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...time. I had so much of it. I didn't know where I was going, what I was doing. Or as my friends stated, what I should be doing at my age. I know I should be settled, secure and experienced in a stable life. But I just couldn't adjust. I knew there was something more to it. I knew I lived my entire 34 years as though I was waiting for it to all officially begin; like I was just waiting, for what I don't know but just waiting. I never committed to anything, for fear of whatever it was I was waiting for might clash or intrude.

I went to work everyday, I created projects to keep me busy in my downtime and I just embraced life's activities on impulse. A random impulse came that night.

I had been working out that the gym, kinda motivated but at the same time just over it all, fed up. I slowed my peddling on the exercise bike, sat up straight and brought my phone up close to my face, squinting at my playlist, ear buds sitting snug in my ears. I flicked through the songs, paused and then hit play on The Veronicas, If You Love Someone. I let their voices take me away to a land of song and dance.

In my usual fantasy I'm bringing a microphone to my lips, softly singing the lines of the song. Staring into the eyes of the beautiful woman next to me. She grins, awaiting her line of the chorus to come up, our Veronicas duet that we had sung a thousand times, yet giggled our way through it each time.

The beauty winked at me, I smiled through my lines and then she joined in.

Nudging me with her elbow, '...then tell them right now...' staring at me with her gorgeous eyes as she belts out the ballad.

I lose myself in my daydream that I had replayed over and over, sometimes tweaked, sometimes the same, but each time it ends the same way. We lean in and kiss, holding each other, I breathe her in deeply.

The blonde beauty pulls away from my lips, grazes my nose with hers and and then whispers, 'I love you.' It always made me smile. I didn't care what others thought of me as I stared of into space with a big grin on my face.

I finished up my workout and headed to the car, taking the long route home, just for more time to think about her, add more to my fantasy.

Sometimes I would even sing whatever romantic song came to mind, out loud, pausing for the imaginary girl who would be singing her parts.

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I fumbled in the dark for my house keys after I arrived home from my gym session. Pushing open the door haphazardly I threw my bag to the floor, locked the door behind me and headed for bed. I was exhausted.

Frustrated. Angry. Flustered.

I shouldn't be having these silly fantasies at my age.

Grow up already.

The room was so dark, I fell into bed, grabbed the cord for my iPhone and plugged it in. I didn't even bother changing out of my clothes, just pulled the covers over me and started to scroll through Facebook.

My eyes were sore, my head pounding. From the work out? My thoughts? Frustrations?

I flicked my phone to night mode, thinking it would help. I suddenly paused on my newsfeed. I let out a little, 'hoollyyy' and clicked the link. My headache disappeared, my eyes widened and I could feel tears sting my eyes.

The new window opened on my phone screen, my head began to spin. Impulse took over. I pressed on my bedside lamp, sat up in bed. Flicked my hair out of its ponytail and fluffed at it, using the camera on my phone to make sure I looked some sort of decent. I pressed back to the webpage. Focussed. Made sure the light from my lamp was suitable and I hit the button to start the webpage camera to begin to film me.

I didn't even hesitate.

I began to speak, I lost track of what I was actually saying.

Was I ranting? Venting? Babbling?

Did I sound crazy? I could feel my voice shake during some of my sentences.

I attempted to regain some sort of confidence.

That's what they would want to see, that's what I needed to show.

I grinned, laughed softly, showing my delicate, humorous side.

I finished filming what I had to say, what I needed to say. I filled out the a web form, shed a tear and then hit send.

My stomach flipped. I knew that until the winner of the competition I had just entered was announced my head would be filled with hundreds of scenarios. I would replay some, change others. It would always be on my mind, she would always be on my mind.

I then had some sort of lightbulb moment.

That feeling that rushes over you when you know something one hundred percent.

I think this is it. My life moment.
This is what I had been waiting for my entire life.
I was going to win, I knew it. I felt it in my bones.
No matter how bad or pathetic my entry had just been, I would be the One.

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The next few weeks went by in utter chaos.

I had to organise resigning from work.

Arrange a passport, visa.

A dinner with colleagues and friends, family popped in and out.

My mind was a constant spin of fantasy, excitement and utter shock.

I had won. My crazy, all over the place short video entry had won me a spot in the upcoming Ghostbusters Answer The Call sequel.

I had cried, God had I cried. Balled. I was a complete mess.

How had this happened, to me. To plain, boring loner me? I suddenly had an agent, Josh. A young kind man, ' your life will change forever' was the first thing he had said to me.

I wanted to laugh, my life had changed long before that.

Beautiful Jillian Holtzmann, Kate, that beautiful Kate had changed my life the first time I had sat down in that movie theatre. Then again the second, third and fourth time. It finished screening before I could make it an uneven five.

I had meetings in Australia to attend, workshops and coaching sessions to go to before even heading to the airport. I had drawn on everything I could remember from high school drama into those workshops. I had phone calls and conference chats with movie executives on the phone.

'This will just be a small part'

'You will been seen in the film, it will be limited but you will have a role.'

I didn't care. I just wanted to be on that plane, at the studio. I wanted to see it all, make memories and see her. I just wanted that moment.

My flight to the United States left early on a Tuesday morning. My family farewelled me at the airport. I clutched my paperwork for fear of misplacing it, even though I had originally checked it had been zipped up safely in my carry on a thousand times. Josh had flown over a few days before me to set up my hotel, and get things ready for me. What did I need to be ready for? There was no way of preparing me for what I knew would come. I would be a frantic embarrassing mess. As my flight was announced I stepped through the doors to the international terminal, waving to my excited family.

I began to cry, to them I'm sure they thought it was because I would miss them. But it wasn't, it was because I knew that moment in my life that I had waited 34 years for was just beginning.

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I stood shaking outside the hotel.

It wasn't cold, it was sunny and warm.

My emotions had taken over and I was unable to keep still, I was in a daze.

Exhausted from my flight and fantasies.

I hadn't slept a wink during the gruelling flight and although that's all I wanted to do I tried to just breathe.

This is the start of it all. It all begins here. I pushed open the glass double doors, my phone began to ring. Josh.

I answered nervously. Hey, I'm here. In the lobby. I looked around for him.

He was meeting me here.

A hand suddenly swooped in behind me, taking my roller suitcase. Josh, hey! I said in excitement. 

How are you feeling? he asked, scooping my 20 kilo suitcase up into his arms with ease. 

Tired, I replied, adjusting the paperwork in my hands and my backpack that was hanging off one shoulder. Let's get you settled. You have a busy few days.

Josh helped me set up in my hotel room.

We then sat on my bed, home for the next few months. He ran over the schedule. 

You'll have start times, but no finish times, the young man said, flipping through the time table. You will however have your days off marked so you can make plans...to sleep. He laughed at his own joke and I smiled back at him. 

You are going to be great. Just give us the girl that made that video entry. You were perfect throughout the Skype interview and phone chat. 

I exhaled loudly, louder than I had intended. 

You were by far the most perfect Laura. You were most natural. That's what they loved. Keep it  t hat way and you will be fine. 

I grinned up at him and he folded up the schedule and pushed it into my hands. 

Get some sleep. You're going to be exhausted if you don't. I will pick you up tomorrow morning at eight. Be ready. 

I nodded. My mouth was dry and tight. 

What do I wear? I asked in a panic. 

Whatever you are comfortable in. 

He placed a concerned hand on my jeans, gave my thigh a squeeze. I believe in you. 

All I could do was nod, I looked at the papers in my hand. It was all a blur.

Stay confident I thought. I knew I would feel better in the morning. It was only 3pm but I knew going to bed now would mean feeling refreshed. The excitement had finally faded and I was exhausted.

Josh stood up, tousled my hair and gave me a small wave. All my details you have, call me any time, day or night and I'm here to help you through it all. But trust me, once you're there tomorrow you will be okay. I promise you. 

We said our goodbyes and I settled in for the night. I plugged my phone in, sent a short text to my family to say I had arrived safe at my hotel and I would be in touch when I next had the chance.

I wanted to check in on Facebook. Tell my whole little online world that here I was and it was all happening. But that wasn't allowed. Not yet apparently.

I closed my eyes, intending it to only be brief before showering and changing. But the next thing I knew I was jolted awake by the subconscious alarm I must have set the afternoon before. It was 6am and my new life was about to begin.

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I will be here on set Josh said as he parked his old Ford. He shut off he engine and turned to me. You're gonna be nervous. You're probably going to say some silly things. They were all in that boat once. They're excited to meet you Laura. They're really excited to welcome you. 

I nodded. They? Are we talking the cast? Kate? The producers? Paul? I wanted specifics. What did they know about me? Were they a little reserved about the idea of it all?

A competition winner getting a role in the film? I had read through the script a thousand times.

Surely I wasn't going to be needed here for so long. I'd never done anything remotely similar to this.

Maybe it just takes a while to film scenes. I wasn't in the movie much. I barely had lines. I wasn't a main role. Maybe I just had to be here the entire time for secrecy purposes?

Josh and I walked towards the doors of the studio. It was situated on a large block. There were multiple movie sets and we were using an office type building. The schedule stated the first week was for run throughs of the script, role play with our characters, seeing how they would interact in situations. The whole thing was confusing to me. This was a sequel. Didn't the characters already know how they would interact? How they would deal with situations? As selfish as it was to think, maybe his was all for me. A few days for me to settle, explore my character. Work on losing my ridiculous Crocodile Hunter accent to speak with an American drawl. Develop my character? I almost laughed out loud. I was taking things too far, I blamed my daydreams.

We were the first ones there. I readjusted my handbag on my shoulder, quickly checked my phone to make sure it was on silent. Josh walked me into a large room. On one side sat a piano, drum kit and guitar on a small raised stage. The other side housed a large table. Water bottles places at each seat. A conference- type phone in the centre. A pile of papers, which I could only image were scrips in a tidy stack. The room smelled old, musty, under-used. Josh saw the awe and concern on my face. He gave me a reassuring smile and motioned for me to take a seat. 

Anywhere, he said. I looked to the table and then the couch that was between the table and stage.

Rather than being official and taking a chair at the table, what if they had their specific seats, I thought to myself. I chose the couch. Josh tapped my shoulder as his phone began ringing.

I have to head off for a few, but I will be back. Relax.

Ha. Relax.

I curled my legs up on the couch and dropped my bag next to the couch. I then changed my mind and put it next to me on the couch. I sat there for what felt like forever.

Where was Josh. Kate. Where was everyone? I dug into my bag and pulled out my ear buds, plugged them into my phone. I quickly scanned my playlist and chose some Gavin DeGraw. I needed to focus and relax.

I closed my eyes briefly and let the music carry me away. I stared at the screen of my phone. I was listening but at the same time trying to listen for any sound of anyone over the music , not daring to turn around to face the door.

Where was Josh.

Just as I felt tears begin to sting my eyes, thinking his whole thing was a mistake and the wrong person for the job had been chosen there was a tap on my shoulder. I spun around, pulling the headphones from my ears as I did. My mouth agape, and nothing coming from it but a squeak. Melissa McCarthy. THE Melissa McCarthy, Sookie from Gilmore Girls, THE ABBY YATES was standing there in front of me. I then smiled, her giggle instantly relaxing me. 

Heyyyy Laura! Melissa said. Welcome to the team! 

She held out a hand and I rose from the couch, she shook my hand and then embraced me, awkwardly from over the couch edge. I let out a laugh, instantly feeling at ease. My gapping mouth closed and then instantly broke into a smile.

I suddenly lost all my nervousness and apprehension. Thank you I replied and reached for my bag.

Melissa laughed ohhhh that accent, it's so gorgeous. 

I laughed too. I think everyone is running late, Melissa stated.

The short woman rounded the couch and sat next to me, how are you feeling?

I let out a small laugh, all of them, I'm feeling everything. 

I then wished I hadn't said that, how stupid. 

I would be feeling exactly the same Laura. 

Before I had a chance to begin some sort of conversation and actually use Melissa's name out loud a bounding Kate, beautiful Kate McKinnon sauntered in the door.

All my feelings returned. I wanted to pass out.

This was not happening. It was not happening to me.

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Babes! Kate called to Melissa in greeting.

I smiled, unsure where to look. My stomach was flipping like crazy, my palms were sweaty and my whole body tensed.

Melissa turned to me as Kate approached the couch, Laura...Kate our Baby Girl. 

I stood up. Kate grinned at Melissa, put her hands on her hips and cocked her blonde head to the side, please give it a rest, it's not like I'm twelve. 

Kate turned to me with her mouth wide open in a smile, with her body tilted backwards she walked toward me, and opened her arms, embracing me over the back of the couch. 

Welcome Laura. How was your flight? Did you arrive today? 

I didn't want to let her go, she was so delicate. Only a few centimetres shorter than me though. Her embrace had been strong and genuine.  

Yesterday, I replied, trying to keep my voice steady, I was able to sleep through though. Not too jet lagged this morning. 

My brow furled, what a dumb response I thought.

At that moment everyone else walked in, including Josh, relief rushed over me.

The room was busy with people. I could see Kristen and Leslie in the doorway, having some sort of heated argument which ended in laughter.

Leslie caught my eye. Shit I had been staring. Looorrrraaaaaaa Leslie called out, haha! Welcome girl! The tall woman headed over to me, Kristen trailing behind her. They both greeted me eagerly and we embraced. I was surprised how genuine and warm they had been with their hugs. Not that I had expected anything less. I still felt like such an inexperienced outcast.

Kristen took my sweaty palms in hers, I am so happy for you lovely. What an experience for you. 

I nodded in response and just smiled at her. Kristen Wiig was talking to me. I felt so overwhelmed.

A burly gentleman had taken a seat at the head of the table. Seated in front of the pile of papers.

 Ladies he instructed and we headed over to the chairs. Melissa and I sat next to each other, Kristen opposite the burly gentleman, Kate opposite me and Leslie next to her. Josh came and sat on the couch behind me. I didn't know where to look. I thought it was safe to stare at the table, but then I remembered I needed to look confident and in control. So I folded up my legs on my chair to appear relaxed and focused on the man at he head of the table. I had no idea of his role but it seemed important. Kate leaned into Leslie and said something that made them both laugh.

Leslie reached for her bottle of water and opened it, taking a swig. Paul? she questioned.

Unfortunately not today Leslie, replied the gentleman. We are just going to run through the schedule today and over parts of the script. The sooner we get through today's list the sooner you guys can head off and get some rest.
Laura, I freaked out for a moment and then met his eyes, welcome to Ghostbusters and congratulations honey. We were so impressed with your entry and your passion. You are exactly what we are looking for in Mikayla.

Mikayla? I was confused. Who the hell is Mikayla. My character was Tatiana? Wasn't it?

I nodded. I had a lot to say but none of it came out.

I felt Kate's eyes on me, then everyone's eyes on me. Kate's blue ones were all that mattered to me at that moment. I dared to look over at her, she smiled at me and scrunched her nose. I grinned, finding confidence.

Mikayla? I finally asked.

You know her as Tatiana. We have had a few script changes since you received yours Laura. But rather than add any extra stress we didn't send you a copy of the new script, answered the man at the head of the table.

I realised he had in fact introduced himself as James, a producer.

I looked over to Josh, he just grinned at me, Lau, it wasn't worth worrying about, changes are constant in film.

We add lib all the time babe, it was Kate.

I turned to her and smiled, she reached over the table and touched my hand, it's going to be so much fun.

 Our eyes locked and lingered, I hoped she hadn't felt the sweat on my palms as she let go. Kate sat back in her chair as James passed out the scrips. 

Nothing much has changed, he stated and stood up, opening his bottle of water as he started talking about characters and storyline and sets and a whole lot of information, important information that I was hoping Josh was paying attention to, as I was buzzing with excitement.

I looked around the table, I felt a sudden urge of confidence. I made the effort to smile at each of the incredible women I was lucky enough to be sitting with.

They were chatting, flicking through the pages, commenting, I barely took in what was actually being conversed about until Melissa tapped my arm, We're Ghostbusters, welcome to the Team.

I had no response, there were no words to express what I was feeling at that moment.

I just smiled, I smiled so hard. Melissa smiled back and then looked back down at the pages in front of her.

I looked up and over at Kate, she caught my gaze, Leslie was mid conversation with her, but she winked at me, and smiled. I blushed and looked away.

My new life had begun.

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I was back at my hotel by 6pm. It had been a long day but all I wanted to do was snuggle into bed and replay the day in my head. Kristen had been quieter than I had expected and the script change had caught me off guard. The long filming schedule now made sense to me. I had thanked Josh for the ride back and he said he would pick me up at 8am again the next morning. The timetable for the week was pretty intense but there were plans to finish early on the Friday and start at 6am the Saturday morning.

I ran a quick shower after sending a text to my family with a short description of the day. My mum sent back the standard: we are missing you already movie star.

I was in bed by 8pm, curled up in a cocoon of bedsheets replaying the day from beginning to end, over and over. It was 10pm and I still couldn't sleep.

My phone let out a gentle Beep Beep and I leaned over to the nightstand to retrieve it. 

Welcome to the team Mikayla. I smiled and then squinted in confusion at just a phone number displayed, clearly not one stored in my phone. I was intrigued and butterflies filled my belly. I was receiving a text from one of the girls. I freed both arms from my mass of sheets and focused more intensely at the screen. 

Thank you. I typed, and which Ghostbusters would this be? Send.

Kate, came the reply, instantly.

Thanks Holtzy.  Send.

I then panicked. Should I have written Kate? Should I have said Holtzmann? I let my phone fall to my chest and I cupped my face in my hands, excited yet almost stressed. Kate McKinnon had texted me. I had her number.

Sweet dreams Mikayla, Mik sounds better than Tat anyway! came the reply.

I grinned and chuckled. Good night Kate :) Send.

I put my phone back on the nightstand, still staring at it in the hopes for another message. Before I could even think anything more I drifted off into a deep sleep.

The next morning, right on time Josh knocked on the door to my room. I grabbed my handbag and pulled on my flats. I dressed up more than the previous day, with a flower printed loose top, fitted jeans and my cute casual blazer. I had let my curls fall naturally around my face. Opposed to yesterday's high ponytail and business style black pants and tee. Josh and I arrived at the studio in no time even though it was a 40 minute drive. We chatted the entire ride and I felt a lot more comfortable going into the gathering today. I was still tired but the adrenaline was keeping me pepped.

Kristen was sitting at the table already and I wasn't sure if I was to sit next to her or if we were to take the same seats as the day previous so I just stood, leaning against the table near to where she was seated.

How did you feel about yesterday she questioned.

Well I feel much better about yesterday, today, I replied, it was very overwhelming. I think it was more meeting everyone that was playing on my mind more than anything.

Kristen smiled warmly and let out a soft chuckle, you will get used to it. We have a lot of fun but we also work hard. Once things start happening & we get into the filming you won't have time for any stress, you'll put it all into your scene & character.

I beamed at the short haired brunette , thank you Kristen. I can't explain how relieved that makes me feel. I feel a lot better hearing you say that. 

