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*Pond POV*

I honestly don’t know how this happened. It’s been almost 4 months since Pete’s dad sent him away, and 2 months since Pete stopped responding to Ae’s text. Ae has been heart broken the entire time making me feel bad for him. I tried to do my best to help him but it’s been hard. I was happy when I managed to make Ae make it through a day without any outburst. But recently it’s been becoming a little harder with their anniversary coming up. That’s what led to us going to the bar. I had gone to the bar to make sure that Ae doesn’t do anything stupid but I failed my mission when I got drunk to. I didn’t know this would happen.

“Ae.” I gasped when I felt him thrust into me. “Oh fuck. There.” I said feeling amazing as Ae hit a spot inside me making me want to cry in pleasure. 

“Does it feel good?” Ae asked before kissing my neck, making me moan.

“Yeah.” I said with a whine. “It feels amazing.” 

“Good.” Ae said before flipping us over somehow staying inside me and he was now laying on the bed. “Fuck yourself on me. Work for it.” He said, making me whine before starting to bounce on his dick. 

“Fuck Ae. This.” I said before gasping again when Ae started trusting with my bounces making my mind feel buzzed. “Shit.” I gasped when I felt myself get closer and closer to cumming. 

“Are you close?” Ae groaned, making me whine as I nodded. Ae grabbed my dick before moving his hand and started to jerk me off while I felt all fuzzy when Ae continued to fuck me. “Come on Pond. Cum.” He said before pulling me down with his other hand and kissing me cum into his hand when I felt Ae suck on my tongue. I squeezed down making Ae moan into my mouth as he came inside me.I was panting on top of him and I felt him soften inside me making me whine as he pulled out, but was quickly distracted when I felt Ae’s cum leak out of me. “Shit. That’s hot.” Ae said, before pushing me on the bed. 

Ae got out of bed before I could say anything then he went to my desk and got a bunch of tissues before cleaning himself, putting on his briefs and then laying down on his bed. I looked at him confused for a moment before I also got out of bed and went to the restroom to clean my ass even though it hurt to walk. After what felt like an eternity I walked out of the restroom and saw that Ae was just laying in his bed making me feel a little pull in my stomach as I walked towards my bed and picked up my boxers, putting them on. I looked over at Ae’s bed.

“Ae.” I called out softly.

“What?” Ae asked, annoyed.

“Was.” I stopped myself for a moment. “Was it good for you?” I asked nervously.

Neither of us moved, Ae stayed with his back towards me and I kept looking at him.

“I wouldn’t mind if we did it again.” He finally said.

I looked at him for a moment before nodding even though I knew he couldn’t see me. I crawled into bed and put the blanket on top of me. I could hear Ae snoring while I laid here awake wondering what just happened. I wanted to say something else but I didn’t know what to say so I stayed silent. I was thinking for a while that I finally realized something important, making me panic. Shit. I have a girlfriend. Wait, this should be fine. I just had sex with Ae. It was a one time thing. It’s not like I had sex with another girl. What the fuck am I thinking I still cheated on her. I… I’ll tell her tomorrow. I fell asleep with a thousand worries clouding my mind but when I woke up this morning I woke up to Ae sucking my dick. 

This isn’t just a one time thing. 

After about a week of me and Ae having sex I finally decided to break up with Cha-am. I kept telling myself that I was gonna tell her but I felt ashamed. But today I was finally going to tell her.

“Ow.” I said as I felt Cha-am hand connect with my face. 

“You deserve it.” She said, crossing her arms.

“I know.” I said looking down ashamed. “Do you hate me?” I said looking at her shoes.

“Look at me.” She said, making me look up. “I’m upset with you for not completing your promise. But I understand. Your sex drive is quite high maintenance, and I knew that I wouldn’t been able to satisfy you, so I kinda expected this to happen. Although I wish you would have told me sooner.” She said making me feel worse.

“I’m sorry.” I said looking down again.

“Dude. Stop saying sorry.” She said annoyed. “I’m not mad at you. In fact, we can still be friends if you’d like.” She said putting her hand out.

I looked at her hand hesitantly feeling nervous before shaking her hand. But I did even though I felt weird about it.

"Thanks." I said nervously.

"You're welcome. Now you wanna go get some lunch." She asked.

I'm really glad that I could stay friends with Cha-am even though I really think that I shouldn't be. Cha-am was together before I went back to the dorm and saw Ae sitting there.

"Hey Ae." I said when I saw him one his phone.

He just nodded before going back to his phone. I sighed before going into the bathroom for a shower. While I was showering I heard the door to the bathroom open and a few seconds later Ae was inside the shower with me.

