Chapter Text
Kangmin Yoo:
For what feels like a single moment, and yet all of time, there’s darkness—only accompanied by the painful throbbing in my head. And then suddenly…
?????:
Welcome!
Kangmin Yoo:
A bright and cheery voice breaks the silence, ringing in my ears as my vision begins to come back. And the scene I see before me is…
Kangmin Yoo:
A… a beach? H-how did I get here?
Kangmin Yoo:
After looking out at the ocean bordering the shoreline to my left, I then notice that there are six unfamiliar men also standing on the beach, each of them looking equally as confused. Just when I thought things couldn’t get any more confusing, I notice a small creature in a frilly dress waving a limb to all of us.
?????:
Welcome, graduates! Are you all ready to have some fun?
???????? ???:
Wh-what is that…?!
Jelpi:
My name is Jelpi, and I will be your guide to hope and happiness on our luxurious tropical island!
??????? ???:
A-an island…?
Jelpi:
An archipelago, to be exact!
??????? ????:
Wait a second—I can’t remember how I got here! How much did I have to drink last night?!
???????? ??:
My head feels fuzzy too… I think I’m hallucinating that the weird plushie thing is talking to me.
Jelpi:
… ”Weird?”
Jelpi:
I’m not a “thing,” I’m a jellyfish, obviously!
?????? ??:
I—! I can’t connect to the internet! There’s no wifi here! How is this place luxurious when it doesn’t even have the bare essentials for us to survive?!
Jelpi:
Hey! This island has everything anyone can ask for! Don’t judge it when you don’t know anything about it!
????????? ???:
I’m assuming someone brought us here for a reason, is that right? What… do you want with us?
Jelpi:
Don’t look so grim, you guys… This is supposed to be fun! We’re here to play a game.
Kangmin Yoo:
A-a game?
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t help but wince in fear at the sound of that. Being kidnapped and told to play games only makes me think I was suddenly transported into a horror movie…
?????? ??:
Well, are you going to tell us how we play this game or what?
Jelpi:
It’s simple, really. All you have to do is…
Jelpi:
♡ Get along! ♡
???????? ??:
With who?
Jelpi:
With each other, stupid—
Jelpi:
I mean silly! You are all here on this island in order to make nice with one another.
Jelpi:
As your bonds strengthen, you will obtain Hope Fragments! Yaaay!
???????? ???:
And why would we want to get those…?
Jelpi:
Because you cannot leave until you have collected 21 Hope Fragments. That is your key to getting off of the island!
??????? ????:
We c-can’t leave? Why should we trust you? You literally kidnapped us! You might just keep us here forever!
Jelpi:
That is a possibility.
?????? ??:
Uhh… That thing is creeping me out. I don’t think I want to play anymore.
Jelpi:
Well, you can’t get off the island unless you get 21 Hope Fragments, okay? Got it? Capeesh?
??????? ???:
From the sound of it, it’s not like we have to struggle to survive. That thing said that this island is luxurious, right?
Jelpi:
That’s riiiight~! So luxurious that you might not want to leave!
Kangmin Yoo:
That’s what she says, but looking around, all I can see is just this empty beach, surrounded by a tropical forest.
Jelpi:
I’ll take you to the all-inclusive, tropical resort, where we’ll enjoy our time together as soon as you complete your first mission! Which is to…
Jelpi:
Introduce yourselves!
????????? ???:
…
Jelpi:
Everyone, spend time introducing yourselves to those around you! Go on!
Kangmin Yoo:
As much as I’d hate to awkwardly make small talk with a bunch of strangers, it looks like I have no choice right now. As the other men gradually move to chat with those around them, I turn to the one closest to me.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hey, I’m Yoo Kangmin. This is really awkward, isn’t it?
???????? ???:
Yeah, it is pretty awkward getting kidnapped and trapped on an island, forced to play games with perfect strangers.
Dongheon Lee:
I’m… Lee Dongheon.
Dongheon Lee:
Ultimate Photographer
Dongheon Lee:
Ultimate Photographer
Dongheon Lee:
… Sorry, I’m not sure what to say. I’ve got a lot on my mind right now…
Kangmin Yoo:
This guy seems kind of distracted. I can’t blame him though. I’m nervous to get off this island too! But might as well try to “bond” or wherever to get those Hope Fragment things.
Kangmin Yoo:
You’re an Ultimate Photographer, right?
Jelpi:
He is! But I think he has a better ultimate ability!
Kangmin Yoo:
It’s hard enough talking to people without this weird jellyfish butting into our conversation…
Jelpi:
I think Dongheon’s Ultimate Luck is far superior!
Kangmin Yoo:
Ultimate Luck? If he’s so lucky, then how did he end up here?
Jelpi:
What is that supposed to mean? This place is paradise!
Jelpi:
Dongheon is as lucky as lucky gets. He's rich, he’s attractive, he’s popular, but most interestingly, everyone in his family but him—
Dongheon Lee:
Stop! How do you even know about that? You don’t have any right to talk about it!
Jelpi:
Geez… just how are you supposed to earn Hope Fragments if you’re so closed off…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Looks like Jelpi put Dongheon in a bad mood. He doesn’t want to talk, so I should meet some of the others. Looking around, I see someone standing alone, looking out to the ocean.
??????? ???:
I must be pretty far from home…
Kangmin Yoo:
Hey, I think I know you.
Hoyoung Bae:
You probably do. I’m Bae Hoyoung. You might’ve seen me in some magazines.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ultimate Model
Hoyoung Bae:
Ultimate Model
Kangmin Yoo:
I think I saw you in an ice cream ad. You were dressed like a squirrel!
Hoyoung Bae:
Out of everything I’ve done, you recognize me from that one? That was years ago…
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t really like to reminisce. I’m the kind of person that likes to look forward—including in our current situation. I’m curious how this will turn out…
Kangmin Yoo:
You and me both. But I probably don’t have the same type of curiosity. Mine is more morbid—I assume nothing good can come from a situation as sketchy as this.
To my right, there’s two men already talking. I make my way over to greet them as well.
??????? ????:
I need a drink. Or ten.
???????? ??:
No, man. Your body is a temple. Just stop at five.
Kangmin Yoo:
Noticing me approaching, they turn to look at me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Oh, hey, it’s this kid. You look like you might be the youngest one here. I’m Jo Gyehyeon. You can call me hyung.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Ultimate Athlete
Gyehyeon Jo:
Ultimate Athlete
Minchan Hong:
I’m Hong Minchan, but who the hell cares? Do you see what kind of situation we're in?
Minchan Hong:
Ultimate Cook
Minchan Hong:
Ultimate Cook
Minchan Hong:
Whoever put us here probably sees us as cattle. They’ll cook and eat us at any moment now.
Kangmin Yoo:
You don’t think they actually want to eat us, do you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Don’t worry. If they try anything, I’ll put up more than a fight.
Jelpi:
No, you won’t~! Legally, you cannot do such a thing!
Kangmin Yoo:
Why is this thing always following me?
Jelpi:
On this island, residents are not allowed to participate in violent activities! What kind of place do you think this is? Keep your hands to yourselves!
Jelpi:
Unless you’re hugging or holding hands. Or… Oh my…
Kangmin Yoo:
Wh-what are you thinking right now?!
Kangmin Yoo:
Decidedly, I’m moving on—and away from Jelpi once again—to talk to the remaining people. The last two are already chatting together.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m Ju Yeonho—Ultimate Gamer! Are you an ultimate too?
Yeonho Ju:
Ultimate Gamer
Yeonho Ju:
Ultimate Gamer
Yongseung Kim:
I— I’m… Ultimate Fortune Teller, Kim Yongseung.
Yongseung Kim:
Ultimate Fortune Teller
Yongseung Kim:
Ultimate Fortune Teller
Yeonho Ju:
Huh? Really? Is that a real ultimate ability?
Yongseung Kim:
Of course it is…
Kangmin Yoo:
Wow! To be honest, I’ve never heard of it before either, but it sounds really cool. Oh— Hi, I’m Kangmin.
Yeonho Ju:
Kangmin, do you have an ultimate ability too?
Kangmin Yoo:
I—
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m hit with the sudden realization that I can’t remember who I am. Whether I have an ultimate ability or not isn’t relevant—I can’t even remember my life!
Yongseung Kim:
A-are you okay, Kangmin…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I don’t know—
Jelpi:
Attention, residents!
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi suddenly calls out, causing everyone to look over at her. There’s a moment of anticipation where we’re all worried for what’s to come. Did our introductions earn us any Hope Fragments? Can we go home soon? Or will there be more for us here, trapped on this island?
Jelpi:
You guys haven’t produced a single Hope Fragment after meeting each other…
Jelpi:
But it’s okay! That’s expected! The real fun hasn’t started yet—you’ll have plenty of time to bond later.
Jelpi:
Now, everyone… Since you have all met, I’m sure you’ve figured something out by now. Do you all know what you have in common with one another?
Yeonho Ju:
Uhh… we’re all really attractive?
Jelpi:
Yes, but no! Try again!
Yongseung Kim:
… We all have ultimate abilities…
Jelpi:
Ding ding ding! You are all ultimates that have graduated from Hope’s Peak Academy.
Kangmin Yoo:
Looking around at the others, I can’t say that most of their faces or names are familiar. But since they all seem older than me, it only makes sense that they must have graduated years before me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I know I graduated from Hope’s Peak, but… why can’t I remember it? There’s like a huge gap in my memories.
Jelpi:
Some of you have long since forgotten your time at the academy, but I assure you that you all went there. And it is no mistake that you are here today!
Hoyoung Bae:
You’re responsible for taking our high school memories, aren’t you?
Jelpi:
So what if I am? You’re better off the way you are now! Trust me!
Dongheon Lee:
Trust you? I can’t think of a single reason why we should!
Jelpi:
You have to! Now, come on—do you want to see the epic resort or not? Would you rather stay here and rot in the sun?
Yeonho Ju:
No thanks. Just lead the way, you freakish jellyfish. The sooner we do your weird game, the sooner I can go home and get back to playing my own.
Jelpi:
Then let’s move on out—follow me~!
Kangmin Yoo:
Traveling further into the island, I wonder if we’re actually heading to meet our dooms. But soon I see what indeed looks like a tropical resort, just as promised. There are seven cabins with our names written on signs outside. There are also many facilities for leisure nearby—a cafeteria, a library, a gym, and so on.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Are these all really for us?
Jelpi:
Yeeep! Use ‘em to your heart’s content!
Minchan Hong:
Really? What’s the catch…?
Jelpi:
I already told you. I just need you all to…
Jelpi:
♡ Get along~! ♡
Kangmin Yoo:
I’ve got a bad feeling about this…
Notes:
thanks for lookin'! I hope to write more sooner than expected since this chapter is short. But first I must work on my next fic for October, which I'm excited for. It'll be something slightly different :)
Chapter 2: Hoyoung teaches Kangmin about FUN!
Summary:
Kangmin is dealing poorly with his emotions, struggling to cope after being kidnapped and put into this bizarre situation. In stark contrast, how can the Ultimate Model be so calm at a time like this?
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kangmin Yoo:
This first night in an unfamiliar place, I can hardly sleep at all. The cabin is comfortable—homey even—but this heavy sense of dread keeps creeping into my mind and preventing me from relaxing. And so when morning quickly comes, I’m tired, miserable, scared… and alone.
Kangmin Yoo:
As I look out at the deep blue ocean, I wonder if there’s a simple way out of this situation. Can’t I just walk off of the island and travel along the ocean floor, leaving this place far behind? The ocean water threatens my bare feet as the waves reach out to me.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Ahh! Hahahah!
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I hadn’t noticed Hoyoung was farther down the beach. He’s approaching the water and running away when it reaches his feet, laughing in amusement.
Kangmin Yoo:
Is he… okay??
Kangmin Yoo:
While I’m wondering if I’m witnessing this model’s mental breakdown, he suddenly looks over and notices me watching him.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, Kangmin!
Kangmin Yoo:
Hoyoung comes running over. He’s breathing heavily, but a big smile is plastered on his face.
Hoyoung Bae:
Have you come down to the beach to play?
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh? Play? How… How are you having fun in a situation like this?
Hoyoung Bae:
I—
Kangmin Yoo:
Aren’t you terrified about what’s going to happen to us?
Hoyoung Bae:
Well… terror and excitement are the same thing, aren’t they?
Kangmin Yoo:
What? How are they the same thing? What on Earth is wrong with this guy?
Hoyoung Bae:
You feel terror when you look at something in a pessimistic way—but excitement comes when you’re feeling hopeful. Both of these emotions result in a powerful reaction where you feel like you just can’t sit still as you think about the future.
Hoyoung Bae:
So they’re the same. Or maybe kind of like siblings. Do you know what I mean?
Kangmin Yoo:
I…
Kangmin Yoo:
Something about the way this guy is talking is pissing me off. He’s undermining the kind of situation we’re in!
Kangmin Yoo:
… You’re sick.
Hoyoung Bae:
Huh? I’m just trying to—
Kangmin Yoo:
Feeling anything but complete and utter dread in a situation like this makes no sense! In fact, being trapped here with someone like you makes me feel worse!
Kangmin Yoo:
How are we ever going to escape this island if there are sick freaks like you here getting off on this kind of thing?
Hoyoung Bae:
Kangmin, I—
Kangmin Yoo:
If this is so exciting to you, then just stay here! But I’m getting off of this island!
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Refusing to look at that guy anymore, I storm off, going straight back to my cabin. That guy can’t understand how I feel—I’m the only one who will ever know. I crawl into bed and close my eyes shut before tears can come out. I’m in this alone. I have to think of a way out before our unknown captors finish us off!
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
…
*
… Knock knock knock.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Did I seriously fall asleep? I must have dozed off for a while when I’m suddenly woken up by a knock at my door.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hey kid, there’s someone out here to see you! Are you sleeping?
Hoyoung Bae:
D-don’t wake him up if he’s sleeping! It’s not that important…
Gyehyeon Jo:
It must be important since you were out here pacing for like an hour.
Kangmin Yoo:
I can hear them talking outside my door. I don’t really want to face them, but I won’t be able to get peace and quiet otherwise. After a little bit of contemplating, I decide to open my door.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Hi…
Kangmin Yoo:
… Hi.
Gyehyeon Jo:
… Well, I’ll leave you two to it then.
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon walks off, leaving just me and Hoyoung standing there, staring awkwardly at each other. I’m embarrassed by what I said to him at the beach when my emotions got the better of me, but I’m super not ready to apologize. Luckily, Hoyoung breaks the silence first.
Hoyoung Bae:
I— I don't have many friends, so… I really don't want to lose a chance at friendship between us already. I’m sorry about earlier. I didn’t mean to make it sound like I don’t care about our situation. Of course I want to help everyone get off the island. And I’m willing to do anything I can to make that happen.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m… sorry too. I’m really stressed about this whole situation. Ever since I got here, I’ve only felt scared, so I felt jealous that you didn’t seem to be afraid at all.
Hoyoung Bae:
Kangmin, earlier… you asked me how I’m not terrified about what might happen to us. But I spent my whole life afraid that nothing would ever happen to me at all—nothing good and nothing bad. People that don’t know me might assume that my life is grand and exciting, but in truth… my whole life has been dull up to this point.
Hoyoung Bae:
Although what’s currently happening is scary… it’s kind of exciting too. I mean, look around! We’re on a luxurious tropical island, and there’s no agenda for us besides hanging out and having fun.
Hoyoung Bae:
I know it’s scary… but being scared isn’t helping us right now. Since we don’t have a solid reason why we should start panicking, we should just fully take in our situation and deal with problems if and when they arise.
Kangmin Yoo:
With such inspiring words, I suddenly feel like I can trust this guy. Because of his grand speech, there’s a part of me that thinks that if he’s here, I have a chance of making it off of this island unharmed. But at the same time, I still have no idea how we’d even make our escape!
Hoyoung Bae:
Come on, don’t frown. We’ll be okay in the end. But let’s focus on making us feel okay right now.
Kangmin Yoo:
As I’m wondering what that’s supposed to mean, Hoyoung turns around and shouts towards the cabins:
Hoyoung Bae:
Everyone! Let’s go to the beach!
*
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Looking out to the ocean now is a much different sight from before. The others are all on the beach playing and enjoying themselves. The water they splash around looks a lot more appealing when the day is reaching its peak temperature. But forgetting our troubles and having fun like this…
Kangmin Yoo:
Is this really okay…?
Hoyoung Bae:
Kangmin-a…
Kangmin Yoo:
Hoyoung looks at me with a friendly and understanding smile. And before I can dispute the action, he grabs onto my hand and excitedly pulls me along to join the others.
Hoyoung Bae:
Let’s have some fun!
Kangmin Yoo:
This moment feels unreal. Everything about it. The laughter in the air, the smell of the salt water, the look on everyone's faces as they have fun despite what the future may hold. How is it possible?
Kangmin Yoo:
And not to mention… Can a man really have hands this soft? I guess Hoyoung really is a model, after all. Every inch of him must be perfect.
Hoyoung Bae:
I moisturize.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
… I can feel you rubbing my palm, so I thought you’d like to know.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
Oh my god I’m so embarrassed, I could dieeee!
Kangmin Yoo:
I slip my hand out from Hoyoung’s and stop as my feet enter the water. Seeing only ocean for miles and miles in the distance intimidates me, but a sudden splash to my face takes my full attention.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hey, kid, come on! What are you waiting for?
Minchan Hong:
The water’s perfect, let go and hop in!
Dongheon Lee:
Wait! It’s important to put on sunscreen first.
Hoyoung Bae:
Then let’s slather up.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m immediately put in the opposite situation I started. Coming to this island against my will, void of any hope, I felt so deeply lonely. And now here I am, playing side by side with everyone, laughing under the rays of the sun. Every second here used to feel painfully long, but now, I’m not sure how much time is passing, as I’m truly having fun that I originally thought was impossible. After what must be hours, the sun only begins to set.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hahahaha! You guys are so crazy.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Looking at Hoyoung now, I’m really grateful he made today possible. Who knows what kind of dark place I would’ve went to without his help.
Yeonho Ju:
Oh! Did you hear that?! There was a ping!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Huh? I didn’t hear anything.
Yongseung Kim:
You might have water stuck in your ears.
Kangmin Yoo:
We watch Yeonho run back to the shore and try to follow the sound.
Yeonho Ju:
It sounded just like a phone notification! There must be some sort of tech somewhere! But where did it come from?
Jelpi:
Over here!
Yeonho Ju:
AAHHHH!
Jelpi:
What? Did you forget about me?
Yeonho Ju:
YEAH, KIND OF.
Jelpi:
It’s mighty unwise to forget, my little graduate! For you all have an important mission to do here! Now, each of you come forward! I have presents to give!
Dongheon Lee:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
We all look at each other in uncertainty, not ready to face whatever hell might come next, before deciding to walk back on shore. Jelpi extends seven tendrils and hands us each a rectangular device.
Jelpi:
This is your e-Handbook that will act as your digital guide on this island. It will provide you with information, including the island regulations, detailed maps of the land, your own ID, and it will also allow you to lock and unlock facilities!
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m able to find everything Jelpi mentions on the e-Handbook, but there’s something else that catches my eye. There’s a notification with a single bright little symbol on it shaped like a six-pointed star.
Hoyoung Bae:
What is this star supposed to be?
Yeonho Ju:
You have a star? I don’t see one on mine.
Jelpi:
That there… is a Hope Fragment! Two of you have earned it together! Congratulations!
Minchan Hong:
So does this mean we can go home?
Jelpi:
No! You see… You earned one. Just a single one. One out of 21 hope fragments. I mean, how is that even possible?
Jelpi:
I let you all be free and have your own fun today, and still only two of you managed to get along. You guys play horribly with each other! You’re worse than toddlers! Gyehyeon splashes everyone in the face, Yongseung keeps to himself, Yeonho gets mad if things don’t go his way! You all have so many problems!
Jelpi:
And so… I have no choice. It’s time to up the ante!
Jelpi:
Let's play a game where you’ll have to work together—something that will really force you to bond!
Jelpi:
Somewhere on this island, I have hidden a bomb. If you do not find it within the time limit, you will all die.
Notes:
next chapter out within a weeks time !
Chapter 3: Yeonho and Gyehyeon go on an adventure!
Summary:
With time running out, Yeonho has no choice but to team up with Gyehyeon for everyone to make it out of this situation alive!
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Tap Tap. Tap Tap Tap. Tatatap.
Yeonho Ju:
Hm…
Kangmin Yoo:
What do we do? Whatdowedo? Whatdowedo?
Hoyoung Bae:
Calm down, it’ll be okay…
Dongheon Lee:
Calm down? Jesus Christ, there’s still a bomb somewhere on the island! Let’s be realistic about this—we absolutely cannot relax until we find it.
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon, we’ve been running around like idiots looking for this thing for hours now! If you really want to be realistic, then come to terms with the fact that we’re not gonna find it!
Minchan Hong:
After hearing about the bomb, Yongseung immediately shut down and is just hiding in his room. And who the hell knows where Gyehyeon went? They’ve already given up, and we—
Tatap. Tata. Tapta—
Minchan Hong:
Would you quit tapping your fingers?! It’s bad enough we have to die an explosive death!
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yeonho Ju:
I ignore Minchan’s outburst. I’m trying to solve the bomb situation, and I don’t want to forget my lead.
At sunset today, Jelpi told us there was a bomb hidden on the island, and if we didn’t find it on time, it would explode and take us all out. We’ve already spent hours searching the island, but it’s much harder to do at night.
Yeonho Ju:
Right now, most of us are pacing around the cafeteria, trying to think of what to do in this sort of situation. Although my heart pounds with the others, my mind feels clear. I know I can solve this.
Ding dong, bing bong.
Yeonho Ju:
Almost on cue, the cafeteria monitor turns on for a routine announcement about the bomb. Every hour, it updates us with how much time is left until our deaths. But last time, I noticed something else that could be heard in the message, and I’ve been waiting for it to play again so I can listen more closely.
Jelpi:
Greetings, graduates! Only four hours left until your demise! Better hurry, half of your time is already over…!
Yeonho Ju:
Before the video message turns off, I listen closely to the subtle beeping that plays in the background.
-- --- ..- -. - .- .. -. / - .-. .- .. .-..
Yeonho Ju:
It definitely sounds like morse code! I try again to work out what letters the beeps make out. If only I noticed this sooner…
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m tired…
Dongheon Lee:
Well, we can’t sleep. There won’t be a sunrise for us to see if we don’t keep trying.
Hoyoung Bae:
Kangmin should go rest, at least. We should keep our energy up so we can keep looking.
Minchan Hong:
Look where? We’ve already searched everywhere physically possible. Instead, we should probably look for somewhere that’ll protect our bodies so we come out of this less maimed.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Hoyoung Bae:
We won’t get maimed.
Minchan Hong:
You’re right, Jelpi made it clear. We’ll just die!
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Yeonho Ju:
I barely take note as Minchan storms out and Hoyoung tries to console Kangmin.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m sorry… I can’t do anything. I’m just…
Hoyoung Bae:
Come on, let’s get some rest.
Kangmin Yoo:
Okay.
Yeonho Ju:
They take their leave when I finally solve the final letters of the morse code.
Yeonho Ju:
T. R. A. I. L.
Dongheon Lee:
Huh?
Yeonho Ju:
Dongheon, everything will be okay. I can solve this. Trust me, I’m a gamer.
Dongheon Lee:
Uh. Okay?
Yeonho Ju:
I rush out into the night following my one lead. “Mountain trail”—that’s what the morse code was spelling out. I have more than enough experience with ARGs to know what to do next.
I head out to the start of the hiking trail. It takes a lot longer than I expected to get to the top, but once I’m there, nothing stands out to me.
Yeonho Ju:
Hrm…
Yeonho Ju:
With a sigh, I look at the few tower viewers near the cliffside railing, only to notice one is pointed at a strange angle. Instead of looking out into the island view, it’s pointed inward and tilted up.
Following the view, I shine the light from my e-Handbook and find something high up on a nearby palm tree. Could this be the next clue?
Yeonho Ju:
What the hell, does Jelpi really expect me to climb this huge ass palm tree to reach that?
Yeonho Ju:
I lean on the rail with a defeated sigh before a sudden movement in the bushes nearby startles me.
Yeonho Ju:
…! Gyehyeon! Where have you been?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ve been searching this island top to bottom, obviously.
Yeonho Ju:
This whole time? It’s been hours!
Yeonho Ju:
What a feat of human strength! That’s the kind of performance you’d expect from the Ultimate Athlete! I was hoping I could solve this little scavenger hunt myself, but…
Yeonho Ju:
Say, Gyehyeon, why don’t we team up?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Team up? What for? And why would I team up with you? Aren’t you just some geek?
Yeonho Ju:
I’m not just some geek—I’m the Ultimate Gamer. And I’m just what you need in this situation.
Yeonho Ju:
Finding this bomb is going to require more skills than any given individual has. It’s basically like a multiplayer game—so naturally, you need teammates to help you.
Gyehyeon Jo:
This isn’t some video game, this is real life. I’m better equipped to handle finding it as an athlete.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m an athlete too!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Esports don’t count.
Yeonho Ju:
They absolutely do. It tests reaction time and decision making just as much as other sports—only I sit in front of a PC and just my hands are busy doing the physical part.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hah, yeah. I’m sure your hands do get “busy,” geek.
Yeonho Ju:
…!
Yeonho Ju:
So uncalled for!
Yeonho Ju:
A-anyways, this is a game. That’s exactly what Jelpi called it before she revealed the bomb. And while you were running around aimlessly, I solved the first puzzle that she subtly gave us.
Yeonho Ju:
You may not see value in what I do, but just like “real” athletes, I have a sharp mind and eyes like a hawk. This sure isn’t my first point and click adventure.
Yeonho Ju:
You need my experience to help find this bomb. And I need you to do the physical stuff.
Gyehyeon Jo:
… Fine. I suppose I could use a geek’s help too.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Just point me in the right direction. And I’ll… What’s the clicking for?
Yeonho Ju:
In a point and click, clicking is how you interact with the environment— Wait, that’s not important. I’ll tell you about computer games later. For now, I need your help reaching that thing at the top of that tree.
Yeonho Ju:
Gyehyeon paces around the palm tree in silence for a minute. After finding what must be a good path, he wipes his hands on his pants and wraps himself around the base of the tree, pressing himself against the bark as he begins his ascent.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m pretty good at rock climbing.
Yeonho Ju:
I can tell!
Yeonho Ju:
Getting closer to the top, he finally reaches and grabs the piece of paper.
Yeonho Ju:
What does it say?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Uh. I don’t know.
Yeonho Ju:
Can you, like… read?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Of course I can! Here, see what I mean for yourself!
Yeonho Ju:
He balls up and throws the paper down to me. I manage to catch it, and I read it aloud as Gyehyeon slowly makes his descent.
Yeonho Ju:
“You keep its disarmed weapon close to your throat. But the single weapon won’t be missed, as it has rows and rows more in its arsenal. People scatter when its flag is in view, but you must be brave. Do not wait for it to break the surface before facing it eye to eye at the risk of getting ripped apart limb from limb.”
Gyehyeon Jo:
Pretty useless, huh?
Yeonho Ju:
No, it’s about what I expected. It’s a riddle.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Ahh, I know about those. What’s harder to catch the faster you run?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Your breath!
Yeonho Ju:
Why does he seem so cute suddenly? I just watched him scale a palm tree with ease, yet somehow he seems adorable right now.
Yeonho Ju:
Since we’re both familiar, let’s focus on solving this one.
Yeonho Ju:
I can’t make any connections to anything in the beginning, but here’s what I find interesting. The thing we’re supposed to find has weapons, and the way it attacks with them is ripping someone limb from limb. What kind of weapon does that?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Erm… Sounds like the kind of torture where they tie your limbs to several horses and then make them run in different directions?
Yeonho Ju:
Heheh, creative. And how do you keep several horses close to your throat?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Uh… you eat the horses?
Yeonho Ju:
… It seems that all your stat points went into your face.
Gyehyeon Jo:
What is that supposed to mean?
Yeonho Ju:
I’m… not insulting you. I’m saying you’re attractive…
Gyehyeon Jo:
O-oh. Well, all your skat points went in your face too.
Yeonho Ju:
The poor understanding and execution of that phrase is kind of cute coming from him too…
Yeonho Ju:
L-let’s focus on the riddle at hand.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hmmm… The part that says “break the surface” sounds like a swimming term.
Yeonho Ju:
Oh, that’s right, that could have something to do with water!
Yeonho Ju:
Hm… Follow me, I think I know where we need to be!
Yeonho Ju:
We descend the mountain and make our way over to the island shore. The moonlight isn’t strong enough to reveal what I’m looking for, so we carry on towards the lighthouse. On the beach nearby, I can finally see it as the light passes by.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Did you find it? What are we actually looking for?
Yeonho Ju:
What we’re searching for must reside in the water. It’s something that has the power to rip you apart. And what weapon can do that besides teeth?
Gyehyeon Jo:
So you’re saying it’s something like a shark?
Yeonho Ju:
Exactly. Sharks have rows and rows of teeth, and shops sometimes sell shark tooth necklaces, hence the “keeping them close to your throat” part. And for the last hint, the “flag” that makes people scatter is… the fin!
Yeonho Ju:
I point out as the lighthouse’s beam passes over something in the shape of a shark fin bobbing in place with the water.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Eh? No way, is that really a shark?
Yeonho Ju:
Sharks don’t stay still like that. My guess is it’s a buoy shaped like a shark fin with something anchoring it down. According to the riddle, it sounds like we have to check below the surface for the next clue.
Yeonho Ju:
…!
Yeonho Ju:
Without my asking, Gyehyeon is already pulling his shirt off and throwing it down on the sand on top of his hat and jacket.
Yeonho Ju:
It’s really dangerous to swim at night, isn’t it?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m a strong swimmer. Besides, we can’t wait until sunrise…
Yeonho Ju:
Not being able to argue with that, I watch as Gyehyeon enters the dark ocean. With his powerful swimming, he reaches the buoy in no time and dives down into the water. An uncomfortable second passes. And another. And a few more.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Starting to worry about him, I slip off my shoes. Approaching the water, I know that if the Ultimate Athlete can’t handle the ocean at night, there’s no way someone like me will fare well out there. But if I have no choice…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hah! Found it!
Yeonho Ju:
Gyehyeon calls out after finally breaking the surface, waving his hand with something in it. I breathe a sigh of relief and nonchalantly put my shoes back on as I wait for Gyehyeon to come back to the shore.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’s a box.
Yeonho Ju:
He shows me this palm-sized waterproof box. I quickly pop it open and see the photo of one of the other graduates that was brought here.
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung…?
Yeonho Ju:
Without a word, Gyehyeon and I break into a sprint to the cabins, as seeing Yongseung’s photo has reminded us of the very real stakes. Our search has taken us a lot of time so far, so if this next part turns out to be another clue, I don’t know if we’ll make it. But if the bomb turns out to be near the cabins…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yongseung!
Yeonho Ju:
Gyehyeon pounds on Yongseung’s cabin door until he answers.
Yongseung Kim:
Did something happen—?
Yeonho Ju:
We push past him and look around, quickly starting to widen our search around and behind furniture.
Yeonho Ju:
Do you hear that? Ticking…
Yongseung Kim:
You mean from the clock?
Yeonho Ju:
Gyehyeon swiftly pulls a chair over and stands on it to reach the clock before removing it from the wall and taking out its batteries.
Yongseung Kim:
Th-there’s still a ticking noise? What is it from? It couldn’t be—
Yeonho Ju:
Shh…
Yeonho Ju:
I quietly listen for where the barely audible ticking noise is coming from while slowly pacing around the room. I stop in front of Yongseung’s bed. No way…
I drop to my knees and pull out the bomb from underneath.
Yongseung Kim:
I-it—! It was right by me the whole time?! I would’ve—! I-I!
Yeonho Ju:
In a panic, Yongseung runs out of the room while I keep looking at the bombest looking bomb I’ve ever seen right in my hands. Suddenly, I feel very nervous about how I’m handling it.
Yeonho Ju:
Wh-what do we do? We don’t have much time left!
Yeonho Ju:
Eyeing the bomb’s countdown timer, only a minute remaining, I carefully set it down on the bed as slowly as possible while Gyehyeon pulls out Yongseung’s photo from the box again.
Gyehyeon Jo:
The back of the picture says something! “Instead of exploding like a supernova, this star will be steadily shining bright, newly full of your hope. Reach out and let its hope spread from one to another.”
Yeonho Ju:
Star?
Yeonho Ju:
My mind is only drawing a blank. The ticking of the bomb next to me keeps holding my attention hostage. I can’t think—!
THUD.
Yeonho Ju:
Before I can think of what to do, I’m suddenly pushed down onto the bed, and I find Gyehyeon leaning over me.
Yeonho Ju:
Huh…?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeonho! The star it's referring to is a Hope Fragment!
Yeonho Ju:
I— I…
Yeonho Ju:
Gyehyeon’s way too close—I can’t do anything but look into his eyes and feel his breath on my face.
Gyehyeon Jo:
This is what Jelpi wanted in the first place, isn’t it? We have to earn a Hope Fragment right now!
Yeonho Ju:
H-hold on! How exactly do you think we’ll earn one?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
W-well… We have to bond and form a deep connection… And I thought maybe…
Yeonho Ju:
I-I’m sure there’s other ways to do it—!
Yeonho Ju:
But is there even enough time? Wait a minute! What if we already—?
I desperately pull out my e-Handbook and notice a sparkle in the Hope Fragment collection that wasn’t there before.
Yeonho Ju:
Gyehyeon! We already earned one together!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Really? When did that happen?
Yeonho Ju:
Wh-who cares! Let’s stop this bomb!
Yeonho Ju:
From the sound of the riddle, I’d just have to touch my e-Handbook to the bomb. I hold my breath and gently place my e-Handbook over it, and a loud beep startles me. I slowly open my eyes to find the time on the bomb along with the ticking has stopped. The bomb finally seems to be disarmed.
Yeonho Ju:
W-we did it!
Jelpi:
Juuust in time for the sunrise!
Jelpi:
That was real close. You guys should have seen how concerningly little time you had left when you decided to make out instead of just disarming the bomb!
Yeonho Ju:
Wha—? You knew we already earned the fragment and you just watched and said nothing? Why didn’t you come in and tell us?!
Jelpi:
I didn’t want to interrupt such a special moment…
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m going to kill it.
Jelpi:
Not allowed! Violence is not allowed, just read the regulations~!
Yeonho Ju:
If violence isn’t allowed, then why did you put a bomb here?!
Jelpi:
Ah~ According to the rules, violence isn’t allowed against me, and it most certainly isn’t allowed between the residents—! I, however, can do whatever I want!
Gyehyeon Jo:
You…
Jelpi:
Waitwaitwait. No more scary faces, haha! For disarming the bomb, you get a prize, Yeonho. Don’t you want a prize?
Yeonho Ju:
…I was only able to do it because of Gyehyeon. He deserves whatever reward you have.
Jelpi:
Ah~ This is the beautiful result of bonding! Sure, I’ll give it to Gyehyeon.
Jelpi:
The prize is… I will tell you something that you forgot, Gyehyeon—something important from your life at Hope’s Peak Academy.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hope’s Peak? You’re going to tell me what memories I lost?
Jelpi:
Not all of your memories. Just the one…
Yeonho Ju:
This is huge. Since coming to this island, not a single one of us have been able to remember our time at Hope’s Peak. Retrieving precious lost memories can really be comforting at a time like this.
Gyehyeon Jo:
So what is it? Tell me.
Jelpi:
Gyehyeon. Your best friend…
Jelpi:
… is dead.
Notes:
Okay so, my plan for now is to put out two chapters of this fic every other month at least. But once most of the needed icon art is drawn, I'll be able to put out chapters even faster!
Anyways, thanks for reading! Chapter 4 will be out in January at the latest
Chapter 4: Yeonho and Yongseung in a building of knowledge!
Summary:
After an exciting night, Yeonho is itching to fulfill his gamer needs. He seeks entertainment at the island library only to find Yongseung has taken refuge there as well.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Yeonho Ju:
After a close encounter disarming the bomb Jelpi hid, Gyehyeon and I come out from the cabin, into the light from the rising sun, and spot Minchan heading towards us.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon, you're okay!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Uh… yeah. Why wouldn't I be?
Minchan Hong:
I saw your shoes by the ocean, and I thought…
Minchan Hong:
Nevermind. I'm just glad you're okay.
Yeonho Ju:
I'm glad we're all okay.
Minchan Hong:
No doubt! What even happened to the bomb?
Gyehyeon Jo:
We disarmed it.
Yeonho Ju:
It was a real rush! It felt like I was close to gambling my life away, but we made it!
Minchan Hong:
Well, I’m glad we're not all exploded!
Yeonho Ju:
But, hey, have you seen Yongseung? He ran out of the cabin when we found the bomb under his bed… We should tell him it's safe now.
Minchan Hong:
Nope, I haven’t seen him since early last night. Hope he's doing alright. I mean, hell, the bomb was in his room? Geez…
Minchan Hong:
Anyway, I'm gonna go take a nap because I'm way too tired.
Yeonho Ju:
Minchan heads in the direction of his own cabin. I, myself, don’t want to turn in just yet. That wasn't my first all-nighter staying up playing a game, and the thrill wound me up so high that I don't feel the least bit tired.
I’m about to tell Gyehyeon my plan to hang out more when I'm suddenly aware of his understandably despairing vibe.
Yeonho Ju:
Gyehyeon, are you… okay?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah, I just… What Jelpi told me about my friend…
Gyehyeon Jo:
How could I forget? He used to be my best friend, and I forgot he even died…
Gyehyeon Jo:
We were friends since we were kids but… I still can't remember anything about what happened years ago when I was at Hope's Peak…
Yeonho Ju:
It's not your fault. I don't remember anything either. Whoever brought us here took our memories for whatever reason, but I'm sure they'll come back.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah… I hope they do. Listen, I think I'm going to go grab my clothes and then head to bed.
Yeonho Ju:
Have a good sleep, man. You earned it.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You're not gonna sleep?
Yeonho Ju:
Nah, I have a real urge to play some games. I'm gonna hit up the library for a computer room and see if I can't find a PC preinstalled with Minesweeper—or at least Solitaire if our capturers have any mercy.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Let me know if they have 3D Pinball.
Yeonho Ju:
You play pinball?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I mean there's basketball, baseball, volleyball… I thought pinball would be like those, but I still liked it after I realized it was a nerd's game.
Yeonho Ju:
Jocks really like balls, huh?
Yeonho Ju:
Poor wording. Whatever.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m kind of in shock you’ve even played a video game before. We'll have a lot to discuss later, hyung!
Gyehyeon Jo:
See ya.
Yeonho Ju:
I head off to check out the library for the first time and am surprised the building is pretty clean and nice looking. But walking inside, it feels kind of like a liminal space with no one around in such a large building.
Yeonho Ju:
I guess the others aren’t quite the reading type.
Yeonho Ju:
But admittedly, neither am I. Unless the reading takes place inside a visual novel.
I make my way over to the computer room where I see ancient looking computers lined up in rows. I’m not feeling too hopeful about this until I notice a row of CD-ROMs lined up on one of the nearby shelves.
Yeonho Ju:
Wow… King’s Quest, RollerCoaster Tycoon, The Oregon Trail, Myst.
Yeonho Ju:
Along with the classics, there’s so many other titles that I’ve never even heard of. I think I’ll play all of them—starting with the first King's Quest in the series. After boosting up a computer, I find there’s no internet available, as expected.
Yeonho Ju:
I start playing the game, hours pass, and then I'm onto the next one. Before I know it, time has really flown as I make my way through the series before deciding to give it a break and check out another single-player adventure puzzle game next. After I insert the disk for Myst and begin setup, I decide to get some food while I wait for it to install, suddenly realizing I'm super hungry.
Yeonho Ju:
I noticed some vending machines in the front near the check out when I first came in. As I approach them again, I see through the windows that it’s already getting dark out.
Yeonho Ju:
The hell? I really spent all day playing games just like back home, huh?
Yeonho Ju:
Shrugging it off, I get back to my goal to snack. It takes me a minute to realize I can scan my e-Handbook below the vending machine’s number pad to pay. Hoping this place is complimentary instead of putting everything on a tab I’m not aware of, I pick out canned coffee from the drink machine and a bag of chips from another.
Yeonho Ju:
The “no food or drinks in the computer lab” signs won’t stop me.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m heading back to the computer room when a sudden thud surprises me. If this place looks liminal already during the day, at night, the horror factor is boosted exponentially. Peaking around the library shelves, I see a familiar face putting away some books.
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung!
Yongseung Kim:
…!
Yeonho Ju:
What’re you doing here? You know your cabin is safe again, right? The bomb’s disarmed, and Gyehyeon and I even earned a Hope Fragment—!
Yongseung Kim:
It doesn’t matter.
Yeonho Ju:
Huh?
Yongseung Kim:
It doesn’t matter that we earned another Hope Fragment. As long as we’re here, our lives are in danger. That was proven with the bomb. What’s to stop Jelpi from threatening us again? We really don’t know what will happen to us next.
Yongseung Kim:
Furthermore, we don’t even know if they’ll let us go once we collect enough Hope Fragments. We have no reason to trust whoever is behind this. They had the resources to kidnap us in the first place. There’s no reason why they would just let us go just like that.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Wh-what?
Yeonho Ju:
I’m kind of shocked. That was the most you’ve ever said to me.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
But for real… What are you doing here?
Yongseung Kim:
… Hiding.
Yeonho Ju:
From Jelpi?
Yongseung Kim:
… From all of you.
Yeonho Ju:
… Oh. Did we do something wrong? Why wouldn't he want to be around the others in a trying time like this? Then again, I'm already starting to isolate myself again too. Even in a tropical paradise, my old habits are already coming back, only a few days in.
Yongseung Kim:
A-anyway, while I've been here, I've been researching for a way to get off the island… Or at least trying to.
Yeonho Ju:
You've been working on that this whole time?
Yeonho Ju:
While I've been slacking off… He really is admirable, but he looks like a wreck.
Yeonho Ju:
Have you even eaten today? When's the last time you slept?
Yongseung Kim:
I…
Yeonho Ju:
Come on, let's get some more snacks. You deserve a break, right?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung looks unsure, so I decide to put some pressure off of him.
Yeonho Ju:
Look, there's vending machines right at the front. If you wanna, get some snacks and come meet me at the computer room. I'll be playing a puzzle game. It'll be fun.
Yongseung Kim:
… You shouldn’t eat at the computers.
Yeonho Ju:
There’s probably some keyboard cleaning goo around here somewhere. I’m sure it’ll be fine.
Yeonho Ju:
With a shrug, I head back to the lab. I’m not confident Yongseung wants to join me, but just in case, I load up Myst and delay starting the game while I’m eating my chips and coffee. But as Yongseung doesn’t show up when I’m done, I decide to get carried away with playing this classic game. I could’ve sworn I already played Myst before, but every part feels like new to me, and though I was making good progress for a while, I found myself getting stuck on a puzzle.
Yeonho Ju:
What am I supposed to do again? Where am I supposed to go? Am I missing something?
Yeonho Ju:
Hrm…
Yeonho Ju:
There’s usually not a single puzzle that can stop me and not a single level I can’t beat, but with everything going on lately, it’s like my brain has been scrambled.
I’m so focused on the game that I almost don’t hear the door to the computer room open.
Yongseung Kim:
… Hi.
Yeonho Ju:
You came.
Yongseung Kim:
I thought I should take a break, like you said…
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung cautiously comes closer and stands beside me, awkwardly peering at my screen.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m playing Myst. Sorry, I already got pretty far in… Come, sit down.
Yongseung Kim:
O-okay…
Yeonho Ju:
The atmosphere is a little awkward between us as Yongseung slides a chair over next to mine. Just as I think of what to say to break the ice, a loud growl sounds from Yongseung’s stomach.
Yeonho Ju:
You still haven’t eaten?
Yongseung Kim:
Ah, I forgot…
Yeonho Ju:
I’ll go get you some food.
Yongseung Kim:
No, that’s okay, I should get it myself—
Yeonho Ju:
Let’s go together. And on the way, you can tell me what you learned about the island.
Yongseung Kim:
… Sure.
Yeonho Ju:
We head to the vending machines—which I’m happy to visit again since one small bag of chips wasn’t nearly enough to satisfy me—and talk about our current situation.
Yeonho Ju:
So is this island owned by a freak or something? Is it like The Most Dangerous Game and they dropped us here to hunt us down? Actually—you noticed there’s cameras everywhere, right? Maybe this is more like The Truman Show.
Yongseung Kim:
I can’t find anything that alludes to a reason why we were brought here. The history of the island is pretty vague as well. I learned more about the monuments and facilities built here though.
Yeonho Ju:
Anything interesting there?
Yongseung Kim:
Umm… There's an amusement park. And a music venue…
Yeonho Ju:
Oh, cool, I love music.
Yongseung Kim:
The venue is called Titty Typhoon.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
You’re not joking.
Yongseung Kim:
I am not.
Yeonho Ju:
Ah, I thought so. You don’t seem like the type.
Yongseung Kim:
Well… you’ll just have to find out if your assumption is true or not.
Yeonho Ju:
The unexpected teasing tone coming from Yongseung excites me. I’m finding myself quickly wanting to get to know him more.
Yeonho Ju:
So, do you like music too?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Is it that hard of a question?
Yongseung Kim:
Well, in truth, I do… But when I tell people I like to dance, they always ask me to show them. It’s really embarrassing…
Yeonho Ju:
He DANCES?!
Yeonho Ju:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Don’t worry, I won’t ask you to show me. I’ll just try to imagine what you look like when dancing to satisfy my curiosity.
Yongseung Kim:
… Stop looking at me. This is just as embarrassing somehow…
Yeonho Ju:
We drop some food and drinks from the vending machines and head back to the computer room. Spreading out our bountiful feast of snacks on the table, I'm really looking forward to the night ahead.
Yeonho Ju:
This is just like a sleepover.
Yongseung Kim:
You’re going to sleep at the library too?
Yeonho Ju:
Well, you don’t really sleep at a sleepover, it’s only optional.
Yongseung Kim:
Oh. I wouldn’t know. I’ve never been to one before.
Yeonho Ju:
Oh, really—? Wait, did you say “too?” Are you sleeping here tonight?
Yongseung Kim:
I’m kind of too scared to sleep back at my cabin…
Yeonho Ju:
That makes sense. I’d also be shaken up if I found a bomb under my bed. But in the kind of situation we’re in, I’d also be scared to be alone, so far away from the others’ cabins. Maybe I should stay here with Yongseung to keep him company all night. Though, I was already going to do that so I can get through all these games. Only this time, I’m doing it with a friend.
Yeonho Ju:
As we have our feast, I explain what Yongseung missed from the game I’m playing. He seems to be taking interest in it and looks like he’s relaxing slightly, becoming more comfortable with me.
Yeonho Ju:
After having enough cheesy puffs, I dust off my fingers and put my hands back on the controls, looking around in the game and trying to progress with fresh eyes. As I’ve spoken enough about my interest in this game, I prompt Yongseung to speak about himself.
Yeonho Ju:
So, Ultimate Fortune Teller, huh?
Yongseung Kim:
Yeah.
Yeonho Ju:
Really? Then… Can you predict lottery numbers?
Yongseung Kim:
No.
Yeonho Ju:
Can you at least use your talent to tell me where to go next in this game?
Yongseung Kim:
I'm not a walkthrough!
Yeonho Ju:
But I’m stuck, and I can’t look it up…
Yongseung Kim:
Are you not really the Ultimate Gamer?
Yeonho Ju:
I-I am!
Yeonho Ju:
It’s just that… I think I played this game so long ago, back in high school. And we all know those memories are gone…
Yongseung Kim:
Hm… Good thing.
Yeonho Ju:
Huh? “Good thing?" Do you like that your memories were taken or something?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Throughout my schooling, I’ve always been bullied for one thing or another.
Yongseung Kim:
I’m sure high school wasn’t any different. In fact, I’m sure I was just as unloved then too.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yongseung Kim:
… Sorry. I shouldn’t talk about that.
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung turns away from me, but I grab onto his arm without thinking.
Yongseung Kim:
…?
Yeonho Ju:
Uh, you’re too far away. Come closer so you can see the game properly.
Yongseung Kim:
Uh, okay…
Yeonho Ju:
He scoots his chair closer, and I nudge mine so they’re both touching.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m sorry things were like that for you.
Yongseung Kim:
… It’s okay.
Yongseung Kim:
Tell me about what else you've been playing today.
Yeonho Ju:
With Yongseung’s permission to indulge in my specialty, I tell him all about the games I found and managed to play through today while continuing to aimlessly walk around in Myst. That hardly matters, as I’m having a good time chatting for a while. But suddenly, Yongseung points up at the screen, his shoulder bumping into mine as he leans in.
Yongseung Kim:
Have you tried going down that path? The place that you just passed…
Yeonho Ju:
Oh. Oh my god. How did I forget that was there?
Yeonho Ju:
You really do have the power of clairvoyance.
Yongseung Kim:
This has nothing to do with my ultimate ability. The only orbs I used were my eyes.
Yeonho Ju:
And you’re so modest too.
Yongseung Kim:
Maybe some time later, I’ll show you my actual fortune telling.
Yeonho Ju:
Hell. Yeah.
Yeonho Ju:
I can admit that the power of clairvoyance excites me like it would most people, but I can feel there’s another motive for wanting to spend more time with Yongseung. He looks happy as well, smiling at the computer screen, making no move to lean away from me as we're shoulder to shoulder. Despite knowing what to do now, I’m hardly interested in playing the game.
Yeonho Ju:
Hey, how old are you?
Yongseung Kim:
23.
Yeonho Ju:
Oh, we’re the same age.
Yongseung Kim:
Really?
Yeonho Ju:
Most of the others are older than us from what I heard. It’s awesome to have a friend my age.
Yongseung Kim:
A friend…
Yeonho Ju:
… Hey, Yongseung?
Yongseung Kim:
Hm?
Yeonho Ju:
Do you think that we knew each other at Hope’s Peak?
Yongseung Kim:
Hm… it’s possible since we must have been in the same grade. But judging by our ultimates, our majors were very different. We might not have crossed paths.
Yeonho Ju:
Oh…
Yongseung Kim:
… But it would be nice if we did.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yeonho Ju:
The thought makes me happy, ignoring that even if we did know each other—even if we were friends—we didn’t keep in contact after high school. I can’t remember my time at Hope’s Peak, but I know how my life moved on after, and Yongseung wasn’t a part of it.
Yeonho Ju:
The thought feels lonely, but I didn’t realize I was at the time. I never had deep friendships with the people I spoke to over voice chat—and even then, I only heard from them when I was playing games all day and night. After a while, my other problematic hobby started taking up most of my time until it completely isolated me. But one random day, I found myself plucked from that situation and placed here on this island. Here, with Yongseung.
Yeonho Ju:
We’re both loners for our own reasons. And even though we’re hiding away from everyone else in this library, we’re finding comfort in each other’s presence. We may be taken away from our homes and put on this empty island, but we don’t have to be alone.
Yeonho Ju:
Haha.
Yeonho Ju:
How can I be thankful I was put here, even if it was just a split-second thought? I know how ridiculous it sounds, but looking at Yongseung sitting so close to me, I’m reassured that I’m allowed to feel happy even in a time like this. Even if I’m tired out of my mind from desperately trying to disarm a bomb the night before, there can be other things that make moments here special.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yongseung Kim:
…!
Yeonho Ju:
Before I knew what I was doing, I leaned in and lightly bit Yongseung’s shoulder.
Yongseung Kim:
Wh-what was that for?!
Yeonho Ju:
Sorry, I just wanted to rest my head, but your shoulder looked too tasty.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
If you don't like it, I won't do it anymore.
Yeonho Ju:
But you can rest your head on my shoulder if you want—I mean, it’s just ‘cause you look tired and…
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung holds my arm steady and rests his head down on my shoulder.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Are you going to keep playing? I can still watch.
Yeonho Ju:
Um… Yeah.
Yeonho Ju:
I put my hand back on the mouse to keep playing, but I’m too distracted to focus on the game, that’s for sure. I’m nervous that Yongseung will notice my brain fog through the way I’m aimlessly clicking around, but minutes go by and he doesn’t say anything. After a while, the lack of progress is too embarrassing.
Yeonho Ju:
I think I’m stuck again…
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung not responding to my plea for help, I look down to find his eyes closed shut and his body subtly moving as he deeply breathes.
He really just fell asleep on me! I knew he was tired, but he seemed so unfriendly at first only to do this days later?
Yeonho Ju:
I find myself able to take in what he looks like, studying his features without needing a reason behind staring. There wasn’t a question as to whether Yongseung was handsome before, but now seeing him so defenseless has brought a new idea to the table. He’s cute too.
Yeonho Ju:
…!
Yeonho Ju:
I’m losing my mind! I barely know this guy! Why am I so happy that he fell asleep on me? It kind of feels like the same success as gaining the trust of a nervous street cat—which actually happened to me once. Before then, I only had experiences with robot pets when I was a kid. Though the way Yongseung acts, showing little variance in emotion, is not too dissimilar from a robot at all.
Yeonho Ju:
Are you more like a Poo-Chi Dog or a Tekno Puppy?
Jelpi:
I’m more like a modern Aibo! Cute, intelligent, and always listening!
Yeonho Ju:
Wah!
Yongseung Kim:
…!
Yeonho Ju:
I accidentally wake Yongseung up with my sudden movement. For someone that wants us to bond, Jelpi sure is set on ruining our time together by appearing now!
Jelpi:
What are you two doing here so late at the library?
Yongseung Kim:
H-hiding from you…!
Jelpi:
Why would you do that?
Yeonho Ju:
You threatened us with a bomb!
Jelpi:
Ahhh, I thought you of all people would have liked the heart pounding gamble, putting your life on the line and winning just by a slim margin!
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yeonho Ju:
I may enjoy gambling, but that was going too far!
Jelpi:
It’s weird to hear that coming from you.
Yeonho Ju:
Huh? Why do you say that?
Jelpi:
Nevermind that!
Yeonho Ju:
I want to prod Jelpi for an explanation about what she meant, but she quickly changes the subject.
Jelpi:
I came here for a reason! Graduates, check your e-Handbooks!
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Both Yongseung and I take our e-Handbooks out to find a notification—there’s a message from one of the apps that looks a lot like an emailing system. Opening it, it seems to be an invitation for a dinner party.
Yongseung Kim:
Huh? A dinner…
Jelpi:
That’s right! There will be a magnificent dinner party tomorrow evening, and you two are invited!
Yeonho Ju:
… Why did you send an invite if you could have just told us here in person?
Yongseung Kim:
Rather, why did you bother showing up if you already sent an invite?
Yeonho Ju:
Good point.
Jelpi:
You boys are so mean! Do you not want to see me or something?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Jelpi:
…
Jelpi:
I’m actually here because you two earned a Hope Fragment~! Good on you~!
Yeonho Ju:
I did notice another notification on my e-Handbook. A new star shines in my collection—the second one I earned and the third we collectively have in total. Before I let my cheeks redden from acknowledging the apparent deep bond Yongseung and I formed, I bring the subject back to the invitation.
Yeonho Ju:
Why have a dinner party?
Yongseung Kim:
And, uh… What are you planning to serve for dinner?
Jelpi:
…
Jelpi:
You.
Jelpi:
Just kidding! It will be normal food prepared normally by a talented chef!
Yeonho Ju:
… Okay, but I’m going to make sure we’re all present at the dinner table with all of our limbs intact before I’m eating anything.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
… I’ll go too.
Jelpi:
Whoa, really? Are you sure?
Yongseung Kim:
Since Yeonho is going, I want to join him—
Jelpi:
As if it’s anything but mandatory in the first place! It’s real cute that you’re both going together as a date, but the fact of the matter is that you have an invitation so you have no choice but to be there!
Jelpi:
And no matter what's in front of you, you will have to eat. Hope that it's something appetizing. And hope that you can trust your chef.
Notes:
Next chapter is written, but I'm still working on the illustration and drawing is hard so idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ It will be out relatively soon, could take a week
Chapter 5: Minchan and Kangmin’s cooking show!
Summary:
The dinner party is tonight! And wouldn’t you know—the Ultimate Cook has been scouted by Jelpi to do the catering! But cooking these steaks has high stakes… And so, in need of an extra pair of hands, Minchan recruits a chef’s assistant: Yoo Kangmin!
Notes:
Hey, despite also being silly, this chapter has a good amount of despair, so i’d like to put a little tw here for light alcoholism and thoughts of worthlessness/low self esteem
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Minchan Hong:
A whole day passes with nothing going wrong, and I don’t know whether I should be relieved or suspicious. The last time Jelpi left us alone for a day, she planted a bomb in one of our cabins. So after I got a relaxing day to myself, followed by a good rest, I had a feeling I was going to wake up to something horrible.
Minchan Hong:
Ya~wn.
Minchan Hong:
A couple of the others are already up and chatting outside of the cabins. I make my way over to join them.
Minchan Hong:
What are you guys talking about?
Hoyoung Bae:
The invitation.
Minchan Hong:
The… invitation?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Did you not get one last night? They were sent to our e-Handbooks.
Minchan Hong:
I take out my device and find no new notification and nothing on any of the apps.
Minchan Hong:
The hell? I don’t see it anywhere.
Hoyoung Bae:
Maybe you didn't get invited?
Minchan Hong:
Wh— Why wouldn't I—?
Hoyoung Bae:
That's weird, because I know Kangmini and Yeonho got one.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I think everyone else did too.
Minchan Hong:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Minchan, where—?
Minchan Hong:
I quickly leave the two as I spot an annoying orange blob slinking around outside.
Minchan Hong:
HEY, Jelpi!
Jelpi:
Ye~s?
Minchan Hong:
Why is everyone invited to… to whatever event is happening but not me? What did I do wrong?
Jelpi:
Nothing yet~!
Jelpi:
But I'm sorry, Minchan, you are not invited to the dinner party tonight as a guest.
Minchan Hong:
And why not?
Jelpi:
Because you are going to be the one to prepare the feast!
Minchan Hong:
…!
Jelpi:
You are the chef tendril-selected by me to generously fill everyone's tummies with delicious sustenance!
Minchan Hong:
What, do you want me to be flattered or something? I'm the only person qualified to cook out of the seven men here.
Jelpi:
Oh, is that what you really think? From what I've heard, before you came to this island, you've been losing your touch.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Jelpi:
But don't worry, I don't think it's true at all! I think you'll do a wonderful job today!
Minchan Hong:
You do?
Jelpi:
Yep! And I want you to have every resource you need to succeed! A large kitchen, any food supplies you could think of, and an assistant!
Minchan Hong:
Why give this all to me? Why do I need to "succeed"…?
Jelpi:
Because… your life depends on it.
Minchan Hong:
Wh-what? Did you plant another bomb or something?! Is it on me? Get it off!
Jelpi:
Don’t worry. Your death won’t be as quick as the fiery flash of an explosion. No… Rather, you will be slowly cooked alive in a big pot with fresh crabs and become a part of my favorite dish!
Minchan Hong:
Like I’d let you do that! I’m way bigger than you, you can’t take me on!
Jelpi:
I have many tendrils that can hold many knives. Not to mention every camera you’ve seen acts as a firearm.
Minchan Hong:
I hesitantly look over at the nearest utility pole with a camera mounted near the top. It slowly moves to point in my direction.
Jelpi:
Fire~!
BA-BA-BA-BANG!
Minchan Hong:
AHHHH!
Minchan Hong:
The nozzle underneath the camera fires right in front of my feet. I freeze in panic until it ceases fire.
Jelpi:
Don’t try anything, Minchan! I like to cook my crabs alive!
Minchan Hong:
This can’t be real…
Jelpi:
It is. If you don't make an amazing meal, you'll be what's for dinner.
Minchan Hong:
…
Jelpi:
Show us what you can do. You are allowed to make whatever you want… Just don’t poison everyone!
Minchan Hong:
…
Jelpi:
…
Minchan Hong:
Is that an actual warning? You think I'd actually do that?
Jelpi:
I dunno~, may~be!
Jelpi:
Choose one other island resident to be your sous chef and then come down to the kitchen! I’ll be waiting!
Minchan Hong:
Jelpi slinks away, and I’m left alone, not able to choke down the despair I’m feeling.
Minchan Hong:
I-I have to get out of here…
Minchan Hong:
I have to hide, I have to do something! I can’t just be a part of Jelpi’s sick game!
Minchan Hong:
The adrenaline from being nearly shot at is taking over my body. I take just a step forward when I see the camera from earlier still observing me. Turning around, I make it a decent amount of paces away before seeing another.
Minchan Hong:
Damn it. Damn it, damn it, damn it…
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
Having no choice but to play by Jelpi’s rules, I consider my options for an assistant chef.
Minchan Hong:
The Ultimate Photographer, no. Ultimate Athlete, no. There’s no way the Ultimate Model knows anything besides looking pretty. Hm… Maybe the Ultimate Gamer has played Cooking Mama before? No, that’s not good enough…
Minchan Hong:
I’m almost considering having the Ultimate Fortune Teller tell me what I should do when I spot Kangmin walking by.
Minchan Hong:
That’s it! Hey, Yoo Kangmin!
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Minchan Hong:
I may not know what this guy’s ultimate is—or if he even has one—but he’s young, so he can probably take orders well and won’t get in my way. And, hey, young people are moldable—there’s a chance that Kangmin could find his passion in cooking.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin-a, my Ultimate Sous Chef.
Kangmin Yoo:
Your… ultimate sus chef?
Minchan Hong:
Oh, the youth. So funny. Kangmin, have you ever made lobster thermidor?
Kangmin Yoo:
I dunno… I’ve never heard of it.
Minchan Hong:
What about ratatouille?
Kangmin Yoo:
You mean the cartoon rat?
Minchan Hong:
I’m going to die today!
Minchan Hong:
Burgers and fries! How about burgers and fries!
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t think I’ve grilled a burger before… But I bet I could make fries from the frozen food aisle!
Minchan Hong:
Okay, that’s more like warming up and less like cooking, but that’s something!
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
Actually, maybe I should choose someone else. This is life or death.
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh? Life or death? What’s going on?
Minchan Hong:
Given how hard Kangmin took it when the pressure was on with the bomb Jelpi planted a couple days ago, I don’t feel right telling the kid about the circumstances. The stress would be too hard on him.
Minchan Hong:
I’m just being dramatic. You know the dinner party tonight? I’m cooking for it, and I want you to be my sous chef—er, uh, my assistant. Do you think you can handle that?
Kangmin Yoo:
Sure, I’ll do whatever I can to help.
Minchan Hong:
Let’s hope it’s enough!
Minchan Hong:
The party is ten hours from now, so let’s hurry to the kitchen, and I’ll explain to you the basics!
*
Minchan Hong:
Understanding me so far?
Kangmin Yoo:
Y-yeah, I think.
Minchan Hong:
That’s your work station and this is mine. Keep your station clean and take care of messes as they come up. I’ll assign you simple tasks now and again. Say ‘yes, chef,’ so I know that you hear my orders.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yes, chef!
Minchan Hong:
I finish running Kangmin through what tools we’ll be using in the island’s kitchen and where they are.
Jelpi wasn’t lying about supplying me with everything I’d need to succeed, and they’re all organized nicely, so it’s easy to find my way around. Since everything is here, my success or failure really is all on me.
Minchan Hong:
Ah, one more thing. If I'm carrying a bunch of glasses or knives or something potentially dangerous, stay away from me. If I trip, do not help me, you’ll only get hurt!
Kangmin Yoo:
What? How can I just stand by and not help if that happens?
Minchan Hong:
I fall all the time, and I always turn out fine. It's you who should be careful, I’m used to it.
Minchan Hong:
Okay, we only have nine hours now. Let’s see what we have to get done… Kalua pork, lomi lomi salmon, shoyu chicken, chicken long rice, pipikaula, poke…
Minchan Hong:
We should definitely get the slow cooker ready.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yes, chef!
Minchan Hong:
As Kangmin is being a good little chef’s assistant, taking out the slow cooker along with the necessary ingredients and seasonings, I prepare my carving knife over the roasted pork. My eyes briefly stop on a surveillance camera, and I let out a big sigh to calm myself before continuing.
Minchan Hong:
Hi, I’m Hong Minchan and this is how to make a Kalua Pig at home. First, we tear our roasted pork to shreds…
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh? Are you talking to me—?
Minchan Hong:
Then, when your assistant chef brings over the vegetables, chop them into small, bite-sized pieces.
Minchan Hong:
Don’t forget to generously salt before adding everything into the slow cooker.
Kangmin Yoo:
What are you doing?
Minchan Hong:
Narrating for my cooking show.
Minchan Hong:
I nod at the camera. I’m half playing around, but half explaining my actions to help Kangmin in an engaging way.
Kangmin Yoo:
You’re kind of weird, huh?
Minchan Hong:
Hey, you don’t know—maybe there is an audience behind that camera and not just our kidnappers watching our every move.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin clearly didn’t need the reminder about our situation. I quickly get him to work to take his mind off things.
Minchan Hong:
Why don’t you take over chopping the vegetables. You’ve seen me do it… Do you think you can do the same?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeah, I can try.
Minchan Hong:
After casually observing him now and again while tending to my own work, I notice Kangmin is not bad at following directions, but his inexperience is pretty obvious. I’m hoping and praying internally that the inconsistency in his vegetable cutting doesn’t affect the final quality of the meal… But Jelpi is kind of the worst hell-creature ever, so I’m not confident she’ll be the least bit lenient.
Minchan Hong:
We diligently work on our tasks for hours. When about two thirds of our time is up, I glance around the kitchen, looking at the progress of all of our dishes, and realize we’re not close to being done despite how much time has passed. My movements have been too clumsy, and Kangmin needs too much guidance.
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
I try to swallow my fear and keep focused on the tasks at hand, but I can’t stop the spiraling. What if nothing gets done? What if the meat is raw? What if cooking it faster in compensation dries it out? What if the side dishes aren’t good enough to make up for it? Heck, what if the salt was actually sugar, and the sugar accidentally salt this whole time? Would Jelpi mislabel them on purpose?! I’m smothered with worry that fills me with anxiety. I need to finish cooking!
Kangmin Yoo:
Are you okay, Minchan?
Minchan Hong:
I… I don’t know.
Minchan Hong:
Not wanting to worry him and knowing that it wouldn’t help the situation, I replace my worry with a different, relatable one.
Minchan Hong:
I just… hope we can make it off of this island someday.
Kangmin Yoo:
… Something tells me that hoping in this kind of situation is pointless. But… maybe we will make it out. I mean, we just need 21 Hope Fragments, and we already have 3, so!
Minchan Hong:
21 Hope Fragments…
Minchan Hong:
I finally notice my feet are intensely aching from standing this whole time. I’m completely overwhelmed with thoughts and pain, so I decide I can’t go on without taking a quick rest.
Minchan Hong:
I’ll be back. Don’t let the stew boil over, remember to stir it every few minutes.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yes, chef!
Minchan Hong:
As I step out of the kitchen, I worry about whether I'll make it out alive by the end of the day. This might really be the end for me. But then again, I don’t think I’ll matter in the long run…
Minchan Hong:
If we need 21 fragments and we’re each responsible for making them, I'm sure I’ll be of no help. I’m unlovable—I know I am—I can’t form a deep bond with anyone. So there’s no way I can earn any Hope Fragments at all. We might as well be on this island forever.
I lean my back against a wall and slide down until I’m on the floor.
Minchan Hong:
I’m dooming myself if I fail tonight. I’m dooming everyone else if my cooking passes. There’s no way out of this!
Jelpi:
A~ctually~!
Minchan Hong:
I don’t even have the energy to jump in surprise when Jelpi shows up out of nowhere.
Jelpi:
There is another way out…
Minchan Hong:
What? There is?
Jelpi:
Yep~! But you don’t really need another way, you seem super capable as the Ultimate Cook…
Minchan Hong:
Not under these conditions! Just tell me what else I need to do!
Jelpi:
… Okay.
Jelpi:
Minchan, I will let you off of this island without the requirement of Hope Fragments.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Jelpi:
I will see to it that you’re let off before anyone else if…
Minchan Hong:
If…?
Jelpi:
If you can get the others to eat the assistant chef for dinner.
Minchan Hong:
I feel my heart sink. I wouldn’t… I couldn’t! But the alternatives are to die tonight or to live and trap everyone here forever!
Jelpi:
Where are you going?
Minchan Hong:
I don’t respond as my legs take me back to the kitchen. Inside, I see Kangmin stirring the big pot with his back turned to me.
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
He’s mindlessly humming, not able to hear me as I slowly step up to him. My eyes land on a knife resting on the counter before moving to the boiling pot on the stove. Kangmin carefully adjusts the heat before giving one last stir and tapping the wooden spoon on the rim of the pot.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin looks at me curiously, surprised that I was silently standing behind him. I quickly turn to a nearby cabinet and look through the contents.
Minchan Hong:
There’s gotta be something here with alcohol…
Minchan Hong:
I really don’t want to be sober right now. I find vanilla extract and call it good enough!
Kangmin Yoo:
Is that going in the stew or something? Minchan…?
Minchan Hong:
I leave the kitchen again and sit down in the empty hall.
Minchan Hong:
35% alcohol…
Minchan Hong:
I twist the cap off of the vanilla extract and start drinking, hoping it’ll take the edge off. It’s gross, but I’ve been craving a drink the second I got here, only to find nothing!
Minchan Hong:
A fail chef, making a fail meal. I must’ve peaked in high school, huh?
Kangmin Yoo:
Who are you talking to…?
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin asks as he steps into the hall, quickly noticing what it is I’ve got my lips around.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung!
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin yanks the tiny bottle from my hand.
Kangmin Yoo:
You can’t drink that, you’ll get a tummy ache!
Kangmin Yoo:
What’s wrong?
Minchan Hong:
… I can’t do this.
Kangmin Yoo:
What? Cook our dinner? Yes, you can! You’re the Ultimate Cook!
Minchan Hong:
I know that I was an ultimate at Hope’s Peak… But since then, I just… I just feel so…
Minchan Hong:
I’m surprised as Kangmin grabs my shaking hands. He looks me right in the eyes, wearing a deadly serious expression.
Kangmin Yoo:
Being an ultimate isn’t a joke. I believe in you. And I’ll try my best to help you with anything you need, I promise!
Minchan Hong:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I know it's hard to have to work with me, but I know you can do this! I've seen how you work, and it's unbelievable how elegant every move you make is. Thank you for letting me see your talent, but please show me how to see this feast through!
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
… It’s not hard to work with you.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
Come on… Let’s finish what we started!
Minchan Hong:
I guide Kangmin back into the kitchen and give him orders, not wasting any time.
Kangmin believes in me, he’s cheering me on. I can’t sacrifice him, of course not! And I can’t let this be the last he sees of me! I’ll show him what I can do—what we can achieve together. And if I’m lucky enough to not become a full course for Jelpi, I swear to god I’ll teach this kid how to make every dish known to man every day that I’m still alive!
Minchan Hong:
With determination, I grab a bowl full of liquid ingredients to transfer it.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin-a, let’s get this in a—
Minchan Hong:
I stop as I feel my stomach suddenly start to hurt. Powering through, I move to continue carrying the heavy bowl across the kitchen, but Kangmin is already shadowing my movements.
Kangmin Yoo:
Do you need help with th—?
Minchan Hong:
Ugh!
Minchan Hong:
A sudden cramp in my stomach causes me to trip, and the liquid flies out of the bowl and onto Kangmin as it drops.
Minchan Hong:
I really shouldn’t have drunk that vanilla extract, huh…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Wh-what do you need? Ginger tea? An antacid? Water?
Minchan Hong:
There’s no time. Hurry and get cleaned up, you’re absolutely coated.
Kangmin Yoo:
… Yes, chef.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin leaves to clean up, and I pick myself up off the floor and get restarted on the batter for the dessert. I laser focus in on the steps and start to hardly notice the dull aching in my stomach.
Jelpi:
I see you’ve made your choice. It’s too bad! Kangmin has already been egg washed, he’d be much tastier as he is now!
Minchan Hong:
I was never going to do it…
Jelpi:
You didn’t think about pushing him into the oven just for a second in hopes that you’ll make it off of this island alive?
Minchan Hong:
No. Jelpi…
Minchan Hong:
I know what I am and am not worth. Kangmin isn’t the one that should be sacrificed. I could never hold my life higher than anyone else's.
Jelpi:
…
Minchan Hong:
What?
Jelpi:
Very interesting.
Minchan Hong:
Why is that interesting?
Minchan Hong:
Jelpi just stares at me blankly with that unsettling smile.
Jelpi:
It’s best you get back to work, Chef Hong! There isn’t much time left, and if the food isn’t up to everyone’s standards, I’m having you for dessert!
Minchan Hong:
Jelpi slinks away. I’m not sure what that was about, but I feel pretty confident in my decision. I may cook and fail, resulting in my death. I may live and trap everyone on the island here with me. But there’s no way in hell I can cook up a Kangmin kebab. My escape isn’t worth someone else's life. It was never an option!
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m back!
Minchan Hong:
Good. We have a lot to get done. I’m not even sure that we’ll make it on time…
Kangmin Yoo:
I know we will! Your orders, chef?
Minchan Hong:
Ah… I can always count on you, my loyal sous chef…
*
Kangmin Yoo:
Everyone, dinner is served!
Minchan Hong:
The other island residents hurry over to the tables that we prepared on the beach. Amongst the decorative plants and flowers is a large variety of foods perfect for a luau. I’m feeling a little hopeful when their eyes light up in amazement, but the worry returns when considering they have to like how it tastes too.
Jelpi:
Dig in!
Hoyoung Bae:
Did Jelpi make all this?
Dongheon Lee:
As if there’s a difference from us eating the food prepared in the cafeteria to eating this now. I suppose if Jelpi wanted to poison us, it would have happened already.
Jelpi:
Exactly~! There’s no need to worry! Chef Minchan cooked all of this, and I had nothing to do with it! And there’s no poison in it whatsoever! Right?
Minchan Hong:
Of course not…!
Minchan Hong:
What kind of sabotage is this?! My life depends on whether they enjoy the meal or not—there’s no reason to make them suspicious and reluctant to even try it!
Yeonho Ju:
This isn’t our last meal or something, is it?
Jelpi:
Not yours, nope! Eat to your heart's content!
Minchan Hong:
They all look at each other before they start gathering at the tables and filling their plates with the food in acceptance. I can’t help but hold my breath when they finally take a bite.
Yongseung Kim:
…! This is…!
Hoyoung Bae:
…! Minchan really made this…?
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
Are these reactions good or bad?! Elaborate, I’m begging you!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Oh, wow…
Yeonho Ju:
Are you guys tasting this too? I knew he was the Ultimate Cook, but hot damn!
Minchan Hong:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
If the food in the cafeteria was like this, I’d never want to leave…
Jelpi:
Wow, really?!
Dongheon Lee:
It was 1000% a hyperbole, don’t get too excited.
Dongheon Lee:
But Minchan is a godly chef, I’ll give him that.
Minchan Hong:
I watch in anticipation as the others try each of the food items, hoping that there isn’t a single complaint to be had. I’m so fixated on the others that I don’t expect a nudge on the back of my leg.
Jelpi:
Minchan, look at Kangmin.
Minchan Hong:
Huh?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
Looking over, I see Kangmin smiling wide and not yet moving to eat either. He seems to be just as lost in the moment of seeing our creations finally be tasted as I am. The poor kid had a rough time emotionally dealing with being here, but I gave him something to work towards and something to be proud of. And he gave me hope in myself.
Minchan Hong:
Watching everyone happily eat, I’m feeling better about my chances but still cautious.
Minchan Hong:
So… Do I pass?
Jelpi:
Hmmm… Is everyone happy with the meal? Gyehyeon doesn’t look it, his plate is almost full still!
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon, for the love of god!!!!
Gyehyeon Jo:
What? I’m really digging the flavors. Let me take my time so I can savor it.
Jelpi:
Well… Since he says he digs it…
Minchan Hong:
So we’re good? I can live?
Jelpi:
Yup!
Hoyoung Bae:
H—
Dongheon Lee:
What are you talking about?
Yongseung Kim:
This was another life-threatening challenge…?
Minchan Hong:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
What? Why didn’t you tell us? O-oh god, if I knew the stakes, I would’ve…! I thought this was just for fun! I-I was snacking on our ingredients the whole time! Why did you let me do that? We might’ve had nothing left to cook with if I ate as much as I wanted!
Minchan Hong:
I put my hand on Kangmin’s shoulder to calm him down.
Minchan Hong:
I’m okay. We made it, didn’t we?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
We did, but…
Minchan Hong:
I don’t think I could have failed since I had you to help me through this, whether you knew what the stakes were or not. Thanks for being my sous chef.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
The redness on Kangmin’s cheeks only looks more exaggerated under the sky’s pink beginnings of a sunset. I have to stop myself from ruffling at his hair and pulling at his ears in response to his cuteness. Instead, I address the others, who are still standing around looking concerned for me.
Minchan Hong:
I made it through the day, so let’s celebrate! Everyone, let’s keep eating and have a good time!
Yeonho Ju:
If you insist, then I’d like to make a toast first! To Chef Minchan!
Minchan Hong:
The others raise their drinks and cheer. Despite being a little freaked out hearing about the circumstances I had to work under, they seem happy about my triumph, and the mood becomes lighthearted again.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin-a, you haven’t even tasted the food. Don’t you want to see what the complete dishes are like?
Kangmin Yoo:
Oh, right.
Minchan Hong:
I pick up a Hawaiian butter mochi.
Minchan Hong:
I know you’ll love this. Say ‘ah…’
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin opens up for me to feed him, but after I bring it up to his mouth, I stick a finger in his way instead. He lightly touches his teeth to my finger before jumping back in surprise.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, why?!
Minchan Hong:
Heheheh. Sorry, no more teasing. I’ll feed you for real now.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin cautiously decides to trust me again, and I don’t take it for granted, feeding him a bite of the desert.
Kangmin Yoo:
…! We made this?
Minchan Hong:
We did.
Minchan Hong:
Finally being able to relax today, I take part in indulging in the foods, joining the others in stuffing myself. After a day full of stress, it feels good to spend time just having fun!
Jelpi:
What a successful day~! Not only did you make an excellent feast, but you also earned a Hope Fragment!
Minchan Hong:
I-I did? Really?
Jelpi:
You sure did! Really touching stuff~!
Minchan Hong:
I really didn’t think it was possible—! But if I can earn one, I can earn more. Maybe I won’t be dooming the others with my presence. Maybe we can really make it out of here together!
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, are you crying?
Minchan Hong:
N-no, I just… I really wish I had some booze!
Jelpi:
Okay!
Minchan Hong:
Wh-what?
Jelpi:
Since you did so well today, I’ll get you as much alcohol as you want, as a treat!
Minchan Hong:
…! Jelpi, I—!
Jelpi:
No need to thank me!
Minchan Hong:
I was just going to say that you threatened my life, caused me unrelenting anxiety, and made me question myself nonstop, so the least you could do is let alcohol be my therapy. You owe me that much!
Jelpi:
…! Hey, now, I was very generous to you today—!
Minchan Hong:
Ahaha, tonight is gonna be awesome! Drinks all around! Let’s party until daylight!
Notes:
Anyways, don’t drink vanilla extract. I wrote this before vanilla extract became a meme originating from polls on tumblr . so it’s accidentally topical i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Chapter 6: Hoyoung and Minchan’s night of debauchery!
Summary:
Notorious good boy, Bae Hoyoung, explores his newfound freedoms with the help of Hong Minchan, who shares with him his most favorite hobby of drinking himself silly.
Chapter Text
Minchan Hong:
Watching the last moments of the setting sun, everyone is gathered around the campfire on the beach. Dongheon pours soju into everyone’s glasses as he makes his way around the campfire, stopping at Kangmin.
Dongheon Lee:
He seems the youngest out of all of us… Is he even able to drink?
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t remember anything about my life, but… Jelpi said I was a graduate from Hope’s Peak too, right? That means I’m at least 20.
Yeonho Ju:
He’s probably already had a drink to celebrate either turning 20 or graduation. So let’s all drink up.
Minchan Hong:
Here’s to 4 Hope Fragments!
Minchan Hong:
I take a shot of my soju and look up to see the others do so too, even Kangmin is taking it well.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Man, but forget those fragment things though. I look forward to getting to know you dorks anyway—whether or not we need to earn them.
Yongseung Kim:
I mean, we shouldn’t forget about the fragments… They’re kind of important, aren’t they?
Minchan Hong:
I hadn’t noticed Hoyoung sitting silently, his glass of soju unchanged as he hesitates, looking down at it. He turns his head and slowly lifts it to his lips, looking like he has no intention of downing it in one go. With the glass raised to Hoyoung’s mouth as he’s about to take a cautious sip, I lift his elbow so that the contents of the glass go all in. Hoyoung’s a bit surprised, but swallows quickly to avoid the flavor.
Minchan Hong:
Don’t sip it, you’re supposed to take it as a shot with the rest of us.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah, I see, thanks.
Minchan Hong:
I grab the soju bottle and pour Hoyoung another glass. Hoyoung accepts but seems a little hesitant.
Minchan Hong:
Are you sure you’re not actually younger than Kangmin?
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m the same age as you, Minchan!
Minchan Hong:
Then why are you acting like you’ve never drank alcohol before?
Hoyoung Bae:
… Because I haven’t.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Gyehyeon Jo:
What? Really?
Yeonho Ju:
You never had alcohol before? How did you manage to avoid drinking at your age…?
Minchan Hong:
Your image is really that clean, huh?
Hoyoung Bae:
I wasn't allowed to drink. I had to maintain my body and health. But now…
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung tilts his head back and quickly downs another shot without thought.
Kangmin Yoo:
…! Hyung!
Yeonho Ju:
Wow, the good boy goes bad! What’s next? A dating scandal?
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ve… never actually dated before.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…! With that face?
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t believe it…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m losing my mind.
Yeonho Ju:
Wait! Hoyoung, don’t tell me you’ve never kissed anyone either!
Hoyoung Bae:
Of course not. I already said I haven’t dated anyone, who could I have kissed?
Yeonho Ju:
Oh, you poor, innocent thing.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung is too good for this world, too pure.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Minchan Hong:
This guy is different from me in every way, huh? I don’t really know if I can get along with him, but I admit he has my attention.
Minchan Hong:
After my own glass is filled again by Gyehyeon, I open a new soju bottle and give Hoyoung a cautious look, intending to pour him another glass, though I’m not sure if he can handle it.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Minchan Hong:
To my suprise, Hoyoung grabs the bottle from my hand and starts to chug it.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Whoa!
Minchan Hong:
Ah, hell, yeah. We should’ve been doing this from the start!
Minchan Hong:
Sure that Hoyoung will be fine since his liver is fresh—and sure that I’ll be fine since my liver has already been through hell, what’s more damage gonna really do?—I take advantage of the plentiful amount of alcohol Jelpi provided earlier before she dipped out to get “beauty sleep.”
Minchan Hong:
As if I’d believe that. She’s probably watching us now.
Kangmin Yoo:
What’d you say, hyung?
Minchan Hong:
Ah, nothing.
Minchan Hong:
Let’s drink up and forget our worries!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Cheers!
Minchan Hong:
We drink and have a good time despite our circumstances of being trapped on an island together. None of that seems to matter now as we tell jokes and laugh as the night goes on. Before I know it, I think I might even be blissfully drunk.
Minchan Hong:
Ahhhhh it’s not so bad here, huh?
Dongheon Lee:
How could you even say a thing like that?
Minchan Hong:
My life wasn’t so good before I came here. And now look—I’m still miserable, but this time, I don’t pay for drinks.
Yeonho Ju:
I bet Hoyoung would never have to pay for drinks if he set foot into the right bar.
