surrounds it. In my case, you described it as atmospheric. Put those together and you can get a good picture of a person's personality."
"Kinda makes me wonder what the air in my room is." A look of dismay fell on Shujinkou's face as one possibility immediately came to him. "I hope it's not awkward passiveness…"
Yuri shook her head."No, from what I've gauged from my trips there, I can confidently say that yours is 'comfort'."
"Comfort?"
"The first time I was there, I felt the same comfort and security I've always felt around you."
"Comfort, huh…"
Not too long ago, Shujinkou would have denied that just because he did not think he was worthy of a such a compliment. But he no longer viewed himself that way.
But even with new-found self-esteem, he still couldn't accept it.
"Am I really that comforting?" Shujinkou solemnly asked. "Being called a source of comfort, the heart of the club… isn't someone who's been called that supposed to be able to help their friends when they need them. Yet, I haven't really been able to do that lately."
"That's not true."
"But it is. I'm not entirely sure I handled my part in the whole Akuma thing that great, I'm pretty sure I'm not making any headway with Mali and I got Natsuki in trouble with her dad and now she won't even talk to me. Some comfort or heart of the club…"
Shujinkou suddenly slapped himself, shocking Yuri.
"Sorry, got a little too depressed again," Shujinkou weakly chuckled, rubbing his throbbing right cheek. "I mean, I'm the last person who should be upset given the circumstances."
"I don't think you were being self-absorbed. It sounds like you were upset over not being able to do anything about what's happening lately. I understand the feeling of powerlessness well myself. Still you shouldn't be too hard on yourself for recent events."
"I mean… I guess objectively I can't really fault myself in regards to Mali and objectively I can say I felt I was doing what I felt was right with the Akuma thing given that's the best anybody can do, but I'm fairly sure I'm objectively the reason Natsuki got in trouble and it's probably why she won't talk to me. I don't even get an acknowledgement really. And every time it makes me think I got her in so much trouble that she may even hate me right now."
"I see…"
Despite his best attempt otherwise, Yuri could see Shujinkou trying to be rationalize the current situations he was involved in did nothing to make him feel better. Even if they did, she could tell that the thought of a friend hating him for whatever reason still would've affected him greatly.
But that wasn't the only thing bothering him. Judging by his attempt to shrug off his own feeling earlier, it was clear he was struggling to not go back to his habit of self-deprecation.
Right now, Shujinkou reminds me of how I felt during the summer.
Recalling that feelings back then and how he helped encourage her to confront them gave her an idea. Yuri walked to one of her shelves and pulled a single book from it.
"Perhaps this might aid you in your attempts to talk to her."
She presented the book to Shujinkou.
"Isn't that Hadi Girl Vol. 2?" he asked.
"Mm-hmm. I have yet to return it to Natsuki due to the current circumstances. But perhaps she'd be willing to pay you some mind if you had something of hers to return."
"You really think that'll work?"
"Well, given how openly protective of her collection she is, I would say that it's highly likely."
Though it sounded like a plan that would work, Shujinkou was a little hesitant about it. "I don't know, it kinda sounds like blackmail."
"It's not so much blackmail as it's taking advantage of an opportunity born from the expected action of returning what's rightfully hers," Yuri explained.
"Huh. I guess that's true. Okay."
He accepted the book and gently placed it in his backpack. Once he made sure it was properly secured, he turned back to Yuri and smiled. "Thanks, Yuri."
Yuri replied with a simple, but cheerful nod. The spark of hope in his eyes was thanks enough.
…
"Thank you for having us."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he watched Mali exchange goodbyes with Yuki. He didn't really catch much of their interactions, but it was safe to assume they got along with each, if only a little.
Once they were done, Yuki turned her attention to him. "Be sure to come again soon, Shujinkou. You're Yuri's friend so you can pretty much come over whenever you want."
"Right, I'll be sure to remember that."
Yuki then glanced down at Grimm, listening to what her companion had to say. Suddenly, she clamped her left hand over the toy's mouth.
Slowly backing inside, she mumbled back, "Can't suggest that, that’s too too forward of her."
"Well, I guess it's time for me to head home," Mali announced. "See you later, Senpai."
Just as she was about to leave, Mali heard someone call out to her.
“Ah, Mali…”
Mali stopped and looked back at Yuri with curiosity in her eyes.
“I didn’t really see much of you two together but from what I glimpsed and considering Yuki’s still cheerful demeanor, well… To be frank, I guess I’m trying to say… Thank you for being kind to my sister.”
Mali remained silent before smiling.
“Little sisters have to stick together.”
“You have an older sibling, Mali?” Shujinkou asked.
With a nonchalant shrug, she answered with, “Maybe. Who knows?"
The two shot confused stares at Mali. They weren’t sure how she could go from confidently calling herself a younger sibling then say she wasn't sure.
Giggling at the sight of them trying to wrack their brains, Mali added, “Maybe a less confusing answer would be yes and no."
Her answer did nothing to clear up the confusion, a fact she was well aware of.
"Anyway, I really got to head back now; unescorted, because I don't want Senpai to see my home."
Shujinkou curiously scratched his right cheek as he watched Mali disappear into the darkness.
"…Alright, guess I’d better get going too," Shujinkou said. "See you tomorrow, Yuri."
"Right… Safe travels.”
As Shujinkou turned to leave, he felt a pair of arms wrap around him.
"Yuri?"
Caught off guard, that was all the shocked young man could respond with.
"Sorry. It's just- I can't really explain why but I thought that this might offer you some comfort," she explained.
Shujinkou did feel some comfort from the hug, however it did not last. Once the shock had passed, he noticed her grip slowly tighten. He felt her arms tremble as he glanced back at her. As he suspected, her face displayed nothing but self-loathing.
"Hey, are you-?"
"Sorry… I'm really struggling hiding such a face."
Shujinkou gently removed Yuri's arms from around him.
"Is this about the thing you were feeling earlier?"
Yuri silently nodded her head.
"Are you sure you don't want to talk about it? If it's really bothering you this much…"
"No, it really is something that I have to overcome myself. If I don't, then I may not be able to handle potential future events and I'd rather not have that outcome come to past. I… I want to be someone who could handle those potential outcomes, so that's why I have to conquer it myself."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, unsure what he should say.
"If it makes you feel better, objectively speaking it's not exactly the biggest problem. Priority wise in that regard, it's near the bottom, so it's not really something anyone else should be concerned about."
"You say that but…"
"I understand your point, but it really is something that only I can handle and I assure you that it's nothing you should be concerned with."
"…Okay."
He wasn't sure if that was the right thing to say, but he felt like he shouldn't force the matter.
"Well… Guess I'll go now."
"Yes… Good night, Shujinkou."
"Good night."
Chapter 139: Being Direct
Chapter Text
"You're going to use Natsuki's manga to get her to talk to you?"
Sayori looked down at the manga then at Shujinkou. She repeated this pattern three more times before finally keeping her surprised gaze squarely on her friend.
"That's pretty manipulative of you Shiko, using blackmail," she marveled.
"I-It's not blackmail. I'm just taking advantage of a moment where I have to return something that's hers," Shujinkou argued. "Besides, it's not like I'm holding it hostage until then; it's actually kind of a gamble. She could just take it and go, but this is the best chance I got right now."
"Um…" Sayori kept her eyes locked on Shujinkou's. It was the first time in the past few days where she saw any light in them. "And you said Yuri came up with the plan?"
Shujinkou nodded his head.
"Huh…"
Though she looked perplexed on the outside, inside she felt something else entirely.
No! No! Sayori yelled in her shaking head. Gotta focus on Natsuki! Gotta… focus…
The room around her started spinning. It was like she was a top spinning at its highest possible speed and just like a top at the height of its speed, the loss of balance soon followed. And after the loss of balance was the ground waiting for a crash landing.
"Whoa!"
Shujinkou quickly reached out and grabbed Sayori by her wrist. He then effortlessly pulled her forward.
Uh oh.
Instead of helping Sayori back on her feet, Shujinkou's attempt to help ended up causing her fall to be redirected towards him.
With no time to brace for impact, the ensuing collision sent both of them careening towards his bed.
"Ow. Sorry Sayo-"
Slowly opening his eyes, Shujinkou quickly came to realize how close their faces were to each other. The face just above his was bright red and he could feel her breath caress his cheeks.
"Shiko…"
Sayori's lips noticeable trembled as she leaned forward, slowly closing the distance between them. But before Shujinkou could process what was happening, Sayori suddenly buried her face against his chest.
"Sayori?"
She rubbed her head against his chest then looked up at him with a cheery face.
"Isn't this how I usually fall on top of you when this happens? Face first around the chest or the neck. Happens so much that I can even tell how your heart beat's supposed to be."
"Doesn't that imply that we fall down a lot?" Shujinkou chuckled. "Actually, doesn't that imply that I'm constantly used as a cushion?"
"You make it sound like I'm constantly using you like that on purpose. I don't do that," Sayori pouted. "Besides, that wasn't what I was implying at all."
"What were you implying?"
"Mmm… Secret," Sayori said with a wry smile.
Shujinkou weakly chuckled at her response. "Now you're doing Monika's thing?"
"It keeps me from being predictable."
"Now you kinda sound like Mali. She likes to keep me on my toes too.
"Mali?" a curious look floated on Sayori's face. "You know, I'm really surprised that hasn't tried to join the club yet."
"Really?"
"Yeah, I'd figured she'd do it right away considering she really wants to be around you."
When he thought about it, Shujinkou was equally as surprised as Sayori. Though as they had just discussed, Mali is far from predictable. Even if she explains her motives and methods, it was still hard to tell what she's thinking.
"Guess that's just more of her keeping me on my toes," Shujinkou theorized.
"Like how she helps you despite purposely making you uncomfortable all the time?" Sayori queried.
"I wouldn't say she does that second part all the time…"
"I'm pretty sure does that at least once every time she sees you."
"Well…"
"But she also helps you a lot too… I wonder if that's just her way of saying that she likes you."
Shujinkou would like to believe that's the case, but he already knows the truth. Everything Mali had done so far was on a whim and because she found it interesting to get involved in whatever dilemma he faced.
But despite knowing this, deep down, he hoped that can change.
"Maybe," he said, scratching his right cheek.
"Well, whatever the reason is, I'm still grateful for helping with the whole Akuma thing," praised Sayori.
"Huh?"
"You know; finding the evidence and giving it to you."
Shujinkou's eyes widened with shock. "How-?"
"It wasn't that hard to figure out Shiko. You talked with Akuma and then you showed up later at the clubroom with Mali and the evidence. I'm pretty sure Mali at least pointed you in the right direction, but you said you did all yourself because you didn't want Mali to get in trouble for snooping around," Sayori explained in a matter-of-fact manner.
"Oh."
"I'm pretty sure the others don't really buy you're stumbling upon it since you would have to e in a position of snooping around in the first place to just stumble across it," she continued.
"Wow… I really am an easy person to see through aren't I?
Sayori shook her head.
"We just know Shiko really well," she assured him with a bright smile.
"Still, I think I have to point out that I still willingly went along with Mali, so that, at the least, makes me an accomplice," Shujinkou pointed out.
"That doesn't change the fact that you most likely wouldn't have done it if it wasn't for her."
"So… does that mean that we're shifting the blame solely to Mali?"
"No, there's no blame at all. It was a good thing. I was just saying that you wouldn't have done it without being convinced."
A dark look fell on Shujinkou's face as. "So that just proves that I'm awkwardly and submissively passive…"
Looking away, Shujinkou let out depressed sigh, emphasizing how much that fact bothered him.
"That's not what I'm saying at-!"
As she tried to explain, she noticed a small smile resting on Shujinkou's lips.
"Shiko, you…" Sayori quickly picked up a nearby pillow and shoved it in his face. "You were making me feel guilty over nothing!"
"You're not the only one who can pull a Monika," he laughed.
"You made me seriously concerned for you! That's so manipulative!"
"You're manipulative too. That's how you got me to visit the club in the first place."
"That was to make you happy! You were just messing with me!"
"Pretty sure you also did it for the cupcakes."
Silence was the only response to his last point. Curious, Shujinkou peeked beyond his pillow to find Sayori struggling to form a comeback.
"…It can be both!" she finally cried.
"Maybe you're just rubbing off on me," Shujinkou countered.
"Now you're just making me seem like a bad person!"
Shujinkou immediately sat up and effortlessly tossed the pillow aside.
"You're one of the last few people I'd consider a bad person," he said.
"I know that. I was just…"
"Trying to guilt trip me?" Shujinkou interjected. "That's pretty manipulative, Sayori."
"You're doing it again!"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he laughed.
"…Thanks, Sayori."
"Huh? What for?" she asked.
"I was still feeling a bit anxious over everything ut you pretty much calmed me down like you always do. Thanks for that."
Overwhelmed by what he just said, Sayori tightly gripped his arms and once again buried her head in his chest.
"You've really been open with your feelings lately, Shiko," she spluttered, burying her head further into his chest.
"I know; it's surprising me too."
The next day…
Shujinkou yawned as he walked into his classroom. A constant marathon of nightmares made getting any chance of getting sleep impossible.
“Morning, Shujinkou.” Kiyoko greeted. "You look exhausted."
“Yeah. I kept having dreams getting gruesome game overs and barely waking up in time," Shujinkou explained.
"Ah, the video game version of the falling down the stairs dream."
"Pretty much."
"Well, you should probably make sure you get as much downtime as you can during breaks."
"I don't know. I'm not really a master of sleeping and waking up when you need to in school like you are. In fact, I probably wouldn't have gotten called out on daydreaming so much if I was."
"I could wake you up if you want," Kiyoko suggested.
"But won't that cut into yours? I'd rather not do that," Shujinkou declined. "Besides, I'm used to waking up throughout the day."
"Well, if that's what you want. By the way…" Kiyoko dug into her pocket and presented a tiny, folded piece of paper. "This is for you."
“What’s that?" he asked.
“Don’t know. Natsuki asked me to give it to you.”
Shujinkou imagined his jaw hitting the floor. He wondered how what his next move towards getting Natsuki to talk to him would be, and out of nowhere she left him what he assumed was a note.
Accepting the paper, Shujinkou quickly unfolded it and read the contents on it.
"Meet me behind the gym after school. Alone." Natsuki really wants to talk to me?
After spending the last few days avoiding him like the plague, her requesting to take was a great surprise to Shujinkou. "Granted, a happy one."
"A happy what?" Kiyoko asked.
Shujinkou couldn't help but feel embarrassed over verbalizing his thoughts in front of Kiyoko.
"Just that what she said on here made me a little happy, that's all," he explained.
His classmate's eyes trailed down towards the note, then back up to him.
"Okay."
With a simple shrug, Kiyoko turned and walked to her desk.
I still can't get over how Kiyoko doesn't dig any further when it comes to stuff like this. It's just like the time I went-
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, pondering what he was about to say.
I went… Went what? Went somewhere? Went on something with someone? What was I about to say?
But no matter how hard he thought about it, an answer wouldn't come to him.
I was probably just trailing off.
…
Anxiety gripped at Shujinkou's heart as he walked towards the gym. He knew he would respond this way. Even if he was completely prepared he would feel some anxiety, because he knew that no matter what he did or say, nothing guarantees that the best possible outcome will arise from this moment.
"Doesn't help that it's been slowly building up all day and that today was super slow because of it."
He soon circled around to the back where he immediately bumped into Natsuki.
"Shujinkou?!" she exclaimed.
He was sure that she was walking his way they bumped into each other. Was she pacing back and forth waiting for him?
Never mind that. I have to take the initiative!
He waved and replied with a simple "Hey."
Natsuki briefly looked away before responding with a disheartened, "Hey…"
The next few moments were as tense as Shujinkou expected. Shujinkou knew he would have to quickly get a grasp of the atmosphere so he would know the best way to approach this conversation. He knew that, however the varied emotions Natsuki’s face displayed made that a near impossible task.
First she looked annoyed, then regretful, then angry. He hadn’t seen her look that angry at him since Mali found the clubroom.
Her expression soon softened, her face now sporting one of defeat.
“Natsuki…?”
“I’m sorry.”
“Huh?” Those were two words Shujinkou was not expecting to hear.
“My dad… he was pretty rough with you. So…" Natsuki bowed low and hastily apologized. "I’m sorry.”
“Oh, you don’t have to apologize. It’s not like I’m angry over that or anything.” Taken aback by Natsuki's behavior, he could only just as hastily respond to her apology.
After another brief moment of silence, Natsuki looked up at Shujinkou with worried eyes.
“…You… You didn’t tell anyone did you?” she asked.
Shujinkou shook his head. “No… Fuyu found out but she promised not to say anything until we talked.”
“Oh…”
Natsuki didn't display happiness or sadness over that answer. Seeing his friend act this way, Shujinkou no longer held any reservations towards asking whether she was okay or not.
“Yeah," she nodded. "I know I’ve been avoiding everyone lately but how would you act if your father grabbed one of your friends and embarrassed you in front of everyone?”
Shujinkou remained silent as he scratched his right cheek. He wouldn't really know what that would feel like. Whether it was because of their genders or maybe because he figured his father wouldn't have paid him enough attention for that to be a possibility, he couldn't even imagine it.
“Uhm… You get what I'm saying though, right?" Natsuki quickly continued. "I just couldn’t look anyone in the eye, especially you, not after what Dad said in front of you guys.”
“Yeah… Thinking about, I guess I've always had it in the back of my mind that a parent would have assumed that I was involved with someone," Shujinkou admitted. "After all, everyone assumes that I joined the club just so I can be the only guy in a club comprised solely of women."
"Well, you're not exactly doing anything to prove that wrong when you keep making friends with other girls." Natsuki retorted under her breath.
"It's all coincidence! It's not like I'm purposely making sure that I'm friends with nothing but girls," Shujinkou disputed, recalling all the circumstances that led to him meeting all of his current friends. "Even so, it's not like it's a bad thing, right? Only having female friends?"
Natsuki sighed, "Only because it's you. Anyone else would be pretty suspect."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Natsuki's responses and actions seemed to more normal now.
"Anyway, are you okay now? I didn't get you in any trouble did I?" he worriedly asked.
"Did you get me in trouble…?"
Natsuki remained silent for a moment, processing his question. Her expression darkened and her entire body was violently trembling.
"…Of course you did, Dummy!" she exploded.
"Huh?!"
Taken aback by her loud and grandiose confirmation, Shujinkou was completely off guard for what's to come.
"I got Dad to calm down, which was pretty hard, since he was in protective-dad mode. With everything, including never mentioning that one of the friends I spent time with was a guy who I also went somewhere with during the end of the summer, I was in a pretty bad spot," she continued.
"Um…"
"I barely got him to agree not to kill you for being an accomplice in 'sneaking behind his back'."
Shujinkou silently stared at Natsuki, confused by what she just told him. But I didn't even really know about him being weary about her having male friends… Other than her saying her dad would kill me if I walked her home. I thought she was exaggerating…
"Don't look all confused; you definitely are just as responsible," she scolded. "I mean, after all, you were the one who kissed me the first time I went to your house."
"You were trying to give me a fake mustache…"
"Then there was you suddenly grabbing me to help me aim better at that shooting game during the festival Monika took over."
"I'm sorry. I should've asked first…"
"Plus, you invited me to your house that one time and said I could come whenever I want."
"But, isn't that what friends do?"
"...Point is: imagine how that looks from a dad's perspective. You should've known how far boy/girl friendships could go. The one you have with Sayori is pretty much the exception. All-in-all, you really left me in a tough spot."
Shujinkou submissively scratched his right cheek. "I don't really follow, but… I'm sorry for my part in all this."
"You should. Thanks to your part, I'm grounded," Natsuki stated bluntly.
"What?"
"Pretty much the other reason I haven't been around. I didn't want anyone to find that out."
"I'm sorry…"
Seeing Shujinkou's genuinely regretful face made maintaining eye contact with him much more difficult for Natsuki.
"Well… It wasn't just your fault. Should've known I shouldn't have hidden the fact that I'm friends with a guy from my father," she admitted. "That never ends well."
"So, you being grounded means you can't stay after school for the club?" Shujinkou asked.
"Pretty much. Really, I think it's the whole not explaining that I'm going away with a boy thing that guaranteed me getting grounded no matter what I did."
Natsuki sighed once again.
"Knew that one was going to come back to haunt me later."
"But you're okay? Nothing wrong?" Shujinkou queried.
"I'm as okay as anyone grounded and embarrassed by their father can be," she said with a third sigh. Anyway, I was wondering if you could tell the others to stop worrying and looking for me. I'm trying to get my dad's trust back and if he ever comes to check up on me, I don't want him to get the wrong idea."
"So, keep our distance?"
Natsuki nodded her head.
"Well, if that's what you think is best," Shujinkou accepted.
"It is…"
Preparing to leave, Natsuki adjusted the strap of her school bag, wincing in pain as she did so.
"You okay?"
"Yeah… Another embarrassing thing to admit," she groaned. "I was avoiding everyone and they let me walk away for the most part, but Sayori, she actually chased me around the school. I ended banging my shoulder around one of the many corners I had to take to lose her."
"Ouch." Shujinkou sympathized.
"That's an understatement. Anyway…" Natsuki looked up at Shujinkou with confused eyes. "Later."
Before he could even respond, she was already gone. Now alone, Shujinkou couldn't help but feel empty.
"I guess I was exaggerating everything in my head," he said. "I don't know why I didn't think of just a super protective dad."
With his goal completed, Shujinkou walked back to the main building.
I really hope that's the case…
Chapter 140: Duty as Club VP
Chapter Text
Earlier that day: Lunchtime…
Sayori waved her clenched fist around as she traversed the school hallways. Yuri followed close behind, wearing a curious and amused smile on her face.
"And that's how the meeting can go," Sayori concluded.
"A very unorthodox encounter that displays two differing personalities." She liked the idea, but there was something that confounded Yuri. "Still, I'm a little confused about the time period you're presenting."
"I told you; it's like a mash up of various times or at least something like that that would grant a lot of opportunities."
"As long as it makes internal sense. Such free reign can make people complacent and lazy."
"True, it is a hard thing to balance… But that's what we all have to deal with right? I'm sure we can work out all the bugs before we get too deep into it."
The two continued their trek tow until something peculiar caught Sayori's eye. She was immediately drawn to a poster on the wall. Posters for Halloween littered the school, but this particular one she recognized to an extent.
"That's Shiko's poster." She felt both amazement and horror as she went for a closer look."It's so unnerving."
"Hmm…" Yuri analyzed the poster, making sure she observed every facet of it. "It evokes a classic monster mythology but also shows humans in a negative light. Also, the scratchy style he went for adds a layer of depravity that enhances the overall piece."
"I never realized that Shiko could draw something so disturbing."
"Have you never seen him draw something like this before?"
Sayori shook her head. "I've seen action drawings, cute drawings, crossover fan arts, and other Halloween stuff but never something super disturbing like this."
"But isn't that a mark of a good artist if he can subvert what's expected of him?"
"Yeah… That's why I'm also amazed. I never really thought about it, but I think he's getting better. I'd never have expected such a disturbing Halloween image from him," Sayori beamed. "Speaking of which, I wonder what we should do for the big Halloween festival."
She was excited for the prospect, but her excitement soon vanished upon noticing the regret on Yuri's face.
"About that… I've decided to skip it," Yuri solemnly admitted.
"Eh!? Seriously?" Sayori asked, disappointed.
Yuri nodded her head.
"Okay," Sayori accepted.
"Okay?" Yuri couldn't help but be surprised by how quick Sayori quickly accepted her response.
"I understand with everything that's going on and all," she explained. "So, okay."
"Oh…"
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing, I'm just surprised," Yuri admitted. "I expected a response encouraging me not to skip it."
"What makes you think I would do that?" Sayori curiously asked.
"Well, you do have a tendency to do that."
"Encourage people?"
"That too, but… Sometimes when things don't go your way or you really want someone to do something, you have a tendency to try your hardest to convince them otherwise."
"I don't really do that," Sayori denied.
"You do," Yuri argued. "In fact, I think you do it most to Shujinkou."
"I don't do that to Shiko…" she then recalled the conversation she had with Shujinkou the prior night, prompting her to add, "Not that much…"
"What about the moment you invited him towards the club?"
"I just invited him."
"You insisted he join a club and when he relented you spliced our club name in-between other clubs multiple times," Yuri pointed out in a succinct manner.
"I was doing my duty as vice-president," Sayori insisted.
"Then you appealed to his sweet tooth by mentioning that cupcakes would be there even though they were only being made because you told everyone he was coming," Yuri continued. "Overall, you manipulated the situation to ensure that he would visit."
"It was to make him happy…" Sayori pouted. Being called out on her tactics again so soon was bit too much for her. "Ah! I almost forgot!"
Without warning, Sayori took off yelling back, "Sorry, Yuri, there's something really important that I gotta take care of!"
Knowing her time was short, Sayori sprinted as hard as she could towards her objective: Fuyu's office.
…
Her heavy pants were mixed with sighs of relief the moment she arrived. Using the last scraps of energy she had left, she opened one of the doors and stuck her head inside.
Surprisingly, there was no one there.
“Behind you.” Fuyu called out from behind her.
The suddenness of her response was enough to nearly make Sayori jump out of her skin.
“Fuyu, where’d you come from all of sudden?” Sayori frantically asked.
Fuyu looked back at Rei then back at Sayori.
“We… just walked here and found you standing in front of my office," she answered. "Besides, weren’t you looking for me?”
“Oh yeah...”
Amid the awkward silence, Rei slowly waved at Sayori.
“So, what do I owe the pleasure of your visit?” Fuyu asked, breaking the silence.
“Right. There’s something I want to ask you.”
“Yes?”
“Can I see Natsuki’s school record?" Sayori requested.
Fuyu didn’t say a word. Sayori watched Fuyu’s right hand rise up to her glasses and push them against her face.
The now sharp look in the President's eyes sent chills down Sayori's spine.
"No." Fuyu coldly answered.
So cold! Sayori shivered in place as Fuyu walked past her.
"It would seem you still have something to say. Would you like to discuss it further in my office?" she offered.
Sayori nodded her head obediently. "Yes please."
Sayori timidly followed Fuyu into her office. She has seen Fuyu's presidential glare before and has had it aimed at her and the others before. However, she couldn't remember the last time it was directed solely at her.
It felt like she was standing on the edge of a cliff and anything, even the sound of Rei closing the door behind them could push her off.
Fuyu turned back towards her, her face now back to normal. "Why do you want to see Natsuki's record?"
"Well… It's not like I wanted to see anything really confidential. I just wanted to see one really obvious part," Sayori explained. "I figured since you let us see Yuri's, you would let me see Natsuki."
"Wow, you made sure to include I let you see one student's before…" Fuyu sighed. "Shujinkou's right you do have different levels of manipulations."
"He said that?" she gasped. "He makes me look like a bad person when he says that to others..."
"To be fair, you did draw him to the Literature Club with the promise of cupcakes that were only made because you insisted he would come in the first place."
"Why does everyone keep going back to that!? It was to make him happy!" she argued.
Sayori immediately turned towards Rei. "Rei, you don't think I'm a manipulative schemer, do you?"
Rei's only response was a blank look.
Sayori then averted her gaze with and puffed her cheeks.
"I know Shiko doesn't hold it against me, but I'm starting to think people look at me like I'm a bad person who manipulates people for her own goals…"
Fuyu cleared her throat, regaining Sayori's attention.
"Anyway, I have to admit, I only let you guys look at Yuri's file because I was somewhat aware of the Akuma incident," Fuyu explained. "I think it's safe to assume that you want to look at Natsuki's to prevent a similar occurrence?"
Sayori answered with a single nod. "Yeah."
Fuyu pointed to a nearby file cabinet. "That would require you looking through there?"
Sayori once again answered with a single nod.
"No," Fuyu coldly answered.
Sayori shivered in front of her gaze. That was colder than the last one...
Fuyu once again walked past her Sayori and reached for the office doors.
"I'm going to the bathroom. Don't do anything until I come back," she instructed.
Fuyu closed the doors behind her, leaving Sayori alone with Rei.
"Fuyu's really convincing…" Sayori noted.
…
Once school ended, Sayori rushed to Shujinkou's classroom. There was something she wanted to talk with him about right away.
She looked for him amid a sea of departing students, but couldn't find him. Confused, she approached Kiyoko and tapped on her shoulder.
Kiyoko removed her earphones and looked up at the visitor.
"Hey, Sayori," she greeted. "What's up?"
"Do you know if Shiko already left for the clubroom, Kiyo?" Sayori asked.
"Actually, he looked like he was heading outside."
"Outside? What for?"
Kiyoko shrugged.
"Okay, thanks Kiyo."
With those parting words, Sayori once again found herself entangled in a sea of faces. Pushing through, she was finally able to break free and circle around towards a less congested exit.
From there she would explore the perimeter of the school. She looked and looked, but no matter where she went, she couldn't find Shujinkou.
"I wonder if Shiko already went back inside…" Sayori mused.
She wondered whether or not she should keep looking before suddenly running into a sturdy object.
"Whoa!" a voice cried.
"Huh?"
Sayori stared on in surprise. She didn't expect the thing she ran into to be the person she was looking for. Even more, she didn't expect to find him suspended upside down by a single rope.
"What happened, Shiko?" she queried.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He swung back and forth as dangled above the ground. "Well… I was heading to the clubroom and one thing led to another."
Recalling a similar circumstance Shujinkou had mention he been in, Sayori asked, "Did Mali do this to you?"
"Yeah…" he admitted.
"How come? And where is she?"
"She said was trying to get me pay attention to my surroundings, along with…" Shujinkou closed his eyes, remaining silent as he continued to swing back and forth. "…Stuff I didn't really get. After that, she left, insisting I would be let down soon."
Sayori followed the line of rope tightly tied around Shujinkou's legs and found the anchor point. She bent over and released the rope, sending Shujinkou hurdling towards the ground.
"Ow!"
Shujinkou gently rubbed his aching head as he slowly stood on his feet.
"Sorry, Shiko," Sayori apologized with a weak giggle.
"Y'know, I'm glad you came along, but what're you doing out here, Sayori?" he asked.
"I could ask you the same thing. I'm only out here because I was looking for you."
"Oh, well… I actually came out here to talk to Natsuki."
"Really? That's great! What did she say?" Sayori excitedly asked.
"I got her grounded and she wants space so she can regain her father's trust," Shujinkou explained in a matter-of- fact tone.
"Oh." His succinct and almost casual response surprised Sayori. "That's all?"
"Pretty much. I'm also trying my hardest not to be overcome with guilt."
"What about her dad pinning you against the wall?"
"Overprotective father."
"That's was just overprotectiveness?"
"I guess. I mean I really have no firsthand experience with that kind of stuff. Wonder if Gramps would have been like that with you and Hiroko."
"Eh…" Sayori's cheeks briefly turned red with embarrassment. "No, I don't think Gramps would have been like that with me. Would have been pretty awkward if that happened.
She then shook her head, riding herself of distracting thoughts.
So… Natsuki's been grounded b her overprotective father and she wants us to stay away from her?" Sayori summarized.
"Yep," Shujinkou answered with a nod
Sayori stared deep into Shujinkou's eyes. Contrary to his calm exterior, his eyes displayed nothing but uneasiness. But she was not sure which recent conversation caused that.
"Mm…"
Shujinkou scratched his cheek as he tried to comprehend his friend's annoyed face. "What's wrong?"
"I'm glad Natsuki talked to someone, but why couldn't she tell us she needed some space too?" she pouted. "Aren't we close friends too?"
"Sometimes it's easier to tell one person something and not others regardless of how close they are," Shujinkou pointed out. "I mean hasn’t there ever been anything you've never told me but have told others?"
"I don't really think that works here, Shiko. I think Natsuki thinks of you as her closest friend," Sayori argued. "Then again, it's easy talking to Shiko. But I'm easy to talk to too, aren't I?"
"…Yes."
"Why'd that take you a second?" she bleated.
"It's just that you can come on a little too strongly, like how you chased Natsuki around the school."
"Huh?" Sayori's eyes grew wide with surprise. "I never chased Natsuki around the school."
"You didn't it?"
Sayori shook her head.
They didn't say anything else, but it was clear from the atmosphere that they were thinking the same thing.
"Do you think-?"
Words immediately failed Sayori as she looked upon Shujinkou's face. The almost murderous look he showed was the frightening thing she had ever seen.
"Shiko?" she worriedly called.
"Hm?" Shujinkou curiously glanced at Sayori. "Something wrong?"
"Um…"
Sayori stared on in confusion. It was like the face earlier never existed.
Maybe it didn't. She'd rather think that either way.
"Nothing. I thought I saw something weird and scary," she weakly chuckled. "Probably because it's almost Halloween."
"That makes sense. Anyway, we should probably get to the club before the others wonder where we're at," Shujinkou suggested.
"Right," Sayori agreed.
She made sure to follow behind Shujinkou as they walked to the clubroom. She didn't want to see how much that face she saw upset her. All she could do was hope she was really seeing things.
Chapter 141: Shujinkou's Duty
Chapter Text
Moments Earlier…
"Oh yeah… I was supposed to give Natsuki her manga," Shujinkou recalled as he walked towards the school.
He had planned on using it as a gamble to talk to her but, in the end, it proved to be unnecessary.
"I'll just put it with the rest of her collection. That's probably what she would want me to do," he sighed.
In any other scenario, he should feel somewhat relieved. His friend didn't hate him and said the exact words to partly assuage his worries.
So, why am I still worried? I honestly don't know how fathers are supposed to be, so I don't know how far stuff like this would go.
If this was on TV there probably would have been a gasp track, a daughter and father fight about trust and privacy and eventually reconciliation. Does that actually happen in real life?
Shujinkou continued to mindlessly walk forward until he felt something quickly wrap around his feet. Once he was properly constricted, Shujinkou was suddenly hoisted into the air and left dangling upside down.
"Not again…" he softly murmured.
Shujinkou had a pretty good idea who set up this ensnarement trap and sure enough, she soon approached him. Her curious eyes scanned her victim from head to toe and soon a smile crossed her face.
"Senpai's still not paying attention to his surroundings," Mali said. "Senpai's still not taking his current circumstances seriously enough."
"Am I really supposed to be looking out for a snare trap though?" Shujinkou questioned, mustering up the best laugh he could manage.
"Maybe, Maybe not. But you never know, Senpai. You never know how someone will carry out their revenge and since Senpai took the credit for finding the photographs, he's a prime target."
"Do you really think Akuma would come back now that he's on the run?"
Mali giggled at his response. "Revenge is a powerful motivator that often obstructs logic, Senpai. Besides, isn't the possibility the reason you've been keeping an eye on your most physically developed potential?"
Shujinkou remained silent. He knew he didn't have to say a word for Mali to know how right she was. Asking in the first place may have been a vein reach for the situation to just go away.
"Poor Senpai, he has to keep an eye on one of his potentials while he's on the fence with another of his potentials, even after finally talking to her behind the gym," she mockingly sympathized.
"Wait, were you there the whole time?" Shujinkou gasped.
"Ah, so you did go back there to talk with the potential you're on the fence with."
"Ah-!"
Shujinkou felt like crying over how easily Mali made him confirm her suspicions.
"What happened to make you look so displeased, Senpai?" she continued to question. "Did she cut you out of her life for good or something?"
Shujinkou shook his head. "Not exactly. We just talked."
"Oh. Talked about how her dad manhandled you and would've went further given the chance?"
"I don't think it would've gone that far; it was just a misunderstanding."
"How can Senpai say that?" Mali asked with fake worry. "You couldn't even make a straight face saying that. I honestly don't know whether you're trying to convince me or yourself."
Shujinkou averted his gaze.
"Senpai's clearly reaching for the best possible outcome for all of this, even when it seems pretty unlikely."
Mali then paused, remembering who she was talking to.
But Senpai's innocent so he can't help it," she giggled. "So innocent that he'll brush off assault for the sake of a friend or even try to pass blame for the whole twisted love thing going on. Senpai clearly doesn't believe in spite."
She leaned forward, wearing a curious expression on her face.
"Or maybe Senpai is picking his battles. Or maybe Senpai's just afraid that anything he does will cause him to lose a friend even though he clearly fears something more is happening. And that something more that is happening, he's letting it happen because he doesn't know if it's real or not."
Mali's words weighed heavily on Shujinkou's mind.
"As I said before, poor Senpai is stuck in things that are way out of his depth and there's nothing he can do about it. All of this because he was just trying to be the best Senpai he could be," she continued. "Isn't that ironic?"
Shujinkou remained silent as Mali taunted him. The nostalgic mix of pain and confusion in his face was a delight to see for her. But despite those feelings he displayed, she noticed something peculiar in his eyes. Another emotion that was buried beneath the others.
"Senpai's still only thinking about his friends. There isn't really much about your own safety in your mind." Mali noted."Senpai's sure shouldering a lot. It's almost like you've been convinced that you have to be the one to save the day."
"I don't really care about who helps who," Shujinkou denied."I just… I just don't want my friends hurting. Even if most of them didn't know it, they were there for me when I needed friends so I want to do the same for them. And even if it wasn't for that… When a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there… to help."
"'When a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there…'" Mali repeated with a chortle. "Senpai said that so confidently. That drive must be the only thing that keeps someone with a continually sad face going; though I really wonder if that's enough. After all, I already know someone who it's barely enough for."
"Who are you talking about?"
"It's something Senpai may not have to worry about. Besides, Senpai already has his hands full already acting like he's trying to help his friends when in reality he's doing the bare minimum. Then again, Senpai usually doesn't do anything until he's pushed to do so. Then he says a few nice words that only work because they're usually aimed at his potentials that are utterly dependent on him.
Maybe that's why Senpai's trying to shoulder everything. He isn't trying to martyr himself; his friends are practically pushing him to be their problem solver."
"They're not dependent on me." Shujinkou contested.
"Senpai can't see it because he doesn't want to see any of friends' flaws or their own personal troubles. Sure you'll do something when it's happening right in front of you, but when it's not you'll cower and constantly question if their anything you can do.
Your talk with Akuma and you're third potential. You took those at face value and put the problems at the back burner because they seemed to be heading towards the best possible outcome."
"That's not- I mean I was hoping for that, but I wasn't putting them on the backburner…" Shujinkou weakly argued.
"Oh? Then what was Senpai going to do then if his Kōhai didn't intervene after your talk with Akuma?" Mali questioned. "What would have Senpai done if his fourth potential didn't give him an idea to talk to his third? Mope about how he doesn't have a solution?"
"I… I don't know…"
"For the so-called heart of the club, Senpai doesn't really seem to do much to earn that title. It's not like he meant to bring his club together, that was just an inadvertent side-effect. Really, despite everyone's praise, Senpai's only notable quality is being nice. The quintessential generic, oblivious and submissive nice guy."
Shujinkou just stared at Mali. She had teased him before, but something about this time seemed even more malicious. He wasn't sure whether she was restraining herself in the past or if something happened to her recently, but it was as if she was truly trying to break his spirit. If that was the case it was working.
"No…"
Shujinkou vehemently shook his head.
"Maybe I am generic. I can't really think of anything that makes me special like the others. I can't bake, I can't have a great sense of atmospheres, I don't have boundless energy that inspires others not to mope around and I'm not smart and athletic.
Maybe I am oblivious. There's a lot of times I've been blindsided by things that are obvious to others.
And yeah, I'm definitely submissive. I can't recall the last time I've didn't want to do something and said no. Not to mention, I just take it when someone takes shots at me."
Shujinkou chuckled as he scratched his right cheek.
"At least, that's what I would have thought some time ago," he admitted.
"Honestly, I still have a hard time imagining what makes me special compared to the others, but if they see something, then I'll believe it’s there. I think I'm a pretty decent artist, but if others think it's amazing right now, I'll accept that now.
I won't deny I'm oblivious, but I can't help that. And maybe I am really submissive, but it's not because I don't want to fire back at people. It's because there's often no point to.
Natsuki was pretty harsh with me when we first met and I took it because she had every right to call me out when I first joined. I couldn't say no to anything Sayori requested, because I felt like I had a lot to make up for. And I usually let what you say towards me slide because despite it usually pretty harsh can be and despite your own stated reasons, you've helped me and the others before.
And you're right that I hope for the best possible outcome, because I generally don't want anyone I care about to go through anything bad and maybe my hesitance is because I want to make sure whatever I do leads to that. It's like how right now, that I'm hoping your words right now are your own way of inspiring me to do something like you did when you led me those photographs."
"That's all fine and good to say, Senpai, but what would you do if life doesn't meet that optimism?" Mali proposed.
"I don't know. I've already had that happen to me several times and I ended up running away from the world. Maybe me hoping for the best possible outcome and attempting to take this heart of the club thing as my role is just me going to the other extreme. I really don't know myself as much as I should; probably because I've beaten myself up so much for years.
But if there's one thing about me I do know for sure… No matter what the circumstances and no matter how I view things, my desire to make sure those I care about are okay is genuine. It's to the point I hardly even think about it; it's a reflex. Maybe that's cheesy and maybe that's an impossible task. But that's who I am and that's one thing about me that I refuse to relent on again."
Those words caused Mali's composure to slip, allowing Shujinkou to see genuine surprise rest on her face. But it wasn't just surprise he saw.
He couldn't properly describe it but whenever she was around, Mali put up an air of innocence that most can see through. This time however, he felt her innocence was genuine this time.
Suddenly, her usual innocent smile crossed her face, making her previous face seem like it was just an illusion.
"…Senpai sure seems serious. I think I'm beginning to understand why he's been running himself ragged and why he's almost always in a funk. But does that really change any of my points? Senpai's still innocent and his desire plus his potentials dependence on him is just going to destroy him in the end.
Not to mention that it doesn't change what I said about it being easy to just say those words."
Mali reached forward and cradled Shujinkou's face.
"What're you-?"
"You've really had nothing but problem after problem happen to you once the second semester started and I'm sure you're starting to get tired of it. So, what if your Kōhai helped remove one of those lingering problems from the board?" Mali offered.
"How?" Shujinkou queried.
"Don't expect your Kōhai to just magically make things better. I can't do that and that would surely draw ire from somewhere. I'm just going to continue supporting Senpai. After all, with how things for everyone went so far, the 'Protagonist' has to be the one to save the day."
It was strange. Shujinkou felt like he could hear her clearly, but her voice also sounded so distant. Was the blood finally rushing to his head? With his vision constantly fading between darkness and light, that had to be the case.
"I think I can do something that would speed everyone towards an amicable resolution, one I'm sure everyone would be content with," Mali continued. "You good with that, Senpai?"
"I…"
He could hardly think. At this point it was a struggle to keep his eyes open. He had to be let down soon or else something bad could happen.
"Look forward to it… Shujinkou," Mali giggled.
Her smiling face was the last thing he saw before everything went black. As he drifted off to an involuntary slumber, he could faintly make out a few last words.
"You'll be let down soon, but before I go, let me make one quick request in return: Try not to disappoint me too."
With those parting words, Shujinkou was finally claimed by the darkness of slumber.
"I wonder if Shiko already went back inside…"
Wha-?
He heard another voice call his name. Soon after, he felt something collide with him, shocking him awaked.
"Whoa!" Shujinkou cried.
"Huh?"
Awoken from his short respite, Shujinkou suddenly found himself face to face with Sayori. She seemed surprised, most likely by the fact she found him hanging upside down.
"What happened, Shiko?" she queried.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He swung back and forth as he continued to dangle above the ground. "Well… I was heading to the clubroom and one thing led to another."
Even if it seemed obvious, he didn't want to reveal it was Mali who did this to him. He was sure his decision was to make sure the already negative perception of her didn't get worse.
It was a desire he didn't fully understand in the past, but as he spent more time with her, it was gradually becoming a little clearer.
"Did Mali do this to you?" Sayori finally asked.
"Yeah…" he admitted. Then again, it's gotta be an insult to the other's intelligence if I keep doing this…
"How come? And where is she?"
"She said was trying to get me pay attention to my surroundings, along with…"
Shujinkou closed his eyes as he paused. He didn't exactly want to go into the particulars of what Mali had said to him, especially if it was her way of spurring him to action.
But that wasn't the only thing that caused him to hesitate. He genuinely was confused by Mali's last words before she vanished.
"…Stuff I didn't really get," Shujinkou finally continued. "After that, she left, insisting I would be let down soon."
He then watched Sayori walk towards the anchor point of the rope and untied it, sending him hurdling to the ground.
"Ow!" Shujinkou moaned.
Rubbing his throbbing head as he stood up, Shujinkou could barely make out an apology among Sayori's timid giggles.
"Y'know, I'm glad you came along, but what're you doing out here, Sayori?" he asked.
He was curious as to why she wasn't at the club but she instead retorted with. "I could ask you the same thing. I'm only out here because I was looking for you."
"Oh, well…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek, preparing himself for the ensuing conversation. "I actually came out here to talk to Natsuki."
"Really? That's great! What did she say?" Sayori excitedly asked.
"I got her grounded and she wants space so she can regain her father's trust," he explained in a matter-of- fact tone.
"Oh," she marveled. "That's all?"
"Pretty much. I'm also trying my hardest not to be overcome with guilt."
"What about her dad pinning you against the wall?"
"Overprotective father."
"That's was just overprotectiveness?"
"I guess. I mean, I really have no firsthand experience with that kind of stuff. Wonder if Gramps would have been like that with you and Hiroko."
"Eh…" Sayori's cheeks briefly turned red. "No, I don't think Gramps would have been like that with me. Would have been pretty awkward if that happened.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He wasn't sure what Sayori meant, but he was sure that it just provided another example of his obliviousness.
"So… Natsuki's been grounded b her overprotective father and she wants us to stay away from her?" Sayori asked.
"Yep," Shujinkou answered with a nod.
Not a word was said after his response. Sayori remained silent as she stared deeply into his eyes. It was as if she was trying to fish for more info through them.
However, she didn't question him further, instead puffing her cheeks out in annoyance.
"What's wrong?" Shujinkou asked.
"I'm glad Natsuki talked to someone, but why couldn't she tell us she needed some space too?" she pouted. "Aren't we close friends too?"
"Sometimes it's easier to tell one person something and not others regardless of how close they are," he pointed out. "I mean hasn’t there ever been anything you've never told me but have told others?"
"I don't really think that works here, Shiko. I think Natsuki thinks of you as her closest friend," Sayori argued. "Then again, it's easy talking to Shiko. But I'm easy to talk to too, aren't I?"
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. "…Yes."
"Why'd that take you a second?" she bleated.
"It's just that you can come on a little too strongly, like how you chased Natsuki around the school."
"Huh?" Sayori's eyes grew wide with surprise. "I never chased Natsuki around the school."
Hearing that felt like a punch to the gut for Shujinkou. "You didn't it?"
Sayori shook her head.
They didn't say anything else, but it was clear from the atmosphere that they were thinking the same thing.
Natsuki had told him one thing, but Sayori denied it. It was abundantly clear by the surprise in Sayori's voice that she wasn't lying and given how Natsuki was acting when they talked, it would make the most sense that Natsuki lied to him.
But the implications of that fact were unpleasant to say the least. Just thinking about it caused something inside him to bubble.
"Shiko?"
"Hm?" Snapped out of his thoughts, Shujinkou glanced at Sayori. Upon seeing her worried face, he instinctively asked, "Something wrong?"
"Um…" She continued to stare at him before suddenly laughing. "Nothing. I thought I saw something weird and scary. Probably because it's almost Halloween."
"That makes sense. Anyway, we should probably get to the club before the others wonder where we're at," Shujinkou suggested.
"Right," Sayori agreed.
Walking to the clubroom, Shujinkou could feel a sharp pain throbbing in the back of his head accompanied by a haunting phrase.
Look forward to it…
Chapter 142: Countdown to Devil's Night Part 1
Chapter Text
"Ow…" Shujinkou groaned.
He didn't expect Monika wrapping bandages around his head would hurt as much as it did, but the pain doesn't lie. Then again, he didn't expect blood to trickle down the back of his head either.
If Sayori hadn’t noticed his injury, he may have suddenly collapsed from blood loss y the time they reached the clubroom.
He found it strange that, besides a throbbing pain near the back of his head, he didn't notice it himself.
Then again, I was probably too wrap up in my thoughts like always…
"Almost done," Monika continued to gently wrap the bandages around Shujinkou's head, making sure it couldn't fall off at anytime. "I still think you should go to the hospital to get yourself checked out, Shujinkou."
"Is this really a hospital-worthy visit though?" he asked.
Without taking her eyes off her work, Monika answered with a succinct, "Bleeding from your head isn't something you want to mess around with, Shujinkou. Especially when it's the result of falling directly on it."
Shujinkou knew that Monika was right. It wasn't that he minded going to the hospital, but he knew the reality of having to go would other someone else more than it ever would him.
Shujinkou snuck a quick peek at Sayori. She was softly laughing as she nervously rubbed her index fingers together.
"Come on, Sayori, it's not your fault," Shujinkou instinctively assured her.
Sayori looked away for a moment, then looked back wearing an uneasy expression on her face.
"…I dropped you on your head, Shiko," she flatly stated. "I don't think you can 'this is not my fault' this time."
"But-"
"I dropped you on your head!" she cried. "I didn't even think about lowering you down! I just let you fall and now you have to go to the hospital!"
"I don't think he's hurt enough for you to freak out this much, Sayori…" Monika said, trying to calm her friend down.
"But you yourself said he should go to the hospital and I dropped him on his head after he's been hanging upside down for who-knows-how-long!" Sayori argued. "He was probably bleeding so much because all the blood rushed there and I dropped like he was a water balloon."
A gruesome image of his head exploding like said objet crossed Shujinkou's mind, causing him to shiver.
It is almost Halloween though… he conceded.
He then wondered what he could say to calm Sayori down, but Yuri chimed in instead.
"To be fair, you did find him and released him from the trap. If not for you, he most likely would have remained there for much longer," Yuri pointed out.
Sayori looked at Yuri then back to Shujinkou. The guilt on her face wouldn't budge in inch.
"Uu… Still probably would've been better if someone else found him…" she said in an almost inaudible tone.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. It was becoming clear to him that Sayori would not forgive herself until the situation passed.
"Done," Monika announced, stepping back to examine her work. "Should be good until you get to the hospital."
"Alright," Shujinkou looked up and smiled. "Thanks, Monika."
Contrary to his relatively cheery face, Monika's displayed nothing but worry.
"What's wrong?" he queried.
"I should be asking that," her finger floated just above his right cheek.
Shujinkou gently brushed his right cheek and felt something hot fall on his hand. To his surprise, he was crying.
Without saying a word, he started to wipe away the tears from his eyes. What could he say, he had no idea what made him cry in the first place. All he knew was that it had to have been the moment he made eye contact with Monika.
But why-? Then again, looking at Monika lately had made me feel… weird lately. Not in a bad way, just… weird. But, for some reason, now I feel really sad. Mali's right, I do have a perpetually sad face.
Once he finished drying his eyes, Shujinkou quickly looked away.
"I have no idea where that came from," he said, scratching his right cheek.
"You sure? You know you can talk to us about anything," Monika reminded him.
"I know. It's just that a lot of the times, I have no idea what I'm feeling…" Shujinkou moaned. "It's really irritating sometimes. Kinda makes me want to grab my beam katana and go crazy."
"Wow, you're really getting into your Halloween costume spirit," Sayori noted.
"Hm? Oh right. That's got to be it…"
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek as his eyes trailed down towards Yuri's legs. They were as long and slender as always. Just looking at them brought up emotions he-
Shujinkou immediately slapped himself, keeping his thoughts from going any further.
What the heck am I thinking!? That fall to my head must have done more than give me a bloody head.
"Shiko… Why did you slap yourself?" Sayori worriedly asked.
"To get my sense back…"
Shujinkou looked up at Sayori. The moment their eyes met, he felt the pace of his heart beats hasten. His lips quivered as he felt entranced.
"I-I don't think it worked."
"Whether it would have worked or not, I don't think slapping yourself is good for your head injury right now," Monika pointed out.
"I guess…" Shujinkou conceded.
He turned towards Monika. To his horror, his eyes were instantly drawn to Monika's chest. They looked very-
"May be deserved though!"
Without saying another word, Shujinkou jumped up and dashed towards the exit.
"Shiko, where are you going?" Sayori exclaimed.
"To the hospital to get my head checked! I really think I need it now!"
Before anyone had a chance to say anything else, Shujinkou rushed out of the room.
His friends can only look on in confusion as they just witnessed the peak of Shujinkou's sudden erratic behavior.
"Do you know why Shujinkou's acting a little… off, Sayori?" Monika queried.
"Well, Shiko did talk to Mali and he always seems a bit off after their talks. Plus, he also talked to Natsuki and…"
Sayori stared at the exit as she contemplated her friend's actions.
"He's probably just acting like he always does after awkward stuff. Me dropping him on his head probably's the reason he's acting so weird," she concluded.
"He seemed more than just 'off' in regards to his usual behavior…" Yuri disputed.
She gently played with her hair as she looked down at her legs, her face growing red with embarrassment. It was truly surprising that Shujinkou took a moment to gaze at a part of her body and she wasn't sure how to feel about it.
"Perhaps the drop on his head did do something to him…" she conceded.
"R-Right… That has to be it…" It took everything Monika had to resist to cover her chest. She could relate to the confusion Yuri displayed. "Anyway, Sayori, you said that Shujinkou talked to Natsuki."
Sayori nodded her head and relayed what she had been told not too long ago.
"So, all this time, Natsuki just wanted space… I could see her reacting in such a way if she was embarrassed by a parent," Yuri opined.
"Was that all she said to Shujinkou?" Monika asked.
"Well, she did lie to Shiko about me chasing her around the school," Sayori added.
"Really? Why?
"Why?"
"I mean, do you know the context to why she would lie about that," Monika clarified.
"Um…"
That singular question rendered Sayori speechless. Just finding out that Natsuki lied about something led her mind to jump to assumptions she rather not imagine. But Monika's question made her realize that she had no idea what Natsuki was trying to cover.
"No clue… Should we try to catch up to Shiko and ask him?" Sayori suggested.
An unsure look crossed Monika's face. "…I think Shujinkou could use some space himself right now."
"So what should we do?"
"Well… I think for now we should give Natsuki her space."
"We should?" Sayori questioned, perplexed.
"Honestly, while what her father did wasn't okay, we may be jumping to extreme conclusions here. Natsuki says she was grounded because she 'lied' about things, which I think really means she never got around to telling her father that she was close friends with a boy.
It may have not been that bad if she didn't go away on a summer trip with said boy to a place that you could effectively say was his territory by relation," Monika pointed out.
"But what about him pinning Shiko against the wall and yelling at Natsuki? Are we're just supposed to ignore what happened?"
"No. I'm not trying to present excuses for one side's actions; I'm just stating we need to be careful for Natsuki's sake. On the off chance we're just jumping to conclusions we don't want to actually be true, then we may get Natsuki in even more trouble and make it impossible to maintain our friendship with her."
"In either scenario, things seem bleak…" Yuri lamented. "Everything seems bleak lately, to be honest…"
"Hmm… Probably not," Sayori beamed. "Going from personal experience, things don't seem so bleak after all."
"What do you mean?"
"Just that I may have been getting a little dark there for a second. I know situations like this can turn out for the best. We just have to keep a positive attitude."
Later that evening…
Sayori took the final bite of her sea-salt ice cream, pouting over the realization that it was all gone.
"Shiko's been making a lot of these lately… I wonder if he's becoming obsessed with them."
She raised the ice cream stick over her head.
"Then again, I'm not one to talk," she admitted.
Sayori stuck the stick into her mouth and dug around her pocket for the key to her home.
"Hm?"
The moment she reached the front door, she was surprised to find it opened just a bit.
"Not again…" she weakly chuckled. "Shiko wouldn't let me hear the end of this if he saw this."
She wasted no time scaling the stairs and walked into her room.
"You must be pretty gutsy," a voice mockingly complimented her the instant she stepped inside.
Sitting on her bed was a strange scruffy looking man.
"Then again, you probably thought you left the door open," he continued. "That's how we found it."
Before she could make a move, Sayori was suddenly struck from behind, sending her spiraling towards the ground. Paralyzed by the surprise attack, Sayori could only look on as the stranger approached her.
He bent down on one knee, bringing his face closer to hers. "Don't look so confused, it'll all make sense soon, 'Childhood friend'."
Even while teetering along the line between consciousness and unconsciousness, Sayori understood the implications surrounding the designation she was given.
"No…"
"Pretty clever, aren't you? I like that." The man stood up and looked to her left. "All yours."
That was the last thing Sayori heard before everything went black.
Chapter 143: Countdown to Devil's Night Part 2
Chapter Text
Shujinkou sighed as he followed his mother into their home. Everything that has happened today has left him drained both physically and mentally.
Lacking his usual hesitance due to his ragged state, Shujinkou announced aloud, "It's official, Mom."
Hiro glanced back with a curious look on her face. "What's official?"
It was then when his missing hesitance kicked in. He felt like kicking himself, but also felt as if he needed to get this off his chest. But deciding whether he should actually do so or not was a struggle.
Not only what he could potentially say next would be extremely awkward, but it could also change the way his mother looked at him forever.
Oh, forget it.
He took a deep breath and admitted, "I have officially become a pervert."
He expected an 'energetic' reaction from his mother, but she didn't say a word. She simply stood there, as if she was trying to understand what he meant.
"What makes you say that?" Hiro finally asked.
"Well… I was kinda… eyeing the others." Shujinkou timidly answered.
"'Eyeing'?"
"Yeah, you know… the places guys would usually look at."
An extremely worried look crossed his mother's face.
"The common ones! Up and Down!" Shujinkou frantically corrected.
Those words only made the worry on his mother's face much more blatant.
"Legs and chest! Legs and chest!" Shujinkou shrieked.
"Oh." Hiro breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't expect her to be fully relieved by his correction, but it was better than the alternative. "Well, normally I would give the standard 'you're a young man and it's natural to be curious', but…"
"But?"
"I'm fairly certain that wouldn't make you feel better…" she weakly chuckled. "Plus, I don't really understand men in general so I wouldn't know what would be the right thing to say here."
"Fair enough."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He felt like he should've known that this would have been a tough subject for his mother to try and navigate him through.
"But…" Shujinkou's ears perked up as he prepared to listen to what his mother had to say. "Even though I don't know men well, I'm pretty sure I know my son well enough. And I'm sure you wouldn't do that if the opportunity presented it to you. Plus, it's clear that this bothers you more than a pervert would be bothered, if at all, so… What's the whole story?"
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek, harkening back to the events of this afternoon.
"Well, after Monika finished bandaging my head, I found myself sneaking looks. I don't know why; I didn't even know I was doing it until it finally hit me that I was or my hand hit me to get me to stop," he explained.
"So that's where the handprint came from…"
Hiro recalled the hand shaped mark she found on his son's face when they met at the hospital. She didn't realize it was self-inflicted.
"You probably shouldn't have done that with a hurt head," she pointed out.
"Monika said the same thing..." Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled. "But I felt like I deserved it for doing that. I mean, they're my friends; I shouldn't be looking at them like that. I shouldn't really be looking at any female like that."
"Well, it's important that you're not happy with what happened and with context, it's very likely that it was just a random moment caused by your recent fall to your head."
Hiro paused as she considered what she just said.
"That said, the implications to that would be worrying, but the doctors said that your head was fine so… now worries?" she continued.
"I hope so…" Shujinkou sighed. "But that's not all I'm worried about the whole looking thing."
"What else is there?"
"I'm pretty sure the others noticed what I was doing. I'm not exactly the most subtle person around. Plus, I did it right when they were facing me, so it's pretty much impossible that they couldn't have noticed. They gotta be mad at me for pulling something like that."
"I wouldn't be too concerned. I'm pretty sure they reached the same conclusion that I have," Hiro assured him. "After all, you've told me of the time Monika didn't assume you were peeping into the girl's locker room on purpose and helped you get out of it. There was also the time, the girls weren’t mad at you when you thought they were after you almost kissed Mali."
"That's true," Shujinkou conceded.
Thinking back to those moments, he always did find it surprising his friends weren't angry at him or for very long. For the most part, they've always given him the benefit of the doubt.
Granted there was that one time…
Shujinkou's cheeks grew red with embarrassment as he recalled a moment that got him in trouble with two of his friends.
"I'm just going to be optimistic. And a little cautious just in case," he thought aloud.
"Probably would be the best move," Hiro agreed. "You wouldn't want to come off as what happened was something that didn't bother you."
She then turned around and walked into the kitchen.
"Anything else happen today?" she asked.
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. "I also talked to Natsuki today."
"Really? What did you guys talk about?"
"Not much… I asked her how she was doing and it turns out that I got her grounded. She said she needed some space and said Sayori chased her around the school. Though I found out not too long after that that part was a lie."
"Really? What was the context of the lie?"
"She said it after I wondered why she in pain when she strapped her bag over her shoulder."
Moments after his answer, Shujinkou heard several knocks on the front door. Opening it, he was only slightly surprised to find Sayori on the other side.
"Oh good, you are home, Shiko," Sayori beamed.
"Where else would I be?" he questioned.
Sayori looked away, nervously chuckling."You know… At the hospital… for me dropping you on the head…"
"I told you it wasn't a big deal. I'm fine," Shujinkou assured her.
"That's great. Monika told me to give you some space, but I'm glad I didn't."
"Monika wanted you to give me space?" An uneasy look fell on his face. "You guys did notice, didn't you?"
"Um…" Sayori looked ahead and timidly waved at Hiro. "Notice what?"
"Mom knows."
"Yes, we all noticed…" she admitted. "But it we know it's because I dropped you on your head. We know you wouldn't do that under normal circumstances. Besides, I wouldn't have any reason to be mad since you didn't really look at me that way anyway."
"Oh. I'm glad I didn't upset anyone…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "Want some Sea-Salt ice cream?"
"Yeah!"
Shujinkou turned around to find his mother presenting two of the frozen treats. Thanking his mother, he then led Sayori to the front porch and gave her one.
"So, what else brings you around here, Sayori?" Shujinkou queried.
"Huh?" his guest shot him a surprised look. "What makes you think I have another reason?"
"You have that look in your eye that screams, 'There's something else I want you to tell me!'"
"Wow… you know me so well," Sayori chirped.
"I know enough," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Saying that seemed strange somehow. "So what do you want to know?"
"I wanted to know what made Natsuki lie to you earlier."
"I didn't tell you the context?"
She shook her head. "Nope. I didn't realize that until Monika made me realize I had no idea why she lied in the first place."
"Well, she looked like she was hurt and I asked her why. That's when she said she hit a corner avoiding you," Shujinkou explained.
"So, she was hurt and lied about it…" the worry on Sayori's face seemed very familiar to Shujinkou. It was nostalgic. "What else do you think she lied about?"
"I don't know. I hope it's the only thing but… I don't know."
Shujinkou thought back to his conversation with Malizia. His confusion and hesitance… The emotions he was feeling felt as if he was proving her words right. He may be nothing but talk.
"Monika thinks we should give her some space so we don't jump to conclusions but… I know from experience when someone lies about how their father affects them," Sayori solemnly continued.
Those words affected him deeply. "Maybe… Maybe I shouldn't be involved in whatever this is after all…"
"Huh? What do you mean?"
"What you just said made me realize I'm probably not the best person to try and understand this situation because I didn't have such a good relationship with my own dad. Even Hiroko only had moments when she did something that pleased him. "
"I wasn't trying to dissuade you, Shiko; I was just-"
"I know… I'm just being realistic," Shujinkou interjected. "This may be too personal for me and I'm trapped between optimism and cynicism.
You know, if it wasn't for Gramps, I may have had a poor opinion on fathers in general. I mean, mine barely paid attention to me, disappeared often, made Hiroko feel like she needed to work her butt off for any affection, slept with other women, which I horrifyingly walked in on more than I wished… And kinda has a shady vibe to him."
Shujinkou looked up at Sayori then back down at his ice cream.
"Honestly, I always found it incredible that the first friend that I made here always showed that she cared about me more than my own father after only a week knowing each other."
"Shiko…" a bright smile crossed Sayori's face. "You're my best friend; of course I cared about you a lot. Still do."
"I know, if you didn't you wouldn't have bothered to try and get me out of my funk after Hiroko died," Shujinkou said with a sad smile. "My father left but even from a distance, you stayed by my side. Really shows sometimes that blood isn't thicker than water."
"Well… If it makes you feel any better, I never really liked the fact that I liked you more than Jomei," Sayori admitted. "That's supposed to be impossible."
"I keep remembering now and again that you never actually called him my father."
"He never really acted like one to you or Hiroko. I also never called him Auntie H's husband. Like I said, I never liked the fact that I liked you guys more than he did and I really didn't like how he pretty much ignored you unless you got involved in something. What Hiroko went through was bad enough, but doing that to you was much worse."
"I don't know, I'd say all three of us had it equally as bad."
"Maybe it's too personal for me too. I already watched people I really cared about go through that and I really don't want another to have to live through that."
Her words once again weighed heavily on his heart.
"But that's enough about the past. I'm currently working to make sure things work out just in case," she assured him with a bright smile.
But her words did nothing to assuage the feelings in Shujinkou's heart. He wasn't sure what it was he felt exactly and that was exactly what scared him. The first time he felt it, Sayori seemed worried about him and now he was feeling it again.
"Sayori…" Shujinkou stood up and opened the door behind them. "Sorry, but I think I'm going to turn in early. See you tomorrow, okay?"
Without giving her a chance to respond, Shujinkou shut the door behind him and immediately ran to his room.
I'm allowed at least one sudden conversation ender, right?
Though he tried to convince himself of this, he was still plagued with guilt and regret. As lied down on his bed, Shujinkou could only sigh.
"If I was trying to get her to not worry, then I just did a terrible job…"
Shujinkou closed his eyes.
Hopefully tomorrow is a better day…
"Shiko."
I still can't believe that actually happened…
"Shiko."
I just feel so empty now…
"Shiko!" A loud voice screeched in his left ear.
The shock of this sudden vocalized attack sent Shujinkou flying off of Sayori's bed.
"Ow…"
The stunned child immediately cradled his left ear as his friend entered his field of view. She crouched down near him, looking down at him with worry and curiosity.
"I was only gone for a second, Shiko. What happened to make you look so lifeless?"
In response to her question, Shujinkou slowly raised the comic book he had been reading earlier.
"I finally finished it. I've been binging Ultimate Spider-Man and I've finally finished reading Issue 160," he explained.
"Ohh… So, did they actually do it?" Sayori asked.
Shujinkou quickly sat up and cried, "Yes, I've lost my favorite Spider-Man! I didn't expect it to hit me as hard as it did, but it did."
It felt embarrassing to express his sorrow over losing his one of his favorite fictional characters, but he couldn't help it.
"I guess there's only one thing to do now then…" Sayori excitedly wrapped her arms around Shujinkou and drew him into a tight embrace. "Hugs to make the sadness go away!"
"Mary Jane was hugging Peter's lifeless body…" Shujinkou mumbled.
"Oh. Then what will make the sadness go away."
"Probably if I read the Ultimate Fallout mini-series advertised on the last page. I can at least get some closure to get rid of my 'I can't believe this actually happened' feelings."
Shujinkou dramatically jumped on his feet. "My mission is clear. I have to head home and retrieve that mini-series! I really need closure over this!"
"Wow, Shiko… I haven't seen you this worked up over a book since your lecture over why manga should be used for a book report," Sayori marveled.
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "…It was more of a rant. Anyway, I'm going to head home and grab it. I'll be back soon."
Shujinkou walked towards the bedroom door and saluted his friend. "Wish me luck, Soldier."
"Good luck, Captain," Sayori replied, saluting back.
Shujinkou ran back home and opened the front door. He hopped inside and immediately spotted a young woman. What she was wearing left very little to the imagination. The sight itself was enough for Shujinkou to shriek.
Suddenly, in the blink of an eye, the woman was looking down at him. She was a beautiful woman with spiky, and surprisingly shiny orange hair and a beauty mark near her mouth.
"Ah!"
Shujinkou immediately sat up and backed away from the stranger. While he felt a little better now that she was wearing an all encompassing sweater, that source of relief also came with its own problems.
"Who are you!? And why are you wearing my mom's sweater!?" the child exclaimed.
"Why're you complaining?" an "interested" smile formed on the stranger's lips. "Unless that's you're way of saying you actually wanted to take a longer look."
Shujinkou could only whimper as the stranger slowly crawled towards him.
"Leave the kid alone, Nivia."
Shujinkou glanced up towards the voice that ended her approach. It belonged to the man descending the stairs: Jomei.
Nivia stood up and shrugged. "Just messing with the kid, Jomei. Wanted to see if he was as lustful as his father."
"You're not one to talk," Jomei coldly rebuked. "Now if you got everything you need, then get going."
"Ouch, you know how to treat a woman well," she laughed. "I hope you're son isn't taking lessons from you."
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek as he watched the strange woman leave their home.
"Dad… Were you and that lady…?"
"I rather not talk about it," he quickly answered. "Same deal as last time, okay?"
"Last time…"
Shujinkou curled up into a ball and closed his eyes. He shivered as he tried to keep that past memory down.
Slowly opening his eyes, Shujinkou could see the golden rays of the sun fill his bedroom. He rubbed the back of his head as he sat to bask the mark of a new day.
"Of all things to remember via a dream, it had to be that," he sighed. "Couldn't be him not having time for me, but no, it had to be one of those."
The rest of the morning was the same as usual; taking of his personal hygiene, getting dress and heading downstairs for breakfast.
"Good morning, Shujinkou," his mother warmly greeted.
"Morning, Mom." He replied.
Shujinkou sat down at the table. He wanted to forget his dream, but found it impossible. Just looking at his mother was a constant reminder.
"Hey, Mom, do you have any good memories of my father?" he suddenly asked.
Hiro turned around, surprised. "Good memories?"
She remained silent as she took the seat across from him.
"Well there was our first meeting, the first dates… The wedding was especially nice," Hiro recalled.
"Anything else? Like after me and Hiroko were born?" Shujinkou asked.
"Um… I'm sure there were a few."
"A few, huh?"
"It's hard to have any memories when the person of topic becomes so distant."
Her response was as if it was tailor made to harken back to his comment about the equal effects Jomei had on them.
"Yeah… I'm surprised he paid Hiroko any mind at all," he admitted. "Did he ever sour your opinion on men?"
"Well, a little. I didn't think all men were evil, but…" Hiro briefly averted her gaze. "I had a bit of trouble even considering whether or not I could pursue another relationship."
"Sometimes I wonder if he ever ruined my opinion on fathers, or at least, I don't know how they're supposed to be behind closed doors. It's why I'm struggling with Natsuki's father. I just can't trust myself to know what to think or… if anything I've done so far was the best for everyone."
"Well, the thing about family relationships are that they are complex; none are the same," Hiro pointed out. "Some are full of open affection while others are more subdued."
I… had hoped that was the case with your father, but he appeared to e the case where family doesn't mean that much."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. As painful as it was to talk about this topic, it had to be even more painful for his mother.
"I'm sorry you and to grow up without a proper father figure and a inept mother," she apologized. "I knew it would have affected you some way, but it seems it was even worse that I feared it could be."
"You weren't inept, Mom. You were one of the reasons I'm the person I am today," Shujinkou assured her. "I mean, who else taught me about kindness and optimism?"
"Mom?" Hiro reminded him.
"True… But I mean something more to that like, how pointless it is to lose your cool over every little thing, how to see the bright side in the small things and most importantly empathy. I was always amazed how you could emphasize with almost anyone. It's why despite my natural reluctance, I know I can always talk to you about anything."
"Well… At least I passed down one good thing to you," Hiro replied with a smile.
Shujinkou nodded his head. "Yeah. I may not know what it's like to have a good dad, but I definitely know what it's like to have a good mom."
He then extended his fist across the table with a smile.
"You want to do that with your mother?" Hiro asked.
"Yeah. If you want to, that is."
Hiro slowly reached out and bumped her fist against his.
The two looked at each other, neither showing any discernible emotions.
"I think I felt the magic of a fist bump, but it went away quickly," Hiro noted.
"At least it wasn't awkward," Shujinkou replied.
Chapter 144: Countdown to Devil's Night Part 3
Chapter Text
"Sayori!"
Shujinkou called for his friend after entering her home, but his only response was silence.
He waited to meet up with her for their daily pilgrimage to school, but she never came. He tried calling, but she never answered.
Maybe it was his growing paranoia, but he felt compelled to see if she was home.
"Sayori!"
After checking the first floor, Shujinkou went upstairs and walked into her room. Like the rest of the house, it was empty. While disappointed, he noticed something odd about her room.
It's clean. Did Sayori start cleaning up her room now?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
I guess she went on ahead of me. But… she usually lets me know and she usually answers her phone. She isn't mad at me for suddenly leaving the way I did, is she?
Shujinkou chuckled as he thought about his circumstances. "Possibly on the fence with the rest of the club… That was something I feared when I first joined."
His laughter soon devolved into a depressed sigh as he left his friend's home.
No! I can't revert back to being a sad sack! Sayori wouldn't want me acting like this! I'm sure she's just doing her usual behind the scenes… whatever it is she does.
I'll just check up on her at lunch later.
…
"Staying positive sure is hard right now…"
Shujinkou's shoulders slumped forward as he continued wandering the school. He had spent a good portion of his lunch break looking for Sayori, but so far, he had no luck locating her. It was strange and oddly depressing at the same time.
"This is starting to feel like Natsuki all over again."
Just saying that invoked a sense of dread in Shujinkou. Though it was more likely that he was just missing Sayori at every turn, he couldn't help but feel like something was very wrong. It had been gnawing at him all day and that feeling had been getting worse and worse as time went on.
Am I just being pessimistic?
Before he could consider that possibility, Shujinkou felt a presence behind him. Given their history, it had to be…
"Mal-REI!?"
Standing behind him was his perpetually silent companion, staring at him with her usual blank expression.
His heart felt like it could burst out of his chest; one reason being the surprise that it wasn't who he was expecting and the other the embarrassment he felt for reacting so strongly.
Even after steadying his breath, Shujinkou could only follow up with a half-hearted, "H-Hey, Rei. What's up?"
Rei didn't respond to his question. There was no wave hello or subtle changes in her eye; she just continued staring at him.
"Did you need me for something?"
It was at that moment when Shujinkou noticed a subtle change in her eye. It was hard to discern, but she seemed confused.
I wonder what she's thinking.
Shujinkou didn't know what to do in this situation. He was curious and slightly worried over what bothered Rei, but at the same time he wasn't sure if he had the time to indulge her silent treatment.
Actually, going back to Mali… I'm still wondering what she was talking about yesterday. She said was planning on speeding things up on something, but… I honestly don't know. Everything after that was pretty… off.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, thinking about everything he considered an issue so far.
Natsuki, Yuri, Mali and now I have a bad feeling regarding Sayori… What's going on? It's almost as if life is trying to throw so much at us that it's suffocating and frankly depressing.
He couldn't help but let out a long sigh.
Wish I could get some help…
"Strange…"
"Huh?"
Shujinkou's eyes lit up with surprise. It hadn't been that long since he's last heard her voice, but it was still a surprise to hear Rei speaking to him, especially after convincing himself that the last time was most likely a onetime event.
"Shujinkou… strange… Also… worried and… scared…" she continued.
Shujinkou was speechless. Not only did Rei start speaking again out of nowhere, but she also accurately explained his current mental state.
"Th-That's not true… I'm just…"
Shujinkou shook his head and smiled.
"Everything's fine. I just have a constantly sad face. I'm still working on that," he assured her.
"Shujinkou's lying… Why…? Rei asked.
Shujinkou looked away. He didn't know why he lied to Rei. Even more, he felt like punching himself for thinking he could get away with it.
Just because she's usually quiet and doesn't show her emotions doesn't mean she's dumb.
He looked back at Rei. Her emotionless gaze contrasted heavily with her curious words. That and his guilt could very well be the reason he decided to give in and explain, though he felt there were other factors in play.
"Rei… A lot of the stuff that's bothering me… It's not really my place to say. And honestly, I think it's making me paranoid and feeling useless. I know it doesn't seem like it, but I'm trying my hardest not to get too upset over everything but… It's almost impossible. Every time something happens that makes me feel a bit more positive about something, something else comes and pushes me straight back to 'perpetually negative mode'.
Shujinkou sighed. Once again, Mali's words were on his mind.
"Mali was right… There's been nothing but problem after problem after school started back up. First semester was so strange, but by the end, I ended up making so many new friends. And now when they need me, I can't do anything. Overall, I just wanted… I hoped that after last semester, we could have a semester with no issues; just friends going through the motions of high school, but it's like some force doesn't want that to happen."
Shujinkou placed his right hand on his chest and slowly gripped it.
"You know, not too long ago, I was feeling pretty good about everything. It was like this heavy burden that's haunted me for years has finally been lifted from my shoulders. I was finally free from any lingering guilt and could see myself as the person the others see me as. But that didn't last long. Things happened and I can feel myself slipping back into old habits. I don't want to, but… it's like I can't stop it. It's like every time I try, it ends up making things worse.
And overall, I have this really bad feeling and I can't tell if it's all of the above making me feel that way or some sort of premonition."
Shujinkou gripped his chest tighter and tighter, oblivious to the slight pain it caused him.
"So I am scared and worried, but that's not all. I'm mad, determined, skeptical, confused; I have all these various emotions coming at me all at once and out of nowhere and I don't know how to deal with it. All this constant emotional switching is almost driving me crazy! I just want everything to end!"
The young man instinctively slapped his hand over his mouth. He didn't mean to raise his voice, but he did. All the emotions he just described urged him too.
This is how I felt yesterday, when Sayori was worried about me after freeing me from Mali's trap… And how I felt when I left her or something familiar to it. I didn't scare her, did I?
That possibility made him feel even worse than he did before.
No… That can't be it. Sayori would tell me if I did. If anything she seemed more confused when I last saw her.
His refusal to accept that what his mind came up with granted him some relief, but it was quickly supplanted by the ambiguous bad feeling that haunted him.
What's more, he realized that he had yet to say anything to Rei after raising his voice.
"Sorry, Rei. We don't talk much and I just unloaded a lot of drama on you all at once," Shujinkou apologized.
"I'm… used to it…" Rei slowly replied. "I'm always… listening… It… was always… the one thing… I was allowed to do…"
Indecisiveness held Shujinkou's tongue. On one hand, he wanted to know what Rei meant; one the other, he wasn't sure if he should. Maybe it wasn't his place to know or maybe… Maybe he didn't want to know the answer.
He couldn't tell what he wanted. What was a normal thought or emotion and what was pessimism, he didn't know.
"What do you mean?" he suddenly, instinctively asked.
Rei remained silent for a moment. "Reizo… was only meant… to listen…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He wasn't sure if he would have understood her response even if he wasn't feeling the way he did.
"Shujinkou also… always listens…" Rei continued. "Friends… like that… about him…"
"Well… I guess that's a quality I can agree with. I do do that."
"Shujinkou also… listens to me… even when silent…"
"Why wouldn't I?"
"Most… don't…"
The school bell suddenly ranged. All Shujinkou could think about upon hearing the sound was how it added credence to his belief that some mysterious force was unnecessarily making things hard lately.
"Um… That's the bell so…" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. He hated having to leave Rei after she just admitted that most don't listen to her, but he had no choice. "We can continue talking later, if you want to, okay?"
Rei silently nodded her head. He wasn't sure if her renewed silence meant something or not, but that was something to think about later.
Rei turned and watched Shujinkou leave. Just before he got too far, she noticed a familiar accessory disappear around the corner.
"White…" she mumbled to herself.
Shujinkou continued forward, oblivious to the world around him. Right now, all he could think about was how he failed to locate Sayori.
Wait a minute…
He soon came to a halt and looked around.
Whether I'm missing Sayori at every turn or she's avoiding me, she'd have to come back to class, right?
With that fact in mind, Shujinkou decided to go and scout out Sayori's classroom. He peeked inside once he arrived, but she wasn't there.
He then decided to wait. He watched as student after stepped inside, but none of them was the person he was looking for.
Before long, the doors around him shut. The next class was now in session.
There was nothing left he could do but go back to class. It should be fine if he showed up a little late.
Wait!
Shujinkou immediately turned and dashed towards the location that just popped into his mind.
How could I forget to look there?
He soon came to a screcching halt as he stopped in front of the Nurse's Office. Panting heavily, Shujinkou pushed the door opened and stepped inside.
To his disappointment, the only person there was the school nurse.
Granted, I guess I shouldn't be too upset she isn't here…
"Is there something you need, Shujinkou?" the nurse asked.
After coming to her office quite a few times over the school year, it's no surprise that she knew both of them by name.
"Um… Has Sayori come through here today?" Shujinkou queried.
The nurse shook her head, effectively finishing off the small hope he had of finding any trace of Sayori here.
"Okay… Thanks anyway."
Shujinkou walked out and closed the door behind him. He was pretty sure he checked everywhere in the school.
What was he to do now?
"Maybe I should've asked her for a note…" Shujinkou thought aloud. "This has got to be some karmic punishment. I pushed her out of my life and now I can't find her just to make sure she's alright.
Is this Sayori felt? Just want to make sure your friend is alright, but can't find out or doing anything aout right away?"
That thought made Shujinkou regret his actions from yesterday even more.
"But… Sayori's a lot stronger than me. She wouldn't let something like that get her down or dwell on it too much."
He scratched his right cheek, his mind drifting back to the first time they came to high school together, or at least, the grounds of it.
The abandoned school building! I haven't checked there!
With hope in his heart once again, Shujinkou made his way to the abandoned section of the school.
Entering it brought back memories of the last time he was there. Monika was previously held there by a student with an obsessive crush on her. It felt totally out of nowhere, but it was still a situation that escalated quickly.
But despite everything, no one seemed affected by it. It was like a passing thought.
It was really surprising that Monika, the one who was kidnapped and held against her will, didn't show any trauma from it. It was almost as if she hadn't gone through it at all.
"Sayori!"
Shujinkou called his friend's name as wandered the building. Again and again he called, but like this morning, he never received an answer back.
Frustrated and desperate, Shujinkou placed his hands around his mouth and playfully yelled, "Marco!"
He raised his ear, listening for any response. Like before there were none.
"Polo…" he answered dejected.
Shujinkou's eyes were drawn towards a nearby window. He was sure it was the one he looked out of with Sayori on her birthday.
He approached the window still looked out of it.
At least we'll face those issues together, right?
He wasn't surprised that question popped into his head as he reminisced the past.
"This really is karmic punishment…" he sighed. "I just hope Sayori isn't being punished just for me to suffer."
Shujinkou waited for the next class break before returning to school. Once it was time, he quickly went back to his classroom, grabbed his backpack, and just as quickly left.
He then waited for classes to resume before leaving the school.
If I was Sayori, where would I go?
Despite his troubles, Shujinkou was determined to continue the search. But despite looking around every conceivable place he could imagine his missing friend at, he still couldn't find her.
By sunset, he found himself standing where his worries began: Sayori's bedroom.
Sayori…
Shujinkou lowered his head in defeat and shame. With everything that was happening, he couldn't fathom what kept him from completely giving up and returning to old habits.
"I really don't…"
Before he could think about any further, Shujinkou heard a knocking sound from behind him.
He immediately turned around; the light in his eyes quickly fading once he discovered the sound came from Monika.
"Oh… Hey, Monika…" he quietly greeted.
"Hi…" though she was smiling, Shujinkou could tell she was forcing it.
"What're you doing here?" Shujinkou questioned.
"I figured you would be here so… that's why I'm here," she answered succinctly.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Amongst the silence between them, he noticed that Monika was struggling to maintain eye contact.
"Something wrong?" he asked.
"There must be…"
"What do you mean?"
Monika didn't say anything. She looked around as she approached Shujinkou.
"You and Sayori didn't come to the club today and neither of you responded to my calls. Yuri and I looked for you two even though it was likely you went home. I wasn't too worried until we ran into Kiyoko. She told us that you missed a class, suddenly appeared then just as suddenly left with your stuff."
"That's…"
"I talked to Fuyu and she told me that Sayori was absent today," Monika continued. "That and you leaving school early doesn't exactly paint a pretty picture."
Shujinkou sighed. There was no point in trying to hide the truth even if we wanted too.
"Sayori's missing. I spent all day looking for her, but I couldn't," he solemnly admitted.
"I feared that was the case…" Monika lamented. "Have you called the police yet?"
"The police…?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "I'm not sure I want to do that…"
"Why not?"
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek. "Well, I wanted to make sure that Sayori was actually missing before going that far…"
"But now you're sure." Monika pointed out.
"Yeah, but… I don't know; it'll probably make things worse. I mean, look how the Akuma thing played out. Went to the police and now he's on the lam. I think we both know that a cornered or on the lame guy is more dangerous than if he wasn't."
"I don't think you should let how those events played out make you think you did the wrong thing Shujinkou. You can't control how things can happen."
Though he appreciated her concern, it did nothing to assuage his worry. Calling the police would be the right move, he knew that. But deep down, something inside him convinced him that he shouldn't do that, at least, not yet.
There was one more option he had before doing so. It seemed unlikely to work, but he felt a need to pursue it first.
"Just… Before we do that, let me try one more thing."
"Shujinkou…"
"Just trust me, okay?" he pleaded.
Monika remained silent. It was uncanny; the way she was looking at him was identical to how Rei looked at him earlier.
"…Okay," she relented.
Chapter 145: Countdown to Devil's Night Part 4
Chapter Text
There are times in life when something that should logically happen doesn't. There were many examples he could think up, but Shujinkou didn't care to go through them. He could only think about what affected him now.
The mystery of Sayori's current whereabouts kept him up all night. It was time to depart for school, but he didn't feel tired at all.
There have been times where he would at least show some drowsiness but persevere as if he wasn't, but he didn't have that moment. Despite how tiring the events of yesterday should have been and his lack of sleep, he was fine.
"Alright…"
Shujinkou grabbed his backpack and steadily climbed down the stairs.
"I'm off, Mom," he announced as he walked towards the front door.
Hiro stepped out the kitchen, a confused look floating on her face.
"But you didn't have breakfast yet," she said.
"Gotta skip today. See ya later!"
Shujinkou rushed out of the house, surprising his mother. He hated to just run off like that, but he had no time to waste.
The first thing Shujinkou did was return to Sayori's house. As he expected, she was nowhere to be seen. His disappointment and worry fueled him, giving him the energy and stamina to run to school without pause.
Upon arrival, Shujinkou took a moment to catch his breath.
I can't believe I actually ran the entire way to school.
Once he was ready, Shujinkou entered the school. Instead of heading to his classroom as usual, Shujinkou instead traversed the first-year hallway. He was desperate for information and despite not wanting to come off as only visiting when he needed to too, this wasn’t a time to dwell on that.
Based on her history of having vital information, he needed to talk to Mali.
He stuck his head inside her classroom. Discovering Mali wasn’t there was like a slap in the face.
This is crazy! I'm having trouble finding anyone lately!
It was possible that she just hasn't arrived yet, but Shujinkou didn't have the patience to wait today. He walked into the classroom and noticed two female students talking near Mali's desk.
"Um… Excuse me."
The two girls looked his way. He had expected them to give him strange looks, but was surprised that they seemed weary of him.
"What's wrong?" he asked.
"You… you're the guy Mali's always hanging around," one of the girls said.
"Yeah. I'm her senpai, Shujinkou."
"I'm surprised you could say that so casually," the other one said.
"Why wouldn't I?"
The two shot Shujinkou blank stares. They knew he knew the answer to that question.
Now that I think about it, everyone seemed to stay away Mali when I first came here…
"It's really surprising you're still putting up with her," the first one of said.
"I know Mali can be… I know she likes teasing people a lot, but she really has her good points you know…," Shujinkou defended. "She's helped me out a lot even though she had nothing to gain from it."
Looks of disbelief fell on their faces. Shujinkou couldn't blame them for not believing him. Befriending Mali or at least getting to whatever their relationship is now took time and patience.
Despite everything, he still had to acknowledge that it was highly likely that she's going easy on him because he was a source of interest. Anyone else could and may still be free game.
"Um… So, have you two seen Mali around?" he asked.
The two shook their heads.
"Oh, well thanks anyway."
Shujinkou walked out of the classroom and leaned against a nearby wall. He waited for Mali to eventually arrive, but as time went on his hopes of that happened slowly diminished.
Even when the bell for homeroom rang, Mali was nowhere in sight.
I really can't find anyone lately!
He wasn't sure whether to laugh or cry. At least, until he realized that he had to get to class.
"Oh crap!" he cried.
Shujinkou once again broke into a mad sprint. Using every bit of energy he had left in reserve, Shujinkou just barely made it to class in time. Panting heavily, Shujinkou slumped down in his seat as school officially started.
It seemed like forever had passed by until the first break between classes. He planned on going back to Mali's class then, but was stopped by a singular question.
"Penny for your thoughts?"
Shujinkou sighed as he slowly turned around.
"So, what was with you yesterday?" Kiyoko asked. "You were acting like something was really wrong."
"That's an understatement…" he muttered.
"Gotta be pretty big for you to skip class."
"Yep."
Shujinkou slumped further down his seat. He didn't know whether or not he should tell Kiyoko about everything that happened lately.
Part of him didn't want to drag her into the convoluted mess he found himself in, but would doing so show a lack of trust?
If she thought he couldn’t open up to her, it could set their relationship back considerably.
“I’m just… worried. I was looking for Sayori yesterday, but I couldn’t find her," he admitted.
“An. That explains it.”
Shujinkou glanced back at Kiyoko. He knew it was a dumb question, but he still had to ask, “You haven’t seen her, have you?”
Kiyoko shook her head. “Sorry.”
“Oh.”
If he could, Shujinkou would slink even further down his seat. But at that point, he’d fall off it.
“I’d try and tell you to cheer up, but I think we both know that wouldn’t do much for you under the circumstances. That said…”
Kiyoko stood up the leaned against Shujinkou’s desk.
“Can’t say you didn’t do everything in your power to look for her, consequences meaning absolutely nothing.”
Shujinkou just whistled a short tune in response.
“Of course… that’s not the only thing that’s been bothering you lately, is it?”
“Yeah… I’d give you a play by play of how I’m really feeling but I already unloaded that drama on Rei. Rather not do it again.”
“Well, I won’t force it out of you. I’m sure you have your reasons for not wanting to talk about it.”
“Thanks, Kiyoko.”
Shujinkou appreciated her sentiment but also felt guilt that he hardly ever opened up to Kiyoko despite trying to be better friends with her.
"The other things… It's not my place to say."
"I figured. That's why you don't have to feel like you have to tell me anything."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Despite her words, he still felt guilty. He thought he was over that for the most part, but he still felt that way anyway. He couldn't help but feel a lack of trust too.
Trust…
That word suddenly weighed heavy on his heart, but couldn't tell why.
As usual…
"Shujinkou."
The dejected young man looked to his right. Standing next to him was Fuyu.
"Fuyu?"
Shujinkou stared at her, perplexed by the face she was making. It was like she was halfway into President Mode.
"I need to see you in my office," she said.
"O-Okay."
He felt uneasy following Fuyu to her office and the first thing she said to him once there justified that feeling.
"Sayori's missing, is that right?" she questioned.
"H-Ho-?"
"Two sources… One of them told me that you nixed calling the police after searching for Sayori all day."
"Oh…"
Shujinkou simply scratched his right cheek. He had mixed feelings about Monika telling Fuyu.
"Also heard that you had an idea which was the reason for said nixing," Fuyu continued.
"Yeah…"
"So what is it?"
"Um…"
He thought it was a good plan when he thought of it, but now that he was being asked about it…
"I was… planning on asking Mali if she had any info." Shujinkou timidly answered.
“Mali? What does she have to with any of this?” Fuyu asked.
“I don’t know. I just wanted to see if she knew anything since she always seems to have the inside scoop.”
Fuyu simply stared at Shujinkou. She quickly turned away for a moment, pondering his response. She snuck a look at him before returning to her pondering.
“I’d like to say the idea of doing both may have escaped you but you clearly rejected the suggestion so…"
Fuyu's face displayed nothing but concern and confusion.
Shujinkou hesitated to say anything. Just looking at her made it clear she wanted to say something, but didn't. Perhaps she didn't know how or didn't want to.
"Anyway, I'm sure you had your own reasons but… I'm sorry, I'm gonna have to overrule your decision," Fuyu plainly stated. "It's true we don't know exactly what happened to Sayori, but that's exactly why we can't waste any time, especially considering…"
"Considering what…?"
"A worrying happenstance."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, perplexed by what she just said.
"Okay… So, it just so happens that the day Sayori was absent, two others were absent as well," she continued.
"Who?"
"Natsuki and Mali."
Shujinkou's eyes widened with horror. All he could say to such a revelation was a petrified, "What?"
"I didn't really give it much thought until Monika told me you spent the entire day looking for Sayori. I tried reaching out to… well, one relative of Natsuki's but couldn't get a response."
Shujinkou didn’t hear a word Fuyu said. His mind was still stuck on finding out two more people he knew were suddenly missing.
"Natsuki and Mali are missing too…?" he mumbled under his breath.
"I heard you were the last one to speak with them. Did either of them say anything that was distinctively off?" she asked.
Fuyu didn't receive an answer. Looking around, she discovered that Shujinkou was gone.
"Fair reaction." She conceded.
…
Self-loathing; it was something that Shujinkou was familiar with. He spent years looking down on himself and downplaying any of his good points.
But right now, he wasn't just looking down on himself; he was absolutely furious with himself as he paced back and forth in the abandoned school building. Self
"What is wrong with me? I was so focused on Sayori that I didn't realize that my other friends were gone as well. Ask Mali for info? What an idiot! What was I thinking!? Fuyu was right; I don't know what happened to any of them and they could be in trouble and I'm lagging around! I… I… I'm just…"
Shujinkou imagined ripping his hair out in frustration as he slumped to the ground.
Funny enough, it's the healthiest self-harm that I can imagine…
"Don't you think you're being a little too hard on yourself?"
Monika soon entered his field of vision. Though she had a smile on her face, Shujinkou could tell it was just for show.
"Wow…" he said.
"What?"
"I keep getting snuck up on by everyone."
Monika was taken aback by the annoyed expression resting on her friend's face.
"You have been in your head a lot lately," another voice pointed out.
Shujinkou nearly jumped out of his shoes in surprise. Clutching his chest, Shujinkou was stunned to find Yuri now beside him.
"Oh come on!" Shujinkou cried. "Why am I getting jumpscared by everything lately!?"
The surprised and concerned looks on his friend's faces contrasted heavily with his annoyed one.
"And why is everyone looking at me like that?" he questioned.
"You have been acting a little… different ever since you fell on your head," Monika pointed out.
"But it's only been almost 48 hours and I haven't really talked to everyone that much since, how could I be acting noticeably different?" Shujinkou pointed out
"To be frank, just the feeling of being around you is noticeably different." Yuri chimed in.
Shujinkou's heart skipped a beat as he's suddenly reminded of his recent actions towards the two standing in front of him.
"You're not referring to me acting like a pervert in the Nurse's Office, are you?" he anxiously queried. "Sorry about that by the way."
"No, but maybe that should have been considered a sign…" Yuri's cheeks briefly turned red as she recalled the aforementioned incident. "Ah… I guess it would be better to say that instead of being around you invoking a peaceful atmosphere, right now there's something that can't help but make a person worry."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he considered what Yuri just told him.
First scaring Sayori, then Rei saying something was strange about me and now Yuri's saying pretty much the same thing…
That thought was soon supplanted by a sudden realization.
"Wait, this isn't time to be worrying about me," Shujinkou insisted. "We're at a police-level threat regarding the others," he
"We understand that Shujinkou but…"
Monika found it hard to maintaining eye contact with Shujinkou. While she agreed with the sentiment that someone acting notably different in such a short amount of time was highly unlikely, the fact it was hard to converse with him added credence to it.
That, along with everything that's happened recently made what she was about to say even harder than it already would have been.
"Maybe you shouldn't worry as much?" Monika advised.
"How can I not worry?" Shujinkou asked.
Monika anxiously scratched her right cheek as she answered.
"I'm not saying to not worry at all but everything lately seems to be affecting you in negative ways and I'm afraid it could get worse if left unchecked.”
Shujinkou had two things on mind after hearing that. One was mixed feelings over Monika copying his cheek scratching tic. The other was her advice.
She’s making sense but…
Something inside him wholly disagreed with her point.
"So, I'm just supposed to act like nothing's happening? Sit around and just wait for something good to happen?"
Shujinkou sighed as he walked past his friends.
"The last time I did that cost me my sister."
With those final words, Shujinkou walked out of the room and the building. He glanced to the school nearby. It was still relatively early in the school day; surely he wouldn't have missed much. But despite every voice in his head telling him to go back, he decided to leave.
There was particular reason for him to skip classes this time, he just didn't care.
He wandered around, accompanied by a growing list of mixed feelings.
Eventually, Shujinkou found himself skipping stones across a lake. It was something he was fairly good at, but today, he would be lucky to get even one skip.
"Can’t I do anything right, lately?" he groaned.
Shujinkou grabbed another stone and raised his right hand. A stone skipped the water multiple times before finally sinking.
Shujinkou glanced at the stone still in his right hand.
"Still got it." A familiar voice said.
From the corner of his eyes, Shujinkou could see Kiyoko stepping beside him.
"Kiyoko, what are you doing here?" he questioned.
"Pretty much doing the same thing you were doing yesterday: looking for someone without caring for the consequences," she replied, skipping another stone.
"But you're skipping school."
Kiyoko shrugged.
"I know. But I can't really focus when all I'm thinking about is how Shujinkou is suddenly skipping class more than once," she stated in a matter-of-fact manner.
While Shujinkou was touched by the sentiment, he was also felt guilty that his actions caused her to do that.
"Why is everyone so concerned about me all of a sudden?" he asked aloud. "Everyone's acting like I've been acting strange for a while now."
"I can't really speak for the others but I assume they’re just trying to take preemptive measures like I am," Kiyoko explained.
"Preemptive-?" Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Now I just feel like everyone thinks I have a major problem that needs fixing. I’m fine; the only thing wrong with me is that I may be too concerned.”
“You trying to convince me of that or yourself?”
Shujinkou's entire body tensed up.
I keep forgetting that I'm really easy to read.
Kiyoko tossed another stone across the body of water before giving Shujinkou her full attention. Unlike the others, there were no signs of concern, just genuine curiosity.
“I don’t want to force you to open up or anything but I gotta ask… Did you hold anything back when opening up to Rei?"
"No… But…"
“But?”
“I can’t have the others worrying over. There’s no reason to. I mean, me being such a worrywart is nothing compared to everything else going on," Shujinkou somberly admitted.
“Maybe, but you gotta look at it from everyone else’s perspective. Stuff has been happening to others and now another friend clearly has something going on with them. Even if objectively your thing pales in comparison, wouldn’t a good friend be equally as worried?” Kiyoko remarked.
“I-I guess…”
Shujinkou looked away. Once again, his agreement for his actions has been easily dismantled.
Looking back, he softly admitted, "You make a good point."
Kiyoko smiled. "I try."
She then turned and started to walk away.
“Where are you going?” Shujinkou asked.
“Home before I get preachy. Just don't forget that you're not the only one who worries about your worries."
With a wave and a smile, Kiyoko took off.
Now alone, Shujinkou could contemplate her words. Her words comforted him but they also left him utterly saddened by the fact that he was repeating old mistakes.
Did everything I went through with mean nothing? You think it would considering it gave me the courage to track down Monika across various dimensions…
Shujinkou soon found himself imagining a giant exclamation point and question mark over his head. He was baffled by what he just thought.
"Where did that come from? And why did thinking it feel so… familiar. Almost as familiar as Mali saying she'll hide secrets for me to make it seem like I'm not going crazy. Maybe I am going crazy. That would explain a lot… Why did saying that feel familiar too…?
Shujinkou crossed his arms as he approached the large body of water in front of him.
"Either way, I need to apologize to Monika. It wasn't cool to throw what happened to Hiroko in her face like that."
Shujinkou sat down and stared at his reflection.
"Why'd I do that anyway? She was just worried and I used my sister's passing to try and get her off my back? And why'd did I feel betrayed when I found out she told Fuyu about my so-called-plan? She could've just mentioned it in passing and I never said don't tell anyone else.
My all over the place emotions, my actions… I know I'm not completely acting like myself and what scares me along with everything else is that I don't know what I'll do next. It's not just that I don't want them to worry, I don't want them to look at me like I'm a psychopath."
Shujinkou extended his right hand forward and dropped the stone he had been holding onto into the water. Watching his reflection distort was an accurate visualization of how he felt.
"Aw, Senpai's so down."
"Wha-?!"
Shujinkou immediately turned to his right. He was shocked and relieved to find Mali sitting beside him. "Mali, you're okay!"
"Of course I'm okay, Senpai. What made you think I wasn't?" Mali asked.
The young man wasn't quite sure how to explain recent events to Mali.
Then again, I think Mali would be the easiest person to talk about stuff like this with. Or at least, the least likely to freak out about it.
He took another look at Mali's curious face. As usual, her innocent exterior seemed like a façade and yet that somehow convinced him to get straight to the point.
"Well, Sayori and Natsuki are currently missing and you were MIA both today and yesterday," he finally answered.
Contrary to anyone else reaction upon hearing such an explanation, Mali smiled. It was her usual innocent smile.
"That's because I was off doing what I told you I'd be doing: speed things up," she brightly explained. "It's a good thing too; Senpai looks to be in the same position I left him in. Actually, with two potentials missing, he's in a worse position."
"Seriously?" Shujinkou moaned in disbelief.
"That response was so un-Senpai like," Mali giggled. "Plus, I've heard you've skipped school twice in a row. I assume the first was to look for Ms. Club VP, but what's your excuse this time?"
"I… just needed some space."
"Even so, that's so unlike you Senpai. Stuff like this will ruin your natural innocence."
"Don't really care about that right now to be honest."
"I know. All you care about is your friends. Even after everything so far and the way you've been feeling, that's still your first priority," Mali's eyes lit up with interest as she slid closer to Shujinkou. "You may be more innocent than I thought, Shujinkou."
"Um…"
Shujinkou felt a strong urge to back away from Mali. He has felt uneasy around her before, but now was much different. Just being around her was almost suffocating.
"Still, will you remain that way after seeing this?"
Mali reached behind her back and produced a briefcase.
"What's in there?" Shujinkou queried.
"Documents of course," she beamed. "I've been collecting documents that may speed you along to a resolution. Good thing too since you've been on a bit of a countdown."
"Countdown?"
"Towards Halloween of course. It feels like it's taking forever to get here right?"
"I guess."
It was odd. It felt like it wasn't that long of a wait, but now that Mali mentioned it, it also felt like it has been taking a long time for it to arrive. Too long.
"Though, maybe there's another night you should worry about; the one before Halloween," Mali suggested.
"Before? Isn't that-?"
"The malevolent night before still celebrated by parts of the world today," she interjected. "Instead of being about candy and tricks, it's about vandalism and chaos. Mischief Night is the most common name, but it also goes by Devil's Night."
"Devil's Night…"
Just repeating that name filled Shujinkou with dread.
"Perfect for those in these documents to try something," Mali continued. "Ah, but I'm getting ahead of myself. Take a look for yourself Senpai."
Mali opened the briefcase and presented it to Shujinkou.
"Better read quickly Shujinkou, the countdown waits for no one and you're among many that have no idea what it's really counting towards."
Shujinkou winced at the vagueness of Mali's words. "Mali, you're kinda scaring me."
"Just preparing you Senpai," she explained. "I just finished reading these and I had no one to prepare me so I had to take the full brunt of it. I don't want you to go through the same thing."
Mali giggled as Shujinkou slowly took the briefcase from her.
"Hope you're truly prepared, Shujinkou."
Shujinkou looked down at the briefcase. He had been haunted by a bad feeling for the past few days and now it seemed to pointing towards these documents. Something about them felt even more significant than Mali's implication.
Just holding them in hands felt like the option to turn back was gone forever. There was only one thing he could do now.
Here goes.
Chapter 146: Countdown to Devil's Night Part 5
Chapter Text
Monika stared intently at her phone. She felt nothing but intense regret as her eyes zeroed in on the name at the top of her contact log.
Next to name was a number: 10
That was how many times she called Shujinkou in this evening. But despite all her attempts, she was only able to reach his voicemail.
“I’m pretty sure Shujinkou’s mad at me right now…” Monika lamented.
"I'm fairly certain that he isn't."
A hand soon placed a cup of tea in front of her. Monika appreciated Yuri's attempt to comfort her, but she knew her was just saying that. It was clear from Yuri's face that she wasn't sure how Shujinkou felt towards anything right now.
"I concur with Yuri," a playfully posh voice interjected.
Claudette soon stepped out of the kitchen, extending her pinky as she took a sip of her tea. The voice, complimented with her refined movements and actions was a very roundabout way of how highly she thought of Yuri's tea.
"Besides, didn't you once tell me that Shujinkou never gets mad?" she recalled.
"Not that I ever seen, but…"
Monika's mind flashed back to her brief conversation with Shujinkou earlier that day. Her vain attempt at trying to dissuade him from doing anything that could make his current mental state worse not only failed, but also resulted in him revealing something eye-opening.
"Did he yell at you?" Claudette questioned.
Her younger cousin shook her head. "No…"
"Did he look at you with disdain?"
"No."
"Okay… What did he say?"
"Can't tell you."
"So he threw something in your face."
Claudette paused and thought about what she said. "I only met him twice and that just doesn't sound right."
"I agree with that, Monika…" Yuri said. "I don't feel like he was trying to do that at all. I feel like he was just stating his reason why he couldn't stop. That said, it's very possibly that he believes in the possibility that he did in fact throw something personal like that in your face out of spite."
"Oh… I get it now…" Claudette sat down next to her cousin and looked deeply into her eyes. "It's not so much that you're worried that he may be mad at you; it's that you're frustrated with yourself too right?"
Monika remained silent. "…I definitely feel like I said a really ignorant thing. Wouldn't it make sense if I said something that hit too close to ho-?"
Claudette instantly clapped her free hand over Monika's mouth.
"No, no; I'm stopping you right there," she said. "You're doing that high schooler thing."
Unable to speak, Monika could only ask for clarification using her eyes.
"You're taking a situation and molding it to justify your feelings. To clarify, you've been feeling down and frustrated lately too, but some part of you is telling you that you shouldn't. So, another part of you is desperately searching for something to justify those feelings and clearly you took the thing with Shujinkou as your justification."
Claudette removed her hand from over Monika's mouth. "Your response?"
"Even if I said wasn't that bad, I don't really feel like I was any position to say anything," Monika sighed. At least Shujinkou is trying to do something about everything that's happening… like usual."
"Yeah, from what I hear, it sounds like he's being pulled every which way. It would make sense for him to be a bit 'off' like you two have been saying," Claudette noted. "After all, he's only human; there's only so much we can take at once all alone."
She then took another sip from her cup exchanging glances with Monika and Yuri.
"Anyway, carry on."
Claudette extended her pinky and took another quick sip as she walked upstairs.
"…I'm still amazed by how confident her every movement is," Yuri thought aloud.
"Really wish I had that right now…" Monika chuckled softly. "I could really use it."
She could feel her mind once again harkening back to the events of this afternoon before suddenly hearing a knock on the front door. Opening it, Monika couldn't help by be surprised by who was on the other side.
“H-Hey…” Shujinkou awkwardly waved his hand with an equally awkward smile on his face.
It was just being there was struggle for him, but it wasn't just one he faced himself.
Despite her best efforts to avoid doing so, Monika's response was still a timid, “Hey…”
She didn't know what else to say beyond that. She was afraid that she could say something that would make him walk off again.
Stuck in the awkward environment that their pause created, Monika could on respond by scratching her right cheek, unintentionally mirroring Shujinkou's current response.
He could only look on in surprise over Monika copying his instinctual cheek scratching habit.
“Sorry. I just felt like doing that," she explained with a chuckle.
“I get that. For me, it's pretty much instinct," Shujinkou chuckled. "Migatte no Goku'i: Cheek Scratching Edition.”
“Well you definitely mastered unconscious movement for that action."
It was brief, but for a moment Monika felt at ease around Shujinkou.
“Monika… I’m sorry for what I said earlier,” Shujinkou apologized. “You were just worried about me and I threw something really personal in your face…”
“It’s no big deal; I probably spoke out of turn myself.” Monika assured him. “Anyway, did you find anything?”
“I didn’t really look today; I spent the afternoon moping around until something happens like usual. Surprisingly, something actually did."
Shujinkou then produced the briefcase Mali gave him earlier from behind his back. “Mali found something.”
Monika felt uneasy being in the presence of the briefcase. Something about it was as strange as whatever she found off about Shujinkou.
“Oh. Guess it’s a good thing you decided to put you faith in Mali then," she said.
"Yeah… Um… Can I come in and show you?” Shujinkou meekly requested.
“Of course.”
Monika could feel Shujinkou's anxiety as he stepped inside. She didn't think it was possible for him to be any more anxious, but was soon proven wrong the moment he laid eyes on Yuri.
“H-Hey, Yuri…” he once again awkwardly waved his hand with a just as equally awkward smile.
“Hi…”
A concerned look landed on Yuri’s face, something Monika could empathize with.
Shujinkou looked at her, then at Monika, then at the briefcase in his hands. With a defeated sigh, he sat down, clutching the briefcase tightly against his chest.
“So… I’ll just give it to you guys straight…" he said. "Mali found documents detailing what’s going on and it’s in this very briefcase.”
"Documents? Why would there be documents about… whatever's going on?" Monika queried.
"…I feel like you would have to read it to get the answer, so…"
Though reluctant, Shujinkou opened the case and handed two sheets of paper to Monika and Yuri.
"I warn you, it's pretty unsettling…" he added.
Monika agreed with his Shujinkou's comment; what she saw was unsettling. But it wasn't because of the contents on the page.
"Shujinkou… This paper is blank…" Yuri said.
“What? It… It can’t be. I spent all evening reading every one of them," he sputtered.
“Well, what I’m looking at isn’t blank but it’s really hard to see it,” Monika chimed in.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek in silence.
“Can you two show me what you’re holding?” he requested.
The two turned towards the paper they were holding towards Shujinkou. Despite what they said, he could see the contents on each perfectly.
“I can see them just fine.” He noted.
The girls exchanged confused glances with each other and switched documents. Despite the change, the results were still the same.
“Okay, what about these?”
Shujinkou reached into the briefcase and pulled out another document for all to see.
“I don’t see anything…” Yuri replied.
“I can kinda see it if I look hard enough,” Monika answered.
Shujinkou quickly grabbed another document. “And this one?”
“Same.”
“Ditto. Wait…”
Monika crawled towards the document and squinted her eyes.
“‘Natsuki keeps disappearing during vital moments’?”she read aloud.
Monika and Shujinkou both felt a chilly sensation after that line.
“So… I’m the only one who can clearly read this stuff…?" he murmured. "Well, I guess Mali can too since she found these.”
Monika noted the worried look on Shujinkou’s face as he snuck a peek at Yuri.
"So, what did you learn from reading the documents?" Monika asked.
"It'd take forever to explain everything but the important parts are that I know what happened to Sayori and Natsuki," he announced.
For the second time that night, Monika briefly felt relieved. But like before, it didn't last long. Shujinkou's melancholy attitude wouldn't allow it to.
"There's more… I'll spare the suspense and just say it all at once." Shujinkou took a deep breath. "They were kidnapped and the people who took them are after you two too!"
Everything was quiet. Monika couldn't speak for Yuri, but she was sure that the only reason she wasn't screaming in fear and confusion is due to sheer shock. Maybe she didn't completely register what she was just told.
But even though she was just told that she had a target on her back, she felt her worry over her friends overpower her own fears. At least, that's how she felt now. It's easy to do that when nothing happened yet.
"Um…"
Shujinkou gathered all the documents and stuffed them back into the briefcase. He then closed it and stood up.
"Sorry to be the bearer of bad news and run but I gotta take this to the police now," he said. "I just figured you guys deserved to know beforehand. I guess I could've just called but I was planning on you guys reading it first…"
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek as he exchanged a final glance with his silent friends.
"…'night." He solemnly stated before leaving.
…
"Yuri?"
Monika slowly turned her head to her right. Lying across from her was her guest.
"You awake?" she asked.
"Yes…"
There were a lot of things Monika wanted to ask right now, but the one she wanted to ask the most was, "How are you feeling?"
"I would suppose I feel the same as I've felt for the longest time…" Yuri sighed. "Metaphorically speaking, I've always felt like I put a target on my back, often because of how I used to convey my thoughts and feelings. Not to mention, since last year and especially the beginning of this one, I was worried about a more troublesome target…
To be honest, being told outright I have one is both scary and relieving because I at least know it as a fact."
"But why us?" Monika asked aloud. "That's something that's been bothering me since Shujinkou told us. He had a briefcase full of documents that have information about what's going on and he said that he spent all evening reading them. Comparing the quantity of documents to the quantity of information he gave us, even if shortened, it just doesn't match up.
I feel like if he did read all those documents, then he would have to have the answer to that single, but important question, right?"
The sound of stagnant air was the only comment to her deduction.
"…Good night," Monika softly mumbled.
The next morning...
A tired yawn slipped past Monika's lips as she followed Yuri downstairs.
"Wow, guess you didn't get much sleep, huh?"
Sitting nearby with phone in hand was her elder cousin, Claudette.
"Not really…" Monika weakly chuckled.
Claudette stretched her arms and yawned. "Me neither. I spent a good portion of the night practicing my bat swinging skills. My arms could use a rest. Anyway, you two need to get to school fast or something?"
"Well, there's not really a rush; why?"
Claudette simply pointed past her. Turning around, Monika was stunned to find Yuri already halfway out the front door.
"Yuri!"
Monika quickly followed Yuri outside. She desired to know how her friend was feeling but she knew it would be pointless to ask.
Monika suddenly felt a shiver to go down her spine after that thought. Looking ahead, she found Shujinkou walking towards them with a dark expression on his face. It was rather intimidating.
“What's wrong?” Monika instinctively asked.
“Nothing worked…” he groaned. “They couldn’t see what was on the documents and the handwritten and typed copies I spent all night making were written off as me making stuff up.”
“Really? You’d think they would at least consider your evidence considering it’s the only clue in the first place.”
"You'd think, huh?" Shujinkou chuckled.
It was then when Monika felt a strong urge to step back. His laughter, coupled with his shaking body made it clear that Shujinkou was very close to blowing up at the nearest person or object.
"…Even when I do the right thing and even take the precautions to make sure it works, it doesn’t work," he groaned. "Now all I got is the location to Sayori and Natsuki and you two are still targets and there’s nothing I can do about it!”
Shujinkou gritted his teeth as he clutched his briefcase tighter.
"Nothing…" he wailed.
“Aw… Senpai’s still so down.”
As if out of nowhere, Mali dropped down in front of the three.
“What happened, Senpai? Didn’t those documents help lead you to the best possible outcome?” she asked.
“They would if it wasn’t for the fact that we seem to be the only people can read them and the police won’t even consider me trying to convey it them…” he sighed.
“The authorities were useless? What a surprise,” Mali giggled. “What now, Shujinkou? You know what’s going on and you can’t get the help of our so called protectors. What’s Shujinkou to do now?”
“Hire Big Boss if he was real…" Shujinkou joked with a forced chuckle.
He then went silent and looked down at the briefcase.
"I guess the only thing I can do know is tell everyone I know what’s going on and hope for the best while dealing with the fact that I’m well aware of where our friends are at and just wait for the inevitability of something bad happening and hat I can’t prevent because I’m a normal high schooler that suffering from something from he can’t understand and what’s worse, his friends are suffering for it because he just can’t stop doing that no matter what he does and just…”
Shujinkou violently shook his head.
“Where’d that come from?” he wondered aloud.
“Senpai, you really seem all over the place mentally and emotionally.” Mali noted.
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek.
“I gotta figure something out someway to use these documents! They’re the only way to save them!” he declared.
Shujinkou then walked away at a break-neck speed.
Monika wanted to go after him, but she was stopped by two reasons. The first was that Yuri moved before she did. The second was the sight she noticed from the corner of her eyes. She could see Mali giggling her way.
“What’s so funny?” she asked.
“Just thinking about the irony. I worked so hard to find those documents for Senpai but it’s almost useless since we’re the only ones that can read them, which is pretty strange in itself," Mali explained with a smile.
“You don’t seem particularly disappointed.” Monika noted
“If I didn’t enjoy twist of fates like this then I’d be like Senpai; always wearing a sad face. Besides don’t you think it’s interesting too? Only Shujinkou and I can read those documents and yet you’re able to somewhat read them. Another strange thing on top of something already strange.”
Monika agreed with that sentiment. Strange and out of nowhere events things had been occurring one after the other for seemingly no reason and her being able to somewhat read what only Shujinkou and Mali could seemed more disturbing than the previous ones.
“Then again, is it really surprising that Ms. School Idol can do something so strange but amazing?" Mali continued. "Maybe Shujinkou being able to do the same is the strange thing. Or maybe he can do it because Shujinkou is the odd one out.”
“What do you mean he's 'the odd one out'," Monika questioned.
Mali simply giggled. It was clear that she was enjoying Monika's confusion.
“The odd one out. Does Shujinkou really matter in the grand scheme of things? Maybe that’s why he having trouble solving things," Mali theorized. "Then again Shujinkou has to be the one to save the day because he’s Shujinkou. That's why I find these current events interesting.”
Monika felt weary. Mali's interest in what was currently happening was almost scary.
"You don't agree?" Mali questioned. "But it's part of the human condition, right; the desire for conflict, to want to see someone struggle so valiantly to win the day. Sure you want them to be happy but that's always secondary to seeing their desperation and pain towards getting there. You should know that well considering what you're into. Stories always have their characters go through that."
"I don't think using fictional characters helps aid your point, Mali. Reading the struggles of those in fiction isn't the same as enjoying a real people's struggles," Monika argued.
"Is it though? Then why is there often such a correlation. Why do people always look to stories for comparisons to their lives and to draw solutions from them? In reality, it's a really good aid; just apply that feeling to real life and you'll see why Shujinkou has to be the one to save the day."
Her comments made Monika feel even wearier.
"Mali… You don't have some kind of part in what's going on right now, do you?" she asked.
"Why would Ms. School Idol ask that?" Mali asked back, perplexed.
"Something about Shujinkou has been off since he fell on his head… that's what we've been going with but before that happened he had a conversation with you. Then you disappear for a little while and come back with evidence of what's going on, but somehow only you and Shujinkou can clearly read it. And the way you're so invested in Shujinkou finding some way to 'save the day'… It’s just very suspicious.”
Mali smiled her usual innocent smile.
“Why Ms. School Idol, that’s such an accusation," she replied. "I’ve done nothing but help Senpai like any good Kōhai would. Right now especially, I promised Shujinkou that I would help him towards a resolution and I promised myself that I wouldn’t let anything super bad happen to him. If something were to happen to him, that would be disastrous, wouldn’t it?”
Mali giggled once again. “Almost as disastrous as Shujinkou not saving the day.”
Every word Mali had said has done nothing but make Monika even more cautious of her. Despite claiming to help, she didn't deny having a hand in what was happening.
“Of course, where does that leave Ms. Club President?" Mali continued. "Senpai is just a normal club member and yet he does more than the founder and president. Isn’t it your responsibility to keep your club together? But instead of doing that, you rely on the one that doesn't look like the literature type and didn't want to be there in the first place.
I may have said that Shujinkou doesn’t do much but you make him look really active in comparison. Even now, he’s driving himself crazy to protect his friends while others do nothing but wait on the sidelines. This just proves that his potentials do nothing but push their problems on him, fueling his almost martyr complex. That's pretty harsh to do to someone you claim to love.”
Mali’s words weighed heavily on Monika’s heart. She had already felt that way for a while, but always buried those feelings. She had called herself out on it before, but hearing it come from Mali hurt even more.
“Though if Ms. Club President was just letting Senpai be the ‘heart’ of the club just so he can feel like he’s not out of place, then now would be a good time to drop the act. After all, Senpai could use all the help he can get since he’s on a strict countdown."
Mali pulled her phone out of her pocket and smiled.
"Then again maybe all his struggles are pointless anyway… Especially on the strict countdown he’s on.”
“What countdown?" Monika queried.
“I told you there’s a special correlation between real life and fiction right? There’s a lot of literature where the protagonist you follow is on a strict time limit and no matter what they do, they hardly ever stop the antagonist from achieving their goals. They always come so close but no matter how desperate and no matter how much they struggle, it either doesn’t work or it somehow plays into the opposing forces hands or they have a backup that only works even if it bears no connection to the previous plan or makes the first one ludicrous.
Either way, the possibility of thwarting the first stage is very low, something that happens in real life too right, President of the Literature Club?"
Monika took a step back. She couldn't explain it, but the pressure she was feeling from Mali was almost suffocating. She felt a strong urge to leave well enough alone, but she had to ask something very important.
“Mali… What do you know that I don’t know?”
Mali tilted her head, clearly intrigued by her question.
“Kinda weird hearing you say that. I thought Monika knew everything, or at least aware of what’s happening," she said. "For once Senpai isn’t the one in the dark. In fact, he’s well aware of what’s going on. But then again what’s the point of you knowing it? Monika doesn’t usually have things go her way, right? No matter when, no matter where, no matter the situation/scenario; things just don’t go Monika’s way."
A single tear crawled down Monika’s left cheek. As she wiped it away, she couldn’t help but wonder what led to it. She felt her heart ache, but not because of current circumstances. Whatever was causing her to feel this way had to be something else entirely.
“Mali…”
Turning her attention back to Mali, Monika was stunned to discover that she was no longer around.
“Wow. She’s got quite a tongue for such a tiny girl, doesn’t she?”
Monika turned around. Walking her way was a strange and overly suspicious man. He was tall, scruffy and well-built.
“A lot like that other tiny girl, er… Natsuki I just think,” he continued. “Sharp tongues hidden by innocent faces.”
Monika didn’t say a word; it took everything she had to resist showing how she felt on the inside: terrified.
"Can't even get out a, 'What are you talking about?' That's different." The man said in a jovial tone of voice.
"…What have you done to my friends?" she finally asked.
"Nothing. They're just chilling out, waiting for me to complete the set," the stranger answered. "We can make this a whole lot easier if you just come along; definitely would be good for my time schedule and for you to avoid what happened to the bubbly one. Seriously, you should be glad I was the one to come to you."
"But I don't even know who you are?"
"Is that some roundabout start to you getting my name? No need. The name's Akui; nice to meet you."
Monika slowly tucked her hands into her jacket pockets and sighed. All she could think about was Mali's talk of how thwarting stage one of any event was almost impossible. That's what the chances of escaping felt like to her; it would be impossible.
"Why? Why are you so interested in taking us like this?" she solemnly asked.
"Like what?"
"One by one. Is it convenience or are you trying to scare us?"
Akui shrugged."It can be both."
"Why are you even taking us in the first place? What did the Literature Club ever do to you?"
"Your little club? Nothing; I'm not even interested in the set itself. I'm mostly doing this because I know how much you mean to your shared boyfriend."
"Shujinkou?"
Suddenly, Mali's words regarding Shujinkou having to save the day made perfect sense. She knew there was something personal happening in the background.
"Why would you-?"
"Uh-uh," Akui interrupted. "That's enough questions. We wouldn't want to ruin the surprise, would we?"
Suddenly a baseball bat swung through the air and across Akui's face, knocking him downto the ground.
Monika could only watch on in shock as Claudette daintily stepped over his body.
"Wow, you're right, wouldn't want that surprise ruined," she casually stated as she approached Monika.
"Claudette?"
"Overheard what Shujinkou said last night and earlier," she explained. "Now you know why I had trouble sleeping."
Before another word could be said, Claudette was lifted into the air by her bat. Quickly twisting her body, Claudette was able to land on her feet as she was thrown to the ground.
"You're pretty good," Akui complimented.
"Made sure to prepare myself for handsy people," Claudette explained. "Just didn't expect to use it to protect my cousin who probably ran off by now leaving me here to hold the line as little cousins do."
Monika understood Claudette's unsubtle hint but-
"I hope she didn't. No idea what that would mean for the friend's safety." Akui replied.
Hearing that froze Monika in place. She was already reluctant to leave her cousin, but hearing that guaranteed she couldn't.
"That's low," Claudette chided
"Gets the job done and like I said: I'm on a time limit here." Akui said.
"Fine…" Claudette violently pried her bat out of Akui's hands and stepped in front of Monika. "Guess I'll just have to show my little cousin what I do to people who threaten her and her friends, after all."
Chapter 147: Countdown to Devil's Night Part 6
Chapter Text
Distance; it was one of the things Yuri was well acquainted with. Right now she was keeping a certain distance away from Shujinkou. She knew the only reason he hasn’t noticed her yet was because he was too absorbed in his own thoughts.
It was similar to when they first met, back when he was a constant daydreamer. She could empathize with the desire to escape into a world of fiction; a world where no one would judge and ridicule you.
Even when she was too nervous to initiate a conversation with him, it was comforting that there was another member in the club that was similar to her in that regard.
Thinking back, even when he constantly escaped into his head and it took a great deal of effort to bring him back, he never felt as distant as he had these past few days.
It felt like the distance he was putting between himself and everyone was both intentional and unintentional. She couldn’t understand how it could be unintentional and at first she couldn’t understand why Shujinkou would intentionally distant himself now of all times.
Anyone who had been in his shoes lately would want some space lately, but that didn't seem to be the reason why.
From the brief interactions they've had since he fell on his head, it felt like a part of him was afraid to be around others for too long. With his sudden and erratic behavior, Yuri could see why Shujinkou would spend the bare minimum around known associates; he didn’t want to worry anyone anymore than he already did nor did he want to suddenly do something that would hurt someone in any way.
Knowing that was one of two reasons Yuri wasn’t any more concerned than she was. But-
Like Monika had said, Shujinkou is clearly withholding information. Information that could be vital. He’s usually vey open. Even when he doesn’t want to say something, he would at least be upfront about it.
Still…Even though I respect his desire to keep something to himself or keep a secret for a friend, if he knows more concerning something that involves all of us in this situation…
With her resolved hardened, Yuri closed the gap between the two of them and gently tapped his shoulder. Shujinkou turned around, clearly surprised by her presence.
“Yuri?” he said, perplexed.
Though his response seemed normal, there was still something noticeably off. She thought it was just her mind playing tricks on her at first but whatever it was even worse than before.
Whatever the unexplainable phenomenon that made the usually approachable Shujinkou a little unnerving to talk to now was frightening.
“…What are you planning on doing now?” Yuri queriered.
“Well, I’m drawing a blank on realistic plans,” he sighed. “If we had some sci-fi or fantastical stuff or mastery of stealth, a one man assault would be what I would go with.”
“I see…”
A brief, but noticeable silence came between them.
“Shujinkou… Is there more to this than you’re letting on?” Yuri finally asked.
“What? Why would you ask that?” he calmly asked back.
Normally, a response like that could be suspicious in and of itself. It could be used as a way to deflect questions such as hers.
But that wasn’t what made her even more suspicious; it was the calm way Shujinkou responded to her. It just didn’t seem to be the way he would respond in their current circumstances.
“It just feels like that withholding information,” Yuri answered.
“Come on, Yuri, am I really the type that can hide anything? Everyone I know can tell what I’m thinking just by looking at me,” he reminded her.
Contrary to his intentions, his words only served to make Yuri even more concerned.
“If that’s the case, then why can’t I do so now?” she pointed out.
“That’s…”
Shujinkou remained silent as he scratched his right cheek. His face was riddled with guilt and concern.
“…I want to believe that you have your reasons, but is now a good time to keep particular information to yourself?” Yuri questioned.
“I mean, I told you guys the most important parts I got from a mountain load of paper.”
“If that’s true, then why were you so hesitant to show us the he documents before discovering you were one of the only ones who could read it? When I thought about your actions and words, it seemed like you were most wary of me reading them.”
“That’s because…”
Shujinkou bit his bottom lip, preventing himself from saying anymore.
“You know, part of me is really happy that you refuse to lie to me but.. whatever it is you’re keeping to yourself; I feel you would have been open about it not too long ago…” Yuri lamented.
“Don’t say stuff like that… I’m already questioning myself… I seriously don’t know I’m not an emotional wreck by now.”
Shujinkou averted his gaze for a brief moment as he scratched his right cheek.
“Yuri… I…”
“Pardon me!”
The two turned towards the source of the bright and cheery voice. Walking towards them was a woman in a trench coat and fedora.
Before either of them could say a word, she introduced herself. “Name’s Detective Anvia; the top ranked and hottest detective in town."
Shujinkou and Yuri stared at the stranger. Her upbeat attitude contrasted heavily with the previous dour mood.
"Anywhoo…" Anvia eyes trailed down towards Yuri and examined her from head to toe. "Okay, I see it."
"Ah… See what?" she queried.
"Long story, so let me get straight to the beginning: I've been looking into the case with you and your… um… nausea inducing, stalkery ex-teacher and discovered something fairly important."
"What?" Shujinkou inquired, his eyes lit with hope.
"I completely ran out of leads," Anvia said in a matter of fact manner.
Shujinkou didn't say a word. He didn't scratch his right cheek nor outwardly express any sorrow or disappointment. The only response he gave was not even a conscious action. Shujinkou’s left eye twitching as if he was ready to snap was concerning.
But that was when something curious happened. Shujinkou soon looked at the woman in a peculiar manner. It was as if he was trying to find some kind of answer from her.
“But that was before I did some more digging,” Anvia continued. “You see, I was looking into the disappearances of two girls named Natsuki and Sayori and found out that they’re your friends.”
“How’d you figure that out?” Shujinkou queried.
“When I heard you begging my fellow officers to believe you about the documents leading to your friends.”
Once again, Shujinkou’s left eye twitch. He opened his mouth but then closed it shut before he could say anything. He reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone.
After spending a minute staring at the screen, he sighed and stuffed it back into his pocket.
"Spam…" he said.
“Hate it when that happens,” Anvia emphasized. “Moving on, I believe that their may be some correlation between the two cases and…”
“You want to get us off the street so you can give us the full story?” Shujinkou interrupted.
“Exactly; smart kid, aren’t ya?”
Shujinkou turned to Yuri. “You good with doing so, Yuri?”
“It seems like the best decision.”
“Great! Let’s get moving!” Anvia cheerfully declared.
The detective turned around and was immediately struck down. Yuri was horrified, not just because of the sudden attack but also because the one who was responsible for it was Shujinkou.
He gazed at the droplets of blood at hat stained the exterior of the briefcase, looking as horrified as she was.
As if waking from a trance, Shujinkou’s attention snapped towards her and he immediately squeezed her right hand.
“Yuri, we need to run!”
The moment the detective turned around, Shujinkou slammed the briefcase down on her head. As she fell on the ground, Shujinkou looked at the droplets of blood left imprinted on the case, horrified by what he had just done.
Without giving her a chance to respond, Shujinkou took off running, almost dragging her behind him.
Reaching for her hand and leading her some here else reminded Yuri of the time they almost ran into Akuma and the mall. Unlike that time, she didn’t feel the same amount of comfort from Shujinkou whisking her away.
“Shujinkou… Why did you-?”
“That wasn’t a detective,” Shujinkou breathlessly answered.
“She wasn’t? How could you tell?”
“It took a second and a scare for me to recognize her. I know she’s not a detective because she’s really one of the ladies I caught my dad sleeping with while married to my mom."
"That's…”
Hearing that invoked many emotions in Yuri.
Is that- Is that why you just assaulted her?" she asked.
“What?” Shujinkou shook his head. “No! No! She's one of the guys after everyone! She was probably going to lead us into a trap and then they would have all of us!"
"All of us…?” the implications behind those words were clear, but even so, Yuri had to ask, “Then Monika…?"
"Yeah… I mean, I don’t know for sure. She just texted me that she was pretty much in the same spot that we’re in.”
Shujinkou looked behind them, his face contorting with fear and disbelief. Yuri glanced back, stunned by the sight of Anvia chasing them down.
“Okay, either Nivia is a terminator or she's related to Sandy Cheeks!" Shujinkou cried.
He then exchanged a brief glance with Yuri before looking down at his briefcase.
"Yuri, take this and get ahead of me."
Once again giving her no chance to speak, Shujinkou pushed the case into Yuri's hands and went behind her.
He isn't planning to…?
It was clear that Shujinkou was preparing to sacrifice himself to let her get away.
"Here goes!" he declared.
After those words, Yuri felt herself lifted into the air. No longer was she running for her life, now she was floating above the ground in Shujinkou's arms.
"Now!"
Shujinkou quickly turned to his side and dashed towards a nearby fence. In one swift movement, he jumped on top of the vent then launched himself over a fence, landing in a random backyard.
Giving himself another running start, Shujinkou launched himself against the fence and bounced off to give him enough height to soar to the other side.
He repeated this pattern again and again through 10 yards, finally tiring out after clearing the 11th one.
"Please tell me she didn't do the same thing and is right behind us…" Shujinkou begged aloud as he fell on his knees.
Yuri peeked behind them. There were no signs of them being followed.
"I think we got away for now," she informed him.
Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief as Yuri slowly got on her feet.
"That… What you just did was pretty amazing, Shujinkou," she marveled.
"Yeah," Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he stood up. "Really didn't know I had it in me… Guess people doing unexpected things in situations like this actually happens in real life. Anyway, we need to move."
Nodding her head in agreement, Yuri began to follow Shujinkou down the street.
"Forgive me if this is redundant question, but what's the plan for us now?" she questioned.
"The best I have is sticking to the shadows and staying ahead of Nivia," Shujinkou answered. "Problem is, she isn't exactly the only person to worry about."
Suddenly stopping, Shujinkou turned around and examined Yuri from head to toe.
"Alright, I'm rested up enough," he said.
"Eh?"
Shujinkou once again swept Yuri off her feet and took off running.
…
"I think we can take a break here…" Shujinkou breathlessly said, once again collapsing on ground.
Looking around, Yuri discovered that they were near a local canal.
"This was one of the places I used to come when I wanted to get away from everything," he said. "It was a peaceful place to return from my daydreams. Should be good place to rest for a second."
Shujinkou stumble onto his feet and stumbled towards the water. She thought he was just mindlessly staring at the water, but upon closer inspection, she discovered that he was solemnly staring at his own reflection.
"The name of the woman who was chasing us, Nivia… She was mentioned in the documents you read, right?" Yuri questioned.
Shujinkou nodded his head."Yeah."
"And the knowledge that there are others to worry about?"
"Yep."
"Ah… I don't want to sound ungrateful for you getting me out of danger or anything but, don't you think that would have been important to tell me or Monika?"
"…Yeah. I realized that after I got the text."
Shujinkou looked up and turned his sorrowful gaze to her.
"I'm sorry, Yuri. I keep not wanting to worry you guys. I know you guys deserved to know more and I should've gave more than a rapid bullet point list. It's just…
I wanted to believe that I was making the right choice for once and that such clear information would have helped solve everything right away. But it didn't…
Nivia wasn't exaggerating, I really did beg and plead but no one listened to me. They thought it was a joke; they wouldn't even consider the possibility that it was true. And now all I can do is help keep you ahead of anyone who wants to capture you."
"About that…"
Yuri hesitated to say what she wanted to say next. It was clear that Shujinkou was barely holding himself together emotionally, but she had to know.
"There was also something else that I've been thinking about. Whoever's taking us has gone after us when separated from the group and yet, you've been going off on your own the last few days. Despite presenting a few good opportunities, nothing has happened to you.
While I'm glad nothing has, it does make one wonder why. Taking us slowly one by one; is it convenience or something more? Knowing that and the fact that someone who was involved with your father is involved, it really seems like… That is to say…"
"I'm the reason everyone's getting taken?" Shujinkou said, finishing the line she didn't want to say.
All she could do is nod her head to confirm his words.
"…Yeah. I'm the reason all of this happening," Shujinkou sighed. "Surprising, right? I want to say I did nothing, but that's clearly not the case."
"Could this be someone's way of getting to your father?" Yuri hypothesized.
"Somewhat. I'd like to put all the blame on dad, but I can't in this case."
"But… Even though all of the facts point to everything that's happening leading to something your father was involved in, that doesn't explain why you seemed so wary of me reading the documents."
An uneasy look fell on Shujinkou's face as he scratched his right cheek. "That's because…"
A pair of arms reached forward and tightly wrapped around Shujinkou's neck. As Shujinkou was pulled away, Yuri was petrified by the sight of Nivia putting him in a sleeping hold. The sadistic smile that stretched across her face made it clear she wouldn't think much of killing him.
"It always leads back to your Jomei, doesn't it? Granted he probably would have done a better job or running away; I mean, look how well he ran and stayed away from you after you got your sister killed," she taunted.
For a moment, a hurt look flashed on Shujinkou's face, but that replaced by another after hearing what she said next.
"I think you'll be easier to take down than the peppy one," Nivia continued.
"Sayori…" he muttered.
"Are you going to beg for us to spare someone else like she did as she refused to go to sleep?"
Shujinkou face displayed nothing but pure fury as he immediately he grabbed her arms and wrenched them away him. He then took advantage of her stunned state to ran the back of his head into hers, once again forcing her to the ground.
"Yuri, run!" he yelled.
"But-!"
Shujinkou was suddenly lifted off the feet and slammed on the ground. Droplets of blood and spit flew out of his mouth as the shock from the impact hit him all at once.
"Where exactly would she go? You know her chances of surviving out there without you are even smaller than before," Nivia ridiculed. "Especially since she's a prime target herself."
"Eh?" Yuri fretted as Nivia approached her.
"You mean, he didn't tell you? I thought you were friends. Not surprising though, I guess the apple doesn't fall to far from the tree."
"Stop…" Shujinkou weakly demanded.
"What? You don't want me to tell her that this is as much her fault as yours, maybe even more."
Yuri took a step back after hearing that. "My fault…?"
"Don't you think the timing is convenient? A significant someone from your life goes on the lam and suddenly your friends start disappearing left and right," Nivia explained.
She never really considered that possible connection. Part of her wanted to believe that part of her life was done the minute he left, but the woman in front of her was clearly telling her who was heavily involved in her friend's kidnappings.
She didn't want to believe it, but the look of regret on Shujinkou's face confirmed her fears.
"No… That would mean this really is…"
"You kept questioning him about what's going on when clearly he was trying his hardest to not tell you that this is all pretty much your fault. The target put on your friends and your boyfriend's back was all because of you," Nivia mocked.
"Because of me…"
Yuri once again glanced at Shujinkou.
He didn't just want us to worry; he didn't want me to feel as terrible as I do now…
As the guilt started to consume her, Nivia stepped over Shujinkou.
"You see, doing something to get someone off your back can have unforeseen consequences," she continued. "Like…"
Nivia quickly pulled a handgun from her back pocket and fired a bullet straight through Shujinkou's stomach.
Yuri had always feared what could happen if she was ever vocal about her past with Akuma, but seeing a friend howling in pain from a gunshot wound was worse than anything she imagined.
"…you're boyfriend getting hurt. A bit ironic all things considered." A sadistic smile crossed Nivia's face as she looked down at Shujinkou's. "Maybe another shot for irony points."
"No, stop!" Yuri pleaded.
"Why? You're going to need to give me something to stop this catharsis I'm feeling."
"I'll-! I'll… I'll go with you… So please, don't hurt him anymore than you already have."
Nivia simply stared at her before suddenly stepping away from Shujinkou.
"…Fine," she answered in a bored tone. "We're running low on time as it is. Pretty sure I don't have to give you the usual spiel about what not to do as we move along to our destination."
"Yes…" Yuri answered.
"After you."
With no chance to make any sudden moves, Yuri could only hope that Shujinkou could get the medical treatment he needed as they started to leave.
"Wait…"
Turning back, both of them watched Shujinkou struggle to sit up.
"Stop… I'm the one who found the photos and gave them to Yuri. I'm Jomei's kid. I'm the reason this all is really happening. Do what you want with me, but please… just my friends go," he begged. "They don't deserve any of this."
"Umm… No," Nivia instantly denied.
Nivia jumped towards Shujinkou and stomped down hard on his bullet wound. After taking a moment to enjoy his screams, she kicked him into the water.
"Shujinkou!"
Yuri instinctively reached for the water, but was pulled back by Nivia tugging her hair.
"Alright, let's move," she ordered.
"But, you promised not to hurt him," Yuri argued.
"Well, now I can't hurt him anymore," Nivia snickered. "Now move it."
Defeated and forcibly dragged along the canal, Yuri could only look at the water and mumble.
"I'm sorry…"
Chapter 148: Countdown to Devil's Night Part 7
Chapter Text
It was a cold winter night. The white snow fell like frozen tears from the heavens. It was as if the weather was to punctuate events that have yet to unfold.
A katana scraped the ground next to its owner, a man known simply as 'Akui'. With his left hand, he gently rubbed his left eye, tracing the scar that would forever remain there.
It served as a reminder, a reminder of something he needed to rectify.
He then heard footsteps. Walking towards him was a man who never broke away from his cold, confident stride. As expected, the newcomer didn't seem too pleased to see Akui.
"You finally made it," Akui announced in a grandiose manner. "I was starting to think that you wouldn't show, Jomei."
Jomei looked around. The barren rooftop of a random tall building didn't fit the announcer personality Akui was using.
"You don't seem too excited to see me," Akui noted.
Jomei remained silent. He extended and stretched his right hand wide open.
"Always wanting to skip the preamble, huh. Fine."
Hanging from Akui's left side was another katana. Wanting to waste no more time, he violently unsheathed it and flung it at his guest.
Jomei effortlessly grabbed the hilt and ran the blade against ground. Unlike last time, it left a mark.
An amused smile crossed Akui's face as he asked, "You didn't really expect me to pull the same trick this time, did you?"
Jomei gripped the hilt tightly with both hands and charged at his opponent.
Despite one side's jovial attitude, this was not a friendly competition; at least, not one many would consider as such.
It was a game of life and death; whether any side lives or dies depended on skill and luck.
"Why the silent act, Jomei? I thought you liked these games," Akui taunted.
Jomei responded with another heavy strike aimed for his head. Akui quickly raised his blade in response, leading to another struggle to overpower each other.
"Let me guess… You don't appreciate being here at all, right?"
"I also don't appreciate how you insured me showing up," Jomei added.
"You big softie, I didn't think you cared," Akui mocked. "But how else did you expect me to get your attention when you keep ignoring all my attempts to get it?"
The two continued swinging their blades at each other, neither backing down from the danger their fight presented.
Their stalemate lasted for two hours straight until a swift kick to the gut brought Akui to his knees. Looking up, he could see the tip of Jomei's katana a mere inch away from his face.
"You still leave yourself wide open," Jomei stated.
"And you're still an arrogant son of a- Oh, what's the point. That wouldn't be an insult when you say it yourself."
Jomei slowly drew his katana back to his side and promptly stated, "We're done here."
Giving his defeated foe one last cold look, Jomei turned to leave.
Once again left on the ground as Jomei walked away to stew in his failure was the final straw for Akui. With a mighty roar, he charged at the departing winner like a wild animal thirsty for blood. He thrust his blade forward, but his target was no longer there.
Time seemed to slow to a crawl. Turning his head, Akui was horrified to find Jomei behind him; his cold, unmerciful eyes making it clear this would be the loser's final mistake.
He howled in pain as Jomei slashed his back twice. Blood erupted from Akui's back as he collapsed on the ground.
"Damn… it…"
Those were Akui's last words before vision started to fade.
Jomei stared at the x-shape he carved into the defeated's back before thrusting his katana into the snow clad ground next to him.
"Never show me your pathetic face ever again," Jomei said as he departed.
Present Day…
"…and that was pretty much one of the last times I've seen Jomei," Akui concluded. "Him leaving me for dead or at least unconscious which would have killed me since I was carved open on a snowy winter night away from any witness that could help."
He turned back to his audience behind him. Bound in the middle of the room were Sayori, Natsuki and Monika.
"Are you seriously telling me that you kidnapped us because Shujinkou's dad beat you in a sword fight you forced him into?!" Natsuki exclaimed.
Despite being scared for her life for the last few days, the idea that she, along with here friends, were taken for such a petty reason was maddening to her.
"That's an oversimplication of a complex issue," Akui argued.
The calm, casual and ultimately childish way he responded to her was frightening.
This guy… He's genuinely crazier then I thought it he was."
Natsuki worriedly glanced at her friends. While she obtained a few scrapes in her forced journey to this dank warehouse surrounded by people best described as thugs, Sayori and Monika were covered in bruises with noticeable signs of blood loss.
Like I even had to confirm that…
"Oversimplification or not, its still Jomei related…" Sayori sighed. "Even when he's not around, he's still hurting Shiko somehow… Dads aren't supposed to hurt their children…"
Monika snuck a peek at Natsuki. As she expected, she didn't look too pleased by Sayori's comment.
She wanted to say something, but she had to make sure that they could get out of their current predicament.
Putting her fears aside, Monika looked up at Akui and calmly stated, "What I don't understand is why you're going after Shujinkou if your problem is with his father. He had nothing to do with that moment or any others that led to this."
"True, but…" Akui paused for a moment, considering his next words. "…You'll see when we get to the main event tonight. Besides, there's a little more to the story than just your precious boyfriend."
His mocking comment was all Monika needed to confirm her suspicions. "You mean Yuri, right?"
"Oh, aren’t you well informed? You read those magical documents too?”
Just hearing mention of those documents made Monika uncomfortable. To her, their mere presence was more concerning then the fact that only two people can fully read them.
It was strange, despite their current circumstances, she still wondered how Mali obtained them.
“No, I just inferred it from Shujinkou,” Monika answered. “I couldn’t really read them.”
“Bet it was pretty frustrating wasn’t it?” Akui said in a obviously fake sympathetic tone. “But yeah, magical, documents only two people can read… Half of me thought it was some kind of bluff to get the authorities to finally get off their butts and do something while the other half thought that maybe there’s some ink that only a certain eye can see.
The latter seems unlikely but I can believe it if that Mali kid got it. She seems good at getting things that push her agenda. Makes me wonder who raised her. Heck, it kinda makes me want to recruit her. Could use some fresh blood to add to the group.”
When Monika thought about it, it was uncanny how both Mali and Akui talk about the he current situation like it was a game. She couldn’t fathom what would make a person treat uprooting lives as if it was a simple game; even Mali’s reasoning to why she’s seemed to be enjoying the events didn’t help her understand.
“Akui!”
An angry scream broke through her confused trance.
“And here’s our final piece.” Akui announced.
He soon turned around. To his amusement, both Nivia and Yuri were noticeabley battered and bruised.
“Not you too!” sputtered Sayori.
Monika felt a variety of emotions upon seeing Yuri. Naturally she was upset over her friend’s capture and worried over her current physical condition, but there was also her he underlying implication that came with it.
Yuri arrived shortly after she and her cousin were captured which means that Yuri had to be captured roughly the same time they were.
If that’s the case, then could that mean…?”
“You look like hell,” Akui chuckled, his eyes scanning Nivia from head to toe.
Without saying a word, she tossed Yuri towards her captured friends.
“Can you blame me for looking like this?” Nivia snapped. ”I had to deal with scratching, biting… she even pulled a knife out on me!”
“It’s always the quiet ones,” Akui replied.
“Besides you look just as bad as me.”
“Yeah, well I had to deal with a school idol that lives up to her athletic rep and her cousin who’s just athletic and had a baseball bat. See how my reason sounds better.”
“At least you guys made it hard for them…” Natsuki whispered towards the others.
Sayori shook her head. “Not really me. Nivia just really liked hurting me.”
Akui turned back towards them and clapped his hands. “Okay, the core group of friends are all gathered. Would’ve brought the others but we had no time. Now… will my brother come onto the stage?”
Stepping out of a nearby shadowy corner was Akuma, his appearance eliciting writhe mixed emotions exactions from the the Literature Club.
“Akuma?!” Sayori gasped.
“You two are brothers?!” Natsuki exclaimed.
“Yes, yes, I know; how can such a handsome guy like me have a brother with such an ugly mug,” Akui joked.
Monika glanced down at Yuri, the young maiden’s face showing nothing but sadness.
I guess that’s the reason Shujinkou was so vague…
Akuma looked at his brother with a displeased look on his face.
“I know, I know, but no touching until the main event,” Akui joked.
“Last thing that was on my mind,” Akuma replied, his voice seething with contempt.
“What’s your issue?”
Akuma looked at his brother’s captives then back at Akui. “You have four young students run through the ringer and bound in a dark, abandoned warehouse.”
“I assume you’re talking about the three you aren’t acquainted with because you sure weren’t complaining at the suggestion of grabbing Yuri,” Akui calmly snapped back.
With no way to continue the argument, Akuma turned away and scratched his left cheek.
“Anyway all we need now is the daring hero to show up,” Akui announced. “Someone go find and escort him here so he doesn’t spend another day worrying about his girlfriends.”
“You won’t be able to do that…” Yuri mumbled.
“Why not? He try and make a run for it?”
“No…” Yuri used her eyes to direct Akui’s gaze to Nivia. “Your companion ruthlessly shot him and tossed him into a canal. For all we know, he… he may have already passed due to blood loss or drowning.”
Akui quickly looked back at Yuri. Despite seeing the truth in her eyes, he still approached Nivia and asked in a near demanding tone, “Tell me she’s bluffing.”
“Nope,” she unapologetically answered. “He got it in the way, so I got rid of him.”
“Oh, well my lovely wife, when you put it that way you made THE ABSOLUTELY WORST DECISION YOU COULD HAVE EVER MADE! Do you think I just gathered all these girls for fun or one specifically for my brother. No, those were perks. I was carefully setting the stage for something and you go and derail the entire thing just because you have something against non-lethally dispatching if someone!”
“What are you snapping at me for? You wanted to scare him by taking his friends. He was scared and he saw the last one snatched right in front of him. Mission accomplished.”
“That was the prelude, not the endgame! Akui smacked his forehead in disbelief. “Ugh… I swear the thing I love about you is becoming the thing I hate about you. Same with my mother actually…”
“And yet when I say that about her, I’m a bad son,” Akuma sighed.
“Shut the hell up you perverted pedophilic stalker!” Akui exploded. “I’m not in the mood for your so called moral superiority, Mr. Devil!”
“I didn’t ask for any of this! Especially being born to that horrid woman!”
“What do you think was something he inciting incident of this whole mess!? I’m not the idiot that kept socially unacceptable photos in a shared classroom closet! What idiot does that!? Why is my family compromised of idiots that irritate me in their own special way!?”
Akui groaned as he buried his head in his left palm.
“It was all perfect; the connections, the name of the night… all that work gone to waste. Am I going to just skip to selling the other three and still debating what to do with the blonde? Did I go through all this for no main event?”
“I don’t understand your interest in theatrics..” Akuma denounced.
“Especially since anything Jomei related usually ends up backfiring…” Nivia added rolling her eyes.
“Huh,” Akui turned towards Nivia. “That’s actually pretty funny.”
He then slapped her and yelled, “Now get out there and find the protagonist of this show!”
…
Never before had the surface seemed so far away. Floating down a body of water, looking up at the sky through its image distorting surface; it was something that some would love.
It felt, for a just a moment, one could be relieved of the weight they carried. One could just spend a moment to themselves and relax.
But that wasn’t the situation Shujinkou found himself in. He could a haze of blood float near him as the currents pulled him further down the water.
This could be my last chance… He goes!
Shujinkou tightly covered his bullet wound and positioned his body to swim upward.
“AARGH!”
Using the last remains of his strength, Shujinkou broke the surface of the canal and dragged himself onto land.
The pain he felt was indescribable, but despite feeling that he deserved it, he needed to move past it now. He needed to do something to help his captured friends.
“I can at least report a kidnapping…”
Shujinkou reached into his pocket with his free hand, but was shocked to discover that his phone was missing.
It must have fallen out when I got kicked into the water… Dang it!
Shujinkou clutched his wounded stomach. Just sitting up was unbearable. Even if he was able to come up with a plan to save his friends, there was nothing he could do as he was now.
Wounded and unable to call for help, Shujinkou felt the desire to give up again. He felt this way for a while now, but something was keeping him from doing so. The identity of that something alluded him in his frantic state but at his lowest point, the answer was crystal clear.
I… I have to help my friends. Right now, I’m the only one who can.
But despite his desire, his body wouldn’t cooperate. Even the smallest movement of his abdomen sent fresh waves of pain through him.
But… But I can’t… I tried… Even though I did everything wrong, I tried my hardest to…
Shujinkou swallowed hard. He couldn’t find it in him to finish that sentence.
Even then… it wasn’t enough. I can’t save them… I’m no adventurer: I’m no legendary soldier, assassin or thief. I’m no hero… I’m just a normal, weak and stupid kid.
Tears crawled down Shujinkou’s face. “Mali was right after all, I’m nothing but talk. I said I didn’t care who did what but I still tried to do everything on my own even though I had no idea what I was dealing with. I tried to keep the others from worrying and all I did was leave them unprepared.
I just… I just wanted to protect those I cared about but… I couldn’t.
I’m sorry guys… I’m so sorry.”
“Aww…”
A familiar voice cut through the sorrow afflicting Shujinkou. Looking up, he was shocked to find Mali standing in front of him.
“Senpai’s even sadder than usual. What happened?” she asked with her usual innocent smile.
“I messed up. They got everyone and there’s nothing that can be done now… I’m hurt and not even sure the police will believe me about knowing where they are even if I tell them what happened…” wailed Shujinkou. LThey didn’t give me a chance before…”
“Don’t tell me you’re giving up. It’s unbecoming of Shujinkou to give up at a point like this.”
“But what can I do? I don’t think I can even stand and I was taken down easily.”
“It’s true that the odds are stacked against you, but that’s usually when Shujinkou shines right?” Mali beamed. This is about the time Shujinkou comes in and saves his potential.”
“I’m just a kid, Mali. I’m not going to get some heroic second wind. I can’t do anything,” Shujinkou said with a sniffle.
“Really…?”
Mali gently removed Shujinkou’s hand away from his wound and just as gently placed hers over it. The moment she made contact, it was as if the pain was never there.
"How-?"
"Looks like I'm going to need to get more involved than I thought, Senpai,” Mali interrupted.
Shujinkou looked up at Mali. The way he felt now was the same when we woke up in her care or when she caught him in her trap.
Just being near her felt strange. "What do you mean?”
"Don't you remember? I told you not to expect your Kōhai to magically make things better, but it looks like you really need that to happen."
Mali’s eyes narrowed as she moved her giggling face towards his.
"Mali?"
Once again, Shujinkou found it a struggle to remain conscious around Mali.
"Don't worry. I'll do as promised and make sure you arrive at the best possible outcome, Shujinkou."
Chapter 149: Devil's Night
Chapter Text
"Ugh… My head…"
Though her head had been throbbing since earlier that morning, right now Monika felt like her mind had been removed from her own body before being shoved back inside. That was the best she could describe the sensation she felt right then and there.
As she tried to get her bearings, she soon noticed something strange. She felt something wet and miniscule repeatedly pelt against her in an unforgiving manner.
Slowly opening her eyes, Monika could see droplets of water splash against the pavement she was now staring at.
Rain…?
She instinctively stuck her hand out in front of her, the act itself surprising her; last she had recalled, her arms were supposed to be bound.
That wasn't the only thing that didn't add up however. She also recalled being in some kind of warehouse, but now she was back in front of her home.
Finally, she noticed something that was particularly confounding: her current eye level. She didn't have to look; she knew she was currently sitting on her knees. But even taking that into her, her eye level wasn't at the height it should have been.
Monika turned her attention toward the ground once again. Just below her was a puddle with her reflection centered right in the middle. Despite the constant rainfall distorting the image a bit, she was still able to discern it and the surprise it gave her.
"I'm… I'm a kid again!?" she sputtered.
Hastily examining her body, Monika was shocked to discover that her eyes were not playing tricks on her. She truly was a child again.
"But how-?"
A loud screech stopped Monika from questioning her current predicament any further. Soon after, her body instinctively shivered from the loud booming sound of thunder as the rain from above began to fall even harder than before.
It was strange but, to her, the weather felt like it was reflecting someone's feelings.
Though her mind told her to get inside quickly, her heart told her something else. She felt drawn to something and couldn't bring herself to ignore that feeling.
Spurred on by that feeling and curiosity, Monika stood up and walked forward. Her heart serving as a guide, she continued to walk forward through the blinding storm.
After walking for what seemed like forever, she noticed a figure in the distance. Cautiously moving forward, she discovered that it was a boy.
He was on his knees and his hands were covering his face, but that didn't stop her from recognizing him.
"Shujinkou?"
The boy looked up; it was indeed Shujinkou. Though his current appearance made her even more confused, the concern she felt upon looking at Shujinkou's face overpowered her confusion. It was drenched, not just from the rain but also from his tears.
"Are you okay, Shujinkou?" she worriedly asked.
"W-Who are you? And how do you know my name?" he asked.
"I'm Monika. Don't you remember?"
Shujinkou didn't say a word. It was clear from his face that he had no idea who she was.
"Never mind, it's not important. What's wrong?"
Shujinkou sniffled as tears welled up in his eyes again.
"M-My… I… I keep losing people," he blubbered. "No matter if I do anything or not, I keep losing people. My grandpa, my sister, my dad, my friends… No matter what, I keep losing people! Why do I keep losing people? Why…?"
"Shujinkou…"
Monika looked away and gently placed her hand over her heart. Just seeing her friend that way was painful enough, but it was as if she could feel the pain he felt. It was intense.
I knew that something had to have happened to make Shujinkou the way he was when we first met and I learned a little about it but… I never realized he carried this much pain for so long.
Suddenly, she felt a shiver crawl down her spine. She looked back at Shujinkou to find a dark aura surrounding him.
"…I don't want to lose anyone else…" he grumbled. "I have to save them… I need to save them!"
The aura surrounding him grew larger, almost encompassing Monika in it.
"Shujinkou…?"
She reached for Shujinkou but was knocked back by an unknown force, shocking her awake.
"Wha…?"
Monika breathed heavily as she took in her surroundings. It looked like she was still in the same warehouse as before but she now in a different room.
Was that just a dream? But it felt so real, or at least, what I felt from Shujinkou was real.
"Oh good, you're awake." A somewhat chipper voice said.
Looking to her right, Monika noticed Sayori giving her a small smile.
"I was afraid you slipped into a coma," she explained.
"Sounds pretty good right now…" Natsuki murmured from Monika’s left. "Kinda sad you woke up back into this nightmare."
"Don't say that, Natsuki; it’s not like all hope is lost yet,” Sayori encouraged.
“Kinda seemed lost when the guy in charge started ranting and talking about selling us…” Natsuki weakly argued. “We’re about to get forced into human trafficking and I bet it’s worse than how it's already portrayed in movies…”
“I know it seems bad but we still have friends… on the… outside…”
Recalling what Yuri had announced earlier made it a struggle for Sayori to finish that sentence. What was said was also on Monika’s mind too, but after her dream, it worried her for a reason unknown to her.
She was also worried about Yuri. She had been unresponsive to almost anything since she announced Shujinkou's fate.
How did it come to this? All of this over a petty grudge?
Suddenly, the group heard a door swing open. Walking down the set of stairs in front of them was a familiar face, their eyes fixated solely on Yuri the entire time.
“…Are you all okay?” Akuma asked.
“…Seriously…?” Natsuki grumbled under her breath.
“Yuri?” he questioned.
The young maiden remained silent, still seemingly unable to respond to anything.
“Excuse me, Akuma, if I may,” catching his attention, Monika continued to speak in a calm tone. “What exactly is your part in all of this? Akui’s your brother right? Did you get him to do all this?”
“Not at all. I simply confided to him of my current circumstances,” Akuma answered.
“You mean the circumstances you landed yourself in by being a creep?” Natsuki pointed out.
“Eh? You know about that, Natsuki?” Sayori marveled.
“I had to listen to his schizophrenic brother with his obsessive need to exposit like he’s in complete control for days, of course I know. I also know that it’s pretty pointless to try and paint yourself as the good brother. You’re not as innocent as you try to portray yourself.”
“I don’t believe that it’s fair to make assumptions based on me being here. Do you believe I would actually have a choice when I have a brother like Akui?” Akuma argued.
“That’s a fair point, but that doesn’t fully absolve you of any involvement,” Monika pointed out. “For example, you just asked us would we believe you would have a choice. It’s very plausible, but you didn’t exactly say you didn’t make a choice. Along with the fact that you didn’t deny your brother’s comment about you not complaining about the idea of kidnapping Yuri, makes it pretty easy to assume you had some agency in all of this.”
“It’s not exactly as simple as that,” Akuma said.
“It’s not?”
“It’s been a long and troublesome road to get to this point. Honestly, one that feels like it’s deprived me all of any real choice I could have had.”
Akuma sighed.
"I still remember the exact moment when It felt like I was at a crossroads. Any decision I make would completely alter the events that would occur. Except, at that time, it felt like all semblances of choice were taken from me.
I already felt like I was going insane. I was planning on leaving forever until I ran into my long deceased mother. She was a vile woman and lived to torment me. It wouldn’t surprise me if she somehow faked her passing or somehow came from the afterlife just to haunt me. Either way, her reappearance disturbed me.
Not too long after, I found myself surrounded by the police. It seemed like I would be taken until the area was suddenly covered in smoke. I took advantage of the opportunity to escape, but was soon grabbed by one of the officers, then…”
Akuma voice trailed off for a moment.
“Afterwards, I wander around, taunted by my mother until, at my lowest point, I considered ending it all just for some relief. But I couldn’t go through with it. After my failed attempt, my brother revealed himself. It was clear that he came all this way here to taunt me too, at least until he discovered that Shujinkou was involved in my current circumstances.
He knew that he was Jomei’s child and that was when all of this started; that’s how we all got to this point.”
"Again, it all leads to Jomei…" Sayori softly muttered.
Monika prepared to continue to her debate but was cut off by a surprise party.
