Chapter 1: Crimson Ace
Summary:
After saving a certain doctor from an explosion and assassination, the team is now faced with a mysterious woman who goes by the name "Crimson Ace".
Notes:
This is my very first fanfiction so please bear with me for a while. It is still yet to be edited and proofread but I'm already too excited to post it. I will most likely post one chapter per week so I hope you stay tuned <3
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Chaos. Tragedy. Misery.
Those were the three words to describe what was currently happening. It was a typical day for the well-known scientist, Alexander Dahl. Waking up, getting ready for a meeting, attending the said meeting, and getting home to continue work. That was what he usually did, but sadly, there was a change in schedule.
It did not include getting cornered by an assassin sent by those who he used to work for. Definitely not part of the schedule.
Apparently, there have been bombs planted at the base of the building where he was, which explained why there was massive destruction as of the moment.
Dr. Alexander Dahl was trapped under a wall that fell over. His leg was severely injured which hindered his capability to escape and find shelter. He heard footsteps coming his way and was almost relieved, not until the wall he was under was removed and he saw who approached him.
His face paled upon realizing who he is faced with.
"C-Crimson Ace," he dryly let out as he stared at the woman who is pointing a gun at him, ready to shoot.
Before the woman could even pull the trigger, her weapon was knocked out of her hand by a web. In a split second, a young man dressed in blue and red was in front of the injured doctor, shielding him from the woman who posed as a threat to his life.
"I'm not sure you want to do that, madam. I mean, you wouldn't want to get blood on your hands. Not that there isn't blood on your hands right now but—Woah!" Spiderman managed to evade just in time the punch of the woman.
"I guess we can't settle this by talking," he said as he shot more webs at her. The woman just stared for a couple of seconds, eyeing the young man from head to toe, studying him. Spiderman didn't know what to think, so he just shot more webs at her in an attempt to trap her, which was a grave mistake.
The woman had already evaluated the powers and abilities of Spiderman. Once he shot out his webs, she managed to evade it and pull it, making Spiderman tumble to the ground. This gave the woman the opportunity to hover over him and was ready to give him a punch when she was blasted to the wall.
Iron man and a few of the Avengers arrived at the scene just in time to save Spiderman and Dr. Dahl.
"You know, you shouldn't hit a kid or else you'll get arrested," Tony commented before facing Loki. "Reindeer games, get the doctor back to the compound."
Much to Loki's dismay, he did not say a word and approached the doctor, only to be blocked by a force field. His head shot up and saw that it was the woman who conjured the force field, blocking him from getting to the doctor.
With a flick of her hand, the force field then surrounded the doctor and lifted him from the ground.
"Well look at that. Reindeer games got a match!"
"Now is not the time, Tony," Natasha grumbled as she charged at the unknown woman. Loki watched how the force field was still up despite the woman's attention was already on Natasha. Tony and Spiderman, on the other hand, decided to attack the woman as well in an attempt to help Natasha.
Loki focused on getting the doctor to safety. He tried to infiltrate the force field surrounding the doctor using his own magic. He placed his hands on the force field and assessed its strength and properties. As he was almost getting past the barrier, he was thrown off by the woman who managed to get Tony's suit to malfunction and Spiderman stuck in his own web. It was only Natasha and him to stop her from killing the doctor.
Loki got in a fighting stance and charged at the woman who strangely did not move as he attacked. Which was the mistake he realized all too late. He cursed upon realizing that this was an illusion and it was already too late to turn. He found his chest being in contact with the woman's hand, pushing him to the ground. Now on top of him, she pulled a dagger from her boot and stabbed him on the stomach.
Quite ironic, considering the situation the god of mischief was in.
Before she could further do any harm to Loki, Natasha managed to tackle her to the ground. Despite being stabbed, Loki tried to heal himself slowly as he staggered towards the woman who was now pinned on the wall by Natasha.
Natasha glanced at him knowingly and left an opening for the god of mischief to tap into the woman's thoughts and memories.
Loki almost fell to the ground when he saw there was nothing in her memories but torture. This managed to weaken the woman a bit. Before he could further delve in deeper, the woman created another force field around her, pushing Natasha and Loki off her before she jumped off a window and vanished, leaving no trace of her presence behind other than the damage she had caused. Loki was astonished when he felt her push him out of her mind before he could even process her innermost thoughts and feelings.
"Couldn't have done that sooner?" Natasha asked, breathless as she looked at the god who has now fully healed his stab wound.
Loki just shrugged. "Let's get to safety before that woman returns. We aren't really in the shape for another fight."
Natasha went to the doctor who now fainted, probably due to blood loss, but he was still alive. "Mind teleporting us to the compound, reindeer games?"
Loki just rolled his eyes at Stark before flicking his wrist.
—
The woman was now strapped back in the chair at the base. The one she was working for was clearly not pleased as she failed to assassinate the doctor.
"I am disappointed, Crimson Ace. You're our biggest asset. It's such a waste if you couldn't do your mission properly," the man told her, but the woman kept her mouth shut. She knew what was to happen because of her failed mission, so she immediately shut her emotions down to not feel the pain of the torture that will follow.
"Wipe her. Inject her."
Those were the last words she heard before blacking out.
—
Dr. Alexander Dahl was now surrounded by the walls of Tony Stark's tower. The Avengers figured that they needed to keep him safe, as his life was being targeted by an organization.
The doctor was in the medical bay and was awake for a couple of hours now. Bruce was just doing some vital checks when they decided to ask him what happened.
"Who was that?" It was Clint who asked the doctor. Tony managed to get a hold of footage from the building and the Avengers have already watched it. They too were wondering who that woman was. Tony tried running her face through his database, but there was no trace of her identity which piqued his curiosity.
"She's an assassin—soldier, whatever you may call her—who worked for the organization I used to be under," Dr. Dahl explained. "I should have known they wanted me dead after leaving. They couldn't take any risks."
"I'm sorry. Can you give us a clearer answer? Who's they?" Tony asked to which Natasha just elbowed him, eliciting a "what?" from the man of iron himself.
"I used to work for an organization called Mirage. They specialize in enhancing humans and using them to slowly take over the world. They torture those humans and experiment on them—enhancing them, wiping their memory so they will just blindly follow their orders," Dr. Dahl explained.
"Much like Hydra," Bucky absent-mindedly commented.
"How do we take down this organization?" Steve asked as he stood up from the chair he was sitting on and neared the bed where the doctor was.
"I have knowledge of a few of their bases’ locations, but I'm pretty sure they're already moving so I don't know if that would be much of a help," the doctor sighed. "Even if you managed to destroy a base, as long as she lives or works for them, it wouldn't matter anyway."
"She? You mean the magical mortal?" Loki asked, much to his surprise as he did not usually partake in any discussions the team had.
The doctor nodded. "She is one of Mirage's experiments. There are a few more, but the rest are insignificant compared to her as she is the strongest experiment so far, so she is the one valued by Mirage."
"So, kill the girl for the downfall of that organization?" Rhodey muttered.
The team looked at him and raised a brow "What?"
"I am not sure you can kill her," the doctor said shaking his head. "But if you managed to capture her, I can maybe help her turn to your side."
"Yeah, sure. Get the one who tried to kill you to turn to our side," Tony retorted. "Great idea, doctor."
"She isn't always like that. I want to try my best to restore her memories before Mirage wiped them. I was the one who looked after her while they were experimenting on her. I pitied the girl."
"What's her name anyway?" Bruce asked.
"She goes by the name Crimson Ace and has been much like their robot for a couple of years now. They rarely send her on missions unless they are of great value. They usually spend their time experimenting on her, enhancing her, trying to push her physical abilities and powers to her limit as she is by far the strongest one. She has endured a couple of tortures throughout the years already," the doctor explained. "I cannot fully remember in detail, but I do have her files saved in my computer at home. I never gave up on her. Even after I left Mirage, I felt indebted to free her as she once saved my family from being killed on one of Mirage soldier's missions which led to her having consequences. Any display of weakness such as emotion, she gets wiped which leads her to become deadlier each time."
The team went quiet for a few minutes as they were lost in thought. They were thinking about what their next move should be, considering that woman called Crimson Ace will for sure attack once again to complete her mission. The silence was soon broken when F.R.I.D.A.Y informed the team that Nick Fury requests their presence in the meeting room.
"We will leave you, for now, doctor," Tony instructed. "If you ever need anything, inform F.R.I.D.A.Y."
The doctor nodded in agreement before the team made their way upstairs.
—
"Mirage. Should have known," Fury started. "We've been keeping an eye on one of their bases for a while now since there was a strange amount of energy radiating from it. We did not take any actions yet since we do not want to alert them that S.H.I.E.L.D is already aware of their existence."
"What are we supposed to do then?" Tony intervened. "We know this force field lady will come back for the doctor soon, don't we? Any plans?"
Fury paused for a bit, his fingers playing with the strap of his eye patch. "I've been wanting to have that base destroyed."
"The doctor said it would be useless for us to destroy the base. He suggested we get the girl and he'll try his best to snap the girl out of it," Steve interjected.
"Have her here? She's a killing machine! Unless all of you want to die," Rhodey exclaimed, not overly fond of the idea of having the woman in their compound. He saw how much damage she caused to Tony, Nat, Loki, and Peter, and she was only one person. Chills ran up his spine as he thought of worse outcomes.
"Maybe we can at least try." It was Bucky. He didn't like giving out his thoughts during meetings like this, but as the moment, he felt the need to interfere. He had sympathy for the girl even though he has not met her yet. He knew what it felt like to have your memory wiped, to be used as a killing machine.
Steve gently laid a hand on Bucky's shoulder, sympathizing with him.
"Let's not mind the girl for now," Fury said finally. "But I have a new mission for all of you in relation to Mirage."
Fury got hold of a folder and stood up before pushing it towards Steve.
"I want you to sneak into Mirage's base and extract all information necessary from their database. Maybe we can find out who runs the whole organization and ways on how to take them down," Fury explained before pointedly looking at Loki.
The said god was just quietly sitting and listening to the discussion as he read his book. He was not oblivious to the fact that Fury looked at him. Sighing, he closed the book he was reading and raised his eyes to meet Fury's gaze.
"As much as I hate to admit it, you will be playing a huge role in this mission."
It was no secret to the public that Loki was already part of the Avengers. It was already years after the attack on New York. The truth got out that he was under mind control, and Thor took him back to Midgard to redeem himself as ordered by their father. It was already a few years ago, and Loki already proved he has changed, but he still did not get the hang of conversing with the rest of the team. He was only there to help but was not overly fond of the idea of being friends with the rest of them.
A part of him still believed that Midgardians were still beneath him. Only Thor was the one who he occasionally spoke to, and that was only when he needed to.
"What is it that I am required to accomplish?" Loki asked nonchalantly as he lowered the book to his lap.
"We need you to infiltrate the base first, assessing the surroundings. Surely, you won't encounter many difficulties considering your... abilities," Fury stated. Loki tried to hide the subtle smirk that was forming on his lips. The abilities Fury was talking about were his illusions and shapeshifting abilities. He remembered the times he caused mischief around the tower using his magic which got the Avengers arguing with each other and almost breaking up. Almost.
"We need you to locate their control room and help Romanoff sneak in to extract whatever you can from their database. The team will be on guard outside in case things get out of hand."
Loki just shrugged and gave Fury a nod, signaling he understood what the man wanted him to do.
A few more assignments and Fury sent the Avengers off to rest. First thing tomorrow, they are already expected to bring down a Mirage base, and yet Loki was still awake in his room, thinking back to the meeting.
"What if we encounter her again?" Natasha asked pointedly before Fury sent them off. It was not something that is impossible to happen. After all, the killing machine they encountered today was working for the base they were about to infiltrate.
"Do whatever you must. I would want to have her gone, but you did say Doctor Dahl wanted to help her, so it means, bringing her alive if you can," Fury muttered.
"Why don't we have Loki knock her out then transport her back here?" Barton suggested, knowledgeable of Loki's abilities as he was once under the mischievous god's control.
"I could, but I take you have forgotten that she is not only physically enhanced like your friend here," Loki tilted his head towards Bucky, which made the soldier furrow his eyebrows. "She also possesses magic which can rival mine, much as I hate to admit it. The last time I tried to tap into her mind, it only managed to distract her and not fully knock her out."
The rest of the team's attention turned to Tony who called out for F.R.I.D.A.Y. He instructed the A.I. a few things the Avengers did not fully understand. In a few minutes, Tony handed Loki a syringe and a pair of cuffs, which Loki immediately recognized.
"First of all, yes. I'm sure you recognize those cuffs as they were once yours," Tony shrugged as he explained what he had in mind. "I've thought about it. Just inject her with that sedative. That's the one I usually used on Hulk."
The team already understood.
The Avengers, as much as they would not admit, had to rest and prepare. At the back of their mind, they were a bit weary of how the mission will turn out. Who could blame them?
The woman was not only physically enhanced, but a wielder of magic as well.
That enough should surely put a chill in one's body.
Chapter 2: Harmless
Summary:
The mission was easy. Fury said.
They won't encounter any problems. Fury said. Well, guess what. The mission is neither easy and they DID encounter a problem, well... not until a certain change in events took place that left them wondering.
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The mission was easy. Fury said.
They won't encounter any problems. Fury said.
Well, guess what. The mission is neither easy and they DID encounter a problem.
It all started when the quinjet neared the base and was on stealth mode. Apart from that, they instructed Loki to teleport him and Natasha to the inside of the base already which was easy for the god.
It was easy for him to knock out a doctor and shapeshift into the said doctor that he just knocked out. The only problem he has to deal with now was to find the control room and get Natasha past the staff. He shapeshifted while hiding Natasha's appearance behind an illusion.
They at least already knew what floor the control room was in. It was just that he was separated from the said assassin because, much to his luck, he was the doctor who was supposed to inject something into the girl who they just fought yesterday.
Natasha gave him a knowing look, letting him know she can handle it from here, and that he should now focus on facing the girl. Loki's mind was already planning ways how to inject the girl with the sedative that Stark gave him instead of the ones the staff provided.
Much to his luck, the sedative the staff gave him was also almost the same one Stark gave, only much stronger and will for a sure cause much pain to the woman.
"Doctor, you're allowed to enter," one of the staff told him as they approached a cell. Loki kept a stoic expression as he entered the cell. Upon entering, he saw that the woman was awake, staring at him as he entered the room as if she knew he was coming.
Loki took a few seconds to look at the woman She was strapped to the chair. A lot of restraints were tied around her arms and legs as well as her body. He could see a few fresh cuts and wounds on her exposed arms.
Loki took long strides and in no time, was already beside the woman who just kept her eyes on him. He carefully took out the syringe that Stark provided him and pretended to look at the folders given to him by the staff when he heard a voice.
"You're not the doctor, are you?"
Loki snapped his head towards the woman who still has her eyes on him.
"What—"
"Unless you want to let them discover that you are not the doctor, I would suggest you do what I am doing. I sense you are also capable of this."
Loki stopped and thought for a while. He saw her take a glance at the cameras which were flickering with a red dot.
"Pretend to at least take my blood pressure or something so they won't get suspicious. Check the table."
Loki did not know why he was following what the woman was telling him, or why she has not exposed his identity yet to the one she was working for. Confused, Loki trusted his instincts and decided to follow her instructions.
"To whom do I owe the pleasure of being visited?"
By now, Loki realized that she was communicating with him via her mind, her thoughts, which the god was capable of himself as well.
"What is your name, mortal?" Loki asked through his mind.
The woman scrunched her nose and has her eyebrows furrowed but nonetheless, answered his question.
"I am Crimson Ace," she started as Loki strapped up the sphygmomanometer to her arm. "You can address me as Ace. Don't think I know that your team is just outside the base. Their thoughts are rather loud, considering how far they are. I am surprised myself that my range still reaches them."
Loki almost froze. She knew from the beginning that they were here yet why did she not alert the staff.
"I am a woman of reason. I hear your thoughts and your wish to inject me with a sedative. Carry on so we can leave this place already."
"Why are you not against this?" Loki asked as he removed the sphygmomanometer.
"I have my reasons. Now inject me with the sedative and cuff me before—"
Before Ace could finish what she was saying, an alarm already went off.
"For someone working for S.H.I.E.L.D, you people are not quite discreet," Ace said aloud, sarcastically. "Unstrap me, but don't inject me just yet."
Loki raised an eyebrow. "And how am I not sure that you will not attack me?"
"Do you really think these restraints could hold me?" she asked with a brow raised. "I could have broken out of here anytime, or even used my powers, yet I haven't. I just want you to unstrap me to show that I do not have any intention of fighting you or escaping."
Loki had his doubts, but his instinct was telling him to do what the woman wishes, much to his dismay. He was the god of lies and mischief, and he sensed nothing but the truth from this woman.
In no time, he already freed her from the chair she was strapped in.
"Let's get going before that assassin friend of yours gets trapped in one of the vents," Ace muttered as she pulled Loki's hand. He did not even question how she knew one of the team loved hiding in vents.
Loki was not the one to be bossed around, yet he was enchanted by how easily this woman could make him follow her.
It was not long when they encountered the Avengers just a bit outside the base, fighting against the Mirage soldiers. These soldiers were also experiments, but they did not possess the same amount of power Ace has. She is not called Ace for a reason.
"Crimson Ace! Enhance the soldiers!" she heard one of the doctors yell, but she only gave them a smirk in return.
"What did he mean by enhance?" Tony shouted while he was battling one of the soldiers.
Loki got separated from the woman, as a soldier approached him and threw a punch to which he evaded. As he kept evading the punches from the soldier, he glanced at his surroundings.
They were outnumbered and for sure, it won't take long before they would get captured. Tony's iron mask was already ripped off. Captain America's face was bloody. The rest were close to their breaking points already when he glanced at Ace.
The woman conjured a force field around her. Once safely in the field, she stared at nothing in particular. But he noticed there was an unusual glimmer in her eyes. All of a sudden, he felt a surge of energy within him. He felt rejuvenated, feeling minimal pain with each punch the soldier threw.
His brows furrowed. He raised his hand and tried using his abilities. He was surprised to find himself manage to easily conjure replicas of himself. It was as if his powers have been heightened.
"Crimson Ace! What are you doing? Enhance the soldiers! Not the enemies!" one of the doctors yelled frantically, noticing how they were soon losing the battle.
A few of the soldiers tried to break through the force field surrounding the woman in an attempt to stop her from helping the enemy, but to no avail, he failed. Loki conjured several daggers and threw them towards the direction of the soldiers attacking the woman. It did not kill them but he managed to cause damage as they were laced with poison.
In a split second, the tables suddenly turned. The Avengers, who were just almost losing a few minutes ago, felt as if their energy has been restored and their capabilities and abilities heightened.
Loki managed to finally knock out the soldier he was fighting with and immediately ran towards Ace who was still behind the force field.
"We need to escape. Lower the force field," he told her using his thoughts. The woman heard him and nodded, making her force field disappear.
Loki grabbed her and in no time, managed to teleport her and the rest of the team back to the quinjet.
Once they were on board, the team was surprised to find that Ace was still awake and was in a fighting stance. Ace just rolled her eyes before she pulled Loki by the arm, taking him by surprise. They thought she was going to attack, but they stopped when they saw her pull a syringe out of Loki's pockets along with the cuffs Stark gave the god.
Confused, the team's eyes widened when she cuffed herself as she shook her head before looking at Loki.
"Catch me, will you?"
At first, Loki did not understand what she meant but was taken aback when the woman injected herself with the sedative. It was strong enough to knock her down despite her enhanced capabilities, so in a few seconds, she fell to the ground and slowly losing consciousness, waiting to hit the floor of the quinjet. Only she didn't.
The God of Mischief caught her in his arms.
—
"What the fuck was that? Why did she not fight back?"
"Language," Steve absent-mindedly muttered at Stark's remark.
"I don't mean to impose, but I think she had no intention of harming us," Loki spoke, which got the Avengers' attention since the god did not like involving himself in discussions, especially when Thor was not present at the moment as he had matters to attend to in Asgard.
"What do you mean?" Natasha asked, not before glancing at the unconscious Ace lying in the medical bed.
Loki also glanced at the woman. Tony decided it was for the best to strap the woman on the bed and put a few more restraints than necessary. Even if she made it clear that she was not going to harm them, he still was not going to put his trust in her.
"She managed to see past my illusions as soon as I entered the room," Loki explained. "She also communicated with me. Telepathically. She knew what I was capable of. And I have a reason to believe that she helped us back there."
"What do you mean?" Barton asked.
"I have heard one of the staff yelled at her. Something about enhancing the soldiers. I believe it had something to do with her magic. Only, she did not enhance the soldiers. She enhanced...," Loki trailed off before his gaze landed on the unconscious woman once again.
Only this time, he was a bit startled to see that she was no longer unconscious after all. She was once again staring at him.
"I see. The iron guy does not trust me yet. Understandable. Could I at least get a drink? I am parched."
Loki just nodded as he went to a nearby water dispenser, filling a cup with lukewarm water before approaching the woman. Getting used to Midgardian technology, he pressed a button that allowed the bed to sit up a bit.
"What are you doing, Loki?" Natasha asked wearily as she watched the god handle the woman with such delicacy in his actions.
Loki shrugged, refusing to answer as he held the cup in front of her lips. Ace just nodded, signaling Loki to tilt the cup so she can get a drink.
They were interrupted when the door to the medical bay opened, revealing a breathless doctor Dahl.
"Ace!" the doctor exclaimed.
"Wait. Are you sure you're safe—"
Tony's protests in pushing the doctor out of the medical bay were cut when the woman finally spoke.
"Doctor, nice to see you again," she said, voice hoarse which was probably from not speaking for quite a while. How long has she been unconscious?
"How are you feeling?" the doctor asked as he neared the assassin who once tried to take his life.
"A bit sore, but you know I can numb myself."
"You do know that's dangerous, right?"
"Very much aware. Safety has long been a stranger to me."
"Okay. Can we just stop for a sec," Tony interjected as he looked back and forth between the doctor and the woman. "Is there something I'm missing? A protocol that I do not recall? The last time I checked, she was a threat to your life. Why are you chatting as if you're long-lost friends?"
Ace can't help snickering. "I guess you have not let the cat out of the bag yet, doctor?"
Loki raised his eyebrows at the woman, making the woman just shrug in response.
"Apologies as I have concealed a few truths from all of you," the doctor said as he tried explaining.
"As you all know, Crimson Ace is a valued possession of Mirage. When I used to work for them, I was the one who headed the experiments on her. Long story short, we had a sort of friendship within the base. She did not intentionally want to kill me. She was just triggered, which causes her to switch. Much like for example, a robot. Once the trigger words are uttered to her, she only follows the orders of those who uttered the said trigger words. She is forced to become obedient. That is why I wanted her alive even if she tried to kill me. I promised to help heal her so she can no longer be used as a weapon by Mirage."
"What trigger words?" Loki almost wanted to throw Stark out the window for the stupidity his question contained.
"Unless you want me to go into assassin mode again, I would very much not like for you to know or utter those words. Like how the doctor explained, it triggers me, tin man," Ace scoffed.
"Hey, I would watch that mouth of yours if I were you. Last time I checked, you are still strapped to the bed. You don't have the upper hand now," Tony retorted, hinting in his voice how he is not very fond of her.
Ace rolled her eyes before managing to break out of the restraints, making the team step back. "Come again?" she smirked.
She noticed how the team became weary and had their walls up as if they are ready to fight. She just chuckled.
"Relax, all of you. I mean no harm. I could have killed all of you a long time ago if I really had the intention."
Tony stood straight and arranged his suit. "At least you're cuffed. No magic for you yet until we know what to do with you. Don't even try to break free from the cuffs. It's sealed with magic that can kill you if you try to remove them."
"Noted, tin man," Ace replied before looking at Loki. "Mind showing me where the kitchen is? I'm famished."
Loki looked at Tony and Steve with a brow raised, asking if he is allowed to do so.
"Are we seriously going to allow her to walk freely, doctor?" Tony asked incredulously.
"You trust her enough?" Cap asked.
Doctor Dahl just nodded before shooting a smile at Ace. "She's harmless."
Tony winced at the adjective the doctor used but sighed as he palmed his face before facing Loki.
"Fine. Show her the kitchen. But don't go outside. You're both dead if you try something funny."
"Yeah, we get it, tin man. Buh-bye," Ace said as she exited the medical bay with Loki following her.
Chapter 3: Emotions
Summary:
They learn a little bit about who she is and what she can do.
The cuffs don't work.
A midnight snack.
And oh, poor Loki.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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"If it puts your conscience to rest, she and your team managed to eliminate every staff in that base, including their head. Nobody else other than me knows her trigger words," the doctor told the team as soon as Loki left with Ace to show her where the kitchen is.
"I still don't understand why she chose to help us," Steve asked as he crossed his arms in front of his chest. "You mentioned her memory being wiped occasionally. Why did she choose to help us when she works for Mirage?"
Alexander shrugged. "I myself do not know. Even when I used to work for Mirage, I always am surprised every time she can remember random details after each wipe. She still does not remember everything, but she manages to remember something. I just don't know why she decided to break free from the organization now. By the way, Loki discreetly handed me this folder when you all arrived."
Natasha reached out to get the folder and opened it. The contents of the folder fell out on the table. It was Ace's files from Mirage. It contained all the experiments done on her from the early 1940s up to the present.
It also showed who she managed to assassinate while working for Mirage, as well as her missions for the past decades. The folder also contained a few background information about the woman.
"Mirage managed to capture her back in the early 1930s. They took her in for her magical capabilities as they found it extremely powerful if they developed her and pushed her to her maximum potential," Alexander explained as he flashed on the screen a digital copy of the files that Natasha was reading. "From what I have heard from Loki, she enhanced your individual abilities. Have all of you experienced any surge of energy during the fight back at the base?"
"Yeah. Strangely, I still managed to have my strength as my suit was malfunctioning," Tony said.
"I felt my stamina increase. I don't even know why the tiredness I felt vanish," Steve then admitted.
Bruce then added. "Loki also mentioned how he felt his magic abilities also heightened, other than his physical abilities."
"That is her main ability that Mirage planned to use for their benefit. I am sure all of you are aware that Ace is not the only Mirage soldier, but she is the most important. She was the one who withstood every experiment. Her physical and magical capacity is quite extraordinary. Imagine having her enhance a battalion. It would make them invincible. Although it is also dangerous for her since the downside of that ability of hers is the pain, fatigue, or whatever weakens the ones she is enhancing will be reflected on her body. And not to say that enhancing others is not her only power. She can create force fields. She also possesses telepathic abilities and can conjure illusions."
"Like Loki."
The team faced the entrance of the medical bay to see the God of Thunder entering.
"I apologize for my unannounced arrival. Heimdall informed me of a new individual in this tower and I wanted to meet her myself," Thor smiled as he walked through the medical bay doors, greeting his fellow Avengers with a wave of his hammer.
"She's with reindeer games right now. We'll introduce you later," Tony told him before facing the doctor. "Continue, doctor."
"Have I mentioned her apathetic power?"
"I don't know about you, doctor. But her powers are nowhere near being pathetic," Bruce said with a tilt of his head.
Alexander shook his head in response and chuckled. "No. I did not mean pathetic. I meant apathetic. She can block her feelings and emotions if she wishes to. That's how she manages to survive long in the base during torture or during a battle itself. She shuts down pain and other emotions completely to not interrupt her missions. The only downside of this is when she pushes herself to much, her own body fails her. Despite possessing magic, she is still a mortal—an enhanced one. She may not feel the pain or anything but her body will naturally shut down eventually, which poses as a threat to her life if she pushes herself too much."
"How does she possess such powerful magic in the first place though is she is just a mere mortal? Are you certain she is only human and not some alien from another realm?" Thor asked out of curiosity.
"Who knows. But to my knowledge, from the tests she went through, she is a mortal. I was not yet alive when she was captured by Mirage so I do not possess the knowledge of her heritage."
Thor raised his brows as the woman crossed his mind. If she is only human, how can she have such powerful magic? How is her body managing to keep up if strong magic flows in her veins? "Does she not know?"
"Yes, I don't know, Goldilocks. Quite unfortunate, isn't it?"
The team turned once again to the entrance of the medical bay to see Ace entering with Loki, the God of Mischief having a stoic expression on his face. Tony unknowingly smirked at the nickname the woman just called Thor.
"Goldilocks?" Thor asked, confused.
Ace just rolled her eyes and shrugged as she took a seat beside Alexander since she was still not comfortable with the presence of the others. Surely, they also felt the same.
"I see you have arrived, brother," Loki sighed at the sight of Thor before taking a seat next to Ace.
"Anyway, do you really not know your heritage, Lady...?"
"Call me Ace," she answered. "And to answer your question, I really have no idea. I have been trying to at least remember something from the past decades now but to no avail, I can't remember anything. I was too weak when I was first captured so any memories I had before the first time they wiped me are long gone. I don't know how, but I just got stronger as the years go by, and I think that is one of the reasons I could still remember tidbits of information despite my memory being occasionally wiped by Mirage. And yes, as far as I know, I am just a human who possesses magic."
"You know what, my brain is hurting from all this talk of magic. Why don't we all just take a break for the rest of the day then talk this out tomorrow?" Tony suggested as he rubbed his temple.
"But what do we do about her?" Natasha asked, looking at Ace.
Ace had her legs crossed as she sat back on the chair, spinning it slightly. Her eyes seemed bored and looked everywhere, but her attention was still on the group. It also did not go unnoticed to the woman that the God of Mischief was eyeing her curiously. She felt something thread-like try to go past the walls she put up around her mind.
"Don't even try, God of Mischief. You can't read my mind," she teased telepathically. She then saw Loki raise an eyebrow at her, feigning disinterest but she was sure she definitely intrigued the God.
Loki just shrugged before replying to her via his mind. "It didn't hurt to try."
The silent exchange didn't go unnoticed by Thor as his attention was on his brother. Even though Thor did not possess the same ability of telepathy, he somehow figured the two were communicating somehow. He was slightly amused to see his brother become interested in something... or someone rather.
Of course, it was not every day that one gets to communicate with you telepathically, so it definitely somehow got points on Loki's good side when someone shared his abilities.
"Ace?"
The woman snapped out of her silent conversation with a certain God when Tony called her name. "Yes?"
"Until we find what to do with you, you will be living here in the tower, Glimmer Fingers. Doctor Dahl has informed us of his intent to cure you from whatever that shenanigan is. But if you cause any trouble, you know where you are gonna end up in."
Ace then raised an eyebrow at the nickname she had just been given by Stark, and before she could open her mouth, Steve intervened.
"Feel free to join training, too, as S.H.I.E.L.D thinks you might be a great addition to the team," Steve started.
"Whatever floats your boat, Spangle pants."
Steve's brows furrowed as he looked down at his pants, shifting uncomfortably but tried not to let it show on his face. He sighed deeply before exiting the room.
The only ones who found Ace's attitude quite amusing were Thor, Tony—who tried to hide it—, and of course, the God of Mischief himself.
——
It was already almost two in the morning when Ace shifted uncomfortably in the bed she laid in. Despite being a dangerous assassin that posed as a threat to the lives of those who resided in the tower, she was allowed to roam around there free and not be thrown in a cell with the agreement of wearing the cuffs they had given her to contain her magic.
With all honesty, she would have preferred a cell over the room she was given. The room was spacious and too comfortable to her liking. There was a television in her room, something she has not seen for quite a while already as she was not really provided with anything for her leisure while she was under Mirage.
She also found a mini-refrigerator in her room filled with a few beers and chocolates. There was also a balcony in her room which gave her quite the view of the city.
The bed she was in was much too soft for her liking as well. Too comfortable. She both liked and disliked it, as she was so used to either sleeping on the ground or on a bed that was not as comfortable as this one. She could not shake the thought out of her head of the cell she was so used to back in Mirage.
She did not actually plan on leaving or sabotaging the organization she used to work for in the first place. She was already numbing herself to the point where she did not care anymore what they did to her.
It was only when someone spoke to her telepathically, telling her that she has to get out and break free from Mirage. Someone told her that they—he—would help her recover the memories she lost during the first time her memory got wiped.
She does not even know why she followed this voice in the first place. She just trusted her instinct. For once, she had a tiny bit of hope in her, something that she already thought she lost a long time ago.
Sighing, she figured she would not drift off to sleep any time soon. She was used to this as nightmares frequented her while she was back in Mirage—nightmares that she can't seem to remember no matter how hard she tried digging her memories.
Ace stood up from the bed and eyed her gloves on the bedside table. She contemplated if she were to wear them or not. Little did anyone know, she did not only possess apathetic capabilities. She was also an empath. Mirage did not know this capability of hers. Even if they did know, they would have deemed this power of hers as unnecessary.
That is why she had a hard time controlling this as she was not really trained to properly harness this ability. She wore gloves to avoid having her hands come in contact with others. Other than this intrudes their privacy, she also found it quite a nuisance on the battlefield.
There was a time when her hand came in contact with a man she shot and was nearly dying. Even though she was not the one injured, she felt the pain this man was feeling. Because of her lack of training in controlling this ability of hers, she just resorted to wearing gloves to avoid any contact.
This time, she decided to not wear them. It was not like she was going to bump into someone in the tower at this hour.
With a flick of her finger, she managed to summon a cardigan from the closet.
She was glad that the floor she was on had a kitchen of its own so she did not have to go down to the kitchen where she was escorted to earlier that day. She neared one of the cabinets and opened it, finding a pack of marshmallows and hot chocolate powder.
She could not remember when was the last time she had something other than just water and the bland food Mirage provided her while she was "under their care", so she was very pleased that she could finally taste something new.
She got a mug and filled it with hot water before mixing in the powder and adding marshmallows afterward. After stirring, she licked the spoon then placed it down as she leaned back on the sink, inhaling the chocolatey scent of the drink she had in her hands.
Ace found herself closing her eyes as she took her first sip from her cup of hot chocolate. The rich flavor of sweet chocolate soon spread through her tongue. She could feel the hotness of her drink down her throat. She sighed and smiled as she relished the sweetness of both the drink and the moment. It was not every day that she feels peace with herself and her surroundings. She was so used to always putting her guard up every time.
As she opened her eyes, she was startled to find a certain God staring at her with such curiosity in his eyes. She was always aware of her surroundings, but now was one of the few moments where she actually let her guard down as she enjoyed the short-lived peace she had. This caused her to drop the mug she was holding.
She was caught by surprise. The mug fell on the floor, shattered. Her chocolate drink splattered and she could feel the sting of its hotness when some of the liquid got on the exposed skin of her feet. She immediately numbed herself to not feel the slight pain it gave her.
Loki then walked carefully towards Ace, who now motioned to pick up the broken pieces of the mug.
"Don't," Loki instructed. Ace then tilted her head and looked at the God who, with a flick of his fingers, managed to fix the mug she dropped, and the puddle to be cleaned.
"I apologize for startling you," Loki started as he picked up the now-fixed mug and handed it to her.
"Why are you still awake?" Ace asked as she placed the mug on the sink. She thought he was already asleep like the others since she could not sense a bit of his conscious mind before she went out.
But then again, she also has magic, which seemed to slip her mind. He could have easily masked the presence of his mind from other magic users that had the same ability as the both of them, which was communicating telepathically and reading minds.
"I have trouble sleeping during these hours, and I take you also have as well? Otherwise, you would not be out here drinking hot chocolate."
"Yes, I intended to stay for a while, but you are now up so I think I should go back to my room now to not disturb you," Ace replied immediately and nodded her head. She side-stepped and was ready to make her way to her room when a cold hand wrapped around her wrist, preventing her from going anywhere.
With this simple skin contact, she suddenly felt a surge of emotions go through her. She could not numb herself as these emotions she was experiencing was not hers, but someone else's. Her eyes shut tight and she could feel her heart pounding in her chest as a chain of curses left her lips because of the unbearable pain she felt.
Grief. Sadness. Betrayal. Self-loathing.
She could feel every emotion Loki has, but these were the ones that kept resurfacing, the ones that were dominant. She could not read his mind, so she was extremely shocked by how strong these negative emotions are and where they stem from. She cursed herself for not wearing her gloves in the first place. If she did, she could have avoided this.
Loki felt a bit concerned when he saw the sudden pained expression that crossed Ace's face as she tried to get out of his grip. He did not know that the longer he held her bare wrist, the more she could feel his emotions.
He would have tried reading her mind to know what was happening, but he could not as the woman had put up a wall around her mind, preventing him from doing so.
With one strong tug, Ace managed to get out of Loki's hold. She bent down and placed her hands on her knees, breathless because of the sudden surge of strong negative emotions that she felt from the god. She could not imagine what he went through for him to have such emotions.
She raised a hand, stopping the God from getting close to her as she tried to catch her breath. Once her breathing was back to normal, she stood up straight before flicking her fingers. In a few seconds, her gloves magically appeared on her hands, shielding her from any possible contact.
"What happened?" Loki asked, trying to make sense of the situation.
Ace just shook her head. "I got a headache for a few seconds," she replied, which was technically not a lie. She did not want to let the god know she just unintentionally intruded on his privacy by feeling his emotions.
Loki raised a brow. Being the God of Lies, he knew when someone was being untruthful to him. He did not necessarily deem her statement as false, but he can't help feeling that what washed over her was more than a mere headache, but he decided to let it go for now.
"So," Loki coughed in an attempt to change the subject. "I am guessing the cuffs do not work?"
Ace tilted her head as she glanced down at the cuffs on her wrists.
"You still possess magic, do you not? Or else, you would not be able to communicate with me telepathically nor summon the gloves you are wearing."
Ace then understood what he was talking about and nodded. "Yes. I thought these cuffs would inhibit my magic. I am quite surprised I can still wield and use my powers."
There was a short moment of silence between her and Loki, as the God just looked at her with such curiosity in his eyes. Ace felt as if she was being observed under a microscope with how the god was looking at her with his scrutinizing gaze.
She knew he could not read her mind which was a breath of relief for her. Ever since he tapped into her memories that time when she was under Mirage's commands, she can't help putting up an extra wall around her whenever the said God was in the room.
She did not like feeling vulnerable in front of a person, much less to a God.
"Interesting," Loki commented. "Last time I was cuffed with those same cuffs, I had trouble summoning my powers. I could still wield magic, but my abilities were weakened. Yet you—"
He stopped for a while, thinking what to say next. "I can feel you are a mortal, yet why do you have the strength that could rival or even exceed those of a God's?"
It was a question Loki meant for only himself. He did not notice that he said that aloud. Before he could make any further comments, Ace spoke.
"Beats me. I don't even know my heritage."
Loki almost grimaced at the term heritage. He was momentarily reminded of his ancestry, but managed to immediately brush off any trace of disdain on his face and maintained an indifferent expression.
"You should rest for now. I am certain that they will request some things of you later today," Loki advised her, deciding it was best for the both of them to not continue a conversation this late and after what happened.
As much as he liked to study this mortal—the first ever to pique his attention because of her abilities—he decided to let it go.
He was not fond of the idea of someone finding his company with hers at this hour. Especially if that someone is Thor. He almost frowned when he remembered how the god of Thunder made comments regarding him and the woman he was with at the moment.
Ace looked at him in the eye and opened her mouth, but no words came out so she decided to just nod in agreement before retiring to her room. Loki, on the other hand, just let his gaze follow her back until she entered her room and close the door behind her.
He sighed before deciding to retire to his own room which was unfortunately just across Ace's.
Notes:
I've posted three chapters on my first day here so whoever will read won't get too bored. After this, I will post the next two chapters the same day next week, the 9th of August. Stay tuned!
Constructive criticisms are very much welcome!
Chapter 4: Intrigued
Summary:
A few of the team members are still wary around the new girl while a few seemed to already like her. The rest? Well, let's say the rest are just intrigued.
Chapter Text
It was the first in a very long time that Ace managed to sleep so peacefully.
Despite sleeping at nearly three in the morning, she found herself waking up without the usual frown she had on her face. Leaving and destroying the main Mirage base surely did some wonders to her. For the first time in a long time, she felt quite refreshed as she got out under the blanket.
Looking at the clock on her bedside table, she noticed it was already past eleven in the morning.
If she were still back in Mirage, she would have woken up at 5 am out of habit, as that was the time she usually trained. She trained herself from 5 am to 4 pm, with only a 20-minute lunch break in between. After training, she would then find herself back in the labs of the base as the scientists continued their experiments on her.
That was how her aging slowed.
Through the decades, they managed to alter her genetic makeup by inserting a serum Mirage made from a combination of the DNA from a hydra and jellyfish which are known immortal animals.
With a few experiments, they managed to prolong her life span than a normal human being. According to the lab results, they predicted she could last a couple of centuries, if not, perhaps thousands of years.
This did not mean that she was invincible, though. Her aging was slowed and may or may not die of old age, but she could still be killed that is why Mirage took it in their hands to make her almost invincible by increasing her physical and magical capabilities.
They knew how powerful she was that is why they decided they need to have control over her. They tortured her over and over again until she succumbed to their wishes and was programmed—forced—to obey them whenever they utter her trigger words.
Remembering the night before, she now wore her gloves that reached a bit above her elbows, leaving a minimal amount of skin exposed. She did not want to risk unintentionally feeling someone's emotions once more. How she wished she just knew how to control this power of hers properly.
"Looks like someone has taken quite a long slumber." Ace heard Clint comment when she entered the kitchen in hopes of fixing up something to eat for lunch.
"Not as long as sleeping beauty's," Ace muttered as she neared the counter where Natasha, Bucky, and Thor were eating at.
She even heard a soft protest from Steve who was also in the same room knowing the comment was directed to him, but in the end, decided to ignore her and resume reading something in the newspaper, but not after mumbling a few inaudible remarks.
She saw an empty seat next to Natasha. The redhead assassin's eyes met Ace's, which were silently asking permission if she could take the seat. Unlike yesterday, Natasha felt a bit more relaxed in Ace's presence. She still sensed she was dangerous, but her guts are telling her she was no threat to the team. That she was on their side.
Ace let out a breath of relief when Natasha nodded at her and gave her a smile. She happily took a seat next to the assassin.
"Here. It's not much but it will definitely solve your hunger," Natasha said as she pushed a plate of pasta towards Ace. Before the woman could mutter words of gratitude, her stomach growled a little too loud.
She smiled awkwardly out of embarrassment as she shook her head before deciding to dig in. Just like the night before, she closed her eyes in delight as she relished the spicy flavor of the pasta.
A smile then formed on her lips as she took her first bite. She was engrossed in her food, but it did not go unnoticed to her at the stares she was receiving. But she couldn't care less. She was finally enjoying this bit of relief she felt upon being freed from Mirage.
"Are you sure you are an assassin, Lady Ace?" Thor asked which made Ace look up from her food as she chewed. "You're far too innocent-looking to be one."
"Looks can be deceiving, brother. You should know that by now."
The present Avengers' attention was turned to the God of Mischief who just entered the room.
"What he said," Ace chuckled as she swallowed another bite of pasta, pointing her fork to Loki as she seconded his statement.
"It is quite a surprise that you came down for lunch, brother," Thor said, bemused. "What could be the probable cause of your change of routine?"
Loki remained quiet and shrugged as he got a cup out of the cupboard before deciding to make himself a cup of tea.
"Ace, make sure to be ready for later," Steve finally spoke.
"Why should I be, walkie-talkie?" Ace asked, her eyes still focused on the pasta she was eating.
Natasha found it quite amusing to see someone else make up nicknames for the people here. It was usually Tony who had been fond of calling them all sorts of things.
Disregarding the nickname given to him, Steve replied. "Fury and Tony decided to eventually let you join the Avengers. We unanimously agreed that your abilities can benefit the team greatly. But you first need to undergo a bit of assessment before S.H.I.E.L.D will finally test you if you are fit to be an Avenger. They as well as the rest of us want to know how far your abilities can go and how you will be helping the team. Later at five, you will be having your first training with Natasha and Loki."
Swallowing the last bite of the pasta she was eating, Ace sighed. "I feel like I should be honored of being offered a position in your team, but I don't have the energy right now to fake happiness. Call me later. Maybe I can show gratitude."
Ace hopped off the chair before catching a glance at Steve who was displeased at her response. She just shrugged, then faced Natasha, giving her a genuine smile. "See you later. Looking forward to it."
After that, she then walked to the exit of the room, but not before catching the gaze of Loki. She just nodded at him before she left.
"She seems nice. I'm starting to like her already," Natasha said as soon as Ace left the room.
"Will you still like her once she starts giving you nicknames?" Steve groaned as he tried to return to reading the newspaper.
"Come on, Rogers. It's amusing."
"I have to agree with Lady Natasha. I am beginning to take a liking as well to Lady Ace," Thor said.
"Still be cautious of her. I mean, she did try to kill a few of us in the beginning," Steve tried to argue.
"She was not herself, Steve. Give her a chance." This time, it was Bucky who came to Ace's defense.
Steve decided it was better to just remain quiet. He understood where his long-term best friend came from as Bucky also underwent a similar situation under the control of Hydra. He already expected Bucky to have an understanding for Ace since they experienced similar situations.
"Just making sure you guys aren't under her spell. You know her magic," Steve still tried to argue. Who could blame him? He was very open in accepting Ace to the team, but he still felt weary because he saw how dangerous the woman was based on the files Loki brought from the now destroyed Mirage base.
"Cuffs," Natasha reminded as she pointed to her own wrists.
From the corner of his eye, Loki noticed how Thor tried to suppress a teasing smile on his lips.
"I assure you, Rogers, she is not using any illusion on your friends. This is coming from someone who possesses the same ability like hers. Maybe you just need to accept that she is... likable in her own way," Loki commented.
"Brother, is this your way of saying you are also starting to take a liking to Lady Ace?" Thor asked, one of his eyebrows raised as he fiddled with the handle of Mjolnir.
Loki put on a stoic expression and shrugged, then shaking his head.
"Take a liking to her? Not quite. I guess the word you are looking for is," he paused with a raised brow as he tried finding the correct term before turning to Thor completely.
"Intrigued."
And with that, Loki left the kitchen, not failing to notice the confused expressions of Clint, Bucky. and Steve; the smirk on Natasha's lips; and the knowing smile on Thor's lips.
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Ace did not know how she ended up in one of the laboratories in the tower. She was trying to find a way back to her room when she sort of wandered off. She entered the lab, intrigued by what was inside when she noticed Bruce and Tony working there. Before she could even leave, the two have already noticed her presence.
"Well if it isn't little miss killing machine, what brings you here?" Tony asked with a hint of amusement in his voice. He still did not like the idea of a former Mirage assassin living with them, but he had come to terms that she was indeed harmless as of now.
Plus, she somehow managed to get a few points on his good side with the nicknames she was coming up with. Not to mention, it was not new to him to "adopting" new people in his tower that possessed some weird trait or capability.
"You know, trying to find someone to kill like what killing machines do," Ace shrugged nonchalantly before catching Bruce staring at her with a horrified expression on his face.
"I'm kidding. No need to be scared, human grinch."
Tony could no longer hold in his chuckle. "For someone who had been in solitude for decades, you sure catch up pretty quickly with pop culture."
Ace just shrugged. She did not have any means of knowing pop culture really. She just picked it up on the way to her missions. Possessing telepathic abilities, she basically caught on a few memories of the ones she interacted with, leading her to at least be knowledgeable on what was happening in the outside world.
"Anyway, I was thinking of having you remove this?" Ace said as she brought up her wrist, indicating her cuffs.
Tony's playful demeanor was gone as he raised a brow at the strange request. "Why do you think I'd do that?"
Ace just rolled her eyes in response before she conjured a force field around Tony and trapping him in it. "Because as you can see, it's already useless. Plus, it's uncomfortable under the gloves."
"Why do you wear gloves that high, if I may ask?" Bruce asked her.
She just stared at him with a frown on, contemplating if she should tell him or not when she was distracted by Tony's banging on her force field. Ace let out a chuckle before making the barrier you created around Stark vanish.
Stark grumbled as he got something from his pocket before walking to Ace. "Fine," he said. "Just no funny business."
Ace grinned up at the man as she hesitantly took her gloves off. "Just... Just make sure not to touch my skin," she said, to which Tony just eyed her weirdly before shrugging it off. He made sure to not touch her skin as he removed the cuffs.
Once the cuffs were removed, Ace immediately massaged her wrist and put the gloves back on.
"Thanks, rich boy!" Ace chuckled as she left the lab.
"You know what, Banner?" Tony said as he watched the woman leave the lab. "I think she's not so bad after all."
Chapter 5: Been a while
Summary:
A little training session with Black Widow herself along with the God of Mischief.
A brief heart-warming conversation with Clint, and a little bit awkward because of Tony.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Time passed quickly. It was almost 5 pm.
Ace was still in her room. She changed the casual clothes she was wearing earlier into something else that was fit for training. She ended up wearing a fitted gray crop top partnered with black yoga pants that Natasha decided to lend her since she really did not have a variety of clothing to begin with.
She also did not forget to wear her gloves. Given this, Tony gladly also let her borrow his card to buy clothes and other furniture she wants to put in her room.
She declined at first and told him not to go through the trouble, but Stark just ended up bragging that money was no trouble for a genius, billionaire, playboy, philanthropist like himself—with emphasis on the billionaire part. She just rolled her eyes upon remembering this, but nevertheless, it caused a smile to appear on her lips.
Having nothing else more to do, Ace then decided it was time to head to the training room where she would be having her first "training" with the Avengers to assess her capabilities. She opened the door of her room at the same time a certain God of Mischief decided to also exit his room.
"Heading for training?" Loki asked as the both of them shut the doors to their respective rooms.
Ace nodded. "Can you perhaps show me the way towards the training room? I still don't know where it is."
"I can. Or do you prefer teleportation as it is much quicker?"
"Whatever is fine for you."
Loki then held out his hand. "May I hold your hand? I need to be in contact with you to teleport the both of us to the training room."
Events of the night before flashed before her eyes as she remembered the emotions Loki felt. She tried shaking the thought off as she nodded to Loki before allowing her gloved hand to take his. Loki gave her a small smile and in no time, they appeared at the training room already.
"Geez! Couldn't have gotten here the normal way?" Natasha exclaimed when both Loki and Ace just appeared out of thin air in the training room.
"Sorry. Loki told me it was easier to just teleport. I also didn't know the way here so yeah," Ace answered as she let Loki's hand go. "So, what are we going to do first?"
"This session of ours will be divided into two parts. For the first part, I will be the one to assess your physical capabilities as well as your combat skills while the second part will be Loki assessing your magical abilities. Sound good?"
"Fine by me."
After a few more exchanges and rules indicating that she was not allowed to use magic first, Ace was now in a fighting stance and waiting for Natasha to strike first. The redhead assassin raised a brow at her, not expecting that she would let her strike first.
Natasha curled her fist and aimed a punch towards Ace's stomach to which the other woman managed to parry by using her arm to throw off the punch. Ace, quick on her feet, shifted her weight on her heels before raising her leg in an attempt to kick Natasha.
The other assassin half-expected Ace to have quick reflexes so she was prepared to block the kick. What she did not expect was for Ace to throw another kick after the first one. The kick made contact with Natasha's side which managed to throw her off balance for a few seconds.
Natasha raised her brows at Ace, who just smiled at her, before smiling back as she was clearly impressed.
A few more exchanges of attacks ensued before the both of them finished.
"You are skilled. No doubt," Natasha complimented Ace as the both of them drank from their respective water bottles.
Ace smiled but before she could reply to Natasha, Loki already called her. Ace gave Natasha one more smile before putting down the bottle and walking nearer to Loki.
"So, what type of magical assessment will I undergo?" Ace asked standing in front of the god with her arms crossed.
She was already sweating. As much as she wanted to take her gloves off, she refrained from doing so as she remembered what happened the night before when her skin came in contact with Loki's.
"I'll freshen up. I'll return later. See 'ya," Natasha bid goodbye as she exited the room. Now it was only Loki and Ace.
"We will not be dueling each other. For today, I just want to assess what you are capable of and how long you can wield your magic as well as how far your range can go," Loki explained as soon as Natasha left the room. "I would first like to discover the range of your telepathy."
"Keep talking to me. Keep this connection as I teleport farther away from you. Is that clear?" Loki instructed via his mind.
"Got it." As soon as Ace replied, Loki vanished from the room.
"A heads up of you leaving would have been nice," she teased.
"What can I say. I'm full of surprises."
"I thought you're the God of Lies and Mischief? Are you also the God of Surprises?"
"That was a lame attempt of mocking me, darling. Try harder."
Ace laughed at his comment. "Where are you now? How am I doing so far?" she asked.
"Just keep talking. I'll tell you once I can no longer feel your connection or hear you in my thoughts."
A few more conversations were exchanged before Loki was finally back in the room.
"I am impressed, little one," Loki told Ace.
Before she can even oppose to the nickname he gave her (she liked to believe she was not little, the God was just tall), Loki spoke once more. "I was already far from the tower. Approximately a couple of hundreds of kilometers away. You have quite a wide range for a human telepath."
"Next, I would like to test your force fields. Show me what you can exactly do."
She nodded at Loki.
Taking a step back, Ace focused her powers first on her hands, allowing the energy within her to travel to the tips of her fingers. Splashes of purple light streaks surrounded her fingers shortly. Ace then lifted her hand and trapped Loki in a force field.
Loki held out his hand and allowed himself to touch the force field that Ace just conjured. He once again assessed its strength and properties.
"This is different from the first force field of yours that I encountered," Loki commented as his brows furrowed, taking note of the electric properties it contained.
At the back of his mind, he thought this power of the woman can be much more useful than just being a barrier. It can also be used as a source of electricity.
"Oh, you mean this?" Ace flicked her fingers. To an outsider, it might have looked like there was not a change in the force field, but Loki raised his brows in amazement.
His hand was still on the force field. He was now amazed when he felt the familiar magnetic properties he felt the first time he touched her force field.
"Impressive. I see your force field abilities have different variations," Loki complimented.
Ace smiled at his praise. "I can also do this. But first, I need to ask, can you withstand different environments?"
"Yes. Why?" Loki asked with a tilt of his head.
Ace didn't answer but flicked her wrists and something within the force field changed. Loki noticed this immediately, as the temperature inside the force field increased then decreased a few seconds later. Ace raised her wrists and with another flick, her force field disappeared.
"Can you teleport us to the inside of a volcano?"
Loki raised a brow due to the weird request but decided to do whatever she said as this was still part of her assessment. The both of them soon found themselves on the ground inside a volcano.
Loki was not very good with heat, but he stood his ground as he watched Ace flick her fingers again. They were under a dome that she created. Once in the safety of her dome, Loki felt the change in temperature. It became colder. A few drops of lava got on the dome but it did not pierce through.
"I remember having a mission one time where I was trapped in a room where they slowly sucked the oxygen out of it. I managed to stay alive and got out of there because I can create safe spaces within my force fields," Ace explained as soon as she and Loki returned to the training room.
"Am I now going to show you my illusions?" Ace asked after dropping her force field.
Loki shook his head. "We will have to reschedule that some other time, darling. As much as I am looking forward to your illusions, I do not want to tire you out much. Also, you might not have noticed but we have been here for quite a while now. This is enough for today."
"But I can still manage. I am enhanced, you know."
"I have not forgotten. But unlike the training you are previously accustomed to, I do not wish you to push yourself to your breaking point. Magic is powerful and is very draining to whoever wields it. I am sure you can still endure it, but I would like to see your illusions once you are fully rested."
Ace sighed before agreeing. As much as she wanted to continue, she knew she couldn't persuade Loki so she just smiled at him sheepishly as she gathered her things before the both of them teleported back to their floor.
——
It was only 8 pm. Ace was sitting comfortably on the bed in her room with a book in her hand. Back when she was still under Mirage, a few of the doctors slipped a few books in her room (more like a cell) so she would be entertained whenever she was not out on a mission or being experimented on.
As she finished reading a paragraph, someone knocked on the door to her room, snapping her out of her imagination. The door to the bedroom opened with a flick of her wrist, revealing Clint outside her room.
"We ordered some food. Wanna come down?" Barton asked.
Ace was about to decline when she heard a slight growl from her stomach. She wanted to continue reading, but she won't deny a wave of hunger soon washed over her system at the mention of food.
"Okay. Hold on a sec."
She snapped her finger and soon, her book was floating back to her shelf.
"Must be fun having magic. Makes life easier?" Clint asked her as soon as she exited the room.
"Sometimes. Occasionally, it tires me out. Depends really," she answered.
"Should we also call Loki?"
At the mention of the god's name, Clint just shrugged. "I tried knocking. No answer. I don't know where he is."
Ace tilted her head as the both of them entered the elevator. Loki was in his room. She was sure of that since she could feel the presence of his mind lingering there.
She was tempted to reach out to him telepathically but decided against it in the end. She figured he must be doing something or doesn't want to be disturbed for the time being. She then decided she would bring up some food later for him after dinner.
"Natasha told me how well you did today," Clint told her as the both of them waited for the elevator to arrive at their floor destination.
"Oh, it wasn't much," Ace humbly said.
She knew the level of her skill but having someone else compliment that skill of hers was new. Usually, she only received disappointed looks from Mirage, telling her she was still weak and needed to improve.
"Believe me. If Natasha compliments your combat skills, then you're more than excellent. I mean, have you seen her fighting skills? If she weren't my best friend, I would be terrified of her," Clint laughed, but then noticed how Ace shifted uncomfortably beside him. She was glancing here and there, but he knew she was wary of him.
"Hey," Barton started. "Are you uncomfortable with me?"
Ace released a deep sigh. "I'm just... not yet well-adjusted. I am also a bit perplexed by how you and the others have been treating someone like me. I mean, it was only a day ago when I tried to kill Doctor Dahl as well as your friends. I just find this situation baffling at how easily you guys seem to accept me. I don't know for Steve though, but the rest of you haven't been hostile towards me unlike what I expected."
Clint was a bit surprised at Ace's honesty. He was not exactly expecting her to tell him what she is feeling about her situation.
"We're kinda used to it already. You know, with Stark recruiting... unique people," Ace looked at Barton as he continued speaking. "We all have a dark past we wish to forget. Throughout the years, I guess we just managed to learn how to forget it or at least accept it. Heck, I even tried getting on good terms with Loki despite what happened in New York, although I have to admit it took me a year before finally giving the guy a chance."
Clint chuckled as he reminisced a few years ago before smiling at Ace who held a still baffled expression on her face. "Point is, you're here now. Heck, you even helped the team in destroying the main Mirage base. I saw the footage. If you hadn't helped them, they would have lost. Your past doesn't define you. Your present actions do. So don't be so hard on yourself."
Ace was at a loss for words as she did not expect Clint to be kind to her, much less the team. Hearing that, she felt her heart soften at his words. She can't even remember when was the last time someone had been that kind to her. She has been through decades of torture so a simple act of kindness is already foreign to her.
As the door of the elevator opened, she and Clint stepped out and went on their way to the dining area. Ace shot her hand out and held Clint by the arm, holding him back before he could enter the dining room.
"Thank you," she sincerely told him as she smiled.
Clint gave her a nod and smile in return.
"Took you long enough, Merida," Tony rolled his eyes as Ace and Clint entered the dining room.
The Avengers were all there, discussing some things. Ace looked around for an empty seat when Natasha caught her eye and gestured to take the empty seat beside her. Ace smiled at the gesture and thanked her as she sat down.
"Sorry. We didn't get to ask what you wanted. I hope these are fine," Bruce told Ace as he gestured to the food on the table. Pizza, spaghetti, chicken, and many more. Ace even saw a plate of pop tarts on the side.
"No, it's fine," Ace smiled.
Natasha passed her a fork and a knife while Steve passed a plate of spaghetti to her. There was a twinkle in her eyes as she looked at the food that was slowly piling on her plate. It was not much, but she made sure she got a bit of everything on the table so she could try it all. This twinkle in her eyes didn't get past the team.
"I see you like pop tarts as well, Lady Ace," Thor grinned as he saw a small smile form on the woman's lips as she took a bite of the pop tart.
Ace just smiled at the God of Thunder and nodded before getting a bite out of the pizza.
"Slow down, Twinkles," Tony laughed, amused at how Ace enjoyed the food. "There's still a lot so no need to rush. It's like you haven't eaten anything for ages."
The team noticed the woman stiffen at Tony's comment. Steve elbowed Tony because of this.
Ace lowered her eyes as she grabbed a napkin and wiped her lips. "Sorry. It's been a while since I ate food like this."
"Nonsense. Don't mind, Stark. Continue eating," Natasha offered a smile to Ace as she said this before glaring at Tony who held up his hands as if surrendering.
"Been a while?" Steve said, lowering his brows, asking what she meant out of curiosity.
Ace filled up her glass and took a sip before setting it down on the table. Her gaze remained on the food on her plate, her fork toying with the spaghetti. "I was only fed bread and water back at Mirage. Sometimes, nothing at all if I didn't do well."
Silence enveloped the table. Ace could hear the thoughts of pity in each of the Avengers' thoughts as they all looked at her. She sighed before looking up to meet their gaze with a smile that didn't reach her eyes.
"Is it okay if I bring my food to my cell—," Ace stopped and almost cursed before correcting herself. She was so used to referring to her room as a cell since that was where she was kept back at Mirage. "I mean, my room?"
Tony looked at her and sighed before nodding. Ace flicked her fingers and a new plate was filled with food. She wasn't feeling hungry anymore, so she decided to just bring some food up for Loki as a thank you for today's training.
With a final smile to the team, she left the room.
She entered the elevator with a plate of food floating beside her. Once reaching her floor, she made her way towards the front of Loki's room. She held her hand up and curled it, ready to knock, when she stopped. She sighed and lowered her hand.
She didn't know if Loki would even open the door for her considering he did not even answer the door for Barton even if he was just in his room at that time.
She settled to just leave a note with the food. She summoned a small sticky note and pen and wrote a message for Loki, telling him to eat the food she brought up. With another flick of her wrist, the plate of food and the note dispersed into thin air—into smaller particles that can pass through the solid walls of Loki's room.
After delivering the food to him, she turned on her heel and went inside her room to finally get some sleep. The tiredness from the training soon caught up to her as she drifted off to sleep.
Notes:
Two chapters were posted today as promised. I know they're a bit short as of now but I promise it gets longer as the story progresses. Thank you for reading as well as leaving a kudos! It makes me so giddy by just seeing the number of kudos I got, even if it is still a few.
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Have a splendid day, everyone!
Chapter 6: The Welcome Party
Summary:
Two months have passed wherein Ace is officially introduced to the public. A few interesting things take place.
Chapter Text
"Nice job, Stark," Clint grumbled in annoyance after Ace left the room.
"In my defense, I didn't know," Tony sighed putting his fork down.
Natasha shook her head as she swallowed the pizza she was eating. "She's only been here for a couple of days, but I can see how different she is from the first time we encountered her."
"We talked in the elevator before getting here. She is uneasy and told me how it confused her at us being nice and accepting to her despite what she did," Clint shared with the team. "I told her her past actions don't define her and it's her present ones that do."
"Mirage really fucked—"
"Language."
"—her up," Bruce finished, not noticing Steve's pointed look because of him cursing.
Natasha sighed as she pushed her now empty plate. "She's dangerous. I can see that. But I can also see under that persona of hers that she's fragile. I couldn't imagine what that organization did to her for decades."
——
Days passed by quickly. It has already been two months ever since Ace was welcomed to the compound. She occasionally trains with Natasha and Loki, but mostly with Loki as he can both help her train using her magic as well as training her combat skills since the god also knew how to fight.
It didn't take long for Ace to warm up to the Avengers and vice versa. They all were on speaking and teasing terms already, but she felt comfortable the most with Natasha and Wanda—a fellow magic wielder who was introduced to her days after arriving at the tower. Her friendship with the two women was unique.
Ace was close to both of them, but she had a different bond with each of them. Whenever she was having problems, she always went to Nat first. Despite being older than the redhead, she saw her as an older sister. It was as if Nat had the right words to comfort her.
Her friendship with Wanda, on the other hand, was also like that of a sister. But she had a deeper connection with Wanda since they were similar to each other—both being able to wield magic as well as being experimented on.
"Try visualizing replicas of yourself leaving your body."
Ace was in the training room right now, floating above the ground, with Loki who was teaching her how to manage her illusions. She already knew how but with only simple things. She really has not mastered yet how to make illusions of herself.
Ace closed her eyes and tried to feel her power from within. She could feel her magic flow in her veins as she tried hard to create illusions of herself. She managed to do this one time which was almost believable to the human eye—but not to God of Mischief's eyes who is the master of illusions.
Her breathing became heavier each second as she tried, channeling her energy in her body, visualizing one by one, replicas of herself leaving her body.
"Open your eyes," she could hear Loki say, to which she followed.
Happiness filled Ace's mind when she saw four replicas of herself surround her. She then looked at Loki who was smiling at her approvingly. He has been training her very patiently for the past month. She learned a lot. Loki even managed to unlock new powers in her that she did not even know she was capable of. Her friendship—if you could call it—with the god was a bit weird. She knew Loki didn't trust other people easily, and she knew he does not trust her yet. What was she expecting though? Even those who he lived with for a few years now did not gain his trust, so she was not really expecting to easily gain his trust with only two months of knowing each other.
Despite that, she did know that at some point, she was the person in this tower that the god hated the least. She knew that with how he treated her differently from the others. He still threw a few insults here and there occasionally—let's face it, it's in his nature already—but he was slightly friendlier to her. Whenever there were meetings or small gatherings, Loki tended to gravitate towards her. He tolerated her presence, probably because she was the least annoying out of all the people in the tower even though she tried to tease him from time to time.
It was progress.
Ace liked the idea of slowly becoming Loki's friend, other than the rest of the Avengers. She liked the idea of having friends in general. She couldn't remember when was the last time she had a friend, or if she even had one.
After two months living in the Stark tower, she was continually being treated by Doctor Dahl. He tried to help her recover the memories she lost decades ago as well as cure her of the trigger words Mirage instilled in her. She could still remember the incident last week where she and Doctor Dahl tried to test if she would still be triggered. She was tightly strapped to a bed and was placed in a glass cell. Stark made sure to secure everything before Doctor Dahl uttered the trigger words. Nobody was allowed in the room except for Doctor Dahl. The cameras were turned off. Nobody was allowed to enter or record so that only the doctor would know what the trigger words were.
——
"Покинуть, бессмертный, непобедимый," Alexander uttered slowly, watching carefully how Ace would react.
"улучшить..."
With each word being uttered, Ace felt something in her brain start ticking like a time bomb. She closed her eyes tightly and tried thinking of the happy memories she made in the few weeks she spent with the Avengers.
"пустыня, один..."
Ace could feel how her muscles started to tense as she was slowly slipping out of control as each of the trigger words are being uttered.
"лед, корона..."
Ace could feel the beat of her heart increasing. She was already breathing deeply, still trying to fight against the urge to lose control.
"зима... ночь..."
With the final two words, the ticking bomb in her brain exploded. Her self-control was no longer there and she immediately lost control. Ace looked down and saw the restraints on her body. Her eyes started to glow purple. With a flick of her wrist, she managed to break free from the restraints.
She stood up and slowly walked towards Doctor Dahl, her eyes lacking any emotion that she showed from the past weeks.
"Ваш протеже готов повиноваться," she uttered as she still eyed the doctor who was terrified already. He immediately called for backup. Stark, Natasha, and Loki immediately entered the room and saw Ace, only this time, they were reminded of the first encounter they had with her.
(Your protege is ready to obey.)
——
They took a few days to finally snap her out of it. Doctor Dahl didn't know how Ace managed to snap out of it after being commanded. But Loki suggested he could put her mind to sleep. He knew this failed last time, but he could try again. If he failed, at least he can try calming her down which luckily worked.
"That is enough for today. You did well," Loki instructed in a gentle manner, snapping Ace out of her thoughts.
At his words, she slowly descended. When her feet finally came in contact with the ground, she slightly wobbled when gravity acted on her body that was once floating. She fell on her knees and was breathing heavily. Her magic training today exhausted her greatly as she and Loki both agreed to try and train her to use her powers more efficiently, slowly extending and nearing her limit before she got tired. So far, she can manage to use a significant amount of magic for longer durations without feeling tired. It's just today that she might have pushed herself too much.
Loki was quick on his feet and was soon beside Ace. He gently kneeled beside her and held one of her arms. "Apologies, darling. We went too far today," Loki apologized as he slowly helped her stand up. He teleported her to a near bench in the training room and allowed her to take a seat.
Ace shook her head as she opened her water bottle. "It's not your fault. I should have been more aware of my body," she said before drinking. She let the cold water trickle down her throat before sighing. She was tired but she liked training with Loki.
"Miss Ace, Sir Loki, I have been instructed to remind you of the party later today at 7 pm," the voice of F.R.I.D.A.Y echoed through the room.
Ace groaned. She was already tested by S.H.I.E.L.D and it resulted to her officially becoming an Avenger. That is why Stark decided to throw a party in honor of her joining the team. She tried convincing him that it was not necessary but that man cannot be swayed.
"I guess that concludes our session today," Loki chuckled as he saw the unpleasant reaction on Ace's face. "Come. Let me escort you back to your room."
"You already taught me how to teleport, Loki. I can manage from here."
"You are exhausted. You need to save the rest of your energy for the party later."
Ace sighed and agreed, seeing as Loki would not let her teleport on her own. In a few seconds, they were already in front of their respective rooms. Loki was about to enter his room when Ace held his arm, stopping him from doing so.
"Yes?"
"Will you be attending later?" Ace asked hopefully. She hoped he would because she was sure Natasha and Wanda would be socializing with the guests. Loki didn't really like socializing or parties, but she hopes he would be there so she could at least have some company.
"I am not quite fond of large celebrations," Loki told her. "Even back at Asgard, it was Thor who loved the attention at large celebrations."
"Oh." Ace tried to mask the disappointment she felt at Loki's answer and just smiled at him. "That's quite unfortunate. I hoped you would join me later. But nevertheless, it's okay. Tell me what book you read once I get back, okay?"
Before Loki could even mutter a response, Ace vanished in front of him, making the God frown. He just told her to conserve her energy for the party yet she teleported in her room when she could have just opened the door and walked in like a normal person.
Ace fell back on her bed as soon as she was in her room. It was half-past five. She only had two and a half hours left to get ready. As much as she was tempted to not attend, she knew Tony would drag her out of her room and bring her to the damned party anyway.
She decided to rest for a few minutes before taking a bath since she was sweaty from the training. The cold water on her skin felt good after an exhausting training. The feeling was refreshing.
After taking a bath, she wrapped a towel around her naked body and headed towards the closet where the dress she will be wearing is hung. Ace opened the closet door and entered. The walk-in closet Stark made in her room was close to empty, with only a few dresses, shoes, jewelry in them. She didn't really care but Stark insisted. Pepper was the one who was slowly filling this closet of hers other than Nat. Ace was not close with Pepper but she did enjoy the woman's company as she was too sweet and nice to even dislike.
She soon saw the dress Nat bought for her days ago. It was a red, sleeveless cocktail dress that had a plunging neckline. The front part of the dress was shorter than that of the back which flowed to the floor. This dress was too... showy for her. She tried convincing Nat to choose another dress for her to which the redhead assassin just raised a brow at her and asked why. Ace couldn't exactly tell Nat just yet the reason she refuses to expose too much skin. She still has not told anybody of her empathic abilities just yet.
That's how she ended not getting a dress switch for the night. Luckily, Nat allowed her to wear her usual opera gloves, but in red to match the dress. This somewhat eased her worry of accidentally touching someone. She was slowly getting uneasy with her powers as she discovered she could not only feel the emotions of others, she could also influence them as well. That is why she was extra careful in touching someone.
The team did question her at times on her wearing gloves, but she just told them it was for comfort. They still found it odd but never minded anyway since it is what she wants.
After wearing the dress and gloves, Ace proceeded in wearing the black high-heeled pumps when she sensed Nat's presence outside her door. Flicking her wrist, the door to her room opened just as Nat was about to knock.
"It must be quite hard to surprise you," Nat joked as she entered the room. "I'm here to help you with your makeup. You look gorgeous, by the way. Told 'ya that dress suits you."
Ace chuckled as she stood up and sat in front of the vanity mirror with Nat following behind her. After a while, Nat finished applying makeup on Ace.
"You're all set, miss hot stuff," Nat teased Ace as she gave her a wink. "Have you decided on a superhero name yet? It really isn't required unless you want to remain as Ace or Crimson Ace. But what do you want the people to address you?"
Ace paused and thought for a minute. She didn't want to remain known as Crimson Ace to the public. She didn't like the things she did while she was under Mirage. She wanted a new alias. She wanted to let go of Crimson Ace. After a few minutes of giving it a thought, she smiled when an alias came to mind.
"Enchantress," Ace grinned. "I want to be known as Enchantress."
Nat smiled back at the woman. "Well then, Enchantress it is. Shall we get going to your party now, Miss Enchantress?"
Ace chuckled as she held Nat's arm using her gloved arm before teleporting them to the party.
"Freaking finally!"
Ace and Nat turned their backs and saw that it was Tony who yelled as he walked towards them.
"I'll leave you in his care," Nat whispered before disappearing in the crowd.
"Come on, Twinkle. Let me introduce you to the world and officially dub you as an Avenger," Stark babbled, placing a hand at the small of her back, as he leads her to the stage. "Have you decided on a new alias yet? Or do you want—"
"I have," Ace gushed as she felt both nervousness and excitement in her stomach. "Enchantress."
"Figured. Cute name. Anyways..."
The both of them arrived at the back of the stage. Tony instructed Ace to wait at the back first as he climbed the stage.
"May I have your attention? All eyes on me, please," Tony said into the mic which caused every head in the hall to turn to him. "That's more like it. Thank you."
Tony cleared his throat before speaking into the mic again. "I know there has been a rumor of a new member joining the Avengers for the past month. I will put that rumor to rest by confirming it. She has been trained, tested, and assessed by both the Avengers and S.H.I.E.L.D themselves. Without further ado, I, Tony Stark, have the honor of introducing the newest addition to our team. May I call up here on stage... Enchantress."
That was her cue. She felt her fingers almost shaking but she managed to hide it well as she walked on stage and went beside Tony. Bright camera flashes ensued as soon as she stepped on stage. Ace inwardly groaned. This event was very much Tony-like. She tried her best to put a smile on her face. It wasn't any longer when the rest of the team joined Ace and Stark on stage. They stayed behind while Ace and Stark were in front.
"You are called Enchantress. Does that mean you have magic?" one reporter asked.
Ace glanced at Tony, who just tilted his head and signaled for her to answer it.
She gulped before opening her mouth. "Yes, I have."
"May we see?"
Ace once again glanced at Tony, asking for permission. She didn't have to do that, but she also wanted to make sure that everything she is doing and will be doing is fine. Once Stark nodded at her again, she raised her hand and flicked her wrist.
Purple sparks soon appeared dancing on her fingertips. She first showcased her ability to move objects. After that, she then showed the press her ability to create force fields. She even instructed Nat to throw a dagger at her, to which her force field managed to deflect. After that, she then showcased her capability to make illusions.
"Not to be rude, but isn't Loki, who is also now an Avenger, also capable of doing the majority of what she did?" one male reporter asked as he raised a brow, not impressed. This question was not only for Ace. It was also directed for the Avengers. "What makes her special? What sets her apart from Loki? Why was she even recruited when you already have a sorcerer on the team? Two at that, considering Wanda Maximoff."
Ace frowned at this. She then felt a hand on her shoulder. She turned and saw that it was Cap. He had an expression on his face indicating that he was not pleased with what the reporter is saying.
"Aren't you a curious mortal?"
Ace turned her head to someone in the crowd. Her brows jumped in surprise to see Loki drop his illusion as he was disguised as one of the mortals.
"I-I just wanted to know what makes her special to join the Avengers. I don't see her purpose if there are already sorcerers on the team with the same abilities she has—"
The reporter was silenced when Loki threw a dagger that managed to stab the reporter in the thigh. Gasps soon erupted. Ace could hear Stark groan from beside her, mumbling curses.
"Enchantress, darling. Why don't you show this nosy reporter what you can do," Loki cooed before facing the reporter again. "Fight me."
"Are you insane? Why would I—"
"You challenged her abilities. I'm just merely here to help demonstrate what she is capable of," Loki sneered.
The God of Mischief turned to Ace once again before nodding at her.
The crowd then watched Ace raise her hand, purple sparks appearing once again, dancing around her fingertips. To the people's surprise, the reporter who challenged Ace moved.
"What the fuck is happening?" the reporter asked confused. Before he knew it, he was already in a one-on-one combat with Loki. The crowd's eyes went back and forth from the fight to Ace who was still on stage.
It soon dawned upon the people in the room that Ace was capable of controlling one's body, which left them all speechless, surprised, and quite terrified. But they can't help admire her powers. The Avengers couldn't hide their smile when they saw the fascination in the people's eyes as they watched Ace.
"That's enough, darling. Come now. Show this mortal what else you can do," Loki instructed once more as soon as the fight ended. Ace understood what he wanted her to do. She levitated off the ground and landed next to the male reporter.
"What more can you do?" the male reporter asked, only this time, he was less rude. He was now scared but at the same time, enchanted by the woman.
Enchantress suited Ace indeed, as she managed to enchant every single person in the room. The crowd watched as Ace bent down and kneeled beside the reporter. His thigh was still bleeding, but strangely, it didn't hurt him.
"I can increase one's abilities, may it be physical or magical. That's why other than I controlled you in your fight with Loki, I also increased your abilities. I reckon you don't even feel tired, correct?" she asked to which the reporter just nodded. "That's my other power. I can also do this."
She laid her hand on top of the reporter's thigh. A purple glow surrounded her hand and after a few seconds, she raised her hand and the crowd saw that the stab wound was now healed. It was as if the reporter was not stabbed in the first place.
"Are there still people here who question her abilities as well as her position in the Avengers?" Loki asked aloud. The crowd was quiet, probably either because of awe from Ace's powers or because they were terrified of Loki.
Loki smirked and turned to Ace who had an eyebrow raised at him, but she had a smile on her face.
"You could have stabbed Tony. I would gladly want him to be the first one I get to control like a puppet," Ace chuckled and communicated with Loki via her mind.
"What a pity. Maybe next time. I just wanted to silence this reporter for underestimating my student."
Loki offered his arm out for Ace. The woman held it, carefully avoiding any skin contact, which was really unnecessary since Loki was wearing his usual Asgardian armor, which meant his arm was fully clothed. She and Loki then walked back up the stage and joined the Avengers.
A few more questions have been asked to Ace, the other questions to the Avengers. After that, Tony then instructed them to now enjoy the party as the question and answer portion is now over and it was time to enjoy.
"I thought you said you weren't fond of parties?" Ace asked. She and Loki were standing by the beverage table, both of them holding a cocktail glass containing martini in their hands.
"I'm not. But it's hard to ignore the presence of stupidity down here that I can't help interrupt," Loki said nonchalantly as he drank the drink he was holding.
Ace also did the same. The both of them weren't worried that they would get drunk. Loki was a God so he was not easily drunk by Midgardian liquors, while Ace was enhanced which also meant her alcohol tolerance was not the same as a normal human.
The both of them were silent for a few minutes before Ace spoke. "Thank you, Loki."
Loki then turned to her. She was not looking at him, but rather at the crowd. Loki noticed a ghost of a smile slowly forming on her lips.
"For what, exactly?"
It was at this time that Ace looked at Loki straight in the eye, not even surprised that he was already staring at her. She just shrugged before looking back at the crowd, now having a full smile on her face.
Chapter 7: The Portal
Summary:
Aesira is sent on her very first mission along with Loki. It was supposedly only a simple recon mission when a portal appears.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
A few days after becoming an Avenger, Ace already found herself sent on a mission. She was not alone as Fury had Loki come with her. He would have even let Wanda join if she only was not on another mission herself.
The mission Fury had for the both of them was not that grave, which Ace was thankful for since this is her first mission after all. Fury just wanted her and Loki to scout an abandoned building in Westchester County which was only less than fifty kilometers away from the Avengers Tower. They could immediately call for backup or simply teleport back if things go south, which hopefully won't.
Fury told her and Loki that S.H.I.E.L.D picked up strange energy radiating from the said abandoned building, and they wanted to make sure it was not dangerous. If it was, he wanted it destroyed. Who else would be fit for the mission other than her and Lok? Both magic users and well-trained in combat.
"It seems like this is the place," Loki told her as soon as they teleported at the front gate of what seemed like an abandoned factory.
Ace looked at the device strapped on her arm and saw the coordinates. This is the place indeed. The both of them carefully entered the gate effortlessly since it was left open. Once they entered the vicinity, they looked around. Numerous dilapidated buildings surrounded them.
"Let's split up and try to find the source of the energy that Fury is talking about." Loki agreed. Besides, they could easily contact each other through telepathy if things come up.
The both of them split ways, and Ace found herself checking out the northern and eastern part of the large vicinity. Fury was right. She sensed strange energy in the air, its wavelengths colliding with her magic. As she continued to walk, she found herself standing in front of a shabby warehouse. As soon as she touched the door, she could feel the energy radiating from inside the building.
She was about to contact Loki telepathically when she felt something block her string of thoughts from reaching the god. Ace's eyes widened. She became uneasy, but she felt something within her mind, telling her to enter. She carefully pushed the big doors of the warehouse open and slowly walked inside.
To a normal human, the inside of this warehouse would only seem dilapidated and shabby. But to her, an enhanced, she knew something was up. Something was out of place. Just as she was about to run out of the building, a shining blue light caught her eye. Ace found herself turning her head to see a small blue mist in the corner of the room.
"Come, little one."
Ace was sure that the voice that spoke in her head was not Loki's. Her eyes flashed in recognition upon hearing the voice. This was the same voice in her head that convinced her to leave Mirage, leading her in joining the Avengers. She was so lost in a trance that she did not notice she was already close to the blue mist that was now large enough to fit a human. Mesmerized, Ace slowly lifted her hands to touch the blue mist.
"Ace!" She was snapped out of her thoughts when Loki's voice rang through her ears. She looked around and saw the God who was running towards her with a frantic expression. She was confused at first why he looked so terrified but when she looked back at the mist, she understood why.
