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    "I've been watching him, I can't help it. What started as a curiosity is... something else now. In some crazy way, it almost feels like Evan and I were really friends. I've heard it said so much, I'm starting to actually believe it. Who knows? Maybe, in some alternate universe, we could've been."

    Things are declining fast and Connor is coming close to cutting his own ties with the world. When even the quietest, most vulnerable looking kids seem to want him dead, he decides that, maybe, he should give them exactly what they want.

    When Evan fucking Hansen goes ahead and fucks up his plans.

    Now his parents are convinced that he and this kid who seemed to be disgusted with his very existence were best friends and Connor finds himself faced with a very, very difficult choice.

    For the first time in his life, Murphy finds himself in a position where his existence is the focal point of everyone's lives.

    It's not easy continuing your life after being brought back from the dead.

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