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    It was all so benign at first.
    Heath couldn’t place exactly when it started. A year ago? Two? Three? Or maybe this was how he’s always been, and he was just too naive to notice. He tried to think back, to the first time this strange sense of nothingness crawled into his chest, but the days blended together and sloshed into some weird fevered mess of memories. In all honesty, it was just one of those kinds of things, like when you ate too much candy as a kid, where you didn’t know that you’d eaten too much until you were already sick. But unlike a stomach ache, this didn’t go away with time, no, it only got so much worse.

    //Content Warnings are in the tags, so please read them! There will also be chapter specific warnings in the beginning chapter notes, and chapter summaries in the end notes. Please be careful reading this fic, as there are some seriously heavy topics depicted and it get graphic. Reader discretion is advised. Stay safe!\\

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