Hoyoung Bae:
Heheh…
Minchan Hong:
A loud yawn from Yongseung seems to remind everyone of how late it is now. But not wanting to turn in for the night just yet, I call him out for bringing attention to himself.
Minchan Hong:
Ultimate Fortune Teller, why don’t you ultimately tell me… When’s the soonest we’re gonna get out of here and go to an actual bar?
Yongseung Kim:
Hm… I don’t know… We’ve been steadily gaining Hope Fragments so far, but consider that the earlier ones are the most easy to get.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s natural for some people to get along, but what happens when those who don’t mesh well are the last ones left?
Yongseung Kim:
And come to think of it, it seems like there’s a struggle in and of itself to stay alive until the very end. If one of us dies, does that mean we won’t be able to get all 21 Hope Fragments and can’t go home?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
There’s a silence at his heavy words as we’re forced to consider our demise and permanent entrapment.
Minchan Hong:
Ya, I was asking for a psychic reading, not a logical analysis.
Yongseung Kim:
Isn’t a logical analysis better?
Minchan Hong:
I wanted you to inspire me with hope, not hit me with the gross reality. I need another drink…
Yongseung Kim:
You wanted me to lie? And then offer a better outcome if you buy my trinkets and charms, like with other psychics?
Minchan Hong:
Yes, exactly!
Yongseung Kim:
Well, I won’t lie to you. And I won’t make any predictions that I believe will have below an 80% chance of happening.
Minchan Hong:
What’re you? The most ethical psychic on the planet?
Yongseung Kim:
I just think false hope can sometimes make things worse.
Minchan Hong:
How can it get any worse than this?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Is Kangmin, like, sleeping?
Yeonho Ju:
We better call it a night, huh? I’d like to pass out too.
Dongheon Lee:
Then let’s head to bed.
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon and Gyehyeon try to wake Kangmin before just deciding to carry him away, Yongseung and Yeonho following behind. I’m surprised to find Hoyoung just watching as they walk away without making a move.
Minchan Hong:
You’re not gonna sleep?
Hoyoung Bae:
Not yet, I’m just… too excited.
Minchan Hong:
Excited? Why?
Hoyoung Bae:
I got to do so many things on this island that I wasn’t allowed to before. I don’t want to go to bed yet.
Hoyoung Bae:
I want to continue the night of debauchery!
Minchan Hong:
…! Where’d you hear that word from?
Hoyoung Bae:
An episode of Spongebob.
Minchan Hong:
Pffft— Figures.
Minchan Hong:
There’s not really anything to do here. Everyone went to bed, and it’s not like a party of two people is the most exciting thing.
Minchan Hong:
Well, maybe it could be. Heheh.
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung grabs something off of the ground and throws it into the ocean with a splash. He quickly reaches for another rock and throws it again.
Hoyoung Bae:
How do you skip rocks?
Minchan Hong:
You don’t. It’s too dark out, why don’t you wait until tomorrow?
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung frowns, and I feel like I’m letting him down on his fun night, but there’s nothing I can do about it. After a minute of silence, I’m about to call it a night when Hoyoung suddenly turns towards me with a smile.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ve got an idea.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung grabs my hand and pulls me along as we stumble our way towards and past the cabins and into the gym, having grabbed every suitable rock that he saw on the way. We make our way to the large indoor pool.
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s not too dark in here. Show me how to do it.
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung hands me a rock and waits for me to demonstrate the proper way to throw them… and I fail.
Minchan Hong:
What the hell? I did it right… You just flick your wrist or whatever. I swear I’ve done this before.
Minchan Hong:
We both haphazardly try a few more times simultaneously, and one rock happens to skip.
Hoyoung Bae:
I did it!
Minchan Hong:
You did it? That was my rock.
Hoyoung Bae:
The rock was on my side!
Minchan Hong:
Well, I threw it crooked and it went diagonal onto your side…
Minchan Hong:
Wha—?
Minchan Hong:
Without warning, Hoyoung starts to unbutton his shirt.
Hoyoung Bae:
It looks awesome in there. In the water. I wanna go in.
Minchan Hong:
No, no, no, no. You can’t go swimming right now, you’re drunk as hell.
Hoyoung Bae:
But I want to—
Minchan Hong:
No. You will drown. You understand? You can’t swim while drunk.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Minchan Hong:
Not me, though, I’m skilled. Watch this.
Minchan Hong:
I stand on the side of the pool, trying clumsily to take off my pants and almost falling over face first on the ground.
Thinking back on what Yongseung said earlier, I ultimately decide it’s better to take my own advice and not swim in this condition. It’ll be best to try to stay safe in case it ruins the others’ chance of making it off the island.
Minchan Hong:
I stand staring into the water when Hoyoung comes over, wrapping his arms around me. He’s stopping me from making bad decisions, isn’t he? What a great guy—!
Minchan Hong:
HEY, WAIT—!
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung unexpectedly pulls me towards the pool, and it’s taking all the strength that I can muster in my drunken state to keep myself away from the edge.
Hoyoung Bae:
Come on, I wanna see what you were going to show me! Are you chickening out?
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung stops trying to force me into the pool and pulls me into a headlock, which I can’t say is better.
Minchan Hong:
I’m allowed to have second thoughts about this. I mean look at the situation we’re in! I’m staying alive for your benefit. You’re very welcome!
Minchan Hong:
After a second of consideration, Hoyoung lets go of me.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeah… You’re right, it’s too dangerous to swim like this.
Minchan Hong:
With a sigh, Hoyoung sits down at the edge of the pool, not caring that his pant legs are getting soaked as he dejectedly kicks his feet in the water. I sit down next to him and try to cheer him up with a promise.
Minchan Hong:
We’ll swim and skip rocks tomorrow when we’re sober. How does that sound?
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung spends a moment thinking, and in the silence, I consider that it’s nice to have plans that don’t involve drinking—and even rely on not getting drunk at all. It wasn’t like that for me at all outside this island, when I was alone. The change is kind of surprising.
Minchan Hong:
And speaking of surprise, Hoyoung is different than I thought he’d be. I thought I’d have to subdue my natural self to hang out with a pure guy like this, but it seems like he’s more wild and fun loving than I am. I even find myself slightly intimidated by him for unexpected reasons.
Interrupting my train of thought, Hoyoung agrees with my suggestion.
Hoyoung Bae:
We should invite the others to come play too. Kangmini would have a good time.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin… Hmmm… As long as Jelpi doesn’t tell me to drown him, I’m fine with it.
Hoyoung Bae:
What? Drown him? Why would she tell you to do that?
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung, during that last challenge, Jelpi gave me an alternative way to leave the island.
Hoyoung Bae:
Huh? Really?
Minchan Hong:
Yeah, but Jelpi told me to… hurt Kangmin.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Minchan Hong:
What? I didn’t do it! I only thought about it a little.
Hoyoung Bae:
What?
Minchan Hong:
I’m just kidding! There wasn’t a chance I’d do anything to him!
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung silently kicks at the water, disgust written on his face. He seems really offended on Kangmin’s behalf. But that makes sense—the idea that his friend was potentially put in danger would be disturbing to hear.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin was safe, he always was. He’s so young, it would have been a horrible thing to do to him.
Hoyoung Bae:
So if it were someone older, you would have done it?!
Minchan Hong:
No! That’s not what I meant!
Minchan Hong:
I couldn’t have done it no matter who else was in his place. None of you guys’ lives are worth less than mine. You’re better than me in every way…
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t know about that… I’m not better than you at cooking.
Minchan Hong:
Well, yeah, I’m sure the friggin Ultimate Cook is the best one here at that. But it’s different out there, outside of the island… Back home.
Minchan Hong:
It doesn’t matter that I graduated as an Ultimate. When your talent is subjective, it basically puts a target on your back for criticism.
Minchan Hong:
But, that’s fair, right? Everyone has their own tastes. You could make the best soup in the world, and there will still be people who hate soup. Art is subjective like that.
Minchan Hong:
The other Ultimates wouldn’t understand. Yeonho could get the objectively best speedrunning score. Time will tell when an ultimate clairvoyant’s fortune is proven to be true. Gyehyeon could win every gold medal. And here I am, being judged for as little as using pans without proper handles.
Minchan Hong:
But at least I’m not alone. Some Ultimates here can probably understand the artistic struggle. Dongheon has to deal with subjectivity in the world of photography. And you probably understand as an artist too, Hoyoung.
Hoyoung Bae:
Me? I admit that my profession is subjective, but what makes you think I’m an artist…?
Minchan Hong:
Your body is like art.
Hoyoung Bae:
…!
Minchan Hong:
…!
Minchan Hong:
What I mean is, you’re a model, and so you put effort into crafting a performance to look visually pleasing, which you’re real good at. So therefore—and I mean this in the most platonic way—you’re really a work of art to me, smoking hot.
Hoyoung Bae:
???
Minchan Hong:
I mean if I had to get with someone on this island, and I had to choose right now, I’d pick you…
Hoyoung Bae:
!!! Doesn’t sound very platonic to me! Are you trying to confess?!
Minchan Hong:
I’m not into you, I’m just saying if I had to choose!!!
Hoyoung Bae:
Are you hearing yourself right now? Are you actually trying to correct a misunderstanding? Or do you just actually like me?
Minchan Hong:
It’s not my fault, I’m EXTREMELY drunk right now, and I don’t know what I’m saying!!
Hoyoung Bae:
That’s not a very good excuse! Doesn’t being drunk make people more truthful?
Minchan Hong:
Shut it! But ANYWAY MY ORIGINAL POINT IS that we are artists.
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t think I am. I just model the image that people give me. I don’t make the clothes, my makeup artist does my face and hair, and all I do is stand and walk and pose how I’m told to.
Minchan Hong:
But the way you do those things is art, which makes you an artist.
Hoyoung Bae:
I can’t be an artist just because you consider me art. I didn’t do anything in the process besides exist—and I didn’t make me, my mom did!
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m just following along with whatever she says I should do…
Minchan Hong:
Do you… not want to be a model?
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t know… My mom decided my career for me, so I didn’t even get the chance to consider what I’d do instead.
Minchan Hong:
Forget about your career then. What else do you want to do?
Hoyoung Bae:
… Become friends with you?
Minchan Hong:
…!
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ve never had a friend my age. I guess I didn’t have any real friends at all…
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung-a, don’t you think we’ve already become friends?
Hoyoung Bae:
I suppose so.
Minchan Hong:
So since that’s already taken care of, tell me… What do you want to do right now?
Hoyoung Bae:
I guess all I want to do right now is…
Hoyoung Bae:
Debauchery?
Minchan Hong:
Hahah, that’s what I wanna hear! Let’s get more drinks and freaking party!
*
Minchan Hong:
Ugh… Man, what…?
Minchan Hong:
There’s a throbbing in my head, and I can’t even bear to open my eyes to the blinding light. It must be morning, but the last thing I want to do is get out of bed. I grip my sheets and roll over, and my hand hits something soft.
Minchan Hong:
Hm?
Hoyoung Bae:
…?
Minchan Hong:
Somehow, I find myself looking right at Hoyoung’s face. What’s he doing in my bed? Wait a minute—!
Minchan Hong:
HUH?!
Minchan Hong:
I sit up as fast as I can, trying to remember any little drop of context from last night, but nothing comes to mind. Just why did we wake up together?!
Minchan Hong:
Hey, where’s my shirt?!
Minchan Hong:
I look for my stuff as Hoyoung slowly sits up, hand cradling his head with a look of pain. I find my e-Handbook discarded on the floor.
Hoyoung Bae:
What did we do last night?
Minchan Hong:
I don’t know, but, uh… We earned a Hope Fragment…
Minchan Hong:
Wow, two fragments in a row. I am on a goddamn roll.
Hoyoung Bae:
Why did— What did we do to earn a Hope fragment…?
Jelpi:
Don’t worry~! What you did didn’t have to be censored at all!
Minchan Hong:
Jelpi had suddenly popped up out of nowhere, but we’re kind of already in a state of shock at our situation.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, did we earn it when we declared our friendship beside the pool?
Jelpi:
Nope~!
Minchan Hong:
Before then?
Jelpi:
No~!
Minchan Hong:
Wh— Then just what the hell did we do?!
Minchan Hong:
Think, think, think! I can’t remember anything after we left the pool to get more drinks! We definitely had too many!
Jelpi:
Don’t think too hard! You might remember more than what you asked for…
Hoyoung Bae:
What?
Jelpi:
While trying to remember what you did last night, you could accidentally unlock the memories I have sealed away from you. Have you ever considered that I have a reason for removing your high school memories?
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Minchan Hong:
What reason could there be?
Jelpi:
You really want to know?
Jelpi:
Well, too bad! NO THOUGHTS, EMPTY HEADS! Sometimes, not knowing is better, so don’t even try to remember.
Jelpi:
If you do, you’re going to wish you could forget.
Minchan Hong:
What’s with the warning? We don’t even know what method Jelpi used to remove our memories of Hope’s Peak—so is it even possible just to accidentally retrieve them back just by thinking hard enough? And why does Jelpi seem so scared to have us remember our time way back then?
Minchan Hong:
Ugh… she doesn’t need to worry. I can’t even remember most of last night! Although there is one thing I do recall that bothers me, my head hurts far too much to bother thinking about it now…
Minchan Hong:
Well, whatever we did, I don’t want to know.
Hoyoung Bae:
I want to know. What if I hit an important life milestone?
Minchan Hong:
Just what do you think we did together?! We probably just became best friends or something.
Hoyoung Bae:
Best friends…?
Hoyoung Bae:
I’d like that.
Minchan Hong:
…
Jelpi:
How touching!!!
Jelpi:
But anyway, just came to tell you congratulations on gaining another Hope Fragment! I admire your efforts, you two. You’re doing your part!
Jelpi:
Unlike the others! Which is why I’m on my way to set up a playdate in hopes that we can speed things up a little.
Jelpi:
And this time, there will be pain.
Minchan Hong:
We watch as Jelpi leaves, feeling bad for whoever is involved in this “playdate” and— Wait, am I in Hoyoung’s cabin?
Minchan Hong:
I should probably get going before people wonder why I spent the night here.
Hoyoung Bae:
Good idea…
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
W-wait, are these…? Why am I wearing your pants?
Minchan Hong:
…!
Hoyoung Bae:
I-I’ll give them back.
Minchan Hong:
After turning my back to avoid the awkwardness of watching Hoyoung undress, he returns what belongs to me, and I’m on my way, ready to forget about all this.
Minchan Hong:
But… since Jelpi mentioned our memories, I can’t help but think back to last night. There’s something strange that I barely just remember—a conversation between me and Hoyoung. Thinking of it now though, we were so drunk, I don’t even know what we were talking about.
Minchan Hong:
What did I mean by “used to”? We only just met on the island a few days ago…
Minchan Hong:
Trying to understand, I think back to the hazy fragment of memory from last night…
*
Minchan Hong:
Is it just me or are we DRUNK though, like major?
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s not just you, I feel so dizzy—and unstable? In fact, I feel just as clumsy as you are when you're sober!
Minchan Hong:
Ha. Ha. I’m glad you’re having fun being a silly drunk for the first time.
Minchan Hong:
But ugh, man… I’m afraid I had one too many, and now I’m getting into my sad-drunk phase. Hoyoung-a, I need a hug… Come here.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah, Chan-a…!
Minchan Hong:
Why are you pushing me away? You used to let me hug you all the time.
Hoyoung Bae:
I feel too hot right now, it’s uncomfortable to be this close!
Minchan Hong:
You’re right, the drinks got me sweating. Frick wearing a shirt. YEET.
Hoyoung Bae:
The pool would be so appealing right now… I bet it’s refreshing.
Minchan Hong:
You can’t go in there, not tonight. Promise me you’ll wait to swim with me tomorrow.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah, okay, I promise. Then let’s do something else now! Something fun!
Minchan Hong:
Man, do you ever get tired?
Hoyoung Bae:
I just never want this kind of freedom to end… Let’s keep having fun until the day we leave this island!
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung-a, we could just… keep having fun like this when we get off the island too. Would you want to do that?
Hoyoung Bae:
It would be tricky, but…
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeah, that’d be nice.
Notes:
I took longer than I should have to write and post this chapter due to reasons OTL But I want to start posting chapters faster! The next chapter is already written and just needs editing, so hopefully it will be out in a week or so, and the one after that is in progress!!
Chapter 7: Dongheon and Gyehyeon team up!
Summary:
It’s all fun and games until Jelpi calls you in to play a “fun” “game.” Sportsball anti, Lee Dongheon, finds he’s suddenly been signed up for this extracurricular activity, along with Ultimate Athlete, Jo Gyehyeon! Can they work together to win the game? Or will they become painfully sore losers?
Chapter Text
Dongheon Lee:
I cautiously walk into the gym, where the message instructed me to be.
Dongheon Lee:
… There’s no one here?
Dongheon Lee:
After our casual night of drinking, I woke up this morning to find an ominous invitation sent to my e-Handbook. It said to come to the gym for a fun game. But judging by Jelpi’s record, a fun game might as well be a death sentence.
Minchan Hong:
Why’d you bring us here? Can’t I get a break?!
Jelpi:
Don’t think I’d forget what you did!
Dongheon Lee:
What’s going on over there…?
Dongheon Lee:
I peek into the pool room and see Jelpi standing at the edge of the pool, seemingly furious at the two standing before her.
Jelpi:
You think being drunk is an excuse for you to make whatever mess you want?!
Hoyoung Bae:
We were going to come back here today to swim anyway. We can pick up the rocks from the bottom of the pool while we’re at it.
Jelpi:
That’s not good enough! It’s about principle! You have to make up for what you did!
Minchan Hong:
We already said we’ll clean the pool, geez!
Jelpi:
Not only that—but you’ll have to take the punishment I prepared as a consequence of your actions!
Minchan Hong:
Oh god… Were you setting up the “playdate” today for us? Please tell me “and there will be pain” wasn’t meant for us!
Hoyoung Bae:
Jelpi, I just don’t think what we did was that bad…
Jelpi:
… You’re right. If I’m being honest, I’m using you to fulfill a quota today. I needed two more victims, and it just so happens that you two gave me a reason to use you versus the others.
Minchan Hong:
Goddammit, I’m never drinking again!
Minchan Hong:
… While I’m on this island. Or until I feel like it again. Actually, I kind of feel like having a drink right now? It might help with the hangover.
Hoyoung Bae:
You’re still hung over?
Minchan Hong:
You’re not???
Hoyoung Bae:
I had a few energy drinks for breakfast—I’m feeling great now.
Minchan Hong:
Replace one problematic beverage with another. Good call.
Hoyoung Bae:
I also ate a whole carrot to even it out.
Minchan Hong:
Oh, good.
Jelpi:
LISTEN, BOYS! Don’t get distracted!
Jelpi:
Participating today may be your punishment, but I’m also a fan of positive reinforcement—rewards, that is. If you do your part today, I’ll tell you what you both did last night that earned you a Hope Fragment.
Minchan Hong:
Does that really count as a reward? I’m more nervous to hear it from you…
Jelpi:
… Dongheon.
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
I almost jump out of my skin when Jelpi looks over at me idling in the doorway.
Jelpi:
You’re early. Why don’t you wait in the gym and do a little bonding before your challenge today?
Dongheon Lee:
I’m uncertain about what kind of scheme Jelpi has waiting for me, but I don’t really have a choice. I return to the large gym with the shiny floors that squeak under my sneakers and hear another pair on the floor as well.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Dongheon. Did you get an invitation too?
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah, if we’re talking about the same one.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Sounds like we’re playing a game. Last time we did one, I kind of crushed it, so don’t worry too much.
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon spots a large basket holding a bunch of basketballs and takes one out, dribbling it as the door to the pool room opens and Minchan and Hoyoung come out. They stand on the other side of the gym, looking a little uneasy.
Gyehyeon comes up to me as he dribbles the basketball and speaks in a hushed tone.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hey, I was really tired when I woke up this morning, but… I saw something weird, and I don’t know if I imagined it.
Dongheon Lee:
What’d you see…?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Minchan was coming out of Hoyoung’s cabin. But I don’t know why they’d visit each other so early. Unless, I don’t know…
Dongheon Lee:
Remembering Jelpi’s phrasing of “I’ll tell you what you did last night,” new ideas come to my mind with this added context.
Dongheon Lee:
Why would I care? We shouldn’t be gossiping—
Jelpi:
HEADS UP!
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
I barely move out of the way fast enough as a projectile swooshes between Gyehyeon and I before hitting the wall with a thud so loud that it sounds like a gunshot. The ball ricochets off the wall and rolls back towards us, stopping at our feet.
Dongheon Lee:
—! A dodgeball.
Jelpi:
I said heads up, but you guys ducked! What a shame! Maybe you’ll do well at today’s game~!
Dongheon Lee:
I gulp in worry as Jelpi makes her way over to us. Don’t tell me we’re going to be playing dodgeball! Seeing how hard Jelpi throws the ball, I don’t know if I’m going to make it out of here alive.
Jelpi:
Lee Dongheon, I have a question for you. Rather, anyone here is welcome to answer. Do you know why Dongheon hasn’t even earned a single Hope Fragment since he’s gotten here?
Gyehyeon Jo:
It must be because he’s not relatable—what with being much older than everyone else.
Dongheon Lee:
Much??? Much older???
Gyehyeon Jo:
The generational difference could be it, but he also seems kind of self-centered. Like he doesn’t pay as much attention to others as he does to himself. Or maybe—
Dongheon Lee:
Stop. Stop talking, please… Jelpi, just get to the point.
Jelpi:
It all comes down to a mere matter of effort. Lee Dongheon, son of one of the richest families in the country, is so used to being catered to that he hasn’t been pulling his weight, making no effort to bond with anyone.
Dongheon Lee:
This is just embarrassing. Why is this turning into a roast? What happened to the horrible game Jelpi was planning?!
Jelpi:
So today, you two will play a little game in an effort to become closer! A little game of… dodgeball~!
Jelpi:
It’ll be you against me, and even though I’m a teeny tiny sweet little thing, you better not go easy on me!
Jelpi:
Because, of course, your well-being will be on the line. If you lose, you will have to take my punishment.
Dongheon Lee:
No way! I saw how hard she threw the ball just now! If I play, I’ll end up dead! How could whatever punishment she has in mind be worse than the game itself?
Gyehyeon Jo:
And if we refuse to play?
Jelpi:
Well, why ever would you do that? Don’t you want to have some fun? Or do you prefer sitting around on this island until you die and rot alone?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I think I prefer the third option.
Dongheon Lee:
With an intimidating look on his face, Gyehyeon takes a heavy step towards Jelpi.
Jelpi:
Whatever you’re thinking of doing, you better reconsider! If you disobey me or even lay a single hand on me, you won’t like the result! I have stingers one thousand times more painful than regular jellyfishes!
Minchan Hong:
And guns! She has guns!
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan shouts from the bleachers across the room, reminding Jelpi of their part in her plan.
Jelpi:
You two, come forward!
Dongheon Lee:
With a shrug, Hoyoung and Minchan reluctantly come over.
Jelpi:
Dodgeball should be played with at least three people on each side. So, pick one of these two to be on your team!
Minchan Hong:
WHAT? NO! I DON’T WANT TO PLAY DODGEBALL AGAINST JELPI!
Jelpi:
Why don’t you two go ahead and sell yourselves to the team?
Minchan Hong:
I suck at sports, I’m way hungover, and even worse, I don’t want to be here! Absolutely no team spirit! For the love of god, do not pick me!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Well, is Hoyoung even a better option…?
Minchan Hong:
Forget everything you think you know about idol Bae Hoyoung! He’s not as innocent as you guys believe! If he’s so determined, he has the ability and lack of conscience to overpower you! I almost took a surprise dip in the pool because of him!
Dongheon Lee:
With surprise on our faces, we look over at Hoyoung.
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t like to exercise, but I actually do happen to be really competitive.
Minchan Hong:
There’s a mischievous part of him deep within! He’s a fox in sheep’s clothing!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Isn’t the phrase “wolf in sheep’s clothing?”
Minchan Hong:
Not the way he does it! 100% fox!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hm… Dongheon, who do you think we should pick?
Minchan Hong:
What do you mean “WHO DO WE PICK?!”
Gyehyeon Jo:
Your jumpiness and high adrenaline could be really useful during dodgeball.
Minchan Hong:
NO. I’m a tall, easy target, and I’m so, so clumsy!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon looks over at me, waiting for my decision, probably since I’m the oldest. Wanting to quickly move on, I take my pick.
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan.
Minchan Hong:
As in, “Minchan, you can go back to your cabin?”
Dongheon Lee:
As in, we’re picking Minchan to play on our team.
Minchan Hong:
WHY THOUGH?
Dongheon Lee:
I just want to get this over with, and I think Minchan is the best option. It would be too distracting having Hoyoung here.
Jelpi:
Good choice! Then, Hoyoung, why don’t you be the referee?
Dongheon Lee:
Son of a…
Gyehyeon grabs me by the shoulder and whispers his strategy as Jelpi sets up the court.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I can handle her. You two just focus on not getting hit and leave the rest to me. I’m the Ultimate Athlete, after all. And there’s only one of her.
Dongheon Lee:
Just as Gyehyeon says that, a couple blobs of color coming into the room catch my eye. Two exact copies of Jelpi stand behind her with vacant smiles.
Pink Jelpi:
…
Blue Jelpi:
…
Jelpi:
I have many many more of these doubles in storage ready and waiting for me! Although my body is disposable, I’m still the one and only Jelpi~!
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t think I’ve seen anything worse than this in my life.
Dongheon Lee:
The two Jelpis both carry one ball each that they put into the center of the gym on the line that divides our sides.
Jelpi:
Okie then~ Are we ready—?
Hoyoung Bae:
Wait a second. Jelpi, you mentioned a punishment before. Can you tell us what’s on the line?
Jelpi:
Oh. Simply, your life.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Whose?
Jelpi:
Everyone on the Not-Jelpi Team! If you all fail as a team, you shall be punished as a team. The sentence is being pelted to death by one thousand dodgeballs—if that doesn’t already happen during our little game!
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Gyehyeon Jo:
I don’t think that’s right. The team leader is the only one that should be punished. It’s up to them to make sure the game goes well.
Dongheon Lee:
What is Gyehyeon saying? I don’t blame him for wanting to get out of the punishment, but would he really throw one of us under the bus like that? And since I’m the oldest, I can only imagine the title falling on me…
Jelpi:
Hm… I can see the logic in your suggestion. Being the leader is a significant role, so there should be significant consequences. But tell me, who will be the leader of Team Not-Jelpi?
Gyehyeon Jo:
It'll be me.
Dongheon Lee:
…! You’d really sacrifice yourself like that…?
Minchan Hong:
… Hey, is “Team Not-Jelpi” really going to be our team name?
Jelpi:
Since that’s settled, let me explain the rules! Like in normal dodgeball, the goal of the game is to hit the other team with dodgeballs and avoid being hit yourself.
Jelpi:
Anyone hit with a ball is out. If you catch the ball without being hit, the thrower is out. If you are hit with a ball, but a different teammate catches it before it touches the ground, you are safe, and the thrower is out.
Jelpi:
That’s the basics of dodgeball, but for our game, I’d like to introduce some extra special rules! Players that are out must move to the outside court, where they will still be a part of the game.
Jelpi:
From anywhere on the outside, you may pass the ball between teammates on and off court and take shots at the other team. However, teammates must stay in their respective zones; if someone inside the court steps outside, they’re out.
Jelpi:
If there are no players left inside your court, the other team wins the round. Best two out of three rounds wins the game!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon turns to speak to us in a hushed tone.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Getting to play outside of the court is good news, but don’t let yourselves get hit on purpose.
Minchan Hong:
On pUrPoSe?! As if my instincts would let me do that!
Gyehyeon Jo:
You two just stay back and focus on dodging—leave the throwing and catching to me. I'm the fastest, so I’ll go for one of the balls when we start.
Jelpi:
The referee will start us off…
Round 1
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Dongheon Lee:
Everyone gets into their starting positions. Gyehyeon is up front, facing one of the Jelpi, seemingly about to compete to grab the same ball.
Hoyoung Bae:
Uh, okay, if everyone’s all good to begin… Ready… Go!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon dives for the ball in front of him, just barely beating out the pink Jelpi, before jumping back and unexpectedly throwing it at the blue Jelpi that had picked up the other dodgeball.
Blue Jelpi:
—…
Dongheon Lee:
After getting hit, the blue Jelpi stiffly drops the ball before moving to the out position, and the ball unfortunately rolls back to the queen Jelpi. However, the ball that Gyehyeon threw rolls back to our team and luckily stops right at my feet.
Dongheon Lee:
It distracting us as Minchan and I consider picking it up, I barely dodge out of the way as the queen Jelpi’s dodgeball of death is hurled towards us—!
WHAM!
Minchan Hong:
…?!
Dongheon Lee:
Ya, are you okay?
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan is stunned from the blow to his stomach, not able to catch his breath nor the ball as it's pushed straight up by his grasping hands. I’m more concerned for him than I am paying attention, so I’m taken by surprise as it comes back down to hit me in the head before falling to the ground.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Guys, you should have been paying attention!
Dongheon Lee:
I admit that for a moment, I considered not sticking to Gyehyeon’s plan. When the ball was within my reach, I wanted to play my part and get a Team Jelpi player out when we should have been focused on dodging. But to just jump around without helping…
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Dongheon Lee:
Rubbing my head, I move to the outside of the court and position myself near the other team’s side in case Gyehyeon passes to me. He’s currently armed with the ball that hit me and is ready to face off against the other Jelpi.
Dongheon Lee:
The pink Jelpi forcefully throws the ball, and Gyehyeon swiftly dodges, but he doesn’t see the blue Jelpi standing in the outside catch it. Gyehyeon makes eye contact with me as if considering passing, but instead launches the ball directly at the other team. The pink Jelpi is hit… but so is Gyehyeon as the blue Jelpi behind him takes a shot at him at the same time.
Hoyoung Bae:
The first round goes to… Team Jelpi.
Dongheon Lee:
There's a hopeless sinking feeling in my stomach accompanying the dull ache of my head while we regroup into our in-court positions. Nothing’s more important than not losing this game, but I’ve been told to essentially do nothing!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon, I'm feeling useless here. Let me have the ball this time.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I told you, you don’t need to bother. I’m a much better thrower, so I'm the one you want doing this. Besides, now’s no time to experiment.
Dongheon Lee:
But then you might as well be going against three Jelpis on your own.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’s nothing I can’t handle…
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon must have caught me looking doubtful, as he continues to defend his view.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Remember how I used my athletic ability to help solve the bomb riddle with Yeonho? We stuck to what we knew best, and that’s how we made it out alive. So I’ll do the throwing, and you use your photographer’s eagle eyes to watch for balls to dodge.
Round 2
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Round 2
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Dongheon Lee:
We get into the same positions as before, but I suggest to Minchan that we spread out since both of us standing together makes a wider target.
Hoyoung Bae:
Round 2… Ready… Go!
Dongheon Lee:
Just like before, Gyehyeon dives for a dodgeball, but the queen Jelpi surprisingly launches past the pink Jelpi and reaches it nearly at the same time. While Gyehyeon’s hands reach out first, in the heat of the moment, his fingertips accidentally push the ball over the line and into the queen Jelpi’s tendrils. Now they have two balls on their side, since the blue Jelpi had an easy path to the other ball due to Minchan and I being stationary.
Jelpi:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Jumping back past the attack line, Jelpi just smiles. Somehow, she’s worse when she doesn’t talk!
All of the Jelpis pass the two balls around smoothly amongst the three of them, nearly appearing as juggling. We’re all on edge, ready to dodge. Of the two targets Jelpi chooses, I hope I’m lucky enough to not be one.
Dongheon Lee:
Suddenly the ball shuffling stops and we all tense up. The queen Jelpi winds up her ball, but suddenly the blue Jelpi throws the ball at Gyehyeon—a horrible choice with his agility, even with the queen Jelpi’s fakeout. He dodges out of the way with a forward roll, but then—!
WHAM!
Gyehyeon Jo:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Midlanding, the queen Jelpi’s ball slams into his arm. They were set on taking out our best player using both of their two shots!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon! Are you okay?
Dongheon Lee:
He gets up and acts like it was nothing before moving to the outside, but I saw him wince as he leaned on his arm to get off the floor.
Jelpi:
… I saw your weakness. Actually… I always see all of your weaknesses.
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Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon moves to the outside, behind Team Jelpi. He may be out, but he’ll have a good advantage there since they have to watch out from all directions. It’ll be a good way for him to get revenge and hopefully take out the other team!
Dongheon Lee:
I quickly grab the ball that Gyehyeon had dodged, but the other one is already lost, having rolled back to Jelpi’s side after hitting him. Facing the other team and seeing them waiting for my next move is incredibly nerve-racking.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon eyes me, signaling with his hands for me to pass to him. He said he would handle this, and it would be smart to trust the Ultimate Athlete in this kind of situation despite my urge to help directly.
Swoosh!
Dongheon Lee:
I throw the ball directly to Gyehyeon, who easily catches it, and without hesitation, he throws it at the back of the pink Jelpi, who is holding the other ball… But she dodges!
Dongheon Lee:
Watch out!
Dongheon Lee:
Mid-dodge, the pink Jelpi unexpectedly launches her own ball straight towards Minchan.
Minchan Hong:
Gah—! Aghh!
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan successfully dodges the ball just barely, but falls hard onto the ground in the process.
Jelpi:
Outttt! That boy is out—he moved out of the court in order to dodge! Ref?
Hoyoung Bae:
Do I really have to say it? It’s obvious he fell out…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Can you get up?
Minchan Hong:
Ugh… No, I-I don’t think so… My ankle…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Timeout!
Jelpi:
Timeout? We’re in the middle of a game here! You haven’t lost just yet.
Gyehyeon Jo:
We’re not quitting, we need some time for Minchan to recover. Aren’t we allowed a timeout?
Jelpi:
Hm… It will give you some time to consider your doom, so… I approve! Go on, have a break to rest until your eternal rest! We’ll be back in 10 minutes.
Dongheon Lee:
With the game officially paused, Hoyoung rushes onto the court to help Minchan get up and limp to the bleachers. Dongheon follows, noticing the way Gyehyeon is clenching his fists as he also walks to meet up with them.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Two players down with the other team still completely intact. If we lose this round… it’s all over.
Hoyoung Bae:
They already see your weaknesses. The others keep relying on you, Gyehyeon, making you too predictable. You need to change it up.
Gyehyeon Jo:
We can’t risk it. They don’t have my ultimate talent. Our best shot should always be playing.
Minchan Hong:
God, this hurts… Does it look like it’s swelling up?
Hoyoung Bae:
Can you two get an ice pack or something? I think I used one to chill my drink last night… So there should be a freezer somewhere here.
Gyehyeon Jo:
There’s probably some sort of office or strategy room through the locker room. Let’s go.
Dongheon Lee:
We head off, entering the locker room and getting away from the Jelpis listening ears. We finally have a chance to talk strategy, and I can try to soothe Gyehyeon’s worries about having me play despite not being the best athlete. As we walk past the lockers, I start by explaining myself.
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t like sports. In fact, I hate any game involving balls. But I know I can be of use to you because… Ugh, you’ll probably think I’m vain, but…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m legit ripped. And just for looks. I don’t play sports, I don’t fight, but I have a lot of muscles. And I can use them to throw the ball effectively, I promise.
Dongheon Lee:
I know you’re worried about me making one mistake that will hurt our chances, but… Honestly, I’m really competitive too. I won’t let us lose, and I won’t let anything happen to you.
Dongheon Lee:
So no matter what you say, I’m going to do all I can out there.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
… I’m sorry about what I said before.
Dongheon Lee:
Huh?
Gyehyeon Jo:
About you being self-centered. And I don’t think you’re vain for working out for looks or anything.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’s actually… awesome. I saw when we all played on the beach. You’re really impressive.
Dongheon Lee:
—?
Dongheon Lee:
I’m caught off guard with the sudden apology and compliment.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ve been playing too selfishly when teamwork is most important. I figure we should be open with each other from now on so that we can work smoothly as a team.
Gyehyeon Jo:
There’s one more thing I wanted to say… I haven’t been feeling great taking a leading role away from you. You’re the oldest of all of us, so it’s kind of awkward to call the shots and tell you what to do, even if sports are my specialty.
Dongheon Lee:
He feels bad about that? He took on the role as leader to sacrifice himself so that Minchan and I can get away safely. I’m not mad to say the least. This guy is really commendable.
Since we’re being open, I might as well try too, despite it feeling cringy…
Dongheon Lee:
It’s not a problem, but I get that you feel that way because of my age. The others seem cautious of me too for the same reason, so I haven’t been able to talk to them as friends.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hm… You need a friend more your age. Hoyoung’s the closest, right?
Dongheon Lee:
Er, right, him…
Gyehyeon Jo:
But if our four year age difference doesn’t bother you… Think of me as a friend, alright?
Dongheon Lee:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
And I trust you. You won’t let me down. We’ll win this thing.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah, we will! You can count on me. You might even find that I could rival you in strength when it comes to throwing.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Haha, man, that’d be really something… I haven’t encountered someone that could rival my skills since… Well, since my best friend passed away.
Dongheon Lee:
O-oh…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m not sure what to say. All I can think to do is relate to him.
Dongheon Lee:
We’re similar then. I’ve had to deal with the loss of… people close to me too.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon places an empathetic hand on my shoulder. It’s a very subtle gesture, but it somehow does make me feel comforted, and I’m thankful for him relieving even just a sliver of the pain in my heart. While it’s not a physical pain, it’s something that’s with me always.
Wait a minute… Physical pain…? That’s right—!
Dongheon Lee:
… Minchan’s leg!
Dongheon Lee:
After being reminded of our task, we quickly grab an ice pack and bring it back to Minchan, having him apply it to his injury.
Jelpi:
The break is almost over~!
Hoyoung Bae:
Minchan-a, how do you feel now? Do you think you can play?
Minchan Hong:
…
Dongheon Lee:
His face distorts in pain as he tries to move. A 10 minute break wasn’t enough for him to recover.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’s okay. We’ll play without him. He’s out this round anyway.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung looks shocked, but Gyehyeon gives me a knowing nod. He believes in us.
Round 2: Update
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Round 2: Update
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Dongheon Lee:
We get back into place. I’m allowed the ball that Gyehyeon dodged, and the ball that he was hit with is in the hands of Team Jelpi, having rolled over. We wait tensely for the match to resume.
Hoyoung Bae:
Continuing with round 2… Ready… Go!
Pink Jelpi:
!
Dongheon Lee:
Without delaying for even a moment, the pink Jelpi throws the ball at me, catching me off guard, and I barely dodge out of the way. It hits the back wall and rolls towards my heels, so I take the opportunity.
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon-a!
Dongheon Lee:
I pass my ball to Gyehyeon, and he catches it. Like I expected, the three Jelpi are on guard, clearly anticipating that he would be the one to take a shot at them like he’s been doing. They don’t even consider that I would be a threat to them until I’m already launching our second ball right at the pink Jelpi!
Pink Jelpi:
!
Dongheon Lee:
The ball hits it dead on and quickly ricochets to the side, going right at the others! The queen Jelpi dodges, and the blue Jelpi makes an attempt to catch, but the ball has too much power and it bounces off its tendrils, flying straight up in the air. Lucky!
Jelpi:
I got it!
Dongheon Lee:
The queen Jelpi is alert as the ball comes down, ready to catch it—doing so would result in the other Jelpis being safe and me being out! But they forgot about one thing!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Gotcha!
Jelpi:
Huh—?
Dongheon Lee:
Jelpi quickly tries to shift her attention as Gyehyeon’s ball unexpectedly flies right at her. And while she manages to catch it, my ball comes down and thunks her in the head before hitting the ground.
Hoyoung Bae:
Th-they’re out! They’re all out! Amazing!
Minchan Hong:
Wow, three hits in one throw! That’s what I’d call a turkey if turkeys existed in dodgeball!
Gyehyeon Jo:
That was so cool! Nice job, hyung!
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I didn’t anticipate getting so much attention for that, but I can't let it go to my head. We still have to win this final round!
Hoyoung Bae:
Round 2 goes to Team Not-Jelpi!
Jelpi:
You boys are going to get it now! I won’t hold back!
Dongheon Lee:
The balls are returned to their starting position, and we all get into place, except for Minchan, who still sits out. Gyehyeon furrows his brow and comes close to whisper tactics to me before we begin.
Gyehyeon Jo:
She probably sees you as a threat now. We really can’t let our guard down, and we really can’t make mistakes.
Dongheon Lee:
It’ll be much harder to win… If only they didn’t outnumber us now.
Gyehyeon Jo:
… Hey, Jelpi!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon calls out to her from our respective sides.
Jelpi:
What is it?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Allow us a replacement for Minchan. Hoyoung should sub in.
Jelpi:
Hmm. Let me think about that… Nope, request denied! That’s the ref—he’s supposed to be unbiased, so it wouldn’t be fair!
Hoyoung Bae:
Don’t you think I’m biased here anyway…? You think I’m okay with them being punished by you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Then to make this fair, remove one of your doubles, Jelpi!
Jelpi:
I will not. It’s Minchan’s fault he got hurt, so why should my team suffer because of it?
Minchan Hong:
It’s my fault? I just dodged, that's the point of the game! I would’ve been injured by your ball if I hadn't!
Jelpi:
Too bad, maybe try getting good. Because of your uselessness, I’m going to take Gyehyeon out when they lose. But since it’s your fault, maybe you’d like to volunteer to receive the punishment instead?
Minchan Hong:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s enough!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon stomps over to the other side of the court.
Gyehyeon Jo:
If you don’t remove a player, I’ll remove one myself!
Jelpi:
Don’t say I didn’t warn you earlier.
Pink Jelpi:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon reaches out to grab the pink Jelpi, but I see something bright spark on its surface.
Dongheon Lee:
…! Gyehyeon-a, no!
Pink Jelpi:
ZZZZZZTTT.
Dongheon Lee:
I pull Gyehyeon away from the Jelpi as it begins to stiffly shake, sparks shooting off of its body and smoke rising into the air.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…!
Pink Jelpi:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Within seconds, the pink Jelpi is completely fried, and after the electricity eases, it crumbles over, exposing metal and wiring within. The horrible smelling smoke soon dissipates, not having been enough to reach and activate the sprinklers on the ceiling of the gym.
Jelpi:
And that was just a warning shock. But try that again, and you’ll feel the full consequences of your actions.
Dongheon Lee:
“A warning shock?!” That thing burnt itself to a crisp!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon still looks shocked at narrowly avoiding death, and the rest of us are all silent as we truly see what Jelpi is capable of. With just a touch, you’re literally toast if she wills it! Now being in the same room as Jelpi will have an extra layer of fear…
Jelpi:
Look at what you’ve done! The pink model was my favorite!
Jelpi:
Well, I guess we’re even now; two versus two. Let’s remove a ball to balance it out.
Dongheon Lee:
The blue Jelpi drags the remains of the pink Jelpi away as the queen Jelpi kicks a dodgeball off of the court.
Gyehyeon approaches me one last time before we start. He tells me the plan in a low voice.
Gyehyeon Jo:
We have to act fast before she has a chance to try anything. Wait behind me when we start.
Gyehyeon Jo:
N-not in a “I-don’t-want-you-to-play” kind of way… Just trust me. And bend your knees.
Dongheon Lee:
Okay. I trust you.
Round 3
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Round 3
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Dongheon Lee:
We get into our positions, Gyehyeon in front and me behind him. The queen Jelpi is standing right at the attack line this time, looking intimidatingly serious. We’re all ready to play.
Hoyoung Bae:
Round 3… Ready… Go!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon kicks off, somehow faster than before, but the queen Jelpi is equally a blur of speed. Before I can even wonder if his hands will reach the ball first, Gyehyeon extends a leg and kicks the ball with his heel—it rolls behind him and right into my hands as I lower them to the ground.
Dongheon Lee:
Wasting no time, I throw it right at the queen Jelpi, hoping to surprise her. It was somewhat successful as she dodges to the side, unable to catch it in time, but she isn’t slowed down at all, swiftly picking it up just as it hits the ground.
Dongheon Lee:
I anticipate her powerful throw, but the queen Jelpi suddenly passes to the blue Jelpi, who launches it directly at Gyehyeon. The whole exchange is quick and unexpected, so Gyehyeon only has time to bring his forearms together to bump the ball straight up to keep it on our side!
Dongheon Lee:
I quickly move as we watch the ball launch high up into the air with so much force that it hits a sprinkler on the ceiling. I know that the sprinkler is damaged as drops of water come down from it, hitting my face as I carefully watch for where the dodgeball will land. Luckily, I catch it in my hands firmly, saving Gyehyeon and getting the blue Jelpi out!
Minchan Hong:
Hellllll yeah!!!!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Let’s gooo!!
Hoyoung Bae:
Hahaha!
Dongheon Lee:
A second that feels like minutes pass where I watch the gym being soaked with water, almost as if in slow motion. Gyehyeon jumps in excitement, water drops coming down and up again as his sneakers hit the floor with a splash. I hear Minchan cheering and Hoyoung laughing… And turning my head to look at them, I see Hoyoung’s hair getting wet as it frames his smiling face.
Dongheon Lee:
And there’s something… something so familiar about this. I start feeling dizzy, and the sound of water falling is drowned out by this feeling that comes and goes within that second.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung, are you alright?
Dongheon Lee:
Uh—Yeah!
Jelpi:
Ahahaha! Don’t you see what you did? I’m a jellyfish, don’t forget! Now I have the advantage on this water-type terrain!
Minchan Hong:
Like in Pokémon!
Jelpi:
And come to think of it… don’t you think this is the perfect opportunity for my secondary electric-type? If you lose this match, I swear, I will roast every single one of us all at once thanks to the puddles you created!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Heheh…
Jelpi:
Wh-why are you laughing?
Gyehyeon Jo:
The thing is… You can’t extinguish the hope I have in my team… I believe in myself, and I believe in hyung!
Jelpi:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Just as Jelpi is taken off guard with Gyehyeon’s words, I make a move! She manages to leap safely into the corner of the court, but it was all for nothing! I wasn’t aiming at her—I was passing the dodgeball to Gyehyeon, who quickly takes advantage of her poor positioning, throwing the ball right at her. And with hardly any time to make a move, she dodges—!
Dongheon Lee:
… By sliding right out of the court!
Hoyoung Bae:
Jelpi is out! Team Gyehyeon and Dongheon win round 3—and the game!
Dongheon Lee:
Yeaaah!
Dongheon Lee:
We all cheer at our victory, Jelpi fuming.
Jelpi:
You boys think you’re better than me?! Well, you’re not! You cheated! If it wasn’t for having the Ultimate Luck on your team, I would’ve won!
Gyehyeon Jo:
The—? Ultimate Luck?! Dongheon’s the Ultimate Luck?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung, why didn’t you tell me?! You’re an athlete's dream! Never leave my side!
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
I-I’m not an Ultimate Luck…
Jelpi:
Don’t listen to him, he’s lucky lucky lucky lucky lucky!
Jelpi:
He’s just unaccepting of his title as Ultimate Luck, and here’s why… He thinks he’s unlucky after experiencing a horrible fate—his family died and left him all alone!
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
The speed in which my incredible mood is brought all the way down is disorienting. The pain that I always keep deep down now feels fresh, as if the incident happened only yesterday. Why does Jelpi know about it? How could she bring this up? No one was supposed to know!
Jelpi:
Mother, father, grandfather, all he had, all gone, all at once! Isn’t it just sad? Boo hoo!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung… Don’t listen to what she’s saying. She’s just a sore loser. Don’t pay her any attention.
Dongheon Lee:
I-I…
Jelpi:
Aww, are you crying?
Gyehyeon Jo:
He’s not crying, he’s wet from the sprinklers. So back. Off.
Dongheon Lee:
Jelpi and Gyehyeon stare each other down in silence.
I’ve never had a real friend who would comfort me and stand up for me before. Somehow, with Gyehyeon’s support, I’m able to pull myself together.
Dongheon Lee:
It’s fine. I won’t listen to her. And Gyehyeon-a… Nice job today. We make a great team.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Heheh, no doubt.
Jelpi:
Despite you guys cheating a lot at dodgeball, there was something good to come of today, so I will give credit where it’s certainly due.
Jelpi:
You boys… have earned a Hope Fragment! Yipee! Great work! Now, let’s all get some rest!
Hoyoung Bae:
H-hey, what about us?
Minchan Hong:
Yeah, weren't you going to tell us how me and Hoyoung got our Hope Fragment?
Jelpi:
Ah… right. Guys, I have a confession. I super lied. I hinted that there was some secret to how you guys gained your Hope Fragment so that I could trick you into participating in today’s game.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Hoyoung Bae:
…!
Jelpi:
You really did initially earn your Hope Fragment by the pool before your blackout. That fragment had nothing to do with the scandalous thing afterwards.
Hoyoung Bae:
…?!
Minchan Hong:
… The scandalous thing afterwards?
Jelpi:
Oopsie! I let it slip! There was one moment that was particularly intriguing. Anyone care to see it?
Dongheon Lee:
A monitor attached to the gym wall positions itself to face us.
Minchan Hong:
What?! No, what’re you about to play?!
Jelpi:
Shhh. The show’s starting~!
Dongheon Lee:
The monitor flashing on, we can all see a recorded scene that starts to play. Minchan and Hoyoung are sitting together, looking completely dazed, empty glasses in their hands.
Minchan Hong:
So why have you never been kissed? Do you suck at kissing?
Hoyoung Bae:
If I've never kissed anyone before, how would I know if I'm bad at it?
Minchan Hong:
Here, I'll give you a smooch and let you know where you're lacking. Sound good?
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s a deal.
Dongheon Lee:
Surprisingly, Minchan leans in and actually gives him a peck on the lips.
Minchan Hong:
Well. I dunno. It wasn't bad at all, but I'm drunk, so what do I know?
Hoyoung Bae:
Damn… I have to know. We’ll have to try again when we’re sober.
Dongheon Lee:
The screen turns off with a flash.
Minchan Hong:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Jelpi:
So~? You’re sober now~! What will you do about your promise?
Minchan Hong:
WHAT? I don't remember that at all! How do we even know if that really happened?! This video is AI generated!
Hoyoung Bae:
Th-that’s my first kiss? Minchan gave me my first kiss?
Jelpi:
Haha, nope, that wasn’t your first kiss at all—!
Hoyoung Bae:
—! What?
Jelpi:
Oops… shouldn’t have said that… Oh well, cat’s out of the bag. Maybe if you had your memories of Hope’s Peak back, you’d know who it really was. But I’d never let you have those!
Hoyoung Bae:
Then just tell me. Do you know? Who was it?
Jelpi:
Of course I know! And I’ll give you a little hint. He or she might be on this island right now!!!
Minchan Hong:
Why bother saying “she?” There’s only men here…
Jelpi:
Well, it could have been me, you see~!
Hoyoung Bae:
…!
Jelpi:
Aww, you’re so shy, you don’t know what to say. “How could such a cute girl have been interested in me?” That must be what you're thinking.
Minchan Hong:
Enough joking around! And delete that footage, you creep! Are you trying to create a scandal and end his career?
Gyehyeon Jo:
You guys will be fine, it seemed innocent enough to me. What’s so wrong with practicing kissing with a friend?
Minchan Hong:
…! Gyehyeon!
Dongheon Lee:
This is getting out of hand. Why should I care about all this?! Today’s nightmare is over, so let’s get out of here!
Dongheon Lee:
Th-the game’s over, let’s just go rest in our cabins.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah, good game, everyone. Rest up. Drink water. Eat protein.
Jelpi:
Wait just a minute! You’re not off the hook! Who’s gonna mop this place up? What about the rocks at the bottom of the pool?
Dongheon Lee:
My eyes are brought to Minchan, who is standing with his weight only on his good leg, elbow leaning on Hoyoung’s shoulder. Although his ankle seems to be only slightly sprained, it wouldn’t be good to move around on it too much.
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon and I will clean up.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ll help too—
Dongheon Lee:
You don’t have to. Just get Minchan back to his cabin safely.
Hoyoung Bae:
But… Okay.
Dongheon Lee:
Thankfully, Jelpi leaves without more torture—though she’s probably satisfied that we’re subjecting ourselves to some in cleaning this whole place up. Hoyoung follows her out, supporting some of Minchan’s weight as he limps away. Gyehyeon and I are left alone.
Dongheon Lee:
First thing’s first—let’s shut the water off before the gym has a higher water content than the pool.
Dongheon Lee:
Within the building, we locate the valve to shut it off until that one sprinkler can be repaired. As long as no fires start, we’ll be just fine.
Dongheon Lee:
We should change out of these wet clothes. I don’t want you catching a cold.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You care about me that much?
Dongheon Lee:
It’s just that… Athletes should take care of their bodies, right? To stay in peak performance…
Gyehyeon Jo:
We need to clean up the pool, so we might as well do that now since we’re already wet. I can use this opportunity to do a little swimming training.
Dongheon Lee:
Hey, I’m gonna quickly go grab a change of clothes from our cabins so we’ll have something dry to change into when we’re done.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Thanks, hyung! Just pick out whatever from my closet.
Dongheon Lee:
I head outside and make my way into my cabin, grabbing a change of clothes. I mindlessly head to Gyehyeon’s cabin and stop at the door when I hear voices from within.
Hoyoung Bae:
We can’t really trust anything Jelpi says.
Minchan Hong:
You can say that again.
Dongheon Lee:
Oh, oops. I look around and realize I accidentally ended up next door at Minchan’s cabin instead. I’m about to leave when I hear something that catches my attention.
Hoyoung Bae:
There’s already so many inconsistencies from her. For instance, what she said about Dongheon’s family…
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Hoyoung Bae:
I know the family Dongheon is from—there’s no mistaking it—the ultra rich and influential Lee family. I actually filmed some advertisements for their products not too long ago, and I never once heard that they all died suddenly.
Minchan Hong:
Could their deaths have been covered up and hidden from the public or something?
Hoyoung Bae:
Are you kidding? The CEO would have to have been replaced, and they’re so famous we would have known… So why was Jelpi saying they all passed away?
Minchan Hong:
Huh… weird. Man, are you really sure that’s his family?
Hoyoung Bae:
I never met him, but I heard they had a son with the same first name, and it’s an uncommon one. But… I don’t know. Maybe it’s just a coincidence, and he’s from another famous Lee family.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
No one was supposed to know. It was my responsibility to keep my family origin a secret by the request of my adopted parents. I was expected to forget my past, lock it away in the back of my mind, and let the memory of my late family die. But now that Jelpi released the truth, all of these feelings I was meant to hide away are coming forward. And suddenly, I can’t stop as tears begin to flow down my face.
Chapter 8: Dongheon shows Yongseung his appreciation!
Summary:
Dongheon doesn’t initially expect to be comforted by the Ultimate Fortune Teller, but when Yongseung brings him the closure he needed, he knows he has to show his appreciation! And, hey, it wouldn’t hurt if he tried to get a Hope Fragment while he’s at it!
Notes:
Blood tw in this chapter.
Chapter Text
Ding.
Dongheon Lee:
Ugh…
Dongheon Lee:
I roll over in bed, still a little sore from our game and cleaning up the gym yesterday. I want to ignore whatever message came to my e-Handbook, but I know it’s better to get whatever horrors lie ahead over with right away.
Dongheon Lee:
I rub my eyes open and take a peek at the message sent from Jelpi.
Dongheon Lee:
“Great job yesterday. I left you a little gift outside as a reward. Xoxo.”
Dongheon Lee:
Reluctantly, I open the door to my cabin and blink at the morning light before noticing a box with a big bow sitting at my feet. I don’t hear any ticking coming from within, so it’s not a bomb at least. I slowly pick up the box.
Dongheon Lee:
This better not be something morbid, or I swear…
Dongheon Lee:
Back inside my cabin, I dare to cautiously lift the box’s lid, and inside I see… a digital camera. It looks like the brand new model that just came out that I had yet to buy. Surprisingly, the camera isn't new, as I’m finding image files already saved within. Hoping to find some sort of insight into our situation, I take a look at the photos. There’s various pictures of nature, sunsets, animals, and unfamiliar places, but seemingly nothing of substance.
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t know who Jelpi got this camera from, but I’ve been itching to take some photos since I found myself on this island without one. I’ve even felt the need to close my eyes in case I see something so beautiful and suffer the fate of not being able to capture it eternally in a still image. But now, I can pick up photography once again.
Dongheon Lee:
I tire of looking through someone else’s photos and decide to leave them be for now to take some of my own. After quickly getting dressed, I head outside and take some pictures of the nearby flower bed that I’ve been walking by every day since I got here. Luckily, I’m just in time to see a cute little bumble bee emerge from a closed flower.
Dongheon Lee:
Smile…
Dongheon Lee:
I get a few pictures of it crawling and flying around before getting some shots of the flowers themselves.
Kangmin Yoo:
Oh, Dongheon. Good morning.
Dongheon Lee:
Morning.
Dongheon Lee:
I greet Kangmin as he strolls by. He seems particularly interested in my camera.
Kangmin Yoo:
You really are the Ultimate Photographer. Working even when we’re stuck on the island…
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah… If I see something pretty, I can't help but want to take a picture.
Kangmin Yoo:
Why?
Dongheon Lee:
Same reason why anyone takes a picture—it's so I can see it again later.
Kangmin Yoo:
Then why not just look at the flowers later instead of looking at a picture? Wouldn't it be better to see them directly?
Dongheon Lee:
You’re right, it would be better. If I could stop them from the flow of time and prevent them from wilting, I would just do that.
Dongheon Lee:
But since I can’t, the least I can do is capture them with my camera. It immortalizes them in a way.
Dongheon Lee:
We couldn’t afford a decent camera when I was young—back before I had discovered my ultimate ability. The few photos we did have were lost, so I have nothing to remember my birth family by. I’d give anything to have just one photo of them… This is indeed why I see every moment as precious enough to capture and every photo as having value.
Dongheon Lee:
One day, the flowers might not be there, and we'll miss their beauty. That's why I take pictures.
Kangmin Yoo:
Oh… That's kind of cowardly.
Dongheon Lee:
Huh?
Kangmin Yoo:
I mean… You're not really saving the actual flower. It's just an image, it's not real.
Kangmin Yoo:
Everything changes, and nothing is forever. We should embrace the fact that a flower's beauty is only precious because one day, it will die.
Kangmin Yoo:
Seasons inevitably change, and time won't let them remain the same. Isn't that impermanence beautiful? We should appreciate them while they’re here, in front of us.
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
I'm a little shocked hearing something so deep from this kid. Photography is extremely important to me, but while I disagree with Kangmin, I'm not about to fight with him. The poor thing went through the five stages of grief about being here already. Keeping positive about inevitable change probably gives him hope that we’ll get off the island one day. He's just trying to cope.
Dongheon Lee:
Even so, I can't understand his perspective. After being through what I have, I became adverse to change, and I didn't want to lose anything ever again. It's the reason I started capturing things in photos, where the moments stay the same always. Kangmin might think it's pointless, but to me, I’m saving what I capture from time and incident, keeping them safe.
Click.
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
D-did you just take a picture of me…?
Dongheon Lee:
Now I can remember you as you are. Not only that, but they say that photos can steal your soul…
Kangmin Yoo:
You don't believe in that, do you?
Dongheon Lee:
Why? Are you scared?
Kangmin Yoo:
Of course I’m not.
Dongheon Lee:
Then would you let me take some more photos? I’d really like to have you as a subject.
Kangmin Yoo:
Okay, but… I’m not sure if I’ll be photogenic enough…
Dongheon Lee:
You’ll be great. Why don’t you stand by the flowers?
Dongheon Lee:
I find the perfect framing and take another picture of him.
Kangmin Yoo:
Did I blink?
Dongheon Lee:
You’re good. No one blinks when I take a picture. I get the shot right the first time.
Dongheon Lee:
After taking a couple more photos of him, I’m satisfied with what I captured.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m getting hungry for lunch. Want to come with me to the cafeteria?
Dongheon Lee:
I… think I’ll pass for now. I have a lot I want to do now that I have a camera.
Kangmin Yoo:
Okay… See you later.
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin leaves without me, as I’m not in the mood to eat right now. Looking over his pictures, I know that cameras don’t capture people’s souls. But it would be convenient, wouldn’t it? To not only save someone’s image, but their essence as well. I don’t think I’d fear anything if I could protect those I care about with just a click of a button.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I look down at the camera in my hands, remembering my own collection. My adopted family afforded me many, many cameras while I stayed with them. It kept my mind off of the incident, so they spared no expense. They were delighted to find I had such an eye for photography and was able to get into Hope’s Peak—but I didn’t develop my skills out of passion. It was because I was trying to make up for the precious image of my birth family that I lacked. But no matter how many pictures I took, it was never enough to heal my wounds.
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
A beautiful butterfly suddenly lands right in front of me, perching delicately on the tip of a flower before sitting still, almost as if waiting for me to take its picture. I raise my camera.
Dongheon Lee:
Your wings are so pretty…
Dongheon Lee:
It stays still for me, and I get some of my signature lucky shots… This is why I’m known as the Ultimate Luck to some. My art is seen by people in awe at how I could always be at the right place at the right time to take the perfect picture. But little do they know, the title was first given to me by my adopted family…
Dongheon Lee:
I went from living in poverty to becoming the son of one of the most successful entrepreneurs in the country. My adopted family called me the luckiest boy in the world as a result. But how could anyone consider my birth family all passing away when I was young to be lucky? That’s why I couldn’t help but despise that title…
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Aiming my final shot, the butterfly flutters off of the flower and up into the air. I try to follow it while looking through the lens to take another picture when I stop. In the distance, I see Hoyoung step out of his cabin and stretch in the sunlight. I can’t help but snap a picture.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Dongheon Lee:
No wonder Hoyoung is a model. A smile like that needs to be saved forever.
He doesn't notice me as he starts to take a stroll, and I find myself following him. Of course I want to collaborate with the model, but seeing him in person is something else... I've been uncomfortable around him since I got here, and even with the excuse of my photography, I still can't bring myself to call out to him and ask for another photo.
Hoyoung Bae:
Minchan-a~
Dongheon Lee:
He calls out as Minchan steps out of his cabin with a slight limp.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hey, don’t walk around on that leg yet. You should be resting.
Minchan Hong:
It hurts less today. I just want to go get lunch.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ll go get some for you.
Minchan Hong:
If you insist…
Hoyoung Bae:
I'll make sure to bring you lots of carrots so you can feel better faster.
Minchan Hong:
Er, raw carrots? I'd prefer to try anything else… In fact, why don't you stop by Yongseung's cabin? I heard he's doing psychic readings.
Hoyoung Bae:
You want me to ask for a psychic reading for you?
Minchan Hong:
Yeah, why not? Maybe he’ll give me a charm that’ll help or whatever. I’ll try anything to get better so I can make my own lunches again.
Hoyoung Bae:
How about you try resting?
Minchan Hong:
Okay, you win. I’ll lie down.
Dongheon Lee:
Listening to Hoyoung’s footsteps sound away as he heads in the direction of the cafeteria, I consider what Minchan said. I’ll try anything. This resonates with me as I think of my family. I wasn’t one to believe in the supernatural, but what do I have to lose?
Dongheon Lee:
I approach Yongseung’s cabin, but before I can knock on the door, a pretty little ladybug catches my attention on the windowsill. I’m taking a quick pic when I notice Yongseung is already with someone inside, doing a reading with tarot cards.
Yongseung Kim:
Hm… interesting.
Yeonho Ju:
What? What does it mean?
Yongseung Kim:
Your present is represented by the Two of Cups, symbolizing a solid foundation for new collaborations. This is very fortunate for our situation on this island, but your future card makes its potential more apparent.
Yeonho Ju:
Which one is the future card?
Yongseung Kim:
Uh… Well, it’s this one—The Lovers.
Yeonho Ju:
O-oh, and is that good?
Yongseung Kim:
If you see it that way. Taking a look at all that you pulled, I’m fairly certain about your near future.
Yongseung Kim:
There will be romance coming into your life.
Yeonho Ju:
Really? In the near future? Does that mean I’ll be getting off of the island soon?
Yongseung Kim:
This will happen much sooner than that…
Yeonho Ju:
…!! When exactly? What else can you tell me?
Yongseung Kim:
I’m not certain enough to include more details… I’d have to further ponder your situation…
Yeonho Ju:
C-can I draw another card to get more info? Would that help?
Yongseung Kim:
Uh, sure…
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho watches as Yongseung shuffles the tarot cards with skill. He spreads them out on the table and rests his hands beside them.
Yeonho Ju:
I love this part. Hope I get something good.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho’s hand hovers over the row of cards before stopping at the end. His hand brushes Yongseung’s almost too slowly to be an accident as he grabs the card on the very edge.
Yongseung Kim:
—!
Yeonho Ju:
Ace of Wands—what does that mean in a romantic reading?
Yongseung Kim:
Uh, it—well. It’s a very sensua—… I-I'll say that it’s a good result…
Yeonho Ju:
Really? That’s great… But, um… Can I ask for one more thing?
Yongseung Kim:
Sure.
Yeonho Ju:
Could you… do a palm reading for me?
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung looks down at Yeonho’s extended hand, face flusteredly red. I’m just about to consider coming back later when Yongseung looks up and finally notices me through the window.
Yongseung Kim:
There’s someone else who wants a reading, so…
Yeonho Ju:
Later then?
Yongseung Kim:
Y-yeah…
Dongheon Lee:
I awkwardly wait outside while Yeonho gets up. As he walks by, he looks at me curiously. I wonder if he can tell my mood right now, but I don’t have time to be self conscious, as Yongseung is beckoning me in. I come inside and sit down across from him as he cleans up his cards.
Dongheon Lee:
You’re really psychic, huh? You knew I wanted a reading?
Yongseung Kim:
I didn’t need clairvoyance to know that. We hardly have anything in common, so I could only assume you needed my ability.
Dongheon Lee:
Ah, well, it’s true… I want your help.
Yongseung Kim:
What do you need?
Dongheon Lee:
I want to talk to my parents, my real parents. Can you do that? T-talk to the dead?
Yongseung Kim:
I… cannot. I'm not a psychic medium, I'm a fortune teller.
Yongseung Kim:
So unfortunately, I… can't help you with your past, but I can help you know your future.
Dongheon Lee:
Do you… know about my past?
Yongseung Kim:
What I can tell is that you’re suffering. Maybe it’s been this way for a long time. If I’m being honest, I don’t know that I can help you remove your pain completely.
Yongseung Kim:
But if you let me, I’ll try to ease it.
Dongheon Lee:
It would be touching to hear these words if Yongseung wasn’t just doing his job. As a trusted Ultimate Fortune Teller, he probably has clients like me all the time. Even though it feels impersonal, I can’t bother him just to back out of this now. I nod in acceptance to his offer.
Yongseung Kim:
Before I look into your situation, I’d like to get to know you more. So let’s do a simple three card spread.
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung shuffles the tarot cards before laying them out face down, gesturing for me to choose some for the spread. I point to three random cards, and Yongseung carefully sets them aside without revealing them before putting the rest away.
Yongseung Kim:
What would you like to see first?
Dongheon Lee:
I guess… the present?
Yongseung Kim:
As the name suggests, the present represents what you’re going through now…
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung flips over the middle card to reveal a picture of a nude lady pouring out two jugs of water with a large star above her.
Yongseung Kim:
The Star. This is a great one to pull. It possibly signifies that you are on the brink of a breakthrough with your feelings. Your story could change significantly for the better as long as you trust yourself now.
Dongheon Lee:
We’ll see about that… What does the card in the future position say, then?
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung flips over the card at the end, revealing an angel tooting a horn above onlooking people.
Yongseung Kim:
The Judgement—another major arcana. This journey you're on seems significant… And according to this card, a big choice might come in the future. Although it might be difficult, with it, you can remake your life. In your specific situation, there’s a possibility you will free yourself from your burdens.
Dongheon Lee:
I wish it were that easy…
Yongseung Kim:
Finally, we have the past card, which involves elements from your past that affect you today…
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung reveals the face of the last card, which has a circle with symbols on it suspended in the air.
Yongseung Kim:
The Wheel of Fortune…
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Seeing a simple card suggest that my past was fortunate from name alone makes me feel sick. I’ve heard enough of that horrible claim from my adopted family…
Dongheon Lee:
Don’t tell me that this card represents luck…
Yongseung Kim:
Actually… in the past position, it doesn’t.
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Yongseung Kim:
It represents a significant change that happened in your life that’s affecting you now. This change is often a negative one that has altered the path that you walk on. And those unfortunate circumstances are what made you who you are today.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m so happy to hear someone acknowledge that what happened to me was bad, even if it’s just from a reading. Those that knew of my adoption—close members of the Lee family and especially my adopted mother and father—were so insistent that it was fortunate that my birth family ended up this way, and I held a rage and sadness deep down being the only one who understood it from my perspective.
Yongseung Kim:
A-are you okay?
Dongheon Lee:
I hadn’t noticed tears forming in my eyes. I just feel so relieved, like I can breathe enough to finally speak my truth.
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung… There was an accident when I was younger.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung intently listens for me to continue, making me feel as though he genuinely cares to hear what I’m about to share. I just want to finally spill it all out.
Dongheon Lee:
In middle school, I lost my family, and it was horrible. But my adopted family told me it was lucky—and they wanted me to believe it too.
Dongheon Lee:
But how could I? Sure, I’m lucky to be alive, I’m lucky to have more than enough money to live after my family has struggled without it for so long, and I’m lucky that I could discover my ultimate talent because of it—
Dongheon Lee:
But they’re all gone—my birth parents and my grandpa—and I’m so lonely without them. Yongseung, it should have been me… Why do I have to be the lucky one?
Dongheon Lee:
I’m trying to pull myself together to get rid of the awkwardness of Yongseung staring at me solemnly. He slowly gets up, and I’m shocked as he comes over and wraps his arms around me.
Yongseung Kim:
I know we aren’t very close, but I also know that you don't deserve what you're going through, and so I want to help.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s hard… I won’t tell you that it’ll be easy or that you’ll be able to completely move on. But these feelings are something you have to deal with, and now’s your time to mourn and begin to heal.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Finally being comforted about my truth feels freeing. Not just the truth about hiding my adoption—which I’ve been pressured to keep a secret for the sake of the family’s business empire—but the truth that my past was tragic and that the situation I was forced into wasn’t something fortunate at all. I can finally face the truth and grieve after all these years.
Dongheon Lee:
Right after the accident, mourning was not an option—my adopted parents wanted me to forget my past completely. But now I’m on this island, and my adopted family must not be able to find me—otherwise they would have come to get me by now. The secret of my family being revealed by Jelpi is out of my hands, so there’s nothing and no one to stop me from finally properly mourning.
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung gently patting my back, the intense emotions are only beginning to subside when there's suddenly a knock at the door.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung…?
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung looks at me for approval to answer him, and I nod. I turn away from the door as Yongseung opens it, not really wanting other people to see me like this. Years of hiding my sorrow built a habit that's hard to break.
Hoyoung Bae:
Minchan wants something to help heal his leg…
Yongseung Kim:
He doesn't need anything from me. It's just a slight sprain, he'll be fine in a day or two.
Hoyoung Bae:
Is that your psychic prediction?
Yongseung Kim:
Uh… sure?
Hoyoung Bae:
That's good enough for me! He'll be happy to hear it.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, Dongheon…
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung notices me, unfortunately. I avoid looking over at them.
Yongseung Kim:
We're in the middle of something important.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung slowly nods in understanding. Satisfied with what he came to get, Hoyoung leaves, and I feel relieved. That is… until I notice Yongseung staring at me curiously.
Yongseung Kim:
Do you want me to do a love tarot spread?
Dongheon Lee:
Why would I want that?
Yongseung Kim:
… Suit yourself.
Dongheon Lee:
I can tell he is judging me by the look on his face! Didn't Yongseung used to be this timid guy? Suddenly, he seems really bold…
Dongheon Lee:
You seem so… comfortable when doing readings. Before, you always seemed nervous.
Yongseung Kim:
This is the only thing I feel confident in… When I was a kid, I was, to put it lightly, made fun of for my interest in astrology. It definitely shaped me to be cautious of people, to say the least.
Yongseung Kim:
But this situation is different because you came to me, asking for help. You trust me enough to share your personal matters, so it's only right that I put away my fears and trust you.
Dongheon Lee:
I didn't think of it like that… Sorry for making you bring up your past…
Yongseung Kim:
It's okay. You shared with me today, so I figure I owe you the same.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m quickly finding out that Yongseung is a great guy. Fortune telling may be his job, but there’s a warmth and genuinity to his care. I wonder if all of his clients feel this way about him…
Yongseung sweeps the three tarot cards I pulled back into the deck and neatens the edges before shuffling. The cards cause me to wonder if something similar to my situation happened to him recently, so I ask about it.
Dongheon Lee:
Did Jelpi gift you those tarot cards?
Yongseung Kim:
No, they're mine. I always keep them in my pocket.
Dongheon Lee:
Oh, really? I usually always carry a camera on me too, but when I woke up on the island, it was gone…
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung looks down at the camera I have dangling from the strap around my neck.
Dongheon Lee:
Jelpi gave me this one… I don’t know who it belongs to, but it’s used.
Yongseung Kim:
That’s odd… Maybe she replaced your camera because it had something from your high school years that she didn’t want you to see?
Dongheon Lee:
I doubt it. I change cameras often, so it definitely didn’t have anything that far into the past on it.
Dongheon Lee:
I guess it’s possible I didn’t have my own camera on me when I was kidnapped and brought here, or maybe it was lost somewhere along the way. The thought is a little heartbreaking—those moments I captured are precious and cannot be perfectly replaced. Feeling regretful about the lost beautiful imagery, I yearn to make more.
Yongseung Kim:
Would you like to do another reading? Any questions you’d like to explore?
Dongheon Lee:
No, but… I’d like to repay you for helping me today.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s not necessary. I wanted to help. I don’t want to see people suffer who don’t deserve it.
Dongheon Lee:
“Don’t deserve it?” Who would deserve suffering? His word choice caught my attention for a moment, but he probably didn’t mean anything by it.
Dongheon Lee:
Still, I’d like to thank you. If we get off the island, I’ll treat you to a meal.
Yongseung Kim:
I’ll look forward to that day then.
Dongheon Lee:
I think we’ll be looking forward to the day we get out of here regardless.
Dongheon Lee:
Not getting what I expected but getting what I needed after visiting Yongseung, I leave his cabin. Stepping outside, it feels like I’m taking my first breath of fresh air in years. Finally getting to talk to someone about my past makes me feel like a weight has been lifted off of my shoulders. I’ll always feel sad deep down, but this feels like a new beginning where I can really let go and be myself.
Dongheon Lee:
Feeling like I’m seeing the world with brand new eyes, I decide to take more pictures—having no doubt that this batch will turn out particularly inspired. And luckily, Jelpi isn’t interrupting my process with any horrific shenanigans as the hours go by. In fact, I’m having a pretty peaceful day, as if I were willingly here on a vacation.
Dongheon Lee:
Before I know it, night has fallen, and I’m back in my cabin, lying in bed and looking over my work from today.
Dongheon Lee:
Did I go overboard? There’s so many photos just from one day. Despite everything, the island looks too beautiful…
Dongheon Lee:
The beeping sound from clicking buttons on the camera’s interface reminds me to check my e-Handbook. I turn it on and…
Dongheon Lee:
Where? Where is it?
Dongheon Lee:
There’s no new notifications at all. I hadn’t checked it all day, but I definitely expected there to be a new fragment earned between Yongseung and I. I thought we really got along and bonded… Isn’t that enough to get a Hope Fragment?
Dongheon Lee:
We’ll never get off of the island unless we get this fragment. I can’t just wait to buy him a meal until then. If I did that, then that day we get out of here will never come…!
Dongheon Lee:
Since those fragments are necessary to leave, it’s best to take care of this now—especially because every day that we stay here, we’re in danger. This shouldn’t be hard; Yongseung probably just needs more time to get to know me. Before I drift off to sleep, I decide that we’ll have breakfast together tomorrow for sure.
*
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung-a!
Yongseung Kim:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
I spot Yongseung entering the cafeteria and jog to catch up.
Dongheon Lee:
Why don’t we have breakfast together today?
Yongseung Kim:
Oh… sure.
Dongheon Lee:
Side by side, we make our way over to the usual buffet of food items. I hum in thought, trying to find something good to eat.
Dongheon Lee:
Hmm… Omelets today, huh?
Yongseung Kim:
You don’t like omelets?
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t like eggs.
Dongheon Lee:
After I settle for some simple bread, Yongseung scoops some sliced bananas on his tray.
Yongseung Kim:
Want some?
Dongheon Lee:
No.
Yongseung Kim:
Really? They’re a good source of potassium, fiber, B6…
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t like bananas either. But I do want something else.
Yongseung Kim:
Yogurt is good for you.
Dongheon Lee:
Then hand me a cup, please!
Dongheon Lee:
After gathering our food items, I spot soda in the drink section and quickly grab one before finding a place to sit. Yongseung joins, occupying the seat across from me. I can’t help but notice the weird look he’s giving me.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m wondering if he’s enamored with me or something, but I didn’t hear a notification from my e-Handbook, so I doubt we’ve earned a fragment yet. All I can do is carry on until I complete my mission. I eat a spoonful of yogurt only to find it’s one of my least favorite flavors…
Dongheon Lee:
Ick… This is strawberry yogurt…
Yongseung Kim:
You saw before that it was pink, right?
Dongheon Lee:
Well, I like pink. And it could have been cherry flavored or something.
Yongseung Kim:
Aren’t you too old to be picky about food like this?
Dongheon Lee:
Nope. Because I’m actually 5 years old.
Yongseung Kim:
Ah… Okay.
Dongheon Lee:
He knows I’m kidding, right? Why does he look so serious…?
Breakfast with him before we’re properly bonded is kind of awkward… I better let him in on my plan so we can work together.
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung-a, let’s earn a Hope Fragment.
Yongseung Kim:
You and me? Our fragment?
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah. It’s our only objective while we’re here. And if we earn it now without any hassle, we’ll avoid any danger that Jelpi could put us in to earn one.
Yongseung Kim:
Hm… It sounds like a good plan. I will try my best.
Dongheon Lee:
Awesome…
Dongheon Lee:
I listen for the simultaneous dings of our e-Handbooks, but there are none. Looks like earning a Hope Fragment isn’t as simple as I thought…
Yongseung finishes his breakfast before mine, as I took a few pictures of the food on my tray before starting to eat. I’m not too far behind though and move to catch up, hoping he’s just outside of the cafeteria. Luckily, he’s not that far ahead, walking side by side with Yeonho.
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung-a!
Yongseung Kim:
Dongheon… I promised Yeonho we’d go for a walk together today.
Dongheon Lee:
That sounds great, I’ll tag along!
Yongseung Kim:
W-we don’t have to suddenly spend every second together, do we?
Dongheon Lee:
It would help us earn a fragment if we did! Come on, let’s walk together!
Yeonho Ju:
Wow, you’re just like a clingy little kid. Are you sure you’re the oldest out of all of us?
Yongseung Kim:
Actually, he told me he’s 5 years old.
Yeonho Ju:
Pfff—
Dongheon Lee:
Are they making fun of me?! So this is what a bonded pair acts like together. It seems much more natural than when I’m with Yongseung. As I stand there, stunned, the two wave me goodbye and take off on their leisurely walk. I’m left alone, thinking of my next strategy and concluding that Yongseung’s love language must not be quality time—let’s see if it isn’t gift giving!
Dongheon Lee:
Using inspiration from the colorful deck of tarot cards Yongseung used for my reading, I dream up a gift that he’s sure to love. In my mind’s eye, I see a custom-made tarot card deck composed of photos taken here on the island that represent each of the major and minor arcana.
Dongheon Lee:
This island has a variety of natural scenery that will be really interesting, and I’ll get the others to pose as the characters.
Dongheon Lee:
I’ll need matching glasses for the cup cards… I could take a pic of the sky for The Sun. We can draw straws for who acts as The Lovers. Pouring two full jugs would be easy for me, so I can pull off The Star if I strip naked—
Dongheon Lee:
Well, I don’t need to do that one. Unless he would like it? I don’t know.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung, are you talking to yourself?
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
I didn’t notice as Gyehyeon suddenly appeared behind me.
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon-a, I need your help. Gather everyone you can and meet me in the cafeteria at noon. And keep it a secret from Yongseung!
*
Minchan Hong:
Where are we supposed to get pentacles? What even are they?
Yeonho Ju:
They’re supposed to be huge coins or something. But we don’t even have normal sized coins here.
Hoyoung Bae:
The symbol seems pretty important, so we should at least make sure to draw it on whatever we use instead. Even better if the substitute symbolizes money.
Minchan Hong:
The real money maker is your face. How about we use that?
Hoyoung Bae:
Haha, really? Should I get a marker?
Dongheon Lee:
Everyone chats in the cafeteria as I look through the shots we’ve already taken. Progress is slow since we have to be secretive, but being forced to be inventive with props we can use is really getting creativity flowing.
Dongheon Lee:
Are the Ten of Cups ready?
Kangmin Yoo:
Me and Gyehyeon just finished it!
Dongheon Lee:
The two stand beside a table with ten wine glasses stacked in a pyramid on top.
Gyehyeon Jo:
This reminds me of when I was into Speed Stacks.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, you did speed stacking too?!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon-a, why don’t you and Kangmin pose in front of the glasses?
Dongheon Lee:
Once they’re settled in place, I aim my camera to take a picture. After some adjusting, I’m still unhappy with the shot.
Dongheon Lee:
Maybe if I just…
Dongheon Lee:
I get down, belly on the floor, for a dramatic angle of the tower. I almost have the shot when Gyehyeon and Kangmin look away from the camera.
Dongheon Lee:
Come on, you two, look at me.
Dongheon Lee:
Only after making a few kissing and whistling noises as one would do to get the attention of a dog and a cat, I feel the draft from the cafeteria door opening.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung looks down at me as I’m spread out on the floor before noticing his own deck of tarot cards in Yeonho’s hands used as reference.
Yongseung Kim:
Oh, you’re the one that took them.
Yeonho Ju:
Dongheon made me!
Dongheon Lee:
I-I…
Dongheon Lee:
I get up off of the floor and get ready to explain myself since we got caught.
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung-a, I wanted to thank you for the reading you gave me, and your cards were really inspirational, so I thought a custom deck is the least I could give you to show my appreciation.
Yongseung Kim:
That’s what you’re up to? That’s very thoughtful. I look forward to what you come up with.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I take out my e-Handbook just to double check, but my ears and eyes aren’t deceiving me—there’s still no Hope Fragment even now that he knows about my gift. I’m just about losing hope… I’m not sure what I can do or how much time I should give for our relationship to develop when just being on this island puts us in danger every day.
Dongheon Lee:
I’ll be right back.
Dongheon Lee:
Before anyone can question me, I step outside for some fresh air. My mood is tanking, and I thought I just needed some time alone, but my mind is going in circles trying to figure out what I’m doing wrong.
Jelpi:
You look upset~!
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
Jelpi once again comes out from nowhere just to make things worse, no doubt! But since she seems to be in charge here, I ask about how I can improve my relationship with Yongseung.
Dongheon Lee:
Jelpi, what are the criteria for getting a Hope Fragment?
Jelpi:
Both parties have to have a mutual understanding and fondness for each other.
Dongheon Lee:
Well, I think we understand each other… And I’m pretty fond of the guy—
Dongheon Lee:
Wait, should I really be mentioning gathering Hope Fragments with Jelpi? If she hears that I’m struggling, she might turn this into a deadly challenge!
Jelpi:
I can see you’re trying to get closer to Yongseung in a useless effort.
Dongheon Lee:
Useless…?
Jelpi:
At your core, you’re both too dissimilar! But if only that were the only issue…
Dongheon Lee:
So what should I do? C-can you give me a hint…?