"Ae. What are you…" I was cut off when Ae kissed me.

*****

"Let's go Ae." I yelled as Ae ran across the field passing the ball to Can. 

Today was the football final against the department of medicine. Me and Cha-am, Bow, Can's little sister, Lemon, and his fancy rich boyfriend Tin, were all in the side of the department of Sport Science cheering them on. I am happy to see Ae look happy. It's been 3 months since our first time together and I'm glad he's been happier ever since. But at the same time it made me feel worse. I don't know when it happened, eventually when Ae was happy and would smile, I started smiling too. It didn't take me long to realize that I had fallen for him. And I was so fucking scared. I had never loved anyone before so I didn't know what to do. When I saw Ae and Pete, or Tin and Can, you can see the love radiating out there eyes. Ae never looked at me like that, because he's still in love with Pete. How did I know that? It's because sometimes when we had sex he would call out Pete's name making my chest tighten. But it's okay. I'm okay with having Ae like this, if it's the only way I can. We cheered him on and watched as Can scored the final goal making everyone in the Sports Science side scream and shout. I smiled watching Ae hug his teammates as they started jumping up and down. Everything was fine until suddenly Ae froze. I looked over at him confused wondering what the hell was happening when suddenly he ran. I looked over to where he was running and my heart dropped. It was Pete. Ae ran to Pete. Ae is holding Pete in his arms and spinning him around. I turned around feeling like I was about to cry. I could hear the others still cheering but I stood up. 

"Sorry guys, I got to go." I said, grabbing my bag and walking to the dorms.

I could hear people calling my name, but I ignored it all. I walked until I made it to the dorm. When I got there, it suddenly felt empty and cold. I walked over to my bed, and laid down. I smelled the sheets and felt my heart constrict.  Every time Ae and I did it, it was always in my bed. Ae never wanted to do it in his bed. He always said because he didn't feel like cleaning, but I know it's because he didn't want me to ruin the smell of Pete that still lingered. I stayed there, in that spot, waiting for Ae. But he never came back that night. Or the next night. In fact it took almost a week for Ae to come back to the dorm. When I saw him I immediately smiled but that smile quickly faded when Pete walked out the restroom in only Ae's uniform shirt and a pair of briefs looking disheveled and with a few hickies on his neck.

"Oh, hey guys." I said, trying my best to sound normal.

"Hello, Ai'Pond." Pete said.

"Hey dude." Ae said.

"So I see that you guys got back together." I said trying to be casual.

"We never really broke up." Pete said. "My por dragged me away and threatened to hurt Ae if I continued to talk to him, but my Mae saved me and brought me back so that me and Ae'Krub can be together." He said smiling widely before Ae pulled him on his lap. "Ae'Krub." Pete shouted before hugging Ae. "Anyway how are you and Cha-am doing?" Pete asked.

"Huh?" I asked confused.

"Yeah, how was your date last week?" Ae said, confusing me further.

"Uh. Good I guess." I said. "I gotta go." I said before turning back.

"Wait but you just got here." Ae said.

"I've got plans." I said before running out.

That was basically how the majority of our interactions turned out for the next month until I went to the dorm one day and heard Pete and Ae moaning. I stood there looking at the door feeling as tears silently fell. When I heard them finished I decided that I wasn't going into the dorm after all and walked away. I instead let my feet drag me to somewhere I felt like could help. I stood in front of the door waiting for a response after knocking softly. When the door opened I saw Cha-am's face go from happiness to confusion in seconds. I knew I looked crazy standing in front of my Ex's dorm crying, but this seemed like the only option.

"Pond. What's wrong?" She asked nervously, causing me to break down into a fit of sobs onto her shoulder. She wrapped her arms around me, clearly being confused, but it felt nice to finally be held after what felt like an eternity. I just hugged her, crying until she pulled me inside her dorm. "Pond what's wrong?" She asked softly.

"I think I messed up." Was the only thing I said. 

Cha-am helped me sit down in her bed before she ran to her kitchen to get a glass of water. I drank it quickly and just tried my best to stop crying. Cha-am just kept rubbing my back as I sniffled softly and wiped my tears.

"What happened?" Cha-am asked.

"It's a long story." I said, wiping my tears.

"I'll listen." She said softly. 

I sighed before laying down on Cha-am’s bed and curling into myself. "You remember when I  broke up with you? " I asked.

"Yeah." She responded softly.

"I never wanted to cheat on you. I don't even know how it happened. One minute Ae and I are drinking the next think I knew Ae was fucking me." I said, making her gasp.