The blue mist was now sucking her in. It became a portal.
"Loki!" Ace screamed and tried to reach for the god's hands. She succeeded in doing so as she felt Loki's hand tightly wrap around hers, but before the god could even pull her out of the portal's way, the both of them got sucked in.
——
Seconds? Minutes? Hours?
Ace did not know how long she was stuck in the darkness. She was scared as she could not see anything, but her heart calmed a little when she felt someone squeeze her hand. She didn't need to see that this was Loki. The both of them seemed to be floating into oblivion when some strong force pushed them out into the light.
With gravity acting on their bodies that were once suspended into some sort of space, Ace and Loki found themselves clumsily tumbling on the ground. Loki groaned, feeling dizzy when he noticed Ace underneath him. She had her eyes closed and was also groaning because of the full weight of the God that crashed on top of her.
Loki could feel something in him flutter but it was immediately gone when Ace spoke.
"Mind getting off me? God, you're heavier than you look. And that's coming from an enhanced human."
Loki rolled his eyes in response as he stood up. Brushing off the dirt from his armour, he held out a hand to Ace and helped her stand up.
"Where are we?" Ace asked as she looked around. Their surroundings changed. Now in front of them was no longer the factory they were supposed to scout, but a huge mansion instead.
"You may want to take a look at the device on your arm," she heard Loki say.
Her eyes drifted to the said device. A confused frown formed on her face. For some reason, this vicinity matched the coordinates that Fury sent them. But how could that be? This left her confused since a minute ago, this mansion was just the abandoned factory.
"Come inside, little one."
Ace and Loki looked at each other at the same time.
"I think we should enter?" Ace told him, unsure if he would agree to her strange proposition. Little did she know that Loki also heard a voice speak to him, telling him to enter the said mansion as well.
"Let's go."
Ace gulped, unsure if they should do this. But they had nowhere to go at the moment, and the idea of the possibility that the both of them were in another dimension of some sort lingered her mind. It was not impossible, after all. She unknowingly held Loki's arm, feeling safe knowing he was there with her and she was not alone. Loki did not mind this action and just teleported the both of them inside.
They found themselves in front of the huge doors of the mansion which strangely opened for them as if sensing their presence outside. They wearily entered the mansion and was greeted with a huge staircase. At the bottom of the staircase, the both of them were surprised to find a man in a wheelchair, looking at them with a smile on his face as if telling them that he was expecting their arrival.
"Welcome, Aesira. I am glad you could finally make it," the man said.
Ace glanced up at Loki with a confused glance and tilted her head before looking back at the man. "I apologize. I think you have the wrong person. My name is not Aesira."
"I do not. And you are indeed Aesira."
Ace's eyes widened, recognizing once again the voice of the man who spoke to her while she was still under the influence of Mirage.
"Y-You," she stuttered as she looked at the man, who was still smiling at her, in disbelief. "You're the one who spoke to me while I was still under Mirage. Who... who are you?"
The man in the wheelchair neared them, causing Loki to hold his arm out protectively, blocking the man from getting near Ace. The man stopped, while Ace just looked at Loki and ran her hand through his arm, telling him it was okay.
Loki still felt unsafe in this unknown mansion, but he sighed and hesitantly lowered his arm.
The man, on the other hand, held his hand out to Ace as he introduced himself.
"Charles. Charles Francis Xavier."
——
"What do you mean?" Stark asked Fury incredulously.
He and the rest of the Avengers were summoned at the S.H.I.E.L.D headquarters when Fury informed them that some sort of mishap had taken place involving Loki and the newly dubbed Avenger.
Fury massaged his temple in annoyance before signaling Maria Hill to explain the situation to the Avengers.
"Loki and Ace were sent on a mission to discover the source of this strange energy that S.H.I.E.L.D picked up. I was monitoring them the whole time they were out in case something happened. That's when I noticed their heat signatures vanish all of a sudden and I alerted Fury immediately. But after a few minutes, their heat signatures were back. I sent a drone out to check if the two were fine, but here's the strange thing," Maria pressed something on the screen and it showed Loki's and Ace's heat signature. "Their heat signatures are still in the vicinity, but they are not there. I could vaguely even pick up their presence but I'm positive they are still there."
"That's it. I knew it was a bad idea sending Ace out on a mission this early," Stark argued and stood up from his seat. "And to think she is with reindeer games? Could things get worse?"
Steve placed a hand on Tony's shoulder and pulled him back down to his seat. "Calm down, Stark. I'm sure Loki is capable of keeping her safe. And even if Loki is not with her, she can handle it more or less."
"What are we going to do now?" Natasha asked. Her expression was stoic, but under the facade, she was extremely worried for Ace. The woman had grown to be a close friend of hers already and she would hate it if something bad happened to her.
"Banner?" Fury spoke up, in hopes that the scientist knew what to do.
Bruce was lost in thought. He kept thinking about what could have happened to his friends. After much thought and silence, he sighed heavily. "I... I don't know."
——
"Charles. Charles Francis Xavier."
Ace hesitantly grabbed his hand and shook it. "Ace," she introduced before motioning to the God beside her. "This is—"
"Loki. God of Lies and Mischief."
"Now that the introductions are settled," Ace mumbled nervously. "Would you mind explaining to us why we are here?"
"Ah, yes of course. I simply brought you home. Although I did not really plan on bringing your acquaintance with you since this is not his dimension," Charles told the both of them as if it was the most casual thing he said.
Ace once again had a confused expression on her face. "I'm sorry. What?"
"Come with me. The both of you," Charles instructed and lead them to a computer room. He pressed some buttons here and there and instructed the both of them to sit down.
"Currently, the both of you are in Earth-10005 where I live. Your friend, Loki, on the other hand along with your other friends that you left behind, is from Earth-199999," Charles explained. "Not many are knowledgeable regarding this but there are actually multiple Earths. The Earths are just on top of each other but the beings in them do not collide. Think of it as a hologram card where you see different things from different perspectives."
"And how is this Earth my home?" Ace asked, still not processing everything properly. "I don't even remember being capable of dimensional jumping. And I've been on Earth-19999 that you so-called it since the 1940s."
"There has been a mishap. An accident occurred, causing your father to leave you behind a different dimension. Believe me, he was so heartbroken and I have been trying hard to find a way to return you here."
"My—" Ace's voice almost broke. "My father?" The topic of her parents was a bit sensitive to her since she tried too hard to remember her past but she failed.
Charles nodded and held a finger to his temple. "I know who you are, Aesira. If you may, I can help you recover your memories."
Ace just found herself nodding profusely. She felt Loki grab her hand and squeeze it. She looked at him, finding the God to carry a concerned expression on his face. Loki lifted a hand and wiped a tear that unknowingly escaped Ace's eyes.
"Are you sure you want to do this?" Loki asked via his mind, blocking out Charles's telepathic capability, making sure only the woman beside him could hear him.
"I'm sure, Loki. I've been longing to know where I came from for a very long time now."
Upon hearing this, Loki gave her a smile of encouragement and nodded his head. Ace then looked back at Charles and gave him permission to continue.
As soon as she nodded, Ace felt as if a part of her mind broke free. She could feel Charles unleash something in her mind using his ability. It felt as if a lock has been opened after such a long time, chains dropping any restraint they held, allowing her memories to be set free—the memories she thought were already lost ever since Mirage wiped her.
Memories of her childhood flooded her mind. Memories of her childhood friends. But most importantly, memories of her... father.
It was only a few minutes, but to Ace, it felt like a lifetime. Once Charles was finished unleashing her locked memories, tears continuously streamed down her face. Her lungs felt like exploding from the overflowing emotions overwhelming her body. It had been a while since she allowed herself to feel such emotions, as she was so used to numb them all the time.
She was too lost in her thoughts to notice the arm of a certain God wrap around her shoulder, while his other hand held Ace's gloved one, rubbing small circled on her palm in an attempt to soothe her. Ace, on the other hand, felt her heart clench.
She opened her mouth despite her throat feeling dry. "I—" she started. "I'm Aesira Jade Howlett."
Charles smiled at her and nodded, happy that she now remembered. "Your powers—you're a mutant just like Logan."
"Where—Where is he now? And my mother? Do you know who she is yet?" Ace asked hopefully. She remembered her past, how she only grew up in her father's care since her mother left her on her father's doorstep for unknown reasons. Despite not meeting her ever, she still hoped she could.
"I am afraid I do not know. He left you in my care if I ever got you back."
Ace looked down and nodded. How badly she wanted to hug her father. It was as if by remembering her past, she was slowly putting the puzzle pieces of herself together. She did not get angry for her father's lack of presence. She understood him. She just hoped she could at least see him before she went home—
Home. She then remembered the Avengers. As much as she was very happy to return to the place where her father once resided, her heart was longing for her new family in another dimension. Despite only knowing each other for merely a month, she has learned to grow and care for them.
Ace looked up and saw that Charles was already staring at her with understanding in his eyes. She did not need to say anything more. He understood.
"I appreciate your help in recovering my memories," Ace started. "But—But I must apologize. I don't think I can live in this dimension. I have been accustomed already to where I'm from—I mean, I'm from this dimension, but you do get that I meant the Earth where the Avengers are?" she told Charles.
The scientist nodded and smiled. "I understand. I already anticipated this so I came prepared. But in case you wish to return here or need to contact me," Charles got a necklace ornamented with a single diamond out of his pocket and handed it to her. "Just channel your telepathic capabilities to the diamond and I will know when you need me. It can open a portal from wherever you are that will lead you back to this very mansion. You are welcome here any time, little one."
Ace opened her palm and let him drop the necklace there. She then looked up once again, her tear-stained face now adorned with a smile of gratitude. Upon wearing it, the diamond of the necklace glowed and she noticed it immediately became purple, the same shade of her magic.
She stood up and walked to Charles. She lowered her body and gave him a tight hug, to which he returned. "Thank you so much, Charles," she whispered as she tightened her hug.
"Well, I guess I must return you both to your respective universes now," Charles told the both of them once the hug ended. Loki wrapped an arm around Ace's waist and pulled her closer to him. Ace raised a brow at his action but made no objections.
The same blue portal that brought them to this universe opened near them. With one last smile at Charles, she and Loki stepped into the portal. Just like how they arrived there the first time, they fell into a pit of darkness once more, but it did not take long when they were pushed once again into the light.
The both of them groaned simultaneously. Unlike the first time, Ace landed on top of Loki, her body draped on top of the god's. Loki felt shivers up his spine when he felt Ace's breath on the crook of his neck. He carefully held her waist as the woman put her hands on either side of the god's head to push herself up. Her breath hitched when she saw the intense gaze he was giving her. Her senses were hyperaware of the small circles the god was making on her waist.
Loki let one of his hands go up to push the strands of her hair that were falling on his face, not allowing his gaze to leave hers. It was as if the both of them were lost in a trance. He even unknowingly cups Ace's face, feeling the warmth of her cheek against his cold palm. The skin-to-skin contact Loki's palm made with Ace's cheek unknowingly activated her power. She felt a feeling of fascination enter her thoughts but did not put much meaning to it, thinking it was her own feelings and not the God's who was still gazing at her.
"WHERE HAVE YOU TWO BEEN?!"
The loud shout immediately got the both of them to separate. They quickly scrambled to their feet as they brushed off the dirt on their suits. Ace feigned a cough while Loki just shook his head and heaved a sigh.
The both of them immediately noticed that they were already being surrounded by the Avengers along with Fury and a few S.H.I.E.L.D agents. Loki and Ace nervously glanced at each other before eyeing the company they had.
Natasha was the one who immediately wrapped Ace in a tight hug.
"You got us worried!" she exclaimed, refusing to let go of the embrace. "What happened?"
Ace sneaked a glance at Loki who was being bombarded with questions by Thor and Steve. The god noticed this and also looked at her as well.
"How do we tell them?" Ace asked.
"It's not my story to tell. Do whatever you wish."
Ace nodded before getting the attention of the team. "I'll tell you all. Let's get home first. I'm tired."
Much to Fury's dismay, he let go of the subject first and decided to interrogate the two of them on a later date, allowing them to rest. Whatever they went through must be tiring since the energy source he picked up was now gone which meant one thing—Loki and Ace were successful on their mission despite the events that had taken place.
Notes:
Everything X-Men-related does not necessarily follow what's canon so I do apologize if there are multiple changes regarding that in this story.
Oh and, regarding my schedule of uploading the chapters, I decided that I'll be doing it on Tuesdays and Fridays. So basically, two chapters per week. That's all. The next upload will be on Tuesday again <3
Chapter 8: Shopping and a Quick Stroll
Summary:
Volunteering to cook lunch leads to a trip to the supermarket as well as a quick, sweet stroll with the god of mischief.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"I'm sorry. What are you called again?" Tony asked for the nth time this night.
Ace just rolled her eyes as she chewed on her dinner. She was tired and was slowly being irritated by the questions Stark kept throwing at her, but she couldn't do anything since she did promise that she would answer their questions. The only thing keeping her calm was Loki's hand on the small of her back, caressing her gently. The others seemed to not notice this, and if they did, they just did not mind.
"I'm a mutant, Tony," she explained from what she saw in the memories Charles helped her recover. "Apparently, there are other people like me back in the dimension where I came from. We all have a genetic mutation, causing us to possess a genetic trait called the X-gene."
Ostensibly, what seemed like only an hour or so back in Earth-10005 was already six days here on the Avengers' earth. She could not grasp the time difference. She just understood that time worked differently on each dimension, although she was not exactly sure of the exact calculations. That was why the team was worried about what happened since they could still trace hers and Loki's heatwave in the same vicinity for the past days that the both of them were gone.
"So your powers are from your father and not from Mirage?" Clint asked. Ace nodded.
"Charles, a friend of my father, helped me recover my memories. He is a telepath like Loki and me, and a powerful one at that since he managed to reach me even from another dimension. And from what I remember, there was some sort of accident that left me on this Earth, which is how I was captured by Mirage. I was only a teenager by that time. Mutants' capabilities usually start showing at puberty, which was the reason why Mirage became interested in me since they became aware of my powers. Although I am not entirely sure if I got my long life span from my father or from Mirage themselves, since my father also has an extended life span," Ace sighed as she drank from her glass. "They could not trace my existence or where I came from. They could not find any record of mine since I am not from this Earth. And because of that, they took advantage of my lack of identity."
A short silence passed the dinner table as the Avengers were unsure what to say to that since it was a sensitive topic for her. Luckily, Thor managed to divert the topic and decided to break the silence.
"My brother told me how you chose to go back here even after knowing your ancestry," Thor boomed as he smiled. "We are flattered to know you care for us. We could not imagine what it would be like without you in this tower."
Ace smiled and felt her heart jump for joy. "Of course, what are the Avengers without their Enchantress?" she teased. "Besides, I was bound to return at some point since Loki was with me. I wouldn't want to keep him away from his beloved brother," she elbowed the God beside her in a teasing manner.
Loki rolled his eyes and feigned annoyance, but he was already fighting off a smile from appearing on his lips. "Please, I'd rather be stuck with you in another dimension than go back to my oaf of a brother."
The words slipped past Loki's lips so easily and naturally, that he only realized what his words seemed to imply when he noticed Ace's wide eyes and the reddening of her neck—which he assumed was out of embarrassment.
"I—I meant..." For once, the God seemed to momentarily lose his silver tongue, struggling with his words. He silently cursed himself for allowing those words to slip past his lips without even thinking much about it.
"Aww, brother. It appears as if you have a soft spot for Lady Aesira," Thor teased Loki, using Ace's real name. The God of Thunder smirked as he watched his brother groan and glare at him, but he couldn't care less. He was glad to see Loki slowly warming up to someone in the tower other than him.
Natasha had an amused expression on her face as she looked at her friend and Loki, before noticing the said God's arm resting comfortably on her friend's waist. She smirked, but decided not to join the teasing and expose them. The two were already embarrassed by the simple slip of words, what more will happen when she brings attention to Loki's intimate gesture?
"That's enough. Let the two rest. Whatever they went through for sure exhausted them."
Ace felt grateful for Natasha's diversion of the topic. She did not want to be put in the spotlight with Loki. The two of them were somewhat friends already, and she was happy with that. She did not want the both of them getting awkward with one another just because of the team's teasing.
"See you guys tomorrow," she bid them all before teleporting in front of her room. She took a step back out of surprise when she saw Loki also appear in front of her. It wasn't really strange since his room was just across hers.
"What a day, huh?" Ace tried starting a small talk between them before they headed for bed.
"Indeed. Dimensional traveling is exhausting," Loki agreed. "Well then, best we head off to bed?"
Ace nodded.
"Good night, Lady Aesira," Loki mumbled and faced his door, ready to open it, when he felt a hand wrap around his wrist, causing him to look back at Ace who was looking at him. Her eyes glinted, and before he could say anything, the god was surprised when the woman leaned forward and planted her warm lips on his cold cheek, lingering a bit longer before pulling back.
"Good night, Loki," Ace muttered, letting go of Loki's wrist before entering her room, leaving the God with a quizzical expression on his face.
——
Two days have passed since Ace and Loki's return from another dimension.
Ace was just in her room. She was lying on her bed as she held the necklace that Charles gave her, allowing the purple diamond to dangle in front of her face. An idea came to mind yesterday while she was reading some novel in the library of the Avenger's tower. She thought of returning to Earth-10005 and ask Charles if he could train her in controlling her powers. She knew she could ask Loki for help, but she did not want anybody knowing yet of her other powers, especially Loki since it involved her empathic abilities.
Plus, it would be a great bonding moment with her father's friend. She also wanted to explore as much as possible of her original home before she was left in this dimension. She just had to get Stark's permission first, but she was not sure if he would allow that. As of now, Ace was planning to just leave the tower at night since she knew nobody would bother her at late hours. The only problem with that plan was the time difference. How could she train in another dimension if the time differences are so far off?
A knock on her door snapped her out of her thoughts, causing the purple diamond necklace to slip her grip and fall on her face.
"Come in," Ace said, sitting up on her bed as she scrambled to pick the necklace up and clasp it back around her neck.
"Hey, Aesira," Wanda greeted as she entered the room. Wanda thought how beautiful her real name was to hear, so she decided to use it from now on. "We're gonna order something for lunch in about two hours. I came up here to know what you want."
"You could have asked Jarvis to tell me that. You didn't have to bother coming to my room," Ace pouted. The more she spent time with the Avengers, the softer she became. She made cute gestures and expressions that if someone was told that she was an ex-assassin, they would have a hard time believing it.
"Nah. It's not a bother. Now, what do you want?"
Ace puckered her lips as her eyes squinted, thinking of what food to order. As she listed a couple of menus in her head, an idea came to mind. Her eyes widened and glowed in a light shade of purple, something that happened quite often whenever she is experiencing extreme emotion such as excitement.
"You know, if you guys want, I can cook something for you?" she proposed, looking down as she scratched the back of her ear shyly. She has not cooked for anyone for decades now. The only recipes she can remember were those her father and their helpers taught her when she was young before the accident happened. She knew it by heart but was still skeptical if she could pull it off even after decades of not cooking.
A wide smile broke out on Wanda's face when Ace looked up. "That's better! Do you have the ingredients already?"
Ace shook her head in response. "I have, although it is not enough for multiple people, since I originally planned to cook it for myself. But I can go to the grocery now to get more."
"Great! I'll tell the others," Wanda said as she began walking out the door then she stopped. "You need any help?"
"Nope. I can manage. I'll just get changed and be back before you know it."
Wanda smiled at her one last time before she left the room, closing the door behind her.
Ace immediately stood up from her bed and opened the door to her closet. Since she was just going out shopping, she just threw on a gray hoodie on top of her tank top and a pair of plain black leggings. She chose to wear flats, and of course, she also wore black wrist-length gloves.
Once she was satisfied with her appearance, she went out of her room, only to find Loki entering his.
The God held the doorknob and was ready to enter his room when he noticed Ace exiting hers. He shot a brow up when he examined her appearance.
"Off to somewhere?" Loki asked as he let go of the knob and faced Ace.
The door to her room shut with a thud behind her as she faced Loki. "I'm planning to cook something for lunch for the team," she explained to him, fiddling her fingers. "I'm just buying a few extra ingredients so I can cook enough for us all."
The two of them stood there in silence for a few seconds when Ace decided to speak up. "Wanna come along? You never go outside the tower aside from missions, so I think a stroll would do you good."
"I'm not quite sure. I am not overly fond of surrounding myself with a lot of Midgardians," Loki said slowly with furrowed brows as he looked at her hopeful eyes. "The rest of the Avengers are already too much to handle."
Ace unintentionally grabbed one of Loki's arm using both of her gloved hands. Oblivious to her actions, a small unintentional pout was already forming on her lips. She tilted her head a little as she looked at Loki. "Come on, Loki! Come grocery shopping with me?" she insisted.
Ace noticed Loki look down at something. Following his gaze, she noticed he was looking at her hands that were grabbing his arms. Ace immediately let go as she thought the god was uncomfortable with her being touchy. She slightly felt embarrassed because she slightly assumed she was slowly beginning to be his friend. She must have misinterpreted his actions towards her.
She was about to apologize to Loki and tell him that he does not need to accompany her anymore and that she can just go alone when the god spoke up.
"Okay, I'll accompany you," Loki sighed. He snapped his fingers which caused his Asgardian armour to fade and change into a green long-sleeved, button-down shirt that was tucked in a black low-waist trousers.
Ace looked at him from head to toe, noticing how fashionable Loki is despite being a God that was used to wearing armour all the time. Heck, he had a much better fashion sense than Thor who was the God who frequently is at Midgard most of his time.
Loki noticed Ace's not-so-subtle admiration of his attire and smirked. He took a step nearer to her and held her chin, tilting it up to meet his gaze. "Take a picture, darling. It lasts longer," he chuckled.
Ace was not fazed but his bold gesture and just rolled her eyes before smiling. "Let's go!" she exclaimed. Without warning, she grabbed hold of Loki's arm and before he could say anything, they were already transported to a nearby supermarket.
A few people jumped and gasped in surprise when the both of them just appeared out of thin air, but when they recognized who they were, they began whispering and gushing at the sight of them. Loki paid no attention to the stares the Midgardians were giving him. His focus was just on the girl pulling his arm as they entered the supermarket. Ace knew the both of them would garner attention, being part of the Avengers and what-not, but she couldn't care less as she was excited to cook something for the people she was growing to care for.
They were at the vegetable section when Loki asked her a question. "What exactly are you planning to cook?"
Not looking up from the meat she was examining, Ace answered him. "It's a foreign dish one of my father's helpers taught me when I was young. It's called Adobo," Ace explained as she carefully chose the right cuts of meat to use for her recipe. "It's from the Philippines since that is where the helper is from. I just absolutely loved it since the first time I tasted it. You'll know what I mean once I cook it."
"Let's hope you can cook it well, considering you lack decades of practice," Loki teased.
Ace looked up and rolled her eyes at the God but nevertheless, laughed at his attempt at teasing her. After choosing the meat, they went to buy a couple more things she needed like soy sauce and vinegar. She also got ingredients for braised short ribs in case the Avengers did not like Adobo, but she was almost confident they would love it the same way she did.
Once she was finished shopping for ingredients, the both of them stopped in an empty aisle. She paused before stepping in front of Loki, facing him. "I'm done. Do you want to buy anything?"
"I'm not quite sure. I'm not quite familiar with Midgardian food that I would fit my liking."
Ace once again puckered her lips and squinted her eyes, mimicking the expression she made while talking to Wanda. She was thinking for a moment of a list of food that Loki might enjoy. Unbeknownst to her, the God in front of her tilted his head and smiled at the expression she was making. The word cute shortly graced Loki's mind, but it was thrown at the back of his head as he chose to ignore it.
Ace snapped her fingers, bringing Loki out of his daze. "Aha! I think I know what you'd like. Come on."
Ace held Loki's hand on instinct. She seemed to not take note of her actions, but her gesture was not unnoticed by Loki. Strangely, he liked the warm feeling of her gloved hands around his cold ones. And he can't help imagining how good her bare hands would feel like wrapped against his that he was tempted to pull of her glove and just hold her bare hand. But he restrained from doing so. Loki noticed this ever since Ace stayed at the tower. In fact, looking back, he does not remember a time where she was ungloved. Only that one incident where he found her in the kitchen on their floor the first few nights she was at the tower.
He had a sudden urge to feel her skin against his. He wanted to feel the warmth radiating from her body. He wanted to trap her in a long embrace just to feel the warmth she emitted.
Although Loki did find it strange since he didn't peg Ace for the conservative type, as he reminisced the times he took notice of her choice of clothes. She was always wrapped up, with almost little to no skin exposed. The only time he saw her exposed was at the welcoming party that Stark threw.
"Loki?"
Ace waved her free hand in front of Loki's face, causing him to come back to reality. He glanced down and noticed that their hands are still joined which caused the ends of his lips to almost shooting up.
"Yes? Pardon me. I was not listening," he asked.
Ace rolled her eyes but still repeated what she said as she pointed to the gondola shelves in front of them. "I'm buying you chocolates. Do you prefer with or without nuts?"
Loki just shrugged. "Why don't you choose for me? What do you think will best suit my taste since I am not familiar with this... delicacy that you are pointing at."
"Chocolates," Ace corrected as she picked up a bar. "I'll get you this milk chocolate first. Then you can tell me afterward if you like it or not. Deal?"
"Whatever you please," Loki replied. He watched Ace happily put a bunch of milk chocolates in their pushcart. The both of them decided they need nothing else and decided to pay for the things they got. The two of them still held hands. Ace did not notice this still, but Loki wasn't complaining either.
They soon got to a counter and waited in line. Because they weren't really in disguise, they were soon recognized by people. A few were gushing at the fact that they, people part of the Avengers, were out here shopping at the local supermarket. Who doesn't love a humble hero, right?
Ace noticed a few cameras flash their way, but she chose to ignore it. She just gave a casual smile to those near her. A few moments later, some had the courage to approach them.
"Hi." Ace turned her head and gave a smile at the girl who called her attention. From what she observed, the girl seemed to be a teenager. She was accompanied by her friend who she guessed was the same age as her.
"Hello. How can I help you?" she said politely, feeling a bit uncomfortable since she was not used to the presence of strangers.
"I just have to say, you look more gorgeous in person. Ever since that welcome party that was broadcasted live, I've been a fan," the girl said. "Can we take a picture?"
Ace shifted uncomfortably as she looked at Loki.
"You can say no, you know?" Loki said in his mind.
"But they would be disappointed."
"What do you want to do?"
"Can you be in the picture with me?"
"I'm not sure they would want that."
At this, Ace returned her attention to the girls who were still eagerly waiting.
"Would it be okay if Loki was in the picture with us? I feel more comfortable if he is included," she calmly told them.
"Of course! We would love to have him as well," the other girl replied sheepishly. "We actually wanted one with him too but we are too scared to ask."
Ace grinned at Loki, who had an amused expression on his face as he did not believe someone actually wanted a picture with him. He attacked New York after all, but given it was already in the past and he has already redeemed himself. But he was still astonished.
The two of them stood side by side behind the girls who were readying their phone cameras. Loki could sense the tension Ace was under so he gently squeezed her hand and did the thing he discovered that would ease her. Using his thumb, he gently drew circles at the back of her hand.
Once the girls set the cameras and held it up, Ace already had a calm smile on her face. Loki's gesture indeed did the job of easing her discomfort. The both of them smiled. Once it's done, the girls thanked them so much and even requested a hug, to which the both of them agreed too surprisingly—especially for Loki.
A bunch of other people also wanted to get a picture with them but didn't have a chance to since Ace and Loki were already next in line. The cashier was in awestruck at the sight of the two Avengers. She managed to even start a small talk with them, telling them how she loved the Avengers, as she punched in the things in their cart. It did not take long. Once the cashier told them the amount, Loki looked at Ace.
"How are you going to pay, by the way?" he asked.
Ace snapped and made her wallet appear out of thin air. She opened it and got a card out. "Tony got me a card even if I didn't want one. He kept bragging he is Tony freaking Stark and how rich he is," Ace chuckled. Loki then remembered he was also given a card by Tony was he somehow earned that man's trust. He just did not find it necessary since he never left the tower.
Ace handed the cashier the card. Once they paid for it, she snapped her fingers that caused the paper bags where their groceries were to float. She didn't really want to carry it, and Tony said nothing about using her powers outside the tower so she took advantage of it.
"Do you want to walk all the way back to the tower or should we teleport?" Ace asked Loki.
He took a quick glance at her as the both of them exited the supermarket, no longer holding hands, much to his displeasure. "I think I want to take a stroll for a change. I haven't been outside the tower for long, according to your observations," he said.
Ace was glad to see that she was making progress. Loki was slowly but surely warming up to her. She could now at least assume that she was now the god's least hated Midgardian since he isn't like this around the others—even to his brother. A part of her was feeling happy because they were slowly building a friendship. But a part of her also was taking a liking to the god very much. She did not know why she felt at ease the most when she is around Loki.
Sure, she felt at ease with the rest of the Avengers, but it seemed different with Loki. She loved every second whenever they did something together. Her heart sometimes fluttered at his gestures but made no big deal of this. She just concluded this was normal in starting friendships. She really had little knowledge of friendships and relationships since she spent most of her life working for Mirage, so she put no malice in whatever the both of them are doing. Like holding hands for example.
"It feels quite nice if I must say," Loki said under his breath as he glanced at Ace. "This walk, I mean."
The corner of Ace's lips tugged to form a smile. "We could go on more walks like this in the future if you're up for it."
The both of them were already at a park when Loki stopped in his tracks, causing Ace to stop as well. They were standing on the grassy part and not the pavement so they did not have to worry about blocking someone else's path, fortunately.
Ace tilted her head as she looked up at Loki with a questioning look as to why they stopped. She raised a brow at him and waited expectantly for what he would say.
Loki was at loss for words as he looked down at the woman. The both of them gazed into each other's eyes, their surroundings almost becoming quiet as the two of them looked at each other. He could tell from her expression that she was asking why they stopped, but he had to answer to it. He just stopped walking upon thinking of the future walks he would have with her. Should he tell her he was up for it? That he was looking forward to it?
The wind slightly picked up and kissed their exposed skin. Loki noticed how the gentle breeze managed to blow a few strands of Ace's hair on her face. Ace, on the other hand, was about to remove the stray strands on her face when Loki motioned, raising his arms. His hands neared her face. She looked at him as his eyes traveled to the strands of hair on her face. His fingers gently tugged at the few strands and brush them off her face in a gentle motion.
She could feel her heart pick up its pace but thought nothing of it as she smiled at Loki. She had to admit that she liked the close proximity between them. She interpreted this thought as something else. She shrugged it off and thought of it as a result of her lack of a gentle and affectionate human touch during her Mirage days.
Loki, on the other hand, was about to lay his palm on her cheek, when the both of them were distracted by the sound of Ace's ringtone. The woman chuckled and apologized as she got her phone out of her pocket. As she was trying to navigate it (she did a better job at learning modern technology than Thor or Cap, if she does say so herself), she was oblivious to the warm feelings starting to surface in Loki's stomach.
"Wanda asked if I was done," she told Loki as she put her phone away. "I guess let's teleport back so I can cook? We can take a stroll once again next time if you like?"
Loki found himself nodding. He liked the idea very much.
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Next update: August 26, 2021 (Thursday)
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Chapter 9: Chocolates and Longing
Summary:
A delicious lunch served just for the Avengers by none other than Aesira. Who knew Loki had a sweet tooth? Oh, and did I mention a little bit of longing from the god of mischief himself?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Ace was in the main kitchen of the Avenger Tower. It was almost noon and she was almost done cooking her dishes. She just now had to wait for the timer to ring. As she waited, she decided to wash and peel the carrot that was accidentally included in the groceries. Once done peeling, she leaned her back on the kitchen counter and munched on the carrot like a rabbit.
Her back was facing the door, but she noticed someone enter but didn't really mind it since it did not register to her as a threat.
"Hey, doll. What're you cooking?" Bucky asked as he stood beside Ace, mimicking her, and leaned on the kitchen counter as well.
"Waiting for lunch to be cooked. Hasn't Wanda told everybody?"
"Oh, right. You're cooking lunch," Bucky said, remembering what Wanda had told them earlier as he looked at the pots and pans. "I can't wait. It smells good already."
"I hope the smell does justice to the taste."
Bucky lowered his metal arm and bumped his shoulder on hers. "Hey. I'm confident it'll be delicious."
Ace laughed as she chewed on the carrot in her hand and just nodded at Bucky before the both of them fell in comfortable silence.
Her friendship with James Buchanan Barnes, or simply Bucky, was no longer a surprise to the people in the tower. They were no longer shocked when the two of them easily connected with one another, given that both of them underwent similar situations, although under different corrupt organizations.
It was one day when Ace went to the practice room to train when she met Bucky. He wasn't hostile to her, but he never did try engaging in a conversation with her during her first week at the tower. Their first encounter wasn't really special, and Ace had not planned on talking to him that day. She and Bucky just happened to coincidentally be at the practice room.
She didn't mind him and just started to warm up.
It was all good until she struck the punching bag with full force, sending it flying towards an unsuspecting Bucky whose back was faced to her. Her eyes widened that day when she saw Bucky fall to the ground because of the impact of the punching bag as well as its weight.
"Dear heavens! I'm so sorry," Ace rushed to Bucky's side and apologized as she helped him up.
Bucky, instead of being angry, was rather astonishingly impressed. He knew she was strong since she was enhanced, but he didn't expect she was this strong. He also chuckled at the old-school expression that came out of the woman's mouth. That was the day that the both of them had a small talk and after that, everything just started falling into place. They clicked. Steve was even glad to see his friend making new friendships with the new girl. He could already see the friendship that will soon blossom.
The ding of the timer signaled that the dish was cooked and Ace excitedly grabbed the pot to pour it in several bowls. What she forgot about was the temperature of the pot. Once she held the pot with her bare hands—she took her gloves off as she didn't want them to be stained with the dish, also she was initially alone in the kitchen so she did not worry—she felt the burn starting to kick in. Upon instinct, she just shut the feeling down and numbed the pain.
After pouring its contents, she placed the pot down the sink and faced the bowls when Bucky swore.
"Shit, doll! Your hand is burnt. Doesn't it hurt?" he worriedly asked as he motioned to grab her hand.
Ace looked at her limb and noticed it before pulling it out of Bucky's reach as she did not want him touching her bare hand. She just shrugged it off as she wore her gloves once again. "It's okay, Bucky. It doesn't hurt. You sometimes forget my apathetic abilities," she joked.
The man frowned at this, obviously not happy with what she said. "Be careful. I know you can numb your feelings but take care of yourself."
Ace smiled and sighed. She felt nice since she was not used to being cared for. "I heal quickly. Or at least quicker than normal humans, so this burn will be gone in an hour or so," she explained to him as she waved her hand in dismissal before switching her tone to a teasing one. "But I appreciate your worry, Mr. Barnes. Your concern is duly noted."
Bucky scoffed but gave her a smile after. He helped bring a few of the dishes to the dining room, which was not really necessary since Ace can just conjure some magic and allow the plates and other utensils to float towards the table. But she allowed her friend to help.
"I just came from a meeting and holy shit, what is that mouth-watering smell?" Tony's head popped in the dining room to see what's up before fully entering. "Is that your cooking that Wanda told us about?"
Ace nodded. "Yup. This one is a dish from the Philippines called Adobo," she pointed to a bowl, then gesturing to another plate. "I also cooked braised ribs in case you guys didn't like this first dish. There's also gravy if you want."
"Something smells good in here," Rhodey said as he entered the room.
One by one, FRIDAY called the Avengers down the dining hall upon Ace's command. They were soon seated and started digging in. As they ate, Ace noticed someone missing from the group.
"Where's Loki?" she asked.
Thor looked up and answered her, not swallowing first whatever food is in his mouth. "He has not come out of his room yet, Lady Aesira. I tried calling him but he refused to come down and join our lovely feast."
Ace frowned at that. A thought passed her mind before disappearing which startled the Avengers. A few seconds later, she appeared out of thin air once again near the table, giving the Avengers another fright. Only this time, she held Loki—who had a scowl on his face—by his arm.
"Jesus! At least warn us when you're teleporting, Tabitha Stephens" Tony scolded Ace. She just laughed at him and muttered an apology before pointedly looking at Loki.
She sat down on her original seat and before Loki could even teleport out of the room, Ace managed to grab his arm and pull him down to sit in the empty chair beside her. "Sit and eat," she ordered as she started filling Loki's plate with food.
"How dare you, a Midgardian, order around a god like myself—"
Loki was cut off from whatever he was saying when Ace popped a piece of the milk chocolate bar they bought earlier in his mouth. Loki glared at her but reluctantly chewed whatever was placed in his mouth. His frown slowly subsided and turned into an expression of awe which made Ace chuckle in delight.
"Is that the chocolate you told me about?" he asked and Ace just hummed as a response.
She just continued eating when she felt the god beside her lightly tapped her arm. She fought the smile that was threatening to form on her lips before looking at Loki with a brow raised. Loki gulped and rolled his eyes at what he was about to do, but never minded in the end.
"Can I—," he scrunched his nose, feigning disdain in his voice. "Can I have more of that sweet thing?"
Ace could not contain it any longer and just laughed at him, earning a groan from the god. She discovered that he could really be cute whenever he was not in a sour mood. "I'll give you a full bar, Loki. But you need to finish your lunch first."
Loki muttered something under his breath and nearly protested but he just sighed before agreeing to eat the food piled on his plate.
"That's what I thought," Ace cheered at her accomplishment before her eyes caught sight of the Avengers. The table was suddenly silent and they were all looking at the both of them in utter shock. "What?" she asked innocently.
They all just shook their head as Natasha had a knowing smirk on her lips while Thor just had a genuine smile.
"I'm gonna pretend that I did not just watch rock of ages follow an order—more so, ask for a CHOCOLATE BAR so nicely!" Tony chortled as he chews on his food. "Wait. I'm not gonna pretend. FRIDAY, send me footage of that part, okay?"
"Already sent sir," the AI responded immediately.
Loki just grumbled as he finished his lunch. He must admit though. He liked the Midgardian dishes that Ace cooked. Of course, he was not going to say that out loud. He was already embarrassed by the chocolate situation. He did not need any more teasing from the team, especially his brother.
"Where did you learn to cook, Ace?" Steve asked as he wiped his mouth. "This is delicious!"
Sam agreed and clapped loudly. "I know right! Like damn, girl. How do you still have those mad cooking skills after decades of not cooking?"
Ace just chuckled at Sam, but her eyes darted to Loki's empty plate. She didn't bother hiding the smile on her lips as she handed a bar of chocolate to the god, earning a delighted glint from his eyes as he took the sweet stuff.
"I learned from my father and a few of our helpers," she answered Steve's question before turning to Sam. "I don't know, actually. I guess muscle memory?" she said unsure before her eyes drifted to Loki who was happily eating the chocolate she gave him.
"If you want more, you can come to my room any time," she communicated telepathically causing Loki to choke on his chocolate.
"Brother?" Thor asked, concerned as he handed a glass of water to him.
Loki looked at Ace incredulously and searched her face for any sort of malice for whatever she said, but he only saw genuine confusion on her expression which caused his face to slightly turn into a light shade of pink. How could he interpret her question in such an... inappropriate way?
Ace looked at Wanda in confusion as she projected in her mind what happened, asking Wanda telepathically if she said something wrong. Wanda tried suppressing a giggle but failed miserably and the team just looked back and forth in utter confusion. Wanda understood what went through Loki's mind when Ace said that, but Ace on the other hand had no idea of the other interpretation of whatever she told Loki.
The team looked at Wanda and seemed to be asking for answers, to which the woman just smiled and shrugged, using her fingers and act as if she was zipping her lips.
Loki just shook his head. Without warning, he teleported back to his room with the chocolate in his hand, vanishing from Ace's side.
"Goddamn, can you teleporters just warn us for once?" Tony exclaimed, shaking his head. "You're gonna give me a heart attack one day, I swear."
——
"FRIDAY?" Ace, who was currently in the library in the tower, called out for the A.I.
"Yes, miss Howlett?" Her heart tugged and a smile formed on her lips upon hearing her father's surname.
"Where's Tony?"
"He's in the labs, miss. Do you wish for me to call him?"
Ace waved her hand dismissively. "No need. I'll just go to him. Thank you, FRIDAY," she said as she immediately teleported to where Tony was.
"Jesus Christ! Can't you enter the lab like a normal person?" Tony exclaimed when Ace just appeared beside him all of a sudden.
Ace grinned mischievously. "Sorry. Can't. Not a normal person, remember?"
Tony rolled his eyes and grumbled as he returned his attention to adding a few modifications to his Iron Man suit. Before Ace could even tell the billionaire what her purpose of visiting the lab was, she was cut off by him."Ah, by the way. Do me a favour and wear that suit, Twinkle," Tony told her as he pointed at something.
Ace turned in the direction where Tony motioned and she saw that there was a one-piece suit in the colors of purple and black.
"It's a suit I designed for you. Didn't want you going out on missions in your old Mirage suit since you're part of the Avengers now," Tony explained as he pressed a button, making the glass surrounding the suit go down. "It's made out of one of my company's impermeable fabrics. It can withstand most damages. I also noticed how you're not fond of exposing too much skin so that answers the wrist-length sleeves. Oh! And how can I forget," Stark said as he picked something out from behind the suit and handed it to Ace. "Gloves."
The woman was speechless as she circled the suit, looking at it before shooting Tony a grateful smile.
"Well, what are you waiting for? Do your thing or whatever," the man said. Ace flicked her wrist and magicked the suit on her body. It fit her perfectly and she was immensely comfortable in it.
"Looks good, kid!"
"I'm older than you, you know?" she answered with knitted brows.
Tony chuckled as he went back to working on his own armour. "You can take that already and use it on missions," Tony said. "By the way, do you need anything? You won't come down here to see me if you didn't."
Ace immediately remembered the reason why she was down here. She cleared her thought and went nearer to him. "Can I return to the dimension Loki and I went to?"
Upon hearing this, Tony got slightly electrocuted by a wire in his suit when he missed because of surprise at her request.
"May I ask why?"
"I figured Charles could help me hone my powers. I know Loki and Wanda could help me that, but I think Charles can do better since he has more idea what my powers are," she explained quickly.
"I'd be fine with that, Twinkle. But what about when a mission arises and you're not here? You are aware of the unknown time differences between the dimensions, right?" Ace nodded when she remembered the six days that passed on this Earth while she and Loki only spent like an hour on the other Earth.
She was silent for a while before an idea came to mind. "How about I go there first today? I'll sit out on whatever mission first that arises during the time period I am gone. I'll go talk to Charles if he can go to this Earth instead while he trains me. I don't know what logic I'm pulling at, but if he spends longer time on this Earth, he won't lose as much time in his Earth. Maybe if he spends a day here, it will only be a second or minute that passed back at his Earth."
"Fair point," Tony agreed. "Okay. Go now. Don't spend more than an hour there. We don't want you gone for a week."
"Thanks, Tony! Gotta get going!" she said and was ready to teleport when she stopped. "Heads up. I'm teleporting," she added teasingly.
"Thanks for the warning," Tony answered sarcastically. And with that, Ace disappeared and teleported back to her room (still in the suit Tony has given her, by the way).
Her fingers fiddled the purple diamond on her neck and wondered how to use this. Charles did say to channel her telepathic abilities to the diamond, but how? With a deep breath, Ace just held that diamond necklace that was still on her neck and closed her eyes. She felt her powers flow through her veins before she made them travel to where the necklace was.
She didn't think it would work. Once she opened her eyes, she saw a portal has opened. Only this time, it was purple. Uncertain but determined, she carefully stepped inside the portal. A pit of blackness engulfed her vision once more, but she had much more control in this portal compared to the blue one she and Loki went through. As she walked in the darkness, a faint light reached her eyes, making her go nearer and finally carefully stepping through it.
"Didn't expect you to be back so soon, Aesira," Charles greeted her as soon as she stepped out of her portal. She found herself to be transported to the dining room in Charles' mansion where he was currently at. "Take a seat."
Ace complied and took a seat near Charles. "I can't stay here for long, so I was hoping you could help me with something," she stated her purpose of visiting immediately.
"Still blunt as ever," Charles chuckled. "What can I help you with?"
"I figured you could help me train my abilities since we're both mutants and you have more knowledge on the technicalities or capacities of my powers," Ace started, not giving the man time to speak. "And I was hoping you could train me back on my Earth? I'd want to train here, but I can't because of the time differences—"
"And you figured that if I were the one who went to your Earth, I wouldn't lose as much time here as you will if you aren't present there?" Charles finished, getting her point.
Ace nodded and waited for him to give an answer.
"I see why not. I don't have company much these days so I can take a few trips on your Earth."
Ace's eyes lit up. "Really? Thank you so much! When do we start?"
"Let me figure out first the approximate time difference from my Earth to yours," Charles said as he pressed a button somewhere, making a holographic screen appear in front of him.
"You spent almost an hour here the last time you visited, correct?" Ace nodded at the question. "How much time was spent on your Earth?"
"Six days," she answered.
Charles quickly did the math. "Every ten minutes on this Earth corresponds to one day back on yours," he explained. "And judging that you spent here for almost a few minutes already—"
"—a day is almost passing back home," Ace finished.
"Now that we've settled the simple math, seeing how little time I will lose back here if I trained you on your Earth, I'll accept your proposition. When do you want to start?"
"Can we start a week from now? I still have something to do."
"And by week, you mean?"
Ace cursed and computed in her head, taking into account the amount of time she spent here. "An hour from now," she answered.
Charles just shrugged. "Fine by me. You must get going now, little one. Wouldn't want your schedule to be messed up."
Ace chuckled finally, standing up and saying goodbye to Charles before opening up a portal back to her Earth.
——
The woman's absence back in the tower was immediately noticed by Loki.
"Where is she?" he asked the only person in the living room which was Stark, much to his annoyance.
Stark smirked, already knowing who the God was pertaining to, but decided to irritate him. "Who?"
"Who else would I be asking about, you daft knob?"
"Calm down, reindeer games. Your nose is turning red. Might call you Rudolf at this point," Tony chuckled as he put down his cup of coffee. "She went to visit her friend from the other dimension."
"She what?" Loki exclaimed upon hearing this. "And you did nothing to stop her? She's gone for nearly three days already!"
"Hey, your girlfriend asked nicely. I complied. Don't get your panties in twist. She did say she'll be coming back."
"She's not my girlfriend," Loki quickly said under his breath, but he found himself squirm a bit because of his statement.
"But you want her to be?" Tony teased more.
The god just growled at the man as he turned on his heel to leave the room, of course, not before turning Tony's mug of coffee into a snake. A satisfied smirk was on his lips when he heard Tony shriek because of his illusion. Served him right.
He was on his way back to his floor when he bumped into Thor.
"Brother!" Thor greeted cheerfully as the both of them entered the elevator. "Have you seen Lady Aesira? The team hasn't seen her for days and Tony seemed to be extremely calm about her absence."
Loki pressed the button to the floor where the library was. "She's back in the dimension where she came from. Stark said something about her visiting a friend. Figured it's the telepathic scientist we met."
"Her absence seems to trouble you, brother," Thor started, carefully waiting for a reaction from his brother.
Loki made a face at Thor before shaking his head. "You observed wrongly. Though I can't say I expected much from your idiocy."
"Hey," Thor bumped his shoulder with his. "You know you can't hide it from me. I've known you for a thousand years now. I can tell you've grown fond of her. The looks you give her is the same look you have whenever you are fascinated by the novels you read."
Okay. Maybe Thor was not fully an idiot. But Loki was not going to admit that. He didn't want anyone knowing he cared for them even in the tiniest bit. He was scared of someone having the power to crush him easily, that is why he refused any sign of vulnerability to slip out. He managed to do that so well, not until Ace came along. He didn't know how. He just found that one day, he became intrigued by this magical Midgardian and soon found himself enjoying her company more and more.
The change, how easily she had him wrapped around her finger—he did not like it one bit, but he could not stop himself. There was something about the woman that just naturally draws him in. He did not know if it's just her pretty face or the sweetness of her voice ringing in his ear. Or was it her scent of sweet vanilla perfume that has got him intrigued? Or maybe it was merely because she was the only one in the tower who never showed any hostility towards him.
Loki's thoughts were interrupted when the ding of the elevator resonated through the narrow walls they were enclosed in. He did not even notice that Thor was still walking beside him to the library. He was strangely silent, probably sensing that his brother was lost in deep thought.
The god of mischief pushed the library doors and as soon as they stepped inside, Loki stopped in his tracks. His feet were glued to the ground.
"I know you missed her even if it was just three days. I'll leave you two be," Thor whispered in his brother's ear as he gave him a pat on the shoulder before leaving.
As if on cue, Ace lifted her gaze to the younger prince's arrival, and immediately, a soft smile appeared on her lips which almost unknowingly made him forget to breathe.
Loki's harsh expression softened as he caught sight of her when a thought came to mind, silently thanking that he could block the woman from reading his thoughts.
Maybe it was that lovely captivating smile.
Loki felt something flutter in his stomach at the thought.
Notes:
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Next update: Tuesday, August 31, 2021
Chapter 10: I believe this is called jealousy, brother
Summary:
Ace muttered something to Loki, unknowingly leaving him flustered.
A party is thrown to celebrate Nat's birthday.
Let's also add a hint of jealousy, shall we?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Why did you go back?"
Ace was a bit surprised by Loki's words. She was expecting him to ask her where she has been or something like that. Stark probably told him already if that was his first question to her upon her return.
"Thanks for the welcome, Loki," she said sarcastically as she put the book she was reading back on the shelf. She then felt Loki's hand grab hold of her arm, which made her face him.
"You haven't answered my question," Loki huffed. "Why did you go back? Alone even."
Ace was skeptical at first if she should tell anyone what her plans were but figured she'd say to him anyway since Charles was visiting here next week.
"I asked help from Charles with training my powers," she answered.
Loki knitted his brows in confusion. "Am I not training you well enough?" There was a hint of hurt in his voice, but Ace did not notice it as Loki immediately managed to sound nonchalant.
"No, that's not it. I surely learned a lot from our training together. I just figured there are a few questions about my abilities that only Charles can help me with. I mean, I am a mutant like him," she explained to him truthfully, not wanting him to misunderstand her actions. "These powers I have, I didn't acquire them by an experiment, nor was I exposed to any radiation or learned magic. I was born with it. I have a genetic mutation. There are some things I find difficult learning when you or Wanda teach me. But with Charles, I think I can get answers. Other than he's a mutant like me, I trust him since he's a friend of my father. I hope you understand."
Loki paused for a minute, taking in every word Ace just said before looking at her again. "But will we still get to train together?"
Ace smiled playfully at this. "Of course we will. I know how much you'll miss me if I didn't train with you anymore."
"Oh please. Don't flatter yourself," Loki scoffed, letting go of her arm and putting a little distance between them. "You're just the most decent and my least hated person on this tower. Don't let it get to your head."
Ace just laughed at this and shook her head dismissively as she walked out the door, Loki's gaze following her. She stopped at the door before looking back at him. "Don't worry, Loki. You're my favourite person in this tower too."
"That's not what I—" Loki tried to correct Ace's interpretation of his words, but the woman already left the room. He shook his head as he sat down on the floor with a book in his hands. He didn't even notice the smile plastered across his lips as the words Ace muttered still lingered in his thoughts.
"Don't worry, Loki. You're my favourite person in this tower too."
——
It was still a long day, only three in the afternoon.
Ace was in the living room with Steve and Bucky, playing arm-wrestling with them.
"You're a lot stronger than you look," Steve said after being defeated by Ace four times in a row already.
"Told 'ya. Remember that story of how we met where she knocked me down with a flying punching bag?" Bucky seconded and laughed.
Ace playfully pushed his arm, soft enough to not send him flying but strong enough for him to move a bit in his seat. "I said I was sorry, okay?" she laughed as she shook her head from their teasing.
"By the way, has Tony told you about the party later?" Steve asked. When he saw the confused expression Ace made, he figured she still hasn't met Tony upon returning.
"It's Nat's birthday. Tony insisted on throwing a party for her, and you know Nat won't let the opportunity of spending much of Tony's money," Steve chuckled as he explained.
"Oh, shit—"
"Language—"
"I don't have a gift for her!" Ace exclaimed, ignoring what Steve said. "I had no idea. And I even spent the last three days in another dimension. Technically almost thirty minutes, but still!"
Bucky placed a hand on her back and gently patted it. "Don't fret about it too much, doll. Your presence is enough for Nat. You know that."
"But still," she pouted when an idea came to mind. Bucky and Steve were about to ask what she thought of when a few pieces of metal appeared on the living room table.
"Is this—" Steve started as he carefully touched the metal.
"—Vibranium? Where did you even get this?" Bucky finished and asked as he rubbed his metal arm made out of the same metal that Ace just summoned.
"I got permission from Stark when he discovered my love for weapons. He lets me craft from time to time weapons I think would help me in fighting," Ace explained as her fingers moved, carefully molding the metal in front of her.
Her powers were strong enough to mold and shape metals, but it took great concentration on her part, so there won't be any dents in whatever she makes.
It was almost about an hour, and the trio was still seated in the living room. Steve only stood up to get water and snacks for the three of them, but they still stayed in the living room. As soon as the metal began taking shape, Steve and Bucky noticed that Ace was crafting some weapon out of the Vibranium.
Ace's fingers were still at work, carefully molding each end and crevice of the weapon she was making. She made sure it was extra sharp. Once the blade was done, she conjured in her hand a handle, something she worked on and left in her room. She carefully attached the handle to the edges. As a finishing touch, she managed to engrave a black widow spider on the handle.
She held it out to the light, inspecting her work scrupulously.
"Woah. That's quite nice. Is it finished?" Steve asked, to which Ace just shook her head as an answer.
"The last one," she briefly answered before placing the baton-like weapon back on the table. She held a hand out and channeled her powers to her hand. Bucky and Steve watched as purple sparks danced at the tips of her fingers.
Ace tapped the baton, channeling her powers to the handle of the weapon to its intact blades. The weapon glowed purple for a few seconds before the glow faded.
"What did you do?" Bucky asked after getting permission to hold the baton and inspecting it.
"I enchanted it," she explained with a knowing grin on her lips. "You'll discover later what it does."
Steve and Bucky just looked at each other and shrugged. But both of them can't deny that they were excited to see what this enchanted weapon can do. Guess they had to wait for the party then.
——
"Knock knock. Hope you're dressed for my party later," Nat said as she entered the room. She smiled when she saw Ace already wearing one of the dresses she and Wanda got for her.
It was a red, off-shoulder, fitted lace bodice dress that reached just a bit below her knees. If truth be told, Ace preferred this dress more than the last dress she wore to her welcoming party. Less skin was exposed. Of course, the outfit wouldn't be complete without matching red wrist-length gloves. It was Ace, after all.
"You learn fast," Nat commended, pertaining to the makeup that Ace applied to herself. She was taught by the girls when they first helped her get ready for her welcoming party.
"Thanks, I try," Ace smiled. "Why are you here, though? Shouldn't you be at the party?"
"I was. But I wanted to drag you down there, just to make sure you are going to attend."
Ace feigned a frown but smiled afterward. "Shall we get going then? Wouldn't want the celebrant to be late at her own party," she said as she walked nearer to Nat, wearing a knowing smirk on her face.
Nat was confused about what was going on in the woman's mind, but her eyes soon widened when she realized what Ace was about to do.
"Don't you dare—"
Too late. Ace already grabbed hold of Nat's arm and teleported them to the party. As soon as they arrived, Nat almost stumbled on the ground, and Ace laughed.
"Remind me to kill you after the party," Nat mumbled as she balanced herself.
Upon hearing that, Ace flicked her wrist, purple mist playing on the tips of her fingers as she summoned a flat rectangular box. It floated in front of the two women. "Would you like me to furnish you with a weapon to aid in killing me?" she asked playfully.
Nat's eyes were full of surprise as she looked back and forth between the box and Ace. The woman just urged her to open the box. Nat carefully opened the box and saw a baton; its handle had a spider engraved on it.
She carefully took it out of the box and inspected it.
"Try pressing the button to activate it," Ace instructed.
Nat complied and was surprised to see the baton increase in length, almost as tall as her already, and not only that. Blades appeared on both ends of the baton.
"You know you didn't have to, but thank you!" Nat exclaimed as she carefully hugged Ace, making sure she was comfortable with the proximity. Ace patted Nat's back and pulled away.
"There's more," she said as she backed away. "Aim it at me, Nat. Think of me as your target and throw it at me."
"What the fuck?"
"Language!" someone shouted at the other end of the room.
Soon, the people's attention was now on Nat and Ace. The pair weren't really subtle in what they were doing, plus they were part of the Avengers, and one of them is the celebrant. Of course, the attention in the room would soon be turned to them.
"Trust me, Nat. I made that so I know what I'm doing. Just target me," she repeated once more.
Nat was hesitant, her grip tightening on the baton. She was a bit surprised when the rod shortened as she accidentally pressed the button, making it shorter. Sighing and agreeing to whatever was told, Nat just focused on aiming her blade at Ace, a few feet away from her.
With a strong force, Nat threw the weapon towards Ace. Ace, on the other hand, teleported back beside Nat. This caused the person standing behind Ace to be surprised when he saw a blade coming towards him. But to everyone's surprise, the weapon Nat threw changed direction and went back to Ace. Ace raised a force field just in time to block the blade, making it stick to her barrier. It was still moving a bit and trying its best to hit its intended target.
"Now try to not think of me as its target anymore," she instructed a fascinated Nat beside her. Soon, the dagger fell to the ground. Nat then picked it up and enveloped Ace in a hug once more.
"That weapon is enchanted. Whoever its owner's target is, it will continually try and chase it until the owner no longer thinks of that person or something as a target anymore. Use it wisely, 'kay?" Ace laughed as the both of them let go of the hug.
"Noted. Thank you so much again!"
"Just no using it on me," Tony said as he appeared beside the women before his eyes landed on Ace, looking at her with a disproving look. "Please don't tell me you used the Vibranium I allowed you to use to craft whatever that was."
Ace cheekily shrugged and acted as her lips were zipped tight. "Great. You just gave Nat more power to kill me," Tony whined playfully like a child before he was whisked away by Pepper to somewhere.
"I'm gonna go around first. You fine on your own?" Nat asked.
Ace just nodded. "Yep. Go have fun. I can manage," she answered and smiled.
Ace headed to the drink table as soon as Nat left. She got a glass of tequila for herself. She was enhanced, so a few drinks wouldn't hurt as she won't quickly get drunk.
"That's one neat weapon right there, doll," Bucky said as he stood beside Ace. The both of them were at the bar, leaning against the counter with their backs facing the crowd.
"What can I say. An excellent weapon for a skilled agent," Ace muttered as she drank the tequila.
"How's your stay at the tower so far? Seems like you're getting along well with everyone," Bucky commented.
Ace raised her brows, the corners of her lips tugging down as she nodded, agreeing to what Bucky said. She asked for another glass from the bartender. "It's nearly almost three months? Two? Not sure. But so far, I love everyone already. It just feels so new to me," she told him as the bartender handed her another glass. "I forgot how it felt like to have a family after decades of being captured and tortured. All of this just feels nice for once. Can't blame me if I am getting attached to everyone. I know I should be the first to be wary of getting attached since I know the pain of betrayal. But I just can't help it. Everyone has been so kind to me. Even Rhodey. We already get along even if he wanted me dead at first."
Bucky just stood beside her in silence, his arm finding its way to the small of her back. He watched her warily, waiting for any sign that she was uncomfortable with their proximity. Nothing. Still, he just saw on her face that she felt comfortable. So he just went and wrapped an arm around her waist, pulling Ace closer to him.
Ace didn't mind as she somehow liked the warmth Bucky emitted despite the cold feeling of his metal arm wrapped around her waist. She found herself leaning her head on Bucky's shoulder, to which the man just allowed. The both of them stood beside each other in comfortable silence. Neither gave malice to their intimate gesture, both of them knowing they were just close friends.
That is, unlike someone in the crowd who had his eyes glued on the two people alone at the bar.
"I believe this," Thor motioned the entirety of Loki as he sat stood beside his brother, "is called jealousy, brother."
Loki did not have the energy to retort and just settled with a scowl, not even noticing the smile on Thor's face. Thor stood beside his brother as his eyes followed Loki's gaze. He knew he was looking at Aesira, who was currently wrapped in the soldier's embrace.
He knew his brother has already cherished the lady's presence despite only knowing each other for nearly two or three months already. Aesira was not hard to like, and Loki was no exception to that. The God of Mischief may not admit it himself yet, but Thor knew Loki very well. Other than their mother, Frigga, only Aesira managed to make Loki smile genuinely.
Thor liked the blossoming friendship between them, her and his brother. But he preferred more how sure he was that Loki was slowly developing some feelings for the lady. If things went well, his brother would end up happy with Ace. He was silently rooting for them.
"Why don't you ask Lady Aesira to dance?" Thor suggested when he saw Bucky leave the woman's side.
Loki scoffed. "Why do you keep pushing me to her? If you want, then take the liberty of asking her to dance and leave me out of it."
Thor chugged down the Asgardian liquor he was holding. "Just ask her. Or will you wait until someone else does?" Thor said pointedly as he nudged Loki, making him aware of a man making his way towards Ace, probably in hopes of getting a dance or her number. And with that, Thor left his brother alone with an irritated expression on his face as his gaze lingered on Ace's back.
——
"Hi."
A man went beside Ace as soon as Bucky left her alone at the bar. She judgingly glanced at the man beside her as she knitted her eyebrows.
"I'm David. And you are?" the man introduced himself and held out a hand. But Ace just ignored this and continued to drink. The man named David noticed she would not accept his hand, so he retracted it, but he was still persistent.
"I mean, I know who you are. Silly me. You're the Enchantress, of course. But may I know your real name?" David kept talking to her despite Ace showing disinterest in him.
Ace just wanted this man to leave, but looking at how persistent he is, she knew he won't let her be, so she decided to go instead. What she didn't expect was the man to try and grab her hand. She immediately pulled away, but her gloves were caught in his grip.
"Can I have my glove back?" she tried to say as politely as she can.
"Ah, finally, I got to hear your sweet voice," David smiled, to which she just grimaced in return. "I'll give it back, but stay with me?"
Ace's patience was slowly running out. Seeing how she won't retrieve her glove any time sooner, she just frowned and motioned to leave when David grabbed her exposed hand. Upon skin-to-skin contact, Ace could not control it. She felt the man's emotions. The one emotion that is dominant right now is lust. She was disgusted when she read David's mind, as he was already stripping her of her clothes with just his look.
"Come on. I want to get to know you," he still insisted and not letting go.
Ace was about to flip out when she felt an arm wrap around her waist. She didn't have to look to know that it was Loki. The god made sure to grab Ace by the arm and not touch the exposed skin since he observed how uncomfortable it made the woman feel. By doing this, he removed David's grip from Ace.
"She already said no. Do you not get it, or are you just much of a simpleton to not understand?" Loki's voice was calm, but one can feel his suppressed rage upon hearing. "Return the glove to her while I'm still asking politely, and believe me when I say I seldomly ask politely. Usually, I stab people with no warning or remorse."
David was terrified at the sight of the god. With shaking hands, he handed the glove to him before scrambling off to somewhere, almost tripping on his way.
Loki sighed. He faced Ace and calmly instructed her to raise her arm as he carefully put the glove back on the exposed hand.
"Thank you, Loki," Ace told the god as she tilted her head up to smile at him. "I was this close to losing my patience already. I'm disgusted with his salacious thoughts about me."
Anger and annoyance. Ace didn't need her empathic abilities to know what Loki was feeling now as his eyes searched the crowd in hopes of catching a sight of David. It was evident on his face. Not knowing what to do, she cupped his cheek with one hand and made him look at her. Loki was not expecting the gesture, so his negative feelings dissipated and were soon replaced with the warm feeling he always felt whenever he was with the woman.
His gaze landed on her face that was close to his. Loki took advantage of the proximity and let his eyes wander all over and examine her facial features. He noticed that Ace applied a fair amount of makeup which enhanced her already naturally beautiful features. Ace's eyelashes were not that long, but they seemed to be longer at the moment. Loki figured this was what Midgardians called false lashes.
He also noticed how pink her face was. She was wearing blush, but Loki saw the shade on her cheeks was getting darker, hinting that she was already blushing. Finally, Loki's gaze landed on her moving lips. It seemed as she was telling him something, but he was too distracted by how beautiful, plump, and rosy her lips were. They looked so inviting.
"Loki!" The god was snapped out of his daze when Ace increased the volume of her voice after noticing that he was not paying attention.
"Pardon me. I was... thinking of something," Loki said, closing his eyes as he shook his head. "What is it again?"
Ace rolled her eyes, annoyed to discover that the god was not listening to her the whole time she was talking. "Never mind," she sighed when a slow song played. An idea came to mind when she looked at Loki once again. "Wanna dance?"
"The pleasure is mine. I would have asked you either way," he smiled as he held out a hand. Ace took it in her gloved one and let Loki guide her towards the dance floor.
Loki guided her hands, allowing them to rest on his shoulders, as he let his own rest on Ace's waist. Soon, the two of them were swaying to the slow and gentle beat of the music. The both of them did not know what to say or tell the other, so Ace just settled on smiling at him. This warmed Loki's heart, and unknowingly, a smile was also plastered on his lips.
"I have to say. You look quite ravishing as always, darling," he cheekily commented, making Ace roll her eyes and look away. She tried her best to not feel something in her stomach flutter. This was a foreign feeling. She did not quite know if she likes it or not.
"Thank you. You don't look bad yourself, your highness," Ace retorted as she wiggled her eyebrows. "You are unquestionably the most handsome man here tonight."
"Was I not always, and I quote, unquestionably the most handsome man ever?"
"Get back to me tomorrow. Maybe the alcohol is taking effect," Ace teased.
Loki gave her an annoyed looked, but the both of them knew that it was not true, and they were only playing around.
It didn't take long when the song ended, but another slow song followed directly after it. Ace was expecting Loki to take her back to a table or something or even just leave. But she was surprised when the god just pulled her closer to his body as he wrapped his arm around her waist. This caused her to also lock her arms around his neck.
Ace did not immediately process what was happening as the both of them continued swaying to the slow music being played. To anyone who saw them, they were already basically hugging. The space between them vanished.
Loki leaned his head against hers, enjoying how good her body felt close to his. He decided he wouldn't mind tonight. He would allow himself to freely enjoy her presence, to unleash whatever fluttering feeling he was suppressing in his stomach.
"What's the deal with the two magicians?" a drunk Tony asked Pepper, who was sitting comfortably beside him on the couch. "Like, do they not notice that almost every eye in this room is already on them?"
"Shut it, Tony," Pepper shushed him and pulled him back on the couch. "Let them be."
Tony whined. "But they're getting the attention! I'm Tony freaking Stark. People should look at me!"
Pepper just rolled her eyes as she pulled her man to stand. She decided it was best to escort him back to his room, considering his drunken state. Besides, she didn't want Tony to ruin the moment between the two on the dance floor.
As she looked around, she confirmed that most of the people's attention in this room was on the god, and the woman wrapped around the said god's embrace. In the corner, she even saw Thor silently throwing a fist and rooting for his brother.
On the other hand, on the other end of the room, an exchange of currencies was taking place between Natasha and Wanda against Sam and Bruce. The two women bet that Loki would ask Ace on a dance, whereas the two men betted otherwise. Their jaws almost dropped when they saw Loki guide Ace to the dance floor, much more when the god in question was the one who initiated the intimate embrace. They did not expect Loki to be so... open to his feelings.
"Answer me truthfully. Is there something going on between them?" Bruce asked, referring to Loki and Ace.
Natasha and Wanda looked at each other before shrugging.
"Dunno. Not yet, I guess. But surely, they're feeling something," Nat answered.
"Can't you like, read their minds?" Sam turned to Wanda and asked, to which the woman just shrugged once again and shook her head.
"Their both telepaths. They can easily block my powers from entering their minds," she answered.
The four of them just continued to watch the pair on the dance floor, still not leaving even when a new song played. They may not be telepaths and get to read Loki and Ace's thoughts, but one thing was for sure upon observing.
Clearly, the two of them were slowly developing a foreign feeling for one another. They were just not aware yet.
Notes:
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Next update: Friday (Sept. 3, 2021)
Chapter 11: Least Hated Midgardian
Summary:
Aesira decided to spend some time with Peter while Loki was off to Asgard along with Thor for some royal duties.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It was still early in the morning, with only a few minutes left before the clock struck eight.
Ace was already up. Usually, people would find her joined by Loki in the library at these hours as they busied themselves in the numerous novels, surrounded by the comfortable silence between the two. But it was different today since Loki was summoned back on Asgard along with Thor for some royal, princely duties, as Ace liked to call it.
That is why she found herself in the small garden Tony had put up for her upon her request. She was watering her plants as she remembered the times during her childhood where she and her father would play in the garden all day. Her mind often seldom wondered where he was now or if he was alive. She was hoping she could see him soon as she missed him dearly. But she knew she had to wait since Charles had informed her that her father was dealing with something rather important.
After watering her plants, she found herself floating above the ground before sitting on the balcony's railings. She didn't know what floor she was on but was sure she was high enough to see almost everything in the city below her. She was not scared since she could just float back or teleport somewhere in case she fell.
Eyes trailing down, she watched the busy city intently below. Her thoughts were all over the place even though the barrier surrounding her mind was still up. Her mind went back to the final assessment with Fury at SHIELD headquarters. She could no longer remember much of Fury's tasks, but she could not forget her last encounter with the man.
(Flashback)
"One last question," Fury told her. Ace was sweating and just nodded, ready to comply with whatever the director required her to do. She underwent many assessments, not only physical but mental examinations as well. As much as she did not like it, she went into a simulation to be tortured for information. They needed to make sure she would not break and divulge any info if she will ever be part of the world's mightiest heroes. She was already used to the torture and just numbed it, helping her pass that assessment.
"Bring it on," she replied to Fury.
"Are you ready to be part of the Avengers?"
Ace's brows furrowed at the question. Was this it? Or is Fury just messing with her? She was not allowed to read Fury's mind as much as she was tempted to, but she could see the seriousness on his face, which made her think carefully of her answer.
It was a simple yes or no. The answer was supposed to be an obvious yes, but Ace's mind decided to take another route that could have possibly risked her chance in joining the team.
"No," she simply answered as she leaned back on the chair, bringing her arms in front of her chest, crossing her legs. Fury raised a brow, not expecting the answer. Usually, the few ones who trained in hopes of getting a shot at joining the Avengers answered with an immediate yes. He was intrigued why Ace said otherwise.
"Why? If no, then why go all the trouble of training?"
Ace uncrossed her legs and sat up properly, looking at Fury eye to eye. "Director, do you remember what you told me when our first heart-to-heart talk happened?"
Fury was confused at first, wondering the correlation of what she was saying to the question he asked.
"If I may?" Ace gestured her mind, asking permission to use her telepathy. Fury was hesitant but decided to nod since it seemed that she already had an answer.
Ace immediately brought the memory to the front of Fury's mind.
"You're strange, seeing as you allowed me, an ex-Mirage assassin, to train and have a chance in joining the Avengers," Ace commented as she sat face to face with Fury.
"We all had a fair share of misdeeds. It's up to you if you want redemption or not," Fury shrugged.
"Is that all, director?"
"Yes, you may go," Fury answered.
Ace stood up and got to the door, with her hand already on the doorknob when Fury spoke again.
"I am looking forward to what you can do. You would be a great addition to the team that keeps Earth safe should you pass. Your capabilities are far useful in keeping Earth safe."
"May I ask why you showed that to me?" Fury asked once Ace got out of his mind.
Ace simply smiled. "I will be part of the team that keeps Earth safe. If the Avengers are that kind of team that protects Earth, then yes, I will be part of them. If they fuck up, I won't partake in whatever they do but will continue protecting the civilians," she explained. "If it makes you less wary, I will still work for SHIELD if something ever happens. You don't have to worry about me going bad."
(End of flashback)
Ace was brought out from the depth of her thoughts when she sensed someone entering the balcony. She turned her head and saw that it was only Peter.
"Hey, Peter," she greeted. "How may I help you?"
"Oh. I just thought I could sling out of the balcony here. Didn't even know you were here. Umm, I could leave if you want. You know I could just find another balcony to jump off—"
Ace grinned at the young boy's rambling and motioned him that it was safe to go near her. "I don't mind your company. Besides, I think I owe you an apology that is two months late. I hope I didn't hurt you the first time we met," she said.
"Don't worry about that, Ms. Enchantress—Ms. Howlett—I'm sorry. I heard FRIDAY call you that—" Peter continued rambling, which just amused Ace.
"You can just call me Ace or Aesira, you know."
"Okay, Ms. Aesira."
"Peter, you can drop the formalities."
"Sorry, Ms. Ace—shoot! I mean, uh."
Ace could no longer contain her laugh. Peter's rambling and mannerisms entertained her. She liked the presence of this young superhero, being reminded of her childhood. Still sitting on the railing, Ace looked down below the city before turning her attention to Peter.
"Care to show me around the city, Parker?" she asked. "I'm bored as hell in this tower, and I feel like roaming the streets."
Ace noticed Peter's eyes light up, clearly excited.
"Holy shit. I'm going to spend time with an official Avenger!"
The woman smiled at Peter's thought but never said anything. She didn't want him to know that she accidentally heard his thoughts. Out of all the people in this tower, she had difficulty blocking out Peter's thoughts from her mind. This boy rambles in his brain as much as he does in real life.
"Are you hungry? We could drop by a nearby cafe if you'd like, Ms. Ace," Peter suggested.
"Well, shall we get going, Spiderman?" she said as she maneuvered her body, so she was now standing on the railing.
"I'm not sure I should—we might attract too much attention if I was also in my Spiderman suit. And it won't help because you're quite popular already—"
"Okay, okay. How about this. Jump off this building with me?" When she saw a flash of uneasiness on Peter's face, she added, "Trust me."
Peter hesitated for a second before climbing beside her on the rail. Ace held Peter by the wrist, and with that, she leaned forward, causing her to fall and tugging Peter with him. Peter was not really scared since he was used to this. What he wasn't used to was the portal opening below them. The both of them fell through, and they found themselves in Central Park in a split second.
"That felt like a roller coaster ride!" Peter exclaimed excitedly as he faced Ace. "We should do that again sometime!"
Ace just chuckled before telling the boy to lead her to wherever he wanted to go.
——
"How long are we supposed to stay here?" Loki muttered under his breath.
Although astonished at his brother's question, a slightly smug smile grace Thor's lips. "I thought you loved Asgard, brother? Have you grown fond of Midgard already?"
At this point, Loki just decided it was better to ignore Thor. He was not in the mood for teasing. He thought it would be better to just not say anything. Loki promised their Mother, Frigga, that he would do his best to not stab Thor anymore. He didn't want to break that promise to her. Thor was indeed testing his patience. The oaf was getting on his nerves and kept insisting and rambling nonsense about how he has already grown fond of Midgard.
He was not fond of Midgard nor staying in the said realm, per se. Maybe he was fond of a certain Midgardian that lived in Midgard. But of course, he wouldn't say that out loud, or else Thor would continue teasing him, and he was already feeling a bit stabby.
Oh, if only his least hated Midgardian were accompanying him right now here on Asgard, he probably might feel better. He would even gladly tour her around the castle, especially in the royal library, seeing how both of them shared the same love for books.
"Who shares your love for books, my son?"
Loki almost jumped in surprise when his mother appeared, walking with him side by side in the palace halls. He didn't even notice that Thor already left him, probably to spar with either Sif or one of the Warriors Three. He was too engrossed thinking of his least hated Midgardian that he didn't even manage to block his mother out from reading his thoughts.
"Nobody, mother," Loki answered and attempted to shift the subject. "What brings you here in the halls? I thought you were with Odin."
"I was, but I heard some thoughts in the air," Frigga answered as she glanced at her son. "When I figured those thoughts were yours, I found it unusual as you always had blocked your thoughts out from everyone, including me."
Loki remained quiet. He was thinking of a way to change the discussion, but this was Frigga. She sensed and knew of things, and it was difficult to hide something from her. He knew his mother won't let it go, so he just sighed in defeat.
"You probably already heard what I was thinking. Why bother asking?" Loki answered.
"I wanted to hear it from you. I sense you have a lot of stories from Midgard to share?" Frigga smiled as she leads her son to sit on one of the benches in the garden. "Now, I will ask again. Who shares your love for books, my son?"
"A Midgardian I met, Mother," Loki sighed defeatedly as he began telling his mother about a particular woman he grew fond of. "She's not your typical Midgardian, though."
"And does this Midgardian have a name?"
"Her name," Loki paused as he looked at his mother, who had a soft smile, clearly eager to listen to his stories. "Her name is Aesira. Although she prefers to be called Ace. She is also part of Thor's friends' team. She is human, but she is not your typical Midgardian," Loki found himself slowly getting lost in telling his mother all about Ace.
"She's quite peculiar, a mortal with a prolonged lifespan and possesses a great number of powers. She came from another Earth in another dimension, and according to her, she is a mutant."
Frigga smiled as she watched her son continue in telling her stories about a lady named Aesira. He might not have noticed it, but Loki was already telling his mother so much about his least hated Midgardian. Frigga could sense the fondness in her son's voice as he continued. It has been a while since she saw Loki so carefree in talking about someone else, as well as showing emotions. And whoever Aesira was, Frigga took note in her mind to thank her for slowly bringing her son out of the shell that he has trapped himself in.
"You should see her powers, mother. She can also cast illusions like me. But the power of hers I like the most is her telepathy. We can communicate in our minds without others knowing and have a private conversation without others listening. You should meet her someday. She gives the warmest embraces, and I am certain that you will enjoy it as much as I—"
Loki stopped. He noticed the wide grin on Frigga's face. That's when he realized that he already got lost in talking about Ace. He even accidentally told his mother how he enjoyed being enveloped in Ace's embrace. At that thought, his ears started turning into a light shade of pink.
"Continue, my son. Why did you stop?" Frigga asked. "I enjoy hearing you talking about this Midgardian named Aesira."
"That's all, Mother. I—I should stop there," Loki muttered under his breath as he tried to steady the fast beating of his heart.
Frigga lifted her arm, letting her hand gently hold Loki's cheek, to which the God just leaned into his mother's warm palm.
"I can see that she makes you quite happy. You enjoy your stay on Midgard because of her. That is why you want to go back already, am I correct?" she asked knowingly. "You're developing feelings for her, my son."
"I'm not," Loki immediately corrected as he shied away from Frigga's hand, his head turning in the opposite direction.
"Oh, Loki. Why are you restraining yourself from feeling such emotions?"
"I... I'm not allowed to feel such things, especially happiness."
Frigga smiled. "So you admit that she makes you happy."
"That's not—" Loki just huffed and figured he won't just say anything at all.
"You are allowed to feel anything you want, Loki. Especially happiness. You are deserving of it, so do not restrict yourself from feeling so," Frigga said gently. "You're always so perceptive of everyone but yourself."
Loki exhaled deeply, thinking about his mother's words.
"I miss seeing you casting spells, dear," Frigga said, which made Loki look back at her. "Why don't you show me your illusions? Perhaps you can begin with showing me your lady's appearance?"
"She's not my—" Loki stopped and just shook his head before carrying on with his mother's wish.
Unbeknownst to him, Frigga noticed a smile of adoration on her son's face as he observed the illusion of his lady that he cast.
——
"So this is your school? Why are there students? Isn't it a Saturday?" Ace looked at Peter as they stood in front of a building.
"Yup," Peter answered. "Only a few are here. The ones here are part of a club and are probably having a club meeting."
"Do you have a club to attend to?"
"Nope. But I do have something to pick up from my locker. Do you want to walk around first?"
"I'd like that. And if you need me, just call me in your mind. I'll hear you, okay?"
Peter nodded as he entered the building.
Ace was left outside and figured she would just wait there for Peter. She did not want to get lost, plus, she wanted to be here when Peter comes back so the young lad won't have to look for her anymore.
Peter didn't take long, much to her surprise. But she was skeptical of him when he arrived beside her and insisting to just go somewhere else. He looked irritated despite the smile he gave her. She was tempted to read his thoughts but decided against them in the end. She didn't want to upset him if he discovered her intrusion.
"Do you want to meet Aunt May?" Peter asked Ace as they got ice cream from a nearby ice cream parlour.
"Sure. Why not? I'd love to meet the woman who managed to raise such a handsome young gentleman as yourself," Ace complimented the young man with a smile.
Peter just blushed because of what she said as he continued to ramble a few thank yous for finding him handsome and a gentleman.
It didn't take long for them to arrive at the apartment. As soon as May opened the door, she was surprised to see Peter accompanying the newest Avenger. May knew who Ace was because of the news, as well as from Peter's stories. She knew how kind this woman was towards her nephew ever since they meet—excluding their first-ever encounter, of course.
"It's an honour to have you here, Enchantress," May started before turning to Peter. "You might wanna warn—"
Before May could even finish her sentence, a loud thud could be heard from behind her. May looked back as both Peter and Ace looked over her shoulder to see what made the noise.
Standing a few inches behind May was none other than Peter's best friend, Ned. He came to visit, but since Peter was still out, he just opted to wait. Clearly not expecting his best friend to bring one of the Avengers to the apartment.
"You're the Enchantress!" Ned exclaimed as he pointed at Ace. "I'm such a big fan! Ever since Stark introduced you to the world, I began collecting your merch along with the others."
"Ned!" Peter tried calming down his friend. May chuckled before leaving the two teenagers in Ace's care.
"Can I have an autograph?" Ned asked despite Peter's protests. The trio found themselves sitting on the sofa as they chatted away.
Ace laughed and appreciated Ned's fondness for her. Looks like she was already growing quite a fanbase of her own on this Earth.
"Sure. Ned, right?" she asked and almost covered her ears when Ned half-squealed. "Where do you want me to sign?"