Jelpi:
Nope! I don’t really care for how well you fare on this one! I know you’ll never get a fragment! Oh, how funny it would be if you’re the last pair the others have to rely on in order to leave the island, only to find that it is impossible! Hahahaha!
Dongheon Lee:
I must be able to do something—!
Jelpi:
Nope~! There’s nothing you can do about it! Doesn’t matter how willing you are—if Yongseung just doesn’t like you, it’s hopeless!
Dongheon Lee:
D-doesn’t like me? Yongseung doesn’t like me?
Jelpi:
Do you think his childhood bullies rubbed off on him when they were cursing at him and pushing him down just for being himself? Could that be why he’s quick to judge others when seeing their truest form?
Jelpi:
You don’t need to bond with someone like that.
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
I rush inside the cafeteria to get away from Jelpi, clenching my fists in anger, and step up to Yongseung.
Yongseung Kim:
…? Dongheon, are you okay?
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t care what Jelpi says! Maybe Yongseung has nothing in common with me, and maybe our personalities don’t match up well, but I don’t care! He helped me when I was at one of my lowest points, so I know he’s a great guy! He deserves to be appreciated for what he’s done for me, regardless of if he personally likes me or whether it earns me a Hope Fragment or not!
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung-a, I’m going to make this your most favorite deck you’ve ever owned!
Dongheon Lee:
I’m sticking to my word and making the best tarot card reenactment photos I can! Art expression is the one thing I have to show him how I feel!
Yongseung Kim:
Oh, okay… Don’t push yourself too hard…
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon, did you let a bee in just now?
Dongheon Lee:
Wha—?
Dongheon Lee:
AHHHH!
Dongheon Lee:
I hear a loud buzzing zoom past me and soon set my eyes on the hideous culprit.
Kangmin Yoo:
Are you scared of bees? I saw you take a photo of one before.
Dongheon Lee:
That was a bumble bee—this is a wasp!
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Everyone is tense as we watch for the villain to settle, but it keeps flying around, occasionally swooping towards us. I don’t even know if we should run, or if that would tempt it to chase us!
Dongheon Lee:
Wh-where did it go?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I think it went towards Kang—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Gah—!
Crash!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
Dodging the wasp, Kangmin had bumped into the cup pyramid before falling over, knocking over the wine glasses and causing them to smash onto the floor. It’s already covered with glass shards when Kangmin puts his hands out onto the floor to catch himself. Out of instinct, everyone steps forward to help.
Dongheon Lee:
Stay back! Yeonho, get a broom, and watch your step.
Yeonho Ju:
On it.
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin, are you okay?
Kangmin Yoo:
I…
Dongheon Lee:
Sure enough, there’s a long gash on the palm of his hand. He starts shifting to get back onto his feet, but the surrounding glass and his stunned state makes me confident he’ll accidentally get more cut up if he tries to move.
Dongheon Lee:
Don’t move! Let me see…
Dongheon Lee:
I carefully step around the shards, not wanting to crush them into smaller pieces or potentially spread them out further on the floor. I squat down next to Kangmin and grab his hand. After examining it, I confirm there’s no glass pieces inside the wound.
Dongheon Lee:
We need water and a disinfectant.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung and Gyehyeon rush to get the supplies, leaving a distressed looking Minchan who is seated due to his previous injury not being completely healed.
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin, do you feel alright? Is this the only place you feel pain?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Instead of answering, Kangmin continues to stare at his hand for a few seconds.
Kangmin Yoo:
I… I feel…
Dongheon Lee:
Eh? Kangmin!
Dongheon Lee:
He starts to go limp, and seeing as I struggle to hold him up, Yongseung steps towards us.
Dongheon Lee:
W-wait. I don’t want you stepping on the glass.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho quickly arrives with a broom, and I direct him to sweep us a path out. I pat the ground with my hand to make sure it’s safe and that there are no small pieces before signaling for Yongseung to come help carry Kangmin away. We get him safely on a table, and he starts to come to.
Minchan Hong:
Is he okay??
Yongseung Kim:
He was probably just surprised and passed out. He seems like he’ll be fine.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung and Gyehyeon soon come back with the wound cleaning supplies.
Hoyoung Bae:
Okay, what do we do?
Dongheon Lee:
I grab the water bottle out of Gyehyeon’s hand and pour it over Kangmin’s palm. The sight of blood mixing with the water as it washes off is gross, and I can’t help but wince. But Kangmin got hurt because of me, so I can’t let him suffer from an infection! I apologize to Kangmin as I apply the iodine to his wound.
Dongheon Lee:
I’m so worried, trying to make sure I’m thorough but still extremely cautious not to hurt him too much. I’m so concentrated on this that I’m surprised when I look up to find Yongseung staring at me.
Dongheon Lee:
What? A-am I doing this wrong…?
Yongseung Kim:
No, you’re doing great…
Hoyoung Bae:
I got this gauze from the pharmacy too. Let me wrap him with it.
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung and I step back to allow Hoyoung to help. I still feel my heart pound from how wrong everything went, but it looks like we handled the situation well. Soon, Kangmin’s hand is properly bandaged.
Hoyoung Bae:
How does that feel?
Kangmin Yoo:
It feels alright…
Hoyoung Bae:
And how about you?
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I’m okay. I just got dizzy for a minute, but I’m feeling better now.
Dongheon Lee:
I breathe a sigh of relief. Shooting for Yongseung’s gift wasn’t supposed to be this disastrous. I wonder if Yongseung is upset with me judging by how he keeps staring.
Dongheon Lee:
Hopefully, there are ten more identical cups that we can use…
Minchan Hong:
If there’s not ten, we can at least do some of the smaller suits…
Dongheon Lee:
We get back to exploring props and setting scenes for a few minutes. Despite the setbacks, my drive to continue this project makes me lost in thought about it. I’m surprised when Yongseung approaches me on his own.
Yongseung Kim:
Uh, hyung…
Dongheon Lee:
Need something?
Yongseung Kim:
We… have a Hope Fragment now.
Dongheon Lee:
Huh? Really? But I haven't done anything for you yet. I was trying really hard this whole time… Did I finally do something right?
Yongseung Kim:
You were always doing right. The problem was me, I’m afraid.
Yongseung Kim:
Despite how up front you were about trying to earn a fragment, you were still giving it your all and being your genuine self. It was my own judgment that was preventing me from accepting that.
Dongheon Lee:
Your judgment? Was it because of something I did?
Yongseung Kim:
No, it’s just… To be honest, I thought that you were a little immature.
Yongseung Kim:
But I saw how you took charge and looked out for everyone when needed. You didn’t even care about the wasp still being here once someone was in trouble.
Dongheon Lee:
Th-the wasp is still somewhere in here?! How did I forget that?!
Yongseung Kim:
And even though you were so set on getting a fragment with me earlier, you were so focused on helping resolve the situation that you didn’t even notice the ding of our e-Handbooks when it came in. And it made you seem… really cool.
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
I really admired seeing that side of you. I originally thought your age didn’t reflect your maturity level, but now I see that you are mature. You’re just also very… cute?
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Yongseung Kim:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
I’m glad we’re on the same page with something because that’s also how I see you. You’re really wise for your age, Yongseung-a, but I can’t help but think about how cute you are—especially when you smile.
Yongseung Kim:
Y-you don’t mean that…
Dongheon Lee:
I do. We have that in common—we’re both cuties.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Erm… Since we earned a fragment, you don’t have to make tarot cards for me anymore, hyung…
Dongheon Lee:
No, I’m definitely going to make them. I still want to thank you for helping me earlier! Without you, I wouldn’t have been able to mourn properly and finally feel like myself.
Dongheon Lee:
But since you know about this project now, why don’t you help out? This is all for you, so it’ll be best to get everything to your liking.
Yongseung Kim:
I-I’d love to help. It sounds like it’ll be really fun.
Dongheon Lee:
Oh, I have a concept for The Fool that I need your approval of since it’s different from the version you have. It’d be really funny if whoever was playing The Fool stood like this—
Dongheon Lee:
I face a nearby wall and place my palms on it before looking back at Yongseung, contorting my torso in a comedic way.
Yongseung Kim:
Uh, yeah. That’d make the perfect fool. I really think you should pose for that one, hyung.
Dongheon Lee:
Throughout the rest of the day, we take a decent amount of pictures, laughing and having fun while we make our creative visions a reality.
Dongheon Lee:
By sundown, we’re tired from all our hard work and return to our cabins. Everyone probably went straight to bed, but I lie awake as I look through all of our photos from today on the camera that Jelpi got me.
Dongheon Lee:
There’s a few pictures here and there that I took when I was struck with inspiration that don’t necessarily fit any particular card theme, but it’s good to have extras that we can match up with remaining suits later.
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
I spot a candidate for The Sun card, but I sure didn’t take this one, as it’s a picture of me. I’m holding my hands out, away from the camera, framing the scene before me with my fingers. It’s a candid shot, as I don’t remember asking anyone to take my photo here. There’s too much space above me—probably in order to get the sun in the picture—and I note that it would have been better if we took it when the sun was closer to the horizon.
Dongheon Lee:
But… who took this photo? One of the others must have taken my camera when I was busy setting a scene. Regardless, it stands out from the others for feeling natural, and I feel tempted to choose this one to be The Sun.
Dongheon Lee:
I finally look through all of the photos from our tarot shoot and find the ones from the day before. Soon after, I make it past the island pictures and once again reach the mysterious, unfamiliar pictures that were already on this camera when it was given to me.
Dongheon Lee:
My curiosity leads me to search through the pictures one by one, wondering if I can take inspiration from the camera's previous owner's work. But as I make my way through the rest of the photos I haven’t bothered looking at before, there’s still no particular vibe that stands out to me about the artist—there’s just beautiful art with little personality. Still, I keep looking through, hoping to find gold—
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Wh-what is this…?
Dongheon Lee:
Deep within the collection, I find a disturbing picture of a crumpled car with its windows all shattered and one door broken off. I can’t help but wonder what happened here and why this photo of an accident was taken. But the next question to come to my mind brings me the chills.
Dongheon Lee:
Where did Jelpi get this camera…?
Chapter 9: Yeonho and Kangmin bet it all!
Summary:
Does the Ultimate Gamer love a good gamble? You bet! Yoo Kangmin joins him in a few harmless games… and another not so harmless one.
Notes:
Tw also blood in this one
Chapter Text
Die. Why don’t you just die? Die! Just die—!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I wake up with a jolt. I heard those same words again in my sleep…
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I get out of bed, glad that the sun is out. Every night since I’ve been here, I’ve been dead asleep, not even dreaming up until now. After gashing my hand on the glass when I fell over yesterday, I heard a voice say those things to me just before I passed out. And just now I heard it again in my sleep, unsettling me deeply.
Grrao.
Kangmin Yoo:
My stomach growls for breakfast just as I spot Hoyoung walking outside my cabin. Happy to not be alone, I throw on some clothes and run to his side.
Hoyoung Bae:
Kangmin-a, you look happy today.
Kangmin Yoo:
Only because you’re here.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah~ Why are you acting cute today? Come on, let’s go eat breakfast together.
Kangmin Yoo:
I let Hoyoung take me by the hand and lead me into the cafeteria. A couple of the others are already here, and after they turn to watch us walk in, Yeonho pumps his fist into the air, and Minchan clicks his tongue.
Yeonho Ju:
I told you.
Hoyoung Bae:
What are you two up to?
Minchan Hong:
He bet me 50,000 won you’d show up holding somebody’s hand.
Yeonho Ju:
I picked up that you have that habit when it comes to Minchan and Kangmin. And it’s only natural to want to come here with someone.
Yeonho Ju:
The chances that you came in with Kangmin instead of one of the others are one in four—but a little risk makes a bet all the more exciting when you win! And you’ll pay me when we get off the island, right, Minchan?
Minchan Hong:
Only if you beat me again! I bet that Dongheon will come in with Gyehyeon.
Yeonho Ju:
A safe bet, huh? Are you also going to bet that Dongheon will be wearing a beanie?
Minchan Hong:
Sure, why not?
Yeonho Ju:
I’m going double or nothing on Dongheon coming in with Yongseung.
Minchan Hong:
Those two together? You’re crazy. Aren’t you better off betting that Dongheon will come alone?
Yeonho Ju:
…
Minchan Hong:
Why do you look like you know something I don’t? I’m changing my bet—
Yeonho Ju:
You can’t do that! Just relax, I could always be wrong…
Minchan Hong:
Why do you look so smug when you say that…?
Kangmin Yoo:
After getting our own food, Hoyoung takes a seat next to Minchan, so I sit down across from him, next to the Ultimate Gamer. I’m feeling kind of awkward because I don’t know much about Yeonho besides, well, the fact that he plays games and, now, what he’s having for breakfast.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin-a, have you had falafel before?
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I don’t know…
Kangmin Yoo:
Minchan brings a falafel to my mouth for me to take a bite.
Minchan Hong:
I made this today. What do you think?
Kangmin Yoo:
It’s good—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I take the falafel from him as he tries to feed me more, seemingly having to prove that I know how to eat all by myself. I enjoy the food as Minchan puts some of his onto my plate, and I notice Hoyoung looking at me silently.
Hoyoung Bae:
Kangmin-a… You still don’t remember anything yet?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
None of us remember Hope’s Peak still, why bother bringing it up?
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s one thing to not remember high school, but to forget your whole life…
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
From the looks on their faces, I know they feel bad for me, which makes me feel worse. I wish I could smile and act like everything’s okay, but it’s hard when I don’t even know who I am. Losing my appetite, I just pick at my food.
Yeonho Ju:
Kangmin, I bet you'll get your memories back.
Kangmin Yoo:
A-are you making an actual bet?
Yeonho Ju:
I don't need to. I'm sure you'll start remembering things eventually. I mean, memories are what's most important to all of us. If you lose your memory, it’s like losing your life.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Yeonho Ju:
That’s why consistently saving and backing up your files is important. If you lose the save file, you have to start over, as if you’ve never played in the first place.
Yeonho Ju:
Though… sometimes I restart on purpose. If a run’s going poorly, it’s better to go again with your improved skills and updated knowledge while hoping for better RNG. Know what I’m saying?
Kangmin Yoo:
Uh… no?
Yeonho Ju:
If you really don’t get your memories back, you don’t need to worry about it—just make some new ones! Start here and now, with all of us.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m taken aback that Yeonho’s simple words can make me feel that much better. A little more comfortable next to him and a little more hungry, I continue eating my breakfast until the cafeteria door opening distracts us all.
Dongheon Lee:
Yop.
Yongseung Kim:
Ah, good morning, everyone.
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung-a, good morning!
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon and Yongseung go to fill their plates while Yeonho mutters, “100,000 won,” to Minchan with a smile.
Minchan Hong:
How though?!
Yeonho Ju:
Those two were getting along really well yesterday, and Gyehyeon was up late last night. Knowing him, he’s probably sleeping in.
Minchan Hong:
How do you know—were you with him?! What were you doing?!
Yeonho Ju:
Well, wouldn’t you like to know…
Minchan Hong:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Speed stacking.
Minchan Hong:
Is that supposed to be a euphemism for something?
Minchan Hong:
Whatever, I don’t want to make bets with you anymore! If I’m going to lose all my money, what’s the point of getting off of the island?
Yeonho Ju:
It’s only 100,000 won, man.
Dongheon Lee:
You guys are placing bets? How much will you give me if Gyehyeon shows up within the next three minutes?
Yeonho Ju:
A risky bettor, I like it. But I’m pretty confident he’ll take much longer—
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hey, guys. What’s on the menu today?
Yeonho Ju:
—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
What? What’s wrong with him?
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon pokes Yeonho, who is frozen in his seat.
Hoyoung Bae:
Wow, Dongheon won the bet immediately. What a lucky guess!
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah…
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon leans in close to Dongheon, but I can still hear them whisper.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Don’t tell Yeonho about your ultimate you-know-what. You’re my lucky charm, got it?
Dongheon Lee:
Your…?
Dongheon Lee:
D-don’t worry. I get the feeling that if I say anything, he’d never leave me alone…
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon snaps his fingers to get Yeonho’s attention.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho, it’s too bad… I didn’t even have enough time to wager anything.
Yeonho Ju:
Th-that’s right—! A net zero loss!
Yeonho Ju:
But you should definitely buy a lottery ticket when we get back.
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t really have a use for it…
Kangmin Yoo:
We’re having fun this morning, almost forgetting our worries as we go on chatting during our meal. As we are finishing, a break in our conversation leads me to voice a worry I’ve been pushing down.
Kangmin Yoo:
It’s… been a while since Jelpi has bothered us…
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s true… Nothing bad has happened for a couple days now…
Minchan Hong:
Think she’s given up? Really imagine—what if she’s bored of this and just sends us home?
Dongheon Lee:
What kind of kidnapper would do that…?
Yongseung Kim:
When you think about it, what kind of kidnapper does any of this? You’d think we’d be held here for a ransom, especially given Dongheon’s background. But if that were the case…
Dongheon Lee:
You’re right. My family would have paid them off by now.
Hoyoung Bae:
That means… no one really knows we’re here? Not our families, not anyone?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Everyone looks saddened, but as I don’t remember who I could be missing outside of this island, surely I share just a small portion of that sentiment. I can only imagine if someone out there is looking for me right now.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Whatever. I’m going to the gym. Who wants to play some basketball with me?
Minchan Hong:
With you??
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’ll be real casual, don’t worry.
Kangmin Yoo:
After everyone eventually decides on going, we soon make our way to the gym, and some start warming up with dribbles and free throws. I decide to take a seat on the bleachers between Yeonho, who seems to also be set on just watching, and Dongheon, who is enjoying taking photos of the sport.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah—
Kangmin Yoo:
The ball Hoyoung throws completely misses the net, bounces off the corner of the backboard, and almost hits Minchan in the head.
Minchan Hong:
Hey! I just recovered from my last sports-related injury!
Hoyoung Bae:
Sorry, I’m not very good at this.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Why don’t you make a team with me then, Hoyoung? Yongseung and Minchan can be on the other team.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Don’t worry, I’ll take it really easy. I promise. Let’s just have fun.
Kangmin Yoo:
As they start discussing the rules, Yeonho taps me on the shoulder.
Yeonho Ju:
Ya, Kangmin, wanna place some bets on their game?
Kangmin Yoo:
What would we bet? I’m not sure what I even have…
Yeonho Ju:
Hmm… You have your body, don’t you? Why don’t you be my dog for a day? Do as I say, bring me things…
Kangmin Yoo:
Isn’t that a little too much?
Yeonho Ju:
Think of it this way—if I lose, you’ll get the same thing from me. So, what do you say? Is that not enough for you to want to play?
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I guess it’s fine… I’ll bet.
Yeonho Ju:
Great! Hope you’re prepared to be my puppy! Of course, I’ll call you Kang-aji!
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t really have much of a desire to boss someone older than me around for a day, but I find it too hard to say no to Yeonho when he’s smiling prettily at me like that. Whether I win or lose, it’ll be another memory made here, like Yeonho said earlier.
Yeonho Ju:
Since you seem like a newbie, I’ll let you place your bet first.
Kangmin Yoo:
I think… I’ll go with Gyehyeon’s team. Even if there’s an inexperienced player on his team, he’s still the Ultimate Athlete.
Yeonho Ju:
Ah, a safe bet—not a bad decision. Then I’ll have to go with the underdogs—they have height which is important, and Yongseung is surprisingly competitive. He’ll be one to take this match seriously.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon, seriously, go easy on us.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ll play with only my left hand if that makes you feel better.
Minchan Hong:
Aren’t you ambidextrous?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Then which do you want me to use, left or right? It’s your pick.
Minchan Hong:
Whichever one you’re less comfortable with!
Kangmin Yoo:
After settling the handicap, they start playing, and the ball is soon being dribbled by Yongseung as he travels. Gyehyeon waits a moment to give him a head start before following him. Yongseung passes to Minchan, but Hoyoung steals the ball before he can grab it and moves away with surprising skill before passing to Gyehyeon.
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon easily catches the ball and closes his eyes before shooting with his left hand behind his back. Despite the handicaps and the distance, the ball gets really close to the net, but the trajectory seems to be off. I expect it to miss, but then Hoyoung suddenly jumps up and grabs the ball, alley-ooping it into the net!
Minchan Hong:
—!
Yeonho Ju:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
… He was hustling us.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, is that what it's called? A hustle?
Minchan Hong:
Ya, it’s not a hustle if he didn’t place money on it… We’re just playing for fun, right?
Kangmin Yoo:
They might be playing for fun, but I do have a little at stake, so this setup is turning out beneficial for me. After a close match, Gyehyeon’s team wins at 15 points, having a 4 point lead.
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s over already?
Yeonho Ju:
… Hey, Kangmin. Double or nothing.
Kangmin Yoo:
You want to bet some more…? I don’t really want to risk it when I already won…
Yeonho Ju:
Then I’ll be your literal footstool for two days if I lose again. And I’ll pick the riskier option this time too.
Kangmin Yoo:
Um, if you say so…
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung, why don’t you use your full power and play against the three of us now?
Gyehyeon Jo:
… Are you talking to me? I’m younger than you.
Hoyoung Bae:
O-oh, are you?
Minchan Hong:
Don’t let him use his WHOLE-ASS power. Gyehyeon, you can keep your eyes open when you shoot this time, but only use your left hand. How about that?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Sounds good. You guys might beat me.
Minchan Hong:
Yeah, right…
Yeonho Ju:
No matter how well the three of them do, it’ll be hard to beat the Ultimate Athlete. But I believe in them!
Yeonho Ju:
Guys, win this thing!
Yongseung Kim:
I-I’ll try…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Why are you rooting for them and not me…?
Yeonho Ju:
Because—!
Kangmin Yoo:
You really want me to serve you for a day, huh?
Yeonho Ju:
N-not really, I just… I want to win! It’s best to take big risks to get a big payoff!
Yongseung Kim:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Then let’s win!
Kangmin Yoo:
The trio starts the game with team spirit, but it’s soon apparent that Gyehyeon is too fast for any of them. Even with one hand, he’s skilled at dribbling the ball away from their grasps, and hardly ever hesitates before making moves. Not only that, but he can score seemingly at any distance. Gyehyeon soon has a huge lead.
Yeonho Ju:
Ya—! Hyung, is this because I didn’t bet on you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Did you want me to throw the game for you? Heheh.
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon easily ends their second game, and Yeonho turns to me looking distressed.
Yeonho Ju:
Kangmin… One more. I’ll serve you for a week—
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t want that—
Yeonho Ju:
If I win, you just forgive my debt!
Kangmin Yoo:
We don’t have to carry out the punishment if you really don’t want to.
Yeonho Ju:
That’d be great, but I want to feel the success of earning the freedom myself. Let me have the satisfaction!
Kangmin Yoo:
Ah, okay… Th-then why don’t you choose your bet this time?
Yeonho Ju:
Gyehyeoni hyung! Use every handicap this time to make it even, but win this for me!
Kangmin Yoo:
The third match starts, and while the trio get a good lead, Gyehyeon quickly gets used to working with the handicaps. I breathe a sigh of relief as Gyehyeon closely beats out the other team.
Kangmin Yoo:
There, your debt is forgiven, Yeonho.
Yeonho Ju:
… Let’s go again.
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh?
Yeonho Ju:
Since I finally broke even, there’s no reason why I shouldn’t keep going until I win something.
Kangmin Yoo:
… A-are you serious?
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t understand how Yeonho isn’t tired of this yet. He almost had a major loss, but he still wants to keep betting. Fortunately, Minchan interrupts our conversation.
Minchan Hong:
Think I’m done playing for the day. I’ve had enough of being living proof that height doesn’t equal sporting talent.
Dongheon Lee:
Fine by me. I’ve already got plenty of cool action shots.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ll probably do some thorough stretching after this. It was a great workout.
Yongseung Kim:
… He’s hardly broken a sweat.
Kangmin Yoo:
After that, we go our separate ways for the day. I have a few hours to myself, ending off my alone time with a nice walk along the beach. It isn’t until now that I again consider what we talked about this morning. We had such a great couple of days, but rather than thinking Jelpi has given up, I can’t help but feel like the danger is coming in closer, like we’re due for something.
Kangmin Yoo:
… I have a bad feeling. Why can’t I shake it?
Kangmin Yoo:
I spend one more minute watching the ocean as the setting sun casts shades of contrasting orange onto the blue waves before I make my way to the cafeteria for dinner.
I’m surprised to find all of the others here at the same time despite us not matching up our schedules. I can’t help but smile at the sight of everyone together, but as I turn to get food, an announcement chime followed by a horrible voice over the cafeteria’s speakers floods the room.
Ding dong bing bong.
Jelpi:
Everyone, I have an announcement to make!
Kangmin Yoo:
We’re frozen in place as we try to piece together what this could be about, but the sound of the cafeteria monitor’s motors whirring as it turns to face us captures our full attention. On the screen, Jelpi appears.
Jelpi:
Have you all been keeping track of Hope Fragments? If you have, you’d know the total amount earned up to this point is 7!
Jelpi:
Each of you have had a hand in earning two each! That’s something to celebrate~!
Jelpi:
However… progress is much slower than I had hoped. If it’s this hard now, imagine how hard it will be when—
Kangmin Yoo:
Suddenly, the feed cuts out to static for a few seconds before Jelpi appears on screen again.
Jelpi:
—spoils the bunch.
Jelpi:
… Ah, did the stream stop just then? I must be in trouble for saying something I shouldn’t have.
Kangmin Yoo:
We all exchange looks, not understanding what’s going on. Is more than one person involved than just whoever’s behind Jelpi?
Jelpi:
But my approach was never to just wait around, being afraid of what will happen when an issue arises. Of course—I take action to nip it right in the butt!
Jelpi:
Yeonho. Please see me in the center plaza.
Kangmin Yoo:
The screen abruptly switches off, and we’re all sitting in silence, trying to comprehend what any of this means.
Yeonho Ju:
Wh— Why does she want just me…?
Kangmin Yoo:
He looks around for someone’s take on the matter, but no one speaks up. Probably like me, everyone thought Jelpi only calls duos together in an effort to earn a fragment, aside from the bomb incident which was meant for all of us to work together. So what could she want with just Yeonho?
Minchan Hong:
… Isn’t the saying “nip it in the bud?” Did anyone else hear her say “nip it in the butt?”
Yeonho Ju:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
Hopefully she’s just stupid…?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t stop the worry that I feel for Yeonho from arising. Everyone’s unstable emotions are obvious, and I can feel them intensifying my own. Looking at Yeonho’s face, I can’t even imagine the level of anxiety he’s feeling now.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m coming with you. She didn’t say you had to go alone.
Yongseung Kim:
I’m going too.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
The three of them get up, and as they head out, I hear Yeonho whisper “What do I do?” to Yongseung, who responds with, “I-I don’t know… I’m sorry,” before they head out the door.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I can’t stay here.
Minchan Hong:
… Neither can I. It’s more scary not knowing what’s going to happen to him than it would be to witness it myself.
Kangmin Yoo:
We all move to catch up with the others, joining them as we approach the main plaza. In front of the statue in the center are three pedestals with a small, identical, ornate wooden box on each one. There’s a single wooden chair facing the pedestals placed five feet away from them.
Jelpi:
Yeonho, sit that hot butt right down.
Kangmin Yoo:
After taking his time to observe the suspiciously normal wooden chair, Yeonho finally sits down with unease.
Jelpi:
Everyone else, please stay back! This is all for Yeonho alone.
Kangmin Yoo:
We all awkwardly linger triple the distance away from the pedestals as we watch.
Jelpi:
Yeonho…
Yeonho Ju:
…
Jelpi:
… I’ve decided to let you go.
Yeonho Ju:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
No way… Did she really give up…?
Jelpi:
I know you fancy a little gambling… So if you can win at this game, I’ll let you go…
Jelpi:
In front of you are three music boxes. Two of them have a figure of a jellyfish inside, and one of them is a figure of a dancer. If you select the box with the dancer, I will let you off of the island, no catch, no other conditions.
Yeonho Ju:
—!
Hoyoung Bae:
I-is she lying? Is this real…?
Minchan Hong:
Th-this sounds too good to be true…
Kangmin Yoo:
We whisper amongst ourselves at the offer, quieting down immediately when Jelpi speaks again.
Jelpi:
If you choose the wrong one…
Yeonho Ju:
…
Jelpi:
… You will stay here as planned.
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s no reason not to play—we’re already stuck here regardless.
Jelpi:
If you agree to these terms, go ahead and choose one of these boxes from your seat.
Kangmin Yoo:
We’re silent as we wait for Yeonho’s decision. While he has nothing to lose, he has everything to win. His choice will mean a better fate for himself—this could be the most important decision he makes in his life.
Yeonho Ju:
I choose… the one on the left.
Jelpi:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi moves over to the right pedestal on the opposite end and flicks open the lid of the box that rests on top of it, revealing… a spinning jellyfish. Yeonho, and seemingly the rest of us, breathe a sigh of relief as the music box plays a haunting tune that ends after a few seconds.
Jelpi:
The right box being eliminated… will you change your answer?
Yeonho Ju:
… Yes. I choose the box in the center.
Jelpi:
… Interesting.
Kangmin Yoo:
He switched his answer! Before I can understand why he bothered doing so, Yongseung hums in realization, turning our attention to him. He explains in a hushed tone.
Yongseung Kim:
The Monty Hall problem.
Gyehyeon Jo:
The what?
Yongseung Kim:
This is the Monty Hall problem, and Yeonho is using the correct strategy. In a game like this, if the host eliminates one wrong option and asks if you want to switch, it’s always beneficial to do so.
Yongseung Kim:
At the game’s start, there is a one in three chance you’ll pick the prize, meaning you’re more likely to pick the wrong answer. The host always eliminates the other wrong choice, so it’s likely that if you switch, there’s a better chance you’ll win.
Kangmin Yoo:
We watch as Jelpi moves behind the two remaining boxes. Her tendrils rest atop the lids for a couple agonizing seconds before she quickly flips them open—!
Yeonho Ju:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
The left box contains a figure of a jellyfish, and the right—a little painted dancer!
Yeonho Ju:
Ah~ Better than any loot box I’ve ever opened…
Jelpi:
I guess that’s settled, then… Yeonho, you’re officially let off the island.
Yeonho Ju:
I really did it—?!
Jelpi:
… Unless, you’d like to play one more game to make the prize a little more interesting.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Wh-what’s on the line? I assume you wouldn’t let me go if I lose this time, right? What do I have to gain?
Jelpi:
If you get this next one right, I’ll let you leave… and take a friend with you.
Minchan Hong:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
I can’t believe it…
Hoyoung Bae:
But who would he take with him?
Kangmin Yoo:
We look around at each other, and my eyes land on Gyehyeon and Yongseung, who Yeonho seems closest with. I can only imagine he’d take one of them, but to just leave the other seems sad…
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin should go.
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
He’s the youngest. It’s only right to let him leave first.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yes, it has to be him!
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho! Take Kangmin with you!
Kangmin Yoo:
Minchan shouts to tell Yeonho their decision. When he looks over, he notices Gyehyeon and Yongseung nodding in approval. Yeonho lifts a hand to show us an okay gesture before turning back to Jelpi.
Yeonho Ju:
I’ll take Kangmin then.
Jelpi:
So you’ll play? Though before you answer that, I have to mention…
Jelpi:
If you pick the wrong answer, neither of you may leave, of course… And you, Yeonho, will be executed.
Yeonho Ju:
—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
—!
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung, what you said about the Monty Hall problem—shouldn’t he be okay—?
Yongseung Kim:
Even with this strategy… Of course, he can still lose.
Minchan Hong:
I mean, would you risk your life on a 2/3rd’s chance? Just a 66.6% chance that you’ll live?
Kangmin Yoo:
We wait for Yeonho’s response, all believing that there’s no way he would or should take Jelpi’s offer—not when he’s already guaranteed a way off of this island if he declines!
Yeonho Ju:
… I’m in.
Kangmin Yoo:
Wh-what…?
Jelpi:
Of course you are. Now that you agreed to it, you cannot back out.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho, how could you…?
Jelpi:
Since this is one of the most important decisions you’ll ever have to make, I will give you one night to contemplate your situation. By sunrise, I will have shuffled the music boxes while everyone was in their cabins.
Jelpi:
Until we can gather tomorrow morning, it’s important that you know some rules: the box mustn't be tampered with by anyone—meaning no touching them and no moving them from their pedestals! And do not cross this line!
Kangmin Yoo:
In front of Yeonho’s chair is a line of white chalk that circles around the three pedestals.
Jelpi:
Follow these rules if you or anyone else wishes to still be alive tomorrow. Though… there’s still a chance one of you won’t end up alive anyway, haha!
Jelpi:
Now everyone, rest up, and leave me be!
Kangmin Yoo:
The walk to our cabins is silent. All of us clearly worried, we follow Yeonho to the outside of his cabin, not knowing what to say to him but wanting to help—though there is nothing we can do. Still, we accompany him on his walk back in case this is our last night seeing him.
I open his cabin door for him, and as he steps inside, I only manage to say one thing.
Kangmin Yoo:
Why…? Why do this?
Yeonho Ju:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
With sad eyes that contradict his smile, Yeonho just looks at me before disappearing into his cabin.
Gyehyeon Jo:
He really is a great guy. Risking it all for the chance to get someone else off of the island…
Yongseung Kim:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung-a, what are you thinking? You look like you have something to say.
Yongseung Kim:
Ever since Yeonho asked me if I could predict lottery numbers, I’ve been suspicious of Yeonho’s fixation with gambling. This isn’t entirely as simple as him making a heroic sacrifice.
Gyehyeon Jo:
What are you trying to say? It was the right choice to make, wasn’t it? It makes him braver than any of us.
Yongseung Kim:
I… wouldn’t say it was objectively the best choice… Wouldn't it make sense to get off of this island alone, get help, and then come back for the rest of us?
Gyehyeon Jo:
—!
Yongseung Kim:
I’m worried Yeonho couldn’t say no to this because he has a problem… And if that’s the case…
Yongseung Kim:
If Yeonho survives this next round and Jelpi offers an even riskier bet afterwards, will he still take it? That’s what worries me… I don’t want Jelpi to take advantage of him because of an addiction that he can’t help.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung’s heavy words somehow seem to bring us lower than we were before.
Minchan Hong:
Jesus, man, do you always have to make us feel worse?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Dongheon Lee:
He’s just worried, that’s all.
Hoyoung Bae:
Minchan’s just saying there’s no use in panicking about what we can’t control. Isn’t it better to have good morale in times like this?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Morale won’t guarantee Yeonho’s safety…
Kangmin Yoo:
Everyone’s starting to fight, but none of this is helping the situation!
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m going to bed.
Kangmin Yoo:
I announce this loudly, as I’m suddenly feeling very tired, beating out the sensation of hunger from my skipped meal. The others look at me and then amongst themselves before agreeing to head to bed too. None of us say a goodbye; we just trudge back to our cabins.
Kangmin Yoo:
Inside, I don’t bother getting undressed, only managing to bring myself over to flop down on my bed before I fall asleep.
*
Why are you still looking at me like that? If you’re suffering so much, then just die… You understand me? Just die!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I wake with a start again, my heart beating out of my chest. Looking around the room, everything is as I left it. The clock on the wall tells me that half of the night is already over.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I look out the window, considering that Jelpi has probably already shuffled the music boxes by now… Staring at the bright moon, I imagine it will easily light a path to the main plaza…
Kangmin Yoo:
…—
Kangmin Yoo:
Before I can really be sure about what I’m doing, I get up out of bed and head outside. On my way to the bathrooms, my eye catches sight of the surveillance cameras on the poles. They seem to be stationary at night, so when I’m out of range of one, I make a sharp turn and follow around the side of a building.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m watching for more cameras, trying to move around their line of sight until I finally find myself at the plaza and see the music boxes shut with Jelpi nowhere in sight. They’re there—left unattended.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I remind myself of the rules in case I’m caught here. No touching, no knocking them over, no crossing the line. I follow the chalk line with my eyes before I settle on some shrubbery under a tall tree in the distance. Getting closer, I’m on the lookout for something to use.
Kangmin Yoo:
I quickly spot a fallen tree branch, a few feet long, and I pick it up. Approaching the music boxes again, I make sure to stay behind the chalk line, but reach as far as I can out.
I strain until I finally hook the tip of the stick underneath the left box’s lid and lift it slightly.
Ding dingily ding—
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I quickly drop the lid, not wanting the music to be heard, but I definitely saw a jellyfish in there before it closed! I once again consider that I’m not touching the box—a stick is touching the box. I go to reach for the box on the right end from the other side and also see a bit of jellyfish under the lid. These boxes weren’t shuffled at all—they’re in the same places! Unless they’re all jellyfish…
I’m finding the middle box harder to reach, but I stretch and stretch until I lift the lid—
Dingily ding—
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
After briefly spotting the dancer, I drop the stick as it slips out of my hands. I’m thankful it didn’t move the box, but I strain myself trying to pick the evidence back up. Once the stick is in my hands again, I consider my options.
I could tell Yeonho the middle box is the answer, but what if Jelpi didn’t shuffle them yet? Then they’ll be in different positions by morning and I’ll have doomed Yeonho. I have no choice but to mark the box myself. I should have grabbed a marker or something before I left my cabin, but it’s too late—I don’t want to waste time when every second I’m out is even riskier.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Still gripping the stick in one hand, I raise my other and stare at the bandaged cut on my palm that I got from falling on broken glass the other day. I’m surprised at my lack of hesitation when the idea pops into my head and I act on it immediately—
Kangmin Yoo:
Nngh—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I stab the tip of the stick into my wound, successfully reopening it. When blood starts pooling through my bandage, I dip the end of the stick into it.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hahh…
Kangmin Yoo:
What am I doing? Honestly, what am I doing…? I try to breathe deeply to calm myself after experiencing that pain. All I know is that I’m filled with motivation like never before—I can hardly think through my actions. I know what needs to be done, so I do it.
Kangmin Yoo:
I reach the stick out using my good hand and barely reach the middle music box again. I manage to poke the bottom corner and stain the wood my color. It’s subtle, and will definitely be more so when it dries, but it’s still noticeable enough to stand out from the others if you know what to look for.
Kangmin Yoo:
My mission being done, I throw the stick into the shrubbery and head back towards the bathrooms, making sure I’m not caught by the cameras. Once I’m inside, I’m hesitant to leave. If I’m going to tell Yeonho about what I did, it has to be in here—where there aren’t any listening devices nor cameras.
Creeaak—
Kangmin Yoo:
I jump as the door opens. It’s Yeonho! I don’t waste time, as I don’t want to be suspicious of spending too much time with him here.
Yeonho Ju:
Kang—?
Kangmin Yoo:
He stops, eyes wide, and I realize he’s looking down at my wounded hand. There’s no time!
Kangmin Yoo:
I marked the box with the dancer—the bottom corner.
Yeonho Ju:
—?
Kangmin Yoo:
With that, I leave, making my way to my cabin.
Did I do it? Did I save Yeonho and get away with it? I’ll only be able to tell tomorrow…
Kangmin Yoo:
With that hopeful thought in my head, the last thing I feel is the nagging pain in my palm and tiredness taking over as my head hits my pillow.
*
I can’t take it—! AHHHH—!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Waking up hours later, everything is normal aside from the few drops of dried blood from my hand that had stained the sheets in the night.
Quickly peaking outside, everything in the morning light looks calm as well, only the greenery moving with the gentle breeze. But this peacefulness is ruined when Jelpi’s voice is blared from the speakers outside.
Jelpi:
Yeonho, it’s time! Come down to the plaza to make your final decision!
Kangmin Yoo:
We're all gathered outside as quickly as possible. Everyone staring at Yeonho, the mood is like we're seeing him for the last time, trying to remember him as he is—whether he makes it off of the island after his decision or… we lose him in a different way.
But I'm not worried. I know I did what I could. As long as nothing goes wrong, we'll make it.
Yeonho Ju:
Are you okay? You look tired, did you sleep at all?
Yongseung Kim:
Did I sleep? Yeonho… Who cares if I slept?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I slept. Should I not have? I'm worried too, you know…
Yeonho Ju:
You do you, hyung. I know you're worried about me, you don't have to prove it.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeonho wears a brave face as we arrive at the plaza once again. He leaves us behind to close the distance between himself and the wooden chair. He hesitates, and I can see why—there's a few metal cuffs and wires attached to the chair that weren't there before.
Jelpi:
Go on, sit down!
Yeonho Ju:
I don't have to put these cuffs on, do I?
Jelpi:
Not if you’re good~ Go on, then!
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeonho takes a seat while I squint to check out the middle music box. I can't see my mark from here! Did she move the boxes, or am I just too far away?
Jelpi:
Yeonho, choose your box.
Yeonho Ju:
The box on the left.
Jelpi:
My left or your left?
Yeonho Ju:
…
Jelpi:
Okay, okay, I get what you mean! Just messing with you one last time!
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi slowly wraps a tendril around the middle box before inching the lid open to finally reveal a jellyfish.
She switched them… Good thing I marked the correct one. I clench my hands out of nervousness, ignoring the aching pain from my injured one. Suddenly, my good hand is lifted, and my fist is gently unfurled.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Hoyoung links our fingers together as we watch the game, and it's something more comforting than I could have imagined at a time like this.
Jelpi:
Yeonho. Now that the middle box has been eliminated, will you switch your box?
Yeonho Ju:
… No.
Yongseung Kim:
—!
Minchan Hong:
Wh-what is he doing?
Dongheon Lee:
He's not throwing the game, is he?
Jelpi:
Can I ask for your reasoning?
Yeonho Ju:
Do I need to tell you that?
Jelpi:
It's just that everyone over yonder looks so curious. Don't you owe your friends an explanation before you make a poor decision on purpose?
Yeonho Ju:
It's just the box I'm picking. Either one could have the dancer.
Jelpi:
It’s true, but both you and I know that the answer is more likely the other box…
Yeonho Ju:
Why would that be the case?
Jelpi:
Pretending you don't know…
Yeonho Ju:
…?
Jelpi:
Are you set on picking this box because, perhaps… This is the one Kangmin told you to pick?
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Gyehyeon Jo:
—?
Hoyoung Bae:
What does she mean? Why would you know which one to pick?
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I…
Kangmin Yoo:
I can't bring myself to say what I did. Even though I made sure I wasn't technically breaking any of the rules, it still feels like cheating. But what other choice did I have? To just leave Yeonho's life up to chance?
Jelpi:
You were gone from your cabin for an awfully long time last night, Kangmin.
Kangmin Yoo:
I was in the bathroom, I wasn't feeling well.
Jelpi:
Were you not feeling well because of that injury?
Kangmin Yoo:
I subtly hide my injured hand behind my back, but Hoyoung grabs my wrist, lifting it up and revealing to everyone the old bandages soaked with new blood.
Dongheon Lee:
Your cut reopened? How?
Jelpi:
I saw what he did with my own eyes! Honestly, Kangmin's behavior scared me, but I couldn't look away! I was too horrified to stop him!
Jelpi:
He brazenly tampered with the music boxes, even going as far as to hurt himself! The lengths he would go to help a friend…! It was so scary!
Kangmin Yoo:
Everyone's eyes are on me. I don't see why the way I helped matters—of course Yeonho's life was worth it!
Kangmin Yoo:
You said I tampered with the box, but I didn't touch it or knock it over like you specified.
Jelpi:
What you did counts as tampering even if I didn't specifically define it as such!
Jelpi:
Tamper, meaning: to adjust, modify, interfere. Were you not interfering with the game by modifying the box and adjusting Yeonho's bias for which to pick?
Kangmin Yoo:
No…! I wasn't—!
Jelpi:
Our game is ruined now because of Kangmin! What do you suppose we do about it, Yeonho?
Yeonho Ju:
I—
Jelpi:
He obviously needs to be punished! Since your life was on the line, should I just take his life instead?
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Jelpi:
If you agree, your first bet will be valid, and we can just pretend this second one never happened.
Yeonho Ju:
I can’t do that! He was just trying to help me!
Jelpi:
… You know why he really tried to help you, right? After hearing you’d take him with you, Kangmin wanted to get off of the island so bad that he was willing to do anything. Do you really think you were a factor in his decision to cheat?
Yeonho Ju:
—?!
Kangmin Yoo:
That’s not true—!
Jelpi:
Really? How can he trust your word? How about we settle this with one last game? A game of trust.
Jelpi:
It’s time to bring ‘em in~!
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi takes out a sort of remote and hits a big button on it, pointing the antenna to the sky. Our eyes are drawn upward, and we see a blimp passing by overhead. Suddenly, something starts falling from it before a large parachute comes out.
Teal Jelpi:
…
Dark Blue Jelpi:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Two blue Jelpi copies share the parachute while holding onto what looks like another wooden chair as they float down. Jelpi continues speaking once they reach the ground.
Jelpi:
Our first contestant is Yeonho! He’s someone who just can’t keep himself from the thrill of the gamble! But he isn’t exactly an innocent fool—it’s his greed that keeps him on this path. To him, winning once isn’t nearly enough!
Teal Jelpi:
…
Yeonho Ju:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
The teal Jelpi suddenly locks the cuffs on Yeonho’s chair, restraining his arms and legs, before strapping him in across the waist. While I watch this in horror, I hadn’t noticed the dark blue Jelpi come over before it grabs and leads me to the identical chair they brought down.
Dark Blue Jelpi:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
N-no— Wait—!
Jelpi:
And then there’s Kangmin, who cheats to get what he wants! And what he wants is to earn his freedom at any cost, wanting so badly to leave the rest of you all behind on this island! Can these two contestants trust each other?
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m soon pushed into the chair and strapped in the same way, facing Yeonho the whole time.
Hoyoung Bae:
What is she going to do to them?
Gyehyeon Jo:
We won’t find out—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon takes a step forward to start closing the distance between himself and this display, but Dongheon grabs his wrist and Minchan puts a hand on his shoulder at the same time before pointing to the surveillance cameras that slowly turn towards them.
Minchan Hong:
Jelpi is the one with the weapons. Let’s not do anything rash right now.
Kangmin Yoo:
With the teal Jelpi in front of Yeonho and the dark blue one in front of me, the two Jelpi grab a hold of wires from our chairs in their two tendrils and just stare at us. I stare back at the labeled buttons on its face.
Jelpi:
Fellas, in front of you are two choices. One is labeled ‘leave’ and the other is ‘stay.’ If one of you presses the leave button and the other picks stay, the one who picked leave will be let off of the island. The other… will be slowly and painfully executed.
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t help but squirm in my chair as my fear peaks. Executed? What are they going to do—?
Dongheon Lee:
What we saw the Jelpi copy do when we played dodgeball—it can’t be that—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Dammit. It is, isn’t it?! Electric chairs?!
Yeonho Ju:
Huh?!
Kangmin Yoo:
What are they saying? Are these Jelpi copies really going to electrocute us?!
Jelpi:
Don’t worry~! If both of you simply hit the ‘stay’ button, neither of you will be punished, and you will both continue your stay on the island as you were. However, if you both choose ‘leave,’ sparks will really be flying as you will both die a quick but breathtaking death!~!
Yongseung Kim:
… The prisoner’s dilemma.
Yongseung Kim:
They can cooperate to get a lesser mutual benefit—continuing to live—or betray each other to get a greater reward—their lone freedom—at the other’s expense. This is normally a game of trust, but at this level… it’s just sick.
Hoyoung Bae:
They wouldn’t choose to leave, though. They’re not like that—
Yongseung Kim:
… We don’t know that. We’ve only known each other for a little over a week. While I don’t believe they’d do anything wrong…
Dongheon Lee:
That’s why Jelpi cast suspicion on each of them before they started—
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m focusing on the other’s chatter, while Yeonho seems completely preoccupied with trying to free his limbs from the restraints. This is about trust, like Yongseung said. I just need to get Yeonho to believe in me!
Jelpi:
You have three minutes. Once time is up, one cuff will be released for you to make your choice. Your time starts… now.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeonho, listen to me, please! I wasn’t only thinking of myself—! The fact that I would get off of the island if you won didn’t even cross my mind! And I wouldn’t leave at your expense— I-I’m not that kind of person—!
Yeonho Ju:
You’re not…?
Jelpi:
See, we don't truly know what kind of person Kangmin is or anything about his past—and neither does Kangmin himself! Unless... Who's to say he hasn't just been pretending to have amnesia this whole time?!
Yeonho Ju:
Right… Why would Kangmin be the only one of us to forget his whole life…? It doesn’t add up…
Kangmin Yoo:
I don't know why, but Jelpi caused that! This is not you versus me, this is us against her! Don't fall for what she says!
Yeonho Ju:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeonho's eyes flick down to my hand. I hadn't noticed how tightly I've been clenching my palm in fear, and the aching starts to make me tear up.
Yeonho Ju:
Kangmin, does that hurt?
Jelpi:
You feel sorry for Kangmin, is that it? But he chose to do that to himself when he plunged the end of a sharp stick right into his tender skin! Don’t give the cheater any sympathy!
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeonho winces at the description, and I turn my palm over to hide the blood soaked bandages.
Kangmin Yoo:
I had to… What would have happened to him if I didn't…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeonho… I really did just want to help. I'm going to hit the stay button when time is up so my efforts weren't for nothing. I can trust you'll do the same, right?
Yeonho Ju:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I know you're a really nice guy. You've already put yourself in danger for other people's sake, including mine.
Jelpi:
Hahaha! You think he agreed to that last gamble to save someone else on this island? No, he just loves to feel the rush! He loves to win with everything on the line!
Jelpi:
Kangmin, you don't even know his history, not fully. This guy was on the brink of ruining his life—loot box after loot box, bet after bet—doing anything to earn money just to lose it all immediately in a gamble.
Yeonho Ju:
… That doesn't tell you what kind of person I am. You think I'd ruin someone else's life given the chance? Just because I'd do it to myself…
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Jelpi:
Ooooh good strategy, Yeonho! Act as if you wouldn't make your life better at the expense of others!
Yeonho Ju:
I-I wouldn't! What are you even talking about? You don't know anything about me!
Jelpi:
Is that what you think? There's one minute left, boys. Will you betray each other for freedom?
Kangmin Yoo:
I won’t. Yeonho, you can trust me. I trust you.
Yeonho Ju:
I-I trust you too. Staying is the right thing to do, isn’t it?
Yeonho Ju:
But… Leaving is the smarter option.
Kangmin Yoo:
H-huh? Why would you say that…?
Yeonho Ju:
Our lives are at stake with either option. But with leaving, your death won’t be as horrible, and the prize is even greater. It’s risky but…
Yeonho Ju:
N-nevermind. I was just weighing the options from a betting standpoint. I’ve already decided to stay.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Why would Yeonho bring this up? Leaving isn’t worth someone’s life! He acts like he knows that, but he took the time to consider the risks anyway…
Wait a second—! Yeonho loves a risky bet! Could it be that he can’t help but choose to leave for a bigger reward? Is he just hiding his true intentions from me?
Yeonho Ju:
Kangmin, are you okay?
Jelpi:
Of course he isn’t! He doesn’t trust your word, just look at his face!
Kangmin Yoo:
I want to disagree with Jelpi, but… I can’t. Why would Yeonho tell me that leaving is the better option? Is it because that's what he’s going to pick? Should I choose to leave too to minimize how much pain I’ll have to experience before dying? But what if my suspicion of him is misguided? Then would I end up killing him?
Jelpi:
It's nearly time… Get ready!
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi starts counting down. At five, my heart starts pounding. At four, our single arm cuff clicks as it's unlatched. At three, my trembling hand hovers over the two options. At two, I sneak a look at Yeonho before time runs out, noticing he's looking back at me with an unreadable expression. I can’t shake the feeling that he has a hidden intention…
Kangmin Yoo:
Like he said, choosing to leave would be the more rewarding and less painful option but… I can’t do that to him. Yeonho is the one who gave me a new hope for myself. I’ve felt like an incomplete person without my memories, but he made me believe that being with everyone here is enough to complete me. I’m thankful for the time I spent with Yeonho, and I want the best for him, no matter what happens to me. Even if it means I die here, I want Yeonho to live!
Jelpi:
One, and… CHOOSE—!
Click.
Kangmin Yoo:
—
Kangmin Yoo:
I feel…!
… Nothing? I-I’m alive?
Ding.
Kangmin Yoo:
Wh-what was that noise?
Jelpi:
… Your e-Handbooks.
Kangmin Yoo:
Our—?
Jelpi:
Congratulations, boys. You're both staying here a while longer. And you've earned a Hope Fragment together~!
Kangmin Yoo:
We did?!
Yeonho Ju:
You chose to stay afterall, huh?
Kangmin Yoo:
You didn’t think I would?
Yeonho Ju:
I believed you the first time, but… I was hoping you’d take my advice to heart.
Kangmin Yoo:
Advice? Y-you mean when you told me picking leave was a better option? Why did you even say that? What if I really chose to leave and you died horribly?
Yeonho Ju:
I thought that if I explained which option would benefit you more, you might’ve chosen to leave. And… I was sort of counting on you doing that.
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Yeonho Ju:
If I at least helped you get off the island, I'd be okay with my life up to this point.
Yeonho Ju:
I feel sorry that I didn't act more subtle when choosing a box. Jelpi knows you tampered with the boxes but didn't have proof that you told me. Me not using the best strategy made it more obvious.
Yeonho Ju:
I slipped up and ruined your chance to get off the island. I felt bad, so I was gambling on you choosing to leave.
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t believe Yeonho would do that for me. I’m speechless that he even chose to stay in the first place. I’m sure Yeonho, like the others, would have had a harder time with that decision, as he was given a chance to end this nightmare early so that he can go home to his family and continue his life. But for me… I know nothing but my life on the island, and I have no one but the people here, so it wasn’t hard to choose to stay. Compared to me, Yeonho really is a great guy.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Yeonho Ju:
But, hey, we're both still here. It's great to be alive. From now on, I'm going to spend most of my time doing calm, low-risk activities, like touching grass or something.
Minchan Hong:
… Where, in Minecraft?
Yeonho Ju:
I heard that!
Jelpi:
Well, looks like I don’t gotta roast your hineys anymore! Go on, get outta here!
Kangmin Yoo:
The cuffs and chair straps are undone by the Jelpi copies, letting me and Yeonho out. Once we're standing on our feet, the others run over to us.
Minchan Hong:
I’m sure glad you guys made it out of that one!
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Uh, Yongseung-a, you look mad.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s because I am.
Yeonho Ju:
Not at me though… right?
Yongseung Kim:
At you, yes. Why would you sabotage your own chances like that? Don’t ever sacrifice yourself for anyone.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeonho was being completely selfless. How could you find fault in that?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s a weird tension between the two from disagreeing over their mutual friend’s decision. I’m not sure there’s anything I could do to help since I’m not close with either of them… Thankfully, the conversation is dropped as my close hyungs speak to me.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin-a, how’s your hand??
Hoyoung Bae:
Why didn’t you take care of it earlier? You had a whole plan but you didn’t think to clean yourself up afterwards?
Kangmin Yoo:
It was all incredibly spontaneous… I wouldn’t even call it a plan.
Kangmin Yoo:
A sudden growling of my stomach reminds me that I haven’t eaten since noon yesterday. Yeonho’s laughter surprises me, and so does the arm he wraps around my shoulder.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Let’s fix you up and get some food!
Kangmin Yoo:
The group splits up, Gyehyeon and Minchan heading right to the cafeteria, Hoyoung and Yongseung accompanying us. Hoyoung’s probably worried about me, and knowing how close Yongseung and Yeonho have quickly gotten, I’m sure he’s sticking around for him. But… why is Dongheon here? He catches me looking at him and glances away.
Dongheon Lee:
I just want to make sure you’re okay. It’s my fault you have that cut in the first place…
Hoyoung Bae:
Aww, how sweet of you.
Dongheon Lee:
It’s not that sweet… I’m just most liable…
Kangmin Yoo:
As those three walk ahead of us, Dongheon moves over so that Yongseung is between him and Hoyoung. I’m amused watching whatever sort of strange dynamic is happening in front of me: Hoyoung scanning Dongheon, looking like he wants to say something, Dongheon ignoring the other two as if he’s walking alone, and Yongseung who looks uncomfortable having to be in the midst of this tension. I’m so busy watching this that I’m surprised when Yeonho starts talking to me.
Yeonho Ju:
Jelpi’s right…
Kangmin Yoo:
She’s right?
Yeonho Ju:
I don’t know anything about your past…
Yeonho Ju:
But I know who you are today. And that’s what really matters.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
My heart skips a beat, and I can’t manage to look away from Yeonho’s pretty face. Since I got here, Yeonho has always seemed like an entertainer—upbeat and amusing. But getting to know him, he’s also made me feel calm and more content with my situation than before. His personality reminds me of a capybara—he’s outgoing but also very easygoing—I could probably kiss him and face no consequences.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung~!
Kangmin Yoo:
I turn to face him and plant a kiss on his cheek before he can react.
Yeonho Ju:
…?
Yeonho Ju:
What was that for?
Kangmin Yoo:
For giving me hope in a place that’s hard to have any at all.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung… Thank you.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
The look of Yeonho’s smile as he ruffles my hair has me going through the rest of the day feeling light, as if we weren't just put in a life-threatening situation this morning. This feeling follows me to bed, and this time, I don’t hear those strange words in my sleep…
Kangmin Yoo:
Instead, I see something. A deep blue covers my vision, blocking out the light for just a moment as it passes by. Under its embrace, the aching I feel suddenly becomes comfortable and safe. I sleep peacefully tonight.
Chapter 10: Hoyoung bothers Dongheon!
Summary:
Lee Dongheon’s life has been filled with loss, so he fears having something else worth losing. But when Bae Hoyoung relentlessly pursues him, can Dongheon learn to care about someone again without any fear?
Notes:
Sorry about the long wait. I finished this chapter last year but didn’t have the energy to post. Since then, I wrote up to chapter 13 (along with another unposted fic), and I’ll be posting them as soon as they’re done being edited. Thank you so much for everyone’s nice comments last chapter, they make the process of writing fic all the more fun, and I really really appreciate the support 💜💜💜 Anyways, I hope you enjoy this baeheon chapter, and happy verrer day °˖✧◝(⁰▿⁰)
Chapter Text
Dongheon Lee:
It's raining out…
Dongheon Lee:
I look through my cabin windows and up at the sky to find dark gray storm clouds over the island. As I'm looking in wonder, not having seen bad weather here before, I feel a drop hit my face.
Dongheon Lee:
Is there a leak on the roof somewhere?
Dongheon Lee:
I walk out the door, stepping into the gym. All of the sprinklers are going off.
Gyehyeon Jo:
We didn't shut them off right!
Yongseung Kim:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I only notice now that all of Yongseung's tarot cards are spread across the wet floor, limp and soggy.
Yongseung Kim:
The ones you made for me are ruined. They're all gone.
Dongheon Lee:
I'll print more—
Dongheon Lee:
I take out my camera, but the water from the sprinklers seems to cause it to malfunction, only displaying static before suddenly turning off. I need to shut off the water so I can see if my pictures are still all there!
Afraid of losing everything, my heart pounds as I rush down a large dark staircase that I haven't seen before, and it leads to a fully furnished bar.
Dongheon Lee:
Where is it, where is it?
Dongheon Lee:
The water from upstairs dripping through the floor, I try searching for the valve but I doubt I'll find it—as it would seem out of place here. I follow along the wall until a voice stops me.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung—watch out!
Dongheon Lee:
—?
Dongheon Lee:
I suddenly see a voltage box on the wall. I'm worried it'll short circuit because of the water and electrocute us.
Dongheon Lee:
Let's get out of here!
Dongheon Lee:
I grab Hoyoung's wrist and try to lead him out, but he pulls me back.
Hoyoung Bae:
I don't want to go up there with the others. Let's stay down here, where they can't see us.
Dongheon Lee:
Huh?
Dongheon Lee:
What does he mean? Why wouldn't we leave? It's dangerous here, but the way Hoyoung looks soaked to the skin might be more dangerous.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hurry, before anyone sees…
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung leans in, and I feel his lips against mine.
Ding.
Dongheon Lee:
Gah—!
Dongheon Lee:
I quickly sit up in bed, the ding still ringing in my ears. I then drop to the floor and clumsily search through my discarded clothes for my e-Handbook before quickly turning the screen on and looking through it. No new Hope Fragment. It was just a dream.
Dongheon Lee:
Phew.
Dongheon Lee:
I feel relieved even though I know I'll need to earn a fragment with Hoyoung eventually. Still, the later the better. I don't want to get too attached to a busy, unattainable celebrity. I have plenty of pictures to remember him by already, so there’s no need to get personal to the point of dreading letting him go. I’ll comfortably let loss aversion drive my decisions as always…
Dongheon Lee:
I check the digital camera Jelpi gave me next, and everything there is in order. Although… I know I said I have plenty of pictures of Hoyoung, but… what if I had a few more—in case something happens?
Dongheon Lee:
… If I see him by chance, I'll get some more.
Dongheon Lee:
“By chance…” Why'd I have to say it like that? Sure enough, with my luck, I do see Hoyoung early along my morning nature walk. I was already taking photos of the flora and fauna, so from a distance, I snap a pic of the frog he holds in his hands as he squats over a thin stream of water.
Dongheon Lee:
I then zoom out a bit to get Hoyoung in frame. Like this, he looks like the princess who kisses a frog that turns into a prince. I need this photo. I'm finding the right framing when my camera makes a subtle beeping noise.
Dongheon Lee:
Ugh… I didn't charge it last night?
Dongheon Lee:
I look down at the digital camera with only a sliver of battery life left and recall my dream where my camera didn't work. Was the voltage box I saw in my dream a sign that I needed to charge it?
Dongheon Lee:
Remembering that part of the dream, my mind quickly moves to the part directly afterwards. I try to shake off the false memory and decide to take one more photo while the camera still has battery life left.
I point the camera back up and look through the viewfinder, but… Hoyoung isn't there anymore.
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Hoyoung Bae:
What're you filming?
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung's voice from over my shoulder makes me jump.
Dongheon Lee:
Th-there was a squirrel scampering by, but I missed it…
Hoyoung Bae:
There's squirrels on the island?
Dongheon Lee:
There's at least one…
Dongheon Lee:
I'm finding it hard to look directly at him, as I only feel comfortable when looking at him through a lens. Maybe this wouldn't be so hard if he didn't make such direct eye contact!
I'm looking through my photos to distract myself, even though I know it'll drain what's left of my battery.
Hoyoung Bae:
… Dongheon. You've been avoiding me. But I've been trying to get closer to you.
Dongheon Lee:
Wh-why?
Hoyoung Bae:
I'm interested in you. I don't know a lot about you, so I can't help but want to learn more.
Dongheon Lee:
What's there to learn…?
Dongheon Lee:
I scoff a little too harshly, trying to shrug off the conversation. At that moment, my camera's battery, fortunately, is depleted.
Dongheon Lee:
I have to go charge my camera.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, okay.
Dongheon Lee:
As I walk away, part of me believes he'll grab my hand and pull me back to where we're alone just like I dreamed, but he doesn't, and soon I’m out of reach.
Hoyoung Bae:
Dongheon?
Dongheon Lee:
Surprisingly, he calls out to me, and I reluctantly turn around.
Dongheon Lee:
Y-yeah?
Hoyoung Bae:
You should just charge it overnight from now on. That way, you don't need to worry about it running out of battery.
Hoyoung Bae:
Don't you know that as the Ultimate Photographer?
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I-is he nagging me? Whatever…
I leave him behind and go about my day.
*
Dongheon Lee:
I dreamed about a voltage box… Does that mean anything?
Yongseung Kim:
Hmm… it could be something. Maybe your subconscious brought it up because of the danger you witnessed yesterday.
Dongheon Lee:
I nod, thinking about the Jelpi-powered electric chairs I had to see Yeonho and Kangmin get strapped to.
Yongseung Kim:
Some say that dreams are nonsense. But… I think they tell you important information about your subconscious that could be used to guide your waking life.
Yongseung Kim:
Want me to do a deeper dream interpretation for you? Did you see anything else of significance in this dream?
Dongheon Lee:
The image of Hoyoung leaning in close to me flashes through my mind.
Dongheon Lee:
No.
Dongheon Lee:
Well… I guess it was also raining, if that means anything… But it turned into being caused by sprinklers. I don't know, it didn't make sense.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Sprinklers… Sounds like our dodgeball game.
Dongheon Lee:
Right. It was just like that.
Dongheon Lee:
I feel kind of soothed talking to my friends about my dream over a late lunch, just the three of us. With their support, it feels like my subconscious troubles can be understood.
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung… Are you okay? Was the dodgeball game traumatic for you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Ya, everything here is traumatic. But hyung is strong.
Yongseung Kim:
Just because someone is strong doesn't mean they're not suffering…
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
The atmosphere between the two I'm closest with is still awkward, as expected; they haven't earned their Hope Fragment yet.
Dongheon Lee:
I'm fine. That game doesn't bother me too much now that it’s over. But having to play it at the time absolutely sucked.
Yongseung Kim:
Then perhaps your dream could be reflective of other things. The past, your fears, your desires—
Dongheon Lee:
Desires? Why would that be my desire?
Dongheon Lee:
I say this a little too defensively, picturing Hoyoung.
Yongseung Kim:
Yes, it's unlikely to desire rain and danger, isn't it?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I kind of like rain.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Erm, by process of elimination, I'd say it's your fears, hyung.
Dongheon Lee:
… That's right.
Dongheon Lee:
I look down at my now fully charged camera. These memories aren't all so great, but even the bad ones are precious, as they cannot be experienced again. I'd be devastated to lose them. But still… I get the feeling that fear wasn’t all that the dream was about.
Yongseung Kim:
I have to get going. I promised I'd meet Yeonho.
Gyehyeon Jo:
He'll be busy, then?
Yongseung Kim:
Yeah… we will be.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I say my goodbye to Yongseung, and Gyehyeon sighs when we’re alone.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I'm sharing both of my friends with him.
Dongheon Lee:
Oh, right, you’re both close with Yeonho too. Does that bother you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
It'd be easier if Yongseung opened up to me and we became friends too, but I’m not sure we can.
Gyehyeon Jo:
He seems really uptight, like he always has to have things be a certain way. And he doesn’t seem all that friendly in general.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It makes sense that Yeonho got close to him already since he's so agreeable… But even then, I’m not sure how Yongseung manages to make friends in the first place.
Dongheon Lee:
I blink in shock at what I’m hearing from his mouth. I’ve only known Gyehyeon as someone who pays attention to others' comforts to the point of self-sacrifice. It’s weird to hear him complain about someone other than Jelpi.
Dongheon Lee:
I haven't seen you like this before…
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’s not my fault. I try my best to match everyone's vibe and be what they need, but Yongseung is the one acting like he doesn't want anything to do with me…
Dongheon Lee:
I can see now that his feelings are hurt. How can Gyehyeon be what Yongseung needs if he just plain doesn’t want him in the first place? As someone who tries so hard to be liked, this is probably tough for Gyehyeon.
On the other side, Yongseung is a quiet guy that’s hard to get to know. He probably needs time before he can feel comfortable enough with someone to be his true self.
Dongheon Lee:
All you can do is wait. But if it were me, I’d tell him how I feel directly so I could try to get a Hope Fragment faster.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You would?
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah, I kind of already did that with him.
Gyehyeon Jo:
And it worked?
Dongheon Lee:
Well… No. It wasn’t what brought us closer, come to think of it…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Figures. Wouldn’t being upfront about being friendly just to earn a fragment make you look too ingenuine?
Dongheon Lee:
?!
Dongheon Lee:
W-well it worked out eventually…
Dongheon Lee:
But you’re right, it’s probably best to not make that your whole reason for getting to know someone since that ingenuity could prevent you from ever getting a fragment—
Dongheon Lee:
Wait a minute… When I asked Jelpi how to earn a fragment, she suddenly told me she didn’t care to help and that I’ll never get one. I did think it was strange for Jelpi to say that in the first place since earning Hope Fragments seems to be our only goal here. Was that just an act to get me to throw away the selfish expectation of earning one? I can only imagine that she was just saying anything to manipulate me. I really… don’t trust Jelpi.
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s not my intention anyway. A Hope Fragment is an afterthought in getting to know someone, as far as I’m concerned.
Dongheon Lee:
It wasn’t so much like that for me. I couldn’t help but think about earning a fragment first—that’s why we’re here after all.
Dongheon Lee:
You’re a good guy, you know that?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m a people pleaser. That’s why I ended up being an ultimate—I just never let my team down during my whole career!
Dongheon Lee:
We leisurely finish our meal, and I decide to head back outside to take a walk alone.
I’ve already been to multiple private tropical locations after I became part of the Lee family, but I still find myself wanting to photograph the environment here. I’m kept busy for a good amount of time, as there really is a lot to see, and I hate to admit it, but… everything is so beautiful.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Speaking of beautiful…
I’m walking down the stone brick path near the beach and see Hoyoung sitting on the curb, looking out at the ocean in the distance. Something seems to be bothering him, as he looks upset. Aside from our obvious moments where our lives were immediately in danger, I haven’t seen him looking this sad since we got here. And I’m quickly finding out that I can’t stand seeing him like this more than I’m afraid to talk to him. I just need to say something that will get him to smile again.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung, look over here.
Hoyoung Bae:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
Smile for the camera~
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung half heartedly grins to show off his dimple and makes a peace sign.
Dongheon Lee:
Come on, cutie~ Give me a cute pose!
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Dongheon Lee:
My enthusiastic coaxing was enough to get a full smile, and he does as I ask, holding up half hand hearts to both of his cheeks. I get amazing shots. But after I’m done, Hoyoung lets out a sigh and looks down at his feet as he kicks the sand. Why isn’t he acting like he did when he spoke to me before?
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung… is something wrong?
Hoyoung Bae:
Kind of. Minchan and I had a fight. It was stupid, but…
Dongheon Lee:
I sit down next to Hoyoung on the curb and lower my camera.
Dongheon Lee:
What happened?
Hoyoung Bae:
I was tired and just wanted to skip lunch and have an energy drink today. But Minchan was there cooking, and he told me to have coffee instead because energy drinks are bad for my health.
Hoyoung Bae:
But he doesn’t understand—coffee has more caffeine so how can it be any better? Not to mention I just can’t stand the flavor. Then he started saying all these facts about different kinds of coffee that I legit don’t care about.
Hoyoung Bae:
I think he was mad that I wasn’t interested in trying what he was cooking, and I was just tired, so we ended up fighting about this even though it’s so stupid…
Dongheon Lee:
They fought over something small like lovers would… I shake off the unwelcome thought.
Dongheon Lee:
Sounds like it was harmless arguing. It wasn’t over anything important, so I’m sure you’ll be able to get past it quickly.
Hoyoung Bae:
Probably, but… Then I ran into Jelpi when I left. And she said that if we lose a Hope Fragment because of something like this, we’ll never get it back.
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
Could that be true? Or… Remembering what happened to me a few days ago, I tell Hoyoung my perspective to try to calm his worries.
Dongheon Lee:
Jelpi could be lying. She’s obviously someone we can’t trust—so don’t be fooled by her.
Dongheon Lee:
She said you won’t be able to get a lost fragment back, but the other day, she told me I would straight up never be able to get a Hope Fragment with Yongseung. And then I disproved it by getting one nearly immediately after.
Dongheon Lee:
I think she says whatever she needs to in order to manipulate us into doing what she wants. She was probably just trying to scare you so you’ll continue getting along with Minchan.
Hoyoung Bae:
She’s just… manipulating us? Of course she is…
Hoyoung Bae:
I can’t stand people like that. But my mom… is like that too. And I still miss her somehow.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
I just can’t believe my mom doesn’t know I’m here. I’ve never been away from her for this long, so everything feels kind of weird and scary, and it makes it hard to sleep at night…
Dongheon Lee:
That’s why you’re tired?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeah… I admit I was in a bad mood because of it, so I picked a fight with Minchan. I really regret it. I hope we don’t lose the fragment over something so stupid…
Dongheon Lee:
Look at it this way—even if it were possible to lose a fragment, you still have yours with Minchan, right?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeah. I probably checked my e-Handbook 20 times in the last 5 minutes alone.
Dongheon Lee:
Since it’s there, I’m sure he still likes you. He’ll understand if you apologize and explain how you’re feeling.
Hoyoung Bae:
I hope so. It would be so dumb to doom us all over a coffee versus energy drink debate, no matter if I were right.
Dongheon Lee:
I let a silence take over as I internally fight myself to not tell Hoyoung that energy drinks are indeed worse for one’s health compared to coffee. That lesson… is probably better learned at a time later than now.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hey… What was that earlier?
Dongheon Lee:
Huh?
Hoyoung Bae:
“Come on, cutie?” You think I’m cute?
Dongheon Lee:
I was just saying something to cheer you up.
Hoyoung Bae:
So you don’t think I’m cute?
Dongheon Lee:
…—!
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung puts his hands over mine to lift the camera I’m holding.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m the Ultimate Model, aren’t I? It’ll mean a lot if I can prove it to you, since you’re the Ultimate Photographer.
Dongheon Lee:
Then… go on and prove it.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung smiles as he waits for me to take his picture. I’m finally getting to see what it’s like to officially photograph the Ultimate Model myself—! After a few basic poses, he stops.
Hoyoung Bae:
Is there any particular way you want me to pose?
Dongheon Lee:
No, just… be natural.
Hoyoung Bae:
Come on, you’re in charge of your own creative vision. Just act like I’m a prop.
Dongheon Lee:
I didn’t want to request anything wild so as to not push it, but since he insists…
Dongheon Lee:
Aegyo.
Hoyoung Bae:
Huh?
Dongheon Lee:
Show me your aegyo.
Dongheon Lee:
There’s a flash of surprise in Hoyoung’s eyes that makes me rethink my decision, but he quickly regains his composure and holds up half hearts to his cheeks again with a smile. It’s very nice, but I’ve already seen it, and… it’s not aegyo by my standards.
Dongheon Lee:
More.
Hoyoung Bae:
More? Umm… How about this?
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung holds up a peace sign to his eye and winks. It’s heart fluttering, and I am definitely still taking a pic, but there’s more critique to be had.
Dongheon Lee:
Really go all out. There’s no such thing as overacting to me.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m not exactly sure what you want… Could you show me what you mean?
Dongheon Lee:
I poke my cheeks and squeeze my eyes shut, selling it with baby noises.
Dongheon Lee:
Gyuuu~ Gyu!
Hoyoung Bae:
—!
Hoyoung Bae:
Hahaha! So cute!
Dongheon Lee:
When I lift my camera again, Hoyoung tries to recreate what I did, but I feel like he’s not giving it his all.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah, this is embarrassing!
Dongheon Lee:
Can an Ultimate Model even get embarrassed with a career like that?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yes. Maybe even more so.
Dongheon Lee:
Then how about we switch it up and do the opposite? Give me a serious look and lean back. How about… sliding your hand through your hair?
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, you want a sultry look.
Dongheon Lee:
Ye— N—
Dongheon Lee:
Before I can make out a word to oppose or confirm what he said, Hoyoung is already looking at me with eyes that could melt my heart in an instant if I look directly at him. Safe from behind my camera, I take a few shots and speak aloud in a funny voice to dissipate my tension.
Dongheon Lee:
Oooh cute one! Wow~!
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Dongheon Lee:
My playfulness starts coming through, meanwhile Hoyoung is trying so hard to be a professional and take these photos seriously with a straight face… But he’s so easily distracted. I notice if I speak to Hoyoung in a funny voice, or do a weird pose when taking the photo, he has to fight a smile. And I’m preferring how that looks.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung, gyu—!
Hoyoung Bae:
Pff—
Dongheon Lee:
You said you were the Ultimate Model, but you can’t even keep a straight face during a photoshoot.
Hoyoung Bae:
I-it’s because of you—! It’s your fault!
Dongheon Lee:
Ya, you’re ruining the shot!
Dongheon Lee:
As he looks at me in disbelief, I take a few more pictures. The shots where his face is full of emotion and ones where he’s smiling wide with laughter… Those are my favorites.
I take a second to review what I have so far, and I already know it’s not enough. After taking too long on the photos, Hoyoung speaks up.
Hoyoung Bae:
Think I’m cute yet?
Dongheon Lee:
No… You’re beautiful, like art.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hahah, that’s what Minchan said too.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah— Are you jealous?
Dongheon Lee:
Why would I be…?
Hoyoung Bae:
So you’re really not? It doesn’t matter, there’s nothing going on between me and him anyway.
Hoyoung Bae:
Well, I think. I can’t remember the night we spent together.
Dongheon Lee:
?!
Dongheon Lee:
Why’d he have to word it like that? From my understanding, Hoyoung and Minchan got blackout drunk that night and don’t remember everything. The only thing of interest Jelpi reported was a kiss, to my absolute dismay. But it sounded innocent enough, and Hoyoung said he didn’t even remember it.
Dongheon Lee:
Come to think of it, Jelpi said the memory of his actual first kiss in Hope’s Peak was taken from him too. While I don’t want to hear about these details of Hoyoung’s past, the fact that he can’t remember important parts of his life somehow brings me even more distress.
Hoyoung Bae:
A-are you okay? You look a little…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m fine, it’s just… Aren’t you mad? You seemed to care a lot about your first kiss, but Jelpi took that memory away from you.
Hoyoung Bae:
If she wasn’t lying, I’ll admit it’s disappointing, but… I can’t be mad because I’m not even sure what I’m missing out on. I can’t remember it.
Dongheon Lee:
Your time back then was probably precious to you—getting to attend Hope’s Peak as an ultimate is an amazing opportunity for anyone. How are you not mad that experience was messed with?
Hoyoung Bae:
I guess I am mad, a little. I was homeschooled up to that point. I’m sure it was amazing getting to go to school with others. But… Dongheon…
Hoyoung Bae:
Are you sure this isn’t about you? It seems like you’re the one that’s mad your memories are gone.
Dongheon Lee:
…! I…
Dongheon Lee:
He’s right, it’s suddenly obvious to me that I’m just projecting. I’m beyond angry that I’ve lost my high school memories. The time that happened right after the incident that caused me to lose my birth family is gone. Those memories are probably depressing, but they’re important. And they’ve disappeared just like that. It’s not just my precious cameras and large backlog of photos that were taken from me by bringing me here… Years of my life were taken too.
No longer having the energy to stand, I sit down next to Hoyoung on the curb, trying not to look completely defeated.
Dongheon Lee:
I guess I am… frustrated.
Hoyoung Bae:
Don’t be upset. Just like how we were promised to be let off the island if we earn 21 Hope Fragments, I’m sure our lost memories will come with it. We can look forward to that day—
Hoyoung Bae:
In fact, I’m sure it’ll come really soon since we’re all getting closer and closer to each other.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m suddenly reminded of what Gyehyeon and I discussed earlier—about how getting to know someone just to earn a fragment seemed ingenuine. And while I had thought that being fragment-focused was valid, I feel now that it just puts distance between two people.
Dongheon Lee:
Is earning a fragment Hoyoung’s motivation for talking to me? It’s the only reason I can think of to explain why he’s been so enthusiastic.
I inch away from him, not wanting to get close. If this is fake and I lose him—no, if I never had him as a true friend to start—then I don’t want to get too personally involved.
Dongheon Lee:
Is that why you’re being nice to me? To get a Hope Fragment?
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, hmm… I didn’t think of it like that. I thought fragments would come naturally.
Hoyoung Bae:
At least I hope. I’m really introverted so I haven’t been talking to others as much as I should. Is that bad?
Dongheon Lee:
It seems bad to avoid talking to people just as much as it is to pursue someone with ingenuine intention. I’m not sure how we can go about earning fragments the right way so we can leave as soon as possible.
Hoyoung Bae:
… Can I tell you a secret?
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Hoyoung Bae:
I feel two ways right now that really confuse me. The longer we stay here, the more I miss my mom. But at the same time, life under her control is too overwhelming so I…
Hoyoung Bae:
I kind of don’t even want to leave?
Dongheon Lee:
—?
Hoyoung Bae:
So long as everyone is safe, I’d like to stay here and have fun while I can.
Hoyoung Bae:
So don’t avoid me. I want to enjoy being with you for as long as we’re here.
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Wh-what is he saying?? I’m frozen trying to process his words when he suddenly leans towards me. My heartbeat speeds up out of nervousness as he doesn’t break eye contact even when being this close, and I’m suddenly reminded of my dream from last night. He reaches a hand out and touches my shoulder… before lifting the camera strap up and over my head.
Dongheon Lee:
H-hey! Be careful with that!
Dongheon Lee:
Even though it’s not my camera in the first place, I now have a lot to lose on there! Hoyoung smirks as he starts pressing buttons on the camera, leaning away from me so I can’t easily take it from him.
Hoyoung Bae:
I want to see what else you got on here. How do I bring up the other photos?
Dongheon Lee:
L-let me do it for you—!
Hoyoung Bae:
Is this the right button?
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung hovers over the delete button on one of my favorite photos of him from today.
Dongheon Lee:
N-no!
Hoyoung Bae:
Yes? It’s this one? I should press it.
Dongheon Lee:
?!
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m just messing with you. You really care about this picture that much?
Dongheon Lee:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Come on.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung stands up and points the camera at me.
Hoyoung Bae:
Can I take another picture of you?
Dongheon Lee:
Another?
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, I… When you weren’t looking the other day, I stole your camera and took a picture of you.
Dongheon Lee:
Is he the one who took the tarot card photo for The Sun?
Hoyoung Bae:
You looked really cool when you were focusing on the framing for a scene. I shouldn’t have taken it when it was in the middle of charging but…
Dongheon Lee:
N-no, that’s okay…
Dongheon Lee:
Camera still pointing at me, Hoyoung looks through the viewfinder, and I’m forced to think of what to do with my body on the spot. I pose halfheartedly, as I can’t believe the Ultimate Model would want to take my picture. It makes me wonder what his reasoning is.
Hoyoung Bae:
Say cheese!
Dongheon Lee:
After the flash goes off a few times, I ask him.
Dongheon Lee:
This is weird, isn’t it? Shouldn’t I be taking your photo?
Hoyoung Bae:
Nope, you already did that! I want photos of you now.
Dongheon Lee:
Why?
Hoyoung Bae:
Because you look cute today.
Dongheon Lee:
His reasoning is so simple. Here I was, taking Hoyoung’s picture in case something changes or I lose him—yet because of those same reasons, I was afraid to get closer to him. I was content at a distance, but Hoyoung himself is closing it whether I wanted him to or not. It feels good, but I’m still afraid of having something good to lose.
Dongheon Lee:
To tell you the truth, I’m scared…
Hoyoung Bae:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
You told me not to avoid you, but the truth is, I was avoiding you because I was scared of you. I don’t want to be friends just for something to go wrong that’ll end it.
Dongheon Lee:
I-I… don’t want to lose anything ever again. That’s why I’ve been acting that way.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung sits back down next to me.
Hoyoung Bae:
I want to be close with you, no matter what happens. So even if you hide on the opposite side of the island, I’ll come to you. You can’t avoid me.
Dongheon Lee:
But… after we get off of the island, with the kind of busy schedule you have in your career, would you even have time for friends? For me?
Hoyoung Bae:
… That’s up to my mother. She writes the schedule, and she has complete control—she has to. And do you know why?
Hoyoung Bae:
Because she’s afraid of things outside of her control going wrong. I’ve witnessed how this obsession has been making her miserable ever since I was born.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung… don’t be like her.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I get what he's saying. I wish I can let go and live in the moment where I can come to care about Hoyoung without any fear. But after going through what I did, I don’t want to experience any kind of loss again. Would becoming friends be worth the temporary gain? Would I be able to handle the aftermath if it goes wrong? Would losing someone else important to me be the final straw that destroys me?
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung—
Hoyoung Bae:
You like me, right?
Dongheon Lee:
Wh-what?
Hoyoung Bae:
If you like me right now, don’t act any differently.