"You cheated on me with Ae?" She asked, confused. "But he's in love with Pe…" I cut her off before she could finish.

"I know." I said a few tears falling. "I just wanted him to stop being moppey and crying so we had sex. After that we started having sex on the regular. That's why I broke up with you, because I felt guilty. Ae used every opportunity to gave sex with me, when I woke up, before practice, before we sleeped, we where constantly doing it. And out of nowhere, I started falling in love with him." I said with a tiny sob. "I was so happy with myself for finally falling in love with someone because I always thought that I wouldn't, and that I was only interested in sex. But I actually feel in love. But every time he would call Pete's name when we where having sex felt like a stab to the heart." I cried. "Then out of nowhere Pete comes back. He came back and Ae forgot about me like if I was just a sex toy and finally found the right partner. Every time I walk into the dorm Pete would be wearing Ae's shirt and some boxers. And he was always covered in hickies making me feel so much pain. I know I'm not a Saint but did I really give up my virginity to someone who doesn't care about me." I said, making Cha-am gasp.

"Ae was your first time with a man?" Cha-am asked.

"He was my first time in general." I said softly.

"But, you…" I cut her off before she could say anything.

"Porn and sex are to different things. I watched a bunch of porn because I never had sex, but now I feel like I can't watch it anymore because it doesn't live up to what Ae and I have done." I said silently. I sat back up to look at Cha-am. "They were doing it when I got to the dorm. I didn't see them , but I could hear them. I just stood there crying until I came here." I finished.

Cha-am pulled home for a hug and I started crying. "It's okay Pond." She said as I sobbed into her shoulder.

"How was a I so stupid. I knew he would never love me and yet I fell for him. I feel like such a fucking idiot." I said.

Cha-am just sat there hugging me until all of this crying made me feel tired and I feel asleep. When I woke up I felt a blanket on top of me and Cha-am was standing next to me with a cup of water. 

“You okay now?” She asked when she noticed that I was awake.

I nodded shyly, getting out of her bed. “Sorry. I didn’t mean to sleep here.” I said, making her shake her head.

“It’s fine.” She said, making me smile. “You were asleep for a while so I bought us some food. “ She said pointing at a bag with styrofoam containers on her desk. “Let’s eat.” She said.

I nodded before getting up. Me and her sat across from each other there when my phone suddenly buzzed making me pull it out of my pocket and check the notification. It was a text from Ae.

Shorty

Hey. Are you coming back to the 

dorm tonight?

I looked at the text sadly, making Cha-am notice and taking the phone out of my hands.

“Hey.” I exclaimed, reaching for my phone. Cha-am read the text before starting to type on my phone. “Cha what are you doing?” I asked as I kept trying to get the phone back. 

“I’m helping you.” She said before handing me my phone and I read the text.

Shorty

Hey. Are you coming back to the

dorm tonight?

I’m staying the night with Cha-am. 

Don’t wait up.

I looked up at her confused. “Why did you do that?” I asked.

“Do you want him to love you? Or do you want to forget about him?” She asked me, making me freeze. 

“Cha.” She cut me off before I could finish. 

“Pond. We might not be dating but I still care about you. Do you think that there is a chance that he might love you back?” She asked, making me shake my head. “So don’t you think that you should try to forget about your feelings for him?” She asked.

I looked at her sadly. “I really don’t want to.” I admitted. “I’ve never fallen in love before.” I said. “I never thought it would hurt this much.” 

“Love is never the way we think it would be.” She said, wiping some stray tears that I didn’t realize had fallen.

I sniffled before wiping the rest of my tears and sitting back on my chair. “Let’s eat.” I said before opening up the box and eating its contents happily. Cha-am and I ate silently before I saw her yawn, making me realize the time. “You should go to bed. I’ll clean everything up.” I said before getting up and cleaning up the table. 

Cha-am just nodded before going to the restroom and changing into sleepwear. I threw away all the trash and cleaned the utensils we used. When I was done I looked over at Cha-am and saw as she looked at me from her bed.

“I already told Ae you where staying with me so you can sleep on my bed.” She said gesturing to the empty side of her bed.

“I.” As always she cut me off.

“Dude. How many times are you going to be awkward about this? I forgave you. We’re friends.” She exclaimed.

“I’m sorry.” I said.

“Pond. You have to stop apologizing.” She said softly. “Right now, you haven’t done anything wrong. You don’t have to be sorry for anything. If you want I can inflate the inflatable bed that my brother sleeps in when he visits.” She said.

