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ICE ALLIANCE: A Jelsa Fanfic (now set AFTER Frozen 2, REPOSTING from ff.n)

Summary:

"This ISN'T a laughing matter, you know," the young woman gritted. "YOU broke into the queen's sleeping quarters. And when this kingdom's safety is hanging in the balance, I promise you, you do NOT want to find out what I would be willing to do, to COUNTER that threat."

Jack Frost blushed, staring down at his handcuffed wrists.

"Sorry," he choked.

"Alright. Thank you," she sighed, sitting back in the chair and reaching for the tablet and parchment on the table. "Then we're going. To try this. Again."

Looking back through the bars of the icy jail cell, the girl suspiciously eyed the Youngest Guardian as he stood before her, glancing up and down his gangly frame as she considered her next question. Picking up her quill to dip it in the inkwell and then place it onto the parchment once again, she leaned forward an inch, gazing with intensity into his eyes.

"Okay, young man," she started quietly. "Who sent you?"

"Santa Claus."

"REALLY?!"

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[Now set AFTER Frozen II, ongoing fic, as TRUE TO CHARACTERS/SETTINGS as possible]

Chapter 1: The Nice List

Chapter Text

[I'm reposting this, word-for-word, ONE chapter at a time, from Fanfiction.net. --NNT, starting 10/5/2022]

 

AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hi, guys! Thanks for clicking, and welcome to this fic! Here are THREE relevant things you need to know:

1. Regarding the GENRE: I have no idea. It's a lot of things. There's a lot of humor in Ice Alliance, and it's definitely a romance, so I'll put that.

2. Regarding FROZEN II: To ask the obvious question, how is a fanfic that was started in 2015 compatible with Frozen II canon? Miraculously, Ice Alliance lined up with the new material so well that all I had to do was tweak a few early plot points to make the whole thing canon-compliant once again. As of 1/10/20, THIS IS THE NOW TWEAKED, FROZEN-II VERSION OF ICE ALLIANCE. For anybody interested, I'll include a couple of Author's Notes at the end of the chapters that got the BIGGEST changes to explain what the original version was. (Oh—and, some of the early chapters have characters referring to Elsa as being the Queen of Arendelle. Don't worry, her position/mortality/etc. all get explained! Just hang on!) (And, NO—don't worry, I haven't killed off Anna!) ;)

3. Regarding the TIMELINE: I shift ROTG back and squeeze the three-year gap between Frozen and Frozen II into one year; otherwise, everything is canon-compliant. Here's the Ice Alliance timeline (set in the very Disney-fied, NOT AT ALL historically accurate mid-1800's):

ACCORDING TO ME: Frozen II takes place about 15 months after Frozen, and then ROTG takes place another 6 months after that. Skip forward to the following December, and our story begins.

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1: THE NICE LIST

BANG!

"AW-JEE-WEEAH!"

"Sorry, Phil!"

A gust of icy wind tore through the Workshop, rattling the silver lids against their platters and sending a shudder through the Guardians as it swept past. North slapped his hands down onto the table, rising from his chair and letting out a hearty laugh as the gangly, white-haired figure shot up past the globe, flipping over the Control Station balcony and tumbling forward through the air in a flurry of snowflakes.

"JACK FROST!" he boomed, his stomach shaking. "COME! Sit down at table and eat!"

Jack laughed as he dropped onto the carpet, kicking his staff onto his shoulder. "I was kind of surprised to get your summons," he admitted, a wave of confusion sweeping over his face, "Um—what's all this?"

"A CELEBRATION!"

"I can see that," he chuckled, eying the banners hanging from the rafters above the table. "But—um—what—are we celebrating? Exactly?"

There was a faint whirring sound, and Jack raised his eyebrows, glancing back to the other end of the table. Toothiana was hovering above her seat.

"You, Jack," she smiled. "We're celebrating you."

Looking down to his feet, Jack smiled sheepishly, giving an embarrassed little shrug and sticking his free hand into his pocket. North beamed, beckoning to one of the yetis standing at attention by the fireplace as the Spirit of Winter walked forward to join them, self-consciously side-stepping the design of his own likeness in the center of the Guardian Symbol on the floor.

After Jack had taken his oath in the previous spring, the Guardians had flown back to the pole to celebrate, only to find when they arrived that the grand tile design in the floor—the Guardian Compass, as North called it—had changed, the grand G in its center transformed to now include an image of Jack. The images of the other four Guardians on the corners were unaltered, but the entire piece was now adorned with crystals, from where they later discovered that the single great crystal beneath the floor had burst, showering the piece with thousands of its glistening shards. With Jack Frost joining the team to reunite and strengthen the other Guardians, the full design was now—at last—truly complete.

There was always meant to be a Fifth Guardian.

Responding to North's order, and the yeti snorted, shuffling forward to the table to meet him. Handing the Guardian of Wonder a scroll, it then stepped back, standing at attention as North unrolled it and held it up in the air.

"For the first time in three hundred years," North announced, pausing to raise a bushy eyebrow in Jack's direction and clear his throat, "Ahem—three hundred YEARS—an individual currently known by the name of Jack Frost has made the Nice List."

Trumpets blared, and Jack's eyes widened as another pair of yetis stepped forward, draping a garland over his shoulders. "Now—wait," Jack laughed, "Seriously?"

"Yah not the only one who's suhpized," a gruff voice scoffed. "I couldn't belave it eitha."

The Youngest Guardian arched an eyebrow, looking back to the table. "Thanks for that vote of confidence, Bunny."

A distinct, golden shimmering glimmered through the air as the Sandman—floating a few inches above his seat—silently laughed at Jack's retort, seeing the Guardian of Hope's expression. Grinning eagerly, Jack then pulled out one of the old wooden chairs from the table and scrambled into it, dropping the shepherd's crook in front of him with a clatter.

"So," Jack said, reaching across the table and taking a chicken leg from one of the silver platters, "Less than a year of the Guardian gig, and I get a celebratory feast? Nice!"

"Not just a feast," North chuckled.

SCREEECH!

He shoved his chair back from the table across the stone tiles, and then smacked his enormous thighs. "COME! Sit on my lap! Tell me what you want for Christmas!"

"Sit on your—wait. No way. No—AUGH!"

CLUNK. The chicken leg dropped back onto his plate, and with one yeti taking each arm, Jack yelped as he was helplessly yanked up into the air, kicking out his legs in shock and knocking over the wooden seat. As the other Guardians burst out laughing, Jack heard it fall to the side with a crash as he passionately protested, yelling and struggling as the two yetis calmly carried him across the room. Reaching the Guardian of Wonder's chair, they held him up for a long moment, then unceremoniously dropping him into North's lap.

Before he could jump off, North lunged forward, seizing the back of his hoodie.

"HEY!" Jack gritted, "PutMeDown!"

"Tell me what you want for Christmas."

He scoffed in disgust. "Couldn't you just ask me?"

"No."

"I HAVE to be sitting on your lap?"

"Yes."

"Why?"

"Reasons." North leaned forward, gazing deep into Jack's eyes. Jack flinched at the awkward closeness. "Now tell me," North whispered, "What—do you want—for Christmas?"

Jack's breath caught.

He opened his mouth to say something, but then glanced to the side, quickly shutting it again. He quickly shook his head, forcing another laugh. "I—I think I'm good," he stammered. "There's nothing I want. I've got everything I need."

North's eyes narrowed. He then sat back, a pensive expression on his face.

"Jack Frost…" he said quietly. "You know that you can—"

"Seriously! There's nothing I want!"

Jack shoved back North's arm, leaping down off his thigh. He spun around and took a step back, inching towards the table again with his hands in the air. "I've got everything, okay? There are a lot of kids who believe in me, I know my center, I help people have fun, and," he added, leaping to the side and snatching the chicken leg back off of his plate, "I have—uh, this. Which is really good, by the way."

"I will pass on compliments to chef," North said slowly. "But—"

"—In fact, yeah, I think I'm going to go think about my center some more right now," he snapped, his brow setting defensively. "See ya."

He ripped off the garland and let it fall to the ground, reaching across the table and snatching up his staff. Then, turning and pacing quickly across the room, Jack Frost launched himself into the air and burst out through the tall wooden doors.

BANG!

And the other Guardians found themselves sitting in silence once again.

"So… tha went well," Bunnymund offered.

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North found Jack sitting in his favorite window, absent-mindedly creating frost patterns on the glass. It had gotten dark as snow fell softly outside, twirling and spinning in the wind, but Jack hadn't lit any candles or lamps, sitting all alone in the moonlight.

The Spirit of Winter often stayed overnight at the Pole, and this place—an old storage loft up high on the edge of the workshop—had sort of unofficially been claimed as his room. Holding only a few old pieces of furniture between the boxes of scrap wood and extra paint, it had two overstuffed chairs, a small table, and a dresser. The dresser was mostly filled with North's backstock of spare snowglobes, but it also housed the spare drawer holding Jack Frost's few worldly possessions; a tiny Russian nesting doll, a jewel-encrusted toothbrush from the fairies, and a new outfit that had been a gift from the Man in the Moon in the previous spring.

The set of clothes resided in its box in the drawer because—upon initially trying them on, thanks to Toothiana's convincing—Jack had felt so ridiculously overdressed (snooty, as he called it) that he'd switched back into his tattered pants and hoodie almost immediately. However, North had encouraged him to keep the new things, just in case he changed his mind. As for the jeweled toothbrush, all of the Guardians had these, in different designs made by the fairies. The Guardian of Memory, for all of her care and sweetness, was perhaps not the most creative of gift-givers. That being said, North wasn't about to complain for being the only person in the world with a lifetime supply of sugarplum-flavored toothpaste.

But back to Jack.

North walked up behind him, folding his arms across his chest.

"You lied to me, Jack Frost."

Jack's back stiffened.

A few flurries of snow beginning to materialize out of the air around him, he determinately kept staring at the window. "No, I—no, I didn't."

"Yes, you did," North pressed, leaning forward. "I can tell."

"Gosh, is that so?" Jack murmured sarcastically. "I'm fascinated."

He rolled his eyes in feigned annoyance, drawing in his left knee slightly closer to his chest. North could see the edges of Jack's ears turning pink, his muscles tense as he struggled to keep color from rising to his face, snow flurries silently falling around him from out of the air. This, however, was not a surprise. The Spirit of Winter had been struggling a bit lately to control his steadily increasing power, as far more children now believed in his existence than they had in the previous spring.

North drew himself up again, towering above Jack by the window. "I always know when someone is not telling me what they really want for Christmas. I can feel it," he said casually, leaning forward and smacking his stomach. "In my belly."

Jack's eyes widened slightly, and he jolted, the flurries freezing in the air. He then let out a sharp, breathy laugh of disbelief, turning around and meeting North's gaze. "You're kidding."

"Of course not," North chuckled. "Why do you think I make you sit on lap?"

Shoooooonk. North pulled up one of the huge overstuffed chairs to the window, sitting down. Relaxing into its rich cushions, he looked back to Jack, a good-natured glint in his eye. "The belly always can tell."

Jack sighed. The Youngest Guardian turned back to the window, flicking his hand across the glass and forming an elaborate snowflake, then pulling the edges out into increasingly complicated patterns.

"So…" North started again.

Jack squeezed his eyes shut. "What do you want, North?"

"What do you want, is the question."

Jack set his jaw, looking more intently at the snowflake. North sat back in his chair.

"Aaaaah… I see," he began knowingly. "You are lonely. Some companionship, perhaps?"

"What? I—"

"—I could arrange it, you know. There are many delightful women on the Nice List. Or," he laughed, "The Naughty List—if you prefer—"

"Naughty Li—wait, what? NO," Jack protested, abruptly sitting up in the windowsill. "That is NOT what I want—I mean, I—I wouldn't mind it if that was in my life, but—"

"Jack, it is perfectly normal," North chuckled, "Especially for a young man taken from mortality in the very prime of his youth, like yourself, without having even ever having the opportunity to—"

"—I am not hearing this—"

"—It is only natural that you would at least be curious, with regards to—"

"—NORTH! Oh my word. STOP!" Jack spun around, his face flushed.

North shook his head, laughing softly and pushing himself up from the chair. He began walking over to a table on the side of the room. "If you insist, Jack Frost. But it's really nothing to be embarrassed about."

"Auuuuurgh," Jack groaned, leaning his head back against the windowsill. "Why are you doing this to me? I know you haven't tortured Bunny about this. And since when are you matchmaker?" he snorted, "I thought that was Cupid's thing!"

"Ah yes, Cupid. That little devil is now the only person in history to beat you on naughty list record," North chuckled. "And for Bunny—well, you know how rabbits are."

Jack paused for a moment, processing the statement. As North picked up a plate of cookies and began to walk back towards the windowsill, Jack then pulled in a long breath, squeezing his eyes shut and kneading his forehead.

"Wow," he choked. "I did NOT need to know that."

North chuckled, sitting back down into the chair. "No matter. Cookie?"

"No thanks."

North shrugged, pulling the plate back towards himself and selecting a small, dark wafer. "You still haven't answered question, though," he said, eying the cookie. "What do you want for Christmas?"

He tossed it into his mouth, savoring its flavor as he intently watched the Youngest Guardian's expression. Jack's piercingly blue, snowflake-marked eyes were now soft with sadness, his mask of feigned annoyance beginning to weaken.

Ah, yes. There really was something.

The flurries of snow started materializing out of the air again, glinting in the moonlight as they floated silently to the floor. After a few more moments of visible struggle, Jack finally sighed, leaning his head back against the windowsill.

"North…" he started softly. "You can't get me what I really want."

North's eyes narrowed in consideration.

"Try me," he whispered.

He selected another cookie, looking at it for a second before popping it into his mouth. Jack pulled in a deep breath.

"Life's been great since Jamie," Jack blurted. "I mean, really. People believe in me now, so it has been. But that doesn't change all those years of isolation. Or—well—hi, I have ice powers and I don't know why," he stammered. A smile tugged at the edge of North's mouth as Jack continued. "I could help people have fun and things, but I couldn't ever really have control over anything."

North's bushy eyebrows lifted slightly. Setting the plate of cookies to the side, he leaned forward in the chair, setting his elbows on his knees and interlacing his fingers.

"So, you want to get beyond the past?" he asked quietly.

"No—well, yeah, but that's not it," Jack sighed. "I mean—the past will be there, but as long as the past is in the past, it's okay. It's only an issue when it's—you know. Affecting the now."

North nodded, saying nothing. Jack bit his lip, and North watched as he hugged his knee slightly closer into his chest, then shaking his head slightly.

"I justevery time I'm just trying to do the right thing, still just trying to get used to this whole Guardian business, and then someone will just walk through me—honestly?" Jack choked. "It kills me."

A silence fell over the room.

Seeing the pain in Jack's face, North pulled in a long breath, calculating his words carefully. He looked down to the floor, opening his mouth to say something, and then closed it again, glancing back up to the gangly young man in the window.

"Almost no one believes in us forever, Jack Frost," he whispered.

"Oh, I know that." Jack leapt down from the windowsill, sticking his hands into the front pocket of his hoodie and starting to pace the room. "I just—what I really want is to have a friend—sorry, a friend my age," he corrected, spinning around as North raised his eyebrows, "Who might understand what this is like."

The statement took North completely by surprise.

"Three hundred and nineteen years old?" he asked.

Jack blushed. "I meant my frozen age. Likenineteen. Or so."

North became quiet, leaning back into the chair as Jack turned away from him again, walking to the other side of the room and picking up his staff. North's eyes narrowed slightly in concentration, he stroked his beard, glancing upwards in thought. Then, the Guardian of Wonder leaned back in his chair, counting on his thick fingers, as if he was remembering something he hadn't thought of in a long time…

A pensive expression on his face, North's bushy eyebrows lifted slightly at the realization. A hint of a little smile tugging at the edge of his mouth as he resumed thoughtfully stroking his beard.

After a few more moments of silence, Jack let out a bark of bitter laughter.

"My point," he snapped. "See? You can't get me what I want. I want someone who understands, and they don't exist. Are you happy?"

Jack, holding the staff, folded his arms over his chest and leaned against the wall, glaring intently at North across the room. North laughed softly, planting his hands on the arms of the chair and pushing himself up out of it.

"Adults are so easy," he chuckled, slowly shaking his head. "If they won't tell you what they want, you guess money or sex. Either you are right—and you can't give it to them—or, they will be offended and tell you."

Jack's face flushed.

"Okay. You win," he mumbled, staring at the ground. "But now do you at least see why I didn't want to tell you?"

North shrugged, walking towards him. "That what you really want is a friend, about your age, that understands—let's see," he said, pausing and counting on his thick fingers again, "Ice powers, isolation, loneliness, stepping into increasing power, being "different," being Chosen by magical forces for a superteam, having an extraordinarily unique life mission and skill set, and struggling to control anything in surroundings while people don't notice efforts to do right thing—to help you get beyond the past?"

"Right. Doesn't exist."

Jack shook his head, his shoulders slightly hunched in embarrassment as he slunk past North towards the door. Unmoved, North crossed his enormous arms over his chest.

"You so sure about that?"

Jack froze.

North chuckled and began walking over to the chest of drawers on the other side of the room. Reaching for one of the knobs, he pretended not to notice Jack's stunned expression at the statement. "Have you ever heard of Arendelle, Jack Frost?"

"Arendelle? You mean that place in Norway?" Jack asked. "No, no, no. I only go to places that actually NEED snow. I mean, that place has gotten creepy in the last couple decades. I don't understand it—it's always snowing now, or having weird stuff like that freak July blizzard two years ago, or small-scale ice formation, or—"

North raised one of his bushy eyebrows, a hint of a smile cracking out of the side of his mouth. Jack's breath caught.

"Wait—are you saying that," he stammered, stumbling back a step, "In Arendelle—there's someone like me?"

"Well—in some ways, a little more powerful than you, but yes. Why you think they get such crazy weather patterns there?" North chuckled, pulling out a sparkling transportation globe. He turned back slowly to Jack, smirking. "Would you like to meet them?"

"Would I like t—of course!"

Jack's stumbled back another step, his face a whirlwind of emotions. North smiled, seeing the new glint of hope in the Youngest Guardian's expression as he nervously ran his fingers through his hair, gripping the staff so hard that his knuckles turned white.

"Arendelle," North whispered into the globe. He then stooped down onto the floor, rolling it across the wood as it grew and started spinning itself into a portal.

He turned back to Jack. "Oh—I should tell you," he chuckled, "This person—you should be respectful."

A wave of confusion swept across Jack's face. "What do you mean?" he asked, "Is he some sort of warlock? Or royalty, or something?"

North paused. He then threw back his head, gripping his shaking belly as his booming laughter filled the room.

"What? What is it?" Jack demanded anxiously, "What's so funny?"

North stopped laughing, shaking his head and looking back to Jack. "Well—you are half right."

"He's a warlock?"

"No—about the royalty," he said. North then leaned close into Jack's ear. "But you should know that she—is currently reinstated as the reigning Queen of Arendelle."

Jack's eyes widened. "Wait, WHAT?"