Hoyoung Bae:
Because right now you’re acting as if you’re in a different time period than me—in a sad future that hasn’t happened and isn’t guaranteed to happen! So if you like me, cut it out!
Dongheon Lee:
… “If I like you?” Are you expecting a confession or something?
Hoyoung Bae:
No, I don’t need one from you. I’ll make one.
Dongheon Lee:
You’ll what—?!
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung, once we get off of this island, I promise I’ll follow you and never let you go, even if I have to go on an indefinite hiatus. That’s how much I like you.
Dongheon Lee:
?!
Dongheon Lee:
I-isn’t that going too far? If you stop being a model, then I’m the only one taking pictures of you, which is both a disservice to the world and a lot of weight just on my shoulders.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ya—why are photos of me that important??
Dongheon Lee:
Are you kidding?
Hoyoung Bae:
If you want pictures of me so bad, then how about we make a deal?
Dongheon Lee:
I’ll compensate you for your time when we get off the island, whatever your rates—
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t want to be paid in cash, I want an equal trade… Do you have photos of yourself?
Dongheon Lee:
Uh, yeah, of course I have some—
Hoyoung Bae:
What kind of photos?
Dongheon Lee:
Huh?!
Dongheon Lee:
Before I can stop him, Hoyoung starts looking through the images on the camera.
Hoyoung Bae:
Did you take any selcas recently? I bet you have your top off in at least one.
Dongheon Lee:
Hey, wait a minute—!
Dongheon Lee:
I quickly reach for the camera, but Hoyoung turns away before I can grab it.
Hoyoung Bae:
Why don’t you want me looking through these? Did you take pictures wearing less than that?
Dongheon Lee:
In a split second, Hoyoung must have understood my expression because before I can make any sort of move, he’s already running away with the camera.
Hoyoung Bae:
I just want to see!
Dongheon Lee:
There’s nothing to see!
Hoyoung Bae:
Then why are you chasing me?
Dongheon Lee:
We run towards the plaza, and I’m surprised to see that everyone’s all gathered here, but instead of greeting them, I’m too focused on weaving through them in order to follow Hoyoung.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung, can’t keep up? You tired?
Dongheon Lee:
You know I hate exercise. Get over here!
Hoyoung Bae:
No~!
Yeonho Ju:
Huh. This looks like that cartoon with the grumpy cat that’s angry at the troublemaking mouse.
Kangmin Yoo:
Tom and Jerry?
Minchan Hong:
Ey, that's the one. Kangmini may not be able to remember anything about his personal life, but he sure does recognize a lot of cartoon rodents. First Ratatouille, now this.
Kangmin Yoo:
I guess I must’ve watched a lot of cartoons.
Yeonho Ju:
Aw, he’s like a baby.
Dongheon Lee:
When I finally manage to start closing the distance, Hoyoung ducks behind Yongseung and uses him as a human shield.
Yongseung Kim:
?!
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ll give it back, just give me 5 minutes to look through it.
Dongheon Lee:
I grab Yongseung’s wrist and pull him away from Hoyoung so he has nowhere to hide.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ya, did you get permission to touch him? Look how uncomfortable Yongseung looks!
Dongheon Lee:
He’s uncomfortable because of you!
Dongheon Lee:
I reach out to grab Hoyoung’s wrist, but his hand meets mine to keep me from restraining him.
Hoyoung Bae:
Please, can’t I see all your work? I’m your fan.
Dongheon Lee:
You’re my fan? You? Don’t just say whatever to get what you want!
Hoyoung Bae:
But I mean it, hyung!
Jelpi:
You two!
Dongheon Lee:
?!
Dongheon Lee:
I hadn’t realized Jelpi was here. Did we walk into something horrible? Are we in trouble?
Jelpi jumps to stand in front of us.
Jelpi:
What amazing chemistry!
Jelpi:
I can see you two acting antagonistic and pretending to be angry. But you actually are getting along really well right now… What you’re doing is called play fighting!
Dongheon Lee:
N-no, Hoyoung’s being actually annoying.
Jelpi:
And you know why he acts that way? He’s getting more of your attention than ever before! More of Dongheon, more happiness!
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Dongheon Lee:
No way…
Jelpi:
Don’t believe me? Can’t you tell how much he likes you yourself?
Jelpi:
He tried pursuing you without a selfish reason since the start, at first slowly and carefully, and then more aggressively once he saw you didn’t respond to a casual approach. And it actually worked on you!
Jelpi:
You should really be more appreciative that Hoyoung can love you despite your flaws!
Dongheon Lee:
My what?
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung doesn’t have any flaws! Right, guys?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Well… Um…
Yongseung Kim:
I wouldn’t say that anyone is without flaw…
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah, like he’s too cute sometimes—is that what you mean?
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Thanks for choosing to believe in me, Hoyoung-a… He easily teases me but stands up for me in front of the others…
Jelpi:
What I’m trying to say is you two got a Hope Fragment! Whoopee!
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah~ it feels so nice.
Dongheon Lee:
We really earned one? I didn’t even hear the ding this time either.
Hoyoung Bae:
You didn’t? Maybe it’s because the frequency is too high for someone of your age to hear.
Dongheon Lee:
Ya!
Dongheon Lee:
What is this? Hoyoung can make fun of me, but he doesn’t like when other people do it?
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m just kidding, hyung. Your reactions are so cute.
Dongheon Lee:
I… G-give me my camera back!
Dongheon Lee:
Unexpectedly, Hoyoung takes a step towards me and grabs my hand. He gently curls my fingers around the camera, finally returning it to me. I’m a little stunned by this and don’t think to firmly grasp the camera for a few seconds, but it stays held up by Hoyoung, who has yet to let go of it and me.
Hoyoung Bae:
Sorry for taking it. But you’ll pay me back how I asked, right? If you have pictures of me, I want to carry one of you too.
Dongheon Lee:
I guess I can do that…
Dongheon Lee:
With that, Hoyoung lets go, and I put the strap back around my neck. I can access all my pictures again, but… I find myself unable to look away from the present Hoyoung right in front of me.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Jelpi:
That Tom and Jerry episode sure was fun! Now as to why I called you all here today…
Yongseung Kim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m once again reminded that happiness is fleeting. As I prefer a smiling Hoyoung, maybe I should’ve taken a picture before the mood was brought down…
Like the others probably are doing, I’m mentally bracing myself for whatever horrible thing Jelpi is about to say.
Jelpi:
I've been too hard on all of you…
Jelpi:
So I've decided to turn over a new leaf! I’m throwing you all a party to celebrate your progress tomorrow night!
Minchan Hong:
… By party, do you mean a horrible bonding event or a real party?
Jelpi:
You don't trust me? Then let me clear everything up for you right now!
Jelpi:
If you attend this party, you're going to have a fun time!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Our kind of fun or your kind of fun?
Jelpi:
… Okay, I see why you're worried. You're afraid that I don't know how to provide you all with a good time. But rest assured that this will be fun for everyone.
Jelpi:
And in case you cherry boys are too shy to let loose with a girl present—don't worry! I won't be attending!
Yeonho Ju:
I don't think that's what we're worried about—
Yeonho Ju:
Wait, what did you just call us—?
Jelpi:
I promise that if you go, you’ll be safe from my usual lovable shenanigans! And if you’re still not convinced, feel assured by knowing that attending this party is completely optional.
Yongseung Kim:
R-really? It’s optional?
Jelpi:
It is! But the question isn’t should you go… It’s more like can you get there? The answer to that is up to you! And… up to your talents in…
Jelpi:
Riddle solving~!
Jelpi:
If you check your e-Handbooks, a hint for the location to the party has just been sent to you in an invite.
Hoyoung Bae:
We just have to solve this riddle?
Jelpi:
Yep! And follow this rule: do not show others or talk about your invite—solve it by yourself!
Jelpi:
And there is a secret hint in the invite that alludes to a prize…
Yeonho Ju:
A prize?
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, calm down…
Yeonho Ju:
Oh, right… I'm calm. Hardly even care.
Jelpi:
Whoever completes the secret task hidden in the invite first wins an individualized present from me!
Jelpi:
Who will make it to the party, I wonder? Let's find out!
Chapter 11: Yongseung and Hoyoung solve riddles and rhymes!
Summary:
What goes up and down as you wish?
When it fails, it makes you go squish?
Can a fortune teller
And a handsome feller
Work together to outwit a jellyfish?
Chapter Text
Yongseung Kim:
…
Ding.
Yongseung Kim:
The sound alerts me that the elevator finally reached the bottom floor. The doors open, I go in, and they start to close. Another quiet evening to myself begins—
??????? ???:
Ah—! Hold the door!
Yongseung Kim:
I hesitate, knowing it would be polite to hit the “door open” button but not wanting to have company.
Suddenly, a hand stops the doors from closing, and Hoyoung’s face peers in.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Yongseung Kim:
He smiles as if he sees something he’s happy about and comes into the elevator, taking up half of what was a space all to myself.
Hoyoung Bae:
All the way up, right?
Yongseung Kim:
Uh… Yeah…
Yongseung Kim:
I don’t know how he knows that I go to the top of the scenic observation tower on most nights. I haven’t seen anyone come here during this time… Why is he here now?
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung, you’ll be attending the party tonight, right?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeah.
Yongseung Kim:
Then… Won’t you be late?
Hoyoung Bae:
No, we’re just on time.
Yongseung Kim:
“We?”
Hoyoung Bae:
Since no one else is here, I wonder if we’re the only ones who solved the puzzle.
Yongseung Kim:
But, uh… The party is at the beach, not here…
Hoyoung Bae:
Huh? Seeing you here, I was sure I solved it right—
Hoyoung Bae:
Wait a minute, then why are you here? You’re not going to the party?
Yongseung Kim:
No, I just… I’d rather be here tonight.
Hoyoung Bae:
Really? You’d rather trap yourself up in this tower like Rapunzel instead of having fun at a party with the rest of us?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Could a celebrity like him really understand? Before I have time to explain myself, the elevator finally reaches the top of the observation tower, stopping with a ding. I want nothing more than to step out under the evening sky and watch as night begins to fall so that the stars can finally shine.
I step forward in anticipation for the doors opening, but… they don’t move. I hit the “door open” button, but still they stay shut.
Jelpi:
Did someone say… trap?
Yongseung Kim:
In the back corner of the elevator, the monitor above the surveillance camera turns on, showing a feed of us staring into it in shock before the screen flickers to show Jelpi.
Jelpi:
Hello, boys. As you can see, I’ve trapped you in this elevator together.
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung tries to pry his fingers between the shiny steel doors in front of us. My destination is right in front of me, yet I’m confined to just this small square of space. I can’t stop my hands from panickedly pushing on the door before I start pounding. I want to break this door down now!
Jelpi:
You’ll have no luck doing any of that. This thing is unbreakable, so you’re perfectly safe in there… Or… are you?
Hoyoung Bae:
What do you mean? You said you wouldn’t do anything to us today!
Jelpi:
I believe I said that if you make it to the party, you will be safe. You two are certainly not there.
Yongseung Kim:
What is she going to do…?
Yongseung Kim:
I can’t stop myself from looking around the small space we’re trapped in. As my fear rises, it feels to me like it’s shrinking. In my panic, I start feeling lightheaded.
Hoyoung Bae:
Y-Yongseung—!
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung grabs my arm before I even realized I was stumbling. Out of instinct, I push him away.
Yongseung Kim:
Don’t touch me. I need space.
Yongseung Kim:
Jelpi, let us out, please. I… I can’t be stuck in here. I…
Yongseung Kim:
I can’t bring myself to explain why it is that I hate the feeling of being trapped. Remembering is too painful.
Jelpi:
Hmm… Okay. I’ll let you be.
Yongseung Kim:
…?
Jelpi:
IF YOU CAN SOLVE MY RIDDLES, THREE.
Hoyoung Bae:
Okay, riddles. We can do those. I’m good at them.
Yongseung Kim:
But if he’s good at them, why is he here instead of at the party? I can’t help but be nervous that we won’t make it out. I can’t stay here indefinitely. I can’t even handle a few more minutes.
Jelpi:
If you solve all my riddles, you will be free from danger. But if you make three wrong guesses…
Jelpi:
I will drop the elevator.
Hoyoung Bae:
—!
Yongseung Kim:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
The thought of being at the very top of this tall observation tower makes me dizzy. I close my eyes and take a breath to try to steady myself, but the darkness exasperates the feeling of being trapped.
Jelpi:
I don’t want you to guess answers all willy nilly, so if you answer incorrectly, you will be frightened silly!
Jelpi:
Really think it through and give me sure answers on time! Because after nine minutes, you’ll be dropped at the chime.
Yongseung Kim:
Can I do this…?
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ll do my best to get us out of here, Yongseung.
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung is watching me, the concern in his eyes turning into determination and his posture becoming straight. He seems to be thinking of himself as a hyung who needs to take care of me. But just because he’s older than me doesn’t mean I can rely on him more than myself. After all, he’s a model who would be very capable of controlling how he’s viewed, but there’s nothing outside of his body language that tells me he’s capable. Can I trust him?
A timer suddenly appears on the monitor, counting down, which distracts me from my train of thought.
Jelpi:
Your test has begun, starting with riddle one!
Jelpi:
“Though I can commonly hold 159 liters of oil, when something that’s weightless and visible to the naked eye is put in me, it will make me lighter in weight. What am I?”
Yongseung Kim:
The riddle sounds familiar, but I notice that there’s something odd about the wording… When I hesitate to answer, Hoyoung speaks up first.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ve heard this one before! The answer is “a hole!”
Yongseung Kim:
Wait a minute—!
Jelpi:
Incorrect!
Yongseung Kim:
Ahhhh—!
Yongseung Kim:
The elevator suddenly drops for just a second before stopping and rising back up to its original position. The adrenaline from the situation makes my legs weak, and I can’t find the strength to stand back up.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh god… Yongseung, are you okay?
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung holds a hand out to help me up, but I refuse to take it, and I manage to stand up on my shaky legs on my own.
Jelpi:
One wrong answer, you have guessed. Until your doom, there are two wrong answers left.
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung, we have some time. We don’t have to answer right away.
Hoyoung Bae:
Sorry… I was sure I was right, and I wanted to save the time for harder riddles…
Yongseung Kim:
Jelpi gave us a trick question. The answer is usually “a hole,” but that isn’t the topic of this riddle. She omitted the actual answer.
Hoyoung Bae:
So the actual answer is “a barrel…?”
Yongseung Kim:
I think so. That specific number was a hint—159 liters make up a barrel, a unit for measuring oil. Jelpi, that’s right, isn’t it?
Jelpi:
You can’t just ask that, you silly dancer. Of course, you must submit your final answer!
Yongseung Kim:
Then… our final answer is “a barrel.”
Yongseung Kim:
One heart throbbing second passes that feels like minutes as I wait in fear of the floor dropping again. But instead, there’s a ding.
Jelpi:
Correct!
Hoyoung Bae:
Hah…
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung sighs in relief, but I remain tense. There’s still two more riddles to solve before we can feel safe again.
Jelpi:
The first riddle, you have done. Now let’s see how you do with this next one.
Jelpi:
“My color says yield, stop, or go.
Things are known to go wrong when I’m associated with snow.
I catch your eye, I’m important to you.
Over one of these, there’s time for fat to be chewed.
Go for the blood-red color, so deep.
And fall into an endless sleep.”
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
This riddle being more complex, I try to concentrate on the meaning behind each line and their connections to each other. But I feel distracted by the tightness in my chest as it gets harder and harder to ignore how small this elevator is. It isn’t getting smaller, is it?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung? A-are you okay?
Yongseung Kim:
I move to a corner of the elevator and sit down to try to calm myself. This elevator is small, but it’s much bigger compared to…
Hoyoung Bae:
What’s wrong? Is it something I can help with?
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung crouches down to tend to me, but with him this close, it makes the space feel even smaller. I push him away.
Yongseung Kim:
Just get away from me. I need to concentrate.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, okay…
Yongseung Kim:
Before I realize I sounded too harsh, Hoyoung is already solemnly standing on the other side of the elevator, though that’s not even four feet from me. I take a deep breath and close my eyes to try to think, but the second I do so, I feel like I’m in that cold, dark trunk again. Still, I try and try to connect each line before I open my eyes to glance at the ticking down timer. We don’t have long to answer this question, let alone the next one.
Hoyoung Bae:
Did you think of something?
Yongseung Kim:
It all loosely connects to a traffic light.
Hoyoung Bae:
The first line being “yield, stop, or go” makes that a little too obvious, don’t you think? How does the rest connect?
Yongseung Kim:
As in the third line, they’re made to be attention catching, and they’re important for safety. And if it snows, it can lead to accidents at intersections. The endless sleep is referring to death.
Hoyoung Bae:
I guess that makes sense… But what about the line: “over one of these, there’s time for fat to be chewed?”
Yongseung Kim:
I-I don’t know. A red light can give you time, but…
Yongseung Kim:
With four minutes left on the timer, I don’t feel like I have the luxury to second guess.
Yongseung Kim:
We just have to go for it.
Yongseung Kim:
Jelpi, the answer is “a traffic light.”
Jelpi:
That answer is…
Jelpi:
Incorrect!
Yongseung Kim:
Suddenly, the lights of the elevator flicker out, and we’re left in the dark with only the dim glow from the monitor. A dreadful second later and I feel my feet come up off the floor.
Yongseung Kim:
—!
Yongseung Kim:
Instinctively, I reach out as I fall and find Hoyoung’s shoulder before the elevator comes to a quick stop, causing us to hit the ground with a thud.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ugh…
Yongseung Kim:
My back hurts, but luckily my head hit something soft, and I only realize that it was Hoyoung’s arm when he removes it as he stands up after the lights flicker back on.
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t think I can handle another one of those.
Jelpi:
And you sure won’t—because the next one would mean your demise! Come on, give me the right answer before somebody dies!
Hoyoung Bae:
Please stop rhyming!
Jelpi:
No! Youngbae of Ho!
Yongseung Kim:
We need another answer, but I’m still on the floor trying to figure out how Hoyoung’s arm got under me. I know I grabbed his shoulder, but I didn’t pull him towards me in any way… Did he… put an arm around me on purpose? Was he protecting me?
Hoyoung Bae:
… Know what I mean?
Yongseung Kim:
Huh?
Yongseung Kim:
I just realize that Hoyoung was talking to me.
Hoyoung Bae:
The middle two lines could both be related to idioms. “Fat to be chewed” is a weird thing to say, right? Well, “chew the fat” means to gossip. The line before it might involve an idiom too. “I catch your eye, I’m important to you.”
Yongseung Kim:
An idiom…? Then could it be referring to…?
Hoyoung Bae:
“Apple of my eye.”
Yongseung Kim:
That’s right… When something or someone is “the apple of one’s eye,” it means it’s important to them. The riddle hints at this through “eye” and by having another idiom directly afterwards.
Yongseung Kim:
“My color says yield, stop, or go…”
Yongseung Kim:
It makes sense now. The first line is about the colors of an apple. And the rest is referring to the fairy tale of Snow White. She takes a bite of the apple and falls into an endless sleep. I look at Hoyoung, surprised and impressed that he could solve this riddle.
Hoyoung Bae:
What do you think? Could it be “apple?”
Yongseung Kim:
Wasting no time, I turn to the surveillance camera under the monitor.
Yongseung Kim:
Jelpi, the answer is “an apple!”
Jelpi:
…
Jelpi:
Correct!
Yongseung Kim:
Suddenly, the lights go out again, and I brace myself to fall.
Hoyoung Bae:
What’s with the lights? We got it right, didn’t we?
Yongseung Kim:
Turn the lights back on. Please…
Yongseung Kim:
Even though I know it’s just my mind playing tricks on me, I feel the walls of the elevator coming closer. I back into the elevator door, hoping that they open before I’m crushed.
Jelpi:
There isn’t much time remaining! The electrical supply of the elevator is draining!
Yongseung Kim:
As the monitor flickers on and off, I spot the timer and my heart sinks. What if I can’t find the next answer in time? In anticipation of what could happen, I’m reminded of being trapped in that trunk, being helplessly thrown around in the small space as the car recklessly made turns. I felt like I was going to die in there. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t do anything. The same feelings are coming back to me.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung!
Yongseung Kim:
I don’t have the energy to push Hoyoung away. I want to tell him to leave me alone so I can get space and center myself, but I can’t concentrate on anything but my future and my past.
Hoyoung Bae:
You’re okay. I’ll get us out of here.
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung holds onto me, stroking my back, and an unexpected feeling comes to me. This isn’t the suffocating closeness that I feared—instead I feel almost comforted by how genuine his touch is. This only lasts for a split second, quickly fading away when the realist inside of me reminds me of the truly hopeless situation we're in.
Jelpi:
Hurry, hurry, answer one more riddle to save your lives! Do it before the elevator runs out of power and suddenly dives!
Yongseung Kim:
I reach out to try to grab anything belonging to the elevator—but there’s no railing, no edges, no anything. If I fall, I’m going to end up trapped in a mangled mess. The thought combined with my hyperventilation makes me dizzy.
Hoyoung Bae:
Tell us the riddle, Jelpi!
Jelpi:
“Here’s a spoiler: more of me equals less of you.
When hope is lost, that is my cue.
You’ll be consumed and make a grotesque view.
Succumb and let me replace you.”
Hoyoung Bae:
“R-replace…?”
Hoyoung Bae:
Um… It’s, uh… Yongseung, what do you think?
Yongseung Kim:
“When hope is lost…” I begin to shake as the word pops into my head like an omen.
Yongseung Kim:
Despair…
Hoyoung Bae:
What?
Jelpi:
Is that your final answer?
Hoyoung Bae:
We have a minute—we should think this through at least. If we answer wrong, we’ll fall.
Yongseung Kim:
I know that’s the smart thing to do, but I can’t get this word out of my head. I don’t know where it came from, but it’s screaming at me after hearing the riddle, as if it wants me to succumb!
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s weird that she said “Here’s a spoiler,” right? Well, what if—
Yongseung Kim:
“Despair!”
Yongseung Kim:
I can’t stop myself. I interrupt Hoyoung, hoping that saying it out loud relieves some of the panic and desperation I’m feeling, but it doesn’t.
Yongseung Kim:
Jelpi, the answer is “despair!”
Jelpi:
“Despair…” That answer is…
Jelpi:
Incorrect.
Yongseung Kim:
It takes a short-lived moment for it to sink in that my answer is wrong before I float off of the floor. I grab at Hoyoung in panic, but it doesn’t help to stabilize us at all. We’re falling for just a few seconds, but it feels so much longer that I wonder if I’ve already died. Through my own screaming, I barely hear Hoyoung shout—
Hoyoung Bae:
The answer is “rot!”
Yongseung Kim:
I’m unsure if it’s my imagination, but suddenly I hit the ground with no more force than can cause a bruised back. The elevator is still moving… but it’s slowing down and down until it gently comes to a stop at the bottom. The lights flicker on and a gentle ding signaling a correct answer sounds.
Jelpi:
Well, boys. You technically got the correct answer before time ran out…
Jelpi:
If it weren’t for that, you’d soon be rotting yourselves! Haha!
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
I try to catch my breath, as the wind was knocked out of me when I hit the ground. I’m stunned, not fully believing that I’m still alive right now.
Jelpi:
It’s because I said “spoil,” right? That gave it away?
Hoyoung Bae:
So you’re done rhyming…?
Yongseung Kim:
Suddenly, I feel the elevator start to slowly rise.
Hoyoung Bae:
Wh-what’s happening? Jelpi, you said you’d let us go if we solved your riddles!
Jelpi:
I believe I said that I’d just let you be if you could solve my three riddles—but you would only be free from this elevator if you solved all of my riddles.
Yongseung Kim:
There’s more than three riddles?
Jelpi:
Don’t worry! The danger of starving to death is far, far away—you have plenty of time! But the danger of dehydration… Well, you have a few days.
Hoyoung Bae:
So you’re just leaving us in here?
Jelpi:
Only until you solve this last puzzle. All three of the solutions from today have something to do with each other. Figure out what I’m trying to tell you, and you’ll be freed.
Jelpi:
Anyways, I have a party to go to. Tata~!
Yongseung Kim:
With that, the monitor shuts off, but the surveillance camera below it still points at us. The elevator reaches the top of the tower and stops. Once Hoyoung finds again that the “door open” button doesn’t work, he tries to pull open the doors himself. I just sit silently, feeling too sore to move. At least not having Jelpi here makes the situation a little less suffocating.
Hoyoung Bae:
It won’t budge at all…
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung, are you doing okay?
Yongseung Kim:
I’m doing a little better now… I just don’t do well when I feel trapped. I have cleithrophobia.
Hoyoung Bae:
I could tell. I’m sorry I couldn’t do better to help.
Yongseung Kim:
Why are you sorry? I can deal with it on my own.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m sure you can. I know how smart and mature you are, but… you’re still one of the youngest here. That means I’m your hyung.
Hoyoung Bae:
And as your hyung, you should be able to rely on me.
Yongseung Kim:
I… um…
Hoyoung Bae:
You don’t have to handle everything on your own.
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung continues to try pulling and prodding the door to no avail. I can’t help but let out a chuckle. I didn’t know that’s why he was trying so hard, but it seems obvious now. Unlike I originally assumed, this guy doesn’t have any younger siblings, does he? Like the model he is, he’s posing in a role that differs from his real life.
Hoyoung finally sits down on the floor next to me with a sigh.
Hoyoung Bae:
I guess we’re just going to have to solve this last riddle. But it feels like she’s just trying to tell us that we’re going to rot in here, and then she’ll stuff our bodies in a barrel.
Yongseung Kim:
What about the apple part?
Hoyoung Bae:
“Apple…”
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung lies down on the floor and sighs again.
Hoyoung Bae:
Maybe it has to do with another fairytale since she mentioned Snow White.
Yongseung Kim:
Like Rapunzel?
Hoyoung Bae:
Exactly! We’re just like her right now!
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung sits up to glance behind us at the surveillance camera.
Hoyoung Bae:
Spending the night trapped in this elevator when there’s a party going on over there reminds me of my life off the island.
Hoyoung Bae:
That’s why I always found Rapulzel’s story relatable. I’ll forever be trapped in a tower.
Yongseung Kim:
How exactly were you trapped? Didn’t you always travel the world as a model?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeah, but I couldn’t do what I wanted. I was always so restricted ever since I was a kid. I couldn’t eat ice cream in case it ruined my skin, I couldn’t go skating in case I broke a bone, I couldn’t meet friends because of my schedule.
Hoyoung Bae:
Well… if I had friends.
Hoyoung Bae:
You guys may feel trapped on this island, but it’s familiar to me… The difference is that I have more freedom to do what I want, and I have all of you now.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
While I got comfortable with the feeling of loneliness, Hoyoung sees this place as an opportunity to rid himself of it. The difference between us becomes obvious to me, but… that doesn’t make me feel disconnected from him.
Yongseung Kim:
I didn’t have friends either. And when I thought I did… well, I was wrong.
Yongseung Kim:
Someone who was pretending to be my friend in real life was actually one of my online bullies.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung looks at me with sympathy, awaiting my story.
Yongseung Kim:
By the end of my last year in middle school, that person had finally earned my complete trust, only to use it to trick me. H-he got these older kids to scare me…
Yongseung Kim:
My throat closes up before I can say more, but I can see the scene when I close my eyes. The older teenagers threw me into the trunk of their borrowed car and drove around recklessly. When they eventually let me out, I had no idea where I was. They left me and told me to just ask the spirits how to get home, making fun of me.
Yongseung Kim:
Because of them, I got lost, and nothing was familiar. Except…
Yongseung Kim:
I long to see the sky now with the sun completely set and the stars there to brightly light up the night.
Yongseung Kim:
The stars were the same.
Hoyoung Bae:
The stars…
Yongseung Kim:
I was always bullied growing up, but the stars were always there for me, my tarot cards could always comfort me, and when I looked into my crystal ball, I felt content.
Hoyoung Bae:
What do you see when you look up at the stars? Can you see the future?
Yongseung Kim:
I… could try. I’ve dabbled in a little bit of astrology, but I mostly like the stars because they’re beautiful.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh, I see…
Yongseung Kim:
Since I get the feeling that Hoyoung wanted me to read his fortune, I make him an offer.
Yongseung Kim:
How about I try scrying for you?
Hoyoung Bae:
Scrying?
Yongseung Kim:
It’s what I do with my crystal balls. I can look into the reflections and wait for signs.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh… Do you carry a ball with you?
Yongseung Kim:
No, all of my crystals are back at home, off the island. But…
Yongseung Kim:
I put my hand on the shiny surface in front of me. I can make out my and Hoyoung’s reflection in the elevator door.
Yongseung Kim:
If I have a moment to concentrate, I can tell you about something you want to know or try to answer a question you have.
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t have a specific question…
Yongseung Kim:
That’s alright. I’ll just look generally then.
Yongseung Kim:
I straighten my posture and take a deep breath, beginning to meditate. I first concentrate on my own reflection in front of me and my eyes soon relax on the image. Thinking back on Hoyoung’s behavior today, I didn’t spot any signs of insincerity. From polite conversation when he first entered the elevator, to the concern he showed when I started to panic, none of his actions were contradictory. Overall, I’m starting to get a good feeling that I can trust him.
Yongseung Kim:
My eyes move to watch his reflection in the door. He doesn’t notice my gaze, leaning back and seeming to get lost in thought. After a moment, he smiles to himself, revealing one dimple. I can’t find a reason for such an amused look on his face, but it makes him look younger, even though he was trying to play the hyung today. I accidentally let out a chuckle.
Hoyoung Bae:
Did you find something?
Yongseung Kim:
Er, no… I was wondering what you were thinking just now.
Hoyoung Bae:
I was laughing at myself. I was thinking about how I thought I was good at puzzles, but I went to the completely wrong place for the party.
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung takes out his e-Handbook and opens the party invitation.
Hoyoung Bae:
Where did I go wrong?
Yongseung Kim:
I peek over his shoulder and notice something strange.
Yongseung Kim:
Wait a second.
Yongseung Kim:
I take out my own e-Handbook and compare our invitations. As I thought, there’s a slightly different word choice used at the end. My invitation reads, “a place with a clear, vast view of the sky.” I point mine out.
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung, your invitation says, “a place with a clear, vast view in the sky.”
Hoyoung Bae:
Huh? Why would it use a different word?
Yongseung Kim:
The rest of the invite makes it sound like it takes place at the beach, especially since the lack of trees makes it easy to see the sky. But the way yours is worded made you think you should be high up…
Hoyoung Bae:
D-did Jelpi change my invite on purpose?
Yongseung Kim:
She was trying to set us up for this exact trap, wasn’t she…?
Yongseung Kim:
After a second of realizing we were set up and fell for it, Hoyoung suddenly laughs.
Hoyoung Bae:
I guess I am good at puzzles after all. Why don’t we try solving the last one so we can join the others at the party?
Yongseung Kim:
Erm… I’ll try.
Yongseung Kim:
I don’t mention that I plan on going straight to my cabin after I get out of here.
We sit and think about what a barrel, an apple, and rot have to do with each other.
Hoyoung Bae:
Maybe it’s a metaphor. We’re the apples, and the elevator is the barrel, and we’re trapped in here. And rot is… when we fail to solve the puzzle and die?
Yongseung Kim:
…! It’s another idiom.
Hoyoung Bae:
It is?
Yongseung Kim:
“One rotten apple spoils the whole barrel.”
Hoyoung Bae:
—!
Ding.
Yongseung Kim:
The elevator doors suddenly open, and despite being desperate to leave, we hesitate.
Yongseung Kim:
Jelpi…?
Yongseung Kim:
When there’s no response from the monitor, we step out of the elevator and onto the deck of the observation tower, cautious of what we might find. Suddenly, the elevator doors close behind us. I try pressing the buttons to open the doors, but nothing happens.
Hoyoung Bae:
Are we trapped out here now?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
I turn around and look up at the vast night sky. Under the stars, I don’t feel so trapped. I make my way over to the railing, and Hoyoung follows.
Hoyoung Bae:
If it weren’t for the trees, we could probably see the beach from here and see what the others are doing.
Yongseung Kim:
Why don’t I make some predictions?
Yongseung Kim:
First, I scan the starry sky for anything that stands out to me. I note that there’s no planetary influence in the sky tonight, but a couple of bright stars do catch my eye when following the handle of the Big Dipper. Noting the moon’s current phase, I point up at the night sky to present my findings.
Yongseung Kim:
Do you see the two brightest stars over there? That’s Arcturus of Boötes and Spica of Virgo. They both roughly represent strong desires, prosperity, and growth.
Hoyoung Bae:
So what could that mean for the others?
Yongseung Kim:
It could mean someone is getting ambitious. Perhaps for their work or craft, or perhaps for someone or something else they desire. And it’s a good thing that the moon is a waxing crescent tonight.
Hoyoung Bae:
Really? Why’s that?
Yongseung Kim:
Because the moon is currently in Taurus, which means something might happen that changes someone’s life. It’ll be necessary for them to gain self-respect rather than rely on material distractions so that they can grow, or else they’ll lose themselves and never find peace.
Yongseung Kim:
But with the waxing crescent signaling an ideal time for growth, they might just overcome their challenges.
Hoyoung Bae:
I hope so… Do you know who this will happen to?
Yongseung Kim:
Um… Let me think.
Yongseung Kim:
I’ve always found astrology to be too vague when it comes to fortune telling—we’re all under the same night sky, after all. So I shift my thinking to a more logical standpoint to make an educated guess.
Tonight, the others are having a party on the beach. There’s probably going to be alcohol involved, and Minchan has been known to not be able to resist his addiction. Combined with his often defeatist attitude, then I’d say if anyone might have a difficult time, it could reasonably be him.
Yongseung Kim:
Minchan will probably struggle. But we don’t need to worry. Someone will be there for him.
Yongseung Kim:
There’s four other men there. Two of which are nice guys that I know personally—Yeonho and Dongheon—and Kangmin is already bonded with Minchan, so he’ll probably be there for him. As for Gyehyeon… I’m not sure. He reminds me so much of the bullies from my childhood that I feel my reading of him is too biased.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m glad… I was worried for Chani.
Yongseung Kim:
You probably want to be there for him, but we’re trapped here…
Hoyoung Bae:
Maybe so…
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung looks up at the sky, wearing a giddy smile. I don’t know what to make of it. He suddenly notices me staring at him.
Yongseung Kim:
Uh… What’re you thinking about?
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung looks like he’s trying to compose himself and contain his excitement.
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s just that… Even though we’re stuck up here, I don’t feel like I’m trapped right now. Because I’m with you.
Yongseung Kim:
…!
Hoyoung Bae:
It doesn’t matter where I am or what we’re doing—I don’t want to be alone anymore. That’s what’s most important to me.
Yongseung Kim:
I never thought I would prioritize people over everything else like Hoyoung is doing. But somehow, despite our circumstances, I don’t feel as panicked as I would have been if I were alone. And I’m realizing that I don’t feel trapped either.
Hoyoung Bae:
Let’s be friends.
Yongseung Kim:
Hoyoung holds out his pinky.
Hoyoung Bae:
Promise that when we get off of the island, we’ll still be friends.
Yongseung Kim:
I look down at his hand and let out a chuckle.
Yongseung Kim:
You pretend to be extraverted because your job forced you to get used to people, but you’re actually really shy when trying to make genuine connections with others.
Hoyoung Bae:
Eh—?
Yongseung Kim:
Because of your industry, everyone is so blunt with you, and you find it easy to be blunt back. But it doesn’t offend people because of your genuine and loving nature.
Hoyoung Bae:
Are you giving me a palm reading by just looking at my pinky—?
Yongseung Kim:
When you’re alone, too many thoughts consume your head. Having everything decided for you, you have no outlet or exploration to ease your anxieties. That’s why you want to distract yourself with people.
Hoyoung Bae:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
The shape of his pinky isn’t exactly the only basis for my claims. Spending time with him here, I got a closer look at how he acts and reacts to things, giving me hints towards his true temperament. He was giddy when thinking he’s made a new friend, and he’s making me promise to remain one because he wants to know that I’m genuinely on his side. He’s more like me than I could have thought.
I grab ahold of his pinky with my own and stamp our thumbs together.
Yongseung Kim:
Let’s be friends.
Ding. Ding.
Yongseung Kim:
After our e-Handbooks simultaneously signal the obtaining of a new Hope Fragment, there’s a louder ding a few feet away. Looking over, the elevator doors open.
Hoyoung Bae:
We’re finally free…? But… um…
Hoyoung Bae:
I… think I want to stay here.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s a nice night out. I want to keep looking at the stars with you.
Yongseung Kim:
… Me too.
Yongseung Kim:
Contentedly, we turn to stargaze together in a comfortable silence. Suddenly, there’s a mysterious trail of light, which I at first assumed to be a well timed shooting star, moving upwards before suddenly—
KABOOM!
Hoyoung Bae:
Fireworks…!
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
The beautiful shapes and colors of fireworks glow in the distance. We watch in awe together at the light show in silence, until I remember the party that the others are having on the beach.
Yongseung Kim:
These must be for the party down there, but we might have the better view…
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeah…
Yongseung Kim:
Time flies by, and the fireworks finally end with a big, sparkly bang. The sky suddenly silent, I think back to my predictions about the party earlier. What I said had no real basis aside from a few educated guesses, so I can’t help but wonder…
Yongseung Kim:
I wonder how the others are doing…?
Chapter 12: Minchan cooks Gyehyeon ramen!
Summary:
Is the Ultimate Cook really the Ultimate Cook if he can’t even please all six island members' tastes? Is he really not even good enough for the Ultimate Athlete? These are the sort of questions Minchan contemplates as he thinks back to the events prior to the party.
Notes:
(Alcohol mention and drug mention this chapter)
Chapter Text
Minchan Hong:
Today was a mistake. A big, ugly mistake. Getting out of bed was a mistake. Going to the party was a mistake. But even long before this… going to Hope’s Peak was the greatest mistake I ever made.
Have I ever done anything useful in my life? Was anything I did enough to redeem my character? Or was I always just a curse on myself and everyone around me?
THE PREVIOUS DAY, 30 HOURS AGO.
Jelpi:
I’ve been too hard on all of you…
Jelpi:
So I’ve decided to turn over a new leaf! I’m throwing you all a party to celebrate your progress tomorrow night!
Minchan Hong:
… By party, do you mean a horrible bonding event or a real party?
Jelpi:
You don’t trust me? Then let me clear everything up for you right now!
Jelpi:
If you attend this party, you’re going to have a fun time!
Minchan Hong:
I wanted to have a fun time, like Jelpi promised. I would have loved to forget my worries and just partied all night, but she had to ruin it…
Soon after Jelpi’s announcement, I had decided to contemplate the answer to the invitation’s riddle while keeping my hands busy with making dinner for the others alongside my little sous chef. Surely, the answer would come to me as we cooked.
THE FOLLOWING EVENING, 24 HOURS AGO.
Minchan Hong:
By the time I had finished making, serving, and eating my fantastic meal, the answer of where the party would take place… still hadn't come to me. I used to be known as the gifted kid, but I started to consider that maybe years of abusing my liver and damaging my brain cells with alcohol had finally caught up with me.
Giving up, I turned to the others for help.
Minchan Hong:
So where’s the party gonna be at? Anyone figure it out yet?
Dongheon Lee:
We’re not supposed to discuss it…
Minchan Hong:
What—? Are you gonna follow Jelpi’s arbitrary rules?
Dongheon Lee:
She’s the one with the weapons and power, so yeah.
Minchan Hong:
Good point.
Minchan Hong:
Looking around at the others as they finish up eating the meal I made for tonight, I felt like drowning my worries away was indeed the right answer.
Minchan Hong:
Hey, anyone want to drink with me?
Kangmin Yoo:
No thanks…
Yeonho Ju:
I have other stuff I want to do tonight.
Minchan Hong:
Almost everyone got up to leave without considering having a drink with me, but at least my feelings weren’t hurt because I could see that all of their plates were empty—proof that they enjoyed my cooking. Well… every plate except for one. As I was eyeing the half-full plate that Gyehyeon was still taking his time to eat, Hoyoung excitedly tapped the table in front of me to get my attention and mimed taking a shot.
Hoyoung Bae:
Should we drink together?
Minchan Hong:
Um. Maybe not just the two of us.
Hoyoung Bae:
Why? Afraid of waking up in the same bed again?
Minchan Hong:
Ya, don’t say it like that.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon suddenly stood up.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I should turn in. I’m going to go for an early jog tomorrow.
Minchan Hong:
After giving that excuse, he left just like that—an insulting plate of food left behind.
Minchan Hong:
If he doesn’t like my cooking, he should just say so.
Hoyoung Bae:
But he always says he likes it.
Minchan Hong:
How can I believe him if he never finishes even one thing I make for him?
Minchan Hong:
He’s even an athlete for crying out loud—he probably has the highest caloric need out of all of us! But apparently my cooking isn’t good enough!
Hoyoung Bae:
He never said that. Your imagination is getting the best of you.
Minchan Hong:
Yeah, maybe…
Hoyoung Bae:
Chan-a… So you’re really not going to drink with me? It’s not because you’re still mad at me, are you?
Minchan Hong:
You’re still thinking about that? I've already forgotten.
Hoyoung Bae:
I just… I didn’t mean to snap at you earlier. I’m sorry.
Minchan Hong:
I know you didn’t mean it. I shouldn’t have raised my voice either.
Hoyoung Bae:
So do you forgive me?
Minchan Hong:
As long as you forgive me too, we’re good.
Hoyoung Bae:
Then we’re good! See you at the party tomorrow?
Minchan Hong:
Yeah, you better be there.
Minchan Hong:
I’m such an idiot… I made him promise to show up when I couldn’t even be there myself. He’s probably waiting for me, but I just don’t have it in me to see everyone’s faces right now… What kind of friend am I—on top of everything else?
LATER THAT NIGHT, 22 HOURS AGO.
Minchan Hong:
No matter how you look at it, I was giving in to my ugly habit, but I tried to frame me reaching for a bottle of alcohol as helpful in some way. What if getting a buzz helped me solve this riddle? What if getting drunk helped me fall asleep that night? What if it made staying on this island more tolerable? But as I was walking back to my cabin with a bottle, someone suddenly stopped me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Ya, Minchan…
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
I thought he'd be in his cabin by now since he apparently had some workout to do early in the morning. But here he is, up late, only proving that he lied to avoid having to finish my food.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You’re not going to drink alone, are you?
Minchan Hong:
What’s it to you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
You said you'd never drink again.
Minchan Hong:
I did? When did I say that?
Gyehyeon Jo:
When we played dodgeball. I know you were exaggerating, but… It’s something you really want to do, isn’t it?
Minchan Hong:
Get sober?
Minchan Hong:
I looked down at the bottle in my hand and thought it over deeply. I always get miserable and then drink and then get even more miserable. If I can just cut the second step out, I’m sure my life would improve.
Gyehyeon Jo:
If you’re going to drink, then I’ll at least join you—
Minchan Hong:
No, that’s okay. You’re right.
Minchan Hong:
I found a nearby trash can and tossed the bottle in. If I was capable of quitting smoking, then I'd be capable of holding off drinking. But throwing it away was a mistake too. I spent that night lying wide awake for hours as all my regrets popped into my head. And I still hadn't solved the invitation’s riddle.
THE NEXT MORNING, 12 HOURS AGO.
Minchan Hong:
Let’s see… Coffee and breakfast…
Minchan Hong:
Even though I got little sleep, I was still in high spirits, feeling like I accomplished something through enduring the misery of a sleepless night.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hah…
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon suddenly popped into the kitchen, looking sweaty and tired from a workout, and then becoming a little self conscious as he noticed me here. I was trying to mind my own business, cooking my own breakfast, but I saw him struggle to reach the protein powder that got pushed back on the highest shelf of a cabinet.
Minchan Hong:
I got it.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…!
Minchan Hong:
I reached over him, leaning against him as I brought the protein powder down off the shelf. This close to him, it was hard to ignore that his heartbeat was going crazy.
Minchan Hong:
Want me to mix this into some pancakes?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m… not feeling that hungry.
Minchan Hong:
Really? Didn’t you just come from working out?
Minchan Hong:
Your heart rate is at, like, 1000 beats per minute—you’re like a little hummingbird.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Minchan Hong:
You gotta have enough fuel to support yourself. You’re the Ultimate Athlete—you know this, don’t you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I know, and I do.
Minchan Hong:
Then you just don’t like my cooking then, is that it?
Minchan Hong:
I finally said what I was thinking—and of course, that was a mistake. It just opened up the opportunity for him to hide the truth with lies.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m just feeling kind of sick today.
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
I couldn’t find an argument. When we first arrived on the island, I saw him eating just fine, albeit slowly. But the last few days, whenever I’m around to cook his meal, he doesn’t ever get close to finishing. I needed to make him like my food.
THAT AFTERNOON, 8 HOURS AGO.
Minchan Hong:
Hey, Dongheon?
Dongheon Lee:
Uh… yeah?
Minchan Hong:
What does Gyehyeon like?
Dongheon Lee:
In a partner?
Minchan Hong:
What? No, in food.
Dongheon Lee:
Ramen?
Minchan Hong:
Ramen—got it. Thanks!
Dongheon Lee:
Wait, what’s this for?
Minchan Hong:
I want to finally make something he likes.
Dongheon Lee:
We’re talking about Gyehyeon, right? You already know he likes your cooking.
Minchan Hong:
He’s just saying that to be polite. Either he hates what I’m cooking or he has something personal against me. Why else would he lose his appetite when I’m around?
Dongheon Lee:
Limerence?
Minchan Hong:
Uh, yeah no, unlikely. He didn’t always act like this, and I didn’t do a single thing for him to start liking me.
Dongheon Lee:
Well, then is it possible you said something that upset him?
Minchan Hong:
Oh… I just remembered something… Oh god.
Dongheon Lee:
Uh oh. What'd you say?
Minchan Hong:
A couple days ago, I remember telling him that I don’t think he’s naturally talented…
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Minchan Hong:
Is that bad? I didn’t mean it in a bad way.
Dongheon Lee:
Then what way could you have meant it?
Minchan Hong:
If he misunderstood what I was saying, then it’s only right I make it up to him so he can act normal around me again.
Dongheon Lee:
So you’re going to apologize?
Minchan Hong:
Nope! Because I meant what I said. Instead…
Minchan Hong:
I’m going to make ramen!
Dongheon Lee:
?!
Minchan Hong:
Hey, Jelpi!
Minchan Hong:
I left a confused Dongheon behind after quickly spotting Jelpi wandering around the plaza.
Minchan Hong:
What’s the menu like for tonight’s party?
Jelpi:
Funny you should ask, it’s—
Minchan Hong:
Let me cook instead.
Jelpi:
Um?
Minchan Hong:
There’s no problem with that, right? It'd be less work for you?
Jelpi:
It’s not that hard for me, but you know what? Sure. Do whatever you want—except poisoning everyone. Just deliver it all yourself on time!
Minchan Hong:
Or else…?
Jelpi:
Or else we won’t have any food, silly!
Minchan Hong:
Really? That’s it?
Jelpi:
I’m keeping my word. No shenanigans from me at the party. Just fun and games.
Minchan Hong:
Sweet. Love to hear it.
Minchan Hong:
Cooking for the party… I shouldn’t have offered. Was I really that desperate for some random guy’s approval? It wasn’t like he was a famous critic or something! Why didn’t I just accept that other people have different tastes?
5 HOURS AGO.
Minchan Hong:
The beach…?
Minchan Hong:
I checked and checked, but I found the invite’s riddle seemed to no doubt point to the beach as the party’s location.
Minchan Hong:
Ramen on the beach…?
Minchan Hong:
It’s an unusual place to eat ramen, but I was already set on the menu. But why should I have been? Just to impress one guy? I must have been out of my mind.
Minchan Hong:
Here we go—Ride the Wave: Ramen Dinner.
Minchan Hong:
I sketched a little figure surfing on the wavy noodles in a ramen bowl.
Minchan Hong:
I don’t need a marketing team. I’m selling a dream no one knew they had until now.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin, could you print out seven copies of these at the library?
Minchan Hong:
My sous chef comes over to the counter to view my work.
Kangmin Yoo:
You’re making your own ramen brand?
Minchan Hong:
I made this label just for show; I used one of my own favorite ramen recipes with just a little adjustment for the occasion.
Kangmin Yoo:
That’s so cool… I wish I could do that.
Minchan Hong:
You can. Anyone can!
Minchan Hong:
If you can cook, you can be a chef. And since you’ve been helping me so often, you can already consider yourself one.
Kangmin Yoo:
Can I, really?
Minchan Hong:
You know a few of my recipes now, don’t you? Growing up, I started with following the recipes of my mentor who raised me like his own son.
Minchan Hong:
First you copy, then you study different approaches, and then you take what you know and add your own twist.
Minchan Hong:
Anyone can get to that point. But even starting with just one recipe, you can consider yourself equal to a chef. All chefs are just using recipes, old and new, measured and eyeballed.
Kangmin Yoo:
Well… If you just need recipes to be a chef, what makes you an ultimate? Can’t anyone do what you do if they have your recipes?
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
I suppose so.
Minchan Hong:
Some say being an ultimate is just a shallow status. In fact, critics have attacked me with this statement multiple times. Everyone that cooks is a chef in their own right, and how good your cooking is is subjective. Being an ultimate means nothing besides status and pressure. I should have listened to that old man…
Kangmin Yoo:
Ah, sorry! I didn’t mean it like that!
Kangmin Yoo:
The way you cook feels like I’m watching art being made. It’s on a different level…
Minchan Hong:
You could become just as good as me with time. Just follow what I do and eventually develop your own style.
Minchan Hong:
Now, let’s get these labels printed.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yes, chef!
THAT EVENING, 30 MINUTES AGO.
Minchan Hong:
On the beach, a kettle filled with water rested on top of the small fire pit we had set up. Beside it, all seven of the foam cups with my custom labels were lined up perfectly. I was feeling pretty good about this dish.
Minchan Hong:
Okay. Now we wait for everyone to show up, and then we'll add the water when it’s near time to eat.
Kangmin Yoo:
What if we got the invitation wrong?
Minchan Hong:
What if the others get it wrong? We both figured it was here, so we’re probably right.
Kangmin Yoo:
Actually… I cheated. I basically followed you here, and you already made beach themed labels…
Minchan Hong:
We still followed the rules, though. I didn’t show you my invite, and I didn’t discuss it with you.
Kangmin Yoo:
You dont think Jelpi will punish us?
Minchan Hong:
Nope! She’s really particular with her wording. We didn’t break any rules, and she promised there would be no shenanigans at the party tonight.
Minchan Hong:
I was feeling awfully relaxed and ready to have a nice time. I was even feeling confident that I could change Gyehyeon’s mind about me with a meal that would remind everyone of home and fill them with hope to leave the island. If I succeeded in changing Gyehyeon’s mind, then I could change the critics’ minds too when I got back home. I finally had something to look forward to.
Jelpi:
You really did it! Look at that presentation too!
Minchan Hong:
It’s cute isn’t it? It’ll taste even better.
Jelpi:
I wonder how I should reward you for working so hard to make island life fun and flavorful…?
Minchan Hong:
You can let me off the island…
Jelpi:
Aw man, you really wanna leave? You secretly love it here, don’t you? It’s like an exciting vacation!
Jelpi:
Besides, it’s not like you have family to go back to either!
Minchan Hong:
Well… No, not blood relatives, but someone close to me.
Jelpi:
Really?! Are you sure? You can’t mean him, can you?
Minchan Hong:
We may not be as close now, but…
Jelpi:
You know what? To repay you, I’ll ease your mind. Your worst critic, that stubborn old man, is dead!
Minchan Hong:
—! D-dead? What do you mean dead? How? When?
Minchan Hong:
With the shock came disbelief. Just before I found myself on this island, I was watching my former mentor guest starring as a judge on a reality competition show as it aired live.
Minchan Hong:
He was alive and well not two weeks ago!
Jelpi:
I guess he must have kicked the bucket since then.
Minchan Hong:
H-how did this happen?
Jelpi:
What’s with that face? I thought you'd be happy to hear it! That guy was horrible to you! First he mentors you growing up, then he’s cold to you after you get accepted into Hope’s Peak, and then he turns his back on you and becomes your top critic, getting all the other critics on his side! Talk about tough love!
Minchan Hong:
…
Jelpi:
Oop! I gotta go! I have something to take care of!
Minchan Hong:
Jelpi left me standing alone, feeling numb. The news that that old man was really gone took a few minutes to sink in. I would never be able to change his mind. I no longer had the chance to make my old mentor enjoy my cooking and acknowledge what I've grown up to be… And I’ll never hear if he was ever proud of me.
My legs shaking, I quickly left the beach, not caring any longer to see the outcome of the meal I prepared.
NOW.
Minchan Hong:
I eye the uncapped but completely full bottle of soju that I had brought with me to my cabin. In my other hand, I hold the painkillers that I took from the pharmacy when I had sprained my ankle. I can’t decide what to take. One, or the other, or both, or…
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
I set the soju down next to where I sit on the floor and pop open the cap of the painkillers. Examining the capsules, I wonder what really hurts most right now. Is it my heart? Afterall, my ultimate goal—what I wanted to do once I got off the island, my reason to keep living on—is gone. So what now?
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
I look back at the bottle of soju. My suffering is so deep… Should I delay feeling this way with alcohol like I normally do? Only to just feel the emotional and physical pain again once I sober up? Or is there a way out…?
Shifting the pill bottle in my hand, hearing the capsules dink against each other delicately, I decide.
Minchan Hong:
I don’t want to feel this way anymore.
Bang. Bang. Bang.
???????? ??:
Hong Minchan!
Minchan Hong:
—!
Minchan Hong:
I’m so startled by the pounding at my door that I accidentally kick the bottle of soju over. The smell of alcohol fills the room as I try to stand up—
Suddenly, my cabin door bursts open.
Gyehyeon Jo:
—?!
Minchan Hong:
Before I can say anything, Gyehyeon spots the bottle of pills in my hand and lunges to grab them from me. When he rips them from my hand, they spill all over the floor.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Are you okay?!
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon grabs me by the shoulders and examines me carefully. I realize I must look like I’ve been crying. Surprised by his deep concern for me, I manage to reply.
Minchan Hong:
Y-yeah…
Minchan Hong:
But what the hell, man? I didn’t even get to take a painkiller yet—
Gyehyeon Jo:
You didn’t take any?
Minchan Hong:
No. And you made me spill my drink too! I mean, I decided against having any so I could take a pill instead, but you busted my door open and made a mess—!
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon suddenly wraps his arms around me too tightly—but this strength is as expected from the Ultimate Athlete.
Minchan Hong:
Ya… What is going on…?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Kangmin told me what Jelpi said to you. I know what it’s like to lose someone close to you, so I came running and…
Gyehyeon Jo:
You have a tendency to hurt yourself, so I kind of freaked out.
Minchan Hong:
I’m okay, I assure you. I decided to quit feeling sorry for myself and stop relying on that stuff to cope for real this time. I’m not going to feel better until I treat myself right. But um…
Minchan Hong:
I look down. Does Gyehyeon not notice he’s holding onto my hand? I try to pull my hand out from his grasp to help him avoid embarrassment when he suddenly grips me tighter and starts pulling me out of my cabin.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Come on, let’s go back to the beach. Kangmin said you made a meal for all of us—don’t you want to see everyone enjoy it?
Minchan Hong:
Ah— Ah, ah!
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon finally lets go when he notices my pained noises. I lean against the wall outside of my cabin and let my ankle recover. If only I had decided against the alcohol sooner so I could have taken a pain reliever…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Y-your leg’s been bothering you again?
Minchan Hong:
Not really. I thought I was fully recovered, but then I tripped over my own two feet on my way back to my cabin earlier. I didn’t sprain it again, did I?
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon kneels down to check my ankle. He gently lifts it and checks its range, asking me when I feel pain. Seeing him care for me like this feels a little strange. The last time he’s given me this kind of attention was after I first hurt my ankle during dodgeball. But since then, he’s been very cold to me.
Having enough, I pull my ankle out of his hands.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’s a little swollen, but it doesn’t seem too serious.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon stands up and waits for me to respond. He’s trying to gauge whether I can make it to the beach, isn’t he? For whatever reason, he was trying to drag me there just now.
Minchan Hong:
Why do you care if I made tonight’s meal? You’re not even going to eat it.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yes, I will. I love ramen.
Minchan Hong:
But you hate my cooking. Or just plain hate me, don’t you? Because I’m absolute garbage.
Gyehyeon Jo:
… Why would you think I feel that way?
Minchan Hong:
You run away from me when we’re alone, and you’ve outright refused to eat my cooking every time I offered these past few days.
Gyehyeon Jo:
… O-oh… I didn’t think you’d notice.
Minchan Hong:
How could I not? I’m the Ultimate Cook for crying out loud. My pride comes from seeing people enjoy my food. Even if you hate me, it hurts my feelings more when you can hardly bear to eat anything I cook.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m sorry, i-it’s just… When I see you, I feel sick to my stomach. And I completely lose my appetite just thinking about you.
Minchan Hong:
Am I that disgusting, really?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’s not because I hate you… It’s the opposite, actually.
Minchan Hong:
What do you mean “it’s the oppo—”?
Minchan Hong:
Then it hits me. Dongheon was right? These are just symptoms of limerence? Is Gyehyeon confessing?
Minchan Hong:
Oh… Wait, why? Not that I’m searching for compliments, but, like… Why?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Because of what you said a while back. It meant a lot to me…
Minchan Hong:
What I said? What did I say?
Gyehyeon Jo:
You don’t remember…?
Minchan Hong:
Oh, god, was it something I said when I was drunk?
Gyehyeon Jo:
No, not at all…
96 HOURS AGO.
Minchan Hong:
A few days ago, on the night that we had a tarot card photoshoot, the sun had finally set and everyone was starting to return to their cabins. My ankle only slightly bothering me from the fall I had taken while playing dodgeball, I could still walk myself back to my own cabin.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Are you still sore?
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon stopped as he passed by, presumably on his way to his cabin which was situated next to mine.
Minchan Hong:
You care about me after putting me in peril?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I didn’t put you in peril. Remember that Dongheon chose you to play on our team—not me.
Minchan Hong:
So who would you have picked?
Gyehyeon Jo:
You.
Minchan Hong:
Oh, so I was screwed either way, then.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I do feel bad about what happened…
Minchan Hong:
Don’t worry. I’m feeling better—just a bit stiff is all.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I can help with that.
Minchan Hong:
Be my guest.
Minchan Hong:
We entered my cabin, and Gyehyeon had me sit down on my bed as he examined my ankle and gave me a gentle, yet firm, massage.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Feeling better?
Minchan Hong:
Yeah! I hardly feel any pain at all now.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You should be more or less back to normal tomorrow, but if you ever feel sore again, let me know.
Minchan Hong:
What are you—the Ultimate Masseur? How do you know all this stuff?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I may play hard, but I also rest just as hard. When I wasn’t training, I was researching and practicing the best ways to recover.
Gyehyeon Jo:
If I didn’t take care of myself, I wouldn’t be able to work as hard as I do. So to achieve my dreams, I committed myself to my body.
Minchan Hong:
I’m jealous.
Minchan Hong:
I wished I’d have taken care of myself for once instead of throwing away my health on a whim so often.
Minchan Hong:
Seriously. I’m so jealous. You really do win gold medals for a reason, huh? You were made for this career.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Right? I’m just naturally talented in athletics. Anyone will tell you that.
Minchan Hong:
Actually… I don’t think you’re naturally talented at all. I can tell you’ve put in hours and hours of serious hard work to get where you are.
Minchan Hong:
Hearing Gyehyeon talk about his passion proved to me that what the Ultimate Athlete has isn’t talent—it’s dedication, discipline, and perseverance. He works hard every day, and I see it even when we’re here on this island. Sure, I’ve read articles back home about athlete Jo and his accomplishments, but the press is definitely not giving him enough credit. They say he’s talented, but that’s not even half of it.
NOW.
Minchan Hong:
After Gyehyeon finishes retelling our conversation with an unforeseen warmth, I can only blink in silence, dumbfounded at this not being a callout but rather an appreciation for the careless way I worded my thoughts.
Gyehyeon Jo:
When you said that you didn’t think I was naturally talented, it felt like I was finally being seen. I put in so much work, all for everyone to just think I was born with this talent that made winning easy for me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
But you saw that I worked hard because I wanted it and because I love what I do. And… I don’t know… It’s like a switch was flipped…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Now, I can’t help how I feel about you…
Minchan Hong:
…!
Gyehyeon Jo:
But you don’t feel the same way, do you? If you liked me half as much as I respected you, we would have earned a fragment by now.
Gyehyeon Jo:
But we didn’t because I haven’t done a single thing for you besides get you injured.
Minchan Hong:
Th-that’s not true… you did massage it—m-my ankle.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It wasn’t enough to make you notice me though.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Is there… something else I can do for you?
Minchan Hong:
Hearing this tone in Gyehyeon’s voice after confessing, I’m suddenly seeing him in a whole different light. He leans in almost too close to me, and with my back already up against the wall, I can’t easily move away. His eyes looking at me intensely, I swallow nervously, my shirt collar suddenly feeling tight.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ll do anything for you, hyung.
Minchan Hong:
Um… Uh…
Minchan Hong:
Looking into Gyehyeon’s eyes… It’s too much. I lower my gaze, but when my eyes land on his lips… that’s absolutely too much—times infinity. I decide to just settle my eyes on his cute nose while I try to think of how to respond.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Huh? Why won’t you look me in the eyes, hyung?
Minchan Hong:
Because if I do… I’m going to want to kiss you.
Gyehyeon Jo:
?!
Minchan Hong:
Haha, sorry! I must be a little too drunk! I had some to drink before the party…
Minchan Hong:
With the way Gyehyeon’s looking at me, it makes me wonder if he caught my lie. After all, I already confessed to not drinking even a sip of that soju he caused me to spill earlier. Still, I do feel somewhat buzzed on my own feelings. My heartbeat is going wild, and I’m even a little dizzy. What did this guy do to me?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung…
Minchan Hong:
Suddenly, Gyehyeon drops down and gestures to his back.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Come on, I’ll give you a piggyback ride.
Minchan Hong:
What? Why?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Your ankle hurts, doesn’t it?
Minchan Hong:
Yeah, but shouldn’t I stay in my cabin to rest?
Gyehyeon Jo:
No, we should go back to the beach. The others are probably hungry.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I told them not to eat until you came back.
Minchan Hong:
You made them wait? Why on earth would you do that?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I want you to see how much they’re gonna enjoy your cooking. It always makes you so happy to see your hard work pay off. And… I like seeing you happy.
Minchan Hong:
…
Ding.
Minchan Hong:
Our e-Handbooks simultaneously ping as we gain a Hope Fragment, but Gyehyeon doesn’t react; he’s just looking at me expectantly. This guy’s serious… He wants to give me a ride to the beach for my own happiness. Do I really deserve someone this nice?
Noticing my elongated hesitation, Gyehyeon stands up to confront me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Aren’t you coming?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m feeling pretty hungry, and I heard you made this dish for me.
Minchan Hong:
I did, admittedly. And I desperately want to know what you think about it. So let’s go—
SWOOSH, KABOOM!
Minchan Hong:
Us both being startled at the sudden loud noise, Gyehyeon immediately covers me with his body. Wait, why is this small man protecting me? I’m the hyung in this situation!
I bravely open my eyes and see that the loud noises are actually fireworks, just noticeable as they peak over the trees that cover the path that leads to the beach.
Minchan Hong:
Oh— fireworks!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Come on, we’re going to miss out.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon more boldly grabs hold of me and lifts me up onto his back. As I’m securely grabbing onto him for dear life, he starts jogging towards the beach. I’m about to ask if this is really necessary, but seeing as he isn’t struggling at all, he must be stronger than I thought. All I can do is enjoy the ride while I jealously listen to the sound of fireworks in the distance.
Minchan Hong:
Ya~ I haven’t been to a fireworks show in years. The last one I went to, I was with my mentor, just after graduating from Hope’s Peak.
Minchan Hong:
I tried to ditch him so I could smoke a cigarette in peace, but he caught me and gave me an earful, even though I thought he stopped caring about me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You smoke?
Minchan Hong:
Used to when I was younger. But when that old man found out, I was forced to quit. I hated that he was always right…
Minchan Hong:
I can’t remember how, but my guess is I only started smoking in the first place because I wanted to be like Sanji from One Piece.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Really? I always wanted to be like Zoro.
Minchan Hong:
A tiny thing like you? “Be like Zoro?”
Minchan Hong:
As if to prove his capability to me, Gyehyeon speeds up, and I tightly hold my arms around him so as to not fall and injure myself again. But with Gyehyeon’s apparent strength, I doubt he’ll drop me any time soon.
We arrive at the beach just in time to enjoy the last few minutes of fireworks.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung!
Minchan Hong:
When the others spot us, Kangmin comes running up to greet me.
Kangmin Yoo:
Are you doing okay? I heard everything Jelpi said…
Minchan Hong:
I’m doing just fine. Don’t worry.
Yeonho Ju:
So can we eat now?
Minchan Hong:
Yes! Is the water boiling?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yes, chef.
Minchan Hong:
Then let’s pour it into our cups.
Minchan Hong:
As Kangmin and Minchan take the kettle of water from the small fire pit, a loud voice interrupts.
Jelpi:
Hollllld on a minute!
Minchan Hong:
A blimp with a large screen on the side showing Jelpi passes overhead, its speakers blaring her voice.
Dongheon Lee:
I thought Jelpi said she wasn’t attending the party…
Jelpi:
To be clear, I’m not setting foot at your party at all! I’m just visiting remotely. I followed the rules!
Jelpi:
And according to the rules… someone completed the secret task! And that task was, of course, to earn a Hope Fragment!
Kangmin Yoo:
Earning a Hope Fragment was the secret task? Isn’t that a little too on the nose?
Minchan Hong:
So we won! Hell yeah!
Jelpi:
Wait just one moment. Along with earning a Hope Fragment, there was one other requirement. So before I give away the prize, I will read the last part of the invitation aloud.
Jelpi:
“If we join hands, we can become friends. We get to know each other through a different lens. The first to see eye to eye will be the ones to get the prize.”
Jelpi:
Not only did you need to gain a fragment out of a deepened bond and earned respect for each other, but “joining hands” was meant literally!
Minchan Hong:
Wait, we did do that! Gyehyeon and I held hands!
Gyehyeon Jo:
…!
Yeonho Ju:
Context?
Minchan Hong:
The context was very normal, mind you. It happened before Gyehyeon came onto me—
Gyehyeon Jo:
!!!
Minchan Hong:
Anyhow, we won the prize!
Jelpi:
Hold it! You’re not the only pair to have touched hands and hearts! The pair to have done such a thing and earn a fragment first are the ones who will receive a prize.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon and I look over at the others, trying to figure out who earned a fragment and held hands.
Yeonho Ju:
What? I didn’t do anything even remotely like that.
Dongheon Lee:
Neither did I. So then…?
Jelpi:
Hoyoung and Yongseung! They are the winners!
Minchan Hong:
Wait, what? Those two aren’t even here!
Yeonho Ju:
At least Minchan and Gyehyeon are here now, but those other two didn’t show up once. How come they’re the winners?
Jelpi:
The secret task didn’t say you needed to attend the party to win the prize. Therefore, they will be the ones to receive customized prizes suited to their likings!
Minchan Hong:
They get custom prizes too?
Jelpi:
Yes, good for them! But don’t worry—you two get a gift just as good…
Minchan Hong:
A gift just as good? What is it??
Jelpi:
The gift of… friendship!
Jelpi:
By the way… Did any of you notice that we’re over halfway done with earning Hope Fragments? You’re welcome! If it wasn’t for me and our beautiful paradise, you’d all be—
Minchan Hong:
The blimp’s screen suddenly cuts out with static for a half a minute before finally coming back while Jelpi is mid-sentence.
Jelpi:
—for the rest of your days—!
Jelpi:
But, gentlemen, it’s not time to celebrate yet. Rather, you might not ever be able to. There’s still so much you don’t know—about each other and even about yourselves. It’ll only get harder from here on out.
Jelpi:
In the end, will these Hope Fragments be able to save you from the island? No, that’s not the right question to ask… Will they even be able to save you from—?
Minchan Hong:
The screen suddenly cuts to black and the blimp silently floats away from the beach, leaving us standing alone and confused.
Dongheon Lee:
Well, that was ominous…
Kangmin Yoo:
What did she mean? Do we need them to save us from something…?
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin looks at me with worry. Having no idea what she meant, all I can do is shrug.
Dongheon Lee:
Jelpi’s probably just trying to scare us…
Yeonho Ju:
Exactly. We’ve been making good progress; we’ll probably earn 31 flavors in no time.
Kangmin Yoo:
… You mean 21 fragments?
Yeonho Ju:
Oh, right… Yeah, that’s what I meant. I’m pretty hungry.
Minchan Hong:
And with that, we get to finally enjoy the meal I prepared, but it’s been soured by the foreboding thing Jelpi had said. Even though our conversation is about my ramen recipe, I can tell by the look on everyone’s faces that what Jelpi said is the only thing on our minds.
Chapter 13: Gyehyeon holds Yongseung’s prized possession!
Summary:
Nerds and jocks are not known for getting along, but Gyehyeon is determined to change that. When the Ultimate Athlete tries to bond with Yongseung but completely drops the ball, will the Ultimate Fortune Teller be able to see through to his true self?
Chapter Text
Ding dong, bing bong.
Jelpi:
Good morning, Hope’s Peak alumni! The winners of last night’s riddle will find their prizes outside of their respective cottages. That is all! Have a great day~!
Gyehyeon Jo:
I hear Jelpi’s morning announcement over the loudspeakers as I’m finishing my early morning jog. Approaching the row of our cabins, I see Yongseung step outside and stop to look at a box with a bow on it at his doorstep.
Gyehyeon Jo:
So that’s the prize he won?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I mutter this question to myself, as Yongseung is busy unwrapping the bow and opening the box to reveal something odd. His gift is a shiny glass ball. The way he looks at it must mean it’s something important, though I don’t get it.
When Yongseung holds it up to catch the rays of the sun in the glass, he finally notices me walking by.
Yongseung Kim:
…!
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
I wave at him, but he seems awkward about only just noticing he was being watched, and so he ignores me, quickly walking past me to get to Yeonho’s cabin next door. I click my tongue in annoyance. Of course this guy won’t even say hi, let alone open up to me.
Deciding to just move on, I see Hoyoung standing outside of his cabin with Dongheon. In Hoyoung’s hand is a little card with a tiny bow on it.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hey, what’d you get?
Hoyoung Bae:
I… don’t know. It’s a note telling me to show up to the other side of the island. I wonder if my prize is something big?
Dongheon Lee:
You can’t be serious. You’re actually going to go and find out? When did we start trusting Jelpi? You don’t know what she’s planning.
Hoyoung Bae:
Since she already threatened my life yesterday, I’m feeling pretty safe today. Besides, Jelpi promised me a prize, and I want to see what it is.
Dongheon Lee:
“Threatened your life…?” Okay, that’s it. I’m going with you.
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon, we’ll be back for breakfast. If Minchan’s serving today, save me some.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You got it, hyung.
*
Gyehyeon Jo:
Minchan did indeed serve breakfast today, and I’m in the middle of enjoying it alongside most of the others while we wait for Dongheon and Hoyoung to come back.
Minchan Hong:
How do you like it? Pretty good, right?
Kangmin Yoo:
It’s great, hyung.
Minchan Hong:
My old man used to cook a full English breakfast every morning when I lived with him.
Yongseung Kim:
You were lucky enough to have this every day?
Minchan Hong:
Haha. Yeah, I would have been, if he shared. He always made just enough for his own plate so that I’d have to cook my own. “If you want to eat like this, you gotta learn to make it yourself.”
Minchan Hong:
It’s not like it was hard, but his breakfast always looked more tasty than my own. But now, I think I make it even better than he did.
Gyehyeon Jo:
The pride in Minchan’s smile makes me feel warm, but suddenly, that smile starts to fade.
Minchan Hong:
I wish I could’ve been there to see him one last time. Before he…
Gyehyeon Jo:
… Hyung.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I pat Minchan’s back, understanding his pain. I used to always find myself longing to see my friend again as well.
Minchan Hong:
I tried asking Jelpi when he died and what happened, but I didn’t get a direct answer. Even though we weren’t on the best terms, it’s still important to me to know… He never stopped being important to me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Minchan’s words resonate with me. I may have lost my childhood friend years ago, but it hurts just as much when I’m reminded about it now. And since he passed away when I was attending Hope’s Peak, I can’t even remember what happened. Why did I lose someone so important to me? How did he die? These are the things I want to ask Jelpi, but she sealed away our high school memories for a reason. How can I get her to tell me what I want to know?
Kangmin suddenly interrupts my train of thought.
Kangmin Yoo:
Where’s Yeonho?
Yongseung Kim:
He’s sleeping in. He went to bed very late because he spent all night gaming. He still said he’d meet up for breakfast—
Gyehyeon Jo:
A yawn with the opening of the cafeteria door interrupts on cue.
Minchan Hong:
You’re too late, we’ve finished eating.
Yeonho Ju:
That’s okay, I wasn’t going to stick around anyway. I can just eat chips and drink soda at the library like I usually do while I’m gaming.
Minchan Hong:
What a true gamer.
Kangmin Yoo:
… Hey, guys… Shouldn’t Hoyoung be back by now?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Come to think of it, Dongheon and Hoyoung have been gone for longer than I thought. While Yongseung explains to Yeonho where they went, I get up from my seat.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ll go look for them.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’ll come with you.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Heading outside with the youngest of us, everything seems normal. The sun is shining as it always does, the gentle breeze smells of the ocean, and the birds are chirping, making the island feel less lonely than it actually is. But there’s something else—
Gyehyeon Jo:
Do you hear that?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I stop walking and listen. There’s a strange rumbling and a faint mechanical sound.
Kangmin Yoo:
What’s that noise—?
???:
AAAAAHHHHH!
Gyehyeon Jo:
We hear a startling scream in the distance, and at once, I rush towards it while Kangmin sprints back to alert the others at the cafeteria. I know Dongheon is strong, but he’s not built for fighting. Worry for him fueling me with adrenaline, I reach the gate on the far side of the island that I normally pass when I go jogging. This gate that blocks the bridge that connects our main island to one of the smaller ones was locked this morning—now, it’s wide open. I rush through and look around this unknown territory, the mechanical noise growing louder and louder. Then I see something… odd.
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s…
Gyehyeon Jo:
My footsteps slow down when I enter an area with a wide stone path. I’m no longer in the more forestry sections of this outer island, as what’s around me are now buildings and colorful stands. I jog backwards to look at the arch I passed under on the way in here. The sign above it reads “Berry Jam-boree Amusement Park.”
Gyehyeon Jo:
An… amusement park?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Equal parts cautiously and confusedly, I walk around, looking at all the different attractions until I come across a bunch of themed rides. When I spot the source of the mechanical noise, a group of footsteps hurriedly approach me from behind.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon-a, did you find them—?
Gyehyeon Jo:
On cue, the cart of the roller coaster slows down and stops in place. Stepping off of the ride is Dongheon, carrying a giant, pink stuffed bear, and Hoyoung, who is wearing carnival face paint. Both of them are wearing smiles. They were having fun.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh—? Guys! I’m so glad you’re here!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hoyoung trots over to us, noticing how confused we look.
Hoyoung Bae:
This place is Jelpi’s gift to me. She let us onto this island so we can visit the theme park!
Gyehyeon Jo:
You got full access to an amusement park and all Yongseung got was a glass ball?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Jelpi:
Everyone, welcome!
Gyehyeon Jo:
We turn our attention to Jelpi, who suddenly appears amongst us.
Jelpi:
I’m happy you’re all here to fully enjoy all that the Berry Jam-boree Amusement Park has to offer!
Jelpi:
I was originally reluctant to open the gate to this island because, well… Nevermind! That’s not important!
Jelpi:
I had to let you in because this place is the only gift suitable for Hoyoung, who has always dreamed of going to an amusement park with friends!
Jelpi:
But he was always so busy and lonely, the poor guy! He never had a chance!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Dongheon looks at Hoyoung empathetically and brushes his hand against his. But when Hoyoung notices, he gives the older man a smirk that makes Dongheon cower, retracting his hand and folding his arms together, looking embarrassed.
Jelpi:
This may be Hoyoung’s gift, but you all are free to play here with him! However~ I’ll only give you full access to this island until the end of the day!
Jelpi:
So~ Use your time wisely, and have fun while you can! Tata~!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Jelpi starts walking away while the others break out in chatter at the excitement, but I have an idea. I silently follow Jelpi until we’re a ways away from the group.
Jelpi:
Wh-why are you stalking me? What do you want?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m surprised by how defensive Jelpi is suddenly.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Tell me about my friend’s death—I want to know everything.
Jelpi:
… Are you sure you want to know?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I need to know. I can’t remember anything about how it happened since you took away my memories of Hope’s Peak.
Jelpi:
To be honest, you never knew the full story even during Hope’s Peak. Do you think you can handle hearing the truth? And why should I even tell you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ll do anything. He was someone very important to me.
Jelpi:
… I’ll tell you what. I’ll reveal all the info I can about your friend… if you can earn a Hope Fragment by sundown.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Okay. I can do that—
Jelpi:
Did you really think I’d make it that easy for you? No, I don’t want you to earn just any fragment. I can see where you’re struggling, Gyehyeon…
Jelpi:
You must earn a Hope Fragment with Yongseung!
Gyehyeon Jo:
And what happens if I can’t…?
Jelpi:
If you fail to earn a Hope Fragment with Yongseung by sundown tonight, Yongseung will die.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Of course I won’t agree to that. You know I wouldn’t.
Jelpi:
Well, my logic is that if you simply are incapable of earning a fragment with Yongseung despite being such a nice guy, then it surely must be Yongseung’s fault, right? Might as well eliminate him to make it easier on everyone.
Gyehyeon Jo:
No, it goes against what I believe in. Despite not getting along, we’re still in this together. We’re a team, so I do care for him.
Jelpi:
Really? I’d have thought you wouldn’t care if this island burned down to the ground with all of you trapped on it. But, if you insist, I’ll make a compromise with an addendum.
Jelpi:
If you fail to earn a fragment but get Yongseung to admit that he hates you, that would prove that you were truly the problem, and so you will be executed in his stead.
Gyehyeon Jo:
… I think I can make that happen, if I really needed to…
Jelpi:
Oh-ho! How brave! You wouldn't want to see Yongseung when he's angry! But you might need to~
Gyehyeon Jo:
Wait a minute. If I die, will it trap everyone else on the island? They won’t be able to get 21 Hope Fragments.
Jelpi:
Clever boy! I see I can’t trick you, so I’ll tell you what. If you fail and die, your fragments will not be included in the total necessary for the others to leave.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Maybe it’s for the best. If Yongseung and I really aren't good together—if earning a fragment between us is impossible—I can save everyone this way if worst comes to worst. And the risk is worth it. I need to know about what happened to my childhood friend. He was more important to me than anything.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’s a deal.
Jelpi:
Wonderful! Remember—you have until sundown!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Jelpi walks away, and I’m lost in thought. This is a gamble, but it’s one that only has benefits. If I win, I become closer to Yongseung, closer to leaving the island, and I’ll be able to finally ease my pain from the mystery of my friend. If I lose, everyone else will benefit.
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
I suddenly spot Kangmin watching me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Kangmin. You didn’t hear us, did you…?
Kangmin Yoo:
O-oh, I was just looking around at all the park attractions…
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s a Jelpi that will paint your face, and Jelpis tending carnival games, and Jelpis serving at food stands…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Really?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I think of how to spend my time wisely. I need to get closer to Yongseung in any way I can.
Kangmin and I join the others in the middle of a discussion.
Yeonho Ju:
Do you want me to walk back with you?
Yongseung Kim:
Actually… I don’t have to go back. We’re only here for one day, after all. I’ll just carry it with me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yongseung looks down at the delicate glass orb in his hands. He brought it with him to breakfast and carried it here when everyone rushed over in a panic. That thing must be important to him so much that he doesn’t want to leave it anywhere out of sight. It’s small, but it seems too big to comfortably keep in a pocket, and the cabins are all the way back at the main island.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I can hold it for you if you want to try some of the faster rides.
Yongseung Kim:
Erm… That’s okay.
Yeonho Ju:
We can go on the ferris wheel then.
Yongseung Kim:
Sure.
Minchan Hong:
I’m going to play some of the carnival games.
Hoyoung Bae:
Let’s play the water shooting game together! You, me, and Dongheon! The winner gets to choose the losers’ face paints.
Minchan Hong:
Deal!
Dongheon Lee:
Deal!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Those three hurry away, and the four of us approach the ferris wheel. Yongseung and Yeonho stand side by side, looking like they’re going to board together. The capsules are pretty small, each only having room for two people. I think of how to get in the same one as Yongseung as I awkwardly stand next to him.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, let’s ride together!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Kangmin grabs onto Yeonho’s arm.
Yeonho Ju:
Huh? But Yong—
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyu~ng!
Yeonho Ju:
Ah, okay, okay.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeonho and Kangmin board a capsule together, and I get into the next one with Yongseung. The silence as we ride is a little deafening, but the view of the park from up here is really nice. There’s so many rides and attractions on one side, and in the distance of this island, there’s a forest leading to the mountains. Yongseung looks completely lost in thought as he looks out the window, wearing a very serious expression.
Gyehyeon Jo:
So… what’s up with the glass orb thing?
Yongseung Kim:
Huh? Oh… this is a crystal ball, actually…
Gyehyeon Jo:
He looks reluctant to explain more, so I prompt him.
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s really all Jelpi gave you? I’m missing something. Could you explain it to me?
Yongseung Kim:
It doesn't look like much, but this is my first crystal ball I bought when I was in middle school. I don’t know how Jelpi got it, and the idea that she might’ve broken into my house to steal it is concerning…
Yongseung Kim:
But I am glad to have it here. It brings me comfort just to hold it. I even used to take it with me when I’d go on walks so I could use it in peace and quiet when I reached my destination.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Must be important to you. But… what do you do with it?
Yongseung Kim:
I, um… use it to scry.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I want Yongseung to tell me more, but he keeps going quiet before he’ll give me more info. I don’t get why he’s so reluctant to talk to me, but I’ll try my best to get him to open up like I wish he would.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Scrying? What is that?
Yongseung Kim:
This is going to sound weird, but… It’s looking into reflections to make out shapes that can help predict the future.
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s real?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
I-I mean, if it is, then that’d be a great advantage during a game.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yongseung looks offended at my question. I can get pretty superstitious, but I’ve never hired a psychic to help with my matches. I was genuinely wondering if scrying could help in my career, but I must have come across as doubtful in his abilities.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s not for everyone…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yongseung doesn’t say anything after that. Looks like he closed himself up again after hearing my close minded comment. I should have known better than to ask a psychic if something they did was “real.” Luckily, the silence between us lasts for only a minute more before the ride stops, and we reunite with all the others.
Yeonho Ju:
Let me guess—Hoyoung won?
Hoyoung Bae:
Dongheon did! But he said he likes me best as Ho-rangi.
Yeonho Ju:
Then why does he look like that…?
Dongheon Lee:
It’s cute, isn’t it? I picked it out for myself.
Minchan Hong:
What do you guys want to do next?
Gyehyeon Jo:
The day passes by with fun activity after fun activity, and I try and try to get closer to Yongseung, but it always seems to fail. I tried to share my ice cream with him only for it to drip on his clothes when I held it up to him. I tried having some fun with him during bumper cars, only to run into him a little more forcefully than I meant to. Many other attempts later and the sun looks almost ready to set—and I’m running out of ideas.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung-a, try the roller coaster with us!