Peter facepalmed as he watched his friend pick up the backpack that he dropped out of surprise. He unzipped it and reached into it, then pulling out a tumbler. An Enchantress-designed Tumblr. There was a cartoon version of her on the tumbler.
"Can you sign here? I'm sorry. I think I'm annoying you already—"
"You think?"
"Hush now, Peter," Ace patted Peter on his shoulder, indicating that it was okay before getting the tumbler from Ned's hands. She carefully signed her signature on the tumbler. Once she was done, she gave it back to Ned.
"Is that okay?" she asked, making sure she did the autograph part correctly since she was not used to doing it so often. Who can blame her, though? She spent decades working for Mirage, so it's understandable when she could not understand some things.
"It's more than okay! Flash is gonna flip when he sees this!" Ned exclaimed, only to be shushed by Peter, having a hand cover his mouth.
"Who's Flash?" Ace asked.
"Nobody! He's nobody!" Peter answered in a high-pitched voice.
"He bullies Peter at school," Ned informed her.
"Ned!"
"Why does he bully Peter?" Ace asked Ned first as she knitted her brows before turning to Peter. "And why do you let this Flash boy bully you? You have super strength. Why not use it on him?"
"First of all," Peter said before anyone could say anything, then pointed at Ace. "Ms. Ace, with all due respect, you need parenting 101." Ace tilted her head in confusion. "Second of all, I just don't want to get suspended for hurting him or something."
"I'll get back to you with the definition of parenting 101," Ace told him.
"Will you be at the tower on Monday?" Ned asked her.
Ace nodded. "Yeah. Why? We don't have a mission as far as I am aware, so we will be just around the tower that day."
"Ned," Peter said warningly, but Ned ignored him.
"Our class will be touring the tower on Monday," Ned informed her.
"By class, is that Flash included?" Ace asked skeptically, ideas starting to form in her mind.
"Yeah. He will," Ned answered.
"Ms. Ace, whatever you are thinking, don't do it," Peter pleaded.
"So if I'm thinking of not killing him, by your plea, I should kill him?" she teased.
Peter's eyes widened, and he profusely shook his head. "I give up," he said, flailing his arms up as he allowed himself to fall back on the sofa. "Just—Just don't embarrass me on Monday, or I'm done for," he finished.
Ace just gave Peter a knowing smile.
"Don't worry, Peter. Embarrassing you is the last thing on my list," she said before turning to Ned and giving him a knowing wink.
Notes:
Next update: Sept. 7, 2021 (Tuesday)
Chapter 12: A Bit of Mischief
Summary:
Loki returns from Asgard to see a sleeping Ace on the couch, and oh. A bit of mischief with the god of mischief himself leaves the Avengers both curious and terrified.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Make sure to come to visit soon, even if you don't have duties," Frigga reminded her sons for the nth time that day.
The three of them were at the Bifrost, and Frigga was just off to see her sons return to Midgard.
"Behave and take care of your brother, okay?" Frigga instructed as she hugged Thor before turning to Loki.
"Take care of her, okay? I see that she is good for you," Frigga told Loki.
"Oh! Mother knows who Lady Aesira is?" Thor boomed. "You've been telling mother stories about your lady?"
Loki snapped back at him as he let go of his mother's hug. "She's not my lady."
"But you want her to be?"
Frigga just chuckled at the two. Despite being more than a thousand years old already, Thor and Loki still had the habit of bickering like children, but Frigga didn't mind. She knew it was some weird type of bonding her sons had, so she no longer questioned it.
Frigga pulled Loki back and made him face her. "I'm serious, Loki. Remember what I told you. You deserve happiness too, my son."
Loki just sighed. "I will remember, mother."
"Good. Now be on your way, and don't make Lady Aesira wait."
A couple more goodbyes were exchanged before Thor and Loki finally went on the Bifrost to travel back to Earth. Frigga, on the other hand, neared Heimdall.
"Watch them for me, including Loki's lady," Frigga instructed.
"Will do, your highness," Heimdall replied.
——
"For someone who hates Midgard, you sure are eager to get back, brother," Thor teased as soon as they landed on the roof of the Avengers Tower.
"Have you ever heard of character development?" Loki sneered as he marched off the roof in an attempt to get away from Thor's teasing.
"What do you mean by that?" Thor asked as he quickly followed behind Loki, who just entered the elevator.
Much to Loki's dismay, Thor got in as well and still questioned him.
"What did you mean? With what you said?" Thor still asked as he kept nudging Loki by the shoulder.
Loki tried to block out Thor's voice from his ears. The god of thunder was really testing his patience even back on Asgard with his never-ending teasing. Might as well name Thor the god of annoyance since he excelled in annoying him.
It didn't take long when the elevator soon arrived on the floor where Loki's room was at. Before he exited the elevator, he put an arm out in front of Thor to stop him if ever he had plans in annoying him more by going to his room.
"Don't even think of anything. I want to rest," Loki grumbled. "So if I were you, I'd run along now to somewhere because I do not want to be disturbed."
"Not even by your lady?" Thor said smugly as he pointed at something outside the elevator.
From where they were, they had a perfect view of the living room on that floor. Loki's gaze immediately followed where Thor was pointing to. There, asleep on the couch, he saw his least hated Midgardian.
"I heard from Heimdall that she was asleep on the couch during the days we were gone," Thor said as he pushed Loki out the elevator. "If I am correct, she is probably waiting for your return, brother."
And with that, the elevator doors closed.
Loki carefully walked towards Ace, who was snuggled up on the couch. The air conditioner in the room was low, which explains why the woman was wrapped up in several layers of blankets. Upon reaching her, Loki found himself kneeling beside the couch and sitting on the floor as his eyes scanned the asleep figure. He won't deny that he sorely missed the presence of Ace and how he was glad to finally be home.
Huh.
Home. It wasn't a word he would usually use to describe Midgard, but he found himself thinking of it anyway.
There were a few strands of hair that fell on Ace's face, so Loki found himself carefully brushing her hair to the side, completely getting a clearer view of her face. She looked so peaceful sleeping there. Loki himself was tired. Aside from the duties he had on Asgard, traveling via Bifrost was also tiresome at some point. He noticed Ace's gloved hand sticking out of the blanket, and he gave in to his urge and held it. He found himself sighing contentedly as he squeezed her hand, allowing his head to fall on his other arm that rested on the couch, falling fast asleep.
Just minutes after the god fell asleep, Natasha arrived on the floor and exited the elevator.
"Hey, Ace—" Nat stopped in her tracks when she saw the scene in front of her.
Her brows furrowed in confusion, but when she walked nearer to the couch, her expression changed into a delighted one. She secretly got her phone out of her pocket and snapped a quick picture of the sorcerer and sorceress all cozy on the couch.
Nat contemplated waking Loki since he was sitting on the floor but figured just to let them be. She saw how tired Loki looked, and it was evident that Ace was not getting enough sleep. Even if the woman didn't tell her, she knew Ace was uneasy and waiting for Loki's return. Nat wasn't jealous to see how close the god and her friend were becoming as days pass.
In fact, she was pushing the two of them together more. She thought that both of them would do good for each other.
Not wanting to wake them up, she left the room without making any noise.
——
An hour or two had already passed when Ace stirred. She wanted to stretch out her body but felt something wrapped around her hand, preventing her from doing so. Ace slowly squinted, waking herself up. The sleepiness she was still feeling from waking up almost instantly vanished when Loki's sleeping face greeted her upon opening her eyes.
When has he come home? She wondered before noticing her and Loki's joined hands. Upon seeing it, she smiled and squeezed Loki's hand a bit. She found herself staring at Loki peacefully sleeping on the floor and found how uncomfortable this position was.
An idea struck, and she immediately but carefully teleported her and Loki in her room, lying on her bed. She gently fixed Loki's sleeping position, managing to let go of his hand without waking him. When she was contented with how Loki slept, she just sat down beside him with her back on the headboard, not too close but also not too far. She turned sideways to get a good look at his sleeping form.
She noticed how tired he looked. There were already bags forming under his eyes. How long was he and Thor on Asgard? She faintly remembered something about Thor mentioning the slight time difference between the two realms.
"Oh dear," she found herself muttering when she saw Loki frown and slightly flinch in his sleep. She figured he must be having a bad dream, but it was not as intense yet. Not wanting him to wake yet so he could get sleep, she inched a bit further near him and placed her gloved hand above his forehead.
She was not going to read his mind, but she can at least try and replace the memory he had with a memory of her own. This way, she won't see what he was dreaming, but instead just pushing that dream at the back of his mind and replacing it with a far more pleasant memory.
Her hand glowed purple as she did her magic, allowing the memory of her and Loki's slow dancing to linger in his dreams. The crease the god had on his brow now disappeared. A peaceful expression overtook his face as he slept. Ace kept her hand still above his forehead, allowing the memory to engrave itself first at the front of his mind so the horrible dream won't return any sooner.
Once she was finished, she couldn't contain herself and ran her fingers through his hair. She always wondered how soft it was and was not disappointed. Loki's hair was indeed smooth. What was she expecting? He is a prince, after all. Indeed, whatever he used on his hair was fit for a royal like himself.
As she was stroking his hair, Ace almost yelped when Loki's arm wrapped around her lower torso and pulling her closer to him. She was astonished. Not knowing what to do, she just let her hand rest on Loki's back while her other hand continued to stroke his hair.
She did not know how to get out of his tight embrace without waking him up, so she just sat there. She felt strange when her heart increased its pace. Something warm was also spreading in her body as she felt something flutter in her stomach. Ace considered going to Bruce and having her vitals checked because she was unsure if whatever she was feeling was normal.
She could almost feel the warmth spreading inside her reach her face when she felt Loki bury his face on her stomach. She contemplated if she should just wake the god, but he looked so peaceful sleeping like that. She sighed and just figured to come up with an explanation of their current position once he woke up. If he didn't believe her, she can just immediately show him her memories so he would believe her.
Ace won't be able to come up with an explanation anymore since a few seconds later, Loki slowly woke up. He knitted his brows when he saw the surroundings. He was sure he slept on the floor by the sofa, so why was he on a bed? He noticed he also had an arm wrapped around someone, so his eyes immediately shot up and saw that he was embracing none other than Ace.
"Hey, Loki," she greeted him with a smile, still stroking his hair.
Loki found the feel of her hands rather relaxing and almost fell back to sleep. But the realization came soon that he was hugging Ace. He sat up faster than Thor could even summon Mjolnir.
"I...How did I get here?" he asked her first.
"I teleported us to my room since I saw that you were uncomfortable back in the living room," she explained as Loki sat properly beside her, creating a bit of distance. "As for the position you witnessed upon waking up, you pulled me towards you. If you don't believe me, I can show you my memories."
Loki shook his head. "No need. I believe you," he whispered in a volume he knew she could still hear. "I must have thought you were my mother. Both of you feel..."
His voice trailed off.
Safe, he was about to say, but somehow the word got stuck at the tip of his tongue.
"How was Asgard?" Ace tried to divert the topic. "Are you hungry? It's already five in the afternoon, and we're having dinner in two hours, but if you want, I can cook something for you."
Loki looked up and saw Ace's caring gaze directed to him that he can't help smile. "I'd love that."
——
Loki was sitting on one of the chairs by the kitchen counter as he watched Ace prepare something for him. It was not much. Just a simple sandwich, but he didn't care much about what he'll eat. He just found himself admiring the woman as she worked her way through the kitchen cabinets in search of the ingredients she'll use to make the said sandwich.
"Before I almost forget," Ace started as she fried spam on the pan. "Peter's class will have a tour in the tower tomorrow."
"Spiderling's class? What of it?" Loki inquired as he sensed that the woman was surely planning something tomorrow that involved Peter's class.
Ace flicked her wrist and cast an illusion around them, an illusion that replayed her memory of her time in Peter's apartment when she had a talk with Ned.
Loki already somehow grasped the gist of what Ace planned for tomorrow during Peter's tour after watching the illusions disappear.
"I'm guessing you want to intimidate this Flash kid so he will stop bullying the Spiderling?" Loki asked, and he was right. Ace nodded as she started to carefully make the sandwich already.
"Yup. I don't want kids bullying Peter. He's a sweet kid, and I'll teach a lesson to whoever tries anything bad with him."
The corners of Loki's lips tugged up in a small smile. "You're clearly fond of the boy, aren't you?"
"Yes," Ace answered as she pushed the finished sandwich towards Loki. "I... didn't have any siblings. Not that I know of. I was alone when I was young, and seeing Peter... I just can't help feeling protective of him. He is already like a younger brother to me, or perhaps a son I never had, if I ever will have one."
Loki hummed in agreement as he took a bite of the sandwich. "I understand. Why don't we devise a plan later after I finish eating?"
"Deal," Ace answered with a grin.
"What plan?" Steve's head popped through the kitchen doors before entering. "What are you two planning?"
"Oh, nothing bad, Steve. Don't worry," Ace grinned mischievously.
Steve shook his head and sighed as he poured himself a glass of water. "I hope whatever you two have in mind won't destroy anything."
"Can't promise anything, Steveroo. After all," Ace hummed happily yet mischievously. "I solemnly swear that I am up to no good."
"I hope I'm not present when whatever plan you two have takes place," Steve said as he walked towards the door.
Loki grinned knowingly at Ace, who returned his smile with a smirk.
"Don't worry, Rogers," he called out loud enough for Steve to hear. "Her mischief will be managed very well... by the god of mischief himself."
——
"Does anybody know what those two are up to?" Steve asked once he entered the living room where most of the Avengers—Tony, Bruce, and Nat—are.
"Who?" Bruce asked.
"Ace and Loki."
"What do you mean? What made you think they're up to something?" Nat asked.
"I walked into the kitchen and heard them talking about a plan of some sort," Steve answered. "Should we stop whatever it is?"
Tony waved his hand dismissively as he drank a glass of what seemed like Whiskey. "Let the children be. To be honest, I want to know what they're up to," Tony shared his thoughts. "Can't wait for whatever mischief they're planning."
"I don't know if that's a good thing that they are bonding or a bad thing since it involves some mischief," Nat muttered to herself.
"By the way, Peter's class will tour the tower tomorrow, and he asked me to tell you guys not to do anything to embarrass or expose him," Tony said.
"We don't have to do anything. That kid will surely be the one to embarrass or expose himself," Banner commented as he stood up, ready to leave the room. "If anything, we should be looking out for the kid."
"What time will the tour start?" Nat asked as she continued to sharpen the blades on the weapon that Ace gave her for her birthday.
"9 am."
"Guys."
Their attention was turned to Wanda, who just entered the room.
"What is it, Wanda?" Steve asked.
"Who is this Flash Thompson? Because I overheard Loki and Aesira talking something about him and Peter," Wanda said with a concerned look on her face.
Not knowing the name, Tony called for his A.I. "FRIDAY, can you search who this Flash Thompson is?"
"He is a student in Peter's class, sir. According to what Ms. Ace has told me, he is bullying Peter," the A.I. answered.
The team looked at each other. As if immediately understanding, what each other was thinking, they nodded. Now, they had an idea what Loki and Ace could possibly be planning, and much to their surprise, they aren't against it.
Little did each of them know that they were planning a separate way to intimidate Peter's bully, as well as help him impress his classmates and increase his morale.
Oh boy. Whoever Peter's bully is will surely get a taste of his own medicine, much worse even. I mean, let's be honest. The last thing you want to be is the Avenger's enemy.
Flash Thompson surely will get a surprise from the Avengers themselves, but unfortunately, not a pleasant one.
Notes:
Next update: Sept. 10, 2021 (Friday)
Chapter 13: Avengers Tower Tour
Summary:
Peter's class tours the Avengers Tower. Everything was completely normal. Nothing extremely out of the ordinary. What could possibly go wrong, right?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Now remember to be on your best behaviour, everyone," the adviser of Peter's class reminded them.
They were on a bus ride and already near the Avengers Tower. Peter was significantly getting wary the nearer they got to the tower. His hands were on his lap, fiddling his fingers nervously.
"Miss, will the Avengers be there?" a classmate of his asked.
"I am not quite sure. Let's hope, but whether or not they'll be present, I still expect you all to behave," the teacher answered. "It was kind enough of Mr. Stark to allow us in the tower, so we wouldn't want to do something to upset him."
"Why don't we ask Peter if he knows if the Avengers are at the tower? After all, he did say he has an internship there," Flash shouted mockingly. "Oh, wait. That ain't true, I forgot."
"They'll be there," Peter mumbled loud enough for only Ned to hear.
His best friend scooted closer and whispered. "Why don't you just stand up to him, dude?"
Peter just sighed and shook his head. He leaned on the window and proceeded to insert his earphones in his ear, giving Ned the silent message that he didn't want to be disturbed. Peter just hoped nothing embarrassing would happen at the tower that would risk his superhero identity getting leaked. Although he remembered Ace promising him to mask all his Spiderman traces in the building. He trusted her, which eased him a bit. But the uneasiness came back to him when the tower came into view.
"I hope the Enchantress is here," Peter heard Flash say in a flirty manner.
"You do know she's decades older than you." Peter didn't mean to say that out loud. He only meant to say it in his mind. But it was too late now since Flash was giving him the stink eye.
"Shut it, Parker. Nobody wants to hear anything from you," Flash said through gritted teeth. "Besides, older ladies are hot. Out of all people here, I will be the one who she'll most likely notice."
Flash wasn't entirely wrong. Ace would definitely notice him, just only for different reasons.
It did not take long when the whole class was cleared to enter the tower after inspection. Once they were gathered, Wanda walked in with Vision and headed towards the class. A few noticed her presence immediately and began whispering to each other. Peter looked at Wanda and was relieved to see that she made no gesture of recognition towards him. That was until he saw a playful smirk on her lips and the subtle wink she sent his way.
Peter didn't know if he should feel nervous or not at that action.
"Good morning, everyone. I'm Wanda, this is Vision," she introduced herself in such a gentle manner that every student in Peter's class immediately swooned. "Vision and I will show you around for the first few floors. After that, someone else will continue showing you around since Vision and I have somewhere else to be by that time. Now, come along, children."
Wanda was a complete natural with children—teenagers instead—as she led them to the different rooms in the tower, floor by floor. Vision mainly was quiet as he walked—more like floated—beside Wanda. The woman was the one who did most of the talking, answering the students' questions with genuine enthusiasm.
"This is one of the few training rooms in this tower. The others are a few floors up while one is in the basement," Wanda said as she pushed the doors to the training room open, allowing the teens to observe the different types of equipment scattered on the floor. "We have different training rooms, so we won't crowd one if we all decide to train together. Loki, Ace, and I usually train in this room given our similar abilities, and it's nearer to our respective rooms."
"Can we see your magic, Ms. Wanda?" a girl asked bravely.
Wanda smiled at that. "Of course, sweetie," she said and started moving her fingers, picking the girl up gently and allowing her to float in the air. The girl squealed in delight after Wanda set her down on the ground.
"We're doing party tricks now, are we, Wanda?"
The class swiftly turned their attention to the two figures who just entered the training room doors.
"I haven't been informed that we were party magicians now. Did you have any idea, darling?" Loki smirked playfully and glanced beside Ace as the woman nudged him by the shoulder and laughed.
The class was quiet. They weren't afraid of the two but clearly just awestruck. Loki and Ace have made quite a reputation of their own, and the class was simply fascinated. They've never seen beings like them radiate such power and confidence. They were far more different than Wanda, as Wanda held this humble and caring aura around her, where Loki and Ace had a vibe telling you that it wasn't a good idea to mess with them.
"Ah! Perfect timing, my dears. I was about to call you so you can take over the tour now," Wanda said as she neared the both, giving Loki a nod and Ace a hug. Wanda had a knowing smirk playing on her lips. Of course, she knew the two planned something, and as much as she wanted to stay to witness it, she had somewhere else to be.
"Come now, Vis," she called for the synthezoid before the two of them left the training room.
"Good afternoon, everyone. It's a pleasure to have you all here. Allow me to introduce myself. I am the newest addition to the Avengers. You can call me Enchantress. If any of you are curious of my age, just know that I'm over a hundred already," Ace said with a playful smile that managed to enchant everyone in the room before gesturing to Loki. "I'm certain you already know who he is—hey, stop poking me." Ace was cut off in whatever she was going to say because Loki poked her side. The god just smiled at her playfully before gesturing to continue.
"As I was saying, this is Loki, Prince of Asgard, the God of Mischief, also an Avenger."
She was just speaking, yet she managed to get every student under her spell already.
"Ms. Wanda told us she, Loki, and you train in this room," a student asked.
"Indeed we do, little one," Loki answered the question for Ace in such a gentle manner that he already had the girls immediately swoon over him.
"Can we get a glimpse of how you train?"
Ace just shook her head. "I'm afraid we can't. It would put you all at risk."
"Indeed," Loki seconded. "Nobody, even the other Avengers, dares to enter this room whenever we train, knowing how dangerous we could get when training."
The students were disappointed. Ace could see that on their faces, so she thought of an idea to cheer them up. "Why don't we just show you a bit of what we can do? Would that suffice?"
Cheers immediately erupted. Ace eyed Loki.
"Well, Mischief. Let's entertain some high schoolers, shall we?" she told him telepathically.
Loki smirked and answered. "With pleasure, Trouble."
Ace faced the class whose eyes were anticipating what the both of them would do. She raised her hand and snapped, causing multiple illusions of herself to surround the room. Oohs and ahhs could be heard as the teenagers were fascinated.
"Whoever can find the real me that's not an illusion can participate in the next trick we will show you," an illusion of Ace said. "Any volunteers?"
One by one, the students tried to guess which was the real her by throwing a ball as instructed. Many tried, many failed. She chuckled as she created a new illusion and shuffled her illusions. Her eyes scanned the room and pretended to catch sight of Peter. She knew he was here the moment the class entered the building, but she kept the act up of not recognizing him until now.
"Peter, my dear. I didn't see you there," an illusion of Ace said as she gave a grin to Parker, whose eyes were now wide. He didn't know whether he liked the tone of her voice or not as she said his name.
The class was equally surprised as well when Ace knew who Parker was, especially Flash Thompson. None of them believed Peter really had an internship at the tower, much less know the Avengers personally.
"Uh, h-hey?" Peter nervously replied.
Ace chuckled. "Come on. Try to find which one isn't an illusion," another illusion of her said.
"I expect you could recognize her, Parker. After all, she lets you watch her when she trains all by herself," Loki interjected, careful not to call him Spiderling.
With Loki saying this, Peter's classmates looked at him incredulously when the god divulged that Peter was not only an intern at the tower. He seemed to be also close to the ENCHANTRESS herself! Peter wanted to laugh at Flash, who now had a face of jealousy, confusion, and anger.
"Ned, push Peter to the front, will you?" Ace told Parker's best friend sweetly, causing the said best friend to fanboy internally before pushing Peter in the center, now surrounded by illusions. Loki handed him a ball and encouraged him.
Peter was nervous. He did indeed watch Ace train from time to time when she was all by herself. And during those times, she taught him how to spot her illusion. It was not easy to do, especially if you do not have magic, but she taught Peter how to spot her illusion.
Peter looked around carefully as everyone in the room patiently waited for him to throw the ball. He sifted through each illusion, his spider senses working already, aiding him along with the idea of remembering what Ace taught him.
There was a glimmer of purple every Ace had, except for one. The hint of purple the Ace he was now facing was fainter than the rest, and he figured this was the real one. Peter took a deep breath and hoped for the best as he threw the ball in her direction.
Ace smiled as she watched Peter throw the ball. Unlike before, the ball did not pass through her body as she was not an illusion. She swiftly caught it using her hand before nodding proudly at Peter.
"Good job, Peter!" she cheered as she went near the boy and ruffled his hair before facing the students. "For the next thing, we will show you, who wants to participate?"
Many students raised their hands, but one student caught her attention. Ace looked at Loki. Her eyes were twinkling with mischief. Loki nodded knowingly as he went beside her.
"You. What's your name, young man?" she asked, directing her attention to the boy she already knew about—Peter's bully—Flash Thompson.
Flash smirked proudly as he walked nearer to the duo plus Peter, who was in the middle of the training room. He was determined to make Ace like him better than Peter, not knowing that the woman already disliked him from the beginning.
"Flash Thompson, ma'am. I'm a big fan," he said proudly, although he was still nervous. I mean, who wouldn't be when you are standing face to face with the Loki and Enchantress in the flesh?
"For the next thing we will show you, it is somehow similar to our first game," Ace explained as she instructed the class to step back a bit. "Loki will create multiple illusions of Flash here. The rest of the class will have a chance to tell my darling Peter which Flash he will throw a ball at," Ace explained.
Loki started cloning Flash. Seconds later, multiple versions of the boy were around the room.
"Now for the twist and exciting part!" Ace said, eyes glowing with excitement. "As you all know, I can enhance abilities, right?" she asked, and the students nodded. "I will be enhancing Peter's strength in throwing the ball. We'll leave it to everyone to be terrified at the impact since you won't know which Flash is real."
Ace noted how the real Flash's eyes widened, and he started to regret volunteering. She hid her smirk before turning her attention back to the class.
"Of course, I know which one is the real Flash, so rest assured, no harm will come to him."
The teacher didn't know if she should interject, as she was a bit terrified with the playful yet mischievous aura that radiated from Ace and Loki but opted to just let them since they knew better of their powers than she did.
The class began pointing to several Flashes. Each time Peter threw the ball, it always smashed hard on the wall because of his super strength, plus being enhanced by Ace herself.
"That one," a student pointed to the Flash in the corner.
Flash's Adam's apple bobbed in his throat as he watched Peter getting ready to throw the ball at him. The real him. He looked at Ace, who seemed so calm at the situation. Didn't she say she knew which was the real Flash? Why wasn't she stopping Peter? For sure, she knew his classmate got the real Flash by now, right?
Flash screamed in terror as he watched the ball already thrown in his direction, closing his eyes and expecting the strong impact. A loud bang echoed through the room. Slowly, Flash's eyes fluttered opened to find himself surrounded by a force field, blocking the effect of the thrown ball.
"Thank you for participating, Peter," Ace told Parker with such gentleness as she patted his shoulder and ushering him back to Ned before facing Flash with a smile not so genuine. She lowered the force field and gestured for the boy to come near her.
"Thank you for participating, Flash," she said sweetly before lowering her mouth next to his ear and whispered. "Be nice to Peter for me, will you?"
Ace stood up straight, still smiling at the lad, who was now sweating nervously. Flash nodded profusely before he was ushered back to the class.
"I heard a loud bang. Everybody okay in here?"
Oh, things were getting better. The class was starstruck when TONY FREAKING STARK entered the room! Who wouldn't gasp at the sight of the genius billionaire playboy philanthropist himself?
Ace chuckled. She heard the man's thoughts and reason for visiting this floor, which he rarely did, by the way, and it involved Peter. "Everything's fine, tin man. We were just showing the class our powers," Ace answered.
"I have a name, you know? Quite a handsome name at that," he said, rolling his eyes before looking at the class, specifically at Peter. "Anyway, kid, since you're here, might as well ask if you have classes after this?"
Ned was internally fanboying at the events taking place. Tony didn't say a name, but the class immediately knew who he was talking to. Who else other than Peter Parker?
"U-Um, none, Mr. Stark," Peter answered.
"Great. Stay behind after this. I need your intern help with what I'm building. Got that?" Tony instructed.
"Can Ned stay behind as well? I promised the other day when I was at May's that I was gonna give him something today when they toured the tower," Ace asked as she winked at Ned. She didn't want any of the two to be bullied, so she made sure to increase their morale. Ned, on the other hand, was near to fainting already.
"Parker's best friend? Sure. Anyway, gotta go. Gotta do some Iron Man shit," he said before looking at Peter once again. "Say hi to May for me, will 'ya?"
And with that, he left the room and the class in awe.
——
The whole day went with the class touring the tower. They had a quick lunch there as well, as it was part of the tour. After lunch, Loki and Ace continued to escort them to every place in the tower that they were allowed to go. Tony had given them lectures along with Bruce about something science-y. Natasha demonstrated how to hold different types of weapons, such as guns and daggers.
Steve and Bucky showed them what to do in combat. Clint taught them the basics of archery. The class wanted to see Spiderman, but sadly, the superhero wasn't "present," as Ace told them he was currently sent on a mission before giving Peter a subtle wink. On the other hand, Loki and Thor worked exceptionally well together as they explained the history of Asgard and demonstrated their powers—mostly Thor showing off Mjolnir and challenging the students since Loki already showed his powers earlier.
Also, Peter's classmates started being careful around him. Who wouldn't? Every time they met an Avenger in the tower, they knew Peter and treated him kindly as if they were friends. Although Bucky and Sam teased the boy more. But the rest treated him with such care.
Ace was the one who guided them all throughout since she volunteered to be their guide. Also, she wasn't busy. This also meant Loki sticking close to her side all day. The students seemed to understand that the two comes in pairs by now, seeing how close they are and how easily they know each other.
They even caught Loki looking so softly and admiringly at Ace whether she was speaking to him, the class, or was even just eating. It wouldn't be much of a deal if it were someone else, but this is Loki they were talking about. From what they know, Loki showed no gentleness to anyone for the past years he's lived on Earth—except, of course, that changed when the woman joined the team.
Little did Ace and Loki know that their ship's fan club was already getting a lot of following, especially when a picture of them shopping together at the supermarket quickly spread through social media. They had no idea, as both of them were not fond of using a phone despite owning one. They had official accounts, but it was made and handled by Natasha, Wanda, and Thor. The public knew who dealt with the accounts but couldn't help feel overwhelmed whenever one of the three posted a photo of Loki and Ace. Whether it be about them training, smiling at each other, or simply sitting next to each other.
It was safe to assume that the founders of the LokiSira ship were none other than the trio—Nat, Wanda, and Thor.
"Don't worry, ma'am. I'll make sure Peter and Ned get home safe," Ace reassured their adviser as they prepared to leave since the tour was finished. "Ned has already informed his parents, while I already sent a message to May."
"Okay. Thank you again for today, Enchantress," the teacher said as she boarded the bus.
"Today was awesome!" Ned exclaimed as he followed Ace back to the building. "You should've seen Flash's face! He won't bother us now for sure."
"I'm glad to hear that," Ace smiled as the boys boarded the elevator along with her and Loki. They were heading to their floor because she promised to make them snacks, as they were all hungry after a tiring day of touring.
"How was that for the 'not embarrassing you' part, Spiderling?" Loki asked.
Peter scratched his nape as he fidgeted. "It was, um... I," he stuttered before sighing. "Thank you, Mr. Loki, Ms. Ace."
"You don't need to thank us, Peter. We wanted to stop that boy from trying to play any tricks on you from now on," Ace rubbed his back.
"If it eases your feelings, I think nobody would even try on tricks on Parker from now on," Loki replied. "They should know better. Mess with him equals messing with us."
It didn't take long for them to arrive at their floor. As soon as they exited the elevator, Ned's phone sounded. He got it out of his bag and read the message he just received. His expression saddened.
"I have to leave. My parents are just around the corner," he said sadly.
"Don't worry. There is always a next time. You're always welcome here," Ace told him. She remembered the thing she was going to give Ned, so it appeared on her hand with a flick of a finger.
"Here. I crafted this for you, seeing how fascinated you were with my weapons. It's enchanted, by the way. Come back next time, so I can teach you more about it."
Ned's eyes widened, and he hugged Ace. Usually, the woman would just refuse the intimate gesture from people she wasn't really close to. But she adored Ned, so it no longer bothered her, and she returned his hug. She looked at Loki.
"Stay with the Spiderling. I'll escort Leeds until he gets picked up," Loki told her.
Ace smiled and nodded as she let go of Ned and bid him goodbye.
"Come on, Peter. You can watch me make snacks, or you can wait in the living room here," she told the boy.
"I'll just wait here. I don't want to distract you."
"You're no distraction, but if you wish. Just wait for me here, okay?"
And with that, Ace went to the kitchen. She opened the fridge and examined her ingredients before settling to make a simple snack—corn dogs and cheese sticks. She didn't want to make anything heavy as they would be having supper in a few hours.
She began preparing the ingredients, and by the time she was almost finished cooking, she figured Loki had returned since she could hear Peter and him talking about something. She left the stove for a while before taking a peek at the living room.
She saw how Peter was no longer nervous around Loki. He was, in fact, rambling and explaining to him about every science-y fact that he discovered while studying and working as an intern at the tower. On the other hand, Loki could not hide the amusement in his face as he listened intently to Peter. A faint smile appeared on Ace's lips before going back to the kitchen.
She placed the corn dogs and cheese sticks on two separate dishes and carried them to the living room with three glasses and a pitcher of water floating behind her.
"Sorry to interrupt your moment, but here are the snacks," she said as she placed the dishes on the living room table.
"Oh, you're no interruption, Ms. Ace," Peter said as he took a corn dog and ate it happily.
Ace sat beside Loki while Peter sat on the couch opposite them. They both had a happy smile on their face as Peter ate and continued to tell them all sorts of things like homework, his superhero activity until he accidentally mentioned something about the girl he likes.
"Oh, do tell us more, Parker," Ace said teasingly, coaxing him to spill. "What is she like?"
Peter gave up as he swallowed the cheese stick he was eating. "She's... different. She seems to not care about anything in the world unless it concerns her."
Peter continued to describe the girl vaguely, careful in not dropping her name. Ace and Loki didn't bother reading Peter's mind, as they both knew the young man wouldn't appreciate the gesture. Besides, they were both content in watching Peter tell them everything about a certain girl with such adoration and enthusiasm in his eyes.
"She's basically the most amazing person ever! But," Peter sighed. "She... doesn't like me."
Ace frowned. "How do you know? Did you tell her? Did she tell you?"
"No. I just... it's so obvious. She's not interested. I mean, she already knows I'm Spiderman—which she accidentally discovered, by the way, although I'm quite not sure how she did—anyway, the point is. If Spiderman doesn't impress her, how will Peter Parker do?"
"Oh, Peter dear," Ace said as she took Peter's free hand in hers, caressing it ever so gently. "Women are difficult creatures. Believe me, as I am one myself."
Ace heard Loki laugh softly at this, so she just elbowed him lightly before continuing.
"How would you know she doesn't like you if you don't make your feelings known to her? You can't just assume everything just because she acts uninterested in you, dear," she explained. "Some—or maybe more than some—are just as terrified as you. Some women are bold enough to act on their feelings and make them known to you. In contrast, others prefer to just hide it in fear of rejection," she lectured, not noticing the way Loki started looking at her so thoughtfully and in deep thought. "All I'm saying is, if you like her and you think she's worth it, then take the risk. Who knows, the outcome might be splendid. But you'll never know if you don't try. Do you get what I'm saying?"
Peter let the words that left Ace's lips to sink in, clearly in deep thought like the god they were with. The name of the girl he liked came to mind, then a smile formed on his lips.
"Thank you, Ms. Ace. I'll try," he said.
Ace was delighted and gave him a big grin before diverting the topic into a new one. She allowed Peter to tell them about his adventures once more when she noticed that Loki was only half paying attention to the boy.
"Something wrong, mischief?" she asked via her mind, not hinting anything to Peter that she was now only half-listening as well.
Loki snapped his head in her direction. He had not noticed how close they were already, his face only inches away from hers. Strands of her hair, as dark as the starless night sky, could be seen falling on her face that he had the urge to brush them off. He had the desire to run his hands through her hair, feeling the natural curls on the tips that reached just a few inches below her shoulders. Her eyes scrutinized his expression, clearly wondering why he was simply just looking at her and not answering her question.
He didn't notice. He was so focused on her face. His gaze traveling from her round, chocolate-coloured eyes down to her nose. He also noticed how her cheeks soon gained a bit of volume, which was a good sign since her face was relatively thinner the first time they met. Staying at the tower and becoming an Avenger did her good. It seemed to improve her well-being and health.
Loki noticed how Ace parted her lips in an attempt to say something, but the words were lost in her throat, the same way she got lost in his eyes.
"Umm, you two look like an old married couple and believe me even I don't know what that looks like since I don't have parents, but the both of you look like you're about to kiss," Peter said, pulling them out of the trance they were trapped in. "Tell me if you're gonna kiss so I can uh, leave and give you some, uh... privacy?"
"Peter!" Ace exclaimed. She felt a warm blush creep on her neck, but she tried to appear calm. In contrast, Loki just found himself leaning his head back on the couch as he brought his arm over his face in an attempt to cover the redness of his face.
——
Completely unaware of the red light blinking on the CCTV, the trio—Loki, Ace, and Peter—did not know they already had an audience.
"The kid's right, though. Those two act like a married couple. You sure they're not together?" Tony commented as he watched through the security cameras.
The others that were with him were Nat, Wanda, and Thor.
"Not yet, but I hope they do get together," Wanda said dreamily as she continued to watch the screen. "Peter doesn't have parents. I think the three look so good together like a family."
"Indeed. My brother seems happier than ever," Thor smiled.
The four of them just continued to watch through the CCTV, not caring how long they had been there already as they found the trio rather entertaining.
Who knew that spying and matchmaking were one of the Avenger's part-time jobs when they were not sent on deadly missions?
Notes:
I don't even know how I managed to still insert editing this in my busy schedule. Next week, my exams are going to begin. Wish me luck <3
Next update: Sept. 14, 2021 (Tuesday)
Chapter 14: Nightmares
Summary:
Ace began her training with Charles. One thing led to another, and she just finds herself back in a nightmare.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It was the day where Ace expected Charles to arrive any time soon.
She was nervous yet also excited to start training with the man. Her mind was elsewhere. She was distracted as she thought of what to do while training with Charles that she didn't notice her shoulder was already hit by a green blast of magic, causing her to stumble a bit.
"You're distracted," Loki told her. It was clearly not a question with the way how he said it. "Come down for a moment and tell me what's bothering you."
Ace sighed and descended from the air as she walked to sit beside Loki on a bench in the training room. The two of them usually trained with Wanda on this day of the week, but the woman had other plans and opted to not join them today for some reason. They didn't mind, though. Loki and Ace were already comfortable with each other's presence from the numerous training sessions they had.
"Care telling me what is troubling you?" Loki asked once more as he handed the woman a bottle of water.
Ace took it and popped the lid open. She took a few gulps before wiping her lips using the back of her gloved arm and screwing the cap back on the bottle. "I'm just... worried for later. Charles will come any time soon to start training me."
"Then shouldn't you be resting instead of training with me? You should save your energy." Loki half-meant what he said. He wanted to train with her. It's one of his favourite things to do with her, but he also wanted her to rest if she started training with Charles.
"But I promised that I won't stop training with you even if I start training with Charles," Ace said as she leaned back on the wall. "Besides, I like training with you."
Loki raised a brow, amused. "I do too. But you better rest. You know we can reschedule our training days so it won't clash with your training with your other-dimension friend."
"He has a name, you know?" Ace grinned as she leaned her head on Loki's shoulder. She found this position so comfortable. "I'm sorry. Do you mind?" she asked as she looked up to the god.
Loki's eyes traveled down to meet hers as he lightly shook his head. "Not at all."
This was one of the reasons why Ace enjoyed spending time with Loki. He was not like her other Avenger friends. Don't get her wrong, she had a different way of bonding with the others, but she found her moments with Loki rather relaxing. The two of them didn't need to constantly talk when in each other's presence. They understood each other even if the both of them were just quiet and not talking. They loved the comfortable silence they had from time to time.
The silence they had with each other was somewhat a break from the stress they faced whenever they faced trouble.
Sadly, their moment was cut short when a blue portal appeared in the middle of the training room, with Charles in a wheelchair emerging from the said portal.
As much as she found their current disposition comfortable and relaxing, she knew her training would start now. Loki sighed as the weight on his shoulder was gone. He looked at Ace one last time before he motioned to leave.
"I'll go now. If you need me, I'll be on our floor," he said before exiting the training room.
"You two seem closer than I expected," Charles commented as Ace went near him.
Ace just shrugged and crossed her arms in front of her chest. "We are, I guess? I don't know, but he did say, and I quote, his least hated Midgardian, so that must mean we're already close?"
Charles just chuckled at this and let the topic slide.
"Before we start, can you brief me what your powers are aside from telepathy?"
Ace nodded as she demonstrated her abilities one by one. She started by showing him first her force fields. She then proceeded to her illusions and healing capabilities and her ability to control one's body (which she discovered was connected to her telepathy, as Charles explained that she controls the person via their mind and not their actual body parts). Charles was also impressed when she enhanced his telepathic abilities, widening the scope, the reach of his powers.
"Is that all?" Charles asked, to which Ace shook her head.
"There are two more, which are closely connected," she explained. "I'm apathetic. I can numb whatever feeling I wish to numb, may it be happiness or pain."
"That's useful, yet also dangerous, if I might say. Especially if you numb pain, since it's the feeling to indicate if your body can still take it or not. Wouldn't want you passing out during a fight," Charles said. "And the other one?"
Ace was nervous as she took her gloves off. "This one, nobody knows about this yet. Even the Avengers," she said, walking nearer to Charles then taking hold of his hand. "You're feeling fascination and happiness."
"I see. Empathy," Charles said as he understood what her ability was. "Why doesn't anybody know about this yet?"
"I can't control it. That's why I wear gloves often and clothes that expose as little skin as possible. I don't want to invade other's privacy. I can't control this one like my telepathy."
"I assume that's one of the reasons why you also want me to help you train?" Ace nodded.
"I'll start with the basics," Charles began. "You have multiple powers, but from what I observed, they're not on the same level as the others. It seems that the power that you have full control of is enhancement and your force fields. Your illusions seem to be in control, but I think I'll leave your friend Loki to train you with that one. For the healing, we need to hone that power of yours to heal yourself or others in the shortest time possible. It's a useful ability whatever situation happens. We need to work on limiting your use of your apathetic powers while controlling your empathy lastly."
Ace nodded. "What should we do first?"
"What do you want to start with? Which are you most comfortable?"
"My empathic powers."
——
"Again," Charles instructed.
Ace groaned. To learn how to control her empathic ability, Charles required her to allow him into her mind. She did not protest, as she did understand that Charles needed to see if she was succeeding in controlling her powers or not.
Which she is failing miserably, by the way. Ace didn't know how long it had been ever since they started training. Charles tried giving her different instructions to see if it would somehow grab hold of her ability. Still, nothing seemed to work, or she just wasn't trying hard enough.
"Patience, little one. Just think of it like your apathetic ability. Instead of stopping your body from feeling your own emotions and feelings, focus on preventing my emotions from getting to you. Block out whatever I am feeling," Charles told her once more. "Try again."
Ace closed her eyes and took a deep breath. She slowly opened her eyes, her hands shaking as she reached out to take Charles' hands in her own. As soon as the skin on her hands touched his, a surge of emotions went through her body. She cursed herself as she tried to block out whatever Charles was feeling. She even tried visualizing in her head a barrier to stop herself from feeling.
"You're trying to activate your apathy instead of empathy. I sense it. You know it won't work that way, right? You can't numb feelings that aren't your own," Charles reminded her.
Ace let go of his hand and groaned in frustration. "I'm doing something wrong."
Charles was quiet for a moment, thinking of a way to help her control her empathy, when an idea struck in his mind.
"Do you mind if I dig deeper in your mind?" he asked. Ace looked at him questioningly, thinking why he had to, but settled to let him. She didn't mind. She knew she could trust Charles as he let her dig into his thoughts one time. She saw the different mutants he housed and trained. Mutants like her and him.
Ace didn't expect anything special as soon as Charles started searching her memories. What she didn't expect was the effect on her. Charles almost stopped digging in her memories after seeing the countless tortures she has been through. Still, he knew he had to do this to help her control her empathy. Trying a different approach, he tried helping her controlling her empathy by activating her apathy first.
He picked a memory, a painful one, and brought it to the front of Ace's mind.
It was the day when the first attempt to wipe her memory took place. Mirage didn't expect she would still remember anything after the first wipe, so they tortured her by whipping her back, slashing cuts on her body in an attempt to break her until she was too weak to resist. This kept on for days or weeks even, considering the second until sixth attempt of wiping her memory was still unsuccessful.
The subsequent torture was already too much for her. Mirage took extreme measures to fully break her. They were brutal. They kidnapped innocent people. One by one, they brought a person to her cell. They made her watch them as they put a gun to the person's head. Ace had to endure watching the person's fearful, tear-stained face before being shot by the head. Ace had to bear watching the life leave their eyes as the person fell on the floor. Dead.
This was what finally broke her.
On Mirage's seventh attempt, they were finally successful.
As the memories flooded in, Ace almost cried out of pain, as it felt like she was reliving the moments when she was tortured. She did not notice the tears that were already rolling down her cheeks.
"Use your apathy now. Focus on the process on how you activate it," she heard Charles say.
Hesitantly, she closed her eyes and allowed the numbness to take over her body. Tears still kept flowing down her cheeks, but she could no longer feel the pain. It was as if there was a barrier at the door of her emotions, stopping them from flowing freely.
"Open your eyes, little one," Charles instructed after a little while.
Ace did as she was told, and upon opening her eyes, she was surprised to see Charles holding her hand. He was smiling at her and nodded.
"You managed to block my emotions, little one," he told her happily. Indeed, he was right. Ace knew she already wasn't using her apathetic abilities as the remnants of the pain she felt coursed through her veins. Still, she couldn't feel anything from Charles despite her skin being in contact with his.
"Do you now understand what you need to do to block out other people's emotions?"
"Thank you, Charles," she said, smiling as she gave him a hug.
"I think that's enough for today. I think I tired you out too much, in an emotional and mental sense. I apologize for not telling you what I was going to do," Charles said apologetically.
Ace shook her head as she wiped her face clean from the tears. "No, no. I can manage. I have to thank you. I really had a hard time controlling this power. It relieves me that I don't have to be most worried in accidentally invading someone's privacy."
"I have to leave now, my dear. I believe we spent three hours already," he said. "Next time, we'll try training that empathy of yours to manipulate emotions like you told me. Sound good?"
Ace smiled as she gave him a hug. Moments later, after many goodbyes, Charles opened a portal and went back to his dimension.
After the man left, Ace decided to freshen up back in her room. She eyed her gloves as she smiled to herself before stuffing them in her pocket. It instead felt comforting that she was no longer wearing the dreary gloves. She never found them comfortable to wear every day, but she had to. And now, she was glad that she could finally get rid of them.
Upon teleporting to her room, she immediately took a refreshing bath which didn't take too long. She was too tired to spend a lot of time in the bathroom. As she exited the bathroom, Ace made her way to her closet. She opened the door and entered to look for comfortable clothes to wear.
As she opened a drawer, a black tank top immediately came to view. Usually, she would look past this and not choose to wear it as it exposes skin, thus having the risk of using her empathic abilities on someone. But today, she decided to wear it along with black leggings, which was pretty convenient as the weather was warmer today than yesterday.
After she finished dressing and drying her hair, she decided to go down and start cooking dinner for the Avengers. It became a habit of hers to cook for them already, seeing how much they clearly loved her dishes. Every after dinner or whenever she cooked, the plates were clean and had no leftovers.
"Hey, Ace," Nat greeted her when she caught a glimpse of Ace teleporting to the kitchen. "You look... different," Nat said as she examined her get up. She tilted her head as she thought about what was different about the woman today. It wasn't her hair, obviously. Her eyes scanned Ace, watching the woman go from shelf to shelf in the kitchen as she got out the cookware and ingredients she would be using.
That's when it clicked. "You're not wearing gloves today, huh?" Nat noticed immediately.
"Yup," Ace hummed happily as she began cutting vegetables.
"Why do you even wear gloves in the first place? Do you have a thing with germs?"
Ace giggled at Nat's question and just shook her head. "I have my reasons," she vaguely answered. "Can you inform the others that we'll be having dinner at 7:30? I think I'll take longer than usual in cooking."
"Will do. Can't wait to taste what delicious dish you prepare for us this time," Nat answered before heading out of the kitchen.
——
"I offer my assistance, my lady," Loki said teasingly upon entering the kitchen when he noticed Ace finish putting the food on different plates.
"Do what you want, mischief," Ace muttered as she looked for something.
Loki knew she didn't really need help since she could just make the dishes float or teleport to the dining table, but he wanted to help her out in any way he could. When he got nearer, his eyes immediately darted down her hands, noticing that she wasn't wearing her gloves. He became cautious of his actions directly, not wanting to touch her exposed skin as she might flinch away.
Loki diverted his attention on one of the dishes placed on the kitchen counter and was ready to pick it up when his eyes widened in surprise as he watched Ace grab him by the wrist using her bare hands. He looked up and caught her eyes, his gaze scanning her face to try to find any indication of discomfort from the skin contact.
"Not that one. I'm still going to put something in that yet," Ace said as she pulled Loki. "You can start bringing these, though."
Loki was bewildered. But he decided to not question her. She would have told him if she wasn't comfortable with the skin contact, so he concluded that she was okay with it. Although he was still curious as to why he no longer asked. He still had many questions about her that were unanswered, but he would let her take things slow and wait for the day she told him. He had much time to spare in his lifetime, and so did she.
Soon, the dining table was already set. The dishes were already finished and placed. The Avengers entered one by one and sat in their respective seats. Loki found himself in his usual seat beside Ace. He still wondered why she was suddenly okay with skin contact. She didn't even flinch when Tony patted her on her bare arm.
"Who needs a cook when Twinkle here is already an Avenger and a cook in one?" Tony said as he chomped down his food.
"You outdo yourself every single time, doll," Bucky complimented her.
Ace smiled at that. "Thank you, sergeant," she winked.
As usual, the table was nowhere near quiet as the Avengers chattered amongst themselves. Their topics were random, ranging from scientific discoveries to rousing discussions of patriotism to weapons and archery. Ace just listened to them contentedly as she watched them eat her dishes with gusto.
She was already done, but she did not leave the table yet. She was no longer interested in the discussion. Hence, she just took a quick look at Loki before allowing herself to scoot closer to him. Loki noticed this and did not mind. He felt the warmth radiating from her body and found himself inching his seat closer to her as well to the point where their arms were already brushing against one another.
Ace snapped her fingers, making a chocolate bar appear in her hand. Loki's eyes shined with delight as the woman handed it to him. Ace just watched Loki ate the chocolate, occasionally offering her a piece, to which she declined.
"More for me," Loki muttered as he popped one more chocolate in his mouth.
——
Gods didn't really need that much sleep, yet Loki was calmly sleeping in his bed.
That was until he felt a chill in the air.
"No! Please, no!"
"I do not work for anyone."
"Don't shoot!"
"I'm sorry."
Loki awoke at these loud thoughts. He would have brushed them off if it were anyone else, but he recognized the voice in his mind. It belonged to Ace. He immediately got up and tried to find where his shirt was when an ear-deafening scream of agony echoed in the tower. He rushed out of his room and found that the Avengers were also woken up, seeing them already enter Ace's room.
He pushed past his brother, who was blocking the way.
He could feel an immense amount of worry wash over him when he saw Ace continue to scream painfully in her sleep. Her body was frozen, and her muscles were tense. Whatever she was dreaming must be distressing and excruciating. Her nightmare caused her powers to fluctuate, as observed from the events happening in her room.
Illusions started appearing and disappearing. The furniture rattled in place. The team tried to get to her, but a force field was preventing them from doing so. They can't get past it as much as they tried.
The cogs in Loki's mind were turning as he pushed Steve aside. He attempted to feel the molecular properties of the force field, which might help them find a way to pass through it without causing damage. Ace's painful screams rang through his ears as he tried to concentrate.
He brought up a hand and attempted to place it on the force field when surprisingly, it passed through.
"Get to her, Loki!" Thor boomed when he saw that his brother's hand passed through the barrier that Ace put up in her sleep.
Loki did not understand how he could pass through while the others could not, but he pushed it aside as of the moment as he immediately rushed beside Ace. She was still struggling in her sleep as tears continued to stream down her face.
Loki sat beside her, then pulling her body to his, cradling her in his arms.
"Darling, wake up. I'm here. Wake up. You're safe," he cooed as he tried to wake her up from her nightmare. But he could still feel that she was shaking. She was still tense. He was worried already, so he resorted to using his powers on her. She might hate him for this, but he didn't care. He just wanted to calm her down.
"I'm here, darling. You're safe. Stop crying," he continued to whisper as he placed a finger on her forehead.
Despite her powers fluctuating, Loki still had a hard time passing through the barriers in Ace's mind. Several walls were blocking him from specific thoughts, but that was not what he needed. He saw the nightmare she was having, and he, too, almost felt it. She was dreaming about the tortures she went through. Not wanting to prolong her agony, Loki brought forth a memory he found in her mind. It was the same memory that Ace gave Loki when he had a bad dream, but he didn't know that. He thought it was a memory of his own.
He immediately replaced the nightmare with the memory of them in each other's embrace as they danced to the slow music during Natasha's party. He kept this up for a few more minutes as there were still remnants of the nightmare trying to return to the front of her mind.
The screams soon subsided, and only silent whimpers could be heard. She was still in pain but was now more controlled and calm. The illusions disappeared, and the furniture stopped rattling. Soon, her force field dispersed, allowing the rest of the team to go nearer.
"Was she having a nightmare?" Nat asked worriedly.
Loki nodded, not taking his eyes off of Ace, who was still sleeping. "She dreamt of the tortures she went through," Loki informed them. He did not spill any more details regarding the torture as it was too gruesome, and he didn't want the team to worry more.
"I'll stay with her for tonight. You can all retire to your chambers," Loki told the team.
They were hesitant initially but eventually agreed, seeing that Loki wouldn't leave Ace's side. They knew she was in good hands.
By the time the Avengers left, Ace was no longer shivering. Loki was now lying beside the woman. Her head was resting on his shoulder as he wrapped his arm around her. Using his other hand, Loki gently wiped her face dry and brushed off the strands of her that stuck to her wet face. Her brows were no longer knitted, but he knew she still felt bothered.
Loki found himself slowly leaning forward, carefully planting his lips on her forehead as if to reassure her that she was safe.
"Loki?"
Loki immediately leaned his head back as he looked at Ace, who began to rouse from her sleep.
"How are you feeling?" he whispered. "You had a nightmare. I have to apologize for looking in your mind, but I had to do it to bring up a pleasant memory. I didn't dig further."
Ace was too sleepy, so she just nodded. She felt so drained from the nightmare she had. It felt so real as if she was captured once again and tortured until she broke. She half-figured that her training earlier must have caused this.
"Go back to sleep now. You're safe. I won't leave you tonight," Loki murmured in her ear.
He placed his hand on her back as he pulled her closer. He drew small circles on the small of her back as he lulled her back to sleep. Ace found her eyes slowly fluttering shut as she went back to sleep. She felt so vulnerable right now. Loki knew that, so he ensured he wouldn't leave her until she woke or if her nightmare struck again.
As Ace lets go of the last bit of consciousness that kept her awake, she almost wonders if Loki said something or if it was already a dream.
"Goodnight, dearest. I won't leave."
Notes:
Next Update: Sept. 17, 2021 (Friday)
Chapter 15: Uncontrolled
Summary:
A malfunction in her powers has gotten Ace all worried and worked up.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
It was already half-past eight in the morning, yet the lights were still off in Ace's room as per Loki's request to FRIDAY to not wake the girl and allow her to have as much rest as she needed.
Loki woke earlier than usual and didn't get much sleep as he wanted to keep watch in case anything happened. Fortunately, Ace was sleeping soundly after her nightmare and has not moved much from her sleep ever since she calmed down. She was still curled up in Loki's embrace, enjoying the warmth his body radiated.
A few minutes later, Loki noticed that Ace was already rousing from her slumber. Ace's eyes squinted as she opened them, her sight adjusting to the dimness of her room. She felt she was pressed against something warm, and it didn't take long for her to figure out that Loki had an arm wrapped around her. Her head was resting on his chest, as she felt it rise and fall as he breathed.
"Loki," she called out sleepily.
"How was your sleep?" Loki glanced down to get a good look at her face. "Do you want to eat breakfast?"
Ace nodded as she carefully sat down with Loki's help. Her throat felt dry, and her eyes were clearly swollen from crying. She didn't need a mirror to know that.
Loki summoned a glass of water in his hand and offered it to Ace. The woman accepted and drank all the contents in one go. She sighed, feeling better, as she handed the glass back to Loki, the dryness now leaving her throat.
"Come on. I'll try cooking something for you," Loki muttered as he held his hand out for the woman to help her get on her feet.
Ace inhaled deeply as she motioned to grab Loki's hand, and as she did, she felt something.
Worry. An immense amount of trepidation, an emotion she knew that did not belong to her but to Loki. Her eyes widened in horror before shutting them tightly immediately after. She quickly withdrew her hand from Loki's touch, which startled the god. He did not understand why she panicked, so he carefully went closer.
"Darling, what's wrong?" he tried to ask calmly as he reluctantly placed his hand on her bare arm.
Ace immediately felt Loki's emotions once more as his skin made contact with hers, and it terrified her. She tried remembering what she did yesterday to block out from feeling his feelings. But no matter how hard she tried, she failed to do so.
Loki was taken aback when she pushed him away. His feet nearly buckled from the impact of the push. He was slightly hurt to see how she acted, but he knew something was up. He saw how Ace trembled as she wrapped her arms around her as she shook her head.
"Please tell me what's the matter so I can help you, dearest," he tried to talk to her once more.
Ace just shook her head. "P-Please. Just—Just leave me be for now," Ace pleaded. "I'll follow you down the kitchen in a moment. I just—I need to breathe. I'm sorry," she stuttered obscurely.
As much as Loki did not want to leave her in that state, he figured it was for the better since she requested space. He felt something in his chest clench as he left the room, not being able to help her from whatever she has trouble with.
"How is Lady Aesira?" Thor asked him as soon as Loki entered the common room where the other Avengers were.
"She seemed fine when she woke up, but moments later, I do not know why she suddenly became withdrawn from her surroundings once again. She wouldn't even allow me to touch her. But she's coming down in a short while to have breakfast, which reminds me," Loki sighed, lowering his head a bit. "I have to excuse myself from trying and creating something edible for her to consume."
And with that, the Avengers watched Loki depart from the common room and make his way towards the kitchen.
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Ace managed to calm herself down after a few minutes of convincing herself that everything was okay. Disappointment and bitterness quickly flashed in her eyes as she looked at the gloves she was wearing. She was back to square one. She was disappointed in herself when she found herself unable to control her empathy upon waking up. Having that nightmare must have done something in her mind, thus, messing her control once more.
She groaned in frustration. She couldn't do anything about it yet, and Charles was not returning after a few days. She had to wait for their next training session before telling him what happened.
As much as she wanted to stay in her room for the rest of the day, she remembered that Loki was waiting for her in the kitchen with a promise of making breakfast. At least, the thought of him trying to cook put a smile on her face and eased the bit of tension she was feeling.
Each step she took felt heavy as she made her way to where Loki was, as she was still feeling disappointed. Loki noticed this immediately as soon as Ace entered the kitchen, sensing she was not in the mood as she sat on one of the chairs by the counter. Her gloved hands didn't go unnoticed by the god. He wondered why the woman was back to wearing the gloves since he remembered that she ditched wearing them yesterday.
Did the gloves have some sort of connection to whatever she was dealing with? Whatever it was, he decided that now was not the right time to inquire about the history behind the gloves.
"It's not as piquant as the sandwich you made me in the past, but it still is somewhat... edible?" he offered the sandwich he made and pushed it towards the woman before taking a seat beside her.
Ace smiled at him to show her gratitude. Not wanting to ruin her gloves by picking the sandwich up, she resorted to using a fork and knife to eat it. "Thank you, Loki."
Minutes of silence enveloped the pair. Loki was concerned, but he did not want to ruin the solace their silence provided. He was afraid to say something that might further put the woman in a more sour mood than she already was in. That was until she dropped her utensils with a bit of force before abruptly getting on her feet. She was frustrated. Loki was quick to notice that by her abrupt standing and the crease on her brows.
"What are you doing?" Loki inquired warily as he saw Ace put some distance between them.
"Tell Tony and the rest that I'm sorry, but I need to do this. I'll return in a few days," Ace answered before swiftly channeling her powers on the diamond necklace around her neck.
Loki was confused about what she meant until a purple portal appeared in front of the woman. He was perplexed. He immediately stood up and was quick on his feet to try and stop Ace or at least follow her to wherever she was headed. Still, he wasn't fast enough, as the portal immediately vanished as soon as she stepped in.
Loki cursed under his breath as he hurriedly informed the Avengers what happened.
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"Charles!"
The scientist was astonished and turned around when he heard a familiar voice call his name.
"Aesira, what are you doing here?" he asked as soon as the woman emerged from the purple portal. "Our training isn't in a week in your dimension."
"I need help. I—I lost control of my empathy again," Ace told him and explained the events that had taken place during the previous night until the time she woke up where she discovered she couldn't control her power.
"Oh, dear. I understand that this agitates you, but do not worry too much. This is normal," Charles said gently to reassure her. "You just need more practice. Don't fret, little one."
"Come, Aesira. I need you to wash out your fear," he instructed as he took the gloves off. "Don't be scared. Don't let your fear get the best of you, or else you will have a difficult time in controlling your abilities."
Ace breathed profoundly and listened to Charles' every word. She was determined to control her powers once more before leaving this dimension. She didn't want to go back yet if she still couldn't handle it. Her decision in coming here was rather rash, and Tony would probably flip upon discovering her absence. But there was no longer use in crying over spilled milk. She was already here, so she was adamant about focusing on regaining control. She didn't want to take too long here, as she knew days would pass quickly back at home the longer she stayed.
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"Still no signs of her returning?" Steve asked Loki and Wanda, but the both of them just shook their head.
A week has already passed ever since Ace's abrupt departure to head to the other dimension. Tony was frantic at first, but Pepper managed to calm him down immediately and told him not to worry much about the woman as she could handle herself. Ace must have had a good reason for leaving. They all just had to wait.
The team hoped she would return soon, as Fury gave them a mission that required her and Loki along with Wanda. None of them had told Fury she wasn't present as they didn't want the man to make rash decisions; if ever he discovered she went off to someplace, none of the Avengers could follow.
Luckily for them, a purple portal soon grew in the middle of the common room. Right there and then, Ace emerged from it. Wanda immediately stood up and enveloped the woman in a tight hug as she scolded her.
"You scared us! Don't go dimension-hopping without earlier notice!" Wanda scolded as she lightly flicked Ace's forehead.
Ace just chuckled and muttered an apology to Wanda before she was called by Steve.
"I'm glad you're back," Steve told her as soon as Wanda let go of the hug. "Fury has a mission for you, Wanda, and Loki."
Ace nodded. "What are we required to do, Rogers?"
"There is a Hydra base that has been showing signs of mild activity recently, and Fury wants the three of you to check it out and inspect if there are any remnants of Hydra around it," Steve explained. "Don't engage as much as possible if there is indeed any activity found. Just immediately report back here once you three are done."
"Noted, Cap. When do we start?"
"Now, actually. That's why we're relieved you returned."
Ace hummed in approval before Steve left the room, leaving the three magic wielders alone. Ace was exhausted emotionally after training with Charles. Even though she initially wanted to rest after coming back, she knew she couldn't. This was the price to pay after abruptly traveling dimensions. Besides, she was still physically okay, so she did not mind as much.
With a quick snap of her fingers, her attire changed into the suit that Tony made for her. She looked at her hands and remembered that the man included gloves in her get up, but she just shook her head and made it vanish. In the hour she spent in the other dimension, Charles helped her regain control of her powers once again. She was more confident in controlling it now the second time around.
"How are you?" Ace didn't notice Loki and was slightly surprised to find her beside her. She didn't even see Wanda leave the room to get ready for their mission, so she was left alone with the god.
She exhaled deeply before facing him and meeting his gaze. "Quite fine. I'm sorry for leaving on such short notice," she apologized once more. She noticed how Loki wanted to touch her arm but was wary, and she felt guilty because she knew her actions were to blame for this.
She initiated the contact by holding Loki's wrist, which startled the god. Ace was thankful Loki didn't further probe her or bombarded her with any questions upon returning. She was not yet ready to tell him and the others about her ability until and unless she was 100% confident that she had complete control of it. She figured Loki might have told the others the same because neither Steve nor Wanda asked her questions of her sudden disappearance.
"I'm just glad you're safe," Loki told her as he took her hand in his, now more comfortably knowing that she won't flinch or push him away. "Shall we get going?"
Wanda entered the room just in time and nodded at the pair. Ace smiled at her before tugging Loki by his hand.
——
"We'll teleport from here. We can't risk damaging the jet in case something unlikely happens," Ace told the both of them as they exited the jet after activating stealth mode.
The trio joined hands and teleported inside the base. They agreed to split up and try to inspect the building as much as they could. Entering the base was easy since they noticed that security cameras were not working, but still skeptical. As they entered, Wanda decided to investigate the outside while Ace and Loki entered the building. Ace floated above the ground so her footsteps wouldn't echo in the hallways that greeted them.
Loki looked at her when they were met by a hallway that split into two.
"I'll take a right. You go left," he told her.
Ace nodded and stealthily split up with Loki. She descended on the floor momentarily, placing her hands on the ground. She channeled her magic to her palms. Allowing it to spread all throughout the floor, she checked for any signs of life. She retracted her hands and continued walking when the only sign of life that she sensed was Loki's. So far, so good.
When she reached the end of the hallway, she was met with a staircase that went down. At the end of the stairs, she could see a door. Ace felt her magic course in her veins as she focused her magic on her hands, ready to fight if something arose.
As soon as she reached the bottom of the staircase, she pushed the door open. A dark empty room came into view. She felt a chill in her spine as she flicked her wrist, commanding the light in the room to turn on.
Shots were fired as soon as the room was lit. She cursed out loud as she evaded the bullets headed her way and immediately linked her mind to Wanda's and Loki's. The two also did the same.
"The building is not abandoned. We need to leave!" she shouted in her mind.
"I'm sort of busy right now? Where's Loki?" Wanda asked.
They heard Loki groan in his mind, and Ace already knew that he was in trouble. She knew Wanda could handle the agents outside since she was sure they couldn't be as many as those hidden in the building. Ace dashed through the hall and ran to the right hallway, where Loki disappeared to.
Loki came into view, and she was terrified to see at least fifty Hydra agents trying to attack Loki with their guns. She immediately channeled a portion of her magic to Loki to enhance him. In contrast, a part of her magic was focused on creating a force field around Loki to help him regain his strength.
Loki was shouting something, but Ace paid no attention to it when she saw his bleeding shoulder. Her eyes darkened as she faced the Hydra agents. Allowing another portion of her magic to travel to Loki, she slowly healed him. It was going to take a few minutes as she wasn't proficient yet in healing, but it was enough time for him to regain strength as she held the Hydra agents back.
She raised a hand and managed to trap a few Hydra agents inside a force field, with the environment inside being deadly as she filled her force field with poisonous gas. No matter how much the agents tried, they couldn't pass through and were slowly losing consciousness.
Ace held out both of her hands. She constructed another force field in front of her to shield her from the bullets. She waited for the agents to reload their guns. As soon as they did, the force field immediately dispersed. She formed a ball of purple magic in her hands and blasted it towards the agents. Some managed to evade it, while some were not so fortunate. This caused a small explosion within the building that had the agents running for their safety.
A single bullet managed to get past her and shot her in the thigh. Her eyes were dangerous as she looked for the person who shot her. She winced in pain a bit before numbing the feeling in her thigh and slowly healing it as well. Her magic was everywhere, and she could not focus on which one to control first, which was why Loki managed to help her since the force field trapping him was gone.
His shoulder has stopped bleeding and has now healed a bit.
A blast of green magic came from his hands as he pushed aside the agents aiming their guns at Ace, who was fighting off another group.
Loki conjured knives and aimed them at a few agents before releasing them. With a few thuds, the blades connected to their foreheads. A few more thuds indicated that they fell to the ground dead, one by one.
Only a few agents remained. Ace then channeled her magic, allowing her mind to connect with the agents before controlling them. The agents were now fighting against one another. This bought her time as she rushed to Loki and pulled him by the hand, teleporting the both of them outside the base where Wanda just finished off the last agent that was attacking her.
Ace grabbed Wanda's hand as well, and instantaneously, they were teleported back to the jet. They immediately got on board and left the base.
Once they were sure they were already far from the base, Ace dropped the illusion covering her body, revealing multiple bullet wounds and cuts.
"Shit!" Loki cursed as he carried the woman and laid her down on a bench in the jet. Wanda swiftly found the first aid kit and was by the woman's side.
"I'm fine. I can manage," Ace winced because of the pain. "Just—Just give me space for a bit."
The two were about to protest but were stunned when they watched Ace take a deep breath. She channeled her energy to search in her body for the bullets. One by one, Loki and Wanda watched uneasily as Ace began pushing the shots out her body. No trace of pain can be seen in her expression, so they figured she must have numbed the pain.
Once she was sure that there were no longer bullets, she took another breath and focused her energy to heal the wounds. She visualized her tissues and muscles connecting and repairing them. By the time the jet arrived back at the Avengers Tower, her body was now fully healed. Although she could still feel the pain of the bullets and cuts that grazed her body after healing, that was not really hard to deal with. At least she was no longer bleeding.
Ace did not allow Loki and Wanda to leave the jet just yet once they arrived home. She made sure to heal them from their injuries—Wanda mostly since Loki was also capable of healing himself.
Once that was done, she took a deep breath and slowly rose to he feet when she wobbled a little. The effects of the mission soon caught up to her, and she felt a little bit tired from the fight and her magic usage.
"You should rest for the day. You did great," Wanda told her proudly, but a hint of worry could still be heard in her voice. "Loki, escort her back to your floor. I'll tell Cap that we didn't get any information and that we just encountered a bunch of agents."
"Wait," Ace stopped Wanda from leaving. She tried to stand up but slightly staggered, causing Loki to wrap his arms around her waist to steady her. Ace mumbled a soft thank you before facing Wanda.
She got something out of her pocket. It was a USB. She held Wanda's hand and placed the USB in it.
"While Loki and I were fighting the agents, I made a clone of mine to find their control room," Ace explained when Wanda's confused eyes met hers. "Luckily, my clone managed to extract information from their database before we left."
Wanda's eyes lit up with surprise. "You're really something," she said in awe. "Alright. I'll go to Steve and give him this while you rest, okay?"
Wanda gave Loki and Ace one last look before she darted off the jet to find Steve. Knowing that Ace was exhausted, he just teleported them to her room. He gently laid her down on her bed once they arrived. He snapped his fingers and changed her clothes into comfortable ones.
"Thank you, Loki. You didn't have to, though. I know you're tired," Ace said as she sat down, bringing a pillow to her lap.
Loki disagreed. "I know you're drained, considering the amount of magic you released back there. This is the least I can do. Besides, it takes more than that to tire a god like myself. You must know that by now," he added with a wink.
Ace just giggled before a yawn escaped her lips.
Loki helped her lie down once again and allowed his fingers to brush through her hair.
"Sleep. You need it," Loki ordered.
"But I still have to cook dinner later," Ace argued. Still, she had difficulty in keeping her eyes open as the tiredness soon was taking over.
"Don't worry about that. I'm sure Stark will understand. We'll just have to eat something different later other than your delectable dishes," Loki whispered soothingly. "He'll understand. Sleep now, dearest. I'll wake you up at supper time. Sound good?"
Ace absentmindedly nodded as her eyes fluttered close.
A pair of gentle lips delicately planted a soft kiss on her forehead as she drifted off to sleep.
Notes:
I am so sorry for the late upload. My examinations have just finished and I immediately fell asleep afterward. Anyway, here is the update. Thank you so much for reading <3
Next update: September 21, 2021 (Tuesday)
Chapter 16: A Soft, Mushy Snowflake
Summary:
The Avengers have a movie night, which eventually becomes a catalyst for something...
Notes:
WARNING:
Prepare plenty of glasses of water before you start reading this chapter. You might die of extreme sweetness and fluff. We wouldn't want that, right? ;)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Ace came out from the medical bay where Doctor Dahl had just finished their weekly therapy. She was nowhere near cured yet of the effects of Mirage, but at least there was progress. Well, according to Doctor Dahl, that is.
She believed him, though. The nightmares she had when she first arrived at the tower already lessened, and that was a good sign.
As of now, she is currently heading towards the movie room since it was leisure night, and Tony kept bugging all of them to go. He kept insisting that this was a "team bonding" session. If one was missing, he would whoop their ass before dragging them out of their rooms or from wherever they were at unless it was in the movie room.
Ace didn't need to be forced. She enjoyed the instances where she got to spend more time with the Avengers. She looked forward to leisure nights. Watching Tony annoy the others to play or to watch a movie was quite the entertainment she loved. It was hilarious, especially when Loki defenestrated Tony when the man annoyed him very much to the point where he ran out of patience.
Nobody got hurt, thankfully, since Tony's Iron Man suit immediately flew out the window to save him from crashing. It was safe to say that Tony annoyed Loki a bit less after that incident.
When she entered the room, she found the team sitting together on the couch as Tony stood in front. She was the only one missing from there.
"Now that we're complete, I just want to say something first," Tony said when he saw her arrive.
Ace made her way to the couch. Loki looked at her and scooted a bit to make room for her to sit beside him. "Thanks for saving me a seat," Ace whispered as soon as she sat down.
Loki winked at her. "Of course, my lady," he playfully replied.
"Before we start our leisure night, Fury just informed me to prepare for a mission. SHIELD decrypted and analyzed the files in the USB that the magical Powerpuff trio obtained on their mission. Good work, by the way," Tony paused as he gave a few claps while looking at Ace, Loki, and Wanda, to which the three just rolled their eyes in response. "Anyway, cutting to the chase—only a few Hydra agents are left alive and are planning to rebuild their base. They have no idea that we know their plan since Twinkle managed to erase any trace of her copying the files. Fury wants us to destroy their main headquarters, which is located in Boston, Massachusetts."
Tony explained a few more things before finally, all of them was deciding what movie to watch.
The team was divided as they had different preferences, but they all came to an agreement in the end. They unanimously decided to watch Harry Potter. Since they had no missions or important events scheduled tomorrow, they figured they could do a movie marathon until early in the morning.
The team watched in silence as they focused their attention on the first Harry Potter movie. They were surprisingly quiet, and this was one of the rare moments that they actually were in silence.
Ace and Loki were on the corner of the couch, so nobody noticed the pair much. The two of them shared one big bowl of popcorn, which, surprisingly, Loki loved. He liked the sweetness and saltiness of the caramel flavor to the point where the bowl is almost half full by the middle of the movie.
"Popcorn Monster," Ace whispered teasingly in his ear when she noticed how much popcorn the god already ate compared to her.
Loki smiled sheepishly and just shrugged. "What can I say. These are delectable as the chocolates you gave me."
The ending credits of the first Harry Potter ended, and the second movie just started. In between those two, Ace noticed the bowl was already empty. She gave Loki a disbelieving look as she shook her head, sighing. She reached out and got the bowl from Loki's grip, and stood up.
"I'm going to go get more popcorn since someone here is a popcorn monster," Ace told the team. A few of them just gave her a nod in acknowledgment while the rest didn't peel their eyes off the screen.
Ace entered the kitchen, opened the pot where the popcorn was cooked, and refilled the bowl when she felt someone stand behind her. She didn't flinch away since she knew it was Loki based on the scent that filled the room.
Loki just stood behind her, watching her fill the bowl, before deciding to lower his head and lay it on her shoulder. Ace was bemused at this gesture. She turned her head towards Loki. She felt his chest pressed on her back as it rose and fell. She could feel his breath send tingles to the crook of her neck. She sighed, raising her hand nearest to Loki's head, stroking his hair.
"What are you doing?" she asked.
Loki hummed. "Resting?"
"Resting? Shouldn't you do that in your room if you want to rest?" she laughed softly, a bit amused by the god but was still puzzled.
Loki shook his head that was still resting on her shoulder before he stood up straight. Ace picked the bowl up and made a move to walk back to the movie room when Loki grabbed her waist and switched their positions. His back was now facing the kitchen counter, leaning on it. The space between them was thin, with only the bowl separating them.
Loki raised a brow and looked at the bowl before getting it out of the woman's grip and placing it on the counter, then returning his hand back to her waist and pulled her closer. Ace was surprised when the god just pushed her head to his chest as he wrapped his arms around her waist. Not knowing where to put her hands, she sighed and decided to just wrap her arms around his lower torso.
"What's wrong, Loki?" she asked. The god has been acting entirely... differently since yesterday after their mission. Either he ignores her at some point but then is hugely caring for a few moments later.
Loki sighed as he buried his nose in her hair.
"I'm just—You... You scared me yesterday," Loki mumbled loud enough for Ace to hear.
This was one of the few moments where Loki allows himself to show a bit of vulnerability. He was genuinely terrified yesterday when he saw her fight the Hydra agents. He got even more petrified and worried when he saw the number of injuries she obtained after the fight.
In his thousand years of living, he has never cared for someone like this other than Frigga or Thor. He did not know how Ace even managed to get close to him like this. It also scared him how much he had grown to care for the woman. Caring for another meant giving them the power to hurt him, thereby promising himself to remain stoic and act ruthlessly. Yet what was he doing now?
"How? What do you mean?" Ace brought her hands up and placed them on Loki's chest as she tilted her head upwards to look at him.
Loki gazed at her face with an expression Ace couldn't quite decipher. He just shook his head. "Take better care of yourself next time. Even if you can heal yourself or numb yourself from feeling pain. Be more careful."
Ace just found herself nodding at him before laying her head on his chest once more. They were in silence once again and were just contented being wrapped in each other's arms. They enjoyed the warmth their bodies provided to each other.
While they were in that position, Loki decided to play with her hair. At first, he just stroked it gently in a soothing manner that Ace enjoyed. Then he proceeded to allow her curly ends to get tangled in his fingertips, loving the feeling as he spun the tips. Ace had her eyes closed and enjoyed his caresses. In return, she permitted her fingers to run up and down his broad back. She let her nails lightly draw circles on his back as he was hugging him. She felt Loki shudder because of it and figured he enjoyed the feeling, so she continued doing it.
The two of them did not know how long they spent in the kitchen, just contented in each other's embrace and caresses. The team didn't even bother looking for them and just thought that the two retired to their respective rooms to sleep. They didn't know that the two were just silently bonding in the kitchen.
The faint moonlight managed to shine through the windows of the kitchen, illuminating their bodies pressed against one another.
Loki felt himself relax despite the fast pace of his heart. He was sure it was beating loud enough for the woman to hear. He really enjoyed having her close like this. And he was slowly becoming aware that whatever he felt for the woman was not merely friendship. He knew it was more than that, but he was hesitant to acknowledge it because acknowledging it would only make it harder for him to hold back.
"You're quite lovely to embrace," Ace whispered as she buried her face in his chest.
Something within Loki seemed to come alive. He felt the familiar warmth that spread all-throughout his body, the familiar fluttering in his abdomen, the tight clench in his chest. The cogs in his mind seemed to stop, and the god just found one of his hands hooking under Ace's chin buried in his chest.
Loki held her by the chin and tilted her head upward once more. Her face was illuminated by the faint moonlight. One of Ace's brows raised in confusion. She wondered what was going through the god's mind right now as he just looked at her. She parted her lips and attempted to ask him. But she never got the chance.
Loki tilted his head a bit and leaned forward in one swift motion, planting a quick gentle kiss on her lips.
He pulled away seconds after, brows knitted. His face was evidently showing confusion and awe. Ace was stunned for a moment by the sudden kiss, but when she looked back up at Loki, who was still holding her by the chin, all logic went out the window as she brought her arms up and wrapped them around his neck. She stood on her toes and allowed her lips to meet Loki's once more.
Loki let go of the last bit of restraint he had. Gripping her waist with one hand, he pulled her closer. His other hand held her by the nape as he guided her through the kiss, allowing him to take over. Their noses lightly bumped as Loki tilted his head, angling his lips as he deepened the kiss. He let out a soft moan when he felt Ace lightly nibble his bottom lip. This woman is going to be the death of him. He was sure of that.
Ace felt Loki's tongue trace her upper lip before she gasped as Loki bit her bottom lip. As soon as her lips parted, Loki allowed his tongue to explore the crevices of her mouth. She pulled away for a second to catch her breath before Loki chased her lips and capturing them once more in a fierce kiss.
The warmth they have been feeling around each other for the past months seemed to intensify at each gasp and kiss given, while the exchange of soft moans of pleasure from the kiss seemed to just ignite the fire in them even more.
They were both a panting mess when they let go of the kiss to catch their breath. Loki closed his eyes as he leaned forward, resting his forehead on hers, feeling each other's breath fanning their faces.
They didn't say anything when they decided to return to their respective rooms after the heated kisses. Still, both of them had a mutual understanding that something between them had changed.
——
Something has certainly changed, and the team definitely noticed.
"Is it just me, or is your brother acting all soft and mushy with Ace?" Nat asked Thor.
She, Thor, Wanda, and Tony was in the common room as they planned to just chill there... until Loki and Ace entered the room.
The pair greeted the four who were already present in the room before they went to the balcony. Ace pulled Loki there because she was going to show him something, according to what they heard. The balcony was fully viewed from where the four were sitting, so they had the perfect view to watch them.
"He is definitely acting soft and mushy, as you Midgardians call it. I don't think I have ever seen him act like this, though," Thor agreed as he watched the pair. Sure, he knew that Loki was close with the woman. Still, his actions towards her seemed a lot more affectionate than what the team was previously accustomed to.
"I think I'm gonna barf," Tony scrunched his nose.
Wanda nudged him by the shoulder. "Hush now. You know you've done more with Pepper."
Tony's eyes widened at this, and he shook his head disbelievingly. He grumbled as he leaned back on the couch.
The four's attention was still on the pair at the balcony. They were bewildered by the sudden change in treatment between the two. From what they're watching, Loki is smiling adoringly at Ace, who was telling him about something. The god, unbeknownst to him the attention of the four, brushed the strands of hair that were falling on the woman's face.
"Turn your back to me, dearest," Loki instructed. "Let me braid your hair so it won't obstruct your lovely face."