Kristen smiled back at me and we continued to chat, I changed my mind on the seating arrangements and slunk into the chair next to her & we chatted about her career & experiences. Kate & Leslie then turned up, their giggles & Leslie's huge laughter filling the room. Seeing Kristen & I in conversation they both just waved and offered gentle Hi's so as not to interrupt.

Melissa arrived soon after, placing bags of food onto the middle of the table, gotta keep my kids well fed, she announced and motioned for everyone to help themselves as she began pulling different food stuffs from the bags.

Each day continued like this, I was feeling more comfortable and confident through each moment. Leslie had been a doll during the break times and would give me sentences to repeat exactly but in an American accent. 

You need to go into any store & have a conversation and not have anyone question, where are you from, she instructed. I nodded and made the most of the time she was offering me. Kate was never too far away from us, and always clouding my thoughts. The petite blonde was just as I had expected. A little pocket rocket full of fun and energy. The closeness of her and Leslie was adorable. I had my lines down pat & just needed to work on the delivery & expression. I spent an afternoon & evening with a voice coach to advise and suggest on my accent. The practice with Leslie had given me the extra boost I had needed.

By the Friday afternoon we were all delirious with excitement for our early finish and by 2pm we were done. Melissa, Leslie & Kristen all had family plans & I was desperate to head back to the hotel for a long hot bath. As we finished up I retreated to the couch to send Josh a text to let him know I was ready to be picked up. A hand squeezed my shoulder from behind and I looked up to see Kate standing behind me. I was mid text but forgot completely what I was doing when Kate sunk into the old sofa next to me. She laid her head back on the big cushions and smiled at me. 

Do you want to go eat?

I was confused for a moment, Eat?

Some food? Do you wanna go grab something to eat somewhere? 

I was puzzled for a moment & then replied, Sure. Yes...um..yes..um..let's!

Kate smiled at my obvious nervousness.

I sent Josh a text to let him know my plans and then headed out the door to a car Kate had waiting.

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Just here, Kate said to the driver, we'll be good from here. See you tomorrow.

We exit the SUV & I gaze in awe at the buildings of New York City.

I was so happy to be filming here rather than Los Angeles. NYC had a special place in my heart from a visit in my early twenties. But it had changed so much over the years.

Kate's touch broke my thoughts as she brushed her hand down my arm. The weather was warm but my arm instantly covered with goosebumps at her touch. 

Italian? 

I nodded eagerly & she gestured towards a small restaurant tucked between a café & sports store.

This is my favourite place to eat, the blonde stated, flashing her perfect smile.

I smiled back and then broke our gaze to look up again at the buildings.  

I'm starving, I announced and we walked into the surprisingly quiet eatery.

We were early for a dinner but we both sat down, silent as we perused the menus handed to us by the waiter. 

What's good here, I finally questioned, not daring to meet Kate's eyes with mine. 

Everythingggggg, Kate responded. I looked at her and laughed.

We ordered after a few minutes and chatted non stop whilst we awaited for our food.  I felt my cheeks heating up every time our eyes met. I listened as Kate chatted and joked, I was just in awe of her. The way she talked about everything so passionately and honestly. This woman was so raw & genuine. I felt at ease in her company, my nervousness melting away with every word she spoke. The restaurant began to fill up after a while & I realised we had been eating and talking for nearly two and a half hours. Reluctantly as we finished up & the conversation died down I thanked Kate & told her I should really get back to my hotel as it was a bit of a drive away.  Kate studied me, as though thinking hard about what I was saying. I looked down at my lap, almost uncomfortable, as though maybe I had insulted her. 

Are you having a good time? 

I looked up at her, yes it's been an incredible few days. 

Kate smiled and shook her head, no here, now? 

I nodded, the highlight of my week. I briefly panicked, what a response.

Kate didn't seem to notice. Good, she said, let's add some more fun to your week, we have had such a good evening so far, let's go sightseeing! 

I burst out laughing, what? now? 

Kate nodded and winked at me, yes now! We have the whole night ahead of us, c'mon! 

She tugged at my arm & waved to the waiter. 

My treat, Kate said with a smile as she whipped out her credit card & handed it to the waiter.

Before I could protest she said, you can pay for our next dinner. 

I smiled, our next dinner. I liked the sound of that.

We walked along the the streets of New York City, the light slowly fading. It was cooling down but was still a perfect evening, it was made even more perfect knowing I was wandering the street with Kate. We chatted non stop about everything. I felt so comfortable, long gone was the nervousness of fluttering butterflies, now they were just butterflies full of happiness & content.

Kate suddenly stopped in the middle of the footpath. I too stopped, looked quickly down to my watch, 8pm and then up to meet Kate's blue eyes. She acknowledged the time by grabbing my watch and turning it to her, the soft hand on my wrist gave me goosebumps, again. 

Laura, I won't be offended if you say no, but we're having an awesome night yeah, I nodded. Why don't you come back to mine tonight. I'm literally around the corner, you can have an early night rather than making the long trip back to your hotel & then we can just head to the studio together in the morning. Josh could get an early night too. 

I chuckled, And how long have you been thinking this through? 

My comfort level with her was now on a different scale. 

Only all evening, she smirked in response.

I shook my head and took my phone out of my bag, I shot Josh a quick text to let him know my plans.

Beep Beep

Kate leaned in close to the phone, almost like a little kid hoping her parents say yes to having a friend spend the night.

Sure Laura, just let me know what time to pick you up tomorrow when you finish. Enjoy!

Kate giggled, and squeezed my arm. Seriously she's going to have to stop doing that, I erupt with goosebumps each time.

So, I toss my phone back in my bag, which way to yours? 

Kate grins & begins walking along the footpath, smiling at me to follow.

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Kate flings open the door to her apartment.

Taahhhdahhhh
I laugh and follow her in. I'm buzzing with excitement.

I'm in Kate's home, what is going on?!

Drink?
Sure, I reply as Kate grabs a bottle of wine and two glasses. Kate motions to her couch as she flicks on a couple of lamps and I sink into the comfy sofa. I slip off my flats and tuck my feet beneath me on the couch. Kate hands me a glass of wine and takes a sip of her own. She sits on the other side of the two seater couch, rests her elbow on the back of the couch and props her head up with the hand of the same arm. I take a big sip of my wine and look away from her. 

Your place is beautiful, I almost whisper, gazing around at all her knick knacks, photos and organised clutter. Kate sighs. I look back at her.

You okay?

She nods and sips her wine.

Just tired.

For a minute I feel bad, maybe she's regretting asking me over. We smile at each other.

Then suddenly I feel I need her approval.

Kate?

Yeah babe?

Babe. She hasn't even touched me and I have goosebumps.

I'm doing okay, right. Like I'm not holding things back?

Kate laughs, her curly blonde hair bounces.

Laura, it's been four days.

I nod, you're right. I laugh.

We chat for what feels like hours. It's like we are friends reuniting after many years. Our comfort level suddenly doesn't exist and we are joking & laughing. Nothing seems out of bounds. I am deliriously happy, and the wine too has helped.

Okay, let's get you sorted for bed, Kate puts down her second glass of wine and stands up, I follow and we enter her bedroom where she begins to rummage through her drawers.

She pulls out a pyjama set, shorts and a tee covered in blue cats.

It reminds me and I blurt out Nino? 

Kate pushes the clothes into my hands and responds, he'll be asleep around here somewhere, there aren't too many places for him to hide. He'll appear when he's hungry.

I enter Kate's bathroom and close the door behind me, changing quickly, not wanting to miss too many moments with the woman. I reopen the door to find Kate too has changed her clothes & is sitting on her bed, mobile phone in hand. She is so beautiful, even in slouchy nightwear. I notice both our wine glasses are in the bedroom, refilled.

It's close to 11pm and Kate reaches over to her dresser where the glasses are, I figured one more, she says with a laugh & hands me a glass.

I'm suddenly nervous and excited. I take a sip of the wine and then head back to the lounge area, Kate follows and we take back our positions on the couch.

Before long it's 1am and we had started another bottle of wine,

Maybe this wasn't a good idea.

Maybe the wine wasn't a good idea, Kate responds with a purposeful slur.

We both laugh and she suddenly grabs my hand, slipping her fingers through mine.

My breath catches in my throat.

Kate looks me dead in the eye, leans forward and parts her lips a little, I just realised I don't have a spare blanket, for the couch.

I burst out laughing. Almost disappointed but also laughing at myself for thinking this woman was about to kiss me.

I'm a fucking idiot.

As long as you don't mind sharing I promise to stay on my side. Kate winked.

She's telling me I'm going to have to sleep in her bed, in her bed with her, in her bed.

None of my fantasies had ever had a simple issue such as a lack of blanket.

They were much more complex than that.

Well as long as you promise to stay on your side.

Kate laughs, our fingers still entwined. I don't want to let go and I don't want her to either. She doesn't and we chat a little longer. Kate strokes my palm with her thumb while she talks, almost absentmindedly. I love it. By two thirty we are tucked up in her bed. I couldn't have even daydreamed such a perfect evening.

I stare at her in the dim moonlight.

We're facing each other, but not close.

Good night Mikayla.

Good night Holtzmann.

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Kate wakes me softly. Gently touching my shoulder with a little shake, Laura? Babe, it's time to get up.

I slowly rouse. Opening my eyes, as if not to expect Kate staring back at me. 

It's five fifteen, she whispers. The bathroom is all yours and take what clothes you need. 

Kate leaves the room and I can could hear her in the kitchen. I freak out for a moment, what if nothing fits me? Pyjamas are a different story to jeans and shirts. I forget about panicking and remember I'm waking up with Kate. We had enjoyed such a wonderful night and we're starting the morning together. I sit up in bed and re-gained my focus, there as definitely too much wine last night, worth it, but too much.

Kate pokes her head back into her bedroom, eggs okay for breakfast? 

I smile, yaha sure. 

I jump into the bathroom and have a super quick shower, noticing that Kate has laid out fresh towels for me. I rinse my mouth with some mouthwash and throw on some moisturiser that Kate has sitting next to the basin.

Wrapped in a towel and my hair dripping wet I search through Kate's closet, trying to find something suitable to wear. I didn't want to chose something that she wouldn't approve of and I didn't want to chose something expensive either. I didn't know brands and I certainly didn't recognise most of the labels in her cupboard. I knew I had to hurry so I selected a button up plaid shirt and paired it with my own jeans. I didn't know if wearing the same jeans day in and day out was something just us Aussies did but if it was then it would be my excuse. I had already began to feel like I had overstayed my welcome. I opened the bedroom door after fixing up Kate's bed and bathroom and Kate greeted me with a gorgeous smile. I melted. She handed me a foil wrapped mound,

Breakfast burrito. I raised my eyebrows.

You look great in that shirt.

I looked from the foil wrapped food mound down to the shirt.

I hope it was a good choice, I was- 

Kate cut me off, You look great Laura, great. 

She unwrapped more of her foil clad burrito she had already started eating, the car is on the way, you sleep okay?

I took a bite of Kate's cooking, it was delicious, yeah really well, plus that wine helped!

Kate laughed.

I appreciate last night Kate. Truely. I had such an incredible time.

Kate grinned at me & took a huge bite of her burrito, and intentionally with a mouth full of food said, me too, we will definitely do it again.

We arrived at the studio in about ten minutes and I finished up the rest of my breakfast as we walked through the doors. We were the last two into the room. We took our seats and started running through the script. We went over different scenes & then went back over them, with the ladies adding their own twist, line or changing things completely. They were incredible to watch. So skilled. Hilarious. I was in stitches. I couldn't believe I was in the presence of these four talented women. A few hours later at about 11am I was taken aside for a costume fitting. This would enable me to slide into my character's role and persona easier. Knowing what I'm going to look like, move like in my outfit. Mikayla was going to be the team's IT professional. Hooking up computer powered chips to the proton packs, analysing data, security, research. A back up for all the Ghostbusters, being able to support each one individually. Mikayla was sort of a punk rocker chick. Dreadlocked hair, eyeliner, yet very feminine with huge lashes, red lips, nail polish, cute skirts. Almost like a take on a mix of Abby from NCIS & Garcia from Criminal Minds. I loved the character. Mikayla comes across the Firehouse as a door to door sales woman and leaves employed by them for her IT skills.

We finish up by 6pm & it's been a long and full on day.

We have the same planned for the Sunday. Luckily Monday is our first full day off and then filming officially begins on the Tuesday. I know I'm not ready. But I will have to be. I'm a part of this and it's a huge deal for me and a huge risk for them.

I rummage in my bag for my phone as Kate comes over, we hadn't had much of a chance to talk at all during the day and that's all I wanted to do. As she opened her mouth in a big smile I automatically opened my arms to embrace her. She let me and hugged me right back. Not letting go she buried her face in my hair momentarily and the pulled back, but not letting the embrace end. We smiled at each other. I could feel her stroke her fingers lightly over my, well her, shirt. I felt the need to tell her that I wanted to spend every night the way we had last night. But I kept my lips closed and Kate just grinned at me. I wanted to ask her back to my hotel, return the favour. Then I wanted to ask to take her to dinner.

I didn't say any of that, instead she slowly let go of me. See you in the morning Mikayla.

Can't wait Holtzmann, I said, turning red as I had realised what I was saying. Kate didn't acknowledge anything and I returned to rummaging in my bag for my phone to call Josh.

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I fell asleep easily that night. I was surprised.

I had Kate on my mind since the restaurant. I ached to embrace her again, this time privately so I could give her a friendly kiss on the cheek as I held her, I knew I would be too embarrassed to do it in front of everyone.

Kate was perfect. Everything I had imaged her to be.  I loved the way she made me feel with just one look, a glance. I had always had feelings for girls, although never really ended up with one.

When I discovered Kate I knew that interest, that spark was a yearning and I still had it inside.

My alarm buzzed me out of my Kate dream. It was 4:30am, and I was excited for the day. I jumped out of bed, showered, dressed and proceeded to coat my face in a small layer of make up.  Josh was picking me up at 5:15am. I was more than looking forward to the Monday off, I was desperate for it. I wanted to be able to catch up on some sleep, but at the same time I feel the disappointment of not being in Kate's company for a whole day.

You okay Lau?

Yeah, yeah Josh, I replied, as I pulled the hotel room door closed behind us, I'm so tired, yet just so indescribably happy.  

I smiled to myself, thinking of Kate, the film, Melissa, Leslie, Kristen. Kate. Beautiful Kate.

Well rumour has it you have been doing really well, they're impressed Kid. From what I've seen you really take command of the character. For someone with no experience, we jumped in the car he had parked out the front of the hotel, you're very confident & relaxed. I nodded, feeling relieved and eager for the day. Paul will be there today, Josh said, looking at me for a response as we chugged through the building morning traffic.

I put my hands to my flushed cheeks, I screeched a little and turned to Josh, my hands curling to form little fists of excitement. Oh my gossssshhhhhh. How is this happening??? I hope he will be proud of me.

Josh laughed, he will be suitably , Josh raised an eyebrow at his pun, impressed Laura.

I spent the rest of the car ride with a dumbstruck smile on my face and practically bounded through the doors when we arrived. Josh trailed behind me, answering a phone call as he entered the still musty smelling room. Kate was already there chatting with Kristen, they both waved me over toward them and as I walked up to them Kate grabbed my hand, intertwining our fingers. I didn't know what to do but turn and smile at her as Kristen and Kate continued their conversation, that now included me. I was part of this group, this team and it felt so good. I was going to be in a huge motion picture. It was going to change my life, and I was more than ready for it to do just that.

It was another long, exhausting day. I had met Paul Feig though, a passionate, caring man. Paul sat at the head of the table, suit & tie on. Apologising for his absence and taking the time to patiently explain his plans and ideas. He used my name many times, but also referred to me as part of the group, Ladies, Girls, Ghostbusters. I felt officially a part of it now, Paul's approval meant so much to me. I'd spoken to him briefly over the phone during the competition's conference call but this was just the icing on the cake, well that was Kate, but he was way up there on that pedestal.

During our break I wanted to get some sun and be outside. I hadn't spent much time outside since arriving, being only Kate & I's walk the other night. There were some grassy patches with trees & benches throughout the studios and I settled myself down on some grass, ear buds in, music playing softly. I didn't even choose a song, I just wanted something muffled in the background. It was surprisingly quiet out, the sun's rays shone through the waving branches of the tree above me. A couple of people scooted past on bikes, probably the best way to get from set to set. I closed my eyes, conscious to not fall asleep though, as I could easily have done.

I was soon aware someone had walked over to me, but I was enjoying my moment so I didn't open my eyes. I felt their weight next to me on the grass, and could smell Kate, I knew it was her, her gingery sweet smell enveloped me. I opened my eyes briefly, just in time to see her adjust her position so she could lay her head against my shoulder & take my left hand in hers. I closed my eyes again, not daring to say a word.

My stomach flipped.

I wanted to let go of her hand and put my arm around her shoulders, pull her close and kiss her.

Then hold her face with my other hand and bring her in close for more kisses.

We lay together for a few minutes, I loved the pressure of Kate on my shoulder, still with my eyes closed I turned my head so my forehead was against hers.

Kate tugged at my ear bud, pulling it free, would you like to do some proper sightseeing tomorrow Babe? her voice whispered, as though she didn't want to ruin such a quiet moment.

I relished the way she use 'Babe' so easily.

I knew it wasn't just toward me, I'd heard her reference Melissa as Babe too. But I liked to think she had a different tone when she used it toward me.

I squeezed her hand,  I'd love to. 

Kate smiled, we will go original Ghostbusters and visit the Lady Liberty. 

I opened my eyes and Kate looked up, staring at me, she rested her head next to mine on the grass and stroked my arm with her free hand. I loved that she wasn't afraid of touching, and didn't really care who saw it.

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Josh and I jogged down the steps to the subway. It was a bustling Monday morning in New York, a little after 10am and I felt refreshed and rejuvenated after an early night Sunday and a decent sleep in. We were in our way to Kate's via a train. My manager was going to join Kate and I on our visit to the Statue of Liberty. I

'm not going to intrude, Josh had said after asking if he could crash our sightseeing party, I just want to see the statue and then I will head off and do my own thing. 

I had nodded and reassured him Kate wouldn't mind and neither did I.

I feel like a true New Yorker, I said as I sat on the subway train next to Josh, focussing on my accent. 

You sure sound like one, Josh replied with a grin.

I nodded to myself and grinned.

Who would have thought that little old me is on the way to spend my day off from filming a freaking sequel to Ghostbusters, to go out sightseeing with my new friend Kate McKinnon.

I still had to pinch myself. Literally.

I knew all these incredible moments were going to become memories and I wanted to remember them down to the tiniest detail. I had made a pact with myself to embrace every moment and take very chance that was presented. This was going to be life changing and a once in a life time opportunity, I didn't want any regrets.

As we pulled into the station Josh and I exited the subway and I bounded over to Kate's block of apartments, Josh in tow. When I got to her apartment door I knocked and my body filled with excitement, I couldn't wait to be in her arms again. The door flew open and a flustered Kate grinned at me and let out a shrill laugh as she grabbed me and pulled me into her embrace. Kate chuckled at the sight of Josh and with her arms still locked around me pulled me into the apartment.