“…Was that tale supposed to absolve you of any fault?” Yuri finally said.
“I wasn’t trying too-“
“Just please stop…” Yuri interrupted. “The entire point of you approaching us like this is to desperately try and find a way to deflect blame or cover up any complacency in this. You’ve always been like this haven’t you? Hiding you true intentions behind a façade and try to make up anything to make it seem like a part of you is good.”
“That’s…”
“Don’t. Like Natsuki and Monika had pointed out, you are undeniably one of the reasons for all of this. One of the reasons my friends are stuck here with me while another could be dead for all I know. Nothing you say can change that fact or ever look at you in a positive light ever again.
So, if that’s all, then please leave.”
Remaining silent, Akuma turned around and exited the room.
“You don’t really think Shiko’s really… do you, Yuri?” Sayori queried.
“…I can’t say for sure, but I do know that he wasn’t exactly left in a good position the last I saw him…” Yuri solemnly answered.
“Oh…”
A heavy and oppressive air hung over the four until Monika spoke up.
“I’m sure Shujinkou’s fine,” she said
“How can you be sure of that?” Yuri questioned.
“I can’t, but I just have a feeling. Call it intuition.”
“If that’s the case, why don’t you look or sound so happy about it?” Sayori asked.
"…I don't know. That's pretty much all I can say to any questions regarding what's happening right now," Monika admitted. "Moving on… Yuri, do you still have your knife on you."
"It's in my right pocket," Yuri answered. "I grabbed it when Nivia slapped it out of my hand and slammed me on the ground. She really doesn't want to be seen as anything other than senselessly ruthless."
Monika turned her back to Yuri and inched her way back until her hands made contact with the right pocket of Yuri’s uniform.
Moving back farther, Monika felt her hand sink into the pocket. She slowly and cautiously maneuvered her hand around looping she doesn’t accidentally cut herself.
She felt the tip of her finger rub against the tip of the blade. Monika swallowed hard as she slowly moved her hand back. The blade felt so sharp that she knew one wrong move would greatly injure her.
Twisting her body, Monika maneuvered her hand past the blade and felt the tip of her fingers slide across the handle. Gripping the knife, Monika slowly inched her body forward, drawing the blade out of Yuri’s pocket.
“Alright.”
Monika brought the blade towards the rope that bound her hands and started cutting them.
“Why did you have a knife on you anyway?” Natsuki asked. “Self-defense?”
“No… I just think knifes are pretty…” Yuri answered. “I never really pictured my self using them in that way.”
“Oh…”
“Almost there…” Monika continued to whittle away at her bonds until the last thread finally gave way to her blade. “Got it.”
She took a moment to flex her wrists then moved on to cutting the rope that bound her friends’ hands. Though they were now free from their binds, they were still far from escaping their current predicament.
"So what now? We can't exactly just walk through the exit," Natsuki pointed out. "Heck, if we run into that Nivia lady, she'll do what she does best."
"Or death…" Yuri stoically added. "She really has no qualms about killing."
"I have an idea, but… It's going to be a bit tough to pull off,” Monika replied.
"What is it?" Sayori asked.
"Well…" Monika looked up at one of the many windows above them. "If we're in a basement, then the windows have to lead to outside the warehouse, ground floor. And since there hasn’t been any shadows dropping into the room, it possible they lead to an unpopulated area.”
"But they’re so high and we don't have anything in here to climb up to it."
"That's where the tough part comes in…” Monika exchanged glances with each of her friends. “We're going to have to form a human ladder."
"A human ladder?" Natsuki repeated, perplexed. "You seriously think the four of us can form a human ladder?"
"Not to mention only one of us would be able to get out through that method, if possible at all," Yuri added.
"I know,” Monika solemnly answered.
"So that would mean that one of us would have to leave the others behind?" Sayori wistfully asked.
"To have any chance of escape, it's the only way. One of us has to get out and find some way of getting help or at least establishing a means of escape,” Monika explained.
“‘One of us’, huh?” Natsuki shot Monika a look of annoyance and worry. "You say one of us, but you really mean you don't you?"
“Guilty…” Monika softly chuckled. “After all, the one who tries to escape runs the risk of drawing ire from everyone around here. It's risky and may not end well for them."
"But that's…” Sayori shook her head, refusing to accept Monika’s decision. “In that case, I should be the one to go.”
"I appreciate your worry, Sayori, but I can’t let you do that.”
“Why not?”
“Well…” Monika leaned in close to Sayori and whispered, “Because you’re needed here.”
“What do you mean?”
“You’re the only one here that can keep everyone’s spirits lifted; at the very least keep Natsuki and Yuri from completely giving up. Plus, if something does happen, I’m pretty sure I’m the more expendable of the two of us.”
“That’s not true! I mean- What would we do without you?” Sayori argued.
“It’s not like I'm saying I'm worthless or anything like that… Plus, um…" Monika scratched her right cheek as she pondered how she could explain what she had in mind. "Well… Let’s just say other than my natural concern, I really feel like it’s best to keep you especially out of harm's way.”
“Me? Why me specifically?”
“I don’t really know. Just more of my intuition.”
"But…"
"Trust me… It's for the best that I be the one to go."
“Is this really the time for public secret conversations?” Natsuki interjected. “Not even going to ask wha you two were talking about but… let’s be honest, at the end of the day, Monika’s the one here with the highest chance to actually escape and get help.”
Yuri nodded her head in agreement.
A dark look hung over Sayori's face.
“…Okay. Good luck, Monika,” She said with a sad smile.
“Mm… Okay everyone, let’s get started," Monika focused her gaze on Natsuki. "Natsuki, since you have the most upper body strength, you'll be our base."
"Naturally," she said with a proud smile.
Following Monika’s instruction, Natsuki faced the wall and waited. Yuri soon climbed on top of her followed by Sayori.
Monika carefully climbed to the top of Sayori's shoulders and reached for the window. While she was able to reach it, she soon came across a new problem.
It's closed pretty tight.
If she tried forcing it open, it was likely that their whole ladder could come apart, but if she didn't try then they would all still be stuck in the basement.
Of all times, why did it have to be pull open instead of push open?
Monika tugged at the window, each attempt making it feel like she was about to fall off Sayori. Giving it one final tug, the window flew open, almost hitting her in the face.
"Careful, Monika," Sayori pleaded.
"Right."
Monika crawled through the open window and found herself behind the warehouse she had just escaped from.
Before doing anything else, she stuck her head back through the window, "I'll be back soon. I promise."
With those parting words, Monika crept her way towards the nearby dumpster.
Okay… I'm currently in a corner of an area I know nothing about. Though bad for getting the lay of the land, it was good for sneaking out unnoticed.
She clutched her chest and tried to steady her breathing.
This whole mess has been nothing but events happening out of nowhere; I wouldn't be surprised if the moment I move from this spot, I'll get ambushed by… something. I know I shouldn't think that, but I… No, I need to stay focused. If I think like that now, I'll have already failed everyone.
Still, I need to think carefully about my next move. I'm a young woman armed with only a knife, but none of the resolve to actually use it offensively. I'm in an unknown area with who knows how many men likely armed to the teeth and just as likely to kill on sight. Along with that, I have no current way to reach the outside world nor do I know where Claudette is…
Monika clutched her chest tighter.
The others are counting on me, but I don't know what to do. I never know what to do… I… I think I should probably stick with the escape and get help plan. I won't be able to do anything on my own.
Taking a few deep breaths, Monika peeked over the dumpster. With the coast still clear, she slowly moved forward towards a set of crates protruding from the corner of the warehouse.
Glancing over them, Monika could see a significant number of what she could aptly call mooks or goons hanging around the area ahead beyond the alley between the two warehouses she stood behind.
Definitely can't go this way… I better find another route.
Not long after that thought, Monika heard what sounded to be the engine of a motorcycle nearby. The sound got closer and closer until it was soon replaced by a crash and bloodcurdling screams.
"The hell was that!?" she heard one of the men in front of her say.
Soon the once crowded area became vacant as they all rushed to investigate the source of the disturbance.
That way they're going… Is that the way to the exit?
While happy that she had some sense of direction towards her destination, Monika was wary to head that way.
Even if the mysterious disturbance worked in favor this instance, there was still no way of knowing if she should get involved in it.
Not only that, but for a brief moment, she felt woozy. Something felt wrong, something much greater than the current predicament she found herself in.
The feeling vanished as quickly as it arrived, but its impact remained. Even if they were to escape now, she felt something even worse could happen.
Maybe I'm just being paranoid… I have to focus on escaping or else we're all…
Unable to finish that thought, Monika crept through the alley and peeked beyond the front corner of the warehouse. Not a soul was in sight.
Did they all go to investigate?
Monika received her answer in the form of more screams.
"Okay… In that case, maybe I can use this as an opportunity to free the others and find Claudette," she mused.
"Or not."
Nivia soon stepped into her field of view, nearly causing Monika to tumble back in fright.
No… Of all people, why her!?
While she had only encountered Nivia for the first time not too long ago, Monika could tell through opinions and her own words that out of everyone around her, Nivia was truly the worst person to be caught sneaking around by.
She knew it was already a huge risk to found and likely end with her death. Looking into Nivia's eyes, Monika swallowed hard; the likelihood of death had turned into the only outcome.
"Ah…"
Monika could feel her feet slowly move back, her instincts screaming at her to get away.
"Did you seriously think you had any chance of sneaking away? Just to give you perspective, we're as far away from the exit as possible," Nivia taunted.
Monika looked around; all that surrounded them were stacked crates. There was nothing she could use to defend herself.
Wait!
Monika took a double look at the crates examining how they were stacked and the heights they reached.
She then looked back at Nivia. There was only one way out of this confrontation and it would require precision to pull off.
Hope all that afterschool training was worth it.
Monika took one final step back before dashing towards Nivia.
"Wha-?" a look of pure shock landed on Nivia's face .
Once Monika was gained a good enough momentum, she raised her arms up and lunged forward. Planting her hands into the ground, Monika raised her right leg, quickly followed by her left, briefly entering a handstand. She then dropped her legs towards the ground in a reverse order, gracefully returning to her feet before staring the process a new.
She repeated front-walkover technique over and over until she was finally in range of Nivia. Transitioning into one final handstand, Monika pushed herself into the air. In one flawless move, Monika landed on Nivia's shoulders and used her as a springboard to reach the top of the crates she had been eyeing.
She then climbed her way up another set of crates then rolled on top of the roof of the warehouse, breathing hard the entire time.
"That was more draining then I thought…"
Monika looked around. The gaps between the rooftops didn't seem too far apart to cross and some even had makeshift bridges between them.
Is it wrong to be cynical and consider this a bit too convenient?
"Unbelievable…"
Monika timidly glanced over her shoulder.
"I get scolded for ending things early, I come back empty handed, then I'm left to babysit and just got used as a springboard by a high schooler…"
Monika's heart started to race the second she saw a hand latch on to the edge of the roof.
"I'll take the convenience!"
Monika quickly dashed to the other side of the roof and leaped on to another one. Without even looking back, she continued to hop along rooftops until she was once again stricken by another sudden affliction.
First she was woozy, but now it felt like something was trying to ram something into her brain.
As the pain grew even more fierce, she began to see images play back in her head like a movie. She saw an injured Shujinkou shedding tears as he clutched a stomach wound. She then saw Mali arrive and cover his wound with a sinister smile on her face.
"I gotta say, judging from what happened to any of your friends last time, I expected you to reach this low point a lot sooner," she said. "Seriously, it only took one move from your other friend to get you like this."
"W-Who are you talking?" Shujinkou asked, perplexed.
"Then again, back then you thought one of your friends was gone forever, while know you still have some kind of hope now, even if it's slim."
Mali giggled as she moved her face closer to Shujinkou's.
"Though I can make sure that you'll have a 100% chance of ending things once and for all. Should be fun."
Shujinkou had a look of concern on his face as he stared into Mali's eyes.
"You say that but… why do you look confused and… sad?" he asked.
"Sad?"
A look of surprise floated on Mali's face before it was suddenly replaced by her usual innocent smile.
"At your lowest point and not even aware and yet you can spot things with just a glance."
Mali giggled.
"But I guess that's the only way you could show me concern, even considering everything up to now. You're so innocent, it's cute Shujinkou and it's no wonder you have so many girls fawning over you. But your innocence isn't going to save anyone now so…"
Mali gently placed her hands on Shujinkou's cheeks.
"Time to keep my promise."
The last image Monika saw was Mali drawing Shujinkou into a deep kiss. Soon after, the pain faded, leaving Monika to ponder what she just witnessed.
"Not too bright are you, Ms. Perfect?"
A hand reached out from behind and turned Monika around. To her absolute horror, Nivia was standing behind her. Unlike before, she looked bored.
"Ugh… Nothing fancy now, I'm done with this whole thing," she sighed. "Do me a favor and land on your hand when you hit the ground, 'kay?"
With a simple shove, Monika was sent over the edge of the building and sent careening towards the ground.
"MONIKA!"
A pair of arms quickly intercepted Monika and pulled her into a tight embrace. Safely landing on the ground, Monika could finally see the face of the one who saved her.
"Shujinkou?" she gasped.
"Looks like I just made it," he said, sighing in relief.
"But- What're you doing here? I mean… Weren't you shot?"
"Yeah… Mali found me and helped me get better. But that's not important; right now all that matters is taking everyone down and getting you guys out of here."
"By yourself?"
"He's not by himself," suddenly peeking over Shujinkou's shoulder was Mali. "Senpai has Mali with him."
A look of concern crossed Monika's face. What they were proposing seemed very improbable. “Even so…”
“Trust me, Monika, I got this,” Shujinkou assured her.
Normally Shujinkou’s assurances would at least partly assuage her worries, but all it did this time was add to them.
“By the way, what’s Claudette doing here?” Shujinkou asked. “I thought you and the others were the only ones taken.”
Monika's eyes sparkled with surprise and hope.“You saw Claudette?!”
“…Yeah. I saw her as I was grabbing you. Don’t worry, she fine… at least physically… for now.”
“Um, excuse me…” The three high school students looked up. Up on the roof just above them was Nivia, who couldn't look any more surprised even if she tried. “I’d hate to interrupt this romantic rescue moment, but isn’t at least one of you supposed to be dead?”
Shujinkou scowled at his attempted murderer.
“Monika, take Mali and go free the others,” he ordered. “I’ll take care of her.”
“Are you sure, Shujinkou?" Monika worriedly questioned. "Didn’t she-?”
“I won’t let her beat me this time,” he interrupted. “Now go.”
Monika was taken aback by the seriousness on Shujinkou’s face. No, it wasn’t just seriousness; she noticed a desire in his eyes. It was obvious by the way he was looking at Nivia that he wasn't going to be swayed by anything.
Even if she could think of something that could do the deed, the intimidating and oppressive air surrounding Shujinkou prevented her from even trying.
Even leaving like he told her to was a struggle; if it wasn’t for Mali grabbing her hand, she would have remained there, paralyzed.
“Come on, Ms. Club President, you don’t want to leave everyone waiting,” Mali reminded her.
“But…”
Despite how different Shujinkou seemed at the moment, Monika still felt apprehensive about leaving him behind to fight.
“Senpai, you sure you want to do this?” Mali asked.
“…Yep,” Shujinkou said, his eyes still glued to Nivia.
"Well, if that's what Senpai really wants then that's what Senpai wants," Mali said with a shrug.
For a brief moment, Monika could see the Shujinkou she recognized. She could spot the innocence in his eyes as he looked at Mali as if he confused and hesitant.
"…Yeah."
Just as quickly it appeared, the recognizable look was soon buried under a foreign smile. From a distance, it looked like a confident smile, but upon closer inspection, Monika realized that it was similar to one of Mali's "innocent" smiles.
"Come on, Ms. School Idol," Mali tugged Monika's hand. "You really don't have to worry about Senpai as long as Mali is with him."
"But you're leaving him."
"Yep."
Confusion paralyzing her mind, Monika could do nothing to stop Mali from pulling her away.
"So, where are your friends, Ms. Club President? After all, you were told to lead me after all."
"R-Right…"
With seemingly no one around, Monika effortlessly led Mali to the warehouse she had very recently escaped from.
"Akui clearly doesn't care for hiding in plain sight. If you guys managed to get some help, this place would have been the first place anyone would look," Mali noted as she walked inside. "By the way, Ms. School Idol, sneaking out and trying to escape… you must really have wanted to prove Mali wrong."
"I wasn't trying to prove anything. I was just trying to do something that could have helped everyone," Monika clarified.
"Even when it could have ended in your death? That's really bold, Monika," Mali complimented. "Mali may have been wrong about you."
"Thanks, but…" While she appreciated the compliment there was something about the way Mali was speaking that bothered her. "Why are you referring to yourself in the third person?"
"Maybe I'm just being my usual off-kilter self or maybe I'm just speaking to you the same way I would Senpai. He usually understands due to being so good with people. Besides, is the way I speak really important? Maybe, but we something that Senpai wants us to do and if we don't do it then Senpai really won't act like Senpai and as his Kōhai, it's my duty to make sure that doesn't happen."
Monika was once again stricken with silence. As usual, Mali spoke in a way that seemed deliberately confusing. However, she didn't seem to be taunting her or unapologetically flaunting information only she knew.
She seemed to be trying to clue her in to something in her own way.
Along with that, Monika noticed that Mali didn't seem as vicious as she was earlier today.
"Alright, here we are," Mali happily announced.
Mali pulled a piece of metal out of her pocket and began working on unlocking the door to the basement.
"You really do know how to pick locks, huh?" Monika noted.
"Of course," Mali giggled. "It's a necessary skill. Just never thought I would use it to rescue people, but it's for Senpai's sake."
"For Shujinkou's sake…"
Monika anxiously scratched her right cheek. What Mali just said reminded her of the vision she just saw.
"Mali, this is going to sound strange but… Did you kiss Shujinkou earlier today?" she asked.
"Eh?" Mali shot her an amused look. "Is this really the time to worry about your crush?"
"It's not about that, I was just wondering…"
"Well you don't have to worry; I haven't kissed Senpai as much as the prospect is enticing. Now then…"
Mali removed the metal from the door knob and opened the door. She wasted no time in skipping down the steps and jumping in front of the rest of the Literature Club.
"Mali?" Sayori gasped.
Mali giggled at the sight of the three damsels.
"You know, your posture is too relaxed to actually be bound by anything," she pointed out. "A good eye could spot you guys faking a mile away."
"Someone tell me that she's not our only hope of escape…" Natsuki pleaded under her breath.
Monika soon entered the room.
"Thank you…" Natsuki said with a sigh of relief.
"Monika! You really did come back soon," Sayori cheered.
"Well, I ran into some outside help sooner than I thought," Monika explained.
"Is that why it sounds like a warzone out there?" Natsuki asked.
"Um… actually, that part's kind of hard to explain…" Monika admitted.
"Actually, It's relatively easy to explain," Mali interjected. "It's just hard to believe."
"We're in a warehouse basement about to be sold into human trafficking," Natsuki groaned. "I really doubt anything can be hard to believe right now."
"I don't know, Natsuki, I'm still trying to wrap my head around it myself," Monika nervously chuckled.
"What exactly is going on outside?" Yuri queried.
"Well… the whole warzone thing going on outside is actually Shujinkou leading a one-man assault against everyone here," Monika answered.
“…What?” Natsuki just stared ahead, completely dumbfounded by what she had just heard.
“Shujinkou is..?” Yuri marveled. “But that's…”
“I knew Shiko wasn’t dead!” Sayori beamed. “Wait… Did you say Shiko’s leading a one-man assault against everyone here?”
Monika nodded her head.
"One man is a bit wrong. After all, Mali's along for the ride," Mali cheerfully added.
“Even so, we need to go help him before something happens to him!” Sayori insisted.
“I sincerely doubt something will happen to Senpai,” Mali interjected.
“How can be so sure?” Sayori questioned.
“Because, he has Mali with him,” she solemnly answered.
“That doesn’t make any sense; you’re right here,” Natsuki pointed out.
“That doesn’t change the fact that Mali is with Senpai.”
With that, Mali turned around and proceeded to walk up the stairs, leaving the others confused.
“Is Mali saying that she has a plan to keep Shiko safe?” Sayori wondered aloud.
“Either that or she’s boasting that just her being here turns the tide…” Natsuki sighed. “Even in situations like this, she acts the same.”
"Yeah, it's actually kinda relieving…" Monika mused.
"Huh?"
"N-Nothing. Just thinking out loud."
“What are you guys waiting for? Didn’t you want to go to Senpai’s side right away?” Mali yelled back at them.
“Ah, that’s right! We gotta help Shiko!” Sayori declared.
Following Mali’s lead, the Literature Club walked outside and cautiously traveled to where Shujinkou was last seen.
“Whoa…” Sayori marveled.
What they saw truly was a sight to behold. Bodies were littered about as far as the eye can see.
“Huh. Our one man army worked faster than I thought they would,” Mali noted.
Yuri looked at some of the nearby bodies. Not only were they heavily bruised, but some had broken limbs. So violent…
“Shujinkou did all this?” Natsuki muttered in disbelief. “This makes what Rei did at the Royal Rumble look like nothing…”
“Ah!” Sayori yelped.
“What’s wrong, Sayori?” Monika asked.
“Isn’t that-?”
Sayori pointed to one particular body on the ground. It was noticeably more beaten then the rest. Taking a closer look, the others were left shocked as they recognized the person that lied before them.
“Nivia…?” Monika gasped.
It was almost impossible to tell for sure by looking at their face; it was so swollen that they weren’t sure if any body part located there could ever work again. The only way they could tell it was her was by her clothing.
Monika reached down and grasped her wrist.
“She’s still has a pulse,” she confirmed.
“Someone sure did a number on her,” Mali said.
“You don’t mean Shiko, do you?” Sayori gasped.
“Not unless someone else is going around knocking everyone out,” Monika suggested.
“We’d like to believe that but…” Yuri used her eyes to direct the others’ attention to a particular wound on Nivia’s body. “She’s been shot in the same area Shujinkou was. It’s easy for someone to see this as poetic retribution…”
“No way! Shiko would never do this to someone!” Sayori affirmed, shaking her head.
“Yeah, I’m having trouble believing Shujinkou’s leading an effortless one man assault against hardened criminals. I seriously can’t see him doing this at all,” Natsuki agreed.
“I totally agree. I can’t see Senpai doing this at all either,” Mali said with a smile.
Soon after that comment, the group heard gunfire and desperate cries in the distance. The cries soon began to die out one by one until there was nothing but silence.
“That sounded like something straight out of a horror movie…” Natsuki fretted.
“Well, it is Devil’s Night; the night before Halloween,” Mali calmly pointed out. “You’d think the more horrific stuff would happen tonight considering how modern Halloween is just candy and pranks at this point.”
She then started to walk towards the direction the cries came from. Without turning around, Mali asked her hesitant associates “You guys coming? It’s not like it would be safe to just stay here.”
Without saying a word, the others carefully followed Mali towards the source of the sound. Each step towards the unknown increased the anxiety every member of the Literature Club felt. They continued to move forward until they heard someone speaking in the distance.
“Man, am I glad you were in the neighborhood, Shujinkou.”
“Isn’t that-?” A small smile crossed Monika’s face as Shujinkou and Claudette stepped from around a corner.
“Claudette!” she chirped. “You’re alright.”
“So are you guys,” Claudette said with a sigh of relief. “Also, I’m just barely able to say I’m okay. I’m eternally grateful to Shujinkou for showing up when he did or else... Let's just say that even I would be traumatized and potentially murderous angry.”
“Oh…” Monika awkwardly scratched her right cheek as she turned her attention to Shujinkou. “Thanks, Shujinkou.”
Shujinkou just stared at her. She expected him to at least scratch his right cheek in humble embarrassment, but he didn’t.
“Shiko!”
A pair of arms suddenly wrapped around Shujinkou.
“You really are okay! I thought you were in really bad shape!” Sayori cried.
“Why would you think that?” he asked.
“Yuri told us what Nivia did to you! How come you’re moving around like nothing happened?”
“It’s like I told Monika, Mali found me and helped me get better. To be more specific, she gave me the means to apply first-aid on myself and come here,” Shujinkou chuckled. “You of all people should know that I’m really experienced with giving first aid.”
“Oh, uhm…” Sayori scratched her red right cheek as she nervously laughed. “That’s true…”
Shujinkou continued to laugh until he noticed Natsuki staring at him. She was looking at him like he was stranger.
“Why are you looking at me like that, Natsuki?” he asked.
“Uh… No reason…” she murmured.
That was all she could say in the short time given to her. She knew she couldn’t exactly say she was starting to understand what the others meant by Shujinkou seeming “off”. Just being around him was uncomfortable, a feeling she never thought she would feel.
“You can feel it too, can’t you…?”
Natsuki glanced up at Yuri.
“Yeah… I guess you guys really weren’t exaggerating,” she whispered back. “What happened? I mean, just being around him is… scary.”
Yuri shook her head. “I don’t really know. The weird air around him just came out of nowhere. What’s worse is, I think that it’s worse than before.”
“What’s worse than before?” Shujinkou asked.
“Ah…!” Yuri instinctively took a step back. “N-Nothing. I was just thinking how our situation was before you and Mali showed up.”
Shujinkou once again responded with silence. Like before, Monika once again noticed a brief recognizable expression land on Shujinkou’s face; this time his face displaying regret.
“I take it this is what you meant by Shujinkou being ‘off’?” Claudette whispered into her ear.
Monika silently nodded her head.
“Senpai, we should probably get out of here before more people come,” Mali advised.
“Right,” Shujinkou agreed. “You guys get out of here.”
“‘You guys’? What about you, Shiko?” Sayori queried.
Shujinkou didn’t respond. He just stared ahead, as if waiting for something.
“I get it… You’re planning on staying back to cover our flank, right?” Claudette asked.
“…Yeah,” Shujinkou answered.
“That’s good and all but there’s bound to be a lot of dangerous bad guys that’ll stand in our way,” Claudette said in a weak and defenseless manner. “You’re not going to just leave us to deal with that are you? I mean, you’re clearly the only one who’s able to handle these guys; we’re pretty much doomed without you.”
“Ah…”
Shujinkou’s entire body trembled as if he was struggling with what Claudette just said to him. He shook his head before turning back towards the others.
“You got a point there…” he said, scratching his right cheek. “I mean, I’m pretty sure you guys could handle yourselves fine without me but it’s probably is better that we all leave together.”
“Yeah!” Sayori cheerfully agreed.
“Ah… Senpai’s innocence's shining through as always,” Mali said with a smile.
With everyone in agreement, the group began their trek to the exit. Along the way, Claudette noticed a smoking, twisted collection of metal nearby.
“Is that my bike?” Claudette asked."
“Oh that…” Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. “I kinda used it as a battering ram when I got here. You know, like in movies and games where you drift then jump off…”
“…Geez, have you secretly been capable of doing stuff like this the whole time?” Natsuki questioned.
“Trust me; everything I’ve done today is one time thing," Shujinkou assured her. "It’s honestly a miracle that I even pulled off half- no, everything I’ve actually pulled off.”
“Well, at least you got to stuff you probably only imagined doing, right Shiko?” Sayori cheerfully pointed out.
“Does that involve rescuing a damsel in distress?” Claudette joked.
“Two damsels. He saved me from an escape attempt gone horribly wrong,” Monika added with a soft chuckle.
“Seriously…” Shujinkou looked down at his hands in disbelief. “I can’t believe I pulled off saves like that.”
“Yeah, well, I’m still having a hard time believing you actually successfully pulled off a one man assault like this,” Natsuki said. "Are you sure you were really alone?"
"Yeah. Just me, a lot of maneuvering and adrenaline. Unfortunately, it was kind of impossible to go easy on everyone when outnumbered and forced to think on my feet.”
“Yeah… We’ve seen that…” Natsuki gulped at the bodies that surrounded them.
“Ah… Shujinkou…”
Shujinkou looked back at Yuri. The way she was looking at him was concerning.
“What’s wrong, Yuri?” he worriedly asked.
Yuri looked deep into Shujinkou’s eyes. They were the recognizable eyes that filled her with a sense of tranquility like always.
“Nothing… I was just confirming something,” she said with a relieved sigh.
"Oh…"
Shujinkou turned back around, and soon the relief Yuri felt was gone.
The group continued their trek until they arrived before a damaged gate.
“Damn, Shujinkou… You sure you used my bike to bust in?” Claudette marveled. “It looks like you used a bulldozer or a tank.”
“I was going pretty fast…” Shujinkou sheepishly replied.
“Still…”
“Eh, we can ignore that for now. Right now, we need to go to the police and tell them what happened,” Monika advised.
“Yeah, maybe they’ll actually believe one of us this time when shown proof; proof being us,” Claudette said in an annoyed tone.
“To be fair… I was one of the only people who could read the documents,” Shujinkou pointed out.
“You mean the ‘magical documents’ Akui was talking about?” Sayori queried.
“Yeah.”
“Wait… You’re telling me he wasn’t joking? You’re seriously the only one who can read those documents he was talking about?” Natsuki questioned.
“Well, Mali can read them too and Monika could sorta read them," Shujinkou explained.
“That’s weir- Wait, what exactly were on them?”
“Um… Motives, location of where you and Sayori were held and info about the past."
"You're saying that you had evidence about what happened to us and even though you were the only one who could read it… they didn't even consider it even though we were kidnapped!"
“My thoughts exactly…”
Shujinkou chuckled until he felt a sharp pain around the center of his body.
“What’s wrong, Shiko?” Sayori worriedly asked.
“I think my tolerance for my gun wound is gone,” Shujinkou said, clutching his stomach.
He soon fell on his knees, panting heavily.
“Okay… It’s starting to hurt like before,” he said, doubled over in pain.
Shujinkou looked down at his hand. As his vision started to blur, he could see that his hand was once again stained red.
"No… Not… now…"
The sound of him crashing into the ground was the last thing he heard before his world fell dark.
Chapter 150: Shujinkou's Desperate Struggle
Chapter Text
"Yuri?"
Sayori worriedly waved her hand in front of her distant friend's face. The young maiden had been acting like she was back when they were in the warehouse basement: quiet and unresponsive. She had been that way ever since they rushed Shujinkou to the hospital after he collapsed.
With the amount of blood he was rapidly losing from his reopened wound, Shujinkou was rushed to surgery, leaving the others to wait in the food court for the results.
Sayori was sure that was what caused Yuri to regress to this state. What was worse was the clear amount of guilt the young maiden had on her face.
"Yuri…?"
Sayori continued to try and get her friend's attention until Yuri suddenly stood up.
"Sorry, but I need some time to myself…"
With those parting words, Yuri disappeared into the surrounding crowd.
"Should we be letting her go like that?" Sayori asked aloud.
"As long as she stays in the hospital, she should be fine," Monika replied.
Sayori shook her head.
"Not that. I mean, she looks so… so…"
A sorrowful look crossed the usually cheerful Sayori. The way Yuri looked and acted was very familiar to her.
"…She looks like Shiko did back then… Back when he shut himself away from the world…"
Hearing that reminded Monika of the dream she had back at the warehouse which in turn reminded her of how little she knew about Shujinkou.
But even so… I wasn't wrong to be worried about him… right?
Like before, Monika couldn't tell if she had any right to question any of Shujinkou's recent behavior when he had been trying his hardest to solve their recent dilemmas.
All she could do was look on as Sayori's gaze shifted to Natsuki. Her eyes had been glued to her phone ever since the staff had discovered them on Shujinkou's person.
Like Yuri, Natsuki had not said a word since then and the conflicted look on her face was just as worrying.
"What're you looking at, Natsuki?" Sayori queried.
"Huh?" Natsuki quickly stuffed her phone in her pocket. "N-Nothing. I was just checking on some stuff."
"Like what?”
Natsuki quickly averted her gaze. “Just… stuff.”
Before Sayori could say another word, Natsuki suddenly stood up as well.
“I’m going to go stretch my legs,” she said before walking off.
Faced with a third friend abruptly leaving mid-conversation, Sayori could only mutter, "Why is everyone leaving…?"
As soon as she was sure she was out of sight, Natsuki pulled her phone out of her pocket and sighed.
“Penny for your thoughts?”
Startled by the sudden question, Natsuki hastily shoved her phone back in her pocket and looked up at the inquisitor. Standing in front of her was Mali, sporting her usual innocent smile.
“You look really upset,” she said with a giggle.
“Really?” Natsuki replied, unamused by Mali’s teasing tone. "I was kidnapped and held hostage for days while being threatened to b forced into human trafficking. Not to mention it happened to my friends too while it was clear that Akui was going to kill Shujinkou just because he has a petty grudge against his dad and even though he essentially beat everyone up, he still had to get treatment from the gunshot wound in his stomach and I have no idea how that’s going!
Of course, I’m upset!”
Mali continued to giggle as she looked into Natsuki’s eyes. Her eyes were then drawn towards the hand Natsuki had in her pocket. Despite being hidden, Mali could tell that Natsuki was clutching her phone as hard as she could.
“Oh, I know that upsets you. I’m talking about the other things you haven’t mentioned,” Mali clarified.
Startled by Mali's response, Natsuki could only stutter, “What other things?”
Mali noticed a droplet of sweat crawl down Natsuki’s face. It was all she needed to see for the first year to confirm her personal inquires. With a smile, Mali continued.
“You all think I’m just teasing him when I say it and, while I am, I really do mean it when I say Senpai innocent. It’s not just that he constantly puts his friends before himself but it just how he acts and carries himself. He always downplays it but Senpai always tries to find someway to get along or at least be civil with anyone no matter how they are around him.
He also almost always speaks in a gentle way. The only times his voice changes is when something gets to him and even then, Senpai never lashes out at anyone and his voice is still gentle and innocent.
He’s very open and empathetic to almost anyone and is infinitely patient. Not to mention he’s kind and honest almost to a fault.”
Mali giggled as she finished her analysis.
"But of course you already know that. In fact, to you, those qualities probably mean the whole world to you.”
"I wouldn’t say the whole world…” Natsuki argued. “I mean, those are some of the things that makes him easy to be around, but…”
The knowing smile on Mali’s face rendered Natsuki speechless. She knew anything else she could say would end with Mali turning it around on her in a very embarrassing way.
“Even so, you know Senpai pretty well," Mali continued. "So much that even though you haven’t seen Senpai in forever and knowing the stress and worry that he had to have went through that could cause a temporary change, you still knew right away that something was unnaturally 'off' with him. I mean it's obvious; his innocence isn't radiating like it usually is and he's been making faces you couldn't ever imagine him making. And that worried you on so many levels."
"Of course it's worrying. My friend is obviously acting weird and even though he did it to save us, I can't really see Shujinkou going on a one-man charge against a bunch of criminals,” Natsuki pointed out.
"And not just because it's hard to believe he could actually do that right? And then there was the aftermath; look at how he left things when he was done," Mali recalled.
Though she downplayed it in his presence, Natsuki could remember how disturbed she was at all the fallen bodies resulting from Shujinkou’s assault.
"How he left things…" Natsuki muttered. "It's not I can't feel too sorry for the guys that held us captive but… how messed up they were… like Yuri said, that pretty much takes effort and Shujinkou's nonchalance about it was just…"
"'So unlike Senpai'?" Mali finished.
"Yeah…"
"I get it. Seeing Senpai act like that is pretty unnerving to me too. After all, his innocence was one of the things that made him so interesting to me. If that was to go away… If the Senpai tonight was the new Senpai for now on then…"
Taking a pause, Mali shot Natsuki an inquisitive stare, once again startling her.
"W-What?” Natsuki stuttered.
"Isn't that how you feel?” Mali questioned. “If Senpai was no longer Senpai then wouldn't that mean you would lose more than just the person you're hopelessly infatuated with?"
"Wha-?"
Mali pressed her left index finger over Natsuki's lips, keeping her from saying more.
"You all may be infatuated with Senpai, but you all look at him differently. And I don't mean that one potential likes him more than the other, I mean the way you look at him reflects the other ways that he's important to you all.
You specifically, I can tell by how you look at Senpai that he's more than just a friend or a crush. He's someone you feel like you can empathize and connect with; a person you can open up too."
Mali's face soon lit up with her usual innocent smile.
"But of course; he's Senpai, right? Of course that's the natural outcome. But there's more to it than that. There's some connection; something that you two have endured that you have in common. Something that you felt you could only talk to Senpai about after the last time you all were all together as a club."
"Last time after…?" Natsuki quickly stepped back, horrified by the implications behind Mali's words. "Were you spying on us!?"
"Not exactly. Plus, that's besides the point."
"How is that beside anything!? You were spying on us!"
"Is that really what matters in regards to that conversation? Besides, I was just bringing it up to note that you and Senpai have something in common. But that commonality can only go so far and it's because of that you couldn't completely open up to Senpai, right?"
"There was nothing to open up about. I told him everything I wanted to."
"If that's so, then why did you look so disappointed when you left? Isn't it because you didn't say what you wanted to say?"
"That's-"
"Actually, you were never planning to open up to Senpai, were you? In fact, you seemed really reluctant to say what you going to say in the first place.
You wanted to tell him the truth, but you also didn’t. You looked like you wanted to cover that up by blowing up at him, but in the end, you just couldn’t go through with that because you didn’t want to hurt him.
That’s the same reason you didn’t want to be honest with him back then and left him with a small glimmer of hope that things would be okay. Not only that, but you knew it would forever be on Senpai’s mind and he wouldn’t be able to rest until you felt better. And most importantly, despite your reservations, you really didn’t want Senpai involved in your personal life, likely for his own safety and some form of peace of mind."
Mali once again snuck a peek at the hand in Natsuki's pocket.
"Interestingly enough, all those reasons connect to the other reason you’re worried about Senpai’s current state.
You're worried that Senpai isn’t all that different, aren’t you? You're worried that deep down the other most important male figure in your life is the same as the first and that the stress of everything that happened just made it apparent. And because of that, you’re worried that Senpai will no longer care anymore.”
What happened next was just as Mali had expected. She watched as the conflict and confusion in Natsuki's eyes turn into defiance.
With a smug smirk, Natsuki finally replied with, "Heh. Just like always, you have no idea what you’re talking about, Mali.”
With nothing more to say, Natsuki stepped past Mali, leaving the first-year behind with her accusations.
“…Senpai cares.”
Natsuki suddenly stopped in place, shocked by Mali’s sudden words.
“With most of his friends dealing with their own issues, Senpai never prioritized any over the other. When his best friend was kidnapped, he was desperate. When he found out you were gone too, he became more desperate.
Even with his deteriorating mental state, the fact that he couldn’t get anyone to help him and the threat of death among other things with one being connected to the first, Senpai still put his friends among himself like he always does… Because that’s who Senpai is, right?"
That’s enough to ease your doubts a little, right? And even if that wasn’t enough, then just ask yourself: Would the other guy do the same?”
As she expected, Natsuki didn’t say a word. But it didn't matter; Mali had said all she needed to say.
“Don’t forget that,” Mali advised before going her own way.
The young student traced Natsuki’s footsteps back and found Monika and Sayori still sitting where she had left them.
“Ms. President and Vice President are also really upset…” Mali noted. She curiously exchange glances with the two of them before smiling. "Well, I got some news that’ll cheer you both up."
Sayori’s eyes lit up with curiosity. “Really? What is it?”
“Senpai’s surgery has recently finished and now all he has to do is rest,” Mali informed them.
“Really? That’s great!” Sayori cheered. “Does that mean he’s up now?”
"Right after surgery… No idea," Mali shrugged. “I didn’t check on him when I inquired on his condition.”
“Oh… Well, let’s go check up on him!” Sayori suggested.
“…Yeah,” Monika nodded her head. “Let’s go.”
The two stood up and started their journey to Shujinkou’s room.
“Wait,” Sayori looked back. She was surprised to find Mali wasn’t following them. “Don’t you want to see Shiko too, Mali?”
Mali shook her head. “No… Senpai needs me elsewhere right now.”
Mali smiled another knowing smile before vanishing into the surrounding crowd.
“Shiko needs her somewhere else? What does that mean?” Sayori wondered aloud.
“Hopefully nothing bad…” Monika sighed.
“Eh!? It probably isn’t a big deal! Maybe she’s just looking for something to make Shiko better faster.”
“Probably. Mali’s usually vague when it comes to everything so you never know the magnitude of what she’s going to do.”
“Yeah, like when she found our clubroom."
Sayori closed her eyes as she recalled the events that led to their new clubroom.
"She just asked Shiko whether he would want one or not then went hunting. It was really amazing how fast she found one. And then…"
Sayori quickly covered her mouth. She knew Monika wasn't in the mood to relieve what happened next.
"A-Anyway, we should probably go see how Shiko is doing!"
Sayori took off, happily skipping to her destination.
“Sayori…”
As Monika followed behind, she couldn’t help but be concerned about her as well.
Sayori’s the same as always. I’m glad about that but…
Monika recalled Sayori’s behavior around Shujinkou before he collapsed.
Sayori knows Shujinkou best, so she had to have noticed that something was different about him. I can’t believe for a second that she couldn’t have. I hope she isn’t keeping too much of her feelings bottled up inside.
They continued their trek until they finally reached their destination. Sayori excitedly swung the door open.
“Shiko, you awake?” She loudly asked.
The only answer Sayori received was her own echo. Her eyes were then drawn to a nearby empty bed.
“He’s gone…” she muttered.
Realizing what was about to happen, Monika tried to calm her friend down by pointing out, “He’s probably…”
“He’s gone!” Sayori shrieked.
“He’s probably in the bathroom…” Monika weakly pointed out.
Sayori immediately opened the bathroom door and looked inside.
“Sayori?!”
Monika's face went red with embarrassment. If Shujinkou was in the bathroom then-
Then again, it's relatively quiet in there for that.
Sayori soon stuck her head out. The frantic look on her face said everything.
"He’s not in here either!" she fretted.
“But if he was… you could have just looked in as he was using it…” Monika pointed out, her cheeks still bright red.
“Where could he be?!” worried Sayori.
Realizing that her point was falling on deaf ears, Monika offered a possible reason for Shujinkou's disappearance.
“Maybe he just went out for some air?” she theorized.
“No…” Sayori said, shaking her head. “I can’t see Shiko getting up and moving around so freely right after surgery and even if he did, that’s not a smart thing to do."
Images of Shujinkou collapsing ran through Sayori's mind, greatly increasing her anxiety. "He could end up hurting himself again! We have to find him!”
“O-Okay…”
Despite her attempts at levity, Monika was well aware of the possible implications surrounding Shujinkou’s disappearance. “Whatever the case, Shujinkou couldn’t be far. Let’s split up. I’ll focus on searching this floor and you ask around to see if he was moved.”
“Okay!”
Sayori dashed out of the room, leaving Monika alone with her thoughts.
I really hope nothing happened, Shujinkou…
Soon after that wish, a strange feeling came over Monika. It was like her brain was providing her with some direction of what to do. It was like her previous hunches; just a vague and unknown feeling that constantly pushed themselves on her until she just accepted them.
Not like they’ve been detrimental, but…They give me a similar feeling to those strange documents. Still I have nothing else to go on.
Letting her instincts guide her, Monika walked out of the room and immediately headed for the stairwell. Climbing the stairs, the hunch she had grew stronger and stronger.
As she continued her ascent, Monika couldn’t help but wonder about her concern over Shujinkou’s recent behavior. Naturally, she was worried over one of her friends acting differently all of a sudden, especially during a particularly stressful time for everyone. But there was more to it than that…
Everything about the change felt unnatural, and when she thought about it, how she felt about the change was similar to the documents and her hunches.
Then there were his erratic mood swings back at the warehouse complex. His cold-stoic determination being switched to joyful anticipation back to cold determination then to relatively nonchalance over the entire situation was particularly unnerving.
In fact, it reminded Monika how unnerving her conversation with Mali was right before Akui appeared before her.
Something about Mali was strange too. She seemed almost psychopathic then, but she seems back to normal now…
The more she thought about these strange circumstances, the more confused Monika got. Every discovery just created more questions. It was almost like a tease.
A tease…
Her train of thought came to a halt as she soon found herself at the top of the stairs. Moonlight spilled into the stairwell as she the door to the rooftop.
It was really a surprise. She had expected a spacious but empty area, but that’ll where she stood was the complete opposite of empty.
A variety of flora littered the roof. Some were on the ground, some were wooden tables and some even sat on top of the few huts spread across the roof. They were most likely used to house spare supplies.
Situated around what looked to be the center of the space was a large greenhouse. But other than flora related items, there were quite a few clotheslines suspense by metal poles. Blankets hung off of them, fluttering along the gentle breeze the night air provided.
I wonder if people use the roof as a pastime.
Monika continued to take in the sights until her eyes were drawn to one particular sight. Standing along the ledge of the roof was…
"Shujinkou?"
The young man looked back. His eyes were dull and lifeless.
“Hey, Monika…” he said in an almost monotone way.
“Um, are you sure that you should be standing there?” she worriedly questioned.
Shujinkou shrugged. “Why not? I’ve been cheating death and doing other unbelievable things. For all I know, if I fall, I'll start flying."
"Eh… Let's not give that a try, okay," Monika said with an awkward chuckle.
Shujinkou remained silent and turned back around, his dull eyes staring towards the horizon.
"Seriously, Shujinkou, you should get down from there before something happens."
Shujinkou continued to respond with silence. Like when he initially planned to stay behind at the warehouses after he rescued Claudette, Shujinkou seemed unwilling to listen to anything that went against what he wanted.
"Shujinkou… Could you please come down from there?" Monika softly pleaded.
Shujinkou looked back at Monika. The concern in her eyes was enough of an argument to convince him to step down.
"Sorry…" he quietly apologized.
Monika solemnly scratched her right cheek. It was strange how she was the one to do so in such an uncomfortable situation.
"So… I guess you're feeling better if you were able to come up all the way here so soon after surgery," she said.
"Yeah, it's like after Mali treated me; it's like it never happened,” Shujinkou replied.
"That's good."
Another awkward silence spliced its way into their brief conversation.
“You know, I think Rei would like this place,” Shujinkou suddenly said.
“Oh yeah… Rei does seem interested in plant life…” Monika recalled. “Plus, this looks like a nice place to get away from it all. Is that why you came up here; because you knew what they had up here.”
Shujinkou shook his head then looked up at the starry sky. “I just wanted to be somewhere where I could see the night sky. I don’t know why, but it’s more calming than usual.”
Monika looked up at the sky as well. While the sight was indeed something to admire, Shujinkou’s reasoning to be up here was curious.
It also reminded her of the end of the dream she had while held captive, specifically the dark aura that surrounded Shujinkou’s child self.
Monika scratched her right cheek as she carefully considered her next words.
Without saying a word, she extended her right index finger and lightly pressed it against Shujinkou’s chest.
“So, are you feeling better here too?” she asked.
"Here…?” Shujinkou gently clutched his chest. “You think I should be feeling better here too, even little bit, but… nothing’s changed here.”
Shujinkou closed his eyes and clutched his chest tighter.
“I'm happy everyone's fine, but what was really accomplished? All that was done was taking a horrible situation and reverting it back to a bad one. It was almost like all of this was just one nightmarish detour from an already upsetting route life had set up."
Monika solemnly scratched her right cheek. She shared Shujinkou’s sentiments regarding their recent dilemma.
"…But that's not the only thing bothering you, isn't it?" she queried.
Shujinkou opened his eyes. They perfectly displayed his distress.
"…Monika, what do you think about the things I did tonight?" he asked.
"What do I think?”
“Yeah. I mean, do you think that I really could have beat up all those people that was guarding you guys?”
Monika averted her gaze. “I don’t know… It’s not like I had a moment to see how physically capable you are.”
“Your eyes show doubt,” Shujinkou pointed out.
Monika sighed. She looked back at Shujinkou and answered, “To be honest, I really can’t imagine you ever coming to the conclusion of doing that in the first place, let alone using Claudette’s motorcycle to make a destructive entrance. I guess if things came down to just you and Mali, I just thought you two would have went for stealth instead. Plus, there was also the fact that everyone was left like they were barely left alive.”
Shujinkou lowered his head in shame.
“I’ve really been acting radically differently lately, haven’t I?” he muttered.
Monika silently nodded her head.
Shujinkou looked up at Monika, his face showing nothing but guilt and remorse.
“…I… I know I’ve been acting differently lately. I’ve known that. I was just chalking it up to me being really stressed out with everything getting worse and worse but deep down, I always knew that there was more to it than that and… that scares me.
Me always running off all of a sudden wasn’t just because I need some space or because I couldn’t sit still with everything that was happening but because I was scared about how I would act around you guys.
But I didn’t have time to worry about that because my friends needed help and outside of us, no one seemed to care. And then…”
Monika noticed Shujinkou briefly choke up as he paused.
“…And then there was the assault… out of all the stupid decisions I made this week, that had to be the dumbest and most suicidal one yet. And yet, I was actually doing it. I was taking down everyone in my way; I actually had a chance to do something that would actually help. I should have felt better by then right?
But I didn’t. I felt sick to my stomach. I somehow had the strength to easily defeat everyone and yet… I took them down in the most unnecessarily brutal ways imaginable. I broke arms and legs, smashed people’s face in with a pipe… and what I did to Nivia… Even after everything, I still don’t think I should have went that far if I could have helped it and I know I could have.
But I couldn’t have helped myself. It was like something was pushing me to act that way, to be that cruel and I couldn’t do anything to stop myself. Part of me was screaming at the top of my lungs to stop while the other part of me fired half with I have to save my friends. Mercy was not an option.
The only thing that’s keeping from completely breaking down is that you guys are safe and that I didn’t kill anyone, but I can’t help but feel like that was cruel mercy.”
Tears rolled down Shujinkou’s cheeks.
“…I’m scared, Monika. I’m scared that I’ll somehow get worse and I’m scared that I’ll scare you guys off or that I’ll have to forcibly isolate myself. I don’t want to be alone with just my imagination again. I don’t…”
The sight of Shujinkou’s anguished face was like a stab to the heart.
All this time, I was worried about how differently he was acting. I never even considered how he felt about it. I never considered that it may be tearing him up inside…
Without saying another word, Monika grabbed Shujinkou’s hands, gently entwining her fingers with his. She then pulled Shujinkou towards her and pressed her forehead against his.
“Monika?”
Shujinkou looked up at Monika with confused eyes.
“…I’m sorry. I wish I had someway to magically make everything better. But I can tell you that you don’t have to worry about scaring anyone off," Monika assured him.
“Really?”
Though Shujinkou truly wanted to believe that, something inside wanted him to deny it. But when he looked at the small smile on his friends face, that strange doubt completely vanished.
“Believe me, Shujinkou, it’s the only thing I’ve been sure of for the last few days.” Monika affirmed.
“I’m sorry, am I interrupting a touching moment?”
The voice that delivered that question caused a sharp chill to shoot up their spines. The two slowly looked towards the door. Walking towards them was someone, carrying swords on his back was they really didn’t want to see again.
“Akui!” Shujinkou gasped.
Despite the jovial outward appearance, it was clear to both of them that something sinister lied beneath that surface.
“You know, seeing you two having such a touching moment after the lady-killer here literally beat my wife’s face in just pisses me off more than I already am!”
Shujinkou instinctively moved in front of Monika. Contrary to his brave action, she took note of how his body trembled.
Unlike earlier tonight, Shujinkou wasn’t staring down an opponent with contempt or oppressive determination.
He was scared and it was clear he didn't have it in him fight back like before.
While part of Monika was relived for him, another part of her knew that meant they were in serious trouble.
Looking around, it was clear that the only way out of this would be to use the environment to their advantage. But even then, it would all be for nothing if Akui camped out in front of the doorway.
It seemed like there was no real viable solution that would work out for them until a knife wasplunged deep into Akui's gut from behind.
"What the-!?"
Monika looked beyond Akui, shocked to find that the wielder of the knife was Yuri. While that was shocking enough, what Shujinkou said next was even more surprising.
"Yuri, let go!"
As he shouted this, Monika noticed raising Akui his right arm over his head. Dropping it like a guillotine, he slammed his elbow into Yuri’s head.
“Yuri!”
Blood trickled down Yuri’s head, but instead reeling back in pain, she instead gripped the handle of her knife in tighter.
“You know, I usually like stubborn women, but now… I’m not in the mood!”
Akui continued his assault on Yuri who refused to let go.
“Yuri…!”
Unable to stand it anymore, Shujinkou moved in to stop Akui. Or at least, he tried to.
I… I can’t move.
No matter how much he wanted to, Shujinkou was unable to move any part of his body. He was completely paralyzed.
No!
As he continued to struggle against his own body, Shujinkou heard Monika whisper into his ear, “Shujinkou… stay here."
"Wha-?”
Before he could question what she was about to do, Monika ran past him with a blanket flowing behind her.
Once she was in position, Monika effortlessly flipped over Akui, using the blanket to cover his face. Still tightly gripping the corners, she thrust her arms forward. Pulling the blanket in blanket opposite the direction Akui was attempting to go in his attempt to struggle free, Monika had effectively locked him place.
Despite her gambit, she knew it would not last long.
“Yuri, you need to take Shujinkou and run,” Monika said as she struggled to hold Akui.
Yuri weakly shook her head.
“Yuri…!”
Monika’s desperate plea was cut short the moment she saw tears run down her face along with her own blood.
Suddenly, Monika entire body was pulled back by the blanket in her grip and was rammed into Yuri, the impact forcing the latter to finally let go of the knife.
Before they could get their bearings, Akui picked them both up and slammed them into each other. He then tossed them away in separate directions; Monika landing on a table full of plants and Yuri slamming against the rooftop ledge.
"Oow…" Monika groaned.
She tried sitting up, but every attempt caused her nothing but searing pain. Like Shujinkou, all she could watch.
Akui took the free moment to rip Yuri’s knife out of his stomach and returned it to it owner in the only way he found appropriate: throwing it.
The young maiden let out a small yelp of pain as the knife plunged into her abdomen.
The sight of his two downed friends caused something to bubble up inside of Shujinkou. He once again desperately tried to move, but ultimately still found himself unable to.
“You’re lucky that I somewhat care about my brother,” Akui informed the barely conscious Yuri.
He then turned his attention to Monika, an evil grin crossing his face.
“You, on the other hand, I can use.”
Akui approached Monika and picked her up by her uniform; the pained look on her face providing him inspiration.
“I think I’ll start by giving you the same treatment your shared boyfriend gave my wife," he said. "What do you literature enthusiasts call it; poetic?”
Monika’s eyes widened with horror as Akui raised his left hand and slowly curled it into a fist. As prepared to throw the first punch, a rage induced yell quickly grabbed his attention.
A pair of arms violently wrapped around his neck and pulled Akui away from Monika.
“Natsuki…?” Shujinkou watched in stunned silence as Akui stumbled around with Natsuki tightly latching on his back and punching his head. However, that silence was broken the moment he watched Akui's face light up with amusement. "Look out!"
Akui jumped backed towards a pole, ramming Natsuki into it. Using her clear pain as an opening, he then grabbed her hands, threw her over his head and slammed her into the ground.
Shujinkou could only look on in muted horror as he watched blood fly out of his friend's mouth.
“So, you wanted to be first,” Akui chuckled. "Okay."
The familiar look he had on his face frightened Natsuki to her core.
"That's not fair. I haven't got a chance to play with you, yet."
A metal pellet struck Akui's right temple him preventing Akui from following through on his threat. Another one mercilessly bounced off the top of his head and another off his stomach.
Stumbling back in pain, Akui then felt a strange liquid cover him from head to toe as tiny shards of glass slide off of him.
"No cuts? You're pretty lucky, you know?"
Looking up, Akui watched Mali cheerfully wave at him with a slingshot in hand.
"Most people get at least one when it comes to glass," she pointed out.
"Was that your plan? Get the glass to cut me up, then let whatever you poured on top of me cause me unbelievable amounts of pain of even poison me?" he questioned.
Mali giggled as she reached into her jacket pocket. "Those are good ways to incapacitate people, but I thought I would go for something a little more simple."
She pulled out a lighter and presented it for all to see.
“You can't be serious…" Akui fretted.
Shujinkou shared that sentiment. Was Mali really planning to do what he was afraid shed be forced to do?
The knowing smile on Mali’s face answered their question.
“Can't I?” Mali said as she lit a flame.
“I knew you were worldly but…” Akui looked over his drenched body. He smelled like alcohol. “You're pretty merciless aren't you?”
"Oh, Akui… Merciless would be letting you continue unabated or my first thought of lighting you up without giving you a chance know what hit you," Mali said in a mocking tone. "But really, I thought for Senpai's sake, I'd give you a chance to get out of this.
Of course, you could continue to do stuff that would upset Senpai or try to grab a human shield, but I can give you two possible reasons why you wouldn’t want to do that. Like-”
“Enough!”
Mali curiously glanced over her shoulder. Akuma was standing in the doorway behind her, holding a gun against Sayori’s head.
“Sayori!” Shujinkou cried.
Mali looked at Shujinkou then back at Akuma.
“I’m almost surprised that you’re here, Teacher,” she casually said. “Leaving it all to your brother would have worked much better for your later justification of this moment.”
“I’m just here to put in an end to this excessive violence,” he argued.
A worried look crossed Mali's face, one everyone knew was fake. “This is a pretty a pretty strange way to end the excessive violence, considering you have a semi-automatic pressed against the temple of Senpai’s best friend."
“It certainly got me in a less violent mood,” Akui said, roaring with laughter. “Now, toss the lighter over the edge before he squeezes the trigger by accident. Seriously, that's apparently a legit concern with him, especially if add one cop.”
Mali continued to stare at her former teacher in silence. His face told a story, but she wasn't really interested.
With a shrug, Mali nonchalantly tossed the lighter off the roof and sat down in a nearby lawn chair.
“I guess it’s out of my hands now. Senpai would never forgive me if I did anything that got his friends hurt anyway.”
A disappointed look rested on Mali’s face as she looked at Shujinkou. At the same time, he could feel the ability to move return to him.
“Okay… On a secluded rooftop with a captive audience, I don’t see any better time for the final duel,” Akui announced.
“Final duel?” Shujinkou muttered in disbelief.
“Yep.” Akui pulled out both his swords and dropped one in front of Shujinkou. “Just a little recreation that’ll have a very different result.”
As Shujinkou looked down at the sword, he couldn’t help but shudder over how nightmarish this situation was. He didn’t think anything could have been worse than the moment he watched Hiroko die, but this was very, very close.
His friends being kidnapped then brutalized, he just couldn’t endure it anymore. “Stop it…”
“What was that?” Akui queried.
“Please just stop it! I’m not my dad! My friends and I have never done anything to you! I’m sorry for what happened between him and your mother and I’m sorry for the way she treated you two but that has nothing to with us! So please… Please just stop it…” Shujinkou desperately pleaded.
"Yeah, no," Akui quickly answered. “…You’re a supposed literature enthusiast; ever heard the phrase, ‘I’ve come too far now’? Besides after everything you’ve done tonight and my wife; I’m not going to kill you just because your Jomei’s kid, I’m gonna kill you because you’ve pissed me off."
Shujinkou shuddered at Akui’s quick and matter-of-fact response. Even though he already went through one murder attempt, hearing someone flat out state in uncertain terms that they’re going to kill him in was utterly terrifying.
But that wasn’t all. Akui jerked him up by his uniform and added, “And when I’m done with you, I’m killing all your friends, including the ones not here. Then I’m going after your mother and 'Granny' Hisa. And just to be twist the knife further, I’ll go after your friend’s family as well since we both know that’ll get to you restless spirit too.”
Shujinkou had a look of absolute horror as Akui dropped him back down. He didn't think it was possible for someone to take an irrational revenge attempt so far.
“And just to get you motivated…”
Akui approached Natsuki and grabbed her by the neck. With a smirk on his face, he threw her over the ledge of the roof.
“Natsuki!” Shujinkou cried.
Without even thinking, Natsuki grabbed a nearby blanket and held on to it for dear life.
Dangling from a high point, Natsuki couldn’t help but look down. If she let go, she would definitely die.
Shujinkou rushed towards the blanket, but was stopped by the sharp tip of Akui’s sword.
“Not done yet,” he nonchalantly mocked.
With one swift movement, Akui sliced the blanket, leaving only just enough strands to support Natsuki’s weight.
“I forgot to mention there’s a time limit,” he taunted. “Can’t beat me in time? Then she goes splat. And if any of your friends try to save her during our duel, then your best friend’s brain will be blown out.
You get it; it’s all up to you now"
"No…"
Shujinkou anxiously backed away from his opponent. This had to be the true definition of madness.
This is crazy! If I fight this guy like this, I’ll die! But if I don’t, then Natsuki will die! Not only that, but if I die then everyone dies! This is a lose-lose situation!
He foot soon graced the handle of his provided weapon. He looked down at the sword, then at the strands that represented how long Natsuki had left.
But I have no choice. I have to get to Natsuki and Akui is in my way.
Despite his fears and doubts, Shujinkou picked up the sword readied his weapon. After taking a few deep breaths, Shujinkou charged at his opponent.
He thrust his sword forward, but Akui immediately side stepped the attack. He then responded in kind with Shujinkou just barely dodging his opponents attack.
With that one exchange, Shujinkou knew, If I make one wrong move, I’m dead.
Shujinkou rushed forward and continued his assault. Akui effortlessly dodge every swing of his blade, something that would irritate most people in a duel such as theirs, but it didn’t for him. There was something else about their fight that upset him.
Shujinkou kept swinging his blade until it was easily stopped by Akui’s.
“You don’t think I see what you’re doing?” he said.
Akui effortlessly knocked Shujinkou’s sword out of his hands.
“Slow and sloppy hits, making sure you don’t actually hit me… And while I’m dodging, you take the opportunity to try and pull Natsuki up as fast as you.”
Akui once again pointed the edge of his sword towards Shujinkou’s face.
“Concerned over the lives of a hostage and opponent… That's one thing your father sure had over you. He knew stuff like that would cost him."
Startled by the bloodlust in Akui’s eyes, Shujinkou immediately ducked; once again barely dodging Akui’s starting attack.
“Heads up!” Akui announced.
Once again relying on instincts, Shujinkou raised his hands in anticipation to Akui’s kick. But even with his haphazard defense, the young man was still sent flying a small distance.
Once he hit the ground, Shujinkou noticed a sword coming at him from the corner of his eyes. He quickly rolled out of way and stopped just short of his sword.
Shujinkou’s entire body trembled as he felt blood trickle out of the fresh wound on his right cheek.
This is insane! Did dad really beat this guy at almost anything!? How am I supposed to beat him?!
He was snapped back to reality by the sight of Akui flying towards him. His mind going blank, Shujinkou quickly grabbed his sword, stood up and locked blades with his opponent.
Even as he struggled to keep his footing, Shujinkou diverted half his attention to sneaking a glance at the threads. To his horror, one of them was starting to come apart.
No!
Shujinkou struggled as hard as hecould to escape the lock, but couldn’t. In fact, he was being pushed down.
“In such a rush? Isn’t the hero supposed to save the damsel at the very last moment?”Akui taunted.
That taunting voice and his friend's life hanging in the balance caused something within Shujinkou to snap.
“This… isn’t…a… GAME!”
Howling in anger, Shujinkou knocked Akui’s blade out of his hand and ran past him.
Gotta get to Natsuk-!
Shujinkou felt his feet lifted off the ground and was forcibly thrown away from his target.
“Gonna need more than that to get past me.” Akui taunted.
Shujinkou quickly looked up. The strands were tearing apart much faster than before. If the sight was torturous enough, then his friend's plea for help did.
With no time to waste, Shujinkou jumped towards Akui with his sword over his head. To some's surprise, he drove the sword in the ground, using the distraction to once again run past Akui. But like before, it was useless.
He was once again lifted off his feet, but unlike before, Akui hoisted Shujinkou over his head.
“Hey, you’re a comic geek, right? Then I’m sure you’ll appreciate this move.”
Akui raised his left knee and slammed Shujinkou down hard on it. He then hoisted Shujinkou back up before slamming him down again on his right knee.
Just when Shujinkou thought it couldn’t get any worse, Akui threw him against a metal pole before finally letting him slide to the ground.
The pain Shujinkou felt was indescribable. He wasn't sure he could even stand, let alone fight his way to Natsuki.
But glancing at the declining number of remaining strands, he forced himself to try.
Fighting through the immense pain, Shujinkou stood on his feet and charged at Akui. Once he was close enough, he dropped down, sliding across the ground. He slid through Akui's legs but before he could he stand up, he noticed a large shadow blanket him.
Soon a foot dug into his stomach, causing him to cough up blood.
"The school idol isn't the only one who athletic. Plus, sliding under my feet was a very predictable next move," Akui mockingly informed him.
He kicked Shujinkou away, relishing the sight of him landing on a table full of potted plants.
Panting heavily, Shujinkou pushed himself of the table and stumbled his way past Akui.
"Not even going to pay me mind, huh?"
Akui threw a punch that sent Shujinkou flying into metal pole once again.
Falling on his knees, Shujinkou coughed up more blood as he crawled forward. Akui in turn, responded by dropping his foot on Shujinkou's back, digging it in as Shujinkou collapsed on the ground.
The cumulated pain was beginning to become too much for Shujinkou to bear and his vision started to go hazy.
"Natsuki…" he weakly cried.
No longer able to stand, Shujinkou used his arms to pull himself forward. As he desperately inched his way closer to his target, a steel blade suddenly ran itself through his left hand.
The pain he felt was even worse that when Nivia shot him. Once the blade was lifted, Shujinkou tried to move his left hand, but could barely twitch his index finger.
With no other choice, Shujinkou used his remaining hand to pull himself forward, only for it to meet the same fate.
"Looks like you can't do your cheek scratching thing now," Akui smugly stated.
Shujinkou looked up. Even with his blurry vision, he could see how close he was to his target, but also how short a time he had left.
Just... a little… farther…
Shujinkou desperately tried to move his body, but no matter how much he wanted it, his body wouldn't move.
Natsuki…!
Left in such a helpless state, Shujinkou couldn't help but recall how helpless he felt when his sister died.
Even though he had recently accepted her death and how he couldn't do anything then, he refused to accept his helplessness now.
But despite that determination, he still couldn’t move. His vision continued to deteriorate until the world around him slowly began to grow dark.
Natsuki… Yuri… Monika… Sayori… Mali… Everyone… I'm sorry… I'm so sorry…
As his world went dark, Shujinkou made one single wish.
Somebody… Anybody… Please save them…
As the darkness finally claimed him, Shujinkou lost consciousness.
"Well, this was disappointing," Akui raised his sword over his head. "Time to end this."
Akui swung his blade down, intent on finishing Jomei's son off.
Senpai!
The blade stopped just short of Shujinkou’s neck. Droplets of blood trickled from the tip of blade as Shujinkou slowly moved the sword away from him.
“Feels good doesn’t it…?” he asked.
Shujinkou slowly stood up, clenching the blade harder.
“Being in control, manipulating everyone around you to achieve your ultimate goal: killing a defenseless kid… I'm sure you'd feel so satisfied after all was said and done."
Akui tried to pull his blade back, but was stunned to find it wouldn't budge an inch.
"You know, I probably wouldn't have cared if you took my life, or at least not as much as what you were planning to do after."
Shujinkou effortlessly pulled the sword towards his side, bringing Akui to his face. The young man's face displayed nothing but disgust and contempt as he stared down his enemy.
"Just remember, I gave you a chance."
Shujinkou violently yanked Akui’s sword out of his hand and kicked him into the same metal pole he had been acquitted with throughout the fight.
As Shujinkou prepared his next move, the sound of fabric tearing caused him to freeze in place. He immediately turned around, his eyes widening with horror as he watched the final strand coming apart.
Moving fast, faster than the eye can see, Shujinkou reached over the ledge and grabbed Natsuki's hand before she could fall. Then he effortlessly pulled her up and into his embrace.
He wanted to ask if she was okay, but the look on her tear stained face showed that wouldn't be wise.
The only comfort he could give his friend was to offer a moment to let her to cry on his chest.
"Natsuki…"
Shujinkou wiped the tears away from her eyes and gave her the best smile he could muster.
"Just hold on a little longer. I promise all of this will be over soon."
Shujinkou then shifted his gaze and approached Yuri. She could see a hint of anger in his eyes as they focused on the knife in her stomach.
Shujinkou gently placed his left hand on top of her bloodied head while he just as gently grasped the knife with his right.
Without warning, Shujinkou quickly pulled the knife out of Yuri’s shoulder. To her surprise, she felt no pain.
Still not saying a word, Shujinkou casually flipped the knife around and pointed the handle towards Yuri. Stricken by silence, Yuri wordlessly accepted the knife as he retracted his left hand back to his side.
Just like with the removal of the knife, Yuri was surprised by how her head was no longer throbbing. She was also sure that no longer felt blood pouring out from there either.
"Try not to move much, okay?" Shujinkou advised.
Yuri silently nodded her head as Shujinkou walked to Monika. The eyes he bore as he approached her were similar to the ones she saw back at the warehouse complex; somewhat comforting to friends, unforgiving to foes. But something else she noticed was conflict.
He soon extended his hand, and though she was briefly hesitant, Monika accepted it. As she was slowly helped up, she noticed the pain centered around her back slowly vanish.
Once she was on her feet, Shujinkou turned his gaze to Sayori.
"Hey!"
Shujinkou attention was soon drawn to Akui. He was genuinely surprised to find the man he just sent flying stumbling towards him.
"You're still up?" Shujinkou marveled.
“Of course. You and father always think that one good hit ends things then in there,” Akui fired back.
An unamused look fell on Shujinkou's face. “So, you still want to go at it…?”
At that moment, Shujinkou felt a sharp pain in his head. He vision flickered black as he suddenly felt a strange urge build up in him. It was the same one he felt when he launched his assault earlier.
The pain soon subsided and a small smirk crossed Shujinkou’s face. “Fine then… Looks like you won't get it until I make it so Nivia’s considered the pretty one.”
The young man then shot a quick glare at Akuma. Though brief, it was clear what Shujinkou was saying: “Do anything to her and I'll make you beg for death.”
Akuma could only shudder as Sayori tried to process Shujinkou making such a face.
Shujinkou soon focused his gaze on Akui.
"Life and death have always been a game to you right? Well, here's the thing about games; truly enjoyable ones always have a sudden twist."
At the blink of the eye, Shujinkou was suddenly in front of Akui. Grabbing the collar of his shirt, Shujinkou pulled Akui down to his face. The manic look on Shujinkou's face sent shivers down his spine.
"Don't get scared yet. We're not even there yet," Shujinkou snickered.
Shujinkou then slammed his forehead into Akui's before effortlessly throwing him over the ledge of the roof.
Is he going for a quick kill after all? Akui thought.
"You wish," Shujinkou said as he grabbed a nearby blanket.
He quickly tied one corner around his left hand and, like a lasso, sent the opposite end flying towards Akui. Once it was tightly wrapped around his right foot, Shujinkou furiously tugged on his end, sending Akui hurdling towards him.
Shujinkou curled his right hand into a fist and drove it into Akui's stomach, the force of the impact sending him flying once more. Shujinkou then pulled Akui back towards him only to send him flying again. He continued this assault 10 more times, before finally ending it by slamming Akui into the ground.
Seeing his torturer, writhing at his feet was unnaturally cathartic for Shujinkou.
“What’s wrong, Akui? Not enjoying the game you started anymore?” he mocked. “Gotta be pretty embarrassing for such a turn around when you had all the pieces in your hands.”
“It’s not over yet…!” Akui defiantly shot back as he stumbled onto his feet.
“Really?” Shujinkou chuckled. “I thought you were just obsessed with dad, but in reality, you’re a huge masochist huh? Or maybe you just get off when dad constantly beats you at everything? Is that what this is; a desperate plea to get him to pay you any mind?”
"Shut up!"
Shujinkou yawned as the first punch came his way. He could swear he had seen snails move faster.
With a shrug, Shujinkou simply stepped out of the way of Akui's punch. He was sure to everyone he was moving faster than anyone could process.
As he continued to dodge the assault, Shujinkou couldn't help but laugh.
"You're getting pretty upset all of a sudden. Just because things don't go your way, you get throw a tantrum," Shujinkou taunted. "Despite your petty reasons, I thought I was dealing with a strategic mastermind, but you're no different than any other low effort loser. It's no wonder your mom liked my dad better. He may have been a crappy dad, but at least he wasn't a whiny weakling like you."
Shujinkou caught Akui's left fist, squeezing it hard enough to elicit a yelp of pain from his victim.
"So weak that you had to go after his none the wiser son and torture him by hurting his friends and threatening everyone he cared about. Seriously, the only good thing about you is that you aren't your brother."
Shujinkou then turned raised his left hand and captured Akui's right fist.
"Scratch that, your both pathetic in your own special ways."
A cold look soon fell on Shujinkou's face. He released Akui's right hand, raised his left hand and chopped the center of Akui's left arm. Letting go, Shujinkou watched Akui's arm dangle back to his side.
He then followed suit by driving his foot up between Akui's legs. As his enemy huddled over in pain, Shujinkou turned around and dashed towards a nearby clothesline.
He grabbed on and flew over the edge of the rooftop. After flying through the air for a few moments, Shujinkou was soon pulled back and sent hurdling towards his target.
"Metaverse death kick!"
Time seemed to slow to a crawl as Shujinkou's feet dug into Akui's gut. In that brief moment, a variety of images flashed in Akui’s mind, each greatly detailing the gruesome ways he could die by the hands of "…."
Time returning to normal, the power of Shujinkou's kick sent Akui crashing into a nearby greenhouse. A proud look fell on Shujinkou's face as he heard the sound of shattering glass that resulted from his attack.
Suddenly, Shujinkou felt another sharp pain in his head. "H-Have to save them… It’s my duty…”
He shook his head and ran towards the greenhouse. He stopped just short of the human-shaped hole on the side, the sight causing him to question what he was doing.
Quickly discarding those thoughts, Shujinkou jumped through the hole. To his surprise and amusement, there wasn't a body waiting for him. Standing in the center of a dimly lit room filled with shadows was interesting to him.
"What's wrong, Akui? You running scared?" Shujinkou shouted.
From the corner of his eyes, Shujinkou noticed something move within the shadows.
"It's not so fun being hunted down, isn't it, Akui; hunted down the same way you hunted down my friends. Does it hurt!?"
Soon after his boast, Shujinkou ducked as a sword swung overhead. He immediately grabbed the hand the weapon belonged to and jerked Akui's face towards his.
"You really like sneak attacks and surprises, don't you? Why not; it’s the only way you could possibly stay ahead. Still, if you love surprises then you're gonna love this."
Shujinkou stretched his right hand outward and a sinister smile crossed his face. “Let’s go… Imajitekku!”
Particles of darkness gathered in his hand and formed into a jet black sword. Without hesitation, Shujinkou used his newly acquired weapon to slice Akui's right hand off.
Perhaps it was the shock of having his hand chopped off or the fact it was Shujinkou was responsible for it but despite the sheer pain Akui felt and felt he blood spewing out of his arm, he remained silent. No, it would be more accurate to say he couldn’t speak; Shujinkou’s gaze was petrifying.
Suddenly, Shujinkou’s face softened.
“You know what the really sad part of all this is?” an innocent smile crossed Shujinkou’s face and he chuckled. “It’s only going to get so much worse for you.”
Akui’s bloodcurdling screams could be heard across entire the roof. Barring Mali, it shook everyone present to their cores until the screams finally died out.
Not a peep was heard until the sound of shuffling feet headed their way. Shujinkou had returned.
Even more than before, the air around him was unnerving with the droplets of blood on him and his murderous gaze adding to the effect. His hands twitched as they opened and closed, as if they previously held something uncomfortable.
Without saying a word, Shujinkou soon directed his steely gaze to Akuma.
“One left…”
He took one step forward, before vanishing from sight. Shujinkou suddenly appeared before Akuma, pulling Sayori close to him with his left hand and holding the gun that threatened her in his right.
He tossed the gun over the side of the roof and gently pushed Sayori behind him.
“So… got anything to say for yourself, Akuma?" Shujinkou asked. "Like you should have stayed away the first time you blew things? How you should have stayed away from me and my friends? How this isn’t your fault at all and your brother’s because he escalated things to this point?”
Shujinkou raised his left hand and swatted the backside across Akuma’s face, the force of the hit causing Akuma to fall flat on his back.
“I can’t believe there was ever an attempt to develop or potentially humanize or just do anything with someone like you,” Shujinkou coldly stated. “It’s time to bring this regrettable plot point to an end.”
He jumped on top of Akuma and held his head up by the neck.
“Nothing fancy or merciful like with your brother. You’re going to die and feel each and every bit of it punched out of you.”
Shujinkou clenched his right fist and immediately drove it into Akuma’s face.
Keeping his word, this was the only thing Shujinkou did. Just a young man fulfilling his duty.
Once he was done, he could focus on the other issue and everything could go back to normal.
Such an outcome was all he wanted.
But…
Despite that desire, Shujinkou's hands still trembled as he continued to ruthlessly punch his defenseless victim and each splatter of blood hitting his face only seemed to make it worse.
Not only that, he could feel something hot fill his eyes as time went on.
Breathing heavily, Shujinkou raised his fist one more time.
“See ya.”
Intent on ending things once and for all, Shujinkou went for the finishing blow only for a pair of arms to tightly wrap around him from behind. They slightly pulled him back and drew him into an embrace, halting his attack.
“What the-?!”
Looking back, Shujinkou was shocked to discover that it was Sayori keeping him from landing the final blow.
"Sayori, what are you doing?! Let go!” he demanded.
Sayori violently shook her head. “No!"
"But I have to end this! I have to make sure that none of them can hurt you guys ever again! I… I have to protect everyone… Let me do this!”
"I won’t let you!”
Unable to fathom why she was stopping him, Shujinkou could only yell, "Why are you protecting him? He’s the reason all of this happened!”
"I'm not protecting him; I'm protecting you!”
“What?”
“If I let you do this, then…” tears streamed down Sayori’s face as she hugged Shujinkou tighter. “…then you won't be Shiko anymore!"
“Sayori…?” Seeing his childhood friend shed tears was painful on its own, but realizing he himself was the source behind them was even worse. “I…”
Shujinkou looked around and took in his friend's expressions. It was clear that he was scaring them, one of the few things he was worried about.
Even Mali had a subtle change in her eyes as she watched him.
He then looked down. Looking at the barely breathing Akuma beneath him brought back memories of how merciless he was earlier that night.
He then looked at his right hand. It was almost completely covered in blood.
“I…”
Shujinkou once again clenched his fist, his entire body trembling as he felt the urge to kill conflict with his natural reluctance and intense guilt and regret.
“I… I need to protect everyone. I need to save the day…!”
Tears continued to crawl down his cheeks as he felt the urge to kill grow stronger.
“I… I can’t… I won’t… I…"
Shujinkou shook his head.
"I refuse to upset them anymore!”
Soon after that declaration, Shujinkou’s entire body suddenly went limp, startling Sayori.
“Shiko?”
Sayori glanced over Shujinkou’s shoulder. What she saw was absolutely frightening.
“Shiko!”
As expected from someone with eyes their rolled back into their head, Shujinkou didn’t respond. Despite that Sayori continued to call for him until one more tear crawled down his face.
"Shiko. Don't…" Sayori hugged Shujinkou's body closer and softly cried, "Don't go away again… Please…"
Chapter 151: Devil's Departure
Chapter Text
Halloween night. What was once a night that gave reverence to monsters and ghouls has become a night of dressing up as whatever and getting free candy. A night of tricks and treats.
Mali took a bite out of her recently obtained chocolate bar, her face lighting up with joy as it graced her tongue.
It's one of the changes I love! Besides, all the bad stuff now happens on the night before. Mischief night, or Devil's Night, is when the real monsters come out to play.
Mali continued to watch the Halloween festival from inside the abandoned school building. She personally had no interest in going, though she was quick to change her mind once she learned that Shujinkou was going.
She took another bite out of her chocolate bar before finally addressing the figure coming her way, "When all was said and done, Senpai saved the day, just like you insisted."
"You know that's not entirely true," the figure said as she took post beside Mali. "I insisted that it was his role, I didn't insist that Shujinkou win."
The young first-year student was still fascinated by the appearance of this person she had met only a couple of days ago. Looking at her was like looking into a mirror.
She could still remember what her first words were when they met, "Nice to meet you. I'm Malizia, but you can call me Mali."
"Then again, could you imagine the disaster that could be if Shujinkou actually failed in his duty?" Malizia giggled.
"Plus, how could Senpai lose when he had Mali with him?" Mali added.
Malizia paused and considered what her counterpart just said. "Shujinkou probably could have lost if he did what he did at the end earlier.”
Extending her left hand out of the window, a large, rainbow colored lollipop soon came flying into the visitor’s possession.
“By the way, Mali, what are you doing here alone?” Malizia questioned. “I’d figured you be down there doing more interesting stuff.”
“Well, I promised Senpai I would stop playing pranks so…”
“I’m pretty sure that Shujinkou would have allowed to pull a few tricks on tonight of all nights.”
“You would know, wouldn’t you? I’m sure you got to know Senpai really well during your time together,” Mali joshed.
“Maybe…” Malizia teased.
She took a few licks from her lollipop as she took in the sight of the none the wiser students beneath her.
"You know, I have to admit that I was pretty surprised when I came to this world, and not just because I ran into another version of myself so soon after I did so,” Malizia suddenly said. “Considering I followed Shujinkou and Monika here after dealing with that other Monika, I expected something a little more. But instead, I find that this world is pretty… I don't know, it lacks a lot of the stuff in my world.”
“Is that so?” Mali replied with curious look on her face.
Malizia nodded her head. “Mm-hmm. A lot of stuff back home would consider pure fantasy here and technology is woefully behind.
Then there's the fact that everyone here is human. I honestly found that a little disappointing at first until I found out the hilarity that comes with that fact."
"Oh,” Mali’s face lit up interest. “Like what?"
A solemn look crossed her counterpart’s face.
“Back home, it's always been Humans vs. Monsters. There's been some highs and some lows, but the conflict has always been there on some level. But here, everyone's human, so you would think there would mostly be peace, right?
Nope, instead we have Humans vs. Humans. We have humans dividing themselves based on money, appearance, where they came from and a lot of them are willing to kill each other over those superfluous differences.
At least where I came from, humans have the justified fear that some bad monster will come along and take advantage of their naturally superior power. It's no excuse for making the first strike, but they have the right to be concerned.
Here however, humans will hate each other because of what; notions from an old age of bad judgments and idiotic decisions being carried forward by stubborn individuals that have no reason to continue this division. And that's not even going into how humans from both worlds have the potential to be worse than any monster just by virtue alone."
Malizia suddenly let out a soft laugh. “I guess conflict is a multiversal constant.”
"Even if it’s not, there’s a pretty succinct saying in this world that serves as a good summary of humanity: 'Humans are the real monsters.' Mali brought up. “Why else would there be a Devil’s Night in the first place?”
"’Humans are the real monsters.’, huh? I’ve heard that a lot back home,” Malizia reminisced. “Still, you really would know that more than anyone here wouldn't you, Mali? Well, maybe not just you, but still… I can see why you're so interested in your Shujinkou. You weren’t kidding when you said he was innocent.”
“Isn’t your Shujinkou the same way?”
Malizia shrugged.
“No clue; He hasn’t done much yet. Maybe that’s why I was so eager to play with this world’s version so much. Well, that and to see how the world would be effected when one of their more important and yet unimportant figures goes through another ordeal.
Granted, it didn’t go as far as the dilemma Monika Prime created. But at least that forced Shujinkou to reveal a little of what he could do.”
Malizia sighed a deflated sigh, something that surprised Mali.
“Speaking of which, I’m kinda disappointed in Monika,” Malizia went on. “She seemed to be going through with hat Shujinkou was going through when Monika Prime was here but nothing ever came from it. The potential wild card proved to be unable to do anything. I mean, as broken as the other Monika was, she at least made her reality more interesting. Maybe if I gave them more time, something could have happened.”
Malizia held out her arms. In a puff of smoke, a familiar briefcase appeared.
“But I couldn’t help myself, for a pretty ‘normal’ world, there was so much to play with,” she gushed. “These documents were especially fun.”
Seeing the case that held the mysterious documents had peaked Mali’s natural curiosity. “What are on those documents anyway?”
“Eh? Didn’t you get a chance to read them when I did?” Malizia marveled.
Mali shook her head. “No. You already completely pushed me into my head by that point.”
“Oh right… Sorry. But I couldn’t exactly let you see how I got them or any of the other stuff I was doing behind the scenes.”
“It’s fine. At least you gave me the courtesy of being able to live things out in my imagination.”
A look of complete satisfaction landed on Mali’s face, intriguing her visiting counterpart.
“Anyway, to answer your questions, these documents here contain a lot of the secrets regarding your world,” Malizia explained.
“Secrets?” Mali felt her interest rise. What secrets could be on those documents and did Shujinkou see any beyond what related to Akuma and Akui.
“Mm-hmm. Monika Prime got to a look at quite a few of them, but only up to a certain point,” Malizia continued. “Some of these could have radically changed things if they got out.”
“Like what?”
“Well, imagine what could happen if those who read these learned a little more about a devilish, but darling little man-child? What if there was something that could have humanized him, if just a little? Would that really be a coveted outcome? No, I think what happened was the more preferred result.”
Mali pondered her counterpart’s response. What was said reminded her of the changes Monika Prime had made during her visit, something she wouldn’t have been able to recall if Malizia didn’t restore those memories.
“So, you’re telling that those documents allowed you to warp things like that other Monika did?” she queried.
“Something like that. I just stopped more of Akuma’s little memoirs from getting out to the public like they could have; I mean, he did end up leaving them lying around,” Malizia explained with a sly smile. “Besides, it was a waste of time anyway. Anyone who could read between the lines of the first two can see he had a bit of a deflecting problem.”
“That’s a real understatement,” Mali said, recalling her last conversation with her former teacher. “So what else did you influence?”
The smile on Malizia’s face grew bigger, as if she was waiting for that very question.
“You know, the whole Akuma thing was so slow and boring and slightly regrettable that I thought that I would make it a little more interesting for everyone. Fortunately for me, I learned that he had a bit of shared history with Shujinkou’s father and he had a brother with an even more desperate relationship with Jomei. It wasn’t that hard to connect a few dots to get things rolling.
I think everything was much more interesting and satisfying then how things were going so far.”
“I’ll admit the scenario sounded interesting, but the entire thing felt a little too orchestrated,” Mali critiqued. “Not to mention how it affected Senpai.”
“Yeah… Like I said before, I didn’t give Shujinkou much time,” Malizia gracefully admitted. “Though to be fair, he didn’t exactly act like I planned on him acting.”
“Really?” Mali marveled. “You got Senpai to act so unlike himself at the end.”
Malizia shook her head in disagreement.
“No…None of it went as I intended. After my talk with Shujinkou, I ‘influenced’ him a little. I removed some of his inhibitions so he would be more ready for what was to come, but in the end, all that did was make him frantic and funny enough, admiring the attributes of the girls he’s unintentionally surrounded himself with.
When my initial influence failed and I decided to possess him after he was shot, I was never actually able to control him really. Despite my best efforts, I was only able to influence him more than before.
Despite his guilt, he never had it in him to actually kill anyone. The ‘cruel mercy’ he mentioned was actually him subconsciously being merciful, because at the end of the day, he was subconsciously resisting my possession. That was the reason for his erratic behavior; it was the result of both of us constantly getting one up on each.”
Mali was both surprised and asked to hear that, a fact that elicited an amused laugh from her other self.
“In hindsight, I can see why Ms. Prime could only successfully affect Shujinkou when he was despairing over the loss of his Monika. Despite being a normal human who can’t willingly access his powers without outside forces, he has a surprisingly strong will. And when you get his loved ones involved, then it’s almost unbreakable.
That’s why he was getting brutalized during the first part of his fight with Akui and that’s why he forced himself unconscious at the end of everything, though maybe that last part was more of a desperate move all things considered.”
Malizia took a moment to ponder her own words.
“Now that I think about it, maybe the only reason I was able to influence him that much at all was because our goals aligned on a surface level: saving his friends. The conflict came from what lies beneath that surface and how differently we would have handled the situation.”
That realization along with what she had observed brought a smile of satisfaction to Malizia's face.
Shujinkou… such an unimportant character in the grand scheme of things, yet important at the same time. Such a kind and empathetic and cute gentleman. So willing to go the distance for what he wants to protect even if the world refuses give him a hand and his life is at stake. He’s so interesting; mine has a lot to live up to.”
After her final conclusion, the briefcase between her hands vanished from sight.
“Well, I guess I better head back home. Boss’s probably worried about me not being around for a while, unless time hasn’t moved much in my world since I’ve been gone. I’m not really sure how reality hopping works.”
“Boss, huh?" Just hearing that was amusing to Mali. She couldn't help but tease, "I guess punctuality really is your ultimate concern, huh?"
“Eh? Did you end up taking a peek inside my head?” Malizia inquired.
“Just a little. Being inside my own head can be boring and you were so focused on a lot of other things that I guess even I could take a small peek in there," Mali explained. "So many factors going on at once in your world; how do you know that things will end in a way that won’t blow up in your face? Honestly, it looks like one of the things you’re doing is working towards that.”
“Well, that’s the thing Mali… I don’t know," Malizia happily answered. "Things could indeed work against me or work against the people I know. It could completely demolish the Saisei Corporation or maybe, just maybe… it could lead to Shujinkou’s death. The last part would be really sad because I’m really counting on his involvement, even more now after watching yours in action.”
“So is your Shujinkou is unimportant and important too?” Mali questioned.
Instead of responding to her question, Malizia pressed her left index finger against her lips. She then approached her other self and whispered the answer she sought.
What the first-year student heard was more surprising than she expected.
Malizia soon pulled away. "…but at the end of the day, he's not as important as yours, but still pretty important too."
"Wow… If that Shujinkou doesn't live up to Senpai, he really might not make it," Mali opined.
"Then again, if he does live up to your Shujinkou in other aspects, then he might end with another certain issue," Malizia theorized. "My world's Shujinkou is universal classified as an adult after all."
"Oh... If that turns out to be the case, then he might have more trouble than even Senpai in that field," Mali closed her eyes as she imagined that scenario. "He really, really might not make it. You might want to remove him from the board."
"Can't. After what I learned here, that's definitely not an option. " Malizia responded. "With that said, it's really time I take my leave."
“What about the documents?”
“Oh those…" Malizia held out her arms, bringing the briefcase back into her hands. "One more thing to do before I go; to take one last in-depth look at them."
She opened the briefcase and watched a pair of doves fly out of them.
"Oh, why bother. I got them memorized and it's not like anyone else needs to see them," Malizia teased. "Besides, they're back with their rightful owner again, so it's best to leave it at that.”
“And Senpai?” Mali added.
“Right, Shujinkou…"
Malizia awkwardly scratched her right cheek. For a second, Mali thought she saw remorse.
"Um… Honestly, he’s kind of out of my reach right now. That thing he did at the end not only forced me out but prevented me from getting back in. Sorry, but I really didn’t expect him to do something like that.”
“Senpai always puts his loved ones above himself… So I guess what he did was expected," Mali nonchalantly replied.
"Still, I did leave him a present for when this was all over. I never could control him, but there were other things I could do for him," Malizia added. "After all, I couldn't just uproot his life without at the very least giving him something in return."
"Like?"
"My secret for now," Malizia sang. "Oh, speaking of uprooting, do you think anyone will mind if I take the devil family with me? I already cleaned up after the fodder but I figured that family would be a little too dangerous to leave in this reality.”
“Even if I did have an opinion, what’s to keep me from stopping you?” Mali questioned.
“Because you're me. Just say the word and I’ll do whatever you want with them," Malizia assured her.
"Mmm…" Mali scratched her right cheek, playfully using the action to add to her pondering act.“I’ll just leave it you. It definitely wouldn’t benefit them if I choose their fates.”
“Okay, then I guess I don’t have to move them back after all!" Malizia gushed.
She extended her right hand forward, causing cracks to appear in the space in front of her. With one flick of her wrist, the cracks soon widened into a rift, creating a pathway that will lead Maliza home.
“It's been really fun, Mali, but when all is said and done: your reality is pretty interesting, but I think I prefer mine most of all. After all, my reality is pretty fantastical.”
With a knowing wink, Malizia stepped through the rift as she waved goodbye. Once she was on the other side, the rift closed, cutting the two realities off from each other once again.
Once again alone, Mali turned her attention to the party outside. Finishing the last of her chocolate, she then turned to leave. From her departure of the abandoned school building back to her dark home, she had one thought on her mind.
…I was kinda looking forward to spending Halloween with Senpai.
Chapter 152: Lost
Chapter Text
A soft, warm breeze brushed against Monika's face as she looked up at the bright orange sky above. Thinking back on how she spent the day brought a smile to her face, and yet, it was also slightly painful.
As she wondered why that would be, someone suddenly sat down next to her. Sighing in relief, they presented some ice cream for her to take.
With a smile, Monika accepted the offering. "Thanks, Shujinkou."
"No problem."
Scratching his right cheek, Shujinkou looked up at the distant sky.
"Watching the sun set…" he thought aloud.
"I know it's a bit of a cliché, but I always wanted to try it," Monika confessed.
"What? N-No; I didn't mean it like that. I was just stating the obvious," Shujinkou quickly looked away and took a bite out of his dessert.
There was something about Shujinkou's sheepish response to assuage any possible worry that caused a small giggle to slip past Monika's lips.
But like before, that moment of happiness was accompanied by pain.
"Monika?"
"Hm?" she looked up at Shujinkou's worried face. "What is it?"
"Are you okay? You're…"
The moment Shujinkou pointed at her face, she could feel something hastily roll down her cheeks. Monika curiously wiped her cheeks, realizing that she had been crying.
"I-I'm fine," she assured him. "I honestly don't know where that came from."
Despite her words, Shujinkou wasn't convinced. His right index finger soon hovered over her chest, pointing right where her heart is.
"What about here? Are you sure you're fine here?" he asked.
Monika gently clutched her chest.
"Here…?"
She closed her eyes and pondered his familiar question. She wasn't prepared for him to ask it back.
"I… I…"
"Monika?"
Monika opened her eyes. No longer was she with Shujinkou but in her own classroom looking out of the window.
“Monika?”
Monika looked towards the board. Her teacher was looking at her with clear worry. No, it wasn't just her teacher, the rest of her classmates were looking at her the same way.
"I'm sorry…" she apologized. "My mind just drifted off again."
Though her answer seemed satisfy everyone and drew the attention away from her, Monika knew that wasn't truly the case. Even as she turned her attention back to the grey clouds that covered the sky, she knew the other students were once again sneaking peeks.
But she didn't care. Experiencing the same thing for over a week made her numb to it.
As she continued to stare out the window, she couldn't help but think back to last year. The way everyone stared at her now was very similar to how everyone looked at Shujinkou back then.
I wonder if this is how Shujinkou felt…
Having everyone trying to gather as much information as they could just by watching your every movement or having discussions behind your back theorizing what led to a sudden change in behavior…
It wasn't until now that Monika could understand how Shujinkou seemingly didn't mind it. Feeling the way she did after her experience on Devil's Night made it very easy not to care.
In fact, it made being alone with your own thoughts much more appeal-
No…
Monika felt a strong urge to kick herself for having such a thought in her head after that night. Thinking it would just make her more inconsiderate than she had already been lately.
Not too long after, the last bell of the day echoed throughout the school.
Until recently, that sound used to be one of her favorite sounds of the day. It wasn't because it signaled the end of the school day, but what the end of the school day meant.
Shaking her head, Monika grabbed her things and walked out of the classroom. She could once again feel the countless eyes look her way. She could hear the whispers regarding the events that transpired the night before Halloween.
As she traversed their halls, her eyes were instinctively drawn to one of the classrooms. She didn't know why she bothered to wait and watch as the other students pour out of there nor why just this one in particular.
She wistfully shook her head and took a step forward, only to run into another student.
"Sorry," Monika apologized.
She didn't receive a response. Monika could only scratch her right cheek as she watched Rei look down at the potted flower in her hands.
What was noticeable about it was its single small white drooping bell-shaped flower with six petal-like tepals in two circles.
"Isn't that a snowdrop?" Monika asked.
Galanthus nivalis: a flower that is known to bloom at beginning of spring and holds many significant meanings.
The white of the snowdrop symbolizes innocence and purity. It also represents sympathy and hope. Because of that, it is a well-regarded gift to be given to a friend in need; a gift that represent hope that the darkness will lift and light will return soon.
Because of those meanings, Monika was pretty sure what Rei intended to do with it.
"Well…"
Monika continued to awkwardly scratch her right cheek until Rei silently brought the snowdrop up to her face.
Normally, one would assume that Rei was intending on giving it to her, but somehow, Monika could tell that was not the case. Rei was proposing something, something that sent chills up her spine.
"Uh… I can't right now, Rei. Maybe next time."
Monika stepped past Rei, hastily walking away before the silent girl could "say" anything else. Monika snuck a quick peek back, catching a glimpse of Rei watching her leave.
But she wasn't the only one. Unbeknownst to Monika, a familiar golden-haired acquaintance had observed the entire exchange.
…
A regretful sigh broke through Monika's pursed lips. She was hoping the quiet walk home would alleviate her of some of the guilt she felt, but that of course that would have been too easy.
If it would have been that easy then-
No…
Monika let out another sigh as she continued her trek. Times like these, it would be prudent to find a positive to lighten one's spirit, but she couldn't think of one. Having the opportunity to have a quiet, peaceful walk home may have been one, but nothing was achieved with it.
The silence didn't last long either. As Monika got closer to home, the sound of metal scraping against metal filled the air.
She had a pretty good idea where it was coming from too.
As she got closer to the source, Monika was able to confirm her guess.
Kneeling in her front yard with a heavily damaged motorcycle was her cousin Claudette. She was diligently working on repairs until she finally noticed her cousin’s arrival.
“Hey, Monika,” she greeted. “You’re home early.”
“Yeah, well…" Monika solemnly scratched her right cheek. "There's something I have to study for, plus I have to catch up on a few things due to me drifting off in my classes."
"Uh-huh…"
Claudette reached for a wrench and playfully twirled it around. It was rather stunning how she could be so spirited right now.
"Are you sure you should be working right now?" Monika worriedly asked. "You're still recovering."
Monika's eyes were drawn to all the bandages wrapped around Claudette's body. It wasn't until after Shujinkou defeated Akui and Akuma that she had discovered what her cousin had been doing in the meantime.
She was shocked to find Claudette covered in cuts and bruises with tiny shards of glass embedded in her arms and legs. Claudette didn't seem to mind then however, as she was satisfied both y everyone being okay and that she prevented things from getting worse by fighting off a group of Akui's men.
Really leads me to believe even more that I got in her way when Akui first attacked us… After all, he used me as a hostage.
Claudette briefly glanced at her injuries before continuing to work on her bike.
"You know I was going stir crazy laying around while my ride was in pieces," she nonchalantly answered. "Plus, I’ve been working on it behind your back over the past few days so…”
A part of Monika was astounded Claudette even had something left to work on. Given the explosive sound that signaled Shujinkou's arrival at the warehouse complex and the damage the impact made to the gate, it was really incredible her motorcycle was left in a recognizable state.
There was also how Claudette didn't even think twice about going back to recover it, especially in her current state.
"So, how is it?” Monika asked.
“Should be able to ride again soon," Claudette replied.
“That’s good…"
Monika scratched her right cheek as she looked off in the distance, something Claudette caught from the corner of her eye.
“By the way, Shujinkou’s mom stopped by earlier," Claudette informed her.
"R-Really?" Monika fretted. "What was she doing here?"
"Just checking in, seeing how we're doing, keeping us up to date, she brought some cookies…"
Claudette took a moment to recall the joy she felt when she took a bite of Hiro's homemade chocolate chip cookies.
"She is up there with the best…" she praised. "Then she left."
"Oh…"
"Honestly surprised she scrounged up some time to do so," Claudette admitted. "It would have been totally okay not to do so considering she's really needed elsewhere."
"Yeah…"
Monika's right hand rose up to its respective cheek but was immediately brought to a halt by her left.
"Anyway, I got to get to studying before I fall behind even more,"
Like before with Rei, Monika hastily stepped past Claudette and rushed into the house.
Claudette could only sigh as she went back to work on repairing her motorcycle.
Looks like you're not the only one in need in of repair.
…
A feeling of weakness spread through Hiro's body as she walked through the front door. She rubbed her droopy eyes, but that was only delaying the inevitable. But she couldn't give into it now, at least not before she could finish her last objective.
As she closed the door behind her, she heard footsteps coming down the stairs. It was her mother, wearing the same concerned look on her face she had since she arrived nine days ago.
"Don't you think you should get some rest now, Hiro?" she suggested. "Working yourself to exhaustion isn't going to make things any better."
"I know, Mom, but…"
Hiro wasn't sure she needed to finish that sentence. Hisa had to know the rest; after all, she had been explaining herself to her mother every single day.
Without saying a word, Hisa took her daughter's hand and guided her up the steps. She pushed open a half open door and led Hiro inside Shujinkou's room.
Their eyes were immediately drawn to him lying in his bed. His eyes were still firmly closed shut as they have been for the last ten days.
"Do you really think collapsing now would do him any good?" Hisa questioned.
Hiro weakly shook her head "…No."
She knew that deep down, but every time she looked at her sleeping child…
"It's just-"
Hiro stumbled over and kneeled in front of Shujinkou's bed. Hisa soon followed and gently wrapped her arm around her daughter's shoulder.
"You know it's not the same with Hiroko, right? Shujinkou will open his eyes again one day," Hisa reminded her.
"I know that. It's just… I want to be there for him when he does and I don't know when that will be," Hiro admitted.
"I understand that, but you have to remember that you are only human and humans need rest."
"I know that… It's just…"
"'Just' what?"
Hiro closed her eyes as she recalled the past.
"It hurts knowing that I couldn't do something for my child again. I couldn't do anything when he felt unloved by his father, I couldn't do anything when Shujinkou and Hiroko were out in the storm that day and I couldn't do anything to help Shujinkou when he was lost in his own head.
And then I find out that Akui had been tormenting him and the others and now Shujinkou is once again lost in his head."
"You are aware the inciting incident of all that is Jomei, right?" Hisa pointed out.
"Still, what kind of mother can't help her own children when they need her? It's just makes me feel worthless aga-"
The sheer pain Hiro felt around her cheeks kept her from saying anymore. With her mother pinching her cheeks, Hiro was forced to present a smile to the world.
"You seriously think you haven't done anything? I don't recall Shujinkou asking why both his parents didn't love him, I don't recall Hiroko feeling like she had to work hard to get your attention. Plus, I'm pretty sure you were one of the reasons Shujinkou didn't completely trap himself in his head.
You were there, Hiro, like any mother would and I shudder to imagine what things wouldn’t be like if you weren't there at all."
While Hiro appreciated her mother's words of encouragement, there was one thing that made it hard for it truly sink in as well as intended.
"Mom… You're really hurting my face…" she whimpered.
Embarrassed, Hisa immediately retracted her hands and scratched her right cheek.
"Besides, it's not just that, Mom. I'm also worried about Sayori and the others," Hiro admitted. "From what I gathered of the situation from Claudette, I can only imagine what each of them is feeling."
She then looked back down at her son's face. Despite appearing to have a normal sleeping face, she could see that there was something hidden behind it.
"Not only that… I know it sounds weird, but I when I look at Shujinkou's face, it's like he can actually feel what everyone is feeling and it saddens him." Hiro explained.
"That's not weird at all; it's a mother's intuition," Hisa assured her. "That's how I could tell all those times you were really feeling despite how well much you tried to hide it."
"Mother's intuition…"
Suddenly, a large yawn plowed through Hiro's lips, eliciting a small chuckle from her mother.
"And that's your cue to go get some rest," she joked.
"But…"
"Don't worry, I'll keep an eye on things for awhile," Hisa promised, helping Hiro on her feet. "Just sleep before you make an old lady have to worry about her daughter along with her grandson.
Hiro groggily nodded her head. "Okay… Sleep sounds nice, Mommy."
"That's the spirit," Hisa chirped.
As she guided her daughter out of the room, Hisa snuck a glance over her shoulder.
There was something else she didn't mention; another reason why she was able to easily believe Hiro's comment regarding Shujinkou's feelings despite his current state.
They most likely didn't see the same thing, but whenever she looked at Shujinkou's face, she could see the traumatized child who blamed himself for his father leaving.
She wasn't sure if a part of Shujinkou blamed himself for the events that have transpired recently, but she knew that at this very moment, her grandson was hurting.
But she couldn't admit that because she knew that it would cause her daughter to feel worse. All she could do was be there to support them if needed.
Chapter 153: The Only
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You know, I had finally reached a point where I finally stopped caring about everything. It was faster than I thought, but maybe that’s because I had a year to observe someone else doing so.
Maybe not caring is the wrong word. Maybe saying it like I wanted to reach that point is half wrong. Whether I really wanted to fall into that state or not, I was immediately brought out of it when I ran into Rei and the snowdrop she had on her.
How I wished back then that it was just she had to admire, but I knew better. Even before it was confirmed, I knew it was pretty likely that it was a gift for Shujinkou. Knowing that I tried my hardest to end our conversation as soon as possible, but, of course, the thing I was desperately trying to avoid happened.
Normally, when a friend invites you to visit a hurt friend, you wouldn’t hesitate to go, right? But I did. It was only for a brief moment, but I did hesitate. That alone made me feel bad, but it didn’t compare to what I felt when I hastily declined her offer. My response and the way I just left her was really… I don’t think I ever felt so ashamed before.
That brief exchange was on my mind for the entirely of that accompanying night. Like I mentioned before, the state I ended up in earlier made it easy to not care about things, but our brief talk caused what was suppressed to slip through the cracks formed at that moment.
I tried to seal them again, but the next day would prove those efforts to be pretty pointless.
Really, the start of it all was my fault. In my effort to guarantee no sudden run-ins during lunch, I went to the rooftop. I don’t know what made me think that was a good idea. It really feels like I should have known that going to the roof would instantly remind me of what happened on the hospital’s rooftop.
My body and heart ached as I remembered how Akui assaulted us with sadistic glee. Of course, that wasn’t the only thing I was reminded of.
And as if life wanted to make things worse, what I was reminded of made me recall something Mali said to me before Claudette and I were captured.
"Of course, where does that leave Ms. Club President? Senpai is just a normal club member and yet he does more than the founder and president. Isn't it your responsibility to keep your club together? But instead of doing that, you rely on the one that doesn't look like the literature type and didn't want to be there in the first place.
I may have said that Shujinkou doesn't do much but you make him look really active in comparison. Even now, he's driving himself crazy to protect his friends while others do nothing but wait on the sidelines. This just proves that his potentials do nothing but push their problems on him, fueling his almost martyr complex. That's pretty harsh to do to someone you claim to love."
"Though if Ms. Club President was just letting Senpai be the 'heart' of the club just so he can feel like he's not out of place, then now would be a good time to drop the act. After all, Senpai could use all the help he can get since he's on a strict countdown."
Honestly, those words have haunted me ever since I heard them. At first, it was mainly because of how unnerving Mali’s presence was back then. The clear enjoyment she felt from Shujinkou trying his hardest to “save the day” while he was struggling to keep his sense of self seemed to be too much even for someone who enjoyed teasing others.
Her eyes at that moment; it was like looking into the eyes of a devil. But the next time we met, she seemed to be back to normal.
That said, in the end, it didn’t really matter what she was like then or now; what she said ended up being true. All I could do was stand in the sidelines and let Shujinkou save us despite how much pain I knew he was going through and because of that, things got worse for everyone.
I think that’s why Mali is able to shut people down so easy with just her words; whatever she says always have at least a bit of truth to them, things people rather not think about.
I was honestly surprised that Mali had yet to rub it in my face about how right she was. I don’t really know if she would really do so, so maybe I just wanted someone to rightfully chastise me.
But maybe because I wanted it, of course I didn’t get that. When I thought about it, I realized that I haven’t really seen Mali in awhile, though it makes sense since she was only ever interested in Shujinkou.
Still, hers was another name to add to the list.
It was ironic. I came up to the roof to be alone and when I was, I found myself hating it. That wasn’t new, and yet I was as still doing it. Then again, I haven’t made a good decision in who knows how long now.
Fortunately, I was saved from my haunting thoughts and memories thanks to the school bell. It didn’t seem to be that long since I first got up here, but I guess wallowing causes time to fly by faster and yet go slower at the same time.
Still, it was at least a little relieving to know that I just needed to get through a few more classes and then I could go home.
I walked to the exit, but soon heard something that made my heart skip a beep. It was a loud beeping sound, kind of like what you would hear from a phone alarm.
I looked up. It seemed like the source of the sound was coming from the top of the bulkhead, but I naturally couldn't see anything from where I was standing.
As I pondered whether or not to climb up there, the sound came to an abrupt end. Coming after the brief silence that followed was a yawn. Following that was someone sitting up and stretching their arms.
“Back to class,” they groggily said aloud.
Maybe because of the mood I was in, but I was absolutely stunned to discover that Kiyoko had been sleeping up there the entire time.
Great surprise was also the reason I called for her instead of leaving before she noticed me. She looked down at me like it was any other day and asked, “Hey, Monika, what’re you doing up here?”
It really was shocking for someone to not look at me like I was an injured bird or something to that effect. Then again, from the times we’ve been together, Kiyoko always had an easygoing feel to her. I don't think I could actually imagine her with worried eyes.
Still that feel had to be what made me somewhat casually retort, "I was about to ask you the same thing.”
“Well, I like to come up here durning lunch for some personal downtime," she answered. "I get to watch the clouds and eventually take a nap until its back to class for me.”
I scratched my right cheek. I've been copying Shujinkou's cheek scratching habit for awhile now even though every time I've done so hurts. But I still did it for some reason. It was like instinct at this point; a torturous instinctive impulse.
I didn't have time to dwell on that though, the crosswind from Kiyoko almost cinematic landing made sure of that. Not that I was complaining.
"So what brings you up here?” Kiyoko asked again. “Never really seen you come up here before."
I hesitated to answer that. I didn't want to, but I had to give her something.
“Me? Well… I guess I just wanted some time to myself too.”
That was okay enough answer, right? It wasn't as if I lied to her or anything.
“So, how’ve you been?" Kiyoko continued to questioned me. "Not counting Shujinkou, I haven’t really seen any of you guys in passing like I usually do.”
I should have known that question was coming. I would have answered with the usual but her asking about the others caught me off guard.
“I… I’m mostly fine myself and I’m sure the others are fine enough too.”
That was the best response I could give her, even if at least half of it was false. Still I needed to prepare myself for what else she may talk about. But as I thought that, I noticed Kiyoko giving me a strange look.
It was like she was curiously sizing me up or something like that. Whatever the case, what she said next caught me off guard again.
“…Rei’s snowdrop was a pretty nice gift, don’t you think?”
How did she know that; that was all I could think. It must have been written all over my face because Kiyoko soon gave me the answer I wanted.
“I went with her to check up on Shujinkou yesterday. She didn't really do much but stare at him, but you could tell that was her way of expressing her attachment to him."
Hearing that made me regret wanting further explanation, but that didn't compare to what Kiyoko proposed.
“Hey, wanna join me in seeing him after school?”
It was like with Rei all over again. It should have been all too easy to instantly agree to go and see my comatose friend; my comatose friend that only ended up that way because put his life on the line to help us. That's what a good friend would do.
But… I couldn't…
"Thanks for the invitation, Kiyoko, but I’m going to have to decline," I said. "I… I can’t be there for him today.”
I don't know if that answer struck a nerve with her because all I got was silence after my answer. That said, it did bring up in opportunity I didn't hesitate to take. The conversation could reasonably be considered finish, so I made it appear I took it as such and slipped past her into the stairwell.
All I could think of as I walked down was why I wasn't going too. Though at the same time I wondered that if Shujinkou wasn't in his coma, would seeing him even be an option or would he just vanish too?
"Hey, Monika."
I nearly jumped out of my skin the moment I realized Kiyoko was walking besides me. And again I must have been wearing my thoughts on my face, because she had a somewhat amused smile on hers.
“You do remember that this is the only way down, right?” she reminded me with a chuckle.
I felt a lot of things over the last few days, but light-hearted embarrassment was not one of them. I wasn't embarrassed just by the fact that the person I haphazardly tried to avoid caught up to me right away, but also by the fact that I tried running in the first place. Though the last part wasn't just embarrassment; I felt shame too.
Experiencing both feelings at once, all I could do was scratch my right cheek. Doing so however, prompted Kiyoko to ask me why I've been doing so a lot lately.
Even if had an answer, would I ever have given it to her? Judging by my previous action, I'd doubt it. Still I just told her the truth that I had no idea why I was doing so.
After the she shrugged and said goodbye as we went our separate ways.
You know, other than asking me the obvious stuff, Kiyoko didn't really do what others might have done. In fact, she really treated me like nothing ever happened. I don't say that like I was expecting special treatment or anything, it was just surprising difference.
Her nonchalant and casual attitude… Would that be a good attitude to adopt moving on or am I comparing my current mood to someone who was thankfully left out of the events that transpired that night.
Would she be the same if she was there or not? I couldn't make assumptions since I don't know what she could have went through in life.
I didn't know what the others went through and I'm pretty sure I made assumptions that made me even less effective that I would have been if I knew how bad things could have gotten.
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…….Thinking about it……
Maybe…
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….Maybe I've never been a good friend. Maybe that's how I ended up alone again…
Chapter 154: The Only Part 2
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Have you ever had the misfortune of seeing someone you care about shut their eyes after the light left them completely? The fear and confirmation that they'll never open them again them no matter how much you beg and plead them too? A pain you could never get closure on because you had to bury for the sake of your remaining child who could only watch as he lost his sister?
I… Never truly had time to just take a moment to grieve Hiroko's de- passing. I couldn't with everything Shujinkou had gone through. He made it clear that he blamed himself for her passing and for Jomei leaving. He was so upset that he even broke off his friendship with Sayori, believing that he didn't deserve to have her as a friend.
But even after that, she did sneak over here behind his back from time to time to check up on him. I guess that's where my experience hiding Akira came from.
Thinking about it, that’s just one of the reasons I view myself as a bad mother, at the very least, a bad one most of the time.
Beyond not being able to hold the family together, I don’t feel like I was able to be there for my children enough. No matter how much I tried, I couldn't provide enough love and encouragement to compensate for Jomei's lack of fatherly affection.
And as I look at Shujinkou now, I feel one of remaining few of my family slipping away. And there's also part of his rebuilt life falling apart which relates to how his friends are dealing with what happened behind everyone's backs.
How could I have not known what happened during that time? How could I not know they were that close to-?
Hiro sighed.
I can admonish myself more later. Right now, I need to make sure I don't miss… Honestly, at this point it'd be a miracle to just get a response.
She looked down at her phone. Despite how much she wanted it, there was still no response to the request she made two days ago.
Her eyes then wandered just a bit, drawn to the time on top of the screen.
“School’s almost out…”
…
Monika sighed as class was dismissed. The last few days of waiting for the day to be over was already excruciating enough for her but her talk with Kiyoko earlier made it even worse.
At least I can finally go home now.
She grabbed her things and stepped into a sea of faces scrambling towards their own locations.
"Finally can go home…"
As she muttered her thoughts aloud, Monika felt something pull against her sleeve.
"Monika-Senpai!"
Monika instinctively felt a chill as she turned around. Such a feeling could only be caused by one person.
Standing behind her with an innocent expression on her face was Mali.
"Mali?"
Her child-like expression and equally child-like way of grabbing her attention was surprising to say the least. It wasn't the first thing she expected Mali to do after not seeing each other for the last few days.
"Um…"
Perhaps it was because of how she felt, but it was a struggle to remember the intentions that lied beneath Mali's veil of pureness.
"What's wrong, Monika-Senpai?" Mali asked, her eyes sparkling with curiosity.
"Well, you're actually referring to me by name for one…" Monika weakly answered, scratching her right cheek.
When she thought about it, Monika could count the amount of times Mali referred to her by name on one hand.
Looking back at Mali, she suddenly found herself a bit concerned by the amused smile she wore on her face, at least, more concerned than usual.
"Monika-Senpai, we need to talk," she said.
"About what?"
Mali pressed her right index finger against her lips and looked around. She then grabbed Monika's hand and said, "Not here, Monika-Senpai. We need to talk somewhere more discrete."
With that, Monika ended up being dragged throughout the school multiple times. Every time she asked Mali where they were going or why they were circling around to places they've already been, she received nothing but a lively, "You'll see soon."
After a few more trips around the building, Mali finally released her grip on Monika’s hand.
“We’re here!” Mali chirped.
Monika looked around. She was baffled to find that she was once again standing in front of her classroom.
“You led me around the school just to bring me back to where we started…?” Monika muttered in disbelief.
“Of course. I said we needed to go somewhere discrete and there aren’t many places like that until everyone goes home or settles into their afternoon activities," Mali explained.
Monika scratched her right cheek. While there was some truth to that explanation, she was sure that Mali did all of this just to mess with her. But as she thought that, she noticed her younger associate giggling.
“You look a lot like Senpai right now,” Mali noted.
Despite every fiber of her being telling her not to do so, Monika still asked, "How so?"
“You’re copying Senpai’s most notable quirk and your face is just as sad as his is half the time."
The regret she expected from asking hit Monika like a truck and Mali's subdued laughter at her expense added to it.
"Ah. Speaking of Senpai…"
Just when she thought Mali was about to say something to make her feel worse, the first-year instead reached into her backpack, pulled out a sheet of paper and presented it for her to see.
“What’s this?” Monika asked.
“My application."
“Application for what?”
“To join the Literature Club.”
“Join the…”
Monika solemnly scratched her right cheek.
“Wow… You really look a lot Senpai right now…” Mali marveled. “I thought I would have had to fill in for Senpai but it looks like you yourself may have that covered. For the most part at least."
“Mali…”
“What? It doesn’t hurt to talk about Senpai. I believe it’s even medically healthy to do so. I mean, aren’t you guys talking about Senpai more than usual during your club meetings?”
Monika shook her head.
“Mali… There hasn’t been a club meeting for the last few days and I’m pretty sure there won’t be any for the foreseeable future," she explained.
“Eh? Why not?” Mali innocently asked.
“Mali, you know why? What other reason could there be?”
“I get that. There’s probably some sleepless nights, constant looking over your shoulder and most likely some PTSD you all need to work through, which honestly makes Senpai’s coma look like a gift. Still, wouldn’t that result in you close friends coming together in your time of need?"
Monika scratched her right cheek. At this point, she didn't know if that would have been the right thing to do right now nor did she know if she could voice her feelings about that to Mali.
As she pondered those thoughts, she noticed Mali looking at her strangely. There were no signs of her playful demeanor; instead she stared at her with genuine curiosity.
"Or… are you insisting on proving 'me' right?" Mali questioned.
Monika once again recalled “Mali” taunting her.
“Senpai’s the ‘heart’ of the club according to you. Is it safe to say from your attitude that everything is meaningless without him?” Mali continued.
The first year student took a step closer and stared deeply into Monika’s eyes.
“No, that’s not it. You’re…”
Before she could finish her observation, Monika turned and ran away.
“Wow… Ms. School Idol is so sensitive.” Mali thought aloud.
“I think ‘sensitive’ is putting it lightly.”
Mali turned around, amused to find Fuyu standing behind her.
“Madame President? How long have you been here?”
“Long enough."
"Oh."
A tiny smile formed on Mali's lips as she took in Fuyu's stern look. She wasn't sure whether or not she could do that without it "President Mode" until now.
"What was the point of messing with Monika like that?" she asked.
“I wasn’t messing with her at all," Mali insisted. "Besides, if you think that’s messing with someone then it’s a good thing you didn’t see what ‘I’ once said to her and Senpai.”
“You know, Using relatives doesn’t change the fact that you’re messing with someone who’s clearly…”
“Traumatized? Scarred mentally and maybe physically? Thinking bad thoughts?”
Mali's smile grew bigger as she watched concern appear on Fuyu's face.
“…Mali, don’t you have any empathy?” she asked.
“I empathize," Mali replied. "But does that mean I have to walk on eggshells or mope around like Senpai’s potentials?”
“I’m not saying I want you moping around, though the walking on eggshells has some merit. I mean, think how you would feel if you were taken and abused for superfluous reasons.”
Mali giggled at Fuyu’s question.
“You want me to picture if I was taken by selfish, sadistic and childish people? You ask me that even though I was there too? How come you're not worried about me having a fragile mental state too?" Mali questioned.
"I am worried, but you told me yourself that you involved yourself in that affair voluntarily and you seem pretty... unfazed," Fuyu explained.
"Of course, I involved myself. Senpai was forced into the center of a life and death situation and, as his Kōhai, I had to support him as much as I could since no one who could do something could help him.
And as for being unfazed, ‘I’ didn’t have to worry about anything happening to me because 'I' was just so untouchable then. But even if it wasn't for that, I still wouldn’t worry because… well, Senpai should have a hint as to why I wouldn’t worry," she teased.
"But even if you felt you had no reason to worry, a part of you had to know how things could have been if you didn't have any aces up your sleeves or whatever Shujinkou did to get you guys out of that situation.
You yourself just now said it was a life-or-death situation and since you were there, you would know how close you all were to the second one. Isn't that enough to know why you shouldn't be so blunt with any of them right now?"
Mali eyes narrowed as she looked into Fuyu's.
“That’s funny," she giggled.
“How?”
“Don’t you know? You of all people should especially know that I couldn’t be blunt with all of them even if I wanted to. But maybe you have a point about being blunt considering the reactions I got from the other three. Ms. School Idol's was honestly the least hostile."
Fuyu adjusted her glasses and sighed. She could tell by how the conversation was going that there was no point in trying to appeal to Mali any further.
“By the way, what are you doing here?" Mali queried. "Shouldn’t you be in your office completely buried by your work like always?”
“I’m putting it aside today to go see Shujinkou.” Fuyu answered.
“Really? What a coincidence, I was planning on seeing Senpai too. The four of can go together.”
“You, me, Rei and Kiyoko.”
“Wow… You skipped ahead in our conversation a little Madame President," Mali marveled.
“It’s a time saving skill I perfected when on the job," Fuyu tirelessly explained. "Plus, Rei already went with Kiyoko earlier."
“Still, you may be a more impressive president than I gave you credit for. And here I thought all you did was leave things to Senpai.”
“I won’t deny I asked for his help before, but I only did so because I believed he was the best option for the things I've asked of him.”
“That's true, but it still doesn't change the fact that you left your lawful sister and a problematic first-year to a normal student who clearly had his own issues," Mali mocked.
“That's true, but should you really be teasing me about that? After all, isn't the reason I believed he was the best option the reason you find him so interesting to be around?" Fuyu countered.
“Oh… You’re in a real combative mood right now, Fuyu."
Fuyu adjusted her glasses and sighed. "More like in a glum mood."
…
"Got any fives?" Hiro asked.
"Go fish," Kiyoko replied.
Soon after that declaration, a playing card hovered in front of Hiro's face.
"Thank you, Rei."
Hiro graciously accepted the card Rei had given her and prepared for Kiyoko's turn.
"Got any sevens?" her guest asked.
With a defeated look on her face, Hiro gave Kiyoko the very card she was just given.
"Kiyoko, can I ask you a question?"
"Shoot."
"Did Shujinkou ever mention anything about what was going on back then to you?"
Kiyoko shook his head.
"He only mentioned how concerned he was about everything," she answered. "Not really sure if he knew anything back then and even if he did, I'm not really sure he would really tell me that. I get the feeling he would keep that to a need to know basis in regards to people who aren't law enforcement or family."
"Oh."
Part of Hiro wondered if that was a fair question to ask of one of her son's friends, but that feeling went away as Kiyoko continued.
"You shouldn't beat yourself up for not knowing anything, you know. From what I've gathered, everything seemed to happen all at once behind everyone's backs." She added.
That had to have been at least the third or fourth she had heard some variation of that phrase. Despite her appreciation of the sentiment, it just wasn't having its intended effect. All it did was remind her o what she was waiting for.
"Kiyo's right about that," a voice interjected.
The three followed the sudden voice to Shujinkou's bedroom door. Standing there was Fuyu and Mali.
"Pardon the intrusion," Fuyu apologized.
"No need to apologize, Fuyu," Hiro assured her.
"Huh? You know who I am?"
"I saw the vacation photos."
"Oh."
Fuyu wasn't sure if her surprised reaction was justified or embarrassing.
No, I'm embarrassed either way.
"What about me? Do you know who I am?" Mali asked.
"Well, based on Shujinkou's descriptions, you must be Mali, his Kōhai." Hiro answered.
"Senpai actually told you about me? And he referred to me as his Kōhai?" a bright smile stretched across Mali's face. "That makes me so happy."
Fuyu was taken aback by the smile on Mali's face. It was vastly different from her usual one.
"You know, you look a lot like your son too," Mali continued.
"Huh?"
"Or maybe, he looks like you. Either way, you two have the same look in your eyes; that same innocent look."
"Oh, um… Thank you?"
As Hiro pondered what she was told, Mali approached Shujinkou's comatose body. As she looked upon his face, she couldn't help but remark, "Oh Senpai, even now you can't rest, can you?"
"Not exactly something you'd want to say in front of his mother…" Fuyu mumbled under her breath.
Fuyu anxiously turned her gaze to Hiro. She was worried that Mali's comment may have upset her friend's mother, but Hiro didn't seem to mind.
"Got any tens?" she asked Kiyoko.
"Go fish," Kiyoko declared.
As Hiro reached for the card Rei presented her, she felt a strong vibration against her right thigh. She wasted no time in picking up her phone gazing upon the screen, something Mali found curious.
"I'm really sorry, but something important just came up," Hiro apologized as she jumped on her feet. "Thank you very much for coming. Stay as long as you'd like."
With those parting words, Hiro stepped out of the room.
"Important? More important than Senpai?" Mali thought aloud.
She then looked back at Shujinkou.
"Oh Senpai…" a small smile crossed her face. "You always make your emotions so obvious no matter what."
…
Hiro clutched her chest as walked into Diamond Delights. Even though what she started was her idea, she still could not believe she was going through with it.
"It's for Shujinkou's sake…"
She quietly repeated those words as she looked around.
I guess I got here first. At least, I hope that's the case.
With no other option, Hiro sat down at one of the open booths and waited.
"It's for your son… For your son…" she repeated.
"Is that why you called me?"
Hiro looked up. She felt a variety of different emotions as she looked upon the face of the person she called.
"Yes. That's right," she nervously answered. "Please, take a seat if you want."
"Of course."
Her guest sat down on the opposite side of the booth and took note of the clear concern on her face.
"Is there something you want to say?"
"Nothing like that. I mean, that's not exactly the reason I called you here. I didn't call you here to yell or fight," Hiro assured him. "Really, I'm just grateful you really showed up… Jomei.
Chapter 155: The Only Part 3
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A question Hiro always had in the back of her mind was, "What would happen if I were to run into Jomei again?"
What would it feel like to see him again? What would she say? How would her son respond? Those questions were just a few that reflected the mixed feelings she felt just by thinking about the possibility.
Calling him meet however caused even more questions to the surface. She wanted to ask them all, but for now, she had to focus on the really important ones; the ones that caused her to consider reaching out to Jomei in the first place.
"You look good, Hiro," he said.
"Oh, thank you," she replied, flustered. "You seem to be holding up well yourself."
"I get by."
Small talk: the part of a conversation with the potential to be the most uncomfortable. With Jomei being a man of few words regarding anything out of his interests, it was inevitable.
"I must admit, when you reached out to me out of the blue, I assumed that it had something to do with Shujinkou and sure enough it was," he continued.
"Yeah, well… I'm not sure you know but a lot has happened and now he's in a coma," Hiro informed him.
"The result from his run in with Akui right? I can only assume he was torturing him as some kind of attempt to draw me out."
"Right…"
Hiro was discomfited by the matter of fact manner Jomei responded to her. Expected, but still discomfiting.
"Is it safe to say you answering me so fast was because you were already around checking things out?" she asked.
"I had to see what that man was planning," Jomei admitted. "What he would do when all was said and done."
"That's all?"
"That's all."
"Oh…"
Hiro solemnly tapped on the table. No matter how expected his responses were and prepared for them she was, they still stung a little. She feared she may not be able to handle this reunion and her already feeling the way she did filled made her wonder if there was some truth to her doubts.
"Hiro… What's the reason you called me here?" Jomei queried. "I know it's not to give me an update on Shujinkou's health."
"I… I just wanted to know if you would happen to know if there was more to come from all of this."
Jomei quietly stared at Hiro. For the first time since he showed up, his eyes displayed a hint of interest.
"How much of this situation do you understand?" he quizzed.
"About as much as anyone else I suppose."
"What anyone would know varies. I require you be more specific."
Hiro closed her eyes and recalled what she had been told since the night Shujinkou fell into a coma.
"I know Akuma was after Yuri and Akui was after Shujinkou and their friends got caught in the crossfire. That's all I know. Understandably, I was only given the cliff notes version from those who were there."
"And you knew they were holding out on you?"
"I didn't want to force them to relive such a traumatic experience."
"Hm…" Jomei's eyes shifted for a brief moment. "Well then, let me walk you through the beginning.
Akuma was a teacher at their school and was suspended for reasons of misconduct. Given what happened not too long ago, I assume you can imagine what the kind of misconduct took place."
Hiro nodded her head.
"Thing is, nothing more happened because Yuri didn't say anything. I can only assume that she was desperately hoping that the situation would just vanish, but she didn't know who she was dealing with. Is she did, she would have known that saying nothing left the door open for Akuma to return if he wanted to and naturally he did this very year.
Knowing him, he'd probably try and apologize for past behavior even though that wouldn't be the best thing to do then which would have likely caused him to run into Shujinkou.
Now from what I saw from the field trip to your mother's resort, Yuri among his other friends seemed to have become at least somewhat infatuated at a speed similar to how Sayori fell for him. So with Akuma returning with potentially less than savory intentions, Shujinkou unintentionally attracting Yuri led to him unknowingly getting involved in something more dangerous than either of them would have realized.
Now from then to Devil's Night, it seemed like nothing much happened right? Well, neither of them realized that something sinister was going on behind their backs.
I'm not too sure whether Yuri had given Akuma a second chance or Akuma kept his distance, but it seems that he figure that if he couldn't finish what he started in person then, and I can only imagine the mental gymnastics that went on in his head for him to decide, 'I won't touch her again. But stalking and taking photos is okay.'
"I remember finding that out. It was very alarming, to say the least," Hiro confessed. "I could only imagine what was going through her mind when she found out."
"Here's the thing however. You would think he would get someone to do it for him, someone who can blend into a crowd and wouldn't be recognizable to his target. It'd be the smart thing to do, but instead, he took them all himself."
Hiro felt a chill crawl down her back as she pondered Jomei's words. "How do know for sure that it wasn't the former?"
Jomei once again stared at her in silence. Unlike before however, his eyes were dull and lacked any discernible emotions. "Because I saw him take a few during their summer vacation."
"What?"
"While I was around during the summer, I caught a glimpse of him in action while Shujinkou and his friends were at the beach, which led me to consider the possibility that he saw me with Shujinkou earlier. Since Shujinkou takes after you more in the looks department, it could be safely assumed that he didn't know that he was related to me, but seeing us together, he could have put it together if he didn't outright overhear us together. And that's just assuming he wasn't around during their first trip to your mother's resort."
Jomei took a breath as he observed Hiro's face, still frozen in shock from his earlier admission.
"…You saw Akuma doing what exposed him not too long ago during their vacation? Why didn't you tell anyone about that?" she questioned.
"I didn't want to assure that someone connected to Akui saw me."
"But you still could have told someone."
"If I told someone, and Akuma knew I was there, then he would have known who turned him in."
"But that's…"
"A measure to keep Akui from starting something that would have dragged me in it again."
"But that's…" for a moment, Hiro felt something bubble up inside her. It was something she hadn't felt in years. "You said yourself that Shujinkou might have unknowingly gotten involved in something and you had to have had an idea of what that might have been then if you saw Akuma. Something could have happened to everyone then."
"Unlikely, Akuma likes keeping his life together, which is evidenced by the fact that nothing happened until Shujinkou stumbled upon his secret hobby," Jomei continued. "I don't know why he would have proof of his deeds at a school, but at the same time, I'd expect nothing less from Akuma. You know the results from there."
Hiro wistfully shook her head.
"It turns out that Akuma tried to get out of the country using one of many personas Akui created for them, but something convinced him to stay. Afterwards, he was haphazardly moving around. His movements were sloppy, erratic and easy to trace, so when he was finally caught by the authorities, he shot one in the face and escaped."
That right there shocked me. He had a warped sense of morality, but I always figured actually murdering someone was a line he wouldn't cross. In the past, I felt like at times, he was genuinely remorseful for some of his actions, but maybe those times were a lie. Either way, once he crossed that line, there was only one choice he could make."
"He called his brother…" Hiro solemnly interjected. "He called his brother to do… something.
"I don't know what series of events could have transpired to lead to the Devil's Night Incident, but whether Akui saw an opportunity or Akuma saw that there was no coming back and wanted revenge or both, Shujinkou ended up becoming a prime target himself."
"And so did Sayori and Monika and Natsuki…"
"Akui loves playing games. He loves making a production of everything and most of all, he loves making moves that directly torture a person's psyche. Because of those three facets of his personality, Akui and his wife, Nivia, systematically kidnapped their Literature Club buddies to instill a sense a fear and powerlessness in them, mostly Shujinkou. If given time, he may have taken more of his friends and even you and your mother. But he had a time table set in his mind and successfully captured everyone before the night was done.
But what happened for sure after that is a bit foggy."
"What happened next…" Hiro fell silent for a moment. "All I was told was that Shujinkou saved everyone."
"I heard that too, but are you really telling me that Shujinkou somehow managed to beat Akui?" Jomei queried.
"That was what I was told. I don't think anyone was lying and the Akui and Akuma were found down so…"
"And Shujinkou fell into a coma. It sounds like he had no choice but to perform something that could have been suicidal and a coma is him being lucky."
For the second time, Hiro felt something bubbling up inside of her.
"So now that we're caught up, I can finally get to answering your question," Jomei continued. "You wanted to know if there was something else coming; I did too since I know Akui cannot take a loss even if his own life depended on it.
And losing to Shujinkou, someone he considered to be easy prey would have definitely been a blow to his pride. There was no way he would take it lying down and may have foregone any showmanship and just tracked Shujinkou down to shove a sword down his throat like this lying down."
Hiro winced. Not only because of the horrifying imagery Jomei had provided but also due to how easy it was to say it.
"So, what did you find?" she asked.
"Nothing."
"Nothing?"
"Stuff like this… In order to avoid trouble, the ones who commit these act set safeguards to keep their presence from being known. And if they were discovered, then they would have safeguards to erase their presence and any trail they may have left behind."
"But Akui and Akuma were caught."
"Yes, but now that's no longer escaped. They're gone."
"They escaped?" Hiro worriedly questioned.
Jomei shook his head. "I don't know. From what I've heard, Akui was in a very unpleasant to look at state when he was found and Akuma wasn't that much better. They weren't in any position to do anything on their own, so I assumed they had some outside and inside help, but that wasn't the case either."
"Then what happened?"
"I don't know. I asked around but no one knows anything. Akuma, Akui, anyone related to them and any equipment that was used is gone without a trace. It's as if they just vanished."
"So…"
Hiro was unsure what to feel or what Jomei was trying to say.
"Vanishing from the world is like a form of art, Hiro. There are prerequisites in place that need to be readied if someone goes down that route. Akui always has the preliminaries readied but there are two factors afterwards that need to be done in the moment. One, you need to be in a position where your compromised persona can convincingly disappear, whether by death or other methods and two, you need to make sure that you leave no connections between those two personas."
"That doesn't sound like that's all there is to it."
"I'm greatly oversimplifying the steps just to give you a glimpse of what is needed. Perhaps, I should just give you assurance that no one can vanish like that of their own free will. Someone disappearing like that usually involves another party that usually doesn't have the person's they take best interests. Whatever the case, it's very unlikely Akui or Akuma bother anyone you know anymore."
"Oh…"
"You don't seem too pleased."
"I'm happy no one's in danger anymore but I'm not really thrilled of the prospect of vanishing people."
"You should get over that. Why feel sympathy for those who wronged you?"
Why fell sympathy for those who wrong you? Hearing those words come from Jomei's mouth was like a punch in the gut for Hiro. It actually felt like three, her taking the taking the additional hits for Hiroko and Shujinkou.
"Well, if you don't need anything else…"
Jomei took note of the dark look that fell on Hiro's face as he stood up. It was both fetching and uncanny, but most importantly, it was an expression he never expect her to make.
Still…
He was only able to take one step forward, before being stopped by-
"Jomei."
He looked down at Hiro, intrigued by the seriousness in her voice.
"The school trip… The first trip to mom's resort. You and Shujinkou bumped into each other right?"
Remaining silent, Jomei looked ahead. "…Yes."
"What were you even doing there? You know how my mother feels about you."
"No real reason. I was just in the area and decided to go to the best place to stay."
"But then you spent the day with him and he asked you whether or not he was the real reason you left. You told him he was."
"I did."
Hiro looked up at Jomei. From the corner of his eyes, he saw a visage that resembled a wounded animal.
"Why?" she asked. "We all spent years trying to get Shujinkou to realize that Hiroko's death and you leaving wasn't his fault and you didn't hesitate to validate his fears."
"… He asked me a question, I answered. After that, he ran. Besides, he seemed fine the next time I saw him, so clearly it didn't rattle him too much."
"Now, that was just luck or maybe him not wanting him to go back, but he did briefly revert back to the state he was left in after you left. And on the subject of the next time you met him, he told me that you gave him a fatherly pat on the head."
"I did."
"And yet, you didn't do anything when he was in a dangerous person's line of sight."
"What are you getting at, Hiro?"
"What I'm trying to say is I don't want you to get Shujinkou's hopes up for something that may not happen. If you two want something to happen that's fine, but if not… I just don't want you to continue hurting him."
Jomei did not say a word. The man walked forward and as he passed Hiro, he muttered, "At this point… He's only hurting himself."
There were times where words can trigger something in someone. It could bring out a nasty repressed side or cause the receiver great sorrow. It can also force someone into a state of self-reflection.
It didn't change how hurtful those words were, but-
"He's a real charmer, huh?"
A familiar voice shattered through her reflective state like glass. Turning around, Hiro found her house guests sitting in the booth behind her. Fuyu, with a red face, had her hand tightly covering Mali's mouth.
"I'm very sorry for all of this…" Fuyu apologized.
Mali suddenly slipped away from her captor and shook her head.
"I'm not. I'm Senpai's Kōhai and as such, it's my duty to look after his mother while he's asleep. With Senpai's mother heading off in such a hurry, it was safe to assume that it wasn't for something pleasant. So, to make sure nothing would happen to Senpai's mother, I followed her," she succinctly explained. "The others followed me because they thought I was just being nosy."
"Realistically, it could have been both, which I think goes for all of us since we stuck around," Kiyoko admitted. "Or at least three of us."
"I honestly thought it could have been something that threatened Senpai's mom's life," Mali insisted. "Instead it was something far more unpleasant."
"So… You all heard everything?" Hiro asked.
The four students nodded their heads.
"So, that was Senpai's dad, huh…" Mali curiously turned towards the entrance then looked back at Hiro with a bright smile. "He's like Senpai's complete opposite. Senpai clearly didn't get anything from him personality wise."
"Yeah, I kinda get why seeing made Shujinkou hide in a cardboard box…" Fuyu sympathized. "I'd honestly do the same."
"Jomei's presence had that affect on him…?" Hiro muttered.
"The first time they reunited! The first time!" Fuyu hastily assured her.
"Wow, not exactly something you should've said in front of Senpai's mother," Mali teased.
"It's okay," Hiro assured Fuyu. "I'm fine."
"So… What are you going to do now?" Fuyu asked.
"I got the answers I came for so there's really nothing else for me to do but return to Shujinkou."
Hiro stood up and walked in front of their table. "Thank you all for your concern."
With those parting words, she left the restaurant.
"She just thanked us for following her and she just did something super uncomfortable for her child… She's as interesting as Senpai," Mali praised.
"She's certainly as forgiving as Shujinkou…" Fuyu marveled. "The maiden side of his family is really the pinnacle of human decency."
"You know what one of the interesting points of their conversation was: the whole Devil Brothers vanishing thing."
"You think that it's more likely they did so of their own violation?"
Mali shook her head. "Nope. I think the chances of us seeing them or anyone connected to them again is almost impossible. In fact, I bet they're getting their just desserts wherever they're at now. It's really something I wish 'I' could assure you of personally though."
"Mali, why do keep emphasizing personal pronouns?" Fuyu questioned.
"Is that really what you should be asking right now? Shouldn't you instead be asking what to do regarding the Literature Club?"
Before she could get a response out, the group heard something vibrate against the table. In a split second, Kiyoko picked up her phone and read the notification on her screen.
"Welp, I gotta go," she said with a shrug.
"Eh? But where are you going during such an important time, Kiyoko?"
"Truthfully, I have a few chores at home that I gotta get done. Especially making sure there's food in the birdhouse. See you guys later."
Curiosity hung on Mali's face as she watched Kiyoko leave. As it slowly turned into interest, she was soon brought back to reality by Fuyu.
"We gotta head home too," she said. "Are you ready, Rei?"
Rei slowly nodded her head.
"Are I and Senpai's mother the only ones who cares about the other people that were involved in the Devil's Night scenario?" Mali asked aloud.
"We care, but I doubt anyone is interested in scheming and manipulating everyone like you're playing a game of chess," Fuyu rebuked.
"But I haven't done any scheming. All I've done is watch and talk to everyone like Senpai would. But no one listen to his malevolent Kōhai.
Honestly, the way things are right now, things seem utterly hopeless. I mean, wouldn't times like these be the best time for true friends to come together and support one another? And yet despite that, they're all separate. It really seems like Senpai was the only thing holding them together. And not only because they hopelessly fawn over him but because Senpai just has a magnetic trait to him. Without him, things seem fruitless."
"Mali…"
"At least, that's how it appears on the surface, but you and I know better don't we, Madame President. You know just as well as I do what needs to be done."
"Convince them to see my mother?" Fuyu proposed.
"Wow, you really think I'm trying to manipulate everyone and now you want to offer another solution," Mali giggled.
"Because, I really don't want you to do anything that will make them feel worse."
"Hmm… I don't think I would have a chance to do anything even if I wanted too. With how their responding to everything, they may actually bite my head off… or slice it off. Besides, thinking about it, mending things isn't my role nor anywhere near my specialty. That someone else's."
"You're not talking about Shujinkou… are you?"
Mali playfully scratched her right cheek. "Senpai would definitely be a great choice. The 'Heart' of the club would most certainly be able to effortlessly get the job done especially since the trust they put in him is extends beyond their infatuation with him after all. But that really goes beyond his supporting role. After all, what's there to support if there's nothing there at all? Though given your doubtful tone, you already knew I wasn't referring to Senpai."
No… The fact of the matter is, if the 'Heart' and the 'Moral Guiding Hand' are out of commission, then shouldn't we appeal to the essence? But that essence is in a funk just everyone else, meaning no one in the Literature Club is able to do anything. Some of them don't want to do want to do anything for a variety of reasons. And there's everyone else that wants to give them their requested space because they went through something traumatic.
So when it comes down to it, Senpai's Kōhai who is far from being equipped from the job and really has no reason to do anything is the only one who's doing anything at all. I'm sure everyone knows what needs to be done, but are too busy walking on egg shells around everyone."
Mali took note of the internal conflict Fuyu expressed on her face.
"You asked me earlier if I felt any empathy for anyone. And yet the one who probably has less than you is doing more. Is empathy the very thing holding you back from doing anymore? Or do you just worry that you'll make things worse?"
"…What could I do that wouldn't make things worse?" Fuyu wondered aloud.
"That's for a question everyone has to figure out for themselves," the first-year student answered. "Though I would suggest you focus your attentions to Monika since she looks like she's going to fall apart at any moment."
Mali giggled as she stepped past Fuyu and walked out of the restaurant. She looked up at the sky, watching as the clouds overtake the orange sea above her.
"After all, if the 'Soul' of the club is unable to be roused from her despair, then all is truly lost."
Chapter 156: The Only Part 4
Chapter Text
"This is really getting sad…"
Monika heaved a heavy, depressed sigh.
"At least, I'm getting some exercise though, right?"
That seemed like the point she would let out a small laugh to fake some acceptance of what she has done, but she couldn't muster a single chuckle. There was nothing she could do but think about her earlier encounter with Mali.
Did I speak our encounter into existence? Even if that was really the case, I didn't expect it to play out that way. I expected Mali to taunt me, to deliberately make me feel even worse, but that actually seemed to be the last thing she wanted to do.
She scratched her right cheek, trying to think of every possible reason Mali could have had to confront her like that.
But why? Why would she-?
Monika let out another sorrowful sigh.
Never mind. It doesn't matter. Even if she got what she wanted, it wouldn't change things in the long run.
She sat up and bundled her scarf.
"Why am I even torturing myself considering something impossible?"
Monika looked up at the dark sky above her. Seeing the glittering lights shining down reminded her of the tail end of her summer vacation. Watching the sky light up with paper lanterns with her friends; at that moment, she was absolutely sure that there would be many more moments like that.
She believed that they would always stay like that.
I wanted to believe that.
Monika shook her head and forced herself to move. One step after the other, she began her trek home.
Looking around, Monika could see many smiling faces walking past her. Was it right to feel envious or was it a sign of that she was a bad person? She had been plagued by questions like this for days but never really had a concrete answer. It seemed like there was always something that kept her from-.
Eh?
She stopped right in her tracks as her eyes were suddenly drawn to one particular face in the crowd. It was a shock to say the least to see Shujinkou's father: Jomei.
What's he doing here?
Her feet once again started moving, her mind now focused on following him. One step after another, Monika subtly closed the gap between them, while still maintaining enough distance to not draw his attention.
Appearing now, not too long after the incident he was indirectly related to…
This can't be a coincidence.
She continued to tail behind Jomei until he suddenly stopped. He sat down on a nearby bench and, while still looking ahead, motioned her to come his way.
Part of her knew she shouldn't do anything on his terms, but she didn't listen. She cautiously approached him.
"How'd you know?" Monika asked.
"You learn to be acutely aware of your surroundings when you have experiences similar to the one you've just been through," Jomei explained.
"So, you're aware of what happened?"
"Yes."
"And that's why you're here?"
Jomei didn't say a word as he looked up at Monika. The eyes he bore were the complete opposite of his son's. They were cold and distant.
"You've been around Akui, I'm sure he's given you something of his life story. You've had to at least infer his obsession with me. When you're connected to someone like that, you make sure you can find any evidence of their next move."
"That's it?"
"Of course."
Jomei resumed looking forward. It was as if he knew what she was going to force herself to ask him next.
"…Have you heard that Shujinkou is in a coma?" Monika questioned.
"Yes."
"Are you going to see him?"
"Are you going to disparage me too?"
Monika's ears slightly perked up upon hearing the word, "too". Did he actually run into someone else she knew?
"Actually… Why the hesitation when mentioning Shujinkou?" Jomei suddenly asked. "Is there something about him that's affecting you personally?"
"I… One of my fr- Someone I care about ended up in a coma protecting us from someone who really just wanted to get a rise out of you," Monika replied as calmly as she could.
"Does that imply that Shujinkou really was the one who trounced Akui?"
"He…"
Monika couldn't bring herself to answer that question. Even if she could feasibly explain what happened that night or even had a desire to do so, she just couldn't.
The way Shujinkou acted… He was so ruthless and sadistic to those he deemed a threat… That was…
Jomei snuck a glance at Monika's face and took note of the conflicted expression that rested on it.
"I guess in the end, it doesn't really matter," he said.
"It doesn't?"
"Your reluctance aside, most likely not."
"Okay…"
Monika solemnly scratched her right cheek. Despite only talking to Jomei for a few minutes, she was beginning to feel like a helpless child.
"Did that satisfy whatever need you had that led to you following me?"
"Uhm…"
"Is it fair to say you only chased me impulsively?"
"I think that's fair on my side considering the relation you have to the incident…"
"So are you trying to find some way to blame me for what another has done?
Monika shook her head.
"…No. I guess… I was hoping you could do something better than me."
"…You're one of the few who possesses strong feelings for Shujinkou, correct? Then why do you expect me to do something you yourself have not done yourself?"
"Huh?" Monika stared at Jomei with shocked eyes. "H-"
"I have my reasons for not seeing Shujinkou, but what's yours? For someone who has such strong feelings for him, what's keeping you away? And is it just you or are the others staying away too? Either way, between all of us, I believe his friends not seeing him is more of a sin than me not seeing him."
Somehow, Jomei's words hurt Monika more than all the physical punishment Akui put her through. She was affected that she couldn't bring herself to say anything as Jomei stood up to leave.
"I'm starting to see why even Sayori doesn't like him much…" she mumbled under her breath.
…
"What's wrong? You look like you got hit by a truck."
Monika heaved a heavy, tired sigh as she stepped past her cousin.
"I feel like I did. I think I got a taste of what it's like to be in Natsuki and Shujinkou's shoes, if just a little."
"What's that mean?"
"I… I ran into Shujinkou's dad on the way home."
"Jomei? The guy Akui wouldn't shut up about; a feeling his goons actually agree with."
Monika nodded her head.
"So…" Claudette gingerly rubbed her bandage arm. "Is he here to see his son?"
"No. He's just here to see the aftermath of the incident. You know, preempt any future events by doing research and all that…"
"He's here just for that?"
"He's… not the most empathetic person."
"Wow… He sounds really scummy and that's putting it lightly."
That sentiment was something Monika could wholeheartedly agree with. She already had a poor opinion on the man despite never directly talking to him.
"That's actually pretty funny of you to say, considering you've never been in his presence."
Claudette shrugged.
"Call them how I see 'em based on their actions and not seeing his comatose son after a guy he knew put said son and my cousin and their known associates through the wringer is more a little more than scummy actually. It's borderline sinful."
"Yeah, it is…"
Claudette took note of the hurt on her little cousin's face.
I said something triggering, didn't I?
"Claudette…" Monika willed herself to look up her cousin. "I'm going to turn in early tonight."
Claudette watched in silence as Monika trudged up the stairs.
I'll take that as a yes… Way to go, Claudette.
The next day…
"…Is that it? No…"
Hiro continued to pace back and forth. She didn't understand how a motion that could cause dizziness was supposed to get one's brain to function better, but she was willing to give it another try.
What is it? Hiroko… Shujinkou…
She stopped, focusing completely on the burgeoning breakthrough she had then.
My children… and me? Uhm…
And just like that, her breakthrough was lost. Strangely though, she wasn't as upset as she thought she would be. In fact, that was something she felt ever since her meeting with Jomei.
Jomei…?
Hiro shook her head and heard the doorbell.
Who could that be?
She walked to the front door and opened it. Standing on the other side of the door was Mali.
"Good morning, Ms. Hiro," she beamed.
"Good morning, Mali. What're you doing here?" Hiro queried. "Shouldn't you be at school right now?"
"Senpai's more important than school. I'm here to help you keep an eye on him."
"That's nice of you to offer, Mali, but you shouldn't miss school for that reason."
"Its okay, Ms. Hiro," Mali flashed a knowing smile. "I got permission on all sides to take a personal day for Senpai."
"You did?"
"Mm-hmm. I explained to the school that I couldn't perform to the best of my ability while I'm so concerned with Senpai and the adult figures in my life don't mind me being here. So… I'm all good to do nothing but be by Senpai's side today."
"Oh. Well, if you went so far… Come in."
"Thank you, Ms. Hiro."
Mali's eyes remained glued to Hiro as she stepped inside her senpai's home for the second time.
"No need for thanks. I should be the one grateful that Shujinkou has friends that would go so far for him."
"Friends…?"
Mali remained quiet for a moment.
"You honestly shouldn't be so surprised. After all, I'm Senpai's Kōhai," she proudly declared. "It's my duty to look after him."
"You said that yesterday too… You must be really fond of him."
Mali giggled.
"Senpai has a certain… appeal to him. Of course, I'm not the only one who feels that way."
"Right…"
Mali took note of Hiro's facial expression. She was sure that the woman in front of her would scratch her right cheek if she had the quirk her son possessed.
"Have you already had breakfast?" Hiro suddenly asked.
Mali shook her head. "No. Are you really offering to make something just for me?"
Hiro nodded her head with a smile.
"Wow… That would be great, Ms. Hiro."
Mali followed her into the kitchen and took a seat at the table.
"Any requests?"
"I'll be fine with anything."
Mali curisouly tapped on the kitchen table as she watched Hiro get to work.
"Ms. Hiro, can I ask you something?"
"Yes."
"You don't seem too fazed by yesterday. Why's that?"
"Um…"
What Mali did not know was that Hiro herself had been pondering that very question since they last met.
"It's not that I'm not fazed by it. It's more like… I don't know how to properly explain it. I'm not as upset as I feel I should be, but it's not like I'm trying to ignore recent event and lock my feelings away. I'm just… I don't know, I guess I'm trying to figure it out."
"Wow… Such an honest response…"
An intrigued smile crossed Mali's bright face.
"That's interesting."
"Interesting how?"
"How refreshing it is. It really is refreshing for an adult figure to be so honest, especially to a stranger."
Mali's explanation was something Hiro found both surprising and worrying.
"Hey, Ms. Hiro, can I ask you something else?"
"Mm-hmm."
"What has Senpai said about me to you?"
Hiro looked back at Mali.
"Well, he's told me that you're a really clever person."
"Really?"
"Yes. He told me how you always effortlessly outpace everyone in conversation and how you can discern people in no time at all. He also told that one of the first things you did when you two first met was finding a club room for everyone."
"He only told you that?"
"Well… he did mention how you tried to get him to kiss you in front of the others," Hiro said with a nervous chuckle.
"Oh… Senpai, must have been really upset with me, huh?"
"I don't think he was really upset with you. If I recall correctly, he was more upset with the fact that he inadvertently upset his friends."
"That's so like Senpai to downplay my part for his own perceived slight. Especially since Senpai ultimately had no fault in that moment given at that point he could do whatever he wanted with anyone."
Mali could recall the different negative emotions she felt as she watched the Literature Club members depart from school that day.
Though they seemed fine with Senpai after the weekend. I can only imagine Senpai's natural appeal spared him from their envy.
Mali glanced up at the ceiling then quickly turned her attention back to Hiro.
"What's your opinion on that moment?"
"I don't exactly have the full context of that situation to form a fair opinion."
"But it's pretty obvious though, right? Either I was getting a rise out of your son or I was messing with his friends, one including his precious best friend. Either way, it's not a flattering first impression to hear about.
"I guess."
"So is your opinion on me bad?"
Hiro shook her head.
"Why not?"
"Because you haven't given me a reason to have a bad opinion."
"But I messed with your son and that wasn't even the first time."
"I know. He told me about the first day he was tasked with watching over you."
"So why would you not have a bad opinion about me?"
"Well… Until yesterday, I could only build an opinion on you through the bits and pieces of what Shujinkou has told me. And the way he talks about you went through a change similar to when he first joined the Literature Club.
The way he talked about everyone… his voice always had a notable hesitation whenever he spoke about them at first. It was the same for his other friends. But as time passed by, that hesitation turned into relief then turned into fondness, if that makes sense."
"And Senpai speaks about me fondly?"
"If I were to be perfectly honest, I would say it's more in the relief phase at the moment."
Relief…
That possible answer was more surprising than Mali expected it to be. It was possible that Hiro was just trying to protect her feelings, but she didn't sense any fallacy in her voice.
Of course, that doesn't mean that there weren’t any hidden meanings behind those words.
"Does that mean that in actuality Senpai sees me as someone he's stuck with? A burden he's effectively trapped with and is just trying to find a way to make due with the hand life dealt him."
"I don't think Shujinkou has ever seen you as a burden."
"How can you be so sure? You heard about the things I've done to Senpai; why would you think that he wouldn't consider me an annoying brat that constantly hangs around him for her own self-interests?"
"Because it's obvious that he wants that relief to turn into genuine fondness like everyone else."
"Senpai really wants that?"
"That's what I believe. And it's because of that and the fact that you care enough to come here that I personally can't have a bad opinion about you."
With a gentle smile, Hiro slid a plate of food in front of Mali.
"…Hmm. I was right; you're just as interesting as Senpai," the freshman student complimented. "I can see why Senpai wasn't a wreck by the time I met him."
"Oh. Uhm…"
Hiro had heard something similar time and time again. And every time she had the same reaction.
"Thank you, Mali."
But this time, she felt something different.
Chapter 157: The Only Part 5
Chapter Text
"This shouldn’t be so hard." That was what Monika thought when she began her latest literary excursion.
Recent events had made writing hard, but she thought what she had to do would require little to no effort.
But it was hard. Each stroke of her pen caused her unimaginable pain as logged her thoughts. It was because of this and one other specific reason she had that something so simple took 2 entire days to write down.
With a heavy sigh, Monika double checked her work. Her one page letter was concise and quick to the point. Despite that, she was unable to figure out whether or not anyone could pick up the feelings that lied in her words.
I don’t think so but…
Aside from the obvious reason, Monika also couldn’t separate herself as the writer; to look at it from another’s perspective.
Am I too late?"
Monika looked up in surprise. Sayori was standing in the doorway of the old clubroom.
"No, no. You're just on time," Monika assured her.
"Eh?” The visitor looked around in confusion. “But where are the others?"
"It's just me," Monika answered with a forced smile.
Sayori stared into Monika's eyes, a big grin appearing on the new member’s face.
"It's no biggie! Clubs are about quality, not quantity," Sayori assured her. "The two of us can make a totally awesome club!"
"That's true but for this club to be officially recognized as a club, we need a total of four members," Monika informed her.
Sayori was quiet for a moment, before her face suddenly lit up with determination.
"Then if the people won't come to the club, we'll bring the club to the people!" she excitedly declared.
"Eh? But how do we do that?" Monika queried.
"We'll just have to find people that are so into literature that the only reason they aren't here is because their noses are deep in their books!" Sayori explained, barely able to contain her excitement. "And there's only one place to find those kinds of people…"
Sayori gently grasped Monika's hand and tugged her out of her seat.
"We're going on our first club field trip!" Sayori cheered.
Monika shook her head, desperately trying to keep her from reminiscing any further. Looking at the letter was already hard, but the sudden memory made it nearly impossible.
She quickly stuffed the letter in her school bag and slung it over her shoulder.
“Just have to deliver it…” Monika mumbled under her breath.
She walked downstairs and noticed Claudette writing in a journal. The serious and determined look on her face was truly surprising.
“Claudette?” she called.
Her cousin didn’t say a word. Instead she got up, walked past Monika and started climbing the stairs. Halfway up, Claudette suddenly stopped. She turned around and looked down at Monika surprised.
“Since when did you get downstairs?” she asked.
“Um, a few seconds ago,” Monika answered, scratching her right cheek.
“Oh.” Claudette alternated looking at her cousin and her journal. “Lunch I made for you is in the kitchen. Have a nice day.”
With that, Claudette zipped upstairs before Monika could even respond.
"Ah…"
Monika was filled with a heavy sense of irony.
This has to be how everyone I did that to felt like…
She couldn’t really understand why her elder cousin took a page from her book or whether or what it meant overall.
Maybe it’s just me. After all, why bother sparing that many words to a person constantly avoiding conversation…
That theory put her in a worse mood than before. At this point, she was constantly surprising herself by how the threshold constantly keeps moving farther and farther.
Grabbing her lunch then starting her daily walk to school, Monika couldn’t help but think how everything seems to make her feel worse each passing day. It was so bad that she felt she could freely tempt fate by asking:
“How could it get any worse?”
Fate answered by striking her from behind with tremendous force. If being knocked t the ground wasn't so painful, she could have potentially found the timing a little hilarious.
“Whoa, sorry about that!”
A hand soon appeared in front of her. Looking up, Monika found a girl offering to help.
Drawn in by the stranger’s curious eyes, Monika accepted her help without question. Her hand was strong and firm and Monika felt as if she was pulled up instead of being helped up.
W-Wow.
Monika wanted to give her thanks, but found it impossible to form the words. All she could do was scratch her right cheek as the stranger examined her from head to toe.
“Wow, so you’re Monika…”
Monika’s face lit up with surprise, contrasting the baffled expression lying on the unfamiliar girl’s face.
“How do you know who I am?”
“How can I not?” the girl said, rolling her eyes. “I go to school with someone who complains about you almost every single day…”
It was then when Monika noticed the black school jacket she was wearing.
“Oh…”
Monika had an idea of who the stranger was referring to.
“Anyway, sorry for running over you again,” the unfamiliar student apologized. “I was in a rush.”
Monika scratched her right cheek as she watched the stranger kick up a skateboard and lower a pair of goggles over her eyes.
She took off, disappearing from sight rather quickly.
"Wow…"
Arrival at School…
“Alright, here goes.”
Monika raised her fist. All she needed to do was knock on Fuyu’s door and deliver her letter. Once given to the school president then it would all be over.
Just knock…
She knew all it took was a simple flick of the wrist, but-
“Hey, Monika…”
Monika turned around. To her surprise, Shujinkou was standing behind her.
“Hey, Shujinkou. What’s up?”
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek.
“Um… I know I just left out of nowhere yesterday and I know that I’m not really the type of person to be into literature like you guys but… Can I still join your club?”
“Of course.”
“Really?”
“Mm-hmm. I want the club to be a place where people can be free to express themselves and be comfortable doing so. It is a club centered around a passion for literature but its also all-inclusive because I honestly don’t believe in the 'literary type' mindset.
While the amount varies and though I know it’s not the most popular interest, I believe that everyone has some appreciation for literature.”
“W-Wow…" Shujinkou marveled. "That’s amazing.”
“Not really."Monika replied, trying her best to suppress how happy the compliment made her feel. "By the way, what made you change your mind?”