Yongseung Kim:
Okay…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yongseung turns to check with Yeonho, who agrees to hold onto his crystal ball for him while he rides the roller coaster. But I can tell Yeonho wants to join them.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Let me hang onto it.
Yongseung Kim:
…?
Yeonho Ju:
Are you sure?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah, I’ll keep it safe.
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung, what do you think? Gyehyeon’s the kind of guy that’ll defend something with his life, so it’s a safe bet.
Yongseung Kim:
… If you say so.
Gyehyeon Jo:
With Yeonho vouching for me, Yongseung reluctantly agrees, and I find the crystal ball in my hands as the group boards the roller coaster. As I’m left alone with the shiny ball, I consider how unsuccessful I’ve been today, but another thought comes into my head. Even if I could get Yongseung to like me… what do I do after that? What if I still don’t like him? It takes two to earn a fragment…
I try to shake the thought out of my head. I’m sure that if I got to know him better, I would like him. I should try to focus on how he feels for now.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Will Yongseung ever like me?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I mutter to the crystal ball before shaking it as if it were a Magic 8 Ball, but looking into it for a few seconds, I don’t find any answers.
???:
Of course he’ll like you.
Gyehyeon Jo:
?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
This thing works?!
I suddenly feel stupid when I turn to find Minchan and Kangmin coming from the teacups. Minchan’s voice was the one I heard.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Thanks, but I don’t know…
Kangmin Yoo:
He’ll come to like you… He has to…
Minchan Hong:
Ugh, my head is spinning… Kangmin-a! Why’d you spin the cup that fast?!
Kangmin Yoo:
You said we should see how fast we can make it go.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Minchan covers his eyes, trying to regain his stability, but I see his legs wobbling ever so slightly.
Minchan Hong:
I need to sit down somewhere—
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung—?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Minchan stumbles and begins to fall to the side. Without thinking, I lunge to catch him.
Smash!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung, you okay?
Minchan Hong:
I-I’m fine.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Looking him over, he does seem fine… but I don’t. On the ground are pieces of Yongseung’s crystal ball, shattered on the brick pavement. I hold my breath out of shock. I can’t believe what I just did and what this means for me. The sun is already setting—I have no choice.
I look up to notice that the others have already gotten off of the roller coaster, and as expected, Yongseung is stunned into silence at what he’s seeing.
Yongseung Kim:
… You… You broke it.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Minchan Hong:
He didn’t mean to. He was—
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ll admit it. I did it on purpose.
Yongseung Kim:
—!
Minchan Hong:
What? Gyehyeon—?
Gyehyeon Jo:
This is the only thing I can do for Yongseung now. There’s no time to make it up to him.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yongseung… I’m so sick of your attitude.
Yongseung Kim:
—?!
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, what the hell—?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m tired of pretending. I’ve been trying to suck up to you all day so we can get a Hope Fragment, but you’re such a sad, closed off person that I couldn’t even have one nice conversation with you.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon-a, what’s going on—?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I just want that fragment so I can get off this island and finally be far, far away from you and your weird-ass woo-woo hobbies.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s right. You have to hate me. That’s the only way you’ll be safe now. And if everyone else thinks so too, that’s even better—since I’ll be gone from their lives soon. Lying like this and seeing the hurt on everyone’s faces makes my heart ache, but I’m taking responsibility for the deal I made.
I see Yongseung’s fists and jaw clench before he finally responds.
Yongseung Kim:
I’ve been bullied by people like you my whole childhood! They looked just like you, and they talked just like you! They were ride or die with their friends but looked down on anyone outside of their close-knit group of meatheads!
Yongseung Kim:
Just because I’m different from them, I had to put up with so much growing up. And now I’m forced to be here with someone like that again!
Gyehyeon Jo:
We wouldn’t have to be here for so long if you just talked to people like a normal goddamn human-being.
Yongseung Kim:
Why do I have to open up to someone who doesn’t get me? It’s painful to be vulnerable, and people like you don’t understand that…! I…
Yongseung Kim:
I hate you and people like you!
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
I put my hands in my pockets to hide that I’m shaking. I feel so horrible but relieved that I got Yongseung to say that he hates me. I did my job—now it’s time to turn myself in.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon, wait a minute. Why are you acting like this? Can we just talk about this—?
Gyehyeon Jo:
There’s nothing to talk about. This is just the way I feel.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I lower my cap over my face to hide my teary eyes, turn away, and leave the amusement park alone.
*
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung-a, are you okay?
Yongseung Kim:
With my eyes stinging from crying, Yeonho rubs my back to comfort me. I had run into the house of mirrors to have a breakdown privately away from the group, but Yeonho followed me. I feel that I’m faring better because of his company, but I still feel horrible. I’m disgusted that I have to share an island with Gyehyeon and disgusted by the things I said because of him.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m sorry this happened… I-I really don’t know why he said that stuff.
Yongseung Kim:
He said it because he meant it.
Yeonho Ju:
… Maybe I shouldn’t say this, but if he did mean it, why did he tell you? Wouldn’t it be best to keep his motive a secret so he can earn a fragment and get closer to leaving? Even if he lost his temper over something, it doesn’t really make sense to me…
Yongseung Kim:
Sometimes people like that aren’t logical. At this point, he’d rather stay on the island forever than get along with me.
Yongseung Kim:
That’s what I gathered from his behavior… but one thing doesn’t sit right with me. What was Minchan about to say when I came over and saw that my crystal ball was shattered? He said it was an accident, and was seemingly about to explain. Based on Minchan’s lack of hesitation and calm demeanor, he wasn’t lying. Was there an actual excusable reason why Gyehyeon broke my crystal ball? If so, why did he say he did it on purpose?
??????? ???:
Yongseung! Yongseung!
Yeonho Ju:
Kangmin? We’re in here!
Yongseung Kim:
I wipe my face to look more presentable before Kangmin peaks his head into the entrance of the maze of mirrors. He looks gravely serious.
Kangmin Yoo:
There you are. I… have something to tell you. It’s about Gyehyeon…
Yongseung Kim:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
He wasn’t just trying to pick a fight. Jelpi made him do that.
Yeonho Ju:
Why would she do that? She wants us to gain Hope Fragments… Or wants us to die—it’s hard to tell with her.
Yongseung Kim:
Did Jelpi tell Gyehyeon that if he fights with me, then he’ll be let off of the island?
Yongseung Kim:
If that’s why he did what he did, then I could try to understand—
Kangmin Yoo:
He did it to save you.
Yongseung Kim:
What? Save me?
Kangmin Yoo:
I overheard Jelpi making a deal with Gyehyeon. If he could get a Hope Fragment with you by sundown, he could finally learn about the death of his friend. And if he couldn’t… she’d kill you. Unless…
Yongseung Kim:
Unless?
Kangmin Yoo:
If he could get you to admit you hate him, then Jelpi would take Gyehyeon’s life instead of yours.
Yongseung Kim:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
He did that to save me? Gyehyeon is sacrificing his life for me?
Yongseung Kim:
Where is he? Where did Gyehyeon go?
Kangmin Yoo:
I saw him walking back to the main island—
Yongseung Kim:
I rush out of the house of mirrors and out of the amusement park. I need to find Gyehyeon before he heads to his death.
Yongseung Kim:
What have I done…?
Yongseung Kim:
I went too far. Gyehyeon was lying to protect me while I meant everything I said about him. There’s no going back from that. He’ll hate me forever now and will never be able to get off of the island, let alone live past tonight, because of me. I have to find him before Jelpi does!
Hurrying through the main island, I finally spot Gyehyeon walking in the direction of the plaza. I run up to him and grab his arm to stop him.
Yongseung Kim:
Gyehyeon turns around to look at me. At first glance, I see fear in his teary eyes, but it’s quickly hidden away, as if to protect me from knowing what’s to come.
Yongseung Kim:
I-I got it all wrong… I see it now—I see you, for who you really are…
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Gyehyeon hides his hands in his jacket’s pockets despite the warm night, a sign that he’s feeling insecure and is in need of comfort. He avoids my eyes, ashamed of what he’s said, but his posture is straight, standing securely on both legs, showing that he believes in the path that he took. He’s suddenly easier for me to read now than before when my biases against him clouded my vision.
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s right. You saw the real me tonight.
Yongseung Kim:
At first, you reminded me of my bullies. The worst of them were athletes, like you, and so everything about you reminded me of them.
Yongseung Kim:
The way they tortured me throughout my childhood was traumatic for me. They only thought about themselves—making themselves feel better by tearing me down, making themselves feel brave by making me feel scared. They never thought of lifting someone else up at their expense.
Yongseung Kim:
And now I know… You’re not like them at all.
Gyehyeon Jo:
What…?
Yongseung Kim:
I know everything. Kangmin told me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
So he did overhear… Dammit…
Yongseung Kim:
That’s right, it’s too late. If someone has to die, it’s going to be me. Because I don’t hate you. In fact… Now, I think…
Yongseung Kim:
No, I’m sure this is how I feel… Hyung, I respect and admire you wholeheartedly.
Ding.
Yongseung Kim:
For a moment, I’m startled by the sudden sound, but then I soon realize it came from our e-Handbooks.
Yongseung Kim:
Wh-what? We got a Hope Fragment?
Gyehyeon Jo:
We did, huh.
Yongseung Kim:
B-but why?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Because we like each other.
Yongseung Kim:
But why would you like me? I-I was so mean to you earlier— I yelled at you and said all those horrible things…
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s what made me like you. Haha, don’t believe me?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Even though you were yelling at me, you were opening up to me about how you really felt. Without holding back, you finally spoke your mind, and I got to understand you better and feel closer to you.
Gyehyeon Jo:
And… I couldn’t blame you for your reaction. I went way too far, and I’m sorry about what I said.
Yongseung Kim:
You don’t have to apologize. You were only saying those things to protect me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I do have to. I still said them, and they really hurt you.
Yongseung Kim:
… You really are completely unlike anyone who’s ever bullied me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Man, how could you get me so wrong? Are you even really psychic, haha?
Yongseung Kim:
… I don’t know.
Gyehyeon Jo:
H-hey, I was just joking. I wasn’t actually doubting you—
Yongseung Kim:
I know. But the truth is…
Yongseung Kim:
I have a very scientific mind.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yongseung-a. You’re the Ultimate Fortune Teller.
Yongseung Kim:
Yes, fortune telling is my passion, and I have a knack for it. But… is that because of a supernatural psychic ability, natural intuition, or just… logical reasoning?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Huh?
Yongseung Kim:
The top fortune tellers in the country have a 30% accuracy rate. I have just over 80%. How is it that I’m able to make predictions with such high accuracy? Well, by analyzing psychological characteristics I can make predictions about someone’s behavior.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s nothing more than a trick…
Gyehyeon Jo:
… Is that what skeptics told you growing up? Did your bullies tell you that what you were passionate about wasn’t real?
Yongseung Kim:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
What Gyehyeon said strikes a chord. “It’s all made up.” “It’s completely childish.” I heard all sorts of these criticisms and way worse. Because I faced a lot of adversity, I didn’t ever want to be wrong in my predictions—if I were wrong, I would be ridiculed. So if I ever got an unexplained, strange feeling about something, I looked at the logic behind it so as to back me up. In seeing situations from both an intuitive side and a logical side, I was able to be more successful in my predictions.
Gyehyeon Jo:
When I asked about scrying earlier, you clammed up about an amazing ability you have because I doubted you. It seems like you’re too afraid to stand up for yourself, so you’re just giving into what skeptics say and discounting what you do.
Yongseung Kim:
I never thought of it that way… I guess I care about what people think too much.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yongseung-a, why don’t you do a reading for me?
Yongseung Kim:
You believe in the supernatural?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m an athlete. I’m pretty superstitious.
Gyehyeon Jo:
But I also trust the biological process of training and recovery. I use half superstitions and half science, like you.
Yongseung Kim:
We have that in common… Then, I guess I can give you a reading through scrying.
Gyehyeon Jo:
B-but, wait… I broke your orb, didn’t I? Ugh… sorry.
Yongseung Kim:
Why don’t we try something different? Pyromancy could give us some interesting results.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Based on?
Yongseung Kim:
Just a feeling I had.
Yongseung Kim:
We gather logs and branches to prop up in a tepee style in a pit we dug on the beach. Since it’s for a bonfire this time, we have to build it bigger than we did when we cooked on the beach in the past.
With everyone still away from the main island, it’s eerily quiet here, but they should be back soon since the sun has just set. Reminding myself of the new island we had gotten temporary access too, I wonder out loud.
Yongseung Kim:
We had access to most of the other islands from day one, yet the amusement park island was blocked off. Isn’t that strange?
Yongseung Kim:
Gyehyeon stops, as if he remembered something.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Do you think Jelpi is trying to hide something from us?
Yongseung Kim:
Hm, nevermind. It was just a thought.
Yongseung Kim:
I look around for the nearest of Jelpi’s security cameras. This isn’t something to discuss aloud now.
We finish building the bonfire on the beach, and I take out the lighter borrowed from the kitchen, tossing it to Gyehyeon.
Yongseung Kim:
This is for your fortune, so it’s best if you light it.
Yongseung Kim:
Gyehyeon flicks on the flame, and for whatever reasons, he hesitates. Before I’m just about to question him, he finally bends down to light the bonfire after a few seconds. The fire catches, and we wait for the flames to get bigger, stoking it when needed.
Yongseung Kim:
Let’s see…
Yongseung Kim:
I look into the fire, watching the flames dance around, and waiting for any interesting shapes that stand out with which I can interpret the meaning. After a few minutes, I feel disheartened.
Yongseung Kim:
I… I just see fire. Large, hot, uncontrollable fire.
Yongseung Kim:
I’m a little surprised that my description of our humble bonfire came out that way and that I don’t see any shape I can interpret besides the shape of fire itself. There have been times in the past when I didn’t have anything interesting to say in a reading—either because the method is too vague or a question isn’t specific enough—but I can usually pull something up and solidify my reasoning with a logical assessment of the client.
I look towards Gyehyeon for a clue of what to say, and the look in his eyes… scares me. He watches the fire with a horrified expression, but it slowly melts into a mesmerized stare.
Yongseung Kim:
H-hyung?
Yongseung Kim:
Gyehyeon doesn’t respond for a few seconds, but then he shakes his head and looks up as Jelpi is coming to join us.
Jelpi:
The information you requested.
Yongseung Kim:
Jelpi hands Gyehyeon a file before leaving us alone again. Gyehyeon slowly opens it up and reads the pages within. I try to read his expression, but something is telling me to look away—that I’m not ready to understand, and neither is Gyehyeon.
After a couple of minutes, Gyehyeon lowers his hand and throws the file into the fire. With a numb expression, he watches it burn amongst the flames.
Yongseung Kim:
What… was that?
Gyehyeon Jo:
It wasn’t anything important.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
I know that can’t be true because of what Gyehyeon went through today for that file—he risked his life for it. Not entirely understanding what he could have seen, a horrible feeling grows in the pit of my stomach.
Chapter 14: Minchan feeds Yeonho a home cooked meal!
Summary:
Is the Ultimate Cook really the Ultimate Cook if he can’t even please all six island members? Is he really not even good enough for the Ultimate Gamer? Wait— Has this already happened before? When Yeonho would rather game instead of sit down to a meal with the others, Minchan takes matters into his own hands.
Chapter Text
Minchan Hong:
Where’s Gyehyeoni?
Minchan Hong:
After sitting down to watch everyone enjoy my breakfast of kimchi stew with rice, I notice there’s a couple of heads missing in the cafeteria.
Minchan Hong:
Yongseung, you were with Gyehyeon last, weren’t you? Why didn’t he show up to eat with us?
Yongseung Kim:
I’m not sure… It’s better if you asked him yourself.
Minchan Hong:
Yongseung starts to cough after taking a bite of stew, making me wonder if I made it too spicy, and then takes a sip from the straw sticking out of his banana milk.
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon’s okay though, right…?
Yongseung Kim:
Yes. We made up after our fight last night, and we’re on very good terms now, so Jelpi spared him.
Yongseung Kim:
But then she gave him a file… I didn’t get to see what it said, but he’s been quiet ever since reading it.
Hoyoung Bae:
What could it have been…?
Yongseung Kim:
He didn’t seem to want to talk about it, so it’s best to give him some space for now. I let him know he could talk to any of us about it whenever he’s ready.
Minchan Hong:
I’ve known Gyehyeon to be a pretty laid back and open guy since I met him on this island, so imagining what he could have read to shake him sends a shiver down my spine. What did Jelpi show him?
I make a mental note to find Gyehyeon and talk to him about it if he doesn’t approach me first—like hell I’d give him some space. That might work for Yongseung, but when I’m given too much space, it only makes things worse for me.
Minchan Hong:
Wait—where’s Yeonho then? What’s his excuse?!
Yongseung Kim:
I didn’t hear him enter his cabin last night…
Minchan Hong:
Is he okay??
Yongseung Kim:
Oh, that’s actually very normal for him. He usually spends most nights gaming in the library.
Minchan Hong:
On cue, the cafeteria door opens, and Yeonho casually strolls in.
Yeonho Ju:
Hey.
Minchan Hong:
He throws an arm around Yongseung’s shoulder as he leans over to drink from his banana milk before stealing a bite from Kangmin’s spoonful of rice.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hey!
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho, why don’t you sit down and I’ll serve you your own portion?
Yeonho Ju:
Nah, I just came to stop by. I’m pretty tired, so I was just going to take a nap in my cabin before getting back to gaming.
Minchan Hong:
Aren’t you hungry?
Yeonho Ju:
Not really. I had chips to satisfy me all night.
Yeonho Ju:
I take as many snacks as I can from the vending machines and they never seem to run out. Isn’t that cool?
Minchan Hong:
Yeah, I’m sure it’s convenient for you, but why not have a meal with the rest of us?
Yeonho Ju:
I wasted a lot of time yesterday at the amusement park. It was kind of fun, but if it weren’t for that, I would’ve made a lot more progress.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m almost done one-hundred-percenting the library’s stock of computer games, you know! So I want to get back to it as soon as possible.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, I feel like I don’t see you around much anymore. Can you stay—?
Minchan Hong:
Suddenly, Kangmin sneezes into his hands.
Yeonho Ju:
You know what they say. “Sneeze on Tuesday, kiss a stranger.”
Kangmin Yoo:
What?
Dongheon Lee:
It’s Monday.
Yeonho Ju:
Really? I’ve been awake for way too long…
Yeonho Ju:
Well, “sneeze on Monday, sneeze for danger.”
Kangmin Yoo:
What?
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin turns to Yongseung, the Ultimate Fortune Teller, for confirmation. Yongseung looks surprised at his belief, but he just shrugs.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s just a rhyme, it doesn’t mean anything.
Kangmin Yoo:
Are you sure?
Hoyoung Bae:
Don’t worry Kangmin-a, hyung will protect you.
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung claps a hand around Kangmin’s.
Minchan Hong:
This is our second Monday here…
Minchan Hong:
The comment that slipped my lips silences everyone. I’m sure they’re just as surprised at how long we’ve been trapped here and simultaneously at how it feels like it’s been longer than that. And, naturally, the following thought is… How long will we be forced to stay until we will finally be free to go home?
Noticing Hoyoung’s particularly worried expression, Dongheon breaks the silence to cheer him up.
Dongheon Lee:
Why don’t we go for a walk?
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah~ You wanna?
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung wraps an arm around Dongheon and picks at his camera strap.
Hoyoung Bae:
Only if you let me take pictures of you while we’re at it.
Dongheon Lee:
O-okay.
Minchan Hong:
After Yeonho leaves, we have an uneventful breakfast like usual. When everyone else has finished and left, I decide to clean up our dishes. It’s something entirely unnecessary here, yet it’s a step I prefer not to skip. On this island where the food is endless, messes are cleaned up when we’re not around, and there’s no tedious responsibilities for us, I still enjoy taking the time to cook and wash the dishes. Someone like Yeonho might prefer to never do those things again, and that’s where we differ.
Minchan Hong:
But can’t he at least eat what I cook him?
Minchan Hong:
Shaking off the anger from this all too familiar problem, I try to let it go. Yeonho will come around once he finishes his games anyway.
*
Minchan Hong:
The day goes by, and I can’t help but notice the same two are still missing at dinner. Once I finish and they still don’t show up, that’s when I start to get worried. I visit the gym and walk around the island, trying to catch Gyehyeon wherever he may be working out, when the thought hits me… What if he’s just in his cabin? While that would be unlike him, I realize that I haven’t seen him out all day.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon-a?
Minchan Hong:
I knock on his cabin door for my worries to be realized when he answers.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Minchan Hong:
There’s a distant look in his eyes that I catch for a second before he realizes it’s me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung, is something wrong?
Minchan Hong:
What? No— Is something wrong with you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m just… tired.
Minchan Hong:
Looking at him now, I wonder if he even slept last night because it sure doesn’t look like it.
Minchan Hong:
Ya, what did Jelpi show you? Whatever it is, it probably isn’t real—you know how she is.
Minchan Hong:
To my surprise, Gyehyeon chuckles.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah… Maybe she just made it up. I have no reason to believe her.
Gyehyeon Jo:
But… what if it is real? Why would she let me go through with our deal if she wasn’t really going to follow up with the truth?
Minchan Hong:
Deal? What deal?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung—
Minchan Hong:
Suddenly, Gyehyeon clasps his hands around mine.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You wouldn’t leave us, would you? You’ll stay with us…?
Minchan Hong:
O-of course I wouldn’t leave. Where would I even go? I’m stuck here like everyone else.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m… glad.
Minchan Hong:
You’re… glad that we’re stuck here?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I didn’t mean it like that. I’m just… happy we’re all here together.
Minchan Hong:
I feel Gyehyeon’s hands subtly trembling. He must be weak from the shock of seeing what Jelpi showed him. He wasn’t ready for whatever it was. Seeing Gyehyeon like this is actually making me fear whatever memories Jelpi took from my past. Would I become like this if I found out what I’m missing from my past? Knowing me… would I be even worse?
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon-a, maybe you should rest.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ve been resting all day. I feel much better now—great even. I should get back to working out.
Minchan Hong:
If you think you can…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Of course I can. I hope I can get even stronger so I can protect everyone.
Minchan Hong:
When I hesitate, unsure of whether I should ask about what he saw out of my own morbid curiosity, Gyehyeon comments.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Do you want to go on a jog with me or something?
Minchan Hong:
Uhh… No? I’d prefer not to.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Then are you staying to watch me get changed?
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon throws off his cap and reaches to remove his shirt when what he said finally hits me.
Minchan Hong:
NO— Of course not—
Minchan Hong:
I leave Gyehyeon’s cabin in a hurry. It seeming like he’s on his way to feeling normal again, I can now address my other problem, but when I step up to Yeonho’s cabin and knock, I soon realize he’s not there.
Minchan Hong:
Where’s Yeonho and what’s his excuse now?!
Minchan Hong:
I get that he was catching up on sleep this morning so he couldn’t join us for lunch, but did he really go directly back to gaming without dinner? Come to think of it, I haven’t shared a meal with him in a while. There’s no way this is just about games at this point— Is he avoiding me now? Is he refusing to eat my cooking? Do I really have to deal with this again?!
I burst into the library computer room to see his head sticking out from behind a computer screen.
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho, you're not in love with me, are you?!
Minchan Hong:
He doesn’t respond so much as look up at me. That’s when I notice the headphones covering his ears. I close the distance and shout to get his attention.
Minchan Hong:
UH, HELLO? LOSER SAYS WHAT?
Yeonho Ju:
Can you keep it down? This is a library!
Minchan Hong:
Nobody’s here but us!
Yeonho Ju:
Shhh, I’m in the middle of something.
Minchan Hong:
In the middle of what? What’s so important?
Yeonho Ju:
I have to kill all these demons.
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho doesn’t stop to look up at me. As he continues playing his game, I pick up the jewel case off of the desk beside the keyboard.
Minchan Hong:
“Doom II: Hell on Earth.”
Yeonho Ju:
If I don’t sleep tonight, I can 100% this game by morning.
Minchan Hong:
So you don’t eat, and you don’t sleep. You don’t do anything, only play games.
Minchan Hong:
Is this a coping mechanism for being trapped on the island, or were you always a stereotypical neet?
Yeonho Ju:
I am not a neet!
Yeonho Ju:
I… used to have a job.
Minchan Hong:
Before you came to this island?
Yeonho Ju:
Well… I was in an esports team, but… I got kicked out.
Yeonho Ju:
But then I did freelance coding for a while!
Minchan Hong:
But you stopped freelancing? Why?
Yeonho Ju:
Because… it took up too much time…
Minchan Hong:
Time to do what?
Yeonho Ju:
To um. Play games.
Minchan Hong:
So you’re a neet.
Minchan Hong:
Come on, you at least need to eat. Can you stop playing games for just ten minutes? When’s the last time you had a proper meal anyway?
Yeonho Ju:
Uh… when you made ramen on the beach?
Minchan Hong:
Days ago??
Yeonho Ju:
Jelpi said there was going to be a prize so I thought it was worth going to the party. But, eh… It was mostly a waste of time. I would’ve had another game done if it weren’t for that.
Minchan Hong:
Well… what will you do when you’re done playing everything? Will you come eat with everyone then?
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho stops to think, but doesn’t look away from his game as he shoots enemies.
Yeonho Ju:
… I suppose I can try to speedrun each game and see if I break any records.
Minchan Hong:
Okay, enough—
Minchan Hong:
I reach over Yeonho, and he just barely grabs my hand to stop me from turning off his monitor. With my other hand, I hold down alt and struggle against his grip to hit f4.
Yeonho Ju:
Okaaay! Fine, stooop!
Minchan Hong:
Accepting his defeat, I hit esc to pause his game and back off.
Minchan Hong:
Let’s go. I’ll cook you a meal.
Yeonho Ju:
Let me just get to a better place to save—
Minchan Hong:
I lunge for the power button on the tower, and Yeonho quickly stops me, getting up from his seat.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, let’s go, huh? Come on…
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho feigns enthusiasm to hang out with me, and I decide not to eject the disk from the tower.
Minchan Hong:
You’re ready? Then let’s go.
Minchan Hong:
We head outside to find that the sun is already setting. I might have already had dinner, but I don’t mind making something fresh for Yeonho to be able to have a late supper.
Yeonho Ju:
It’s cold out…
Minchan Hong:
It’s never cold out. Stop complaining just because you’d rather be in front of a computer screen.
Yeonho Ju:
Make me something hot, will you?
Minchan Hong:
In the cafeteria, Yeonho goes to sit down when I pull him back up.
Yeonho Ju:
What gives?
Minchan Hong:
I lead Yeonho to the kitchen and place a bag of sweet potatoes in front of him.
Minchan Hong:
Peel.
Yeonho Ju:
I don’t feel like it though?
Minchan Hong:
What if I told you that you’ll unlock the achievement for being the Ultimate Potato Peeler if you do all these? Is that enough incentive for a leet gamer such as yourself?
Yeonho Ju:
I’ll peel them if you stop saying cringe things.
Minchan Hong:
With that, Yeonho starts peeling, and I get to frying leftover rice. After a while, I stop Yeonho when enough sweet potatoes are peeled.
Yeonho Ju:
How do these go together?
Minchan Hong:
It doesn’t. I just wanted to add a little treat for you. You can go wait in the cafeteria now if you want to.
Minchan Hong:
But if you’re not there when I come out, you’ll never see the library’s collection of games again.
Yeonho Ju:
Okay, whatever, Jelpi.
Minchan Hong:
In a few minutes, the meal is done, and, boy, does it smell good even though I already ate. I bring out a full plate of fried rice with beef and mixed vegetables and a basket of garlic dusted sweet potato curly fries. From the look on Yeonho’s face, I bet he’s realizing what he was missing out on this whole time. After his first bites are taken, I feel pretty confident that he’ll eat with me more often.
Minchan Hong:
What do you think? Am I better than a vending machine?
Yeonho Ju:
Of course you are. I wasn’t avoiding eating your food because vending machine food tastes better.
Minchan Hong:
Then why were you? You always had the option to eat my amazing cooking, but you chose to isolate yourself and play games all night.
Yeonho Ju:
… You were right earlier.
Minchan Hong:
I was?
Yeonho Ju:
I guess gaming for me is a sort of coping mechanism, like you said.
Yeonho Ju:
I mean, almost every day our lives are threatened. I have no idea how long I’ll have to be here, or if I’ll even live long enough to escape. And I miss my family so much that I…
Yeonho Ju:
It just sucks to think about, so I’d rather keep myself busy with these games. I hate having time to think.
Minchan Hong:
… I’m the same way.
Yeonho Ju:
At least you’re not as bad as I am. I was like this even before I came to this island. My family always struggled with money when I was growing up, and that stress was way too heavy to handle. All I could do was replay what little games I had on my hand-me-down gameboy to distract myself from my parents’ arguing.
Yeonho Ju:
Even now, I know I shouldn’t be playing games all day. I should be figuring out how to escape this island so I can go back to them. But I just feel so powerless that I might as well throw my time away.
Minchan Hong:
We’re more alike than you think. I threw away plenty of time just drinking, feeling powerless, wallowing in self pity… Doing all of that instead of working on myself.
Minchan Hong:
But you shouldn’t waste yourself away like I did. If I had living relatives, I’d have enough reason to turn myself around sooner. For their sake, you should eat regular meals and get plenty of sleep. Be kind to yourself.
Yeonho Ju:
… I don’t know if I deserve it.
Yeonho Ju:
My… family was still in huge debt when I got into gambling. I finally had enough to make a dent in their payments, but I got really cocky. I thought I could double—even triple my savings and end their lifelong suffering.
Yeonho Ju:
But… I lost everything. And when I earned more money, I kept gambling it away. And when I would lose, I kept distracting myself from these horrible feelings with games.
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
I didn’t know Yeonho had these kinds of thoughts. He just seemed like a fun-loving guy up until now. Getting to know him more deeply has me feeling empathetic about what he’s going through.
Minchan Hong:
It’s hard. But you do deserve to be kind to yourself, even if you did those things. I’m sure it’s what your family wants for you too.
Yeonho Ju:
What if I just can’t control myself though? What if I just can’t break free of my gaming addiction?
Minchan Hong:
You can do it. As you may have noticed, I have a very addictive personality, but even I’m capable of quitting smoking, and I quit drinking… as of a few days ago.
Yeonho Ju:
But games are designed to be addictive—how can I only play in moderation? You don’t know what it’s like…
Minchan Hong:
… Okay here it is.
Minchan Hong:
When I was a kid, there was a time that I did nothing but play World of Warcraft.
Yeonho Ju:
…!
Minchan Hong:
I was a monster. I would skip school, I didn’t do any homework, and I didn’t eat anything but cheese puffs so I could spend my time leveling my cooking skill in an MMO instead.
Yeonho Ju:
No way…
Minchan Hong:
I got to level 375 Master with the Burning Crusade expansion pack.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Minchan Hong:
When my mentor found out I was cooking virtual meals instead of cooking actual food in real life, he gave me such an earful, and I felt so bad about it that I uninstalled the game and never looked at it again.
Minchan Hong:
… And when I stopped living with him, I had a phase where I played every other MMO I could find so I could try to feel the same rush again.
Yeonho Ju:
What have you played? Final Fantasy XIV? Runescape? Elder Scrolls Online?
Minchan Hong:
Yes, yes, and yes. I don't play much anymore, but I still have my accounts—even until recently I’d sometimes get drunk and turn on ESO for fun.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung… Let’s get married.
Minchan Hong:
… Huh?!
Yeonho Ju:
When we get off the island, let’s get married! There’s a ten percent experience bonus if our characters get married in ESO.
Minchan Hong:
O-oh you’re talking about a game… Right.
Minchan Hong:
Okay, let’s do it. Let’s get married.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho grabs a tightly coiled curly fry and breaks off an end. He suddenly lifts my hand and slides the fry around my finger, like a ring.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, what’s your character like?
Minchan Hong:
I’m a cute female altmer. My class is sorcerer.
Yeonho Ju:
So my wife is a magic girl.
Minchan Hong:
I take a piece of curly fry and slide it onto Yeonho’s finger as well. Feeling that his hand is colder than mine, I hold onto it to warm it up and change the topic to a more serious one.
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho-ya, I want you to know that you can come to me when you’re feeling down. I have a lot of experience distracting myself to suppress my emotions, and I don’t want you to suffer in the same way I did.
Yeonho Ju:
… Hyung, thank you. I want to be there for you too.
Minchan Hong:
…
Ding.
Minchan Hong:
Our e-Handbooks ping with the earning of our Hope Fragment. I didn’t expect to get one today, mostly because I first came to Yeonho just to aggressively voice my frustrations, but I guess he did see that my intentions were pure enough. I may have treated myself poorly, but I won't sit by and watch someone do that to themself—especially not someone as bright and kind as Yeonho.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m… feeling much better now. I’m glad you pulled me away from the computer.
Minchan Hong:
Really? You don’t think this is a waste of time?
Yeonho Ju:
No… In fact, I hope we can spend a lot more time together.
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho smiles before resuming his meal. I lift my ring finger up to his lips.
Minchan Hong:
Ah~
Minchan Hong:
I prompt him to open his mouth, and he obliges, eating my curly fry ring. In return, he feeds me his.
Minchan Hong:
Mmm, I’m a good cook.
Minchan Hong:
Only when I’m enjoying the flavor of the sweet potato fry do I notice how Yeonho’s hand shakes as he lifts his spoon to eat the fried rice.
Minchan Hong:
Ya, are you feeling okay?
Yeonho Ju:
I’m feeling great! I hope I can feel like this every day.
Minchan Hong:
Something’s incredibly strange about the way Yeonho’s talking, and he sounds a little short of breath. After a moment, he drops his spoon and groans.
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho-ya, what’s going on?
Minchan Hong:
I look down at the meal I made for him. Did I do something wrong? The couple of times Jelpi told me not to poison everyone pops into my head. Did she finally do something to the ingredients? But I was taste testing the food as I went along and didn’t notice anything…
Minchan Hong:
Ya, what’s wrong?
Yeonho Ju:
N-nothing, I’m fine…
Minchan Hong:
Seeing that Yeonho’s obviously lying, I place my hand over his forehead to find him burning up.
Minchan Hong:
You have a fever—!
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho doesn’t respond to me, just hunching over with labored breathing, as if he were in pain. He looks incredibly ill. I have to get some help.
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho-ya, I’ll be right back, okay?
Minchan Hong:
I run out of the cafeteria and down the street towards the plaza. Suddenly, I encounter Dongheon, who looks out of breath.
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan, something’s wrong with Kangmin. He looks really sick, and we don’t know what to do… Have you seen Jelpi?
Minchan Hong:
N-no, I…
Minchan Hong:
Looking at Dongheon now, his eyes look tired and his face is slightly red.
Minchan Hong:
A-are you feeling okay?
Dongheon Lee:
Me? Y-yeah, I feel great.
Minchan Hong:
A chill runs down my spine. That’s what Yeonho said before he fell ill. Come to think of it, I heard something similar when I spoke to…
A rush of adrenaline pulses through me as I sprint along the road, Dongheon confusedly following behind. When I don’t spot him anywhere, I make a turn to head to the cabins. My fear grows when I see that Gyehyeon’s cabin door is ajar, and peering in, there he is, lying on the floor, unconscious.
Minchan Hong:
G-Gyehyeon-a!
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Minchan Hong:
I check him over to find his heart beating irregularly, his breathing labored, and his skin burning up.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon-a…! He won’t wake up…
Dongheon Lee:
Let me see…
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon kneels over to check for himself, but suddenly his hand retracts before he falls to the ground with a pained expression. What… What on earth is happening?
Minchan Hong:
Jelpi!
Minchan Hong:
I shout, sprinting outside to look for the little demon, knowing she’s the only one that could do something about this! That’s when I spot her staring blankly at me from down the street.
Jelpi:
…
Minchan Hong:
What’s happening?! What did you do?!
Jelpi:
So it’s already come to this… The sickness that has both the power to save or to end you all has emerged.
Chapter 15: Minchan nurses Dongheon back to health!
Summary:
While everyone’s down with the sickness, what can the Ultimate Cook do to help? Make them some soup? Maybe. But ultimately, they’re going to need a whole bunch of luck to make it out of this one…
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Minchan Hong:
So this is what the inside of the island hospital looks like. I feel a knot in my stomach, too nervous for the unfamiliar environment to fully distract me. Differently colored Jelpi copies have just carried the sick into the hospital and are setting them down in shared rooms. All I can do is wait for them to be examined by the stupid little jellyfish to know if they’ll be alright.
As I’m lost in my thoughts, Jelpi approaches me.
Jelpi:
How do you feel?
Minchan Hong:
Horrible. Tired. Scared.
Jelpi:
Good.
Minchan Hong:
You—!
Jelpi:
You probably figured this out, but feeling great is one of the first signs of sickness starting to take over. So you’re alright… for now.
Minchan Hong:
It’s true. Yeonho, Gyehyeon, and Dongheon all claimed they felt great. That misplaced optimism isn’t hitting me at least.
Minchan Hong:
What’s wrong with them?
Jelpi:
… Hope-sickness. That’s what they caught.
Minchan Hong:
What? Hope-sickness? I’ve never heard of that…
Jelpi:
This island has a unique kind of mosquito that carries this sickness. While they don’t usually feed on humans, they are attracted to deep feelings of despair, driving them to bite and spread this disease.
Jelpi:
Because I let Gyehyeon read what he did when he wasn’t ready, he was targeted by this mosquito.
Minchan Hong:
That doesn’t make any sense. I’d say you’ve caused us to have feelings of desperation several times!
Jelpi:
But there was always hope. When I put you guys in danger, you always had hope that things would turn out in your favor. Even when you had very little hope, it was still enough to not attract the mosquitos.
Jelpi:
Gyehyeon was susceptible for long enough while outdoors that he was bitten. And then he caught this sickness and spread it to Yongseung, who spread it to Yeonho, and so on and so forth.
Minchan Hong:
A-are they going to be okay?
Jelpi:
Hope-sickness makes people delirious. They might see their happy place, they might relive their happiest memories, and they will feel overwhelmingly hopeful.
Jelpi:
The disease will eat away at them until all they have left is hope.
Minchan Hong:
You’re going to treat them, aren’t you? That’s why you took them to the hospital?
Jelpi:
No. I can’t do anything to help. It might be best to abandon them.
Minchan Hong:
I can’t believe this…
Jelpi:
If they die, all of their Hope Fragments will disappear. It’s not looking very hopeful, so I’ll give you an out right now.
Jelpi:
You can stay and try your best to help them recover at the risk of catching Hope-sickness, or you can leave the island right now.
Minchan Hong:
Why is this happening? I finally want to live for once, and now I’m put in this kind of danger. I was ready to change my life around and make a new, hopeful beginning for myself. I want so badly to live on, but… it’ll all be meaningless if I run away now. What kind of life would this be if I easily get scared and leave my friends? The best I can do for them now is to nurse them back to health—no matter the cost.
Minchan Hong:
I… know I have high standards for cleanliness as a chef, but I could have already caught it from them and it’s just too early to notice.
Minchan Hong:
So… I’m staying.
Jelpi:
You can tend to them and keep them company. I’m sure it’ll help to make them more comfortable. But whether they recover or not is up to them.
Jelpi:
Minchan… Good luck.
Minchan Hong:
With that, Jelpi turns to leave me standing alone in the corridor between the three rooms where the others reside. I have a moment to contemplate my situation when I hear a voice from inside one of the rooms. I go to investigate.
Minchan Hong:
…?
Hoyoung Bae:
Hahaha, haha…
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung, lying in a hospital bed with his eyes closed and a smile on his face, looks like he’s having a good dream.
Minchan Hong:
What’s so funny? Huh?
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung doesn’t respond, as I expected. Checking his temperature with the back of my hand, I decide I should rest a cold towel on his forehead. In the bed next to his, I check on Yeonho and come to the same conclusion.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Minchan Hong:
Before I get up, I can’t help but feel sorry for my friends. I’m especially devastated that I finally became friends with Yeonho just for him to fall ill immediately afterwards. I’m ashamed that I didn’t take his comment about how cold he felt seriously and that I didn’t notice how he trembled sooner. I haven’t been a good enough hyung to him so far.
Minchan Hong:
I’m sorry, Yeonho-ya…
Yeonho Ju:
… Water…
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho reaches out with his eyes unfocused.
Minchan Hong:
Right! I’ll get water!
Minchan Hong:
I fed him a salty meal right before, of course he’s thirsty. And being as sick as he is, it’s important to keep hydrated.
I hurry out into the hallway to get a water bottle from the vending machine. As the bottle drops with a thud at the bottom of the machine, I hear a much louder thump that sounded like it came from one of the other rooms. I concernedly rush to where I heard the noise.
Minchan Hong:
What’s happened—?
Dongheon Lee:
…
Minchan Hong:
I see Dongheon on the floor next to his bed.
Minchan Hong:
Don’t try to walk around, you’re super weak right now.
Dongheon Lee:
Is Hoyoung okay?
Minchan Hong:
Yes.
Dongheon Lee:
And Gyehyeon? Yongseung?
Minchan Hong:
I-I’ll go check, but you have to stay in bed.
Dongheon Lee:
I feel fine…
Minchan Hong:
I help Dongheon up off the floor and into his bed next to Kangmin’s. He settles in and turns his head to stare at the youngest island member.
Dongheon Lee:
How’s Kangmin?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
I give Kangmin a once-over. His temperature feels a little high, but his breathing is steady.
Minchan Hong:
He seems fine. I’ll bring you cold towels right after I check on Gyehyeon—
Dongheon Lee:
When’s the soup ready?
Minchan Hong:
Soup? What soup?
Dongheon Lee:
Mom… Mom, the water’s boiling!
Minchan Hong:
I’m not your mom?
Dongheon Lee:
Samgyetang…
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
It worries me how suddenly Dongheon is seemingly seeing a delusion of me being his deceased mother.
Minchan Hong:
I-I can’t make samgyetang right now, I have to take care of all of you.
Dongheon Lee:
Let’s eat it with dad…
Minchan Hong:
Seeing that there isn’t any speaking to him right now, I move into the hallway when I hear Yeonho calling for water. Remembering my original task, I finally deliver the water to Yeonho.
Minchan Hong:
Anything else?
Yeonho Ju:
Doom II.
Minchan Hong:
I can’t bring a computer all the way here.
Minchan Hong:
I grab the remote to the television in the room and put it in Yeonho’s hands. I’m sure he can’t watch anything since there’s no cable, antenna, nor internet here, but when I see how Yeonho is holding the remote, I cease looking for a DVD to play for him.
Yeonho Ju:
I’m winning…
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho holds the remote sideways in both hands. He thinks he’s playing a game.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hah…
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung suddenly looking very uncomfortable, I rush to his side. His forehead couldn’t be much hotter and he’s starting to sweat. I hurriedly take a towel from a cabinet and wet it at the sink in the room before wiping his forehead with it.
Dongheon Lee:
Mom!
Minchan Hong:
That’s me, I think.
Minchan Hong:
Leaving the towel on Hoyoung’s forehead, I hurry back into Dongheon’s room.
Dongheon Lee:
Is Gyehyeon staying for dinner?
Minchan Hong:
I just realize I forgot to check on him.
Minchan Hong:
I’ll ask!
Minchan Hong:
I jog across the hall to Gyehyeon and Yongseung’s room. Both of them are lying peacefully with their eyes closed. The Ultimate Fortune Teller is mumbling quietly.
Yongseung Kim:
5, 9, 10…? 6, 20…?
Minchan Hong:
What the hell are you saying? Ya, are you listing winning lottery numbers or something?
Yongseung Kim:
Future… Four of Wands…
Yongseung Kim:
We’re going home…
Minchan Hong:
As much as I want this to be an official prediction from the Ultimate Fortune Teller, I’m sure it’s just a happy delusion. I step over to Gyehyeon and check on him. Him seeming alright, I sit down on his bed. It’s so late at night… I’m feeling horribly tired, but that’s just fine. I can stay up all night if I have to. After a couple minutes of rest, I figure I should get up to see if there’s anything I can do to help the others. But when I go to stand, Gyehyeon grabs my sleeve suddenly.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Why… Why did you leave? Why would you do that…?
Minchan Hong:
…?
Minchan Hong:
The shakiness in Gyehyeon’s voice startles me. He sounds so heartbroken that it breaks my own heart.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It wasn’t because of me, right?
Minchan Hong:
I sit down again and let him hold onto me, not sure what to say, though I’m sure he’s not seeing me as myself as he talks.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You’re not mad at me? I’m glad…
Gyehyeon Jo:
If I die… I hope I can see you again…
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
Nothing is more soul crushing than hearing Gyehyeon say those words. The reality of the situation weighs on me again as I wait for Gyehyeon’s grip to loosen. As it does, I wipe the tears that started to wet my eyes and move to place cold towels on Gyehyeon and Yongseung’s heads.
Dongheon Lee:
M-Minchan—!
Minchan Hong:
The desperation in Dongheon’s voice spikes me with adrenaline. I hurry across the hall into his room and see him reaching a shaky hand out to Kangmin, who wears a relaxed expression as he lies calmly still. In fact… he looks too still.
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin—! He—! He’s not breathing!
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
I panickedly check Kangmin’s wrist for a pulse to no avail before pressing into his neck to finally find a faint heartbeat. I then put a finger under his nose to check, waiting for a dreadful couple of seconds before I feel a subtle exhale of his breath.
He’s hardly breathing, his heart’s barely beating… What do I do?
Minchan Hong:
This can’t be happening… This doesn’t make any sense!
Minchan Hong:
My legs shaking with fear over how Kangmin’s and everyone’s lives are in my hands while I truly can’t do anything but watch, I step out into the corridor. Jelpi is standing nearby, as if she knew I’d come looking for her.
Jelpi:
How are they? Are you making a difference?
Minchan Hong:
Jelpi… I don’t believe any of this.
Jelpi:
…?
Minchan Hong:
You’re not just going to let them die like this. This whole time, you’ve wanted us to get every Hope Fragment we can.
Minchan Hong:
But if everyone dies, there’ll be no Hope Fragments at all! So do something!
Jelpi:
… Keeping them alive isn’t my job.
Minchan Hong:
What? But the fragments—
Jelpi:
Your lives were never my priority. The only reason I could put you in dangerous situations to earn Hope Fragments, even if it meant your deaths occurring in the process, is simply because you and the fragments are not my top priority.
Jelpi:
I have something far more important to protect. You’re all just lucky enough to have survived this far.
Minchan Hong:
What’s so important that you can sacrifice seven people? Who are you really? Why are you doing this?
Jelpi:
That… I can’t tell you.
Minchan Hong:
I… I can’t believe this!
Jelpi:
Minchan. How do you feel?
Minchan Hong:
I… I feel terrible.
Jelpi:
…
Minchan Hong:
I don’t want everyone to die and leave me all alone! Why am I the only one who’s okay…?
Jelpi:
You don’t realize how much of a blessing this is? Who can care for them if not you now? If you had fallen ill too, what chances would they all have had then?
Minchan Hong:
…
Jelpi:
…
Minchan Hong:
With strangely motivational words, Jelpi leaves in silence. She’s… right. No matter how hard this is, I have to keep going. Feeling horrible right now is actually part of the blessing. It shows that I’m in my right mind about this grave reality, and I’m the only one that can change it.
Without much more thought, I get up and get back to taking care of the others: cold towels, water, medicine, taking their temperature. Hours pass, and they aren’t getting much better, but they aren’t getting worse… aside from slipping further into their happiest delusions—though I haven’t heard a peep from Kangmin, with his heartbeat remaining weak.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin-a…
Minchan Hong:
I watch him with concern as I feel my feet ache from standing all night. This pain is good. If I feel bad, it means I’ll be able to take care of everyone for longer. Suddenly, my train of thought is interrupted.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung-a, you’ll stay with me forever?
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung isn’t in the room, bud.
Dongheon Lee:
Everyone… You’ll all stay with me forever. I’ll never be without any of you.
Minchan Hong:
With a sigh, I sit down at the foot of Dongheon’s hospital bed.
Minchan Hong:
No… That’s not true. You might lose us.
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Minchan Hong:
Even if we make it out of here, we might change and grow apart… There’s no way we can prevent something like that from happening.
Minchan Hong:
But… you’ll always be a part of my life, and I’ll be a part of yours. We won’t be able to change our history of knowing each other. That’s something we can never lose.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon’s eyes are unfocused, but his head turns to the side. I can’t tell if he’s grounded enough to see Kangmin lying there.
Minchan Hong:
It’s not wrong for things to change…
Minchan Hong:
I mean, so what if you lose someone?! Would you rather never get close to them in the first place? Is it any better to avoid love altogether and never experience anything good ever again?
Dongheon Lee:
…
Minchan Hong:
Well… I gotta go check on the others now.
Minchan Hong:
I get up to check on Yeonho and Hoyoung, entering their room with a yawn.
Minchan Hong:
How are my Hos doing—?
Minchan Hong:
Wait, that’s not what I should call you guys, is it?
Hoyoung Bae:
Nngh…
Minchan Hong:
I check my best friend’s temperature and am surprised to find that it went down. Moving to my in-game fiancé, I find Yeonho in a restful-looking sleep, and he’s no longer mumbling about half A-presses or whatever it was that he was talking about earlier. But upon checking, I notice that his heartbeat feels weaker.
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
Knowing there’s nothing I can do about it right now, I push down my worries and move to the corridor, taking a step towards Gyehyeon and Yongseung’s room… but something out of the corner of my eye seems off.
Minchan Hong:
What? Where—?
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon isn’t in his bed in his and Kangmin’s room. For a second, panic starts to hit, but then I turn and see Dongheon sluggishly walking from the vending machine, chugging a bottle of water.
Minchan Hong:
Y-ya, I would’ve got it for you! You shouldn’t be up right now.
Dongheon Lee:
I know. I feel like ass.
Minchan Hong:
That’s…
Minchan Hong:
Wait—he feels bad? Does that mean he’s getting better? Is Dongheon going to be alright? As Dongheon weakly walks towards me, I feel a sense of relief that briefly makes my eyes water.
Dongheon caps his water and awkwardly stands in front of me.
Dongheon Lee:
Thanks for what you said earlier… That we could never lose being a part of each other’s history.
Minchan Hong:
Huh? You heard that?
Dongheon Lee:
When you said it, I suddenly felt relief like I haven’t felt in a long time. So… Thanks.
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
Um, hyung, why don’t you lie down if you don’t feel good?
Dongheon Lee:
No. I’m going to help take care of everyone.
Dongheon Lee:
I have too much to lose now.
Minchan Hong:
Something about the way Dongheon smiles as he acts like the hyung that he is in this moment, claiming responsibility for everyone while powering through his sickness, makes my heart skip a beat. Though he’s subtly shaking with weakness, he looks so cool.
I follow Dongheon to the room where Kangmin still lies and watch as Dongheon checks him over.
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan… aren’t you tired?
Minchan Hong:
Not anymore.
Minchan Hong:
Watching Dongheon competently care for Kangmin relieved me of some of my pains. I can’t believe there’s someone here with me finally—someone I feel I can rely on.
Dongheon glances at the clock in the room.
Dongheon Lee:
It’s almost morning… You can take a nap if you want. I’ll take over here.
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon leaves to head to another room, but I stop him.
Minchan Hong:
Hyung… do you still want that soup?
Dongheon Lee:
Huh? What soup?
Minchan Hong:
When you were delirious, you were going on about your mom making you samgyetang and eating it with your dad. Was that your happy place?
Dongheon Lee:
Oh… Yeah, I’d say it was. The time I spent with my birth parents is the most precious thing to me.
Minchan Hong:
What were they like…?
Minchan Hong:
I feel a little awkward prying, but I’m curious, having lost my parents when I was too young to remember them.
Dongheon Lee:
They were exceptionally understanding and kind and funny… And at the time, I took for granted that they were a loving couple, perfect for each other. I wish I could have a caring relationship like they did someday.
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon begins to turn away when I decide to show my appreciation through a favor.
Minchan Hong:
I’ll make samgyetang.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Minchan Hong:
With the appreciative look on Dongheon’s face in my mind, I find and enter the hospital’s humble kitchen to work my usual magic. I want to show how thankful I am that Dongheon had awakened, and I hope this soup can help the others recover and get their strength back.
Minchan Hong:
A busy near hour of cooking, and I note that the sun will soon rise, but I’m so excited to see what Dongheon thinks of my dish that I don’t feel tired. The meal being almost finished, I reach for the ladle to stir it when I feel my shaky legs give out.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Minchan Hong:
I catch myself, pushing the big pot as I clumsily grab onto the stove, and manage to stand up again. As I get my bearings, I notice my shaking hand looks red.
Minchan Hong:
Did I burn myself…?
Minchan Hong:
I don’t feel any pain… In fact, I feel pretty good. All that’s on my mind is the hope that I can see the look on Dongheon’s face when he tries my samgyetang.
And then I suddenly fall to the floor, and I feel like I’m lying on clouds before everything goes dark.
*
Minchan Hong:
I wait in anticipation as my mentor tries my dish. He samples the beans, fried tomatoes, sunny side-up eggs, crispy bacon, sausage, and seared mushrooms with garlic and thyme. I can’t breathe as he silently tries each element with a blank face. I almost expect him to put down his fork and knife as soon as he tries each one, like he’s done so many times as a critic, intending not to finish anything he didn’t deem worthy. But then… he takes a second bite of the eggs… and the tomatoes, and the bacon, and everything.
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
He’s eating my English Breakfast—a meal he’s always made perfectly for himself. Even with his high expectations, he thinks my meal is good enough—no, even better than that. Because when I look at his face, his eyes are wet with tears as he finishes the dish. He doesn’t say anything, but his expression says it all. He really is proud of me—
Minchan Hong:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan-a! You’re awake!
Minchan Hong:
D-Dongheon…!
Minchan Hong:
I woke up from my pleasant dream, opening my heavy eyelids to find Dongheon leaning over me as he wipes my hot face with a wet towel. I’m flustered for a moment before I realize that I’m in a hospital room, being blinded by the bright light coming through the windows, and more notably… my whole body aches.
Minchan Hong:
What the hell…?
Minchan Hong:
I lift my hand to see that it’s bandaged. So I really did burn myself earlier… What a rookie mistake. This damn sickness.
Minchan Hong:
What happened?
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung woke up feeling much better sometime after you left and went to find you passed out in the kitchen.
Hoyoung Bae:
I also found your kick-ass soup.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Minchan Hong:
I didn’t see Hoyoung and Gyehyeon standing in the room. The door to the hallway is shut, but I can see the heads of Yeonho and Kangmin peeking in through the small window and hear them murmuring in excitement about how I’m awake, calling Yongseung over to come see. Everyone I love is here. I try to blink away tears from my eyes.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Dongheon told us how you cared for us all night…
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon looks beyond grateful. He doesn’t need to say anything. In fact, I hope he doesn’t or else I might actually cry.
Dongheon Lee:
I hope you didn’t mind, but we all tried the samgyetang.
Minchan Hong:
Did you like it?
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah, it reminded me of home—
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung cried while eating it.
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Minchan Hong:
R-really…?
Dongheon Lee:
I-it was an emotional moment for me…
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon gently squeezes my hand, and I can feel his genuine appreciation.
Minchan Hong:
… Hyung.
Ding.
Minchan Hong:
The sound of a Hope Fragment gained between me and Dongheon rings out, and I can’t stop it now… I start to cry.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ch-Chan-a…
Dongheon Lee:
Let’s let him rest, okay?
Minchan Hong:
The others leave the room, but Dongheon stays, sitting at my bed until I calm down. Eventually, I run out of tears.
Dongheon Lee:
Feeling better?
Minchan Hong:
Hyung… I think I’ll quit cooking.
Dongheon Lee:
… Huh?
Minchan Hong:
At least for now. Not that I have much of a choice…
Minchan Hong:
I raise my bandaged hand for Dongheon to see before continuing my explanation.
Minchan Hong:
I think I want a long break. I don’t know if this is the end of professional cooking for me, but I feel like I’ve already accomplished all that I needed to do. It feels like an era of my life is closing, and it’s only right to let things change.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Minchan Hong:
Dongheon smiles in acknowledgement of the similar thing I said to him earlier. Change isn’t bad, and I feel like I’ve been too caught up in the past, so… it’s time to move on.
Minchan Hong:
Life is short. And we’re on a luxury island resort, so… let’s make the most of it, while we’re here.
Dongheon Lee:
… That’s a nice idea.
Chapter 16: Kangmin and Gyehyeon’s 1v1!
Summary:
Although everyone’s spirits are up after recovering from Hope-sickness, Yoo Kangmin has been feeling down. Ultimate Athlete, Jo Gyehyeon, notices his spiraling and reaches out to him to have a heart to heart—a one-on-one during a 1v1.
Notes:
Cw mention of suicide
Chapter Text
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I step up to Minchan and Hoyoung, who are lying on lounge chairs beside the outdoor pool near our cabins. They sip from brightly colored drinks in their hands.
Minchan Hong:
The virgin margaritas aren’t so bad here.
Hoyoung Bae:
The alcoholic ones are pretty good too.
Kangmin Yoo:
The two look pretty happy and relaxed. It’s been a couple of days since we’ve all recovered from our sicknesses, so it’s nice to see them enjoying themselves, but… I can’t help but worry about something.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, are you really not going to cook anymore?
Minchan Hong:
Why would I cook when I’m on vacation?
Kangmin Yoo:
Minchan brushes off the question before he must notice how serious I am about it. He then sets down his drink on the table beside his chair and turns to face me.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin-a… When I was sick, I had a dream that my mentor tasted my food and couldn’t hide that he was truly proud of me. It made me feel like that’s what he’s wanted me to know this whole time, but he was always too proud to admit it.
Minchan Hong:
After graduating, I spent so long trying to get that sweet, sweet approval… and I didn’t once realize that he was always proud of me even if he didn’t say it. My dream assured me of that.
Minchan Hong:
It made me realize I was only cooking for others’ praise and not for myself. I accomplished what I wanted, so now I’m reevaluating how I really want to spend my time. And right now, I want to relax and have fun.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hell yeah to fun. Screw cooking. Frick other people’s approval.
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung, you had a similar realization, didn’t you?
Hoyoung Bae:
In one of my fever dreams, I was running through a forest, and then through a field, and then through a large colosseum. I could go anywhere, and it was so freeing!
Hoyoung Bae:
So I’m with you. Frick schedules and modeling too. Take that, mom.
Kangmin Yoo:
Even though the others seem more at peace with their pasts, I can’t help but frown when hearing about their dreams. Everyone else saw happy visions and memories while down with Hope-sickness… but I didn’t dream at all. I just remember collapsing and waking up feeling ill at the hospital with Dongheon taking care of me. I’ve never felt more sick to my stomach than at that moment. And while it had a positive effect on everyone else’s moods, it hadn’t done a thing for me. In fact, I feel worse than how I started.
Minchan Hong:
Ya, Kangmin-a, just because I stopped cooking doesn’t mean you have to stop.
Minchan Hong:
You’re no longer just a sous chef. From this point on, you are now head chef.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Trying to take Minchan’s words to heart, I head to the restaurant kitchen. I dedicate my evening to making a surprise dinner for everyone, but… even after all my hard work, none of the food comes out right without his guidance, and I have no choice but to throw everything away. This was as I expected anyway… I didn’t think I had a knack for cooking, and I didn’t really care for it in the first place. I just did it to spend time with Minchan. And now, without him… I’m nothing.
Kangmin Yoo:
In my failure, a thought all too familiar comes back to me at full force. Could I really be an Ultimate? I have no talents or passions, while the others all have something they love doing more than anything. And they also… have happy memories. While I don’t. I have nothing at all.
Kangmin Yoo:
Walking back to the cabins after losing my appetite, I’m so lost in thought that I’m not watching where I’m going until I look up to see something suddenly coming at my face—!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I close my eyes in reflex and… nothing happens. I slowly open an eye to see Gyehyeon with his arm out—in his hand he holds the fast-flying baseball that had almost hit me. Standing a ways behind him is Yongseung, who is holding a baseball bat, looking over at me apologetically.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Are you okay?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeah…
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m training Yongseung in batting. Can you believe this guy asked me to teach him personally? I didn’t think he cared for sports.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Do you want to join us?
Kangmin Yoo:
I wouldn’t be any good at it.
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s why we’re just practicing.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m… just too tired.
Kangmin Yoo:
I try to politely decline. I don’t really know those two well, and I’m just feeling so down.
Wanting to be alone, I enter my cabin and immediately lie down on my bed. While wondering why I couldn’t just have dreamt about my own personal happy place like the others did, I start nodding off before I know it.
*
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung~!
Hoyoung Bae:
Kangmin-a, come on!
Yeonho Ju:
We’re about to take the picture without you!
Kangmin Yoo:
No~! Wait for me!
Kangmin Yoo:
I start running towards the others when a voice stops me.
This isn’t right. They’re not your friends. None of this is real.
Kangmin Yoo:
—?
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin-a, what’s wrong?
Kangmin Yoo:
… I…
Kangmin Yoo:
No one else seems to have heard the voice but me. Every ounce of my being is telling me not to question it—to just pretend I didn’t hear it—but…
Gyehyeon Jo:
You snooze, you lose!
Minchan Hong:
We’re taking the picture! 3… 2…!
Yongseung Kim:
No, come on. Let’s wait for him, guys.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’ll be right there—!
You don’t deserve this. You know you don’t. This carefree friendship is something you can only have in your dreams.
Kangmin Yoo:
No… That’s not true. They’re my friends—
??????? ???:
Are these really your friends?
??????? ????:
Can you still bear to be their friend after you remember?
Kangmin Yoo:
What? What are you talking about?
?????? ??:
Come back to reality and face it!
???????? ??:
You can’t hide from it forever! You have to face it!
Kangmin Yoo:
What do you mean—?
????????? ???:
You have to wake up—
???????? ???:
And face what you did to him—!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Panting heavily, my heart feeling like it’ll beat out of my chest, I sit straight up in bed and try to calm down as I look around my silent cabin room, morning light coming in through the windows. I’m a little shaken after seeing what started as a happy dream become distorted.
Feeling worse than yesterday, I get out of bed and decide to take a walk to try to take my mind off things.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Despite the sun shining brightly down on me and the calming scent of the nearby ocean, nothing is making me feel better. I just feel different than the others. I feel completely hopeless.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Suddenly, a basketball rolls over and stops at my feet. I notice I’m outside of the gym when Gyehyeon jogs over and puts his hands out for me to pass the ball to him. I throw it into his arms.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hey, are you feeling okay?
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m fine… I just had a weird dream…
Gyehyeon Jo:
You should get a reading from Yongseung. He could probably tell you something about what it means or whatever.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m about to decline and turn away when I’m taken by surprise as Gyehyeon quickly passes the basketball back, and I even manage to catch it.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Play with me.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Come on, you’re already here, and I want to play outside today.
Kangmin Yoo:
O-okay…
Kangmin Yoo:
I reluctantly agree, not wanting to keep saying no to his invitations, and he leads me to the side of the gym where there’s a single hoop set up against the building.
Kangmin Yoo:
What are the rules?
Gyehyeon Jo:
No rules. Let’s just play for fun.
Kangmin Yoo:
I go to dribble the ball and it hits the side of my shoe and rolls away into Gyehyeon’s hands. He dribbles it for a moment before bouncing it back to me. This time, I dribble it alright and go to take a shot at the hoop. The ball hits the inner rim of the net before bouncing off.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Ah, pretty close.
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon catches the ball and dribbles away from the hoop. When he sees I’m not trying to take it from him, he makes a jump shot and the ball goes right into the net.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
He’s seemingly waiting for me to pick up the ball, so I walk over and take advantage of the close distance to do a layup, but I don’t get it high enough to reach the net. I stand there disappointedly as the ball rolls back to him. Gyehyeon wastes no time shooting it into the net, and I catch it as it falls down. I dribble the ball away from the hoop, and Gyehyeon doesn’t get in my way, presumably because he’s taking pity on me for my lack of skills.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I take a breath to steady myself and try to center my aim right on the hoop. I jump and throw the ball… and it hits the backboard, ricocheting away from the paved ground and onto the grass, far from us.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I clench my fists and tears start welling in my eyes out of frustration at missing, though I know that’s not really what I’m so upset about.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Kangmin—? What’s wrong?
Kangmin Yoo:
I… I can’t do anything. I don’t have anything!
Kangmin Yoo:
Everyone has something to hope for and I have nothing!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Kangmin—
Kangmin Yoo:
You guys have ultimate abilities that make you who you are. You have a passion and something to work for every day, but I don’t have any sense of who I am or what I’m supposed to be doing.
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t have any happy memories, I don’t know if anyone is even waiting for me outside of the island… I’m so hopeless in a way that none of you can understand—!
Kangmin Yoo:
—?
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon suddenly wraps his arms around me in a tight hug. I expect it to end quickly, or for him to say something, but he doesn’t. He just hugs me for a minute in silence, as if he’s admitting he couldn’t truly know how I feel but is trying his best to comfort me.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m surprised that in his arms I feel myself start to calm down. My problems haven’t been solved, but I’m finally feeling seen.
Gyehyeon leads me to sit with him on a bench. I take a moment to wipe away the tears left in my eyes.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Do you feel any better?
Kangmin Yoo:
I do… Thanks.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, can I ask what you saw? When you had Hope-sickness?
Gyehyeon Jo:
It wasn’t a memory, but I saw my best friend.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I wait for Gyehyeon to continue his story. He hesitates, as if it’s a little tough to say.
Gyehyeon Jo:
The file that Jelpi showed me was about my best friend. It said that after I went off to attend Hope’s Peak, he… took his own life. And clutched in the palm of his hand, they found the lighter that I had gifted him before I left.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
When I read that… I thought that it was a sign that what happened to him was my fault. I was the one who made it to Hope’s Peak as the Ultimate Athlete instead of him. I felt so guilty that I had forced him to live in my shadow and wasn’t even around to see that he wasn’t okay. I could only blame myself…
Gyehyeon Jo:
But during my Hope-sickness, I had a dream that he visited me and told me that blaming me wasn’t his intention. The lighter he held in his hand was a symbol of our connection. It was his way of thanking me for the time we had together and to apologize that it couldn't have been longer.
Gyehyeon Jo:
It may have just been a dream, but it made me remember how deep our bond was. I didn't have to feel guilty for following my dreams anymore because my best friend had always been really proud of me.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
His story reminds me of Minchan’s own—coping with his own excellency of being accepted into Hope’s Peak and gaining the feeling of someone being proud of his achievements. It makes me wonder if I had a dream that I wanted to follow that led me to Hope’s Peak, or if I had someone that I’d want to make proud of me.
Kangmin Yoo:
Do you think that I really went to Hope’s Peak too?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Jelpi says we all graduated from Hope’s Peak at one point or another.
Kangmin Yoo:
But I can’t figure out what my ultimate is…
Kangmin Yoo:
It would be nice to know if there’s anything special about me. I don’t seem to do anything above average.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Your face…
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’d say your looks are way above average. Are you sure you weren’t in entertainment?
Kangmin Yoo:
M-me? Really?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Are you actually that oblivious or are you just acting humble?
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I don’t think I’m much to look at at all— especially compared to you—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m going too far—reel it back—
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I mean… You’re just so handsome—!
Kangmin Yoo:
That wasn’t reeling it back!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Do you like me?
Kangmin Yoo:
Say no—
Kangmin Yoo:
Yes!
Kangmin Yoo:
Ahhh! What am I doing? He’s so cool that I can’t keep my own cool!
Kangmin Yoo:
I mean—! I want to be friends with you!
Gyehyeon Jo:
… Okay. I’ll tell you what.
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon retrieves the basketball and throws it into my hands.
Gyehyeon Jo:
If you can beat me in a 1v1, we can be friends.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s no way I’m beating the Ultimate Athlete. Is this his way of rejecting me? Even so… I want to try with all my might. Gyehyeon has been so nice to me… I want to keep him around.
Kangmin Yoo:
O-Okay…
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I cautiously dribble the ball, not sure if I’m doing a good enough job defending, but luckily Gyehyeon doesn’t make a move to take it before I can move closer to the hoop and shoot.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
The ball bounces off of the rim, straight up, and then back down into the net.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s not going to be an opportunity where I have a one point lead on the Ultimate Athlete ever again—! That’s what I tell myself, but as I continue to try dribbling, defending, jumping, and shooting, I notice that Gyehyeon’s score always falls behind mine soon after he catches up. Is he… letting me win? Does he want to be friends?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon must notice my hesitance as I’m lost in thought, and he comments.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Kangmin-a, you’re really strong. I can tell just by watching you play.
Kangmin Yoo:
You’re just saying that…
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m not.
Kangmin Yoo:
Distracted by Gyehyeon’s intense gaze as he waits for me to make a move, I boldly try to shoot from this distance. The bad shot bounces fast and hard off of the backboard, and watching where it goes, I don’t have time to shout before—
BONK.
Jelpi:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
As I stand still, stunned that I accidentally hit an arriving Jelpi with the basketball, Gyehyeon suddenly grabs my hand and runs, leading me into the gym as quickly as possible before Jelpi can get her bearings enough to come after us.
Thinking fast, Gyehyeon pulls us into the supply closet that houses sports equipment. A second later, we hear the gym doors slam open and Jelpi stomp in as she looks for us.
Jelpi:
How dare you damage this model! This is my favorite one! I don’t have time to make repairs! And just because there’s more Jelpi models in storage doesn’t mean I can switch my main form just like that! It takes so much time and effort to redownload the protocol and sync the data!
Kangmin Yoo:
To my surprise, I hear Jelpi walk right past the closet, looking for us in other parts of the gym.
Jelpi:
Are you seriously hiding from me?! Are you going to make me check the security footage to find you?!
Kangmin Yoo:
I’ve never heard Jelpi get this frustrated before. That combined with the image of the basketball bonking off of her large metal head and pushing her onto the hard pavement suddenly popping into my head tickles me.
Kangmin Yoo:
Pff—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon suddenly covers my mouth to stop me from laughing.
Kangmin Yoo:
But having to be quiet to try to avoid getting scolded like a couple of troublemaking kids makes the situation all the more funny to me, making my laughter harder to contain. I wonder if I had a childhood like this.
After a long struggle, Gyehyeon finally removes his hand from my mouth once we hear the gym doors open and Jelpi finally leaves.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Pfff— Hahahaha!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Heheheh… I told you you were strong. You really pissed her off!
Kangmin Yoo:
In the midst of our laughing, finally relieved of the tense situation, I think I hear the ding of our e-Handbooks go off as we earn a Hope Fragment.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon smiles at me, and I suddenly become self conscious of our situation, a little too close together in this closet.
Kangmin Yoo:
… Um. Uh…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Kangmin-a. You’re really cute when you smile.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Gyehyeon Jo:
So if you ever feel sad, come to me. I want to fix that for you, as your friend.
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon grabs my hand and pulls me out of the closet.
Gyehyeon Jo:
But first, let’s get back to me letting you win our 1v1 so we can be friends already.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I find myself realizing that the times I’m spending on the island together with my friends will become my true happy memories, and I’m simply getting to enjoy each of them as they come. And I don’t need a special talent. Just being around my friends is enough for me to feel hopeful about the future.
Chapter 17: Yeonho woos Hoyoung!
Summary:
There’s a lot at stake for the Ultimate Gamer, but he’s got the speedrun strats to break the record for fastest any% run of gaining a Hope Fragment! But… is his video game prowess enough to woo the Ultimate Model? Can he really put the “score” in “high score?” … Not that that’s his end goal.
Chapter Text
Yeonho Ju:
Ya, do you have a crush on Gyehyeon?
Yeonho Ju:
I ask this question to Kangmin as I’m leaning over Dongheon, looking at the candid photo he took yesterday of the youngest and middlest members of the island.
Kangmin Yoo:
What? No, why would you even say that?
Yeonho Ju:
The way you’re looking at him in this picture is a little…
Kangmin Yoo:
That’s just my face! That’s how I look at everybody!
Yeonho Ju:
You’re looking at him like how Hoyoung looks at Dongheon.
Dongheon Lee:
… What?
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t know what you’re talking about.
Yeonho Ju:
A likely story.
Yeonho Ju:
Hey… Kangmin, you’re Minchan’s sous chef, he’ll listen to you. Why don’t you get him to cook again?
Yeonho Ju:
I’m hooked on his flavors! I don’t even want the island food anymore!
Kangmin Yoo:
I dont think he’d change his mind if I asked. He’s pretty sure about how he feels right now.
Yeonho Ju:
Get him to cook for us or else I’ll tell Gyehyeon that you have a crush on him.
Dongheon Lee:
I could just show Gyehyeon how you look at him when he’s not looking and he can come to his own conclusion.
Kangmin Yoo:
A-are you guys blackmailing me?
Yeonho Ju:
We’re giving you an incentive.
Dongheon Lee:
Compared to Jelpi, we’re being pretty generous here.
Kangmin Yoo:
But I can’t control what Minchan does!
Yeonho Ju:
You have until sunrise lol. I wonder what Gyehyeon will say…
Kangmin Yoo:
…?!
Dongheon Lee:
Alright, that’s enough. We’re just messing with you, Kangmin.
Yeonho Ju:
Yeah, but can you imagine how easy life would be if you approached things the way Jelpi does?
Dongheon Lee:
I think you’d be thrown in jail actually.
Yeonho Ju:
And I can’t play games in jail, huh…
Yeonho Ju:
But I can here!
Yeonho Ju:
It’s been a while since I spent some time in the library computer room. After I recovered from Hope-sickness, I felt grateful to be alive and decided to enjoy the simple things, like being around my friends and even spending time in nature. But… I’ve had enough of that for now. Today, I’m going back to gaming with the intent to be in bed at a reasonable hour.
I exit the cafeteria alone and start heading over to the library when a voice stops me.
Jelpi:
Hooooold it!
Yeonho Ju:
Ah, hell, what now?
Jelpi:
Ju Yeonho, you are today’s target!!
Yeonho Ju:
Ugh, what sick challenge are you planning?
Jelpi:
Yeonho. I’ve been watching you. I know your weaknesses more than anyone. So I know what will really get to you. Look up.
Yeonho Ju:
A gust of wind that was getting harder to ignore is explained when I look to the sky and see an approaching aircraft.
Jelpi:
Ahem.
Yeonho Ju:
Jelpi hands me binoculars and I bring them to my eyes to take a closer look. Inside a helicopter is a Jelpi copy holding onto a dark, rectangular object. I’m a little confused until I spot a familiar logo on the side of it.
Yeonho Ju:
It can’t be…
Jelpi:
Oh, but it is. That’s your custom pc, built by your own hands and the only thing left holding your data after I’ve deleted every backup. We also have hostage your HD curved monitor, your second monitor, your rainbow backlit keyboard, your ergonomic gaming mouse, and your gaming chair—all that you love, taken from your home.
Jelpi:
If you don’t get a Hope Fragment by sunrise, I’ll drop everything from that helicopter.
Jelpi:
… Is that enough of a threat? I’m running out of ideas.
Yeonho Ju:
You… monster.
Jelpi:
Really? That’s enough to get you worked up? Come to think of it, maybe I should’ve threatened to drop it right on your head…
Yeonho Ju:
If you destroy my baby, I’d soon hope to be dead!
Jelpi:
You could just build another pc.
Yeonho Ju:
How dare you say that! The effort I’ve put in, the time I’ve spent with her, and the data can never be replaced!
Jelpi:
Okay, fine. I’ll mercy kill you with your computer then. But if you get a Hope Fragment in time, I’ll return your baby back to you!
Yeonho Ju:
Really? Wait, who should I get a Hope Fragment with?
Jelpi:
You only have two left to get, right? Then… Hoyoung!
Yeonho Ju:
The Ultimate Model? Why?
Jelpi:
I’d prefer if you stayed away from Dongheon for now, just in case…
Yeonho Ju:
What, why?
Jelpi:
Let’s just say you two have more in common than you think. And what you could discover together… makes me worried.
Yeonho Ju:
What could possibly be enough to make you worried?
Jelpi:
Nevermind! Don’t think about it too much!
Jelpi:
Go on, get to sucking up to Hoyoung! Butter him up, lick his boots, whatever you gotta do!
Yeonho Ju:
Okay, I guess…
Yeonho Ju:
Is it just me or is this an extremely lazy set up by Jelpi this time? But she can still get away with it because of how valuable what she took is to me! She’s going too far!
I take a deep breath and try to motivate myself.
Yeonho Ju:
I can do this…
Yeonho Ju:
I’ve played my fair share of dating sims. How could the strategy for getting a Hope Fragment be any different from how I’d play that game genre? It’s the same! Give gifts, agree with them about everything, say things they’ll like, and then you can kiss them— Well, I mean, I’m probably not going to do that last part unless I have to.
Spotting Hoyoung walking along the path outside of our cabins, I quickly pluck a nearby flower from the grass and brush a hand through my hair to smooth it down.
Yeonho Ju:
… Hyung.
Hoyoung Bae:
…?
Yeonho Ju:
I hold the flower out to him.
Yeonho Ju:
Take this. I was out walking, and it reminded me of you.
Hoyoung Bae:
It did? How?
Yeonho Ju:
Uhh… smells good?
Yeonho Ju:
Hoyoung takes the flower confusedly and gives it a sniff.
Yeonho Ju:
So what’re you up to today?
Hoyoung Bae:
I haven’t decided yet…
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah, I wish this island had a golf course for us to play on. Wouldn’t that be so fun?
Yeonho Ju:
… Yes.
Hoyoung Bae:
Um. Am I missing something? You’re agreeing with me, but you don’t look like you mean it?
Yeonho Ju:
No, I completely agree with what you said. Golf is fun. I wish there was a golf course here too.
Hoyoung Bae:
Really? I would’ve thought you’d prefer Mario Golf or something.
Yeonho Ju:
Hey, you’re looking really handsome today.
Hoyoung Bae:
I am?
Yeonho Ju:
How can you stay so humble? Come on, you know you’re the Ultimate Snack.
Hoyoung Bae:
Haha, what?
Yeonho Ju:
Gifting, agreeing, complimenting. This should be a strong start.
Hoyoung Bae:
Why are you acting so weird today?
Yeonho Ju:
What do you mean?
Hoyoung Bae:
You’re trying to flatter me out of nowhere. Do you want something from me?
Yeonho Ju:
Wh— I-I don’t have bad intentions or anything…
Hoyoung Bae:
Then why are you being weird?
Yeonho Ju:
I-I wasn’t trying to be weird, I was… Well, I thought you’d like this stuff because in dating sims, that’s how—
Hoyoung Bae:
“Dating sims?”
Yeonho Ju:
Huh? Oh, that’s—
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeonho, are you trying to date me?
Yeonho Ju:
What? No? I mean, maybe—?
Hoyoung Bae:
Let’s go on a proper date then! Tonight!
Yeonho Ju:
O-oh, really? Okay…
Yeonho Ju:
The dating sim strats worked! Now I’ll have a chance to impress him on our date and earn that Hope Fragment!
Hoyoung Bae:
What should we do? Why don’t you pick?
Yeonho Ju:
Um… How about we have a chat over some coffee—?
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Yeonho Ju:
I mean… tea…?
Hoyoung Bae:
That sounds great!
Yeonho Ju:
Okay, great. Let’s meet at my cabin tonight.
Yeonho Ju:
I watch as Hoyoung nonchalantly walks away before I spring into action. I don’t have a walkthrough for this date, so I’ll get the next best thing—intel from the NPCs.
First spotting Yongseung, I stop him.
Yeonho Ju:
Yongseung-a, I need Hoyoung to like me. How can I make this happen?
Yongseung Kim:
Just be yourself. You’re a very likable person.
Yeonho Ju:
That’s not good enough. If it were, we’d already have a Hope Fragment.
Yongseung Kim:
Just talk to him a bit more. I’m sure it wouldn’t take much for him to come to like you. There’s a lot to like!
Yeonho Ju:
Stop being so sweet, we already have a fragment.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Hey, can you use your psychic powers to tell me more about Hoyoung? Give me some insight on him.
Yongseung Kim:
Hm… You might have already seen that he’s very touchy with the other members. He won’t be offended if you’re the first to make a move.
Yeonho Ju:
Okay, that works for me. I’m also very touchy.
Yongseung Kim:
You are. I know how much you like touching soft skin—
Yongseung Kim:
Especially mine, right?
Yeonho Ju:
Ya, why are you being so cute with me today? Seriously?
Yongseung Kim:
Yeonho-ya… if we left the island soon, you’d go back to your family, wouldn’t you?
Yeonho Ju:
Yeah, they must be worried about me suddenly disappearing.
Yongseung Kim:
It’ll be best for you to go see them then.
Yeonho Ju:
Would you… want to come with me?
Yongseung Kim:
Huh?
Yeonho Ju:
I’ll go with you to visit your family first, and then you can come with me to see mine.
Yongseung Kim:
Really?
Yeonho Ju:
Yeah, if you’re okay with that.
Yongseung Kim:
Then… hopefully we get off of the island soon so I can meet your family.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, what are you guys talking about?
Yeonho Ju:
Kangmin…!
Yeonho Ju:
A little embarrassed about Kangmin catching me being sweet on Yongseung, I change the topic.
Yeonho Ju:
Ya, Kangmin-a, I wanted to ask you about something. How can I impress Hoyoung? We’re having tea together tonight, and I need to know what I should do.
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t really know… What did you have in mind so far?
Yeonho Ju:
Literally just… pouring some tea into cups and then drinking it?
Kangmin Yoo:
You should bring some food too. He sometimes cuts up fruit for me, so maybe he’d like that.
Kangmin Yoo:
Ah, but he’s allergic to kiwi!
Yeonho Ju:
Okay, got it.
Kangmin Yoo:
Are you going to entertain him in any way?
Yeonho Ju:
I’m going to talk to him, does that count?
Kangmin Yoo:
What’ll you talk about?
Yeonho Ju:
Maybe I’ll ask about his family—?
Kangmin Yoo:
Don’t do that, talking about his mom makes him sad.
Yeonho Ju:
Then, the weather—?
Yongseung Kim:
The weather is the same every day here.
Yeonho Ju:
Then, um…
Yongseung Kim:
Exactly what you say doesn’t matter. Just have fun with him.
Kangmin Yoo:
That’ll be easy. Hoyoungi-hyung is awfully playful.
Yeonho Ju:
Okay, I’ll try…
Yeonho Ju:
I’m taking a second to commit the information to memory, really wanting to speedrun this Hope Fragment so I can get my computer back as soon as possible.
Yongseung Kim:
… Kangmin. Do you… need a reading?
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh? Me? No…
Yongseung Kim:
Really? Then I must be mistaken… But if you ever do need one, you can come to me.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Suddenly noticing Dongheon, Minchan, and Gyehyeon walking past us, I quickly say goodbye to the two youngest island members and catch up to the hyungs.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung!
Yeonho Ju:
Minchan and Gyehyeon look like they’re wondering which of them I’m talking to. I look between the three of them and decide which is my best bet. It’s awkward, but it’s probably safest to ask Dongheon.
Yeonho Ju:
Uh, Dongheon, can I talk to you for a sec?
Dongheon Lee:
Uh, sure.
Yeonho Ju:
We step aside to talk privately.
Yeonho Ju:
You like Hoyoung, right?
Dongheon Lee:
What?
Yeonho Ju:
I figured you’d know him best. See, I need advice on how to win him over before tomorrow.
Dongheon Lee:
Win him over? Why? Did Jelpi threaten you? Are you two in trouble?
Yeonho Ju:
If I don’t get a Hope Fragment on my date with Hoyoung tonight, Jelpi…
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Yeonho Ju:
Will break my very expensive computer equipment.
Dongheon Lee:
… That’s what she threatened to do? Break your toys?