"You know how to do a braid?" Ace gasped, astonished that he was capable of braiding hair.
"Mother used to braid my or Thor's hair when we were younger. I seem to have picked up a few styles or two."
Ace just giggled as Loki started a simple three-part braid. After finishing, the god conjured a mirror and handed it to Ace. The woman seemed to be pleased with her appearance. She vanished the mirror before facing Loki, giving him an affectionate hug.
"Is it just me, or are Loki and Ace acting all sweet with one another?" Bruce commented, his immediate observation as he entered the common room.
"Yeah. We see it too. Unusual, right?" Nat agreed, but this time a smirk was forming on her face.
She then recalled the night before when Ace left the movie room to get more popcorn, then Loki following her a few seconds after. After the two left the room, they never came back. The redhead assassin figured something must have happened at that time that caused the pair to be closer to one another and, if possible, a bit bolder with their affectionate gestures unlike before.
She and Wanda were tempted to ask Ace what happened the night before, but the both of them agreed to not push it and just wait for the time the woman would tell them. They were just happy to see the two getting closer each day.
"Okay. Those two are definitely not just friends at this point," Tony claimed at what he saw before he departed the common room.
Bruce, Thor, Wanda, and Nat looked at one another—eyes asking if they just saw the same thing. It was just their imagination, right?
Because there was no way, Loki would have kissed Ace on the cheek willingly, right?
——
Loki and Ace didn't question what the thing going on between them was, unlike the team. It's either they were contented with this mutual understanding—or one (maybe even the both) of them were reluctant to ask what they had, afraid that they would come off wanting more than what the other could give. Both of them knew nothing about the basics of feelings or what-nots, given that one of the pair is an adopted son with trust and daddy issues. At the same time, the other was an ex-assassin who was equally as inexperienced as the other.
Whatever it is, they settled to just let it play out and lead them to wherever.
The two of them were having a pleasant stroll to Central Park. They enjoyed the last time they walked together and figured to repeat it. One could say this was their unofficial first date, as none of them really asked. They just found themselves wanting to go out of the tower to relax since all they did in the past few days were either missions or training. So they resorted to having a walk together, their hands lightly brushing one another. Still, neither of them dared to take the other's hand in theirs.
The weather was a bit colder today as winter had already begun, and it was lightly snowing in New York. That was why Ace wore a jacket and a scarf around her neck. Loki didn't need many layers as he could tolerate the cold very well, with him being a frost giant after all.
"Do Asgardians celebrate Christmas or Yule? Or something similar to that?" Ace questioned as they walked side by side towards the park.
"We do. It is quite similar to how Midgardians celebrate it as far as I know," Loki replied.
In no time, the two reached Central Park. It was already covered in snow and looked like a winter wonderland. Ace was excited to celebrate the Yuletide season. This was her very first one since, in the past decades, she didn't get the chance to celebrate, given she was held captive.
The two of them sat down on one of the benches. Loki pulled Ace closer to his body to provide a bit of warmth against the cold wind that kissed their skin. Ace did not object and happily scooted closer towards the god. Loki, ever since last night, was more affectionate. He loved having Ace near him. Thus, his actions getting bolder as he frequently wrapped an arm around her waist.
The woman didn't mind, though. She leaned her head on the god's shoulder as she placed a hand on his thigh. She looked up to watch a few dots of snow falling. She reached out a hand in an attempt to catch a snowflake in her hand.
"This cold weather reminds me of your birthplace that you mentioned," Ace muttered as she caught a snowflake in her hand. "Jotunheim, am I correct?"
Loki nodded. His heritage was not a secret from the woman as he told her stories one time regarding his history. He wasn't comfortable telling his story and being a frost giant, but he trusted Ace enough for him to tell it to her. One night, when both of them were in the library, Ace found a book about Asgardian history that belonged to him.
The book contained a lot of information about the different realms as well and not only Asgard. Jotunheim was mentioned, which led Ace's curiosity to the frost giant species. Loki was hesitant at first when the woman asked him if he could show her his other form, as he had grown to resent that side of him very much. But seeing the eagerness in her eyes, he sighed and smiled as he transformed into a frost giant.
Loki remembered how he had his eyes closed after transforming, afraid to see the fear in Ace's eyes. Still, when he opened them, he saw nothing but fascination and adoration.
"Don't touch me. I don't want to hurt you," Loki said when Ace motioned to cup his cheek. He knew how a frost giant's touch could cause frostbites, and he did not want to hurt her.
Ace's heart clenched. "Loki, you can't hurt me even if you wanted to," she told him as she moved closer to cup his cheek.
Loki expected a scream to fill the air because of the frostbite. But no cry broke out. Instead, he felt a warm hand cup his cheek. As he opened his eyes, he saw Aesira smiling adoringly at him.
"See? I told you. You can't hurt me," she smiled warmly. "You're beautiful."
"Loki? Are you listening?" Loki was brought back to reality when he felt Ace lightly squeeze his thigh, causing him to look at her.
"Apologies, dearest. I was thinking of something," he answered. "What were you saying?"
"I was just asking if you wanted to be called Snowflake," she said. "You're just like one, you know? Cold but fascinating."
Loki smiled as he watched the woman continue trying to catch snow in her hands. He allowed his head to rest on top of hers as he exhaled calmly.
"Snowflake sounds lovely, darling."
Notes:
Soooo, still alive? Hope this chapter satisfied you! I apologize for posting a bit late than usual as I had almost slept the entire day oof.
Next update: September 24, 2021 (Friday)
Chapter 17: Manipulation
Summary:
Aesira managed to control her empathy already... but at what cost?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
As early as 7 am, the training room was already occupied by two people.
"You are doing splendid, my dear Aesira," Charles complimented.
A few days passed and she was once again training with the telepath. She has been progressing at a quick pace as she was getting the hang of her empathic ability. She has gained control over it, easily being able to activate or suppress it at her will. She has been practicing for days when she didn't train with Charles.
Right now, Charles is teaching her how to manipulate emotions. It went quite smoothly for Aesira. Charles told her that manipulating emotions was quite similar to the concept of telepathy and her ability to control one's mind. She needs to have a tight grasp of the emotion she wishes to manipulate, and once she does, she can shuffle or change it at will.
Aesira laughed when she saw the disgusted expression Charles made. "Yes, you're doing splendidly. Now stop. I can't stop feeling disgusted."
As much as she was amused to see Charles disgusted, she took pity on the poor man and suppressed her empathy, her power leaving Charles' mind and coursing back through her veins.
"Let's do a brief run-through of what I've taught you so far about empathy and healing. Then we're done for today," Charles told her. Aside from empathy, the man also taught Aesira how to speed up the healing process as there is little or no time during battle, and she needs to learn how to heal someone as quickly as possible.
Aesira nodded and started rerunning the tips and techniques that Charles taught her, going smoothly at each one. Once she was done, she could see the proud smile on the man's face, telling her that she did a good job.
"It's Yule season soon on this Earth. I'll let you take a break then I'll return on New Year, sound good?" he suggested.
Aesira smiled and nodded as she hugged him. "You sure you won't spend the holidays here?"
"I'm afraid I can't. I still have a lot to do back home. But don't worry. I'll send you a present."
With one last hug, the man soon entered a portal and went back to his respective dimension, leaving Aesira all alone in the training room.
She was a bit tired from the amount of energy she used while training, but she was happy nonetheless. As she was popping the lid off the bottle of water, Wanda entered the training room.
"Hey, Wanda. What brings you here?" Aesira asked as she drank from the water bottle. She was no longer surprised why the woman was up so early as she was used to her being an early bird.
"I sensed your other-dimension friend already left, and I wanted to see you train or at least show what you've been practicing if you're fine with it," Wanda asked as she took a seat beside her friend.
Aesira happily obliged. Since she was now more confident in her empathy, she figured she could now tell someone about it. Besides, she wanted to showcase this ability of hers since the more she thought of it, it was quite useful for some situations—like interrogations for example. She just had to tell Tony about it sometime later.
"Aside from the powers I already showed the team, I kept one hidden for the sole purpose of my inability to control it in the beginning," Aesira began to explain, and Wanda was listening intently. "I am an empath. Quite opposite to having apathetic powers, I can also sense the emotion of someone by merely touching them."
Wanda's eyes lit up from amusement. "Really? Can you try it on me?" she asked.
Aesira agreed and took her friend's hand. She allowed herself to let Wanda's emotions course through her body. She smiled. "You feel happy and," she stopped a bit before chuckling. "Were you with Vision before coming here?"
Wanda was surprised and nodded since she was indeed with the synthezoid a moment ago. "I was. How did you know?" she asked. Aesira couldn't have read her thoughts and searched them for two reasons. One, she knew the woman would not invade her mind without permission. Two, she had a barrier around her mind so other telepaths wouldn't be able to enter her thoughts.
"I felt romantic love. Who else would you feel that for other than Vision?" Aesira teased. Wanda just blushed at this and shook her head before looking back up at her friend with delighted eyes.
"This is so cool," she commented.
"Not only that, other than I can feel one's emotions by touching their exposed skin, I can also manipulate them," Aesira explained before stopping whatever Wanda was going to say. "No. I won't test it out on you," she laughed.
Wanda just pouted and scrunched her nose but just let it go. "Do you want to have breakfast? I'm sure you're quite starving after your session."
"Breakfast sounds lovely. Do you want to go to a cafe nearby?" Aesira asked.
"I was thinking of the same thing!"
"Would it be okay if I ask Loki to come? I think he's also awake now," Aesira asked Wanda. "You can ask Vision if he also wanted to come."
Wanda just gave her a knowing smirk. "Okay. Just meet me at the lobby."
As soon as Wanda left, Aesira went back to her room to change her clothes. Once that was done, she walked up to Loki's room and knocked on his door. It only took a few knocks before the door was abruptly opened. Aesira was slightly taken aback and wondered why Loki looked at her sternly. She sensed something was wrong.
Clearing her throat, she spoke up. "Wanda and I are going to have breakfast at a nearby cafe. Do you want to come along?" she asked hopefully.
"No," Loki answered instantaneously. "If you have nothing more to ask me, I suggest you go along already." And with that, he shut the door in her face.
Surprise was an understatement. She wondered what happened as Loki never treated her like this before. Worry slowly crept up her mind before shaking it off. She deduced that maybe Loki was just not in the mood, and she was sure that he would come up to her later today and tell her what's wrong.
With a sad heart, she just teleported to the lobby and was met with Wanda and Vision already there.
"Where's Loki?" Wanda asked.
Aesira just frowned as she shrugged. "He didn't want to come. He seemed to have a problem and was grumpy. I figured it was for the best to leave him be for now."
"Oh, that's sad to hear," Wanda said as she pulled Aesira close and looped her arm through hers. "I'm sure he'll come around and tell you. You know he can't stand you," she told her reassuringly before looking at Vision. "Come on, Vis."
——
Wanda was quite wrong.
Loki certainly did not come around and tell her. He was avoiding Aesira and she noticed. As soon as the trio—Wanda, Vision, and her—came back from breakfast, she couldn't find Loki anywhere. She tried sensing his presence, but every time she did, she found him immediately disappearing and probably teleporting somewhere she was not.
This bothered her greatly. She was so used to spending time with him in the past week after they shared their first kiss. She tried to recall if she did something unpleasant that would have upset the god, but nothing came to mind. Truth be told, they were still fine the night before.
Loki even laid beside her as she went to bed, promising that he will only leave once she's asleep. They even shared a few sweet kisses the night before. She was even curled up nicely in his arms. They were fine until this morning. Aesira was getting frustrated as she tried to think what she could have possibly done to upset the man.
"Something wrong with you and reindeer games?" Tony asked her when she was all alone in the kitchen to get a glass.
The team was currently having lunch in the dining room. Aesira only stood up to get a glass for herself and Tony followed her to the kitchen after sensing something was wrong.
Aesira just sighed and groaned before facing the man. "I don't know. He's been avoiding me since this morning. We were still fine last night, and I think I'm already on the brink of insanity trying to think what I've done to upset him," she complained as she remembered how quiet and closed off Loki was even though he was sitting beside her.
"Maybe he's going through puberty?"
"Tony," she looked at him disbelievingly. "He's over a thousand years old."
"Late puberty?"
She couldn't contain the smile anymore and it spread quickly on her lips.
"That's better, Twinkle. Smile," Tony said as he patted her shoulder. "He'll come around. Don't stress much."
Aesira just shook her head and sighed. "By the way, since you're here. I just want to inform you of a power I've hidden for quite a while," she confessed.
"You have more? Jesus, how many more?"
"Just one. I had help from Charles gaining control over it."
She began to brief Tony on what her power was and demonstrated it a bit to him.
"That's neat. Gonna be useful for interrogations," Tony exclaimed.
Aesira smiled. "That's what I initially thought as well," she answered.
After a few more exchanges of words, the two returned to the dining room. Upon entering, the Avengers were surprisingly quiet. The two wondered until Aesira's eyes found the chair next to hers occupied by Thor. Loki has switched seats with his brother, and she felt something pierce through her heart.
She was now sure that Loki was not just upset about something, contrary to Wanda and Tony's belief. She was certain that the god was upset with her.
She just didn't know why.
——
"Loki, just please talk to me!" she shouted as she followed the god to the training room. "You've been avoiding me and I intend to discover why."
Loki continued to just avoid her. He was about to exit the training room as soon as he entered to get away from the woman when the doors closed. He gritted his teeth before glaring at Aesira. Before he could even teleport somewhere else, the woman trapped him in a force field to prevent him from doing so.
"I see you love using your powers for your benefit," Loki snapped at her.
Aesira ran her hands through her face as she marched towards the god exasperatedly. "What else did you expect me to do? You won't talk to me."
"Why would I talk to someone like you?"
"What did I do? We were fine the night before," she was already close to crying. The exhaustion from training and her thoughts on why Loki was avoiding her was catching up to her already and she was close to losing patience already.
"We would have still been fine if I hadn't discovered your manipulation," Loki spat out with venom in his voice.
"What?" she asked perplexed. Manipulation? Aesira was puzzled and did not understand what he meant.
She had no idea that Loki almost walked into the training room earlier this morning when she was talking to Wanda, explaining her powers.
——
"Not only that, other than I can feel one's emotions by touching their exposed skin, I can also manipulate them."
Loki stopped in his tracks when he heard Aesira's voice. He was on his way to the training room to help her freshen up and even ask her out for breakfast since he knew she will probably be tired. Hearing that shouldn't have affected him that much. In other circumstances, hearing her discovery of more powers would have delighted him.
But this was different.
She said she can sense emotions, manipulate them even to an extent. This was what Loki questioned himself over and over again. He left the room quickly without being noticed and teleported back to his room.
His thoughts were all over the place and didn't know where to start. He had begun questioning himself if what the woman felt and acted towards him was genuine or not. She did say she can sense emotions. He then remembered the time they shared when she just arrived in the tower.
To this day, he still wonders the reason behind the pained and horrified expression she had during that night when he grabbed her wrist. It all seemed to make sense. She felt his emotions. That must be the purpose of the gloves which were absent during that night.
He felt anger rise from within him as he began to question where what she showed him—all the care and affection—was genuine, or was it just out of pity after feeling his emotions. He felt betrayed by the intrusion.
By now, he began questioning if what he was feeling for her was genuine as well. She mentioned that she can manipulate emotions, so how sure was he that he was not being manipulated?
Memories of torture under Thanos came back at the thought of Aesira possibly manipulating him. It made sense to him since he could not pinpoint what he was feeling for the woman. He was close to thinking that he even remotely liked her, but now he was full of doubts. He couldn't trust what he felt anymore.
He felt frustrated. He felt torn.
Years of having issues with trust caught up to him until his mind was now clouded with nothing but resentment, pushing back whatever affections he felt for the woman in the past few weeks.
——
Aesira almost stumbled when Loki decided to open the doors to his mind. He made it loud and clear what his thoughts were and how he was feeling at the moment. The surge of thoughts and emotions all came at once and Aesira had difficulty grasping them one by one.
Loki thought she manipulated him. Loki thought she betrayed him.
"Loki— " she choked on a sob, not noticing she was already crying. "You've been mistaken—"
"Have I now?" he shot back, balling his fists as he clenched his teeth. "How would I know? I don't even trust myself anymore with what I'm thinking or feeling."
Aesira shook her head profusely as she tried to wipe the tears staining her face. "No, Loki. I—I didn't mean to feel your emotions that night. I forgot my gloves and did not expect anyone," she explained as she recalled that particular night when she was first brought to the tower. "I was not nice to you out of pity like what you think."
"Clearly, I can't trust a word you say now, could I?"
"Please, listen to me," she pleaded. "Over the last few months we got to know each other, I never manipulated you. I genuinely like being with you," she said through choked sobs.
Loki watched as Aesira broke down in front of him. A part of his heart clenched, and a part of his mind told him to believe her, but his feeling of betrayal overrode whatever logic he had left as he glared at the woman. He could not trust what he thinks or feels—especially now when he discovered her abilities.
Aesira could see the disappointment and hatred in his looks as tears continued to stream down her face. "I love you," she let out tiredly.
"Do you think that would do anything to change my mind?" Loki sneered as he took his eyes off her, hiding the fact that he was momentarily caught off guard upon her confession, before allowing his expression to be stoic once more.
"I'm sorry, Loki. Please believe me. I didn't manipulate you." She could already taste the saltiness of the tears on her tongue. "I thought you at least cared for me to believe me."
It broke her heart more when Loki scoffed as he looked at her incredulously. "Do you honestly believe I am capable of caring for you?" he challenged, now shouting in anger. "I have to congratulate you, though. You're now my most hated Midgardian," he said shaking his head disbelievingly.
Her heart was shattered. She gave up. Aesira fell on her knees as she allowed the force field surrounding Loki to disperse. As soon as the force field vanished, so did Loki, leaving her crying her heart out in the training room.
The tears didn't seem to stop. She went to a nearby wall and allowed herself to lean against it as she sat down, bringing her knees up to her chest and hugging them. It felt like an arrow punctured her heart. Loki didn't mean what he said, that was what she kept saying to herself. He was just overwhelmed. She had to understand him feeling betrayed or used because of whatever he went through. But even if she tried, she slowly felt suffocated in between her sobs.
That was how she was found by Wanda a few minutes later.
"Oh my!" Wanda was swiftly beside Aesira.
Nat was just trailing behind Wanda and was not supposed to enter the training room when she heard the woman gasp, so she decided to check out what was happening. Her eyes widened when she saw Aesira's tear-stricken face. She immediately rushed to her side as she looked at Wanda questioningly.
Wanda looked equally worried because Aesira was too hurt to talk.
"My dear, can you at least show me what happened?" she asked permission and was glad to see Aesira nod. Wanda looked at Nat and held her hand to also show her Aesira's thoughts. As soon as Wanda laid her hand on the woman's forehead, the events that just recently took place flashed in front of their eyes.
"Oh dear, I'm so sorry," Wanda immediately enveloped Aesira's body in a tight embrace. "I'm sure he didn't mean to. He went through so much and his mind was just clouded," she continued.
"That bastard," Nat cursed as she motioned to get up when Aesira held her by the wrist to stop her.
She shook her head. "Don't. Let him be. Don't tell the others," she whispered pleadingly.
"Why? He hurt you!" Nat argued, completely baffled by why her friend insisted on protecting Loki.
"I don't want him to hate me more. He might think I'm gaining sympathy, or worse, manipulating your emotions," she sighed.
Nat was displeased with this. She hated to see her friend this hurt because of a misunderstanding. She wanted to kill Loki, but she knew Aesira wouldn't like that. So even if she was thinking of a thousand and one ways to murder the said god, she had to refrain from acting upon her ideas.
It took almost an hour for the woman to finally stop crying, and it took almost another hour for her to convince Wanda and Nat that she was already fine and was ready to return to her room. She told the two that she would prepare the dinner early, but she won't be joining them at the table. Wanda and Nat protested, but she made them understand that this was for the best. She didn't want Loki to see her if he ever decided to join the team for dinner so she was going to stay in her room.
After much coaxing, she finally teleported back to her room. She let a small amount of her magic spread throughout the floor and tried to sense if Loki was in his room or not. Much to her dismay, he was not there. She did not even bother searching the tower. She knew the god did not want to see her, and he would give in his wishes.
Her pillows were wet that night as she fell into a dreamless sleep.
Notes:
Now the fun is starting. Kidding!
Next update: September 28, 2021 (Tuesday)
Chapter 18: Cup of Coffee
Summary:
Aesira and Loki still aren't talking to one another. To relieve her stress, she goes out for a walk... and perhaps a cup of coffee.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The team immediately notice that something was going on between Loki and Aesira. They were so used to them always speaking to one another and getting lost in their world, so seeing the two not attached by the hip and avoiding one another was something out of the usual.
"I promised I won't tell," Wanda apologetically said when Steve was trying to make her tell them what happened.
Soon, they gave up and just let it be for now.
The aura in the tower was rather gloomy. It was always Aesira who offered and brought smiles to everyone's faces. They were sometimes wondering how someone who was constantly broken by Mirage could still keep up that jolly nature. It didn't help when doctor Dahl told them that she refused to talk during their therapy session last night.
"Are you sure you don't want me to come, doll?" Bucky asked for the nth time already has he followed Aesira down the tower's lobby. He didn't want to leave her alone, sensing she was not herself at the moment and her thoughts drifted elsewhere. He also noticed how swollen her eyes have become from crying before she could even cover it up with an illusion.
"I'm fine, Bucky. I just need time alone," she told the soldier, reassuring him that she can handle herself. "I promise I'll be back before sunset. I just need to clear my mind."
Bucky was hesitant but sighed as he gave in. As much as he wanted to accompany her to wherever she was headed, he couldn't do anything, or else it might upset her even more than she already is.
He pulled her close as he kissed Aesira on the top of her head before letting her go. "Just take care, okay? Call me or teleport back immediately if something happens."
"Duly noted, sergeant," she teased as she exited the tower.
She found herself walking swiftly out the tower, wanting to get out and go anywhere but there since she could feel the tension in the air. She was guilty since she was the cause of the tension. She knew the team already noticed that were was something wrong, but they were thoughtful enough to not bother asking her what it was to not upset her.
Her heart still hurt because of what transpired yesterday. Upon waking up, she even hoped that it was only a bad dream. That Loki was not upset with her and that he was still the same Loki she has been spending time with in the past couple of days.
But sadly, it was not a dream.
Her feet took her somewhere and she absentmindedly found herself standing in front of a coffee shop. She sighed as she pulled her jacket closer to her body when the cold wind kissed her body. Perhaps coffee would take her mind off the tension and warm her up in this cold winter weather.
It was a small coffee shop containing a few customers, which she was thankful for. She did not wish to be around anyone at the moment.
The bell hanging on top of the door rang as she pushed open the door, entering the shop. The sweet aroma of brewed coffee filled her nose as well as the smell of freshly baked treats. For a moment, she felt herself relax. She walked to the counter and ordered coffee and a muffin. Since there were no other orders, one of the staff finished whipping up her coffee and heated her muffin.
Thanking the staff, she held the tray in her hands as she went towards an empty table at the corner of the room.
The few people—only three as the shop was near empty—that recognized her immediately whispered in awe. Although they wanted to go up to her to ask for a photo or autograph, being the Avenger she is, after all, they figured it was best to let Aesira be. They did not approach her, sensing her broken state. They were kind enough to keep their distance and not make her feel uncomfortable.
Aesira didn't immediately drink her coffee. She just stared at her hands as she allowed a small amount of her purple magic to dance along with her fingertips. Her thoughts were drifting once more to Loki. She missed him. It broke her heart when he didn't believe her confession. It was true.
She did love Loki.
She just realized it the first time they shared a kiss. She has been aware of her feelings for him since the beginning, but she didn't notice right away. It took a month to figure out she liked the god, and it took another month to figure out that she was already falling for him at a fast pace.
She was tempted from time to time to just numb the pain she felt emotionally. She almost hated herself for even possessing empathic powers, to begin with. If it wasn't for this power of hers, she and Loki would have still been fine. How did it all lead up to this?
There was a part of her that was angry at Loki because he only thought of what he felt. He only believed what he interpreted and not even letting her explain. But then again, that anger dissipated when she remembered that Loki couldn't even trust his thoughts and emotions ever since he discovered her empathy, believing that she might be influencing whatever he thought or felt.
"Your palm is going to bleed if you keep clenching your hand," a man's voice said, causing her to look up.
She noticed the people in the coffee shop were already gone. Only she and this man were left.
"May I take a seat, fair lady?" Aesira's brows were knotted but she just nodded, allowing the man to take the seat in front of hers.
"If I may ask, what has gotten your forehead in a crease? You seem troubled."
"If I am, I would not tell you," she replied nonchalantly as she took a sip of her coffee which was still surprisingly hot despite the cold weather. The man's gaze followed the cup as she set it on her lips when she took a sip.
"Indeed, you would not tell," he said amused.
She noticed that he had a coffee of his own set on the table. She also noticed the curious gaze he set on her. "Do you need something from me?"
The man just smiled at her. "Good question. What can I possibly need from an Avenger like yourself?" he chuckled. "Would you believe if I told you I just need your company as much as you need mine?"
"I don't need your company," Ace replied, weirded out by this man.
"I am certain you do. I think you need someone to talk to about the thoughts troubling you," he told her. "I am all ears, you know. I won't judge or spill."
Aesira raised a brow as she leaned back on her chair, looking out the shop's window. She channeled her magic in her body, readying herself in case this man was up to no good.
"You're not much of a talker, Enchantress. I see," he commented to which the woman just a nod. Her eyes darted back to the man when she started feeling uncomfortable at his gaze. That's when she sighed and rose to her feet, ready to leave.
"I'm sorry. I have somewhere else to be," she said as she picked up her cup of coffee and muffin.
"I understand. A pleasure to meet you, Enchantress. I hope to see you again," he said with a warm smile.
Aesira just brought the cup to the counter. She had the staff put it in another container that she could bring, and the muffin was neatly packed in a small plastic box. She looked back at the man and saw that his back was faced to her before exiting the coffee shop.
She took a sip from her coffee as she walked back to the tower. She didn't want to go back so soon, but she had to, or else Bucky would be worried for her. It was nearly seven in the evening already and she promised she would be back before the sun goes down. It didn't take long for her to reach the entrance. Before entering, she threw her empty cup into the trash bin outside.
"I was worried something happened," Bucky greeted her as she entered the lobby.
"I lost track of time. Sorry," she apologized before offering him the muffin. "Do you want to share this with me?"
Bucky just declined. "Thanks, doll. But some other time since we're going to eat dinner in an hour," he replied. "Can you help me with my knife, though? I think the blade needs to be replaced."
Aesira smiled. She knew Bucky didn't need any help since he could do it on his own. She knew the guy was just trying to distract her from the tension she feels, and she was thankful for that.
"Okay, Bucky. Show me the way."
Bucky smiled as he placed his non-metal arm on the small of her back as he guided her to the elevator. As soon as they entered and turned their back to face the front of the elevator, just before the doors closed, Aesira almost stepped back when she saw a quick glimpse of Loki looking at her.
——
The team was already having dinner. Loki joined them but sat far away from Aesira. Steve noticed this and the hurt expression on the woman's face so he tried his best to lighten up the mood—with the help of Tony, of course.
"I swear, Rogers. If you talk anything more about patriotism, I'm going to get sick," Aesira teased since Steve was telling stories about the wars he fought and lived through before he was iced. Steve was glad to at least make the woman smile.
"Let him be, Twinkle. That's the only thing he can remember after being a capsicle," Tony added to the discussion, teasing the man. He sensed that Steve was doing his best to distract Aesira from her thoughts, so he joined in the fun.
"Come on. It's not so bad," Steve argued playfully, happy to see her laugh. "Don't you just feel so rewarded whenever you do something good that benefits your country? God bless America—"
Steve was cut off when Aesira rushed towards the kitchen all of a sudden. He looked at the rest of the team and saw that they were also surprised by her leaving. Loki still kept his eyes on his plate. Steve made his way to the kitchen and his eyes immediately were filled with concern when he saw her vomiting on the sink.
He went near her and tried rubbing her back. "I guess all that talk of patriotism really made you sick," he teased softly.
"Shut it, spangle pants," the woman muttered as she threw up once more.
Steve decided to pour her a glass of water. Once she felt that she was no longer going to puke everything in her stomach, she leaned her back on the counter after gargling. She saw Steve's outstretched hand as he offered her a glass, to which she accepted and drank.
"What caused you to feel sick?" Steve asked, concerned as he took the glass from her grip.
Ace thought a bit. Must have been something she consumed. She was sure it was not her cooking since she handled the ingredients with care and made sure they weren't spoilt. Plus, the others were not vomiting like her. That's when an idea came to mind.
"Must have been the coffee I drank when I went out," she concluded as she looked at Steve. "Don't worry. This is nothing."
"You sure?" Steve was still skeptical, but Ace just nodded reassuringly that she was fine.
The man sighed. "Okay. You better go to your room and rest now. I'll tell the others that you are not feeling well."
"Thanks, cap," Ace told him as she stood on her toes and gave a quick peck on his cheek before teleporting back to her room.
——
"Where is lady Aesira?" Thor asked once Steve returned to the dining area.
Steve sat back in his seat. "She was not feeling well, so I told her to rest in her room. She told me the coffee she drank must have been bad that caused her to throw up," he explained.
"Poor dear," Wanda said as she stood up to which Nat did the same. "We'll bring her some medicine. Excuse us."
And with that, the two women left the room, leaving all the testosterone back in the dining room.
——
"Ace?" Nat's voice called out as she knocked on the door. They heard someone shout a muffled 'come in' so they entered her room. Aesira was nowhere in sight, but at the sound of someone throwing up, they discovered she was in her bathroom.
Wanda dashed to the door first with Nat behind her. There, they saw the woman sitting on the floor in front of the toilet. Aesira felt the acid run back up her throat as she tilted her head forward, throwing up once more. Once she felt nothing was coming up already, she wiped her mouth using her shirt.
She looked up and saw Wanda and Nat walk closer to her through her clouded eyes. Black dots seemed to be dancing around her eyes as she saw Wanda say something, but she could no longer hear what it was as darkness enveloped her sight.
Wanda almost screamed when Aesira fainted. Nat was quick on her feet to catch the woman's body, preventing her head from hitting the floor.
"She's immensely sweating," Wanda commented worriedly as she helped Nat carry Aesira to her bed.
"Stay with her. I'll get a towel," Nat instructed as she disappeared to the bathroom.
Wanda gazed at her friend's sleeping form. She could see the sweat continue dripping down Aesira's forehead. She sensed the discomfort her friend was feeling, so she laid her hand on Aesira's forehead and pushing whatever thoughts had been bothering her to the back of her mind. She didn't dare read it. Wanda just made sure to give comfort to her friend.
"She threw up a lot, and I'm surprised she got sick by just a mere cup of coffee," Nat commented as she wiped Aesira's face with the wet towel in her hand.
Wanda's mind was lost in thought as she watched Nat care for Ace. Nat was right, and it was weird to see how Aesira has gotten sick just from a coffee she had. It was not a secret to the team that Aesira was enhanced in all sense. Shouldn't that mean her body should not be easily affected by just bad coffee?
"Stay with her, Nat," Wanda said snapping out of her thoughts. "I'm going to check on something."
After that, she immediately went down to the lobby and asked FRIDAY for the security footage earlier today. She watched intently, observing the footage. Then she asked FRIDAY to stop and zoom in. She saw Aesira drink something from a cup before throwing it in the trash bin. Hopefully, this was the coffee cup she drank from.
Wanda made way to the entrance of the tower. Luckily, the trash has not been taken out yet. Using her magic, she got the cup out of the trash. Once she got it, she immediately went to the lab to find Bruce. To her luck, he was down there already even after dinner was done.
"Bruce, can you examine this cup?" she asked as soon as she entered the lab.
Bruce looked at her as she approached. "Why? What's with the cup?"
"Nat found it weird for Aesira to get sick just because of a bad coffee especially since she is enhanced, so I retrieved this cup. I don't want to think of anything bad but maybe somebody put something in her cup to make her sick."
Bruce nodded as he took the cup. There were a few drops in it, so he took a sample of it and ran some tests. Wanda didn't leave the lab and waited patiently until Bruce was done.
"There is some chemical in the coffee that weakened her. I'm not sure what it is, but it definitely is the one affecting her," Bruce said after he was done. "I'll try finding a cure. Good thing you brought this to my attention, Wanda."
Wanda thanked him for his work before leaving the lab. Now she was sure this wasn't coincidental but targeted. She found herself returning to Aesira's room after she visited the lab. She knocked softly, and when nobody answered, she figured Nat must have left and Aesira was asleep.
She opened the door a bit. She was right. The woman was already asleep, so she took this as a sign to go in.
She didn't want to do it, but the safety of her friend was at stake. She crouched beside Aesira before she allowed her magic to infiltrate the woman's mind. She was careful to not arouse any suspicion in the woman as she carefully worked her way through her mind, avoiding the closed doors and only finding what was necessary. She knew Aesira was not feeling well, as she was left vulnerable and her mind open and easily infiltrated. Some of her barriers were down.
That was when she encountered the memory from earlier.
She saw the face of the man that Aesira encountered in the coffee shop.
Wanda did not recognize who he was, but she now suspected that he was the one who tampered with the coffee, causing Aesira to feel sick.
Notes:
I'm sorry I still haven't resolved their conflict yet. Endure with me for a bit HAHAHA.
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Next update: Oct. 1, 2021
Chapter 19: Trap
Summary:
In which they discover that they may have been deceived, leaving the team heartbroken... but leaving Loki shattered...
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next day, the team was huddled together in the conference room—Loki included. He was not joining the discussion but his attention was certainly with them.
Aesira was not present as well as she was still sleeping in her room.
It was the day where they were supposed to infiltrate the Hydra base that Fury told them about. The base where the remaining Hydra agents tried to gather secretly and try to rebuild Hydra. They were having a discussion and reiterating the plan for later. They decided it was best for the woman to stay, given she was not in her best condition.
Bruce ran tests and discovered the chemical containing some sort of pathogen was slowly attacking the cells in the woman's body. Thankfully, she was enhanced and was slightly proficient in healing already that's why the pathogens have not fully taken over her body. He has been up all night trying to find a cure and he would have still been if only not for the mission.
Tony told Fury of their situation. He was not delighted but he could not push the mission to a further date, or else the Hydra agents might catch up on them and immediately go into hiding once more. That's why Fury assigned SHIELD agents to guard the tower while the team was out. They knew someone was out there targeting them, in courtesy of Wanda, and they wanted to make sure the tower was not left unguarded while they were out.
So naturally, he assigned Agent Hill as the head of making sure the tower was secure. She was the one leading the team that surrounded the Avengers tower to make sure everything was fine. It still didn't lessen the worry the Avengers had for their ill teammate, though.
——
"Can't I go? I'm feeling a bit better, you know" Ace tried to persuade Tony when the man visited her room. She tried standing up but he just grabbed her by the shoulder and ordered her to lay back down.
"No can do, kiddo. You're in no condition to go on a mission," Tony reprimanded her like a father. It was true. Aesira was not going to deny that she was still feeling weak, but she felt so useless if she was left behind on the mission.
It was a Hydra base they were going to infiltrate. She knew how dangerous that organization was, much more dangerous than Mirage. She was worried the team would get injured. Most especially, she was worried for Loki. Even though they weren't on good terms, she wanted to make sure he was safe, and she can't do that when she's a hundred miles away from him.
Tony sensed her worry and let a huff of breath out before handing her an earpiece. "Will this do? You may not be with us physically, but you can at least know how we're doing," he said as he placed the earpiece in her hand.
A sigh escaped her lips. This was not enough to ease her worry, but Aesira knew this was better than nothing. At least if something happened, she can immediately teleport to wherever they are and help out.
"I guess," she mumbled softly as she put the earpiece on. "When will you leave?"
"In an hour or so. SHIELD agents are left in this building. Agent Hill will stay with you on this floor," Tony briefed her on some type of tower lockdown protocol or whatever it was to keep her safe. "If you need anything else, you can just ask FRIDAY."
She just nodded as she turned her back to Tony.
Stark didn't like seeing her all down in the dumps, but they had a mission to attend to. He sighed as his eyes scanned Aesira's weakened state. He shook his head and after instructing FRIDAY to dim the lights, he left the room and met Maria Hill who was just standing outside the door.
"I leave her in your care," he told the agent.
"I'll see to it she's in one piece as you lot return," she answered with a small smile, nodding at Tony.
He curtly nodded back and with one final glance at the ill teammate's door, he went up to the rooftop.
——
A soft series of knocks can be heard from outside her door, rousing Aesira from her sleep.
"Who is it?" she asked when she sensed that she did not recognize the presence behind the door.
"Maria Hill, an agent of SHIELD and right-hand of Fury," Hill introduced herself, her voice muffled as she did not enter the room yet, not wanting to intrude Aesira's space.
Aesira sent out a small portion of her powers to reach the agent's mind to confirm that she is indeed who she says. When Aesira confirmed her identity, she cleared her throat and spoke. "Come in."
The door slowly opened, allowing the light from the outside to enter the dimly lit bedroom.
"FRIDAY, turn the lights on, please," Aesira called out to the AI. Her eyes quickly adjusted to the brightness, landing on the figure closing the door behind her.
"May I take a seat?" Hill asked, motioning to the couch in the room upon entering. Aesira nodded in response as she slowly sat down on her bed, taking a pillow and placing it on her lap.
"Have they left yet?" she inquired as soon as she got comfortable.
Agent Hill shook her head as she leaned back and crossed her arms and legs. "Not in a few minutes. They're still at the rooftop," she replied. "How are you feeling? I've heard there was an attempt at your life."
"I feel the pathogens attacking my healthy cells as they try to heal me. But other than that, I think I'm holding quite well," she tried to crack a joke, acting a bit unamused at her current situation. "I blame myself for not immediately sensing the danger that day, goodness."
"We all have our ups and downs," Hill shrugged as she tilted her head. "I'm sorry. Did I interrupt your sleep, Ms. Howlett?"
Aesira shook her head. "No. Your presence here is fine. It makes me feel less useless than I already feel. I wish I could have gone with them. It makes me worry less."
"I can see that," the agent replied with a nod, her eyes scanning the room before returning to Aesira's figure on the bed. "You've become quite close with the Avengers from all the footage of you that Fury has. A lot has changed ever since you first arrived."
Aesira chuckled as the memory of her first time in the tower resurfaced. She has indeed come a long way already. The nearly four months of her stay here are rather quite surprising. She didn't expect the Avengers to warm up that easily to her, considering the first time she met a few of them, she tried killing them.
She also did not expect how easily the team would grow on her. It had been decades since the last time she felt being part of a family. That was how she felt with the team even after a few months of just knowing them. She finally found a reason to keep living, found the people she wanted to protect, and keep happy until the end of her life.
"A lot has changed indeed," she replied to Maria Hill as she got lost in thought.
——
"Hey, Peter. You're looking good today."
"Peter, do you want to go to the movies with me?"
"Peter, my man. Wanna hang out with us after school?"
"Come sit with us at lunch, Parker."
"Parker, nice to see you today!"
Life as Peter Parker was supposed to be simple. He enjoyed the times when he just got to walk freely down the hallways of his school with Ned without being stopped or noticed by anyone. But boy did that change after the class tour to the Avengers Tower.
Word spread quickly of the events that had taken place that day, of how he was close with every Avenger, especially the newest and new fan favourite Avenger—the Enchantress.
This certainly boosted his popularity. Some were even trying to befriend him in hopes of getting personally introduced to the Avengers. Some even tried going as far as asking for the numbers of the Avengers, especially the numbers of the women on the team. Peter just shook his head every time people asked him this.
Some were even desperate and have gone to extreme lengths to steal his phone in hopes of getting the Avengers' number. Luckily, the students at school didn't know the other phone that Aesira gave him where all the contact numbers of the Avengers were saved.
He was going to have to get used to all the attention now. He was used to getting attention as Spiderman, but not as Peter Parker. Although he was thankful for the team, especially Aesira since he and Ned were no longer being bullied by Flash. He seemed to avoid them now at all costs. He didn't know what Aesira told the guy, but he was glad that Flash finally stopped picking on him and his friends.
"Can we visit the tower?" Ned asked him when they were sitting on the bleachers out on the field.
"I don't know, man. They might be busy," Peter replied shortly as he played with the hems of his shirt for all its worth.
"How about text one of them? Like Ms. Aesira?"
No matter how many times Peter declined, Ned still insisted. The two of them haven't visited the tower ever since the tour yet since they were busy with a lot of homework and now was the few days that they weren't busy so he wanted to visit. Plus, Ned was excited to ask Aesira to teach him in using the dagger she had gifted. He kept it safely hidden in his bag at all times in case an opportunity arose for him to visit the tower with Peter.
"Fine. Fine. I'll text her," Peter said acquiescently as he got his other phone out of his bag and typed a short quick message to the woman.
'Can Ned and I drop by?' He typed and hit send. It did not take too long when his phone buzzed, indicating that he received a message.
'Sure you can. The team is on a mission and I'm here alone because I'm sick. What time will you come?'
"Ms. Aesira said we can visit, and that the team is on a mission," Peter reiterated to Ned as he replied to Aesira the time when they will drop by later.
"Why isn't she with them?" Ned inquired curiously.
Peter then put his phone back in his bag as he faced his best friend. "She said she's sick that's why she couldn't come on the mission."
"Oh," a hint of worry passed through Ned's face before it brightened up. "More reason to visit her!"
Peter just shook his head as he watched his friend list down the things he will show and tell later to Aesira to keep her company. He had even thought if he should order some soup for the woman to make her feel better, only to doubt later if she eats soup.
"I really like Ms. Aesira," Ned said out loud, snapping Peter out of his thoughts.
Peter looked at him incredulously, as if he cannot believe what his best friend said. Ned noticed the look Peter gave him and just pushed him before he shook his head. "Not in that sense, dude. She's way too old for me," Ned explained, scrunching up his nose. "I meant, I just genuinely like her as a person. She's so kind. I wouldn't even believe she was an ex-assassin if you hadn't told me."
"It shocked me too at first. But yeah, you're right. She is super kind and likable," Peter agreed. "Is it strange to see her as my mother?"
"Not at all. She does give me the motherly vibes," Ned told him. "Reasonable, though. Since you lack a motherly figure in your life. Who's the fatherly figure? Mr. Loki?"
Peter laughed at his friend's antics and just slapped him on the back as he shook his head. He looked at the time on his phone and saw that it was nearing the time he told Aesira that they would come and visit. He and Ned picked their bags up and exited the school premises as school was already done.
Peter put on his Spiderman suit in an empty alley, as he was planning to swing him and Ned to the tower, seeing as it was a quicker way.
When they were nearing the tower, Peter stopped. Ned questioned why, but Parker just told him to stay wherever he is and left swinging for the tower. Ned watched worryingly the red-and-blue-suited figure swinging quickly towards the tower.
Peter's spidey senses tingled.
——
"I don't want to leave her alone," Wanda said out loud as the team was gathering on the rooftop of the Avengers tower.
Steve sighed upon hearing this, his hand briefly raking through his blonde hair. "Us too, Wanda," he huffed. "But we have a Hydra base to take down. The sooner we destroy the facility, the sooner we can return."
Wanda could not stay put and was restless. Even Vision couldn't calm her down. She fiddled with her fingers in her lap as she looked back and forth to the doors leading to the elevator. She just felt like she should stay, not wanting to leave Aesira here.
After losing Pietro, Aesira was the closest she ever had to a sibling. She was worried for her since she knew Aesira's powers were either down or fluctuating because of the pathogens. She has not told this to anybody because she didn't want the team to worry more, but this just made her feel more restless.
"She's going to be okay, Wanda," Nat tried to reassure the woman as she took her hand and led her to the inside of the Quinjet. "She might be sleeping now, and might still be sleeping when we return. SHIELD surrounded the building so you don't have to worry."
Wanda inhaled deeply as she watched the team enter the Quinjet one by one. Once they were complete, they have not taken off yet since Cap wanted to make a quick run-through once again with their plan.
"Stark and Falcon will take the skies and keep watch. Wanda and Nat, you two will navigate the way to their control room and do everything you can to either extract or erase whatever is in their database. Clint and Vision, you're our eyes on the ground. Bruce will keep the Quinjet guarded and will be on standby in case things go south. Thor, Bucky, and I will deal with the rest of the agents we will encounter. Everybody got that?" Cap asked, finally reiterating the plan one last time.
The team nodded, and after a few more minutes, they were soon off the rooftop and have taken off. Wanda still couldn't shake off the feeling of worry in her system, her eyes looking at the door of the Quinjet as the uneasiness settled deeper in her stomach more.
The trip to Boston, Massachusetts was a quick one despite it being a hundred miles away from New York City since they were onboard the Quinjet. They stopped at an open field near the Hydra base and put the jet on stealth mode. From there, they would have to travel on foot to catch the agents by surprise.
Stark and Falcon have already taken off from the ground and circled the base in the air at a safe distance where they won't be detected.
Loki lifted his hands, sending his magic coursing out his fingertips, allowing an illusion to cover them so they remain undetected as they neared the base. Once they successfully entered the facility, Loki let the illusion fall as they looked around for cameras.
The atmosphere was eerie. Each camera they encountered seemed to not be functioning. Loki and Wanda faintly remembered the last Hydra base they infiltrated. The team was still grouped.
"Stark, Falcon, sitrep," Steve said through the comms.
"Nothing suspicious up here. We're just enjoying the presence of birds," Tony answered briefly.
The team rolled their eyes. "Barton, sitrep," Cap said once again, as Clint and Vision remained outside to check the perimeter in case some were hidden.
"Nothing out here, cap. You sure this is the right place?"
As they carefully walked through the single hall, a door came into view. Nat took the lead and carefully walked towards it. Her hand gripping the doorknob, she turned and pushed it open. The lights in the room that greeted them were flickering on and off weakly.
Cap allowed his eyes to scan the space. His brows furrowed when he saw how messy and abandoned the room looked. He sensed something was wrong. They for sure had the right place, as the activity SHIELD sensed all pointed to this facility.
The team did not know what triggered it, but all the computers in the room shut down. They were all in a stance ready to fight, with Cap ready to signal Tony to help and Bruce to ready the ship. They all looked around and tried to examine the room.
In the corner, one computer screen lit up and began flashing on and off. Moments later, a bunch of codes appeared on the screen.
"Stark, we need you in here," Cap said through the comms.
"Roger, Rogers."
It didn't take long for Tony to arrive in the room. He pushed Cap away from the computer as he examined the codes that appeared on the screen. His brows were knitted. For a Hydra base, the codes this computer showed seemed easy to crack, leaving him skeptical.
The team watched and stood guard as Tony took a seat, letting his fingers type something on the computer in an attempt to find something. A few moments later, as soon as Tony hit enter, the computer soon shut down.
"Tony, what did you do?" Nat asked, her brows furrowed in confusion.
"I cracked the code. I don't know why—"
Stark was cut from whatever he was saying when the computer screen flashed on once again.
"I expected nothing less from you, Stark," the man on the screen said, looking at the team.
They all took a step back, stunned. This was not part of whatever plan they made, and whatever was happening was not part of the things they were expecting.
"Who are you?" Cap was the one who asked.
"There's no fun in that if I introduce who I am," the man simply chuckled mockingly.
"Falcon, Barton, sitrep," Steve spoke through the comms.
"Still nothing, cap."
"Same as before."
The two of them replied almost at the same time.
"You think I'll have the rest of my agents ambush you here? You wound me, captain," the man said once more with a smirk on his face. "I am surely better than what all of you think."
"What do you want?" Nat asked as she eyed Tony. She signaled Stark to at least try and trace wherever this connection leads to.
The man on the screen just laughed mockingly as he eyed them one by one before his eyes stopped on Loki. The god furrowed his brows, confused why the man's gaze lingered on him. He surely didn't know who this was and was sure he never encountered him ever in his whole life.
"Out of you all, who do you think is the most intriguing?" the man asked vaguely.
Stark laughed as he tried to type in some codes on the computer discreetly. "Surely I am the most interesting one here. Come on. Ask a harder question," he answered as he tried to buy more time.
Still, the man did not seem to falter. He turned his back on them and walked towards a chair and sat down. He crossed his legs and joined his hands, propping up his elbows on his thigh. His gaze returned to them once more as a knowing smile was on his lips.
"How's your sick teammate?"
Stark's fingers froze from typing as he looked up to the screen. Everybody was shocked at what the man said.
"Nobody here is sick. Try again," Loki was the one who spoke up and tried to speak nonchalantly. But in truth, his mind already drifted to the woman they left alone on the tower, his worry growing rapidly.
"I didn't say that sick teammate of yours was present, did I?" the man smirked. "If I were you, I won't waste more time trying to track my location and just head home. Who knows, you might just still meet her in one piece."
Stark could feel his heart pump with worry and fear in his chest as bolted off from the seat and headed for the jet, and the team quickly followed behind as they sprinted out the base.
"Bruce, get the Quinjet started. FAST!" Tony shouted through the comms. They all quickly boarded with worry overriding their mind.
"Aesira, do you copy?" Tony said frantically through his comms, cursing under his breath. He should have noticed this earlier. When he was on the jet, he could still Aesira talking to Hill. He didn't notice when the woman stopped talking as he was too focused on the mission. "Aesira Howlett, answer me goddamnit!"
"Tony, calm down," Nat tried to sound calm but her hands were now shaking in fear and worry for her friend.
Loki was on the end of the Quinjet. He was also pacing back and forth as his mind wandered to Aesira. He hasn't been on speaking terms with her in the past few days, and their last conversation did not end quite well after he said so many hurtful things to her. Thor watched his brother as his expression became vulnerable. He wanted to tell Loki not to worry, but he would be a hypocrite if he did since he was immensely worried about Aesira's safety.
As Loki paced back and forth, his worry was soon replaced with regret and self-hatred. He began to regret getting angry at her and allowing his own emotions to get the best of him. At the back of his mind, he realized that he knew Aesira would never manipulate him and he just let his bad memories get the best of him. He realized she genuinely cared about him, contrary to what he believed in the past.
And now, she was in danger. Maybe if he didn't get angry at her, she wouldn't have been in peril in the first place.
"Mr. Stark, Underoos is calling," FRIDAY's voice echoed through the jet. "He has left ten missed calls."
"Put the boy on speaker," Tony commanded. He knew whatever the boy had to say was important since he rarely made that many missed calls to him.
"Mr. Stark, this is Ned. Peter's friend," Ned's distressed voice rang out through the speakers.
Stark and the team furrowed their brows, expecting Peter to answer. "Where's Peter?" Stark asked.
Whatever Ned said has increased their worry immensely. All of them inhaled sharply upon hearing the words that left Ned's lips.
"The Avengers Tower is under attack and Peter went there."
Chaos ensued in the Quinjet as soon as the call ended. They were now frantic and worried about Aesira, considering she is not in the best shape to engage in a fight. They were also worried for Peter. He was a kid and he decided to go to the tower when he saw it being attacked. Loki could no longer contain his worry upon hearing this. He vanished from the Quinjet and teleported to their floor in the tower.
As soon as he could feel the tiles beneath his feet, Loki's heart dropped to his stomach when he saw the floor destroyed. The glass windows were shattered. The floor was cracked. Bullet holes punctured the walls. Without second thoughts, he rushed into Aesira's room, only to find everything in it torn, broken, and shattered. The furniture was knocked down and traces of blood are smeared all over the walls and floor. There were a few agents on the ground but he sensed no life in their bodies anymore.
A faint shine from the floor caught his eye. Walking nearer to the object of interest, he picked it up. His heart plummeted upon seeing the purple diamond necklace Aesira always wore around her neck. He found her necklace.
But other than that, no trace of the woman can be found.
"Mr. Loki!"
Loki turned his head and found Peter barely standing by the bathroom in the bedroom. His forehead was bleeding and was holding his arm by his stomach as he staggered, but he still managed to stand.
"They got Ms. Ace," Peter said, voice cracking and face filled with tears. Loki sensed the kid was blaming himself for not being able to save Aesira from getting kidnapped.
But in Loki's mind, he was blaming himself. Peter was still telling him something but he could no longer comprehend the words that were being thrown at him. He only thought of Aesira and wished he was here sooner. If only he didn't leave, she would probably still be safe here with him.
Loki's strength left him as he fell to his knees.
Notes:
The situation is still not resolved, I know. Please bear with me for a few more chapters XD
Next update: October 5, 2021 (Tuesday)
Chapter 20: Torture
Summary:
The longer they still couldn't trace Aesira, the more frustrated and restless Loki was getting.
Notes:
Warnings: mentions of torture, briefly mentioning Bucky's experience in Hydra (super short mention)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
He was devastated, to say the least.
Loki was still kneeling in the middle of Aesira's destroyed bedroom when the Avengers found him.
"Kid!" Tony exclaimed when his eyes darted to a wounded Peter. "What happened?"
Wanda was immediately by Peter's side to assist him to stand, while Thor rushed towards Loki. He was careful to touch him seeing the broken state his brother was in. His worried expression overtook his face when he saw the necklace Loki was holding in his hands.
"Ned—Ned and I were on our way here to visit Ms. Aesira since she told us she's alone and all of you are on a mission," Peter started as he slowly sat down on a chair that Wanda summoned, trying to even his breathing. He was shaking his head as he recalled the events that had taken place when he arrived at the tower, tears threatening to fall from his eyes as he remembered how Aesira had surrounded him with a force field to protect him from the agents attacking him.
"My spidey senses tingled. The building... I tried to... agents crashed through the windows and surrounded Ms. Aesira when I got here. I tried to stop them but... Ms. Aesira shielded me when an agent tried to hurt me. She—She got stunned because she was distracted in protecting me," Peter cried.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Stark—" Peter tried to apologize but Tony just shushed the boy as he patted his shoulder reassuringly. He averted his gaze from Peter's tear-stricken face as he tries to let everything sink in.
"It's not your fault, Peter," Wanda cooed to the boy, her hand softly raking through his hair. "They planned all of this. We should have known better. It's not your fault."
Their attention was turned to Loki, head tilting to his direction, as the god abruptly stood up from the floor. He sauntered towards the broken window, not minding and stepping on the shattered shards on the floor that cracked at each of his steps. Looking at the streets below, his eyes scanned the city. He closed his eyes, trying to sense traces of Aesira's magic. There was a faint trail in the air, but his hopes were crushed when it stopped.
A strangled grunt escaped his throat as he pounded the wall beside him with his fist. It hurt, but the pain he felt on his fists was insignificant, as the pain his heartfelt was unparalleled. His eyes were shut tightly, his other fist was balled. He clenched his teeth as he tried to stop himself from shaking. His rage was rapidly building up inside of him as the events that had taken place started to catch up with him.
"Brother, calm down," Thor carefully said, knowing one wrong word can push Loki to the edge seeing his almost raging state. "You should rest."
"Rest?" Loki snapped angrily, opening his eyes full of emotion, as he looked at Thor. "How am I supposed to calm down when I know she is in danger?"
Sighing, he softened a little. His eyes glistened as he returned his gaze to the city below. The feeling of worry and pain started to mix with his rage. "She wouldn't have been in danger if I haven't let my emotions get the best of me. If I—I have been so stupid to only think of myself."
"What are you talking about, brother?" Thor asked, confused about what his brother was talking about, thinking of what he could have possibly done that correlates to what was happening.
"I got angry at her, accused her of manipulating me," Loki sighed defeatedly, unclenching his fists as he ran a hand through his hair.
"You what?" Thor's voice boomed, his brows furrowing. "Why would you accuse her of that? She's been nothing but good to you, Loki!" he argued.
Loki scoffed as he shook his head, his eyes then catching a glimpse of Wanda and Nat eyeing him warily. "I assume the both of you already knew?" he asked.
The two did not say a word and just looked at each other, but that was enough of an answer to Loki's question. He knew that they both knew. What did he expect, though? Of course, Aesira went to the two after his outrage.
"I'm quite surprised you haven't informed the team of my actions, of how a monster I am for acting that way towards her," the raven-haired god added, his voice laced with hatred—hatred for himself.
"You're not a monster, Loki," Nat muttered carefully, which made him scorn. "She understands you, that's why she asked us not to tell anyone. Why do you think I haven't killed you yet?"
Loki grimaced and just ignored her as his gaze returned to the broken window. "It still does not change the fact that she is still in danger. Who knows where in the Nine Realms she is or if she is still—" Loki shook his head as he tried to brush off the thought from his mind. No. Aesira is strong. She is a strong woman and won't give up without a fight.
The room was enveloped in silence after that, none of them daring to say anything that might worsen the mood. All of them were under a lot of stress and pressure, so it was best to contain their words to themselves to prevent any further argument.
"So, uh. SHIELD is here to collect anything that can help us trace Aesira," Tony started, getting the attention of those in the room. "Since the tower is destroyed, we will have to move to the compound temporarily."
They eyed one another before sighing, following Tony out of the room to collect their belongings.
Loki was the last to leave the room, not wanting to leave yet in a case by some miracle that Aesira would just float through the window or teleport back there.
It was a miracle he wished would happen.
But sadly, it didn't.
——
It did not take long for the Avengers to settle in the compound, each choosing a room that suited their liking. It was an unspoken agreement, but they left an empty room next to Loki's which was designated for Aesira if they ever got her back.
No. Scratch that. They will get her back no matter the cost.
Loki locked himself up in his room, something that he has not done for a very long time ever since he became acquainted with Aesira. But because of the woman's absence, he was back to square one.
He was lying on his bed as he tried to get some sleep. He was exhausted mentally and emotionally from the events that happened today. No matter how much he tossed and turned, he could not get himself to sleep. Not when his mind was thinking about Aesira and how she is doing.
The memory of the day he discovered her empathic ability kept replaying in his mind like a broken CD player. The tears streaming down her face, the pain in her voice, her frame as she fell to the floor as she kept asking him to listen to her. All of the events, he remembered clearly down to the minuscule details.
It broke his heart to see her in that state. And it broke his heart even more knowing he was the cause of it. He knew he screwed up big time. Sighing, he silently uttered a wish hoping they could get Aesira back. If they did, he would spend the rest of the days in his life asking for her forgiveness. He would understand if she would hate her after this. He was not to put any blame on her if things worked out as planned.
Loki sighed. Thor was right, he would admit for once. Aesira has been nothing but kind to him since the beginning. How could he doubt her kindness towards him? His mind then lingered as he recalled the first time she was brought to the tower.
(Flashback)
"Are we seriously going to allow her to walk freely, doctor?" Tony asked incredulously.
"You trust her enough?" Cap asked.
Doctor Dahl just nodded before shooting a smile at Ace. "She's harmless."
Tony winced at the adjective the doctor used but sighed as he palmed his face before facing Loki.
"Fine. Show her the kitchen. But don't go outside. You're both dead if you try something funny."
"Yeah, we get it, tin man. Buh-bye," Ace said as she exited the medical bay with Loki following her.
The walk to the kitchen was not long as it was just around the corner. Ace sat on one of the chairs by a counter and just eyed Loki expectantly.
The god just raised a brow when he saw her looking at him. "What?" he asked.
"Seriously? Do you know what hospitality is?" Ace grimaced as she looked at the god.
"This is Stark's tower. Do not expect any hospitality from me."
Ace's jaw almost dropped, but she just rolled her eyes and massaged her temples. This god was unbelievable. In the back of her mind, what did she expect? That the people—or gods, given Thor and Loki—here would treat her well? After the attempt on their lives? Not likely.
She huffed.
With a flick of her wrist, the kitchen cabinets opened and she looked one by one at its contents. Her eyes almost glimmered purple when she eyed a box of pop tarts. With another flick of her finger, the pop tarts floated towards her.
"I am not sure you want to eat those, or else you'll get on Thor's bad side," Loki told her, quite amused at the floating pop tarts, but hid it well.
Ace ignored his statement as one pop tart landed on her hand. She took a bite. "Thor? You mean that blonde guy? Goldilocks with a hammer?"
"Meh, I can handle him," Ace replied when Loki nodded at her as an answer to her previous question, still watching her eat. "I mean, I did manage to handle a few of you guys and you, a literal god."
Loki frowned and almost scowled at this. "Listen here, mortal. Be careful with your words. You have no idea what I am capable of."
"Actually I have, I think," she told him as she swallowed the pop tart she was chewing. "You're capable of anything but killing me."
"Why do you think so?" Loki challenged her with a raised brow.
She just shrugged as she looked up, thinking of an appropriate response to him. "You're quite not what I expected from someone who tried to rule Earth back in 2012."
Loki knitted his brows at her sudden statement and tried to catch her eyes. The woman saw he was looking at her and took that as a sign to continue talking about whatever she was thinking.
"You're dangerous, that's given. But I don't think you're the type who will just hurt anybody without reason. If you want an honest thought, I think you're rather nice for someone who has a history of taking over the world."
She thought Loki was nice. Loki would have just laughed it off and assumed she was just flattering him in an attempt to get on his good side, and possibly use him to escape. But he could not sense any lies in her statement.
She genuinely thought he was nice.
(End of Flashback)
A knock on his door pulled him out of his thoughts.
Loki looked at the clock and saw that it was already past nine in the evening. His thoughts drifted to Thor. He was the only one who would come talk to him at this hour. Even though he was on speaking terms with the other Avengers already—thanks to Aesira who always pushed him to socialize more—they were not close yet for them to seek him out at this hour unless it was about something urgent or important.
He rose to his feet and walked towards the door, and upon opening it, he discovered his guess was correct. It was indeed Thor standing outside his room.
"What do you need at this hour?" he asked as he let the god of thunder enter.
"Come sit, brother. We need to talk," Thor said rather seriously, sitting on Loki's bed and patting the space next to it, urging him to take a seat as well.
Loki found this behavior odd. Nevertheless, he sat down beside Thor, putting distance between them.
"Lady Natasha told me what happened, while Lady Wanda showed me Lady Aesira's memories of that particular day," Thor started, and Loki was already expecting he was going to receive threats from Thor because of the way he acted. But to his surprise, the threats never came. "At first, I was outraged. The words you told her were very cruel, brother. But I do not blame you."
Loki looked at Thor with furrowed brows, an incredulous expression forming on his face, thinking if he was hearing correctly. "I do not blame you for how you acted. Lady Wanda has told me that you may have recalled the unpleasant memories while under..." Thor paused a bit as he hesitated to say the name of the rotten purple grape. "I am not going to tell you off as I know you have already thought of your actions. I am here to let you know that I am your brother and I will be here for you. We will get Lady Aesira back. I will protect her just like the way you protected Jane when we fought the Dark Elves years ago, that I promise you."
Thor did not need any words to know that Loki was touched by his sentiment. His brother was not the type to just say thank you or show gratitude. Thor knew Loki very well, so he need not any words uttered from the man to know he was grateful.
With a pat on the back, Thor said goodbye to Loki and told him to get some sleep before leaving the room.
——
Three days passed and the team still could not find anything that could trace where the Hydra agents took Aesira. They all tried to hide it, but they were getting more restless by the second. Worry was taking over their minds since they have no means of knowing the condition Aesira was in. If she was still fine. If she was still breathing. If she was still—
But on the bright side, they never lost hope, especially Loki.
During the past few days, Loki could feel Aesira's power in the air, but it was faint. Every time he managed to grab a loose end of her magic, it would immediately fade. He was growing frustrated every time he got to nowhere, but he was patient.
Loki just finished trying to trace the magic when it faded once again. He was in his room, trying to calm down his frustrations. He shouldn't let his emotions get the best of him so he could focus. The last time he allowed his emotions to get the best of him, things did not go well and just lead to Aesira being kidnapped.
Eyes looking down at the object in his hand, Loki stared at the diamond necklace dangling from the tips of his fingers. He kept Aesira's necklace in a magical box and only took it out whenever he needed to calm down. Seeing the necklace would ease his worries as he made him think of his happy memories with the woman. He needed to focus more than ever if he was going to trace her magic successfully before disappearing.
He almost dropped the necklace on his lap when loud and urgent knocks could be heard on his door. Loki immediately tucked the necklace back safely in his magical box as he quickly rose to his feet and opened the door.
Wanda was standing outside his room looking quite restless, breathless, and frantic.
"Living room. Hydra is playing a live broadcast. Aesira...," she trailed off, not knowing how to explain the situation as she caught her breath.
Loki need not hear anything more as he dashed out of his room. His feet quickly brought him to the living room where the team was huddled around the television. Tony has a laptop in his lap in an attempt to trace where the signal of the broadcast is coming from while Bruce is tweaking a machine that could sense any strange activity even kilometers away.
"You're making it more difficult for the both of us, Enchantress," a man wearing a lab coat said as he walked towards Aesira. The same man they talked to at the Hydra facility.
"Now I remember who he is," Wanda muttered, her eyes widening in recognition as they landed on the man. "That's the same guy who tampered with her coffee!"
Loki could see the woman all injured with bruises and cuts all over her body. They still looked fresh, but some were already drying up.
"Why is she not healing herself?" Loki asked worriedly.
As if to answer his question, the man spoke again, still facing Aesira. "Your body is getting weaker because of the pathogens in your bloodstream. You're getting weaker, both physically as well as your power," the man said. "You know you only have two days left before the pathogens take over your body and killing you in the end. Why don't you stop resisting so I can give you the antidote? It makes everything so much easier."
Aesira, despite getting weaker and weaker by the second, still managed to muster up the energy and glare at the man.
"Never," she growled.
"We'll see about that," the man said as he looked at the two assistants behind him. "Wipe her again."
Again?
Bucky looked horrified as he watched Aesira try and struggle free from the assistants' grasps. But given her weakened condition, she couldn't resist much as she was strapped in place. A scream of pain echoed through the four walls of the cell where she was detained. The team winced and looked away from the screen, not being able to watch the woman being tortured.
Once the wiping session was complete, the man wearing the lab coat gripped Aesira's chin tightly as he made her look at him. Her eyes were close to fluttering shut as her gaze landed on the man.
"What is your name?" the man asked, hoping to get a different answer this time, an answer different than yesterday.
Steve looked at Bucky who was patiently and nervously waiting for the outcome. He knew what the man was doing, and it pains him to not being able to do anything to help his friend.
The weak expression on Aesira's vanished a little when a small smirk formed on her lips. Her eyes then glowed weakly in a shade of purple, her eyes catching a glimpse of the camera before her gaze returned to the man.
"I am the Enchantress and I work for SHIELD," she answered before spitting saliva on the man's face.
Bucky almost sighed in relief but was still worried. "She—She shouldn't have remembered. But she did," he muttered softly, almost to himself.
"That bastard! I'll kill him!" Loki shouted, his voice full of rage as he watched the man slap Aesira across her face. Thor tried his best to calm his brother down and from destroying the television.
"You're a tough bitch despite your poor state," the man mumbled as he turned his back, wiping the spit off his face and glaring at her. "You are not going to like your fourth session tomorrow."
And with that, the screen went black, cutting the connection.
"Damn it! I couldn't find anything!" Tony said frustrated as soon as the connection was cut. He threw his laptop on the floor, breaking it. He then stormed out of the room, off to somewhere to release his frustration.
The energy of the team seemed to be sucked out of their body after watching the torture. They knew it was a battle against time as they thought of the possible outcomes.
They need to get Aesira before she either gets her memory wiped and becomes a Hydra soldier or before she dies from the pathogens in her body.
Notes:
We're almost past the angsty parts. Bear with me for a few more chapters XD
Next update: October 8, 2021 (FRIDAY)
Chapter 21: The Rescue Mission
Summary:
In which the Avengers infiltrate the Hydra base.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Aesira winced as she clenched her teeth, trying to contain herself from screaming in pain as an assistant continued to torture her.
The back of her top was already torn from the constant whipping in the time she spent ever since arriving at the facility. Each hand was chained on one wall and the wall opposite it. She was kneeling on the ground helplessly, her head hanging forwards as her hair covered her face, her eyes almost closing from pain and exhaustion, as she felt the ends of the whip hit her back once more. She grunted, feeling the stinging discomfort this brought on her back. She could feel something trickle down the skin of her back, and it did not take a genius to know that it was blood.
Aesira did not know if it was sweat or tears that flowed down her face, or maybe it was a mixture of both already. She was disoriented and did not even know how many days she was detained in this facility.
"You're a tough bitch," the woman who was whipping her back told her as she rolled the whip and went to face her. "You're harder to break than the other soldiers I've handled."
"I can do this all day," Aesira answered almost automatically, and the woman just raised a brow at her disbelievingly.
"You think your team will come for you? Ha! Sorry to break it to you, looks like they've abandoned you," the woman said as she sat on a chair in front of the woman. "You've been here for three months. Do you think they still care?"
"That's a lie! It's only been days!" Sam shouted through the television screen.
It had been two days after the last time Hydra broadcasted the woman being tortured. They have been continually broadcasting the tortures since that day to taunt and provoke the Avengers. They were trying to mess with their minds and provoking them to make any rash decisions.
Loki's heart clenched as he examined the blood on Aesira's body. His fists balled as he gritted his teeth. He was making sure to remember every face that came and tortured the woman. He was going to make them pay for hurting Aesira.
He looked at the diamond necklace he was holding. He decided to not return it to his magical box today and decided to bring it while they watched the broadcast again. The necklace in his hand kept him sane. It kept him from succumbing to his rage and abruptly making decisions. The necklace reminded him to remain calm as he thought of ways to find the woman.
"Strap her again," the man from before said as he entered the room.
The Avengers watched warily, knowing what will take place once again.
Aesira was losing strength fast, the team observed, as she did not even resist when they unchained her hands to bring her to the chair. They were worried already because she looked immensely weaker than yesterday.
"I know I already told you that you are one tough bitch to break," the man told Aesira as he watched the woman being strapped to the seat. "What keeps you going? I must say I am impressed with your endurance and tenacity."
The man noticed the subtle smirk dancing on the corners of Aesira's lips at his question. "What are you smirking about?"
"Your downfall," Aesira answered as she mustered up the remaining strength she had, her eyes dangerously glowing a bright shade of purple.
Loki, as well as the team, immediately noticed the diamond necklace glow with the same amount of intensity. Loki then felt a surge of magic enter the compound as he looked at the necklace once again. The magic reached the compound and went straight for the necklace. That was weird.
"Wipe her!" the man shouted. For a split second, he was terrified, genuinely surprised by the momentary strength the woman showed.
Another scream of pain echoed in the room, filled with much more pain as she struggled to get out of the chair.
Aesira was breathing heavily after that, her chest rising and falling at a dangerously fast pace. Her eyes were slowly drooping, her mouth ajar as blood continued to drip from it. She was at her breaking point already. It's either she gets wiped or she dies from the pathogen.
"What is your name?" the man asked carefully and hopefully once more.
This time, Aesira took a long time to answer as her eyes almost rolled to the back of her head.
"My name?" she mumbled as she tried to formulate an audible answer.
"Who do you work for?" the man asked, slowly feeling less nervous as he observed the woman.
Aesira's eyes tried blinking to regain focus, her eyes scanning the room and everyone in it before her gaze landed on the blinking camera that was broadcasting to the Avengers what was happening. The team held their breath when they indirectly made eye contact with the woman, their resolve almost crumbling as they waited for her answer.
"I," Aesira paused before a hint of anger passed through her eyes that the Avengers almost stood up in hope. The man took a step back, preparing to torture or wipe her again if she still resisted.
"Where am I?" she mumbled softly, but it was loud enough for the camera to pick up.
The man let out a breath of relief as he allowed a smirk to grace his lips. Finally, he succeeded.
Loki's lips trembled. "No, no. NO!" he shouted as he stood up. He bit his finger hard to make sure that this wasn't a dream. But no. He felt the pain as his teeth sunk into his skin. This was certainly not a dream.
Wanda and Nat's hearts plummeted to their stomachs. Tony's shoulders fell. Bucky fell back to the couch. Steve's remaining composure was gone in an instant. A thought and realization suddenly came to mind as they continued to watch.
Hydra successfully broke and wiped Aesira's memory.
"Inject her with the antidote and treat her injuries. Run some tests on her as well," the man said proudly as he left the room.
The team was still processing what happened, still refusing to believe it. This was all just a nightmare, right? They still haven't lost the woman, right? She was still in the facility, patiently waiting for them to come to her.
"What do we do now?" Bruce asked as he faced the team, taking in their distressed expressions.
Neither of them answered as they were still distraught.
Thor noticed his brother that was quietly standing by the window near the living room, still in the team's view. His back was facing them. Loki was looking at the necklace in his hands as he recalled it glowing the same time Aesira's eyes glowed. His thoughts then drifted to Aesira's magic that entered the necklace.
Sending out magic to enchant an object was one of the easiest magic to learn. He knew Aesira didn't have the strength to use any of her magic that she was accustomed to as she did not have enough energy. So why did she choose to allow her magic to enchant the necklace?
On the bright side, Loki thought, Aesira must be nearby if she can still sense the magic in her necklace. He knew the range of her abilities so she was probably a few hundred miles away. He just needed to pinpoint where. That's when an idea came to mind.
Was she perhaps enchanting the necklace—allowing it to contain her magic for him to use?
His eyes immediately widened. That was what she was doing all along! That's why she left the necklace in the first place. Aesira knew that Loki can retrace her magic's—the ones she sent out daily—initial source through the necklace. It wasn't like the magic Loki had sensed that had loose ends. The magic contained in the necklace was like a lost pet that can find its way back to its owner. He can use it to retrace its source, thus, leading him to the woman.
Loki spun on his heel as he returned to the living room, catching the attention of the Avengers. "I think I know now how to track her," Loki said with hopeful eyes.
"How?" Wanda asked, swiftly standing up from her seat.
"In understandable words, Aesira must have kept sending waves of her magic in the past few days to enchant her necklace," Loki started as he lifted the necklace to show to the team. "Think of the magic contained here like a compass, a lost pet that can find its way back to its owner. I can channel her magic contained in this necklace so it can point us in her direction."
The team took a few seconds before nodding at what Loki told them. Tony then stood up from his seat, taking out his phone.
"I'll call SHIELD and request for backup," Tony said as he motioned to leave the room. "Get tracking, rock of ages. Tell me once you know where she is."
Loki immediately channeled his magic to mingle with Aesira's magic in the necklace. He felt the familiar power of the woman, and it made him smile a bit. He pulled the purple magic out of the necklace and let it grow into a small ball in his hand, his green magic lightly mixing with it.
"Show me where she is," Loki said as he placed his palm on the floor, allowing the magic to flow through it.
Loki's palm was still on the floor as he waited for the purple and green magic to reach its destination. A few minutes later, he felt his magic return to his, while there was no longer a trace of Aesira's. Loki immediately felt his magic course in his veins before his eyes opened.
"I know where she is," he told the team.
Each of them looked at one another and nodded, immediately notifying Tony of Aesira's location. Now that they had that covered already, all they needed now was a plan.
——
They had no more time to lose.
The next day, the Avengers already assembled as Tony reassured them that Nick Fury already had agents deployed and ready to surround the Hydra facility where Aesira was detained. All they needed was a signal and they would infiltrate the said base already.
Although they did not expect the base to be near New York City, as it was located in Philadelphia. They became skeptical on why Hydra chose a base that was near, and they made sure to prepare and be ready, sensing Hydra must be planning something. They wouldn't risk powering up a base that was near where the Avengers resided.
They need to expect the worst in the situations about to happen, especially since Aesira's memory has already been wiped and was being brainwashed by Hydra already. Worse comes to worst, Hydra might use Aesira to enhance their agents while fighting them. If this happened, they knew they had little chance of surviving considering Aesira's enhancing abilities.
That not only puts them at risk, but Aesira as well since Doctor Dahl did say that the injuries or pain inflicted on the person the woman was enhancing will be inflicted on her instead.
Steve gave them a run-through once more as soon as the Quinjet took off. "And remember, if Aesira fights back, just inject her. We don't want her to enhance Hydra, or else every injury we give their agents will be inflicted upon her. And we don't want that," Steve reminded.
Stark and Falcon, as usual, were going to take the sky. Wanda and Loki will be their last line of defense. Bucky and Steve will go in first to knock out any agents they encounter. Clint will help in combat while Vision will take out the computers. Bruce will be with them this time, ready to turn into the Hulk in case the worse happens.
But they all had one objective in mind, and that is to grab Aesira upon seeing her.
Once the Quinjet landed and was put on stealth mode, the team exited the jet. Loki allowed an illusion to conceal their presence once more as they carefully entered the facility. Unlike the previous Hydra base they entered, this facility was filled with staff. They seemed to be unaware of the impending fight that was to happen. And it was a good sign so far.
"I can sense her magic," Loki told the team as they entered a hallway. "Down this hallway, behind that door."
Cap nodded at this and lead the team with him being in the front. They did not mind the security cameras much as Loki still kept their presence concealed. Once they reached the door, Steve gripped the knob and turned it.
"Are you sure this is the right place, Loki?" Cap asked as his eyes wandered the incredibly wide cell. It was completely and eerily empty as they continued to walk further into the room, trying to find any sign or trace of Aesira.
Loki's brows knitted in confusion as he let the illusion covering them drop. He closed his eyes and tried feeling the air once more. He for sure sensed the woman's magic in this cell, so why was this empty.
That's when his eyes widened upon realization, sensing the familiarity of the power, remembering that Aesira was also capable of casting illusions.
Before he could even warn the team, the illusion surrounding them dropped, revealing a lot of Hydra agents surrounding them. Bucky almost cursed when he saw there were five super soldiers in the room as well. Loki's heart then dropped when he saw Aesira stand beside the man who tortured her endlessly. Her eyes lacked emotion and recognition as he looked at him.
"I see you all have wished death upon yourselves," the man told them as he smirked. "Pardon me. I haven't introduced myself. And seeing that you all will be killed, I guess it is only proper to at least tell you my name."
"I am Dwayne Alexander," he introduced. "You all are idiots for thinking you can still bring me down after I successfully wiped a friend of yours," he said as he motioned to Aesira who remained standing there like a robot.
"Why? What could you possibly achieve from having her?" Loki shouted in rage as Wanda tried to hold him back.
"Ah, are you her lover? Such a pity she doesn't remember you, does she?" Dwayne chuckled as he stood up from his seat. "What couldn't I achieve when I have her by my side? She's the strongest Hydra soldier ever made. We've been trying to grab a hold of her from Mirage a long time ago since she is a great weapon. With her by my side, I'll be unstoppable."
"Any last wishes, Avengers?" Dwayne asked. He laughed when the team was speechless before he looked at Aesira seriously.
"Crimson Ace, kill them all."
The team took a step back in fear when they saw Aesira move from where she was standing, making her way towards them.
"Darling, snap out of it," Loki darted to the front of the team, pleading as he watched the woman hold out her hand, a ball of purple magic forming in her hands. "Come back to me. I'm sorry for what I said. I will make everything up to you. Just please, come back to me."
"Loki, step back. She can't recognize you," Steve ordered cautiously as he held out his shield. But Loki did not falter. The team was already in a stance ready to fight. They were torn since they did not want to hurt the woman, but if they didn't, all of them would end up in HYDRA's hands.
Aesira's expression remained stoic as she stood a few meters away from Loki. She now held both of her hands up as she channeled her magic to her palms, the balls of purple slowly growing in size. Her blazing eyes that glowed purple met Loki's glistening ones.
"I don't want to lose you, dearest," Loki said defeatedly as he watched Aesira ready to strike. He was hoping his voice could reach her someone. He didn't want to give her up and let go. If she attacked him, he doesn't know what else to do but surrender to her with open arms.
That's when a smirk broke on her lips, which the team immediately noticed.
"You won't, Loki," Aesira answered as she spun on her heel, now facing Dwayne.
"What's happening?" the man stepped back as he looked at his assistants. "How—?"
"You really thought you could break me even more? You wound me, Dwayne. I am surely better than you thought," Aesira chuckled as her eyes dangerously glowed purple and were filled with nothing but anger. "Nobody hurts my family."
And with that, Aesira held out her hands and aimed her magic towards Dwayne. The Avengers were shocked but released a breath of relief when they discovered that Aesira was not under Hydra's control all along. That she was just merely toying with the organization.
Chaos ensued afterward.
The Hydra agents immediately fired and engaged in combat with the Avengers, while Aesira's mind was only on one person. She targeted Dwayne Alexander.
"How dare you think you could use me against my family!" she shouted as she let strong balls of magic leave her hand, throwing them at Dwayne who was trying to evade every attack. Aesira then flicked her wrist, and in no time, Dwayne was trapped in a force field.
"Kill her!" he frantically ordered the Hydra soldiers as Aesira walked nearer.
All five soldiers immediately surrounded her, but she did not falter as she kept the force field surrounding Dwayne up. She managed to evade the punch of the soldier on her left before she sent him flying to the wall as she pushed him with her magic. She then held a force field up to prevent one soldier from nearing her as she fought with two more.
She could not control the minds of the soldiers as they lacked the things that drive a human. Emotions and personal thoughts. She had a hard time grasping their mind since it was wiped, thus, she can't necessarily use anything to control them. Thoughts and emotions are necessary to successfully be in control of one's body to manipulate them.
As she evaded being impaled by one of the soldiers who lunged a metal pole at her, she was unfortunately on her knees because another soldier attacked her from behind and hit her on the back. She groaned when she felt someone stab her shoulder. She immediately sent a blast of energy to the soldier behind her so that he was sent flying out the window.
Aesira took the knife out of her back and dropped it to the ground as she healed herself slowly. She just got injected with the antidote yesterday, and even if there were no longer pathogens in her body, she still had to recover from the injuries inflicted on her in the past few days, thus, slowing her healing process.
The soldier that she managed to push off was back on his feet as he attacked her from behind and tried to strangle her. Another soldier was in front of her and she had to think fast. Luckily, there was a metal pole at her feet. She stepped on it, sending it flying up in the air and catching it, before propelling it to her back, hitting the soldier. This loosened his grip on her. With two more hits, the soldier let go.
She trapped the soldier in a force field as well. She eyed the two soldiers trapped in a force field before letting the environment inside the barrier change into one without oxygen. As Aesira let the two soldiers suffocate to their death, she made her way to Dwayne, completely missing one soldier warily getting on his feet.