“No, it’s fine. I’m just being weird. I’ll just sleep on the bed.” I said laughing.

“Good.” She said smiling. “Put if you try to cuddle me I will kick your ass.” She said, making me laugh.

I turned off the lights to the room before crawling into the empty side of Cha-am bed. I wrapped myself with the blanket surrounding me and fell asleep. When I woke up I saw Cha-am already in her uniform fixing her hair making me get up.

“You’re up. Here.” She said, handing me a uniform. I looked down at it confused. “ You left them here that one time you slept over.” She said when she noticed my confused look. “Now hurry. You have to be really in 10 minutes if we want to get breakfast before rush hour.” She said going back to fixing her hair.

I went into her restroom doing everything I had to do in order to be ready in time and when I walked out the restroom Cha-am was waiting for me with a pair of socks in hand. I quickly put on the socks and my shoes, not even bothering to dry my hair, before we headed off to the canteen. When we made it I walked towards one of the food stalls to get food while Cha-am sat down at a table. When I ordered the food I paid and waited for the food. I was on my phone for a few minutes waiting for the food and when it was finally done I took the food and thanked the auntie. When I grabbed the plates with food I started walking toward Cha-am I saw Ae and Pete walking toward her table when suddenly Cha-a stood up from the table and walked up to Ae. I started walking over to them but before I could reach them Cha-am lifted her hand and the next thing you heard was a smack that was so loud everyone in the canteen stopped to see the commotion.

“What the fuck?” Ae asked, turning to Cha-am.

“You deserve so much worse, you selfish dick.” She said before I ran up to her and dropped the food on the table to stop her. 

“Cha-am, stop.” I said making her look at me then look back at Ae.

“Pond, he did some serious..” I stopped her before she could finish.

“I don’t care what he did. Stop this now.” I said, making her annoyed.

“Pond.” She said.

“No. This is enough.” I said before looking at Pete and Ae. 

Pete was looking worriedly at the red handprint that was visibly noticeable on Ae’s face while Ae started at me and Cha-am with furious eyes. I was quick to apologize before turning back towards Cha-am when I felt a kick to my back making me fall forward and hit my head against the edge of a chair.

“Control your fucking girlfriend.” Ae yelled.

“Girlfriend? I’m not his fucking girlfriend.”Cha-am said.

“What?” Pete asked confused.

“Yeah, he broke up with me a week after you two…” 

“Cha-am.” I cut her off but I could see the furry in Ae’s eye’s making it obvious he knew what she was talking about.

“You fucking told her?” Ae asked angrily.

“Shut the fuck up Ae. You can’t say shit after all the shit you’ve done.” Cha-am said before helping me off the ground. “You hurt him one more fucking time, I’ll leave more than just my handprint on your face.” She said before getting our plates of food and taking us to the canteen of her department, which was far away from the sports medicine department. 

When we got there I looked at Cha-am feeling a little upset. “Why did you do that?” I asked.

She sighed before sitting us down and looking at her food. “I’m sorry Pond. I didn’t mean to cause you trouble.” She said before sighing again. “It’s just, I was so upset when I heard about what you said he did that when I saw him with Pete, I just thought of all the pain he caused you. I wasn't doing it to avenge you, I just wanted him to realize that there are consequences to our actions. He should have never played with your feeling like that Pond.” She said.

“I let him play with my feelings, Cha-am. I didn’t think I would fall in love so I continued with our arrangement. When I realized I loved him, I didn’t care. I knew he would never love me back so I took everything I could. Even if it meant I was going to be heartbroken later. I was furious at Pete for stealing Ae from me. But Ae was never mine, because his heart always belonged to Pete. I was basically a rebound for him and it sucks now that it’s over.” I said before sighing.

Cha-am looked at me worried, making me confused when she touched my forehead making me wince.

“Shit.” She said worried. “I was so focused on your feelings I didn’t realize you were bleeding.” She said, pulling her hand away showing blood. “Let’s go to the uni hospital.” She grabbed her back and took me to uni hospital.

When we got there we were taken to the ER and the doctor told me he would have to but stitched on my hairline making us wince when he was checking the injury. After about 20 minutes I had 5 stitches on my head. Cha-am left after the doctor told her that I would be okay, but he said that I should stay for a few more hours to make sure I’m okay since I did hit my head pretty hard. I was moved from the E.R. to a private room and was there for about an hour bored out of my mind, looking at Facebook on my phone when I heard a knock on the door to my room. 

“Come in.” I said not looking up from my phone.