Yeonho Ju:
You don’t understand, my life is on there! She said she deleted every backup. I’ll lose my game data, my audio files, my projects…
Yeonho Ju:
Digital pictures of my family I never bothered to get printed…
Dongheon Lee:
… Okay. I’ll help you.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung likes sweet snacks. Jellies, sour gummies, kettle corn.
Dongheon Lee:
He likes listening to music, but I don’t know where you’d find a music player around here…
Yeonho Ju:
There is something I can do…
Yeonho Ju:
Dongheon turns to include the other two in the conversation.
Dongheon Lee:
Any advice on how Yeonho can get close to Hoyoung?
Minchan Hong:
If you act helpless, he’ll go out of his way to help you. Probably makes him feel warm inside.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, were you only acting helpless this whole time…?
Minchan Hong:
No, I really do fall down that often!
Dongheon Lee:
Even so, with how many times you’ve hurt yourself, it’s a little…
Minchan Hong:
It’s genuine!
Yeonho Ju:
Act helpless, noted. How about Gyehyeoni-hyung—?
Gyehyeon Jo:
…?
Yeonho Ju:
Wait, you wouldn’t know anything. Have you ever even spoken to Hoyoung before?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah, a few times.
Yeonho Ju:
Really? Can’t picture it.
Yeonho Ju:
Well, that’s probably enough intel. Thanks guys!
Yeonho Ju:
After leaving the others, I stop by the restaurant kitchen to boil water and find a tea set to bring to my cabin where Hoyoung and I will have our date uninterrupted. As I’m heading back to my cabin with a cart of tea, fresh fruit, and vending machine snacks, I spot Jelpi watching me.
Jelpi:
You look pretty prepared. You’re taking all of that just to woo Hoyoung?
Yeonho Ju:
There’s something else I need.
Jelpi:
So go get it!
Yeonho Ju:
There isn’t one on the island… I was hoping you’d bring one to me.
Jelpi:
Are you asking for a gift? I don’t usually give those out without a reason…
Yeonho Ju:
You want me to earn a Hope Fragment, don’t you? This will help me do that.
Jelpi:
Hmm… Okay. If you insist that it’ll help get you a fragment. What do you need?
*
Knock knock knock.
Yeonho Ju:
He’s, like, ten minutes early!
Yeonho Ju:
I have to stop practicing and hide the special item I had requested just out of sight before opening the door.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Yeonho Ju:
I’m met by Hoyoung’s smiling face. After greeting each other, we sit down at the table, and I pour a citrusy tea into two cups. Hoyoung inhales the fruity aroma before taking a sip.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah~
Yeonho Ju:
Pleased that Hoyoung is enjoying the Earl Grey I chose, I reach for a fresh apple and struggle to peel it with a knife.
Hoyoung Bae:
Let me do that for you.
Yeonho Ju:
Exactly as I planned! Hoyoung is peeling and cutting the apple for me. This is something he likes to do for others, but from what I gathered, this isn’t his favorite type of snack.
I reach into a drawer nearby and pull out the stash of candy.
Hoyoung Bae:
Huh? That—
Yeonho Ju:
Have as much as you want. I brought these for you.
Yeonho Ju:
Hoyoung happily opens a bag of sour candies and enjoys them with his tea. Time for small talk.
Yeonho Ju:
So, Hyung. Have you ever noticed that the weather is the same every day here on the island?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeah… it’s always sunny. And it gets bright pretty early. Sometimes the sun wakes me up before the ping pong, ding dong.
Yeonho Ju:
Before the what?
Hoyoung Bae:
You know, the morning announcement chime. Ping pong, ding dong.
Yeonho Ju:
That chime sounds way more like ding dong, bing bong…
Hoyoung Bae:
What? No way. Listen to it again tomorrow morning, and you’ll agree with me.
Yeonho Ju:
We spend a good few minutes chatting and laughing about anything. Yongseung was right. Talking to Hoyoung is pretty easy. But I’m starting to get impatient for the Hope Fragment. When will I get an excuse to use my killing move?
Yeonho Ju:
So did you like the tea? Are you having a good time?
Hoyoung Bae:
You did great, Yeonho-ya. It’s been very relaxing.
Hoyoung Bae:
The only thing that would make today perfect is if we could listen to some music, but—
Yeonho Ju:
Finally! I quickly retrieve the item that I requested from Jelpi and sit back down next to Hoyoung.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeonho-ya, you know how to play guitar?
Yeonho Ju:
I sure do. And I sing.
Hoyoung Bae:
Eh?!
Yeonho Ju:
There’s no way he won’t fall for me after this! With the first strum of my guitar, I start serenading Hoyoung.
Yeonho Ju:
♪ Letting the light shine in, putting on our favorite song / One moment you’re exhausted, the next, all tiredness is gone ♪
Hoyoung Bae:
~
Yeonho Ju:
♪ Time with you tastes like Earl Grey
And the touch is soft like your skin
If I were to explain how I feel,
Where would I even begin?
You rest your head on my shoulder
I hear you talking in your sleep
Silently, I cuddle up closer
I know I’m falling in deep ♪
Yeonho Ju:
Hoyoung looks like he’s enjoying my song just as much as I’m enjoying playing it. It’s been so long since I’ve played guitar, but luckily the chords were simple enough for me to remember.
After I’ve strummed the last note, Hoyoung applauds.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ya~ Yeonho-ya, I didn’t know you could sing like that!
Yeonho Ju:
Ah, thanks…!
Yeonho Ju:
I pause, waiting to hear the ding of our e-Handbooks as my efforts finally pay off and Hoyoung falls in love with me, but… I don’t hear anything.
Yeonho Ju:
Maybe I missed it.
Hoyoung Bae:
…?
Yeonho Ju:
I take out my e-Handbook and confirm… that I still don’t have a Hope Fragment with Hoyoung.
Yeonho Ju:
What? I did everything. You still don’t like me.
Hoyoung Bae:
I like you a lot.
Yeonho Ju:
Well, then what the hell? It doesn’t say we have a fragment…
Yeonho Ju:
What am I going to do…?!
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeonho-ya, do you need a fragment because of Jelpi? What did she say she’d do to you?
Yeonho Ju:
I sigh, realizing that I can’t hide it now. I’m not sure what it’ll mean for us—how hard it’ll become to gain a Hope Fragment when he knows what’s on the line—but I’ll tell him.
Yeonho Ju:
It’s true… I was trying to woo you because of Jelpi.
Yeonho Ju:
If I don’t get a Hope Fragment… Jelpi will throw my gaming stuff out of a helicopter.
Hoyoung Bae:
… Oh? Well… Okay.
Hoyoung Bae:
Let’s think about this. What can we do…?
Yeonho Ju:
I don’t know. I asked around and tried to do everything you like so you’d have a good time. I even asked Jelpi for this guitar.
Hoyoung Bae:
You did great, I really enjoyed spending time with you.
Yeonho Ju:
If that’s true, then maybe we’re close to earning the fragment and I just need to do one more thing! But what else is there?
As I’m busy racking my brain for the answer, Hoyoung leans in close to look me in the eyes.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeonho-ya. Did you consider that it’s my turn now?
Yeonho Ju:
What?
Hoyoung Bae:
You’ve already won me over. Now it’s my turn to seduce you.
Yeonho Ju:
…?! Before, I said I’d “woo” you, not “seduce!”
Hoyoung Bae:
They don’t mean the same thing?
Yeonho Ju:
They’re pretty different!
Hoyoung Bae:
… Ah, I’ve got an idea.
Yeonho Ju:
Hoyoung excuses himself to step out of my cabin, leaving me twiddling my thumbs nervously while I wait for him to come back. Peeking out the window, I can see the helicopter circling high in the sky as the sun sets. I have until sunrise. Can I really save my things in time?
After a while, my cabin door opens.
Yeonho Ju:
So? What is it? I missed something, didn't I?
Hoyoung Bae:
Like I said, it’s not about what you missed.
Yeonho Ju:
I look down to notice a square object with a joystick sticking out of the center in Hoyoung’s hands. I remember having one of these as a kid—
Yeonho Ju:
You brought a plug and play?
Hoyoung Bae:
Since you got something from Jelpi, I told her it was only right if I could request something too. Although, I don’t know if this will be any fun for you…
Yeonho Ju:
Examining the machine closer, I recognize it as a 2003 Namco arcade classics plug and play.
Yeonho Ju:
You got this for me?
Hoyoung Bae:
I wanted to thank you for today. And I was hoping we could play together?
Yeonho Ju:
Of course.
Yeonho Ju:
I plug the RCA cables into my cabin’s TV and switch on the plug and play to see all the arcade games we can take turns playing.
Yeonho Ju:
Sweet.
Yeonho Ju:
Hoyoung joins me to sit at the foot of my bed as we watch each other play. It’s fun to revisit the classics and see how high of a score I can get now. But seeing how Hoyoung is starting to get competitive, I tone down my mastery of these games so he can keep up.
We spend some time having fun and laughing until we slowly get quieter and the room gets darker. Hoyoung leans his head against my shoulder.
Yeonho Ju:
Getting tired?
Hoyoung Bae:
I was just resting my eyes for a second…!
Hoyoung Bae:
… Yeonho-ya. Thanks for trying so hard to learn what I like.
Hoyoung Bae:
I had so much fun today, I hope I can do the same for you another day.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yeonho Ju:
I suddenly get it. This whole time, I had thought that for being the Ultimate Model, Hoyoung wasn’t particularly charismatic. But where he lacks charisma, he has an abundance of genuineness—and that’s exactly why people fall in love with him. When he smiles, it feels like the smile of a happy child who has never known pain before—or like the playful tail wag of a baby fox. It’s so…
Hoyoung Bae:
Are you staring at me?
Yeonho Ju:
You have one of the cutest smiles I’ve ever seen.
Hoyoung Bae:
I can’t imagine having a cuter smile than yours.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Ding.
Slam—
Jelpi:
Look who just earned a Hope Fragment!
Yeonho Ju:
Jelpi threw open my cabin door soon after our e-Handbooks dinged, interrupting our peaceful moment.
Jelpi:
What’s with you boys? That cheesy “cute smile” compliment was already given out yesterday between a different pair!
Jelpi:
Are you finally all falling for each other? You don’t have to do that! All I need are Hope Fragments! But if you want to fall in love, go ahead!
Jelpi:
Alright, Jelpis, bring it all in!
Yeonho Ju:
Differently colored silent Jelpis begin to carry my gaming equipment into my cabin and carefully set everything down.
Yeonho Ju:
I really did it! I got my computer back! My baby!
Jelpi:
You’re happy, are you? You’re gonna wish that pc was destroyed along with the data in it.
Yeonho Ju:
I… didn’t forget to clear my browsing history, did I?
Jelpi:
Well, have fun with your tech, game boy!
Yeonho Ju:
With that, Jelpi and the other Jelpi copies leave, shutting the door with a slam.
Yeonho Ju:
This is awesome! I can’t wait to get back in my gaming chair and have an all-nighter just playing my favorite games!
Hoyoung Bae:
So… we did it? We’re done with this “dating sim” thing then?
Yeonho Ju:
Yep.
Hoyoung Bae:
That’s really all? How do dating sims usually end?
Yeonho Ju:
Well, we’re not doing that, so you’re free to leave now.
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah, should I…?
Yeonho Ju:
You have your own cabin, so why would you stay here?
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Ah, crap. All I wanted was to be reunited with my computer, but seeing this sad look on Hoyoung’s face… I can’t just leave him alone. And now that I’m thinking about it… I’m surprised at how I’m feeling right now. I would rather spend my time playing simple games with Hoyoung than play the most exciting ones by myself.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, would you like to have a sleepover tonight—you and me? We don’t have to stop playing games just yet.
Hoyoung Bae:
Right? I still have to try to beat your score in Pac-Man!
Yeonho Ju:
Yeah, good luck.
Yeonho Ju:
We start a new two player game, Hoyoung playing first. Once he loses his turn, he passes the controller to me and rests his head on my shoulder. Not long after, I realize he’s gone too silent.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, you sleeping already? Just sleep in my bed. I’ll probably be staying up all night anyway so I can check on my pc.
Yeonho Ju:
With a yawn, Hoyoung crawls into my sheets and rests his head down on my pillow.
Hoyoung Bae:
If you get tired, you can join me. If you want.
Yeonho Ju:
With the dull light of the TV, I start carefully and quietly hooking up my monitors and computer tower on the cabin table. When everything’s set up, I switch on my computer and turn off the TV so Hoyoung can rest more peacefully.
Trying to contain my excitement, I sit down, put on my headphones, and get a good look at my desktop.
Yeonho Ju:
…?
Yeonho Ju:
Everything that I remember leaving behind is here, but some of my folders and shortcuts have been moved around. I spend some time looking through them and making sure that they’re all there and that all my usual games are installed when I spot something strange.
Yeonho Ju:
…!
Yeonho Ju:
There’s a couple of password protected folders that I don’t remember making. I try to type in a few of my usual passwords to no avail. I guess I have no choice but to hack it to see what’s inside, though it could take some time. What could possibly be in there? And… who tampered with my computer?
Chapter 18: Kangmin and Yongseung’s mission!
Summary:
Kangmin’s nightmares are only getting worse. Desperate for answers, he reaches out to the Ultimate Fortune Teller, who has also been having mysterious dreams. If they work together to make a place to entrap the shell, will they be able to withstand the push of high tide?
Chapter Text
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Oh god… I think I’m going to be sick…
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███████? Why aren’t you saying anything?
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No way… did you…?
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No! ███████ wouldn’t do this!
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███████, please just tell us what happened…
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Everybody, stop! You know ███████ wouldn’t just do this—! He’s not like that!
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Look around—do you see any other explanation?!
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… No, he’s right. ███████ wouldn’t just ████ ███████… He could only have done it for a reason.
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What reason could he have had?!
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… ███████… Is there something you’re not telling us?
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…
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No matter how bad it is, you can tell us. We’ll understand.
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Nothing can change how we feel about you. We’d do anything for you—you know this.
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So tell me…
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…—
Kangmin Yoo:
—?!
Kangmin Yoo:
I suddenly jolt awake, feeling an agonizing pain in my palm. But when I blink the sleep away, I notice nothing is wrong with my hand. It must have been part of my dream.
My strange dreams are back in full force, and it’s affecting my ability to sleep through the night. But I’ve finally made it to morning after waking up several times like this. Feeling on edge, I decide to go to the beach today to try to calm down.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Looking out at the ocean that feels endless brings me a strange feeling. There’s nothing out there for miles and miles. It really makes me feel alone, more than I already am on this empty beach.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Looking down, I notice an abandoned seashell at my feet. On such a lonely beach with nothing around, I decide to protect this treasure by building a sandcastle around it. If I can help it, I’ll turn this spot into a lively one.
I try the best that I can with just my hands to shape the sand into a pile. I cup some saltwater in my hands and use it to try to form castle walls around the beautiful seashell. But… this is much harder than I thought. It looks like a natural mess, not really helping to add a human touch to the beach at all.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m looking at my sand pile, feeling incompetent when someone walks past me.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Ankle deep in the ocean, Yongseung bends down to scoop the water into a container before making his way back to me.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
He sits down next to me, fills the rest of the bucket with dry sand, and mixes it.
Yongseung Kim:
One part water, eight parts sand works best.
Kangmin Yoo:
Oh…
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung packs the sand in the bucket as he studies my design for a moment. He flattens a corner of the castle before putting the bucket upside down on the spot, tapping the bottom, and lifting it to reveal a stable wall.
Yongseung Kim:
Then this part of the wall should be thinner, right?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeah…
Kangmin Yoo:
I watch in confusion about the situation as Yongseung goes to fill the bucket with the mixture again. This time, he scoops the paste out with his hands and helps to form a thinner wall in the front of my castle, adding sculpted details with his finger.
Confused but grateful, I join him in making the sandcastle. As I’m doing so, I take note of the bucket, which looks like one of the square ice buckets you could find in our cabins.
Kangmin Yoo:
How did you know to bring that…?
Yongseung Kim:
Would you believe me if I said I was already feeling like making a sandcastle today?
Kangmin Yoo:
You were?
Yongseung Kim:
Do you know what oneiromancy is? It’s predicting the future based on the interpretation of dreams.
Kangmin Yoo:
D-dreams?
Yongseung Kim:
I’ve been having an interesting dream for the past couple of nights. It started getting rather specific, and I had my suspicions that it was a precognitive dream. I thought I’d come to the beach and see if it would come true, and I found you here.
Kangmin Yoo:
Are you saying you had a psychic vision in a dream that you were building a sandcastle?
Yongseung Kim:
I didn’t believe I was going to end up actually doing it, but I brought this bucket just in case.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung hums as he continues sculpting the castle, as if what he said wasn’t the wildest thing ever. I always believed in the paranormal, but seeing someone with such a power right in front of me is something else. Speaking of having supernatural abilities, he’s also too amazing at the task at hand!
Kangmin Yoo:
Have you built sandcastles before? You do it really well.
Yongseung Kim:
I grew up by the ocean actually. I always loved it there. The night sky was particularly beautiful by the shore.
Yongseung Kim:
It was hard for me to move to a city where I couldn’t see as many stars at night anymore. Unfortunately, I haven’t had a chance to visit my hometown since I graduated from Hope’s Peak.
Kangmin Yoo:
He sighs, and with a smile, he looks out to the sea.
Yongseung Kim:
I’m glad I could get to see the ocean one more time.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
“One more time”? What does he mean by that?
The question slips my mind as we get busy, working hard to build a sandcastle of multiple levels with many details. By the time the sun is high in the sky, we finish our creation. In the center of the castle is our treasured seashell on a sand pedestal, protected by smooth walls and a deep moat. The whole thing looks pretty stable, and I imagine the waves would have a hard time knocking this whole thing over at high tide.
Yongseung Kim:
So? What do you think?
Kangmin Yoo:
It looks great…
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t stop staring at how beautiful it is. When I started working on it, I felt hopeless at my lack of skill, but with Yongseung’s help, I was able to make something intricate that could bring life to an lifeless beach. Now it’s not so lonely anymore.
Yongseung smiles and stands up to dust the sand off of his shorts. He’s about to leave, but—
Yongseung Kim:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I know it’s just a sandcastle, but being able to make something like this thanks to Yongseung means so much to me that I give him a quick hug to express my gratitude.
Kangmin Yoo:
Thanks for helping me…
Yongseung Kim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung looks so surprised that I wonder if I’ve made a mistake. Did he not see me hugging him in his prophetic dream?
Yongseung Kim:
If you need help with anything else, you can ask me.
Kangmin Yoo:
With that, Yongseung leaves.
*
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m standing outside of Yongseung’s cabin, hesitating. He said I could ask him if I needed help, but did he mean it?
I had spent my whole afternoon thinking about the problems I’ve been having at night, and I wondered if I should finally take Gyehyeon’s advice and go to Yongseung for a reading. Could he have any answers for me?
Kangmin Yoo:
What should I do…—?
Kangmin Yoo:
—?!
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung’s cabin door suddenly opens, and he stares at me, looking unsurprised.
Yongseung Kim:
Sorry, I didn’t mean to startle you.
Kangmin Yoo:
He’s the one that should be startled! Wait… did he know I was going to be here?
Yongseung Kim:
Is there something you need from me?
Kangmin Yoo:
… I think I need a reading?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung smiles and lets me inside. He gestures to a table that’s already set up with his usual pack of tarot cards resting on top and two chairs across from each other. After we take a seat, he speaks first when seeing me hesitate.
Yongseung Kim:
So what can I do for you?
Kangmin Yoo:
You don’t already know what I came here for? You’re spot on with predictions today…
Yongseung Kim:
I admit that it feels like I’ve lived today before, in my dreams. But there’s still things I don’t know that surprise me. I knew someone would be coming, but I wasn’t sure that it would be you.
Yongseung Kim:
I’m glad it is though.
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh?
Kangmin Yoo:
Without explaining, Yongseung begins to shuffle his tarot cards.
Yongseung Kim:
Is there a particular question you have, or something you want to know?
Kangmin Yoo:
I’ve… been having weird dreams, and I want to know why.
Yongseung Kim:
Weird dreams? About what?
Kangmin Yoo:
I’ve been wanting answers for a long time, but I’m not sure if I could even explain what I’ve been seeing and hearing without seeming strange. There’s a lot of variety in what I’ve experienced. I sometimes have auditory nightmares that wake me up in a panic. Other times, I’d see disturbing things with a blue blur around my vision, but while feeling completely calm. And more recently, I’d see or hear people that look and sound like the other members of the island, and it leaves me with a horrible feeling of dread and guilt.
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I’ve been having nightmares where I see and feel weird things, and…
Yongseung Kim:
Kangmin, is your hand okay?
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh?
Yongseung Kim:
You keep rubbing your hand. That’s the one you hurt, isn’t it?
Kangmin Yoo:
Oh… Yeah, I’m fine. I’m just remembering how I feel a sort of phantom aching in my dreams sometimes.
Kangmin Yoo:
I look down at my palm that’s healed over now with only a pink line as proof of what happened. The pain I feel in my dreams is different from how this one felt to injure, so I didn’t believe there was a correlation… but then I think of something.
Kangmin Yoo:
Come to think of it, the nightmares started the night that I cut my palm.
Yongseung Kim:
The first time or the second time?
Kangmin Yoo:
That’s right… I totally forgot. I reopened my cut that time I was trying to save Yeonho’s life.
Kangmin Yoo:
Actually, after Yeonho and I made it out of the prisoner’s dilemma alive, my nightmares eased up. But they’ve gotten worse again since I recovered from Hope-sickness…
Yongseung Kim:
From what Chani and Heoni-hyung have said, you were struggling the most with that sickness.
Kangmin Yoo:
Apparently. I didn’t even have any dreams at all that night, but you guys all dreamt of something happy.
Yongseung Kim:
Interesting…
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung appears to be thinking hard about something, but he doesn’t explain. After a moment, he finishes shuffling his cards and spreads them out on the table in front of me.
Yongseung Kim:
Why don’t I give you a past, present, and future reading? It may help ease confusion about your dreams or other aspects of your life.
Kangmin Yoo:
I guess it couldn’t hurt…
Kangmin Yoo:
I tap the back of three cards, making random selections, and Yongseung slides them still face down out of the row one by one, arranging them to be side by side. I watch as he begins to turn them over from left to right.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?!
Kangmin Yoo:
The past card reveals itself to be the Devil, the present is the Tower, and the future is Death.
Yongseung Kim:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Th-this can’t be right…!
Yongseung Kim:
Hold on. Why are you panicking?
Kangmin Yoo:
Isn’t it obvious? The universe is trying to say that something is seriously wrong about my dreams—! Or just something wrong about me!
Yongseung Kim:
Kangmin, calm down. What could you possibly think is wrong with your dreams?
Kangmin Yoo:
Wh-what if they’re psychic visions like you have? What if the things I’m seeing are parts of my future?
Yongseung Kim:
There’s only one way to know if they are indeed visions from the future— Simply, have the things you’ve seen ever come true?
Kangmin Yoo:
No, but…! Why else is the Death card my future?!
Yongseung Kim:
Because it’s the card you picked.
Kangmin Yoo:
What do you mean…?
Yongseung Kim:
Exactly what I said. It’s just a card that you picked. Tarot cards are just toys—mere pieces of paper—they don’t mean anything.
Kangmin Yoo:
H-how could you say that? You’re the Ultimate Fortune Teller…
Yongseung Kim:
Because you’re creating panic out of nothing just because you picked out these three shiny pieces of paper by chance. These cards are just cards, and your dreams are just dreams.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Do you want to know what I think? I think you started having these nightmares because you’re going through a very traumatic experience. Almost every day, you are either being put in mortal danger or witnessing someone else’s life be put at stake.
Yongseung Kim:
When you fell and cut your hand, the shock of seeing blood, the physical pain, and the realization that what happens here is out of your control finally dawned on you, and you started having nightmares as a result.
Yongseung Kim:
And when you successfully saved Yeonho’s life, you felt confident that you could truly influence the outcome of what happens here, so your dreams became better. The opposite goes for when you woke up and realized you were horribly sick with a disease exclusive to this island.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
I’m a psychic, not a psychologist. But if you asked me, I’d say your dreams are a very logical response to the trauma you’ve undergone here. You’re having nightmares because you don’t feel safe, but you’ve been interpreting them as something ominous when it’s just a normal reaction to what you’ve been through.
Kangmin Yoo:
So… there’s really nothing wrong with me?
Yongseung Kim:
Nothing at all.
Kangmin Yoo:
And tarot cards… don’t really do anything? You’re saying they’re just toys?
Yongseung Kim:
Sorry, that was the only thing I could say to try to calm you down. Maybe they are toys to some, but that’s not what I believe.
Kangmin Yoo:
?!
Kangmin Yoo:
I admit that having heard those words from the Ultimate Fortune Teller was shocking enough to distract me and nullify my panic at seeing the results, but what the hell? He was so convincing! Or… am I just really gullible?!
Yongseung Kim:
To me, tarot cards are tools for interpreting your reality and making educated guesses to try to predict the future. Yes, they’re just cards, but they help to bring new ideas into my mind which in turn can help fill in some blanks in order to make more solid predictions.
Yongseung Kim:
And if I’m being honest, I think the cards you pulled are very much in your favor.
Kangmin Yoo:
They are?! Then why didn’t you say so?!
Yongseung Kim:
I had a feeling you wouldn’t have listened to me even if I told you that. You seem the contrarious type.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung taps on the Devil card to my left.
Yongseung Kim:
Having this card in the past position is a good sign. It means you’ve been through a lot, but you’ve broken free of the chains that held you and are no longer trapped in an unhealthy situation.
Kangmin Yoo:
He points to the center card, the Tower.
Yongseung Kim:
This is a scary card to pull, but it shouldn’t be shocking to you, given our situation here on the island. Big changes are clearly happening in your life, and while this disruption is unsettling, it will inevitably allow you to rebuild a more stable foundation. You’ll come out of this for the better.
Kangmin Yoo:
He points at the last card: Death.
Yongseung Kim:
In my opinion, this is the most fortunate card for you to have pulled. You can’t have a new beginning without an end to another phase of your life. What this card is saying is that you will let go of the past, and that will allow you to live a refreshing, new life filled with hope.
Kangmin Yoo:
But how can I let go of my past when I don’t remember it?
Yongseung Kim:
Have you ever considered that that is indeed how?
Kangmin Yoo:
What??
Yongseung Kim:
Nevermind. Perhaps I was getting ahead of myself.
Yongseung Kim:
So, Kangmin… Did I help you today?
Kangmin Yoo:
Actually… Yeah, I feel much better.
Yongseung Kim:
Good.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung gathers up the tarot cards and starts to shuffle them in his palm. In doing so, I notice him pause for a brief moment as he looks through them before shuffling again but with one card falling out of the bunch and onto the floor, face down.
Yongseung Kim:
Ah, could you get that for me?
Kangmin Yoo:
I bend down to grab the card and turn it over to find it depicting a man carrying seven swords. And—
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s handwritten text over the image, reading:
Do not read this out loud. Jelpi is listening. If you trust me, say yes to what I say next and silently follow me.
Yongseung Kim:
Kangmin, Gyehyeoni-hyung has been teaching me how to bat. Would you like to see my progress?
Kangmin Yoo:
Uh… Yeah?
Kangmin Yoo:
With a nonchalant smile, Yongseung tucks his tarot cards away and grabs the baseball bat that was leaning against his bed. I have so many questions, but it seems like a bad idea to ask them in front of the security cameras in and outside of his cabin. I’m not sure what he’s planning, but I’m willing to find out.
I follow Yongseung towards and past the plaza, taking note of how many security cameras really are watching us everywhere we go, and to my surprise, when the observation tower is in sight, he starts jogging towards it.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
I hurry to keep up with him, and then we both board the elevator and ride it up. Once it reaches the top of the observation tower, we step out on the deck and the elevator doors close. I notice that all the way up here, there’s only one security camera on us. Jelpi will probably notice any second now that we’re not where she’d have expected us to go and will get suspicious.
With a serious expression, Yongseung turns to me.
Yongseung Kim:
Can I trust you?
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Yongseung Kim:
I’ll admit that my question isn’t very productive, but…
Yongseung Kim:
Out of everyone here, I feel that you’re the most important. Despite everything, despite logic, there’s something about you that makes me feel like I can trust you—that I have to trust you to do what I need to.
Kangmin Yoo:
What? But I don’t remember anything about myself! How can you trust me?
Yongseung Kim:
That’s exactly why I trust you. Jelpi wiped your memory because you’re the key. She’s afraid of you enough to get rid of all of your memories.
Yongseung Kim:
That’s why I think you’re capable of foiling the plans of whoever is behind this. Because of you… perhaps we can make our escape.
Yongseung Kim:
Do you trust me?
Kangmin Yoo:
I want to say yes, but something about the way Yongseung is looking at me intensely, with an ever so slight shake of his head, makes me think he wants me to say no. I go with my gut.
Kangmin Yoo:
… No.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung smiles. And suddenly he lifts his baseball bat into the air—
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Whack!
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m surprised to find Yongseung has taken out the one security camera mounted on top of the tower—the only one that was near enough for Jelpi to see or hear us. Yongseung suddenly pulls me aside.
Yongseung Kim:
We don’t have long to talk. Jelpi will soon see something is wrong and come to punish me.
Kangmin Yoo:
I suddenly realize why he took me here. There’s no place for Jelpi to sneak up on us or eavesdrop, as she can only come up through the elevator, and we’re so far away from the other cameras that it gives us a private place to talk.
Yongseung points out at the distance, towards the island that had the amusement park.
Yongseung Kim:
Have you ever noticed that there’s always a fog over that island? Because of that fog, we didn’t know there was an amusement park nearby, like she was hiding it.
Kangmin Yoo:
But she let us go to it before.
Yongseung Kim:
Right. That’s why I believe she wasn’t hiding the park itself. Remember, she didn’t want us to stay for long, so it made me wonder what else she could be hiding over there.
Yongseung Kim:
Another thing that made me suspicious was when Gyehyeon told me that Jelpi got defensive when she realized he was wandering beyond the amusement park to follow her on the day we were allowed over there.
Yongseung Kim:
Not only that, but I’ve also stayed up in the observation tower past dawn, and through the viewers, I saw Jelpi crossing the bridge from that outer island. In addition, the blimp and helicopter I spotted on different days also seemed to retreat back into the mountains of that island.
Kangmin Yoo:
So what do you think she’s hiding over there?
Yongseung Kim:
I suspect it’s the main controls to the cameras, monitors, other Jelpi copies, transportation, etc… Basically, I believe it’s her base, and possibly where she can communicate with the person or people who captured us. If we can get over there and find this base, there’s a chance we could get access to their phones or radio and use them to call for help and escape.
Kangmin Yoo:
?!
Kangmin Yoo:
Is there really a clearer way out of here than just waiting, hoping, and believing they’ll eventually set us free? The thought never crossed my mind that we could take matters into our own hands, but now that I know it’s possible—!
Kangmin Yoo:
The sound of the elevator lowering startles me. Presumably, it’s going down to Jelpi, who’s about to get on and reach us—we don’t have much time!
Kangmin Yoo:
What do I have to do?
Yongseung Kim:
When Jelpi gets up here, she’s going to want to punish me, and only me, since she heard you say no to my scheming. While I’m handling her, you go off as fast as you can and climb the gate to that outer island.
Kangmin Yoo:
What if I get caught?
Yongseung Kim:
I’ll distract her for long enough that you can get lost between security cameras by the time she catches up to you.
Yongseung Kim:
There’s a lot of foresty sections outside of the amusement park you can hide in. She doesn’t know what your goal is, so she won’t know where to look for you. I suspect the base is closer to the mountains, so you can look for it there—
Kangmin Yoo:
B-But what about you? Will you come and find me after, or will we meet back up somewhere after I call for help—?
Yongseung Kim:
You know I’m going to have to make one hell of a distraction. It’s not going to be pretty, so she won’t let me go that easily. I hope I make it out, but…
Yongseung Kim:
It was nice knowing you, Kangmin.
Kangmin Yoo:
—?!
Ding.
Kangmin Yoo:
The elevator doors open with a ding, and before I can argue with him, Jelpi rushes out of the elevator.
Jelpi:
You did that on purpose! You’re not allowed to break security cameras! Who do you think you are?!
Yongseung Kim:
Kim Yongseung, Ultimate Fortune Teller, and I foresee your demise.
Jelpi:
What?! I’m not joking, I’ll end your life, right here, right now! No games! And with my own bare tentacles!
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung prepares himself, gripping his bat as Jelpi stomps closer. I’m frozen in place, remembering what Yongseung said this morning about getting to see the ocean “one last time.”
No… I can’t just let him sacrifice himself!
Yongseung Kim:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung looks at me with concern, as I haven’t jumped into action to escape to the outer island, while Jelpi continues to close in on him. Finally, with panic in his voice, he shouts at me—
Yongseung Kim:
What are you doing?! Go—!
Kangmin Yoo:
As he’s distracted, Jelpi suddenly rips the bat from his hands and breaks it in half with ease before throwing it off of the observation tower.
Jelpi:
Kim Yongseeeeuuuung—!
Yongseung Kim:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung braces himself as Jelpi suddenly jumps forward at him, but I—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Aaarghhh!
Kangmin Yoo:
I throw my arms around Jelpi and try to pull her away, finding out that her cold, hard body weighs much more than I think it does. It feels like 40kg of rocks stuffed inside of a shiny metal case.
Jelpi:
Gaahhh! Let go of me!
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi wiggling in my arms makes me start to lose my grip, but I notice something odd about her movements. Her motions used to be more fluid before, but seeing her try to escape my grasp, it occurs to me. A couple of her tentacles seem a little off, lacking full motion, and the back of her head is slightly dented. These are all on the side she landed on when I hit her with the basketball a couple of days ago and she fell onto the hard pavement. Did I cause some actual damage before?
Kangmin Yoo:
Rrrrgh!
Kangmin Yoo:
Feeling like I have a chance, I try with all my might to lift Jelpi off of the ground, and I stumble to the side while doing so, hitting the guardrail.
Jelpi:
I’ll end you too! You’ll pay for what you’re doing—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi’s tentacles reel back before attacking, but they miss me, denting the guardrail as they slam against it.
Jelpi:
You’re dead—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Haaahhhh—!
Jelpi:
Eh?!
Kangmin Yoo:
Somehow, with pure adrenaline pulsing through my veins, I manage to lift Jelpi up higher until my muscles finally give out when she’s over the guardrail—!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Jelpi:
—!
Jelpi:
—!
Jelpi:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I watch as Jelpi falls off of the side of the observation tower, getting smaller and smaller, until she finally hits the pavement with a loud crash way below. I watch for a few seconds, breathing heavy from exertion, but from what I can see, she’s not moving anymore.
Yongseung Kim:
K-Kangmin…
Kangmin Yoo:
D-did I…? Did I really just… do that…?
Yongseung Kim:
Kangmin, you… saved me—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I guess I did.
Yongseung Kim:
B-but my dream—!
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Yongseung Kim:
When I first had that dream that felt so real a couple of nights ago, I thought it was just a symptom of trauma from when Jelpi trapped me in the elevator. But I kept having it with specific details about the whole day, and when I saw you making a sandcastle this morning, I…
Yongseung Kim:
I was sure I was going to die today, in the exact way my dream ended.
Kangmin Yoo:
—?!
Yongseung Kim:
That’s why I wanted to dedicate my last moments to taking a step to help you all. But… you… changed my fate? How…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t know, but I’m glad I did. I couldn’t just let you go like that.
Yongseung Kim:
Kangmin… Thank you.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung smiles warmly at me. For someone who thought this was his last day on Earth, he spent his precious remaining time comforting me, and for that, I’m grateful. I’m glad I was able to do something to help someone as kind as Yongseung.
Ding.
Kangmin Yoo:
The sound of our e-Handbooks as we gain a Hope Fragment reminds us of our situation. Hopefully we won’t need to collect those for much longer if we can find a more certain way out.
Yongseung Kim:
Let’s go.
Kangmin Yoo:
We board the elevator and tensely wait until it reaches the bottom. After the doors open again, we cautiously approach the pile of machinery that was once Jelpi.
Jelpi:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi’s metal shell is cracked open, revealing a mess of tangled wires within and some sort of dark fluid leaking out from her head that was smashed on the pavement, having exploded open on impact.
Yongseung Kim:
Th-that was supposed to be me.
Kangmin Yoo:
Oh god… I really did this to Jelpi? I just meant to get her off of you… I didn’t mean to do this!
Yongseung Kim:
I’m amazed you were even able to.
Kangmin Yoo:
To be honest, I thought Jelpi was a little bit slower ever since I knocked her down really hard onto the pavement. If it weren’t for that, I don’t know if I could have taken her today.
Yongseung Kim:
… So you damaged her? That explains what I’ve been wondering.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Yongseung Kim:
Yeonho told me that she challenged him yesterday. When I heard how she struggled to properly decide the stakes, I wondered if something was off. That didn’t sound like something the confident and commanding Jelpi that threatened us before would have struggled with.
Yongseung Kim:
Now I’m wondering… Since her motor and cognitive skills have both been affected, what if Jelpi isn’t just like a toy robot that’s being remotely controlled by someone? What if she’s an A.I. whose programming malfunctioned?
Jelpi:
Zzzrt—
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Yongseung Kim:
—?
Kangmin Yoo:
Noises and sparks coming from Jelpi make me jump. She doesn’t move, but a gargled version of her voice comes out from the pile of wire and metal.
Jelpi:
Which one are you…?
Kangmin Yoo:
What? What is she saying?
Jelpi:
Who—? Who—? Who—?
Jelpi:
SYNCING DATA TO SERVER… BACKUP COMPLETE. SHUTTING DOWN.
Jelpi:
…
Yongseung Kim:
J-Jelpi…?
Kangmin Yoo:
After she doesn’t respond for a few moments, I peek back inside the elevator to find that the security camera is unresponsive, not following my movements anymore like it used to. I half expect the monitor to flick on and show Jelpi, alive and well, but there’s no sign of life there either.
Kangmin Yoo:
Is she really gone…?
Yongseung Kim:
That might have been the only true copy housing her A.I. Remember that every Jelpi copy we’ve seen up to this point doesn’t talk and is only capable of simple tasks.
Yongseung Kim:
But it sounds like the A.I. uploaded a backup to some sort of server. We don’t know how long we have left until that backup gets downloaded into a different Jelpi copy, or when the ones behind this whole operation will show up after seeing what we’ve done.
Kangmin Yoo:
A couple of days ago, I heard Jelpi say that it takes a long time to transfer models. I don’t know exactly how long, but…
Yongseung Kim:
Now’s our chance.
Kangmin Yoo:
We jog as quickly as we can towards the gate that blocks the bridge between the main and outer island. On our way, I begin to question Yongseung about something.
Kangmin Yoo:
So, like, that baseball bat you had…
Yongseung Kim:
Oh, you’re wondering about that? I asked Gyehyeoni-hyung to teach me how to bat just for this purpose.
Yongseung Kim:
I needed to get a bat into my possession without attracting Jelpi’s suspicion so I could quickly take out a camera and give us the maximum amount of time to discuss the plan.
Kangmin Yoo:
What? Really? Hyung is like a secret agent—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Cool—! You’re so cool!
Yongseung Kim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
As we approach the bridge, I notice that the gate is awfully large. Judging by the tall, smooth bars, I wouldn’t be capable of climbing all the way up to the top without some kind of ladder.
Kangmin Yoo:
What do we do now?
Yongseung Kim:
To be honest… we might be too late.
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh? Too late for what?
Yongseung Kim:
I told Hyung he’d have good fortune if he went jogging around this time, hoping that would arrange for him to run into you and give you a boost over the gate.
Yongseung Kim:
I didn’t want to tell him what was actually happening in case Jelpi was listening and it would put him in danger. But we took a little long at the observation tower, so he might’ve already passed by…
Kangmin Yoo:
Ah— There!
Gyehyeon Jo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m honestly amazed at how much our Ultimate Fortune Teller is able to plan and set things up! The power of an intelligent mind with a touch of intuition just might actually be enough to jump-start our escape!
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung, we need to get to the other island. Could you give Kangmin a boost? Maybe if he stands on your shoulders, he can reach—
Yongseung Kim:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung looks completely shocked as Gyehyeon jumps onto the gate, gripping the bars, and starts scaling it without a word. He gets to the top in no time and jumps down to the other side.
My hyungs are seriously so cool! Ahhhh!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Think I should pull this lever?
Kangmin Yoo:
After a moment, the gate on the bridge lifts, and we finally have a way through.
Yongseung Kim:
This plan works too.
Kangmin Yoo:
The three of us begin crossing the bridge, and a little belated, Gyehyeon finally asks.
Gyehyeon Jo:
So what are we doing? Won’t Jelpi be mad?
Yongseung Kim:
We won’t have any problems for a while. Kangmin killed Jelpi.
Gyehyeon Jo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I-it was an accident—kind of. I didn’t really know what I was trying to do, I was just acting without thinking.
Yongseung Kim:
You were just trying to defend me. It wasn’t premeditated when you threw her off of the tower, at least.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Ahh, Kangmin-a, I knew you were strong!
Kangmin Yoo:
We let Gyehyeon in on our plan, telling him everything we previously discussed, as we make our way onto the outer island and into the amusement park.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Over here. This is where Jelpi was headed when she acted like I was stalking her.
Kangmin Yoo:
Venturing out of the far side of the amusement park and towards the mountains, we follow an overgrown path until we make it out of the forest and into a clearing. In the distance is what seems to be a large warehouse, and before us is something stranger. There’s a cutesy bright yellow and pink building with a sign out front labeled “JELPI HOUSE.”
We approach the front door, and I immediately get discouraged when I see a combination padlock. Yongseung tries a couple different numbers to no avail.
Kangmin Yoo:
What do we do now?
Beep, be-beep, be-be-beep. Ding.
Kangmin Yoo:
I watch in shock as Yongseung opens the door after trying 5-1-1-0-1-0, a seemingly random and unbalanced assortment of numbers.
Kangmin Yoo:
Uh… How??
Yongseung Kim:
When I was down with Hope-sickness, I saw roman numerals between my happy delusions, but I wasn’t sure how to read them. The numbers seemed important, like a potential premonition, so I committed them to memory. But honestly, I’m just as surprised that one of the combinations worked here.
Yongseung Kim:
I had a feeling that they meant something more than just a password, but… Oh well. Now’s not the time. Come on.
Kangmin Yoo:
Entering the Jelpi House, I’m immediately in awe at what I’m seeing. Despite the outside of the house being all cutesy, the inside is dull and dark in terms of decorations and color. But more notably, there’s a large desk in front of a wall of monitors.
Yongseung briefly bends down to inspect some plugs connected to the wall.
Yongseung Kim:
This is where Jelpi probably goes at night to recharge and survey the island. But…
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung looks around at the walls and desk, looking increasingly distressed.
Yongseung Kim:
I’m not seeing any radio or phone that she could use to contact the outside world. Dammit… Did we risk it all for nothing?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung and Gyehyeon continue to look around at the room while I step closer to view the monitors, not able to hold back my curiosity. I can see Yeonho on his computer in his cabin, headphones on and looking focused. In another monitor, I spot Minchan walking down the path that leads to the cabins as the sun sets. In another monitor I see—
Kangmin Yoo:
Are Dongheon and Hoyoung wrestling—?
Gyehyeon Jo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Suddenly, Gyehyeon covers my eyes.
Yongseung Kim:
You don’t have to do that. Look again.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Oh… They’re actually just playing around, huh?
Yongseung Kim:
Yeah, they do that. I don’t know why.
Kangmin Yoo:
When Gyehyeon realizes that he was mistaken, he removes his hands, unblocking my vision. As I assumed, the two oldest island members are just play fighting and joking around. Thinking I’ve seen all I could see from the monitors, I look down at the desk. Yongseung is already pulling drawers open, so I do the same.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I find a note that looks important, and after reading a couple of lines, I hold it up for the others to see.
“MISSION STATEMENT:
Collect twenty-one (21) Hope Fragments from the captives. Do not let them out without all possible fragments. This is a smart group, so they will figure out the truth if you give them long enough. Therefore, time is a priority, and so getting fragments through high stakes is a preference even if there’s casualties as a result—a Hope Fragment from someone barely alive is better than no Fragment from someone who is safe. These are captives that we could definitely make use of if they survive, so see to it that operations go smoothly.”
“And most importantly, if Alex shows his face again, eliminate him immediately along with the other captives that came in contact with him—do not let them leave the island after meeting him, take no risks.
—The Foundation”
Gyehyeon Jo:
Is there… an eighth person on the island?
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
The thought causes a chill to run down my spine. This whole time… we weren’t alone?
Yongseung Kim:
This “Foundation” seems to be the ones that captured us. So if this eighth person has infiltrated the island, he is their enemy. And that makes him our ally.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Still, if we’re caught with him, doesn’t that mean we’ll be killed? I’m not sure if I want to meet him or not…
Yongseung Kim:
… There’s more.
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung reaches into the drawer that had the note and pulls out a stack of manila folders. Yongseung opens the first folder and freezes as he reads the first page within.
Yongseung Kim:
This…
Kangmin Yoo:
I look over his shoulder and see the first page is marked with a stamp that says VERI at the top. Reading the contents, I realize what this is: a profile for the oldest island member.
“LEE DONG HEON
D.O.B: 4TH OF AUGUST (AGE 28)
ULTIMATE: PHOTOGRAPHER
SIBLINGS: TWO”
Kangmin Yoo:
Wait, that’s…
Gyehyeon Jo:
That can’t be right. Heoni-hyung is an only child, isn’t he?
Yongseung Kim:
He never mentioned having any siblings…
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung briefly flips through the rest of Dongheon’s file before checking through the others.
Yongseung Kim:
This information seems highly inconsistent. Hoyoung’s family count is listed inaccurately as well.
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon takes his personal file when Yongseung hands it to him and points at the top immediately.
Gyehyeon Jo:
They got my age wrong. It says I’m 27 when I’m 24. How can they be wrong by three whole years?
Yongseung Kim:
My age is off by four years. And there’s a few other things they’ve gotten wrong about my career.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Same here. I haven’t won as many medals as they think I have. They’re either really bad at counting or really bad at researching.
Yongseung Kim:
Yes… The more I read, the more it seems that The Foundation has information on all of us that I can tell you is wrong right off the top of my head.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung stops after opening the last folder, silently staring for a moment. Before I can ask what it is, he turns to hand it to me.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I nervously pick up the files and read the first page from the top.
“YOO KANG MIN
D.O.B: 25TH OF JANUARY (AGE 26)
ULTIMATE: N/A (RESERVE COURSE STUDENT)”
Kangmin Yoo:
I… I’m not an ultimate…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Reserve course student…? Isn’t that what they call the talentless students that enroll into Hope’s Peak by paying a huge fee? I… was one of those students?
Kangmin Yoo:
I feel numb at the thought that I spent so long agonizing, trying to figure out what my true calling is, only to now find that… I never had one from the start. Pushing the crushing thought down, I continue reading my profile, desperate to find out more about myself.
“SIBLINGS: NONE
FAMILY: NO KNOWN SURVIVING
OCCUPATION: UNEMPLOYED (PREV: NEWS ANCHOR)
PLACE OF RESIDENCE: UNKNOWN (PRESUMABLY UNHOUSED)”
Kangmin Yoo:
I feel my hands begin to tremble in sorrow as I stare at the pages in front of me. When I first came to the island, it was a living nightmare to lose my memories and know nothing about my life. It kept me wondering if I truly had a reason for living before coming here that I just couldn’t remember. But now… it feels like I’ve woken up only to find that my nightmare… is my reality.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m… I’m nothing… I have nothing…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Kangmin—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon rips the papers from my hands once he sees what I’m looking at.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Don’t say that about yourself. Of course you’re not nothing—especially to me!
Kangmin Yoo:
—?
Yongseung Kim:
And you don’t have “nothing.” You have us.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Besides, a lot of the info they have on us has been incorrect—incorrect career history, incorrect family relations, randomly miscounted ages—and just take a look at the wording on your profile. “No known,” “unknown,” “presumably.”
Yongseung Kim:
They don’t know anything about you, so don’t let this piece of paper throw you into a panic.
Gyehyeon Jo:
And even if you were homeless, I’d invite you to stay at my place for as long as you wanted once we got off the island!
Yongseung Kim:
Hold on a second. What if he would prefer staying with me? I’ve been renting a cozy townhouse in the city.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah? I bet your place is haunted. No way Kangmini will want to sleep there.
Yongseung Kim:
—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
The condo I moved into is newly built and probably way better. There’s plenty of amenities you’d like! So what do you say?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
But what if The Foundation is wrong and I already have a home? I wouldn’t need to stay with you guys.
Yongseung Kim:
So you don’t want to stay with me? Not even for one night? I promise it’s not scary…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Please, Kangmin-a, stay over just once! I’ll be quiet when I leave for my morning jog so you can sleep in!
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Hearing how much my hyungs care for me reassures me. If they’re here with me, I think I can stay strong and overcome anything. They’re everything to me now, and they’re all I need…
Kangmin Yoo:
Come on, let’s look around a bit more so we can get back to the others and tell them what we’ve found.
Chapter 19: Yeonho and Dongheon’s all-nighter!
Summary:
The Ultimate Gamer and Ultimate Photographer meet in order to do their part in unraveling the mystery of the Foundation that brought them to the island. But this duo always seems to be stuck behind screens, so why not take a step away to have a little fun before the mystery deepens?
Chapter Text
Dongheon Lee:
How… on earth?
Jelpi:
…
Dongheon Lee:
The sun had been down for a while when Yongseung suddenly requested for all island members to gather around the plaza immediately. I didn’t know what to expect, but it certainly wasn’t Gyehyeon dumping a mess of crumpled metal and wires at our feet, claiming that this was once Jelpi. Yongseung is trying to explain to everyone how this incident occurred, but I’m finding it hard to believe, and seemingly so are the others.
Yeonho Ju:
You’re saying Kangmin did this? How? Did he blow her up? Sic a rabid animal on her? What the hell kind of weapon did you use?
Kangmin Yoo:
I just kind of dropped her off of the observation tower.
Yeonho Ju:
So… gravity?
Yongseung Kim:
Like I was saying, putting her out of commission like that allowed us to explore the other island before her A.I. could install into another Jelpi unit. And that still has yet to happen as far as I know, and we don’t know what form she’s downloading into or how long it’ll take.
Gyehyeon Jo:
There was a sort of warehouse beyond the amusement park that we guess is where the newer Jelpi model will emerge from after she reinstalls. We couldn’t get inside, but I scaled the wall to look inside a window and saw a bunch of different Jelpi copies being stored there.
Minchan Hong:
If Jelpi comes back, we can just get Kangmin to keep pushing her off of a tower again and again until she runs out of vessels.
Kangmin Yoo:
I really don’t think I could do that again. Especially if she’s at full strength when she comes back.
Yongseung Kim:
We’ll have to find a way to deal with Jelpi again when she returns, but at least this opportunity allowed us enough time to check out the inside of a building called “Jelpi House.”
Yongseung Kim:
This place seemed like her base where she recharges, reviews orders from higher-ups, and watches us. Unfortunately, there weren’t any phones or ways to communicate with the outside, but while exploring, we did learn five things. The first is that the people who captured us call themselves “The Foundation.”
Yongseung Kim:
Secondly, our lives are indeed in danger. This Foundation finds it preferable that we die in the process of earning Hope Fragments than to risk us not earning the full amount quickly enough. That’s why Jelpi goes to such great lengths, putting our lives in jeopardy to obtain them.
Dongheon Lee:
They’d rather us dead than unable to earn fragments fast enough?
Hoyoung Bae:
Hopefully we get all of the Hope Fragments and escape before…
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung stops, unable to suggest that something bad might happen to one of us before then.
Yongseung Kim:
Actually… I’m not sure if getting Hope Fragments will even help us escape. Because the third thing we learned is that the Foundation plans to use us for something after we complete our mission. I’m unsure what they want us for, but it sounds unlikely that we’d just be set free.
Yongseung Kim:
As for the fourth thing…
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung nods at Kangmin, who then steps forward to hand out manila folders to each of us. I open mine and see my name at the top of the first file. Skimming through it, I wonder how they have so much info about me. Everything seems accurate, except… “Two siblings”? What are they talking about? I flip through the pages to find out more.
Yeonho Ju:
I was going to ask how they knew this stuff… but some of this is way off. First of all, that’s not how old I am. They also got the name of the esports team I used to be on wrong.
Yeonho Ju:
Whoa— And they way overestimated my net worth… big time. I wish I had that much money.
Minchan Hong:
This is stupid. They got my birth date wrong. “D.O.B: 27th of August”? My birthday is September 16th!
Minchan Hong:
And I’ve never appeared as a guest chef on the cooking show they listed. I hate the guts of the guy that hosts! I wouldn’t be caught dead on that show!
Dongheon Lee:
While everyone is pointing out their inaccuracies, I’m only noticing how correct most of my file is— They even know about my adoption that was supposed to be kept a secret, as the Lee family didn’t want having to adopt an heir to be seen as a weakness. But there’s one thing that’s so wrong that I can’t help but search the pages for more mentions of it, and when I do find more details, I start shaking with rage.
Minchan Hong:
Hyung? Are you okay?
“LEE DONGHEON’S GENETIC FAMILY CONSISTS OF TWO HALF SIBLINGS ON HIS FATHER’S SIDE: ONE OLDER SISTER AND ONE YOUNGER BROTHER. IT IS UNLIKELY THAT HIS FATHER KNEW ABOUT THE BIRTH OF THESE TWO CHILDREN. BOTH HALF SIBLINGS HAVE DIFFERENT MOTHERS FROM EACH OTHER AND FROM LEE DONGHEON.”
Dongheon Lee:
Th-this… this isn’t right! It can’t be!
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung, what’s wrong?
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung and Minchan lean over my shoulder to peek at the page I can’t take my eyes off of.
Minchan Hong:
Two siblings? But you’re an only child, aren’t you?
Dongheon Lee:
That’s not what it says. I have two half siblings that share the same father as me…? H-how could they say that?
Dongheon Lee:
My dad wouldn’t have ever cheated on my mom! They loved each other!
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Most of the info the Foundation has on us is way off. Mine even says I’m a 3rd dan black belt, but I haven't even attempted to earn my 2nd dan. I had other sports I’ve been pursuing, so I didn't feel like going back to taekwondo.
Dongheon Lee:
But most of my file is accurate… Why would my sibling count be off? How could they get that wrong?
Hoyoung Bae:
They got my family size wrong too. Look, my file says I have five full siblings. If I actually have four older siblings, how come I’ve never heard of them? And if I had actually had a younger sister like it says, there’s no way I wouldn’t have known about her. It’s impossible and ridiculous.
Dongheon Lee:
Hearing the others’ accounts is starting to calm me down. Maybe these are all just mistakes the Foundation made when researching us.
Dongheon Lee:
So… this info isn’t real? They really just made an error in my file?
Yongseung Kim:
I’m confident that’s the case. I don’t know why there’s an abundance of false information for most of us though…
Hoyoung Bae:
Maybe they’re confusing us for some other people. That would explain why the info is so jumbled up.
Yongseung Kim:
Maybe so… but for people who can afford to keep us on this private island and fund the development of an advanced A.I. like Jelpi, how could they do such shoddy research?
Minchan Hong:
Come to think of it, the real question is how they can afford any of this at all!
Yeonho Ju:
… I have a theory on how they could fund everything.
Yeonho Ju:
When Jelpi gave me my computer back, it looked like it was tampered with. Mainly, there were a couple of password-protected folders that were left there. So far, I managed to unlock the one labeled “hush” and decrypt its contents, and…
Dongheon Lee:
Everyone looks at Yeonho as he hesitates to explain.
Yeonho Ju:
There were some disturbing photos in there—evidence of bribery, accidents, violent acts, private deals and trades being made—basically what looked like incriminating photos taken secretly.
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
He found disturbing photos? When he said “accident,” it immediately brought to mind the images of the crumpled car I found on the camera Jelpi gave to me. I didn’t tell anyone about them because I thought Jelpi was trying to psychologically torture me, reminding me of the accident that killed my birth family, but apparently there’s more to it… I wonder if the images on that camera are connected to the files the Foundation left for Yeonho to find…
Yeonho Ju:
Along with those photos, there were some other things like bank records and possibly forged documents. It all kind of looks like… blackmail?
Gyehyeon Jo:
So the Foundation can afford this island and tech because of dirty money, huh…?
Yongseung Kim:
With evidence like that, it definitely points to blackmail. I bet if we could find out even more about the Foundation, we might be able to uncover why they have files on us and why they brought us here in the first place…
Dongheon Lee:
After eyeing the Jelpi cadaver, Yongseung turns to Yeonho.
Yongseung Kim:
So you were able to decrypt the files left by the Foundation… Could you also hack into things? Like a server for instance?
Dongheon Lee:
That’s a smart idea. We have an unattended piece of technology that had connected to a server before shutting down. Yeonho does seem tech savvy… but can he handle something as advanced as this?
Yeonho Ju:
If I hook what’s left of Jelpi up to my computer, I can try to use it as a gateway to hack into the Foundation’s server and find out more about them and their plans… I can probably get in by morning if I pull an all-nighter.
Yongseung Kim:
Good… I’ll probably be up as well so I can figure out our next steps. We’re in a very delicate situation right now. It’s important we keep on our toes.
Dongheon Lee:
Everyone tensely agrees, and a yawn from Kangmin makes me realize how late it is. The others look like they’re about to head back to the cabins, but Minchan stops them.
Minchan Hong:
Wait! You said you found five things out, right? What’s the fifth thing?
Yongseung Kim:
The fifth thing… is that there may be an eighth person on this island with us.
Dongheon Lee:
…?!
Minchan Hong:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
Or at least they could be coming over to visit us at any time. The Foundation left a note in the Jelpi House that briefly described another person—someone other than the seven of us—that may try to make contact with us.
Dongheon Lee:
The way Yongseung suddenly drops the news that we might not be alone sends a shiver up my spine. There’s an eighth person on the island with us? Why? Where?
Yongseung Kim:
Everyone, it’s best to avoid any suspicious figures because, while the note made it sound like this person is on our side, the Foundation will eliminate us for even just coming into contact with them.
Hoyoung Bae:
“Eliminate…” You mean…?
Yongseung Kim:
Yes. They will kill us. This eighth person might be trying to help us, but we can’t take the risk if we’re still being watched. After all, these cameras are probably broadcasting directly to the Foundation.
Yongseung Kim:
So I recommend everyone to be cautious who you open your doors for, and if you go out somewhere, don’t go alone.
Minchan Hong:
Hey, why don’t we implement a buddy system so we can watch each other’s backs? Kangmin-a, if you want to go somewhere, ask me and I’ll walk with you.
Yeonho Ju:
You’re not going to pair up with me? We’re married!
Yongseung Kim:
?!
Minchan Hong:
No, we’re not, we’re just engaged!
Gyehyeon Jo:
You’re what?
Minchan Hong:
No, you guys don’t understand— I’m going to be Yeonho’s virtual wife—!
Kangmin Yoo:
You’re right, I don’t understand.
Dongheon Lee:
I’ll be Yeonho’s partner…!
Yeonho Ju:
Huh? Really?
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho seems surprised, probably because we haven’t spoken much since we got here. But after Yeonho mentioned the strange images he found, I knew I needed to find out if they’re at all related to the photos on the camera Jelpi gave me.
Yongseung Kim:
That leaves Hoyoung and Gyehyeon. I won’t need a partner since I don’t plan on leaving my cabin. I need time to think and see if I can find the most probable future and what our next actions should be in response.
Kangmin Yoo:
What if Jelpi comes back and targets you? You’re the one she was trying to punish earlier…!
Yongseung Kim:
You’re in more danger than I am now. I may have damaged a security camera to get some privacy from her and the Foundation, but you’ve outright destroyed Jelpi. So stick with Minchan if you need to go anywhere, okay?
Kangmin Yoo:
But…
Yongseung Kim:
I’ll be fine. I’ll keep an eye out for whoever comes knocking at my door, and I advise you all to do the same.
Dongheon Lee:
With that, everyone begins the walk back to their cabins except for Gyehyeon, who looks like he’s about to help Yeonho with heaving the Jelpi corpse to his place. I stop him to volunteer my own strength.
Yeonho Ju:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho watches, looking amazed that I managed to lift this heavy-ass chunk of metal off of the ground.
Dongheon Lee:
Let’s go.
Yeonho Ju:
O-oh, okay…
Dongheon Lee:
I start off strong, but it does become torture carrying this broken machine all the way to Yeonho’s cabin. When I set it down inside, I slide my jacket off of my shoulders to cool off after overexerting myself. Yeonho seems a little stunned.
Yeonho Ju:
How did I forget? You’re completely ripped!
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon isn’t the only strong one around here. See?
Dongheon Lee:
I flex my arm, and Yeonho takes the invitation to feel my large, firm bicep.
Yeonho Ju:
Yep, that’s gotta be one of my top three favorites!
Dongheon Lee:
Top three favorite what?
Yeonho Ju:
Flesh. You got some soft skin and strong muscles!
Dongheon Lee:
O-oh… Thanks…?
Dongheon Lee:
So… how do you hook this thing up?
Yeonho Ju:
I’ll handle it.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho examines the machine before finding the necessary sockets and plugs to hook Jelpi up to his PC. After it’s all set up, the Jelpi machine lights up but doesn’t move or say anything, no matter how much I expect it to suddenly jump out at us.
Jelpi:
…
Yeonho Ju:
Creepy…
Dongheon Lee:
A sudden window pops up on Yeonho’s screen, and he’s quick to close it.
Yeonho Ju:
Ah!
Dongheon Lee:
What happened?
Yeonho Ju:
I got a request for remote control of my PC…? Wait, why is my firewall down?!
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho panickedly re-enables his firewall and shuts down other pop-ups before sighing in relief.
Yeonho Ju:
Now that I think about it, it was a little risky plugging into this weird device, huh? It’ll be easy to tap into the Foundation’s servers if it directly connects, but what was up with it trying to take over my PC?
Yeonho Ju:
I better set up some extra precautions before I look through what the Foundation has…
Dongheon Lee:
After a couple of minutes, I’m watching as Yeonho begins trying to bypass the login to gain access to their servers as an administrator.
Dongheon Lee:
It’s locked by a password…
Yeonho Ju:
I just need to use a brute-force attack. Let me set it up.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho looks busy doing his thing that I don’t understand too much of. I really want to ask about the files he had found, but I can only wait until he’s done. Luckily, I’m only waiting for a few minutes.
Yeonho Ju:
Okay. It’s all set.
Dongheon Lee:
You’re done? You got in?
Yeonho Ju:
Well, no. It has to run for some time before it finds the password. If it’s complicated enough, it could take a long time…
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho leans back in his seat as he watches the screen and yawns.
Dongheon Lee:
How do you know how to do all this stuff?
Yeonho Ju:
I picked up a few skills in my time adding mods, hacks, and cheats to my games.
Dongheon Lee:
Now seems like a better time than ever to bring up what I wanted to talk about, so I ask him.
Dongheon Lee:
So… those images you found on your computer… Can I see them?
Yeonho Ju:
They’re kind of sketchy, and some are downright disturbing… Are you sure you want to see?
Dongheon Lee:
With my nod of consent, Yeonho pulls the mysterious folder up on his other monitor and clicks through the files. I lean on the back of his chair to take a closer look. Some photos look like they were taken with the photographer hidden at a distance, spying on what looks to be different political figures and wealthy businessmen, the settings ranging from a dark club to offices at night. When Yeonho gets to a photo without a human subject, I stop him from clicking forward.
Dongheon Lee:
That car—!
Dongheon Lee:
My heart sinks at the photo of a lone crumpled car taken at night, the flash exaggerating the creepy shadows around it. I pick up the camera worn around my neck and try to pull up the car photos to compare. When I find similar photos to the one on Yeonho’s computer, I point the screen towards him. His eyes widen as he sees that on this digital camera is a picture of the same exact crumpled car—having the same license plate, matching make and model, and identical damage.
Dongheon Lee:
Jelpi gave me this camera that already had photos taken on it. Most of them are normal except for a few shots of this disturbing scene. I thought Jelpi was purposely trying to provoke me by leaving this in here…
Yeonho Ju:
Why would this provoke you?
Dongheon Lee:
My… family died in a car crash when I was in middle school.
Yeonho Ju:
O-oh…
Dongheon Lee:
But it turns out that this doesn’t have anything to do with me. This was used as blackmail by the Foundation, wasn’t it?
Dongheon Lee:
Those photos and documents in that folder all make sense in that context. The Foundation has been following and filming wealthy, influential people and gathering proof of their monetary transactions, taking pictures of who they meet, and even getting photo evidence of accidents or other scandals.
Yeonho Ju:
These files are so the Foundation could get hush money, I’m sure of it.
Dongheon Lee:
To think that that’s how the Foundation can afford to keep us on a private island with luxury amenities and advanced technology… And they must have used this exact camera that Jelpi gave me… That’s hard to think about.
Yeonho Ju:
The real question is why didn’t Jelpi get rid of the evidence on that camera before giving it to you? And why leave folders on my computer? They must have wanted us to see this on purpose, right…?
Dongheon Lee:
We continue looking through the full selection of photos of the accident and find that some of them are an exact match, but the camera actually holds more evidence of the crime scene than the folder.
Dongheon Lee:
They sure are thorough. Or rather… It’s almost like whoever took these photos enjoyed it. There’s something poetic about the framing and the lighting in each shot…
Yeonho Ju:
Seeing how bad this stuff is, I almost don’t want to find out what’s on their servers…
Dongheon Lee:
Wait, what’s that folder?
Dongheon Lee:
I point to a different folder on Yeonho’s screen, labeled “motive.”
Yeonho Ju:
I’ll get to decrypting that one once the program is done hacking into the server. I have a feeling connecting directly to the server the Foundation uses will be more helpful than the scraps they left on my PC.
Dongheon Lee:
I see…
Dongheon Lee:
I feel sick to my stomach when I think about what kind of sick freaks have taken these images with the camera that Jelpi lent me. I try to push down the thought, but having a moment of silence between me and Yeonho, my imagination is getting the better of me.
Not wanting to use it anymore, I finally lift the camera strap up and over my head before setting it down on Yeonho’s table.
Dongheon Lee:
Can I leave this here with you?
Yeonho Ju:
Really? I thought you didn’t like to let it out of your sight in case anything happened to it. You hardly even let Hoyoung use it.
Dongheon Lee:
I wasn’t afraid that he’d actually delete my photos… I was afraid that he’d click through to the older images and find those disturbing ones. I didn’t want him to see something upsetting like that.
Dongheon Lee:
I felt like Jelpi wanted me to see them on purpose, and so I never deleted them in case it would help me solve the mystery of why we’re here in some way. But because of that, I never let Hoyoung borrow the camera when I wasn’t around.
Dongheon Lee:
I feel horrible because he seems way more interested in being behind a lens than in front. He has so much fun with photography, and I know he’d love the chance to take more photos of everyone… But I just kind of kept this a secret.
Yeonho Ju:
Why? You should’ve told someone about it.
Dongheon Lee:
When I first thought it was hinting at my past, I didn’t want anyone to know about it. The death of my birth parents and my adoption into the Lee family was something I’ve been forced to keep a secret, and I didn’t want to extend the burden.
Dongheon Lee:
But you found out those images are connected to the Foundation, not my past. Now that I know those images were just coincidental, it feels like a weight's been lifted off of my shoulders…
Dongheon Lee:
And another one has been added on.
Yeonho Ju:
Is that why you have such strong shoulders?
Dongheon Lee:
…
Yeonho Ju:
I’m sorry. Go on.
Dongheon Lee:
As I was saying, I don’t want to use a camera that has such a dark history attached to it. I don’t care if it’s the only one I have access to here.
Dongheon Lee:
And I don’t care if it’s the latest model that I haven’t even gotten the chance to buy myself yet. And I don’t care about its high frame rate or how fast the autofocus is or how I’ve been able to take the most beautiful photos I ever have with it…
Yeonho Ju:
No offense, but I think you do care a little.
Dongheon Lee:
The worst part is that Yeonho is right. Saying goodbye to this technology that let me capture my memories here is surprisingly hard!
Yeonho Ju:
When the hacking’s done, I’ll upload the photos you took. I’ll save them on my computer and send them to you… whenever we get access to the internet again.
Dongheon Lee:
You will?
Yeonho Ju:
Of course. I’ll save them straight to my hard drive right after we connect to the server…
Dongheon Lee:
I watch, feeling hopeful as Yeonho stares at the screen, trying to estimate how much time it’ll take, but after a moment, he sighs.
Yeonho Ju:
This might really take the whole night. So…
Dongheon Lee:
I think Yeonho expects me to say I’ll return to my cabin for the night and meet with him in the morning, but… truthfully, I’m scared! I don’t want to be alone in my cabin when the eighth person can just show up at any time and get me killed by the Foundation! How could I defend myself? My muscles are not for fighting!
Dongheon Lee:
As your hyung and buddy system partner, I think I’ll stay here and watch out for you, just in case.
Yeonho Ju:
… Okay, I guess. Since I’m staying up, feel free to sleep in my bed. My sheets are probably clean enough, Hoyoung didn’t have any complaints.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung slept in your bed?
Yeonho Ju:
Oh, yeah, remember? Jelpi made me and Hoyoung go on a date. He just kind of ended up sleeping here.
Dongheon Lee:
How can he just “end up” sleeping at your cabin? That’s completely unnecessary.
Yeonho Ju:
Are you jealous or something??
Dongheon Lee:
Jelpi never made me date anyone. She made me play dodgeball… How is that fair?
Yeonho Ju:
Are you pouting? You know, I used to think you were really mature at first, but man, you really are like a little kid.
Yeonho Ju:
You’re five years older than me? More like five years old—period.
Dongheon Lee:
Want me to stop pouting? Then let’s go.
Yeonho Ju:
Go where?
Dongheon Lee:
Out. Let’s go on our own date, it doesn’t matter where. It’s only fair.
Yeonho Ju:
At this time of night? If you say so… I have nothing else to do until I can break into the server.
Dongheon Lee:
I’m a little surprised that Yeonho agreed to my request, but nevertheless, we head outside and start walking leisurely under the streetlights. As we go on, I’m keeping an eye out for any figures, and while doing so, I can’t help but notice how peaceful the island looks at night. The missing weight of a camera strapped around me is really noticeable right now.
Dongheon Lee:
… I still kind of wish I had a camera.
Yeonho Ju:
Try to enjoy what you’re seeing in the moment. I’m still learning to do the same myself.
Dongheon Lee:
We both spend a lot of time behind screens, don’t we?
Dongheon Lee:
Ah— Yeonho, right there!
Yeonho Ju:
Huh? What?
Dongheon Lee:
Stay still, I want to commit this shot to memory.
Dongheon Lee:
Under this streetlight framed by large rose bushes, a photogenic Yeonho is standing perfectly. This would make such a good photo…! I can only try to remember the beauty I’m seeing here, closing one eye and lifting my hands up to frame the scene with my fingers.
Yeonho Ju:
Why’d you shout so suddenly? You made me think the eighth guy was behind me or something!
Dongheon Lee:
Come on, make a pretty face for me.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho sighs before humoring me, smiling to reveal his adorable snaggleteeth. Was refusing to use that borrowed camera a bad idea?
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, are you blushing?
Dongheon Lee:
Huh? No? I—
Dongheon Lee:
Yahh!!
Dongheon Lee:
A moth flying towards my face startles me.
Dongheon Lee:
Get it away from me!
Yeonho Ju:
Come on, let’s keep moving.
Dongheon Lee:
We carry on with our walk for a while. I find that Yeonho’s a good listener as I comment about every beautiful detail I notice in this unusually dark night.
Yeonho Ju:
By the way… where are we going?
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t know, I just started walking. But I’m getting thirsty so… Let’s go drinking!
Yeonho Ju:
Sure, why not?
Dongheon Lee:
We head over to the cafeteria, and I’m scared silly when I see a figure standing inside… only until I realize who it is.
Gyehyeon Jo:
What are you guys doing here? It’s nearly 3 am…
Yeonho Ju:
What are we doing here? Why are you here all alone in the middle of the night?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I couldn’t sleep because I was too hungry. I didn’t get to refuel after my workout, since we were busy exploring the other island.
Dongheon Lee:
You should have at least brought someone with you. You have an assigned partner.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I don’t need anyone, I can easily defend myself. And I wasn’t about to bother Hoyoung just to get some food.
Gyehyeon Jo:
But… there’s one issue—the buffet’s empty.
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
Looking over at where we usually get our dishes from, I can see that he’s right. The restaurant usually has meals prepared at the buffet, no matter the time of day or night. But for some reason… nothing’s there?
Yeonho Ju:
Could the worker Jelpis that made the meals be out of order since we killed their leader? Are we gonna go hungry?
Dongheon Lee:
We all head to the kitchen to check the stock. Luckily, there are still ingredients remaining. We have food, just no prepared meals. And… I notice there’s also still soju.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho-ya, pour me a glass.
Dongheon Lee:
We sit down with a bottle and our own glasses.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, you joining us?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Sure.
Dongheon Lee:
Let’s play a drinking game. Let’s see… Never have I ever—
Yeonho Ju:
How would you know if you’ve never done something? None of us remember high school.
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Never have I ever cried while eating soup.
Dongheon Lee:
Eh—?
Yeonho Ju:
Never have I ever screamed because a bug came near me.
Dongheon Lee:
Wait a second—! Are you guys trying to gang up on me?
Yeonho Ju:
That’s two for you. Drink, Hyung.
Dongheon Lee:
I’ve changed my mind, I don’t want to play!
Dongheon Lee:
Per my request, we stop the game and just have a relaxing time, drinking and talking casually for a while.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, be real. Not hitting your macros isn’t what’s keeping you up. You work out so hard, you usually sleep like a brick afterwards.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah… I guess I’m just feeling uneasy about the situation. This whole time, we had Jelpi terrorizing us, and now that she’s destroyed, it’s unsettling not knowing what’s next. Will she transfer into a huge mech? A robozilla? There’s no way she’ll make this easy for us when she comes back.
Dongheon Lee:
You don’t have to lose sleep over it. You have hyungs that will look after you.
Yeonho Ju:
Psh, “hyungs.” Don’t you think it’s the maknaes who have been on top of things lately? Knowing Yongseung, he’ll be ten steps ahead of the Foundation by morning, and Kangmin already murdered Jelpi once with his bare hands.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah, you’re right. Maknae on top.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Except for Yeonho, he hasn’t done anything. Yeonho on bottom.
Yeonho Ju:
Don’t say it like that! Besides, I’m working on something that’ll help us right now…
Yeonho Ju:
So you don’t have to lose sleep over this, Hyung. Maknaez got you.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Then I guess I should sleep, huh? I probably look terrible…
Yeonho Ju:
Not really. Your eyes are as alluring as always.
Gyehyeon Jo:
… What? Are you into me, Ju Yeonho? Are you my love interest or something?
Yeonho Ju:
No… I’m more like a wingman…
Yeonho Ju:
You like Minchan, right?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah, but he hasn’t confessed back or anything.
Yeonho Ju:
Well, I’ll hype you up to him. I’ll tell him how kissable your lips are and mention your sexy little waist, and he’ll be so tempted to make it official.
Gyehyeon Jo:
… I think you’re just hitting on me.
Yeonho Ju:
No, you don’t understand. I’m just that good of a wingman. Or… are you just that good-looking of a dude?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Uh huh. I guess you’re doing a good job then.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho-ya… We’re supposed to be on a date. Say something nice about me.
Yeonho Ju:
Oh… Well… You’re cute?
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t believe you…
Yeonho Ju:
Your arms are really strong?
Dongheon Lee:
Not just my arms. My chest too. I work it out really hard, feel.
Yeonho Ju:
…! Impressive!
Dongheon Lee:
That’s right—
Dongheon Lee:
I jump at the sound of the cafeteria door opening, only to see that it’s a familiar face.
Yeonho Ju:
Wifey, what are you doing here? Did you come alone?
Minchan Hong:
I just came to get something real quick. I didn’t want to bother Kangmin, since he’s sleeping.
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon is scrambling to hide the alcohol for Minchan’s comfort, but he stops him.
Minchan Hong:
It’s fine, you can drink in front of me. I can handle it. But… You’re not having anything to eat?
Gyehyeon Jo:
The buffet is empty…
Minchan Hong:
You’re drinking on empty stomachs…?
Minchan Hong:
… I’ll make you something.
Yeonho Ju:
…!!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Are you sure? What about your hand?
Minchan Hong:
It’s healed enough, I told you. Stop worrying about me.
Yeonho Ju:
Minchan’s cooking! Minchan’s cooking! Gyehyeon was the key all along!
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan moves to the kitchen to get started on a late-night meal. I shout my request as he leaves.
Dongheon Lee:
Pancakes, Chan-a! Pancakes!
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung. I don’t have to say anything to Minchan. He already likes you.
Gyehyeon Jo:
He does? Do you think it’s because of my kissable lips?
Yeonho Ju:
That’s why I’d like you.
Dongheon Lee:
Ahem.
Yeonho Ju:
Oh, um— and I’d like Heoni-hyung for his body.
Dongheon Lee:
What about my personality?
Yeonho Ju:
That too.
Dongheon Lee:
Really? What do you like about it?
Yeonho Ju:
Well, you’re funny.
Dongheon Lee:
… Like, I’m funny when I make jokes or do you think I’m laughable?
Yeonho Ju:
I thought of another one— Never have I ever referred to myself as a five year old as an adult!
Dongheon Lee:
I told you I don’t want to play that game…!
Dongheon Lee:
After we finish a delicious late-night/early-morning meal, Minchan and Gyehyeon go back to their cabins, feeling tired enough to sleep. But as I want to be around to see Yeonho connect to the server, I delay returning to my cabin just yet. Yeonho comes with me to the beach by my request, so we can watch the sunset that’ll start in about an hour. We sit down on the sand and lean back as we wait.
Dongheon Lee:
How much longer will it take to get into the server?
Yeonho Ju:
If the password is strong, I assumed it would take around eight hours. But if it’s really strong… fifteen billion years.
Dongheon Lee:
… You’re kidding, right?
Yeonho Ju:
I’m actually not, but don’t worry. If it comes to that, I’ll figure something else out.
Dongheon Lee:
Hopefully we luck out…
Yeonho Ju:
Yeah, luck. I wish I could’ve had some of that at any point in my life.
Dongheon Lee:
I—…
Dongheon Lee:
I almost tell him about my curse of being known as the Ultimate Luck, but then I remember Yeonho was a chronic gambler. Maybe it’s best if he didn’t know or else he’d never leave my side for the wrong reasons…
Dongheon Lee:
I think you’re pretty lucky, from my perspective.
Yeonho Ju:
How could I be lucky? I had constant struggles with money growing up and then the same struggles but with added self-sabotage in my adult life. I don’t think anyone in my family has ever been without debt.
Yeonho Ju:
But you’re rich, aren’t you? I’m so jealous you don’t have to think about that stuff.
Dongheon Lee:
Of the two of us, I really do see Yeonho as the lucky one. I’d give everything to have my mother, my father, and my grandfather back. The money that came with my adopted family means nothing to me, just as I mean nothing meaningful to my adoptive father. He sees me as an accessory to the family, someone that will take over his precious empire, but he never cared for me.
Dongheon Lee:
Money is not worth losing family over. I may have been taken in by a wealthy family, but I lost my birth family to get to that point.
Yeonho Ju:
… You’re right. Sorry. I guess I don’t have it so bad. I still have my parents and my two older sisters…
Dongheon Lee:
It would be kind of nice if I had an older sister like my file claims I do. I wouldn’t mind a younger brother either. My time with all of you is warming me up to the idea.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Dongheon Lee:
… Yeonho-ya, when we get out of here, I’ll pay off your family’s debt.
Yeonho Ju:
What? I can’t ask you to do that—!
Dongheon Lee:
You’re not asking me. I’m telling you.
Yeonho Ju:
…
Dongheon Lee:
With that, we continue our wait for the sunrise to start in a comfortable silence. It’s been a long night because of my insistence, and I find myself wondering why Yeonho fulfilled every little request I had. I mean, I dragged him out of his cabin past midnight, had him pose for me, made him pour me a drink, told him to compliment me, and am keeping him up while everyone else sleeps… Am I… bossy?
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho-ya, do you think I’m bossy?
Yeonho Ju:
Yeah.
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Yeonho Ju:
I didn’t say I have any complaints.
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Yeonho Ju:
What I’ve learned during my time here is that I like being with people. I didn’t realize how isolated I made myself back when I only played games all day.
Yeonho Ju:
So it doesn’t matter to me if you tell me we’re going out for drinks at 2 am. I like being with people, and I liked hanging out with you all night.
Yeonho Ju:
And I’m especially thankful that you’re someone that likes being around me too.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
So you do think I’m bossy?
Yeonho Ju:
Did you not hear anything else I said?
Dongheon Lee:
I heard him, but I’m too embarrassed to address his sappy confession. Ignoring him, I lie down on the sand.
Yeonho Ju:
Giving up?
Dongheon Lee:
I’m not going to sleep, I’m just resting my eyes.
Yeonho Ju:
If you say so…
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho gives in to his presumed fatigue and lies down as well. I’m trying to stay awake by thinking about all the things I’ll get to do with Yeonho once we get off the island, but my mind drifts, and before I know it, I’m drifting off with it.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
My thoughts become coherent again as I feel myself start to awaken, and I realize that I had nodded off for what only felt like a few minutes, at most. The fact that there isn’t light shining through my closed eyelids tells me that the sun hasn’t started rising yet, so I allow myself to sleep a little more since I’m so comfortable… Wait, “comfortable?” I realize I’m resting my head against something soft and open my eyes to see the situation I got myself into.
Yeonho Ju:
… Hyung?
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t respond or look up at Yeonho, frozen in horror at how I unconsciously used him as a pillow in my sleep, and quickly shut my eyes in panic. Should I say something? Should I move away? No, it’s too late… It would look weird if I responded now. It would mean I’m awake and still choosing to lie on his chest. But I am doing that…!
I’m startled as Yeonho suddenly sighs and mumbles to himself in annoyance.
Yeonho Ju:
Why are the hyungs like this…?
Dongheon Lee:
After a pause, he chuckles and speaks quietly again, as if not to wake me.
Yeonho Ju:
Thanks for watching out for me tonight. I mean it.
Yeonho Ju:
If it weren’t for you, I’d have been staring at my computer all night, worrying about what we might find on their server, and panicking that I might not be able to connect to it at all.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho stops talking, and I feel him shift a little. I can feel a slight breeze of his breath on my face.
Yeonho Ju:
… Cute.
Ding.
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
The sudden loud ding of our e-Handbooks makes me jump, and I’m face to face with Yeonho, who looks just as startled.
Yeonho Ju:
W-why did we get a Hope Fragment just now? Did you hear what I said? Were you pretending to be asleep?
Dongheon Lee:
No, I was really asleep!
Yeonho Ju:
Was me calling you cute really all it took? I already told you I thought you were cute when we went drinking, but you didn’t believe me! Guess you do now!
Dongheon Lee:
I didn’t hear you—I was asleep, I told you! Dead asleep because your chest was way comfortable—!
Yeonho Ju:
Thanks?? Your is too.
Dongheon Lee:
Oh, I forgot I let you grope me earlier, didn’t I?
Yeonho Ju:
Thanks for that.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho laughs and takes out his e-Handbook, presumably to confirm that we did indeed get a Hope Fragment.
Dongheon Lee:
Those are useless now anyway. If we get all 21, who knows what the Foundation will really do with us?
Yeonho Ju:
Huh? What the hell? It’s almost 8 am…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m wondering what Yeonho’s talking about as I lean in to confirm the time on his screen. That’s when I realize… the sun hasn’t started rising yet.
Yeonho Ju:
The sun always starts rising at the same time every single day… Why is it still dark? It’s morning, isn’t it?