Josh trailed in behind us, closing the door, unsure how to react, I'm just here for the statue, Josh stated, noticing Kate and I had broken away from our hug but Kate's hands cupped around my right hand.

His gaze lingered on Kate's hands for a moment and I pulled my hand up towards my chest as if in embrace, Kate's hands following.

The three of us stood waiting for the ferry to to Liberty Island. I had seen the statue on a trip in my younger years, but this time it was different. I was in a different place in life and the reason for even being in America was out of my little world. The three of us sat on the wooden benches that covered part of the deck, Josh, Kate and I, side by side. Suddenly I yawned, not meaning for it to be so obvious. 

I forgot to have my four coffees this morning I joked.

Kate looked at me concerned, and then smiled, Coffee it is then. 

We chugged off from the dock and headed along the river, the wind picking up speed as we cruised through the water. I stared at Kate as she looked out at the distant island. Her usually loose blonde locks tied up in a tiny bun, the nape of her neck exposed by her loose blouse and her tiny legs folded up on the bench. She turned and looked at me, catching my gaze, I just grinned harder knowing I'd been caught staring. Kate just smiled at me and took my hand in hers. I didn't want her to ever let go.

After the short ferry ride we arrived at the island and I looked up as I stepped off, still clutching Kate's hand.

I felt tears prick my eyes, Josh noticed and squeezed my arm, Lau? You okay?

I nodded staring up in awe at the statue, She means so much more to me right at this moment. 

We walked a few more steps and I could feel the tears begin to flow.

Kate turned to me and faced me, letting go of my hand to place them both on my shoulders, Babe. 

It wasn't a question, just a comforting comment as she nestled her face into my neck and wrapped her arms tightly around me. I squeezed my cheek to the side of her face and wrapped my arms around her shoulders. 

I'm so happy Kate. I can't even describe all these emotions. I think this is just me releasing them.

We parted briefly but only enough to still be holding tight to each other. 

I didn't know where Josh had gone but I only really cared about the girl staring back at me.

Kate smiled and leaned into me, placing two soft kisses on my collarbone.

I went numb.

Those kisses weren't helping my emotions.

Kate slipped her arm around my waist and pulled my arm over her shoulder. Neither of us said anything as we slowly began to walk toward the Statue's stairs.

We heard a yell behind us, and stopped to turn. Josh was hurrying toward us, with three giant cups of coffee. 

They don't do small in New York, eh? I stated as I grabbed a coffee cup from Josh in anticipation and brought it to my mouth. 

I thought I would give you ladies your privacy, Josh said as he bowed a little and handed Kate her cup of joe.

The blonde curtseyed in thank you and took a sip, she looked over at me and put her hand around my shoulder and pulled me close to her. 

You're okay babe, she said in response to Josh, it just a lot to take in and it's overwhelming. 

I nodded and the three of us turned back to the stairs.

I felt so happy, and I could still feel the numbness on my collarbones from Kate's kisses.

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We posed for photos and Josh snapped away, the three of us taking selfies with the Statue of Liberty. I searched for Jackie Wilson on YouTube and blasted Higher and Higher as we sat in her magnificent shadow. Kate chatting and laughing throughout. This was a memory I had already boxed up and tucked away, safely stored for when I needed it.

Josh chuckled at the grin that hadn't left my face. Another cup? he asked taking my empty coffee from me. 

Yes, I replied and Kate too handed her empty over to the tall man.

The three of us slowly walked back towards the ferry dock, the tune still playing on repeat from my phone. Josh paused at the busy coffee cart and I hummed along with the music, singing the lines I knew.

Kate leaned into my shoulder, you can sing. I shrugged, no not really. 

She smiled her sparkling smile at me and nodded, yeah you can.

We boarded the ferry, it wasn't due to leave for another ten minutes, Kate and I sat next to each other with Josh opposite. I finished my coffee and tossed it into a trash can nearby. I wasn't aware of Josh with his phone tilted up toward us, he said something in a low voice and then I remember drifting off into a brief but deep sleep, resting on Kate.

We said our goodbyes to Josh at the dock when we arrived back to the city and he headed off to some meetings he had on for the day.

What do you want to do? Kate questioned.

What do you suggest?

Central Park? There's lots to see there.

I nodded and we stopped at a food truck to grab some lunch, hot dogs and headed down one of the stony pathways. 

Home Alone, Lost in New York, I muttered. And many other awesome films, Kate responded as we walked beneath a cobblestoned bridge.

I took a bite of my hotdog and we walked in silence for a while, eating and letting out the occasional comment of how good our choice of lunch had been.

Beep Beep

Josh.

I stopped along the path, oh a video I said out loud.

Kate leaned into me with her head on my shoulder, I pressed play.

It was Josh's face on the screen, These two have known each other for a week and already they're going to be everyone's friendship goals he said. The camera then flipped to show Kate and I on the bench opposite him. My body was curled into her, my head in the crook of her neck, eyes closed, asleep.  Kate's left arm was around me. Kate then rested her head against me, lifted it up to kiss my forehead and then rested back down, looking back to her phone.

I was beaming, Kate raised her head and lay a bunch of kisses in the crook of my neck. 

Send me that, she said. I did, instantly.

Beep Beep.

Thanks.

We wandered the gardens and park, took photos, laughed and talked about our lives. We stopped on a bench, overlooking a small pond.

Will you stay?

Stay? I responded.

Tonight, with me again.

I nodded. Do we need to get a blanket?

Kate laughed, no we don't need one.

We were back at Kate's apartment after stopping for more food at a café and taking photos with the Naked Cowboy in Times Square.

NBC on our next day off, Kate said.

I grinned eagerly, Pllleeeaaseeee.

It was late afternoon and I had plans to Skype my family back home. Kate set me up on her computer and I dialled through.

There on the screen were my parents, sister and brother in law.

Heeeyyyyyyyy! I said.

My Mum burst into tears and started laughing-her way of dealing with emotions.

How are you guys??

We chatted about what was happening back home and I told them how my first week had been.

I'm sorry for the lack of texts, there's been so much to do and so little time to be able to sit and write it all out for you in an email.

Kate had decided to take a bath whilst I was on my call to give me some privacy, even though I kind of wanted her right there next to me.

A gentle meow came from Nino whom was curled up next to me, I picked him up and shoved him into the laptop camera.

This is Nino, I said proudly as the black and white beast squirmed in my grip.

I put him down and he ran off. I'm at Kate's apartment, I explained, that's her cat. 

We chatted more and I told them what I was allowed to share about the movie, which wasn't much. I promised to send them through photos as soon as I had approval to do so.

I literally have to have everything approved, I explained, including my current social media accounts. But I'll get that lil blue tick next to my name, I'll be Official, I say with excitement.

We talk for another twenty or so minutes and then I hear he bathroom door open, I peer around the laptop and see Kate bounding over, her hair still wet and already she's in her pyjamas. 

Can I say hi? she mouths, I nod, and reach out a hand to guide her down next to me.

Kate grins into the screen, Hi I'm Kate, she waves at my family and they greet her in return. You should be really proud of Laura, she's really adjusted to set life. We've had long days.

Kate slid her hand into mine, out of shot of the camera, squeezing softly. I smile.

Kate took me sightseeing today, we had the day off. Josh came too, we took a bunch of fun photos, I'll send when I can.

We all chatted for another thirty minutes and then I said goodnight to my family as it was quite late on their end.

What do you want to do?

Well you're already in your pyjamas so I'm guessing a night in?

Kate laughed and scrunched her nose. My heart just melted. We had been sitting on cushions upon the floor with Kate's laptop on the coffee table. 

Still holding my hand the gorgeous blonde pulled me up to the couch. Putting my arm around her she cuddled into me. I lay against the corner of the couch, allowing Kate to nestle into me. I remembered the video from the ferry & planted a kiss against Kate's hair, laying my head against her. She wrapped her arm around my waist and pulled me close. We snuggled together in silence for what seemed like ages. I ran my fingers up and down the arm that was firm on my waist. I put both my arms around her, pulling her close to me. I felt her lips find my collarbones again, gently planting soft kissed along them, and then up my neck. She snuggled back into me and I closed my eyes, cherishing the incredible moment.

This is perfect I heard Kate finally whisper.

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Kate had put a movie on and then retreated back into my arms, we cuddled together, laying the occasional small kiss to arms, shoulders. It was early evening & I had no complaints about our day together, other than the fact I wanted to pull Kate's face to mine and kiss her deeply.

Wine? Kate asked.

Yes, I responded a little too eagerly, I might take a quick shower first if you don't mind?

We hadn't really been watching the movie, well I know I had other things on my mind, Kate nodded, I've put stuff for you in the bathroom already.

I smiled & headed for the bathroom, pulling my hair elastic out. Kate's body against me had been driving me crazy, I just wanted to spend all day & night kissing her & touching every inch of her.

I emerged from the bathroom in a different set of Kate's pyjamas, still covered in cat images though.

My hair was still damp and I walked back into the lounge, Kate handing me a glass of wine.

In honour of our sightseeing today, I've taken the liberty, Kate paused to allow me to laugh, which I did, of ordering take out.

 I shook my head, And that's why you're the comedian. 

I laughed again.

No seriously, I didn't actually order, but figured we should, what do you want to eat?

We had ordered a pizza and it was delivered in no time, we retreated back to the cushions on the floor & drank our wine, joking and chatting, enjoying our pizza & each other's company. The movie continued playing in the background, neither one of us focused on it.

I'm going to have garlic breath, Kate moaned.

At least you have a toothbrush!

Good point. There's mouthwash babe.

Are you hinting at something? It's that bad ?

Kate shook her head & giggled she as finished off her slice.

We put our empty plates and pizza box on the coffee table and Kate opened up her arms to me. I was cuddling her instantly.

Kate whispered, in a serious tone, I'm afraid of what's going to happen, I pulled away from her.

No, nope I smell no garlic.

She shook her blonde head and didn't laugh.

What are you afraid of? I asked, wanting more than anything to reach her mouth with mine before she can respond.

It turns out I had that thought at the same time that I impulsively pressed my lips to hers, she pressed back, kissing me deeply, wrapping her arms around me. Not letting our mouths part for more than a second. I pulled her face closer, my fingers getting tangled in her hair. Kate reached under my top, pulling my back closer to her, feeling her arms on my bare skin gave me chills. I pull away, briefly, staring at the incredible woman before me, I stroked her temple with my thumb, fingers still locked in her hair. 

I'm afraid of losing this, Kate whispers in a delayed response.

She leans back in, kissing and nipping at my lips.

I pull away and shake my head, this has been the most incredible and emotional week of my life Kate, I don't plan on losing any of it, especially not you.

Kate smiles at me, studying my face.

Our gaze is locked to each other. 

Let's go lay down, she hesitates and then takes my hand, leading me to her bedroom.

I pull her arm back on the way there and kiss her again, but with more passion, as if to reassure her. Kate kisses back, just as passionately, working her way down my neck, her arms run underneath my nightshirt again, up to my shoulder blades. We eventually fall into her bed, full of giggles and sighs.

We pull the covers over us, Kate winks the famous Holtzmann routine, complete with smile, Definitely don't stay on your side tonight.

I laugh gently as she pulls me toward her, laying her soft lips against my chest, collar bones, neck ear and then mouth. 

You're perfect, I whimper as she locks lips with me, I push my tongue against hers and we kiss breathlessly for a few minutes. Only pausing to come up for air.

The pressure and heat inside me continues to build as I reach under Kate's singlet, drawing my fingers up and down her back. Kate grins evilly at me and pushes her leg unexpectedly between mine. She smiles as she feels my wetness against her upper thigh.  

Excited? she giggles. I roll my eyes and pull her close and then over and on top of me. She rests onto her knees, either side of my hips, breaks the kiss and goes to work on my neck, nipping & sucking, being sure to leave no marks.

I reach under her top, pulling it off over her head as she sits up, resting her pelvis on me.

Kate leans down again, kisses me & reaches her hand down below my shorts, I spread my legs a little more as she continues to kiss me, then I feel her push her fingers inside of me. I arch and bring both my hands to her face, pushing my kisses into her.

You feel so good, Kate whispers breathlessly.

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I woke up to Kate nuzzling my neck with kisses.

It's the big day, she whispered. I felt my breath catch in my throat, not just from Kate's kisses but from the thought that yes, today filming officially begins.

I leaned in and kissed Kate softly. The night had been indescribable. The sex had been rough, passionate but caring and gentle at the same time. We spent most of our night just holding each other, kissing softly.

I need a shower, I said as I rolled away from the beautiful figure next to me, swinging my legs over the the side of the bed.

Kate chuckled, want company? I nodded, fearful about the day and needing all the comfort and reassurance I could get.

Kate stroked my back as I sat on the edge of the bed. Kate, I'm so excited, I'm so nervous.

It's going to be so much fun, you'll get to see how things work. Bring Mikayla to life!

I can't wait. I turned to face her and leaned in to kiss her.

I was still flustered from the night before and our rather erotic shower this morning. It was 6am and I was shivering, nervous about what the day would bring. We were already at the studio, I was in hair and make up, Kate in a chair next to me. Melissa called out from one end of the room, where she was sitting having her hair brushed, Wonton, Wonton, Wonton. I laughed, it made me feel at ease. Kristen was on my other side, grinning at me.
Kate stared at my reflection in the mirror. She smiled and winked. I shook my head with a smile.

Sooooooooo, ladies! It was Leslie. Sauntering in to the room, glancing at all our reflections in the mirrors. Leslie sat at a chair between Melissa and Kristen. The three of them turned their heads in unison, facing me. I turned too, to look at Kate sitting at the end, thinking she was making a face. Kate shrugged at me and then I turned back to the three staring Ghostbusters. Leslie broke into laughter and leaned forward in her chair, hands outstretched to each lady next to her, the hair stylist caught off guard. 

Pay up ladies, Leslie yelled, breaking into laughter.

I was confused, Kristen noticed as she reluctantly handed Leslie a twenty dollar bill, Sorry Laura, Kate. 

Kristen laughed, it was cute. I started to understand what was happening, I heard Kate gasp and jump from her chair next to me.

We kinda made a bet, Kristen explained.

We , Melissa pointed to herself and Kristen, said we gave you two weeks longer to get together.

I, interrupted Leslie, pointing to her chest, said week one, hands down. 

And with another full volumed laugh she yanked another twenty, this time from Melissa. My eyes widened, I suddenly felt awkward. Kate was standing next to me. I looked up at her.

How, hooww..how? I stuttered.

Melissa laughed, we didn't knowwww, but the reaction from you both tells us Leslie is right.

Kristen, Leslie and Melissa all high fived.

I laughed, Kate laughed & slipped her arms around me from behind and kissed my cheek, I reach my hands up and hold onto her arms, leaning into her kiss.

Nawwww stooopppp Melissa cried with a giggle.

We all laughed and settled back down in our chairs, the frustrated stylists finally getting to work.

I glance over to Kate, then at my own reflection.

My stylist smiled at me, you ready to become Mikayla honey? 

I nod, knowing that from right now I was ready for anything. Mikayla was going to be the bad arse IT technician for the Ghostbusters, and I was going to portray her right. I was saying my lines over and over, closing my eyes at times and whispering them out loud, perfecting my accent. 

We were all dressed, made up and ready by 9am. I loved the way my hair looked, long dark dreadlocks up in a ponytail. I felt them whip my mid back. My own hair was only just below my shoulders, I had extensions fitted and parts of the hair was a wig. Kate had transformed into Holtzmann in front of me. Her golden locks piled upon her head and her lips a glossy plump pink. We walked down to our warehouse, Kate and I arm in arm. I glanced over, there next to me was Patty, Abby and Erin. This was unbelievable.

Kristen caught my eye, Stay focused Laura, no crying! You don't want to have to have your make up redone! the now longer haired woman smiled, you're a Ghostbuster now.

I laughed, coz that's not going to make me cry!

We entered the massive set. I didn't know where to look, there was so much to see. People were bustling around, people were yelling instructions and there were bright flashes of light.

I heard my name, it was Josh, Just came to wish you luck. It's gonna get busy, I'll check in on you later, text me when you get some down time. 

I nodded and he was briskly whisked away by a suited gentleman, another meeting I assumed. I looked over at Kate, she was already in her yellow lensed glasses, she met my gaze and smiled. The other three ladies  seemed to be busy doing something set related. I wasn't sure what to do, so I just stood, I tugged a little at my skirt.
Towards he back of the room I could see some of the Firehouse set, Kevin's desk, the lockers, Holtzmann's lab and a bunch of monitors and electrical equipment. I had been glad Chris wasn't joining us for another six weeks, his accent would have been too distracting for trying to lose mine, his face would have probably been distracting too.

Laura, Mikayla's scene, a voice called.

Shit, that was me. A man came over and pulled me to the back section of the warehouse and toward the Firehouse set. Suddenly Leslie was next to me.

Let's do this lady, she said.

I instantly felt relieved.

We're going to try your entrance Laura, said the man, Patty will answer the door, and we'll go from there. 

I nodded. 

No cameras, the man yelled.

I went over my scene. I pretended there wasn't a hundred eyes on me, I related to Patty well with my lines. The other girls were off having some photos taken, discussions regarding their scenes and were luckily not watching me. Leslie gave me a reassuring nod and we ran the scene a few more times.

Paul then came running over, he held out a hand to me, I took it in mine and gave a firm shake, Laura! Fantastic! You look great, you sound great. I'm impressed! 

Paul was impressed, Paul Feig was impressed.

Cameras began to roll and I was instantly used to the sound of the clapper board, Paul's voice calling action, cut, again. I wanted to see Kate, I wanted her to be watching.

The morning flew and before I knew it, lunch was being called.

I sat close to Kate as we ate our sandwiches. She kissed my shoulder, it was still unbelievable seeing Holtzmann next to me.

Kate must have read my mind, on a scale of one to ten how weird is it seeing me and the others like this? she motioned to everyone.

Kristen piped up, scale of one to ten, she echoed. 

Definitely an eleven, I said with a chuckle and took a bite of my sandwich.

Kristen looked puzzled for a minute and then leaned over to Melissa, and said in a loud fake whisper, theyyy don't knowww howw to counnnt in Australiaaa.

We all laughed.

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The next week was a whirlwind. Kate and I spent every moment away from the set together. One night, after exhilarating sex she turned to me.

Would you move in here? I mean, it makes sense.

I raised my eyebrows, well I can't remember the last time I wore my own clothes I said, pointing to Kate's clothes she had torn off me as soon as we had walked in the door.

She pulled the sheet up and over her exposed breasts, ha ha you're right babe.

I'd love to stay here with you.

I'd love that too.

I bit my lip, and glanced at her smiling face.

It had been the most exciting two weeks. I felt like I was finally living. I was just so lucky.

We had 6am starts all this week, with an early finish on Friday and the whole weekend off. We arrived on set Monday morning, and got to work. My scenes had increased from four to ten and I had more lines and emotions to learn how to depict. Spending so much time with Kate had helped, we ran over my lines in the evening and practiced my acting skills whenever we had a moment to spare.