"Any last words?" she asked Dwayne as she raised her hand, preparing to suck the oxygen out of the force field.
Dwayne gritted his teeth, seeing that they were already losing, before laughing like a maniac. Aesira was stunned a bit at his reaction as it was not typical for someone who was soon facing death. "What are you laughing about?"
"If I'm going down, I'm taking you all with me," he said as he brought out a remote in his pocket.
Before Aesira could even do anything, she was pulled by the hair by the last super-soldier. She tried to free herself from the hold when the soldier then slammed her down to the ground in one swift motion, straddling her, his hands tightly gripping her neck in an attempt to choke her.
A loud explosion took place, and Aesira cursed when she knew a bomb blew up. The place was slowly crashing down. She gripped the hands of the soldier tightly, trying to loosen his grip as she looked around for anything she could use as a weapon.
Her eyes scanned the room. The Avengers were holding quite well as only a few Hydra agents were left standing. Her eyes then darted to Loki, before looking up. She cursed when she saw the ceiling was almost going to fall on the unsuspecting god as he fought with a few agents.
Feeling the adrenaline rush surge her body, she let an immense amount of magic leave her body, throwing the soldier off her, his body getting impaled by the metal that was sticking out of the wall. She staggered a bit as she stood up.
Loki finished the last agent when his eyes caught Aesira's who was staring back at him. He saw the frantic look in her eyes. Aesira raised her hands and was ready to conjure a force field when she saw Loki's terrified gaze. It was too late for her to notice when a single shot rang out, a bullet piercing her back. She almost stumbled forward as another shot went through her body. She turned back to the agent that shot her and before he could fire another shot, she held out her hand—her magic pushing the agent out the window.
Her other hand was raised, and with a flick of her wrist, a force field immediately surrounded Loki as the ceiling came down quickly on him. She fell to her knees as she saw that Loki was unharmed.
Loki shouted, his fists pounding through the force field when he saw Aesira cough up blood.
Another explosion took place and it was too late for the woman to notice the floor beneath her crack.
Aesira saw his worried expression, but only gave him a sigh of relief as her body fell to the ground, the darkness engulfing her vision.
Notes:
Almost done with the (a bit) heavy part of the story. In the next one or two chapters, I think fluff will ensue? I don't exactly remember so stay tuned <3
Next update: October 12, 2021 (Tuesday)
Chapter 22: Altered Fates
Summary:
Secrets have been revealed. Fates have been changed. What more is in store for them in the near future?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The force field surrounding Loki dispersed, allowing the crumbled ceiling to fall to his sides.
He did not waste any second as he dashed to the hole on the floor where Aesira fell as she lost consciousness. He peered down and almost sighed in relief when he saw her, but his emotions were taken over by worry as he teleported down to where the woman was.
Loki pushed a few pieces of concrete that landed on the woman's body, before cradling Aesira in his arms. He was pained to see her in this injured state. He placed a finger on her neck as he tried to feel for a pulse before moving to her wrists. It was faint and he could still sense her magic flowing in her veins, but she was currently weak and needed to be treated immediately.
Loki rose to his feet as he carefully lifted Aesira's unconscious body from the ground. He held her tightly and close to his body as he teleported outside of the facility.
SHIELD was already there as they arrested the remaining HYDRA staff that survived the explosion. Dwayne Alexander's body was found dead. The Avengers were still worried since they did not see Aesira or Loki, but were soon calmed down when they saw the said god teleport in front of them, carrying Aesira in his hands.
The Avengers led Loki to a nearby medic, letting him lay Aesira on a bed. The god didn't want to leave the woman's side for one bit, but Thor reasoned with him. He needed to be treated for his injuries as well. Reluctantly, Loki placed a soft kiss on Aesira's forehead before he went to another medic to have his injuries assessed, for Thor's sake, even though he was fully capable of healing himself.
As Loki was healing himself, several doctors already worked on Aesira, assessing her body for injuries as well as checking her health.
The god looked longingly at the unconscious woman.
——
"She's healing slower than I remember," Doctor Dahl told the team after checking Aesira's vitals. "Her cells are regenerating slower because of the pathogens that were once in her body. They're still taking time to recover from it, thus slowing her regeneration."
"But she's already safe, right?" Nat asked with hopeful eyes.
The unreadable expression on the doctor's face worried the team. Wasn't Aesira already fine? She was already given the antidote, right? She just needs more time to heal to get back on her feet.
"Her physiology is different from normal humans. Her body is different from the power coursing within her. Her power is like a different entity within her, something she can just control whenever she wants, but now she is currently unconscious and not in control of her body," the doctor explained as he looked at Aesira worryingly before returning his gaze to the team. "Her powers are now in control of her body. Let's just hope her cells regenerate faster so she can regain control before her powers consume her entirely."
With that, the doctor excused himself from the medical bay. One by one, the team left as well. They needed to rest and regain their energy and strength after their exhausting fight with Hydra. As much as they wanted to stay and keep watch on Aesira, the doctors advised them otherwise. They would be the ones ending in a hospital bed if they did not rest.
Loki was the only one who remained in the medical bay. He wanted to stay by Aesira's side, refusing to leave her alone once more. He already made the mistake of abandoning her one time and he was not going to make the same mistake again.
The god pulled a chair beside the bed where Aesira was sleeping peacefully. His eyes scanned every injury, every cut, and bruise that was visible to his eyes. Loki sighed as he healed the cuts and bruises to make her feel less uncomfortable. Since the woman was unconscious and not in control of her powers, Loki could grasp her invisible thoughts that floated in the air.
He felt her pain as she struggled in her sleep.
Even in her sleep, Aesira was still the most beautiful person in Loki's eyes despite all the traces of pain and exhaustion evident on her face. Loki brought a hand up and allowed himself to stroke her head. His other hand grabbed one of Aesira's where an IV fluid was injected.
"I deeply apologize, dearest. If only I was not too stubborn and just listened to you," Loki whispered longingly as he talked to her sleeping figure. "I always knew you were not manipulating me. You wouldn't do that even if it cost you your life. I was eminently obstinate and was blinded by my thoughts, allowing myself to misinterpret everything... allowing myself to doubt you," Loki said the last part in a hushed tone, disgusted by himself for ever doing it.
Loki stood up a bit as he planted his lips on her forehead, placing a sweet, gentle, yearning kiss before he sat back down. "Please wake up, my dear. You said that I would not lose you, correct? You need to wake up soon for that to happen."
Loki was too focused on Aesira that he did not notice Thor already enter the room.
"Brother, you should rest," Thor started as he stood beside Loki, his eyes on Aesira. "I can keep watch of her until you get back."
Loki just shook his head and gripped Aesira's hand tighter, refusing to let go. "I do not need any rest. I refuse to leave her side."
Thor sighed defeatedly knowing nothing could change Loki's mind, so he let his brother do as he wished. The god of thunder just remained standing beside his brother as he also looked at Aesira's sleeping form.
Loki noticed a few cuts on the woman's hands and arms. He hovered his hand above hers as he healed the cuts. He was not as proficient in healing as his mother or the other healers back in Asgard, but he could heal minor wounds and cuts like this one. His thoughts then drifted to the times where he tried healing his injuries when he was younger to avoid getting reprimanded by Frigga.
Although he couldn't fully heal himself, that's why in the end, Frigga still discovered his injuries and what caused them. He expected nonetheless. It's his mother. She was bound to discover everything for she knew everything.
That's when an idea came to mind, his eyes shimmering with hope as he looked up at Thor.
Thor immediately noticed Loki's attention on him so he glanced down questioningly, curious what his brother thought of base on the glint in his eyes. It was the same look Loki gave him whenever an idea came to his mind.
Faster than expected, Thor seemed to already get what Loki was planning to do. He looked at his brother and silently questioned him, to which the god of mischief just nodded in agreement, confirming that the two of them were thinking of the same thing.
"We need to bring her to Asgard."
——
Aesira found herself lost in some sort of realm as she continued walking, trying to find any signs of life that could perhaps tell her where she was. As she looked around, she could see stone mountains far off in a distance. The place was not dimly lit, but it also was not the brightest place she has ever been to.
She did not quite understand how she got here because the last thing she remembered was being captured by Hydra and protecting Loki from the falling ceiling. Other than that, she can't seem to remember her teleporting to somewhere else.
After walking for how many minutes god only knows, she found herself stumbling upon a castle. It looked quite old but not dilapidated, so she decided it was best to seek shelter there. It was better than the dark and eerie surroundings out here in the open.
Thankfully, the entrance was quite easy to find. The palace doors were wide open as if welcoming those who stumble upon the place. Aesira still kept her guard up as she entered. She possessed no weapons on her body, and even if she did, she was sure that human weapons would not likely have adverse effects or damage to whatever or whoever will likely attack her here.
A cracking sound could be heard when she seemed to step on something. She did not have time to check whatever she stepped on when she heard a low growl on her left.
Her head quickly snapped in the direction where the growl came from, only to find herself staring at something that was hidden in the darkness of the hall, its green eyes flashing dangerously back at her. Whatever the creature is was quick on its feet as it pounced on Aesira, with the woman managing to jump away from its claws just in time.
She rolled on her side and steadied herself as she looked at what attacked her.
Her eyes were filled with surprise. In front of her was a wolf that was enormous, almost a hundred times larger than the normal wolf she was familiar with. Its fur was a dark shade of ebony that glistened every time a ray of light shone on it. The wolf was snarling at her, revealing its sharp fangs, and was ready to attack Aesira once more when a loud voice of a woman resonated against the palace walls, echoing through the stone walls.
"Fenris, that's enough."
The large wolf snapped its snout shut promptly, taking one last glance at Aesira as if motioning her to follow it, before turning its back on her and walked towards what seemed like an elevated throne.
Aesira did not know what to do but decided to follow the wolf. As she neared the throne, a woman came into view. The woman was sitting on the throne with a dangerous aura surrounding her. She was wearing a black, skintight armour with green details. On her head was something Aesira thought was supposed to resemble a crown. The headpiece was black and had six horn-like structures sticking out that could be used to impale someone.
"Strange occurrence," the woman said when Aesira came into view.
"I do not wish to be of disturbance, but I am lost," Aesira started, looking up to meet the woman's gaze. "I wish to only know the direction to Earth and I will immediately leave this place to not bother you any longer."
"That, you cannot do, little one. That is, not as of the moment."
Aesira was slightly puzzled at the response. "May I ask why?"
"You are in between life and death, little one. This is Niflheim, the land of the dead who neither went to Valhalla or Nastrond," the woman told her. "I am Hela, the ruler, the queen of this realm."
Aesira was slightly taken aback by this. She was in between life and death? And this woman introduced herself as the queen here? Upon realizing that, she immediately dropped on one knee and knelt.
Hela was amused by the action, not quite the typical thing someone would do when they discovered they are half dead. She stood up from her throne and began treading gracefully down from her throne, her crown disappearing, revealing her long beautiful raven locks that reached past her waist.
"Rise, little one," she commanded and Aesira immediately stood up.
"What is your name, Midgardian?" Hela asked. "You don't feel like a normal Midgardian to me."
"I am Aesira Howlett, your highness. I am a mutant, having a few enhanced abilities that normal humans would call magic," she answered. "I am part of the Avengers, a team that keeps Earth safe from any threat."
"And how did you end up here? Half of your soul is still back at your human body while half of your soul is here."
"I am not quite sure. The only thing I remembered was being captured by an organization that wants to use me as a weapon before the Avengers came to my rescue. There was a battle but I do remember saving Loki—"
Hela's ears instantaneously perked up at the mention of a familiar name. "Loki? The Asgardian? God of mischief?"
"Yes, your highness," Aesira answered, surprised that the queen knows who Loki is.
"Do tell me if this Loki that you saved has a brother named Thor, the god of thunder?"
"Yes, why?"
Hela just shook her head as she mumbled something inaudible. The only thing Aesira could get from whatever the woman mumbled was "Since when did that stupid father of mine allow this?"
"I'm... I'm confused?"
Hela just smiled at Aesira's confession and held her by the small of her back, leading her to one of her palace's hallways. "You amuse me, little one. Come, I shall tell you a story," Hela said as she gestured for Fenris to follow before looking back at Aesira. "You can forget the formalities and address me as Hela."
As they walked the long hallway, Aesira glanced at the large paintings and statues surrounding them. Most of them was a painting or statue of Hela, but when they got to the end of the hallway, a painting came into view. The largest painting among the rest.
She and Hela stood in front of the painting, and as Aesira examined it, her eyes widened upon realization.
"Is that—" she paused before looking at Hela. "Is that Odin, king of Asgard?"
Hela glanced down at her, her look indicating she was impressed. "I am impressed to see you are familiar with him. Are you perhaps of Norwegian decent?"
"I am not," Aesira shook her head. "Loki has lent me numerous books about Asgardian history and I read it when I have spare time. Also, the fact that Odin is Thor and Loki's father."
Hela hummed in approval.
"Wait," Aesira looked at the painting once again before looking at Hela. "If I remember correctly, you are the goddess of death?"
Hela just nodded, waiting for the woman to say something more. "How do you know Odin, if I may ask? Since you have a painting of him here. With all honesty, you are the goddess in the Asgardian history books that piqued my interest the most since they do not talk much about you," Aesira confessed.
"As expected," Hela sighed, putting her hands behind her as her gaze lifted to the painting of her and Odin. "Odin has his fair share of secrets... and I am one of them."
Seeing Aesira's intrigued gaze, Hela found the urge to continue, clearly taken aback that a Midgardian has taken a liking to her.
"Come walk with me to the yard," Hela said as she motioned Aesira to walk beside her, Fenris following closely behind them.
"I am Odin's firstborn," she started.
Aesira's eyes grew wide at this. "I—The books said it was Thor. Oh my."
"I was the former executioner of Asgard. I was his weapon in the conquest that built Asgard's empire. One by one, the realms became ours. But then, simply because my ambition outgrew his, he banished me, caged me, locked me away like an animal," she told Aesira as they continued to walk down the hallway.
"I take that Thor and Loki do not know that you are their sibling?" Aesira asked, to which Hela nodded in response.
"Wouldn't you think it's rather unfair that your story has been withheld from your people? From Asgardians?"
"I am growing fond of you already, little one," Hela told her with a smile as they arrived at the yard. "It is rather unfair if you look at it, but I have grown tired of building up my hatred for Odin. Besides, I have taken a liking to this realm. I am the goddess of death after all."
The two women grew silent as they sat side by side on an empty bench, staring at the rock statues in front of them before Aesira spoke up.
"Why are you telling me all of this?"
Hela raised her brows as she looked at the Midgardian before her attention turned to Fenris who was now standing beside her guardingly.
"I do not know myself, little one," she said as she stroked Fenris' fur, a small smile growing on her face.
——
Thor and Loki successfully managed to convince the team to take Aesira to Asgard, reasoning out that the healers there were advanced and would be a great help in aiding the woman's fast recovery.
Once making sure Aesira was safe, they managed to arrive at Asgard that very same day via the Bifrost, with Heimdall informing the Allfather and Allmother beforehand of their son's arrival with a Midgardian in need of help.
Surprisingly, Odin seemed rather okay with the situation in comparison to the last time Thor brought a Midgardian to Asgard in hopes of having her cured.
Loki was in the chambers where Aesira was being treated. The healers have begun uttering some spells earlier and continued monitoring her body. They would return later to perform more spells. The younger prince never left Aesira's side even for one second as soon as they arrived.
"Loki?"
Loki's head turned towards the door where he saw Frigga enter.
"What is it, mother?" Loki asked as he returned his gaze to Aesira.
"Walk with me?"
The god tried to protest. "But, mother. What if—" He then remembered the times when the dark elves attacked and almost killed Frigga, as the situation he was in now was similar to Thor's in the past.
"She's safe. I assure you, my son," Frigga told him. "Walk with me."
Loki hesitated for a moment as his gaze went back and forth between his mother and Aesira before he sighed and rose to his feet. He made sure to plant a kiss once more on the woman's forehead before joining his mother for a walk in the palace halls.
"When I told you I wished to meet her someday, I was not expecting this," Frigga gently told him. "Nevertheless, I look forward to her waking up so you can formally introduce her to me."
"I just hope she does not hate me when she does," Loki confessed, his head tilting forward, allowing his raven locks to brush his cheeks.
"Why would she hate you, my son?"
Loki bit his bottom lip, wincing as he remembered once more how he acted towards Aesira. He opened his lips and hesitantly told Frigga everything. From the beginning when he discovered Aesira's empathy, to when she was captured and tortured, until to the part where they were fighting Hydra and when Aesira shielded him from the falling ceiling.
He was already expecting Frigga to scold him for his actions, but surprisingly, he heard none.
"From what you told me, she doesn't hate you, Loki. She protected you before herself," Frigga's gentle voice soothed his ears as she told him this. "You are always so perceptive about everyone but yourself, but I believe I have already told you that, haven't I?" Frigga said with a soft and graceful chuckle.
"Why aren't you reprimanding me?" Loki asked his mother incredulously. "I have done horrible things to her—"
"Have you not already learned from your actions?"
Loki's lips formed a thin line as he averted his gaze from his mother. Frigga smiled at this. She was not like Odin who would punish Loki every chance he got. No, she was more understanding. She knew her son did not need any more scolding as he already knows for himself what he did. She does not wish to scold him more which might lead to him hating himself more.
"Loki, I must tell you something that concerns you, your lady, Thor, as well as your friends," Frigga started as she led Loki to sit on one of the benches in the royal gardens.
Loki found his brows knitted at the sudden seriousness Frigga's voice brought. "What is it, mother?"
Frigga then held his hand tightly.
"The moment I laid my eyes on her unconscious form, a vision flashed in front of my eyes," Frigga started. "Her existence has made an impact, a difference in our lives."
"What do you mean, mother?" Loki asked confused.
"She was not originally meant to be in this world, or this side of the realm... did Midgardians call it dimension?" she paused to think. "Her existence caused a massive change in our timelines, my son."
"I'm afraid still quite don't follow, mother."
Frigga sighed as she put her hand across Loki's forehead. Different scenarios flashed in front of Loki's eyes as he saw his mother's vision.
In front of his eyes, he saw that Frigga showed him the time where the aether was in Jane's body. He almost flinched when he saw Frigga being stabbed by a Dark Elf. What is this? This certainly was not a memory as this did not ever happen.
He then saw another flash where he seemed to be transported at one point in time in the future. He only saw Odin dying and Asgard being destroyed—the prophecy of Ragnarok that has never been fulfilled, before finally, encountering Thanos. He grimaced and shivered when he saw Thanos choke someone who he then concluded was himself.
Frigga retracted her hand from Loki's forehead, the younger prince breathing heavily after being showed his mother's visions.
"What... What were those?" he asked as he tried to process what he saw.
"Those were our fates, our supposed fates. It seemed that our fates have changed when she came to this dimension and introduced her existence. I do not know what this means as I cannot see further into the future anymore other than that," Frigga explained. "I do not want you to worry, my son, but you need to be more careful. Her existence prevented a few deaths, and I fear that something worse will happen in the near future because of it."
Loki was lost in thought as he let his mother's words sink in. He was now back at Aesira's side after the talk with Frigga. His mother's words still lingered in his mind as he allowed his arms to rest on the bed where Aesira was sleeping on. He looked at the woman who was still sleeping and grabbed her free hand using two of his hands.
He then brought her hand up to his lips, kissing it and keeping it there for a while.
Loki would be lying if he said he was not fearing what the future had in store for Aesira, but he was sure of one thing.
No matter what happens, he will be by her side until the very end.
Notes:
I'm so sorry for the late upload. It almost slipped my mind since I was feeling sleepy the whole day because of the sleeping pills I took oof. Anyway, here's a new chapter for you!
Next update: October 15, 2021 (Friday)
Chapter 23: Safe and Sound
Summary:
In which Loki can now release a breath of relief
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Aesira had no idea how long she had spent in Niflheim already, accompanying Hela throughout her stay. The two of them were currently in a room having a drink together. Aesira was quite surprised to find that there was tea in this realm.
The Asgardian goddess of death was anything but subtle in showing her growing fondness for the Midgardian. The queen of death did not know herself the exact reason and just knew that Aesira managed to pique her attention as she listened to the Midgardian's endless stories about Midgard.
Hela also liked listening to Aesira's stories about her brothers, Thor and Loki. They have not been fully introduced to one another yet, but she knew who they were. How she knew of their existence remains a mystery though.
"You're his lover, aren't you?" Hela commented out of the blue as she found herself enamoured by the woman's stories, noticing mostly how Aesira had a gentle tone every time she spoke about Loki, just like what was happening currently.
Hela raised a brow when she saw how Aesira's face slightly fell while a sad smile appeared on her lips. "Are my assumptions incorrect?" Hela asked to which the woman responded with a shake of her head.
"I don't know what we are, if I were completely honest," Aesira found herself confessing to the goddess. "We never really talked about what we were, and we were... discordant before I stumbled upon this realm."
It was no secret to the goddess of what transpired between Loki and Aesira, as the latter had told her the situation. Loki discovering her empathy which led to him thinking he was manipulated and refusing to talk things out. Honestly, Hela thought he was an arse and sympathized with Aesira. But at the back of her hand, she was not surprised quite at all at how the god of mischief acted.
"Loki could be quite closed off, and from what you told me about his history, I am not even surprised," Hela said as she picked her teacup from the saucer, taking a sip. "Odin is not proficient in raising his kids. I am quite bewildered how Frigga can still put up with him."
Aesira chuckled a bit at this. From what she has observed from Loki and a little bit from Thor, they shared a fair amount of dislike for the Allfather, and she was not surprised to see Hela share the same sentiment as well.
"I can't believe how he still has not mastered the art of parenting after centuries," Hela added. "But to return to our previous conversation, I think my brother managed to knock some sense in his head already after what he has done to you, my dear."
Aesira's ears perked up as she lowered the teacup she was holding. "How so?"
"He is quite the intellectual according to your stories. I assure you he deeply regrets everything. If he hasn't still, he wouldn't have bothered to rescue you from the men who captured you."
"How're the men by the way? Where did they go again?"
Aesira was talking about the piece of information that Hela had shared with her. Just before she stumbled upon the castle, Hela told her numerous souls were in the castle. The souls were sent to Nastrond to pay for their actions while back in Midgard. The goddess of death figured those were the Hydra men that Aesira has been telling her.
"Nastrond," Hela answered and was about to say something when she noticed Aesira's soul becoming less transparent already.
The goddess of death knew what this meant, and as much as she wants to keep her company for a longer period, she knew Aesira was bound to return any moment now. Aesira's soul was getting less translucent now, a sign that her body was healing. A sign that she is clinging for and ready to return to life.
"Aesira." The woman in question was slightly taken aback, as this has been the first time the goddess addressed her name during her stay here, and she figured that whatever will transpire next will be serious or significant.
"Look at your arm," Hela instructed. Aesira did what she was told and was confused for a moment when she noticed her arm was no longer much see-through. "What is the meaning of this?"
Hela smiled sweetly at the woman as she stood up with her arms out, urging Aesira to hold her hands. Aesira, still confused, slowly rose to her feet as she took Hela's hands in hers. Hela tugged the woman closer to her and enveloped Aesira in a warm embrace as she ran her fingers through the woman's hair in a soothing manner.
"Your soul is ready to return to your human body, little one," Hela told her as she let go of the embrace. "It has been a while and I truly enjoyed your company, but now is the time to return."
"Won't you accompany me back? Don't you want to meet Loki and Thor?" Aesira asked hopefully. She too has grown fond of the goddess and was reluctant to leave, but she knew there were still people waiting for her back on Earth, and she was not ready to leave them yet.
Hela shook her head. "I am afraid I cannot. Odin banished me here, remember? I cannot leave this place as Odin bound his lifeforce to this place to keep me here."
Aesira nodded, still sad that she was to leave Hela but smiled nevertheless. "How do I return?"
"Close your eyes, little one, and I will do the rest."
Aesira indeed closed her eyes. A few seconds later, she felt Hela's hand on her forehead. As each second passed by, she felt herself slowly getting lightheaded, a bright flash enveloping her vision before everything turned dark.
——
Two days.
It had been two days ever since Loki and Thor brought Aesira to Asgard to let the healers, as well as Frigga, aid her recovery. Aesira was still asleep after two days, but Loki's worries were lessened when he saw the improvement in her condition in those two days that passed.
Colour and volume have slowly returned to her cheeks and her vitals were already stable. Loki almost jumped for joy, but managed to contain himself, when Frigga has informed him to no longer worry for Aesira was in control once again despite still not waking up. They no longer had to fret her powers taking over her body and consuming her entirely.
It was a breath of relief. Now, they only had to wait until she wakes up which Loki hopes was happening soon.
It was two days before the Christmas holiday in Midgard, and Loki wanted to spend it with Aesira as he remembered how much the woman looked forward to the holiday, it being her first ever Christmas in decades. Although now, he was not sure if he would get to spend the holiday with her indeed because he was fairly sure it was already past the 25th back in Midgard. Time went a lot quicker in Midgard compared to Asgard, and the two days they spent here were already a week back at home.
Home . In Midgard? The god just shook his head as he brushed off the thought.
Loki was back in his chambers. He wanted to remain by Aesira's side, but Thor convinced him to at least rest and take a shower, saying something along the lines of 'Lady Aesira will be repulsed if she sees you in that state.'
He knew Thor was just bluffing to get him to rest and take a shower, but he didn't take the chance of Aesira being repulsed by him. Besides, he figured doing so would ease his stress and worries even more.
Loki, now having rested and showered, was sitting on the stone railing of his balcony by his room. He held a book in his hand, attempting to read it, but failing to do so as he kept repeating over and over again the same paragraph for ten minutes now. His thoughts were scattered everywhere, momentarily drifting to Aesira from time to time.
He was relieved to hear that she was now stable and would soon wake up. But he knew for himself that under the relief of seeing her opening her eyes, of seeing her mesmerizing honey-brown irises, lies the fear. His fear of seeing anger in those eyes of hers. He expected the worse to happen when Aesira woke.
Although Frigga already assured him that she felt no anger in Aesira's emotions as she was patching up her mind—since Aesira was also broken in terms of her mind given the countless tortures she endured—he still couldn't help fret.
What calmed him down each time he worried was the same eyes that looked at him before he was surrounded by a force field, shielding him from further danger. For a split second while back at the base, he saw fear and care in her gaze as she focused her powers on him. This soothed Loki's agitated nerves, assuring him that the woman harboured no ill feelings towards him.
When Loki finally got off the paragraph that he has been countlessly reading repeatedly, a perturbed pounding on his door distracted him. The god quickly rose to his feet as he placed his book down his bed and headed for the door, sensing the urgency in every knock.
As Loki opened the door, he was greeted by an out-of-breath Thor. Two words escaped from the god of thunder's lips, but it managed to bring Loki to a halt, his mind slightly zoning out for a second.
"She's awake."
——
The darkness that enveloped her vision was, without a moment's delay, replaced with a bright light.
Her eyes were still closed but a bright light still slipped past her hoods. Aesira found herself having difficulty at first in moving her body, feeling a tinge of pain through her arms and legs. Little by little, she managed to move and flex her fingers. Her hearing was still trying to focus, only managing to pick up urgent shuffling noises surrounding her and someone saying 'She moved!'
Aesira tried to swallow and that was how she found her throat dry. As she struggled to try moving her body or at least opening her eyes, she felt something cool meet her forehead. A soothing feeling then ran through her body. She immediately relaxed when she felt the pain disappear, a soft relieved sigh escaping her lips. Slowly but surely, her eyes fluttered open.
A face of an older woman smiling greeted her vision the moment her eyes regained focus. Still lying down, she slowly turned her head from one side to another, scanning the room to see where she was.
"I am glad you're awake, my dear," the older woman greeted Aesira as she assisted her to sit.
Aesira cleared her throat as she took in the woman's appearance. She had golden hair that reached past her waist and was wearing an emerald green gown with long sleeves. She looked like royalty.
"I am Frigga. I am glad to finally see you awake, Aesira."
Frigga. Frigga? Now, where has she heard that name before?
Aesira's eyes immediately flashed recognition when she remembered why she was familiar with the name. "Mother of Loki and Thor?" When Frigga nodded with a smile, Aesira immediately bowed her head to show respect, not taking into account the possible outcome of her actions. She became dizzy with the sudden movement as she had just woken up.
"Be more careful, my dear. You have just recovered and healed."
Aesira gently swung her legs off the elevated bed she once laid in but not standing up yet as she lifted her gaze. "If you are here, then I must be in Asgard then, your highness?"
"You may address me as only Frigga," she told her with a warm smile. "You are in Asgard indeed. My sons brought you here to aid your recovery."
Before Aesira could even reply to that, the doors of the chambers she and the Allmother were in swiftly swung open, creating a not-so-soft bang as the doors hit the walls. Right then and there, Thor immediately entered. Following not so far behind him revealed Loki.
"Lady Aesira! I am glad you are finally awake!" Thor boomed loudly, the loudness of his voice hurting Aesira's ears a bit. The god of thunder immediately enveloped the woman in a tight embrace, almost leaving no space for her to breathe.
"My son, you are suffocating the lady," Frigga chuckled as she reprimanded Thor, pulling him away from the woman.
Thor grinned sheepishly. "My apologies. I am just glad to see you finally awake."
"How long have I been here?" Aesira asked.
"Two days," Thor quickly answered and was about to say more when Frigga tapped his shoulder. Thor looked at the Allmother gesturing to something, before he noticed Loki mildly fidgeting. The god of thunder quickly understood and allowed his mother to pull them away from the chambers, closing the doors behind them as they left.
Silence soon enveloped the room as soon as Loki and Aesira were left alone.
The woman noticed how the god was looking at everywhere but her. He refused to meet her gaze. She wondered a bit if he was not happy to see her awake unlike Thor, but then it dawned upon her that he might have still felt guilty after everything that happened. She lightly shook her head, before stretching out one of her hands towards Loki, giving him a warm smile.
He was not quite prepared. As soon as Thor informed him of Aesira being awake, all rationality left his mind as he allowed himself to dash through the palace halls, hurriedly trying to get to the woman. Now that he was here in front of her, a cat seemed to have got his tongue.
And when she smiled at him, that's when his heart quickened its pace, all his worries melting away.
The upset expression he wore was now replaced with solace. He sauntered towards her bed and gently took her hand in his, bringing it up to his lips and gently planting a kiss.
With her other hand, Aesira then cupped the god's jaw, Loki evidently leaning into her touch, holding it also in place with his other hand.
Loki found himself in between the woman's legs as he closed the gap between them, enveloping her in a tight and secure embrace. His head rested on top of Aesira's head as the woman rested her cheek on his broad chest, her arms surrounding his torso as she returned the embrace.
The god pulled away for a split second only to sit beside the woman, backing up until their backs were on the wall. Loki then pulled Aesira back into his warm embrace, allowing her to rest on his chest as one of his hands wrapped around her waist.
They were contented with the sweet silence they had, their silent exchange of affections being enough. But Loki knew he still had to say something.
"Forgive me, dearest," he mumbled in Aesira's hair as she kissed the top of her head. "I am deeply sorry for treating you the way I did. I know I do not deserve your kindness, but I would still like to ask for forgiveness—"
"Loki," Aesira looked up at him, her hand grabbing the side of his face to make him look at her. "I forgive you."
Loki gazed at her affectionately as his eyes scanned her features. Her eyes gazed back at him with similar intensity, the wrinkles at the corner of her eyes as she smiled. He noticed every single detail and wondered how a woman like her could still forgive someone like him after everything he had said to her. After how he had treated her.
He knew he was undeserving of the kindness and affections she was freely giving him, but for this moment, he wanted to be selfish. The longer he stared into her eyes, the more he got lost in their depth.
With his other hand, Loki held her chin with such gentleness. His thumb softly traced the outline of her lips in a caressing manner. Aesira's breath hitched as Loki dragged her bottom lip down using his thumb before at last, he dipped his head, capturing her lips in his. The god could feel Aesira smile against his lips which made his resolve crumble even more. He sighed into the kiss as he gently nipped her upper lip, tilting his head a bit, angling his lips to fit hers.
His mouth left her lips as he moved to her jaw. Aesira tilted her head, giving the god more access. Loki's lips formed a small smirk as he planted featherlight kisses down her neck. The sweet kiss then turned into something a bit more heated when Loki brought out his tongue as he kissed her neck, tracing back up to her jaw. A light shudder ran up Aesira's spine.
Loki pulled away for a second as he took a good look at the woman's face. Her eyes were half-closed, lips parted as she gasped for air. She looked up at him tenderly, her lips wet and jutted out a bit.
Loki leaned in once more as he gave a quick kiss on Aesira's lips, before pulling her in a tight hug. He gently laid on the bed, taking her body with his and allowing her to adjust beside him. Aesira wrapped an arm around Loki's torso and let out a breath of relief as she rested her head on his chest.
"Loki?" she said, not looking up.
The god hummed in recognition, waiting for her to continue.
"I love you."
Aesira could feel how the god's body momentarily stiffened. This was the first time she properly confessed to him after his outburst in the past.
"You don't have to say it back now. I am not pressuring you," she told him reassuringly as she traced small circles on his abdomen. "I know how hard it is for you to trust someone, much more love someone. I am thankful enough that you trust and care for me. I just want to let you know."
After that, Aesira could feel the god relax once again and this made her smile. Whatever they had, she was contented and did not want to force the god to tell her something he was not yet sure of. She just wanted to let him know that she was there for him no matter what, and he was loved. She was not going to ask for more than whatever the god can give at the moment.
"Can you say it again?" Aesira smiled when she heard Loki's request. From the times she has spent with him, she figured that was his love language. Physical touch as well as words of affirmation. Part of it was probably his lack thereof the mentioned love languages as a child, but she also figured this was how Frigga showed her motherly love and care to Loki, making the god crave for it as centuries passed.
"I love you, Loki," she whispered once more as she tightened her embrace on his torso.
Even if she could not see his face at the moment, she knew he was smiling.
"Thank you, dearest," Loki playfully replied. "Would it suffice for now if I told you that you're my least hated Midgardian?"
Aesira shrugged as she giggled in his arms. "I'll take it. Your love language is quite unique. Your way of telling someone that you care is rather odd, but I like it nonetheless."
"Indeed, my sweetness. Indeed," Loki said as he pressed a kiss on her head.
Their current position as well as the resonance of Loki's voice in his chest was rather relaxing and it slowly lulled Aesira back to sleep even though she has just awoken. Loki noticed this and just smiled, allowing his hand to get tangled in her hair and stroking her head ever so gently and affectionately.
Aesira yawned as her eyes fluttered shut as she soon found herself relax in Loki's arms. After everything that happened, she was happy to where it led to. A small smile graced her lips, a few words slipping out before she dozed off.
"I love you, Loki."
Notes:
Honestly, I like the idea of soft!Hela. Of course, she can still be terrifying but to show she has a softness within her personality is the very thing I'm dying for.
Next update: October 19, 2021 (Tuesday)
Chapter 24: Contented
Summary:
Aesira was finally safe and sound. After spending a few days in Asgard, it was time for her and the two gods to come home.
Notes:
I AM SO SORRY FOR FORGETTING TO POST YESTERDAY. I had a shit ton of quizzes and deadlines yesterday until today that I had to try and squeeze in editing and posting this chapter. Again, my apologies.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Since Aesira was still not strong enough to walk, she busied herself with the books Loki brought her from time to time.
A smile graced her lips when she saw Loki's arms around her as soon as she woke up. It was safe to say that the god had been more protective and watchful of her.
It was still the same day she woke, yet Aesira wanted to return to Earth as soon as possible despite Loki's pleas to stay a while in Asgard just to make sure she was fully healed. But the woman just constantly refused, saying she missed the team and wanted to at least celebrate New Year with them given that it was undoubtedly past Christmas or Yule back on Earth—or Midgard as Asgardians called it.
Aesira was transferred to her chambers shortly after waking up, and she definitely liked the room's ambiance. It was cozy despite being furnished with gold and other fancy stuff. She was sitting on the bed when she lifted her head, tearing her attention away from the book. The doors to her chambers opened.
"Allmother," a smile appeared on her lips when she saw the queen enter her room.
"How are you feeling, my dear?" Frigga asked as she gracefully sat on Aesira's bed. "I hope this room is comfortable enough for you."
"It's more than enough, Allmother. Thank you. For everything, for helping me."
The smile on Frigga's face grew, allowing her hand to take Aesira's. "No worries, my dear. You need not thank me. It is I who has to thank you."
A confused mien dawned on her face. "I do not quite follow, Allmother."
"I thank you for making my son, Loki, happy," she said, noticing the faint reddening of Aesira's face, which only made her chuckle. "And I am glad to know he makes you happy as well."
"He does," Aesira answered happily, almost immediately, a smile gracing her lips.
The two women did not quite notice the time, as they got lost exchanging many stories with one another. Soon, it was time for Aesira, Loki, and Thor to return to Midgard.
"Are you sure you do not wish to stay one more day in the palace? I still want to know more about the girl my son always told me about."
The woman brushed off the queen's comment and just shook her head, trying to hide the fluttering feeling she felt in her stomach. "I wish to, but I think I stayed longer than necessary, Allmother. And I'm sure the Avengers are already worried about me."
As if on cue, a knock was made on the door. A few seconds later, Loki appeared dressed in his usual Asgardian armour—the one he always bragged about being made from the finest leather of Asgard. He had a smile on his face as he saw how much Aesira and his mother got along quite well.
"I hate to ruin your moment, but mother, it is time for us to leave," Loki informed them as he held his hand out towards Aesira to assist her in standing.
"It is all right, my son. I truly enjoyed the talk I had with your lady." Right then and there, a warmth quickly spread on Loki's face at what his mother said. He shook his head as he tried to contain his grin, turning to Aesira. He wrapped his arms around her waist as she tightly gripped his biceps to steady herself.
"Are you sure you are capable of walking, dearest?" Loki asked worryingly as he saw her struggle. The wounds and bruises have already healed, but it might take a few days still for her to finally get back on her feet.
"I think so, yes," Aesira muttered as she stood up straight. "We're going to be riding the horses on the way to the Bifrost, are we not?"
Loki hummed in agreement. "Then I think I can make it down the castle at least," she answered before facing the queen. "I really cannot thank you enough for your hospitality. Loki, take notes," she teased the younger prince as she recalled the day she first arrived at the tower.
Loki just rolled his eyes and feigned annoyance, but he could not hide the glint of happiness in his eyes which his mother caught sight of. Frigga was joyous as she watched the exchange between the two, and with one last hug, she finally bid them goodbye.
It took a bit longer than expected for Aesira and Loki to reach the bottom of the castle. The god noticed how slow they were and how the woman was still struggling. He shook his head and smiled a bit. Without warning, Loki picked Aesira up in his arms upon reaching the stairs. He wanted to carry her until they got outside. She protested but gave in since she knew her legs were already strained, and she still needed to rest to fully regain her strength.
"Up you go, darling," Loki whispered as he carefully hoisted Aesira on his horse before he climbed up, sitting behind the woman. Aesira loved how his arms trapped her as he reached for the reigns to guide the horse.
Seeing them off was the Allfather, Odin, which none of the trio expected would show up. The last time a Midgardian was brought to Asgard, Odin was not really pleased. So to see him see them off to the Bifrost was quite a surprise.
"Take care, my sons," he said stoically before he met Aesira's gaze. "Take care as well, Aesira of Midgard."
Odin acknowledged her. It was a good sign, correct? Not knowing what to do or say, the woman just settled by bowing her head to the Allfather before Loki and Thor set off for the Bifrost.
"Take care, Thor, Loki. You as well, Lady Aesira," Heimdall told them as soon as they arrived at the Bifrost. "The queen has informed me to allow you to use the Bifrost anytime as well, as she wanted you to visit any time you like. Just utter my name, Lady Aesira, and I'll open the Bifrost for you."
Surprised, she indeed was. But she thanked Heimdall and also gave him a hug as she alighted the horse. She was now with Loki, who had his arms wrapped around her securely, telling her she might be dizzy for a bit in the Bifrost.
With one last goodbye, the trio finally left Asgard.
——
To say that the Avengers missed her was an understatement. The team already knew they had arrived when they landed on the grounds at the Avengers compound. They all dashed outside to meet the newly arrived trio. Stark was clearly not happy with the mark the Bifrost left on the grass but decided to push that concern at the back of his mind for a while as he made his way to the newly arrived trio.
"Aesira!" Wanda called out as soon as Aesira came into view. She immediately enveloped her in a tight hug, to which Loki had to steady Aesira for a bit since she still could not rely on the strength of her legs.
"Stark, do you have a wheelchair?" Thor asked.
"I have. Let me just ask someone to get it."
Nat immediately gave Aesira a hug, following Wanda, but a lot more gentle this time.
"You scared the shit out of us," she scolded. "We really thought we lost you to Hydra."
"You're not getting rid of me that easily," Aesira replied smugly as she playfully raised a brow at the spy.
Moments later, a wheelchair came into view. Tony was at her side, gripping the wheelchair as Loki assisted her in sitting. "This makes me feel useless," Aesira commented with a slight pout.
"This is just temporary, darling. You still need to regain your strength," Loki told her as he gently gave her head soft pats. Aesira loved the feeling and just closed her eyes, allowing herself to lean into his side.
Wanda and Nat had knowing grins on their face as they looked at the pair in front of them. Whatever happened between Loki and Aesira was now in the past, and it made them only grow even more closer. They were happy for them.
"Pack it up, magical couple. I'm freezing out here, so why don't you take the canoodling inside?" Stark said, catching the attention of the two.
The team just shook their head as they laughed at Tony's antics before agreeing to go back into the compound.
"Loki, Thor," Aesira called out, and even if she just mentioned the two gods, the whole team stopped and looked at her with eyes questioning why she called the two.
Aesira just smiled at the rest. "You can all go ahead. I just need to speak with the two brothers."
The team looked at each other and just shrugged as they continued to the compound while the two Odinsons were with her, Loki pushing the wheelchair as Thor walked beside him.
"Can us three go somewhere secluded? Private?"
Thor and Loki looked at each other, wondering what the woman could possibly tell them, but nevertheless, they complied with her request. Soon, the three of them decided it was best to just talk in Aesira's designated room in the compound, which was just across Loki's.
Once they arrived at her room, Loki carefully lifted Aesira off the wheelchair despite her protests and gently laid her to sit on the bed. Thor softly closed the door behind them, then pulled a chair and sat in front of the woman. Loki settled to sit beside her on the bed. The brothers patiently waited for her to tell them what she had on her mind.
"How much do you know about Hela?" Aesira started. She could see the confusion in both of their expressions, but Loki recognized the name, unlike Thor. He was familiar with the name since he read the history books about Asgard.
"Goddess of death. What about her?" Loki asked.
Aesira inhaled sharply as she thought where she should begin. "During the time I was unconscious, I was in Niflheim."
"Niflheim? How?" Thor asked, quite puzzled upon hearing the name of the realm. "You were not dead."
"I don't even know myself. I just know that I found myself in that realm and met Hela, the goddess of death. She told me that only half of my soul was there, not fully dead, but I wasn't fully alive either."
"Norns, was she cruel to you?" Loki asked in a worried tone. He was relieved when he saw the woman shake her head, squeezing him by his hand.
"How was... your stay there?" Thor asked. "And why did you bring it up with us?"
Aesira swallowed as her gaze went back and forth between the two Odinsons. "It was quite... nice. She was kind to me and even told me that she was very fond of me, a Midgardian."
Thor and Loki looked at each other, clearly not expecting that. They did not know much about Hela since the Asgardian history books have not really delved into detail, unlike the other gods and goddesses before them. And hearing her, the goddess of death, being fond of a Midgardian. Well, let's say they were really bewildered.
"That's a relief—"
"But there's more," the woman mumbled, cutting off whatever Loki was about to say.
"She's Hela," she started a took a deep breath as she looked at the two. "Hela Odindottir."
Thor and Loki visibly stiffened at the revelation. Odindottir ? Did they hear it correctly? They clearly did not expect this was what she would tell them, surprise evident in their eyes.
"What? Am I not Odin's firstborn?" Thor wondered aloud.
Aesira then narrated to the boys what Hela has told her, what she saw in the palace, the painting of Hela and Odin—she did not leave a detail out of the story. She even told the two men that Hela could not leave Niflheim—specifically Hel—as her banishment was bound by Odin's life force.
"Should we speak to father about this?" Thor asked as he looked at Loki.
"I," Loki paused as he contemplated, thinking all possible outcomes if they told Odin what they knew. "I don't think we should inform him that we know of our sister's existence. He might punish Aesira if he discovered she was the one who told us his history with Hela."
"Odin really knows how to fuck up his children, doesn't he?" she jokingly commented.
Thor and Loki chuckled at this, amused. Even though Thor was favoured by the Allfather, he can't help but agree, considering how Odin treated Loki.
"You know, now that I see it, are you sure you're not the one who's adopted?" Aesira joked and playfully nudged Thor as she compared how similar Loki and Hela were. "I mean, if I put the three of you side by side, Loki and Hela would completely pass as siblings. Their hair colour and colour schemes are also quite similar."
"I am my parents' son," Thor glared playfully before he rose to his feet. "I better get going. You should rest more if you want to celebrate New Year later."
Aesira just nodded at him, and as Thor opened the door, he looked back once again and called the woman's attention.
"Thank you for telling us about our sister," he said before he finally left the room, leaving Loki and Aesira alone.
"How was Niflheim?" Loki asked as he moved the woman to the top of the bed, getting her comfortable to lie down. When he made sure she was already comfortable in her position, Loki laid down beside her as well, her head resting in between his shoulder, her arm draped across his abdomen.
"It was quite an extraordinary place. Quite terrifying at first, considering I almost got pounced on by Hela's pet, Fenris," she chuckled as she recalled how vicious the wolf was towards her at first. "If only Hela wasn't stuck on Niflheim, I think you and her would get quite along."
"I don't know, dearest. I am quite contented with just having you that I don't need anybody else."
Despite having shared a few kisses already, the woman still had to get used to Loki telling her nothing but sweet things. She buried her head in his chest as her arm tightened around his torso. Loki chuckled when he realized how his words had affected the woman.
"My sweet, are you getting shy? Have we not already shared a kiss or two?" he teased as he raised a brow, the corners of his lips tugging into a smile. "This is quite new."
"Oh, shut it. I'm still getting used to you being more... affectionate with your words," Aesira mumbled, almost inaudible as her face was still buried in his chest.
"You have to get used to it then. I don't plan to stop showering you with kind, intimate, and tender words," Loki whispered as he pulled her closer to his body. "That is what you deserve, after all."
Aesira got up from the god's embrace, making him look up at her in wonder. She propped herself up on her elbow and held herself up. Her face was just above Loki's, giving him a pretty beautiful view of what was above him. Her other hand gently cupped the god's cheek, her fingers gently tracing his delicate features.
Loki swallowed as he watched the woman. Aesira allowed her thumb to trace the outline of his eyebrows. The god closed his eyes and relished the feel of her fingers lightly running over his eyelids before her thumb went to trace his nose. She then traced a path to his cheekbones until her thumb reached his lips.
Loki opened his eyes and saw the smile on Aesira's face as her attention was on his lips, tracing the outline. A smile dawned on his face as well.
Aesira saw the smile form on his lips and noticed him gulp, his Adam's apple bobbing, before raising her gaze to meet his eyes once more. Her hand was now back to cupping his cheek and watched Loki lean into her touch. The two of them enjoyed the warmth and happiness the other provided to them.
A few strands of the woman's hair landed on his face as Aesira dipped her head, her hand now cupping his jaw, as she placed a soft kiss on Loki's cheek, her lips lingering and staying over the spot she kissed a little longer. Loki reveled in the feeling of the softness of her kiss, the warmth his skin felt under her lips.
After a few more seconds, Aesira pulled away as she returned once again to her initial position, adjusting her body to be enveloped in the gods embrace once more. They were not feeling sleepy, yet so they just took turns in telling stories to one another until they both dozed off, still in each other's embrace.
That was how Natasha found them a few hours later when she was asked to call them for the mini New Year's party Tony planned as soon as the trio returned from Asgard.
He disliked it being a small party since he is Tony Stark, after all. Thank god Pepper was there to convince him.
——
It was only an hour or so left before the clock hit midnight, signaling the start of another year.
Since Tony hosted a mini New Year's party, a few friends and family were invited to the tower. For starters, Nick Fury and Maria Hill were present as well. May, Peter, and Ned were also invited. Peter was most delighted when he saw Aesira.
"Ms. Aesira! I'm so glad you're safe. You had no idea how much I worried about you. I wanted to come with the Avengers to rescue you from Hydra, but I had homework. Not that my homework is more important. Mr. Stark didn't let me come, and I'm really sorry I wasn't able to—"
Aesira laughed, carefully standing up from the wheelchair and just pulling the boy into a tight hug to shut him up from his rambling. Peter stiffened as he was surprised by the physical contact. Sure, he was used to May's or his friends' hugs, but the hug Aesira gave him was quite different. It provided some sort of motherly comfort to him. Peter unknowingly had a soft smile on his face as he relaxed in Aesira's hug, his own arms circling the woman and returning the hug.
Peter sighed contentedly as he rested his cheek on the side of Aesira's face. When the boy noticed he was taller than the woman, he chuckled a bit, but he immediately brushed off the thought and opted to tease Aesira about her height some other time.
"Peter, don't blame yourself," Aesira whispered to him as her hands caressed his back. "What's important is I'm back. Okay? Don't blame yourself, got that?"
The two separated from the hug, and Peter just nodded his head in response. The lad helped Aesira sit back down on the wheelchair, Loki just beside him.
"Mr. Loki, can I push Ms. Aesira around?" he asked permission from the god.
"All right, Spiderling," Loki sighed and moved aside a bit, allowing Peter to hold the handles. "But I'll stay with the two of you wherever you go."
Aesira smiled. Loki may appear indifferent towards Peter, but she knew the god adored the lad under the guise. Other than her, Peter was the only other Midgardian he tolerated and least hated, with Ned following closely behind. Loki may have successfully led the others to believe, but Aesira can see past him. She knew the two lads were already growing on the god but decided to keep her lips sealed and not expose Loki.
Throughout the hour, Peter pushed Aesira around in the wheelchair as Loki walked beside them to wherever they went. The three of them stopped by to chat with some of the team before moving to the buffet.
"May's calling me. I guess I'll leave you two," Peter told them, and Aesira just smiled at him as she mouthed an 'okay.'
"Do you wish to go to the balcony?" Loki asked as soon as Peter left, grabbing the handles at the back of the wheelchair. "It's a lot quiet there if you wish to be undisturbed."
"I'd like that very much," Aesira answered.
Loki maneuvered the wheelchair, and it was not long until they arrived at the said balcony. He was right. It was indeed quiet out there. The chatters from the party were already inaudible as Loki closed the glass doors behind them, the curtains falling into place to block them from the people's view from inside.
Aesira closed her eyes as she felt the cold winter breeze kiss her exposed skin. It was not a very bright idea to wear a tank top during Winter. She should have thought better. Although she didn't mind the cold very much as she was getting used to extreme weather already. She felt something warm drape over her shoulders, and when she opened her eyes, she saw that Loki had placed his coat over her.
"You don't need to. You'll get cold," Aesira protested and was about to take the coat off and return it to him when the god prevented her from doing so.
"I think you forget that I am from Jotunheim, dearest. Frost giants handle the cold quite well," he said with a smirk.
Aesira smiled playfully at him as she rolled her eyes before turning her gaze to the shining city below.
"It's such a shame you did not get to celebrate Yule like you planned," Loki said in a hushed voice as he stood behind the woman, his right hand placed on her right shoulder.
Aesira sensed he was going to start blaming himself once again. She lifted her right hand and placed it on top of Loki's that was on her shoulder, rubbing her thumb on his skin as she looked up at him.
"There is always a next year, Loki," she smiled at him reassuringly. "I'm still thankful to get to celebrate New Year. I'm thankful for a lot of things. I didn't expect this big of a change will take place in my life, if I'm honest."
The two of them were in comfortable silence. Aesira returned her gaze to the front, her hand still on his.
A few moments later, loud voices could be heard from the party, and the two figured it was already nearing midnight as they could already hear them counting down. They silently counted along in their head.
"5, 4, 3, 2, 1! Happy New Year!"
And with that, the starry night sky was instantaneously filled with bright, blinding lights as the fireworks set off, signaling the start of another beautiful year. Stark really went out with the fireworks, considering he had his name AND an outline of his face light up the night sky. Aesira just chuckled and sighed. Tony Stark really just had to go overboard every time.
Loki looked down at the woman and gazed at her face being illuminated by the fireworks. A smile was once again on his lips when he saw how happy Aesira was. The warmth in his stomach came back the longer he stared.
His body seemed to move on its own. He lifted his left hand and placed it on Aesira's cheek, making her look up at him, a smile still on her lips. Seeing the glint of joy in her eyes set off his own fireworks in his stomach.
Loki's thumb caressed her cheek as she lifted her head, looking up at him before he dipped his head and gently pressed his lips on hers. It was not as passionate or heated as the last kisses they had shared, but it was not less sweet and affectionate. It was a quick peck, but nevertheless, it still awoke the butterflies in their stomachs.
As Loki pulled away, he then went in front of the woman and kneeled. Both of his hands now cupped her face as he leaned in and pressed one more kiss on her forehead.
"Happy New Year, Loki."
"Happy New Year, darling."
Notes:
Next update: October 22, 2021 (Friday)
Chapter 25: Tony Stark reads fanfictions?
Notes:
OH MY GOD I DIDN'T NOTICE CHAPTER 25 WAS NOT UPLOADED LAST FRIDAY. Damn this wifi signal.
I am extremely sorry, goodness. Because of this, I'll upload four chapters this week including this one to make it up to you.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
"Are you sure you are fully healed, dearest? I don't want you pushing yourself."
"Loki, I already told you for the nth time. I regained my strength already."
"Should we go see Banner first to make sure? It's just been two weeks since our return from Asgard."
Aesira sighed for the nth time this morning as she tried to persuade a particular god to allow her to leave her room. She honestly found it sweet to see him care for her ever since they returned from Asgard. He would help her every now and then, refusing to leave her side.
Truth be told, she was already feeling much better. She could even already stand two days after New Year, so she didn't really need the wheelchair after that.
Aesira rolled her eyes. Using both of her hands, she cupped Loki's neck and looked him straight in the eye. The god stopped from whatever he was saying and looked at her questioningly. He was still blocking the door, not allowing the woman to leave her bedroom.
"Loki, you sometimes forget that I am a mutant and can heal faster than a normal human," she told him as she raised a hand to cup his cheek, squeezing it. "Other than that, the Asgardian healers, as well as your mother, were a great help in my quick recovery. Trust me. I feel better than ever. So let me pass?"
Loki knitted his brows as he opened his mouth to say something, but quickly closed it after, then heaving a sigh. "Fine," he answered, conceding to her wishes as he stepped aside. "Where are you off to, if I may ask?"
"Off to have breakfast. Join me?" Aesira suggested as she sauntered towards the elevator.
Loki smiled at her and nodded.
When the pair got out of the elevator and passed through the living room, the people there caught sight of them—people in question being Tony, Natasha, Steve, and Clint.
"Ah, finally, reindeer games allowed you to leave the room, kid," Tony commented as the pair stopped by for a chat. "Thought he was going to imprison you there for eternity."
"I'd like to see him try," Aesira chuckled as she glanced at the god.
"Can't blame him, though. You getting kidnapped sure gave him a scare. You should have seen how—"
"Romanoff," Loki cut her off warningly, but the assassin just gave him a playful smirk in return.
Steve noticed this and immediately decided to change the topic before things could get worse. "Where are you off to, Aesira?" he asked.
"Oh yes. That reminds me I was on my way to cook breakfast. Any of you want anything?" she asked, looking at them.
"Pancakes, please," Clint said.
"Yeah, I could go for pancakes."
"Waffles for me, Twinkle."
Aesira nodded at their requests. "All righty, then. I'll just call you when I'm done."
The four thanked her as she left the living room and headed for the kitchen with Loki following behind her. Once she arrived there, she set straight to work, going from cabinet to cabinet, gathering the necessary ingredients and utensils she needed. She was about to open a cupboard when she noticed Loki sitting on one of the stools by the counter, watching her every move.
She flipped to his direction and leaned on the kitchen counter as she crossed an arm over her stomach while her other hand held a whisk and pointed it at the god.
"I could take longer. You might get bored," Aesira told him as she raised a brow.
"How could I get bored when my eyes are feasting on the most riveting, enthralling being in all the Nine Realms?" Loki responded oh so casually.
Aesira clicked her tongue, then pushed it to the inside of her cheek as she tried to prevent a smile from growing on her lips. She instantaneously turned her back on the god so he would not see how he affected her with his words.
"Since you're here, why don't you help me prepare breakfast?" she told him over her shoulder. "You could start by getting a few eggs from the fridge."
She heard Loki hum in recognition, the sound of the chair scraping the floor as the god rose to his feet. He opened the fridge and got a few eggs as instructed before going beside the woman.
"Here are the eggs," he told her, making Aesira look at him. "What do I do next?"
"Come here," she instructed and led him to the table in the middle of the kitchen.
Loki carefully watched her grab a big bowl and the bag of powder he presumed was the pancake mix. He observed how Aesira carefully measured the powder as she poured it into the bowl. After that, she now looked at him and grabbed an egg from the tray he was carrying.
"Break four more eggs into this bowl like this," she told him and showed him what to do.
Loki attempted afterward. Thankfully, his hands were graceful enough, so he broke the eggs with ease without spilling any on the table.
"We can whisk it manually, but let's just put it in this mixer to save us from the trouble," she told him.
Loki was clearly enjoying cooking with the woman, and he didn't even bother hiding the smile on his face as she taught him how to cook pancakes. He definitely enjoyed flipping pancakes the most. Aesira just grinned at him as she watched him happily flipping pancakes while making waffles for Tony. Loki, for a god who claimed he hated everything about Midgard, was thoroughly enjoying Midgardian technology.
"Breakfast is ready!" Aesira called to the team once she and Loki finished setting the table in the dining room.
"I could really get used to this," Clint joked as he ate a slice of pancake.
"Get used to it all you want. I'm not leaving any time soon," Aesira playfully replied, but also touched as she could see that they appreciated her cooking, even if it was as simple as pancakes and waffles.
"This is why you're my favourite Avenger," Tony beamed as he took a bite from his waffle. "Can I legally adopt you even if you're older than me? Please say yes so you can be a Stark."
The woman just laughed at his antics and lightly shoved him by the shoulder.
"By the way, what do you guys wanna have for lunch?" she asked them. "I'm planning to go out later after this to go grocery shopping."
"What's the name of that dish you first cooked for us? That Filipino one?" Steve asked.
"You mean Adobo?"
"That one. I really loved it."
"Oh, sure. How about the others?"
One by one, they told her what they wanted for lunch, and she happily took note of it.
"Do you want me to accompany you later while you shop?" Loki asked her, getting her attention away from Nat and Tony bickering about something.
Aesira smiled at him and nodded in response. "That would be splendid. Thank you, Loki."
——
After finishing breakfast, Steve volunteered to wash the dishes since Aesira and Loki had already made it. He also said they still needed to buy groceries for lunch Aesira would be cooking in a few hours, so they had to get going.
"Can we buy a bar of chocolate?" Loki asked as he walked beside Aesira, who was pushing a cart through the aisle.
"Sure thing, love," Aesira said as she eyed the cereals on the shelves they were passing, not noticing the endearment she just said.
Loki looked at her with a raised brow as he fought a smile from appearing on his lips. He saw that she was busy looking at the cereals and concluded that she must not have noticed the endearment she used on him. Nevertheless, Loki loved it and decided to just let it go.
Aesira felt something warm envelope her hand that was holding the handle of the cart. Her eyes trailed down and saw that Loki had taken her hand in his, lightly swinging by their side as they walked. She glanced up at the god who just tried to give her a nonchalant look but failed to do so as a slight smirk appeared on the corner of his lips.
She smirked back at him and just shrugged her shoulders as she returned her gaze to the shelves, allowing their hands to lightly swing by their side and squeezing it softly.
Their presence at the supermarket surely did not go unnoticed by the other shoppers. It was good that the people chose not to bother them as they shopped, but of course, a few were giddy when they saw that the two were holding hands. Unbeknownst to Aesira and Loki, a few civilians had already secretly taken a photo of the two of them and uploaded it on the internet.
Which is how the Avengers were updated with the two even though the pair were still out shopping.
"Please tell me they're in a relationship already," Tony grumbled as he, along with the others—Bruce, Nat, and Wanda, were in the living room scrolling on their cellphones.
Apparently, the photo taken by the civilians spread like wildfire for various reasons. One was for the fact that the two were Avengers. And it also did not help that Loki was already quite well known ever since the New York incident. Added to the list was Aesira being a fan favourite all over the world. Combine all three. Heck, for sure, gossip would quickly spread.
"Unfortunately, they haven't put a label on their relationship yet," Wanda sighed as she recalled the talk Aesira had with her and Nat the day after New Year when they caught sight of Aesira and Loki sharing a sweet moment at the balcony.
"Those two need to seriously up their game," Bruce commented.
"I know. God, those two are sometimes so unpredictable," Nat sighed as she scrolled through the notifications on Aesira's Twitter that she managed. Aesira knows she has a Twitter account, but she never uses it, thus allowing Nat to manage her socials since the assassin was more knowledgeable about it.
"You should read the fanfictions their fans make about them," Tony teased as he also scrolled on Twitter. "They have the wildest fans among us all, you know."
The three looked at him, not knowing whether to be bothered by his comment or wondering what fanfiction is and how the billionaire knows it.
Back to the pair in the supermarket, they soon finished shopping and had already paid for the groceries.
"Let's go back so I can cook. I still have to stop by Peter's school at lunch to pick him up since they don't have classes after," she told the god as they exited the supermarket.
"Won't you eat first? Shouldn't the Spider-ling's aunt be the one picking him up?" Loki asked.
Aesira shook her head. "I insisted. I wanted to spend time with Peter since I didn't get to do so during New Year. May also invited me for lunch, so I'll be having lunch at their apartment."
"Do you need me to come?"
"No, it's fine," she told him as soon as they teleported back to the compound. "I've been spending too much time with you already. It's time I get a new company," she teased as she placed the groceries on the counter as they arrived at the kitchen.
"My, my. A god graces you with his company, and you get tired of me?" Loki said, trying to sound offended.
Aesira just chuckled before standing on her toes and placing a gentle peck on the god's cheek, leaving him slightly astonished by the action. "Don't worry. I'll come back to you after. Really just wanted to bond with Peter, you know?"
Aesira began to arrange the cookware and ingredients she would be using on the table.
"You're really fond of the Spider-ling, aren't you?" What Loki said came out more of a statement rather than a question.
The woman just hummed in approval as she peeled a potato. "That I am," she answered.
"I don't know. I just—I get this feeling of just wanting to protect Peter as if he is my own," Aesira explained as she walked to a cabinet. "There is something in him that managed to get through me."
"So you see him as a son you never had? Is that what you are implying?"
Aesira looked at Loki and nodded. "I know it's weird since I look like I'm in my late twenties, and I could just be his aunt. I do look younger than May, but I am older than her. But I don't know. I just remembered back then before when I was captured. I dreamt of starting a family one day and having a boy and a younger girl," she explained, a smile gracing her lips as she recalled her childhood. "I know it's quite absurd for a young child to think that, but I was really set on becoming a mother one day. All that hope is gone when I was captured."
Loki looked at Aesira fondly, watching her daydreaming about starting a family. He could see the glint in her eyes as she talked about seeing Peter as a son that his mind actually drifted a bit to imagine what it would be like to start a family with her.
"Imagining of starting a family with me, aren't we?" Aesira smirked when she managed to grab hold of Loki's thoughts. "You're pretty open these days, you know? You don't put up a barrier in your mind anymore.
Loki smiled at her adoringly, but he had a brow raised at her in amusement. "Same goes for you, dearest. Your thoughts are rather louder than I expected."
The woman just laughed at him but never objected. After New Year, something has changed between the two of them. Sure, they were affectionate with each other more. But after that day, it seemed as if the both of them just lowered their guards to one another. It seemed as if the barrier preventing each other from reading their thoughts was gone.
It was like their trust was taken on a higher level already.
That's when a thought crossed Loki's mind. It was a faint idea, but Aesira managed to catch it nonetheless as her hands paused on whatever she was doing. Her gaze lowered, and she refused to meet his eyes as she was still unsure if she read his mind correctly.
Loki sensed this immediately, a smile on his lips, then speaking to her telepathically.
"I would like you to be mine, only if you'll have me as well, darling," he saw her head shoot up in surprise, her gaze meeting his. "I would like you to be my lover and me as yours."
Aesira was astonished as she heard Loki's voice in her head. She had not expected the god to take whatever they had to the next level since she thought he would like to take it slow. She wanted it as well but never tried to pressure him. And hearing him request this of her, she couldn't be any happier.
She didn't need to answer. Loki knew from the moment her shocked expression turned into a loving one what her answer was, and he couldn't be happier himself.
Meanwhile, in the training room...
"Wanda! Why are you squealing?" Nat asked, surprised by the sudden shrieking of excitement by the woman.
"The two seemed to have forgotten there is another telepath in this compound when they lowered their barriers," Wanda chuckled, calming down a bit from the excitement before she looked at Nat, who still had a confused expression on her face.
"English please? Or Russian, whichever is easier?" Nat asked as she continued unwrapping the bandages on her wrists.
"My dear Nat, they lowered the barriers in their mind, meaning I could hear their silent conversation," Wanda explained as she stood in front of the assassin. "It is safe to say that the two are finally lovers!"
Upon hearing this, a wide grin quickly spread on the assassin's lips.
"Fucking finally. Now you and Stark owe me a hundred bucks."
——
After cooking lunch and as much as she wanted to stay with Loki after taking their relationship to the next level, she had somewhere else to be. Loki even insisted on coming with her, but she told him to stay at the compound since it was her bonding time with Peter. Much to Loki's dismay, he agreed.
Aesira was just standing in front of the school as she waited for Peter. She had already texted the lad that she was outside waiting for him, and the school bell had just rung. As she patiently waited for his arrival, she noticed how the students and other adults were gawking at her presence. She sighed and regretted not bringing some sort of disguise with her.
She often forgets how famous the Avengers are, thus, making her famous as well. She was thankful the students didn't crowd her, but she was uncomfortable with those who tried making advances. As much as Aesira didn't want to, she used her powers to control them so they would not approach her. She did not need any distractions as she waited for Peter.
Speaking of the boy, Aesira immediately spotted the brown curls of lad among the sea of students in the hallway.
"Ms. Aesira," Peter beamed as he neared the woman, ignoring the stares they were receiving. "I told you, you didn't have to bother—"
"Shush now and give me a hug already," she said as she pulled the boy in her arms. "I missed you, sweetheart. We didn't get to talk much during New Year, and besides, I insisted on picking you up since I was on my way to your place anyway. May was persistent."
Peter enjoyed the hug when he remembered the thought he had during New Year. He pulled away and playfully smiled. "You're quite short, Ms. Aesira," he teased.
"Watch your tongue, or I'll send you to Antarctica," she playfully threatened. "Anyway, how's school?"
"Oh, it went quite well," Peter started telling her about his day as the both of them entered the car. Surprisingly, Aesira knew how to drive and was a fast learner at that. She did not technically need to learn how to drive since she can just teleport, but simple things like this give her joy and make her forget that she is enhanced.
"How's Flash, by the way? Does he still bother you?" Aesira asked as she kept her eyes on the road.
"He's been nicer. Although he avoids talking to Ned and me in general now," Peter told her. "You still hadn't told me what you said to him when we had a tour in the tower."
"A lady never spills her secrets," she answered her thumb and index finger meeting and motioned as if zipping her lips.
——
"May, we're here!" Peter yelled as he unlocked the door to their apartment, with Aesira following behind.
May immediately emerged from somewhere as she welcomed her nephew and Aesira. "Aesira! Glad you could make it," she told her as she gave the woman a hug.
"Now, what kind of person would I be to turn down a woman like you, May?" Aesira teased as she wiggled an eyebrow at Peter's aunt.
May just grinned and shook her head before she eyed Peter. "Peter, why don't you go take a shower first? The food will be ready once you're done."
"Go ahead, Peter. I'll be fine in your aunt's care," Aesira smiled at the lad when he looked at her for approval, silently asking if it was okay for him to go to his room.
Once Peter had left for a shower, Aesira was swept off her feet by May and soon found herself in the apartment's dining area.
"I know our apartment is rather small from what you're probably used to, but I hope it's okay," May told her as she set the table.
"Oh, it's perfect, May. No need to worry," Aesira reassured the woman as she helped in preparing the table.
Once they were done, they sat down and waited for Peter to come back before eating. In the meantime, the two women chatted.
"I can see Peter is so fond of you. You know, other than Tony, you are probably the one he talks most about," May told her.
"He's a sweet boy. I am equally, if not, maybe more fond of him than he is of me," she replied, which made May smile. "I gotta give it to you. You raise him quite well. Such a gentleman."
"I try," May chuckled. "By the way, do you think you can accompany him to the academic decathlon he'll be attending on Friday? I have something to do that day, and Peter is quite bummed at that."
"Of course! I have something to do in the morning, but I'll definitely go surprise him as soon as I can."
May smiled and was glad as she told Aesira the details of the event. She knew how happy Peter would be if he saw that Aesira was watching him. It was no secret to May that Peter saw a motherly figure in Aesira, and she was not jealous of it. On the contrary, she was glad to see Peter this happy whenever Aesira was present or talked about.
"Got that. I'll make sure to be there," Aesira said finally.
"Be where?"
May and Aesira's attention were now on Peter, who was freshly out of the shower, dressed in none other than a simple shirt and jeans.
"Oh, nothing. May just scheduled an appointment for me on Friday."
Upon hearing this, Peter was slightly disappointed since he planned to invite Aesira to watch the decathlon that he will be participating in on Friday. Too bad May scheduled something all ready for her. Guess there was no use in telling the woman about the event now.
Aesira noticed his dejected appearance and could hear his thoughts. She wanted to hug the boy and reassure him that she would be there but decided it was better to surprise him.
Peter just shook his head as he put a smile on his face. "So, let's eat? 'Cause I'm already starving."
Notes:
Again, I am so sorry I didn't get to upload last week. Stress has been getting to me because of exams oof.
Planned dates of upload this week including their chapter title so you at least have an idea ;)
October 25, 2021 - Chapter 25: Tony Stark reads fanfictions?
October 26, 2021 - Chapter 26: Family
October 28 - Chapter 27: What family trope-y are those two up to?
October 30 - Chapter 28: Strange
Chapter 26: Family
Summary:
Aesira felt happy. They may not be blood-related, but to her, they were already her family.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"What are you reading, my dear?"
Aesira lifted her eyes from her laptop and met Loki's curious ones. She was currently in the compound library and was so engrossed in whatever she was doing that she did not even notice the god enter.
"Oh, I'm just going through the schedule of the decathlon Peter's school will be participating in," she told him, turning her laptop to show him the screen. "I found out from Tony that he is the one funding the event and was supposed to be there to present the awards after, but I volunteered to replace him so I can surprise Peter."
Loki nodded as he took a seat beside the woman as his eyes skimmed on the email. "When is this decathlon that you speak of?"
"Tomorrow. I initially wanted to be there in the morning until it ends, but I still have training with Charles in the morning," she explained. "So I guess I'll just attend the awarding ceremony."
Loki hummed as he wrapped an arm around her and gestured to pull her closer. "The boy will surely appreciate the gesture."
Aesira noticed this, so she closed her laptop and allowed her body to lean against him. She wrapped an arm around his torso and rested her head on his shoulder. If there's one thing that the woman noticed, it was that Loki loved touching her. Not in an inappropriate way.
At least... not yet.
She noticed how the god always found ways to just simply have his skin against hers. May it be the simple brushing of his fingers against hers when they were beside each other or the bolder gestures such as cuddling. Whichever way he does find a way to just simply touch her, she is definitely not complaining.
"Do you want to come with me?" she asked as she lifted her head to look at him. "Peter is fond of you if you haven't noticed. He would love you to be there."
"Only him?" Loki asked playfully, raising a brow as a smirk appeared on his lips.
Aesira made a face but just sighed and giggled as she adjusted herself in Loki's embrace. "I would also love for you to be there."
Loki paused and gave it a thought. A silence enveloped the two of them as Aesira concentrated on Loki's hand resting on her hip, caressing it gently.
"I am afraid I am not quite enthusiastic with anything that deals with a vast concourse of mortals, my dear," Loki answered.
He felt the woman nod below his chin. "I understand," she told him and tried to mask her disappointment. "By the way, May sure did have a lot of stories about Peter when I visited yesterday," she said, trying to change the subject.
"Might you share it with me then?"
Aesira beamed as she started telling the things she and May discussed yesterday. Loki paid attention to each and every word that came out of her mouth. But after a while, the god found himself no longer understanding what the woman was saying, finding it more relaxing to just listen to the sound of her voice.
It was modulated and silvery, a piece of pleasant music to his ears. Aesira's voice seemed to be even more beautiful than that of the music in Asgard played by the most delicate instruments. Loki just found his eyes slowly closing as the woman kept on speaking.
"And then—"
Aesira stopped in the middle of what she was saying when she noticed the dulcet and deep yet steady breathing of Loki, his chest rising and falling in tranquility. A soft snore was what got her to carefully look up and discover that Loki was already fast asleep.
The corners of her lips tugged upwards as she inwardly shook her head. She mindfully adjusted herself and Loki, making sure both were comfortable on the sofa they were sitting on. She was thankful that her movements were gentle and subtle enough to not rouse the god from his slumber. Then, she carefully adjusted herself in his arms before she contentedly snuggled her head on his chest.
She softly hummed a lullaby as she gently rubbed circles on Loki's abdomen. The god was peacefully sleeping and relaxed as he hugged her, evident in his calm breathing. Each steady and quiet, relaxed breath Loki took was calming to listen to, and that in no time, it managed to lull Aesira to sleep.
——
Hours later, Aesira found herself sitting comfortably on a couch in the compound living room with the fireplace serving as the source of light and heat. It was still bright outside, but the woman had requested FRIDAY to dim the lights and to have the sunlight blocked from coming in since she wanted to be cozy.
Aesira brought her legs up to meet her chest, a blanket draped over her shoulders and wrapped around her body, while a cup of hot chocolate was in her hand. Various soft jazz Christmas songs can be heard playing in the background as the woman just focused on the flickering of the flames.
Small force fields encapsulate the flickering flames from time to time, a form of entertainment for the woman. Loki was supposed to be here with her. Unfortunately, he and Thor had some business to attend to in the city.
"So..."
Aesira lowered her hand that was manipulating the force fields, her head turning towards the direction where the voice came from.
"Wanda," she nodded as she scooted a bit, motioning for the woman to sit beside her on the couch.
Wanda happily obliged and took a seat beside Aesira, taking off her shoes and bringing her legs up on the couch as well.
"So," Wanda said once more, making the woman look at her.
Aesira noticed a knowing look on the woman's face. "So... what?" she asked, a bit puzzled.
"A little bird told me someone has a boyfriend already," Wanda casually told her, a slight smirk on her lips.
Aesira, in astonishment, choked on her drink, causing her to emit a series of coughs. Wanda giggled at the sight but took pity, her hand lightly patting the woman's back.
Once Aesira had recovered, she eyed Wanda incredulously. "H-How...?" she trailed off questioningly as her mind recalled the events. As far as she remembers, Loki and her communicated telepathically about taking their relationship to the next step.
Wanda chuckled as she lifted her hand to eye level, her middle finger lightly tapping her temple. "Both of you sometimes forget there's another telepath in the compound when you lowered your barriers," Wanda explained.
"Who else knows?" Aesira asked. She and Loki did not intend to hide their relationship, per se. Both of them just figured to not announce it publicly since they both deemed it as unnecessary. If ever somebody will eventually ask, then, of course, they would confirm it.
"Only Nat and I as of the moment," Wanda answered as she scooted closer to the woman, allowing her head to land on Aesira's shoulder. "We figured we would let you tell the rest of the team. Though Nat was itching to tell Tony since she won the bet."
"Bet? What bet?"
Wanda softly uttered an oops before lightly giggling. "We had a bet when the both of you will finally get together officially. It's a pain to see you two be affectionate with one another yet are still less than lovers," Wanda explained as she got the mug from Aesira's hand and took a sip. "I thought the both of you would get together on New Year. Tony thought you were already together when the both of you were on Asgard. Nat bet that by the weekend, the two of you will get together. And look at that, she won."
"Sometimes I do not understand Midgardians," Aesira absentmindedly chuckled.
"What exactly is a Midgardian?" Wanda asked as she raised a brow. "I hear that from Loki most of the time. You're even picking up his vernacular already."
"Sorry 'bout that. Midgardians are humans, in other terms. And yes, I do seem to be picking up on his vernacular considering the amount of time I spend with him."
Wanda just sighed happily as she draped an arm around Aesira and hugged her. "I'm happy the both of you found each other. You brought out the best in him, you know?"
"And he brings out the best in me," Aesira replied with a smile on her lips.
"Has he told you he loves you yet?"
Aesira shook her head at the question, but her smile did not even falter one bit. "He hasn't yet. Although I already told him that I do... love him, that is," she explained. "I told him he is not obligated to reply to that yet since I know all of this must be new to him. His past was not seemingly kind, so I understood him and let him follow his own pace. I just want to tell him that he is loved, to let him know that no matter what, I am here for him."
A short silence was followed before a question came to Wanda's mind.
"How are you so capable of trusting and loving despite the number of decades you spent under torture?" she asked genuinely. "I, myself, took quite a while to open my heart to trust and love, and that was only of me being under torture for a few years compared to you."
Aesira let out a deep breath as her lips pressed into a line, her brows knitting as she tried to formulate her thoughts to answer Wanda.
"I would be lying if I told you that I know how to answer that question of yours," Aesira laughed softly as she shook her head before allowing herself to fall deeper into the couch and snuggling closer to Wanda. "I was forced to remain apathetic for such a long time, to not feel the tortures or remorse whenever they send me on an assassination. When I was freed, I guess a part of me just wanted to bury all of that behind. I wanted to feel things instead of numbing myself. It's a way, I guess, for alleviating and convincing myself that I am still human in a way and not just some weapon that somebody can use."
Wanda wanted to say something, but she felt that Aesira was still about to continue, so she allowed the woman to have her monologue.
"It was terrifying in the beginning when I allowed myself to start caring for all of you. And it was even more terrifying when I realized I was beginning to develop affections for Loki, something I haven't felt for such a long time now. I could have prevented myself from feeling so by suppressing the romantic love bubbling and growing within me. Still, the more I tried to numb that feeling, the more it grew every time I switched off my apathy," Aesira recalled as she remembered how she almost blurted out her feelings to Loki when she first acknowledged it. "And besides, I did not have a rough childhood, per se, excluding the being captured part. I was so much loved by my father and everyone around me that it was not difficult for me to love. I suppressed expressing love, but I know how to. And I guess that answers your question in a way. I have always been capable of trusting and loving. I am just thankful I have not forgotten how despite the numerous years I have suppressed it."
Wanda smiled as she hearkened earnestly to Aesira's story.
"Your father must be a great man. He must have loved you so much to have this much of an impact in your life," Wanda commented.
Aesira nodded as she leaned forward a bit to sit, making Wanda sit straight. She placed the now empty mug on the living room table before angling her body to face the brunette.
"He was and still is," she answered.
"Is he," Wanda asked all of a sudden before hesitantly continuing her question, debating if it was insensitive of her to ask.
"Is he alive? Is that what you were going to ask?" Wanda carefully nodded. When she noticed the soft expression on the black-haired woman's face, she figured it was not a sensitive topic at all.
"He still is, or at least that is what Charles told me. Where do you think I could have possibly gotten my healing ability from other than my other abilities?" Aesira jokingly said.
"So you got your abilities solely from your father? How about your mother?"
Wanda immediately regretted she had asked the question when she noticed how Aesira visibly stiffened, her sharp intake of breath at the mention of her mother. The brunette saw the pained expression on the woman's face, a longing quite evident.
"Sorry," she piped in, the pitch of her voice rising. "I'm sorry. That was insensitive of me. You don't have to—"
"No, no. It's fine. Sorry, I worried you for how I reacted," Aesira sighed as she tried sitting comfortably once again, her body trying to relax.
"I don't know who my mother is," she began. "I was just left on my father's doorstep without a trace of who my mother was. I have no idea who she is, if she is a human or a mutant as well, or if she is still even alive. A part of me has accepted that I won't get to know who she was since it has been so long, and I absolutely have no memory of her, but I guess a part of me also wants to just know who she is. I mean, she is still my mother after all, whoever she may be."
Wanda immediately enveloped Aesira in a tight embrace. Her hand was rubbing the woman's back soothingly, and Aesira immensely enjoyed the feeling. She relished the warmth Wanda's body provided as she sunk into her body more, her eyes fluttering shut as Wanda started twirling the curls on the ends of her hair in her fingers.
Aesira never knew what the feeling of having a sibling was like. She was an only child, and her father did not really have a wife to have a child with, so being in Wanda's comforting embrace provided her serenity.
She knew the existence of Wanda's twin—the one that died against the battle of Tony's robot. Aesira may not have been present in their lives then yet, but being the empath she is, she felt the agony of Wanda when she listened to her telling stories about Pietro—her twin.
The two of them just sat there in comfortable silence before they pulled away, smiling at each other.
No words were needed to explain. The two of them found and established a connection. Wanda treated Aesira as the sister she never had. The woman could never replace Pietro, but her storge love for her was equally as much as for her deceased twin.
And as for Aesira, she had found in Wanda the thing she desired most when she was a child. And that was a sister.
"We're too dramatic already," Aesira laughed as she playfully nudged Wanda's shoulder. "Enough about me. Let's talk about you and Vision."