“Well…”
“Never mind, you don’t have to explain yourself. Just make sure you don’t forget today’s meeting.”
“R-Right.”
Monika shook her head.
Why am I thinking about such things now? I just have to…
To her surprise, her fist was no longer hovering in front of her. Without ever realizing it, she stuffed her hand in her pocket.
Maybe now isn’t the best time anyway…
Clinging to that excuse, Monika took off for class.
Lunchtime…
Monika searched the rooftop from head to toe. It was disturbingly relieving to find that no one she knew was around.
With the area clear, Monika sat on the edge of the bulkhead and opened the lunch Claudette made for her.
"Monika… How come you never kicked me out of the club after my fight with Natsuki?"
"Why…?" the club president was taken aback by the sudden question. The thought of resorting to such an action never even crossed her mind. "Why would I do that?"
"Because I sewn discord into the fragile structure of our club not too long after joining."
"Well…" Monika paused to pick her next words carefully. They needed to be truthful. "I know that wasn't a fond moment for any of us but I was hoping that we all could eventually move past it."
Her lips formed a regretful smile as she diverted her gaze.
"To be honest… I really felt powerless back then. Despite being the club president, I couldn't find it in me to find people to form the club with and couldn't do anything to fix the rift back then. But…"
All sense of regret vanished from her face as she looked back at Yuri. "But I can't stay stuck on that moment of helplessness. Without even thinking about, I moved on. The same way you and Natsuki are moving past your past fight."
Yuri remained silent. Hearing those words reminded her of the moment Natsuki had handed her the book she currently held.
That brief memory caused a small smile to light up Yuri's dour face.
"Yes… We are."
There was a brief silence as she looked around the room.
"It's kind of funny… I used to always be looking for places where I can be alone with my books; a place where I could be with people I knew wouldn't judge me. Then when I'm offered a place where I could share my interests, I do the same thing.
I've come to terms with my hypocrisy there. But I have to admit that it I used to think that the reason I wasn't kick out of the club back then was because of the numbers game each club had to face. Once Shujinkou came into the picture, I thought I would no longer be necessary."
Yuri giggled as she recalled those old feelings.
"It's even funnier that I was concerned about the person who unknowingly allowed me to see my faults as a person and helped me convey my own feelings better.
But he wasn't the only one who helped me. Everyone in their own way help me feel better about myself. I know it may sound weird, but I wouldn't have learned how to be better without everyone's efforts. So…"
Yuri awkwardly bowed to Monika.
"Thank you for inviting me to the club!"
"Eh?" Monika could only reply with surprise. She didn't see the conversation taking the turn it did.
"I know you could have picked anyone and none of this development would have happened if you didn't pick me and you've also always been very reassuring so… Thank you."
Monika had no clue how to properly respond. She could understand Yuri giving thanks to Shujinkou, but it was a little hard for thanks to be sent her way.
But at the same time-
"No problem," she replied with a bright smile.
At the same time, that acknowledgement filled her with more joy than Yuri would ever know.
"But ultimately it was undeserved."
Monika sighed as she jumped down from the bulkhead and silently walked back into the school.
…
The last bell of the day echoed throughout the school. Perhaps it was the time or perhaps everything today could potentially serve as a trigger. Whatever the case, another memory suddenly cropped up in her head.
"How do you deal with it?"
Monika looked up at Natsuki. Her friend was staring at her with such genuine curiosity that it was almost intriguing.
"Deal with what?"
"I didn't believe it at first, but you made it pretty clear that you don't like all the attention your idol status gets you. So how do you deal with it?"
"I don't know. I just do. Why are you asking all of sudden?"
Natsuki shrugged.
"Just curious. I was just thinking about how I used to think that deep down you enjoyed it and your humble act was annoying."
"You… seriously thought I was like that?"
"Kinds. I mean, if it was an act, you would be one heck of an actor, but… I guess I couldn't really imagine someone in your position actually not being the evil school idol in real life. At the very least, you could've been annoyingly self-absorbed."
Faced with that admittance, Monika chuckled softly.
"I… I don't really know what to think about that."
"Sorry, that's just how I felt."
Natsuki looked away for a moment. Though she tried to hide it, it was clear by the faint pink glow of covering her cheeks that it was embarrassing for her to admit her previous feelings.
"If it makes you feel any better, I kind of thought Yuri was putting up a shy girl act and it really irritated me when I thought Shujinkou was easily buying it. Didn't see that judgmental side of hers when he was around at all. And Sayori… I just thought something was off about her
And then there was Shujinkou..."
"What about Shujinkou?"
"Him…" Natsuki's once again grew a faint pink as she considered her reply. "I thought he was someone who puts up an awkward nice guy act to hide his darker side. He'd draw you in thinking he was harmless, but would end up taking advantage of the trust you put in him or you would at least not expect much of him."
"How did you draw that conclusion from him at first?"
"I don't know… I guess… I guess I was just trying to find something wrong with him at first. But other than a few incidents, he didn't really do anything to prove me right. I didn't really trust anyone back then and him being him kind of shattered some of my conceptions about people.
And then the slumber party completely confirmed that I was wrong about you. I accepted Sayori is just Sayori and Yuri… I just stopped being mad at along the way."
Natsuki's eyes drifted away, focusing on her collection of manga.
"I didn't expect her to apologize and I didn't expect me to apologize back. And then-"
Natsuki eyes immediately darted back to Monika.
"Wait, I was asking about you? How'd it turn around to me!?"
"Why are you acting like I turned it around myself." Monika rebuked with a giggle. "It's not like I manipulated the conversation to make you talk about yourself."
"The you I thought you were would have… Though I guess we have Mali around to do stuff like that.
Natsuki sighed.
"Seriously, only Shujinkou could stand having someone who takes joy in messing with him and made school a nightmare for a week around."
Her voice was once again layered with disbelief. Natsuki's eyes curiously circled the room before landing back on Monika.
"Then again… You don't seem too irritated with her being around either."
"It's complicated on my part… For Shujinkou, I'm sure it's just because, well, he's Shujinkou. For me, I guess it's a combination of not giving her what she wants and just… not wanting to be the kind of person she expects us to be.
I know they sound the same but… I really get the feeling that one of the reasons Mali stays around Shujinkou is to see how far he can be pushed. Like you used to, she probably thinks Shujinkou's kindness is a front or that he has a limit to how much he can take before he loses it. She wants to see how long will it be until Shujinkou wants nothing to do with her.
The thing is, Shujinkou clearly doesn't want to reach that point."
"For reasons only he really knows…" Natsuki interjected.
"I think Mali expects that from all of us too, at least to make things harder for Shujinkou: her main target.
But even so, in general, I don't want to be the person Mali is trying to turn Shujinkou into even for a moment, because… I just don't."
That was what she desired, but one fact made it especially hard.
"But you know, I'm not Shujinkou, so it's kind of hard. If I was in his position, I don't really know what I'd do."
"You'd honestly try to do the same thing really."
"You think so?" Monika was surprised. She didn't expect Natsuki to say that.
"I mean, Shujinkou has the whole unfailingly kind to everyone around him thing that changed her interests while you would try to match her in wits but would still want to make her stop being so… Mali. But I'm sure you would do the same thing." Natsuki assured her.
The club president smiled, but the happiness she felt didn't last long as Natsuki's face turned sour.
"Really, I think another reason Mali hangs around him is because he just somehow keeps making friends with other girls and she's just the latest."
"That's… I'm pretty sure it's not on purpose on his part." Monika defended.
"I know… That's what makes it irritating,"
"Yeah…" Monika could sympathize with Natsuki's feelings on the topic. "But it does show how good he is with people despite initial claims to the contrary."
"Does he have to be that good…? I just… I don't want him to…"
Natsuki suddenly went silent.
"Never mind… Forget I said anything… Suddenly, I'm the one being a dummy… Not to mention him being like that indirectly led to us getting a clubroom through ironically probably borderline illegal tactics which ironically turns out to be well-deserved karma for the weird guy she did it too."
Nese: the strange student that kidnapped Monika. Despite the fact that it should be a traumatic experience, she hardly felt anything about it at all other than Rei getting stabbed. In fact, she didn't really recall much of anything but the rescue.
"Besides, I'm the last person to question why he would be around someone who isn't the nicest to him…" Natsuki admitted.
"You weren't really that bad to him."
Natsuki looked at her like she had said something completely insane.
"I hit him on the head with a rolled-up poster. If it was anyone else, they would have never let that go… Except you and Sayori and Yuri later on."
A small giggle slipped through Monika's lips."I don't know, I may have held on to it so I'd have something for whenever you bring up the whole maid thing."
"How can I not?" Natsuki laughed. "You brought the entire festival to a halt."
"You're really not going to let that go will you?"
"It's kind hard to let go when its forever written in school event history."
"Ugh…"
The possibility that could actually happen… Monika would be forever embarrassed it was actually true.
"Seriously though, how do you deal with that? I thought you were acting humble back then but now I see that you really were that uncomfortable. How do you deal with it on an almost daily basis?" Natsuki questioned again.
"Um… I guess… I just keep my focus on other things… Like the people I care about paying attention to me."
Monika opened her eyes. Her classroom was now empty. She gathered her things and walked out into the hallway.
"Hey." A voice called out to her.
Monika turned towards the voice to find Fuyu standing beside her. Even though she wasn't directly looking at her, Monika could tell something was off due to her droopy eyes.
"Are you okay?" Monika instinctively asked. "You look more tired than usual."
"Yeah, well, I didn't really get much sleep last night…" Fuyu yawned.
There was an awkward silence between them. Monika could sense what was about to happen next and could already feel the regret her next action will bring.
"I'm going to be honest… Me approaching you like right now was prompted by Mali," Fuyu said with a sigh.
"What?" Monika gasped.
"Clearly, I'm being used as a pawn to rouse you from your despair as she has said. Most likely, I would be forceful, tell you what you need to do and stay on you till you do it."
Fuyu looked up at Monika. Her eyes were filled with defeat.
"But I'm not going to do that," she continued.
"You're… not?"
"Oh, I thought about it. I thought about what I could say, what I could do, how any of those play into Mali's game of chess, but just as the bell rung, I thought, 'what's the point of trying at all?' Instead, I've come here to ask you to indulge me for a second. You're free right now, right?"
"Well…" Monika scratched her right cheek. "Yes."
Fuyu motioned her to follow behind. Monika had no idea if there was a specific location they were going to or they were just taking a stroll, but she decided not to ask any questions.
"So the reason I've left you and the others to your own devices… well there are actually several reasons, but one of the main ones is that at the end of the day, I haven't gone through what you all went through. So what could I say that would mean anything at all? What could I say to magically make things better?"
Fuyu shrugged, answering her own question.
"Clearly nothing, which is why I haven't said anything.
But then something happened yesterday that got me thinking. You see, I ended up in a position where I ended up overhearing Shujinkou's mom talk to his dad."
To say Monika was shocked to hear that would be an understatement. She didn't expect that the person Jomei was referring to was Shujinkou's mother. Or at least, she had hoped it wasn't the case.
"It turns out he was investigating what happened and I got some more insight to what happened then," Fuyu continued. "And while that was illuminating, that wasn't what stuck out me the most.
There I am listening to a man talk about a situation that involved his own son, like he was describing the plot to a show. There was nary a hint of worry or relief on his part. Heck, just when he first arrived, he was pretty much like, 'I just knew this was about Shujinkou.'
I thought Shujinkou had a poor relationship with his dad, but that was worse than I could have even imagined. And then I learned the man left his at a time when someone close Shujinkou passed away and I was absolutely floored. And then I learned he had an idea of what Akuma was truly like at and was well aware of his activities at least as far back as our summer trip to which I began to wonder if the man was a sociopath."
Monika didn't know what to say. It was already bad enough that Jomei felt nothing about his own son being in a coma, but withholding information that could have prevented the Devil's Night incident entirely…
"That's just… It's unbelievable…" Monika muttered.
"Yeah… and thinking that my mind goes back to when I heard Natsuki's dad seemed close to attacking Shujinkou, which makes me think at best, he's an extreme helicopter parent. Then I imagine what it may be for her living with someone like that at best. But again, I can't truly grasp the situation because I'm just an outside viewer looking at the surface."
Fuyu closed her eyes and replayed the conversation from yesterday again.
"…I was this close to being involved in this. If Akui started his plan even sooner, I could've been in the same boat for the Devil's Night incident, but I wasn't. You see, I had a feeling this rabbit hole went deep. I didn't say anything, because it would have just been the ignorant ramblings of someone who doesn't know what they're talking about.
I've already done that before with Rei years ago, hence my hesitation. And just through one single conversation, my eyes were opened to how much I didn't know. And what I did learn, again I'm just scratching the surface. What right would I have to say anything along the lines of involving helping anyone involve feel better, when I'm so far away from any of this, that the situation practically screams I'd just be wasting my breath and making things worse again."
Fuyu opened her eyes. Like before, defeat was noticeable, but there was something else; something positive.
"But then an answer came to me, one that takes all those logical reasons why I should continue my 'leave everyone alone' stance and tosses them aside. The fact that deep down… I care too much to continue doing that. Maybe, I'm not knowledgeable or close enough to any of this that I could accept a single, 'You wouldn't understand.' But…"
Fuyu looked around, bringing to Monika's attention that they were now outside the school.
"I know we're not as close as you are with the others. That's another reason I didn't say anything, because I felt like it wouldn't mean much on two important fronts," Fuyu solemnly admitted. "But still… If you need an ear or someone to rely on. I'm here.
It doesn't have to be now or ever. In fact, you can go your own way right now if you want and there would be no need to feel bad about it. I'm just letting you know I'm here if you need me."
Monika remained silent. Her hands trembled as she reached into her bag. Now would be the perfect time to deliver the letter, right?
But she couldn't do it.
"There's something I need to talk to you about," Monika said. "Are you free right now?"
Chapter 158: The Only Part 6
Chapter Text
Sitting on a bench in the local park, Monika had just finished doing something she figured she wouldn't have done.
"So, let me get this straight… Shujinkou saved you guys at the warehouse by going on a rampage?" Fuyu repeated.
Monika nodded her head.
"And at the hospital, after being mercilessly beaten by Akui, he suddenly turned it around and proceeded to effortlessly manhandle him and Akuma before suddenly passing out."
Monika nodded her head once again. She knows how crazy the story sounded and the borderline dumbfounded look on Fuyu's face was expected.
"Hard to believe right?"
Monika knew she didn't need to ask, but she had to say something to try and break Fuyu from her stunned silence.
"…I can see why Mali was so vague in her description of the events," Fuyu said. "It's one thing to say Shujinkou risked his life to save you guys, it's another to say Shujinkou led a successful one-man charge and played human paddleball with a gruff criminal."
"Only one of the reasons I never told anyone the specifics of what happened," Monika admitted. "Except for Claudette since she was there for the first part."
"And this was what Shujinkou being 'off' led too?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Wow… I already felt like I was harsh with him earlier…" Fuyu lamented. "This is kinda helping my case of how I would say the wrong thing due to ignorance."
"I'm sure you were just trying to do things the proper, right way. Shujinkou tried that too, but it didn't really work."
Monika closed her eyes, recalling all the strange things that happened during the incident. These almost supernatural moments occurring during a dark time made one hunch feel like a fact.
"It really feels like no matter what any of us could have done, there was nothing that could stop events from playing out like they did," Monika admitted. "And after…"
Monika couldn't find it in herself to finish her thought.
"And everyone else… Couldn't everyone be taking time to themselves?" Fuyu asked.
Monika solemnly shook her head. "No… Everyone explicitly made it clear that that wasn't the case… I tried to fill the missing void, tried to do something but… I should have known that I would be unable to do it."
"Why not?"
"Because..."
Monika bit her tongue.
"What does it matter? After all, what am I supposed to do when your friends are so serious about staying away that they'll look at you like you're a threat?"
"They… really looked at you like that?" Fuyu marveled.
"They looked at me like Shujinkou did at Akui and Akuma when he lost himself. It hurt of course, but now I realize that that's how much they want to move on," Monika let out a sad laugh. "And at this point, it feels like I'm the only one trying to hold onto something that's gone. I realized, but didn't want to admit it until now, that I have to move on too."
"Move on how?"
Monika dug into her bag and pulled out her letter.
"By giving you this; an official letter to disband the Literature Club."
"Snatch."
A hand reached forward and effortlessly took the letter away from Monika.
"Claudette!?"
Monika looked could only look up, stunned by the sudden appearance of her cousin. Claudette combed the contents of the letter, her eyes lighting up with clarity once she finished. After all this time, she found the answer she was looking for.
"So this what the whole day was about," Claudette mused.
Snapped out of her initial surprise, Monika finally came to realize something important about her cousin's sudden appearance.
"Claudette, what are you doing here and… why are you wearing my uniform again?"
"Because I needed it again to sneak into your school," she answered matter -of –factly.
Fuyu lowered her head in shame and sighed. "I did not hear that."
"But why?" Monika questioned Claudette.
"Because I needed to make sure I didn't make your mood worse after triggering you last night. The strange thing was, you've been hovering around Fuyu's office doors every break today, minus lunch."
Claudette looked down at the letter again and took a deep breath.
"I thought you were just struggling to open up to someone, not try to make a decision you'll obviously regret."
"This isn't about regret, Claudette; it's about accepting that I have to move on," Monika corrected. "And the only way to do that…"
"-Is to cut out the part that still holding you back from doing so, I know that's where you're going." But did you ever consider the fact that you were clinging to what was holding you back for a reason?"
Monika nodded her head in agreement. "You're right. I was clinging to it and I now know the reason: it's because I just have a hard time accepting the reality of everything."
"That's not what I was going for and you know that."
"I do, but… I also know that what you want me to do just isn't the real. You want me to think that if I keep clinging to the past then everything will magically get better."
"No, that's what you were hoping for," Claudette argued. "And I let you hope for it because it meant that part of you didn't want to give up. But this, this letter… If you actually go through with this, then you're effectively surrendering the one thing that allowed you to achieve what you actually wanted for so long."
Claudette paused for a moment and exchanged a brief, but enlightening glance with Fuyu.
"No… You'll be giving up what you achieved. Some of the precious friends you never stop talking about; that's what you'll lose giving up now."
Monika jumped up. Her expression was grim.
"What other choice do I have? I mean, if there's anything I've learned from all of this is that I'm just unable to do anything that's even a little useful for my friends. Even the little stuff I did was rendered immediately pointless. I can't even… I can't even keep a promise I made!
And now all I have left is just dreams and memories of how I failed everyone and all the happy memories are there just to remind me of how bad that could have been! The club is nothing but a reminder of what was lost and how it tears me up inside! And now I see… That's the reality I was avoiding and now I have to accept it. I have to move on like the others have."
Claudette shook her head quietly.
"…No, Monika. I know you. That's the defeatist in you talking. You always try to accept things like this even when it clearly hurts you. You're not letting anything go, you're just internalizing it like you the time you were used for a slumber party or when you unintentionally ticked off that entitled girl in your class and the list goes on.
You can't let yourself take the blame for something that was completely out of your control. Heck, if you want to blame someone that's not the people who are directly responsible for the whole Devil's Night thing, why don't you blame Shujinkou's dad since he was in a prime position to prevent any of this happening?"
"I shouldn't expect anything like that from Jomei; I realized that talking to him. And there's actually one thing he said that actually made sense in that-"
"Nope," Claudette sternly interrupted. "The opinion of a guy who effectively put his own son in danger is not valid. Try again."
"Claudette… I don't have a choice. This is the only thing I can do at this point," Monika stressed somberly.
That was a phrase Claudette had heard for almost her entire life, and like always there was only one thing she could say.
"…No. Actually there's something else you can do at this point."
She nonchalantly crumbled the letter into a ball and tossed it into the air. She opened her mouth only to be rendered silent from the sight of a human-sized shadow falling into the nearby bushes.
"Ow…"
What rose from the bushes was Kiyoko. She gingerly rubbed the back of her head with one hand as she held the crumbled letter in her other.
"Gotta admit, I always expected me getting a harsh wakeup call like that from a Frisbee, not a crumbled up piece of paper…" Kiyoko groggily admitted.
Everyone's showing up out of nowhere… Monika scratched her right cheek in disbelief over the third sudden appearance in the last 24 hours.
"Kiyoko, what were you doing up in that tree?" Fuyu asked.
"I was getting in some Zs before visiting Shujinkou, then I heard some voices being raised then I got hit in the face with paper…" Kiyoko recounted, casually tossing the tool that definitely woke her up in the air. "Is this the center of some argument or something?"
"Just that Monika's planning to move on from everything that's happened by disbanding the Literature Club and effectively saying goodbye to half her friends," Claudette succinctly explained.
Kiyoko caught the letter one final time and stared at it curiously. "Really? So this paper is a letter of disbandment?"
"Yes…" Monika sighed. "You're probably going to say that I'm needlessly abandoning everything too, right?"
Kiyoko looked up at Monika and shrugged. "That depends."
That was something Monika didn't expect to hear. Kiyoko's response was neither for one side or the other, but squarely down the middle. It was perhaps more shocking than if she flat out took her side.
"If you really feel like you this will help you move on then go for it, but only if you really feel like it should,"
"So, you think I'm jumping the gun?"
"Personally, I don't want to shove what I think in your face."
"But what do you think?"
"I think you're jumping the gun."
The bluntness of her confirmation was enough to elicit a small chuckle from Monika. "I knew it…"
"But I only think that because I think you think that you don't have any other choice. I'm an advocate for moving on, because sometimes in life, you have no choice but to do so. You can try and try to recapture a thing of the past, but it doesn't always work that way.
I don't think you disbanding the club in order to move on is inherently a bad idea, especially when it's the only thing you can do for you to feel better, but I don't think you're at the point yet."
"Kiyoko, I really am at that point."
"Are you sure?" Kiyoko quizzed. "Because you're kind of making a decision that effects the entire club without everyone's consent."
"It's clear that everyone isn't coming back."
"I'm not too sure about that. After all, Shujinkou isn't in any condition to say that anything along the lines of 'I'm done too'," Kiyoko pointed out.
"That's…"
Kiyoko's response was as calm and factual as usual. However, despite knowing this, Monika still felt as if she was just accused of something objectively terrible.
"I mean, he's…"
"You shouldn't try to find something that lends credence that he would be in the same camp," Kiyoko interrupted. "I'm fairly certain he wouldn't. It'd be kinda weird for the guy who stuck his neck out like he did to do that."
"Then what am I supposed to do?" Monika questioned. "You said that you're an advocate of me moving on and yet you're saying things to keep me from doing so."
"That's not what's I'm trying to do. The thing about moving on, Monika, is there are only two true versions of it. There's moving on because you found closure and moving on in spite of the fact that you can never get that closure.
Like I said, I'm not going to pretend that I know what's going on or what happened behind my back, so know that I'm only saying this based on what I'm seeing and remember to take it with a grain of salt but…
Monika, at this moment, you're going to have to figure out which one you're going to take or end up with and to know for certain what you're moving on from.
But to do that, you'd have to own up to the fact that you have something on your chest that you need to let out, if just for your own sake. You're talking about moving on because a part of you recognizes that very thing is keeping you trapped in a cycle of regret and self-loathing.
You may want this or that, but at the same time you feel like you can't have or don't deserve it or both. You believe your only choice is to move on and put everything behind you, but I don't think you can fully commit to it now otherwise you wouldn't be trying this hard to convince both you and us, you'd just accept it and move on."
It was scary how on point Kiyoko was. Monika wanted to say something but she couldn't when she was right and unbiased about everything.
"That would be moving on despite no closure, which is the option you're gunning for. At this point in time, there's no feasible way for you to get it," Kiyoko continued. "But… you know that's not true. Because no matter what you decide to do from now on, you know deep down that there is at least one sliver of a chance to get some kind of closure."
Monika knew what Kiyoko was referring to. But no matter how it was brought up, it didn't change one singular fact.
"I… I can't do that," Monika denied.
"I'm not telling you what you should do regarding your own club, heck, I'm the very last person that would have any right to say anything about your club, but I think you do need that closure. It's actually something you needed at least since the end summer, right?"
"What?"
"Remember that I can only assume, but isn't the way you're feeling now similar to how you felt at the convention we went to?" Kiyoko questioned. "You told me how you felt then and it really seems like part of how you feel now is connected to how you felt then.
And maybe the closure that you need is for someone to hear you out and that someone may need to be the person those feelings relate to."
Rendered speechless by Kiyoko's assessment, Monika could only meekly scratch her right cheek.
It seemed pointless to ask now, but still, "And doing that…?"
"May help free you to do whatever you really want to do from now on. But maybe I'm completely off base and everything I said was just plain wrong. If that's the case…"
Monika instinctively stuck her hand forward to catch her letter. It was surprising, to say the least, that it was returned to her at all. But it paled in comparison to what she said next.
"If you really think that's the solution, then you should do what you were going to do with that letter."
Monika gazed at the letter in hand. She was just given the vindication she was seeking and yet, like before, something was holding her back.
She looked up at Fuyu. "…Fuyu, what do you think?""
"I already told you I'm not going convince you to do one or the other, but I do agree with what Kiyoko's suggesting, if only for your own health."
Monika turned to her cousin. "Claudette?"
"You know my own feelings, but… I'll accept whatever you want to do as long as you do it with a clear head."
Monika scratched her right cheek and sighed.
"…Alright. I'll do it."
Chapter 159: Mending the Soul
Chapter Text
"Aw… I lost."
Mali looked down at the Go board sitting between her and Hisa. Despite her best efforts, she fell just short of her senpai's grandmother.
"Really?" Hisa chuckled. "Honestly though, I would have liked to see Shujinkou's clever Kōhai play for real instead of humoring me."
"Oh, I wasn't humoring you."
"So, you were just testing me?"
"Was I?"
Hisa nonchalantly scratched her right cheek, surprising Mali. Having attributed to a nervous quirk tick Shujinkou had, it was almost jarring to see a relative to do it so casually.
"Huh, Shujinkou wasn't exaggerating; talking to you is like navigating a labyrinth," Hisa confirmed.
"Senpai said that about me?"
"It was my personal interpretation."
"Huh…" Mali smiled her usual innocent smile. "Fuyu may be right about her initial observation after all."
She then pointed her innocuous gaze towards Rei.
"Don’t you think, Rei?”
As expected, Rei didn’t say a word. She stared at Mali with a blank expression until a voice was heard from above.
“Hey, Mom…”
All eyes were on Hiro as walked downstairs. She opened her mouth, but the rest of her sentence was immediately stifled by the sound of the doorbell.
Hiro soon approached the front door and opened it. It was a surprise, to say the least, who she found on the other side.
“Akira? What are you doing here?” she asked.
Indeed, standing in front of her with a bushel of roses was the man she was dating.
“I wanted to see how you were holding up and if there’s been any change in Shujinkou," he answered. "This isn't a bad time, is it?"
"No, no. Come in."
As soon as Akira stepped into the house, he was immediately confronted by Hisa. Seeing her mother eye Akira with suspicion was something that made Hiro feel both embarrassed and guilty.
After finishing her initial check, Hisa stepped closer to Akira and slowly took the roses away from him.
“So, you’re the infamous Akira…” she said.
“Infamous?” he repeated, stifling a gulp.
“Protective mother phrasing.”
“Ah.”
“Let’s see if you can change that a little.”
Hisa wrapped her arm around him and led him to the kitchen.
Sorry, Akira…
Hiro considered following them but was stopped by sound of someone knocking on the door frame. Looking out the open entrance, she immediately met eyes with Kiyoko.
“Hey, Hiro,” Kiyoko greeted with a wave. "Mind if me and a few friends come in?"
"Sure."
Following Kiyoko inside was Fuyu. “Evening, Ms. Hiro,”.
“Evening, Fuyu.”
“Ditto for me,” Claudette added, following behind third. “Also the same for the person behind me.”
Hiro wondered who else could be visiting until the answer walked up to her.
“Hey, Ms. Hiro…” Monika said with a timid smile.
When she finally agreed to come here, one of the major things that worried Monika was having to confront Hiro.
Wouldn't a mother expect a friend to visit her child when they were hurt, especially when they were hurt protecting said friend.
Even if she didn't show it, Hiro had to at least have some mixed feelings about Monika showing up out of the blue.
That's what she thought, but the tranquil look on Hiro's face said otherwise. With absolutely no hint of hostility, Hiro readily welcomed Monika into her home.
It was both surprising and expected at the same time.
"Um…"
Even if getting inside was easier than she thought, there was still the issue with explaining what she wanted. It wasn't even what Hiro might say.
The real struggle was that she couldn't muster up the strength to say it.
She tried to force it, but no matter how much she tried she couldn't.
Maybe I can't do this…
She looked up at Hiro. No words were said between even as Hiro turned and motioned her to follow her.
Though she was still anxious about everything, Monika silently nodded and followed Hiro up the stairs.
Each step she took caused her anxiety to grow and grow. It was as if an invisible wall pressed against her, doing everything in its power keep her away.
But she knew it was nothing but her own fears trying to stop her. That was especially clear the moment finally entered Shujinkou's room.
The instance she laid eyes on Shujinkou, she felt the wall that suppressed her emotions crack a little. The fact that she maintained any semblance of composure was staggering to her.
Shujinkou…
Closing her eyes, Monika could hear a faint whistle in the distance.
"I have to go check on something," she heard Hiro say. "Stay as long as you want."
She heard footsteps gradually move away until finally becoming inaudible. Finally, Monika was left alone with Shujinkou.
"I think it's said that speaking to someone when they're in a coma helps speed up the recovery process. But I shouldn't say that like that was the reason I came…"
Monika looked around Shujinkou's room, recalling all the times she came over for a visit. They were usually happy memories, but now…
"…I don't really know what to say. I tried so hard to avoid coming here and yet I had the nerve to try and imagine what I'd say when I came here. 'When', because despite everything saying otherwise, my first instinct was to be here."
Her eyes wavered for a moment before they were drawn to Shujinkou.
"I imagined wondering what specifically led you to becoming as bloodthirsty as you were that night, but when I look at your face now, it's like you never acted that way nor do you have it in you to be that way anymore.
I also wanted to know if you would have stayed in the club after that night if you didn't end up like this. Yeah… Once again, I'm the only member. Once again, the Literature Club is comprised of just one member: Monika. Just Monika…"
Monika sighed. Saying that aloud was hard enough, but how she articulated it made it even more painful.
"It’s funny; here you are in a coma and here I am thinking about what I want, how I feel. Pretty selfish on its own but it’s even worse for that to be the first thing out of my mouth when it’s taken me this long just to see how you were doing. And to make it even worse I had to be convinced that this would help me move on, not that it's the right thing.
With that reasoning, I would be here just to say goodbye to you, unable to have the courage to say bye to your face."
Monika chuckled.
"If you were awake right now, you’d probably say how you understand and that it’s no big deal. But it is a big deal; I spent a every second since then lamenting being alone while neglecting the person who’s the reason we’re alive in the first place."
Her eyes wavering again, Monika shook her head in disbelief.
"I'm sorry… I'm insulting you by giving you all the thoughts I've been feeding myself since then. Even if you're not conscious, you deserve the truth. I'm not even completely sure that I knew the truth, but the moment I saw you like this, it was clear as day.
It’s not that I didn’t want to visit. I really wanted too; it was just… I… I don’t think I could’ve visited you until now. I know it sounds like an excuse but seeing you like this is even more painful than I thought it would be. And it isn't because you're like this at all."
A broken smile flashed on Monika's face as she sat near his bed.
"You know, what you told me at the hospital, I've actually heard it before. I overheard you talking to Rei. It got me worried, but I didn't realize how bad it was for you until you told me yourself. You were scared that you would become something you're not and that you would scare everyone away… And I promised you that wouldn't be the case."
Monika solemnly rubbed her forehead, reminiscing how she felt when she made that promise.
"Well, at least I'm not a total liar; being afraid of you was never the reason I stayed away. But does that really make it better?
Even after doing everything you could do to protect us, I still stayed away for ultimately selfish reasons. I just couldn't handle everything that happened.
I couldn't console and keep everyone together so for the last couple of days I retreated into myself."
Saying that caused another brief, sad laugh to slip through Monika's lips.
"Add another cruel ironic twist that spits in the face of what you told me, I ended up retreating into my head. I didn't really understand your whole daydreaming habit before, but now I do, at least a little more than before, and now I know why you didn't want to go back to that. And yet, despite knowing that and knowing how that made you feel, I still indulged in it because… I'm… I'm just not you."
Monika clutched her chest, her nails tightly digging into her clothing.
"All those times you believed that you weren't good with people, that you don't really contribute to anything and yet you always proved yourself the complete opposite. Sure, you feel anxious around new people but at the end of the day, you have a knack for connecting with others. And what makes it so special is that half the time, you aren't even trying to.
You just have something that makes people around you know that you're someone who wouldn't judge and that you're trustworthy. It was something all of us needed at one point or another, someone who would unconditionally be by your side, someone you can completely be yourself with and ultimately bring help bring out the best in you. That was why I called you the Heart of the club, because despite never intending to, not only did you give us someone like that to connect to, but you also allowed us to connect with each other.
Because you were yourself, you allowed us to realize that there really was someone who we can be completely open with and that we can be open with others… All without trying."
Monika's hand trembled as she clutched her chest tighter.
"That's why Fuyu trusted you enough to leave Rei to you and that's why out of everyone, she spoke to you. That's why Kiyoko went out of her way to visit you every day. And that's why you were believed to be the only one who could possibly defuse Mali's tour of pranks without any serious repercussions.
All that because at the end of the day, you have something special. No, it's because you yourself are special."
Before she knew it, the grip Monika had on herself was slightly loosened. Letting go completely, her hand slumped back to her side.
"But me… I'm nowhere near anything like that. Compare how when you were despairing, you still took the time to see how me, who was pretty much a stranger was doing to me taking forever to see someone I… Someone I thought I really cared for even though my actions say otherwise. And that's just more proof."
Monika looked back up at Shujinkou.
"Don't get me wrong, I don't hate you for being you," she desperately assured him. "Far from it, because truthfully, that part of you I just mentioned is one of the things I really like and respect about you.
But I just wish that…"
Monika sighed in defeat, her gaze wavering ever so slightly again. Taking a moment to regather her thoughts, she forced her lachrymose gaze back to her comatose friend.
"I just wish that… I wish that I could be like that too.
I've always struggled to find things that could alleviate the fears and worries the others have and would always be amazed how you would effortlessly do so every time. You just always seemed to know what to say or do and even when you don't, just listening, just knowing you were earnestly trying was helpful in and of itself.
You constantly get out of your comfort zone to help others, but something like that should have been expected. After all, isn't that why you joined the club in the first place?
And here's me, the Club President unable to do that for anyone. I bet if our positions were reversed, you would've been able to keep everyone together or at least bring them together again.
I know this has to sound like I'm just bitter that the Club President can't do what you do, but it's not that. I'm frustrated with myself that I can't do what you do for the sake of my friends. No matter what, every time there's something, I have to solely rely on you for all our issues, my own being especially egregious."
It was at that moment that Monika felt something hot splash on her skin. More of that snesastion followed, but she didn't care.
"And that's why what Mali said to me hurt so much, because she's absolutely right. Even when you were struggling to control yourself, I had to rely on you. All of that, and I couldn't pay you at least one visit because of how I felt.
You always wondered what you brought to the table, but really, what did I ever bring? Coming up with an idea that couldn't be realized until Sayori suggested me do the obvious.
I don't want to sound like I hate relying on my friends. I love having friends to rely on but… I want to be someone they can rely on too. I want to be someone you could rely on, instead of the other way around, so you don't have to carry all this burden on your own.
But every time I've tried, it was ultimately pointless. Because I couldn't do anything, everyone got hurt. And now all I can do is sulk when I really have no right to because I know deep down: everyone else is worse off than me.
All I can do is bother you while you're suffering the one thing you tearfully admitted you didn't want to happen to you. And worse, you probably fell into your coma thinking you did scare us. Like I said, fear wasn't it. I think we were all scared for you. I'm sure we all felt the way Sayori did, and I think that's why I knew nothing could happen to her. She was really the only one who could have stopped you then.
I hope that at least eases your concerns a little."
Wiping the tears away from her red eyes, Monika could feel more about to come.
Shujinkou… I'm really sorry for everything.
You know, I have this weird feeling that I told you my true feelings once. I feel like I confidently told you, "I love you." I'm glad I never really did because I don't deserve to tell you that. I don't deserve anything I had or still had because I did nothing to earn or protect it.
I just… I just coasted by on everyone else, so it's no surprise that I ended up at this point. I'm just sorry you and everyone else had to suffer."
Coming here, Monika was somewhat convinced that this visit would be good for her. Instead, she felt worse than ever. Instead of being roused from her despair, she sunk further in its depths and not even the sweet scent that wafted in the air could distract her.
That was until she realized how close the source of the smell was.
Monika slowly turned around. For once, she was grateful her despair numbed her feelings otherwise she may have not stood the discovery that Hiro was standing in the doorway.
She was holding a tray with the faint presence of steam coming from the cup atop it.
"How long have you been there?" Monika asked.
"…Long enough."
"Oh."
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to eavesdrop," Hiro apologized. "I just wanted to know if you wanted some hot chocolate."
"It's fine," Monika accepted. "I've eavesdropped myself and I'm not exactly in a private place so, if anything, it's my fault."
Without saying whether she agreed or not, Hiro walked in and say next to her guest. She passed her the cup of hot chocolate, which Monika accepted despite her own reservations.
"I really didn't mean to eavesdrop. When I first arrived, I was immediately going to leave until I realized something," Hiro admitted.
"Realized what?" Monika asked.
"What you said… it feels I myself was saying it."
"R-Really?"
"The way you feel now, I'm very familiar with it."
Hiro looked at her son. In the past, she always worried about letting a piece of their shared past slip while he was recovering. But looking at him now and how he acted lately, she had no doubt in her mind that he wouldn't mind now.
"Are you familiar with someone named Hiroko?" Hiro quizzed.
Just hearing that name was nerve-wrecking. She could still remember how stunned she was to learn that Shujinkou had a sister.
Deprived of all her words, Monika could only nod her head.
"Hiroko and Shujinkou… They were really close despite their differences. Hiro was like her grandfather, ready to see what the world has for her while interested in testing her limits while Shujinkou… well you know him well enough.
Shujinkou always thought she was the better sibling because of extroverted nature and how she could master new things easily, but what he didn't know then was that she felt the same way. He was always good with people's feelings and was a talented artist. She even commented on the fact that despite Shujinkou being considered the introverted one, he was the one who found a best friend for life when we first moved here.
She never told him that directly, but she did give some passing variations of it over the years. But Shujinkou's self-esteem was too low for him to really accept that because of his relationship with his father."
Jomei was someone who made Monika feel powerless just in the few minutes they talked. She could only imagine how Shujinkou fared as a child.
"Shujinkou always craved some kind of fatherly affection from Jomei but he would really only show passing interest in Hiroko," Hiro continued. "This convinced her to try and prove herself the best in anything she could do just so she could have the attention she craved too. What she never realized was that this had an effect on Shujinkou.
He soon grew to believe that Jomei only cared about Hiroko only. You would think that Shujinkou would begin to hate his sister, but he never did. Shujinkou didn't really have it in him to blame others, instead he blamed himself. It grew to the point where he began to think that he was just a waste of space and decided to run away."
"Shujinkou ran away from home?" Monika asked.
"Hiroko realized why he did so and went after him. And when she found him… she saved him from a passing car. But he didn't see it that way then."
Hiro looked back at Monika. Her eyes filled with naturally filled with sorrow, but there was something else there too; something surprising.
"Shujinkou blamed himself for Hiroko's passing and Jomei leaving. He was so traumatized by everything that he started to daydream much more frequently. At first, it seemed like his way of distracting himself form the pain, but it then became clear that he was actually using them to run away from it.
He believed he killed his sister, and he couldn't bear with that fact. Every second he wasn't in his own head was painful for him. Some days, he'd come home with cuts and bruises, particularly around his head. It was as if he was trying to force the past out of it."
Hearing that brought to mind the dream Monika had after she was captured. The pain and anguish Shuijinkou displayed there was making more and more sense now.
"He was like that for years and all I could do was watch him suffer," Hiro went on. "I tried everything I could think of, but nothing would work. It got to the point where I was beginning to feel grateful for the fact that he was daydreaming to escape the pain, because he could have tried to escape it by taking his own life. And what's scary was that I know that was a real possibility because he hated himself that much.
To me, a mother who lost her daughter and couldn't help her son was… To be frank, I felt like the worst mother ever. All I could do was be around whenever he wasn't in his head."
A small smile formed on Hiro's lips as she recounted what happened next.
"And then one day, during his second year of high school, Sayori came to visit. She had promised that she would help Shujinkou feel better. I didn't know what she would do, but I was grateful that despite not really seeing each other for so long, she still cared about Shujinkou that much to do something. Two days later, and something amazing happened: Shujinkou came home from his first meeting with something resembling a smile.
And from there on, Shujinkou would slowly become more and more like his old self. No, he was actually growing to become better than his old self. He was slowly appreciating himself and his positives more. And it was all because of a distant friend and a group of strangers who would eventually become his closest friends.
And I was happy, happy that Shujinkou was finally getting better, but at the same time, felt a little upset that I couldn't do anything myself."
Hiro's face lit up as her smile grew a little bigger.
"At least, I used to think that…"
She could tell by the expression on Monika's face that she was genuinely curious by the sudden change she sprung on her.
"After my talk with Jomei, I realized something my mother was trying to tell me for years; I did do something. Shujinkou was struggling and I was there for him. I couldn't just miraculously make him feel better, but I was there for him if he needed me to be. I cared enough to be there and take care of him when he was at his lowest point. He even told me so to my face, but I couldn't completely accept it until I saw Jomei again."
While Monika was happy for Hiro, she couldn't fathom what her words were building up to.
"You see, Monika, I think something we all want to do something when our loved ones are hurting is to be the one to save the day. We want to be the one that makes the big move that completely frees them from their hurt. But it doesn't work out like that. Sometimes we can't do that.
But that doesn't mean that we still can't be there.
In the grand scheme of Shujinkou's recovery, I probably contributed the least. 'I'm the mother; I have to care' probably hindered me in my efforts. But I've come to be proud of that little contribution because in the long run, it helped enable him to reach the point where he can feel better. And when you think about it, that 'small' thing was actually pretty big."
It was? That was what Monika wanted to ask, but she couldn't. Something in her utterly refused to question Hiro.
"You think you've never really did anything for Shujinkou, that you were never there for him, but you were," Hiro assured her. "You were one of the reasons Shujinkou was able to forgive himself and it wasn't because you were trying to do so, but because you were just yourself. Just being yourself allowed you to be there for Shujinkou more than you could ever realize and I'm sure it’s the same for everyone else too."
She then looked at her son, a proud look floating on her face.
"You're right in what makes Shujinkou special, and I can believe that his ability to connect with others has done wonders for your club, but that only had to open the way.
From what I've seen and heard, you all are close friends not through Shujinkou, but through your own connections. And for that to happen, you all had to show that you're willing to be there for each other even if you can only make the smallest of contributions."
Hiro turned back to Monika with a gentle smile. "When you look back on everything, can you really say that you're an unreliable friend?"
For the first time in what felt like forever, Monika did not have an immediate answer to that question.
"I… I guess not…" Monika admitted. "But… if I'm not unreliable, then what am I supposed to do now?"
"First, you do what something we all have to do every now and then: forgive ourselves for any perceived slights and let go of the things we can't control.
You don't lament that you can't be like Shujinkou because you can't be him. You can only be Monika, Just Monika. And that's enough because you have your own special connections with everyone that can't be so easily severed. If that was the case, you wouldn't feel the way you've felt for so long."
"Just be myself…" Monika placed her hand against her chest again. Unlike before, she gripped gently as she contemplated Hiro's advice. "Just Monika. Just… Monika."
Those words didn't fill Monika with pain like they did earlier. Taking a deep breath, Monika shifted her gaze to Shujinkou.
"…Sometimes when I look at Shujinkou, I see him more than the friend that I really like," she admitted. "I think somewhere along the line I may propped him up like I've been in the past.
But looking at him now, I see a friend who was hurt and a friend who I couldn't keep a promise too. My hurt friend… as soon as I laid eyes on him, I felt guilt. But I also felt the strong urge to do something to help. I felt that same urge around the others, but I couldn't believe that I could do anything. I couldn't believe because I wasn't one to be able to carry all the pain and alone."
With eyes closed, Monika recalled all of her interactions with everyone she had met this year. Good or bad, when she looked at them from another perspective, she discovered something substantial.
"I want to be someone my friends can rely on… And to do that, I have to at least be willing to be there even if it's not easy for me or even if I can't be the one to miraculously make things better… like I have done before.
And maybe… the reason I haven't been as good as I hoped to be was because of my doubts and an overcomplication of everything."
The moment she opened her eyes, Monika felt something she hasn't felt for a while now. The smile she shared with Hiro was proof of that.
"After all, at the end of the day, it's just as simple as 'If a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there… To help'."
The first time she heard that phrase, she thought Shujinkou was using a reference to say what he couldn't in the past. But now it was crystal clear, nothing else needed to be said.
"Thank you, Ms. Hiro," beamed Moniika. "Now I know what I have to do to move on."
Though Kiyoko was unbiased in her opinion, Monika could see the possibilities that she had to have thought up then. Now able to see them too, she knew which one she was going to reach for.
"I don't only have a promise to adhere to but also something personal. I have something to do… A duty as Club Pres- No. I have a duty as a friend I want to uphold.
And this time… I'll actually be there to help any way that I can."
Chapter 160: Omake #2
Chapter Text
"What're you doing?"
Natsuki nearly jumped out of her skin upon suddenly receiving that question. The school day was done and everyone already went home or began their afterschool activities. Most importantly, the last time she checked, there was no on around in the hallway.
She frantically looked around. Despite the sudden voice vying for her attention, she didn't see who it belonged to.
"Up here."
Natsuki looked up at a set of lockers. Casually lying on top of them, looking down at her was Mali. The curious look on her face and the way she slowly swung her legs gave her a very innocent appearance.
"Just like Senpai and everyone else, you don't look up," Mali noted.
"Well, who goes around climbing on top of lockers anyway?" Natsuki calmly snapped back.
"Is that so wrong?"
"It makes you look like you're up to something."
Mali giggled. "Is that what you think I'm doing right now? You think I'm up to something devious?"
"Everything you do is devious. I have yet to see you do something that wasn't done just for your own amusement," Natsuki bluntly answered.
"Wow…" Mali cupped her face with her hands and smiled brightly. "You really think poorly of me, don't you, Summer Loli?"
"S-Summer Loli!?" Natsuki exclaimed.
"What's wrong? Your name means summer, doesn't it?"
"You know exactly which part of that ticks me off! I'm not a loli!"
"Really?" Mali quietly stared at Natsuki. "You kind of have that childlike appearance quality to you and you don't look that much older than me despite our age difference."
Her face immediately lit up as she added, "Plus, you're so cute; How can I not refer to you as a loli? Senpai's loli."
"…I'm not… I'm not a loli…!" Natsuki retorted, her voice trembling with anger.
"Does being called that really bother you? But having that status would surely allow you to be called cute all the time and isn't that what any girl wants?" Mali questioned.
"I'm not…!"
She wanted to yell her point again, but something stopped Natsuki.
"Do you have a problem with that word? If that's the case, I don't see how Senpai will ever compliment you if he ends up choosing you," Mali teased.
And that was when Natsuki understood what stopped her moments earlier. She recalled the time Shujinkou actually used that word to compliment her.
"Forget it…" Natsuki sighed. "It's a waste of breath trying to explain anything to you."
"So, it really does bother you that much, huh?" Mali continued to wave her legs back and forth as she contemplated her dilemma. "Okay, I won't call you that anymore."
That was surprising for Natsuki to hear. "Really?"
"Yep," Mali assured her with a bright smile. "I won't, Natsuki-Chan."
"Natsuki-Chan?!"
"What's wrong now? I'm calling you by your name."
"Why the 'chan' though!? I'm older than you and you're still using it for the same reason as the first one!"
"You really don't like it?" An inquisitive look was on Mali's face as she quietly stared at Natsuki. "You want me to go back to Summer Loli?"
Natsuki's heart sank upon hearing that malicious nickname again. She realized then that Mali was just going to continue coming up with more, each one possibly more degrading than the last.
"No… You can keep the new one…" she begrudgingly conceded.
"I'm glad," Mali calmly cheered. "If you didn't like it and complained about it then Senpai would get on me for not being nice to his friends."
"…What?" Natsuki responded with muted disbelief.
"You didn't know? Senpai confronted me and asked me to be nicer to his friends. So, I've been trying my hardest to do so."
"This… When did he ask that?"
"Not too long after he took me on his Kōhai."
Natsuki trembled upon hearing this. "This whole time… Everything you've done since you started hanging around Shujinkou… Was you being 'nice'?!"
"Wasn't that obvious?" Mali calmly replied.
"You call constantly insulting us and ticking us off being nice?!"
"Don't you guys tease each other all the time?"
"It's called 'friendly teasing'!" Natsuki raged. "You'd get it if you ever had an-!"
Natsuki instinctively bit her tongue, keeping her from saying any more. It was surprising to, say the least, and she wasn't the only one to think so.
"Wow… I didn't expect you to stop yourself… You were this close to saying something really mean, but you stopped." Mali marveled.
"You…"
Was the entire conversation up to this point just to provoke Natsuki into being saying things that would paint her as the bad guy?
"You wouldn't be wrong though. I don't have any friends," Mali nonchalantly admitted. "The only person even remotely close to being close to me is Senpai. All I have is Senpai. It's one of the reasons Senpai is so special to me."
"'Special to you'? You've done nothing but torture him ever since you two met," Natsuki pointed out.
"Isn't that proof of how nice I've been? I've never done the things I did to Senpai when we first meet. Besides, I've done a lot of nice things for Senpai and you and the others."
"Like what?"
"The clubroom for one. Remember, Senpai said it would be nice if you guys had one and I found one for you guys."
Natsuki remembered that moment very well, especially what happened after they first got there.
"And then you tricked him into trying to kiss you," she chided. "You probably only got us the room just so you could set up that moment."
"You really think I would set up something so elaborate just for that? Didn't I say otherwise back then?" Mali pointed out.
"You think we bought that? You try and get him to kiss you and then you stop him just to make him feel bad."
Mali giggled at that accusation. "Why should Senpai feel bad? A Senpai and Kōhai having a romantic moment is an okay thing to have. Plus, Senpai's allowed to do whatever he wants because at the end of the day, he had no reason to deny wanting to kiss me if wanted to. It's not like he has a significant other or anything."
"Yeah, but that doesn't change that setting him up like that in front of everybody was a really lousy thing to do," Natsuki chastised.
"Maybe, but even so, why would it bother you so much?"
"Obviously, because I don't like seeing my friend being put in a situation like that."
"That response is so Senpai-like, but is that really the case? Even a friend wouldn't hold something like that against me so much. It's almost as if it really bothered you personally."
"That's…"
Natsuki looked away.
"Thinking about it, you all were really strongly against Senpai sharing a meaningless kiss with me," Mali continued. "Are all of you protective of the sole male in your club like Senpai is protective of you all?"
"Well, obviously that's the case," Natsuki answered, still looking away.
"But… when I saw you all leave, everyone but Senpai's best friend looked really upset. Why would that be the case unless you all see Senpai as more than a friend?"
"Maybe I was mad about how you gave him an ultimatum that he was clearly uncomfortable with."
"You were all mad about that that you had to leave Senpai immediately?"
"That's not-!"
Feelings of shame and regret were all Natsuki felt as she recalled blowing up on Shujinkou when they next met. Even though they don't mention it and Shujinkou surely doesn't look back on it, the look of hurt and shame on his face was very hard to ignore or forget.
"…I guess it doesn't really matter, the status quo has been restored after all, so Senpai must have used his natural charms to get back into everyone's good graces, right, Natsuki-chan?" Mali questioned.
Natsuki looked up at Mali. "…This is really what you consider 'nicer'? I'd really hate to see you trying to be cruel…"
Mali just smiled, unnerving the older student. The younger first year then rose up and sat along the edge of the lockers.
"Anyway, I answered your question, so it's only polite to answer mine," she said.
Puzzled, Natsuki asked, "What question?"
"I asked you earlier, 'What're you doing?'"
"I was just minding my own business until you freaked me out."
"Yeah, but why are you still here at school? There's no club meeting today right; shouldn't you be on your way?"
"Why does what I'm doing matter to you?"
"I guess you can say… I have a bit of an interest in you at the moment."
"Huh?"
Hearing that sent a tiny shiver spiraling down Natsuki's spine.
"Don't get me wrong, it's nothing compared to Senpai, but you have something," Mali clarified.
"Yeah, well, given what your interest has put Shujinkou through, I'm not exactly happy to hear that," Natsuki griped.
"Aw, that's so mean Natsuki-chan. I thought the older students were supposed to support the interests of first years. I mean, Senpai does."
"I'm not Shujinkou."
"Well, no one is really; a fact that has to be tearing one of you apart."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"I can't tell you that. Divulging information like that is something sacred to the Senpai/Kōhai bond Senpai and I share," Mali answered in a nonchalant manner.
"Then why bring it up?" Natsuki groaned.
"Why not? It seems like a natural additive to my response, Natsuki-chan." Mali jumped down from the lockers, landing in front of Natsuki. "But you wandering around like this means you're free, right, Natsuki-chan?"
"And if I am?" Natsuki cautiously asked.
Mali smiled as she grasped her elder's hands.
"Then spend some time with me," she proposed.
"Eh?!" Natsuki exclaimed.
"Let's hang out, Natsuki-chan."
Mali waited for an answer, but it was clear that her simple request had rendered Natsuki stunned silent.
"Natsuki-chan?"
"…Don't give me that innocent tone and face!" she snapped. "Why should I hang out with you!?"
"Well, why wouldn't you? Are you mad that Senpai's Kōhai is taking some of his time away from you?"
"You just spent the last few minutes doing nothing but make me uncomfortable; if anything, I should be trying to get away from you, not hang out with you!"
"Well, it's not like you have anything better to do right now."
Natsuki ripped her hands away from Mali and crossed her arms in a huff. "I'd rather do nothing."
"Do you really find me that annoying?" Mali wondered with a hurt look on her face. "Then maybe this would be a good chance for us to get closer."
"What?"
"Spending time together naturally makes people closer, right? After all, you were annoying to Senpai and he still befriended you. Wouldn't it only be fair for you to do the same."
"That's only because… He didn't find me annoying…" Natsuki quietly answered to herself.
It was clear to Mali that she wasn't getting anywhere.
"How about this: We can do something you want to do. We can go to the park, maybe hit the arcade or even just stand here and talk."
But even that proposition seemed to leave Natsuki unconvinced. She simply glared at her, her eyes showing nothing but how annoyed she was.
"Even if I say no, you're just going to insist and stalk me too, aren't you?" Natsuki questioned.
"Eh? Wait, do you think I'm stalking Senpai?" Mali gasped.
"You keep showing up out of nowhere around him."
"Really now, Natsuki-chan, I have my own life. Not everything about me revolves around Senpai. Same with you, right?"
"You didn't deny my question."
"You created a separate branching conversation yourself."
That remark reignited the rage Natsuki tried to her hardest to suppress. "See! This is why I don't want to go anywhere with you!"
"Oh…" Mali pondered her situation until she suddenly thought of a sure-fire suggestion. "Okay, how about this: For this afternoon only, I'll be an open book like I am to Senpai."
Natsuki's expression suddenly softened. "Seriously?"
"Mm-hmm. You could ask me anything and I'll answer to the best of my ability."
Mali watched as Natsuki shuffle through a variety of mixed emotions. She saw irritation, disbelief, surprise, reluctance then finally acceptance.
"…Fine. I have some shopping to do, so you can follow me if you want," Natsuki muttered.
"Yay! I get to spend time with Natsuki-chan!" Mali cheered.
"Stop that! You're not Sayori!"
…
"Wow, Natsuki-Chan, you bought a lot of food."
Mali's eyes were glued to the large duffel bag Natsuki carried throughout the mall.
"What's wrong with that? I just happened to need to restock on food at home," Natsuki explained.
"But why are you restocking the food? Isn't that a job for your parents?"
Natsuki remained silent.
"I get it… You like to prove you're responsible, right?" Mali happily asked.
"It doesn't hurt to pitch in…" Natsuki mumbled.
"I get it. My sister and I pitched in a lot too."
For the first time since they left the school, the annoyance displayed on Natsuki's face vanished. Now, it was replaced with genuine curiosity. "You have a sister?"
"Did I say that? Aw, I wanted to mention that to Senpai first," Mali complained.
"Too bad. You said you were an open book to me so answer my question."
"Fine, fine. A deal's a deal. Yes, I have a biological sister."
"She isn't like you, is she?"
Mali shook her head. "Oh no, Natsuki-chan, she's much worse than me trying my hardest to live up to my name."
Natsuki instinctively took a step back from Mali. That's… horrifying…
"I can't remember… Have you ever heard my full name, Natsuki-chan?" Mali wondered. "Well, just in case, it's Malizia.
Do you know what that means? It stands for malice, mischievousness and cunning. All-in-all, it all adds up to malevolence."
She giggled as she approached Natsuki. "Suits me, don't you think, Natsuki-chan?"
"So that's why you act the way you do? You're trying to live up to your name?" Natsuki inquired.
"Oh no, that's just a nice side effect. Whatever I do, I do because I want to."
"Well, who names their kid 'malice' anyway?" Natsuki sputtered in disbelief. "They were just begging for you to turn out like this."
"Natsuki-chan, is that sympathy I hear from you?" Mali gasped.
"No… Just stating at fact. Seriously, I can't imagine any parent giving someone a name like that."
"Really?" Mali playfully scratched her right cheek. "But I guess you're right though. Thinking about it, it's the almost the opposite of the kind of parents who gave Senpai his name: Protagonist. 'Protagonist' and 'Malevolence'… Makes how special our relationship is more obvious now, right?"
"Not really."
"But I guess I shouldn't really complain. After all, it's not nearly as bad as being named 'devil'."
Natsuki sighed. "He may deserve that name for all I know…"
"Yep. So where to next, Natsuki-Chan?"
Without saying a word, Natsuki started walking again. "I'm heading home."
"Eh?" Mali subtly exclaimed. "But we only went to one place together and you were eerily quiet until now."
"Yeah, but I think I had enough of your 'malevolence' for one day," Natsuki bluntly responded.
"You didn't even really take advantage of the special offer I gave you. I was really expecting you to try and get to know me better."
"I'm not even sure I want to know more."
"So, that's really it? You don't even want to know about any of my so-called devious schemes?"
Natsuki stopped and looked back at Mali. "…Fine. There is one thing I want to know right now."
"What is it?"
"What's your plan with Shujinkou?" Natsuki asked.
Mali cocked her head in surprise. "My plan?"
"Why are you so interested in Shujinkou anyway?"
"Why…?" Mali scratched her right cheek again until she suddenly smiled. "Because he's Senpai."
"That's not the answer I'm looking for."
"What are you looking for? You want me to admit that I have some evil scheme for Senpai?"
"Don't you?"
Mali giggled. "That's a pretty funny accusation considering that I initially tried to get Senpai out of my life right away."
"So, why didn't you?" Natsuki queried.
"Why are you asking such obvious questions, Natsuki-chan? It's obviously because I'm interested in him."
"You're just repeating yourself now..."
"No, it's just that it's that simple. Senpai has interested me. Everything about him interests me. There's no evil plan. For now, I just want to be around Senpai."
Natsuki stared at Mali, as if she was trying to gauge whether there was any truth to her answer.
"I doubt it's that simple," she concluded, shaking her head.
"Why so suspicious though?" Mali wondered. "Is it really that strange for me to simply be interested in my Senpai?"
She paused before smiling again, "You're not thinking I'm going to go yandere, are you?"
Just of the thought of that being a possibility shook Natsuki. "It's not entirely impossible."
"That's harsh, Natsuki-chan. Besides, Senpai doesn't need a yandere when he already has a tsundere."
"I'm not a tsundere!" Natsuki raged at the top of her lungs.
"Really? But didn't you go from cold and tough to soft and sweet around Senpai?"
Shrinking back in defeat, Natsuki could only answer with an almost inaudible, "He's not exactly a guy you feel comfortable being cold to…"
"See, Senpai made someone so cold to him, so nice to him now," Mali pointed out. "That's one of the things that makes him interesting."
"So, you're interested in him just because he's nice?"
"That's funny; I've been meaning to ask you all the same thing."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"What is it about Senpai that draws you all to him? Certainly, you're not all fond of him just because he was nice to you, right? If that was the case, then that wouldn't really justify wanting him as much as you all do, don't you think?"
A small smirk crossed Natsuki's face, briefly surprising Mali. "You really don't get other people's feelings, do you?"
"How so?"
"Yeah, Shujinkou's nice to me. Heck, he was nothing but nice to me during a time where I was nothing but mean to him. I constantly called him a dummy and I still do when he deserves it and he's still nice to me.
But so what? He's nice to everyone, even you.
Really, him being nice is only one of the things I like about him because, you know, that's not his only trait. Shujinkou's more than just the nice guy of the club and it's surprising his 'Kohai' doesn't see it."
Mali didn't respond to that statement. No reflection or instant comebacks, instead Mali was quiet.
"I see…" Mali hung here head for a moment, before looking up with a bright face. "So, you are in love Senpai!"
"Wh-! All I said was that I like him! It doesn't mean that!" Natsuki angrily stuttered.
"But you just said it with such vigor and that there's a lot to like about Senpai then just his natural kindness."
"That's-!"
"Why are you so embarrassed? Senpai's such a worthy person to love as per your own admission."
"All I said there was more to him! Any friend could see that."
"You're right of course though," Mali accepted. "There is more to Senpai. If that wasn't the case, you wouldn't feel so strongly about him. So strongly that you want to protect him this badly even when he isn't here."
Natsuki groaned, wondering if she had let herself play into Mali's hands again.
"Isn't that why you agreed to take my offer in the first place?" Mali questioned. "You wanted to see what my intentions were with Senpai not just because you were worried I may steal him away; you were sincerely worried about him in general."
"Of course, he's… He's my friend."
Natsuki's eyes drifted away, her firm expression crumbling away.
"I wonder though… Are you willing to protect Senpai as much as he's willing to protect you?" Mali challenged. "After all, friendship is an equal two-way street."
"…Like I said, you don't understand others' feelings."
Natsuki quickly turned and walked away.
"Hmm… I wonder if that wasn't nice enough for Senpai."
With Natsuki gone, it was time for Mali to turn her attention elsewhere. She took one step forward, before suddenly realizing something strange.
Examine her surroundings, she noticed everyone around her was nearly frozen in place. They were struggling to move, but the best they could do was tremble in place.
"That was really entertaining to watch," a voice from behind complimented.
Mali turned around. Standing behind her was the only other person who was able to move. Flashing their own innocent smile, they wasted no time introducing themselves.
"Nice to meet you. I'm Malizia, but you call me Mali."
This other Mali could be pass as her own doppelganger. Was it a case of familiar appearances? No, Mali could tell that there was more going on here. Something interesting.
"What a coincidence. That's my name too," Mali smiled as she took her doppelganger's hands. "Nice to meet you, Mali."
Chapter 161: Omake #3
Chapter Text
"I still don't get it…"
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Something had been plaguing him since the night before. At it's core, it was questioning the logic of what he constantly experienced, but he knew no one else would see it that way without experiencing it themselves.
Still…
"Why is fighting all the Jinchūriki with Bee's support harder than fighting only 3 of them?" he wondered aloud. "It's really weird how I struggle with three going after me at once with no support, but I do much better when I have a single support against 6 of them. Well, still 3 at a time, but it's still a longer fight."
Contemplating what he just said, Shujinkou soon let out a sigh of defeat.
It's just weird, but maybe it's just me.
Once he accepted that conclusion again, Shujinkou looked up and realized he was standing in front of the clubroom door. He reached for the handle only for another hand to tap against his.
"Yuri?"
Standing right next to him with the same surprised expression was Yuri."
"Sorry, I didn't see you, Shujinkou," she apologized.
"You were lost in thought too?" he asked
"Mm-hmm. I was… Ah…" Cutting herself off before she could say anymore, Yuri closed her eyes. She remained silent for a moment before giving him an answer. "Well, I was just thinking about something for the future."
"Huh. I think I was complaining how I do better on a harder part of a game than the supposed easier path…" Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled.
He was worried that his response may have been a little out there, but Yuri's amused smile calmed his nerves.
Despite everything that's happened recently, the beginning of small talk still made him a bit anxious at times.
With that worry gone for now, Shujinkou opened the door and stepped aside.
"Ah… Thank you."
Shujinkou happily nodded his head and followed Yuri into the clubroom.
"It seems we're the first ones to arrive," Yuri noted, observing the empty room.
"Huh…" Hearing that prompted an incidental thought to suddenly pop up in Shujinkou's head. "You know, it's not even the first or second time, but I'm still shocked when I'm not the last one to show up."
"To be fair, I think by tally everything, Monika has shown up last about the same number of times."
Yuri's gaze suddenly drifted away from his. Her cheeks were faintly glowing red and her face no longer displayed happiness, but instead showed something Shujinkou probably showed himself many times. "To be honest, there was a time I thought it was her attempt to get us to interact without her around for a little. It was a little… uncomfortable then, to say the least."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
"I don't know… That sounds more like something Sayori would," he said with his best attempt of at a cheeky smile. "I should know, she tried the same on me."
A small giggle slipped out of Yuri. It wasn't just because of Shujinkou's response, but how uncomfortable his smile was for him. It somehow made his attempt to cheer her up even more touching.
"Perhaps you're right," she said.
Shujinkou let out a sigh of relief. He wasn't sure if it was obvious or not, but that cheeky grin was too uncomfortable for words.
I'll leave that for action heroes. I'm not suited to act like that… Wait…
The words "action" and "hero" caused a light bulb to suddenly light up the inside of his head. Or at least, he imagined that happening.
"Hey, while we're waiting, do you think you could look at something for me?" Shujinkou requested.
"Look at what?" Yuri curiously questioned.
Shujinkou dug through his backpack and pulled out two pieces of paper stapled together. "I've been working on a crossover fanfiction called 'Snake vs. Wolverine', title subject to change, and I was wondering if you could read what I got so far."
"I could, but am I really the best person to ask?" Yuri wondered. "I'm not as well versed on the topics of the crossover as you are."
"It fine. I just wanted to see what you think from a writing perspective."
"Oh…" A small smile flashed on Yuri's face before she took a deep breath. "Okay."
She accepted the passage and started reading.
Waiting for someone's opinion was hard on its own, even harder when it comes with the side effect of making time seemingly slow to a crawl.
It also reminded Shujinkou of one of the first times he publicly posted on of his stories on the internet. There was always the fear that you'll be complimented or have your self-esteem torn to shreds.
Though he was sure that any critiques he would get from his friends would never be that harsh.
"Wow…"
Shujinkou's ears perked up as he turned back to Yuri. "Did I mess up on something."
Yuri shook her head. "It's nothing bad, it's just your dialogue… It's really natural."
"Really?" Shujinkou marveled.
"Yes. One of the hardest aspects for many aspiring writers is the dialogue. It's tough thinking about what to have characters say and wonder if it really makes sense for them to say that. Knowing that, most dialogue comes off stiff, robotic and often expository."
"Oh yeah… That does happen, doesn't it?"
Yuri looked up at Shujinkou, surprised. "Have you never had that problem yourself?"
"I don't think so. I mean, I had to correct a few words here or there, but I think I did pretty okay."
"Hm… So, you like dialoging?"
"Yeah. Don't know why, but I like specifically writing what they said. That's why when I started writing, I wrote in a more script style."
"I see… And have you had to compromise with your dialogue writing in a more novel style?"
Shujinkou shook his head. "Not as much as I thought. It really surprised me."
Yuri nodded her head. "Well, moving on, from the view of someone who isn't as familiar with what you're writing… I think what you've written so far is well-executed."
"You really think so?"
"Yes, despite not knowing much, I can honestly believe how these two characters can come to blows just by reading their dialogue of their first meeting. I can feel the anger one has when the other has nothing but a professional tone regarding their mission to capture him."
"Wow..."
Shujinkou was completely blown away by what he was just told.
"You seem to have had low expectations before handing me your story," Yuri noted.
"Well, I'm don't really have much experience like you and the others, and I haven't really made anything original longer than half a page…" Shujinkou admitted. "There has to be something wrong, right?"
"Well, there's a few grammatical errors that could be picked up with a revision or two, but the impact is fairly the same."
"Oh…"
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek, his doubtful facial expression remaining unchanged.
"Was there something else bothering you?" Yuri worriedly asked.
"Nothing serious in the grand scheme, it's just… my first time sharing a fanfiction didn't really end too well for me."
"Ah… You ran into a pretty mean review, right? I think you at least hinted to that before."
"Yeah, my self-esteem would've taken a hit if it wasn't already pretty low."
"I'm sorry. I of all people, know how harsh criticism can be. It's easy to devolve into needlessly mean spirited and is something everyone must face…" Yuri sympathized. "But still, you continuing to try and improve your craft in spite of that is truly impressive."
"I'll give myself credit for that," Shujinkou chuckled.
It felt nice to willingly give himself credit for something recently, no matter how small. Though a part of him worried giving himself too much credit may give him an undeserved ego.
"By the way, there was something else I noticed," Yuri said.
"What?"
"Nothing about the story really but more so the setting and the tone. I remember being a bit taken aback by some of your interests."
Though she sensed it after she finished her sentence, the bewildered look that lied on Shujinkou's face confirmed something that caused her to feel a little embarrassed: she didn't articulate her point well.
"I-I didn't mean it like that, I meant I was surprised by some of the stories you're into," Yuri corrected. I never would have guessed you were into things like war and their effect on the people involved."
"It's kinda more limited to Metal Gear and other games, but I can see what you're getting at," Shujinkou conceded. "But what did you think I'd be into?"
"I guess, based on your old daydreaming habit, I would have guessed a stories with more light-hearted fantastical elements."
"Based on my daydreams, huh…? No, my daydreams were really all over the place in tone."
"I'm sorry, I was just musing over a past assumption."
"To be fair, I wouldn't have guessed you would be into fantasy or horror," Shujinkou admitted.
"What did you think I would be into?" Yuri curiously asked.
"No idea. Thinking about it, I would have been surprised by anyone's preference as long as it wasn't my own. I felt like my preferences were going to get me looked down on…"
Yuri giggled."Then, by your own admission, you weren't assuming, you were just worried."
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. "Guess my self-deprecation habit will take a bit to completely go away."
"Same with my lingering pre-conceived notion one. Though if it was still around, I may have been surprised by the manga you suggested to me."
"Death Note? That actually surprised me too. I really only read it because I was curious what the series that scared me as a child was like."
"It really scared you?"
"A death god and a book that can kill people just by writing their name in it?" Shujinkou nervously chuckled as recalled what effect just the name had on him as a child. "I was really scared that something like that could be real."
"Ah. That makes sense."
"But you know what's funny? I eventually found an official story that that kinda parodies the concept of Death Note?"
"There is?"
"Mm-hmm. It's called Love Tyrant and focuses around an object known as a Kiss Note."
"Kiss Note?"
"Unlike a Death Note, a Kiss Note makes anyone who has their name written together immediately fall in love if they kiss each, no matter what."
"That's…Yuri immediately buried her face in her hands. "Now that would really be a scary thing to exist in the real world."
"More than a Death Note?" Shujinkou asked, perplexed.
"I'd like to believe that messing with life and death would be a little more disconcerting for most, but the power to make people fall in love is a bit more convenient for personal gain. It's harder to resist its temptation… A Kiss Note…"
"What's this about a Kiss Note?" a third voice chimed in.
Shujinkou calmly turned around. "Monika."
"Sorry, I'm late gu-" Monika paused as she looked around. "Oh. I guess I'm not the last one after all."
Her gaze soon landed on Shujinkou and she smiled. So, what's a Kiss Note? Does it have anything to do with Death Note?"
"It's from a comedy manga series that parodies the concept. Instead of killing people, it makes people fall in love," Shujinkou explained.
"A book that makes people fall in love…" Monika was quiet for a moment. Her cheeks faintly grew red as she admitted. "That's a little too tempting to exist…"
"I agree…" Yuri replied.
"There's also the fact that the two have to kiss within 24 hours or the targets will remain lonely for the rest of their lives," Shujinkou added.
"That's makes it even more dangerous…" Yuri mumbled under her breath.
"But that concept… Does it have a cupid angel in charge of that book?" Monika asked.
"Yeah," Shujinkou answered, nodding his head.
"That concept really seems to get around. Thinking about it brings to mind Gal Gun."
Hearing that almost knocked the wind out of Shujinkou. "Y-You know about Gal Gun?"
"You do too, Shujinkou?"
Shujinkou timidly scratched his right cheek. "Well, yeah…"
"What's Gal Gun?" Yuri asked.
"It's a rail shooter that involves pacifying high school girls with Pheromone Arrows. The plot usually involves and an angel messing up a shot and turning a male student into someone the female student body can't resist. The unlucky student has to the end of the day to confess to his true love or else will be alone for the rest of his life when the spell wears off.
It's effectively a dating sim with rail shooting segments in between conversations," Monika explained.
"It's also makes it hard to mention the game without others staring at you funny…" Shujinkou sheepishly added.
"I get it," Monika sympathized. "Sometimes an entertaining story is locked behind a… an awkward to refer to cover?"
He appreciated the level of empathy Monika displayed. Perhaps it helped that she played it herself?
"So, how do you know about it, Monika?" Shujinkou asked.
"I ran across when looking for dating sims to play," she explained. "What about you?"
"I just happened to run across it too. At the time… I just really needed some levity and everything about the game screamed levity."
"Wait…" Shujinkou and Monika looked towards Yuri. There was a serious look on her face, as if she was pondering hard on something. "Pheromone Arrows that incapacitate the females… Wouldn't that mean that every single person you incapacitate in the game, you're actually sending into a state of euphoria."
Monika and Shujinkou shared a nervous chuckle.
"It does have a mature rating after all…" Monika explained.
"I wasn't trying to judge but…" Yuri was quiet for a moment. "A Kiss Note and Pheromone Arrows… "
She turned away, the mysterious aura surrounding her making it clear she needed a moment alone to think.
"Monika, you play dating sims?" Shujinkou asked.
"It's a genre of visual novels I usually find myself immersing myself in," Monika answered, happily recounting the many she experienced. "Have you ever experienced a visual novel before Shujinkou?"
"I…" Something about that question seemed… wrong to Shujinkou. "Not many."
"Well, if you ever want to experience some more, just let me know," Monika offered. "I can think of a few you'd enjoy."
Shujinkou didn't say a word. It felt like something inside of him was reacting strongly to Monika's words. Whatever it was, it made him feel both happy and uneasy.
"You seem really enthused about visual novels, Monika," Yuri noted. "Have you ever considered making one of your own?"
"I considered it but… I'm not really a good artist, so I really have no visuals for my visual novel," Monika lamented. "Plus, I would need some time learning how to put one together. I don't think I have the time to do that and without the visuals, it really seems pointless to try right now."
"Oh."
"But I would like to one day. Though I'd probably have to commission an artist or put together a team."
"Hm. Is your secret story something you'd plan to adapt into a visual novel?"
"Are you trying get a hint out of me again?"
"No, just curious."
"Oh… I don't know."
Yuri shot a knowing smile at Monika. "You know… For someone who initially encouraged us to share our work, it's a bit ironic you're lording the fact that you have something we'll never see."
"I'm not bragging about it and that's why I stopped pushing the sharing activity so I wouldn't be a hypocrite," Monika pointed out.
"I'm not so sure about the former. You still seem to take joy in saying it's a secret. Really, you seem to take joy in saying you have secrets."
"It's not so much I take joy in it, it's more like I'm telling you I can't tell you in a positive way."
Yuri shook her head. "No… You clearly show joy."
"Okay, maybe I do like it a little," Monika admitted.
"I knew it!" someone shouted.
Monika slowly, cautiously looked over her shoulder. As she feared, Natsuki was standing behind her.
"I knew you were doing the whole 'It's a secret' because you like it," she fumed.
"It's not like that…!"
"You just admitted to it! For all we know, there is no secret story and you just made that up to mess with us."
"To be fair, me finding joy to saying that mostly relates to the fact that you guys keep asking and trying to sneak peeks at it."
"So now you're blaming us?"
"Well… To be honest…" Monika covered her mouth as she looked away. "…It's a secret."
"Now you're just trying to get a rise out of us…" Natsuki sighed. "I think Mali's rubbing off on you."
"Don't say that…"
"Yes, Monika's more playfully teasing than trying to raise our blood pressure," Yuri defended. "Though the joy from getting one over on us is a little concerning…"
"That's… You're purposely leaving out some context I just provided," Monika weakly argued.
"Well maybe if you didn't always publicly dangle a secret in our face almost every day, we wouldn't go to such lengths to see it," Natsuki affirmed, crossing her arms.
"Now you're just victim blaming…"
"You're not the victim. You're the instigator."
"I became the victim after I stopped insisting on sharing. If I still did that, then that would be another story."
"Yeah, but you don't see us going around, waving our stuff like it's the greatest secret to protect."
"That's an exaggeration. I'm just working on it without bringing attention to it."
"After you already hyped it up."
Thinking about it, Monika considered the idea that this may truly be a both sides are wrong scenario. If that was the case, there may only be one way to stop this, Monika thought.
"So, if I were to destroy the hype I unintentionally created, would that end things?" she asked aloud.
"No," Natsuki bluntly answered, shaking her head.
"Why not?"
"Because we need something to tease you with too. We don't have much on you so we need everything we can get."
Monika knew very well that was no true. There was one thing that everyone had on her. "Isn't the maid thing enough?"
"I said we need everything we can get."
"That's not fair…"
"Would it make you feel better to remember that everyone came to see you that day," Yuri asked with a teasing smile.
"Not you too, Yuri…" Monika lamented.
"By the way…" Natsuki looked up at Shujinkou. "How long has been like that?"
Monika and Yuri turned towards Shujinkou too, realizing he had been silent this entire time. Natsuki waved her hands in front of him but garnered no response from him.
"He's zoning out again, isn't he…?" she wondered aloud.
"He hasn't really slipped into his dream world for a while now…" Yuri noted.
Suddenly, Shujinkou's eyes widened.
"Hm? Natsuki, when did you get here?" he asked.
"Yep, he was daydreaming again," Natsuki concluded."
"What? No. I wasn't really daydreaming," Shujinkou denied. "I was just… I guess I was just that deep in thought."
"That's true," Monika agreed with a knowing smile. "You're usually gone a lot longer, not to mention a lot harder to get your attention if you were daydreaming like you used to."
Shujinkou gingerly rubbed the back of his head, causing Natsuki's cheeks to faintly glow red. But he never did see her reaction. Before he could, his vision was suddenly clouded by darkness followed by a bright voice asking him, "Guess who."
"Orihime Inoue," he instantly answered.
Light immediately returned to his eyes and he turned around to find Sayori standing behind him.
"Bleach?"
Shujinkou nodded his head.
"That makes sense," Sayori beamed.
She then turned her attention towards the others. "By the way, I got a new book recommendation: Devil in a Blue Dress!"
"Wait, wasn't that that the book you found in Gramps' study?" Shujinkou recalled.
“Yeah,” Sayori confirmed as she frantically scoured through her school bag. She pulled out a book with such force that she unknowingly almost hit Shujinkou with it. “I just found another copy today."
“What’s it about?” Monika asked.
“It’s a hard-boiled detective story about a normal man who just lost his job and can’t pay his expenses being hired to find someone and it naturally goes downhill from there."
There was one question that kept Sayori from saying anymore.
"Um… I'm not sure if I can say anymore without going into spoilers, but it's really a fun read," she concluded. "It was one of the stories Gramps read to us that really stuck with me."
"Was Shujinkou's grandfather the one that got you into detective stories?" Yuri questioned.
"Kinda… I just like them because it like adventures that could happen in real life!"
"Unlike any of the more 'realistic' fiction I've read," Shujinkou said, breathing a sigh of relief.
"Like what?" Monika asked.
"Well, The Giver for one."
"You've read The Giver?"
"Remember that time I told you about Shiko giving me that two-hour lecture on why Dragon Ball was good enough for an essay," Sayori brought up.
"It was a rant with repetition…" Shujinkou mumbled under his breath.
"Granny Hisa suggested for Shiko to read The Giver."
"Probably something I would have never found on my own, but Granny Hisa said I should enjoy it since it was similar to the Shadow Children sequence in tone."
"I'm still kinda surprised you read dystopian books sometimes," Natsuki admitted.
"Yeah…" Shujinkou admitted with a chuckle. "Even though some of the more adult stuff probably flew over my head, I think I still got a good enough grasp on it's themes. I just wish I knew what happened after the end…"
Yuri giggled in response to that familiar longing feeling. "Were you not aware that it was actually part of a quartet?"
"Wait…" Shujinkou's eyes were gleaming with hope. "There's really more of it?"
"Not in the traditional sense. The other novels didn't follow Jonas as the protagonist, more so they continued to expand the word The Giver took place in. Plus, they don't have a naming convention that would signify any relation with each other."
"Wow…" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "I always figured if there were more, it would follow the naming trend of the Shadow Children sequence. I used to call it the 'Among the…' series since I didn't really pay attention to the text on the front that said what part of the Shadow Children sequence it was."
"How couldn't you if it was right on the front cover?" Natsuki wondered.
"I was too focused on why the books referred to Luke as Lee in the books that follow another character's perspective," he admitted with red cheeks. "I thought everything was supposed to be… omnipresent?"
"Third-person omniscient?" Monika corrected.
"Yeah. But it wasn't that; it was the other third person."
"Third person limited. So, whenever the perspective shifts from Luke and the person doesn't know his real name, the book refers to him as Lee."
"I'm still surprised I realized that before you, Shiko," Sayori said with a delighted smile.
"I guess it was just one of the things that flew over my head," Shujinkou accepted. "That or I was just used to omniscient."
"It's funny how a lot of things fly over our heads when it comes to literature. The amount of double takes I personally made is pretty staggering." Monika admitted with a giggle.
"I'm constantly double taking, but only because the authors keep throwing things out there," Sayori added.
"Kind of sounds like you're describing Bobobo-bo," Shujinkou said.
"No… I got used to that reading it with you. I mean stuff where you're not expecting it. Like moments that have little buildup, but it still makes sense in the context in the world it's in and really works," Sayori explained.
"Those are hard to pull off right?"
"Sorta. It's easy if you know what you're doing, but if you're not paying attention, then it really comes out of nowhere."
Out of nowhere, a giant cookie dangled in front of Sayori's face.
"Speaking of out of nowhere…"
Sayori looked up to find Natsuki sporting a knowing, slightly boastful smile.
"Is that for me…?" she wondered aloud.
"Just don't want you complaining about being hungry out of nowhere today," Natsuki explained.
Sayori raised her hands, but instead of grabbing the treat, she instead wrapped them around Natsuki.
"You're the best, Natsuki!" cheered Sayori, squeezing her tighter. "Thanks!"
"Geez… It's just a cookie…" That's what Natsuki wanted to say, but she couldn't. Instead, she awkwardly stood there and accepted what she considered an overreaction.
At least it's not as bad as it used to be…
Watching the sight put a smile on Shujinkou's face. Peaceful moments like this is what helped him through some of his past trauma.
I hope things will always be like this.
A single thought that wasn't his alone.
Chapter 162: The Selfish
Chapter Text
“Eh?! You want to make me Club President?!”
If her jaw could hit the floor, Sayori was sure it would right now. That's how surprising what she just heard was.
Despite her outburst however, Monika maintained her calm disposition.
“I just asked what would you think about it," she explained.
“But you wouldn’t be asking if you weren’t seriously considering it!" Sayori frantically pointed out. "Why would you want to give me your position?”
Cracks in Monika's calm façade began to show after that question. It was a simple question and yet it very nearly brought her hidden insecurities to the surface.
“It’s just… I think that you’ve been a better club president then I have," Monika somberly admitted.
“Really? How?” Sayori wondered.
“You know, you always keep everyone’s spirits up and you’ve always been there for everyone more than me.”
“That’s why you want to switch places with me?”
“Not exactly switching. More like you take over as president and someone else can be vice-president.”
Sayori looked worried. “Are you leaving?”
“No. Just stepping down," Monika assured her.
Suddenly, Sayori's worried face changed. Right now, she displayed a level of sternness she rarely reveals. “Then no.”
“Why not?”
A bright smile stretched across her friend's face. “Because you’re our president. This is your club, your vision, your dream. I don’t want to take that; I want to support it and everyone else like I have. That’s the promise I made when became Club VP.”
Present Day.
Having that memory brought up to the surface at this exact moment seemed appropriate. If it had happened earlier, then it may have broken Monika even more. But now, it strengthened her newfound resolve.
Okay.
Letting her new resolve guide her, Monika walked up to the front door of Sayori’s home, only to find something worrying.
Cracked open again…
While she knew Sayori has a habit of forgetting to close the door all the way at times, with everything that happened lately, Monika couldn’t help but ponder if there was a sinister significance this time.
It doesn’t look like it was forced open, but…
From what she gleamed from the documents that somehow vanished, it didn’t appear force open when Sayori was taken.
Fear and worry natural followed that important reminder.
She gently gripped her chest and closed her eyes. For some strange reason, she felt tranquillity stifling her negative emotions.
A relieved smile now sat on her face as she opened her eyes.
“Okay… This time for real.”
Monika slowly pushed the door open and peeked inside. There wasn’t any sign of life downstairs.
Pushing the door further, Monika stepped inside and called her friend’s name.
There was no answer. In fact, Monika was surprised by how eerily quiet it was.
I can’t help but think life is doing everything it can to try and deter me.
It was something she found a little funny but she didn’t have time to focus on that.
Monika walked upstairs. Like the front door, the door to Sayori’s bedroom was slightly opened.
Like before, Monika walked to the door and peeked inside. She could see Sayori sitting on her bed, looking out her window.
Sighing in relief, Monika approached her friend and tapped her shoulder.
“Sayori?”
“Huh?!” Sayori immediately fell back and hit the floor headfirst. “Ow…”
Maybe I should have announced my presence better than that…
Monika looked down at her friend. She watched as Sayori opened her eyes and once again felt relieved as she witnessed Sayori’s stunned reaction. Her face was surprisingly nostalgic.
“Monika?!” Sayori exclaimed.
“Are you okay, Sayori?” Monika asked.
“Yeah,” Sayori nodded her head as she slowly sat up. “You know I’m used to hitting my head.”
Monika was at a loss of words. Though they only spared a few so far, their short interaction was very uplifting.
Or it was until Sayori asked, “What are you doing here, Monika?”
Something about that question seemed odd. It didn’t seem like she was asking just because she was surprised by the sudden visit.
“I mainly just wanted to see if you’re okay,” Monika answered.
Sayori was silent as stood up. Her eyes were peering at Monika as if she was trying to look into her soul.
“You… You don’t look sad anymore, Monika,” she noted with muted surprise.
“Yeah,” Monika gently clutched her chest. “A lot of things happened but the short of it is that everyone helped me get better.”
Monika smiled and confidently declared, “Now I want to make sure the rest of my friends feel better too.”
“Oh.” Sayori was once again silent. Suddenly, a bright smile stretched across her face. “Well, I’m sure that you can make Yuri and Natsuki feel better the way you are now.”
Monika shot Sayori a puzzled look.
“Why are you excluding yourself? Of course I mean you too," she assured her friend.
“Me? But I’m not really a concern like they are," Sayori argued. "And besides… I’m really not that upset about everything,"
“You're not upset?”
“Yeah.”
“…If that’s true, then why did you suddenly stop coming to school?”
"I've kinda been waking up late lately and figured what's the point of going when its already so late…” Sayori answered with an embarrassed chuckle.
Her response was very convincing to Monika. It seemed very like Sayori to answer like that.
Still, it did render Monika silent. Her face showed no visible emotion as she continued to lock eyes with Sayori.
Finally, she opened her mouth.
"Sayori… I don't think you're being entirely truthful," Monika admitted.
“What do you mean? Is it really strange to believe that I’d oversleep a lot?” Sayori wondered, perplexed.
“Not that. You just said that you’re not upset over everything meaning you’re not upset over the state we all ended being in.
I just can’t believe that someone who always goes to such lengths to make sure her friends are alright would be fine."
Clutching her chest tighter, Monika briefly recalled how she felt earlier.
"If I felt the way I did, then I know that you had to at least feel the same way,”
Sayori shook her head and continued to smile. “No, I really am fine with everything. That’s why you don’t need to be concerned with me.”
“If that’s true, then how come you haven’t seen Shujinkou yet?” Monika pointed out.
“That’s…”
Sayori's reassuring smile quickly faded away. Her eyes drifted to the side, giving Monika all the evidence she needed that there was something Sayori was hiding.
“I’m not really one to talk since I haven’t gone to see him until just yesterday and I had to be verbally dragged there kicking and screaming, but still, that was a sign that I was nowhere near alright.
And for you, Shujinkou’s best friend that always has his best interests in mind, to not see him at least once is just… It’s seems like an even bigger sign.”
Sayori looked back at Monika, hurt. “…That’s not fair, Monika.”
“But it’s true, isn’t it? You feel uncomfortable seeing him right now, especially with mixed feelings about how he was acting that night, but that wasn’t his fault. I can’t explain it but he was as much of a victim then as we wer-“
Sayori somberly shook her head again.
“You don’t get it, Monika. I’m not ‘uncomfortable’ with seeing Shujinkou now. I don’t deserve to,” she corrected. “In fact, I don’t deserve seeing you or the others either.”
“What do you mean?”
A small smile was on Sayori’s face as her gaze drifted again.
“I’ve been selfish. Shujinkou asked me to stop coming around him and yet I still did that behind his back. I badgered him into joining the club and succeeded by guilting him to join. I’ve put in him in so many uncomfortable situations just so I could have my best friend back.
I never considered his feelings; the ‘best interests’ I had for him were really just my own interests. It’s always been my own interests.”
She looked back to her friend.
“Same with you. I helped you find the others because it would give me something to fill the hole I’ve had in my heart for years. The “best interests” I had for you and Natsuki and Yuri were always just for my own benefit.
That’s why you shouldn’t be bothered with someone who was essentially using you.”
Monika didn’t utter a word in response, once again having no visible emotions on her face.
“…Remember what we talked about near the beginning of this semester?” she suddenly asked.
“Eh?”
“I asked you what you would think if you became club president. You made it clear that you didn’t want to.
I didn’t realize it then but now I get understand that you weren’t just trying to cheer me up, that’s why you didn’t argue against my point for stepping down. You were reminding me that I had a friend that would be there to help me whenever I faltered.”
“…If you faltered then the status quo that I worked hard to obtain would fall apart. No one would stay if you were gone,” Sayori explained.
"Really?”
“Yeah.”
Monika pondered that response.
“You know, not too long ago, part of me believed that maybe everyone would have stayed if Shujinkou was awake,” she admitted. “Everyone left so soon after everything so that only furthered that belief. Maybe not under normal circumstances, but it really seems like how we lost him caused us to take a bigger emotional hit."
"What are you saying?” Sayori queried. “That because I stayed behind a little after everything was ruined that I didn't have hidden intentions?"
"Did you?"
"I thought that it was possible to maintain that status quo, but it was clear that it wasn't so… I left. I didn't even say goodbye so…"
"Yeah, you didn't… And you just told me that everything was that happened was only for your own benefit." Monika slowly shook her head. "And yet, here I am, still standing before you."
“But why?”
"Because, big or small, my friends have been there for me through thick and thin. And every time, I could feel just how much they wanted to help me, to make me feel better. It was one of the reasons that made me feel worse over my perceived powerlessness to do anything because despite thinking I couldn't, that never stopped the one wish I had to be able to do the same.
That's why I'm still here."
Sayori looked away with and coldly asked, "Is that all…?"
"Yes, because even now, you're doing exactly that," Monika affirmed.
"Am I…?"
"Telling me that everything you've done was just to fulfil your own needs… I can see the intentions hidden behind that. You want me to focus all my attention on the others because you care more about them feeling better than you feeling better.
That's why you're trying to make me question if everything was a lie, right; So, I can do just that."
Sayori looked back at Monika. "But that's the thing, Monika… I'm not just trying to keep you from paying attention to me."
"Sayori…"
"It's like I said, you don't understand. Nothing I told you was a lie. I… I really am selfish.
You guys sometimes tease me about being a manipulative schemer, but it's true. I convinced Shujinkou to spend time with his father to force him to confront one of the major sources of his despair to speed up having the old Shujinkou back. I've always hung around him and his family like I was one of them despite how wrong that was and they only tolerated me because they're… them.
Whenever you or him or the others make decisions that doesn't align with mine, I always push you to making new ones that better fit into the status quo. Because… I really wanted that status quo to remain!"
Tears ran down Sayori's cheeks. Seeing her like this reminded Monika of how much she tried to hide them after Shujinkou rejected her first offer to join the Literature Club.
"Don't you get it, Monika?! It was never about you guys; it was always about me! I even took classified information that I had no right to look at just to use to try and fix the it when it was becoming to come apart!
And even today, when you told me that you were feeling better, that actually upset me because it happened without me around to be there! I'm upset that you're happy. How is that not selfish, Monika?!
How can I continue to I latch on to everyone when I-!"
Sayori's words were immediately cut off as Monika suddenly drew her into a hug.
"What are you doing?" Sayori asked.
"…You're not the only one who made a promise, you know."
"But why? Didn't you hear anything I just said?"
"I heard you, that's exactly why I'm still here. Let out all your feelings and know whether you think they're good or bad, I'll still be here."
"…Why…?"
"Because… if a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there--to help," Monika softly assured her friend.
"That's Shiko's…"
"So, you know that I'm not the only one who can't just overlook you no matter how much you insist we do."
"You and Shiko… You two really can't see the bad in people and always twist their actions into something good…" Sayori somberly noted.
"Maybe because we believe that there was good in their intentions after all. Maybe we can't do anything without a hint of selfishness guiding their decisions or even creating them in the first place, but even then, that hint doesn't outweigh the noble intentions that often accompany them.
You say that your actions were selfish, that everything was just for your own needs, but I can't just believe that because, as I said, I could always sense an honest sincerity thar accompanied your actions.
Besides, if you were really that selfish, would you decided to earnestly give up your chance at rekindling your friendship with Shujinkou?"
Sayori didn't respond to that question. Instead, she rested her head on Monika's shoulder, giving both of them a strange sense of déjà vu.
"Even at his lowest point, he could sense that that you were genuinely giving something up for him.
And he wasn't the only one who noticed that. Natsuki mentioned how she came to understand your genuine attempts to help her too and I know Yuri knew right away. If that wasn't the case, she wouldn't have been able to talk to you so easily after a rough start with everyone.
And even when you admitted you were trying to dissuade me, you said you weren’t just trying to do that. You admitted that even though you believe you had wholly selfish intentions, you also genuinely wanted me to overlook you so I could focus on the others."
"I…"
"…At the end of the day, I think at least a part of us knew that a little selfishness doesn't overall make us terrible, selfish people. That's one of the things Ms. Hiro taught me."
"Auntie Hiro…"
"You know she's grateful to you, right; for helping Shujinkou smile again. The person you selflessly were going to cut ties with because you thought that would make him happy."
Those were the last words either of them said for a time. The silence continued for what felt like forever, but that was fine for Monika. She was determined to stay until her friend felt better, if just a little.
"…Sometimes it's easier to tell one person something and not others regardless of how close they are…" Sayori suddenly said.
"Hm?"
"There's something that I haven't really told anyone, not even Shiko. Would it- Can I tell you?"
"Of course," Monika answered in a soft, reassuring tone.
Sayori slowly glanced up at Monika, her lips trembling.
"I…"
Chapter 163: The Oath
Chapter Text
It was always amazing how fast a multitude of different thoughts and feelings can come and go as when waiting. Just that thought was an example.
It didn't even have to be a long wait and yet anyone could probably have at least a hundred thoughts suddenly appear before just as quickly being replaced by another.
But then maybe this acknowledgement was just a way to keep some of those thoughts from deterring her while she waited.
Is it right to do this?
That was the most prominent thought she had on her mind once she left Sayori's home. She never really knew how things would go once she went there, and she didn't really know if leaving and doing this now was the right call.
There was no way to know.
Monika looked up. Dark clouds mostly covered the sky, but a few sprinkles of lights were able to shine down through the small rifts.
When she thought about it, the night sky was briefly calming to her up until Halloween.
Suddenly, the familiar sound of a door opening brought her attention back to what was in front of her.
She had no idea if this was truly the right call, but…
"Evening, Ms. Hiro."
Shujinkou's mother was standing before her, surprised.
"I'm sorry for abruptly coming so late unannounced but would it be to much trouble for us to see Shujinkou?"
"'Us'?"
A familiar stranger stepped out from behind Monika.
A small smile was on her face as she waved. "Hey, Auntie Hiro…”
"Sayori?"
Not another word was said between the two of them. They each just stared into the other's eyes until Sayori rushed forward and hugged Hiro, burying her face into her chest.
"I'm sorry, Auntie Hiro," Sayori apologized. "Can I… Can we see Skiko, please?"
Hiro shook her head and gently lifted Sayori's face up.
"No need to apologize, Sayori," she softly assured her. "Of you two can."
"Thank you."
"No need for thanks either."
Monika looked on with amazement. It was as if an entire conversation was compressed into just a few short words and meaningful looks.
I hope I can do something like that someday, but for now…
At the moment, she had something far more important to accomplish.
They walked upstairs.
"Monika…"
Stopping just short of Shujinkou's room, Monika looked back to find Sayori hanging back near the stairs.
She solemnly shook her head. "I don’t think I can do this… I don’t think I can see Shiko like that again."
Without saying a word, Monika approached her friend and extended a hand towards her. “You trust me, right?”
Sayori looked down at her hand then back at Monika. An outstretched hand and a face bearing nothing but the desire to help, it was all very familiar. It reminded her of that one moment from her childhood she considered very special.
With a slow nod, she finally answered, “…Yeah.”
"Then trust me when I say that seeing him now will be good for you," Monika said with a bright, reassuring smile.
"Okay."
Sayori took Monika's hand, putting her faith into her friend to guide her.
Each step she took filled her with anxiety. She could still remember what it felt like to hold Shujinkou's bloodied and comatose body in her arms. She asked for something from him again even when it was clear how unfair it would be to demand it then.
"Don't go away again… Please…"
"Sayori."
Upon hearing Monika's voice, she realized that her eyes were shut tight. She didn't want to see Shujinkou like that ever again, but she wanted to trust Monika. She trusts her friend.
She slowly opened her eyes, the darkness slowly giving way to a sight she didn't expect to see.
"Shiko…"
So many different thoughts and feelings washed over Sayori at once that it would be easier to list what didn't feel. She assumed that she would primarily feel anguish seeing Shujinkou still in his comatose state, but instead she felt something more unexpected: Surprise.
She kneeled next to him to get a closer look. The last time she had saw him before falling into a coma, he was filled with rage and malevolence, but also sorrow and regret. Even when he fell into his current state, it felt like a there was a fading plea for forgiveness around him. But now…
"You're sleeping a lot more peacefully than I thought, Shiko," she admitted.
"He is, isn't he?" Monika said, sitting next to Sayori. "I actually think he looks more peaceful than before."
After everything that occurred, it was jarring for Sayori to see the normally worried Shujinkou look so at ease. It's been so long since she had seen a face like that from him.
"…You said Shiko was pretty 'off' after me and Natsuki were kidnapped, right?" Sayori asked. "Was he always acting like he did when he started beating Akui?"
"Eh… Not exactly like that. Um…"
Monika wasn't entirely sure how she could phrase her response. With everything that happened in such a short amount of time and his increasingly mood swinging state… It was also a struggle to even talk about it when she knew how he himself felt about it.
"I guess you could say he was a little frantic and… well there were just a lot of things that were worrying. You could chalk it up to him being really worried, but just being around him, you could tell something was really wrong with him."
"Yeah… I think I felt the same way after I dropped Shiko on his head," Sayori somberly admitted. "He looked really scary for a second when I was talking to him. He didn't direct at me, but it looked like he was really going to violently lash out at anyone…
And when I saw him again after you and Mali freed us, it was like he wasn't really there at all. Being convinced to leave a dangerous place as soon as possible and purposefully hurting everyone there as much as he could wasn't… I knew that wasn't Shiko, but I couldn't say anything because there was one important thing that clearly Shiko then: The fact that he wanted to save us that much.
It was a fact that caused her much internal conflict. His goals and how he went about achieving them. IT wasn't whether or not the people who held them deserved such brutality, it was about Shujinkou delving into it.
"Still, I didn't really see Shiko again until Akui forced him to fight to the death. I saw Shiko again and I saw him terrified and hurt again. I saw Shiko being tortured and still trying to save us.
And he did, but when he did, I didn't see Shiko completely. Once you and the others were out of danger, he vanished until he saved me.
And as he was about to kill Akuma, I saw Shiko about to go away for good and… I didn't want that. Right then and there, all I wanted was for Shiko not to go away."
That plea always was accompanied by one specific memory. The moment in her life that she felt changed it forever.
"I remember the first time I met Shiko. I made a fool of myself again on the first day of school. Everyone was laughing at me, and it really hurt. But one person didn't. He offered his hand and wanted to make sure I was okay even though he didn't know me and felt he wasn’t that good at talking with others.
Shiko accepted my clumsy, mess everything up side with a smile. Whenever it seemed like I did something that would have made him mad, he would shrug it off and make sure I knew that he wasn't upset with me.
We didn't have any other friends outside of family, but we had each other and that… That was something I would do anything to keep.
I wanted to be there for him as much as he was there for me. I always wanted him to help him be happy even though it seemed the world didn't want him to.
I wanted to help him be happy… So much that I was willing to leave him be if that was what it took. I really didn't want to, but if me leaving him alone would have made him happy or at least happier, than I had to accept that.
But then Shiko told me that he would be happier if I was around. It was something I wanted to hear so much even if it wasn't what I wanted exactly. And then everyone was helping him through his pain, and he was trying to help us… Us helping each other…”
Sayori heaved a heavy sigh.
“I already knew what it was like to lose someone; I lost two people I cared about at once, in fact. I lost Hiroko and Shiko all at once. I didn't want that to happen again, but it did. And like before, I didn't just lose Shiko, I lost others that I cared about. I was used to hurt my friends and I couldn't forgive myself for that. Then we were all used to hurt Shiko because of Jomei's past.
And because of that Shiko went away again."
She shook her head and looked up at Monika. "Monika… Do you… Do you think Shiko will come back to us?"
"I'm sure Shujinkou will wake up sooner than later,” Monika answered. “We just have faith that he will."
"No, not that. I mean… Will it really be Shiko when he wakes up? Or is he really gone forever this time? He feels like Shiko now, but what if he still acts like he did the night before Halloween when he wakes up?"
That was a fair question. For all they knew, they were just projecting an image of peaceful slumber on their comatose friend for their own sake.
Monika looked down at Shujinkou and, after pondering that possibility, shook her head. "I don't think he will."
"How can you be so sure?"
Monika looked up and calmly explained, "Because he never wanted to do what he did up 'til that night. Because when he threatened to kill Akuma, it was clear that he didn't want to go through it. Because when it looked like he was, you stepped in to stop him."
"But what does that have to do with-?"
Using her eyes, Monika silently directed Sayori's gaze to Shujinkou. “Remember how I told you that night it was best if nothing happened to you; that wasn’t just because you were the only one who could keep everyone calm. I didn’t completely realize it then, but now I know that when I said that back then, I was including Shujinkou too.
I figured it out when you stopped Shujinkou from killing Akuma. You were probably the only one who could have stopped him then. Your genuine desire to keep him from doing something he’d regret reached the true Shujinkou and gave him the strength to overcome whatever was compelling him to act that way.
I know it sounds strange, but it feels like the reason why Shujinkou seems so peaceful now is because he ultimately won out over the unexplainable that night and it was because of you.”
Sayori looked up at Monika. "You really think that I had that much of an effect then?"
"I do. After all, who was the one that stepped in then to help him?" Monika pointed out with a reassuring smile. "And don't forget, like you said, in spite of how he was acting, his first priority was always our safety."
Sayori closed her eyes and nodded her head. "Yeah… Even though I didn't really see it, I guess a part of Shiko was always there in some way, even at his lowest."
"And didn't he come back from his lowest point before?"
"Mm-hmm."
"Besides, if Shujinkou really is still struggling with whatever made him act like that then we'll just have to be there for him, right?
A tiny smile formed on Sayori's lips. "Yeah."
"Because if a friend needs me to be there-"
Sayori's smile grew wider, her face now brightening up the room. "-We'll be there – to help!"
Laughter soon filled the room. There was no real reason, they just felt like laughing. Just that simple expression of joy was comforting.
Once the laughter died down, Sayori looked down at Shujinkou then back at Monika. There was a peculiar look in her eyes as she grinned. "…Thanks, Monika."
"For what?" she half-jokingly asked.
"For being that friend that'll be there."
Monika was stunned to hear that. Perhaps she should have expected it, but the words Sayori used to express gratitude still affected her greatly.
All she could do at that moment was look down and gently grasp her chest.
She couldn't express how happy those words made her feel.
Chapter 164: The Operation
Chapter Text
"Ah!"
Sayori's high pitched scream loudly bounced around the room. Her heart was pounding so fiercely, it felt like it could explode against her chest. She tightly grasped her flushed cheeks and violently shook her head.
"No! No!" she said over and over, trying to come to grips with the dream she just had.
"Are you okay, Sayori?"
Sayori stopped and soon discovered that Monika had been standing right beside her.
"Uhm…" embarrassment caused her cheeks grew even redder. "I just had a… weird dream."
"Weird" wasn't exactly the correct word used to describe what happened in her head, but that was something Sayori desperately wanted to keep herself.
Desperately looking for something else to focus on, Sayori soon took notice of Monika's current attire. Seeing her dressed in her school uniform set off all kinds of alarms in her head.
"Oh no, I didn't wake up late again, did I?!" she fretted.
"No, no. I just got up early to take care of some things." Monika assured her.
Sayori breathed a sigh of relief. Today was her first day back to school after her "unofficial vacation"; the last thing that she wanted was to have to make a straight dash for it again.
"What were you working on anyway?" Sayori asked.
"It's a secret," Monika said, giving Sayori a coy wink.
"Aw… Do you really have to do your whole secret thing now…?"
"Would it make you feel better if I say it's a surprise? I kinda want to keep it a secret until later."
"Fine…" Sayori pouted. "You must really be feeling better if you're back on your whole secret thing though…"
"Just a surprise… You'll find out later, I promise. For now, why don't you get ready for school?"
"Okay." Sayori stretched her arms as she slowly stood up. If there was one thing she could say for sure after multiple stays at Monika's residence, it was that her floor was expectedly softer than her own bedroom floor. "Ah! Monika!"
Monika looked back from her doorway. She was surprised by the curious, but serious look on her face.
"Do you still remember the promise you made?" Sayori asked.
“You mean the one from last night?”
“Mm-hmm.”
Whilst conversing before going to bed last night, Sayori had made Monika agree to something that would surely come up in the future.
“But isn’t it a little early to be reminding me of that?” she said with a weak chuckle. “After all, that’s a bit off from now.”
“I know. But my dream reminded me to make sure.”
“Wait… Was your dream about-?”
“Ah! Secret! It’s a secret!” Sayori shouted, rapidly waving her hands.
“O-okay,” Monika already had an idea regarding what Sayori was hiding qnd her hectic response was a pretty good confirmation to her theory. “I guess we both have secrets then.”
“Yeah…” Sayori said with an exhausted sigh.
“Well, anyway, I’ll be downstairs if you need me.”
Monika took her leave and walked downstairs.
Sayori…
Monika continued her descent until she felt something brush against her foot. There was a bag sitting next to a suitcase at the bottom of the stairs.
“No way…”
“Way!” a cheery voice answered.
Slipping into Monika’s view, making sure her cousin could see how satisfied she was with her latest victory was Claudette. As if to emphasize it more, she raised her formed a V shape with her right hand. “I scored a flight for today.”
“How?” Monika asked, stunned.
“Luck, I guess,” Claudette said with a disinterested shrug.
“Oh…" The night before Monika had approached Claudette and insisted that she leave as soon as she could. Her cousin was understandably baffled by the sudden suggestion and naturally reluctant to do so. It took a lot of convincing, but Monika was able to prevail in their heated debate. Despite that however, "I didn’t really expect you to leave so soon…”
“If you want me to stay, I’ll cancel my flight right now.” Claudette stated in a succinct, matter-of-fact tone.
“No. You already stayed longer than you planned to for me, and you have your own life and commitments. That’s the entire reason why I convinced you to leave remember?”
“And do you remember that I said I’d still push those off if you need me?”
“I remember and I appreciate everything you’ve done but, I don’t want to hold you up anymore. Besides…" There was a noticeable sparkle in Monika's eyes as she paused. With a smile, she confidently declared, "I mean it this time when I say: I'm fine now."
Every other time Monika had said that lately, it was clear that she was lying. At times, she couldn't even muster up a proper fake smile to try and help her assertion.
But now, it was as clear as day that Monika really did mean what she said.
"Heh…" A nonchalant smile was on Claudette's face as she shrugged. “…Alright. I'll give you this win. I'll let you kick me out."
"Wait!" The two caught a glimpse of Sayori halfway down the stairs. "You're leaving, Claudette?"
She rushed down the steps and tripped over Claudette's bags.
"Whoa!" Her body soon stopped, her face mere inches away from Claudette's chest. She looked up, noticing her arms were currently being held by Claudette's own. "Sorry."
Claudette giggled as she turned her attention to Monika. "How is it one of your friends is more torn up about me leaving than you are?"
"C'mon, Claudette, you know I'd rather you stay," Monika argued.
"So, you're really leaving, Claudette?" Sayori questioned.
She nodded her head.
"But… We didn't get to spend that much time with you."
"I know, it's a tragedy. But hey, I'll be back."
"You promise?"
"Of course."
"Okay…" Sayori jumped up and squeezed Claudette as tightly as possible. "See ya, Claudette."
Keeping her composure, Claudette instinctively pat Sayori on the head as she turned to Monika. Monika could already tell what she was thinking, but her eyes made it even more obvious.
It was if they were screaming, "Seriously, I feel like this should be us; not you kicking me out."
Sayori soon let go, giving Claudette a moment to breathe.
"Seriously, I feel like-"
Her words were immediately cut off by Monika wrapping her arms around her. "Thanks for everything, Claudette."
"Ah…" Claudette placed her hands on Monika's trembling shoulders and brought her cousin back in from of her. Her comforting smile contrasted the regret on Monika's face. "Don't make that face. Seeing my favorite little cousin always makes these visits worth it."
Her attention then shifted to her stuff and she effortlessly lifted them up.
"Welp, I'll finally get out of your hair," Claudette announced. "I expect constant updates about what happens from here on out, 'kay?"
Monika cheerfully nodded her head. "'kay."
"Fair warning, you give me any reason to believe something's going on, I'll come be back here in a heartbeat. If you really don't want that, then you better work hard."
With those encouraging words and a playful wink, Claudette took her leave.
"I miss her already," Sayori thought aloud.
That went without saying for Monika. Even when leaving, her elder cousin still took the time to give her one final boost.
"We better get ready to leave too, Sayori."
"Mm-hmm."
…
Office of Student President, Lunch time.
So…
Fuyu scratched her head. Sitting in front of her was a home-made box lunch. Surrounding her were the sounds of others eating from the similar boxes.
"I probably should have asked this from the start but: What's the occasion for this again?"
What "this" referred to was the group of herself, Rei, Monika, Sayori and Kiyoko sitting on a blanket and eating from the lunch boxes Monika had brought them.
"Just my way of saying thanks for helping get my head back together," Monika cheerfully explained.
"Really?" Surprise floated on Sayori's face. "I thought we were just having lunch together."
"That too, but I just wanted to express my gratitude again."
"It was nothing," Kiyoko replied with a laid-back shrug. "Some of us was just voicing our opinion when asked though."
"Still, thank you."
Fuyu was stunned. The sight of Monika's cheery expression was uncanny. I wonder what Ms. Hiro said to her then.
"So… What do you two plan on doing now?" she asked.
"Specifically? We have absolutely no idea," Monika happily admitted.
"None…?" Fuyu's eyes drifted to Sayori. "Nothing at all?"
"I haven't really gotten around to that all that much…" Sayori admitted, the embarassed tone of her voice contrasting Monika's.
Huh. Monika wondered if they were referring to the files Sayori had mentioned before. I just hope that it isn't anything like what Shujinkou and Mali found during that time…
It still sent chills up her spine thinking back to when she read those, or at least as much as she could. Though now, she couldn't really recall much of what she could make out.
Something only Shujinkou and Mali could see, and she could only partially see… It was another unsolvable mystery from that night and the only positive from finding those was that they knew where Akui was hiding.
And though it seemed unsolvable, from time to time, she couldn't help but wonder what led to those strange circumstances. Why just being in proximity those documents caused her to break out in a nervous sweat and why did Mali seem different but the same at the same time?
What affected Shujinkou as much as it did and was it the same thing that granted him the power he displayed that night?
It wasn't just above average strength, but-
"-nika?"
"Hm?" Monika followed the hands waving in front of her back to Sayori. "What's up?"
"I was asking you about the extra lunch box. Who's it for?"
Monika looked down at her bag, a spare lunchbox barely sticking out of it.
"This one?" Monika neatly pushed it back inside while answering, "It's for Mali."
"Mali?" Sayori's gaze switched between Monika and the bag that held the last lunch. "Mali?"
"Mm-hmm. I know she had to have her own personal reasons for doing so, but she still tried to nudge me to do what I should be doing so I figured I should express my gratitude to her as well. I tried looking for her before coming here but I couldn't find her."
"…Mali?"
"Yep."
"Oh…"
Monika giggled. "You can more after school. I have some leftover at home."
"Okay!"
Monika sighed in relief. With one potential issue down, there was only one thing left to think about.
Still… I wonder where Mali's at right now.
One question that hung in the back of her mind was what Mali was doing since that night. Thinking back, Mali was uncharacteristically silent after Shujinkou collapsed in Sayori's arms.
Openly admitting that she considers Shujinkou a source of entertainment, what would she do if that source was gone?
And if Mali considered him only as a passing interest, why would she try to convince who she sees as one of Shujinkou's potential girlfriends to try and mend the broken bonds with the others?
Monika sighed. Every question just leads to another… Mali's the definition of an enigma.
…
Clubroom of the Literature Club, after school.
"It feels like it's been forever since I've been in here," Sayori’s energetic voice bounced off the walls of their clubroom.
That was a sentiment that Monika shared, adding to her delight watching Sayori skip across the room. It was as some form of normalcy had finally returned.
“Wait…”
Sayori stopped and looked around. With a confused and slightly disappointed face, Sayori faced Monika. “Is it weird that I kinda expected cobwebs and a lot of dust and stuff to clean just to show that we’re partially back in business?”
“No, that actually sounds like it would be pretty nice to do right now,” Monika giggled. “Then again, it does allow us to get straight to business.”
Sayori eagerly nodded her head. “Right. Now we can get started with Operation: Doki Doki Literature Club!"
Sayori’s voice rung throughout the room again, the echo being the only response to her grand declaration.
“Monika?”
Monika was staring at her with a blank expression on her face.
“What’s wrong?”
“…Operation: Doki Doki Literature Club?"
"You don't like that name?"
"It's not that but… why is there a 'Doki Doki' in the name?" The moment Monika heard those four words strung together, she felt both happiness and despair all at once. So much that it felt too much for just one person.
"Because we're trying to bring the club back together and there's bound to be a lot of heart pounding touching moments like we had,” Sayori explained. “Hence 'Doki Doki'."
"Still… That's…"
"That's a little on the nose, don't you think, VP-san?" The closest door swung open following that interjection. “As on the nose as mine and Senpai’s names.”
"Mali?!"
The enigmatic first year giggled at the amount of shock her seniors displayed. "You two seem surprised."
"I…" Sayori's voice shook and her body trembled. How does Shiko handle Mali doing that all the time?
"Mali… What were you doing in there?" Monika asked.
"Eh?" Seemingly surprised by the sudden question, Mali didn't offer a response. Instead, she curiously sized Monika up. "Why say that like my presence here is strange at all?"
"No, I meant why-"
"I know what you meant by what you said. But really, you'd ask the same if I was out in the open because you also really want to know why I'm here. So, I ask again: why say that like my presence here is strange at all? I was under the impression that this was a free space now."
"Wait… Did we lose the clubroom?!" Sayori exclaimed.
"No. No," Monika quickly assured her. "We were close to, but no."
"Eh?"
"I'll tell you later…"
"Wait, were you about to give up the clubroom too?"
"It's not like I could have held on to it if no one was going to use it…"
"Right… That's true…" Sayori nervously chuckled.
Beneath her jovial façade, she was still a bit shocked over learning that. She wasn't trying to start an argument, but unknowingly expressing her surprise.
She knew it was too late to even consider or worry about, but losing the clubroom would have been-
"Wow, it's really surprising seeing you two here and acting like the status quo is restored," Mali's expression of amazement interrupted Sayori's thoughts. Her face was bright with her usual smile before it suddenly darkened with sorrow. "Aw… I was really getting used to the idea that I would have Senpai all to myself."
"Eh? But…! But Shiko has other friends," Sayori frantically pointed out.
"True, but given various circumstances, I would have had the most available time to spend with him," Mali effortlessly countered. "Maybe even become his new best friend."
"Ah…" Sayori couldn't respond to that.
Monika, however, could. "You say that, but if that’s true then why would you try to talk to Natsuki and Yuri like you did with me?”
“Oh. Should’ve known School President-san would’ve mentioned that…" Mali said with a sigh.
“So, you’ve been trying to help us, Mali?” Mali asked.
“You say that like I’ve never helped before.”
“I wasn’t trying to say that! It’s just… well… I kinda thought you wouldn’t be around much with Shiko asleep right now.”
“Hm… That does sound logical. After all, Senpai’s my main interest. I should be by Senpai’s side right now or just moving on to my other pursuits because who knows how long he'll be comatose. Who knows if he even wants to come back after everything that was done to him?”
“And yet you’re here.” Monika pointed out.
“Ah, but Idol-san, you should know by now that I do what I want, when I want to do it," Mali reminded her. "So, why say that as if I'm really here for you two?”
“Perhaps you’re here waiting to see which of the branching paths you’ll take.”
A knowing smile flashed on Mali's face. “Ah. You’re really proving that your status as ‘Idol’ isn’t just for show."
She exchanged a brief glance with the two before continuing.
"Moving on, this 'Operation: Doki Doki Literature Club', it’s a fancy way of announcing your intention to mend the broken bonds with Senpai’s other potentials."
She then crossed her arms and breathed a disappointed sigh.
"Unfortunately, Senpai isn’t awake right now, which is too bad since Senpai being here would make things a whole lot easier. No one can just match Senpai’s innocent and reassuring existence; even the most hardened demon of darkness can be taken aback by it.
Senpai’s absence will especially be tough in regard to Natsuki-chan. Don’t you agree VP-san?”
“Huh?”
“You of all people had to have recognized some similarities of the circumstances Senpai and Natsuki-chan have just from what you glimpsed. That’s why you took her school files, right?”
Sayori's body tensed. “Y-You knew about that?!”
“Well, ‘I’ did a bunch of snooping last month. And knowing what I know about Senpai now and after seeing Senpai's father firsthand and how he interacted with Senpai's mom…"
"Jomei was here!?"
Sayori's surprised shout shook Monika. She realized that she never did get around to mentioning her own encounter with Jomei.
"I should probably mention that I actually ran into him too recently…" Monika timidly admitted.
"You too?! What was Jomei doing here?"
"Not seeing his son as expected. He was just here to see the fallout of the grudge match he's related to," Mali explained bluntly.
"Of course… Maybe there's one good thing about Shiko being asleep right now: he didn't have to deal with that again," Sayori somberly thought aloud.
"Ah, but let's not get off topic. We were talking about Natsuki=chan, right? I was just thinking that now that I know about Senpai and you being his best friend, I think I have a pretty good idea of what you plan on doing."
Mali's eyes narrowed and her smile vanished. There was a serious air to her, something that was uncanny to the two club members.
"I have to say Club VP-san, that plan of yours is pretty risky, intrusive and overall, a potential detriment to half your plan. You’re risking Natsuki-chan hating you forever.”
Monika immediately looked at Sayori. She knew Sayori took those files, but she never got around to asking what she planned to do with them.
Judging from the regret Sayori displayed, Mali wasn't exaggerating.
“…I know that," Sayori confirmed. "But… I already watched my best friend go through something like that. I can't let another too if its really the same."
"Hmm…" Mali continued to stare at Sayori, before suddenly giggling. "Okay!"
"Okay?"
"One of Senpai's most consistent desires is to make his best friend happy, but he can't because he's out of commission. I guess that means I'll have to put my selfish desire to have him to myself aside and provide a little assistance in his place.
"Really?" A big smile crossed Sayori's face. "Thanks, Mali."
"Ah, but don't think that means I'll lead you all the way. I've never even held Senpai's hand the entire way so I can't just do more for his potentials. Maybe a little tip will do."
"What kind of a tip?"
"You should probably focus on Lilium candidum-san first."
"Who?" Sayori asked, perplexed.
"Yuri," Monika explained.
"But why'd she call her lilium candidum?"
"It's a scientific name for lilies which is Yuri's name."
"I had another nickname, but she wasn't too keen on that. She and Natsuki-chan really weren’t keen on the first nicknames I gave them," Mali lamented.
"…So, any specific reason why you'd want us to focus on Yuri first?" Monika questioned.
"Aha, telling you that would be giving you more assistance than I give Senpai. Though I do wonder if you could qualify some of the stuff 'I' did during that time 'assisted' Senpai. Well, it certainly kept him alive at the end," Mali playfully mused. "Ah, but then again, I did say I would try and fill in for Senpai and he would not rest until he could think of something he could do."
She closed her eyes and just as playfully scratched her right cheek, wondering what she could do in Shujinkou's place.
"Hmm… Maybe I could take on what Club VP-san had in mind."
"Huh? But that's-!"
Mali interrupted Sayori's cry with one simple fact, "Natsuki-chan already doesn't like me, so wouldn't it be better if I take on that friendship-destroying gamble."
"But why though?"
"It's simple… Because it's the Senpai thing to do, of course. Accepting the potential consequences for others is so Senpai, right?"
Sayori didn't answer, instead she wrapped her arms around Mali, drawing her into a tight embrace.
"Thanks, Mali…" she softly thanked.
"…When I said I was filling in for Senpai, I didn't mean this much," Mali chuckled.
Mali gently wrenched her way free of Sayori's embrace and lightly pushed her away.
"Besides, you shouldn't really thank me unless I get results," she continued as she turned towards the exit. "By the way, Club VP-san, you should really return that those files before School President-san gets in trouble."
"Right… Ah, but… Um…"
"Don't stress yourself out, Club VP-san, you'll feel even more guilty if you actually let me see them; not to mention ruin me doing this myself anyway."
"But how are you?"
"Don't worry about me. After all, I've been doing some snooping too."
With one final giggle, Mali walked out of their clubroom.
"Mali's as confusing as ever, but when it comes down to it, she keeps helping us," Sayori happily acknowledged.
"I don't doubt that she's helping but…"
"But what?"
Monika wasn't sure how to articulate it, but the way Mali would occasionally refer to herself concerned her. "Never mind. What's most important is the fact that she's helping us. With that acknowledged, then we should probably go with her tip for now."
"Right! Time to commence Operation: Doki Doki Literature Club!"
Chapter 165: The Guilty
Chapter Text
"Ow!" Sayori's shriek of pain echoed through the nurse's office.
"Sorry, Sayori," Monika apologized. "But I have to dap it with alcohol."
"Ok… Just be quick."
Sayori tightly shut her eyelids and her body was suddenly as stiff as a plank of wood.
"Alright…" Monika slowly brought the alcohol-soaked rag towards Sayori's cheeks and lightly dabbed it between them.
Despite her best efforts, tiny sounds of pain slipped past Sayori's lips.
"And… Done."
Monika removed the rag from her Sayori's face and disposed of it in a nearby bin. She then grabbed a few bandages and brought them to the cuts on Sayori's cheeks.
As she gently placed them over the fresh wounds, Monika noticed Sayori staring off into the distance with red cheeks.
"Sayori?"
"Eh?" She looked up at her with confused eyes, as if waking up for a trance. "Oh, uhm…"
She started softly chuckling, her red cheeks growing even brighter.
"I was just thinking about all the times Shiko did this for me when we were kids," she admitted, embarrassed. "Then again, he's even done stuff like this after joining the club."
Her laughter soon came to an end and the only expression of emotion left on her face was a small wistful smile.
"Shiko's always took care of me, in spite of his own troubles…"
"Sayori…"
Sayori shook her head and smiled. "Sorry, it's just that I really miss Shiko right now. But you don't have to worry about me there; I've got experience waiting to see Shiko again."
Monika cocked her head with an intrigued smile. "Now that I think about it, you used to talk about Shujinkou all the time before he joined the club, didn't you?"
"Yeah, talking about our childhood days felt like it was the only way to be near him in any way back then. Actually, speaking of our childhood… You'd really think that I'd be used to alcohol on my scratches but it's still as painful as ever!"
"I don't think anyone can get used to stuff like that, Sayori…"
"You'd think I would after enduring it so much!"
"If pain was something that we could get used to then… Honestly, the only effect would be not feeling it; we’d still have to deal with the source of the pain," Monika noted. "And knowing that reminds you that pain itself is an indicator that something is wrong and needs attention.
Can you imagine what would happen if we didn’t have that indication?”
“Um…”
Sayori was stunned. She followed Monika's response perfectly and was still stunned.
“Sorry, I kinda went on a tangent there," Monika apologized, embarrassed.
“Don’t be sorry, I’m glad you went on one. It really shows you’re in a better mood," Sayori beamed.
“Mm.”
“Still… Couldn’t the indicator be less… painful?” Sayori winced, caressing her cheeks.
“Wouldn’t be as effective in that case," Monika pointed out.
“Still…”
Monika couldn't help but laugh at Sayori's insistence, if only how relatable a feeling it was. “So, ready to go?”
“Yeah!" Sayori jumped up from bed, eagerly awaiting to-. "Wait, where are we going? You never said about going anywhere else.”
“Well, since we missed Yuri on the way out and had to make a pit stop here, it’s highly likely that she’s home by now, you know. So, I figure that could be our next destination.”
“I was hoping that could be an option. Now I can make up for falling from that tree.”
"There's really nothing to make up for there."
"It could have costed us time."
"Actually, timewise, it's more likely to be beneficial."
"Really?"
"Enough time for someone to settle in at home."
"Oh. Then I guess falling out of that tree was a good thing to happen to me."
"I wouldn't go that far…"
"Anyway, let's go!"
Sayori happily skipped out of the Nurse's Office, blissfully unaware that Monika didn't follow behind. There was something on her mind.
It's kinda weird to be following Mali's advice after everything. It feels like we're all pieces in a game or plan of hers. Still, our goals do overlap so… it's not bad to continue doing so, right?
Am I second guessing everything because of how she acted during then or am I feeling uneasy about planning encounters like this? Even without Mali, this was what we were going to do right? Is there actually a line between playing it by ear and intense planning?
Shaking her head, Monika tried to calm herself with some playful laughter.
I better not stress myself out too much. If I do, Claudette might sense it and show up at my doorstep…
"Monika?" Sayori's head soon popped into the doorway, shooting a confused look her way. "What are you waiting for? Let's go."
"Right."
Wasting no more time, the two took off for their next location.
"You've talked to Yuri before, right? How'd that go?" Sayori questioned.
"Eh… Not that good…" Monika sighed. "For one, I wasn't even really confident that I could make much head way with anyone. I didn't even really know what to say other than a half-hearted, 'It'll be okay' basically."
"So, do you know what to say now?"
"Um…" That was a good question, one that Monika didn't put too much thought into. "I guess this time I'll be confidentially honest and listen to what she says?"
"So, basically what Shiko did the first time she skipped a club meeting due to Akuma?"
"Pretty much…"
It was strange how reminiscing such a time could inspire both happiness and sadness.
That was actually the first time I heard Shujinkou say… You know. Last time, I really didn't know what to say so it really shocked me when Shujinkou only had to make that declaration to get through to her," Monika recalled wistfully. "I used to think that something else was the reason for that, but now I know better."
"'Something else'?" Sayori's eyes grew wide with curiosity. "What did you think that was?"
"Well…" Monika remained silent for what seemed like forever. "It's a secret."
"Aw, seriously…" Sayori's disappointed face heavily contrasted the glee on Monika's. "You're keeping secrets now?"
"Like you said, I'm in a better mood," Monika giggled.
"But what if this secret is something that helps us?"
"Trust me, Sayori, with our current situation, this secret couldn't be helpful even if we wanted it to be."
"Okay… But why do you have to have so many secrets?" Sayori complained.
"Everyone's allowed their secrets."
"But so many…"
…
Monika and Sayori waited patiently before the front door of Yuri's house.
"There's no answer…" Sayori said.
"Um…" Monika didn't want to say it, but she realized at this moment that just getting the door opened would be a daunting task all on its own.
"It'd be really convenient if Yuri left the front door open like I do sometimes."
"Eh…" That was the only response Monika could muster up. From her perspective, it may best not to say anything else.
Suddenly, the door slowly cracked open. From the dark slit, the two could see a small, beady red eye staring back at them.
"Monika? Sayori?" a childish voice sputtered with surprise.
The door opened further revealing Yuki to them.
"Hey, Yuki," Monika greeted. "Guess I don’t need to ask if you remember us, right?”
Yuki glanced down at Grimm. “No, you were hiding then, remember? And they were only here to pick up Yuri then.”
Yuki looked up at the visitors then back down at Grimm.
“…that’s not nice to say, Grimm…” she whispered.
"Wow…" Sayori bent down in front of them, her eyes sparkling with wonder. "So that's Grimm. Grimm's as awesome as Shiko and Yuri described."
"'Shiko'?" Yuki repeated, perplexed.
"That's what I called Shujinkou since we were kids: Shiko."
"Shiko… That's a really cool nickname!"
The child looked down at her stuffed toy, her face distorting with disappointment. "You've been really grouchy lately, Grimm."
"Eh? Why would such a cool looking bear be so grouchy?" Sayori questioned.
"Because Big Sis has been upset lately."
"Oh…"
"Hey, is Shujinkou up yet?"
Sayori shook her head. "No… Shiko's still sleeping."
"Aw… Shujinkou could definitely make Yuri happy like he always does," Yuki lamented. "Plus, I just want him to feel better too."
"Me too…" Sayori empathized. "But we can definitely help with the first one. Is Yuri here right now?"
The child shook her head. “Uh-uh. She doesn’t really come home after school much lately.”
“She doesn’t?” Sayori noted.
“Uh-uh.”
“Do you know where she could be?” Monika questioned.
“Um… Maybe she’s at her favorite store at the mall. The one where she gets all her atmospheric stuff at.”
"Alright!" Jumping up, Sayori clenched her fists in excitement. "We'll go check over now and try and make her feel better, ok?"
Yuki silently nodded her head.
Accepting this silent acknowledgement, Sayori took Monika's hand and started their journey towards their next destination. "See you later, Yuki!"
As she was dragged along behind, Monika couldn't hide her amazement over the way Sayori handled talking to Yuki.
“I remember Yuri talking about a store where she gets her relaxing stuff at. Sounds like she really likes it there," Sayori thought aloud.
"You think that means she'll be there now"
“It’s our only lead right now, so we have to investigate it.”
“That's true."
"Yep, um…" Sayori energetic stride soon slowed to a crawl.
“What's wrong?"
“I was just remembering when Shiko told me about the time he went to the mall with Yuri. He was surprised that she wasn’t mad at him anymore. Actually, he said that about everyone.”
“Mad?" Monika repeated perplexed. "When did this happen?"
"The weekend after we got our clubroom.”
"The weekend after…" Monika's cheeks immediately grew red with embarrassment upon realizing what Sayori was referring to. "Oh… Um… I can’t really speak for the others but I’m sure none of us were really mad at him then… Still, kind of proves my point about you staying safe during that night. You were the only one that didn’t leave him behind then.”
“Don’t feel down, Monika. What’s important is that there’re are no hard feelings on both sides.”
“I think one side didn’t have hard feelings at all, but thanks Sayori.”
Sayori smiled, speeding up her stride once again.
“By the way, Sayori, I’ve been wondering this for a while but… Why have you suddenly start calling Shujinkou ‘Shiko’?” Monika queried.
“Why? Because Shiko let me call him that again," Sayori happily answered.
“So, where’d ‘Shiko’ come from?”
“It came from a long time ago when I was playing a name rearranging game with… Um…”
Judging from the time she was referring to and reluctance, it was clear to Monika who Sayori was referring to. “Hiroko?”
“Yeah… I’m still not used to openly talking about her," Sayori solemnly admitted. "I spent so long not trying to accidentally blurt her out that it’s kinda weird to do the opposite."
"We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to."
"No, no. I'm fine. Anyway, we were playing a game and as we were taking letters out of his name to try and see what words we can make out of it, we ended up with ‘Shiko’." A happy, dreamlike smile crossed Sayori's face as she reminisced. "I immediately liked it and started calling him that from then on.”
“And he didn’t mind?”
“Not really and I’m glad he didn’t. It’s kinda nice having a special name for him.”
“It does sound nice. Maybe that's why Natsuki seems happy to call Shujinkou 'Dummy' after awhile," Monika theorized.
"You noticed that too? I kinda thought I was crazy thinking that she looked happy whenever she called him that, especially when he didn't really do anything to deserve it," Sayori confessed.
“And now that I think about it, Mali’s referring to Shujinkou as ‘Senpai’ doesn’t seem as much as a taunt as it used to," Monika continued.
“Really?" Sayori took a moment to think of every previous exchange she witnessed between Shujinkou and Mali. "Oh yeah, it doesn’t seem as mean as it used to. I guess I’m not crazy for thinking that Mali’s becoming nicer too, at least to Shiko.”
“It’s possible. Her entire attitude overall does seem different since we first met her. I wonder…”
“Hm? ‘Wonder’ what?”
“Never mind, it’s nothing. We better hurry up and get to the mall before Yuri leaves," Monika hastily answered as she took the lead.
Sayori could only stare ahead, confused by what just happened.
…
"Hey, Monika… Does it look like some people are buying Christmas gifts early to you?" Sayori questioned.
Looking around the mall, Monika could see a few sparse items that could only lead to that conclusion: wrapping papers and items that look romantic in nature.
"Yeah, but it's not surprising some are looking to get their things before the rush," Monika replied.
"Oh, I know, I'm just surprised that it's going to be that time of the year soon. Speaking of which, did you know Shiko sometimes does gift related things super early?"
"Really?"
"Yeah. One time he even outright asked me what I wanted during the summer."
"Huh." Looking around once again, Monika unknowingly smiled at the sights. "You know, once this all over with, we'll probably have to contend with the gift rush ourselves."
"Aw…" Sayori whined. "…I'm not looking forward to that again. Hiroko had to save me from getting trampled a few times."
"Seriously," Monika gasped.
"Or it felt like trampling. All I know is that she saved me from crowds when we were shopping for Shiko."
"Being a lifesaver really does run in the family, huh?"
"Yeah… She really was a lifesaver…" Sayori agreed, wistfully laughing.
They continued their trek through the mall before finally reaching their location. Once they were inside, Sayori wasted no time frantically searching the store.
Contrasting her friend's speedy search, Monika took her time scanning the surroundings. Not really sure if this is a place that would give away evidence by treating it like a crime scene investigation though…
Right after that thought, Sayori jumped in front of her. "Do you see her yet?"
Monik shook her head. "There's not really much to check in here. We probably missed her, or she was never here at all."
"But… Where else can Yuri be?"
"Hm…"
As she pondered that question, Monika's eyes were drawn to what looked to be a store employee. She approached the employee. "Excuse me?"
The employee looked up. She was wearing a name tag with Kandela neatly written across it.
"Oh, hello, may I help you?" she asked.
Monika nodded her head. "Have you seen a girl with long purple hair, matching eyes, wears purple hair clips and may have been wearing uniforms like ours?"
"Hmm…" Kandela examined Monika from head to toe then did the same for Sayori. "Could you be friends with Yuri?"
"Yeah!" Sayori chimed in.
Kandela was silent once again.
"You must be Monika," she said facing Monika. She then turned to Sayori. "And you must be Sayori."
"Wow," Sayori marveled. "How did you know which one of us is which?"
"Yuri gave me vivid descriptions of her friends. It was one of the ways I was able to identify your shared male friend."
"You met Shiko too?"
"Young man with a strand of his hair standing up that looks as if It can form a question mark when confused?"
"That's him!" Sayori chirped. "Ah, wait, we were talking about Yuri. Have you seen her?"
"She was here earlier," Kandela confirmed. "But I have no idea where she was going next."
"Oh…"
"Still, if you are searching for her, then I should warn you that she may seem a bit more cold than you two are probably expecting."
"Cold?" Sayori repeated, perplexed.
"Remember that if you catch up to her," Kandela advised.
"But…"
"Thank you for the advice," Monika interjected. "We'll be on our way now."
Taking Sayori by the hand, Monika led her out of the store.
"Yuri seemed cold? Even with everything that's happened, that's a bit hard to see in my head now," Sayori admitted.
"…Even so, Yuri must have explained her circumstances to her somewhat. She seemed knowledgeable," Monika concluded.
"That's true..."
"Well, it's not really something we need to focus on. Right now, we have to figure out where Yuri is."
“But she wasn’t at our only lead. Where else could we look?”
An idea instantly came to Monika; however, it wasn't one that she was comfortable asking.
But it may possibly be our only lead at the moment.
"Monika?"
Steeling herself for the possible ramifications, Monika asked, "Sayori… When Shujinkou was still grieving over his sister, do you know how he spent his evenings?”
“Well…" Sayori closed her eyes. "He wasn’t really home after school a lot. Auntie Hiro said he’d just be wandering around and I even caught him doing that myself from time to time.”
“Yeah, I indulged in that mindset a little myself the last few days… But only knowing that we can only infer that Yuri probably isn’t home yet and is on the move without any rhyme or reason.”
“…You know, I think that maybe there was something to Shiko’s back then.”
“Really?”
Sayori opened her eyes. “I actually caught him one time spending a lot of time where Hiroko died at. He was just standing there, really sad and crying.”
Hearing that, Monika recalled the dream she had on Devil’s Night. She saw a younger Shujinkou all alone in the rain, crying how he kept losing the people he cared about.”
“Oh…”
Despite the uncomfortable air the question wrought, it did however confirm her own thoughts.
"If that's the case, then maybe…"
"What?"
"If Yuri was doing that now, then I can think of at least three spots where she could be at," Monika explained. "And one that could be accessed the easiest would be…"
"The hospital roof?"
Monika shook her head. "The place where she was captured at."
"You really think that one spot would be more important than the other locations?" Sayori wondered.
"Mm-hmm. Remember, Shujinkou was with Yuri when that happened and what did Yuri say when she was brought before us?"
"She said… She said Shiko was shot and tossed into a river," Sayori recalled with sorrowful sigh. "Yeah… I can see why that would be a place she would go to like Shiko did with Hiroko's place. But we don't know exactly where that happened at."
"Well, I'm thinking it would have to be the closest river from my home, unless they went further than that. Considering the feats Shujinkou was capable of that night, I don't know if there's actually a limit to how much ground they covered.
Still, we should probably walk along the closest canal from my house and see if we can her or at least anything there."
"Okay."
…
There was a tense air as the two followed the river. It was expected; what else would they feel when trying to find a place where their friends were hurt.
What made things even more tense was the fact that Sayori hasn't said a word since agreeing to come here. She had just been hanging back with an unsure look on her face.
"So…" Monika immediately looked back at Sayori, surprised by her first word in a while. "How bad was Shiko after Akui took me and Natsuki?"
"It's kind of hard to say," Monika replied with a heavy sigh. "I'm not even sure how to describe what was going on with him that night other than what he told me. The thing is, it was a very stressful situation for him. He was really worried about you when you weren't around to walk with him to school and it got worse when he discovered Natsuki was missing.
You could assume it was just him being worried until those documents he found and then that's when everything went down. Last time I saw him, he was extremely worried and the next, he was dealing with threats like he was a fantasy hero.
So, I guess you didn't really miss much when you saw the final result. How he was acting that night was new to all of us."
"Oh…" The uncertainty on Sayori's face distorted further into worry. "You don't think me dropping him on his head caused him to start acting like that, do you?"
"I don't think a simple drop to the head could explain the one-man assault…" Monika assured her.
"But what about the not acting like Shiko part. He started acting weird right after."
"I can't explain it, but I'm pretty sure that none of us had anything to do with Shujinkou not acting like himself. Especially since despite the worry, he was still fine for the most part until he came to save us. "
Before she could say anymore, Monika noticed something peculiar on the ground in front of them.
There were splatters of dried blood running along the ground towards the water.
"Is that… Is that really Shiko's blood?"Sayori murmured.
"The splatters does make it look like someone was shot here, but…" Monika looked around. "Looks like she's not here."
Despite her disappointment, Monika soon found herself thinking about the last time she saw Shujinkou before he carried out his rescue.
"I wonder if what happened here was what caused Shujinkou to suddenly go from worried to brutal?" she wondered aloud.
"You think that losing so much and getting hurt all at once pushed him into thinking he had to fight like that?"
"The timeframe matches up, plus, if Shujinkou could do what he could do later here, then he definitely wouldn't have gotten hurt in the first place."
"I guess, but I don't think Shiko could do that."
"Hm?" Monika looked back at her friend, confused by her statement.
"It seems he could only do stuff like that when he wasn't acting like Shiko, because if he could then he wouldn't have gotten so hurt when he was trying to save Natsuki," Sayori pointed out.
"Oh yeah…"
It was at that point where Monika remembered Mali's assurance regarding Shujinkou's safety when he came to rescue them the first time. She said that Mali was with him even when she was leaving him.
I conceded that the whole night was strange but… Thinking about it more… Effortless systematic kidnappings, knowledge of us, those weird documents, Mali pointing us in the right direction, Shujinkou's rapidly detoriating mental states, police unwillingness to get involved, Claudette and I kidnapped in broad daylight, Shujinkou's second winds after getting hurt which led to him invoking a sense of invincibility…
In hindsight, not only was all of that really weird, but also a little contrived…
It just so happens that someone form Yuri's past has a connection to someone from Shujinkou's past. Stuff like that can happen, but everything happened so quickly after Akuma was exposed which was done by Mali revealing evidence to Shujinkou. And around the same time Shujinkou had a talk with Mali afterwards, Sayori and Natsuki were taken and that was when Shujinkou's decline started. Plus, he was acting a little out of character before that in the nurse's office…
Everything really does seem too coincidental when you think about it. And the final strange thing was Shujinkou abruptly falling into a coma. From the sounds of it, you would think he induced it on himself, even though that shouldn't be possible to do just then and there.
But that's all I can conclude… That it seems coincidental. Because, even with that thought process, too many things are so unexplainable that none of may really get a concrete answer to what that night really was.
And I can't help but wonder if actually knowing would be better for us or worse…
Monika sighed.
Is that why I've been hesitant to really ask Mali what she knows? Am I just trying to show her signs of trust or do I not want to make it so we don't have as much help as possible. She seems earnest about helping us in Shujinkou's stead and like I admitted earlier, she has been kinder to him but…
It's like Natsuki always says, you really can't tell what she's thinking and that's how she likes it.
"Monika?"
Monika shook her head, ridding herself of distracting thoughts. What's up?"
"You've just been staring off into space? Have you been daydreaming?" Sayori asked.
"No. I was just thinking some crazy things," Monika replied with a soft chuckled.
"Oh. It's just that you've been scratching your right cheek like Shiko lately that I thought… Ah!"
"What? What is it?"
"I just realized you haven't been scratching your right cheek like Shiko does!"
"Huh?" Monika looked down at her right hand then caressed her respective cheek. "Oh yeah, I haven’t done that lately. That's strange."
"I've been meaning to ask since that night: why did you start doing that?"
"I'm not so sure myself. The habit came out of nowhere and now it vanished just the same."
"Well, that's good. That wasn't really a Monika thing to do anyway."
"'A Monika thing'? What's a thing I do a lot?"
"Keep secrets."
"Really…?" Monika said with weak chuckle. "That's really something I do so much that it's constantly brought up."
"Well, you do have a lot…" Sayori pouted. "Not to mention your super-secret story."
"I already apologized for that one, even though I feel like I'm being peer pressured into sharing it."
"We don't have time to talk about super-secret stories, Monika!" Sayori snapped. "We have to find Yuri before it's too late!"
She just changed subjects…
"Come on, let's go check those other places you mentioned!"
Not giving Monika a chance to respond, Sayori took off for their next destination.
This has to be payback for earlier…
That was all Monika could think as she tried to catch up with Sayori.
Later that night…
"She wasn't at any of them…" Sayori moaned.
"It's entirely possibly that we missed her or even that she wasn't at any of those place at all."
"You mean my lead was wrong?!"
"No, it's just that it was always a 50/50 chance. While some can't help but be drawn to important locations, others may absolutely do everything to avoid places that remind them of their traumatic experiences," Monika explained. "Like I once did."
"Me too… So, I guess the only thing we could do now is wake up early and head to her house before she goes off to do… Whatever she may do on the weekend."
"Sounds like a plan."
With a new plan in mind, the two could finally go to their final destination in peace.
"I wonder if there's been any change with Shiko yet?" Sayori wondered aloud. "How long do people stay in comas again, Monika?"
"It depends. It's really something that can be rushed."
"Well, at least he looks more peaceful than before," Sayori conceded. "He hasn't looked like that in a really long time… at least when sleeping."
"Yeah, I'm glad he's at least fine while he's resting," Monika happily agreed.
The two soon arrived at Shujinkou's house only to find something truly unexpected there.
"Yuri?" Sayori gasped.
The young maiden slowly turned towards them. Her eyes were dull and somewhat lifeless.
"Sayori… Monika… What are you doing here?" she asked.
"We're here to see Shiko. Are you here to see him too?" Sayori excitedly asked.
"Not really… I was wandering around and found myself here."
"Ah. Well, since you're here, why don't you come in with us to check up on him?"
"Check up on him…" Yuri slowly shook her head. "No, I don't really want to."
"But… You're already here."
"Like I said, I was just ended up here by chance."
"Still, you're already here. Aren't you at least curious to see how Shiko's doing after everything?"
"No."
"You really don't?"
"No."
Sayori stared at Yuri with curious eyes. After a moment of silence, she shook her head. "…I don't believe that. I really don't think that you just came here randomly. I think deep down, you really want to see how Shiko's doing, right?"
"I told you, that's why I'm not here," Yuri refuted.
"Maybe not, but don't you think that it might make you feel better to see Shujinkou doing better?" Monika calmly proposed.
"Doing better… How could he be doing better if he wasn't at school today?" Yuri countered.
"There are other ways of doing better. You could see it for yourself right now if you want to."
"But I really don't want to. I was just arguing your point."
"Still, and I'm speaking from experience, it may help alleviate you of any bad feelings if you do so."
Yuri didn't respond. She snuck a glimpse of Shujinkou's home before quickly turning her gaze back to Monika.
"…You seem to be mistaken, Monika. I don't posses these 'bad feelings' you speak of. I told you before, I just simply want to be left alone," she coldly corrected.
"But that can't be true at all! If you really wanted to be alone so much, then you would have done everything in your power to avoid coming here!" Sayori countered. "You would have made sure you could never have wandered here."
"Nobody's perfect and I… I… I don't have to justify myself to you."
"Wha-?"
"Now if you'll excuse me, I have to return home now."
With nothing more to say, Yuri pushed herself past her former friends.
"Yuri…!" Sayori called out.
Responding to her desperate call, the young maiden stopped.
"JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!"
Chapter 166: The Guilty Part 2
Chapter Text
“So, Sayori…” Monika’s eyes scoured the ceiling staring down at her. “Do you think I’m acting a little too comfortable right now?”
“What do you mean?” Sayori curiously questioned. "How is this too comfortable?"
“It’s just that we’re both laying across Shujinkou’s floor right now and... I know that it’s okay for you to do so but me…”
“I’m sure Shiko wouldn’t mind."
"I don't know. I don't think I hold the same position to do stuff like that in here."
"I don't think it's that big of a deal, I've been doing this with Shiko since we met." Turning over, Sayori looked down upon Monika's face, her curiosity contrasting her friend's surprise. "Plus, he's been to your house a few times; haven’t you two did at your house at least one time?”
“Um…” Monika’s cheeks were slightly red as she recalled the answer to that question. “Yeah... Yeah, we did. Maybe it's just the timing…”
As Monika tried to regain her calm, Sayori turned towards the sleeping Shujinkou. "I can't believe how badly that went for us…"
“Yeah… I didn’t really expect things to be easy at all, but that was pretty bad."
“What I don’t get is why she’s so mad at us though. Did something happen during the times I was gone?”
Monika shook her head. “Nothing you aren’t aware of. We were worried and eventually captured and the rest is history.”
"But what about after?" Sayori questioned.
"Um… Not as bad as earlier."
“…But why is she angry at us though?”
“I can’t say for sure. There could be a lot of reasons," Sitting up, Monika shook her head in disbelief. "Really, I should have seen this coming considering how Yuri’s been acting since Shujinkou was tossed into that river.”
“But still, why us though? It doesn’t make any sense," Sayori asserted.
“Well, I can’t really say anything judgmental myself considering how I’ve been acting," Monika sighed. Plus, if I, someone who objectively was the least traumatized by this event acted the way I did then imagine what Yuri’s going through.”
“But… why us though…? Why would any of that mean that she be so angry at us?" Sayori lamented. "I mean… that's not how it went last time…"
"…I don't know," Monika solemnly admitted. "I guess that's something that only Yuri knows."
That was hard for her to admit, but it wasn’t as daunting as what else was on her mind. Monika slowly turned her attention to Shujinkou and sighed. "Something Yuki said really spoke to me."
"You mean how Yuri's doing what Shiko used to do?"
"No… When she said that Shujinkou could definitely make Yuri happy. Maybe we should address the elephant in the room and admit that things would definitely be easier if Shujinkou was awake right now."
"Yeah… I was thinking that a lot for awhile now. If Shiko didn't fall into a coma that night, then maybe we all wouldn't have separated so easily." A soft chuckle slipped out of Sayori as she averted her gaze. "I know for a fact that he wouldn't have left you alone after everything. Plus, there's also the fact that Natsuki would only talk to him after the thing with her father."
"It's why I called him the 'The Heart' of the club, because at the end of the day, we can't deny that everyone is closest to him."
A heavy air hung over the two. It seemed to stay there until Sayori spoke up. "…Still… We can't give up! Sure, everyone's closest to Shiko, but we're still pretty close too! There has to be a way for us to figure out how to make Yuri feel better."
Monika giggled. "No one said anything about giving up, but thanks, Sayori. You raised morale like always."
"So, what should we do now? Do we still go with the go to her house idea?"
"I don't know. We should probably think about our next move carefully. Maybe we can search for ideas from how I help getting back on my feet."
"How'd that go again?"
"Eh… A lot of people trying to talk to me while I tried to avoid them…" Monika admitted with red face.
"D-Did you yell at anyone?" Sayori worriedly questioned.
"No!" Monika's face grew even redder after realizing the implications behind her response. "I mean, no, it was just… a lot of things that would take forever to explain in detail. I really doubt saying that we're willing to listen to her is going to work at the moment, at least if we just go up and just say that."
"But that's what we want and that's what got me here so…"
"It's too complicated to just put it into words or a sequence of events. There are a lot of things you can't plan for. When I came to you, the first few sentences were the only things I thought of; I let my true feelings do the rest."
"Now that you mention it… I keep forgetting sometimes that's why Shiko's so good making people feel better."
"Along with a seemingly universal and endless degree of empathy," Monika added.
"We're empathetic," Sayori insisted.
"But not people who could relate to her the most. Another reason we're all closest to Shujinkou… He can really relate with others."
"We can relate. Not as well as Shiko, but we're still friends; we can relate! All we need to do is find out why is she mad at us."
"I guess that would be the mystery we need to uncover before we can do anything else," Monika calmly concluded. "But maybe that's something we can tackle after a good night's sleep."
"I guess… Looking for Yuri all evening was pretty tiring," Sayori conceded.
“So, you want to stay over at my house again or would you rather go home?”
“Actually, I think I’ll stay here and try and take care of Shiko anyway I can. You know, to make up for not being here in the first place.”
“Sayori…”
“I know, but I want to do it too.”
Monika closed her eyes. Seconds later, a dour look filled her face.
"Monika?" Sayori worriedly called.
"Sorry… I just had a really unpleasant thought pop up in my head. Anyway, I'll see you tomorrow, okay?"
"Okay."
With a wave goodbye, Monika took one step towards the doorway.
"Hey, Monika."
She turned around, surprised by the seriousness displayed on Sayori's face.
“What’s wrong?”
“Monika, why would someone want to be alone at times like these?”
“Oh… I don’t know. I guess it’s just a natural response everyone has.”
“Yeah… I guess that’s how it is." A bright smile suddenly crossed Sayori's face. "Sorry for the random question. Anyway, good night, Monika.”
"Good night, Sayori."
Sayori energetically waved goodbye until Monika was out of sight. Once she confirmed she was alone, she turned her attention to Shujinkou.
"Ehehe… Me taking care of you; Can you imagine that, Shiko? I mean, when has it ever been the other way around? Even this year alone, you've done that more than I could for you.
Then again, you'd probably say the same thing. Still, it felt really weird saying that considering all I can do right now is watch you sleep and hope you wake up soon.”
Unsure of what to say next, Sayori playfully scratched her right cheek.
"That thing that Monika said about things being easier if you were awake… That must have really been hard for her to say out loud like that. That was something that was bothering her for a long time, so it had to be hard. And us messing up right now probably didn't help.
But it's really something is Yuki recognizes that a little, but I guess isn't a secret. After all, Natsuki went to see only you after the thing with her father and with anyone else I think they would try to avoid somebody after their father shoved them into the wall. But she still went to you at least once anyway.
And then there's Rei, who seems to really like being around you whenever you two are together. There's also Kiyo who you became friends without any of us knowing.
Fuyu seemed to like you right away and trusts you enough to ask for help when in trouble. Then there's Mali who's a lot nicer to you then before when she liked to mess with you all the time. Claudette also seemed to like you right away, I guess because of all the stuff Monika told her about you."
Sayori briefly counted the number of people she had just mentioned on her hands.
"One of the reasons you're friends with a lot of people is because you always know how to make them happy in someway or another. That's why everyone usually goes to you when they're upset and if they try to hide it, you always somehow can get them to confide at least a little of what's bothering them. It's also because you want to make sure you're friends are happy that make us trust you so much.
That's one of the reasons why it's really surprising that we're avoiding you like this. This may be the only time I can think of that would make us do that. I never thought we’d ever do that considering how much we like you, at least your fellow Literature Club members. I don't really know about the others, but it wouldn't really surprise me.
I kinda always figured things would end up like that; everyone falling for and wanting to be with Shiko. At the very least, I thought having you around would help ease the tension from back then. Shiko’s so likable so I knew no one would hate you even when you were still upset. Though you being upset then is probably the reason you can’t tell how popular you are.
Maybe the others do like you that way too. Kiyo did come here all the time when no one else did and Rei really does seem to like you a lot more than us. But I still can't tell with Fuyu and Mali, especially Mali, but she's always hard to understand. But Monika did say that her calling you 'Senpai' is like Natsuki calling you 'Dummy' all the time so…"
Sayori shook her head. Now flustered, she scratched the back of head as she struggled to keep her gaze on Shujinkou.
"Anyway… I gotta admit, I kinda thought that when you became good friends with the others, when that happened I figure you’d kinda forget about me. Sure, we would still see each other like when walking to school and maybe back home and showing up at the club but it wouldn’t be like it was when we were kids. That would be pretty bad for me since I’m pretty sure all the times I got hurt this year would have still happened and you not being around and all…”
Her rapid movements soon slowed to a crawl. Her arms slowly fell back to her side as she noticed their time capsule sitting under Shujinkou's desk.
“Like when we were kids… You know I still remember everything about the day we first met. I was being a screw-up as usual and everyone was laughing at me. Suddenly, a new kid showed up and asked me if I was okay. It was really weird being around someone who didn’t mind me screwing something up or caring when I was hurt.
Ah… I don't mean to say that was all. I just really like being around you, Shiko. Sure, always taking care of me was a part of it, but I always liked being around the super nice, sometimes awkward and nervous, but also fun and imaginative boy I met that day. I just… always…"
Sayori's wandering eyes were suddenly drawn to Shujinkou.
"Always…"
Her face was flushed as she beheld her friend's sleeping face.
"Always…"
She blinked twice and suddenly, she discovered that his face was closer than before. Her heart was beating as it grew closer and closer.
"Always…"
Before she knew it, there faces were mere inches apart.
"Shiko…"
She was reminded of the last time their faces were this close. She was laying on top of him after Shujinkou kept her from falling on her back. The feelings she felt now were the same as back then.
"I want to…"
Her lips trembled as she they inched closer to her friend's. Despite his current condition, his breathing was the same as ever.
"I want…"
She parted her lips and closed her eyes. As she moved ever closer, she felt something hot crawl down her cheeks.
Why?
Biting her lips, Sayori opened her eyes to discover that she had moved away from Shujinkou.
"Why…? I've done a lot of selfish things involving you over the years. I tricked you and pleaded for you to do things my way, so why…? Why is this one of the things I can't be selfish and just do?" she softly cried. "I know I can't have this opportunity in the future so why can't I be selfish about this this one time? Why can't I have at least one fake moment with the boy I fell in love with? The awkward, fun and imaginative boy I fell in love with…?"
Sayori wiped the tears from her eyes.
"I want to be with you forever. I want you to look at me the same way I look at you. That was my one wish for the longest time, and I still feel that way now. But I know that can't happen, so I want to have as much time with as I can before you eventually go away again.
And when that happens, I'll…"
Though she finished wiping the tears away, Sayori found herself unable take her arm away from her eyes.
"Monika said that she doesn’t think anyone can do anything without some selfish reason, but I can't really think of a selfless reason for me right now. All I really know is that I want to be with you forever and I can't tell you because I know it will never happen.
And right now, I'm supposed to be thinking of a way to make our friends happy and here I am crying about something I can't have.
I really am…"
Her wayward arm falling back to her side, Sayori looked at Shujinkou feeling nothing but regret.
"I'm sorry, Shiko. I'm supposed to be talking to you about positive things and here I am not doing that. Last time you went away, I could never be close to you and now I can and you're still really far away. And what really hurts is that you went to sleep thinking that you upset everyone again. You tried hard to make sure what happened in the past didn't happen again and you still felt like you messed everything up.
That isn't fair. Sometimes I really wonder why you of all people have to go through things like that. Me, it makes sense, but you… it's not fair.
Nothing's fair; everything's just wrong at once for all of us. Whatever the real reason, I wanted everyone to get along and be happy even if that meant that the day you would go away for good would happen sooner. But I'm not really sure if that can happen or at least not without you.
We're all friends right? Shouldn't we still do it without you?"
As she pondered her own question, Sayori found her attention instinctively drawn to her right hand.
"'When a friend needs me to be there, I'll be there'. I tried to be like that myself since that how any good friend should be but… I'm not as empathetic or relatable, I've never really been. And yet, I've found friends who were willing to accept me and all the annoying stuff I do. I never really saw myself being friends with anyone outside of you and your family and yet I have.
I don't want to let that go. I really don't want to let that go. I want all of us to be together forever too and so does Monika. I want you to wake up and know that no hates you and that you don't have to hate yourself again. You of all people shouldn't have to feel that way.
I want… I want my friends to be happy and have happy thoughts. I want that and… I want to keep the promises that I made to my friends, to make sure that they're happy. And to do that then, I have to keep trying even if you're not with us. Because I want them to have those happy thoughts and for you to have those happy thoughts, I can't wait for Shiko.
Then again, I guess part of me already knew that since I already started some of my own stuff that I couldn't tell you. I didn't want you to get in trouble if I messed it up."
Suddenly, Sayori noticed something strange. She looked at her hand, then looked at Shujinkou. She repeated the process three times before finally keeping her attention firmly on Shujinkou.
"Weird… It doesn't feel like you're as far away right now. Actually, it feels the same as when Monika talked me into seeing you."
Without saying anymore, Sayori grasped Shujinkou's right hand and closed her eyes. She was filled with a sense of nostalgia that filled her with more conflicting thoughts.
"I'm sorry, Shiko, I keep going on and on about myself. It's just… Even though you're so far away right now, it also feels like you're here too. It feels like you want to be here even when you can't. Part of me wishes that means you'll turn out to actually be awake right now."
Sayori opened her eyes, only to be greeted by the same sight as before. But instead of showing disappointment, she instead chuckled gleefully.
"You're the same as always, Shiko. It may sound crazy, but I know for a fact that you're still the same Shiko as always."
Sayori grip on her friend's hand gradually tightened. "I know you can't hear this and it won't mean much coming from me but… I really do want to be with you forever, because- Ah!"
She immediately released her grip upon realizing something crucial to her plans.
"I forgot to ask Auntie Hiro if I could stay here first!"
Jumping up, Sayori dashed for the door before suddenly looking back at Shujinkou. She knew this was probably the only time she could speak part of her mind without worry and couldn't waste it.
"I know this won't ever reach you the way I want it to, but…" She once again felt something hot crawl down past her smile as she confessed, "I love you, Shujinkou."
