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He’s pretty weird for an omega, but he also doesnt have the time to care about it.

It didn’t matter how many stares, snide comments, or even confrontations from brave betas or alphas (sometimes other omegas) he got, he still didn’t have the time to care.

Getting ahead of ourselves here, we need to take a step back.

His name is Ludwig Beilschmidt, 23 years old, single, and what he personally likes to call “living it up.”

If “living it up” meant working up in the ranks and shoving all other candidates out of the way to get that 75 cent raise on his payroll at a local convenience store is living the dream, then yeah, that’s what he’s doing. He always made it to work 15 minutes before his shift started, always left no more than 2 minutes after it ended, walked home in the span of 25, made dinner in 30, and went to bed by 9 p.m on the dot. Ludwig is an orderly man, and he’s never missed a beat on his schedule, even if he had to deal with his older brother’s antics or someone running late at work.

His boss still couldn’t figure that out to this day. Seriously, how did you still manage to leave work 2 minutes after your shift ended on the dot when you just get a call about one of your employees running 5 or 8 minutes late?

But that’s a story never to be told, get over it. The point of this entire thing is Ludwig is never late, he lived an orderly life. He always did everything on the dot.

Except...today.

When Ludwig had woken up that morning, everything was as precise as usual. Get up, make breakfast, eat, get dressed, go to work. Simple. He managed to do four of the tasks, except the last. He was on his way to work when it happened. A few thugs messing with a short man, probably some random beta, didn’t really matter to him, except when it did matter. He had turned his nose up at the confrontation, because his brother had taught him to ignore pointless confrontations, keep himself safe. He’s an unmarked omega, there are loads of threats, better safe than sorry. He was happy to walk past this little spat as well, except whoever the one being bullied was called out to him. Acting like they know each other, getting the thugs in on it as well, and using their focus on him to slowly slip away from a corner that he had been backed into.

Ludwig initially thought that this asshole was using him as a decoy to escape, and while he had no problems beating up some useless alphas or betas (and possibly getting into deep shit for that) he still didn’t like it. He was ready to sway the thugs back into this complete stranger, ready to give him a what for himself, except that he couldn’t.

“Hey, look, it’s the David Hasselhoff or whatever these Americans call him!” The short stranger suddenly exclaimed, causing the two alpha thugs to actually look (and for Ludwig’s belief in the human race to drop just a smidge more) in the direction he pointed at.

Ludwig would never admit that his eyes shifted in the direction as well. He would never admit it, and if anyone were to comment on said subject, he would forever deny his blue eyes traveling a little too far to the right because he too was low key curious. Of course he didn’t really get to look, because the short man had grabbed his hand and sprinted the other way. Sprinting so fast that Ludwig was sure that he’d probably time traveled. By the time he even managed to get his bearings, the man in front of him was panting heavily, talking about just how scary the situation had been, talking about pointless things when Ludwig caught a whiff of his scent.

This asshole is an alpha.

Now, as stated previously, he’s considered a weird omega. Tall, muscular, kinda scary up close, but this guy…

He didn’t know what to think. Short, weak, way to comfortable around strangers, and way to soft spoken to be an alpha. Alphas are supposed to be big and scary, that’s what Gilbert taught him. Omegas barely had any rights, so he had to be extra cautious.

‘They can plead that you seduced them’

‘Alphas take advantage of omegas, stay on your guard at all times.’

‘While betas are less likely to hurt you, there are still a handful that will.’

‘Don’t put your neck on display, you’re just asking to be marked then and there’

And his neck is never on display. His cuff that all omegas wore is secured around his neck tightly, and he couldn’t help but brush his fingers across the puffed up material lightly, as if to reassure him that it was still there.

“Hey there, you okay?” The short alpha asked, looking at him worriedly. “Did they scare you? It’s okay, they really scared me! I tried telling them that I surrendered the moment they came into my view but they just wouldn’t listen! And then one of them wanted to hit me in the face and-Agh! Why is it always the face?!”

Just what the ever loving fuck is he experiencing right now?

Ludwig felt his fingers twitch ever so slightly with the urge to pull on that curled ohage. Felt his jaw tighten with anger at the entire situation, even the fact that this alpha had the audacity to assume that he was scared just because he’s an omega. This man is shame to other alphas.

But none of that mattered suddenly.

Ludwig stiffened, quickly pulling his phone out of his pocket to check the time, thick blond brows raising, lips parting slightly. “I’m late for work.” He huffed out, causing the alpha to wring his hands.

“I-Is it because of me?”

That seemed to be the only sensible thing this alpha has said since their meeting.

Ludwig swallowed, eyes fixed on the alpha with such intensity, that the alpha looked like a dog with its tail between his legs. Oh, the things Ludwig wanted to say to him. The amount of times that he wanted to punch that stupid face, except he couldn’t. Not because he wasn’t aloud, he just couldn’t bring himself to actually raise a hand for some reason.

“Ah, no. I woke up late.” He instead lied, feeling warmth spread through his chest at the sight of the alpha relaxing, stupid smile gracing his soft face.

“Ah good! For a minute there, I thought I messed up real bad.”

’Except you did. ‘

“Want me to walk you to work? It’s the least I could do for dragging you in to that scary spat. I’ll even buy you something real nice on the way.” The alpha said, already latching himself onto Ludwig’s arm, pulling him along.

“Uh, sure. My job is this way.” He stiffly commented, pointing in the direction of his job, and just letting the alpha take the lead.

What had he gotten himself into?

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The whole rest of the day was spent in a daze. Everyone found Ludwig’s behavior rather odd, and even after he left for the day and made it back home, his brother was very on edge. Gilbert’s never really seen Ludwig this off before in his life. Even when his little brother was sick, he was still orderly. Orderly in...whatever way a sick person is..wake up, medicine, nap, and whatever else that’s made up of, Gilbert didn’t know. The idea was off putting to know in general.

The point is, his brother is different. While this would be welcome in any other circumstance, Gilbert didn’t like to see his brother come home with the smell of alpha lightly clinging to him. His little brother wasn’t one to hang around others in general, let alone have someone in his personal space long enough for their scent to linger. Gilbert could feel his alpha instincts flare at the smell, and they told him to jump whoever it was that touched someone in his pack, but that’s stupid and not awesome because, well, Ludwig said so. He doesn’t really remember when that started being something that he actually cared about.

“Do anything ’exciting’ today, little brother?” Gilbert asked as casually as possible to kill the silence that had formed since his brother had gotten home and stumbled all over the kitchen to help make dinner.

“No.” Was the immediate response and Gilbert sighed, resting his chin in the palm of his hand.

“Okay, look,” he started, red eyes trained hard on his little brother who was setting out two plates and silverware for them to eat. “You’re all over the place, and you’ve been like that since you’ve walked through the door, Lud. What happened?” He tried, watching his brother look away and say nothing, only pursing his lips. Gilbert let out a sigh, giving a pout. “You know that you can talk to me about anything, right?.” He emphasized the word by leaning up into Ludwig’s face.

Ludwig himself didn’t seem to notice. Usually he’d step away or push his brother’s face with one of his hands, but instead he shrugged. “Something happened.” Another shrug. “I was late to work today, and I’m upset, but…” he trailed off again, giving yet a third shrug.

Still didn’t explain the smell.

“Were you in trouble?” Gilbert asked, cocking his head.

“No.”

“Then what’s really wrong?”

Gilbert was never really good at these kinds of things. He preferred straight and to the point, not dancing around a subject so much that nothing got answered.

“Am I strange?” His little brother finally mumbled out, rubbing the back of his head.

“Did someone say that you were?” He could feel his shoulders go back, chest puffing out ever so slightly.

“Well, no.” Ludwig deflated. “Just answer the question, I want an honest opinion.”

This is something a bit hard to answer. Everyone’s opinions varied, and well, they lived in a society where no one’s really afraid to voice their opinions, no matter how harsh they were. While Omegas had more rights than before, they are still frowned upon by many beta and alphas in the world. He always hoped that Lud would manage to accomplish more than working at a convenience store, maybe try to see if other colleges may accept him, but his brother had given up. You’d think that education would be on the list of rights, but you had to pay a lot of money to actually get in to the ones that welcomed them. Everything is so rigged.

“Well, an omega is supposed to be rather small and frail with soft features...but that’s just the majority of the omega genetics. I don’t understand why you all have to be considered that specifically if betas and alphas come in different shapes and sizes as well. The world is a bit blind if they can’t see that.”

“But why am I like this and not that?” Ludwig suddenly countered, completely ignoring the rest of Gilbert’s comment on the subject.

“Our family isn’t really small like that?” Gilbert tried, earning a small frown from his brother. “I don’t really know what you want me to say, brother.”

“I mean, is there a difference? Is me being like this bad? Does that mean if I were to bare kids they’d have a hard time surviving in the womb? Are my heats doing bad things to me? Are-“

“The doctor said that you are completely fertile. I believe that there is no difference and that you are lingering on useless information.” Gilbert cut his brother off.

Ludwig snapped his mouth shut, standing up a little straighter. While it’s true that his doctor told him that he would have no problems baring children, he still wondered: is there a catch? Is there something that would deform his child for being the way he is? His head began to hurt thinking about it.

Gilbert put a hand on Ludwig’s shoulder. He hadn’t noticed that Gilbert had even moved at all, but the touch was comforting. “Excuse me.” Ludwig mumbled, lips pursed. Of course, his brother seemed to know how to defuse the tension by smiling stupidly.

“Don’t worry about the little things, you’re young Lud, you’ll be fine. Those rumors about omega becoming infertile by 25 are just that, rumors.”

“But it has happened-“

“And that’s just genetics!” Gilbert scoffed. “Look, lots of omegas I’ve met have gotten pregnant between 29 and 35, and their children are okay.”

Ludwig sighed, shoulders slumping. He felt his brother nuzzle his neck, and he relaxed further. “But that’s only 2 percent of the population.” Ludwig tried to counter, brows knitted.

Gilbert rolled his eyes, grabbing Ludwig’s hand. “You’re thinking too much about it.” He said, dragging his brother into the living room. He sat down, forcing his brother to lie across his lap. “Even if you can’t have kids, you can always adopt. There’s plenty of orphans in this city.”

“Yeah..” Ludwig trailed off, sighing. He decided nothing more was needed, and instead curled against his older brother, who took a whiff of the trailing alpha scent and narrowed his brows.

“Who’s this alpha you’re letting hang all over you?” He finally voiced.

Ludwig wasn’t expecting the quick change in subject. “Someone I met on the street today, it’s a long story.”

“You met them today?”

“Well, some alphas were threatening him, and he-“

“Enough, you smell disgusting. I’m marking you.” It was a statement and Ludwig blinked dumbly.

“Again? You just did this a few days ago, brother.”

“And I’m doing it again.”

Ludwig didn’t fight it. He opened his neck, enjoying the feel of his older brother’s wrists rubbing small circles into his skin. His touch was firm and his skin was cool, but he happily leaned into the feeling. He couldn’t stop the light purr that tumbled from his lips as he felt nails gliding across his scalp. He personally enjoyed it when his brother did this. It’s an alpha thing, but man did it help. Helped him relax in stressful situations, helped him out of trouble..his brother was “useful for something” as Gilbert liked to call it, other than making food for him and bugging him all the time.

Alphas are pretty useful for a lot of things, once you get passed the whole aggression nonsense, as it is the same with betas and omegas, everyone is flawed. This is what Gilbert had taught him when he was 8 and his brother was 16. He had just gotten back to the school from a field trip, and he knew that his older brother was waiting for him. He happily ran up to Gilbert as per usual, but if you know a person, you know when somethings wrong. Something that you think you might be able to fix, but sometimes you can’t, because something out there hated you.

‘Sometimes life can be horrendously cruel, Ludwig. It does stuff to you that isn’t fair, and while you can always find a way around it, sometimes you can’t.’

He hadn’t seen his brother’s girlfriend anymore after that, and when he asked why, his brother smiled at him, patting his head, and simply saying:

’I can’t help an omega have children.’

He didn’t quite understand fully until he got a little older.

“There! Now you smell as awesome as me, hahaha!”

And all of the joy that Ludwig had felt from the caressing was gone in an instant. He quickly got up, blank faced, and began to go to his room.

“Lud, don’t be like that to brother!”

“Annoying.”

He ignored the constant pounds of the door and the fake crying for about an hour until he finally came out, and let himself endure his brother hanging off of him as they finally walked back to the table to eat their already cold dinner.

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The rest of the day was spent with his brother hanging off of him as per usual. Even returning to work the next day was going as planned, and Lud half expected something to ruin the peaceful orderly pace. A week had gone by in a flash, and Ludwig was convinced that he wouldn’t ever see that strange alpha again. In fact, he relished the fact that his life was back to normal, nothing weird to deal with. Today was like any day. He would be off work tomorrow, he could do things that he liked for a change (though not many) and he could chill. It was the dream!

Or it was, until he ran into someone at the door.

“Pardon me.” He spoke, swiftly stepping aside to let the other through.

“Oh hey! It’s good to see you again, I didn’t think we’d ever run into each other. Man this really is a small world isn’t it?” And there was that ever familiar voice. That voice that he thought would never enter his ears ever again, and honestly, he should have expected it.

“Oh...hey.” He awkwardly spoke, posture stiffening.

“I wanted to thank you again for the other day! You were so scared after we both got away, but you were sooooo cool and stuff on the outside! I wanted to make sure you were fine!”

Did this man ever make sense? Was he thanking him or checking up on him? What was he doing and why?

“I’m fine, are you okay?” Ludwig spoke, getting a slap on the back.

“Hey man, you need to relax. I don’t care about the whole top dog low dog thing! I’m more of someone who wants to be friends with everybody! The scary ones included, you know?”

No he was just an idiot.

“Sure.” Ludwig responded, still not really relaxing. It was hard to when an alphas scent was as strong as this one was.

“Man you really love one word phrases! Oh I never even caught your name! I’m Feliciano Vargas.”

He didn’t want to know that. “Ludwig Beilschmidt.” God damn it why did he say that.

“Ludwig? Ohhhh can I call you Lud?”

NO “Sure.” GOD DAMN IT.

“Cool! Well Lud, I only came here to pick up something for my brother. Want to hang out sometime? How about tomorrow? I know some really good pizza places around the city, and I can totally get us a good discount!” Vargas spoke with a look of determination on his face.

Ludwig himself wasn’t going to give up his one day off. He worked hard for this day, and over his dead body would he gi- “Sounds Fine.” WHY DID HE KEEP OBEYING THIS GOD FORSAKEN ALPHA?

“I’ll pick you up here around 1 pm, sound good?” Vargas spoke, all smiles.

“Good.” Lud responded getting more pats on the back.

“Great friend! I’ll see you tomorrow! Take care and make sure to not get scared of alphas! Remember, we are just like you! We have sensitive feelings and like to share them as well!”

And with that, the alpha was gone, and Ludwig began his trek home.

What had he just done? What was he thinking? Why was that alpha so...so weird?

In all of Ludwig’s life, he has never seen a random alpha react the same way Vargas does. Many of the alphas in his school always poked and prodded omegas. Touching them in certain areas that would make the omega’s squirm, always trying to figure out how many they could lay. He wasn’t particularly fond of them. His brother was really the only alpha he didn’t mind.

Ludwig rubbed the back of his head, blunt nails scratching lightly at the shave. He felt...odd. He’s never felt this odd before. It wasn’t the fact that Feliciano had run into him, it was...well, he didn’t know. What he did know, was that there was the smallest sense of longing in his chest. It both pissed him off and made him want to indulge in the feeling. He tsk’ed, hunching over. His speed increased and he was home in less time than usual.

“Ah, brother! That was..rather quick. Get a ride from a coworker?” Gilbert questioned, peaking out of the doorway at his brother. One hand was resting in the pocket of the apron he wore, while the other held a whisk.

“No. Don’t worry about it.” Ludwig responded quickly, making his way to his room.

Gilbert blinked stupidly, walking after his brother. “Ludwig, did something happen?” He asked, a million thoughts racing through his head. His red eyes quickly trailed over Ludwig’s body, fully ready to engage in a fight if someone touched his brother.

“Nothing happened.” Ludwig stopped , brows furrowed. His hand went right back to rub at his neck, nails scratching at the area once again. His brother eyed him for a moment, studying him closely. He pushed Ludwig’s hand aside, trailing his fingers across the back of his neck. His brother surged forward, face heating up. Gilbert quickly pulled his hand back as he watched his brother quickly regain his composure, glaring at him. “Brother, what was that all about?” He quickly demanded.

Gilbert sighed, crossing his arms, looking down in thought. “You’re not wearing your collar.” He answered, before walking back toward the kitchen. He stopped in the doorway once again, looking down. “Be careful with that alpha.” Was all he muttered before disappearing into the kitchen.

Ludwig rubbed the back of his neck, replaying the words over in his head. He sighed out through his nose, lips pursing. “I’m skipping dinner.” And he was quickly off to bed.

Of course, when morning arrived, Ludwig continued his usual routine, though having yet another disturbance with his brother passed out on the couch, alcohol bottles littering the floor. He sighed at the mess on his lovely cushioned palace, before heading into the kitchen to make the alpha some breakfast and coffee. When he finished, he woke his brother up, showered, pulled on his camo pants, boots, black tank, and green jacket. He slid his collar on easily, and decided to throw on a cap, before looking in the mirror. He turned his body at a few angles, before sighing. He then quickly perked up, brows narrowing.

Why did he care about how he looked? It’s not like this was a date or anything. He just had to be casual, yeah, casual. He could do that.

He thinks he can do that, anyway.

Yeah, he really can’t, but no one has to know that.

Ludwig stood at attention like he was in the army, and made his way toward the kitchen, where a very tired Gilbert sat, one hand holding his head, the other holding his coffee. The older male grunted, peaking a red eye up at his little brother. “Where are you going?” He questioned, taking another sip at his coffee.

“Out.” Was Ludwig’s response, to which his brother sighed, and left it as is. Probably too hungover to care at the moment, really.

“Alright. Be careful, there’s been a lot of assaults lately.” Gilbert spoke, trying hard to have a stern voice, but it lacked all around. Ludwig himself let out a sigh of his own, hands clenched into fists.

“Brother, you tell me this every morning. I believe that I will be fine, do not worry so much. I’m strong.” He didn’t want to be upset, but he was. Gilbert tended to act like he couldn’t take care of himself. He understood that he meant well, but…

No, he wasn’t going to go there right now.

“All I’m asking is that you come home, Lud..” Gilbert paused for a moment, swallowing the lump in his throat, before sniffing. “Have fun.” He finished quickly, deciding to preoccupy himself with the food his brother left for him.

Ludwig clenched his jaw, shoulders squaring. “Yes, excuse me.” He placed his hand on his older brother’s shoulder briefly, giving it a light squeeze, before heading out the door, closing it behind him softly.

***

As requested of him, he stood outside his workplace, deciding against going in, as he only wished to be there when he needed to be. This was definitely not one of those time.

The breeze was gentle, as usual when spring was beginning to ease in. The city was as lively as ever, young omegas clinging to their alphas, some betas hanging off other betas for the most part, but there were a few different in the mixes. One of the big changes the world had gone through was being more open about who partnered with who. Betas were free to be with alphas and omegas alike, and vice versa. There were a few alphas with other alphas, and some omegas with other omegas, but those were the most rare. He was sure at some point, there would be more crawling around. Of course, these thoughts led him back to the alpha.

Feliciano Vargas, an alpha who seemed a bit too short to be one, looked way to scrawny and weak, acted like everyone was an equal, always reassured Ludwig that he saw him as more than an omega. Weird, spazzy, and way too loud with a voice that could easily get on your nerves. He was a complete dunce, but if he had to compliment him in some way, his alpha scent seemed very prominent, oddly enough. He didn’t really like that, but at the same time, it was intriguing.

Honestly, though, there needed to be more people like him that were so open to equality. He could easily snatch up anyone he wanted with that mindset, as there were egalitarians in this world fighting every day to give everyone a voice. Ludwig wasn’t one to really participate, as he didn’t like commotion. He’s had an ear full of insults because of this, and even though his older brother attended events like that for his own brother to have equal rights, he tended to try and discourage the alpha from participating as he often got into fights with other alphas or betas that thought otherwise and willingly insulted him, like they knew his own family was an omega as well.

Of course, his brother still went almost religiously, claiming he couldn’t stop until they’ve done something. Lud didn’t understand what that ‘something’ could be, but if he had to guess, it may have to do with the fact that places continuously refused him just because he was an omega, even if he was fully capable, if not more so to do things than even their own workers. He really wished his brother would just drop it, he was perfectly fine working in a convenience store. Sure, it wasn’t really the best job, but he’s worked hard to get where he is. Just because alphas got paid more, didn’t mean that he shouldn’t try for himself.

Ludwig rubbed at his temples. Great. Just great, he hadn’t been standing there long, and he was already beginning to get a headache from simple everyday bullshit in the world that would probably never go away.

“Hey, Lud!” A voice called, knocking Ludwig out of his thoughts entirely, bringing his hands down.

“Feliciano, welcome.”

“Just Feli is fine, we’re friends after all.”

Oh this was going to be a long day.

“Ah, yes. Feli.” He didn’t like the taste it left in his mouth. “Where is it that you planned to go?” He decided to question, completely ignoring his problems.

Feliciano seemed to brighten even more at the question, easily latching onto Ludwig’s arm like before, and pulling him along. Clinging to him like this was a thing they’ve always done. Like they were besties. Sweat began to pool on Ludwig’s forehead. It seemed to get worse the more he felt that small chest engulf his arm. The entire situation made him heated, and made sweat pool more in areas that he didn’t like. He’s never had this problem before, so why was it happening now? He wondered if it was just an instinctual composition happening since the one beside him was an alpha. It would make sense, it wasn’t like he’s had alphas randomly hang off of him for long periods of time, after all. This was just another weird trait that he had, and probably learned about and just forgot.

He let out a breath as they finally neared the pizza place, happy to know that he would soon be freed. Freed from the clutches of an alpha who had a really strong musky scent lingering off of him. It really made him uncomfortable.

Of course, what made him more uncomfortable was Feliciano holding the door open for him, claiming that it was just polite to do, and not because he was an omega. Lud...actually believed him. The alpha didn’t really seem to mean harm, but did seem overly nervous about getting yelled or snapped at for treating someone below him. Ludwig couldn’t help but wonder if maybe, just maybe, he’s had to deal with that sort of thing on more than one occasion. Figures people would overreact, honestly.

He thanked the alpha, easily assuring him that the thought of gender roles hadn’t crossed his mind whatsoever. Honestly, seeing the alpha relax and brighten up made him feel warm inside.

They were seated in a booth, and were started off with drinks when Feliciano announced that he had to run to the bathroom. The alpha quickly excused himself, noticing just how flustered he seemed. He decided upon it being an alpha thing and easily ignored it, sipping on his soda.

While beer was the preferred go to drink, he didn’t exactly need to be drinking alcohol around someone hat he barely knew, so soda it was. Plus, he doubted they even sold alcohol here. Well, no, they sold wine, but that was the only thing he could see. Maybe when they’ve gotten to know each their better, he could genuinely drink with the alpha.

No, no, that wasn’t something that was going to happen. Feliciano would soon enough find him rather boring, as did other people, and he would go back to being left alone like he wanted. Now, that didn’t mean that he didn’t want to find somebody, but…

Really, it was becoming the last thing on his mind, and he was slowly liking the idea of just dealing with his drunken, egalitarian brother who would mark him when he thought he smelled disgusting. He liked that. No expectations, no worries, just him, his brother, and him. He would get that pay raise, and advance just a little more, the perfect life.

His thoughts were broken by the alpha returning less flustered, and smiling wide at him. Ludwig raised his brows, and his hands were suddenly being grasped. His fight or flight responses were kicking in, and he stiffened at the touch, not liking that wide, open mouthed smile that graced Vargas’ soft features. “All this time I’ve been wondering if I’d done something to upset you, but while I was in the rest, I came to understand exactly what’s wrong!” The alpha spoke with such surness, but Ludwig was just confused, wishing the other would stop touching him so casually.

“And?” The omega questioned, leaning back as the alpha leaning in.

“21 questions!”

“Eh?”

Ludwig wondered if it was too late to back out of this lunch meeting, or whatever it was. Definitely not a date. Far from it.

“You ask me a question, I’ll answer, and vice versa! We will get to know each other better, and it’ll be fun! I’ll even let you go first.” Feliciano spoke with such excitement, and gave a look of determination to the idea. Ludwig supposed that he could humor the alpha. It’s not like this would matter later, anyway.

“Alright, I suppose this is fine.” Ludwig agreed, warning Feli buzz with excitement. “Well...why did you chose this particular restaurant to dine at?” Kinda lame, but better than nothing supposed.

“Because pasta is the best thing to exist!”

He wondered if he should remind the other that they were eating pizza. Eating pizza at a pizza joint, and the two meals are entirely different things, but then again he was sure that the other knew that. “I don’t really eat it enough to care.”

“And that’s exactly why I got you pizza! I usually come here and order their biggest helping of pasta, but you didn’t look like the type to enjoy that so I decided to order us pizza instead.”

Ludwig blinked a few times in surprise. The first being that they actually served pasta at this establishment, the other being that be didn’t think that Feliciano would be observant enough to try and go for something that they both could enjoy. Maybe he didn’t give him enough credit when forming actual thoughts, he would have to discipline himself for that later.

“How kind of you.” He responded, liking the way Feliciano’s smile curved more.

“My turn!” He said excitedly, clapping his hands together as the pizza was placed between them. He rubbed his hands together as if he was brewing up an evil plan, before he tangled his fingers together. “What kind of food do you really like?” Well, at least the question was easy to answer.

“Sausages..potatoes..beer?” Well, that got lame really fast.

“That’s an interesting combination, I like it!” Well, at least the other was pleased. “You’re turn!”

“Alright, well…why do you see everyone as an equal?”

Feliciano was silent after that. He seemed to be contemplating the question a lot. He probably shouldn’t have asked, but he wanted to know Feli’s reason. Was he just another egalitarian, or was there more to it than that?

“Well...if I’m going to be honest, and I do hope that I do not offend, but I never actually thought about it.” He rubbed the back of his fluffy hair. “When everyone in my class in school presented, well, it was just that to me. I felt the symptoms as do other alphas, but after I adjusted, it didn’t really mean anything to me. My brother grew more hateful with his, but I never did? Or, my grandfather says I didn’t. I don’t believe I did. If I did change, I’m unaware of it. Even as I got older and some omegas went into heats at school, they didn’t really bother me as much as other alphas. Kind of the reason why I don’t really agree to alphas just walking all over betas and omegas. All of the alphas in my class would talk about them like they were objects, like you all just existed to please them and nothing more, but you all are so much more! You all have feelings, you think, you get scared. Why should you be labeled as something else other than human?”

Ah, he was an honest egalitarian, just like his brother. Used more common sense and realistic facts than just following what others said and agreeing even if there’s a possibility it’s wrong. Ludwig felt his lips quirk upwards into the smallest smile. If the alpha wanted to impress him in anyway, well, just saying that did the trick. He quite liked his open mindedness.

“Yes, thank you.” Lud responded, watching Feliciano’s smile come back in full blast. Lunch was actually turning out rather nice. Even after they both paid (with that really good discount that the alpha had previously mentioned) and headed out, it was nice. They managed to simply go walking around the area talking. Simply continuing from where they left off in the restaurant, and by the time the sun began to set, they easily met back at the convenience istore where Ludwig worked. In just half a day, Ludwig had learned a lot about Feliciano. He was currently living with his twin brother Romano in the house that their grandfather used to own. Their parents died when they were both 4 years old. They inherited the house from their grandfather who had actually died about a year ago now. He also learned that Feli was attending college nearby, majoring in Culinary. He had a friend from high school named Kiku Honda who had followed after him, and was a beta. Ludwig has to admit, the other male was a lot smarter than he seemed at first glance, and the atmosphere around him was rather calming, despite his sporadic nature. It was easy to relax around the male, which Ludwig had to admit was rather true, seeming that he tended to agree more times than not to Feli’s requests, regardless of instinct or not.

In return, Ludwig told him about his older brother, who was currently living with him, and doing the majority of house cleaning and cooking while he worked and paid for their home. He admitted that his brother didn’t quite take advantage of the fact that he was an alpha, and couldn’t exactly keep a job when his co workers tended to offend him with their behavior toward omegas. When Feli had asked about his brother’s mate, Ludwig had shifted from foot to foot for a moment, before admitting to his brother being sterile, and how it tended to drive away more potential mates than reel in. He also admitted to not bothering with college since he’s had no luck and that he liked where he was currently working. They both even went as far as to exchange numbers with each other. The notion itself left. Good feeling in the pit of Ludwig’s stomach, and his chest felt light.

Of course, this made Feli huff, mentioning the fact that he still couldn’t believe that even in this day and age, they could allow colleges to refuse omegas. He even went as far to state just how many omegas in this world are more reliant than alphas or betas themselves, and to simply walk all over someone just because of how they were born is still the most ridiculous thing that he’s ever heard. Honestly, just seeing another alpha be genuine about omega equality was becoming a reel in for Ludwig. He found it rather attractive that he could stand next to someone who was an alpha that usually tried to use their authority, didn't. It felt..well, different.