"AESIRA!"
——
"Hey, tin man. What did you need me for?" Aesira asked as soon as she entered the lab. Tony has requested for her presence as instructed by FRIDAY.
"Ah, perfect. I figured I needed to make adjustments to your suit, seeing that it has been damaged ever since the Hydra incident," the man explained as he motioned for her to come closer. "Figured you need a better suit that could withstand not only bullets but explosions as well. It won't necessarily leave you unharmed. Just lessening the impact."
"Should I be... thankful?" Aesira teased, her eyebrows knitting as a playful smile displayed on her lips.
"Hey. Be kind. Don't let your Edward Cullen boyfriend rub off on you, or else you won't be my favourite Avenger anymore," Tony retorted as he pressed a button, a suit coming into view.
Aesira just rolled her eyes as she gazed at the newly-designed suit Tony had for her. "He's nothing like that vampire, you know. Loki doesn't shine."
"Aha! So he is your boyfriend already?" Tony beamed when he noticed that the woman didn't deny the 'accusation' he made. "Do tell me when he popped the question?"
"You make it sound as if he proposed to me," Aesira shook her head. She lifted her hand and waved it to the suit, her magic surrounding it. The suit was now on her body in a split second, replacing the clothes she previously had on.
"Who knows, one day he will," Tony chimed as he pressed a few more buttons and examined the vitals and other techy things on the hologram assessing the suit. "So, how long have you been together?"
Aesira smirked as she brought her arms up and crossed them in front of her chest. "I would tell you, but you gotta prepare a hundred bucks for Nat," she said nonchalantly as she feigned examining her suit.
She couldn't contain the laughter anymore when she saw Tony's mouth wide open before he muttered a few inaudible curses.
"Thank fucking god I'm a billionaire. Though now I gotta deal with Nat's bragging rights," he sighed as he readjusted something on the sleeve of the suit. "Anyway, consider this as a late Christmas gift from me to you.
"You know you didn't have to, Tony."
"Na-uh. I insist. It's not much anyway. A little token of appreciation for my favourite Avenger."
"Is that a privilege?"
"You know what, can I take it back? Morticia Addams is no good for you."
Aesira looked at him weirdly, thinking how many nicknames Tony had listed for all of them. That man seems to be updated on pop culture references.
"But seriously, if he hurts you, tell me. I know you can handle him, but I want an excuse to whoop his ass," Tony told her.
"Aw, how sweet of Tony Stark," Aesira laughed as she nudged him by the shoulder. "I am quite surprised how I became your favourite Avenger. I mean, do you remember how you were so adamant in restraining me in the beginning."
"Hey, can't blame me, you know. You're an assassin—ex-assassin. If you were me, do you think you would have allowed yourself to roam around after attempting on Dahl's life?"
Aesira shrugged. "Touche."
"Besides, you weren't bad. You should've seen Loki when he was first brought here. Damn, he caused a lot of trouble," Tony continued. "Plus, your cooking is top-notch. Easily became my favourite."
"Thanks, Tony," Aesira replied, more sincere and genuine this time. She cared deeply for Stark, even if she didn't always show it. Even if she was indeed older than him in terms of years, he somehow became the father figure she looked up to while her biological father was still missing in action.
"No problem, Twinkle."
After a few more exchanges, Aesira left the lab still wearing the suit Tony gave her. She figured she would just change when she arrived at her room. She stopped midway when she saw through the glass doors what was taking place outside.
Nat was helping Clint grill a few steaks and barbecues outside despite the cold weather. Aesira insisted on cooking, but the team wanted to grill out. Plus, they wanted her to rest first since she was always the one making meals for them.
While the agents were arguing about something related to grilling, her eyes then wandered to Wanda and Vision setting up the place where they would eat. It didn't escape her sight when she saw the loving glances the pair stole from time to time, brushing their hands against one another occasionally.
Steve, Bucky, and Sam were still not there since they had some sort of thing to handle but promised to be back before dinner. On the other hand, Banner was also not present outside as he was in the lab with Tony. She met him on her way out, explaining he and Tony still had a few science things to discuss and promised that the two of them would come out by dinner.
Lastly, Aesira's eyes drifted to the gods of the team. As usual, they seemed to be bantering about something, but it wasn't that serious. Her heart swelled at the thought of how far Loki and Thor had come. She wasn't oblivious to their past and knew how they didn't get along. If the two gods were told in the past that they would be this close now, they would have probably laughed and brushed it off.
Nat caught sight of Aesira just looking at them and motioned her hand, telling her to join them. Aesira just shook her head as she spoke to the assassin via her thoughts.
"I'll come out later after I change out of this suit," she told her, to which Nat just smiled and nodded, then returning to grilling.
Aesira felt happy. They may not be blood-related, but to her, they were already her family.
Notes:
Second update as promised! ^ - ^
Next update: October 28, 2021
Chapter 27: What family trope-y are those two up to?
Chapter Text
Aesira just got out of the shower, a robe wrapped around her body as she used a towel to dry her hair that still had water dripping from them.
She had just finished her training session with Charles, the very last one. The man told her that she already had a good grasp and control over her powers and that he had nothing left to teach her.
It saddened her a bit, but Charles had reassured her that he would still come by to visit, and she was welcome to see him as well. Plus, he would immediately contact her if ever Logan made an appearance.
Aesira looked at the digital clock hung by the wall and saw that it was nearly 10:30 am already and figured she needed to hurry and cook lunch for the Avengers. That's why she immediately teleported to the kitchen in the compound. Even if she was not going to eat with them, she still prepared food for the people she considered her family.
Today was the day she was going to surprise Peter at the decathlon. Although the awarding ceremony would be late afternoon, she wanted to watch and support the boy afar. Aesira was confident that Peter's team would win. That's why she is excited since she will award the winners as a substitute for Tony.
Minutes have passed as she cooked in silence. She was focused intently on the dish she was cooking that she was not aware of someone leaning on the wall by the kitchen door. She only noticed, her head whipping in the direction of the sound of someone clearing their throat.
Stood by the wall was none other than the God of Mischief himself.
"Why do you seem to be in a hurry?" he asked the woman, making his way to stand beside her. His back was on the counter, leaning on it for support with his arms crossed over his chest as he watched her.
"I still have to go to the decathlon to watch Peter," Aesira answered as she returned her gaze to her cooking. "I want to watch him first before I surprise him at the end of the ceremony."
The god just hummed in recognition. "I see."
Aesira didn't say anything else as she focused on the task at hand, and she also didn't mind Loki just watching her in silence. She just let him stay and watch whatever she was doing even though he was not saying anything.
It did not take long for her to finish and she was now already pouring the contents of her dish on several bowls. After that, she asked Loki to put a spell on the food to keep it warm until it was time to eat, to which the god just agreed to without saying a word.
"Something smells good," Bucky commented as he entered the kitchen. He went straight to the fridge and opened it, fetching himself a bowl of plums.
"Lunch," Aesira answered briefly before she noticed that Bucky's attire. "Are you off somewhere?"
Bucky hummed as he. closed the fridge using his vibranium arm while holding the bowl with his non-metal one. "Off to run some errands," Bucky answered, taking a quick look at Loki before his eyes returned to Aesira, only noticing that she too looked like she has somewhere else to be. "How 'bout you? Where you going, doll?"
"I'm off to surprise Peter at his decathlon," she answered.
"Do you want me to drop you off?"
"Are you sure? It might be out of your way."
"It's not. I'm leaving in a few. Meet me outside when you're ready."
Aesira muttered a thank you as Bucky exited the kitchen. On the other hand, she went to the sink to wash her hands, not failing to notice that Loki was still in the kitchen with her. She flicked her fingers on the sink before wiping her hands on her leather pants. After that, she went in front of Loki. She pressed her body against his as he was still leaning on the counter.
She allowed herself to place both of her hands on either side of Loki, resting them on the counter behind him. Loki just raised a brow at her as he kept his arms crossed.
"Are you sure you don't want to come? Last call before I go," she asked him. She had been very persistent in getting Loki to come with her to surprise Peter, assuring him that the young boy would be ecstatic to see them both. But every time, Loki would just decline, much like what was happening now.
"Must you be so persistent?" Loki sighed as he uncrossed his arms and let his hands grip her by the waist. Aesira then lifted her own hands and placed them on his shoulders. "I already told you that I am not entertained by the idea of being surrounded by a lot of Midgardians."
Aesira tried to hide the disappointment on her face, but in the end, she let out a sigh of resignation, knowing she could no longer persuade the god to come with her.
"Okay. I understand. I guess I'm off," Aesira told him with a smile not reaching her eyes as she stood on her toes and placed a quick kiss on the corner of his lips. She was about to untangle herself from his body when Loki held her in place. She looked at him questioningly, seeing him frown at her.
"At least give me a proper kiss before you leave?" he muttered with a hint of annoyance in his voice that Aesira couldn't help chuckling.
She shook her head as she cupped Loki's jaw before once again standing on her toes. She placed her lips on his, and Loki immediately tried deepening the kiss, but Aesira still had self-control. That's why she managed to pull away before the kiss would go any further.
"Let's continue this when I get home, shall we?" she giggled as she put distance between her and the god. "See you later, Loki. Bucky's waiting for me."
As much as Loki just wanted her to stay with him, he allowed her to leave. "Take care, my dearest."
——
Bucky was waiting outside the compound by his Rolls Royce provided by Stark. It was something the billionaire did to the rest of them as well. They had a rough past and were not necessarily friends, but with the help of Steve, he and Stark managed to come to an agreement and be civil with one another.
"Already set, doll?" Bucky asked when he saw the woman near his car.
"Yup. Thanks for the ride, Bucky," Aesira answered as she opened the door to the passenger seat and hopped in.
Bucky did the same and hopped in, then started the engine soon after. "No problem, doll. You know I'd do anything for you," he answered and playfully winked at her.
Aesira just chuckled at this and lightly patted his shoulder. She was used to Bucky's flirting from time to time. She and Bucky developed a rather tight bond with one another as they managed to share sympathy given the similar situations they have been through. She was rather glad to be one of the people Bucky trusted, other than Steve, of course.
She knew that Bucky would always have her back no matter what, and she also had his. The ride to where the decathlon will be held wasn't long as it was near the compound, but in the meantime, the two struck a conversation to keep themselves entertained.
"This is a convertible, right?" Aesira asked, and when Bucky nodded, she continued. "Can we lower the roof?"
"I'm not sure if that's wise," Bucky answered as his thoughts drifted to any possible situation, such as a sniper aiming at one of them. The car was bulletproof as it was modified by Stark's employees, and lowering the roof would raise a potential threat for them.
Aesira didn't mean to read his mind as Bucky's thoughts just effortlessly tapped into her brain, informing her of Bucky's worries. "You don't have to worry, James. You're with me, and we both know we can handle anything," she said in a calm tone, reaching out for his arm and urging him to trust her. "Besides, I can heal both of us if ever things get messy. You know?" she added teasingly.
Bucky just rolled his eyes, noticing how she had referred to him as James instead of his usual nickname. He honestly didn't mind it, now that he thought about it. He even liked how easily it slipped past the woman's lips.
Bucky did what Aesira requested and lowered the top, finally letting the cold winter breeze kiss their skin. A chill ran through his spine at first, but his body immediately adjusted to the lowered temperature that he didn't mind at all.
A few seconds later, Bucky found his eyes glancing at the woman in the passenger seat. Aesira had her eyes closed, her body leaning a bit to the car's door, allowing her hair to freely flow in the wind. A calm and contented smile was on her lips as she felt the winter wind meet her body. A moment such as this is one of the times Aesira enjoyed the most. Moments like this where she felt serene and not minding about the bad guys the Avengers had to constantly fight.
Aesira enjoyed this feeling of normality once in a while, forgetting who she was or who and what she was capable of—as if she were just a normal human being with no heavy responsibilities such as protecting Earth weighing her down.
Bucky also enjoyed the feeling of normality the moment provided. He hasn't felt this calm and collected ever since the 40s. A sense of placidity and security washed over him, something that only Steve's and Aesira's presence could offer.
If he were, to be honest, he initially pondered what he was feeling towards the woman. At first, he interpreted this as an infatuation for Aesira as he sometimes wondered what it could be like if they were together. But as time passed and the longer he got to know the woman, his perception changed.
He had mistaken this as romantic affection, probably since she was technically one of the few women he was acquainted with when he was no longer the Winter Soldier. Sure, Bucky might have been attracted to Aesira given that she was beautiful, but he realized he harboured no romantic feelings for her.
Bucky saw Aesira as someone he could always count on, someone who understood him, one of the people who could ground him during the bad days. He could say they were platonic soulmates, and he was sure she knew that as well.
And he was indeed very thankful for having someone like her in his life.
Those were the thoughts that ran through his mind until they arrived at Aesira's destination. He didn't further dwell on if she had read his mind or not and just smiled at her as she got off.
"Thanks for the ride, Bucky," Aesira told him as she closed the door.
"James," Bucky told her, which earned him a questioning look from the woman. "You can call me James, you know?"
Aesira didn't think much, but nevertheless, she felt a bit honoured. Bucky was a reserved person. Him allowing her to be his friend, a confidant even, was already one thing. He allowed her to address him as James was another. Not even Steve called him that. She felt as if her friendship with the man was taken on another level because of it.
She gave him a pleased smile, backing up a bit and ready to enter the school. "Okay, okay. Gotta go now. Take care, James," she called out and playfully saluted at him.
Bucky chuckled and said his goodbyes as well, raising the roof of the car before he went on his way.
Before Aesira entered, she cast an illusion over herself, changing her appearance into someone else as she did not want to attract attention in the meantime. She knew it wouldn't take long for someone to recognize her and cause quite a commotion, so to avoid that and ruin her surprise for Peter, she masked her appearance.
As she entered the school, Aesira got her phone from her bag and immediately dialed Tony. She introduced herself to the school staff as Tony's assistant, informing them that she would be the substitute for Tony Stark since he could not make it—which technically was not a lie.
"Sexy handsome genius speaking," Tony chimed upon picking up the call. "I can feel you rolling your eyes at me, kiddo. Stop it. What's up?"
Aesira laughed since she indeed was rolling her eyes at the man. "I just arrived and introduced myself as your assistant. Currently, cast an illusion upon me to avoid attracting crowds. Wouldn't want to blow my cover."
"Ah, finally, you acknowledge the popularity you got of being in the same team as me."
"I think I'd rather blame Cap for my skyrocketing popularity."
She heard Tony gasp and feign being offended. "Don't aggravate me, kiddo!"
"Why do you even call me that when I'm older than you."
"Anyway, enough chit-chat. I take you just want to inform me of your arrival there?" When Tony heard the woman hum in recognition, he continued. "Great. Well, as much as I want to banter with you, Pepper's gonna be mad at me if I don't get my ass in the car. I'm already late for a meeting, so TTYL?"
"Okay. Say hi to Pepper for me. Don't stress her too much."
"I do not!"
After one last goodbye, she dropped the call and returned her phone inside her bag. Aesira quickly found her way to the auditorium where the contest would be held. A lot of people were already inside. One staff noticed that she was the representative of Tony Stark, and she was immediately ushered to the front.
She saw that Peter was already on stage along with his other classmates competing. The young boy's eyes soon caught hers, and for a bit, she almost forgot that she had an illusion over her. Aesira saw how Peter's eyes were a bit disappointed, probably expecting Tony to at least be here and not some assistant that he did not recognize. Little did he know...
She wanted to drop the illusion, but she waited until the event finished.
Once she was seated, her eyes met Peter's once more, and even though she knew Peter wouldn't notice her as of the moment, she gave him a smile of assurance. Peter was confused why a woman he did not recognize smiled at him. Not wanting to be rude, he just awkwardly and nervously smiled back.
His spider senses should have tingled since a woman he did not know made eye contact with him. She could have been bad news, yet strangely, he didn't sense any danger.
——
Aesira was a hundred percent right when she predicted that Peter's team would definitely win.
It was already nearly past five in the afternoon when all the contests were finished, and it was time for the awarding ceremony, the event that Aesira was looking forward to the most.
"Miss, it is time for the awarding. You should get on stage," a staff told her.
Aesira nodded, hearing the speech of a woman she presumed was the principal on stage, before calling her fake name on stage. She was ushered up and stood next to the woman and ready to accept the certificate of Tony Stark since she was his "assistant" and representative of the man.
"Thank you," she smiled as she shook the woman's hand. "Are you up for a surprise?"
The woman, the principal, had an unsure smile on her face, a bit skeptical, but nodded in the end.
Loud gasps could be heard when Aesira finally dropped her illusion, the auditorium filled with murmurs of fascination and surprise. She peered over the principal's shoulders where she could see Peter and the rest of his teammates standing. She grinned upon seeing his eyes almost the size of saucers, clearly not expecting her to be there.
The awarding ceremony commenced with Aesira awarding the students one by one before finally, it was Peter's turn.
"Hey, Peter," she greeted him as she handed the award to him. He was still clearly in a state of surprise seeing her here.
"I—I thought May set an appointment—"
"Where's the fun in telling you I'd be here when I could surprise you, right? Now come give me a hug," she told him, still on stage, not minding the intriguing stares the audience was giving them. "I'm so proud of you, Peter."
Right then and there, Peter felt tears starting to prick his eyes. Sure, May had told him that as well, but with someone who he looked up to, someone who he saw a motherly figure in, say to him that she was proud of him, something just snapped in his head.
But right now was not the right time to cry if he didn't want to be humiliated in front of many people, so he held it in and stood to where the rest of his classmates stood, waiting for Aesira to award the rest.
Thankfully, the awarding ceremony ended, and soon followed was the closing speech. The principal thanked Aesira for her presence at the event, and after that, the students were free to go home.
"Where's Ned, by the way?" Aesira asked as she and Peter remained sitting in one of the chairs in the auditorium. There were still a few students, parents, and other people there.
"He had to go home immediately," Peter told her.
Aesira paused for a second and just looked at Peter, letting her hand fall on his her and give him soothing pats on the head. Peter fought the urge to close his eyes since the gesture was indeed relaxing and soothing. Then he remembered the words Aesira had told him during the awarding, and that was when he felt nearly tearing up again.
"Peter?" Aesira dropped her hand to his shoulder when she noticed a glint in the boy's eyes and looked at him worryingly. "What's wrong?"
"Can I," Peter swallowed as he tried to form a coherent sentence, a bit shy at his request. "Can I hug you?"
Aesira's worried expression softened. "Of course, Peter. You don't have to—"
Her sentence was cut short when Peter instantaneously wrapped his arms around her upper torso, taking her by surprise. Aesira then wrapped her arms around the boy, bringing him closer. She rubbed his back in silence. Peter was right; he was taller than her even when they were just sitting.
"Peter, honey. What's wrong? Are you hurt?" Aesira asked once more, worry returning when she felt Peter bury his face into her shoulder. She felt a few wet drops on the skin by her neck, realizing he was crying.
Peter shook his head but still hasn't let go of the hug. "Thank you."
"Whatever for, honey?" she cooed.
Peter hesitantly separated from the hug and wiped his tears, a bit embarrassed that he cried in front of her. "I—I just... You told me you were proud of me, mom." Peter immediately realized what he had called her and hoped she had not noticed.
"Oh, Peter," Aesira smiled at him and cupped his cheeks, her thumbs gently wiping away the rest of the tears.
"I-I'm sorry. It's just that I miss feeling what it's like to have a mother, then I felt that feeling with you, then you tell me you're proud of me—" Peter abruptly stopped rambling when he realized the words he had just said. "I'm sorry, shit. I sounded weird. I'm sorry—"
"Peter."
Peter stopped once more, and all the worry in him vanished. He relaxed when he saw the heartwarming smile on Aesira's lips.
"You see me as a mother?" she asked, feeling delighted at the revelation.
Peter nervously nodded. "Is it weird?" he asked. "C-Can I call you that, though?"
"No, not at all," she reassured him, one hand still on his cheek while the other reached for his hand. "And yes, you may. You don't have to ask."
This time, she took both of his hands in hers before looking at him once more. "I'm proud of you."
"Do the both of you ever plan on leaving?"
Aesira and Peter immediately turned their heads. Aesira's eyes widened in surprise.
"Loki?" she gasped, astounded. "I thought you didn't—"
"Can't a god change his mind?" he responded with a raised brow before looking at Peter. "You did greatly, Spi—Peter." Loki immediately changed the nickname when he saw Aesira glare at him, almost exposing Peter's identity.
"Thank you, Mr. Loki!" Peter beamed, clearly ecstatic to see that not only Aesira came to congratulate him but Loki as well.
Loki was slightly taken aback when Peter mindlessly hugged him. His body stiffened at the contact, his eyes meeting the woman's gaze. Aesira just smiled and nodded at him. Loki then relaxed a bit, awkwardly patting Peter's back at first before giving him a proper hug.
"I think this is the perfect time for me to say I told you so," Aesira teased Loki telepathically as she watched the two of them, Peter pulling away first and apologizing. The god just rolled his eyes at her but acknowledged what she said at the back of his mind. She was indeed right.
"No need for apologies, Peter. It was quite... pleasant," Loki told him.
"Are you both busy? Do you want to go to an ice cream parlour or restaurant nearby?" Peter asked them nervously.
"No, we aren't," Loki answered for Aesira, who was clearly pleased with how he was responding. "Lead the way."
As the three of them exited the auditorium, Loki's hand remained on the small of Aesira's back to which the woman either doesn't seem to mind or notice. She was focused and intently listening to Peter's stories of how his day went, of the difficulties he encountered, of some historical fact he almost forgot but then remembered immediately, which brought his team to victory.
Loki was just quiet as they walked in the school's hallway, his attention on the surroundings but mostly on Aesira and Peter. A thought played in his mind... something about starting a family with none other than the woman beside him. It might have been too early for that, and he still doubted if he ever deserved to feel that sort of happiness.
He had done horrible things in the past that has made him doubt if he was still deserving of feeling the happiness a family brought, much less of the joy brought by his relationship with the woman. He thought he was lucky when she still showered him with all her love despite knowing his past, despite him hurting her.
Loki thought he was undeserving of her love that he wanted to be selfless and just push her away since Aesira deserved so much better than him, but he was also selfish for wanting that kind of love all for himself.
He then came to a conclusion. He may be undeserving of Aesira's love now, but he knew he would make an effort so one day, he would finally be deserving of having her.
——
"Somebody got dethroned of being the most popular Avenger," Nat chuckled when Tony entered the compound.
"Who could possibly dethrone me?" Tony asked as he opened a bottle of wine.
"Look at what's trending on Twitter, Stark," Nat smirked as she pushed her phone towards the man.
Tony had his brows furrowed but nevertheless took the phone as he wondered what Nat was talking about. He spits his drink upon immediately reading the tweets and articles on the feed.
'pls tell me theyre dating #LokChantress #AvengersInLove'
'why do they look like a happy family #LokChantress #singlefeels'
'Get a guy who stares at you the same way Loki stares at Enchantress'
'who's that boy they're with tho. he cute #LokChantress'
'can i have the boy since loki's taken'
'february is a lot earlier than expected with loki's heart eyes'
"Okay, what family trope-y are those two up to?" Tony asked as he scrolled through the hashtags. Apparently, Loki had followed Aesira to fetch Peter, and now, someone uploaded a photo of them all being domestic. Now, it spreads like wildfire throughout social media.
"Beats me. Kinda glad to see Loki finally got over the taking-over-the-world thing and focused on Aesira," Nat shrugged as she retrieved her phone from Stark. "Do you think we can get them to publicly confirm their relationship?"
Stark just looked at the redhead incredulously upon hearing her suggestion. "Are they some sort of celebrity?" he asked, although, at the back of his mind, he was kinda happy for the two seeing them all lovey-dovey. Though it disgusted him a bit, but nevertheless, happy.
"Basically, yes. I mean, we are a popular bunch. Just that, saving Earth is what we excel in instead of just posing for cameras," Nat answered, her eyes still focused on her phone.
She found an article gaining a lot of interaction which was named '10 things fans failed to notice that prove Enchantress and Loki's relationship'. She grinned as she copied the link before sending it to Wanda.
"Clearly, those two are currently posing for the cameras."
"Shut it, Tony. My ship is sailing, and you still owe me a hundred bucks."
Chapter 28: Strange
Notes:
The fun is just getting started.
Chapter Text
The days went by quickly, and it was already three months from now ever since Fury sent Loki and Aesira on an undercover mission. It was nothing heavy and just a simple information extraction mission. The two were simply tasked to go undercover, Loki disguised as someone who will work for a man named Ivan Smith, while Aesira was his wife who will secretly get close with Ivan's wife.
SHIELD has been tracking the activity of Ivan and his staff for months. By now, they have already confirmed that they are up to no good. From the information they have at hand, Ivan Smith was using his clubs as a front to cover his actual job—creating deadly weapons for terrorists worldwide.
SHIELD just needed to gather enough evidence pointing to his crimes, and that was where Aesira and Loki came in.
The two were naturally the best choices for the undercover job given that they can mask their actual appearances using illusions, so it was easy peasy for them.
While Loki was away working supposedly for Ivan and gathering information, Aesira did her job perfectly as Loki's wife. She had managed to get close with Therese Smith, Ivan's wife. She has been to their house countless times due to Therese's invitations, and from what she gathered so far, the woman was not aware of the crimes her husband had been committing and was led to believe that he was just running clubs all over the country.
One of the things she efficiently managed to do was clone herself so as she was talking to Therese, she could rummage through the house without raising suspicions.
After finally three months-long of going undercover, Loki and Aesira gathered more than enough evidence to bring Ivan down. That was why they were currently packing the minimal things they had brought to their "house" that was just next to the Smiths.
"Heavens, I'm glad this mission is over," Aesira muttered as she let herself fall back on the soft mattress. She and Loki had no problem sharing a bedroom during the mission, given that they were already comfortable with one another. In fact, they have really gotten a lot closer than before ever since this mission.
Loki hummed tiredly as he gently climbed on the bed and lay beside the woman. Aesira was exhausted entirely because she maxed out her powers today. She had to make multiple clones of herself and mask them with an illusion to remain undetected. Not only that, she had to activate her telepathy to keep track of the minds that were entering the vicinity.
"Come here." Aesira didn't have to be told twice by the god as she immediately scooted over to him and gently curled in his embrace. Loki wrapped his arms around her, relishing in her warmth as he let out a deep sigh. He, too, was exhausted from today since he was almost caught by Ivan himself, as he was trying to obtain some files from the man's laptop.
"I'm relieved to know that the SHIELD agents will be the ones to take him down. I don't think I have the energy left for fighting." Whatever Aesira was about to say was already lost as she was cut off with a yawn. Her yawn.
Loki, through tired eyes, glanced at her exhausted form a bit—lighting turning to find a comfortable position—as he shifted to his side but not letting go of her body. "You should sleep. We still have to wake up early tomorrow," Loki reminded her, and Aesira just nodded before she finally found a comfortable position in his arms.
Today was their last day, and tomorrow they were already going home. They had to wake up early since a jet was going to fetch them somewhere to bring them back to the compound safely along with the other belongings they had brought.
Aesira knew she needed to sleep to regain her energy. Even though they were going home tomorrow, they weren't immediately going to get a rest upon returning since they still had to come up with a mission report for Fury. She just wanted everything to be done already. This was the first mission she was sent on that exhausted her thoroughly.
Her past missions would just either require her to spy on someone or track someone, also taking down someone. But those usually lasted for days only. This was the first mission that had taken a toll on her energy. It drained her due to the continuous usage of her abilities almost every day.
Aesira didn't know if Loki was already asleep as she just felt his steady breathing, the deep rise and fall of his chest. She didn't know anymore if he was saying anything to her as she was slowly drifting off to sleep. Just a few more hours left, and she'll finally get a long rest. Undoubtedly, the team can handle the following missions Fury will have.
Right?
——
Wrong.
Aesira and Loki had just arrived from their three-month-long mission. They had just departed from the jet, only to be met by Steve, who informed them of the emergency meeting that Stark had called. The Captain was just waiting for their return because apparently, the situation at hand requires the presence of everyone. Even Thor, who was in Asgard, has been called down back to the tower.
Great.
She usually was the patient type, but not today. She had been dreaming of her soft, comforting mattress in her room while on the jet back. Because of the emergency meeting, her temper was almost getting the best of her. Loki noticed the irritated expression on Aesira's face as he heard the thoughts swimming in her head.
"Let's just get this over with," Loki told the woman with such carefulness, not wanting to upset her any further. "The quicker we discover what Stark needs, the sooner you'll get to lie on your mattress."
With a discomforted sigh, Aesira closed her eyes and just nodded in agreement before allowing Loki to teleport the both of them to the meeting room. They two just nodded at Stark to acknowledge his presence as they sat down beside each other by the table while waiting for the others' arrival.
As they were waiting. Aesira took notice of the unfamiliar man who was gazing out the window just behind Tony. She did not need to see his face to know that she was not familiar with him. Her eyes raked his entire body, but she couldn't observe much of his outfit since he had a red cloak draped over him, covering his back.
One thing that Aesira was sure of was the fact that this wasn't just an ordinary man. She took the liberty of entering his mind and delving into his earliest memories.
The man was a surgeon. From the seconds that passed, she had already discovered his entire journey to becoming the sorcerer supreme. She even was amazed at how he bargained with a being named Dormammu for the safety of the Earth.
But that wasn't all.
The following thoughts that drifted in the man's mind almost left Aesira gasping for air. She didn't notice. She already stood up in shock. Loki was quickly beside her, one of his hands on the small of her back. He rubbed it up and down in an attempt to calm her down.
"What happened?"
Aesira inhaled sharply, her eyes regaining focus and returning to their original color. Her gaze went to the room. She saw that majority of the team was already there, looking at her worriedly. She even caught Bucky's gaze, hearing his thoughts that were asking her what was wrong as he entered the room.
She shook her head before turning to Stark. Her eyes then drifted to the man who was now looking at her will all seriousness.
"I'm guessing she's the telepath you told me to watch out for," the man said to Stark before looking at her. "I'm guessing you already know my purpose of being here then."
"Everybody, take a seat first," Stark ordered them. Once everybody found a seat, they waited for what the meeting was all about.
"This is Dr. Stephen Strange," Stark started. "I called for a meeting as he has some rather urgent news that requires our help."
"Are any of you familiar with the infinity stones?" Strange asked them, his eyes roaming the room.
Of course, they all knew what the stones were, especially Thor and Loki, mostly Loki since he possessed two of the stones. Wanda also had a vague idea what an infinity stone was, as it was the Mind stone that gave her and Pietro their powers. Vision was especially aware of what the infinity stones were. Besides being a synthezoid that possessed numerous information, he had an infinity stone stuck on his forehead.
Strange saw the team's eyes light up in recognition as they nodded.
"A being out there in the universe, a Titan named Thanos wants to take hold of all the six infinity stones to wipe out half the universe as he believes that eradicating half the population would save the universe from scarcity that his planet experienced."
Aesira could immediately feel Loki tense up beside her when Strange mentioned the titan's name. Her hand immediately took hold of his and gripped softly in an attempt to soothe his emotions. She could hear his thoughts as Loki recalled the tortures, and she could feel the bubbling fear in his body as the seconds passed.
"May I help you feel better?" she asked him telepathically, ignoring whatever discussion was taking place. Loki just stiffly nodded in response.
Aesira saw the subtle acknowledgement and immediately activated her empathy, washing away his fear and replacing it with serenity. As she did, she could feel his breath slowing down, and the thoughts of the torture were pushed a bit back into the god's mind.
Once he calmed down, Loki looked at Aesira and nodded at her to indicate that he was already feeling better.
"Thank you," he told her.
Now that Loki was already feeling less uncomfortable with the topic at hand, the both of them returned their attention to the group, only catching bits from the discussion as they were not entirely focusing on the first half.
"We need to gather all the stones before he does and destroy it, or else half the population will be gone. He already has the power, reality, and soul stone. I have the time stone," Strange told them.
"We already have two infinity stones within our reach as well, as I have the mind stone here," Vision interjected, pointing to his forehead.
"What are the other stones? And where are they?" Nat asked Strange, to which the doctor just pointedly looked at Loki.
Loki held his hands up as if surrendering, his brows furrowed in the process. "I no longer possess the Tesseract as it has been safely kept back at Asgard."
"We could get it for you," Thor suggested to Strange, earning a nod from him.
"That would be for the best, and you should hurry before Thanos reaches Asgard first."
Thor nodded in agreement before looking at Loki knowingly. "We will leave for Asgard as soon as possible."
"What do you plan to do once we collect all the stones?" Aesira was the one who voiced out the thoughts the team was hesitating to say. "And what about the mind stone? How will we get it out of Vision's forehead? Won't it ki—destroy him?"
"We are not killing Vis," Wanda immensely objected, not very find of the notion.
"Removing the stone from Vision might not actually kill him," Bruce interrupted before Wanda threw a fit, clearly upset about the situation.
The team looked at him with questioning eyes before he continued. "I'm just saying, we know the mind stone is Vision's source of power, but what if we replace that power source with something else that can substitute the mind stone?"
"That—" Tony paused as he nodded. "That could actually work."
"I most certainly will try whatever you suggest, doctor," Vision agreed to Bruce as he tried to reassure Wanda that he would not die.
"Although the only complication is, I'm not sure I can do it alone, and with the limited machines we have in the compound."
"But," Steve interjected, catching a glimpse of Bucky, who clearly understood what he was thinking. "Why don't we bring Vision to Wakanda? Their technology is advanced and might just have a power source that can replace the stone? They can also easily remove it from Vision's head without killing him."
Vision was fine with whatever the team had to propose as his interest was to do anything that may help save humanity. The only thing they were worried about was Wanda; the woman was deep in thought, her eyes filled with worry as the cogs in her mind turned. She must have felt the team's attention on her as she lifted her head.
She then looked at Vision. He may not be speaking directly to her, but his eyes were full of the assurance that everything would be all right. Wanda sighed as she returned her gaze to the team, nodding at them. The gesture was already enough to let them know that she would be supporting whatever decision they made.
They lasted for almost three hours or so in the meeting room as they devised a plan.
Loki and Thor will be leaving for Asgard the day after while Steve, Bucky, and Sam accompany Vision to Wakanda. Wanda will also be coming with them as she refuses to leave Vision's side. Nat and Aesira were set to go with Clint and his family in the meantime. Tony will then go with Dr. Strange to help track Thanos, while Bruce also decided to join the trip to Wakanda since he might be of use to them.
Once they had settled everything, everybody was dismissed. It was already late but Aesira, along with Thor and Loki, decided to stroll into the compound first to calm their nerves. The three of them might not want to admit it, but they were all secretly nervous, especially the two gods.
They knew how strong the titan was. Loki learned this firsthand as he was tortured by Thanos. Aesira was definitely not ignorant of who Thanos was. During their undercover mission, there was a time where a nightmare terrified Loki that left him restless for days.
Wanting to help, Aesira offered to replace the emotions he felt to calm him down. But she must manipulate his feelings in doing so. Loki was hesitant at first, not because his emotions would be managed, but because he did not want the woman to feel the pain he felt.
But in the end, he gave in, seeing she would not give up. This led to Aesira discovering the depth and severity of the tortures. It had her sobbing for the god afterward.
"What time tomorrow will you leave for Asgard?" Aesira asked the two gods. They were currently in one of Stark's bars in the compound but opted to not drink any liquors even if Thor wanted to. They had a mission, and they could not afford to be drunk and compromise it.
"Probably at midnight," Loki answered her. To calm his nervousness, Loki selected to take her hand in his. Aesira noticed this and took his hand in both of hers. She applied a bit of pressure on his palm to his fingers, massaging it using her fingers. She also channeled a bit of her empathy to his hands to calm his nerves.
"Do you want me to accompany the both of you?"
Loki didn't need to object, seeing Thor shake his head in disproval. "It will be unwise to bring you with us on Asgard. We don't want to risk having you near an infinity stone, should Thanos be there already," Thor explained to her as he stopped his pacing and placed Mjolnir on the counter before taking a seat. "Besides, with the team separated and busy, I think Earth needs you more than ever. You are one of the strongest on the team, so it would be best if you stayed. If it makes you feel any better, just call out to Heimdallr in case of an emergency. He will hear you."
——
Once the team left the compound, leaving only Nat and Clint with her as Thor and Loki disappear somewhere, Aesira found herself walking side-by-side with doctor Dahl. The hallway was relatively quiet already, where only the soft sound of their footfalls could be heard. Nat and Clint must have already retired to their respective rooms as they prepared to head out to the countryside where Clint's family is.
"How have you been doing so far, Aesira?" the doctor asked her as they walked through the long hallway of the compound.
All the woman wanted to do upon arriving was to get a good night's sleep, to allow her bed to engulf her body, or even to fall asleep in her lover's embrace. But after the meeting today, she found herself not even feeling sleepy at all.
She was fidgeting a bit since she was worried for Loki, especially now that she knew Thanos' plans. She just hoped that the two gods could retrieve the Tesseract from Asgard and quickly return without ever encountering the mad titan.
"I've been doing quite better ever since our therapy session since I arrived here," Aesira truthfully told him. The sessions helped, of course, as she found her nightmares lessened every night. The only thing bothering her was the trigger words that Mirage unfortunately engraved in her brain if those were thoroughly washed out of her system.
Bucky tried to assure her that she might already be free from her trigger words just like him, wanting to alleviate the burden she silently carries on her shoulders in fear of hurting the ones she cares about.
So far, they haven't tested her once more to check if she won't succumb to the trigger words. As much as she wanted to try it out now, she knew it wasn't the wisest choice to make since most of the team are out, so nobody could contain her if ever things got out of hand.
She briefly recalled the last time she was triggered, almost taking a week before she returned to her usual self and snapping out of her Crimson Ace side. The quick memory managed to make her shiver. Thankfully, she didn't hurt anyone, as her handler specifically ordered her not to.
But she can't someone get off her mind the certain what-if she has been thinking for quite a while now. What if someone manages to trigger her and order her to indeed hurt someone?
"Are you worried about your trigger words?" Dr. Dahl asked her when he noticed her sudden silence. Aesira absentmindedly nodded, confirming the doctor's presumptions.
"Truth be told, we were supposed to test it out today, but due to unfortunate events, we might have to postpone it and push it to a further date," he told her, trying to make her feel better somehow. "But if you want an honest opinion from me not only as a doctor but as someone who has been with you for much longer than the Avengers, I do think that your progress is admirable, and you are already getting better."
Aesira stopped once they reached the doctor's room in the compound and smiled at him. "Thank you, doctor. For not giving up on me even if I have made an attempt at your life before."
"That's all in the past, child. Besides, we both know that isn't who you are."
After a few more exchanges, Aesira finally bid the doctor goodnight before she made her way back to her own room.
All her worries suddenly seemed to vanish momentarily as her eyes landed on her bed. She didn't even bother changing out of her suit as she let her body fall on the soft mattress, allowing the tiredness and sleepiness to catch up to her.
Chapter 29: Ready to obey (part 1)
Notes:
I apologize in advance for the poorly translated Russian sentences. Please do correct me if you know how to speak Russian so I can edit this chapter <3
Chapter Text
Aesira slept already quite late the night before, so she didn't really appreciate the sound of her alarm blaring through her room. She had not turned it off last night because she was too exhausted that she had forgotten.
With heavy eyes, she squinted and tried blinking herself awake. She attempted to rise from her bed when she felt something heavy draped over her stomach, preventing her from doing so. Turning her head, she discovered it was an arm that belonged to a certain god of mischief who somehow managed to climb into her bed and lie beside her while she was sleeping.
"What is that awful sound?" Loki was now finally awake; his eyes were still shut a bit, and he was squinting but was definitely already awake because of the alarm. Aesira almost chuckled when she quickly noticed that he was not wearing a shirt at the moment. In the approximately nine months they have known each other, she has not for even once seen him naked—technically half-naked —causing her cheeks to slightly turn into a pinkish shade.
She tore her gaze away from his body as she summoned her clock to her hand and turned it off, then returned it to its original place. Aesira was about to throw the duvet off her body and climb out of bed when Loki had other things in mind. She almost let out a shriek when Loki had pulled her close to his body. Her back was against his bare chest, then burying his face in the crook of her neck after.
Aesira's blush intensified. Loki noticed her flustered form and fought back a chuckle. With his other hand that was not wrapped around the woman's torso, he swept her hair aside, exposing her nape. A light shudder ran through Aesira's body as Loki softly blew on her ear before he pressed his lips on the side of her neck.
Loki smiled as he peppered her nape with more light kisses, seeing how much the woman loved it even though she tried to hide it. Then an idea hit him.
A smirk appeared on his lips as he felt a bit cheeky. He was in the mood to tease Aesira, some sort of punishment for interrupting his slumber. Aesira could feel it on her skin, and she was about to ask him what he was planning when the god planted an open-mouthed kiss just behind her ear before lightly sucking on the skin there.
Her breath hitched, and her eyes immediately fluttered shut as her lips parted almost automatically at the action, clearly surprised and not expecting such a bold gesture from him.
"Loki."
The god stiffened a bit from the sound that arose from Aesira's throat. Her voice was breathy that the sound she made unintentionally resembled a moan. She doesn't seem to know how much it has affected the god.
The tension between them broke when Aesira's phone rang, indicating that someone was calling her.
At the sound, Loki, not wasting any time, hopped off the bed, picking up the shirt he had taken off the night before that was lying on the bedside table. He mumbled a quick goodbye after dressing himself before he darted away from the room.
Utterly clueless about whatever situation has taken place, Aesira just shrugged it off and picked up her phone, answering it immediately when she saw that it was Peter.
"Hey, Pete," she sang as she stood up from the bed.
"Oh, uhm. Hey, Ms. Aesira. I was just wondering," Peter started, and the woman silently laughed as she headed to the bathroom, already bracing herself for Peter's rambling. "I heard you just returned from a mission. You see, I wanted to ask you this in the past couple of weeks, but I couldn't call you because Mr. Stark said you and Mr. Loki were on a mission, and then yesterday I heard from Captain America that you'd already returned. Did you know Mr. Rogers is getting better at texting?"
"Peter, you're getting off-topic," Aesira cut him off with a chuckle.
"Right, right. Sorry. Um, as I was saying, I wanted to ask you this last night, but then I couldn't contact you, so I then decided to just call you this early in case you can make it. There is a science fair today at school, and I just wanna ask if you want to come and see it? You can bring Mr. Loki, too, or anyone. But if—"
"What time?"
"—you're busy or tired. I know—oh, it starts a few minutes from now, 8am and will last until 5pm—but I understand if you can't come since you just came from—"
"Peter, I'll come," Aesira told him finally. Peter's breath hitched, and even if Aesira couldn't see the lad, she knew he was already smiling from ear to ear.
"Great! Thank you so much, Ms. Aesira. What time will you come?"
"I still have to take a bath and eat, so maybe I'll be there by 10. Sound good?"
"Excellent! Thank you so much, and see you later!"
As soon as she finished freshening herself up and taking a bath, and changing into a comfortable tank top and leggings, she decided it was time for her to have breakfast. She quickly checked the clock and saw that it was only 8:48am, and she still had time to eat before heading off to Peter's school.
"Hey, why are you up so early? Shouldn't you be resting?" Nat asked when she saw Aesira entering the dining room, knowing how exhausted the woman was since she had just returned from a mission.
Feeling too lazy to whip something up, Aesira just settled on grabbing the cereal box beside Nat and summoning a bowl for her as she sat down beside her friend. She tiredly let her head fall on Romanoff's shoulder as she flicked her fingers, making the carton pour milk into her bowl then adding the cereal after.
"There's a science fair at Peter's school, and he invited me. Wouldn't want to disappoint the kid," she answered Nat, sitting up straight as she dug her spoon in her bowl and began eating. "Do you wanna come with me?"
Nat just shook her head, choosing to ignore that Aesira just poured milk first before the cereal. "Can't. I'm going with Clint later in the afternoon to visit his family. Why don't you invite Loki?" she suggested.
"I might, as soon as I find him," Aesira said.
——
Unfortunately, she did not find the god in question after breakfast. It was as if he had just vanished out of existence as Aesira could not locate his presence in the compound.
That... or he was avoiding her.
Aesira slightly got worried because Loki seemed to be ignoring her once more but decided to not dwell on her irritation any further and would just confront the god the next time they met. She just focused on her current task at hand, which was attending the science fair.
After briefly saying goodbye to Nat, Clint, and Thor, Aesira was off and teleported to Peter's school. Some of the students and other people were surprised at first because she just appeared out of nowhere. Also, the fact that she was an Avenger.
Aesira grumbled in annoyance when it dawned upon her that she forgot to cast an illusion over her once more. As time passed, she slowly became uncomfortable with the attention she was receiving. It was inevitable, yes, given that she is part of a world-famous organization. There was nothing she could do about it, so she just entered the school.
Some people, mainly students, were brave enough to request a photo or an autograph from her, while others chose to remain at a respectful distance, not wanting to make her uncomfortable.
While she was distracted from the students crowding around her, a familiar mind print entered her range. Her head popped up and scanned the crowd, her eyes immediately finding the familiar brown locks in the sea of students.
She politely excused herself as she made her way towards the boy.
"Peter!" she greeted him happily as he briefly gave her a hug.
"I am so glad you could make it! Ned and I have wanted to show you around!"
Thankfully, the rest of the student body seemed to get the message and chose to just watch the Avenger present at their school, although some were still bold enough to request an autograph or a photograph.
As she and Peter walked through the different booths and experiments, a strange feeling suddenly crept up Aesira's mind. It felt as if someone was watching them. She tried to subtly look around to try and catch someone's eyes looking at them creepily, but to no avail, she found no one.
Before she could even activate her telepathy and try scanning the crowd, a loud ringing could be heard. Yet strangely, none of the people around her, even Peter, seemed to listen to it.
"Ms. Aesira? Is something wrong?" Peter asked cautiously when he noticed the woman bring a hand to her head and lightly massage her temple.
"I'm fine. Just a headache," Aesira assured him and just smiled, thinking the headache was just from exhaustion. She tried ignoring the ringing and just focused her attention on Peter.
"I'll go find Ned. I told him to meet us here, but he's nowhere to be found," Peter told her. "Would it be okay if I leave you here for a bit?"
Aesira gave him a small smile as she nodded. "Go. I'll just stay here and wait for the both of you."
"I'll be back soon."
Peter then left shortly, getting lost in the crowd and asking if anybody had seen Ned. Aesira just remained in the gym as she decided to observe the different booths and experiments that have been set up, admiring how creative and brilliant the students were for coming up with such impressive innovations.
——
Twenty minutes had already passed, yet there was still no sign of the two boys. Aesira was slowly growing worried for them. She had a hard time focusing as her head was still aching. That's why the mind prints of the people here were a bit fuzzy.
A loud boom could be heard when she was about to look for them, shaking the entire gym. An experiment has exploded. Aesira was quick on her feet as she immediately put up a force field around the experiment that exploded before sending out her healing powers to those who had been hit. Thankfully, the injuries were only minor.
As she lowered the force field and was about to check if everybody was okay, a hologram from the destroyed experiment suddenly appeared.
The people in the auditorium gasped. Some were a bit terrified and shaken up. Some fled from the gym, while some have taken out their phones to record the situation.
Back at the compound, FRIDAY immediately alerted the present Avengers there and sent out an alert to Stark to Wakanda and SHIELD about the situation in Peter's school. FRIDAY played a live broadcast of what was happening.
Loki's eyes widened when he realized that Aesira was there. He had not known where the woman was off to after he left her room abruptly, and seeing her in a place where an accident occurred only worried him.
Back at the gym, the hologram then displayed a video of a man Aesira knew so well.
"It's so nice to see my experiment among the other experiments," the man said as his eyes never left Aesira's form.
"What do you want?" Aesira asked, her voice low but full of hatred. The man on the screen, she knew him best. He was none other than the CEO of Mirage. She didn't know what his real name was since he wanted her to address him as Командир (commander) when she was still under Mirage.
"What else do you think I want?" the man chuckled before his face was immediately replaced with seriousness. "My протеже has been kidnapped from me. Of course, I want my протеже back."
"Меня не похищали и я никогда не вернусь к вам!"
(I have not been kidnapped, and I will never return to you!)
Aesira did not know what she should feel when she saw the man just laugh at her mockingly. She could feel her blood boil just at the mere sight of him. She was aware of the stares she had been getting, so she tried her best to block their minds out from hearing the conversation taking place, not wanting the public to further know about her past.
"Вы говорите, что не вернетесь," he paused, his smirk growing as he picked up a small remote and pointing it to the television behind him. "Тогда разве не будет справедливо, если я поймаю их в обмен на вашу свободу?"
(You say you will not return. Then wouldn't it be fair if I caught them in exchange for your freedom?)
Aesira yelled out a curse when she saw the footage of Peter and Ned being captured by Mirage agents. Both of the boys were unconscious as they were being carried to a jet. Another footage was shown, and thankfully, Peter and Ned were already awake, but they were now trapped in a room, their hands and legs chained.
Aesira could feel how hard her heart pounded in her chest, her heart clenching at the sight of the boys. Peter had a bruise slowly growing on his face. Aesira was filled with rage, her heart and mind being overtaken by worry and anger.
"Hurry, my протеже. Часы тикают. You still want to see them alive, don't you?"
(Protege. The clock is ticking.)
And with that, the hologram showed a countdown at 39:57 before it completely disintegrated. Before Aesira could even do anything else, Aesira felt a hand on her shoulder. She turned around and immediately saw that it was Loki. Worry filled his eyes.
Without another word, she found herself being teleported back to the meeting room in the compound. Holograms of Steve, Bruce, and Stark were up, Nat and Clint were sitting by the chairs with seriousness taking over their expression.
"Who was that, and how have they got Peter?" Stark was the one who asked.
"It was fucking Mirage!" Aesira burst out, letting her anger consume her mind. "They want me to return to them, or else they'll kill Peter and Ned! I have to go."
Aesira tried bolting out of the room, teleporting out even, but Loki held her back, forcing her to sit on a chair to calm down.
"Howlett, calm down," Steve tried to reason with her.
"How can I, captain?" she replied furiously. "Those two are in danger because of him, and we only have less than forty minutes to retrieve them!"
"And what exactly are you planning?"
Aesira sternly looked at the team, the cogs in her mind turning as she tried to think away. She closed her eyes and profusely shook her head. After a few seconds, an idea came to mind but immediately blocked Loki out of her mind, earning a frown from the god. She secretly flicked her finger.
"I can enhance myself. If I do, I can widen the range of my telepathy to track Ned and Peter down," she started calmly.
"And what do you plan to do after that?"
Aesira did not answer for a few more seconds. Her eyes just settled on whatever was in front of her. The team slightly grew worried as they did not know what the woman had in her mind.
Loki looked at her worriedly as he held her hand, trying to penetrate her thoughts when he noticed something odd. He looked down at their joined hands, the warmth slowly leaving her hand. He looked back at her and tried to enter her mind once more when he realized something.
"What is it?" Nat asked when Loki cursed out loud.
"This is a clone. She's already gone!"
"Goddamnit, Twinkle!" Stark cursed as he almost tripped on something. He pressed something on his end before his attention returned to the team. "I sent you her location. Fucking thanks to the tracker in her suit."
"Cap, stay in Wakanda. We'll handle it," Stark instructed to which the captain just nodded. "You three try and catch up to her, and I'll try to follow as soon as I can."
Nat, Clint, and Loki nodded and immediately left to follow Aesira.
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They were only a few minutes behind when Aesira landed on the Mirage base. She had enhanced herself for the first time, allowing her telepathy to be enhanced and immediately getting an imprint of Ned's and Peter's minds despite the distance between them, tracking where they were.
Stark arrived shortly after Nat, Clint, and Loki. The four of them immediately caught sight of Aesira, who had just arrived not long before them. She was fighting off numerous agents coming her way, leaving them either unconscious or dead.
It was a gruesome scene, but that wasn't what was important now. Aesira took notice of their presence, but her focus was clearly on retrieving the two boys. The four started helping her fight.
Aesira formed a big ball of her powers and shot it towards the agents coming at her, throwing them off their feet and allowing them to hit the wall. She conjured another force field and trapped the agents in it before harshly pushing the force field to a giant machine, knocking them unconscious.
At the corner of her eye, she saw that one agent was about to fire a ton of bullets at Loki using a machine gun. Before the agent could even fire, she managed to send her power towards the machine and tear it apart.
"Loki! Be more careful!" she yelled at the god angrily as she continued to fight off the agents.
"I'm trying?" Loki shouted back, slightly annoyed and out of focus, as he knocked an agent unconscious.
Her brows were furrowed even more when she took down the agents trying to harm Loki, crushing them in her force field. "Try harder, for fuck's sake!" she scowled before she took off.
After sweeping an entire group of agents out of her path, she rushed inside the base and looked around the numerous hallways. She sent waves of her powers to detect which room they were in. She got a grasp of Peter's mind and immediately shot one of the doors open.
"You arrived a lot earlier than expected, Убийца," the man told her, smirking. He was definitely pleased to see his protege once more after she had escaped. He had his agents monitor Aesira for the past months, getting ready to strike to try and retrieve her. Of course, she was Mirage's most successful experiment, and it would be such a shame if they lost her.
(Assassin)
"Отпусти их," she said, to which the man just laughed at her mockingly, not taking the threat seriously.
(Let them go.)
Aesira could see how Peter tried breaking free of the restraints. She knew he could easily do it, but she shook her head at him, not wanting his identity of being Spiderman to be exposed. She looked at Ned with such calmness in her eyes.
"Don't move. Stay put," Aesira told them telepathically. The two boys just nodded subtly and thought it was better to follow her.
"I will let them go, but in return, you have to return to me."
"Aesira, don't!"
The man immediately raised a gun and shot at the present Avengers, but Aesira managed to quickly conjure up a force field, deflecting the bullet away from them. She conjured another force field around Ned and Peter, moving them farther away from the dangerous man to ensure their safety.
Stark tried pounding on the force field, blocking the team from reaching the woman.
"Aesira! Take this down!"
The man laughed maniacally, mockingly as he shook his head.
"That is not the correct way to have her under your command, Iron Man. This is how," the man started, his evil gaze returning to Aesira, making the woman freeze in her tracks, fear slowly consuming her as she thought of what she knew will happen next.
"Покинуть... бессмертный... непобедимый."
"NO!"
Loki started to yell and tried to get past the force field.
"улучшить... пустыня... один... лед," the man continued. Aesira tightly shut her eyes as she tried to not focus on the words being uttered to her. Her fists were balled as she bowed her head.
"What is happening?" Nat asked worryingly, not entirely understanding the significance of the words despite understanding them, as her gaze looked back and forth between a frantic Loki and a stiff Aesira.
"He's going to trigger her! Those are her trigger words!" Loki yelled, clearly familiar with the words since he was there most of the time during her therapy.
"корона... зима... ночь."
Loki sucked in harshly once the words were complete, his eyes staying put on her only, waiting for what will happen. He silently hoped for a miracle, wishing she was not under control and snap out of it like what happened with Hydra.
Aesira stilled a bit, and the team was holding their breath. The force fields were still up, the only things preventing them from rushing to the woman. The agony of waiting ended when she finally spoke up.
"Ваш протеже готов повиноваться."
(Your protege is ready to obey.)
Loki's heart sank.
Chapter 30: Ready to obey (part 2)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
"Ваш протеже готов повиноваться."
The man's smirk grew wide, seeing that she was still under the control of the trigger words. Loki's emotions were all over the place as he looked at Aesira, who was standing straight and steady like the soldier—the assassin she once used to be.
His thoughts were on the woman, worried for her safety, concerned that they might hurt her if she attacked them.
"Lower your force fields and kill them," the man ordered, giving the team a glance. He crossed his arms over his chest as he looked at the Avengers smugly and ready to watch them be defeated by his asset. But a few seconds already passed, and he looked back at Aesira, who was still standing in her original position, not complying with his orders.
The four Avengers almost held their breath as they did not understand what was happening. They could see that the man was clearly as confused as they were.
"Ваш протеже готов повиноваться."
(Your protege is ready to obey.)
When Aesira repeated what she said initially, the man furrowed his eyebrows, wondering if she did not hear him clearly the first time. He gritted his teeth in annoyance, not understanding one bit of what was happening. "Я сказал убейте их!" he yelled impatiently.
(I said kill them!)
But again, Aesira still did not move from where she stood.
"What are they saying?" Tony asked in a hushed tone as they wearily watched the situation unfolding in front of them.
Being gifted with the Allspeak, Loki had no trouble understanding the conversation that had been transpiring between the man and Aesira. He knew what was supposed to happen, that Aesira was to obey the orders of those who utter her trigger words. What he was not quite getting was why Aesira was not complying with the demands.
The god almost took a step back in surprise with the woman's abrupt eye contact with him, a frown on her face, her eyes lacking any recognition of who he was. "Какие у меня заказы?" she asked him.
(What orders do I have?)
The cogs in Loki's mind turned, and something seemed to click as he quickly understood what was happening, although he was still clearly puzzled as to why and how it happened.
Aesira was definitely under control and not herself as she has been triggered to switch to her assassin self. But strangely, even if the man was the one who uttered the words, she did not recognize him as her handler. It seemed as if upon hearing those words, Aesira automatically gravitated towards Loki and chose him as her handler.
"What is she saying?" Clint asked as he turned to Loki, picking up that the god seemed to understand what they were saying.
A wave of seriousness washed over Loki's expression as he swallowed and reluctantly spoke. "She deems me as her handler."
"Well then. Tell her to capture that man!" Stark exclaimed upon hearing it. Although they could have easily ordered to have that man killed, they needed him alive, and they also didn't want to burden the woman with an action she ultimately had no control of.
The man seemed to finally understand what was happening and was already panicking as he was trapped. He was overly confident that he would still gain control over Aesira that he had not been prepared for this. How in the world did Aesira choose who her handler should be? Who to listen to instead of the one who uttered her trigger words?
"Lower the force fields and knock that man unconscious," Loki muttered as he looked at his lover.
He wanted to be in command of her, he would admit, but in another situation and not like this one. But of course, he was going to keep this thought to himself for the time being.
Aesira nodded in obedience, instantaneously letting her force fields disperse with a wave of her hand before she turned towards the man who was now cowering in fear. She ran up to him and grabbed him by the collar, punching him hard in the face and quickly knocking him out.
"That's enough," Loki muttered when Aesira was about to land another punch on the man's face.
With that, Aesira complied, her fist stopping from meeting the man's face once more. She let go of the man, allowing his body to hit the ground, before she stood steady with her hands by her sides, ready to follow Loki's further commands.
Stark has already alerted SHIELD of the situation. In a few minutes, agents will come here to capture the remaining staff that was alive and imprison their now unconscious commander.
Peter and Ned attempted to run towards Aesira when the force fields finally dispersed, but a hand held them back from doing so.
"Don't go near her for now, kids," Nat told them as she held them back from approaching Aesira. "She's still not herself."
"Is she OK?" Ned asked worriedly, noticing the lack of recognition in the woman's eyes when their gazes met.
"She will be," Clint answered them.
Stark patted the shoulders of the two lads as he escorted them out the base. A jet was to arrive soon to bring them back to the compound.
Peter couldn't help himself from glancing back, not wanting to lose sight of Aesira, as he was worried for her. He knew once she had snapped back to reality, she would definitely not have liked to see that she had been under control once more.
Loki gently pressed a hand on Aesira's shoulder, but the woman just stood her ground, unrelenting. He then remembered that she was only to obey verbal commands. He let out a deep breath of frustration.
"Follow me," Loki commanded, and with that, Aesira complied, walking behind him as they exited the base.
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The trip to the compound was quick.
Upon arriving, Tony made sure to escort Aesira back to the break room in the compound that was made for those out of control and had the possibility of causing damage.
The room was open to anyone. It mostly catered to Bucky Barnes in the past before he was freed from his triggers. And recently, Aesira frequented the room other than Bucky as she sometimes loses control during the therapy sessions she undergoes.
"Loki," Dr. Dahl greeted him when the god entered the break room to help Aesira free herself from the triggers.
Loki nodded in acknowledgement, then faced the indestructible glass that surrounds Aesira. She was strapped in a chair in case she went berserk. There were also cuffs around her wrists, something she requested from Stark to help restrain her powers properly. It was especially custom-made for her that was only used whenever she lost control.
At first, the billionaire opposed this idea as he did not want to make the woman feel like a prisoner every time she lost control, but Aesira convinced him that it was for the best. The original cuffs that she had when she first came to the tower are built for Loki. That's why it didn't work on her since her power is constructed differently from his.
"You can do it now. The quicker Aesira snaps out, the sooner she'll recuperate," Dahl instructed.
Loki did not like one bit about what his purpose here was. Usually, it would take almost days for Aesira to snap back to herself when she has been triggered, but Loki and Dr. Dahl discovered one time that she can be brought back to reality quicker when Loki puts her mind to sleep.
Doing this will momentarily make Aesira's mind blackout and restart like that of a computer. The only downside of doing this was the pain she would experience along the way as it was difficult to tear down the barricades her mind automatically puts up every time she snaps, and the assassin mode turns on.
Usually, it takes almost two to three hours of work before Loki manages to tear down every barrier in Aesira's mind to momentarily shut her down. This is somewhat torture for him as well since he could feel her emotions every time he did. And it usually takes also about the same time before she wakes up back to her usual self.
Good thing it was only a few minutes past twelve in the morning. It meant Loki had a lot of time to look after the woman before heading for Asgard with Thor later at midnight.
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"How is she?" Nat asked as she entered the break room.
Loki was lying down on a mattress Dr. Dahl had brought for him since he refused to leave Aesira every time the god got to work with Aesira. He was throwing a small metal cup in the air and catching it to pass the time. He tried reading a book to distract himself, but he failed miserably in concentrating on the words, getting stuck in the same paragraph for minutes as his attention was on the woman.
Loki's eyes darted to the woman in question, who was now lying comfortably in the mattress inside the glass cage. As soon as she blacked out two hours ago, Loki unstrapped her from the uncomfortable chair and transferred her to the bed that was also in the cage.
Now, he was just waiting for her to wake up.
"She should be rousing from her slumber any time soon now, or maybe in the next hour," Loki answered the redhead as he sat up. "Her mind is slowly waking up as I can already start to grasp her thoughts."
"How did you do it?"
Loki tore his eyes away from Aesira's sleeping form, turning his attention towards Natasha with a brow raised at her. "I beg your pardon?"
"Command her, that is," Nat clarified as she stood at a respectable distance from the god, arms crossed in front of her. "Wasn't she supposed to listen to the commands of the one who triggers her? Why did she take orders from you?"
Loki rose to his feet, his hands clasping behind his back as he narrowed his eyes menacingly. "If you are implying the possibility that I have triggered her in the past, I must tell you your assumption and anything inherently similar to it are indubitably fallacious."
"I'm not implying anything," Nat sighed as she relaxed her arms to show him that she did not mean to impose anything on the situation. "I'm sorry. I just worry for her."
"Aren't we all?" Loki replied, a little bit offended at the possibility of the team thinking he may have triggered his lover at some point in the past. "But I would be lying if I told you that I am relieved when I discovered that she sees me as her handler despite not being the one triggering her. I won't do anything to take advantage of her absolute obedience every time she gets triggered."
"Something in her mind must have switched to obeying someone she recognizes and trusts."
The two were quiet after that.
"Do the others already know that the situation has already been controlled?" Loki asked, with the 'others' pertaining to the absent team members in the meantime.
"Tony already told them. They were worried but relieved somehow now they know nobody got hurt," Nat answered him as the both of them continued to watch the heart monitor attached to Aesira. "That man... His name's Theodore Alejandro III. Thankfully, SHIELD already has him kept at a highly secured prison. On the other hand, Tony returned to the Sanctum Sanctorum with Peter while Ned is staying in one of Tony's apartments for the meantime."
Whatever civil conversation the spy and the god were having was cut short when the two of them saw Aesira's eyes open.
Nat was about to press the button of the cell open when Loki grabbed her by the arm. He stopped her from doing so. "What?" she asked with knitted brows.
"We need to wait for her to say if it is already safe to enter the cell," Loki said, and seeing the confused face of Natasha, he decided to explain further. "Simple. Morse code. She'll either tap OK or NO if she deems it already all right for us to enter and/or bring her out."
Nat then looked to where Loki was staring at. She was scanning Aesira to see how she'd signal them when she noticed her eyes.
Three long blinks. Then one more long blink, a short blink, and another long blink. OK.
"Come on. She says it is safe to enter," Loki said, finally pressing the button to the glass cage, opening the door.
The two entered the cage once the door had opened. Loki and Nat quickly went to Aesira's side. He grabbed hold of her hand as he scanned her body thoroughly for any injuries. He sighed in relief when he found none.
Aesira knew she was controlled once more and worriedly looked at the two, assessing the damage she had done. She surely won't be able to forgive herself if she had hurt any of them. Loki noticed the worried look Aesira had as she frantically checked them to see if any of them were injured.
The worried expression on her face then shifted to a confused and questioning look, clearly puzzled and wondering why the both of them seemed unscathed. Loki then realized the woman must have thought she was controlled by the man.
"I'll leave the both of you for now," Nat said when she noticed the uneasy air between the two. "I'll tell the others that you're already awake."
Aesira's eyes nodded at Nat and followed her back as she exited the room. Once it was only her and Loki left, she returned her gaze to the god.
"How..." she started as she slowly sat down. Her body didn't feel sore, but her brain was aching a bit due to being triggered. It was manageable, but she didn't appreciate the pain it caused her each time. "Was I not triggered?"
"You were," Loki answered as he sat down beside her on the bed, carefully wrapping an arm around her shoulder and pulling her closer. "But would you believe me that you chose to obey me instead of that man?"
Her eyes widened as her brows scrunched, clearly surprised. A part of her did not want to believe it at first, but she was shocked when Loki showed her his memory.
"How did that happen?" she asked.
Loki blinked and shrugged. "I have no idea, but I'm glad it was me that you chose to recognize as your handler. I wouldn't command you anything you would not like."
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"Now, darling—"
"Don't you darling me."
Loki was not sure how they ended up like this. Aesira was perfectly calm as she was being assessed by Dr. Dahl when she woke up. She was even sending Loki loving gazes as he escorted her back to her room.
It was now nearly six in the evening, and Loki decided to bring the woman her dinner, not wanting to strain her. He knew this gesture of his would clearly make her feel giddy. What he did not expect was a pillow being thrown at his face upon entering her room. Good thing he still managed to balance the food he brought and prevented it from spilling.
To not make any messes, Loki decided to place the plate he brought on a table far from the woman before he made his way to her bed, where she was currently sitting.
"May I know the reason why you are suddenly cross with your lover?" he whispered as he climbed on the bed, sitting beside her, and made an attempt to wrap her in his embrace. But he failed as Aesira just evaded his hug and glared at the god.
She shifted her body and faced him with a frown on her face. "Don't think I have forgotten how unfocused you were back there," she said as she narrowed her eyes.
"So that's what it's all about."
"Yes, that is what it's all about, Loki."
Shoot. Loki momentarily forgot she could read his mind.
"Darling, don't worry. You know I could have handled—" Loki tried to explain, but he was cut off.
"How the hell were you supposed to handle a freaking machine gun?" Aesira pointed out to him. "How many times do I have to remind you to be more careful? Be more prepared for possible threats!"
"I am prepared—"
Loki's words were lost when Aesira pushed him down on the bed, straddling him as she had a dagger she had summoned pointed at his throat. "You were saying?" she muttered irritatedly as she was trying to prove her point.
Much to her irritation, Loki just looked up at her, a brow raised, clearly showing his amusement as a smirk formed on his lips. "Ooh, my love language," the god responded coquettishly with a slight tilt of the head as he licked his bottom lip. "Darling. Are you flirting with me?"
Aesira's jaw almost dropped as she looked incredulously at the god under her, clearly dumbfounded at his response. A frown formed on her face as she grimaced. His life was nearly in danger, and she was obviously upset with him, yet he still had the audacity to make jokes and flirt?
Loki almost gulped nervously, regretting a bit of uttering those words as it seemed to only irritate her further.
"Forgive me. My declaration was unnecessary," Loki sighed in defeat, one of his hands gripping the woman's waist as the other got the dagger from her hands and vanishing it somewhere.
"I'm sorry, dearest. I know I worried you greatly," Loki looked up at her with adoring eyes as he swept the hair out of her face and tucked them behind her ear. "I cannot assure you that I would always come out of battle unscathed, but I do want to let you know that no matter what, I will always come back to you."
The anger and irritation in Aesira's brown eyes quickly dissipated at his words. She was planning to really knock some sense into him and even had a whole speech in her mind already. Looks like that speech of hers is useless now.
She sighed before allowing herself to lie down on his chest, her entire body on his as she was still straddling him.
"I'm sorry for lashing out at you when you clearly saved me earlier," she apologized, resting her cheek on his chest. She closed her eyes and enjoyed the feeling of Loki tugging and rolling the curls on the ends of her hair.
"I understand. I know I would have been angered as well if I saw you being careless while in battle," he replied. "And for the record, you are not actually a threat to me," he added playfully.
Aesira straightened her posture once more as she leveled her face with Loki's. Her hands were on his shoulders as her eyes scanned his features. She could feel Loki's grip tighten on her waist and even saw his Adam's apple bob up and down as he gulped.
Loki was absolutely enchanted as his gaze dropped to Aesira's parted lips, one of his hands rising to cup her cheek. It was Aesira's turn, swallowing in anticipation.
Whoever initiated, it no longer mattered as the two of them are quickly engaged in a hot, passionate kiss.
Notes:
Again, I apologize for the poorly translated Russian t-t
Chapter 31: Insatiable
Notes:
The first part of the chapter is Rated R. Viewer discretion is advised. Skip the first part if you feel uncomfortable reading it.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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*Scene below this is Rated R. Feel free to skip the first part if you feel uncomfortable reading it.*
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Loki's large hands grabbed the back of Aesira's head, scrunching up her hair as he pulled her closer and captured her lips in a passionate kiss as he flipped their positions. He was above the woman, briefly disconnecting their lips with a hint of reluctance in his eyes.
"Aesira."
She could feel a shiver run up her spine, both from the way the god uttered her name with such intensity and the way his hands found their way under her shirt, feeling his skin on hers as he held her by the waist. Each brush of his fingers on her body left a burning feeling. Her eyes, although half-closed, managed to capture his gaze. His blue-green orbs darkened as he eyed her hungrily.
"Darling," he almost whispered with such caution, his voice hoarse.
Aesira mindlessly wrapped her arms around his shoulders, locking her hands at the back of his neck before pulling him down, crashing her lips on his once more. A groan escaped from Loki's throat as he devoured her lips, pushing his tongue out and in her mouth, fighting for dominance with her tongue.
"You're making this so difficult for me to restrain myself, darling," Loki said in between their kisses.
Aesira let out a shaky breath as her parted lips hovered above his. Her pupils were dilated, and excitement was starting to build up within her.
"Then don't."
Two words. Those two words managed to make Loki's resolve crumble, letting go of the last bit of restraint he was holding on to.
The god's lips left hers, tracing a path down to her jaw before reaching her neck. Aesira's hands clung to his broad shoulders, her eyes shutting tightly before letting a moan escape her lips when Loki found the sweet spot on her neck and started sucking on it. She could feel her arousal begin to pool between her legs.
The god straddled her, pinning her down to the bed. Without breaking the kiss, his long fingers nimbly unbuttoned her top, pulling it off entirely as he undid the last button, leaving the woman in only her bra.
Aesira had never been this intimate with someone before. That's why she suddenly became conscious of her lack of modesty and attempted to cover her chest. Loki immediately caught her hands and pinned them back down to the bed on either side of her head as he narrowed his eyes on her.
"Do not hide your beauty from me, my love," he told her, his voice full of love and lust. And before Aesira could even say anything in return, Loki dipped his head as he planted his lips on her collarbone, sucking on it firmly. One of his hands pinned both of her wrists above her head as he skillfully discarded her pants.
He struggled a bit in doing so and was already growing impatient. That's why he resorted to just vanishing the pants using his magic, leaving her in only her underwear.
"Loki," he stopped and looked at the woman briefly, seeing her slight frown. "You're still fully clothed," she added as she averted her gaze.
A chuckle erupted from him. He let go of Aesira's hands and reached the bottom of his shirt, lifting and peeling it off entirely from his body. This was the second time she saw him topless, and still, she was speechless and left in awe. She never forgot that Loki is an actual god, but seeing him bare-chested, his muscles in the right places, his muscular biceps, and toned abdomen—it just reinforces the fact of who he is.
Loki climbed back on top of Aesira, pushing her back down on the bed when he saw her attempting to sit.
"May I?" he asked as a finger hooked on one of the straps of Aesira's bra. She was still reluctant, but she knew she wanted this with none other than him, so she nodded.
Loki reached the back of her bra and unhooked it skillfully, taking it off and discarding it altogether. Aesira's hands found their way back to his shoulders as Loki took both of her breasts in his hands. He traced a finger on her nipple, with it quickly hardening under his touch. Her breathing became ragged as she moaned from the pleasure, significantly when Loki lowered his head and took a nipple in his mouth.
His tongue flicked her nipple and softly sucked on it, then switched to her other breast and gave it the same amount of attention.
"Loki, please," the raven-haired god smirked as he heard her plead. Now, this was how he liked to be in command.
"Be patient, darling. I want to pleasure you in every way I can. I want to see you writhe under my touch," he growled with such lust in his voice as he kissed his way down to her stomach. "To watch you come undone before me."
He climbed off the bed, pulled her body closer to the edge, and then knelt down before his lover. It was a rare occurrence to see the god of mischief kneel for someone else. If she wasn't so caught up in the moment, Aesira would have teased him for it.
Loki spread her legs, revealing the wet patch that started to stain in the middle of her underwear. Aesira covered her mouth with her hand to suppress the moan from erupting within her when she felt Loki's finger press on her nub and slowly trace circles around it.
"Don't suppress it, my love. I want to hear the beautiful sounds you make from the pleasure I give you," he ordered lowly. "Now be a good girl and remove your hand from your mouth. Do you understand?"
Aesira found herself being more turned on with the sound of his voice and the nickname he called her. The feeling of being commanded by him sent delicious tingles up her spine.
With a flick of his finger, Loki made her underwear vanish. He was aroused even more to see her glistening sex, all wet just for him, as he then parted her legs further.
"Loki!" Aesira gasped in pleasure when Loki licked a stripe up her center, flicking his tongue around her clit. The action took her by surprise, sending waves of pleasure all throughout her body. A tidal wave of pleasure started building up in her lower stomach, making her head tilt back and her back arch up.
His index finger and thumb separated her lower lips, further revealing her sensitive bundle of nerves to him. Loki laid his tongue flat on her womanhood before switching his attention to her sensitive nub, capturing it between his lips and nipping it. He continued lapping up her wetness before inserting one of his fingers inside her.
"Loki!" Aesira moaned once more, a bit louder this time. She felt a bit of pain from the penetration, but it was quickly replaced with pleasure. She felt something building up in her stomach when Loki added another finger in her, pushing and pulling at a quick pace.
Loki knew she was already close based on the way her inner walls were clenching around his fingers. He continued flicking her sensitive bundle of nerves with his tongue as he arched his fingers in her, pumping them in and out faster than ever.
"Loki, s-something..." Aesira's words were lost as she became incoherent from the immense pleasure she was feeling. She didn't know what was happening, but something in her just wanted to explode.
"You are close, my sweetness," the god cooed, briefly disconnecting his lips from her womanhood as he continued working on her core. "Just let it go."
With a final flick of his tongue on her nub, the knot in her stomach unraveled, an electric feeling of pleasure shooting up her entire body as her thighs quivered and unknowingly squeezed Loki in between them. She was breathless, her body feeling a little tired and debilitated.
Loki smiled as he guided her up and placed her back in the middle of the bed. He removed his remaining clothing before climbing back on the mattress, hovering over her as he aligned himself to her femininity.
"Are you entirely certain in proceeding with this?" he asked with a cautious look on his face. Aesira took a deep breath, her arms wrapping around his neck as she nodded, spreading her legs welcomingly for him. And that was all the god needed before he slowly pushed himself inside of her.
She was fully aroused and undoubtedly wet from pleasure, but she still felt a slight sting from her core as Loki entered her due to his size. Loki dipped his head and caught her lips in a gentle kiss once he was entirely inside of her, waiting for her signal to continue.
Aesira nodded a few seconds later, telling him that it was okay to move. He laid his hands on her pelvis to keep her in place as he began thrusting slowly. Her hands grabbed onto his biceps as she bit her lips from the tingling pleasure he brought upon her with each thrust.
Every drag of his hips and drive of his member has had the woman lost in pleasure, pulling Loki down further and wrapping her arms around his back. Loki could feel her nails slowly dig into his skin as he felt his own climax slowly building up as well.
Loki groaned, moaning into Aesira's lips when he felt her clench around his hard pulsating arousal, his hips quickening their pace as he thrusts in her. He knew she was close, and so was he.
The god reached down, laying a finger on her hardened nub, and began rubbing it.
"Loki, I—I can feel it again. Oh god," Aesira moaned as she broke the kiss, leading Loki to lower his head on her collarbone, allowing him to nip on her soft skin.
"Let go for me, Aesira," the god grunted in pleasure as he pushed himself up to get a good look at her, all hot and incoherent beneath him. "I want you to come undone before me."
One final thrust sent Aesira falling over the edge, screaming the god's name out of pure ecstasy as her legs wrapped around his waist, allowing him to push himself deeper. Her orgasm was what sent Loki into his own climax immediately after, shooting his seed deep inside her.
His rugged thrusts were slowing down as the both of them rode out their orgasms, catching their breath. Aesira had her eyes shut, lips parted, and out of breath as she focused on the mind-blowing pleasure he had given her.
"I love you."
Her eyes fluttered open, only to see his smiling face looking down at her. She blinked, not quite sure if she just heard things. Loki noticed this and chuckled as he pulled out of her. Falling down to the space beside her, he pulled Aesira on his chest and wrapped her in a tight embrace.
"I love you, Aesira," Loki repeated his confession, glancing down to see her eyes on him.
It felt as if a ton of butterflies suddenly were running amok inside her stomach at the declaration. Aesira knew she told the god that she would wait for him to be comfortable enough to say those three words, that she was not rushing nor pressuring him. And hearing him call her by her actual name and not one of his pet names, it gave her the reassurance that it was indeed her that he loved.
It was as if the weight on her shoulders were relieved. She felt refreshed, and inexplicable happiness surged through her body. Aesira knew he was telling the truth. She can feel the dominant emotion in his body right now as the two of them are wrapped in each other's embrace.
Love .
A contented and relieved smile ghosted her lips as she gently pulled his face down, planting a quick soft kiss on his lips.
"I love you too, Loki."
——
Loki awoke two hours later. He glanced at Aesira, who was still asleep. The two of them have tossed and turned while they were sleeping, resulting in Loki spooning the woman.
An authentic smile broke on his lips as he looked at the woman he loved, peacefully sleeping by his side.
The woman he loved.
Aesira is now the woman he loved and not just his least hated Midgardian. He chuckled at the thought of how far they had come.
Loki looked around and saw that it was already dark as it was already nearly nine in the evening. He sighed, not wanting to leave the warm bed where his lover was at. But duty calls, and he must prepare for his and Thor's departure for Asgard. They can't waste any more time given that Thanos is on the loose, with half the universe at stake.
With one last look, he gave her forehead a light kiss before climbing off the bed. He searched the floor for the woman's pieces of clothing that were discarded as they made love. He gathered those first and folded them neatly, placing them on an empty chair.
He then magicked his clothing back on his body before heating the food that had long been forgotten.
As Loki quietly exited Aesira's room, he was met with Thor, who was just leaving his room located a bit across the woman's room and beside his bedroom. The knowing look on Thor's face revealed that he knew what transpired within the past hour.
"Wipe that expression off your face, you complete pillock," Loki scoffed, rolling his eyes at his brother before shoving him aside so he could enter his own room.
"Brother, I must say, I never thought you had it in you," Thor ignored the insults thrown at him as he followed Loki to his bedroom. "Though a bit of advice, you might want to cast a spell since the rooms here aren't soundproof."
"Shut it. Shouldn't we be preparing to leave for later?"
Thor just boomed, breaking out into a laugh as he patted Loki's shoulder, bringing him down to sit with him and have a talk. "We still have time. Now tell me, how are you? I see that lady Aesira makes you happy."
Loki grimaced as he was not used to talking about things like this with his brother. It was usually his mother with whom he had talks like this, but seeing how persistent Thor was, he knew he would not be let off easily. He grunted before sighing.
"She makes me feel euphoric," Loki started, his nose scrunched a bit before his face relaxed into a soft expression which had Thor slightly baffled. "And I love her."
Thor's eyebrows jumped so high that they almost fell off his face. He knew how Aesira positively influenced his brother. He had seen a lot of development from Loki as he started changing for the better in a couple of months. Compared to the years from where the raven-haired god was first brought to the tower up to before Aesira arrived, Thor can say that the woman definitely had a significant impact on his brother.
Loki might not have noticed, but the god of mischief has definitely been a lot more patient with the people around him. Loki has also been a lot more understanding and what was most surprising was he became someone tolerable. Even Clint tolerates him.
To hear Loki say that he loves another—loves Aesira—Thor really can't help feeling surprised, but nevertheless, relieved. He knew there was nobody else better to be Loki's partner and lover other than Aesira herself.
"Did I hear you correctly?" Thor asked once more, trying to tease his brother.
Loki sighed deeply, shaking his head. "Listen well, brother," he started. "I love her. And I won't get tired repeating it to her countless times."
Thor had a proud smile on his lips as he nudged Loki by the shoulder. "I am so glad that you two are together. You bring out the best in each other."
——
"Loki?" Aesira called out sleepily for the god the moment she woke up.
It was dim in her room, and she noticed the empty space beside her. The clock on the wall read that it was a few minutes past eleven in the evening already. She was almost disappointed that she didn't get to see Thor and Loki off to Asgard when she caught the gods' thoughts in the air, signaling her that they had not left yet.
