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1. moments in which i loved you by shouramyun

   Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Jun 2020

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Jeon Jungkook/Kim Namjoon | RM
   • Jeon Jungkook & Kim Namjoon | RM
   • Heavy Angst
   • Cheating
   • think of this as a kdrama where you laugh cry and sometimes someone dies
   • namjoon is engaged and jungkook is "the other man"
   • Smut
   • reply: jin's husband edition
   • its not all crying theres some hahas
   • Minor Character Death
   • side yoonmin
   • implied internalized and inevitable homophobia
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Bittersweet Ending
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending

   Summary

   “This is wrong.” He whispers with a shake of his head. “Namjoon, we need to stop this.”

   Namjoon’s jaw clenches as he regards him heavily, with much more grief than Jungkook would like. “If I knew how to stop, I would” is the reply he gets. He sees the want in Namjoon’s eyes, swirling with conflict, and Jungkook doesn’t understand how Namjoon could want him this bad, so heartbreakingly bad -

   And still not want him at all.

   “Let’s get back to the party, hyung. Your fiance must be looking for you."

   OR

   Namjoon is getting married and it's not to Jungkook, but somehow he always finds himself waking up in his bed.

   Language:

   English

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