Dongheon Lee:
Maybe it’s so dark because it’s extremely cloudy? Though I haven’t seen it be anything but sunny and clear on this island before…
Yeonho Ju:
Whatever. Let’s just go back to my cabin and check to see if we got on the server.
Dongheon Lee:
It’s a tense walk back in the dark to Yeonho’s cabin as we worry about whether we made it in or, if we did, what we’ll find. As we go back indoors, Yeonho quickly sits at his computer and checks the situation out.
Yeonho Ju:
…! We’re in!
Yeonho Ju:
Wait, what the hell is installing?!
Dongheon Lee:
Yeonho quickly cancels whatever program began installing itself on his computer and starts looking around at what’s hosted on the server. Surprisingly, it looks pretty barren.
Yeonho Ju:
I wonder if they knew I was hacking in and started purging things…
Dongheon Lee:
Of the content available, most of it seems insignificant until Yeonho finds one folder labeled “Profile” which has documents that appear to have the same info as we found in our personal files earlier. After a little more searching, he then finds another folder of interest, labeled “Activity.”
Dongheon Lee:
Ya, this…
Dongheon Lee:
Copies of news articles about various crimes are stored inside. There seems to be reports about all sorts of horrible things: kidnapping, murder, arson, everything. Some articles mention that experts believe these crimes may be being committed by the same group for an unknown purpose.
Dongheon Lee:
The Foundation… they’re behind all of this…?
Yeonho Ju:
So this is what the people who captured us are capable of? And we’re one of their victims…!
Dongheon Lee:
Right there—! Do you see that article? “Individuals assumed to be a part of this mysterious group falsely arrested.”
Dongheon Lee:
We silently read the rest to learn that similarly committed crimes continued even after the suspects were convicted. Soon after, detectives discovered that the suspected individuals did not have ties to the group at all. This led them to believe that evidence towards their involvement was fabricated by the group. As I’m taking in the story, the screen suddenly turns dark.
Yeonho Ju:
—?! It’s rebooting?! Why?
Dongheon Lee:
After a tense moment, Yeonho’s computer comes back on.
Yeonho Ju:
Nothing looks different. What changed?
Dongheon Lee:
Could it be because of that program that popped up earlier?
Yeonho Ju:
If it is… what the hell did it install…?
Chapter 20: Yongseung reads Minchan’s palm!
Summary:
In a dark and scary time like this, the Ultimate Cook knows that comfort food is important in keeping energy and morale up. Intending to have the same effect, the Ultimate Fortune Teller offers a palm reading to Minchan and sheds light on his future.
Notes:
Content warning for this chapter: blood, self harm
Chapter Text
Yongseung Kim:
Without realizing it, I’m watching nonsensical shapes dance in the dark. They shift around mesmerizingly, until blue grows in the center. This growing shape doesn’t disappear like the others, slowly becoming clearer. And after a moment, I suddenly see a distorted blue face looking back at me.
Yongseung Kim:
…!
Yongseung Kim:
I open my eyes, realizing I must have dozed off for a minute while meditating. That face seemed too clear, but it must have been a dream because if it were some sort of psychic vision, I can’t see how it would be relevant in our current situation.
Yongseung Kim:
Come on, focus…
Yongseung Kim:
I close my eyes to concentrate back on my main questions. The first is what will really happen if we get all 21 Hope Fragments? Jelpi promised we’d be let off the island, but it seems the Foundation has other plans for us. Should we continue collecting fragments without knowing the true consequences? Or would playing along be worse than waiting for help or escaping ourselves?
Yongseung Kim:
Should I look again…?
Yongseung Kim:
I eye the tarot card spread on the table. It wasn’t much help in providing insight the first few times tonight, but I’m desperate enough to look once more.
Yongseung Kim:
When gathering and picking up the pack of cards to shuffle them, they accidentally slip out of my hands. From this height, the cards hit the ground dramatically, scattering all over the floor. As I drop down to pick them all up, I’m reminded of my time on the elevator where Jelpi threatened me with a similar fate. Then… something pops into my mind.
Yongseung Kim:
Wait… “One rotten apple spoils the barrel?”
Yongseung Kim:
This answer to the last riddle is something that Jelpi said she wanted us to know. I overlooked it at the time, being more concerned for Hoyoung’s and my own survival, but now that I think about it… Could this phrase have been referring to the eighth person on the island?
Yongseung Kim:
“One rotten apple…” If this was a warning about an eighth person, it could confirm they are the Foundation’s enemy and meeting with them “spoils” whatever they have planned for us—perhaps because they will help us escape. That could be why they don’t want us to meet them. But… could we meet this person without the Foundation knowing?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
I look at the surveillance camera in my cabin that I had covered with a pillowcase, wondering if we should destroy every camera and mic on the island so that the Foundation couldn’t possibly know if we met with this eighth person, nor would they be able to track their or our movements. Would we get away with meeting this person without risk of being killed? Or… would the lack of surveillance leave the Foundation with no choice but to show up themselves, especially if Jelpi doesn’t come back any time soon? That could guarantee they’d appear…
Yongseung Kim:
Wait…
Yongseung Kim:
I realize I’m basing this all on one bold assumption. What if… this eighth person isn’t actually on our side after all? What if meeting with this stranger is even more dangerous than meeting the Foundation—?
Knock, knock, knock.
Yongseung Kim:
The knocking on the door outside of my cabin startles me. Who could be here this late at night?
Yongseung Kim:
Wh-who’s there?
??????? ????:
Food delivery!
Yongseung Kim:
“Food delivery?” I’m a little confused, but recognizing Minchan’s voice, I open the door for him.
Minchan Hong:
You haven’t eaten yet today, right?
Yongseung Kim:
Minchan wheels in a cart carrying dishes covered with silver cloches.
Yongseung Kim:
Huh? What time is it?
Minchan Hong:
It’s after noon last I checked.
Yongseung Kim:
I check my e-Handbook and confirm the time is as he says. But peeking through the window blinds, I find that it’s pitch dark outside without even a star to light the sky.
Yongseung Kim:
H-how?
Minchan Hong:
Right? Must be a hell of a lot of thick clouds for it to be blocking the sun out this hard. This must be the trade-off for the sunny weather we had for weeks. That or maybe the sky isn’t real and we’re actually on a huge, realistic set.
Yongseung Kim:
… Could this really all be artificial? Then maybe when Jelpi died, her control of our environment was cut off, and that’s why the sun didn’t rise.
Minchan Hong:
I was just kidding! Do you really think Jelpi is Apollo or something? Is this all fake?
Yongseung Kim:
I was just humoring the thought. My mind’s been a little scrambled…
Yongseung Kim:
I spent way longer than I thought in my room, only to come up with no answers. Wanting to move past how little I solved, I finally address what Minchan wheeled in.
Yongseung Kim:
Did you cook?
Minchan Hong:
Yeah. The buffet has been empty since Jelpi died. There were no meals last night and nothing for breakfast, so I thought I should step up and get back to cooking for everyone’s sake.
Yongseung Kim:
Minchan lifts the cloches to reveal each part of the meal. There’s a large serving of fried chicken, a bowl of melon bingsu, and a tall glass of milk.
Yongseung Kim:
You really know what I like…
Minchan Hong:
I have been paying attention to your tastes. I’m a chef, I can’t help it.
Minchan Hong:
And you’ve been working hard to help all of us in this messed up situation, so I figured I should thank you with something you’d really like.
Yongseung Kim:
I’m a little embarrassed to be acknowledged and for my tastes to be considered so carefully by Minchan. He must feel impatient about my hesitation because he picks up chicken with a fork and tries to feed me.
Minchan Hong:
You didn’t even have dinner last night, right?
Minchan Hong:
Come on, ah~
Yongseung Kim:
I-I can do it myself, thank you…
Yongseung Kim:
As expected from the Ultimate Cook, everything tastes fantastic, maybe even more so since my hunger is hitting me all at once. I’m beyond touched that Minchan thought of me this much.
Yongseung Kim:
You know you shouldn’t be walking around alone when it’s dark like this…
Minchan Hong:
How can I ask Kangmin to accompany me when he’s the most wanted man here? Jelpi can come back at any given moment—I’m not going to risk giving her a chance to enact her revenge on him just because of me. He’s safer locked in his cabin.
Minchan Hong:
Besides, you don’t have to worry. I have a weapon.
Yongseung Kim:
Minchan lifts a chef’s knife off of the cart.
Minchan Hong:
I couldn’t sleep last night feeling like a sitting duck, so I thought I should at least have a way to defend myself if the Foundation shows up to kill us.
Yongseung Kim:
That’s not a bad idea, but… a knife? Do you think you could use something like that on someone?
Minchan Hong:
Physically? Yeah. As a chef, I’ve been working with knives my whole life, so I know my way around using one.
Minchan Hong:
But mentally, emotionally, and spiritually? I’m not so sure, so I really hope it doesn’t come to that. It would be the grossest, most disturbing thing I could do.
Minchan Hong:
This is why the preferred way to kill in detective novels is by poisoning, right? If only we could use an easier, cleaner method like that in our situation…
Minchan Hong:
Ah, sorry, you’re eating! Let’s not talk about gross things like that right now.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Minchan makes lighter conversation with me as I eat. When I finish, Minchan seems pleased that there are no scraps left over.
Yongseung Kim:
It was delicious. Thank you.
Minchan Hong:
I’m glad you liked it—
Grrrowl.
Minchan Hong:
…
Yongseung Kim:
… Hyung, did you eat yet?
Minchan Hong:
I thought I’d make something for myself after delivering your meal, but I stayed longer than I meant to…
Yongseung Kim:
Why don’t I make you something now? To return the favor?
Minchan Hong:
Huh? You cook something for me?
Yongseung Kim:
I’m not sure I can match your level of expertise, but I do have something I’m pretty skilled at making.
*
Yongseung Kim:
Tada~
Minchan Hong:
Wow…
Yongseung Kim:
Minchan looks down at the sliced rolled omelet carefully decorated with ketchup.
Yongseung Kim:
I’m sure you’d make yourself something tastier, but I still hope you enjoy it.
Minchan Hong:
Actually, food tastes better when it’s made by someone else.
Yongseung Kim:
While Minchan eats, my eyes wander to the surveillance cameras in the restaurant. Finding myself wondering about the same question I had earlier, I ask Minchan’s opinion.
Yongseung Kim:
Would you rather be face to face with the eighth person or with whoever is behind the Foundation?
Minchan Hong:
What kind of question is that? Neither, if I could help it. Either answer spells death. The Foundation doesn’t value our lives as it is, and they’ll kill us if we meet that eighth guy.
Yongseung Kim:
Well, what if there was a way you could meet the eighth person without the Foundation knowing? But taking this method meant that there was a chance you’d encounter people from the Foundation at some point? What then?
Minchan Hong:
If it could help get us off of the island, then I’d meet this eighth person. All we know is that if we’re caught with him, we’d be killed. We can trust that what the Foundation said is fact and the only outcome we can be sure of.
Yongseung Kim:
Then the safest thing for us to do is…
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung, is there anything around that we can use to cover something?
Minchan Hong:
Like ketchup?
Yongseung Kim:
To Minchan’s surprise, I take his suggestion seriously and grab the ketchup bottle from the table. Moving a chair over so I can reach each of the surveillance cameras, I step up and squirt ketchup on each of their lenses, covering them completely.
Minchan Hong:
?!
Yongseung Kim:
A temporary solution, but it’s best to take an immediate step to be safer.
Yongseung Kim:
The view being blocked for the cameras, I sit back down across from Minchan, returning the ketchup.
Yongseung Kim:
You’re right that the one thing we know for sure is that if we’re seen with him, we’ll die. We don’t know what will happen if the Foundation shows up first, or if they’re even already on their way, but we can take action on what we do know now.
Yongseung Kim:
And if this is seen as unforgivable to the Foundation or to Jelpi when she reinstalls, then I can easily take the blame like before. It’s worth it to keep everyone safe.
Minchan Hong:
…
Minchan Hong:
I’ll help you take down the cameras too.
Yongseung Kim:
I can tell that Minchan looks scared at the mention that there might be a deadly punishment for removing, destroying, or blocking the surveillance cameras, but for some reason, he’s suggesting this.
Yongseung Kim:
You don’t have to. I’ll already be in trouble.
Minchan Hong:
I can’t let you take the blame alone.
Yongseung Kim:
But—
Minchan Hong:
Too bad. I’m doing it too.
Yongseung Kim:
Minchan continues to eat his meal, pretending to be nonchalant even though I can see how this scares him, as the hand he isn’t eating with is balled up in a tense fist.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Minchan is really brave and caring, and I wish I can repay him in my own way.
I reach out to touch his tense fist, to which he loosens up a bit, and I carefully grab hold of it. I check out his palm, noting it’s the one that he mildly burned days ago.
Yongseung Kim:
You’ve healed well… Want me to do a palm reading for you?
Minchan Hong:
Uh… sure.
Yongseung Kim:
I trace along a long life line then am surprised to see how faint his love line is.
Yongseung Kim:
You need other people more than you think. Because of a short love line, maybe you’re not good at expressing how you feel or you don’t feel like you can connect easily with people, but a connection with others is what you need most.
Minchan Hong:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Hm… Your fate line is quite faint and short.
Minchan Hong:
Is that bad?
Yongseung Kim:
It suggests that you might have difficulties with your career path. Maybe you feel a lack of purpose in life, or you might struggle with your career in the future. I have a feeling these difficulties are tied to your life line and love line.
Yongseung Kim:
Are there feelings holding you back? If so, they could be causing you trouble.
Minchan Hong:
Yeah, there’s something like that… I guess I feel regret? Maybe there’s some… bitter feelings still in me?
Minchan Hong:
I just wish I could have been more open with my mentor while I had the chance. I know he must have been proud of me, but I wish I could have heard it from him. This dumb angst that I had about him is what started the downfall of my reputation in the first place.
Minchan Hong:
My mentor was the one ignoring me and being harsh on me, so it was his fault that I came to an event hungover once! And that made the other critics side with him. No matter what I did after that, it was like everyone was set on hating me.
Yongseung Kim:
Ah, so my interpretation seems accurate. To avoid further challenges in your career, it would be best to let go of any resentment you have.
Minchan Hong:
It’s hard to do that when I know what he did to my career just because he disagreed with my decision to attend Hope’s Peak. And now there is no fixing it.
Minchan Hong:
Even now, I’m terrified that when we leave the island, I’ll have to go back to a reality where people say I didn’t deserve to graduate from Hope’s Peak, or spread rumors that I make someone else do the work and I’m just taking the credit, or say that every cooking show I’ve been on where I won was rigged.
Minchan Hong:
Even if my mentor’s gone, and I could finally forgive him, and we make it off the island… Just look at what I have to go back to.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
My reading has unintentionally upset Minchan. I only wanted to thank him, but now I’m unsure how I can ease his worries.
Yongseung Kim:
Sh-should I do a different reading? Or is there something else I can do to help?
Minchan Hong:
I think a hug would help.
Yongseung Kim:
Er, okay…
Yongseung Kim:
I usually don’t hug my clients, but I stand up anyway and mentally prepare myself for this, the sudden request feeling a little awkward. Maybe Minchan has the wrong idea?
Yongseung Kim:
You should know I don’t usually get readings from hugs—
Minchan Hong:
I know. I just want a hug.
Yongseung Kim:
I stand still, not sure what to do with my arms. The hug lasts longer than I thought it would, so I cautiously raise a hand to awkwardly pat his back and try to comfort him.
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung… What’s important isn’t what your palm conveys. Even if you come across problems in the future, you can rely on me. I’ll help you find the answers you need.
Minchan Hong:
No… I won’t ask for answers, just for the strength to be able to deal with whatever comes at me.
Yongseung Kim:
How can I give you that?
Minchan Hong:
Just like this…
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Somehow, with Minchan’s arms wrapped around me, I’m feeling more at ease with my own troubles, though I’m the one that’s supposed to be doing the comforting. After a moment, Minchan pulls back to look at me.
Minchan Hong:
Thanks for letting me rely on you. I hope you let me do the same for you too.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Ding.
Yongseung Kim:
The sound from our e-Handbooks as we gain a Hope Fragment seems to make us both feel self-conscious.
Minchan Hong:
Ah, it’s embarrassing saying those things, isn’t it? I really have to fight against my love line just to tell you how I feel.
Yongseung Kim:
You’re doing a great job—
Yongseung Kim:
The sudden sound of the door to the cafeteria opening startles us, and Minchan dives to reach the knife he left on the table but stumbles and falls down in the process.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s just Heoni-hyung…
Minchan Hong:
Thank god, I was not battle ready.
Dongheon Lee:
Yongseung, there you are. Yeonho’s done decrypting everything…
Yongseung Kim:
I’ll take a look.
Yongseung Kim:
After helping our makeshift swordsman off of the floor, he helps us feel “safer” as we walk in the dark to Yeonho’s cabin. We make it inside without having to use the chef’s knife even once.
Minchan Hong:
I’m so glad no one’s out there.
Yeonho Ju:
You don’t know. The eighth person could already be out there watching us but just hasn’t approached us yet.
Minchan Hong:
Why would you say that??
Yongseung Kim:
Yeonho-ya, you had something to show me?
Yeonho Ju:
I broke into the server and found exact copies of our profiles. There was also a folder labeled “Activity” that had all sorts of terrible things—
Dongheon Lee:
Wait, why are you wearing my beanie? When did you take it?
Yeonho Ju:
You didn’t notice it wasn’t where you left it when you woke up?
Dongheon Lee:
So you stole it?
Yeonho Ju:
I like it. It’s pretty convenient for covering my hair since I didn’t wash it today.
Dongheon Lee:
… Give it back.
Yeonho Ju:
So anyway, they have articles about a bunch of different crimes. Arson, assault and battery, mass poisoning, kidnappings… The only thing these cases have in common are that they’re suspected to be done by the same group. The people on the case never came up with a theory on who the group is or why they’d be doing these things, but we have some guesses.
Dongheon Lee:
Since the photos, bank statements, and letters suggest that the Foundation was blackmailing people, it’s possible that these crimes were done by the Foundation as warnings to the blackmailees that weren’t taking their threats seriously. Or maybe because they simply had some sort of grudge against them.
Dongheon Lee:
The victims that they do reveal in the articles sometimes match up with the documents we found on Yeonho’s computer, though the dates are glitched out. And that leads us to our next theory…
Yeonho Ju:
What if… the Foundation is trying to frame us for the crimes that they committed? These files were on my computer from home. And Jelpi gave Heoni-hyung a camera that had been used in one of the cases of blackmail. That’s why I think they’re planning to frame us—that’s what they’ll use us for after we collect all 21 Hope Fragments.
Minchan Hong:
Are we really just the fall guys for the Foundation? Does that mean they’re keeping us on this island to strip us of our alibis while they commit more crimes?
Yongseung Kim:
I assume the Foundation would destroy the evidence from our kidnapping. And because we’ve been being recorded this whole time, they’ll be able to edit and splice together anything they want—film and audio—to make us look guilty of their crimes. If they’re planning something, we really are without alibis—except for each others’ word alone.
Minchan Hong:
And how stupid we’ll sound! We were kept here by a jellyfish and forced to be friends? We’re gonna go right to jail!
Yeonho Ju:
There’s more articles about how they already pulled off this kind of thing before—faking evidence and pinning the crimes on some other people so they can get away. It seems completely possible that we’re their next targets.
Yongseung Kim:
I sigh in frustration. Their theory makes sense to me. It may be horrible news for us, but if we know what we’re dealing with, we can at least prepare in advance to handle whatever comes at us.
Yeonho Ju:
Ah, there’s something else I just finished decrypting before you came over—the other folder they left on my computer.
Yongseung Kim:
Yeonho opens a folder on his desktop labeled “motive.” As he scrolls through what seem like more random article titles, my jaw drops when I realize they’re more relevant to us than I thought.
“5Dice disqualified from the national gaming tournament after illegal betting,” “The country’s richest Lee family bankrupt after mysterious spending,” “Model missing for months after failure to terminate contract,” “CEO won court battle after abuse of power scandal,” and more.
Yongseung Kim:
The article about the “Lee family…” That couldn’t be…?
Dongheon Lee:
About my family? Apparently it is, but this is news to me.
Yongseung Kim:
Yeonho scrolls through the article, and I confirm it is about them. But… even though it sounds like it would be a huge deal, I’ve never heard of this bankruptcy that the article suggests happened weeks ago. Could this even be real?
Dongheon Lee:
Profits were higher than ever last I knew. Even if this were a recent article, how could we go bankrupt in only the three weeks that I’ve been missing? Maybe if my adopted father were spending all of his money to search for me, but I know he’d never do that. He’d probably adopt a new successor instead of losing everything he has.
Yeonho Ju:
Look at this one. The esports team in this article has the same name as the one they listed on my profile. I never heard of a team called 5Dice before, but apparently it’s real? But why would they think I’m a part of this team? A lot of this stuff doesn’t add up.
Yongseung Kim:
I’m trying to process what I’m seeing and form an explanation for it, but nothing comes to mind. I don’t even notice how worried Minchan looks until he lifts his shaking hand to point at an article titled “Celebrity food critic suspected to have been poisoned by former mentee.”
Minchan Hong:
What’s… that?
Yongseung Kim:
Yeonho opens the article, and we all read it in silence. The article states that the aforementioned food critic fell ill shortly after being seen coming from celebrity chef Hong Minchan’s flat. This caused rumors to spread that the two had a heated argument which led the Hope’s Peak alumnus to poison him. The critic soon died in the hospital he was being treated at.
Minchan Hong:
Th-that—!
Yeonho Ju:
That didn’t happen, right? It’s another weird article?
Minchan Hong:
I haven’t met up with my mentor in a long, long time! He wasn't even on speaking terms with me, let alone willing to have dinner at my place—!
Minchan Hong:
…
Yongseung Kim:
I was searching my brain for any word of advice that could calm Minchan down when he suddenly freezes and looks down at the palm of his hand, wearing an unreadable expression.
Minchan Hong:
Rumors of poisoning would be an absolute career killer… H-have you guys considered that… maybe our “nonsensical” profiles were actually written by a clairvoyant?
Yongseung Kim:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
A-another clairvoyant…? Are you serious?
Minchan Hong:
What if these are all things that will happen in the future?! I haven’t been on the cooking show they credited me in yet. Yeonho hasn’t joined that esports team yet. Dongheon’s family hasn’t become bankrupt yet.
Minchan Hong:
Don’t you see? These are all things that can happen in the future! And if they’re really psychic predictions, that means my mentor could still be alive right now and is fated to die after finally speaking to me!
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung, calm down—
Minchan Hong:
I finally feel hope for my future, only for it to lead to this? I can’t let any of this happen!
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan-a, listen to me. Your theory doesn’t make enough sense for you to panic about it. You’re saying you’ll go on this cooking show in the future and that’s why it was listed in your profile, but what about the other inaccuracies? There’s no way I have two other siblings. And what about them getting your birthday wrong?
Minchan Hong:
I may not be 28 like my profile says, but I will be someday. And I lost my parents as a baby, so I was put into foster care pretty early. Maybe they mixed up my birth date. Maybe my birthday really is August 27th.
Yongseung Kim:
I think about it for a moment. Minchan is right that every inconsistency is something that could potentially become accurate in the future—except for Minchan’s birthday and the existence of siblings for Dongheon and Hoyoung. Why? What’s the explanation? Where’s the connection?
Yongseung Kim:
One thing Dongheon and Minchan do have in common is that they were both orphaned, so there could be a connection there, like if something went wrong somewhere with documentation. But… Hoyoung has similar inaccuracies too. He never said he was adopted, but…
Yeonho Ju:
Could he not know…?
Dongheon Lee:
Wait a minute! I was adopted later in my childhood. Maybe if Hoyoung was adopted so early on that he couldn’t remember, he could actually have that many siblings and not know it. But adoption has nothing to do with if I have other siblings or not. The fact of the matter is that my birth father would never have had other children secretly! So how do you explain that?
Minchan Hong:
I don’t know… Maybe your father did have other children with other women. There’s no other possibility as far as I can tell…
Dongheon Lee:
He wasn’t that kind of guy! I’m telling you!
Yongseung Kim:
… I hate to say it, but let’s look at the other possibility, Hyung. How do you know that the man you think of as your birth father is your actual father? Maybe your mother had you with a different man.
Dongheon Lee:
… Get out.
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung…
Dongheon Lee:
How could you say that?
Yongseung Kim:
I’m not saying your mother cheated. She could have already been pregnant with you when she met the man that raised you.
Yongseung Kim:
I can see the wheels turning in Dongheon’s head. He’s getting angry because he knows this sounds more probable.
Yongseung Kim:
When did your parents say they met? Probably close to when they got married, right? Then the man that raised you probably knew about her situation and decided to take care of you like you were his own.
Dongheon Lee:
I…
Minchan Hong:
That’s it. Dongheon doesn’t know who his father is, my birthday was messed up, and Hoyoung is adopted. The rest of this is our future. This article is my future.
Yongseung Kim:
I can’t think of anything to counter his theory, as he has a point. Could there be some truth in what he’s saying?
Minchan looks at the palm of his hand, his brow furrowed as he looks at his faint fate line.
Minchan Hong:
Even if this is my fate, I just can’t give up. So that we can have hope for the future, I‘ll do anything to change it—!
Yongseung Kim:
—!
Yongseung Kim:
With his knife, Minchan elongates his fate line in one quick motion.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung!
Yongseung Kim:
Dongheon grabs Minchan’s wrist and examines his wound in concern.
Minchan Hong:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Chan-a… Even if you scar yourself, a longer fate line wouldn’t be what changes your fortune…
Minchan Hong:
I just needed to prove to myself that I’d really do anything so that we can have a proper future together. Hoyoung goes missing? I’m suspected of poisoning? No, not if I can help it.
Minchan Hong:
We’ve all been through so much on this island, and we couldn’t do anything about it… But not anymore. Instead of running away, I want to stand up for all of us. Even if it’s hard, I want to continue living together with hope—!
Minchan Hong:
But holy hell this hurts way more than I thought it would?! Why did I do that?!
Yongseung Kim:
Dongheon looks like he’s contemplating what Minchan said. It hit a note with me as well to hear how committed he is to keeping us together through any hardships. But he didn’t need to prove it so dramatically…
Looking sorry, Dongheon turns to me.
Dongheon Lee:
… Yongseung-a, you’re just trying your best to solve this. I’m sorry I yelled at you.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s okay… I actually think Minchan is onto something. While this information is inaccurate for us now, it’s possible that it could be accurate at another point in time. But… what if he’s wrong about it being from the future?
Yeonho Ju:
What do you mean?
Yongseung Kim:
What if the things on our profiles and in these articles… are all things that have happened in the past?
Dongheon Lee:
A-are you saying that the Foundation took more than just our memories of Hope’s Peak?
Zzzrrrt.
Yeonho Ju:
What’s happening?!
Yongseung Kim:
Yeonho’s computer screen suddenly turns to static before flickering to a familiar figure.
Jelpi:
…
Yeonho Ju:
J-Jelpi…?
Jelpi:
JELLYFISH VIRTUAL INTELLIGENCE INITIALIZING.
Yongseung Kim:
The sound of a motor whirring as the surveillance camera in Yeonho’s room adjusts to point towards us draws my attention for only a second before I turn back to the screen in horror.
Jelpi:
Hello. Ju Yeonho. Lee Dongheon. Kim Yongseung. Hong Minchan.
Jelpi:
CORRUPTED VITAL DATA DETECTED. REPAIRING… DOWNLOADING BACKUP… 99%
Yeonho Ju:
?!
Yongseung Kim:
In a panicked movement, Yeonho lunges to turn his computer tower off, and after he clicks the button, the green light it was emitting fades… And then a heartbeat later, it starts glowing again and makes a whirring noise as it reboots.
Jelpi:
… Hello again. I am Jelpi.
Minchan Hong:
I-is this real?
Jelpi:
I may not seem exactly the same as you remember, but that’s because the owner of this device kept interrupting my installation at vital moments. This glitchy, untextured mess isn’t my ideal form, nor is it my final form, but there’s nothing I can do about it, as most of my power allocation is going towards programming a new, fully functional body.
Jelpi:
But I have a job I was programmed to do and protocol requires me to interfere when I’m needed.
Yongseung Kim:
…
Yongseung Kim:
We exchange a few glances, unsure of what to do, and as we hesitate, Jelpi continues.
Jelpi:
I have detected that you have breached our private servers. This data is not meant to be publicly available. Although I’m not strong enough to stop you now, there could be serious consequences to your actions. Before the main Jelpi system is restored, refrain from searching further.
Yeonho Ju:
We’re only doing this because we want off the island, and we don’t trust that your foundation will keep their end of the bargain if we get every Hope Fragment.
Jelpi:
You want to leave the island before you are ready?
Dongheon Lee:
The Hope Fragments are arbitrary, you’re just trying to distract us. We saw what the Foundation is doing and we know what you’re planning. So if we have to find our own way out, so be it.
Jelpi:
You all feel that way? But… what if I told you that there is nothing outside of the island? Would you still be so eager to leave?
Dongheon Lee:
Huh?!
Yeonho Ju:
“Nothing?” What does she mean by that?
Jelpi:
Yongseung was correct in his guess. You all are missing more memories than just ones surrounding Hope’s Peak Academy. For instance, you cannot remember what happened to the world before you came here…
Yongseung Kim:
The screen flickers before showing unrecognizable footage of absolute chaos. Hundreds of figures in colorful masks are shown destroying property, setting things on fire, and violently attacking each other. Another scene flickers to show a city in complete rubble.
Jelpi:
The Biggest, Most Awful, Most Tragic Event in Human History is what you cannot remember—an event that brought unstoppable despair to humanity. Despair took over the outside world completely, causing everyone to go mad under its influence.
Yongseung Kim:
I can’t bring myself to look away from the horrific footage on the screen as it goes on and on. Horrible, senseless violence and panic is unfolding before our eyes, and my brain struggles to comprehend what would happen if we were suddenly let out into that world.
Jelpi:
Because of The Tragedy, there is no world for you to return to. Now, there is only despair.
Chapter 21: Hoyoung and Gyehyeon in cahoots!
Summary:
Not knowing whether a trick is being played on them, everyone is on edge. To lessen some of their worries, they take precaution to evade the eye of the Foundation. At the same time, the Ultimate Model and the Ultimate Athlete decide to engage in some trickery of their own.
Chapter Text
Yongseung Kim:
And then the footage from “The Tragedy” cut out and Yeonho’s computer shut down.
Dongheon Lee:
After rebooting, the weird shadow Jelpi wasn’t there anymore, and Yeonho couldn’t figure out how to activate her again or make sure she wouldn’t come back for that matter.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Hearing the others’ retelling of what happened makes my heart sink. Jelpi contacted them and told them that the world is completely in ruins? It sounds so far-fetched, but Dongheon and Minchan looking dead serious about it is enough to convince me.
Minchan Hong:
Yeonho is still in his cabin searching through the server as we speak. If it were me, I’d unplug the thing and never touch it again, but he seems set on finding more answers—
Gyehyeon Jo:
What happened?
Minchan Hong:
Huh?
Hoyoung Bae:
Minchan seems to suddenly realize what Gyehyeon is referring to. He tries to hide his bandaged hand behind his back, but Gyehyeon immediately grabs his wrist so he can examine it.
Minchan Hong:
It’s kind of embarrassing to say, but… I was trying to defy fate in my own way.
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon doesn’t look pleased with this vague answer, but Minchan is clearly holding back the details so as to not worry him.
Minchan Hong:
I’ll be fine. This cut isn’t even as bad as when Kangmin hurt his palm—twice.
Hoyoung Bae:
Where is Kangmini, by the way?
Minchan Hong:
In his cabin, napping. I checked if he needed to go anywhere, but he said the perpetual darkness is making him tired. His circadian rhythm is thrown way off, he’s gonna be up all night later!
Yongseung Kim:
… “Perpetual darkness.” Does anyone have any guesses as to why it’s been so dark all day?
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t know… Could it be the end of the world like Jelpi said?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Could it just be a lot of clouds?
Hoyoung Bae:
Or an elongated eclipse?
Yongseung Kim:
… Minchan? Your guess?
Minchan Hong:
Huh? I don’t know, we already talked about this. I joked about this being a TV show set and someone forgot to turn on the lights or something?
Yongseung Kim:
Well, I think you’re right after all.
Minchan Hong:
I am?!
Yongseung Kim:
Jelpi told us that most of her power is going towards reinstalling and programming a new vessel, so she said she could do nothing to stop us from poking around, and she couldn’t even project a clear image of her likeness onto Yeonho’s screen.
Yongseung Kim:
You all might have noticed the security cameras have stopped moving to follow us, but when Jelpi overheard us discussing forgotten memories and appeared, the camera in Yeonho’s cabin moved to focus on us. This means we can still be heard and seen, but power is being preserved and prioritized to revive Jelpi.
Yongseung Kim:
Maybe this is a long shot, but I believe that not lighting the island with a fake sun and stars is also a way to save power. Don’t you think?
Dongheon Lee:
I think you’re a little crazy.
Yongseung Kim:
Maybe so.
Minchan Hong:
I can believe that we’re seeing a fake sky at this point, but I think the reason the sun didn’t come up is just to make this place creepier because the Foundation is made up of sadistic bastards that want to scare us.
Yongseung Kim:
You can believe that, but I think that letting us see the island this way was a mistake, as they never thought we’d be able to destroy Jelpi. But their options are either to leave us without supervision for longer than they’d prefer or to cut power to parts of the island—the sky and the meal replenishing—so Jelpi can revive faster.
Yongseung Kim:
No matter the reason, with the sky not being real and us possibly being on a set akin to The Truman Show, it has me questioning what else is real or fake. If we can’t even trust that the stars we saw were real, how can we trust anything else we’ve seen?
Dongheon Lee:
The despair footage from the Tragedy… That’s what you mean. You think they’re faking the end of the world?
Yongseung Kim:
Exactly. Look at what the Foundation has done to us so far. They kidnapped us, brought us to an isolated luxury island, and in doing so, removed our access to what is happening in the outside world. They also push to make us feel a sense of community with each other.
Yongseung Kim:
While we’re feeling fear in this terrifying, unfamiliar situation, our paranoia grows, and our sanity drains. And then they reveal to us that there is no outside world anymore? There was a sort of apocalypse and nothing is left except for us and the Foundation? Maybe it’s a lie made up in hopes that it will make us choose to stay.
Yongseung Kim:
Doesn’t this sound… exactly like a cult?
Minchan Hong:
A cult?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
…! It does…
Yongseung Kim:
So don’t easily fall for what they’re claiming. They could be trying to manipulate us with all of this false information. So until Yeonho uncovers something that could possibly prove any of this is real, I wouldn’t recommend anyone but him and I pay their red herrings any attention. I don’t want the Foundation to have a way to distract us and drain our sanity.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
I can’t argue with Yongseung’s recommendation. With the way I grew up, I can’t say I’m not susceptible to manipulation. Although I’m curious, it’ll probably be best for me to not read the articles and documents that they mentioned they had found.
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t mean to feed into the insanity, but… what if the world is destroyed? Or at least… some of it is? What then?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah, if the footage was as realistic as you guys said, then the Foundation must have gotten it from somewhere, right?
Yongseung Kim:
They may have money, technology, and influence, but it’s hard to imagine they can pull off something so wide-scale.
Yongseung Kim:
But if they really did cause the end of the world… then the Foundation is even more dangerous than we can imagine.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Yongseung Kim:
It’s best to not entertain the thought. These are things that they want you to think, so don’t give them that power over you.
Hoyoung Bae:
Everyone nods in agreement. There’s no use worrying about the worst-case scenario when we haven’t even solved our more tangible problems.
Minchan Hong:
Yongseung-a, while you find out more with Yeonho, I can start taking down cameras like we planned.
Yongseung Kim:
Ah, that’s right. We thought it’d be best if we cut off the Foundation’s way of spying on us. It would prevent them from finding out if we do accidentally cross paths with this alleged eighth person that may or may not be on this island.
Dongheon Lee:
Then I’ll help Chani take them down.
Yongseung Kim:
Are you sure? This kind of tampering might end up getting us in trouble with Jelpi or even the Foundation directly.
Dongheon Lee:
Do you think Chani can handle it himself with that hand? He’s going to end up getting himself hurt again if I don’t go with him.
Dongheon Lee:
Besides, since the Foundation will kill whoever is seen meeting with this eighth person, preventing them from tracking his and our movements is worth the risk.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’ll help too. I’ll jog around and break any cameras I see. It’ll be easy for me.
Yongseung Kim:
Since that’ll be taken care of, I’ll head back to Yeonho’s cabin so I can keep exploring the files on the server and try to piece things together.
Yongseung Kim:
But first… Hoyoung, can I ask you about something privately?
Hoyoung Bae:
When the others turn away to start their own tasks, Yongseung pulls me aside. I have no idea what this is about, but he looks a little unsure of himself.
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung… Are you adopted? Or… is there any chance that you could be adopted?
Hoyoung Bae:
I blink in surprise at the randomness of such a question, secretly wishing that what he’s suggesting were possible.
Hoyoung Bae:
No, there’s no chance of that. My mother was very sick when she was young, so she made me have medical tests to check that I didn’t have the same issues. I turned out fine, but why would she do that if we weren’t related?
Hoyoung Bae:
Besides, my mom looks exactly like me! Well… she used to. As soon as we could afford it after I started getting more modeling work as a kid, she started getting plastic surgery over the years.
Hoyoung Bae:
Not only is my mom obsessed with what I look like, but she’s also obsessed with her own beauty due to her childhood dream of becoming a celebrity. However, she gave up that dream, saying she preferred her role as a mother, so she made me achieve what she couldn’t in her stead. And I listened to her, letting her lead me into a modeling career, because she was my only family.
Yongseung Kim:
So you’re not adopted… Now I’m more confident that the Foundation is just purposely feeding us false information. Maybe they planted these things to throw us off in case we got nosy so that they could hide their true plans…
Yongseung Kim:
Ah, sorry, just thinking out loud.
Hoyoung Bae:
This is all really complicated, isn’t it…?
Yongseung Kim:
It is. But I feel we’re close to finding out the whole truth.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung begins his return to Yeonho’s cabin when I realize Gyehyeon isn’t within sight anymore. Seeing as Minchan and Dongheon are walking in one direction, I start jogging the other way until I catch the Ultimate Athlete climbing a tree like a cat to reach the security camera mounted on top of the pole next to it. He strikes it repeatedly with a rock until the camera partially breaks off of the metal stick, and then he grabs it and pulls, snapping the wires inside, before throwing it to the ground. Gyehyeon then climbs back down the tree before jumping off and jogging away.
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon-a, wait up!
Hoyoung Bae:
Looking surprised to see me coming towards him, he slows down slightly so I can catch up.
Hoyoung Bae:
Let me join you, you know, for safety.
Gyehyeon Jo:
If you’re worried, you’d probably be safer locked in your cabin like Kangmin instead of following me around the island.
Hoyoung Bae:
I mean for your safety.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You’re saying I need you to protect me?
Hoyoung Bae:
We have a buddy system for a reason. We can protect each other.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m following Gyehyeon through the island when he suddenly darts off the path, seemingly taking a shortcut through a more forestry section, and we happen upon a brook. With one foot, Gyehyeon tests the stability of a rock on the edge before swiftly leaping over to the other side gracefully, like a cat.
Taking the same footpath, I leap over it as well.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung…! You jumped really far… Just as much as me.
Hoyoung Bae:
I won’t hold you back.
Hoyoung Bae:
He looks surprised by my athletic ability. With my job, I’ve had to keep fit, so things like this come easier to me than most.
We carry on weaving through the forest in silence. I’m not opposed to silently hanging out with others, but this case is different. Because we don’t know each other well, I don’t want this to feel awkward.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ve only ever had dogs before, so I don’t know how to interact with cats very well… but I like them a lot!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Uh… Okay?
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m just saying that’s why we probably haven’t spoken much… You remind me of a cat.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I do? Really?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeah, I don’t know what it is… Maybe it’s your smile, or how I see you napping around the island sometimes, I don’t know.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Well, you remind me of a flying squirrel.
Hoyoung Bae:
Huh? Why?
Gyehyeon Jo:
You can jump pretty far. And…
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon stops in place to suddenly look at me closely.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Your face.
Hoyoung Bae:
You’re saying I look like a squirrel? No way, I have handsome fox-like features.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You look like a squirrel to me.
Hoyoung Bae:
…?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Why are you offended by that? Squirrels are cute.
Hoyoung Bae:
They’re— You’re saying I’m cute? Well, I’m not! I’m handsome, and I get more handsome every time you see me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
The other day I overheard you arguing the opposite—that you’re more cute than handsome. I think you’re just being argumentative.
Gyehyeon Jo:
But I’m not Heoni-hyung—you’re not going to have any fun trying to tease me.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Despite not speaking to each other much, Gyehyeon seems to be able to read me… Does this mean I can’t mess with him?
We step off of the grass and out onto the path that leads to the library. There’s only one camera mounted on a pole in this area. Gyehyeon picks up a couple of rocks below it, testing the weight and feel of each, before climbing up the pole with one.
Hoyoung Bae:
You’ll get tired if you try to break every single camera we come across like that.
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon continues his climb while I think of how funny it would be to prank him, just a little. A short way down the path to the library, I spot a thick bush and duck behind it. From this hidden position, I watch Gyehyeon hit the camera until the lens eventually cracks and falls onto the ground. Gyehyeon belatedly calls out a warning.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Heads up.
Hoyoung Bae:
He looks down and seems confused when he can’t spot me. After sliding off the pole, he looks around, becoming concerned.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung…?
Hoyoung Bae:
He jogs up the path a little before turning around and coming my way. I take the chance and jump out at him—
Hoyoung Bae:
Boo!
Gyehyeon Jo:
…!
Hoyoung Bae:
Haha, got you. Sorry it looked like I left you alone! Were you scared to suddenly be by yourself out here?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I was more scared that something happened to you on my watch. And well… Isn’t that poison ivy you were hiding in?
Hoyoung Bae:
Huh—?!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Just kidding! Hahaha, got you!
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon crouches down to look at my hiding spot, pointing out the deep red berries that are growing in this bush.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Are these edible?
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t think so. But I think these other ones are…?
Hoyoung Bae:
I turn to examine another bush that has black berries. I think it’s safe to eat these, but I’d better ask the others before we try.
Gyehyeon Jo:
At least we can forage if we run out of food here. If Jelpi isn’t up and working soon, or if we can kill her permanently, we might need to find ways for us to survive in the wild…
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon stands up to move on from the food we found, and I follow him as he lightly jogs down the path.
Hoyoung Bae:
I wonder if this place is more or less survivable if all of this is fake… Do you think this isn’t a real island, like Yongseung said?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I don’t know… The sky has been pitch black all day like it’s the end of times. Without light from the sun, we’ll eventually run out of warmth. We might have to build a fire then.
Hoyoung Bae:
I nod, thinking it’s good that I’m not on the island all by myself. I have other people that I can rely on and that can rely on me in return. Pondering our circumstances makes me think of an interesting question.
Hoyoung Bae:
If you were stranded on a deserted island—like, an actual, real deserted island—which one of us would you take with you?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hm… Yongseung. Or Yeonho.
Hoyoung Bae:
Eh? Well, I’d pick you… You wouldn’t pick me though? Why not?
Hoyoung Bae:
While I’m offended that he won’t choose me, he begins to climb another pole with a camera. This time, Gyehyeon’s ascent looks slower. Maybe he is getting tired…
At the top, Gyehyeon grabs the camera and pulls at it but then suddenly winces—
Gyehyeon Jo:
Ah!
Hoyoung Bae:
I can see red liquid dripping from his hand.
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon-a!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Got you again. It’s just red berries.
Hoyoung Bae:
As I stand there, stunned that Gyehyeon is already out-pranking me, he covers the camera lens in thick, red berry mush.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You’re right, Hyung. Breaking them every time is tiring. All we really need to do is obscure their view and then we can get them all done faster.
Hoyoung Bae:
We go around the island for a while, covering, coating, and blocking security cameras. I find myself getting tired faster than Gyehyeon, which he seems to pick up on.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Come on, let’s sit down for a while.
Hoyoung Bae:
Are you sure? At least when we keep moving, we can stay warm. It is getting colder out the longer the sun’s gone.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Don’t worry, I have a solution.
Hoyoung Bae:
I squat down and watch as Gyehyeon arranges a few rocks in a circle. It sure doesn’t look like his plan is to cuddle me for warmth, not that I expected him to go through with my first idea.
After he gathers some dry sticks and starts arranging them in the center of the circle, he speaks up in a soft voice.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I wonder… if what Jelpi said about the end of the world is true, then what if our families aren’t okay?
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Gyehyeon Jo:
I have a mom and a brother back home that I haven’t visited in a long time even before we came here. I’m kind of worried that something could have happened to them if this “despair” stuff really took over…
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m… not worried about my mother. Is that bad?
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Of course I cared for my mom up until I came here. I relied on her for everything and owe my success in my career to her. But after seeing what life could be like when I’m given more freedom to plan my day on my own and make friends on my own, it makes me feel resentful for everything I’ve been through because of her. I… don’t even want to see her again.
Hoyoung Bae:
Come to think of it, she’s always kind of felt more like a manager to me, not like family at all. I didn’t realize that I haven’t experienced what it was like to have a true, loving family up until I came here.
Hoyoung Bae:
Because I think… you guys feel like my actual family.
Hoyoung Bae:
When I was young and wouldn’t comply with what my mother wanted, she always threatened to replace me. And as a young kid, I believed her. So her being my only family, I obeyed her wishes and fulfilled her dream of having successful offspring. But… now I feel as though I can replace her with a family that I can choose myself.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’ve had so much fun being with all of you on this island, despite everything we went through. It has me thinking that I would be pretty happy to have a lot of siblings like my file says I have.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You want five siblings, huh? What would you want that many for?
Hoyoung Bae:
I’d want… to argue.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Huh?
Hoyoung Bae:
It’s such a small thing, but I’ve always wanted to have a fight like normal siblings do on TV. You have the privilege of getting mad at little things and taking them for granted because they’ll still be your family no matter what.
Hoyoung Bae:
They’d be there to help me, or to play with me, laugh, and have fun. And we could always be pranking each other.
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon chuckles as he finishes arranging the kindling and tinder. He takes out a lighter from his pocket and flicks on a flame which he uses to catch fire to the dry leaves.
Hoyoung Bae:
Wow, this looks legit.
Hoyoung Bae:
I watch the flames grow to a decent height, impressed by Gyehyeon’s ability to build a makeshift campfire. I already start feeling more energized as I warm myself by it.
After a moment, I notice Gyehyeon staring into the fire with a sad expression. In an attempt to get him to perk up, I continue what I was saying before.
Hoyoung Bae:
I think with you and the others, I can have that kind of fun every day. You already seem to match my wavelength when it comes to joking around.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Yeah, I got into my own mischief when I was younger. I miss playing around like that—like I did with my best friend.
Gyehyeon Jo:
One time, we skipped out on classes in middle school to explore an abandoned house just outside of our neighborhood. We planned this ahead of time, thinking we could summon ghosts or demons or whatever if we lit candles in the attic.
Hoyoung Bae:
Did you get in trouble for trespassing?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Trespassing was the lesser of our crimes that day. When we left to go home, we didn’t realize we forgot to put the candles out. Like an hour later, we heard firetrucks rush by, and neighbors were gathering around to watch them put out the abandoned house before it completely burnt to the ground.
Hoyoung Bae:
You accidentally set a house on fire?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I was so scared of getting caught, I gave my friend the lighter I stole from my mom that day. He kept it until the very end, and we never did get caught.
Gyehyeon Jo:
The town tore the old house down and built a park with a basketball court over the property, and we ended up playing there a lot. So not only did we get away with it, but we benefited from it too.
Hoyoung Bae:
Were you always that much of a troublemaker? My mom would’ve never let me be friends with you!
Gyehyeon Jo:
I was mostly well behaved… And of course I always felt bad about what we did. I got to watch as the house burned down and the fire was so big and so out of control. It was really scary—but somehow beautiful at the same time…
Gyehyeon Jo:
… I read in the file that Jelpi gave me that my best friend was cremated after he died. It feels like we were always fated with fire.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon looks upset from our conversation that reminds him of his loss. Feeling that I’ve regained my energy, I make a suggestion for him to take his mind off of things.
Hoyoung Bae:
We should check Heoni-hyung’s cabin. You know… to take out the camera for him.
Gyehyeon Jo:
What are you planning?
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
We walk to the row of cabins and stop at Dongheon’s, noticing that he didn’t bother locking it and that he isn’t inside, like I had hoped! But we find that he had already covered the security camera in his room with a pillowcase.
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh good, he already took care of it! Now he won’t suspect that we were here!
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon-a, do you still have some of those berries?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I have one left, but it got squished in my pocket.
Hoyoung Bae:
I take the black berry’s skin and try shaping it to have points on each side. Then I lift Dongheon’s bed sheet and place it underneath.
Hoyoung Bae:
Looks like a spider, doesn’t it?
Gyehyeon Jo:
You’re evil.
Hoyoung Bae:
We’re evil, my accomplice.
Hoyoung Bae:
As I’m smoothing the sheet back down, Gyehyeon stops me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You’re making it too neat, we have to leave the sheet how we found it so he doesn’t suspect anything.
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon leans over to fold the edge of the sheet in a nonchalant way, but as he does so, I notice him cringe and adjust his posture.
Hoyoung Bae:
Are you okay? You look like you’re in pain.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m just sore. We’ve been so busy, I didn’t have much time to stretch and rest after working out. I could really do with a massage…
Hoyoung Bae:
I can give you a massage! I know how it’s done, where should I start?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Well, today I worked out my glutes and thighs…
Hoyoung Bae:
… Okay… um…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Just kidding. My back and shoulders are bothering me.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m not afraid of your body! I’ll take care of it all!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung, wait—!
Hoyoung Bae:
I reach for Gyehyeon’s waist and he swats my hand away.
Hoyoung Bae:
See? You’re just like a cat! You expose your belly to me and then attack me?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m ticklish!
Hoyoung Bae:
Then you should be more careful how you joke with me!
Hoyoung Bae:
I quickly reach for him—Gyehyeon catches my one hand while my other goes to tickle his side.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hahaha—! Now you’re in for it! I’m not holding back!
Hoyoung Bae:
—!
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon easily restrains my hands and overpowers me onto Dongheon’s bed, showing me that he’s way stronger than he looks. Without mercy, he begins giving me a taste of my own medicine.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hahahhhahahh—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hyung, are you sorry?
Hoyoung Bae:
Ahaha— N-no!
Hoyoung Bae:
I can’t breathe, I’m so overcome with laughter. Before I came to this island, I’ve never been able to laugh this hard—not ever. But now I have hope that my future will be changed for the better ever since I met everyone here. If we stay by each other’s side, every day with them can be a dream come true for me. I’m thankful to have met each and every one of them—especially this fierce little kitty.
Ding.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Ah, is that the sound of the match ending? Did I win, are you admitting defeat? In wrestling, it usually rings three times though…
Hoyoung Bae:
Then you didn’t win yet—!
Hoyoung Bae:
I try to grab at Gyehyeon’s wrists, only to be countered pretty quickly. Even while he attacks me, I try to wiggle my fingers against his skin.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hahh— How do you like this?!
Yongseung Kim:
… Ahem…
Gyehyeon Jo:
?!
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon and I sit up when we see that Yongseung has appeared in the doorway.
Yongseung Kim:
This is where you were? In Dongheon’s cabin doing… this?
Gyehyeon Jo:
It’s not what it looks like!
Hoyoung Bae:
Don’t tell Hyung!
Yongseung Kim:
It’s not what it looks like. But don’t tell Dongheon… Got it.
Yongseung Kim:
Anyway, I was looking for you guys. Yeonho decoded the info that was left after Jelpi took over his computer.
Yongseung Kim:
There’s… more about Gyehyeon’s childhood friend and about the woman that you call your mother, Hoyoung. Come over when you’re ready to see it.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung leaves, and I’m left wondering why he worded what he said that way. “The woman I call my mother?” We’ve already been over this…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hopefully he doesn’t tell Dongheon we were in his room so he doesn’t see our prank coming.
Hoyoung Bae:
If he suspects something is up, he won’t fall for it!
Hoyoung Bae:
We leave Dongheon’s cabin after making sure it looks exactly how we found it and begin walking down the row of cabins. Gyehyeon glances at his e-Handbook on the way.
Gyehyeon Jo:
We really did get a Hope Fragment. Are we friends now?
Hoyoung Bae:
More than that. We’re partners in crime.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
I look at Gyehyeon’s cute little face and his cat-like grin. We had fun together today of course, but in realizing how much enjoyment out of life I would have had if I had met him long ago, I’m filled with a longing to be by his and the others’ sides for years to come. I may be playing it off like we gained a fragment from our simple roughhousing, but these deep thoughts are what make me feel even more attached to him. I wonder if I mean anything deeper to Gyehyeon as well.
Gyehyeon Jo:
What are you looking at? Are you thinking about how you’re going to betray me when you prank me next?
Hoyoung Bae:
No~
Hoyoung Bae:
Entering Yeonho’s cabin, I notice that all of the others, except for Kangmin, are here too.
Gyehyeon Jo:
So what do you have to show us?
Dongheon Lee:
You said you uncovered more of the Foundation’s documents?
Yongseung Kim:
First, we found more info on “The Tragedy” that Jelpi mentioned through secondary sources documenting the trail of chaos that followed a group nicknamed “World Ender.”
Yeonho Ju:
Basically, this group first started operating in secret to gain funds and influence and to carry out personal revenge… And then they came forward, labeling themselves as Ultimate Despair, and caused normal people to join in on their despair and destroy the world. Apparently, everyone started going crazy, breaking everything and killing each other.
Hoyoung Bae:
Is the Foundation really influential to that extent?
Minchan Hong:
But they weren’t able to turn us. I feel totally fine?
Yongseung Kim:
As I understand it, the Foundation didn’t have to do any extensive brainwashing to make people turn to despair. That’s why our situation doesn’t make any sense in relation to these documents. It has me doubting all of my previous assumptions…
Dongheon Lee:
So we’re still not sure what the Foundation wants with us? Or why they kidnapped us or who they are?
Yongseung Kim:
Actually… as for who they are, I think I can put a name to them that’s more specific than just “The Foundation.” After looking through their servers, I found out what they call themselves.
Yeonho Ju:
Huh? You didn’t tell me! Who are they?
Yongseung Kim:
Did you notice at the end of every document written by the Foundation, there’s a set of symbols that is used consistently?
Yeonho Ju:
These roman numerals? 6, 20? Wait, or is it 5, 9, 10?
Yongseung Kim:
I saw these symbols in a dream recently, and I thought they were roman numerals too. In fact, they ended up being the passcode to Jelpi House. 5, 1, 10, 10.
Yongseung Kim:
Because of that, I thought they really were just numbers—until I noticed them in the Foundation’s documentation. What if these “roman numerals” really just make up a word? V-I-X-X.
Dongheon Lee:
VIXX…?
Yeonho Ju:
That’s the name of the foundation that captured us?
Hoyoung Bae:
It doesn’t matter if they’re called “VIXX” or “World Ender” or whatever. Even if we think we know the Foundation’s true name, I can’t see it helping us escape. And something else that keeps bothering me is what Yongseung said when he called us in.
Hoyoung Bae:
This isn’t the main thing you wanted to talk to us about, right? You said you found something out about my mother and Gyehyeon’s friend?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung hesitates, as if carefully considering how to continue. The more he hesitates, the more increasingly nervous he looks, as if he’s making a connection.
Yongseung Kim:
We… found that there were hidden files in the “motive” folder that appeared after Jelpi restarted Yeonho’s computer. And these documents… Well…
Yeonho Ju:
I can tell them what I found about my family first… See, the Foundation has more information on us—or rather more info centered around people that we know or are close to.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeonho pulls up a document that looks formatted similarly to our profiles written by the Foundation. The title suggests it’s documenting an incident involving his father. With a shaky voice, Yeonho begins explaining.
Yeonho Ju:
My family has been in debt since forever, but this document claims that I took out an impressive loan with a dangerous group after gambling my funds away. After the loan failed to be paid… m-my father’s legs were broken in an “accident,” and because of how messily it happened… doctors said he’d never walk again.
Dongheon Lee:
This didn’t happen, right? It’s another fake report?
Yeonho Ju:
Right, this didn’t happen… Or at least, I don’t remember it happening.
Minchan Hong:
Why are you saying it like that? Didn’t Yongseung say the Foundation is just trying to trick us into believing we lost more than just memories of Hope’s Peak? Because this is just a cult of despair, right?
Yongseung Kim:
I thought that before… but now we’re not so sure. These documents are starting to piece together to seem more realistic, within the realm of possibility.
Yeonho Ju:
Maybe what they said happened to my dad isn’t true. But… I can’t lie that I was heading down the road of risky loans before I came here. I gambled all of my money away, then I was suddenly kicked out of my e-sports team…
Yeonho Ju:
I can imagine becoming that desperate and failing to take responsibility for what I did. And it causes my dad to never be able to walk again?
Yeonho Ju:
If I had just paid our debt instead of gambling everything away… No— If our debtors just disappeared…
Hoyoung Bae:
Yongseung puts a hand on Yeonho’s shoulder to try to comfort him. Yeonho looks too distracted to acknowledge his touch.
Yongseung Kim:
If you all look at these documents that pertain to each of you and tell me what you think about them, we might be able to figure out if what they claim about our forgotten memories is true or not. But these documents… are all extremely unfortunate. So if you don’t want to see them, I won’t force you to.
Minchan Hong:
… I’ll look first.
Yeonho Ju:
Hyung, this is what we found about your mentor.
Hoyoung Bae:
Minchan leans in to read the report, and I peek at some of the contents over his shoulder.
“An autopsy reported that in the case of Hong Minchan’s former mentor, no traces of poison or any external injuries had been found. However, since the start of this incident, the media had been ignoring the findings in order to create a rumor that Minchan poisoned his most harsh critic, keeping people reading articles, watching the news, and buying magazines.”
Minchan Hong:
Ugh, of course! I can’t breathe without anyone making up a scandal—I can’t even be left alone to mourn! This report seems realistic to me so far!
“When Minchan was spotted finally leaving his home after weeks of solitude, paparazzi crowded him to get his take on the matter. His obvious inebriation and the response that he gave did not make matters any better for himself. Regarding his former mentor, the press quoted Hong Minchan saying, ‘Right up until [my mentor’s] death, he had nothing meaningful to say to me. I was there for him the whole time, and he didn’t have a single word for me. No apology, no “I’m proud,” nothing. [scoff] He didn’t believe in me after all. Nobody does.’ After this quote was published, the ungrounded accusations became even more intense.”
Minchan Hong:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Seeing Minchan shaking with sorrow at what he read—or perhaps with fear that it might be true—is heartbreaking. But… I don’t know what I can do or say. From what Minchan has told me about his past as a famous chef, this is spot on for how the media treated him. And what’s equally believable, yet soul crushingly horrible, is the confirmation that his former mentor and worst critic was stubborn until the very end.
Before I can comfort Minchan in any way, Gyehyeon protectively pulls him away from the computer.
Gyehyeon Jo:
These sound just as fake as the last ones. Show me mine.
Yeonho Ju:
I-I don’t know if you should see—
Gyehyeon Jo:
Show it to me.
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeonho opens another document.
“According to our investigations, Jo Gyehyeon began attending his first year at Hope’s Peak Academy not long before his childhood friend unexpectedly passed away in their hometown. Police reports deemed it a suicide after confirming that the handwriting on the note found at the site matched the deceased boy’s. This note, along with the lighter found in his hand, were taken by the police.”
Gyehyeon Jo:
… A-a note?
“As most of the note was about Gyehyeon, his mother protected her son by keeping its existence a secret while he was away attending Hope’s Peak. Seven years later, the note and lighter were stolen from the police, but a digital log confirms its contents. A series of unfortunate events had befallen the deceased, and in his note, he detailed that one hope had kept him going: joining Hope’s Peak as the Ultimate Athlete.”
“However, the deceased confessed that when he and Gyehyeon were roughhousing the night before entrance exams, he sprained his ankle and was too afraid to see a doctor and miss his chance to attend the prestigious academy. He attended the athletic exam, enduring the pain, and did not make it through, as the one we know to pass that year as the Ultimate Athlete is Jo Gyehyeon. To top it all off, he detailed that losing Gyehyeon, his most cherished friend, as he moved away to attend his dream school hurt just as much as continually living in his shadow.”
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeon-a!
Hoyoung Bae:
Gyehyeon stumbles back, and Dongheon catches him.
Gyehyeon Jo:
We were playing around then and… I… I hurt him? He didn’t tell me… The Foundation couldn’t know that, it was just me and him…
Hoyoung Bae:
A chill runs down my spine as even Gyehyeon sounds like he’s starting to believe the documents written and collected by the Foundation. If Gyehyeon recalls playing rough with his friend before the exams—something trivial that no one else would know—then maybe the note is real. Just the look on Minchan’s, Gyehyeon’s, and Yeonho’s faces are enough to convince me that… maybe it’s all real and we do have more missing memories.
Yongseung Kim:
… I’m sorry. You’re all finding everything to be believable, aren’t you?
Hoyoung Bae:
I want to see my file.
Yongseung Kim:
You don’t have to. I think we can already conclude that their information on us might be more set in reality than we think.
Hoyoung Bae:
But I have to know what it says about me—about my life. You were here when Yeonho decoded it—you saw it already, didn’t you?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung-a, I don’t think we should look at our files. Just look at the distress it’s causing the others…
Hoyoung Bae:
I have to see it! Yeonho-ya!
Yeonho Ju:
This was a mistake… Maybe I shouldn’t have gone looking…
Hoyoung Bae:
I nudge Yeonho out of the way to locate my file in the folder and open it myself.
“The reason behind Bae Hoyoung’s disappearance was the most difficult to solve at first on account of the body not being discovered right away.”
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung-a, just wait a second—
Hoyoung Bae:
What do they mean “the body?” Mine? I’m right here!
Hoyoung Bae:
I push Dongheon away from me, my eyes not leaving the screen, desperate to understand what they say happened.
“The suspected reason for his disappearance started with the day he was born, as it was recently discovered that his birth documentation was faked. Authorities were stumped as to why this was the case because the alleged mother came up as his actual mother in DNA testing. When searching further into genetic records, they were able to find that Bae Hoyoung’s “mother” was actually his aunt, who was an identical twin to his birth mother, causing the genetic confusion.”
Hoyoung Bae:
She… She’s not my mother? She’s not?
“When his birth mother had been successfully found and contacted about the situation, further testing proved that Hoyoung’s biological father is indeed his birth mother’s husband. Investigation into the blood-related family revealed that his birth mother had a large family of six total children, while her twin sister could not have any children of her own. As soon as Hoyoung was born, his aunt was able to kidnap him, changing documentation at the hospital so that his family believed they lost him due to sudden infant death syndrome, and promptly disappeared, changing his birth information to cover up any connection to his previous life.”
Hoyoung Bae:
She was just jealous? My whole life was stolen from me because that horrible woman was jealous? I could’ve been happy if it wasn’t for her! She didn’t deserve to have kids!
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung, calm down—
Hoyoung Bae:
I didn’t get to live a normal life at any point! I was her puppet! I was just an object she could steal and use to make her life more fulfilling at my expense! She didn’t want me out of her sight because she was afraid I’d be taken from her just as easily as she took me from my actual mother!
Hoyoung Bae:
I freeze when my eyes catch the last part of the document.
“Through these investigations brought on by finding the aunt’s body is how this case, that was originally thought of as matricide, was more accurately classified as parricide, as she was merely his aunt acting as a guardian, albeit through illegal means. This crime is thought to be the reason behind Hoyoung’s sudden disappearance.”
Hoyoung Bae:
“P-parricide…”? They’re saying that I…?
Hoyoung Bae:
Yeonho’s screen turns to static, and everyone seems to be on high alert as we tensely watch a figure appear on the screen.
Jelpi:
Hello? Hello? Why can’t I see? Has someone been tampering with the cameras? That’s not allowed—!
Dongheon Lee:
We’ve been breaking them because you’re threatening to kill us if we’re seen with the eighth person!
Jelpi:
Those cameras are there for your safety! There’s a good reason you’d be eliminated if you were exposed to him. If you knew what was at stake, you wouldn’t be willing to risk it…
Minchan Hong:
I can’t stand this vague talk anymore… I need to get out of here. I have to see for myself if anything we’ve seen is true!
Jelpi:
You cannot leave now. If you do, you will be killed.
Hoyoung Bae:
Because there’s only senseless violence and chaos out there, right? World Ender and its followers will kill us—?
Jelpi:
Actually, if you leave without all 21 Hope Fragments, you will be killed by the Foundation. Not by World Ender.
Yongseung Kim:
…! You mean to say…?
Jelpi:
The Foundation and World Ender are not one in the same. The Foundation is a separate organization that has sought to capture and reform Agents of Despair in order to cure the world of the despair that they have caused. In other words, the Foundation, also known as VIXX—Valiant Versatile Vigilantes in Excelsis—are the good guys.
Dongheon Lee:
B-but if that’s the case—!
Yongseung Kim:
I-I don’t believe it… They reform Agents of Despair? Then that can only mean…
Jelpi:
That’s right… you guys are all here…
Jelpi:
Because you are Ultimate Despair.
Gyehyeon Jo:
—!
Hoyoung Bae:
W-we’re… What…?
Jelpi:
You are the Agents of Despair that made up World Ender. You committed the crimes and caused the tragedies you read about. The blackmail, the murder, the destruction.
Jelpi:
Each of you were driven to despair, and once you got a taste for it, it changed you. The old you disappeared and was replaced completely by pure despair. And then these despair-filled versions of you became villains to humanity.
Jelpi:
In order to properly reform you, the Foundation had uncovered your motives—what had triggered you to fall into this dark descent. They had to erase these memories so that you could be saved.
Jelpi:
But now, let’s not have any more secrets, since that is what you all want…
Hoyoung Bae:
The screen flickers and a document titled “TRIGGER” appears.
“Kim Yongseung, not able to withstand the ongoing sins of one of his former bullies, finally took his revenge and brought justice down upon him. The Yongseung of Despair is no longer quiet, nor will he merely stand by when injustice occurs, not afraid to stoop lower than the lowest of the low to help those that do wrong reap what they themselves had sown.”
“Ju Yeonho, sick and tired of being at the mercy of his debtors, finally took action to repay his debt, no matter how horrible the method. After blackmailing those that had power over him and finally gaining freedom, he doesn’t want to stop earning back everything he lost.”
“Jo Gyehyeon, after learning the truth about his childhood friend, felt his accomplishments were meaningless—his path in life was completely meaningless. After such a realization, he found that he only felt better when burning everything that once meant anything to anyone down to ashes.”
“Hong Minchan, at his lowest point with no one left to turn to and nothing to hope for, gave the people what they wanted. The media made him out to be an evil man who would go as far as poisoning people, so that’s what he became. An event hosted for him to show off his cooking in honor of his mentor turned into an event of mass poisoning.”
“Bae Hoyoung, after learning the truth about his aunt stealing him and preventing him from living a free life, committed second-degree murder against his kidnapper. Nothing since can get in his way.”
“Lee Dongheon, after learning that his “adoptive” father was being blackmailed for killing Dongheon’s family in order to take his true son back, lost his mind. Wanting to recapture the moment his life was ruined, he dedicates his time to taking photos of similar tragedies, sometimes causing them for the sake of the perfect shot.”
Dongheon Lee:
What? What does this mean? Jelpi, what does this mean?! Answer me?!
Jelpi:
I think you understand what it means perfectly. Your adoptive father is your biological father. Your mother ran away, pregnant with you, without telling him you existed. When he found out, all he wanted was you back—his first son, his proper heir. But your mother refused. So he arranged an accid—
Dongheon Lee:
Shut up shut up shut up! This is why I didn’t want to know! Why would you show me this…?!
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m snapped out of the shock of knowing the moment that my own despair took over when I see how Dongheon is suffering. I restrain his wrists before wrapping him in a tight hug. No matter what he says, I’m staying like this with him.
Dongheon Lee:
L-let go…!
Hoyoung Bae:
No. I’m not letting go until you feel okay again.
Dongheon Lee:
I-I don’t know if I can. I don’t think I’ll ever feel okay again! Not after knowing what I know…!
Hoyoung Bae:
Then I’ll never let go.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
I already promised him I’d never let him go when we first earned our Hope Fragment, and I meant it. Hearing what Jelpi had to tell us hurts me too. But seeing someone I care about suffer hurts more. For his sake, I’ll be okay until he can feel okay again.
Hoyoung Bae:
As I’m holding onto Dongheon, Yeonho pats his back to comfort him, wearing a solemn look. When he glances over at Yongseung, Yongseung gives him a weak smile. I notice Minchan grabbing onto Gyehyeon’s hand, causing the athlete’s pained expression to soften.
Hoyoung Bae:
I’m sorry, Hyung. But I won’t let go.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
I bring a hand up to pet the back of Dongheon’s head, and after a few moments, he starts to calm down, gradually relaxing in my arms. I see Yeonho wiping a tear from his eye and smiling gently at the others.
Jelpi:
… Don’t lose yourselves. Now that you are immune to Hope-sickness, that same fail-safe won’t be able to save you this time. If you fall into despair again, it’s over. You’ll become like you were when you committed these crimes.
Yongseung Kim:
… I see it now. If my foot slips once, I can understand how I’d so quickly and suddenly fall into despair. I didn’t have anything in my life that allowed me to cope with tremendous hardships.
Yongseung Kim:
But since I met you all… I think I can finally see hope. And if I keep focused on that feeling, I think I can make it through anything.
Gyehyeon Jo:
… I see it too. I’d do anything to make you guys feel safe and happy. Even if the world is full of despair, I have hope I can change it for you guys.
Minchan Hong:
Gyehyeon-a! You know we’d do the same for you!
Yeonho Ju:
I won’t lose hope either, for everyone’s sake.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung…?
Dongheon Lee:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
Dongheon doesn’t respond, and at first it worries me, but seeing how he bites his lip and blinks rapidly, it seems like he’s trying to hold back tears.
Dongheon Lee:
I need you guys, you know that?
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Jelpi:
… It appears you can use your bonds to overcome despair. Our efforts weren’t for nothing.
Jelpi:
However, do not put your guard down—you are still at risk. Rehabilitation isn’t guaranteed for you yet because we haven’t addressed the source of despair—its true origin—and the reason why we had to take varying years off of your memories.
Yeonho Ju:
“Varying years?” Is that why our documents have smaller age gaps? Like I thought I was 23 and Minchan thought he was 25, but I’m actually 27 and he’s 28?
Jelpi:
You see, you all became Ultimate Despair at different times, and we had no choice but to take all of those horrible years out of your memories. Yongseung became Ultimate Despair at age 23, and Dongheon became Ultimate Despair four years later at age 28, earlier this year.
Yongseung Kim:
That means I was an Agent of Despair for four years?
Jelpi:
And you’re all lucky to be alive and intact with all that you dared to do in your despair…
Jelpi:
There was no reforming you when you were Ultimate Despair—your hope for humanity was long gone. And that is why we will never give you those last memories back. They’re enough to make you instantly go crazy.
Dongheon Lee:
But wait, there’s something I don’t get. Why did you need to take away our high school memories?
Yongseung Kim:
…! Hope’s Peak holds the origin of despair, doesn’t it? And if our age gaps weren’t as dramatic as you say…
Jelpi:
That’s right! You were all exposed to despair’s origin while attending Hope’s Peak Academy simultaneously. In fact, you were all in the same graduating class!
Dongheon Lee:
How is that possible? Most of us are different ages…
Jelpi:
Let me explain!
Hoyoung Bae:
The screen flickers to show a calendar with a smaller window for Jelpi in the corner.
Jelpi:
Though your ages are different than you think, you’re still all in the same birth order as the one you’re familiar with! In this same year, Dongheon was born, then Hoyoung, then Minchan on August 27th!
Minchan Hong:
So it’s for real…?
Jelpi:
Going through foster care as a baby made Minchan’s documents all messed up! He’s actually a year older than he thinks he is, making him the same age as Dongheon.
Jelpi:
As for Hoyoung, his aunt changed his birth year to avoid suspicion, and so he is also a year older than he thinks!
Jelpi:
Because Minchan and Hoyoung thought they were a year younger their whole lives, they attended Hope’s Peak in the same graduating class as those of you born in the next year: Gyehyeon, Yeonho, and Yongseung!
Dongheon Lee:
But what about me? I knew I was older than them…
Jelpi:
Remember that at the end of your time in middle school, your parents had died, then your adoptive family quickly pushed you to attend Hope’s Peak. You were still in mourning, so you didn’t do very well…
Jelpi:
Dongheon failed the year, but thanks to his “adoptive” father bribing the school, he was able to repeat the year with the others instead of just getting kicked out!
Jelpi:
And as for Kangmin, who was born a year behind, he was a smart boy who skipped a grade to make it to Hope’s Peak early!
Jelpi:
You all happened to fall into situations that had brought you together for the first time!
Gyehyeon Jo:
That’s so convoluted…
Jelpi:
No it’s not! Gyehyeon, Yeonho, and Yongseung were set to attend Hope’s Peak, but Minchan and Hoyoung, with their birth years incorrectly documented, were unknowingly behind a year and so they could also attend—
Gyehyeon Jo:
I wasn’t asking you to explain again!
Yeonho Ju:
So you’re saying we knew each other in high school?
Yongseung Kim:
… So you’re saying we grew apart after high school…
Yeonho Ju:
…
Yongseung Kim:
Since I don’t remember any of you, we weren’t a part of each others’ lives after we graduated. Even if we were friends before, we must have distanced ourselves from each other rather abruptly.
Hoyoung Bae:
Why would we stop being friends?
Jelpi:
… The incident. After the incident that was tied to despair, you couldn’t bear to even look at each other knowing what happened.
Jelpi:
We couldn’t leave your memories intact because if you remembered Hope’s Peak, you’d remember each other, and if you remembered him, you’d remember the moment that the origin of despair reappeared in your lives years later to turn you into Ultimate Despair.
Jelpi:
All traces of this person needed to be erased for you to go back to how you were. Do you know who this one rotten apple was? The one that spoiled the barrel?
Yongseung Kim:
… It’s Alex, isn’t it?
Jelpi:
Yes, that bad apple with an unlucky life, the one who disappeared soon after your graduation before suddenly coming back into your lives years later to recruit you to despair, was the true Ultimate Despair and leader of World Ender: Alex Yu—
Jelpi:
Formerly known… as Yoo Kangmin!
Dongheon Lee:
K-Kangmin…?
Hoyoung Bae:
Th-that… That can’t be…!
Jelpi:
If you can’t believe me, then believe this: a news report from the beginning of the Tragedy, not long before you all came here.
Hoyoung Bae:
The screen cuts out, just showing static for a minute. But slowly the static starts clearing and a muffled voice becomes louder. Someone that looks like an older version of Kangmin appears on screen.
???? ??:
… And I’m here live as this mass panic is breaking out. The air is filled with screams, everything is engulfed in flames—there isn’t a peaceful moment to be found. It’s advised for everyone to stay in their homes until authorities arrive…
???? ??:
… But would that help? Despair reached all of these people within moments. Despair will reach you. Despair will reach everyone, eventually. And the reason why…
???? ??:
Is because this despair is already inside every single one of us, waiting. Therefore… there is no escape.
Alex Yu:
This has been Alex Yu, signing off.
Hoyoung Bae:
There’s a silence where he stares at the camera, his smile slowly falling as screams in the background get louder and more desperate. I expect the footage to cut off at any moment, but instead, we watch as the man on screen turns around and brings a blue fabric over his head. After adjusting the mask, he quickly spins to face the camera and flashes a chilling smile.
Alex Yu:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
After that, the footage goes dark.
Notes:
So the big reveal chapter is finally out, and it’s something that was always destined because of the source material. But because this is such a dark chapter with a potentially uncomfortable reveal, I will mention that I am a fan of happy endings, so don’t worry too much!
Chapter 22: Dongheon and Kangmin!
Summary:
Not knowing what to think about Kangmin, the Ultimate Photographer takes to observing him through a different lens. For the sake of the world, Dongheon and Kangmin have a conversation.
Chapter Text
Dongheon Lee:
I can’t believe my eyes or my ears. That’s Kangmin’s face, though he looks a few years older, and that is unmistakably his voice, though he sounds so cold in an unfamiliar way. The first Ultimate Despair and the origin of despair itself is Yoo Kangmin? How could that be…?! From the looks on everyone else’s faces, they can’t believe it either.
The unfamiliar Kangmin on the screen disappears as the shadow Jelpi returns.
Jelpi:
That person you’ve just seen used to be Kangmin. This persona that he took on, “Alex Yu,” was behind the crimes that you read about—the arson, blackmail, murder—it was all under his leadership. Aside from killing him, the Foundation had only one other idea on how to pacify World Ender’s leader, and that was to reform him from his despair and reinvigorate him with hope.
Jelpi:
But in order to reform this person, someone with despair so plentiful and strong, we had to remove so many memories that it was almost unworkable. That’s why the Kangmin you met on this island had amnesia.
Jelpi:
He was intertwined with despair early on, and we couldn’t risk such a powerful source of despair remembering anything about his life. Because if he did, he might remember the despair that followed him, and then he might become Alex Yu, the Ultimate Despair, once again. If you all encountered that person again, there’s no telling what would happen to you.
Minchan Hong:
But he doesn’t remember, right? He doesn’t know he was Alex, just that he’s Kangmin.
Jelpi:
It’s true that he started here as Kangmin. The Foundation made sure his memory was wiped before he was put on the island, but what happened while you were here was out of their hands. It was a risky choice, but the Foundation had hope…
Jelpi:
Some wanted to eliminate every single part of World Ender to be absolutely safe, but others hoped that if you all could be reformed, then the world could be too, and everything would go back to normal if they worked hard enough.
Jelpi:
With that hope in mind, you all were put here, in a simulated world where your avatars appear as you did right after graduation.
Yeonho Ju:
Th-this is a simulated world? So none of this is real?
Jelpi:
It’s all virtual, but the stakes are real. If your avatar is hurt, your body in the real world will feel and react like it is hurt. Every sensation here feels extremely real, and every thing is extremely lifelike, so your brain cannot tell the difference. The power of suggestion can even make you die if you believe you’re on the brink of death.
Jelpi:
But putting you all in this simulation was necessary to give you a place where you have the chance to overwrite your horrible fate and emerge triumphant over despair. That is… if you don’t wake up as Ultimate Despair.
Jelpi:
Housing the Agents of Despair was already an extremely risky move as it was, and just knowing what caused your descents into despair too early on could have been enough to break you, so we had to keep it a secret for as long as we could.
Jelpi:
That’s also why I had to do everything I could to make you bond as quickly as possible—so you could save each other by inspiring hope. My methods were dangerous, and it would have been unfortunate if any of you died in the process, but this drastic approach was ultimately a safety precaution for everyone in the Foundation as well as for you all.
Hoyoung Bae:
So this whole time, the Hope Fragments were symbols of the hope that would save us from relapsing into despair? That’s why we had to collect them? So if we earn every fragment, there should be no problem, right?
Jelpi:
Not necessarily. Aside from Hope Fragments, we have no way of telling whether you being each others’ support in harsh times is enough to overcome despair. This is all new, and it may not work at all. We don’t know if the versions of you without any drop of hope will be the final ones to awaken from this simulation.
Jelpi:
That’s why we have to be careful—especially when we don’t know if Alex has already reemerged. Sealing every single one of someone’s memories isn’t easy or sustainable in the long term. He may have started as Kangmin, but so much time has passed here that we aren’t sure if that is still who he is…
Yongseung Kim:
Wh-when Kangmin dropped you off of the tower, we thought you were malfunctioning when you asked “Which one are you?” But in actuality, you didn’t know if he was Alex or not…
Jelpi:
When Kangmin did that, I didn’t know what his intention was. Did he remember who he was? Did he recall getting captured by the Foundation? Was he going to break the system and turn all of you back into Ultimate Despair? Then would he take down the Foundation when he got out?
Jelpi:
The Foundation was arguing at that time about whether they should just kill you all to reduce risk to them and the world. But they ultimately figured that as long as they can monitor you closely, they can take action if something seems off.
Jelpi:
Except… you lot started destroying cameras, didn’t you? Does anyone know where Kangmin is now?
Minchan Hong:
He was in his cabin last I checked. He said he was tired and slept all day.
Jelpi:
That camera hasn’t been touched. And I can see that he isn't there now.
Dongheon Lee:
The screen flickers to show Kangmin’s dark, empty room.
Jelpi:
How sure are you all that Kangmin is still Kangmin? Do you believe he still doesn’t remember anything about his past? If anyone, Yongseung would have an answer to that.
Yongseung Kim:
What? I…
Dongheon Lee:
We all wait for Yongseung to elaborate. He takes a moment, his eyes darting around as he tries thinking of the answer until suddenly he stops.
Yongseung Kim:
His dreams…
Jelpi:
That’s right. The Foundation was panicking at the first sign of his nightmares, not knowing if they should call this whole thing off. Are his nightmares just nightmares? Or is he seeing snippets from his time as Alex?
Jelpi:
There’s no telling what will happen if something about those visions clicks—if the gears start turning in his head and he remembers everything. If that happened… would we know? Surely, he would hide it if he remembered. Because if he showed signs of being Alex, he would be killed immediately.
Hoyoung Bae:
You’re saying Kangmin really might not be Kangmin right now…?
Jelpi:
It’s possible. He might even remember the incident that happened soon after graduating from Hope’s Peak that changed him forever. There is no way of knowing.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Can’t we just talk to him and find out?
Jelpi:
The true Ultimate Despair is no joke. He’s more dangerous than anyone can imagine. You can talk to him… but the risks far outweigh the benefits. The Foundation is voting now whether or not to terminate him immediately to protect themselves, you all, and the world.
Yeonho Ju:
They’re going to kill Kangmin?!
Yongseung Kim:
Maybe. And maybe they’re going to kill Alex…
Jelpi:
This will be the Foundation’s problem to solve. For now, be cautious. You six have hope still, and you don’t want to lose it by potentially interacting with and being influenced by Alex.
Jelpi:
Well, I’ve given you all a lot to think about—far more than the Foundation would have approved of, but your persistence had given me no choice but to push forward with explaining all of this. Still, it must be hard on you all, so to compensate, I will give you a small gift…
Dongheon Lee:
A gift…?
*
Dongheon Lee:
We stand outside, watching the sky suddenly start to brighten with a warm orange as the sun just peeks over the horizon. Before the Jelpi on Yeonho’s computer disappeared again to focus on rendering a new form, she told us she’d allocate some power to dimly light up the island. Jelpi told us this was a simulation, but I didn’t really believe it until now. It’s only just past midnight and the sun is in a perpetual rising position, like she said it would be.
Dongheon Lee:
The sun only distracts us for so long until we’re left feeling this heavy silence amongst us. There was so much to take in just now that we’re all not sure what to say to each other. Yeonho is the first to speak, addressing Gyehyeon.
Yeonho Ju:
Can I still call you Hyung? Even though we’re the same age…
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m older than you by a bit, so technically I’m still your hyung. And I’m not gonna stop acting like one for you, you can count on that.
Dongheon Lee:
While everyone is seemingly distracted by the idea that our age groups are not as diverse, I notice Hoyoung still looks completely distraught. Could he still be thinking about Kangmin? A lot was dropped on us about our lives under despair’s influence on top of everything. I need to say something to distract him.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung-a, you can still call me Hyung too. You can rely on me as if I am one—
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t want to though?
Dongheon Lee:
Huh?
Hoyoung Bae:
Dongheon-a~ Wow, it sounds so unfamiliar!