Chapter 167: The Guilty Part 3
Chapter Text
"I guess I failed this gambit."
Monika's eyes were glued to her bedroom ceiling. It seemed like it was only moments ago they were painted with the dark shadows of the night. Now it was brightly lit by daylight.
Monika yawned softly as she sat up. Right now, she felt defeat on two levels: One regarding her inability to come up with a plan on how to confront her two wayward friends and the other due to sacrificing her sleep for nothing.
Even with Sayori's plan for Natsuki, the trouble is how can we even confront them? Given Yuri's reaction was much more intense than last time, I can only imagine it would be the same with Natsuki… That is, if I can even see her outside of school.
Monika shook her head, disillusioned by another obstacle with no ideas on how to resolve it.
"Maybe we need a fresh, outside perspective on all of this."
Taking a moment to appreciate the fact that it took her all night to reach that conclusion, Monika soon got dressed and started her trek to her first destination: Shujinkou's Home.
…
Monika waited anxiously for an answer to the doorbell. Being so close to the area where one of her closest friends rejected her appeal was more than a little nerve wracking for her, among other things.
She soon heard the clicking sounds of a lock and the door soon opened.
"Morning, Monika," Hisa greeted. "You're looking lovely as usual."
"Oh, thanks, Lady Hisa. Um…"
"Hiro's still asleep and Sayori's in Shujinkou's room."
"W-Wow… How'd you know that was what I was going to ask?"
"You learn to feel for these things and predict what others will say when you run a business like mine," Replying calmly, Hisa stood aside, allowing Monika to enter the residence. "I would be driven insane otherwise."
"Speaking of your business; how are things going there with you here?" Monika asked.
"Fine. Fine. You all should come up for another visit sometime after Christmas."
"Well… Here's hoping all of us can make it. Um… I'm going to go check up on Sayori now."
"Check away."
Monika turned and lightly jogged up the stairs. She didn't mean to sound pessimistic, but she was still struggling to find a surefire solution that would guarantee that scenario.
Once up top, she turned and made her way to Shujinkou's room.
The moment Monika stepped inside; she found a blanketed Sayori resting her head on Shujinkou's chest. Her face was flushed, and Monika could make out a few mumbled words as she approached them.
"-ko. Don't go…"
"Sayori?"
Monika gently placed her hand on Sayori's shoulder and just as gently shook her.
"…Sugoi?"
Sayori eyes slowly opened. Her head turned from side to side, scanning every inch of the room that entered her field of view. It was if she was lost and was trying to get her bearings.
She then looked up, her still groggy eyes locking on to the curious set Monika currently possessed.
"Monika? Is it tomorrow already?" Sayori yawned.
A knowing smile crossed Monika's face as she giggled. "Yep."
"What's so funny?"
"Well, I don't really find it funny, more so something that warms the heart."
"Wha?"
"Your current pillow?"
Confused by her response, Sayori followed Monika's eyes to discover that she was currently resting on Shujinkou.
"Ah!"
She jolted up to Monika's side, her face red with surprise and embarrassment.
"I wasn't…! I was just…!"
"You just fell asleep because you were tired from helping out?" Monika said amongst her friend's stammering.
"Y-Yeah. Um…”
As her friend desperately tried to think of some way to change the subject, Monika noticed something peculiar about her appearance. Her eyes were red and under them were stains that trailed down her face.
“Have you been crying?” Monika asked.
“Eh?" A worried look fell on Sayori's face as her fingers brushed against the stains on her face. "I guess… I was just thinking of some unimportant stuff.”
“Sayori…”
“I mean it. I mean, it’s not ‘unimportant’ but… Right now…”
“Sayori…”
Not another word was said. The girls continued to stare at each other in silence, hoping the other would break the uncomfortable air around them.
Finally, Sayori spoke up.
“…It’s a lot of things but… It’s just… I really wish Shiko was awake right now. Some moments I accept it and others… I go off on weird tangents. I just… Right now, I really want everything to go back to the way it was before any of this happened."
“Yeah, I want that too,” Monika agreed, managing to give her a small smile. “That’s why we got to keep working hard to make that happen, right?”
“Right… There’s just one thing though…”
“What?”
An intense, serious look fell on Sayori’s face.
“When this is all done, I want to make sure that no one calls me stubborn!” she declared.
“Huh?”
“I know everyone thinks I’m stubborn when it comes to something I’ve put my mind to. Well, it’s fair to say we’ve all been stubborn since the whole Devil’s Night thing so…”
Monika softly chuckled. “Let’s make sure we get to that point first, okay?”
“Right! So, what’s today’s plan?”
"I was thinking that maybe we could get a bit of an outside perspective on our current situation. Maybe we could ask Fuyu what she thinks."
"Yeah, I think she can give us advice.”
It was a relief that Sayori so readily agreed to the idea.
“Should we ask Kiyo too?” Sayori suddenly suggested. “I'm sure Kiyo could at least get us to calm down if we freak out again."
Those words reminded Monika of the last time she talked to Kiyoko while distressed.
"Kiyoko does have that quality. Plus, it’s amazing how easily she can shrug off things..." Monika thought aloud.
"Yeah, but if we do see her then we should do it after Fuyu, because we should save her cool calmness for last just in case,” Sayori advised.
"You really like that quality of hers, don't you?"
"It's really amazing how nothing really phases her. Even Mali can't phase her and she’s easily phases everyone without even really trying."
"Yeah, I really respect that about Kiyoko too; the always calm thing I mean. Anyway, let’s go see Fuyu before we lose anymore daylight."
"Okay!"
Armed with a plan, Sayori and Monika headed outside and began the journey to their next destination.
“You think we’ll be running around a lot today too?” Sayori queried.
“Probably. We’ll need to pace ourselves,” Monika advised.
“I can imagine Kiyo saying something like that, with her liking her downt- Oof!”
Sayori could feel muscles pressing against her cheek. Through them, she could hear a heart beating against the stranger’s chest.
“Sorry! I was- Ah!”
The moment she looked up, Sayori’s face turned pale white. Right in front of her was someone very familiar to her.
"Jomei?!"
Jomei looked down, taking note of the fear in her eyes.
"Been a long time, Sayori."
"W-What are you doing here?"
Ignoring Sayori's question, Jomei turned his gaze towards Monika.
"I see you've finally decided to pay Shujinkou a visit."
Monika calmly nodded her head. "Yeah. I finally did."
Despite her calm demeanor, Jomei could sense a hint of defiance in her words.
"How come you're here though?" Sayori asked again. “I mean, you’re not planning to actually visit Shiko, are you?"
"…I assume Monika has told you of why I am here?"
"Yeah, but… If that's the case, why are you still here? I thought you ran into a weird dead end and would have left by now."
"I have my reasons. After all, just because I hit a dead end, that doesn't mean that everything is over and done with."
Those words weighed heavily on Monika and Sayori’s hearts
"Eh? What does that mean?" Sayori worriedly questioned.
Not saying a word, Jomei’s gaze drifted away. "…It shouldn't concern you."
Before any response could be made, Jomei walked past the two, and soon vanished from sight.
"…Jomei's as secretive as ever…" Sayori sighed.
Monika agreed with that sentiment. And Shujinkou and his sister had to live with that coldness…
“…You know, I really regret encouraging Shiko to hang out with him during that school trip…”
Saying no more, Sayori took the lead and continued the trip to their next destination, unaware that Monika had yet to follow after her.
Sayori… She may actually like Jomei less than Akui or Akuma despite everything they've done. I guess that makes sense when you consider it; whatever pain strangers give doesn’t compare to what a person’s father can give and Sayori's been forced to watch that for a long time…
That singular observation added more weight to the fear and doubt she was trying her hardest to suppress.
Can we really just sit back and wait for Mali to fulfill whatever Sayori's plan is for Natsuki?
…
"You want my advice?"
Fuyu looked around her shared bedroom, making sure there was no one else her sudden guests could be talking to. Her eyes briefly met with Rei's, prompting her silent roommate to slowly wave.
"Yes, we want your opinion on what we should regarding Natsuki and Yuri," Monika confirmed.
"Um, guys… You do know what my default answer as a school official would be right? What our teachers would have me say?""
"We know, but you're the same school official that let me peek at Natsuki's files!" Sayori pointed out.
An unnerving aura flowed out of Fuyu after that statement. Readjusting her glasses, the eyes that lied behind them were sharp and oppressive.
"…I can neither confirm or deny any duplicity in your actions while I was out of my office nor were there any witness to such acts nor did such a thing occur at all."
"R-Right…" Sayori whimpered. "But still-!"
"I don't really think I'm the right person to offer an 'outside looking in perspective'. All I can advise as a friend is to stubbornly be there for your friends."
"I know…" Monika sighed a dejected sigh. "I really feel like this is karmic payback for acting the way I did; being so difficult to talk to. Everyone was open and patient with me, but I at least let everyone get a few words in, no matter how much I tried not for that to happen at first. But Yuri is adamant about us staying away from her and we don't have a solid reason as to why. All we have are the various theories running around in our heads.
I mean, was I trying to have my cake and eat it to by keeping everyone at arm's length back then? And right now, am I just going around needing to hear what I already have some idea about?"
"No and it doesn't hurt to have confirmation before you do things," Fuyu answered.
"I guess. But I guess I just have to accept that what I'm still looking for is that magical answer whenever facing a setback," Monika admitted. "Well, there's only one thing to do now."
"Find Yuri and not freeze up like we did last time?" Sayori questioned.
"Mm-hmm."
"But where do we even start looking for her? She wasn't at any of the spots we checked yesterday; we only lucked out finding her at Shujinkou's house."
"She was at Shujinkou's?" Fuyu asked.
"Just outside of it. We found her staring at it before she noticed us then ran off," Sayori explained.
"Hmm… So, what do you plan on doing now; Checking out more places that would mean something to her?"
"It seems like the only option," Monika confirmed.
"Maybe…"
"'Maybe'?" Sayori repeated, perplexed.
Fuyu's gaze snapped to Monika. "Monika, what were you doing before you visited Sayori?"
"Um, not much really. I was just sulking," she answered, her cheeks slightly red with embarrassment.
"But how did you act around people or subjects you didn't want to be around?"
"I… I kept running away so I didn't have to face anyone or the one subject I was deliberately avoiding."
"Right. It's human nature to want to distance yourself from something uncomfortable and to do that, we take steps to make distancing easier."
"But what does that have to do with Yuri other than it would be harder to find her?" Sayori wondered aloud.
"Maybe searching places you think she would be at is the wrong course of action," Fuyu suggested.
"Are you suggesting that we search places she wouldn't be at?" Monika inquired.
Fuyu nodded her head. "Whenever we want distance, don't we usually break our routine to ensure that?"
"Yeah, that's why I've been eating lunch at different places until recently. It made it easier to avoid people."
"And I eventually just stayed at home…" Sayori added.
"And if someone was just faced with that uncomfortable something and just narrowly avoided that, then wouldn't steps be taken to really make sure it couldn't happen again?" Fuyu proposed. "Say you wanted to make sure you could avoid people that may come around you again despite your own words and actions."
Fuyu's words resonated with Monika. She wasn't sure if this was just speculation or if Fuyu was using her as an example. Perhaps it was something she did herself. "If that's the case… If Yuri would go to places she normally wouldn't then…"
"Well, if I go by what Shiko did then no matter what, she wouldn't be home. She would have to be out somewhere and if she would actually avoid places she would go at all costs, then that would mean places that have the stuff that she's really interested in would be off limits because she would know that we know her well enough to make guesses to where she could be," Sayori speculated. "So…"
"Just eliminating places she would normally be isn't enough though, because that would still leave a lot of places to check. If she really wanted to avoid us at all costs… If she was thinking and acting like I was when trying to avoid people…"
Monika took a moment to consider all of her past thoughts and feelings.
"…Maybe the answer lies in the places she would normally be. Knowing that, then maybe she would go to the far opposite. But then… The normal places she may be at would be the store we went to yesterday or any number of stores that provide stuff she would like, home, and until recently, any of our homes and…"
Monika let out a sudden gasp, startling Sayori out of her own train of thought.
"Could she have-?"
"'Could she have' what? Did you get an idea?" Sayori queried.
"Sayori, after Devil's Night, what's the one place none of us considered going too?"
"Shiko's house?"
"Eh… Besides that."
It didn't take long for Sayori to realize what place Monika was referring to.
"There? You really think she would be there after yesterday?"
"It's because of yesterday that I can even consider it. It's so far removed that I actually considered hiding there myself. The only reason I didn't was because just that it seemed like people still would have looked there back then."
"Then we better get there before she leaves!"
Sayori took Monika's hand.
"Thanks, Fuyu! See ya, Rei!"
Sayori rushed out of their room, taking Monika with her.
…
"Sayori, wait!!!" Monika cried.
"We can't wait! We have to hurry!"
"But we shouldn't be running like this up the sta-!
Suddenly, Sayori's foot slipped, causing her to fall into Monika and send them plummeting down to the landing.
"Ow… Good thing we weren’t any higher…" Sayori groaned.
"Yeah…" Monika slowly sat up, trying her hardest to ignore the aching feeling in her back. "I know we're in a rush, but we can't ignore our safety."
"Sorry, it's just… This is our only lead right now and we can't waste it."
"I know, but-"
Monika's words were suddenly cut off by the sounds of footsteps. Looking up, she saw-
"Yuri!"
Walking down the steps was the person they were looking for. She seemed to be in a trance until she stepped into the landing and met eyes with them.
"…What are you two doing?" she asked.
"Wincing in pain…?" Monika answered with a weak chuckle.
"We fell," Sayori added, chuckling as well.
"I see…"
An unsettling atmosphere hung over them as the exchanged glances with each other. It seemed as if it would last forever until Yuri turned to leave.
"Well, goodbye."
"Wait!" Sayori implored. "We need to talk to you."
"I don't have anything to say."
"That's exactly what we have to talk about. Why are you being so cold to us all of a sudden?"
"…I don't know what you're talking about."
"Yes, you do. You're doing it right now. What I don't get is what happened to make you be mad at us?"
Yuri turned around, her face showing no trace of emotion.
"…If you don't understand then I don't see the point in explaining it to you."
"That seems counterproductive to your desire for us to leave you alone, Yuri," Monika calmly pointed out.
"You realize that and yet you still sought me out a third time," Yuri noted.
"I know, that's because I felt the same way. I wanted to be left alone after making some half-hearted attempts to salvage everything, but I now know that all I was doing was just running away from my own problems.
I didn't believe that I could really be there for my friends at all or really just believe in myself. I was supposed to be someone anyone could come to but that was always delegated to others.
But now I know that way of thinking is wrong and I was only able to realize that because I slowly let others in again."
"You think I'm shutting others out?"
"Aren't you?"
Yuri shook her head and asked, "Does simply wanting to be alone really mean that I'm shutting people out?"
"It does when you act the way you've been acting," Sayori reasoned.
"…You don't what you're saying."
"Of course I do! I've dealt with something like this for years. You know I've already watched a friend shut everyone out and tried to escape into his daydreams. I still clearly remember how he acted and the way you're acting is pretty similar."
"Yuri, trust me, you don't want to shut everyone out like this," Monika appealed. "I regret the short time I've done so and Shujinkou desperately didn't want to be in a similar situation again either, so I know what its like to see it happen to others and do it myself."
"I'm not shutting anyone out. I… I just want to be left alone," Yuri explained.
"If that's all, then why are you being so cold to us?" Sayori questioned again.
"I just told you; I want to be left alone."
It was then when Sayori finally realized what Yuri was saying.
"…But for how long?" she asked.
Yuri didn't answer.
"You… You really just want us to go away?"
"…Yes."
"But… How could we do that? We're friends, aren't we?"
"…"
"Aren't we?"
"…"
"Everything we've been through… Does that mean nothing to you now?"
"…"
"All those times we've laughed and talked and hung out and had fun?"
"…"
"…Even Shiko? All those times you spent with Shiko means nothing?"
"…"
"The same person who risked his life several times to save us even though he was struggling to stay who he was and is now gone and we don't know when he'll be back? Does he mean nothing to you now?"
"…"
"And Natsuki? She could be feeling the same way or possibly worse and that means nothing to you? Has our friendship really meant nothing to the point you could so easily cut us off like this?!"
"…"
Yuri's refusal to respond to her passionate cries invoked a familiar feeling in Sayori, a nostalgic feeling that was about to burst inside her.
"I… I already lost two friends once and I lost one of them again along with my new ones because of someone else's grudge. The first time Hiroko was gone and Shiko went away. Him going away really hurt, but a small part of me understood why he would cut himself off like that and he was open with me when he did so.
I thought we were all doing the same thing Shiko did all that time ago, but maybe I was wrong. If you're so willing to act like everything meant nothing and just wash your hands of us just because its convenient to you in some way then… Then you're no better than Jomei!"
For the first time during their conversation, Yuri showed a tinge of emotion. It was brief, but Monika was sure she saw surprise.
"…How am I like him…?"
"Because you're doing the same thing as he did; you're trying to leave without giving a reason! You're leaving without caring about others's feelings. You're leaving despite knowing I'll be all alone again Sh-!"
Sayori immediately stopped herself from saying anymore, though she already knew she said too much. Soon after, she felt a hand softly rest on her shoulder.
"Sayori, that's enough," Monika said in a gentle tone.
"But-"
Monika shook her head, convincing her friend to remain say more.
"Yuri, if you want to be alone now, then that's your choice," Monika conceded. "Let's go, Sayori."
It was clear that Sayori didn't want to leave, but she offered no signs of resisting that idea. As they began to leave, Monika looked back and offered a few last words.
"But… if you ever want to talk, then we'll always be around to listen."
Chapter 168: The Guilty Part 4
Chapter Text
“I… I…”
Aside from a few occasional moments and certain topics, Yuri was under the belief that she was past having trouble finding the right words.
“Why…?”
“‘Why…?’ what?” a curious voice asked.
Standing in front of her was Monika.
“Something on your mind, Yuri?” she further asked.
“N-No… It’s just… Well… I was just thinking about what it would be like if I could be more open with my feelings.”
“But I thought you were already more open with your feelings, Yuri.”
“I am, but there are some that I haven’t mustered up the courage to verbally.”
“Have you tried the nonverbal methods? I know something like this would be something you would express in your poetry.”
“I’ve tried, but…" Yuri sighed. "The words are in my head and in my heart, but I cannot bring myself to let them out in any way.”
“I see…" Curiosity was evident on Monika's face as she took a moment to think. "Do you at least know what these feelings are directed at?”
“It’s actually directed towards quite a few things really," Yuri answered. And the truly frustrating thing about it is they are almost about the same thing.”
“Really? That does sound a bit frustrating," Monika sympathized
“I was actually thinking that if it was you, you wouldn’t have such a hard time expressing these feelings.”
“Eh… That’s not entirely true…”
“Really? You’ve always seemed to have an easy time to expressing yourself all the time.”
“Honestly, I have as hard as a time as you do when it comes to certain things too," Monika admitted.
“You do?”
“Come on, Yuri, you know I do. In fact, I’m sure there are certain topics that we share that make us a bit stumped on what to do.”
“Ah… Perhaps.”
“Still, it’s okay if you don’t know how to express what you’re feeling. It’s frustrating, but sometimes you just need to wait for the right moment.”
“I know…" Yuri conceded. "Perhaps I’m just stuck with them bottled up until then.”
“Don’t think of it like that. Just think if it a searching for the right time for both you and the recipient," Monika cheerfully advised.
“So… Bottled up.”
Monika's cheerful demeanor immediately crumbled. “Okay, you’re forced to bottle it up…"
Yuri giggled. The playful defeat resting on Monika's face made it hard not to.
“You know, the others are probably waiting for us," Monika pointed out. "We shouldn’t keep them any longer.”
“Okay," Yuri closing her eyes.
"Yuri?"
I…
"Yuri?"
"I…"
Golden rays of sunlight hovering above were the first thing Yuri noticed when she reopened her eyes.
“Ever the cruel irony…”
"Yuri?"
A face full of stiches was suddenly thrust into her field of view.
"Yuki…"
"No, Grimm."
Following the arms holding the stuffed doll, Yuri soon met eyes with her younger sister.
“What are you doing in here?” Yuri asked.
“We were worried about you and wanted to catch you before you left," Yuki answered.
“Why?”
“We wanted to know why you’re still not talking to your friends.”
“…Why would you ask that?”
“Because they said that they would talk to you about that.”
“…They… I can’t speak to them anymore.”
“But why? You never told us why though. They look like they still want to be friends, so why don’t you want to be?”
“…Because I…" Yuri averted her gaze. She had the answer in her head already, but she couldn't say it. "I just can't."
“But why?" Yuki inquired further. "You used to be so excited to talk about the stuff you do with them and then you suddenly started hating the idea of being around them.”
“Things have changed, Yuki; that's all. Now please, I'd like to be alone right now."
“…Okay.”
Yuri kept her eyes focused on the ceiling until she heard her door shut close.
Sorry, Yuki.
Yuri slowly sat up, thinking about the memory that played back in her dream. She always believed that dreams like the one she just had some sort of purpose.
"This one seems to just exist to to…"
She closed her eyes as her right hand clutched her chest.
"I'm…"
Saying no more, Yuri's hand slowly slid down her body. Her breathing, already heavy, grew more ragged as her hand crept down her body until a sharp chill shot down her spine. Her entire body trembled the moment she made contact to her stomach.
"Ah…"
She could remember it at all. The sensation of being stabbed, the feeling of metal piercing flesh. The blood rushing to escape through her open wound and the fear that it was only the beginning.
Opening her eyes, Yuri pulled up her shirt and caressed the spot where she was stabbed.
"A phantom pain…?"
Quickly discarding that thought, Yuri slid out of bed and made her way downstairs. There she found her mother fiddling with her tablet.
“Mother…”
Yuki looked up. With a calm smile, she responded with a simple. “Good morning, Yuri.”
“What are you doing?”
“Just writing down some ideas.”
“Oh…”
Any other time, Yuri may have inquired further but she couldn’t really commit to that expected social norm. There was something else on her mind.
“Mother… Is it wrong to want to desire to be left alone?”
“Not at all.”
“Eh? Yuri was stunned by how their conversation already had reached a conclusion. “That was such a quick response.”
“Oh my, is that so strange?” Yumi questioned.
“Well… Considering the circumstances.”
“What circumstances would that be?”
“Mother…”
“I really mean it, I’m not sure what circumstances you’re referring to.”
Yuri wasn’t entirely sure if her mother was manipulating her or was telling the truth. Whatever the case, she knew that the conversation wouldn’t continue on without her speaking up.
“…After the harrowing night before Halloween, I decided to be alone and yet it’s constantly treated as if it’s the worse thing l could have done. I figured it would have been an expected action.”
“It sounds like it, doesn’t it? So, what inspired you to question it?” Yumi curiously asked.
“I was compared to someone I don’t have a high opinion of… And it coming from someone who knew that person well caused me to pause for thought.”
“Really?”
“And… Never mind. I’m being foolish.”
“Are you?”
It was then that Yuri knew that her mother was leading her on.
“Mother… What’s going on through your head right now? I know you must have already formulated your judgment.”
“Oh my, do I really seem like the judgmental type?”
“Mother…”
Yumi placed her tablet down and approached her daughter. “Truth be told, I think there’s a reason you reacted the way you did, but to know what it means requires you to specifically identify and acknowledge what you felt then and what you feel now.”
“I feel…” Yuri placed her hand on her chest again. As she pondered that question, her hand once again slowly slid down to where she was stabbed. “…I don’t know how I feel.”
“And that’s fine. It doesn’t have to come to you now, but it may be best if you have it on your mind at least.”
Yuri couldn’t find the words necessary to respond to her mother’s advice. All she could do was nod her head and return to her room. She got dressed and headed out.
There was something she became somewhat detached from despite it filling the holes in her heart in the past.
…
Yuri looked to her left, then looked to her right. There were people all around her with their eyes glued to the pages of the respective novels. Their clear investment and how little the world around them meant then was something she was a little envious of.
That wasn't the only thing she spotted, however. She noticed people conversing with each other. She could only imagine what they could be talking about. Perhaps they were talking about their respective stories or perhaps they were just having a friendly chat; there was no real way to know.
However-
“Perhaps I should come back later…”
Yuri turned to leave, only to bump into another patron.
“Excuse me.”
“Huh?”
Yuri’s entire body froze in place. That vocal indication of surprise sounded very familiar. She was shocked to discover the person she ran into was-
“Natsuki?”
“Yuri?”
The two stared at each other, clearly stunned by the other’s presence. Yuri was sure that they would have stayed that way until Natsuki let out an annoyed, tired sigh.
“I don’t know why we’re surprised… Of course, we would be found at a bookstore,” Natsuki pointed out.
“That’s true…”
Natsuki’s words affected Yuri more than it should have. Her expression and tone of voice was very familiar.
“This is nostalgic…”
Natsuki’s eyes lit up with curiosity. “What is?”
“I’m reminded of us being barely able to converse due to our fight in the past.”
“Geez, Yuri, that’s not exactly helping with the awkward atmosphere...”
“Sorry… I was just thinking aloud.”
Natsuki sighed once again. It was clear to Yuri that her presence was annoying her like it did in the past.
“So… How’ve you been?” Natsuki suddenly asked.
“Ah… Fine enough all things considered. What about you? Have you been faring well?”
“I guess. I’m probably doing really great for someone who was almost fell down several stories…” Natsuki said with a quiet chuckle.
“I see…” Yuri replied, her response being the last words said for a full minute. “Well…"
"Yeah, I got to get going too. So…"
"See ya," they simultaneously said as they walked out of the door.
In their haste, they ended up colliding into someone just outside of the store. Yuri felt shards of ceramic bounce off her as she caught a glimpse of their victim's face.
"Rei?!" Yuri and Natsuki exclaimed.
Rei looked at Natsuki then at Yuri. As usual, there wasn't a hint of emotion in her visible eye. Her gaze slowly inched downwards towards a broken vase. Buried in the spilt soil was a white, daisy like plant.
Rei reached down and brought the plant to her face. The stem was nearly broken in half and some of the petals have already vanished in the wind.
"Uh… Sorry about your flower, Rei," Natsuki apologized.
Her eye still on her fallen plant, Rei gathered the shattered pieces of the vase and dumped them into the nearest trash bin.
"I'll… If you want, I'll buy you a new one of those," Natsuki offered.
"Zinnia," Yuri interjected.
"Huh?"
"The name of that particular flower is Zinnia."
"Right…" Natsuki was quiet, as if pondering the sudden correction. Her expression soon softened as she looked back at Rei. "I'll pay for another one to make up for crushing yours."
"I can pay also since I also bumped into you," Yuri offered.
Rei stopped gazing at the trash bin and turned her attention to the two of them. She finally responded to their words by slowly shaking her head.
"Can't exactly make you pay for a new one when it wasn't your fault," Natsuki insisted.
Rei once again slowly shook her head.
"Um…"
Natsuki's eyes darted around their immediate area. Yuri could understand her dilemma; she did always find it impressive how Shujinkou and Fuyu almost always knew the proper way to "converse" with their silent acquaintance.
"Ah… Rei, is it possible you have a problem with us trying to compensate you?" Yuri questioned.
Rei didn't say a word.
"Maybe that's not the case… If so, why are you turning down our offer?"
Silence was still Rei's only answer.
Utterly lost, Yuri began to wonder if Rei would ever respond to them in some way again.
Trying to ponder whether she should try any further, she soon felt a hand on her shoulder. Natsuki motioned her to turn around and whispered into her ear, "How are we supposed to get anywhere here?"
"Well, the secret is asking yes-or-no questions, correct?"
"But what do we ask?"
"I suppose anything as long as it relates to her fallen flora."
"So…" Natsuki glanced over her shoulder. Rei was still giving them her usual blank stare. "We're being rude now, aren't we?"
"…Yes," Yuri lamented.
They turned back around and apologized, but Rei still didn't give any form of a response.
"So, was that Zinnia the last one at the store?" Natsuki asked.
Rei slowly nodded her head.
Yuri snuck a peek at Natsuki. She could tell by her grimacing face that she felt more guilt by that confirmation, a feeling that she shared.
“Maybe we can find another flower you like?” Natsuki suggested.
Rei slowly shook her head. She instead pulled a piece of paper from her pocket and showed it to her two acquaintances.
It was a map of a familiar area with a specific section circled.
“Isn’t that where we sent our lanterns up?” Yuri asked.
Yuri could remember that moment vividly. Seeing the sky lit up with lanterns she contributed to along with her friends around the end of Summer… thinking about it was like having a knife plunged deep into her heart.
“…You’re seriously planning on going back there to get a new Zinnia?” Natsuki asked.
Rei nodded her head and stuffed the map back into her pocket. She then turned to leave.
“Hey, Rei…” Natsuki called.
Rei stopped and turned back around.
“…I’ll go with you, if you want.”
“Eh?!” Yuri exclaimed.
“What’s so surprising about that?” After messing up her first one, it’s only right for me to help her find a new one, right?”
Yuri could see a bit of determination behind the uneasiness in Natsuki’s eyes.
“In that case… I’ll go too,” she declared.
“You’re seriously coming too?” marveled Natsuki.
“As you said, it’s only right to help her get a new one.”
Giving her only a single nod, Natsuki turned back to Rei and asked, “So…?”
Half expecting no response at all, Yuri and Natsuki were taken aback by what sounded like a thunderous roar.
Rei grasped her stomach, making it clear that she was very hungry.
“Perhaps breakfast is in order first…?” Yuri proposed with the best chuckle she could manage.
…
Once again, Yuri found herself amid casual, friendly banter. There was also the a calmly herbal scent wafting through the air. Her current mindset along with her wandering eyes invoked another sense of nostalgia.
“I thought you said you didn't like going out much,” Natsuki said, breaking her out of her spell.
Yuri could understand her confusion. If anyone described themselves as she had in the past, she wouldn't have expected to have a public place they had often frequent.
“Well, there are times when I wanted to a safe space in public,” Yuri explained. “Here I could get both that and high quality tea, so it seemed like a win-win situation.”
"Well, I guess you coming to a tea shop a lot makes sense…" Natsuki mumbled.
Yuri turned her attention to Rei. She was currently staring at the table.
Never has waiting for food been so tense. Yuri's mind was wandering and was taking in the conversations going around them.
She could hear people talking about their hobbies, people taking about businesses and someone thanking another for their extra coffee.
Huh?
That last person sounded like they were very close and they sound like someone they only heard only a little of.
Yuri slowly turned around. She recognized the back of the person behind her. The first time she saw it, there was someone else intensely staring at.
"What are you doing here?" Natsuki gasped.
The patron behind them turned around. There was a disinterested look on his face. “So, you did end up noticing me.”
“Wait, were you following us?”
“You misunderstood. I was already here.”
“So, you were just hoping we didn’t notice you… Jomei?” Yuri inquired.
“Well, it is truly amazing how I somehow keep running into Shujinkou's friends," Jomei admitted.
"…You've met with the others?"
"Not intentionally, of course."
"Of course…"
There was a hint of interest hidden in Jomei’s eyes. "So… What did you think of your last meeting with Akuma?"
“Eh?!”
“W-What kind of question is that?!” Natsuki stuttered.
“It’s a simple inquiry.”
“But who goes and asks someone involved in that whole thing something like that so calmly?”
“Not to mention how forward it is…” Yuri added.
Jomei took a sip from his cup. “…‘It’s so unlike Shujinkou.’”
Natsuki and Yuri were taken aback by that comment. It was out of nowhere and yet-
"That's what your eyes are screaming, you and your friends. It’s as if just because there’s share blood between him and I and just because he and Hiro both happen to have an unwavering kind nature, I’m expected to be the same as Shujinkou. It’s almost as I’m expected to be a carbon copy of someone born after me."
There was something strange about Jomei’s rebuttal towards the expectation he laid out, or rather, the way he said it.
"Besides, I see no reason to dance around the inevitable topic that will be delved into."
"Still don't think that it's something you just go straight into..." Natsuki muttered.
Jomei shrugged, his eyes now firmly on Yuri. "Does it haunt you?"
"Huh?"
"I'm asking if being one of the centerpieces of that incident haunt you? Nearly dying or becoming in no uncertain terms a slave haunt you?"
"What the heck?! Who asks stuff like that!? Natsuki chided.
"What about you?" Jomei asked, switching to Natsuki. "Does that night haunt you too?"
"I don't exactly believe you of all people have the right to try and assess us," Yuri scolded.
"Are you implying that I'm at fault for what Akui and Akuma had done?"
Yuri and Natsuki were silent, but their disapproving stares were all Jomei needed.
"Was I supposed to know that Akui would set all this in motion just because his brother had an obsession with one of the girls who happened to be in love with my son? That's pretty far-fetched, but then again, since it's Akui, maybe that should have been considered.
Still, if I have known, what was it that you wanted me to do if not even the proper officials could do anything?"
"I still feel like you could have pre-empted this whole fiasco some way. Akui was only involved because of his grudge against you," Yuri pointed out.
"Incredible, isn't it? All this because of a grudge."
"What did you do to him to elicit such a response? Shujinkou mentioned something occurred between you and his mother."
"That's ancient history. It's honestly something he shouldn't be mad at me about. Plus, Akui always wanted to show me up in unhealthy ways."
"Like a sword fight?" Natsuki brought up.
"I'm sure he would have tried that when we were younger. He and Akuma, they were never the most… 'socially acceptable' lot. Their interactions with you should make that clear."
"Clearly…" Natsuki said, rolling her eyes.
"And I'm sure you've met his charming wife."
"You slept with her, which Shujinkou found out about as a child," Yuri recalled.
"…Akui must have talked you and your friends heads off when he had you captive. How very much like him."
"No, his wife told me that while she was skidding my face against a wall."
"Hm… How 'kind' of her."
"Do you hear yourself right now? You sound so calm talking about a life and death situation; one that involved your own son," Natsuki chastised.
"I'm well aware of that."
"So how can you… do that?"
"Hm…"
"Hello?"
Jomei took exchanged glances with the two of them before taking another sip from his drink.
"You're both wondering why I'm not showing how concerned I am over my son's life. And no matter what I say, you'll chastise me for not checking up on him while he's currently comatose."
"Uh…"
"The fact of the matter is that I simply don't have to explain anything to you or the others. After all, who are you all to assess me?"
"What?" Yuri reflexively grasped her stomach as she pondered the use of her own words being used against them.
"I assume you all have a negative opinion of me because of the effect my leaving had on Shujinkou and how I left without saying a word and right now you're judging me based on that. But does that not seem to be somewhat hypocritical considering what you two are doing right now?"
"What are you talking about?" Natsuki questioned.
"You wonder why I don't express any worry over my son or check up on him, and yet you two haven't done any better."
Neither of them had a response to that. All they could wonder was how Jomei could possibly know that.
"Due to my previous run ins, I know full well that you've all avoided doing that exact thing. You judge me for abandoning Shujinkou and yet it seems to me you're doing the same right now."
"We're not-!"
Natsuki began to argue, but was immediately shut down by Jomei
"Is it fine because he's comatose at the moment? Because he's not awake, it doesn't hurt him? Plus, it seems to me that you've also all abandoned each other as well."
"That's not…"
"A dramatic event occurs, Shujinkou is hurt and soon abandoned by someone… Sounds familiar, doesn't it?"
"That's…"
"Stop, you don't get to judge us!" exploded Yuri. "I'm- We're nothing like you! You've traumatized your son and essentially encouraged him to believe the death of his sister was his fault! We would never do that to anyone!"
"Really? And you're not encouraging anything right now? Neither of you are making your friends feel as though they're at fault for something?" Jomei calmly rebuked.
Those words had immediately shattered Yuri's defiance. All could she tank about was what Sayori had said to her the day before.
"I…"
Clearly defeated, she could no longer offer anymore words in her favor. Just as she accepted that, Jomei stood up.
"Well, if there's one positive for you two it's that you won't see me around any longer. I'll be leaving soon, so none of you have to worry about me being a negative influence to my son."
Jomei placed the cup on his table and walked away victorious.
Yuri instinctively tightened her grip on her stomach, struggling to come to grips with the feelings this conversation had brought up.
I… I…
Chapter 169: The Guilty Part 5
Chapter Text
There was something strangely soothing about watching the world fly by at high speeds. Perhaps it was a latent enjoyment of the act. Whatever the reason, it helped soothed her weary heart.
She was used to failing to defend herself in an argument, at least in regard to her interactions with Mali, however after her latest talk with Jomei, she was absolutely crushed. She considered it a miracle that she decided to come along.
As she pondered the reason, Yuri felt something briefly brush against her left shoulder.
"Natsuki?"
Natsuki's head was bobbing back and forth, and her eyelids were dropping down. As soon as she heard her name however, she immediately snapped to attention.
"What?" she asked, trying her hardest to stifle a yawn.
"Are you okay?" Yuri worriedly asked.
"Yeah… Just fine."
Was she just trying to be tough or was it just embarrassing to admit that she was tired; Yuri couldn't really tell. Maybe there was nothing to really look into there.
Her eyes wandered around the train.
It was hard getting there the second time 'round. I wonder if something will happen this time.
Her eyes continued to wander before suddenly being drawn to Rei. Or rather, what attracted Rei's attention. Sitting in the center of her sleeved covered palm was pin in the shape of a white lily.
“Is there something special about that pin, Rei?” Yuri asked.
Rei looked up and stared at Yuri.
“Sorry, it’s just that you seem really… You were just looking at it like it means a lot to you."
Rei looked back down at the pin. There was a slight change in her eyes, but Yuri couldn't figure out if she was mistaken on that.
She was compelled to look out the window again. Closing her eyes, she could faintly hear a question she asked in the past.
"Did you have fun?"
"Hm?"
Shujinkou looked up. He seemed confused, as if he was just broken out of a trance.
"Sorry, did I interrupt your thought process?" Yuri asked.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. "Not really. What were you asking?"
"I was wondering if you had fun with Rei yesterday."
Just the day before, Shujinkou had skipped their club meeting to spend the evening wandering around with Rei. It wasn't that much of a surprise that his recruiting task turned into that.
What was surprising however was the startled look on his face.
"Oh. Y-Yeah. It was fun. It's just-"
Shujinkou frantically scratched his right cheek as he stunned over his words
"Did something happen?" Yuri calmly asked.
"Um… I can't really say?" Shujinkou said with an awkward shrug.
"I see… Well, is this secret moment positive at least?"
"Um… I guess you could say so. Uh, yeah, I would say it was pretty positive."
"Ah. Well, I'm happy it's not anything bad. I know you aren't really fond of awkwardness."
That was the truth; Yuri was happy about that even if part of her was a bit worried.
"Yeah, well according to Mali, awkwardness kinda just follows me around,” Shujinkou said with a sad, quiet chuckle. “Just can't avoid it."
"I'm not entirely sure she's one to talk considering she strung you up from a tree and attempted to frame you as peeping on the girl's locker room."
"Uh… Please don't remind me of that last one… I was this close to getting clobbered and possibly expelled…"
"Sorry, it's just…"
"Just what?"
Yuri played with her hair as she averted her gaze.
"…Never mind. It's nothing."
"You sure?"
Yuri peeked back at him. Shujinkou’s were as curious and comforting as always.
"Well… I mean, I guess I was just going to say was that I worry about you," she sheepishly admitted.
"About what?"
"N-Nothing really? I just don't like seeing you hurt, especially for someone else's enjoyment."
The irony behind her words was immediately apparent to Yuri. Saying she didn't like seeing her friend hurt when she was sure she did that recently when the club received their current clubroom.
It was naturally worrying, but the sudden smile on Shujinkou's face washed those worries away.
"Don't worry. Nothing's really hurt me lately," he softly assured her.
"I-I see…"
Happiness filled Yuri with that single declaration.
"Thank you, Shujinkou."
How many times has she said and thought that? It was a question Yuri had encountered often.
The memories are just flooding in… Why am I feeling this way?
Memories of a defiant past kept her company for the rest of the ride.
…
"…We repeat: Those detraining should make their ways to the doors now!"
There was a sea of faces passing them by. It made sense that so many would depart here all things considered.
Yuri's attention was then drawn to Natsuki. Her companion's pink hair tickled her cheeks with each subdued breath she took.
It was a bit surprising to see such a peaceful look on Natsuki's face, even if it was only because she was sleeping.
"Natsuki, we're here," Yuri quietly announced, tapping her shoulder.
Natsuki slowly opened her eyes. She unknowingly lifted her head up from Yuri's shoulder and yawned.
"Are we here…?" she mumbled.
"Yes."
Natsuki stretched her arms. Despite how their initial reunion panned out and their meeting with Jomei, she seemed oddly casual now.
"Rei?"
Rei was already standing past in front of them, supply bag in hand, waiting for them to follow her off the train. It wasn't often they saw Rei take the lead, the only moment that came to mind was her participation in the Royal Rumble.
As they stepped off the train, Yuri and Natsuki noticed Rei looking at her pin once again.
"Ah."
Yuri once again noticed a slight change in Rei's expression. For a moment, she truly believed she saw a kindred emotion.
Whether it was real or some kind of projection, it didn't change the fact that acknowledging it caused her to feel a sharp pain.
"You okay?"
Natsuki was looking at her with worried eyes.
"I'm fine. Why do you ask?"
"Because you're holding your stomach as tight as possible," Natsuki pointed out.
It was a shock to discover that she was indeed clutching the place she was stabbed once again.
"Ah…"
"Hey… Is it any be-?"
Before Natsuki could finish that question, Yuri quickly brought her hands towards her chest and shook her head.
"We shouldn't really be veering off track here. We must focus our efforts in finding Rei a new Zinnia," Yuri insisted.
"…Fine," Natsuki shrugged. "But let's hurry. I can't spend too much time here even if it's to make up for something I did."
"Is there something else that needs your attention?"
"I mean… It's a school night, you know? Really, none of us have long considering we have to go to school tomorrow."
"Ah… That is true."
School seemed like a distant priority, even if Yuri was considering it the only one she had now.
"Rei… Will you lead to that garden again?" Yuri requested.
Rei slowly nodded her head, turned and began walking towards the direction they needed to go.
"What was that about?" Natsuki queried.
"I'm not so sure myself. I guess… Maybe I was thinking that our preconceived notions about Rei are… outdated? I guess a part of me still considered her someone who wouldn't do anything without being told to.
But thinking about it now, she's actually more active than we know and just never realized that just because she doesn't speak."
"…Where did that come from?"
"I don't know… Maybe from admiration and envy."
"Envy?"
"…Never mind. Let’s go.”
Not another word was spoken as they journeyed out of the city and towards the field where they sent their lanterns aloft. Not too long from now, they will be able to accomplish their objective.
…
“That’s right! There’s only Night Lotuses here!”
A dumbfounded look fell on Natsuki's face. It was as if she was mentally kicking herself for forgetting that very important fact.
Rei, however, didn’t even bother to look at the flowers she came for last time. Instead, she kept walking forward.
Curiosity flowed through both of her chaperones as they continued to follow her. In a few minutes time, the three soon were soon standing in front of a cave.
"Anyone else getting an ominous vibe from this place…?" Natsuki mumbled under her breath.
Not batting an eye, Rei walked into the cave.
Despite their hesitation, Yuri and Natsuki followed after her and were stunned by what they found further inside.
There was a variety of flora sitting beneath a stream of sunlight spilling in from a hole above them.
“It’s beautiful,” Yuri marveled.
“Yeah, but can a cave really have carnations and chrysanthemums?” Natsuki wondered aloud.
“There is soil and…” Yuri brushed her foot across the ground. It was slightly damp. “Certainly enough water. My guess is that someone must have cultivated this garden.”
“Wait, does that mean we’re stealing someone else’s hard work?” fretted Natsuki.
“I don’t think so… I think… Perhaps someone led Rei here or gave her directions.”
“‘Someone’, huh?” Natsuki simply crossed her arms and snickered. "I wonder who."
The two watched Rei explore the garden. She soon dropped to her knees and pulled a small shovel out of her supply bag.
“Guess she found it,” Natsuki said aloud.
“Mm-hmm…”
It was almost surreal how easy they’ve achieved their objective. Thinking back to what she said earlier, it was clear to Yuri that their presence wasn’t necessary at all.
That wasn’t all, however. Seeing the object of being their search with her own eyes really was the catalyst of what she considered a self-fulfilling prophecy.
"Thoughts of the lost…"
"Huh?" Natsuki shot Yuri a confused look.
"That's what Zinnias symbolize. They represent thoughts of lost friends and lasting affection," Yuri explained.
"Huh. So, she really did come all this way for Shujinkou," Natsuki briefly checked on Rei then shrugged. "Makes sense; I know he would do the same if their positions were reversed and thought of the idea."
That was never in doubt, but watching Rei do so even if it seemed simple in hindsight-
"…Sometimes, it isn't what is said that defines any kind of bond, but what is done," Yuri thought aloud. "And the stronger the bond, the more it hurts to have something interfere with it, especially if you're the one doing it."
"W-What's that supposed to mean?" Natsuki fretted.
Yuri swallowed hard. "I… I didn't really want to come along on this trip in the first place, especially with you coming along."
"Okay…? What’s wrong with me being here?"
"'I want to be left alone'; that's how I've felt since that night. I left everyone behind and didn't look back. Everything from the start of the year until now… I've decided to forever leave all of that behind do I could move on."
"Seriously? I thought you just needed some time to recover from everything that happened. I didn't know that you suddenly hated everyone."
"Ah…"
"You didn't have to say it. It was in your voice," Natsuki pointed out.
"Yes. That's what I've been trying to get across…" Yuri solemnly admitted. "And yet, I'm suddenly wondering if it's okay to be alone."
Up to this point, Natsuki seemed to be trying her hardest not to seem annoyed. Now, she appeared as upset as she used to be.
"…You can't have it both ways, so why don't you just admit what's going on with you already?" she advised with stern eyes.
"Huh?"
"This is exactly one of the things that bugged me about you when we first met: always dancing around the point. I know sometimes you need time to find the words, but you're seriously making things annoying at this point when you clearly already know what you want to say."
"…It's truly a flaw of mine, isn't it?" Yuri accepted with a sorrowful smile. "I've always had trouble finding the right words and that's fine, but I've always struggled more to say them. The only times I've never struggled to say it were with the words that hurt. And the words that could help, that could save, I've never said.
I've… I've always wanted to apologize to you when we first met. I looked down on you and said things I shouldn't have. No, I shouldn't have felt that way at all. But despite that, it took someone else's kindness to give me the strength to do that one simple thing because… Besides being stubborn, those feelings have always been hard to express."
Yuri gently placed her hand on top of her stomach.
"I've hurt people before with my words and choices and it seemed that I would do the same again this year. But despite a bad first impression, I've found friends that could at least tolerate me and forgive me. Friends who could forgive and understand some of my choices and helped me understand things from their point of view.
I've tried to be better, but in the end, my own past mistakes came back to haunt me.
When I heard that you and Sayori had gone missing, in the back of my mind, I feel like I already knew what could have been the cause. And then Shujinkou was desperate to find answers and he did, but he couldn't find it in him to tell me right away. He knew how I would feel.
And then I was forced to watch as he was nearly killed as he begged and pleaded for our lives. And then in my despair, I did nothing as Monika volunteered to risk her life to get help and then I could only watch helplessly as my friends were at Akui's and Akuma's mercy while one had to lose himself to protect us. And now he's in a coma, a state that's certainly saddened others.
My words and actions have hurt others and now they've almost had my precious friends killed for no real reason…! I-!"
"Stop!" Natsuki interrupted, her rage filled voice echoing throughout the cave. "Are you kidding me? That's why you’ve been avoiding everyone? Ugh… This is the other thing that bugged me about you since we first met: Your self-centered thinking."
"Self-centere-?"
Natsuki shook her head in disbelief.
"You seriously believe that everything happened that night was your fault? You think just because Akuma just so happened to be related to someone who's related to someone related to Shujinkou is your fault. You think Mali finding a couple of weird magical documents is your fault? You seriously believe that Shujinkou somehow getting the strength to take down everyone at that warehouse complex and play human paddleball with Akui's your fault?!"
"But… If I had done something different…"
"I don't even want to hear it!" Natsuki raged. "I've heard it enough in the past and if you think I'm going to hear it again after everything that's happened this year then you're crazy. I mean, how much do you think of yourself to actually believe that any of this is your fault? I mean, one of the prime victims think she can take credit for all the bad things the bad guys have done. It's almost narcissistic."
"I'm not trying to take credit-"
"Aren't you though? That's pretty much what you're saying. You're saying that, 'Since I was the victim of something creepy and actually did something about it some time later when it got creepier, everything they've done really is my fault'. Does that not sound like what you're saying?"
"I…"
At this point, Yuri wasn't sure if there was anything she could say that could placate her companion's rage.
"Look, I think it's pretty obvious that none of what happened that night was your fault," Natsuki affirmed. "You weren’t the one who kidnapped us, you weren't the one who assaulted us and you're certainly not the one who almost killed us.
That was a group of messed up people led by a pair of brothers with the pettiest of reasons to do any of what happened that night. I really don't see where you fall into that when it comes to blame."
"But…"
"Ugh…"
Natsuki shook her head once more and sighed.
"Do you blame Shujinkou?" she asked.
"Eh?"
"Do you blame Shujinkou for anything that happened that night?"
"No…" Yuri answered, shaking her head. "Why would I?"
"Because by your logic, we should hate Shujinkou for being related to the guy that pissed Akui off," Natsuki argued. "According to your logic, that simple fact means we should hate Shujinkou just for having some tangible relation to all of this."
"That's-"
"Do you blame me?"
"Why wo-?"
"Because by your logic, I should be hated for being kidnapped and used to bait and mentally torture you guys. Do you blame Sayori and Monika too? Because by your logic, then they should be hated for caring enough to be involve themselves in the whole mess.
You see a problem with your logic yet?"
It was then when Yuri realized what Natsuki was doing.
“I…”
She wanted to bring up a counterpoint, any counterpoint, but couldn’t think of any. Or rather, part of her couldn’t bear to try.
The annoyance that was radiated from Natsuki faded as her expression softened.
"…I know what it's like to struggle to be honest with your own feelings. It's confusing enough to figure them out or why you feel them, not to mention the constant worry of how others might feel if you ever reveal it to them. You might be belittled; you might be taunted and it will hurt. Being hurt… Stuff like that makes it hard to be honest with yourself or to even give those feelings a second thought.
Even now, I still struggle with that because a part of me will always be afraid of getting hurt or hurting others.”
“So, it’s true isn’t it?” Yuri’s body trembled with tears streaming down her face. “I really am someone who will abandon someone just to make things easier on me. I don’t have any regards to their feelings.”
“Ugh… You’re missing the point again!” Natsuki scolded. “Seriously, you really are as stubborn as you used to be, even if it’s all the way on the other extreme.”
“What else could I be missing!? You and Sayori both said the same thing!”
“The fact that you feel guilty in the first place!”
Taken aback, Yuri could do nothing to stop Natsuki from continuing.
“You said you felt like everything was your fault; you feel guilty over everything, so how can you say isolating yourself because your worried about us is easy?
But at same time, what makes you think that punishing is going to accomplish anything? As far I can see, it’s a lose-lose situation for everyone. I mean didn’t you learn anything from Sayori and Shujinkou?”
Yuri was suddenly reminded of what Shujinkou had said to her before all the madness started: “I always blamed myself for those things happening and tried to live in my head to escape from the pain but, and I honestly don't even know how, but I realized that I couldn't keep living in the past like that.
It's hard not to but… I know that all I can do is focus on the here and now and not what we could have done or what could have happened."
I'm not saying you shouldn't be scared or uncomfortable, that's perfectly understandable. I guess what I'm trying to say is… If you feel like you made a mistake in the past then it's okay to apologize and it's okay to want to try and fix things. But don't waste your life letting it haunt you."
Yuri somberly nodded her head. "I was told something similar before any of this started, but… I don't think I fully understood what doing the opposite meant.
It hurts to lose something, but it hurts even more to do what I'm trying to do now."
“…Finally got it, huh?” Natsuki approached her friend and wiped the tears away from her eyes. For the first time in a while, Yuri saw a genuine smile on Natsuki's face. “Good, now Shujinkou can go back to being the only real dummy I know."
Suddenly, a green rose floated in front of Yuri’s face. Even without her saying a word, Yuri could tell Rei was urging her to accept it.
"Ah…"
Yuri brought the rose closer. Holding a symbol of growth and the rejuvenation of spirit and energy was more than she could bear.
"Natsuki, Rei… Thank you."
"What else are friends for?" Natsuki shrugged. "Besides it's not like I can ignore you moping right in front of me."
Rei nodded her head.
"Ah… Rei, what about your-."
Rei silently interjected by raising a soiled pot holding her desired flower.
"I see… I guess that means we're done here then," Yuri acknowledged.
"Seems like it. Now let's go home before another out of nowhere thing happens again," Natsuki proposed with a tired sigh. "I'm feeling drained…"
There were no objections to that proposal.
It was strange, when Yuri first departed from home this morning, she feared that something would happen to make her feel even worse than she already did, something that did in fact happen.
But now, she felt a huge weight was lifted from her shoulders.
However, there was still something that occupied her mind. Despite her passionate argument earlier, Natsuki was still oddly quiet on the way home.
Though, she couldn't really ask why since she spent most of it asleep again.
Once back home, Natsuki almost seemed disappointed.
"So, what are you guys going to do now?" she queried.
Rei raised her potted Zinnia for all to see.
"I think that I'll join Rei on delivering her Zinnia," Yuri answered.
"Right…" Natsuki was silent once again. "Well, I'll let you guys go and… you know."
"Would you like to come with us?" Yuri offered.
"I… I can’t. I told you that I couldn’t be out long.”
“Oh…”
“But… Even if he isn’t up yet, give him my best regards, okay?” Natsuki requested.
A smile crossed Yuri's face and she nodded.
Smiling back in response, Natsuki gave her a demure, yet grateful, "Thank you."
That was the last thing she said before leaving. Now alone, Yuri turned to Rei and asked, "Shall we?"
Rei slowly nodded her head and led the way to Shujinkou's home. Following a little distance behind, Yuri gently caressed her stomach and let out a relieved sigh.
The phantom pain was gone.
Chapter 170: The Absent
Chapter Text
“What’s wrong, Sayori?”
By the time she reached the fifth step, Monika had realized Sayori wasn’t following her. She was always so eager to check up on Shujinkou, so it was surprising to see her hesitating.
“Monika…” a dark look hung on Sayori’s face. “You sure I didn’t mess things up with Yuri?”
“I’m sure.”
“That… That was fast.”
“That’s how sure I am," Monika assured her with a bright smile. "And really, you probably made more headway with her than I would have all things considered.”
“But was it a good headway or-?”
Monika pointed at her head. “I think you got her thinking and that’s probably the most we could do for now. Just know that you set things up for someone else to finish.”
Sayori nodded at Monika's words. “Okay. I just hope someone finishes it soon for her sake.”
The two journeyed up the rest of the steps and into Shujinkou’s room.
“Eh?!”
Dread immediately returned to Sayori as she frantically looked around the room. Everything was how it was supposed to be except for one crucial detail.
“Where’s Shiko?”
The bed her childhood friend resided for weeks was now empty. Blankets were spilled over on the floor, all trailing towards the bedroom door.
“W-Was he dragged off somewhere…?” Sayori fretted.
“We don’t exactly know that’s th-”
“What if someone came by to finish what Akui started?!”
Monika firmly grasped Sayori's shoulders.
"I'm sure Shujinkou's fine, Sayori," she said.
"…I don't think there's any good from someone in a coma being moved," Sayori mumbled. "The only reasons he'd be move would be-"
"Or maybe he just needed to be checked up on. We should probably just ask before we make any assumptions, okay?"
"Okay… Maybe, it really is-"
A tired yawn put a stop to their short conversation. Their eyes were slowly drawn towards the source of that sound. Their faces were pale as they witnessed Shujinkou trudge into the room with a tired sigh.
"My head…" he muttered.
"…Shiko?"
Any sense of exhaustion quickly vanished the moment he heard Sayori's voice. He scratched his right cheek in amazement.
"Sayori…? Monika!"
“Shiko!” With tears in her eyes, Sayori jumped over and tightly hugged her awakened friend. “You’re finally awake!”
Her joy completely taking over, Sayori squeezed him tighter and tighter.
“W-Wait…” Shujinkou placed his hands on her shoulders and gently pushed her away.
"What's wrong, Shiko?"
“You’re not mad at me?”
“Why would I be mad?”
“Because I…”
Sayori violently shook her head.
“It doesn’t! I know you wouldn’t act like that if you could help it!” she affirmed.
“Really?” A familiar innocent smile crossed Shujinkou’s face. “I’m glad…”
Shujinkou tightened his grip. Fresh waves of pain flowed through Sayori, causing a small yelp to slip through her lips.
"S-Shiko?"
"Don't worry, you pretty much guaranteed that Shiko won't feel too guilty for what happens next, 'kitsune'."
“Ki-?"
Suddenly, Sayori felt some force pull her back. As she fell, her view scrolled up not to a bedroom ceiling, but to a dark bight sky, one that was rapidly pulling away from her. Faster and faster, they were pulled apart until everything went black.
“And that’s when I woke up.”
Sitting in their clubroom, Sayori took another bite from her chocolate bar once she finished retelling her dream.
“O-Oh…”
Monika was completely taken aback by Sayori’s recollection. She was amazed by how accurate Sayori’s subconscious version of herself was and everything up to Shujinkou appearing awake seemed like how it would play out in real life.
But the dark turn at the end… Not only did it make her a little worried if it affected Sayori more than she was letting on, but it also reminded her of the unnerving atmosphere that followed Shujinkou on and off the night he fell into his coma.
“Hey, Monika… Do you agree with what my dream version of you said, the part about me not messing things up?” Sayori asked.
"Yeah… It’s kind of scary how much you got me in your dream. You really know me, huh?”
“Yep, that’s why I accepted it so easily. Still, I kinda think that I went too far with what I said to Yuri…” Sayori fell back and stared at the ceiling. "It had to be too far, right?"
That question had haunted her since her brief explosion and would seem to-
"Well, personally…"
Blinking twice, Sayori's eyes soon widened with shock upon beholding who was now looking down at her.
"I would have to disagree," Yuri stated with a smile.
“Eh?!" Sayori swiftly jumped up and asked, "Yuri, what are you doing here?!”
“Ah… I suppose that’s a fair question…"
Not saying a word, Monika took note of the increasingly tightened grip Yuri had on her lunch.
"Actually, I was wondering if I would even be allowed here…" Yuri quietly admitted.
"Of course," Monika answered warmly. "Don't you remember; I said we'll be here to listen to whatever you have to say."
Sayori nodded her head in agreement. “Besides… Um…”
Despite her silent agreement, there was nothing but uncertainty displayed on Sayori’s face. It wasn’t surprise to Yuri considering how their last conversation ended. At this point, there was only one thing to say.
“I’m sorry!” they both cried. “Huh?”
The two stared at each in surprise.
“Wait… What are you apologizing for, Sayori?” Yuri questioned.
“I’m… I’m sorry for yelling at you when you were clearly still hurt over everything that happened. It’s just that… I didn’t want to lose another friend again and it really hurt when you said that everything we’ve been through meant nothing, so much that it made me say things I shouldn’t have.”
Yuri slowly shook her head.
“No… I’m sad and embarrassed to say that, despite my reaction, your response was actually what I wanted," she admitted.
“Huh? What do you mean?"
“I felt like everything that happened that night was my fault. Everyone getting hurt and nearly killed; I felt like I deserved to be punished for that and so… I did everything possible to ensure that I was.”
“You wanted us to hate you as punishment?" Sayori was quiet. Her eyes scoured the room before she closed them. Her entire body shook, and she soon opened her eyes. …That’s so dumb, Dummy!”
“Huh?”
“It felt like something Natsuki would say and I agree! You shouldn’t take the blame for something someone else did! You didn’t hurt us, they did!”
Yuri giggled at that statement, surprising Sayori.
“Sorry, it’s just that… That’s exactly what Natsuki said. …In her own way.”
“Wait… You talked to Natsuki?!” Sayori exclaimed.
“The two of us accompanied Rei on a trip to find a certain flower for Shujinkou," Yuri explained.
“…You talked to Natsuki and went on a fun trip without us…?”
“To be fair, it was a spur of the moment activity, one only happening due to us ruining the one Rei already had. Plus, we realized how unnecessary it was for us to be there anyway; Rei would have been fine on her own.
Still, it was during then that I admitted my feelings to Natsuki and she convinced me of how self-absorbed I was being.”
“I don’t think you were being self-absorbed, Yuri," Monika assured her.
"Whatever the proper term is, Natsuki treating me that still allowed a breakthrough so to say. Actually, in hindsight, it was pretty funny how she actually went about: Mocking what I thought and not letting me get a word in until she got her point across."
"Wow… Natsuki really helped make you feel better…" a giant smile stretched across Sayori's face. "That's great! It's also sounds like Natsuki's feeling a little better too. Operation: Doki Doki Literature Club is going better than I hoped."
"'Operation: Doki Doki Literature Club'?" Yuri repeated, perplexed.
"That's the name of the plan Sayori came up with to get us all back together," Monika explained.
"…So, what is this plan?"
"Eh… I didn't really get much farther than the name…" Sayori admitted. "I kinda came up for it on the spot when me and Monika talked things out."
"Did you really need an elaborate plan name when you only had two more members to recover?" Yuri wondered aloud.
"It was to increase morale!" Sayori insisted. "And it was working!"
"Sorry. It's an appropriate name, nonetheless. My heart was certainly pounding around everyone."
"Would that include Shujinkou?" Monika asked.
"Eh?"
"You said you and Natsuki went with Rei to find a flower for Shujinkou. Does that mean you were with Rei when she delivered it?"
"Well…"
"Wait, does that mean you and Natsuki saw Shiko too?" Sayori hastily asked.
"Well, I did, but Natsuki couldn't," Yuri lamented.
"What? Why not?"
"She had something to do."
"Something else…?"
All semblance of energy was sapped from Sayori as she backed away.
"I have to admit, I was surprised that you two weren’t there yesterday," Yuri continued.
"Of all times, huh…" Monika weakly chuckled.
"Of course, it would happen when trying to catch up on my work…" Sayori lamented.
"So, did anything happen there last night?" Monika questioned.
"Not really, but… It was reliving to see him somewhat at peace, present circumstances aside," Yuri admitted. "It's strange to say that, but…"
"You don't have to explain, we feel the same way," comforted Monika, as she playfully scratched her right cheek.
"Hm…" Sayori's head bobbed back and forth. "Wait a minute! If Natsuki did all that yesterday, doesn't that mean she'd be willing to talk to us? We should invite her to lunch before break's over."
"I actually thought of doing that, but she's not here," Yuri informed them.
Monika was surprised. "Do you mean she can't be found or maybe-?"
"She's absent."
"Absent? What for?" Sayori wondered aloud.
…
This is nostalgic, still…
Hiro gulped as she rung her cleaning rag dry.
"I really have to make sure this never comes up in a conversation when Shujinkou wakes up…"
She reached for a nearby towel and methodically dried her hands.
"Now to just-"
Her outspoken thoughts were soon interrupted by the echoing sound of the doorbell.
Who could that be?
She wasn't expecting anyone and school was still in session. Perplexed by the timing, Hiro swiftly covered her son up and walked downstairs to the front door. Opening it, she was surprised to find Natsuki standing on the other side.
“Natsuki?”
"Hey… Uh…" Natsuki's cheeks were flushed and she struggled to maintain eye contact with Hiro. "I know this is a weird time and everything, but I was wondering if I could see how Shujinkou's doing?"
"How he's… Oh!" Hiro's cheeks soon matched Natsuki's upon remembering the state she left her son in. "Actually…"
"I can't, right? I get it."
"No, it's not that. Um, come in."
Natsuki was puzzled by how Hiro hastily led her inside.
“Do you think you could wait for a moment? I was… I was in the middle of doing some of the things a caretaker has to do at times like these.”
Hiro soon sped walked up the stairs, leaving Natsuki even more confused.
What did I interrupt? I mean, what could she be doing to Shujinkou that me coming over would-?
It was at that very moment Natsuki soon wished that she hadn't pondered what was clearly being kept from her. Her entire face was as red as an apple as her mind formed an image she desperately didn't want to think of.
"Maybe it wasn't a good idea to come here after all…"
Desperate to find something else to focus on, Natsuki's attention was soon drawn to an open book resting on a nearby chair.
It was a photo album. Picking it up, Natsuki beheld photos of familiar faces when they were younger happily playing together. It was odd, but the sight of it filled her with a sense of tranquility.
Sayori's really been that close to Shujinkou from the beginning, huh?
She continued to flip through the pages until one picture in particular caught her attention. It was a photograph of Shujinkou with a girl that looked very similar to him.
So that's-
"Natsuki?"
"Ah-!" Surprise hit her like a bolt of lightning, causing her to drop the album. "Ow!"
That wasn't the only side effect. The shock made her once again feel a sharp pain from high up her left arm.
"Are you okay, Natsuki?" Hiro worriedly asked.
"I'm fine… It's just…"
The moment she grasped the source of her pain, a small trail of blood crawled down her arm. In the span of a second, Natsuki's head was already filled with how she could carry on in spite the evidence continuing down her arm, but the concerned look on Hiro's face rendered her unable to say any of them.
"…Would you mind if I take a look?" she requested.
Every fiber of her being screamed for Natsuki to say no. Despite that, she offered her arm for Hiro to inspect.
Hiro rolled up her sleeve to find a blood-soaked bandana tied across Natsuki's arm. She slowly moved it up, revealing a deep cut.
"It's not that bad…" Natsuki muttered.
"…Does that mean that you don't want to go to a hospital and have a doctor check this out?"
"Yeah, I'm pretty sure hospitals don't want to see me around for a while."
Natsuki tried to muster up a laugh, but it was clear it was wasted effort. Nothing about Hiro's solemn expression showed it would work on her.
"…Okay."
Hiro reached under the chair the phot album was on and pulled out a first-aid kit.
"You… You have first aid under your furniture?" Natsuki noted, perplexed
"I know it's strange, but I've learned that it helps to have it accessible wherever I'm at," Hiro calmly explained.
"I guess that makes sense…"
Natsuki watched Hiro walk into the kitchen with a rag. When she returned not too long later, it was wet with small bubbles on it. She then gently took her arm and just as gently began cleaning the injury.
This entire scenario was just strange.
“You’ve had a lot of experience with this kinda stuff, huh?” Natsuki asked.
"You think?"
"You kind of seem too prepared not too."
"I guess you could say I have a little experience," Hiro acknowledged.
“Sayori?”
“Sometimes. But other times I had to do this for Hiroko.”
“Uh…”
Natsuki didn't expect for Hiro to just casually mention someone she and Shujinkou seemed to actively avoid doing so in the past.
“I’ve heard you all heard about her while… you know.” Hiro explained.
“Oh…”
Once she was done cleaning, Hiro reached into the kit, grabbed a tube of ointment and squeezed some on the tips of her index and middle finger.
"Are you sure you're okay with talking about her?" Natsuki worriedly asked.
"I'm sure Shujinkou would have preferred if it came up naturally…"
"But what about you?"
Hiro placed the tips of her fingers on Natsuki's wound and began rubbing.
"I think professionals would say to not treat her as a taboo subject. One of the reasons I haven't mentioned her much was because in the past, it would automatically cause Shujinkou to recede into his daydreams.”
A chill went up Natsuki's spine upon hearing that. All of a sudden, all the bits and pieces of information regarding a certain subject came together. “That’s really why he daydreamed so much?”
“He was always a bit of a daydreamer. He had a pretty active imagination and liked playing it out in his head. But after Hiroko passed away, he used those dreams as to escape the pain he felt in reality. He stopped caring about himself and the real world and focused solely on escaping to his dreams. It eventually got to a point where he was able to delve into them with absolutely no intention to do so.”
Natsuki remembered moments Shujinkou would do exactly that in the past. Moments where she would give him a hard time for doing so.
“It’s because of that that even after reuniting with Sayori and befriending you and the others, I was still afraid to talk about my daughter because I feared it would make the progress he was making go away.”
"That… That makes sense…"
"Plus, I was pretty sure Shujinkou should be the one to tell you all when she inevitably came up.”
“Yeah, it probably should have been him…" Natsuki agreed with a sigh. "…Now I really feel bad about how I treated him daydreaming when we first met.”
"You shouldn't."
"I hit him with a rolled-up poster on one of his first days for daydreaming…"
Hiro winced at the imagery that accompanied that admission. "He never held that against you."
"Still…"
"I think it was better for Shujinkou that you treated him as you normally would."
"Even the poster?"
"That part could have been taken out, preferably…" Hiro said with a meek laugh. "Still, I don't know how to explain it, but I really think the genuine way you treated Shujinkou was one of the reasons he thinks highly of you."
"Only he can think only good things about someone who hit him on the head with a poster," Natsuki said with another sigh.
Hiro finished applying the ointment, reached for a roll of elastic wrap and started wrapping the elongated bandage around Natsuki's wound.
"The last time we talked, you said I followed my heart here," Natsuki recalled. "Is that what you think I did this time?"
Hiro looked up, surprised. "Didn't you come here to check up on a friend?"
"I guess in more ways than one. Part of me wants to see Shujinkou, but I'm not really sure if it's the Shujinkou I've gotten used to or…"
"The one I heard about? The one that beat people near to death and pulled off near superhuman feats?"
"I don't think you can call him literally playing human paddleball with someone 'near'…"
Natsuki could still remember the glee on Shujinkou's face as he threw Akui around and the murderous anger he displayed when declaring to kill, Akuma.
"I mean, what was it like hearing that he did all that?"
"At first… I was too focused on him being comatose to focus on the strangeness of what I heard," Hiro admitted. "Even now, it’s still a little too much to wrap my head around. I know it has to be true because I know you all wouldn't lie about something like that.
I guess in the end, I'm in the same camp Sayori's in."
"Which is?"
"That Shujinkou wouldn't have done uncharacteristic things like that if he had a choice."
"But that doesn't make any sense… I want to believe that, but…"
More memories of that night came flooding back. As she was hanging on for dear life, she could hear Shujinkou desperately beg for the madness to stop. She could hear his desperate attempts to reach her.
She thought that was the last time she heard his voice. No, there was one time after that: When Sayori tearfully begged him to stop.
He said that he wouldn't upset us anymore… Like he was defying someone and then…
Finished bandaging her arm, Hiro placed the elastic wrap back in kit and slid it back under the chair.
"How's it feel?" she asked.
Natsuki flexed her arm. "Better… Thank you."
“No need.”
That was a familiar response. The fact Shujinkou's mother said what he sometimes says in response to being thanked prompted Natsuki to ask, "Do you and Shujinkou have something against being thanked?”
“What makes you say that?”
“There are a lot of times Shujinkou says, ‘no need for thanks’ or something like that whenever someone thanks him.”
“Oh… I think that’s just our way of saying that we’d do it anyway?” Hiro answered.
“Still doesn’t hurt to be thanked, you know?”
“No…" a small smile crossed Hiro's face. "It doesn’t. Oh, that reminds me, would you like to see Shujinkou now?"
"Maybe a little later…" Natsuki mumbled. I don't think I can see him without that image in my head…
"Then would you like to eat? I was thinking of making some ramen for lunch, but I don't mind making some for you too."
"Really? Ramen?"
"Something wrong with that? Is there something else you would like?"
"No, it's not that. Just… You don't look like a ramen eating person."
"I've heard that a lot… But I do enjoy a good bowl of ramen as much as anyone else and I especially like the final touches of making it."
Hearing that last part had piqued Natsuki's interest. "And by that you mean?"
"Um…" Hiro pondered how she could answer. "I'd rather you wait and see. So, would you like a bowl or…"
Interested even further, Natsuki eagerly accepted the proposal. She followed Hiro into the kitchen and took a seat at the table. There she waited as Hiro began making their meal.
"Is cooking something you like to do?" Natsuki asked.
"It's an interest I've picked up when I was younger," Hiro replied. "When you're an only child who isn't good at making friends and is a bit anxious when it comes to social interactions, it surprisingly leaves you open to taking up hobbies that kids don't usually think of."
"Like?"
"Practicing perfecting tying ties."
"Really?"
"I was really bored and there wasn't really much to do that day."
"What else?"
"Reading up on the various kinds of flora my parents might have seen around the world."
Natsuki immediately recalled the few passing remarks Hisa had mentioned that same topic during the summer. "Oh, that's right… Your dad was an 'adventurer' right?"
"He travelled the world with Mom. They've been to all sorts of places and had many adventures. I still remember him telling me about them as he put me to bed."
Natsuki couldn't tell too well from where she was sitting, but she was sure that she could longing on her host's face. It was clear that she had thought the world of her father.
"Wow… Your mom went from world trotting adventurer to Spa Resort owner. She should to write an auto-biography," Natsuki half-jokingly suggested.
"She has one."
"Seriously!?"
"Well, memoirs. Though she has no plans to publish them."
"Oh… Kinda surprised she never mentioned them."
"I'm sure it's because it's filled with personal stuff. The kind of stuff that you don't want others to know about."
That was understandable. It would seem impossible to travel around the world and not have some embarrassing tales you wouldn't want anyone to find out.
“Wait… Is Lady Hisa around?”
“She’s out running some errands. I’m not sure when she’ll be back.”
“Huh. Wonder what she's up to.”
Time passed by. The air was filled with a thick, rich smell, filling Natsuki with anticipation.
"Here you go."
A steaming bowl of noodles was gently placed in front of her. The rich smell had already made it desirable but there was something else that Natsuki was hoping for.
Just with a glance, Natsuki could tell that the appetizing meal in front of her was prepared with great detail and care. The wavy noodles were positioned to look like waves in the ocean all leading to the narutomaki centered on the lower left side. Two bamboo shoots were sticking out of it, delicately cut so the top splintered into all directions, giving it the appearance of the top of a tree.
Taking another look, she noticed tiny pieces of narutomaki in the shape of various sea creatures slowly drifting in the broth.
When viewed as a whole, it looked like an edible version of a beach.
“This looks amazing!” Natsuki praised.
“You really think so?”
“Are you kidding? This looks like the kind of stuff on I'd see on TV.”
Hiro bashfully fiddled with her chopsticks. “Thanks. Sometimes I like to add a little more effort to make my meals as aesthetically pleasing as possible.”
“You mean… You like working on the presentation too?”
Hiro nodded her head.
“It’s the best part, isn’t it? Baking and Cooking is satisfying by itself, but being able do what you want with the final product is… It’s just really fun to do whatever you want and have others appreciate your vision.”
“It is nice… Both, I mean. Which is good since presentation is important to a meal."
"Yeah, not a lot of people realize it's what causes them to pick yours over theirs. We do that all the time and some still don't get it. It's kinda why I don't expect them to get how much fun working on it can be."
"It's fine if they don't consciously realize that though, isn't it? I think they appreciate subconsciously if they pick yours."
"It's not like I'm looking for constant praise or anything. I just wish that people don't see it as part of the process. It's an extra step that requires more effort and creativity than they know!"
Natsuki hung her head, exhausted and a little embarrassed by her last second outburst.
“We should dig in before our food gets could.” Hiro advised.
Keeping her head down, Natsuki did exactly that.
It’s nice…
It wasn't just the meal that spawned such a simple thought. There was something about the current situation she was in that served as a direct contrast to another.
Natsuki looked up at Hiro with unsure eyes. “Do you mind if I ask you a personal question?”
“What is it?”
“What did you ever see in Shujinkou’s dad?”
No sooner than those words left her mouth, Natsuki realized the consequences of what she just said.
Hiro was clearly upset as she played with her chopsticks. "…That’s a lot more personal than I expected.”
“Never mind, it’s none of my business. Sorry…”
The silence afterwards was uncomfortable, comparable to-
“Does you running into Jomei have anything to do with that question?” Hiro suddenly asked.
"Ho-?"
“I heard about it from Yuri.”
“Should have known…" Natsuki mumbled under her breath. "…That doesn’t bother you does it.”
“It more surprises me than bothers me. There’s also the fact that I met him and the rest of your friends have too, so that probably helps keeps it at surprised."
“He did mention that, but he sounded almost ticked off about it. Plus, he was pretty insensitive to Yuri’s concerns and showed no care for his son… That’s exactly why I asked what you ever saw in him. You two are as polar opposites as you can get and not in the attracting kind of way."
“I guess… I guess you could say he was a different person back then. He…”
Hiro was silent once again.
“Sorry, I shouldn’t have asked.”
“It’s fine. I’d be curious too if I was you.”
“Still…" Natsuki took a deep breath. What she had on mind was something she normally tried to avoid doing. "Ask me a personal question!”
“Huh? But why?”
“I’m a guest and I asked an inappropriate question now of all times. It’s only fair for you to do the same.”
“I don’t really see how that’s fair.”
“Please. It’s the only way I’ll stop mentally kicking myself.”
Despite making her intentions very clear, Hiro still felt uncomfortable taking up Natsuki's offer to 'even things'. Though it was clear Natsuki wouldn't budge, meaning there was only one way she could satisfy both parties without any further pain.
“Okay… Why do you call Shujinkou ‘Dummy’?” she asked.
“Uhh…" Natsuki's cheeks grew bright pink and her eyes were darting across the room. "It’s… Well, sometimes… I mean sometimes he just does dumb things, so I call him out on it.”
“Ah.”
“Like there was the time he missed an obvious piece of paper on our old clubroom door saying that the meeting’s been cancelled. He ended staying there with me without knowing any better for awhile.”
“That must have been fun.”
“I guess…?" Natsuki said with a half-hearted shrug. "I didn’t really know him then yet. Back then he was just Sayori’s friend that daydreamed too much."
As If she wasn't already reeling from the personal question, now Natsuki felt like crawling under the table after another insensitive comment.
…Sorry.”
“No need; go on.” Hiro calmly insisted.
“…Looking back on it, I guess that day was what made me begin to think that there was more to him. I’ve been giving him a hard time up to that point and thought he was just keeping any issues he would have with me to himself. But then one day I was about to fall while getting my stuff and he caught me.
Sure, that just seems like basic human decency, but it was the way he looked at me as he asked if I was okay…. I don’t think someone who was bothered with me could look that concerned. Though he did follow it up by doing something dumb.”
“What was that?”
“He got me interested in a unfinished story! Like, I let him read something from my own personal collection and he got me started on something that I could never finish!”
Hiro remembered hearing that. She could remember the dread on Shujinkou's face as he tried to think of what he would say when he was inevitably called out on it.
She also remembered feeling some guilt then. Part of her enjoyed seeing him like that. It wasn't that she enjoyed seeing her son upset, but that he was showing concern for something in the real world.
“I’m sure he didn’t mean to." Hiro assured her with a meek chuckle.
"I know he didn't, but at the time, I thought he was just setting me up the entire time just to mess with me!" Natsuki sighed. "But no… It was just a mistake and from there he just continued to be awkward but friendly until the first time I came over to work on our contest entry for your mom's contest."
"Between you and me, Mom came up with that contest hoping that your school would win as an excuse to get Shujinkou to come down and visit."
"Seriously?!"
"Mm-hmm. She figured it was a good time to do so once I told her that Shujinkou was making new friends."
"Isn't that a little… 'expensive' to gamble the potential of our school winning? Actually, doesn't scream severe nepotism?"
"Mom made sure that she was impartial."
"Well, despite all the circumstances saying otherwise I can believe that. Anyway, I came over and I saw a completely different side to Shujinkou. The awkward, but friendly guy suddenly became an enthusiastic and skilled artist whop pretty much took charge of the project. It was just shocking.
We worked on it together until he accidently marked me on the face with a permanent marker. I clearly couldn't let that slide and got payback and then…"
Natsuki couldn't help but blush again the moment she recalled what happened after that brief tussle.
"…Anyway! I kinda accepted that Shujinkou was the type of person who would do anything so a friend wouldn't feel upset over something. Also, he's pretty fast at giving someone cat whiskers."
"Hm…"
"What?"
"Nothing, it's just… Your account sounds like you had just as much fun that day as Shujinkou did," Hiro admitted.
"R-Really?"
"It was really strange, but nice, to see him that happy when I came home."
Natsuki's cheeks grew even brighter.
“Still! He does still do things that are pretty dumb like keeping certain information to himself or just saying things that makes things awkward or just continuing to let Mali be around him despite doing everything in her power to make him miserable.”
“I’ve heard. And yet wasn’t Mali supporting him when he went after you all?”
“Ugh… It feels strange to be indebted to someone who gets a thrill out irritating you… The really strange thing is, I don’t exactly see her getting involved if it happened when she first Shujinkou. And just when did she go from mockingly referring to him as ‘Senpai’ and start to consider him as her ‘special Senpai’?!”
Hiro could understand Natsuki's feelings. Meeting Mali and noting how she acted then compared to the first stories she heard about her was a shift even without the full context Natsuki had.
“But is that really a bad thing?” Hiro wondered aloud.
“Yes! She says she’s interested in him and I don’t really see how that could possibly be a good thing. She just has this malevolent feeling to her that she likes to make as obvious as possible, that I can’t help but suspect she’s up to something. At this point, a huge part of me thinks the best-case scenario is that she’s just going to tease us until she gets bored!"
Natsuki entire body trembled with anger, every moment Mali either teased or verbally gave them the runaround adding on to it.
She was like a ticking time bomb and just the right push would set her off. But as she looked at her host's face, a feeling of acceptance washed over her.
"But despite that… I can’t deny she’s not as bad as she was at first, at least regarding Shujinkou," Natsuki begrudgingly admitted. "Know what, I think I know what annoys me the most despite everything: It’s the fact that she’s so deliberately confusing that you can’t even tell if she’s trying to be half the time! My unfocused rant is just proof of that!”
“Mali really leaves an impression, doesn’t she?”
“She’s came over to see Shujinkou, right?”
Hiro nodded her head.
“What was she like?”
“Curious and courteous.”
“Of course, she wouldn’t show her nasty side around you…" Natsuki muttered. "Granted the only adults I’ve seen Mali interact with tried to kill us so what do I know?
“Well, if it helps, even Mali questions why Shujinkou doesn’t mind her hanging around him.”
“I know it has to do with that he’s that kind of person, but…”
Hiro tapped the side of her bowl, capturing Natsuki's attention before she could sink into her thoughts again.
“It might be best just to trust Shujinkou’s judgement.”
Natsuki had her arms crossed and shut her eyes. “I guess… But that doesn’t mean I’m going to let up on her when she steps out of line.”
“Mm.”
Slightly opening her eyes, Natsuki was surprised to find Hiro smiling at her. The serenity of it felt as it could be infectious.
“Hey, uh… Have the others mentioned me?" Natsuki hastily questioned.
"A lot."
"They say anything interesting?"
"Um, interesting? Would you consider wondering how you're doing 'interesting'?"
"Sounds more expected… In fact, I bet one of them making plans to confront me or something."
Hiro was silent. She was staring intently at her half-empty bowl as she slurped the rest of the noodles.
"…Sayori's really been making plans, hasn't she?"
Hiro gulped down her food and went for more.
"Why am I even asking like I'm surprised? We're talking about the same girl who manipulated me and Shujinkou to get him to visit the club; I'm sure she has some kind of plan in mind,"
Natsuki looked down at her bowl with downcast eyes and brushed her finger around the perimeter.
"But who am I to talk? I had to plan to avoid everyone at school so…"
She continued to brush her finger against the bowl, slowing the orbit it made.
"You ever had moments like that back when you were in school; that you have to feel like you have to spend half your day planning ways to avoid someone?"
"I think everyone's had moments like that."
"But what if most of your life was like that? What would that make a person?"
"…I guess..." It was a question Hiro had wondered about herself for a long time and after witnessing everyone's feelings and considering her own, there was only one answer she had. "I guess that would make the person human."
Natsuki slowly looked up at Hiro, perplexed. "What do you mean?"
"Like I said, everyone has moments like that. It's natural to want to avoid anything that scares or makes you uncomfortable in anyway. It could be someone, a place, or just a simple fact and we'll do anything to avoid confronting head on."
"It sounds like denial at that point."
"Sometimes it is. Other times it's desperation and others… Whatever the reason it's a completely human reaction and you shouldn't feel shame in having those moments.
Still, I've learned that you shouldn't use that as an excuse to keep avoiding just for the sake of avoiding. I won't delve into the many other complex reasons, but I think whatever the reason, what we're avoiding will eventually come to us, so it may be better to prepare for that at least."
"That's…"
Natsuki suddenly broke out into an uncontrollable fit of laughter.
"Did I say something funny?"
"No, it's just… Nothing, you have a point."
Saying no more, Natsuki returned to eating lunch with Hiro doing the same. Soon after they were finished, they walked out of the kitchen where Hiro's eyes were drawn to her photo album, still resting on the floor.
"Sorry, I kinda forgot I just dropped it," Natsuki apologized.
"It's fine," Hiro said as she picked it up. "Did you still want to look at it?"
"No thanks. Maybe when Shujinkou's awake."
"Okay."
"But, uh… Speaking of Shujinkou, I gotta ask: Does it ever bother you that most of the people your son's close to are women?"
Hiro shook her head.
"Honestly, it was a little surprising at first, but no," she explained.
"At all?"
"No."
"You really don't mind that your son has that many female friends?" Natsuki marveled.
"Not at all," Hiro confirmed.
"Weren't you at least a little concerned with how close Shujinkou and Sayori were as kids?"
"No."
"…Really?"
"Uh-uh."
“But what about when you first met me and Yuri?”
“That was the surprise I was talking about… Also, just the fear of embarrassing my son.”
“Okay… So, you’ve never minded your son having multiple girls here at once?”
“Truthfully, I was happy he was befriending that many people.”
“Wow…”
“Is it abnormal for a parent to feel that way?”
“I mean, some parents freak out over their kid having one friend not of the same gender and that’s not even going into parents discovering their kid has a harem-"
Not even a second after saying that, Natsuki desperately shook her head
"N-Not that I’m calling us Shujinkou’s harem!" she sputtered. "Just without context, it comes off that way!”
"Eh… I guess it helps that I know that Shujinkou wouldn’t set out to befriend girls just so he could surround himself with them. That’s not really like him, especially considering the circumstances at the time he befriended everyone.”
“Also probably helps he never planned to, and he just ended up doing so by pure coincidence… The fact he has done exactly that multiple times is just amazing… He may end up befriending a lot more before the school year’s done… Geez…"
Hiro didn't know how to respond to that distinct possibility. She meant it when she said she had no problems with Shujinkou having many female friends, but she was also worried about a potential dilemma her son may have to face in the future.
"Oh. Speaking of Shujinkou, would you like to see him now?" Hiro offered again.
Without hesitation, Natsuki answered with a simple nod and followed Hiro up the steps.
Chapter 171: The Absent Part 2
Chapter Text
"Ugh… Why didn't I take Shujinkou's mom up on her offer…?"
Laying on a bench just outside of her school, Natsuki groaned as she rubbed her stomach.
"I really should have known that I wouldn't have been able to make lunch last night…"
Continuing to stare aimlessly, Natsuki began to think back to the events of yesterday. She could remember the sorrow and relief she felt when she finally saw Shujinkou sleeping. She also felt guilt and overall conflicted. Though hard, she was able to hide that from his mother.
Those weren’t the only feelings she recalled.
She's… That visit was a lot nicer than I thought it'd be, even if the beginning was really uncomfortable…
Natsuki sat up, unaware of the small smile on her face.
"That family's really weird."
She then curiously checked her surroundings. Besides the occasional student passing by, the area was hers ever since classes broke for lunch.
Her eyes were then drawn to a nearby clock. Afternoon classes were about to begin soon.
"Why's lunch so much longer when you don't have anything to eat," she said with a pout.
Standing up, Natsuki's ears were soon assaulted by high-pitch, frantic screams. Very familiar frantic screams.
"Is that…?"
"Somebody help!" somebody cried.
"It can't be…"
Natsuki cautiously walked towards the direction the screams were coming from. Looking at the source, she once again experienced a rare moment where she could believe what she was seeing while also struggling to accept it.
"Sayori?!"
Her usually clumsy friend was dangling upside down from a nearby tree branch.
"Sayori, what the heck are you doing up there!?"
"Huh?" The moment their eyes met, Sayori's eyes sparkled with hope. "Natsuki, you gotta help me down from here!"
Sayori violenlt swung through the air, twisting and turning as she begged for help.
"Stop wiggling like that! You're going to end up falling on your head!" Natsuki warned her. "Plus-!"
Sayori's frantic movements soon came to a halt, her attention focused solely on Natsuki's bright cheeks.
"'Plus-' what? What is it?" Sayori worriedly asked.
Looking away, Natsuki flatly answered. "Your skirt's… Not covering what it's supposed to…"
"My skirt's not… Eh?!"
Sayori looked up, utterly horrified to discover her panties were available for all to see. She quickly covered her exposed undergarments as much as she could and cried out for help once again.
"Seriously, Sayori, you need to calm down before-!"
As she was saying this, something horrifying caught Natsuki's eye. The sole thing keeping Sayori suspended was her left sock snagged on the branch. The hole it created was quickly expanding and in no time, it would rip completely.
Oh crap…!
With no time to think, Natsuki thrust herself under Sayori just in time to soften her fall.
"Auu… Are you okay, Natsuki?"
"Yeah, but…" Natsuki rubbed her head as she sat up. "Why's your head so hard?"
"Ehe, it's the reason why nothing's bad happen to me after falling on my head so much," Sayori chuckled gleefully.
"That's not something you should be laughing about…"
Dusting themselves off, Natsuki and Sayori began walking back towards the school.
"So, what were you doing up in that tree in the first place?" Natsuki asked.
"I noticed a cat in the tree and climbed up to get her."
"Again? Didn't that get you sent to the nurse's office last time?"
"But I couldn't just leave her up there!"
"I'm pretty sure the cat wouldn't have had any trouble getting down. You really need to think about stuff like that before you go and do something that can get you hurt."
Despite being sternly chastised, Sayori had a giant grin on her face.
"What are you smiling about?"
"Your response is so Natsuki-like. You're your old self again!" Sayori cheered.
"Was… I acting really different or something?" Natsuki replied, perplexed.
"Um, now that I think about it… I wouldn't really know. But at least you seem better enough to act Natsuki-like around me."
"Why do you keep saying Natsuki-like to the person you're coining the term from? It's weird."
"Because I've had to fill in for you a little there! Now that was weird…"
"Of course, I can't ever see you acting like me."
"But I guess I don't have to now that you're acting Natsuki-like again," Sayori paused. Her cheerful demeanor soon vanished and she puffed her cheeks. "I guess that trip you and Yuri went on with Rei did wonders for you both…"
"Wait, are you seriously upset you weren't there?"
"You could have at least told us you were going?"
"I mean… It was kinda a spur of the moment kind of trip…"
"You still could have given us a call!" Sayori argued. "It could have been fun for all of us! Not to mention it would have done wonders for Operation: Doki Doki Literature Club!"
That last part caught Natsuki's attention. In the flattest tone possible, she gave one word in response: "What?"
"Ah! I mean-!"
"I knew you'd have some plan up your sleeve, but what's with the name?"
"It's to signify the many heart-pounding moments we would have as we makeup and move on," Sayori proudly explained. "I mean didn't you have a moment like that with Yuri?"
"I wouldn't exactly call it that…" Natsuki had her arms crossed, keeping only the faintest of attention on Sayori.
"But how couldn't you? It sounded like you two did when you went on that fun trip with Rei…" her friend responded with another pout.
"Will you please get over it? We weren't even needed on that trip; we just figured we go and help anyway we can since it was our fault the trip was even necessary in the first place."
"Still…"
Natsuki groaned. "Look at it this way, maybe our part of your Operation: DDLC wouldn't have gone that well if you and Monika showed up as our plus twos."
"I guess you have a point…" Sayori scratched the back of her still aching head. "Now that I think about it, that's probably an example of what Monika was talking about."
Just as Natsuki's curiosity was piqued again, the two heard someone chime in, "What was I talking about?"
Looking to their side, they found Monika and Yuri walking towards them.
Natsuki shook her head in disbelief. "…Seriously, do we all know where the others are at all time or something?"
"Huh? Um…" Monika closed her eyes for a bit. After a few seconds, she opened them and directed a very familiar knowing smile towards Natsuki. "I'm pretty sure we don't. If that was the case, it would have been a lot easier for us to avoid each other, right?"
Seeing that smile filled Natsuki with many different emotions thoughts, but they all added up to one particular feeling: Frustration.
With a forced smile, she growled, "I see you're feeling better… At least enoguht to start holding things over our heads again…"
“I’m not trying to do that,” Monika insisted. “But if I really am doing that, then that means…”
“‘It means…’?”
“-It’s a secret.”
Trembling amidst Monika soft laughter, Natsuki struggled to maintain the smile on her face.
“Yeah, you’re definitely feeling better…” she murmured:
“By the way… Where’d you two come from?” Sayori asked.
“We were just checking the contents of the abandoned building,” Yuri explained.
“You mean you two were having fun exploring the building without us…” Sayori complained.
“But didn’t you tell me you explored it years ago on your birthday?” Monika reminded her.
“Oh yeah… That’s where I got my big surprise.” Sayori smiled wistfully as they pleasant memory played back in her mind. "Well, anyway, it's great that we ran into each other."
"Huh." Monika quietly thought back to every encounter she had after the events of October 30th. "I was kidding before, but Natsuki really has a point, huh; we really have run into each other a lot when we were trying our hardest not to…"
"Perhaps it was fate…" Yuri speculated out loud.
"'Fate'? You really think so, Yuri?" Sayori queried.
"Well… Ignoring the fact that running into each other at school is inevitable, it does seem like we've ran into each other and other people of interest a lot and in such a short amount of time. That does seem more than a bit coincidental."
"After what happened the night before Halloween, I'm ready to believe anything…" Natsuki said with a sigh.
"So… Do you think we should finally talk about it now?" Yuri asked aloud.
Sayori's eyes lit up with curiosity. "Talk about what?"
"Our feelings towards that night? Or should we wait until we're all together again?"
"I don't know, Yuri… Talking about that seems like the only thing we should do without Shiko," Sayori said, scratching her right cheek.. "I really doubt he'd want to relive that night anytime soon when he wakes up."
For Monika, hearing that brought back the memories of her last conversation with Shujinkou. "…That's definitely likely. To say he was really distressed before he…"
"-started playing human paddleball with Akui before slingshotting himself at him after jumping off the roof," Natsuki interrupted.
"…yeah. It would be an understatement to say that."
"Honestly, shouldn't we talk about what happened on the hospital roof?"
"You want to specifically discuss Shujinkou's sudden second wind and display of superhuman strength along with an incredible shift in demeanor," Yuri specified.
Natsuki nodded her head. "Exactly. What was that?"
"I've been thinking about that ever since then, Natsuki, but I don't think we'll ever get an answer to that," Monika lamented. "Even Shujinkou didn't know what was happening, in fact, I'm pretty sure that's why it frightened him."
"That's why I know something had to be making him act that way!" Sayori insisted. "There's no way Shiko would gleefully cause as much damage as possible."
"Well, what could make him act like that while also making him able to do… everything he's done that night?" Natsuki asked.
"…Maybe he was possessed by a demon…" Yuri proposed.
"A d-demon…? Natsuki stuttered, a chill crawling down her spine.
"Like you said earlier, given what happened that night, it wouldn't exactly be out of the realm of possibility. Mental state aside, it would be the only explanation for the unnatural display of strength."
"Not to mention how everything seemed to fall in place during the leadup to that night…" Monika added. "And strange documents only Shujinkou and Mali could fully read; I could only somewhat read them and the coincidental timing of dealing with 'Devil Brothers' on 'Devil's Night'."
"And the fact that they mysteriously disappeared…" Natsuki said with a shudder. "Are we sure that they didn't just stage an elaborate breakout?"
"Those two…" A look of uncertainty was present on Monika's face. "I really get the feeling that their disappearance wasn't voluntary."
"How can you be so sure?"
That was a question Monika had been asking herself for a while. Unfortunately, she didn't have an answer that made any sense.
"Just… Besides what Jomei said, I just have the strongest feeling that wherever they are, they're not having a good time right now," Monika explained.
Natsuki was skeptical. "Just a feeling?"
"Mm-hmm. I know it's strange, but that's just the hunch I have."
"You've been having a lot of hunches like that lately, Monika," Sayori noted.
"What are we talking about…?" Natsuki sighed. "How did we get to the point where we're actually considering what we're saying? Have things really gotten this crazy ever since that crazy night?"
"Actually, it feels like things got this crazy earlier…" Monika mused.
"Earlier? I don't remember anything strange happened earlier…" Sayori said, perplexed.
"There was the time Monika was kidnapped by a that guy who had our clubroom before us," Natsuki recalled.
"Oh yeah… Was that what you were talking about, Monika?"
Monika was quiet for a moment. She shook her head and smiled "…Never mind, I don't really know where that came from."
"Actually, while we're on the subject of strange phenomenon…" All eyes were on Yuri as her hands slid to her body towards bottom hem of her shirt. “Do you remember how I was stabbed by my own knife? Well…”
Yuri lifted her shirt ever so slightly, exposing the area the knife plunged into. To everyone’s collective shock, there was no scar or signs of injury.
"It healed up completely?" Sayori questioned.
Yuri shook her head. “…I kept checking right here every morning, expecting something to show up but nothing has. When left to think about it, I’m sure it’s related to what happened when Shujinkou pulled my knife out from here. Not only did it not hurt, nor did blood pour out after it, around the same time the blood pouring out from my head stopped to. Any semblance of pain after that was gone."
A chill, the same one that had previously crawled down Natsuki's spine suddenly shot up it.
“It was the same for me,” Monika chimed in. “I was in serious pain until Shujinkou helped me onto my feet.”
“And then there was how fast Shujinkou was when he saved me from Akuma…” Sayori recalled.
Natsuki clapped her hands, gaining the attention of the others. "You guys are going to give me a heart attack at this rate!"
She then took a deep breath.
“So let’s get this straight: On the night before All Hallow’s Eve, also known as Devil’s Night, we were kidnapped by a pair of devil brothers, Shujinkou was shot and left for dead in a river, Shujinkou went on a roaring rampage to rescue us, when he does, he’s surprisingly callous and a little schizophrenic, then Shujinkou needed to be hospitalized, then he’s missing…
Then Akui and Akuma show up and nearly kills us, then right as Shujinkou was done for he suddenly turns things around, smacks Akui around and then does who knows what to him after slingshotting into him, then he beats Akuma with the intention to kill him, then he just enters a coma just like that!
Again, am I the only one that thinks what we’re considering is crazy!?”
“You what else is crazy? A lot of the weird stuff mentioned really is squarely centered on Shiko,” Sayori pointed out. “Like it feels like Shiko shouldn’t have been a central target and yet suddenly he became the center of everything…”
A sentiment Monika shared, one that always reminded her of one singular phrase .
‘Shujinkou must save the day’,” her musings catching the attention of her friends, Monika explained further, “That’s what Mali said before Shujinkou came after us. Afterwards, she started insisting he’d be okay since, ‘Mali’s with him’.”
“So, you believe that Mali really may have something to do with the events that followed?” Yuri questioned.
“If that was the case, I doubt she would have involved herself with what happened on the roof with the intent of ending things then and there if she believed that Shujinkou needed to be the hero. Not to mention that something seemed off with Mali too until the warehouses.
Plus, back then she was referring to him by name instead of exclusively referring to him as ‘Senpai’ until that evening where she went back to doing so. Not to mention those documents she found.”
"Wait…" Natsuki was eyeing Monika intently with a annoyed look on her face. “…What if this was all some kind of prank Mali set up?”
“A prank? Could anyone consider what happened a prank?” Sayori thought aloud.
“We’re talking about a girl who went overboard with random pranks against the school for an entire week, then effortlessly set up traps that would have embarrassed Shujinkou in such a short amount of time and also got us a clubroom just so she can set Shujinkou up for a kiss then deny it. Given her overall personality; it’s totally possible she would go as far as set all that up just to mess with us.”
“That’s possible… But it wouldn’t really explain Shujinkou’s actions along with his feats of strength,” Yuri argued.
“That’s true,” Monika agreed. “The really strange thing is, I also feel like Natsuki has a point too. I feel like Mali could do all this and I feel like she wouldn’t.”
Natsuki groaned, her head hanging down in defeat. “Ugh… All this talking is just brings us to the same conclusion: The fact that we have no idea what is going on."
“I guess that means there’s only one thing for us to do…” Monika exchanges glanced with everyone and softly smiled. “Move forward and forget!”
“What?! Natsuki exclaimed. "How do we move forward from human paddleball?"
“I get it; it's a lot to ask for, but the thing is… Besides lamenting about how we ended up afterwards, I’ve also been wracking my head trying to understand all the strange things and coincidences that happened and I always end up with more questions.
I really do think that just accepting we won’t get any answers and moving on from it will be best for all of us.”
“So… We just pretend like none of that weird stuff happened?”
“No, we acknowledge it but move on from it.”
Staring intently at Monika once again, Natsuki raised her right hand, balled it up into a fist and thrust it forward. She soon retracted it then thrust it out again before repeating it several times.
"Hu. Man. Pad. Dle. Ball."
She mindlessly continued her act until Yuri gently grasped her hand.
"Perhaps it is best to just move on from that and the other strange phenomenon," she advised.
“Yeah, no point in mulling over whatever made Shiko act that way!” Sayori agreed.
“You’re really obsessed with that part, aren’t you?” Natsuki chuckled.
“I just want to make sure Shiko doesn’t wake up with his friends doubting him.”
Suddenly, the class bell rung.
“Looks like our time is up,” Yuri noted.
“Aw… But the last part of Operation: Doki Doki Literature Club was going so well…” Sayori lamented.
Natsuki shot Sayori a disapproving stare. “Seriously, don’t you think that name’s a little too… I don’t know, it just seems more romantic sounding than friendship building.”
“Yeah, maybe we should call it Operation: Doki Doki Literature Club Plus,” Monika cheerfully suggested.
“What’s the plus stand for?” Yuri queried.
“The friendship part.”
“Then what about the romance?” Natsuki asked.
Monika giggled.
“That comes later,” she said with a knowing smile.
“Yeah, you’re definitely feeling better.” Natsuki said with a knowing smile of her own.
“Yep. Anyway, let’s get to class before we get in trouble.”
“Yeah… I can’t afford anymore missed class time…” Sayori said with a weak chuckle. “Let’s go!”
Bursting with energy, Sayori ran up to Monika, took her by the hand and quickly led her into the school.
“Sayori, we’re not that late!” Monika cried as she was dragged away.
"Wow…" Natsuki cocked her head, baffled by what she had just witnessed. "…What exactly happened during the first part of Operation: DDLC?"
"I can't be sure, we had our 'Doki Doki' moment separately remember?" Yuri giggled.
"Not you too… It sounds too romantic to use in this context…"
"Well, I guess it's probably preferred to use in the later context like Monika had alluded to."
Processing that implication immediately caused Natsuki's entire face to turn red.
"What's wrong?" Yuri worriedly asked.
"Nothing… You just made me think of something I was trying to block out since yesterday…"
"Like what?"
"I'm not telling you; I'm trying to forget it! Come on, we have to get to class!"
Natsuki stormed into the school.
"Ah."
Smiling to herself, Yuri scratched her right cheek and made her way to class.
Chapter 172: The Absent Part 3
Chapter Text
Move on… That's what Monika suggested and I kinda accepted it back then, but soon after I found myself thinking about it again. I don't know how she can easily say we should just move on like that. Does she not remember what happened that night?
I mean, we talked about it, so I know we all acknowledged what happened that night happened and now we're just supposed to sweep it under the rug.
Granted, it seems like everyone else outside of us has done so. As far as anyone else is concerned, it never really happened. All those coincidences Monika pointed out along with how Shujinkou's second wind was like his inner demon took over…
Seriously, are we supposed to ignore the whole human paddleball?! The one-man army assault?! Sayori's speedy rescue?!
"Ugh!"
Natsuki buried her head in her pillow.
"No wonder, Monika told us to move on… Trying to figure that night out makes my head hurt."
She squeezed her pillow gently and released a tired sighed into it.
"I want to move on, but does that really mean everything can go back to normal?"
The moment that question left her lips that she felt her eyes drawn upwards. Slowly freeing her head from the softness of her pillow, her attention soon gravitated eyes towards a familiar drawing hovering over her head. Reaching towards it, she softly took it off the wall and brought it to her face.
"I know you didn't want me to make a big deal over you being here, but I still wanted to do something to cheer you up."
What Shujinkou had said to her when he gave her a drawing of herself echoed through her head as she continued to stare at it.
"…I wonder if I can even face Shujinkou when he wakes up."
Those melancholy words were quickly followed by a loud, wailing roar coming from her stomach.
"So hungry..."
She slid out of bed and walked downstairs. Once in the kitchen, she opened the refrigerator door.
"…Knew I forgot to do something today… Great…"
With no other option, Natsuki stepped towards a nearby cabinet, opened it and pulled out a box of cereal. She then reached for a bowl, sat down and absentmindedly poured what little was left of the cereal into the bowl.
Really should have taken Shujinkou's mom up on her offer…
That regret would remain with Natsuki for the duration of her short meal.
I wonder when Papa will be home...
…
"Ugh…"
In one of the stairwells of her school, Natsuki’s head rested along the top railing as she slowly stroked her stomach.
"Why didn't I take her up on her offer…!"
She clenched her trembling hand into a fist, greatly tempted to strike her stomach just so it could stop its constant wails.
I know it would just make things worse, but it’s so tempting…!
"Natsuki?"
Curiously looking over her shoulder, Natsuki spotted Yuri standing behind her.
"Hey… What are you doing here?" Natsuki asked.
"I was just looking for an adequate spot for lunch today."
"Why don't you just go to the clubroom?"
"I guess you could say I was just looking for something different. I had considered the abandoned school building, but I'm not so sure now."
Natsuki had not seen much of the interior of the abandoned school building herself, but she had seen enough to reply with, "Doesn't exactly seem like a sanitized place to eat?"
"Perhaps…" Yuri replied with a soft chuckle. "So, what led to you deciding to spend lunch here?"
"The fact that I wanted to get away from everyone eating lunch when I don't have anything to eat."
"You really don't have something to eat?"
Natsuki’s eyes wavered. "I didn't have a chance to make lunch and I need to save my money for later, so no vending machines…"
"I see…” Yuri glanced at the boxed meal resting in her hands and suggested, “Why don't share with my lunch with me then?"
"Seriously?” For a brief moment, Natsuki’s eyes with glistening with relief. However, that relief was soon replaced with hesitation. “…No, I don't want to make you suffer too."
"It's fine. As it happens, I've actually packed enough for two."
"How’d that happen?"
Yuri awkwardly fiddled with her hair. “I… May have had my mind wander to other places thanks to Grimm…"
"Your little sister's stuffed bear?"
"Grimm has been very… 'invested' in certain subjects lately. Only it feels like it's getting to Mali levels of invested and Yuki has to reprimand Grimm every time."
Natsuki shivered. The implications of that response was too much to ignore.
First hearing from Mali that she has a sister much worse than her and now a stuffed toy is causing trouble…! Wait, a stuffed doll causing trouble… What the heck is going on lately?!
Natsuki violently shook her head.
I really hope that doll just stays as a play friend for Yuki’s sake.
"So,” Snapped out of her thoughts, Natsuki was greeted with the sight of Yuri presenting her lunch to her. “Would you like to share lunch with me?"
“Uh… Y-Yeah, thanks."
Taking a seat against the wall, Yuri opened her lunch box and began portioning the food. Once she was done, the two wasted no time digging in.
"So, what was it like?" Yuri asked.
"What was what like?"
"Your visit to Shujinkou's the day you were absent."
"How'd you-?"
"I have my methods,” Yuri said with a soft laugh.
"Don't say that…” Natsuki pleaded, shirking away ever so slightly. “You sound like Mali saying that."
"I don't believe she has the monopoly to that phrase or the actions that give it context."
"I know, but she's all about methods and… it’s actually sometimes creepy how much she has everyone’s number."
Creepy…
That was a word that Yuri would have used to describe Mali when they first met. Something about her seemed very uncanny.
Given recent events, she doesn’t exactly come off that way now… Especially compared to the prelude of that night.
“…Well, to answer your earlier question, I heard that you paid a visit there when I went yesterday evening," Yuri explained.
"Right… Yeah, well just because I couldn't go with you and Rei the day before didn't mean I was never going to go."
"I'm not accusing you of anything. I'm just glad you went at all. To be honest, I was fine until I got inside. Then I was completely wrecked with worry wondering if I could bare to see a friend bedridden the way he was."
"And?"
"Well, it kind of went away when I actually saw him."
"Oh.”
Natsuki mindlessly ran her finger across the floor.
“Something wrong?” Yuri queried.
Natsuki shook her head. “I was just thinking that that probably made it easier to talk to him since you’re supposed to do that or something."
"You mean how it helps a person in a comatose state?"
"Yeah, I read about that somewhere. Don't really know if it's true or not. If anything, it seems really convenient for the person talking."
"I'm not so sure. I would like to think our words are getting through to Shujinkou, at least to assure him that he has people waiting for him to emerge from his slumber."
Natsuki looked up with an unsure look on her face.
"It'd be pretty awkward if the actual words were actually getting through, I bet. Imagine all the times in stories where you confess something to someone close to you who currently out cold and they actually remember hearing it. That… I would not want to be that person."
"That truly would…” Yuri took a deep breathe and slowly exhaled. Once she was done, a smile was left on her face. “Well, I suppose if that was the case, I'd be glad I didn't say anything truly important when I saw him."
"You didn't?" Natsuki gasped.
"You assumed I did?"
"You don't exactly hold back your feelings when it comes to talking to Shujinkou."
"That's somewhat true, but I guess you could say that's why I didn't."
"Huh?"
Yuri closed her eyes as she turned away. "What I really want to say… I want to say it to him when he's awake."
"But… You don't know when that'll be."
"I know… But I'm fine waiting until then."
Seeing the almost blissful look Yuri displayed at that moment affected Natsuki in a way she couldn’t understand. Despite that, she was still able to produce a genuine small smile.
"…This is kind of what I meant when I said you don't hold back,” she said, shaking her head. “Shujinkou really is a dummy in a lot of ways."
"Or maybe he's what Mali always calls him."
"'Senpai'?"
"Innocent."
Natsuki crossed her arms and took a moment to recall all the times she had heard Mali say, “Senpai’s so innocent”. To her it seemed like an additional way to insult him as were the initial time Mali had referred to Shujinkou as her ‘Senpai’.
"That's actually the one thing I can agree with her on,” she confessed. “He's definitely a lot more innocent than most guys here."
Yuri giggled.
"What's so funny?"
"I'm sorry, it's just… Sometimes it's still a little funny to hear you compliment him like that when you used to act like you didn't like having him around."
"Oh, come on! He was a stranger back then and you know he didn't make the best first impression!” caterwauled Natsuki. “Besides, I didn't see you welcoming him with open arms at first."
"That's true…” Yuri admitted, playing with her hair. “I was really hesitant because I was afraid of alienating someone again. Plus… To be perfectly honest, before I got to know him, something made him seem unapproachable back then. It wasn't his penchant for daydreaming but something else… But I guess we both know what that was now, don't we?
It… really explains a lot, doesn't it?"
"It definitely explains how he was acting at the end of our vacation." Natsuki replied, struggling to keep her expression neutral.
"Mm.”
As both had expected after that exchange, there was a noticeable, uncomfortable silence following the end of that topic. It seemed as if it would last the rest of lunch until Yuri spoke up.
“So, how was your visit?" she asked.
"It… It was nicer than I thought it would be. Granted, it was probably no different than yours or the others."
"Did you happen to say anything important to Shujinkou?"
"Not really. If I was going to divulge a secret to him during the only time I could, there was no way I could do it while his mom was around."
"That's true."
Finishing her half of lunch, Natsuki stood up and once again took her post along the railing.
"DDLC Plus, huh…?” she muttered.
"Pardon me?"
"Monika's attempt at a joke with Sayori's overly long name for her operation. Seriously, sometimes Monika's so unsubtle that it warps back around to confusingly subtle."
"That's true. As expected of the former star Debate Team member."
"I'm not even sure if I can call Shujinkou a dummy whenever she's like that."
"About that… I've been meaning to ask: how come you still call him that?"
Natsuki shrugged. "Because he still acts like a dummy sometimes. Why else?"
"Perhaps that stems from the innocence Mali always points out," Yuri suggested.
"So, he's like an innocent dummy?"
"Innocence in something can lead to somewhat unwise decisions. That’s what got me thinking about Mali calling him that all the time. At first, I thought she was referring to his kind nature, but now I think she may also be calling him naïve at the same time."
"Wait… Are you defending Shujinkou by using Mali's words or are you agreeing with me that he sometimes acts like a dummy?"
"Ah… I was just arguing from your point of view while taking a middle road."
"So… You are saying he sometimes acts like a dummy? That’d be weird coming from you since you and Sayori usually let him get away with those moments."
"I guess I just see those moments in a different light than you."
Natsuki shot Yuri an annoyed look. "So… Are you saying I'm too unreasonable with him?"
"I'm just pointing out that the relationships we have with him and how we interact are different," Yuri explained. "Despite that, we seem to share how close we are to him."
"…I feel like you added that last part so you wouldn't sound haughty."
"I have learned from my past social mistakes."
"I know. I still can't believe you were the same person that only spoke up to look down on my interests."
Yuri smiled as she replied, "And I can't believe you're the same person who only glared at everyone."
"I didn't glare…" Natsuki mumbled under her breath. "It was stern at worse."
"Plus, you hit Shujinkou with a poster."
Natsuki hung her head and groaned.
"Ugh… That's seriously my Monika's maid café moment, isn't it? Then again…"
With a smirk on her face, Natsuki leaned in close to Yuri and whispered, "I may have hit him on the head, but at least I didn't ask someone I didn't know for long to be my fake boyfriend."
Backing away, Natsuki couldn't help but feel satisfied by how flustered Yuri was, a feeling that increased as she watched her friend bury her frantically bury her face in her hands.
Through them, Natsuki could barely make out a muffled, "Did you really have to bring that up…?"
"You were being pretty relentless to me so… Yes."
"Fair enough…" Yuri's hands slowly dropped back to her sides. There was a distinct look of defeat in her eyes. "That… Was a complicated situation and I was just trying to ease my family's concerns."
"Good thing you knew someone so 'innocent'. I can't imagine anyone else agreeing to something like that you just sprung up on them."
"Yeah… I was desperate and selfish to spring that up on him back then. At least he didn't suffer much."
"Erk-!" The clear regret on Yuri's face hit Natsuki like a dagger to the heart. "Come on, I really doubt hanging out with your family would cause him to suffer, especially seeing how much your little sister likes him."
"That's true. Despite the initial lie, I am glad he's on good terms with them and…" a small smile formed on Yuri's lips, illuminating the previously dark look that lied on it. "…The day was overall nice."
"…Geez, you took my counterattack and found the positive in it," Natsuki said with a defeated sigh. "There's just no winning with you now, is there?"
"Well, if I tried any harder and the situation was reversed, I would probably say the same for you."
"Is that so?"
"I mean, even if you understandably get enraged sometimes, you always seemed to be able to get over stuff much more easily than me."
"Yeah, I guess you do let stuff bother you a lot longer than I do and that's saying something. Still, you are a lot better at not letting that happen. …Recent human paddleball related events, notwithstanding."
"You really are obsessed with that particular moment, aren't you?" Yuri noted.
"Well, maybe I'd be obsessed with the one-man assault if I actually saw that," Natsuki argued. "As it stands, that's more believable to me than the human paddleball, the slingshot kick or Sayori's speedy rescue."
"But were we not advised to move on from it?"
"I am…” Natsuki said with puffed out cheeks. “I'm just having trouble thinking of anything else to keep me from thinking about it. Like, let's forget about the out-there demon possession on Devil's Night thing you brought up or just how weird Shujinkou was acting, are you telling me that you couldn't stop thinking about the near fictional levels of feats?"
"No. Admittedly my mind still wanders back and questions those moments. I'm also quite reminded often of how his touch relieved me of all pain, but I am trying to just leave all of that within those sparse isolated moments," Yuri explained.
"Like I said, you and Sayori really let Shujinkou get away with a lot. But I guess with you two, it somehow shows how much you care or something."
"You say that as if you keeping an eye on him and making sure he doesn't do anything you consider unwise isn't your own way of showing you care."
"Don't say it like that. You make it sound like it isn't natural that I care…" Natsuki had her arms crossed as she looked away.
"I wasn't trying to insinuate that."
"I know, but still… I mean, I know I don't always show it best around him, but I do care for him as much as I do everyone else. …Care so much for the Dummy that it hurts."
Yuri, unable to form a response to those last words, nodded her head.
“…I missed these conversations,” she suddenly admitted.
Natsuki turned back, stunned by the vagueness of that statement. “What conversations?”
“Just… these conversations. I missed being able to talk with friends.”
“Well, you were the one who decided to punish yourself.”
“That’s true, but I had friends how were patient and one who gave me the 'kick in the pants' that I needed."
"Heh… I take back what I said, you don't hold back your feelings at all, do you?"
"Not since the end of summer, recent events notwithstanding."
The two shared a brief laugh together.
I want these moments…
…
…..
…….
I don't want…
…
….
I…
Meanwhile…
"Mali?”
Sayori’s voice echoed throughout the first year classroom where the eponymous student usually spends her day. She expected a faux cheerful response to her call, instead she received worried stares from the students housed in the classroom.
“Um…” Taking a look around, Sayori was gutted to discovered that Mali was not one of those students. “Has anyone seen Mali?”
Amidst some chatter between the students, one girl cautiously approached Sayori and informed her, “Mali’s absent today.”
“Absent? Is she sick?”
“I don’t really know. For all we know, she’s here, just not counted for attendance.”
“Oh… Okay, thanks anyway.”
Walking back into the hallway, Sayori let out a solemn sigh.
“Second day in a row…"
Chapter 173: The Absent Part 4
Chapter Text
"So, Mali really is absent today…?"
Fuyu glanced up from her desk and met eyes with Sayori. It would not have been an exaggeration to say that the look of disappointment resting on her guest's face in this context was rare.
"As far as official records go, she is," Fuyu answered.
"Aw… But I really need to talk to her…" Sayori moaned.
"Regarding…?"
"You know, about Na-"
Sayori's words were immediately cut off by the icy glare Fuyu shot her.
"Eh… About something I found lying around one day." She continued with a weak and awkward chuckle.
"You… Let Mali take a look a whatever it is you found?"
"Well, not really. She kinda already knew what was going on like usual lately."
"And you're sure you want her involved in whatever delicate piece of your plan is?"
“Um… Sayori nervously scratched the back of her head. "To be honest… She can probably handle that part better than me."
Fuyu adjusted her glasses and turned her attention back to the files spread across the top of her desk. "If you say so."
"You really think it's that bad an idea…?"
"I just think that you have to remember that Mali is a bit of a wild card. I haven't told any of you this, but she's attracted attention before her prank escapade earlier this semester."
Those words reminded Sayori how Mali’s classmates reacted to the missing student’s name.
"You mean how like everyone in her class seems afraid of her?" Sayori queried.
"She did not waste any time alienating her classmates. She just knew what to say to get under their skin."
"Kind of like when Shiko first brought her to our club …And when she found us our clubroom."
"And then there was how she acquired that clubroom which, in hindsight, could be described as some well-deserved karma."
"Oh yeah, the guy who kidnapped Monika and the person you punched out."
"Plus, there was just the methods she used to get around the school during her escapades, the fact that she used the snare trap at school, snooping around, etc., etc…” Fuyu sighed.
"I know that but…"
Something Sayori struggled with ever since giving Mali permission to carry out her idea was finding a way to justify it. She truly believed that Mali would be a better fit for the job when all is said and done, but she also knew everyone else had a point too: There really was no way to know what Mali would do next.
Knowing that undeniable fact almost renders and argument she could make pointless.
"On the other hand, she did participate in rescuing you guys and she seems interested in helping with your Operation: DDLC before you even made it up,” Fuyu admitted. “But at the same time, I can't help but she has her own angle in doing so. It's like I said, she's a wild card."
"Whatever the reason, she wants to help, at least for Shiko's sake, so I trust her not to try anything bad with the job she's taken, especially if it even indirectly means something bad for him," Sayori affirmed.
"If that's how you feel, then I won't question your decision any further."
Sayori nodded her head before a thought popped into her head. She looked around, her curious eyes scanning every inch of the room.
"Hey… Where's Rei?" she asked.
"I don't know." Fuyu answered matter-of-factly.
"And you're fine with that!?"
Surprised, Fuyu glanced up and asked, "Why wouldn't I be?"
"It's just that… when Rei first came here, you had Shiko look after her for a while and generally it just felt like you didn't want here out of anyone's sight for long…"
"Did I really come off like I wanted that…?"
"I mean, she's never really been seen alone for long so…"
Fuyu tapped her left cheek with her pencil, pondering Sayori’s words.
“…I did ask for Shujinkou to look after her, but I never insinuated that he was to do so for as long as he did,” Fuyu explained. “I’m pretty sure after the first few days he was just being a good acquaintance, not doing it out of duty.”
“That was never in any doubt, but I don’t really think I’ve seen Rei alone for long. The longest I can think of off the top of my head was during the Royal Rumble,” Sayori recalled.
"The thing is… When Rei was first brought into my family, I was essentially tasked with being her guardian. We had to be by each other sides pretty much 24/7 to the point that she was moved into my room even though she could have had her own. Mom said she required human interaction.
The thing is, I didn't really know what for then and I was never sure if it really had any effect on her since she was always the same. It's because of that that I started having to argue with my mother about letting Rei actually go to school for that interaction since there was only so much I could do and she finally relented this year."
"I always though Rei just transferred here from another school."
"Nope, she was homeschooled until now. Anyway, I won that argument, but I forgot one important thing: I wouldn't be able to keep an eye on her much here."
"So, you asked Shiko to do that."
"And the rest is history. The point I was leading up to is that awhile after she came here, she's been going off on her own time and again and I guess no one has noticed because we don’t perceive her leaving much of a noticeable presence when she isn't actively doing something in front of our eyes."
"Oh… Um… I kinda feel bad now…” Sayori said, scratching her red right cheek. “But you and your Mom's okay with Rei going off without knowing what she's doing?"
A dark, solemn look hung over Fuyu’s face as she sighed. "…Well, for someone who thought she was just weird and creepy years ago, I don't really have much of a right to complain when she's off doing her own thing."
"Ah! …Come on; you don't think that bothers Rei, do you?"
"Probably not and I've said it to her face. But it bothers me that I even thought that, let alone said it."
"…I guess that's how Shiko felt for awhile too,” Sayori muttered. “But that doesn't mean anything for you two now, right?"
"Now there’s a question. …I wonder…"
…
I seriously didn't see this happening…
Peeking over her shoulder, Natsuki confirmed that Rei was still following behind her. In her sleeve covered hands were four grocery bags.
I still can't believe Rei's helping me like this… I mean, it's not like I don't believe she wouldn't but… Is this her way of repaying me for going with her on that trip? It's not like I actually needed to be there; most would have found that patronizing.
Natsuki continued to wrack her head as they crossed through the local park. A soft breeze gently caressed her face, bringing her back to reality for a moment.
“Hey, Rei…”
Words quickly failed Natsuki the moment she met eyes with Rei.
“…It’s nothing,” she said, turning away. “I was just thinking Shujinkou’s lucky to have a friend like you that goes out of her way to do something for him.”
As expected, silence was the only response to the compliment Natsuki struggled to let out. But perhaps it was for the best; she wasn’t sure whether she could continue that branch of dialogue after an awkward beginning.
But as she thought that, Natsuki realized something: it didn’t feel like she was being followed anymore. Turning around, she was shocked to find Rei staring at the ground.
As she approached her silent acquaintance, Natsuki instinctively asked, “You okay, Rei?”
Rei raised her emotionless gaze to Natsuki. After a moment of neither saying a word, Rei’s gaze shifted again. Following her gaze, Natsuki discovered that Rei’s attention was drawn to a familiar face.
“Hiro?”
Sitting on a nearby bench was the mother of their friend. As they slowly approach her, Natsuki was drawn to the trance like expression on Hiro’s face.
“Hello?” Natsuki waved her hand in front of Hiro’s face.
“Hm?” As if waking up from a trance, Hiro looked up at Natsuki slightly dazed. “Natsuki? Rei? What are you doing here?”
“Long story short…: I went grocery shopping, ran into Rei and she’s helping me bring them home. What about you? You looked like you were out of it.”
“Me?” Hiro tapped on the bench as she considered how to answer that question. “My mother really insisted that I get out of the house and I found myself here. So, I’ve been sitting here since thinking.”
“About what?”
“The past really.”
“The past…?” It was at that moment that Natsuki was reminded of a certain question about that subject that she asked Hiro not too long ago. “Speaking of the past… I’m sorry again for that thing I asked about the other day.”
“Oh, that? No, it’s not a big deal, really,” Hiro assured her.
“Yes, it is. It really wasn’t any of my business.”
Hiro was silent for a moment.
"…When Jomei left, it hurt. I didn't really have the time to rationalize it because I had Shujinkou to worry about, but it did hurt. In fact, I felt a lot of pain back then because I lost three people I loved at once in three different ways: Physically, Mentally and Spiritually. And it wasn't until recently that I could even try to do anything with that."
“Uh…!” Natsuki’s eyes darted across the immediate area. Her face was flushed before suddenly becoming filled with anger. "…Dang it! Why'd I have to find out about any of this the way I did!? I'm not even supposed to know this stuff about you and Shujinkou, but no, I had to learn it because the guy who kidnapped wouldn't shut up! Seriously, the only time he shut up was when Shujinkou shut him up!
Soon after her rant came to an end, Natsuki’s face went red with embarrassment. She timidly peered at Hiro, noting the stunned expression she wore.
“Sorry…" Natsuki quietly apologized.
"Don't be. I didn't mean to cause you to feel that way, I was just confronting something head on. I'm actually mostly at peace with my own issues on that. At least, as much as I can given the circumstances."
"Really? You kind of looked a little upset… I mean, it's not like it's wrong to be upset over losing someone…"
Those words struck a chord with Hiro. Without saying a word, she stood up and walked past Natsuki and Rei.
“Ah…”
In that instance, Natsuki felt something heavy weigh down on her heart.
Dang it, stop acting stupid!
Peeking over her shoulder, Natsuki was shocked to discover Hiro kneeling in front of a nearby pond. Letting her natural curiosity guide her, she approached the perched Hiro.
“What are you doing?” she asked.
“Staring at the pond,” Hiro answered.
Hiro then turned towards Rei and smiled, “Would you like to join us, Rei?”
Rei slowly nodded her head as she joined the two. She perched down next to Hiro and stared into the pond.
“What are we doing, again?” Natsuki asked.
“Just staring into the pond,” Hiro answered.
“Uhm…” A revelation immediately hit Natsuki at that moment. Realizing that it was pointless to ask further, she sat down and looked along the surface of the pond.
Her eyes were distinctly drawn to her own reflection. The sight of her image easily distorted by the ripples in the pond was slightly discomforting to her.
"Natsuki, Rei, how was your day at school?" she heard Hiro suddenly asked.
Natsuki’s attention was instinctively drawn to the reflection of her fellow pond watchers?
"O-Our day?" Natsuki sputtered.
"Was it good or-?"
"I… I guess it was fine. The first part sucked 'cause I hadn't eaten anything last night and didn't have lunch today?"
"Really? How come?"
"The same reason I went grocery shopping after school: No food I could eat."
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"It's fine. Yuri shared some of hers with me. Good thing for me that she got distracted by a stuffed bear."
"Oh, you mean Grimm?"
"You know about Grimm?"
"I heard about Grimm from Yuri."
“Heh. You know, if I ever needed proof that Yuri is a lot chattier than before…"
"You know, if you're ever in a situation like that again, I could make you something to eat if you'd like,” Hiro offered.
"Eh?!” Natsuki exclaimed. “I can't bother my friend's mom that much!"
"Huh?"
"I mean… It's just kind of weird."
"Is it? But I did that for Sayori a lot."
"Sayori's a special case…"
Natsuki hung her head. She felt like begging someone to deliver a strong punch to her gut.
“What about you Rei; did anything interesting happen today?” Hiro asked.
Rei raised the grocery bags just enough so the others could see their reflection in the water. The sight was enough to elicit a warm, gentle smile from Hiro.
“You’ve really been helping everyone out lately, haven’t you, Rei?” she noted.
“You mean with all the flowers she’s taking the time to get?” Natsuki qurierd.
“And other things. She’s really been helping me out with things I lament out loud without asking.”
“Really…?” Natsuki hung her head once again. That kinda makes me feel a little worse about how I thought of Rei until now…
As she looked Natsuki resumed staring at her reflection, she began rubbing her left arm.
“Is your arm better, Natsuki?” Hiro asked.
“Yeah, I just didn’t expect to have something hurt a lot more than when I stuck with Akui for that little while.”
It that moment, Natsuki caught a glimpse of Hiro’s reflection twiddling her thumbs.
“You know, I don’t mean to push on such an uncomfortable subject, but are you okay?” Hiro questioned.
“You mean with what happened? You’d think I be super traumatized by that, but I guess how weird it got around the end somehow made it more bearable,” Natsuki admitted. “I… guess the first moments and days after were a bit hard, but… I guess we were just lost.”
“But now?”
“I’m fine, I guess. I mean, I have to be since it was pretty much decided that we should just simply move on with our lives.”
“Is there something wrong with that?”
“I guess… I don’t know, I guess it’s just really strange to just easily move on from something like that and… I guess its weird that hardly any of us is talking about what happened before the strange end.
Before any of that, I was suddenly taken off the streets and held captive by a someone who’s casually and vocally wondering if I would make a good ‘man’s slave’. Then my friends are captured and then we’re used as damsels in some messed-up man made final battle and… Part of me feels like that first part should have traumatized me more than it should have. But every time I think back to everything, I always seem to just think about what happened on the roof of that hospital.
It’s like I moved on from the first half of the night because of the end and now I have to move on from the unexplainable and somehow, I feel like I can even though I’m still stuck on the human slingshot. I was thrown off the roof and I’m still stuck on that fact! How weird is that?!”
The was an uncomfortable period of silent after her outburst. Peeking at Hiro’s reflection she was mildly surprised to discover she was no longer staring into the pond. Looking up, Natsuki soon met eyes with her.
“…I don’t want to sound cheesy, Natsuki, but it sounds like part of the reason you’re not as traumatized as you feel like you should be is because you’re actually concerned with your friends more than yourself,” Hiro noted.
“…Is that really all that is or am I just using them as an excuse to avoid the pain?” Natsuki vacillated. “‘Cause what you say sounds more like a Shujinkou response.”
“Well… How does it feel when you think about that night?”
“It… It makes me worried. Everything’s back to normal now, but can it really just be normal now? If something like that can happen once, it could happen again, can’t it? And if something like that happens again then… What would happen if that happened again?”
“That doesn’t sound like someone who’s running away from a problem.”
Natsuki sighed to hide the small smile that was briefly on her face. “Ok, you got me there. But seriously, why am I not as upset by all this like I feel like I should be?”
“I can’t assume to know what you’re feeling, Natsuki, but maybe it simply just doesn’t bother you?” Hiro suggested.
“That… doesn’t sound possible.”
“You’ve said it yourself, you feel like the end of that night essentially erased the feelings that should have arised from everything before instead of it all coming together. And now, you’re coming to terms with the part you’ve been stuck on little by little.
It also sounds like that’s the reason you’re questioning if everything’s back to normal now instead of definitively sounding like it can’t.”
“Okay, but there’s still the question of what if what happened at the end happens again?”
Hiro shook her head. “I can’t answer that, Natsuki.”
“Right… Of course, that’s an impossible question…” Natsuki faltered as she began to wonder if there was any point to asking in the first place.
“I know no one likes to hear it because it sounds a little unempathetic, but it does feel like the answer is as simple as picking up the pieces and moving on,” Hiro continued.
“That’s because it isn’t as simple as it sounds.”
“No, it isn’t, but…
…My father, Hiroko, Jomei… I never thought I would be able to pick myself up from that. It felt like the only reason I still functioned was because I still had Shujinkou to care for. I was always afraid that something would take him away too, or that he may do the deed himself.
That last one almost made me a little grateful that he coped by daydreaming, because at least he wouldn’t be in a state to do something that could physically harm himself.
But then this year, I watched him unknowingly pick himself up little by little and I came to realize after he fell unconscious that I have been too. If it happened any sooner, I feel like I may have mentally collapsed in on myself.
It wasn’t easy to get there, and it wasn’t easy to discover what happened but… I know what I’ve been through doesn’t compare to what you and the others have been through, but I really believe that no matter what happens, you and everyone will somehow be able to move on from it.”
“Y-You really think that I can do that?”
“I do, especially since you’re doing that now, aren’t you?” Hiro affirmed with a smile.
What Natsuki felt at that moment was something she couldn’t put into words. It was suffocating, and yet wasn’t painful.
“Plus, you should remember that instinctively caring for your friends like that isn’t a Shujinkou exclusive trait,” Hiro added.
Still unable to form words, Natsuki meekly buried her head into her arms.
“Oh, you’re back already, Rei?”
Huh!?
Natsuki instantly looked up to be greeted by a handful of pebbles.
“When did you go and get these?” she asked.
“She left a little while ago, but I didn’t know what for,” Hiro admitted.
Before anymore could be said, Rei picked up one of the pebbles in her hand and skipped it across the pond.
“Heh, now you’re just showing off, Rei,” a boastful look fell on Natsuki’s face as she reached for a pebble. “Watch this!”
Natsuki threw the pebble, the small rock sinking the moment it touched the surface of the pond.
“How many of those do you have left…?”
Later that night…
Natsuki breathed of sigh of relief as she finished washing the dishes.
“Glad that’s finally done…”
Drying her hands, Natsuki heard the creaking of a door in the distance. Peeking out from the kitchen, she had a clear view of her father stepping into her home.
“Papa?”
She watched her stumble further into their home and up the stairs without saying a single word.
Papa…
Chapter 174: The Absent Part 5
Chapter Text
“Hiro… Hiro…”
A sweet and enticing smell filled Hiro’s nose as she slowly welcomed the new day. Floating in front of her was a freshly made bowl of oatmeal.
“Mom…?”
Her mother was kneeling in front of her. There was a certain sparkle in Hisa’s eyes as she sat down beside her daughter.
“You should really consider bringing a pillow with you if you’re going to keep falling asleep alongside Shujinkou’s bed.”
“Aha… By the time I do that, he’ll be awake already…” Hiro chuckled as she accepted her mother’s offering. As she took her first bite, she finally noticed the article of clothing her mother was wearing. “Mom, why are you dressed like that?”
“This?” Hisa stood up and used her arms to guide her daughter’s attention up and down the business suit hidden under her robe. “It just so happens that I have an engagement today.”
“You do? Where?”
“Oh, something I was hoping to be a surprise,” Hisa admitted with a small sigh. “Anyway, I won’t be around for a good portion of the day so... Don’t go inviting any boys while I’m gone.”
“Mom…” Hiro covered her surely red cheeks.
“C’mon, you knew that was coming after finally properly introducing your boyfriend to me,” There was a brief teasing smile on Hisa’s face, but it soon vanished. “You are still thinking of ways to break it to your son, right?”
“I actually was going to bring it up before but…” Hiro snuck a quick glance at her sleeping son. “Events happened.”
“Yeah… And now we have to think of giving him a hero’s welcome when he wakes up.”
“I’m not too sure Shujinkou would want something like that…”
“I’m pretty sure it’s going to happen either way. If he wakes up with something positive like that, then why not?”
“Well, Sayori and Monika did say that the whole hero part wasn’t exactly a pleasant experience for him.”
“Right…” Hisa awkwardly scratched her right cheek as she recalled hearing that unbelievable tale. I believe it, but still…
“Mom?”
“…Still, you know that the girls are still probably going to put some positive spin on that. Whatever happened, they do acknowledge that he still saved their lives. And Shujinkou will of course say, ‘It wasn’t really much’ and Sayori will of course stomp out him trying to downplay whatever impressive thing he di- Then again… Sayori was pretty upset by the whole thing too…”
Hisa continued to furiously scratch her right cheek at a speed that made Hiro wonder if her mother would inevitably draw blood.
“…Never mind, best just leave it to the people that were there,” Hisa conceded.
“That does sound best.” Hiro agreed.
Hisa somberly scratched her right cheek. “…You know, it really does make a person feel bad when they’re outside a problem that directly affects a loved one and this latest thing is partly the ongoing saga of something that’s been haunting Shujinkou since his birth.”
“I’m not sure it’s fair to blame Jomei for this just because someone he knew from the past decided to act out the way he did,” Hiro argued.
“I really hate that you have a point there,” Hisa sighed. “I’m just frustrated that not only did my grandson and Sayori and they’re friends not only went through such a harrowing experience, but it was also for such petty and really creepy reasons.
Plus, my Hisa-sense has been going wild lately too so it’s admittedly hard to stay settled.”
“What’s causing that?”
“I have NO IDEA! It’s driving me insane!” Hisa groaned. “I’m really hoping today will put me at ease.”
With that, Hisa stood up and headed for the door.
“Wait, what where’re you going off to do again?” Hiro asked.
Her mother looked back and, with a wink and smile, answered, “Hisa-things.”
…
“When you walk away
You don't hear me say,
"Please, oh baby, don't go."
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go.”
Natsuki tapped her finger against the kitchen table as she pondered the meaning behind those lyrics.
If it wasn’t for the fact that Fuyu and Shujinkou explained bits and pieces of that game franchise, I’d seriously be wondering how… Well, I’d be a little surprised that Shujinkou got into a franchise with such a romantic theme song for the first entry.
She yawned as took a second glance at the food that was spread across the table.
“‘Simple and clean is the way that you’re making me feel tonight.’ …Wonder what’s up with that line?”
“Wonder why you’re saying things like that.”
Natsuki’s eyes widened as she watched her father walk into the kitchen and plopped down in the seat across the table.
“You’re looking better, Papa,” Natsuki noted.
“Then I do look better than I feel…” her father groaned.
“Papa…”
Faced with her father’s devil may care attitude, Natsuki was left speechless. At least, she couldn’t imagine responding right now for any good reason.
As she stood there motionless, Natsuki watched her father dig into his pocket and pull out a crumbled up piece of paper.
“Here check this out,” he said, tossing it at his daughter.
Flattening the paper against the table, Natsuki read the contents it held.
“What’s this?” she asked. “’…Rewarded to Kaen’? You had this transcribed to your nickname?”
“Yes and that right there is proof that I have out-drank and out-ate everyone at the same time from the usual spot.”
“You did both at once!?” Natsuki exclaimed.
“What can I say? Your father sets his sights on a goal and he obtains it.” Kaen boasted.
“…How are you alive right now, Papa? It feels like all of these attempts should have caused you to explode by now.”
Kaen gently rubbed his stomach. “It wasn’t without some aftereffects… Anyway, what’s was with the serenade you were rehearsing down here? You’re not planning to on using it on that b-?”
“Of course not!” Natsuki interrupted. “I mean, it’s not like I would ever say something like that to Shujinkou anyway. He’d just laugh at me.”
“I wouldn’t blame him there.”
“…Besides, I was just wondering how cheesy the lyrics were.”
“Took you long enough to realize stuff like that’s pathetic.”
“Y-Yeah… Besides, not like something like that would have a point considering that he’s kinda asleep for an indeterminate amount of time.”
“What do you expect would happen a scrawny kid tries to go against hardened criminals?”
Natsuki slowly scratched her right cheek. Scrawny is not what exactly how I’d describe Shujinkou…
Just as she finished that thought, Natsuki noticed her father’s attention was drawn to her healing arm. Just the mere stare filled her with chills.
“How’s your arm?” Kaen asked.
“It’s healing… A lot better than it would have have at first.”
“That’s good. Just watch where you’re falling next time.”
“Y-Yeah.”
There was an uncomfortable moment of silence after her response, prompting Natsuki to slowly scratch her right cheek again. There may be another reason Shujinkou does this.
“…I’m going on ahead.”
The moment she was brought back from her thoughts, Natsuki finally noticed her father walking out of the house.
“Guess we’ll have breakfast for dinner again… Maybe…” Natsuki said with a sigh.
She cleaned up the food and neatly put it away. She then walked out of the the kitchen, grabbed her school bag and walked out of her home, prepared for another day of school.
..-!
“Natsuki!”
“Eh!? Sayori!?”
Natsuki jumped back, completely baffled by her friend’s sudden appearance.
“What the heck are you doing popping out of nowhere like that?” she asked.
“I came to here so we can walk to school together.”
“Why?”
“Because I want to,” Sayori said with a pout. “What’s wrong with that; I mean, you went out of your way to walk to school with Shiko before…”
“That was…”
Sayori’s reminder shook Natsuki in more ways than one. She remembered the embarrassment she felt when Sayori found her embracing Shujinkou, bringing those old feelings back to the surface.
“Wait… How did you know where I live?” Natsuki questioned.
“Huh? Didn’t you tell me before?” Sayori wondered aloud.
“No. You guys have never came here before and I know I never told you. So, how’d you know where I lived?”
“Huh… I guess I must have overheard you say it before?”
Natsuki narrowed her eyes. “I doubt it.”
“Then how could I have possibly known where you live?” Sayori queried.
“That’s-! That’s what I’m asking!” Natsuki snapped. "Yeesh, you’re impossible sometimes…”
Natsuki walked past Sayori in a huff, prompting Sayori to follow after her.
“By the way, where were you yesterday?” Sayori inquired. “I thought you would have come to yesterday’s club meeting.”
“I had something to do.”
“Like what?”
“Grocery shopping. Sometimes I have to do that when we’re low on food.”
“Wow… Your parents must be really lucky to have you as a daughter,” Sayori complimented. “I bet you help out a lot at home.”
Natsuki shrugged. “I guess… I’m sure one of them does.”
“One of them? The other doesn’t? You want me to investigate to find out?”
“No!”
“No?”
“I mean, I don’t need you to do anything like that.”
“But I’m really good at stuff like that.”
“Really…?”
Sayori smiled and she slowly reached behind her back.
“Yeah, in fact, you can call me ‘Detective Sayori’!”
She dramatically thrust her right hand in the air and slowly lowered it towards the center of her head.
“Huh?”
Sayori wiggled her fingers over her head. It didn’t take long for the reality of the situation to sink in again.
“Oh right… I don’t have my hat anymore…”
Sayori’s eyes wavered before she suddenly shook her head.
“Anyway, you get the point.”
“Yeah… Still, I don’t really need to hire a detective,” Natsuki refused.
Sayori puffed her cheeks out and jumped in front of her friend.
“You don’t think I’m cut out to be a detective, don’t you?” she accused.
“Actually, I think you have everything you need to be a great detective,” Natsuki admitted.
“You really think so?”
“Yep. You got the determination and stubbornness to see something through, you’re energetic and spirited enough to deal with the long time something can take whenever you’re not being lazy and you have no problem snooping around in matters that are none of your business.”
Sayori head swayed in an almost hypnotizing manner. “…Are you complimenting me or… It kinda sounds like both…”
“I’m just saying that I believe you’re as good as you’re puffing yourself up to be. Heck, you’d probably be one of those genius detectives with weird methods that shockingly get the job done and you get to flaunt how smart those methods are when you’re done.”
“So does that mean you’ll let me take the case?”
“No,” Natsuki bluntly answered.
“Why not?” Sayori whined.
“Why are you so interested in something so not important?”
“Because…! It’s been years since I had a case. The last one I could remember was me teaming up with Shiko as Batman.”
“…That seems so appropriate now.”
“So…?”
“No.”
“Oh fine…”
“Wait, you’re seriously giving up?”
“It’s no fun when the client is being so stubborn…”
Even with the answer she was given, Natsuki still found it hard to believe that Sayori had given in so easily, a feeling that would follow her for the rest of their trip to school.
Once it was finally in sight, Sayori suddenly asked. “By the way, have you’ve seen Mali around lately?”
Natsuki shook her head. “No, why?”
“She’s been absent from school the last two days.”
“Okay… Being absent isn’t a crime. Granted, her being behind the scenes again doesn’t exactly fill me with comfort… I’m actually getting chills just thinking about it for some reason.”
“T-That’s pretty weird… Getting chills from something like that,” Sayori nervously laughed.
“Why wouldn’t that make me nervous? The last time she was behind the scenes was when she launched her massive weeklong prank attack on the school.”
“You don’t really think Mali would do that again, do you?”
“I don’t know what that girl will do, that’s what makes her scary.”
“Yeah, well, I’m pretty sure she won’t do that as long as she wants to be around Shiko. She even said that’s the reason she stopped.”
“I know and I have to give her the benefit of the doubt considering she helped save us. Like I said, I have no idea what’s going on in that head of hers.”
Mali doing whatever as she pleased was a well know trait of hers. Even if one knew what she was up to, that didn’t mean that they would know how she would accomplish her desires. Being reminded of that again forced Sayori to confront a familiar question again.
“So why are you wondering where Mali is again?”
Sayori’s nerves were in a state of frenzy as she desperately tried to think of an adequate answer toi that question.
“I… I just need to talk to her about something,” Sayori assured her.
“Something about Shujinkou?”
“Not really.”
“Then what?”
“Detective stuff! I have to talk to her about Detective Stuff!”
“About?”
“You know… Stuff detectives look into.”
“Um…”
“Anyway, I gotta go and see if I can find Mali before school starts! See ya later, Natsuki!”
Cutting the conversation there, Sayori quickly took off for the school. Natsuki could only stare on, dumbfounded, as she watched Sayori trip over herself as she ran out of sight.
“Now she’s acting like herself,” Natsuki chuckled.
“Hey!”
A cheerful voice called out to Natsuki. Monika was walking towards her with her usual positive attitude.
“Morning, Natsuki,” Monika greeted. “What’s so funny?”
“Sayori being Sayori,” Natsuki explained. “Speaking of which, do you know if she’s up to something?
“Why would you ask that?”
“Just that feeling you get when she’s up to something. Plus, she really wants to find Mali for some reason.”
“Oh, that.”
“Is this part of her Operation: DDLC?”
“DDLC+” Monika playfully corrected.
“Right, because it seems kind of pointless now, doesn’t it?”
Monika crossed her arms, looking as if she was thinking about something.
“Hello?”
“…Well, you know Sayori: She’s always looking out for her friends,” Monika finally replied.
“So, it is Shujinkou related?”
“I guess you could say that in a way, at least from what I understand. You know she keeps things close to her chest.”
“Fine…”
Natsuki knew that there was nothing more she could gain from this conversation. It felt like Monika knew more than she was willing to admit, but at the same time, Natsuki couldn’t imagine it was that important if it was kept away from her like that.
At the very least, she had no part in what Sayori was doing.
Maybe Hiro mistook what she heard, then again…
Before she could finish that thought, Natsuki felt something brush past her legs before hearing crash behind her.
“What the-!?”
Quickly looking over her shoulder, Natsuki found herself paralyzed by the sight of several boards of wood.
“Tell me someone isn’t trying to finish the job…” she muttered under her breath.
Monika looked up. There was a lone board of wood dangling over the wall that surrounded their school.
“I think it was just a freak accident,” Monika theorized.
Proving her point, several men in hard hats rushed over, collected the wood and returned to the other side of the wall.
“They could’ve at least apologized…” Natsuki grumbled.
“They seem like they’re rushing to finish something… Ah, of course.”
“’Of course’, what?”
“Today’s the job fair,” Monika explained.
“Now?”
Monika took Natsuki’s hand and guided her to the school gate. From there, they could see a booths spanning the entire front of the school.
“With everything that’s happened lately, I’ve totally forgot that this was coming,” Monika admitted.
“Good thing we’re given no expectations for this event or else we would be in trouble,” Natsuki added.
“There is one, granted they’re different regarding what year you’re in but-“
“I know, it’s all an expensive encourage and recruitment moment perfectly placed just before the crucial part of the semester.”
“Beautifully synchronized don’t you think?” a third voice agreed.
“Ahhh!” In what seemed like a flash, Natsuki was being held up by Monika as she stared into Hisa’s eyes. “Can everyone please just stop showing up out of nowhere!”
Hisa awkwardly scratched her right cheek. “Sorry… I didn’t expect that kind of reaction out of you.”
“It’s just… It really seems like everyone only knows how announce themselves by trying to give me a heart attack.”
“Are you running a booth today, Lady Hisa?” Monika queried.
“That’s right,” Hisa happily confirmed. “Fun fact, I planned for this to be a forced visit if my school trip gamble failed.”
“This seemed like the less expensive option,” Natsuki pointed out.
“Admittedly, I was inpatient. Anyway, I have to finish my own preparations, so I shall see you and the others later.”
With a quick wave farewell, Hisa soon vanished into their surroundings.
“Wonder what Lady Hisa has in mind,” Monika thought aloud.
“I hope it’s better than what usually happens…” Natsuki said, dusting herself off.
“What’s wrong? Did something happen last year?”
“No, it’s just that I’m going to end up walking around, bored, all day while hearing about these great careers I won’t get to have.”
“Don’t say that. You never know what the future holds, Natsuki.”
Natsuki crossed her arms and gave Monika a stern look. “That’s easy for you to say. You got glowing reviews from every job representative last year. You could pretty much have any job you want.”
“Well, it’s like I said, you never know what the future holds.” Monika said with a smile.
“You know, if I didn’t know you, I’d say you’re enjoying thinking about the praise you got last year. Actually, knowing what I know about you, do you actually really enjoy these things?”
“It’s nice to know I have options, but it’s not like I was hoping for all of that.”
“I know.”
“But you know what I was hoping for: to use this relatively free day to spend time with everyone.”
Natsuki’s arms dropped to her side and dangled in the air.
“That’s… pretty forward,” she said.
“I know, but… It really has been a while and the thought just makes me happy to be honest,” Monika explained, clearly embarrassed.
“…Not to mention, it would definitely be much better than how I spent the day last year. But you do realize that not everyone’s here, right?”
“I know… But it’s not he would want us sulking 24/7, right?”
“Heh, even though it would probably haunt him like that if one of switched places,” Natsuki said with a small chuckle.
“That’s true,” Monika giggled.
“Besides, it’s not like he’s the only person we like hanging out with. I remember Shujinkou was the second to last person I wanted to be around.”
“Actually, it really seemed like you wanted to be around him then, Natsuki.”
“What makes you say that?”
“Just the fact that you paid him a lot of mind and were the one to engage in conversations with him rather than the other way around.”
“D-Don’t say it like that!” Natsuki snapped. “He’s a close friend now, but back then I was just trying to figure out what his deal was! He didn’t completely match Sayori’s constant descriptions.”
A wave of regret hit Natsuki the moment Monika began laughing softly.
“It’s okay, Natsuki, you know I was the same when he first showed up.”
“Hmph,” a devious smile stretched across Natsuki’s face as she approached Monika.
“You know what really surprises me in hindsight: The fact that Shujinkou wasn’t more shy around you with all your teasing and flirting.”
“What? I wasn’t flirting…”
“Yes, you were. You were taking every opportunity that was presented to flirt with him like it was a game or something. Just compare how you welcomed him to how you welcomed us. You were pretty much rolling out the red carpet and afterwards it seemed like you were chatting him up almost as much as Sayori.”
Monika’s face was as red as an apple. She gently clutched her chest a took a deep breath.
“I didn’t mean to come off like that, I was just interested in getting to know him. I’ve been wanting to do that since last year, but never got the chance to because I was nervous. So, I guess I just went the opposite route.”
“You were really that nervous that you couldn’t talk to him for an entire year.”
“We talked here and there, but nothing that would make us friends. Plus, he was a lot more… invested in his imagination last year than this one.”
“Oh.”
How was it possible to continue the conversation after both were reminded of the implications behind what they initially thought was a harmless habit?
Suddenly, the first class bell rang.
“That’s us. Let’s meet up soon after attendance is taken, okay?” Monika proposed. “We can explore possible futures together.”
“You’re the one with possible futures, plural,” Natsuki sighed.
“Don’t say that. You never know what the future holds.”
“Key word there: Future, singular.”
“Fufu. C’mon, let’s go.”
Chapter 175: The Absent Part 6
Chapter Text
“Fuyu?”
Monika’s curious voiced echoed throughout the chambers of the student president. She found it strange; Monika was sure that this would be one of two places Fuyu would be on a day like this.
Could she…?
Monika slowly approached the desk on the other side of the room, taking care to make sure her footsteps were as quiet as possible. She kneeled against the side and took a peek under it.
Fuyu was sitting under the desk with a game device in her hands.
“I thought you already beat The Minish Cap already.”
Monika’s playful tease did little to phase Fuyu’s clear dour disposition. Without even looking up, Fuyu replied, “It’s one of my favorite Zelda games.”
Monika slid closer to Fuyu and took a cursory glance at the screen.
“I remember I had to save scum the final gauntlet before the final boss,” Monika recounted. “The invisible timer seemed to be a little too unforgiving.”
“It can be for everyone’s first time. I spent a little too much in the last room and was shocked to discover I was as on a real time limit.”
Monika giggled, finally drawing Fuyu’s attention away from her game.
“What’s so funny?”
“Just that on a day like this, you’re finally taking a break from your work.”
“Leave it to you to appreciate that irony…”
Following that, the two heard a digitized sound of a bell toll. Fuyu hung her head in defeat, well aware of what just transpired in her most recent gameplay run.
“Sorry,” Monika apologized.
“It’s fine… Just another split Zelda timeline is all…” Fuyu sighed.
“So, is this what you were planning on doing all day? You’re almost done and there’s no post-game objectives.”
Without saying another word, Fuyu dug into her jacket pocket and pulled out a cartridge: Yoshi’s Island.
“Fuyu…”
“C’mon, Monika, you know I’d rather not go out there. There’s a reason I’m sitting under a table.”
“Is having your mother around really so bad?”
Fuyu visibly cringed at the question.
“Is it…?” Monika asked again in a quieter tone.
“Depends. What do you think the chances of her analyzing the whole school and giving her them their results would be just based off of last year?”
“Um… A pretty good chance?”
Monika vividly remembered what Fuyu was referring to. She recalled how red Fuyu’s face was as she slinked off to hide under a cardboard box. The level of embarrassment she felt could not be understated.
“Okay, but ignoring that possibility, would you really want to spend this day hiding under your desk?” Monika argued.
Fuyu adjusted her glasses. “…Do you want everyone to hang out today or something?”
“Guilty.”
“Okay,” Fuyu stood up, dusting herself off. “I’ll save us both the trouble and just skip to you convincing me to go.”
Fuyu offered her hand to Monika and happily pulled her up the moment she accepted.
“By the way, do you think Rei will try to meet up with you here?” Monika asked.
Fuyu adjusted her glasses again and snuck a peek at a vase of flowers sitting on her desk. “I’m pretty sure she’ll go off and do her own thing.”
…
There were lot of unfamiliar, but familiar faces passing by each second. Natsuki always found that paradoxical feeling strange, but that didn’t really matter to her at the moment.
Her attention was split between two key areas: the hallway space before her and the classroom door to her right.
It’s been long enough right?
Natsuki turned towards the open doorway, immediately bumping into Kiyoko.
“Whoa, hey, Natsuki,” she greeted.
“Uhm…” Natsuki sheepishly turned her gaze away. A sense of defeat filled her and she was sure her cheeks matched the color of her hair. “H-Hey…”
She peeked back from the corner of her eyes, surprised to find Kiyoko casually leaning against the door frame.
“So… What were you still doing in class?” she asked.
“I just woke up,” Kiyoko answered with a yawn.
“Woke up?”
Natsuki had heard from Shujinkou how much Kiyoko slept during the day, but she had never expected to discover that someone would sleep in the little time between attendance and being let loose for today’s event.
“How do you not overslee-? Actually, how do you get away with sleeping so much at school?”
Kiyoko shrugged, baffling Natsuki even more.
There’s something about her too…
“So…” Kiyoko stretched her arms and stifled another yawn before continuing. “…What’re you doing here?”
“What I’m… I was just…” Finding the right words was an intense struggle. There didn’t seem to be anything that Natsuki could say that could save her from embarrassment. “I was hanging around, that’s all.”
“But it looks like you were about to walk into my classroom.”
“That’s just… I was…”
“…Tired of being in the crowded hallway and wanted to duck into safety before getting swept away by it?”
Natsuki feebly nodded her head. Looking into Kiyoko’s eyes, she was suddenly hit with a familiar and nostalgic feeling. The sentiment given to her was almost the same as the ones she was gifted time and time again last semester.
“Actually… This is going to sound dumb when it’s clear that it wouldn’t be the case, but… I was… I was kind of hoping the seat in front of you would be filled,” Natsuki admitted.
“I get it. I’ve kinda been hoping that too,” Kiyoko sympathized.
“No surprise, considering how much you’ve been seeing him lately.”
Natsuki immediately clamped her mouth shut. Her innate envy had leaked out with her comment, and she was sure that Kiyoko had taken it the wrong way.
However, contrary to her instinctive assumption, Kiyoko instead appeared to be deeply pondering her point.
“Have I really been there that much?” she wondered aloud.
“I mean, you have more than me. Gotta give you that,” Natsuki avowed.
“Maybe.”
“‘Maybe’? I’m seriously surprised you’ve been going there as much as you have been.”
“Why’s that?”
It was a question that reminded Natsuki of the realization she had with Rei.
“I don’t know why, but I didn’t think that you would be so… Sentimental?” she admitted.
“…Do I come off that way?” Kiyoko genuinely asked.
“I don’t know, I just remember you explaining how you ended living in your mini-estate alone and you didn’t seem all too broken up about how it happened.”
Kiyoko shrugged, still maintaining her calm disposition. “I’m used to hearing that.”
“Yeah, that’s kind of what I meant. It doesn’t seem like anything bothers you so I guess you would have just hoped from a distance,” Natsuki continued.
“Again, fair assumption.”
It was right after receiving that response when Natsuki finally found the words to describe her earlier indescribable feeling. That along with Kiyoko’s reply prompted her to smile in amusement.
“Well, it’s not like literally shrugging things off so easily is a bad thing,” Natsuki approved. “I really wish I could do that; it’d make dealing with Mali a whole lot easier for one.”
“She’s not so bad now though, right?” Kiyoko pointed out. “I think we both know how things could be if she didn’t become Shujinkou’s Kōhai.”
“Right…” Natsuki shook her head, shaking off the emerging memories as a victim of those pranks. “Anyway, what’s your plans for today?”
“I was thinking of doing what I did last year, but the roof is taken for a demonstration, so I guess I’ll just wander around.”
“Huh. Well… What if we explore together?”
Asking that was hard enough and the surprise Kiyoko displayed did not make it any easier for Natsuki.
“Sure.” Kiyoko glanced to the side. “Ready to jump into the crowd?”
“Guess we can’t avoid it forever.” Turing around, Natsuki felt her words might as well have fallen on deaf ears. In some way, she felt she should have known her vocal complaints would have caused the parade of students to lessen dramatically eventually. “Actually, I’ll take it. Let’s go, Kiyoko.”
Taking the lead, Natsuki guided Kiyoko outside. There they were greeted with the bustling sight of a fair in full swing.
“Whoa… Kinda looks a lot more lively than last year,” Natsuki noted.
“You mean it was that dead the whole time?” Kiyoko yawned.
“Outside of Monika: Yep. If I told the me back then that I’d be friends with the person who aced almost all of the exhibitions, I’d call myself crazy.”
“Almost… Were you apart of the bakery exhibition?”
Natsuki violently shook her head. “There was no way that I was going to bake anything in front of so many people back then. I would have been- Pretty sure someone would have just made an unnecessary riot of unnecessary comments.”
“What about this year?”
“I’m not really in the mood to give it a try. I’m starting to think I may be getting a little rusty.”
“Huh.”
Kiyoko was silent after that. Even when it was painfully clear her attention was soon captured by everything happening around them, Natsuki was still overwhelmed with an urge to continue the conversation, if only to keep things from becoming awkward again.
“So… You know what you want to have as a career when the time comes?”
“I don’t know,” Kiyoko answered.
There was a distinct indifferent tone to her voice then, one that caught Natsuki off guard. She found herself bereft of words until a heavenly sound filled their ears.
Turning towards the direction of that sound, the two spotted a man mindlessly walking towards them. He was well-dressed, his clothes neatly pressed and tidy even with the relative chaos in their surroundings. Held between his mouth and raised hands was a silver flute.
He’s really good. Natsuki felt almost entranced by the music but noticed that Kiyoko didn’t really show much more than what appeared to be mild curiosity.
The stranger soon came to a stop. He opened his eyes, locking them with Natsuki and Kiyoko’s.
“Forgive me, I wasn’t watching where I was going,” he apologized.
“No harm done,” Kiyoko said with a sudden easy-going smile. “You seemed pretty into your musical piece.”
“Yeah. You’re a professional musician, right?” Natsuki questioned.
“Something like that,” the man bowed and introduced himself, “I’m Amaté. And what might the names of the two ladies I almost bumped into be?”
The two introduced themselves but were only met with the mysterious gaze of Amaté.
“Were... Were you playing your music to attract people to your stand?” Natsuki questioned.
“That’s the goal, but I’d be happy if they caught just a little of my performance,” Amaté answered. “Just in case, I do happen to have a few instruments on toe.”
There was a bag hanging off Amaté back. He brought it to his side, dug into it and pulled out a small, rounded instrument with a sizable number of holes.
“Is that an ocarina?” Natsuki barely contained her surprise. A well-known item for dues to appearances in a major video game franchise; how was she to know that one would be so casually pulled out. I half-expected the treasure getting sound effect.
“By the look in your eyes, I can safely assume you’re thinking of Zelda.”
“I mean… Who wouldn’t?”
“Mm, would you like to play it?”