So different, that when they finally stopped at the convenience store, Ludwig felt a bit disappointed.

“Are you sure that you don’t want me to walk you home?” Feli asked, shifting from foot to foot, hands rubbing together. Ludwig could easily tell that the other was both nervous for asking and nervous in general about Ludwig getting home safely. The taller male simply waved him off.

“I’m sure.” Ludwig stated, watching Feli’s shoulders rise a bit. “I can handle them, do not worry.” He tried to reassure. It saddened him a bit that his words only did so much, but well, what could he do?

“Alright…” the alpha still seemed more nervous than not.

Ludwig sighed slightly, cocking his head down at the alpha, fingers twitching for a moment, before he finally let himself grab ahold of Feli’s hand, squeezing it reassuringly. “Don’t worry, I’m stronger than I look.”

Seeing the way that beautiful smile bloomed once more across Vargas’ face scent flutters through Ludwig. “Okay my dude, just be careful. There’s been a lot of assaults lately, some really bad people afoot!” He exclaimed, giving Ludwig’s hand a good squeeze back, causing the omega’s stomach to tingle slightly.

Ludwig furrowed his brows. Gilbert tended to say this just to make him be careful , but he doubted Feliciano would do the same, even if they’ve only known each other just recently. “...Sure, of course.” He responded, making a mental note to research more about where the assaults took place so that he could avoid them better. “Good night, Feli.” He smoothly spoke, getting another squeeze to his hand from the alpha.

“Good night buddy! Please do message me when you arrive home.” The alpha pleaded lightly, relaxing even more when Lud nodded in understanding.

When they finally did part, Ludwig’s chest tightened, and a sense of loneliness washed over him like a wave. He chose to ignore it, instead opting to scratch at the back of his neck, fingers gliding over the puffy fabric of his collar, wondering if he would have to change his route to the grocery store, or even the gym.

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Upon arriving home, Ludwig discovered that he had a few texts from his brother. As he stepped inside, he assured Gilbert that he was back home and that he would see him either later that night or in the morning, to which his brother easily responded with a simple ‘morning’ meaning that he was out getting drunk with the few buddies that he actually had. Ludwig rolled his eyes, deciding to leave it as is, before receiving another text, but this time from Feliciano.

From Feliciano V.: ’made it home friend!’

Ludwig felt a s smile gracing his lips, hands happily tapping away.

To Feliciano V. : ‘I’ve arrived as well. Thank you again for today, I had quite a time.’

And with that, Ludwig stuffed his phone back into his pocket, removing his cap, and running his hands through his hair. As nice as it was to have his hair away from his eyes, leaving it confined for too long still felt rather uncomfortable. Of course, Ludwig didn’t want to admit to sometimes seeking Gilbert out to have him ruffle his hair instead rather than himself, but we didn’t need to talk about that.

Ludwig decided to strip himself of his clothes, opting to take a shower and then head off to bed since he was the only one home for the night. No reason to make dinner. He had the shower running, and he had just stripped himself of his boxers, before his phone dinged once more.

From Feliciano V.: ‘I had fun as well! I hope that we can do this again sometime?’

To Feliciano V. : ‘I’d like that, yes.’

A small blush dusted across Ludwig’s cheeks ever so slightly, smile big. He didn’t want to admit that he enjoyed even just texting Feli, but it was rather hard to hide something that you plainly enjoy. Maybe it was the fact that someone genuinely wanted to talk with him. He hadn’t really had much genuine interaction outside of his older brother. Sometimes he was forced to chit chat with his brothers two friends, but he didn’t really enjoy their company that much. They were all drunkards who tended to get way too loud, to the point Ludwig had to yell at them. Interesting to see two drunk alphas and a drunk beta cower in fear at an omega, but he guessed his looks made him more intimidating than he really was. Of course, with how flirty his brother’s alpha friend tended to be, it was probably for the best. No, not probably, it really was. Francis Bonnefoy was too out there for Ludwig, and his consistent flirting was disgusting, honestly. At least Gilbert agreed with him on that.

‘You try and fuck my brother and you’re fucking dead.’

‘If you as so much as touch his neck, I will kill you.’

‘Who said you could coo at him like that, Bonnefoy? Do I need to murder you and feed your body to the pigs?!’

His brother was normal, obviously.

Ludwig unfastened his collar from his neck, rubbing at the back of his neck, feeling the way it tingled the more his thoughts drifted to Feliciano. He decides to ignore the entire sensation all together, and instead let himself enjoy the feeling of the hot water grazing across his toned body, loving the way it eased all of the tension from his shoulders once he stepped in. He quickly washed his hair and cleaned his body, before simply letting his body soak in the water, eyes closed. Of course, the moment he did his mind began to drift right back to the alpha. That rounded face, those big, round, hazel eyes. The way his thin lips curled at the edges when he smiled genuinely. The way-

No, we aren’t going to continue that last thought.

…

’His hands were really soft…’

Ludwig’s thick brows furrowed at that thought. He remembered how gently the alpha grabbed his hands at the restaurant, and how they felt as they grazed his skin. He’s never felt another alpha touch him so tenderly (besides his brother that is) and make him feel relaxed about it. Lud let out another sigh, fingers rubbing his temples for a moment, before internalizing a calendar in his mind. He hoped to blame the way he was feeling on his heat approaching, but alas, it was a month away. Had he already forgotten that he just went through one? No. But he didn’t like how he was feeling. Maybe he was just sick? That had to be it. He was probably catching a cold or something.

Lud stayed under the spray of the water until it turned cold.

**

Once the next morning arrived, Ludwig easily got out of bed, dressed, and made his way downstairs to make breakfast for himself, and his brother who should have been home by now. Upon entering, he was greeted by both his brother and his brothers Beta friend, Antonio.

“Ah! Hello Ludwig, I haven’t seen you in quite a while, how are you?” Antonio asked, relaxed smile on his face.

Ludwig never liked to admit that the Spaniard was honestly very attractive, especially with how his dark curls shaped around his face, and fluffed up, green eyes bright no matter what.

“Fine.” He responded, making the other chuckle.

“Good! Wouldn’t want to see you feeling any differently.”

Well, he’s known his brothers friends for a while now, it’s no surprise that he finally understood what Ludwig meant with his one phrases responses. Saved him the trouble.

Lud have a nod at the spaniard before his blue eyes shifted to his brothers red orbs. “Brother.”

“Lud.”

…

“Want any breakfast?” Ludwig asked, not liking the smirk that graced Gilbert’s tired face. “Why is that a question in the first place?” His words were laced with exhaustion, and were just barely slurred. He’s obviously drank too much.

“Please refrain from answering a question with a question, brother.”

Antonio chuckled, leaning back in his seat. “Man, so uptight!” He teased, warm smile high on his face. It seems that Antonio didn’t get as drunk as his idiot brother and perverted French disgrace. “I thought Romano was strict, but I think that you’re even worse.”

Ludwig blinked for a moment, before humming. Someone new. Usually they just discussed mundane things that Ludwig was fully aware of. Even people that he knew about. Of course, there was Antonio’s mate that he’d gotten a couple of months ago. He didn’t really know the guys name though, just that it was a male.

“Awww, is little Roma being jealous again~?” Gilbert questioned, smirking toward Antonio. However, no one missed the way Gilbert’s massaged his temples from an obvious headache.

The Spaniard Laughed more, leaning his chin onto the palm of his hand. “You don’t even know the half of it, Gil. I’m starting to wonder if it’s just an alpha thing, or maybe omegas are the same way.”

Gilbert hummed, glancing at Ludwig briefly, before looking back at his friend, holding up a hand. “It’s both~” he whispered, causing Ludwig to stiffen.
Antonio himself made an ‘o’ formation with his lips in full understanding, before glancing at Ludwig. Lud could feel the gazes.

God damned his brother.

He chose to ignore the both of them, instead setting about to making Omelets. They weren’t anything quite amazing, but he did want to spice them with some tomatoes, green peppers, and such. At least make it look more fancy than it really is, anyway.

“Have you gotten any further with your alpha?” Gilbert suddenly piped up, Lud nearly dropping the spatula, and shooting around toward his brother. “M-My what?!” He hissed, face flushing ever so slightly.

The white haired alpha blinked flinched at the sudden yell, but looked at his brother confused when he managed to calm his head a bit. Antonio rose an eyebrow. “I was talking to Anny, brother.”

The way Gilbert said this was almost as if it all should have been obvious. Ludwig could feel stupidity filling up inside of him instantly, and he looked down in embarrassment. “E-Excuse me.” He said, turning back around to continue his cooking.

“Oh! Has Lud finally found somebody?” Antonio asked in quiet excitement, smile bright once again.

“Well, I wouldn’t say that..” Gilbert began, rubbing at his chin in thought. “He’s found…something it seems.”

The something that him and Feli had was friendship. What more was there to tell?

Antonio clapped his hands together. “That’s always a great start!” He stopped to ruffle Gilbert’s head in apology. “My Romano used to stare me down from afar and glare at me all the time. When I finally tried talking to him, he cursed me out and tried to beat me up, but it wasn’t much of a fight haha.”

“And how did he ask you out again? Wasn’t it by accident?” Gilbert questioned, leaning into Antonio's touch and accepting his apology.

“Hahaha, poor boy. It was a complete accident. I happened to be meeting up with him, and he was giving himself a motivational speech on asking me out, and it went from there.”

That was...cute, he supposed.

“How stupid.” Gilbert teased, getting an eye roll from the Spaniard.

“It’s romantic to me.”

Ludwig really didn’t want to be a part of this conversation anymore. Antonio was a nice guy, but from what he’s heard, ever since he got with that alpha, he’s been giving up almost everything just to be with him. He never will understand why Anny willingly gave up going home to stay in this shit show of a country he was in just for some alpha that he’s just met. He will never understand giving up his old dreams, his goals, his everything just for this alpha.

Or maybe..maybe Ludwig didn’t like any of it, because that would leave him vulnerable and naked with no control over his wants and desires. Isn’t it better to leave behind something that may not work, in favor of something that you’ve always known?

Antonio believed that this alpha was his future. It was more deep than Ludwig was capable of understanding at the moment. He was scared to understand it deep down.

On the other hand, he also didn’t like having to be exactly what everyone wanted him to be.

His thoughts traveled back to Feli. Ludwig felt that if it was between his dreams or himself, Feliciano would tell his partner to go for their dreams. Of course, this was all assumed, it could be quite different. But...deep down something wanted him to believe that Feli would be just like that. Understanding and caring, and willing to let go as long as it made his partner happy.

“You are peculiar to me.” Lud admitted to Antonio. He cracked a couple of eggs into a bowl, whisking them, feeling eyes all over him for his comment.

“How so?” The Spainard eventually questioned.

Ludwig took the moment of silence that once again appeared to poor the egg into the pan, beginning to decorate it with already cut up onions, bell peppers, and ham that they had left over from the last time. “How can one be so infatuated with another, yet barely know nothing about who or what they are?”

“What I see, tells me all that I need to know.” Anny quickly answered.

“But how do you know that what he shows you is really who he is?” Lud shot back, staring intensely at the cooking omelette.

“When you find someone that you love deeply, and you feel that sort of connection, you just know. It doesn’t matter if you only stay as friends, or date and nothing works out, the fact is that you’ll still be there for each other no matter what has or will happen.”

Lud folded the omelette, hand gripping the spatula tightly. “Connection or not, one day you will part.”

“But the connection always finds a way to bring you back together.” Anny shot back.

“But we are selfish beings that normally choose the wrong path.” Anger spiked at the inside of Ludwig. He almost wondered why his brother wasn’t saying anything, but even when he did glance, his brother was merely drinking away at his coffee without a care in the world. It pissed him off.

“Wrong path or not, you still find them waiting, regardless of whether it was intentional or not.”

Slam!

“I don’t understand what fantasy that you live in, but so far, in my life, I have met nothing but disappointment and loss!”

“Ludwig!” His brother’s chair scraped again the surface of the kitchen, hands gripping into fists. Lud could feel those red eyes boring into him, and the omega felt dread crawl up his back. He hated feeling the alphas glares. He didn’t like alphas. He didn’t like being an omega, he didn’t want to be an alpha, nor even a beta. He didn’t want to be anything, but that wasn’t going to ever change. Lud hunched over the stove, shoulders squared as if he could protect himself in some sort of bubble, away from everything that was happening.

“Gilbert, leave him be.”

The noise of the chair made Lud’s heart race. He looked down at the omelette that had just finished cooking, and suddenly his stomach felt sour. He really didn’t want to be here.

He quickly glanced at the clock on the wall, seeing that it was only 9. He had work at 10:30...but he really didn’t want to be here.

….

It didn’t stop him from turning the stove off, and leaving the room. Nor did it stop him from getting his uniform on, and leaving. He was never one to really run away from stuff like that, but there was a first for everything.

**

Ludwig hadn’t gotten a message from his brother the whole day, nor has the alpha stopped by at any time. Antonio was the more likable friend out of Gilbert’s group, and never has Lud ever snapped at him, but he honestly feels rather justified for what he said. Their parents were like that. They just met, barely knew each other deep down, and where did it lead them? Heartache and constant fighting. His older brother raised him more than their parents ever did, and when they did finally divorce, well…

The moment an alpha marks you, you don’t really ever…

Ludwig never knew what happened to his mother. She just suddenly stopped talking to them, they hadn’t heard a word from her. It was almost like she vanished into thin air. Even to this day, Gilbert has never said a word, about her. Their father was a different story, however. He died in a car accident, but as much as Ludwig tried to miss him, well…

He couldn’t find it in him to. He felt bad, and wished a better fate for him, but that was it. His parents weren’t bad people, he’s never had bad memories when they spent time with him, only when the two were together and fighting. He doesn’t want to end up like that. He knows that Gilbert himself didn’t either. He remembers when his brother became infatuated with that beautiful omega. Her long flowing brown hair, her bright green eyes. They had been together for as long as Ludwig could remember. He knows their friendship was strong, and when they did finally start dating, he knows that Gilbert was happier than he’s ever been. Ludwig felt certain that they would get married. He rather liked this woman, she always played with him, pet his head, baked him good food, praised him. If she was over and he had a nightmare that he was too embarrassed to talk about, she’d give him this comforting look, and pat her lap for him to crawl onto. From afar it looked as if a young female omega got knocked up from a young age when the three were together. Yet, no one ever looked to see if she had been marked.

That was the one thing Gilbert didn’t do. Ludwig doesn't know why, nor has he asked. He doesn’t think that he ever will, really.

Ludwig sighed heavily out his nose, stuffing more chips into their rightful place, before standing back up and heading back toward the counter. For the first time ever, he doesn’t feel like trying to find something to do. He’s already re-stocked everything that he can, he’s cleaned the place spotless, there’s absolutely nothing else he can do. On a normal day, he would purposefully find something, yet this time, he finds himself doing nothing but leaning against the counter. His chin is resting in his hands, his eyes scanning the area boredly. They land on some newspapers by the counter, eyes scanning the title.

‘Number of Assaults Grow.’

He tears his eyes away. He knows that it’s been growing, but…

No, but nothing. He needs to pay more attention to them, so that he can avoid them.

He’s interrupted from his thoughts by a couple walking in, getting nothing but drinks. He can’t really blame them, it’s that time of year where it’s getting more humid outside. He easily rings them up, watching the female alpha pull her wallet out. The small female omega with her clings to her happily, smile bright. Of course, upon making eye contact with Ludwig, her smile disappears. Of course, upon first glance, he looks like a large alpha.

The alpha female hands him her card, looking to her mate and cooing at her, but by this time, it seems the omega has realized that Ludwig is in the same boat as she is, and is back to being a cute omega for her alpha. Of course, he was distinguished by his scent, but also his collar. Unmarked omegas are always wearing them. If not, they are marked, much like she is.

He bids them a good day, anger in the pit of his stomach. Seeing couples is honestly starting to bother him. He figures that it has something to do with this morning. Or maybe, he was just jealous of Antonio being so sure about his mate and his future.

…

No way in hell.

He quickly trades off with the person who comes in, clocks out, and leaves. He doesn’t say hello, doesn’t say goodbye, simply absconds from the area in a matter of minutes. Of course, instead of heading home, he heads to a small cafe, opting to get a coffee and spend some time inside. Once he finds a seat, that’s when his phone goes off.

From Feliciano V.: ‘Just finished up at work! Feels nice to be free~ ^o^‘

A smile spread across Ludwig’s face.

To Feliciano V.: ‘As did I. I’m currently sitting in ‘Cafe Relish’. It’s rather an adorable little store.’

Ludwig took a sip of his coffee, enjoying the light music that played from the speakers above. While he would normally enjoy drinking beer, he had to work the next day, and he couldn’t afford to be hung over.

From Feliciano V.: ’My jobs not too far, want me to drop by?’

Lud’s heart flopped in his chest, a small blush rising to his cheeks from excitement.

To Feliciano V.: ’Please do.’

And with that, texting ceased. His stomach did twists, and his hands shook ever so slightly. He easily played it off as exhaustion, but the excitement coursing through his veins told him otherwise, whether he believed it or not. He continued to ignore the feeling, and opted to sip on his drink and shut his eyes.

…

Has he always been this excited about meeting the alpha? He remembers being mad at him, but when did that go away? Maybe it’s more of an instinctual thing. The other had a rather calm atmosphere, after all. If he had to be honest, there are things about Vargas that should genuinely piss him off. His rather childish nature, for instance. How loud he was, his obsession so far with pasta. Okay, so not the last one really, but the first two should piss him off, yet he felt nothing. It was like he’s always known that Feli would do this, and he’s immune to it all or some odd case like that. Or, maybe the way Feli has presented himself made Lud’s overall demeanor change on the situation. He prefers quiet, small areas. He likes being able to see everything, but Feli was open and out there. He always had that soft smile on his face, and while Ludwig would feel the smallest annoyance at some of the ways he forced Lud out of his comfort zone, he liked that Feli still left him in a comfortable spot outside of the zone that he had built for himself.

Really, this was all confliction at its finest, and Ludwig was chest deep in it, preceding not to sink any further than he has, but knows fully well that he soon will sink completely.

As if on cue, Feli has stepped through the cafe door. He looked as heavenly as ever. The fluffy brown hair a little less frazzled, more tamed. The nice, form fitted blue button up, one button undone to show his collarbone ever so slightly. Those nice fitted jeans..

Alphas normally had strong looking bodies, well, Feliciano definitely showed that. If his normal cutesy loose clothing made him look less strong, Then this outfit definitely made up for that. It was as if it reminded everyone that he meant business. That he could take you, even if he didn’t want to.

Ludwig didn’t notice the way his cheeks lit up, and the way the back of his neck tingles. Instead, he waved the alpha over, feeling absolutely ridiculous in his black polo, the three buttons all buttoned, and his tan khaki pants. He looked nothing like Feli. Nothing cool, nothing fancy. He showed just how low class he was, but Feli looked the picture of high class alpha. He knew the male worked in a restaurant, but what is he doing to be dressed this finely? He figured that he’d be forming some sort of chef looking clothes.

“You look exactly like the day I met you!” Feli exclaimed as he sat, lovely smile doing things to Ludwig that even the omega pushed down.

“How embarrassing.” He admitted, pushing a hand through his slicked back hair. “Doesn’t quite compliment me as much as I would like.”

“It makes your broad chest really stand out! I love seeing the outline of your muscles.”

At that, they both seemed to gape at each other for a moment. Ludwig’s face was almost a tomato, yet Feli had one to match. Lud didn’t know what to even say. He’s open his mouth, yet nothing but air came out. Feli however, sputtered for a moment, before looking down shyly. “I-I mean,” he started, pushing a small piece of long hair behind his ear. “I’ve always wanted muscles like yours, b-but I’m not exactly sporting a good figure.”

If you think it sounds like complete bullshit, then you would be correct. It was utter bullshit, and Ludwig deflated, yet smiled.

“Ah, yes. I’m sorry.”

“N-No, don’t be. It’s not your fault, genetics got me rather hard..”

“As they did me…”

…

“So you actually drink coffee?”

Ludwig didn’t know that it was possible to be shocked all over again, yet he was. He couldn’t help the chuckle that escaped him. “Yes, I am as they say, a normie.”

Feli cringed a bit. “You’re so not hip, Lud.” He laughed, and Lud mocked pain.

“Are you calling me old?” He asked, to which Feli giggled more, soft smile wide and bright.

“The oldest man I know!”

Ludwig felt like he was falling into that smile more than he wanted to admit.

‘It seems that the number of assaults keep increasing. First omegas are victims, now there’s talk of even Betas falling victim. All we do know is that they mask their scent using some drug or spray! More on the topic after this.’

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Like the flip of a switch, the sun was already setting. A sort of falling sensation fell upon Ludwig as he looked at the time: 7:59 p.m. the sun was already starting to say its goodbyes, and Lud was fully aware that he had to open the store tomorrow. Aware, knowing, but not really wanting to move. He didn’t like the idea of going home. Well, it was for two different reasons, one being what happened earlier that morning, and the other…

“Hmm, as much as I don’t want to leave, I need to go in early tomorrow.”

Lud’s blue eyes looked into Feli’s brown ones. They were soft, and so bright. He could see so much truth in those orbs..

“As do I.” Ludwig agreed, pushing his chair back in a rather lazy manner, much unlike him. Feliciano followed suit, and Ludwig was suddenly aware just how stunning he looked. “Ah,” Lud’s eyes were currently shifted to Feli’s Adam’s apple, slowly drifting down to his chest. His eyes shot back up to the alpha’s and he blushed slightly, clearing his throat. “Could we meet again tomorrow? Sit for coffee once more and talk?” He questioned, loving the smile that graced Feliciano’s lips. The same one that’s he’s seen countless times now, but it was something that never gets old, no matter how much he saw it.

“Of course!”

Ludwig doesn’t miss the way they seem to stare at each other for a moment longer, before paying for their drinks and heading out. They walk together as usual now, talking about mundane things, like the weather change, what their jobs are like, complaining about useless things, and having a good time. Ludwig was so entranced, that he barely noticed when they got to the crossway that separated their homes. While Feliciano lived in an actual nice home in a small neighborhood, Ludwig lived in a two bedroom apartment. While it was one of the nicer ones since Gilbert was an alpha, it didn’t change the fact that it lacked a homey feeling. Not to say that his brother didn’t make their home work and feel like a place he could go, its just never truly been home to him. Not since their parents divorced, but of course, at that time they lived abroad in a nice house. Now, he lived in some foreign place that while he grew up here, it wasn’t exactly where he wanted to be.

Ludwig looked at the setting sun as it was mere minutes away from disappearing, soon to settle this half of the world in darkiness.

“Let me walk you home.” Feli quickly said, noticing just how dark it was. Ludwig shook his head, looking down.

“I’ll be fine.” Of course the look on Feliciano’s face told him that no, Ludwig would not be fine. The omega sighed, brushing his shoulder against the alpha’s. “I’m only two streets away, I promise to message you once I arrive home.”

Feli’s face still showed signs of distress, not really comfortable with just that. “But, Lud, it’s so dark out, what if you got hurt? You know it’s dangerous to be out, especially- ah, I mean,” Feli’s brows furrowed, cheeks heating up from nervousness. Of course, he had all right to be nervous. Ludwig felt a bit insulted that he was going to pull the whole “He’s an omega, he can’t take care of himself” thing that everyone always uses.

This is one of the reasons why he hates alpha’s so much.

If looks could kill, Feliciano would be down for the count. He’s never seen an omega look so angry before in his life. He didn’t know that Omega’s could look so feral, they always looked so relaxed. Feli was ready to be yelled at. He grit his teeth, hands squeezing into fists, braving himself to be hit, screamed at, something.

Except all he got was a sigh.

The alpha’s shoulders slumped in defeat, and he looked up at Lud. “I understand where your worry lies, but I promise you that I’ll be fine. I would call if something were wrong.”

“...P-Promise?” Feli stupidly asked in a small voice, eyes shifting to his feet.

“I promise.”

Feli didn’t feel any better. In fact, he felt even worse.

They didn’t say much after that, though really due to Feli feeling terrible about what he said, but they bid each other a good night.

Or, it would have been a good night.

Lud walked down the quiet sidewalk, enjoying the breeze blowing through his hair. It was quiet, save for the nighttime noises of crickets, and other lovely bugs. A rustle from harmless wild animals, and-

“HEL-!”

Ludwig stopped. He looked around, eyes scanning on where he’d heard the yell. ‘Hel’...it had to be a call for help, right? Or maybe some drunkard?

Ludwig stiffened, shoulders hunching as he began to continue his walk. He couldn’t take any risks, it wasn’t like he knew just where the yell came from, after all.

He was about to make a turn, and a voice boomed 9 feet from him. It sent shivers down his spine.

“HELP!”

He never knew one word could terrify him. The emotion, the fright, the cry in that one word hit him hard. His feet dashed forward, and just barely could he make out a large silhouette in front of him. Ludwig grit his teeth and used his body to push the assailant off of his victim. The way he landed to the ground brought joy into the omega.

“Alpha, shit!”

A deep voice. Ludwig didn’t recognize it.

He immediately began to descend on the creeper, mere seconds away from socking him in the face, only to be sprayed. Ludwig hissed, hand shooting to his eyes. Tears built up, and flowed down his cheeks as his eyeballs and skin stung. The victim gasped, reaching for their phone that had been tossed and broken, turning on their phone light. They quickly dug into their bag, pulling out a shirt and a water bottle. They then proceeded to pour water onto the shirt, and began to wipe Ludwig’s eyes. The omega hissed, and tried to move back.

“It’s okay!” He didn’t recognize the accent coming from the victim. He should, but he couldn’t, not when he was in so much pain. “I’m going to try and get the spray off, calm down!”

Ludwig stopped, and suddenly the cold and wet shirt was pressed against his eyes, wiping at all that he could. While the sting was still there, it wasn’t as bad the more the victim wiped. He was then yanked down, now fully aware just how short this guy was, and was forced to lean his head back. “Don’t worry, I’m just going to wash out your eyes.” Ludwig stayed still, trying to prop his stinging eyes open. While the water could only do so much, he still felt so much relief. He felt grateful, and finally calm as water descended into his eyes. Once he was finally let go, his eyes were puffy, but definitely better than seconds prior. “Are you okay?” The victim, a male he noticed, asked him

Ludwig scoffed, squinting a bit. “I should be asking you that.”

The short man chuckled. “I see, well I’m better now. If it wasn’t for you, I would have been in a bad state, thank you.”

“Of course.”

It was silent for a moment, and Ludwig smelt the air. “You’re a beta?” Lud commented. The beta male smiled, though it looked a bit creepy under the phone light.

“Yes. I didn’t think it to be true about Betas being targeted as well, but it would seem that I am wrong.”

Ludwig rubbed at his eyes a bit, before mentally hitting himself for doing so. “Well...that’s terrifying.” Was all Ludwig could say, earning another chuckle from the beta.

“Much so, however it would seem that you have an advantage. If the man who attacked me paid closer attention, he would notice the heavy scent of omega littering your body.” Ludwig scoffed, taking the offered t-shirt to press to his eyes. “I am very grateful for your help...pardon me, but what is your name?”

Ludwig used an eye to squint at the beta, before covering it once more. “Ludwig.” Was all he said, enjoying the coolness.

“Ah, thank you Ludwig. My name is Kiku Honda, it is a pleasure to meet you.”

As familiar as that name sounded, it was beyond Lud at the moment. All he was concerned about was how he was going to get home with his eyes like this.

“Ah, excuse my manners,” Kiku spoke in that soft voice of his, taking ahold of Lud’s strong bicep. “Please, allow me to walk you to a hospital, it was my fault that you got hurt in the first place.”

As much as Ludwig wanted to say no, that he could handle himself, he also knew that there were times that he shouldn’t be foolish. Plus, the beta could go ahead and return the favor, and then they could part ways.

“No hospital.” Was Lud’s response. He heard a distressed noise from the other, but continued before the other could protest. “Take me home, please. I just..” listening as the beta picked up a back beside his feet, and began walking along. Lud was grateful that the other didn’t argue, and he was able to give easy directions. Soon they were at the apartment building that both Lud and his brother reside in. The beta went so far as to help the omega up the stairs and to his room, dropping him off by his front door. “Will you be alright going home?”

“Yes, please do not worry. I am nothing but a mere two blocks from my home, I’m sorry for the trouble.”

“Oh, it was nothing. Get home safe.”

“Yes, goodnight.”

And they parted ways. Of course, not until Lud gave him back his shirt of course. He would rather not make complete contact with strangers outside of what he needed to do. But really, that should have been the least of his problems, because as soon as he entered, his brother was peeking from around the kitchen, staring the doorway down as he walked in. But god damn did the lights hurt. He squinted, unable to keep them open and squeezed his eyes shut, hands shooting up to cover them. Gilbert shot into concerned brother mode, and immediately came for him.

“Are you alright, brother? What happened?” He asked, dragging him to the bathroom. “You smell like beta..did a beta hurt you?”

“No, no, ugh” Ludwig grunted, gritting his teeth as he tried to force himself to stop squinting to lessen the burning sensation.