She released a breath of relief as she climbed off her bed. Her feet were not wobbly, but her core was indeed a bit sore. Her cheeks immediately turned into a crimson shade when she remembered the filthy and needy noises that came out of her mouth a few hours ago.
If someone were to enter the room at this moment, they would have immediately noticed the smell of sex in the air and immediately discovered what had transpired in the said room and, of course, know the pair involved in the activity.
Oh god. As much as Aesira was slightly embarrassed, she definitely loved how intimate she and Loki had been. Then she remembered.
Loki had told her that he loved her.
A girly, sheepish grin broke on her lips as she searched for the clothes she had discarded before they got intimate with one another, only to find the said clothes neatly folded and placed on the sofa in her room. Loki must have folded them, a simple gesture but nevertheless appreciated.
Aesira went for a quick shower and put on a simple shirt and leggings before leaving the room to look for the two gods. Said two gods were not too difficult to find as she saw them in the living room, discussing something.
The sound of her footsteps caught the pair's attention, their attention immediately turning to her as soon as she entered.
"How was your sleep, Lady Aesira?"
From the tone of Thor's voice, Aesira immediately knew that the god had an idea of what happened. It didn't even help when she got a grasp of the god of thunder's current thoughts. In his mind, he recalled a memory of earlier when he walked past her room, hearing her sweet and passionate screams of pleasure as well as Loki's equally aroused and hungry grunts.
Loki immediately shot Thor a glare before he shook his head disbelievingly as his gaze lingered on his lover, softly pulling her in his lap.
"Loki!" Aesira gasped, not expecting the god of mischief to be so conspicuous of his affections, especially in front of his brother.
Thor noticed Aesira's pointed look at him, and just laughed. "No worries, my lady. I do not find your public displays of affection bothersome," Thor assured her. "I am actually glad to see the both of you fall more in love each day!"
Aesira grimaced, then forced a smile on her face as she nodded at Thor. "What time will you be leaving?" she asked Thor before looking at Loki.
"We were actually just about to leave," Loki explained as he grabbed her hand that was resting on her lap. "I would have woken you up to say goodbye, rest assured," he added as he brought her hand to his lips.
"Oh, okay then. I shall see the both of you go," Aesira said and tried to stand when Loki held her in place. She was about to tell him off when she felt something hard growing under her thighs. A blush crept up to her face when she realized what it was.
"LOKI!" she yelled telepathically, the god flinching a bit at her telepathic shriek.
"Yes, my love?" he answered her playfully, feigning ignorance of his growing passion under his pants.
Aesira shook her head disbelievingly as she sighed. "You're insatiable," she replied as she finally rose to her feet.
She cleared her throat, feigning a cough as she looked at Thor, who was eyeing them weirdly. Oh, how clueless is the god from the silent conversation she and Loki were having.
"Take care up there," Aesira told Loki and Thor as she walked them out to the open field of the compound.
"We'll be back as soon as possible, Lady Aesira," Thor said as he gave the woman a quick hug, quickly pulling away when he felt the tip of Loki's pointy dagger on his waist.
"Behave, my love," Aesira reprimanded him teasingly as she watched the god vanish the dagger before finally pulling him into a long hug. "Don't do anything stupid, okay?"
Loki feigned offense as he separated their bodies, his hands gripping her by the waist. "Darling, I am the god of mischief, not stupidity."
"But your mischief might lead you to do something stupid."
"Oh, just properly see me off," Loki rolled his eyes before he hooked a finger under Aesira's chin. He quickly dipped his head and placed a kiss on her lips.
Aesira's eyes fluttered close as she sighed into the kiss, her arms wrapping around Loki's neck. The two completely ignored the gagging noises a particular god of thunder was making in the background.
"Break it off, lovebirds. We still have a universe to save," Thor grumbled under his breath as he playfully threatened them with Jonathan—I mean, Mjolnir.
The two immediately separated from the kiss, Aesira bursting out into giggles in the process before shaking her head. Even though she was reluctant to do so, she took a few steps back to allow the two to call for Heimdallr.
"Take care, darling," Loki called out one last time before he and Thor were already off in the Bifrost.
Notes:
So this was my very first time writing a full-blown making love scene. I had to cover my laptop and look around to make sure nobody was reading what I was writing. That would've been embarrassing lol.
Chapter 32: The Mind Stone
Chapter Text
The days went by quicker than expected. A month had already passed, and there was still no news of Thanos or the mind stone getting extracted from Vision's forehead.
Aesira was currently standing at the open door by the kitchen with a cup of chamomile tea to ease her nerves. She doesn't show it, but she has been quite stressed within the past few days, the littlest things making her jumpy, fidgety, and slightly irritated.
This was most likely due to her worrying for Loki. She has not heard a thing from the god for a month now and has no way of contacting him. Even the Bifrost was closed off for her despite the queen telling her she was welcome any time.
She sensed something must have happened since she did not receive any response from Heimdallr when she called out for him. Instead of worrying further, she just hoped that Loki and Thor were safe.
She let out a deep sigh and closed her eyes when she felt the wind pick up, blowing the strands of hair away from her face. This helped ease her stress a bit, feeling the relaxing feeling the wind brought. A wave of serenity washed over her. When the wind died down, she opened her eyes once more.
The morning sunlight kissed her skin, providing her with some warmth that she had missed, the heat Loki's body emitted, the warmth that she felt whenever he wrapped his arms around her. She missed his touch terribly, finding it hard to sleep each night. She lays awake with her thoughts drifting to the god.
Her thoughts then drifted back to the present as she stared out into space, bringing her cup of chamomile tea to her lips and taking a sip. She immediately grimaced, her face scrunching up from the taste. Concluding that she steeped the tea for too long, resulting in a bitter aftertaste, she figured to just pour it down the drain and make a new one, or perhaps offer it to Nat if she's up for a bit of bitterness.
Within that very same month of inactivity, Aesira and Nat had been laying low with Clint's family. Laura has been very accepting and welcomed them warmly. Her children had also seemed to like the ex-Mirage assassin. They would always call for her for some of the silliest reasons.
"Auntie Aesi, let's play!" A little Nathaniel Barton came running in through the doors of the Barton household, a glove and a baseball ball in his hand.
Aesira chuckled when she saw that the little boy had been lifted from the ground by Nat, preventing him from reaching her. "I'm getting a little jealous here, young man," Nat feigned offense as she shot Aesira a playful wink. "You're named after me, but you always go for Auntie Aesi."
Nathaniel began laughing out loud as Natasha tickled him. The sound of a child's laughter was pleasant to her ears. A wide smile broke on her lips as she watched the redhead play with the little one.
"Besides, she can't play since Uncle Tony asked to talk to her."
Aesira raised a brow and caught Nat's gaze, showing how she was unaware of Tony wanting to speak with her. This has been the first time any of the other Avengers who aren't present moved to contact them.
"He sent me a message that he'll probably call in a few min—" Nat was cut off from what she was saying as Aesira's phone rang. The latter, setting her cup of tea down, fished the phone out of her pocket, turning the screen on. Displayed on it was the name of the man they were currently talking about.
"As I was saying," Nat said as she nodded to the woman. "Go. I'll keep this little guy company."
Aesira shot her a smile as she left the room, answering the phone on the way and holding it out next to her ear. "Your favourite Avenger speaking. How may I help you?"
"Good to hear your voice again, Twinkle," Tony chimed.
"You would have heard it sooner if you called sooner, you know?"
"Anyway, I have something important to ask of you."
By this time, Aesira had already reached the porch of the house. She leaned her back on the railings as she switched the phone to her other ear. "Hit me. Got a mission?"
"I need you to rescue someone who has been kidnapped for ransom," Tony started. "Are you wearing the gloves that came with your suit? If you're not, get it and turn the hologram on."
Aesira hummed in response as she flicked her hand, and in a few seconds, she was now wearing the said glove. She pressed a button on the side, and it opened up a holographic image that Tony had just sent her.
"Isn't this Athena Maxima? That famous actress Clint's kids have been fangirling about?" Aesira asked, recognizing the woman since Lila Barton has basically forced her to watch movies of this woman.
"Ah, I am glad you're familiar with my sister."
Aesira knitted her brows, first from confusion, then surprise. "She's your sister?" she repeated as if to clarify if what she heard was correct, to see if her ears did not deceive her.
"Yeah. I'll tell you the story on another day. I just have to tell you that my sister has been kidnapped, and you need to save her," Tony instructed as he sent the coordinates to Aesira, her hologram, then showing the exact location where the actress was kept. "She can handle herself, but I need you to bring her back. Once you've got that covered, you will head to Wakanda with my sister. Apparently, they need your enhancement magic thingies to help extract the mind stone from Vision."
"Duly noted. Anything else, Cola can?"
Aesira laughed when she heard the man scoff on the other end of the line. "Just because you're my favourite Avenger doesn't mean it gives you a pass to call me names."
"You don't seem to mind."
"Whatever. Go on and bring my sister back."
And with that, the call ended. Aesira walked back into the living room to find Clint and Laura, as well as Nat.
"Hey, you seem in a rush," Clint commented as he passed Nathaniel to his wife.
"Yup, can't stay any longer. Gotta save Stark's sister."
"That little actress got herself into trouble again, I see," Nat said as she stood up. She noticed that Aesira looked at herself, fully suited up, unlike what she was wearing just a few minutes ago. "I'm off to Wakanda, and I guess you are too. See you there in an hour."
Aesira did not question how in the world Nat and Clint could casually talk about Stark's sister. She figured it really was not a secret within the Avengers and only to the world. Aesira admits googling this Athena Maxima last week since being curious about her other roles, given that the female stark is a talented actress. She didn't find much about the woman and was slightly intrigued why her identity was a mystery despite being a celebrity.
No wonder. After all, this Athena Maxima is a Stark, and it was a bit surprising as the media outlets don't know this.
Aesira had just magicked her suit on her body right in front of the group, making Clint's children squeal in enjoyment. She smiled a bit before bidding them goodbye. She exited the house and stood on the grassy field as she focused on the coordinates Tony had sent her. In no time, she had already been teleported to the outside of an abandoned warehouse.
She grumbled, blowing the strands of hair out of her face as she carefully sauntered inside, conjuring a hair tie and tying her hair up properly.
"This is so old school," she found herself muttering softly. She skillfully cast an illusion over herself to prevent exposing her presence to the people here. As she was getting deeper into the warehouse, she could distinctly hear the voices of the people.
Nineteen mind prints. Aesira could sense nineteen people's minds here. Twenty if you include the actress she was going to rescue. Peering over a large crate, she observed the woman on the chair, her hands and legs tied. The man nearest to the actress had his back faced to Aesira. She figured this was the leader.
"Just you wait, missy. Your management should comply if they want their star to come out alive. We're easy to bargain with. A one million dollars and—"
"Excuse me?" the woman interjected quite bravely and sounded a bit offended, making Aesira frown in bewilderment from the woman's actions. "I feel so disparaged, derogated, and offended. Do I look like someone worth only a million dollars to you?" she scoffed, continuing as she shook her head disbelievingly. "You could have at least gone for a higher price, dumbasses."
The man was clearly taken aback by the outburst, his face showing his utter shock, not expecting the woman to behave that way. His jaw dropped, and a few giggles and snickers could be heard from the other men in the room.
"Shut up!" the man yelled as he faced his men for a split second before returning his attention to Athena.
Aesira's face was fighting off a grin from amusement, trying to fight off a laugh from escaping her lips. There was no doubt.
This Athena Maxima was indisputably indeed a Stark.
Aesira was then reminded of her mission when she saw the fuming face of the man Athena was talking to. The man raised his hand holding a gun and attempted to hit Athena but never got the chance when Aesira lowered her illusion, revealing her disposition.
She shot out a ball of purple energy and aimed for the man, knocking the gun out of his hand first. The second ball of her purple energy was shot out, knocking him down to the ground.
"I hate to burst your bubble, boys. But hasn't your mother taught you not to hit women?" she shook her head as she clicked her tongue, walking out of her hiding place, the sound of her footsteps resonating in the vast space. "If you give her to me, I'll leave you all unscathed."
The men in the room were a bit stunned when they saw their boss tumble to the ground. They looked at the Aesira, not immediately recognizing who she was before they ran towards her to capture her.
"Goodness gracious, these men," Aesira grumbled as she brought out her hands that started glowing purple. "Didn't you hear what I said, or are you all just a bunch of halfwits who don't understand the meaning of unscathed?"
She shot her powers out and lifted a few men from the ground before throwing them back, their feet buckling as they fell to the ground. She then raised a hand and flicked it up, a force field rising from the ground. The men running towards her crashed on her force field. They became frantic when she just pushed them back to a wall.
Her attention was then on the gunshot, a bullet barely grazing her ear as it hit the wall behind her. A few more new mind imprints registered in her mind as she groaned. Great. They called for backup.
As she was about to defend herself from the newly arrived backup, someone in an iron suit had already blasted the door, making the walls crumble and preventing the reinforcement from reaching them. Aesira didn't need to take the iron mask off to know who was behind that.
"I didn't need any help, but thanks," Athena told her, the iron mask revealing her face. "You're the Enchantress, I presume? Their newest recruit, the one Tony always talks about."
Aesira just nodded, a bit surprised at the newfound information about Tony Stark, before looking around to check if all the men were unconscious. Once she assessed the situation, she pressed a button on her own suit to send the location to the police, notifying them that an Avenger had caught a criminal and was now waiting for the police to arrest the captives.
She then summoned a rope and tied it around the men using her magic before facing Athena.
"Tony has instructed me to bring you with me to Wakanda."
"Yeah, no thanks. I think I can handle myself," Athena replied immediately as she turned her back on the woman, preparing herself for taking off. "Thank you, though. Tell my brother I said hi."
But before Athena could even fly off, Aesira swiftly ran to her, her hand stretching out and touching the woman by the shoulder before quickly teleporting the both of them to Wakanda. Aesira could feel her barely out of breath as it took quite a toll on her whenever she teleported to farther places. Wakanda wasn't really anywhere near to Los Angeles, where Athena had been kept.
Once they arrived at their destination, Athena stumbled a bit, her vision spinning a bit, clearly not used to traveling via teleportation. It felt as if her insides were jumbled, and she wanted to throw up.
Once she got back on her feet, the dizziness quickly fading, she turned on her heel, pressing a button on her suit, her suit neatly folding itself back in her necklace. She looked at Aesira irritatedly, crossing her arms over her chest. She tucked a strand of her hair to the back of her ear, her feet tapping on the grass.
"What did I say about me capable of handling myself?" Athena grimaced as she massaged her temple. "Now I have to explain to my manager where the hell I am and—"
"Could've sworn I heard your voice a mile away, Tina."
Both women, Aesira and Athena, turned their attention to the newly arrived. It was none other than Nat and Wanda who were both grinning at the two.
"Well, if it isn't my two favourite Avengers," Athena said with a smile, opening her arms out wide and pulling their bodies in a hug.
"I see you've met Aesira here," Nat said as she held the woman in question by the arm, pulling her closer to their little group. "What have you gotten yourself into this time?"
"I've been kidnapped for ransom and could have perfectly handled it by myself, but no, Tony still had to send someone else," Athena grumbled and sighed before realizing Aesira was still there. "Oh, no offense. I do appreciate your help, as it made the escape a whole lot easier. I just don't appreciate Tony treating me as if I'm a child."
Aesira just shrugged in response, not sure how to converse with the woman who is Tony's sister. They were not really close yet to be on casual conversing tones, so she figured it was better to just keep her mouth shut.
"Anyway, I better bring Aesira to the lab since we need her powers," Wanda told them as she went beside Aesira, wrapping a hand around the woman's arm. "Nat, didn't you say some people here need healing?"
"Oh, yes. That reminds me. Let's go, Tina," Nat said before giving Aesira and Wanda a look. "See you two in a bit."
And with that, Aesira was soon whisked up to the lab by Wanda. Once the two of them arrived there, she was greeted with the sight of Vision lying on the bed. Some sort of things were strapped on different parts of his body. Shuri was looking at his vitals and other stuff on the holograms. Their arrival made the princess of Wakanda tear her attention momentarily away from the holographic screens, nodding to acknowledge their presence.
"Ah, perfect timing," she greeted as the two women approached her. "It is a pleasure to meet you, Aesira. I have been told what your powers are, and I immediately requested for your presence here to help me."
"The pleasure is mine, your highness," Aesira started but was immediately cut off.
"Oh, please. Call me as Shuri."
"As you wish then, Shuri," Aesira continued before her eyes darted to Vision, who just smiled at her. "So, how can I help?" she asked, her eyes still on Vision.
"I was wondering if you could enhance me as I operate on Vision here? And possibly enhance him to sustain his life force," Shuri began her explanation, pressing something on the hologram and enlarging it. "The mind stone is Vision's source of life and energy, and removing it would kill him. So, we managed to obtain this Solar jewel that can substitute as his energy source, but we cannot do the switch without you."
Shuri proceeded to explain to Aesira step by step what had to be done. As soon as Shuri safely removes the mind stone from Vision's forehead, Aesira will then enhance Wanda. Doing so will help regulate and contain her power in just the right amount, focusing Wanda's magic on Vision's forehead to momentarily sustain his life, as her magic has a similar signature to the mind stone. This should buy them enough time to put the Solar jewel where the mind stone used to be, connecting Vision with the gem in the process.
Aesira nodded after Shuri repeated for the last time what they would do before she stood in position.
She focused her power on Shuri, enhancing the girl to have a better chance at removing the mind stone. On the other hand, Shuri began operating on Vision's forehead, carefully maneuvering through the series of ends.
This process went on for almost two hours as Vision's mainframe was much more complicated than expected. But due to Aesira enhancing her capabilities, strength, and endurance, Shuri could focus a hundred percent, not even feeling tired.
In fact, it was Aesira who could feel the tiredness due to her powers, but only a little bit as her physical abilities are more than that of an average human.
Then came the time where the switch would soon take place, Shuri nodding at her to signal that it was time. Aesira turned her head to Wanda warily, asking telepathically if she was ready to which the woman just responded with a nod.
Aesira exhaled as she sent her powers to Wanda, feeling her power mix with hers.
Wanda calmed herself with the help of Aesira, as the latter sent the former waves of calmness so she could focus. She focused her magic on Vision's forehead once the mind stone was removed.
Shuri was quick on her feet as she retrieved the solar jewel and placed it on Vision's forehead. A few more hours passed, and finally, they have successfully replaced the mind stone with the solar jewel.
Vision was still asleep, but his vitals seemed to be okay based on what the stats showed on the screens. Wanda immediately pulled a chair near the bed where Vision was lying and sat down as she watched Aesira help the princess clean up.
"I'll stay with him to keep watch," Wanda said when Shuri told them that T'Challa had summoned them to the throne room for a meeting.
Aesira nodded, tapping Wanda on the shoulder before leaving the lab with Shuri.
Notes:
New character alert! You might start seeing her more as the story progresses.
Chapter 33: Odin's Vault
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Thor was walking with his mother on the outskirts of the city in Asgard. The people they encountered bowed respectfully to them, the two royals roaming around freely with just a few guards following closely behind.
The moment Thor and Loki arrived, the Allfather knew something was up. He did not need Thor to tell him that something was going on as he had a vision recently of Asgard burning as a mad titan arrived. Odin knew already what the titan in his vision wanted.
It was none other than the Tesseract.
Odin sent out a royal decree stating that the citizens should evacuate as soon as possible to lessen the casualties from the impending chaos. Heimdall was tasked to lead them to safety, while the queen just wanted to make sure nobody got left behind. Thor couldn't possibly let his mother roam around all on her own, so he decided to be the one to accompany her and keep her safe.
On the other hand, Loki stayed in the palace to help enchant Odin's vault, creating a shield not technically impenetrable, but could at least withstand getting impaled for a long time.
"How is the enchantment going?"
Loki's hands froze in the air, momentarily stopping his magic from weaving an invisible shield surrounding the room. The god of mischief was currently in the vault and was relatively not expecting Odin himself to come to visit him and see how things are going.
"It's... still in progress and might take quite a while...," Loki paused as he briefly glanced at Odin, who shut the door behind him and looked around, observing his work. Loki was not quite sure how to address the Allfather if he should even call him father at this point, considering their turbulent history.
When Loki saw that Odin seemed to not make a move and leave any time sooner, he sighed and gritted his teeth as he frowned before resuming on weaving the enchantment—his seiðrdancing on the tips of his fingers as his eyes scanned around the room for the shield only he can see.
It had been nine days ever since the two princes arrived on Asgard, and Loki had immediately started enchanting the vault the moment they arrived at the palace. They planned initially to send the Tesseract to another realm or planet.
This has been decided upon, and the only thing they were waiting for, for now, was the arrival of those who would collect the infinity stone, and Loki just wanted to secure the vault should things go south.
Thor suggested destroying the Tesseract initially as he believed he might be able to destroy it using his hammer. But alas, Thor was still stubborn despite Loki's warnings that the Tesseract could only be destroyed using its power. He tried but was thrown off by a magic pulse coming from the infinity stone.
Ever since the day they arrived, Odin had not visited Loki, so it was quite a shock for the mischievous god when his adoptive father graced him with his presence.
"Frigga has taught you well," Odin commented surprisingly admiringly as he set his eyes on Loki. Not knowing how to react, Loki just nodded stiffly and continued with his work.
Odin sighed with Loki's lack of response, and he knew he couldn't blame him. For the years that Loki had been absent as he was busy redeeming himself on Midgard, Odin had a few realizations of his own at that time. He would send out his ravens to monitor his two sons on Midgard to see what they were doing, especially Loki, as he initially believed that the god of mischief was already far from redemption.
But each time the ravens returned to report to him Loki's successes, how much Midgard is already forgiving the god for his destruction during New York, it was as if a light has shone on him, guiding him out of the darkness he thought Loki was in.
During those times, Odin has reflected and understood clearly why Loki acted the way he had been years before. Odin truly cared for Loki as if he were his own son despite being a Jotun and Laufey's son. The Allfather never indeed saw Loki as a child of Laufey. No, he saw him as a son of Odin. His son.
An Odinson.
He has not been the best father to Thor, and he was undoubtedly a worse father to Loki. He now realized that and hoped to make amends, wishing his younger son would still reconsider.
"I have been monitoring your activity on Midgard."
Loki clenched his jaw. "Why? You thought I would have plans taking over their realm once more?"
"No, my son," Loki scoffed, but Odin continued. "I wished to only be informed of the things you and Thor have been doing."
"Well, Thor has been doing quite well—"
"I am proud of you," Odin paused, and Loki immediately turned his head towards Odin, disbelievingly shocked and wondering if he heard correctly.
"I beg your pardon?" Loki asked once more, his hands lowered, the enchantment put to a halt momentarily.
Odin let out a chuckle as he neared the god. He placed a hand on Loki's shoulder, Loki visibly stiffening from the contact and flinched, extremely puzzled. The god of mischief was even reconsidering if this was a doppelganger of Odin, or maybe Odin just hit his head. Indeed, the Allfather wouldn't tell him—
"I am proud of you," Odin repeated, "my son," he added.
Odin knew Loki was speechless and shocked, so he took advantage of his momentary lapse of articulacy and continued.
"I wish to apologize to you. While you were in Midgard, it has come to my attention how badly misunderstood you were in the past. I know no amount of apologies can ever erase the years of tension and pressure I have put you under, but I just wanted you to know that I am proud to have you as my son, Loki," Odin said with a smile, his grip tightening a bit on Loki's shoulder. "Loki Odinson."
Odin was not expecting Loki to embrace him.
It took him by surprise, but his heart warmed as he set Gungnir aside and hugged his son back. Once the two pulled away from the embrace, Odin smiled at Loki and motioned his hands in the air.
"Why don't you show me what you're doing. And while you are at it, why don't you tell me more about that enhanced Midgardian you brought to the palace in the past?" Odin chuckled when he saw Loki trying to fight off a smile. "You and Thor really like bringing your beloved Midgardians on Asgard," he added with a shake of his head.
That was the very first conversation Loki and Odin amicably had as father and son.
Still roaming around outside the palace and in the outskirts of the city were Thor and Frigga. The majority of the Asgardians have already been safely escorted by Heimdall to a much safer location. Only a few more remained in their houses. Those who have not yet heard of the decree or those who refuse to leave.
The guards have informed the royal family of those who refused to evacuate. That was why Frigga wanted to see them herself. She figured they would follow if they saw the queen asking them to leave, making them rethink how dangerous the impending chaos might be if the queen personally came to them asking them to evacuate.
So far, it has been going well. There were only about five houses left that they had to visit, the inhabitants still refusing to evacuate.
"I told you, we are not—" the Asgardian man immediately stopped in his tracks upon opening the door when he was face-to-face with the queen of Asgard. He was expecting that it was another guard who was knocking again.
"Your majesty!" a woman, who seemed to be the wife in the household, gasped from behind the man.
Frigga gave them both a warm smile, peering a bit over their shoulder to see a baby in the crib.
"I deeply apologize for the inconvenience," the queen started. "But I must request you, and you're family to evacuate. Impending chaos will soon fall on Asgard, and I would hate to see your family left behind."
"But your majesty," the man started, trying to find the correct words to address the royal. "Even if I wish to do so, it will be hard to leave all of our belongings behind."
"I understand," Frigga replied in the calmest and most soothing voice. "But please do know that your safety is our top priority as of the moment. Do not fret, as we will be the ones to rebuild your home should chaos ensue and destroy your house. Please, go with the guards and let them lead you to Heimdall."
Thor watched how his mother sounded convincingly well as she spoke. The wife held on to her husband's arm and tugged it, catching his attention. The husband glanced at her, sighing before he showed signs of giving in. He faced the queen once more as his wife walked back to pick their baby up.
"I understand, my queen," he said with a bow of his head.
Frigga smiled gratefully at the family and allowed the guards to escort them safely to where Heimdallr was.
"How many more families left, my dear?" Frigga asked.
"Four, mother."
As he was helping Frigga mount a horse to go to the next family, a spaceship hovered close to the palace. Thor did not recognize this ship belonging to the people Odin sent to collect the stone. Another loud crash is what had Thor worried. He turned to his mother and immediately lifted her to mount her on the horse.
"Take my mother to Heimdall and make sure she and the rest of the people are safe," Thor instructed a guard.
"Be careful," Frigga called out when Thor began spinning Mjolnir, and in no time, he was already flying through the air as he was carried by his hammer towards the palace.
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(Takes place the same day as Chapter 32)
After being dismissed from the meeting with T'Challa, Aesira found herself unable to sleep despite the late hour. It was already nearly eleven in the evening, yet here she was, eyes still wide awake, with a mug of hot chocolate in her hand.
It was a tiring day. They knew they had to yet destroy the stone. And something more stressful came up when they were informed that Dr. Strange, Tony, and Peter were now in space. Apparently, a child of Thanos has come down to New York and attacked them to obtain the time stone. How they ended up in space was a story for another day as the connection between Tony and them was cut short.
Her eyes looked up to the night sky, gazing at the stars shining brightly as her thoughts drifted to Loki once more. She usually was not clingy, but being away from him has taken quite a toll on her. She missed him dearly and had trouble sleeping because of his absence.
She was distracted by the voices in the next room. Even if they weren't so loud, she could clearly hear them due to her enhanced hearing.
"Athena, that's enough," Steve said in a low, warning voice as his eyes were fixated on the woman on the couch with a glass of liquor in her hand. He did not know what the drink was, but for sure, it was alcohol as the woman in front of him was already getting tipsy.
"Ah, well, if it isn't Shmaptain Shmamerica," Athena playfully teased as she raised her glass before her eyes found those belonging to a brunette super-soldier, her face immediately grimacing at sight. "Well, look at that. You're still alive," she added mockingly, pertaining to Bucky, who was just standing behind Steve.
"Athena," Steve's voice was a little bit louder now. "Tony wouldn't want you getting drunk."
Athena just laughed as she refilled her glass. "Are we talking about the same Tony? 'Cause the Tony I know loves getting drunk and doesn't give a shit," she let out before downing her drink.
Steve just sighed as he walked nearer to Athena and attempted to get a hold of the glass in her hand. On the other hand, Bucky was trying to be subtle in obtaining the glass of liquor and getting it far away from her reach. Unfortunately, even when tipsy, Athena still focused on her surroundings and immediately saw what Bucky was trying to do.
She glared at him as she evaded Steve and swiftly lifted the bottle from the table, away from Bucky's grasp.
"Look, Athena. Tony told us—"
"Told you what?" The female Stark spits out accusingly and creates distance between them. Her eyes look at Steve disappointingly before shifting angrily to Bucky. "Do you super soldiers have a thing with just carrying out orders and getting them done no matter what the cost?"
Aesira decided to tune out the argument in the other room when she heard Steve and Bucky take a sharp inhale. It seems as if Tony's sister doesn't get quite along with the two super soldiers. Why? Aesira has yet to discover in due time.
The abrupt closing of a door could be heard a few moments later. A presence was coming near Aesira, and she knew it was none other than Bucky. Seems like he was either kicked out, or he just left, not liking the tension in the room anymore.
"Hot chocolate?" Aesira offered to Bucky as he stood beside her.
Bucky just shook his head and declined, his hands in his pockets as he looked up at the sky. He closed his eyes for a moment as he let out a deep, long sigh. Aesira, being the empath she is, could feel the stress and irritation the super soldier was radiating.
A wave of concern washed over Aesira as she took in his distressed state. She allowed her magic to carry the mug she was holding as she turned to face Bucky. The soldier saw her offered hand, and he already knew what she wanted to do. Bucky gave her a nod, and that was all Aesira needed.
She grabbed Bucky by his flesh arm and turned his body towards her. She raised both of her hands and gently laid her fingers on his temple. Bucky closed his eyes as he felt a wave of tranquility come over his agitated nerves. Aesira continued to send her power through his head, using her empathic abilities to replace his irritation with calmness.
Once a smile was on his face, Aesira lowered her hands and watched Bucky open his eyes.
"Thank you, doll," Bucky told her.
"No problem," Aesira smiled at him as she allowed her back to lean on the metal railing of the castle's balcony. "Comfortable enough to share your thoughts, James?"
"Didn't you read my mind?"
Aesira shook her head as she held her mug of hot chocolate once more. "No. Didn't I tell you I respect your privacy, sergeant?" she added with a hint of playfulness to ease him, taking a sip from her drink.
Bucky just smiled at her before releasing another sigh.
"I know you weren't there yet, but you do know how I was the Winter Soldier in the past, right?" Bucky started.
"I do," Aesira nodded in response. "You were quite well-known, to be honest, among the organizations similar to Hydra. Every Mirage experiment knew who you were. I don't even know if you remember the time we had the same mission to kill someone."
"I remember that," Bucky chuckled. "We almost lost the target because we were too busy eliminating the ones coming in between our mission. In short, each other."
Ah, would that memory be considered the good old times? Old? Most probably, definitely. Good? Not quite. But that memory would be a story for another day.
"Anyway, why did you bring up the Winter Soldier?" Aesira asked before the both of them got lost in the conversation.
"Athena still despises me for killing her and Tony's parents," Bucky confessed sadly as he recalled that very night on December 16, 1991. "It's like dealing with Tony all over again. And even he managed to forgive me even if it took a while."
Aesira opted to stay quiet in the meantime and just listened to Bucky.
"I don't blame her for being still angry at me. But I just want her to understand that at least it wasn't me who did it. I was forced to do it," Bucky added softly. "And because of me, her and Steve's friendship fell apart."
Oh, looks like there was still a lot to discover with their past. Although Aesira was itching to ask more about the woman and Steve's friendship, she held herself back and thought better. Bucky needed a friend right now, and she was going to be the good friend he needed.
An hour or two had passed, and Bucky now felt better. He apologized to Aesira for keeping her up quite late as it was already past midnight, and he knew she still had to wake up early the next day. Aesira told him it was nothing and that she was always ready to lend a helping hand to Bucky whenever he needed it.
——
Thor was hitting each of Thanos' aliens as he made his way up the castle. The walls were already crumbling, the ground was slightly shaking. Smoke coated the hallways as Thor rushed to the vault where he knew Thanos would be.
As soon as he opened the doors, he was already too late. Loki was bleeding and unconscious as Thanos had impaled Odin's body with a spear, dropping the king to the ground as the titan picked up the Tesseract.
"NO!' Thor bellowed as he spun his hammer and sent it flying to the titan.
His eyes widened in both shock and horror when he saw the hammer shatter by just a hit from Thanos' weapon. Despite being confused about how the mad titan managed to destroy Mjolnir, he charged at Thanos abruptly, only to be thrown across the room, landing beside his unconscious brother.
Thor watched in agony as Thanos crushed the Tesseract, revealing the space stone within. Once he attached the infinity stone to his gauntlet, he soon fled, leaving a bleeding and mourning Thor to tend to his unconscious brother and dead father.
——
That night, Aesira thought she was going to get a good peaceful sleep. But sadly, it was put on hold when a voice called out to her in dreams. She woke up with a start, her heart pumping at a quick pace as beads of sweat started forming on her forehead.
Apparently, she let out a startled scream that echoed through the palace walls, causing the team to rush to her room and barge in.
Wanda was immediately at her side, asking her what was wrong. It took a few more seconds for Aesira to ground herself and even her breathing. But the worried and terrified look in her eyes remained.
Heimdall had called out to her, rousing her from her sleep and bringing her troubling news.
"Asgard is destroyed. Thanos has the Tesseract."
Notes:
Kinda felt a little bad killing off Odin here but... meh. Someone had to be sacrificed. I love Anthony Hopkins though. But I wanted Frigga to stay alive for this one, and killing Odin off seemed essential since I wanted Mjolnir to be destroyed.
Chapter 34: Impending Chaos
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Wanda was up early the next day. Not that she had much sleep in the first place, that is. The woman was standing just outside the palace doors, hoping the fresh air could help calm down her nerves. She had trouble sleeping the night before as she was still distraught since Vision still hadn't shown any signs of waking. His vitals were stable as of the moment, but from the day before, it would sometimes drop time to time, leaving her worried for him.
"Did you even get any sleep?"
Wanda turned her head to see that it was Nat. She brought a blanket with her, draping the said blanket on Wanda's shoulders. Wanda didn't even notice how cold it was this morning until Nat came out to bring her a blanket. Her thoughts were too focused on how Vision was doing to even see her freezing hands.
"Thanks," she smiled at Nat as she adjusted the blanket securely on her shoulders.
Nat returned the smile and just stood next to her with her arms crossed in front of her chest. She was wearing a relatively thick vest that morning, so the cold didn't bother her much anyway. "Did you get any sleep?" the assassin repeated her question.
"I did," Wanda replied but seeing Nat's raised eyebrow, she immediately added. "But not much. I couldn't sleep for long knowing Vis still hasn't woken up."
"You and Aesira are the same. Can't get any sleep because of your boyfriends," Nat teased, trying to lighten up the mood. "Though it's understandable. The both of you worry over them because they're your significant other."
"How is she, by the way? She looks too tired from yesterday after trying to destroy the stone," Wanda asked worriedly as she recalled Aesira's state after exhausting her powers, trying to destroy the mind stone.
Aesira had tried her best, almost draining her power in an attempt to destroy the said stone. She even requested to be isolated in a safe room that could contain the destruction or at least massive damage. The team couldn't do anything at the moment, so they just let her.
Luckily, T'Challa had a room that was sturdy enough to withstand those who were enhanced. The room Aesira was in to destroy the stone was where he or Shuri would test out their weapons first before deploying them to their troops.
All the king and princess of Wakanda could do along with the other Avengers was just watch Aesira try her best to destroy the stone. She spent almost four hours in the room before she dropped to her knees, almost passing out.
T'Challa immediately ordered her to stop, and even if she wanted to keep going, she did not have enough energy to even protest. Steve even had to carry her out of the room as her legs failed her momentarily. She was out for almost fifteen minutes before she could regain her focus again.
"She couldn't get any sleep too. Saw her last night talking to Bucky by the balcony on their floor. Seems like he needed a bit of calming," Nat told her, knowing how Bucky or any of the team would seek the woman out whenever they feel stressed just so she can calm them down. "That was, I think, close to midnight, so I don't know what time she slept."
"We communicated telepathically a bit last night. But I guess she was too tired already. She didn't get to reply to what I was still telling her last night."
Wanda's thoughts drifted from Aesira before drifting back to Vision. The only consolation she had was that she could still feel him. For her, it was a good sign.
Just then, Wanda's head hurt as she heard a scream. Telepathically. Nat looked at her worryingly, a hand on her shoulder before seeing Wanda's worried gaze. Before she could even open her mouth to speak, a loud scream echoed throughout the castle. A massive pulse of magic flowed through the walls, and Wanda felt it.
"Aesira!" Nat gasped before she and Wanda dashed back inside the palace, only to be met with the others who seemed to also be in a rush to head to Aesira's room.
The door was not locked, thankfully, so they had no difficulty entering the room. Once inside, Wanda flicked her hand to turn the lights on.
Right there before them, Aesira was visibly flinching, tossing and turning in her bed. Her eyes were tightly shut as her lips barely parted. She whimpered as she gasped for air while still asleep.
Steve moved to go near her, being one of the first ones to arrive in the room. He gripped her arm tight enough to at least try and shake her awake from the nightmare she was having. To no avail, Aesira would still not open her eyes.
Wanda immediately went to Aesira's side. A flash of red danced on her fingertips as she tried to get through the barriers in the woman's mind. It took quite a while, but thankfully, the magic in Aesira's mind recognized Wanda's—deeming it as familiar and not a threat.
Whatever Wanda did, something clicked in Aesira's mind as she stopped flinching and fighting. One more shake from Steve, and her eyes were now wide open—her irises glowing in a bright purple shade.
"Aesira," Steve called out but recognized that the woman still yet has to be grounded back to reality. With enough force and with the help of Wanda's magic, Aesira was slowly stirring awake.
Aesira could hear someone calling out to her. She tried to look around, but all she could see was darkness. She was beginning to wonder where she was if she was transported to another realm like the last time.
"Aesira."
The voice called out to her once again, making her turn her head. This time, darkness was no longer clouding her vision as she could clearly see the silhouette of a man, a bright light shining behind him. She rubbed her eyes and squinted a bit as the man neared her.
It was Heimdall.
"Heimdall?" Aesira called out confusingly. She looked around and saw that they were still surrounded by darkness, except for Heimdall, who seemed to be radiating light.
Before she could even say anything to the all-seeing and all-hearing Asgardian, he beat her to it.
"Aesira, I cannot keep this connection for long," he started.
"What do you mean? Where are we? Where am I? What is happening?" Aesira had a lot of questions in her mind and was hoping Heimdall could at least give her answers.
Heimdall shook his head. "I am speaking to you in your dream. Asgard has been destroyed, and Thanos already has the Tesseract. Thor has left Asgard to head to Nivadellir while the rest of those who responded to his distress signal plan to try and stop Thanos from obtaining the reality stone. Be careful, little one. Thanos will come to collect the mind stone next."
The subsequent events were what had Aesira screaming. Heimdall had shown her the events that took place in Asgard. Flames could be seen engulfing the palace as the cities within the kingdom were equally burning. Asgard was destroyed.
"Loki," Aesira asked breathlessly after Heimdall finished flashing the events in her dreams. "How is Loki?" she asked worryingly, especially after discovering that Odin is dead.
"Frigga is treating his injuries. He is safe," Heimdall reassured her. "I best be going now, little one. I cannot hold this projection for long. Just be careful."
"AESIRA!"
The firm grip on her arm that was shaking her body was what managed to wake Aesira from her sleep. Her vision was still dark and blurred, but the contents of the dream remained engraved in her memory. She could still vividly remember how each of the palace walls came crumbling to the ground.
"Aesira, breathe. We're here. You're safe."
Although not knowing who was speaking to her, Aesira found herself following the voice as she began steadying her breathing, inhaling deeply through her nose and exhaling through her mouth. Beads of cold sweat started forming on her forehead, later trickling down her cheeks.
She could feel goosebumps start forming on her skin as someone gently rubbed her arm. The darkness clouding her vision was slowly dispersing. She started recognizing the familiarity of her surroundings and the presence of the people around her.
When she was sure that she was finally back to reality, she looked up to see the worried faces of her teammates surrounding her. A faint light from the sun could be seen peeking through the curtains in her room. She glanced a bit and saw that it was only seven in the morning.
"Are you with us?" Steve asked gently as he carefully took a seat beside the woman, just on the opposite side to where Wanda was sitting. His hands were holding her by the small of her back, providing temporary security to her as she grounded herself.
Aesira found herself nodding. She was thankful when Sam handed her a glass of water. She immediately drank all of its contents, just realizing how thirsty she was and how dry her throat was.
"Asgard is destroyed. Thanos has the Tesseract," she started as she returned the glass to Sam, her hands yet to recover from shaking. The team visibly stiffened and exchanged worried looks at the mention of the name. "He is on his way to collect the reality stone, and Thor is headed to somewhere. Heimdall warned me that Thanos will come for the mind stone next once he gets the reality stone."
"We need to destroy the mind stone now, brother," Shuri worriedly said to T'Challa, who was standing beside her. The Wakandan king had his brows furrowed as he was deep in thought. That was their current dilemma.
They still don't know how to destroy the stone as standard laser beams couldn't destroy it. Even if it was hit repeatedly with different weapons, it still could not be destroyed. Aesira herself even tried crushing the mind stone using her magic, but it didn't even damage after she tried.
Their conversation was cut short when one of Shuri's lab assistants hurriedly knocked on the door to the room which was left open, catching the attention of the Avengers.
"Your highnesses," the assistant started as she tried catching her breath, clutching her board close to her chest. "The synthezoid is awake."
——
Back on Asgard, or whatever is left on it, Loki stirred awake. Not immediately recognizing where he was, he abruptly sat down to which his body was just forced back on the bed. Loki tried fighting whatever magic was keeping him there, but to no avail, he couldn't.
"Calm down, Loki."
Loki stopped fighting the force and immediately recognized the voice of his mother. He visibly relaxed when he saw Frigga standing beside him, her eyes scanning his body and looking for more injuries. Once Frigga was sure that her son was calm and would not do anything rash, she released the magical restraints keeping him on the bed and helped him sit.
"I'm glad you're awake, my son," Frigga told him as she enveloped him in a hug. Loki automatically wrapped his arms around his mother, resting the side of his face on her chest, feeling a familiar wave of safety wash over his body.
He was still out of it and disoriented, still recalling what had happened and how long he had been sleeping... or why he had been sleeping in the first place.
Frigga had let her son go and searched his face, only to find confusion.
Loki's eyes wandered around the place, looking around. He was not familiar with the area, yet he could see that they were surrounded by other Asgardians. Some were injured, but thankfully it was not anything serious. Only a few cuts and wounds. The guards, on the other hand, were the ones who looked as if they had gotten into war.
As Loki continued to look around, completely tuning out and ignoring whatever Frigga was telling him, his mind was looking for Thor. Where was he, and why was he not here? And Odin.
Where was Odin?
The moment his thoughts drifted to the Allfather, it was as if the events that happened prior suddenly surged in his mind, recalling every detail of the situation in the treasure room.
"F-Father," Loki hesitated a bit in calling him that, but seeing Odin unbothered by the term he called him, he figured to just continue. "If I may ask, why have you suddenly visited the vault?"
Odin understood why his son asked this. It was not a surprise to him since his action was obviously unexpected and quite shocking for Loki. He just looked at the god of mischief's face, who was still focused on enchanting the shield and just waiting for Odin's answer.
Odin didn't know how to tell him, not even sure if Loki would even believe him. Words could not express how much the Allfather regrets how he has treated his son throughout the years. He indeed treated Loki as if he were just a stolen relic, locked up until he was finally of use.
The Allfather had no excuses for the way he has treated Loki. All he could do was try and make it up to him. But he knows his time was short. It was not enough to express how sorry he was.
The first time Odin saw Loki, he thought nothing of the abandoned frost giant baby. He was not even considering bringing the baby back. But when he picked up the baby Loki, he was amazed when the blue Jotun skin faded, and the baby now looked Asgardian.
Ever since being found by Odin, it seemed as if all Loki wanted was a parental figure to be someone of whom others would be proud.
"Father?" Loki repeated, this time eyeing Odin to see the Allfather just looking at him as if lost in deep thought.
Odin smiled at his son and just shook his head. Another vision flashed brightly in front of his eyes. What he saw, he already knew his time was up.
"I am proud to call you my son, Loki," Odin said.
Before Loki could even ask or say anything, a loud crash could be heard. The both of them almost lost their footing, the ground shaking from whatever exploded.
Loki was frantic as he began finishing the enchantment. It was still far from done, but he hoped he could at least try and speed it up.
"Father! Go now!" Loki shouted to Odin, but his pleas seemed to go through deaf ears when Odin just stood his ground, gripping Gungnir firmly in his hands.
It seemed as if it all happened in a split second. The doors of the treasure room burst open as something hit the enchantment, making Loki stumble back a bit. His eyes widened in shock and terror when a tall purple alien emerged from the shadows.
It was Thanos.
Loki tried to hold the titan back, tried strengthening the barrier. Hit after hit, Loki knew the barrier was becoming weaker. He looked at Odin.
"Please, father. Go. I cannot hold him for long," he pleaded, but Odin stood firmly.
With one final hit, Loki's magic ricocheted, sending him flying through the room and crashing into the relics. He quickly stood on his feet and summoned a sword in his hand. He positioned himself between Thanos and the Tesseract, shielding his father as well.
"What happened to your glorious purpose, Loki?" Thanos asked. "I thought you wanted Asgard. Why are you acting like this now?"
"I no longer want it," Loki said through gritted teeth as he began attacking Thanos, to which the titan just kept deflecting his attempts.
"I guess my children were correct. It seems you have a new purpose. One that is back on Earth."
This caught Loki off guard, giving Thanos the chance to take advantage of the distraction as he used his gauntlet to hit Loki, throwing him to the other side of the room.
As Thanos made his way to the Tesseract, Odin blocked his way using Gungnir.
"I am afraid I cannot let you have that," Odin told him, to which the titan just chuckled.
"You can't stop me," Thanos replied as he raised his weapon and aimed for Odin.
Odin, despite being old, was quick on his feet as he blocked the weapon from hitting him using Gungnir. But he wasn't fast enough when Thanos produced a spear in his other hand.
That was the last thing he remembers before he was unconscious.
"Father," Loki muttered.
Frigga was a bit surprised as it had been quite a long time since Loki had addressed Odin as his father. This also made her heart drop, not knowing how to tell her son the fate of her husband.
Loki unknowingly started shedding a few tears. "He's dead, isn't he?" He was smiling, yet the tone of his voice indicated otherwise. "Just when I thought we could finally set aside our differences," he added, disbelievingly devastated as he shook his head.
"My son, I am sorry," Frigga enveloped him in a hug once more, allowing her hand to stroke his locks. "I couldn't do anything. When I had the vision of his final moment, I knew I could no longer do anything to prevent it. He must have known it beforehand. He always tells me how he could no longer see past a vision he had recently, indicating his death."
Loki choked upon his words as he could not find the right words to say. His tears were now dried up, but his heart still mourned for the loss of his father. He was surprised himself how easy it was for him to even consider forgiving Odin. He never even got the chance to ask for forgiveness from his father as well.
Just then, Heimdall came rushing through the crowd. From the frantic expression he was wearing on his face, Loki and Frigga knew something must have happened. Once Heimdall was in front of them, the following words he uttered had Loki freeze.
"Thanos' children are now on Earth, and the Avengers are having a hard time dealing with them."
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"Vis!" Wanda cheered happily, flinging herself to the now awake Vision and trapping him in a tight embrace. The synthezoid steadied the woman and, too, returned the hug.
"His vitals are now steady," a lab assistant told them, indicating that the switching of gems was successful.
Vision was still Vision. Thankfully, replacing the mind stone with the solar jewel did not alter his memories as he could still recall everything that happened.
"Now we've got that covered, I guess the only thing now we have to focus on is destroying the mind stone," T'Challa said.
"We need to find a way fast. If Thanos gets a hold of the reality stone, he'll come for Wakanda next to retrieve the mind stone," Aesira reminded them. "I could try again."
Steve looked at her, grabbing her by the arm. "Doll, you were drained yesterday, and you slept late. You might get hurt," he said with a hint of worry in his voice.
Aesira managed to hear the thoughts in Bucky's head, blaming himself for keeping her up so late just because of his worries. Aesira looked at Bucky and told him via her mind that he was not at fault, smiling at him warmly before returning her gaze to Steve.
"I am willing to try again if it is for the greater good," she told him with unwavering conviction. "I can handle it, Steve. I'm an enhanced Mirage soldier. And more than that, I am a mutant as well."
"I don't think you could," Vision interrupted, making the whole team look at him. Seeing Aesira's frown, Vision immediately added. "I don't mean to offend you. I do think and know that you are strong and competent, but the mind stone could only be destroyed using its own power."
"So, are you suggesting we should wield it?" Nat was the one who spoke up.
Vision shook his head. "No. That will be unnecessary," he replied before his eyes landed on Wanda. "What I am suggesting is for Wanda to destroy the mind stone. Her powers operate on a... very similar signature to the mind stone—"
"—because my powers are from the mind stone itself," Wanda finished for Vision, her voice full of understanding, before looking at T'Challa. "Do you think you can get the mind stone for me?"
T'Challa looked at Shuri, to which the younger princess understood immediately as she pressed a button. A clear glass rose from the table, revealing the infinity stone inside it.
"I think I may need you all to step outside for this," Wanda told the team as her eyes landed on Aesira. "You can stay," she said to her, taking the woman's hand in her own. "If anything goes wrong, I know you can help me."
The team understood, and they all left, one by one. Although they still stood to watch outside the lab. Once Shuri securely locked the lab, Wanda got in her stance.
"You can do it, Wands," Aesira smiled at her reassuringly as she took a step back. "I'm here."
Wanda focused on her magic, red wisps soon forming around her hands. She shot her power out directly to the mind stone in a split second, creating quite a blast. Even Aesira took a step back from the impulse Wanda's power caused.
A few seconds haven't even passed yet when something seemed to crash on the force field surrounding and covering Wakanda. Wanda stopped momentarily as she got distracted from the ground's mild shaking.
She and Aesira peered out the window, only to see space ships land outside the shield.
Notes:
I am so excited for the next chapter. Can't wait to post it! Ready your hearts, everyone.
Chapter 35: The Battle of Wakanda
Notes:
Long chapter up ahead.
Approx. more than 4k words.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Aesira could hear the team through her comms as they got ready to go down and defend Wakanda from those aliens. They knew the shield would hold them so they wouldn't pass through, but it won't hold them back forever. They have to keep the aliens busy should they go through, or otherwise, they would reach the castle where the mind stone is located.
Her eyes then trailed down, seeing the soldiers start to run to the open field and get in their stance. Her attention was now on Wanda when she felt the woman place a hand on her shoulder. She saw understanding and reassurance in Wanda's eyes.
"Go help them," Wanda told her as she nodded her head. "I'll be fine. Shuri and Vision are here with me. They need you more on the field than in here, and you know I can manage. I'll call for you telepathically if I have trouble. Don't come for me if I don't, okay?"
Aesira had a temporarily relaxed expression on her face as she gave Wanda a warm smile, lightly tapping her hand that was on her shoulder. "You know I'm a century older than you, right?" she said playfully.
Wanda chuckled as she lightly nudged Aesira by the shoulder before letting her hand fall to her side. "Go. They need you."
With a final nod, Aesira teleported outside the palace, appearing beside Steve, and started walking side by side with him, who was a bit startled by her sudden appearance.
"Shouldn't you be with Wanda?" Steve asked as they pushed through the Wakandan battalion, making their way to the front to meet the rest of the Avengers along with T'Challa.
"She said I am needed here more than back there," and before Steve could even say something to contradict her, she spoke once more, "and you and I both know it's true," she added playfully.
Steve just gave her a small smile as he sighed before he stood next to Bucky, with T'Challa just a few meters away from them.
From a distance, they could see the trees shaking violently as they slowly were caught on fire. A few trees outside the shield got uprooted and crashed to the ground. Seconds later, animal-like aliens could be seen running towards the barrier.
"Yibambe!"
"Yibambe!"
T'Challa yelled the words loudly with pride as his gaze was firm on the aliens nearing. His battalion replied with equal energy, some of them banging their weapons on the grassy ground beneath their feet, creating a sound resonating through the barriers.
Aesira's hands found Nat's cold ones. The assassin gave her a look saying that everything would be okay, even though they were provided with such uncertainty. The reassurance that everything would be alright was enough despite not entirely sure what the outcome would be. It was a false assurance, but right now, it was more than enough to calm their nerves.
From a distance, their eyes could see a figure wave her sword in the air, and the aliens weren't slowing down. Not that they planned to any time soon.
"What the hell," Bucky muttered.
Nat's brows were furrowed as she saw the aliens gaining speed, already nearing the Wakandan force field. "Looks like we pissed her off," she commented dryly.
The animal-like aliens crashed into the said force field. They were trying to push through and pass through it, some of them losing an arm, leg, or head in the process. Some's bodies were even cut in half as they tried to penetrate through the barrier.
The barrier was flickering every time an alien attempted to pass through, sending ripples up the shield before disappearing.
"They're killing themselves," Okoye observed with a frown on her face.
The troops in front immediately raised their shield when a few aliens managed to penetrate through the barrier without dying. On T'Challa's signal, the troops raised their modified spears and began firing beams at those aliens nearing them, shooting them dead—their bodies dropping to the ground.
Aesira shifted her body as she saw Bucky raise his rifle as he began shooting. She raised her hand and shot out her magic, wiping out a few of the aliens who managed to almost get near them. The aliens that were passing through the barrier were increasing in number. From above, she could see Sam fly out to the field, taking down as many enemies as he could.
"You see the teeth on those things?" Sam said through the comms as he began shooting.
Rhodey almost wanted to roll his eyes but refrained from doing so. After telling Sam to back up, Rhodey flew near the barrier and dropped grenades, allowing them to explode on the aliens. This created a vast black smoke. Despite the thickness of the smoke, the troop's eyes caught sight of the aliens as they began to go around the shield.
"Cap, these things are circling the perimeter and getting behind us," Bruce said through the comms. "There is nothing between them and the mind stone."
Aesira's eyes glanced up to look at Cap, noticing the seriousness of his expression. His eyes were set on the beings in front of them. "Then we better keep them in front of us."
"How do we do that?" Okoye asked as her gaze darted to T'Challa. The Wakandan king bit his lips as a severe expression was on his face before looking at Okoye. "We open the barrier," he replied with no hesitation.
Raising a hand to his ear, activating his comms, T'Challa spoke. "On my signal," he ordered carefully as he focused on the part of the barrier he wished to open. "Open northwest section 17."
"Requesting confirmation, my king. You said open the barrier?" the person on the other side of the comms clarified.
T'Challa nodded to no one in particular. "On my signal," he repeated.
"This would be the end of Wakanda," M'Baku muttered, almost in a whisper.
To which Okoye replied with her voice full of conviction and pride, her eyes unwavering and full of courage, "Then it will be the noblest ending in history."
From her side, Aesira saw Steve raise the shield given to him by T'Challa as the king commanded his frontline troops to lower their shields. Her eyes focused on the impending battle that was about to take place a few moments later. A purple glow could be seen surrounding her body as her irises turned purple as well, making Steve and Natasha step away from her, aware of how dangerous she could get.
The soldiers in the front stepped aside and made way for their king as he walked to the front.
"Wakanda forever!"
And with that, T'Challa's mask covered his face, the troops and the Avengers charged forward.
Aesira could feel her power radiating from her body as she hoisted herself up from the ground, flying above the rest of the troops, just above Steve and T'Challa, who were in front, leading the group. She glanced to her sides and saw Rhodey and Sam nod at her before their attention was now on defending the palace, or at least giving Wanda just enough time to destroy the stone.
T'Challa must have already sent the signal as the barrier immediately was opened, letting the aliens surge into the kingdom.
Aesira landed with a thud in the middle of a group of aliens, sending a solid wave of her magic around her and causing quite an explosion with her powers, sending them flying in the air. Her eyes were now brightly glowing in a dangerous shade of purple. Waves of her magic flowed from the tips of her fingers to six aliens, lifting them from the ground before separating her hands in opposite directions, tearing their bodies apart.
This action gained the attention of numerous aliens, many of them starting to change targets and head for her, recognizing Aesira as one of the more powerful enemies that needed to be taken down. When she saw that she was about to be surrounded, she immediately conjured a force field around her, electrocuting and burning the aliens that dared to penetrate through her shield.
A groan could be heard from nearby, making Aesira snap her head in that direction. Her eyes widened when she saw Bucky's rifle was knocked out of his hands. The super-soldier was now being tackled to the ground by an alien. He managed to kill the alien using a dagger, but Aesira saw another sprinting towards the man.
She dispersed her force field as she ran nearer to Bucky, using her magic to pick his rifle up as she blasted the alien coming up behind him.
"Stay alive and stay intact, James," Aesira told him with a smirk as he got a hold of his rifle. "Wouldn't want your body ending up all metal."
"In hindsight, don't you think metal looks good on me, doll?" Bucky replied with an equal amount of flirtation.
"Loki would kill you for that, sergeant."
The both of them chuckled at Nat's comment, who briefly passed by them before the two of them separated ways and continued on with the battle.
Aesira was now taking down each and every alien that came across her. The dangerous glow was back as she sent out her powers when she saw Rhodey being hit. She swiftly shot her hand out, commanding her magic and weaving it precisely, allowing his body to fall into the safe canopy of her magic, preventing any further damage.
She safely landed him back on his feet, Rhodey giving her a slight nod in appreciation as soon as he steadied himself.
"There's too many of 'em!" Bruce said through the comms before his scream echoed in everybody's ears. Aesira was about to find where Bruce was when a huge lightning blast crashed onto the ground. Suddenly, a colossal axe came from the said blast, hitting every alien surrounding it. It even got the aliens off of Steve, who was previously tackled to the ground.
Once the blast dispersed, Aesira was relieved to see that Thor was accompanied by... a raccoon and a tree? Her thoughts were briefly on Loki, worried why he was not with his brother.
"You guys are so screwed now!"
"Now is not the time, Bruce," Aesira reminded him after he yelled before noticing his lowered iron mask. "And put your damn mask back on."
Bruce whispered an apology as his laughter died down, following the woman's instructions.
A low growl could be heard from Cull Obsidian, and Proxima Midnight doesn't look all too happy to see the god as they enter the barrier.
"Bring me Thanos!" Thor yelled as he charged forward, with each of his steps generating lightning. Thor jumped high from the ground, his body and axe summoning lightning, his eyes turning into a bright shade of a whitish-blue glow as he hit his axe on the ground. This sent large waves of lightning to the surrounding aliens, knocking them down.
A massive rumbling from the ground beneath the barrier could be heard, and soon, a large wheeled machine emerged and rolled its way towards the troops, destroying everything in its path, whether it be the aliens or the Wakandan soldiers.
"Fall back!" T'Challa yelled frantically as he started running back and away from the contraption. "Fall back now!"
Aesira saw this and immediately teleported near T'Challa and grabbed him by his arm before teleporting him to a safer place. The king gave her a thankful nod before she looked at the destruction the machine was making. She soared off the ground once more.
With all her might, she landed with force just in time, in front of the machine, sending her powers out to block the contraption and suspending it in mid-air. She gritted her teeth as she felt the weight of the machine on her abilities. Glancing a bit behind her, she saw a group of aliens running towards her. Using enough strength, she pulled her arms back down forcefully, sending the machine crashing down on the aliens.
Aesira inhaled sharply when she saw that Steve and the rest were having a hard time bringing the aliens down, so she closed her eyes and concentrated, allowing her powers to lift herself from the ground, just high enough so she could get a good view of her teammates.
She brought her hands to her sides as she pushed out her powers, enhancing her teammates closest to her. Due to her being enhanced and power augmentation being her strength, she managed to enhance the troops that were even a bit farther from her. Everybody in the field was momentarily in awe of the bright purple glow Aesira was emanating. Bruce inwardly threw a victorious fist in the air when he felt the power enter his body.
It took a lot of concentration for Aesira not to break her magic, connecting her to her chosen targets to enhance. She had to be extremely careful not to enhance her enemies.
Given this, Aesira felt every brunt, damage, and injury the ones she was enhancing felt. Her face scrunched up as she felt the cuts, punches, and other injuries inflicted on her own body, but her powers did not relent. This only made her more determined. She let out a loud groan as she pushed more of her powers out of her body, further increasing the abilities and capabilities of the troops and the Avengers.
Bucky recognized the familiar surge of energy and power within him, his eyes searching for Aesira when his gaze finally found the woman levitating from the ground as she continued to enhance the team.
"She's enhancing us!" Bucky said through the comms as he fired at an alien.
"Do your best not to get injured, or worse die," Steve reminded the rest of them, even if it seemingly was impossible. "She can feel it if we do."
At that very moment, an alien managed to hit him in the face, making an extended cut in the process.
"You were saying, Cap?" Aesira winced as she tried to joke, but Steve knew she felt the pain of the cut.
Aesira was about to add something playful when she noticed a spear heading her way. She immediately formed a force field, deflecting the spear away from her. But she saw too late when another weapon, a hammer-like weapon, was headed towards her.
"Aesira's down!" she could hear someone shout through the comms.
The team could feel the sudden energy loss, and they immediately knew Aesira was hit as the energy dispersed, and they could no longer see her up above the ground.
Aesira was quick on her feet as she hit the ground, her face scratched as she focused on the two aliens coming towards her.
Cull Obsidian pulled his weapon back to him as he and Proxima Midnight neared Aesira.
Aesira was the one who attacked first, her magic wrapping around Cull Obsidian's weapon that he threw at her once more. Her magic was strong enough to rip it out of his hands.
A ball of her power formed in her hands and threw it towards the two, sending Cull Obsidian flying through the air, but Proxima Midnight managed to evade it. This allowed the alien to hit her with a weapon.
Aesira staggered back a bit as she glared at Proxima Midnight. She was not fast enough as the alien managed to land another hit and another and was quick to pin her to the ground, her foot stepping on Aesira's stomach. She was about to pierce her spear in Aesira when another bright blast crashed near them, making Proxima Midnight fall back and lose her leverage on the woman.
A blast of green magic was all it took for Proxima Midnight to be sent flying through the air.
Aesira gasped as she tried catching her breath as her eyes focused on the blast. She already knew from the green magic who it was. The Bifrost soon disappeared, revealing none other than her lover. She set aside every pain her body felt as she swiftly got on her feet and threw herself on Loki.
She wrapped her arms around his neck as she pulled him into a kiss, her lips fitting perfectly on his. Oh, how the both of them missed this tingling sensation their kisses brought. Loki kissed her back, sighing in relief as he was now reunited with his lover. His hands wrapped around her waist, and he attempted to pull her body closer to his.
"I missed you, Loki," Aesira told him as soon as they pulled away.
Loki smirked playfully. "I missed you more, especially the way how your lips perfectly mold into mine."
"Can the mushy stuff wait?" Nat's voice rang in the comms. "We're kinda in the middle of a battle here if you haven't noticed."
Aesira chuckled as she rested her forehead on Loki before pulling away from him. Loki was about to say something to her when she noticed how his eyes widened in horror at whatever was behind her. She immediately conjured an electric force field behind her. As soon as she spun on her heel, Proxima Midnight was sent a few steps back after getting electrocuted by her barrier.
Her eyes glowed purple once more as she lowered her force field and sent her hands out, her powers carrying Proxima Midnight and throwing her in the path of destruction a particular contraption of theirs brought. A splutter of blue liquid, what seems to be blood, made its way to Aesira and Loki's face—her face scrunching up in disgust as she looked at Loki, who seemed to act as if blood splattering on his face was already an everyday occurrence.
The two of them gave each other knowing nods as they began fighting back to back with one another, taking down the aliens in sight.
Flashes of purple and green could be seen illuminating a particular part of the field. The brightness their combined forces brought was seemingly beautiful, and they would have stopped to enjoy the beauty in other circumstances.
A beautiful combination of purple and green was what sent a hoard of aliens to disintegrate as Loki and Aesira held each other's hands.
"AESIRA!"
Aesira looked at Loki and knew he could hear that voice too. It was Wanda calling for help.
"You stay here. I'll go to her," Aesira instructed, and before she could even leave, Loki grabbed her wrists.
A worried look was on his face, but he trusted in her strength and knew she could handle herself. "Stay alive."
Aesira smiled at him before she disappeared, teleporting quickly to the castle. Upon setting herself in the lab, she saw a bunch of aliens manage to infiltrate the room. She was even wondering how Cull Obsidian managed to get himself there that fast.
She immediately sent her magic to Cull Obsidian, getting him off Wanda and sending him crashing to the wall.
Wanda immediately got up as she tried hitting Corvus Glaire with her magic. He was now holding the infinity stone in his hand. She successfully hit him, pushing him to a wall and letting go of the mind stone. Unfortunately, the infinity stone rolled on the floor and fell out the broken window.
Both Corvus and Wanda looked at each other briefly before jumping out the window consecutively, fighting for the possession of the mind stone.
Aesira, on the other hand, now had Cull Obsidian trapped in her powers, lifting him off the ground and suffocating him—killing him in the process. She took a step back as soon as Cull's body dropped dead on the floor.
Her attention was now on Shuri, who was tending an impaled Vision.
"Stay with him and call me if they come back," Aesira told the princess before she jumped off the window, following Wanda and Corvus.
A body belonging to a certain Corvus Glaire dropped dead to the ground when she caught up to Wanda, who was now in possession of the mind stone. Steve was beside her, who seemed to have aided in killing the alien. Her rejoicing was cut short when a cloudy blue portal formed not so far away from them, catching her attention.
From the blue portal emerged Thanos.
She inhaled sharply, a wave of fear creeping up her nerves. She was very much aware of how powerful the titan is, given that she saw Loki's memories and felt each and every torture he experienced under Thanos. The fear was quickly replaced with anger as she recalled how broken and bruised Loki had become, both physically and mentally, and it was all this wrinkly purple grape's fault.
"Eyes up," Steve muttered as he kept his eye on the titan. "Stay sharp."
Aesira's eyes widened when she saw the amount of power Thanos possessed as he just controlled Bruce, letting him float through his body and trapping them in a rock wall. Steve was thrown aside as Nat was now trapped under a pile of rocks.
Her eyes found Wanda's, a nod was enough to signal to tell her what to do. "I'll hold him off for you."
Wanda stepped back as she raised the mind stone in the air, sending her powers as strong as she could to destroy it.
Meanwhile, Aesira walked towards Thanos. She teleported right in front of him, and before he could even notice, she sent out her magic and hit Thanos in the face, making him step back. She did not give Thanos the chance to recover as she teleported to another location and shot him once more.
She kept on teleporting randomly around Thanos as he was distracted and kept hitting him. But as soon as she emerged again, Thanos' fist immediately met her face, making her fall back to the ground. Aesira could feel the blood drip from her mouth. Pain washed over her body as she felt the impact of the punch.
She immediately got back on her feet, now conjuring a massive force field containing Thanos and pushing him around as he neared Wanda. She felt the force of Thanos' strength on her force field as she tried her best to keep him far away from the mind stone. She threw a massive ball of her powers on her force field that managed to send the titan a few meters back.
Her hands twisted, her magic tightly wrapping around his body. She jumped and landed on Thanos' shoulders, her force field still keeping him away from Wanda. She planted her hands on Thanos' head. The moment she entered his mind, she could feel the immense amount of power the infinity stones gave him. It felt as if she was slowly being torn apart.
A loud yell escaped her lips when she felt something within her try and fight the pain that surged in her body.
She tried taking control over his mind, but the mad titan was just too strong. His willpower was strong enough to resist her mind control. Because she was using multiple powers at once, her restraints on him were loosened, and her force field weakened slightly. With one final strike, the barrier blocking him from reaching Wanda was shattered.
He grabbed Aesira's leg and threw her off him. She took quite a fall, her head hitting one of the rocks. She desperately tried keeping her eyes open despite the blood that started trickling down her face. A breath of relief was released from her mouth when she saw a vast blast of magic explode, feeling its remnants in the air that sent the trees almost being uprooted.
Wanda found Aesira's eyes that were barely even open and gave her a tired smile.
Their relief was seemingly cut short when they saw Thanos raise his hand wearing the gauntlet, a glow of green coming from it. With a twist of his wrist, he rewound time. Aesira gasped in horror when she saw the mind stone repaired as if it was as good as new.
"NO!" Wanda yelled, but before she could even grab hold of the infinity stone, she was hit by Thanos and thrown off.
The titan picked the infinity stone from the ground and put it in his gauntlet. Thanos let out a short yell when he felt the electrifying feeling the infinity stones gave him once the mind stone was attached to his gauntlet.
His gaze was on his hand when a blast of lightning hit Thanos and pushed him to the ground. Thanos pointed the gauntlet towards the sky and used the infinity stones gauntlet, as Thor threw Stormbreaker to Thanos' direction—deflecting the infinity stones' powers—before it plunged itself deep inside Thanos' chest.
Thor walked nearer to Thanos, who was on his knees, grunting in pain from the impact.
"You'd die for that," Thor muttered angrily as he pushed Stormbreaker deeper into Thanos' chest, with the titan grunting more from the pain.
Thor glared at the mad titan, who was now inhaling sharply. The god was taken aback when Thanos spoke, a bit surprised that he still had the energy to talk after bearing the brunt of his axe.
"You should have gone for the head," Thanos said as he raised his hand.
Thor's eyes widened, but it was too late. A bright light immediately engulfed everyone's vision after Thanos snapped. A blue portal appeared behind the titan, sucking him away, Stormbreaker falling to the ground as the god of thunder stared in shock.
Steve, although injured, went to Aesira's side and helped her stand up. She was not in the best state, considering how much she fought out there and took on Thanos. He held her and kept her balanced as the two of them went to Thor.
"Where'd he go?" Steve asked, looking around. "Thor? Where'd he go?" he repeated when the god of thunder did not give any response.
"Steve?"
Both Steve and Aesira looked at Bucky, their eyes full of a shock to see their friend turn to dust as he fell to the ground. Steve gave Aesira to Thor, the god of thunder, immediately supporting the woman as Steve walked towards the ground where Bucky fell and disappeared, dropping to his knees before returning his gaze to them.
"Wanda!" Aesira's voice cracked as she watched her friend look at her with grief in her eyes before she too fully turned to dust. She tried to struggle out of Thor's grip, but the god did not relent. She did not have enough strength to even push him away.
From the corner of her eyes, she saw that the team had found their way to them. Or at least what was left of them. Bruce, Nat, Rocket, and Rhodey looked around them, confused about what was taking place.
"What is this?" Rhodey asked as he looked at them. "What the hell is happening?"
Nobody answered.
That was when Aesira felt something funny within her. She let out a startled whimper, catching the attention of the people surrounding her. She frantically got out of Thor's grip and immediately distanced herself from him.
Something was building up in her stomach and making its way up her throat. Nat immediately dropped beside Aesira with fear that she too would get dusted as well. Aesira looked at Nat briefly and worryingly, but she immediately coughed up dust the moment she opened her mouth.
"You're going to be okay," Nat tried to reassure her as tears started to form in her eyes, thinking that Aesira would turn to dust as well. "You're going to be fine."
Aesira continued coughing up dust until she felt that there was no more until she felt the dryness and pain in her throat. She looked at her hands and her body, puzzled why she had not yet turned to dust. She looked up and met the gazes of her teammates, of Nat's who was closest to her.
What happened to her? Why did she cough up dust? Shouldn't she be dusted thoroughly? After all, that was what seemed to happen to the people around—
That was when it hit her. She was not the one dusted.
Someone else was.
Somebody who was within her.
A loud, pained yell escaped her lips as Aesira fell to her knees.
Notes:
So, any thoughts about this chapter? I rewatched Infinity War just for this HAHA.
Chapter 36: The Losses
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Loki was tackled to the ground, the aliens getting ready to bite his face, its jaws outstretched and ready to pounce. The god raised his arm, shielding his face as he waited for the bite that never came. His brows were furrowed, eyes full of confusion when the alien turned to dust before it could even attack.
His eyes looked around as he pushed himself off the ground. Troops and aliens alike began to turn to dust. He was worried, his mind panicking, when he thought of his lover meeting the same fate as the ones he just saw.
Before he could even begin searching, a massive wave of energy exploded from a distance, making the ground beneath him shake and a few trees tumble down. The troops left behind were steady on their feet and on guard if another fight was about to ensue.
Loki immediately recognized the bits of magic that floated in the air and knew it was Aesira. In a split second, he managed to teleport himself to where she was. He saw the rest of the team—or what's left of them—with her.
"Aesira!" Loki gasped as he ran to her side.
He dropped to the ground beside her kneeling state. Tears were streaming down her face, yet her eyes were just wide open as her body seemed to be frozen in place. Loki shifted and positioned himself in front of the woman, allowing his hands to cup her face.
Aesira refused to meet Loki's gaze no matter how hard he tried to catch her eyes.
He looked at the team, not knowing whether to feel worried or furious. "What happened?" he asked and looked at them one by one before his eyes landed on Thor. "Brother?"
Nobody answered him as none of them also knew what happened to Aesira. They were equally worried and surprised when she just let out a massive amount of her power, shouting as hard as she could until her voice ran out and she could no longer scream.
"I—I lost...," Aesira spoke in a hoarse voice as she choked on her sobs. She shut her eyes tightly as she let more tears fall from her eyes. She was feeling frail and vulnerable. When she looked up, her eyes met Loki's worried ones, and she felt even more furious and angry with herself. "I'm—I'm sorry."
She let out a strangled cry as she allowed her body to lean on Loki, the god immediately catching her weight. He shifted himself, so he was now sitting on the ground as Aesira buried her face in his chest. He could feel the grip of her fingers tighten on the fabric of his armor as she continued to weep.
"It's okay, darling. It's okay," Loki tried to assure her despite not knowing what she was apologizing for. He could feel her shaking her head. "What happened?" he demanded as he looked at the others, searching for answers.
"We don't know, Loki," Nat was the one who dared to speak up. "She just dropped to the ground and began crying. I thought she was going to disappear too when she started coughing up dust."
Coughing up dust?
"Allow me."
Their attention shifted to a newly-arrived Vision. He was staggering as he tried to walk nearer to them, holding his injured stomach. It was nothing serious as Wanda had managed to defend him before the aliens could even kill him.
Vision carefully knelt beside Aesira, his movements being very gentle as he sensed her that she was not in the right state of mind as of the moment. He concentrated on his powers, and thankfully, the solar jewel managed to retain his abilities as a replacement to the mind stone.
He makes a quick scan of Aesira's vitals as well as assesses her body's status. He almost let out a gasp when he discovered something. A severe expression washed over his face before whispering what Aesira's condition was to Loki.
The team was too far away, and Vision's voice was far too soft, so they could not hear what the synthezoid told the god. Whatever it was, it seemed to have drained the color on Loki's face, his jaw-dropping as he tried to process whatever Vision had told him.
——
The rest of the team was back safely in the castle after the fight. Okoye suggested for them to stay for a while to regain their strength before returning to the compound. Wakanda was now left without their king and princess as they were too part of those who were dusted.
"She's been crying nonstop ever since we arrived at the palace," Bruce commented, his face frowning and full of worry when another pained scream of Aesira rang through the palace walls.
The team was worried. Aesira has always been the one to lift their moods and calm them down, either whenever she was using her powers or just simply talking to them. So seeing her lose control and break apart was something that terrified the Avengers.
This was the very first time they saw her dissociated and unhinged from reality. The grief and anger she was radiating now was nothing compared to the times they'd seen her unleash her power. Even when she was kidnapped by Hydra or provoked by Mirage, she always stood her ground. She was the one who usually kept her emotions intact.
They tried to ask Loki what happened, seeing that Aesira was not in the right state of mind at the moment, but the god of mischief was still too in shock to even form coherent sentences—his articulacy flew out the window.
He shed no tears, but Thor knew his brother well enough to know something was wrong. The way Loki's eyes glinted with a hint of pain and grief. It was almost similar to the look Thor saw in his brother's eyes after previously working for Thanos in the past.
"Vision," Steve called out to the synthezoid who had just entered the room. He was put asleep for a while as the lab assistants who weren't dusted fixed him up.
"Yes, Captain?"
"You know what's wrong, don't you?" Steve asked and saw the synthezoid's subtle nod. "Tell us. Please. We need to know how to help them," he added, pertaining to Loki and Aesira.
"Darling, calm down—"
Another loud sob broke out as they heard Loki trying to calm Aesira down. They were equally pained upon hearing the woman's grieving cries and screams once more, and they felt even worse for not even knowing how to help her.
Vision sighed as he went to the team nearer. "She was pregnant."
They took in a sharp breath upon hearing the words. Aesira was pregnant as they were fighting with the aliens—as they were fighting with Thanos. And the dust that Aesira coughed up... It made sense. It broke their hearts even more, when they realized that Aesira's baby was one of those who got dusted.
Thor dropped Stormbreaker to the ground as he couldn't believe what he heard. He was supposed to be an uncle. Loki was about to be a father. His grief was soon replaced with guilt as he concluded that he was partly at fault for his brother and Aesira's loss.
If he had only aimed for the head, they would have won. Thanos wouldn't have snapped, and Aesira's baby would still be with her—
It was as if his strength was sucked out of his body as he fell back on the couch. Reality started to sink in.
"Love, please. You need to drink at least this water and sleep," Loki pleaded as Aesira kept on pushing the glass of water away from her. "You'll be dehydrated at this point."
Aesira sighed when she saw his pleading eyes. She hesitantly grabbed the glass with her shaky hands. Loki also held the glass for support, seeing she was in her vulnerable state. The moment the drink touched her lips, the water trickling down her throat, she felt as if another set of dust was yet to be coughed up—making Aesira turn frantic once more as she sent the glass flying away from her, allowing it to shatter on a nearby wall.
Loki looked at her worriedly as he fixed the glass with his seiðr before he wrapped his arms around the woman again. He tried to whisper sweet nothings in her ear, telling her that everything would be okay. But he knew that was a big lie as he was uncertain if everything would still be alright.
They just lost their very first child. Their unborn baby never got to experience the beauty of the universe. He was still unsure of becoming a father because he did not want to create another version of himself, but just thinking of the child they lost to the snap, Loki shared a fair amount of grief with his lover.
But he knew his grief was incomparable to what Aesira was feeling. The woman had always been vocal about starting a family and becoming a mother one day. She was so adamant about the idea of bearing children as this was what she had always wanted even before Mirage happened.
So to discover the one thing she desired in life taken away from her, he knew how much it broke and tore her apart piece by piece on the inside.
Aesira just kept crying and crying as she repeatedly blamed herself for not saving her child. Her tears soon dried up, no longer falling from her eyes—as if they had already run out—but she was still feeling the immense amount of agony beginning to cloud her mind.
Her heart was aching so much. It felt as if it was ripped out of her chest and repeatedly stomped on and tortured. It felt as if many needles pierced through each and every vein and artery. And after that torture, it felt as if her heart was then put back in her chest just to make her feel the throbbing pain her heart experienced.
She should have known better that she was pregnant. There were so many signs in the past month—so many pregnancy symptoms that she failed to notice. Maybe, if only she had seen, she would have saved her baby. Her baby did not deserve any of this.
Her baby didn't even get the chance to live a life, to experience what it feels like to have parents. She never even had the opportunity to experience being a mother. All her hopes and dreams of showering her children with love and care went down the drain.
She lost the one thing she kept dormant and protected within her for the past century.
Hope . That shining, glimmering, tiny amount of hope within her was lost.
"Darling, please don't think that way," Loki whispered in her ear as he guided the two of them to the bed. He helped her lie down before laying next to her, letting her head rest on his chest as he wrapped his arms tightly around her body.
He heard and felt every thought and emotion Aesira was thinking and feeling. It broke him even more, to discover that she was blaming herself for not protecting their baby.
Aesira shut her eyes and shook her head as she buried her face in Loki's chest, her grip on his clothes tightening under her fingers as she felt the familiar agony begin to wash over her once more.
"I could have protected our baby," she squeaked softly. "We almost made a family."
Her mind drifted to one of the memories of hers and Loki's as they were talking about their future plans, if ever, or what it would be like if they ever started a family.
"Darling, wake up," Loki cooed as he turned to face the woman, his hands finding their way to her face as he stroked her cheek gently.
The both of them were sent on an undercover mission by Fury. They were posing as husband and wife, and currently, it was only the third day ever since they arrived at the house where they were neighbours with their target.
Aesira shifted a bit as she slowly started rousing from her sleep. Her eyes were still closed, but her mind was already awake. She could feel the gentle touches Loki was making on her cheek. Even if she didn't open her eyes, she knew the god was staring at her face fondly.
"Good morning, Loki," she greeted him, her eyes still closed. She immediately smiled when she felt his lips on hers. She couldn't help giggling as she instinctively wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him down to her, closer to her body.
Loki sighed against her lips as he placed his arms on either side of her head. He balanced himself on top of the woman and prevented his weight from crushing her body. The soft sound of the exchanging of sloppy kisses could be heard amidst the silence in the room.
As much as Loki loved connecting his mouth to hers, he knew they still had a mission to complete. It took every ounce of self-control to pull away from her lips that were the object of his desires. Aesira pouted as she opened her eyes, even attempting to chase his lips in the process.
"Now, now, darling," Loki teased with a smile as he pulled her body up to sit. "Let's save the pleasant kisses for later. We still have to go through with today's agenda."
"Damn the mission," Aesira complained like a child as Loki pulled her up to her feet. "I could get used to this every day."
"Which one? The mission?"
Aesira shook her head as she slipped on a pair of soft slippers on her feet before clinging to Loki's arm. "Nope. Waking up beside you," she answered.
"It's not like it's any more different than what we are accustomed to," Loki chuckled, thinking of how frequent the both of them were in each other's room, whether it be Aesira in Loki's room or vice versa.