I called Josh during one of our breaks and suggested the move in with Kate.
It will save money Laura, as long as Kate is one hundred percent on it and it doesn't create any concerns with her manager. I'll make the call.

I thanked him and gave Kate a grin as she sat next to me, legs draped over mine as we ate our noodles.

We finished around 8pm and had all decided to head out for dinner.

Kristen sighed loudly in the car we had arranged to drive us into the city, finally...we can all hang out together.

What are we drinkkkiinnngg tonight ladies? Leslie questioned, clapping her hands together.

Kate shook her head and Melissa let out a shrill laugh, Leslie's readdyyy!

You bet baby, the tall woman replied, smacking her hands together again.

I was excited, pumped to finally be socialising as a group. The car pulled up to a fancy looking restaurant and we all piled out.

Kate grabbing my hand, laughing and messily grabbing at my waist, shoulders and planting a sloppy kiss on my mouth. Let's do this ladies, she yelled out.

We entered the establishment and were ushered to a VIP area down the back.

We took our seats, all but Leslie who remained standing and leaned on her hands upon the table, shotttsssss.

I let out a small squeal, yessssssss

Excellent, we know Aussies love to drink. Mel, Kristen, Baby?

Kate nodded, line 'em up!

The other two women groaned and reluctantly nodded.

Y'all can have yo Mama wines later, Leslie said to Kristen and Melissa.

I laughed, I loved how these women interacted. They were an unexpected family.

After many shots, food, kisses from Kate, I finally had the courage to make a suggestion,

This is gonna sound so silly and extremely newbiesque but do you think one night we could get all dressed up and go out dancing somewhere?

I wanted to let loose, I felt free, confident and I wanted a night of dancing, alcohol, crazed sex with Kate and a morning filled with a hangover.

Leslie leaned over, c'mon gurl, c'mon, she held her palm up at me for a high five, shook her head, knew I loved you woman. You Aussies. Let's do it.

I smacked her hand hard with mine and laughed, Kate threw her head back in laughter. Kristen, being on her third wine after three shots giggled like a school girl, scrunched up her face and put on an accent. I was unsure what exactly she was trying to portray, I hoped it wasn't Australian, because I really hoped that's not what we sounded like, yes ladies, let's get in our gowns and dance the night away.

We all headed off about midnight. Kate and I hailed a cab back to her apartment. We were both tipsy, and conversed only through giggles.

As we opened the door I spun Kate around, forcing her body to close the door, I pushed against her, kissing her neck and ear lobe. She grabbed my hair and pulled me in closer. I relished her invitation and continued sucking the pale skin of her neck, waiting for her whimpers, they came and I pulled away. She grabbed the back of my neck and pushed my mouth to hers. We kissed deeply, and I reached for her tee, pulling away from her only momentarily to rid her off her it. I cupped her bra and continued kissing her, reaching behind to unclasp the brassiere. She shook it free and pulled away my shirt and bra. Our hands and lips were everywhere. We continued teasing each other and made our way to the couch. I lay her down and climbed upon her, laying kisses down her chest, belly and over her jeans, pushing her legs apart. Kate groaned and I could feel my own self throbbing. I unzipped her jeans and slid them off, I pulled her legs over my shoulders and buried my lips in her inner thighs, kissing and licking them, slowly making my way to the centre. 

Laura, came Kate's whimper, breathless and needy. I kissed her over her underwear, it was already damp. I pulled them down and pushed my fingers inside of her, licking around them as she raised her hips, using her legs on my back as leverage. After a few moments of hearing her moans I removed my fingers and pushed my face in tight to her, kissing and licking until she came.

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I'd been moved in with Kate for more than a month. The movie-set life was just as exciting as it had been on my first day and I was still smitten by my beautiful Kate.

Life was good. I was getting used to the crazy late and early hours and I had my accent down pat. I didn't even have my ocker accent any more and although you probably couldn't pick which part of the USA I was from, I still sounded like a 'Murican.

Sooo, Kate rolled from her back to her stomach on her bed and rested her chin in her hands, there's an event in two  weeks for SNL and I want you to come.

For SNL? I questioned, hanging my head out of the bathroom, toothbrush hanging out of my mouth.

We were getting ready for bed after a late finish.

Yeah babe, a promo event, just photos and then a cast dinner. We can go shopping this week for your outfit.

I pulled the toothbrush out of my mouth, looked up to the roof and pointed upwards with my hands, Ridiculous, ridiculous, I call out, my life has become a movie,' I turned and stepped back into the bathroom.

Kate rolled back over in laughter.

I continued to brush my teeth and then popped my head back out, toothbrush again hanging from my mouth, Shit, Kate, photos? Will I be in them?

Kate nods, of course, we'll be in them together.

I have no idea how to pose. I'm stressed about the Ghostbusters shoot, now I have to worry about another photo shoot ? I awkwardly placed a hand on my hip, then both hands on my hips, then back to one hand. I scowled in frustration.

Babe, it will be great practice for the premiere. You realise that will be red carpet, live cameras, tv shows, interviews, people yelling questions, kids, other movie stars, props, bright lights.. shall I go on..?

I chuckled, grabbed at my toothbrush, and continued to brush, madness, I whispered to myself, staring at my reflection in the mirror.

Life had changed dramatically. I was in a relationship with the most generous, funny, honest and passionate woman. Kate made my heart flutter, gave me reason. I had become friends with Leslie, Kristen and Melissa, people that I only ever knew from the big screen and from television shows. Now I was socialising with them, sending them texts asking if they needed anything from the store before I arrived at the studio. I was learning about film, cameras, what movie language terms meant. I was getting used to Kate being recognised when we were out at dinner, the way she graciously smiled at her fans, posed for photos, signed autographs. Kate was as genuine with her fans as she was in her natural personality.

Our schedule had been intense the last few weeks and we all had barely any time for socialising outside of work, even though we did joke and laugh most of the time on set. Our glamorous night out had been planned for the following Saturday and my short red cocktail dress was in its cover hanging on the front of the cupboard door, Kate's, a blue v-neck dress hung next to it. I was more than looking forward to the night, I was ecstatic for it.

I crawled into bed with Kate and pulled her close. I was exhausted. We kissed briefly and then I tucked my head into the crook of her neck and slowly drifted off to sleep.

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Our Saturday night plans rolled around quickly and before long Kate and I were in her bathroom getting ready. Kate was standing in front of the mirror, pyjama clad flicking through her iPod.

Something Aussie, she murmured, ...Siiiaaa.

I laughed at her choice and Cheap Thrills began to play as she plugged the iPod into the dock we had sitting on the bathroom shelf. Kate gazed at the two of us in the mirror and started to sway to the music. I pulled off my tee and shorts and slipped into my red dress, turning my back to Kate so she could zip me up. The tune relaxed me, thoughts of our night ahead were exciting me and I couldn't wait to see the others. Leslie especially was keen, talking about it for most of the day. We were hitting an exclusive club, and I was excited as to whom else may be out partying too.

'Come on, come on, turn the radio on. It's Saturday and I won't be long' Kate sang to me in the mirror.

I joined in, 'Gotta paint my nails, put my high heels on, It's Saturday and I won't be long'

We giggled and Kate sexily pulled off her clothing, standing and facing me in just her underwear, tugging at her bra strap as if to tease me, 'I got all I need, No I ain't got cash, I ain't got cash, But I got you baby' she teased, kissing me.

I kissed her back, and then moved down her neck, I pulled away and looked toward us in the mirror.

We belted out the next verse together, 'Baby I don't need dollar bills to have fun tonight, Baby I don't need dollar bills to have fun tonight, But I don't need no money, As long as I can feel the beat, I don't need no money, As long as I keep dancing'  with Kate yelling out the 'I love cheap thrills' line.

I burst out laughing each time, You calling me cheap?

Never! she replied.

After we had finished up our make up, we started the night with a class of wine, kissing each other with excitement, Kate's hand finding the zip of my dress again, tugging at it.

Suddenly we heard a buzz from the intercom and Kate ran over to the speaker, My bitches ready? blared Leslie's voice.

On our way, replied Kate, downing the rest of her wine, zipping me back up and grabbing my hand and her purse.

The drive to the club was a mess of drinks and laughter as our driver pulled up to the curb of the venue. We piled out, Kristen locking arms with me and smiling. We were a group of loud laughter and pretty dresses; we headed inside and a few patrons pointed at us, recognising the girls, whistling and calling their names. How do you deal with this? I asked into Kristen's ear. 

With grace, she replied and waved with a big smile to the other attendees.

We headed to the back of the club, the music was loud and rhythmic, a table was reserved for us and a waiter brought over a tray of random drinks.

For the Ghostbusters, he said with a smile.

We eagerly all took drinks and I ended up with a glass of wine. Leslie and Kate had gone straight for the shots, clinking them against each other, shooting them and then banging the empty glasses down in the table in unison. Melissa laughed, raising her arms, including her glass above her head and yelled out in excitement. Kate and Leslie laughed, embracing and Leslie kissing Kate's hand. Another round of drinks was brought over moments later, I was still going with my wine but grabbed another.

A tray of food was brought over, 'this place looks to fancy to be serving fries,' I said to Leslie, yelling over the music and taking a fry, pushing it into my mouth.

'Baby everywhere in America serves fries' 

Kristen snorted in laughter.

You do realise you said that in a perfect  American accent Lau? Melissa yelled.

Ha!! I did, didn't I?

Kate nuzzled my neck.

Leave it for the bedroom ladies, Melissa cried and then laughed.

Mmmmkay...who wants to dance? I said loudly, pouring the last of my second glass of wine down my throat.

Kristen pushed a handful of fries into her mouth, raising her arms up in the air, Me! Me! Me! she cried, grabbing my hand over the table, over Melissa's head, who ducked and pulled me over to the dance floor.

The music was pounding.

The small dance floor was crowded and the strobe of the lights lit up the gathering sweat on our faces. Kristen was such a good dancer, her signature finger moves cutting through the heat of the air.

Before I knew it, Kate was next to me, Leslie and Melissa still at the table, downing more drinks.

This is awesome, I yelled over the music. I knew neither girl had any idea of what I said and they both nodded at me blankly.

The three of us danced for a while, then headed back to the table, Leslie and Melissa already displaying their new tipsy personalities. Kate and I sat next to each other, her arm around my shoulders, pushing one of the shots sitting on the table into my hand with the other. The blonde picked up her own and we clinked glasses, downed the drink and tapped them back loudly on the table. We both reached for another, repeating our last motion. Kate leaned into me, kissing me slowly. I pushed her blonde locks from her sweaty face, curling them behind her ear. She pulled my face closer to hers with a smile, deepening her kisses. Our bodies were pressed close together.

I love you so much, I said suddenly, instantly pulling away, lips parted, realising what I had just said.

Maybe Kate didn't hear, we were drunk.

But Kate had heard.

The beauty before me, beamed at me, took my face in her hands and kissed me again, I've loved you for so long.

Laddiieesssss Melissa called to us from down the table, she then grabbed Leslie and Kristen's hands, pulling them onto the dance floor. She motioned to Kate and I, and all I could see was Melissa as Abby, in her scene, motioning to Erin to interview Kevin. I was so tipsy, but grabbed Kate's hand, kissed it and pulled her back out onto the floor.
We all danced for ages, laughing and testing out dance moves and joining in with other club goers.

A few hours later, sweaty, drunk and tired we were done. A car had been arranged to collect us and take us all home. Kate and I returning to her apartment and the other three girls had booked a hotel not too far from us. The drive home was just as loud as the one to arrive and we all chattered and the excitement was still at a high level, despite all being exhausted.

Kate and I waved to the others as we were dropped home. Leslie stuck her head out of the window, and yelled, Use protection! 

I snorted with laughter and Kate embraced me, byyyeee Leslie, she yelled in a serious voice.

We stumbled up the stairs to Kate's apartment and almost fell into the room. We both headed to the bedroom, taking off our own clothes as we did, leaving them strewn across the floor. We didn't even bother with lights. Kate grabbed my shoulders and held me against the bedroom wall, pushing her lips into my neck. I grabbed her soft curls and gently pushed her harder into me. We were only in underwear, but not for long as we pulled them off each other and Kate worked her way down my body, kissing me, then stopping and licking where she knew I was most sensitive. I looked down at her, I was so drunk, yet so focussed. I moaned in the moment, feeling myself shake, I didn't want it to stop but I leaned down and pulled her back up, kissing her, tasting where she had been. My gorgeous girlfriend stared at me, her smile big in the dim moonlight.

I leaned in to kiss her, but she pulled back, let's never let this end babe, she whispered, we will make his work. 

I smiled and then kissed her.

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The nervous butterflies filled my stomach again that morning, we had been filming the Ghostbusters sequel for three months now & finally Kevin would make an appearance in some of the shots. Chris Hemsworth would be at the studio today, his Avengers schedule conflicting with the beginning of ours. I was over the moon excited to meet him.

Kate & I arrived on set at exactly 6am & headed in to hair & make up. Leslie joined us shortly after, followed by Melissa & Kristen. My character Mikayla had developed into a serious yet humorous IT geek, almost at times mirroring Jeanine from the original films with her quirky style & outspokenness. I loved running my fingers through my fake dreadlocks & batting my long eyelash extensions at Kate.

Melissa had explained to me that we would shoot about twenty five different scenes, they would then be cut to create the feature film, then those twenty five scenes cut again to create the extended edition on the blu ray. Anything left over going as bonus & deleted scenes. I had hoped not too much of my air time would be cut, but Paul had reassured me that my solo scene discovering & arriving at the Firehouse would not be cut as it introduced my character. 

You're with all the characters or just Kate for most your scenes, Laura so whatever is cut it won't be just you, Paul explained.

He was a patient & passionate man, letting the girl power of the film take over & he honoured & depicted everyone's individual characters' personality on screen perfectly.

After we had all been dolled up & costumes pinned & fitted we headed onto set. I saw Chris first from the back, tall and buff. As he turned around to face us his mouth widened into a grin, arms open toward us.

Kate ran to him & jumped into his open arms, Kevvviinnnnn, she called out as he scooped her up, hitching her upon his hip with one arm & high-fiving Leslie as she walked over to him, the tall woman then poked him in his side with her fingers, The buff man returns, she called out.

Chris bellowed in laughter & slid Kate down slowly, embracing Leslie, Kristen & Melissa.

I walked up to him with a grin and held out my hand to shake his, too nervous to speak, Chris grabbed my hand & pulled it towards him, giving me a tight hug. 

Aussies unite!, he said, the accent I missed hearing filling my ears.

Before I could say a word Leslie butted in, buh buh buh buh, she said, pointer finger wagging at me, Yankee only! I laughed, realising I couldn't slip out of the accent I had worked so hard to perfect.

I laughed again, Chris, so great to meet you. Huge fan! I said in my perfect American drawl.

Chris nodded approvingly, Impressed! How are you enjoying movie star life Laura? 

I blushed, well I wouldn't say moviiiee starr, but I've been having the time of my life. I don't want it to end.

Melissa laughed and looked at me, nudging Kate, 'on & off set I believe.'

Chris was such a joker, with such gentle, serious humour. We ran through scenes and I giggled at hearing his accent. It was so odd to hear the Aussie slang that had been written into his lines.

We had an extended lunch break due to Chris being back on set & our stunt doubles & Paul & Katie joined us. We feasted on an array of foods & chatted about our upcoming photo shoot. I felt confident about it as I had attended an SNL party with Kate in the weeks earlier & photographers had been there, with their bright lights and cameras. Kate had helped my with poses & reactions & I was looking forward to the Ghostbusters shoot.

Katie Dippold picked up a carrot stick & dipped them in some humus, bringing it to her mouth, her delicate features looked like they would break as she bit down.

Still munching away she turned to me, Laura, later this week everyone will have individual meetings where we'll go through all your social media accounts. Images will be approved, unapproved & we'll also go through what photos you've taken since you arrived. Josh will be there for you too. We will just need to advise what can be released now, prior & post production.'

I nodded, Kristen had explained this to me in the weeks prior as we had all had to sign contracts about photo releases.

The press will already have photos, Katie continued, from our filming in public places, and we can't really help that unfortunately.

The press had already jumped on Kate and I's relationship, but with Kate having no social media and I too had made the effort to avoid being online, nothing had really affected us. My family were obviously aware as I had told them during a Skype conversation and they just suggested taking anything negative about it in my stride and to focus my energy on the film.

A few days later we were all suited up in our Ghostbusters flight suits, posing in front of a green screen.

We all had a bunch of costume changes and props to include. Mikayla & Kevin had photos in flight suits too but most photos of the two of us were in our characters' style of clothes. I had glasses on for some of my photos, and cute knee high black and white striped socks with short skirts in some, my dreadlocks being curled around my fingers, staring into the lens.

We had a huge amount of group shots, with Kate yelling out, 'Team shots, or Squad goals are better titles, Group photos kinda gets lost in translation,' we laughed and Kate grinned wickedly.

The photos were to be used as marketing, promotion & merchandise. 

You're gonna be a doll you know, Melissa said. Kristen chimed in, you'll be a gif too. The first one will be of you taking off your glasses at the computer, that's such a great shot' referring to one of my early scenes where I'm in awe and pull my glasses off for a 'better look'.

A gif? A doll? Those things hadn't really crossed my mind yet.

I was excited for the next few days, we had some American tv network personalities visiting the set for footage & interviews. I had no idea who they were but the others seemed enthralled and excited, but something they were used to.

'They'll have specific questions they can ask & you'll have specific responses you can give,' explained Paul.

Josh had run over what I needed to say & what I could talk about, a few days before the planned networks arrival. Three teams would be invited & although they would be focussing mainly on the four girls I was going to be able to chat about my role & what it meant for the every day, girl next door.

We all sat around on directors chairs, our names proudly printed on the back rest, I kept turning to look at mine. Kate laughing silently every time I did.

She rested her hand on my exposed knee, we were all in costume, you ok?

I nodded, I'm getting used to all this now.

Kate smiled and pulled her hand away, a professionally dressed brunette was getting ready to begin the group interview.

Ready, she said to her camera team, looked over to us all with a nod and began to speak, 'Ladies, Paul, the woman nodded toward Paul as he said hello, and introduced us all.

Ladies, a sequel, she began, we are very much looking forward to seeing your characters back up on the big screen, turning towards me, and new characters.

Kate grinned at me. The camera panned over us, the bright lights I was now used to.

The media personality went on to chat to the girls about reprising their roles, what was in store for the characters & what links the original sequel would have with ours.

The woman turned to me, Congratulations Laura, you must be ecstatic to be working with such talented women! 

I nodded, and that they are, who would have thought I'd be sharing the screen with them.

My response was perfect, just as Josh & I had rehearsed. I answered a few more questions throughout the discussion, aware of the cameras & staff milling in the background.

Laura, if you have taken one thing from this-, Kate butted in, besides me.. she said with a laugh.

I grinned at her, then at the interviewer, --what would it be? she continued, smiling at Kate.

