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>Start.
You see that person there?
...Yeah, them, the one lying on the ground and wallowing in self pity.
That person's name is June Egbert, she's 19, and you'll be going through this story with her.
You'll get to follow her along and see her deal with managing life on Earth C while working up the courage to come out to all her friends as trans. Don't worry though, the narrative will continue to use her correct name and pronouns; and hopefully everyone else will soon enough. Now, onto the story we go.
>Be June.
Your June now...wait what do you mean now? You've always been June...unless you're counting when you haven't decided on that name or when you still went by John but you were still technically June then...right? Right??
Ugh you have absolutely no clue.
You mean, yeah there's some people who could probably answer that but you can't talk to them about this! Well, at least not yet anyway.
Why do you even have to be like this?
It's like yes, you're a girl, you know that, and you've known that for a long time. However, to everyone else, you're not...and probably never will be. It's not because they're transphobic or anything, it's just, you highly doubt you're ever going to actually get the courage to tell people. Ok, there's maybe one or two of them that could be transphobic...or maybe five of them, or possibly all of them…
That's just your paranoia speaking though, they'd never be that shitty…..probably.
You really should stop thinking about this, cause knowing you, your just gonna convince yourself everyone secretly fucking hates you and that coming out to them will just add more fuel to the fire.
Ok, happy thoughts, think happy thoughts...what are happy thoughts? Friends? No, you're trying to avoid thinking about them.... Sburb? That game left you so traumatized you don't even want to start on that. Shit uh, fuck, Earth C? You literally spend all your time here hating yourself and noticing every minuscule detail that slightly differs from Earth.
Uhh shit what else is there-
...actually being yourself, that would make you happy...but that can't happen, not without having to come out at least.
You can't do that though, you just can't. As much as you want to, you can't.