Before he could say anything more, The Spirit of Winter was snatched up into the air by the back of his hoodie and a belt loop on his pants.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS, JACK FROST!" North boomed, and he pulled back and flung Jack headfirst into the portal.

Chapter 2: Arendelle

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2: ARENDELLE

"AAAAAAAAAAAAUGH!"

Jack's heart leapt into his throat as he fell through the portal, the dizzying tunnel of spinning colors engulfing him as he toppled over and over, completely out of control, the wind shrieking in his ears. Having left his stomach somewhere back in the Workshop, Jack could feel the air being sucked from his lungs in the scream as he tumbled helplessly through the vortex, his hair whipping in his face, until he was launched into the air again, shooting out of the spiral of colors and plummeting downwards through the darkness.

All of a sudden, Jack's shoulder slammed into something hard. The shepherd's crook flew out of his hand and ricocheted across the ice, and he yelped, instinctively throwing his arms out in front of him as he tumbled over and over, helplessly crashing and banging into the ground until his body finally came sliding to a stop.

ShhhhhhhhhhhOONK!

And the spiral of colors collapsed in onto itself above him, the last of the characteristic whooshing sound of the cyclone reverberating through the air as the portal faded.

All was quiet once again.

For a few moments, Jack Frost lay on the ice, gasping for breath. As his eyes adjusted to the darkness, his heart pounding, the stars slowly began to come back into focus, soft and pale specks when compared to the blindly-bright neon colors of the portal.

Ow, Jack thought, shakily beginning to push himself up again. That was just like North. Flinging him here. For snow's sakes, Norway wasn't that far South—if that's where he was. Controlling the wind with his staff, Jack thought, he could have just as easily flown here in a couple hours or so, and OHMYWORDSTAFF!

Jack jolted and sat up, frantically whipping his head around. As it caught his eye, lying precariously close to the edge, he gasped and scrambled across the ice, lunging and slapping his hand on top of the shepherd's crook.

Closing his eyes as he sank back into his knees, Jack Frost slowly let out his breath, protectively pulling the staff towards himself as the dark waves lapped up against the edge of the newly-formed ice floe. Startling slightly, and then rolling his eyes, he turned and looked up.

Jack scoffed.

"Yeah," he chuckled bitterly, glaring at the Moon. "Hilarious."

Getting onto his feet, Jack Frost brushed himself off, looking around in the darkness. Gazing across the dull gleam of the waves, and feeling the movement of the water below the ice, he realized that he was standing in the expanse of a wide fjord. Before him, built on a peninsula stretching forth into the waves, was a sprawling castle. It, and the mountains behind it, was covered with the thick, rich snow of December, sparkling in the moonlight.

"So… this is Arendelle, huh?"

He stepped off the ice floe and walked a few paces towards the castle to get a better look, the dark waves creaking softly as they slowed and froze beneath his feet. Pausing, he glanced back to the Moon again.

"Oh, yeah. I'd definitely noticed," he admitted, "I guess I—I just never thought to investigate."

A few moments passed, and he raised single eyebrow.

"Because it was creepy?" he scoffed. "And, come on. I had a few other things on my plate, too. I didn't realize th—what?"

He stared at the Moon for a few moments. Then, his expression softening, Jack let out his breath, his face cracking into a smile.

"It's good talking to you, too, Manny," he said quietly. "But—uh—I've got a castle to explore."

He turned around and positioned himself to leap off of the ice floe, but then paused, looking up to the Moon. After another moment, he laughed again, a little blood rising to his cheeks as he rolled his eyes.

"Of course I'm not going to do anything stupid."

He whirled around and launched himself off of the ice.

Zipping across the fjord, the cool mist of the waves in his face, Jack felt a burst of excitement shoot through his body. The queen, apparently, was responsible for this—the ice, the strange weather, that had so baffled him over the past two decades. But he'd specifically asked for someone his own age. Well—frozen age, anyway. Could she really be that young?

Flying up over the docks and streets, he lit upon one of the large outer walls of the castle, peering down into the courtyard. It was lined with snow-covered awnings and overhangs, with two gigantic fountains in the middle, drained for the winter. Between them was an enormous Christmas tree, covered with sparkling globes of all different sizes and colors, softly shining in the moonlight. Behind the tree, there was a much taller, pillar-laden building than towered over all the shops below, and in the center of this building, towards the top, was a balcony overlooking the courtyard and the kingdom beyond.

Well. That looked promisingly regal.

He leapt from the wall, swooping across the courtyard and gently landing on the edge of the balcony rail. Jumping down, he crept forward slowly, suddenly realizing that the handle of one of the tall glass doors before him was covered with a thin, but distinct, film of ice.

His eyes widened as he leaned in closer, inspecting the frosty swirls and patterns in the ice layer. After so many years of experience with blizzards and snow, he knew that such a film of ice that would never naturally cover a handle in such a way.

Wow.

A burst of excitement rushed through his body, and Jack stood back up, reaching for the handle. Carefully setting his hand over the frost pattern as to not disturb it, he tried the door.

Thunk.

Locked. Jack sighed, his face falling as he took a step back on the balcony. Of course it was locked. What had he expected? A welcome mat? She was the queen, after all.

But—he was Jack Frost.

Crouching down, he peered into the keyhole. Classic design, he thought. Complicated, but classic. Shouldn't be too hard to… let's see…

Carefully gauging his strength, the Spirit of Winter gently guided a long breath of air into the keyhole. A faint cloud of frost covered its inside, spilling out a bit onto the handle itself. Then, reaching forward, he touched the end of it. It creaked as it hardened in the lock, and he stood up, inspecting his handiwork. Being careful to not disturb the frost pattern on the door handle, he grasped the ice key, and gingerly turned it.

Click.

With a gentle pull, the door swung open before him, and Jack Frost grinned. After spending over three centuries on the Naughty List, he had a few tricks up his sleeve. Pulling the new key out and placing it on the top edge of the door frame, Jack silently chuckled to himself, stepping inside and pulling the door to the balcony shut behind him.

You might wanna think about updating that lock system, ma'am.

As he turned around, he gasped.

Suddenly, he was standing in a long hallway filled with sparkling ice that gleamed and glistened before him in the moonlight. His eyes widened, and he stumbled back, bumping into something hard. Jolting, he spun around just in time to drop his staff, catching a cold, clear object as it fell from the icy shelf.

Jack paused for a moment to catch his breath before opening his hand to look at the trinket. It was a tiny, intricate statue of a girl with pigtails.

Is this—ice?

Letting out a breathy laugh of disbelief as he put it back on the shelf, it was only replacing it that he realized that the hallway wasn't covered in ice—it wasn't even really a hallway at all. It was an icy art gallery, with gleaming, crystalline shelves rising around him in the bigger room and lined with hundreds of tiny ice statues, each one as intricate and unique as the next.

"Flawless," Jack breathed.

Bending down and picking up his staff, he began walking down the line of shelves, admiring the tiny, frosty figurines as they caught the light, his own shadow falling across the ice. A few of them were repeats—not exactly the same, but of the same people. The girl with pigtails was a recurring figure. Maybe she was a close friend, or something?

Coming to the end of the hallway, Jack found himself standing in front of a large desk, littered with papers, close to a regal white door, with a long, blue satin dress hanging beside it. In the desk's back left corner was a small stack of cards and thank you notes, opened and loosely clustered together with a number of newspaper clippings and letters.

The Youngest Guardian, holding the staff, gently bounced into the air, pulling his feet up behind him as he hovered over the desk. Gingerly shifting the papers to the side, his eyes fell across the handwritten scrawls and notes and newsprint.

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Snow Queen of Arendelle Establishes Children's Literacy Fund

Snow Queen Halts Tidal Wave; New Coronation Scheduled for Weekend

Arendelle Tax Code Rewritten and Simplified by Snow Queen

Snow Queen Leads Massive Renovation of Outer-Arendelle Infrastructure

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Snow Queen? Jack thought, his eyebrows lifting slightly in interest. As he looked over the letters and newspaper clippings, he began to float back to the floor, seeing a large file in the center of her desk. Leaning his staff against the chair, he reached forward, picking it up and pulling back the cover.

ARENDELLE HOUSING REFORM

In response to the dire situation facing the lower-income class, as brought to our attention by the 1846 kingdom-wide census, I, Queen Elsa of Arendelle, do hereby recommend for the construction of a system of royally-funded housing units along the main streets of the agricultural sector. The funding for this project would come primarily from standard existing taxes, and the funds raised by the Arendelle Improvement Society's biannual Charity Gala. While we are aware that the Society was hoping these funds would be used to construct a new formal reception hall, it appears much more pressing to first address the situation of our lower-income class, particularly those in…

He jolted, letting out an involuntary snort.

BURN.

He raised his eyebrows, a mischievous grin tugging at the edge of his mouth as he read over the young queen's elegant script. Translation, Jack thought wryly, smirking as he flipped through the papers in the file, Thinly-Veiled Plan for Rich People to Entertain Themselves in the Name of "Improving Arendelle" Backfires when the Queen Uses Donated Funds to Actually Improve Arendelle. From what he could tell, this reform hadn't been pushed through yet—but, whoever the Snow Queen of Arendelle was, it appeared from all accounts that she didn't particularly care what the nobility was going to say.

He was liking this woman already.

Jack Frost shook his head, chuckling silently to himself as he closed the file, carefully putting it back on the desk. What luck, to have ended up in a private study, like this. A chance to do a little research first, on this young woman that North believed could be his friend…

Looking to the top of the desk, Jack's eyes fell onto another newspaper clipping, the title cut off, with only a picture and a caption.

Snow Queen Presents "Service to the Crown" Award to Local Teacher

The picture, faded in the newsprint, was an inked illustration of a statuesque young woman with a braid, presenting a key to an old lady. Sitting on the top of the newspaper clipping was an icy statue of the lady, crookedly smiling, a small child gripping her full skirt.

These are her memories… aren't they? Jack realized, looking back to the hallway of statues. They gleamed and shimmered in the moonlight from the glass balcony doors, just like the long, ice blue evening gown that hung on a hanger by the cluttered desk. The young woman in the illustration—what kind of a queen would use her study as an art gallery? And as a… uh…

A look of confusion swept over his face as he glanced back to the dress.

Closet?

There was suddenly a tiny groan from beyond the door. Jack's breath caught, and he jumped, whipping around to face it.

"Mmm?" warbled a voice softly again from the next room, "Yes… m'yes, have anotherrrr one… I can make 'em in just a sec…"

His heart leapt into his throat. But—this was a study. Right? What could the door lead to? Was it really—but a study wouldn't connect to a—

Jack bit his lip again. After a few moments of indecisive hesitation, he closed his eyes, grasping the door handle and twisting it, then gently pulling it forward. It slowly swung open before him, a tiny, almost indistinguishable creak resounding through the room as his heart leapt into his throat.

Oh, geez.

It was a bedroom.

The Youngest Guardian froze, his eyes bulging as he stood in the doorway. The realization falling onto him like an anvil, he bit his fist, whirling around as he frantically looked between the bed, and the balcony, and then back to the bed. This room he was in—this hallway, this art gallery—it wasn't an official study at all, but a room attached to her sleeping quarters. It was a private study, filled with her private memories, just as unofficial as the—

He looked back to the file on the desk. The reform thingy. It hadn't been pushed through yet.

The Snow Queen was flying under the radar.

What kind of a stressed-out, self-sacrificing workaholic sets up a SECRET DESK in their closet to KEEP WORKING? Jack thought with disbelief. Okay, it's impressive that she CARES so much and everything, but…

He turned around, gazing upon the hundreds of ice statues again. The desk. The reforms. Whoever she was, this girl was incredible. And fascinating. And, clearly, she needed to take a break. And—

He looked to the bed.

And—right. There.

You should be… respectful, North's voice played in his mind. Royalty…

Without taking a second to think, Jack had already flown across the room, gently touching down by the heavy-looking, four poster bed. Around it hung thick, dark curtains, rich and regal, the bed itself covered with a thick bedspread, and—!

The young queen's platinum blonde hair was thrown out around her face like a halo on the icy pillow, her sharp features distinct and pale. Standing next to her bed in the moonlight, Jack could see the unbraided wave of her loose hair, the scoop in her nose, the pink flush of her pale cheeks. The girl's head was rolled towards him on the pillow, her graceful neck twisted to the side, and from the last remnants of lavender makeup clinging to the lashes of her large eyes, it was evident to Jack that this young queen—laying here, curled up in the covers before him in her disheveled state—had endured a very rough day. It was only now, gazing down upon her, that he noticed the worried little crease forming in her brow, the few silver, prematurely-aged hairs among her blonde ones, and the dark flush of exhaustion beneath her slightly-sunken eyes.

She was—beautiful.

His heart pounding, Jack carefully took another step towards the bed, looking into the anxious face of the sleeping young queen. This was the elegant woman in the newspaper illustration? The powerful "Snow Queen of Arendelle," of whom he had somehow not been aware? Ice powers or otherwise, she was clearly very smart. She was a reformer. She was working under the table, ignoring the demands of the nobility to do what she believed to be the right thing. She was a force to be reckoned with.

And here she was: a fragile-looking girl curled up in a pile of covers, breathing softly as the delicate edge of her maroon nightdress slipped from her shoulder.

Biting his lip, Jack moved the staff behind his back as he reverently took another step towards her, looking into her face. But she was—she was so!

Young.

She groaned again, and he jumped, pausing for a moment as he hovered a few inches up in the air. Coming back down, his toes sinking into the rich carpet, Jack Frost watched in wonder as the girl shifted slightly in her sleep, the satiny nightgown catching the moonlight as she—

Wait. Hold up.

Jack's eyes widened again, his breath catching with disbelief as he stared at the cloth.

No. WAY.

He took a tiny step towards the bed, his mouth falling slightly open in shock, inspecting the sleeve of her nightgown. The satiny shine of the fabric, gleaming in the moonlight, wasn't the shine of satin at all. Somehow—amazingly—it was the shimmering of millions of tiny ice crystals, falling delicately across her pale wrist as a soft little layer of frost, glistening and shimmering almost as if it AUGH DO NOT TOUCH!

Jack abruptly sucked in his breath, jerking his hand back from the girl's sleeve. Feeling blood rushing to his face in embarrassment, he looked down, only to realize that his fingers were trembling.

Gulping down the humiliation again as he determinately stuck his hand into his pocket, he slowly let out his breath. He had not—not—almost just touched this girl in her sleep. Way to be creepy, Jack. Nobody saw that. Right?

Right?

The Spirit of Winter bit down hard on his lip, squeezing his eyes shut for a moment, the hand in his pocket still shaking with nervous excitement. He had to get a grip. To calm down. But—b-but he'd never—seen ice like that, before. The microscopic crystals, smooth and delicate, all perfectly aligned, and so much—just—the ice in here, the nightgown and the statues, the film on the door handle. It just was so much—

Girl.

These were the Powers of Winter, as harnessed by a girl. He looked back to the pale young woman, the realization sinking in.

Ice Powers Girl.

Jack Frost let out a tiny, breathy laugh, nervously biting his fist as he stumbled back a step, his mind racing. How was this happening? He'd seen this girl's desk. The newspapers. The intricate statues. Whoever she was, the Snow Queen was a dream. His heart started pounding, the wave of excitement sweeping through him. Ice Powers Girl. This was an Ice Powers Girl? Was he dreaming? Was this all really—

In his peripheral vision, a light blue shimmering caught his eye. The realization hitting him, he gasped, leaping up into the air again.

Great. Bounding. BLIZZARDS. How had he not noticed?

Jack was back across the room in an instant, darting into the art gallery. The dress. The dress hanging by the young woman's desk. It wasn't satin—and those weren't gemstones. His hands trembling with excitement, Jack bent down and shakily picked up the long capelet hanging beneath the blue skirt, suddenly aware of the intricate swirls and patterns, the snowflakes woven into its design.

Is this… FROST?

His eyes bulged. It was made of ice. How was it made of ice? She'd made this? How was this even possible? She—it—b-but he—aaaaaaurgh. It just—her—!

Aaaaaaaah, ha ha ha ha ha!

Releasing the capelet and letting it float softly to the floor, Jack snatched up his staff, spinning around to fly back into the bedroom. Just as he was about to take off, however, a flash of white from behind the blue dress caught his eye.

Pausing, his eyebrows lifted. Reaching back and pushing the blue dress out of the way, Jack realized that there was a second dress behind it, this one white as snow. It was also made of ice, but this dress had a magical, soft appearance to it that was less like satin than velvet. Running his finger along the edge of the bodice, he could see that it was decorated with glistening, diamond-shaped crystals of ice, in fading variations of blue and purple that looked surprisingly similar to the diamonds on Toothiana's Memory Boxes. On the side of the dress hung two long, delicate sleeves, and attached to them at the top, a long, flowing capelet (this one in two pieces) that hung down and sat effortlessly crumpled on the carpet below. As he felt the edge of the beautiful ice fabric—suddenly realizing what this was—Jack Frost's heart sank.

This was a wedding dress.

Stepping back, the Fifth Guardian dropped the edge of the fabric, watching with disappointment as it floated silently back to the ground. He wasn't exactly a fashion expert, but when a woman had a long, sparkly white dress with a train hanging up in her room, it could only mean one thing.

But—maybe he shouldn't jump to conclusions. Maybe it wasn't for her? It could be for somebody else. Like that girl with the pigtails! It could be for her! It was that girl's wedding dress! Or, maybe the Snow Queen was just super-romantic, and had made her wedding dress super-far in advance, like a cute fantasy. Aw. The Ice Powers Girl was adorable. She was probably still single. In fact, NONE of those newspaper articles on the desk had alluded to a marriage, so that was a great sign. No way to really know until he asked, right? Single, until proven Taken? This wasn't an obnoxious, desperate stretch, was it?

Nah. His heart leaping with hope once again, Jack tossed the staff in his hand, leaping into the air to fly back into the bedroom. He wasn't going to worry about it now. This girl was amazing. How did she even make this stuff? How did she figure it out? It was beautifully done, that was for sure, but—ice, as it hadn't been used by the Spirit of Winter, himself? Now, that—THAT was impressive. Oooooh, this was great. He couldn't wait until she woke up. She'd wake up, and he'd introduce himself, and—

Jack froze.

Feeling the familiar, cold wave of desperate loneliness washing over him again, he looked down, swallowing hard.

The preemptive heartbreak hit him like a punch in the stomach. Shifting on his feet, he glanced forlornly back to the beautiful girl curled up in the covers. This young queen wasn't like Sandy, or Bunnymund, or any of the other Raised Ones. She was rather like them, in terms of her unusual power, but—well. She was a grown woman. A lady, from the looks of it. And what were the chances that a lady—and not just any lady, but the reigning Queen of Arendelle—would believe in Jack Frost?

He bit his lip.

Yeah. Not likely.

Fighting back the sweeping feeling of hopelessness, Jack drew himself up. It wasn't too late. Couldn't be. No such thing as too late. Right? After all, it wasn't like he was invisible to everybody, anymore. Perhaps, if he worked hard enough, he could get her to believe in him. Hey, maybe he could ask some kids to help out. Since the previous March, news of his existence had been traveling fast among the children of the world, even though it hadn't reached anything this far North yet… ah, well.