“I’m not really the instrument kind of person.”
To Natsuki’s surprise, Amaté didn’t press on the matter. Instead, he shifted his attention to Kiyoko and offered her the same opportunity.
“I’ve never really played a real ocarina before, but I’ll give it a shot.”
Kiyoko accepted the rounded musical tool and brought it to her mouth. She gently pressed the tip of the ceramic instrument against her lips and closed her eyes.
What followed was what might be the most ethereal melody Natsuki had ever heard. Suddenly, Kiyoko was no longer the easy-going person she was acquainted with, but now an almost unapproachable figure crafting a tranquil air to blanket the immediate area.
Looking around, it was clear to Natsuki that she wasn’t the only one who felt that way.
The song soon came to an end, Kiyoko’s lips parting away from the tool of her craft. The moment she opened her eyes, she was greeted with a sizable amount of applause.
“Bravo, Miss Kiyoko,” Amaté congratulated. “And you say this is your first time playing the instrument?”
“Yep.”
Kiyoko attempted to give the ocarina, but Amaté steadfastly refused.
“Keep it,” he insisted. “It’s better left with you.”
Once again, Natsuki imagined the iconic treasure sound effect playing out over Kiyoko’s acceptance of the gift.
Amaté soon gave them some parting words and walked off, beginning his traveling performance once again.
“An ocarina, huh?” Kiyoko eyes displayed interest as she held her gift before her. “That guy was pretty interesting.”
Kiyoko looked at Natsuki, immediately noting her annoyed expression.
“…Was that really your first time playing that thing?”
“Yeah. The closest I’ve had to playing it would be giving Link the command to do so.”
“Geez…” Natsuki crossed her arms and sighed in disbelief. “You don’t know what do with your life? You can play a guitar and effortlessly play an ocarina for the first time; you sure you don’t want to do something with music?”
“Mmm… Sounds like too much work,” Kiyoko said with a chuckle.
“A star basketball player and probably universally talented with instruments… Surprised you’re not a school idol too.”
“You could probably say that for a lot of people.”
“Not really. It seems to be one you have to be… basically Monika: Smart, beautiful, talented at more things than you could imagine.”
“So… Monika being herself?”
Natsuki shot Kiyoko a surprised look. “Are you saying that anyone could be a school idol?”
“I’m just saying that Monika is doing nothing other than what she wants for her own reasons,” Kiyoko clarified.
“I know that. I’m just saying she’s just the kinda person you can’t help but like even if you barely know her. Honestly, she was almost too perfect in so many ways that I thought that she had to be hiding a darker side.
Imagine my surprise to find out that no, she really is that kind of person she displays herself to be. Heck, she was more human than I thought at first. There was just something about her that draws you in more the better you get to know her. You can just tell that she wants to support everyone and it hurt her when she couldn’t.
Knowing that, if she was any other kind of person, then she would hate Shujinkou for somehow always knowing what to say to at least calm someone down a little.
But she didn’t. In fact, she went so far in the opposite direction that it isn’t funny.”
Natsuki sighed.
“It’s kind of amazing how she was one of the reasons I ended up staying with club after a rough start and here now she’s trying her hardest to make everything go back to normal even after everything we’ve all been through, which is really impressive considering that even Sayori seemed to have given up.”
“You knew about that?” Kiyoko marveled.
“I was surprised to have it confirmed. Like even though I used to think Sayori was really weird, one thing that was always consistent was her undying loyalty to everyone. I used to think that it was really only to Shujinkou and a little to Monika, but she’s proved time and again that she would do anything for our own good.
We’re talking about someone that held out hope that she could do something for Shujinkou for years after his sister passed away and he felt that he deserved to be alone. When someone likes that gives up, then that really tells you how she must be feeling.”
Natsuki paused.
“…Sometimes I think I didn’t appreciate what I had until everything fell apart.”
“You’re not the only one who thinks that, you know,” Kiyoko assured her.
“Have you ever felt that way before?”
“Well, I don’t think I appreciated my grandparents all that much before they passed. Can’t really say the same for my own parents though.”
“Oh…”
“I also don’t think I appreciated enough having fun with guys my own age enough.”
“Huh?”
“I told Shujinkou that friendship was a two-way street once. He asked me about what it took for the two of us to be friends and I told him that it wasn’t as if I made much of an effort on my part. Not like I didn’t want to, but I just didn’t. And now he’s in a coma.
So I guess you could say that one reason I immediately agreed to hanging out now.”
“I thought it was because you had nowhere to sleep,” Natsuki teased.
Kiyoko shrugged. “I did say it was one reason.”
The two shared a laugh and decided to continue exploring their immediate surroundings.
“You know, Kiyoko, I gotta admit: I really thought the two of us being alone would be really awkward.
“Because we’ve never really talked outside of group gathering?”
“Yeah. Still, it’s kind of weird that none of us, even Shujinkou, seems to know that much about you.”
“I’m not really complicated.”
“Maybe it’s because you’re too good of a listener.”
“You think?”
“If I really think about the times we’ve been in the same room, you usually seem to either respond and sympathize with someone else or are off just relaxing or sleeping,” Natsuki recalled. “The most I know about you are just the little things I’ve heard from Shujinkou. I think I know more about Rei and Mali then I know about you.”
“Hm. I guess I haven’t really talked about myself other then some off-hand comments,” Kiyoko accepted. “But like I said, I’m not really that complicated a person.”
“Okay, then tell me this; why are you so easy-going all the time?”
“Don’t know; I guess at some point I just figured why should I freak out over every little thing.”
“Would you consider Mali one of those little things; because you and Rei are the only people I’ve seen to be immune to whatever she says.”
“Just doesn’t bother me.”
“Even during the prank thing?”
“I lucked out there for the most part.”
Natsuki shook her head in disbelief.
“Oookay… What do you do when you’re not having downtime?”
“Downtime isn’t just me sleeping. It’s me just winding down and doing whatever as long as it isn’t mentally considered work,” Kiyoko explained.
“So, what do you then?”
“I juust do what I feel like doing. Sometimes I sleep on my hammock, sometimes I read or play games or watch TV, sometimes I relax in my hot spring or take care of the birds that occupy my bird house and bath. Sometimes I just wander around and enjoy the world around me.”
Natsuki took a step back, eyeing Kiyoko head from toe.
“…You know, if you didn’t have a home and go to school, I would think you were a drifter,” Natsuki said, matter-of-factly. “Just constantly moving along and going with the flow as you move forward.”
“Yeah, I guess I do have that mindset.”
“But you’re also athletic and musically gifted… It’s almost like the school has a secret second idol or something.”
“Yeah… I wouldn’t really care for that,”
For the first time, Kiyoko seemed uncomfortable.
“Guess you prefer living below the radar, huh?” Natsuki concluded.
“Mm-hmm.”
“Maybe that’ll be your career path: Professional Drifter. You’ll get by by performing many services as you travel the world.”
“Travel the world… Wonder what that would be like.”
Their conversation was brought to an abrupt end as a hand was suddenly thrusted itself in front Natsuki. A split second later, it caught a ceramic flower vase and slowly drew it away from Natsuki.
“What the-?!”
Looking to her side, she was stunned to discover Rei holding the flower vase. She was truly at a loss for words as she tried to process what had just happened.
“Natsuki!” Following that cry was Yuri. Her face was red, and rough breaths parted her lips in a rapid tempo. “Sorry…”
“What happened?” Kiyoko asked calmly.
“I was briefly helping with one of the stands and well… a lone plank, a misplaced flower vase and falling student tangled together in perfect sync…” Yuri explained. “I’m sorry.”
That was when Natsuki shook her head. “What are you apologizing for? It’s not like you personally launched something at me. It was just a good thing that Rei was around, thanks by the way, or else I would’ve been knocked out cold.”
“That’s a relief.”
Yuri finally took a moment to catch her breath. For a split second, there was worry plastered on her face, however it just as quickly vanished as she turned towards Rei.
“May I have the vase back, Rei?” she asked.
Saying nothing as usual, Rei unhesitatingly returned the vase to Yuri.
“What stand were you working at anyway?” Natsuki questioned.
“Ah, well… I was helping Ms. Kandela with her stand.”
“The woman who owns that store you like so much?”
Yuri nodded her head.
“Hm. Wonder how many familiar faces we’ll see today,” Kiyoko mused.
“Do we really know that many professionals? I can only think of three that would be here off the top of my head, now including the person Yuri knows,” Natsuki refuted.
“You never know.”
“Speaking of which… I have to return this vase before Ms. Kandela becomes overcome with worry and regret.”
As Yuri turned to leave, Natsuki couldn’t help but wonder if that regret would be directed towards her or the vase.
Yuri swiftly returned to a stand filled with plants and many accessories.
“She’s fine, Ms. Kandela,” Yuri shared a breath of relief with her old acquaintance as she returned the vase to it’s proper place. “Is that everything you’ll need?”
“Yes, thank you. I was really worried I wouldn’t have everything ready when the students poured out.”
As if spurred by her words, Kiyoko was suddenly looking over her wares.
“What’s your stand about?” she asked.
“Oh, well, taking Yuri’s advice, I have brought items that improve the atmosphere to your liking.”
“Atmospheric Enchantments?”
“Mm-hmm.”
“Like this sound speaker?” Kiyoko finger hovered above a small purple seashell.
“You have a good eye, Kiyoko,” Yuri complimented. “How’d you know?”
“Sixth Sense?”
Following her usual shrug, Kiyoko reached for the speaker, turned it over and began fiddling with the controls on the back.
“Doesn’t that look like it comes from SpongeBob?” Natsuki wondered aloud. “What do they call those shells in their houses?”
“Shellphones,” An amused smile appeared on Kiyoko’s face, appreciating the timing between her response and her bringing the shell-shaped speaker to her ear.
“Hear any starfish?” jested Natsuki.
“Just the pleasing waves of the ocean.” Before she could surrender herself to the comforting sounds of the sea, Kiyoko caught a glimpse of Rei staring at the shell. “You want a listen, Rei?”
She offered the speaker and Rei slowly reached out and took it. The silent girl brought it to her ear and as her only visible eye slowly closed shut.
“I don’t think I’ve ever seen Rei so entranced by anything since our summer trip,” Yuri noted.
Wonder if she has a thing for shells too. Thinking this, Natsuki also began to wonder if it was the object, the sounds the interior produces, or both. “Hm.”
It was at this moment that Natsuki recalled her feelings on the entire premise of a job fair. There were a lot of products, how could one not see this as an excellent opportunity to shill products?
“Wait… First, we got an ocarina and then a shell speaker that looks like it’s from SpongeBob… How many fictional items are here today?”
“An ocarina?” Kandela’s face lit up with interest. “Was that heavenly music earlier from any of you?”
“That was from Kiyoko,” Natsuki explained. “Would you believe it was her first time?”
“Really?”
“Yep.”
“An ocarina…” The intrigue on Kandela’s face grew into a dream-like expression. “That reminds me of the times…”
“What times?” Yuri questioned.
“The times of when I was…” She suddenly and rapidly shook her head, before taking a deep, long breath. “Moving on… Thank you for your help, Yuri. Why don’t you spend time with your friends, now?”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes. Go and socialize.”
Accepting her out-of-nowhere proposal, Yuri said her goodbyes and joined the her compatriots on their trip around the fair.
“Where you planning to work there the entire time, Yuri?” Natsuki asked.
“A little. I figured that I should make up for my rudeness from before.”
“What are you-? Wait… You’re not talking about right after that night, are you?”
“I know, I shouldn’t be too hard on myself. I just figured that I should apologize for taking some of my frustration out on others without succumbing to regret.”
“As long as you’re not succumbing.”
“On another note,” Yuri turned her attention to Kiyoko. “Do you really have an ocarina?”
“I just got one from one of the professionals here; Name’s Amaté,” Kiyoko explained. “Why?”
“No reason. The item just reminds me when Shujinkou explained the Zelda franchise to me.”
“Are you telling us you knew nothing about those games?” Natsuki marveled.
“No, I was aware of them, and I even gave some of the originals a try. It’s just that I wasn’t well-versed on it; I’m not even sure I’d qualify as a ‘casual player’. Because of that, I was a bit lost when Shujinkou explained the lore to me,” Yuri explained.
“Can sometimes be intimidating to newcomers,” Kiyoko mused. “Like a lot of other things really.”
“I’ll say. I still cringe over the information dump Fuyu and Sayori gave me about Kingdom Hearts…” Natsuki sighed. “And that was just over how the games originally released. It’s weird and a little incredible how loyal games, manga and other things can make people sometimes.”
“Ironically, you and Rei were dressed as characters from those intimidating franchises for the Royal Rumble,” Yuri pointed out with a chuckle.
“Only because I was forced into the whole thing and Sayori gave me a black coat… and Rei…” Natsuki glanced at Rei. “Why were you in the Royal Rumble, Rei?”
At that point, Rei still held the shell-shaped speaker against her ear. Upon being called upon, she lowered it to her side and stared at Natsuki.
“Perhaps, you wanted the chance to be queen?” Yuri asked.
Rei shifted her gaze to Yuri.
“But didn’t you quit to give me a chance to get back at that guy dressed up as the long-haired silver guy?” Natsuki pointed out.
In that instance, Rei thrusted the her right arm forward, holding the shell in her hand like a sword. She then brought it back to her side as if she sheathed her weapon.
“Huh, maybe you’ll be a master swordsman when you’re older…” Natsuki mumbled.
“As a career?” Yuri questioned.
Natsuki shook her head. “Nope. Just in general.”
All eyes were on Rei again, who was just staring off into the distance. This action inspired Yuri to take a look around their current surroundings.
“You know, it’s quite funny,” she said.
“What is?” Natsuki asked.
“Earlier this year, we were all wondering what we would do for the semester and now the question of what we will do for the foreseeable future has been propositioned on us today.”
“I still consider it more of a glorified exhibition to recruit students or sell stuff.” As if to prove Natsuki’s point, various students happily passed by them with clearly bought items in hand. However, the sight didn’t amuse her. “Maybe leaning too much into cynical commercialism actually made it happen…”
“Life really likes to emphasize your words today, huh, Natsuki?” Kiyoko said.
“Never does that when I want it to…” she grumbled.
“Ah… I can relate to that…” Yuri sympathized.
“Forget it. Does anyone have anywhere they want to go?”
“Not really,” Kiyoko said with a shrug.
Yuri wordlessly shook her head and soon all eyes were on Rei again. Still not meeting their gazes, Rei slowly raised her left arm and aimed her sleeved covered hand forward.
They followed her direction and noticed a somewhat familiar face ahead.
“Isn’t that your… Well, the person who looks after you, Rei?” Yuri asked.
Rei didn’t respond in any way, instead she walked towards the stand her foster mother housed. It didn’t take long for Kori to take notice of her foster daughter.
“Rei.”
Rei slowly raised her right hand and waved at her. A small smile formed on Kori’s lips as she responded in kind.
“Have you found something that interested you yet?”
Rei averted her gaze ever so slightly.
“You’re not too sure?”
Rei nodded her head.
“Hmm.”
Kori glanced up. Her previous warm expression turned cold and clinical the moment she laid eyes on the rest of the group.
I see where Fuyu gets that look from… Natsuki felt a chill as Kori continued to size them up.
“So, you’re the rest of their Fuyu and Rei’s friends,” she said, her eyes shifting between them all. “Fascinating.”
“Um… I don’t’ mean to be forward but are you analyzing us as a parent or as a professional?” Yuri queried.
“Both.”
“You’re straight forward,” Kiyoko noted.
“In my occupation, that’s sometimes a requirement. I also don’t think I have time for subtlety today if things get busy.”
“How are you presenting your profession to the students, if I may ask?” Yuri questioned.
Kori reached behind her back and placed a deck of cards on the table in front of her. “With thes-”
“No!” An hand quickly reached out and tightly grasped Kori’s. “Mom, you promised not to psycho-analyze people I know anymore.”
Kori looked into her daughter’s eyes, unfazed by her quick and sudden refusal. The others could only look on, hoping a family dispute doesn’t become a public affair.
But before anyone could even think of doing something, Monika had soon arrived. Though one look at her made it clear that she was may not want to step in herself.
“Ooh… I was worried this might happen,” she winced.
The group continued to watch as the mother and daughter duo stared each other down. It was like a prelude to a western showdown, a worrying notion.
But suddenly, Fuyu sighed and let go of her mother. “Fine… Go ahead.”
What just happened?” a confused Natsuki whispered.
“I think they just had an argument in their own way,” Kiyoko whispered back.
“Now then.” Kori spread a few cards across the table, one for everyone. “This is a little similar to tarot card reading.”
“Wouldn’t that cause a little competition with the fortune teller a little down the way?” Fuyu asked.
“It shouldn’t. Now, the simple objective is to pick up a card and tell me what image you see.”
Doing as they were instructed, the girls picked up the cards in front of them.
“A burning heart?” Yuri thought out loud.
“So you picked up fiery passion,” Kori confirmed.
“‘Fiery Passion’?”
“As the name states, the passion you have for something can sometimes be hard to contain. Now tell me, is the heart red or pink?”
“It’s, ah, pink. What does that mean?”
“It represents a lust.”
“L-Lust…!?”
“Typically aimed at an individual, one that a person may have strong feelings for.”
“Lust…? Lust… Lusting after someone…” The card fell out if Yuri’s trembling hands. “That can’t be right… I don’t have th- I don’t have such strong desires for anyone like that!”
“Um!” Monika waved her card back and forth, garnering Kori’s attention. “My card has ghost in a person?”
“It’s a person’s spirit,” Kori explained. “It signifies that a person is the vital to a group or organization. Without them, the entire group would crumble.”
“That’s a little on the nose…” Natsuki chuckled under her breath.
“What of you, Natsuki?” Kori asked.
“I… Have no idea. It’s like a shadow bathed in light between two bigger shadows.”
“Hmm…” Kori looked at the card then back at Natsuki. After exchanging glances for a few more second, Kori shifters her curious gaze to Kiyoko. “And you, Kiyoko?”
Wait, what? Natsuki wanted to object, but soon realized that she may not have wanted to hear Kori’s professional opinion.
“I have a pair of shades,” Kiyoko spoke up.
“That signifies that a person keeps to themselves a majority of the time,” Kori explained.
“Huh. And that was pointed out to me today too…”
Kori took note of Kiyoko’s amusement then looked at Rei.
“And Rei?”
Rei turned her car around and revealed it to all.
“It’s, um… It’s blank, Mom,” Fuyu said, confused.
“It signifies… a blank canvas. It also means a new beginning.”
“Oh… So that’s what that means?” A cheery voice chimed in, shocking all but two of the gathering. Recognizing that, Sayori could only give an almost quiet, “Sorry…”
“Seriously, Sayori, are you trying to give people a heart attack?” Natsuki chastised.
“I said I was sorry…” Sayori said with a pout. “Besides, how am I supposed to feel about you all having fun without me?”
“Oh no, I’m not falling into that guilt trap.”
“Changing topics,” Monika interjected. “Sayori, did you happen to find what you were looking for?”
Sayori shook her head, dejected. “No! She’s not here again. How come Mali’s missing so much now of all time?”
“You mean when she’s not around when you want her too?” Natsuki said sarcastically, rolling her eyes. “I wouldn’t be surprise if she knew she was looking for you so she’s purposely avoiding you.”
“You really think she’d do that?”
“Who knows what goes on in that head of hers?”
“Well, I could tell you that she’s had a record of not coming to school some days last semester,” Fuyu suddenly said. “Actually, she’s beginning to reach a threshold for coming to school ‘blank’ amount of days in a row.”
“You are talking about the rambunctious girl who has become immensely interested in your unavailable friend, correct?” Kori removed her glasses and tapped them against her cheeks. “Intriguing.”
“That’s all you have to say on her, mother?”
“All I have to say with such little information and without actually meeting her.”
“That’s true…”
So far this fair has been a little weird… Though she thought that, aside from the incident with the ceramic vase, Natsuki did consider the job fair so far to be an improvement so far.
“Pardon me, Ms. Kori?” Monika slightly waved her card to catch her the visitor’s attention. “About your tarot cards…”
“Yes?”
“Are these your way of sneaking a glimpse at your, for lack of a better word at the moment, patrons?”
“Hm. Very perceptive as always, Monika.”
“Perceptive how?” Sayori asked Monika, perplexed.
“You see, Sayori, these tarot cards are actually a way to sneak a peek at a person’s character. Using the term, tarot, causes a person to focus on whether or not the card dealer can see into their past, present or future.
Most people would be either worried about their private past being looked into or have varying feelings about their present or future; that alone gives the card dealer a glimpse into a person’s character: how they’re affected by that realization.
The main part is their response to their drawn card.”
“So, basically, these cards was a trick to get us to reveal a little about ourselves without us knowing,” Natsuki interjected. “That’s pretty clever. A scam essentially… But still pretty clever.”
“It’s not a scam, it’s basic human judgement,” Kori corrected.
“Mom, basic human judgement does not work as an excuse when it comes from someone who knows her psychology and goes out of her way to draw that information,” Fuyu argued.
“That’s semantics.”
“No, it just means whatever is displayed is overanalyzed when people usually don’t want that…”
“Especially in high school…” Natsuki added with a tired sigh.
“So these cards are part of a revelation game… I want to try!” Sayori eagerly drew a card from the deck. “A sad clown…?”
Monika winced upon hearing that. She didn’t need a professional’s opinion to understand the meaning behind that card.
“Hmm…” Sayori placed the card down on the table. There was a spark of curiosity in her eyes as her hand hovered over the deck. “I wanna see what Shiko would get.”
“Would that work when you’re the one drawing?” Natsuki said with doubt.
“Of course, I just have to channel Shiko into the card and it will reveal what Shiko would have drawn if he was here to do so.”
“That doesn’t make any sense…”
“Of course, it does; we’re dealing with occult stuff after all.”
“The occult isn’t really that user-friendly, Sayori,” Yuri said with an awkward giggle.
“Still gotta give it a try,” Sayori declared, drawing another card from the deck. “Eh?”
The other side of the was completely black. It was as if she was staring into a dark abyss.
“What does this mean?” Sayori asked.
“It’s the abyss,” Kori answered.
“But what does it mean?”
“…Nothing.”
“Nothing?”
“It means nothing. The abyss is nothing and thus the card itself holds no meaning at all. It’s effectively a worthless card that in other games would be akin to your turn being skipped.”
“Shiko’s turn has been skipped?”
Sayori seemed skeptical, but still placed the card down on the table. Fuyu could only breathe a sigh of relief over her mother’s quick thinking.
“Hmm… Let me try again.”
Sayori reached for another card, this one displaying an image of a tiny devil with it’s arms wrapped around a man’s shoulders.
“…Are you sure you didn’t channel Mali into that card?” Natsuki questioned.
“No, I was sure I did Shiko,” Sayori assured her.
Monika once again winced. That card seems strangely apt somehow…
“One more time,” Sayori declared, reaching for another card. “Huh?”
The back of the card displayed a man; half of him was an angel and the other half was a demon. The sight of this latest image filled Sayori with worry.
“Monika… Are you sure these cards are a psychological method…?”
“Um…” All Monika could do was smile and laugh, unable to think of an answer that could comfort both of them.
“I told you the occult isn’t user-friendly…” Yuri lamented.
“Come on, everyone, are we really taking this stuff seriously again?” Natsuki chided. “What happened to this being a trick? Watch.”
Natsuki reached forward and drew a card displaying an image of sunshine and rainbows.
“What did you do?” Sayori asked.
“I ‘channeled’ Mali into the card. Does it seem like it matches her, cause let me tell you, she’s no bundle of sunshine and rainbows, the same way Yuri isn’t lustful or Sayori’s a sad clown and my card… just makes no sense. Kiyoko, Monika and Rei’s cards are just pure luck that they have any relation at all. And even if this occult stuff was real, then I’m pretty sure I just proved channeling doesn’t work so… Yeah.”
“I guess you have a point, Natsuki,” Sayori accepted. “It’s just weird how these cards are kinda using devil and darkness imagery for Shiko.”
“Any weirder than Mali getting sunshine and rainbows? Reactionary cards remember?”
“Okay… Then let me try one more time for Shiko.”
“You didn’t hear a word I said, didn’t you…?” Natsuki groaned.
“I did, but now I want to do it in the right way.” Sayori explained.
Sayori drew a card, her face becoming pale white the moment she found a grave stone staring back at her.
“Enough with the cards!” Natsuki quickly swiped the card away from Sayori and tossed threw it with all her might.
There was nary a peep as everyone watched it flutter down to the ground.
“Yeah… I think we all had enough of the game, Ms. Kori,” Monika concluded.
“This is why I said we shouldn’t have come here…” Fuyu muttered under her breath.
“Just one more,” Sayori announced.
“No!” Natsuki wrapped her arms around Sayori’s waist and began pulling her away. “Let’s go.”
“But just one more card! One more!”
“No! I’m tired of you doing this to yourself!”
“But-!”
“No!”
Monika turned away from the display and nervously laughed. “So, I guess you learned a lot from this, huh, Ms. Kori.”
“Indeed.”
“Please just don’t cause another freakout while we’re gone Mom…” Fuyu pleaded as she followed the others after Sayori and Natsuki.
It took a full five minutes for them to calm Sayori down and convince her to move on.
“I’m starting to think happiness and psychology don’t go together…” Sayori lamented.
“If it did, I wouldn’t have been picked on in grade school,” Fuyu groaned.
“Just drop it already… I don’t want to have to deal with everyone sulking all day,” Natsuki chided. “Well, everyone except two.”
“I guess…” the two sighed.
“Now that we’ve moved past that, does anyone have an idea what career they want to see next?” Monika asked.
“Yeah, something with some action and adventure,” Sayori eagerly answered.
“What kind of job would satisfy those qualities, Sayori?” Yuri queried.
“Something like… Something like…”
“Flying arrows?” Kiyoko was staring off to her right. Following her gaze, the others took notice of a small tent in the distance.
There were a few individuals dressed in attire one would expect from England’s Medieval era. There were also students, each with a bow and arrow in hand.
“Are they from a fair?” Monika wondered aloud.
“And they’re letting anyone fire off arrows?!” Natsuki exclaimed.
“Must be a safety agreement involved,” Fuyu pointed out. “After all, they’re fired where no one would get hurt at.”
“Still, it’s arrows being fired by people who I’m pretty sure aren’t in the archery club! It’s… It’s…”
“It’s perfect!” Sayori blurted out. “Let’s check it out.”
Before anyone could make a peep, Sayori was already halfway there.
“Sayori and a bow and arrow…” Natsuki shuddered at the thought. “Monika, you need to stop her.”
“Eh… It wouldn’t hurt to give it a look after all. It is something she wants to check out after all.”
“…Fine. I guess it won’t be as bad as I think it could be.”
They met up with Sayori right away, just in time to watch a few students walk away disappointed.
“Good day there, wee lasses!” a loud, hearty voice welcomed the group. It belonged to a large man wearing a green tunic.
“I knew it, it’s really fictional stuff brought to life day…” Natsuki said, chuckling at the improbability of it all. “We’re not at Otamic-con, right?”
“You’d be hailed as the queen if we were there,” Sayori pointed out.
“Wait, seriously?”
“Yeah, it was like that for Shiko too and don’t you remember how that Xemnas cosplayer was like that.”
“I saw him getting more dirty looks than praise. Whatever, you’re saying that if I go back, I’d be treated like royalty?”
Natsuki’s face lit up, a fact that did not escape Monika’s notice.
“Already planning another trip?” She joked.
Natsuki rubbed her hands together as she considered the possibilities. “Queen Natsuki or Princess Natsuki; wonder which one sounds better?”
“Sounds like it,” Monika giggled.
“Hey, it would make up for missing out on meeting Harumi.”
“Um, pardon me, wee lassies?” The other turned their collective gazes back towards the stranger. “That’s better, welcome to our Archery Event.”
“Event? This isn’t just a small peek at a fair?” Yuri questioned.
“It is, but that would be just boring, so instead, we decided to hold an event. I’m Baron Zalzabar and welcome to Precision Archery.”
“Isn’t the precision part of the title a little redundant?” Fuyu pointed out.
“Forget the name; what’s the event about?” Sayori eagerly questioned.
“You must… Strike down ten apples in the distance over there!”
The baron directed everyone’s attention towards the abandoned school building. There were ten stands in front of the building, each holding a bright red apple.
“Seems a little too easy for the archery team,” Natsuki noted.
“They’re not allowed to compete,” Zalzabar explained.
“What?”
“They’re too skilled and would intimidate potential visitors.”
Natsuki crossed her arms. I don’t know why, but that sounds kind of fishy…
“Besides, young pink one, there’s another aspect of the event.”
As if on cue, steam erupted from the top of the poles, sending the apples spiraling in the air.
“Steam will periodically shoot the apples up and down, creating a much tougher, but rewarding challenge.”
“So, what do you get if you win this game?” Kiyoko asked.
“A brand new, top of the line computer set-up: It’s the C52-00!”
“That’s pretty expensive for a school prize,” Yuri said, perplexed.
“And suddenly, it’s obvious why the archery team isn’t involved…” Natsuki muttered under her breath.
“There’s one more aspect to this game: you need the baron’s permission to play.”
“Your permission? Isn’t that a bit limiting?” Monika pointed out.
“It’s part of the safety agreement and I have an eye for who has the potential to shoot straight or ricochet it and hurt someone. The girl with the red bow is the latter.”
“Hey! I didn’t even get a chance to hold the bow yet…” Sayori complained with puffed cheeks.
“The little 1st-year with pink hair also needs more training.”
“I-I’m not a 1st-year!” Natsuki snapped.
“So, who would meet your qualifications?” Kiyoko asked.
“Someone like… Her!”
Rei took one look at the finger pointing right at her before locking eyes with Zalzabar again.
“What do you say, little lady; would you like to to try a hand at our precision challenge?”
Rei stared at the man, then at the bow in his hand.
“No need to be shy. It’s a fun challenge. What do you say?”
Rei continued staring at Zalzabar until Fuyu stepped in. “Sorry, she doesn’t really speak much.”
“You don’t need to speak to shoot, now come on.” Zalzabar shoved a bow into Rei’s hands and guided her to a quiver full of arrows.
“…I’m not the only one who sees something wrong with the guy that said no to the archery team encouraging a quiet girl with her bangs covering one eye and perpetually sleeve covered hands to participate, am I?” Natsuki grumbled.
“Looks like we’re learning professional manipulation here,” Fuyu said.
Standing on the designated firing line, Rei shifted between staring at her bow and her provided quiver.
“So, what do you think your sister’s chances are here, Fuyu?” Monika asked.
Fuyu kept a close eye on Rei as she reached for the quiver and threw it over her shoulder.
“Honestly, I think she may end surprising everyone,” she answered.
Such a response would normally be a positive one, but the lifeless expression on Fuyu’s face proved to be questionable.
Rei reached for an arrow and drew her bow.
“Good or bad?” Monika asked.
Fuyu didn’t say a word.
Rei held the arrow back as she eyed every single one of her targets. The steam caused shot each apple in the air in an irregular pattern. The amount of time they remained in the air and the time spent perched on their stands was practically impossible to figure out.
“Come on, Rei! You can do it!” Sayori cheered.
For the next minute, Rei just stared there. Suddenly, she let go of the arrow, sending it hurdling through the air and through on the apples.
She then reached for another arrow from her quiver, aimed and released it. Refusing to take a break, Rei fired eight more arrows and like the rest, they all hit their intended target.
With the challenge completed, Rei turned around and was greeted with looks of stunned amazement.
“You tried bringing her to the wrong club, Monika,” Natsuki said with a chuckle.
“You knew this would be the result, didn’t you, Fuyu?” Monika asked.
Fuyu adjusted her glasses with a knowing smile, “I knew Rei had an eye for accuracy.”
“And now she has a brand new, expensive computer set-up, right?” There was smug grin on Natsuki’s face, one that grew bigger as she looked upon Baron Zalzabar’s stunned face.
“I think Rei’s already on it,” Kiyoko said.
As she had said, Rei pushed the wheel barrel holding the computer past everyone. The others soon followed, leaving the Baron prize-less and full of shame.
“You should probably head home with that right now,” Natsuki advised.
“Can she do that?” Sayori asked aloud.
“Not like it’s safe here.”
“She can just leave it in my office,” Fuyu replied. “99% of students wouldn’t dare to go in there without permission.”
“I can imagine who the 1% percent is…”
Following those words, Natsuki felt her phone vibrate in her pocket. She pulled it out and found an unknown number on the screen. Against her better judgement, she answered and a very familiar face popped on screen.
“Hi, Natsuki-chan,” Mali greeted.
“Mali?!” Natsuki exclaimed. “H-How do you have my number?”
“I got it from Senpai that one time I strung him up from a tree.”
“Mali?” Sayori was leaning over Natsuki’s shoulder. “Where are you?”
“Well, I do kind of miss Senpai right now and I’m thinking about the owners of my house that take care of me, especially since I have to call them soon and-“
“She’s not talking about where you are in life and you know that!” Natsuki snapped.
“Oh, well, I’m somewhere snowy,” Mali answered.
“Why?”
“Because, Natsuki-chan…” a bright smile stretched across Mali’s face. “I like the snow this time of the year.”
Natsuki hung her head and groaned. “Why do I bother…?”
“I’m surprised, Natsuki-chan; you’re not asking why I called you all if a sudden,” Mali admitted.
“I’m not sure I want to know…”
“That’s pretty harsh, Natsuki-chan. I’m freezing and went out my way to talk to you in the cold weather and you don’t even want to humor me?”
“Don’t try to guilt trip me! You seem totally fine right now!” Natsuki raged.
“Mali… Why did you call Natsuki?” Yuri asked.
“Why? Because I’m interested in Natsuki-chan. Not as much as Senpai, but still a little,” Mali said with her usual veil of innocence.
“That still doesn’t fill me with happiness…” Natsuki muttered.
“Besides, I told you all that I’m filling in Senpai and Senpai would check up on his friends if he was awake right now,” Mali continued.
“But why me specifically?” Natsuki questioned in a demanding tone.
“Oh, Natsuki-chan, you’re obliviousness isn’t as cute is as Senpai’s, plus you’re not as innocent as he is.”
“I’m not sure if I’m supposed to feel insulted or not.”
“But you and Senpai do share a connection so I guess that what makes you an open book like him anyhow. Or maybe you’re like someone else too.”
“What are you talking about?”
Mali giggled. “Oh, Natsuki-chan, you’re so in denial it’s not even funny. It kind of reminds me of my sister. Oh well, see you soon.”
The call ended abruptly.
“Did anyone actually understand what she was saying?” Natsuki asked.
“My mind is still stuck on her referring to her sister again,” Yuri admitted.
“Mali has a sister? How come we’ve never met her before?” Sayori thought aloud.
“I’m not sure if you want to. Mali told me she was ‘much worse than me trying my hardest to live up to my name’.
“That’s… disconcerting,” Yuri mumbled.
“Maybe she means it in another way,” Fuyu proposed.
“You mean like from Mali’s perspective her sister is terrible?” Monika theorized.
“Maybe. But when it comes to words, Mali is like a cat messing with its prey.”
“Great, and I’m the prey…” Natsuki said with a sigh.
“Don’t worry about that so much, Natsuki. We still have a lot to explore.” Sayori comforted.
“Surprised you’re so calm. You’ve been looking for Mali so much and now you’ve just missed out on a chance to get anything concrete out of her.”
“Because if we worry about that too much right now then we won’t get a chance to see Granny Hisa and she’ll be really upset if we don’t visit her.”
“That’s a good point. Especially since she probably did this when it looked like Shujinkou would be here. What do you think she’ll have for her plac-?”
…
“Ugh…” Natsuki slowly opened her eyes. She felt a sharp, throbbing pain centered somewhere around the back of her head.
“Finally awake, huh?”
Shifting to her side, Natsuki was filled with surprise and comfort to find Hisa sitting next to her.
“What happened?” she groggily asked.
“You know that baron Rei won that nice computer set-up from?”
“Yeah…?”
“His daughter threw a ceramic vase at you while your back was turned.” Hisa plainly said.
“What?! Ow…!” Natsuki instinctively rubbed the back of her head, recognizing that sitting up so quickly was not the best idea. “Why’d she do that?”
“Well, from what I heard, most likely because you were rightfully smug,” Hisa explained.
“So, she throws a vase at my head!?” Natsuki rubbed her bruise more intensely, reeling in pain after her scream.
“Not like people haven’t done it,” Hisa continued as she stood and peeked out of a nearby window. “I know one junior high school girl who slammed a food tray in the back of another girl’s head, the tray shattering on impact.”
Hisa glanced over her shoulder and snickered at the look of horror on Natsuki’s face.
“Not me. Sayori told me about this when she was in junior high,” Hisa assured her.
“Oh. Wait, seriously?”
“Mm-hmm.”
“Geez, what’s with people and solving things with violence lately?”
“There’s a question,” Hisa’s eyes lowered to Natsuki’s left shoulder. “How did you get that cut on your arm again?”
“I fell,” Natsuki answered, rubbing her shoulder.
“It looked like you had a pretty bad spill from just a fall.”
“There was a branch.”
“Hm.” Hisa scratched her right cheek as she returned to her seat. “You know, my grandson saw some things he shouldn’t have as a kid.”
“Like seeing his dad cheat on your daughter with a psychopath that tried to kill us?”
“Whoa…” Hisa continued to scratch her right cheek. Her awkward movements were reminiscent of her grandson. “How much did Akui tell a high schooler?”
Natsuki shook her head with a groan. “Too much… Way too much… I learned a lot more than I would care to have learned.”
“Right…”
It was one of the things Natsuki absolutely hated about being taken: Akui’s tendency to talk and ramble on endlessly.
“So, what does Shujinkou have to do with right now?” she asked.
“Well, you know Shujinkou, he wears his heart on his sleeve. It’s always so clear what he’s feeling that even he’s aware of it. Sometimes when he has to hide them, he ultimately just asks people to not try and pry him any deeper.”
“Yeah… But it’s not like it’s a bad thing he shows how he feels. It makes it more obvious he’s harmless.”
“Yes, but it also makes his caretakers pretty adept at recognizing things,”
A knowing wink from her friend’s grandmother filled Natsuki with discomfort.
“What kinds of things?” she fretted.
“Like when someone’s hiding something.” Hisa amswered.
“Isn’t that because you’re just good at that in general?”
“That too. So… what are you hiding?”
“What makes you think I’m hiding something?”
“Just a bunch of signs. Like how after something happened before the whole kidnapping thing, your friends became extremely worried about you.”
“I was just going through something.” Natsuki averted her gaze.
“Like…?”
Natsuki turned away further from Hisa’s piecing gaze. “Well… It’s kinda embarrassing.”
“Embarrassing how?”
“Just… I was reminded of something, that’s all. And it made it a little hard to be around the others. Even now, it makes it hard.”
“What could that be?”
“…Can’t say.”
“…Okay.”
“’Okay’?” Looking back, Natsuki was stunned by how relaxed Hisa made herself look. “Really?”
“It’s fine. You can ask all the questions and I can’t ask any. It’s hypocritical, but totally fine,” Hisa was smiling as she scratched her right cheek.
“Do-Don’t try and guilt trip me! That’s Sayori’s thing!” Natsuki bleated.
“Where do you think she gets it from?”
“That’s… Not exactly a cool thing to pass on to someone.”
“Probably would have been a little cooler if she was able to get the more subtle nuances of it.”
“Not exactly…” Natsuki shook her head in disbelief.
“Would you like for me to teach you?” Hisa playfully offered.
“I think I’m already good with guilting people when needed,” Natsuki assured her with a smug grin.
“My… How hypocritical…”
“Stop that!” Natsuki whined.
Hisa laughed, clearly mimicking the stereotypical noblewoman’s standard. Once she was done, she suddenly asked, “So, do you feel up to it to go home?”
“Home?” That was when Natsuki caught a glimpse of the sky from a nearby window. It was now bright orange. “I seriously missed the entire fair…”
“Sadly.”
“Ugh… Am I going to miss every event this semester?”
“If it’s any consolation, you had a pretty fun summer if I do say so myself, your majesty.”
“Are you trying to say one great summer trip makes up for one and half missed events?”
“Actually, the mathematical conversion makes it at least ten.”
“Wow… If only your grandson had a little of that self-confidence,” Natsuki muttered, mimicking Hisa’s cheek scratching tick.
“You know that he has confidence when he needs it, on topics he deems necessary. Besides… I’m pretty sure we both know that you like that he keeps himself humble.
Natsuki blushed heavily and she shook her head. “Stop teasing me!”
“Me, on the other hand, I have to for my position.” Hisa continued.
“Is that something you said for your presentation?”
“Self-confidence is key to running a huge establishment. Especially, when I had to start running it alone.”
It wasn’t often Hisa was seen with downcast eyes. All the 2nd-year student felt like she could do was offer a sincere, “Sorry.”
“It’s fine. It’s just that Hiro wasn’t the only one who didn’t get a chance to grieve properly. Someone had to be strong when their daughter and only remaining grandkid were overcome.”
“Yeah, but I don’t think you’re giving them enough credit. I know I don’t know much, but your daughter was really sad over believing she couldn’t do anything and Shujinkou tried to escape into his daydreams, but they still put others before them and built themselves back up.”
Natsuki once again scratched her pink right cheek after looking down. She knew she had to hide it or else Hisa would realize she wasn’t just mimicking her.
“…I know when I first met Shujinkou, I thought he was something else, but then I saw the surface of his own issues and realized that he’s not just kind and a little awkward, but that even at his lowest, he’s at least had the strength to pick himself up for others and eventually he had the strength to do it for himself.
And watching that and finding out more about what his childhood was like, and still being able to give some of that strength to us… I ended up respecting him more and more.
And that was clearly something he got from you two.”
“That so?”
After a brief silence, Hisa bent down and locked eyes with Natsuki.
“Well, I guess you’ll end up respecting them more after I tell you this. Yes, I raised my daughter a certain way; to instill in her to know right and wrong and to give her strong morals. But a parent can try their hardest, and that doesn’t always mean that the child will always be as they envisioned, because at the end of the day, they are their own person.
I could only hope that through what I and my late husband tried to teach our daughter, and the experiences she would undoubtedly go through, that she would come out the best version of what she could possibly be, no matter what that was. And I told myself, as long as that version was also true to themselves, then I would be happy. That’s something every parent has to deal with.
And I know that she did feel the same for both Shujinkou and Hiroko. Sometimes everyone’s so wrapped up in the fact that Hiroko died that they forget that she died protecting her brother. And knowing that, I’m content with knowing that she was the best and true version of herself.
And my daughter is someone who lost her father, lost her daughter, lost her husband and almost lost her son. She’s tired and upset and has no idea what happened behind her back and yet she’s still pulling herself together to take care of what she has left and still give support to you and the others if they need her.
And Shujinkou… Well, you said it yourself. We’re talking about a young man whose father barely paid him any mind. No matter how much love one parent gives, it always hurts to have the other feel like they don’t like you. But his sister caught Jomei’s eye. Shujinkou could have hated his sister for that but didn’t. He internalized it and eventually, it destroyed his already fragile self-confidence. And picking yourself from that and watching your sister die in front of you and your father leaving…”
She could go on, but a single droplet splashing her cheek convinced Hisa that now would be a good place to stop. She reached up and wiped the tears from Natsuki’s eyes.
“I’m sorry…” she softly cried. “I wasn’t strong enough to hold it-“
“Don’t apologize. It’s not weakness to cry,” Hisa gently assured her. “Sometimes, you need to be strong enough to let it out.”
“…You guys really know how to treat someone like family, huh?”
“Well, as far as I’m concerned, you are.”
Natsuki smiled a small smile. “…Starting to get why Sayori so easily calls you Granny Hisa.”
“I am as old as any other grandparent,” Hisa said matching Natsuki’s smile.
“Certainly don’t look like it.”
“I know. Now, come on, let’s get you out of here before your friends worry themselves to death.”
Chapter 176: The Absent Part 7
Chapter Text
“Threw a vase at my head…” Though it had already been a day since the incident, Natsuki could not let go of the irritation that stemmed from it. “Who does that?”
Following what was most assuredly the hundredth time she asked that question, Natsuki found herself at home. Once she was inside, she was immediately confronted by her father.
“Papa? You’re home early,” she marveled.
“I know, and I was looking forward to enjoying that extra time, but apparently you’re school won’t give me that,” Kaen groaned.
“My school?”
“Natsuki-chan!” It was at that moment that Natsuki had felt a deathly chill. She turned slowly towards the stairs, hoping as much as it was even possible to hope that the reality of the situation was really just her imagination. But the moment she laid eyes on her the one who called out to her, she knew that it was all real: Mali was in her home flashing her usual smile of innocence. “Long time no see, Natsuki-chan.”
“…W-What are you doing here?” Natsuki asked, her voice trembling. This was perhaps the most tense situation in her life and how things would play out was in the hands of someone who revels in instigating trouble whenever she could.
Mali slightly cocked her head, a glint of interest in her eyes. “Don’t you remember, Natsuki-chan? You were assigned to be my 2nd semester exam guide.”
“What?”
“Oh, Natsuki-chan, you’re so forgetful. Don’t you remember the school stating that you have me overnight as you explain how to prevail over the pressures of the second exam. They say it can sometimes be scarier now that you have an idea of what high school exams are like. First-years can really have trouble with stuff like that.”
“I guess…” Natsuki scratched her head, marveling how something could be both true and false at the same time. True for the people that were like me…
“So, now there’s have another mouth to feed tonight… Great,” Kaen complained as he wandered into another room. “Should never be more than two again…”
“Huh, I didn’t peg him as the cooking type,” Mali commented aloud.
Natsuki responded by tightly grasping Mali’s left hand, quickly dragging her up the stairs and shoving her into her bedroom. She slammed the door shut behind her and shot a frightening glare at her ‘guest’.
“What are you doing here!?” Natsuki raged.
“I told you; the program the school set up,” Mali nonchalantly replied.
“You know what I mean!” Natsuki frantically whispered. “Forget the lie you told my dad; why are you really here!?”
“I also told you…” a bright smile spread across Mali’s face as she approached Natsuki. “I would fill in for Senpai while he’s sleeping.”
“What does that have to do with you being here now?”
“Well, just because I promised to fill in for Senpai doesn’t mean I have to use the same methods as him. Senpai has a lot of positives, but he also has a few flaws; one of them being that he’s rather reactionary. Of course, it’s not like he has time to be more active given his circumstances outside of a coma.”
“Okay… But what does that have to do with you being here.”
Mali giggled. “Oh, Natsuki-chan, you’re so oblivious.”
“Urk-!”
“By the way… will your mother be home tonight?”
“That’s…” Natsuki shook her head. “No, she won’t.”
“That’s too bad. I already see where you got you personality from; I wanted to see your visual template while I stayed over,” Mali lamented.
“Wait, I never agreed to going along with your scheme.”
“In that case, I guess I could just go downstairs and tell your dad I lied…”
“N-No! Don’t do that!”
“Oh. You really want me to stay that much, Natsuki-chan?”
“No. But I don’t need my dad thinking I’m connected to more lies.”
“But aren’t you lying by continuing the lie I perpetuated?”
Natsuki stepped forward, butting heads with Mali as she stared deeply into her eyes.
“…Sometimes, I really don’t like you, Mali…” Natsuki said in the flattest tone she could manage.
“Oh, that’s more positive of an opinion than I thought you had of me, Natsuki-chan. Anyway, shouldn’t we get started?”
“Started with what?”
“Questions. Like why you have a drawing Senpai made you under your pillow.”
“What?!” Natsuki jumped back in surprise. “Were you going through my room!?”
“No. It’s sticking out right now.” Mali joyfully pointed out.
“Eh!?” Natsuki quickly turned to her pillow, her face turning pale when she discovered that Mali was right. She wasted no time neatly sliding the drawing back under her pillow.
“You really want to hide your crush on Senpai, don’t you?” Mali said with a chuckle.
“Yeah, sure…” Natsuki sighed, too drained to fire back. Suddenly, a startling realization had hit her. “You’re sleeping in here, aren’t you…?”
“Ah, you want me to sleep somewhere else?”
“No, it’s better to be somewhere I can keep an eye on you at night.”
“You’re always so suspicious, Natsuki-chan.”
“With good reason.”
“Are you so suspicious that you won’t even let me freshen up? I just got back from a snowy area fairly recently.”
“Speaking of which, where have you been this whole time?” Natsuki questioned.
“Oh, did you miss me after all, Natsuki-chan?”
Natsuki shook her head.
“Mmm. Anyway, I was just out running a few errands the last few days,” Mali answered.
“Out of town?”
“Mm-hmm.”
“Wow, your parents must give their children a lot of freedom, huh?” Natsuki marveled.
“You could say that. Most assuredly the people legally bound to look after me really do allow me to do everything I want. Anyway, let me get to cleaning myself off before you question me further or else we’ll be here all day.”
Mali soon took her leave. The second she was out of sight, Natsuki pulled out her phone and immediately made a call. In moments, Monika’s face appeared on screen.
“Hello?”
“Monika, I need your help.”
“What’s wrong, Natsuki?”
“Mali’s in my house,” Natsuki stressed. “Do I need to say anymore?”
The look of surprise that rested on Monika’s face provided the answer to that question. “…What’s going on over there, Natsuki?”
“I don’t know. She suddenly showed up, made up some story and now she’s staying here for the night.”
“Wow… That’s… I don’t know how to classify Mali finishing what she was doing, coming back and effortlessly finding her way into your home in such a short amount of time. I guess if she was already finished when she called us…”
“Monika, you’re missing the point! What am I going to do?”
“You’re right; Sorry. Would you like me to come over to act as a buffer?”
“No! No, that would not help at all.”
“Okay… Well… Telling the truth is out of the question too, right?”
Natsuki closed her fearful eyes and nodded her head.
“…I’m sorry, Natsuki. I don’t really have any ideas that can help.”
“Don’t apologize. The only person who can kinda keep her from going crazy is comatose right now,” Natsuki said with a sorrowful sigh. “I guess I’m just going to have to power through tonight.”
“Yeah… Well, if you need anything, just call, okay?”
“Thanks. I’ll keep that in mind.”
Ending the call, Natsuki heaved another heavy sigh. Though she appreciated Monika’s gesture, she knew that she could never accept it.
“Wait…”
All of a sudden, Natsuki was filled with a sense of dread. She quickly checked the nearby bathroom, but Mali wasn’t there.
“No…”
Natsuki rushed downstairs and peeked into the living room. To her horror, she found Mali had joined her father in watching TV.
No!
Seeing her worst fear unfold before her eyes had Natsuki paralyzed from head to toe.
“I have to admit I’m surprised, Kaen-san,” Mali suddenly said. “I never pegged you for the croquet type.”
“…Are you going to talk throughout the game?” Kaen grumbled.
“I just wanted to get to know about the guy who raised Natsuki-chan.”
Miraculously, Natsuki felt all sensation return to her body. She rushed towards Mali, grabbed her by the hand again, pulled her out of the room and into the kitchen.
“What are you doing?” Natsuki snapped.
“Just getting to know you’re papa, Natsuki-chan,” Mali answered matter-of-factly.
“You stay away from him! The last thing either of us need is you being yourself around my dad.”
“Why? Something you’re hiding from me?”
“No, it’s just that the only person who can legitimately stand you for more than a few moments is in a coma.”
“That was rather blunt, Natsuki-chan.”
“Aside from Shujinkou, you only listen to blunt, at the very best. Look, I don’t know what your game is-”
“Really? It seems pretty obvious.”
“Can you for once not try to make everyone mad on purpose?”
“You make it sound like it’s my fault that people can’t handle my words.”
“Mali…”
“Natsuki-chan, I’m honor bound by my promise to Senpai. As such, I wouldn’t dare to try and do something that would ultimately be detrimental to your person,” Mali softly assured Natsuki.
“That does not fill me with confidence…”
“Well, would anything I say do that?”
“Good point,” Natsuki relented.
“Really now, Natsuki-chan, don’t you have other things to worry about then little ole me?”
“Like what?”
“Like keeping your papa happy? I think we both know that him being upset wouldn’t be a good thing.”
Natsuki’s heart started to race after hearing that. Seemingly acknowledging this, Mali flashed her usual innocent smile and giggled.
“Get the food up and running while you’re in there!” The two heard Kaen’s voice echo throughout the house.
“On it!” Natsuki yelled back.
“Grocery shopper and and dinner maker… You’re really helpful around the house, aren’t you, Natsuki-chan,” Mali noted.
“I told you before that it doesn’t hurt to help out.”
“But then again, you were told instead of volunteering and your papa isn’t doing anything at the moment.”
“He works hard. All parents do, don’t they?”
“Hehe, that’s a good one, Natsuki-chan.”
Mali reached into her bag and pulled out a notebook. She then sat down and began flipping through it.
“What are you doing?” Natsuki asked.
“Preparing for exams. I have been gone from school for the last few days,” Mali reminded her.
“Wow, I’m surprised. I didn’t think you were serious about the exam part or just serious about anything school-related in general.”
“What gave you that impression?”
“The fact that you had a I-don’t-care-if-I-get-kicked-out-of-school attitude when we first met.”
“Ah, that’s right. Well, I have to take it seriously now if I want to remain with Senpai. Besides, how else will I be second ranked again?”
Mali’s rather of fact response was like a stab in the gut. “Y-You were second-ranked?!”
“Of course. Didn’t you notice my name after Monika’s?” Mali pointed out.
“I really doubt anyone looks after or remember anyone after Monika…”
“Yeah… Who says second’s the best? Maybe Senpai will be impressed with me if I strive for second again.”
“Don’t think you can beat Monika?”
“No, getting second’s much harder than striving for first. Getting first is too easy as far as I’m aware.”
“R-Right…” This new knowledge frightened Natsuki. She always considered Mali an evil genius, but the realization that “genius” was literal was bone-chilling. “…Why is it every time I learn something new about you, you become even scarier.”
Mali looked up and smiled. “It means you have good sense, Natsuki-chan.”
“…That has to be the nicest thing you ever said to me.”
“I told you I promised Senpai that I’d be nicer to his friends.”
As Mali continued to flip through her notebook, Natsuki decided to begin prepping for dinner.
“You ever imagine cooking for Senpai?” Mali suddenly asked.
“What are talking about? I’ve made things that he’s ate.”
“Sure, but that’s for everyone. I’m talking about making something just for Senpai; something that he will forever love you for.”
“Geez, I’ve already done that too, for a friend.”
“Well, you should have the advantage there, shouldn’t you? After all, you’re the only one who has the ability to completely satisfy Senpai’s sweet tooth.”
“Hmph. Like that would work on him.”
“That’s true. Senpai’s too innocent to be bribed like that. Besides, Senpai’s potentials would only want to impress him, not bribe him.”
“Can you not call us that while here?”
“Too embarrassing?”
“Among other reasons.”
Mali paused and glanced over her shoulder.
“Hmm… Interesting,” she said.
“What’s interesting?”
“I’m just thinking how you could be Senpai’s stay at home girlfriend.”
“Eh!?” Natsuki’s heart once again sped up, roughly pounding against her chest. “Where did that come from?”
“Couldn’t you just imagine it? You greeting Senpai while wearing an apron and having food to entice him into the mood,” Mali described in vivid detail.
Though she knew what she was doing, Natsuki couldn’t calm herself down. All she could do was look away and shake her head in disbelief. “L-Like that would work on him…”
“Right, Senpai’s innocence.”
“Can we stop talking like I have a giant crush on Shujinkou already?”
“Sounded like you’re a bit miffed that that scenario would be hard to come across. But what I don’t understand is why you’re so stubborn about being honest with your feelings for Senpai.”
“I’m not stubborn and I don’t feel that way about Shujinkou.”
“Ah, I get it now.”
“I think you’re talking about something else.”
“You’re really getting to know me well, aren’t you, Natsuki-chan?”
“It’s kinda necessary to survive being around you.”
“Ah, so you are in the right mindset,” Mali noted.
“What do you mean?”
“It’s obvious, don’t you think?”
Natsuki groaned. “Can we please just change to a subject that doesn’t involve Shujinkou or just you talking over my head? I’m getting kind of tired of asking you what things mean.”
“Alright then,” Mali agreed. “Let’s talk about school. Isn’t it so boring without Senpai around?”
“That involves Shujinkou…”
“But it’s true, isn’t it? Granted, I heard something interesting happened yesterday; someone threw a vase at your head?”
“Yeah, and for a really petty reason.”
“People can be really petty at times, can’t they?”
“You say that like you can’t petty.”
“Oh, I know I can be petty; my name is Malizia after all. Still, doesn’t pettiness stem from feelings of loss and inadequacy? Those are things I don’t feel much.”
“Right, cause you’re always on top of everyone, right?”
“Have to be, don’t I? Isn’t it the right mindset?”
“And that’s why you have to stay on top of Shujinkou?”
“Natsuki-chan!” Mali quickly buried her face in her hands. “That’s so…! Is the specifics of how Senpai and I spend our private, intimate moments really a public topic of discussion?”
“LIKE HELL YOU TWO HAD ANY INTIMATE MOMENTS!” Natsuki raged.
“Really, you don’t think that given our personalities that I would naturally be on t-?”
“LIKE HELL YOU TWO WOULD EVER BE IN THAT SITUATION IN THE FIRST PLACE!”
“So scary when it comes to that topic, Natsuki-chan. Still, aren’t you bringing up Senpai now? Is it possible that you still think I have some kind of plan against him?”
“I still think it’s weird how you went from looking down on him to him suddenly being your precious Senpai.”
“I thought I already explained how I felt to you.”
“It still doesn’t make any sense. Interest only goes so far and I’m not sure I buy him being the only thing you have.”
“That’s pretty funny coming from you, Natsuki-chan.”
“How?”
“Haven’t you felt that way about Senpai at first?”
“You’re seriously trying this again?”
“He was your first real close friend, wasn’t he?” Mali questioned.
“And he’s that to you; your first friend?” Natsuki asked back.
“Senpai’s my senpai.”
“And you’re the one who’s been saying that there’s a sacred bond between a senpai and their kōhai lately.”
“There is. And it’s actually easy for me to say that since I can be more open with my feelings in certain moments.”
“I’m plenty open about my feelings towards others.”
“Aside from rage, hardly. It always takes an effort just to show someone you think they’re a good friend. Then again, I guess being friends with Senpai got you this far in the first place.”
“Well, since we’re talking about Shujinkou’s effect on people, maybe you can tell me about his effect on you.”
“Oh, Natsuki-chan, you want me to pour my heart out to you? I thought it freighted you to learn more about me.”
“Doesn’t stop you from dropping hints.”
“Teehee, Natsuki-chan, I don’t know why, of all people, you think I would still have it out for Senpai after everything. You really think I’m that evil?”
“You’ve admitted to trying to live up to your name, Mali.”
“But everything I’ve done has been in service to Senpai, including helping him rescue his friends,” Mali argued. “Doesn’t that earn me any credibility?”
Natsuki crossed her arms, and gave Mali a slight shrug. “I guess a little. Still, that night really makes me wonder about you.”
“Wonder how?”
“You were completely calm during everything that was happening and cheerfully threatened to set Akui on fire.”
“He was threatening Senpai and his treasured friends; did you really think I wouldn’t intervene?”
“That’s not the point. Do you not like people that much that it’s that easy to do that to someone?”
Mali didn’t offer up a response. She playfully scratched her right cheek and flipped over another page of her notebook.
“So, you do remember that part, Natsuki-chan. It really impressed me that Senpai was able to deduce that. Most would just think I just need a friend to lighten up.”
“So, you really have a thing with others?”
“Natsuki-chan… Do you really want to spend all day trying to dig into my character, because we both know I can keep you going around in circles for hours.”
“I’m trying to figure out why you keep switching between drip-feeding info about yourself and hiding it.”
“Oh, as much as I like to talk about myself with you, I’d really like to do it with Senpai first.”
“Well, how do I know you won’t try something like that with me or the others.”
“Because I already told you, I want Senpai to wake up with no worries. If you want a more selfish reason to make it easier to believe me than its also because I don’t want to do anything to jeopardize spending time with my Senpai.”
Natsuki sighed.
“…Guess, I’ll just have to bank on the fact that you did help in the whole Devil’s Night thing. Actually… I didn’t really think about it then, but why did you try and cheer me up back at the hospital?”
“Natsuki-chan remembers that too!” Mali gushed. “And I was wondering why you acted like I didn’t do anything nice for you.”
“Was that for Shujinkou too?”
“A little. But it was for other reasons too.”
“Like?”
“Because you interest me a little, remember?”
“Still worries me…”
“Natsuki-chan… How about for once, you lower your guard and just enjoy the present moment.”
“The moment I do that, you’ll mentally and emotionally destroy me.”
“How many times do I have to say it: I want Senpai to wake up problem-free. As a show of good faith… I promise to try and avoid what seems like personal attacks to your person too.”
“Really?”
“Of course. In fact, maybe we can finally talk about school?”
It was easy to see that it was the only option to get Mali to live up to her promise. Natsuki thought back to where they left off on the subject. “…It hasn’t really been boring without Shujinkou, just…a little emptier. It’s just that feeling when everyone isn’t together.”
“Did you feel that way when I was missing?”
“…I don’t think I should answer that.”
“I understand. Still, what are you going to do when Senpai wakes up? Whatever the reason, you’re not allowed to be near him anymore, right? Or are you expecting Senpai to magically save the day again when he wakes up?”
“What happened to nothing personal or no Shujinkou.”
“It’s not a personal attack; It’s a genuine question. Won’t you and Senpai return just to where you two left off before the orchestrated events of the night before Halloween?”
“Guess he’ll just have to get used to me not being around for a little bit. It’s not like I said it would be forever,” Natsuki answered. “Besides, it’s not like he’ll be alone when he has so many amazing friends. I’m pretty sure he’ll survive if I’m not around for a little bit.”
“Natsuki-chan, we are talking about the same Senpai that valiantly tried to rescue you while getting brutalized by Akui, are we not? The Senpai who did that without the temporary superhuman strength? You really think that Senpai can survive one of his precious friends missing from his life?” Mali refuted.
“He’ll have too...”
“Ah… Natsuki-chan’s pretty resolute. Hehe.”
“What’s so funny?”
“I don’t know. For some reason, for a moment, you reminded me of my older sister.”
“The one you said was worse than you when you’re actively being malicious?” It was very confusing, Natsuki was not sure if that was a compliment or an insult.
“Mm-hmm. Thinking about it, you two do have a protector thing to you,” Mali further explained.
“That doesn’t make any sense.”
“Really, I thought Natsuki-chan always wanted the best for her friends and tries to keep them in line.”
“Not that. You just said that your sister was pretty much a horrible person and now you’re saying she looks out for people; those two things don’t go together.”
“I know. Only one way for that to happen, right, Natsuki-chan?”
“…Can we go back to school?”
“I don’t know; that subject seems to keep leading to other subjects and lets face it: Senpai’s at the forefront of our thoughts given his current situation. We’ll probably relate anything back to him.”
Natsuki paused to ponder that possibility.
“Exams?” she brought up.
“How he could possibly miss them.”
“After exams?”
“How he could possibly miss that.”
“The job fair.”
“Are you insinuating that no one felt Senpai’s presence being gone then?”
“Manga?”
“Are you insinuating you and Senpai didn’t bond over manga?”
“Politics.”
“Reason why third children were illegal in one of Senpai’s favorite novel series along with being a key theme in one of his favorite video game franchises.”
“Cooking?”
“Senpai really loves your sweets.”
“Oh my gosh…” Everything that Mali had said aloud was exactly what Natsuki thought of. Why is she almost always right!?
“That’s what happens when you’re around someone who accepts all of you without question. They become an integral part of your life,” Mali explained with a knowing smile. “Which brings us back to you staying away from Senpai for a little while; we already know how he’ll feel, but it sounds like you’ll feel the same way since you like him so much you can’t stop thinking about him.”
“More like I can’t stop thinking about my friend who is in a coma.”
Moments after her response, Kaen stepped into the kitchen. He grabbed a bottle of watter out of the refrigerator and turned to leave until something in Mali’s notebook caught his eye.
“What the hell is a ‘Six-Sixty-Sixter’?” he asked.
“Funny you should mention Hell,” Mali giggled. “Just something ‘me’ and myself thought up. Part of it involves demons.”
“…You’re a weird kid, aren’t you?”
“Weird’s subjective, Kaen-san, and subjectivity is in the eye of the beholder.”
“Like your kid crushing on a little yellow sponge is just weird to me?”
“Papa!” Natsuki lowered her head in shame.
“I think fictional crushes are normal and an early indicator towards a child’s sexual interests. For example, can you really say that you haven’t had a crush on a fictional character in any medium, Kaen-san? Even if it’s a celebrity crush, did you crush on them or the character they portrayed?”
“What’s this have to do with me?”
“Just continuing the conversation. I know I’ve had crushes on fictional characters ‘cause I knew they couldn’t hurt me. If they were real, I could tell them anything, safely play with them and they could keep secrets; that last part is especially important to me given my upbringing.”
“Knew a lot of people that couldn’t keep their mouths shut?”
“Some of them were referred to as whistleblowers. I’ve heard they’ve gotten their mouths sewn shut.”
There was only one person still in good spirits after that dark response.
“…You’re a creepy kid, aren’t you?” Kaen said.
“I’ve been called worse,” Mali accepted. “Heck, it would be daily if people referred to me by my full name: Malizia.”
“You really don’t want to know what it means, Dad…” Natsuki mumbled under her breath.
“It’s fine if you don’t want to know it. I prefer Mali anyway, especially when a certain person calls me by it.”
“Okay…” Kaen said before leaving.
“Speaking of names… Don’t you find our silent companion’s name interesting, Natsuki-chan?”
“Rei? It’s not exactly an uncommon name.”
“No, her unshortened name: Reizo; you do remember, don’t you?”
“What about it?”
“You don’t find anything interesting about it, at all?”
“Are you going to tell me or you just going to withhold it, saying that it’s obvious and I should know?”
“I’m not trying to withhold anything. Honestly, this time, it’s just a thought after hearing her say something to Senpai.”
Natsuki dropped everything she was doing and approached her guest.
“You heard her talk!?” she gasped. “Rei actually said something to someone!?”
“Natsuki-chan, how insensitive. I’m sure you weren’t sure whether Rei even had the ability to talk or not,” Mali chastised with a smile.
“Uhm… So, she said something about her name?”
“No, just something she said while you were kidnapped got me thinking.”
“Oh… Still, I guess I shouldn’t be surprised Rei would break her silence to Shujinkou.”
“Mm-hmm, it just makes Senpai so much more interesting, doesn’t it? Frankly, it’s interesting how he’s so praised for something relatively simple: showing basic human decency. It’s almost a lost art, isn’t it?”
“It’s more than that when it comes to him.”
“It is, isn’t it? Truthfully, my thoughts and feelings for Senpai have changed after such a short time. You could say the ‘events’ of this ‘section’ of our lives proved to be a real test of character for him. Though in some ways, you could say it was the same for a lot of us. Granted, I’m just going off of the experiences of another person.”
“What about before any of that stuff happened? You were already calling him your one and only special person then?”
“I know. I guess you could say they’ve evolved since then.”
“Hmm…” Without braking her gaze, Natsuki took a seat next to Mali.
“Something on your mind, Natsuki-chan?”
“Not really.”
“Thinking if the others opinion’s on Senpai had evolved too?”
“…If the others hold the same opinion on our Dummy, then I don’t really think it could evolve that much just from recent events. I know for the fact Sayori couldn’t hold a higher opinion on him than she already does. But that does make me wonder about Monika…”
“Afraid School Idol-san is in the lead suddenly?”
“Knock it off. I was just thinking that Monika seems a little more forward than before in general,” Natsuki explained.
“Hmm… A brush with death and loss of a dear friend can change a person,” Mali pointed out. “For all we know, she may confess to Senpai the minute he wakes up.”
“That’s not funny! Who’d make a confession to someone who just got out of a coma; that could actually send them back into one!”
“Getting a confession from our kind and beautiful and highly academic and able-bodied school idol would send them back into a coma?”
“That’s…” Natsuki rested her head on the table, hoping it would prevent her from another rash outburst Mali could take advantage of.
“Sounds more like someone would end up putting themselves in a coma trying to convince themselves they were dreaming. But you know, with how the event that ended with Senpai’s coma involved his most physically developed and demure potential, maybe she will end up spilling her heart out to Senapi.”
That’s actually a possibility… Natsuki admitted to herself.
“But like you said: who would do that to someone who just woke up from a coma? The emotional baggage put on Senpai would be too much.”
“Y-Yeah…”
“You look so down, Natsuki-chan? Don’t tell me you think you’re inadequate for Senpai.”
“For the last time, I don’t think of Shujinkou that way.”
“But if you did, would you?”
“You know, I always hear you talking about everyone’s feelings for Shujinkou, but what about you? He seems to be on your mind all the time.”
“Of course, he is. He’s my Senpai. Haven’t we already covered that a few times?”
“Yeah, but serioiusly, what is he to you really? You say he’s your precious Senpai, but I don’t think you two ever spent a meaningful moment together. You keep him at arm’s length and watch him like he’s playing out some script in your head. Don’t you think that’s weird?”
“How so?”
“You really don’t think it’s weird that the only thing you say is meaningful in your life is Shujinkou and yet you barely have a real connection to him beyond him accepting you being a part of his life.”
Mali didn’t offer a response. She simply stared at Natsuki as if she was confused.
“Don’t you think it’s weird? Do you think of him as a friend or is he just precioius to you because he interests you for the time being.”
Mali still didn’t utter a word.
“Does it actually scare you to think you have the chance to form a positive relationship with someone who wouldn’t mind that?”
“Natsuki-chan…” a large smile stretched across Mali’s face. “What’s with you all of a sudden; you actually sound like you’re concerned about me?”
Natsuki shrugged. “Just asking.”
“What is weird is how you want me to be straight with my feelings about Senpai even though you won’t be straight with your own. You are right though, I guess I do keep switching things to Senpai myself too. Surely, Natsuki-chan would want to talk about something else, like how you spend your time after school.”
“Not really. What I do at school is what I do at home.”
“Really, that’s all? Don’t you ever do something fun with your parents?”
“…Not really. They’re usually too busy.”
“Really? Shouldn’t that mean they should spend as much time with you when they’re free? Take your father for example: you could spend time with him right now, while the food’s settled.”
“Spend time…”
Natsuki closed her eyes. Hisa’s words filled her mind mind accompanied by the memories of times she spent with Hiro.
I would like that…
Natsuki crossed her arms in a huff. “Fine, but if that’s the case then you’re coming with me.”
“Eh? But you flat out told me to stay away from your papa not too long ago.
“Maybe, but I also don’t really want to leave you alone in my house for long. Just one thing: Don’t mention Shujinkou in front of him.”
“Wow, your papa must really not like the idea of you being with someone. Kind of antithetical to what your papa must desire.”
“I’m not even going to address that one.”
“You aren’t?”
“Not in the mood to get caught in that circle conversation. Let’s go.”
Natsuki grabbed Mali’s hand and led her to the living room. Before she could think of anything to justify their sudden presence, Mali had already sat down and got to work.
“Who’s winning, Kaen-san?” she asked.
“…What are you doing in here?” the annoyance in his voice was as clear as day.
“Well, the fact of the matter is, part of my assignment is to view Natsuki-chan in her natural environment and naturally, you’re a part of that.”
“So, you’re just going to watch me?”
“I need to watch you and your daughter act natural.”
Kaen glanced at Natsuki. “Your school’s really starting to get on my nerves now…”
“S-Sorry.”
“Don’t be, Natsuki-chan; schools are like that. Anyway, come join us.”
Natsuki nodded her head and took a seat.
“So… Why are you home so early, Papa?” she asked.
“I was sent home early.”
“Why?” Mali questioned further.
“Can’t tell you. They made me sign an NDA,” Kaen answered.
“You know, one day, all NDAs will eventually require the signer to not even mention they signed an NDA. A lot of them already do with so many legal synonyms and jargon.”
“Are you saying I’m a liable whistleblower?”
“No, she isn’t saying that at all, Papa!” Natsuki shrieked.
“Of course, I just assumed Natsuki-Chan never got you to sign one,” Mali added.
Natsuki trembled as she felt her soul desperately trying to escape from it’s vessel.
“Hmm. They must be letting anyone in your school nowadays,” Kaen muttered under his breath.
“Well, it’s not like that school was my first choice,” Mali shifted her gaze to Natsuki. “There were others I could have went to.”
“What made you choose ours?” she asked.
“A lot of reasons. Though turning down one of them was pretty entertaining given how apparently ‘hard’ it was to get in.”
“Really trying to brag about your brains suddenly, huh?”
“At least she has something to brag about,” Kaen grumbled.
Her gaze still fixed on Natsuki; Mali took note of her hosts expression. “Besides, I bragged about it a lot. Don’t you remember the week preceding our first meeting?”
“That was you ‘bragging’?”
“More so a little personal flexing. But you have something to brag about too, don’t you, Natsuki-chan? After all, your sweets are top-notch, aren’t they and you can clearly take a lot of physical punishment.”
The was a moment of silence after that.
“Could you imagine a walking nuclear tank?” Mali suddenly asked.
“What?” Kaen turned towards Mali, as if he had heard the most egregious pairing of words possible.
“Think about it. A weapon that’s effectively a giant battle robot with the ability to launch a nuke from any terrain. Can you imagine how scary that would be?”
“Sounds made up.”
“It is. It’s a Metal Gear,” Natsuki chimed in.
“Metal gear?”
“It’s just a recurring threat in the franchise of the same name.”
“Oh, more things from your dumb fantasy stuff.”
“It’s not really my thing and it’s more political thriller with a little sci-fi,” Natsuki fretted, scratching her right cheek. “That’s where the walking tank comes in.”
“It’s still fantasy considering something like that could never happen,” Kaen argued.
“Good thing. Those things would be scary if they’re real… And Peace Walker was a pain to destroy all three times… Counting just the times I won…”
“Peace Walker? One of those tanks that fires nukes is called Peace Walker?”
“I didn’t name it, granted the context makes it make sense in the eyes of the villain.”
“What kind of a person names their weapon of mass destruction, Peace Walker?”
Natsuki once again scratched her right cheek timidly. “…H-Hot Coldman?”
“Someone named Hot Coldman named his weapon, Peace Walker. …How do you put up with that crap?”
“Like I said, it’s not my franchise.”
Mali glanced up at Kaen, imagining the gears turning in his head.
“…It’s that kid’s interest, isn’t it?” he fumed.
“Well…”
“Actually, it’s Student President-san’s interest,” Mali interjected.
“Your student president enjoys stuff like that?”
“Maybe you should give it a try, after all, you’re talking a lot like the various Snakes right now.”
Oh boy… Natsuki hoped that dig flew over her father’s head.
“I don’t think I want to be anywhere near something related to something called, Hot Coldman.” Kaen stated flatly.
“It does sound dumb without context,” Natsuki accepted.
“No, it just sounds dumb in general. It sounds as dumb a lot of the stuff you like.”
“Y-Yeah…”
Suddenly, Natsuki felt a hand grasp her own. Following that, Mali pulled her up and back into the kitchen.
“What are you doing?”
“That was just painful, Natsuki-chan. You were not going to get a nice moment at the rate everything was going.”
“That’s… not true…”
“Really, Natsuki-chan, is your tough exterior just a cover for low self-esteem or something?”
“What happened to no personal attacks?”
“It’s just a question. I haven’t been here for long and so far your father has taken several digs into you and your interests.”
“They’re… They’re just his opinions.”
“Even so, shouldn’t he keep comments like that to himself? I mean, you pretty say that to me all the time.”
“Parents usually do want their kids to grow up to be the best they can be, so naturally they have to share their thoughts for that. I mean, your parents do that, right?”
Mali giggled as she plopped back down in her seat. She leaned back and playfully balanced herself back and forth.
“My legally bound caretakers definitely gave me their opinions, but I never really cared to listen to them. Really, my father spouted all his opinions all the time. My mother was a little less with her opinions and quiet and demure when father wasn’t looking, but she was very opinionated herself too. Point is, I don’t really care for any of their opinions.”
Natsuki shook her head in disbelief and sighed. “I don’t think you really care about anyone’s opinions…”
“Guilty as charged, but you do, don’t you? Almost as if you need some form of validation.”
“Like I need anyone’s opinion.”
“But didn’t you just say that you need the helpful opinion of your father?”
Natsuki gritted her teeth. Really hate it when she does that.
“Really now, Natsuki-chan, your father busts into our school with clear intent to hurt Senpai, read your personal information, you can’t see Senpai anymore and now this; do you know what your friends would think if they were here?”
“Look, all of that doesn’t mean-”
“Lifted Senpai up and slammed him into a wall.”
“That’s-”
“Slammed Senpai into a wall looking as if he was about to slug him more than once.”
“Yes, he did that, but-“
“Charged into a school with intent to harm a student and would have dragged another out kicking and screaming if she didn’t want abide by his command.”
“…You’re just going to repeat that part, aren’t you?”
“In multiple ways until you realize how that sounds from every angle. Plus…” Mali loudly smacked Natsuki’s left shoulder.
“Ow! What was that for!?” Natsuki cried.
“That cut must be relatively fresh and deep, huh? How’d you get it?”
Natsuki was stunned. Did someone tell Mali about her injury.
“I fell and there was a branch.”
“Hm…” Mali approached Natsuki and quickly rolled up her sleeve.
“What’re you-?”
Mali removed the bandaging and examined the healing wound.
“Given the angle and shape, it looks like you fell backwards, Natsuki-chan.”
“You can tell that from the wound?”
“Of course, like how doctors and detectives examine injuries to discover the cause. The entry point is easy to figure out and then you just follow the line till the exit. But what were you doing to fall backwards outside?”
“I just wasn’t paying attention.”
“Natsuki-chan, unless you were sitting in a tree, you’ll need to be a little more specific.”
“Why do I need to be more specific with you? You hardly ever explain the million confusing things you say.”
“Hmm… Natsuki-Chan, you do realize that you’re terrible at hiding what you want to hide, right?”
“What’re you talking about? I’m not trying to hide anything.”
“Ah, did I say that last part out loud?” Mali whistled a little tune as she unfurled Natsuki’s sleeve. “Then again, maybe it’s just that right now your papa is just in a bad mood that he got sent home early.”
“He does seem really annoyed,” Natsuki agreed. “Whatever got him sent home today must have really been bad.”
“Hmm… So, your papa’s scary when he’s in a bad mood.”
“Aren’t all father’s like that?”
“Isn’t that the truth. Then again, I can’t see Senpai’s father lashing out in any way; he seems a little emotionally stagnant. Really makes you see what his mother saw in him.”
“Right…”
Mali suddenly pressed her index finger against Natsuki’s lips. After a moment, she pulled it away and drew a heart shape in the air.
“Ah, but women in love aren’t exactly known to be the brightest right? Love is so blinding that may be why guys have evolved to be oblivious to it. Women chastise them for it, but when you think about it, it keeps them from being blinded in so many aspects when we’re all already blinded to so many things.”
“Are you saying love is a bad thing? Then again, I guess someone trying to live up to their name would be opposed to the direct opposite of it.”
“I never said I was opposed to it, I’m just pointing out the often overlooked downsides of love. For example, your love for Senpai has blinded you to the potential consequences that may lie in your immediate future.”
“Why do you keep saying I’m in love with Shujinkou? It’s getting annoying,” Natsuki complained.
“You have a point, maybe love is an exaggeration,” Mali playfully scratched her right cheek, until a look of surprise fell on her face. “But then again, Natsuki-chan… Do you love Senpai?”
“Wha-!? What did I just sa-!”
“I’ve always said that you and the others are hopelessly fond of Senpai, but I’ve never really questioned the depths of your feelings for real, have I. I know for sure one’s feelings regarding Senpai, but I’m really curious; do you love Senpai, Natsuki-chan?”
“Love…?” Natsuki’s lips trembled. “Wait, why are you making such a big deal about that; I love him as much as I love the rest of our friends.
“Oh, I’m sure you genuinely love your friends, including Senpai, but that’s not what I mean. I’m asking if you love Senpai. I’m asking if he’s you’re one and only.”
Wh-Why would I love that dummy? I mean, sure he just literally saved me from becoming part of some pavement-”
“While getting stabbed multiple times in the process while weakly crying your name.”
“-That too, but there are so many things about him that are unflattering. He’s indecisive, he can be really oblivious to what’s going on like any dummy would be, he accepts taking a lot more crap than he deserves, he’s so reactionary, he can hardly ever think to do things that make him happy first… need I go on?”
“Please do.”
“Well, he always draws during meetings about literature, he lets others lead him around by the nose, he pretty much lets everyone get away with everything they do to him, etc. etc.”
“Hmm, so what you’re saying is: Senpai deeply thinks things through, though over the set time limit sometimes, he doesn’t catch on to what happens around him because he doesn’t dig too deeply into things, he’s patient and strong enough to handle all the bad things thrown his way, he observes a situation before diving in, he always thinks of others first, he openly enjoys one of his favorite hobbies in front of his friends and he always forgives his friends for whatever they may do to him.”
“Wha-?! Why are you turning my words around like that?!” Natsuki caterwauled.
“Don’t get me wrong, Natsuki-chan, some of the things you’ve said are real flaws Senpai has to work on, after all, innocence isn’t perfection. That said, you’ve clearly just tried to put a negative spin on his positive qualities to pad out your list.”
“It’s not like I have it in me to completely trash talk my friends in the way you wanted.”
“I didn’t ask you for the examples. You just started firing them off in an attempt to dissuade me from bothering to ask my initial question. I’m getting the feeling that you’re avoiding it; the very important question that you have to face: Do you love Senpai?”
Natsuki blushed profusely as those words entered her head for a third time.
Love…?
Chapter 177: The Absent Part 8
Chapter Text
Love… No, why am I even thinking about that? It just Mali trying to get under my skin again. I know that so… Why is it still bothering me so much?
How could I even love him like that? There’s no way, right? I… I can’t.
Natsuki shook her head, but her attempt at refusing the notion only convinced Mali to continue.
“Do you ever think of the future, Natsuki-Chan? When you do, is Senpai in it?” Mali questioned.
Natsuki kept her mouth shut, prompting a small, delighted smile to fall on Mali’s lips.
“Do you find Senpai and his constant cheek scratching quirk cute? Does Senpai make you feel like you have a better sense of self?”
“He…”
“Ehehe, Natsuki-chan…” Mali slowly made her way towards Natsuki. Every step she took slowly distorted Natsuki’s already worried face, filling Mali with great pleasure. “You can’t tell me that being around Senpai doesn’t make you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, right?”
“That’s kinda an exaggeration…”
“You can stand there and really tell me that his innocent and somewhat awkward smiles doesn’t make you weak in the knees? Him always making time for you when you need him and respecting when you need to be left alone? Him sticking up for you and diverting any blame to himself to keep you from feeling even worse than you already do time and time again?”
Mere inches away from her face, Mali stared deeply into Natsuki’s eyes.
“All those times you two talked; him listening to you and you listening to him… Surely that meant a lot to you didn’t it? Respecting his morals, finding his point of view interesting and him respecting yours.”
Mali reached forward and scratched Natsuki’s bright pink right cheek in a teasing manner.
“Just thinking about Senpai sends your heart aflutter, doesn’t it? And when you think about him, you have to think about the conversations you may have with him, you want to hear his opinions and just overall wondering when’s the next time you can be around him.
And that desire doesn’t require a deep, analytical deep dive to understand what spawns it. It just feels wonderful. It feels wonderful to be around Senpai because of how you feel about him. Because you…”
“I don’t…”
“When it comes to Senpai, you…”
“I…”
“It’s just one sentence, Natsuki-chan. Whether it’s the truth or your attempt at a lie, you only have to say just a few words.”
Now taking a step back, Mali giggled upon taking in the entirety of Natsuki’s confusion and anxiety.
“Well, Natsuki-chan?”
Natsuki knew deep down that she should not have paid attention to Mali’s words, but now that she had, she felt trapped by them. It would be so easy to just deny her claims, but something deep inside prevented her from uttering a single word.
“The girl’s right. You only need to say one thing.”
If her heart could stop right then, Natsuki would have considered that an act of mercy. She couldn’t dare look up. Even keeping them open amid the loud encroaching footsteps was too much.
“Didn’t you say that up and down that that kid was only a member of that club you were in? Didn’t you say that over and over even though you wrote differently in your book?” Kaen’s words of reminder were like a dagger to her still beating heart. “Didn’t you?”
“I…”
Natsuki was paralyzed; Normally, seeing someone in such a state would provide Mali with amusement, but her joyful smile wasn’t there. Even the sight of someone having their head jerked around only prompted her to begin slowly moving her feet.
“Papa…” Natsuki winced, the pain quickly becoming too much to bear.
“I let you get away with your lies and yet you’re still fantasizing about that the kid that scratches his right cheek!”
“No… I-!”
“Bullshit!”
There was no hesitation in his eyes when Kaen drove the back of his fist into his daughter’s face, the force sending Natsuki into Mali’s arms.
“Hm.”
Mali glanced up just in time to watch Kaen storm out of the front door in a huff. She cocked her head in surprise, noting the strangeness of what just happened.
Though what happened next was something she did expect to happen” Seeing Natsuki run upstairs without a word.
“Huh.”
…
“Natsuki-chan?” Mali poked her head into her host’s room. There she found Natsuki sitting on her bed. “Are you going to keep ignoring my calls.”
“I’m not in the mood for any of your comments,” Natsuki said bluntly.
“I’m sure you’re not. That’s why-” Mali walked into the room with her hands behind her back. She sat along the edge of Natsuki’s bed and flashed her usual smile. “Here’s some ice cream.”
“Ice cream?” Natsuki muttered, perplexed.
“How many times do I have to tell you, Natsuki-chan, I promised Senpai to be a little nicer to his friends.”
Natsuki rolled her eyes.
“Ah, Natsuki-chan, you don’t think that I purposely got you into a heated conversation about Senpai in order to lure your father into a trap or something, do you?”
“…I don’t know what to believe and I’ll leave it at that.”
“Really? I thought you also be wondering why I didn’t say anything when it happened,” Mali admitted, dropping a scoop of ice cream in her mouth.”
Natsuki shrugged. “Not really.”
“Lying to yourself again, Natsuki-chan?” Mali giggled. “Tell me again, how’d you get that cut on your arm? Did you tick off your Paoa back then too?”
“No…”
“You mean you didn’t tick off your Papa that was about to lay into Senpai?”
“Will you stop bringing that up!?” Natsuki snapped. “Why do you keep going back to that?”
“Because by society’s supposed moral standards, I believe your family issues bringing in a completely unrelated party, especially when that party is your beloved Shujinkou, should have been a wakeup call to you.”
“Urk-!”
“Isn’t that one of the reasons why you deliberately tried to keep your home away from everyone? Another being part of you doesn’t want to be pitied on or have other patronize you?”
“I don’t even know why you’re talking like you didn’t instigate anything here!”
“So you do think that I purposely provoked your Papa into acting the way everyone assumes he does because he attacked Senpai once.
“Stop bringing up that last point!”
“Even so, you really do think I would do something like that.”
“Of course, you would do something like that! The very first thing you did when you came into our lives is prank the school and personally tortured Shujinkou.”
“What are you trying to say, Natsuki-chan?”
“You think you coming here and purposely provoking everyone does anything! You’re only making things worse!”
Mali met Natsuki’s bout of anger with a steady gaze.
“How’d I do that?” she asked. “I mean, if we go by what I know and by your logic, the one that made things worse was you just for falling for Senpai. If you didn’t fall for Senpai, then whatever fragile balance you’re trying to project wouldn’t be so marred.”
“Stop turning things back on me!”
“Then maybe you should offer a rebuttal instead of just screaming or stuttering over your words.”
Taken aback, Natsuki could only mutter, “…You’re seriously messed up, are you?”
“And you keep changing the subject. Natsuki-chan, really doesn’t know how to confront tough subjects no matter how much she tries to project that she can,” Mali teased.
“Seriously messed-up…”
“Ehehe, tell me, Natsuki-chan, what would it take for you to be upfront with what goes on in your life? Are you going to wait until your Papa tries to kill Senpai.”
“Don’t even make jokes like that.”
“I’m being entirely serious. Just from the little I’ve seen and your refusal to properly explain leads others to jump to the worst conclusions. Could it be that you refuse to because you can’t possibly make up an excuse?”
“I really don’t get why I have to explain anything to you right now.”
“More deflecting, Natsuki-chan, especially when I wholeheartedly believe that you’d easily come up with more excuses if it was Senpai that was confronting you.”
“That’s not-”
“All you do is deflect and, if you can’t, then you completely fall apart, defeated. You ultimately come off as tough because your friends let you be.”
Natsuki could not bring herself to refute Mali’s vicious words. If anything, she would just be making things worse for herself.
“Fine… Get off,” Natsuki sternly demanded.
Curious, Mali did as she was told and watched her host bury herself under her blankets.
“You’re going to bed already? Isn’t it a bit too early for that.”
“Only way to get this nightmare sleepover over with.”
“Hm… Okay.”
Mali reached for a nearby blanket and pillow and laid down on the floor. In what seemed like no time at all, the room was filled with nearly silent snippets of breathing.
Even though she was finally given a reprieve from Mali, Natsuki was still afflicted by one specific point of argument that was made against her.
“The one that made things worse was you just for falling for Senpai.”
That singular phrase haunted her for an hour, gnawing away at her little by little. Soon enough, she came to realize she had been trembling this whole time.
Natsuki glanced over her shoulder. Mali was sleeping soundly, giving her the signal she needed to silently slip out of bed and sneak towards her bedroom window.
She slowly opened it and carefully moved out towards the ledge that lied just outside of it.
Once she secured her balance, she turned to close the window and was greeted by Mali’s smiling face.
“Mali?!”
The shock cost her her balance. As she fell back, Mali reached out and grabbed Natsuki by her arm.
“Told you I was going to live up to my promise to Senpai to be nicer, Natsuki-chan,” Mali cheerfully bragged.
“This is more basic human decency than kindness…” Natsuki muttered under her breath.
With seemingly no effort, Mali pulled Natsuki back upright and giggled.
“Were you ever asleep?” Natsuki questioned.
“The answer’s a little complex, Natsuki-chan.”
“How is it complex?”
“Ehe, Don’t you think real question here is why’re you sneaking out at night. And doing so like you’re so experienced?”
“Look, I’m really not in the mood for more of the back and forth, okay? I’m just going out for some fresh air.”
“Wow… For once, you’re being honest, however vague.”
“And…?”
“I wouldn’t say anything to ruin the specialness of this moment. You know, you being honest.”
“You just did…”
“Still, I’m surprised you were about to leave without this,” Mali reached into her pocket and pulled out a cell phone.
“Eh? How’d you get my phone?” Natsuki asked as she quickly took it back.
“It was on the floor after you Papa had a melt down.”
“Don’t.”
“Either way, shouldn’t you hurry along and get your fresh air, Natsuki-chan? You never know when the opportunity will vanish.”
Natsuki gently bit her tongue, deliberately preventing herself from inquiring what Mali was possibly implying.
Stuffing her phone down her pocket, she slid down a nearby pipe, noting that it may eventually no longer support her weight as she did so.
Once at the bottom, she grabbed a bag hidden in a pair of bushes and took off into the night.
…
After wandering around aimlessly for what seemed like forever, Natsuki found herself staring at her image reflecting off a small park lake.
“The one that made things worse was you for falling for Senpai.”
Natsuki reached towards her reflection.
“The one that made things worse was you .”
Ripples in the water distorted her image even after retracting her fist.
“She always has to have the last word…! Telling me something like that-! She’s just so-! Who acts like her!? I have never met someone so infuriating in my life! Ugh!”
A cold breeze brushed by. It felt like tiny pin needles trying as hard as they could to pierce her skin.
“Really need a new scarf…”
“Perhaps you wouldn’t mind borrowing mine?”
The abrupt question left Natsuki stunned. It was not the question itself that had affected her, but the person asking.
“Yuri?”
“Ah… Evening.”
Faced with a look of absolute shock and confusion, Yuri could only give a somewhat timid greeting. As she had predicted before her arrival, her friend’s surprise quickly transformed into annoyance.
“Let me guess: we just happened to go to the same place at the same time by pure coincidence?” Natsuki said with a huff.
Yuri wished she could say that was what happened, knowing Natsuki would not really care for the truth.
“Actually… Mali told me I could find you here…” Yuri meekly admitted.
“Mali?!” Natsuki raged. “What, is she tracking me by my phone, or did she secretly follow me here?!”
“Tracking…”
“I wasn’t serious about that one! I knew her having my phone for even a second was going to give me a major headache!”
It was no exaggeration. The constant frustration by the hands of Mali head had her head aching, prompting her to calm down by necessity.
“Why would she even bother getting you here anyw-?”
The answer immediately came to Natsuki upon seeing the concern on her friend’s face.
“No…”
Yuri’s eyes explained everything, but even though it was clear as day, Natsuki still struggled to believe it.
“Tell me she didn’t…” Natsuki pleaded.
Yuri could only shake her head.
“Yuri…”
“…Mali gave me a very descriptive play-by-play of her evening with you,” Yuri admitted.
“She…!”
Anger, disgust, dismay, disbelief, speechless… All words that could be used to relay how Natsuki felt at that moment. She could barely mumble anything beyond mere gibberish and her eyes were twitchy.
“What… the… HELL!?” Natsuki exploded. “Where does she come off showing up out of nowhere, chastising me and then divulging my private life however she wants! That’s it; she’s gone too far this time!”
“Natsuki…”
“No, Yuri; You can’t say anything that will make me just brush this off like it’s nothing! She’s crossed a line!”
“I know. I know that it wasn’t Mali’s place to say anything. Plus, I’m not even sure why she would coax me of all people to see you now. I’m fairly certain I’m the last person you would be willing to talk to regarding something like this.”
“What? Does she think this is okay because she suddenly trying to do something nice for Shujinkou? That makes all of this, okay?”
“I’m not Monika or Sayori, and surely you would confide in them when the person you really want to isn’t available.”
“What world does anyone think that’s ok-? Wait, what did you just say?”
“I was just saying that you would most likely talk to Shujinkou about something so personal as always.”
“D-Don’t say it like that! You say that like I only talk about things with him,” Natsuki spluttered.
“Sorry, I didn’t mean to imply that. It’s just an objective fact that you find it easier to talk to him than the rest of us,” Yuri explained. “I’m not trying to say it like it’s a fault; I’m certainly the same way.”
Natsuki sighedand gingerly rubbed her forehead. “…I don’t know how, but you killed my anger right now. Now, I’m just super annoyed.”
“I guess that’s progress,” Yuri accepted.
“Seriously, Yuri, what are you doing here. If you’re just checking up on me, don’t. I’m fine.”
“I don’t believe punching your reflection indicates that you’re fine. Among other factors, I really don’t think this is something you can brush off so easily anymore.”
“…Ugh! Why is everyone all of a sudden digging into my personal life?”
“We’re just concerned. The sequence of events that took place since your father appeared before us have been disconcerting to say the least. Now Mali has pretty much confirmed everyone’s suspicions in such a short time. It didn’t even sound like she had to trigger anything herself.”
Natsuki remained silent.
“What she said is the truth, isn’t it?” Yuri queried.
“…I already proved it when I got mad, didn’t I…?”
“Natsuki, I know why the others stayed away, myself included of course, but I never really discovered your reason for staying away after the incident the night before Halloween.”
“Isn’t needing time to myself enough?”
“But you decided that before that happened, so that couldn’t possibly be the reason. It didn’t seem like a kneejerk response either considering how you decided to inform Shujinkou of it.”
“I had to tell somebody to keep you all from worrying.”
“But what did we have to worry about in the first place? That our immediate fears were true?”
Natsuki averted her gaze. With her back against the wall, she quietly admitted, “I didn’t want you all to choose.”
“Choose? What would we have needed to make a decision over?”
“Think about it. If I said that I couldn’t be around anymore, don’t you think there would have been a choice?”
“A choice between you or Shujinkou; who would be allowed to remain…” Yuri could see where Natsuki was coming from, but still shook her head in refusal. “I know for a fact we wouldn’t be for either option in either scenario.”
“Yeah, maybe you, Monika and Sayori wouldn’t, but what about Shujinkou? You know as well as I do how he would react,” Natsuki pointed out.
“…He would quit in an instance, citing how you were there first and deserve to be there more than he ever would.”
“Exactly. And he would put on a brave face while doing it but would be crushed inside. I… I just couldn’t do that to him. I couldn’t be responsible for something else happening to him.”
“Oh…” The sentiment was something Yuri understood completely. “But still… What I don’t understand is, why would your father have an issue with Shujinkou?”
“He… He thinks that Shujinkou will take me away from him.”
“Why would he think that?”
“Shujinkou’s a guy and he’s the only one I consider a close friend. He’s always worried how it would look to be the only guy in a group of girls. He has no idea how that looks reversed,” Natsuki explained.
“It does seem troublesome for everyone in some way…
“Right…”
“But that still doesn’t really explain this idea that Shujinkou will take you away from your family or why he would feel so strongly about it. And the idea of overprotectiveness wouldn’t exactly work in this situation judging from what Mali has told me.”
Natsuki instinctively rubbed her throbbing cheek.
“If I were to hazard a guess, it really sounds like someone not wanting to lose something they own rather than protecting family.”
“It’s not-! …It’s not like that. I just think that he doesn’t want to lose someone else.”
Someone else? Was there more Natsuki was hiding? But before Yuri could ask that, Natsuki threw her hands up in frustration.”
“Ugh! This is why I didn’t want anything to do with Shujinkou when he first showed up! I knew something like this would happen and yet I still became friends with him!”
“Natsuki, I don’t really think you’re being fair on yourself.”
“How am I being unfair? I’ve been playing a game since we first met. I didn’t want to be more than just people who happen to be in the same club; He’s Sayori’s childhood friend and let it just be that. But… But I also wanted to be friends with him at the same time.
I figured that if I just kept these two separate parts of my life apart then things would be fine and look how that turned out.
And I tried to tell Shujinkou that I couldn’t be around him anymore, but I couldn’t find a way to do it without hurting his feelings or making him feel guilty for something he had no real part in other than just being himself. You know, the thing that he just got comfortable with being after years of hating himself.
There was no way I could do that to him, so instead I dangled hope in front of him even though I knew that it was completely false. And it wasn’t just for him; I was lying to myself because I didn’t want to lose the first friend I ever really got close to.
And then he fell into a coma and I used that as an excuse to do something I should have at least have the nerve to say to his face. I keep thinking how he’ll wake up only to have one of the people he considers a friend and risked his life for suddenly ignoring him, probably thinking I’m scared of him or something and I wouldn’t have the nerve to tell him the truth!
So, with all that, how am I being hard on myself? Can you really say that I’m being hard on myself?”
Yuri was silent for a moment. “…Honestly, you’re saying that to someone who also desperately craved companionship like that. And you see how my journey for that had an unfortunate intervention recently.
But I was able to get out of my funk because you reminded me that I shouldn’t take the blame for things that are out of my control.”
“But weren’t you listening? This was something in my control?”
“If your father’s issue with Shujinkou is something your responsible for, then wouldn’t it also be fair to say what occurred on Devil’s Night is my fault as well?”
“Yuri… This is something different though.”
“Is it different because they are your feelings?”
Natsuki feebly shook her head.
“Believe me, Natsuki, the only one who finds your feelings a burden right now is yourself.”
“…You just don’t get it, Yuri.”
“Ah…!”
An indescribable feeling of regret hit Yuri as she watched her friend run off.
“No… I can’t indulge in self-pity right now. I have to think of some way to reach Natsuki.”
Though she said that, part of her did not genuinely believe she could come up with a solution.
Perhaps the best thing I could do right now is figure out if there is someone Natsuki believes could understand her right now.
Chapter 178: The Absent Part 9
Chapter Text
Stupid! Stupid!
Those words cycled through Natsuki’s head as she ran and ran.
Where was she running too? Should she have run at all? Neither of these questions did anything to stop her. Even her pounding heart heating up from the exertion was enough to stop her.
However, just when it seemed nothing would stop her, her frantic escape came to a screeching halt thanks to a sizable puddle of water.
As she was picking herself up, Natsuki had finally come to realize it was raining. The weather itself was against her now.
“Now what?”
She needed a place to stay. At the very least, there had to be a viable spot for her to weather out the increasingly violent storm.
Some ideas came to mind, but she knew that there was no way she could realistically expect to just show up out of the blue.
Recognizing this, she knew she had only one option left.
She once again started running, braving the antagonistic weather on her way to her new destination. The heavy rain along accompanying the wind slamming against her face seemed almost personal.
I hope it’ll be good enough.
This singular thought provided Natsuki with enough strength until she finally reached her goal.
Sighs of relief were mixed in with her heavy breathing as she entered aging old school building residing beside its contemporary counterpart with sound.
“Maybe this wasn’t the best idea…”
Though the building provided shelter, there was nothing there that could counter the nearly freezing temperature. Fortunately, she had just the thing right in her backpack.
“Of all the times to forget to pack it…!”
Natsuki threw her bag on the ground, berating herself for forgetting to bring a blanket. She turned around to leave in a huff, only to for the sight of millions of raindrops forming a torrent of water serving to remind her of why she sought shelter in the first place.
“This used to be a part of the school. There has to be something here,” she rationalized.
That was how her search began. She scoured the building from bottom to top, but something as simple as a blanket never materialized.
“Great. Guessed, they must have cleared all that kind of stuff out of here.”
All seemed lost until she heard something flapping in the wind. Behind her was a sizable curtain hanging off a singular hook. Upon closer inspection, she noticed there was a sizable hole in it.
“Oh well.”
She snagged the curtain from the hook and brought it over to a nearby couch. Looking around closer, she realized the room looked like it was made for rest and relaxation.
Wonder if this was the teacher’s old break room or something.
With a bored shrug, Natsuki laid across the couch and pulled the curtain over her. As she had feared, it did very little to shield her from the cold.
But there was no other option. This was the best she could scrounge up and she knew had to deal with it for the night.
“Guess it still beats sleeping by the stream…”
She closed her eyes, hoping to fall asleep as soon as possible. Afterall, the sooner she fell under, the sooner the day could finally end.
But just as that thought crossed her mind, she heard footsteps. They already sounded nearby and were rapidly approaching her current location.
Her body jolted up; her heart beating so hard against her chest that she was sure it would burst through it.
A figure soon stepped into the room, leaving Natsuki speechless.
“H-Hiro!?” Natsuki’s finger trembled as she pointed at the improbable sight.
Despite the loud greeting, Hiro still felt nothing but relief.
“Thank goodness you were here,” she said with a gentle smile.
“How did you know I was here?” Suddenly, the answer to Natsuki’s own question became all too clear. “Wait, did Mali track me again?”
“Tracking? Was Mali tracking you?”
“Eh… Never mind. What are you doing here this late?”
Hiro stepped towards Natsuki, bringing the backpack she had discarded earlier into view.
“I figured this is where you would be.” Hiro answered.
“How? I didn’t even know I would be here,” Natsuki pointed out.
“Well, after Yuri and Monika told me about how Yuri met up with you earlier and how you seemed really upset and with the weather, I thought this would be the perfect place to take shelter and to be alone while also being familiar ground and a bit out there for anyone searching for you.”
“Oh…” Was that logic sound or a stretch? It felt like a little of both to Natsuki. The thing is… It’s really weird how she considered all that so quickly.
Once that thought passed, Natsuki finally noticed Hiro looking around the room.
“What’s wrong?” Natsuki asked.
“Oh, nothing. I was just thinking about a time when Hiroko brought Shujinkou and Sayori here to explore for Sayori’s birthday,” Hiro explained. “I can see kids finding exploring here fun.”
“Wasn’t that fun for me…”
Natsuki sighed and she crawled out from under her curtain. There was no way to avoid what was coming next.
“You never answered my question: What’re you doing here?” she solemnly asked again.
“…You were out alone, and I didn’t think you had a place to stay.”
“That’s it? That’s really all it took for you to go out in this weather and look for me?”
“Is there supposed to be more?” Hiro asked with a confused expression.
“Yeah, I mean, I know we had a nice talk the other day and you patched me up, but this seems like the kind of thing you do for family or if you’ve known a person for a long time. You could have just reported me missing if it really bothered you that much,” Natsuki pointed out.
“I suppose but…” Hiro’s eyes were filled with regret as she took in the pouring rain from outside. “I guess I was just too worried to just leave it at that and let things work themselves out.”
“But why? I’d understand if it was Sayori, but why would me possibly being out by myself bother you so much?”
“It… just does.”
Natsuki averted her gaze for a brief moment. There was something confounding yet touching about Hiro’s response. Though she wished that moment could last, she knew there was still something uncomfortable coming.
“That’s not the only thing you wanted to say to me though, right…?” Natsuki asked.
Hiro said nothing as she took a seat next to Natsuki.
This had to be the moment where the adult would lay into her for keeping secrets, Natsuki was sure of it. That had to be what was going to happen, right?
Her body tensed as Hiro reached into a bag she had brought with her.
“I almost forgot about these.”
What was revealed was the last thing Natsuki would have expected. All of a sudden, a bar of sea-salt ice cream was suddenly hovering in front of her.
“Wha-Where did that come from?” Her question was not only directed to the frozen treat’s sudden appearance. Switching to ice cream offering from the expected conclusion of their conversation was such a fast change of subject that it almost gave Natsuki whiplash.
“I figured you should have some since some were made for you anyway,” Hiro explained.
“You make those too?”
Hiro gently shook her head. “No, Shujinkou made a batch before he fell into a deep slumber. I think he was just trying to find some way to cheer everyone up.”
“With ice cream again? That’s so childish…” Natsuki accepted the treat and took a bite out of it. The gestures from mother and son left a small smile on her face. “Ugh… Why’s whenever Shujinkou does something childish, it’s charming and cool, but when I do something people consider childish, it’s bad?”
“I don’t really know; I mean, don’t we all have an inner child? I don’t really get why everyone makes fun of people for indulging that from time to time.”
“Exactly! I know that it’s sometimes embarrassing, but you don’t have to hold it over people for pretty much the rest of our lives.”
Hiro dropped her head, trying her hardest to hide her red face. “I know one recent childish moment I’m glad no one has seen. It involved a lot of yarn.”
“Come on, how bad can a knitting accident be?” Natsuki tried to lighten the mood with her sarcastic comment, but the self-conscious air emanating from Hiro proved it pointless.
“I… I ended up tied up to a chair,” she admitted.
“Eh?! How the heck did you do that to yourself!?”
“I don’t know. It’s that moment when working on anything related to art and you get frustrated when things aren’t turning out how you envision it, so you try to quickly bullrush your way to that result and one thing led to another…”
“…I still don’t see how you ended up tied to a chair. You saying one thing leads to another makes me think you got caught in one of those animated fight clouds to show intense the fight is.”
“It felt like it… And it wasn’t an one time affair; Shujinkou can vouch for that.”
“Wow… I did not expect you to have a moment like that.”
Hiro chuckled. “But you see my point, correct?”
“That sounds more like a human mistake than childish, to be frank,” Natsuki pointed out.
“I certainly felt like a kid then…”
“No, childish would be hitting someone on the head with a poster just for thinking that they were being disrespectful.”
“I really feel like having to be bailed out by your son from a cartoonish situation seems more childish.”
“Fine, then try to top holding a grudge over said son for something that was really someone else’s fault.”
“Freaking out and nearly embarrassing him when first meeting his new friends by constantly staring like I’ve never seen other humans before.”
“I thought that was just because it so happened that all his friends are girls.”
“I’m pretty sure at the time, I would have essentially reacted the same way no matter what the scenario was.”
Natsuki just shrugged. “I guess that’s just a mom thing. I guess I’d have to have a kid to understand that one better.”
“My mother said the same thing,” Hiro recalled. “Turns out she was right again.”
“You keeping score of that?”
“Too numerous to count. My mother is very knowledgeable of a lot of things; it comes from traveling around a lot.”
“Yeah, guess that explains why you can’t hide anything from her… Wonder if that explains Mali?”
Upon that name leaving her mouth, Natsuki was reminded of her current situation.
“The heck?! How’d you get me acting like today is a normal day?” she exclaimed.
“I guess we both just got absorbed into the conversation?” Hiro hypothesized.
“Both? You mean you weren’t putting a consistent effort to keep the subject changed?”
“Admittedly, I just played everything by instinct. I’m not exactly the planning type and if there was something going around my head then it would be just not to do anything that would be hurtful.”
Natsuki timidly scratched her right cheek. “…Your family really does have automatic consideration coded into your DNA, huh? I don’t know how that keeps surprising me either.”
“It’s just how I was raised.”
“Guess that also explains why you’re not pointing out how I ran away from my problems despite you saying I don’t seem the type.”
“Natsuki… I can’t fault you from acting the way that you did, and you can’t really fault yourself for not picking up the pieces when the situation still persists.”
“But what about me being friends with Shujinkou when I knew what could happen because of that?”
“I can’t fault you for seeking friends either and neither should you.”
“How can you say that; you’re his mother, aren’t you?”
“Yes, but that doesn’t change the fact that you didn’t hurt him, and it sounds like you’ve done everything you could to avoid that.”
Natsuki opened her mouth to refute, but nothing came out. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t find the words to fight back.
She trembled, with her desperation quickly growing into frustration. What could she say to get Hiro to understand?
But as she looked at her gentle and concerned face, that frustration was immediately washed away.
All that was left was a single question. “…What am I supposed to do? I know what everyone’s going to say but…”
“They’re your family?”
Natsuki meekly nodded her head.
“Is that why you’re really here, you don’t want me to go as far as what Shujinkou did when he was a kid?” Natsuki questioned.
“Partly,” Hiro admitted. “I really don’t want anyone else to end up in that situation.”
Such openness once again left Natsuki bereft of words. Though she was sure words were not necessary to convey how she felt.
“…Natsuki, why don’t you stay at our house for the night?” Hiro offered.
“Seriously, you’re just going to end things here?”
“My first concern is just making sure you have a place to stay tonight. Anything else is for you to decide.”
Natsuki took another bite from her sea-salt ice cream. It was suddenly sweeter than usual.
“…Okay.”
…
“Wrap the leash around the neck and pull. Strike with the whip, each burning sting ripping away pieces of their humanity. Muscle and sinew is no longer yours and like that you’re theirs in body. In more ways than one.”
Mali giggled as she stuffed her phone into her pocket.
“Surely such techniques aren’t still being used to this day, right, Kaen?”
Those were the very first words Mali spoke upon seeing Kaen the next morning.
“…You’re still here?” Kaen sounded bored as she questioned heard, leaving Mali further intrigued.
“Of course, I’m still learning about Natsuki-chan, after all. For example, I’ve learned where Natsuki-chan gained the ability to withstand abuse from criminals. I’ve always wondered how someone so cute could be so tough-looking. Or at least put up a decent looking façade.”
Mali playfully pouted as she Kaen begun to walk away.
“Ah, no comment? You seemed all too eager to blurt out a kiddish secret of Natsuki-chan’s,” she reminded him.
“Where is she, anyway?”
“Ah, Natsuki-Chan isn’t here right now. I couldn’t say I blame her for that, not after last night.”
“You trying to say something to me?”
Mali jumped up. She ran her fingers up her arms and around her neck.
“Yeah. You’re human. So flawed like the rest of us,” Mali continued. “That said, I believe that your specific flaws fall on the wrong side of the so called ‘morality’ our society has.”
“Are you criticizing how I raise my own kid?” Hearing the building frustration in Kaen’s voice brought a bigger smile to Mali’s face.
“I honestly don’t really care how you ‘raise’ Natsuki-Chan and I also find the fact that you could lose yourself so publicly twice pretty hilarious. At the end of the day, I’d wouldn’t even be here right now; I’d probably let things play out naturally with maybe a push or nudge here or there. Things are usually much more interesting that way.”
Suddenly, Mali’s smile fell away and she scratched her right cheek.
“But you see, the simple fact of the matter is that my Senpai was going to be brought into this either way through association and his naïve innocence compelling him to go through the wringer for his friends.
He was always going to be painted as a target no matter if there was a 3rd party or not. …But you still threatened to hurt him physically and as his kohāi I don’t think that I can let that slide.”
“So what, you want to get revenge for that kid? He has to let a little girl fight his battles for him?” Kaen ridiculed.
“Hehe… You have no idea how apt that comment is. But don’t get the wrong idea; Senpai’s flaw is being slow and reactive, that’s actually a problem both he and his friends have due to ‘standards’. ‘We have to be sure while not investigating too slowly’, ‘We can take her word for it’, ‘I hope it’s not the case. I just have to hope’.
So much many reasons not to just out and out ask. So of course, I have to be the one to really ask, how do you raise your daughter? Or has she really raised herself because you can’t be bothered to do it yourself.”
As soon as those words left her mouth, Mali found herself jerked towards Kaen by the neck of her shirt.
“Listen kid, I don’t need to be judged by some random weirdo,” he growled.
“Ah, so that’s where she gets it from. I was wondering where Natsuki-chan gets her immediately defensive response from,” Mali laughed. “Kind of pathetic, don’t you think?”
“I’m warning you…!”
“Warning me of what? Are you trying to get me to believe that you’ll go any further than this? Tell me something, Kaen; isn’t this pretty much the reason Natsuki-chan only has her father in her life right now?”
After that, Mali had a brief moment of flying through the air before her vision was dark for a split second.
As her knees hit the floor, she opened her eyes to discover something red clouding her vision. She gazed up at the wall in front of her, her eyes transfixed on the new dent from the impact.
“Wow…”
Standing up was a breeze and there wasn’t much dust to brush off, but the blood tricling down her face, that was another story.
She had heard that tasting your own blood after pain was an uncanny sight and sure enough, Kane seem disturbed by the sight of Mali’s tongue scooping some back into her body.
“So forceful, Kaen. No wonder your daughter gravitated towards some kid she just met despite her reservations,” Mali playfully mocked.
Again, Mali’s vision went dark for an instance. This time, she opened her eyes, just in time to see her blood fly through the air. She gently rubbed her bruised right cheek and laughed.
“Alright, I think two allows for self-defense.”
With a smirk, Mali jumped up and drove her fist into Kaen’s face. As she had expected, it was only enough strength to cause him to stumble back a few feet.
“So, are you ready for more? I probably should have told you sooner: I don’t just stand by and take crap. Hehe, even if I prefer different methods to handle it than this.”
Chapter 179: The Absent Part 10
Chapter Text
“So, she just agreed?”
Hiro answered with a single nod. She had already explained the events of last night to her mother already, but, at least to her, Hisa was still trying to wrap her head around it.
“Honestly, Natsuki seemed pretty tired of everything when I found her so… I do kind of wonder if she agreed just because she didn’t want to argue over anything.,” Hiro admitted.
“Hmm…” Hisa scratched her right cheek, contemplating what she just heard. “…And Natsuki pretty much confirmed our suspicions without directly saying it, right?”
Hiro answered with another singular nod.
“Hmm…”
When thinking back to all of Hisa’s outbursts regarding Jomei, especially when it came to his relationship with Shujinkou and Hiroko, seeing her remain cautiously silent was quite surprising for Hiro to see.
Perhaps current events had softened her a bit. At the same time however, she didn’t seem to want to be bothered.
Now seemed like it was best time to bring Natsuki her breakfast.
I wonder if she slept well last night.
Upon making it up the stairs, she spotted Natsuki stepping out of the guest room donned in her school uniform. Surprised by the sight, Hiro involuntarily called out to her.
“Huh? “Oh, morning,” Natsuki’s expression was a mix of well rested and embarrassment. Such a face in the morning was very reminiscent of Shujinkou.
“You’re going to school?” Hiro asked.
Natsuki nodded her head and explained thusly, “It’s not like I can afford to miss any more days with all the tests coming up.”
It was an answer Hiro could accept, but still, she felt compelled to make a small plea. “Just don’t push yourself too hard, okay?”
The sincerity in that simple request and the food obviously made for her made Natsuki’s eyes swim in embarrassment.
“Uhm…”
There had been something that had been weighing on Natsuki’s mind for a while now, but the events of yesterday convinced her that it had to be addressed.
“I… It’s…” Natsuki shook her head and sighed. “…Thanks for letting me stay here again.”
She felt a chill as Hiro just stared at her. It felt as if Hiro’s normally gentle eyes were digging into her, trying to catch a glimpse of her innermost thoughts and feelings.
But those thoughts were soon melted away by Hiro’s calming smile. “You don’t need to thank me. I wanted you to come over, remember?”
“Still… Thanks,” Natsuki bashfully looked away and scratched her right cheek. She really hoped the habit would go away when Shujinkou woke up.
“Ah, I‘ll pack your meal up in case you want it with lunch later.” Hiro turned and returned downstairs.
Natsuki took a deep breath and glanced over her shoulder. Shujinkou’s bedroom door was open, giving her a clear view of its sole occupant.
Before she realized it, she was standing before her slumbering friend.
“…I still can’t really talk to you like this, you know? I know they say it’s good talking to people when they’re like this but still…”
She crossed her arms and considered her next words very carefully. There were so many things she wanted to say, but her heart wouldn’t let her say it anything to him now.
“I just wish…”
That she could say more. It hurt, but she did find solace in the one thing she could manage to get out.
“Just wake up soon, ‘kay? I promise to make up for worrying you when you do.”
“Like what?”
“S-S-Sayori?!?!” Indeed, standing behind her was her friend, Sayori, clearly curious to discover more. “Wh-What are you doing here?”
“Eh? I was just checking up on Shiko and wanted to wish him good morning,” Sayori explained. “What about you? Are you really planning to do something for Shiko when he wakes up?”
There was a droplet of saliva hanging from the corner of Sayori’s mouth, cluing Natsuki in on what was really going on.
“I get it… You just wanted to see if it was something you could get in on…” Natsuki muttered.
“That’s not it! Well maybe a little… But seriously I just wanted to know if it was something completely separate.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“Um…” Sayori’s eyes lowered to Shujinkou. “It feels weird saying it in front of Shiko?”
“It’s not like he’s listening right now.”
“Yeah, but he’s still capable of listening, right? What if his subconscious remembers and keeps nagging him with hints when he wakes up?”
The thought of that actually occurring did not seem too far-fetched. After all, if it did happen, it would have been the least strange thing to have occured in comparison to the past few weeks.
You know, you say that, but haven’t you and the others already confided a lot of things to Shujinkou?” Natsuki pointed out.
“Yep,” Sayori cheerfully smiled from ear to ear, showing Natsuki that her point hasn’t gotten through yet.
“Probably including some personal stuff that you wouldn’t tell him normally…” Natsuki continued.
Sayori’s cheer immediately vanished and she began to consider her friend’s words. Natsuki watched as Sayori’s face gradually become more and more serious before suddenly showing nothing but pure horror.
Sayori immediately dropped to her knees and pleaded to Shujinkou’s unconscious body, “Forget everything we said! We were just making conversation! You don’t have to constantly nag Shiko with that stuff!”
Sayori clapped her hands together as she continued her desperate pleas.
“Now, I’m even more glad I haven’t really said much to him…” Natsuki mumbled under her breath.
“Don’t say it like that. You make it sound like it’s bad that we were talking to him,” Sayori said with puffed up cheeks.
“Well, it’s not like Shujinkou’s going to subconsciously remember everything that was said to him while he’s out, so you don’t need to freak out over it.”
“I guess you’re right…” Back in good spirits, Sayori jumped back on her feet. “Thanks, Natsuki.”
“By the way… What did you say to Shujinkou?” Natsuki inquired.
As she had expected, Sayori’s face had turned bright red.
“N-Nothing! Nothing at all!” Sayori shook her head with all her might before suddenly bursting out in nervous laughter. “Anyway, we need to get ready to leave for school, right? Let’s go!”
Sayori left in a hurry, Natsuki taking note of her frantic response.
She glanced at Shujinkou and whispered, “They must have all confessed to you, huh?”
For the next minute, Natsuki kept her eyes squarely on Shujinkou. She smiled and shook her head before heading downstairs herself.
There Sayori was waiting with their lunches in hand. “You ready, Natsuki?”
“Yep.”
The two students said their goodbyes and left.
“Well,” Hisa finally stood up and stretched her arms. “I’m off.”
“Where are you going, Mom?” Hiro inquired.
“Hisa-things,” She left without saying another word, leaving her daughter a little worried.
…
“Exams really are getting closer and closer…” Sayori lamented.
“Stop reminding me. It still feels like I’m catching up and I don’t need the daily exam getting closer pressure,” Natsuki groaned.
“Yeah. I feel like I just barely got out of having to take make-up exams for last time… Shiko was in the same boat too since he spaced out a lot last semester. I wonder what would happen if he woke up before they were over.”
They could imagine it would not be a pleasant experience for him.
“Well, I know two people that won’t have any issu-” Natsuki nearly bit her tongue as she clamped her mouth shut.
“Natsuki?” Sayori couldn’t help but feel worried as she watch Natsuki’s annoyed expression slowly twist into fear. “What’s wrong?”
“…I just realized that I left something important at home. I’ll meet you at school, okay?”
Natsuki took off running before Sayori could get a word in. She ran as hard as she could, cursing herself for forgetting something so important.
What was I thinking leaving Mali in my house alone!?
Her head was filled with all the problematic scenarios that branched out from that single miscalculation. After everything that happened with yesterday, Natsuki couldn’t see a situation where Mali wouldn’t egg on her father if given the opportunity.
The fear of what seemed inevitable prompted her to speed up.
…
Natsuki was gasping for air as she returned home, lugging her heavy body towards the front door. It was creaking as it hung ever so slightly open.
“Please just tell me he didn’t close it all the way again…” she silently pleaded.
She placed her hands on the door and opened it slowly. She peeked inside, her eyes immediately drawn to a horrifying sight.
“Mali!”
Sprawled across the floor in a with small puddles of blood lying around was the first year she had left behind. She immediately rushed to her side, filled with remorse over what had happened while she was gone.
“Mali…”
Suddenly, Mali’s body twitched. She quickly rose to her feet gasping for air.
“Wow.”
She gingerly rubbed the back of her head and looked around. Dents in the wall, broken furniture and the taste of blood; Mali could still clearly remember what led to those.
“That was… something.”
“Mali?”
Mali turned around, giving Natsuki a good look at her bruised and bloodied face. Contrary to her disheveled appearance, Mali seemed none worse for wear mentally.
“Natsuki-chan?” She smiled, a trail of blood crawling down her face. “You’re finally back.”
Natsuki was completely taken aback. Somebody who should be screaming in pain is welcoming her back warmly.
“D-Don’t give me that!” Natsuki snapped. “What happened?”
“Um…” Mali glanced down at her improperly aligned right hand. “I think your ‘Papa’ broke my arm and wrist in our tussle.”
“He did what!?” Their attention was soon drawn to the doorway, where a horrified Sayori stood.
Her eyes darted around the room, her feelings growing more intense as she took in the overturned furniture and imprints on the wall.
Her attention finally landed on Mali, who met her concern with glee.
“So, you’re her too, VP-san,” she welcomed.
Sayori kneeled down beside Mali. “How’d this happen?”
“I called out Natsuki’s Papa for a few things. He took it a lot worse than his daughter did.”
“What? Why would you do that?” Natsuki’s voice trembled as she asked this.
“Somebody had to. Besides, what happened next was pure self-defense. I even gave him an extra shot just to be sure.”
“I can’t believe yo- Why would you purposely set him off?!” Natsuki yelled..
“Natsuki, we can’t blame Mali for ending up like this,” Sayori argued.
“Really, cause I’m pretty sure in her twisted mind, she wanted this outcome so she can say that she’s the victim!”
“Ah, you’re finally keying into the way I think, aren’t you, Natsuki-chan?” Mali giggled, as if laughing off Natsuki’s outrage.
“Even so, Natsuki, that doesn’t change the fact that your father did this,” Sayori argued. “It doesn’t look like he even hesitated to hurt Mali this much.”
“He didn’t,” Mali chimed in. “Besides, I’m only really like this because I wanted to make myself the scapegoat.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Natsuki questioned.
“Think about it. Eventually someone would have spoken up and who knows what would have happen. Considering past actions, it wouldn’t have been good for the person so why not let the person who could take the pain do it?”
Natsuki couldn’t believe what she had just heard. If true, then this could be the first truly noble thing she had heard come out of Mali’s mouth.
“Besides, isn’t this a nice sight for you, Natsuki-chan? Doesn’t the sight of someone you hate being hurt so badly like make you smile?”
“That’s- I mean… I wouldn’t want something like this to happen, even to you.”
“Really?” Mali gazed into Natsuki’s eyes. “That’s big of you, Natsuki-chan. Anyway, it’s for Senpai’s sake mostly. I’m sure he can live with me being all beat up rather than his precious friends after all.”
Sayori furiously shook her head. “Don’t say that! Shiko would be upset if bad things happen to you too.”
“Ah, that’s right, Senpai isn’t most people,” Mali recalled as she turned away. “For some reason we’re all equally important to him, at least in a basic sway. Maybe that’s one of the reasons me and myself couldn’t have any sway over him.”
She glanced back, her bright, knowing smile contrasting heavily against the others’ dumbfounded expressions.
“Anyway, we need to get you to the hospital, Mali,” Sayori worriedly advised. “Especially before Natsuki’s dad gets back.”
Those final words had achieved something in that moment. The two had witnessed the rare sight of Mali sporting a look of surprise and confusion.
“…I don’t think he’ll be back here any soon,” Mali scratched her right cheek slowly. “I seem to recall that it sounded like he was going to Natsuki-chan before I briefly passed out.”
“He’s going to the school again?!” Just the thought of an even bigger incident at her school was enough to make Natsuki physically ill.
“Natsuki-chan…” Mali said no more and continued to simply scratch her right cheek.
At first it seemed like the windup for another snarky comment, but not another word came from Mali.
Not another word.
“No…” There was one possibility that Natsuki had yet to consider, one that was much worse than what she had previously assumed. “He wouldn’t…”
“Would your papa really not?” Mali dangled her broken arm before Natsuki, emphasizing her point. “And was he not prepared to do so the first time before you stopped him?”
“But Shiko’s not awake right now!” Sayori fretted. “Would anyone really do anything to someone in a coma?”
Mali gingerly rubbed her left torso.
“I’m fairly certain I have a few bruises I wasn’t conscious for. But really, I guess the only one who could definitively answer that…”
Mali’s eyes trailed back to Natsuki. Her breathing was steadily growing more and more ragged as the conversation continued.
“…is you, Natsuki-chan. Should we be worried?”
Natsuki couldn’t figure out what to say. All she could do was clutch her chest in fear of what could happen next.
Elsewhere, Hiro opened the front door of her home, finally coming face to face with Kaen.
Chapter 180: The Sword and the Shields
Chapter Text
“Hello?” What else could Hiro say in front of someone looking at her with cold eyes. Not only that, but droplets of blood were splattered across his face and clothes and his neck appeared to have bite marks on it.
And yet, he didn’t appear to be someone that was desperate for help. That much was clear when brushing past her as he walked in nearly cost Hiro her balance.
There was a very unsettling air and al Hiro could do was watch the stranger look around her house.
“…Where is she?” the man asked.
“Who?”
“My daughter.”
That was when it clicked in her mind. While confused, something about this man seemed familiar. She had only heard about him, but this was the first time she had seen him. This is Natsuki’s father.
“She’s upstairs with the boy, isn’t she?” Kaen’s voice was seething with anger and his eyes were devoid of any empathy.
“No. She’s at school.” Hiro answered, trying to stifle her anxiety.
Somehow, she had to end this conversation and lead Kaen out of her home with as little fuss as possible.
Though the injuries Kaen sported made that task seem even harder than anticipated.
Was the blood even his or was it someone else? For all she knew, it could be the last person she recalled being in his presence.
It was a possibility that made her worries grow.
“…You’re his mom?” Kaen asked.
Hiro nodded her head. “I’m Shujinkou’s mother.”
“And you’re okay with him getting my daughter to sneak around behind my back?”
“Sneak around?” The way he worded that made it clear how Natsuki could have referred to him as a “helicopter parent”.
“Yeah, and you’re allowing it to happen,” Kaen approached Hiro with what could only be described as murderous intent. She hasn’t seen such anger since her mother displayed something similar after Jomei left.
“I don’t think they’re sneaking around. They just seem like they’re friends that hang out.”
“Don’t give me that. What friend stays over at a boy’s house who knows how many times?”
Sadly, Hiro couldn’t truly refute that point. Most people would be uncomfortable with the idea of teenage boys and girls being alone under one roof, especially when one is quite smitten with the other.
“It could happen if there was an emergency,” Without thinking any further, Hiro was able to belt out a counterpoint. She was surprised she was able to do that.
“And what about the other ties they’ve been alone in this house together!?”
“Friends hanging out…?” Hiro’s eyes darted across the room, desperately looking for something much less hostile to focus on. “It’s not really strange for friends to spend time together, right?”
“Really, did that excuse work for your husband before he left?”
Kaen waited for a response with expecting eyes, but Hiro was too hurt to give one. Calling his retort a low blow would have been an understatement.
But then…
Hiro sensed something new from Kaen. It was easy to overlook behind the frustration, but it was there.
“…I don’t think it’s fair to compare their friendship to o- my personal issues,” Hiro said somberly. “And Shujinkou isn’t like his father.”
“The kid who surrounds himself with girls isn’t bad? Is that what you’re seriously trying to tell me?”
“That’s just a series of coincidences that were beyond his control. And it’s not a crime to be the only guy in a group of girls.”
“Right, there’s nothing wrong with stringing along a bunch of girls just to smash their hopes,” Kaen retorted sardonically.
“That’s the farthest thing from Shujinkous’s mind and you can’t really be certain that any of them have those kinds of feelings for-”
“Bullshit! I’ve seen the things she wrote about your kid. All the bare minimum efforts he gives excite her so much that she won’t stop writing it down, the poems, the fact that she was hiding a drawing of his under her pillow so it will always be close by. She’s in love with your kid and you need to stop enabling the two of them!”
What could Hiro say? She was horrified over the Kaen’s blunt admittance to invading his daughter’s privacy and his booming voice made it seem like he was close to being set off. Not only that, but he wants her to aid in his attempt at keeping their children separated.
Regardless of romantic implications, Shujinkou and Natsuki were close friends.
“…I’m not enabling anything and, I don’t mean to be disrespectful, but I don’t really think you should be trying to keep them apart. Your daughter is one of the reasons my son is able to smile again and Shujinkou’s friendship seems to mean a lot to her too. I don’t think that’s something you can truly stop.”
After saying that, Hiro was surprised that Kaen stepped away from her. He seemed hurt and annoyed.
“…We’ll see about that.”
…
Sayori rushed out of Natsuki’s home only to fall flat on her face after a few steps.
“Sayori, where are you going?!” Natsuki sputtered.
“I—!” Sayori pushed herself up on her knees and looked back at Natsuki. She had never seen the usually upbeat girl so livid before. “Shiko’s in danger again! We have to get to him!”
She was taken aback by the intensity behind Sayori’s words.
“Ah, so VP-San can make that kind of scary face too.” Mali’s eyes were glued to her phone as she belted out another sarcastic sounding comment. For someone who enjoyed people’s reactions, it was a shock for her to forgo experiencing that pleasure again.
Her calm, neutral expression proved to still to be uncanny.
“So, Natsuki-chan, have any idea what we should do?” Mali questioned, her stare still exclusive to her phone.
“Why are you asking me? Aren’t you the one with plans within plans?”
“We don’t have time for you to be deflecting, Natsuki-chan. At least, not unless you want Senpai to go through another vicious beatdown.”
Once again, Natsuki had to concede to Mali’s point. She had to—
“Oh no… I just realized that Auntie Hiro may get caught in the middle too!” Recognizing this, Sayori stumbled on to her feet just as Mali rode up to her on a bike.
“Ready to go?” Mali gestured to Sayori to hop on, something she agreed to without hesitation. Once Sayori was on, Mali looked up, surprised to find Natsuki standing beside her.
“Let me on,” she softly, but sternly demanded.
It was clear to Mali that Natsuki didn’t want any of her comments. Despite that, it was still a great surprise to Natsuki when she didn’t give one and simply motioned her to get on the handlebars.
Once Natsuki was settled, Mali took off at a speed that didn’t seem possible for someone with her injuries. Recognizing that along with the constant wobbling of the handlebar allowed Natsuki to realize something. “Why are we letting the person with a broken arm to drive!?”
“You’ll understand soon,” Mali answered, keeping her sights beyond Natsuki.
Mali’s continued uncharacteristic behavior earned her looks of confusion from both of her passengers. Even in a life and death situation, they’ve only seen her smile.
…
“We’ll be coming up soon. Get ready to depart you two,” Mali instructed.
“Eh? What are you talking about, Mali?” Sayori couldn’t quite understand why Mali would tell them to get off when she showed no intention of stopping.
“Mali… You couldn’t be thinking…? Natsuki was horrified when Mali smiled back at her, confirming her worries. “Are you crazy?”
“It seems like you’re the crazy one if you thought that it’s better I try to brake normally right now,” Mali said with a slight giggle. “In case you forgot, I do have a broken arm. I try to stop now, and we all go down in a blaze of regret and shame instead of just one of us.”
“But that doesn’t mean that we want you to get hurt at all!” Sayori objected.
“Then I guess no one can help Senpai and his mother then,” Mali pointed out.
“But…”
“I thought I mentioned it before… Better let someone that can handle the pain handle it, right?”
“But…”
“Seriously, what’s with you being all noble all of a sudden?” Natsuki asked, astounded by Mali’s conduct.
Mali met Natsuki’s confused gaze with one of her own. “How many times do I have to tell you, Natsuki-chan; I’ll do whatever it takes for my precious Senpai to wake up with no worries. Isn’t that something we can all agree on? Now then… Keep your skirts down and you’re sleeves up.”
In the midst of confusion, Mali used her long hair and good hand to knock her passengers off the bike. They tumbled along the ground, groaning from the less than pleasant landing.
“Ugh… Even her good moments have be like that…” Natsuki moaned as checked on Sayori.
Sayori was dazed but soon regained her faculties. “What happened to Mali?”
“Maybe she went looking for the cushiest place to crash. She always has to do things her way even when the consequences are just too much.” Contrary to her harsh criticism, Natsuki was clearly worried about Mali.
“Natsuki,” Sayori eyes were glued to what lied in front of them: Shujinkou’s home.
Landed us right in front of his place. Natsuki gulped. The sight of the front door hanging open was very concerning. You really wouldn’t come here, would you? Papa…
Recalling what she found the last time she walked through a suspiciously open door sent chills down her spine. Something inside her was begging her not to go in.
Naturally, that was no longer an option the moment Sayori ran into the house.
“Sayori…!”
She instinctively gave chase. It didn’t take long for her to catch up; Inside, Sayori was looking around desperately.
All of a sudden, Sayori’s attention snapped towards the stairs, her eyes widening with horror. She slowly began to make her way up them.
It wasn’t clear what rattled Sayori until she followed after her. Very familiar sounds rattled in her ears as they climbed the stairs one by one and once at the top, they found the source of it.
Hiro was standing in front of Shujinkou’s room, her nails digging into the frame of his door. Each blow to her person felt like a ton of bricks striking her all at once, but she had to hold on. It was all she knew she could do.
But determination alone was not enough. One mighty blow from Kaen sent Hiro flying back, landing just before the bed where her son lied.
“Auntie Hiro!” Sayori frantically rushed past Kaen and hurried to Hiro’s side. “Auntie Hiro, are you okay?!”
No matter how much she cried out, Sayori couldn’t get a response from her Hiro.
From the hallway, Natsuki could only stand silent, frozen in shock. Her worst nightmare continued to unfold and there was nothing that could be done to stop it.
For a moment, Sayori appeared to have the same affliction, until she gently laid Hiro down. Though she was trembling, she had no issues standing up up and approaching Kaen.
“Why…?” Sayori eyes were sharp and filled with anger. “Why’d you do this Auntie Hiro?!”
“Because she wouldn’t listen to reason,” Kaen answered promptly. There wasn’t a hint of regret in his words, something that Sayori found reprehensible.
“For that reason…?”
“You should use this as an opportunity to wake up. You’re being strung along by that kid behind you, probably so-”
“Stop it!” Sayori yelled this right to Kaen’s face. “I don’t care what you think about Shiko because you’re wrong and you just hurt Auntie Hiro for trying to protect him!”
“She was enabling him! Letting him work his magic trying to take what belongs to others!” Kaen yelled back.
“Shiko’s not doing that! People come to him not the other way around!”
“…You’re so wrapped around his finger that talking to you is pointless. Out of the way.”
“No! I’m tired of people hurting Shiko just for things out of his control! You’re not touching him!”
Kaen responded by shoving Sayori into the nearest wall. She wasted no time in taking advantage of the opportunity given to her, and tightly wrapped her arms around his.
“Let go!”
Sayori vehemently shook her head, her act of defiance earning her another hard slam into the wall she hovered in front of.
“Get off!”
“No way!”
No matter how many times Sayori was slammed into the wall, she refused to let go.
“What’s wrong with you!?”
“I told you that I won’t let you hurt him! I’m not letting anything else happen to him!”
Sayori continued to hang on, even when she began spitting up blood.
“Sayori…” Natsuki trembled as she watched the horror unfold. Sayori’s grunts of pain struck her heart in a steady tempo.
Standing there, unable to act, reminded her of what Mali said to her – how she was unable to be anything more than tough talk.
All the pain and suffering that’s happened to them as of late and she was the only one who hadn’t done anything to help. All she could do is watch the people around her get hurt.
But now it’s my papa doing it.
Returning from her thoughts, Natsuki witnessed Sayori’s resistance shatter as she was rammed into the floor, the impact finally causing her to let go.
Kaen was finally free to move in on his target, but something immediately stopped him from getting any closer. Looking down, he was shocked to discover Sayori had now latched onto his right leg.
“What’re you doing?!” Kaen yelled.
“I said to stay away from him!” Sayori yelled back.
Sayori’s demand was met with a swift quick to the face. In response, she dug her teeth into Kaen’s leg, prompting him to stomp down on her head to force her off.
It was like getting hit by an anvil over and over, but no matter the pain, Sayori refused to let go again. Kaen was intent on trying harder until another pair of hands held him back.
“Papa, stop it! You don’t have to do this! I promise to stay away from them so please… Please stop…” Natsuki strengthened her grip and begged her father with tears in her eyes.
Hearing this plea made Sayori gasp, unintentionally freeing Kaen from her toothy grip.
“…You already said that and yet you still went behind my back to see him…” he muttered.
“But-”
“I’m not going to let you sneak around too! And I’ll make sure of it this time…!”
“No…!”
Kaen forcefully wrenched her daughter off of him and delivered another kick to Sayori, sending her flying away.
“Dad, no!”
Natsuki’s desperate cries fell on deaf ears. With just a few steps, Kaen was finally in position to fulfill his objective. Shujinkou was finally in his grasp, but along with that acknowledgement came an eruption of pain from his right leg.
He saw something rising from where Sayori had bitten him and when he turned around, he found Natsuki holding what seemed to be a giant black key.
Natsuki’s hands trembled upon realizing what she had done.
“Natsuki…?”
She said nothing as she swung again, knocking her father down on his knees. Before he could process what had just happened, Sayori lunged at him and tackled him to the ground while holding a pillow to his face.
“Natsuki, take Shiko and run!” Sayori instructed, adding more pressure to the pillow.
“What?”
“He’s after Shiko and I know you’ll be next! You need to take Shiko and get out of here!”
The idea seemed insane to Natsuki; she couldn’t just leave Sayori behind, especially after what happened with Mali.
“There’s no time to argue, Natsuki! You have to go!”
Following those words, Kaen’s hands shot up and tightly latched on to Sayori’s arms. She winced from the pain caused by his tight grip.
“Let go!” Sayori cried.
His hands were immediately pried off other her and pushed back onto the floor.
“Auntie Hiro!” a smile briefly crossed Sayori’s face upon finding Hiro back on her feet.
Hiro responded with a nod and shifted her sorrowful face towards Natsuki. “I’m sorry for putting this on you, but please listen to Sayori. We’ll try our best here.”
Natsuki didn’t want to do it. She couldn’t.
“…Okay.”
Despite not wanting to, she also knew that she couldn’t waste the opportunity they were working hard to give her. Moving as fast as she could, Natsuki sat Shujinkou’s unconscious body up and slung his arm around her shoulder.
There was no time to figure out a gentle way to get him on her back and had no choice but to slowly drag him out of his room.
“If there was any time for you to miraculously wake up Shujinkou, now would be the time,” Natsuki said this half-jokingly, but a part of her truly believed that it was a possibility.
She kept inching her way forward, but soon came across another obstacle – the stairs.
Now would be better…
Given her current predicament, dragging Shujinkou down backwards appeared to be the best solution she had.
She quickly, but delicately lowered Shujinkou on the floor then sat him up. Her heart was beating faster and faster with every passing second. She had to get Shujinkou out of the house before-
“Ah-!”
…Time was up.
Fear had once again taken hold of Natsuki, freezing her in place. The chance she was given had slipped through her fingers and was now faced with a thoroughly angry Kaen.
No words were spared and before she knew it, Natsuki had been sent flying into a wall. Part of her wished that the impact had knocked her unconscious as what she had to watch was a cruel punishment.
“Dad… No…!”
Shujinkou was in Kaen’s grip, and he hovered the unconscious boy over the stairs.
“NO!”
Tears filled Natsuki’s eyes as she was forced to watch the beginning of Shujinkou’s descent.
Chapter 181: The Sword and the Shields Part 2
Chapter Text
It was just another day at school for Monika. She woke up, bathed herself, got dressed and left. The idea of visiting Shujinkou’s home to check on Natsuki crossed her mind, but she dismissed it.
She believed that Natsuki likely wanted some space until arriving at school and she also knew that it was highly likely that Sayori would have the same idea.
When she arrived at school, she had hoped to have run into the two but they were nowhere to be seen. The bell rang, cutting her search short and Monika took her usual seat.
As the lesson began, Monika found herself thinking the same thought as always. I wonder if there’ll be any change with Shujinkou today.
After that, she would give her full attention to the lecture.
However, something different happened that morning. Her phone vibrated in her pocket with a message.
Her complexion became as pale as a ghost the moment she gazed upon that message.
“Teacher!” Her hand shot up like a rocket and she began begging for a speedy release. Her classmates all shared the same looks of confusion as she gathered her possessions and left the classrooms.
“Please respond quickly. Please respond quickly.”
Monika repeated herself whilst composing a response and even after sending it. It was surprisingly comforting, even if it was just a little bit.
By the time she was out of the school, she was distraught over the lack of any new messages.
“What is going on?” she asked aloud.
Consumed with worry, Monika tapped the side off her phone for no reason more than for something to do. Could this be real? If it is then…
Monika stopped herself upon hearing footsteps. Yuri walked up to her, breathless.
“What’s wrong?” Monika asked with concern.
“…Did… Did you get the message too?” Brushing off her friend’s concern, Yuri asked her own question between rapid pants.
Monika nodded her head.
“Do you think it’s really something serious or…?” There was some doubt in Yuri’s eyes, a feeling Monika could relate to.
“I don’t know… But I think it’s already clear that we can’t ignore the possibility,” Monika pointed out.
With that established, the two made their way to the location they were called to.
…
“Do you sense a foreboding atmosphere too?” Those were the first words out of Yuri’s mouth once they’ve arrived.
Monika did in fact sense it and the wide-open door only added to the anxiety that came from the tense air.
It was then exasperated when the two heard a couple of crashes coming from inside. Their concern drew them inside and the moment they crept past the door—
“Dad… No…!”
They heard Natsuki pleading for something not to happen. As they drew closer, they saw something horrifying.
Kaen had once again had Shujinkou with his grip and seemed to determine to finish what he started. With one mighty throw, he sent Shujinkou’s body hurdling down the stairs.
Time seemed to slow to a crawl, as if giving everyone a moment to appreciate the cruelty on display.
The sight reminded Monika of something similar happening to her the night before Halloween.
A simple shove was all it took for it to seem like the end. Everything that they had been through, all the personal struggles and strifes, all for it to end on a whim.
The cold, hard ground was calling, happily greeting her end. But at the last moment, someone kept that ending from happening. At the moment she need help, Shujinkou had caught and saved her from that fall.
It was because of that moment that when the time came to return the favor, Monika showed no hesitation.
She jumped before him and, opening her arms wide, Monika caught Shujinkou in a tight embrace before they hit the ground.
“Looks like I just made it,” she said, sighing in relief.
“Is he okay?” Yuri hurried towards them, worriedly inspecting Shujinkou from head to toe.
“I think so.”
Never before did Monika think she could ever repay the favor Shujinkoiu did for her.
“Monika!” Natsuki’s voice spurred her out of her trance, leading to Monika to notice a literal descending threat.
Kaen was hurdling towards her, his outstretched foot begging to smash into Shujinkou’s back.
“Yuri!”
Monika mustered up all of her remaining strength and quickly threw Shujinkou into Yuri’s arms just before Kaen’s foot sunk into her stomach. It felt like her skin was receding further back than it ever could without breaking and the escalating pain only allowed her to let out an inaudible scream.
The shock and pain were so great that the only part of her body she could move was her arm to cover the site of impact.
A single drop of sweat crawled down Yuri’s cheek. Monika had effectively been paralyzed by Kaen’s last attack and she was Natsuki didn’t seem physically able to help.
The current situation would not yield a favorable outcome, a fact that Yuri was well aware of.
“Hand him over,” Kaen demanded as he stumbled toward them. It was met with an instantaneous glare from the maiden. He couldn’t believe someone with a demure appearance could give such an intense stare.
Yuri held Shujinkou closer and shook her head. At the same time, she felt something bubbling up inside. She needed to protect Shujinkou – That was the only thing that mattered now.
It was that determination that led her to bring Shujinkou even closer and turn around, taking the brunt of Kaen’s kick.
They were sent tumbling, but she made sure no serious harm came to Shujinkou.
“Give him,” Kaen demanded once again.
“No,” This response had earned Yuri another kick and like before, she made sure she took the brunt of the attack.
This cycle continued over and over, but even when it felt like her body may snap in two if she took anymore, she refused to give Shujinkou up.
“Stay away…” Yuri muttered.
Her vision was blurry, and she struggled to even get on her knees. Her chest was on fire, the sight of Shujinkou lying on the ground only seemed to fuel it. She could hear Kaen’s footsteps getting louder as he approached, and she wasn’t sure what to do if she couldn’t take it anymore.
What would happen to everyone if she were to fall now?
Even with her hazy vision, she could still tell his focus was squarely on Shujinkou. It served as a dreadful reminder that she was the only thing standing between Shujinkou and certain doom.
“BACK OFF!”
With a nearly animalistic roar, Yuri plunged a knife into the teeth marks on Kaen’s right leg. Droplets of a warm red liquid splattered across her face as the knife went ever deeper. This, along with a manic look on her face made it seem like a demon struck Kaen instead of a young lady.
She breathed heavy breaths as the reality of the moment sunk in. There was no hesitation in her movements -- Stabbing Kaen was easy, a fact that horrified Yuri.
“Wh-What did I…?”
It wasn’t like on Devil’s Night. For a moment, she felt she had no control over her actions.
“You son of a-!”
Kaen grabbed Yuri by her long hair. So many tiny strands were fighting to stay attached to her as she was forcibly pulled away from Shujinkou.
He then pulled her knife out from his leg and tossed it her way. It missing her by just a hair’s length was something that could only be described as a miracle.
With his final obstacle out of the way, Kaen was-
“Coming through!”
In perfect position.
A bike came flying over Yuri. On top of it was Mali and, with her usual smile of innocence, jumped off before sending it careening into Kaen.
Yuri was stunned. Not just by the stunt Mali had just pulled but by her disheveled and damaged appearance. “Mali? What happened to you?”
“Ah, just got into an argument with Natsuki’s papa.” Mali gingerly rubbed her right arm as she took note of Yuri’s own injuries. It produced a chuckle out of her. “I think you’ve seen firsthand, how he can get. Anyway, how’s Senpai?”
Before an answer could be given, the two heard several feet coming down the stairs. Sayori was the first down and helped Monika on her feet.
“Mali, you are okay!” Sayori chirped.
“I told you to let the one that can handle the pain do it. Though I guess you all can handle some pain yourself, huh?” Mali said in her usual teasing manner.
Was that a compliment? Natsuki climbed down the stairs with Hiro, shocked by what appeared to be genuine praise from Mali despite the tone of her voice. “Where’s my dad?”
Mali pointed to her right. “Over there. I drove a bike into him.”
“You what!?”
“Ah, I hope the bike isn’t too-” Mali suddenly ducked, narrowly avoiding the bike that was flung at her. “Oh. That’s going to make it harder to explain later.”
Her attention was drawn to the man she had deliberately rammed into, impressed by his resilience. “You really don’t know when to stay down, hu-?”
Before she could finish, Mali collapsed on the ground. Her consciousness having left her, Mali was no longer able to defend herself physically or verbally.
After the surprise attack she had just pulled, Kaen was livid. Like a wild bull seeing red, he charged at Mali in a blind rage. He raised his fist in retribution, but it was immediately stayed by some unknown force.
When the haze caused by his anger cleared, he realized what stopped him was someone who bore a resemblance to Hiro.
“Mom…?” Hiro gasped, marveling at Hisa’s sudden appearance.
Hisa didn’t respond. She exchanged glances with everyone there, taking note of all the injuries that were inflicted on them. She also took notice of her comatose grandson and Mali’s unconscious body lying beside her. “Hiro… Is this what I think this is?”
“Mom…”
“Let me rephrase my question. Is this guy the reason why you’re all hurt and my grandson is sprawled across the floor when he should be in his bed?”
Hiro couldn’t say, but Hisa knew what her silence meant.
“What do you want, lady?” Kaen tried to wrench his hand away from Hisa but was stunned to discover that he couldn’t.
“Lady Hisa. Mother of the woman you beat, Grandmother of the the young man that can’t defend himself and self-designated caretaker of my girls,” Hisa introduced herself coolly, increasing the pressure of her grip with each assertion.
What? Grandmother? Kaen couldn’t believe someone old enough to have grandchildren was holding him in place.
He once again tried to free his hand from Hisa’s grip, but to no avail.
“Let me ask you something. What would you do if you were in my position?” Hisa asked.
“Let me go!” Kaen demanded.
“Pretty sure that’s not what you would do. I think it’d be more like this.” Hisa said this before slamming her head into Kaen’s own. The sensation was familiar – she was sure she had broken his nose.
“Am I right? Or would you do something else? Like this?”
Hisa swiftly pulled Kaen towards her, giving her an easier chance to sink her knee into his abdomen.
“Is this a good example?”
Hisa kept her icy gaze on Kaen, watching him desperately gasp for air.
“Am I wrong? Would you try something like this then?”
She firmly placed her hands on Kaen’s shoulder and drove her knee into his most intimate place.
“Well?”
Kaen dropped to the ground, giving Hisa a chance to dust herself off. Even with him groveling on the ground, Hisa’s expression hasn’t changed.
For most who bore witness, it was uncanny to see someone usually calm and affable to look down on someone with such piercing, yet emotionless eyes.
“…ou…!”
“What was that?” Hisa leaned in closer to Kaen, like a parent coming closer to a child. She was mocking him in her own subtle way.
“Screw you!”
Hisa nimbly dodged Kaen’s punch and lined her fingers together. With a quick strike at just the right place, she was able to send a jolt of pain up Kaen’s right arm.
The pain was indescribable, but that wasn’t the most terrifying part — his arm was hanging limp and he couldn’t move it.
“It’s not just about brute force. It’s also about getting in at just the right spot for maximum damage. That’s the secret to fractures, you know,” Hisa explained matter of factly.
Kaen haphazardly threw another punch with his remaining arm. Instead of dodging, Hisa effortlessly brushed it away with her right hand. In the midst of his confusion, she was able to hold his arm and ram her left elbow into hit, rendering it useless.
She continued to unmerciful assault by dropping to her knees and sent her fists flying into Kaen’s knees, forcing him to grovel beneath her.
“Outmatched and unable to defend yourself. Does that seem familiar?”
Kaen couldn’t move a muscle. Was Hisa really as old as she claimed? Could someone who dismantled him so easily really be so strong when she was as old as any other grandmother?
The reality behind his situation sank in and he trembled.
“Scared, huh? I’m sure familiar to you too, though I don’t imagine you ever thought you’d be on this side of it.”
Hisa casually stood up and dusted off her clothes.
“I hate to kick you when you’re down, but I need you to sleep now, so…”
Hisa raised her right foot, aiming it right at him. It was the last thing Kaen saw before she dropped it.
Chapter 182: The Truth
Chapter Text
“I didn’t really get a chance last time we were here, but I must say that the tea here is very well made,” Yuri brought the edge of the teacup back to her pursed lips and took another sip.
Sayori belted a massive sigh, partially for air and partially as an attempt expel some of the heat from her body. “Very relaxing.”
“Makes sense,” Monika agreed, failing to stifle a chuckle. “Given where we’re at, it’s almost a requirement.”
The two continued to quietly, peacefully drink their tea, an activity that deeply confounded Natsuki.
“…What are you guys doing?” she finally asked.
“Enjoying tea,” the three answered simultaneously.
“Yeah, but…”
Natsuki could not understand how they could just sit and drink tea after what just happened to them.
“You should come join us, Natsuki,” they continued, still speaking in sync.
Nor could she understand the reasoning behind them speaking in unison as if possessed. “What’s wrong with you guys?”
“Nothing,” they replied.
“Then why are you talking like that?”
“Like what?”
“At the same time.”
The three exchanged glances with each other. “We’re doing that?”
“Yes! You’re doing it right now!” Natsuki snapped.
“We are?”
“Yes! Right now!”
Natsuki’s frustration over her friends’ inability to understand was skyrocketing until a brief laugh slipped out of Monika.
“What’s so funny?” Natsuki questioned.
“Ehe, I wasn’t the first to give it away this time,” Sayori smiled proudly over her achievement.
“Give what away?” Natsuki stared uncomprehendingly.
“Fufu, Sayori suggested that it might be a good idea to distract you with this little act,” Yuri explained.
“Distr-?” Natsuki bit the bottom of her lip as it all became too clear. “You mean to say that creeping me out and annoying me was all a part of some plan?”
To respect the rules of the establishment they were in, Natsuki stifled a groan and muttered a single word, “Why?”
“So, you don’t act the way we all did after Shiko suddenly fell asleep,” Sayori explained. “So we needed to distract you, especially since we’re back here.”
Natsuki turned away in a huff. “…Geez, you really think being here again would make me feel bad?”
“Even if it’s our third time here, that doesn’t mean it’s any less awkward for any of us,” Monika added.
“Third?” Sayori shot Monika a perplexed look. “Have you been here another time, Monika?”
“Huh?” Monika tilted her head in confusion.
“This would be our second time, correct?” Yuri, confused as well, played with her hair.
That’s weird.
It had to be just a slip of the tongue and yet Monika felt a chill when she tried to contemplate it any further.
“I guess I was just confused for a moment,” Monika said with a thin smile.
“…You guys are trying to outdo Mali, aren’t’ you?” Natsuki sat down beside them with a tired sigh. She was unable to admit it now, but she appreciated the effort her friends made for her.
The lighthearted affair did not last long, however. The reality of the situation set in again – they were in a hospital because people close to them were hurt.
The dreary air that surrounded them was palpable.
“Hey guys.” In an instant, the dour air was cleared away by Hisa’s arrival.
“Granny Hisa!” Sayori immediately jumped up and stood before Hisa. “What’d they say?”
Hisa was unfazed by the lack of personal space and answered calmly, “They’re looking over him again just to be sure, but they said Shujinkou’s going to be fine.”
The news was greatly relieving for the Literature Club.
“Ah, but what about Mali?” Sayori questioned.
“Well, I haven’t heard anything from Hiro, so…” Hisa scratched her right cheek, wondering what her daughter was up to.
…
For a moment, it seemed so strange. Something soft and fluffy pressed itself against Mali’s back. It was such a sharp contrast from the cold, hard ground she was beginning to accustom herself to again.
But when she opened her eyes, it all became clear. She was in a hospital room.
“Guess I lost too much blood after all…” she whispered to herself.
“Mali?”
When she turned her side, Mali was greatly surprised to find Hiro sitting down next to her.
“Hiro-san? What’re you doing here?” she groggily asked.
“I was just keeping an eye on you until the doctor returns,” Hiro said this while awkwardly scratching her right cheek.
“That doesn’t look natural, Hiro-san.”
Hiro chuckled softly. “I know. I figure I’d give it another try.”
Mali joined in on the quiet laughter as she examined Hiro. Her hands were partially bandaged, and Mali could spot a single adhesive strip partially obscured by Hiro’s bangs.
“What happened after I fell under?” Mali questioned.
Though she didn’t share her son’s cheek scratching tic, Hiro’s wound-up body made it crystal clear that it was not a comfortable topic.
She proceeded to give Mali a play-by-play of the events that followed her passing out. She told of how Hisa had incapacitated Kaen, how he was arrested and how she and Shujinkou were rushed to the hospital.
“Eh? Hisa-sama really decimated Kaen so easily? I guess I should’ve expected no less from a former adventurer.”
Mali’s smile brightened up the room, but it wasn’t enough for Hiro. Her face was obscured by her drooping bangs.
“What’s wrong, Hiro-san?” Mali queried.
“You all got hurt trying to protect Shujinkou. I just feel like that could have been avoided if I was able to handle the situation better,” Hiro sorrowfully confided.
“…And yet you’re hurt, too.”
“Huh?”
Mali untucked her left hand from her blanket and lightly brushed away the curtains obscuring Hiro’s face.
“I’m sure Hiro-san tried her best against someone who probably couldn’t have been swayed and she didn’t just stand by when her child was in danger. You tried and Senpai’s friends came in to take over when you needed help. I think Senpai’s lucky to have people that love him so much that they’re readily willing to become his shields when necessary.”
Mali’s tender words comforted Hiro.
“Thank you, Mali.”
Her feelings of regret had passed, and she soon remembered something that had piqued her interest.
“What’s wrong now?” Mali asked.
“There was something I needed to ask you.”
“Yes?”
“Well, the subject of your emergency contacts came up when you were being admitted and it turns out that your only contact is Shujinkou.”
“Yeah, because Senpai is so reliable.”
“But why is it only him? Isn’t there anyone else you could call for in case of emergencies?”
Mali stared at Hiro, perplexed.
“Hmm… I guess I could call you if you let me,” Mali replied.
“I wouldn’t mind that but isn’t there someone else just in case. What about your parents?” Hiro questioned.
“Ehe, that’s impossible. Not to mention, those people who look after me just can’t.”
“Well, what about your sister?”
“My big sister…? That could actually be a hazard to my health.”
“Oh… Is Shujinkou really the only you can rely on for emergencies?”
“I’m not really used to relying on others, but if I had to, then I guess Senpai is the only one I believe wouldn’t give me any real grief.”
“I see…” Hiro wasn’t sure if now was the time to ask anymore questions, even if it seemed like Mali did not mind.
The two then heard the door swing open. Natsuki had stumbled into the room.
“Natsuki-chan?”
Mali seemed confused by her sudden appearance and even more confused when Natsuki request Hiro to leave them alone for a moment.
She found it strange, but interesting, nonetheless.
“I really didn’t expect you to visit me, Natsuki-chan,” Mali slowly sat up as she admitted this.
“After everything you’ve done, I’d have to be a real jerk to not at least see if you woke up yet,” Natsuki stated matter of factly.
“Ah, so you were obligated to.”
Natsuki crossed her arms as she stood before Mali.
“Something on your mind, Natsuki-chan?”
“…Why?” Natsuki finally asked.
“Why what?”
“Why’d you get involved in my life the way you did?”
“Because Senpai would be sad if all his friends weren’t around when he woke up.”
“Again… And that’s just one of the things you keep dancing around. I just don’t get why you would go so far for Shujinkou out of nowhere like that. You always said you were interested in him, but an interest can only go so far. And if anything, leaving us alone would have just guaranteed you could explore that interest with no distractions.”
Mali giggled and playfully nodded her head slowly.“That sounds logical, Natsuki-chan. So, what do you want me say?”
“Maybe the truth.”
“The truth? I’ve told you nothing but the truth.”
“But not the whole truth. You always say vague and simple things. And you’re change of heart is just too fast to be real.”
“Maybe. Perhaps you just consider it a change in tactics.”
Natsuki didn’t admit it, but her stern expression made it obvious to see that at least a part of her believed that as the reason.
Mali shrugged and removed the sheets from over her. With one smooth turn, she was now face-to-face with her interrogator.
“Maybe, Natsuki-chan… Maybe just a small part of me is a fan of the underdog. Senpai has been through things that would mess people up for life while growing up and yet he didn’t take out his feelings of frustration and pain out on anyone else. Instead, he only punished himself. And yet, despite being at such a low point in his life, he still had the will to do for others. You’ve heard everything about him from Akui, so you should understand that now.”
Natsuki did understand, she just wished she didn’t learn it from Akui of all people.
“Then Senpai was able to make friends last semester and reconnect with an old one. And after finally getting a semblance of happiness back in his life, he almost lost it again. Could you imagine that, Natsuki-Chan?
Could you imagine having your understanding of the world changed, being emotionally manipulated and mentally violated and forced to accept you can’t have the happy life you always wanted?
Could you imagine so soon after that, you’re forced to realize the dark secrets that surrounded your friends, be dragged into conflicts that were out of your control and trying your hardest and failing to stop the people you care about from getting hurt or even worse?
Imagine being once again manipulated mentally and emotionally and accepting the fact that going against your principles appeared to be the only way to protect what you were close to losing only to possibly alienate those you sought to protect?
Do you get it now, Natsuki-chan? At every point I just mentioned, Senpai should have genuinely lost it and become what that road usually leads too: a monster.”