“Then what happened?” His brother asked, forcing Ludwig to get on his knees. He then turned on the water, taking down the shower head, and testing the temp. He pulled Ludwig until his head was leaning over the tub, before spraying his face. Ludwig grunted, but welcomed the nice feeling, even if some of it rolled down his neck and onto his polo. Of course he couldn’t answer, but his brother expected that. Instead, he gently rubbed at Ludwig’s eyes, jaw clenched at seeing red streaks that stained Ludwig’s eyes. Whatever he was sprayed with, burned his skin enough to leave marks. “Do your eyes still sting?” Gilbert asked, moving the spray.

The anger in his brother’s voice caused him to stiffen. He unconsciously hunched, but opened his eyes, relieved that they no longer stung. Of course, when he blinked they hurt, but that was to be expected. “No, thank you.” He said, accepting the towel his brother gave him. He began to pat himself dry, when he felt a hand on his shoulder.

“What happened?” Gilbert asked.

Ludwig sighed, hiding his face in the towel for a moment, before looking at the floor. Thankfully his vision wasn’t affected. “I was walking home, and heard a cry for help. I went to the source, saw a beta being attacked, so I shoved the guy off. He sprayed me in the face before I could hit him.” As much as anyone would want to make a big deal about this, no one could. No one saw the guy’s face, not even Kiku. If this was one person or multiple people, they were all taking high precautions to be careful.

“I’m going to take you to and from work, and any other place that you want to go from now on. Also, no staying out after 7 pm.”

Ludwig scoffed, looking up at Gilbert. “Brother, that is all very unnecessary.”

“But it’s what will be happening, until the situation itself gets handled.”

Ludwig didn’t like that response. He got up, looking his brother dead in the eyes,(one of the few things that he was lucky to even be able to do. Normally Omega’s are way shorter than alphas, but not Ludwig.) jaw clenched. “No. I’m 23 years old, and can take care of myself.”

He knew his brother would fight back. Not only by his nature, but because of who he was. Gilbert squares his shoulders, leaning into Ludwig’s space, a growl escaping him. “What I say is final. You will not leave this house alone, you will come back before dark, and you will listen to me.”

“I don’t have to listen to you.” Now it was his turn to lean into Gilbert’s space.

“You will, or so help me, Lud…”

Making his brother snap and yell at him, was something that Ludwig was good at. Only good in the sense of making him worry and screech about his safety, not the other way around.

“No, Gilbert.” He could practically smell the anger radiating off of his brother. Yet, he wanted to talk back. Maybe it was for the right of privacy, or maybe it was hormones, he didn’t know. He wanted to see how far he could take it. “I shouldn’t have to walk a measly few blocks with you practically growling at every person that you think looks at me the wrong way.” Just a bit further. “What if I had a partner! Would you do the same?” More… “If I want to fuck my alpha in peace,
without you breathing down my neck over every. Little. Thing. I should be aloud to!”

Slam!

“What if you get hurt again?!”

Ludwig flinched, reeling back. His shoulders hunched defensively, and as much as he wanted to appear strong, he cowered. He didn’t want that to be brought back up. It wasn’t supposed to be the reason why his brother was worried. He didn’t like it.

He hated alphas, in all honesty. Their uptight attitudes, their possessive need, their stupid thoughts on how they should be in charge, and how omega’s were nothing but sex toys with no emotions. He despised alphas.

“H-“ Ludwig stopped himself, biting his lips hard. He clenched his fists, unable to look up. “He’s different!” Ludwig snapped, but mostly at himself rather than his older brother.

“And what’s so different about that piece of shit?! The fact that he got away before I could wring his neck?!”

“No!” Ludwig realized that they were both on a different page. “No, not him...somebody else.”

“Who? Who could have possibly changed your mind?”

He didn’t like the way that was phrased.

“F...why does that matter? He’s different. He’s kind, and gentle, he’s...no, I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Is it that alpha I keep smelling on you? Thinks that rubbing himself all over you is going to keep you safe? Having my scent is what will protect you, not some asshole who marks just to look tough!”

“He hasn’t marked me in any sort of way! He just likes to hang off of me..it’s just who he is.”

“And I don’t trust him! Alphas are terrible, and deserve to be punished!”

“But there are some just like you! Can’t you see that he’s one of them? He’s done nothing wrong, he’s…”

Gilbert sighed pinched the bridge of his nose, frowning. “Lud,” he started. “I’ve never known you to trust anyone so easily, what makes him any different?”

The moment Gilbert asked that, Ludwig had nothing to say. His lips pursed, and he was cradling himself, defenses up. His brother didn’t push him, and he was grateful for that. He didn’t know what to say, because he couldn’t answer why. His brother wasn’t wrong, and he made a valid point on the entire subject. Ludwig doesn’t trust someone that fast. He hasn’t known the alpha long, maybe a week and most. No, less than a week. How does he know so much about the alpha when it’s been barely a week? Forget the 21 questions, this…

This wasn’t like him.

Ludwig shook slightly, quickly brushing past his brother. “Excuse me.” He mumbled, before hiding away in his room, locking the door. He didn’t like the turn of events from this morning, and he didn’t like the events from a mere moments ago.

Ludwig stripped until he was in nothing but his boxers. He quickly crawled into his bed, hugging his pillow tightly, as if he could protect himself from everything. Thoughts of high school came rushing back to him. You wouldn't believe it if he said that he used to be a little more social when he was younger, but that changed real fast. Of course, he hates alphas for many reasons, but it really irks him when Alphas refer to omega’s as objects. Really, that started from school as well…

‘I’m above you, you should be on your knees tending to my every need.’

‘Objects don’t talk, they serve.’

‘It’s really a gross omega, isn’t it?’

An it’...He’s really weird for an omega, isn’t he? No one believed him when he tried to go to the assigned classes for omega’s that day...he remembers his brother getting involved, showing the school his paperwork on his sex. He remembers the scared looks from others just like him, asking why an alpha was in their class. Not liking how he presented himself. We’re omega’s supposed to dress in soft looking clothes? It’s not uncommon for male and female omega’s to wear skirts or dresses. It’s not uncommon for them both to wear makeup and such, however, he didn’t like wearing any of that. Even if he wanted to, he couldn’t fit any of the clothes in the section for omegas in clothing stores. He shopped with his brother in the alpha section. He bought clothes that alphas wore.

That's weird, wasn’t it? He's weird. He’s uncommon, different, disturbing. He’s never met another omegas his size, and somewhere deep inside himself, he knows that he won’t. He never will.

Ludwig yanked the collar off his neck, nails digging into the scent glands roughly. He hates the way he smells. That stupid sweet scent that’s brought him nothing but trouble his whole life. He clawed, and clawed, red steaks covering his neck. He wishes that he could take a knife to the glands inside. He wishes that he could take a needle and thread to his stupid reproductive organs, his stupid omega sex gland. His dick was already big enough, he could pass as a beta. He just had to get rid of his stupid sex gland and his scent. How much would that cost? Is that even something that he could do?

Lud grit his teeth, hands curling into fists, tears swimming across his vision. His eyes burned, yet they felt relief. He wishes that he could punch that stupid assailent. He wanted to take his frustrations out on him, and look like he was validating his actions by taking out the bad guy.

More tears filled his eyes. His lips went from a scowl, to being pursed. He breathed in shakily, a tear spilling over. He squeezed his eyes shut, more trickling down quickly. He wiped them away, taking a few breaths, before lying down. He needed to sleep. He would think more about this tomorrow. Right now, he just needed to sleep.

Sleep.

Sleep.

‘For a trash can, I’m surprised that you’re so good at pleasing me.’

Chapter Text

Ludwig woke up groggily to a loud, distant banging. He huffed lightly, blinking a few times, before finally managing to get himself up off of his bed. Upon opening his eyes, he noticed that they are a bit blurry, but over all fine. He ran a hand down his face, fumbling around for his doorknob. The banging continued, and shouts could be heard, but Ludwig figured that it was his older brother. Gilbert’s rather infamous for leaving his house key at a friends house, and having to create a racket in order to get back in, whether it involved calling him excessively, or disturbing their neighbors by lots of door banging and yells. He’s apologized countless times, but luckily the alphas around them were rather understanding. Something that he could appreciate, at least.

The omega sighed, realizing his door was still locked. He mumbled curse words to himself in German, before unlocking it, and making his way to the front door. He fumbled around with the front door, rather frustrated at himself for not being able to wake up, and ’Why the fuck was it so hard to wake up?’

He finally managed to yank it open, happy that the yelling had stopped, and he squinted at the light. “Brother, how many times have I-oof!”

Arms enveloped around him. He recognized them easily without having to smell the other. The soft, fluffy brown hair that swayed with every movement, the warm skin that pressed against his cold skin. Another thing that made him different than other omegas. Another thing to hate about himself.

Brown eyes met his, and the relief that filled them sent shivers up Ludwig’s spine. “F-Feli?” He questioned, as if he didn’t already know who it was. Yet, it didn’t make any sense. The alpha didn’t know where he lived, there should be no way that he’s even here. Not even his brother knows who Feliciano is...so why? Why was he standing here, hugging a rather naked Ludwig?

Okay, so he’s wearing his boxers, but still!

“I-I was so worried!” The Italian gasped, squeezing the omega harder. “You never messaged me yesterday, a-and you didn’t even show up at work!” Oh shit...he hoped that this wouldn’t get him fired. “Oh no, what happened to your neck? I knew I shouldn’t have left you alone!”

Ludwig wanted to say so many things. Even when the alpha touched his neck, fingers lightly tracing the nail marks that he had placed there, he had so much to say, yet nothing came out. He opened and closed his mouth several times, neck tingling from the alpha's touch. His breath stuttered for a moment, and he was finally able to get out: “B-But how did you even get here?” After finally managing to say something, though not what the other wanted to hear. He tried to pull the shorter male off of him, and failed.

Feli finally pulled back, hands still resting on Ludwig’s shoulders. His eyes gazed across the marks a moment longer, before shooting back to Ludwig’s eyes. “I begged your boss to give me your address! I told him that something had to be the matter, but he wouldn't give it up so easily! I’m so sorry that I had to dig into your personal life, but I was so worried!”

“That doesn’t explain why you’re here.” Lud said hands resting on Feli’s wrists.

“I told him that I’m your alpha and needed to see you!”

Ludwig’s heart skipped a beat, and his cheeks flared a light red color, but he pulled the other’s hands off of him. “And he finally just gave it to you?” He wondered just how desperate Feliciano sounded to say that. Or maybe his manager’s more of a weakling than he initially thought.

“W-Well, not exactly…” Feli brought his hands together, playing with his fingers. “It took a lot of convincing, hence just why I didn’t get the information earlier like I intended. Eventually, he believed that I know you.”

Ludwig let out a sigh, before turning around. “Let’s continue this indoors, please.” He said, listening to Feli stutter out a small ‘Yes.’ as he followed Lud inside. Once there, Ludwig showed Feliciano to the living room, allowing him to sit on the couch. The alpha fidgeted, as if he was waiting for Ludwig to sit down. He didn’t know if the alpha even noticed his lack of clothes, or simply didn’t care. He sighed, rubbing at his eyes for a moment. “If you’ll excuse me, I would like to clothe myself. I will also need to inform my boss that I am alright, and apologize for not being there.”

And as if right on cue, Feli’s eyes trailed the other’s body. It didn’t go unnoticed, and if the small shocked, yet embarrassed look on his face wasn’t any indicator to his actions, his eyes already were. “Y-Yes!” He stuttered out, looking away.

Something inside of Ludwig made his stomach knot at the sight. It continued to swirl inside of him as he threw on some cargo shorts and a black tank. He went to grab his collar, but decided against it. He didn’t see a reason since it was just Feliciano, regardless if he was an alpha. Instead, he went to grab his phone, seeing 12 texts and 8 missed calls.

All from the alpha, except one phone call, that was from his boss. He sighed as he pressed onto his name, dreading the ring that sounded in his ears. Upon the answer, he was almost shocked to hear such relief in his manager’s voice.

“Oh thank god you’re okay! I tried calling your brother, but he wouldn’t answer. Some alpha came by looking for you, said that he was your mate...please tell me I didn’t just send a complete stranger to your home.”

“No, he’s a friend of mine.” Lud easily answered, hearing more relieved breaths after he spoke. “I apologize for not showing up, there was...an accident last night. I do apologize, and I promise that you can punish me in anyway that seems fit. I will make up for it.”

“No, no it’s okay. I’ve been worried about all of you, actually. All of the news lines about attacks have got me worried. Especially since I have you and another omega working...she’s okay! Her alpha has been keeping an eye on her...I thought maybe your brother would do the same.”

“He’s got me on house arrest.” Lud responded, running a hand through his hair. Thoughts of last night flashed through his head, and he internally cringed.

“Haha, uh, for the best. They’ve been coming really close to the store lately...I’m going to be having a meeting about it later, but I’ll just message you the details.” Lud stiffened at hearing that. When had they gotten so close? He doesn’t remember reading anything about it...then again, he has been rather distracted lately. “They’ve had police cars near here all morning, but I’m glad that they do. Keeps everyone feeling a little more safe, you know? I’m also going to disclose late night shifts for a while...I know that you like doing those, but it’s just temporary!”

“Ah, no, it’s alright.” Lud stupidly commented, hearing more nervous laughter.

“Good, uh, well, I’m really glad that you’re okay. Don’t worry about coming in, your shift is already covered. You work too much as is anyway, so just relax, alright?” His boss commanded lightly.

“Of course.”

And not much else was exchanged except for goodbyes. Considering his boss is a beta, he’s not really surprised at how awkward the entire conversation was. From what he’s heard, the guy hasn’t dated anyone since his alpha partner died while on the job. She was a firefighter apparently, died trying to save an omega couple, which she did achieve. Ludwig does feel a bit sorry for his manager, but there isn’t much you can do except let him reminisce like he does at times.

Ludwig stares at his phone blankly for a moment, before making his way back to the living room. He sees the small alpha before him stiffen at the sight of Ludwig returning, hands clenching his shirt. Lud quietly shortens the distance between them, sitting beside the other. He watches as Feli seems to shift ever so slightly away from him, and he can’t help but sigh. He reaches a hand up, ruffling the other’s hair, feeling the tension that was previously built up inside of him melt away. “What’s wrong?” He asks, watching the worried brown eyes shift up to meet his.

“I was just so worried...I didn’t know what to do.”

Ludwig let out a huff of breath through his nose. He couldn’t really understand just why Feliciano was worried, or maybe it’s just in his nature. He also never understood why he himself felt excited that this alpha expressed worry towards him . Maybe it’s just the fact that someone besides his brother was concerned.

“I’m sorry.” He cooed softly, running his finger pads across the alpha’s scalp, before pulling his hand back. “I promise to message you next time. Something got in the way..”

“What happened?” Feliciano asked, leaning in closer to the omega.

“Some beta was attacked last night. I was able to help him, but the attacker got away. I didn’t see his face, so I just told him to go home.”

Something seemed to click inside of Feliciano’s head. “Were you sprayed?!” He quickly asked, hands flying up to Lud’s cheeks, trying to feel his eyes. The omega slapped his hands away lightly, moving his head back.

“How did you know that?” He asked the other.

Feli wrung his hands together more. “My friend was spooked after he came home last night. He said some guy attacked him, but then a burly omega got in his way. Said he got sprayed in the face by something and the guy got away.”

Ludwig felt a bit dumb at even asking his question now. Of course anyone could connect the dots if someone mentions a rather big omega. “Yes, that was me.” He confirmed, watching more worry fill the alpha. “I’m fine, there’s no permanent damage.” This didn’t really ease the alpha’s worries, so instead Lud sighed, deciding to shift their talk a bit.

“So you know the beta, Kiku I believe?” He questioned, watching a small smile drift onto Feli’s lips.

“Yes! He’s my friend that I told you about.”

Suddenly it clicked why he thought that he’s heard the name before.

“He called me last night to tell me what happened, wanted me to know before he called his mate.” Said that he was going to get an earful from that...oh! But I’m so thankful that you were there to help him!”

If there’s one thing that Ludwig didn’t know much about, it was Kiku Honda. He only knew that him and Feliciano are best friends, but anything beyond that is unknown. Hearing that he has a mate...he wondered who it is.

“Of course. I’m glad that I could help someone that you cherish.”

It was silent for a moment after that, Feliciano had looked down at his hands, fiddling with them. He didn’t really know just what was on the alpha’s mind, but he didn’t pry. Yet, he did wonder if Gilbert’s alpha smell made him uncomfortable in any way. He knew his brother would be furious if he smelled another alpha in his territory, but that was an argument for later. Of course, the silence and the thoughts didn’t last long, as Feliciano took Ludwig’s hand in his, holding it gently. “I’m so sorry for last night.”

“Eh?” Ludwig stared stupidly at the other, blinking a couple of times, before it finally clicked. “Why exactly?” He asked, watching the other purse their lips.

“Because I acted like you couldn’t protect yourself, and for that, I’m really sorry.” Ludwig didn’t like the sad tone of his voice. He squeezed the hand in his gently.

“I appreciate the worry, please do not apologize.”

“But...okay.”

An understanding seemed to close between the two. A smile graced Feli’s face, and Ludwig easily mirrored one back. Lud was suddenly aware of just why he loved the calm atmosphere between the both of them. Why he wished that it could last. Why does he always itches to go back, but as quick as it hit him, his thoughts were interrupted by the alpha letting go.

“I have to go, I have to work.” Feli spoke with such sadness, and Lud felt his heart squeeze.

“Do you want to meet up when you get off?” Ludwig asked, loving the relieved look on Feli’s face.

“Yes!”

He loved seeing how easily excited the alpha could be. It's always such a relief to see. Yet, the worry that seemed to encase him all morning is back. Lud didn’t like how this was becoming frequent. “What’s the matter now?” He asked, watching the other shift.

“Did the attacker hurt your neck too?” The alpha asked, making Ludwig shift uncomfortably.

“Not exactly,” He started, carefully studying the other. “But don’t worry about it.”

“But Lud-“

“Feli, I’m fine. You’re worrying too much about nothing, everything’s okay.” Well, everything wasn’t exactly okay, but for Feliciano, he would make sure that he’d be okay. He didn’t like having the alpha worry so much. He wasn’t used to it, but it also did something to him that he didn’t like. He wasn’t about to question it, however. “Get to work, I will message you later.” Ludwig demanded, watching Feli’s face worry more, before it relaxed a bit.

“Okay, but you promise?” The alpha asked childishly, making a small smile slide onto the omega’s lips as he ruffled the alpha’s hair again.

“Yes, now go.” He lightly laughed, happy to see Feli’s large smile slide back onto his cute face once again.

“I’m holding you to it!” The alopa exclaimed, before saying goodbye to the omega, and leaving for work.

***

Later that evening, his brother returned, loosening his tie as he walked through the door. “Ugh,” he spat, kicking his shoes off. He sat his suitcase down by the door as well, happily sliding out of his suit jacket.

“Welcome home, brother.” Ludwig greeted, untying his apron. Upon seeing his brother’s get up, he cocked his head. “Were you looking for another job?” He questioned, to which the other shook his head tiredly, rolling up his sleeves as he made his way to the table to eat. He loved his little brother’s cooking, and god forbid he not eat it. He’d rather die than not eat Ludwig’s cooking.

“I started one today.” Was Gilbert’s answer. Ludwig became genuinely surprised, he hadn’t even noticed the alpha searching for jobs.

“Oh.” He said, fidgeting for a moment. “Congratulations.” He continued.

“It wasn’t much of a hunt, Francis hooked me up. Of course, now I have a bunch of betas swooning over me, it’s really annoying.” Ludwig smiles softly at his alpha brother, knowing that he fully enjoyed the attention, but would never admit it.

“Any omega’s manage to make their way to a secretary position?” He casually asked, to which the other lit up.

“Actually, the sales department’s boss has a female omega that helps plan and organize her schedule. She’s also really kind to this omega from what I’ve heard.”

They both felt a bit giddy at that, happy to see their efforts were getting somewhere.

“From what Francis has said, they are going to start letting a few omega work in a couple of departments. The CEO of the company already has ideas planned out for when their heats startup, and how they can still pay the omega’s for being away. Sort of like a small vacation every month, they are still working out the kinks.” The enthusiasm in his brother’s voice made him smile, and he began to dig into the dinner he made.

Nothing fancy, just beef tips over rice. The rest of dinner was quiet as usual, but this isn’t uncommon for them. They enjoyed the peaceful silence that they could share. Though, Ludwig is a bit surprised that it’s even quiet. He figured that Gilbert would want to continue their discussion from last night, but the alpha said nothing. This isn’t a surprise either. If here’s one thing his older brother has gotten good at, it’s acting like nothing happened when they have a fight. He doesn’t mention it, and neither does Ludwig, so they just continue on with their lives like they never talked about the subjects to begin with.

Ludwig is grateful at times, but...this is really something that needed to be discussed. His brother seemed really adamant on keeping him safe and not wanting him to leave the house. He’s almost upset that Gilbert won’t bring it up.

He’d just have to fix it later, right now he wants to enjoy the peace they have, and think about all that he wants to say.

Once they finished their meals, Gilbert volunteered to wash dishes. Ludwig took the time to message Feliciano. A small smile on his face as he did.

To: Feliciano V.: ‘How is work?’

From Feliciano V. : ‘Finishing up soon! Would you like to go for a quick coffee?’

To Feliciano V. : ‘Sure, I’ll meet you there.

From Feliciano V. : ‘See you in an hour!

Ludwig smiles stupidly at his phone as he passed his brother taking his tie off before continuing his work on washing the dishes. “By the way,” the alpha started, watching his little brother’s movements. “Why does it smell like alpha in here?”

“You mean yourself? Because you’re quite an alpha if I’ve ever seen one.”

Gilbert scoffed at his brother. “You know what I mean.”

Lud made a small noise. “He came to visit before he went to work. He knew the beta that I saved last night.” Lud said, watching his brother stop his scrubbing motions.

“He knows where we live?” He questioned, before continuing his ministrations. “Where does he live?”

“I do not know.” Ludwig answered honestly, snapping his collar into place, causing his brother’s red eyes to shift toward him.

“Hmph.” The alpha grunted. “Where are you headed to?”

“Meeting Feliciano for coffee.” Ludwig grabbed his wallet, making sure he had enough money in it.

“Feliciano? Is that the alpha that’s got you weak at the knees?” When Ludwig said nothing, Gilbert grunted. “Is he Italian?” He tried.

“That would be telling you too much.” Was Lud’s response, earning a click of the tongue from his older brother.

“At least let me walk you to your destination.”

“No thank you.”

“Aren’t you on house arrest?” He questioned, wanting to hear Ludwig’s answer

There was a sudden silence between them, and even as Ludwig shifted to the front door and began to put his shoes on, the silence followed. He listened as the water ran for a short bit, before it completely shuts off. Honestly, he was hoping that Gilbert wouldn’t mention anything from last night so that they could discuss it in a more calm manner, but he should have known that his brother would say something if it involved him leaving the house with all of the problems going on outside. Other things could be ignored, not this.

He had just gotten up as he heard footsteps come up behind him. “It’s getting late Lud, don’t you think it’s better if I walk you?” Gilbert tried.

“I am fine, you worry too much brother.” Ludwig ran a hand through his hair.

“I worry for a good reason, now let me walk you.” Gilbert stepped closer.

“I’d prefer it if you stayed.”

“That tells me that I need to walk you.”

“And you saying that tells me that you don’t trust me.”

“Well, now you’re putting words in my mouth.”

Ludwig turned around to face his brother, seeing the other’s arms crossed, pout on his face. If he weren’t trying to be serious, he almost would have laughed. “I don’t mean to upset you, but I will be fine. I’m going to take the crowded areas, no chance for anything.”

Gilbert grunted, bare foot tapping against the ground. He made a small noise of frustration, before sighing. “Fine,” he started, pinching the bridge of his nose. “But you have to be home before the sun sets.”

“Fair enough. I will see you in a few.”

He didn’t wait for his brother to change his mind. He knew that he’s a bit early for leaving, but it would take a while to walk all the way around in the more crowded areas, so by the time he did reach the convenience store, it would be close to their meetup time. Not to mention that he had already wasted time conversing with his brother.

Ludwig waved to his alpha brother, before stepping out and closing the door behind him in a rather quick manner. Even as he descended down the steps he made sure to do it as quick as he could. If Gilbert did change his mind, he’d rather be as far away as possible. He didn’t want anyone or anything getting in his way of meeting with Feli.

Of course, the walk was as noisy as he’d expect taking this route to his job, but it wasn’t exactly unpleasant either. Honestly, if he could avoid danger, may as well take advantage of it. Soon enough he was nearing the small building, smiling a bit upon his eyes catching it. He looked at his watch briefly, seeing that Feliciano should be heading his way any minute.

What he didn’t expect, however, was to be shoved into an alleyway along the street he was heading down.

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He knew that assaults and kidnappings were happening, but it was halfway across the city. They didn’t exactly know what caused the omegas to be unable to distinguish their attacker. They put up a theory of some sort of drug, but they couldn’t quite prove it. The victims had no trace of any weird unknown drug in their body. Some had aphrodisiacs pumped into their streams, but that was mostly to make the attacker’s experience more enjoyable. The omegas claimed that they were blindfolded, bined, and they couldn’t smell anything, it was like a ghost had assaulted them, and more.

Has anyone noticed that he had suddenly been shoved? He couldn’t hear anyone making a ruckus. He really should have listened, this wasn’t like him not to listen to information regarding this sort of thing. Had he been so annoyed by the constant reminders that he didn’t bother to remember what his boss had told him earlier that morning? He wished that he wasn’t so stupid.

When he was shoved into an ally, falling down to his knees, he could feel anger fill him. However, just as he was about to turn around and face his assailant, he was blindfolded. Of course, he refused to go down without a fight, so the squirming began. He managed to hit his assailant in the face, only managing to catch a glimpse of brown hair, before a needle was shoved into the side of his arm. He squeezed his eyes shut and he instantly went falling. The wound burned, and he felt like he was going to throw up. He’s never felt like this before. He shivered violently, beginning to pant heavily. His body seemed to be acutely aware of what was happening, and all of his strength was gone, as if it never existed in the first place.

Whoever had trapped him had no want for Ludwig to feel good, instead he felt his hands being forced behind his back, quickly being tied with some sort of rope, before the hands searched his pocket. The stranger clicked his tongue upon finding Ludwig’s cell phone, and immediately tugged it out, and threw it on the ground roughly. Lud whined a bit upon his phone making a noise as it hit the cement, before skidding a ways and finally stopping. Lud instantly struggled more, his right shoulder digging roughly into the ground. A hand went to his neck, forcing him still, while the other went right to Ludwigs pants, tugging them down. His face was then pushed against the brick wall in front of them. He soon felt hands pulling his collar off, the man leaning in to smell his neck, teeth grazing his marking area teasingly. Ludwig felt his stomach coil, nausea filling him. He cried out slightly as he felt nails slide down his back roughly, before messing around with his backside, and tears pricked at his eyes. He began to squirm once again, not liking the way those hands touched him. Those large hands felt disgusting, not at all like the way he wanted. He hated the way his body began to shiver with both fear and want, of course the want being whatever it was this assailant shoved into him.

Hell, he didn’t even know who or what his assailant was, all he knew was that they are strong. It was as if he was wearing something to mask his scent, it terrified him.

“I can’t believe it’s you.” The voice spoke softly, causing Ludwig to go still. He couldn’t think of anyone with this voice that he knew, yet he couldn’t shake how familiar it felt. He didn’t get much time to think about it, because the assailant began to feel him up. He soon felt a slap to his ass, and a low chuckle. He squeaked, back arching involuntarily at the notions, and he tried desperately to crawl away. His mind felt fuzzy, and he felt almost drunk. The hands were once again upon him, and he forced his body to relax like the medicine is made for him to do, and he went limp. The way the man (he could finally confirm) laughed at this, taking it as him surrendering made more nausea fill inside of him. He didn’t like that laugh, something about it made him feel petrified, and the need to run filled up inside of him even more.

The man easily let his guard down, and even though he didn’t like the way a finger slid roughly between his entrance flaps and was roughly shoved in, he knew that it would be well worth being patient in the end. He let the man think he had control, before he gathered all of his remaining energy, shoving the man backwards, loving the satisfying smack that he made against the pavement. Ludwig took the moment to force himself up, wobbly walking toward the bustling city noise. He clumsily tried to pull his pants up as best as he could with his hands bound, managing to pull them up enough to stay awkwardly on his hips. He then yanked at the restraints, happiness filling him at the poor knot job. Of course, the moment he heard quick shuffling and curses, he began to struggle faster, collapsing against the wall and nearly falling over. Just as the shuffling got closer, he managed to get his hands free, one slinging forward and making contact with the assailants face. He heard more cursing and a few horrid names coming from the man’s mouth. Ludwig snarled, going up to remove the blindfold to get a good look at the man who thought he could keep him down. Yet, before he could get a look, the man quickly shoved the blindfold back onto Ludwig’s face, kicking Ludwig in the shin’s forcing him down. Ludwig thought that the man would continue fighting, but he was surprised upon hearing footsteps quickly go the opposite direction. Seemed that his assailant wasn’t as stupid as he had initially thought. Ludwig took the time to tear off the blindfold, slumping against the ground as the medicine vibrated through out his system. He panted, squeezing his eyes shut, before opening them and remembering that his phone had been thrown somewhere. He grunted, before gathering enough strength to crawl back towards the spot where he was shoved. Once there, he dug around for his abused phone, opening it up, only to fall short.