Jack Frost slowly pulled in his breath, watching as the young woman shifted in the covers again, her soft lips parting slightly. She couldn't see or hear him, but—that didn't make her any less amazing. From the things in her study, it was apparent that she was hardworking, and talented, and caring, and oooooh, MAN, the Snow Queen was pretty. Even if all he could do was stand by her bed, just looking at her, just admiring her—Jack was going to savor this moment.

Leaning into his staff and sinking down against it, a sheepish smile tugged at the edge of his mouth. He looked back and forth between her face, and the icy nightgown, and then her face again, his heart swelling.

Ice Powers Girl.

He shifted on his feet, drumming his fingers on the shepherd's crook and letting out a dreamy sigh.

Pretty…

All of a sudden, the young queen let out a tiny, breathy little whimper of a moan in her sleep, shifting again in the covers. Jack's smile faded as he saw the expression of worry sweep over the girl's face again, as if her responsibilities were following her into her dreams…

You've got quite a lot on your plate—don't you? He thought, looking into the young queen's anxious face. Just a little—well, here. Hold still, Snowflake.

Jack swept his hand through the air, a tiny, gleaming flurry of ice particles materializing from his fingertips and hovering over his outstretched palm. A knowing smile on the edge of his lips, he concentrated, beginning to push the snowflake through the air to land on her nose.

"MmmmmmNO," the young woman warbled.

Jack jumped, abruptly closing his hand. The snowflake burst apart just before touching her skin, falling softly onto the bedspread in a shimmering mist as the girl began to turn over in her sleep, murmuring under her breath.

"Myyyy king'dom gits FIFTY ponies from you fer ev'ry ship'ment of ice," she muttered, flinging her hand into the air resolutely. "Ev'ry ship'ment!"

CRACK!

A messy clump of ice shot out of her hand, flying past Jack's shoulder and smashing into the floor at the end of the bed. Jack clapped his hand over his mouth, sinking onto his staff with silent laughter. Okay, he thought, struggling not to gasp for breath, This girl is magnificent.

He crept towards the bed again, looking into the young woman's elegant face. "Ev'ry ship'ment," she marbled again, bringing a grin from the Spirit of Winter, "Pardner… pardner in TRADE."

He couldn't resist anymore.

"Well, thanks for the offer, Snowflake," Jack chuckled. "But if you could hear me, I'd tell you that we'd be better partners in other things."

Her eyes flew open.

 

Chapter 3: Speak Words

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: And now that we've gotten through the first couple chapters, I can tell you a bit more about this fic, its rating, etc. First off, I'm only allowed to select two categories for Ice Alliance's genre, but you should know that this has a bit of… well, most everything. If I had my way, I would put Friendship/Romance/Humor/Hurt/Comfort/Drama. However, NOT having my way… yeah. Secondly, regarding the rating, there is some very sexual stuff (and also some very dark stuff) in Ice Alliance, but I promise that there is never any profanity, taking of the Lord's name in vain, pre-marital sex, or ANYTHING graphic (I never "show" anything, and I'll give you Content Warnings on the potentially questionable stuff). I make an effort to keep this PG-13. My PERSONAL belief is that the dark stuff is fine, as long as it's being used to demonstrate contrast between good and bad characters. This is my promise to you, as the author!

ALSO: Sometimes, chapters will have TWO Author's Notes, with different dates by each one. This is because I've added some stuff since the chapters were originally posted. Despite the fact that I had started writing in August of 2015 (I know, I know; LATE to the party!), in February of 2016, I felt that I needed to take a Drafting Hiatus, which ended up lasting 16 months, because I suck. In a nutshell: Most of the Author's Notes are original, but if they aren't, I'll post the dates. I'm guessing that nobody's going to care but me, but HEY, I figured I'd throw it out there.

Did I cover everything? Yes? YES. I'll shut up now, and get back to the story. Thank you SO MUCH for getting to the third chapter, and I hope you have a FANTABULOUS day!

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3: SPEAK WORDS

The Youngest Guardian froze, gripping his staff with both hands, his mouth hanging agape as he stared into the two terrified, enormous blue eyes that were suddenly were gazing directly into his own.

Slowly taking his hand off of the shepherd's crook, Jack reached up and ran his fingers through his hair, glancing downwards. Anxiously rubbing the back of his neck, he then shifted on his feet, looking back into her eyes.

"Uh…" Jack laughed nervously. "Hi."

CRACK!

The blast of ice shot grazed his cheek, making Jack jump to the side with a yelp. Her eyes wild with fear, the girl's trembling hand was still hanging aloft in the air as she frantically scrambled to sit up.

His eyes bulging, Jack threw up his hands in surrender. "WHOA! I'm sorry!" he stammered, "I didn't think tha—"

CRACK!

"AUGH!"

Her second offensive ice blast had barely missed him again, sending Jack lurching in the other direction and crashing into her nightstand.

"GUARDS!" the girl gasped, eerie blue magic glowing around her hands, "GUAAAAAARDS!"

BANG!

A door crashed open behind him. As Jack desperately struggled to regain his footing, pushing himself up off the nightstand and spinning around, the Guardian leapt into the air just in time to see two heavily-armored men come rushing into the room.

"Your Highness!"

"Take this young man to the dungeon at once!" the girl ordered.

Their jaws set with fury, the guards whirled around to where she was looking, shouldering their rifles. Eyes narrowed with determination, their years of training were about to be tested. And here it was; the chance to put that training to use, to prove themselves, to protect their queen, to—

Look in one direction. And then another.

And back again.

The two men looked around the room, confused expressions sweeping their faces as they tried in vain to locate the apparently invisible intruder. After a few moments, one of them shuffled uncomfortably in his uniform, lowering his gun and glancing to the other. The second gave a tiny shrug, swallowing hard.

They turned to the young woman in the bed again helplessly.

"Um…" One of the guards cleared his throat, looking at the floor. He then nervously looked back to her. "What… man… your majesty?"

The young woman's mouth fell open in shock.

"What do you mean, what man?" she sputtered, "The one that's standing right there, in—!"

Her voice trailed off, and her eyes widened as she looked up.

"In—the air?" she squeaked.

Now hovering above the end of her bed, Jack Frost was gripping his staff so hard his knuckles were white, his gaze locked onto hers in disbelief.

She was staring at him.

The Ice Powers Girl could—see him.

Say something to her.

Jack's heart started pounding, his mind racing as he floated in the air, frozen with shock.

WORDS! SPEAK WORDS TO HER, YOU MORON!

"UM!" Jack blurted.

She jolted again, abruptly sucking in her breath.

"I—uh," Jack shakily tried again, glancing to the guards, and then looking back to the young woman in the bed with a nervous laugh, "I—I don't think they can see me."

The awkward silence fell.

After a few moments, Jack awkwardly cleared his throat, reaching up and running his fingers through his hair. He pulled his feet up underneath his body, assuming a cross-legged position in the air.

"You might as well lie and get rid of them," he said quietly. "Then I can explain."

A look of distrust swept over her face as she glanced to her guards, then back to the young man floating before her over the foot of her bed. After a few moments of hesitation—biting her lip—Jack watched as the young queen let out her breath, the eerie blue light around her hands beginning to fade.

Her eye twitched slightly, and she sank back into the bed, flicking her hand towards the guards. "I'm sorry to have disturbed you," she said carefully, never taking her eyes off of Jack. "I must have had a nightmare. Thank you for the fine work, gentlemen. You are dismissed."

The guards sheepishly turned and, shouldering their guns, walked back across the room. The first pulled back the enormous handle on the thick wooden door, and Jack—still floating—watched as they exited. The door slowly swung shut after them.

Boom.

The click of a lock.

And all was quiet.

Jack slowly looked back to the beautiful young woman in the bed. As soon as the guards had left, she had sat bolt upright again, her hands trembling as she stared.

He gulped.

"Uh…" Jack started again. "Hey."

She said nothing, her mouth hanging open in disbelief.

After a few more moments of silence, Jack looked down into his lap, drumming his fingers on the staff. Glancing to her again, he let out a nervous laugh, reaching up and running his fingers through his hair for the third time.

"Soooo," he said slowly. "You—can see me."

Shaking her head, the girl's face drained of color as she pointed to Jack—and then to the door—and then back to Jack, who was still effortlessly hovering in the air above the end of her bed.

"How?" she choked.

Her face went pale, and she closed her mouth again, staring up at him in horror. A new wave of excitement rushed through Jack's body, and he leaned forward.

"You—can see me," Jack repeated, a sheepish grin spreading across his face.

The young woman jolted, snapping back into focus. "Of course I can see you!"

"YOU can SEE ME."

"OH! I'm sorry!" she snapped, "Is this not usually how it goes for you?"

"I—wha?"

"I said, is this not how it usually goes for you?" she sputtered angrily, "Was I just—not supposed to wake up, as you creepily watched me sleep? Or did you just think you were invisible to women, or something?"

Jack's face flushed.

Eh, heh.

"Okay—uh—first of all," he stammered, blushing furiously as the young woman shifted in her covers, "I usually don't watch girls sleep, because that's... weird..."

She said nothing, studying him with a glare.

"And secondly," he started again, "Um—with the invisible to women thing—?"

His voice trailed off. Jack Frost swallowed hard, his face falling as the young queen raised her eyebrows.

"You. Have. No idea," he squeaked miserably.

A look of confusion swept over her face. After a few moments, the girl scoffed, shaking her head.

"How on earth are you doing that?" she demanded.

"Doing what?"

"That!"

He watched in confusion as the young woman frantically gestured from him, and then to the floor, and then back to where he was hovering in the air. Looking down, Jack realized what she meant, uncrossing his legs as a hint of a smile tugged at the edge of his mouth.

"Special set of skills," he breathed.

"Floating in the air skills?!"

"Well—yeah, I—I guess—does it bother you? I could come down," he offered suddenly, "Do you want me to come down?"

"Yes! I mean, NO! WAIT!"

He froze, abruptly pulling his feet up again and looking to her. Now clutching the sheet to her chest, the young queen had spun around, swinging her legs over the side of the bed.

"Can you—okay," she said carefully, glancing upwards, "I was just—I was just wondering if you'd noticed the footprints on the ceiling."

Wait, what?

An expression of confusion sweeping over his face, Jack looked up. "There are footprints on the ceiling?"

CRACK!

A flash of light exploded through the room, and he jolted, startling backwards into the air and looking back down. In an instant, the young queen had leapt onto her feet, whirling away from him before he could see anything and circling her arms over head. The Youngest Guardian had looked down again just in time to see the last of the ice erupting out of the young woman's arms, falling softly around her and clinging to her body in a sparkling, pale blue sheet.

Drawing herself up, the young queen then turned back around to face him, now fully-dressed in a shimmering, icy evening gown covered in snowflakes.

Jack's eyes widened.

"Wha—you just—!" he gasped. "Is that—that's ice!?"

The young queen raised her eyebrows, daintily picking up the edge of her skirt as he floated down to the floor.

"Special set of skills," she replied coldly.

Before he could respond, she then whirled around and stomped her foot on the ground.

FWOOSH! As soon as her foot made contact, ice shot out across the carpet in enormous, swirling spirals. The Guardian startled, leaping back in shock. "WHOA!"

She didn't respond, turning and pacing across the room, the pale blue fabric of her icy skirt billowing out behind her as she moved. Jack's mind raced, and, now on the floor, he crouched down, gingerly touching the frozen carpet. She had. Frozen. The carpet.

How was this happening?

After a few moments crouching by the floor in the middle of the bedroom, feeling the now ice-covered ground in shock, the Spirit of Winter shook his head, standing up again and running over to the young woman on the other side of the room.

"You can see me," Jack blurted.

She reached forward to the door, and throwing a thick metal bolt across it and turning around.

Clunk.

"Yes, I think we've established that," she hissed.

"And you can hear me."

"I can."

"S-Sorry, I—I have to be thorough—I—!"

Before she could react, the Guardian of Fun suddenly leapt forward, stepping into her space.

"OW!"

The young woman startled back in shock, clapping her hand over her nose as she thrust her opposite one forward.

FWOOM!

Her defensive snowfront hit into his entire body at once, knocking Jack off his feet and sending him reeling backwards to slam into the floor. Pain shot up his side once again, but this time he hardly noticed, coughing and sputtering as he fought his way out of the sudden snowdrift.

"It worked," Jack gasped, staring up at her in disbelief.

"You BIT me!"

"B-b-but that's never WORKED before!" he stammered desperately, scrambling out of the snow, "I mean, it—I—usually, it just goes through, and—you know—and it's really cold, and people sneeze, and—stuff?"

Stepping out of the drift completely, Jack tucked his staff under his arm, then bending slightly at the waist and using both hands to brush off his pants. Still standing by the door with her hand clapped over her nose, the young woman stared at him in stunned silence.

"And, it's—uh," Jack tried again weakly, "It's—funny?"

His voice trailed off again. The girl was slowly lowering her hand away from her face.

"And that wasn't a bite," he mumbled. "It was a nip."

"What's WRONG with you?!"

"I just needed to check if—"

"I HAVE HAD JUST ABOUT ENOUGH OF—!"

Jack winced as she abruptly cut herself off, snapping her mouth shut just before the last part of the phrase fell off the tip of her tongue. Clenching her fists and then relaxing them, stretching out her fingers, she pulled in a deep breath, exhaling slowly.

Jack felt a wave of horror sweep over him again, and he stuck his free hand in his pocket, awkwardly kicking at the carpet as he did so. Pulling in a deep breath, he then hesitantly looked back up into her face.

"I—I'm sorry," Jack apologized, "If I offended—"

"—No! You're fine!"

Her eyes flew open again. After a fraction of a second, she forced a smile, her cheeks flushing as a few flurries of snow began to materialize out of the air around her.

"Everything is—fine," the young woman said carefully.

Jack's heart skipped a beat.

"I—I really wasn't thinking it'd work," he stammered gratefully, "But I probably shouldn't have done that—just now—"

"It's quite alright."

She whirled around and began to quickly pace across the room towards the corner, giving him a wide berth, the skirt of her icy gown trailing behind her on the carpet. He jumped, quickly following.

"It's all kind of a shock," he continued, "I mean, usually people don't notice, but—like, how can you not notice someone biting your nose, right? And it's not every day that you meet somebody else that has—"

"—AH-AH-AH!" she jolted, spinning back to him.

He froze.

Flicking her fingers towards him, the young woman—her eyes wide with terror—frantically gestured for him to move away. Feeling heat rushing to his face, Jack bit his lip, looking down towards his feet.

"Oh. Um—I—okay."

Jack took a step backwards.

"Uh—better?" he asked hesitantly.

She bit her lip, looking worried. Flicking her hands again, she gestured for him to keep going. Jack took another step back away from her.

"Ah—" she choked.

And another step.

"Aaaaaaah—"

Step. Step. Step. Step. Step.

THUNK.

Jack startled as he bumped into the chair, whirling back around and straightening himself up. Now standing on the complete opposite side of the room, he sighed.

"How about now?"

Her hands trembling as she held them out in front of her in the air, the young woman pulled in a deep breath. "Yep. Uh-huh. Just—just stay over there—RIGHT there," she said carefully.

"I—"

"—DonMove!"

She shot him another quick, forced little smile, and Jack's heart leapt again. She could see him.

SHE. Could—SEE him.

Relaxing slightly, he leaned into his staff, grinning dumbly back as she turned away, still leaving one hand positioned threateningly aloft in his direction and planting her feet on the ice-covered carpet. Oh, man, this was great.

Jack watched, transfixed, as the young woman put her free hand on her hip and looked around the room, finally selecting a corner by an armoire. Gracefully reaching out her arm as the left the first hand aimed at him (clearly keeping him in her peripheral vision), she then carefully paced the perimeter of a large rectangle on the ground, a delicate streamer of frost flying out of her fingertips and falling softly onto the ice, marking the shape.

Reaching the wall, the young woman pulled her hand back, glancing warily in his direction again before looking back and eying her work. She then spun around to face him, dropping both of her arms and clasping her hands together in front of her skirt.

"Would you please come and stand over here for a moment?" she asked sweetly.

"I—uh—yeah," Jack breathed, nodding and walking across the room towards her. "Sure thing, Snowflake."

He stepped obediently over onto the rectangle in the ice as she calmly moved around behind him.

SHOVE.

"GAUGH!"

Jack plummeted forward, the staff flying out of his hand and skittering across the frozen carpet. As his shoulder slammed into the ice, a sharp pain shooting through it again, he struggled to right himself, angrily flipping over to face her.

"HEY!" he snapped, "What the BLIZZARDS is your—"

Propping himself up onto his arms, Jack's voice trailed off.

Now actually on the ground before her, the Guardian's breath caught as he stared up at the Snow Queen, obtaining—for the first time—a truly good look.

A long slit splitting open over one of her slender legs, the fabric of the shimmering, icy gown elegantly rolled down to the floor in front of him, its frosty swirls and patterns gleaming in the moonlight. Skimming over the tops of her rounded hips, the curving lines of the ice dress then eased in onto a tiny waist, the bodice widening out again further up, snow crystals glistening at him through the soft waves of hair that were hanging down over the young woman's chest.

The Spirit of Winter just about swallowed his tongue.

After a few more moments of stunned silence, he gave his head a little shake, snapping back into focus and starting to push himself up again. The Youngest Guardian then looked back into the young woman's eyes, a flirtatious hint of smile twitching out of the side of his mouth.

"Oh—um—hey," Jack stammered hopefully, giving her a weak nod and raising his eyebrows, "Uh—ma'am—wait, HEY!"

FWOOM!

He jolted as she threw her arms into the air, ice erupting out of the ground in front of him and slamming into the ceiling with a sharp creak. Scrambling to his feet and straightening up, Jack Frost suddenly found himself looking out, dumbfounded, through the crystalline bars of a jail cell built of ice.

The young woman lowered her arms, taking a step back from the jail cell as she brushed her hands against each other. Nodding curtly as she eyed her handiwork, she folded her arms over her chest.

"Now, that's more like it," the young woman said coldly. "You're not exactly my first assassination attempt, young man. Although you were the first one that was stupid enough to give yourself away, when you had the chance to kill me."

Jack was speechless as she whirled away from him, walking quickly towards a chair on the other side of the room, the ice dress trailing across the carpet behind her and sparkling in the moonlight. He shook his head vigorously, squeezing his eyes shut, and then opening them again. Opening his mouth to speak, he stepped up to the bars.

"You—you tricked me!" Jack sputtered.

"You broke into the queen's sleeping quarters, in the middle of night, without any guards being able to see you!" she snapped, spinning around to face him. "Translation: This kingdom is no longer safe. Do you really think we're going to just sit down and have a nice conversation over tea?"

Jack bit his lip.

"Uh…" he ventured, "How about hot chocolate?"

"No," she snapped. "And until I find out who you are and what you're up to, you are going to stay in that cell." She smiled coldly again. "Do you understand?"

Chapter 4: The Upper Hand

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CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo-throughout this entire scene. This... will be a regular thing. (I know, I know; just like in the first few chapters. But now that we've gotten started, I'm going to start actually posting warnings.) ;)

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4: THE UPPER HAND

The Snow Queen.