We hadn't discussed an answer to this as it was never a question, but I didn't have to think about it, well, I think I've kind of mirrored what these four Ghostbusters, I gestured to my four friends, 'have done in the film, followed their passions & shown determination, no super powers needed, saved New York, saved themselves. I just followed my own dream, no super power needed either, I just embraced me and was determined to change my life. I didn't change who I was, I literally made my entry video in bed, in my PJs, but it was full of honesty and full of me, I think that's what I've taken from this whole experience, it's okay to be Yourself.'

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I'm not going to care what time it is in Melbourne, I said to the laptop screen as I Skyped my family, I'm just going to send a bunch of photos through tomorrow.

Our meetings & interviews were over, photos approved, some deleted, photo shoots done & we only had a few months left of filming. I hadn't had a chance to share many details or images with my family and had sent them only my sightseeing photos, none of them containing even me, I didn't want to risk it. I hurriedly finished our conversation as I had dinner plans with Josh. Kate wanted an early night and had decided to stay in. I said my goodbyes to my family and disconnected. I grabbed my bag and went into the bedroom to say goodbye to Kate. The beauty was already tucked up in bed, reading.

Babe if I'm asleep when you get home wake me, Kate said, looking up from her book, arm outstretched to pull me in for a kiss. I planted one on her mouth and then nose.

Enjoy your night, and get some rest, I responded with a firm nod.

I squeezed her hand and then headed for the door, Josh and I were meeting at the same restaurant Kate & I had first gone to which was a short train ride away.

I was the first to arrive & I sat down at our reserved table and looked through the menu. Josh walked in moments later, confused as to where Kate was, she's the tired one now, I said, she's gonna have an early night. Josh nodded and smiled, looking down at the unopened menu.

Laura...

Josh?

We need to discuss finishing up...here'

'We can talk about it another time', I shot back.

Leaving Kate was the last thing on my mind, in fact it wasn't even on my mind.

Lau-

Josh. We don't finish up for ages yet, it's not something I want to or need to think about.'

Laura, you're on a working visa, you will be able to come back, but you will need to go back before you do that first. You'll meet up with the girls for the London premiere too you know.'

I don't want to meet up with them, I said angrily.

Laura, listen don't get upset.

Josh, please, let's just enjoy dinner. I thought that's what tonight was about.'

The young man shrugged, we will need to discuss your plans sooner rather than later. Plans need to be made.'

Tears stung my eyes and I squeezed them away.

Dinner was awkward & even though I knew that Josh was right I couldn't bear to think of being away from Kate. I remembered her words, telling me we would make it work, obviously it had played on her mind too. We finished up our meal & I took the last sip of my wine, wishing there was more left, or that I had at least ordered something stronger.

Josh walked me to the door, I'll drive you home.'

No, I replied, I need some air, I can take the train.

I pushed open the restaurant door and stepped out into the cool air. I looked around, working out which direction to the subway.

Josh paused and turned toward me.

You love her, I get that but you need to be serious about what's going to happen once all this is over. Kate has a massive career over here, SNL will be back filming soon & she'll have other contracts coming up too.

And what does that all mean Josh? Kate won't have time for me? Is that what you're really saying?

That's not what I'm saying at all, I think that you too with end up with a film or tv career after all this, but I don't want to see you hurt, or blinded.

I felt tears return to my eyes. The cool air made my eyes sting as I began to cry. I shook my head, in an attempt to stop. I wiped my nose with the back of my hand and looked up towards the sky in an effort to compose myself.

Lau. Just think about things. This has changed your life, and it will continue too. Just don't let it take   over  your life. There are going to be so many opportunities for you & I don't want to see you hold back because of someone else's career.

I nodded, I didn't know what else to do.

I love her Josh. I stared at the ground, more tears falling. Josh touched my shoulders, sighed and ran his hand through his hair, flustered, I'll give you a lift' he said again quietly. I shook my head and turned away from him, wiping my eyes.

I'm angry Josh. I feel like doubting everything.

Laura, Josh said softly, I shook my head again, feeling more tears begin to fall, I didn't bother to wipe them, I gave him one last look and then headed for the station.

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I drew my legs up to my chest as I rode the train home. I couldn't stop the tears, I hid my face in my knees, my body rocking with the gentle rhythm of the train. My face was hot, I felt nauseated and dizzy.

What the fuck was Josh's problem? 

I went over and over our conversation. 

Why was he bringing shit like this up? 

I wiped my overflowing teary eyes with my fingers, not caring about my smudged make up. The train pulled into my station and I slowly stepped through the open doors. I walked along the platform, and down a set of stairs onto the street. Kate's apartment was only a block away. It wasn't late but the street was fairly empty.

I passed a man walking his dog and said Hello automatically as he passed, but allowed myself to say it with an Australian accent.

A few more tears rain down my cheeks and I hastily brushed them away. I sniffed. I am so snotty I thought, then laughed softly to myself. I crossed the road at a diagonal and soon arrived at Kate's block, pushing through the entrance door and I climbed the stairs to her floor, slowly.

I paused outside her door and closed my eyes, I knew I looked terrible. I scrunched my face up as more tears rolled down my face, I sniffed, I couldn't stop the tears this time.

Once inside I headed straight to the bathroom, the bedroom was dark and I could see Kate in bed, asleep. I closed the door and stared at my reflection in the mirror. I looked terrible, my entire face was red and blotchy, my eyes puffy and swollen. I blew my nose and tried to be quiet about it. I filled the basin with water and cleaned up my messy face. I paused and stared at myself again, 

Was Josh right? I took my clothes off and turned off the light, scampering naked toward the bed, grabbing an oversized tee from the floor as I did, throwing it over my head. I slid into the warm covers, Kate's back was to me and I pushed my front against her softly, and slid my arms under hers, clasping my own arms at her belly. I squeezed her softly and lay a couple of soft, silent kissed at the back of her neck. I didn't want her to wake, I just wanted to hold her as I thought. I pressed my eyelids closed.

Was Josh insinuating that once the filming was over Kate and I would be over?

Did he know something I didn't?

Or was I right in suggesting what he meant to say: that Kate wouldn't have time for me once filming ended and other projects began. 

I tried to ignore my thoughts.

Babe?

I opened my eyes.

Babe? What's wrong?

Kate turned around to face me. I closed my eyes again and I felt tears well in my eyes. Kate pulled the covers tightly up to our necks and then took my hands and pulled them close to her chest.

What happened tonight? Are you okay?

Kate looked concerned, I dipped my head toward her so our foreheads touched.

Josh made me angry. I'm, I'm just really upset, and angry, my voice trailed off as my tears began to fall again. Kate let go of one of my hands and stroked my hair, cupping the side of my face in her hand and stroking my cheek.

What did he do to make you so upset?

I shook my head for a moment, let the tears release and soak the pillow.

Kate furled her brow and shook her head, what?

I explained what Josh wanted to discuss, Kate hanging on every word, no response or even  reaction on her face. 

I don't want to question anything Kate, I don't, but all I can think of now is what's going to happen once all of this is over? I don't want Us to be over.

Kate shook her head, again furling her brow, Laura, why are you letting Josh get to you like this? she shook her head again.  I noticed tears fill her eyes, You don't believe him do you?

I shook my head, No.

Kate pulled me close to her, kissing me over and over.

She stroked my hair, I told you we would make this work, she whispered between kisses, and we will. I promise.

I awoke the next morning with a throbbing headache. All my thoughts of the night before came flooding back. My eyes watered again, but I caught the tears before they overflowed. Kate was laying snuggled into me asleep, her head on my shoulder and arm draped across my chest. She sighed peacefully in her sleep. I stroked her arm to gently awaken her, I wanted to talk about everything. Kate slowly awoke, turning her head to look up at me.

She smiled. We will do whatever it takes babe', she whispered hoarsely.

I nodded, How is it going to work?

We can sort out visas, it will be especially easy if you end up with work after filming. Don't let Josh fill your head with nonsense. Nothing is going to change after we finish filming. We will still live here, we will still spend every second together. I promise. I meant what I said, I've been in love with you for so long.  Since I first met you.

I smiled so hard at her. I pulled the covers tightly around us, cocooning our bodies and snuggling into her, ''ve been in love with you for so long too.

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I chose not to contact Josh that day, nor the next. I wanted to push our conversation from my thoughts.

On the third day, whilst the five of us were chattering over dinner my phone rang: Josh. I excused myself from the table, Kate giving my hand a gentle tug as I stood up and I headed outside, answering the call as I stepped out through the café doors.

Laura?

Yes. I paced a few steps.

Are you okay after the other night? I didn't mean to upset you so much.

I licked my lips in frustration, and shook my head a little, my dark curls shaking, ' you're my manager Josh, what did you think you were doing? , I shook my head again, 'Friendship goals' remember? 

I paused, giving him a moment to remember the ferry ride, 'You really hurt me. You made me question what I thought was so perfect & secure. I shouldn't have questioned anything. You shouldn't have questioned me!'

Josh was quiet for a few minutes on the other end.

'Laura, I'm sorry. I just needed you to understand what I first told you, this film & this opportunity is going to change your life. You'll get offers Lau, you won't go back to your old life. I just wanted you to understand that & have options. I'm sorry for upsetting you.' Josh sounded genuine & I finally understood what he was trying to say to me.

'Josh, my life has changed & I know it will never be the same,' I looked to the ground, then peered in through the café window, Kate was smiling at me and summoned me back inside with a wave, turning back to Leslie, Melissa & Kristen, laughing at something. 'My life is somewhere I never imagined it would be,' I said into the phone, 'I think what I have been waiting for all my life, arrived.'

I ended the call & stared down at the screen, Josh didn't try to phone again.

I knew that no matter what happened after Ghostbusters that my life would never be the same because Kate would be in it. I headed back inside, grinning at the ladies that were smiling back at me.

The next morning we were all back on set, the storyline involved Kevin and Mikayla as part of the Ghostbusters Team, we had our proton packs at the ready. We had filmed many scenes with them strapped on, but even though they were props the bundle strapped to my back was heavy. I winced a little, rearranging the weight. 

Annnnnnnnd action, called Paul as Chris and I leaped forward, cords attached to our backs, a green screen in the background, we both landed hard on the padded green mat in front of us. Show runners were at the ready to help us back up, not that Chris needed any help, we scooted back to our original positions and Paul called action again. Okay you two, take a break. We had shot the scene four times already and I was hoping that the fifth had been perfect. I unstrapped the cumbersome pack and smoothed out my dreads. Georgia, my make up lady came bustling over, foundation palette in hand, touching me up as I brushed my sweaty fly-aways from my face.

Kate came bounding over, clad in her beige flight suit, wrapping her arms around me, 'Kate! Georgia called out, don't smudge anything.' 

Kate laughed and planted a sloppy kiss on my cheek, winking at my sighing make up artist.

Our days on set were numbered with filming drawing to an end. We had two weeks left and already this group of women were like family to me. There was nothing I couldn't talk to them about and nothing anyone was afraid of sharing.

I would fly home for six weeks and then back for another three, press and media events were planned and then we would have the film's release in the new year. I was dreading being away from Kate for so long, and there was no opportunity for her to come to Australia as her new season of SNL would then begin.

Let's sing, together this time, Kate and I were enjoying take out together, chilling on her couch, Leslie had joined us and was lazing on the floor, Nino curled up next to her.

Yesssssss, Leslie said, propping herself up on her elbows, you two sing!

I hadn't sung since our trip to the Statue of Liberty and random drunk singing when we had been out for the night at a club. We had enjoyed a few more nights out drinking but had usually ended up back at Kate's, wanting our alone time.

Kate pushed the last of her burger into her mouth and skipped over to her piano. C'mon, she said tapping the piano's bench she had planted herself on, her mouth still full of food.

She grinned at Leslie and I, lettuce and cheese hanging from her mouth. Leslie snorted in laughter, just you two, I don't sing! 

Kate shrugged, 'Lesssss go,' she called out, head tiled to the roof, Holtzmann style. I licked the rest of my dinner from my fingers and sat down next to her.

'You know Gavin DeGraw?'
'Do I???' I responded in excitement.

Kate smiled whilst sucking in her cheeks, clearing her mouth of the last of her burger, she began to play, slowly pushing down on notes, 'I hope you know She Sets The City On Fire'

I nodded eagerly, it's on my iPod!

'I know,' Kate said with a wink.

I let Kate sing solo for a bit, then joined in with the parts that suddenly meant something more to me than before meeting Kate,

'She caught the last train last night, left another note, Saying "see you next time; miss me if you don't", You look good in your bed; til we meet again
You went through my head and nobody told me so..'

Leslie let out nervous laughter, watching us and humming along.

I smiled at Kate, it was filled with more emotion than any other before, I let her sing and she inched closer to me, her fingers playing out the melody as she rested her head briefly against my shoulder, her gingery scent lingering.

'Cause New York sky don't get much brighter
She sets, she sets the city on fire, She sets the city on fire, Burns like a million lighters, I'm going up, I couldn't get much higher, She sets, she sets the city on fire' we belted out the lines together.

Leslie had left soon after, we had another early start the next day. Kate and I fell into bed kissing. I'd pushed all thoughts of leaving her aside and had planned on enjoying what moments we had left. We had made the most of our days off, hanging out as a group, many dinners, the theatre a few times and the SNL Veterans had taken me on a tour of their second home, NBC studios. I had a plethora of photos on my phone and had to keep emptying it onto my laptop, sharing what I was allowed to on Facebook and Instagram. My friends and family back home were constantly commenting and 'liking' images and videos. I had even done a small interview with an Australian tv network via satellite and everyone back home thought it was the most incredible thing to happen to someone they knew, worked with, went to school with and were friends with, it was amazing.

The days on set and the nights with my new family flew, and before long I was waking to my final day at the studio. Kate was already awake when I rose, still in bed next to me. Before I could say anything she was on top of me, kissing me long and hard, pulling off my shirt and freeing me of my underwear. When she pulled away from the deep kiss I opened my mouth the speak, Kate shook her head and kissed me harder. I pulled her close to me, shed her of her clothing too and kissed her equally as hard, stroking her body and finally letting my hands find their way between her legs.

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I couldn't speak without my voice quivering nor could I look at Kate without my eyes tearing up. We silently packed up a few things I was going to need for the day, my other possessions already in their suitcases near the front door. I still had a whole day left as my flight wasn't scheduled until the evening. Kate and the ladies had made plans for my final day and were keeping it all hush hush. I was just told to enjoy it. And although I was excited for what the day would bring I also wanted to be back at day one, the innocent, awkward and nervous Me. Start everything over, embrace any moment I thought I had missed and fall in love with Kate all over again.

The quirky blonde pulled up the blanket on the bed, smoothing the invisible wrinkles and staring a little too long at the striped duvet, smiling down tightly at it and then her eyes looked up at me. We were standing across the bed from each other. I returned the tight smile as Kate continued to smooth out the sheets. Nino jumped onto the bed and Kate shook her head rapidly at her son.

'Nino no, Nino' Kate's voice said huskily as her face wrinkled up into her beautiful yet messy crying.

I put down a rubbish bag I was carrying and rushed over to her, letting her bury her head into my neck. I let her cry and I too let my tears fall. This day was going to be the hardest of my life.

Josh pulled over at the studio entrance, I'm going to park the car, I'll meet you inside.

Kate and I stepped out of the car, arms around each other as we made our way through the doors one last time. Kate smiled softly at me when we entered the room I had grown to know so well. I thought back to the first time I had met the women and how nervous and excited I had been, my body full of indescribable emotions. Kristen, Melissa and Leslie were already there, Leslie and Kristen seated on the old couch and Melissa perched on a tall stool that she had brought over from the small stage.

'Lau' Melissa said softly, stepping down from her seat, she opened her arms to me and gave me a tight, long hug. I didn't let go of her and let some tears fall, slowly pulling back from her yet still holding her close. The woman I had known for so long as Sookie and most recently Abby grinned her beautiful smile at me and then wiped my tears.

I smiled back, closing my eyes briefly to rid the last tears, Thank you Melissa. For everything.

Melissa shook her head, We'll see you soon you know. We're gonna get so fannnnccccyyyy.

Melissa was referring to when I would next see them, for some interviews and then the red carpet premiere. I could not wait to return to them. I couldn't wait.

Leslie reached out a hand, pulling me down onto the couch between her and Kristen.

Love you baby girl, Leslie said bopping my temple with her forehead. I giggled, Love you Leslie.

Kate was standing next to Melissa, the older woman with her arms wrapped tightly around Kate, comforting her. Kate just smiled her tight smile at me, her eyes still red and slightly swollen from earlier. My stomach flipped, it wasn't nervousness anymore, just that pit that forms in your stomach when you know something is coming, that anticipation of something good or bad.

I turned my head to Kristen, her super cute, fun smile gleaming brightly, we're all gonna start crying soon, ' she said, her eyes welling up, 'so before we all do let's group hug?' 

Kristen grabbed me and pulled me close, Leslie diving in on us and Kate and Melissa hollering out loud as they crashed onto the decrepit sofa. We were all laughing, scrambling for a more comfortable position and tears were flowing. I grabbed Kate from her lopsided dive and pulled her in close, tears and laughter escaping me. We all tried to right ourselves and find a better and more comfortable position on the rather small couch.

We all sat in silence on the couch, light chattering and quiet laughter breaking the waves of emotion flowing through the room. I was squashed between the girls, half on Leslie's lap and half snuggled into Kate.

'Lesssgoo' Kate called out after a while, jumping back into Holtzmann character. We all pulled ourselves from the couch, grabbing bags and belongings. Josh and Paul scooted into the room as we were getting ready to head out the door. Both men embraced me, Josh giving me an apologetic and loving smile. I just nodded at him and then squeezed Paul's hand, looking up at the man, someone who had made even more of my dreams come true.

Shall we get started? Paul said, tuning in his heel.

Everyone nodded and Leslie slid her hand into mine, Ready to party? 

I creased my brow and nodded.

We all walked down to the studio we had filmed our stunt scenes in, the room had been transformed completely into the Firehouse with sets moved around to create the office space from Ghostbusters. Fairy lights, music, tables of food and full of people that I had worked with for the last few months.

Chris came running over, a plate in his hand, licking his fingers of his free hand as he paused in front of me, They made us fairy bread!, he yelled.

He handed me a plate of deliciousness, perfect Aussie delicacy of white buttered bread covered in sugary, multi coloured sprinkles. I laughed out loud, offering the plate to the ladies, letting go of Leslie's hand so I could grab my own piece. 

Guys this is great, I said with a smile, licking the sugary dust from my lips. Everyone from set was socialising, dancing and trying on costumes. I couldn't believe this was all nearing the end and I only had a few hours left. I was so excited to be seeing my friends and family again but I felt like I was going to be leaving one also.

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My tears subsided as there was so much chatting and happy attendees at the final gathering. It was awesome to have everyone together and to thank all those that had been so patient and accepting of me and my novice attempt at filming.

I was sitting on Kevin's desk, my make up artist Georgia and stunt double Ashleigh on either side. I held up my phone to take a selfie of us. We pulled faces with silly smiles. I was going to miss this life. I could see Josh in the corner, chatting on the phone, always on the phone. He looked over at me and waved. He always had some sort of guilt-ridden expression on his face after our argument weeks earlier. I gave him a nod and then took a sip of my drink that had been pushed into my hands my Kristen. Georgia said goodbye and gave me a tight hug, and I thanked her for turning me into Mikayla.

