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It’s been five years since they broke up. Since she broke up with Jungeun, as Jinsoul likes to remind herself on her more self-flagellating of days. Jungeun probably doesn’t even think about her anymore, because that’s what you do when someone breaks your heart; you forget about them and you move on with your life.
It’s been five years since Jungeun, and there have been other people since. She’s been on dates and had girlfriends and tried out the whole casual thing with Sana for a while until she met Momo and put a stop to that. Jinsoul doesn’t delude herself into thinking that Jungeun won’t have done the same. Jungeun will have moved on, will have rebuilt her life after Jinsoul tore it down. Jinsoul is hardly irreplaceable. She’s nothing special.
It’s been five years, which is long enough that it shouldn’t still hurt like this, and Jinsoul shouldn’t still feel so empty inside whenever she thinks about it. But it does, and she does.
(or; when Jinsoul is twenty-one, she falls in love with Jungeun. When she's twenty-eight, she does it again.)