He really didn’t want to call his brother. Thoughts of turning the entire thing into a man hunt flashed through his head, and he sighed. He knew it was bound to happen regardless, but…

He didn’t want to be treated differently.

Ludwig quickly dialed Feliciano, feeling the way relief filled up inside of him upon the alpha answering. “Hey hey buddy!” A small sigh escaped Ludwig upon hearing that happy go lucky voice. “Running a bit late, but I’m nearing the store now!” After the continued silence, Feli was filled with worry. “Lud? Are you alright?” Feli asked, concern in his voice.

Ludwig took a deep breath, bottom lip immediately quivering. To refrain from any noise coming out, he locked his throat and ceased breathing for a moment. He felt weak. Felt like there was more that he could have done to get ahold of the man’s identity. Feeling like he accomplished nothing at all, even though he accomplished his complete escape with minimal damage. He felt like he didn’t do enough.

“Lud?” Feliciano’s high, smooth voice was filled with complete concern. He was troubling the alpha. But if he went to his brother, he’d be troubling him, and then there would be a manhunt, and who knows what his brother would do if he ever did find the guy. But then his freedom would actually be taken away, and he didn’t want that.

“C-Could you please hurry?” He asked instead, not wanting to really explain anything right now. His face burned and he could feel a bead of sweat roll down his temple. He tried hard to pant as quietly as he could, not sure if he was completely succeeding or not.

“Yes, of course. I’m crossing the street now, but where are you?”

Ludwig looked around trying to understand his surroundings, before looking toward the busy street, noticing a small bakery across the way. More people passed by, either oblivious or not really caring about any bustle that went on in the alleyway. “Across from the b-bakery called S-Sweet Shack.” Ludwig closed his eyes, resting his forehead against his hand.

“You're a few buildings down...I’m almost there. ” He heard, and relief filled him. It was quiet, minus the shuffling and the sound of a door on Feli’s end. It was quiet for a moment, before the alpha spoke up again, voice quieter than usual. “Are you okay Lud?”

Ludwig’s breath hitches once more, tears filling his eyes. He grit his teeth, refusing to let the tears fall. He squeezed his eyes, before opening, eyes coming into contact with his raging hard on that he was forced to have. The disgust that filled him felt like bugs crawling up his skin, and burrowing deep inside. “N-No.” his voice cracked, free hand covering his hard on, legs squeezing shut. “I-I’m not o-okay..” his voice cracked, more tears filling his eyes. His heart pounded, and he felt hotter than before. Slick pooled inside of his pants, and his breathing quickened and he panted more visibly. He hated it all.

“I’m here.”

Relief finally washed over him. A few tears trickled down his cheeks, more pooling heavily in his eyes, blurring his vision. He didn’t want to cry, god why was he crying? He wasn’t supposed to be this weak…

He barely registered his name being called. The phone still held up to his ear, tears lightly trickling down his cheeks. He could hear Feliciano’s voice echo close by, and small sobs escaped his throat. His phone was squished between his ear and hand, and he soon felt hands on his wrists. He jumped a bit, eyes trying to focus on who is in front of him. He felt happiness shoot through him upon seeing the small alpha, concern written in his features. He let the small hands pull his hands down from his face, ending the call before pushing Ludwig’s phone into his pants. The omega didn’t bother trying to ask for the device back, he’d rather Feli hold onto it anyway. Having it meant that he’d have to talk to Gilbert, and he didn’t want to. Ludwig was too terrified to talk to his older brother.

Feliciano took the time to wipe away Ludwig’s tears, hands cupping the crying red face in front of him. He opened his mouth to voice his concerns, only to have the omega wrap his arms around him, leaving his hands trapped by the omega’s neck.

Feli could feel the heat radiating off of the German, and it concerned him. He didn’t like the idea of Ludwig crying in an alley, it only meant one thing. One thing, and he couldn’t stop himself from gritting his teeth, anger flaring up inside of him. He hated anyone who hurt omega’s, especially his. He-

He heard a small whine. Feli knitted his brows, easily calming down, and managing to pull his arms up out of their position, and wrapped them around Ludwig’s neck, one hand petting the omega’s hair. He heard a whining purr, and felt Ludwig’s hips move forward a bit, purposefully pushing against Feliciano’s dick. The alpha gasped lightly, pulling back, not liking the way the omega whines. He took in Ludwig’s lust blown eyes, and it reminded him of what happened. He wanted to be angry at the coward who did this, but it’s hard to when you have an omega crying in front of you. Especially when they just want to be held and cry for it.

Sadness wrote itself across Feli’s face. His brows knitted, frown deep. He cupped Ludwig’s face once again, feeling so many emotions fly through him at the way the German leaned into his touch. “Let’s get you somewhere safe, my friend.” He whispered, before getting up and pulling the omega up with him.

Ludwig could barely stand, but Feli easily held him up. He quickly straightened Ludwig’s clothing, before guiding him out of the alley, allowing the omega to press his face into Feli’s neck as they walked. Others eyed the two, some looking a bit offended at an alpha carelessly walking a horny omega through the streets. Annoyance flared up inside of Feli, but he let it go. As much as he wanted to yell at them all, yell about how this wouldn’t have happened if no one ignored Ludwig in the first place, he would be fine. It was a pointless thought.

No reason to scream at them. It’s normal human behavior to ignore someone who doesn’t even look like an omega. From the small instances that Feliciano has observed while meeting up with Ludwig, no one bothered him. Other omega’s went far around him as possible, not bothering to really take in his appearance. Some even whined fearfully, before finally relaxing upon seeing his collar.

He won’t tell the omega that he purposely watches him before finally making his way toward him, but that’s okay. If the German needed to know, he’d tell him.

Right now, he’s busy holding the man, happy that he had the shared car him and his brother traded back and forth. He could hear Ludwig whine quietly at all of the looks they got, and quickly got him into the back seat of the car, letting him lie down. The omega happily pushes his burning face into the cool leather of the seat, and Feli quickly took the time to get in, and start his engine. While the annoying pedestrians crossed, he decided upon going to his home, as it is closer than Lud’s. He knew that the omega might be a bit uncomfortable there, but he wanted to get him cleaned up and comfortable as quick as he could.

Feli drove as quickly as he could without breaking the law, heart bubbling a bit when Ludwig had reached a hand out to grip lightly at the bottom of his shirt, before closing his eyes, head lying awkwardly on the small compartment between the two front seats. When he finally arrived at the small house that he inherited, he almost cried at having to detach Ludwig from his shirt upon hearing an agonizing whine. He quickly got out of the car, hurrying to the back seat, and helping the omega out.

The moment the blond got out, his arms were back to wrapping around Feli’s shoulders, holding him close and nuzzling him. Feliciano’s heart raced at the gesture, rubbing the omega’s back, before managing to detach the other, letting him nuzzle his side instead. “Let’s go inside Lud.” He whispers quietly, getting a small nod. He sighs in relief upon seeing that Lud could still understand him, and easily takes him inside. He slowly walks Lud to the living room, intending to lie him down on the couch, only to have the omega collapse in his arms onto the floor in the middle of the living room. “A-Are you alright?!” Feli gasps in worry, holding onto what he could of the omega. He slowly set him down, watching Lud pant more, free hand gripping his shorts closely to his dick. A blush rises up onto the Italian’s cheeks at this, and he seems to understand everything more by the bulge that is very apparent below. He purses his lips, easily lying the omega down, going to get a wet rag to clean him up.

Suddenly, he feels Ludwig brace his arms around his shoulders, thick brows furrowing together, blue eyes blown with lust. He knew that aphrodisiacs were strong, but this is nothing like he’s read about. Then again, the asshole could have used something strong and dangerous for all he knew. All he knew was that Ludwig is turned on heavily. Feli held him tightly. Ludwig’s never been to the alpha’s house, never been told much about it, but he has to admit that it’s a small lovely home. Luckily, the other owner is currently out with his partner, so any moaning escaping Ludwigs lips will only be heard with the other party currently inside the house.

No, there won’t be any moaning, why is Ludwig thinking like this?

Oh, but he’s never noticed just how beautiful Feliciano’s lips are.

He barely registers trying to press his lips onto Feli’s, only to have the other move their head away not long after. For a brief moment, he whimpers, muttering out a slurred apology, before trying to press Feliciano’s face into his scent glands on his neck, shivering at the tingle he felt at having an alpha so close to his marking spot. He whimpered once again, a mumbled apology leaving his lips as he tried to push himself away from the alpha. The moment he had separated, he fell right to his knees, one hand braced on the floor weakly, the other wiping away tears that fell from his eyes. He was crying for so many different reasons at once, he didn’t know what to do. The only thing he knew was that when Feli reached down to help him up, he wanted the alpha close to him again.

With some sort of strength that he managed to muster, he pulled the other down, making Feli sit down on his lap. His arms wrapped around the alpha’s waist, and he smiled crookedly up at him. The other had a blush dusted along his cheeks, brows knitted together. He couldn’t blame him for being uncomfortable. No one wants a large, burly omega trying to feel them up. Ludwig was practically forcing himself on him..

Feliciano is good alpha. He deserves someone good, not whatever Ludwig is. He deserves better.

Tears began to fall in thick streaks from Lud’s eyes, and he weakly tried to push the alpha off. Feli frowned at the display, hands going up to pet Lud’s head. He shushed and cooed sweet, reassuring words into Lud’s ear, gently wiping away the tears from his beautiful eyes. He kisses his forehead, and even made sure to rub his wrists against Ludwig’s neck to calm him down. Of course, he made sure to go around his scent glands as much as possible, the alpha that always marked him smells really dangerous. He’d prefer to stay out of it. He almost wondered if the alpha is possibly Ludwig’s mate. While Ludwig has not mentioned anything of the sort to him, even though it is obvious that he’s unmarked, he felt anger flare up at the idea that he is with someone that isn’t him. Trying to picture Ludwig with other alphas and betas made him mad, and he could feel a growl wanting to bubble out of his throat, but he held it in. He quickly took second deep wiff to calm his anger, easily reassured that it was most likely his older brother he is smelling. He could almost smell the familiar scent that is relatable to Lud’s, yet he liked that it’s still different enough to be its own smell.

When he finally moved his hands away, so that he could get up, the omega whimpered. “S-Stay..” before looking away almost embarrassed by what he had said. “It h-hurts..s-so much F-Feli..” The Italian bit his bottom lip in worry, hands trying to pet and ease the large omega.

“But Lud,” He said, gasping when the omega pushed him onto his back. He seemed to realize what he did, and quickly pulled himself off, hands shaking, eyes watering up more. Feli could see the guilt in his eyes, but he knew exactly what he wanted to do.

The alpha reached a hand up, pressing it lightly against the back of Ludwig’s neck, pulling him down gently. He pressed his lips gently against the omega’s. Ludwig whined, trying to pull away, but Feli pressed his lips harder onto the blond’s. He kisses the other with a certain weight, his alpha instincts kicking in, wishing to dominate the willing omega. Yet, hurting someone is not something Feliciano liked, so he made sure to pull away before he got too into it. The way Ludwig looked dazed, red faced, and sweaty sent shivers down Feli’s spine. He hummed in his throat, catching the omega’s attention when his hands slid to his hips. “I can help you.” He offered, fingers massaging Ludwig’s hips. This caused the omega to let out a small whine, biting his bottom lip. “It’s not out of pity, Lud. I care about you a lot, let me help you.”

He’s never heard himself sound so serious in his life, but with the way Ludwig’s face contorts, neither has he. Yet, to some miracle, the omega nods, eyes shifting away. Feli takes this moment to run his fingers gently across Lud’s thighs, pressing down ever so slightly when they neared his dick. The way the other gasped, arching his back sent electricity to Feli’s cock. He repeated this motion a few more times, loving the way the omega’s dick strained in his shorts. Feliciano licked his lips, slowly unbuttoning the omega’s shorts and pulling his dick out. He’s seen omega anatomy in books and displays, and while all came in different shapes and sizes, for an omega, Ludwig is still pretty packed. Not as much as alphas and betas, but more so than omega’s. If it wasn’t for the shape of the head, Ludwig could almost be mistaken for a beta from afar, yet with how wet his pants are, it’s still a tell tale sign of an omega.

He quickly pulled Ludwig’s shorts and shoes off completely, setting them to the side as he took in the sight of his erect dick. He ran a finger up the erect organ, earning a gasp from the other. He poked and prodded it a few times, before letting his palm envelop the whole organ, happy that omega’s released so much pre as well. His brown eyes were completely fixed on the man in front of him. The way he could just barely squeeze the base, and Lud would arch his back. The way his eyes were in the back of his head from the intense pleasure, the way his drool cutely slid down the corner of his mouth. He’s absolutely adorable, and Feliciano couldn’t stop himself from wanting more from the omega. He’s lucky that he has strong self control in that area. If he were to hurt Lud, he wouldn’t know what to do.

Suddenly Feli was pushed onto his back, the other leaning over him, moving the small alphas hand to his entrance. His blue eyes were cloudy, but you could make out the want. “P-Plheeese Fheleee plheess~” He moaned breathlessly. The alpha looked down at the slick that dropped from Ludwig’s entrance. The way his thighs quivered, how his dick is throbbing, and the way the veins pulsed.

He wished he could do so much more.

Feli quickly scooped some of the slick up into his hand, one hand tugging Lud up to balance himself on his knees, before guiding it to rest on his hip. The other hand reached further under, nails lightly scratching Lud’s asscheeks before sliding a finger between his dick and ass, carefully prodding the entrance flaps. The way the big omega moaned became music to his ears, and watching him keen, god. “So hot~ it burns~” Ludwig moaned, hips stuttering, begging to have the heat appeased.

More slick began to dribble out of Lud’s pussy, and the way tears looked at the corner of Ludwig’s blue eyes sparked something inside of Feliciano. His heart thumped in his chest, and he felt a throb in his dick. The only thing that made him sure of just how he was feeling, was when he pressed a finger into Lud’s wet entrance, the warmth enveloping his finger, sucking him in with a wet squelch. Ludwig gasped, hips pushing down on the finger. He shook violently, gritting his teeth. Feli could see just how affected he was by one finger, and the visual stimulation was enough to make him curl his finger, already relishing in the noises that began to flow from the omega’s mouth. The way those thick thighs enveloped his waist, that cute dick bouncing with every shake and wiggle of Ludwig’s hips. Feliciano felt his dick throb in his pants, but he refused to do anything about it.

He tried to brush it away by pushing another finger into the moaning Ludwig. The way he curled in on himself made Feli blush, and those moans and whines seemed to make them increase. The way the omega shook, his hips stuttering to meet Feli’s pace, and the overall smell that drifted from him is something knew, and Feli wanted more of it.

Yet, it also seemed to end too fast. Soon Ludwig came hard, back arching as he did, before dropping back, forcing Feliciano to help lie him down. The omega went completely limp. If Feli didn’t know any better, he would have thought that Ludwig never touched himself before.

It’s no secret as to what omega’s were given when heats finally presented themselves. In fact, they are highly recommended. However, by the time they get with a partner, the alpha is left having to help an omega orgasm more than once since they seemed to build more stamina when having sex.

Yet Ludwig was out. Probably the drug.

Nonetheless, Feli managed to lie Ludwig down, disappearing into his bathroom to grab a rag and wet it down with warm water. Upon returning to his tired friend, he began to clean him up, unconsciously ruffling his hair slightly with his opposite hand. He would even caress his cheekbone slightly with his thumb. By the time he did realize, he was already done cleaning him up. Feliciano couldn’t help but sigh, before grabbing Ludwig’s shorts, and pulling his legs through them. It was at this time that he heard the front door open, and chattering filling the air.

“Shit.” He muttered under his breath, wondering if there was any way to keep his brother from seeing the omega in their house, but also knowing that you can’t really hide Ludwig’s sweet scent like you could his body. He decided to succumb to his fate, lifting up Ludwig’s hips to finish pulling up his khakis as his older brother burst into the room.

“Feli! What on earth-!” Only to cut himself off at seeing an unconscious omega. “What the hell is that?!”

Feliciano gave his brother a nervous smile, brows knitted. He didn’t quite like the way he talked about Ludwig, but there wasn’t much that he could do.

“Oh, please calm down, brother! He’s just a friend of mine.” He responded, buttoning Ludwig’s pants, and finally pulling his zipper up. Once he finished, he got up to grab a small pillow off of the couch.

“A sex friend? Don’t you know how dangerous having a sex friend is? An omega no less Feliciano!”

Feli sighed, bringing the pillow back to the omega, lifting his head to place the pillow under it. “Oh we aren’t like that Lovino, he’s hurt.”

Better to bend the truth a bit. He could easily give only half the truth, preferring to leave out the part where he helped him get off thank you very much.

“If getting hurt means waving its pheromones around and acting eager to get f-“

“Lovino!”

“Feliciano!”

And suddenly they were silent. Feli’s fingers fiddle with Ludwig’s blond locks nervously, and both didn’t quite know what to do, but were saved the trouble by Antonio peeking in. “I was wondering if- Oh! I didn’t know that Ludwig is acquainted with you both! Is he alright?”

Feli looked up at his brother's boyfriend, curiosity written in his features. “How do you know Ludwig?” He asked.”

Antonio smiled at the younger Vargas sweetly. “He’s my friends little brother! Oh, but Gilbert has been worried sick about him. He hasn’t been picking up his phone. Oh, but he’ll be pleased to know that his brothers alright.” He said, pulling his phone out.

“Oh no, I don’t want that crazy alpha anywhere near here you idiot!” Of course, Antonio laughed off his comment, already hitting his friend up, and informing him of just where his brother was. Feli could hear them both arguing, but he was able to tune it out and look down at Lud’s face.

He wondered if there was anything that he could have done to prevent any of this. Maybe be more harsh about making sure Lud was safe when going out to meet him. Maybe force him to have waited at home and Feli come and get him. Maybe he could have gotten Gilbert’s number and told him to bring Lud…

He could have done something.

“So you’re the strange alpha that makes Ludwig all soft?” Feli looked up to see the Spaniard and his soft smile.

“Excuse me?” The Italian asked, brows knitted.

“Oh, just realizing some things about what I’ve heard.” The brunette commented, sitting on the couch. “His brother talks on and on about how some weird alpha has been hanging all over his brother. How Ludwig seems to go all shy when your mentioned. He wouldn’t tell Gilbert a word about you.”

Feli’s eyes briefly landed on Lud, before looking back to the beta. “He talks about me?”

“Sometimes, but his brother says that he always cuts himself off.”

Feliciano looked back down at the omega, frowning a bit. It was not from Antonio’s answer, more so at the fact that the omega was like this in the first place. He knew that Ludwig didn’t like to worry his older brother. Anny observed Feliciano for a moment, before turning his head to the side a bit. “What happened?” He asked, getting up to sit beside Feliciano. He pet the other’s hair to comfort him. Honestly, the other was like an older brother to him at this point. Romano found a good partner...he just hoped that they stayed together.

Feli leaned into the touch, pouting ever so slightly. “He got hurt because of me..” he whines a bit, tears filling his eyes.

“How did you hurt him?” Anny asked, voice soft. The hand didn’t stop petting him.

“If I’d just forced him to call me or have his brother walk him, he wouldn’t be like this. None of this would have happened.”

“And what exactly happened that you blame yourself for?”

Feli’s bottom lip quivered, and he tried not to cry. He was definitely one of the weakest alphas around. “Someone hurt him, tried to...they were one of those attackers that are on the news..”

Antonio hummed in understanding, wiping away Feli’s tears. “That’s not your fault, amigo.” Anny tried to reassure.

Feli couldn’t help but cry more. “B-But-!”

“Stop babying him! He won’t learn anything if you treat him like that.” Romano interrupted, sitting on the couch. He crossed his arms, staring down at the unconscious Ludwig. Anny let go of the younger Vargas after wiping away more of his tears. He knew that Romano cared for his brother, even Feli knew. He knew that his brother had a bizarre way of showing his love, even if he acted like he hated him. “What happened to it?” The older Italian asked, earning a look from Feli.

“Hegot hurt.” He said, emphasizing the word ’he’. He hated that his brother didn’t like omegas. He supposes that he should at least be grateful that he didn’t hurt them. He just pretended that they didn’t exist.

“One of the attackers from the news got him.” Anny continued, leaning into Feli just to make Roma mad. The way the alpha grit his teeth was satisfying in a cute way. He loved how easily jealous the other got.

“Hmph...what did it think would happen...it’s not even wearing its collar.”

Feli fidgeted for a moment, wondering just where said collar was. “He hasn’t forgotten it since we first met...what if the creepy guy tried to mark him?” Feli asked, voice in panic, yet anger flaring up inside of him at the thought.

“Good riddance I’d say. Those things are always getting in the way, flaunting their-“

“Lovino Vargas!”

The way Antonio snapped had them both quiet. While the Spaniard was more lenient on the way Romano referred to omega’s, he also had a limit. The way the older alpha grit his teeth, seeming to close in on himself. Before, Romano would snapback, but something about this Beta made him hold his tongue.

“I’m sorry…” Feliciano whispered quietly, unknowingly making guilt rise up inside of his brother. “I just...He’s a good person, brother. I just wish that I could have protected him like I’m supposed to..”

“You’re not its alpha.” Romano commented back. He didn’t like others making his brother feel bad. He already did that enough.

“But-“ Feli didn’t know what to say. He wasn’t Ludwig’s mate. He didn’t have any right to push his scent on Ludwig. He didn’t have any right to treat him like he was his. He didn’t have to worry about him…

“What are you then?” Romano asked. He knew exactly what his brother was. He should have expected that this would happen. Of course his brother would willingly allow an omega to enter his life. He was pro-omega rights. Pro anything that had to do with omega’s getting their fair share in anything that the rest of them had. Always informing him when something good happened to omega’s. Always telling him when the love for all genders has spread and same gender couples were walking around. He knows about all of it because of his little brother. He’s always listening more than anyone gave him credit for. He knows all about his little Asian friend’s omega boyfriend, how that omega’s little brother was an alpha who is currently dating another alpha. He didn’t get that, and he never would. It didn’t make sense to him how it would work.

But he wasn’t one to go and stop it either. He was unproductive in that area. He didn’t like seeing it, but he didn’t go and ruin it. He saw happy alphas with their omega’s everywhere, but he didn’t rain on their parade. If they wanted to be idiots, he’d rather let them drown in stupidity than make a whole mess about it.

Maybe that was what made him weird. He didn’t think much of his appearance like Feliciano, so where did his struggles come from?

They came from quiet anger, and stating his opinion when asked.

“I’m his friend..” Feli finally managed to respond. Romano grit his teeth, standing up.

“Think about that question more, before you tell me your answer again.” Was all he said before walking out of the room.

More guilt filled up inside of him. He looked down at the omega, lips pursed. He only snapped out of his thoughts as Antonio pushes into him. “You smell of omega pheromones...you should probably wash your hands before his brother gets here.” The beta said, finally getting up. “Also, change your shirt. You have slick drying on the bottom of it.”

Feliciano’s cheeks flared up, eyes shooting down to the exact spot Antonio mentioned. He made a small noise, before getting up and doing as he was told.

The last thing he needed was Ludwig’s brother out for his blood.

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Everything is black. He doesn’t hear anything, doesn’t see anything…

It’s comforting...

He almost wishes he didn’t ever have to open his eyes...

Suddenly, everything is bright, and he can’t help but squint, sluggishly rubbing his eyes. He hurt all over, and the last thing he remembers is sitting at the table with Gilbert. They were eating dinner, and he suddenly felt really light headed, and everything was a mystery from there. He knows that he’s been under the weather lately, but he figured that it was a cold. Maybe it was worse than he had initially thought.

Ludwig sat up tiredly, finally blinking and taking in his surroundings. He scared to see that he’s in a hospital, but luckily a female beta nurse seems him, and walks over. She immediately puts her hand to his forehead, smiling. “Welcome back Mr. Beilschmidt.” She says softly, ruffling his hair.

Ludwig looks up at her tiredly, a hand going up and rubbing the back of his neck. He yawns, trying to control the urge to stretch. “Ah,” he coughs a bit, trying to clear his throat. It sounded hoarse, and a little deep. Probably from whatever happened to him. He figured that he just got terribly sick.

The nurse hands him some water, and he’s grateful. He quickly downs it, already feeling a lot better. He clears his throat again, licking his lips. “Wh-What happened?” He asks, before dread filled him.

He didn’t like where all of this was going.

The lady seems to be completely unaware of Ludwig’s panicking. She simply smiles more, clapping her hands together. “You’ve finally presented, dear!”

He’s...he presented? He supposed that it was only a matter of time. Ludwig looks down at himself, seeing that he’s gotten bulkier. He looks to have grown a few inches, packed on a bit more muscle than he had previously. His hands look more like his brother’s now. Of course, with how big he is, it could only mean one thing.

He’s just like Gilbert.

A little joy fills him at this, and he can’t stop the smallest smile appearing on his face.

“Am I..?” He trails off, asking the nurse for confirmation, only now he wishes he didn’t.

“An omega? Yes! Oh, you seem so excited!” She ruffles his hair more. “We were a little concerned when you started getting taller, but then your hips widened out...your family has strong omegas, I’m rather jealous!”

Ludwig feels like his world drops around him. The nurse is the only one excited, and he feels bad. He doesn’t like any of this. He doesn’t like that he had to go to the hospital, and he doesn’t want to know what his brother is thinking. He’s sure that he’s disappointed.

“Of course.” He says, trying to sound happy. He hopes that he doesn’t fail. He looks down at his hands, and eyes start to water.

She giggles, unaware of his feelings. “I’ll go get the doctor. He’ll give you a quick check up, and if all is good, you should be fine to go home today. You're a really healthy omega. In fact, you actually recovered a lot faster than some of the others who’ve presented around the same time.” She says, before giving a wave, and walking out of the room, and writing things down on her clipboard.

Probably a short comment about his well being after waking up.

He sighs, looking around the room. He spots the bathroom, and soon begins to try and get out of bed. Hes not used to the sudden shift in height, and stumbles a bit, but manages to make his way to the bathroom. Once there, he almost doesn’t recognize himself.

He looks so much like his father, it’s scary. Before, his face seemed so small and he looked a lot like their mother, what with his soft pointed chin. Not anymore. He looks just like his father. From his hair, to his nose, and even his now strong jaw. He runs a hand through his blond hair, fingers gripping the locks. His other hand came up, lightly touching his face. He slid the pads of his fingers across his cheekbone, down his nose, and soon he slid them over his lips. The only thing that was different than his fathers.

These lips were too soft. They…

For pleasuring…

His hand shook, and he yanked it down, other hand snapping down as well. He grit his teeth, brows knitting together. As curious as he was to observe more of himself, he was too scared to. Instead, he walked right back over to his bed, sitting on the edge of it. He buried his face in the palms of his hands, trying to hold back tears. He wished this was a dream. He wanted to hide away. He didn’t look anything like an omega. Were they messing with him? They had to be. Omegas are small, soft, and round. They are delicate, They have wide hips, and a soft voice. He is the complete opposite of that.

Yeah, maybe they are mistaken, his family is made of nothing but alphas. No ones ever even reported an omega being born into his family, this had to be a mistake.

He wipes his eyes, feeling confident about this answer that he’s made, and feels more relaxed when he sees the doctor.

“Ludwig?” He calls, and Ludwig nods. The beta man smiles at him warmly, holding out his hand. “Dr. Dall, nice to meet you, officially. I’ve been keeping an eye on you during your heat, but it’s rare to be aware of it.” This is okay, some people refer to alpha ruts as heats. While it’s more commonly used for omegas, it has been used for alphas...sort of..

He shook the man’s hand firmly just like his brother taught him. The man smiles more, before looking down at his charts. “Nurse Halloway says that you’re rather lively. You’ve just woken up? How nice. This is really good news.” He continues, writing a few things down himself. “I’ll do a quick check up, and if you seem fine I’ll notify your brother. After that, feel free to ask me any questions that you might have.”

“Ah, yes.” He says, before shuffling a bit on the bed. “Is it normal to be fine right after waking up?” He asks nervously.

“While it’s not common, it does happen. It really helps when your family line is strong. It’s really good news for you, as you’ll be able to do more than the average omega. Your immune system is really good, and anytime your heat comes, you should be able to get back up on your feet in no time.”

Ludwig seems to shut off at that.

Omega.

No, it had to be wrong…

But he said..

He lets the doctor do as he pleases, and before he knows it, they’ve notified his brother. He’s then given a small bag containing a folded pair of jeans and a shirt. “We had your brother bring a pair of clothes yesterday.” The doctor says, temporarily stepping out of the room so that he could change.