“Ai’Pond.” I heard making me look up to see Pete standing at the door looking very worried.

“Pete. What are you doing here?” I asked.

“I heard that you had to come here after what happened with Ae’Krub. I wanted to check if you're okay.” He explained before lowering his head sadly. “I’m sorry for what happened.” He said.

“You didn’t do anything.” I said quickly.

“I could have stopped Ae’Krub from hurting you.” He said.

“It’s okay. You didn’t do anything.” I said again, making him nod sadly before looking back at me.

“Ai’Pond. Can you tell me what happened?’ Ae’Krub doesn’t wanna tell me.” He said, making me nervous.

“It’s nothing.” I said, turning my head away.

“Ai’Pond. Please tell me.” He said walking up to me. “I wanna know please. Even if it hurts. I wanna know the truth please.” He said turning my face towards him.

I looked into his eyes, and how can anyone say no to him? I nodded slowly, before looking down at my lap. “It was a few days after your anniversary. Ae was really down, so we went to a bar. I went to make sure he doesn’t do anything stupid, but I endded up being the reason he did something stupid. We were both drunk and then suddenly we were having sex. When we were done, I asked Ae if it was good, and he said that he wouldn’t mind doing it again. So we did. We basically became friends with benefits, but I ended up breaking the first rule of friends with benefits. I fell for Ae. I was okay with keeping my feelings a secret because even though he wouldn’t feel the same for me, at least I can have him in some form. I was happy with what I could have until you came back. Everything was gone. I felt like I was just a toy that he just threw away. I would see you too and just think about how things were before you were back. I heard you guys in the dorm  yesterday. That's why I went to Cha-am. I had broken up with her a week after Ae and I started but we were still friends. I told her everything that happened and she let me stay with her. She said that she was upset with what Ae did, that’s why she hit him this morning.” I said before finally looking up at Pete to see a few stay tears on his face making me feel horrible. “I’m sorry Pete.” I said feeling ashamed.

“Why didn’t you say anything?” Pete asked, making me confused.

“What?” I asked.

“You never told him. Why didn’t you?” He asked.

“Because he loved you.” I said feeling tears fall. “He would say your name when he was with me. How could I tell him I love him when I was clearly a rebound for him and he would never love me like he loved you.” I said finally crying and hiccuping. “I’m just his annoying roommate. Pete you're a saint. That’s why he fell in love with you. I’m nothing compared to you.” I said, wiping my tears. 

“I’m sorry.” Pete said.

“Why are you sorry? You didn’t do anything wrong.” I said.

“I feel like I stole something from you.” He said sadly.

“You didn’t.” I said looking down at my lap. “I just want Ae to be happy. Even if it hurts me. So please, make him happy for me.” I said not wanting to look Pete in the eyes. 

“Okay.” I heard Pete say, making me sigh.

“I’m gonna tell the dorm supervisor if I can switch to a different room.” I said, making Pete look at me worried.

“What?” He asked.

“I can hide my feelings. But it’s hard to hide them when I’m in the dorm and I see Ae’s bed in a disarray, or when I can smell what you did together.” I said looking back at him. “You didn’t do anything wrong Pete.” I said when I saw how he looked like he was going to cry again. “I’m doing this so that I can heal.” I said before wiping any left tears. 

Pete looked at me looking so heartbroken for me before he lifted his hand up and caressed the bandage on my head. 

“How bad is it?” He asked softly. 

“7.6 cm cut on my hairline, needed 5 stitches.” I said, making him wince.

“I'm sorry again.” He said before pulling away. “ I hope it heals quickly.” He said.

Pete and I just stared at each other for what felt like an eternity when suddenly I felt his lips on mine, making me shocked before I kissed him softly, but then I realized what I was doing. I pulled back feeling ashamed of myself for doing this.

“You should leave.” I said, looking away from him.

"Ai’Pond, I’m..” He stopped not knowing what to say.

“It’s okay, you just feel sorry for me that’s all.” I said, trying to come up with an explanation. “You should go back to Ae. Cha-am said she’ll pick me up when she’s done with classes.” I said. “Bye Pete.” I said looking back down at my lap.

I could feel Pete’s hesitance for a minute before he finally spoke. “I’m sorry Ai’Pond.” He said before leaving.

Once I heard the door close I felt the tears spring in my eyes making hiccups.  “Fuck.” I said quietly. “Why do I always ruin things?” I asked myself as I felt it hard to breath, and the throbbing headache. I managed to stop crying but, the headache plus the physical exhaustion of crying made me fall asleep. 