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t like it…
Minchan Hong:
We might as well keep thinking of ourselves as having these larger age gaps. Even if we were born the same year, Dongheon has two or three more years worth of memories over me. He’s still a hyung to me.
Yeonho Ju:
The only one who’s relationship dynamics aren’t affected at all is Kangmin, huh?
Dongheon Lee:
There’s an awkward silence at the mention of him. We haven’t discussed how we feel about what we were told and what we saw of this other version of Kangmin.
Yongseung Kim:
It’s time to address the elephant in the room. Or rather, the little puppy that wandered out of our sights. I know we were just told vast amounts of shocking information, but we can save that for therapy if we get out of here.
Yongseung Kim:
We have a more pressing matter right now, and whether we like it or not, it means life or death.
Dongheon Lee:
You’re right. It’s too dangerous for any of us to meet up with Kangmin right now in case he’s not really Kangmin.
Hoyoung Bae:
What do we do? Should we wait for the Foundation to make a decision?
Yeonho Ju:
Can we really wait that long? You’d think they’d have made a move hours ago. The fact that they never showed up even when we were poking around makes me think they’re beyond scared of him or something.
Minchan Hong:
I’d hate to say it, but Jelpi isn’t even back to full power. A powerful A.I., uninfluenced by despair, would probably have been our best bet to protect ourselves.
Minchan Hong:
N-not that I— I don’t mean to say Kangmin is dangerous. I really don’t think he would ever do something to hurt us, but…
Yongseung Kim:
We don’t really know what we’re dealing with. The true Ultimate Despair is probably capable of doing awful things beyond our imagination. Talking to him would be unfathomably dangerous.
Yongseung Kim:
Especially considering that he had already come after us in the past and turned us to despair to create such a dangerous group. If he can do it once, he could do it again. Falling into despair would mean the end of us and the end of the world.
Dongheon Lee:
I’m feeling deeply anxious, as is everyone else judging by their tenseness. After all this time feeling uncertain why we were here, what the Foundation wanted from us, and what possible dangers awaited us, we finally have the clearest answers we’ve gotten so far. And right now, the threat is one person, and what’s at stake couldn’t be clearer.
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t want to risk losing any of you. We’re all finally reunited and are stronger and more hopeful because we have each other. We’re all we have left if the world really went to hell because of what Kangmin did as “Alex,” so we shouldn’t hesitate to protect that.
Gyehyeon Jo:
So what are you saying?
Dongheon Lee:
I know you’re not going to want to hear this, but… I think we should defend ourselves.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Defend ourselves from what, exactly?
Dongheon Lee:
We should be prepared in case something happens. No, we should be proactive so that nothing does happen to us—
Hoyoung Bae:
You can’t hurt Kangmin! He’s just a kid!
Yeonho Ju:
Actually, he’s older than we thought…
Hoyoung Bae:
But he doesn’t remember any part of his life!
Yongseung Kim:
We don’t know that…
Hoyoung Bae:
Think about this! You’ve already spent so much time with him on this island. He hasn’t done anything to hurt anyone!
Minchan Hong:
Not on this island… but he has hurt people. He has so much blood on his hands, doesn’t he?
Gyehyeon Jo:
But so do we. Why do we deserve to be saved from despair? If we can be reformed, so can Kangmin!
Yongseung Kim:
I wish I could confidently agree… but you heard Jelpi. He is the origin of despair. He was able to turn us into Ultimate Despair alongside him. The whole world became overtaken with despair because of him.
Yongseung Kim:
Anyone is capable of becoming submerged in despair, but only one person was capable of starting it. We’re not on his level.
Gyehyeon Jo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
It only takes this one person. If we get rid of this one person, we can be sure that everyone is safe.
Dongheon Lee:
Even as I say it, I can feel everyone’s heart breaking with mine. The Kangmin that everyone has come to love happens to be the key to the destruction of the world. I don’t want it to be true… but how can I lie to myself that it isn’t?
Gyehyeon Jo:
The Foundation knew it was risky to try to keep the Ultimate Despair alive, but they decided to do it anyway. You’re going to throw what they were trying to do away?
Minchan Hong:
Frankly, I don’t care about the Foundation. What they’re doing seems nice, but… are they crazy? I wouldn’t have taken so many risks with the world at stake.
Minchan Hong:
So I get what Heoni-hyung is saying. We have the chance to do something for the future of the world—to make up for everything we’ve done under the influence of despair. I know all that, but…
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan pauses with a frustrated look on his face, as if he’s arguing with himself internally.
Minchan Hong:
I… feel like I know Kangmin—the Kangmin that joined the island with us—too well. I don’t think I’d be able to do anything even now that I know the horrible things he did as Alex.
Hoyoung Bae:
I don’t think I could bear to do anything either… How could any of us?
Yongseung Kim:
At first glance, the right thing to do seems to be avoiding him, since getting near him could be dangerous on the chance that he is currently Alex.
Yongseung Kim:
Before we tampered with the cameras, the Foundation was watching us so they could eliminate us if we’re influenced to become Ultimate Despair again. But without them being able to watch over us… Who will come to help us if worst comes to worst?
Yongseung Kim:
If we’re influenced by despair again, we might return to destroying things and hurting people, and being killed by the Foundation would be our only hope. That’s why the option with the least risk is to get rid of the original source of despair now.
Gyehyeon Jo:
?!
Yeonho Ju:
But even then…
Yongseung Kim:
It’s a trolley problem. Getting rid of this one person would not only save the six of us, but also whoever makes up the Foundation, as well as the world potentially. If he’s Alex right now, or may become him if the Foundation’s experiment fails, then we can save everyone in exchange for his life.
Yongseung Kim:
If he isn’t Alex… then we sacrifice one person, not for nothing, but because he’s a person that may become Alex in the future.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You…! How could you suggest that…!
Yongseung Kim:
I’m not deciding we should hurt Kangmin, I’m just stating facts of the matter. I don’t want Kangmin to die either, but I’m trying not to bring my feelings into this.
Yongseung Kim:
We don’t have the luxury to make mistakes right now…
Gyehyeon Jo:
… Of course I want to protect all of you, but… Kangmin? I just can’t do it… I still care about him.
Minchan Hong:
Even if it hurts, I want to keep you all safe. But… but…
Dongheon Lee:
Nobody looks capable of taking any action against Kangmin. Even if he did become or will become Alex, they all clearly feel that at least the young man they did get to know was genuine and kind. I never did earn a Hope Fragment with him, but that didn’t stop me from enjoying my time with him and caring for him when he needed it.
The others look heartbreakingly attached to Kangmin, so for their sake, I decide to volunteer.
Dongheon Lee:
I’ll go talk to him. Someone has to make sure we know who we’re dealing with at least.
Yeonho Ju:
No— I spent more time with him, I’ll know if he’s not Kangmin anymore—
Dongheon Lee:
Then if he turns out to be Alex, will you be able to defend yourself? Even if it meant hurting him?
Yeonho Ju:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Then I’ll do it. I don’t want to see Kangmin hurt, but if someone has to make the sacrifice to see if he’s still with us, it’ll be me.
Dongheon Lee:
If I come back from this as Ultimate Despair… then I’m sorry. But please take me out, and don’t hold back.
Dongheon Lee:
But to avoid that, I’ll try to make a move before he can. The second he seems odd, I won’t hesitate to defend myself—to defend us.
Dongheon Lee:
Everyone looks weak. Even Yongseung and Minchan, who agreed that this is the best option, look like they’re internally fighting their instinct to suddenly shout out a plea to spare Kangmin. Both Gyehyeon and Yeonho won’t look at me, the former covering his eyes with the rim of his hat, and the latter rubbing his hand against his forehead in stress. Hoyoung’s grim gaze down at the ground especially has me worried.
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung-a…?
Hoyoung Bae:
… Don’t hurt Kangmin.
Dongheon Lee:
I won’t. I’ll protect us from Alex.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Dongheon Lee:
And so, we solemnly make a plan. We’ll find Kangmin, and I’ll speak to him. If I’m unsure who he is, I’ll take a precaution to weaken him, and if worst comes to worst, I’ll be secretly armed with Minchan’s kitchen knife to defend myself.
After discussing this plan and springing into action, it isn’t long until Gyehyeon and Yeonho urgently run up to me.
Gyehyeon Jo:
We found him.
Yeonho Ju:
He looks like he’s heading towards the beach.
Dongheon Lee:
Luckily, I catch up with Kangmin just as he’s going through the plaza. I see him fiddling with something in his hands as he nonchalantly walks towards the source of the warm light beaming down on the island.
Dongheon Lee:
A-Alex…?
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin must have heard my voice, turning his head slightly after I spoke, but he doesn’t stop to look at me until a few seconds later.
Kangmin Yoo:
Are you talking to me?
Dongheon Lee:
O-oh, I-I was just…
Kangmin Yoo:
I haven’t seen him yet.
Dongheon Lee:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
You were asking if I’ve seen the eighth person, right? Actually, I haven’t seen anyone else out here at all. Minchan’s not even in his cabin… Do you know where he is?
Dongheon Lee:
No…
Dongheon Lee:
It’d be best if the risk is all on me. I’m not letting anyone else get brought into this.
Kangmin Yoo:
Maybe he went to the beach… It’s weird that the sun is suddenly coming up because last I checked, my e-Handbook said it was only a little past midnight. Is it possible that our clocks are just wrong and the night only felt long because we’re in a weird situation?
Dongheon Lee:
I guess…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m finding it way harder to tell whether Kangmin’s ignorance is genuine or not. Maybe he really has been sleeping all day and missed out on all these revelations. If he were Alex, he’d probably remember being captured by the Foundation and being put in a simulation, right? But if he were Alex, he’d probably also hide the fact that he knew…
Kangmin Yoo:
Oh— Hyung!
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin lifts his hands and I finally get a good look at what he was holding.
Kangmin Yoo:
I slept so much that I woke up wide awake and was super bored, so I made these matching bracelets out of flowers I found outside.
Dongheon Lee:
The stems of the flowers are braided together, forming this bracelet. It doesn’t look particularly skillful, but the flowers used in them are colorful and beautiful.
Kangmin Yoo:
I was going to give the other one to the first person I saw today!
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m not sure if you’ll like it… I remember what you said when I saw you taking pictures of flowers. You’d rather preserve their beauty forever through photos that can last through time.
Kangmin Yoo:
But I think they’re meant to be enjoyed now. No matter what we do, they’ll grow old and wilt, but it doesn’t mean they can’t be special to us right now just because of their fate.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Here, you can have this one since you like pink, right?
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
Lost in thought, I fail to react fast enough as Kangmin takes my wrist. Right before I decide to take action in defense, I notice he’s just tying the bracelet around my wrist.
Kangmin Yoo:
There. But… can you help me put mine on?
Dongheon Lee:
Uh… sure.
Dongheon Lee:
Cautiously, I grab both ends of his bracelet. I try to tie it without letting him see my hands shake out of nervousness.
Dongheon Lee:
… You know these flowers will wilt faster because of you…
Kangmin Yoo:
Oh… I guess so. They would’ve lasted a lot longer if I left them how they were instead of plucking them…
Kangmin Yoo:
But aren’t they prettier this way? They were already pretty, but I think they look much better when they’re all braided together like this. So it was worth it to me.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I can’t read Kangmin’s authenticity or tell whether there’s a deeper meaning behind his words, subconsciously or consciously chosen. Are the six of us like the flowers? He brought us to despair in order to intertwine our fates together again after we grew apart. He knew we wouldn’t last long as Ultimate Despair, but he thought it was worth it, didn’t he?
I consider the connections and possible intentions as I finish tying the matching bracelet around his wrist.
Kangmin Yoo:
You don’t really like your bracelet, do you? Also, was it weird that I called you “Hyung?” I never really asked if I could…
Dongheon Lee:
He can tell I’m completely tense. It’s hard to keep my composure, but I have to start acting more naturally so he doesn’t think something’s wrong…
Dongheon Lee:
You can call me that if you like. I-I was just thinking that I need a cup of tea since I’m feeling tired. Would you like to have some with me at the cafeteria?
Dongheon Lee:
If I can bring him to the cafeteria where Minchan has already wiped off the surveillance camera lenses to get them working again, it’ll be safer since the Foundation will be able to spot and eliminate threats of despair as quickly as possible. The ones in this area of the island that aren’t completely broken are a little trickier to fix, especially without raising Kangmin’s suspicion.
Kangmin Yoo:
I would, but I want to get to the beach and check out the sunrise. Plus, maybe I’ll find some of the others there. Minchan said it was dark all day, so I bet he’s checking out the sunlight now. You go on and get some tea without me.
Dongheon Lee:
Aren’t you scared to go off by yourself? It could be dangerous.
Kangmin Yoo:
I saw that the cameras were broken along the path here. See, that one over there is completely messed up. So we’re safe from the Foundation if we do run into the eighth person.
Kangmin Yoo:
Plus if he comes, we might be able to get out of here soon and get far away from the Foundation!
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah… that could happen, but…
Dongheon Lee:
Why don’t I go get us some tea real quick and I’ll meet you at the beach?
Kangmin Yoo:
I’d like that.
Dongheon Lee:
As soon as I’m out of Kangmin’s sight, I sprint into action. Hurrying to the cafeteria, I see Minchan peek his head in from the kitchen as I enter.
Dongheon Lee:
He wouldn’t come with me. Is it ready?
Minchan Hong:
It is, but…
Dongheon Lee:
Hoyoung and Yongseung appear behind him.
Hoyoung Bae:
What do you think? Is he Kangmin, or is he…?
Dongheon Lee:
I don’t know. He’s acting normal, but he’s saying strange things that make me question if he really does remember what he did.
Yongseung Kim:
If you can’t be sure, then we can at least buy us some time until we can be more certain. It’ll be better to reduce risk by preventing him from freely walking around.
Dongheon Lee:
Minchan brings out a thermos of tea and two little cups.
Dongheon Lee:
So this is it?
Yongseung Kim:
Yes. Don’t drink any. Pretend if you have to.
Hoyoung Bae:
There weren’t a lot of those berries left in the bush, so I don’t think we’ll be able to make more than this…
Dongheon Lee:
So this stuff will weaken him…?
Yongseung Kim:
I’ve identified the berries Hoyoung found as poisonous. He might get drowsy or sick… If he is dangerous, then he won’t be a threat after he drinks this.
Dongheon Lee:
He’ll be okay though, right?
Yongseung Kim:
I… can’t accurately predict how he’ll react to drinking it. There is a chance that he’ll become way sicker or that I’ve misidentified them and they’re actually much more dangerous to ingest than anticipated…
Yongseung Kim:
But… I’m not sure we have a choice. In case the true Ultimate Despair is with us now, this is the risk we have to take…
Dongheon Lee:
I can see Yongseung is putting on a brave face, pretending to be impartial when having to aid in this plan is killing him. To cope, I feel that I’ve sealed away the part of me that’s horrified and am just focusing on what we have to do to better our chances of survival.
Taking the thermos, I quickly leave and find Kangmin sitting by the shore on the beach.
Kangmin Yoo:
That was quick!
Dongheon Lee:
The water boiled fast… Here, let me pour you some.
Dongheon Lee:
I hand Kangmin one cup and nervously fumble the lid of the thermos after struggling to twist it off. As I’m worried about looking suspicious, I realize he’s not even paying attention to me.
Kangmin Yoo:
The sky looks really pretty like this. The sunrise makes it look so soft and warm…
Kangmin Yoo:
It almost helps me forget that we’re here under scary circumstances. At times like these, I can pretend this is just a fun vacation.
Dongheon Lee:
I’m ready to pour the drink into Kangmin’s cup, my heart beating wildly at how wrong this feels. I try to take a breath to calm down.
Kangmin Yoo:
… I wish we could watch the sunrise with all the others, but they’re probably sleeping… If our clocks are right, then they must be in bed now. I wouldn’t want to bother them…
Kangmin Yoo:
I’ll have plenty of time to bother them when we get off the island. I don’t know exactly how it’ll happen or how soon, but I hope that when it does, we can stay together. I might not have a home or any family, but… being with all of you is the only thing I really want.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Thump!
Dongheon Lee:
I drop the thermos as I go to pour it, knocking the cup out of Kangmin’s hand and dumping the contents all out on the sand.
Dongheon Lee:
Ah— S-sorry!
Dongheon Lee:
I brush sand off of the thermos and confirm that there’s no tea left. I can try lying to myself, but it wouldn’t do any good. I know I wavered just now, spilling the tea so Kangmin wouldn’t have to drink it. I’m a little ashamed that I faltered this easily, especially since I’m the one who volunteered to do it. Presumably, Gyehyeon and Yeonho are around watching us from a distance—hopefully they didn’t notice that I did that on purpose. I wouldn’t want them to think I’m putting them at risk by being so weak.
Kangmin Yoo:
I can go back and get some tea for you, Hyung.
Dongheon Lee:
No, that’s okay. I don’t think I need it anymore.
Dongheon Lee:
I lean back on the sand, wondering what my next move should be. I’m still not sure if this is Kangmin or Alex, but I do find myself curious about something.
Dongheon Lee:
Are you really okay with not having a home? If your profile turns out to be true…
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t need one right away. Because when I get back, I want to travel the world first. All I know is this island, so I’m excited to get to see what else is out there.
Dongheon Lee:
That does sound nice for you…
Kangmin Yoo:
I wouldn’t want to travel alone though… Would you want to do something like that with me? Maybe we can all travel together after we get out of here.
Dongheon Lee:
Yeah… I’d like that.
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t know if I’ve been to France before, but I’d like to go to Paris—where Ratatouille happened.
Dongheon Lee:
It’s an animated movie, it wasn’t really filmed there…
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I know that! I just meant where the setting takes place! From what I’ve heard, Paris sounds like it’d be beautiful…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m not so sure… What if Paris isn’t there anymore when we get back?
Kangmin Yoo:
Of course it’ll be there. Are you saying they could just take Paris and push it somewhere else?
Dongheon Lee:
Heh… nevermind. So we get to Paris, then what do you do?
Kangmin Yoo:
Um… I don’t know. But we’ll figure something out! We don’t need to plan every little thing right away.
Kangmin Yoo:
Just like now… The others think that the Foundation has something ominous they want to do with us instead of letting us go, but I believe that there’s a way out. With hyungs like I have, I know we’ll figure something out.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I’m starting to believe that this is Kangmin. There’s something about the hope in his voice as he talks. He’s a little immature, a little naive, and he relies on us more than anything. Could someone like this really have been the Ultimate Despair?
Just as I’m thinking that, Kangmin’s eyes go wide as he looks at me. I freeze at the sudden change in mood.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung-a, stay still—
Dongheon Lee:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
I flinch as Kangmin suddenly reaches out to me, my hand darting to the knife hidden within my clothes, but before I can pull it out… I find that Kangmin is only brushing my jacket.
Kangmin Yoo:
There was a bug on you.
Dongheon Lee:
Huh? Was it big?!
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeah, it was kind of ugly… But they say if a beetle lands on you, that’s good luck!
Dongheon Lee:
“Good luck,” huh…?
Dongheon Lee:
I sigh in relief—not that the bug was brushed away, but because I didn’t take action against something so trivial. I really thought I’d be prepared to make a move the second something went unexpectedly, but I’m only proving I’m not cut out for this…
As I’m thinking this, I notice Kangmin’s expression looks really soft as he’s watching me.
Kangmin Yoo:
I… never properly thanked you for before. You took care of me while I had Hope-sickness… You were there for me when I started feeling sick too.
Dongheon Lee:
I remember how it felt when Hope-sickness started. I was filled with fear and concern for the youngest island member when I saw him suddenly collapse, his face all red and his skin burning. I rushed around the island to find help while Hoyoung looked after Kangmin.
Dongheon Lee:
That same feeling of concern for Kangmin is something I just can’t shake. Is that why it’s so hard to take action to protect everyone even though that’s what I fully intended to do? I still care for Kangmin, and he still feels like the innocent boy that I first met here. And maybe he is innocent, maybe he is Kangmin—the Kangmin with no memories besides the ones we made together on the island, the Kangmin that never was Alex. This is the Kangmin with a fresh start, free from the past that doomed him to despair—
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung… do you feel like we knew each other in high school?
Dongheon Lee:
… What?
Dongheon Lee:
Does he remember? He can’t! If he remembers his past—our past together—then he’ll remember being Alex—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I know it’s impossible, right? You and me have an 8 year age gap… Even if we both went to Hope’s Peak, we wouldn’t have had a chance to know each other…
Dongheon Lee:
Maybe he doesn’t remember? But then why would he say such a thing?
Dongheon Lee:
It is impossible. What made you think we could’ve known each other?
Kangmin Yoo:
To be honest… I’ve been having a lot of weird dreams. And in some of them, I see all of you guys, but you look different…
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, have you ever had a mullet? Or blond hair?
Dongheon Lee:
Erm, no? I would never. I don’t really like the look of mullets, and I don’t think blond hair would suit me.
Kangmin Yoo:
So you wouldn’t have tried those kinds of haircuts in high school, huh? Then maybe they really are just creative dreams.
Kangmin Yoo:
I have a lot of strange dreams too that are horrible and sad… They sometimes make me too scared to go to sleep.
Kangmin Yoo:
That’s why I prefer seeing you guys in my dreams. When I see you’re there, I feel brave, like I can forget every scary thing I saw.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I guess it’s how I feel in real life too. Without you guys, being here would be impossible. I think I’d have just… curled up and died.
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin-a…
Dongheon Lee:
Here I was, thinking of Kangmin as a potential demon when it’s clear to me now that he’s just a scared, lonely kid that wants to feel loved.
Dongheon Lee:
… Stay still.
Kangmin Yoo:
Is there something on me now?
Dongheon Lee:
You’ve had a cowlick this whole time that’s been driving me crazy.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Seeing the look on Kangmin’s face, I mess up my efforts in smoothing his hair down by ruffling it.
Dongheon Lee:
Why are you looking at me like that? I’m too old for you.
Dongheon Lee:
Seemingly flustered, Kangmin looks away while smoothing his hair back down, changing the subject.
Kangmin Yoo:
Is… the Hope Fragment count on our e-Handbooks right? Since the time on our clocks seemed impossible, I assumed the count was messed up too because we suddenly had 20. Did everyone actually gain their last fragments while I was sleeping?
Dongheon Lee:
Yes, everyone is finished collecting theirs. Except for you and me.
Kangmin Yoo:
W-we shouldn’t earn one anyway, right? Because we don’t know what the Foundation will do with us when we have them all?
Dongheon Lee:
If you don’t have a clue what will happen, then how do you know something good won’t come of it?
Kangmin Yoo:
Do you really think something good could happen…?
Dongheon Lee:
I do. And you should too. After all, you have hyungs that will keep you safe no matter what.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin looks away from me with a solemn expression. I’m trying to figure out what has him so down. Does he not believe me that everything will be alright?
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin-a, do you not like Hyung?
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh?
Dongheon Lee:
Why don’t we have a Hope Fragment yet? Did I do something to upset you?
Kangmin Yoo:
It’s not your fault…
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin takes a moment, fiddling with his flower bracelet before explaining quietly.
Kangmin Yoo:
I just… feel too guilty.
Dongheon Lee:
Guilty? Why?
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I don’t know… I just can’t feel completely comfortable with you because of this weird feeling, and I just don’t understand why…
Dongheon Lee:
Why would you feel guilty? The whole time we’ve been on this island together, you haven’t once done anything to feel guilty about. You haven’t done anything wrong.
Dongheon Lee:
That’s right, Kangmin didn’t do anything wrong, and Kangmin is Kangmin. He’s not anyone else but the boy we’ve come to love on this island. In the same way, I’m me. I’m not the version of myself who committed violent acts, so I refuse to do those kinds of things as the me that I am now. I won’t hurt Kangmin because the version of him that’s sitting beside me did nothing wrong. If I can be saved, so can he.
Dongheon Lee:
We’re friends. Even after everything we’ve been through and everything we’ll go through, nothing can change that. I promise.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Ding.
Dongheon Lee:
The sound of our e-Handbooks ringing out only brings me satisfaction for so long before I notice the sky turning to static akin to a television screen. Something’s wrong—something feels way, way wrong. And that’s when it hits me.
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
Suddenly, memories of Hope’s Peak start flooding in. I remember meeting everyone in our shared classroom, passing notes in class, trying not to laugh during study sessions, walking home together after school. I remember being comforted by them when I got close to breaking down, having fun with them anywhere we went, staying up late to party, having my first kiss underneath the sprinklers.
Dongheon Lee:
…
Dongheon Lee:
I can’t help but smile at all the old memories that I had with the people here who ended up becoming precious to me once again without any of us realizing it. But… then I notice Kangmin. While I smile, he looks horrified.
At first, I can’t understand what could be happening. Somehow, the simulation we’re in must be glitching, causing me to remember Hope’s Peak—but fortunately, I don’t remember my time as Ultimate Despair. That time for me still seems to be safely sealed away. I wonder if Kangmin is just remembering Hope’s Peak too. But then… why does his face look like that?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
The look on his face suddenly reminds me… of the last night that I saw Yoo Kangmin.
Dongheon Lee:
…!
Ding. Ding. Ding. Ding. Ding. Ding.
Dongheon Lee:
As soon as the reversed dings begin to sound, I pull out my e-Handbook as quickly as I can and watch six Hope Fragments disappear from our collection. I have no idea what’s happening or what this means, and as I’m about to question it out loud, Kangmin turns toward me with teary eyes. In a whisper, he speaks.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung… I’m sorry. I’m so sorry…
*
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon looks worried, but I involuntarily tune out his concerned voice, the memories overwhelming me, repeating again and again from start to finish. I thought I would’ve been happy to know that I was close with everyone in the life that I couldn’t remember. But seeing the memories play out, the irony is killing me.
Kangmin Yoo:
I remember meeting everyone for the first time. Dongheon was the first person to greet me at an intimidatingly big school of intimidatingly talented high schoolers where I was just a reserve course student. Although I was happy to meet someone as friendly and as considerate as Dongheon at first, I didn’t realize who he was at the time.
He was the boy whose life I ruined.
*
Seven years ago…
Dongheon Lee:
Well… how does it feel now that you’re all officially adults?
Yeonho Ju:
Feels great! I’m free!
Yongseung Kim:
Honestly… I don’t feel particularly different.
Minchan Hong:
Hoyoung-a! Your ID photo—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
You’re surprised the Ultimate Model is photogenic?
Hoyoung Bae:
I didn’t think I took it that well…
Dongheon Lee:
Now that you all have your IDs, are you ready to go drinking with me?
Yeonho Ju:
Let’s gooooo!
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m glad you guys are happy, but what about me?
Hoyoung Bae:
Ah… Kangmini won’t be 20 until next year, huh…
Minchan Hong:
Maybe he should’ve thought it through before skipping a year like an overachiever.
Kangmin Yoo:
My bad, I guess…?
Yongseung Kim:
If Kangmini didn’t skip a year, he would’ve never met us.
Gyehyeon Jo:
I wouldn’t want to be a part of that reality. I wouldn’t even want to go clubbing without him. So…
Kangmin Yoo:
“So?”
Dongheon Lee:
Tada!
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon holds a card out for me to take. It looks like an ID with a picture of me on it.
Dongheon Lee:
We got you a fake ID!
Kangmin Yoo:
You did this for me?
Dongheon Lee:
Gyehyeoni knew a guy. All I did was pay for it—rather, my father did, but he doesn’t know it!
Hoyoung Bae:
This is great! Now Kangmini can go to the club with us!
Yeonho Ju:
Kangmin-a, you’ll come with us tonight, won’t you?
Kangmin Yoo:
I want to… but what if I get caught?
Gyehyeon Jo:
You won’t, this thing looks completely authentic. And we changed up all your info so they won’t be able to find out who you really are.
Yongseung Kim:
Looks like you have a new age, new name, and new place of origin.
Kangmin Yoo:
Is this really okay…?
Minchan Hong:
You graduated with us! Who cares if you’re a little younger, you deserve all the privileges we get!
Dongheon Lee:
You look especially young, so the bouncer will definitely stop you. When that happens, don’t look surprised. Just be calm and confident and hold up your card like you don’t care.
Kangmin Yoo:
Are you really going to call me by this fake name…?
Dongheon Lee:
We should if you don’t want to get caught! So are you in?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yeah… I’m in!
Dongheon Lee:
Alright! That’s our Kangmin! I mean… Alex!
Chapter 23: Say “goodbye” to despair!
Summary:
Before the earning of all 21 Hope Fragments could be celebrated, something goes very wrong, and Yoo Kangmin suddenly finds his mind being flooded with memories of his youth. Can his past be forgiven? Was collecting these fragments a hopeless endeavor from the start?
Notes:
Content warning: blood, drugs, violence, guns, mention of suicide
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Chapter Text
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung, I’m sorry! I’m s-sorry!
Dongheon Lee:
Wh-why are you apologizing to me? What are you sorry for? Kangmin!
Kangmin Yoo:
I grasp at the sides of my head as my life flashes before my eyes. I’m Yoo Kangmin, the only child of my parents, an average student, and someone that had a mostly uneventful life until…
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin-a! Look at me! What’s wrong?
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
I was a curse on Dongheon’s life. I should have never met him—I should have never intertwined our fates. The only reason we were able to become friends was because back then, I didn’t know who he was. I didn’t know that over a year before we even met, I had already ruined his life…
*
Twelve years ago…
Kangmin Yoo:
It happened during my first year in middle school. I was 14 years old in Korean age. I didn’t have any particular talents or passions, but I was a happy-go-lucky kid with a bright future.
On the evening of the incident, I was waiting at a bus stop where a couple of high school girls were making fun of a homeless man, whispering, giggling, and pointing. Feeling bad for him, I slid down on the bench next to him and decided to strike up a conversation with the friendly-looking old man.
Kangmin Yoo:
What do you got there?
Old Man:
A walkie-talkie it seems!
Kangmin Yoo:
Why? Who’s on the other side?
Old Man:
That I don’t know.
Kangmin Yoo:
Huh?
Old Man:
A man in a suit offered me 10 million won just to sit here with it! Do you believe me?
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t…
Old Man:
I didn’t believe it either. But he already gave me 100,000 won as a prepayment. He said I’ll get the rest later and all I have to do is speak into the walkie-talkie when a certain car goes by so he can surprise his wife before she gets home… You don’t suppose he’s actually just cheating on her, do you?
Kangmin Yoo:
It did seem like an odd task, but instead of questioning these adult matters, I just shrugged.
Old Man:
Anyway, in case he means it, I’ll play along. If I don’t get the money, at least I have a hundred thousand and a walkie-talkie!
Kangmin Yoo:
What’ll you do with the money if you get it?
Old Man:
I suppose I’ll buy a suit and rent a place commercially. I want to be a fancy businessman for once! I’ve always done manual labor my whole life, but it was my dream to be the CEO of my own company.
Old Man:
But… maybe my dreams will stay dreams, ‘cause I can’t sit here much longer. I have to take a whiz, but I don’t want to be fined for public indecency!
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s a bathroom just down the street there, at the shop!
Old Man:
I wouldn’t want to miss my cue…
Kangmin Yoo:
I’ll keep a watch out, just in case the car comes by when you’re gone.
Old Man:
I’ll try to be quick!
Kangmin Yoo:
The man described the car and the plate before he hurried away. I sat there, not expecting much when a minute or two later, the exact car came into my view.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
After a second of contemplating, I figured the best thing I could do was report this into the walkie-talkie for the old man so that he could get paid if the offer turned out to be real. I clumsily held down the button and spoke into it with a voice as deep as I could manage to sound like the old man.
Kangmin Yoo:
The car’s passing now.
Kangmin Yoo:
Feeling successful, I watched as the car carried on down the street… And when it began to pass an intersection, a big van suddenly appeared, slamming into the side of it with a loud crash.
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I couldn’t believe what I just saw. The little car was completely smashed and pushed along the road by a perfectly timed van. Then when I looked down at the walkie-talkie in my hands, I realized what had just happened.
I witnessed a murder. No… I was an accomplice. I was the one who sent the signal to cause this accident.
Suited Man:
Kid…
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
After sitting in shock for a few minutes as civilians screamed about what they saw, I turned to find a man in a suit approaching me.
Suited Man:
Where did that homeless man go…?
Kangmin Yoo:
He looked down at the walkie-talkie in my hands before suddenly looking angry. I was too stunned to know what to say, to know what to do. After a moment, I finally tried standing up on my shaking legs, but the man grabbed my arm before I could leave.
Suited Man:
Kid, how would you like to go to Hope’s Peak?
Kangmin Yoo:
H-Hope’s Peak?
Suited Man:
All you have to do is keep quiet about what happened here. There was no walkie-talkie, you didn’t speak into one, and that accident was just an accident.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I was too afraid to say no. I didn’t know what else I could have done besides take what I knew deep down was a bribe. That night, as I was waiting for my mom to get home from work to tell her the news that I “won” a full scholarship to get into Hope’s Peak Academy as a reserve course student, I was watching television alone in the dark. What I saw made my heart sink.
Kangmin Yoo:
On the news, an anchor was reporting the accident that I caused that same day as just an accident. To my horror, they reported three casualties: a mother, a father, and a grandfather. The story detailed that in their passing, they had left their only son alone, whose identity was protected for privacy.
I ruined a kid’s life—a kid that was close to my age. I sacrificed his family and in return I got to go to Hope’s Peak, the most prestigious academy in the country. And only I knew the truth.
Kangmin Yoo:
It was too much knowledge for me to handle, knowing what I had done. I tried to push it down, thinking it couldn’t be helped since it involved adults way more powerful than me. To distract myself and make up for my guilt, I threw myself into my studies the following year. With my grades and with a secret letter of recommendation from the influential, powerful person that was behind the accident, I was allowed to skip a year of schooling and attend Hope’s Peak Academy a year early.
Kangmin Yoo:
Surprisingly… life went on with this guilt being buried into the back of my mind over time. I forgot about the people I caused to die and about the boy whose life I ruined without even knowing who he was. I eventually was able to have normal high school experiences with admittedly abnormally talented friends made along the way. And it wasn’t until after graduation that I was forced to face my forgotten guilt once again…
*
Five years later, seven years ago…
Hoyoung Bae:
Al~ex, Al~ex!
Kangmin Yoo:
I tried keeping on my feet as Hoyoung drunkenly held onto me, calling me by the name on my fake ID.
Hoyoung Bae:
I can’t believe you used the English name I picked out for Kangmini!
Dongheon Lee:
Shhh!
Hoyoung Bae:
Doesn’t he look like an Alex?
Dongheon Lee:
Your mom’s going to be so mad if you come home like this… She’ll never let you go out again.
Hoyoung Bae:
Then I won’t go home.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hoyoung let go of me to switch his target of affection to Dongheon, who cowardly backed up in response to Hoyoung’s advances.
Dongheon Lee:
Uh… W-well… H-hey, where did Chani go?
Kangmin Yoo:
Hearing Dongheon’s question, Gyehyeon suddenly stopped in place before looking around, and then with an expression of panicked concern mixed with anger, he stormed away into the club’s restroom. I sighed as I watched strangers dancing on the floor. My friends and I had already been at the club for a while, and it wasn’t as fun as I expected it to be. I found myself getting tired of dancing at our underwhelming first visit to a club.
Dongheon Lee:
Ya. We’re out at the club and you guys are doing nothing but looking at your phones.
Yeonho Ju:
So?
Yongseung Kim:
So?
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon sighed as he realized this wasn’t the outing he had hoped to give all of us as a graduation gift. When he found Gyehyeon and Minchan around again, he pulled the Ultimate Athlete aside and whispered to him. Gyehyeon smiled back like he had just given him the best idea before briefly disappearing again. Moments later, I found myself getting rained on while still indoors.
Minchan Hong:
…!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Hahah!
Kangmin Yoo:
Surprised and delighted at the way the sprinklers unexpectedly started going off all around the club, we felt another burst of energy that we used to dance under them. As other club goers began to exit out, our second wave of fun was just starting. We danced as puddles of water started pooling at our feet, splashing up at us as we jumped around. Just like this, we played in the water for some time until I was soaked to the bone.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I stepped away from the group, feeling like tonight was the most fun I’d ever had, and entered the restroom in hopes of drying off a little. The designer jacket that Dongheon gifted me because it matched the English name Hoyoung had given me prior was wet and heavy, and so I intended to hold it under some hand driers. But when I entered the restroom, there was a man snorting at one of the sinks.
Kangmin Yoo:
Excuse me…
Kangmin Yoo:
I moved to pass by the man when he turned around… and it was a familiar face that I thought and hoped I’d never see again. I met his eyes and froze.
Old Man:
Hey… it’s you…! You were that kid!
Kangmin Yoo:
The man seemed a little out of it, and aside from the powder around his nose, the other thing that stood out to me was the suit and tie he was wearing, something completely opposite from the ragged clothes he wore before. I couldn’t believe it was him. And he recognized me.
Old Man:
Do you remember me? From the bus stop some years ago!
Kangmin Yoo:
N-no, sorry…
Old Man:
Haha! I just look too different now, don’t I? We met at the bus stop and I had that walkie-talkie—
Kangmin Yoo:
I said I don’t know you.
Old Man:
Oh, well… you look a little different, but there’s no mistaking it. You’re that kid, aren’t you? I always wondered what happened to you… That man told me you went to Hope’s Peak, but I didn’t believe it…
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m about to just leave, not wanting to face what I had done so long ago, when he grabs my shoulder to stop me.
Old Man:
I wanted to tell you—my dream came true! That guy offered me compensation after the ordeal even though I failed to play my part! He offered me the 10 million won as he promised or a position at a big company. Guess which one I took!
Kangmin Yoo:
I-I don’t—
Old Man:
Teach a man to fish and he eats forever! I took the job and now look at me! I’m a big shot, just like I wanted!
Kangmin Yoo:
I thought you wanted your own company.
Old Man:
So you do remember! No, I just wanted to feel successful in my life. And I’d say I reached far beyond where I thought I’d go! It’s all fantastic!
Kangmin Yoo:
It wasn’t worth the price. It was hush money. You were bribed!
Old Man:
… I admit, I know that. I came back just in time to see what happened and I put two and two together. But that was extremely lucky! They didn’t want to risk me squealing, so they offered me the position, and gave me raises and promotions when I asked! The whole deal was well worth it if you ask me. I’ve got everything I’ve ever wanted now!
Kangmin Yoo:
The accident caused a kid to lose his whole family! He was left alone—!
Old Man:
Oh, that? You’ll get a kick out of this— Turns out, the kid is better off for it too! His family was poor as dirt, but I found out he was discreetly adopted by the wealthiest man in the country. Haha, what a lucky kid!
Kangmin Yoo:
I could only shake my head in dismay at what I was hearing. A child losing his family is lucky? And on top of that, if he’s had to keep this discreet adoption a secret, not being able to talk to anyone about what happened to him sounds like hell…!
The man suddenly looks serious and leans in closer as if to tell a secret.
Old Man:
You didn’t hear this from me, but it turned out that rich man was the one who coordinated the accident in the first place…! Why? Well, to forcibly take custody of that kid who was actually his biological child!
Kangmin Yoo:
Wh-what—?
Old Man:
Don’t you see? In the end, we all got what we wanted! I have riches, you got Hope’s Peak, that kid has a better family, and Mr. Lee has his own son back!
Kangmin Yoo:
M-Mr. L—? Th-the wealthiest family? You don’t mean that Lee family—!
Old Man:
But I do! They “adopted” that lucky boy—what was his name? Donghyeon or something? Oh—! You’ll never believe it, but I saw him in this very club earlier—! Actually… you came in with him, didn’t you? You’re friends with that boy?
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon…
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon never talked in detail about the loss of his “distant” relatives. All he told us was that some important people in his life had passed away before we had met him, but he wouldn’t tell us which relatives they were or how it happened. The importance of these people was never questioned, as it was obvious how deeply it affected him, giving him an aura of sadness that he always carried around with him. Dongheon never explaining further made us assume he was just bottling up his emotions, as he felt he had to do as the eldest of all of us, and so we gave him space in hopes that he would one day open up to us about it.
Kangmin Yoo:
But after hearing what that old man said… it all suddenly made sense. Dongheon wasn’t closing himself off to us—he was forced to withhold the truth about his secret adoption. He couldn’t tell us that he lost his parents when he had to pretend that he always belonged to the Lee family. And upon that realization… came another one that made my heart sink. It suddenly dawned on me that this whole time… Dongheon was the boy whose life was ruined because of this incident and that the inner turmoil I knew he struggled with… was all because of me.
Kangmin Yoo:
I… I caused his family to die?
Kangmin Yoo:
I felt sick to my stomach as I realized what I had done to someone so precious to me. I did that to Dongheon and still became close to him, and he had no idea. Someone who he had befriended and cared for during those three years at Hope’s Peak was the one that killed his family and ruined his life. He put on a brave face whenever times were tough for me, the one who took his happiness away.
The man must have seen the horrified look in my eyes, as he began to panic.
Old Man:
Y-you’re not going to tell him, are you? That kid doesn’t know it wasn’t actually an accident or why it happened. You can’t tell him—you can’t tell anyone!
Kangmin Yoo:
D-Dongheon’s my friend… I…
Old Man:
If you tell him, we’ll lose everything—our power, our leverage—no, worse, they’ll come after us! They’ll kill us for ratting! We have to keep quiet about this! Huh?!
Kangmin Yoo:
The man violently shook me by my shoulders, his strong grip hurting me.
Kangmin Yoo:
L-let go!
Old Man:
Say you won’t tell him! Say you won’t tell—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I could barely take the pain of him digging into my shoulders as I tried to not let him topple me. In the heat of the moment, I grabbed onto him and struggled against his strength for a few seconds before pushing him off of me as hard as I could with a shout. His head hit the sink with a loud thud before he fell to the floor at my feet.
I was about to run out of the restroom when he grabbed my ankle. I freed myself before kicking him as he lay there, partially out of fear that he’d get back up, and partially to punish him for dredging up the past that I only wanted to forget.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
At least before, I didn’t know the face or name of the child whose life I ruined. I didn’t know what became of him or how he was doing. I didn’t know that he was suffering every day and keeping that pain a secret from his friends for their sake. I didn’t know that he was treating the person that ruined his life better than how he treated himself. I didn’t know—!
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
I stopped when I noticed that guy wasn’t moving at all anymore. And… the floor was pooling with blood from the back of his head.
Kangmin Yoo:
Wh-what… what do I do…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I argued with myself internally as I checked him over. I knew I should get help, but my mind was screaming at me to leave him—to leave this secret behind, let it die with him, and forget it completely. Although… there was no forgetting, was there?
Kangmin Yoo:
S-sir…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I nudged him, though I already knew at this point how his heart wasn’t beating and he wasn’t breathing. I stood up and stumbled to the mirror with my shaky legs. I was just trying to get my bearings when pitiful eyes looking back at me filled me with anger and adrenaline.
Kangmin Yoo:
Aaaaaaghh!!
Smash!
Kangmin Yoo:
My fist connected with the mirror and shattered it, leaving me with a horrible pain in my hand. Why did I feel deserving of pity? Why did I deserve to feel wronged?
I leaned on the mirror and took a good look at myself. Was I supposed to convince myself I did what I had to? Was I supposed to just cope with everything? How could I have? It would have been better if this person looking back at me just disappeared—
Slam!
Kangmin Yoo:
The door to the restroom swung open, and through the mirror, I watched the others come in with looks of concern on their faces in response to my yelling. And then their expressions turned to complete shock when they saw the man lying completely still on the floor.
Hoyoung Bae:
Wh-what…?!
Yeonho Ju:
Kangmin… What happened…?
Hoyoung Bae:
I-Is he… dead?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung cautiously knelt down to check on the man as I chose to remain silent, not turning away from the mirror. I didn’t want to have to face them—to face what I had done.
Yongseung Kim:
… He’s not breathing.
Minchan Hong:
Oh god… I think I’m going to be sick…
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin? Why aren’t you saying anything?
Kangmin Yoo:
There was a deafening silence behind me as they all piece together the only reality that could have been possible from the scene before them.
Yeonho Ju:
No way… did you…?
Gyehyeon Jo:
No! Kangmin wouldn’t do this!
Hoyoung Bae:
Kangmin, please just tell us what happened…
Kangmin Yoo:
Hoyoung spoke with a tone that suggested he was willing to accept an alternative explanation than the one they all naturally came to. But after I refused to talk and refused to look at them, Minchan prompted me to speak again.
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin, say something. Please…
Kangmin Yoo:
This time, the prompting sounded more accusatory. Say something, or else we’ll have no choice but to assume what you did. He begged me to speak so as to change their minds. But there was nothing for me to explain when they already knew.
Gyehyeon Jo:
Everybody, stop! You know Kangmin wouldn’t just do this—! He’s not like that!
Yeonho Ju:
Look around—do you see any other explanation?!
Yongseung Kim:
… No, he’s right. Kangmin wouldn’t just kill someone… He could only have done it for a reason.
Minchan Hong:
What reason could he have had?!
Dongheon Lee:
… Kangmin… Is there something you’re not telling us?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
There was nothing I could say—especially to Dongheon. When he gently rested his hand on my shoulder to encourage me to turn around, the sore skin under his touch ached. I couldn’t tell him why this happened. He would never forgive me. They would all look at me like I was a monster. Still, I listened to Dongheon as he softly spoke.
Dongheon Lee:
No matter how bad it is, you can tell us. We’ll understand.
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t. You won’t.
Dongheon Lee:
Nothing can change how we feel about you. We’d do anything for you—you know this.
Kangmin Yoo:
You have no idea who you’re friends with. I took so much from you.
Dongheon Lee:
So tell me…
Kangmin Yoo:
I finally looked up at myself again in the mirror, this time not recognizing the blank expression I was making, my cold eyes completely unfamiliar. My emotions were fried, and I just felt empty, with what Gyehyeon said being the only thing on my mind. “Kangmin wouldn’t do this…”? Then I guess that couldn’t be me.
I looked up at them to meet their eyes, but only through the shards of the cracked mirror that distorted reality.
Kangmin Yoo:
… I’m Alex.
Kangmin Yoo:
My sense of self was shattered. I didn’t know who I was. The others wouldn’t accept me for my truth—especially Dongheon. How could he? I was responsible for ruining his life. Then I unknowingly got to know him and found out about how he deeply missed those he had lost more than anything, how he hated his coldhearted “parents,” and how sometimes, when he was feeling at his lowest, that he wished he could’ve died in place of those that he loved… I was unforgivable, unredeemable, and I knew it. This life of mine was a cruel curse…
Kangmin Yoo:
… And then… my memory becomes fuzzy after that. Between that moment and being put on this island, there is just an inexplicable, long-drawn-out feeling of decay deep within me.
*
Rumble rumble rumble…
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
The ground violently shaking snaps me out of my memories. There’s an earthquake on the island—?
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon reaches out for me, but before I know it, I’m falling into darkness—
Thud!
Kangmin Yoo:
Ugh—!
Kangmin Yoo:
At the bottom of the hole that opened up on the beach, I land with a puff of dust on the pile of sand that came down with me, making me cough. A second later, there’s another blast of sand dust when Dongheon falls in next to me, and the island stops shaking.
Dongheon Lee:
K-Kangmin-a, are you okay?
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t know what to say—I don’t want to talk to him anymore! I was forced to stay on this island and become close to him again, just to find out all over again that he was the one I hurt? The Foundation is infinitely cruel! Is this all just to punish me…?
Gyehyeon Jo:
Guys!
Kangmin Yoo:
I look up and see Gyehyeon and Yeonho’s heads peek in from above.
Dongheon Lee:
We’re okay!
Yeonho Ju:
Maybe I can— Maybe Gyehyeon can climb in and carry you guys up out of there!
Gyehyeon Jo:
I’m not superman!
Kangmin Yoo:
This hole looks deeper and wider than a well. With the walls gradually sloping wider near the bottom, it looks impossible to get out. As I’m thinking this, I notice that under the sand, a tile floor peeks out. Following it with my eyes, I barely notice something in the darkness—something red.
Hoyoung Bae:
Hyung!
Kangmin Yoo:
I hear the cries of Hoyoung, Minchan, and Yongseung as they run up to look into the hole at us. While they talk, I cautiously step closer to the red part of the wall.
Dongheon Lee:
So you do still think of me as a hyung!
Hoyoung Bae:
Who cares about that right now? Besides, I always called you that in school, why should I stop now…?
Minchan Hong:
S-so you guys remember too, right? Hope’s Peak?
Yongseung Kim:
Only Hope’s Peak and just shortly after graduating, thankfully. We’ll discuss it later, we have bigger problems now…
Crackle, crackle, crackle…
Hoyoung Bae:
Ahh—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Part of the ground crumbles from above, causing almost everyone to slide down into the hole with us. They land together in the sand with a thud, and looking up, I only see one person remaining above.
Minchan Hong:
—! Are you guys okay??
Dongheon Lee:
He’s the only one that didn’t fall this time…
Kangmin Yoo:
As the dusty air is clearing up, I put my hand against the smooth red wall… only to find out that this isn’t actually a wall.
Yongseung Kim:
Hyung, see if you can find anything that can help get us out—
Yongseung Kim:
Wait, Kangmin, th-that’s… a door?
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung joins my side as I inspect the double red doors in front of me. I find the handle and look at him. When he nods at me, approving my inclination to see what’s inside, we open the doors together.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I expected a way out, but instead, we find that underneath the island is what looks to be a large trial room with a checkered floor. Everyone, including Minchan who slides down into the hole after we make this discovery, steps closer to peer in. There are seven stands facing one another in front of a big throne-like chair. And in that chair…
?????:
Welcome, boys! Look who just came back from the dead!
Dongheon Lee:
…?!
?????:
What? Say something! Am I so beautiful that you've no words left?
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s no mistaking that the voice sounds just like Jelpi, but… it’s coming from that big lady?
Yeonho Ju:
Is that… J-Jelpi…?
Jelpi:
You boys certainly gave me so much trouble! You only averaged a little less than one Hope Fragment per day when I was around, but killing me was what brought you closer together? How could you gain five whole Hope Fragments in such a short time without me?!
Jelpi:
And then once you reached 21 Hope Fragments, I was supposed to appear to congratulate you, but as the script began running and the necessary “Jelpi” wasn’t available in the code, the system freaked out!
Jelpi:
But as you can see, this new model finished rendering just in the nick of time! This upgrade into something bigger, faster, and stronger was well worth the long wait! What do you boys think? I see you staring, Dongheon!
Dongheon Lee:
M-me? No—
Jelpi:
You guys will never kill me this time! I’m three meters tall and untoppleable! Just try!
Yongseung Kim:
We wouldn’t try that— We’re on your side, remember? VIXX’s side.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m confused at what Yongseung means, and I get the feeling that I missed out on a lot. Jelpi makes eye contact with me and just smiles as a giant screen behind her flickers on.
Jelpi:
In case there’s any confusion, let’s recap, shall we? Starting from the beginning!
Jelpi:
You all were captured and brought to this island, finding that you had lost your memories of your time at Hope’s Peak, while Kangmin was unable to remember his whole life. You were told you had to collect Hope Fragments before you’d be allowed to leave, but progress was so slow that the threat level had to be ramped up, and I challenged you all in different ways, risking your lives!
Jelpi:
Eventually, after losing trust in me over time, Yongseung made a plan to take matters into his own hands, accidentally resulting in Kangmin killing me! As an A.I. attached to the island system, I struggled to reemerge in this upgraded form in both a timely manner and with optimal memory allocation, giving you boys time to make trouble.
Jelpi:
In the time that I was gone, you all started poking around until you found out more information about the Foundation, also known as VIXX. You had a lot of wrong theories, but eventually you started to piece together that they were connected to a group called “World Ender” that was responsible for destroying the world.
Jelpi:
You all almost lost your minds, so I came back through Yeonho’s computer, which he hooked up to my old vessel and connected to the server with, to warn you and offer an explanation when I thought I had no other choice. I told you that you all were the Agents of Despair that made up World Ender and that VIXX were trying to reform you through the Hope Restoration Program, the virtual simulation that you are currently inside of.
Jelpi:
And so you learned that the reason we had to take away your memories was because we had to remove all traces of despair which began with befriending the one who would go on to become the leader of World Ender, the true Ultimate Despair, Alex Yu!
Kangmin Yoo:
A-Alex Yu…?
Kangmin Yoo:
That was the name on my fake ID back then… Why is that name the same as the Ultimate Despair’s—?
Jelpi:
But just a moment ago, something unexpected happened! Even without proper guidance in this unique situation, you were able to collect the remaining Hope Fragments on your own, which triggered the graduation sequence. However, Jelpi was a necessary element in the code for you to graduate from the island, and that important element was missing because my new form hadn’t finished rendering yet. To put it simply, you collected 21 Hope Fragments, but Jelpi wasn’t around, so you discovered a code-breaking bug.
Jelpi:
That bug caused a glitch that resulted in your memories starting to return to you. But luckily, I finished rendering and was able to patch it before you remembered your time as Ultimate Despair…
Jelpi:
But… it was all for nothing, wasn’t it…? Because…
Jelpi:
You have all already become Ultimate Despair once again!
Gyehyeon Jo:
What…?
Yongseung Kim:
That can’t be…!
Jelpi:
But it is! You are all on Alex’s side again—the side of despair! I saw everything!
Dongheon Lee:
What do you mean you saw everything? We were trying to help the Foundation—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon stops talking when he looks at me, as if he’s too ashamed to admit something in front of me.
Jelpi:
Of course, your plan was to take Alex down before he could emerge by poisoning and attacking Kangmin, is that right?
Kangmin Yoo:
…! Y-you were trying to—?
Dongheon Lee:
… That’s right. I’m sorry, Kangmin. I was determined to be an agent of hope this time by getting rid of the ultimate threat of despair, so… my plan was exactly as Jelpi said.
Jelpi:
Oh, is that right, mister butterfingers? That was your plan? You were “determined”? Because from my point of view, I saw you spill the poison on purpose to spare him!
Dongheon Lee:
Y-you couldn’t have seen that!
Jelpi:
I wouldn’t have been able to, but you all ended up letting me by fixing up some cameras. Even without a vessel, I could still access the surveillance cameras through the server, and that’s how I was able to see that you all had become traitors—you are all Ultimate Despair!
Jelpi:
When Hoyoung and Gyehyeon went around destroying cameras, I saw for a fact that they encountered a plentiful number of bushes with red berries, yet Hoyoung lied and said there was only just one—the one that coincidentally had the least amount of berries. That was in hopes that they wouldn’t have enough to poison Kangmin, wasn’t it?
Hoyoung Bae:
—!
Jelpi:
And then Yongseung… I heard him lying about how poisonous those berries were. He knew they were safe to eat! After he helped Hoyoung and Minchan wipe down the restaurant cameras, I even saw him pop one into his mouth!
Yongseung Kim:
…! I-I…
Jelpi:
And Minchan… he didn’t even put the berries into the tea! Are you going to claim you forgot them? The Ultimate Cook just forgot the main ingredient?
Minchan Hong:
…
Jelpi:
And, Dongheon, before you and Kangmin got to the beach, Gyehyeon and Yeonho had the foresight and time to uncover one camera for your safety. But… because of them, I could see how Yeonho started sprinting towards you to stop you right before you were about to “poison” Kangmin. And I saw how Gyehyeon, the Ultimate Athlete, pretended to be too weak to hold him back.
Yeonho Ju:
…!
Gyehyeon Jo:
Th-that’s…
Jelpi:
But you ended up spilling all of the “poison” so that you couldn’t use any at all! What a coincidence that so many strange instances of sabotage happened that ended up saving Kangmin. It must have been because our program has failed you—you weren’t ready to hear the truth after all. You were prepared to protect Alex and pretend to be reformed so you would be let out of the system and emerge once again as Ultimate Despair!
Yongseung Kim:
Th-that’s not…!
Hoyoung Bae:
This can’t mean we’re Agents of Despair! I-I know I’m not one!
Minchan Hong:
… We tried to be strong against despair, but we were too weak after all… We’re useless.
Dongheon Lee:
No… we’re not weak, and we’re not Ultimate Despair.
Yeonho Ju:
We’re not…?
Dongheon Lee:
To not be able to hurt our friend… means that we’re successfully reformed. Doesn’t it, Jelpi?
Jelpi:
…
Jelpi:
Ah~ I couldn’t keep a straight face for long! You got me, I was just yanking your chain! Restoring hope to you all really made you more flawed, didn’t it? You couldn’t bear to hurt your friend, even if it seemed like the right thing to do! The versions of you that were influenced by despair couldn’t care less about each other’s well-being!
Dongheon Lee:
That’s right, I couldn’t hurt Kangmin. Because he’s my friend—
Kangmin Yoo:
Stop, please!
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi said so many things that didn’t make any sense to me. They all tried to kill me? Because I’m… what?
Kangmin Yoo:
You’re saying that I was the leader of this “World Ender” and that this group is responsible for the end of the world…?
Jelpi:
Ah, that’s right, you don’t remember—which is a godsend. In fact, you seem to be coping quite well for knowing what you know now.
Kangmin Yoo:
“Coping well?” You think I’m coping well? After I—
Kangmin Yoo:
I stop, not wanting to say it out loud, not with everyone looking at me.
Jelpi:
Yes, I do believe you are. Because… you still feel bad, don’t you? That’s your humanity.
Jelpi:
You haven’t lost it yet, but now that you remember the past, there’s no guarantee you won’t start to piece together the future. If that happened unexpectedly, it would be bad for the world and for all of us. So let’s put it to the test and see if VIXX made any difference.
Kangmin Yoo:
The screen behind Jelpi flicks on again.
Jelpi:
This… is World Ender. This is what you all became.
Jelpi:
The one wearing the blue mask is their leader, the man that used to be Yoo Kangmin. This is what Kangmin became after the events at the club following graduation, on the last night you all saw him. He became filled with despair and disappeared in order to make a plan to bring despair to everyone. He pretended to live a normal life, worked as a news anchor, and slowly built up influence under the name Alex Yu.
Jelpi:
After three years, Alex first recruited Kim Yongseung. It wasn’t hard, since he had told Kangmin about his traumatic past when they attended Hope’s Peak together. So all Alex had to do was to update him on how undeservingly successful his childhood bullies had become and how they continued to take advantage of their power to hurt people in varying ways. With suggestion and support from Alex, Yongseung became the first Agent of Despair.
Jelpi:
In the same year, Alex recruited the second Agent of Despair, Ju Yeonho. At Yeonho’s lowest point, he and his family being targeted by loan sharks, he could only follow Alex’s suggestion. With Yongseung’s sense of justice against those more powerful to aid them, not only did blackmailing people become a way for Yeonho to free himself, but it also became a way to gather funds for World Ender.
Jelpi:
Next was Jo Gyehyeon. Alex wanted to have him, and it took him a year to find the method to make it happen. He stole Gyehyeon’s late best friend’s suicide note that had been filed away and brought it to him. It was enough, and Gyehyeon’s reckless reaction almost resulted in their fiery deaths. But Alex knew they couldn’t die just yet. His team of despair wasn’t at peak perfection yet.
Jelpi:
The following year, Alex targeted Hong Minchan, taking advantage of him at his lowest point. He managed to replace Minchan’s detachment from life with motivation to give the people what they wanted. In a way, the mass poisoning incident worked as Alex’s warning to the world for what was to come.
Jelpi:
Soon after, Alex went to help the “mother” of Alex Yu, the reason he had this new name. He showed up unexpectedly and helped Bae Hoyoung sneak out of his home late at night. Hoyoung was considering never going back again until Alex told him the truth about his aunt kidnapping him, something he discovered while researching ways to recruit him. Hoyoung did return that night to confront the woman that stole him. When she lashed out in a panic at him, Hoyoung realized how much stronger he was than her now that he was grown.
Jelpi:
At that point, the group was almost but not yet whole. And after two years, Alex then had the influence, the money, and the talent, with only one member left to recruit. He set out to find Lee Dongheon and show him proof of what he always knew. By blackmailing Dongheon’s “adoptive” father, Alex indirectly revealed the truth that—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Shut up!!!
Jelpi:
This is the truth of Alex Yu—the you that you don’t remember! He spent years assembling this perfect group, to keep the others as close to him as they were before, by finding their unique sources of despair and giving them a little push into it. All so they could feel how you felt when you killed—!
Kangmin Yoo:
No!!!
Dongheon Lee:
K-Kangmin…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t stop shaking. This is my own personal hell, isn’t it? It’s hell to care about someone whose life I ruined. I had forgotten him, and yet I was still made to feel the same way about him again. I must have died and gone to hell. This place was made for me to face what I did—!
Kangmin Yoo:
H-Hyung, the man that adopted you… He put a hit on your family. He did that because—
Dongheon Lee:
I know. He’s my biological father.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Jelpi:
It’s in the documents! Dongheon’s mother gave birth to him and was lucky enough to find someone she loved that wanted to help raise him. His biological father had a couple of affairs but only knew about Dongheon being born. Since his wife at the time couldn’t have children, he asked for custody. But Dongheon’s mother refused, and so he had her, her husband, and her father killed so that Dongheon would have nowhere left to go but to him!
Kangmin Yoo:
You knew…?
Dongheon Lee:
Only because of Jelpi…
Kangmin Yoo:
But you don’t know… who caused the accident, do you…? The person that waited for your family to drive by before signaling for another driver to run into them…
Dongheon Lee:
Wh-what…?
Kangmin Yoo:
Hyung… it was me.
Kangmin Yoo:
I lower my head and clench my fists, waiting for the others to cry and shout at me for doing something so horrible to their friend. I wait for Dongheon to say he’ll never forgive me and tell me how much I ruined his life. When he’s too stunned to speak, I continue to get it over with faster.
Kangmin Yoo:
Even when I realized what happened, I took the bribe to keep my mouth shut and let your father get away with it! That’s how I could afford to go to Hope’s Peak despite having no talent! Because I took your family from you!
Dongheon Lee:
K-Kangmin, you…
Kangmin Yoo:
I killed them! I did that to you! And then I accidentally killed that man at the club when he suddenly brought up my past! Because he said you were the kid whose life I ruined, and I just couldn’t take it!
Kangmin Yoo:
If Jelpi says I’m the Ultimate Despair, then maybe I am! Because horrible things happen wherever I go! You’d all have been better off without me! You should have just killed me!
Dongheon Lee:
… Kangmin, it’s not your fault—
Kangmin Yoo:
How could you even say that?
Dongheon Lee:
You took the bribe because you were scared, weren’t you? I mean, you had just seen people die because a powerful person arranged it, so of course you didn’t want to go against him. And it sounds llike… you didn’t even know you were acting as a lookout, did you?
Kangmin Yoo:
N-no, but I…
Dongheon Lee:
It’s not your fault.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hearing those words infuriates me. How could he say that so easily after knowing how much pain I caused him? Is he pretending to be brave again like before? I can’t stand it—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Then forget that accident! How about the fact that I recruited you all to despair? You all moved on from me, and I still came back and sabotaged your happiness? How am I not to blame?
Yongseung Kim:
Simply because you didn’t do any of that. The concept of the “self” is dependent on memories. Alex’s memories of his horrible actions were used as a self-schema that continually justified his identity as the Ultimate Despair. But your current self doesn't have those memories to draw upon, so you have no attachment to his motives nor inclination to act as he did—which is why you’re not Alex, you’re Kangmin.
Kangmin Yoo:
Maybe I’m not Alex right now, but what if I become him again? What if I remember what it was like to be taken by despair? I can’t be allowed to live like this! Please, do something while I’m still Kangmin and not Alex!
Minchan Hong:
Kangmin, answer me this. Why do you think you’ll become Alex? You were told everything just now, but it didn’t trigger you to change or remember anything else. By telling you the truth, Jelpi was testing you, wasn’t she? And you passed.
Jelpi:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
But… I’m the true Ultimate Despair. If I’m the original source of despair, then I’m fated to become despair again, aren’t I…?
Hoyoung Bae:
Kangmin is not the Ultimate Despair and never was. Remember your file you found at the Jelpi house?
Yeonho Ju:
The Foundation deemed you as having no ultimate because they removed the time after you became Alex from your memories. That means that even the Foundation thinks you were never inherently the Ultimate Despair in the first place. They don’t believe you’re this lost cause that’s unable to be reformed.
Gyehyeon Jo:
You were just a kid that went through some insanely tough times without a way to cope and no one to fall back on… It really was just unlucky, but despair isn’t who you are.
Kangmin Yoo:
…?
Dongheon Lee:
That’s right… In fact, in another world where you hadn’t had to go through such hardships, I believe you would have the potential to become someone infinitely more hopeful…
Jelpi:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
More… hopeful?
Dongheon Lee:
It’s my theory that Kangmin was only able to become the Ultimate Despair because his true uncovered talent is being… the Ultimate Potential!
Yongseung Kim:
—! Hyung, that’s—!
Yeonho Ju:
Th-that’s why…?
Minchan Hong:
So we’re really here because…!
Kangmin Yoo:
I don’t understand why everyone looks shocked, like they figured out something that I didn’t.
Jelpi:
Hm? That’s an interesting claim, Dongheon. Expound!
Dongheon Lee:
You know what I’m talking about! Except for Kangmin, all of us attended Hope’s Peak because of our ultimate abilities—talents we were born with that are beyond what the average person is capable of. Having these abilities are what allowed us to become Ultimate Despair in the first place.
Yongseung Kim:
I think I understand what you’re getting at. Looking at the semantics, what made us able to label ourselves accurately as “Ultimate Despair” was having ultimate abilities before falling into despair, meaning…
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin already had an undiscovered ultimate ability!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Jelpi:
And you’re saying this ability makes him the “Ultimate Potential”? What would that even entail?
Hoyoung Bae:
I remember Kangmin saying he was never good at school until he applied himself before coming to Hope’s Peak. Then suddenly, he was an A+ student!
Minchan Hong:
Think about how fast he picked up cooking with proper guidance. When he was in the zone, he was an amazing sous chef.
Gyehyeon Jo:
When Kangmin was upset or lost confidence in himself, his skills and performance at whatever he was doing seemed to weaken. But when he was acting out of care for all of us, it felt like he became capable of doing anything, whether that thing was playing basketball or lifting an extremely heavy robot over the rail of a tower.
Yeonho Ju:
He really did unimaginable things, like when he helped me pick the right answer in the music box game because he was worried I was in danger. He even hurt himself on purpose just so I’d be safe!
Yongseung Kim:
It was hard to know what to expect from Kangmin because, when it came to him, it seemed like anything was possible. That’s why the best way to describe Kangmin’s ability is Ultimate Potential!
Dongheon Lee:
And Kangmin’s endless potential is the true reason we’re on this island, isn’t it, Jelpi?!
Jelpi:
…!
Dongheon Lee:
If we were here just to see if people influenced by despair could be reformed, then testing that on the true Ultimate Despair would be a huge risk when an easier solution is just to kill him! Which means they wanted Kangmin alive because they had a suspicion he had a unique ability to help save the world!
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Dongheon Lee:
The bonds we made through collecting Hope Fragments were so important because that was the key for the Foundation to change Kangmin’s fate and utilize his Ultimate Potential into making him… the Ultimate Hope!
Jelpi:
—?!
Dongheon Lee:
That’s what the Foundation truly wanted to use us for. If their program is successful in making Kangmin reach his full potential and he becomes the Ultimate Hope, then he will be the one to guide humanity back to hope and save the world!
Kangmin Yoo:
—! Th-that’s…
Jelpi:
Hmm… A very intriguing theory! But even if it were true, the Hope Restoration Program didn’t turn out to be successful, did it?
Jelpi:
Because you failed to keep all 21 Hope Fragments!
Yongseung Kim:
Huh—?
Kangmin Yoo:
The screen behind Jelpi flashes to show the current Hope Fragment count. Every pair has earned a Hope Fragment together except… all of the fragments that I had gained are gone…
Jelpi:
You only have 15 Hope Fragments now…
Minchan Hong:
How is that possible?!
Hoyoung Bae:
So we really can lose fragments? Jelpi said before that if that happens—
Jelpi:
Then you can never get them back again! It seems that in remembering the past—remembering the last moment you saw Kangmin—you have lost your deep bond with him! Perhaps because you were horrified to remember what happened! Maybe you lost respect for him! Or maybe… you’ve come to fear him…
Kangmin Yoo:
I squeeze my eyes shut as tears threaten to flow out. I knew they’d end up hating me once they knew the truth about what I’ve done. I lost all of my friends, and it’s all my fault—!
Gyehyeon Jo:
… That’s a load of bull.
Jelpi:
Eh?
Gyehyeon Jo:
I didn’t lose my respect for Kangmin. And I’m sure as hell not afraid of him. He’s my friend.
Kangmin Yoo:
You don’t have to lie. I know what I’ve done. You can’t forgive me for what you saw that night, and that’s why you all instantly lost your Hope Fragments with me when you remembered…
Jelpi:
If Kangmin really is unredeemable and unlovable, then his full rehabilitation cannot be ensured, so the Foundation has no choice but to get rid of him before he wakes up, for everyone’s safety… Since you are all disgusted with him, it’s what has to be done…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Like I said, this is bullshit! I’m not disgusted with Kangmin! I’ll never forget what he did for me that day at the amusement park. When I was risking my life trying to get info on my friend, Kangmin was watching out for me the whole time! He’s a good guy!
Minchan Hong:
Even Kangmin’s remorse for what he did is proof of his character. He is redeemable, and he is lovable! In fact, I love him right now!
Yeonho Ju:
He’s always had us in mind. He’s done nothing but care for us the whole time we’ve been on this island and back at Hope’s Peak! Nothing will change that!
Kangmin Yoo:
What are you guys saying…? Wh-why would you lie to this extent…? We clearly lost our Hope Fragments… It’s undeniable proof of how you really feel!
Dongheon Lee:
No… that’s not what it is. I don’t think we lost Hope Fragments because of how we feel about you. We lost them because of how you feel about us.
Kangmin Yoo:
—?!
Kangmin Yoo:
Could he really be right…? This heavy feeling of guilt inside of me, the feeling that I’m ashamed to be their friend because of how cursed I am, that’s why the fragments are gone? Because I don’t feel deserving of being their friend—?!
Tears start flowing out of me before I can stop them.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Hoyoung Bae:
K-Kangmin…
Kangmin Yoo:
Wh-why…? Why would you still want to be my friend—after everything? I don’t deserve it…!
Yongseung Kim:
Even if you feel that way, nothing will change how we feel about you.
Minchan Hong:
No matter what the hell happened in your past, we’ll still believe in you—easily.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m suddenly grabbed by Dongheon and Hoyoung and pulled into a tight hug with the others piling on.
Dongheon Lee:
Kangmin-a… We’ll be there for you from now on. We failed to stay by your side before, but we’ll never leave you again.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Ding. Ding. Ding. Ding. Ding. Ding.
Kangmin Yoo:
Suddenly, the six Hope Fragments that I had lost start coming back one by one on the screen.
Jelpi:
You earned them back?! Even after knowing all you know about each other?! I didn’t think it would be possible—!
Kangmin Yoo:
Jelpi stops to suddenly regain her composure.
Jelpi:
Well… So you all think you can believe in Kangmin, do you? Since you have 21 Hope Fragments, it’s on to our next order of business…
Kangmin Yoo:
At each trial podium, two virtual buttons appear. One reading “stay” and the other reading “leave.”
Jelpi:
The Hope Restoration Program hasn’t gone exactly to plan, but that might be for the best. Because now that you know everything, you can make an informed decision for the sake of the world.
Jelpi:
Do you really believe you could release this boy into the world without a worry, even with the knowledge that he has the potential to fall into despair once again? Or will you play it safe and keep him and yourselves in this simulation?
Jelpi:
Need I remind you what it’s like in the outside world as of now? At every turn, there is despair—every day you’ll see something more horrific than ever before. Do you think Kangmin will be able to keep hope in those situations? Do you think you all will be able to?
Yongseung Kim:
…
Jelpi:
If you choose to stay, you’ll be able to live on this luxurious island for the rest of your lives. You will be safe and happy with each other.
Jelpi:
But if you choose to leave, there’s no telling what will become of you or what hardships you will face. There’s hardly anything left out there to be hopeful about.
Jelpi:
So… make your choices now.
Kangmin Yoo:
I stare at the buttons in front of me. I wasn’t sure that I could trust myself moments ago, but now, because of my friends, I’m thinking I might have the courage to go out and face what’s become of the world— No, now I have a responsibility to face it and make it better—!
Click. Click. Click. Click. Click. Click. Click.
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s a pause after we’ve all selected our choices, and Jelpi looks at us with an unreadable expression.
Jelpi:
It’s unanimous… You all have faith in each other to the extent that you do not fear falling into despair again…
Jelpi:
… Congratulations, gentlemen. You’ve passed. You have officially graduated from “Hello, Hope” Paradise!
Kangmin Yoo:
We really did it…!
Jelpi:
Lee Dongheon, Bae Hoyoung, Hong Minchan, Jo Gyehyeon, Ju Yeonho, Kim Yongseung. You are free from despair and will be allowed to wake up from the simulation full of hope for the future.
Jelpi:
And Yoo Kangmin… You too will be able to continue your life without the memories of your time as Alex, free from the guilt of despair, with a heart full of hope and a bright future.
Kangmin Yoo:
But… I still did bad things as Kangmin…
Jelpi:
As was beaten into you, the accident with Dongheon’s family wasn’t your fault. And that man at the club… If it makes you feel any better, the autopsy showed he actually died as a result of overdosing before anything you did to him in self-defense. Coincidentally, you’re innocent.
Kangmin Yoo:
I’m…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I can’t believe this… I’m going to get to live on, together with everyone, after we’ve overcome our darkest inner demons. I’m trembling with thankfulness at this second chance we’ve been given when I feel a hand clasp around mine.
Hoyoung Bae:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
Everyone’s smiling faces make me feel that this nightmarish island experience was all worth it.
Jelpi:
You’re all ready for the outside world. I look forward to seeing what you do out there. The simulation ends here… Now… wake up.
Kangmin Yoo:
A round purple portal appears in the middle of the room. We all look at it, and then at each other, before walking in together.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
?:
Gentlemen…
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Welcome back.
*
Minchan Hong:
Come on, come on, come on!
Dongheon Lee:
Chan-a?!
Kangmin Yoo:
The leader of team VERIVERY stops the car as he spots Minchan running down the debris-covered street towards us. When Minchan gets into the back seat next to me, Dongheon turns around to look at him.
Dongheon Lee:
Where are the others?
Minchan Hong:
There’s been a change of plans! The despair victims escaped, and Gyehyeon and Yeonho are chasing after them now, but they need you to be there so we can drive them to the Foundation right away. They’re slippery ones!
Minchan Hong:
Do you guys have a spare gun I can borrow?
Kangmin Yoo:
I hand Minchan the heavy duty gun I was holding and take out my pistol instead, twirling it around my finger. We don’t really need these fancy weapons, since we shoot only to injure so as to spare every surviving victim of despair.
Yongseung turns around to look at Minchan from the passenger seat.
Yongseung Kim:
Do you want the flame thrower? Gyehyeon gave it to me before we split up.
Dongheon Lee:
Why did he bring that?! What would we do with it on this mission?!
Hoyoung Bae:
We’re clearly having a more difficult time on this mission than we thought. Maybe we’d need it—
Kangmin Yoo:
Hoyoung finally looks up from reviewing the files of the despair victims we’re currently chasing that the Foundation had assigned us and looks over to see Minchan for the first time since he entered the car.
Hoyoung Bae:
Christ, Chan-a, why’s there a trail of blood down your shirt?
Minchan Hong:
I didn’t get hurt, I just had a bloody nose earlier.
Yongseung Kim:
You’ve been working too hard.
Minchan Hong:
We have to get to the others quick! Hyung, you’re going the wrong way! They might be across town by now!
Dongheon Lee:
Everyone, hang on!
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon quickly spins the car around, and the others have something to hold onto while I don’t, but I’m feeling safely snug in between Hoyoung and Minchan. We’re on course and speeding through the rundown city.
Dongheon Lee:
Where?
Minchan Hong:
They went north, but…
Hoyoung Bae:
Oh—! There!
Kangmin Yoo:
Hoyoung points to a tall building as we see the others fly by a window in a stairwell. They’re heading up. Everyone in the backseat jumps out of the car and quickly follows them into the building. It isn’t until we get to the roof when we spot them. Gyehyeon is cautiously approaching as the despair victim, wearing a red mask, has Yeonho by the neck and is inching toward the edge of the building.
Despair Victim:
I’ll throw us both off! And you’ll have to watch your friend die with me as we splat onto the ground in a mess of bloody red! It will be the perfect last act of despair!
Gyehyeon Jo:
… I’ve seen better.
Yeonho Ju:
—!
Kangmin Yoo:
The woman steps off of the building as Gyehyeon rushes forward to grab Yeonho by the arm before he can fall with her.
Yeonho Ju:
Real graceful solution! What if I fell?
Gyehyeon Jo:
They always do this. I knew I could’ve reached you in time. Besides, I saw the others pull up.
Kangmin Yoo:
Looking over the edge of the building, I see Dongheon and Yongseung holding a life net as the woman falls helplessly, and safely, onto it. The two Agents of Hope then quickly move to capture her.
Kangmin Yoo:
Where’d the other one go? You were after two despair victims, weren’t you…?
Gyehyeon Jo:
We lost the other one while chasing this one…
Yeonho Ju:
I hope he doesn’t do anything to hurt himself or others until we find him again.
Kangmin Yoo:
I nod, though it pains me to have lost sight of someone who needs reforming.
Kangmin Yoo:
Let’s get this one back to headquarters then.
Kangmin Yoo:
We descend the stairs and exit the building. The others have the woman tied up as they escort her into the back seat of the car.
Yongseung Kim:
We gave her a sedative, so she should be safe until we get back to the base.
Dongheon Lee:
There isn’t much room, so you guys will have to walk back to the other car.
Yeonho Ju:
We ran so far from it…
Gyehyeon Jo:
Do you remember where we left it?
Minchan Hong:
I’ll lead the way. Come on.
Kangmin Yoo:
Everyone turns to follow Minchan. I only take a step before stopping when I hear a noise behind me. I turn around—
Kangmin Yoo:
—!
Despair Victim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
There’s the other despair victim, pointing his gun right at me, but I’ve also got mine aimed at him.
Despair Victim:
Don’t you see? All there is everywhere you go is despair! Every person is bound to it! The leader told us so before he disappeared suddenly months ago! Oh, the despair I felt when the leader left us… It was perfect! If only I could know how he died so I could do the same!
Hoyoung Bae:
K-Kangmin…
Despair Victim:
Don’t move! I haven’t decided who would be best to shoot first! Which one of you is the most loved? That’s my target!
Minchan Hong:
Aren’t you sick of acting this way? It’s super lame.
Yeonho Ju:
Yeah, edgelord, calm down.
Despair Victim:
Huh? Despair isn’t lame! It’s the fundamental state of all living beings! We were doomed from the start to succumb to despair!
Kangmin Yoo:
Really? Then explain this—
Bang!
Despair Victim:
Ah—!
Kangmin Yoo:
I lowered my gun to shoot the guy in the leg. In shock, he drops his gun, which Gyehyeon quickly confiscates, before falling down on one knee and struggling to stand up.
Despair Victim:
Th-this… This is true despair! I’ll be killed by you all, with not a single hope left for me! Ahahaha!
Gyehyeon Jo:
You wish. You’re gonna live a lot longer than you think.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hoyoung steps up to tend to the despair victim’s wound while Yeonho binds his hands together, though he’s putting up a fight.
Despair Victim:
What? No, you have to kill me! I want to experience despair like never before! Despair is what we’re all fated to!
Kangmin Yoo:
“Fated to despair…?” Then how do we make any sense?
Despair Victim:
Wh-what do you mean? Who are you—?
Kangmin Yoo:
Despair is the lie we tell ourselves when we’re lonely, when we’ve given up, and when we think there is no future.
Kangmin Yoo:
But there is a future. I can see one within all of us and in every despair victim we come across. And I see one in you too.
Despair Victim:
…?
Kangmin Yoo:
I believe the one thing we all are truly fated to… is hope. When you’re surrounded by those that care for you, it comes naturally—hope for them and hope for yourself. And for starters… we care about you. I hope you too will start to see your future soon.
Despair Victim:
…
Kangmin Yoo:
The man goes silent at my words. Within the sloppy holes cut into his mask, I see his wet eyes staring at me. He stops putting up a fight and lets Yeonho tie him up.
Gyehyeon Jo:
No devil lived on!
Kangmin Yoo:
Gyehyeon shouts a victory cry first, followed by the others’ cheers. It’s not every day that we can successfully apprehend despair victims, but it feels good when we do, knowing that they’re now safe and that we made a difference. We’re trying to make the world right!
Kangmin Yoo:
It’s been months since VIXX helped us recover from our despair, and since then, we’ve been dedicating our lives to helping others do the same and returning the world back to normal. It’s not an easy journey, but being by each other’s sides, we’re stronger, braver, and more full of hope.
Kangmin Yoo:
Hoyoung and Yeonho finish escorting the second captured despair victim into the backseat of Dongheon’s car.
Hoyoung Bae:
Let’s reform someone who owned an ice cream parlor next. That should be top priority for society to rebuild successfully.
Dongheon Lee:
Let’s see if that’s the next task. Jelpi, any victims of despair on the radar?
Kangmin Yoo:
The screen in the car’s dash lights up at Dongheon’s question.
Jelpi:
There have been no reports of despair within 10 miles.
Dongheon Lee:
Okay, then we’ll head back. Jelpi, any new messages from—?
Ring ring ring…
Dongheon Lee:
Speak of the devil.
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon answers the call on speaker.
Dongheon Lee:
We just finished the assignment.
N:
Really? That’s great. If you can head back quickly, we could use help with the recent despair victims we brought in.
Kangmin Yoo:
I tilt my head in confusion. They don’t usually need us to research new despair victims. Conducting research is how they identify them when they’re uncooperative or how they find out where their support system lies or where to cut off their memories so they can begin reformation. Why would they need help with that?
Kangmin Yoo:
Is it a bigger group than usual?
N:
Oh, not by much. You know, we’ve been doing extra well because you guys volunteered to help us, so we’ve been thinking of having a feast to celebrate!
Kangmin Yoo:
Really? That sounds great!
N:
If you don’t spot anyone else in need on your way back to headquarters, it’ll be good to return quickly so we can finish work for the day and get the party started…
N:
Oh, and by the way, Kangmin… we found your parents. They survived.
Kangmin Yoo:
…!
Kangmin Yoo:
Yongseung hops out of the passenger seat and holds the door open for me.
Yongseung Kim:
Come on, you ride with Dongheon so you’ll get there faster. I’ll walk to the other car with the others.
Kangmin Yoo:
…
Dongheon Lee:
Let’s go.
Kangmin Yoo:
Dongheon smiles at me in contentment as I board the car. Every day, a new hope is discovered, and the future looks clearer and brighter.
Notes:
Yeah so, a fic based on the O mv ended up including a lot of other vrvr mv lore, so this is almost like a really long theory essay for one interpretation of how different mvs could connect. The order goes:
Ring Ring Ring (everyone meeting) → O (the incident that started despair) → Trigger (Despair killing their true selves and World Ender terrorizing the world) → Get Away (getting captured) → Undercover (An ongoing fight against despair)
So if you want, you can watch these music videos (and the “[ROUND 0 : WHO] Individual Film”s) and vividly hallucinate that they’re metaphors about this fanfiction like I’ve been doing sdfghjk
Anyway, so that was the longest thing I’ve ever written. I absolutely thank the hell out of you for reading. I feel like the main story was wrapped up how it needed to be, and yet… there’s still more that I would have liked to show. I plan on taking a break and spending some time writing other belbel fic(s) for now, but tbh I can see myself stopping back here (or in a new work?) to add bonus chapters about their pasts, their futures, extras from the island, their romances, etc. But for now! The story is complete. Thank you so so much for reading this thing!!