This was the Snow Queen of Arendelle. The powerful young monarch, the woman behind the reforms, was now standing regally before him on the other side of the bars in the form of a stunningly beautiful maiden, her cerulean blue eyes expectant, the snowy folds of her icy, elegant dress falling over her—um.

Well, those—eh, heh—her—those hips, and—

Stuff.

"I said, do you understand?" the young woman gritted.

He jolted back into focus. Jail cell. Captured. Interrogation.

Right.

"Fine," he said coldly.

She nodded curtly, whirling away from him and quickly pacing across the room towards the art gallery. As she disappeared behind the doorframe, Jack moved his foot to the side, carefully pulling his staff towards himself across the ice-covered carpet. Easing his toes underneath it, he then kicked it into the air, catching it with his hand. How had he been dumb enough to get himself into this one? Despite the fact that this girl could see him (yeah, like he was walking away from THAT without any further investigation), Jack did not like being locked up, tied down, or forcibly held in any way. And he did not intend to cooperate.

Time to have some fun with this.

Suddenly, the young woman reappeared and was walking towards him again, holding an ink well with a quill and a long piece of parchment. Jack watched as she put the items down on her nightstand, turning and pacing across the room towards a chair.

"Now, young man," she said coldly, reaching for it and beginning to pull it back towards the jail cell, "We can do this the easy way, or the hard way. The choice is yours. But you should know that I recommend the former, rather than the latter."

Jack scoffed. "And what if I don't feel like telling you anything?" he retorted.

She ignored the comment, pushing the chair up to the cell and calmly stepping back, swirling her hand through the air.

Whoosh.

Jack's eyes bulged as a delicate, spindly end table made of ice spiraled into existence beneath her fingers. He quickly gulped down his shock, trying to maintain his feigned annoyance as he watched the young woman gracefully sweep past the chair and ice table towards her nightstand again, the snowflakes on her skirt glittering in the moonlight.

Snowflakes.

Oooooooh, geez

And she was back in front of him again, daintily placing the ink well with the quill on the icy end table. Her eyebrows lifting slightly, she sat down, drawing her hand beneath the parchment as a frosty tablet on which to write materialized in her lap.

"You have been warned," the young woman said coldly, shifting in the seat and reaching to the quill. She placed it on the parchment, looking back up into his eyes. "First things first, young man. What's your name?"

"Jack Frost."

She jolted, sucking in her breath with shock. 

After a few moments, looking back to him, her face fell, and she exhaled in frustration. "A code name. Of course," the young queen sighed. "How perfect. For my assassination. I meant your real name."

"But that is my real name!"

"Of course it is," she muttered, visibly restraining from rolling her eyes. "But, more importantly, I need to know who wants me dead this time." She sat back in the chair. "Who do you work for?"

"I'm not an assassin."

"Who do you work for?" she gritted.

He raised his eyebrows again, taking a few steps away from her into the cell. Swinging the staff behind his back and catching it with his other hand, he then paused, glancing around the room in the moonlight.

Moonlight.

Restraining from a smirk, the Guardian of Fun looked back to the young queen through the bars. He then shrugged, glancing to the side.

"I work for him. In the window," he said casually.

She jolted, leaping out of the chair and whirling around, defensively throwing her arms forward. The air around her hands started glowing as ice particles began to materialize from her fingertips, and after a few seconds of frantically looking around the room, she shakily took a step back.

"Where is he? Can he do the invisible thing, too?" she shook. She frantically looked back to Jack, and then to the window, not lowering her hands. "Show yourself!" she demanded.

Silence.

Jack took a step forward, raising his eyebrows.

"He isn't going to answer," he shrugged.

"What? What do you mean?"

"Well…" Jack enunciated, "As a general rule… the Man in the Moon doesn't usually like to talk to people."

She froze, a wave of confusion sweeping over her face. Then, letting out her breath, she rolled her eyes, lowering her arms and glaring at the young man in the cell.

"The Man… in the Moon," she repeated icily.

Jack Frost smirked.

Her eyes narrowed. Raising a single eyebrow, she slowly turned back to face him, crossing her arms over her chest.

"And what do you do, then?" she hissed, her voice dripping with sarcasm. "If you're not an assassin? Working for the Man in the Moon must be exhausting."

"Actually, it's a blast."

"Oh, do tell."

He paused for a moment, watching the hook of his staff twirl in the air as he absent-mindedly spun it on the ground. Catching it, he then shrugged again, looking back to her.

"I have fun—professionally," Jack said carefully.

She bent down, picking up the parchment from where she'd dropped it leaping out of her chair. "So, you're… a professional fun-haver."

"Well, if you don't believe me, you can go ask my boss."

"Who conveniently doesn't talk to people."

"Doesn't like talking to people," Jack corrected, shooting her a flirtatious grin as she turned back to face him, having replaced the parchment on the table. "But, hey. Maybe if you asked reeeeeeally nicely, he'd tell you—"

"—Why he wants me dead?"

"I'm not an assassin!"

Glaring at him through the bars, the young queen paused. Then, pulling herself up, she paced up to them, the icy gown flowing across the frozen carpet behind her, until she was staring directly into his eyes.

"Listen carefully, young man," she shook, her face inches from his own as she glared through the bars of the jail cell, "I don't care how clever you think you are. I know that you're going to talk, and it's not because I'm going to force you. It's because of what I can offer you, compared to what you have now, and you would be a fool to refuse it."

He scoffed. "Oh, yeah?" Jack taunted. "Well, if you're going to insist that I'm lying, how do you know that I'm not here from some big, rich kingdom? How do you know that I'm not being paid more than you can offer me, if you're so confident?"

"Because you've already given that information away in the ridiculousness of your answers and behavior."

Jack Frost fell silent. The young queen turned back to the seat, gracefully sweeping into it and crossing her legs as she launched into her analysis.

"Everything you've said and done so far works to convince me that you're part of a political extremist group, not of a specific kingdom. Which is strangely reassuring.

"You were the first man that was able to get in here without tipping off the guards—and I still don't know how you managed to not have them see you. However, the fact that you didn't kill me when you had the chance, and that you were so easy to capture, both indicate that you are a clever assassin, but an amateur.

"By extension, if you're an amateur, then it's clear that you were either hired by an organization that doesn't have enough money for an experienced assassin, or that you're a loner with a personal vendetta against me, and delusions of grandeur.

"Conclusion: You're an unattached extremist, not a declaration of war. Conclusion: You don't have very much money, nor strong alliances, compared to what I can offer you in exchange for information. If you choose to cooperate.

"Conclusion," she finished, drawing herself up, "You, if you're smart, will be telling me exactly what I want to know, starting with your affiliations. So: are you a terrorist or a madman?"

She smiled sweetly.

"Uh..." Jack breathed, letting out a nervous bark of laughter and ruffling his fingers through his hair, "Dare I ask which one of those options you're more attracted to?"

She nodded. "You're a madman. Lovely."

Jack watched as the young queen quickly started scratching the quill across the parchment, then turning and dipping it a little too frantically into the ink well beside her. His eyebrows lifted slightly as she shakily pulled it back, placing its tip on the parchment again, her mask of forced calm beginning to weaken.

"A wee bit high strung—aren't we?" Jack said carefully.

She raised her eyebrows. "What do you mean, high strung?"

"Your hands are trembling."

She abruptly sucked in her breath, her eyes wide as she froze in her place. After a few moments, she pressed her lips together, drawing herself up and glaring at him again in forced calm.

"I have no idea what you're talking about," she stated emotionlessly. "Now, if we can just—"

"—No idea what I'm talking about? Seriously? Look at yourself!" Jack scoffed, taking a step back and gesturing to her as she blushed, "Everything about you is stressed out. You come back to your secret study, after you're done working, so that you can sit down and keep working! You haven't taken a break in ages! Lovely lady like you, all worried and tense, and—stuff—"

"—Having just survived another assassination attempt—"

"—I'm not an assassin!" Jack laughed, "I just—oh, come on! When's the last time you've had any fun?"

"That is none of your concern."

"Actually, it is—"

"—ACTUALLY, it's NOT!" she burst out suddenly, leaping onto her feet.

Jack abruptly stopped talking, wincing again as she stepped up to the cage, her teeth clenched in determination.

"Do you think this is funny?" she demanded.

He was speechless. After a few moments, the young queen drew herself up again.

"You broke into the queen's sleeping quarters," she quavered determinately, pointing first at Jack and then to herself, "And I have captured you. I am directing this interrogation, young man, and I will be asking the questions. You will be answering them."

"Well," Jack scoffed, glancing to the bars, "It looks like we've got a problem, then. Maybe if you let me out of this stupid cage thingy, I'd be more willing to talk."

"Let you out?"

His eyes narrowed. "I don't like being captured."

"I don't like being assassinated."

"Aaaaurgh," Jack groaned. "Look. Do you need proof that I wasn't trying to kill you?"

She raised her eyebrows, crossing her arms over her chest. "Go ahead."

"Are you alive?"

"Well… yes," the young woman admitted.

Jack glared.

"Yeah. So I wasn't trying to kill you," he said coldly. "There's your proof. Can we please take down the stupid bars now?"

"Your confidence is astounding," she snapped, huffing a laugh, "I don't even know if you could kill me."

"What?" Jack snorted, "You're immortal, or something?"

The girl stiffened.

A moment later, the young queen gave herself a little shake, balling her hands into fists. "This isn't about me," she gritted, avoiding the question, "If you could break into my room, then that means that this entire castle is unsafe. But even so," she started again, "That's your idea of an objective argument? Why on earth would I let you out on that?"

"First off, because I never promised that the proof would be objective, and secondly, because I have complete faith in that you and I can have a normal conversation, and—"

"—NORMAL?!" she sputtered, jolting as Jack took a few steps back, calmly readjusting his grip on the shepherd's crook, "How dare you break into my sleeping quarters, and try to tell me what's normal! Out of the two of us, I am the one holding the upper hand, and frankly, I believe tha-HOW ARE YOU DOING THAT?!"

Now suddenly hovering ten feet up in the air, sitting on his staff, Jack Frost shrugged.

"Special set of skills," he grinned. "Remember?"

"But—b-but you just—"

"—Ooooooh, look at that face!"

She stumbled back a step, staring up at him in shock. Jack laughed, snatching the staff out from underneath his body and flipping forward in the air, tumbling to the ground.

"Driving you crazy, isn't it?" he chuckled, touching down and walking towards her again. "Not knowing. You want the answers so badly! Believe me, I know what that's like—"

"—You're not getting out that easily," she snapped. "I'm not stupid."

"But you're desperate to know how I—"

"—For at LEAST the next few months, I have a personal responsibility to Arendelle that involves a great deal of not dying!" she fired back. "And if you think that my curiosity is going to overrule my sense of self-preservation, you're wrong."

"Sense of self-preser…?"

His voice trailing off, Jack watched as the young queen turned away from him again, walking back towards the chair. As she bent down to pick up the parchment, he suddenly found himself realizing that her outstretched hand was trembling again, her shoulders slightly hunched over as she tried to draw herself up.

Why was—but she had captured him—why on earth would she say that, if—

Oh.

Oh.

Oh, no. Oh, gosh, that wasn't what he wanted…

"Wait—uh," Jack quavered, taking a tiny step forward, "Are you—ma'am, are you—scared of me?"

She paused.

Biting his lip, the muscles in his throat tensing with shock at the realization fell, Jack Frost sheepishly looked down at his feet.

"Ma'am?"

Sucking in her breath, the young woman suddenly whirled around to face him, gripping the parchment and tablet a little too tightly to her chest. Trying to hide it, she drew herself up, glaring at him as threateningly as she could.

"What?" she snarled.

Jack stared at her eyes, suddenly aware of the terror in them, despite the rest of her cool, forced composure. He opened his mouth to say something, but no sound came out. After a few moments, he closed it again, biting his lip.

Please don't be scared of me.

"I—uh—you know," he stammered carefully, "I—I might be willing to talk. With the bars. I mean, if the bars make you feel better."

She said nothing, her eyes narrowing as she studied his face with distrust. Jack drew himself up, pulling in his breath.

"I'm willing to make you a deal," Jack tried again.

He smiled hopefully.

The young queen stared at him, her mouth falling slightly open as she tried to decide how to respond. Raising her eyebrows, she scoffed, turning back and sitting in the chair.

"I don't make deals with assassins," she said coldly, crossing her legs. "I set the conditions, young man. Not you."

"Because you're holding the upper hand?"

"Correct."

He pondered this, glancing upwards in consideration. Letting out his breath, Jack then shook his head.

"I hate to break it to you, ma'am," he laughed softly. "But it looks like we've got another problem."

"Excuse me?"

He shrugged. "You're not actually holding the upper hand."

"And how do you figure that, young man?"

Raising his eyebrows, Jack glanced to the bars, and then looked to the Snow Queen again. He readjusted his hold on the shepherd's crook, striding up to the front of the jail cell and dropping his voice to a whisper.

"You want information. And I want out of this cell thingy," he said quietly, leaning against the bars. "Basically: You've got something that I want. I've got something that you want. With all due respect, your majesticness, I believe that THAT puts us on exactly. Equal. Footing."

Glaring at her through the bars of the jail cell, Jack Frost crossed his arms over her chest, raising his eyebrows in challenge.

Slowly placing the tablet and parchment on the icy end table beside her, the young queen shakily stood up. Crossing her own arms over her chest and mirroring his body language, she took a few steps forward, finally stopping right in front of him on the other side of the bars.

"What kind of a—deal—are we talking about, here?" she asked suspiciously.

"I was thinking of a one-for-one trade."

The girl shifted uncomfortably on her feet. Then, after a moment of worriedly biting her lip, she pulled in a quick breath, drawing herself up.

"Alright, young man," she said carefully. "Name your price."

Jack raised his eyebrows.

"One answer for one answer."

Silence.

Jack could tell from the look on the young queen's face that she did want information—ideally, for him to cooperate easily, and to surrender it to her without a fight. And she wanted it badly.

After a few moments of visible struggle, he watched as her tense expression weakened, her determined, forced glare fading into a look of defeat.

"Fine," she agreed. "One answer for one answer."

 

Chapter 5: One-for-One

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AUTHOR'S NOTE, added 12/16/19: Okay, this chapter is disproportionately long compared to the others in this section, because it's where I stuck a bunch of the Frozen 2 Update stuff. Annnnnd, I didn't feel like shifting every single chapter after this, so... sorry! :-s

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5: ONE-FOR-ONE

The Snow Queen whirled away from him, walking back to the chair, and a rush of excitement swept through Jack's body. Restraining from a grin, he took a few steps back, eying the snowflakes on her dress as she picked up the parchment and tablet, reaching for the quill. A one-for-one trade. In other words, a chance to talk to her.

Now, that he could work with.

"First things first," the girl sighed, dipping the quill in the ink well and placing its tip on the parchment. "How on earth did you get in here?"

"Well," Jack admitted, "Let's just say that—busting into places hasn't ever really been hard for me."

"What do you mean, bust in? Are you—"

"—My turn!"

She paused. After a few seconds, he raised his eyebrows.

"Oh—I'm so sorry," he corrected, "I mean: My turn. As in, it's my turn. M'lady."

Rolling his hand through the air, he swept into a deep, dramatic bow, his hair falling forward into his face.

She blushed. Quickly hiding it, the Ice Powers Girl drew herself up, clasping her hands together in her lap. Righting himself, Jack leaned up against the bars again.

"My question is the same as before, because you didn't answer it," Jack started. "I want to know how long it's been since you've had any fun."

A look of confusion swept over her face. After a few moments, she scoffed, drawing herself up.

"For your information," she said coldly, "I am currently serving as the Acting Queen of Arendelle, in addition to my—other, usual duties. I don't have time for fun."

"WHAT?!" he jolted, "YOU CAN'T BE SERIOU—"

"—You asked a question. I gave you an answer," she snapped, "Now, do you intend to hold up your end of the deal, or not?"

Abruptly snapping his mouth shut, Jack pressed his lips together in frustration. Ice Powers Girl had a point.

But he didn't have to like it.

She sat back in the chair, crossing her right leg over her left and studying him through the bars. As she looked up and down his gangly frame, looking for suspicious characteristics, Jack heard the young queen muttering softly under her breath.

"The kind of devices or magic required for invisibility…" she mused, "And my guards couldn't… you got in, but…!"

Her eyes narrowing in suspicion, the girl suddenly looked back up into his face, pushing herself out of the chair and walking up to the cell.

"That shirt—thing—you're wearing," she quavered intensely. "Take it off. Now."

Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter, grinning in shock.

"Well, that escalated quickly," he chuckled, "Are you always this eag—"

"—I'm. Checking you. For weapons," she enunciated. "OFF."

Raising his eyebrows, Jack scoffed, taking a few steps back. After a few moments—looking back into the young queen's icy glare—his stomach twisted.

Aw, Manny.

She was scared again.

Biting his lip, the Spirit of Winter turned and walked to the back of the cell, leaning his staff up against the wall. Looking back to the young woman on the other side of the bars, he sheepishly reached over his head for his hoodie.

Shirt… off. Taking my shirt off. Yes, ma'am, he thought. Yesssss, MA'AM...

Crumpling it into a ball, the web of ice fading as he held his arms out from his body, the now-shirtless Jack Frost slowly let out his breath, turning all the way around in the cell while she studied him.

"There," he retorted, "No weapons. Are you happy?"

"Not so fast, young man. Let me see that."

"But I—!"

She was expectantly holding her hand out, the sharp gaze of her intelligent eyes suddenly locked with his own.

Jack gulped.

Walking back to the front of the cell and reluctantly holding it out through the bars, he watched as the Ice Powers Girl snatched it out of his hand, stepping away from him. After a few moments of turning it over in her hands, her eyes narrowed with distrust as she inspected the navy cloth, she paced back up to the cell, shoving it back to him.

"Now," Jack said coldly, pulling it back on over his head, "Is that enough for you, or do I have to take off my pants, too?"

"Please don't."

"Fine," he shrugged. "I just want to know if we're still doing a one-for-one trade."

"Why?"

"Because you made me take my shirt off."

"What are you talking about?"

Jack raised his eyebrows.

She jolted.

Setting her jaw, the young queen slapped her hands down onto the armrests of the chair, getting onto her feet. Walking up to the jail cell again and gesturing to the crystalline ice, she forced a cold smile.

"Would you please step forward and place your hands, firmly, on these two bars?" she asked sweetly.

"Huh? Oh. Uh, yeah. Sure."

Ffft!

Jack's breath caught. Looking down at his wrists, he realized that he was suddenly wearing a solid—and very short—pair of crystalline handcuffs, shackling him to the bars of the cell.

His heart started pounding. He yanked at the handcuffs—and then yanked again. With a breathy laugh of disbelief, he squeezed his eyes shut in frustration.

"Why do I just keep doing EVERYTHING you say!?" Jack groaned.

SLAP!

"OW!"

Withdrawing her hand from between the bars, the young queen calmly turned and walked back to her chair, whirling around and taking a seat in one graceful swoop. "Because you're an amateur?"

"For the laaaaaaast tiiiiiiime," Jack groaned, his cheek stinging, "I am not an assassin!"