"Pond." I heard making me open my eyes slowly and see Cha-am standing next to the bed. "Hey. Wake up sleeping beauty." She smiled softly. "The doctor said that you could leave now if you wanted." She said softly. 

I just nodded before she helped me out of bed and Cha-am helped me get all the way to her dorm. We hung out there for a while before I realized that no matter how much I would have liked to avoid Ae and Pete, my things were still in the dorm. 

"I can go get your things." Cha-am said, making me smile before I shook my head. 

"It's fine. I need to learn to not get affected by them." I said before sighing and getting my keys to the dorm and leaving. 

I walked ten minutes back to the dorm, and when I got there, it was quiet. I couldn't hear Ae or Pete inside so I took it as the coast was clear and unlocked the door. When I did, Ae and Pete were hugging in Ae's bed. They turned and looked at me but when I looked in their eyes I didn't see the sadness or anger I had expected. Instead they both looked at me with worried eyes.

“Oh, hey guys.” I said looking down. “I was just gonna get some clothes.” I said, gesturing to my side of the room.

“Ai’Pond.” Pete said softly walking up to me making me take a step back. He stopped sadly but continued to look me in the eye. “Can we talk? The three of us. Together.” He said making me look at Ae worriedly. Pete saw that I was looking at Ae. “He wants to talk too.” Pete said but I still looked at Ae warmly.

Ae finally looked up at me and nodded his head making me nod my head too. “Okay.” I said.

“Okay.” Pete said softly and took my hand and walked me to my bed.

I sat down on my bed while Ae and Pete sat across from me on Ae’s bed.

“First things first, Ae’Krub, don’t you wanna say something.” Pete said, making Ae look at me apologetically.

“I’m sorry for pushing you this morning.” Ae said.

“It’s fine.” I said.

“No it’s not. I shouldn’t have lashed out on you, when all you were trying to do was defuse the situation.” Ae said. I stayed silent for a while making Ae sigh before he continued talking. “I also wanna say how sorry I am for how I’ve treated you, for the past few months.” He said, making me look up sadly. “Pete… told me what you said to him.” Ae said, making me look at Pete and he had a sympathetic look on his face. “I didn’t mean to treat you like that. At first it was friends with benefits, but then when Pete came back, I didn’t even say anything to you, I treated you like trash.” He said.

“You were happy with Pete. It’s okay, you love him” I said, feeling my eyes water at the words. 

“But I don’t just love him.” He said, making me freeze and confused.

“What?” I asked confused while Pete looked indifferent to the revelation.

“Pond, I’m demisexual.” He said, making me even more confused.

“It means that he doesn’t feel sexual atracttion to someone until he developed an emotional connection with them.” Pete said, confusing me even further.

“If that’s true then why would you sleep with me.” I said nervously.

“Damn it Pond. Because I fell in love with you.” He said making me freeze. “I fell in love with you before we started sleeping together.” He said.

“What? Why?” I asked.

“Because you were the one who took care of me when I needed help. Everyone thought I would get over it, but you were the only person who cared enough to take care of me. I started to fall for your stupid, clumsy, pervert self.” He said it like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

I felt a few tears fall as I said the next sentence. “Then why would you call me by Pete’s name?” I asked making him lean and wipe my tears.

“Because I thought you were with Cha-am, and I needed to remind myself that I couldn’t have you for myself.” He said.

“It really hurt me when you said his name. It hurt when you left me without a word.” I said crying some more while He kept wiping my tears. 

“I’m sorry Pond.” He said hugging me. “I didn’t think you loved me. I thought that you were just in it for the sex.” He said, his voice cracking. 

I pulled back when I heard his voice crack to see a fresh stream of tears run down his cheek making me wipe them quickly. “Please don’t cry.” I said, wiping his tears.

“Please forgive me.” He begged on his knees, making me surprised as he held my hands. “I didn't mean to hurt you. I love you Pond.” He said making me freeze.

“What?” I asked confused.

“He loves you Ai’Pond.” Pete said, making me look back at him. “And he isn’t the only one too.” He said. “I love you too. We both love you.” He said, making Ae look back at me.

“That’s true Pond. We both love you Pond.” He wipes his tears. 

I looked them both in the eyes and saw no indication of a lie in their eyes. I pulled Ae up, making him confused before I leaned in and kissed him softly. It was brief but when I pulled away. I wiped Ae’s tears and smiled. “ I forgive you.” I said, making him smile. I looked over at Pete and saw how he was also smiling. “What does this mean now?” I asked curiously. 

“We could be in a polyamourus relationship.” Pete said softly, making me confused. 