“But he didn’t,” Natsuki pointed out, almost instinctively.
“Yep, even with everything that happened to him, Senpai stayed true to himself. Even after being betrayed and manipulated, he still finds it within himself to forgive someone who he should realistically hate. Even when forces were conspiring to make him something that he wasn’t, Senpai was still able to keep himself from going too far.
And while I became interested in Senpai because I wanted to see how long he could keep up his nice guy charade when things really became tough, I learned that it wasn’t just his kindness and innocence that made him interesting, but his will that allowed him to always stay true to his set of morals no matter what.
Always taking the blame to keep everyone, even perfect strangers happy, shouldering the pain inflicted by close by just so their lives won’t be ruined and doing things that could be detrimental to him again and again if it makes just one person smile. That isn’t just natural kindness, but a strong will that allows him to do that over and over again.
That’s what makes Senpai so interesting to me.”
After explaining, Mali joyfully waited for Natsuki’s response. Natsuki had continued to stare at her before finally unfurling her hands.
“…Wow. First you being noble, then compliments and now you actually explaining yourself,” Natsuki accepted.
“Ehe. I think it goes without saying, but just to be more transparent, since I didn’t exactly answer why I was willing to go so far for Senpai — I just felt like it,” Mali continued.
“Just felt like it?”
“You were right — leaving you all alone would have meant I could have had Senpai to myself Or at least more to myself. But after everything that he’s been through, I figured that he at least deserved to at least have something good to wake up to. So, I went to work making sure that happened. Of course, it wasn’t easy since you guys were a little too emotionally reliant on Senpai.”
“…You really went through a lot for that.”
“Guess you can’t say I don’t go all the way when I commit to something.”
Another fact Natsuki knew was the truth. It was one of the few positives aspects she could ever bring up before recent events.
“Still… Are you really saying all the things you said to me were just for Shujinkou too?” Natsuki asked. “It seems to me like you were a lot more involved with me than you were with the others.”
“Of course, Natsuki-chan. Your case was the hardest after all,” Mali pointed out.
“Is that really the reason why? Didn’t you also say you were a little interested in me too?”
“…Ok. I guess I’ll be transparent one more time.”
Mali leaned in closer and whispered the answer into Natsuki’s ears. When she backed away, she was pleased to find Natsuki was as shocked as she had expected.
“S-Seriously…?” Natsuki sputtered.
Pressing her index finger against her lips, Mali replied, “For your ears only, Natsuki-chan. I wouldn’t want Senpai to hear it from anyone but me.”
“Uh…”
“Also don’t let it change your perception of me. It doesn’t change a thing, you know?”
Mali’s bright smile made it all too clear that she was genuine. Natsuki, stunned by what she was just told and Mali’s nonchalant attitude regarding the subject, left her nearly speechless.
At that point, she could only wish Mali a speedy recovery before leaving the room.
So, that’s why…
“Are you okay, Natsuki?”
Hiro called out to her as soon as she entered the hallway.
“I don’t know… Do I look like I’ve been hit by a truck?”
“That… Seems like a loaded question.”
“I guess…” Natsuki faltered, unsure of how to continue the conversation. “Um… I’m… I’m sorry my dad attacked you and Shujinkou.”
“Natsuki, you don’t need to apologize for that,” assured Hiro.
“I know, but… I just feel like you deserve an apology from someone.”
Even though Hiro still felt it was unnecessary, she believed it best to just accept it.
Mali said Shujinkou has an incredible will to still be himself after a string of traumatic things happening to him. But… He isn’t the only one, right?
The bandages that Hiro sported made it much more clear to Natsuki than before. It once again reminded her of how lucky Shujinkou was.
“I… I think I’ll head home now. I’m tired.”
How truly lucky he was – those words echoed in her head with each step she took.
“Natsuki,” Hiro called out to her once again, stopping Natsuki in her tracks. “This might be somewhat childish of me to ask, but… I kinda would feel more at ease if I had another person staying with us tonight. Just safety in numbers that’s all.”
“Re- Seriously?”
“Mm-hmm. Do you think you can stay another night?”
As she began to turn back, Natsuki could feel something strange happening to her face. Something foreign and something that she thought would be impossible to experience.
She was smiling.
“Okay.”
Chapter 183: A Return to Form (Almost)
Chapter Text
It was almost time or rather it should have been time, but something had come up. Monika was asked to deliver a file to Fuyu and she did just that. After conversing with the the student president for a bit, Monika made her way to the clubroom.
The smile she had on her face could light up the entire school. It took a lot of effort and struggle, but the time finally came for a Literature Club meeting with everyone attending.
Well, almost everyone…
Still, Monika was happy that the others were there and was nearly giddy with excitement.
When she had finally arrived, she swung the door open. “Sorry, I’m late guys, I…”
A wave of atrophy hit her once she stepped through that door. What she had envisioned was the usual sight of everyone interacting as they went about their business.
What she found was the complete opposite — Everyone was lying on the ground, staring at the ceiling.
“Guys, what happened?” Closing the door behind her, Monika approached her fellow club members.
“Exam prep…” they each said this as if they just finished a lengthy marathon.
“Oh…” Monika had recalled her own experience of tedious amount of work foisted on her and lethargically joined the others on the floor. “They’re steadily getting closer…”
“What are you depressed about? You know you’re going to be fine,” Natsuki pointed this out, stifling her envy.
“I don’t know, I haven’t really been studying as well as I could have been lately,” Monika admitted.
“I think that’s a problem that’s afflicting all of us…” Yuri expressed this with a tired sigh.
“And catching up has been so hard with everything that’s been happening…” Sayori added.
She then, along with Monika and Yuri, snuck a peek at Natsuki.
“Stop staring at me. I’m fine,” Natsuki grumbled.
She had said this for the last two days, and it didn’t look like her response would change anytime soon. They weren’t sure if it was the truth but didn’t want to pry.
Natsuki, throwing her hands up in frustration, sat up with a loud groan “You know what really makes me mad right now? How come we’re on the floor like this and not on anything more comfortable?”
“Because the last occupant sold all the furniture provided for money,” Monika replied.
“Oh right… The weird guy that kidnapped you… We have a budget, right? Why don’t we buy something?”
“Because it wouldn’t be right to buy stuff without discussing it with all club members,” Sayori explained.
“Right…” Natsuki returned to having her back against the floor, belting out another sigh.
“I’d have to agree on the sentiment, however” Yuri spoke up. “My back isn’t enjoying this…”
The others nodded their head in agreement. But there was nothing they could do. They had been dealt a bad hand and they had to accept it.
“Wait,” Monika quickly sat up and turned to the others. “I think I may have a solution to our problem.”
…
The abandoned school building that stood behind the school was once the main section of the school. It seemed like it would always serve that function until an incident occurred. While safe now, a chemical experiment that went wrong left the building unusable for a while.
Even after the new building was built, the intent was to still use the old building. However, plans for its use fell apart while trying to refurnish and the building was left alone.
It was a tale that everyone knew, but the part Monika was most interested in was the attempt to refurnish the building. She knew firsthand the building still had furniture that could be acquired with permission, something she had asked for a while back just in case.
“Are you sure you want to get something from here?” Natsuki questioned.
“I’m sure we’ll be able to find something that can suit our needs,” Monika assured here. “Okay, everyone, let’s split up!”
Following her declaration, the Literature Club began their search for anything that could be used to make their clubroom a little more comfortable.
“Aaah!”
Monika, Natsuki and Yuri rushed to where they heard Sayori’s cry. They found her staring dreamily at a microwave.
“We gotta take it with us!” Sayori said, excitedly pointing at the device.
“That’s not exactly what we were looking for, Sayori,” Natsuki reminded.
“Yeah, but just imagine it, we can warm up our food so we don’t have to go to the vending machine so much.”
“…It would be easier on Shujinkou’s wallet. …And ours.”
Sayori chuckled, her cheeks burning bright red.
“Are you sure it’s a good idea? It’s not exactly in a brand new condition or properly wrapped up,” Yuri pointed out.
“That’s a good point,” Sayori acknowledged.
Sayori reached for the door of the microwave and opened it.
“Kyaa!”
A shadowy figure sprung out of the coveted item, its surprise appearance sending Sayori into her friend. They were tightly holding on to each other as they watched the creature scamper across the floor.
“Eh?”
As they began to calm down, they came to realize the creature that had frightened them was tiny squirrel.
“Ooh!” Sayori dropped to her knees and crawled to the squirrel with sparkling eyes. “It’s so cute!”
It tilted its head to the left, which Sayori playfully mimicked. Its head tilted to the right, Sayori copying this action too.
The two continued this back and forth, much to the amusement of the others.
Then the squirrel sprint forward and quickly climbed its way up to Sayori’s shoulder.
“I think he likes me,” Sayori said cheery smile.
“Guess that means you’ll stop climbing trees now, huh?” Natsuki joked.
“Hey, that was because of a cat. And I was trying to save it…”
As the memories of her plight returned, the squirrel jumped off of Sayori’s shoulder and onto Natsuki’s. It immediately began sniffing the strands of her hair.
“What is it doing?” Natsuki wondered aloud.
“Maybe it wants to see if you’re territory,” Sayori hypothesized.
“What!? It better not mark me as territory!” Natsuki vehemently opposed.
Just then, she felt its nostrils brushing against her skin. It’s investigative and playful movements broke free the chuckle Natsuki had been trying to keep down.
It then moved on to Yuri, eliciting a similar reaction from her.
“It seems very friendly,” she noted.
“Think we can keep it as the club pet?” Sayori eagerly suggested.
Once the squirrel jumped onto Monika, she caught a glimpse of something intriguing.
“I think this squirrel already belongs to someone,” Monika drew attention to a collar wrapped around its small neck.
After pointing this out, the squirrel hopped off of Monika, deftly landing before the girls. It exchanged brief glances with them all, it soon ran off, quickly disappearing from sight.
“Should we go after him?” Sayori wondered.
“I kinda get the feeling that he’ll manage on his own,” Monika said in a reassuring tone of voice. “Let’s just get back to work.”
“I guess no free microwave then…”
The Literature Club continued their search. After scouring the entire first floor, it seemed like their task would end in failure.
“Ah! I think I found something,” Yuri called out to the others, leading them into a room that looked generally untouched.
Inside they beheld a sofa, tightly sealed in plastic wrap.
“Wow, it’s brand new,” Sayori marveled.
And oddly convenient. Where was this when I briefly slept here?
Natsuki was utterly baffled.
“Well, let’s get this up to our clubroom,” Monika instructed.
“You sure?” Natsuki questioned. “This thing’s got to be super heavy. How are we supposed to get it up to the clubroom?”
“I’m sure we’ll be allowed to use the elevator if we ask for permission.”
They all shared the same hesitation, but they were all willing to try.
The four congregated on one side and started to push. They kept pushing and pushing, each step draining them of more and more of their energy.
“Hold on a second,” Natsuki said, thrusting her arms in front of the others. Without another word, she leaned forward and found the culprit behind their struggle.
The front legs of the sofa were digging into a tattered rug, severely limiting its movement.
“We need to lift the other side up so I can get get the thing out of the way,” Natsuki explained.
The other three followed her lead. They lift the other side of the sofa into the air, giving Natsuki a chance to pry the rug away from the sofa.
With one obstacle out of the way, the Literature Club could continue their task. Taking short breaks at certain intervals, they were eventually able to move the sofa out of the old building and were on their way towards the main building.
“Ow!”
Like a bullet that was just fired, a tennis ball soared through the air and hit bounced off of Sayori’s head.
“Sayori!”
Her friends all called out to her but couldn’t get a response beyond a few garbled words. They continued to try until they heard a loud, “Hey!”
A student ran up to them, but not one from their school. He waved a tennis racket around as he panted over and over.
“Aren’t you, Haru?” Monika recalled.
“Y-Yeah…” Haru took one deep breath and exhaled. “No one’s hurt, are they?”
“What do you think? You sent a tennis ball flying right at us!” Natsuki snapped. “What are you doing playing tennis away from a tennis court!?”
“It wasn’t my fault! Well, I mean… that ball hitting someone was kinda mine, but I didn’t want to do this at all!” Haru defended himself. “It’s all-!”
He then went silent, keeping his eyes glued on Yuri and Natsuki.
“Why are you looking at us like that?” Natsuki asked.
Keeping his silence, Haru tenderly grasped their hands. “Would you like to go out for a beverage sometime?”
EH?!
They were astounded and rendered speechless by his sudden and bold approach. It was almost as if he was a natural at asking that question.
As he waited for an answer, another tennis racket flew past them and swatted him away. As the owner approached him, Haru weakly muster up an inaudible, “Why, Haruko…?”
“You seriously going to flirt with the friends of the person you knocked out,” Haruko admonished. “And you say I’m the unpleasant one.”
Haru truly wanted to point out the irony of that statement coming from someone who swung at her own brother, but a splitting headache prevented him from doing so.
Done with her brother, Haruko shifted her attention to Monika. Monika remembered how their last encounter went and flinched when Haruko started to approach her.
“Didn’t expect to run into you here, Monika,” she said.
“Well, I do go here…” Monika nervously replied. She felt a strong urge to scratch her right cheek while in front of the visitor’s threatening gaze.
“Don’t get smart with me! You know what I’m getting at!”
“What’s your problem?” Natsuki stepped in between them. “Why are you acting Monika did something horrible to you?”
“Because she did!” Haruko thrust her tennis racket forward, leaving it inches away from Monika’s face. “I need her to accept responsibility for stealing my thunder.
“…What?”
“She went and became the school idol when were in junior high together when that was my goal.”
“…Is that it?” Yuri asked.
“Don’t say it like that! It’s super serious…!” Haruko clapped her hand over her mouth and backed away. “Crap, she’s rubbing off on me again…”
Suddenly, a blanket was draped over Haruko. Emerging from behind was another visiting student, a girl Monika had a notable run in with too.
“Haru’s right, this is kind of fun,” she said with a hearty laugh.
“Hey, haven’t we met before?” Monika questioned.
The girl stopped and eyed Monika from head to toe.
“Ah, that explains it. But, yeah, we met before,” She triumphantly pressed her thumb against her chest and smiled. “Name’s Stella. Nice to meet you guys.”
She suddenly stepped her her right, dodging a blanket that was about to be draped over her.
“You’re too predictable, Haruko.” Stella playfully patted her acquaintance’s head, openly mocking and rebuking her.
“…I’m going to kill you,” Haruko uttered under her breath.”
“Not in the mood for that right now, but I’ll give you a shot if you catch me.”
Stella broke out into a sprint, disappearing from sight at a speed that would have left an afterimage in a more fantastical world. Haruko wasn’t deterred though, still giving chase.
“Ugh…” Haru stood up, still dazed by his sister's assault. “Why couldn’t Somiye come and back me up…”
He continued to lament this while stumbling away, leaving the Literature Club astonished.
“…What just happened?” Natsuki wondered aloud.
“Seems like we just witnessed the middle of another school’s dispute,” Sayori replied.
“Yeah… Wait! How long were awake, Sayori!”
“About when that guy asked you and Yuri out.”
“Yeah, that was weird…” Natsuki admitted. “Wait, did that guy ask us out over Monika?”
“Eh…” Monika lightly shook her head. “Anyway, you should probably know this for future reference, Haru is the student president of his school.”
“He is?” Yuri marveled. “I never envisioned any student president asking someone out like that on first glance… Let alone two.”
“Or let himself get smacked around by another student…” Natsuki muttered. “I’m pretty sure he can give someone severe punishment for that.
“That’s his sister,” Monika informed.
“Oh… Still.”
“Well… Um, let’s not let all of that distract us. We still have a sofa to get to our clubroom.”
After enduring a strange encounter, the Literature Club returned to their initial objective. They pushed it into the school and eventually inched their way to the school elevator.
All they needed to do now was take a break and obtain the elevator key.
“Out of service?” Sayori read the tape sprawled in front of the elevator doors.
None of them uttered a word, but they it was obvious to that they shared the same feeling — dread.
They were now faced with only one option if they wanted to get the sofa to their clubroom. An option that tired them out just by thinking about it.
…
“Are you guys pulling?” Natsuki huffed.
She along with Monika were giving it their all to lift the sofa up each step. Sayori and Yuri were on top, struggling to move back while maintaining their hold on the sofa.
“So heavy…!” Sayori winced.
“We’re almost there, just a few more steps, everyone,” Monika encouraged.
With one last spurt of energy, they lifted the sofa over the final step.
“We did it!” Sayori cheered.
Yuri shook her head in response. “Actually, we’re only halfway there, remember.?”
The victory was short lived once everyone was reminded that they only brought the sofa to the midpoint of the stairwell.
Despair started to sink in, and they began to wonder if they had the strength to finish what they had begun.
Hm? Monika looked up at the top step again, someone’s head coming into view.
It was Kiyoko, walking down the steps with half-lidded eyes and a yawn.
“What’re you guys doing?” she groggily asked.
“We’re trying to get this sofa to our clubroom,” Sayori explained. “But the elevator’s broke and now we got use the stairs and it’s really heavy.”
Kiyoko glanced at the sofa.
“How come you guys haven’t taken the legs and the cushions off?” she pointed out.
Once again, the Literature Club had sunk into the depths of despair, even though that wasn’t Kiyoko’s intention.
“Here. Head’s up.”
Water bottles were thrown their way. The cold plasticfelt refreshing against their sweaty palms.
“You guys look like you didn’t pace yourself too good either,” Kiyoko noted.
She didn’t have to guess. It was plain to see by the way, the Literature Club guzzled their water.
“Ah, Kiyoko, you don’t have any afterschool activities, correct?” Yuri recalled. “How come you’re still here?”
“I just woke up from a nap,” Kiyoko yawned.
“But it hasn’t been that long since school ended,” Natsuki pointed out. “You’re telling me you went to sleep for just a little bit at school.”
“I was on the roof,” Kiyoko added.
“That gives you even less time. That means you went to the roof, took a short nap and came down here.”
“Yep.”
“Oh… Okay then,” Natsuki, while a bit perplexed, accepted the reality of what they had been told. Guess it’s not a big deal, just sounds a little tedious.
“Where’d you guys get the sofa from anyway?” Kiyoko asked.
“It’s from the old school building,” Monika explained. “It’s probably the only brand new one so… That’s part of the reason we didn’t take it apart… At least I wished that was what was going through my head…”
“Meh, don’t let it get you down,” Kiyoko encouraged while looking at her phone. “Anyway, I have to head out.”
“Are you going to see Shiko?” Sayori queried.
“Nah, I have something else to do. See ya.” Waving goodbye, Kiyoko climbed down the rest of the stairs and walked through the doors at the bottom.
Following her departure, the remaining four went to work based on her advice.
They removed the plastic casing and swiftly stripped the sofa of everything that was able to come off.
While still somewhat heavy, it was considerably lighter than before.
…
It was done. It took considerable effort and some back and forth, but the Literature Club finally had proper seating in their clubroom. And there was no better time for them to test it out then now as they were about to collapse.
“Next time, we’re using our budget to hire someone to do something like this…” Natsuki moaned.
The other three nodded their heads in agreement.
“But I guess the most important thing to consider is the fact that we at least have a place to rest now,” Monika said, trying to lighten the mood. “Though we should probably think about getting other things to sit on. And something to write on too.”
“Perhaps a kotatsu would be a good idea to purchase too,” Yuri suggested. “Especially with the declining temperature.”
“I hope you’re not complaining about low temperatures once the exams are over,” Natsuki teased.
“No, I’m sure I won’t have any worries there,” Yuri replied with a chuckle.
“Aw, I really want to pass this year so I don’t miss out!” Sayori whinged.
“You didn’t go last year?” Yuri inquired.
Sayori shook her head. “No, I had to take make-ups… It wasn’t fun.”
“But you passed all the other ones, right?” Natsuki pointed out. “So, you should be fine.”
“Well… I kinda squeaked by…” Sayori admitted with red cheeks. “I think I did a little better last semester since I’ve been doing homework with Shiko.”
“Are you suggesting that Shujinkou keeps you focused?” Yuri theorized.
“I guess. I think we were keeping each other focused since I had to snap him out of his daydreams a lot at the start,” Sayori recalled, a bright smile stretching across her face.
“Maybe when he wasn’t daydreaming, his focus rubbed off on you,” Monika suggested. “Shujinkou was very focused during our study sessions.”
“Guess that explains why having him to yourself and flirting with him all day didn’t work,” Natsuki said with a knowing grin.
Monika backed away in embarrassment. “I didn’t flirt…”
“Didn’t you play dress up with him too?”
“That was to make it less boring at the start… It worked.”
“Ok, but can you tell me that the thought of dressing like a sexy scientist didn’t cross your mind?”
“…You know, it’s funny how Claudette teased me about the same thing…”
“Would seduction tactics like that actually grant the desired result with Shujinkou? He kept his eyes away from Monika while she was dressed as a maid after all,” Yuri speculated.
“I was pressured into that…” Monika slumped further into the couch as her face grew even redder.
“It probably wouldn’t work anyway, since Shiko’s already seen naked women before,” Sayori stated matter-of-factly.
The others were stunned by the rather blunt admittance but were then reminded of what their Club VP was referring to.
“W-Wait, I didn’t mean to say that out loud!” Sayori fretted. “All this talking about Shiko just got me thinking, that’s all!”
“Still kind of a hard thing to just gloss over, Sayori…” Natsuki lightly chastised.
“It does bring to mind how you used to take every opportunity to bring up Shujinkou before he joined though,” Yuri said.
“Huh? Did I really do that?” Sayori asked.
“All the time,” her friends answered.
“I guess, but it was pretty much the closest thing to being friends to Shiko I had at the time. So, I couldn’t help it.”
“I was always envious of those strong feelings you showcased,” Yuri admitted. “I’ve always longed to have such a strong relationship like that.”
“I guess you got your wish because we’re all doing it now,” Natsuki said.
“We are?” Sayori wondered.
“It didn’t take us long to mention Shujinkou and him becoming the only thing we’re talking about so maybe we should say what’s on our minds.”
“We miss him…” all three of her friends said this at the same time.
Their speed and lack of hesitation caught Natsuki off-guard, effectively leaving the spotlight solely on her.
“Of course, I miss having him around,” she said in a huff. “Don’t make it awkward just for me…”
“When’s Shiko going to wake up though? It feels like it’s been forever…” Sayori lamented. “And he’s going to miss out on everything again if he doesn’t wake up soon.”
“I think he would feel upset if that were to come to pass…” Yuri added.
“That’s true…” Monika took note of the heavy, oppressive air. “But we can’t stew about it.”
Amid confused stares, Monika stood up with a smile and a wink. “Natsuki’s right that we should address the fact that we miss him, but we also can’t let us use that as an excuse to make us act like we did right after he fell under. Besides, you know how Shujinkou feels about his friends being upset.”
“Mm-hmm,” Sayori eagerly jumped up beside her. “Plus, we’re a club that enthuses enthusiasm about literature. Emphasis on enthuses enthusiasm.”
She’s back on that. Natsuki shook her head with a barely audible chuckle.
“Your enthusiasm is as infectious as always,” Yuri cheerfully noted.
Everyone was in agreement, inspiring Monika to say these words again.
“Okay, everyone.”
Chapter 184: A Very Special Perspective
Chapter Text
Hey there, just giving an update an update to show I’m still alive. I know it’s been a while since I last updated (which is partially sad given the title of the last chapter…) but things have been busy as usual lately. I’ve been drawing, helping my family, working and catching up on my massive catalogue of video games. Also, I’ve been working on getting back to more light-hearted tales after the oppressive tone I created 2 years ago. (…That was 2 years ago… I’ve had Shujinkou out of commission for two years… I’ve been dealing with this single arc, well actually two, for two years…! What is wrong with me?!)
Anyway, it’s not like I haven’t been writing while I was gone. Sad to say, the following weeks have been nothing but working on a potential chapter and then having to gut it due to reasonings I may explain later. Just know I wasn’t happy feeling my time being wasted for several attempts in a row.
But hopefully I can tide everyone over with something I’ve wanted to do during the early stages of mentally plotting the Devil’s Night arc. I’ve actually struggled with the initial climax and while I truly believe the way I went about it was for the best, I’ve wondered if I could try and do a marriage of concepts and final result.
During the leadup, I’ve deliberately tried to keep scenes exploring Shujinkou’s thoughts and feelings out of the story for as much as I could after “Shujinkou’s Duty”. So, I thought it would be fun to see if I could write his perspective and overcome some of the challenges I had writing the initial climax at the same time.
Without further ado, here’s a special perspective chapter.
“Aww…”
In the depths of his despair, Shujinkou heard a voice. It was a playful, almost mocking response and yet it did provide a small amount of relief.
Shujinkou weakly looked up, his eyes tearing up even more once he confirmed that it was Mali who was looking down on him.
Despite his disheveled appearance and pained expression, she still found it in herself to smile her usual innocent smile.
“Senpai’s even sadder than usual. What happened?”
It was like she was taunting him, forcing him to recount the ways he made everything worse.
“I messed up. They got everyone and there’s nothing that can be done now… I’m hurt and not even sure the police will believe me about knowing where they are even if I tell them what happened…” wailed Shujinkou. “They didn’t give me a chance before…”
“Don’t tell me you’re giving up. It’s unbecoming of Shujinkou to give up at a point like this.”
“But what can I do? I don’t think I can even stand, and I was taken down so easily.”
Mali kneeled down close to Shujinkou, her smile growing wider.
“It’s true that the odds are stacked against you, but that’s usually when Shujinkou shines right?” This is about the time Shujinkou comes in and saves his potentials,” she encouraged.
“I’m just a kid, Mali. I’m not going to get some heroic second wind. I can’t do anything,” Shujinkou said with a sniffle.
“Really…?”
Mali gently removed Shujinkou’s hand away from his wound and just as gently placed hers over it. In an instance, it was like the pain was never there.
"How-?"
"Looks like I'm going to need to get more involved than I thought, Senpai,” Mali cheerfully interrupted.
Shujinkou stared at Mali. The way he felt now was the same when we woke up in her care or when she caught him in her trap.
Just being in her presence felt strange.
"What do you mean?”
"Don't you remember? I told you not to expect your Kōhai to magically make things better, but it looks like you really need that to happen."
Mali’s eyes narrowed as she moved her giggling face towards his.
"Mali?"
Once again, Shujinkou found it a struggle to remain conscious around Mali. It wasn’t just that; he was looking Mali in the eyes and yet they didn’t seem familiar at all.
"Don't worry. I'll do as promise and make sure you arrive at the best possible outcome, Shujinkou."
“Ugh…”
Shujinkou could feel his strength rapidly fade away. She was only holding his wound closed, so why did this kind gesture feel more like a trap. Why did it feel like it was meant to keep him from running.
"I gotta say, judging from what happened to any of your friends last time, I expected you to reach this low point a lot sooner," Mali continued. "Seriously, it only took one move from your other friend to get you like this."
"W-Who are you talking about…?" Shujinkou asked, nearly stumbling over his words.
Mali ignored his question and continued.
"Then again, back then you thought one of your friends was gone forever, while know you still have some kind of hope now, even if it's slim."
She giggled and cupped Shujinkou’s cheeks with both her hands.
"Though I can make sure that you'll have a 100% chance of ending things once and for all. Should be fun."
“Fun.” Shujinkou genuinely believed getting involved in a life-and-death situation like their current predicament would be something Mali considered fun. Given their previous interactions, it was clear as day that part of her wasn’t a front.
So why…?
Shujinkou softly grasped Mali’s right arm.
“You say that but…”
Shujinkou stared into Mali’s eyes and saw something that betrayed Mali’s words.
“Why do you look confused and… sad?" he worriedly asked.
"Sad?"
A look of surprise floated on Mali's face before an intrigued smile slowly grew across her face.
"Ehe, you’re at your lowest point and barely even conscious and yet you can spot things like that with just a glance. Then again, the fact you show concern over me of all people despite the history you and Mali share is interesting.
You’re so innocent, it's cute Shujinkou and it's no wonder you have so many girls fawning over you. But your innocence isn't going to save anyone now so…"
For a brief moment, Mali’s eyes flashed purple.
"Time to keep my promise."
Shujinkou couldn’t move an inch as Mali forced her soft lips on his. She gently pecked at his lips before drawing his tongue into mouth.
What was even happening anymore? That was the only question on Shujinkou’s mind.
His body tensed, not because this wasn’t the time for kissing, but from an impeding sense of danger.
He wanted to say something, but he couldn’t muster up the strength to utter a single word.
But that soon changed. Power had returned to Shujinkou, more than enough to stand and more than enough to withstand the pain caused from his wound.
“Mmph-!”
It should have felt pleasant, but it was far from it. He felt like a water balloon filled to capacity and yet someone was still pouring more into him. It was suffocating and crushing at the same time.
By the time Mali had released her lips from him, Shujinkou was on the ground panting. Everything was blurry and the world refused to stop spinning. There was a heat in his chest, one that he could only describe as a roaring fire set ablaze and slowly spreading across his entire body.
“Ah… Ah…”
While writhing on the ground, Shujinkou caught a glimpse of Mali. She was just staring at him with observative eyes.
Whatever was happening was not normal. It couldn’t be.
As he thought that, Shujinkou instinctively opened his mouth and forcibly expelled black sludge from his body.
He trembled at the sight. Something was wrong. Something wasn’t right. Everything was going dark. And then…
“Senpai?”
Mali cocked her head to the side, observing Shujinkou’s movements as he stood up. His eyes flashed purple for a moment before fading entirely. Confusion lied on her senior’s face until it was completely overwritten by a certain desire.
It was a face she had seen many times before, but never fueled by two diametrically opposed extremes.
“Mali…” Shujinkou looked back at her with sharp eyes. They were the eyes of someone preparing to go to war. “Let’s go.”
Mali nodded her head with a smile. The eyes of someone going to war combined with the will to take back what was his; what outcome lied for Shujinkou at the end of the night.
Whatever may happen, she knew it would be interesting. Exciting things always happen when someone has those eyes.
It was a fact she knew personally.
…
There was a warehouse complex some distance away from public eye. No one knew the real reason it was abandoned, but these circumstances made it an ideal spot to hide what amounted to an army of criminals and stash kidnapped high school students.
High walls surrounded the complex and the only way inside was through the front gate guarded by two armed men.
A confrontation was inevitable.
The guards heard something in the distance. As the sound grew louder and louder, they were able to discover what it was – the roar of an engine.
A light soon emerged from the horizon, one that grew bigger and bigger the closer it got.
They shouted words of protests and orders to stop but it was all meaningless. They weren’t what Shujinkou wanted to hear.
Sorry, Claudette, this is going to be big.
Shujinkou crouched onto the seat of Claudette’s motorcycle, angling at the guards and the gate before suddenly disappearing from sight.
The large, heavy gates burst open, and the guards were sent flying into the complex.
“What the hell was that? Was that guy crazy?” one of them stressed this in disbelief.
They wondered where their attacker had gone too until they were both enveloped in a looming shadow.
Shujinkou came flying towards them and rammed his feet in their faces, the concrete cracking from the impact.
He knew there was no way to question them now, but it was fine. He had plenty of people volunteering to answer the one thing he needed to know show up.
They were waving around swords, machetes, submachine guns and chains. Seeing this, Shujinkou couldn’t help but worry over the safety of his friends even more.
“You just saved us the trouble of tracking you down. It’s just too bad the boss wasn’t here to see your so-called rescue attempt.”
Akui wasn’t here. Part of Shujinkou was disappointed, but he figured getting the others would be easier if that was truly the case.
“…I’m going to ask you this only once. Where are my friends?”
They charged at him, laughing at what they perceived to be a bluff. The man with the chains was on the far left and the man with the submachine gun was keeping some distance from the group.
The chains were flying high behind whoever possessed them and with a snap of the wrist, they flew forward and snuggly wrapped around the submachine gun.
Everyone was stunned, none more than the criminal Shujinkou had somehow stole the long chain from. Shujinkou effortlessly wrenched the gun towards him and whipped it on the ground, breaking it into two.
He had shown how outclassed they were and though they hesitated for a moment, they continued their attack.
It was annoying. Shujinkou only wanted a single question answered, and yet…”
“Let’s rock.”
With his left hand, Shujinkou caught the machete between the pinky and ring finger and with his right, he wretched the sword away from its owner and thrust the blade into the ground.
He lifted the guard still holding the machete into the air and threw him into the other two while grabbing the remaining and slamming his head into the hilt.
It was frustrating that he couldn’t get any answers, but he still had more “volunteers” that should be more willing.
He saw them as single-minded as video game mooks. No matter what he said or asked, they would just spew out generic taunts. Even as he showed his adversaries that they were no match, they would still underestimate him.
Shujinkou just wanted to find his friends and his inability to get an answer, any answer at all made it harder and harder to pull his punches.
Screams of pain filled his ears, but they didn’t matter. All that mattered was getting his friends and if no one was going to answer, then they needed to pay the price.
"Do me a favor and land on your head when you hit the ground, 'kay?"
That threat wasn’t directed at him. Shujinkou immediately glanced up and, to his horror, watched Nivia push Monika off from one of the rooftops.
"MONIKA!"
With lightning speed, Shujinkou intercepted Monika, pulling her into a tight embrace before landing.
"Shujinkou?" Monika looked up at him and gasped.
"Looks like I just made it," he said, sighing in relief.
"But- What're you doing here? I mean… Weren't you shot?"
"Yeah… Mali found me and helped me get better. But that's not important; right now, all that matters is taking everyone down and getting you guys out of here."
Was that what mattered? He remembered before that his friends were the only priority. Why did he include beating everyone too?
"By yourself?" Monika was surprised by his words and clearly worried.
"He's not by himself," suddenly peeking over Shujinkou's shoulder was Mali. "Senpai has Mali with him."
“Even so…”
“Trust me, Monika, I got this,” Shujinkou assured her.
Despite what he said, doubt still rested on Monika’s face. No, it was more than doubt – it was trepidation.
“…By the way, what’s Claudette doing here?” Shujinkou asked. “I thought you and the others were the only ones taken.”
“You saw Claudette?!” Her fear soon fell way to hope and surprise.
“Y-Yeah. I saw her as I was grabbing you. Don’t worry, she’s fine… at least physically… for now.”
“Um, excuse me…” Nivia was scowling at them from up above. If he had to guess, Shujinkou was sure that she wasn’t happy to see him after their last encounter. “I’d hate to interrupt this romantic rescue moment, but isn’t at least one of you supposed to be dead?”
Shujinkou scowled at her. It was bad enough she tried to kill him, but she helped take his friends and tried to kill one of them. How he could keep his calm was anyone’s guess.
Standing in front of his friends, he knew what needed to be done.
“Monika, take Mali and go free the others,” he ordered. “I’ll take care of her.”
“Are you sure, Shujinkou?" Monika questioned. "Didn’t she-?”
“I won’t let her beat me this time. Now go.”
Shujinkou could still feel the doubt and worry emanating from Monika, but he couldn’t let that sway him. He knew escape would be nearly impossible if Nivia was still up and running around. Not only that…
Monika was taken aback by the seriousness on Shujinkou’s face. No, it wasn’t just seriousness; she noticed a desire in his eyes. It was obvious from the way he was looking at Nivia that he wasn't going to be swayed by anything.
“Come on, Club President-san, you don’t want to leave everyone waiting,” Mali playfully reminded Monika of this as she tugged her arm.
“But…”
Mali shook her head and turned to Shujinkou.
“…Yep,” Shujinkou said, his eyes still glued to Nivia.
"Well, if that's what Senpai really wants then that's what Senpai wants," Mali said with a shrug.
He couldn’t understand why, but Mali’s response made him hesitate. He looked at Mali wondering what this meant, but it immediately no longer mattered. With a smile, he responded with a simple, “…Yeah."
"Come on, School Idol-san," Mali tugged Monika's hand. "You really don't have to worry about Senpai as long as Mali is with him."
"But you're leaving him."
"Yep."
Mali pulled Monika away, giving Shujinkou the alone time he desired.
“Well, aren’t you full of surprises. Not only are you alive, but now you’re coming here like a superhero, boldly claiming that you’re going to take all of us down and save his friends. What happened to the little boy begging me to spare his friends?”
Shujinkou locked eyes with Nivia again. For a moment, he could feel wound ache.
“That serious stare of yours. What, is you emulating your father supposed to be your way of putting up a tough front?”
His eyes narrowed.
“Did I touch a nerve? Where was that hateful glare before?”
“…I could hear you know…” Shujinkou muttered.
“What?”
“I could hear Yuri crying after you nearly killed me. I already decided to not forgive you for hurting and taking my friends, but emotional hurting and making Yuri cry, trying to kill Monika and surely the things you’ve done to Natsuki and Sayori… That just sealed the deal.”
Shujinkou delivered his threat quietly, but the anger behind each word was not lost.
“That so? Since when did you care about other people’s feelings?” Nivia mocked. “I didn’t see you care about your mother’s feelings when you caught Jomei with another woman and did nothing. Or how you didn’t care about your family’s feelings when you ran away and got your sister killed.”
It began. The fire in Shujinkou’s chest was lit once again and it slowly spread across his body.
“I don’t know why you’re getting so angry. You act like you care but weren’t you just hiding while we took your friends. I bet if we got your mom and granny involved, you’d probably hide again.”
“Leave them out of this…!”
“So hollow. Seriously, if you cared so much about your friends, why are you still here? Why’d you let two unarmed little girls go off to do the thing you claim you wanted to do yourself? I can see it in your eyes, you know; right now, that’s not at all what you’re thinking about.
Those are self-serving eyes you got. The same your father has.”
That was the last straw. Shujinkou thrust his right hand, wrenched Nivia towards him then violently threw her to the ground.
Trails of blood crawled down her chin as she looked up, spotting Shujinkou standing in the very spot she was just in. He was looking at the moon, pondering something.
“Nivia… You gleefully hurt my friends, you aided my dad in hurting my mother, you mocked what my sister did for me and have the gall to compare me to my dad.”
Shujinkou looked down at her, his cold, dead eyes sending chills throughout her entire body.
“You and Akuma think holding life and death in your hands is pretty funny, don’t you? I wonder how you guys would feel if it was the other way around?” Shujinkou speculated.
“W-What are you trying to say?”
“Don’t be such an idiot, Nivia; you know exactly what I’m getting at. It’s very simple.”
Shujinkou took a step forward, calmly falling down to ground level.
“I want you feel as scared as you can possibly be. I want you to feel the greatest amount of pain you possibly feel. And when you can take no more, only when you can’t take no more… After you’ve had time to reflect and beg and beg and beg. Only when I’ve had enough.
Only then will I deliver the coup de grace.”
“What…? An upstart like you couldn’t possibly-?”
“Let me be even more clear so you understand perfectly. Nivia… I’m going to kill you.”
He wasn’t bluffing; the way Shujinkou was looking at her made that perfectly clear.
“Just try it!” Nivia screamed as she hurled herself at Shujinkou.
Something that he hadn’t expected in this duel was for his target to be pretty good at martial arts. Her punches and kicks were sharp, precise and deadly. She was aiming for pressure points and anywhere that would be lethal if hit.
She was more skilled than he had thought.
“Still kinda dumb, don’t you think?” Shujinkou offered his criticism before blocking her punch.
She thought it was just luck until he blocked a kick. He then blocked another kick and then another punch. He was matching her blow for blow all the while still shooting a look of contempt at her.
It was too much, and drawn into a murderous frenzy, Nivia haphazardly threw a kick at Shujinkou’s head.
“…Game over, Nivia,” Shujinkou was holding Nivia’s leg close to his head. He flicked his wrist, sending Nivia twirling through the air and landing backside up.
“D-Damn it…!”
It wasn’t over yet. She felt her leg forcibly lifted up. She glanced back, horrified at the sight she found.
Shujinkou had her leg in his left hand and metal pipe in his right.
“Tell me something, Nivia, when you guys took my friends, did you let it sink in how powerless they were being surprised and ambushed or did you try to break them verbally like you did with Yuri?”
“What do you think you’re doing?”
“I was thinking… You two probably couldn’t help rubbing into their faces about what was going to happen like you did with Yuri. So, I figured maybe I should do the same. I’m going to give you a choice – I’m going to break your leg and you can’t stop it. What you can do is tell me how you want me to do it. Do you want me to use my leg or this pipe?”
He was right that she didn’t couldn’t stop him from doing either. Not only could she not hope to escape his grip, but the fear he had instilled kept her from even trying.
Both options were horrible, but if she had to choose one over the other…
“T-The…”
Shujinkou pulled his arm back, ripping Nivia’s leg out of its socket. The pain was indescribable.
“What the hell!? You said-!”
“I changed my mind on a whim. Pretty much the same way you decided to try and kill me in front of my friend on a whim.”
Staving off her protest, Shujinkou pushed her over and planted his foot on Nivia’s stomach.
“Can you empathize now. Do you get how my friends felt when you took them?”
“S-Screw you!”
“And on that subject… I’m pretty sure the only reason my dad could ever be interested in you is that pretty face of yours. I mean, it’d be a pretty big understatement to say that your personality is lacking.”
Nivia burst out laughing.
“Seriously? Even now, a part of you still thinks of me as the big bad who helped push your daddy away from your mommy. You’re such an idiot! My pretty face wasn’t the only thing that caught Jomei’s eyes. It was because your mother was a spineless plain jane who couldn’t even do the bare minimum to keep Jomei interested and gave birth to someone suicidal enough to save worthless trash like you!”
Metal clattering on the ground echoed throughout the complex. Shujinkou’s arms hung limp by his side, the young man unable to utter a single word.
“Touched another nerve haven’t I-!?”
Shujinkou’s held her down by the throat, crushing it enough to keep her from saying anything else.
It was like a rapid dog was staring her down, one that was about to pounce.
Shujinkou’s right hand hovered above her like a guillotine and with a horrific roar filling her ears, the guillotine had dropped.
Shujinkou punched her. And punched her. And punched her.
In this moment, there was only one thing that he could do, what needed to be done, what he had to do, what he wanted to do.
He punched and punched until he remembered something. A little voice in the back of his head reminded him that Claudette still needed to be saved.
As he got up, Shujinkou took a brief look at Nivia. He was sure she’d never charm anyone with her pretty face ever again.
It was a strange feeling. He should have felt relieved, but he didn’t. He was hollow and, most surprisingly, felt regret.
The only thing he could feel happy about was that he didn’t keep his promise to her.
…
There was a variety of reasons Claudette had to be mad right now. She was kidnapped, she was beaten before then and now she was being ogled at by the men sent to keep her “company”. But what she was most frustrated with was her inability to keep Monika from being taken.
She wanted nothing more than to rush to her cousin’s side but there was nothing she could do whilst dangling from a lamp post.
She couldn’t defend Monika and now she can’t even defend herself. The plans she had overheard, ones for what to do with the hostages when Shujinkou was “dealt” with, it seems they were going to enact it a little early with her.
She was surrounded by twenty men, all approaching her slowly… Until one found himself between a pipe and its wielder. He was lifted up, squirming and struggling about for air.
Once the light left his eyes, he was dropped to the ground and pushed aside by Shujinkou. He knew what they were planning and yet still couldn’t bring himself to kill them.
“Shujinkou?”
He noted her dumbfounded expression before throwing a sword at the chains keeping her suspended in the air. It sliced through them like butter, leaving everyone stunned.
Recovering from the slight drop, Claudette was surprised to find the pipe Shujinkou standing in front of her. He didn’t spare a word as he handed her the pipe and urged her to fight back.
But though she joined in and took care of a few guards by herself, Shujinkou was much quicker and swiftly took care of the rest.
“Whoa…” Shujinkou thoughtlessly snatched the pipe back from Claudette without a word. “Okay…”
Despite the rude action, Claudette let it slide. After all, Shujinkou did just get her out of a sticky situation.
“Man am I glad you were in the neighborhood, Shujinkou,” she breathed a sigh of relief as she followed him.
“Claudette!” Appearing out of nowhere, Monika and Mali approached the two with the rest of their friends. “You’re alright!”
So are you guys. Also, I’m just barely able to say I’m okay. I’m eternally grateful to Shujinkou for showing up when he did or else... Let's just say that even I would be traumatized and potentially murderous angry.”
“Oh…” Monika awkwardly scratched her right cheek as she turned her attention to Shujinkou. “Thanks, Shujinkou.”
Shujinkou just stared at her. Why was she scratching her cheek? In fact, has he done so recently?
“Shiko!”
A pair of arms suddenly wrapped around him.
“You really are okay! I thought you were in really bad shape!” Sayori cried.
“Why would you think that?” he asked.
“Yuri told us what Nivia did to you! How come you’re moving around like nothing happened?”
“It’s like I told Monika, Mali found me and helped me get better. To be more specific, she gave me the means to apply first aid on myself and come here,” Shujinkou chuckled. “You, of all people, should know that I’m really experienced with giving first aid.”
“Oh, uhm…” Sayori scratched her red right cheek as she nervously laughed. “That’s true…”
Shujinkou continued to laugh until he noticed Natsuki staring at him. She was looking at him like he was a stranger.
“Why are you looking at me like that, Natsuki?” he asked.
“Uh… No reason…” she murmured.
She seemed to be uncomfortable, but he couldn’t fathom the reason why. It didn’t seem like it was just her surroundings.
Yuri seemed the same way and the two began whispering to each other. He approached them, wondering what they were saying and questioned what little he had heard. “What’s worse than before?”
The two jumped back.
“Ah…! N-Nothing. I was just thinking how our situation was before you and Mali showed up,” Yuri stammered.
It was obviously a lie. They were hiding something, and he couldn’t help but feel it was about him. Did he do something to them? Would an apology make them feel at ease and relieve him of the regret he felt?
“Senpai, we should probably get out of here before more people come,” Mali advised.
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement. “Right. You guys get out of here.”
“‘You guys’? What about you, Shiko?” Sayori queried.
He couldn’t leave just yet. There was still a score he needed to settle, and it needed to be done while he still had the advantage.
“I get it… You’re planning on staying back to cover our flank, right?” Claudette asked.
“…Yeah,” Shujinkou answered.
“That’s good and all but there’s bound to be a lot of dangerous bad guys that’ll stand in our way,” Claudette said in a weak and defenseless manner. “You’re not going to just leave us to deal with that are you? I mean, you’re clearly the only one who’s able to handle these guys; we’re pretty much doomed without you.”
“Ah…”
Shujinkou trembled at the thought. He just got his friends back unharmed. He couldn’t bear something happening to them again.
“You got a point there…” he said, scratching his right cheek. “I mean, I’m pretty sure you guys could handle yourselves fine without me but it’s probably better that we all leave together.”
“Yeah!” Sayori cheerfully agreed.
“Ah… Senpai’s innocence's shining through as always,” Mali complimented. with a smile.
With everyone in agreement, the group began their trek to the exit. Along the way, Claudette noticed a smoking, twisted collection of metal nearby.
“Is that my bike?” Claudette asked."
“Oh that…” Shujinkou awkwardly chuckled as he scratched his right cheek. “I kinda used it as a battering ram when I got here. You know, like in movies and games where you drift then jump off…”
“…Geez, have you secretly been capable of doing stuff like this the whole time?” Natsuki questioned.
“Trust me; everything I’ve done today is one time thing," Shujinkou assured her. "It’s honestly a miracle that I even pulled off half- no, everything I’ve actually pulled off.”
“Well, at least you got to stuff you probably only imagined doing, right Shiko?” Sayori cheerfully pointed out.
“Does that involve rescuing a damsel in distress?” Claudette joked.
“Two damsels. He saved me from an escape attempt gone horribly wrong,” Monika added with a soft chuckle.
“Seriously…” Shujinkou looked down at his hands in disbelief. “I can’t believe I pulled off saves like that.”
“Yeah, well, I’m still having a hard time believing you actually successfully pulled off a one man assault like this,” Natsuki said. "Are you sure you were really alone?"
"Yeah. Just me, a lot of maneuvering and adrenaline. Unfortunately, it was kind of impossible to go easy on everyone when outnumbered and forced to think on my feet.”
“Yeah… We’ve seen that…” Natsuki gulped at the bodies that surrounded them.
“Ah… Shujinkou…”
Shujinkou looked back at Yuri. The way she was looking at him was concerning.
“What’s wrong, Yuri?” he worriedly asked.
Yuri looked deep into Shujinkou’s eyes. They were the recognizable eyes that filled her with a sense of tranquility like always.
“Nothing… I was just confirming something,” she said with a relieved sigh.
"Oh…"
Shujinkou turned back around, wondering what was going through Yuri’s head.
The group continued their trek until they arrived before a damaged gate.
“Damn, Shujinkou… You sure you used my bike to bust in?” Claudette marveled. “It looks like you used a bulldozer or a tank.”
“I was going pretty fast…” Shujinkou sheepishly replied.
“Still…”
“Eh, we can ignore that for now. Right now, we need to go to the police and tell them what happened,” Monika advised.
“Yeah, maybe they’ll actually believe one of us this time when shown proof; proof being us,” Claudette said in an annoyed tone.
“To be fair… I was one of the only people who could read the documents,” Shujinkou pointed out.
“You mean the ‘magical documents’ Akui was talking about?” Sayori queried.
“Yeah.”
“Wait… You’re telling me he wasn’t joking? You’re seriously the only one who can read those documents he was talking about?” Natsuki questioned.
“Well, Mali can read them too and Monika could sorta read them," Shujinkou explained.
“That’s weir- Wait, what exactly were on them?”
“Um… Motives, location of where you and Sayori were held and info about the past."
"You're saying that you had evidence about what happened to us and even though you were the only one who could read it… they didn't even consider it even though we were kidnapped!"
“My thoughts exactly…”
Shujinkou chuckled until he felt a sharp pain around the center of his body.
“What’s wrong, Shiko?” Sayori worriedly asked.
“I think my tolerance for my gun wound is gone,” Shujinkou said, clutching his stomach.
He soon fell on his knees, panting heavily.
“Okay… It’s starting to hurt like before,” he said, doubled over in pain.
Shujinkou looked down at his hand. As his vision started to blur, he could see that his hand was once again stained red.
"No… Not… now…"
The sound of him crashing into the ground was the last thing he heard before everything went dark.
…
“Did you enjoy it? Was it gratifying getting back at the people that made you and your friends’ lives a living hell?
Did you enjoy saving the day, Shujinkou?”
Those mocking words nearly sent Shujinkou flying out of his bed. He was now in a hospital room, which could only mean that his friends were able to get him to treatment in time.
It meant that everything was fine now; the victory was his.
And yet, it didn’t feel like one. He could still remember vividly how he acted when he went to save his friends.
He remembered the cracking bones, the blood splattering against the face and the brutality he unleashed just because he was angry or didn’t get his way.
The violent impulses and the cold, uncaring attitude he displayed – he couldn’t stay there. All the cries and pleas for mercy echoed through his ears muffling the world speeding past him.
He closed his eyes and wondered – Even if they tried to kill him and hurt his friends, should he have done what he had done? Will he ever feel that way again? Will he lose himself to those impulses again?
“What’s happening to me…?”
Shujinkou was now standing on the ledge surrounding the roof of the hospital. Normally, overlooking a massive drop would make his blood go cold, but that was the least of his concerns.
He couldn’t understand why his friends were looking at him so strangely before, but it was crystal clear now – they were afraid of him.
Can’t blame them… For all I know, it wouldn’t have been long until I found an excuse to go after them.
What’s to come when this night is over? Would he even have people to call “friend” when all was said and done?
"Shujinkou?"
He looked back, somewhat surprised to find Monika standing behind him.
“Hey, Monika…”
“Um, are you sure that you should be standing there?”
Shujinkou shrugged. “Why not? I’ve been cheating death and doing other unbelievable things. For all I know, if I fall, I'll start flying."
"Eh… Let's not give that a try, okay," Monika said with an awkward chuckle.
Shujinkou remained silent as he looked away. Facing Monika right now was nearly unbearable.
"Seriously, Shujinkou, you should get down from there before something happens."
Shujinkou couldn’t respond. He was too afraid of lashing out at Monika.
"Shujinkou… Could you please come down from there?"
Shujinkou finally looked back at Monika. He couldn’t go against her soft pleas any longer, not when she showed such worry and concern.
"Sorry…" he quietly apologized, stepping down beside her.
Monika solemnly scratched her right cheek. It was strange how she was the one to do so in such an uncomfortable situation.
"So… I guess you're feeling better if you were able to come up all the way here so soon after surgery," she finally said.
"Yeah, it's like after Mali treated me; it's like it never happened,” Shujinkou replied.
"That's good."
Another awkward silence.
“You know, I think Rei would like this place,” Shujinkou suddenly said.
“Oh yeah… Rei does seem interested in plant life…” Monika recalled. “Plus, this looks like a nice place to get away from it all. Is that why you came up here; because you knew what they had up here.”
Shujinkou shook his head then looked up at the starry sky. “I just wanted to be somewhere where I could see the night sky. I don’t know why, but it’s more calming than usual.”
He didn’t know why he said that when he came up here without thinking, but perhaps it was the truth. While he wanted to get away, perhaps part of him wanted to be here too.
He felt a slender finger press against his chest and was asked by Monika, “So, are you feeling better here too?” she asked.
"Here…?” Shujinkou gently clutched his chest. “You think I should be feeling better here too, even little bit, but… nothing’s changed here.”
Shujinkou closed his eyes and clutched his chest tighter.
“I'm happy everyone's fine, but what was really accomplished? All that was done was taking a horrible situation and reverting it back to a bad one. It was almost like all of this was just one nightmarish detour from an already upsetting route life had set up."
Monika solemnly scratched her right cheek. "…But that's not the only thing bothering you, isn't it?" she queried.
Shujinkou opened his eyes. They perfectly displayed his distress and despair.
"…Monika, what do you think about the things I did tonight?" he asked.
"What do I think?”
“Yeah. I mean, do you think that I really could have beat up all those people that was guarding you guys?”
Monika averted her gaze. “I don’t know… It’s not like I had a moment to see how physically capable you are.”
“Your eyes show doubt,” Shujinkou pointed out.
Monika sighed. She looked back at Shujinkou and answered, “To be honest, I really can’t imagine you ever coming to the conclusion of deciding to do any of that in the first place, let alone using Claudette’s motorcycle to make a destructive entrance. I guess if things came down to just you and Mali, I just thought you two would have gone for stealth instead. Plus, there was also the fact that everyone was left like they were barely left alive.”
Shujinkou lowered his head in shame.
“I’ve really been acting radically differently lately, haven’t I?” he muttered.
Monika silently nodded her head.
Shujinkou looked up at Monika, his face showing nothing but guilt and remorse.
“…I… I know I’ve been acting differently lately. I’ve known that. I was just chalking it up to me being really stressed out with everything getting worse and worse but deep down, I always knew that there was more to it than that and… that scares me.
Me always running off all of a sudden wasn’t just because I need some space or because I couldn’t sit still with everything that was happening but because I was scared about how I would act around you guys!
But I didn’t have time to worry about that because my friends needed help and outside of us, no one seemed to care! And then-!”
Shujinkou choked up, recalling what had just transpired this evening.
“…And then there was the assault… out of all the stupid decisions I made this week, that had to be the dumbest and most suicidal one yet. And yet, I was actually doing it. I was taking down everyone in my way; I actually had a chance to do something that would actually help. I should have felt better by then, right?
But I didn’t. I felt sick to my stomach. I somehow had the strength to easily defeat everyone and yet… I took them down in the most unnecessarily brutal ways imaginable. I broke arms and legs, smashed people’s face in with a pipe… and what I did to Nivia… Even after everything, I still don’t think I should have went that far if I could have helped it and I know I could have.
But I couldn’t have helped myself. It was like something was pushing me to act that way, to be that cruel and I couldn’t do anything to stop myself. Part of me was screaming at the top of my lungs to stop while the other part of me fired half with I have to save my friends. Mercy was not an option.
The only thing that’s keeping from completely breaking down is that you guys are safe and that I didn’t kill anyone, but I can’t help but feel like that was cruel mercy.”
Tears rolled down Shujinkou’s cheeks.
“…I’m scared, Monika. I’m scared that I’ll somehow get worse, and I’m scared that I’ll scare you guys off or that I’ll have to forcibly isolate myself. I don’t want to be alone with just my imagination again. I don’t…”
I just…
Shujinkou felt Monika take his hands. She entwined her fingers with his and pressed her their foreheads together.
“Monika?”
“…I’m sorry. I wish I had some way to magically make everything better. But I can tell you that you don’t have to worry about scaring anyone off," Monika assured him.
“Really?”
Though Shujinkou truly wanted to believe that, something inside denied it. It didn’t want him to believe it, but when he looked at the small smile on his friend’s face, that strange doubt completely vanished.
“Believe me, Shujinkou, it’s the only thing I’ve been sure of for the last few days.” Monika affirmed.
“I’m sorry, am I interrupting a touching moment?”
The voice that delivered that question caused a sharp chill to shoot up their spines. The two slowly looked towards the door. Walking towards them was someone carrying swords on his back was they really didn’t want to see again.
“Akui!” Shujinkou gasped.
I just wanted…
Shujinkou was paralyzed, unable to budge any part of his body as he watched his friends show up and fall to Akui and Akuma.
I just wanted to hang out…
Monika’s back was hurt, Yuri was stabbed, Sayori was held at gunpoint and Natsuki was about to fall several storied to the ground.
Though some miracle I was able to be friends with Sayori again…
Akui gave Shujinkou a sword and challenged him to a fight to the death. The same one the man had with his father.
I was able to make friends with everyone in the club I joined.
He couldn’t do it. Deep down, Shujinkou knew if he agreed to this duel… If he really tried to kill Akui, there was no going back.
I was able to make friends through my own power, outside of the club.
Most importantly, Natsuki was in immediate danger.
And even though Mali doesn’t consider me a friend… She’s still done things for me that I’ll always be grateful for.
He desperately tried to fight, tried to defeat Akui without killing him. He tried to ignore the pain brought about from Akui’s merciless assault while trying to save Natsuki, but it wasn’t enough.
Shujinkou was down.
It took me all of first semester to accept that I was someone worth having this kind of luck.
Power rapidly drained from his body, leaving just enough for Shujinkou to curse his powerlessness. As he slipped into unconsciousness, he regretted not being able to be there for his friends.
I didn’t know what my goal was, but I knew that I wanted to be with everybody.
“Feels good doesn’t it…?” Shujinkou slowly stood up, clenching the blade that was about to kill him hard. “Being in control, manipulating everyone around you to achieve your ultimate goal: killing a defenseless kid… I'm sure you'd feel so satisfied after all was said and done."
Akui tried to pull his blade back but was stunned to discover that it wouldn't budge an inch.
"You know, I probably wouldn't have cared if you took my life, or at least not as much as what you were planning to do after."
Shujinkou effortlessly pulled the sword towards his side, bringing Akui to his face. The young man's face displayed nothing but disgust and contempt as he stared down his enemy.
"Just remember, I gave you a chance."
Shujinkou violently yanked Akui’s sword out of his hand and kicked him into the same metal pole he had been acquitted with throughout the fight.
He then proceeded to save Natsuki and heal Yuri and Monika. All that was left was to save Sayori, but when it was her turn Akui interceded.
I wanted to spend time to enjoy the things I took for granted last semester.
Shujinkou used all of his returning superhuman strength and speed to effortlessly beat Akui into the ground. It was all unnaturally cathartic to him.
“What’s wrong, Akui? Not enjoying the game you started anymore?” he mocked. “Gotta be pretty embarrassing for such a turn around when you had all the pieces in your hands.”
“It’s not over yet…!” Akui defiantly shot back as he stumbled onto his feet.
“Really?” Shujinkou chuckled. “I thought you were just obsessed with dad, but in reality, you’re a huge masochist huh? Or maybe you just get off when dad constantly beats you at everything? Is that what this is; a desperate plea to get him to pay you any mind?”
"Shut up!"
Shujinkou yawned as the first punch came his way. He could swear he had seen snails move faster.
With a shrug, Shujinkou simply stepped out of the way of Akui's punch. He was sure to everyone he was moving faster than anyone could process.
As he continued to dodge the assault, Shujinkou couldn't help but laugh.
"You're getting pretty upset all of a sudden. Just because things don't go your way, you get throw a tantrum," Shujinkou taunted. "Despite your petty reasons, I thought I was dealing with a strategic mastermind, but you're no different than any other low effort loser. It's no wonder your mom liked my dad better. He may have been a crappy dad, but at least he wasn't a whiny weakling like you."
Shujinkou caught Akui's left fist, squeezing it hard enough to elicit a yelp of pain from his victim.
"So weak that you had to go after his none the wiser son and torture him by hurting his friends and threatening everyone he cared about. Seriously, the only good thing about you is that you aren't your brother."
Shujinkou raised his left hand and captured Akui's right fist.
"Scratch that, you’re both pathetic in your own special ways."
A cold look soon fell on Shujinkou's face. He released Akui's right hand, raised his left hand and chopped the center of Akui's left arm. Letting go, Shujinkou watched Akui's arm dangle back to his side.
He then followed suit by driving his foot up between Akui's legs. As his enemy huddled over in pain, Shujinkou turned around and dashed towards a nearby clothesline.
He grabbed on and flew over the edge of the rooftop. After flying through the air for a few moments, Shujinkou was soon pulled back and sent hurdling towards his target.
"Metaverse death kick!"
Time seemed to slow to a crawl as Shujinkou's feet dug into Akui's gut. In that brief moment, a variety of images flashed in Akui’s mind, each greatly detailing the gruesome ways he could die by the hands of "…."
Time returning to normal, the power of Shujinkou's kick sent Akui crashing into a nearby greenhouse. A proud look fell on Shujinkou's face as he heard the sound of shattering glass that resulted from his attack.
I thought I was past hurting the people I cared about…
"H-Have to save them… It’s my duty…”
Shujinkou shook his head and ran towards the greenhouse. He stopped just short of the human-shaped hole on the side, the sight causing him to question what he was doing.
Quickly discarding those thoughts, Shujinkou jumped through the hole. To his surprise and amusement, there wasn't a body waiting for him. Standing in the center of a dimly lit room filled with shadows was interesting to him.
"What's wrong, Akui? You running scared?" Shujinkou shouted.
From the corner of his eyes, Shujinkou noticed something move within the shadows.
"It's not so fun being hunted down, is it, Akui; hunted down the same way you hunted down my friends. Does it hurt!?"
Soon after his boast, Shujinkou ducked as a sword swung overhead. He immediately grabbed the hand the weapon belonged to and jerked Akui's face towards his.
"You really like sneak attacks and surprises, don't you? Why not, it’s the only way you could possibly stay ahead. Still, if you love surprises then you're gonna love this."
Shujinkou stretched his right hand outward, and a sinister smile crossed his face. “Let’s go… Imajitekku!”
Particles of darkness gathered in his hand and formed into a jet-black sword. Without hesitation, Shujinkou used his newly acquired weapon to slice Akui's right hand off.
Perhaps it was the shock of having his hand chopped off or the fact it was Shujinkou who was responsible for it but despite the sheer pain Akui felt and the blood spewing out of his arm, he remained silent. No, it would be more accurate to say he couldn’t speak; Shujinkou’s gaze was petrifying.
Suddenly, Shujinkou’s face softened.
“You know what the really sad part of all this is?” an innocent smile crossed Shujinkou’s face and he chuckled. “It’s only going to get so much worse for you.”
I just…
Splatters of blood covered Shujinkou as he returned to the others, and he directed his murderous gaze to Akuma.
“One left…”
I didn’t want scare anyone…
Shujinkou held Sayori close as he disarmed Akuma. With her safe, he had only one task left.
I didn’t want to hurt anyone.
“So… got anything to say for yourself, Akuma?" Shujinkou asked. "Like you should have stayed away the first time you blew things? How you should have stayed away from me and my friends? How this isn’t your fault at all and your brother’s because he escalated things to this point?”
Shujinkou raised his left hand and swatted the backside across Akuma’s face, the force of the hit causing Akuma to fall flat on his back.
“I can’t believe there was ever an attempt to develop or potentially humanize or just do anything with someone like you,” Shujinkou coldly stated. “It’s time to bring this regrettable plot point to an end.”
He jumped on top of Akuma and held his head up by the neck.
“Nothing fancy or merciful like with your brother. You’re going to die and feel each and every bit of it punched out of you.”
I didn’t want payback or revenge.
Shujinkou's hands still trembled as he ruthlessly punched his defenseless victim again and again, each splatter of blood hitting his face only seemed to make it worse.
I just wanted one thing…
A pair of arms wrapped around Shujinkou and pulled him away from Akuma. He was shocked to discover Sayori embracing him from behind.
I just wanted to be there for everyone.
"Sayori, what are you doing?! Let go!” he demanded.
Sayori violently shook her head. “No!"
"But I have to end this! I have to make sure that none of them can hurt you guys ever again! I… I have to protect everyone… Let me do this!”
"I won’t let you!”
Unable to fathom why she was stopping him, Shujinkou could only yell, "Why are you protecting him? He’s the reason all of this happened!”
"I'm not protecting him; I'm protecting you!”
“What?”
My friends needed me and…
“If I let you do this, then…” tears streamed down Sayori’s face as she hugged Shujinkou tighter. “…then you won't be Shiko anymore!"
“Sayori…?” Seeing his childhood friend shed tears was painful on its own, but realizing he himself was the source behind them was even worse. “I…”
“When a friend needs me to be there, I’ll be there – to help.”
Shujinkou looked around and took in his friend's expressions. They were scared, the very outcome he wanted to avoid in the first place.
Even Mali had a subtle change in her eyes as she watched him.
He then looked down. Looking at the barely breathing Akuma beneath him brought back memories of how merciless he was earlier that night.
He then looked at his right hand. It was almost completely covered in blood.
“I…”
Even if…
Shujinkou once again clenched his fist, his entire body trembling as he felt the urge to kill conflict with his natural reluctance and intense guilt and regret.
“I… I need to protect everyone. I need to save the day…!”
Tears continued to crawl down his cheeks as he felt the urge to kill grow stronger.
“I… I can’t… I won’t… I…"
Even if…
Shujinkou shook his head.
"I refuse to upset them anymore!”
…to do that, I have to not be there.
The last thing Shujinkou heard before slipping into unconsciousness was Sayori desperately crying his name.
I’m sorry, guys…
A/N: And that’s the end of this lengthy perspective special of Chapters 148,149 and 150. It may be covering familiar ground, but I thought it was interesting enough to write (Especially Shujinkou vs. Nivia, I had a lot of fun writing that scene).
I’ve truncated Chapter 150 since I felt like the point was already made and already gave much of Shujinkou’s thoughts and feelings in the original and I didn’t want to just make the original chapter pointless.
I’ve hoped you enjoyed and, to give one more gift to everyone that put up with my glacial slow releasing of new chapters, here’s a passage to cap off this chapter.
“Riddle me this, what time of the day is where time has no meaning to anyone?”
That was a question Hiroko asked Shujinkou a few times when they were younger. She was pretending to be The Riddler and came up with a riddle that even he could solve.
He answered with, “But doesn’t time matter still since people want as much rest as possible?”
It left her floored, and she left to come up with a new riddle.
Such a warm memory offered Shujinkou comfort as he floated endlessly through a dark space. It was actually space.
He had just uncovered the secrets that lay on the Moon and was now enjoying a slow and steady trip through space.
“…Really wish I brought a jetpack with me…” he chuckled. “It’s going to take forever to get to the asteroid even with it headed my way.”
As he continued to drift, a small orb of light came floating his way. It was shifting from side to side, dancing around him like it was happy to see him.
“Um, hello…?” he said sheepishly.
“…You okay, Shujinkou?” it asked.
“Uh, yeah. But how’d you know my name?”
“I think everyone in the cosmos knows your name after you’re exploits.”
“Really?”
“Yep. But that’s not what’s important right now. Isn’t there something you really want to do right now?
Off the top of his head, Shujinkou really wanted to ride the asteroid through the soon to appear black hole, but he could tell that wasn’t what the mysterious visitor was hinting at.
“Um… Oh!”
It suddenly came to him. There was something he wanted to do right away, but he wasn’t sure if he was able to do it on his own.
“I know this is sudden, but could you please help me?” Shujinkou requested politely.
The orb swiftly flew up and down, seemingly nodding its head if it had one. “Grab on.”
Shujinkou did as he was instructed and latched onto the orb. It began to shine a bright golden light, prompting Shujinkou to close his eyes as the light enveloped the surrounding area.
“Now open your eyes.”
Shujinkou did as he was told. No longer was he looking up at the many stars in space, he was now looking at a very familiar ceiling.
Is this...?
He slowly sat up. It was all there – the foot of his bed, his desk, even random volumes of One Piece peeking out from a small bookcase.
“I’m… home?”
“Shiko?”
His heart skipped a beat, and he was soon filled with an indescribable feeling.
Standing by his side were his friends from the Literature Club.
“Guys…!”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, marveling at the sight of his friends appearing no worse for wear.
“Guys… I… I’m really h-”
“Shiko!”
Sayori jumped on top of him drawing him into a tight hug.
“Sayori?!”
“You’re awake… You’re finally awake, Shiko!”
Though her head was buried in his chest, Shujinkou could see the tears in her eyes. They were different from the last tears he made her shed.
“Sayori…”
Before he could say anymore, Monika, Natsuki and Yuri also embraced Shujinkou with tears in their eyes.
But even if I have to leave…
Shujinkou felt a warmth deep inside, one like during the summer, no even more. With tears in his eyes, he simply said one thing.
I’ll always come back because…
“Sorry for worrying you guys so much.”
When a friend needs me to be there, I’ll be there.
A/N: Author notes and updates will be removed at a later time.
Chapter 185: Shujinkou's Awakening
Chapter Text
It was like a dream or, at the very least, finally waking up from a nightmare. The last few days, especially last evening, had been very trying and now—
“Guys, you’re…”
Shujinkou vividly remembered their faces from what seemed like a few seconds ago. He remembered the fear and Sayori’s tears. As he struggled to retain his sanity, he was sure that he would have to make it up to his friends, if they would give him the opportunity.
And yet, they were warmly welcoming greeting him like a hero returning back from war.
“Wait… What about Mali? Is she alright? And what happened to Akuma and Akui? And-?”
Shujinkou couldn’t help but blurt out questions but was immediately stopped the instant Monika gently placed her index finger over his mouth.
“Mali’s fine and those two are gone.”
Monika’s gentle and reassuring tone greatly eased Shujinkou’s worries.
“…What about you guys?” he asked. “I mean, you guys look pretty… Um, you know, pretty good considering everything that happened last night.”
Shujinkou figured his question would be met with some disapproval due to his awkward phrasing, but he was surprised when his friends shared worried gazes between each other.
“Did… Did something happen?”
That was when it hit him. When Sayori hugged him, she cried, “You’re finally awake”.
“…How long was I out?”
There was silence. No one seemed to want to answer that question.
“Shiko…” Sayori spoke up. “You’ve been asleep for almost a month.”
“A month…?” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. “That’s a while.”
“You’re taking this news rather well, Shujinkou,” Yuri noted.
“I don’t know, I guess it’s just because it feels like it was only a second ago and a month is kinda getting off easy when it comes to comas,” Shujinkou explained.
“Can’t really argue with that logic,” Natsuki agreed. “Kinda wish it felt that fast for us though…”
“Really. It felt like you were asleep for years…” Monika chuckled awkwardly as she added her opinion.
“Y-Yeah…” Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek, wondering why something that was clearly a joke felt so strange. “So… Anything happen while I was asleep?”
There was another bout of silence following his question. Not a peep was heard until Sayori, Monika and Yuri excused themselves.
“Very subtle, huh…?” Natsuki said this with a very forced smile on her face. “Not up to the standards of their trolling, that’s for sure.”
“Natsuki…”
She sat down next to him. “I made them promise to leave when you asked what happened while you were asleep. It only makes sense that I be the one to tell you.”
“Tell me what?”
“I’m… I’m sorry for lying to you.”
“What do you mean?”
“You know what I mean. Before everything happened, I told you to just give me time and everything would go back to normal.”
Shujinkou did indeed know what Natsuki was referring to. He really wanted to believe in her for so many reasons but could never fully commit to trusting her then.
“I actually planned to cut you off that day because I thought it would keep you safe, but I just couldn’t. I didn’t want to hurt you by doing that and…”
Natsuki paused. She recalled one specific question Mali had asked her regarding her feeling towards Shujinkou. Even if she couldn’t answer it, finding herself face to face after his awakening made one thing very clear.
“…I didn’t want to lose you. I didn’t want to stop being friends with you,” Natsuki admitted. “So, I lied and kind of hoped that things would work out.”
“But didn’t they? I mean, you’re here now, right?” Shujinkou pointed out.
“Come on, Shujinkou, I know you’re not that much of a dummy. You know things couldn’t have been that easy.”
Natsuki’s clenched her fists and her lips quivered.
“…My dad didn’t like me not wanting to push you away and he decided to take matters into his own hands. I tried to stop him, we all tried to stop him, and we did but…”
“Natsuki…”
Two fingers shot towards him and spread his lips into a smile.
“Come on, Dummy, you can’t show such a sad face when just woke up,” Natsuki laughed as she played with his face. “Sorry for dumping this on you when you just woke up but, like I said, I should be the one to tell you.”
Shujinkou gently clasped Natsuki’s hands.
“So, how are you feeling now?” he asked.
“…I guess I’m okay. I’m more happy than sad right now at least,” Natsuki replied.
Shujinkou was silent as he let go of Natsuki’s hands. He slowly cupped his own around Natsuki’s cheeks, obscuring her pink cheeks.
“W-What are you doing…?” Natsuki’s lips quivered again as Shujinkou’s face drew closer to her own. “Shujinkou?”
Her heart was beating faster than it had ever been before. There were only two other times she had felt like this. He isn’t going to-?
She felt his thumbs fall on each end of her lips and stretched them into a smile.
“Then you should smile,” Shujinkou chuckled.
“W-What are you talking about? I was just smiling!” Natsuki protested.
“Then you should smile more, right?”
“Cut it out! I shouldn’t be hearing that from you of all people, Dummy!”
Shujinkou was having fun distorting Natsuki’s expression and, despite her protests otherwise, laughed alongside him.
It was joy that remained until the bedroom flung open. Standing on the other side was Hisa.
“Granny His-”
Moving at a speed belying her age, Hisa pulled Shujinkou towards her and drew him into a tight hug.
“Shujinkou!” Hisa cried her grandson’s name over and over, strengthening her grip in tempo with her cries.
It wasn’t often that he’d see his grandmother so emotional. She had once told him that the matriarch of the family needed to be grounded and strong and thus, he had rarely seen her express her worries so freely.
“Sorry for making you worry so much, Granny Hisa.”
Hisa lightly tapped his head, silently rebuking his apology as she released him.
“So how are you feeling? Pretty heroic?” Hisa teased.
“C’mon, Granny Hisa, I’m no hero,” Shujinkou weakly laughed as he scratched his right cheek.
“Sounds exactly like a grizzled vet coming home from war Shujinkou.”
He couldn’t argue with her response, and he was well aware of all the time he he heard those three words in fiction.
Never thought I’d think be thinking about it from this perspective.
After that thought crossed his mind, Shujinkou caught a glimpse of someone else entering his room.
“Mom?”
He didn’t know why, but seeing his mother caused tears to well up in his eyes. Maybe it was relief knowing she didn’t fall victim to Akui’s threat.
No, it wasn’t just that. With his sanity back, he knew the reckless actions he took nearly made him break a promise he made to himself. A promise that was one of the reasons he was still here.
“Mom… I’m…”
His mother said nothing. Instead, she just approached him and let her son shed all his tears in her arms. It was her way of telling him, “Everything was okay now.”
Soon after he was done, his friends expressed that they had to leave. They clearly regretted doing so, but Shujinkou understood that it was late.
But it was fine, since he knew he could see everyone again tomorrow. It may have been the only reason he could genuinely smile as he watched them leave.
“Hm?”
Shujinkou soon realized that Natsuki was still in the house, showing no intention of leaving. He was about to ask, but he clamped his mouth shut once the answer came to him.
He just wished it had come to him sooner, as Natsuki quietly expressed some discomfort towards his brief curiosity.
Neither of them could look at each other until Hisa clapped her hands together.
“Alright, you two, time to get to bed. My Hisa-sense senses big things tomorrow,” Hisa advised.
The idea of going back to sleep after just waking up from a month-long coma was something Shujinkou and Natsuki found darkly humorous. They shared a wry smile as they climbed the stairs.
“…You’re always so good at diffusing situations like that, Mom,” Hiro said with awe.
Hisa shrugged. “You have to be when you’re in the business I’m in.”
…
Natsuki yawned as she climbed down the stairs. She had figured sleep would have been easy after such a tiring day with an exciting end, but she found herself able to get the required amount.
“Good morning,” Hisa took another sip from her cup of morning coffee after her greeting.
She was sitting on the couch, her eyes soon back on her phone.
“What are you looking at?” Natsuki asked.
“Just some messages from my beloved staff.” Hisa answered. “I think they’re going crazy there without me being there.”
Natsuki imagined Hisa’s resort in disarray without her guidance. It didn’t seem like an impossibility given how Hisa seemed to have the air of a leader.
Glancing over her shoulder, the messages Natsuki got a peek of proved that.
“Maybe it’s time you head back?” Natsuki suggested.
Hisa glanced back, shooting an annoyed look at her.
“Natsuki… Are you trying to get rid of me just after my grandson woke up…?”
“No, I was just…!”
Hisa playfully ruffled Natsuki’s hair, insuring her, “I was just playing, Natsuki. Appreciate the concern.”
It felt nice. That was the only thought in Natsuki’s head until Hiro approached them with lunch in hand.
“Hiro, why do you have two lunches?” Natsuki questioned.
“Oh, one’s for Shujinkou,” Hiro replied.
“Really? You think that Shujinkou’s going to school today soon?”
“Yeah, he’s going,” Hisa said matter-of-factly.
“But he just woke up from a month-long coma. If I were him, I’d take off just to get myself together.”
As if to destroy her point, Shujinkou came downstairs with a loud yawn. He was already wearing his school uniform and greeted everyone with a tired smile.
“Shujinkou… You’re really going to school today?” Natsuki questioned, perplexed.
He bashfully scratched his right cheek, “Well, I kinda already missed a month’s worth of school so… I don’t really think I can afford to miss anymore.”
“That makes sense, but… Whatever, I guess Sayori wasn’t confident for nothing.”
“Speaking of Sayori… Is she here yet?”
“She came earlier to tell me to tell you that she was going ahead and that you’ll probably won’t see her until later since she has a lot to do at school today.”
“Oh. Ok.”
Natsuki sighed. Not only was she wrong about Shujinkou, but she also had a task she needed to handle today. Shujinkou’s surprising desire to go to school did not do her any favors.
She stepped into the kitchen and moments later came out with a wide steel pan.
“It’s something for class,” Natsuki quickly said as she walked past Shujinkou. “Now let’s go. We’re gonna be late if we don’t get moving.”
“R-Right,” Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement and followed Natsuki outside.
His mind was filled with curiosity, which was all he needed to know to realize he needed to quickly change the subject.
“Hey… Does it bother you that I stayed at your house for a few nights?”
He was taken aback by the sudden question but answered with, “Not really. Why?”
“Just asking. If I was in your shoes, I’d be wondering why I’m staying there instead of anywhere more appropriate.”
Natsuki laid out her feelings in a matter-of-fact manner, but her logic did little to dissuade Shujinkou.
“No, it’s fine. I really don’t mind you staying over.” He assured her with no hesitation.
“Ok,” Natsuki said in a satisfied tone. “Granted, it’d look pretty bad for you if you said it was a problem when I’ve been doing nothing but helping out.”
Shujinkou chuckled and scratched his right cheek.
“Guess I was worried for nothing. You seem absolutely fine.”
“Yeah. I guess a month-long sleep can be good for something. I feel completely energized.”
“That’s good. I got the feeling you’re going to need it.”
Shujinkou’s eyebrows raised with surprise. “What do you mean?”
“Eh… A lot of things. Just take my word for it.”
“Okay…”
Shujinkou wanted to question her further, but knew it was best not to press. Instead, the subject was changed to the festival that happened while Shujinkou was asleep.
“Granny Hisa went to the job thing?” Shujinkou asked in surprise.
“Yep, but I didn’t really see what her demo was since I was out for most of it.”
“What happened?”
Natsuki paused and furled her brow, bitterly recalling the moments before she blacked out.
“Someone threw a vase at my head.”
“What?! Why would someone do that?”
“I twisted the knife when Rei aced their scam.”
“Scam?”
“It was an extremely hard and controlled bow and arrow challenge. Turns out, it wasn’t that difficult for Rei. She nailed all the targets like it was nothing and won the expensive prize.”
“And because you said something, they threw a vase at your head?”
“Mm-hmm.”
“Ouch.”
“Yep. At least the pain didn’t last long. I guess I should consider myself lucky that it was pretty much a blink and miss moment for me.”
Contrary to her words, Natsuki’s puffed cheeks showed that the moment still bothered her greatly.
“Anyway, another thing that happened was Fuyu’s mom judging people’s reactions with tarot cards.”
“What does she learn from that?”
“Just a bunch of little stuff as far as I can tell. Though they seemed to be a little too on the nose to be random… Sayori was practically freaking out with all the cards she drew for you.”
“I see…” Shujinkou figured it would be best not to ask what those cards were. “Anything else happened?”
“Well, Kiyoko got a lot of attention from playing an ocarina. She was really good with it.”
“Huh. I guess she’s good at more than one instrument.”
Stopping to think about it, Shujinkou realized that he was still learning things about Kiyoko.
“Man, it sounds like you guys had a lot of fun while I was asleep.” He thought aloud.
“What part of getting hit in the head with a vase is fun?” Natsuki jovially shoved Shujinkou with her left elbow.
After that, the two continued conversing until finally reaching school. From what Shujinkou could see, nothing had changed in the month that he was gone.
“It’s really true.”
Mali’s voice rung in their ears, but she was nowhere in sight.
“Ehe, I guess it really is you Senpai.”
It was only then when they remembered a criticism Mali had always made a point of saying — to look up.
She was sitting along the outer wall surrounding the school, joyfully swinging her legs back and forth.
“Mali.” Shujinkou’s surprised response brought a smile to her face.
“Senpai’s finally awake,” Mali nonchalantly dropped down in front of them and gave Shujinkou a little wave with her right hand. “Welcome back, Senpai.”
Shujinkou waved back in response. Mali’s surprisingly warm welcome had left him speechless.
“Wait a minute-!” Natsuki quickly approached Mali, focusing squarely on her right arm. “I thought your arm was broken! How’s it better already?”
“How?” Mali giggled, flexing her right arm in a taunting manner. “…I’m surprised, Natsuki-chan. I didn’t think you’d so quickly blurt something like that out when you haven’t even ran it through Senpai yet.”
Once again, Natsuki had to concede to Mali’s response. From the corner of her eyes, she could see Shujinkou naturally horrified by the sudden revelation.
“Mali, your arm was broken?” Shujinkou worriedly asked.
There was no way Mali would pass up the opportunity to descriptively recap events she didn’t want to hear. Natsuki knew this well.
“It was nothing, Senpai. I just had a nasty fall.”
Natsuki looked on in bemusement.
“I can’t fault Natsuki-chan’s surprise. After all, she was so worried when she found me and during our chat at the hospital. Not to mention, I never got around to telling her that it was just dislocated.”
“Dislocated…?” Natsuki murmured.
“Of course, we haven’t seen each other since then, so of course I couldn’t ease your worries, Natsuki-chan,” Mali continued.
Natsuki couldn’t focus on what Mali was saying. Why was Mali purposely being vague about her previous injury?
Recognizing, and finding pleasure in, Natsuki’s confused state, Mali turned her attention to Shujinkou.
“But look at this, Senpai just woke up and he’s already showing his worried face.”
“It’s… It’s only natural, right?”
Shujinkou timidly scratched his right cheek. Mali was looking at him strangely, and he didn’t know what to make of it.
Her eyes narrowed as she stepped towards him. She pushed herself up with the tips of her toes and leaned in close.
“M-Mali…!” Shujinkou instinctively yelped as he felt Mali’s generous chest push against his own.
“Aha, I almost forgot how cute Senpai is when he’s flustered.”
Mali carefully observed Shujinkou’s red face.
“Y-You’re too close…!” he fretted.
“Eh? What do you mean Senpai? Your friends are this close to you all the time.”
Mali took a tiny step forward to emphasize her point. Just this small movement set Shujinkou’s heart ablaze.
“You let VP-san hug you all the time and I’m pretty sure you’ve had some close encounters with the others, so why should your kōhai being this close bother you?”
“Ah…”
Droplets of sweat crawled town Shujinkou’s neck. Just the barest of movements caused their chest to interact more than he would like.
“Mali, cut it out!” Natsuki snapped.
Mali looked back and met Natsuki’s fury with a composed shrug.
“Why are you so mad, Natsuki-chan? Actually, did I catch a bit of envy in your voice?”
“W-What? I’m not jealous…!”
“That wasn’t very convincing, Natsuki-chan. You shouldn’t be jealous over someone doing something you wish you could, you know.”
“I don’t want to do that!”
Mali giggled and slowly moved away from Shujinkou.
“Okay, Natsuki-chan, but don’t say I’ve never done anything for you.”
Mali looked up, returning her gaze to Shujinkou. Part of him felt charmed by the small, but genuinely innocent smile she gave him, leaving him unprepared when she wrapped her arms around him and laid her head against his chest.
“Mali?”
She looked up at him again and said, “My precious Senpai is finally back. I can’t wait to see you later, Senpai.”
With those parting words, Mali released him and walked towards the school.
“…Natsuki… Did something happen to Mali while I was asleep?” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, completely befuddled by Mali’s behavior towards him.
“I don’t know… I never understand what’s going on in that head of hers…”
Shujinkou imagined Natsuki surrounded by fire as she responded to his query. That was how dangerous the aura she gave off was.
He didn’t think anything could extinguish it before they were approached from behind.
“Morning, guys.”
Monika greeted the two of them whilst Yuri nodded her head. In spite of the warm greeting, Natsuki showed more annoyance with their presence than joy.
“…How long have you two been around?” she asked.
“A little bit…” Monika winced.
“We figured it would be better if we didn’t give Mali more ammo to tease us all with,” Yuri explained.
I can’t blame them for that… That understanding didn’t stop Natsuki from pouting, knowing that Monika and Yuri had seen everything.
It was a sentiment Shujinkou could relate too. If the ordeal didn’t drain him emotionally, he would surely feel more embarrassment than he could handle.
“Ah…” Yuri briefly looked away, unsure of her next words. “Shujinkou, I know you probably thought you should return to school after a month away but are you sure it’s okay? Mentally, you haven’t had any time to rest at all.”
“I get what you’re saying, but I’m fine. Besides… I don’t think my patience would let me wait another day.”
Shujinkou reassured Yuri with a confident grin. The mere sight and the warmth that came from it prompted her to fiddle with her hair.
There really isn’t a trace of the person he was that night.
That realization caused her heart to beat even faster than before.
This is…!
She buried her face in her hands.
I thought I was over this yesterday… I… I can’t face him right now!
“Yuri?”
“E-Excuse me! I just remembered that I have something to take care of!”
Yuri rushed towards the school before anyone could get a word out.
“…Did I say something wrong?” Shujinkou wondered aloud.
“Don’t take it personal, Shujinkou,” Monika said. “I’m sure she really did have something important to do. Sayori was the same way this morning remember.”
Shujinkou silently scratched his right cheek.
“Hey, Shujinkou…” Natsuki stared at Shujinkou, curiously eyeing him from head to toe. “Do you remember anything that was said around you while you were asleep?”
“Not really,” Shujinkou replied, shaking his head. “Is that possible?”
“I just remember someone saying that a person in a comatose state could possibly subconsciously remember what was said around them.”
“Um…” Shujinkou took a moment to think. “…Nope, I can’t really think of anything that happened after the hospital roof except waking up.”
“Probably for the best…” Monika said this with a weak chuckle. “A lot of stuff was said just so we didn’t run out of things to talk about. Your head would be filled with a lot of gibberish if that was the case.”
Monika’s awkward laughter and blushing cheeks confirmed a theory Natsuki held. You too, huh?
“Anyway…” Monika clasped Shujinkou’s hands. “We should be getting to class now, shouldn’t we?”
“Y-Yeah…”
Shujinkou was taken aback by Monika’s sudden action, but it was nothing compared to what she did next. The young man felt a surge of electricity surge corse through him as his friend’s arms wrapped around his right.
The closeness of their bodies and Monika’s enthralling smile, everything seemed to conspire just to make his heart go, “Doki Doki.”
“Shall we?”
“Mm-hmm…?”
Standing on the sideline, Natsuki had to bite her tongue to keep her mouth from falling agape.
When did Monika get so bold? This is way beyond flirting!
Suddenly, she was reminded of a certain phrase that described what she was witnessing perfectly: “Absence really does make the heart grow fonder.”
Those very words haunted her as she followed them into the school.
From the school grounds to inside the building itself, Shujinkou noticed something strange – everyone was looking his way.
Then again, the way Monika is escorting me is bound to get a few eyebrows raised.
It wasn’t the first time being around Monika in public garnered attention and he was sure it wouldn’t be the last.
He eventually split off from Natsuki and Monika and walked into his classroom. Despite not feeling like a month had passed, Shujinkou felt a wave of nostalgia emanating from every corner of his classroom.
Perhaps it was just because it was the first time in a long time, he was able to come to school worry free.
But as he thought this, he noticed he was still getting a few odd stares here and there.
Wait… I have been gone for a month. I guess it makes sense my classmates would be surprised to see me back.
He was satisfied with his conclusion and continued to his desk. He was used to his classmates giving him weird looks and a day or two of that again wouldn’t be so bad.
Dropping his things by his desk, Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and chuckled softly at the sight of Kiyoko’s head lying against the top of her desk.
“Kiyoko?”
“Hm?”
She looked, showing no signs of fatigue or grogginess.
“Hey, Shujinkou. Welcome back to the land of the living,” she greeted.
“Thanks. It’s good to see you again, Kiyoko.”
“Ditto.”
“Can you believe I’ve been asleep for a month?”
Kiyoko shrugged. “Could’ve been a lot longer.”
“Yeah… That would have really shocked me,” Shujinkou replied as he took his seat. “I don’t think I could handle anything longer than 3 months.”
“Hm.”
Despite Shujinkou giving nothing but basic and generic responses, Kiyoko seemed to be fascinated anyway. It was like she was hanging on to his every word.
“Hey, Kiyoko, did the others tell you what happened that night?” Shujinkou queried. “Like not vague but everything they saw?”
“Yep,” Kiyoko quickly replied.
“Oh… And that doesn’t make you feel weird around me?”
“Not really.”
“At all?”
“Nope.”
“Oh.”
Kiyoko was never one to mince words, Shujinkou knew that, but he was still surprised by the lack of hesitation or a break to gather her thoughts.
“You’re not worried that something like that could happen again?”
“Shujinkou, are you worried that you’ll spontaneously lash out at us?”
She hit the nail on the head. Shujinkou could only feebly nod his head in front of what could only be a supernatural 6th sense.
“Do you still feel off like you did when all of that happened?”
“Not really…”
“Then you’re fine. No need to overthink it.”
“That is a thing I always do, huh?”
It was something he always appreciated about Kiyoko, her ability to calm him down with simple and basic logic.
It wasn’t just her words, but how she delivered them and the calming vibe she always seemed to give off.
“Oh, by the way, I heard you played an ocarina in front of a lot of people while I was asleep.”
“I didn’t know it would get everyone’s attention. I was just giving it a whirl.”
“But that’s pretty impressive, right? It sounds like you amazed everyone.”
Kiyoko gave a nonchalant shrug.
“You gotta show me some time,” Shujinkou requested. “I’ve never seen someone play it in real life.”
“Have you ever wanted to play it yourself.”
“Well, as a kid.”
Kiyoko shot Shujinkou an amused look.
“What?”
“There’s a pretty easy ‘A Link to the Past’ joke I could make here.”
They both shared a light chuckle until someone tapped Shujinkou’s shoulder.
His whole class was standing in front of him, looking at him with awe.
“Uhm… Yes?”
That was when it began. He was soon thrust into a tsunami of never-ending questions.
“How’d you do it?!”
“Shujinkou, were you scared?”
“Is it true you got shot?”
What was happening? Everyone wanted to know what happened on Devil’s Night, something they shouldn’t know about.
“Oh wow…” Kiyoko surprised tone drew Shujinkou’s attention back to her. “I thought they would have told you. Then again, I guess they were too focused on you waking up.”
“Wait, tell me what?” Shujinkou asked.
“That you’re the ‘Hero of the School.’”
“WHAT?!”
Out of everything that has ever been said to him, “Hero of the School” was assuredly the most surreal. It was too much to process but fortunately the arrival of their home room teacher freed him from having to do so.
“Good morning, everyone,” Chica greeted everyone with a bright smile.
It was a relieving sight, a sign that not everything was suddenly turned on its head.
“Oh.” Her eyes were soon on Shujinkou, and she said, “Ah, welcome back, Shujinkou. Have you had your hero’s return moment yet?”
“Uhh…” Shujinkou buried his head in his arms. He needed to figure out what was going on and he needed to do it fast.
…
“Yep, you’re the school hero,” Fuyu answered matter of factly.
When Shujinkou rushed to her office during lunch looking for an explanation, he did not expect Fuyu to give him such a simple and straightforward response.
“But how? How did I suddenly go from ‘the weird kid that daydreams too much’ to ‘school hero’?” Shujinkou desperately begged for an answer for something so unbelievable.
“You’re forgetting the possibly Monika’s boyfriend part.”
“Wait, that’s actually a thing?! Like an actual rumor that’s going around and not just quiet speculation?”
“Mm-hmm.”
Shujinkou cradled his throbbing head. “…How did all of this happen?”
“Shujinkou, I wasn’t there to see how it all went down but you did single handily take down a bunch of hardened criminals, saved your friends and then went on to take out the ringleaders of the entire kidnapping incident all while suffering from a bullet wound.
Naturally, something like that isn’t going to be a private affair and naturally you’re going to be considered a hero by everyone for that.”
“But… That…”
Shujinkou struggled to wrap his head around this revelation.
“This is crazy. I’m no hero,” Shujinkou asserted.
“Something said by Solid Snake whenever someone said he was such,” Fuyu quickly pointed out.
“But that’s different. He was the only Snake that wasn’t trying to impose his will on others and when he just couldn’t have a normal life, he decided to put his life on the line and do what he could to make sure the world doesn’t blow itself up.
I’m just a normal student.”
“Who decided to put his life on the line to save his friends even when he was struggling internally, but persevered because he couldn’t afford to lose or quit. That sounds like a hero to me.”
“But… I didn’t act like one. I mean I… I…”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and frowned.
“What’s wrong?”
“I don’t… I don’t really remember much of what happened that night.”
“You don’t?”
“I remember getting shot and nearly dying. I remember saving Monika from and leaving with the others and I remember everything from the roof except for what happened after getting Akui away from the others.”
Shujinkou cocked his head and furrowed his eyes.
“I… Did I fight off a lot of guys? I know everyone says I did and I kinda remember a bunch of unconscious people, but I don’t really remember fighting them.
Wait, do you know what happened to Akui’s wife? I- Did she-?”
“Hold on, Shujinkou!” Fuyu raised her hands, signaling him to stop talking. “You’re showing signs of you beginning to go off on a tangent. Let’s take it from the top and slowly work our way to you waking up.”
It was good advice. Shujinkou took a deep breath and loudly exhaled it whilst sifting through his memories.
“So, I remember going off to look for Sayori and Natsuki and I remember showing up in front of Monika and Yuri to show them what I found, but I don’t really remember how I found it.”
“You mean those weird documents you found?” Fuyu brought up.
Shujinkou nodded his head. “Except I don’t remember what I read on them or what happened to them either. I do remember being freaked out by them though…”
“What else?”
“Everything’s crystal clear up until the point Nivia shot me and left me to die in water. After dragging myself out, I ran into… someone.”
“Didn’t you run into Mali?”
“I think so… And after that… I remember moving and dodging, catching Monika, I found Claudette and Mali found the others and then I was at the hospital and…”
Recalling what happened next was bad enough, but something else bothered Shujinkou. He could remember laughter. Someone was enjoying the pain inflicted that night.
“Everyone was hurt, and I was the only one left standing and… I needed to do something… I needed to save everyone and…”
No matter how hard he tried to remember, Shujinkou could not recall the finer details of that encounter. Particularly jarring was that he had no recollection of what happened to Akui fate before he fell into his coma.
But he could hear begging and pleas to stop in his ears.
“…Then Sayori had to beg me to stop before I did something I would regret and then I woke up in my room.”
“So, you can’t remember the violence,” Fuyu concluded.
“The violence?”
“From what you said, it sounds like that’s the most significant portions that are missing.”
“Just the violence? But I kinda remember fighting Akui. It was really one-sided until… Um… I turned it around somehow and he was sent flying. And then Akuma… I attacked him and then… Everyone looked so upset…”
Fuyu had kept quiet, but she had noticed the way Shujinkou’s body trembles as he tried to recall what was lost to him. “You know, I read something like this from my mother’s books. It sounds like you have post-traumatic amnesia.”
“You mean I’m repressing something I really don’t want to know?” Shujinkou queried.
“That’s another possibility, but that’s not what I was getting at. Post-traumatic amnesia is something that happens when a person wakes up from a coma. Of course, it’s important to remember that it’s not the coma that causes it, but the injury to the brain that does.”
“Could me not being myself have anything to do with it?”
“Possibly.”
Even with a medical explanation, a last-minute memory loss still seemed like a perfect end to a series of strange coincidences.
“And you know, you shouldn’t be too hard for yourself for being a little out of sorts given everything that was happening to and around you in such a short time span,” Fuyu continued. “I think you’ve been through enough for anyone our age to snap.”
“I guess… It just doesn’t really feel like I was close to snapping like that,” Shujinkou said with a sigh.
“Then what was it like?”
“Like… I don’t know, maybe I’m just dwelling on the past too much again.”
“It’s understandable that you’d want to get an understanding of what was just moments ago for you. But maybe you should give yourself some time to mentally recover from the whole experience. Get your mind off of it and just focus on the things that make you happy.”
What she said made sense. For all anyone knew, an explanation for all the strange events would never come. Just letting it go and moving on seemed like the best course of action after all.
“I guess. Thanks for the advice, Fuyu.”
The student president smiled warmly and assured him, “It’s what I’m here for.”
Shujinkou returned the smile and left. The second he was gone; the rest of the Literature Club came spilling out of the closet.
“Oh, I totally forgot you guys were in there…” Fuyu admitted
“How horrible… I can certainly see why Shujinkou would be bothered by suffering from memory loss. It has to feel like losing a part of yourself,” Yuri sympathized.
“I don’t know, Yuri. Maybe it’s best this way,” Sayori replied.
“How so?”
“Shiko already mentioned to Monika that the way he was acting really made him upset and that was before whatever he did to Akui and the beatdown he gave Akuma. He also really seems fragile right now, so it really seems like it’s a good thing that he doesn’t remember how the fighting went.”
“But is it really a good idea to withhold that information from him?” Monika asked.
“It’s not like we’re trying to be mean. It’s just that I don’t think Shiko could handle it right now. I’m pretty sure he still feels a little bad since he still remembers how he felt, he just doesn’t remember why he feels bad.”
“To present another side of the argument here, I think you guys should proceed like you didn’t accidentally overhear something we’re not so sure he wants to mention again,” Fuyu proposed.
“That’s a good point…” Monika accepted.
“Not like us dwelling on it going to make him feel any better,” Natsuki added. “The last thing he needs is for us to constantly remind him of something he can’t completely remember and probably hopes he doesn’t.”
“Right. Right now, we need to focus on what happens after school,” Sayori reminded everyone of their goal and how little time they have left.
Though she said that, Sayori still wondered just how Shujinkou was doing.
Was it going to be easy to take Fuyu’s advice to heart or not?
As he roamed the halls, Shujinkou found himself surrounded by numerous eyes. For once, especially notable since he was alone this time, they were all on him.
People were staring at him in awe and reverence.
All Shujinkou could do was awkwardly wave back. He just couldn’t get used to the surreal feeling of his fellow students looking at him like that.
It’s not like this is bad right…? I mean, it’s better than everyone thinking I’m still the weird guy that daydreams too much, right?
Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. He wasn’t even sure if he still had that reputation. When he thought about it, he never really interacted with the other students since he came to this school.
If he hadn’t overheard everyone around him the few times he had his ears open to reality, then maybe he would not have discovered he had that reputation in the first place. If he did, maybe it wouldn’t have taken a basketball to the face to meet Kiyoko, someone who was in his class.
“Does that even matter now… It’s not like it bothered me then.”
He muttered this just before he bumped into someone.
“Rei?”
The girl who usually held onto her silence was standing in front of him. With her usual unchanging expression, she slowly waved at him.
“Sorry. I was lost in thought again…” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he apologized.
Per usual, Rei did not offer a verbal response.
“Hey, um... Rei, are you busy right now? Cause I wanted to know if you’d like to go somewhere with me.”
Rei slowly nodded her head, easing Shujinkou’s worries that she’d refuse due to his awkward phrasing.
The slight embarrassment remained though.
Shujinkou led her to the roof, granting him reprieve from the attention that’s been heaped on him.
“Hey, Rei… Did anything interesting happened while I was gone?” Shujinkou asked. “I mean besides the job thing here?”
Rei slowly shook her head, surprising Shujinkou. He was trying to get Rei’s perspective on anything more that may have happened while he was gone, and while that may bring up her accomplishment in archery, he didn’t expect her to completely downplay her feat.
“Really? But I heard from Natsuki that easily beat a rigged archery challenge. I didn’t know you had such a good eye,” Shujinkou complimented.
Rei didn’t say a word, nor was she looking at him. He didn’t sense that she was ignoring him, rather it was as if she was waiting for something else.
She had a desire to hear what he really wanted to say first and foremost.
“…Hey, Rei, thanks again for listening to me last month.”
Her gaze returned to him, and she slowly cocked her head as Shujinkou continued.
“I was in a bad spot, and it really helped that you listened. It really meant a lot.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek bashfully, pondering if there was anything more, he had to say.
“Also, thanks for the flowers. I heard you went out of your way to get them for me and…”
He didn’t know why he felt awkward expressing his gratitude to Rei, but at the very end he was able to give a heartfelt smile and simple, but wholehearted, “Thanks, Rei.”
“…Kind…”
“Huh?”
“Shujinkou is… always kind… to me. I always… wanted to do something… kind for Shujinkou,” Rei admitted.
“Rei… You don’t need to say that like you owe me anything. It’s not like an expected back and forth kind of thing.”
“But Shujinkou’s friends… always want to… do nice things for you too… Friends… do nice things for each other.”
“That is true…”
“I wanted… to do something nice… like I was your friend.”
Shujinkou quietly scratched his right cheek.
“But Rei, aren’t you already my friend?”
Rei was once again silent. This time however, it appeared that she couldn’t say anything even if she had wanted to.
“Friend…? Shujinkou thinks… Rei is his friend?” she questioned.
“Yeah. “We definitely are friends, Rei,” Shujinkou brightly assured her.
Rei’s eye drifted away.
“…Shujinkou is my friend… I have a… friend…”
The disbelief Shujinkou felt from Rei was something he could relate to. He remembered having a tough time accepting that he made a friend in Sayori when he first moved here.
“Shujinkou really is… kind…”
“Rei?”
Shujinkou understood Rei’s feelings, he truly did. But no matter how much he could empathize, it couldn’t stop him from expressing great surprise over what he saw.
Rei was smiling.
“Shujinkou is kind… Is kind like, Davi.”
Shujinkou was still focused on Rei’s small smile. There was a child-like purity to it.
“Wait… Davi? Who’s-?”
The class bell could be heard throughout the school. Lunch Break was now over.
“Uh…”
They had no choice but to return to class, but Shujinkou still couldn’t get his mind off of what Rei said.
Who was Davi and who was this person to Rei? What other connections could Rei draw between the two?
“Shujinkou.”
Kiyoko was calling for him.
“Hm?”
“You know school’s been over for 15 minutes, right?”
“Eh?!”
Looking around, Shujinkou realized that they were the only ones left in the classroom.
Have I’ve been stuck on that this whole time?!
He could feel his soul desperately trying to escape his body. His first day back at school and he had squandered every opportunity to try and catch up.
“Don’t let it get to you, Shujinkou. You still have time.”
Shujinkou appreciated the encouragement, but he still couldn’t get his mind off of earlier. Was being curious about what Rei said bad?
It seemed too close to delving into her past and he didn’t want to question it unless she brought it up first.
I don’t think just a mention would count so… I guess I just need it to be just that -- a passing mention. That way, I won’t try to dig deeper again.
That was the plan he settled on.
“Finally worked things out?”
Kiyoko was staring at him with fascination. It became clear to Shujinkou that he had indeed worked things out – in front of Kiyoko.
“Uh…” Shujinkou sheepishly scratched his right cheek. “Y-Yeah. I’m pretty sure I did.”
He remembered being told that he was an open book when it came to his emotions, and yet it didn’t seem to be just a figure of speech when it came to Kiyoko.
She’s as good as Mali when it comes to that. And it doesn’t help that I am an open book.
Shujinkou chuckled. A positive form of self-deprecation felt nice.
Suddenly, he felt his phone vibrating in his pocket.
“Fuyu wants to see me in her office?” Shujinkou wondered aloud.
“Same here,” Kiyoko replied.
“Really? I guess it doesn’t have anything to do with my first day back to school. You don’t think it’s something bad, right?”
Kiyoko shrugged. Her cavalier response reminded Shujinkou that it may be something good too.
Or just a notice.
They gathered their things and walked to Fuyu’s office. Shujinkou opened the doors and—”
“SURPRISE!”
The rest of his companions were there, struggling to use their confetti poppers. By the time they finally managed to do so, confetti flew out a few centimeters then slowly drifted to the ground.
There was a moment of silence, no one daring to say a word until Rei activated the final one, sending confetti flying through the air.
“What’s going on?” Shujinkou questioned.
“A reflection of a failed surprise, Senpai,” Mali cheerfully answered.
“But for what?”
“Don’t be such a dummy, Shujinkou,” Natsuki lightly chastised. “What else?”
“Oh, get the thing, Natsuki!” Sayori excitedly instructed.
“Right.”
Natsuki walked towards the office’s closet.
“Ah, as you can see, we were trying to give you a welcome back surprise,” Yuri explained “And as you can see, it didn’t turn out so well.”
“Guys…”
“Ah geez, Senpai, don’t get sentimental yet. Your Kōhai made a backup.” With a giggle, Mali fiddled with her phone.
The sound of fast pulling rope preceded a hail of confetti and balloons.
“Surprise, Senpai!”
“…Mali, when did you set this up?” Fuyu questioned.
“When it was most needed.”
“Did you have to do that with all the food here?” Natsuki quietly chastised.
There was a table with a cover on top. Natsuki pulled the cover off revealing a spread of various snacks and a punch bowl.
In the middle was a large open space, just enough to fit the tin pan Natsuki had brought to school earlier.
“Okay, let’s try this again.”
Monika led everyone behind the table and Natsuki removed the lid.
“Welcome back, Shujinkou!”
Under the lid was a cake with the words, “Glad to have you back!” written across it.
“Guys…”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, unknowingly rubbing his tears across it.
It was totally unnecessary -- that was the first thought that popped into his head, but strangely, he instantly refused it.
“…Thank you.”
He wiped away his tears and joined his friends. Never before has just sitting and talking with friends warmed the heart so much.
“Senpai looks like he wants to cry again,” Mali noted.
“Really?” Shujinkou gingerly rubbed his eyes.
“It’s not like it’s a bad thing you’re comfortable expressing your feelings, Shujinkou,” Yuri gently assured him.
“I wasn’t trying to imply that,” Mali corrected. “I just think Senpai’s crying face is cute.”
“Eh? Cute?” Sayori leaned close to Shujinkou, taking a good look at his face. “I never thought that…”
“Eh… Can we stop talking about my face when crying please?” Shujinkou sheepishly requested.
“Yeah… We need to only talk about happy things. Especially since we’re all going to be busy after we’re done.”
“Busy? Do you guys have some catching up to do too?”
“Kind of. But that’s why it’s so important that we work hard.”
“Especially you, Senpai,” Mali interjected. “Afterall, the finals for this semester starts first thing next week.”
“Oh…”
Shujinkou worriedly scratched his right cheek. If the exams were next week than he knew he would have to study harder than he ever had befo-
“THE EXAMS ARE NEXT WEEK?!”
Chapter 186: Catching Up
Chapter Text
“Shiko! Shiko!” No matter how much Sayori yelled his name and shook him, she could not garner a response from Shujinkou. “Did he fall into another coma!?”
“Actually, Sayori, I think he just temporarily retreated into his head,” Kiyoko calmly pointed out. “The shock was probably too much for him.”
“But why? Didn’t he already hear about this throughout the day?”
“To be fair, the whole hero thing was getting to him.”
“To be fair, I’m pretty sure any of us would react the same way if we were in his shoes,” Natsuki added.
“Uuoo… Still, we can’t just leave him like this,” Sayori lightly shook Shujinkou’s body again. Like before, she received no response.
“Oh, Shin'yū-san, that’s no way to wake up Senpai,” Mali joyfully pointed out.
“Do you have an idea, Mali?” Monika questioned.
“Of course, Senpai’s Kōhai knows just how to snap him out his trance.”
Mali casually approached Shujinkou’s body and sat next to him. Her hands clamped down on his shoulders and she pulled herself closer, bringing her parted lips to his right ear.
“Senpai…”
She took a deep breath and blew a steady stream of air into Shujinkou’s ear. Shujinkou immediately sat up, his face as red as a beet.
“What happened?” he breathlessly asked.
“You were sent into a state of shock when you realized your perilous situation, Senpai,” Mali reminded him.
“Oh, right…” Hearing that made Shujinkou want to retreat back into his head. “I can’t believe I woke up just before the exams… This can’t be happening…!”
“Yep. A pretty mean-spirted surprise for our local hero.”
Fuyu cleared her throat. “The thing is Shujinkou… You’re not exactly taking the exams next week,”
“Really?” Shujinkou’s eyes lit up with surprise.
“Due to your circumstances, all your teachers agreed that it would best to take your exams during the retake period.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. The extra time given to him would surely increase his chances of passing his exams.
However, he knew taking them would also result in him missing what came after – something he had been looking forward to doing now that he had friends this year.
“…Fuyu, is there a way I can take the exams with everyone else?” he requested.
His question was met with surprised stares from everyone.
“…Are you sure that’s really something you want to do, Shujinkou?” Fuyu questioned.
Shujinkou nodded his head. “I have to.”
“…The thing is Shujinkou, that’s not exactly your call to make. All your teachers agreed that you should take the exam at a later time, and I doubt you’ll convince them all otherwise. The only way for you to take the exams with the rest of us would be to ask our Kōchō-sensei.”
“Principal Taiki?” Shujinkou cringed.
“What’s wrong, Shujinkou? You seem like you have some grievances with our principal,” Yuri noted.
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek, “I don’t have anything against him, it’s just… I kinda met him last year and well… I don’t think I was that respectful to him.”
“Shujinkou, you’re the most respectful guy I know,” Natsuki pointed out. “You mentally double check to make sure you didn’t say anything hurtful sometimes. What could you have done that would have been bad?”
“Waste his time and blatantly ignore him, plus daydreaming on him too…” Shujinkou sheepishly admitted. “Last year, I was a little worse than I was earlier this year and sometimes I got into a state of not really caring about anything. I’m pretty sure I made a really bad impression.”
“I doubt it,” Kiyoko spoke up. “If you were the same last year as you were at the start of this year then I’m pretty sure you’ll be fine.”
“You really think so?”
“Hmm… I remember the times I met with Taiki-kun,” Mali thought aloud.
“You… You call our principal, ‘Taiki-kun’…?” Natsuki asked, baffled.
“Mm-hmm.”
“Have you ever called him that to his face?”
“Of course.”
“Of course…”
Mali giggled and turned her attention back to Shujinkou. “Anyway, I remember that the times I went to see him this year.”
“How many times was that?” Sayori questioned.
“22,” Mali said, not bothering to hide her delight.
“That’s-!” Yuri clapped her hands over her mouth, stifling her outburst. “…Am I to presume that was just the amount from last semester?”
“No, that was just the first 2 weeks,” Mali replied. “Apparently, I was very anti-social and disturbed my classmates.”
A chill ran through Natsuki and Yuri. The more they learned, the more they felt uncomfortable around Mali.
“Anyway, you can at least infer from that that he doesn’t like nonsense.”
“Uh-huh…” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, unsure of how to take Mali’s account. Was she giving him advice or using the opportunity to generate unease.
Perhaps it was both.
Time passed on and the time to go home arrived.
“C’mon, Shiko, it’s time to go home,” Sayori cheerfully waved at him.
She was clearly excited to walk home together after so long, a fact that made what Shujinkou had to say next even harder.
“Actually, Sayori… There’s somewhere I need to go.”
“Eh? Where?”
“Let’s just say there’s a promise that’s over a month due and I need to make things right.”
…
“I’m sorry! Really and truly sorry! I’m just-!”
Shujinkou’s rapid-fire apologies were brought to an immediate halt once Nakité clasped her hands over his mouth.
“Shujinkou! I get it! You’re super sorry!”
Perhaps he did go overboard by continuously apologizing, but Shujinkou was still surprised Nakité didn’t seem agitated when he showed up out of the blue.
Once he calmed down, Nakité’s hands dropped back to her side as she explained, “It’s okay, Shujinkou. I can’t be mad at you for being in a coma for a month.”
“Wait, how’d you know I was in a coma?” Shujinkou asked.
“Your friend Kiyoko told me.”
“Kiyoko did?”
“Mm-hmm. She told me that you risked your life to save your friends.”
“Eh…” Shujinkou timidly scratched his right cheek. “I wouldn’t say that.”
“Really?” Nakité cocked her head. Her eyes held the same level of curiosity as a child. “You mean you didn’t go after your friends?”
“I did do that…”
“And then got them out of harms way while taking down the guys who kidnapped them?”
“Well, kind of… But… It’s hard to explain. Best I can say is that I’ll never be able to do what I did again, and I really rather not talk about it if that’s okay with you.”
“Hmm… If you say so.”
There was a brief silence until a smile erupted across Nakité’s face.
“Moving on, I’ll have you know that I haven’t been sitting on my hands the entire time you’ve been gone.”
“Really?”
“Yep. I took your advice about paying attention to things and tried to apply them to my stick figures.”
Nakité pulled out her design book and showed her latest sketches to Shujinkou.
“You’ve tried different perspective views.”
“Yep. What do you think?”
Shujinkou eyed the paper from top to bottom.
The body’s proportions are off and the heads are too big, but he could tell that she didn’t let anything hold her back from drawing what she wanted.
“Shujinkou?”
“Oh, sorry, I was just thinking that it’s amazing how you’re just diving into all the concepts at once. I can tell that you’re going to have a lot covered all at once soon.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.”
Nakité’s face beamed with joy.
“Wait…”
She puffed her cheeks in defiance to his words.
“Shujinkou, I need you to be brutal.”
“You want me brutal?”
“Mm-hmm. I know I can get better with each try so I want to know what to focus on. Don’t go easy on me, Sensei.”
“Sensei? That sounds too weird,” Shujinkou backed away slightly. “Plus, I thought we were partners.”
“Partners/Teacher and Student, remember?” Nakité reminded him.
Shujinkou nodded his head. No matter how he felt about being considered a teacher, he still had a responsibility to act like one. “Ok. Well, I think for what you want to do, since you’re trying to make people for your dresses, we’ll probably need to work on body proportions first.”
“You mean, besides the oversized head?”
“The torso is kind of stretched too long.”
Nakité took a long, hard look at her drawings. She snuck peeks at Shujinkou as she examined each sketch before squinting her eyes at the page.
The book flew up and down in the air before joining its owner in a short spin.
“Aha!” she finally said. “I knew purple would be the right color.”
“Huh?”
“Oh, sorry, I just had an epiphany on my designs, but I see what you mean Shujinkou. You think can help me with it anytime soon?” she requested.
“About that…” Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. “The thing is I kind of need more time. You see I-”
“Okay.”
“O-Okay?! You’re not mad?”
“No?”
“But don’t you want to know why?”
“If you want me to know. I just know that you probably have to catch up on everything in your life since you were asleep for a month.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He hadn’t expected Nakité to be so understanding to someone who should still be considered an acquaintance at best.
He thought she was being too kind to him, but it was still a touching sentiment.
“Thanks, Naki-“
“Nakité!”
The cheerful greeting from behind was from Stella. She jumped up, vaulted over Shujinkou and landed behind the couch with a loud crash.
“Where is she?” Haruko soon followed after, sporting an expression that caused Shujinkou to instinctively imagine steam fuming from her ears.
Suddenly, a ball of yarn flew past him and harmlessly bounced off Haruko’s face.
“…I’m going to let her get away with that one,” she conceded. “Anyway…”
Haruko’s eyes soon drifted Shujinkou’s way. Her once vengeful face was now full of surprise.
“Um… Who is he?” she asked Nakité.
“Oh, that’s my teacher and partner: Shujinkou,” Nakité introduced.
“H-Hi…” Shujinkou timidly waved his hand, trying his best not to anger Haruko.
Haruko didn’t say a thing and turned back to Nakité. She stormed up to his student and stated bluntly, “Nakité, when you said that you ran into someone that said they would teach you, you failed to mention that he’s super cute!”
Huh?! Shujinkou’s face was red. He couldn’t believe someone blatantly said that... and in relation to him.
“Huh?” Nakité glanced at Shujinkou then swiftly turned back to Haruko. “I guess I was more focused on the fact that he brought me my sketchbook back.”
“How do you miss that? Look at him.”
“H-Hold on! Don’t you think you guys are exaggerating a bit?” Shujinkou spluttered.
“No, you’re pretty cute,” Stella said, pulling herself from under the couch. “Hasn’t anyone ever told you that before?”
“Well… Someone I know does say that to me all the time, but I’m pretty sure that it was a bit patronizing at first.”
“What about now?”
“…I have no idea.”
“Uh-huh…” Stella shook her head, clearly amused by his response. “Somiye, what do you think?”
Shujinkou followed Stella’s eyes and was stunned to discover that Somiye had been sitting on the couch, quietly reading a book.
“I have no opinion on his appearance,” she said.
“Okay, but what about an objective standpoint?” Stella asked.
“I suppose he has the physical qualities people designate as cute. Most likely inherited from his mother.”
She’s right about that. Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he thought this to himself. I used to think it was weird I looked more like Mom. Guys thought Hiroko was cute and I know guys have to think the same for my mom so… I guess it makes since if I consider all of that. Not to mention Mom and Granny Hisa look like they’re sisters more than mother and daughter…
Shujinkou violently clapped his cheeks, leaving them redder than Nakité’s hair.
“Well… I gotta go home and study for the exams,” Shujinkou breathlessly announced.
“Okay. It was super great seeing you again, Shujinkou,” Nakité said with a cheerful wave goodbye.
“Yeah, same.”
Once he was out of sight, Shujinkou made a mad dash towards the entrance of the manor. His still recovering heart just couldn’t take another awkward moment.
…
Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief as he entered his home.
That had to be pretty lame of me… Still, I didn’t think several girls would just call me “cute” like that. I don’t want to fall back into my old habits, but that has just got to be weird overall… right?
Shujinkou sighed.
“Life can be weird sometimes.”
Walking further into the house, Shujinkou noticed a distinctive combination of smells. At the same time, he felt his sweet tooth begin to act up.
He crept towards the kitchen and peeked inside. He saw his mother and Natsuki, each with a bowl in their hands, mixing something with their whisks.
“You’re kidding.” Natsuki shot Hiro a look of skepticism and amazement.
“It’s true,” Hiro responded. “It was hard and very time-consuming, but I was able to make Shujinkou Charizard when he was younger.”
“With rubber bands?”
“That’s why it was very time-consuming. But it was worth it when I saw how much he liked it.”
“Wow.”
Natsuki was sincerely impressed by what she heard, Shujinkou could tell that much from his friend’s elated expression. But there was something else he noticed – a feeling that he greatly empathized with.
Mom and Natsuki really seem to be getting along.
Figuring it was best not to bother them, Shujinkou snuck upstairs to study. He had no clue what was relevant to learn, but fortunately, Monika had sent him a list of subjects to check out.
“Time to get cracking.”
Shujinkou took point at his desk and dramatically pulled out some paper as if they were classified documents.
Let’s see how much I can get done.
He spent some time studying, trying his hardest to absorb as much as he can. The task seemed herculean, but he refused to let that deter him.
Nothing would deter him, not even.
“Cookies?”
His grandmother appeared beside him with a plate of cookies.
“Um… Sure?” For a brief moment, Shujinkou tried but ultimately couldn’t resist his sweet tooth.
Recognizing this, Hisa sat down and cheekily held the plate away from him.
“First things first, you okay?” she asked.
“Why do you ask?”
“Because you were spying on Hiro and Natsuki and left without a word.”
Shujinkou couldn’t hide his surprise and Hisa stated simply, “I was just out of your view.”
“Oh.”
“So…?”
“I’m fine,” Shujinkou insisted. “I just didn’t want to interrupt.”
“That’s all?”
“Yeah. You know, when I think about, I don’t think I ever seen Natsuki like that before.”
“Really? Never?”
Hisa’s eyes narrowed, prompting Shujinkou to scratch his right cheek.
“Maybe it’s because I never really seen Natsuki talk to someone that wasn’t our age, but I don’t think I’ve seen her so comfortable around someone so fast,” he admitted.
“That so?”
“Yeah. It’s pretty great. I mean, it’s definitely way better than the last time I saw her before I ended up being out of it for a month.”
“…Ok. Guess I was worried for nothing.” Hisa casually took a bite out of one of the cookies from the plate.
Shujinkou, too distracted by his own thoughts to register what she said last, popped a sudden question, “Hey, Granny Hisa… Do you think I’m cute?”
“You might want to add some more specifics, Shujinkou,” she quickly responded.
“I mean, do you think girls would realistically find me cute.”
“Yes.”
“Really?”
“Shujinkou, you’ve inherited your looks from me and your mother; cuteness is in your DNA. Along with the fact that you’re sometimes shy but also open with your feelings; you are objectively and undeniably a girl’s definition of cute.”
“I guess.”
“What brought this on?”
“Well, a girl I met and some girls I met today took one look at me today and instantly said I’m cute.”
Shujinkou heard a small, but audible plunk. The plate of cookies was now on his desk and his grandmother seemed even more interested in the conversation than before.
“Some girls?”
“I-It’s not like that,” Shujinkou desperately insisted.
“Wait, you’re telling me that you have even more female friends that I’m just learning about?”
“Well, one of them is a girl I’m supposed to tutor in art — her name’s Nakité. The others were some of her friends. Well one of them didn’t say that I was cute outside of an objective observation since I get the feeling that she doesn’t care about that stuff.”
“So, you’re telling me that because of a tutoring job you met more girls?”
“Granny Hisa,” Shujinkou softly whined.”
“I’m sorry, but your ability to meet girls without trying is staggering.” Hisa teasingly played with Shujinkou’s hair as she chuckled.
“C’mon, Granny Hisa, I’m not trying to do anything.”
“Hence why I said without trying. Guys wish they had your luck. Soon, you’ll have another group of friends to add to your repertoire.”
“Granny Hisa…”
“Okay, I’ll stop.” Hisa leaned back in her chair and grinned. “So, tutoring… Look at you mentoring somebody. Aren’t you getting ahead in life?”
“It’s not much. Just helping someone.”
“Oh really. And uhm, I assume you’re mentoring her at her house?”
“Yeah, but it’s not like we’re alone. There’s lots of people there.”
“Mm-hmm. She’s loaded, isn’t she?”
“I mean… Yeah, but that doesn’t have anything to do with me—”
“Oh, I know. …You just happen to be tutoring a girl you just met that happens to be rich. Totally nothing.”
Hisa playfully rolled her eyes.
“…I’m also going to help her with dresses when we get there…” Shujinkou continued.
“You’re teaching her that too?”
“No, she already knows how to make dresses. She just wants to learn how to draw to help work out as many kinks as she can before getting started. I’m just helping out with making dresses so it feels like I’m earning my pay.”
“Oh, Shujinkou…” Hisa pulled her grandson in for a hug. “You’re such a humble and noble young man, but you really need to stop selling your talents short.”
“I mean, it’s kind of hard to take money from someone you just met,” Shujinkou argued.
“I know.”
“And it’s even more awkward when they have a lot of it.”
“I know that too.”
“I just don’t want Nakité to think I’ll take advantage of her.”
“That’s why I called you noble. Plus, you may be able to pick up more sewing and design skills from this whole thing. Sounds like a win for everyone.”
“Wow… I didn’t even think of it like that.”
Hisa lightly tapped the top of Shujinkou’s head before letting him go.
“You really outta think about how things affect you too sometimes.”
Shujinkou shrugged.
“Alright. Don’t work your brain too much, Shujinkou.”
“Okay.”
Once his grandmother was out of sight, Shujinkou returned to studying. As his eyes scrolled through various notes, his hand crept towards the plate of cookies, grabbed one and brought it towards his mouth to munch down on.
So good!
His elation lasted until he heard a knock on his door. Standing in his doorway was Natsuki.
“You busy?” she asked.
“No. No, you need something?”
“Not really. I just happened to be passing by and wanted to see how you’re doing.”
“Oh, I’m fine.”
“You sure? You came without even saying hi.”
“Oh that? Sorry, I didn’t mean to make it seem like something was wrong. But I’m totally fine.
“Okay.”
Natsuki nodded her head a few times and approached his desk.
“What are you doing now?”
“Just looking over some stuff Monika sent me. I need all the help I can get after all.
“Yeah, about that…” Natsuki took the seat next to Shujinkou. “Are you really sure you want to take the exams next week?”
“Not a 100%, but I still want to try.”
“But why?”
“Because… Because I already missed Halloween with you guys, and I don’t want to miss anything else, that’s all.”
“Okay.”
Shujinkou stared at Natsuki. Her short responses were something he found worrisome.
“Is something bothering you, Natsuki?” he asked.
“No, I’m… That is… I just also wanted to tell you that I’m also staying here tonight too. I mean, I know that I have to go back home soon, but I just wanted to let you know that I’m here tonight also.”
“Ah, okay.”
“That’s it? That’s all you have to say about that?”
“I mean, I don’t think so?”
“You’re not bothered at all that a girl is staying in the same house as you, while you’re aware about it?” Natsuki pointed at herself to emphasize her point.
“Not really. It’s really no different from all the times Sayori has stayed over and you get your own room compared to her,” Shujinkou pointed out.
“Right. I have no idea how that fact flew over my head…” Natsuki mumbled to herself. “Anyway, so you’re really fine with me staying here tonight?”
"Yeah, as long as you’re fine with it.”
Natsuki frowned.
“Really, you’re fine with it?”
“Yeah…”
“Really?”
“Yeah, I’m totally fine with it.”
“If you’re so fine with it then…” Natsuki speedily thrust the tip of her index fingers towards Shujinkou’s face and used them to force Shujinkou’s lips into a smile. “You should smile more, right, Dummy?”
She then proceeded to distort his expression, clearly enjoying her chance at payback from before.
“Come on, cut it out, Natsuki!” he laughed.
“No way. You can’t do the same and not expect retribution.” Natsuki continued to laugh at the goofy expression she forced Shujinkou to make. “You’re going to have to endure a lot unless you apologize.”
“I was just trying to cheer you up.”
“Well, this is cheering me up, so you have no right to complain.”
“But…”
“None.”
Shujinkou swiftly grabbed Natsuki’s hands and pulled them away from his face.
“Natsuki…”
She was taken aback by the dark look on Shujinkou’s face.
“Wha-?”
He took advantage of this momentary pause and used Natsuki’s hand to smush her cheeks.
“N-No! You can’t do this when I’m doing this to you!” she protested.
“You said it yourself, Natsuki, you can’t do this without expecting retribution,” Shujinkou chuckled.
“Since when are you vindictive?!”
The joyful sounds of laughter continued to fill the room for the rest of night. Though distracted for the rest of the evening, Shujinkou felt his determination to pass the exams with what little time he may had increased exponentially.
Chapter 187: Principal Taiki
Chapter Text
“Ready to go again?”
Bounce. Bounce. Shujinkou’s eyes followed the basketball constantly falling and flying back to Kiyoko’s hand.
“Yes?”
Everything Shujinkou knew about basketball came from a series known as Slam Dunk. He never thought he’d be interested in a sports series; however, The Prince of Tennis already convinced him to give more of them a chance.
He learned a lot of technical terms and both offensive and defensive strategy. He naturally could never execute them as he’d only read about it, but he could at least recognize them.
However, all that knowledge meant nothing when faced with someone like Kiyoko.
She dribbles the ball without a care in the world. Either the gap in their skills was that large, or her calm and worry-free nature bled into the game.
What am I saying? It’s probably both.
Proving his point instantly, Kiyoko ran past him and swiftly laced the ball in the basket.
“Man, Kiyoko, you’re like the Rukawa to my Haruko.”
“Are you implying me playing basketball made you fall for me?”
“Wha-? No, no!” Shujinkou vehemently shook his head. “I was just saying that that’s a pretty accurate comparison to our skill level.”
“Careful now, Shujinkou, you may one day accidentally imply that I’m undesirable,” Kiyoko laughed.
“N-Not at all…”
“Still… Rukawa, huh?”
Kiyoko dribbled the ball as she walked past him.
She walked further and further away from the basket, the distance bringing her slam dunk from last semester up in Shujinkou’s mind.
Once far enough, she quickly turned around and shot the ball forward. Shujinkou’s eyes widened as he watched the ball perfectly fall through the net.
“You just did a quick turn 3-pointer…” he said, breathless. Maybe I am a little Haruko there too.
Shujinkou was initially supposed to have a meeting with the principal immediately after school, however something occurred that delayed it to a little later. His day-long anxiety had already reached a critical point once the last bell rang, and being told that he had to bear with it a little longer did not help.
It was then when Kiyoko suggested they play a quick game of basketball to get his mind off things and, fortunately for them, no clubs were using the gym at the moment.
“Wow…” Natsuki had been sitting on the sidelines, watching the one-sided match unfold. “She can play a guitar, play an ocarina, not be bothered by Mali at all and is such a professional player that she knows just how to shoot so no one can peek up her skirt. I still don’t know how Shujinkou sprung someone like her on us out of nowhere.”
“Ooh!” Sayori’s eyes sparkled with excitement as she squeed. “Yoki’s releasing a new Christmas album with two new holiday singles.”
“Really!?”
Shujinkou curiously scratched his right cheek, noting the excitement his friends showed over the sudden news.
“I still find the power of an idol incredible… It’s kinda like Uta.”
“The power of a mystery idol,” Kiyoko corrected.
“You think that’s going to last forever? I mean, it seems like something’s going to reveal her one day. Leakers have only gotten better and then there’s that footage of Yoki from the back. Really surprised to hear her talking with an accent though. She doesn’t sing with one.”
“Maybe it’s to protect against leakers,” Kiyoko said with a shrug. “These days mysteries have so many layers to them that it actually takes you back to the top one.”
“I guess.”
“Though I guess v-tubing could help a little too.”
“Now I’m thinking about Iono, and she doesn’t even technically count as one,” Shujinkou chuckled.
Suddenly, Shujinkou felt his phone vibrate in his pocket.
“…It’s gotta be time. I’ll see you guys after, okay?”
“Wait, Shiko,” Sayori approached him with a serious look on her face. “Remember to be really respectful.”
“He’s Shujinkou,” Natsuki pointed out.
“Still. Plus, try not to bring up your last encounter. It’d be better if you try and act like it’s your first time meeting him.”
“I really didn’t pay much attention, so it really is like a first meeting…” Shujinkou said with a pained chuckle.
“Well, just remember that principals are not someone you should be afraid of. They take pride in guiding the students they watch over and I’m sure he’ll go easy on you, especially since he knew what you were going through.”
That last part caught Shujinkou’s attention. “Wait… how does he know that?”
“How…?” Sayori began laughing nervously. “I may have mentioned something to him earlier today…”
“…You really can’t stop doing that, can’t you?” Natsuki admonished.
“It’s not like I tried to make things worse,” Sayori argued with a pout. “I just wanted to make things less awkward for Shiko. Plus, I was really vague on the details.”
“Still, you should have ran it through Shujinkou first. That’s pretty personal stuff you could have spilled.”
“It’s fine,” Shujinkou interjected. “Besides, it may sound like I’m trying to make an excuse if I just coincidentally have an explanation for being rude back then.”
He scratched his right cheek and left without saying another word.
…
“Fuyu?” Shujinkou arrived in front of the Principal’s Office as instructed only to be met with a bewildering sight. He found Fuyu wearing what appeared to be cobbled together armor covered in splashes of paint. “What happened?”
“The reason for the meeting being delayed,” she grumbled. “Turns out that the art club can get pretty ‘passionate’ about opposing opinions on what era style their winter poster should be based on.”
“Oh… Sorry you had to go through that.”
“Well, so was the club after I got through with them.”
“I kinda feel bad for them now…”
“Forget about them, you need to focus on your meeting with our principal.”
Shujinkou nodded his head. However, if there was a messy incident just before he arrived, would he catch Principal Taiki fuming from the incident?
The thought brought back his feelings of dread from before.
“Well, I guess this is it.”
“Don’t look so worried, Shujinkou. It’s just a simple meeting to give your request. The worst you can do is not try, right?”
“Right. Well, here goes.”
Shujinkou knocked on the door.
“Come in.”
Shujinkou slowly opened the door. It was as if he was opening a pathway that led to a whole other dimension.
He was entering uncharted territory, an entire stretch of a strange land he just shut himself in.
“Well, well… Long time no see, Shujinkou.”
Standing behind the desk was a young man flashing a Shujinkou a nostalgic smile. His shoulder-length auburn hair flowed with the incoming breeze, leaving Shujinkou with one comment.
What timing.
He scratched his right cheek. Principal Taiki wasn’t anything like he imagined the man to be. He expected an older figure, not someone who seemed to be the same age as his parents. Moreover, he had an inviting air to him, an attribute that caused Shujinkou to drop all his mental guards.
I really didn’t pay attention last time.
“What’s wrong? There something on my face?”
Shujinkou quietly watched as Taiki removed his glasses and quickly swabbed his face with his right hand.
“Um… You wanted to see me sir?”
“Hm? Last I recalled, you asked Fuyu to set up this meeting,” Taiki pointed this out before putting his glasses back on.”
“Oh right.”
“So… What does our local hero have to ask of me?”
“You don’t have to call me that.”
“But I do. You see I’m the one who gave Akuma a second chance. I wanted to believe in the man redeeming himself and look what happened – several of my students put in mortal danger right under my nose and having to have another clean up the mess I let happen. And because of that, you lost precious time from your life because of my incompetence.”
Taiki solemnly lowered his head as he approached Shujinkou.
“So, for that…”
Shujinkou was stunned by what happened next – his principal was on the ground, bowing to him.
“You have my sincerest thanks and deepest apologies.”
Shujinkou genuinely did not know how to respond. Of all the ways he expected this meeting to go, this scenario had never been considered a possibility.
“…I believe you’re supposed to say, ‘Please, Sensei, don’t deface yourself like this.’”
“S-sorry, it’s just that… This is really not how I expected things to go.”
“Fair enough,” Taiki wasted no time getting back on his feet. “Still, my apology stands. I truly regret the things you and your friends had to go through. I never expected such a domino effect.”
“Yeah, neither did I… But that’s not what I wanted to talk to you about, sir.”
“Right, you wanted to talk to me about allowing you to take part in the exams that are only days away.”
Taiki returned to his desk and plopped down in his chair. His now stern eyes were glued to Shujinkou.
“Tell me, why should I grant a student with an infamous history of up and down grades special permission to take exams he has little time to prepare for instead of following his teachers’ recommendation? You certainly don’t believe you’ll do well after missing a month of school?”
“I know the odds are heavily against me, but as you said earlier, I lost a month of my life and even before then, I wasted years dwelling on stuff I refused to properly confront. I know have things to look forward to now and I don’t want to miss anything else. And if that means that I have to tackle an impossible task to do so, then I’ll gladly take the risk.”
“That so?” Taiki rhythmically tapped his finger along the edge of his desk and pondered Shujinkou’s response. “…Alright. I’ll allow it.”
“Really?” Shujinkou marveled.
“Sure. I like your determination. Besides, if you didn’t ace your exams, you’d have to take remedial anyway, so I see no harm in allowing you to take them with the rest of the students.”
“Thank you, Sensei!”
“Think nothing of it. I’m rooting for you to make a comeback like you did all last year.”
“Yeah!”
His task now complete, Shujinkou made his way to the entrance of the school to meet up with his friends.
“How’d it go?” Monika asked.
“He gave me permission,” Shujinkou grinned.
“As expected of Senpai, you always get results,” Mali congratulated. “Still, how do you expect to catch up to a month’s worth of classes in just a few days?”
“I was kind of just thinking of shutting myself in my room and studying until the day of.”
“True, but what will you do if you get stuck on something, Senpai? The chances are pretty high since this stuff is pretty new to you, right? Think of all the time wasted trying to flounder to understanding.”
He never thought about that. This was different from reviewing something he had hammered into him over and over, now Shujinkou was tasked with learning new concepts in just a few days.
Suddenly, his impossible task seemed even more impossible.
“If you want, Shujinkou, I could tutor you again,” Monika offered.
“Really? You’re willing to do that, Monika?”
“Of course. I can’t find it in me to ignore you in your time of need.”
“Hold on,” Natsuki objected. “What’s this about you being available for tutoring? How come that offer wasn’t available for anyone else?”
“Well… A lot of things happened, and we weren’t really talking to each other until recently,” Monika defended.
“You guys weren’t talking?” Shujinkou’s surprised response instantly gripped the Literature Club’s hearts. “Why weren’t you guys talking until now?”
“They simply needed time to themselves to mentally recover from a close encounter,” Fuyu answered swiftly. “It was only a temporary reprieve as you can see.”
“Oh. I can certainly understand that.”
“Just one of the benefits of your coma, Senpai. I know that would have made you worry incessantly,” Mali giggled.
“Can we please get back on topic?” Natsuki requested.
“About that… Monika, I don’t think you’re in such a hot position to tutor yourself,” Fuyu said. “You’re catching up yourself.”
“True, but I always found tutoring Shujinkou reinforced the knowledge for me too,” Monika calmly argued.
“But you still need to focus on your own courses. The ones you don’t share with Shujinkou.”
“President-san is right School Idol-san. Frankly Senpai needs help from someone that isn’t pretty much in the same boat as him. Someone like his Kōhai,” Mali proposed.
“Why you?” Natsuki questioned.
“Because I’m the only one here that doesn’t let their biological urges cloud their thoughts, especially compared to Knife-wieldy-san over there.”
“M-Me? W-Why would you give me such a designation?” Yuri stammered.
“Guys, we keep falling off topic,” Sayori stated sternly. “The fact is, at least half of us here needs help studying for the final hurdle.”
“Do you have an idea, Sayori?” Monika asked.
“Yeah, I’ve been thinking about it ever since Shiko woke up. Instead of just tutoring separately maybe we can do it together. We can have a Study Sleepover!”
“Study sleepover?” Shujinkou repeated, perplexed by the idea.
“Mm-hmm. We’ll spend the weekend together somewhere and help each other study the topics we need the most help with. That way we’ll all be equally prepared.”
“That sounds like a marvelous idea,” Yuri complimented. “Just one question, where would we hold such a group activity?”
“Eh? I kinda just assumed we would do it at Shiko’s house. We’ve been going there a lot lately anyway.”
“It’s because of that that I say we shouldn’t. I think Hiro needs a few days off from having to look after all of us,” Natsuki reasoned.
“Then we can use my place,” Kiyoko suggested.
“Oh yeah, your place would be great to have a study sleepover,” Sayori approved.
“You sure about this Kiyoko? You don’t have to lend your house out us again if you don’t want to,” Shujinkou assured.
Kiyoko shrugged. “It’s cool. It actually sounds pretty fun.”
“Then it’s decided. This weekend we’ll host the first Study Sleepover at Kiyo’s place!” Sayori triumphantly announced.
“A Study Sleepover, eh?” Unbeknownst to the group, Principal Taiki had presided over the conversation from his window.
He found the idea interesting and fun. And as he thought this, he found his attention drawn to Shujinkou.
“He’s like you in one regard.”
He took note of the genuine joy Shujinkou expressed around his friends. It was almost hard to believe he was looking at the same student who could barely keep himself grounded in reality.
“But way different in a lot of other aspects. Not much like the father, huh, Jomei?”
Extra
Physical Intimacy
"Hey, Lilium-san… Have you ever imagined fornicating with Senpai?" Mali questioned.
"W-W-W-W-Why would you ask something like that so suddenly!?" Yuri fretted.
"Just asking."
"But why?"
"Well, from what I've seen and gathered from past interactions I've heard from Senpai, you seem to desire some physical intimacy with Senpai. Much more so than the others."
"That's not true…”
Mali playfully tilted her head and smiled.
“Well… It’s not like… That is to say…”
Mali’s smile slowly grew larger as Yuri continued to fumble over her words.
“If I had to be honest, I guess I would like us to be at a point where we could exchange friendly hugs more frequently but…" Yuri admitted.
"'Friendly hug'? Forget coitus. Right now, you're trying to sell to me that a hug is all you desire,” Mali giggled. “Are you insisting you don't even imagine kissing Senpai?"
"That's…"
"Not even once? You never imagined just staring into Senpai's eyes and quietly reassured by the fact that's he's staring into yours the same way. You slowly close the gap between the two of and are mere centimeters from his face. You gently caress his face with one of your hands and softly press your lips against his.
You start off with a slow, tender kiss, gently placing your other hand on Senpai's side. Senpai responds in kind, holding on to your sides and, after taking a moment to realize this is actually happening, affectionately returns your advance. You gently pull Senpai closer, pressing your lips against his harder as you draw him into an even deeper kiss.
Before you know it, you've reached the point where your lust is beginning to lose control. You thrust your tongue into Senpai's mouth, twirling it around and entwining it with Senpai's. You can feel your body heating up as the initial tender kiss evolved into a hot and passionate one.
You two soon tumble forward as you continue to make out. With you now straddling him from above, Senpai is now able to feel every part of you. Your generous, well-developed breasts are strongly pressed against Senpai's chest, filling him with even more lust than he ever imagined ever feeling.
Your bodies continue to rub against each other as you two continue to exchange bodily fluids from your passionate exchange.
Eventually, your lips part.
You slowly rise up from Senpai, a thin trail of saliva still connecting you two together. You look down at him with a flushed face, feeling some relief that he’s wearing the same expression on his own. Still straddling him from above, you can feel your heart about to burst out of your chest.
It was a magical moment, but you desire more; you want to be even more intimate with Senpai. Both of your cheeks are caressed by the hot, rough breaths of your partner and before anything is said, you go back in for another quick, gentle kiss.
You once again look into Senpai's eyes and tell him with no hesitation that you love him. With none of his usual hesitation, Senpai responds that he feels the same way.
You two stare at each other, basking in the comfort of your mutual loving embrace and you ask Senpai, 'Do you want to-?'"
"S-Stop!" Yuri snapped as she buried her red face in her hands.
"Aw, but I was about to get to the good part."
"That was nowhere near good! That was just… That was just-!"
“A very nice scenario, right? Very descriptive so you can vividly imagine how a moment like that can be.”
“But I never said I desired something like that…”
"Really? Then why did it take you so long to voice your disapproval? It seemed to me you enjoyed the scenario I created, Flower-san. As if you wanted it to be true.”
"That’s not-”
“Really, Lily-san, I don’t see how Senpai’s most physically developed potential that has such desires struggle to use the advantages she has to snag his heart. Given Senpai’s personality, it’d be so easy to win him over if you used them in tandem with your genuine feelings. It’d be a win-win for all parties.”
“Ah…”
Was Mali actually encouraging her or was it something else?
“…Is this your way of trying to stir up drama, Mali?” Yuri accused.
“Oh, Oppai-san, I’m just stating facts. Besides, you never know if someone else with the same advantages comes along and snags Senpai away from everyone just because you were all indecisive,” Mali teased. “Now wouldn’t that be a shame?”
“…Is this your way of trying to stir up drama, Mali?” Yuri accused.
“Oh, Oppai-san, I’m just stating facts. Besides, you never know if someone else with the same advantages comes along and snags Senpai away from everyone just because you were all indecisive,” Mali teased. “Now wouldn’t that be a shame?”
Chapter 188: Doki Doki Study Slumber Party
Chapter Text
“That’s a little too scary…”
Shujinkou would scratch his right cheek if he could but was unable to at the moment. The bags he was holding made sure of that.
“Is that so? Considering the media you’ve digested, I’m surprised you feel that way,” Yuri replied in a teasing manner.
“It’s just… cultish/scientific experimenting with signs of multiple personality disorder just to see what the brain is capable of… I don’t know, the way you explained it just sounds really dark and paranoia inducing,” Shujinkou admitted.
“Still, that seems funny coming from you considering you didn’t seem to have the same reaction to a game where an artificial program essentially gaslit multiple people into following a script. That seems a lot scarier considering it really makes you question your perception of reality.”
“I guess… Though Guns of the Patriots probably dampened that aspect of Sons of Liberty a bit…”
“Plus, doesn’t something else you enjoy employ cramming your essence into another’s body, making the owner a prisoner before eventually being split into two beings?”
“Well…”
Shujinkou couldn’t argue against her points. Perhaps the presentation blinded him to the more horrifying aspects, though he already found it horrifying.
“Where’d you read that story again?” he asked.
“Ah…” Yuri glanced around flustered. “To be quite honest, I don’t really remember. It must have been something from long ago and I could only recall parts that were vivid to me.”
“I can see why that’d be memorable…”
As they continued their trek, Yuri came to realize that she had been glancing at the bags Shujinkou was carrying for her more and more.
“Shujinkou, are you sure you don’t want me to take those back? Your awakening was still fairly recent…”
“It’s fine. Besides, I told you guys that I feel pretty good all things considered.”
“Still…”
Despite his assurance to the contrary, Yuri was still worried about his physical state.
“What about you?”
Yuri was taken aback by Shujinkou’s question. “Me? Why do you ask?”
“Well, you weren’t exactly… I mean, we all got pretty banged up hard before I ended up in a coma so…”
Though it seemed obvious Shujinkou was referring to their physical wounds, it was clear to Yuri that he was referring to possible mental and emotional scars also. She could tell he had some lingering worries concerning the club’s temporary disbandment among other subjects.
“You don’t need to worry about that. I think we all came out stronger from night, even if it did take a bit of time,” Yuri assured him.
“Oh. That’s good. But what about your knife wound and head injury?”
“Well…”
Yuri’s eyes briefly shifted away from him.
“My wounds… They-”
Yuri’s cheeks were a faint red as she turned to Shujinkou.
“My head’s fine and the knife wound… Ah… Maybe…”
Yuri’s fingers crumbled the hem of her sweater.
“Maybe it’d be better if you see for yourself.”
“Mysel- Wait!” Shujinkou instinctively took a step back, recognizing what was about to happen. “You don’t have to show me if you don’t want to!”
“It’s okay. Besides you’ve already seen this part of my body during summer, right?”
Shujinkou had no choice but to agree with Yuri’s point, even if it didn’t make him any less flustered.
Yuri slightly pulled the hem up, exposing the area where she was stabbed.
“Considering how deep the knife it was and how it was plunged, I was surprised that it made a complete recovery,” she admitted.
“…Complete…?”
Shujinkou dropped the bags as he came for a closer look.
“Shujinkou?”
Without sparing a single response, Shujinkou planted his right hand where the knife once was. Yuri flinched, instantly feeling his heat transmitted to her body.
“Ah…”
His hand slowly, gently brushed across her bare skin. It was a sudden and shocking action from someone who normally shirks away from contact such as this.
But it also felt nice.
However, the moment didn’t last. Shujinkou’s hand was shaking as his face grew pale and his eyes became nothing but gateways into a forsaken chasm.
If not for his trembling, she wouldn’t even be sure if he could be classified as alive.
“Huh?”
With two blinks, light had finally returned to Shujinkou’s eyes and his hand was no longer trembling. He looked up at Yuri as if confused before looking down at where his hand was placed.
“I-I’m sorry! I don’t know what I was-!”
Shujinkou immediately tried to retract his hand back to his side, but Yuri quickly latched on to it.
“Uh…!”
Shujinkou’s red face grew even redder. Coherent speech was lost to him as Yuri kneeled down before him, holding his hand between them.
“Are you sure you’re okay, Shujinkou?” she asked.
“Right now…?”
Her genuine worry and his recent actions made it hard for him keep eye contact.
“I-I’m pretty sure.”
Yuri’s attention was then drawn to his hand, her eyes fixated specifically on his index finger. Her breath caressed it, sending tingles up Shujinkou’s spine.
“So…”
Yuri opened her mouth to respond— Or that’s what Shujinkou thought would happen when her lips parted ways.
Uh…!
She brought his index finger to them, pressing hard as if to kiss it.
“Yuri, what are you…?”
Before he could finish his sentence, his finger slid past her lips into her mouth. Her tongue swirled around it as if savoring the taste.
“Y-Yuri…!?”
He then felt something else close around his finger. No longer just licking, Yuri was now gently nibbling.
Shujinkou’s mind went blank from the sudden heart-pounding actions.
“Ehm!?”
Snapped out of his trance, Shujinkou found Yuri staring at him with a stunned expression.
“Did I-?”
She swiftly backed away and violently shook her head.
“I’m sorry! I don’t know what came over me!” Yuri apologized frantically.
Normally, Shujinkou would immediately try to comfort a friend during an awkward moment like this, but his mind was too fixated on the leftover trail of spit on his finger.
He was well aware of the metaphorical nature of what had just transpired. What’s more, he did not expect Yuri to do that again. It was just as unexpected as the first time.
Wait, “again”? Why… did I say that like this happened before?
The reaction came to him instinctively, but one look at Yuri reminded him that he had no time to consider it.
She was trembling while in a nearly fetal position.
“It-It’s fine, Yuri…! I can guess we can just say we both lost our head for a moment, right?”
Yuri didn’t respond. She didn’t even look his way as Shujinkou tried to console her.
“Yuri?”
“…Okay.”
Saying no more, Yuri stood up, retrieved her bags from the ground, and continued forward to their destination.
The rest of their walk was painfully awkward. Despite being so close, they might have as well been worlds apart.
Shujinkou tried to lessen the divide, but Yuri shot down all of his attempts at conversation with one worded responses.
I screwed up royally, didn’t I?
He was fortunate to soon be greeted by someone he saw as the ultimate defuser of moments he was well acquainted with.
“Hey guys.” Kiyoko wasted no time welcoming them into her home estate.
“Thank you for having us in your home.” Yuri bowed.
“No need for formalities. Plus, you’ve already been here before.”
“True… But I guess you hosting us overnight combined with the nature of your home… I couldn’t help it.”
Kiyoko shrugged. “No big deal.”
“Still, it was really nice that you let us stay here for the weekend, Kiyoko,” Shujinkou thanked. “I know you didn’t really have to.”
“You’d do the same. Besides, I figured your mom could use some alone time after having guests every day for about a month.”
Shujinkou nodded his head. With his grandmother returning home, he was sure that was a guaranteed outcome.
“I’d definitely say she’d deserve it. She treated us so well in that month,” Yuri praised.
“Sounds like Mom,” Shujinkou replied proudly.
“Yeah, she’s really cool. She really treated us like we actually lived there,” Kiyoko added.
Shujinkou nodded his head in agreement.
“Moving on, let me show you guys where you’ll be staying.”
Kiyoko escorted the two to the second floor of her home and gave them the freedom to choose their own room before returning downstairs.
“Guess this actually happening – my sleepover in a long time,” Shujinkou thought aloud.
“Is that so? Does our trips to your grandmother’s establishments not count?” Yuri queried.
“Eh… I guess, but her place is a public business. I meant something more group of friends like. Admittedly, I’m surprised that I’m in this situation in the first place. If this wasn’t a group study session I probably wouldn’t be able to be here since I’m the only guy and that kind of thing is usually frowned upon.”
Shujinkou paused, letting his eyes wander the hallway.
“I guess the sleeping arrangements help too.”
“I’m not so sure, Shujinkou. If I recall, the reason why it’s usually frowned upon is the expectation of intimacy, which would be harder to do in a large group. Plus, as you called attention to, our current environment makes it harder too given we’re all close to each other and thus nothing would be private,” Yuri explained.
“That makes sense.”
Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief. With reasons like those, he can feasibly argue against anyone that questions his intentions.
“Besides… I don’t anyone has anything to worry about from the boy who was wary of joining our club because he would be the only male member,” Yuri said with a slight giggle.
“That’s… a point.”
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek, his brief daze earlier serving as a reminder that she may be wrong.
“Hey, Yuri, about earlier…”
Yuri gently shook her head. “You really don’t have to apologize, Shujinkou. Really, I should be the one to.”
“But I still did something first!” he insisted. “I mean-”
“Regardless, I’m fairly certain my thing is worse.”
“But it’s just like before at the mall when I, you know, tried to hide us.”
“You still had good intentions for that though and… It’s not like I found it unpleasant.”
“Uhm…” Shujinkou was unable to scratch his red right cheek. He was too flustered to do so. “So…”
“Ah… It really might be best if we really do as said before -- we just lost our heads for a moment and move on from it.”
“O-Okay. As long as you’re okay with it.”
“I am. Besides, we shouldn’t have any baggage before our upcoming task, right?”
“True.”
It was a point that could not be argued. For Shujinkou especially, he could not afford anything clouding his mind for the upcoming trial.
“I guess there’s only one thing to do now.” His eyes now shut, he confidently stepped forward to reach for any doorknob he could grab. “Ow!”
Shujinkou gingerly rubbed his bruised forehead, staring at the wall he ran into.
I really didn’t think that through.
His face red from embarrassment, Shujinkou chose the closest room, silently walked in and dropped his backpack on his bed.
“Well, it now begins — my journey to do the impossible.”
Mimicking his favorite shonen heroes, Shujinkou sternly cracked his fists.
…This may be overkill confidence wise.
He laughed to himself before everything went black.
“Guess who,” a bright voice challenged him.
However, it was not the voice he expected to say that.
“Monika?”
With his eyes no longer covered, Shujinkou found Monika giggling behind him.
“Sorry, did I steal Sayori’s thing?”
“I guess? Why-?”
“I just wanted to see if it was as fun as Sayori makes it seem. You two always seem to have fun when she does it to you.”
“We do.”
“Maybe we should have something like that.” Monika suggested.
“I thought it was you teasing me a little,” Shujinkou shot Monika a skeptical look. “…Are you doing it now?”
“Maybe.” Monika smiled coyly.
“Yeah, you’re doing it.”
The two shared a brief laugh together.
“So, you feeling confident, Shujinkou?” she asked.
“I guess. I think it’s more like I’m just going to try my best.”
“That’s good. We should both try our best, right?”
“Y-Yeah.” Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek.
“Hm? Is something wrong, Shujinkou?” Monika eyed him curiously.
“Not really. Just…”
Shujinkou didn’t know what to say. He was fine at first, but Monika’s encouragement reminded him that this was the first time he had been alone with her since the night he fell under.
“Monika…”
“Yeah?”
“I… I wanted to thank you for what you did on the hospital roof.”
“The roof?” Monika was silent for a moment, eyeing him with more curiosity than before. “…What did I do again?”
“You know, you… You were just there for me when I really needed a friend. I don’t really remember most of what happened that night, but I still remember feeling really bad, but you being there…” Unsure he could properly explain his feelings any better, Shujinkou gave her a simple and sincere. “Thank you.”
Monika said nothing. Her face was full of surprise and disbelief for a reason Shujinkou couldn’t fathom. Nor could he fathom her lowering her head.
“I guess that would be best…” Monika whispered to herself.
“Huh?”
Monika gently took Shujinkou’s hands, intertwining her fingers with his.
“‘When a friend needs me to be there, I’ll be there’, right? So…”
Like that night, Monika pulled Shujinkou closer and pressed her forehead against his.
“Let’s keep being there for each other, okay?” A playful, but encouraging smile spread across Monika’s face, leading Shujinkou to grin in response.
“Sure,” Shujinkou happily agreed.
Soon Monika pulled away. “I’ll let you get back to settling in.”
With those departing words, Monika took off for her room. He couldn’t exactly understand why, but he felt really happy for her.
After sitting down on his bed for a few minutes, a curious thought crossed his mind.
I wonder if the others showed up yet.
Letting that curiosity guide him, Shujinkou wandered outside and was bumped into by someone.
“Whoa, Shujinkou?” Fuyu hastily adjusted her glasses. “Sorry.”
“It’s fine. What were you doing?”
“Getting the lay of the land. I heard about Kiyoko’s place, but words don’t do it justice.”
Shujinkou could understand her awe. “Yeah, I think Natsuki’s reaction spoke for all of us when we first saw it. Kiyoko really did the opposite of hyping it up.”
“I bet she did. She’s certainly never one to brag.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
“Hey, Fuyu?”
“Yeah?”
“This is going to sound out of nowhere but… Have our conversations been strictly business lately?”
“Yes, yes it has.”
“So fast and to the point!” Shujinkou sputtered.
“I can’t exactly deny it,” Fuyu said matter-of-factly. “I’ve been so consumed with school stuff that I haven’t really had a leisurely talk with anyone lately, job fair notwithstanding. The price to pay for running the council alone.”
“But don’t we have class reps?”
“They don’t get involved with that stuff.”
“Really?”
“No.”
“Oh.”
He was sure class representatives would have been more involved with the school. Though he did recall the change in classes at the beginning of the semester temporarily removed that position.
“Frankly exam times for me are a relief,” Fuyu admitted. “Everyone’s so busy cramming they don’t have a need for me.”
“You really outta take a break, Fuyu.” Shujinkou suggested.
“I know, everyone keeps saying that… Monika literally had to drag me to the fair. It’s just that things have been chaotic this year between the class structures and the pranks and the intrusions and the kidnappings and other schools inquiries and budgeting—”
Fuyu tirelessly shook her head.
“I’m getting tired just thinking about it… As you can see, it’s so bad that studying is considered a break.”
No one should have such a terrifying work-life balance, at least that was what Shujinkou believed.
“…You know what, I think I know what you need.” he said.
“You do?”
“A video game session.”
“Huh? But I play games all the time.”
“No, I mean like at least one day where you just set everything else aside and play your favorite game,” Shujinkou explained. “Completely immerse yourself with no distractions. I was able to do it this summer and it felt really nice.”
“Now that you mention it… It feels like it’s been forever since I’ve done something like that.” Fuyu furrowed her brow, annoyed by that fact.
“So that’s what you should do.”
“But I don’t know when I could do something like that.”
“Our winter vacation’s coming up. I’m pretty sure there won’t be any more super big things so… That would be a good time.”
“Hmm…”
“Trust me. At the very least, it should help with feeling like you are allowed breaks from life.”
“I do have a bucket list I need to get through…” You think you could join me if I ask then?”
“Sure.”
“Okay. I’ll give it a try for real this time,” Fuyu conceded. “Sounds like something to look forward to.”
Shujinkou nodded his head in approval.
“Shiko! Fuyu!” Sayori waved at the two as she approached them, with Natsuki following close behind. “Morning guys! Is everyone here yet?”
“Monika and Yuri’s here and…”
“Rei’s inside last time I checked,” Fuyu added.
“Not sure about Mali though,” Shujinkou continued.
“Knowing her, she’ll probably show up out of nowhere…” Natsuki groaned, recalling all the times Mali nearly gave her a heart attack.
The four looked around but none were able to spot any signs of Mali.
“I bet this is even this falls under her millions of plans…”
“You know, it really is impressive how Mali always seems to have plans within plans,” Shujinkou admitted with admiration.
“Don’t be amazed by that, Dummy,” Natsuki chastised. “Especially how she uses those plans.”
“But she did use her ability for good lately, right?” Sayori pointed out. “Maybe she’s really trying to be nicer.”
Natsuki rolled her eyes. “…You can never tell with her.”
Sayori glanced at Shujinkou. “She’s definitely been nicer to you the last few days, Shiko. Especially compared to before.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He remembered how shocked he was when Mali hugged him the other day.
“Anyway, we going to put our stuff away and then we can figure out where Mali is.” Sayori took Natsuki by the hand and guided her into the inn.
Soon after, Shujinkou clenched his rumbling stomach.
Ugh… Skipping out on breakfast’s really getting to me now.
“We should probably find Kiyoko and see if she has anything here for you to eat,” Fuyu suggested.
As if on cue, a bag of chips floated between the two. Rei shook them in front of Shujinkou, urging him to take it.
“Are you sure?” he asked.
She nodded her head.
“Ok. Thanks, Rei.”
Shujinkou reached for the gift only for it to be snatched away by his junior. He felt a strong urge to cry as Mali kept the bag out of his reach.
“No time for this, Senpai. You got to get your study session started right away,” Mali playfully chastised.
“But I’m hungry…”
“Is that so? Don’t worry, Senpai, your kōhai has the perfect solution for everyone,” Mali drew attention to the apron she was wearing, stirring Shujinkou’s curiosity.
…
“Bon Appétit” Contrary to energetic atmosphere produced by Mali’s beaming face, her compatriots were deathly silent. What was presented in front of them were several glasses each filled with a different colored liquid.
“That’s not breakfast,” Natsuki pointed out.
“Are these supposed to go with what you whipped up?” Monika asked.
“Nope. Senpai needs every second he can get to catch up so I figured we should speed up the process to getting to the actual study part of this study sleepover,” Mali explained. “What we have here is something that’ll fill you up instead of breakfast.”