"Oh, no; just a strange young man that breaks into women's bedrooms and stands over them while they sleep."

Jack froze.

"I'm not an assassin," he choked.

"Then what are you?"

"I'M—!"

He could feel the blood rushing to his face. Looking down and shifting uncomfortably in the handcuffs, Jack Frost pulled in a shaky, hesitant breath.

"Creepy?" he squeaked.

She raised her eyebrows.

"Okay, but—in my defense," he added quickly, "I didn't realize this was a bedroom. I was in your study, and—"

"You've been through my study?!"

"I—!" Jack nervously blew a tuft of hair out of his eyes as the Ice Powers Girl's face went pale. "It was interesting," he tried again. "But as I said. I didn't know this was a bedroom, until I saw you."

"And after you realized that it was a bedroom, you stayed because why?"

Jack blushed harder.

Because pretty.

"Uh—I was—about to leave," he choked.

They stared at each other through the bars.

Jack Frost looked down to the icy handcuffs, the sting of humiliation in the back of his throat. After a few more moments of painful silence—squeezing his eyes shut—he hesitantly looked back up into her eyes.

"Is it my turn again yet?" Jack squeaked.

She scoffed. "After the shirt comment?"

"Okay, I'm seriously regretting saying that—"

"—Oh, good!"

"—I was joking!" Jack stammered helplessly, "Oh, come on! I swear! I don't want you to actually take off yourI mean—okay, if you really wanted to, I—"

"—This is still a joke to you."

Biting his lip, he fell silent. The young queen leaned forward in the chair, her hands clasped together tightly in her lap.

"This isn't a laughing matter, you know," she said coldly. "You broke into the queen's sleeping quarters. And when my kingdom's safety is hanging in the balance, I promise you, you do not want to find out what I would be willing to do, to counter that threat."

Jack blushed, quietly staring at his handcuffed wrists.

"Sorry," he choked.

"Alright. Thank you," she sighed, sitting back in the chair and reaching for the tablet and parchment on the table. "Then we're going to try this again."

The girl suspiciously eyed the Youngest Guardian as he stood before her, chained to the bars of the icy jail cell, looking up and down his gangly frame as she considered her next question. Picking up the quill, dipping it in the ink well and replacing it on the parchment, she then leaned forward, gazing intently into his eyes.

"Okay, young man," she said quietly. "Who sent you?"

"Santa Claus."

"REALLY?!" she gritted, slamming down the quill.

"But I'm serious!" Jack protested as she rolled her eyes, "He tossed me into a magic portal from the North Pole, and I crash-landed in the fjord!"

She raised her eyebrows.

"Okay," Jack admitted. "That statement is probably not going to help you to believe me."

"Good insight."

"How about a follow-up question?"

A look of confusion swept over her face. Jack pulled in his breath again.

"If we're not back to me getting to ask normal questions yet, can I at least have a follow-up question?" he pleaded. "I mean, come on. Please. That's not even really a full question."

The young woman's eyes narrowed. Reaching up and throwing a stray lock of hair over her shoulder, she readjusted herself in the chair, the entire icy dress sparkling as she moved.

"Fine," she sighed.

"What do you MEAN, you don't have time for fun?"

"I meant just what I said. I don't have time for fun. I—alright, unless it's with my sister," the young woman added before Jack could protest again, "But she's been very sick recently. And the point is that she's supposed to be resting right now."

"Sick with what?"

"My turn."

A sly, playful little half-smile twitched out of the side of her mouth as she looked back up at him.

Jack froze.

His heart leapt, and he grinned sheepishly, sinking down a little into the handcuffs. Wow. With the smile—okay, this one was really kind of a smirk, but he'd take what he could get—the Ice Powers Girl was even—heh. She was just—!

Wooooooooooooooooow.

The Snow Queen gracefully shifted in the seat again, setting the snowflakes on her gown gleaming in the moonlight, and placed the quill and tablet back on the table. Letting out a confused laugh, she leaned onto one arm of the chair, looking back up at him.

"Why are you so concerned about my having fun?" she ventured.

Jack snapped back into focus. "Wait," he asked, "That's your question?"

She turned, glancing to the table and reaching over to dip the quill in the ink well again. Jack shifted in the handcuffs.

"Okay," he offered. "Before I answer—because this changes what I can tell you—I have a request."

She raised her eyebrows. "And what might that be?"

"For the rest of this conversation, I want you to pretend to believe me," he said quickly. "Please. Just humor me. If, for the rest of this conversation, you can pretend to believe that I'm not a complete lunatic, I promise, I'll answer all of your questions the best I can."

She considered this for a few moments.

"Alright, young man," she said smoothly. "I can play."

"Wait, really?"

"If that's what it takes."

He grinned flirtatiously. "Can I suggest, eh, a different game, then?"

"What?"

"Never mind," he said quickly, deciding against the comment, which would without question earn him another slap. "For your question… I'm concerned about your having fun, because it's kind of my job."

"As a professional fun-haver, right?"

"Right. I mean—well," he corrected, "Not entirely. That's not my entire job description."

"So, what is your job description?"

Jack's heart leapt.

"Well. As long as we're pretending that you'll believe me, I'll tell you," he stated, proudly drawing himself up. "I happen to be a Guardian."

"A… guardian," she repeated.

"Better believe it, ma'am." Jack leaned forward against the bars, a sly little smile twitching out of the side of his mouth. "Trade places with me, and I'll guard you just fine."

Glancing to the handcuffs, and then to her again, he raised his eyebrows, flirtatiously peering up at her through his hair.

She froze.

After a few moments, the young queen sucked in her breath, shakily sitting up in the chair again and clasping her hands together in her lap. This brought a slight grin from Jack.

"Tell you what," he whispered, "I'll leave that offer open, if you change your mind."

She ignored the comment. "A guardian of what?"

"Children."

Her eyes bulged in horror.

"OH, gosh. NOT like—I—NO," Jack stammered frantically, leaping away from the bars to be caught and jerked back by the handcuffs as blood rushed to his face, "NOT like—bad timing—oh, that did not sound good—"

"—Who in Heaven's name would trust you with children?!" she sputtered.

"Uh, the Man in the Moon?"

"Of course."

She sat back into the chair, closing her eyes for a long moment. Opening them, she looked back to Jack.

"I believe it's your turn," she said coldly.

He nodded. "So, what's your little sister sick with?"

The Snow Queen sighed, laying the quill down on the tablet and parchment. "Pregnancy, actually," she admitted, "A child. Maybe more than one; she's gotten huge. She and her husband were married eight months ago."

Nice.

"Let me guess," Jack chuckled. "Romantic honeymoon in the mountains?"

"I try not to think about it too much," she muttered, "I mean—she's my little sister. To think about her, and—him—just—ugh."

She shuddered, wincing at the thought. Jack restrained from a laugh at the regal young queen's sudden discomfort.

"So," he ventured, "You don't like the guy, or…?"

"Oh, no. Kristoff's good for her," she corrected quickly, looking back to him, "It's just that—well. Never mind. At least this one didn't try to cut my head off."

Jack jolted. "Wait, what?!"

"Long story."

Jack watched as she shrugged, tossing a lock of hair over her shoulder and picking up the quill again.

"Sweet Manny," he breathed. "No wonder you're so uptight."

"It keeps me alive," she stated emotionlessly.

Jack snapped his mouth shut. Still trapped in the handcuffs, he swallowed against the uncomfortable sensation of being sized up as the young queen's eyes then did a quick, analytical scan down his body, then moving back up to his face. Studying him, she stared for a long, silent moment.

"How old are you?" the young woman asked suddenly.

Jack's brow furrowed. "How—old am I?"

"I want to know what's so special about you, for an organization to hire such a young assassin," she stated, gesturing to him as she crossed her arms, "Especially when the target was me. You're inexperienced, but it was still impressive that you managed to get past the guards. ESPECIALLY when you look—what? Maybe somewhere around seventeen years ol—"

"—NINETEEN!" Jack sputtered, yanking at the handcuffs, "I look NINETEEN!"

Her eyebrows lifted in mild surprise. "Nineteen?"

"Yeah!"

Blushing furiously, Jack set his jaw, glaring daggers at her through the bars. "And, and, emotionally, I'm really more like twenty," he added, "So there's that, too."

"You look nineteen, but you're emotionally twenty?"

"Yeah."

"That doesn't make sense."

"Well, uh—last spring, I was emotionally and physically nineteen, but then—well, stuff started up again, in my brain, and then my birthday is in only a couple months, so, uh," Jack Frost stammered, "So, now I'm more—I'm really more like almost twenty. Mentally. Basically, twenty."

He bent down to the handcuffs again, tapping the side of his forehead with his pointer finger. Slowly straightening up again from the awkward movement, he then looked back to the beautiful young woman before him, who was staring in complete confusion.

"Um…" the Snow Queen said, "That is how birthdays usually work...?"

Jack didn't respond, his cheeks and ears burning. He chewed on his lip.

"So," the girl enunciated again, very slowly, with a tone like she was speaking to a very small, and very stupid child, "You still haven't answered my original question. Are you nineteen, or twenty?"

The 319-year-old Guardian of Fun squeezed his eyes shut.

Why, he thought.

Why is this happening.

"Well," he squeaked, "Uh—technically neither, but—"

"—Neither?!" she burst out, "But how could—"

"—Look, CanYouJustAskMeSomethingElse?" Jack pleaded, desperate to change the subject away from his age, "Anything else. Really. You can even have another question."

"Okay." She placed the tablet and quill down on the icy end table, crossing her arms over her chest and looking at him with skepticism. Jack Frost then watched as the young queen raised a single eyebrow. "My next question is that I want to know why you think your age is such a big deal."

Jack's eyes narrowed.

WOW.

"It's not a big deal," he snapped, "It's just—complicated. That's all."

"How could your age be a complicated—"

"—You know what, I'm taking my turn again now."

She opened her mouth to protest, but then snapped it shut it again. Schooling her expression, the Ice Powers Girl then sat back down into her icy chair and tossed her left leg over her right. She gestured for him to proceed.

"Uh… so!" Jack began, trying to sound casual and shifting on his feet, "You've got a fiancé?"

The young woman's eyes widened. "What?"

"You're engaged? Betrothed?"

"Why would—?" She cut herself off, giving her head a quick shake. "Why would you think I'm engaged?"

Jack shrugged, struggling to keep his voice even as he pressed her further. "Well—I'm not seeing a ring, and it doesn't look like you're sharing this room with anybody, so I'm guessing you're unmarried," he explained, "But I saw the wedding dress."

"Wedding dress?"

She looked completely befuddled. Scoffing, Jack cocked his head towards the art gallery in the next room.

"Oh, come on. Long, pretty white dress? The one that's right there?"

The young queen continued to stare at him in complete confusion.

Allowing himself a quick eye roll, Jack heaved a sigh of frustration. "In your study—art gallery—thing," he stammered, nodding towards it, "There were two sparkly dresses; there was a blue one, and then there was a white one with—"

"—Oh! My Spirit dress!"

Now it was Jack's turn to be confused.

"Spirit dress?" he sputtered, "What in the blizzards is a spirit dress? If it's not a—"

"—Oh, that's not a wedding dress," she laughed softly, tossing a wistful glance in its direction as her eyes lit up. "That's my Spirit Dress. And it's very important to me, but—a bit much, for while I'm staying in the castle. When I'm not in the Forest, I tend to just save it for special occasions."

Still leaning up against the bars, the Youngest Guardian considered this for a moment. Then, Jack Frost raised his eyebrows.

"Like getting married?"

"It's not a wedding dress! I—aurgh."

She dropped her quill and pressed her fingers to the bridge of her nose, pulling in a deep breath. Pulling her hands down from her face, she then picked up her quill again, glaring up at him.

"Just because a woman chooses to wear a long, beautiful white dress, it doesn't automatically mean that it's because of a MAN," she snapped defensively. "And for as far as you are concerned, I'm afraid that I am spoken for."

"So, there is a boyfriend."

"I never said that I—!" The young queen cut herself off, then shaking her head and starting again. "I don't have a boyfriend."

Jack's eyes bulged. "Girlfriend?!"

"What? No! I—!"

The girl groaned in frustration and squeezed her eyes shut, pressing her fingertips to the bridge of her nose again. Meanwhile, Jack's heart had resumed beating. If the gorgeous young queen had said yes to either of those inquiries, then he would have had to respect that, but—but!

Phew!

"Look," the young woman started again, looking up to him with daggers in her gaze, "When I said that I am 'spoken for,' I didn't mean that it was by a person, or a betrothal, or—or even a choice—but by this funny little thing called reality."

"What do you mean?"

She stared into his eyes through the bars, unmoving in her chair.

"The 'Professional Fun-Haver' wants me to explain the concept of reality," she deadpanned.

"Humor me."

She shifted on her hips, as if trying to decide how to proceed. Then, she let out her breath.

"It's very simple. I believe that marriage is an alliance meant to be forged between equals," the young queen explained. "If I were to marry, it would need to be to a man whose position, intelligence, morality, and power were equal to my own."

Jack's eyebrows lifted. Wordlessly, he watched as she let out her breath, sitting back into her chair and crossing her left leg over her right.

"Which is why I'm going to be single for the rest of my life," she stated. "And have made my peace with it."

Shooting him a tight, bitter smile, the Snow Queen picked up her quill again, setting it onto the parchment. Jack Frost let out a long, low whistle.

"Sweet Manny," he breathed, studying her through the bars. "A bit cynical, don't you think?"

She shrugged. "It's not arrogant if it's true."

"I didn't say it was arrogant. I said it was cynical."

She looked down, gripping the quill so hard that her knuckles turned white. Jack leaned into the handcuffs, dropping his voice to a whisper.

"Just because you don't believe something is real, it doesn't mean that it can't exist," he said softly. "There could be somebody out there for you. You know, who could… take you on. And… stuff."

His voice trailed off, and Jack Frost fell quiet.

Setting down the quill, the young queen squeezed her eyes shut, like she was in pain. Pulling in her breath, she looked up into his gaze again, hers as cold as ice.

"I do not appreciate being mocked," she said coldly.

"I'm not mocking you!"

Her eyes narrowed.

"Okay, I might have been mocking you earlier, but—not this time," Jack insisted, "Not this time. Just—why is what I'm saying so hard to believe?"

"It's my turn again," she countered, looking away. "Why can't my guards see you?"

Oh, boy.

Jack pulled in a long breath.

"I'm—sort of—invisible—to people who don't believe I exist," he said carefully.

A look of confusion swept over her face. "Invisible?"

"Yeah," he sighed.

"But that's—"

"—You're pretending to believe me, remember? And, it's my turn again."

"Fine."

"Why are you so determined to believe that there isn't a single guy on the face of the PLANET who could match you?" Jack demanded.

She scoffed. "Because there's simply no way that—"

"—Hear me out, hear me out! Have you ever thought," Jack interrupted passionately as the Snow Queen began to rise from her chair and walk towards him, "That maybe there IS a guy out there, who could, you know, 'be your equal' and stuff, but that you're just so convinced he doesn't exist that you wouldn't even notice if he showed up? That maybe if you were just a little more willing to give people a chance that GAUGH!"

Jack startled back against the handcuffs, his eyes bulging at the crystalline dagger made of ice that the young queen was suddenly holding up to his neck through the bars. He let out a nervous laugh.

"PleasePutTheDaggerDown?" he choked.

She didn't.

"I have an idea," the Snow Queen hissed, her eyes narrow as she glared at him through the bars, "Maybe let's—not have any more questions about my love life."

He winced, hesitantly looking up at her with one eye squeezed shut.

"But I was just saying that maybe you could have one?" Jack squeaked.

She raised her eyebrows. "Oh… is that was all of this was?"

"Yes!"

"Well," she shrugged, starting to lower the blade, "In that case, maybe I'll just—let you go."

Jack's eyes widened.

"Uh… really?"

"No."

She threateningly twitched the dagger towards him again, and Jack Frost winced, suddenly racking his memory for the newspaper in the study. What was her name, again?

"Your name is Elsa," he remembered suddenly. "Right?"

"That is correct."

That's actually really pretty. "Okay. Sooooo… Elsa," he ventured, watching as she pulled the dagger back through the bars and stepped away from him, "My next question is—"

"—My turn!"

"WHAT?!"

"My name is Elsa. That answers your question," she said coolly. "So, it's my turn again."

"Aaaaaurgh…"

"The hovering-in-the-air thing," the young woman—Elsa—started again, picking up the quill. "How."

Jack's eyes began to wander in the direction of his staff, and he paused. His stomach twisted at the memory of the last time he'd willingly handed over the old shepherd's crook.

Yeah, he thought bitterly. Now that I'm handcuffed and trapped and everything, I think this'd be a great time to tell you all about my trusty weapon. Let me show you how it works.

Jack Frost cleared his throat, looking back to her. "I can fly," he decided, giving a casual shrug. "What about it?"

"People can't fly."

"Magic people can."

She stopped writing, slowly looking up to him. "You're… magic?"

"In more ways than one, Snowflake."

The Ice Powers Girl's eyes widened. Then—seeing a flicker a doubt flash across her features—Jack shifted on his feet, leaning forward against the bars as casually as he could while still in the handcuffs.

"Whaaaaaat?" he chuckled, grinning at her flirtatiously. "You thought you were the only magic person out there?"

"I—!"

Her eyes narrowed with skepticism. She tilted her head slightly to the side, continuing to peer at him in careful wonder as she tried to decipher whether or not he was telling the truth.

The Spirit of Winter's smile faded. Letting out his breath, he then gave her a tiny nod.

"Yeah. Like I said," Jack said softly. "Cynical."

He let his wrists sink into the handcuffs.

After another few long moments of studying him, the young queen finally scoffed, giving her head a shake. Her expression hardening, her teeth clicked together.

"And… like I said," she gritted, readjusting her grip on the quill, "We are not discussing my love life. And you will not be bringing it up again."

"Bringing up your—?"

He paused. An instant later, clicking together the puzzle pieces of their conversation, Jack's mouth fell open. Restraining from a smirk, the Guardian raised a single eyebrow, huffing a bit and regarding the Ice Powers Girl with a knowing glint in his eyes.

"I… wasn't," Jack Frost drawled.

She stiffened.

The Snow Queen's eyes widened, her face reddening as she realized her slip. Quickly fixing her expression, she gave her head a quick shake.

"But—for the record," Jack added, unable to keep his grin contained, "I… am also… single."

She didn't look up, pretending to be engrossed in her notes. Pausing—and then coming up with something to write down—she frantically dipped her quill into the inkwell again, replacing it on the parchment to furiously scribble down a few more words.

Jack leaned forward against the handcuffed. "Just in case that information is interesting to y—"

"—It's NOT."

Queen Elsa finished her last word with a flourish, dotting an i and then replacing the quill into the inkwell. Looking back up at him, she was now glaring daggers once again, her cheeks still flushed an adorable shade of pink.

Sure, Jack thought, feeling himself standing up a bit straighter in the handcuffs as he tried to keeping from smiling. Let's go with that, Snowflake.