Ludwig isn’t even aware of when he began to change, but he refuses to look at himself. He lets his eyes shut, letting his hands feel around for everything. The only time he opens them, is to slip on the shoes that he recognizes as his brother’s. In fact, the shirt and jeans are his as well. He awkwardly rolls the waistband of the jeans, before plopping back down on the bed. He blinks away the water that tries to fill his vision. “I’ve finished.” He calls, seeing the doctor walk back in.

“Now, do you have any questions for me?” The beta asks

Ludwig looks up at him a little desperately, stomach churning. He grits his teeth once more. “What is all of this?” He asks.

Thedoctor seems to give him a sad smile. It was probably because of how scared he sounded.

Fuck.

“You were rather sore the last few days before your heat correct?” The doctor asks.

Ludwig thinks for a moment, before realizing that yes, that did happen. He nods at the male.

“That was your body trying to change to fit into the omega spectrum, so to speak. Your stomach aches were caused by a womb growing. Your lower back and hip pain were caused by your hips trying to widen. Since omegas can bare children, your body needs to accommodate for that.”

That terrifies him.

“Now, you may be aware, but the stickiness you felt is from your vagina producing a lubricant.”

“Vagina?” He asks stupidly.

The doctor thinks nothing of it. Instead he continues answering. “You didn’t have one before, but the moment your body began changing, you should have grown an extra reproductive area. It should have felt almost like a burning sensation between your legs. Almost like someone stuck a candle to your lower stomach area. Sometimes it can feel like pins and needles constantly tapping.”

He cringed, because yes, he felt this. He didn’t even think his body could change like that.

“It grows almost like a pimple, and makes itself apparent. It is located just behind your penis, and is sensitive, so be careful with it.”

“Do female omegas have a penis as well?” He wants to hit himself for asking these stupid questions.

“Actually, yes. It is smaller than a males, and less useful, but is very sensitive. While male omegas are sensitive, female omegas are more sensitive there. It is more of a stimulation organ than something that they use. Ours are used for urination and stimulation, but that’s the only difference.”

“But, why do we have what we do if we are just born like this?

“That’s the weird part about us. We are actually sexless until puberty. It can go either way, it’s not defined. We are all the same until we reach that age, and while our bodies finally connect with the chromosome making us what we are, the chromosome can change. Just because the chromosome can make you into an omega, for example, doesn’t mean you’ll be one. It all depends on the structure of our DNA strands. Sometimes the DNA that the chromosome attaches to does what we call ‘dying off’ meaning it doesn’t merge with your DNA, and thus you become a beta. However, if you become an alpha, you begin to experience anger problems, short temper, heat flashes, etc. If you become an omega, you experience a lot of physical pain, which is why your brother brought you to the hospital. It’s a rather morbid experience. In this time, your bones begin to bend and twist, and you soon feel what most describe an intense burning sensation in your lower regions and stomach. This is your body allowing room for a womb, and connecting it downwards through a tube that leads to the opening of the vagina. You grow an opening, almost like your skin forms a hole. This is where slick begins to come out, and the intense need to reproduce happens. You won’t remember your first heat that well, but the more you have, the more aware you become.”

“I..what is this thing that grew called again?” Lud stupidly asks like he didn’t know. Like he didn’t just say it earlier. A blush bloomed across his cheeks at the thought and comment. He’s grateful that the doctor acts like he doesn’t care.

“It is called a vagina. As you know, it is located behind the balls of the penis. When in heat, it swells up quite a lot, and is really apparent. When simply aroused, it swells, but not as much as it would when in heat.”

“O-Oh…”

Ludwig trails off, looking down at his clasped hands, He nervously presses his thumbs together, jaw locked.

“Ludwig, it is nothing to be ashamed of, this is all normal. It’s rather scary at first, especially with the sudden change in appearance and how it interrupts your daily life, but you’ll grow accustomed to it rather fast.” The doctor reassured, smiling at Lud.

The omega cast a short glance at him, before looking down again. “But...nevermind..”

“It’s all scary right now, but you’ll see soon that being an omega is actually rather nice. They get taken care of. You’re a handsome young man, I’m sure an alpha will sweep you up in no time.” It was supposed to be a reassuring response, but coldness filled up inside of him. “You’ll have to take medicine for a couple of weeks, it’s a temporary suppressant to control your emotions. When omegas first present, they are rather sensitive, and anything can set them off. This simply to help you relax.” Ludwig doesn’t say antrying, not even nodding. The doctor pursed his lips, clapping Ludwig on the shoulder. “Come, your brother should be here any minute. Let's wait for him at the front desk.”

He gave the doctor a short, curt nod, before standing. He was led to the front desk, and there he saw his brother, a plastic bag in his hand. A small glance at it, and a booklet on omegas could be seen. He couldn’t believe how fast his brother arrived, and fear filled him. He looked down at the ground as he walked toward Gilbert, shame filling inside of him. They always talked about him being an alpha. Their family was 99 percent alpha, the 1 percent was only made up of those who mated with omegas. Their gene was supposed to be strong..

He expected Gilbert to frown at him. Almost like their father. While he didn’t really know him, he remembers that frown he’d make when he was disappointed. Gilbert had a lot of their father’s features, and even if his hair and eyes came from their mother, some things couldn’t hide others. What he didn’t expect was a hand to rest on his head. He looked up at his brother, who had a wide smile on his face, and began to ruffle Ludwig’s hair affectionately. “Well look at you,” Gilbert says, hand resting comfortingly on Ludwig’s shoulder. “You look just like father.”

He pushed Gilbert’s hand off, brows knitting. “Is that bad?” He asked, slight worry in his voice.

“Of course not!” Gil snapped, wrapping an arm around Ludwig’s shoulders. “You look like a strong, healthy omega. In fact, you are way more handsome than all of the omegas that i’ve seen at your school. Everyone will be super jealous of your awesome looks!”

Ludwig made a face at his brother, but relief filled up inside of him.

“I’ve already checked you out. We will have to go to the store and pick you up some new clothes, but you should be able to return back to school in a couple of days. Your doctor told you about your medicine correct?” He glanced at the beta doctor, earning a nod from the man. “Good. Now, let’s go, I’m sure you’re starving.”

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Ludwig’s eyes shot open, and he sat up quickly, looking around. He barely registered that he was back at home.

He blinks stupidly a few times, before looking down at his covers. He..he has never dreamt about that time before. He doesn’t know what sparked it, but…

Ludwig closes his eyes, memories of what happened before filling him.

He remembers being attacked. He remembers Feliciano...did Feli really come? It wasn’t a drug induced dream, correct? If it’s true, then he must have blacked out after they got to his home.

He wants to say he did anyway, because what he knows couldn’t have happened. No way that it did.

A blush manages to climb onto Ludwig’s cheeks. Even if Feliciano coming to his aid was a drug induced vision, and everything that happened between them was nothing more than that, it was something so comforting.

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As Feliciano got up, he looked down at Ludwig for a moment. He began to fidget in place, seeming to forget that Antonio was currently in the same area. The beta smiled softly as he watched Feli crouch down, and pet Ludwig’s head, before getting back up, and making a small grunt noise, before bending down once again to pat the omega. He watched him finish it off by crossing Ludwig’s hands over his chest, and fluffing the small pillow under his head as gently as he could, before finally leaving to change shirts. It didn’t take a genius to know how the alpha felt. In fact, while he was spending some time with Romano, the younger Vargas had come home and was suddenly acting like he had found something so amazing. He’s known the kid for a short while now, but if he’s learned anything, it’s that when Feliciano is genuinely excited about something, he has this sparkle in his eyes. He perks up at every little thing that reminds him of what’s making him happy. Granted, the Spaniard couldn’t figure out just what made him excited. While it’s normally easy to figure out, seeing the other get happy about potatoes didn’t exactly help click to anything.

He’s...Antonio doesn’t know how to feel about the way Feliciano stared fondly at potatoes that day, but he’s also not going to dwell on it.

Once the Italian walked into his room, Anny took the time to crouch down, and take a look at Ludwig. He didn’t see anything that showed he was hurt, except a small scrape on the bottom of his chin. He then shifted his head to take a look at his neck, happy to see that he is still unmarked. He hums for a moment, before stepping away altogether, instead opting to pull his phone out and message Gilbert more on the situation. His boyfriend is still upset with him, so he’ll have to give him a bit of space before trying to talk to him again. He almost feels bad for Feli. Ludwig doesn’t quite like everyone knowing how he feels, he wonders how the alpha will handle it.

Said alpha had just finished throwing on a comfortable pink t-shirt, before quickly making his way back to Ludwig. He notices that Antonio is no longer in the room. He wonders if the Spaniard is trying to talk to his brother. Or maybe he’s not...Feliciano really hopes that he is. He really likes Anny.

With a small sigh, Feli takes a seat beside Ludwig, reaching a hand out and running the knuckle of his index finger along the omega’s cheek. He does this for a moment, before using the pad of his finger to glide along Ludwig’s sculpted nose, loving the lack of a bridge. He loved the rather flat bridge of Lud’s nose, it really makes his eyes stand out just a bit more. The alpha hummed quietly, moving his finger along the omega’s cheekbone, down to his barely defined Cupid’s bow, and right over his soft lips. He’s never noticed how full they really are. They look slim, but maybe not as much as he had initially thought. Feliciano lightly presses his finger against those lovely lips, loving the way they sank under the pressure. He couldn’t stop himself from imagining it was his dick that is being pressed there.

He imagines that Ludwig would blush, insisting that oral wasn’t really needed, before Feli would purposefully get him all worked up. The omega doesn’t like owing anyone favors, and he likes to think that even in this case, he would be the same way. He’d try and make Feli feel good. He’d watch the other blush more, before bending down between Feli’s legs. He’d then close his eyes, sealing away those beautiful icy blue orbs, before finally leaning forward and pressing the head of Feliciano’s dick to his lips. He’d nervously kiss the head for a moment, before finally dragging a tongue out to lightly lick the head before him. It would go on like this from Ludwig being rather shy, before he’d finally get the courage to suddenly deep throat him. Like he’d practiced on the toys he had. Like he was expecting to be able to do this with a partner. He could imagine just how warm and wet being inside his mouth felt, before Feli would finally-

No. He needs to stop.

The alpha pulled his hand back, squeezing it into a fist for a moment, having the urge to hold the omega’s face once more. His hand squeezed tighter, before finally reaching down and pressing his hand fully against Ludwig’s cheek. The Italian knitted his brows together, biting the inside of his bottom lip, and finally letting his thumb caress Ludwig’s cheek bone. His face is soft. Soft like his lips, and Feliciano wishes that he could touch more of him. No, he doesn’t wish that. It’s all because of what he did earlier, taking advantage of the omega. Feli may have said it was because he cares for him, and while that’s not a lie, he doubts that it was his actual reason. He gave in to the smell of temptation, there’s no other thing it could be. A natural alpha instinct, and he wishes that he could take it back. Ludwig didn’t deserve being touched, even if it helped him. He should have left it, and taken Ludwig to the hospital. The omega would have been mad, but at least he would have an easier thing to get over. You don’t just get over being touched like…

Like that.

Feli feels tears prick in his eyes a bit, but he can’t help but press his other hand against the omega’s opposite cheek. He then leans down, pressing his forehead against Ludwig’s, closing his eyes. He breathes the omega’s pheromones slow, and deeply. He loved the nice, sweet scent. Almost like pastries, and so, so soothing. Feliciano can’t stop from letting out a content sigh through his nose, and he’s so focused on Lud, that he doesn’t hear anything around him. Only when he begins to focus on rubbing both of Ludwig’s cheek bones does he hear a voice that he doesn’t recognize.

“Excuse me, but that’s my little brother you’re rubbing on.”

Feli shoots back, hands squeezing by his chest, eyes looking up at another alpha. The soft white hair that molds perfectly with his face, his pale skin, and red piercing eyes. Eyes that practically bore holes into the Italian.

“S-Sorry!” Feli stutters out, going to scoot away from the unconscious omega, but unable to will himself to do so. He felt that if he did, he would almost feel upset by not being able to be so close to him. Then again, he would probably be beaten up if he didn’t.

He didn’t want to move.

The other alpha locks his jaw, finally walking over to the both of them. He’s professionally dressed, and stands tall and strong. Something that Feliciano could never do.

Once the alpha crouches down, Feli leans back, hunched in on himself, not wanting to move, but not wanting to be close to the white haired alpha. Said alpha grunts at him, looking at his brother over. He can see the sneer on his face upon seeing the one scratch, but upon further inspection, realizes that the scratch is all that he needs to worry about. He hums for a moment, before looking toward Feliciano. “Gilbert.” He finally says, forcing Feli to feel further confused for a moment. “My name, it’s Gilbert.” The other alpha continues, seeing recognition finally light up in Feli’s eyes.

“Ah!” The small alpha states, before squirming a bit in place. He makes a small noise of discomfort, not liking the way those red eyes still stare at him. “F-Feliciano.” He mutters awkwardly wringing his hands together. “Nice to finally make your acquaintance, I’ve heard so much about you. All good things, don’t worry.” He continues, gritting his teeth nervously.

Gilbert stares at him silently for a moment, before bending down to smell his brother. Feliciano doesn’t miss the look of distaste, and worry fills him. He’s worried that he accidentally brushed the omega’s scent glands, but he was so sure that he managed to rub around them. If it was the cheek caresses, then...oh why was he such an idiot?!

Feli bites his lips hard, worried about what may happen, only to see the other visibly relax. “I appreciate attempting to not mark him, but I can still smell you.” Feli’s eyes shot up, and he relaxed a small bit.

“Yes, he wouldn’t stop crying, I didn’t know what else to do...I don’t like to hear him cry, it’s not good..” Feli states, hands gripping his shirt hard. He managed to look up to the alpha. Almost as if he had something to prove to the other, when there is nothing at all. Or, there would be if there wasn’t something more lingering on.

Gilbert stares him down, red eyes piercing holes right through Feliciano. “Oh really now?” He asks, trying to appear bigger, a hand protectively laying on Ludwig’s shoulder. He wanted to see if the small alpha would crack. Anyone who broke that easily isn’t worth being around his brother. Weak alphas are no good for anyone. You didn’t have to be physically strong, but you needed to be strong.

Feliciano is anything but strong. He’s weak, easily scared, and he doesn’t like being in the middle of anything. The way Gilbert looked at him, made him move back a bit, shoulders hunching. His eyes continued to stay on Gilbert’s, and Feli couldn’t believe what he was doing.

It seemed that they needed an audience, because Antonio came to check up on them, and Romano only followed because he didn’t want him in his house. Of course, upon seeing an alpha force dominance on his brother in their home had him all over the place. “What the actual fuck?! The older Italian hissed, ready for march over and pounce at Gilbert. Antonio shushed him, holding him in place. “Anny what the hell?!”

“He’s not going to hurt him.” Antonio reassured, having to press his hand against Romano’s mouth to quiet him completely. He looked to his white haired alpha friend, lips pursing a bit. “You really shouldn’t do this here, it’s rather inappropriate.” He commented. Of course, Gilbert said nothing, instead leaning even closer to Feliciano, baring his teeth at him. Feli tried hard not to whimper as he hunched more, a hand unconsciously grabbing at Ludwig’s arm for reassurance. Gilbert growled at him, watching the smaller male reel his hand back, but quickly putting it back on. He never took his eyes off of Gilbert.

The white haired alpha is terrifying. He’s never seen an alpha this scary in his life, and just being in this situation...he could honestly piss himself.

“Gilbert, stop.” Antonio snapped finally. Of course, the alpha didn’t listen, and instead pounced onto Feliciano, seeing if he would cower. Anny snapped at him already walking over to pull Gilbert off, but the alpha wouldn’t budge, he made sure Feliciano could see his eyes.

Gilbert growled, and snapped his teeth at Feliciano, and the whimper that came out, was the only thing that seemed to happen. The brown eyes before him are full of fear, yet they didn’t waver.

They aren’t wavering. Not like that one kid.

Gilbert’s face softened then, letting Anny pull him off, and finally breaking eye contact with the younger Vargas. “Gil, that was too far! What were you thinking?” He asked. He got no answer, but he was shrugged off.

“I had to know.”

Anny sighed at him. “That was inappropriate.”

“It’s for the best.” Is all Gilbert said, pulling his arms away from the beta.

“If you’re done harassing my brother, then leave. Take it with you.” Romano commented, pointing at Ludwig.

Gilbert bared his teeth at Romano for a split moment. “That thing you’re talking about is my brother.”

“Yeah, and you harassed my brother in my home.” Romano shot back. The older Italian had already puffed his chest out, ready to fight the older alpha if need be, but couldn’t help but feel irritated at his sudden disinterest in the whole situation.

“Doesn’t matter.” Gilbert commented, waving a hand. “I’m going to take Lud and leave. Probably chain him to his bed for a while, lock him in a basement, who knows.”

Romano sputtered at the alpha, but Anny chuckled. “I’m happy that you can find joy in your brother’s torment. I recommend making him put in a vacation notice. He will need a bit to cope with what happened, and surely his heat will be coming not long after.”

Gilbert hummed, picking up Ludwig by his arms, adjusting him to lay on his back. Feli takes this moment to help put the omega on his back, and he gives the small Italian a nod as thanks, before humming at Antonio. “It should be peaking in next week. He hasn’t started stealing my pillows yet, but that could change real fast.” Feliciano finds his heart squeezing at the comment as he holds Ludwig’s strong shoulders while his brother stands up holding the underneath of his knees. “He has enough time saved, I’ll talk to his boss about just taking a full two. It’s Monday, after all.”

“It’s for the best. I would also like to recommend taking him to the hospital and filing a report.”

“We can file a report all we want, but if he doesn’t have any evidence about the person, then there’s no point.”

Feli purses his lips at this, more guilt filling up inside of him at not being able to protect Ludwig. He tries to push his guilt down as he walks with Gilbert to the front door, opening it for him, and letting the older alpha step out. He’s surprised to see the alpha turn around to look at him. His eyes are hard, but Felinciano can tell that it’s not directed at him. “While I appreciate you looking after my brother and helping him, you have a long way to go to gain my trust.” The alpha stated, making Feliciano grind his teeth.

“Y-Yes.” He squeaks out, wringing his hands together nervously.

“Glad you understand…”Gilbert trails off, humming for a moment before slipping in, “Also, please refrain from touching him like that, you’re not his alpha.”

Feliciano sputters, face a bright red, sweat building from fear. “S-Sorry! I just-W-Well-!”

“I would wash up if I were you.” The white haired male states, finally walking off.

Feliciano is normally terrified of anything and everything, and he can’t help but imagine Gilbert literally killing him for touching Ludwig the wrong way. Even as he carried the omega away, fear still hangs off of him.

Even as his heart squeezes with sadness upon the omega leaving, fear still coiling around him. Romano doesn’t miss the look in his brothers eyes as Gilbert parts with Ludwig. Doesn’t miss the longing. Doesn’t miss just how different he is. He’s never seen that look on his face, not even when their grandfather died.

He’s full of nothing but longing and heartache.

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It was easy for Ludwig to fall back to sleep. When he woke up again, it was around 8 am, and the sun was trying hard to peer through his blinds. He let out a huff of air through his nose, before managing to slide his legs over the side of the mattress, getting up. He’s stiff and sore, can feel a headache coming on, and the smallest bit irritable. He sighs, before managing to stumble towards his closet, pulling out a set of khaki pants, and his work shirt. It doesn’t take him long to put them both on, buttoning his polo all the way, not quite liking how it sits stiffly around his neck. He then proceeds to make his way out, going to the bathroom to clean up his face, brush his teeth, and putting on deodorant. He is working a double, and while he doesn’t quite want to even deal with work today, he knows that he needs the money. His brother is working, but with his short tempers, that could change. He doesn’t mind, however. He never really has. It’s the least Ludwig could do for the person who has accepted him unconditionally and taken care of him for all of these years, despite the terrible things that he’s done.

When he slides into the kitchen, he sees his brother sitting at the table, tie tucked into the breast pocket of his button up, sleeves rolled to his elbows. In one hand he has what Ludwig assumes is a cup of coffee, and his cellphone in the other. “You’re awake.” Gilbert mutters, but it’s more of a statement than a question.

Ludwig pours himself some coffee as well, taking a seat at the table across from the alpha. “I work a double today.” Is Ludwig’s response, hand rubbing his neck. He then realizes that his collar isn’t present, and he can’t help but purse his lips. He knows why it’s gone. He doesn’t want to think about why it is though.”...Do we still have-“

“I already dug around for it.” Gilbert interrupts him, already sliding the old collar towards him. He didn’t get to wear it for long. When he turned 16, he suddenly bulked up more, and it became too small. However, instead of adding something to make it longer, Gilbert went and bought him a brand new one, something he didn’t really understand.

Ludwig takes ahold of the old collar, seeing that an extension piece has been sewn onto it already. “Ah, thank you.” Ludwig stiffly says, already hooking it around his neck. He doesn’t like the fact that Gilbert has this ready. He also knows that his brother knows what happened, otherwise, how would he be home?

In fact, not being at the hospital sort of made him fear what may have really happened. Feliciano would have taken him to the hospital. Maybe…

Had the man actually…

His heart begins to race, and his jaw clenches. He didn’t hurt as much as he thought he did. Maybe seeing the Italian wasn’t a fever dream, but he took him back to his home. He doesn’t exactly remember where they went after he got into the Italian’s car, after all. It’s all rather blurry at that point, besides…

Besides the feeling of the alphas fingers deep inside of him. The way they rubbed that spot deep inside of him, making him feel like he lost himself.

He shivered a bit.

Ludwig took a sip of his coffee, eyes cast downwards, not quite wanting to look at the alpha in front of him.

Said man was boring holes into Ludwig. “What happened yesterday?”

Ludwig froze, his heart pounding, and he suddenly felt light from the immense amount of sudden fear that filled him. “E-Excuse me?” Ludwig managed to stutter out.

“You heard me.” Was all Gilbert said. He didn’t like how scared his little brother looked, but he needed to know. Know if he was actually okay, if…

Ludwig was still silent. He gripped his mug hard, teeth grit more than they should be. He didn’t want to think about it..

“Ludwig, I need you to talk to me.”

Tears pooled in Ludwig’s eyes, and he quickly blinked them away, staying stiff, and trying to appear composed. He cleared his throat, looking down at the coffee sitting in his mug. “...Something..happened. It happened. I hit him...his voice…” Ludwig’s heart began to pound faster. The moment he tried to remember that voice, his body immediately went into a flight or fight, and his hands began to shake. The omega clenched his fists together, still trying to appear composed about the situation. “That voice…” he trailed off again. He felt like a piece was missing. He couldn’t place it, but he knew.

He knew.

“Ludwig?” Gilbert called, brows furrowed in worry. He placed a hand on top of Lud’s only for it to be yanked away.

Ludwig stood up suddenly, feeling like the walls were closing in. He looked down at his brother, who began to stand as well. “It haunts me, brother.” Ludwig finally said, confusing the alpha.

“What do you-“

“No, please. Let’s not talk about it anymore.”

Gilbert fell silent. He wanted to comfort his brother, but he knew that the other didn’t want to be touched. He already had this sort of problem before, and while Ludwig was finally able to ease into letting Gilbert into touch him again, there was still that gap.

The alpha didn’t like where this was all heading.

“Ludwig, take a vacation.” The alpha quickly changed the subject, not wanting to be distanced again like he was before, those few years ago.

Ludwig seemed to completely relax upon hearing the comment. Relief filled him. He was grateful. “I cannot.” He answered as casually as possible.

Gilbert simply huffed. “Your heat it coming up, why not use the time you have to relax? You won’t be able to when it peaks.”

“Because we need the money.”

“We will be fine. I can take care of you, it’s okay.”

Ludwig shook his head, deciding to head to the front door and slip his shoes on. “I need to leave. See you tonight, brother.”

Gilbert felt anger rise inside of him. “You are hurt! Why would you go back?”

“Because I can’t be weak!” He snapped. Everything was quiet then, save for Lud’s slight panting. He quickly put his shoes on and got up. “I will be back tonight.” He said, opening the door.

Of course, his brother grabbed his sleeve. “Let me take you.” He tried, but Ludwig lifted his hand.

“I’d rather go alone.”

Suddenly, Ludwig was yanked back into the apartment, door slamming behind him. He was quickly face to face with Gilbert, red eyes boring holes into him. His arms were set aflame with pain, all from how hard his brother was gripping them.

“What if I lose you too!” The alpha snapped at him. Lud froze, brows knitting. Gilbert seemed to realize what he said, and detached himself from Lud, turning away.

“W...Gilbert, what do you mean?”

“Nothing, I’m sorry.”

The two were silent, anger slowly filling up inside of Ludwig. He tighted his hands into fists, before unclenching them, and grabbing his brother’s shoulder. “No, what do you mean?” He asked.

Gilbert pulled himself away from Ludwig, shoulders hunching. “Forget it, Ludwig!” He snapped, looking away. Ludwig himself visibly flinched from the sudden aggression, stepping away from the alpha.

“Brother-“

“There’s no secrets to acknowledge. Why are you acting like I’ve kept something from you?”

Lud pursed his lips, hands gripping the bottom of his polo. It was rather out of character for him, but the distressed alpha pheromones are overwhelming his senses. “She was a sweet omega.” He instead said, trying to put some sort of ease on his brothers shoulders.

“I miss her…” Gilbert trailed off, crossing his arms. He tried to appear fine, but he wasn’t. Ludwig knew that he was never completely fine. “I..” Ludwig could hear the desperation in his voice. “Please. I just want you to stay home.”

Ludwig completely sagged, the tense air finally gone, but only to be replaced with a more melancholy feel. Ludwig knows exactly why his brother doesn’t want him to leave. He doesn’t need to tell the alpha what happened, he knows. To him, it was a case of potentially losing another. While they aren’t exactly the same reason, it existed. Never in Ludwig’s life did he thing that Gilbert didn’t love him. After he realized that he was sterile, and him and Elizaveta went their separate ways, he truly realized what form Gilbert’s love takes. In his brother’s eyes, he still sees that scared kid from highschool. He’s nearly lost Ludwig once, and now he’s almost lost him again.

“Brother, you know I can’t.” Ludwig said, voice soft. Soft, light, comforting. The voice he used when Gilbert was angry or upset in any way.

“Why can’t you just listen to me?” Gilbert asked, peering over at Ludwig.

“Because you have taught me to make my own decisions regardless of my gender.” He commented, making Gil let out a small chuckle.

“I hate myself sometimes.” Was his only response, arms cradling himself. He watched the soft white hair slide across his brother’s face as he looked downwards. “Can’t you just forget what I said and just stay? What if your heat starts?”

Ludwig huffed, slightly annoyed at his brother’s antics. “It doesn’t start for another three days.”

“But it’s not abnormal to start early.”

“And it’s not abnormal to say that you’re being overbearing right now.”

“What if I said that I already talked to your boss, and you’re aloud a vacation since your heat is coming.”

“You did no such thing.”

“Try me.”

Ludwig huffed, crossing his arms. “Brother, I cannot allow this sort of behavior to remain within-“

“Yeesh, I was just joking. Go to work.” And as if the alpha was never worried to begin with, he began to walk away. Ludwig huffed, realizing that he’s going to be a few minutes late, but watching his brother peak around the corner broke the thought. “Please text me when you get there..” he said softly.

Ludwig have a short, curt nod, making his way out the door.

He was gone.

Gilbert ran a hand through his hair, before looking at the time: 8:50. The alpha sighed, deciding to plop onto the couch. The urge to drink away his problems was big, but he knew that he shouldn’t. He had to work soon. He pulled out his phone, shooting a message to his French alpha friend.

To: Francy Pancy ‘Hey, could you give me a lift?’

From: Francy Pancy: ‘Of course mon ami~’

And with that, Gilbert leaned his head back, closing his eyes, continuing to fight the urge to down alcohol.

***

Several hours had passed since the argument that he’s had with his brother.

Well, it was more one sided. After Antonio parted for the day, Romano was all over him.

‘I thought relationships weren’t for you. What happened to not getting involved Feli?’

And it escalated from there. He decided to leave, instead opting to hang around at Kiku’s place for a while. His boyfriend would be there, but that wasn’t much of a concern. The omega was actually a lot older than the both of them, hitting 29 just recently, mature outlook on everything, and what his little brother tends to say, already becoming a complete grandpa.

Nonetheless, the omega is sweet, level headed, and is good at giving him and Kiku advice when they need it.

To: Kiki ‘Mind if I come on over?’

From: Kiki ‘You are always welcome, friend.’

He’s used to the treatment of being completely cared for when the beta’s mate is present. It’s a nice place to escape. It’s not abnormal for him to leave for a night, the excuse of wanting help with studies for school is enough to keep Romano’s suspicions away, even if there’s not anything to be suspicious about.

Regardless, Feli would prefer to have this part of his time private, and upon sleeping on Kiku’s couch, and waking up to an omega petting him, he could finally feel the weight on his shoulders lift just a bit. Arthur had quickly pulled him up from the couch, and dragging him to the small table that sat near the kitchen, a small blanket around his shoulders, and an omega fussing over him like he was his child.

“Love, if you stress any more, you’ll get sick.” The omega fussed, fixing Feli’s hair a little. When he felt fingers tuck hair behind his ears, he sighed a bit. He could feel a yawn forming, and he tried hard to push it down.