“Like, a threesome?” I asked confused.

“Kinda.” Ae said. “It’s when three or more people all date each other at the same time. It’s not cheating because we all love each other and love each other equally.” Ae said, making me smile at the thought that he loved me.

“I know you don’t like me, but maybe, if we all dated you could learn to love me too.” Pete said, making me look back at him. 

“Pete with that face, how could someone not love you.” I said, making him blush.

We all looked at each other softly before Ae asked. “So? Will you date us?” He asked hesitantly.

I looked at the anticipation in both of their eyes before I smiled and nodded, making them also smile in relief. And before I could say anything Ae leaned in and kissed me aggressively making me moan in his mouth. We kissed for a few more seconds before Ae pulled me onto his lap. We kissed for a few more seconds before we heard a whine from beside us making us turn back toward Pete whose face was bright red and his hand was trying desperately to cover the front of his pants.

“Pete. Did us kissing make you horny?” Ae asked teasingly.

“I-I-I..” Pete couldn’t complete his sentence as I felt Ae’s lips go to my neck making me moan loudly while all Pete could do was whine.

“Ae. I think Pete wants to be included.” I said slowly rubbing my hips onto Ae making us both moan as Pete looked down to where I dicks touched through our pants. 

“Aww. Look at him. He looks so cute.” Ae said, holding onto my hips and rolling them together.

Ae and I saw as Pete tried desperately to not touch himself but after seeing us have fun he started to rub himself off, making Ae and me moan in unison at how adorable Pete looked. Ae seemed to be enjoying how desperate he looked but I took pity on him by crawling off of Ae and positioning myself on top of him. Pete whined before I moved his hand and started kissing him roughly. I moved my hand to Pete’s belt and undid it. When I did, I undid his pants button and put my hand inside of his briefs making him whine loudly as I started to jerk him off. Pete’s whines sounded so cute making me groan in his mouth. I looked over at Ae and saw how he was joining my bed together to make a bigger bed for the three of us could fit. When he was done he had a bottle a lube which I took gladly before pulling my hand out of Pete’s pant’s and he whined at the lost. I smiled at him before moving off him. Pete looked so confused before he saw Ae sitting next to him looking at him expectantly. Pete was quick to sit himself on Ae’s lap, and Ae was quick to kiss Pete. I saw as how Ae started to unbutton Pete’s shirt slowly and moved from kissing him to now sucking on his earlobe making Pete whine. Pete started rolling his hips, making me feel bad for him as I sat behind him and helped Ae take off his shirt. When the shirt was gone I took the opportunity to kiss Petes spine making him shiver. I smiled before joining Ae in sucking Pete’s neck. I felt Pete lift off his hips trying to take his pants off. Ae just smiled at him before we helped him. And now Pete was sitting on Ae’s lap completely naked while we were still fully dressed. Ae took the opportunity to kiss Pete before he grabbed the bottle of lube and opened it. Pete must have not heard because he was so focused on rolling his hips. When Ae managed to pour the lube and warm it up he brought them to Pete’s asshole making Pete jump in surprise before letting Ae finger him open.

“Ae’Krub.” Pete moaned as Ae slipped a second finger inside him, spreading him. “What about, Ai’Pond." Pete said making me smile.

I moved behind him and whispered in his ear. “I'm right here Pete.” Making him whine. 

I took the bottle of lube and poured some in my hand before warming it up. When it was warm I wrapped my hand around Pete’s dick making him moan loudly into my mouth as I kissed him while jerking him off. Ae had put another finger inside of Pete making him roll his hips cutely as he tried to chase the pleasure on both ends. I decided to play with him some more by bringing my hand up and pinching his nipple, making him moan. Ae and I took so much pleasure and made a mess out of Pete, he couldn’t even tell what felt better. It didn’t take long before Pete started to whine out.

“Ae’Krub. Ai’Pond… I need…. I’m gonna cum.” He whined loudly.

“Come for us baby.” Ae whispered into his ear making Pete Cum on my hand, his stomach and Ae’s shirt. “Aw baby. You ruined my shirt.” He said making Ae whine.

“I’m sorry Ae’Krub.” He said apologetically. 

Ae just shook his head before he looked at me making me lean back and he pulled his finger out of Pete and flipped them over. Ae did quick work of taking his clothes of making them now be both naked while I was still dressed. Not wanting to feel left out I took off my shirt and pants. I looked at the two of them as Ae kissed all over Pete’s body before lining himself up to Pete’s asshole making him while loudly. The sound alone made me want to cum but I held it in as Ae started pounding into Pete. Pete was much different than me in bed. I was loud and talkative, while Pete’s vocabulary was only breathy whines. Somehow that was more lewd making me want to fuck him myself but I loved how Ae fucked him. I could see tears start to stream down Pete’s face, making me worry. Ae must of scensed my worry as he spoke.

