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1. Matter to You by and_they_were_wombmates

   Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson  

   • Mature
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   19 Sep 2021

   Tags

   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy
   • Miguel/Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen) (past)
   • Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen)
   • Evan Hansen
   • Miguel (Dear Evan Hansen) (mentioned)
   • Jared Kleinman (mentioned)
   • Larry Murphy (Mentioned)
   • Cynthia Murphy (mentioned)
   • Heidi Hansen (mentioned)
   • Zoe Murphy
   • heckin number of OCs because plot
   • Connor Murphy Centric
   • Connor Murphy POV
   • Alternate Universe - College/University
   • Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies
   • College Roommates AU
   • Senior Year of College
   • Implied/Referenced Self Harm (past) (non-explicit)
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide Attempts (past) (non-explicit)
   • Rape/Non-con (past) (non-explicit)
   • emotionally abusive relationship (past)
   • Recreational Drug Use (past)
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Fluff and Humor
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Healing
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Gay Connor Murphy
   • Bisexual Evan Hansen
   • Treebros
   • Slow Burn
   • but not too slow becasue im impatient
   • Therapy and Medication
   • EMDR
   • PTSD
   • Slight Paranoia
   • slight BPD
   • working through past trauma
   • getting better
   • Trust Issues
   • intimacy issues
   • the author most certainly is not projecting onto the main character
   • no-siree-bob
   • not even a little bit
   • and the OCs definitely aren't based on real people in the author's life
   • the author is a sarcastic little shit
   • lots of trigger warnings but I'll add them in the notes before each chapter
   • connor is not good with feelings
   • especially soft feelings that aren't explosive
   • sibling rivalry and angst
   • Poetry
   • the author is a struggling master's student
   • so don't expect regular updates
   • i tag way too much
   • if you made it to the end of my tags congratulations
   • you win nothing

   Summary

   In his twenty-two years of life, Connor Murphy has only been in one relationship: a truly terrible one with his drug dealer in high school.

   So when he falls in love with his college roommate in his senior year, he has absolutely no intention of acting on his feelings. Because love is only meant to make you hurt, right?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   12,420

   Chapters:

   3/13

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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