“Oh, but I’m so worried, Arthur! He hasn’t talked to me at all. What if he’s hurt? What if it’s my fault?”

“Sweetheart, nothing’s your fault. The only thing you’ve done is be sweet as candy~” Arthur cooed, pinching Feli’s cheeks.

Kiku chuckled from across the room, stopping his movements altogether. He swiveled around in his chair, watching the two. “I agree with Arthur. You saved him, I believe that he is simply resting his mind. What happened is as traumatic as it is stressful.” With this, he got up, walking over to his boyfriend who had finally stopped fussing over Feli, and was currently stirring sugar and milk into a tea glass for the small alpha. Once there, he leaned in, giving Arthur’s shoulder a quick nuzzle, before pouring himself some tea. The omega bristled, face painting pink, yet a smile appeared on his face.

“Yes exactly! Worry not dear, I’m sure you’ll hear from him very soon.” Feli sipped at his tea, hunching a bit but nodding. Arthur pet his head more to soothe him, sitting back down across from him, humming. “If you’re worried, why not ask my little brother for advice.” He suggested, which caused Feli to knit his brows.

“Is his mate much like mine?” Feli questioned, not quite seeing a resemblance in the alpha and omega.

“Well, not exactly. However, I was talking more on the idea of how to take control when you’re uncertain. He’s very good at getting his mate to talk. They both may be alphas, but he still senses his feelings on a certain level.”

Feliciano had almost forgotten that Arthur’s younger brother, who is an alpha, is dating another alpha. He hasn’t heard much about the other male alpha, except that he is Russian, and that it was probably the most rockiest relationship he’s ever heard about. While he doesn’t disapprove, the two tend to argue, name call, and alpha hormones force both to act like the leader between the both of them. Others worry that they yell too much, but it’s really just loud talking. The name calling is a game, and they tend to take turns or understand the other, though Alfred is willingly the submissive one.

Feli doesn’t quite get it, but he wants to.

“What I need to loosen my dominance?” Feli tried, sipping his tea.

“I was thinking,” the omega started, taking a sip of his own tea.”You need to learn things from an omegas view, so to speak.” Arthur responded, leaning into Kiku’s hand that had begun petting his hair. He purred for a moment, before clearing his throat. “Alfred has had to take on much of my calm demeanor toward alphas. When they get restless, it is up to those closer to them to help them try and relax. When my brother is dissatisfied, I brush my shoulder against his. It helps him keep a level head. He’s had to learn the same process, and while he doesn’t exhibit calming pheromones to Ivan, he still understands the gesture.” Arthur explained, sipping his tea more. “In Alfred’s case, he has tried to mimic the way omegas act in some cases, because regardless of our sex, if we are in a relationship and are both either omegas or betas, one of us is a bit more dominant than the other. One simply eases into their submissive role rather unconsciously, and while some choose to never understand beyond their instincts, others find different ways to overcome their usual behavior in order to make their relationship work.”

Feliciano’s eyes lit up at the omega’s wise words. “Ve~” he sang, soft smile spreading along his lips. Arthur chuckled a bit at the behavior. “Much like my two lovely pals, Si?” Feli continued.

“Yes, of course. I get distressed, and while instincts tell me I need alpha pheromones, My darling has found a way around that.”

Feliciano felt determined. He just had to understand Ludwig’s reasons, and his behavior. Feli could easily sit aside his own usual thoughts, this would be no problem for the alpha. He wants to protect Lud, but he needs to learn more about the reason the omega wishes to have no protection.

He felt good about his decision in coming here. So well, in fact he pulled out his phone, shooting the omega a text. He wanted to meet up with the beautiful blond, and get to know him more than he does now. He may know much about Ludwig, but he wants a whole refresh course on the more inner details of his thoughts.

Well, he has a lot to learn, still. This sort of thing takes time, and what with everyone wanting to be treated equally, more alphas with the same mindset are trying to befriend omegas. This isn’t quite new, but openly being just companions is. Before, it was completely unheard of, or omegas were being called sluts for cheating on their alphas when that wasn’t quite the case.

Nevertheless, Feliciano wants to try. Plus...the only actual omega friend that he’s had so far is Arthur, strangely enough. He’s had acquaintances, but they chose not to come any further than that, regardless if they didn’t really see him as an alpha sometimes.

Feli didn’t quite expect to get a text so quickly. He grabbed his phone a little to fast, blushing lightly when he caught Arthur’s gaze from the action. He cleared his throat, before tapping his screen, seeing a text from the omega that he’d been concerned about.

From: Lud “Tomorrow, 1 pm. My place.”

The message made something inside of the alpha tingle with both delight and fear.

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After receiving the message, all Feliciano could manage to write was ‘Si.’ And they hadn’t spoken the rest of the day. While he feared for the worst, he tried to remain as calm as possible, even though, well, that wasn’t possible. He’s freaking out, sweat seemed to always build up at the thought, and even when the day arrived, it only seemed to get worse. His heart felt like it would best out of his chest any moment, and his palms were clammy. Even when he began to get dressed, everything felt wrong. He couldn’t decide on jeans or capris. He couldn’t decide if it would be better to wear a button up, or just go casual as to not make Ludwig himself nervous. He always seemed to get nervous whenever Feli wore nice, form fitted clothing.

In the end, he relied on his blue capris, black sandals, and purple tee shirt that seemed less like a t-shirt, and almost a bit girlish, but that wasn’t really his intention. Some of the alpha shirts were too big, so he sort of had to sometimes pick things from the XL section in the omega’s clothing stores..plus they were really comfy.

He had to have Arthur reassure him that he looked perfectly fine, even going so far as to tuck some of his hair behind his ear, before sending him off. The omega tried to suggest that he eat something beforehand, but Feli declined. He would probably just end up puking it all back up from nerves. After finally managing to get ahold
of himself, he managed to grab his keys and wallet, along with his small bag of clothes, finally making his way out to his car. He felt grateful that he was departing from Kiku’s home, not really wanting to explain to his brother just where he was going and why he’s so nervous about it.

Honestly, the drive there felt surreal. He almost didn’t register that he had parked his car, until he was unbuckling his seatbelt, and climbing out. A shiver ran down his spine, and his stomach clenched and flopped from the anxiety that flowed inside of him. Every step up the stairs felt long, and dangerous, and he had to wipe his hand off on his capris before knocking. He only managed to get two knocks in, before the door flung open. He was half scared at the idea of Ludwig’s brother answering the door, but was quickly relieved when he saw the omega standing there. He liked the way his jeans cling to his ass and thighs, and the way his black tank top showed every curve of his chest and abs. He noticed that his collar was absent as well. Yet he didn’t linger on that particular though,my, considering the perky chest that was displayed. However, he didn’t get long to stare, as he was yanked inside. Dread filled up inside of him, and he was ready for the worst, only, it didn’t come.

“I almost didn’t believe that you’d want to actually see me again.” Ludwig spoke, knocking Feliciano completely off guard. Weren’t they going to talk about what he did to Lud? What about the whole entire scenario where some asshole tried to force himself on the poor omega?

“Not see you?” He asked stupidly, slouching in disbelief. “Impossible…” he said breathlessly, becoming a little too entranced at the sight in front of him.

“Do you not find me unappealing? How odd.” Ludwig cupped his chin for a moment, thinking about something a bit too deeply. Feli wondered what it was. Honestly, he wanted to ask, but before he could even begin to form a syllable, Ludwig grabbed his hand, pressing it against his chest. “Do you want to touch here again?” He asked, causing Feliciano to sputter, yanking his hand back. Ludwig himself stiffened, looking away. “Was I dreaming, then?” He asked himself, and oh, Feli got it quickly.

He knew exactly what the omega was talking about. Dread filled up inside of him, and more sweat pooled on his brow. “No! I-I, ah…” He could feel the omega’s gaze. He wasn’t sure why, but he felt a little dizzy. He played it off as his anxiety, but he didn’t know. All he knew is, that the air felt calming, and he felt like he was being engulfed in a hug. A hug that made him intoxicated on everything and anything that it had to offer. “You weren’t dreaming.” Feli confirmed, hands clasped together.

They were talking about it. Feliciano was ready to be thrown out, ready to face any sort of consequence for forcing the omega to submit to him. However, the only thing that interrupted that, was the hazy look in the alpha’s eyes. Feliciano got lost in whatever had taken over him, and accidentally caressed Ludwig’s cheek. Ludwig had to ask him why, but then of course, stating nevermind isn’t something that you can just do and not expect it to be exposing.

“Uh, y-you see-that time, when I picked you up-I mean I sorta, well you…”

It easily clicked, it wasn’t like Lud had forgotten what happened, but he thought it to be a drug induced dream.

“...Pardon my force.” Ludwig stiffly said, eyes looking away from the alpha.

“Wait, no, Lud it’s fine! It’s my fault!” Feli cried, grabbing the omegas hand. “Ve! My fault, you’re innocent in this, I’m the one to blame!” The alpha cried, eyes watering. Ludwig knitted his brows, looking down at the small alpha. “If you’re going to hit me, just please not the face!”

“Feliciano!” Ludwig snapped firmly, watching the alpha stiffen to attention. Ludwig felt odd having that sort of power over an alpha. He couldn’t help but sigh, nervously lifting a hand, and cupping the alpha’s face. “I will not lay a hand on you.” He tried to reassure. He caresses the alpha’s cheek, smiling ever so slightly.

Feli feels so lost, yet so happy. He cant contain the amount of excitement that honestly fills up inside of him. He can’t contain himself from immediately pressing his lips against Ludwig’s, the gesture so full of emotion, and so many more undiscovered things yet to come. Tears began to bristle up in Ludwig’s eyes, and he had to pull away for a moment, gritting his teeth and squeezing his eyes to force the tears back. Feli knitted his brows, but his smile was as sweet as candy. “I-I’m Sorry, I’m just, haha, so excited. You probably didn’t want that.” Even though the alpha apologized, his smile told Ludwig otherwise. The omega chuckled, hands resting on Feli’s hips.

“Is it happiness, or instinct?” He asked, almost not even believing the intention behind the kiss.

Feliciano’s cheeks painted red, and his hair seemed to fluff like a cat’s full of so much emotion. He grabbed Ludwig’s face, holding the omega’s face in his hands, pulling him down close to his own. “I like you! I like you a lot, Ludwig!” Feli exclaimed, watching more tears well up in the omega’s eyes.

In that moment, everything seemed to be more clear to them than everything else. Ludwig’s stress over work, his brother’s worries, and the assault seemed to melt away to nothing. His fear of alphas seemed to suddenly become inexistent. Feliciano himself never wanted to get involved in a relationship, more scared about who he was than anything.

All of that blew away like it was nothing more than dust in the wind.

“I like you a lot too.” The omega whispered, a few tears finally trickling down his cheeks.

Feliciano felt more emotion flow over him like a wave, and he immediately pushed his lips back against Ludwig’s. Kissing him was like magic. Lud easily melted into Feli’s touch, and feeling those hands grip onto him made his heart race. God, he knew just what would come, and he wanted all of it. The way Feliciano nipped at his neck slightly, never lingering too long in one place, the way his fingertips would brush over his nipples, only pinching ever so slightly just to rile him up-fuck.

He wasn’t sure just why Feli gave him a lot of attention on his chest. Sure it was a great way through foreplay, but the way those thin, slender hands curled around his pec made him wonder. The way he would squeeze them like they were a female omega’s tits, it was honestly hot. He loved how the other felt him up. He loved the teasing, even if it was torture.

“Hng!” Lud moaned, toes curling a bit from the teasing sensation. He looked down at the Italian, who was currently flicking his tongue over Ludwig’s right nipple. The way he nipped and bit it, before he would bring it into his mouth and suck on it a bit hard. The pain made the omega shiver, chest pushing more into Feli’s face. Lud couldn’t even stop himself from placing a hand behind Feli’s head, as if pushing the alpha down would help the teasing sensation that turned him on hard, begging to be touched. When the alpha kisses down his abdomen, across his stomach, and down to the edge of his pants, he shivered. He couldn’t stop himself from watching Feli with list filled eyes, thick brows knitted together. His breathing was consistent as it flew from his mouth, and his heart was pounding. The way the alpha looked up at him, pressing his hands down onto his stomach, stroking the skin gently...he was asking for permission, and Ludwig loved it and hated it at the same time.

This alpha asked him. Asked him if he could continue, made him feel amazing with just the smallest touches, and he even had the audacity to touch him so softly. So softly that Lud suddenly realized just why he felt the way he did. It wasn’t because he was turned on, it was because of Feliciano himself. He cared about this small male so much, and always had him on his mind, always wondered stupid things...he hated him for being so nice to him. He hated that Feli was treating him like he was fragile, but not in a bad way, really. He’s used to being treated delicately when his sex is known. He’s used to things suddenly changing when his sex is discovered. While he hated being treated like this, the way Feliciano did it while doing this felt different from everyone else. It didn’t matter who or what you were, when someone wants to touch you so lovingly, and you want to initiate it back…

Ludwig put his hands on Feli’s, biting his lips in embarrassment as he moved them down to the button of his pants, forcing the alphas fingers to curl on the waist line awkwardly. His eyes shifted away, and he pried his hands away, gripping his shirt that had slid back down over his pecs a bit, waiting for what was next. He couldn’t look Feli in the eyes, it was too much. It was overwhelming to know that he was even looking at him in the first place.

He felt the button unclasp, and his zipper go down. Ludwig blushes more, waiting. He doesn’t wait long, however, and he soon feels a kiss placed upon his dick. He sucks in a breath, eyes fluttering shut, hands gripping his shirt harder. He feels more kisses, and he’s begun to shiver at this point. He manages to move his eyes down to the alpha, and immediately regrets it. Feliciano is staring at him hard, completely focused on him. Ludwig doesn’t quite understand what’s so amazing to see, but he does enjoy the shock of electricity that shoots up his back upon managing to make eye contact. He felt overwhelmed, but somehow found himself wanting to see more.

Feli tugged at the omega’s pants and waistband of his underwear, asking for further permission. Ludwig’s face tinted a darker red, but he nodded. Once he did, the alpha began to pull them off, leaving him completely exposed. The cold air tickled Lud’s skin, making him shiver, and he pulled his legs together, a hand going down to cover himself, feeling too exposed. Feli felt electricity shoot down his spine and to his dick at the sight. He bit his lip a bit, before grabbing Ludwig’s hands. He motioned for the omega to get onto the ground, which the other complied.

He swiftly pulled the pants and underwear off, folding them and sitting the clothes aside. Feliciano the ran his fingers gently across Ludwig’s knees and calf. “Please open them.” He whispered, leaning his head down to kiss one of Lud’s toned legs. The omega shivered, but found himself complying. It didn’t feel wrong to. He grabbed his folded jeans, moving them behind his back to ease some pressure from the floor. He then proceeded to lean back on them, shyly opening his legs up for Feli. The alpha smiled softly, hands laying across Lud’s thighs. “May I?” Feli asked, to which Lud looked away, giving a small, curt nod. He didn’t see the alpha smile more, but he could feel his small smile across his inner thigh, making him tense. “You’re so beautiful…” the alpha breathed.

Ludwig hunched his shoulders at the compliment, bringing a hand down to the alphas head. “Please don’t say that.” He commented breathily, watching the alpha smile more. He felt a few kisses be pressed into his thigh, before a chuckle bubbled up from the Italian.

“I can’t comply.” Was all he said, before circling his hands around Ludwig’s cock, making the omega cry. The way he used both of his hands to rub and twist was amazing. He was so careful, and it turned him on even more. Even the small soft kisses that feathered his hips and thighs had him shaking and leaking a bit. Of course, the moment he felt the alpha shift, he opened his eyes, quickly looking down to see what he was up to. Upon seeing him so close to his entrance, he blushed, immediately trying to push Feli away.

“I haven’t showered.” He stated, cheeks reddening more. Upon seeing a smile stupidly slide onto the alpha’s face, he felt himself shiver.

“Even better.” Was all Feli said, immediately diving in.

The notion caused Ludwig to stiffen with excitement and nervousness, but when he felt a tongue breech past his entrance, Lud let out a cry, nails digging into his chest. The way Feli’s tongue teased the flaps, before it would dig in and just shoots bolts of electricity up his spine and down his thighs. The way one hand stroked his dick softly as he did, and every time he’d be close to having an orgasm just from this, the alpha would stop.

Tears pooled in Ludwig’s eyes, mouth open wide, breathing quick and fast. He waited for more teasing pleasure, but there was none. He desperately looked down, only to see Feli grinning up at him. Lud looked away quickly, letting out a whine, hips shifting upwards towards the alpha. He was not given what he wanted, and more whines spilled from his mouth, he opened his mouth to protest, only to be flipped over onto his hands and knees. “F-Feli!” Lud gasped, looking back at him, ready to question the alpha, but was stopped when he felt his thighs being pushed apart.

“Can I rub between your thighs?”

The question was asked softly, and whispered in Ludwig’s ear. The air that ghosting the indents of his ear tickled, and he shivered, biting his lips. As much as his entrance throbbed, he knew that it was for the best.

Ludwig let out a soft sigh, nodding. When he felt Feliciano shift behind him, he pushed his front down a little more, giving the alpha better access. The distinct noise of the other unbuttoning his capris and pushing the zipper down had Ludwig shivering visibly. He could hear the slightest wet noise behind him, and he couldn’t stop himself from casting a glance to see what was happening. Of course, the sight of the alpha dripping from his swollen cock made ludwig's breath hitch. He caused that. He made Feliciano so turned on, and god, he wanted more of it.

“A-Are you ready?” Feli stuttered, one hand rubbing at Lud’s hip, the other holding onto his cock.

Ludwig squeezes his eyes shut, hiding his face away from the alpha shyly. “...uh huh.” He muttered, bracing himself for what was to come.

The wet, hot dick that pressed between his muscled thighs made him gasp. Just the way Feliciano’s dick lined up underneath his perfectly made him hot. The way it lightly rubbed his pussy, the lips pulling apart made more slick drip. He wanted it all so bad, god he wished he could have it inside of him. He almost hated Feliciano for not having been prepared. Acting like he wouldn’t want to stick it in him, like Ludwig wouldn’t become a hot mess from dick.

When the alpha began to move his hips, moans immediately began to pour from Ludwig’s mouth. His pussy tingled and burned from the teasing sensation, and more slick pooled and dropped from Feliciano’s hard cock as it rocked against him. The way the alpha wrapped his slender hands around their dicks, making it so apparent that Feli’s dick was big. It made Lud more conscious of just how filled up he’d be if it were in him, god he could only imagine the knot, and he wished it was real. He wanted to be knotted, shown that he was vulnerable and couldn’t move because an alpha had him down and forced to absorb their semen.

“Feli!” Ludwig gasped, hands gripping the ground beneath him, teeth gritting. Drool began to slide down the corner of Ludwig’s mouth, teeth gritting. The grunts behind him only made Ludwig arch his back, earning a gasp.

“Yes- ah!” The alpha moaned, biting his lips hard. “You’re so wet, oh~ I love how warm you are~” the alpha moaned, hips speeding up. He could feel Feliciano breathing in hard and fast, nose pressed up against his exposed neck. The constant mutterings of how sweet he smelt were whispered into the air, causing him to shiver. He wondered if the alpha could smell early heat pheromones. If he could, Ludwig would begin to wonder if it’s the reason he’s acting like this, or it just gave him a boost of confidence.

He didn’t really know, and couldn’t care to know at the moment. The only thing he could focus on, is how hot his entrance felt as Feliciano’s dick continuously brushed it. His neck throbbed, longing for teeth to sink into it, and the urge to be impregnated only seemed to increase. He knew that omegas are prone to feel this way, but he always thought that maybe he was a bit different, considering he’s never genuinely felt it when he’s had to jack off during his heat. Of course, he was proven wrong. The bump that he could feel from Feliciano’s dick had him pushing back aggressively, nails digging into the wooden floor below him. The disgusting, wet noises that floated between him and the alpha had him stiffening and shaking from how intense it all was. He couldn’t get enough, he wanted more, more, more!

“Faster-! Fuck me oh god!” Ludwig gasped loudly when he felt the alpha claw his hip with his free hand. The nails that dig into the skin sent electricity down his legs, making him shake more. He heard the alpha grunt in his ear, arms wrapping around his torso tightly. The way Feli held Lud in place made the omega whine and moan, forcing him to move his hips back to meet the alpha’s movements. The hot pleasure was so intense, that Ludwig felt that he may pass out almost. “Cloooose so clooose~” he moaned, drawing out every syllable as he panted heavily, tongue poking out a bit.

“Cum, do it.”

In the short time that they’ve known each other, Feliciano has never once sounded like an alpha. Has never once really demanded that Ludwig do something, nothing that would make him uncomfortable. Yet, for some reason, hearing the alpha demand that he cum was exhilarating. As if him cumming would prove that the alpha was superior in some way.

Nevertheless, it did its job, and Ludwig came with a loud “Feli!”, semen shooting up his body. He could hear a low growl, and the hands that were holding his hips in place, were quickly wrapped around his abdomen. His eyes widened, and his teeth grit together at the continued pleasure that happened. He clawed at the floor, face pressing hard into the ground now. He felt more slick drip down onto the floor, making the rubbing more slick and fast, adding no resistance. Ludwig could feel the knot that began to form even more beneath him, rubbing against his pussy aggressively, making his dick stir a little once again. He shivered violently, whine almost coming out as a sob from the intense feeling. He soon felt the alpha’s arms tighten, the alpha’s head buried in his shoulder blandes far from his neck. Really, he should be lucky that the alpha could control himself as much as he did, especially since he left his collar off. He really needed to leave it on.

The grunts that came from behind him made his heart race. He’s never heard anything so beautiful in his life. He didn’t know alphas could even sound like this. The low gruttle growls that would peak a little too high to be considered predatory, before it would go back down and become a low huff. Knowing how turned on Feliciano is because of him...he wanted to be the only one who could do this.

“F-Fuck!” Feli moaned, hips stuttering. He couldn’t stop himself from shoving his arm against the back of Ludwig’s neck, accidentally forcing him down more than he already was. He didn’t mean to make the omega whine in pain, nor did he mean to make him squirm to get free, but he had to do it. He didn’t want to accidentally make a mistake. “Sorry, I-Shit!” Feli gasped once more, head down. His hair fell into his face, sticking to his forehead. He looked down at the covered neck below him, mouth seeming to water with want. He pushed his forearm down harder, causing Ludwig to whimper. His vision became blurry, and he hadn’t even noticed that his hips had sped up. He hadn’t even noticed just how aggressive he was being, not even when he finally blacked out to the point of biting into his arm. He finally orgasmed hard, eyes going into the back of his head as blood pooled into his mouth. His hips twitched for a moment as he continued to move, teeth biting down even harder, as if he was forcing something to keep still. When he finally relaxed, easing the pressure off of the other, his arm stung as he finally detached. He shivered, pulling away from the omega, mouth covered in blood. His mouth tasted disgustingly metallic, and when Ludwig looked at him, he seemed to finally understand why he was pushed down so hard. He pulled the alpha’s arm toward him, lapping at the wound. “Sorry.” Feli whispered, cheeks burning at the sight before him.

Ludwig smiles at him, nuzzling his bitten arm. “You’re amazing.” He whisperers breathily, causing the alpha to sputter for a moment, cheeks bright red, the omega himself blushed, looking away as he nuzzled the alpha more. “E-Excuse me.” He quietly said, embarrassment filling him.

“Condom!” Feli blurted out suddenly, startling the omega. “Uh,” Feli looked away. “I get paid tomorrow. I’m going to buy condoms..”

An awkward shy smile grazed Lud’s face slightly. “B-Birth control as well?” He suggested. The comment let Feli know that he wanted more. The alpha smiled back shyly, nodding.

Well, Ludwig’s never had an alpha during his heat before. He supposed this would be interesting. Of course, only if his brother let it slide.

That aside, Ludwig wasn’t expecting this development, but then again he wasn’t expecting Feliciano to want to see him. Of course, the same thing had went through Feliciano’s mind as well.

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“That alpha?”

“Yes.”

“You want to mate with that alpha?”

“Yes.”

“In my house?”

“No, that is a terrible idea.”

“But somewhere else, with that alpha?”

“Brother, you are making this more awkward than it should be, and I would appreciate it if you would stop.”

“Right, like I am happy to just hand my brother off to some alpha for his heat. What if he doesn’t know how to do aftercare? You get really restless when your heat comes, you need someone to hold onto when they cl-“

“Please-!” Ludwig lets out a breath, hands clenched. Ludwig let out a huff, motioning his hands away from himself and he lowered his voice “Refrain from talking about that.” He didn’t want to be temporarily reminded of how clingy he is when he’s in heat. They don’t have a beta with them to take care of his constant neediness, and with his brother being the only alpha in his life for so long, it was up to him to change the sheets, his clothes, bathe him, feed him, and anything else he needed. Gilbert has seen everything, and while he’s sure that his little brother gets embarrassed thinking about it, he just doesn’t see the big deal. He cares about him, he doesn’t want someone he’s just met to be courting his brother.

“But you-“

“No, do not continue. If you’re here to mention how little I know him, and how I could be making a mistake, I would prefer not to hear it. I apologize if my decision upsets you, but we’ve already begun to plan it.”

Gilbert feels almost lost, yet frustrated at the same time. He couldn’t help the huff that escapes his lips, before it turns into a sigh. He crosses his arms. “At least invite him over for dinner. I’d really like to know just who it is claiming my brother. You’re the only family I have, after all. It’s the least you could do.”

While he didn’t have to actually accept this reason, Ludwig closes his eyes, pinching the bridge of his nose. He would accept it this one time. As much as he wanted to tell his brother that being marked wasn’t happening, well, that could be a lie. No, it is. Every omega that’s had a heat with an alpha has gotten marked during, he’s no acception. While this would bind him with the Italian forever, he felt confident in his choice to do so. He’s thought long about it already. “Fine. We will invite him tonight for dinner, tomorrow we will need to prepare for my heat.”

As much as Gilbert didn’t like that, he had to deal with it. Just the fact that Ludwig would be leaving early just for this is upsetting enough. Now he wouldn’t be taking care of his little brother? Sure he has a job now, b-but…

He huffs, crossing his arms. “Fine. We will invite him tonight.” He agreed, before adding “Buuuut I want to have a drink with him.”

Ludwig squinted at Gilbert for a moment. He almost didn’t trust that demand, but then again, it could be the alpha’s way of helping the other calm down long enough to have a serious conversation. The alpha did get nervous..

“Alright.” Lud simply responded, tapping away at his phone to deliver the sudden news.

***

As sudden as the dinner was, luckily Feliciano agreed to come that night once he got off from work. He’s sure the alpha is more tired than he lets on, if the smallest of bags under his normally bright eyes didn’t signify anything. College seemed stressful, alongside actually working as well. Ludwig wondered if he had it a little easy since he wasn’t really expected to have a college degree. While it’s in his rights now, it wasn’t exactly expected. But what with alpha’s being looked upon like they are royalty, they are expected to make perfect examples of themselves, and achieve a high status whether they want to or not. A degreeless alpha raised noses. A lazy one caused slurs to be thrown around.

Yet, the small Italian didn’t seemed bothered by any sign of fatigue, as he smiles brightly at Ludwig, the smallest blush sprinkling his face. Lud quickly did the same, memories of their sexual escapades on two different occasions floating right back up to his mind. The closer the alpha got to him, the more he blushed and began to sweat. He could feel his groin throb a little, and his legs were beginning to feel like jelly. That intense husk that wafted from Feli made his mouth water. When the small alpha quickly wrapped him into a hug, he bit his bottom lip a bit, easing into the hug far quicker than he used to. He went right to nuzzling his nose into Feli’s hair, accidentally beginning to lean all of his weight onto the small alpha.

While this was rather inconvenient since he wanted to be professional, it’s still hard for his omega instincts to deny a musk that he’s smelt sexual pleasure waving off of. He may have not bitten his neck, but a bond has already formed. If they were to break things off, it’d take a few tries before he was able to scent bond with another alpha. The only thing not permanent.

“Stop being all cute in my doorway, it’s making me sick.” Gilbert commented, apron clinging to his body in all the right ways, spatula in hand. He glances at Felinciano for a moment, who stares nervously as he tries to pull Ludwig off of him, only to fail multiple times. The omega no longer seems to care that his alpha brother is there, practically nuzzling Feliciano.

When Ludwig does let go, his face is dusted a light pink. It’s easy for Feli to forgive him in that moment. He really is weak to beauty.

“Alright children, get to the table. This food ain’t gonna eat itself.” Gilbert grunts out, heading back into the kitchen, setting things in the sink, the smallest smile on his face.

When they all finally take a seat, Gilbert can’t help but like Feliciano just a little more.

***

They all spent more time talking than eating. For the first time ever, it took Ludwig Nearly a whole hour to completely finish his meal. He’s glad that the other two alphas seemed to have the same problem, what with his brother practically laughing 99% of the time.

Really, he’s glad to see how much Gilbert has warmed up to Feliciano. Normally the alpha questioned anyone he came in contact with if he could stay in a room with them longer than a few seconds. Just the fact that he jokes with Feli, and so much more makes him happy.