As if she could read his mind, the Snow Queen's teeth clicked together, her glare darkening. Schooling her expression, she then forced herself to sit up straight again, calmly folding her hands over one another on her lap.

"I can see what you're trying to do," she said icily. "And I am not that easily distracted, if you think I'm going to make a big mistake. I cannot, and will not, fail Arendelle. Especially right now."

"What's so special about right now?"

Her eyebrows lifted. "You—don't know?" she asked, genuine confusion in her eyes.

Jack shook his head.

The young queen relaxed, her shoulders sinking a bit as she sat back in her chair. "Well. As I'm certain that anyone who has recently read a newspaper is aware," Queen Elsa enunciated, "My younger sister Anna is pregnant. And as we publicly announced, the difficulty of this pregnancy is the entire reason that I have been temporarily reinstated as Acting Queen, and am residing in the castle at all."

"How could—"

"—My turn!"

"Wait, hold on, though!" Jack protested, "I'm asking a political question, not a personal one. I should be allowed to ask you about policy. I mean, you're the queen, right? You can teach me."

She snapped her mouth shut, pressing her lips together. Holding his hands up in surrender, Jack leaned in close to the bars.

"I think we should play a game," he tried again. "It's called: let's pretend that I have no idea how royal stuff works."

The Snow Queen considered this for a long moment, glancing to the side. After a few moments, she shrugged.

"Alright," she conceded. "You may proceed."

Shifting in the handcuffs, Jack huffed a laugh of disbelief. "Temporarily reinstated?" he asked, "You can be reinstated as queen? Since when is THAT a thing?"

"Since Queen Anna and I added an amendment to the law allowing for it to be."

"Queen Anna?"

"Yes," she nodded. "My younger sister is the Queen of Arendelle."

Now, Jack was REALLY confused.

"Your… younger sister is the queen?" he asked slowly.

"I gave up my crown when I moved to the Enchanted Forest."

"Give up your crown!? How does that—"

"—It is a long, if not somewhat confidential, story," she snapped, "And I don't feel obligated to divulge the whole thing right now. But anyway, a year ago, I had to leave the castle for a couple of weeks, and when I got back, I found out that my Royal Council had somehow managed to dismantle everything that—"

Suddenly realizing what she was saying, the young woman cut herself off. Giving her head a quick shake, she then pulled in her breath.

"Anyway," she tried again, shifting in her seat, "Anna's been learning the ropes really brilliantly. But she needed a break with the pregnancy, and we needed to make sure that Arendelle still had an Acting Queen. So, we rewrote the succession law to allow for me to be reinstated, so that she could take a leave without everything falling apart."

"But if she's the queen," Jack pressed, pulling at the handcuffs and nodding to scratch his head, "Can't she just take a break whenever she wants?"

The Ice Powers Girl didn't answer.

After a few seconds of staring into each other's eyes, Jack shifted on his feet, twisting uncomfortably in the handcuffs. He huffed again, smiling back at her wryly.

"Super-secret royal something, right?" he chuckled.

Her stare hardened into a glare, her entire body suddenly tense in her seat. Jack's smile faded.

"Okay…" he conceded, trying again, "Is… the stony silence a way of telling me that you're not answering that?"

The young queen remained silent, her lips pressed together into a firm line.

"I'll—take that as a yes," Jack muttered.

After a few moments, she placed the ice-clipboard and quill onto the crystalline table beside her, rising from her chair. "It doesn't matter," she gritted, her voice dangerously soft. "Why Anna needs me to keep this position active is irrelevant, because for the next few months, for as far as you, or anyone else is concerned: I am the Reigning Queen of Arendelle. And I will be treated as such."

Standing on the other side of the bars, the stunningly beautiful Snow Queen stood before him, her piercing eyes as cold as a glacier. The moonlight sparkling off of the ice crystals on her gown, she was a fortress—strong, unshakable, and with many secrets buried deep inside.

Oh—and, clearly not about to surrender any more information on this subject.

What is even going ON in this kingdom?

"Okaaaaaay," Jack said carefully, "So… let me see if I've got this right. Your sister in on leave because of the pregnancy, so you're filling in for her?"

"Correct."

"Aaaaaaaand I'm not allowed to ask about the super-secret royal thing."

"Also correct."

"Alright," he shrugged, hiding his curiosity as he switched to another question, "So, you said something about moving to an Enchanted Forest; what in the BLIZZARDS do you—"

"—It's my turn, young man. That's enough questions for now."

He stopped talking, taking a tiny step back. Still shackled, he gestured for her to go ahead.

The young queen studied him again, picking up her quill. "You don't seem to—know very much about Arendelle's current political situation," she said quizzically, "You—you were hired at the last minute, weren't you? How long have you been involved with your current organization?"

His brow crinkled. "You mean, the Guardians?"

"Um—yes."

"Since last March. But!" Jack added quickly, seeing the confused shock on her face, "My coming here was kind of—unexpected."

To this, the young queen nodded. "So… it was a last-minute decision," she said darkly. "I see. And I'm guessing that this all came as something of a surprise to you?"

In his mind's eye, Jack Frost was suddenly back in the Workshop, being held fast on the North's thigh with the Guardian of Wonder's questioning, demanding, and very big eyes only an excruciatingly uncomfortable few inches from his own.

The Spirit of Winter nodded.

"Definitely," Jack choked.

The Ice Powers Girl was still writing, dipping the quill into the inkwell a few times and then continuing to scribble frantic notes, the characteristic scritch scritch scritching sound of her quill filling the space. After a few moments, Jack pulled in his breath.

"I'm pretty sure it's my turn," he said.

She paused, her quill stilling. Then, without looking up, the Snow Queen nodded, starting to write again.

Scritch. Scritch scritch.

"Okay," Jack started slowly, raising a single eyebrow, "When I was first in here…"

He paused, glancing to the bed.

Finally looking up, she nodded. "Yes?" Queen Elsa asked.

Jack teasingly looked up at her through his eyelashes.

"Were you just negotiating a trade agreement," he chuckled, "In your sleep?"

She jolted, her face flushing. "So what if I was?"

He let out a sharp bark of laughter. "You really need to take a break from this Queen thing."

"Can't do that."

"But—"

"—In fact," she interrupted, her smile suddenly fading as she sat up, glancing back down to her quill, "I—I probably need to be getting back to it."

"Wait, the Queen thing?" he laughed. "Uh… ma'am? It's kind of the middle of the night."

"Yes," she enunciated, setting the writing implement to the side, "It is. Isn't it?"

She smiled coldly.

Jack felt blood rising to his face.

Picking up the parchment, Queen Elsa cleared her throat, regally crossing her ankles and looking down to it. "So… to review," she sighed, "According to my notes… Jack…"

He nodded. "Jack Frost. Yep."

She visibly restrained from rolling her eyes.

"You are currently employed by the Man in the Moon as a professional fun-haver, you guard children against something you never specified, you have magic that gives you the ability to fly, you're invisible to anyone that doesn't believe you exist, and you're in Arendelle because…?"

She slowly looked up from the parchment, raising a single eyebrow. After a few moments, she looked back down, reading one of the final sentences.

"Because Santa Claus threw you into a magic portal from the North Pole," Elsa finished coldly.

Awkward silence.

"Uh… right," Jack choked.

The Spirit of Winter watched as she placed the parchment back onto the end table on top of the tablet and quill, shaking her head and pushing herself up onto her feet.

"Oooh, I did not need this tonight," she mumbled miserably.

Her face pained, she forced a smile.

"Well, then," the Snow Queen sighed, walking towards the art gallery, "Thank you for your cooperation. We will resume in—"

"—But it's true!" Jack protested, yanking against the handcuffs again, "I—I swear it's—why are you—?"

His voice trailed off as she left the room, passing through the door into the art gallery. Straining to hear, Jack Frost could tell that she was at the desk, rummaging through the drawers for something.

After a few more moments, Queen Elsa was coming through the door again, the ice particles on her dress sparkling as she swept past the window, dropping a large key into a velvet bag.

"There is a private holding cell by the dungeons. It's meant to be used for—special—prisoners of the King or Queen," she told him, "So, it should be empty. If my guards can't see you, I will escort you there myself."

Jack's mouth fell open as she drew herself up, closing her eyes in concentration and lifting her hands towards the bars.

"Wait!"

She paused, opening her eyes again.

"Can't I just stay here?" he blurted hopefully, "I mean—okay, if I can keep trying to convince you—"

"—Magic portals?" Elsa snapped, "Santa Claus? Oh! The Man in the Moon?!"

Jack Frost looked down to his feet, shifting uncomfortably in the handcuffs.

"Maybe I can convince you in the morning?" he squeaked.

She glared.

"I'm sorry," Elsa drawled. "I already have a previous engagement with the Big Dipper."

She whirled away from him again, tossing the bag onto the icy end table and reaching for the chair. A wave of panic sweeping through him, Jack leapt forward, gripping the bars in the handcuffs.

"I still have my last question!"

Queen Elsa stopped.

"One more!" Jack pleaded, "Please! I—I just want to ask one more question."

A long moment passed in silence.

Jack watched as the young queen let out her breath in defeat, her tense shoulders relaxing, still facing away from the cell. Crossing her arms over her chest as she shrugged her long, loose blonde locks to the side, she reluctantly let go of the chair and turned around, staring into his eyes.

"Fine," she sighed. "One more."

The quiet fell again. Jack pulled in his breath, staring at the stunningly beautiful young queen through the bars as she stood before him, her piercing, intelligent gaze locked onto his own.

He leaned forward in the handcuffs, dropping his voice to a whisper.

"How long have you believed in Jack Frost?"

Chapter 6: Believe

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6: BELIEVE

Queen Elsa's mouth fell open in shock.

Crossing her arms tighter over her chest, she abruptly looked down, stumbling back a step as her face went pale.

"Wh-who says I believe in Jack Frost?" she stammered.

Jack raised a single eyebrow.

"You believe in Jack Frost," he stated emotionlessly. "Please just trust me on this one."

"And—and that's n-not a question!" she protested, blinking frantically, "That's an accusation!"

"Is it a true one?"

"How would you know?"

"Ma'am, you're shaking."

She abruptly cut herself off, snapping her mouth shut. Frozen into her place, Jack watched as she stared even more determinately at the ground, a few flurries of snow beginning to materialize out of the air around her in the place where she stood.

Pulling against the handcuffs, he leaned forward again.

"Okay. I'm changing my question. And, you haven't answered it yet, so I get to do that," he added.

Elsa didn't look up, crossing her arms tighter over her chest.

"I don't want to know how long you've believed in Jack Frost," Jack said quietly. "I want to know why."

The Snow Queen closed her eyes, pressing her lips together as the few flurries of snow fell around her, floating towards the frozen carpet and glistening in the moonlight. Opening her eyes again—but not relaxing—she slowly looked up into his eyes, walking to the jail cell.

"This one will take another deal," Elsa shook.

Jack shifted in the handcuffs, letting out a breathy bark of laughter as she came to a stop in front of him.

"You know," he muttered under his breath, "For someone that doesn't make deals with assassins, and AAAAH HA HA HA, DEALS ARE GREAT; I LOVE DEALS!" Jack sputtered desperately, wincing away from the blade that was suddenly against his neck again.

"In asking me why I believe in Jack Frost, you are asking me to reveal what is nothing short of my deepest, darkest secret, to a total stranger," she quavered intensely, gripping the ice dagger as her eyes watered, "You have no—idea—what that name means to me. I have rational evidence that Jack Frost exists, and if I ever find him—when I find him—I will know."

Jack Frost bit his lip, nodding quickly as he tugged at the crystalline handcuffs chaining him to the bars. "Uh—yeah," he shook, eying the dagger. "And I think you're closer than you reaLIZE—!"

He abruptly sucked in his breath, cut off as she threateningly pressed the dagger against his neck.

"Do you not believe me?"

"AUGH! NO! I mean, YES!" Jack sputtered frantically, wincing as she pressed the blade of the dagger harder against his neck, "I—I do! I believe you!"

She set her jaw, glaring at him suspiciously.

"Look," Jack pleaded, putting his hands up as far as he could in the handcuffs, "I know it's crazy, but this question is—really—important to me. And, uh, it's clearly a big deal to you, too."

She glared into his eyes, her hand trembling slightly on the dagger. As he stood, frozen, in the handcuffs, Jack then watched as she shakily lowered it away from his neck, taking a step back.

"Okay," Elsa quavered, "But I—have a condition."

"What's that?"

"If—if I tell you this—if I answer that question," she whispered intensely, "You must promise—on threat of your life—to tell me who you are."

Jack said nothing, staring at the young woman in shock. After a few moments, he nodded.

"You're willing to make that deal?" she asked.

"I can't promise that you're going to believe me," he said, "But yeah. I promise to tell the truth."

"In this deal, I'm trading the deepest, darkest secret of my childhood to you—in exchange for your name," she whispered, "You're really sure that the knowledge of your identity will be worth that kind of a price, to me?"

"I'm pretty sure it will," Jack nodded.

"How do you know that?"

"I don't."

Her eyes narrowed suspiciously.

"I don't know," Jack said softly. "But I believe."

He pleading gazed into her piercing eyes through his hair, biting his lip as the Snow Queen studied his face. Exhaling slowly, she gave him a little nod, taking a step back.

"Deal," she whispered.

Turning and walking towards the chair, Queen Elsa pulled in a long breath.

"Back when—back when I was a little girl," she sighed, slowly turning back towards him, "My parents were told by an—expert—that I needed to learn to control my powers. And they listened. Or—at least—at least, they thought they did."

Jack said nothing, gazing into the young queen's face as she gingerly placed the dagger on the end table. The girl closed her eyes, taking another deep breath.

"I mean—they really just wanted me not to have ice powers, but—well," she laughed bitterly, "Giving me gloves to wear and locking me up in my room seemed to be the next-best solution. You know—until I could learn to conceal them."

Jack's heart leapt into his throat.

"They wanted you to—conceal your powers?" he breathed.

"Yes."

The word sent him reeling.

A wave of nausea sweeping over his body, Jack stumbled backwards in horrified confusion, his wrists catching in the handcuffs.

Conceal?

"I must have spent—I must have spent hundreds of hours, watching for him," Elsa admitted, shaking her head with a breathy giggle. "Staring out of my bedroom window. I mean, I could see from the frost patterns—I knew that Jack Frost had been there. At least, he'd flown by Arendelle, during the night. But I—I always seemed to miss him…"

Snapping his head back up, Jack watched in horrified silence as the beautiful young queen slowly walked towards the window, sadly gazing out into the night as she crossed her arms over her chest. The snowflakes on her skirt sparkling in the moonlight, she shook her head.

"I suppose that it's a little childish," Elsa admitted softly, still staring out of the window, "But—well, from all the records, and stories, and accounts—it was all too consistent. I—know—he's real," she blushed, shrugging embarrassedly, "He—he has to be! At least, he was to me, for all those years. The Legend of Jack Frost wasn't just a story to me. For all those years of being locked up, alone, in my room—the Legend of Jack Frost was the only real hope I ever had. Or at least, I… I thought…"

Her voice trailed off as she came to a stop in front of the window, gazing out over the fjord with a pensive expression on her face. Jack leaned forward against his handcuffs.

"Did you ever try to look for him?" he asked softly.

She stiffened. After a long moment—her shoulders tense—she nodded.

"A little over a year ago," she choked. "I heard a voice. Calling me from the North."

Jack's eyebrows lifted. Standing in the moonlight, the Ice Powers Girl closed her eyes, like she was recalling a memory,

"I had to follow it. It didn't exactly give me a lot of choice," she breathed, "And I didn't tell anyone this, but I initially thought—hoped—that the voice was his. Or hers, I suppose. I was fairly certain the person described in legend was male, but it was a female voice calling me, and I didn't realize until—"

"—He's male," Jack blurted.

She stopped talking, looking back to him.

"Jack Frost is a guy," Jack stammered, "I—uh—yeah. He's a guy."

The young queen said nothing, silently waiting for him to finish talking.

Jack felt blood rushing to his face. He cleared his throat, looking down.

"Sorry," he mumbled. "Please continue."

She sighed. "Well," she said softly, looking back out the window, "There were a lot of other reasons I had to leave Arendelle, but—I knew that Ahtohallan would know. No matter what happened."

Ahtohallan? Jack wondered.

Deciding that he'd figure out who that was later, he gave his head a tiny shake. "What did happen?"

The Snow Queen paused.

A tiny, shy little smile tugging at the edges of her mouth, she crossed her arms over her chest. "I found myself," she whispered.

Elsa bit the edge of her lip, looking down with a wistful expression sweeping her face. Glancing in the direction of the art gallery thing—presumably, Jack figured, towards the white dress—she let out her breath.

"I always believed that I was secretly searching for Jack Frost, but—I think that my mother caught on somehow," Elsa admitted, "And that's what was calling me. The whole time I thought I was following him, and searching for him, in all of those years in the darknessnow, I know that what I was REALLY trying to find was me. I was the one I was looking for, all along."

Jack Frost said nothing, staring at the Ice Powers Girl in wonder. As she spoke, the moonlight glinting off of the icy nightgown as it fell over her hips and her long, blonde hair tumbling down her back, she just looked so… serene.

So beautiful.

Jack bit his lip. The Snow Queen of Arendelle was a vision, smiling her shy, gorgeous little smile as if she had temporarily forgotten that she was supposed to be afraid. Not wanting to break the gentle quiet that had settled over the room, the Fifth Guardian took a long moment to measure his words.

"Do you—um," Jack ventured carefully, "Would you still want to meet him?"

Her eyebrows lifted.

"Jack Frost?" Jack prompted again.

She looked pained for a long moment, as if deliberating on whether or not she could answer him. Then—her resolve crumbling—the Ice Powers Girl suddenly exhaled, her face breaking into a smile.

"Of course," she breathed.

Jack's breath caught, the Snow Queen's pure, brilliant expression of joy piercing through him like a beam of sunlight. Elsa's cheeks flushed, a tiny giggle escaping her lips, and she wasn't looking at him, but—

Wow.

"Just because I've found my destiny, it doesn't mean that I've forgotten everyone and everything that helped me to get there," she laughed breathily with a shrug, "From everything I've read, Jack Frost is amazing. He was the hero of my childhood, and the obsession of my adolescence, and! Well, when I was a teenager, I always had this fantasy that Jack Frost would find me, and mentor me, and help me to learn how to control my powers so that I could get out of my room, and—!"

Jack's heart leapt, his face cracking into a sheepish smile as Elsa blushed again, looking down and scoffing at her younger self in embarrassment. Giving her head a quick shake, the Ice Powers Girl uncrossed her arms, lifting her hands to the sides of her face.

"It was just a silly fantasy. But it wasn't a total waste," she added, pulling her hands down, "I wouldn't have even known how to begin my journey, if I hadn't been actively researching and believing in magic for all those years. It's why I recognized the runes so quickly, which was a REALLY good thing, but—well, that's kind of irrelevant. Jack Frost's legend still means everything to me."

The twisting spirals of frost on her gown glinting as she turned around towards the window again, Elsa reached forward to it, gently pushing the curtain back. After a few moments—pensively crinkling the edge of the thick fabric between her fingertips—she then let it fall back into place, re-folding her arms over her chest.