"Though I have to admit, it would be such a pleasant feeling if I were to wake up beside you, with you as my wife," Loki confessed as the both of them reached the kitchen.
Aesira could feel her heart clench—in a good way, that is. She knew it was improbable for them to get married, considering the line of work they are in. Plus the fact that they were just dating for almost only two months. It was still too early for them to think of marriage, so hearing Loki at least not against the idea of having her as his wife was already making her swoon.
"If we ever get wedded one day," Aesira started as she opened the fridge, getting four eggs. "Would you fancy having a child with me?"
Loki surprisingly smiled as he positioned himself behind the woman and gave her a back hug as she broke the eggs into the bowl. If they weren't on a mission, one would think they were a regular newly-wedded couple on the first week of their honeymoon.
"I'd have no one else in mind, my love," Loki whispered as he placed small kisses on her neck.
"I'd love to have two children. One boy and one girl."
"Wouldn't it be lovely if our son was our eldest?" Loki smiled happily at the thought. "He'd be in charge of protecting our younger daughter."
But amidst the happy thoughts, Loki's mind was filled with doubt. Doubt with himself if he could ever be a good father. Loki did not want to become someone like Odin — someone whose children resented him. He didn't want them to become monsters like their father.
Aesira heard his thoughts, immediately stopped beating the egg. She turned around in his hold and cupped his cheeks.
"You are nowhere near a monster, love," she told him as her eyes scanned his face. "I am certain you will be the best father our children will ever have. You'll be the father they will brag in school if we ever send them to one," she added, chuckling at the thought.
Loki knew it would take a while before the doubt in his mind would vanish, but hearing those soothing, kind, loving words from the woman, was enough, for now, to make him believe her. He pulled her closer to his body and gave her a sweet, loving kiss once more before Aesira was the one who pulled away this time.
"Now, now, Loki," Aesira teased as she returned to cooking breakfast. "Don't distract me further. We still have a mission."
"I know, darling. I know," Loki cooed as he brushed her hair, subtly letting his seiðr flow from his fingertips to her head, briefly grasping the memory from a month ago. "But please. Rest first. Don't blame yourself. I can feel your exhaustion, my love."
"I don't want to sleep. I'm terrified you'll also disappear when I open my eyes."
Loki's expression softened as he looked at her face. He could see her eyes slowly drooping as she tried to fight off his sleeping spell. He did not want to resort to trickery, but he knew the more she was awake, the more drained she would become.
"I will still be here when you wake, my heart. I promise. I love you," Loki whispered.
Aesira could feel the drowsiness start to cloud her mind, and she was too out of focus to even discover that it was Loki's doing. She opened her mouth and let out a yawn before her eyes fluttered shut, finally falling asleep.
Notes:
HI! I just want to inform you guys that after this chapter, I'll only be able to update once a week instead of twice a week because my schedule currently is packed because of schoolwork and events with my organization in school. I hope you understand! Hopefully, I'll be able to update every Saturday weekly.
Chapter 37: The Aftermath
Notes:
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It was still early the next day.
Loki awoke at precisely five in the morning. After lulling Aesira to sleep yesterday, he soon drifted off to dreamland, as well as he was also exhausted from the day before. He glanced down and saw Aesira's tear-stricken, sleeping face.
That was when the events of yesterday seemed to catch up to him. All in one day, he lost his father and his supposed child, both taken away from him. He lost Odin when they had just reconciled. He didn't even have a chance to at least bond with him. He also lost a child, not even giving him a chance to be a father.
He let out a soft sob, feeling the tears pool in his eyes before they rolled down his cheeks. He cried as quietly as possible, not wanting to wake his beloved. Aesira was already carrying so much grief in her heart, having a heavy burden on her shoulders. He did not like to contribute to any more of that.
It felt as if someone had ripped a hole in his heart the moment he discovered their baby was dusted. And it also felt as if someone destroyed an essential piece in his life's puzzle when Odin died.
More tears started flowing out of his eyes. Not wanting to worry and wake Aesira up with his grief, he carefully lifted her head and laid it on the pillow. He climbed out of bed carefully, then brought the blanket up to her shoulders. He let his lips touch her forehead, leaving a soft kiss before he quietly exited the room.
Wakanda seemed colder than it originally was this morning as Loki decided to walk around the quiet halls. The palace never seemed so empty before. He did not know where the others were at the moment. His best guess was they were probably still resting and regaining their strength and treating their injuries from yesterday's battle.
That reminds him. He and Aesira were still untreated for their injuries. Even if he knew the woman would heal faster than an average human, he figured he would still have to tend to her injuries later when she woke up.
At these challenging times, he knew that he would have to be the one who would remain stronger this time. Most of the time, Aesira was the one who kept him and everyone else steady and grounded. She was a natural at keeping everybody sane and calm. The least he could do now was return the favour to her and be more patient and understanding when dealing with situations involving the woman.
"Loki."
The god of mischief stopped in his tracks and turned his head back, only to see that it was Natasha who called him. She soon caught up to him and started walking with him.
"How's Aesira?" she asked with a hint of worry in her voice. "We—We heard her nonstop screams as soon as we arrived here, then it suddenly stopped."
"She refused my request for her to rest. She might not have been aware, but I can feel her power starting to drain yesterday. If she doesn't rest long enough, she'll fall ill," Loki explained the events yesterday while they were in the room. "I was forced to cast a sleeping spell on her. Otherwise, her strength would have depleted if she didn't rest."
"That's good to hear."
Only the heavy clacking of their footsteps could be heard echoing through the empty palace halls as the assassin and god fell into a tense silence. Loki did not need to read Natasha's mind to know what was on the tip of her tongue, what she was itching to ask or say.
As soon as they reached the balcony, opening the door and letting the cool morning breeze whoosh in the palace, Loki sighed and frowned. "Say it, Lady Natasha," he said. "I know you want to say something."
"I'm sorry," she exclaimed out as she let out a long sigh. "I'm sorry for your loss."
Of course. Just what Loki expected. His throat constricted, a knot seemingly forming, as he bit back the words he wanted to say. He was not upset with what Natasha said, but he was not happy either. He was just reminded once again of what made him and Aesira upset.
Natasha felt the god's change in mood, so she did what she thought was best. She muttered a soft apology once more as she gave his shoulder a gentle pat. After that, she quietly left the god alone.
Loki's frustration was building up more and more the more he thought of the what-ifs he could have done yesterday, the what-ifs that could have possibly changed the outcomes of the present.
What if he finished the shield around the vault in time? Would he have saved Odin's life? Would he have prevented Thanos from obtaining the Tesseract?
What if he arrived earlier in Wakanda? Would he have faced Thanos off instead of Aesira?
What if he just managed to help Thor in killing Thanos? He could have prevented his baby and the rest of the population from turning to dust.
He gritted his teeth as the what-ifs made way to his mind one by one. He slammed his hands on the railing, tightly gripping it as he tried to hold back from screaming and waking the rest of the castle up. He did not want to show them his grief.
No.
He wanted to show the world his rage.
Infuriation and rage-filled his mind, replacing the fear he once had for Thanos. He wanted nothing more than to behead the purple grape—to make the titan feel each and every torture Loki went under his hand. He tried to make the titan suffer the same way he suffered—the same way Aesira is now suffering because of Thanos.
Then, his mind—the rage he was feeling—was quickly overridden with grief once more. He felt his magic start to radiate from his hands when he heard someone scream telepathically. Wanda was dusted, so there was the only one left who could do that via their mind.
Loki immediately let go of the railings and teleported to his room to see Aesira wide awake. Her eyes were wide open as tears rolled down her cheeks once again. Fear was glistening in her eyes.
"Aesira, my love. I'm here," he ran to her side and swiftly pulled her in his arms. "It's okay. I'm here."
Loki could feel Aesira's body shaking under his embrace. He could feel the fear radiating through her body as sobs erupted from her mouth. He felt how scared she was from how her delicate hands clung tightly to the fabric of his clothing. Her thumb was running circles around the exposed skin of his bicep, her fingers lightly digging into his skin.
She crawled closer to Loki's body.
"You—You said you'll be here when I wake up," Aesira's voice shook as she tried her best to speak. "You weren't here and—and I got scared because I... I thought it was all a dream, and you were dusted—"
If it was possible, Loki could feel his heart crack. He hugged her even tighter as he let his hands touch her bare skin underneath her cloth, just to reassure her that he was real. He allowed her to feel his warmth to assure her that this was not a dream.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have left your side, my love," he apologized as he briefly kissed the side of her head. "I'm here, my love. Don't be scared."
It took quite a while before Aesira calmed down from her morning breakdown. The snap has taken a lot on her. She lost not only her baby but also her friends. Wanda's dusted body kept replaying in her mind. Her heart clenched when she remembered the shock and horror she felt when she saw Bucky being dusted as well.
Just like Loki, she blamed herself for not being enough—for not being able to hold Thanos back. She could have killed him—beheaded him. If she were more potent, she might have had a better chance at taking Thanos down.
With a sharp intake of breath and forced gulps, Aesira quietly murmured to Loki that she was hungry. Loki understood immediately and offered if she wanted to come along with him while he made something for her, but the woman wanted to be alone in the meantime.
She was not hysterical anymore that Loki was dusted. His presence when she woke up was enough to at least ground her to reality. She also wanted to try and get some fresh air as she felt so suffocated by the four walls of the room she was in.
Still hesitant in leaving her alone and allowing her to roam around, Loki complied with Aesira's request and reluctantly left for the kitchen, which he had yet to find in the large empty palace.
Once she was alone once more, Aesira wiped the rest of her tears off her face. She went to the bathroom in the room and went for the sink, splashing the cold water on her face. She was still hoping everything that happened was just a dream—that they hadn't faced Thanos yet and were still in the process of destroying the mind stone.
It was her wishful thinking, hoping she would just wake up and discover her baby was still with her—her friends still with them.
After moping a bit in the bathroom, she finally left her room. The emptiness of the palace could be felt with the absence of the king and princess. With nobody running what was left of Wakanda, someone has yet to assume the position of leading or at least helping the kingdom.
Each step she took was heavy, practically almost dragging her feet on the floor as she walked. Her mind then thought of the Avengers, what's left of them. She wondered where they were, if they were still in Wakanda, or if they had gone somewhere else.
As she was lost in thought, her feet brought her outside the palace. Finally, she saw people. She recognized a few as part of some tribes in Wakanda. The Wakandans have realized who she was and gave her a nod of acknowledgement.
She was thankful that they were respectful enough to not start a conversation with her as she was not really in the mood to socialize yet. The people must have figured it was best to let her be, either from the aura she exuded or the redness and puffiness of her eyes.
Aesira soon found a large rock where she could sit. Carefully positioning herself on top of the rock, bringing up her feet and letting her knees meet her chest, she closed her eyes and allowed the morning breeze to kiss every exposed skin on her body.
It felt therapeutic, in a way.
"What do you mean you still haven't received anything from Tony?"
Meanwhile, inside the palace, a particular sister of Stark was overly worried as Steve informed her there was still no sign of Tony returning to Earth.
The woman was clearly unhappy with this. First, she was forced to come to this kingdom as per her brother's orders even though she insisted that she could handle herself numerous times. Second, only two days prior, she discovered Tony somehow managed to end up in space.
The story of how that happened was still yet unknown. All Athena knew was that her brother was probably millions—or even billions—of kilometers away from her, lost in the vast emptiness in space while being accompanied by some teen spider hero from Queens and a wizard with a magical cape. She couldn't be more worried.
Third and hopefully the last, her worry skyrocketed through the roof of the palace when she discovered that her brother still hadn't contacted a single one of them yet. She prays Tony to be alive when he comes back to Earth so that she can kill him herself for making her worry so fucking much.
"We still haven't received any signal so far. The last message Tony sent us was that he was off to space, and then the signal was cut," Steve explained in a calm voice, not wanting to agitate the woman any further.
Athena closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose in frustration. What luck. She also couldn't go home back to Los Angeles. Other than they still were unsure how unsafe it was outside Wakanda, she had nowhere else to go at the moment.
She tried calling her manager the day before, only to discover that she and most of their co-workers were part of the ones dusted as well. Her best option was staying in the kingdom, or at least wherever the Avengers are.
Her heart broke when she discovered Wanda was also dusted. One of the only two people and women of the team she was friends with was gone. Although she was still thankful Natasha didn't disappear, or else she would have gone hysterical otherwise.
Though, Aesira was still here. She is also one of the women now in the Avengers. But Athena was not close to her yet, so she couldn't feel relieved to see her still alive.
"Well, then do something!" Athena half-yelled exasperatedly and desperately. "Anything!"
Steve stretched his arm out and attempted to comfort the woman by rubbing her shoulder, but he stopped midway, sighing as he let his hand fall back down to his side. If things were the way before, he would have no problem making physical contact with her and whispering her reassurances.
But things were different now. Steve had to understand and always remember that.
"Why don't you get some fresh air?" he suggested, feeling suffocated the longer he stayed in the same room as the woman. "It might help you calm down."
"What do you even know about—" Athena stopped in the middle of her sentence, giving what Steve said consideration. She only realized that moment how much stress she had been feeling, and she knew it would do her good—walking outside and breathing in the fresh air.
Sighing, she heeded his suggestion and raised her hands briefly. "Okay. Okay," she gave in. "I'll take a stroll. But call me back when even a small signal from Tony comes. Got that, Rogers?"
"Got it," Steve answered, relieved that Athena conceded.
His eyes trailed on her back as she left the room. Opposed to what he initially perceived, he seemed more irritable when her presence was gone. He was frustrated. His stress was caused not by only his teammates and best friend getting dusted. It was also caused by the thought of the woman.
Athena would be enough for him to remain serene and calm in different circumstances. He knew that he wouldn't be as stressed as now if he and Athena were like before under other circumstances.
But they weren't. A rip in their friendship was made, and he was torn. His body fell back to the chair as he let out a deep breath, hoping to hear soon from Tony and wishing the man wasn't part of those who were dusted.
"Stupid, know-it-all, Captain America, Steve Rogers in sparkly spangle pants."
Aesira's eyes fluttered open when she heard a familiar voice of a woman coming nearer to where she was at. She was still sitting on the rock and had not moved ever since ten minutes ago. It was peaceful here, and it managed to indeed take the stress away from her momentarily.
Turning her head, Aesira saw the frown on Athena's face. The woman kept her eyes on the ground. That's why she has not noticed Aesira yet. The longer Aesira looked at the woman's face, the more she saw the semblance she had with Tony.
The only thing that stood out from Athena's appearance was her striking wavy, cascading, navy blue locks that reached by the middle of her back.
Due to her enhanced hearing, Aesira could hear the chain of profanities that was spewing out Athena's mouth, making the former chuckle in the process.
Athena's head shot up when she heard a soft, almost muffled giggle. Her eyes found the Aesira's, who she now discovered was sitting on the rock. She was caught off guard, unaware of the woman's presence nearby. Athena was too caught up in her "101 ways to curse Steve Rogers" monologue to even notice Aesira.
Cat got her tongue; Athena took the opportunity to briefly eye the woman in front of her. She had black curly hair that reached past her shoulders. Several cuts and scars could be observed on the woman's body, probably from the missions and fights, she went on in the past.
To Athena's eyes, Aesira seemed ethereal. Her beauty was unearthly. She might have been exaggerating in her thoughts, but seeing the woman before her made her slightly insecure. Only slightly.
Of course, being a Stark herself, she refused to admit that out loud. Athena is gorgeous, and she knew that. Otherwise, she wouldn't be named the most beautiful face back in 2015. Her face is what usually got her gigs in the show business. Her intelligence was an added bonus.
Aesira smiled and let out a soft laugh when she heard Athena's thoughts praising her. She also caught on the Stark pride along the way. This made Athena snap out of her thoughts. She feigned a cough as she motioned to the empty space beside Aesira.
"May I?" Athena asked, not quite sure why she decided to stay here. She barely even knew the Enchantress, only knowing her through the news and from her brother.
Aesira nodded, a kind smile plastered on her face that Athena's worries and precautions with her seemed to suddenly vanish into thin air. The latter realized why the woman was named The Enchantress right then and there. She was captivating, after all.
"So, any particular reason why you were spitting out profanities to Rogers this early?" Aesira's voice was playful as she tried to lighten the mood.
Suddenly remembering why she was frustrated in the first place, the frown came back on Athena's face. "Don't need a reason," she muttered under her breath as she kept her eyes on the ground. "He's just his usual asshole self."
Aesira just chuckled. She didn't tell the woman off for saying such things to Steve. She was in no position to do that, being one of the team's newer members. Besides, she felt Athena's words were just empty. Being the empath, Aesira knew there was something more beneath that bitchy personality Athena has reserved exclusively for the captain and Bucky.
Aesira could feel Athena's emotions floating freely in the air.
"Any word from Tony?" Aesira asked.
Athena shook her head. "Nada. I swear to god, if he's dead when he returns, I'll kill him," she said irritatedly.
Aesira could not understand the dynamics of how having siblings work based on what she has seen so far from the two Starks. She knew they would banter with one another from time to time—story in curtesy of Nat—but underneath all the shit they throw at each other, the Starks knew they had each other's backs.
This was one of the few times Aesira felt envious, not having her own sibling.
"Tony needs a good kick once he returns. I'm free to lend a helping hand," Aesira muttered nonchalantly, which automatically sent Athena into a series of giggles.
Okay. Athena takes back what she thought. She might have been relieved a tiny bit that Aesira was not dusted.
Notes:
Hi! Sorry, it took a whole week to update. Like what I mentioned in the previous chapter, updates will slow down for the meantime since it's my exam week this week and next.
Comments are highly appreciated. Thank you! <3
Chapter 38: Coping Mechanism
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"My love?"
Aesira tore her eyes away from the conversation she and Athena were having. Her attention was now on Loki, who apparently was looking for her.
Seeing the slight smile on her face, Loki was a bit relieved to know that she was no longer crying. He gave Athena a grateful nod before he went nearer to his lover. Aesira stood up, letting Loki briefly kiss the side of her head.
"I've made you breakfast. It's currently in the dining hall," Loki told her.
"You? Made breakfast? Or did you ask for help from someone?" Aesira teased.
Loki frowned and feigned offense, and being the dramatic god he is, he brought a hand to his chest and let out a soft gasp. "Darling, you wound me."
Aesira just raised a brow at him, a slight smirk forming on her lips to let him know she could see through his lies. The god let out a sigh of defeat before chuckling.
"Okay, maybe I did get help from one of the cooks," Loki admitted.
"Thought so," Aesira answered before she turned back to Athena. "Will you join me for breakfast?"
"Uh," Athena hesitated, but when she saw the woman's eager look, she figured to just agree. "Okay. I mean, I will if it's fine with Morticia Addams here."
"I beg your pardon?"
Aesira let out a hearty laugh upon hearing the nickname Athena had called Loki, the god not quite getting the reference. Athena is undoubtedly Stark's sister. It seems as if the sassiness ran in their blood.
"He won't mind," she answered, giving the god a look. "Right, Loki?"
The god of mischief nodded. "It would be best for someone to accompany you as I have somewhere else to be," he started, and seeing the confused look on Aesira's face, he promptly continued. "Thor wishes to speak with me alone. No worries, my love. I'll meet with you later."
Aesira understandingly nodded, rising to her toes as she gave Loki a quick peck on his cheek. She turned towards Athena, who was doing her best to avoid her gaze and acting as if she did not see the lovey-dovey moments she shared with Loki.
Aesira internally laughed, shaking her head before gently tugging Athena by the arm and leading her to the palace. They talked about a few things on their way, exchanged a few stories from some points in their lives as they arrived at the dining area where two meals were set. Loki probably knew she was out with Athena, and he was considerate enough to prepare a meal for her as well.
Once they settled in their seats in the dining room, a short-lived silence enveloped both women, not knowing what to talk about next, so they just focused on eating.
Athena was rather curious, her eyes subtly side-eyeing Aesira as they ate quietly. The woman seemed so carefree. All traces of grief seemed to have dispersed. From what she recalled from yesterday, Aesira was entirely overtaken with grief. Her face, her mood, everything about her looked sullen.
But now, Athena was wondering what had changed.
Aesira seemed happy—too happy for someone who lost their baby. Athena was aware of the unfortunate circumstance, and as much as she wanted to comfort the woman, she was reluctant, afraid she might tick her off. Even if she was skilled in combat, Athena knew that she would not last more than even a second should Aesira attack her.
"I won't attack you, Athena," Aesira looked up from her meal, abruptly meeting the female Stark's surprise gaze. "I know you want to ask things, and feel free to do so. I won't hold it against you."
"How—" It took a second for Athena to return from her shock, wondering a bit how the woman knew what she was thinking.
"I can read minds, you know," Aesira reminded her. "I didn't plan on reading yours, but your thoughts were too loud for me to tune out," she added with a gentle smile.
Of course. Athena cursed internally. How could it slip her mind? She totally forgot that one of Aesira's abilities was telepathy. Of course, she would know. And were her thoughts really that loud that the woman had difficulty tuning them out?
"You and Tony are very much alike, you know? Your thoughts get so much louder when curiosity overtakes your mind," Aesira said as she took a sip from her glass.
"Why are you happy?" Athena just blurted out without much thought. Realizing how rude her statement sounded, she shook her head and immediately explained. "I'm sorry. What I meant was, how are you so... how do I put it? You were quite having a low time yesterday, and now you're..." she trailed off, not knowing how to further explain her thought process without irritating the woman.
"I fully understand what you mean. You're wondering how I'm suddenly all so elated and happy after losing my baby, am I right?" seeing Athena nod, Aesira continued. "I guess it's a coping mechanism. Emotions are part of my powers. I'm not just an empath. I can also manipulate emotions."
Just from that brief explanation, Athena immediately seemed to catch on.
"With that being said, I can shut down certain emotions or heighten them—can even go as far as manipulating emotions. So you see, I actually feel pain—or supposedly I should be feeling pain and grief now. I don't want to deal with it right now, so I shut that feeling out temporarily and then manipulated my emotion to feel joy."
"Won't that have any negative effects on you?"
Aesira nodded at the question. "It has. I can only shut down the pain, but its effects will still take a toll on my body. Let's say I am supposed to feel grief now. I would have been crying my eyes out until I was exhausted. I just shut down my pain, but the exhaustion will still be there, taking a toll on my body. I don't exactly know how to explain this in simple terms, but that's what basically happens."
Not knowing how to respond to that, Athena cleared her throat as she drank from her glass and opted to just shift the discussion to something less... burdensome.
"So, how you'd become Tony's favourite Avenger?" Athena asked. "He talks about you most of the time whenever he rants to me about the team. My brother would usually go on and on how Thor and Loki would irritate him from time to time, but all he's got to say about you were good things," she continued. "Well, mostly good since he rants how you're too good for reindeer games. He says he still can't understand how the both of you just clicked."
Aesira smiled upon hearing reindeer games again. It seemed as if it had been so long since the last time he had been called that nickname. It seemed as if the team had gotten past that stage of name-calling her lover. They now settled to address him by his actual name.
"He was... honestly, I don't even know myself," Aesira chuckled as she began telling her experiences in the tower. She even provided snippets of what she experienced under Mirage, and she could feel Athena's sympathetic gazes.
Sharing things about her life felt good, especially knowing Athena genuinely listened to her. She knew and felt the woman was definitely intrigued by who she was and how she got to today. Other than that, Athena expressed interest in learning more about the powers she possessed.
Aesira tried her best to explain how her powers worked and the effects they had on her depending on the amount of energy she exerted. Noticing how long she had already been rambling about herself, Aesira apologized for seemingly being rude by just talking about herself. Still, Athena shook it off and reassured the former that she definitely enjoyed listening to her.
Aesira couldn't help feeling a little bit touched by that. She knew Athena wasn't lying. It felt good to know someone was willing to listen to what stories she had to tell. Sure, she had this session countless times with Wanda or Nat, or even the other members as well.
But this time, it was different as Athena did not have any background information about her. The team already knew what had transpired in her life in the past century. She only filled in little details every now and then with them.
But Athena had a blank slate. She had not been judged by Athena, unlike how the team did the first time they met. She didn't hold it against them, of course. She understood that it was only natural for them to be wary and careful with her at first.
In short, Aesira appreciated telling her side of the story to someone who had not formed any opinion of hers before they met. Sure, Athena knew who she was based on Tony's stories. But Athena had yet to form an opinion of her own about the woman. One is not being influenced by others.
This was a trait of the woman that Aesira immediately noticed the brief times they conversed. It was pretty admirable for her.
Their conversation was put on hold when a particular Steve Rogers entered the dining area, thinking it was empty. He stopped in his tracks when he saw the two women occupying the room. One of them had a warm smile on their face while the other was sending him piercing looks.
"Hello, Steve," Aesira greeted him before he could even step out of the room. Steve sighed and just went through with entering the dining area, knowing how rude he would look if he would just leave now when his presence had already been acknowledged.
"How are you feeling?" Steve asked as he gently pulled a seat beside Aesira. This was honestly not the best decision he made, seeing that he was now seated across the woman who had been sending dagger looks in his way the moment he entered.
"Quite well. And you?"
Steve was wondering how Aesira has seemingly happy compared to her state the day before, and as much as he wanted to ask about it, he figured it was for the best if he held his tongue.
"Little tired, but still managing, angel," he said, the nickname sliding smoothly from his lips.
"Any news regarding Tony?"
Steve did not expect Athena to utter a word to him, a bit taken aback. He shook his head initially to answer her question.
Aesira could feel the thick tension her two companions had whenever they were close. She could unbearably feel the unsettling feeling between the two, heightened even more due to her powers. A hundred ways of diffusing the said tension entered the woman's mind when Natasha entered.
Aesira let out a breath of relief.
"Uh, is this a bad time?" Nat asked with a raised brow, observing the awkwardness surrounding the room.
Aesira immediately shook her head and waved her hand, using her magic to pull Natasha to take a seat beside Athena. The spy's presence eased diffused the tense ambiance by initiating the conversation with Aesira chipping in her inputs every now and then.
Steve and Athena still relatively were stiff with one another but were civil enough to not let others be affected anymore by their personal issues.
——
On that same day, Thor left Wakanda for Asgard, saying his goodbyes to only Loki. His departure was rather abrupt, not even seeing the others off or letting them know at least that he was leaving.
But among them all, it was Aesira who he had the most challenging time to talk to. He did not have the guts to face her after the battle in Wakanda. He knew the woman was too kind to blame him, but his mind just seemed to direct all the blame to himself.
Thor was too lost in the thought of how he should have killed Thanos—he would have killed the titan if he had just aimed correctly. The guilt and blame were slowly eating him up and draining him. He even had difficulty talking to Loki, whom he deemed was the only one he should probably inform of his destination. He didn't want to worry the team any further if he disappeared without a trace.
After parting ways with his beloved, firstly ensuring she has safely returned to the palace, Loki was off to find Thor. His brother had just told him to meet in the open field, not even specifying where exactly, as Wakanda was surrounded by vast meadows a few meters outside the city.
In the end, it was relatively easy pinpointing his brother's location as there were small bolts of lightning sparking in the air just above Thor's head. Loki recognized the familiar mood Thor was in. The last time he had seen the god of thunder this sullen was a few years ago when he destroyed the Bifrost—leading him to believe he could no longer see his Midgardian lover ever again.
"Brother," Loki called out. Thor made no move to acknowledge his presence, keeping his gaze on the ground.
Loki knew he had made his presence known despite the lack of response, so he continued. "What is it that you need to discuss with me? And do tell why you chose out in the field for where we will hold the discussion?"
Thor still hadn't made a move but just let out a deep sigh. Loki could feel the frustration and rage radiating from his brother. After a couple of seconds was the only time did Thor finally look up from the ground and made eye contact with Loki.
"I'm leaving for Asgard," Thor revealed.
Both of Loki's brows jumped up in surprise. "Why, if I may ask?"
Thor just shook his head as he shut his eyes, tilting his head upwards to prevent the tears forming on his eyes from falling. Everything had been too much lately, and he was on the brink of losing control. Thor knew the best place for him as of now was to be back on Asgard with Frigga. Heimdall informed him the Allmother had not been dusted, which the god of thunder was incredibly thankful for.
Loki sensed that Thor's mind was in turmoil, so he decided to not push it any further. He neared the god of thunder, raising a hand before giving him pats on the shoulder. Thor was a bit surprised by the gesture. He and Loki have reconciled, but it was not always where they had been this vulnerable with one another.
"Take care, then," Loki said finally as he took a step back. "I take it that you have not told the others about this, so I am assuming you wish for me to inform them once you depart then?"
Thor nodded, thankful for Loki's understanding. With simply a final nod, Thor distanced himself from Loki before summoning the Bifrost with his axe, leaving the marks of burnt grass beneath and surrounding where he stood.
"Thor, my son."
Being too lost in his thoughts, Thor stopped paying attention and responding to Frigga. The Allmother was a bit worried as she observed her son's state.
"Walk with me," the queen told her son. She gently pulled him up from where he sat and motioned for the both of them to roam around the not-so-damaged village where the Asgardians—those who aren't dusted—are currently residing as they were still in the process of beginning repairs in the palace and cities.
The village was relatively small, and only a few Asgardians opted to stay there. Frigga had given them a choice to temporarily stay there or in other places such as Midgard until the cities were safe to return to.
"What bothers you, my son?" Frigga asked as her arms gently held Thor by his arm as they walked around the village, checking the well-beings and states of those who wished to stay in this realm.
A knot seemed to form in Thor's throat as he had difficulty opening up to his mother. The grief and negativity he has been experiencing were quite incomparable to what he underwent in the past. Thanos not only wiped half the population in the universe. He seemed to have taken almost half of Thor's sanity as well.
"I let them down," Thor murmured softly, his voice threatening to crack. "I let them all down. I could've killed him... prevented him—"
Frigga stopped and made Thor face her. She held his face and tried meeting his gaze despite his attempt of evading hers. It broke her heart, not only as a queen but as a mother, to see her son break like this.
"Do not dwell in the past, my dear. It is not your fault," Frigga whispered in a voice so full of love and understanding.
Hearing those words, Thor dropped his head on his mother's shoulder, letting her wrap her arms around his neck as she let him cry. All his emotions came crashing in like a tidal wave he could no longer contain.
"Did you know Loki and Aesira had a child?" Thor said in between his sobs. "Their unborn baby was part of those who dusted."
Frigga could just nod as she listened to her son, knowing he was blaming himself for not being able to protect the innocent child. It was not a surprise to her, discover that Aesira was pregnant. The news mysteriously wasn't a surprise to her.
"She must hate me right now," Thor mumbled as his tears finally stopped but still didn't move from his mother's shoulder.
"Trust me, my son. She does not," Frigga reassured him, making him stand straight once more and lifting a hand to his cheek. "I could only imagine the pain she is going through after losing the child. She may be hurting right now, but do trust me when I tell you that she harbours no resentment for you, dear. She might even be worrying for your well-being as we speak, considering you have left Midgard without telling them."
"Talk to her when you return if you want to disprove my point. You'll see that I am not mistaken," the Allmother added with a warm smile.
Chapter 39: The Chance To Start Anew
Chapter Text
Twenty-three days.
It had been twenty-three days ever since Thanos had wiped half the population of the universe. Government agencies worldwide were having difficulty in controlling their citizens, the sudden disintegration wreaking havoc all around. Pandemonium broke out.
"So you're saying an alien called Thanos was the cause of this sudden disintegration of people?" a reporter asked.
The flickering of cameras could be heard in the vast hall where only the Avengers and a few selected reporters are at. With Tony still recovering from the injuries he suffered while in space, Steve took the initiative to hold a press conference to inform the world of what was happening, an idea suggested by Natasha.
They thought it would be best not to keep the people in the dark. So they would be aware of the cause and understand its effects.
The only Avengers there are Steve, Loki, and Aesira as Natasha was needed back at the compound, Okoye wanting to discuss with her about something. On the other hand, Bruce was being accompanied by Rhodey in the lab to monitor a device they had found that belonged to Nick Fury.
It was an advanced, modified, pager-like device that would not stop blinking, and they were yet to still figure out how it works or at least who was on the receiving end of the device. It was clear that Fury had sent out a distress signal.
The only question they had now was, to whom?
"Yes, that is correct," Steve answered. "The Avengers, along with Wakanda's troops, have tried their best to prevent him from snapping."
"But you all failed?"
Aesira frowned at the unprofessional question shot at them. She was subtle in showing her disapproval for the reporter as she observed Steve answer with caution, careful of not spilling more than what was necessary.
The press conference lasted for less than an hour, almost about forty-five minutes, before one of Stark's assistants decided for the panel to end. Many reporters were still throwing a few more questions, but Steve, Loki, and Aesira just remained silent as they exited the hall.
"How's Tony?" Aesira asked when she saw Athena enter the room.
What's left of the team had been reunited at the compound. Nat and Steve had called for a meeting to gather them. Rhodey was with them as well as Bruce. Aesira managed to call out to Heimdall to inform Thor and Loki that their presence is required at the moment and they needed to be here stat. Carol was also with them. Seeing that she could also be an asset, given that she saved Tony.
"He still hasn't woken up," the woman replied with a sigh as she plopped down on the chair opposite Aesira. "But at least the doctor said he was already stable."
It hasn't been quite long since Tony arrived from space. It had only been two days ago when he was rescued by a woman named Carol Danvers, who goes by Captain Marvel. Apparently, she was the one on the receiving end of the pager that belonged to Fury.
Steve was currently in one of the rooms in the compound, paying close attention to the increasing number of people going missing around the world. He was deeply concerned, seeing the numbers rising rapidly each second that passed.
Each of the team, the ones who are left, got lost and busy in whatever they were doing, hoping to distract themselves from the worldwide distress going on. Athena was with Bruce, monitoring a device they managed to get their hands on, immediately identifying it as Fury's, who they concluded was also part of those who disintegrated.
It was some sort of an advanced, modified, pager-like device that was blinking nonstop. Whatever it was, they decided to take it back to the compound to investigate it.
"This is a nightmare," Steve muttered to himself as he observed the numbers still going up, but the two women with him heard it.
Natasha felt her stomach churn. "I've had better nightmares."
Aesira was currently with the two as Loki was absent. The god had told her beforehand days ago that he would pay his mother and brother a visit shortly and promised to return immediately, not wanting to worry her.
Aesira felt the bubbling devastation in Nat and Steve's stomach. She gently laid a hand on Nat's, squeezing it when she saw her eyes glistening with tears.
"Hey," the three's attention turned towards Rhodey, who had just entered the room. "So that thing stopped doing... whatever the hell it's doing."
Nat looked back at Steve and Aesira before the three of them followed Rhodey back to the lab.
"What have we got?" Nat asked as soon as they entered the lab, alerting Bruce of their presence.
Aesira's eyes were trained on the pager in the secure container. Unlike how it was before, it had now stopped blinking.
"Whatever signal it was sending finally crapped out," Bruce answered.
Steve turned to Bruce and questioned him. "I thought we bypassed the battery?"
"Well, we did. Didn't we?" Aesira asked, looking at them.
"It's still plugged in. It just," Rhodey informed them, briefly pausing. "It just stopped."
Steve was unhappy with what happened, all seriousness overtaking his face. They still hadn't discovered who was on the other end of the pager and with it crapped out as what Bruce had described it, they wouldn't find out ever who Fury called for.
"What do we do now?" Athena asked as she made her way beside Nat.
"Reboot it," Steve commanded finally. "Send the signal again."
"We don't even know what it is," Bruce opposed him, a bit worried.
"Banner's right. What if this thing isn't a pager at all and some kind of gadget?" Athena interjected, to which Natasha immediately responded.
"Fury did," Nat said pertaining to the device. "Just do it, please," she added, now talking about Steve's request to reboot the machine.
"Tell me the second you get a signal."
Aesira stiffened a bit as she zoned out from the conversation. She felt something unusual. A new mind print had seemingly entered her range.
"I wanna know who's on the other end of that thing."
Just as Aesira was about to inform the team of the new arrival she had sensed, Natasha stopped as soon as she turned her back. They were all stunned to see a blonde woman in a red and blue suit. Specks of dirt were all over her body, and she had a frown on her face.
"Where's Fury?"
Carol had been a great help to the team in tracking down Tony's location. The ship he was in apparently was stranded out in the vast space with only low oxygen levels left. Thankfully, Carol got to them in time and brought him and a half-human half-robot being named Nebula, who served as Tony's, back to Earth.
All they had to do now was locate where Thanos was and try to obtain the infinity stones to try and reverse everything.
"You even know where he is?" Rhodey asked as they stopped Carol from leaving.
"I know people who might."
"Don't bother," Carol turned and saw Nebula standing by the door. "I can tell you where he is."
——
"Thanos spent a long time trying to perfect me," Nebula started. She explained how when the titan worked on her, replacing her body with robotic parts, he talked about a great plan—how she wanted to please him despite being disassembled.
"I'd ask, 'where would we go once this plan was complete?' and his answer was always the same," she added, walking to the table and leaning her hands on it. "To the garden."
Rhodey looked a bit confused, not sure if he should laugh, be amused, or what. "That's cute," he said. "Thanos has a retirement plan."
"So, where is he?"
Rocket, standing on the table, pressed a button, making a hologram appear. "When Thanos snapped his fingers, Earth became ground zero for a power surge of ridiculously cosmic proportions, and no one's ever seen anything like it until two days ago," he paused and pressed another button, making the holographic display of Earth minimize and zoom in on another planet. "On this planet."
"Thanos is there," Nebula confirmed.
"He used the stones again," Nat told them as she kept her eyes on the holographic image as she leaned forward to get a better look.
"Hey, hey, hey," Bruce immediately interrupted. He already knew what was going on in the team's mind as he observed the looks on their faces. "We'd be going in short-handed, you know?"
"Look, he's still got the stones, so—" Rhodey tried to reason, seeing as he and Bruce had the same line of reasoning.
"So let's get him," Carol cut him off, making their attention focus on her. "Use them to bring everyone back."
"Just like that?" Bruce asked incredulously.
"Yeah. Just like that." Seeing Steve nod in agreement, the scientist now shook his head disbelievingly.
"He still has the stones. We have a small chance of defeating him," Bruce argued. "Even with a whole Wakandan troop, we couldn't defeat him. What more can we do now that there are only nine of us here?"
"But we can't just go down without a fight," Aesira looked at them pointedly. She felt Loki squeeze her hand to calm her down. Call her selfish or selfless, but she and the team knew that she would fight until the end of the Earth if that could bring her baby back.
"Even if there is a small chance that we can undo this—I mean, we owe it to everyone who's not in this room to try," Nat tried to reason.
Bruce still refused to take action, seeing how dangerous the infinity stones could be. "If we do this, how do we know it's gonna end any differently than before?"
"Because before you didn't have me," Carol told them concludingly and confidently, disregarding how the team looked a bit taken aback and a bit unimpressed with her statement.
"Well, thank god for that because Earth is full, so go home," Athena burst out with a look of disbelief on her face. "Just because you saved my brother doesn't mean you can act like that, licorice stick. Geez, who ate your bowl of cereals this morning? That cockiness is suffocating."
Aesira heard Loki trying to contain a chuckle, so she slapped his hand lightly under the table, telepathically telling him that now was an inappropriate time to laugh. Loki just raised a brow at his beloved as he bit his lip, trying to suppress showing his amusement by the spontaneous outburst of insults the female Stark spit out.
Carol shot the said Stark an unimpressed look. "Excuse me?"
"Good to know I'm in your way," Athena replied with an eyebrow raised.
"Stark," Steve warningly said as he motioned for the woman to shut up. Athena just rolled her eyes at him before she sighed and sat back on the chair.
"Hey, new girl," Rhodey started as he uncrossed his arms. "Everybody in this room is about that superhero life. And if you don't mind my asking, where the hell have you been all this time?"
Carol put her hands on her hips as she stood straight. "There are a lot of other planets in the universe," she started. "And unfortunately, they didn't have you guys."
"Guardians of the Galaxy? Ring a bell? Even I who's from Earth know about them."
"Athena."
"Okay, okay, capsicle. I'll shut my pretty mouth," Athena playfully zipped her mouth close.
Aesira noticed how Thor stood up from his seat, and she carefully watched his actions, getting ready to step in if ever things go nasty. Carol cautiously turned her body towards Thor. It would be easy to start an unnecessary fight with the tension surrounding them.
A whoosh of air passed closely by Carol's ear as Thor summoned Stormbreaker to his hand. Impressively, Carol didn't even flinch one bit as she maintained eye contact with the god of thunder.
A breath of relief could be heard when Thor started nodding approvingly. "I like this one."
The team exchanged looks. It seemed as they had finally come to an agreement. Even Banner and Rhodey gave in, seeing as they could no longer do anything about it. Despite having only a slim chance of undoing everything, Nat was right. They won't give up without a try.
"Let's go get this son of a bitch," Steve said, determined.
A confident blue-haired woman in the room just can't get her mouth shut, feeling it would be a wasted opportunity if she didn't get to voice what she was thinking.
"Damn, Rogers. Thought you didn't like that language?"
——
Aesira was currently in her own room at the compound, getting ready to face Thanos again. She was nervous deep down, but she buried that feeling in her stomach and shut it off the same way she had been shutting off her pain in the past few days.
It wasn't healthy, but she didn't know any other way to handle the pain and cope with it. Losing a baby is already unbearable for her. Loki already noticed what she was doing and repeatedly expressed how he worried for her, asking her to just let it all out because he knows what it feels like to bottle it all up.
Of course, Aesira was stubborn and refused. Shutting down her emotions—all it did to her was deplete her strength. Even though she was enhanced, who knows when she will just get drained and pass out because of refusing to let out the pain.
The soft turning of the doorknob was what alerted her of Loki's presence. She knew it was the god who entered her room, so she made no move to turn around as she focused on tying her hair into a neat ponytail. Moving would be of no use anyway as she faced the mirror at her vanity, reflecting Loki walking up behind her.
"Are you certain you wish to go with the team?" Loki worriedly asked as he placed his hands on her shoulders. "If I were to be honest, I am afraid how you will act once you see Thanos."
Aesira finished tying her hair. She looked at Loki in the mirror, bringing her hands up to hold his. "I want to be there. He took our baby away from us," she sighed frustratingly. Loki could feel the venom laced in her voice as she spoke of the titan's name.
"Why don't we stay behind and let the team deal with him?"
"No, Loki," Aesira countered as she finally stood up and faced the god who now realized how determined she was. "I will do everything—and I mean everything I can to bring back what he took. Nobody can stop me, even you. So I do hope you don't get in my way."
Loki sighed defeatedly, knowing that she was, in fact, right. He knew better than to oppose her. She was strong-willed and won't easily back down without a fight. He can only hope that he won't lose her in the process by doing so. If he can't convince her, then he'll just be there by her side to protect her at all costs.
"I won't get in your way, my love. You know that," Loki reassured her, pulling her body close to his as he placed a soft kiss on her forehead. "I will reach for the stars and dive the deepest trenches in the universe, even using all the tricks I have learned if it meant keeping you safe."
"I love you," Aesira whispered as she stood on her toes and let her lips meet his.
Their kiss was short and sweet. It did not last long as Steve soon called for them already, getting ready to leave.
——
"Okay, who here hasn't been to space?" Rocket asked, looking back at the team, who were all buckled up safely in their seats.
They were already in space, riding on a spaceship, with Rocket and Carol in the front driving. Many hands were raised—mainly those who belonged to Steve, Nat, and Rhodey. Athena was not present as she was called in by the doctor attending to Tony.
"Does Asgard count as space?" Aesira asked playfully, hoping to lighten the mood. "If it doesn't, then I guess I'll raise my hand."
"Darling," Loki looked at her, shaking his head, to which she just responded with a soft ' what? '.
"You better not throw up on my ship," Rocket warned them as Carol just let out a chuckle.
"Approaching jump in 3, 2, 1," Nebula counted down before they blasted off.
Each of them held on tightly to their seats as inertia started working on their bodies. In just a few seconds, they had already penetrated through their destination's atmosphere.
"I'll head down for recon," Carol informed them once she was outside the ship before zooming down the planet.
As they were waiting for her return, Aesira unbuckled her seatbelt despite Loki's protests. She carefully made her way to Steve's side, glancing a bit over his shoulder, only to see that he was holding onto a locket containing an old photograph of a woman she was not familiar with.
Aesira need not ask or read Steve's mind to deduce that the woman in the locket was none other than Peggy Carter, Steve's first love in the 1940s.
She placed a hand on the soldier's shoulder and felt his emotions. Hope, longing, determination, and finally... fear .
Steve turned towards the woman as he closed his locket. Aesira didn't say anything and just gave him an encouraging smile, silently telling him that everything would be alright. She looked at Nat and saw the concern in her eyes.
"This is going to work, Steve," Nat said.
Despite the uncertainty, Steve still put on a face of strength and conviction. "I know it will," he answered before his eyes turned to the planet briefly. "Because I don't know what I'm gonna do if it doesn't."
"No satellites, no ships, no armies, no ground defenses of any kind," Carol reported to them as she returned, making the team look at each other in bewilderment. "It's just him."
"Then that's enough," Nebula responded with finality before they fully entered the planet and landed their ship.
An unsuspecting Thanos had just gotten back to his little cottage big enough for him, carrying just a few crops he had harvested. He had no idea what hit him until Carol crashed directly into him, tackling the titan to the floor.
Carol maneuvered herself and plopped on Thanos' shoulders, then used her feet to push down the arm that had the gauntlet.
Aesira then entered the small house, pushing her hands in front of her, her magic wrapping around the titan's arms as she kept them down. Consequently, Thor came crashing in, and using Stormbreaker, he successfully cut off the arm wearing the gauntlet, allowing it to hit the floor as Thanos screamed in pain.
Steve and Nat followed, entering the house once Aesira and Carol secured the titan in place, ensuring the two that it was already safe. Rocket was by the gauntlet and turned it around to reveal that the infinity stones were not there.
"Oh no."
Steve walked to where the gauntlet was upon hearing Rocket's worried tone. He looked down and saw for himself the empty slots on the gauntlet that once contained the infinity stones.
"Where are they?" Steve might have sounded as if he's got everything under control, but deep down, his mind was already starting to lose control. This was one of his fears. The thought of not being able to bring those who got dusted back.
Captain Marvel tightened the armlock she had around Thanos' neck as Aesira commanded her empathy to manipulate Thanos' emotions, making him feel pain. She was beginning to get satisfied with feeling how powerless Thanos was against them.
"Answer the question," Carol threatened.
"The universe required correction," Thanos began to speak through labored breaths. "After that, the stones served no purpose beyond temptation."
"You murdered half the population!" Aesira shouted as she allowed her magic to push Thanos back forcefully, letting his body fall back on the floor. "You murdered my baby!"
"Loki," Nat called out to the god worryingly.
"My love, calm down," Loki cooed as he held Aesira by the arms when he noticed her eyes beginning to glow purple, tears threatening to fall. "Listen to my voice. Don't do anything rash."
Aesira could feel the rage that was bubbling inside her. She would have torn the titan to pieces already had Loki not been there to stop her. Her eyes had now stopped glowing, but everyone could feel the intensity of her powers radiating from her body.
"You should be grateful," Thanos spat back, which only earned him another wave of Aesira's magic, punching him in the face.
Loki forcefully pulled Aesira back and turned her away from Thanos, preventing her from inflicting more punches. No matter how much the god wanted to get his revenge now and let Thanos feel his wrath, he knew it was not worth it. His beloved needed him right now, and it wouldn't help her if she saw him also losing control.
She was beyond vulnerable at this point, the fear of not being able to bring back the dusted ones slowly seeping into her mind.
"Where are the stones?" Natasha stepped forward, not making an effort to hide the quiver in her voice and the glistening of her eyes.
"Gone. Reduced to atoms."
"You used them two days ago!" Bruce yelled when Natasha felt a tear stream down her face.
"I used the stones to destroy the stones. It nearly killed me. But the work is done. It always will be," Thanos explained as his body began to weaken. "I am... inevitable."
"No," Aesira started out with a whisper. "NO!" Her entire being began to shake as tears quickly formed in her eyes. She shook her head frantically as Loki held her face, trying to make her focus on him. "Please tell me he's lying. We can still bring them back, right? My baby... We can still bring back—"
Her powers were starting to go haywire. Her apathy started losing control, making her feel the pain she had bottled up for the past few days. Her heart clenched as it plummeted to her stomach. Her voice was caught in her throat as she choked on a sob, a waterfall of tears beginning to stream down her face.
She could no longer bear seeing Thanos, so she resulted to storming out of the small cottage and into the field where Loki was immediately following closely behind her. The team did not follow her, knowing Loki could already deal with it.
"We have to tear this place apart. He," Rhodey said as he felt his heartbeat quickening with fear. "He has to be lying."
"My father is many things," they turned to Nebula, who was stepping forward out of the shadows and into the titan's field of vision. "A liar is not one of them."
"Thank you, daughter," Thanos said, a hint of subtle remorse in his voice. "Perhaps I treated you too harshly—"
Whatever Thanos had to say next was forever lost as Thor lifted his axe and relentlessly chopped off the titan's head, blood splattering all over the place. Thanos fell to the ground unmoving... dead.
"What did you do?"
Thor did not take his eyes off the dead titan's body, feeling no remorse in his actions. Only pain until numbness soon followed after. "I aimed for the head," he muttered, turning his back as he exited the cottage as well.
Just outside in the open field, Loki was still trying to calm down an agitated Aesira, who was still in immense pain.
"Loki, we can still get our baby back. Right?" she asked as she turned to the god and cupped his cheeks. "Right?" She searched for any signs of reassurance on his face, but she found none. Even if Loki, an expert in lying his way out of certain situations, was a loss for words.
Even he did not have the strength to lie to his lover's face. He could not provide the reassurance she needed, and it pained not only her but also him.
"Aesira," he motioned to grab her by the arm only to be pushed back with force by the woman.
"No, no, no," Aesira began to mutter again, losing every bit of control she had.
She turned her back on the god and headed to the open field, her eyes on the ground as she felt the nonstop tears coming out of her eyes. The pain she felt was nothing like she had experienced before. It was even more painful than the years of torture she endured under Mirage.
This was a type of pain even she had trouble enduring. Her powers seemed to come to a limit as she could not numb herself at this moment.
She ran her hands through her hair as she surrounded herself with a force field that even Loki could not penetrate easily. Aesira could feel how her body began shaking even more. She wrapped her hands around her body protectively as she felt extremely vulnerable.
The sounds around her seemed to silence. She held out her arms. As she looked at them, she unknowingly conjured an illusion of a baby peacefully sleeping. It seemed as if everything was back to normal for just a few seconds. That her baby was safely in her arms.
The sweet moment was short-lived as the banging on her force field made her lose focus, thus making her illusion disappear in the process. Aesira was hysterical once again. She could no longer contain herself.
She screamed at the top of her lungs as she dropped to her knees. Her powers even managed to shatter the force field she conjured, sending a solid wave of her magic widely across the areas. The house where the team was shaken, and they incredibly became concerned.
They rushed out only to see Loki cradling Aesira in his arms as she entirely broke down. Her screams were painful to hear as they contained the agony of a mother who lost her child. Thor, although still disoriented, held the team back from nearing the woman as it was too dangerous for them to be near her while she was still unstable.
"Loki," Aesira cried as she buried her face in his chest, and that wasn't even enough to muffle her sobs. "It hurts—It hurts so much."
Loki looked up at the sky as he tried to prevent the tears of his own from falling. Seeing Aesira broken broke him even further. He did not like seeing her experiencing this amount of pain.
He wrapped his arms tighter around the woman, enveloping her in a secure embrace, feeling her body still shaking from crying. His clothing was slowly becoming damp from her tears, but that was the last of his concerns now.
He needed to find a way to take away her pain. He needed to at least distract her. He needed her to focus on anything except those which may cause her to remember the agony.
That's when an idea clicked in his mind.
"Aesira, will you let me help you, my love?" Loki whispered softly in his ear, making Aesira look up at him, giving him a view of her swollen eyes and tear-stricken face.
Aesira nodded, unable to form coherent sentences from the overwhelming sensation she was experiencing, waiting for whatever Loki's proposition was to help her. At this point, she was desperate to do anything to not be reminded of her pain.
Loki cupped her cheek softly as he looked her in the eye, his own orbs begging for her to trust him.
"I don't want you to be reminded of your grief," he stated as he wiped the tears on her face.
The woman nodded once more, patiently waiting for what he was about to say next, for what he had to offer. The moment he opened his mouth, she was a bit taken aback at his proposition. But she nodded immediately nevertheless, distraught and desperate.
But she trusted Loki with her life, so to hear him offer this, she immediately knew it was the best choice for her, knowing Loki wanted nothing more than to help her.
"Let's start anew. Live with me on Asgard."
Chapter 40: A Way
Notes:
I'm so sorry for not updating constantly. A lot has transpired after our semester ended and I wanted to relax and let go of everything in the meantime. I do apologize as I have not proofread this chapter so please point out any grammatical errors and other stuff if you notice any.
Thank you and enjoy reading! Happy new year to everyone <33
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Five years later...
The bright light of the sun entered through the open windows. Aesira just stood there, basking in the sun's warmth as she was lost in thought. She was not thinking of particularly anything. Her eyes just trailed down to the nearby city, observing from afar how busy the streets already were despite the early morning.
It had been five years ever since the snap, and Aesira could say from her observation that Asgard was doing quite well despite a majority of its people turning to dust in the past. It took quite a while for the palace, cities, and village to be rebuilt. But what's important now is they were on the road to prospering once more.
During the first year Aesira had spent her time on Asgard, she was a little bit anxious about staying there, much more when Loki offered her to live in the palace with him and his mother along with Thor. She was not of Asgardian descent and was nowhere near being a royal after all.
But Frigga was kind enough to accept her as her own. The queen had reassured her that she was allowed to stay for as long as she liked, that the palace was now her home as well.
The gratitude she felt not only for Frigga but to Loki and Thor as well was beyond measure that she made sure to not be a hindrance to them while she stayed there.
Within those five years, she was plagued with constant nightmares, and even until now, she still has them from time to time. The nightmares have lessened but that does not mean they haven't become any less burdensome in the long run.
Loki had helped her every single time she awoke terrified from her nightmares—be it her tortures in Mirage, the disintegration of the Avengers, or the dusting of her baby. The worst of all would have been dreaming of Loki disappearing, the one who had remained her pillar during her lowest points.
She was thankful that the god had been nothing but extremely patient and understanding with her. They may have had arguments, be it little or not, occasionally, but they always made sure to reconcile at the end of the day once they both cooled down.
From behind, a pair of arms wrapped around her waist, gentle and mindful enough to not startle her. Aesira leaned her back against his chest, already knowing it was Loki.
"Why are you already awake?" Aesira asked as she let her hands rest above his hands that were locked above her stomach.
Loki placed a soft kiss on the top of her head. "The lack of your body's warmth beside me roused me from my slumber," he explained, his voice still a bit hoarse from just waking up.
"I'm sorry I woke you," Aesira apologized as she turned her body in his arms to face him. "Let's go back to bed? I know you still have a meeting with the council later," she added as she raised a hand and cupped his cheek.
Loki leaned into her touch as he grabbed her hand that was on his cheek, bringing it close to his lips and pressing a lingering kiss. "That would be splendid. But I am afraid I might have difficulty in sleeping now."
"Okay then, my king. Cuddles?"
The said king smiled and nodded as he led Aesira back to his bed. He was the first to plop down gently on his soft mattress before he spread his arms out. Aesira then positioned her body in between his arms as she settled herself comfortably on the bed, laying her head on his chest as she draped an arm across his torso.
"What does the council need you now for? You wouldn't be up early if it wasn't important," Aesira asked as she snuggled up to his body closer.
At the action, Loki let out a sigh of content. Getting used to waking up beside his beloved was something he wanted and will want even in the future. Even when he was exhausted, it seemed as if a simple touch from Aesira makes the exhaustion vanish.
He felt at home whenever he was with her.
"Nothing of importance, my love. Just an update on how the other realms are still holding, if they need our assistance and vice versa," he answered.
Much to his surprise, Loki was now the king of Asgard. He was not expecting Thor to just hand him over the throne three years ago. No, he had no desire for the kingly position anymore now that he has found a new, better glorious purpose in his life.
He was adamant at first in declining, saying he no longer longed for the power and privileges of being a king brought.
"My love, why don't you accept?" Aesira asked when Loki entered their shared chambers looking distraught.
It was not hidden information to her nor the kingdom that Thor had intended to pass the throne to Loki. Initially, she was proud to know that Thor and the council trusted Loki enough to run Asgard. He would make a splendid king, but seeing him distressed, she wanted nothing more than to support him whichever choice he makes.
Whether he chooses to take over the throne or not, she will be with him until the end.
"I'll—" Loki paused a bit as he ran his hand through his hair frustratingly as he sat on the bed. "I'll be a terrible king. Do they not recall how badly it turned out the last time—"
"If you're talking about New York as the last time you tried to rule, then it was not you, Loki," Aesira cut him off as she carefully sat down beside him. "That was not you. I know you, Loki. You always told me how you never wanted the throne, but to be only seen as Thor's equal."
She brought her hands up and cupped the god's cheeks, making him look at her. "Tell me why you declined Thor's proposal. Not that I will oppose you, but to support you, I only wish to know your underlying reason for acting this way. I can sense an immense amount of distress from you."
"I just," Loki sighed, closing his eyes as he let his head fall on Aesira's shoulder. "I'm scared I'll destroy Asgard the same way I destroyed Midgard. I don't want to become the monster I was—"
"The monster parents tell their children about? But darling, you're missing the point," Aesira cooed as she soothingly ran her fingers through his soft raven locks. "You were never a monster in the first place. Would a monster think of the trepidations? Would a monster be skeptical of themselves? Would a monster consider how he may hurt people? If yes, then I think we have different definitions of what a monster is."
"You are not and will never be a monster, Loki. The only monster that exists is the one in your mind telling you that you are, where in fact you are not," she added softly.
Aesira was relieved to feel Loki's steady and even breaths now, an indication that he has finally calmed down. With his permission, she allowed her power to flow in his mind to further ease the remnants of his stress and fear there.
In doing so, she smiled when she grasped Loki's thoughts of accepting what she had told him.
"Thank you, my love," Loki mumbled softly on her shoulder, muffling the words, as he enjoyed the massage the woman was doing on his scalp. "I will inform mother and Thor that I might have had a bit of persuasion and I am reconsidering."
Aesira chuckled at this. "Whatever choice you make, I'll be here all the way. And do give your poor brother a break. He's had such disruptive thoughts recently and even if I tried removing the negativity in his mind, they still find a way back."
After agreeing to take over the throne, Thor had bid them goodbye, saying he was to spend time on some planet for a while to ease his mind. Loki and Frigga were against this at first, not wanting Thor to be all alone especially now that Aesira had told them he was not in the best shape—well, mentally and emotionally that is.
It was also Aesira who managed to convince them to just let the god of thunder be. She knew this was what Thor needed and despite being sad over the news that he will be leaving, she had convinced the others to agree.
Aesira made Thor promise to visit them now and then whenever he feels like it and the god of thunder reassured her that he won't stay away from them for long. He just needed time for himself. Thor was there for her during her lowest points as well, and she was there for him whenever his thoughts were becoming unbearable. So to see him leave was also heartbreaking for her.
Before the god of thunder departed, Aesira had given him an enchanted amulet. She had cast a spell on the ornament herself, being taught by Frigga during her free time. It was to ensure Thor's safety wherever he went, serving as protection from whatever will attack him.
Aesira had incorporated her power as she enchanted the ornament. She made sure that whenever Thor wears it, he will be enhanced the same way she does whenever she uses her powers. It will also generate a force field whenever something—a weapon or anything that can pierce through the god, prevent from inflicting any damage on him. It was strong enough to hold the damage for Thor to generate his health or energy while under its protection.
She had given similar amulets to Loki and Frigga as well as they never know when danger can strike again.
"Shouldn't you get going already?" Aesira asked as she and Loki remained cuddled up with one another in the warmth of the bed.
"I think the council would understand if I chose to stay with you," he mumbled into the pillow, his eyes still closed.
Aesira just shook her head before giving the god a light slap on his forehead, making him open his eyes that feigned astonishment.
"Get up, puny god. We've cuddled enough for this morning. Time to do your kingly duties," she teased as she pushed Loki off her.
The god of mischief, now king of Asgard, just shook his head disbelievingly but smiled at her before he stood up and headed to the lavatory. It took quite a while for Loki to finish bathing but once he did, he came out only wearing a robe.
The god practically was smirking at Aesira as he stripped out of his robe, exposing all his glory for her, and started dressing in his formal clothing. The woman just rolled her eyes before grabbing a pillow and hurling it across the room, hitting the god at the back of his head.
Loki turned around and playfully threw it back at her, shaking his head. Once he was fully dressed, he gave Aesira one more kiss before leaving for the council.
Once the god has left, Aesira dropped the power she was holding up, allowing her emotions to run freely again. She did not tell Loki that she had woken up from a terrible nightmare again as she did not want him to worry, especially now that he had an important meeting.
She felt the fear start to creep in again as she stood up. Making way to the closet Loki had installed in his chamber for her, she opened it and pulled out a robe similar to the one he was wearing a while ago. She was wearing a nightgown and she wanted to roam the palace but is not in the mood to change yet so she decided to just throw over a long robe to look modest.
Thankfully, she encountered only a few maids as she made her way down to the palace gardens, all of them bowing their heads at her as she walked by. The royal life was something she still had to get used to. Being Loki's, the king, lover entailed many positive yet also negative things.
One was some people are skeptical of her. Of course, the Asgardians were expecting the god of mischief, the youngest prince to at least fall in love with another Asgardian, a worthy prospect of being the next queen of the realm. But no, he too shared the same fate with Thor, falling in love with a Midgardian. Given that Aesira was no ordinary Midgardian, it still was a prejudice some had against her.
There were of course other Asgardians who were accepting of the woman very much as she had also contributed greatly to the rehabilitation of their realm. Given her powers, Aesira put it to good use by cloning herself to help multiple people as they were rebuilding Asgard. She also used her powers to protect not only the royal family but the other Asgardians too.
Aesira could still remember as if it was just yesterday, the time when a group of bandits was wreaking havoc in one of the villages in Asgard. Just like how people are on Midgard, some Asgardians took advantage of the vulnerability of the palace and started causing mischief by stealing and doing other stuff.
But it was insolence to think they could outsmart the god of mischief himself. They now learned how powerful Loki was and how it was a dumb move for them to think he would be distracted enough to not trace them. That was where Aesira came to the rescue.
She was in the market by the village one day without Loki's company, only with a guard. She did not want someone watching over her in the first place, but Loki was adamant about having someone accompany her while she was out, seeing he was busy with other things. The god knew Aesira could hold herself well but it didn't lessen any of his worries.
With that being said, the group of bandits caused mischief while she was in the market quickly and disappeared immediately shortly after. They were rather difficult to track at first. Luckily for Aesira, she had already registered their mind prints in her brain. She told Loki beforehand what she wished to do and the god granted her permission to do so.
With a smirk on her face, Aesira had enhanced herself, and using her telepathy, she scanned every corner of the kingdom. She was high off the ground as she looked around for matching mind prints. In just a few minutes, she had already tracked them down faster than how long it took the guards to trace the bandits. She had even helped in trapping the said bandits by encaging them in her force fields.
The word about Loki's powerful lover soon spread throughout the kingdom, making the people aware that they should know better than come across and oppose them.
Aesira was currently in the garden, just basking in the sun's warmth when she felt a presence come from behind her. Her mind didn't register it as a threat so she made no move to turn around.
"My lady," a maid from behind her spoke. Aesira just sighed, knowing her resting period was about to be interrupted. She turned around and gave the maid a warm smile.
"Yes?"
The maid bowed her head and kept looking at the ground, not meeting her gaze. "Heimdall wishes you to know that your Midgardian friend named Athena Stark has come to visit. She is expected to arrive at the palace entrance in a moment."
Aesira's brows jumped in surprise to discover the arrival of the woman but were pleased to hear her visit. "Thank you. You may go. I will make sure to meet her," she instructed, the maid bowing one final time before leaving.
Quite excitedly, she quickly made her way through the palace halls once again as she headed for the entrance.
Her friendship with the female Stark was quite unexpected for her, given that she had left Midgard before the two of them can establish and deepen their friendship.
It all began at some point after Loki's coronation where he received a word from the government agencies on Earth. They wanted to make an alliance with Asgard, wanting them as their ally and not their foe. Midgardian politicians had been skeptical at first in proposing the allegiance but they knew that with the Asgardians on their side, they could mutually benefit from one another.
Asgard could offer them to study their advanced technology and hope to use it on Midgard as well, while Midgard could then offer their minerals and other elements the Asgardians found useful in making either weapons or simple machines—as some of the rarest machines on Asgard were made from finest elements that were from Midgard.
With much deliberation, Loki and the Asgardian council agreed on the terms Midgard offered, with a few additional terms of their own. The privilege of choosing who would be the official ambassador between the two realms was given to Loki and was to be approved by the Midgardian politicians.
It was no doubt that Loki would most likely choose an Avenger for this job given the amount of time he spent being one. What Aesira did not expect was for Loki to choose Athena, the sister of the man who always got on his nerves, the man who he was very fond of defenestrating.
Athena was not underqualified, per se. In reality, she was overqualified. But to accept the offer would equate to most likely giving up her career as an actress as being an ambassador between the two realms would require much time from her. Being an undercover SHIELD agent, an identity of hers the world was not aware of, was already time-consuming as it sometimes clashes with her daytime job.
The female Stark was skeptical at first as she was weighing down the pros and cons of accepting the proposal. It was a privilege, a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. Accepting it would mean she would also have access to other-world information that can help her make discoveries. She loved being an actress, sure. But the genius in her, the one that craves science outweighs her passion for acting more.
Plus, much to her surprise, Tony had been quite supportive of the allegiance that's why in the end, she happily accepted the job. Now, she was no longer known as Athena Maxima, the highest-paid actress in the world.
She was now known as Athena Maxima Stark, the genius forensic scientist who graduated top at Harvard and the official ambassador between Asgard and Midgard.
The entire world was quite taken aback by the news at the revelation, as it was not common knowledge that the celebrity they loved was not only a pretty face but also Stark's genius sister and a skilled one at that not only in terms of intelligence but also combat as a video of her training somehow ended up going viral.
That was how their friendship had started. Athena frequently visited Asgard. She was only required to go there quarterly but she was welcome to visit any time she liked. In those three years, she and Aesira had developed quite a bond, a strong friendship if one might say.
The female Stark was one of the reasons how Aesira still managed to cope. Athena was a very good listener despite her snarky remarks from time to time. She was also one heck of a good advisor. Loki did not disappoint in appointing her as the ambassador, that's for sure.
"Tina!" Aesira greeted gleefully as soon as the woman dismounted the horse she was riding. Holding her arms out wide, she quickly caught Athena's body as she crashed into her, hugging her as well.
"You're back quite early," Aesira commented as they let go of the hug. "Not that I don't enjoy your presence though."
"Oh, hush. It's quite nice here that's why I always return," Athena laughed as the both of them entered the palace.
Aesira immediately noticed the woman's features. Athena's hair was still dyed navy blue but now, the tips of her locks were white. She also noticed how she was unusually fidgeting, something she rarely does whenever she visits. Aesira immediately knew something was up but opted to wait until they reached the library.
Once they reached their destination, she closed the doors and made small talk with Athena before easing into her question.
"Something is bothering you," Aesira commented, the blue-haired woman visibly stiffening. "Mind telling me or would it be more convenient for you if I look into your head?"
Athena shook her head. She had a whole ass speech prepared on how she was going to break the news to the woman. The said speech was now thrown out the window as she struggled to form a sentence, all sense of articulacy flying out the window as the words jumbled in her mind.
Not knowing how to divulge the information without alarming or stressing out Aesira, Athena let out a sigh and figured it was better to just tell her directly what she came for.
She looked at the woman straight in the eye, all hints of playfulness suddenly vanishing in her eyes as she told her her purpose for visiting.
"We found a way to bring everyone back."
Chapter 41: An Opportunity
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"What?" Aesira asked disbelievingly, doubting if she heard correctly.
"I said," Athena started slowly, not wanting to shock her. "We found a way to bring everyone back."
Aesira felt her feet buckle, holding out a hand to lean on one of the shelves for support. Goosebumps appeared on her skin as she replayed the information given to her in her mind.
The Avengers found a way to bring everyone back?
"How?" Aesira asked, lifting her eyes from the floor to meet Stark's gaze. "How will we do that? The infinity stones were destroyed—"
"Scott Lang," Athena started, and seeing the woman's confused look, she continued. "Scott Lang was one of Steve's recruits when he and Tony almost had a fallout. He showed up on our doorstep. One thing led to another, but long story short, time travel is possible."
"Time travel?"
Athena nodded as she assisted Aesira to sit on one of the couches in the library. "We've found a way—well, mainly Tony since it's his specialty—to make time travel possible," she explained slowly. "We could go back in time and collect the infinity stones before Thanos could get them and use them to bring everyone back."
Aesira was quiet as she processed the things the female Stark had shared with her. They had a chance to bring everyone back. They had an opportunity to get those who were dusted back.
Her baby . She now had a chance to bring back her baby.
"I want to help," she whispered at first to herself before she stood up abruptly, her eyes on Athena. "I want to help," she repeated more firmly before she faltered.
Athena noticed the hesitancy in the woman's tone as she rose to her feet as well, bringing a hand up to grab her by the arm. "You want to help," she paused to give emphasis to her point. "I can hear the ' but' at the end of what you want to say. Tell me."
A worried expression formed on Aesira's face as she lightly shook her head. "I want to help. I want to get my baby back. I'm willing to do everything it takes. But Loki," she explained, taking a quick pause to inhale. "Nobody can hold me back. Not even Loki. But that's what I'm scared about. Loki can't hold me back, and I'm also scared something will happen to him in the process."
"I understand. Why don't you talk it out with him first?" Athena suggested as she rubbed Aesira's shoulder understandingly. "I'll be here until the end of the day. You can go find Loki and talk it out with him first as I roam around. How does that sound?"
Aesira immediately nodded. Athena sighed as she pulled the woman and gave her a quick hug.
"I will understand whatever your decision will be. The team won't hold it against you if that's what you're worried about. You've already gone through so much," Stark said to the woman. She gave her a small smile before leaving the library.
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Aesira cooped herself up in Loki's chambers immediately after talking with Athena. She had been patiently waiting for Loki to return from his meeting, ready to tell him what Athena had previously told her.
She knew Loki would be against the idea at first, seeing as he wanted nothing for her but to be safe. But the guilt bubbling in her stomach won't leave if she doesn't do anything. The guilt for not being able to save her friends and the guilt for not saving her baby.
A part of her will forever be missing to the end of her days—a piece that only the child she lost would get to fill. Loki made her happy, that's for sure. He made her feel loved for the past five years they have been together. Five years is short for them, who had an extended life span, but in those five years she had, Loki did nothing but shower her with his genuine love and care.
But selfish as it may sound, that still wasn't enough to fill the void within her.
Loki had been hinting in the five years of wanting to settle down soon, but he didn't pressure her, knowing how hard it was for her as she was still coping. A mother losing her baby, not to mention her first, is not easy to deal with and move on from. She was still not ready to bear another child, or if she was even still capable of bearing another one.
The talk of having a family was no longer a foreign topic the two of them discussed, but frequently, they choose to overall avoid it as it would cause Aesira nightmares the night after, a reminder of someone she lost.
The two of them occasionally made love, and both enjoyed every bit of it. As much as Loki wanted to fill her up and make her belly swell with their child, he respected her wishes and muttered a contraceptive spell before they did it.
Aesira was brought out of her thoughts when the doors of the chambers opened, Loki entering and closing the door behind him. He had a tired look on his face, which was not unusual after attending to the council.
He rolled his neck, making a few joints crack as he stretched out his arms. Letting out a long deep breath, he brought his fingers to his temples, applying a bit of pressure to massage it. The room was dimly lit, with only the lamps by the bedside table illuminating the figure sitting on the edge of the soft mattress.
When his eyes landed on his beloved on the bed, scanning her beauty from head to toe and wearing nothing but the silky nightgown he had gifted her, it seemed as if he was rejuvenated. All hints of enervation gradually ceased to exist as it was instantaneously replaced with a primal instinct that even gods like him possessed.
Aesira didn't make an effort to mask her thoughts, making the god raise his brow slightly as he walked towards her. She watched him silently stand in front of her as she still sat, making her look up at him.
With a tilt of her head, she opened her lips, but whatever she was going to say was caught in her throat when she felt him run his fingers softly on her cheek, tracing a path down her neck to the exposed skin by her shoulder.
"Loki," she gasped feebly, feeling a shiver run up her spine by the time Loki's hands were running up and down the skin on her arms.
A knot seemingly formed in her throat as she fiddled with her fingers, still maintaining Loki's gaze. His lips were anything but smiling as his pupils dilated. His breathing became slower as he swallowed, Adam's apple bobbing in his throat.
"Loki, I have to tell you s—" Aesira was cut off when the god hooked a finger under her chin, dipping his head down to capture her lips in a hot kiss.
Aesira's eyes fluttered shut, sighing into his lips as she parted her own. Loki indulged himself, nipping her bottom lip before letting his tongue enter her mouth. She kissed him back with equal fervor, wanting nothing more than to feel his skin closer to hers.
She shifted slightly on the bed as she held onto his broad shoulders, keeping her steady as he kissed her. His soft long raven locks got tangled in her delicate fingers, with her tugging them with a bit of pressure, making him moan into her mouth with enjoyment.
Briefly pulling away, the hands that were once cupping her chin made their way to the front of her nightgown, tracing circles on the buttons holding it in place. He lets his fingers circle on her clothed nipples that were starting to harden under his touch.
Despite his eagerness, Loki seemed to take his time unbuttoning each of the buttons of her nightgown, making the woman groan in annoyance. A slight smirk made its way to his lips as he finally removed her clothing, leaving her body in nothing but her underwear.
Aesira threw her head back when Loki cupped her breasts, his thumb and index pinching her nipples, rolling them in between his fingers. She bit her lip, holding back a moan as tingles of pleasure ran through her body. Her mouth was left wide open as she finally broke out a breathy moan when the god put a nipple in his mouth, his wet tongue swirling around it as he gently sucked.
Her hand started to grab onto the sheet beneath her, scrunching it up in the process as Loki continued to suck on her breasts before switching to the other and treating it with equal attention.
Whatever Aesira was planning to tell the god was now lost in her mind as Loki had successfully distracted her, making him sigh in relief.
Aesira was starting to get impatient with how slow Loki was, seemingly taking his time in ravishing her body, so she surprised him by magicking away every bit of fabric on his body. He raised a brow at her as he parted his lips from her nipple, briefly eyeing her with a hint of amusement.
"Impatient now, are we?" he teased as he pushed her down on the bed, now hovering above her.
Aesira just smirked at him in return as she let her warm hand wrap around his hardened member. Loki groaned from pleasure as he let his head fall briefly, inhaling sharply. She took this as a sign to proceed, guiding him to lay down as she got up.
She adjusted her body on the bed as she grabbed him once more, starting slow at first, her hands going up and down as she gradually increased her pace. The god's moans of frustrated pleasure from how slow she was moving were music to her ears.
"Feel good, my king?" she said in a whisper loud enough for him to hear as she collected the wetness on his tip, spreading it further down to the base of his erection, her grip getting tighter as she applied more pressure. "You're tired. I can feel it. Let me make you feel good."
Loki's eyes shot wide open, his pupils dilated and dark with lust as he pulled Aesira's body back down on the bed, resuming his initial position on top of her. She was pretty taken aback by the action. Usually, Loki lets her please him first.
"You're going to be the death of me," Loki muttered under his breath as he laid a hand just below her abdomen. Aesira felt the familiar soothing feeling the contraceptive spell gave her every time before they made love. It brought a calm, relaxing feeling, starting from her lower abdomen that spread throughout her body.
After casting the spell, Loki impatiently spread her legs wide for him. His fingers dipped to her core, collecting the pool of wetness starting to drip from her center. Her body shuddered from the contact before she let out a gasp as Loki inserted two fingers deep inside her.
Her short gasps soon turned into long moans as the god pushed and pulled his fingers inside her, feeling her inner walls clenching tightly around his digits. He could feel the building pleasure starting to bubble in her. The brink of her pleasure was getting nearer and nearer when the god retracted his fingers, making Aesira groan in annoyance.
"LOKI!" she protested, propping both her elbows as she pushed her upper body up. "What was that?"
"I want you to find your release while I'm deep inside you, Aesira," he started as he aligned his tip to her core, rubbing it on her swollen bud. "I want to feel your wetness, your walls clenching around me. Can you do that for me, my love?"
Before Aesira could even nod, Loki had already plunged himself deep inside of her. She threw her head back from pleasure as the god started slowly pumping himself in her, not breaking her gaze. She could hardly keep her eyes open from the pleasure he was giving her, but something about looking at him while making love provides a sense of intimacy. Seeing him taking it slow with her does wonders, making her think as if he wants the moment to last forever.
Wanting him closer, Aesira bent her knees even more as she pulled his body down to hers, and she captured his lips once more in hers. Loki positioned his arms on either side of her head, providing support to avoid crushing her with his body.
The coil in her lower stomach started to tighten, and Loki felt Aesira's release nearing. Her walls clenching around his shaft was also quickly bringing him closer to his own release. His hips started to pick up the pace as he continued to plunge and pull himself deeply within her, her breathing coming out in breathy gasps with each thrust as he stretched her most deliciously.
Her words were now lost as she became a moaning mess below the god, all sense of articulacy disappearing, only chanting his name louder and louder as she was nearing her release.
One thrust did it, the knot in her belly unraveling as her core throbbed from her orgasm, letting out a loud, lengthy moan in the process. Digging her nails in his back, she continued to buck her hips against him as she rode her climax. Her tight clenching around Loki was what sent the god into his own wave of pleasure as well, coating her inner walls with ropes of his own release.
He collapses on top of Aesira, making sure to support himself, preventing him from crushing her before he rolled off. His back was on the empty space beside Aesira, pulling the woman closer to his bare chest as he tried to catch his breath.
Aesira could feel her eyelids starting to droop, threatening to shut and drift her off to unconsciousness when she remembered why she waited for Loki to finish his meeting.
Loki's embrace tightened when he grasped her thought. He cursed inwardly, hoping she won't bring it up.
"Loki." Alas, luck seemingly was not on his side today.
Aesira gently got out of his embrace as she sat down on the bed, not bothering to cover her nudity with the blanket. It was useless now anyway. Loki already knew every part of her body the same way she knew his, like the back of her hand.
"I wanted to tell you something," she softly muttered. She knew what he was thinking and feeling, but she hoped she could still persuade him in the end.
"No," Loki answered immediately, making the woman frown.
"You haven't even heard what it is yet," she said. "Athena came here today."
The god just closed his eyes in frustration as he massaged his temple. "I know. A maid informed me during the council meeting."
"Then you certainly know what I want?"
"I do," his eyes opened, a mixture of irritation and fear in them. "I know the Avengers found a way to reverse everything. They want to travel back in time, do they not?"
"They do—"
"They want to collect the infinity stones, wield them, and bring everyone back. I know what you're thinking. I know what you want. But I can't let you."
Aesira's initial worry in speaking with Loki about the matter vanished, now replaced with an equal amount of frustration as well. "You can't stop me, you know."
"God, why can't you just listen to me?" Loki let out exasperatedly as he tried to reach for Aesira, but she just evaded his touch and distanced herself from him. "I can't let you go with them."
"We have a chance of getting back our child, Loki!" she argued desperately, raising her voice, something that took Loki back. They've had their fair share of arguments in the past, but they never came to a point where they raised their voices at each other.
The god could feel pent-up frustration, grief, and desperation in her voice, making his heart clench.
"Don't you want to bring our baby back?" she said, finally breaking down into a sob.
Loki didn't like seeing her start to fall back into the pit of agony she once almost drowned in for the past five years. Finally allowed to touch her, he pulled her body back into his arms as both fell back onto the soft mattress. He could feel her tears starting to fall on his chest as she silently cried.
"I want to. But it's too dangerous, Aesira. We could have another child, just say the word. I just don't want to lose you in the process should we proceed with their plan," he whispered in her ear.
She shook her head. "Something within me will forever be missing, a void in my heart that can only be filled by bringing our baby back," she explained softly as she dried her tears. "Now that an opportunity has presented itself in front of me, I just can't ignore it."
"I am terrified," Loki admitted as he placed a kiss on her head. "There has not been a moment where I didn't ponder on the thought of having a family with you if we had not lost our little one. I also want to bring our child back, but if it meant losing you in the process, I don't think I could handle it."
"You won't lose me, Loki."
"How sure are you?"
Aesira was silent for a bit, knowing her safety was something she could not one hundred percent ensure to her lover. She was torn, but she knew more or less she was willing to give all she had if it meant bringing everybody back—including her baby. Even if there was only a slim chance of success, she would take it and fight with everything she had until the end.
Loki sighed as the silence enveloped them. "I'm not going to convince you otherwise, correct?"
Aesira reluctantly nodded, staying on her ground.
"Very well."
Aesira looked up at him in surprise, only to find the god staring back at her. "Very well...?" she trailed off questioningly, her face now dry from her tears, but her eyes still glistened from the moisture.
"Very well. We will help them collect the infinity stones and find a way to bring everyone back," Loki answered. "I know you will most likely still find a way to help them even if I forbid you, so to avoid that, I will accompany you back to Midgard as well so I can at least ensure your safety."
Aesira smiled gratefully, pulling her body up as she gave a thankful kiss on his lips. Once she pulled away, Loki gave her a smile as he brought her discarded nightgown up and draped it behind her back, assisting her in dressing up.
"Let's go find the female Stark and inform her of our assistance."
Notes:
Apologies for taking such a long time for updating. University has got me so busy for the past semester, even up until now.
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