Kristen took over Georgia's seat and turned to Ashleigh and I, Kate has something she wants to say; Ashleigh smiled knowingly and waved Melissa and Leslie over, they jumped onto the desk with me.

Ashleigh moving to face me, arms outstretched for a hug, Enjoy, she whispered as the music stopped and I heard the familiar tune of a song, and looked over to see Josh playing a piano that I hadn't noticed up against a wall.

Melissa looped her arm in mine and my eyes searched for Kate. Leslie was sitting behind me on the desk and I felt her rest her chin in the corner of my neck, missing you already baby girl, she said. Kristen, on my other side smiled and grabbed my hand as I again turned to look for Kate. The lights had been dimmed and only the glistening fairy lights remained, the piano softly playing.

I heard Kate before I saw her, her voice shaky yet confident and firm, she was singing,

When tomorrow comes
I'll be on my own
Feeling frightened of
The things that I don't know
When tomorrow comes

Shit. I began to suddenly feel my body break into a sweat, while beginning to heat up. Kristen's hand tightened on mine and she rested her head on my shoulder, Leslie rearranging her angle. Kate's voice filled the huge warehouse, cast and crew all milling around, taking seats and perching themselves wherever they could find some space.

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
Stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
'Cause you're my flashlight, flashlight

I looked over at Melissa, my tear streaming eyes met hers, just as glassy and we grinned at each other, Miss You, she mouthed, Me too, I whispered.

I got all I need when I got you and I
I look around me, and see a sweet life
I'm stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight
You're getting me, getting me, through the night
Kick start my heart when you shine it in my eyes
Can't lie, it's a sweet life
Stuck in the dark but you're my flashlight

I stared at the crazy beautiful woman standing in front of the crowd, Josh tinkering the notes on the piano, she smiled through her tears as she sung, her voice beginning to quiver even more. I mouthed to her as she sang, I love you so much.
There was a pause in the song and she mouthed back, I've loved you for so long.

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The stifling hot Australian air was like a smack in the face as I exited the airport doors in Australia. I was back home and my chattering family surrounded me, pushing my trolley full of suitcases. They were filled with all the extra items I had bought and some of Kate's clothes she had given me to wear, and then keep.

Are you sure you don't want to stay with us?  My Dad asked me for about the twentieth time.

I was in the backseat of the run down family car, the air conditioning blasting, on its last legs.

It was early evening and I was exhausted. 'No Dad, I just want to go to bed, I will come over when I'm rested, I replied, my accent still completely American. I had missed them so much but I wasn't ready to tell them of my American adventure until all the tears I had to cry had left my body and I could talk about everything without sobbing through my stories, missing Kate. You need a new car too, I commented, I'm gonna buy you one.

I fell into bed, exhausted, and just like my first night in New York, with every intention of getting up to shower and change I drifted instantly into a deep sleep. Everything catching up with me and dissipating into dreams.

I arrived at my family home late evening the next day, in my pyjamas. Laura, really? Mum said when she opened the door. 'I plan on sitting on the couch all night and I want to be comfortable' I responded. My arms were filled with bags of gifts I had purchased during my days off. My phone beeped for the hundredth time in the last twenty four hours: Kate. I handed my Mum the bags and stepped inside, focussed on the text message, responding instantly. Kate & I had texted multiple times and spoken on the phone twice since in the 24 hours I had been home. The reality of not seeing each other had left me in tears most of the day, even though I thought I didn't have anything left in me to cry.

Mum passed me a glass of water as I greeted my sister and her husband who had already arrived, we were all settled on couches, my sister rummaging through the bags of gifts that she had already strewn across the lounge room floor. The tv was on, the news playing in the background.
When do you go back? My brother in law Pete asked.
Not for a while, I almost whispered.
We are so proud of you, Mum said as she flicked the tv to mute & settled next to my Dad on the couch, I still find everything so unbelievable. You are such a lucky girl.

I told them about my last day on set, Kate's song & our little party. I spoke of Paul & Katie & Chris. I told them how Nino was an over fed, well loved little rascal & how busy the city had been, day and night. As they asked me questions & chatted about my answers I hooked up my laptop that I had brought with me.  I'd uploaded all the photos to show them, including silly videos Kate & I had made; hitting the button on my computer to begin the extremely long slide show. The screen filled with photos of my original residence, the hotel, Josh & I; my face full of nerves & hesitation. My family chatted and commented, asking questions as the screen flowed through the photos, pausing at videos to let them play. Josh's iPhone video filled the screen, Kate & I next to each other on the ferry with Josh's commentary about our friendship, none of us realising at that moment, it was actually the beginning of a deep love for each other. No tears filled my eyes but a big bright smile filled my face. I felt my sister's hand, who was sitting next to me,  tap my crossed knee and I looked over to her and smiled. I hadn't shared this with them while I had been away, I just wanted it for Kate & I to watch, which we had done, over and over.

It was getting late & I decided to just stay the night. My sister Michelle, & Pete headed off, arms filled with their I Love New York gifts & Ghostbusters merchandise. I waved them goodbye & settled back on the couch, bed? my mum questioned as her & my Dad hovered towards the bedrooms. I shook my head, no, I wanna look through the photos again & call Kate. Mum nodded and gave me a hug, you'll see her soon honey, just take all the time you need to get back to being yourself. I smiled at them both and wished them goodnight.

Babe?
Hey Kate, you ok?
Yeah...it feels like longer than twenty four hours.
I know.
There was silence. I could hear Kate sniffing.
Kate, these few weeks are going to fly.
I know..they havve to...
Not being able to hold her was driving me crazy, and I almost felt like I wasn't in any reality but one of those dreams where you're screaming but no sound comes out.
Babe, it's late for you, go get some sleep.
I nodded, I know, I will. Talk tomorrow ok.
'Kay. Sweet dreams.
Of you, I replied.
We said our I love you's and I hung up the phone, wondering what Kate was doing for the day. My phone beeped, I assumed it was from Kate but then looked to see it was from Kristen,
We miss you and love you to bits, good luck getting rid of that Yankee accent, love Abby, Patty & Erin.
I smiled and chuckled. I sent a reply and then clicked the button on the laptop to run through the slide show again before bed.

Kate and I were in contact multiple times a day and I kept her up to date with my now seemingly boring activities. Saturday Night Live was back filming and I had the opportunity to see Kate on tv, reprising her well known roles. It was so strange seeing her and Leslie on screen, especially after spending what felt like a lifetime with them. I spoke with all the girls at least once a week and we were getting excited to finally all be together again. Josh and I had a few meetings once he arrived back in Australia to sort out a new visa and arrange plane tickets to New York for the film's premiere.

So, Josh said as we met for coffee one afternoon, how many? Take a guess?
How many what? I asked, sipping on my latte.
How many?! C'mon Lau!
I was confused.
Offers Laura. How many offers?
Offers?? I gasped, movie offers??
Well yes, small parts & a television series.
You're kidding? The film isn't even out!
It doesn't take much, I've looked at a few scripts & there's about four I think you should audition for, we can do it here in Oz via video.
I clasped my cheeks with my hands, this is amazing, this is amazing, I said in excitement.
Josh laughed heartily, I told you so!
I nodded in excitement.
We discussed a few options that Josh had been presented with, film offers for small roles in big budget films & some in Independent movies.
I was overjoyed & excited, this new direction in life was exhilarating.

Kate and I chatted and Skyped constantly and I told her of my exciting news of auditions and being able to spend extended periods of time back in the US.
It might not be in New York entirely but at least we will be in the same country and we can spend time together whenever we can.
Kate grinned back at me through the screen,
I'm so happy for you babe, I told you it's going to work didn't I! And Josh was right too, people are going to be interested in hiring you. Plus it's great experience even if you don't get a role, you'll be more confident for the next one!
I knew she was right, and it was literally a once in a lifetime chance to have been involved in Ghostbusters. But I just told myself that the producers had obviously seen something in my video, wanted someone fresh and new and the experience had been everything to me.

Before long it was time to head back to the United States, and this time I was full of anticipation rather than the bundle of stress & nerves that had filled me when I first left, almost a year earlier. Josh & I were going to fly over together this time, I had a couple of call back auditions in LA to take care of before heading to the Big Apple, back to Kate & the Ghostbusters.

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I was at Josh's office in Melbourne the day before we were planning on flying out, busy going over scripts and travel plans. We were travelling direct to Los Angeles first for second auditions on two films.

I was a complete mess, I have no skill! No training! I have not studied acting?! I said with a raised voice to Josh, my hands on my hips.

Josh pushed himself further back in his office chair, his hands behind his head, clumping his feet up and then down onto his desk.

Lau, seriously? Clearly that doesn't matter.

I slumped down in the chair in front of his desk, Josh, God I feel so stressed!' I exclaimed, putting my hands on my head and locking my fingers, exhaling loudly. I was feeling so overwhelmed about being back with Kate and the girls but also worried about heading into an official audition.

'I said it would take you places. I'm not going to tell you again,' Josh said with a laugh.

He was a handsome man, a similar age to me, and had grown up in the management career as his father and grandfather had both represented successful actors and actresses. His unkempt hair was wild and he always left it tousled loosely on his head. I sucked my breath in through my teeth, and sighed again.

Shit I am nervous. Gahhhhh, ahhhhhh, I said in frustration and reached into my bag and grabbed out my phone.

You need to get laid, Josh stated.

I narrowed my eyes at him, haha. You're funny.

I threw my phone on his desk, sliding the screen open and opening Facebook, then closing it, then Twitter, closing it again, gahhhhhh! I said breathlessly again, pushing my phone away and it slid toward Josh.

I laid my head back in the uncomfortable chair and swivelled my body so my legs hung over one arm.

Laura, Josh said picking up my phone, pulling his legs back to beneath his desk and pushing it back towards me, ..this is going to pan out fine. And if it doesn't you'll be back in New York regardless. You have the GB screening and you'll be back with Kate.

I pulled my head up slowly and looked at him, paused staring at him, lips pursed, I know.

Early the next morning, pulling along my roller suitcase Josh and I made our way through the Melbourne airport and toward our terminal. My stomach was full of butterflies and I just couldn't wait for LA to be over and New York to begin.

I've found you the perfect dress! Kate had said with a squeal the night before over the phone, the designer knows exactly what you want. I've emailed you some photos, I think you'll love it!

I'd had Kate take control of my outfit for the Ghostbusters premiere and I was confident in her choice.

Let me take a look...,I said, phone pushed up to my ear, held by my shoulder as I logged onto my laptop to open my email.

I'd had my measurements sent over in the first few days of being home and Kate had made arrangements for a red gown to be made, Kate would be wearing blue. I flicked open my email and clicked on Kate's message, revealing a stunning red v neck gown, I gasped and grabbed the phone, switching ears, Kate, oh my gosh I love it!!

You're going to look incredible babe.

Oh, it's so beautiful.

It's zippered too babe, easy to get you outta it.

I laughed, as did Kate.

I heard her, sigh with a giggle, Can't wait to ravage you when you arrive, maybe we should just get a room at the airport, I don't think I'm gonna be able to wait the journey back to mine.

I shook my head with a grin, 'I think that's the perfect idea. I reiterated my plans to her, I arrive Sunday in LA and my flight to you will be the Thursday, I fly in at 9am so book something for around then.

Kate laughed, Okay then, she said awkwardly.

I ceased my brow, You suggested it...

I know.

Josh and I checked in our luggage and retreated to a small café. Whilst Josh was ordering a young girl sitting at a table with her family looked over at me, waving. I smiled absentmindedly at the little girl, picking up the menu that was on the table, just to keep my nerves at bay.

After a few minutes, a voice suddenly said, Sorry, but, uh excuse me, my daughter wants to meet you..?

I looked up to come face to face with a middle aged gentleman, next to him stood the young girl, maybe seven or eight years old. I smiled tightly and realised what was happening. My face broke into a smile, and I grinned widely, tucking my hair behind my ears, lowering my face toward the child.

I held out my hand, Hi, I'm Laura, Laura Johnson.

The little girl grinned a a bright smile, her two front teeth missing, her gummy grin widened as she grabbed my hand with both hers.

I can't wait to see Ghostbusters, she said, her father resting his hand on her shoulder.

Me too! I replied, did you know I've not seen it yet either?!

Really?

Nah, uh. I've seen little bits but not all of it.

The young girls eyes widened as she looked up at her Dad, her hands still gripping mine.

I'm Sammy, the blonde pony-tailed girl said.

Well Sammy, I might just have a little something for you, I said reaching down into my bag with my free hand, pulling out the Ghostbusters keyring I knew I had floating around in there.

I held it up to her, this was my first piece of merchandise that I was given by the studio, but you know what, you're the first person to recognise me and come and say hi, so now it's yours.

The little girl let go of my hand and opened her still un-closed smiling mouth and said, really? Thank you Laura,' she cried , admiring the white ghost emblem, she then looked back at me, 'Oh oh and I really love your hair in the movie!

I laughed, I noticed Josh was approaching with our coffee, but he stood and waited, nodding with a smile at me. Little Sammy had given me the confidence I needed and made my heart melt. I asked her if we could take a photo together, and her eyes widened, 'Wha? With meeee? You want me to take a photo with you?

Of course! I pulled out my phone and snapped a selfie of us, Sammy's Dad then pulled out his phone to snap a photo of his daughter and I.

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'Shit talk about close call, literally,' Josh exclaimed into his phone as he answered it, 'I'm about to board my flight.' 

Josh looked at me and turned to continue his conversation. I looked up at our flight on the bright electronic screen, Boarding..

Joshhh.

He turned and nodded, shushing me with his hand.

I adjusted my backpack and picked up his satchel from next to his feet, let's gooo! I said through gritted teeth.

Josh nodded at me again and pulled his bag from my hands, 'okay, okay gotta go, bye, bbye.

Josh and I joined the end of the line, showed our tickets and began the journey down the corridor to the plane. I turned to Josh as he playfully punched my shoulder, 'you could get used to this hey?'

I looked at him, a sly smile forming across my lips, I looked back ahead and nodded, thinking about it momentarily, Yeah...yeah I could.

The flight was draining, and not just from being in the confinements of a plane. I had read over my audition scripts numerous times and Josh ran over details with me. I was able to nap a little this time, I knew I needed to be rested and push Kate and the rest of the team from my mind, just briefly. I had so much to focus on. I awoke to Josh shaking my shoulder gently, letting me know we were going to be landing shortly. I clipped up my seatbelt and straightened my chair, reaching for the bottle of water I had in the seat pocket in front of me, taking a long gulp.

Okay, the hotel is about a thirty minute cab ride, we have a workshop to attend tomorrow, Josh said, flicking through some paperwork, straight into the shower and then bed Laura. Okay'.

I laughed and sniffed my shirt, Do I smell?

Josh laughed loudly, '....anddd that's why Kate's the comedian.'

We collected our luggage quickly and followed the signs to the taxi rank, Josh's phone ringing as we were marching along.

I turned to see Josh had stopped, I was getting annoyed, Josh!!

Again he shushed me with his hand, his satchel dropping down his arm from his shoulder. I widened my eyes in annoyance. Josh then met my eyes with his, Lau, it's Melissa! he said holding out the phone.

I suddenly forgot my frustration and started walking back towards him, Melissaaaaa! I called out to the phone being held toward me. Before I could approach it Josh snatched it back to his chest and suddenly arms enveloped me from behind,

I spun around in a panic, only to be face to face with Kate. Her beautiful smile beaming and her messy blonde locks falling around her face, her eyes watered, Gotcha!

I burst into tears and fell into her arms, she wrapped hers tightly around me, crying too. I heard Josh say something and felt Kate's chin move up and down on my shoulder, acknowledging whatever he had said to us. After a few moments I pulled away from Kate, but only enough to lean back in close and kiss her deeply. She kissed me over and over, we both had tears streaming down our faces.

I've missed you more than I can put into words.

I smiled at her words and nodded my head in agreement, Me too.

Kate had been in touch with Josh to make arrangements to be at the airport to meet us, whisking me away to the hotel she had booked at the airport. It had been Kate on the annoying phone calls to Josh. I laughed about them now.

Now I know why you were short with me on the phone the other night, I said as we unlocked the hotel door. Kate nodded.

I flicked on the light but then Kate reached over and flicked it off, grabbing my shirt and pulling me toward her in the darkened room, pushing her mouth against mine.

I broke away briefly, I need a shower, I whispered.

Why? We're both gonna be dirty right now.

I smiled and pushed my mouth back down on hers, hard. Kate reached her hands up my top, running them over bra, pulling it down and rubbing her thumbs briefly over my already aroused nipples. I pulled away from the kiss and ran my tongue and lips, filled with small kisses along her neck, down to her shoulders, pulling at her her tee, tugging it down in order to kiss above her chest. She moaned, stepping back and pulling off her tee. God I had missed her. Missed everything about her. I pulled her close, kissing her, tongues, lips and arms exploring each other as though it was our first time together. We migrated to the bed. I pulled off Kate's bra as she lay down on her back, pulling me onto her, I removed my shirt and Kate reached up and removed my brassiere, touching and exploring with her hands, pulling me down to take my breast into her mouth, sucking and biting softly.

I leaned back onto my knees, unzipping Kate's jeans and pulling them off her, she wiggled out of them, I want to fuck you all night, she whispered.

I unclipped the buttons on my jeans, pulling them off to tease her, as you wish babe.

Before long we were two bodies as one, a mess of sweat, moans and utter ecstasy. Kate's face pushed hard between my legs, licking and sucking, I raised my hips with pleasure every time she pushed her tongue further in, not letting my body move an inch away from her mouth. I felt incredible, and even though we'd already made each other cum we continued to play with each other's bodies, taking short breaks before falling into each other's arms again. The kissing, licking , sucking and fingers pushed in deep didn't stop. I'd missed everything about being with this glamorously-crazy-beautiful woman. The way we stared at each other with such love and attraction, we made each other more than just happy, it was just something I couldn't describe.

I snuggled into Kate, her arms around me tight, the sheet of the bed draped over our lower halves. Kate kissed my forehead softly, I tiled my head up to kiss her mouth, her salty sweat and the taste of me lingered on them.

My little flashlight, she whispered.

I smiled & kissed her again, let's make this forever.

I felt Kate nod, It will be babe.

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Kate and I awoke late morning, although we had barely slept anyway, making up for lost time over the six weeks. I had Kate in my arms and I slowly broke away with my right hand, trailing it down her chest and stomach, down between her legs. She grinned at me and closed her eyes as I nuzzled into her neck, my fingers sliding inside her, my thumb resting on her clit, moving it in soft yet firm circles. Kate moaned hoarsely and I pushed my mouth deeper into her neck.

Kate was flying back to New York right away after her romantic overnight stay and I was headed to the city to meet Josh at our hotel. I walked Kate to her gate, her blonde hair tied in a tight bun, dark sunglasses covered most of her face & she was dressed in tracksuit pants & an oversized tee.
People WILL look at you dressed like that, I said with a laugh.