Her smile faded.

"For all those years, and all that time, I just figured that—if Jack Frost wasn't a monster, for having ice powers—then, maybe—maybe I wasn't either," she breathed, looking to her feet. "Despite the fact that I lived in—terror—of what might happen, if anyone ever found out about them—the darkest secret of my childhood wasn't the fact that I had ice powers."

She sighed, looking back to the window again.

"It was that I had found Jack Frost," she choked, "The darkest secret of my childhood was the fact that I was never—completely—convinced—that my ice powers were bad."

The Spirit of Winter was dumbfounded.

Jack watched as pale young woman in the gown of ice shook her head, crossing her arms tighter over her chest and staring at her feet. A few locks of blonde hair falling over slender shoulders as she hunched them forward, the Youngest Guardian could practically feel the years of loneliness and isolation emanating from her fragile form, piercing through the silence of the icy, moonlight-soaked bedroom. To even—imagine—that this beautiful girl would be taught that her ice powers were bad, let alone be shut up in her room for so long, made his heart stop cold. To Jack Frost, to even think that anyone would suffer such intense pain and isolation was devastating.

It was devastating because he understood it.

"That," Elsa gritted suddenly, whipping around and making him jump, "Is why I believe in Jack Frost. So, go ahead. Go home to whomever you work for, and tell them. Tell them that I'm insane. Tell them that the reigning queen of Arendelle swears her allegiance to a storybook character!"

Visibly fighting back tears, she bit her lip, drawing herself up and determinately pacing back towards the icy jail cell.

"I don't know who you are," she shook, snatching up the dagger as she passed the table and pointing it at him in the gesture, "And frankly, I don't care. But I swear to you—and I swear, on everything that I've ever believed in—you can laugh at me, and mock me, and ridicule me, and I will let it be swept away in the wind. But please allow me to make one thing abundantly clear."

Jack sucked in his breath as Elsa suddenly swept up to the bars, threateningly raising the dagger up to his neck as she leaned in close to his face.

"You will not. Ever. Insult the name of Jack Frost," she whispered intensely, "In. Front. Of. Me."

They stared into each other's eyes in silence.

Her teeth clenched, lips pressed together, Jack watched as a wave of nervousness began to sweep over the girl's features, the mask of power beginning to fade, as if she was only now remembering that she was supposed to be frightened. Visibly fighting it, Queen Elsa closed her eyes, slowly pulling in her breath as she lowered the dagger and stepped back away from him.

"Now," she quavered, shakily turning away and reaching for the tablet and parchment, "It's your turn. I fulfilled my end of the deal."

Jack stood, frozen, on the other side of the bars, his face pale. She picked up the items, turning back around to face him and drawing herself up.

"So," Elsa exhaled. "I believe that you owe me your name."

And the silence fell again.

His heart sinking into his stomach, Jack pulled in his breath to speak.

"I—!" he squeaked.

After a few moments, he bit his lip, looking down to the handcuffs in silent despair. The unspoken words hitting her, Queen Elsa's mouth fell open in shock, her eyes widening.

"It—n-no," she whimpered, "You—b-but you p-promised—"

"—I'm sorry!" Jack sputtered helplessly, his face draining in horror as the young woman's eyes started to well up with tears, "I—if I could say anything different, I would, but—"

"—You promised!" she gasped, "You—you promised! You LIAR!"

"I—"

"—I gave in!" she sobbed, "I trusted you! I revealed the deepest, darkest, most humiliating secret of my childhood to a total stranger, and you don't even have the decency to keep your end of the deal!"

"Elsa, I—"

"—Shut up!"

He abruptly did so, his heart frozen as the beautiful young queen whirled around, flurries of snow beginning to materialize out of the air around her as she walked away from him. Jack's stomach twisted, the sudden realization falling onto him like a ton of bricks.

Crying.

She was crying.

"That's what I get! For making deals with assassins!" Elsa gasped, her back shaking as she struggled to keep her breathing even. "And you do not get to call me by my first name! Especially when you don't even have the basic humanity to tell me yours!"

"Queen Elsa," Jack sputtered, "Look—I don't know how to convince you, but I swear—I swear on my life," he said fervently, staring at her as he gripped the bars, "I'm not lying. I am who I say I am!"

"YOU—!"

"—My name is Jack Frost," he interrupted, "I'm a Guardian, and if I'd had any idea that you existed before tonight, I promise you, I would have showed up before now!"

She was silent, her back still shaking as she stayed turned away from him, the flurries swirling harder and faster around her delicate frame. Pulling in his breath again, Jack shifted in the handcuffs, leaning as far as he could through the bars.

"I have—no—idea—how to apologize," he choked, "But I swear, if I'd had any clue that you were here, I would have come to find you! I promise—with everything I've got—you wouldn't have been alone!"

She shook her head, letting out a sharp gasp of bitter laughter. "Because—you—are Jack Frost," she scoffed, not turning around.

"But I am!"

"Jack Frost? In my room?" she sputtered, her face flushing as she spun back to face him, "Oh, yes, you are d-definitely Jack Frost. Ice powers and all, which you have yet to demonstrate, and—!"

Queen Elsa gasped, cutting herself off. Still handcuffed to the bars, the Spirit of Winter had turned his hand over in the air, raising his eyebrows as a shimmering mist of ice particles materialized above his fingertips.

After a few more moments of silence, Jack Frost bit his lip.

"Okay. I admit it," he stammered, "I probably should have done that earlier. Could you take off the handcuffs now?"

She said nothing, paralyzed on the other side of the bars, her jaw dropped as she stared with disbelief at the cluster of snowflakes dancing above his palm. The flurries of snow that had been materializing around her had frozen in the air, the tiny snowstorm in every bit as much shock as she was.

Jack felt his stomach twist again.

Pulling in a deep breath, he shook his head, then gazing intently up at her through his hair.

"Queen Elsa, I'm not going to hurt you," he said softly. "Now, could you please—"

"—How do I know this isn't a trick?" she stammered, the flurries beginning to softly fall towards the carpet again. "How do I know tha—"

"—You don't."

She quickly closed her mouth again, pressing her lips together.

"Technically, you don't know," Jack repeated, gazing into her eyes. "I mean—you can't."

"So why would I—"

"—Because, sometimes, the truth sounds crazy," he whispered intensely. "But that doesn't make it any less true."

She looked down, her entire body tense.

"Then how do I know that this isn't a bad idea?" she choked.

Jack closed his eyes. After a long moment of silence, he opened them again, staring at her from inside the cell.

"You're just going to have to believe in me, aren't you?" Jack said softly.

He held out his wrists through the bars.

Looking into her beautiful face, Jack could see the conflict in her eyes as she stood, frozen, on the other side of the bars, frantically looking from his hair, to his staff, to the icy patterns on his hoodie, and back into his eyes.

"Please?"

Elsa stared at the handcuffs.

Her hands pulled into her stomach, she worriedly bit her lip. After a few more moments of hesitation, the Snow Queen pulled in a deep breath, stepping up to the jail cell and closing her eyes.

She swept her hands over Jack's wrists.

Whoosh. The icy handcuffs started disintegrating into a shimmering mist, and Jack jolted, staring with disbelief as the delicate swirl of frost lifted, rushing into the air as the young woman called it from him. As the last of the ice disappeared, he shakily pulled his hands back through the bars, turning them over and staring at them in wonder.

She could melt it, too?

His mouth falling slightly open in shock, Jack Frost gave his head a little shake, smiling shyly and looking up to Elsa again. She nodded, swallowing hard. Her eyes wide as she nervously watched him, Jack turned around, rubbing his wrists and walking to the back of the cell.

"Wha-what are you doing?" Elsa stammered.

Calmly picking up his staff, Jack turned back to face her, raising his eyebrows.

"I'm thanking you," he replied softly.

Flipping the shepherd's crook forward over his wrist, he tapped it twice on the ground, then sweeping it to the side.

There was an audible gasp, and Jack looked up to see Elsa clap her hand over her mouth, leaping backwards with shock as the delicate cloud of frost billowed past her feet over the frozen carpet. Feeling his heart skip a beat, the Youngest Guardian grinned sheepishly, turning slightly away from her as he crouched down to the floor.

Elsa took a hesitant step towards the cell, watching through the bars as the Spirit of Winter carefully put down his staff, reaching forward and beginning to draw in the dusting of snow. As he finished tracing out the shape, Jack closed his eyes, drawing in his breath in concentration as he reached down for it, slowly pulling his hands upwards.

Glimmering in the moonlight, the long, elegant flower lifted easily out of the frost, a fine blue mist floating above his fingertips as he carefully held it, standing up again on his feet. Feeling the girl's wide-eyed gaze upon him, the Spirit of Winter pulled in a deep breath.

The ice hardened with a soft creaking as he gently blew over the surface of the mist, the shimmering particles freezing together into a gleaming, crystalline rose. A smile tugging at the edge of his mouth, Jack Frost gingerly tossed it to himself, turning around and walking back to the front of the jail cell, stopping in front of the wide-eyed, paralyzed young queen.

He hesitated. After looking down to the flower—trying to decide what to say—the Guardian of Fun pulled in his breath.

"For believing in me," Jack said softly.

Bending over into a respectful bow, he held the rose out through the bars.

The muscles in his lower back beginning to strain as he waited, patiently holding out the ice flower, Jack looked upwards, peering through his white hair at the beautiful young queen on the other side of the crystalline bars. Staring at the rose with disbelief, Elsa was frozen in her place, her mouth hanging open with shock.

Her hand trembling, Jack watched as she pulled in her breath, shakily reaching out to the gleaming flower.

As she gingerly took it, the ice sliding from his fingers, Jack pushed himself up on his staff, taking a few steps back into the jail cell. The Ice Powers Girl's eyes were wide with disbelief as she hesitantly inspected the rose, shakily running her fingers the length of its delicate, crystalline stem as a look of wonder crept over her features.

She gasped.

Jack Frost's heart leapt as Elsa snapped her head up, looking first at him, and then back to the rose, her eyes watering. Clapping her hand over her mouth, she let out a sharp, breathy giggle of shock, then gasping again stumbling back a step. Her cheeks flushing, Elsa whirled away from him, clutching the rose to her chest.

"Okay," she giggled breathily, "Now, I know I'm dreaming."

Jack raised his eyebrows. "Pretty sure it's not a dream—"

"—It makes perfect sense," Elsa bubbled, spinning around, "This reform—well, it's the biggest one I've tried yet. And The Council isn't going to be happy, so, of course my subconscious would have Jack Frost show up in my dreams!"

"What do you mean?"

"Well—to give me courage, of course!" she laughed, shaking her head and looking back down at the rose. "And, I do need it. This reform must be really important. I mean, for my brain to pull such a powerful symbol of strength and rebellion out of my memories."

A symbol of Strength and Rebellion?

"That's what Jack Frost means to you," he breathed.

"You're my subconscious. You tell me."

The young queen giggled again, looking down to the ice rose and wistfully running her fingers over the bloom. Shaking her head, she threw back her hair, her cheeks flushing.

"Oh, the human mind is a wonderful thing!" Elsa sighed happily, clutching the rose and spinning around, "This is the loveliest dream I've ever had."

"This feels like a dream to you?"

"Well—of course not!" she giggled, leaning against the bed and looking at the rose. "Dreams always feel real, when you're in them. In fact, I—I—!"

Her voice trailed off. A strange expression sweeping over her face, Jack watched as the Snow Queen carefully placed the ice rose on her nightstand, pushing herself off from the bed. A few rogue flurries of snow materializing out of the air around her, she slowly walked across the room to the jail cell, finally stopping in front of him, the icy fabric of her gown sparkling in the moonlight. Looking down to his shirt, she then lifted her hand, hesitating for a long, silent moment.

Elsa reached through the bars, and placed her palm squarely on his chest.

A jolt of electricity shot through his body, and Jack sucked in his breath, looking down her hand in shock. He could feel it. On top of the ice crystals on his hoodie, he could feel the gentle pressure of the Snow Queen's palm pressing through the fabric.

She was—touching him.

She—it—it wasn't going through. She was TOUCHING him.

Holding his breath, Jack carefully moved one of his hands off the staff. Glancing up into her eyes—and realizing that she was still studying the ice patterns on his chest—he then reached up, placing his hand on top of hers.

His heart pounding, a wave of relief swept over him as he gingerly rubbed his thumb across her palm, feeling the distinct and still unfamiliar sensation of having someone else's skin against his own. The Snow Queen's hand was soft.

And—cold.

"That's… ice," the young queen breathed. "Isn't it?"

"I—um, yeah," Jack laughed nervously, shifting on his feet as she felt the fabric, "It—it is."

She smiled, her cheeks flushing as she delicately felt the ice crystals on his hoodie, and Jack's heart leapt. Grinning sheepishly as he ran his thumb over hers again, he looked down to his chest, and then back up into her deep blue eyes.

The Snow Queen's smile was so beautiful…

"In fact… well," Elsa whispered, making Jack snap back into focus, "As… as long as I'm dreaming…"

A strange, dreamy expression swept over her face, and the Youngest Guardian felt his heart start pounding as she slid her hand up towards his neck, gingerly feeling the frozen ice crystals webbed out across the fabric. Jack Frost then felt the young queen start to curl her fingers around the front edge of his hood.

"Uh—ma'am?" he asked softly, "What are—what are you doin-MMPH!"

Jack startled, jolting and dropping the staff with shock as she yanked him forward, her lips suddenly smashing against his own. The shepherd's crook fell into the bars with a loud clank, and he froze, every muscle in his body paralyzed.

And it was over as suddenly as it had begun, as he felt her let go of his hoodie, breaking from the kiss and victorious stepping away from the bars. Gasping for breath, his eyes bulging, Jack Frost stumbled backwards into the cell, staring at the beautiful young queen in shock.

"It's sad to think that all of this will be gone in the morning. But it was wonderful, while it lasted," Elsa giggled breathlessly. "It's been nice to meet you… Jack Frost."

Paralyzed behind the crystalline bars of the cell, Jack watched in blank shock as the young woman turned away from him, walking back towards her bed. Shakily reaching up and touching his lips, still trying to catch his breath, he nodded weakly.

"You too," he breathed.

Fully dressed, the young queen then crawled back under the covers, gave the Spirit of Winter one last, dreamy little smile as she closed her eyes, and fell asleep.

 

Chapter 7: Real

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7: REAL

Elsa could feel the unwelcome brightness of the morning sunlight on her eyelids long before she opened them, the weight of exhaustion pounding against the inside of her forehead. Squeezing her eyes shut, she turned slightly in the covers, trying to place the inexplicable trepidation clouding her mind.

Oh… right. It was today.

Feeling strangely constricted in her stomach, the young queen reluctantly drug herself back into consciousness, fighting against the sweeping feeling of dread rushing through her body as she sat up. The housing reform. Oh, dear, that housing reform. This was going to be unpleasant…

Elsa groaned, sliding her fingers into her hair. It was strangely light, for being so early. If she wasn't up and about by eight o'clock, the guards were instructed to get a maid to come in and wake her, and she hadn't heard any such thing. The meeting was at ten. If it wasn't yet eight, then it meant that she had a couple of hours to prepare herself, before—

" But SOFT! "

GAUGH!

Elsa jolted, whipping her head around to locate the source of the sound.

"What light through yonder window breaks!" the voice laughed as she looked up, "It is the east! And your finally, FINALLY being up, is the sun…"

On the other side of her bedroom, hovering up by her ceiling, a gangly, white-haired young man was floating upside-down in an icy jail cell. Effortlessly hanging from a gnarled shepherd's crook by his knees, he reached forward to touch the frozen wall in front of his face, casually drawing in the frost with his pointer finger.

He sucked in a long breath, pressing his chin in towards his neck.

"Arise, fair sleepy person, and kill the envious moon, who is already sick and pale with grief," he finished dramatically, thwapping his hand over his heart, "That thou, her maid, art more fair than she…"

He reached forward again and swept his hand over the frost, and a cluster of snowflakes burst out from underneath his fingertips, catching the sunlight as they fell. Without righting himself, the young man grinned, turning and looking at her.

"Morning, Snowflake," he chuckled.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat, her eyes bulging as the memories came flooding back into her mind. Ripping back the covers, she looked down to her stomach and realized with horror that she was fully dressed, wearing a hastily-formed blue gown made of ice.

"I hope you're not expecting any more than that," the boy laughed, making her jump again. "Because that's all I've got. Bunny would've thrown something at me by now."

"But you—you—!"

"—Also, I do not recommend picking a fight with The Moon."

"I—!"

Blood rushing to her face, Elsa shook her head, dropping the edge of the blanket. Frantically twisting around, she flipped over and reached for her nightstand, snatching up the elegant ice rose and staring at it in shock. It was real—the cold, smooth ice was leaving its characteristic chill against her fingers as she held it, the crystalline rose every bit as elegant and perfect as it was in the dream.

It was real.

It. Was. REAL.

"But—b-but you—!" Elsa choked.

She snapped her head up helplessly, staring at the young man in the jail cell with horror. Still hanging from the floating staff, he raised his eyebrows.

"I'm still here?" he offered.

Elsa said nothing, but blushed furiously, leaning over and gingerly placing the ice rose back on her nightstand. The young man laughed again, turning back to the wall as she sat up and swung her legs over the side of the bed.

"It's good to sleep in sometimes. You obviously needed it," he said casually. "I'm glad you're up, though. I was about to start chucking snowballs at you to see if you were still alive."

"Sleep in?" Elsa asked quizzically, "What are you talking about? If I'd slept past eight, a maid would have come and woken me."

"Oh, is that who that was?"

She jolted. "Wait, what?"

"Well—a while ago, somebody was trying to get in," the young man admitted, still hanging upside-down from the staff, "But they couldn't get through the ice."

Her face went pale. "I overslept?" Elsa gasped.

"I guess. I was wondering if I should try to get you up, but you looked really tired, so—"

"—I OVERSLEPT!?"

Before he could respond, Elsa was leaping from the bed, scrambling onto her feet and sprinting for the art gallery. Oh, no. Ooooh, no, no, no, no, NO; this was not happening!

Rounding the corner of the doorframe, she whipped around, running over to her desk. Good. Yes. There it was. The file. The housing reform file. Everything ready to go. Oh, thank heavens she'd put it together the night before…

Snatching up the folder, Elsa whirled back, picking up the edge of her skirt and running for the bedroom. Scrambling around the corner of the doorframe again, she ran over to the dresser, slapping the file down onto its surface and looking to the jail cell.

"Do you know what time it is?" she blurted.

"Uh, daytime?"

"Helpful."

Sprinting back across the room, she burst into the art gallery, running for the desk.

Reaching it, Elsa frantically shuffled through the papers, shoving the in-progress ice statue to the side. It was here somewhere—her father's old pocketwatch, left behind when he had boarded the ship almost four years ago, that had become her personal clock in this secret study.

Yanking open the drawer and picking up a stray envelope, a glint of gold caught Elsa's eye.

Jolting, she reached into the drawer for the chain, carefully pulling up the little watch. The morning sunlight glinting off its face, she squinted. Nine forty-seven.

Thirteen minutes until the meeting.

