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IT STILL HAUNTS ME TILL NOW

* a little back story :b

LITTLE CHEONG-SAN POV **

" gwinam i think we aren't supposed to be here " i said as I grab gwinam arms " come on cheong-san it'll be fun plus they're not here to scold us " gwinam said i just followed him through what it seems to be a old laboratory " gwinam lets go....this place scares me.." i said but no he didn't listen i still followed him since idont want him to be alone then we reached to be seemed a room? im confused seems like the room is not destroyed cause this is abandoned laboratory

i walked inside and gwinam is at the other room then it all went black...

LITTLE GWINAM POV **

" cheong-san? " i said as i walked into the room that he's in the i saw a tall man holding cheong-san " HEY LET GO OF MY FRIEND " i tried to run in his direction but another man holds me then injected something in my neck " hey let go of.....him " is all i said before it all went black

i woke up in a hospital i dont know what happened " WHERES CHEONG-SAN " i yelled hoping they found cheong-san my mom beside me hugged me then said " hes still missing " while crying since me and cheong-san are like brothers my mom treat him like hes son too so does cheong-san's mom treated me like her son i couldn't believe it then mom told me that ive been in a come for three days i couldn't forgive myself that my only friend is missing because of me......

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cheong-san came back when we're at eight grade ans he got missing when were on fifth grade means hes gone for three years on total he came back but ignored me after all of my attemps of apologizing he always look me dead in the eyes his eyes full of hate " ital all your fault " it echoed in my brain then sees younger version of him blaming me then.....i woke up with cold sweat it my forehead

I've always had this nightmare ever since cheong-san been missing and till he came back right now we almost graduate school and he still didnt forgave me i can understand the part where he couldn't forgive me i sighed and looked at the clock 6:30 i got up the get ready for school

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LEE CHEONG-SAN POV **

im at the school gate waiting for my friends Eunji and jin-su im still mad at the fact that they're getting bullied for no reason just because myheongwan wanted to do it i saw them walking towards me so i waved at them " you two are on time this time " i said " i got lucky thati finally set my alarm " Eunji said while jin-su just smiled i know why hes sometimes late a school since he wanted a all straight A's on hes repot canrd so his dad will be proud

we walked through the halls since its still early we left our bag at our classroom then we just chill at the rooftop " i wish you guys doesn't have to be bullied everyday " they just looked at me " i could've protect you guys from those jerks just let me protect you guys " i said to them desperate cuz i know what will happen if this continues...." i dont want you to get involved here sannie " Eunji said to me while putting a fake smile so does jin-su

they know that im great at fighting but they dont want to get me involved in the mess they're in if only they knew what im MORE capable of i just hugged them both while the bell ring saying class are about to start in 7 minutes we walked in class in time before the teacher came in i cant even focus of what gwinam is doing to Eunji i looked at gwinam with full hate he stopped from what hes doing and just looked down i knew hes still felt guilty of what he had done to me as he should i looked at Eunji she just smiled at me like nothing happened i dont know what is going on with jin-su since hes in different class and so does the bully's

i know i have to do something not right now since Eunji and Jin-su will just argue with me in how they dont want me to get involved....

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the class ends now Eunji and Jin-su said that they have something to do but i know they will meet the bullies and the construction site that stop i got home and prepared some first aid kit i moved out my parents home when i first received my paycheck and Eunji and jin-su lived with me i convinced them to live with me so i know they're safe when they're at home
i just waited for them to get home praying that they're still alive since they're like siblings to me ..........

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LEE CHEONG-SAN POV **

its almost night time im getting more worried so i decided to go outside i grabbed my coat and the key i locked the house and went into the construction site as I entered it I could hear a faint pit of laughter and someone begging to stop ' that voice.....' I quickly got up there then grabbed the wood beside the  door before anyone could react I knocked that jerk called they're leader I  as he fall some of his minions attacked me I just smirked since I'm great at fighting so it's easy to make them all knocked bloody on the floor as they're knocked out I now I forgot gwinam I just didn't attacked him since I could feel his guilt

I looked at Eunji and I almost cry  I dropped the wood then ran beside her wrapping my coat the I saw a beat up Jinsu trying to seat up I couldn't help it anymore I cried " hey come on now let's go home " I said with my voice cracking helping a beat up friend and a crying friend too before I left I looked at gwinam ' this is not the last ' I thought gwinam just looked at them ground i left then helped Jinsu on his injury and after that I comforted Eunji she cried all night saying sorry when Eunji and jin-su are finally asleep I planned on my revenge on that bully's well except gwinam since I couldn't bare to think to broke his bones

As I'm thinking for a perfect revenge...this is all I thought ' maybe a broken leg and arm will be enough ' I smirked at that thought then now knew what my plan is...

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Cheong-san POV **

i woke up like any other day well except before me and my friends go to school i helped Jin-su with his wound and talked and comforted Eunji about what happened
and she agree to go to school as long im with her so does JIn-su after cleaning Jin-su's wound we head out the house and walked into the school

well im glad that they're the same class as i am the teacher came inside on time as usual and started the lesson well i pushed some oof my worries and focused
on what was the teacher is saying as usual after some couple of lesson the bell rang signaling for lunch i stand up and waited for Eunji to finish putting her notebook's away while Jin-su is waiting beside me waiting for her too

we make our way to the cafeteria and unexpectedly i crashed into someone and i looked up he's holding his hand offering to help me get up i just took it and he helped me got up he's familiar of course he's one of that bastards minion but he left they're group so im gonna be patient with him " sorry i wasn't looking " i apologized " no it's okay um..im Lee Suhyeok " Suhyeok said I introduced myself as well Eunji and Jin-su he invited us too him and his new friends table ofcourse i said yes since its not bad for us to meet new people i just hoped they wouldn't hurt my friends

eventually we met them and introduced our selves well atleast Eunji and Jin-su is having a good time i'll try too have a goodtime too i just forgot about the plan i made for my revenge for those bullies since i noticed that they didn't come to school well i guess they will be here tomorrow i just need too be prepared

and time went by this have been a good day for the three of us we went home i did my homework after that i cooked us dinner and we watched a movie called '" Pirates of the Caribbean : curse os the black pearl "' it was good movie we fell asleep after the movie today has been a good day

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* Cheong-san POV

it was nice when i saw jin-su and Eunji smile for a week now.....i still need to teach those bastards........

yall be patient alright im sleep deprived rn so this is hella short