Kate grinned, her sweet simple forming on her cheek, I'll see you later this week babe. Good luck, she leaned in for a lingering kiss, 'I'll call you when I land.' I nodded and we held hands briefly before a quick kiss goodbye.

I arrived at the hotel which was in the heart of the city, found the details of my room & then ran up to it, flinging open the door, Josh was inside sitting on the bed. He quickly rose to his feet, go go go go go,' he said, a fistful of papers in his hand, walking over to me and tapping me on the butt, ushering me toward the bathroom, Shower, now! Change. Then we go.'

I finished up and changed into the clothes Josh had suggested for my workshop, comfortable loose pants, a fitted tee and sneakers. I felt pretty trendy as I had my chucks on and I slung my oversized brown hand and over my shoulder, threw on my 'don't fuck with me' oversized shades, and a light scarf around my neck. I was feeling absolutely shattered and exhausted, but didn't let it show.
My stomach began to growl as we headed down towards the lobby, I needed some food. Josh hailed a cab and before I knew it we had arrived at an acting studio where I would be taking a class for the afternoon.

Josh met me outside the building after the lesson. I emerged with an apple in one hand and a doughnut in the other.

I guess that's balanced, Josh stated as he walked over to me. I took a bite of the apple, chewed a bit and then took a small bite of the doughnut.

Food over here is so good, but food in general is good, especially when you're starving.

I'd been able to speak with Kate when we had taken a break and I had learned a lot from the class & other students.

The rest of the week was a whirl of meetings & auditions, and I felt self confident & positive each time.

How are things? Kate asked me over FaceTime, the night before I was due to fly to New York.

We were both laying in our beds, talking, I could see Nino sitting next to Kate, curled up asleep next to her shoulder.

They're good hon, I feel pretty confident. I had a couple extra auditions for a few other roles in the same films so I figure that gives me more than one chance.

Kate laughed, her shaking shoulders jerking Nino awake, his head looking up at his owner & then back down to return to his sleeping position, curling up tighter.

Kate looked over at the clock on her bedside table, 'ok babe, sleep for the both of us, I will see you tomorrow my love.'

'Love you, good night Kate.'

Kate had rehearsals for SNL all Thursday so I let myself into her apartment after seeing Josh off to his hotel. I dumped my bags in the corner of the room & climbed into Kate's bed, loving having her gingerbready scent surround me. I napped for a couple of hours, looking forward to pulling Kate into bed with me again.

I decided to text Kristen & Melissa to see if they had any free time in the afternoon to meet up or if they wanted to join Kate and I for a drink after this week's SNL.

I was soon on my way to meet up with Kristen at a coffee shop that was a few blocks away.  I smiled brightly at her as she waved at me from a table when I arrived, her face lift up with a parted lip smile. I approached her and we cheek kissed and hugged.

Laura! Welcome back!

Thanks honey, I took the menu handed to me from a waiter, I'm so happy to be back, I almost feel like I'm relived to be 'home'. As though I've been away on holiday.

Kristen nodded as she poured us glasses of water, I know what you're trying to say. It gets like that when you're on set, with each other day in, day out and then suddenly it stops.' Kristen looked up at me, it's harder on you though cherub, you lost Kate for a few weeks and then not being in the same country to all of us. You're back now though.' She reached out for my hands that were clutching the paper menu.

I smiled and nodded in agreement.

We chatted over our food for a couple of hours, and were then interrupted by a call from Kate, hey babe, I'm heading back, you home?

I'm with Kristen, we're not far away though.

Okay babes, I should be home in about thirty, see you ladies then.

'Coming to Kate's?' I asked Kristen as I ended the call, I took a sip of water.

'No Lau, I'll see you both Saturday though, Melissa is going to come too. Let me know plans and we'll watch SNL all together and then go for drinks with Kate and Leslie,' I nodded.

Kate and I had decided to try and keep the media away from our relationship for the time being, let the movie take priority within the media. There hadn't been too much about us online or tv, most of the photos had been from set, in character and a handful from public places like our night out with all the ladies and a couple of us holding hands in the street. I wasn't going to be backstage with Kate and Leslie for SNL this week but meet up with them after for the post episode party, hopefully with Kristen and Melissa too .
Kristen and I said our goodbyes and I headed back to Kate's apartment.

I had stopped at a local market to pick up some food for dinner later, I wanted to make the night special as we were finally back together.
I had barely unpacked the shopping bags when Kate burst through the door, startling both myself and Nino who was settled on the couch.

Kate looked at me, mouth open, our dresses are ready! Lesssssgoooooo!' 

She grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the door, I snatched up my handbag and followed her, the door slamming closed behind us.

What do you mean? I questioned.

'Final fit for me, first fit for you.'

I gritted my teeth and grinned, slipping the strap of my bag across my shoulders. I was so excited.

Kate and I caught a train to the designer's studio that had made our premiere dresses.

Before long I was sitting on an expensive looking couch, Kate standing in front of me, clad in her stunning floor length blue gown.

I felt my entire body heat up seeing her grace the small raised platform in front of me, Kate noticed and laughed a little, You like it huh?

I nodded, speechless.

Your turn! Kate said as our designer Mary Crüe added a couple more pins to Kate's gown and the blonde stepped down from the raised floor and headed to the back to change.

Mary came over to me, taking my hand and leading me towards the change rooms, Mary had designed some of Kate's previous outfits and everything she made was beautiful, very feminine but not over the top with obscure prints, mesh or colours. Mary guided me into a change room and I could see the dress hanging on a hook, the bright, deep red drawing me close to it. I turned to Mary but she had drawn the long curtain closed. I touched the silky fabric and began to take my sloppy, way too casual clothes off. Stepping out of my chucks I had on, I noticed the black strappy heels sitting next to another large chair that was in the corner of the decent sized change room. Great, I thought, I'm gonna have to practice walking in heels too!
I took down the dress, stepping into it, pausing before pulling the straps up and over my shoulders, I wanted to remember this specific moment.

Before my extra long pause was over Kate poked her head in, Kate!! I exclaimed, I don't want you to see me yet! 

Kate laughed loudly, I've seen you all before,' she responded cheekily.

I laughed. I'll zip you up, Kate was suddenly beside me, pulling the sleeves over my shoulder, kissing my bare back as she pulled up the short zip.

She rested her chin on my shoulder and stared at us in the mirror that covered the wall.

My whole body broke into goosebumps,

I smiled at our reflection.

You are so perfect, Kate whispered, leaving a kiss on my neck.

'No, ' I said softly, 'we are so perfect.'

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There was a week to go before our Ghostbusters Premiere and I was nervous about the event. I was anxious about all the cameras, interviews and mainly the public. I was assured things would be fine and we would have separate and group photos taken, there would be meet and greets with some Super Fans and there would be other celebrities at the event too, endorsing the film. I was almost itching for the day but at the same time wanted to be prepared fully so as to not let the day escape me and end up a blur.

'Pass 'em here,' Melissa said as I handed her an open bag of potato chips. Kristen, Melissa and myself were squished together on Kate's two seater couch, SNL on the television in front of us.

'That's my girl!' I said in excitement, pushing another chip into my mouth, so I could clap my hands together, Kate's stunning face filling the screen. 

I was sitting in the middle of the couch, my legs tucked up as usual and Kristen and Melissa on either side. Who would have thought I would be sitting on a couch with them, watching Saturday Night Live, at my girlfriend's house, with that girlfriend being the SNL favourite. I still found myself having to pinch myself at times.

As the credits rolled we all started to grab our belongings, and tidy up Kate's lounge room. We were excited to head down to the SNL after party and to meet up with Kate and Leslie. The party was planned at a restaurant not far from the studio, apparently it was going to be a huge night and the ladies said I should plan for an exhausting night of fun. The venue was called Il Bastardo and was an Italian restaurant with a clubby vibe. I was shaking with anticipation as I slipped on a cute short black dress and pulled on my nude heels. Melissa and Kristen quickly changing too. We gathered back into the lounge and snapped some silly selfies on our phones, before walking out the door. Kristen had organised a driver to take us to the party and it was already parked out the front of the building. I scooted into the back seat with Melissa, Kristen taking the front passenger seat.

Ready for your first SNL party Lau?

Am I ever! I replied, pulling out some lip gloss from my bag, slowly applying it.

Our car pulled up behind a long line of SUV's that had already started to line the curb of the nightspot.

Enjoy ladies, said our driver, we thanked him and I stumbled out of the car, Melissa grabbing my arm

'I didn't realise how nervous I was, sorry' I said.

Kristen shook her head, Completely acceptable!

We were greeted at the door by security and led into the club, the music already pounding, the room filled with people, girls milling around with trays of drinks, offering the three of us espresso martinis as we entered. I recognised a few faces from the show and also some I had met briefly during my first stint in the US when they had popped in to see Kate on set. I had gotten to know them better at the SNL event Kate and I had attended too.

'Laddddiiieeeeessss,' called out a familiar voice, Leslie, 'Loorrraaaaaaaaa' she yelled, grabbing me in a huge hug, resulting in me nearly losing my drink.

'Kate'll be on her way soon baby,' she yelled over the music.

I nodded, taking a couple big sips of my drink, not wanting to risk losing any of it, and to give me a bit of extra courage.

Madonna is here, Leslie said loudly.

What?

Madonna!

Who? It sound like you're saying Madonna?

I am!! Haha! Leslie said, raging with laughter, more drinks?' the tall, highly strung woman said to the three of us, noticing we were all nearing empty.

'I'll get 'em,' Kristen responded and disappeared towards a distant bar, stopping on her way to greet people. Leslie pulled on my arm, dragging me with her, I instantly reached out to Melissa, pulling her with me.

Let's meet some people, Leslie called out, Melissa turning to speak with people as passed them. I let go of her & she gave me a smile, holding up her now empty glass & yelling, Have funnn gurlll.

Leslie was downing drinks faster than I could keep up with, so after a while I just headed out to the dance floor to mingle & enjoy the music. I wondered how much longer Kate would be and then saw Leslie approaching me, but she draped in a large oversized fur-looking shrug, I giggled, relaxed, as she walked through the crowded dance floor, strutting. I laughed hard as she flicked it off from her shoulders. I smiled and laughed again, so happy in the moment, feeling relaxed & comfortable. I was busting to go to the bathroom but didn't particularly want to break the seal or miss seeing Kate walk in. After dancing through another song, and having a yelled conversation with Leslie and Vanessa Bayer I excused myself and headed for the restrooms.

The thud of the music filled my body and I stumbled my way toward the bathroom, using the wall to help guide me through the door. I sat down in the toilet, my head in my hands, composing myself, the drinks had gone to my head, wayyyyy too fast on those drinks and too much, I thought to myself. I heard the door open and ladies enter, chatting and laughing. I finished up, composed myself again and flushed. I opened the door to my cubicle, Kate was standing there in front of me. She stepped forward and pushed me back inside with one hand, closing and locking the door with the other, not even tuning around to do it.

You look hot babe, she said, my eyes closing in anticipation, and I smiled, her lips already against mine.

Kate pushed her hand down my side, stopping at the end of my dress and hitching it up toward my hip, her other hand behind my head, pulling me closer and deeper into her kiss. Kate pulled my leg up and around her pelvis, pushing me against the cubicle wall, to steady me. I could hear voices in the bathroom but didn't care. I put both my arms around Kate, a hand sliding into her blonde mane, her hair tangling in my fingers and I gripped it tight. Kate kissed my mouth hard and then trailed along my jawline and down my neck, pushing her thigh in between mine and pulling my leg up higher.

Did I tell you how hot you look, she teased into my ear, her hot breath melting me, resulting in goosebumps raging my skin.

I pulled her head softly away from me with her tangled hair, and raised my eyebrows, No you didn't, I whispered back, leaning into her and biting her lower lip softly, tell me..

Kate leaned in to kiss me but I gently tugged her back with her hair, shaking my head softly, You gotta tell me how hot I look...first.

I leaned in to tease her with a kiss but never gave it.

Kate raised an eyebrow and licked her lips, grabbing my breasts over my dress and pushing her pelvis deeper into me, Well...'the blonde beauty said, you and your gorgeous body are the only things on my mind right now. I plan on fucking you now and later.

I allowed Kate to release her head from my grip and her lips fell into mine, her hands dragging the straps of my dress down. I trailed wet kisses down her neck and she tiled her head down to my chest, breaking away from my lips, nuzzling my nipples and nipping them softly. I arched my back and looked to the ceiling, a torrent filling my body as Kate's fingers started exploring. A brief thought of who was hearing us pleasure each other lingered momentarily, but all that was lost as I reached up under the dress Kate had on, reaching her sweet spot from behind, feeling her wet arousal. I gazed at Kate as we played with each other, a euphoric look upon her face as she closed her eyes and pressed her lips together, biting her lower.  I leaned into her, roughly kissing and biting, a sexy mess of teeth and tongues. We tried to be quiet, but I broke away from our kisses, exhaling loudly, the wave getting ready to leave my body. Kate's eyes were closed as I pushed my fingers deeper, my thumb rubbing her to the same rhythm. Kate opened her eyes a little, nodding and then finding my lips again, tongues sliding together passionately, I felt her jolt as I pushed my hand deeper, my other hand behind  her head, supporting her kisses. A moment later we were both releasing our unsuccessfully quiet moans.

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After we both composed ourselves and made our way back out to join the others, it turned out the three ladies had been searching for us. As we approached them, the music pumping and the crowd loud, Kate dramatically flicked her long locks from her sweaty face, slyly grinning at Leslie.

They high fived and Leslie poked me with her fingers in the stomach, ahahahahahhaa, she roared. I blushed a little and grabbed Kate's hand. Kristen handed me a drink she had for me and I downed it, already beginning to feel a little more sober and I was parched after our bathroom romp.

We settled on a couch, Vanessa and Aidy coming to join us. We all chatted and Aidy was just so delightful and friendly, talking to me about Australia and the Saturday Night Live episode.
It was already 2am and the party was still in full swing.

I grabbed Kristen and Vanessa's hands, pulling myself and them up, 'let's dance,' I said, Kate busy talking with Aidy.

Melissa jumped up, yep let's go! Vanessa, Kristen, Melissa and I found our way to the floor, leaving Leslie, Kate and Aidy behind talking.
The floor was abuzz of people, dancing and chatting loudly. What an amazing experience, I could definitely get used to this being my permanent Saturday night.

Woooooooooooo yelled out a woman next to me, her short hair bobbing as she bounced into us, arms in the air, the group of people she was surrounded with crashing into our group and pulling us into theirs. The short haired woman was Madonna. I was dancing with Madonna.

What.

The.

Hell.

I couldn't do anything but dance along with the group, my eyes flashing with my bright smile. This sure beats exercising on the treadmill on a Saturday night.

Kate and I fell into bed two hours later.

That was amazing! I exclaimed.

Which part? Kate asked with a smirk, leaning in for a kiss. We parted, All of it, I replied with a laugh, pulling her close again. 

The alcohol clouding my head, as it began to pound. Kate laughed quietly.

We get to do that all over again next week.

Which part? I said with a snort.

Kate opened her mouth wide, her nose scrunching, letting out a giant laugh, All of it.

As the day of the Ghostbusters Premiere arrived, I was filled with excitement.

Okay, so I don't actually wanna wait now, I just want to goooo, I said to Kate as we sat on high stools, make up artists bustling around her apartment. We were in dressing gowns, sipping coffee, our hair had been done and we were just awaiting make up. We had practiced my posing the days prior as I was so concerned about being too nervous to think about where my hands where placed. Kate took a sip of her drink and looked over to me, we were next to each other, sitting in her kitchen, make up strewn across the kitchen table.

Not long now babe, she said with a smile, reaching for my hand, I clasped it with both mine and held it in my lap.

Josh was sitting on the couch, watching the rigmarole of getting Kate and I ready. Kate's agent next to him, they turned to each other chatting.

You have London after this Laura, Josh said, breaking his conversation.

I nodded, I know, we're ready for it, I said smiling at Kate, her hand still in my lap.

Before long Kate and I were in our dresses, admiring the handiwork of our stylists in the mirror.

Kate snapped a few photos, sending them to Kristen, Leslie and Melissa, Holtzy and Mikayla ready' she wrote in the text.

Beep. Beep.

Moments later pictures of the other girls came through too. My excitement was building, my stomach growled, not in hunger but anticipation.
Kate's agent nodded at us and stood from the couch, phone in hand, Car is here!  The four of us bustled towards the door. taking final looks in the mirror, Kate planting a kiss on my nose and then lips. My urge to get to Lincoln Square was insatiable. I just wanted to get there, do my thing.

As our car pulled up to a red carpet, I could see Paul already out on the carpet, arms up in the air, his beautiful purple suit a flash with a bright tie, cameras around him. There were media set ups everywhere, the public behind barricades. Behind the red carpet stood the Ecto 1, lights ablaze in all its glory, backdrops had the Ghostbusters emblem splashed all over it. The area was full of cameras, media personalities with microphones in hand, speaking into the lens. I was shocked to also spy a huge amount of the public dressed in Ghostbusters flight suits, both original and reboot style. There were people of all ages, and there were girls with long dreadlocks, dressed up as Me! I began to sweat a little as they readied us to exit the vehicle. Kate's manager pulling out some blotting paper and patting Kate's and I's faces.

Ready? Kate said to me. I could only nod.

'This is the start of it,' Josh said in a low voice, 'it all begins here'.

I looked at him, pausing and jerking back Kate's hand that I had hung onto the entire ride. Suddenly I was taken aback to when I first arrived. Those were the exact words I had thought to myself as I stood outside of the hotel, over a year ago. I smiled at him, my eyes glassy. Kate tugged on my hand, I focused on her and we both slowly stood as we exited the car.

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Entertainment Tonight were the first in line to approach Kate and I as we stood together, only meters from the car. Kate, her hand still intertwined in mine pulled me gently over to the huge camera. We both smiled as the interviewer greeted us and complemented our gowns.

You both look stunning.

Kate curtseyed and I grinned. I panicked, my mind suddenly blank on everything we had gone over.

We're both wearing Mary Crüe, Kate said, gesturing to our dresses.

Well she had done a wonderful job. How are you both feeling? 

The microphone was tiled toward us and Kate began to speak, confidently and easily, We are so excited and so honoured to be a part of Ghostbusters again. Kate turned to me, and it's been even better to be able to film and spend the time with this sweetheart. Kate pulled me close to her. I was aware there were other cameras focused on us, lenses snapping constantly.

The crowd was loud and I could hear Kate's name being called out by fans. We thanked the journalist and moved on along the carpet, coming to a stop as instructed by a staff member, in front of the Ecto 1.

Kate turned to face the crowd and I did the same, she reached for my waist, pulling me next to her, you're doing fine babe, she whispered with a smile, still looking at the camera. 

I smiled at them too and just laughed, this is insane, I cried.

Kate turned, smiling at me this time, we were both looking at each other now, cameras snapping away, Embrace it honey.

I nodded, flashing all my teeth at her in a big smile, suddenly feeling elated.

Kate grinned widely back, See, just relax.