Once they finish their food, they all take care of leftovers along with dishes. Gilbert compliments Feli on his eagerness to please Ludwig, causing him to cower in nerves upon being found out. Gilbert just slaps his back, reassuring him that an alpha who helps their omega is far better than one who doesn’t.

This cheers up not only Feli himself, but also Lud.

Once all of the cleaning is dealt with, planned, Gil forces Feli to have a drink with him. In fact, he kicks Ludwig out of the living room, much to the omega’s annoyance. Of course, he finally huffs in anger, accepting his fate of being sent off to his room while the two alphas chit chatted. The only reason he could even think about forgiving his brother, is the fact that Feli promised to sit with him for a short bit before taking his leave.

“Did y’know, that like, despite bein’ an alpha dog, ya smell like y’know, a flower? Like not, uh, y’know, the shitty flowers, but like, y’know, the nice ones.”

It’s in this moment, that Feliciano finally discovers that Gilbert is nothing but a huge dork who drinks way too much. Not to mention, a real talker.

“Really?” He comments, smiling. He sips a bit at his drink, shying away from the alpha when he leans in close to him. He didn’t realize just how pretty he is until just now, but he doesn’t think long about it. The way those long, white lashes flutter as he sniffs Feli takes it off his mind.

“Super pretty.” Gilbert says, before sighing and leaning back. “Wish I could smell pretty. Lud tells me, like, y’know, I say he tells me, but more like snaps about how I smell like total garbage.”

Which isn’t a complete lie, but more so only when his brother is being overbearing.

Feli chuckles lightly, brushing the alpha’s arm slightly. “I don’t think he means it in a bad way~” he tries, to which Gil snorts.

“Yeah, sure.” Gilbert easily grabs his half filled cup, slamming down the rest of the beer, before setting the cup down. He stares at the empty cup for a moment, before looking back to Feliciano. “Ya look nothin’ like him.”

“Him?” Feli asks, surprised by the sudden comment.

“Ya know, that dick. That rapist.”

Feliciano knits his brows, setting his drink down, and scooting closer to Gilbert. “What do you mean?”

Gilbert’s brows are furrowed, a frown on his face. “I don’t wanna like, talk about it.” He says, turning away from Feli. “M’ not aloud too…” he mumbles.

He’s not aloud?

Feliciano wants to know what that means. He’s heard Gilbert mention a ‘him’ before. It happened when he practically bore holes into him at his own house. The older alpha mentioned how he had to know. Had to know if Feli was anything like ’him.’

He gently taps the alpha with his fingertips. “I won’t tattle on you, please tell me.” He tries.

The alpha pouted for a moment, before finally facing him. Those half lidded red eyes look so tired, and so sad. Feli didn’t like it. “Promise?” Gilbert asks, fiddling with his fingers. “Lud can’t know.”

Feliciano’s heart is practically pounding by this point, but that comment made it even worse.

“V-Ve, of course.” He promises, hoping Gilbert isn’t thrown off by his stuttering. He can feel sweat starting to pool on his brow from the spike of fear that ran through him. He didn’t like where this all might go, but he also felt like he should know.

Maybe he’s being selfish...b-but he had a feeling he needed to know.

Gilbert fidgets, biting his bottom lip. Everytime Feli has seen this alpha, he’s never looked like this. It really throws him off. Finally, the alpha lets out a shuddering breath, brows knitted. “This kid, like he was younger than Lud. Lud felt attracted ta him. They started hanging around each other y’know? ‘Course I met the kid finally, and like, he had this air ‘bout him. Somethin’ that like made me distrust him. I tried talking to Lud ‘bout it, but that kid, he told me I’m just too over protective. I mean, he’s right, I’m a bad brother…”

“You’re a great brother.” Feli admitted, smiling at Gilbert. The alpha smiled a little, looking away. Feli rubbed his arm lightly, prompting him to continue. “Please, tell me more.”

Gilbert nodded a bit, frown coming back. “Anyway, like Lud would invite this kid over when I wasn’t ‘round. Well, like, I got fired from my job that time, and Lud thought I’d be gone like usual, so he invited the guy over. Well, like, I came home, and like, my brother was screamin’.” Tears pooled one Gilbert’s eyes still the memory, and Feli felt his heart drop. “I run in his room, a-and like...he..”

“He?”

“He’s...oh.” Feli is confused, before he sees Gilbert’s head meet upwards. Feliciano seems to finally sense a presence behind him. He turns around, and sees the large omega, face stone cold. He can’t help but shrink under the look, and Gilbert seems to do the same. “M’ sorry.” Gilbert tries, hands wringing together. Feli almost can’t believe it when the alpha cowers a bit.

A sharp exhale is heard in the quiet room. The noise sends shivers up Feli’s spine. He can’t even begin to wonder what Ludwig might do. Yet, he is shocked once again, when the omega simply pulls his brother up gently, pulling the alpha’s arm around his neck. “I believe that’s enough drinking for tonight, brother.” He says, gently tugging the alpha along. He can hear another ‘’M sorry.’ Come from the alpha as he’s carried away.

Feliciano began to fidget. He could feel guilt trickling inside of him. He felt that he tricked Gilbert into telling him, even if it wasn’t true. Yet, he knows that he shouldn’t have pried in the first place. He should have kept quiet the moment the alpha said that he was told to keep quiet.

Feli couldn’t help but chew the inside of his bottom lip, shoulders hunched. He probably messed everything up with Ludwig. He’d have to cancel their plans. Cancel and not take care of the omega when his heat finally came. Maybe their time would end forever?

Not would, it will end.

“Feliciano.” Ludwig says, finally re-appearing in the doorway of the living room. Feli bites his lip harder, unable to meet the omega’s eyes. He keeps quiet, hoping to not confront the situation, yet the blond has a different idea. Ludwig strides into the room, easily taking a seat beside the alpha. “Feli, look at me.”

At this, Feliciano shakes his head, hands clasped together. He can hear the omega sigh. At this, more guilt fills him. He expects to be thrown out, or…something, but when he feels a hand rest on his shoulder, his eyes shoot up. He’s expecting to see anger, but is surprised to see the omega’s face is soft. Feli purses his lips, glancing away again. “Sorry…”

“Please, don’t worry about such a trivial matter.”

He looks back at the omega, brows knitted. “Trivial matter? Lud that was anything but!” The alpha snaps. He couldn’t believe what he was hearing.

He didn’t like the way the omega’s face hardens once more.

“It’s nothing to concern yourself with.” Ludwig state’s, hands clenching info fists in his lap. “Pretend that you didn’t hear anything.”

“How can I?” Feli asked, scooting into Ludwig’s space, grabbing his hand. “I don’t know what Gilbert was going to say, but from what I heard…” Feli trailed off. He didn’t want to finish any of that. Sadness fills up inside of him at the thought. “Lud.”

Ludwig pulled his hand away, simply sighing. “Whatever it is you might be even thinking about,” Ludwig started, looking into Feliciano’s eyes. “Didn't happen. I’m not saying this to avoid the subject, I’m trying to reassure you.”

“B-But-“

“Feliciano!” Ludwig snapped a little harsher than he intended to. Just seeing the alpha shrink back made his heart squeeze in sadness. He took a deep breath, closing his eyes and letting it out. He then gently grabbed Feliciano’s hand, giving it a squeeze, hoping to reassure the Italian. “Feli,” he started in a softer tone, licking his lips. “Please, no buts. I promise you, I am more than capable of handling myself. I could then, and I can now. Nothing happened.”

“...Th-Then why?” Feli managed to ask.

“Why what?” The German asked, irritation creeping in from the alpha wanting to question it further.

“Why force your brother not to talk about it?”

Ludwig sighed, looking down at his lap for a moment in thought. Feli was worried that he’d once again overstepped his boundaries, but felt reassured when the omega simply pulled his hand up to his lips, kissing it softly. “It’s a part of my past that I dislike. I’d rather just leave it. Pretend it doesn’t exist.”

“You won’t tell me?”

More pain seeped into Ludwig’s heart. His eyes glazed over a bit with the smallest of tears, and he found himself tucking some hair behind Feliciano’s ear. He let go of the alpha’s hand in favor of cupping his cheeks. He stared into those soft brown eyes far longer than he wants to admit. They’ve only just begun to date, but with everything that’s happened, it feels longer than that.

Ludwig thought that yes, he is being selfish. Maybe he should tell Feliciano about it, but he didn’t want to. If there’s one thing he wasn’t, it’s an average omega. He didn’t jump into relationships without thought. He didn’t rush into getting pregnant, moving in with the alpha, or expose personal secrets. He didn’t want to, nor could anyone make him. Not anymore.

He has control now, not...not him.

“Feliciano…” he trails off, biting his bottom lip. He can’t stand the hurt that he sees trickling into those eyes. He quickly pulls the alpha forward, kissing him hard. Yet, just as quick as it started, it ended. “No. I don’t want to tell you.” He admits, knowing the consequence of those words. The hurt that filled the other reminded him that he hurt someone he liked deeply. He’d have to deal with that burden for now. “But that doesn't mean that I won’t tell you.” He quickly tacked on, feeling Feli’s smaller hands cover his. “N-Not right now, but...but one day.”

That seemed to be enough for the alpha. Ludwig is immediately engulfed in a hug. He could feel pain begin to flutter on his skin from how hard he’s being squeezed, but no matter how much it hurt, happiness fills him. He easily hugs the smaller male back, kissing his head softly.

“I like you, Ludwig.” He heard the alpha say. He couldn’t stop the chuckle that bubbles from his throat. Happiness simply blossoms throughout his body, and he finds himself nuzzling the alpha. He’s doing this all of his own free will. Everything he’s done has been his decision, and his alone.

The alpha in his embrace lets him make the choices, even if it isn’t what he wants to hear.

“I like you too, Feliciano.”

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Despite what happened last night, their plans didn’t change. They both were able to set up Feli’s room for attempted nesting, while also making sure they bought lots of condoms along with pain medication. Sometimes, alphas could get a little too rough with an omega in heat, Feli didn’t want to take any chances.

Of course, upon hearing the news of sex, Romano was furious. Not only would it smell like an omega in their house for almost a week after the heat, but the fact that his brother wanted to smell like it as well. Nonetheless, Antonio convinced Romano to stay, talking about all of the potential things they could do with their time alone.

Upon double checking everything, Ludwig became restless and shy. This all felt awkward, because he hasn’t been with an alpha in a long time. He couldn’t help but sigh, waiting for his heat to completely kickstart while also trying to ignore his nerves. He had tried getting comfortable on the nice couch that occupied the Vargas brother’s living room, only to shake his leg at a rapid pace, arms crossed. He could feel his heat tingling his entrance ever so slightly, but not enough to actually prompt the want to mate. He’s already taken emergency birth control, as easily provided by his doctor on such short notice. Of course, given how quickly omegas can go into heat, sometimes a doctor had to work fast. They have enough to last two weeks, just in case his heat went on longer than usual, which also wasn’t uncommon.

Of course, being overly prepared made the omega feel comfortable. What didn’t make him feel comfortable, however, is the fact that he’s been having small constant cramps. With this doubled on top of his anxiety, annoyance began to settle in. The cramps can get so annoying, that Lud would feel a bit more irritated, snap a little here and there. He’s tried taking some pain medication, and while it would ease it for a while, it wouldn’t really do much by the time his heat began to finally start. He’d feel nothing but pain, and the fact that he would be horny wouldn’t help. Luckily, it’s easy to lose himself to the pleasure, so he can easily forget about the pain erupting in his stomach, like many omegas.

Ludwig finally leans back with a sigh, lazily rubbing his stomach, cheeks reddening and sweat forming from the pain that seemed to increase by the hour. He finally groaned, tearing his hand away, adjusting on the couch in annoyance.Feli tried his hand at rubbing Ludwig’s stomach, attempting to ease his pain. The omega sighed, simply going limp in favor of the alpha pheromones helping him a bit.

“This wait feels longer than necessary.” Ludwig grumbles, earning a chuckle from Feli in response. Feli takes the moment to then lean in and kiss Ludwig’s cheeks softly, earning a blush from the other. Ludwig shivers at the contact, feeling heat pool at his entrance. He almost couldn’t believe that a mere kiss on the cheek had him a little hot. Yet, he’s not surprised. Alphas have that power, after all.

Ludwig leans against Feliciano, nuzzling him, and closing his eyes. Of course he’s only able to calm for a split moment, before the urge to nest finally peaks its head. He whines, quickly separating himself from the alpha, and sniffing out Feliciano’s room. The alpha quickly follows behind in worry, not quite used to omega behavior, despite learning about it. Upon seeing Ludwig pull his pillows and sheets off of his bed, he sighs in relief.

He’s only nesting.

Feli took the time to go and grab more blankets and pillows, smiling at the omega as he simply grabbed them and added them into the pile. It didn’t take long for the omega to start searching his closet for more of his things, not even asking before he plucked a couple of hoodies off of their hangers, quickly adding them into the pile. Feliciano has to admit, watching such a large omega nest like this is rather adorable. Even watching him sit on his knees, and simply fluff everything before rustling around in the pile is cute.

He couldn’t stop himself from crouching, petting the omega’s head, smiling upon his hand being nuzzled. “How do you feel?” He questions, watching the other squirm for a moment.

“Restless.” Ludwig replies, blue eyes looking down at the pile. “I wish for it to bare its head, yet I’m also not ready for what is to come.”

“Do you want to go home?” Felinciano asks, gently holding Ludwig’s hand.

The man scoffs, enjoying the light touch. “What a terrible question to ask.” He remarks, squirming a little when Feli leans in towards him, brushing his nose lightly against Ludwig’s cheekbone, before pressing a small kiss there.

“Ve, but a necessary one.”

It isn’t long before Ludwig pushes Feliciano away from the pile. The alpha is anything but offended. This is common behavior in omegas about to start their heats. He simply smiles at the blond, watching him refluff some pillows that Feli had messed up. The way Ludwig would coo a bit in happiness over his pile being perfect made his heart gush. The Italian has never felt so in love, before. Not like this.

“Should we get some towels? Maybe wet rags?” Lud questions, looking at Feliciano’s soft, pink shirt that he wore. His fingers itch suddenly, knowing that if he took it, then he may get a little more turned on than necessary.

The alpha hums, looking at a clock that hung on his bedroom wall. Going by the pile, and constant need of perfecting said pile, normally omegas would start leaking slick in about half an hour, or more, depending. “I can get towels, but I don’t want the water to get cold. We will wait on that, ve~” the alpha cooed at him, standing up to go grab them.

Ludwig can’t help but feel attracted to the alpha. It didn’t help that said alpha did everything in his power to help Lud feel comfortable, not to mention simply doing everything he asked. It’s reassuring, and Ludwig is able to fully relax.

Feli doesn’t take long on his adventure. He easily sets the fluffy towels down on his dresser, before walking back to the omega. He is unable to get one word in, before the omega is forcing his lips against his own. He easily melts into the ecstatic male, not noticing the omega’s fingertips grazing the end of his shirt. It isn’t long until his shirt off. He is caught by surprise, cheeks heating up in embarrassment, but is tongue tied when he sees Ludwig pull the shirt over his head, nuzzling his face into the fabric. He almost couldn’t believe that this omega kissed him just to take a shirt.

He feels conflicted, but not in a bad way. He licks his lips, watching Ludwig flutter his eyes at him, before patting the spot next to him. Feli doesn’t waste any time getting into the pile, leaning against Lud as he sits. It isn’t long before the omega is completely sitting in his lap, ankle’s hooked behind him, hands latching onto the bottom of his neck, thumbs caressing his collar bones. Feli can tell just how nervous Ludwig is, and even with his face burrowed, instantly hiding into his neck from locking eyes for a mere second, he sees it. Feli smiles softly, wrapping an arm around Ludwig’s waist, other hand going up to rest on the blond’s head. He can feel the omega shiver, nuzzling more into him. Feli can feel the hot breath ghosting his neck, and it causes him to bite his lips.

He so badly wants to kiss Lud, but he himself is afraid. He doesn’t want to push him. He almost wonders if it’s instincts that he’s fighting, because the urge to claim and dominate is starting to flutter up inside of him. He’s sure it is, and he doesn’t like it. He doesn’t want Ludwig to be scared of him. At that thought, he squeezes Ludwig tightly. He can hear the big omega make a small coo at him, and a smile immediately slides back onto his face. It isn’t long before he feels the omega tense up, a small whine bubbling from his throat. Ludwig’s heat is finally peaking its ugly head. The cramping in his stomach is starting to throb, and a single shift forces slick to begin trickling down. Of course, while it isn’t powerful, it’s still there. Just the smallest bit of a hard on twitching in his pants is enough to make Feliciano blush.

He can smell the slightest shift in Ludwig’s sweet pheromones, and he knows that it’s time.

It’s bound to be a long ride.

As much as Feliciano wants to say that he didn’t lose his conscience in that moment, it’s a total lie. In fact, his mouth began to water with want, and he could feel his dick starting to harden in his pants. He tried to force himself to remain still, but when Ludwig pushed him down, all sense went out the window. He pulled the omega down, forcing him into a kiss. The way Ludwig moaned, kissing him back with such force and want had Feli’s alpha instincts on high alert. His heart was pounding, and the intense need to knot pooled up inside of him to the point he began to thrust his hips upwards at the blond.

The way the other moaned had him throbbing. He could feel a low growl wanting to emit from his throat, but tries to resist. While it isn’t necessarily a bad thing depending on the tone, he didn’t want to send the omega into a wet, moaning frenzy before he’s ready. He forces his hips to remain still, hands grabbing Ludwig’s cheeks to pull him back. The sloppy kiss had Feliciano wanting more, even if spit had reached his left cheek from the sudden aggression. “L-Lud...wait.” Feli panted, brown eyes meeting Ludwig’s blown blue ones. He shivered at the sight, thoughts of how sexy his omega is fluttering into his mind.

“N-No.” Ludwig breathlessly responded, lips tingling with the need to kiss the alpha again.

Feli gasped as the omega’s lips met his. The way the omega presses himself against Feli’s body, the way he grunted and panted, and even the way he pulled hard at his pants became a total turn on. He forgot just how aggressive omegas themselves can be when going into heat. “Ludwig.” Feli panted out, trying to grab the omega’s hands, only to have his hands knocked away. He can’t stop the blush that rises to his cheeks at how the omega begins biting and sucking his chest, but he also can’t stop the moan that emits from his mouth at Ludwig yanking his pants down, and finally engulfing his dick

Just the fact that Lud still has enough conscience at this moment to even do that is beyond him. Normally omega’s just want their alpha’s dick inside of them, forget foreplay.

His hands instantly snake toward Ludwig’s head, gripping his hair. He let out another moan, feeling the hot, wet tongue of the omega slide up across the base, before the blond pushed the dick back in. The feeling of his throat felt amazing, and watching his unswollen knot disappear in Ludwig’s mouth sent shivers up his spine. He’s never had anyone do this sort of thing to him, he didn’t really think it would ever happen. In fact, not a single ounce of porn that he’s seen has looked anything remotely like this. Ludwig was doing things to him that no porn actor or actress has even managed to do through a screen. Maybe it’s the fact that it’s actually happening, but right now that didn’t matter. Right now, the omega is bobbing his head up and down on Feli’s, big, hard cock. Making him moan in pleasure, making him want more. He could only imagine what it’d be like inside the omega, but if his wet mouth is anything to go by, he imagines that it’s absolutely paradise.

Ludwig moans as he pulls his mouth off, eyes watching Feli as he did. He watches helplessly as the omega grabs the base, stroking his dick slowly as he licked his lips. The alpha blushes at the sight, mouth watering. He never thought that he’d drool over someone like this. Those lovely, soft lips. Those sharp, lust blown eyes, everything. Everything about Ludwig is amazing.

“Fuck me.” Is all the omega says. It’s all he says, and it’s a turn on for Feliciano.

He easily pushes the omega back, pulling his pink shirt off of Ludwig, and leaning down to catch his lips with his own.

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A gasp sprang free from his mouth, and teeth sunk into his lips, before a tongue skirted out and lapped at the trickle of blood that beaded from the wound. Ludwig shivered, and while he couldn’t exactly tell if it was from pleasure or his heat, it was welcome all the same. The low growling in his ear made him whimper, and the slick seemed to double just a bit.

Feli licked his ear lobe, nibbling on it slightly, before pressing feather light kisses down his neck. Lud could feel his pulse quicken when those soft lips brushed the sensitive part of his neck, leaving a tingling sensation in its wake. His shoulders heaved ever so slightly for the anticipation of being marked, but the nuzzle and huff of the alpha told him otherwise.

Ludwig arches his back, as if begging to be claimed, yet he seemed to shy away as well when Feli got too close to his marking zone. He’s had more heats in his life than he could count (like all omegas) but he’s never had any feel this intense before. Is it because of Feli? It had to be.

The graze of teeth gliding across his neck had him grabbing onto the alpha like his life depended on it, and when he felt those soft hands lightly scratch at his pecs, he became jello. His whole body seemed to give out, and with some kind of strength that Lud didn’t know that Feli had, the alpha grabbed ahold of him tight, back supported by the pile of pillows and clothes behind him. When Lud managed to glide his blue eyes to Feli’s brown, he felt himself moan at the lust filled face in front of him. His head felt so much more foggy than before, and he didn’t even notice himself trying to press his lips to Feli’s.

Feliciano captured those slim lips in his, arms tightening around the omega's waist. The moan that followed made Feli’s dick twitch. He half wondered just why he still had his pants on, but the thought was broken by Lud grinding down against the Italian. Feli let out another low growl, pushing the omega down into the pile. He easily yanked Lud’s camo pants off along with his shirt, adding more articles to the clothing pile that Lud had created. He then dove in, pressing his mouth to any part of the omega that he could get ahold of, his favorite part being Ludwig’s perky pink nipples. The way the nubs hardened, seeming to perk with want. Feliciano couldn’t stop just how much attention he gave them. He ravished them like they were his favorite type of food, and the noises that Lud produced made him shiver, dick twitching even more.

“N-No! Sensi-Feli!” Ludwig gasps, large hands grabbing Feliciano’s shoulders to try and stop the alpha’s abuse to his nipples. Of course the lustful look the alpha gave him made him drop his head back, biting his lip and shivering. His thick brows knitted together, and he dug his nails into Feli’s shoulders. “T-Too sensitive.” He mutters breathlessly, unable to look at the alpha at all.

Feli smirks, “Then how about this~?” He cooes, hand reaching down to grab at Ludwig’s dick through his boxers.

Lud gasped, back arching. “Especially that!” He gasped, more slick sliding out of his hole, making a small squealing sound as he shifted, legs opening more unconsciously, want written in his features. Feli chuckled lowly, scooting down to be leveled with Ludwig’s cock. His fingers easily hooked onto the waistband, pulling them down Lud’s strong legs. The omega blushed at just how soaked he and his boxers are, and he quickly covered his face with one of his arms, teeth grit.

“You’re so wet, Lud~” Feli cooed at the omega, licking his lips. “So wet and sweet, you’re so beautiful~” Lud could feel his blush increasing, and he half wondered just how Feli could say those things without being embarrassed. The thought was diminished quickly when he felt a warm, wet appendage lapping at his dick. He threw his arms down, elbows supporting him as he managed to prop himself up a bit. His legs opened up more on their own accord, and Feli happily welcomed the opening by pressing kisses to Lud’s dick.

“D-Don’t do that!” And Lud couldn’t understand why he said that, maybe embarrassment, but man did he hate himself when Feli pulled away, worry creeping in. Lud slammed his head back whining, making Feli pull away completely. “No, just-!” He shivered and his dick ached. “F-Feli please, just, ughhh don’t stop!” He snapped, one hand reaching out to try and push the alpha back down to his cock.

Of course with a look of relief, the alpha went right back to what he was doing, and Ludwig completely fell back onto the pile, moaning. He felt nimble fingers tracing lines down his hip bone, all the way to his entrance. Lud arched his back, legs bending to give Feli access to his hole. In one quick swoop, Feli engulfed his dick completely, and slid a finger in all at once.

Lud completely lost it. Moan’s slid from his lips, the cloud that rested in his head growing even more thick. His hands gripped at his blond locks, and his eyes squeezed shut. The smacking squelches that sounded in the air went ignored as pleasure over took him. Feli himself deep throated the omega everytime a finger brushed the bundle of nerves inside of Lud. He soon added a second, and then a third not long after. He didn’t need to be told to know that Lud almost religiously messed with his pussy. He could tell from how loose the omega is. It just made this all the easier. He didn’t linger long with the stretching, knowing just how badly Lud needed to be fucked.

He finally pushed his pants down, bathing in the omega’s attention. Another smirk graced Feli’s lips. “I’m so hard for you, I feel like I’m going crazy. I want to pound you hard and fast, I want to feel you squeeze all of my cum out of me~ You want it, don’t you love? You want my knot don’t you?” Feli asks, stroking his dick slowly, letting Lud see all of it. Any other time, saying such things would embarrass him. Something about Ludwig’s heat made him feel confident, however. Maybe omega pheromones did more than put him in rutt.

“Fuck yes!” Lud gasped, shivering with want. “Now, put it in please, please, please!” He begged shamelessly. Feli didn’t expect Lud to quickly roll over, ass going high in the air, hands spreading his entrance lips apart for the alpha. He smiled with want at the alpha, eyes glazed over with lust.

He was completely gone.

Feli licked his lips, moving closer to the omega. He let one hand squeeze the side of Ludwig’s ass cheeks, loving the way it jiggled ever so slightly. He then licked his lips, brushing the tip of his cock repeatedly against Lud’s entrance. “What do you want baby~?” Feli cooed, causing whines and grunts to escape Lud. “Ah, Ah, Ah honey, I won’t put it in until you tell me.”

Lud gritted his teeth hard, pushing back into Feli’s dick and whimpering. He gave in quickly, biting his bottom lip hard for a moment before pushing back against Feli’s dick more, hips stuttering. “I want your knot! Please I want it so bad, I want to feel so full with your knot Feli, please!” He begged, shaking his ass at the alpha in want. It isn’t hard to seduce an alpha. Shaking your hips is the easiest way to get what you want.

Just the fact that Feliciano has such a beautiful, strong omega begging for him had his heart pounding. He almost felt like none of this is real. No one has ever wanted him like this. He didn’t know how bad he needed Ludwig like this, until experiencing it.

Feli rubbed at Lud’s lower back soothingly. He bit his bottom lip, heart racing, dick throbbing. “B-Beautiful~” He cooes, gripping Ludwig’s ass once again. He throbbed more at the omega’s reaction, loving the slick trickling out of Ludwig consistently. He licked his lips, before finally slamming his dick in with one thrust.

Ludwig moves forward with the movement, eyes widening, teeth gritting together hard, and when he felt it again, he gasps, hands coming up to grip at his own hair more. Feli didn’t hesitate to keep his hips moving at a quick pace, thrusts short and strong. Lud’s moans began to fill the air not long after. The omega completely opened up, going so far as to push back against the thrusts, ass jiggling as he did from the force. Lud pulled his hair hard, mouth open, tongue out as he panted. His eyes became half lidded with pleasure, as he lost himself in the alpha’s wonderful techniques.

The only thing he registered was Feli pulling out. He quickly pushed his ass back toward Feli’s dick, hand reaching back to put it back in, but his hand was pulled away. “No, no, no, put it back, please, please, pleeeaasse~ I’m so empty I need it baaaaack~” he whined, tears filling his eyes. Feli stroked the omega’s head lovingly, pulling the omega to sit on his lap, his own back laying against the pile.

“Ride me love, show me how much you love my knot~” Feli cooed, shivering at how desperately Lud tried to put the dick behind him back inside his hole. He fumbled so much, whines slipping out, that Feli helped him put his dick in. Lud sighed in relief, easily sinking back down onto the dick. He quickly began to bounce on Feli’s cock, moans slipping left and right, hands gripping Feli’s abdomen to keep himself steady.

“I love it! The way it’s swelling and fills me up, fuck!” It was beyond them how they were both able to even talk like they’d done it before, but it was sexy, that’s what’s mattered right? “So good so good so good! Hah, ahhh~!”

Feli gasped lightly at the way Lud squeezed his dick. “You look so beautiful~ You’re mine, all mine Lud~ I love you so much I love you, I love you, you’re so beautiful, so sweet, you’re all mine~” Feli moaned, climax drawing near.

Lud arches his back, moaning more at the alpha’s words. “I’m yours, yours, yours! I don’t want to belong to anybody else! You make me feel things that no one else does! I’m yours only, please please please! I love you, love you, love you!” Lud gasped, body reeling foreword, panting heavy, tongue hanging out again, eyes half lidded. “Feliii~” Lud cries, teeth gritting, tears forming in his eyes.

Feli growls lowly at the way his omega spoke, pulling out and pushing the omega back into his hands and knees, slamming back in. He began growling and grunting as he neared his climax. One hand held Lud’s hips in place, and the other grasped at Lud’s neck, pulling the omega close as he pressed his nose into the back of Lud’s neck. He sniffed hard, licking and nipping at the spot roughly causing Lud to arch against him. “My omega. Mine, all mine.” Feli growled out nipping harder, causing Lud to squeeze around him harder. The alpha gasped, biting his tongue hard, trying to resist the urge to bite the omega’s neck. As much as he wanted to claim Lud, he couldn’t. What if they didn’t really work? He wanted to make sure that the Omega had a way out if he needed it. Instead, he shoved his forearm into Ludwig’s neck, making him whine at the push. He began to see stars as he felt more hot slick dribble from the omega. Feliciano gasped, biting down onto his arm hard, adding yet another scar to the same arm.