“So it’s like a blended breakfast kinda thing…” Sayori softly whined.
“No just that,” Mali turned her attention to Shujinkou. “I was actually inspired by something of Senpai’s.”
“Huh? Something of mine?” Shujinkou tilted his head curiously.
“While you were sleeping I happened to read some of your manga collection and I witnessed a scene that really got the idea factory going.”
“From what exactly?”
“I think it had something to do with tennis.”
Shujinkou’s body was as stiff as a board after hearing that.
“Ah, I think Senpai gets it,” Mali said with a teasing laugh.
“Shujinkou, what exactly is Mali getting at?” Monika asked.
“In the manga she’s talking about, there’s a character in the Tennis Club that makes drinks that put the fear of god in all that know about it…” Shujinkou shuddered.
“Is it really that bad?” Yuri asked.
“It went from simply being terrible tasting, to outright knocking people out cold and later reviving them in a pseudo-zombie like state,” Shujinkou explained.
“And Mali… recreated it…?” Natsuki fretted.
The group leered at the drinks on the table. The increasingly bubbly surface sent chills down most of their spines.
“What are the chances that she was able to accurately recreate a fictional drink…?” Yuri worried.
“You’re asking what are the chances that Mali of all people could recreate a drink that at best knocks people out?” Natsuki pointed out.
“Ah, touché.”
“Well, who wants to be the first to try my delicious ‘Malizitea’?” Mali gently shook on of the glasses in front of the others. The drink sloshing around like it was slime disturbed her compatriots.
“She wants us to drink her ‘Malicious Tea’…” Monika weakly chuckled.
“Mali, your presentation leaves a lot to be desired…” Fuyu stated.
“Hm…” Mali glanced at the glass in her hand then at Shujinkou. “You’ll try some right, Senpai?”
“M-Me?” Shujinkou stammered.
“Of course. I tried my hardest to create something close to something you like.”
“I know, but…”
“Oh, I get it…” Mali lowered her head. “It seems Senpai still has his reservations about me. I guess I can’t say that you aren’t wisely cautious.”
Moments after those words left her mouth, Mali felt a pair of hands drop on top of hers. They slowly, gently reach grasp the drink away from her.
“Senpai?”
Shujinkou’s hands shook as he brought the glass to his pursed lips, and he took a sip.
“…It’s… Really tasty.” Shujinkou marveled.
Stunned by his response, the others reached for their own glass and drunk their portion.
“Wow! This is really tasty, Mali!” Sayori complemented.
“Hm? Was it not supposed to be tasty?” Mali wondered.
“Well, you know, Inui’s drinks are generally terrible…” Shujinkou explained..
“Really? I thought they were tasty given that he seems to think so himself,” Mali chuckled. “I guess I was just misreading the panels.”
“…You just wanted to freak us out, didn’t you,” Natsuki accused.
“Ehe, just consider it a stimulating wake-up call, Natsuki-chan.”
“So, since we’re all completely ‘stimulated’ now, how about we get to studying?” Monika suggested.
“What should we start with?” Sayori questioned.
“Obviously, whatever Senpai struggles with the most,” Mali answered. “Don’t forget, that he’s the main focus of this venture.”
“Even taking that into account, I figured that the best way to start would be to test our knowledge on the core subjects we all have to contend with,” Monika continued.
Monika reached into her bag, took out several small pamphlets and handed them to everyone.
“Principal Taiki was kind enough to let me see last years rendition of the exam and compose practice tests from them. Even though it’s an amalgamation of subjects, I figured they’re still a good start.”
“What about yours?” Natsuki questioned. “Wouldn’t you already know the answers if you made these?”
“Mine’s different. Claudette volunteered to make mine to circumvent that,” Monika explained.
Opening hers for the first time, Monika was met with a very surprising first question – “What’s a good time to ask Shujinkou out on a date?”
You really couldn’t resist could you, Claudette…?
She chuckled lightly as she turned to the next page -- “Seriously, take the initative already so you can have a romantic Christmas.”
“Claudette!” Monika looked around embarrassed by her sudden outburst.
“Something up with Claudette, Monika?” Sayori questioned.
“Nope… Just thinking about her usual supportive ways...” Monika answered as she hastily scribbled over the two questions. “Let’s just get to it, okay?”
Chapter 189: Doki Doki Study Slumber Party Part 2
Chapter Text
And done…
Breathing a long sigh of relief, Shujinkou briefly looked over his practice test again. He couldn’t believe he had finally reached the end, but he knew he could not relax just yet.
Just because it was over didn’t mean it was over.
He looked up. Monika was still sitting across from him, her gaze sharp and focused as she examined the test papers the others had left behind.
It would be a lie if he said that everyone finishing before him did not add even more pressure than what had already built up, but it was not something he could blame anyone for.
Though it would also be a lie if he said that Mali petting his head condescendingly was not embarrassing.
“Hey Monika.”
His voice finally shattered the silence he had been a tad anxious to break. Monika’s expression softened as they met eyes.
“Finally done, Shujinkou?” Her gentle smile and soft demeanor blew away any of the remaining anxiety Shujinkou had felt.
With a nod, he passed his test over to Monika and she laid it on top of the remaining pile of tests she still needed to look over.
“…Hey, Monika.”
“Yeah?”
“Maybe I can help you correct the tests.” Shujinkou proposed.
“That’s okay.” Monika said as she looked back down at the packet in hand. “It’s like I said before – you shouldn’t have to grade your own test at a time like this.”
“But you’re correcting your own.”
“Well…” Monika briefly tapped the heart shaped tip of her pin against her lips. “I guess I’m willing to make that sacrifice.”
Shujinkou understood what Monika meant. Especially now, if someone had a feeling that they did poorly on their test and slowly confirmed it for themselves as they went through it, it would truly be a demoralizing experience.
For someone who is known to take their academics very seriously, Monika was clearly the best one to take on the task she had given to herself.
But still…
Shujinkou’s eyes were once again drawn to the small pile of tests Monika had left. Even though she insisted otherwise, he still didn’t feel comfortable contributing to her workload.
“What if I grade someone else’s test then?”
Monika glanced up, once again locking eyes with Shujinkou.
“You don’t have to do that, Shujinkou.”
“I know, but… I figured since you have an answer key, it would be possible for even me to do something like giving corrections.”
“But-”
“Besides…” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. “…You said that we should continue to support each other, right? It’s probably the only thing I can do right now, so at least let me help you with this.”
Monika stared at Shujinkou in silence, until a smile broke across her face.
“Okay.”
She picked up the pile of remaining tests and looked through them.
“Here, you can do this one.”
She passed along one of the practice tests and answer key to Shujinkou.
“…This is Mali’s.”
From the slight giggle Monika made, it was clear to Shujinkou that she was trying to be funny.
“It only makes sense that her senpai grade her test, right?” she pointed out.
Shujinkou could only give an amused shrug before getting to work.
Tasks such as this was not hard per say – in truth the difficulty was the tedium and repetition. Just correcting one person’s test could be tiring, let alone numbers that were in the 20s.
Keeping an eye out for what’s right and what’s wrong – if one were to fail at that, then the person who would suffer the consequences was the test taker.
Shujinkou kept that simple fact in mind as he meticulously looked over Mali’s practice test.
He looked over it again and again, just to be sure. By the time he finished looking over it a fourth time, the truth he struggled to accept finally set in.
“…She got a perfect score…” he mumbled.
“Did she?” Monika’s voice contained no traces of surprise.
“Not to mention, Mali’s practice test seemed… Not to her grade level.”
“Because it wasn’t.”
Shujinkou immediately turned to Monika, the surprise on his face demanding answers.
“Don’t get me wrong, I wasn’t trying to haze her or anything like that. The truth is, I was a bit curious about her when it came to her academics.”
Shujinkou tilted his head in confusion.
“Well, to better explain, we both know how clever she can be, along with her multi-layer planning and ability to plan on the fly. So, it got me wondering how she applied it to her schoolwork.”
Shujinkou could empathize with her curiosity. It would only make sense that someone with the qualities that Monika had just mentioned would naturally do well in class.
Plus, she didn’t even seem to struggle during the test either.
He scratched his right cheek, now recalling the few sparse times he had visited Mali’s classroom. He still vividly remembered how her classmates responded when asked about her or how they tried to maintain a certain distance from her.
But those were thoughts he did not have time for at the moment. He tabled them for later before asking Monika, “Hey, Monika, can you hand me the next one?”
“Hm? Oh, I’m already done.”
“Wha-?! But-!”
“I finished while you were looking over Mali’s.”
Shujinkou could feel his soul burst out of his body. After declaring he would help Monika, she still ended up doing most of the work.
“Only when I boast…” his head hung down in shame as he muttered those words. However, it was soon accompanied by a slight chuckle. “Ah, well… Maybe next time.”
Raising his head ever so slightly, a hand soon floated near his face.
“Time to get everyone back together,” Monika eyed the open doorway while assisting Shujinkou to her feet. “Ready?”
…
Outside, Sayori looked at her left hand, then her right. In them, she held two sticks she found lying around and now she wondered only one thing.
“Which one’s better?”
She brought each one to her face, sternly eyeing the jagged tips, her cheeks puffed out in frustration.
She just knew one was sharper than the other, but she couldn’t tell just by looking. Even pressing the tips against her fingers 20 times wasn’t enough to discern which one she truly desired.
Out of ideas, Sayori began to drag both behind her as she strolled the property until the soft sounds of clapping brought her to a halt.
“That’s pretty good.” Mali nonchalantly approached Sayori, slowing her claps with each step.
“Huh? What’s good, Mali?” Sayori asked.
“Ah, sorry, VP-san. I almost gave it away,” Mali giggled to herself as she stared deep into Sayori’s eyes, gazing at her as if she were looking at Shujinkou.
But unlike other encounters, Mali didn’t immediately follow up on her words, leaving them staring at each other in silence.
“…Uhm, is there something you needed from me, Mali?” Sayori asked.
“Ah, that’s right. We haven’t really had the chance to speak before so I thought now would be a good time to debrief you regarding your operation,” Mali answered cheerfully.
“That’s right-!” In all the chaos that has transpired since then, Sayori had nearly forgotten the conversation they shared before Mali disappeared for a little while. “I almost forgot. Thank you for your help, Mali.”
“Ara? Don’t you think it’s strange to say thank you without even knowing what I did? After all, there’s no longer any need for plausible deniability, right?”
Sayori opened her mouth but was immediately hushed by Mali.
“Maybe a little plausible deniability. But I did want to ask you – Are you happy with this result?”
Sayori nodded her head. “Of course I’m happy. Everyone’s back together and Shiko’s awake too.”
Mali smiled. “I’m glad. I guess the efforts I went through paid off after all.”
“Um…”
“You don’t need to ask but just think back. Don’t you remember that I told you that your plan had a significant risk to it?”
Sayori did in fact remember Mali saying that which was likely why that part of the plan never came into fruition.
“VP-san, I told you and everyone else that everything I did was so Senpai could have a pleasant awakening. Even though you were willing to cause personal damage, I couldn’t let that happen. After all, Senpai would never be calm if there was even just one tiny little fracture. You know as well as I do that the only self-sacrifice he’ll allow is his own.”
“I know that but-”
Mali shook her head, pressing her left index finger against her own lips.
“Plus… The truth is you were so willing to let yourself be hated for such a desperate ploy, that I just couldn’t go through with it. The outcome you were banking on was too idealistic and the path there was filled full of so many holes, there might as well be no ground to stand on. There was some merit, but there was no guarantee so… I figured it might be best to have spurred Natsuki-chan into action.”
Sayori’s eyes were wide with surprise. “Huh? What do you mean by that?”
“You know exactly what I mean – She was being wishy-washy, so someone needed to give her a little push into making a choice,” Mali elaborated.
“So that’s why you showed up at Natsuki’s house out of nowhere.”
“I didn’t really do anything until the next day. A man like her father, it was very easy to create a situation where I would be the victim.”
“Eh?! You really got hurt like that on purpose?” The revelation was a shock to Sayori. Not many people would allow themselves to be injured to such extent on purpose. “But why?”
“I told you – to get Natsuki-chan to make a choice. And if that didn’t happen, at the very least, the assault on me was much worse than on Senpai. It’d be too hard to ignore. Either way, it was a scenario where something would have to give.”
“…But what if things didn’t happen the way it did? Your plan involved pitting family against each other – isn’t it possible for something to go wrong with your plan too?”
Mali chuckled. “Oh VP-san… Things could always go wrong with plans, that’s why you always need contingencies. Though to be honest, after spending one evening at Natsuki-chan’s home, I was pretty convinced nothing would go wrong.”
“Why not?” Sayori questioned.
“Because family bonds aren’t very hard to break when you really want to.”
Mali’s succinct and callous answer nearly left Sayori speechless. She had many questions she wanted to ask, but knew all too well that there was only one Mali would bother to answer “…Why are you telling me all of this, Mali?”
“Why indeed?” Mali gave a playful shrug. “Perhaps I just like the sound of my own voice; that would explain my long-windedness. Granted everyone usually forces me to go in great detail.”
Sayori scratched her right cheek as she tilted her head with confusion. “So…?”
“It’s a secret.”
“Oh…”
“Still, I’m glad you like this outcome. You were trying really hard and dared to take such a huge risk too. Such nobleness deserves a reward, don’t you think?”
“Eh… You don’t really need to do anything like that.”
“Oh, but I insist,” Mali’s eyes narrowed fiendishly as she took a step closer to Sayori, bringing her face close enough that their noses almost touched. “Sooner or later, you’ll get what’s coming to you, Sayori-san.”
Taking a step back, Mali giggled with her usual innocent façade.
“I’m sure you’ll enjoy it.”
“Hey guys!” Monika’s voice cut through the tension in the air. “Time for the test results!”
“Ah, we shouldn’t keep everyone waiting, right VP-San?”
“Y-Yeah!”
…
“Well, that was expected…” Shujinkou was on the verge of tears as he stared at his practice test. He had already known the outcome long before he started, and yet the pain still hit him live stab through the brain.
Getting the lowest score was always going to sting.
“It’s not a competition, Dummy,” Natsuki scolded.
“Yeah, you’re right,” Shujinkou accepted.
“Eh!? What a 180!”
“Well, I don’t really have time to mop and all. And you’re right, it isn’t a competition.”
“Hm. Maybe that coma was beneficial to you in some way after all, Senpai,” Mali mused.
“…That’s not a funny thing to say, Mali,” Fuyu rebuked.
“I wasn’t being funny.”
“It’s fine. I know she meant no harm,” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he looked down at his practice test again. “Well, I guess I oughta-”
“Anyone up for UNO?” Kiyoko proposed.
Shujinkou exchanged looks with Kiyoko. “But-”
“Not going to do you any good to just cram all day, Shujinkou. You gotta let your mind decompress after stressing it out.”
Shujinkou knew she was right, but could he really afford to waste any time in his situation?
He hoped so because he readily agreed with the others. Kiyoko opened a nearby drawer and pulled two card packs out.
Sitting back down, she began to explain the rules.
“The name of this game is UNO: Show em’ No Mercy – called that way because of the special cards and the knockout rule.”
“Knockout rule? What’s that?” Shujinkou inquired.
“In this version of the game, anyone with 25 or more cards automatically loses. But the thing is, it’s fairly easy for that to happen. In fact, it’s pretty much guaranteed someone is going to lose in the first round.”
“I don’t get it… Do the special cards you mentioned make it that easy?” Yuri queried.
“They do,” Kiyoko answered. “First of all, in this game you have the standard cards – your Skips, Reverses, Wild Cards, Draw +2s and Draw +4s. Added on to these are some new action cards – The Discard All Card and Skip Everyone’s Turn card.”
“Skip everyone’s turn?” Natsuki marveled. “That sounds like a cheat.”
“And yet it’s a card everyone wishes they had in a normal game,” Fuyu stated succinctly. The desire in her voice made it obvious that she wanted that card.
“The second one’s self-explanatory but the other one needs a bit more explaining,” Kiyoko continued. “The Discard All Card card isn’t an instant win, instead you’d have to discard all the cards in your hand that match the color of the card.”
“It’s definitely still handy. Especially in a normal game,” Monika mused.
“It also sounds like a cheat card a kid would make up,” Natsuki added.
“Moving on, there’s also special rules for 7s and 0s. For any 7, you have to swap your hand with another player and for any 0, all players must have to trade cards depending on the order we play in.”
“So, you’re saying that anyone that plays a 0 could instantly destroy everyone’s plans in one fell swoop.” There was a gleam in Mali’s eyes as snuck a peek at the card packages. “Interesting.”
“Then there are the new Wild Cards,” Kiyoko proceeded. “Wild Reverse Draw +4, Draw +6, Draw+ 10 and the Wild Color Roulette.”
“Draw 10 and a roulette!?” Sayori gasped. “But what does the roulette do?”
“The person hit with it has to choose a color and keep drawing until they get that color only. Wild Cards don’t count.”
“And if you’re unlucky to get a constant stream of one color other than the one you chose...” Sayori shivered at the thought.
“There really is no mercy in this game…” Yuri muttered.
“With those kinds of cards, stacking and the number of players, someone really is bound to lose after one round,” Monika said.
“Just one question though.” Mali pointed at Rei. “How do we play a game that requires yelling the name of the game when one of us doesn’t speak?”
In response to Mali’s question, Rei left the room. Moments later, she returned with a small sign with the word “UNO!” scrawled across it.
“Touché.”
The game had begun. As expected, the first round involved every player stacking every draw card they had until the number reached the 60s.
Once the last card had been placed on the discard pile, the first player out was revealed.
“Ara? I’m out already?” Mali softly laid her cards down, dejected at the results. “Oh well!”
Mali would not remain the only one out of the game for some long. The next one out of the game was Shujinkou, then Rei, followed by Monika, Sayori, Natsuki and Kiyoko.
“Man, there really is no mercy in this game…” Shujinkou quietly whispered under his breath.
The final round was no less tense. It seemed for every card Fuyu or Yuri placed down their hands increased more than it decreased. Even with a card that let them rid themselves of their excess weight, the opponent would instantly replenish what was lost.
At times, they even traded hands with each other, only for them to switch back repeatedly in a nearly torturous cycle.
And yet it’s still going at a breakneck speed!
Shujinkou was in complete awe at the fast and brutal nature of the game.
“OUT!” Yuri slammed her last card with such force that a few cards flew out of the discard pile. “VICTORY!”
Her joy was fleeting as Yuri soon realized everyone was staring at her. Unable to take it, she buried her red face in her hands.
“The game brings out everyone’s passionate sides,” Mali noted. “How interesting.”
“Since it went by fast, anyone up for something else?” Kiyoko suggested.
“How about video game?” Fuyu proposed “I brought Sonic Riders with me.”
Shujinkou’s ears perked up. “Really? Wait, which one?”
“Free Riders.”
“…Free Riders…?”
“Just kidding. The original,” Fuyu laughed.
“Oh.” Shujinkou felt relieved.
“Free Riders… That’s the one with the full body surfing, right?” Monika asked.
“Yes…” Shujinkou and Fuyu groaned in unison, their shoulders slumped as far they can go.
“Sounds like you both have personal experiences with it,” Mali said.
The two didn’t say a word, only staring at the ground with a dark expression on their faces.
Natsuki looked at both with a worried expression. “How bad could the game have been?”
While neither of them answered, Rei answered with a simple gesture — she raised both of her hands, then dropping them down with a loud whoosh, repeating the action several times.
“That bad?”
“The game doesn’t register movement well… Shiko was stuck on the tutorial for an hour,” Sayori explained.
“It was like the ball puzzle in Sonic 06 all over again…” Shujinkou muttered.
“Don’t bring up another trauma, please…” Fuyu grumbled.
“It’s an interesting proposal, but doesn’t it have a max player number of four depending on the console?” Mali pointed. “Shouldn’t we play something that everyone can play at once?”
“You have an idea, Mali?” Sayori questioned.
“Mm-hmm. I know the perfect, non-threatening game that all of you know so you don’t have to worry about me making something up to use against you.”
…
“Connect the wire there? That’s just begging for a fire to start.” Mali chuckled softly at the prospect and continued to scroll down the web page displayed on her phone.
Mindlessly sitting outside on such a nice day would normally be boring. Now however-
“M-Mali…! How much longer do we have to do this?”
Mali looked up from her screen. In front of her, the rest of the study group have been wrapped in a fascinating stalemate near the tail end of their game of Twister.
“’How much longer,’ Senpai?”
She smiled brightly as she took in Shujinkou’s flushed face. Droplets of sweat slid down his red face as he once again looked around him.
He wished he knew why he thought engaging in this activity was a promising idea. Surely it would have been awkward, but he never imagined it would be this bad.
Somehow, he ended up in a position where one wrong move would lead to something dangerous.
One wrong move of his right hand, and it would brush against the side of Monika’s bosom. The same could be said with his left and Sayori. If he pulled back wrong, the top of his head would rub against Rei’s chest and if he turned his head in direction, he would bump into either Natsuki’s, Kiyoko’s and Fuyu’s posteriors.
Finally, if he could no longer hold his current position, he would fall face first into Yuri’s chest.
How did Mali even do this!?
Shujinkou trembled at his current predicament, providing Mali with even more entertainment.
“Can you please call it already!” Natsuki whinged.
“Not yet. There’s still a little time left.” Mali replied.
“Still!?”
“Don’t you remember, Natsuki-chan? You did all agree to a special rule at the end.”
“You know, Mali must be really good at Tetris…” Monika chuckled nervously, desperate for some levity to combat their awkward entanglement.
“Is it fair to wish that she wasn’t…” Yuri met eyes with Shujinkou. Just having him hover ever so slightly over her chest and ready to collapse at any moment brought too many complex feelings to the surface.
“Little more.” Mali without looking up from her phone, casually continued her vague time limit.
Rei, silent as usual, exchanged glances with Shujinkou and Fuyu.
I’m being punished. I know I am. Fuyu winced and let out a dejected sigh.
“Little more…” Mali called out.
Shujinkou’s arms trembled. He could feel his strength leaving him and if he were to give in … The thought was paralyzing.
He glanced at Mali, his eyes pleading for salvation.
However, his desperate plea was met with a simple shrug from a girl not even looking at him.
“Mali!” Shujinkou cried.
“…Senpai, if you can’t take it anymore, just give in like anyone else,” she advised.
“I can’t do that!”
“Would it even be that bad?” Mali sat up and approached the living entanglement she had created. “It’s not like you’ll have a nasty fall, right? It looks like you’ll have a nice and soft and comfy landing spot.”
“It-!” Shujinkou immediately clamped his mouth shut. One wrong word would make this situation worse than it already would.
“Just one thing, Senpai. Top or Bottom?”
“Huh?”
“Do you prefer, the top or the bottom position?”
“Top or bot-” It had hit him. Taking another look at his current predicament with her question in mind made it all too clear what this game was really about. “No! I-! NO!”
“You set this up just for that question!?” Natsuki exclaimed.
“I was curious, Natsuki-chan. Besides, it’s not like you gave me much insight.” Mali giggled at the sight of her Natsuki’s face, red from anger and embarrassment. “But if even this can’t give me an answer then…”
Mali took another step closer towards Shujinkou. With the slightest nudge against his left shoulder, the group was instantly freed from their predicament in a fashion that avoided their concerns.
“Anyway, wasn’t that a fun game of Twister?” Mali giggled.
“Fun!?” Natsuki immediately rose up, filled with indignation. “What part of that was fun!? That was as far away fun as humanly possible!”
“Really? I would have at least thought a few of you would have enjoyed the endgame. Isn’t such a fun time where people can be sandwiched so close to each other without any type of implications behind any actions.”
Shujinkou’s face grew bright red. “Sandwiched” was not a word he needed to hear at that moment.
“Senpai’s really flustered. It’s so cute.”
“Please, Mali… No more…” Shujinkou quietly begged as he stood up. “I haven’t been that entangled since I played with Gramps and Hiroko. They wouldn’t budge… an…”
Shujinkou words trailed off upon realizing what he had just said. Before it could sink in however, he noticed a man walking towards them.
Shujinkou had no words to say to the stranger, but Kiyoko did.
“Hey, Ken.” she met him halfway and greeted him with an amused smile.
“Hey, Ki.” The man cracked a smile as well.
“You know this guy, Kiyo?” Sayori questioned.
“Yep. Kenzou’s an old friend of mine.”
Kiyoko patted the top of her head and soon after Kenzou’s bucket hat landed on top.
Shujinkou marveled at what he just saw. Kenzou did not seem to put any effort in flicking his hat over to Kiyoko.
“What’re you doing here, Ken?” Kiyoko asked.
Her question was met with Kenzou tipping the hat over her eyes. “I was just in the neighborhood and thought I’d pop in and say hi.”
“Um, pardon me,” Fuyu interjected. “Does that mean you have access to Kiyoko’s house anytime you want.”
“Pretty much.”
“Ah… “Fuyu crept towards Kiyoko and whispered. “Kiyoko, we need context, because this seems pretty bad without it.”
“I guess you can think of him as my guardian.” She explained.
“Guardian? But I’ve never seen him around.” Shujinkou said.
“I’m pretty hands off,” Kenzou admitted. “I just help keeping her in her own property.”
With another flick of his fingers, Kenzou’s hat flew off Kiyoko’s head and landed perfectly on his own.
“Wow…”
“Practice makes perfect, kid. By the way…” Kenzou eyed Shujinkou from head to toe then turned to Kiyoko. “Ki, what’s happening here?”
“Just having a study sleepover with some classmates,” Kiyoko answered.
Kenzou glanced back at Shujinkou for a split second. “And he’s sleeping over here too?”
“Yep.”
He sighed in vexation. “Listen Ki, I know that I give you all the freedom in the world, but I cannot condone you having a guy stay over the night.”
“Actually it’s 2 nights.”
“I cannot condone you having a guy stay over for 2 nights.”
Kiyoko curiously tilted her head, meeting Kenzou’s stern glare with curiosity. His decision seemed final before the two broke out into laughter.
“Yeah right, but seriously, it’s good seeing you again, Ki.”
“Going so soon?”
Kenzou answered with a stiff yawn. Unlike before, his discontent was genuine. “…Yeah. I got some stuff to take care of. Besides, I’d hate to interrupt you and your friends having fun. Then again, I don’t think any of you enjoyed that game of Twister.”
“YOU SAW THAT?!?!”
It was because he saw that Kenzou deliberately avoided eye contact with the rest of the group. They were already embarrassed and acknowledging their outburst would make it worse for them.
“Anyway, I’ll head out now-”
Kenzou was about to leave only to be stopped by Sayori standing in his path.
“Can I help you?”
“…You can’t just show up out of nowhere, say you’re part of Kiyo’s life and just stroll out of here like it’s okay. It’s not right.”
“It’s not?” Kenzou crossed his arms, baffled at her claim.
“Yeah, how are we supposed to be okay with this when we don’t know anything about you?” Sayori pointed out. “You have to at least give us a little more to go on.”
Kenzou scratched the back of his head as he processed Sayori’s words.
“Alright.” He shrugged and laid on side. “What do you want to know?”
The first question came from Natsuki. “…Are you really going to explain things like that?”
“I might as well get comfy if I’m getting grilled out of nowhere,” Kenzou casually replied.
“It’s just a little worrisome without proper context,” Fuyu pointed out.
“I know, so let me tell you a little bit about myself. My name’s Kenzou. My blood type’s O-, my favorite food is ramen of all kinds, I own a 1970s Cadillac but that’s on loan right now and my first date was when I was 21.”
“That’s… interesting, but what about you and Kiyoko?”
“I was getting to that.” Despite taking it easy on the ground, Kenzou’s expression portrayed a level of seriousness completely at odds with his earlier demeanor. “A long time ago, I met Kiyo as a kid… Fast forward to today and I’m still keeping an eye on her.”
“THAT’S STILL NOT ENOUGH!” Natsuki and Fuyu cried.
“Can’t it be? You really want me to recap more?”
The two nodded their heads.
“Okay. The truth is I met Ki on a cold, dark night. Now normally, you wouldn’t just approach a random child, but the thing was -- I found her shooting hoops in the middle of the night. Naturally, I was a bit concerned and asked her ‘Where are your parents’?
Part of me expected hesitation or even her running away, but Ki looked me straight in the eyes, completely unbothered by my presence and told me that her parents had passed away. One thing led to another, and I ended up agreeing to look after her so she could stay here.”
“And you don’t stay here at all?” Yuri queried.
“Ki’s pretty self-sufficient and I’m a hands-off kind of guy. She doesn’t need me breathing over her shoulder all the time. Especially when I’m not her parent,” Kenzou answered before yawning. “Not to say that I don’t check up on her or her me.”
He soon stood up and stretched his arms. “And that’s all for today. See ya.”
“Eh? That’s really all?” Sayori’s voice was dripping with disappointment.
“Like I said before, I’d hate to distract you guys from your hard work with a long boring story about the past,” Kenzou shrugged as he walked away. “Good luck you guys, I’m rooting for ya!”
Those were his last words before he vanished from sight.
“He’s… He seems a bit disconnected for a guardian…” Yuri noted aloud.
“He’s just like that ‘cause he wants to get out here,” Kiyoko with a blasé shrug. “He usually likes to stay longer.”
“Well, he doesn’t seem like a bad guy,” Shujinkou said.
From the corner of his eyes, Shujinkou noticed Rei staring at Kiyoko intently.
“Are you okay, Rei?”
Rei didn’t respond, verbally or non-verbally.
No one really knew what to say, leaving it up to Kiyoko to break the ice.
“It’s been long enough, how ‘bout we actually get studying now?”
The others agreed with the idea and headed inside. But as they did so, Shujinkou noticed that someone had stayed behind. Like Rei before, she was focusing hard, but what it was she was actually looking at was unknown.
“Mali?”
“…Ehe, I was just thinking if the audience enjoyed the game too.”
“You mean Kenzou?”
Mali remained silent, eerily so. But when she looked back at Shujinkou, she broke into another giggle.
It was the only answer she was willing to give as she walked past him.
Chapter 190: Doki Doki Study Slumber Party Part 3
Chapter Text
Time had passed and night had finally fallen. Dinner was the standard affair for sleepovers – there was tons of pizza and conversations about anything that didn’t have to do with schoolwork.
Shujinkou did not really participate in the conversations this time, however. Partially, it was because his mind was still processing the knowledge he spent hours cramming into his head.
But also, he just wanted to listen.
Seeing his friends together with only the most minuscule of worries — After recent events, he felt he should take some time to appreciate it more.
Not really small for me but… I’m working on it.
They broke after their meal and Shujinkou returned to his room to grab some soap, shampoo, a towel and a fresh set of clothes. Once he had everything he needed, he stepped back into the hallway and made his way to the bathroom.
The bathroom on the 2nd floor was occupied when he arrived, so he decided to seek out the 1st floor bathroom.
Once inside, he stripped himself down and entered the shower where he began washing himself.
Huh… It kind of felt weird bathing at home knowing Natsuki was there and now I’m showering at someone else’s house with even more of my friends here like it’s no problem. Shujinkou chuckled. “I am weird sometimes. Then again…”
Shujinkou recalled their session of Twister held earlier that day, causing him to blush.
Showering like this is nothing compared to that… I mean, I was so close to their… And if I fell I would have…!
Steadily, Shujinkou’s face grew even redder.
If I actually fell, that would have been a lot worse than the stomach thing. Not to mention, Yuri wouldn’t be able to look me in the eye like before for who knows how long…
Shujinkou’s face was as red as a tomato.
Also, there was also what Mali asked me. Aaah… I was nearly about to drop ‘cause of how out of nowhere it was…
…
…Do I really look cute when I’m nervous?
Shujinkou stopped the water and rinsed all traces of soap from his body before sinking into the bathtub. The warm water washing over him eased his tense body.
Kiyoko really has an awesome place to live, but I wonder if she ever gets lonely staying here by herself. I can’t imagine growing up with no supervision in a place like this. Or anywhere really. It’s not like I…
Shujinkou sinked further into the bath.
Why’d I almost freeze up when I was about to mention Hiroko? I already mentioned her to Yuri and Monika. …Still really regret how I mentioned it to Monika, but still… Can I still not bring her up naturally?
One day I wake up and, all of a sudden, I feel better about what happened back then than I ever did before, so it should be easy right?
Everyone has to know about her after everything that’s happened now, right?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he pondered.
It… It wasn’t my fault. So… I should be able to…
…
…I wonder what Dad’s doing right now. I still don’t get what happened the last time I saw him.
…
…I wonder if he still blames me for what happened to Hiroko…
…
…If he knew what happened that night, I wonder if he would even care…
Thoughts like these remained with Shujinkou long after he exited the bath. Eventually, he would realize that he was already dry.
“Okay then.”
He whistled a short tune as he retrieved his clothes.
“Huh?”
He whistled a short tune as he retrieved his clothes — only to discover they were not where he had left them.
“Where’s my stuff?”
He scoured the entire bathroom, but they weren’t there — His dirty clothes, his new clothes, or his towel.
“Oh no…”
His heartbeat quickened it’s pace. Did someone steal his clothes? Was this a prank that people pulled at sleepovers.
He didn’t know the answer, but he did know one thing -- There was a significant amount of distance between where he stood and his room and there was nothing in the room that he could use to cover himself.
If he accepted this venture and left the bathroom now, he would be naked – both figuratively and literally naked. But what was he to do? He couldn’t very well stay holed up in the bathroom all evening.
“I went through Arsenal Gear too much to let this stop me!”
His false bravado failed him as he peeked into the hallway. No one was around and all Shujinkou had to do was take the first step.
“…..”
Even if I make it, I’m never going to live this down…
He clapped his hands together, covering what was most precious to a man, and dashed into the hallway. His back was instantly against the wall and, as he slowly proceeded forward, a thought had occurred to him. Are walls usually this cold?
The closest set of stairs were nearby, all he had to do was pass by some open doorways and hope beyond hope that no one-
“This is really good, Kiyoko!”
Shujinkou could hear Monika’s voice from one of the rooms. He instinctively held his breath as he peeked into the kitchen.
“Glad you like it,” Kiyoko replied.
“Where did you learn to make milkshakes like this?” Monika asked.
“It’s something I picked up from Ken. Used to make them for me when I was younger whenever I was feeling upset,” Kiyoko explained.
“You upset? I can’t really imagine that.”
Shujinkou felt the same. Picturing Kiyoko, of all people, upset required more imagination than humans were granted.
“Hey, Kiyoko… Can I ask you a question?” Monika, whose face was flushed, fidgeted with the straw of her drink.
Kiyoko shrugged. “Go for it.”
“This is a random question, but… Have you ever… thought about… asking someone out?”
“Me?” Kiyoko was quiet, the only noise coming from her was the slurping sounds from her own milkshake. “…Are you asking me about my love life or is this about you?
Monika chuckled nervously. “You got me. You see… Claudette’s always been inquiring about my own love life, and it made me start thinking more seriously about how I would even ask someone I like out on a date.”
“So you want advice on asking people out?”
“Kind of…”
Kiyoko was silent once again.
“…I don’t know what I can tell you, Monika. Me personally, if I wanted to ask someone I like out on a date, I’d probably just ask them point blank,” Kiyoko replied.
“Right… It would be easy for you, wouldn’t it?”
Kiyoko shook her head. “Not really. It’s just that I think it beats the constant back and forth. I’d rather just get it over with no matter the result. Of course I never asked anyone out, so I’m just guessing what I’d do.”
“Hmm… I really don’t know if I can do that. I’d probably freeze up at the point of asking…” Monika sighed before indulging in her milkshake some more.
“…Is there someone you want to ask out?”
“N-No! I wasn’t implying that! I was just asking since it’s something I need to deal with in the future.”
“Future, huh?”
Kiyoko took another long sip from her milkshake, her blank gaze filling Monika with some anxiety.
This is probably a conversation I shouldn’t listen to… It was also clear by the trajectory of the conversation that he may not make it past the kitchen unnoticed.
He’ll probably have too-
“I’ve found them!”
Shujinkou’s heart violently pounded against his chest, much more compared to earlier. He heard loud footsteps heading his way as if he were at ground zero for a stampede. Sayori!?
He quickly dived behind a potted plant, hoping beyond hope it would be enough to escape notice.
“I found the perfect-! Whoa!” She lost her step and tumbled into the kitchen.
It took every inch of willpower he possessed for Shujinkou to avoid rushing to her side and was beyond grateful that the jagged edges of the sticks she held were pointed away from her neck.
“I found some good ones…” Sayori chuckled anxiously, also relieved by her luck.
I definitely can’t go this way now. The trajectory of the previous conversation already made it hard to pass by, but with Sayori’s untimely arrival, it became impossible. “I’ll just have to head for the stairs on the other side.”
Shujinkou stood up, ready to enact his plan, only to dive back behind the potted plant upon hearing more footsteps. Peering from behind the giant leaves, he could see that this time they belonged to Mali.
Surprisingly, she was just whistling a tune while passing by. Once she was gone, it should be safe to proceed.
“Hm?”
Mali stopped near where Shujinkou was hiding.
Wait, what’s she doing?
She just stood there, as still as a statue until her head turned his way.
Shujinkou ducked, pressing himself against the wall as hard as he could. Did she see me?!
He could hear her feet moving towards him.
She saw me! This isn’t good! This isn’t good! If Mali catches me like this then--! Then--!
Never living it down would be the least of his worries in that bad end scenario.
“Is that…?”
It was over. If this was how it was going to end, then perhaps a full sprint to his room wasn’t a bad idea anymore. He could just jump out and run. Maybe she wouldn’t see anything beyond a speedy blur.
“Ah. My mistake. I thought it was a different kind of plant.” That was not the comment Shujinkou had expected to hear from Mali.
She did a little twirl and soon left the direction she came from. Shujinkou still held his breath until he could no longer hear her.
“That was too close…” Shujinkou let out a long sigh of relief. Still, it’s probably better I don’t go that way..
Shujinkou nervously scratched his right cheek. There was still nothing around that he could use to cover himself up and both pathways were now inaccessible. No choice then. I’ll have to go around the outside…! …On a winter’s night… …Gramps told me there would be moments like this…
Shujinkou crept towards the front entrance and slipped outside.
If I just avoid the windows I should be able to cleanly get to the side entrance.
“It’s going great.”
Why!? Shujinkou swiftly dove into the bushes below. He clapped his hands over his mouth, the sheer pain his move caused was both indescribable and embarrassing.
“Yes, we’re eating well.” Fuyu was nearby, talking to someone on her cell phone. “Yes, she’s interacting with the others well.”
Shujinkou hoped he was not about to listen to another conversation he shouldn’t hear.
“Yeah, Shujinkou’s here. …No, he’s not in ‘swinging bachelor’ mode.”
“Swinging bachelor mode”? Do I really give off that vibe just because all my friends are girls? …And family members. And homeroom teacher. And most of the people I meet in general like Nakité and her friends… In fact, I think Principal Taiki and Kenzou are the only non-hostile guys I know at the moment and that’s just knowing them, not knowing them.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, contemplating the ratio in his head.
I know I said it doesn’t matter but it really does seem to be leaning towards one direction… It isn’t the exact same thing, but I wonder if it’s something I got from Dad.
The thought alone depressed Shujinkou.
Please don’t let it be like that… I don’t want it to be like that!
“…you’re not even in the country right now, remember? …You really should though, he is the same boy that brought a stranger back into your arms. …Well, I mean, he is her closest friend right now. It’s pretty unavoidable. …I didn’t mean it like that. Sheesh, you’re so… you know.”
She sounds annoyed. I wonder who’s she talking to. If he could, Shujinkou would try to crawl away to keep the conversation private. However, he’s well aware that the rustling branches would give him away.
He could try plugging his ears, but his hands were the only thing keeping him from letting out a yelp. I’m going to be more grateful to clothes from now on.
“I’ll do my best. You just remember your promise and bring those shots with you when you get back. …Okay, I’ll let her know. …Love you too, Dad.” Her annoyed tone suddenly with her parting words. With the call over, Fuyu returned inside with an exhausted sigh.
So that was her dad on the other side. Shujinkou slowly shifted his body, weaving his way free of the branches that were jabbing against his bare skin.
“I wonder…” Shujinkou closed his eyes to better rely on his imagination. I wonder if Dad and Hiroko would have been like that. Then again, they seemed to have a good relationship so… maybe her teenage years wouldn’t have changed it? …I’d be lucky to talk to my dad the way Fuyu did with hers…
It was tough to think about, but he had no more time to waste on the subject. He had to take the initiative now while the coast was clear.
Shujinkou carefully made his way to the side entrance and slinked his way inside and up the steps.
Times like this a man could really use a cardboard box. …Then again, I doubt it would be useful here – it’d stand out a lot. But it would still be something to cover me. I’d look weird, but it’d be better than the alternative. I mean, it wouldn’t be too hard to move around with either if I could just pull one out of hammer space. …Life really would be easier if hammer space was a real thing.
At the top of the steps, Shujinkou took a moment to look around. It was just a straight shot to his room. With no one around, he could simply make a mad dash to his goal.
No… I got this far by being careful. No need to take risks when I’m so close.
Shujinkou’s quietly made his way down the hall. He couldn’t be too fast, but he could not be too slow. Each step had to be to be light, touching the floor for no longer than a second.
Almost there. I’m almost there…!
No sooner than after that thought crossed his mind that Shujinkou heard a door slide open.
“Still can’t believe I crammed that much info in my head.” Natsuki stepped out the door right behind him. “Better get a good score after all th- Hm?”
She started to turn his way, however Shujinkou, moving at a speed faster than he thought he could ever achieve, grabbed her shoulders, and directed field of view away from him.
“What the-!?”
“Natsuki, please don’t turn around!”
“Eh? Shujinkou? What’re you doing?”
“I know this is sudden and weird to ask this out of nowhere, but I’m begging you – please don’t turn around until I’m in my room! Please!”
“Uh…” Though Natsuki had no idea what was happening, whatever it was, it was bad enough to make her friend tremble. “…O-Okay. I won’t turn around.”
Shujinkou breathed another sigh of relief. “Thanks, Natsuki.”
It was a close call, but he made it through.
Ok, just a few more steps and I’m good.
But before he could take a single step, another door slid open.
“AH!”
He knew that shriek all too well. “YURI!?”
“Shujinkou! You’re…! You’re-!”
“It’s not what it looks like.” “I had no choice.” “Please don’t look!” Words Shujinkou wish he could say but vanished before ever reaching his tongue. His body was frozen as if it were trapped in a block of ice, a circumstance that would be vastly preferable to his current predicament.
“Why are you guys scr-?” Natsuki couldn’t help but turn around, discovering the answer with her own eyes. “Shujinkou, what the heck!?”
His mind could no longer register anything. Shujinkou ran to his room and slid the door shut behind him.
“Wh-?”
His bedroom door slid open. Now wearing a towel, Shujinkou tightly grasped Natsuki and Yuri’s hands and wordlessly brought them inside before sliding the door back shut.
“Please don’t tell the others what you saw! Please, PLEASE!” he pleaded desperately.
“You dummy! Why the heck would tell anyone we saw you-! Saw you-! …Why would we tell anyone what we saw!” Natsuki waved her arms as she yelled at him. “What the heck were you doing walking around like that!?”
“I was cleaning myself and my clothes vanished!”
“…You mean those clothes right there?” Yuri pointed to a pair of clothes neatly laid across his bed. They were indeed the clothes he had with him.
When he stopped to think about it, he was wearing the exact same towel he brought with him too.
“They’re here… Wait, but I actually had them with me! I didn’t leave them behind on accident!”
“Clearly. Otherwise that meant you went to the bathroom na- Like that in the first place…” Natsuki pointed out.
“It seems like you were the victim of a cruel prank…” Yuri sympathized.
“I guess… But who would-?”
The answer was obvious to the three of them.
“Why….?” Shujinkou moaned.
“I think the better question is why’d you decide to run around like that in the first place?” Natsuki questioned.
“Well… I didn’t have my stuff and-”
“Dummy! You could have just called for someone!”
“…I didn’t have my phone?”
“USE YOUR VOICE, DUMMY!”
She was right. He had let his confusion and embarrassment run rampant to the point he missed the obvious solution. “…I’m sorry.”
“…Just use your head next time, ‘kay. Now just get dressed already.”
His friends soon depart, leaving Shujinkou alone with his shame.
“Really earning the dummy moniker…” he said as he started to unwrap his towel.
“I’d have to agree with Natsuki-chan on this one, Senpai.”
Shujinkou wrapped himself back up, stunned by the sudden comment.
“Mali, what’re you doing here?!” he exclaimed.
“Eh? I think the better question is why’d you decide to run around in your birthday suit, Senpai.”
Mali’s giggle brought even more shame to Shujinkou. She knew I was hiding the whole time too…
“Mali, why’d you-?”
“Straight to the point this time, aren’t you Senpai? Well, would you believe that it wasn’t supposed to be a cruel prank?”
It was hard to believe. Stealing clothes and forcing the victim to wander around without them was, at the very least, a cruel prank.
“Don’t look at me like that, Senpai. My intentions were good, it’s just that… It was a possibility, but I never thought Senpai would actually try and sneak past everyone while bare to the world. Natsuki-chan’s suggestion was what I thought you would really do.”
I even did something unexpected from whatever Mali was planning… I don’t know how I’m supposed to feel about that.
“I must say, Senpai is even bolder than I thought. Look how he took charge of the situation at the end. Even leading two beautiful girls to his room by force with nothing but a towel on.”
His heart sunk deeper than it ever had before. Without context, everything he’d done sounded so much worse than it already was.
“Aw, Senpai… Your sad face is so heart wrenching but also…” Mali stepped closer to Shujinkou peering into his eyes. A mischievous smile formed on her lips. “-so adorable.”
“M-Mali?”
Her right index finger pressed against his chest, her heat transmitting from the tip.
“So bold, yet so innocent. Such a physique, yet so timid.” Mali wistfully traced a M across his chest, her movements ticking his bare skin. “So willing to let yourself be walked over while also being willing to lay down your life for those you care for. And Senpai wonders why he attracts all the girls.”
“Mali… Now’s not the time-”
“Hm…” Mali spread her hand against the center of Shujinkou’s chest. “At least the plan wasn’t a total waste.”
“Mali, I really don’t think you sho-”
“Really now, it seems like the only thing you and your father share in common is the ability to get all the girls.”
She slid her hand, allowing her to feel Shujinkou’s heartbeat against it. It was much harder than she had expected. “How’d you know-?”
“Besides a certain someone liberally spewing out your dad’s history, you know I do my research Senpai. It’s what made seeing him person so much more interesting.”
“Y-You met my dad?” Shujinkou gasped.
“Not personally but… I was there when he met with your mother whilst you were asleep.”
“What? Mom met him?”
“I wasn’t the only one there. Kiyo-san, Quiet-san and Student President-san were there too.”
“Them too?”
“Not to mention, each and every member of your club had their own encounter with your father. Well, except for your best friend. But she knows about the other meetings.”
Shujinkou couldn’t believe what he was hearing. Why didn’t anyone tell him this before now?
“Ah, I see no one really didn’t tell you about any of this. Well, I’m sure it’s no big deal. After all, friends hide things for a friend’s sake, right?”
“…”
Shujinkou gently grasped Mali’s hand and pushed it away from him.
“…Why are you telling me this, Mali?”
“Because you need to know this, Senpai. You need to know now of all times that your father was around. He was so close and yet… He never came to see you.”
“…!”
“Your mother practically had to drag him out in the open to just have a civil chat. Isn’t that interesting behavior from someone whose at least partially to blame for the recent suffering his own son went through? That his own son almost had to sacrifice his own life just for the small chance to save his friends.”
The memory was still fresh in his head. Him pleading for his friends life on that hospital roof -- It was one of the moments he still remembered vividly.
He also remembered the pain that followed. The physical pain was bad enough, but just the thought that he couldn’t stop another loss caused an indescribable ache in his heart.
All for something none of them would be involved in if not for the blood he shared with his father.
“…Mali. I’m sorry, but… I need to be alone right now.”
“Of course, Senpai.” Before Mali left, she glanced back at Shujinkou. He was so close and yet seemed so far away. “Do what you feel is best, Senpai.”
Her parting words echoed in his head even after she was gone.
…Dad.
Chapter 191: Doki Doki Study Slumber Party Part 4
Chapter Text
After finally slipping into clothes, Shujinkou returned outside. His thoughts were as erratic as a tsunami, but that was standard for him.
"…I'm scared, Monika. I'm scared that I'll somehow get worse, and I'm scared that I'll scare you guys off or that I'll have to forcibly isolate myself. I don't want to be alone with just my imagination again. I don't…"
“…”
"Please just stop it! I'm not my dad! My friends and I have never done anything to you! I'm sorry for what happened between him and your mother and I'm sorry for the way she treated you two but that has nothing to do with us! So please… Please just stop it…"
“…”
“Natsuki… Yuri… Monika… Sayori… Mali… Everyone… I'm sorry… I'm so sorry…”
“…”
“Somebody… Anybody… Please save them…”
“…”
“Guess who?”
Sayori cheerfully covered Shujinkou’s eyes from behind as usual and like always, Shujinkou gave any name but her own.
“…”
“Shiko?”
“…”
“This is the part where you say any name that comes to mind, and I say how could you possibly say that name because they’re no one close to me.”
“…”
Sayori’s hands slowly fell back to her side. When she found him, Sayori assumed his eerie silence was due from mental exhaustion, but when she peeked over his shoulder, it soon became apparent that was not the case.
“Shiko?” She waved her hands before his face, but even that didn’t yield a response. “Hey…”
“…”
What worried her the most was not his lack of response, but his eyes. They were sullen and hollow, a sight she had not seen since Hiroko’s passing.
“Shiko, this isn’t funny! Say something!”
“…”
“…Say something! …Please… Say something to me…”
“…!” Shujinkou had heard that plea before.
“…Sorry, Sayori… I just want to be alone from now on!”
“But Shiko… We’re friends aren’t we?”
“Just go away! I don’t want friends anymore! I never should have been friends with you ever!”
Another unpleasant memory surfaced in his mind.
“Shiko…”
“…Sayori, I…” What could he possibly say that would assuage her worries? The only thing he could tell her was the truth.
He forced a smile on his face and scratched his right cheek. “Sorry, Sayori. I was thinking about some stuff.”
“What kind of stuff?” Sayori continued to stare into his eyes, seeing through his fictious grin.
“Just… Stuff. And… I kinda need- Do you think you could give me-?”
…I can’t do it. This is already too similar to back then. No matter how I say it, it just wouldn’t be right to ask her to leave.
“Neverm-”
“Okay.” Sayori interrupted.
“Huh?”
“You want some alone time to clear your head. I get it. I just wanted to let you know that we were going to have a campfire soon and that you should join us.”
Enjoying a campfire with friends. Shujinkou hadn’t experienced something like that in a long time.
“You’re coming, right?”
Shujinkou couldn’t give her an answer. At least not an answer she would like, but that was about what Sayori expected.
“…I’ll be around if you need to talk,” Sayori cheerfully reminded him.
“Right…Thanks, Sayori.” He continued with his façade until his desire was granted.
This is stupid. Why am I so upset? So no one told me that Dad was around, and they saw him. It’s not like it’s really any of my business.
Plus the whole thing with Natsuki’s dad and me just waking up. I’m sure they were going to tell me eventually. They just didn’t want to drop so much on me after waking up from a coma.
Shujinkou imagined slapping himself for that train of thought.
…Why am I acting like this…? I really could care less whether they told me or not, so why do I-?
He knew the answer already. It was clear as day.
Dad was around for who knows how long. Was he here when things happened? Did he know what was happening at all if he was here?
If he showed up after, then why didn’t he at least show up to Mom? Why did she have to reach out to him? What did he say to her? What did he say to the others?
He recalled what Mali had said to him earlier. “Because you need to know this, Senpai. You need to know now of all times that your father was around. He was so close and yet… He never came to see you.
Isn’t that interesting behavior from someone whose at least partially to blame for the recent suffering his own son went through? That his own son almost had to sacrifice his own life just for the small chance to save his friends.”
My friends almost died that day. They were kidnapped and hurt and almost died. I was shot and sliced up by a sword and…
I can’t blame Dad for what happened. It’s not like he planned for any of that to happen and I know he blames me for Hiroko, but does he really hate me so much that he can’t see me after everything that happened?
Suddenly, Shujinkou felt something warm run down his hand. To his utter shock, he had been clenching his fists hard enough to draw blood. “…What am I doing? I should be happy that everything’s back to normal but-”
-what Mali said really bothered me. I… Didn’t even think Dad would even know that any of this happened and… I just figured that, even after everything, that if I really needed him…
“…”
…I just want to talk to him.
“Shujinkou.”
…! Someone had called for him. The stoic tone, the inflection that bore no sense of familiarity… It couldn’t be, could it? But as he looked up, the truth was standing in front of him. “…Dad?”
Shujinkou rubbed his eyes in a clumsy fashion, stunned that his father was still standing before him no matter how much he repeated the act. The sheer incredulity was palpable.
“W-What are you doing here?”
Naturally, Jomei offered no response. His indifferent gaze that looked through him was still too much for the soul. It would have been enough to make him shut down had he not realized something important.
“Wait a minute… Did you break into here!?” Shujinkou exclaimed.
“Not exactly the time for a question like that, don’t you think?” Jomei responded with slight annoyance in his tone.
“Kinda think it is, Dad… This is my friend’s private property after all.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as his father stared at him. It was his childhood all over again. He once again wondered what miracle made his father so open to conversation the first time they reunited this year.
“Anyway… Why are you here, Dad?” Shujinkou asked again.
“…Someone I knew caused a ruckus down here,” Jomei answered. “I came to see the results of his latest tantrum.”
“Oh. …Just that?”
“What other reason would there be?”
To say his father’s blunt answer stung would be an understatement. And yet, at the same time it was the only response that would ever come out of his mouth. It was a fact that he just had to accept.
“I guess you now know why I tried my hardest not to deal with him. He always has a childish desire to make a grand show out of everything,” Jomei continued.
While Shujinkou agreed with the last statement, his mind was in a flux from the first half. “Tried not to deal with him” sounded strange given the intimacy he shared with Akui’s wife.
Really didn’t need to be reminded of that either…
Shaking off that disturbing memory, Shujinkou noticed his father looked at him strangely. It was as if he was trying to comprehend something that eluded him.
“…Were you really the one responsible for Akui’s fall?” he asked.
“Huh?”
“Is it really true that you personally defeated Akui?”
“Uh… Well, I think so… I can’t really remember much of that night, but everyone says that I did and what I do remember kind of supports it…”
Shujinkou knew what his father was thinking – “How did someone so inadequate stop someone like Akui?”
He would explain if he could, but the gaps in his memory prevented that.
“Hey, Dad… I heard you met with Mom while I was out.”
“And?”
“W-What exactly did you tell her?”
“Did no one tell you anything?”
Jomei seemed a tad annoyed before just shrugging.
“I told her that as far as I know, Akui and Akuma are gone.”
“Gone? Like missing or-?”
“I’m not sure. All I can do is speculate that them missing is likely not to their benefit.”
Despite the torment the two put his friends through on Devil’s Night, Shujinkou still felt a twinge of concern. Something was gnawing at the back of his head, giving him a strong, if not unfounded, sense that Jomei was correct.
If true – Shujinkou shuddered at the unknown possibility.
It was strange that he felt that way, but it was not nearly as strange as the way his father looked at him. Jomei seemed a bit more relaxed.
“Uh, Dad?”
“…I see you’ve finally reached the point of being completely alone with those girls,” he finally said.
“Wait, What!? T-That’s totally not what this is! It’s not like that at all! It’s just a study group thing.”
“…They were previously entangled around you with you close to diving into one of their chests.”
“You saw that too!?”
“The topic of sex has also been brought up.”
“You heard that?!”
“And you were running around here naked.”
“YOU SAW THAT!?!?!?!?”
Shujinkou clutched his chest, nearly hyperventilating from the back-to-back discoveries. “Is everyone just seeing everything from the shadows these days!?”
“And judging from the screams-”
“No! Please don’t say anymore! I can’t handle this recap…!”
Shujinkou breathed deeply and exhaled a groan.
I think I’m going into cardiac arrest…
“…You should take the lead.”
“Huh? Take what now?”
“In situations like this, it’s essential you take the lead,” Jomei advised.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, perplexed by his father’s sudden assertion. “I don’t really know what you’re talking about.”
“You’re staying in an isolated location with no supervision. At the very least, your club friends are confirmed to be infatuated with you and are likely tempted to make a move, especially after so much physical contact. It’s why you should find a way to take the lead..”
Those last words hit in a way he did not expect – without delay, all the anxiety he felt- the pressure evaporated. Looking up at his father he responded with a flat, nearly inaudible, “…What?”
“In a scenario where you’re outnumbered, you need to make sure you’re the lead or else no matter how willing your partner is-”
Shujinkou tilted his head to the side, perplexed by what he was hearing.
“Dad, are you really…?”
“It’s just some advice for the inevitable outcome of the situation you landed yourself in. It’s not something that can easily be resisted at your age,” Jomei explained.
“…” Shujinkou shook his head and calmly stated, “…Dad, I know you have an easy time around women, and I’m not judging anyone, but… Don’t talk about my friends like all they’re waiting for is just a chance to throw themselves at me.”
“You still can’t see it, can y-?”
“Stop. They’re my friends, not just passing fancies I can just pick and choose from whenever I feel like it. Don’t you ever narrow them down to just that again.”
“…Fine. If that’s what you want.”
“…Dad, does it even bother you that someone you knew did what he did?” Shujinkou questioned.
“…”
Shujinkou shook his head, his gaze leaving his father for a moment..
“…You know, even though I can’t remember the specifics, I remember running around like crazy trying to find Sayori and Natsuki. I was losing my mind trying everything I could to figure out what was happening and try to keep something bad from happening to anyone else.
But I couldn’t and was left for dead. I was nearly dead in the water again because Nivia thought it was funny to mess with Yuri. And you know what I was thinking while I was bleeding out?
I thought I was going to lose people I cared about again and it was so close too. Monika was going to die by Nivia’s hand when I went looking for them again.
At the hospital roof, she could have died again from just getting hurt again! Yuri could have died from her own knife! Natsuki could have fell to her death! Sayori could have had her brains blown out! And the only one who could do anything then was me – a completely dumb, timid guy that-! They would have been better off if Mali could do something, but her hands were tied, so they were stuck with me!
I was scared. I was scared that I was going to lose them and every time I begged them to just kill me instead, it just seemed to make things even worse! Akui said he was going to go after Mom and Granny Hisa too when the only thing I did was try to save my friends! Do you get how messed up that is!? I didn’t even have anything to do with you guys but just because I’m your son, my friends had to go through all of that!
And…! And I know I can’t blame you for something you didn’t do but… How can you just come here and act like no one’s bothered by any of that? How can you just come here to ask me whether or not I took care of a problem that’s wasn’t even mine?!”
All he wanted was an answer, but his father refused him even that.
“…I’m sorry, I shouldn’t tell someone how to think or feel about anything. I just-”
-thought you would…
“…Never mind. It’s not important. Sorry, you came out of the way for so little.”
“…Is that really all you have to say?”
“Yeah, so… You don’t have to force yourself to hang around me anymore. It’s probably for the best – after everything that’s happened, it probably be better if everyone didn’t know you were here.”
“Fair point. I’ll take my leave.”
“Okay.”
Jomei started to walk away.
“…Actually, Dad…”
Jomei stopped in his tracks but continued to stare forward.
“…Just… Don’t hurt Mom again. We both already put her through a lot.”
“…”
“…”
“…Okay.”
Chapter 192: Doki Doki Study Slumber Party Part 5
Chapter Text
“…You can come out now.” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he watched someone step out from the shadow of a nearby beam.
“…How’d you know I was here?” Natsuki questioned.
“Actually… I didn’t,” Shujinkou timidly admitted, his eyes swimming around.
“Eh?! You mean you bluffed me?!”
“I was actually just saying that since… Never mind.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek awkwardly.
“I guess you saw all that, huh?” he asked.
Natsuki nodded her head. “…Sorry. I didn’t mean to, but…”
“It’s fine. I’m really getting used to being overheard and seen anyway.”
Shujinkou fell to the ground with a loud “plop.” He was so exhausted; he wasn’t sure if he could move for the rest of the night.
“…You okay?” Natsuki sat down beside him while maintaining some distance. “I uh… I’ve never seen you like that before.”
“Nearly crying? I mean, you already saw cry before so…”
“Not that. I meant… I don’t know. Not mad, but… I guess you did sound a little mad at first, but you’re not usually so riled up. Which is really saying something considering you’ve been through a lot of things that could have made you like that.”
“Yeah, well… I guess even I have a limit…” Shujinkou chuckled awkwardly. “But it’s over now so-”
“Dummy…” Natsuki slid closer to Shujinkou and embraced him. “You don’t always have to bury your feelings for our sakes.”
Bury my feelings… Shujinkou felt something build up in his chest as those words echoed in his head. They were another trigger. This is just like…
Shujinkou gently pushed Natsuki away and rose to his feet. His expression was dark and vacant.
“H-Hey…”
Before she could say what was on her mind, Shujinkou offered his hand, assisting Natsuki up.
“C’mon, we have somewhere to be, don’t we?” Shujinkou lips curled into a smile that could light up a room.
Natsuki was both dumbfounded and enthralled by it, leaving her only able to nod.
Finding the campfire site was easy thanks to the rising smoke. Everyone had already gathered together.
“Just made it.” As soon as Shujinkou and Natsuki arrived, they were each given a pointy stick by Rei.
Shujinkou eyed the tip of the stick, lightly pressing his index finger against it before jabbing it in the air a few times.
“I’ve already confirmed their pointiness,” Sayori said proudly. “You just need to keep them away from your neck.”
“…Why would we have them near our necks?” Natsuki questioned.
Shujinkou knew the answer, but figured it was best to keep his mouth shut. Instead, he settled himself neatly next to the fire.
Kiyoko tossed large marshmallows for everyone to catch and soon after, everyone held them over the fire.
“Gotta say, I didn’t expect you to spot a fire pit here, Kiyoko,” Fuyu admitted.
Kiyoko shrugged. “My grandparents said it was nice to have.”
“Granny Hisa said she wanted to install one at her resort, but didn’t trust people to not do something dangerous,” Sayori reminisced the lesson she once gave her about proper campfire etiquette.
There’s only one person I know here that wouldn’t hesitate to do something dangerous with fire… Natsuki snuck a peek at Mali, only to discover Mali was ready to meet her leering eyes.
“Only if someone is in my way, Natsuki-chan,” Mali giggled, sending chills down Natsuki’s spine as usual.
“Ahem.” Monika cleared her throat, garnering everyone’s attention. “I just wanted to say this before we get too into this – We still have a lot of studying to do so we shouldn’t stay up too late tonight.”
Everyone agreed with the sentiment. Everyone agreed, but Shujinkou. Once again, he was eerily quiet.
“Shiko?”
“Hm? Oh, sorry. I was just thinking.” Shujinkou said.
“Really? Whatcha thinking about this time, Senpai?” Mali questioned.
“I was just thinking that the last time I sat around a campfire like this was with Gramps,” he admitted.
“Your grandfather? Did you happen to accompany him on one of his legendary adventures?” Yuri asked.
“It wasn’t really an adventure. Well, not like movie level adventures, but with Gramps he can make even the mundane stuff fell epic.”
Plus, I’d be lucky if I could prove my worth at the end of one given how kid me was.
“You see, one of the last things I did with him was go on a camping trip him. I remember Hiroko and Sayori wanted to go too, but Gramps said it was a ‘Men’s Bonding Trip.’”
“I’m still a little upset by that…” Sayori pouted.
“It wasn’t personal Sayori and you two still got to do something with Granny Hisa,” Shujinkou pointed out.
“I still wanted to go camping…” Sayori refused to budge, bloating her cheeks with all the indignation she could muster.
He realized it was pointless to argue and decided to continue with his tale. “…Where was I? Oh right. We did a lot of things out in the wilderness. They were fun, though Gramps did have to bail me out of a few things. I never thought I’d see someone fight a horde of wasps without the spray stuff and win.”
“How’d he do that?” Fuyu questioned.
“With his bare hands and ingenuity.”
“Bare hands?” Fuyu gasped.
Shujinkou nodded. It was a feat not many would try, but even then, he knew deep down if anyone could pull it off, his grandfather could.
“And at the end of the day, we talked about a lot of things by the campfire. He told me more stories about what he and Granny Hisa did when they were younger and also told me a lot of things that I should know when I grow up and other things. We even fell asleep watching the stars, Gramps pointing out constellations and us making up ones together.”
Plus there was what Gramps told me as we headed home.
“He promised that he’d bring the others along next time, but… He passed away. That promise was always on my mind for weeks after. Not really because of me, but because I knew that it bothered Hiroko.
Everyone was busy, so I couldn’t exactly go anywhere so I decided to give her a similar experience in our yard. Well, it started that way, but it kind of became our own camping experience. I think Mom ended up carrying us inside when we eventually ended up falling asleep outside of our tent.
That was also pretty fun. I always wanted to go on a real camping trip with her but… I think all things considered that was a real one. We couldn’t have a real campfire, but that didn’t stop us from eating all the marshmallows. Thinking about it, that’s probably why we ended up fainting in the yard.”
Shujinkou moved his marshmallow away from the fire and cooled it down with a few quick breaths. Once sure it wouldn’t burn his tongue, he happily chowed down on it.
“…Ah, so that’s the choice you made, Senpai.” Mali said.
“Hm? What do you mean?”
“I was just thinking that Senpai is a lot more talkative about himself all of a sudden.”
“R-Really?”
“Really. You’ve been all over the place emotionally today,” Natsuki playfully shoved him, causing Shujinkou’s cheeks to further.
“It’s been a day.” From an outsider’s perspective, after enduring mental and emotional manipulation and trauma in such a short amount of time, today should have been a pretty bad day. However, when he thought about it, and how it led to this moment-
“Oh, yeah. Kiyo, do you think you could play us a song?” Sayori requested.
“Way ahead of ya,” Kiyoko reached behind her back and pulled out her guitar. “Any suggestions?”
“Natsuki-chan, don’t you want to hear your favorite sponge’s song for this moment?” Mali teased.
Natsuki rolled her eyes, with a small, amused smile on her face. “Shut up…”
Kiyoko shifted her gaze to Shujinkou.
“Me?”
“Yeah, you have anything you want to hear?”
That was a tough question. There were a lot of songs that Shujinkou would like to hear Kiyoko to cover. “Uhm… Could you play “Calling to the Night” from Portable Ops?”
“There’s a good one.” After she finished tuning her strings, Kiyoko began playing an acoustic rendition of the song. Ethereal wouldn’t be enough to describe what he heard, and he found himself reciting the lyrics in his head.
They made him once again think about the day he’s had.
From an outsider’s perspective, today should have been a bad day when all was said and done. Even with a nice moment to cap it off, it would still be a bad day for some.
But as Shujinkou looked around, one thing was clear.
This one moment made it all worth it.
Chapter 193: Doki Doki Study Slumber Party ~Bonus~
Chapter Text
~Doki Doki Study Slumber Party Bonus Vignettes~
1. An Empty Nest
It was strange. For the first time in a long while — for what felt like years — Hiro's home was filled with silence.
"Hah… What am I going to do with my time?"
It was the natural result of dedicating all her focus to looking after Shujinkou and her guests. It was the one task she devoted all her time to over the last couple of weeks.
But Shujinkou had awaken recently and is now staying over a friend's house for the weekend.
"Hm?" She felt her phone vibrating in her sweater pocket and pulled out to answer.
Her mother's face soon filled the screen. Despite dealing with a huge backlog of tasks at her job, she was as jovial as always. Hey there, Hiro, enjoying the implications behind the empty house."
Hiro chuckled awkwardly. Comments like that reinforced the idea that Hisa can read her mind even when far away.
"Just don't be having boys over again just because Shujinkou's gone," Hisa continued.
Her mother's words were crushing. Even after all these years, Hisa could still read Hiro like a book.
"Huh? But wait, I wasn't even considering that," Hiro protested.
"I know, I just wanted to say that." Hisa laughed. "But maybe I should have said something like that to Shujinkou given his current situation."
"I know you're joking, but… sometimes I worry," Hiro lowered her head, gently clutching the helm of her sweater.
"About what? We both know that they're all good kids." Hisa reassured her.
"I know. I… just have a bad feeling. I hope it's just a lingering worries from the last month."
Little did Hiro know her vague worries would come true in ways that she couldn't imagine.
2. Nighttime Chat
That night, Shujinkou could not sleep. He twisted and turned in bed — trying various different postures and positions — only to find it increasingly difficult to fall asleep with each passing moment. He could understand if his anxiety kept him up, but for once, he did not feel any.
That's what annoyed him more than anything else.
He sat up with a sigh and slipped out of his sheets.
Maybe moving around will help.
Shujinkou mindlessly wandered the halls, his mind replaying everything he had experienced that day. Could there have been such a day that was emotionally exhausting and also really fun.
It feels like a paradox.
Yet, thinking about it didn't worry him too much. Perhaps there was no real reason and he simply couldn't sleep.
Maybe some outside air will help.
Shujinkou stepped outside, a soft breeze caressing his face.
"Hm?" His eyes zeroed in on a figure sitting further out. "Rei?"
She peeked over her shoulder, greeting him with a slow wave.
"Couldn't sleep either, huh?" Shujinkou said as he walked over.
In response, Rei slowly shook her head.
Sitting down neck to her, Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. It didn't feel like Rei was expressing an inability to sleep.
"So… What are you doing out here?" He asked.
Rei looked up, her sole visible eye taking in the glistening sky above. Each star seemed to sparkle extra bright.
"Ah."
Shujinkou agreed that it was remarkable sight.
Just like the night Gramps and I went camping.
"Hey, Rei, you wonder if there's anything more out there?"
Rei looked at Shujinkou, seemingly curious about his question.
"I don't mean just planets, but do you think that there's just something beyond what we know?"
Rei slowly shook her head.
"You should try it some time. It really gets the imagination flowing. When I was a kid, I used to try breaking the walls between dimensions with my voice. Granted, I was just copying Gotenks…"
Rei slowly raised her left hand, pointing at herself.
"I'm not saying you have to scream… I was just giving an example."
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Even though Rei had spoken to him before, imagining her screaming was just as hard as imagining Kiyoko upset.
"By the way, you feeling good about the exams?"
Rei shrugged. It was as if she was imitating Kiyoko.
"Ah."
Rei continued to stare at Shujinkou, clearly interested to know his feelings on the subject.
"Me? I guess I feel like I'm getting there. Right now, my goal is just to pass since that's the most realistic expectation I can put on myself." He wondered if he could do better, but he didn't want to pressure himself. "Even if I don't pass, at least I got to spend today and tomorrow with you guys, right? At least there's that."
Rei once again pointed to herself.
"Of course you too."
Hearing that, Rei formed a small smile on her face. It felt nice that he was able to help her smile, but it also left Shujinkou a little flustered.
However, that was always a price he'd be willing to pay.
3. His Best Subjects
"Uhm…"
Shujinkou timidly scratched his right cheek. Even after reviewing his past practice exam, he still struggled to apply the concepts he learned towards his new practice questions.
"Hey, Shiko… When was the Treaty of Versailles signed again?" Sayori asked.
"The 28th of June in 1919."
"Ah, thanks."
Sayori wrote the answer down and moved to the next one.
"Hey, Shiko, when did the Napoleonic Wars start?"
"May of 1803 after the breakdown of the Treaty of Amiens."
"Thanks."
Sayori moved on to the next question.
"Hey, Shiko… Who was the American President during the Louisiana Purchase?"
"Thomas Jefferson."
"Shujinkou, I never realized you were a history buff," Yuri said.
"Hm? Oh, I'm not really that. It's just history is kind of an easy subject for me."
"Wait… Was that you admitting you're really good at something," Natsuki teased.
"That's because Shiko's always been good at history," Sayori pointed out. "Even when we were kids, Shiko would be one of the only people in our class to consistently get the top grades in History."
"Really, Shujinkou?" Monika gazed at Shujinkou with interest, something he felt to be a tad embarrassing. "How come you never mentioned that before?"
"It's really nothing. I just think history is kinda interesting so it's easy for me to absorb and retain the information."
That being the end of the conversation, the group continued studying until the silence was broken again.
"Hey, Shujinkou."
Shujinkou glanced up from his textbook. This time Fuyu had something to say.
"Your grandparents went on a lot of adventures, right?" Fuyu asked.
He nodded. "Yeah."
"Do you actually believe that?"
Shujinkou shot her a confused look.
"I mean, they told you stories when you were a kid, correct? Haven't you ever thought they were just telling you exaggerated accounts?" Fuyu clarified.
"Well, after Gramps passed away, I did wonder for a bit, but I pretty much ignored it," Shujinkou replied.
"How come?"
"Because Gramps and Granny Hisa always seemed so… capable of surviving what they told me they been through."
His fellow Literature Club members could not refute his logic. They had already witnessed just how capable Hisa not too long ago.
"Why do you ask?" Shujinkou wondered.
"Just makes me think of my dad." Fuyu replied.
"You know, I actually thought the real reason Shiko was so good at history was because he always liked listening to Gramps and Granny Hisa's stories," Sayori admitted.
Shujinkou simply shrugged. "Whatever the reason, history was the only subject I had any confidence in for my entire school career."
"What about art class? Even the teacher was impressed with you back in the day," Sayori pointed out.
Shujinkou's expression darkened. "…Don't you remember what happened then?"
"Oh… Right…" Sayori winced.
"What did happen back then?" Yuri asked.
"A lot of the other kids got mad at Shiko for setting a high standard and began picking on him to get him to turn in worse work," Sayori explained.
"Naturally, it worked…" Shujinkou said with a depressed sigh. "That was until I randomly decided to stand up for myself even if I really didn't…"
"But you did, Shiko. It was great," Sayori praised.
"I only did it because you did it for me and got pushed for it… Besides what happened after doesn't really make it feel like a win."
"What did happen after?" Monika questioned.
"The bully leader threw some paint which Shiko dodged at the last second. The person hit threw some in retaliation and so on and so on before a huge art war broke out," Sayori recalled.
"Art war?" Kiyoko repeated perplexed. "Really?"
"So many things were flying through the air, or at least the non-sharp stuff. People were painting each other, scribbling mustaches and so many other things. It was a real warzone and the only thing Shiko and I could do was hide behind an overturned table."
"It was scary…" Shujinkou shivered as he recalled that moment. "It didn't even end there."
"The war raged out of the classroom and eventually most of the school got in on it. The police had to get involved to calm everyone down. By that point, Shiko and I were hiding in the bushes outside."
"Wait, your school was the one that had the riot I heard about when I was younger?" Fuyu gasped.
"That's right… It made the news…" Shujinkou chuckled nervously. "The teachers were not exactly happy for three weeks after that."
"Ouch. "
"Yeah…"
4. Charm
"Alright, I think I may be getting the hang of it." Shujinkou brushed his bone-dry brow once he finished his recent set of practice questions.
"That so?" Mali appeared behind Shujinkou, holding on to his trembling shoulders. "You really are improving Senpai."
With a teasing laugh, Mali softly patted his head - the patronizing act was just as embarrassing as before.
"You know, I think you deserve a reward, Senpai." Faster than he was able to form words, Mali crawled in front of Shujinkou, kneeling right between his legs. "What to reward Senpai with…"
Mali giggled as she observed Shujinkou's flustered expression.
"Ah… I got it. Senpai can continue where he left off from."
"Huh? What are you talking about?"
"Senpai can have what I denied him earlier this semester."
Shujinkou watched as Mali brought her right index finger to his lips. It softly pressed against them before hovering over her own pair. The way she caressed her own lips with it made it obvious what she wanted to do.
"W-Wait, you don't have to-!" Shujinkou exclaimed.
"Are you sure? Senpai seemed so eager before and so disappointed when I denied him the chance last time." Mali teased.
"I was just doing it because you said it was the only way you let us have the clubroom!"
"Aw, Senpai… If you say it like that, you make it sound like sharing a kiss with me is the worst thing in the world."
"N-No, I wasn't saying that…"
"Ehe…"
Shujinkou gulped as Mali continued to caress her lips. They were as shiny and glossy as a runway model and were practically begging to be kissed.
"Just kidding. I know Senpai isn't comfortable with it happening like this," Mali giggled.
Shujinkou could feel himself nearly self-destruct from the embarrassment he felt.
"Hey, Mali… I know you missed Shiko, but he really needs to focus on getting ready for the exams," Sayori said. "You shouldn't disrupt his flow while he's feeling good."
"Besides, Shujinkou not passing wouldn't be the most interesting result, right?" Monika pointed out with a knowing smile.
"Hmm… School Idol-San really has grown over the last couple of weeks," Mali complimented. "It makes me wonder if that newfound confidence will be applied to other parts of your life as well."
Shujinkou agreed with Mali's assessment. It's been on his mind ever since he returned to school, but Monika seemed more self-assured in his eyes.
"Shujinkou, how long are you going to keep staring at me…?" Monika's cheeks were slightly flushed as she questioned him.
"Oh, right, sorry…" Shujinkou looked away flustered.
"Seriously, you really are a dummy, Shujinkou. Monika already has all the guys at school staring at her all the time, she really doesn't need her only guy friend to do it too," Natsuki playfully chastised.
"Come on, that's an exaggeration…" Monika insisted.
"No. No, it is not," Fuyu, without looking up from her phone, said this.
"And then there was the maid incident," Yuri brought up with a teasing smile.
"…It always goes back to the maid thing…" Though she was smiling, Monika was on the verge of tears upon being reminded of her brief stint as a maid.
"The maid café did nearly stop the whole event," Sayori pointed out.
"Even the teachers talked about how the school's star student stopped all the festivities," Fuyu added.
"And I have to say, School Idol-san, I never believed in that kind of power until that day," Mali giggled. "The power to charm the masses on such a small playing field along with the irony that the people you'd like to, you can't easily charm."
"Well… I think I like the fact that I can't 'easily charm' some of those people." Monika said with a teasing wink.
It appeared to be a playful jab back at Mali, but it was obvious to most everyone there for whom it was really meant.
5. An Open Secret
"Hah… I'm exhausted…" Monika sighed.
"You know, for the person who constantly tells me to slow down, you seem to be going full tilt yourself right now when it comes to our studies," Fuyu noted.
"I know I'm being hypocritical right now… But I'm just trying to reach the highest point I know I can. It's something my parents used to tell me all the time."
"Well, I can relate to trying to live up to something." Fuyu pushed her glasses back over her eyes before she continued. "By the way, I have to ask something."
"What is it?"
"Is the Literature Club's crushes on Shujinkou an open secret yet or-"
"Eeh…" Monika looked away, covering her faint red cheeks with her hands. "What makes you ask that all of a sudden?"
"I was just curious. You guys seemed to be a little more… 'open' about it in some capacity." Fuyu answered.
"I... think it is… a little. It's not like it's been mentioned explicitly but I know we all know how we feel about Shujinkou. I think just being a little more open about it than usual helped fill the void of him being gone. And everything after he woke up was just… Well, just relief and the fact that it feels like he's been gone forever."
"Huh. I guess that explains why you've been a little more lax about it overall."
"What do you mean by that?"
Ahem. Fuyu looked away, pressing her glasses even closer to cover her eyes. Behind her back, she revealed one of the first practice exams taken over the weekend. "I happened to find this out in the open."
"You mean that isn't yours?" Monika said.
"No. It's yours."
Monika heart sunk.
"Don't worry, I grabbed it before anyone could look through it." Fuyu offered the packet for Monika to take.
Monika held it against her chest, keeping what was most important hidden from curious eyes. "Thanks, Fuyu. I really owe you one."
"As long as a fellow student is in trouble, I'll do my best to assist them. That oath still holds true even in moments like these."
Though small, there was a smile on Fuyu's face as she readjusted her glasses again.
"You really should show that side of you more at school," Monika encouraged. "The other students wouldn't be so scared of you if you did."
"They also wouldn't listen either," Fuyu countered.
"They will. Once you find the right balance."
Right balance?
It was advice that should be taken into consideration, but it would have to be for another time.
6. Don't Think About It
"…Just use your head next time, 'kay. Now just get dressed already." Natsuki took Yuri by the hand and led her back into the hallway. Guess that explains why he was being so forceful…
They were both blushing profusely, unable to block what they just saw from their heads.
Yuri gulped. "That was…"
"Yeah…" Natsuki nodded in agreement.
"Really though-"
First what I did when we walked here together, then the cruel game Mali pulled on us, now this…!
"This is becoming too much!" Yuri buried her face in her hands, collapsing on the floor with a "thud!"
"Just don't think about it," Natsuki said.
"I don't think that's possible…"
"I know but just don't think about it."
"But what about-?"
"Don't think about it."
"But then I was met with-"
"Don't think about it…!"
"And when he turned around-!"
"Especially don't think about that!"
Natsuki collapsed on the ground with a tumultuous groan.
"It was…"
"Don't think about it."
The two sat there in silence until the door behind them opened. They were afraid Shujinkou had heard them, but that would have been a better outcome than what they saw.
Mali closed the door behind her before exchanging curious stares with Natsuki and Yuri.
She simply giggled and left with a satisfied smile.
"Did she also-?"
"…Don't think about it…"
7. Dere
"Senpai. Natsuki-chan. I'm glad you're here." Mali approached the two with a smile.
"You being glad to see people hardly ever a good thing," Natsuki sighed.
"That's not true. I was glad to find you all safe and sound during Senpai's raid."
Natsuki wanted to say something — to offer any kind of retort — but she figured it'd be best to let the conversation move forward.
"Why are you happy to see us?" Shujinkou asked.
"Well, I'm always happy to see you Senpai. But the reason I'm glad Natsuki-chan is here with you is so she can witness your lesson."
"My… lesson?" Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, wondering whatever it was Mali wanted to teach him. Somehow, he knew it wouldn't be related to anything related to the exams.
"It's about time Senpai learned how to deal with girls better."
"I think I deal with girls fine. At least, way better than I used to."
"Maybe. After all, I think Senpai handled brining two girls into his room while naked like a champ."
"Ugh…" Shujinkou wished he had a shell to crawl into.
"You're never going to let that go, are you?" Natsuki grumbled.
"It's Senpai being assertive. How could I?" Mali giggled. "Anyway, I think the best way for Senpai to learn is to categorize the girls he does know in a way that he can understand best."
Shujinkou anxiously scratched his right cheek. "How?"
"We're going to categorize the girls in your life as Deres."
Deres? Shujinkou and Natsuki collectively felt a chill.
"Let's start off with Natsuki-chan. She's easy since she's so tsundere."
"I'm not a tsundere!" Natsuki raged.
"Started off cold and aloof to Senpai — tsuntsun — with the usually nickname of 'Baka' but overtime started to be very deredere, especially when Senpai does something that tickles her fancy," Mali continued.
"I don't get lovestruck around him…!"
"Did you not hug him recently?"
"You were watching us?" Natsuki gasped.
"Ah, so you did hug recently," Mali replied with a big smile.
Natsuki wanted to kick herself for so easily falling into that trap.
"Let's move on, Senpai. The next girl would be Club VP-san, who is obviously, as far as you know, is very Deredere.
Then there's Oppai Lily-san who is Hajidere since she can be social and outgoing, but also sometime suspiciously only nervous and embarrassed around Senpai exclusively.
And then there's School Idol-san who is clearly a yandere."
"What? What about Monika screams 'yandere' to you?" Natsuki objected.
"Oh. Sorry, for a moment there I believed Monika's prime example number 1 for a yandere. Really, School Idol-san's more of a Teasedere," Mali corrected.
"That makes more sense," Natsuki accepted.
"That said, Senpai may need to learn how to handle yanderes in the future. After all, if Senpai keeps attracting Deres, he'll have to deal with another one in the future."
"Another one? Shujinkou said perplexed. "I don't… think I've been in a situation like that for a first time."
"Ah, sorry. I'm was thinking aloud again, Senpai."
"And exactly what kind of dere would you be?" Natsuki questioned.
"Hm. Can't you guess, Natsuki-chan?"
"…Sadodere."
"Ehe, not a bad guess." Mali complimented. "For a bonus round, Senpai used to be an Utsudere, now he's partially a Bakadere."
"B-Bakadere…" Shujinkou lowered his head in shame. He didn't realize Mali thought he was that stupid.
"Aw, Senpai, don't look so glum. That's why I said partially. You're not really stupid, just hopelessly innocent and naive."
Was that a genuine compliment or a criticism? Was it both? Shujinkou wasn't sure.
"So… Did you learn anything here, Senpai?" Mali asked.
"I'm not really sure what I was supposed to learn…" Shujinkou admitted.
"That since you attract deres with your innocence and golden heart, you may snag yourself a Kami/ Yan/Mayadere someday at this rate," Mali concluded.
Shujinkou shivered at her proclamation. "That's a scary thought."
"No kidding…" Natsuki fretted.
8. Hammock
Taking a break from studying, Kiyoko decided to rest in her hammock. She was swayed back and forth by the wind, but she didn't mind. Sometimes, it was rather enjoyable.
"I guess I shouldn't have been surprised that you have one of these."
She watched Yuri approach from the corner of her eye.
"They're one of the best places to get some downtime. You want a turn?" Kiyoko offered.
"Oh. No, I wasn't trying to hint at that." Yuri said.
"I know. I was just asking."
"But I wouldn't want to ruin your break."
"It's cool."
Kiyoko sat up and slid off the hammock, offering space for Yuri.
"Well, I've never actually rested on one of these before." Though initially hesitant, Yuri climbed on top and laid spread across it.
"You look tense," Kiyoko noted.
"I'm not exactly sure what the proper position is…" Yuri worried.
"There is no proper position. You just gotta relax the same way you would on any bed," Kiyoko instructed.
"Just like in bed…" Yuri stretched her legs out straight and brought her hands over her stomach. "Like this?"
"Whatever you find comfortable."
"So, I'm just supposed to look at the sky and swing?"
"There's no goal, Yuri. You're just unwinding," Kiyoko gently pushed the hammock with an encouraging grin, letting Yuri sway from side to side. "How's that?"
It felt nice. The gentle swing, the soft breeze, and the charming view above was very comforting. I can see why people like these. It's very relaxing…
"… Hey, can you scootch over?" Kiyoko requested.
Yuri did as she was asked, providing enough space for Kiyoko to lay next to her. The two gazed at the bright orange sky above for a while, but overtime it became apparent to Kiyoko that something was plaguing Yuri.
"…Kiyoko?"
"Yeah?"
"About you and Kenzou-"
"You don't have to worry about me and Ken, Yuri. It's not the same thing," Kiyoko assured.
"Well, if you say so… It's just that his vagueness was kind of off putting," Yuri admitted.
"It's like I said, he was in a rush and didn't want to be a bother. Trust me, Ken's fine." There was a warmth in her tone that washed away any doubts Yuri had left.
"Okay. Sorry for prying," Yuri apologized.
"No problem. I appreciate the concern."
The two went back to staring at the sky for a bit.
"Can I ask you a question?" Kiyoko said.
"Yes."
"Why were you and Natsuki screaming last night?"
Recalling the events of the night before, Yuri blushed profusely. Kiyoko could feel heat radiating from her red face.
I may have struck a major chord there.
9.
"Hey, do you really think I made the right decision?"
"You worked really hard, so I'm sure you'll pull it off. Heck, I bet you'll do even better than you thought you would."
"I doubt that."
"You always doubt yourself and you always prove yourself wrong."
"It's not like I'm doubting I'll pull it off."
"You literally just questioned if you made the right decision."
"Okay, true, but that was more of a last-minute fear thing. I'm pretty sure I can at least pass. I'm just trying to keep my expectations… real."
"Excuses."
"C'mon. I'm starting from zero here!"
"Don't we all start from zero?"
"We don't usually have to cram so much information in our heads at once."
"Okay, I admit that that's a challenge. But hey, all you have to shoot for is passing."
"That was what I was saying!"
"Yeah, but when I say it, it's encouraging. When you say it, it sounds like an excuse."
"…Are you messing with me?"
"Obviously, it's not like I got a million chances too."
"Ugh… Why does everyone seem to like teasing me?"
"It's like your Kōhai says."
"Really?"
"I'm pretty sure you get it from Mom."
"…I can see that."
"But in all seriousness… How are you doing?"
"Honestly, I'm doing pretty good. It still stings that Dad just doesn't… But it's fine, because… I think I'm just done asking for something that I'll never have. Part of me always focused on what I didn't have that I started taking what I did have for granted and eventually isolated myself from the people that I still had. Seeing Dad reminded me of that – reminded me that I was acting the same way as him not too long ago."
"You were just a kid, Shujinkou. You don't need to be hard on yourself for trying to deal with grief the only way you thought was possible."
"…Part of me will always regret how I acted back then, but I stopped using it as an excuse to hate myself. Now I just have to better appreciate what I do have."
"You raided a hideout full of criminals to save your friends. I don't know how you can appreciate them more."
"Hehe. I guess so."
"So you're really fine?"
"Yeah."
"So, you're telling me that I didn't show up for spiritual guidance?"
"I guess not. Maybe… Maybe you're just here because I wanted to see you – to let you know that I'm still okay."
"I wasn't worried. It takes you awhile sometimes, but I know you'll always pull through."
"…"
"…"
"…Well, guess our time's up."
"Already."
"You know I'd stay longer if I could, but someone has to keep Gramps company."
"True."
"…Keep taking care of yourself, okay?"
"You too… Sis."
Chapter 194: The One Left Behind
Chapter Text
Time to wake up.
Slowly, but surely, Shujinkou opened his eyes. Golden beams of light spilled into the room, illuminating the room to a near intolerable level.
Ugh… What happened?
Once his eyes adjusted to the light, Shujinkou was surprised to discover that he was not in his room. Adding to his confusion, he found his friends sleeping all around him.
Oh that’s right, too many milkshakes… Still can’t believe I lasted as long as I did.
A yawn slipped out of him as he reached for his phone. The first day of the final exams have arrived.
It was finally time to see if all of their efforts would pay off.
“AAAAAAAAAAHHH!”
His horrified scream shattered the tranquil atmosphere, awakening the others in the process.
“Shiko, why are screaming so early!?” Sayori cried.
“We slept in!”
Three words. It only took three words for everyone to realize what was at stake. Their school, like most others, have a strict policy on attendance and their exam days were no different.
An absence would automatically cause them to fail their missed exam. Failing their exam would significantly impact their overall grade and may lead to them requiring to attend cram school. And if their overall grade for a class is low enough, they may have to retake it – or even worse repeat the year depending on individual circumstances.
“Ah, you’re finally all up.” Mali stepped into the room, already dressed for school. The panic she found on most everyone’s faces was such an amusing sight; she couldn’t help but smile. “And here I thought you were going to sleep all day.”
“Why didn’t you wake us up?” Natsuki wasted no time demanding an answer from Mali.
“Because I thought the morning would be more interesting like this.” Mali’s response was instantaneous and shockingly honest. She didn’t even bother pretending to care.
Natsuki opened her mouth, ready to retort, but she was swiftly stopped by Monika. “Natsuki, we don’t have time for a back and forth. We need to get ready!”
Following her lead, the group scattered to collect all their possessions while finding the time to take care of basic hygiene. Some handling both tasks at once to mixed results.
Mali watched the chaos unfold, relishing the anxiety directing every desperate movement.
Moments later, everyone was ready to depart, but there was still a lingering doubt in the air.
“How are we going to get to school on time? We’re not exactly close.” Natsuki said.
The answer came from an unexpected source.
“…We’re going to have to run.” Shujinkou was surprisingly frank, something the others saw as another sign of how serious their predicament was.
“Even if we broke into a full sprint, would that really be enough to make it in time?” Yuri wondered.
“Only one way to find out,” Kiyoko said.
“RUN!” Sayori cried.
They took off, dashing for school with reckless abandon.
They ran and they ran. There was no time to catch their breaths and no time to worry about the attention they drew.
All that mattered was making it to their exams in time.
“Ugh…!”
From the corner of his eyes, Shujinkou noticed a woman fall to the ground, hunched over in pain.
There were plenty of other people around. Surely they could check what was wrong with her.
That option didn’t register in Shujinkou’s mind and he came to a screeching halt to tend to the stranger.
“Are you okay?” Shujinkou kneeled down next to her, wanting to help her to her feet, but she didn’t have the strength to do so.
Upon closer inspection, Shujinkou noticed the large, round shape of her belly. Along with her quiet cries of pain, it was clear what he had stumbled upon.
Gulping hard, Shujinkou wondered what he could possibly do as his companions jogged up to him.
“What’s going on, Shujinkou?” Fuyu asked.
“I… I think she’s having a baby!”
It was a shocking statement. The miracle of life would normally be a grand sight to witness, but now was the worst time to get involved.
“Ma’am, are you with anyone right now?” Monika kneeled down next to Shujinkou and asked the stranger this question.
The woman shook her head.
“…She needs to get to the hospital. I’ll call an ambulance.” Monika reached for her phone, but Shujinkou stopped her. “Shujinkou, what’re you-?”
“…Guys, we can’t afford to miss this exam. If we do, forget just the past weekend, everything we worked hard for the entire year could be for nothing,” Shujinkou said.
“But Shujinkou, are you saying we should just leave?” Yuri questioned.
“Yeah…” Shujinkou nodded. “You guys are going to be late if you don’t hurry.”
“…Shiko, are you saying what I think you’re saying?” Sayori said.
“Someone has to stay here. It might as well be the guy who had the highest chance of failing in the first place, right?”
“But Shiko, you worked so hard.”
“And so did you guys. I wasn’t supposed to take the exams anyway. The only reason I was allowed was because Fuyu vouched for me. And when you think about it, the only reason we’re here right now is only because you guys set up a study sleepover to help me. The only reason we’re here is because of me and the last thing I’d ever want is to drag you all down with me.”
“…Shujinkou, is this really what you want?” Monika asked.
Shujinkou once again nodded. “Yeah, don’t worry about me. I’m used to missing things.”
It was clear that nothing said would make Shujinkou budge. With no choice but to accept his decision, the rest of the group continued their sprint to school.
…
“Made… it…!” Sayori clenched her fist, performing a tiny gesture of victory upon entering the school.
“I never… wish to do this… again…” Yuri said along her heavy pants.
“Really, Oppai Lily-san? You don’t think a nice, brisk jog was exactly what the brain needed on a day like this?” Mali whistled a short tune before walking off, presumably to her own class.
“Does it not bother her that it’s partially her fault her ‘precious Senpai’ is going to miss the first day of exams…?” Natsuki recalled the conversation she had with Mali in the hospital room. It sincerely hurt her head how her words back have been contradicted by her action since Shujinkou’s awakening.
The morning bell didn’t leave her much time to ponder, however. Everyone went to their class, taking their seats just in in time for attendance.
As usual, Kiyoko’s homeroom teacher, Chika-sensei, took attendance. She called out her students names and they responded until she reached a certain one.
“Shujinkou.”
There was naturally no response.
“…Shujinkou?”
She looked away from her sheet, directing her gaze to where Shujinkou would normally be sitting.
“Has anyone seen Shujinkou?” Chika asked.
Kiyoko raised her hand. “Sensei, Shujinkou couldn’t make it because he’s helping someone about to give birth.”
The tone of her voice was completely serious, leaving no chance for the news to be taken as a joke or a lie. Despite that, the entire class erupted into loud debates over the validity of her claim.
“Eh? Shujinkou’s helping a pregnant lady?”
“He’s just ditching! It’s the oldest excuse in the book!”
“I know he somehow raided a criminal hideout, but the timing’s just-”
“Wait, he’s not the father is he!?”
The discussions continued on, until their teacher clapped her hands loudly.
“Okay, okay! We’re already getting distracted.” She picked up her clipboard and looked down at Shujinkou’s name. “…So, Shujinkou’s absent.”
After marking his absence, she finished taking attendance before distributing the first set of exams for the day.
…
The school bell chimed again, granting the students a brief reprieve. Kiyoko stood in front of one of the vending machines, mindlessly drinking a bottle of water until she heard a groan.
Sayori lurched towards the vending machines – Her slow walk and moans giving her the appearance of a zombie.
“You okay there, Sayori?” Kiyoko asked.
“Oh, Kiyo…” Sayori softly patted her stomach. “All that running and test taking with no breakfast.”
“Ah. That’s right, we didn’t eat this morning.”
Sayori stood in front of the snack machine. She stared at the money she had on hand, thinking back to how she got it.
“Hey, Sayori, stick out your hand.” Shujinkou said.
“You mean like this?” The moment Sayori did as she was told, Shujinkou placed some money in her hand. “What’s this for, Shiko?”
“Snacks.”
“Snacks?”
“You know for in-between the exams in case you get hungry. It’s… It’s kinda just my way of wishing you luck.”
“I get it. You’re the best, Shiko!”
“Hey, Kiyo… Shiko still isn’t back yet right?” Sayori asked.
Kiyoko shook her head. “I told our homeroom teacher exactly what happened but I’m not sure what’s going to happen. After all, it is one of the most out there excuses in the book.”
“But it actually happened. Shouldn’t the teachers know that Shiko wouldn’t be the type of person to make an excuse like that?”
“Not exactly.” Fuyu stepped in between the two, ordering a hot chocolate from one of the machines.
“What do you mean?” Sayori questioned.
“We all know the type of person Shujinkou is, but that’s because we actually know him. The teachers here only know him by his record.”
“His record…? …It’s not that bad though, is it?”
“To summarize, Shujinkou often doesn’t pay attention in class and is unresponsive.” Fuyu explained succinctly.
It was obvious that Shujinkou’s emotional state wouldn’t afford him a sterling reputation among the school’s staff, but that brief summary made him appear to be an educational delinquent.
Sayori shook off the initial shock and continued. “Okay, but at least his grades showed that he was serious, right?”
“His grades were all over the place. Typically, they would sink before he’d pull them up around the end of a term,” Fuyu answered.
“Oh…”
These facts, along with the obvious fact that Shujinkou had never communicated the issues he faced last year, made it clear that they couldn’t rely on his reputation.
And I don’t think one good semester plus getting into the newspaper is going to help.
“Can’t we just tell everyone we were there though?” Sayori proposed.
Fuyu shook her head. “The moment it’s discovered that we’re friends with Shujinkou would make people wonder if we’re just trying to cover for him. Without any discernable proof, it may not be enough.”
“But shouldn’t we try? We could tell the principal about it.”
“…I already tried that.”
“Really?” Sayori’s eyes were wide with surprise. “What happened?”
“Principal Taiki had to leave because of a ‘personal emergency.’” Fuyu replied.
“Personal?” As Sayori wondered what could have pulled their principal away on such an important day, the school bell chimed.
“Welp, time for another exam,” Kiyoko said with a yawn. “Better do our best so Shujinkou doesn’t worry.”
“…Okay…” Sayori pouted. “Sometimes it feels like Shiko’s the only one who gets to worry though…”
…
“Hey, I’m back.”
After the others had left him, Shujinkou called for an ambulance, insisting on riding along to help keep an eye on the stranger.
At the very least, he figured he could offer a hand to squeeze if she needed one.
Once she was admitted to a hospital room, he wondered if there was any way to offer emotional support while waiting for a family member to take his place.
I got it!
Promising to return, he stepped out to find the nearest convenience store. There, he found everything he needed.
“Sorry, I’m late. There was a lot of traffic outside.”
Shujinkou had returned with balloons and a card.
“Sorry I couldn’t get any flowers. Only two hands.”
“Don’t apologize. You’ve already done a lot for me.”
Shujinkou set his gifts down and scratched his right cheek.
“I’m sorry for inconveniencing you,” the woman apologized again.
“You’re not inconveniencing me,” Shujinkou insisted.
“But aren’t you you missing an important exam?”
“It’s fine. I’m sure I can retake it later.”
Though he said that, Shujinkou had a hunch he wouldn’t get a second chance. He was the one who insisted that he should start the exams at the same time as the others – he promised the man who gave him that chance that he’d be ready.
Being here now meant he had to deliberately break that promise. Failing his exams after asking was one thing, but not even showing up was very disrespectful.
“…Anyway, were you able to get it touch with anyone?” Shujinkou asked.
“Jin’s still hours away, but I was able to reach my older brother. Hopefully, he’ll be here soon so I don’t have to burden you anymore.”
“You’re not a burden. Besides, I’m the one who made the choice to come here – you had no control over that.”
The woman chuckled. “You’re very stubborn, you know that?”
“I… Don’t think I’ve ever been called that much.”
“Really? What have you been called then?”
“Well… One of my friends calls me ‘Dummy’ a lot. But it’s only because she wants me not to repeat the stupid stuff I do sometimes. Though, I also think she just likes calling me that sometimes.”
“That so?”
Shujinkou began to wonder how his friends were faring on their exams. He was sure that he did the right thing even if it meant he had to break his promise with the principal – at the same time, he hoped his absence didn’t distract the others.
Knock, knock.
Chapter 195: The One Left Behind Part 2
Chapter Text
The door opened, a doctor stepping inside. He asked questions and talked about topics that Shujinkou purposely let fly over his head. He figured it wasn’t his business to know. However, there was one thing that he heard that caught his attention – the doctor mentioned an exam that would take place soon, one that that would assuredly require him to leave the room.
After he was done, the doctor left the room, the door slowly closing behind. Before it completely shut, a gripped the side and held it in place.
Knock. Knock. The door was pushed open further and a new visitor poked their head inside.
No way… Shujinkou couldn’t believe his eyes. It was someone he’d never expect to show up – the last person even. “Mom?”
Hiro felt relieved to see her son, discarding the anxious expression she held when she entered. “I finally found the right place.”
Though she was at ease, the same could not be said for her son.
“Mom, what are you doing here?” Shujinkou asked.
“Oh. I heard about what happened and how you were going to miss your exams so I came to switch places with you,” Hiro replied. “Sorry, I’m a little late, there was traffic heading over here.”
“You… You came here just for that?”
Hiro cocked her head to one side. “Of course. You worked really hard even though you just woke up. That shouldn’t go to waste.”
Shujinkou shouldn’t be surprised. His mother’s always puts the needs of others over herself. He knew that well and experienced it firsthand many times – and yet, it still felt like a breath of fresh air.
“Mom-”
Knock. Knock. The door was pushed open again and another visitor walked inside.
“Principal Taiki!?” Shujinkou cried.
“Shujinkou?” His principal was just as amazed to find one of his students here. “…You’re the young man who arrived with my sister?”
“Wait, you’re the older brother who’s supposed to show up?” Shujinkou soon realized that he was pointing at Taiki and quickly slapped his hand back to his side.
“Ah, you’re finally here, Tai-kun…” the woman smiled weakly at her brother.
“Sorry, I’m late. There was traffic.”
“So, I’ve heard.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Happening to know the brother of someone he had just encountered not too long ago was already shocking – the brother being his principal was downright stupefying.
“Ah.” As he walked towards his younger sibling, Taiki made a quick turn to address Hiro. “It’s nice to see you again.”
“Oh. Likewise.” Hiro replied.
“Huh? You two met before, Mom?” Shujinkou asked.
“We’ve… Had discussions about you last year,” Hiro sheepishly admitted.
“Oh…” Though Shujinkou was well aware his distant attitude had to have led to conferences, it was still embarrassing to have it confirmed.
Taiki stepped closer to his bedridden sister, asking about her condition, and engaging in some banter with her. A brother comforting his sister while she was preparing to give birth – if Hiroko were still around, would events play out the same way in that possible future?
“Shujinkou.” His principal had finally turned his gaze back at him. “Aren’t you supposed to be taking your exams?”
“I’m… I’m sorry sir. I know I promised you I’d be there for them, but…” Shujinkou didn’t know what he could possibly say. He didn’t want to blame anyone, even if it meant he’d likely face punishment. There was no one to blame but himself and was prepared to be reprimanded.
But that didn’t happen -- Taiki didn’t utter a single word. He looked around the room, noticing a notepad lying on a nearby stand and started scribbling on it.
What’s he doing?
He finished jotting down his thoughts and gave the sheet of paper to Shujinkou.
“What’s this?” Shujinkou asked.
“A note,” Taiki replied. “If you leave now, you should be able make it to school to take today’s last exam. That note will make it so you won’t face any difficulties doing so.”
“R-Really?”
“Just for extra insurance, take out your phone.”
Shujinkou did as he was told and was further instructed to access his camera. From that point several photos were taken.
“Further proof that you were here,” Taiki explained.
Shujinkou now had a note signed by the principal and photos of them together in the hospital room.
“But what about the exams I already missed?”
“That can be discussed later. Now go, you still have one you can take care of.”
“Y-Yeah!”
His conversation with the principal did not turn out the way Shujinkou imagined it would, but in this case, he was happy it didn’t. With no time to waste, Shujinkou knew what needed to be done. “At the very least, all this running’s good for my physical exam.”
“Um, Shujinkou?” Hiro stopped her son just before he could exit the room. “I could give you a ride to school if you prefer that.”
“Uh!” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, red from embarrassment. “…That would be nice, thank you.”
…
In front of the school, a car came to a halt with a loud “screech!”
“Wow, Mom… That was…” It wasn’t that she went too fast. In fact, she went as fast as she was legally allowed. But the way she handled sharp turns and stops was perfect. I’ve never seen her drive like this before. I wonder what it would be like if she was in a race car.
“Did we make it?” Hiro asked.
“Huh? Oh right.” Shujinkou checked his phone for the time. “Definitely can make it. Thanks, Mom.”
Shujinkou freed himself from his seatbelt and jumped out of the car. He was prepared to rush into the school but was compelled to stop after just three steps.
Looking over his shoulder, he realized there was something he should do first. Even if it made him a little late, it was something more important than the exam.
Shujinkou returned to the car and leaned inside, hugging his mother tightly. “Love you, Mom.”
She was initially surprised by the sudden embrace but gladly returned his affection. “I love you too, Shujinkou.”
The two remained that way until they heard the school bell.
“…Gotta go.”
“Mm. Good luck, Shujinkou.”
“Thanks.”
Shujinkou hurried into the school only to slam into something and hit the ground hard.
“Whoa, you okay there?”
Rather, it was someone he slammed into.
“S-Sorry, I was in a rush,” Shujinkou apologized.
“For the exams, right?” A hand was offered to Shujinkou.
As he looked up, Shujinkou found himself in the presence of a young man in a school uniform. However, it was not the uniform worn by the students at his school and he was certain the man was old enough to at least be in college.
It was especially strange because he thought most universities didn’t have a dress code.
Wait…
Upon closer inspection, he realized that it wasn’t a school uniform – the young man was just well-dressed with a school logo emblazoned on the jacket.
“…Something on my face?” the stranger asked.
“Oh, no. Sorry.” Shujinkou accepted the hand and was instantly led onto his feet. “Sorry again for running into you.”
“Nah, it’s my fault. I shouldn’t have spaced out on a day out in the open like that, especially on the first day of exams where a lot are anxious …I don’t miss those days.” The young man mindlessly scratched the back of his head, slightly ruffling his black hair. “Anyway… Where’re you coming from?”
“Uh, it’s a long story and kinda impossible to believe.”
“Try me.”
Shujinkou accepted that challenge and gave a brief summary of what had happened so far.
“…Yeah, I can see why you said that’s hard to believe,” the stranger admitted. “Sounds like an excuse to garner sympathy.”
“I know… But I have proof.”
The young man raised his hands in the air in defense. “Hey, I wasn’t judging you. I was just pointing out the obvious. But seriously, good on you for dropping everything to help someone in need. I can see why you’re the local hero of the school.”
“Eh…” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Being called a hero still felt weird and undeserved.
He didn’t have long to think about it as the school bell suddenly chimed again.
“Ah! Gotta hurry!” Shujinkou cried.
“Hey, wait!” The stranger bent forward and picked up a sheet of paper off the ground. “Bet this is your note, right?”
He cheekily shook it before offering it to Shujinkou.
“You’ve really saved me… Thanks, uh…”
The young man eyes sparkled, as if he were waiting for this very moment. “The name’s Tojiko. Now you better hurry so everyone’s eyes aren’t on you when you get to class.”
“Yeah, right…!”
Shujinkou did just that, delivering the note and taking his seat for the final exam of the day.
…
“Ah… That was exhausting…” After meeting the others in Fuyu’s office, Shujinkou voiced his fatigue out loud as he sat down on the closest couch.
“This coming from the guy who only took one exam and didn’t even sprint the entire way to school,” Natsuki said.
“R-Right… Sorry.”
Once the rest were settled, Sayori wasted no time asking questions. “So, what happened after we got separated, Shiko? Did you guys make in time?”
Shujinkou nodded. “Yeah, but you won’t believe what happened at the hospital.”
“Senpai ran into the principal and it turns out that lady was his sister.” Mali concluded.
Shujinkou could only stare at her, dumbstruck by her accurate summation.
“How did you know that?” he asked.
“Eh? That actually happened?” Mali giggled. “I was just making a joke. Afterall, what were the chances that the principal’s personal emergency was in any way related to what Senpai was doing?”
Definitely can’t argue with her there.
“Makes sense. It’d have to be something like that to get Principal Taiki to leave so suddenly on a day like this,” Fuyu said whilst adjusting her glasses.
“But that’s good isn’t it? Now he knows that you weren’t ditching school.” Monika pointed out.
“But what does that mean for the exams you’ve already missed?” Yuri asked.
“He said we had to talk about it,” Shujinkou replied.
“That’s pretty foreboding, Senpai.” Mali teased.
Sayori shook her head. “That’s not funny, Mali. You shouldn’t be scaring Shiko before a meeting with the principal.”
“I don’t really think that it’s anything bad,” Shujinkou admitted. Though I am a little worried that I may have to take them over when I was supposed to take my exams in the first place.
Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. Opening it from the other side, Principal Taiki stepped into the room.
“Afternoon, everyone,” he greeted.
His students returned the greeting, each in their own unique way.
“Pardon me, Fuyu, would you and your friends mind lending me the room? I have something to discuss with Shujinkou.”
Despite not wanting to, the others simply agreed and left the room, leaving Shujinkou alone with the principal.
“So, let’s review – our first exam day and you missed 2 out of 3 of them,” Taiki said.
“Yes, sir.” Shujinkou replied.
“All because you ended up helping a total stranger who happened to be my younger sister.”
“I really didn’t know that at the time.”
Taiki turned his back to his Shujinkou and asked him, “So the question now is – What do you think should be done now?”
“What do I think?”
“Yes. What do you think?”
It was a tough question. Anyone would instinctively want to offer a reply that would benefit them the most, but would that really be the right thing to do at this moment?
Shujinkou took a deep breath and finally answered with, “I… I don’t really know.”
Taiki looked back at him. “I see… Well, you did do me a personal favor so, how about we just mark those missed exams as passed?”
“No, I can’t accept that,” Shujinkou’s response was instantaneous. “As much as I want to pass those tests, it wouldn’t be fair if I just got an easy pass. Especially when I did the bare minimum of studying compared to everyone else.”
“I know. That was a joke,” Taiki replied.
Shujinkou couldn’t tell. His principal said it with such a straight face, that it had to be true.
“That would never be an option, but I do like your response.” Taiki continued. “…Alright. Your absence will be excused and as for your exams… If you want, you can take them after school.”
“Really?” Shujinkou once again was stunned by his principal.
“I’ll personally oversee your missed exams. This way, you’ll still be able to finish along with the other students. Is that acceptable?”
“Y-Yeah! I mean… Thank you, sir.” Shujinkou was ecstatic, but still felt a little confused and asked, “But why would you…?”
“My sister aside, I want all my students to do their best. You came to me determined to take your exams with the rest of the students and studied hard in the short time you had. Yet, you didn’t hesitate to throw that away to help someone in need. And from what I heard from my sister, you insisted that you stay behind so the rest of your friends could make it.”
Taiki stepped closer to Shujinkou, gently placing his hand on Shujinkou’s left shoulder.
“You’re the type that feels like they shouldn’t be rewarded, but certainly you agree that you don’t deserve to be punished for your actions, correct?”
“I guess not,” Shujinkou agreed.
“As for why I’ll personally oversee your exams… I just want to help my students succeed, that’s all.” It wasn’t just his words, but the sincerity in Taiki’s eyes that eased all of Shujinkou’s worries. “Would starting today work for you?”
“Yeah. Now’s good for me. Uh…” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. “…Principal Taiki, can I ask you something else?”
“Sure.”
“Why’d you want to talk in Fuyu’s office specifically? Was it because it was already pretty much a teacher location?”
“Actually…” Taiki calmly walked towards the exit and opened one of the doors. In seconds, Shujinkou’s friends and associate spilled into the room. “It was just so you didn’t have to reiterate everything to your friends. Stop by my office in 45 minutes, I should have everything ready by then.”
“Okay.”
Chapter 196: I Knew It
Chapter Text
“Still not here yet…”
Many of the sophomores had gathered in front of the school, awaiting the bus that would spirit them away. Happiness and excitement were sentiments they all shared -- All of them, except for Monika.
“Where could they be?”
She, along with Yuri, continued their search until Sayori ran up to them.
“I looked all over, but I couldn’t find them…” she said, catching her breath. “You don’t think something could have happened to them, do you?”
“Um…” Monika wanted to tell Sayori otherwise, but when she recalled all the unexpected appearances and certain nightmarish events within a short interval, it proved to be a very difficult task. “…I’m sure they’re on their way. They still have plenty of time after all.”
“…You don’t think that I’m being paranoid, do you?”
“I get why, but it wouldn’t be a good thing to constantly be worried.”
“I know. Besides Natsuki would probably tell me to stop being paranoid and Kiyo would say that I’m thinking too much.”
“You would know. You dream scenarios regarding us are pretty accurate so I wouldn’t doubt you knowing exactly how any of us would react.”
“Speaking of dreams…” Yuri spoke up. “I had a pretty vivid dream that felt strangely real.”
Sayori instantly turned towards Yuri. She didn’t say anything, but it was obvious that she was interested to hear more.
Yuri cleared her throat and closed her eyes. “I recall sitting snuggly in a chair like a it was a throne, holding a knife in one hand and being covered in blood. I also recall a dream of where my bled-out corpse was being observed by somebody. They were really… as I said, uncomfortably real feeling.”
When she opened up her eyes, she was met with stunned expressions.
“…Perhaps this wasn’t the best time to say all of that…” Yuri looked away and she fiddled with her hair.
“No, we’re happy you can share things like that with us, it’s just… When did you have those dreams?” Sayori questioned.
“Never mind. I really shouldn’t have mentioned it. After all, it’s not like I take it as an omen or anything…”
“If you say so…” Sayori wasn’t satisfied leaving the conversation there, but she didn’t want to upset Yuri any further. After all the effort they went through to prepare for the exams, she knew everyone should be full of happy thoughts.
“Morning, guys.” Shujinkou walked up to the others with Natsuki, greeting them with a single excited wave. “Where are the others?”
“Kiyo said that she’d head up there herself,” Sayori answered.
“And Fuyu and Rei are having their mom bring them up there personally.” Monika added. “Though Fuyu has mixed feeling about it…”
“And with the first years and third years are heading somewhere different from us… It’s too bad Mali couldn’t come along with us.” A nervous chuckle escaped Shujinkou lips. He didn’t even have to guess how the others reacted to his comment. “Though I know I’m the only one who feels that way…”
“Can you blame us? Especially after the whole not waking us up for the exams thing?” Natsuki groaned.
“It’s really hard not to have mixed feeling about Mali… And that’s at the best of times,” Yuri said, frankly.
“It’s really complex and it gets more complex every day,” Monika admitted.
“I’m really sorry guys,” Shujinkou apologized. “I know Mali’s been a lot the last couple of days.”
“We don’t blame you, Shiko. We know you’re just trying to be a good senpai to her,” Sayori assured him.
Yuri shook her head. “Honestly, I’m still not really fond of how she treats you.”
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. In the back of his mind, he had always wondered whether or not it was a mistake to introduce Mali to his friends. If everyone can’t get along, would it have been better to have never let them meet?
Of course, he was also sure that it would have been an inevitable meeting given Mali’s personality.
“We can table this discussion for later. Right now, the only thing we should focus on is enjoying the fruits of our hard labor.” Monika encouraged.
As if on cue, buses appeared in front of the school. The doors opened and from one of them stepped out a familiar face.
“Alright second years, those looking for fun in the sun can head home; We’re headed for the mountains!” Tojiko called.
His call was subdued, yet energetic at the same time. And the way he was hanging off the door conveyed a relaxed temperament.
Of course those were just Shujinkou’s thoughts. This being only the second time he’s seen him, Shujinkou couldn’t come to a concrete conclusion yet.
“All right guys, climb aboard; we don’t have all day,” Tojiko leaped towards the crowd, directing the student’s attention to the buses.
“I guess that’s one of our chaperones.” Monika thought aloud.
“He doesn’t look that much older than us,” Natsuki noted. “Don’t they usually send stingy older guys on these kinds of trips?”
“At least he doesn’t seem like a scary chaperone.” Shujinkou said.
“And his level of energy is neither too low nor overbearing,” Yuri added.
“Well, let’s go and board like he said,” Sayori said.
Following her lead, the group headed towards one of the bus and as they boarded-
“Hey, Shujinkou.” Shujinkou was stopped by their surprise chaperone. “See you passed your exams.”
“Yeah. Barely, but I was able to pass.”
“That’s good. Heard from the principal you pulled off a double nighter for them.”
“Y-Yeah…” Moments from his first study day flashed in Shujinkou’s mind. There were some good, but the bad turned his face bright red.
“You okay there, Shujinkou?” Tojiko asked.
His mind was stuck on one particular incident and the humiliation that followed.
“Sorry, Shiko can get lost in thought sometimes.” After apologizing on his behalf, Sayori pushed Shujinkou into the bus.
Only once he took a seat was he broken out of his trance.
“You know our chaperone, Shiko?” Sayori questioned.
“Not really. We just ran into each other on the 1st exam day. …Well, I ran into him. But he doesn’t seem like a bad guy.” Shujinkou glanced at the front of the bus. Numerous female students had their eyes on Tojiko as he took a seat. “And he seems pretty popular.”
Natsuki’s eyes narrowed, and Monika giggled at the comment.
“You’re not exactly one to talk, Dummy,” Natsuki said with annoyance in her voice.
Confused by what she meant, Shujinkou peeked over his shoulders, utterly baffled to discover he was getting the same stares from behind.
All he could do was sheepishly slump into his seat with red cheeks.
“Fame truly can be a double-edge sword…” Yuri muttered.
…
After what seemed like forever hurdling through a dark tunnel, everyone’s faces lit up as light at the end grew brighter and brighter. Once they broke through, they welcomed a land covered almost entirely in snow.
The students gazed at the white surroundings until finally arriving at the lodge.
“Alright, guys, just reminding you that before you do anything else you need to check in and find your rooms,” Tojiko instructed.
The moment he stepped off the bus, Shujinkou was paralyzed. His feet sinking into the crunch snow and the cold breeze brushing against his face was almost too much to bear.
“What’s up, Shiko?” Sayori questioned.
“…It feels like I haven’t seen the snow in years. Like, really see it…” Shujinkou took in the sights, grinning from ear to ear. “All that work was really worth it.”
He turned towards his friends, elated.
“C’mon. Let’s hurry and check in.”
Shujinkou headed for the front doors, leading his stunned companions inside.
Students on this trip were divided into groups of 2 or 3, each one sharing a single room. Everyone in the club accepted that they would most likely share a room with strangers, Shujinkou especially.
However, to their pleasant surprise, which wasn’t the case. The girls of the Literature Club were somehow paired among themselves and Shujinkou had a room all to himself.
“I guess we were lucky,” Monika said.
“I don’t know. Shujinkou getting his own room seems more than just luck.” Natsuki replied.
“Maybe there was an odd number of students and Shujinkou ended up alone as a result.”
Shujinkou couldn’t imagine himself being lucky enough for that, but it was the only explanation that made any sense.
From there, they split off and headed to their rooms. As he looked for his, Shujinkou spotted another friend in the hallway. “Fuyu.”
She appeared to be in a daze but was she still able to respond to his call.
“Hey, Shujinkou…” she greeted tirelessly.
“Are you okay? Did you have last minute work again?”
“No… My dad was on speaker and gave me and Rei the whole ‘watch out for boys’ spiel for the entire car ride.”
“Oh…” Shujinkou remembered the conversation he accidently overheard while hiding during his… “bare” detour outside. From what little he heard, Fuyu and Rei’s father seemed like the type of man who’d hate any guy they associate with on principal. Of course, he couldn’t let her know he already had any thoughts on the matter so he half-jokingly asked, “So, should I be worried?”
“What?!” Fuyu shook her head frantically. “No, my dad would never…!”
“Huh?” It quickly dawned upon Shujinkou why Fuyu was flustered. “Wait, I wasn’t trying to say he’d do anything like that!”
Something else Shujinkou still remembered with vivid detail was what occurred the last time a parent was “dissatisfied” with his association with their daughter. “Not to mention what he tried to do during my coma…”
“Shujinkou, I think you thought that last part out loud,” Fuyu said.
“Eh…” Embarrassment wouldn’t even begin to describe what Shujinkou felt. “I’m sure your dad wouldn’t do anything like that.”
Fuyu averted her gaze. “Yeah… I mean he could but…”
Shujinkou’s expression grew dark.
“But he wouldn’t!” Fuyu hastily assured him. “Though if he knew Rei talked to you, he’d probably make assumptions…”
Droplets of sweat crawled down Shujinkou’s face.
“But he wouldn’t touch you! You have nothing to worry about.”
Shujinkou didn’t respond.
“No, that’s it. I got nothing more to say.”
“Okay…” Shujinkou response was quiet, as if he already had one foot in already in the grave. He desperately needed some way to pivot the conversation. “Oh, by the way Fuyu, who are you and Rei staying with?”
“Actually, we’ve been paired together.” Fuyu informed him.
“Really, you too?”
“Too? Who else had been paired together?”
Shujinkou explained what happened when they checked in earlier. He told Fuyu how the others were paired together and how he had his own room.
“Yeah, I’d have to agree with Natsuki comment,” Fuyu said.
“You didn’t have anything to do with this, did you?” Shujinkou asked.
“No, my hands were full as was to try and make personal room assignments. …It’s also above my responsibilities. Maybe it was just as Monika said and we all got lucky.”
“I still have a hard time believing that I’m that lucky…”
“Well, you should just enjoy it anyway. As Kiyoko would probably say, ‘no use dwelling on it.’”
“That’s true. Um, I’ll catch up with you later, okay. I want to drop my stuff off.”
Fuyu nodded her head and continued walking down the hallway. Shujinkou continued onward and eventually found his room. Stepping inside, the gravity of the situation finally hit him.
Whatever circumstances brought it about, it was nice to have his own room.
“Not a bad looking room.”
Shujinkou flinched upon hearing that. Tojiko was suddenly standing behind him.
“Tojiko? Um, what are you doing here?”
The young man casually strolled into the room, examining every inch of it. “Looks like we’re roommates.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he asked, “We are?”
“Yeah. Turns out they forgot to book me a room and you were the only one that wasn’t paired with anyone.”
Tojiko peeked into a nearby closet. In it were a couple of futons.
“So, yeah, I’m really sorry that I ended up ruining you having this place to yourself.”
Tojiko peeked into another closet, this one empty. He dropped his bags in it with an audible “thud.”
“It’s no big deal… I already thought I wasn’t lucky enough for something like that anyway,” Shujinkou sighed.
Tojiko shrugged.
“Well, you don’t have to worry. I’m only here to make sure you guys don’t get yourself killed. I ain’t gonna be an overly authoritative authority figure.”
“Ah…”
Tojiko glanced over his shoulder, instantly spotting the curiosity in Shujinkou’s eyes.
“Something on your mind?” Tojiko asked.
“…No, it’s just, uh…”
“You’re wondering why a random guy like me is one of the chaperones of this trip instead one of your teachers?”
Shujinkou nodded his head, prompting a serious expression on Tojiko’s face.
“The answer is simple… I volunteered.”
After a brief moment of silence, Tojiko discarded all pretense of seriousness.
“Volunteered?”
“You see, the thing is, I’m an alumnus.”
“You’re one of our school’s alumni?”
Tojiko shook his head. “No, I’m one of the alumni from a certain university out of country.”
“Wait, you’re from another country?” Shujinkou marveled.
“Yeah, but that’s a story for another time.” Tojiko waved his hand, as if to emphasize where he’s from wasn’t important. “Anyway, so my headmaster is an old friend of your principal and asked if he could come over for some business. But being the man that he is, he’s too busy to stay for as long as he’d want to, so I decided to help out and… Be his ‘eyes’ until he gets here himself.”
“Oh. That’s pretty nice of you.” Shujinkou approved.
“Yeah, well, I owe him a lot. Besides, a new environment could be exactly what I need right now.”
He makes it sound so easy. Shujinkou felt both amazement and envy over how nonchalant Tojiko was about travelling far from his home to somewhere unknown. “So, what does your headmaster want to do that you would need to be his eyes?”
“Story for another time.”
“Oh. Well, how long will you have to wait for him to show up?”
“Story for another time.”
“Oh… Well, how’d you end up being one of our chaperones?”
“That’s a story I can tell right now. Like I said, I volunteered. I had nothing better going on since I’m here earlier than I probably should be, and I heard that the 2nd years were headed to the mountains,” Tojiko explained.
“Ah.”
“Like I said, new environment.” Tojiko stretched his arms and headed for the door. “Anyway, I’m outta here. You should probably drop your things off and do the same.”
Once he reached the doorway, he peeked back at Shujinkou and flashed a teasing grin.
“After all, you wouldn’t want to keep your lady friends waiting.”
Shujinkou’s heart rate spiked instantly.
“Wait, it’s not what you-!”
Tojiko was already gone, leaving Shujinkou alone with his final word.
“—think…”
He truly wondered whether or not everyone he met was going to keep making the same assumption.
“Ah well…”
He then felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. On the screen was a message from Monika.
“Okay.”
Shujinkou dropped his things in an innocuous corner of the room and started his trek back to the front desk. As he walked through the halls, he noticed other students sneaking glimpses at him.
All he could do was lower his head and push forward.
…
Upon his arrival, Shujinkou found all of his friends gathered together. “Hey, Kiyoko. Hey, Rei.”
As per usual, Rei silently waved at Shujinkou.
“You got here fast,” Kiyoko greeted. “Though I guess we all did.”
“I guess me getting here this fast is the really surprising part.” Shujinkou mused. “Oh, by the way Kiyoko, who did you end up staying with?”
“Actually, I booked my own room.”
“Really? You must have been confident you’d pass for a while now.” Sayori replied.
Kiyoko answered with a simple shrug.
“But still, it is pretty coincidental that everyone was paired of the way they were,” Fuyu thought aloud. “It really feels like a deliberate gesture.”
“There’s only one way I figure that would happen, but she’s far away somewhere else right now…” Natsuki said.
“Actually, I’m closer than you think, Natsuki-chan,” Mali corrected.
Natsuki jumped out of her seat, falling into Sayori’s arms. “Mali?! What are you doing here?!”
Mali glanced at Shujinkou and, with her standard innocent smile, replied with, “Ehehe, why do you think, Natsuki-chan?”
“But weren’t you on the trip with the freshmen?” Sayori asked.
“Now where does it say that the trip was mandatory? I figured if I couldn’t come up with the sophomores, then I might as well come up here myself,” Mali explained.
“Your parents allowed you to do that?” Shujinkou asked.
“Oh, my parents never cared about what I did, my mother especially. In fact, those who’re obligated to raise me made sure I had enough money to spend here.”
Not another word was said as the second-year students stared at the precocious first year.
“…My what a coincidence that you all ended up in favorable pairings for your room assignments,” she loudly announced.
I knew it… Those three words were clearly on everyone’s minds.
“…Anyway… What should we do now that we’re all here?” Shujinkou asked.
As if waiting for that very question, Monika reached behind her back.
“Actually, I came prepared for that.” In her hand were 8 straws, Monika explaining that in this situation, it’d be best to let luck decide who gets to pick the first activity. “Sorry, Mali, I didn’t know you’d be here.”
“It’s okay. After all, I get the feeling no one wants me to pick an activity after the last one I chose.”
“Eh…” Monika cleared her throat, an attempt to calm herself down from the uncomfortable memory that popped in her head. “Everyone knows the rules -- whoever gets the shortest straw gets to pick the first thing we do here.”
With the rules firmly established, the straws were quickly drawn.
Chapter 197: On My Side
Chapter Text
Standing was a simple act. Once a person built enough strength in their legs, standing up was as easy as breathing.
It was because it was fairly easy – something that required no thought at all – that was what incited much frustration in Natsuki.
On solid ground, standing was easy. On the clean reflective surface others glided along, it was a little harder, but possible. Wearing ice skates however… she would have fell over several times like Sayori had were she not clinging to the railing.
Of all the places, why did Monika pick something so not beginner friendly?
The answer soon became obvious – Close by, Monika skimmed across the ice with finesse and grace while adding a few spins and jumps for flair. She soon noticed Natsuki’s stare and skated up to her.
“…You just wanted to show off, didn’t you?” Though her face conveyed annoyance, Natsuki was also impressed by the ease Monika was able to perform such feats.
“Actually, I wanted to get a little practice in.”
“Practice?” Sayori slid over to them on her knees, her curiosity now piqued. “You got that look in your eyes like you’re trying to reach an unattainable goal.”
“I hope it’s not. I’m actually trying to reach Claudette’s level.” Monika explained. “She was actually the one who taught me.”
“Really?”
“Yep. I remember when we were kids and she dragged me to go ice skating with her. I was floundering all over the place for hours, but Claudette kept encouraging me to keep trying.”
“To teach you not to give up?”
Monika shook her head. “It’s a useful skill to impress a guy I like.”
“…A skill to impress a guy you like…” Natsuki frowned. “And it just so happens that the guy you say you don’t really flirt with is here…”
“No… I’m not trying to do what you’re implying. I really just came here to practice. Besides I’m 85% sure she was just joking.”
Before another word could be uttered, Fuyu flew towards the trio and effortlessly came to a complete stop.
“Not like ice skating is good for that in its own right.” She said as she fixed her glasses.
“But you’re good at it too, Fuyu.” Sayori pointed out. “Wouldn’t you agree that it would make someone you like impressed since it usually impresses everybody?”
“What I meant to say is that it only opens the door for what Claudette is going for. As for me, the only reason I’m any good at it was this my dad taught me for the complete opposite reason.”
“What’s that?”
Fuyu cleared her throat, and in the most masculine voice possible, growled, “’There won’t be a need for boys to offer to teach you when I’m done with you!’”
“Oh…”
As Fuyu sighed, Yuri came tumbling towards them, hitting the ground with a soft thud.
“I can’t seem to keep my balance…” she said with a heavy sigh.
“Now that I remember… Equilibrium is a huge part of skating and well…” Monika briefly glanced at what she believed could possibly be causing Yuri the most trouble. “Sometimes parts of the body want to be an obstacle in and of itself.”
Natsuki was stunned.
So, those are actually a bad thing for once!?
She shook her head in disbelief.
On the sidelines, Shujinkou, Kiyoko, Rei and Mali passed the time eating. Normally, a group of friends would have no issue bouncing off each other as they ran through topic after topic, however only Shujinkou and Kiyoko carried the conversation.
Other than Rei, Mali was oddly quiet.
“So you’re bunking with one of our chaperones?”
Shujinkou nodded before scratching his right cheek. “Yeah. I did not see that coming.”
“So what’s he like?”
“Um… Kind of… Laid back? He doesn’t seem to want to come off as an authority figure.”
“And he’s that guy who’s been hanging around our school for the last couple of days, right?”
“I think so. I don’t really pay attention what’s going around school.”
Given recent events, Shujinkou thought it may be best to consider otherwise in the future. Perhaps being more well-informed about would be beneficial.
After all, he already knew from personal experience how useful information is for Mali.
“By the way, anyone have any plans for Christmas?” Shujinkou asked.
“Not really,” Kiyoko replied.
Rei’s eye lowered to the table and Mali continued her uncharacteristic silence.
“Yeah, me neither. I haven’t exactly paid much attention to the holidays over the last couple of years so… I kinda feel a bit disconnected from everything.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, thinking that in any other situation, the following silence would be painfully awkward. Now, it just seemed like the natural conclusion given how their conversation pivoted. He didn’t really know how to follow up his slightly depressing note and Kiyoko seemed to have something on her mind.
Rei’s attention was also somewhere else and Mali still didn’t utter a single word. In fact, her eyes were now closed as if she was shutting out everything around her. This along with her silence was very unnerving.
“Hey, anyone want refills?”
Shujinkou sat up and crossed the room to refill his table’s drinks.
Maybe I should have said something more positive about the holidays… Still, I didn’t expect it to be so awkward. Maybe it wasn’t that awkward but… I can see Kiyoko not having anything special in mind, but Rei seemed… I don’t know, she seemed a little more than just blasé about it.
And then there’s Mali… I wonder what’s going on with her. She hasn’t said a word since we left the inn.
Well, let’s start with going back with a more positive attitude. I’ll have to do my part to reset things.
Shujinkou began his trip back, taking careful steps to not spill a single drop.
“Waaah! Look out!”
Sayori came flying at him, slamming into, and sending them hurdling towards the ground.
“Ow…”
“Sorry, Shiko… I couldn’t stop.”
“It’s fine.” It then dawned on Shujinkou — if he was holding Sayori in his arms, what happened what was previously in his hands? “Oh man-!”
The tray holding the beverages was perfectly upright before him, all of them still filled to the brim.
Whoa… So lucky.
Shujinkou and Sayori shared this single though as they sat up.
“So how’s the ice skating going?”
“Uuu… Fuyu and Monika makes it seem so easy…” Sayori slipped out of her skates, wiggling her toes freely. “These things really make your feet feel all stuffy.”
Shujinkou chuckled. “You said the same thing when we first went roller skating together.”
“Did I? Hmm… Wait, you remember something like that?”
“You’re a very memorable person, Sayori.”
“Ah…! You shouldn’t say stuff like that Shiko. It’s embarrassing.”
They picked themselves off the ground just as Monika and Yuri exited the ice rink.
“I don’t think I’ll ever get the hang of my balance issues…” Yuri lamented.
“Is it really that hard for you, Yuri?” Shujinkou asked.
“It is. Monika thinks it may be because of my ch- Ah! My…! My…!”
“Lack of experience, right? It was kind of the same with me when I first went roller skating.”
“R-Right… It’s mostly because of my lack of experience.”
While Monika was happy an awkward moment was narrowly avoided, Shujinkou’s speed and efficiency in avoiding that outcome left her curious. Did he know what could have happen or was it merely a coincidence?
“Is everyone done?” Shujinkou reached for the fallen drinks, confirming once again that they were still full.
“Fuyu’s trying to help Natsuki on the ice,” Monika replied. “We’re just taking a break.”
“Actually, I just went flying,” Sayori said. “But I’m good with a break.”
They were about to return to their table but were stopped by two guys. They didn’t appear to be too much older than them, in fact, Shujinkou figured they had to be university students too.
“Hey there.” The one who spoke had his eyes only on Yuri and Monika. “Why don’t you two ditch the Stringbean and hang out with me.”
Stringbean? Shujinkou wasn’t sure if he should be offended or confused by the immediate antagonism.
“Sorry, we have to meet up with our friends,” Monika quickly replied, motioning the others to leave.
As Shujinkou turned, he noticed the rejected party reaching for their rear. “Hey-!”
Another hand reached out, stopping one of the wandering hand right then and there.
“Tojiko?”
“That’s a real no-no pal,” Tojiko released his grip and stepped in front of the students he was in charge of. “This is a place for fun.”
“Who’re you?”
“Me? I’m just one of their chaperones,” Tojiko waved his phone tauntingly. “I’m also the guy with the video of you guys trying to grope high school students. Do I need to say more?”
His threat was clear and the two university students quickly ran away.
“Thank you for your intervention,” Yuri said.
“No need for thanks. It’s my job,” Tojiko reassured them. “Now if you need me, I gotta make sure no one else tries something like that.”
Before leaving, Tojiko glanced at Shujinkou. “Gotta be more consistent looking after your lady friends, Shujinkou.”
“Wait! It’s still not what you-!” Tojiko was already gone, leaving Shujinkou with his last word again. “…think. Uuuu…”
“…Shiko… Am I not worth talking to?” Sayori pouted.
“Huh? Where’d that come from?”
“That was the second time I was ignored… Now and back when that guy asked Yuri and Natsuki out for food and drinks.”
Shujinkou immediately shifted his attention to Yuri. “Someone asked you two out? At the same time?”
“Eh… It wasn’t really a date offer. I don’t really think it could be that if he asked us both at the same time…”
“…”
“…Why? …Is it really a strange thing to happen if that was the case?”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, responding immediately, “Not really. It’s not really surprising either of you would be asked out on a date. It’s just that you both were asked out at the same time.”
“O-Oh… I see.”
Monika was fascinated by the sight. It always amazes me how much of an unintentional charmer Shujinkou can be.
“Wait… Does that mean no one would want to ask me out…?” Sayori moaned.
“Who’s asking who out?” Natsuki crawled towards the group, wrenching her skates off once she was close enough.
“Natsuki, am I undatable? Like would no one want to ask me out at first sight?”
“I… Didn’t think you cared.”
“Eh? Um… Oh right, I don’t really care!”
Shujinkou shared the same sentiment, but it was clear that while Sayori didn’t care about dating itself, it was the principle that she cared about. Either that, or she was trying something.
“Anyway, I think I’m done with ice skating forever now,” Natsuki groaned.
“Natsuki, it couldn’t have been that bad,” Monika replied.
The irritation radiating from Natsuki said otherwise. “I asked Fuyu to drag me out of the rink because I couldn’t move anymore…”
“I have been sworn to secrecy on what happened on that rink,” Fuyu said, walking to the group with her glasses hanging between her fingers.
“What happened to your glasses?” Monika gasped.
Fuyu brought them closer to her face, staring through where one of her lens should be. She then looked at Natsuki and they both replied, “Secret.”
They all returned to the table. It was clear from the air around the table that most were already tired of ice skating.
“The day’s still young, anyway have any other ideas of what they want to do?” Monika asked.
“Hey, Monika,” Kiyoko spoke up. “I know you want everyone to hang out but realistically, since we don’t have much time up here, it’s possible that we may have to split up for everyone to do what they want to do.”
“You think…? Should we all of just wing it then?”
“Kiyoko, you really think we should split up?” Shujinkou questioned.
“I was just saying that in case there was a lot we wanted to do,” Kiyoko replied.
“Not everything has to be done in a group,” Fuyu agreed.
“Eh? But I thought we were all going to enjoy the trip together,” Sayori argued.
“…I think we should give it a go,” Yuri said.
“Really? You too, Yuri?”
“We did spend a couple of days together under one roof. Maybe it would be best for some distance for a little bit.”
“Mmm… I still don’t see where this is coming from…”
“Do any of us even have any individual plans?” Natsuki asked aloud.
“Actually, there was a book shop I noticed on the way here. I was hoping you could accompany me to it,” Yuri offered.
“Really?”
“Mm-hmm. If you would like.”
“Uh, sure. That sounds like fun.”
Only 7 remain.
“I saw there was an arcade in town. Fuyu, you want to check it out?” Monika asked.
“Yes, please.” Fuyu’s answer was as instantaneous as her jumping up from her seat.
Only 5 remain.
Rei stood up from the table and left without a word.
Only 4 remain.
Mali, still unusually quiet, left soon after.
Only 3 remain.
“…Guess I’ll just wander around.” Kiyoko grabbed her jacket and went off on her own.
Only 2 remain.
“…Guess you have something you want to do on your own too, huh Shiko?” Sayori sighed.
“Actually, I was going to ask you if you wanted to go sledding together.”
“What? Really?!” Sayori beamed. “Can I steer?”
“Um…”
…
“Shiko, turn to the left! The left!” Sayori urged him frantically.
Shujinkou, who was already holding on to her as tight as possible, shook his head. “Sayori, you’re the one steering!”
“But I still need you to shift to the left!”
He did as he was told, allowing Sayori to steer their sled away from a large clump of slow. Their continued descent allowed them to gain more speed, and yet, control was slowly being stripped away from them.
“Sayori, we’re hurdling towards a wipeout at an increasingly dangerous speed!” Shujinkou cried. “We may have to stop.
“No, we can make it to the bottom in one go!”
Sayori steered the sled away from obstacle after obstacle, but their movements grew more and more erratic.
“Almost…! There…!”
“Sayori!”
Shujinkou closed his eyes just before they were sent tumbling down the rest of the way. As a matter of course, Shujinkou landed at the bottom of the hill with Sayori landing on top of him.
They stared at each other in silence, but as the reality of their situation settled in, they shared a hearty laugh together.
“I told you we were headed for a wipeout!”
“Well, I almost made it!”
As the laughter died down, Sayori rolled over into the snow and sighed.
“…Want to go again?” she suggested.
“Only if I steer this time.” Shujinkou demanded.
“Hmm…” Sayori suddenly broke into a sprint up the hill, dragging the sled behind her. “First one up gets to steer!”
“Hey, that’s not fair!, Sayori!”
Shujinkou was about to chase after her, but something unusual caught his eye.
There was a girl nearby. He could only see her from the back, but that was more than enough to find something odd. Everyone around wore heavy winter clothing to defend themselves against the cold, but this girl didn’t.
A red crop top, even one with long sleeves, and a blue skirt couldn’t be enough, could it? Her red socks were only thigh high, leaving part of her skin exposed and there were no indications of any kind of shorts beneath her skirt. Her blue heels were also unabashedly ill-advised footwear for the snow. When he stopped to think about it, the only cover he could say this person wore was a red ribbon tied around her neck and a read headband -- the last one an extremely generous addition.
Yet, she didn’t seem bothered by the elements. She looked around as if she were confused by her surroundings, her blue low pigtails swinging from left to right with each movement of her head.
Pink stripes on the shirt, flowery periwinkle scrunchies tying the pigtails and clips on her headband… Huh? Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, wondering where that last observation came from and why he felt compelled to think it.
He felt like he should say something about her current predicament and opened his mouth to convey a quick warning, “LOOK OUT!”
Shujinkou trudged through the snow as fast as he could, throwing himself at the girl to push her out of the way of incoming sleigh riders.
“Whew… Ulp-!” He was relieved that neither of them got hurt, but his heart started to race the moment he realized that he was now on top of her. In any other situation, Shujinkou would immediately roll to the side, but the instant her dark indigo eyes looked into his own, Shujinkou was paralyzed.
“Uh…” Words failed to materialize in his mind before this stranger. He was in awe of her beauty, but there was something else that rendered him speechless.
His heart was beating against his chest, the echo growing louder and louder until it was all he could hear.
He felt something more than embarrassment or anxiety. He felt-
“Eh?” Her cheeks were cherry red, a much more vibrant shade than his own blushing face. “Um…”
“Ah!” Shujinkou immediately backed away, waving his hands wildly as he tried to calm down. “I’m sorry! I was just trying to get you out of the way of the- the-!”
As he struggled to articulate, the girl slowly sat up, her eyes never leaving him. Shujinkou was sure that he had made a bad first impression, but the gentle smile that spread across her face proved otherwise. “Ah, you’ve really saved me.”
“Uhm, I mean, I don’t really know if you can call it a save. I kind of bungled the landing…” Shujinkou bashfully scratched his right cheek. “Are you okay? You seemed to be kind of lost or something.”
The girl nodded her head. “I was a bit lost in thought. You see, I’m not really familiar with this place and didn’t really know that this was a popular spot to sleigh.”
“Oh. Well, I can’t really say if it is or not since I’m not from around here. I guess any hill this time of the year is a popular spot,” Shujinkou stood up and brushed any lingering snow off his jacket. Once he was done, he offered his hand to the young lady.
He helped her up, finding the act to be a little ironic after landing on top of her earlier. Strangely, it appeared she didn’t feel the same way. Both of her hands clasped his as she continued to gaze at him with surprising intent. “Really, thank you for diving in to help me, uhm-”
“Oh. My name is Shujinkou.”
“Shujinkou…!” She held onto his hand a little tighter. “Since we’re both pretty much new around here, do you want to-?”
“Shiko!” To his left, Shujinkou could see Sayori making small, awkward steps down the hill. “Hm? Hey, Shiko?”
“Yeah?”
“Wasn’t there someone with you?”
“Huh?” Shujinkou turned back towards the stranger only to discover that she was no longer there. She wasn’t anywhere to be seen. “I wonder where she went?”
“Who was she?” Sayori asked.
“…I don’t really know. I didn’t even really get her name.”
“You don’t know her...? Mmmm… You were holding hands like you knew her…”
Is… Is Sayori mad? Her air-filled cheeks should be enough of an indication, but Sayori has used that expression for even the most minor offense. “Come on, Sayori. You know you know everyone I know.”
“I didn’t know about Kiyo at first.”
“Eh… That’s true…”
“AAAGHH!” In the distance they heard a scream. Following it, they heard a distinctive clip-clop sound over and over in quick succession, each one getting louder with each passing second.
What happened next was a sight to behold – a majestic white horse came soaring out of the bushes, flying past the two with someone dangling off the side. Eventually, their grip failed and they hit the ground face first.
The horse continued to gallop along, leaving it’s passenger behind. They were submerged in the snow, only their wobbly legs can be seen.
Chapter 198: Wipeout
Chapter Text
The mysterious appearance of a girl wearing clothes not meant for the cold weather and her equally mysterious disappearance, a horse spontaneously appearing before just as swiftly galloping off into the horizon and their rider who fell off and was now trapped in the a mound of snow — because these events happened right after the other, it took some time for both Shujinkou and Sayori to process these turn of events.
“Ah!”
It had finally hit them. Whoever was on the horse was still buried in the cold snow, their legs comically wiggling about.
They approached the trapped figure, grabbing their legs and dragging them out of the snow.
“Hey, are you okay?” Sayori asked.
She did not receive a reply. From where the stranger was freed, Shujinkou picked up a hat. It was a deep brown cowboy hat. As his fingers moved across the flat brim, he could tell from sensation the hat was made of a fur felt, possibly from a beaver. The crown was also quite sturdy — all these aspects together made it the perfect head piece for horse riders.
“Ow…”
The stranger was finally starting to stir. Their body trembled as they slowly climbed on their knees.
“OWWWWWWWWW!”
Their anguish-filled cry echoed across the hill. He was a young man, appearing no older than Shujinkou.
“Huh?”
His face, previously distorted with anger was at once overtaken with fear. He patted his head, pushing down his spiky brown hair with each pat until it finally dawned on him.
“My hat! Where’s my hat!?”
He wasted no time digging through the snow with his bare hands, desperate to find his missing hat.
“Uhhh…” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as the young man looked up at him.
“Ah!” He jumped on his feet and latched onto his hat. However, he didn’t take it back yet. “Thanks man, you don’t know what I’d do if lost this.”
Shujinkou released his grip, allowing the stranger to place his hat snuggly on his head. As he did so, Shujinkou noticed that the young man was also wearing a black suede vest over his jacket.
Shujinkou could feel his mind wander and his ears were filled with music one would hear in an old western serial.
“Now where did she go?” The young man wondered aloud as he explored his surroundings.
“You mean the horse?” Sayori asked.
“Yep. She-” As he turned to answer Sayori, the stranger found his vocabulary had been cruelly taken away from him. “…Um… What was I talking about?”
“Your horse?”
“O-Oh, right! I got to track her down! …Again…” He moaned into his hat before softly putting it back on.
“Hey, why don’t we help you find her?” Sayori offered.
“Really?”
“Yeah. You don’t mind, do you, Shiko?”
Shujinkou shook his head. “Not really.”
“Alright! I’m certainly not going to turn down help.” The Stranger tipped his hat and flashed a bright grin. “Name’s Dylan. And you two are?”
“I’m Sayori. And this is Shujinkou.”
“Alright, now then… Either of you two have any experience with tracking down a horse?”
“Shouldn’t we just follow the hoof prints?” Sayori looked down, pointing at a long trail the horse left behind.
“Right, the snow…” Dylan groaned. It was surprising he was more disappointed than happy that their task was easier than usual. “Ah, forget it, let’s go.”
“Okay, I’ll take the lead. Follow me!” Sayori, not bothering to wait for any response, began following the tracks.
“Well, she’s an eager one,” Dylan noted.
“That’s Sayori for you,” Shujinkou broke into a smile as he scratched his right cheek. Dylan followed after Sayori and just as he was about to, he noticed he felt a tad… strange.
His hands were tingling. Even though he was wearing gloves when he held hands with the girl from earlier, he still felt a peculiar warmth transmitted to him.
At least, that’s what Shujinkou assumed it was.
“Maybe I’m overthinking it. …Yeah, probably overthinking things.”
With his mind settled, Shujinkou chased after the others.
“NEIGH!!” Just as he took his third step, their target flew past him. Hanging on the mare’s sides were Sayori and Dylan.
Shujinkou stood frozen in utter shock as he heard the crunching sound of snow grow quieter each passing second.
“I… I only paused for a second…” It truly was astounding how so much could happen in just a moment. Who could have guessed that a brief session to ponder would be enough time to re-encounter and engage the hor- “Wait…! GUYS!”
The horse already had a massive lead on Shujinkou. Even if the snow did not impair his speed, there was no way he could catch up to a frenzied horse.
“Hold on...”
Looking down at to his left, Shujinkou came up with a rather haphazard solution to his problem. He picked up his sled and took a deep breath. “…Here goes nothiiiiiinnnnnng!”
Shujinkou lunged forward and slid down the hill at lighting speed. It had been a while since he had to man a sled by himself and he certainly didn’t expect his return to a past favorite activity would involve chasing down a horse.
However, he didn’t have time to concern himself with that. Right now, he was solely focused on finding some way to save Sayori and Dylan from being dragged along any further.
Catching up was no problem, however staying close proved to be hazardous. With legs powerful enough to break a jaw, he knew it was dangerous to approach from behind.
Knowing that, Shujinkou tried to come from the side, but no matter which angle he came in from, the snow the horse kicked up repeatedly flew in his face. He couldn’t find a way around this animal-made flurry.
What am I supposed to do?
His eyes wandered and he immediately thought up a new plan. He was sure it was a bad plan with more holes than he could count, but it was the only thing he could think of.
Shujinkou veered to the left, aiming straight for a clump of snow vaguely resembling a ramp. He leaned forward, shifting his body weight towards the front of the sled, increasing his speed as he plummeted towards his objective.
Faster and faster he went.
Ever faster.
Too fast.
One of the holes in the plan he concocted on the fly was the high possibility that the ramp couldn’t be used as one. He should have felt vindicated when that turned out to be the case, but Shujinkou was too busy screaming as he flew through the air from the impact of collision.
Another hole in his plan was the equally high possibility that the horse would gallop in the complete opposite direction from his trajectory. He should have felt more validation when it turned out that was not the case, however he was too busy hanging on for dear life to care.
The force of his landing caused Dylan and Sayori to lose their grip, effectively leaving the task of wrangling a frantic horse in the hands of someone who had never ridden one before. At least, not by himself.
“Dylan, what do I DO?!”
“You have to-!”
Dylan’s words were drowned up by the constant neighs and Shujinkou’s own screaming. Shujinkou kept his arms tightly wrapped around the neck of the horse, praying he doesn’t fall and end up getting trampled on.”
“…Aw screw it.” Dylan turned and ran up the hill with the sled Shujinkou had lost in the shuffle. Moments later, he came speeding down the hill, hitting the same clump of snow and was sent flying — over his designated target.
CRASH! Dylan was once again buried deep in the snow.
Sayori once more pulled him free, holding the dazed Dylan close. “You okay, Dylan?”
“Ughhh…” As he came to, Dylan suddenly found himself unable to form words again.
“Dylan?”
He shook his head. “…Why did I think that would work in the first place?”
“Yeah, it was a miracle that it worked for Shiko at all.” Sayori cocked her head for a moment. But it was still so cool.
“LOOK OUT!” The white steed galloped past the two, taking an unwilling Shujinkou with it into the surrounding trees. Inside was a labyrinth of sharp, jagged points, each one seeming to jump at the chance to stab him.
He wanted so desperately to let go, but he couldn’t bring himself to do that. Not because the fall would undoubtedly hurt, but because he couldn’t just let the horse get away after promising to help.
But what am I supposed to do?!
Movies, Shows and Games – those were his only references to how to handle a horse.
And the easiest one of those involve pressing a button or letting go of the analog stick… Those can’t help-! Wait…!
“Now listen, Shujinkou, sometimes when you need to calm a horse down, all you need to do is show them some affection. Ease into their good graces, show them you mean no harm and that there’s a calming element in the area.”
“I don’t get it.”
“Really? Huh, I thought you’d say something more like ‘Is it really that easy?’ or something?”
“Umm…”
“Nothing?”
“Was I supposed to say that?”
“Forget about it. Just remember that if you ever do decide to get on a horse, you take all your fear and toss it to the wayside. Throw it on the ground and laugh in the face of the fear that tried to keep you from facing a new challenge! After all, these guys are able to sense it.”
“Don’t really know if I can get rid of my fear but…” Shujinkou took a deep breath and raised his right hand. “I’ll try it your way, Gramps.”
He reached for the horse’s head and began to slowly stroke it.
“Look, I know you don’t know me, but… I mean you no harm. C’mon, let’s slow down, okay?”
Responding to his words, the horse ran even faster – so fast that a lone branch was enough to send him spiraling to the ground.
Should’ve know it wouldn’t be that easy…
Shujinkou struggled onto his feet, his surrounding spinning around.
“But thanks anyway, Gramps…” he groggily stumbled forward before losing his balance and falling into Sayori’s waiting arms. “Sorry guys, I let her get away…”
“Don’t feel bad, Shiko. You had the best attempt so far,” Sayori consoled.
“Yeah. You even got that crazy stunt to work in the first place,” Dylan complimented. “I give you a hundred points ahead of us.”
“We have scores?”
“Eh, maybe we shouldn’t, because by my own logic, we’d be in the negatives… I need redemption here.”
Shujinkou’s eyes lit up. “Like Red De-?”
“Don’t you dare finish that sentence! Let’s move people!”
Once again, they followed the tracks left behind by the horse, this time leading them to a large mine shaft.
“You really think she went in there?” Sayori asked.
“Looks like it. The trail ends here,” Dylan concluded. “You feeling better now, Shujinkou?”
“Yeah, but um… Dylan, I’m just asking this out of curiosity -- Is this mine abandoned?” Shujinkou questioned.
Dylan, now sporting a devilish smile stepped in front of the entrance. “Oh, so you haven’t heard…? A long, long time ago, this was once a thriving mine full of rare and precious crystals. Then one day, a mad bomber came into town and for know reason other than his own sick thrills, he blew the mine to kingdom come, making sure it was during the most busiest time of the day to do so. Nearly a quarter of the town was killed off by this one act and it’s only until recent years that the population finally recovered.”
Shujinkou and Sayori stared at Dylan with blank expressions – it was not what he had expected.
“So, a mine with a creepy backstory…”
“If it was blown up to kingdom come, wouldn’t there be no mine at all?” Sayori pointed out.
Dylan was taken aback, dropping his head in the palm of his hands, completely frustrated by his mistake.
“Not to mention, don’t mines have more grounded stories with supernatural elements to keep the horror alive?” she continued. “Or was that not a rule…? I can’t remember.”
“I don’t think it’s a rule, Sayori, but it is common,” Shujinkou said. “Like this.”
He cleared his throat and began to spin his own tale.
10 minutes later…
“And that’s why no one who’s ever gone into the mine shaft has ever appeared again,” Shujinkou concluded. “So, how was that?”
Sayori didn’t offer a response, only staring at Shujinkou with a stunned expression. While Dylan also didn’t offer a verbal response, his body’s non-stop trembling made it clear how he felt.
“Wow, Shiko… That was a… graphic story.” Sayori finally said.
“You think? I’m not sure if I went far enough…” Shujinkou mused.
“Not far enough!? Your main character got skinned alive! …And she was still alive!” Dylan cried. “And what about her eyeballs!? What was up with that?!”
“You really did go into graphic detail about the deaths in the story, Shiko. Have you been playing horror game since you woke up?”
“I didn’t really have time to play games with the exams and everything. But I did watch some videos of game overs while falling asleep.”
“You know, that reminds me, we should play that story baton game again like we did while waiting for Monika’s maid café thing. I bet we can flow much better than before.”
“Has it really been that long since we did that?”
“Mm-hmm. That’s why we should give it a try next semester.”
Their conversation now concluded, Sayori looked towards the mine.
“We still have a horse to track down, so let’s enter the spooky mine shaft.”
Sayori took the lead again with Shujinkou following close behind.
Now alone, Dylan scratched his head in confusion. “…I’m starting to regret trying to scare ya’ll…”
Chapter 199: Spelunking
Chapter Text
“Aw, this place isn’t creepy.” Despite only having taken a few steps inside, Sayori declared her disappointment right away.
Shujinkou could understand why. Perhaps they weren’t paying attention outside, but the cave was fairly well lit with lights lining the walls.
“You do remember I was just trying to scare you guys right?” Dylan pointed out.
“Yeah, but that’s not the point. There’s no fun in exploring a cave that’s already been thoroughly explored already. Don’t you think, Shiko?”
“That’s true…” Shujinkou could sympathize with her disappointment, but he was also relieved that he won’t have to constantly look over his shoulder for any signs of danger. …She still has a point though.
“Well, we’re not here to explore anyway so let’s just get back to tracking down ol’ Hime.”
“Okay…” Though still displeased, Sayori had no issue continuing the quest.
“Hey, Dylan, is this place really abandoned?” Shujinkou asked.
“It’s mostly abandoned,” Dylan answered. “Originally, it was used like how mines are used for, but eventually the people here stopped using it and it instead became a passageway to the other side of the mountains. It’s also been used for parties and bake sales.
“S-So, it’s a tourist attraction,” Shujinkou chuckled nervously. The idea of having a back sale in a mine was a little too much to swallow.
“The only time any workers come here is usually to check on the generators.”
“So all the things to be explored really are gone…” Sayori pouted.
“It’s not like we came here to explore anyway. We have to find Hime so you guys can go back to your vacation.”
“How’d you know we’re on vacation? Well, really a school trip, but how?” Shujinkou asked.
“Simple. I know you guys aren’t from around here. I think I would be able to pick you guys out from the crowd.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, taking note of how Dylan snuck a peek at Sayori.
“So you know everyone in town?”
Dylan shrugged and boasted. “Pretty much.”
It was a feat worthy of touting. Shujinkou barely knew his own classmates by heart so the idea that someone could know an entire town that well was incredible.
“Stop.”
There was a fork in the road, one path to the left and one continuing straight forward. Fortunately, there were signs that indicated to where each path would lead. The left passageway would lead you to the other side of the mountains.
However, continuing straight appeared to be strongly discouraged if the remains of the fluttering yellow tape mean anything.
Dylan had been eyeing the ground, scanning the dirt beneath them with laser focus.
“…Yep. She definitely went that way.”
To no one’s surprise, Dylan pointed towards the path that presumably should be blocked off. He took point, heading down the path with nary a complaint.
It did make sense. A horse scared out of its mind most likely would continue galloping straight with enough force to tear down yellow tape without difficulty.
“Sayori?”
Sayori had been staring at the yellow tape. She held some in her hands, bringing it closer for a better look. “…This doesn’t look like it was ripped apart. It looks like it was cut down.”
“Really?”
“Mm-hmm. Like with a knife or something like one.”
…I wonder if Yuri could tell what cut this… Normally a revelation like this would worry Shujinkou, but this time he felt no concern. “Dylan did say this place was mostly abandoned and that guys come in to check the generators and stuff. Maybe they just got tired of slipping through all this tape.”
“Yeah, I think so too.” Sayori let go of the tape, letting it flutter back to the ground. “…I wonder if Yuri could tell what cut this.”
Shujinkou cracked a small smile and followed her down the passageway Dylan took. It was not too long of a walk until they found Dylan leaning against a pair of gates.
“Thought I lost you two for a minute there. You ready?”
They nodded their heads and Dylan pushed the gates open.
“WHOA!” They had expected a search through a moderately sized mine shaft. Instead they found an abandoned operation so big it made them look like ants in comparison. Large vehicles littered the immediate area along with more cords, wires, and railways than they could count.
“Wow, this is a video game dungeon…” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, both amazed at the sight and concerned behind the implications of his own analysis.
“What? You two were expecting just a few tiny hallways?”
Shujinkou and Sayori nodded their heads.
“Well, it’s pretty much the same, just bigger. I mean it’s a pretty easy walk from here to the back. I mean, here it’s just as easy as crossing the bridge.”
“What bridge?” Sayori brought attention to a large gap preventing them from reaching the other side of the room.
Shujinkou carefully approached the edge and tossed a rock down it. The time it took for him to hear a splash of water worried him.
“Oh, come on, what happened to the bridge?” Dylan complained. It appeared the gap was too much to cross, but he needed to be sure. His brought his hands close to his face, making sure that his mouth was perfectly in the middle. “YODEL-AY-HEE-HOO!”
He listened to his voice echo across the ravine. “Yeah, too far.”
Two railways laid on both sides of crevice, but they were missing a section that would have connected both sides to form a bridge. It was only when they looked up did they find the missing piece suspended above them.
“Guess that’s how they keep people from exploring,” Shujinkou thought aloud.
“Seriously… Kinda inconvenient to us…” Dylan moaned.
Sayori did a quick turnaround, noticing something very unusual. “Does this mean your horse got past here before the bridge was put up?”
“Well, I doubt she can clear that jump so…” Dylan looked back up at the railway track above, following the lines that kept it raised in the air all the way to the crane they belonged to.
It was parked on a few levels above them.
“Hey, Shujinkou, give me a lift.”
“Huh?”
Dylan pointed at the crane then slowly guided his hand down, drawing attention to all the equipment left behind that could be used to make his way up to it. The only issue was that the first level was just out of reach. “I’m going to need your help getting up there if we want to move forward.”