Kate leaned in and kissed my cheek, pausing, for photos whilst I looked down to the carpet, enjoying the moment. My blonde beauty pulled away and stuck her tongue out to the crowd, raising her arm in a big wave, pulling me into her with her other.

We slowly walked along, seeing Paul heading over to us. Kate was pulled away for some individual photos with the Ghostbusters emblem in the background. I began to relax and all my nerves began to dissipate as Paul and I took photos together.

I spotted one of the tv networks from Australia and called out to them, Paul taking my hand and nodding, Go over!

I walked cautiously over to the barricade, conscious of my long dress.

Everything and everyone was so loud and I approached the brunette, her microphone coming out instantly, she smiled as I said, Carrie! 

The journalist grinned as I acknowledged her and she graciously thanked me for knowing her and told me how everyone back home in Australia was so proud of me. I laughed, feeling at ease in front of the camera.

How are you? I asked. Carrie seeming surprised at my question.

I am great Laura, how are you handling this sudden fame?

I spoke into the microphone with confidence, everything I had to say flowing out, I wasn't even thinking about my responses.

I've loved every moment. I'm so proud of what we have made and I can't wait for everyone to see it. It was a lot of fun to film, I turned to see if I could spot the girls that I'd hoped were somewhere behind me, they were, all busy posing and answering questions, I nodded toward them and then back to Carrie, I feel like I'm part of their family. They are the most incredible women. So genuine and charismatic.

Carried smiled and turned the microphone back to herself, '..and Kate?'

I knew that was coming.

I laughed and glanced over at her, seeing her wave to me as she moved through the staff on the carpet towards me, ..well, I said, she's pretty incredible.
Kate, Carrie, I said, my voice raised over the noise, Carrie works on one of my favourite news shows The Project.'

Carrie beamed, thanks Laura!

Kate smiled and said hello, Enjoying the atmosphere Carrie?

Yes! Congratulations on a sequel Kate and on Saturday Night Live.

I tiled my head to touch Kate's, proud of the woman I was lucky to be enjoying life with.

Thank you. Make sure you come to the after party, she said with a wink, Aussies welcome!

We said our goodbyes after I said a quick hello to my family through the lens and then we made our way back to the group.

I greeted Kristen, Melissa and Leslie. We all had a big group hug, Paul in the middle. Chris was off taking photos with the Ecto 1. Kate called him over loudly, he came running over, waving to the roaring crowd. My heart was beating so fast. We took a few more pictures and then moved towards the Meet and Greet area. A few lucky fans had been allowed through to meet us and take photos. I had lost all my anxiousness and just dove in, literally, bending down in my dress to say hello to some young fans and take photos.

So many people were in our same flight suits, some with their own names on the name badges, some with our names on them. There were young girls with 'Taylor' on their suit, Mikayla's surname, and their hair curled to look like dreadlocks. They made me think of little Sammy and it just made my heart beat even harder. People were holding up signs with our names on them, and Ghostbusters quotes. The atmosphere and the gathered crowd was such an alternate reality. We took a few more photos with fans and then individually. Kate pulled me over to her, I slipped my hand around her waist and she did the same with me, smiling for the cameras.

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The audience that were invited to the screening of the film had already begun to be ushered inside the theatre. A few celebrities, competition winners & those that worked on set lined the long entrance to get inside.

The girls and I had chosen not to watch the film in the theatre and instead we planned to watch it together in our own time. We had seen a lot of the movie during filming, and then bits and pieces in the released trailers for the advertising.

It's a lot more fun when we get together to watch it, Melissa had explained, we can talk and be loud and not worry about those itchy theatre seats or fans trying to get over to you for an autograph.

As much as I wanted to be sitting in there, itchy seats and all, I understood how it could feel a little threatening. Even so we headed towards the entrance, grabbing and shaking the fans hands as we passed them, still needing to head in, to introduce the film.

Inside was abuzz of people, seats full of guests everywhere and on each seat a small gift of a replica Ecto 1 had been left, and a bag of green 'Slimer' popcorn & bottle of water. The movie screen was a live feed of the red carpet, the media already packing up.

We were ushered backstage, Kate pushing me gently ahead of her, Leslie in front with Kristen, Melissa & Chris behind. Katie popped her head out from a group of people and bounded over to us, her huge smile beaming at us as she hugged us individually.

You were all great out there, she said, her smile beaming wider.

Paul was already heading up the stairs to the stage in front of the screen, microphone in hand, talking to the quieting audience.

We worked hard on getting a sequel and it's thanks to everyone out there spreading their need to see this team bustin' ghosts again. Thank you to the fans, to the power of social media and to those that believed in Patty, Erin, Abby and Holtzmann.

The audience clapped and whistled, a few people yelling out 'We Love You Paul,' and 'Holtzmannnnnn' Jillian being the clear favourite.

Paul continued, Kevin is back and we love our new Ghostbuster Mikayla. They're both on the team fighting to save the World. Thank you all again for your support and we are glad we could answer your second call.

Paul turned to the corner of the stage, where we were standing behind a curtain, Ladies, Chris..

The seven of us walked out from behind the curtain, the crowd clapping and making noise. We strode centre stage, microphones had been handed to us each as we walked out.

Leslie was the first to speak, egging on the crowd, Newwwwwwww Yooorrrkkkkkk, she yelled out loudly into her microphone, the audience whistling and calling out her name, ..we had to save yo ass again?!

The crowed noisily clapped and whistled again. I was standing between Melissa and Kristen; Kate leaning back behind them to catch my eye, we smiled.
We chatted with the audience, talking briefly about the film and then Paul & Katie took over, discussing the behind the scenes and the hard work of the stunts and special effects.

The audience roared when they finished, clapping and yelling out our names. Paul raised his arms up to silence the audience and then stepped forward, centre stage, Sit back, relax, enjoy your Slimer popcorn & enjoy Ghostbusters.

We all waved, yelled a few thank yous, Leslie really making the crowd roar with her funny comments and loud personality. We headed offstage as the lights began to dim, the screen turning black as the live feed was turned off and the film began to start, 'Sony' flashing onto the screen.

I stood back stage, swishing my gown with my hands side to side. I felt so beautiful, like a princess.

Melissa laughed at me, Laura. I continued to swish my dress, looking at her as I did it. There were staff bustling backstage, I could see Josh chatting with the other girls' agents whom had also come for the premiere. Kate laughed at me.

I am exhausted, Kristen commented.

There was no after party planned and were were all going to head back to a penthouse in the city to watch our movie and spend the night together.

Chris had a flight booked that night for Avengers promotion and wouldn't be joining us.

I nodded in response to Kristen's comment.

Paul & Katie joined us after he had been pulled away to talk to some executives and thank a few people.

Well done ladies and gentlemen, Paul said, embracing each of us individually.

What an event, Chris said, unbuttoning his suit jacket, I'm buggered. I laughed, enjoying hearing his Aussie swag. I wasn't ready to give up my American slur as of yet though. Kate came up behind me, sliding her arms around my waist, resting her chin in the crook of my neck. I slipped my arms around hers & my waist and leaned into her cheek. The soft warmth of her skin relaxing me, feeling tiredness suddenly take over.

Someone called out that the cars were ready for us so we all said goodbye to Chris, our agents and a few of the other movie makers before the six of us, Paul & Katie headed out a back entrance to our awaiting cars.

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Katie slid the card-key into the door of the room, and as she pushed on the handle she said, enjoy ladies, pushing open the door to the giant Penthouse. I looked in awe, my hands on Melissa's shoulders trying to get a better look in. Leslie, Kristen, Melissa, Kate and I all moved through the doorway, careful not to trip or tread on anyone's dresses.

Paul and Katie paused at the entrance, have a fun night and enjoy Our film, Paul said.

Kate turned to them, you're not joining us?

No Kate, Katie replied, this night is for the five of you, a night to unwind and relax.

Paul motioned to Kate to turn back to us, We will see you for lunch tomorrow.

Katie gave us a small wave and pulled the door closed behind us.

Leslie had already thrown herself on one of the huge couches, her dress splayed everywhere, kicking her shoes off. I was standing in the middle of the giant room, windows all down the sides, looking over the city and the main focus being Central Park. I looked down to my dress, it's beautiful fabric waves curling with my every step. I picked up the edges either side of my thighs and walked with it like a Disney princess towards the beckoning windows. Melissa had too wandered over to them.
Guys, I heard Kate say, she was already in the kitchen area, food filling her mouth, drinks? She pushed more crackers into her mouth as she popped a bottle of champagne, the bubbles fizzing over the neck. Kristen laughed and went over to her, taking the bottled and filling the glasses that were sitting on the bench, freeing Kate's hands so she could continue to eat. A large flat screen tv sat above a large unlit fireplace, the screen on and Ghostbusters splashed across the screen, the film  ready to go.

Melissa looked over to me as we both gazed through the glass, the light had faded and the city lights were beginning to appear, the headlights of the cars glistening in the fading sun.

Kinda reminds me of your first film, I said turning to face her, almost wanting to whisper, I could hear Kate and Kristen laughing at something loudly in the kitchen.

Melissa pursed her lips, how so?

I turned back to the window, The final scene, the city buildings lighting up, with I love GB.

Melissa smirked, and chuckled, That would be really cool.

I nodded.

I turned to Kate who had walked up next to me, handing me a glass, I took a sip.

The five of us all standing at the window looking out. Kate and I had our arms around each other's waists, I tiled me head towards hers, and we all stood in silence.

Can't wait to do this again in London, Leslie said.

We all nodded, commented and slowly made our way to the couches, Kate returning to the kitchen to bring all the snacks that had been left for us.

We all settled down on the lusciously comfortable sofas, Kate and I snuggling into one together, carefully positioning our dresses so they didn't get caught up, and kicking off our shoes.

What time is it? Kate asked, looking around for a clock.

Leslie picked up her phone, Just after seven honey she said, not looking at Kate, but grabbing a handful of popcorn from a bowl, and stretching out on the couch she had to herself.

Kate pulled me into her, laying soft kisses into my cheek, You have fun?

I nodded, looked up to her and kissed her quickly half a dozen times, lingering on the last one.

We cuddled into each other as Kristen piped up, I'm pressing play!!

The screen filled with the opening scene of our movie, the Ghostbusters in the Firehouse, Kevin making coffee for Erin, and Abby & Holtzmann in the background, with Patty sliding down the pole. I couldn't believe what I was seeing, intrigued to see how the scenes would play out, and my stomach filling with butterflies in anticipation for my first scene. We laughed at ourselves, chatted and commented on things that had happened during sequences. I felt relaxed as I watched, but also anxious knowing my introductory scene was coming up. As the back of my dreadlocked head came into shot everyone in the room sat up and squealed, pointing at me and laughing in excitement, my adrenaline was pumping as I screeched a little, covering my mouth with my hands. I saw myself turn toward the camera and say my lines to Patty as she swung open the Firehouse door. It was so unreal and I felt the sting of tears as I began to feel every emotion again.

Seeing the film as everyone else would view it was such an amazing feeling. Watching the characters up on screen as I had always known then, and then getting to work with the actresses that portrayed them was literally a dream come true.

I looked up at Kate from my position buried into her, she was staring intently at the screen, pushing popcorn into her mouth, I didn't think she realised I was looking at her until she stopped chewing, turned to me and then grinned, a bunch of crunched popcorn falling from her mouth, I grinned and shook my head, Attractive, I whispered.

And that's why you love me, she whispered back, returning her eyes to the screen.

Leslie was still stretched out on her couch, her loud and boisterous laugh echoing every time something funny happened. Kristen was laying back in a large one seater, her legs sprawled up and over the arm, a box of cookies pushed between her hip and the back of the couch, champagne glass in one hand. Melissa was sprawled out on a couch like Leslie, her beautiful gown tucked up around her, like a blanket, her head propped up on enormous couch pillows, sipping her nearly empty glass.

There could be nothing better than this feeling right now, everyone happy, relaxed and content. Kate stroked my hair, as though reading my thoughts. I reached over to the table where my glass of champagne was, sipping the bubbly goodness. As I leaned back to the couch, Kate was straining her head around the room as if searching for something. I returned to my position in her arms just as she reached for her bag and pulled out her phone, quickly lighting up the screen and then placing it back. She leaned down to me, pulling my chin up to her for a kiss.

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Our screams were filled with excitement as they echoed around our large hotel room. Our final scene faded to black on the screen and the credits began to roll, we were all jumping up from our seats, hugging, kissing, squealing and laughing. Our cries were full of utter joy and we all shed tears of happiness.  It was such a relief to finally see the incredible result of our long hours and exhausting days.

'We were awesoommmeeeeeee' Leslie yelled, filling our glasses with more alcohol. She took a swig straight from the bottle, falling back into her couch, sighing and laughing.

'Ladies! Woooooo' Kristen cried out, dancing to the credit music, Kate joining her. I reached for the television remote and turned up the volume.

'Goooo giiirrllllsss!!!' yelled Melissa, raising her glass in the air and scooting around on her feet, laughing at her own quirky moves.

Leslie joined in, yelling out and singing her own version of the Ghostbusters theme song.

We were all up on our feet, bouncing around the room, taking swigs of our drinks and snacking on food as we twirled and danced to the music.
'Ghostbusters! Ghostbusters!' chanted Kristen, gyrating and laughing as she moved to the music, her laughter contagious as I spun around laughing in my dress, loving the way it sprayed out around me. We were all feeling rather hyperactive and ecstatic, our hard work and almost eighteen months of friendship being celebrated. Kate pulled me over to her, laughing and dancing as the second song in the credits beginning to play, moving with the music, pulling me into her, laughing, laying a quick kiss into my neck.

So what's next for you Melissa? I asked.

Kate and I had settled down on cushions spread on the floor, Melissa perched on the couch. 

Gilmore Girls, she replied, adjusting her position on the sofa.

I love Gilmore Girls, I replied with a smile.

Melissa smiled, Such a staple in so many people's lives, hey? I nodded in agreement.

'Kristen? You're filming next in LA, yeah?' Leslie asked, looking over at the short haired brunette who was leaning her chin in her hands.

She too was on the floor, stomach down, laying on cushions.

We had moved the coffee table out of our way so we could lounge in comfort as though we were little kids at a sleepover.

Yeah, LA, filming there for three months after we get back, Kristen replied, meaning after our London premiere.

Laura? Leslie asked, you staying baby?

I paused, For the time being, yeah. I looked at Kate who didn't make eye contact, she just touched my back with her hand, stroking my bare skin, I've had a few auditions, so we will see, but it's all based in LA too,'I said looking at Kristen.

The brunette smiled, Excellent!

Leslie?' I asked, what's planned for SNL?

Leslie shook her head, reaching for some potato chips, so much honey. So much. I have so many ideas.

She crunched down on the salty parabolas, deep in thought. Everyone went quiet, the gentle beat of the music still playing, Kate's hand slid from my back to my shoulder, she squeezed it gently.

Kate? I asked, as she looked down at me, You excited for your two movies?

We had discussed her upcoming work schedule many times, and I was so proud of her. Kate was elated and excited that all she had worked so hard for was finally being presented to her.

Kate shook her head, but not in disagreement, I've got a film coming up next month, here in New York, she explained, looking up to the ladies, so that will be a juggle with SNL, and then another starts filming later this year.

You go gurrrllll' called Leslie in reply, but Kate didn't acknowledge the response, instead looking down at me, almost apologetically.

It was nearing midnight and we were all getting tired, we had put on some music that Kristen had found on her phone, it played quietly in the background. We were sprawled on the floor laughing and chatting, continuing talk of Ghostbusters and our future careers.

What's on your mind?' I whispered to Kate, concerned. I could hear Melissa start conversation about Los Angeles with Kristen, and knew the others weren't listening.

You babe, Kate whispered with a smile, laying down next to me, facing each other, Kate let me stroke her face briefly and then pulled away, climbing back up on the couch.

I tried to swallow the lump in my throat, the one hat had been forming all evening. I turned to see Kate reaching over to her bag, pulling out her phone again, I sat up on the cushions, leaning my back against the couch. Kristen, Leslie & Melissa were looking relaxed & tipsy, couch cushions strewn across the floor, making a large padded type mattress, they were chatting quietly, the occasional bellow of laughter coming from Leslie.

I turned back to Kate, she was climbing over the back of the couch, dress flying up, heading towards the kitchen.

Laura, Kate caught my eye, holding up another bottle of champagne, One more glass, she stated, and went to work opening it.

Mmmmkay, I replied.

The room had grown dark, a slight glow from the television screen cast a greenish light over the girls laying on the floor. They were quietly chatting, probably close to falling asleep.

Babe..? I heard Kate call softly. I stood up and walked over to the kitchen, the blue-eyed stunner handing me a filled glass, I took a sip. Kate picked up her glass and took my hand in her other, leaning in to kiss me softly. She pulled away, taking a gulp of her drink, closing her eyes briefly. We smiled at each other, Kate resting her forehead against mine. We stood silence in the kitchen, I didn't even know what I was feeling, my emotions on the brim of spilling out of me.  Kate stared at me for the longest time, I knew neither of us had any words, everything had just been the greatest whirlwind. We now had to just make everything come together and work. I couldn't bare to think of being without her.

Kate took our glasses, putting them back on the kitchen bench and lead me over to the large paned window, we both stared out into the huge sparkle of lights.

The buildings were lit up, their office and apartment windows blazing in the darkness, lighting up the magnificent City. Kate stood behind me, wrapping her arms tightly around my shoulders, her face buried into my neck.

I turned so I could meet her lips with mine, Wait, she whispered, holding me firm, kissing the crook of my neck and shoulder, resting her chin back into my neck.

For what? I whispered back.

Just wait, Kate said again.

I was unaware of anything else happening at that moment except Kate and I staring out into New York; the city I had called home for what had felt like forever. There was still so much to explore and experience, not just with Kate but within my hopefully blossoming career. I closed my eyes, feeling Kate's warm body against me, a memory to again box up and tuck away for when I needed it and needed her the most.

There babe, Kate whispered and I jerked my eyes open, I felt her bury her whole face in my neck, I looked down to see what she was doing and then I looked up and out through the window, and right there, just like in the final scene of Kate, Leslie, Melissa & Kristen's Ghostbusters, there in front of me, lit up within the windows of a building in the distance wasn't an 'I love GB' but a 'Marry Me?'.

I pulled Kate away from me, turning to her and bursting into tears, wrapping my arms around her, Kate doing the same with hers as she pulled me close and tight. I sobbed into her arms, Of course I will, I murmured into her cheek, and she clasped my cheeks with her hands and covered my mouth with kisses.

She didn't say a word but let her tears fall as she nodded at me, I love you, she sobbed through her tears.

I nodded back at her and pulled her face close to me so I could kiss her deeply, pulling away only to say, I love you too.

I heard soft clapping coming from the mound of cushions on the floor, Melissa, Leslie and Kristen grinning and smiling at us.

Leslie made a fist with her hand and pushed it up in the air, Woooooooooooo, she yelled out.

I cuddled into Kate, smiling so hard. I knew from that moment the life that I thought had finally begun was just the first chapter and the next one with Kate was going to be an incredible one.