“Aghhh~!” Lud gasped, climaxing from the sudden hard push from the alpha. The knot that swelled inside of him had him whimpering, eyes rolled into the back of his head from the intense pleasure. He’s never felt something that amazing.

Feli clamped his teeth down harder, holding his arm in place. The omega whines at the pain being inflicted upon his alpha, but the sudden quick thrusts have him moaning, causing Lud to rock roughly with his movements, moans high and loud. Feli snarls and growls holding the omegas neck with as much of his arm as he could. More blood sank into his mouth, and he forced himself to detach, biting his teeth hard, forehead resting against Ludwig’s shoulder blades. The way Lud moaned his name, the way he begged to be filled, fuck. It was enough to make Feli cum hard in the omega. His knot swelled big, forcing himself to stay inside of his omega. As they came down from the high, Feli licked at the wound on his arm. His mouth tasted like iron from how hard he’d been biting, and seeing his teeth indented into his forearm made him shiver. He could only imagine what the rest of the week would be like.

As Feliciano came down from his high, he licked his lips, using one hand to pull the omegas hair back from his face. He then leaned down, kissing the back of Ludwig’s head. He could hear soft snores coming from the omega, and he couldn’t stop himself from smiling, he wrapped both of his arms around Ludwig’s abdomen, pulling him up into his lap, and holding him. He’s stuck where he is until his knot deflates, but that’s more than enough time to cuddle his lover until he needs to clean him up.

He can feel a yawn wanting to escape, but he stifles it, pressing his nose into Ludwig’s neck, closing his eyes.

It’s only day one of their sex endeavors, and he knows that by the end of it, he will be sucked dry.

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After the intense fuck, Feli and Lud snuggled and slept. Of course, in the middle of the night, Lud woke up again, more slick running down his thighs. He easily crawled on top of Feli, only waking him up when he began to actually slid his dick in and out of his entrance. Feli looked up at him tiredly, hands gripping Ludwig’s hips hard, tiredly thrusting his hips up to meet the other’s movements. Ludwig’s voice raised in pitch with each thrust, and he threw his head back. His dick dripped, more slick sliding out, making a sticky smack noise with their movements.

Feli didn’t know if it was from being exhausted, or something more, but his omega was so incoherent. He only seemed to grunt like an animal, hands clenched in fists around his cheeks. He grit his teeth, making small pleasured snarls, and Feli found himself shivering and moaning from the look. Feliciano’s jaw shuddered, and he clenched it shut. He wanted so badly to push Ludwig down and mark him. He wanted to claim him, fuck him until the other passed out from pleasure. He forced himself to stay still, instead. His hands gripped Ludwig’s hips roughly, causing the omega to stutter and whine.

Of course, it was short lived as Lud came, and soon after he did as well. Right after, Lud let out whines and whimpers, causing Feli to wrap him in his arms, shushing him and comforting him back into a nice slumber.

It was late afternoon when Feliciano woke up again. He rubbed his face, before glancing over at Ludwig. The other had rolled away from him at some point or another in the middle of the night. Probably to cradle his stomach from impending cramps if the way his arms were secured around his stomach were any indication. Feli sighed, rubbing his eye, before getting up. He carefully pulled the blankets over Ludwig, and tiptoed towards the door. His goal was to shower, and then force the omega to eat if he could, and bathe as well. Of course, he didn’t get far, before he heard more whines. He looked back to see the omega lazily raising a hand towards him. Felinciano’s face flushed a bit from the desperate, yet lazy attempt that the omega made. Feli simply bit his tongue, going back over to the omega, arms open for the blond. The other seemed to have gained a sudden burst of energy from the action, pouncing right into Feliciano’s arms. The alpha forced himself to stay upright, almost falling backwards due to the burly omega’s size.

He let out a small sigh, kissing Ludwig’s head. Another whimper escaped Lud, and Feli frowned. “What’s the mat-“ he was cut off by the sudden rough and sloppy kiss that he was forced into. It didn’t take much to have him kiss the other back, however. He could feel Ludwig’s tongue trying desperately to battle his, but the technique was horrible. The moment Feli rubbed his tongue against the roof of Lud’s mouth, the other went limp quickly. Feli easily held him up, his tongue grazing everything it could in Ludwig’s mouth until the other forced him away with strength that he almost forgot the omega had. He watched the blond pant. Feli took in the sight of his dick twitching, semen and slick running down his thighs. Feli licked his lips, rubbing his fingers through Lud’s hair for a moment. He watched the omega glance up at him, lust in his blue eyes, tongue hanging out from the kiss, spit dripping lightly from his mouth. Felinciano’s jaw clenched, and he felt his dick harden. It was so easy to turn him on. The omega pheromones didn’t help, either. Normally he forced himself to endure any omega scent. It was something he was accustomed to, yet, right now, just giving in like he has broke all the strength that he once had. Feli pressed his hand to the back of Ludwig’s head, pulling him towards his hips. It didn’t take any time whatsoever for the omega to grab ahold of his hardening cock with his mouth, greedily sucking Feli’s dick. “F-Fuck!” Feliciano gasped, fingers tightening in Lud’s hair.

The omega let out a long moan, causing Feli to gasp, hips twitching. The hot tongue that greedily licked at every inch of his swollen cock had Feli groaning. A small growl escaped him, and he easily shoved Ludwig’s head down into his pubic hair, dick slipping from the omega’s mouth. “Hnnn~” the omega moaned lightly, pressing his face into Feliciano’s hair, inhaling his scent deeply. Simply watching the omega take in his musky scent had done it for Feli. He grabbed the omega, forcing him on to his hands and knees on the bed. Feliciano gave Ludwig’s ass a small slap, causing the other to cry out, and arch his back. He licked his lips, doing it again, before grabbing his firm ass with both of his hands. The way his pussy dripped made his cock twitch. While he normally was more of a romantic, he found himself simply spreading Ludwig’s entrance apart, easily shoving his cock inside. “Agh!” Ludwig gasped, head thrown back from the sudden fullness.

Feli wasted no time in grabbing ahold of Ludwig’s hands, and pulling the man back to meet his hips as he thrust hard into the other. The desperate broken moans that escaped Ludwig were like music to his ears, and he easily sped up his movements. He let himself fuck the omega hard and fast, loving the ‘Ah’s and ‘Oh’s that escaped Ludwig everytime his dick struck his g spot. He doesn’t remember feeling this horny while fucking the other. Just the fact that he let himself be so rough in the first place without easing up was a thought that would normally scare him, but currently didn’t.

Maybe he would have kept the pace, if it wasn’t for the sudden cry of a name that he’s never heard of before.

”G-Grey!”

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The week almost seemed to zip by. Feli made sure to take good care of Ludwig the best he could. While it was difficult to get him to eat or bathe, the promise of knotting him was enough for Ludwig’s faded mind. As Lud finally came down from the high, he spoke for the first time since the start of his heat. “Where am I?” He asked, voice going in and out from all of the loud screaming and moaning.

Feli laughed tiredly. “My lovely home, remember?”

Ludwig blinked stupidly for a moment, eyes half lidded. He felt exhausted, tired, and hurt everywhere. He groaned, letting himself fall back into the gross pile. He felt seed drop out of him and he groaned. “I don’t remember heats being this bad.” He confessed.

Feliciano smiled, carding his fingers through Ludwig’s blonde locks. “I suppose with an alpha it gets worse.” He commented.

The omega grunted at the comment, hand reaching up to feel his neck. Upon feeling nothing but skin, he made a noise. “You didn’t mark me?” He questioned, disbelief filling his voice. The alpha in question shrunk at the comment, fidgeting and looking away. “W-What if we don’t work?” He mumbled, gripping his hands.

“When on earth did that thought ever run through your head?” Ludwig asked,having heard every word, looking over at Feliciano.

“Many times...when we started talking. Uh, Er, really when we started going out..” he responded shyly.

“And just that stopped you?”

“No...the thought of you being miserable did. You’d never find another mate, we’ve only just begun going out, we’ve known each other for three weeks, w-what if you hate me and need a way out? You’d never have one if I claimed you..you’d be stuck..”

Brief memories of his parents flashed through his mind, but they were quickly lost upon seeing tears well up in the alpha's eyes. Lud pursed his lips for a moment, before embracing the alpha in a strong hug. One hand pressed Feliciano’s head into his chest roughly, while the other was tight around the alpha’s lower back. It was so evident how small the alpha is, but being able to wrap him up in his arms like this made Ludwig happy. “I like you..” he said, a blush riding to his cheeks and ears.

The alpha hugged him back, nuzzling the other. “I like you too. A lot. Ve, I like you a lot.” Of course, Feliciano wanted to ask about the name he had heard...but it didn’t feel right to really ask. To his knowledge, the other hadn’t had sex with anyone else, but that didn’t mean he hadn’t fooled around. Feli couldn’t understand why no one wanted to fool around with Ludwig in the first place. Then again, maybe he has weird taste.

Ludwig pulled back, hand cupping the alpha’s chin. He pulled his head up, leaning down, ready to capture his lips in his in a quick kiss, only to have the front door open.

“Yuck! Smells like sewage in here!” Came Romano’s voice, pinching his nose. “You’re supposed have gleaned this up before I got back. Now I have to deal with filthy omega smell!”

“Yeesh..” came another voice, but unlike the Italian, said nothing more. The Spaniard simply ignored any further comments, waving at the two, while his boyfriend continued to whine and fuss.

“It’s still naked!” Romano snapped, face red, turning away to shield himself from a rather nude Ludwig. “Get some fucking clothes on! Ugh I knew this would happen!” The Italian snapped, marching to his room, his boyfriend sighing and following after him with a small grumble.

Ludwig hates the aftermath of heats. Well, normally it involves his brother having to help him shower, and not think about the fact that he sometimes still had a vibrator inside of him, turned on. Of course, upon the boisterous laugh of the small alpha, Ludwig looked in his direction, raising a brow. “What’s so funny?”

And the way Feli sighed so contently, hair a mess, scratches exposed ever so slightly under a baggy shirt that only now Ludwig realized was his doing. Not to mention the smallest of bags under the alpha’s eyes, did so many things to the omega. He watched closely as the alpha leaned over the counter, resting his chin in his hand, a smile big on his face. “The reaction was so typical.” And despite the wording, happiness still shone in his soft brown eyes. Ludwig immediately knew that despite Romano not liking omegas, that reacting that way was his own way of saying that he’s happy for his brother. While the disgusted disguise is always unnecessary, Lud knew that Feli was happy with that reaction. If Romano really hated Ludwig, the measures would be much more drastic than a simple act of disgust. Even with Antonio around the measures would be much more drastic.

Ludwig felt a smile grace his tired lips. “Your brother is easy to read.”

“Ve, and so are you.”

Ludwig frowned at the comment. Feliciano simply smiled more, standing up and gently grabbing Ludwig by the arm and pulling him along. The omega let it happen, and soon they found themselves in the shower together. The warm steam that radiated from the shower head was comforting, and Ludwig let himself indulge in what it had to offer. Feli soon looked up at him and leaned his head back to let it under the water. Ludwig enjoyed the sight. He watched the Italian close his eyes, a small hum surfacing from his throat. A small hunger built up inside of the omega, but he tried to let it slide in favor of grabbing shampoo and cleaning Feli’s hair. However, hearing a mix of purrs and chirps caused him to stop.

“I was unaware alphas could make such noises.” He commented, continuing his movements.

“Mmm, all the time.” Feli purred, back now pressing against Ludwig’s strong chest.

Ludwig raised an eyebrow, but said nothing. As if to argue back, he didn’t give the alpha a warning when he pushed him forward to rinse his hair. The small squeak was more than enough of a punishment, along with the pout that he received.

“No fair.” Feli commented, shoving Ludwig’s shoulder lightly. This didn’t stop an immediate smile from gracing his lips again either. He knew that he had been caught when he saw a smile reflecting his own on Ludwig’s lips. “Such an awnry omega!” He teased, ruffling Ludwig’s dry hair with his wet hand, gushing silently at how the big omega leaned down and let it happen. He forced himself to relax, simply reaching behind Ludwig and grabbing the shampoo. “My turn!” He happily chirped, making a small coo when Ludwig leaned his head down for him to wash.

All previous worry seemed to wash away instantly. The smile that grazed Ludwig’s lips was enough to hypnotize him through the rest of their shower.

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After Ludwig was able to finally leave the hospital, Gilbert immediately took him to the nice sized mall that they had on the other side of town. Ludwig felt rather out of place, and the collar he wore felt too tight around his neck. He couldn’t help but tug at it here and there. The moment they walked inside, Ludwig immediately grabbed his brothers arm. Before, he wouldn’t have minded. But before, he didn’t have to worry about being an omega.

Gilbert simply smiled at him, ruffling his hair once more, letting Ludwig hold his arm. “Food or clothes?” His brother asked, and Ludwig contemplated it for a moment, before deciding on clothes. As much as he enjoyed smelling his brother on the ones he was wearing, they were a bit too baggy for him. He had to roll the waistband of the jeans he was in to even keep them up, his waist might have widened, but not enough to fill his brother’s jeans yet. He hoped that it wouldn’t get any bigger, but he would be wrong on that part.

The stores around them were segregated into all three genders. One store was full of omega clothes, filled with anything an omega may like. The alpha store littering with the biggest clothes that Ludwig has ever seen. The most normal one was the store that was for betas. Dresses hung on one side, jeans on another. It was normal. Those were the clothes he used to wear. His brother said that he may be able to fit in some of his shirts, but his hips having filled out won’t go into any of his bottoms like they used to.

Ludwig made a face at this.

“Well...I suppose we should start at..”Gilbert looked up at the sign that led to the omega clothing store. “‘St. Lush.’” His brother rose his eyebrows, pulling Ludwig along. He didn’t like the tone his brother used, it made him uncomfortable, and he couldn’t stop himself from glancing down at his body a bit.

When they entered, a sweet smell lingered in the store. There were other omegas shopping, some glancing at Gilbert a little longer than Ludwig likes, and others simply shyd away from the area that they were in. The lady at the register made a face at his brother, seeming to walk away from the counter, before she finally saw him. She stopped, blinked, and immediately began to fiddle with some clothes, acting as if she wasn’t about to ask his brother to leave.

Ludwig wondered what exactly they’d be looking at. Everything in the store was either frilly, or a little too pattered for Ludwig’s taste. His brother seemed to know him better than anyone, because he dragged him to a section filled full of bland looking clothes, and all discounted.

They probably weren’t as popular as initially hoped.

“Alright, just stand still.” Gilbert commanded, and Ludwig obeyed by standing up straight, fists clenched at his sides. His brother took the moment to fiddle around in the rack, holding up a medium to him, before frowning, and trying the next size up, to which he made a face at. His brother then proceeded to walk around the whole rack, looking at all of the sizes, and finally deciding on two. He quickly held them up to his little brother, before his head cocked to the side.

“W-What’s wrong?” Lud asked shyly.

“...I don’t know if you’ll fit any of these clothes.” He said, holding up what seemed to be the biggest shirt this rack had. Even when he pressed it against him, his shoulders were too broad. He put it back, before crossing his arms and sighing. “Stay right here, I’m going to go look at the other racks to compare.” He noticed how his brother cringed a little at having to delve deep into the array of frills and patterns, but easily did so. Ludwig fiddled a bit, glancing around awkwardly. He could see more omegas walking in, eyeballing his brother. He’s never seen such hungry looks on an omega’s face before. He wished that they’d stop.

He didn’t move even as some let their stare linger longer than necessary. In fact, he stayed there, until a female omega gently touched his brother’s shoulder with her hand. The moment she began talking to him, he started to march on over. He didn’t like the way she acted. Like it was an accident, or how she just had to touch his muscles, before trying to make comments about how she’s alone, and that there weren’t many strong alphas anymore.

It was at this moment that he latched onto his brothers arm, pouting a little.

“What’s the matter?” Gilbert asked him, and the woman chuckled.

“Is he yours? He’s precious. Looks just like his father.”

Why did he sense the smallest distaste from that? He could feel a growl wanting to bubble up, but he kept it down.

“I think he looks more like his mother. He does have my nose though.” Gilbert continued, ruffling Ludwig’s hair. “We had him quite young, but we were just so eager to have one of our own, and here we are. It’s an honor to help him grow. “

The woman tskd lowly, before trying to nod politely.

“It’s nice to see a father take such pride in their omega child...we don’t have much of that these days...oh, I should get going, sorry again!”

She quickly ended it, wondering off father into the store. Ludwig was suddenly aware of everything that his brother had said to ward the woman off. He looked up at Gilbert, who shrugged at him, before tugging him along. “Nothing is going to fit here, let’s try the beta store.”

Ludwig had never been so happy about leaving behind the frills, and other blob of colorful objects. He’s also glad that he didn’t have to eye the makeup stands.

The beta store proved to bare more fruit than the last. While they managed to find several pairs of shirts, his big problem was pants. They ended up having to go with a pair that was a little too big in the legs, but fit his hips nicely. He could deal if it meant that he could keep shopping in all beta stores.

After that, they sat down to eat, Gilbert pulling out the booklet from the hospital and reading it.

It was simply about omega care. Everything Ludwig needed to know, and everything that the head of the house taking care of the omega needed to know, which meant helping him shower, change, eat. etc. Ludwig didn’t like it, but couldn’t complain.

And two days later, that was how he ended back up at school, in the omega classes. While everything went by faster than he expected, he really didn’t like it. He didn’t like any of it.

This was only the beginning of it. When Ludwig got into highschool, that’s when everything really changed. He had hit another growth spurt, finally having to borrow a few of his brother’s clothes again until he could get his own. The pants were a little too tight for comfort since they couldn’t fit his hips right, but they fit him. The shirt fit him good as well. By the time he was a junior, he was already two inches taller than his brother, who stood at 6’0. It wasn’t abnormal at this point to be mistaken for an alpha, especially with how much muscle that he’s gained by working out with his brother. Yet, what really irked him were the comments that got thrown at him by other alphas. One alpha in particular, especially.

His name is Grey. He stood taller than Ludwig by 3 inches, and had muscles just as big. Omegas dreamed about him, and even Betas joined in. As interesting as sports were, he was considered too big to join the omega teams, but too fragile to be in the alpha teams, and decided to focus on schoolwork instead. He had been studying at a table in one of the rest areas for omega students, when the alpha walked in, eyes shooting to him immediately. The alpha confidently made his way over, using his pencil to poke at Ludwig’s head. The omega looked up, brows furrowing at the alpha. “Wow, you’re an omega? Little weird looking if you ask me.” Lud clenched his jaw for a moment before relaxing. “Oh, excuse me. I think it’s more endearing than weird. I’m intrigued, more like.” He sat down across form Ludwig, leaning into close. “What’s your name?”

“Ludwig.” The blond stated, looking back down at his school work. He refused to acknowledge the alpha. It wasn’t uncommon for alphas you drop in, though mostly to see their partners. Others with...different reasons. Everyone seemed to help each other, but when it came to Ludwig, they preferred to keep their distance. Seems he’s below other omega’s as well...

“Neat.” The alpha said, disinterest showing through. “Name’s Grey.” He responded back, leaning his head against his hand. “Whatcha up to Ludwig?” The alpha asked, foot tapping Ludwig’s leg. Sparks of electricity shot up Lud’s back, and a growl was forming in his throat.

“Homework.”

This caused Grey to sigh. “Boring.” The other stated, watching Ludwig write down more answers. The alpha seemed to smirk then, grabbing Ludwig’s journal, and tossing it to the ground. “Let’s do something fun!” The alpha tried, not missing the way Ludwig snarled at him a bit. This only caused his smirk to widen.

“I’m busy.” Ludwig stated, reaching down to grab his journal. He was stopped by Grey grabbing a fistful of his hair, yanking him back up. He let out a gasp, another snarl escaping him. “Let go.” He firmly said, trying to grab the alpha’s hand.

Grey yanked harder. “Oh yeah? What are you gonna do if I don’t?” He questioned, forcing Ludwig’s head down on to the table. This caused a few glances from other omega’s in the area. Of course, they quickly turned their gaze away, preferring not to get involved. Ludwig let out a hiss, clawing at Grey’s hands, ready to force them off. Of course, he didn’t get to, as the alpha banged his head down into the table, causing a few omega’s nearby to jump, but continue to ignore them. “You should really learn your place,” Grey started, pushing Ludwig’s head down harder. “Omega’s aren’t even supposed to be getting an education. You should be lucky that you’re so privileged to even be here.”

And with that, the other pushed Ludwig back, before sauntering off. Anger boiled up inside of Ludwig, but he forced himself to remain calm.

Of course, he had the unwanted privilege of Grey annoying him from then on, regardless of whether it was pushing him down, grabbing him by his hair, or purposely yanking his collar off and knipping at the back of his neck. Other times he found himself leaning into the occasional soft touches that the other gave him. It would range from head pets, to cheek caresses, and soft kisses. It continued like this for a while, until he was forced down and had Grey’s cock shoved into his mouth. From then on, Ludwig purposely seeked the other out for more confrontations like that.

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Taking Ludwig back home will be one of the hardest things that Felinciano’s ever done. He’s been close to the omega for an entire week, and while all of it was sex, the fact that he was able to cradle the blond in his arms made it so much more. Being able to treat Ludwig with nothing but soft gentle, yearning love means the world to him. He’s never been one to have sex with omega’s just because. He’s not a virgin, mind you, but even if he’s been with omegas before, he made sure to treat them with love.

Yet, none have ever been as serious as this. He’s only taken care of one omega’s heat before, but even then, it wasn’t serious enough to want to mark them. It was simply a friend for the week. The need to mark Ludwig was always present and persistent. His mouth ached to latch on, and it still does now. He wants to sink his teeth into the nape of the blond’s neck, but he will refrain. He will keep his distance, because Ludwig’s happiness is his happiness.

“I had fun! …with what I’m able to remember, that is.” The way that Ludwig's face heats up as he looks away from embarrassment makes his heart flop. His own blush managed to slither up on his face, and he gently guided the omega down to kiss him. The kiss is soft, sweet, and warm. The way Ludwig’s large hands rest on his hips sends shivers up his spine. The notion causes Felinciano to wrap his arms around Ludwig’s neck, forcing the omega to lean down more. Feliciano feels sparks of electricity shoot through him. He almost didn’t think that it possible to feel like this after how much sex the both of them had, yet here he is.

He can feel his pants tighten just a bit, and he swallows the lump in his throat. “I loved it.” Feli sighs out, licking Ludwig’s bottom lip, easily getting access to the other’s mouth. He’s momentarily surprised by the sudden submissiveness in Ludwig’s behavior, easily letting the alpha dominate his mouth. He can feel the way Lud shudders, a small noise rising in his throat. When Feliciano finally parted, it’s to kiss Ludwig’s cheek. Feli lets out a content sigh, turning his head away and lightly panting. He’s exhausted, to say the least. That’s to be expected considering the circumstances. Ludwig woke him from dead sleep more than once.

He can still see the way the omega rode him, his hands running through his messy hair as he bounced on Feli’s dick. Feliciano made sure to grab Ludwig’s hips and keep him steady, no matter how tired he was. It was a sight to behold, and it will always be burned into his retinas.

Ludwig places a small kiss on Feli’shead. The brunet let’s a smile grace his lips from the action. “I’ve never had something so amazing.”Feli whispers, causing the omega to blush.

“Well, it was mostly you causing it.” Lud muttered, making Feli smile more and nuzzle him.

“Lud, I-“

“Can the both of you stop macking at my door?”

The way the omega pulls away makes him upset, but he doesn’t voice it. Ludwig blankly stares his brother down, hands slipping away from Feliciano’s hips. The alpha feels a bit more cold than he’s like to admit.

“Pardon me,” Ludwig says, resting a hand against Feliciano’s.

Felinciano himself smiles nervously. He looks up at the other alpha. He pulls his hand away from the omega’s, fiddling with his fingers. “I-I made sure to use the utmost protection, a-and he’s still his own-“

“What?!” Gilbert almost couldn’t believe it. He yanked Ludwig down, looking at the back of his neck. “You’re not marked.”

“No, I’m not.” Ludwig sighs, pushing his brother away.

“Why?”

Feliciano can’t help but to fidget. He feels as though he’s messed up. He never had any intention to mark Ludwig, at least not right now. He thought it was for the best right now, but he wasn’t expecting Gilbert to be mad at him for it. Did he not look committed? Maybe he should have done it. Show just how strong and committed to Ludwig he is, show that he does and will want the omega no matter what. “I-I, uh…I-It’s just..”

“Just what?”

“Brother, calm down. It-“

“I want him to tell me why.” Gilbert interrupts, getting into Felinciano’s face, causing Ludwig to growl a bit. Ludwig raises a hand, ready to pull his brother away, but stops from Feli’s sudden outburst.

“I-I wanted him to have a way out!” Feli snaps abruptly, shaking. “Wh-What if we don’t work out? I-If I tie him down he’s trapped..”

Ludwig pulls Gilbert awaynow, hand moving to cup Feli’s cheek. Ludwig loves the way the other nuzzles his hand, but he doesn’t let it distract him from turning towards his brother to give him an earful. “Look, I’m not mad.” Gilbert cut in, making Ludwig deflate. “In fact, I’m grateful. I hardly meet any alphas willing to hold back.”

Ludwig sighed, shoving his brother. “Just move.” He grabs Feli’s wrist, pulling him inside. He knows that the alpha had to leave, but if he could keep him there just a bit longer, he’d be satisfied. Of course, he isn’t really mad at his older brother, quite the opposite really. He’s mostly being a brat, wanting to have Feli’s time for him, and him only. Having his brother interrupt that makes him feel so childish.

He pulls the alpha along, bringing him to his room. He could see the look of confusion cross Feli’s face the moment he closed and locked the door. He wraps his arms around the alpha, burying his head into Feliciano’s hair. “Locking him out.” Is all Ludwig has to say for the Italian to understand. Feli turned his body around, wrapping his arms around Ludwig’s neck. His heart fluttered at the way the omega wrapped his strong arms around his waist. He knows that he needs to leave for work, but the temptation to stay holds. Just the possessive longing behavior for Ludwig is enough to enlighten his alpha senses.

He rakes his fingers through the back of Ludwig’s hair, the soft locks tangling easily around his fingers. He can feel the purr building up in Lud’s chest, before it finally escapes his throat. A smile graces Feli’s lips, and he presses a kiss to the omega’s neck.

“I like you a lot.” Feli softly whispers, nuzzling Lud. He felt the omega shiver, hands sliding up and the. down Feli’s back, before finally resting on his hips.

“I like you too. Words cannot describe the feeling in my heart.” A blush painted Ludwig’s cheeks at his comment, and Feli gushed quietly, squeezing the omega harder.

“I don’t want to leave.” He admits, and Ludwig pulls back to look down at Feliciano. Feli looks away shyly, hand rubbing circles into Ludwig’s neck.

A sigh escapes through Lud’s nose, fingers tapping Feli’s hips. “As much as I wish you could stay, you should still go.” The huff from the short alpha makes Lud’s heart stutter. “You can come back later.”

Feli bit his bottom lip for a moment, laying his head on Lud’s chest. “Could I possibly…you know..” he shyly started, only to trail off.

Lud cocked a brow. “Spend the night?” He questioned, making the shorter man shuffle in place.

“Uh huh.”

“Pft!” Ludwig cleared his throat, smiling, and looking away.

“Why are you laughing?” Feli whines, looking up.

Ludwig refused to make eye contact for too long, simply petting Feliciano’s head. “I’m not,” he lied, finally looking at the other. “Go to work.”

Feliciano stared at Ludwig, wanting so desperately to say no and stay, yet he deflated. “Fiiine.” He sighs, Ludwig’s arms wrapping around his waist, pulling him up. Ludwig pressed kisses to Feli’s cheek, making the other giggle and blush.

“Luuuuud!” Feliciano giggles, lightly hitting the omega’s shoulder.

Ludwig gave him one last big kiss before finally sitting him down and ruffling his hair. “My bed and I will be waiting.” He teases, unlocking the door, and pushing the alpha out.

“I get off at 10 tonight.” Feli looked up at Lud as the omega manhandled him and dragged him towards the front door.

“I’ll be awake to greet you.” Ludwig reassured, pushing the alpha out.

“I’ll see you tonight!” Feli smiled, quickly jumping up and kissing Lud on the nose.

“Goodbye Feli.”

“I like you a lot!”

“Goodbye Feliciano!” Ludwig snapped, ushering the alpha away. “I like you too, now go.”

Feliciano didn’t hesitate to skip down the stairs.

The moment the apartment door clicked shut, Gilbert clicked his tongue. “You have him wrapped around your finger. He’s doomed”

Gilbert’s face met the wall.

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Gonna be editing and finishing this fic once I finish my other Hetalia fic!