“Okay.”
Shujinkou stood where he was instructed and cupped his hands together. Wasting no time, Dylan got in position.
“Ready, Shujinkou?”
“Ready.”
Shujinkou boosted Dylan up and supported him as he climbed up the rest of the way.
“Phew… Thanks, Shujinkou. Now just sit back and relax while I get to work.”
Dylan got to work climbing the rest of the way up, using crates and barrels to help elevate him to the next platform. As he watched this, Shujinkou couldn’t help but feel some concern.
“You worried that he’ll fall, Shiko?” Sayori asked.
“Not exactly that. I just can’t help but wonder if a certain something is going to happen.”
Although there were a few hiccups during his ascent, Dylan finally made it to the crane. “Alright, let’s get this bad boy moving.”
Dylan fiddled with the controls, ready to bridge the gap.
“…You gotta be kidding me here.”
He jumped out of the crane, throwing his hands up in frustration.
“Hey, you think you guys can figure out where the power for this thing is?”
There were plenty of cords all over the place. Shujinkou looked up at the crane and followed the wires down.
“It’s that one.” Sayori pointed to a lone generator stationed on a ledge close by.
“You already found it, Sayori?” Shujinkou marveled.
“There was nothing else to look around for so…” Sayori continued annoyance was as clear as day and she walked towards the generator in a huff. “Shiko, give me a lift up there.”
“You sure?”
“Why not? You don’t think I’ll slip and fall, do you?”
Shujinkou simply scratched his right cheek.
“C’mon, Shiko, I’m not that clumsy. I’ve actually had a good record while you were asleep.”
Shujinkou continued to scratch his right cheek.
“You… Really think I’ll just slip and fall, don’t you?”
Shujinkou whistled a tune as he turned away.
“Shiko…” Sayori trembled and sniffled. “I can’t believe you really think I’m that clumsy…!”
“Hey, guys!” Dylan called out to them from above. “Can you maybe try to troll each other after you get the power on?”
“Sorry…”
Shujinkou approached the wall and gave Sayori the boost she needed to climb up the ledge.
It was as simple as pressing a button. Once it was on, Dylan was allowed to get back to work on his end.
“Hm…”
“See anything, Sayori?”
“No… That’s the problem. There’s nothing here eith-”
Shujinkou’s eyes grew wide the instant Sayori lost her footing. His instincts forced him to move and catch Sayori before she could split her head open.
“You okay?”
“Um…” Perhaps it was the fact that she was being held up in Shujinkou’s arms or perhaps it was the lights were angled just right to give Shujinkou a heavenly glow. Whatever the case, a simple question became very hard to answer.
“Ow!”
A random rock bounced off her face.
“What the-?” Shujinkou quickly looked around. No other rocks fell, but even if they did how could one fall fast enough to draw blood?
“Sayori, you’re-!”
Shujinkou quickly set her down and pushed her hair away from her wound.
“I’m fine, Shiko. It’s just a little scratch.”
He couldn’t understand how Sayori could try to brush off blood spilling from an open wound as “just a scratch.”
He needed to do something, but he had nothing to treat her with. Blood continued to pour from her wound and no matter how hard he pressed his hand against it, he couldn’t keep it in.
He already had to do this for another friend recently. Even if the circumstances were different, it was still very upsetting.
Huh? Wait, when did I?
He felt the same strange sensation as when he examined the area where Yuri was stabbed.
“…Guess it’s too bad you can’t heal it like before, huh?”
Sayori light chuckle should have calmed him down, but her words filled him with an indescribable dread.
“What do you me -?”
“HEY!” Dylan lowered a medical kit down with some rope. “Use that to fix her up while I get the bridge down!”
It had everything he needed, allowing Shujinkou to do just that.
“How’s this? Does this hurt?” Shujinkou dabbed her wound with an alcohol drenched rag.
A few whimpers slipped through, but Sayori was completely silent. Alternating between looking up at Shujinkou and staring at the ground, her mind was in flux.
“…Shiko, you’re really worried about me, huh?”
“It’s only natural, right?”
“Well, Shiko’s a worrywart so it is only natural.”
“Well, anyone would be a worrywart when they have a history of giving you so many band-aids that I could’ve mummified you three times over.”
“Hey! Ow…!” Just snapping back caused Sayori to wince in pain. “That proves nothing…”
“Just joking, Sayori. We both know I’m a worrywart 99% of the time.”
He placed a band-aid over her wound and helped her back on her feet.
“Hey, Shiko…”
“Yeah?”
Sayori abruptly buried her head in his chest, brushing her left ear where his heart resides.
“What’re you doing?”
Sayori pressed her ear against his chest even harder.
“You okay, Sayori? Do you need me to carry you out of here?”
“Eh? No way!” Sayori hopped back. “I still haven’t found anything here yet!”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
“Finding Dylan’s horse goes without saying.”
“That’s good.” Dylan landed next to them, letting go of the rope he used to repel back down. “For a second there, I thought you two forgot the whole point of entering this spooky mine.”
“Still not really spooky,” Sayori replied.
“Not supposed to be. Let’s move.”
They crossed the newly established path forward and continued down a winding corridor.
“Exploring the spooky mine
Is a passion for me.
And I wait for thee
To show me and thine
A bountiful bounty
Just to make it worth our time.
But this cave isn’t very spooky.
Nor does it seem all too kind
Looking past our time
And gives us nothing but grime.”
Dylan stopped, unable to ignore what he just heard. “What was that?”
“I was trying to make a poem up on the fly.” Sayori explained.
“…Why?”
“Cause it’s fun to do sometimes. I think I’ll call that one, ‘Spooky mine not so spooky.’”
“Are you really here to help me? Because we can go our separate ways here if you want.”
“Of course we are. But it would be fun if we could find something here. Just something that says we explored an abandoned mine.”
“Can’t you just say you explored an abandoned mine with the coolest guide ever?”
“But Shiko’s not guiding us.”
“I think there’s something else wrong with that idea, Sayori. I’m pretty sure I’m not cool.” Shujinkou interjected.
“You can’t really say that when you’re the local hero, Shiko,” Sayori argued. “You may be as popular as Monika right now, especially since it made the rumors that you two are dating spread even more.”
“Why is that even a thing!?”
“If I remember right, I think it has to do with you being the only guy Monika talks to. And you guys locked arms multiple times in public, especially on your first day back. Plus you saving her made the rounds more than you saving all of us.”
“Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.” Dylan stood in front of Shujinkou, eyeing him from head to toe. “Am I hearing this right? Do you have one of the most popular girls in your school crushing on you?”
“How’d you get that from what Sayori said!? It’s not like that at all! They’re just rumors!”
“Look, I don’t know anything ‘bout any rumors at your school, but I think I know when it sounds like a girl is throwing themselves at you and it sounds like a girl is throwing themselves at you.”
“Monika’s not throwing herself at me! No one’s throwing themselves at me!”
“What about Mali?” Sayori pointed out. “Didn’t she-?”
“That doesn’t count! …Wait, what are you talking about?”
“When she pressed-”
“That doesn’t count!” Though his actions didn’t show it, Shujinkou was somewhat relieved by Sayori’s response. Thought she found out about the clothes stealing incident.
“Wait, you have another girl throwing themselves at you?” Dylan marveled.
“No one’s throwing themselves at me! No one would throw themselves at me!”
Dylan turned to Sayori. “How many girls does this guy have crushin’ on him?”
“I’ve lost count at this point.”
“Sayori!?” Shujinkou cried.
“Just kidding, Shiko.” Sayori laughed.
“You sure? This guy freaking out says otherwise,” Dylan said.
“Shiko’s not that kind of person. He’s not the type to want to be in that situation.”
“…So at least two then?”
“Possibly three.”
“Can you two please stop messing with me?” Shujinkou begged.
Dylan shrugged. “Don’t know what you’re freaking out about Some would love to be in your shoes. Doesn’t it sound like a good thing?”
“I kinda think rumors about my relationship status with Monika could be really bad in the long run. Not to mention, it has to be annoying for Monika for others to pair her with me.”
“And how popular is she?”
“She’s the most popular person at school. Everyone knows her.”
“So that definitely means that all the guys at yer school wants to kill you.”
Shujinkou had never even considered that possibility. His mind quickly got to work, producing a very nightmarish scenario for him. “…Please change the subject. Please…”
“Actually, Dylan, there’s something I wanted to ask you. What made your horse run around like that in the first place?” Sayori questioned.
“You got me. I was just taking her out for a ride, getting a little fresh air and everything and just as I was about to give her a snack, Hime freaked out all of a sudden and took off. You know the rest from there.”
Just thinking about falling face first in snow made Dylan shiver. But that feeling didn’t compare to the sheer pain running headfirst into metal caused him.
“OOOWWWW!”
Their way forward had been cut off by a metal door.
Another tough opponent presented itself to him, however Dylan was not deterred. He refused to falter and took the challenge head on.
But no matter how much he tried to wrench it open, each attempt ended in failure.
He actually used a wrench… Shujinkou was in awe how Dylan actually got the door to move with the wrench compared to the crowbar he found on the ground.
“Dang it! Who locks down doors in a cave!? What if civilians want to come explore?!” Dylan raged.
“That’s probably why they did it,” Shujinkou suggested. “But if it’s locked, doesn’t that mean your horse didn’t come this way?”
“That’s what’s even more annoying — she did.” Dylan pointed down, bringing attention to a trail of hoof prints leading up to the door.
“Oh. So…?”
“Gotta find some way to get this door open.”
“Too bad we just can’t blow it open,” Sayori mused.
“That’s it! Great idea!” Dylan eyes darted across the room, before he moved towards an open crate in the corner. He reached inside and pulled a handful of dynamite. “These should do.”
“…Dylan, what are you doing with those…?” Shujinkou fretted.
“Blowing the door down.” The simple and blunt cadence to Dylan’s voice caused Shujinkou’s anxiety to skyrocket to unfathomable levels.
“I was just kidding! I didn’t really mean you should actually blow the door down!” Sayori cried.
“But it’s a good idea.”
“Dylan, wait! There has to be a better plan!” Shujinkou insisted. “At least a less explosive plan.”
“Like?”
“Uhm…!” Shujinkou eyes trailed down, allowing him to spot a small space in the wall. He peered inside, realizing it was actually a passageway. “Maybe I can use this to find a way behind the door.”
“You really want to crawl through what could lead you all around the place instead of using the simplest solution?”
“Let’s just give this a try, please…?” Shujinkou kneeled down further. Even without Dylan’s argument, he knew his luck may lead to him going around circles. “I’ll try to see if it leads behind the door. Just please don’t do anything explody until I get back, okay?”
Taking a deep breath, Shujinkou crawled into the opening.
“Dylan, were you really going to try and blow the door open?” Sayori asked.
“Yeah. Why?”
“Don’t you think that’s a bit… too much?”
“Are you saying that if you found spare dynamite and had an opportunity to blow open a door, you wouldn’t?”
“Of course I would!” Sayori’s reply was instantaneous. “But still, it’s dangerous to just use something you found in a cave we know nothing about.”
“It’s not like it’s the first time I ever used any. In fact, my uncle let me blow things up a few time with TNT.”
“Yeah, but did he ever let you set it up?”
Dylan was silent, but his befuddled expression was all the answer Sayori needed.
…
“Hey, Dylan, can I ask you something else?”
“Shoot.”
“Before you met us… Did you see a girl with purplish blue hair and wearing a red dress and blue skirt?”
“A skirt? In this weather?! AT THIS TIME OF YEAR?!” Dylan exclaimed.
Sayori nodded.
“You’re playing with me, right?”
Sayori shook her head.
“…No, I think was too busy being flung around to notice anyone like that. Then again, I’m pretty sure she’d stand out enough for me to notice. Skirt in the middle of winter… That’s just too strange.”
“Yeah. It is a little confusing. …Dylan, can I ask you something else?”
“Third time’s the charm.”
“What would you do if a girl you never met before came up to you and-” Sayori took Dylan’s hands and held them snugly between hers. “Started holding your hands like this?”
Dylan looked at where their hands were joined then back at her face, alternating between the two several times. “…I’d say, ‘This is too easy. What’re you playing at here?’”
“Okay, but what would you be thinking?”
“I’d think, ‘This is too easy. What’s she playing at there?’”
“Mmm…” Sayori didn’t seem to be satisfied with his answer.
“Okay look, my sis constantly says I’m not good at this kind of stuff, so let’s just get to the point here — Are you jealous that this girl hit on your pal?”
“What!? No! No! Why would I be jealous of anyone flirting with Shujinkou?” Sayori cried.
“I don’t know. Is he your boyfriend?”
“No! We’re not like that at all!”
“Really? But you do like him, don’t you?”
“Why would you think that?”
“I don’t know, you were staring at him with hearts in your eyes when he caught you,” Dylan recalled. “Plus, you’re asking something most people ask when jealous.”
“I’m not jealous. It’s just… I feel… weird. I don’t really have an issue with Shiko being with other girls and sooner or later he’s definitely going to be with someone that likes him a lot, that’s just a fact, but… I don’t know. It just feels weird. And it’s really weird that I feel weird when I don’t even know if she was just being friendly or not.”
“Sayori… It really sounds like you’re jealous.”
“No it doesn’t…! …Does it really?”
“Either that or you got a sixth sense that’s telling you that this girl is dangerous.”
“No, I don’t think that’s it either. And I can’t be jealous because I have no reason to be. Hmmm…”
“Maybe you think she’s way out of his league.”
Sayori stared at Dylan, unamused. “That’s not funny, Dylan.”
“Look, I’m just throwing random things out there! Maybe it’s nothing!”
A loud scraping sound jarred their ears. They watched as the door slowly opened before them.
“Kept you waiting, huh?” Shujinkou greeted them as he wiped the sweat off his furrowed brow. “It really did turn into a maze.”
“Ooh! Did you find anything while lost?”
The excitement in Sayori’s voice made what happened next much harder for Shujinkou.
“Sorry.”
“Aw…”
“By the way, what were you guys talking about?”
“Eh?”
“Dylan said something about something being nothing. What’s ‘nothing’?”
“Nothing! Let’s keep moving!” Sayori pushed Shujinkou through the door, not letting him get another word in.
Watching this, Dylan had only one thought on his mind. She’s definitely jealous.
Chapter 200: Stubborn
Chapter Text
“Woo-hoo!”
As the trio continued to explore the mines for Hime the white mare, they eventually stumbled upon a mine cart. It was one of many they had already stumbled upon, but this one was had an important distinction – the tracks before it led down the path they were currently walking down.
What happened next was a foregone conclusion. However, there was one small issue.
“Uh-oh. Alright one more time people – Left!”
They leaned to the left, using their combined body weight to bring the opposite side of the cart into the air, narrowly dodging a gap in the track.
“Right!”
They then leaned the right, lifting the wheels of the opposite side up and allowing the cart to dodge another deadly gap.
“Left! Left! Left, Right, Left!”
It was a miracle that they made it to the end without incident.
“Thank you for riding Dylan’s mine cart experience. Please give me your highest possible rating for getting us here without a scratch.”
Dylan jumped out of the cart and watched Shujinkou assisting Sayori.
“You still doing okay, Sayori?” Shujinkou asked.
“Yeah. In fact, I think the ride stopped the throbbing in my head.”
“That’s good.”
“Ah, but you know what’s strange about getting hurt in the first place?”
“That that rock came out of nowhere?”
“No. Me falling in the first place. I didn’t feel like I was about to fall and then all of a sudden I was falling. It was almost like gravity wanted me to fall or something.”
“Gravity?”
“Or something. It actually felt like something pushed me off. It’s weird.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He agreed that Sayori didn’t appear to fall through any fault of her own, though it was not like he could see her feet from where he stood. I kind of chalked it up it her stumbling over her feet while she was stuck on finding stuff, but that wouldn’t explain feeling like something forced her off. Hmm…
“Don’t overthink it, Shiko. We still have to track down Hime.” Sayori reminded him.
“Yeah, you’re right. …Are you sure you don’t need me to carry you?”
“O-Of course not. I’m totally fine. Let’s go.”
Having arrived at the end of the ride, the three walked out of the cave, shielding their eyes from the intense bright light.
As their eyes adjusted to the light, Sayori could see something slowly come into focus.
“Hey, is that…?”
Before them was a house sitting close to the edge of a cliff.
“What’s a house doing here?”
“No idea,” Dylan admitted. “Legend has it though that it was here before the mines were a thing, belonging to an old lady that isolated herself from the world. They say she eventually went mad and through herself off the cliff while cursing the world.”
“Ooh, that story’s a little scarier than you’re first one.”
“…Yeah, but I wasn’t making it up this time. That’s really what they say.”
Shujinkou stared at the house. Most of the paint was peeled off and the windows were stripped of any sign of glass. Its dilapidated appearance along with Dylan’s tale gave him a bad feeling. “Well, at least it isn’t covered in fog…”
“It also means no one’s explored it yet, right?”
Shujinkou couldn’t help but chuckle at Sayori’s eagerness. Their feelings over the house were too misaligned not to be funny.
However, getting in would not be easy as a large metal gate prevented them from entering.
“If Hime went full tilt, she could definitely clear that jump.” Dylan said. “Hey, Shujinkou, give me another lift.”
“Wait, Dylan, we don’t know what’s on the other side of that gate,” Sayori pointed out. “There could sharp objects or wild dogs ready to tear you apart.”
“Thanks for that image…”
“We should think about using another way in.”
“Like what, Sayori?” Shujinkou asked.
Sayori extended her right hand and drew attention to an opening in the right wall. “I bet I can fit through that hole and once I’m through, I can open the gate from the other side.”
“But wait, if the stuff you said is really on the other side, wouldn’t that be dangerous for you?”
“That’s the advantage of going through the side – I can see the danger before it’s too late. Don’t worry, I’ll be sure to let you know if there’s any danger.”
Sayori, heedless of any concern from her friend, slipped though the opening.
“It’s all good on this side!” she yelled.
“Great! Now open the gate!” Dylan yelled back.
But the gate never opened. Time passed and the gate remained firmly shut.
“…She’s not going to open the door, is she?” Dylan asked.
“Not yet.” Shujinkou replied.
“She’s exploring the house, isn’t she?”
“Most likely.”
As if on cue, the two saw Sayori pass by a window on the second floor.
“Wow, that girl’s determined.”
“That’s Sayori for you.”
Those words were the last offered from either of them for the next 10 minutes. Without Sayori around, Shujinkou was unsure what to say to Dylan. No! I have to be better than that! I have to be the one to carry conversations with strangers too!
“Hey, Shujinkou.” Dylan called.
“Huh? Yeah?”
“Was the girl cute?”
“What?”
“Was the girl you ran into earlier today cute?”
“Ho-How do you know about that?”
“Sayori told me about her. Apparently she’s running around trying to get frostbite.”
Shujinkou still couldn’t fathom how anyone could be unbothered by the cold weather in such an outfit.
“Anyway, was she cute?”
“W-Why’re you me asking that?”
“Sayori’s made me very curious.”
“Well…” Shujinkou timidly scratched his right cheek. “Objectively speaking… Yes?”
“Uh-huh. So you’d go for her if she asked you out?” Dylan asked.
“Wait, what?! Where’d that come from!?”
“I don’t know. It just sounds like this girl may be into you.”
“I really doubt that. We just met today and I don’t even know her name.”
“What about the instant hand holding?”
“I’m pretty sure she was just being nice because pushed out of the way of some sleds.”
Dylan shot Shujinkou the single most incredulous look he had ever seen. “…Being nice?”
“Yeah,” Shujinkou replied with a nod. “Like I said, I just met her today and she disappeared just as quickly as she appeared.”
“Dude, what kind of stranger holds your hands like that when you just met?”
“It was kind of surprising, but I don’t think it really means anything. I’m sure it was just gratitude.”
“…Gratitude?”
Shujinkou nodded his head.
“You are in denial.” Dylan said bluntly.
“I don’t think so. Lots of people do stuff like that out of gratitude. I mean, Sayori is really affectionate when she’s grateful to people.”
“Yeah, bad example there. I bet you’re the only person she shows that kind of gratitude with.”
“Not really. Sayori really likes hugging people.”
Dylan shook his head.
“Shujinkou… You are so in denial.”
“I’m a lot of things. But I’m pretty sure I’m not in denial.”
“Either you’re in denial or you’re just blind. Or you’re a herbivore man.”
“Wait, don’t you think that’s taking things too far?! Just because I think that a stranger doesn’t like me out of nowhere?!” Shujinkou exclaimed.
“Well look, I’ve known you for like, a little over an hour at most, and so far I know two things – I know that you get lucky getting away with crazy stunts and that you can’t recognize when girls are into you.” Dylan replied.
“The second one’s not true.”
“Oh come on, you can’t even recognize when a girl gives you the ‘heart eyes.’ And what about that Monika girl; what about her having arms around yours? Does that not sound like she’s into you?”
“I’m pretty sure if Monika felt that way about me, she would have told me by now. She has no reason to be afraid of confessing to me of all people.”
“And that Mali girl?”
“I’m pretty sure all that was just Mali messing with me…”
“So that’s your stance, huh? That your pretty much undatable?”
“I wouldn’t really say that, but…” Shujinkou solemnly scratched his right cheek. He found it difficult to articulate his position.
“Alright, Shujinkou… I didn’t want to do this but you leave me no choice.”
“Huh?”
“I’m willing to bet that we still a lot of time before Sayori decides to let us in so… Let’s settle this with a duel,” Dylan proposed.
“A duel?”
“Yep. And if I win, you have to admit that mystery girl was flirting with you and that you’re not some undatable loser.”
“I don’t really see how forcing me to say that really means anything…”
“Well, then you have nothing to fear when you lose, right?”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
“And if I win?”
“Then I’ll accept that it was just gratitude and drop the subject.”
“Alright then. Name your game.”
30 minutes later…
“Annnnnnnnnd done.” It took some effort, but Dylan had finally finished drawing his cartoonish rendition of a silkworm in the snow. He proudly scribbled his name beneath his creation. “Read ‘em and weep, Shujinkou.”
“Hold on….” Shujinkou zig-zagged across his half of the field, using his “brush” to add the finishing touches to his magnum opus. “There, an actual snow angel.”
Dylan could not believe his eyes. He struggled to sketch a cartoon in the snow and yet Shujinkou was able to draw a near realistic angel with just a stick. Of course there were flaws given the nature of his tool and the fact he had to step over his piece a few times, but it was still a sight to behold.
“Wha- Why didn’t you tell me you could draw before we started?” Dylan complained.
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. “You… didn’t ask?”
“Alright! New challenge, right now!” Dylan created a 3x3 grid on the ground. “Tic-Tac-Toe! Let’s go!”
10 rounds, each player winning 5 matches. While Shujinkou was fine with a tie, Dylan didn’t share the same sentiment.
“Okay, I didn’t want to pull this out, but you forced my hand!” Dylan pulled his phone out from his pocket. “On this device I have one of the most difficult ‘Where’s Waldo?’ pages in existence. Winner-takes-all! You ready, Shujinkou?”
“Sure.”
Dylan brought the fabled page up on his screen and angled it so both could see. Alright, given what I know about this guy, he’ll probably overanalyze and wonder if he actually found Waldo. While he’s doubting, that should give me the time to-”
“There’s Waldo.” Shujinkou pressed his finger against the screen, rightfully pointing out Waldo within seconds.
“…Hooooooow?”
“I don’t know. I just found him.”
“Have I just been challenging you to what you’re great at?!”
Shujinkou simply shrugged.
“Okay, you know what, this is the real final round.”
Dylan turned and walked forward 10 paces. Looking back, Shujinkou noticed a fire in his eyes that burned so brightly it was somewhat intimidating. He extended his right hand and announced his final challenge. “Arm wrestling! Let’s go!”
“But we don’t have any stable ground for our elbows.”
“We don’t need any. This will be a no contact free air duel. Whoever gets the others hand in the snow wins.”
“That sounds kind of hectic.”
“And that’s what makes it the perfect final fight. Two men enter, giving it their all until one submits to the strain. This is the ultimate test of our strength and will – unless you just want to quit now and admit that girl was flirting with you.”
“Hmmm…” Shujinkou was not sure how to respond to Dylan’s taunt. He still felt the stakes were pointless, but he also felt swept up in Dylan’s competitive nature. An “Ultimate Battle” sounded like it could be fun. “Okay, you’re on Dylan.”
Shujinkou readied his right hand as he took a few steps back. No words were exchanged, but he could tell by Dylan’s expression how they were going to start their battle.
“Ready, Shujinkou?”
“Ready, Dylan.”
“Alright… GO!”
In Shujinkou’s mind, the two didn’t just charge at each other, they flew. The sound of their hands clapping together was louder than thunder and echoed across the mountains.
It was an intense back and forth. One moment Shujinkou would have the upper hand only for Dylan to reverse it and take the lead. Even as they fell on their knees, neither would give an inch.
Though he couldn’t see it, Shujinkou could imagine that the veins in their arms were growing to unimaginable sizes as they struggled to pin the other down.
Their determined cries filled the air as they felt their struggle reach its climax.
“This…! Match…! Is…! MINE!” Dylan cried.
“Over…! My…! Dead…! BOOOODDDDDDYYYYYYY!” Shujinkou let out a mighty roar, slamming Dylan’s hand into the ground. “YEAAAAAH!”
“AH! Oh, man…!” Dylan rubbed his aching hand as he sat up. “You really don’t want to admit a cute girl was flirting with you, huh?”
“Huh? Oh, right. That.”
Dylan sighed. Too tired to stand, he figured he may as well lay back in the snow.
“Guess, I can see why you’re the local hero at your school with strength like that. What’re you a hero for anyway?”
“I really couldn’t tell you. You see, Sayori and my other friends were in danger and I couldn’t get anyone to help me so I went to try and help them myself.”
“What kind of danger?”
“Very sadistic gun wielding criminals.”
“Oh, I get it. You snuck into somewhere and freed them, right?”
“Actually, I beat everyone up.”
“What?!” Dylan exclaimed. “How?!”
“That’s the part I can’t tell you. There are a lot of holes in my memories of that night. The only reason I know that’s what happened was because my friends said I saved them and with the memories that are clear, it’s the only thing that makes sense.” Shujinkou explained.
“So what, do you know karate or something?”
Shujinkou shook his head.
“Have you ever even fought before?”
“Does getting my butt kicked a few times count?”
“So a guy that’s never been in a real fight took the fight to the guys that kidnapped his friends?”
“Apparently.”
Dylan laughed. Shujinkou understood why however – who would believe that he did anything he was told he had done that night. He still found it hard to believe the story himself.
“I gotta say, you’ve got guts, Shujinkou.” Dylan complimented.
“Huh? Y-You really think so?”
“Yep. Not many people would try and go on a suicide mission for their friends. That’s a pretty gutsy thing to do.”
Normally, being praised for what he did would fill Shujinkou with guilt and shame. But Dylan’s genuine compliment was different. Unlike others that weren’t there, Dylan wasn’t complimenting what he did to survive, but the fact that he would put himself in danger for his loved one.
It felt nice.
“…You know, a few months ago. I would have found what you were saying to be completely crazy.” Shujinkou admitted.
“You being gutsy?”
“Well, that too, but I meant about the whole thing about me being undatable.”
“I recall you being the one that was acting that way.”
“The thing is, up until recently, I hated myself. I felt like I was a waste of space and that I didn’t deserve to have anything nice. You probably couldn’t tell by the way Sayori talks about me, but I wasn’t the greatest friend to her, but she still decided to be a good one to me. It’s because of her and our other friends that I’ve began to think otherwise.
More than just being undatable, I’ve always thought it was crazy that the people I’ve met since the start of this year thought I was worth something. It was hard to accept that I was making friends, so… Maybe I really do have a hard time accepting anyone liking me anymore than just a friend. Maybe I just don’t know what the line is.”
Dylan sighed. “…No, maybe I was just wrong. What do I know, not like I was ever at these moments to judge.”
“Still…” Shujinkou smiled. “Thanks for thinking better of me.”
“Heh, just basing things off what I see and hear. After all, you’re still a stranger to me. For all I know, you could really just be a womanizer.”
Then that would really make me like my dad. Shujinkou wanted to say those words but ultimately decided to keep that jab to himself.
Suddenly, they heard the gate slide open, Sayori waving to them from the other side.
“Hey, what took ya?” Dylan asked.
“Did you find anything interesting?” Shujinkou asked right after.
“No… Though I did find something weird.” Sayori dug into her pocket and pulled out a pink cartridge.
“Is that a game?”
“Looks like it, but I don’t know for what. And you know what the really weird thing is, I found it under a bunch of old stuff, but it looks completely brand new.”
“Can I see it?”
Sayori gave the cartridge to Shujinkou for him to inspect. Not only did it look brand new, but it also felt brand new. There were no nicks, scratches, or dust particles of any kind.
I have no idea what system this goes to either.
He flipped it over, finding a name scribbled on the other side.
Is this who owns the game?
“By the way, there was another weird thing I found – there’s a guy sleeping in one of the rooms upstairs,” Sayori continued.
“Upstairs?” In that very moment, Dylan came to a cruel realization. “No, it couldn’t be-!”
He ran into the house and up the stairs. The moment he poked his head inside one of the rooms, he could feel all his buried annoyance turn into genuine rage. “I KNEW IT!”
It all made sense, there was no reason why every passageway they needed to go down was blocked unless someone else went the same way. That someone was lying in the bed before him and was someone he knew very well.
His rage-filled cried stirred the man from his slumber, wondering what it could possibly be this time.
“Hm? Dylan, what are you doing here?”
“Dang it, Satex! You’re the one who was blocking all the passages, weren’t you!?”
Satex yawned. “Well, yeah. How else was I supposed to get any peace and quiet? Anyway, I can see that it didn’t work. First that horse, then you.”
“Oh yeah,” Sayori, followed by Shujinkou, walked into the room. “Hime’s out back, Dylan.”
“Let’s put that issue on hold for a moment,” Dylan glared at Satex. “You knew my horse was around and you still blocked every possible way I could get to it?!”
“How was I supposed to know that was yours? Anyway, I would have realized it eventually and bought it back to you after my nap.”
“Dude, you have a house. I don’t really get why you always have to go to weird places just to nap.”
*snore*. In an instant, Satex fell back to sleep.
“…Let’s get Hime before I tape that pillow to his head.”
As Sayori had said, Hime was in the backyard. Dylan approached her, surprised that she seemed to have returned to her usual calm self. “Guess, I don’t have to bribe you after all, huh Hime? Still, you really ran a long way.”
“Really long.” Shujinkou thought aloud.
Upon hearing his voice, Hime backed away in terror.
“Eh? She’s scared of Shiko?” Sayori gasped.
Is that why Hime freaked out even more when I landed on her?” Shujinkou rubbed his forehead, recalling his collision with a lone tree branch.
“Huh, maybe she can sense the womanizer in you,” Dylan joked.
“That can’t be it. Shiko’s nothing like Jomei.” Sayori immediately clapped her hands over her mouth.
“Who?”
“He’s…someone I kind of know.” Shujinkou replied. “Sayori doesn’t really like him much.”
“Hmm… Whatever, just give her this.” Dylan reached into his bag and threw a carrot his way..
“What do I do with this?”
“Just go up to her and give it to her. After all, the way to her heart is her stomach.”
“What if she freaks out again?”
“Then I’ll shove you out of the way and let her trample me.”
While Shujinkou appreciated the sentiment, he couldn’t help fearing that Dylan wouldn’t make it in time to make the switch. Of course, he wouldn’t want Dylan to try and make the save anyway if resulted in him getting stomped.
Taking a deep breath, Shujinkou slowly approached Hime. He couldn’t tell who was more scared of who, but he recalled his grandfather’s words. Just got to show her that I’m not a threat.
Once he was close enough, Shujinkou presented the carrot to Hime. Though clearly hesitant, she accepted the carrot and finished it in just a few bites.
“So, are we okay?”
Hime licked him in response.
“Hehe. Right. No hard feelings.”
“Awww, she likes you know, Shiko,” Sayori gushed. “Still, wonder why she was frightened of you in the first place.”
A question Shujinkou would like an answer to himself, but perhaps it was not important enough to pursue.
“Welp, mission accomplished.” Dylan hopped on top of Hime, taking up the reins. “Hop on you two. We’re riding out of here!”
Shujinkou and Sayori did just that and climbed on top of Hime.
“Oh, almost forgot to thank you guys.”
“You don’t need to thank us, Dylan.” Sayori assured him. “It was kind of fun tracking her down.”
“You were complaining how you found nothing the entire time.
“I can be disappointed and still have fun, right?” Sayori pouted.
“Either way, how about we head back to the ranch for some of Isabella’s pies?” Dylan offered. “They should be done soon.”
“Pies?!”
“I think that’s a yes,” Shujinkou chuckled.
“Then what are we waiting for? Let’s hit it, Hime!”
Chapter 201: Bathing
Chapter Text
Later that night…
“Whoa, Hime!” Dylan held onto the reins tight, stopping Hime just before the front doors of the local onsen. “Thank you for riding Dylan’s Horseback Service. Please give me give your highest rating for not injuring any passengers or passerbyers.”
His two passengers jumped off the horse.
“Thanks for the lift, Dylan.” Thanked Shujinkou.
“Oh and tell Isabella thanks for the pies too.” Sayori added cheerfully.
“Will do. I’ll see ya when I see ya.” After saying their goodbyes, Hime took off, quickly vanishing from sight.
“Shirahime’s really is fast. It’s no wonder she got so far ahead of us.” Sayori said.
“Good thing she wasn’t going to fast when we tried to catch her…” Shujinkou chuckled as he recalled how he was flung off the horse by a single branch. He had to laugh, otherwise he would cry.
They soon walked inside, making their way to their rooms.
“Today was really fun, Shiko. Who knew we’d end up exploring an old mine and house looking for someone’s horse.”
“…But?”
“It’s still kind of disappointing that all we found was a game cartridge…”
Shujinkou dug into his pocket, pulling out said game. “That reminds me. I forgot to give this back to you.”
“No, you keep it.” Sayori insisted. I’m pretty sure you’ll find out what kind of game it is eventually.”
Shujinkou wasn’t too sure about that, but he wasn’t going to argue over who should keep the game. He knew it would be a losing battle.
“Ah, by the way, Shiko…” All of a sudden, Sayori’s stared at the ground with downcast eyes. “I’m sorry about blurting Jomei’s name to Dylan. It just kinda came out.”
“It’s fine, Sayori. Honestly, I was almost going to say the same thing before you did.”
“So you’re not mad?”
“Not at all.” Shujinkou assured her.
That was all it took for a smile to return to her face. They eventually went their separate ways and Shujinkou returned to his room.
“Tojiko?”
His roommate was nowhere to be seen. In the middle of the room, a kotatsu was set up for us. Lying on top was a note.
“Went out into town. Will be back later. Make sure to behave yourself.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, wondering whether or not Tojiko needed to leave him a note. Was that something a teacher would have done? Guess, it’s not really important.
As there was nothing for him to do at the moment, Shujinkou figured he might as well take a bath.
…
“Haaaah…” After finishing cleaning his body, Shujinkou slowly slipped into the spring. The temperature was just right and he felt truly fortunate that he got to have it just to himself.
Sayori was right, today was pretty fun. Exploring the mines was already pretty out there, but I didn’t expect that we’d end up going to a horse ranch too. I thought Dylan had the one horse, turns out his uncle has a lot. I guess that explains why he’s so good with them.
…I bet Hiroko would have loved what we did today.
With his eyes shut, Shujinkou continued to mindlessly soak in the spring until he heard footsteps.
I guess someone showed up after all.
Oddly enough, the encroaching sound didn’t convey the weight of a heavy foot. He could hear them cleaning themselves from a distance and soon he heard the water shift around as they came to soak in the spring.
“Ahhhh, so relaxing.”
“!”
That voice -- It was familiar. Too familiar. His eyelids shot open and he instantly looked to his side. What he saw nearly caused his heart to jump out of his throat.
“M-M-M-M-M-M-M-MALI!?”
She was right there, stripped bare for the world to see, the only thing keeping her covered was the reflective surface of the spring water.
A girl was in the bath with him. A naked girl was in the bath with him. A naked girl was in the boy’s bath with him.
No matter how he phrased it, the reality of the situation remained the same.
“Senpai’s so red…” Mali noted. “So cute.”
Shujinkou didn’t respond. He couldn’t respond. He knew that one wrong word, one wrong move could lead to an even bigger disaster.
However, he would soon discover that to be the wrong choice. Mali had closed the distance between them, looking up at him with curiosity and interest. With her so close, Shujinkou could see the top of her chest sticking out from the water’s surface. If she were to lean up any further-
“Are you enjoying the view, Senpai?”
Mali’s teasing smile grew even wider as she examined Shujinkou’s blushing face.
“Is Senpai imagining giving them a squeeze?”
“N-No! NO!” Shujinkou fervently shook his head as he backed away. “Mali, what are you doing in here? This is the boy’s spring.”
“It’s simple, Senpai. You’re here.”
“But you’re not supposed to be here. What if someone comes in and finds you here?”
“Senpai, are you worried that someone else will get to see your kōhai’s body, beside you?”
“Wh-!? No! No!”
“So fast. Are you saying my body doesn’t please you then?”
“I-I’m not saying that!”
“So, Senpai likes my body.”
“No--! I mean-! You really shouldn’t be here. This is bad! Really bad!”
Shujinkou could just imagine what would happen if just one of their classmates decided to take a bath now. Some already believed that he and Monika were dating just because they were seen hanging out. If someone saw him and Mali together, the chaos that could arise would be catastrophic.
“Aw… And here I thought Senpai would be lonely.” Mali admitted.
“What made you think that?”
“Well, all your friends are girls, which naturally means you’re left out on the fun times that can come from bathing with friends. I was sure that would have made Senpai feel a little lonely.”
Shujinkou sheepishly scratched his right cheek. He could not deny he felt a little left out in the past, but he knew there was no way he could join in. It was just an impossibility to bathe with friends when they were all girls.
But right now, I’m in this situation with Mali, who-
Images of certain past encounters flashed in Shujinkou’s mind.
-already showed that doing things like this is no problem for her… And with Mali like this…
Suddenly, a soft sensation brought Shujinkou back to reality. With her left hand, Mali caressed his right cheek while eyeing him the same way a predator would eye its prey.
His body instinctively backed away from her, Mali giggling at the sight.
“You’re so pure and innocent, Senpai. But that’s what makes you so interesting, isn’t it?”
“Mali, please…”
If this went on, his heart might give out. If Mali kept closing the gap between them— If the gap was closed completely while face to face—
There would be no going back if that happened!
“So innocent, Senpai. Still, do you think it’s such a good idea to freak out so much? Any more commotion could bring curious eyes, don’t you think?”
She was right. He had already screamed at the top of his lungs several times already and any more…
Shujinkou averted his gaze. He finally realized Mali’s gambit. Once again, she had created a situation that gave her higher ground.
“Don’t look so down, Senpai. It’s not like you expect something to happen, do you? We just happen to be bathing together.”
“Uhm…”
“Or maybe…” Mali gave him a salacious smile. “Senpai really was expecting something from his kōhai?”
“Nope, bathing together is just fine!” Shujinkou quickly said this, realizing too late how that sounded.
“Ah, so blunt, Senpai,” Mali playfully moved about in an embarrassed manner.
At that moment Shujinkou had to make a correction to his previous thought. He had no ground to stand on – Mali had it all.
“Ehehe… Don’t look so glum, Senpai. We’re just soaking together. I mean, you’ve seen boys and girls soak together in bathing houses all the time in anime, right?”
“…They’re usually wearing towels.” Shujinkou muttered.
“Well, everything should be fine as long as Senpai doesn’t look, right?”
“I guess…”
“And you don’t need to worry about me. After all, Senpai already showed me everything he had already.”
Shujinkou sunk into the water, the water slowly rising up to his nose.
“You’re covering yourself, aren’t you, Senpai?”
“…No…”
“Ah, Senpai…” Mali’s cheeks faintly grew red. “It’s almost like you’re making up for all the time you were away. So many displays of innocence, it may be too much even for me.”
Shujinkou sunk further into the water, the water now just below his eyes.
“Ah. Maybe I should stop for a bit before Senpai drowns.”
…
“So, Senpai really has no plans for Christmas?” Mali asked.
“You heard that Mali?”
“Of course, how could I not listen when Senpai is speaking? What’d make you think otherwise?”
“Well, you weren’t really acting like yourself earlier.”
“Oh? And how’d you expect me to act?”
“Well, you know…”
“No. Enlighten me, Senpai.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Would anything he say even matter? He was sure Mali could spin anything he said to her advantage.
“You became really quiet after you we all decided on what to do earlier today,” he finally said.
“Was Senpai worried about me? Or did my uncharacteristic behavior disturb you?”
“Aren’t those the same thing?”
“Ah, perhaps I should phrase it another way.” Mali feigned pondering for just a moment. “…Never mind, Senpai’s answer says it all.”
Mali giggled, relishing in Shujinkou’s confused expression.
“Don’t worry, Senpai, I was just thinking earlier.” She explained.
“Oh. That’s good.”
Breathing a sigh of relief, Shujinkou finally understood Mali’s question. When someone who never missed a chance to make a snide comment suddenly forgoes any chance to speak, it was naturally a worrying phenomenon. Did something in the short time it took to get to the ice rink bother her or was it just another attempt to create unease? Was it both? He couldn’t be too sure.
“So, about your lack of plans for the holidays?” Mali reminded him.
“Oh, right. Yeah, I don’t really have any plans,” Shujinkou confirmed.
“I have to admit Senpai, it was kind of surprising to hear but it also makes sense. Despite Christmas seeming like it would mesh well with Senpai, his past trauma kept him from enjoying much of anything until fairly recently. It’s no wonder he’s so disconnected to the spirit of the holiday.”
“Yeah, but I guess that’s what makes reconnecting with it more exciting.”
“Is that so?”
It wasn’t just for him. How he acted over the last few years ruined the holidays for his family because they were too worried about him. Eliminating any remnants of that concern was a major priority.
“What about you, Mali? Do you have any big plans for the holidays?” Shujinkou asked.
A bright smile flashed on her face as she gave her answer, “Nope. I’m pretty disconnected too. Especially for that time of year.”
“How come?”
“Because it’s a time for giving and love and family — Don’t you remember the question you asked me the first time you took me to Kiyo’s house?”
“Do you not like people?” It was a moment that lived rent free in Shujinkou’s head. She essentially already gave him the answer before.
“I guess it’s a little hard for you to grasp. After all, despite your disconnect, you have people to spend the holidays with.” Mali pointed out.
“But don’t you too?”
“Ehehe, that’s funny, Senpai.”
“What about your parents? I know they sound a bit distant, but-”
Mali giggled again. “Senpai, I didn’t know you were quite the comedian.”
“But… what about your sister?”
“Hmmmm…” Mali’s expression changed, pondering his question with genuine curiosity. “…Even if she were alive, I’d doubt we’d spend the holidays together.”
“Mali…” Perhaps his hope was misplaced, but even when he recalled previous comments about her family, Shujinkou wanted to believe Mali wasn’t that distant from her own blood.
However, given recent events, perhaps that hope was outright foolish. If he learned anything from the past few months, sometimes blood is not enough to create a strong bond.
*splosh* Without warning, Mali climbed out of the water, barley giving Shujinkou enough time to look away.
“So pure, Senpai. But are you sure you don’t want to take even one peek?” Mali offered.
“No, I’m fine!”
“Are you sure? I wouldn’t mind if it was Senpai. Besides, it would only be fair wouldn’t it? I got to see Senpai so…” Shujinkou wasn’t certain, but he was sure Mali was using her hands to emphasize certain parts of her body. “I wouldn’t mind if Senpai got a glance too.”
“No, I’m fine, really! It was my dumb decision that even allowed it to happen so… It wouldn’t make sense to do so for that reason either.”
“Really such a gentleman, Senpai…” Mali feigned an annoyed sigh and wrapped a towel around her body. “Senpai…”
“Yeah?”
“I’ve seemed to have forgotten to wash my back and I’ve forgotten my back brush too. Do you think you could cover for me there?”
Shujinkou sunk half of his head in the water below. What exactly was she asking him to do?
“Don’t get so frantic, Senpai. Look.”
“…I don’t think that’s a good idea.”
“Don’t you trust your kōhai, Senpai? I think you can agree to this.”
Though still apprehensive, Shujinkou did not want to give the impression he held no trust in Mali.
Once he did as requested, Shujinkou found that Mali still had her towel wrapped around her, but she lowered it just enough to expose her back to the world.
“To be more precise, I’ve already cleaned it earlier, but I don’t feel satisfied with what I did so far. Maybe you could finish the job?”
From what he could see, her back appeared to be as clean as humanly possible. Even if he agreed, it would ultimately be a pointless act.
“Perhaps Senpai wants to leave me hanging?” Mali wondered.
“You know it’s not that, Mali. It’s just not something we should do.”
“Why not?”
“Because I’m a guy and you’re a girl.” Shujinkou pointed out.
“And? Guys and girls do things like this all the time and usually less covered.”
“Yeah, but… They’re usually together… …And adults…” Shujinkou muttered.
“Is it really just that? Maybe… Maybe Senpai thinks he can’t control himself.” Mali hypothesized.
“Huh?!”
“It’s only natural when you’re a boy after all. Perhaps Senpai isn’t so innocent after all. That would be a shame if true.”
She was taunting him, the glee on her face made that all too obvious for Shujinkou. However, with the knowledge of the low opinion Mali holds for everyone in the forefront of his mind, could he really ignore her request? If there was a chance there was truly some legitimacy to her taunt then-
Swallowing hard, Shujinkou discreetly wrapped his towel around his waist and slowly approached Mali.
He just had to focus on the task at hand -- All he needed to do was wash her back. In fact, it was the easiest request she could have made. When he thought about all the other body parts she could have chosen, this was the least troublesome.
Shujinkou kneeled behind Mali and poured soap into his trembling hands. Mali slightly shook her hips in a bewitching manner, her attempt to make Shujinkou’s blushing red cheeks even redder was all too clear to him.
While it did do just that, there was something else that made Shujinkou’s heart jump. Her towel covered most of her body so that only her back was exposed, however the swaying of her hips allowed the border to slide down a little lower than before.
H-Her bu-!
Her slight movements also made some curves from the front much more noticeable too.
I can’t do this!
Shujinkou couldn’t face her anymore. He just wanted to jump back into the spring and cling to the bottom, but he knew the potential cost of doing so.
…It’s just her back. If it’s just that…
Swallowing hard again, Shujinkou turned back and pressed his hands against Mali’s back. His arms trembled as the sensation of Mali’s soft skin was transferred back through them.
“Senpai, washing a person’s back requires more than just pressing your hands against it.” Mali’s words brought him back to reality.
“S-Sorry.”
Shujinkou started moving his hands around Mali’s back, clumsily rubbing the soap into her skin. It was enough to elicit a slight giggle from her.
“Senpai, that’s no way to treat a woman’s skin.” she lightly rebuked. “You have to be light and gentle with her like bringing her into a warm, romantic embrace.”
“I… don’t really have experience… with that…” Shujinkou timidly admitted.
“Oh really? Would you like some?”
“Eh?!”
“Ehehe, Senpai, you’re blushing face will never stop being cute, but I do need my back washed so…”
Mali’s eyes narrowed, sending shivers down Shujinkou’s spine.
“Just treat this like an art piece,” she advised.
“Huh?”
“Just treat washing my back like you were working on a delicate piece of art. You practically are already, aren’t you, Senpai?”
Shujinkou glanced down at his hands.
Like I was working on a delicate piece of art? Well… Say that my hands are the brush, the soap the paint and Mali’s back, my canvas. …That last part didn’t sound right… But if I think of it that way then…
He once again began moving his hands, this time gently and slowly. He used a little strength when absolutely necessary, but never too much to leave a mark.
“Ah, Senpai’s hands really are softer.”
Though Shujinkou heard her comment, his mind didn’t fully register her words. He was too caught up in his own building mountain of thoughts.
I want Mali to consider me someone she can rely on… Something more than just a passing interest or a source of fun. But is this really the way? Aren’t I just indulging her?
But if I refused to do this, wouldn’t that give her reasons to see me in a bad way?
I don’t know. Despite how she treated me and the others at first, she’s still helped out a lot. And I know at least part of that was just so we owe her; so she couldn’t just easily be pushed away.
She always has to have the high ground and it’s obvious that she doesn’t really like others all that much but despite that, ever since I woke up, she’s been a little different.
When everyone was apart, she took it upon herself to make it so when I woke up, everyone would still be together. She even let herself get hurt just for that. Is that really something someone who doesn’t like others would do?
I know Mali will go to any length just to get what she wants, but still…
Does she still see me as just someone to entertain her or did something really change?
…Should I just ask or would that show I don’t trust her. If something did change, I don’t want my doubts to ruin that…
“Senpai?”
“Y-Yes?”
“Do you like me?”
Mali curiously peeked over her shoulder.
“Senpai’s been trying very hard to get me to like him, but what about how he views me? After everything we’ve been through, can you say that you like me?”
“Of course, I like you, Mali.”
Mali smiled at the quick answer.
“Really, Senpai? You like someone who constantly belittles you and your friends? Whose only reason for doing nice things for you is for her own selfish reasons?”
“But still…”
“Are you going to let me get away with doing the right things for the wrong reasons, Senpai? That would be very hypocritical of you if you did, wouldn’t it? Plus, did you forget how I withheld information or did things that were detrimental to your friends?”
“That’s-!”
“I guess the real question is, does Senpai like me or an idealized version of me? Does he trust me or a version of me that he hopes I’ll become if we spend enough time together? And if I become that person, that would mean your job would finally be complete, right?
Shujinkou shook his head. “You’re wrong Mail. I don’t hang around you because it’s my job to change you.”
“But Senpai… When have you really hung around me?”
“Huh?”
“When have you, out of your own violation, desiring nothing or being required to check on me, have you hung around me? Hasn’t it always been the case that I go to you?”
Has it...? Shujinkou never gave it a thought, but when he did, he realized that she was right.
“Can you genuinely say that you’re not still around me because you still feel that you have to uphold to the task of quelling my rampage earlier this semester? You’ve already accomplished that so… why are you still letting me be around you?”
“I’m just trying to…”
“Are you just a sacrificial lamb? Does Senpai believe that he’s sparing everyone else if he becomes my new interest?”
“No, I’m don’t think that at all!”
“Really? Then let me ask you this -- Does Senpai wanting to be my friend ultimately stem from him wanting to make his burden lighter?”
Shujinkou’s hands dropped back to his side, unable to provide an answer. Mali silently stared at him for a few moments before breaking into a giggle.
“Don’t look so down, Senpai. I’m used to being another person’s baggage after all.”
“Mali, that’s not—”
His words of refusal were quickly cut off the moment Mali pressed her left index finger against his lips.
“No need to explain, Senpai. You can think I’m a burden all you want, I still see you in much better light than most everyone.”
Mali stood, covering herself more snuggly with her towel.
“Good night, Senpai.” She said waved goodbye with a giggle.
Once again, she left him speechless by revealing something he never considered. A burden. Someone else’s baggage. He should’ve tried to prove that he didn’t feel this way about her, but what she said shook him to his core. They were words that shouldn’t be said.
“Mali, wait!”
She stopped just before reaching the exit, surprised that Shujinkou actually raised his voice.
“…You’re right. You’re right that it does sound strange for me to like you even though you’ve gone out of your way to make me and my friends uncomfortable just for kicks. We both know I’ll accept the stuff that happens to me, but I really should have drawn the line at how you treated my friends. I never should have let them deal with that just because I was afraid of how you felt about me.”
“Oh? So has the time finally come to say our farewells, Senpai?” Mali questioned. “If so, I’ll have to praise you for lasting so long.”
“Mali, I was asked to look after you because Fuyu didn’t want to get expelled. I didn’t know you at all back then, but I didn’t want that to happen to you. And despite everything you’ve done to me while I tried to get you to stop pranking people and all the things you’ve done since, I never once thought about dropping you.
I didn’t expect we’d still be together like this going in but here we are.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
“Mali, do you like me?” he asked.
“Eh?” Mali appeared genuinely surprised her own question was directed back at her.
“No… I won’t force you to talk about your feelings if you don’t want to,” Shujinkou said. “But can I ask you something else instead?”
“What is it?”
“Do you remember before, when I asked you what it would take for you to see me as more than just your latest interest?”
“Of course I do. It was a rare moment of you being very forward.”
“Back then, I was desperate for us to have some kind of good relationship. But I was wrong – I should’ve never said what I said then.”
Mali’s curiosity and confusion grew and grew. Shujinkou’s words – to her, they were very contradictory.
“Mali, I’m not going to cut you out of my life and maybe I’m wrong but, I don’t think you see me as just your latest entertainment anymore so… I’m just going to ask what I should’ve asked you back then.”
Shujinkou closed the gap between the two of them and offered his hand.
“Will you be my friend?”
Chapter 202: A Late Night Rendezvous
Chapter Text
“Your friend?”
Shujinkou’s sudden request was certainly not something Mali had expected. In fact, everything he had said after she thought they were done for the night had been a surprise.
He definitely heard her previous argument and clearly understood it, so why was he offering his hand in friendship?
“Ehehe, Senpai, you say that like’s it’s any different from what you’ve asked me before. How is this any different? Or are you hoping friendship will be the thing to ‘fix’ me?”
Shujinkou didn’t offer an answer, only keeping his hand out for her to take.
“Senpai?”
It was truly strange. Not only was Shujinkou unfazed by what she said, he appeared to be actively ignoring it. It was as if he refused to let the conversation continue under her sway.
He was only going to accept two answer – Yes or no.
The hand floating in front of her wasn’t trembling nor did it show any signs of that it would pull away from her. His eyes, usually filled with hesitation and doubt possessed neither this time around.
His offer was completely sincere.
“Senpai, you’re serious, aren’t you?”
Realizing this, Mali couldn’t help but laugh.
“Senpai, you are just plain weird and frankly kind of creepy right now.”
She wiped the tears from her eyes as her laughter slowly faded. The hand in front of her was still there for her to take.
“Senpai, you can never stop finding ways to be interesting, can you?”
She reached out and accepted Shujinkou’s hand, gripping it tightly.
“Okay, Senpai. Let’s be friends.”
“Really?”
“But…”
Mali pulled him closer before he could fully process his feelings.
“Now that we’re friends, Senpai,” Mali’s predatory gaze had returned as she gripped his hand even tighter. “You’ll have to take extra care of me.”
“I’m pretty sure that’s not how that works…” Shujinkou mumbled under his breath.
“Then you’ll have to teach me. I haven’t had a real friend in years after all. I’m expecting my second to guide me.”
“Right, leave it to me. After all, that’s my job as your senpai, right?”
Those seemed to be the words she wanted to hear as right after he had spoken them, Mali smiled. A smile so bright that it couldn’t be anything but genuine.
Shortly after, the two continued to soak in the spring before eventually leaving upon Shujinkou’s request. After all, he could only push his luck so far before it dealt him a deadly hand in return.
Mali didn’t care whether they were caught or not, but she didn’t complain. In fact, she saw it as a great opportunity to “get dressed together.”
“Are you sure you want to keep facing away, Senpai? Isn’t it hard to hold a conversation with someone when you’re not even looking their way?”
“No, it’s fine talking like this!” Shujinkou insisted.
Once they were fully dressed, a fact Shujinkou had to use his phone to make sure of after once again narrowly avoiding catching a glimpse of Mali’s bare form, they stepped into the hallway.
“We were really lucky that no one came…” Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief.
“Mmm… I wouldn’t say it was luck, Senpai.”
Mali pulled a sign from behind, highlighting the words inscribed on it, “Bath closed for cleaning.”
“That’s why no one came in?” Shujinkou gasped.
“Of course, Senpai. Did you really think I was going to let anyone but you have a chance to see my body? Unless it’s an emergency, it’s for Senpai’s eyes only.”
Shujinkou should feel relieved, but Mali’s true reason for securing their privacy made him uneasy. Well, it all worked out in the end. That’s all that matters.
“Ah, Senpai. I’m feeling like getting some fresh air. Would you please join me?” Mali offered.
“Oh. Sure.”
He tried his hardest not to show it, but her question shocked him to his core. Rather it was how she asked.
The usual cadence in her voice always conveyed a sense of superiority and disdain. Even when she said something that would be considered nice, that never truly went away outside of a handful of times. Those times too; at best they came from a more neutral perspective.
But it wasn’t like that this time. Mali spoke to him with compassion.
“Oh, Senpai. Don’t make it so obvious that you’re enjoying this.” She took him by the hand, snuggly entwining their fingers together and led him outside.
…
“Hey, Mali, there’s something I’ve been meaning to ask you.”
“Yes, Senpai?”
“Do you get good grades all the time?” Shujinkou asked.
“That’s a random question, Senpai.”
“It’s just that I’ve seen your practice test score and, you know, you know a lot of things.”
“Well, you know knowledge is power, Senpai. Growing up, I figured that it would be in my best interest if I made myself a very capable person. If I knew how to do everything, then nothing could stand in my way.” Mali explained. “Of course, even when I was a little girl, I was always curious.”
Mali when she was younger… He had to admit he was still very curious about her past. Was she the same then as she was now? Or did her disdain for others come later?
Of course, given her recent comments about her family, Shujinkou knew it was best not to dig into that particular subject.
“But to answer your question – I do get good grades.”
“That’s good. I bet you get the highest marks in your class.”
“I guess...” Mali replied in a bored tone.
“Isn’t that a good thing?” Shujinkou questioned.
“Senpai, school’s so boring. Very unstimulating. Why do you think I pulled pranks before meeting you?”
“I honestly thought it was because you didn’t like anyone.”
“I’m not petty, Senpai. Though I’d be lying if I said seeing everyone’s displeasure wasn’t a factor,” Mali giggled.
“You must have been really motivated…” Shujinkou chuckled awkwardly.
Whenever he recalled that week, Shujinkou was always both amazed and terrified how Mali was able to pull off so many high-profile pranks in such a short amount of time. I can’t blame Mali for thinking that trying to have a better relationship with her was just an attempt to make my life easier. I really was scared of her back then and of course being friends with her would be like having a shield against anything she’d do next.
“Oh. I see we’re not the only one enjoying the fresh air.” Mali pointed to a figure sitting on a nearby boulder. “Ah, it’s Oppai-Lily-san.”
“Yuri?” Shujinkou walked towards her. “Hey, Yuri, what’re you doing out he-?”
She turned around before he could finish his question, leaving Shujinkou stunned by how flushed her face was.
“Yuri?” His gaze was immediately drawn to a transparent green bottle in her hand. There was a particular strong scent coming from the bottle, nearly overwhelming his senses as it brushed past his nose. “Is that booze!?”
She took another swig, horrifying Shujinkou.
“Yuri, where did you get that?!” he asked.
“It’s something I picked up in town today…”
“But why? And why are you drinking it now?”
“Ah… You may say… Curiosity got the better of me…” Yuri slid off the boulder, stumbling his way before falling into his arms.
She’s drunk! She’s drunk on a school trip! I-I got to get her back to her room! Sleeping it off will let her sober up, right? But wait, how am I supposed to get her back there without anyone knowing she’s had too much to drink? Should I call the others? What am I supposed to do?!?!
Fortunately, Shujinkou was not alone. He had a new friend who most assuredly already had a plan.
“Mali, do you know what we should-?”
She was gone. For reasons he could not fathom, Mali had actually left. This was definitely a moment Mali would have loved to witness firsthand and yet she decided to leave without a word.
“Shujinkou…”
“Eh?”
Yuri was no longer in his arms. While he was distracted, she had repositioned herself and was now embracing him from behind. Her lips were close to his ear, caressing it with her warm breath.
“Fall with me…” she whispered.
Suddenly, Shujinkou was dragged downward, hitting the ground with a soft thud. He was still being held from behind and now he felt something very familiar and soft pressed against his back.
“Y-Yuri, what’re you doing?”
Her face was more flushed than ever before and her breathing had become more erratic.
“I still haven’t… thanked you yet.”
“Thank me for what?”
Soon after those words left his mouth, Shujinkou had an epiphany. There was only one way a person in his position could be “thanked.”
“Wait, No! You don’t have to thank me for anything! So-!”
Ignoring his words, Yuri leaned forward, latching her lips around the Shujinkou’s ear. The sensation left Shujinkou as stiff as a board.
“……………..Eh…. why…?”
WHAT’S HAPPPENING!? Yuri was gently nibbling his earlobe, sometimes occasionally licking the tip with her tongue. It was a much more intense experience than what she did with his finger. “Y-Yuri, you shouldn’t be doing this…!”
As if responding to his words, Yuri bit down a little harder, sending chills down his spine. He had to escape before she could do something she’d regret, but her hug was too strong to simply slip out of. The effort he would have to use to free himself may end up hurting her and that wasn’t an option.
“Do you not like this, Shujinkou…?” His ear had finally been released from her grasp. “Then what about this…?”
Shujinkou felt a warm, wet sensation brush against the base of his neck, causing his body to jolt up.
“Do you like this better…? Your body trembled when I did that…”
I think that would make anyone tremble!
Shujinkou shook his head. He had to stop this now.
“Yuri, you really have to stop this!”
Ignoring his protest once again, Yuri pressed her lips against the crook of his neck, nibbling at his sensitive skin. It was such a foreign sensation that Shujinkou couldn’t help but yelp.
“Shujinkou, you’re very sensitive here…”
“I think everyone’s sensitive there!”
While he could not escape from her grasp, Shujinkou could maneuver just enough to temporarily escape his friend’s drunken advance.
“Yuri, you have to listen to me! You’re drunk and it’s making you do things you don’t want to do!”
“…You’re wrong, Shujinkou… I do want to do this… I only want to do this with you…”
“No! That’s just booze talking!”
He had to escape now before she could do something she may regret for the rest of her life. But before he could make his move, Yuri turned his head towards her.
“Y-Yuri…”
“Do you remember what I told you while were making paper lanterns…? After I told you that I was glad we were friends…?”
Shujinkou did remember. There was something else she wanted to say but she was interrupted.
Wait… I’m getting a major case of déjà vu here.
Face to face followed by a noticeable pause, this exact moment was extremely similar to that moment, including her face slowly creeping towards his. Her lips were slowly inching towards his.
“Yuri, stop!” Shujinkou grabbed Yuri’s shoulders and gently pushed her away. “I can’t let you do this!”
She’ll never let herself live this down if this goes on! What can I say that’ll convince her to stop? Should I just run? No, No! I can’t leave Yuri alone like this. Maybe I should just offer to take her to her room and-?”
“Mmmph!?”
Lost in thought, Shujinkou had inadvertently let his guard down, an opportunity Yuri did not miss. Before he even realized it, she had her lips over his, entwining their tongues together in a passionate kiss.
“Mmph…! Y-Yu-!”
He couldn’t get a word in; she wouldn’t let him. The kiss was too deep to let out anything more than a muffle and her grip was too strong to safely push her away this time.
After what seemed like forever, Yuri’s lips finally moved away from his, leaving a thin trail of saliva dangling between them.
Finally free, a wave of shame and guilt washed over Shujinkou. How could he let this happen?
“I-I’m sorry. I-”
Suddenly, Yuri collapsed into his arms again.
“Yuri!?”
Shujinkou held her close and listened to her breathing. It was no longer as erratic as earlier.
She’s just sleeping. He breathed a sigh of relief, happy that she could no longer perform any more acts she was sure to regret later on. Hold on…
Relief was swiftly exchanged with fear. At first glance, it appeared he was in a similar situation to when he first came across her, however it was much, much worse.
I’m holding someone who had too much to drink like this, the bottle’s still here, and it looks like we’re hiding out where no one could find us… If someone found us like this, we’d both be in huge trouble!
“This is bad… This is so, so bad…!” Shujinkou fretted.
“Yeah, this is really bad.”
Chapter 203: The Volumptra
Chapter Text
“TOJIKO!”
It was the worst possible scenario. Tojiko, one of their chaperones, was standing before them.
Where did he come from? What did he see? Those were just a few of the many questions that popped up in Shujinkou’s frazzled mind.
He still held an unconscious Yuri close, her head resting against his chest and the bottle she was drinking from stood tall for all to see.
Could it look any worse?
“Wait, Tojiko, this isn’t what it looks like!”
That was what anyone would say in his position and there was no way Tojiko would accept such a vague and cliché excuse.
There was no way out, Shujinkou just knew that they were in major trouble. He knew there was no way Tojiko would accept the truth and even if he did, Shujinkou wasn’t fond of that outcome.
There was only one thing he could do.
“I… I pressured her into drinking way too much! She didn’t want to, but I forced her! So-!”
“Stop.” Tojiko shook his head. “I don’t believe that for a second, Shujinkou. Now stop trying to make excuses and be quiet for a bit.”
Tojiko got down on one knee and checked Yuri’s pulse. He then picked up the empty bottle beside them and quietly shoved it in his bag.
“Alright, hand her over.”
“Huh?” Shujinkou did not like the sound of that request, but before he could say anything back, Tojiko slid his arms under Yuri and lifted her up.
“Wait… What’re you doing?”
“Can’t let her sleep it off out here, right? Let’s get her to her room.”
Shujinkou couldn’t believe it. Though Tojiko had the air of an easy-going person even when protecting them from strangers, Shujinkou still believed he would tear into them for having alcohol in their possession. That’s what any chaperone would do and yet Tojiko didn’t.
He didn’t even seem mad.
“C’mon, Shujinkou. You don’t want her to catch a cold, do you?”
“Oh, right.”
Shujinkou stood up, wiping the snow off his pants before following Tojiko inside.
“Wait.”
Tojiko stopped just before the door, his attention now squarely on Shujinkou.
“You take my scarf.” Tojiko instructed.
“Why?”
“Figure you don’t want anyone to see that love bite.”
Shujinkou’s face grew pale. Located at the base of his neck was a purple bruise, a revelation that blew his mind.
I have a hickey… Somehow, I actually have a hickey…
Even more than bewilderment, Shujinkou felt great shame. It was a visual representation of his failure to stop Yuri.
“C’mon. Let’s go.”
“Y-Yeah.”
Shujinkou quickly covered his neck with Tojiko’s scarf and followed him inside. Not only was Tojiko not mad, but he was also being very considerate to both of them.
Even then, Shujinkou expected to get scolded as they delivered Yuri to her room, but that never happened.
Even as they returned to their room, Tojiko showed no sign of telling him off.
“Well, that’s all done for now. You hungry, cause I’m thinking about ordering in.”
It was if scolding was the furthest thing from Tojiko’s mind.
“Hey, Tojiko… Yuri’s not in trouble, is she? Because she wasn’t in control of her actions, she shouldn’t get punished for anything she did.”
“You’re right that she wasn’t in control of her actions when you found her, but she was when she started in drinking in the first place,” Tojiko pointed out matter-of-factly. “Can’t overlook that.”
“But…”
“Don’t worry though. I’m going to talk to her, but I’m not going to come down hard on her. Besides, she’s as much as a victim in this as you are.”
Shujinkou tilted his head in confusion, sincerely wondering if Tojiko saw the situation from his point of view.
Tojiko dug into his bag, pulling the bottle from earlier out of it. “She got way more than she asked for. If you read the label of this bottle, you can tell it’s supposed to be some high-class wine.”
“Wine?” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He thought it was just a simple beer. Now that actually sounds more like something Yuri would drink.
“Bet you don’t know that wine has more alcohol in it than just beer.”
…I did not.
“So the thing is, I’ve seen a lot of kids not knowing that wine actually hits you harder than beer does because it’s a fancy drink. They’re usually thinking, why would events and high-class parties offer something more intoxicating than the usual stuff, right?”
“That sounds about right.” Shujinkou nodded.
“Yeah, so I initially figured that was the case with Yuri. Being charitable, I assumed she bought some for whatever reason and decided to have a little taste test and she got the buzz before she even realized it. But then I felt something was wrong -- Or rather, I smelt something was wrong.”
Tojiko brought the bottle close to his nose and took a whiff.
“WOOF! Tojiko grimaced, nearly dropping the bottle. “Ugh… This stuff’s as strong as ever. Your friend was another victim of The Volumptra.”
“The Volumptra?”
“It’s one of the top 5 alcoholic beverages you should stay the hell away from,” Tojiko explained. “Have some of this and… well let’s just say the results are not pretty. I’ve seen colleagues do the craziest things thanks to this stuff – one of them started a street brawl that lasted to dawn and another almost ‘liberated’ a zoo. Another one… well, let’s not get into them. Frankly, it’s amazing this stuff still gets sold…”
Shujinkou agreed with that sentiment. The risk of intoxication was already a scary thought but a drink that sounded like it drove those who consumed into madness right away was outright nightmarish.
“You don’t think Yuri knew that when she bought it, do you?” Shujinkou asked.
“Oh she definitely didn’t know,” Tojiko peeled the label off the bottle, letting it flutter towards the ground. “This bottle’s mislabeled.”
“It is?”
“Yep. Sad to say, I’ve been around alcoholic beverages enough to pick out a few and let me tell you, once you’ve smelled a Volumptra, it’s impossible to ignore,” Tojiko capped the bottle and slipped it back into his bag. “Gotta be a mistake at the bottling plant or something.”
“But Yuri’s going to be okay, right?”
“She’ll be fine, she just needs to sleep it off.”
Shujinkou breathed a sigh of relief.
So all of that was because of a drink that makes people lose their minds like that. …Still, shouldn’t I have done better to stop her…?
“You’re a victim too, Shujinkou, so don’t beat yourself up.” Tojiko told him.
“Huh?!”
“You were put in a situation you had no control of. You really had no way of stopping here] unless you were willing to knock her out and tie her up.”
“I… Don’t think that would really make it better…” Shujinkou muttered.
“Exactly. You tried to stop what was happening as much as you could. What happened was neither of your fault, so don’t try to pin the blame on yourself.”
“If you say so…” Shujinkou wasn’t too convinced. Even if Tojiko gave him a way out, he still felt like he was partially to blame.
“Just remember, you chose to endure something you were uncomfortable with than risk hurting your friend. It was a noble choice.”
“But…”
“Other choice could have hurt her.” Tojiko pointed out.
“But what if I-?”
“Any force could have hurt her.”
“But couldn’t I have-?”
“Forceful escape could’ve hurt her.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. “…You’re not going to let me feel bad about this, are you?”
“Cause you have no reason to feel bad. If you want to think the situation sucks, then that’s okay, but don’t try to say everything’s your fault, because it’s not.”
Shujinkou continued to scratched his right cheek.
“I just… I just wish that Yuri didn’t have to go through that. She had to kiss me again like that… It’s the mall all over again…”
His heart nearly stopped once he realized the words that accidently came out of his mouth.
“Wait, you guys kissed before?” Tojiko asked. “Are you two-?”
“No!! No! It’s not like that! I forced it on her!”
His heart once again nearly came to a complete halt.
“You… forced yourself on her?”
“No! It wasn’t like that!” Shujinkou cried. “It was to hide from someone she was terrified of!”
“With a kiss?”
“Y-Yeah…”
“So you’re telling me you tried the old movie trick of hiding in plain sight via kissing so it would get the person to look away with barely a look?” Tojiko questioned.
“Yes…?”
“You know that only works half the time, right? The odds are especially against you if you, you know, look like yourself. No amount of awkwardness is going to hide you then.”
“Believe me, I’ve learned that the hard way…” In hindsight, Shujinkou conceded that it may have been better to have just taken Yuri away from the mall, instead of trying something he saw in films. “The point is, I already stole her first kiss and having what could be her second like this… Not only that, when she realizes what she’s done, she’ll never let herself live it down. She may not be able to look me in the eye anymore. In fact, she may just avoid me like the plague.”
“Look, Shujinkou. Things can get complicated when your friends get drunk – believe me, I know,” Tojiko sympathized. “But if you guys have a strong relationship, then I’m pretty sure you two can move past one drunken episode.”
“You really think so?”
“I’ve certainly forgiven my colleagues for a lot worse. Trust me, all you have to do is have a genuine talk tomorrow, clear the air, and you two can move on.”
“Okay… Then that’s what’ll do,” Shujinkou decided. “I’ll just talk to her and clear up any awkwardness.”
“That’s all you can do. Now, I ask again – you hungry?”
“I could eat.”
“Great, let’s order something in. I’m starving myself.”
Later that night…
Shujinkou couldn’t sleep. His belly was full, the bath was relaxing and his emotions had been through the wringer so much in one day that his body should be begging for him to sleep, but he just couldn’t.
Maybe I should do what Monika told me to.
Shujinkou slipped out from under his blanket and crawled over to his bag. Without looking, he dug around for a bit before pulling out a notebook.
Sometime when he first joined the club, Monika told him that he should always keep a notebook on hand in case there was something he wanted to write down.
I reminded her that I wasn’t really the literary type and she said that it wasn’t just for writing stories.
In fact, he could remember the exact words she said to him. “I’m not really trying to establish a club that’s just writing, but more a special place where you can express yourself. Even if you don’t want to share it with others, hopefully you can at least express your feelings to yourself.”
I don’t think I really appreciated what you said back then, but I get it now, Monika.
Though he never used it often, he always made sure to carry it with him. It was the least he could do.
Shujinkou opened the notebook from the back and flipped through a large number of blank pages.
Mali said I was an open book so it’s no wonder that I didn’t write much this semester either. No need to express to myself when I have trouble keeping it in anyway.
Shujinkou chuckled to himself as continued to flip through the pages. Aside from a few passages here or there, he didn’t really have much to skim through.
Some Literature Club member I am. Seriously, when have I really done any real activities with the others. They’ve always let me skip out on them and I draw more than doing anything literature wise. I know Monika’s pretty lenient, but maybe I should put in more effort next semester.
Right when he figured he should stop, Shujinkou came across a poem near the beginning.
This is…!
Around the time he first joined, Monika proposed sharing poems with each other. He thought that meant finding poems that they liked, but what she meant was that they should make their own and share them the next day.
He remembered how scared he was of the idea of making his own poem and sharing it with the others. He was merely an amateur and didn’t join the club because he was interested in it – how was he going to make a poem that wouldn’t get him laughed at.
He stayed up all night staring at a blank sheet of paper, hoping for inspiration that would never come. By the time the sun came up, he was beyond desperation.
No longer did he care about being a laughingstock, he just needed to bring something in. With nothing else to lose, Shujinkou emptied his mind and started writing. He was sure he would end up writing something sappy or generic, but the poem he wrote was more personal than he expected.
Even now, he couldn’t believe that he was able to write it, not because he thought he was a bad writer, but because he could put those words on the paper.
The poem was synonymous with his feelings back then and it was titled-
Chapter 204: It Never Ends
Chapter Text
-It Never Ends.
Shujinkou opened his eyes and slowly sat up with a yawn. His room was illuminated in the golden rays of sunlight pouring in. It was a beautiful sight to wake up to, but as always he found it to be a sick joke.
“Alright…”
He slid out of bed and quietly walked to the bathroom. The morning routine was the same as always — brushing his teeth, washing his face, and fixing his hair. He could do all of this effortlessly, all without looking at the mirror even once. After all, taking care of himself without seeing his own reflection was second nature to him.
Once that was taken care of, Shujinkou returned to his room and put on his uniform.
He used to button his blazer together but in time he came to find it both tiring and tedious to do almost every day. He remembered his grandmother saying the aesthetic of an open blazer, no tie and no sweater vest went against his character, but he disagreed. If anything, his wardrobe choice didn’t go far enough to show off his true character.
He then grabbed his backpack, ignoring the sticky note reminding him to finish his homework and walked downstairs.
It was a quiet morning and he hoped it would remain that way all the way to school.
“Good morning, Shujinkou.”
Of course, things never went his way.
Wondering why he’d even hope it would be any different today, Shujinkou turned back to his mother. “Hey, Mom…”
“Will you be home right after school today?”
“I… I don’t really know. I…”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. His mother always sounded tired and fragile ever since that day.
When was the last time he really saw her smile? If he were to do the one thing he could think of to ease her worries, would that finally make her happy?
He had these thoughts for some time now, but he lacked the spine to actually go through with it. In some ways, he was more pathetic than he was when he was only a child.
“Anyway, you don’t have to worry about dinner for me tonight. So…”
Shujinkou took one long, hard look at his mother. A woman who, despite the trouble he had caused her, still took care of her. One parent had already left him; he wouldn’t have blamed her if she had done the same.
Perhaps it was time he did something for her.
“Shujinkou?”
“…It’s nothing.” He approached his mother and gave her a genuine hug. She was caught off guard, having not received one in so long. Once he let go, Shujinkou mustered the best smile he could for her. “…See ya.”
Those were his final words to her. Shujinkou left and began his daily walk to school.
He didn’t know why he was still going. His grades were average and dipped often, he barely paid attention in class and he possessed no real goals beyond high school. Some would say figuring it is what the first year was for, but he had to be the exception to that rule.
There was no point in having a goal or a dream. Looking at the cars that passed by him and the puddles of water on the ground reminded him that any semblance of hopes and dreams died that day too.
…
“Oy, Shujinkou!” Shujinkou looked to his right, surprised that someone actually spoke to him. “Why don’t you stop daydreaming and do something for once?”
“Huh?”
“It’s lunchtime, Shujinkou.” Monika informed him.
Monika — A student that knew no bounds. She was only a first year like he was and yet they might as well be on different planes of existence. She had the top grades of their class and was pretty athletic to boot. The teachers always praised her and everyone was in awe of her. She was also very popular among the male student body.
A school idol in every sense of the word whereas he was a… well, he already listed some of his many flaws earlier. If he were to add a contrasting view, he knew that everyone thought he was weird. How’d he end up sitting behind someone like Monika was anyone’s guess. It was like another ironic joke.
“Guys, is it really strange for Shujinkou to spend his free time thinking if he wants too?” Monika asked this of the other students.
“Maybe if he didn’t do it all day. Don’t even know why he bothers getting out of bed.”
Normally, Shujinkou would take the usual comments in stride, but today especially, they hurt.
He grabbed his bag and quickly left the classroom, desperate for a change in venue.
But where could he go to be alone? There was a disused stairwell, but another student already taken it as their own. He did not know why someone would hide away there just to read a book, but he figured it may have to do with how good it must be. She stared at each page as if the world around her ceased to be.
I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone that into a book. …I wonder if that’s what I look like to others.
Figuring it was best to leave sooner than later, Shujinkou continued to search for a place where no one could bother him. One such location soon appeared before him; one he would have never considered.
“The library…?”
He wouldn’t truly be alone there, but it was a quiet place. It was very unlikely anyone would bother him there.
Accepting this reasoning, Shujinkou entered the library and found an empty table to sit at.
…They’re not wrong. Seriously, why do I come to school if I’m barely going to do anything? And why did Monika stick up for me?
What am I thinking…? Monika’s a nice person, nice enough to not mind having to be around me every day. Nice enough to at least keep her thoughts about me to herself.
Shujinkou had been swinging his legs whilst sitting down, kicking further and further until-
“Ow!”
Huh?! What was that?
He had hit something, or someone from the sound of it. He quickly looked under the table only to find a pair of legs on the other side. They took off, Shujinkou only getting a glimpse of their owner’s pink hair before escaping.
“S-Sorry…!” Shujinkou slung his backpack over his shoulder and ran before anyone could investigate the commotion. He cursed himself for not even being able to hide in a library correctly.
…
Having become tired of wandering aimlessly before the last school bell, Shujinkou eventually retired to a bench outside. Maybe now he could-
“Mm? So this is where you were Shujinkou.” Shujinkou couldn’t tell what was more unbelievable — His inability to be alone when he wanted to be or that Monika went out of her way to talk to him again.
“Did you need something, Monika?”
Monika dug into her bag and handed him a sheet of paper.
“What’s this?”
“Do you remember that week where we were moving around different classrooms instead of the teachers?”
Shujinkou vaguely recalled a week like that, figuring he only remembered due to the fact Monika had to wake him up a few times.
“It’s a survey. We’re supposed to give our personal experience with the different structure and give it to our teacher.”
“…You mean you tracked me down just to give me this?”
“I did try to give it to you in class earlier today, but… well…”
She didn’t have to say it; Shujinkou was familiar with how his habit of slipping into his imagination without warning was inconvenient to her. He truly couldn’t understand why she tried to be nice when all he did was inconvenience her.
“T-Thanks, Monika.”
“No problem. It is my job after all.”
“Job?”
“I’m the class representative, remember?”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. It did sound familiar.
“Class rep and all the other stuff you do. Are you sure you can handle all of that, Monika?”
“It’s fine. I’m used to multi-tasking,” Monika assured him. “It’s been like that since I was little.”
Shujinkou didn’t know whether to be impressed or more concerned. It wasn’t that long ago that Monika was down in the dumps. Should she really be burying herself in so many different activities?
“Is something bothering you, Shujinkou?”
Monika showing him concern — it was too strange.
“I’m fine. I’m just being the class weirdo as usual.”
“That’s not true. You’re not weird at all.”
Shujinkou had no idea how Monika could say that with a straight face.
“You know, if something’s bothering you, I don’t mind listening.” Monika offered.
“No… I don’t really have anything bothering me.”
“Are you sure? Because you seem a lot more… withdrawn than usual. Is it what our classmates said earlier?”
“No, I’m used to that. Really, nothing’s bothering me.” Shujinkou assured her with the best smile he could manage.
“…Well, if you say so,” Monika accepted. “But if there is something bothering you really should talk to someone about it.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. At this point, he had no one left to talk to. Either they were gone or he pushed them away.
Besides, I have no right to dump anything on Monika.
“Anyway, I have to go. See you back at class, Shujinkou.”
Monika was soon gone, leaving Shujinkou alone with his thoughts.
Someone to talk to… Someone to talk to… Should I really try to do that?
Shujinkou sat up and walked back into the school.
Someone to talk to… There’s only one person I could think of that I could tell anything to but…
Shujinkou shook his head, refusing to let that unpleasant memory resurface.
Besides, after all that, would she even give me the time… And even if she would, should I even bother her? I’m the one who-
“Come on!”
An energetic voice filled the hallway, one that Shujinkou was very familiar with. A girl skipped out of the classroom without a care in the world.
Sayori!
Just looking at her made his heart skip a beat. They haven’t talked to each other in years. No, he refused to talk to her, ignoring every attempt she made at reaching out to him.
It was because of his past actions that he knew he should just turn around and leave, but something inside him refused to let him do so.
He wanted to talk to her, not just so she could attempt to make him feel better, but because-
“Sayori, this is the last time, we’re spending our allowance on you!”
A group of three came out of the same classroom.
“Don’t say it like that. I splurged for snacks too you know…” Sayori pouted. “Anyway, let’s hurry before lunch ends!”
Sayori led the group down the hall and soon out of sight.
Are those her friends…?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek.
That’s good. I’m glad she made some new friends. Friends that she deserve and who are not-
Shujinkou sighed.
“It was a selfish thought anyway. I have no right to talk to her either. And…”
He shook his head. At the very least, he was glad that his former friend was happy and hoped that she had forgotten all about him.
Soon after, the bell for the next class rang, but Shujinkou never went back. He figured he might as well spend some time wandering around the city and lose himself in the crowd.
Seeing how well Sayori was doing made it clear – he was only holding everyone back. He held her back from finding people better to be around than him and he was holding his mother back from enjoying her life. Even now, he was a nuisance to others, being an existence they had to walk around.
As the time passed he wondered – Could things have been different? Could he have been someone with any worth?
Why was he the one left to live instead of the one that had a bright future? Was living his punishment or was it chance for him to finally do something right?
As the sun set, Shujinkou’s resolve was hardened. He had to do the one thing that would benefit everyone.
Mom will finally be free to live her life and Sayori won’t have to suffer a reminder of the past at school anymore.
Dad… I think I understand why you treated me so differently from Hiroko. I get it now; you were the only one who knew what needed to be done. The world only needed one of us. If I just knew that before, then maybe she’d still be here.
Shujinkou looked down, wondering just how deep the canal below was.
If I ever see Hiroko, I’ll be sure to spend that eternity apologizing. And maybe… I can ask why she bothered saving me in the first place.
Those were his last thoughts before he dove into the canal. There was no fear and no hesitation. He didn’t have to do a thing but let the water fill his lungs and finally put in an end to everyone’s suffering.
His world grew darker with each passing moment. Was it because he was getting closer to the bottom or was his time coming?
Perhaps it didn’t matter. The end was here and because of that, he finally could muster a real smile.
…Thanks for everything.
He closed his eyes, letting the darkness finally claim him.
…
Suddenly, he felt something grab the back of his blazer, gripping it tightly. Whatever it was pulled him upward, quickly dragging him back to the surface.
Before he knew it, Shujinkou breached the surface of the canal and was carried to land. He was saved, but who would do that and why?
“M-Mom…?”
If she weren’t as drenched as he was, Shujinkou wouldn’t have believed that Hiro had saved him.
“Why…? Mom, why’d you…?” Tears welled up in his eyes as he struggled to comprehend her actions. “Why’d you pull me back up?! And what are you even doing here?!”
“…I felt something was different about you today,” Hiro quietly admitted. “And when your school called me and told me that you were absent for your afternoon classes…”
“But why? You could’ve finally been free. You could have stopped living with a reminder of what you lost. Just let me-!”
Hiro shook her head and drew her son into a tight hug.
His mother was a kind soul, Shujinkou knew that better than anyone. It was only because she was kind that she bothered to save him.
“Mom… It’s fine. You don’t have to go out of your way for me anymore. Don’t waste your life for me anymore.”
Hiro responded by hugging him tighter.
“Mom…”
“…I couldn’t bear to lose you too. Not you too…”
Her words shook Shujinkou to his core.
Even though her mother was the kindest person he knew, she couldn’t really mean what she said.
“Mom…”
Despite his belief, she refused to let him go. No matter how much he struggled, he couldn’t escape.
Why?
He just couldn’t understand. There had to be a limit to her kindness.
You don’t have to do this. Just-
Shujinkou hung his head, unable to fathom her reasoning for any of this. Just trying was painful and when things got too painful, that was when his mind would slip away on its own.
His was drifting back to his dreams until he heard something shocking enough to instantly bring him back.
She tried to restrain it, but Shujinkou could clearly hear his mother sniffling.
Mom, are you crying…?
“…I’m sorry.” Shujinkou apologized.
Though he couldn’t comprehend her reasons for saving him, Shujinkou understood what he attempted to do hurt his mother.
In that moment he made a promise to himself – He promised that he would never again do anything that would hurt her.
But the feelings he felt that day would remain. Those negative thoughts would stay with him long enough to be immortalized on paper.
It never ends
No matter how much my will bends.
My world went dark
And no matter how much I bark
I will never escape my sin.
The world just tortures me.
Do I deserve it?
All I do is exist and the pain persists.
A light was lost long ago
And nobody knows
Not even that random joe
The folly of my sin.
I am the spare part
Continuing to persist
Wondering just why I exist
And not the main star.
I just can’t escape.
My dreams are just a band-aid
And in time I’ll be made
The one who will prove
That you shouldn’t have made that move.
I am an empty shell.
A shell made just for you.
A shell to exist for others.
No. I am just a just a mistake.
All I’ve done is take
For granted what little I had.
But they’re much better without me.
Just let the dreams claim thee.
And if they can’t
Just please let it end.
Let it end.
End.
End.
End.
End.
End.
End.
It never ends.
Why won’t it just end?
Chapter 205: A Proper Introduction
Chapter Text
“End. End. Ennnnddd. Eh… I think I may have been a little melodramatic at end there.”
Shujinkou had spent the entire morning going over the same poem he rediscovered the night before.
“It’s a really good thing I decided not to share this at the last second…” he sighed. “Granted, it led to me making a terrible second impression but… Probably for the best.”
Still, if you told the me back then that things would get better, I definitely wouldn’t have believed it. I only continued going on back then because I didn’t want put Mom through any more than she already had been through.
“Plus, it’s makes how I almost died after getting shot too ironic…” Shujinkou weakly chuckled. “Bleeding out while drowning – Life sure has a twisted sense of humor…”
Shujinkou let out a yawn. He didn’t get much sleep last night, which was why he declined heading into town with the others.
And it’s probably best I stay behind just to keep an eye on Yuri. Wonder if she’s up yet? Also wonder where Mali disappeared to last night. I haven’t seen her since then.
Huh. Should I be writing this down? Or maybe I should try to fill in the blanks with the stuff I didn’t write about yet. Right now, the only other thing that sticks out is this and that and the day I spent with Rei when she first talked to me. But if I did that, wouldn’t that take forever? A lot’s happened.
As he pondered, Shujinkou caught a glimpse of Tojiko carrying a student on his back. There were bandages wrapped around the student’s left foot – they must have taken a nasty fall.
Tojiko really seems like a reliable person. I still can’t believe he helped us without yelling at us at all.
Shujinkou waved as he passed by, Tojiko returning the greeting with a smile and a nod.
Maybe I should start with what happened yesterday. I’m pretty sure that could fill up a few pages.
He rubbed his forehead. The sensation of hitting a branch at high speeds was still there.
I wonder if Sayori’s doing any better. I still don’t get how that rock went from zero to one hundred like that. There’s also that cartridge she found – I really wonder what kind of game it is.
Shujinkou pulled the pink cartridge out of his pocket.
Just a name, but no title. It’s really weird. Is it name the person who used to own it or is the name the title?
Strangely, as he stuffed the cartridge back in his pocket, Shujinkou found himself thinking about the girl from yesterday.
I never got her name and she was a bit exposed to the elements. Really do hope she found some better clothes for out here.
He scratched his right cheek as he glanced down at the nearly empty notebook on his lap.
Seriously, shouldn’t I be writing all this down instead of just thinking it?
He decided to do just that, writing down as much as he could until he heard footsteps coming from behind.
“Shujinkou?”
He peeked over his shoulder – Yuri was walking towards him while holding a pack of ice to her head.
“Yuri! How are you feeling?”
“Honestly, I feel like my head was shattered and put back together 5 times…”
“That’s… an image,” Shujinkou said as he fastened Tojiko’s scarf. “But aside from the hangover, you’re okay, right?”
“Ah… Yes.”
“That’s good.”
Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek. A single drop of sweat crawled down his neck once it became clear that Yuri was actively avoided looking at him. Could it be that she remembered last night?
She sat on a small boulder next to his, keeping her gaze on anything but him.
“Shujinkou… I… I wanted to thank you for last night.”
“Oh…! Uhm.. What did I do last night again?”
“Tojiko told me that you two brought me to my room after my… episode.”
Shujinkou’s heart skipped a beat. Her response was just vague enough that he was unable to discern what she truly meant.
“Actually, Tojiko did most of the carrying. I was just there just in case.”
“I see… Still, I’m grateful that you found me.
Yuri’s cheeks slowly grew as red as a beet, exponentially increasing Shujinkou’s hidden anxiety. She had to remember what happened last night — There was no other explanation.
“Are you okay, Yuri?”
“I’m fine physically, but…” She suddenly buried her face in her hands. “I’m so embarrassed!”
She remembers! Shujinkou violently shook his head, desperately pushing his own embarrassment down into the abyss. “Yuri, you don’t have anything to be embarrassed about.”
“Are you sure? I don’t really recall what happened last night and what Tojiko told me about what I consumed has me worried.”
“Wait, you really don’t remember?”
Yuri shook her head.
I see… Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. “Well trust me, you didn’t do anything crazy like any of the people Tojiko told me about.”
“I hope not. Did he tell you how he had to stop someone from setting a chapel on fire?”
“No.” That information just served as more evidence to why that drink needed to be banned. How was it still being legally served to people? At the very least, he should make a note of that drink in his recap. I’m going to circle and highlight it several times.
“Ah.” The moment she finally looked in his direction, Yuri’s gaze was drawn to the notebook in Shujinkou’s lap. She looked upon it as if it was one of the seven wonders of the world. “What are you writing about, if I may ask?”
“Not much. I was just trying to fill up some of the pages by recapping yesterday.”
“What prompted you to do that?”
“A restless night.”
“I see. That’s a very common reason if you weren’t aware.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. This was beginning to feel familiar. Their short conversation didn’t match any from the past 1:1, but it did invoke a sense of nostalgia.
It felt like a conversation he’s had in the first semester.
“Yuri, can you be honest with me? Have I been avoiding club activities lately?”
“Have you? I… I don’t think you’ve intentionally been doing so.”
“So I really haven’t done much in the club lately…!” Shujinkou lamented, hanging his head in shame.
“But I don’t really think that it bothers anyone and it’s not like you don’t participate at all.”
“Yeah, but… I know I didn’t join the club for the right reasons and I appreciate you guys letting me be around even if I don’t really do much but…”
“Shujinkou, if I may, you shouldn’t think that way. For Monika at least, I believe the reason she never pressured you to join in more was because… well, she didn’t want to pressure you. She wants the club to be a safe space to express yourself so pressuring you before you felt comfortable doing so would have gone against what she believes in.”
Shujinkou thought about that all night. He was truly grateful for it, but still felt he may have become a tad complacent.
“And to be fair, it’s not like you’ve had much time for club activities lately anyway. You’ve been pretty busy handling other tasks for most of this semester.”
“That’s true…”
It would not be hyperbole to say his 2nd semester had been much more eventful than he had ever expected. Even If I could tell my past self that things get better, I’d probably need to keep half of what happened this season out of it…
Shujinkou closed his notebook with a slight chuckle.
“Still, I think I’ll start again from zero and work my way up from there with this. After all, I shouldn’t accept being the one that’s only there for something he already accomplished already forever, right? But, uh… Do you think you could keep what I said a secret?”
“How come?”
“I, uh… I just kinda want it to happen organically if you know what I mean.”
“I get it. My lips are sealed,” Yuri assured him. “But, uh… While we’re still on the subject… I wanted to ask about your recap. You didn’t write about what happened with me last night did you?”
“No…” In truth, there was a chance that his notebook might be seen by eyes other than his own. He’ll have to be careful what he writes in it. So everything from the bath to when Yuri passed out stays in the vault.
He stuffed his notebook into his backpack, still wondering how he’d ever end up in those kinds of situations.
“Oh. Hey Yuri, does it bother you that you got the wrong bottle of wine from the store?”
“A little. Getting the wrong drink is one thing, but… What I got instead is another story.”
“How about I run into town and get you a replacement?” Shujinkou offered.
“You don’t have to do that. I’m not that upset about it.”
“Yeah, but I don’t mind. There’s still a little time before we leave, so…” Shujinkou slid off the boulder. “I won’t be long.”
Shujinkou took off with a light jog before breaking into a sprint once he was sure he was out of sight.
The truth was that he wasn’t sure how long it would take to find a replacement, so he couldn’t waste any time. It may look weird to run into town at full speed, but that was a chance he had to take.
“Oof!”
His desperate dash was swiftly cut short and he was thrown to the ground by a tremendous force.
“Ow…”
“Are you okay?!”
Did he hit someone? If so, then they shouldn’t be the one to apologize.
“S-Sorry, I wasn’t paying attention. Are yo-? Huh?” The moment he sat up, Shujinkou came face to face with someone he met the day before. “You… You’re the girl from yesterday.”
The girl smiled at his words. “I’m happy you remember me. Especially since I never really introduced myself.”
How could he forget? Though yesterday was plenty eventful, it was hard to forget the one person who was not properly dressed for an environment blanketed in snow.
Taking a second look, Shujinkou realized that she was now wearing a jacket. However, she was still wearing the same blue skirt and longs socks, leaving part of her legs exposed to the cold air.
“What’s the matter?” The girl bashfully looked away, her cheeks faintly glowing pink.
“Oh! Sorry. I was just thinking about what you were wearing yesterday.” He started to wonder if there was a record for how many times a person can say something wrong in 24 hours. So far, he was sure he could break it.
“Oh. …Did you think I looked cute in what I was wearing?”
“No! I mean, not to say that you weren’t… I-! I wasn’t talking about fashion. I just meant that I was a little worried about you not having any winter clothes on yesterday. That’s all.”
“I didn’t bring any with me so I had to find some.” She explained.
“I see…”
Deciding it was best not to press any further, Shujinkou simply scratched his right cheek.
“Anyway, are you okay?” the girl asked. “You took a pretty big fall.”
“I should ask you the same thing since I ran into you. Are you okay, uh-” He still didn’t know her name and it would be strange to still refer to her as “the girl from yesterday.”
Seemingly reading his mind, the girl smiled again. “I’m Mita. Nice to properly meet you, Shujinkou.”
“Likewise.”
Mita seemed no worse for wear. While that was a relief, it was also funny given how his head was still throbbing.
“Ah!” Shujinkou immediately stood up. “Sorry to hit-and-run Mita, but there’s something I have to do before the bus gets here.”
“Like what?”
“Um, it’s a long story, but a friend of mine went to buy some wine for the road but it must have been mislabeled at the factory, because it was a lot more than she asked for.”
“The Volumptra?”
“Huh? How’d you know that?” Shujinkou queried.
“It sounds typical, that’s all. It’s not really the first time I’ve heard that exact story. It’s amazing how that drink is still able to be sold when it causes so much mayhem, isn’t it?” Mita looked at Shujinkou with a concerned expression on her face. “Your friend’s not hurt, is she?”
“No, she’s okay. It’s just…” Shujinkou couldn’t help blushing as the memories of last night came flooding out of the vault again. “A-Anyway, I gotta find the right store and the right bottle for her before we have to leave.”
“In that case, let me show you the way.” Mita offered.
“Really?”
“Mm-hmm. I’ve actually been to the store you need to go to. It’s a small wine shop on the other side of town.”
Mita must have explored the town like she said she would after vanishing before. If true, then he had no reason to refuse.
“Okay. Thanks, Mita.”
As he ran off before asking Yuri what store she actually visited, Shujinkou was going to have to ask around anyway so running into Mita was a stroke of luck.
As he followed her through town, Shujinkou wondered how much it actually had to offer. He never expected he would spend most of yesterday on the outskirts and while he didn’t regret how he’d spent it, he was curious as to what he missed out on.
“Want some snow cones?” Mita floated a vibrant blue snow cone in front of his face.
“Where did you get those from?” Shujinkou asked.
“From the vendor right there.” She pointed to an empty spot behind her. “Oh, guess he moved while I wasn’t looking.”
Shujinkou looked around but there was no vendor in sight.
“Moves pretty fast, doesn’t he, Shujinkou?”
“I guess.”
It was strange. Not only was there no trail, but Mita didn’t seem at all bothered by how fast the vendor vanished.
“Here.” She handed him the snow cone before taking a small bite from her own. “Try it. It’s blue raspberry.”
It was a bit sudden, but there was no reason to refuse. Plus, there was no way he could resist a blueberry snow cone. The way his tongue danced in his mouth as he accepted the gift was proof enough he had made the right decision.
“It’s good, isn’t it? Though you seem to be enjoying it a lot more than I expected.
“I kind of have a major sweet tooth."
“I see. That’s interesting to know.”
He felt like he could get lost in the sweet taste, but he soon remembered that he still had something important to accomplish.
“We should probably get going. Where’s the store again?”
“Hm? Oh right, it’s right over here.”
Mita led him to one specific store that sat on a corner. Even from outside, Shujinkou could see a diverse selection of wine lining one of the walls.
Wow, I bet aristocrats would love this place. Just as Shujinkou was about to head inside, Mita stopped him.
“Um, Shujinkou, why don’t you let me get what you need?” Mita offered.
“You don’t have to do that.”
“Why not?”
“Because… You sound like you’re going to pay for it and I don’t want you to do that.”
“Neither of us really has to pay. Don’t you have the mislabeled bottle with you?”
Shujinkou didn’t answer. Instead his face immediately grew pale. I was in such a rush that I forgot all about the actual bottle!
He wasn’t even sure what Tojiko did with it. There was no way he would have had time to look for it then return to town for a replacement.
“What about the receipt?”
Shujinkou silently shook his head.
“Well, my offer still stands.” Mita said.
“But I don’t want you to spend your money for my mistake and there’s no way we can get a replacement for free without any proof…”
“Just leave it to me. I can be reeeeallly persuasive. Just give me the name of what you’re looking for.”
Though still hesitant, Shujinkou gave her the information she needed and watched her walk into the store.
He still couldn’t believe his blunder of rushing into town with zero information or evidence. Only when I try to be confident…
With a heavy sigh, Shujinkou scooped up another portion from his snow cone. Seconds later, Mita walked out of the store with two bottles and a wine glass.
“Whoa, that was fast.” Shujinkou marveled.
“Mm-hmm. I just went in and explained the situation. They felt so sorry that not only they gave me a replacement, they even gave me a free bottle of sparkling juice.”
“So, they really believed you without any evidence?”
“I told you; I can be reeeeeealllllllllly persuasive.” Mita giggled as she passed along the wine he sought after.
He simply stared at it. He was at a loss of words over how quickly and smoothly everything went despite all possible setbacks.
“Thanks, Mita.” Shujinkou safely tucked the bottle in his backpack before putting it back on. “Well…”
Mita was no longer listening to him. In one hand, she held the wine glass and with the other, she poured a sparking orange liquid into it.
“Want some juice?” she offered.
“Uh, okay.”
It was another sudden offer, but Shujinkou accepted the glass and took a quick sip.
“Wow, this is really good!”
“Give me a try?”
Shujinkou passed the glass back to Mita and she took a sip from the exact same spot he did.
Wait, isn’t that an indirect kiss? He had first learned what an indirect kiss was when he read Hadi Girl. Who knew that pressing your lips at the same exact spot as another’s would count as a kiss? But don’t people technically do that all the time? How many indirect kisses have I had? Probably best not to think about it or else I’ll be stuck on it forever.
“Well, Mita… I should probably head back now.”
“Already?” Mita looked up at him with a surprisingly disappointed face.
“Sorry, I gotta make sure I don’t inconvenience everyone by being late. With my luck, I really shouldn’t take any chances.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. He didn’t want to be rude to Mita, but something inside him was telling him to go back right away.
“Thanks again for the help, Mita. I really appreciate it.”
“Well, I’m just happy to help after you helped me.”
“It was no big deal. I’m sure you would have done the same for me. Though, I’m pretty sure you’d probably would have done a better job…” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek, trying his hardest to push the memory of how he fell on top of her back into the vault.
“Maybe…” Mita’s cheeks were once again bright pink, increasing Shujinkou’s embarrassment to near intolerable levels.
“A-Anyway, thanks again, Mita. See ya.”
Shujinkou broke into another sprint, determined to make it back as quickly as possible.
I think last night may have set back my already shaky social skills…! Set them way back!
Chapter 206: Soft, Supple, Stylish
Chapter Text
Soft, supple, stylish — three words that best described the scarf Hiro just wrapped around her neck.
“Huh.”
It was handmade, a joint effort between herself and Shujinkou ever since she made an error while distracted. She felt bad that Shujinkou was forced to use some of his free time during exam week to help her, but the time they spent working together was invaluable.
…I wonder if Akira would think I look good with this on.
The mere thought was enough to send her heart aflutter.
“Mom, we’re home!”
A mere sentence was nearly enough to give her a heart attack. But it did not stop her from going downstairs and greeting Shujinkou and Natsuki with a warm smile. “Welcome back. Did you all have fun?”
“As fun as falling on your butt ice skating can be,” Natsuki joked. “Though I’m pretty sure I now have undeniable proof that Monika likes to show off.”
“I kinda think she deserves to show off sometimes considering how she usually is most of the time.” Shujinkou argued. “Besides, she was really good at it.”
“Dummy. You’re giving her what she wants without even realizing it.”
Shujinkou chuckled in response, scratching his faintly red right cheek.
“Well, I’m glad you enjoyed yourselves,” Hiro said. “You all worked hard for the trip.”
“I just wish it was longer,” Natsuki lamented. “Guess that’s what happens when you go somewhere before school closes.”
“I really can’t wait for our vacation to start. I know it sounds kind of weird considering I was asleep for a month, but I could really use one after everything that happened this semester.” Stifling a solemn groan, Shujinkou quickly cracked a small smile.
“Yeah… Can’t wait for that.” Contrary to her words, Natsuki didn’t appear too enthused about the upcoming winter vacation. But her doubt was only visible for a split-second. “Anyway, I’m going to unpack and probably go to bed. Someone’s new ‘friend’ really ticked me off again.”
Shujinkou cheeks grew even redder as Natsuki climbed the stairs. She seemed fine now but her dark expression remained on Hiro’s mind.
“Hey, Mom…” Shujinkou timidly grasped his scarf and faced his mother. “I kinda need your help with something.”
“Help with what?”
“It’s uh- …First you have to promise not to freak out.”
Though she found his condition a tad worrying, Hiro nodded without complaint.
“Okay…” Shujinkou’s hands trembled as they slowly unfastened his scarf until the bruise on his neck was finally unveiled.”
“That’s-!” Nearly biting her tongue clamping her mouth shut, Hiro was rendered mute for a moment. “Uhm… That’s a very surprising injury, Shujinkou.”
“I know…” Shujinkou sighed. “Is there anything you could do to help with this? I can’t exactly wear a scarf 24/7.”
“Yes, I think I know how to hide it for now.” Hiro led Shujinkou to her room and instructed him to sit on her bed. “You wouldn’t mind if I used makeup, would you?”
Shujinkou shook his head. Once she had everything she needed, Hiro sat next to Shujinkou and began to clean and moisturize the affected area. “Would it be okay if I asked how this happened?”
“Eh… I really don’t want to. Not that I’m trying to hide something! I just… I’d really like it if that moment stayed in that moment.”
“I understand.” Once she was done moisturizing the bruise, Hiro began to apply a gentle primer. “Well, besides this, did anything else interesting happen on the trip?”
Shujinkou’s eyes immediately lit up. “Actually, yeah. Me and Sayori ended up helping a guy named Dylan chase down his horse.”
“A horse?”
“Yeah. We were sledding and after a wipeout, he- well actually, before Dylan showed up, I met a girl named Mita. Had to push her out of the way of incoming riders. It was after that and when she disappeared like Batman when Dylan showed up out of nowhere hanging off of Shirahime like his life depended on it.”
Hiro finished applying the primer and started dabbing a peach corrector against his skin. “And then what happened?”
“He fell off and hit the ground face first, though he was only out of it for a few seconds. After that, Sayori volunteered us to help him chase down Shirahime.” Shujinkou rubbed his forehead for what seemed like the hundredth time in only 24 hours. “The first time… Didn’t go so well for us and we ended up having to track her down into an old mine shaft – a really big one.
Shujinkou grinned as he recalled what happened next. “It was like exploring a cave dungeon in a video game. I mean, Dylan even had to climb up to a crane and we had to find some power sources and then Dylan had to use the crane for puzzle solving! It was really like a real-life video game! I even had to crawl through a series of tunnels just to open a door just so Dylan didn’t try and blow it open with some dynamite.”
“Dynamite?” Hiro gasped. …Maybe you all got a little too into a gamey mood?”
“I think Dylan really just wanted a chance to use some dynamite… But after that we also rode a minecart and had to tilt side to side until we hit the end. Probably the closest I’ll ever get to grinding on rails in real life.”
“And is that when you found Shirahime?” Hiro asked as she applied foundation to his skin.
“No, that’s when we found an abandoned house with a disturbing backstory. I forgot to mention that Dylan tried to scare us with a murder story about the cave at first so I kinda thought he was doing the same with the house. Turns out he was serious about it, which really caught me off guard but really encouraged Sayori to want to explore it since she’s been disappointed that the cave didn’t have anything interesting to find. There was a gate to the house so Sayori had to slip through an opening we found and ended up leaving us outside while she explored.”
“Hm.” Hiro finished with the foundation and began applying concealer to the bruise.
“After that, Dylan and I competed with each other for a bit until Sayori finally opened the gate. We found out that there were so many obstacles between us and Shirahime despite the mine being abandoned was because a guy Dylan knew wanted some peace and quiet and I guess he was somehow doing things between us showing up and Hime running ahead of us. We then found Shirahime and Dylan thanked us by taking us to his uncle’s ranch for some pie that Isabella made.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he softly laughed, “That was all in one afternoon.”
He’s had a lot of fun. That’s a relief. Hiro had secretly worried that her son may have ran himself ragged trying to study for his exams in such a short amount of time and would have been too tired to really enjoy the weekend, but it seemed her worries were unfounded. More than that, it was nice to see him sincerely smiling more and more.
“There. All done.” Hiro held up a mirror, angling it so Shujinkou could see her work for himself.
He was stunned. “Wow, Mom. It’s like it didn’t happen at all. How long does it last for?”
“It should last for a couple of hours.”
“So we have to do this again in the morning?”
“Actually, I was thinking you only cover it tonight so Natsuki can see that nothing’s wrong with your neck. Tomorrow, you can cover it up with bandages and no one will know that you were trying to hide something today,” Hiro advised. “Plus, having it believed to be a different injury that happened after getting home will make it so no will be suspicious anything while you nurse it.”
“…You really thought this through quickly, Mom.” Shujinkou marveled. “Matter of fact, you’re being kinda Granny Hisa-ish.”
She was never really compared to her mother, at least in a positive way. It felt really nice.
Shujinkou soon thanked her for the help and went straight to his room.
…
Winter vacation was tomorrow. The moment the last bell of the day rung will be the moment everyone will finally be able to enjoy some time away from school. Normally, Natsuki would be just as eager for a vacation as everyone else certainly would be. After everything, a vacation was something she needed.
Yet, all she felt was dread.
Everyone else will have plans for their breaks that’s sure to keep them busy. She had… nothing. Would that always be the case?
She sighed, her breath visibly flowing out her mouth. The sight reminded her body that it was chilly outside, causing her to shiver immediately.
She contemplated going back inside until something wrapped around her neck. It was soft, supple, and stylish.
“I thought this would help.” Hiro appeared from behind, having finished making sure her scarf was on properly. Though she was smiling, she still appeared uncertain by what she had done and looked ready to apologize at any moment.
“T-Thanks.”
“You’re welcome.” Hiro blew into her hands and rubbed them together as she sat down next to her. Looking up, Hiro could spot pinpricks of lights glittering across the sky. “It really is a beautiful night tonight.”
“Yeah, it is.” Natsuki grasped her scarf with both hands. It offered more warmth than any she had worn before. “…Really, thanks for everything.”
“Hm?”
“Uhm… I just wanted to let you know that I really appreciated everything before I go back home.” Natsuki admitted.
“You’re leaving?” Hiro asked, surprised.
“I only agreed to stay here because you asked me to and I figured I could help make things easier for you until Shujinkou woke up. Now he’s up and… I mean, it’d be super weird for the two of us to live under the same roof any more than we already have.”
“So… When are you leaving?”
“I was thinking tomorrow after school, so I’ll be out of your hair by the evening.”
Hiro didn’t say anything more. She didn’t seem too bothered by the news, instead looking back up at the stars above.
It made sense. No matter how kind someone is, there’s only so long they’d actually want to take care of a child that is not theirs.
It was already incredible Hiro wasn’t bothered by her staying longer during the exams. She’ll always be grateful to her for giving her a place to stay as she processed her emotions.
At least I also get to take my stuff home this year.
What had become of her house? She hasn’t been back in what feels like forever. Was it still a mess?
“Natsuki, do you have any plans for your break?” Hiro suddenly asked.
“Not really. I usually make it up as I go along,” Natsuki said.
“In that case, would you like to spend your break here?”
“Eh?!” Natsuki nearly leaped up from shock. “Where’d that come from?!”
“I just thought that since you didn’t have any plans of your own, then maybe you wouldn’t mind spending the holidays with us.”
“I can’t do that!”
“Really?”
Hiro seemed saddened by her immediate refusal, causing Natsuki to immediately backtrack.
“I mean, wouldn’t it be weird for you I was still living under the same roof as Shujinkou for longer?” she argued.
“Not really?”
It’s true that Hiro didn’t appeared to be bothered over someone not named Sayori staying. That in itself was incredible.
“But aren’t the holidays for families and loved ones? Wouldn’t I be in the way of that?”
“I don’t think so.”
How was it that everyone in this family could respond to such questions with no hesitation?
“But- Why?”
“To be perfectly honest, the thought of you being alone for the holidays… It hurts.”
It wasn’t fair. Who could argue with someone so honest and sincere?
“Uhm…” Natsuki grabbed her scarf with both hands, pushing it up just enough to cover her mouth. “…Miss Hiro, if it’s alright with you, can I stay for a little longer?”
Hiro smiled. “Of course.”
Chapter 207: End of the Second
Chapter Text
On the last day of school for the semester, Shujinkou found himself saddled with a heavy burden. It wasn’t the box in his hands – it was a little heavy, but it wasn’t what really bothered him. It’s something that bothered him for a while and could never properly settle.
Does the different fusion methods really create a different personality? In Fusion Reborn, Gogeta was pretty serious and in the manga, Vegito was a trash talker and a real troll to Super Buu. Sure it was part of his plan, but still. And then Dragon Ball GT came along and when Gogeta appeared again, he was pretty much Vegito, pulling off the same tactic. And after his plan worked, he went straight for the kill and seemed pretty serious for the little time he had left.
I know different fusion techniques creates a different person – Despite Goku and Vegeta being the components for both, the fusions are still technically different people. But still, since it’s the same people fusing, wouldn’t that still give Gogeta and Vegito at the very least, a similar personality?
And then there was Gogeta’s fight with Broly. He seemed really similar to Vegito when they fused then, but he didn’t say a word to Broly during the fight. Granted, I always figured it was because words were meaningless to someone who lost their mind…
So… Is Fusion Reborn Gogeta the outlier? Maybe Gogeta’s later appearances were different because the anime team thought Vegito’s personality is what a Goku/Vegeta fusion should be like. After all, Gogeta debut first – they had nothing to go off of until Vegito finally appeared.
He would scratch his right cheek if he could. Perhaps the answer would forever elude him.
“Hey, Shujinkou.” Shujinkou was stopped by two male students from across the hall. He had no idea who they were or what they wanted. “Is it true you came riding up to the inn on a horse you found?”
“Um… That’s kinda true but-”
“See, I told you it was true! Dude came flying through town, dodging everything in his way just to arrive back in style.”
“Guess I shouldn’t expect less from the guy who took on a criminal ring by himself.”
“Actually-” They were gone before Shujinkou could correct them. -it was Dylan that did all that. And again with the beating an army of criminals thing… Everyone says I saved the day, but I still don’t know how I did that. Not to mention, I’m pretty sure that’s a reputation I don’t want. Sounds like it’d attract trouble.
Shujinkou imagined all the consequences that could come from it, none of them better than the last.
Seriously, the one with the least expectations was that I used stealth and was extremely lucky, but there was no way I could have used stealth against Akui while Natsuki was about to fall – there was no time.
Shujinkou knew he shouldn’t think about it too much given all he cared about was the fact his friends were safe, but it was hard not to if everyone was going to remind him of it.
“It’ll all blow over after winter break. It’ll all blow over winter break…” At the very least, no one was giving him weird looks anymore, though he wasn’t sure if the looks of admiration was any better given he didn’t do anything worthy of it.
He continued his trek through the school until he hit something.
“Whoa there!”
Or someone. “Sorry- Oh!” Peeking past the box, Shujinkou discovered Tojiko standing in front of him. “Sorry, Tojiko.”
“No harm done. What’s with the box?”
“Just something Fuyu asked me to get her.”
“Ah.” Tojiko’s gaze lowered to Shujinkou’s neck. Bandages were wrapped along the whole length. “I think you went a little overboard covering up ‘the thing,’ Shujinkou.”
“I know…” Shujinkou groaned. “It started close to being good and then I kept trying to fix it and fix it and I ended up mummifying everything between my head and shoulders. Oh, speaking of which…”
Shujinkou set the box down on the ground and opened his backpack. It had already looked stuffed to capacity from the outside, so it was no surprise that the contents were just waiting to fly out first chance they could get.
At least there wasn’t anything sharp to stab his hand this time — everything in his backpack was soft to the touch.
After a minute of searching through his bag, Shujinkou finally found what he was looking for — Tojiko’s scarf. “Thanks again for lending me your scarf.”
“No problem.” Tojiko accepted his scarf and tucked it under his arm. “Again, I know what it’s like to be caught in a spot like that. Not fun.”
“Is that why you didn’t believe me when I said things were my fault?”
“No, that was because you gave yourself up too easily.”
“I did?”
You didn’t hesitate at all to give yourself up, so either you were feeling really guilty or you were trying to cover for her.”
“Oh.” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. The funny thing was that both were the truth. Just thinking about what happened that night made his eyes swim with embarrassment. He couldn’t really focus on anything until they suddenly locked on to a figure walking their way. “Mom?”
Hiro met eyes with him, sharing his surprise.
“Mom, what’re you doing here?” he asked.
“I have a meeting with your principal.”
A meeting? What could it be about? As far as he knew, he didn’t do anything wrong lately. Could it be about the rumor about him riding Shirahime through town? That couldn’t be the case – he himself found out about it just a few moments ago.
Then again, of course I’d be the last one to hear a rumor about me. It took me this long to find out that there actually were rumors about me and Monika dating.
As he continued to ponder any potential wrongdoing, Hiro finally took notice of the young man standing beside them. “Oh. Hello. Um…”
Shujinkou expected Tojiko to either proudly introduce himself like he had done when they first met or at least do so normally. Instead, Tojiko appeared to have trouble uttering a single letter, let alone his name.
“Mom, this is Tojiko,” Shujinkou introduced before pointing to his neck. “He helped me with ‘you-know-what.’”
“Oh. Thank you for helping my son with that. It was very kind of you.” Hiro smiled softly.
“It’s no big deal. All I did was lend him my scarf.” Tojiko kept his response short and, at least to Shujinkou, seemed to try rushing it out of his mouth. “Anyway, I got to bail. Still got plenty to do.”
Tojiko whistled a tune as he strolled down the hall. His easy-going nature seemed to have been shattered completely.
Wonder what that’s about. Shujinkou noticed his mother seemed to have something on her mind as well. “…Sooooo. Did I do something wrong, Mom?”
“I’m sure you’re not in trouble. Your principal didn’t sound like he had bad news.”
If it wasn’t bad, then what could it be? Shujinkou couldn’t imagine it being anything good – He knew he’d never done anything special enough to call his mother down for good news.
Maybe I should just be realistically positive and just assume it’s “news.” I’ll go with that.
With his choice made, Shujinkou bid farewell to his mother and continued on with his current task.
…
It was the most awkward trip through the halls he had ever experienced. Before, he was so absorbed in his daydreams that it was easy to ignore the stares — it truly was much easier back then.
Rumors of him riding a horse through town had spread around like wildfire, seeming to leave some even more amazed and some perplexed.
It’s too late to tell them it was someone else, isn’t it…?
First the rumor that he was dating Monika, then the somewhat true, but still unbelievable fact he somehow saved everyone from criminals and now the rumor that was technically true due to the fact that he was indeed “riding on a horse through town.”
It’ll all blow over after winter break… It’ll all blow over after winter break…
His slightly mad mantra was somewhat comforting even though he wasn’t sure whether it would be true or not. At the very least, he had finally reached his destination.
“Hm?”
Just as he arrived, Shujinkou found Rei leaning against the wall next to Fuyu’s office. In her hands was the same slightly worn-out beanie she wore on her first day. When he thought about it, he hadn’t seen her wear it much since.
She wore the same emotionless expression as always, but even then, Shujinkou could tell by the way she held onto it that it was very important.
“Hey, Rei.”
She didn’t respond nor moved an inch from her spot.
“Rei?”
She was as motionless as a doll and no matter how much he called out to her, Shujinkou couldn’t seem to get her attention.
After a few more moments of silence, Rei finally looked up at him. She waved goodbye and left before he could utter a word.
Something up with Rei?
Shujinkou approached one of the office doors, using his elbow to push down the handle and his waist to open it. He walked in and sat the box on one of the couches, breathing a relieved sigh.
“Thanks, Shujinkou.” Fuyu offered her thanks while keeping her eyes on her laptop. She seemed to be as busy as ever -- a surprise considering it was the last day of the semester.
“No problem, but um… Do you know if there may be something wrong with Rei?”
Fuyu immediately stopped what she was doing and looked up at him. “Why? Did you see her?”
“She was just outside your door – she was looking at her hat and was really unresponsive.”
“Oh. …That’s normal.” Fuyu looked back at her laptop with downcast eyes.
“It is?”
“Rei gets like that all the time this time of the year. Like you said, she’s always… relatively unresponsive. It’s just much more noticeable this year because she’s more socially active than before.”
“But why?”
Fuyu sighed. “I don’t know. I’m pretty sure you know more about her than me.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Her response was blunt but bore no malice – it didn’t stop him from feeling a tinge of guilt. He knew all too well what it felt like to lack a close bond to family.
While their relationship wasn’t broken as the one he shared with his father, it couldn’t be fun for Fuyu to live with the knowledge that Rei had opened up to him more than her.
“Sorry. I wasn’t trying to attack you.” Fuyu quickly apologized.
“No, I understand. But I’m sure Rei thinks of you as more than just her handler. She did take a knife to the hand for you after all.” Shujinkou reminded her.
“It’s not that this time. It just bothers me that I can’t figure out what’s been bothering her all these years.”
Her saddened expression was near identical Sayori’ whenever he tried to hide his pain from her. He’s sure he made similar faces without even realizing it when talking with the others.
“…Maybe you can try asking her?” Shujinkou suggested.
Fuyu shot Shujinkou an amused smirk. “Says the only one she actually talks to.”
“Well, yeah, but still -- It wouldn’t hurt.”
Asking would at least show that she cared, but Fuyu didn’t appear convinced. Thinking on it further, it’s entirely possible it was an option she already had explored in the past.
“You know, when we were little and I was feeling down, sometimes at night Hiroko would sleep next to me and we would just talk.”
“About what?”
“Anything. Our interests, places we’d like to go to growing up, going on adventures with Gramps and Granny Hisa… Still going on about me reading Spider-Man: The Manga first. Other times, she’d take me out for snow cones or to the arcade.”
“Sounds like a pretty good sister to me.”
“She is. Was.” Shujinkou quickly corrected himself and scratched his right cheek. “I guess what I’m saying is that I understand needing to give people space when they need it, but you shouldn’t let that be a barrier to keep you away. You know, even if you can’t get through the barrier, it doesn’t hurt to wait on the other side.”
Fuyu stood up from her desk and looked out the window. She was clearly deep in thought and Shujinkou wondered if he should leave her to ponder.
“Oh yeah, there’s something I got for the two of you.”
Shujinkou dug into his backpack as he walked up to Fuyu. Hopefully, what he wanted wasn’t at the bottom this time.
“Isn’t that Natsuki and Mali?” she suddenly said.
“Huh?” Looking out the window, Shujinkou indeed saw them. Wonder what they’re doi-?
Upon closer inspection, Shujinkou realized that whatever was happening, it was not a friendly chat. Mali was as calm as ever, but Natsuki was frustrated. While that was a normal interaction between the two, Shujinkou couldn’t help but worry.
Even from where he stood, he could see a dangerous level of anger flaring up in Natsuki’s eyes and Mali appeared to be doing anything she could to keep it rising.
“I better go see what that’s about. See ya, Fuyu.” Shujinkou swiftly zipped up his bag and slung it over his shoulder as he ran out of the room.
“I don’t know how many times I can apologize to him for this…” Fuyu chuckled wistfully until she noticed something lying on her desk.
…
“Really, Natsuki-chan, I don’t know why you’re so angry.” Mali said.
“Stop saying that already and just give me back my journal!” Natsuki demanded.
“Eh? ‘Jour-nal’? You’re missing your diary?”
“Don’t give me that! I know you’re the one who took it! Everyone I asked said they saw a girl with devil horns take it while I was gone!”
Mali inquisitively tugged one of the horns of her headband. “Hmmm… I wonder if they realize they’re an accessory.”
“Who cares?! Just give it back already!”
Mali giggled. While some may liken Natsuki’s frustration to a volcano about to erupt, all Mali saw was a cute little kitten bearing their tiny fangs. “But Natsuki-chan, I didn’t steal your diary. I simply took it away for safe keeping so no one else could lay eyes on it.”
“By taking it without telling me!?” Natsuki glared at her.
“Natsuki-chan, you were the one that left it behind in the first place. I thought you’d be glad to have it in the safest place possible.”
“You are not the safest place for my journal to be.”
“Why? Don’t you trust me?”
“No,” Natsuki’s response was blunt and instantaneous. “Especially not with that.”
“So brutally honest, Natsuki-chan. But then again, I’ve always liked that about you.” Mali reached into her bag, pulling out Natsuki’s diary. She calmly approached her enraged associate and presented it to her. “Here you go.”
Natsuki looked at her diary then back at Mali. Slowly, her hands floated towards it.
She fully expected Mali to pull it back at the very last moment, but that never happen — Natsuki was able to take her diary back from Mali with no trouble.
“…Just like that? No comments or taunts?”
“Nope.”
“…You read it, didn’t you?”
“I’m offended, Natsuki-chan. Do I look like the kind of person who’d do that?”
“You would if the mood hit you.”
“You know me so well, Natsuki-chan. But why would I need to read your diary – you’re already an open book to me.” Mali giggled.
“There’s the comment…” Natsuki sighed as she tucked her diary in her bag. She may as well consider herself lucky that Mali left it at just that.
She was satisfied just to have her diary back until she noticed Mali giving her a strange look. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“I was just thinking that you seem to be in a good mood today.”
“Really? You thought that and decided to ruin it by stealing my journal and trying to give me a heart attack?”
“Protecting. But what I mean is that you’d usually be staring daggers at me over this misunderstanding but you’re taking it reasonably well. Did something good happen recently?”
“Not particularly.”
“Really?” Mali eyed Natsuki from head to toe. Soon, her lips a small smile. “So you’re saying that you staying at Senpai during the break isn’t exciting?”
“How’d you know that?!” Natsuki exclaimed. “Have you been sneaking around again?”
“No. Senpai told me last night.”
“He- He did?”
“We were talking over the phone last night and the topic came up naturally.”
Shujinkou and Mali having a casual chat over the phone -- It was impossible to imagine Mali having a normal conversation with anyone, let alone with her favorite target on the phone.
“So how does it feel, Natsuki-chan?”
“It’s- I’m grateful I was invited. That’s all.”
Mali leaned in close, her nose almost brushing against Natsuki’s. It was unclear whether she was trying to make her uncomfortable or not. “…You’re not deflecting. So it really hadn’t cross your mind.”
“What didn’t?”
Mali stepped back, pressing her right index finger against her cheek. “You’re probably focusing on the fact that Hiro-san invited you so you don’t have to be alone, but do you really not get what that means for you?”
“What are you talking about?” Natsuki questioned.
“Natsuki-chan, you’re going to be at Senpai’s house for the break.”
“Yeah?”
“Which means that you and Senpai will be under the same roof.”
“I know that already. I was the one who brought it up when she offered in the first place.”
“Yes, but as an excuse. Don’t you realize that you’ll be spending the break with Senpai?”
It had finally hit her – How could she not see what Mali was hinting at.
“In the morning, you’ll get to see Senpai. At night, you’ll get to wish Senpai good night. Besides his mother, who’s likely not to be a bother, you’ll have to esteemed privilege to be with Senpai for 24 hours for several days in a row with nothing to distract either of you. How does that make you feel?”
The answer was obvious even if Natsuki wouldn’t admit it. Although Natsuki’s blushing face was well worth the effort of spelling it out for her.
“I’m so jealous. You get to have Senpai all to yourself for so long.” Mali teased.
“S-Stop joking around! It’s not like that!” Natsuki cried.
“Maybe. But it doesn’t change the fact that you’re the one who gets to spend the most time with Senpai for a good amount of time by virtue of living with him for a bit longer. Doesn’t that excite you?”
Mali continued to carefully observe Natsuki’s reactions. Her body was trembling and droplets of sweat rained down her face.
“You really didn’t think about it, did you?”
“It’s not like that!” Natsuki shouted before storming off.
“Ara, Ara. She really didn’t register it until now.”
“M-Mali?” Mali peeked over her shoulder. Shujinkou approached her with his standard concern. “What happened?”
“Nothing serious, Senpai. Just a little girl talk.”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. Could it really be called “a little girl talk” if it ended with one of the girls running away?
“What’s wrong, Senpai? Don’t trust me?”
“It’s not that. Just-”
“Not every time Natsuki-chan overreacts is a sign of the end times, Senpai. Trust me, this is just a normal everyday overreaction.”
“If you say so...”
“Besides, you should probably worry about yourself, Senpai. Whatever happened to your neck must have been painful.” Mali giggled as she headed back inside.
Shujinkou was beside himself with worry. Mali vanished soon after they found Yuri drunk and hasn’t brought it up since. What should be relieving was ultimately very concerning.
“Ah! Wait, Mali! There’s something I need to give you!”
…
“And that’s why you should never light a firecracker near a campfire.” While waiting for the final bell, Shujinkou’s homeroom teacher, Chika, decided to regale the class with random tales with very clear lessons at the end.
As expected, few listened to her stories and surprisingly, neither did she. The truth was that she was only using the stories as background noise to keep those outside from thinking nothing was happening.
Both she and her class were indulging in their own hobbies while the tape recorder on her desk continued playing.
“Hey, Kiyoko, what do you think of this?” Shujinkou sat his pencil down on his desk and raised his sketchbook for Kiyoko to see.
“What am I looking at?”
“It’s a crossover between Spider-Man 2099 and Yu Komori.”
“In the manga world?”
“Mm-hmm.”
Shujinkou had explained enough for Kiyoko to know the two different Spider-Men and how far apart they were in the comic book mythos. “That’s a pretty out there concept. I like it.” Kiyoko complimented. “Your sketch’s nice too.”
“Thanks. It’s kinda funny thanking how Miguel would react meeting the other 1970s Spider-Man,” Shujinkou mused. “He’d probably be shocked that they’re complete opposites.”
She recalled Shujinkou talking about that too. It was something that happened in a tie-in during the first Spider-Verse event.
Just then, the final bell rang.
And there’s the bell.” Chika reached for the recorder and stopped it just as she stuffed it in her pocket. “Everyone enjoy your break and remember — a new year invites new opportunities!”
The second semester had officially come to an end. It was a relief. So many things happened this semester — some good, some bad, some horrifying, some impossible and some fun.
The fact that I can still be positive at all considering I almost died and ended up in a coma is amazing progress. Shujinkou chuckled to himself.
“Shujinkou, you coming?” Kiyoko stood in front of his desk with a quizzical look on her face.
The classroom was already empty.
“Yeah.” Shujinkou slung his backpack over his shoulder and followed her out into the hallway.. “Wow, what a year.”
“It’s only the end of the 2nd semester.” Kiyoko reminded him.
“I know. But it feels like so much has happened that it really feels like the school year should be over. I mean with the week of pranks, Monika getting kidnapped, Natsuki’s dad… the whole Devil’s Night thing and me falling into a coma only for me to wake up with the exams around the corner and… other stuff – not to mention everything that happened over the weekend, I don’t know if I can take another semester if it’s anything like that. Good or bad, I am exhausted.”
“I gotta be honest, Shujinkou – even with all that happening, it seems like it’s been an upwards trajectory for you this year. Not to mention the whole local hero title you have right now.”
“Right…” That title had to go away soon, right? It’s nothing more than five minutes of fame that will be eclipsed by the next big thing to happen. Please let it be that…!
“But things have calmed down since you woke up,” Kiyoko continued. “Maybe things can keep going up without the craziness.”
“You think?”
“Can’t say for sure.”
“Fair point.”
He didn’t need something grand to happen to make the next semester great — all Shujinkou wanted was to spend the next few months in peace with his friends.
Yet, he had a nagging feeling that simple wish may be too much to ask.
“Anyway, I got to meet up with Ken soon so I gotta go.”
“Okay. Have a nice break.”
As Kiyoko began to leave, Shujinkou was immediately reminded of something important – so important that he wondered how he nearly forgot a second time.
“Hey, Kiyoko.” Kiyoko turned around with barely enough time to catch what he tossed her. “Sorry. But I wanted to make sure you got it too.”
Shujinkou timidly scratched his right cheek. Kiyoko stared at his gift with no indication whether she liked it or not.
Suddenly, she wrapped it around her neck with effortless style and grace. “Thanks, Shujinkou. Don’t be a stranger.”
“I won’t.” Shujinkou waved goodbye until she was finally out of sight. “Only four left now..”
“Shiko, what’re you doing?” Coming out of nowhere, Sayori grabbed Shujinkou’s arms and began pulling him down the hall.
“Sayori?! W-Why’re you pulling me?!”
“We have to get to the clubroom quick. Everyone’s waiting.”
Despite being the one in a rush, Sayori came to a screeching halt and stared at his neck.
“What happened to your neck?”
“I… kinda cut myself this morning.” Shujinkou sheepishly admitted.
“Oh… Well, let’s hurry up before it’s too late.” Sayori resumed dragging him through the hall, dropping the topic as quickly as it was brought up.
The sad thing is, and I didn’t get to tell Tojiko this, but I actually did end up cutting myself this morning…
…
“Wow. It feels like I haven’t been here in forever.” Shujinkou sat down on their brand-new couch and indulged in the nostalgia. “Kinda a relief nothing’s changed since I was gone to be honest.”
Natsuki sat alongside him to his right. “Yep, sure is nice that absolutely nothing has changed, huh?”
“A little.”
Yuri sat to his left. “Change can be scary. But I’m sure any changes to our décor wouldn’t be too unnerving. Sometimes, they can be quite comfortable.”
Shujinkou leaned back. He did wonder what the clubroom would look like once they finally got around to decorating it. At least the couch was soft.
“Hey!” He gasped. “When did we get a couch?”
“That’s time,” Monika tapped her phone screen then turned it around for all to see. “It took him 37 seconds to notice.”
“Yes!” Natsuki cheered. “We win!”
“Aww… Couldn’t you figure it out sooner, Shiko?” Sayori complained.
“Figure what out? What’s going on?” Shujinkou asked.
“We held a bet regarding how long it would take for you to realize we had obtained a couch,” Yuri explained. “Sayori and I believed you would notice right away while Monika and Natsuki believed it would at least take you 30 seconds.”
“Why’d you guys bet on that?”
“Because we couldn’t bet on ‘Where’s Wally?’ with you around, Shiko,” Sayori replied. “You always find him so fast.”
“Again, what’s with that?” Natsuki asked.
Shujinkou replied with a casual shrug of his shoulders before asking his own question, “Where’d you guys get this couch?”
“We got permission to take it from the abandoned school building. We were pretty lucky to find one that hasn’t been used at all.” Monika’s joy briefly slipped away as she recalled the turmoil they faced carrying it out of the building. “Though getting it here wasn’t exactly a blast…”
“We’re really going to have to dip into our budget after our break,” Sayori added. “Now that Shiko’s back we can finally start talking about it again.”
That was definitely something else Shujinkou had to consider. What would he get for the clubroom with his portion of the budget — something to fit the overall theme or something that represented him. He could ask Monika, but he was already certain what her answer would be.
“Hey, should we hurry up and grab Natsuki’s things?” Shujinkou proposed, figuring it was the other reason Sayori rushed him.
“Actually, it’s already at your place.” Natsuki replied.
“Really? How?”
“…Your mom.” Natsuki spoke at a whisper. “We ran into each other and said that she’d take it now so we don’t have to later.”
Ah. Must have been after the meeting with the principal.
“I’m so happy for you!” Sayori sat down, wedging herself between Natsuki and Shujinkou. “I still can’t believe you’re still staying at Shiko’s place.”
“It’s not a big deal!” Natsuki cried. “We just happen to be under the same roof!”
“I know, but still — I’m just happy that you won’t be alone.”
“Sayori was already planning to on ways to get you to stay at one of our places,” Monika revealed.
“…Behind my back?” Natsuki stared at Sayori with cold eyes.
“It was just a thought…” Sayori slowly chuckled and inched her way back to Shujinkou.
It looked as if Natsuki was about to read her the riot act, but instead she just smirked. “It’s fine. Just means there’s more gingerbread men for just me and Shujinkou.”
“What – you were making gingerbread men for us?!”
“Well, it was for the house and I figured you’d visit but now I feel like just making enough for two.”
“No way! You gotta make it for three!”
“You’re right… I almost forgot Miss Hiro.”
“Uuuu… Shiko, help me out here!”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek as he turned away. “I would, but I kind of want some of the gingerbread men so…” he joked.
“And what makes you think I’ll change my mind just because Shujinkou may ask me?” Natsuki said.
“Because the stomach is the way to a man’s heart. And as the club’s official baker, then it’s your duty to listen to not only the only man of the club, but also the man who happens to be the heart of the club you’re in!” Sayori argued.
“…I don’t think that a logical argument,” Yuri said.
“I can kind of see the logic in it,” Monika admitted as she sat to Yuri’s left. “But admittedly, you sound a bit-”
“Desperate?” Natsuki suggested.
“I was going to say the argument was quickly strung together.”
“Because it was desperate.”
The debate continued on 10 minutes before eventually settling down. They would then spend what little time they had left in silence.
“…We should probably get going before someone tells us to leave.” Monika advised.
“Before that, I’ve got something for you guys.” Shujinkou sat his backpack in between his legs and unzipped it. “Here.”
Shujinkou gave them the last of his gifts – a scarf for each of them.
“I know it’s early, but I figured with the cold weather and everything… Why not give them out now.”
“You bought us scarfs?” Natsuki marveled.
“Actually… I made them myself.” Shujinkou admitted.
“Yourself!?” Natsuki soon recalled Hiro telling her that she gained her knitting skills from Shujinkou. Even so, these are-
“They’re so high quality.” Yuri ran her fingers along the scarf. Not only did it look like it store-bought, but it had a marvelous softness to it. The letter Y was emblazoned at the end and looking around, the letter was different depending on the recipient.
“When’d you make these, Shiko?” Sayori asked. “You haven’t had any free time since you woke up.”
“I actually started around the beginning of the semester. Afterwards…” Shujinkou softly rubbed his neck. “I had to give up a little sleep, but I was able to put together the finishing touches just in time.”
That small gesture explained to the rest of friends why his neck was wrapped in bandages.
“…Ah! I just had an idea.” Monika pulled her phone out of her pocket, happily waving it back and forth. “We should get some pictures before going. After all, we don’t have many club photos and haven’t really got many in our clubroom so, let’s get at least one before we go.”
No one was against the idea, but there was one small issue – how would they be able to get everyone in the frame? The obvious solution was to place the phone on the couch and set a timer, but Monika wanted to capture everyone where they were.
“I got it. Everyone scotch in.” Monika instructed everyone to move closer to one another until their shoulders were tightly pressed together. Natsuki held the other end of the phone and together they were able to center it just right. “Alright, smile everyone.”
Several shots were taken – one with normal smiles, one with funny faces, one with a peace sign and the rest were more spontaneous.
Once they were satisfied, they gathered their things and departed for home with only one thought in mind – they hoped they could take more fun snapshots together in the future.
Chapter 208: Winter Intermission
Chapter Text
It’s morning…? Keeping his eyes shielded from the bright rays of the sun, Shujinkou shifted his body he was sitting along the edge of his bed.
It was only a second ago that his room was blanketed in darkness, the only source of illumination coming from his laptop. It was the complete opposite now – his laptop was dead and the light spilling into his room was brighter than it had any right to be.
“Hehe… Guess I shouldn’t have played Sonic Riders with Fuyu all night…”
It started as something to do while they chat but evolved into a hyper-competitive grand prix that lasted longer than it should have. Why’s it always got be when I’m about to win that I get hit…?
It was what lost him the final race. Disappointment wasn’t enough to describe the heartbreak he felt.
“…Next time.”
Shujinkou got up and walked to the bathroom in order to answer nature’s call. Maybe next time we could invite the others. They did great in story mode – though Natsuki did complain about the rubber banding a.i.. Not that I could blame her though. It’s not even subtle in that game – you can see the other player’s icons just zoom through the track to catch up with you. …I wonder what that’d look like in free cam. Maybe I should look it up. I mean, either they have to phase through the level geometry or are able to catch up no problem because everything behind us out of sight despawns.
After he was done, Shujinkou brushed his teeth and washed his face. It was the usual morning routine, a pattern he could still flawlessly perform all without looking a mirror’s help.
“Hm?”
He looked into the mirror, gazing at his reflection. He was certainly much older than he was before. It was an obvious observation, but it was still a bit surprising. Even now, it almost felt like he was looking at a stranger. When was the last time he willingly looked himself in the eye until this year? Would he need another year to become accustomed to something that should be natural?
Ah, well. It’d probably go a lot faster if I didn’t think about it. …Actually, I didn’t even really think about it too much until I found that poem. So… Is that a step back? Or is it an acknowledgement?
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek and as he walked out of the bathroom, his eyes were immediately drawn to a certain door. Before he knew it, his feet had already brought him closer to it.
His hand hovered over the doorknob for a full minute before slinking back to his side.
He thought he had overcome his trepidation and yet he still couldn’t find the strength. Had nothing changed after all?
No. Maybe there’s something else I should do first.
Shujinkou returned to his room and stuck his head under his bed. On the other end, behind many other objects he slid under there over the years was a box with a lock on it.
Never in his wildest dreams could he imagine ever willingly retrieving it from under there, nor would he have ever considered pulling the key for it from under his desk.
He plopped back down on his bed, twirled the key around his index finger before playfully tapping the top of the box.
“Heh. If only it was that easy.” Shujinkou pushed the key into the lock, twisting it until the lock fell off.
“…”
Shujinkou tapped the top again with the key, chuckling at the sight of the top rising up on its own. Just as he was about to reach in, there was a halting knock at his door.
“Come in.”
The door cracked opened and Natsuki slowly stuck her head inside. For the last couple of mornings she did that, peeking into his room as if she were about to enter a life-threatening location. He couldn’t understand why but felt asking may be insensitive.
“Hey.” She entered the room at last, sporting a peculiar smug grin. “You know, I’m surprised you’re up this early. I was pretty sure you’d still be out of it after your loss this morning.”
“Y-You heard that!?”
“I’m pretty sure everyone heard it -- you’ve been yelling all night. I can just imagine your face as you screamed ‘Noooooooooooooooooooo!’”
Shujinkou sheepishly scratched his pink right cheek. “Sorry.”
Natsuki just shrugged.
“Anyway, there’s something I wanted to ask you.” All signs of confidence vanished from Natsuki’s face. Whatever she had on mind seemed to be serious. “It’s actually something I was wondering you could help me with.”
“My help? What is it?”
“Um…” Natsuki’s eyes began to swim and she bit her bottom lip. “…I was wondering if you’d like to make a gingerbread house with me. I always wanted to make one with someone but never actually-”
“Okay.”
His answer was immediate, catching her completely off guard. “Really? Just like that?”
“Yeah. It sounds like it’d be fun.”
“Dummy. Of course it’ll be fun.” Natsuki’s face was beaming with joy. “Uh-! Um… So, what’s in the box?”
“This? …Hehe, it’s something that I’ve kept hidden for a while now. You want to see?” Shujinkou offered.
“Seriously? You want to show me the thing you’ve kept secret for… I assume a really long time.”
“Yeah. It’s not really a secret. Not anymore at least.”
Natsuki sat down next to Shujinkou and peeked into the box – Inside there were photographs, drawings, a variety of random accessories and a book.
“Isn’t that-?” She picked up one of the photos, holding it close to her face. “It’s you and your sister.”
“Yep. That one’s of us that time Gramps took us a bouncy place.” Shujinkou explained.
Natsuki gently placed the picture back in the box and picked up another one. “You let her bury you in the sand?”
“She was trying to give me a merman tail.”
“It’s up to your neck.”
“She gave up halfway through.”
She returned the second picture back to the box. “Are these all of you and her?”
Shujinkou hung his head low. “Yeah. I, uh- Hid them all away since I couldn’t… you know.
“Oh.”
“There was actually a time when I considered getting rid of this but… I couldn’t. Even then.”
“Yeah… I get how that feels.”
“Huh?! Wait, I didn’t mean to-!”
Natsuki lightly flicked his forehead. “Don’t apologize, Dummy. You’re not the only one who gets to be down in the dumps for a second. In fact, you don’t get to be down at all, especially during this time of the year. You better not let me catch you frowning, okay?”
Shujinkou rubbed his forehead and grinned. “Okay.”
“Morning, guys!” Someone skipped into the room with their usual bubbly energy.
“Sayori?” Natsuki gasped. “What are you doing here?”
“Eh? What do you mean what am I doing here? You sound like you’re not happy to see me.” Sayori complained.
“That’s not what I meant. But don’t you think you’re over here a little too early?”
“That’s because I couldn’t wait to surprise you two.”
“With what?” Shujinkou asked.
Sayori eagerly pulled two bags from behind her back. “I’m staying over for the holidays too!”
“Eh!? You are?!” Natsuki exclaimed.
“Mm-hmm. I asked Auntie Hiro and she said yes. That means I get to hang out with you two all break long.
It was certainly great news, which was why Sayori found it strange there was no fanfare.
“Um… Guys?”
Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. It wasn’t that he wasn’t happy with the news per say, he just couldn’t get over how incredible the timing of it was.
“What’re you guys looking at?” Sayori sat to Shujinkou’s left and peeked into the box on his lap. “Aha! I knew all this was in here! I knew you’d never get rid of everything, Shiko!”
“…Yeah, and it’s a good thing I kept the key safe too, right?” Shujinkou added.
“Mm-hmm. Under your desk was a good spot, Shiko.”
“…”
“…”
“…”
“…”
“…Sayori.”
“Yes?”
“It was supposed to be a secret.”
“I know, that’s why you hid it all the way in the back.”
“…”
“…”
“…”
“… Ah! That’s no fair, Shiko! You led me on!”
Is the snooper really complaining about being tricked here? In this particular case, Natsuki decided to remain quiet and watch how the conversation played out.
“Did you go through everything under my bed?” Shujinkou questioned.
“…Not everything.” Sayori admitted regretfully. “I was just… worried you may have done something you may regret for the rest of your life.”
“Well, you weren’t wrong to be worried.”
“Hey, isn’t this Hiroko’s Adventure Log?” Sayori quickly reached into the box and brought the book close. “I didn’t know you had it too.”
“Granny Hisa gave it to me after Hiroko died,” Shujinkou explained. “She thought reading it would make me feel better, but naturally I didn’t.”
“Never?”
“I… I was afraid to see what she wrote in there. I already felt like really bad and I’m pretty sure anything in there would have been wasted on me back then.”
“So, what about now?”
“Now?”
“Yeah, you should read it now since you’re okay with talking about her with everyone.”
“I- I can’t read it now!”
“Why not?”
“I just can’t!”
“…”
He wasn’t certain, but Shujinkou felt as if the journal was creeping towards him. “Sayori, I really don’t want to righ-”
“…”
The journal inched ever closer.
“…”
“He wants to do it at his own pace.” Natsuki finally spoke up. “Plus, I’m pretty sure he doesn’t want to do it with us around.”
“Okay.” Sayori conceded and carefully placed the journal back into the box. “Anyway, Shiko, where should I put my stuff?”
“Does the usual spot still work for you?”
“Mm-hmm. I packed light.”
“Wait, why are you asking him where to put your stuff?” Natsuki asked.
“Because it’s been so long that I wanted to make sure there’s still space in here for my stuff.” Sayori answered.
“Y-You’re sleeping in here!? You can’t do that!”
“Why not? I slept in here all the time when we were kids.”
“But that was when you two were kids! You’re not kids now!”
Her objection was met with a shared neutral silence.
“Do either of you not see the problem with it now?”
“…I brought a sleeping bag.” Sayori pointed out.
“Not what I was getting at at all…”
Oh, I get it! Sayori giggled, leaning over Shujinkou to embrace Natsuki. “Don’t worry. We can have a sleepover in your room too.”
“Th-That’s not what I meant either…!” Natsuki shook her head, desperately refusing the notion. “D-Don’t try and change the subject!”
“Ehehe. This is going to be so fun. The three of under the same roof, except with no school stuff this time. Oh, I just got an idea. We should-”
“Pardon me.” Hiro gently knocked on the open door. “Breakfast is ready if anyone wants any.”
“It is? Thanks, Auntie Hiro.” Sayori’s big blue eyes sparkled as she got up and skipped out of the room, bringing Natsuki along with her.
Shujinkou looked down into the box that rested on his lap, gazing at the contents one last time before closing it shut. Only for now this time.
“Hey, Mom, have you ever been in Hiroko’s room all these years?” he asked abruptly.
“Hm? Um, yes.” Hiro confirmed. “You’ve seen me come out of there a few times?”
Shujinkou could not recall anything like that, but there were a lot of rough patches in his memory since his sister’s passing. Honestly, me not remembering parts of that night isn’t that strange in hindsight. …Or at least, it wouldn’t be strange if not for how specific the parts are.
“Is there something about her room?” she asked.
He shook his head. “No. I was just curious.”
“Oh.”
Shujinkou sat the box of memories aside and sat up.
“Actually, there’s something else I want to ask. Actually, it’s more of a request.”
“What is it?”
“Well… Do you think-?”
Chapter 209: Ice
Chapter Text
He kept a close eye on his mother throughout the explanation. It was a tough sell and anyone in her situation would understandably grimace at the idea. However, her expression remained neutral until the very end. Shujinkou couldn’t tell if she hated the idea or if was ambivalent to it. “So… Would it be okay, Mom?”
“Mm. I don’t have any problems with it.” Hiro instantly answered with a soft smile.
“Are you sure? Because-”
“No, it’s fine. I wouldn’t mind at all.”
He was relieved. The biggest obstacle to his request somehow ended up the easiest. Then again, it is Mom. On paper she’s the hardest. In reality, though…
He was snapped back to his senses as he heard his phone rang. Though he wasn’t in his head too klong this time, his mother was already gone. Huh. Must be how Commissioner Gordon feels. Though only Mali does it on purpose…
Shujinkou picked up his phone and answered it.
“Morning, Shujinkou.” Monika’s face popped up on the screen, greeting him with a friendly wave.
It was a gesture Shujinkou returned. “Hey, Monika. What’s up?”
“Nothing much. I was just calling.”
“Oh.”
“So, how’re things over there?”
“Pretty okay.” Shujinkou glanced over his shoulder, staring at Sayori’s bags. “Turns out Sayori’s staying over here during the break too.”
“Really? Wonder if I should ask to stay over there too.” Monika suggested.
“Y-You too?!”
“Just kidding.” Monika giggled at his flushed face, leaving Shujinkou with ambivalent feelings of his own. “Though I have to admit the idea does sound fun. We had to spend most of our time studying at the last sleepover, so we didn’t have too much time for other things.”
“I don’t know Monika, I think we were able to squeeze in enough fun stuff. Maybe it’s just me, but I had a lot of fun.”
“I can’t deny that I had fun too. And studying together was fun too. I guess what I’m saying that it would have been a little better without the overlying pressure.”
“Yeah… Could’ve done without that too.” Shujinkou scratched his right cheek. “So, what’re you up too, Monika? You look like you’re out.”
“Me? I’m-”
“There’s a voice I haven’t heard in a while.” It was a sentiment Shujinkou shared with the familiar voice. Claudette face soon filled the screen. “Hey, Shujinkou. You look pretty lively for a guy that was in a coma not too long ago.”
“I… think it’s been long enough to recover. How’ve you been?”
“Fabulous as usual. What about you? Beat up any cabal of criminals lately?”
“Uh…” Shujinkou awkwardly scratched his right cheek, once again wondering when that tale would blow over. “Speaking of… Sorry about your bike again. I literally have no idea what I was thinking.”
“It’s fine. Gave me something to do while recuperating.”
“Oh. That’s good, I guess.”
“But seriously, Shujinkou, you have to tell me where’d you learn all those moves. Or was it something you were copying from TV?”
“Really couldn’t tell you…”
“Hmmmm… Anyway, sorry to cut this convo short, but Monika and I need to keep to our schedule. Don’t be a stranger. Bye-Bye!”
…
While it was true they had a schedule to adhere to, or so Claudette said, Monika still felt a twinge of disappointment as she put her phone away. Raising her head, she found Claudette gazing at her with a knowing grin. “Claudette?”
“I just love how watching you go on in the honeymoon phase of a crush. You know I could just tell you were talking to Shujinkou not because of his voice but because of the wingding eyes you had during the entire call.” Claudette admitted with laugh.
“I didn’t… have wingding eyes.” Monika instinctively covered the lower half of her face with her scarf, earning her another bout of laughter from Claudette.
“Anyway, that’s enough about your love life. We still have a bit to go before getting there.”
Claudette took Monika by the hand and led her further off the beaten path.
“…Heheh.”
“Hm? What’s so funny, Monika?”
“Just you saying enough about my love life. It’s a bit funny coming from the person who left me notes saying I should ask Shujinkou out in unexpected places.”
“It is my job as the much more experienced elder cousin to guide you with your first major crush. And as much as I would love to go into more of the deets, we don’t have time for that specifically at the moment. We go too far down the Shujinkou rabbit hole and you’ll be lost for days while I try to find you.”
“…I think I moved past that phase by now.”
“If you say so. Anyway, while we’re still tangentially on the subject -- mind telling me why you sent me back home only for a brawl to break out at his place?”
“That was-” Monika winced as she recalled how far a certain someone’s foot dug into her stomach. “Was painful on every level. It was pretty frightening too.”
“Guy really tried to murder someone in a coma, huh? But was taken out by Shujinkou’s grandma, right?”
“Mm-hmm. Lady Hisa ended things quickly after showing up.” Monika recalled the reserved expression on Hisa’s face. She had never seen so much anger hidden behind a calm façade before. Sometimes I wonder if Lady Hisa would have went further if Natsuki wasn’t there. He did hurt her family after all.
“Wonder if that’s where Shujinkou got it from.” Claudette mused.
“I’m really sure whatever was going on with him back then was a onetime thing.”
“We’re still classifying it as whatever happened happened. And Shujinkou really doesn’t remember any of what he did?”
“Just the him fighting parts it seems.”
“And you guys really think it’s best to tell him that he didn’t look like he was close to murdering somebody?”
“That’s really the last thing he needs right now.”
“And we’re just talking about his needs, right?”
It was a question Monika already asked herself countless times. Part of considered she just didn’t want an idealized image she had of Shujinkou to be tarnished, but she after confronting her own feelings, she knew she just didn’t want Shujinkou to remember how he struggled to retain his sanity.
“Seriously, Monika, is everything alright?” Claudette had completely shed her nonchalant demeanor as she questioned her.
“Yeah. Things were hard for a bit, but I think we all came out stronger from it.” Monika answered truthfully.
“Well, I can’t deny that. You seem a bit more confident since I last saw you.”
“You really think so?”
Not saying another word, Claudette closed the distance between them, entwined their fingers, and pressed her forehead against Monika’s. “I do Ms. Let’s Keep supporting each other.”
“Claudette!”
“Gotta stop telling me every little detail!” Claudette playfully stuck out her tongue before running ahead.
“I really do…” Monika followed after Claudette, trudging through the ankle-deep snow until she came across a stunning sight. The path they treaded so far looked nice enough already, but with the trees gone, Monika could truly appreciate the pure white landscape. Accompanying it were streaks of blue provided by the layers of ice where the lake rested and the river that spilled into it over the hills. “It’s so pretty.”
“Mm-hmm. Makes the early morning trip worth it, right?” Claudette walked down the small hill they stood on and dropped her bags a few feet away from the ice. “But you know, we’re not here just to sight-see.”
Monika nodded. The moment she saw the frozen water, she knew exactly what her cousin had in mind.
“It’s been a while, hasn’t it. Think you can keep up with me this time?” Claudette teased. She vividly remembered the many times she brought Monika to the ice when they were younger. The first excursions did not go too well for lil’ Monika.
But that was a long time ago. Monika was more than willing to accept the challenge now. “Guess there’s only one way to find out.”
“Ooh, someone’s confident. Then I’ll meet you out on the ice.” Claudette slipped on her ice skates in a flash and began gliding on the ice.
Monika followed suit, making sure her scarf was secured around her neck before jumping into the ice. “Any suggestions?”
“Just the usual – Try to see if you can catch me.” Claudette spread her arms wide and shut her eyes. “I’ll make the first one easy. Take your best shot.”
Monika shot Claudette a skeptical look as she slowly approached. Once Claudette was within arm’s reach, she quickly slid a few feet to the left.
She quickly closed the distance between them again, only for her cousin to twirl out of sight. “Did I lose you already?”
Monika shook her head as she calmly turned to face Claudette. “No, but I think you and I have different definitions of ‘easy.’”
“Oh, but that was me going easy. Now you better get serious, cause it’s time to raise the tempo.” Claudette skated away from Monika, slowly building up speed as she skated along the edge of the lake.
“Here goes.” Monika once again fastened her scarf, before going after her target.
They skated along the edge of the lake, through the middle and sometimes zigzag from side to side, but no matter what, Claudette was able to keep a considerable distance away from Monika.
“See you got a little better, but it looks like you’re still a rung below me.” Claudette teased.
Skkkrtt! Monika came to a complete stop, taking the moment catch her breath. She wasn’t particularly tired -- in fact, she was ready for more daring tactics. She skated forward, building up enough speed to effortlessly topple her target if she so desired.
Although Claudette easily sidestepping her approach with a twirl made it clear that a collision would happen only if she desired one.
Wait for it… Monika leaned her head and shoulders to the left, allowing her to quickly turn around and fly towards her target.
Claudette prepared to sidestep her again but was then caught off guard once Monika bent her knees. Instead of closing in on Claudette, Monika jumped, spinning through the air right past her.
“Now there’s a promo moment.” Claudette gave her cousin a round of applause, continuing to do so as she watched Monika maintain her spin on the ground. “Now, try to keep up.”
Claudette began her approach towards Monika, brushing past her before just as quickly turning and flying past her. She jumped, soaring past Monika while striking a majestic pose.
“Anything you can do, I can do better.” – That was the message Claudette sent her little cousin.
She hit the ground, maintaining her momentum as she moved further away from Monika. However, it was clear she wasn’t just trying to keep distance. She was skating in a very specific wide arc, her eyes daring Monika to take the challenge.
“If you insist.” Monika moved to one end of the lake. She had more than space, so just had to make sure to make sure the size was just perfect.
She skated forward, scratching the ice as she subtly changed the angle of her path ever so slightly. Just before hitting the other side of the lake she turned and flew back to the other side.
Like before, she turned before hitting the other side and made her way back only to change direction one last time. “There.”
The moment she finished, a pair of arms pulled her close and dip her as if they were dancing.
“Caught you,” Claudette leaned forward, making sure her smile of victory was all Monika could see.
“Huh? I thought I was the one after you.”
“Never said it couldn’t be the other way around.”
…
Monika sighed. She was proud of her performance, but Claudette suddenly catching her balance felt like all her progress was for naught.
“Are you still dwelling on the climax?” Claudette teased.
“Claudette… It was five minutes ago.” In those five minutes, the two had found a big enough rock to sit on and enjoy a cup of hot chocolate they brought along.
“Should’ve kept your eyes open while sketching on the ice.” Claudette drew her attention back to the lake, once again emphasizing the C and M they’ve carved into the ice. “Still, if I didn’t know any better, I’d think you’ve been training to take my crown, Monika.”
“Not really. I just wanted to be able to keep up with you.”
“Oh no. If you want to keep up with me, you’ll have to aim for the crown. Just trying to keep up’s going to get you left behind.”
“We’ll see.”
“You know, your vague confidence makes it seem like you’re trying to get a rise out of me you know. Is this your way of getting back at me?”
Monika simply smiled before taking another sip from her drink. “…Hah. The last few months really came and went.”
“Time flies, Monika. Again, why’d you think we came out here so early?”
“I know, but I was just thinking how little was done last semester.”
“Again?”
“I’m not sulking, but it is an objective fact that that most of it was just obstacle after obstacle after obstacle – and that’s putting it lightly. Honestly, the only real peace we’ve gotten since the start was after Shujinkou woke up.”
“Didn’t you guys have to high tail it to school one your first exam day only for Shujinkou to stay behind to help someone who was pregnant?” Claudette pointed out.
“…The only real peace with no worries at all was after the exams. Though the party part of the slumber party was pretty peaceful.” Monika added.
“Monika, we both know the words party and peaceful are pretty much oxymorons.” Claudette chuckled.
“It’s all relative in this case. Sure something positive came out from all of it, but… It’s still a bit upsetting knowing that most of it was spent dealing with everything.”
“Well, strange stuff on the eve Hallow’s Eve aside, sadly life plays with us like that sometimes and all we can do is soldier on, you know. Oh, speaking of which.” Claudette dug into her jacket and pulled out several plastic cards for Monika to see. “Ta-daa! Your new club membership cards!”
“That’s-! When’d you-?”
“While you were busy preparing for the final exams. You already had the design, so I figured I’d do you a favor and get them made for you.” Claudette explained, passing them along to Monika. “Five custom ones for the current members and several more down the line just in case.”
It was surreal. She didn’t think that she would have the time to get her designs made anytime soon and know she was holding them in her hands. “Thank you.”
“No problem. But while we’re on the subject, are you sure you want to continue on with your expansion plans?”
“What do you mean?”
“Isn’t the club kind of you and your friends’ thing? Wouldn’t getting other people involved take away from that?”
“…The thought did cross my mind. And honestly I would like to make a few more memories with just us, especially since we didn’t have that much time the last few months to do so. But… the club isn’t just for us. It’s true that a small part of the reason I started the club was for my own personal reasons but I really wanted to make a safe space for those that share the same interest and even if some weren’t interested at first, I still wanted them to feel welcomed.”
Monika held four of the cards close to her chest, feeling a great warmth emanating from them.
“I was able to make some of the friends I have now because of the club and I wouldn’t want to deny anyone else the opportunity to have the same chance. If I did that, then that go against what I want the club to stand for.”
“Okay.” Claudette shrugged and slid off the rock. “Anyway, we should probably start heading back now or else we’ll fall further off the schedule.
She offered her hand, helping Monika up to her feet.
“Let’s go… Club President.”

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