“Don’t worry. He loves to be overstimulated. He is not as innocent as he looks.” Ae said as he pounded into Pete making the boy cry.

That made me feel a little more relaxed as Pete’s face was so adorable. His mouth was open in a whine, eyes were watery with tears falling and his cheeks were all flushed. Since Ae said that Pete loved to be overstimulated I decided to put my take as I lent down and started to lick Pete’s pink nipples making him whine out loudly. I was licking and pinching his nipples while jerking him off again while Ae fucked him into an oblivion making the boy cry out as he came once again. He looked so cute fucked out, nipples red from abuse, his legs spread out in a lewd position as his asshole looked so red and shiny as Ae had pulled out making me want to cum at the little stream of cum Ae left. I looked over at him and saw how he somehow got hard again and he kissed me roughly. I moaned into his mouth as he yanked my boxers down. He was going to grab the lube before he decided against it, making me look at him confused. Before he pushed me onto the bed and flipped me over and pushed my facedown making me have to turn my head, I couldn’t see what he was doing until I felt him pull my asschecks apart then I felt his tongue lick me making me whine.

“Ae. Fuck.” I moaned as Ae was licking my asshole before he bit one of my ass cheeks making me moan and try to grab my dick but he grabbed both my hands and pined them behind me making me just rock onto him as he continued to lick me. I finally heard the bottle of lube open making me smile as he pushed two fingers into my ass making me whine. I moaned as I felt him finger me roughly, and stretch me open before adding a third finger making me whine pitifully. “Fuck. Ae. Please fuck me.” I whined rocking back onto him.

“Well since you asked so nicely.” He said teasingly before taking his fingers out and shoving himself inside me making me want to scream but no noise came out. Ae started thrusting into me roughing like I always liked. “How does it look baby?” He said, making me look at Pete. 

Pete looked so drained but he still smiled looking at us before he looked at us smiling his, dick hard again making me feel proud that we managed to make Pete hard again.

“Look good.” He said whining. 

“Oh, your cock must hurt, baby. What if Pond makes it feel better?” Ae said, making me moan at the thought. “See he likes the idea. Why don’t you let him suck you?” Ae said, making me whine when he hit my prostate. 

Pete crawled over to us and laid in front of me while Ae let go of my hands so that I could get on my elbows. Pete's dick was right in front of me so I decided to just go for it and started sucking on the head. Pete was around the same size as Ae. Maybe a little longer but Ae was thick so it was much easier to suck Pete off. Especially when all I wanted to do was to make him whine, which was so easy to do. I ran my tounge up and down his dick making him whine, I took him all him whine as he grabbed my hair and started to fuck my throat. I gagged but it felt nice especially as Pete's breaths became quicker and quicker and he came inside my mouth. I swallowed completely, making Ae moan from above me.

“Shit. I don’t think I could last longer. Fuck Pond, you feel so good.” Ae said.

Before I could say anything Ae pulled out before sitting up and pulling me on him. He spread my legs before he starting to fuck up into me making me loose my senses as all the hit’s went to my prostate. I was whining and my eyes were shut completely when I felt something making me look down to see that Pete was in between our legs and started sucking on my dick making me whine loudly as Ae’s thrust forced me deeper into Pete’s throat. It didn’t take long for everything to become too much for me.

“Ae. Ae. Pete. I’m gonna. I-i.” I couldn’t finish my sentence as Ae gave one finally harsh trust making me finally to cum down Pete’s throat. I squeezed down making Ae cum inside me too. All of us were panting and out of breath. Pete pulled off swallowing my cum. Ae stayed inside me for a few more minutes before he finally decided to pull out, making me whine as I felt his cum leak out of me. I smiled as Ae laid me down in bed and kissed me softly. Pete laid down next to me hugging me before Ae left us together. When he came back he had a wet towel and cleaned the both of us up making me whine slightly but Ae kissed me softly when he was done. He did the same thing with Pete before he threw the towel away and laid behind me hugging me. I smiled as Ae and Pete got closer to me, making me feel warm as Ae pulled a blanket over the three of us. Pete fell asleep in my arms while I felt Ae leave soft kisses on my back making me fall asleep too. For the first time in what like years I feel asleep without crying. 

“I love you two.” I heard Ae say before sleep took over me.