Oh, thank heavens.

Replacing it by the envelopes, Elsa shoved the drawer in and turned around, closing her eyes and exhaling slowly. Pushing herself off from the desk, she then shakily pulled in her breath, her head reeling as her mind began to catch up with her racing heart.

Thirteen minutes. If she changed in two minutes, did her hair in three minutes, spent thirty seconds freshening up the previous day's makeup, and skipped breakfast entirely, there was still enough time to get to the Council. She would get to the Council, introduce the reform, have the Councilmen inevitably try to rip it apart, calmly destroy their arguments, and then push it through, after which point she would reward herself by spending the rest of the day with Anna, and eating massive quantities of chocolate to calm down. She would be calm. She would be calm, and it would be fine, because she was the Snow Queen. There was still enough time to get ready. The file had been prepared the night before. Everything was in line for the reform.

Jack Frost was in her room.

The realization hitting her again, Elsa felt a wave of nausea sweep over her body, followed by panic. Jack Frost was in her room. HOW WAS JACK FROST IN HER ROOM?!

In a jail cell.

Built of ice.

Oh, the irony. Elsa's head started swimming again, and she collapsed back against the desk, clapping her hand to her forehead.

Wait. Slow down, she thought desperately, mentally scolding herself and trying to pull in a deep breath, You don't KNOW he's Jack Frost. He could still be just a really, really clever assassin.

Who can fly.

And has ice powers.

And perfectly fits every single credible description of Jack Frost you've ever read, except for the part about being breathtakingly handsome and HOUSING REFORM! FOCUS!

Shaking her head vigorously, as if trying to shake the thought from her mind, she jumped and determinately stomped forward, pulling her blue used-to-be-coronation ice gown off of its hanger. There, behind it, was her Spirit Dress.

Elsa paused for a moment, staring at it with longing. Oh, how she missed the Forest... but, no. She was here. She was the Acting Queen, she was in charge of Arendelle, and Anna and Arendelle's people needed. Her. Here. Her Spirit Dress would simply have to wait, just like everything else. Giving her head another shake, she gripped her blue dress, spinning around and pacing quickly back towards her room.

Stepping through the doorway, Elsa looked up and gasped.

All across her corner on the opposite side of the room, covering up the two solid walls in the cell and spilling out beyond the edges of the bars, was a delicate dusting of snow. Rising out of the snow itself were dozens and dozens of ice flowers; roses and lilies, sunflowers and morning glories, all sizes and varieties of flora, with their blooms reaching out from the wall in delicate, crystalline ice statues, as if they had been halfway-pulled up from the frosty drawings in a stunningly beautiful, elaborate mural of ice.

The Spirit of Winter was—doodling.

She crept forward in wonder, her eyes wide as she watched the white-haired young man, still hanging upside-down by the ceiling, pull his pointer finger back, finishing a traced-out etch of a petunia. Taking in a deep breath, he slowly reached for it, the dusting of frost shimmering as he gently pulled the drawing out from the wall. As the mist hovered before him, holding the shape of the flower, he guided a long breath of air across it.

The petals instantly hardened into solid ice, the blossom creaking and gleaming as it did so, joining the dozens of other intricate flowers reaching out of her wall. Noticing Elsa's jaw-dropped staring, the young man craned his head back, his white hair hanging as he looked to her. Color rising to his cheeks, he looked at Elsa.

And then back to the wall.

And then to Elsa again.

"I got bored," he said simply.

She said nothing, clutching her coronation gown to her chest and staring at him in awe.

After a few moments, he reached up, grasping his staff and slowly pulling himself over in the air.

"Uh..." he added, smiling sheepishly, "And—and girls like flowers. Right? So, I figured—"

"—That's bad for the wallpaper," Elsa blurted.

His mouth fell open in shock.

"Says the girl that froze the carpet?" the young man sputtered. "You froze the CARPET, and you're worried about the wallpaper?"

"My ice doesn't melt unless I want it to," she retorted. "It's different."

"Was that supposed to be an insult?"

"I—"

"—Because it sounded like an insult."

"I—!"

Elsa snapped her mouth shut, looking down to the dress in her arms and blushing furiously. That wasn't her ice, on the wall. And he—the young man—was definitely—floating. That was—it—the dream—well, if he wasn't Jack Frost, then—?

The young man in the jail cell was laughing softly under his breath, and Elsa jolted back into focus. His eyes playful, he smiled good-naturedly, snatching the staff out from under his thighs and tumbling forward through the air to land silently on the ice-covered carpet below. Spinning around to face her as he swung his shepherd's crook behind his back and caught it, the white-haired young man walked towards the bars.

"You're wondering if you kissed me," he chuckled.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

Fighting back the heat rushing to her face, she regally drew herself up. "Why on earth would I wonder that?" Elsa scoffed.

"Because you did?"

She froze.

Shrinking from the boy's piercing gaze, Elsa readjusted her grip on the dress, clutching it tightly to her chest and looking down to her feet.

"You have no proof of that," she stammered.

"Actually…"

Reaching his left hand across, the young man pushed up his opposite sleeve, then making a fist and turning his forearm around to her. Her throat tightening with shock, Elsa realized that a long, shimmering, deep crimson mark was smeared across his pale skin, like he had wiped his forearm across his mouth, and had rubbed off…

Lipstick.

Oh, no.

Blushing furiously, Elsa stumbled back a step, her mouth falling slightly open with shock. The young man raised his eyebrows again, glancing to his arm, and then flirtatiously peering back at her through his eyelashes.

"I wouldn't have wiped it off," he grinned. "But I kind of wanted to keep it. You know—as proof?"

"Well—maybe it's not," Elsa squeaked. "It could be a bruise."

"A sparkly bruise?"

"It could happen."

"Really."

"It could!"

He laughed, then grinning flirtatiously at her again, glancing to her lips before looking back into her eyes. "Well, ma'am," he said casually, "If you're not convinced, you could give me another sample for color comparison, and—"

"—Ugh!"

Elsa abruptly whirled away from him, shaking her head and pacing harshly across the room with the dress. The sharp sting of humiliation in her throat, she threw the gown onto her bedspread, taking a few steps back and starting to reach to her stomach to melt the one she was wearing.

Suddenly remembering the young man in the jail cell, she paused, turning around to face him. Setting her jaw, Elsa stomped on the ground, pulling her arms into the air.

Rumble rumble rumble.

A tall, thick wall of ice rose up in front of her. Nodding curtly, Elsa turned around and reached for the dress she was wearing.

There was a snort from the other side of the room divider.

"You could have just asked me not to look," he scoffed.

Feeling the familiar sensation of the ice of her current dress flying off her body, a shimmering mist in the morning light as it disintegrated, Elsa scoffed.

"I don't know what it's like where you're from," she retorted coldly, "But in my kingdom, it's seen as poor taste for a lady to change clothes in front of a man she's known for under twelve hours."

"Touché."

Picking up the gown on her bed, Elsa carefully drew her finger down the front of its bodice, melting a long slash into the icy fabric, and then stepping into it, pulling the dress up over her hips. She could have simply made a new one, but this was her coronation gown—or, at least, it was, before she'd turned it into ice. She had briefly changed it two summers ago for Anna's birthday party, but nostalgia had gotten the better of her, and she'd eventually reverted it to its original color and shape. it was still a bit over-the-top (everything from that time had been a little bit over-the-top), but Elsa had developed a habit of wearing it to all her important royal affairs. While she was back in the castle, it was her lucky dress, and the unusual events of the previous night were not going to change anything about the way she ran her kingdom.

Even if they did involve Jack Frost.

And—kissing him.

Apparently.

Pulling on her sleeve, Elsa felt heat rushing to her face. Ooooh, she could not believe that she had done that. When one was reinstated as The Queen, there were some things that one simply did not do, and awarding kisses to random scoundrels in the middle of the night was about ten of them. Even if Said Random Scoundrel was Jack Frost.

She paused.

I kissed Jack Frost?

Elsa's mouth fell open at the realization. As she slowly looked up, pulling on her other sleeve, a hint of a dreamy little smile tugged at the edge of her mouth.

Well—um—heh. That—that was actually kind of FOCUS, ELSA! FOCUS!

Jolting, she blushed, shaking her head vigorously and freezing the slit in the front of the dress back together. She didn't—know—he was Jack Frost. And she needed to concentrate. The Council. The housing reform. How much time had she wasted already?

STUPID girl! Elsa scolded herself desperately as she ran over to the mirror and dresser, Stupid, stupid, STUPID!

Ignoring the young man in the cell, she yanked out the top drawer, frantically shoving the irrelevant cosmetics to the side in search of her eyeshadow.

"Sheesh," he scoffed, "What's with all the rush?"

Finding her little brush, she ignored him. "I wasn't supposed to sleep in that long," Elsa snapped, reaching for a compact.

"You're exhausted!"

"I'M LATE!"

"Late for what?"

Setting her jaw and slamming down the brush, she whipped around to face him. "The revolution I'm supposed to be leading?!"

"Wait, wait, wait. A Queen—leading a revolution?" he laughed as Elsa angrily spun back around to shove the drawer in, "A little counter-productive, don't you think?"

"Okay. It's not really a revolution," she mumbled, flicking open the compact, "But—but it needs to happen. So, I'm making it happen."

"Making what happen?"

"That is none of your concern."

Elsa snatched up the little brush again, swirling it around in the lilac-colored power and beginning to sweep it onto her eyelids. "Did you really think," she scoffed, "That all it takes to make a queen spill her kingdom's secrets is for a handsome young man to break into her sleeping quarters, and ask her what they are? I don't think so."

Replacing the brush, she snapped the compact shut, setting it down on the dresser and looking back to the mirror to pull back her hair. As she did so, she glanced to the young man in the reflection.

He was grinning.

Her eyes narrowing, Elsa spun around, looking to the jail cell with her best rendition of the Royal Glare.

"What?" she snarled.

The Spirit of Winter raised his eyebrows.

"You think I'm handsome," he chuckled.

Elsa froze.

Her mouth falling open in shock, unable to will her vocal cords to function, she drew herself up. Just as she was about to speak, there was a knock.

She jolted, spinning around to the door. The knock came again.

"Elsa?" Anna's voice called out through the wood, "Elsa, are you up? Can I come in?"

Elsa gasped, running over to the door. Ignoring the boy in the jail cell next to her, she set her feet, closing her eyes in concentration and holding out her arms.

Anna, she thought, slowly pulling in her breath. I love Anna… come to me, sweet, beautiful snow… let me see Anna…

"WHOA!"

Without opening her eyes, Elsa could hear the young man in the cell gasp in shock as the thick layers of ice and snow over the door began to lift away, disintegrating and swirling towards her in long, elegant spirals of frost. After a few moments, feeling the air around her dropping in temperature in the cloud of ice particles, Elsa slowly opened her eyes, looking up as she pulled her hands together.

After a brief pause, the frost compressing into a thin, delicate snowflake spinning across her ceiling, Elsa sighed, throwing her hands apart again and letting it melt into the air, disintegrating into a shimmering mist.

"Sweet… MOTHER of…!" the young man in the cell breathed, staring with disbelief at the ceiling where she'd melted the snow. Without even pausing to look at him, Elsa ran forward to the door, throwing back the bolt and pulling it open.

"Anna!" she exclaimed, leaping to catch her sister as she lurched forward, thrown off balance by her enormously pregnant stomach.

"Thank goodness you're awake!" Queen Anna sputtered, gasping for breath as she righted herself. "Your meeting starts in, what? Ten minutes? They said the door was frozen shut!"

"I know. And, it was," Elsa said quickly, "I was just about to—"

"—So I got you breakfast," Anna interrupted, shoving her a roll.

"Oh, my word. Thank you!"

Elsa took it, letting out her breath as she took a step back. Holding her stomach, the pregnant queen lurched forward another two steps into the room.

"I'm just glad you're awake," she exclaimed, "I was beginning to get worried about you. When I didn't see you come to breakfast, and—what. Is. THAT?"

Her eyes widened, and Elsa looked up from the roll, finishing chewing a bite and swallowing it. Standing in front of the jail cell, Anna was staring straight through the icy bars, her jaw dropped in horror.

Elsa's face went pale.

"I—!" she squeaked, her voice shaking, "But—Anna, I—I can explain—!"

"—Wait," Jack asked, an excited little grin sweeping over his face, "Can—can she see me too?"

He jumped up, walking straight up to the gawking, redheaded queen and coming to a stop right in front of her. "It's because you're sisters, right?" he asked eagerly, sticking his hand out through the bars, "Elsa told you about me, right? I…"

Anna, still staring into the jail cell in horror, didn't respond. Elsa watched as Jack Frost—his voice trailing off—slowly lowered his hand.

"Yeah," he mumbled. "Didn't think so."

Elsa stared.

"Well. I guess you can relax, Snowflake," Jack sighed, turning away and walking towards the back of the cell as Elsa jumped. "You don't have to explain why there's a guy in your room."

Before she could respond, he bounced into the air. Whipping the shepherd's crook around his feet, Jack Frost suddenly swept a large snowbank into existence on the floor of the cell, and Anna gasped, spinning around to Elsa with bulging eyes.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"I—did that," she stammered.

CRUNCH.

Jack Frost had flipped forward in the air, landing in the snowbank.

"And I did that, too," Elsa choked.

A look of horror at the sudden indentation swept over Anna's face. Turning to her sister, Elsa stepped in front of the bars, blocking the apparently-invisible young man from view.

"It's—an art project," Elsa improvised.

From behind the snowbank, there was a snort.

"It looks like…" Anna breathed, staring into Elsa's eyes, "A… jail cell."

"THAT'S BECAUSE IT IS ONE," the snowbank yelled.

"I'm—experimenting," Elsa stammered, drawing herself up, "With—long distance—snowdrift formation, and—mental—powers—stuff. As a scientific thing. I'm using the jail cell as part of the project to, uh, test my abilities to think ice into existence, and, not around me, in enclosed spaces so that I can better understand the and now it is snowing."

BOOM.

There was a crash of thunder, and Elsa looked up in paralyzed horror as the stormclouds spilled out from the jail cell, rolling across the ceiling of her bedroom. Lounging back in the snowdrift and rolling the shepherd's crook on his toes as he held his feet in the air, Jack Frost shrugged.

"No, no. You can keep going," he chuckled. "Keep trying to come up with explanations of how you can take credit for this. It's entertaining."

Her fists clenched, Elsa stared at the floor, blood rushing to her face as Jack Frost's snow began to pile up around her.

"I hate you," she whispered.

"Wait, what?"

"NO! Not you!" Elsa blurted, spinning back around to Anna, who was staring at her in hurt confusion, "Him! I mean—um—him—referring to—my subconscious. That I'm characterizing as male. Because—uh, because reasons, and—!"

Anna was staring at her in confusion.

"I'm really stressed out right now," Elsa squeaked.

"Oh. Right."

Anna smiled weakly, beginning to back away towards the door again. Elsa bit her lip, following.

"I'm sorry, Anna," she choked, "It's just—my brain—the meeting. Reform thing. I mean, it's really—"

"—It's okay," her sister giggled softly, stepping to the side as Elsa opened the door and let her pass through, "I understand. But you'll meet me after, right? And tell me how it goes?"

"Yes. Sure. Of course."

Elsa paused.

"Wait," she asked, "Um… meet you after what?"

"Your meeting?"

"OH! Right! Right…"

Pausing in the doorway, Queen Anna turned around, putting her hand on Elsa's shoulder and looking into her eyes.

"Elsa," she whispered, "You're going to do great. I'm sure you'll be able to get it through. But I'm—worried about you."

"Worried about me?" Elsa repeated, "Why? I have all the data and the calculations, and the numbers all clearly indicate that—"

"—That's not what I mean, sissy. I mean, you," Anna said softly. "I appreciate what you're doing for me. Really. Keeping the Council in check, and everything, and all of our stuff you're trying to push through before I come back, but—"

The pregnant queen pulled in her breath, her mouth twisted to the side as she tried to decide what to say.

"Elsa... in two weeks, it's Christmas," Anna pressed, "Even the Council takes a break at Christmas. You don't have to be working ALL the time."

"Hey! Snowflake!" the young man stage-whispered, "Listen to your sister!"

Fwoom!

Elsa calmly pulled her hand back as the pile of powder dropped on his head, burying him in snow. As he coughed and sputtered, thrashing his way out of the snowdrift, she looked back to Anna.

"Part of the art project," she shrugged. "Because art projects are supposed to be silent. And I promise, I'll take a break as SOON as the Council is taken care of."

"You promise?"

Elsa nodded, biting her lip and drumming her fingers on the edge of the door. Anna smiled reassuringly, giving her shoulder a squeeze.

"You can do this," Anna tried again, letting go and backing into the hallway. "And I'll see you after. I love you!"

To this, Elsa smiled weakly, gratefully looking up into her sister's eyes. "Thanks, Anna," she whispered. "I love you, too."

Click.

She pushed the door closed. Leaning her forehead against the painted wood, Elsa let out her breath, running her fingers over the knob. Then, pulling herself up, she turned around to the icy jail cell again.

The white-haired young man, having crawled out of the fresh powder, was now lying in the snowdrift once again and watching her. As she turned around to face him, he smirked.

"OoOOooOoooh," Jack Frost warbled under his breath, "The weather outside is friiiightful…"

"That was not funny," Elsa choked.

The young man let out a sharp bark of laughter, craning his head back to look at her from the snowbank. "Really?" he chuckled, picking up the staff and effortlessly leaping onto his feet, "Because, I thought it was hilarious."

Elsa blushed furiously. Scoffing and turning away from him, paced quickly across the room to her dresser, her long capelet billowing across the carpet behind her. Snatching up the file, she frantically pulled back its cover, her eyes falling onto the top paper.

ARENDELLE HOUSING REFORM

"You know what you need?" the young man laughed, walking towards the front of the jail cell as Elsa anxiously flipped through the papers, "You need to learn how to relax."

"I am relaxed."

Check, check, check, check, Elsa thought, glancing over the titles, Benefits, timeline, projected cost sheet, building company comparison…

He scoffed again. "Speaking as the professional fun-haver, here—"

"—With all due respect," Elsa snapped, walking towards the door with the file as she kept quickly sifting through the papers, "I still don't consider that particular self-proclaimed credential of yours to be a credible one. Therefore, until such a time as you can prove that you are who you say you are, I'm afraid that I will be continuing to call the shots on what is, and is not, fun."

She looked up from the file, raising her eyebrows. After a moment of staring at her in confusion, trying to process the statement, the young man jumped, his eyes bulging.

"YOU STILL DON'T BELIEVE I'M JACK FROST?!" he sputtered.

"Until such a time as you can—"

"—WHAT'S IT GONNA TAKE, PRINCESS?!"

"My being awake, and not distracted," she said matter-of-factly. "This meeting shouldn't last for more than a couple of hours. You can continue to convince me then. And I'm a queen, for the record."

"I just made it snow!" he protested. "In. Your ROOM!"

"I could have done it by accident. Subconsciously."

"How about the flying?"

"Could be a trick."

"And the wind?"

"A window could have opened without my knowledge."

"My shirt has ice on it."

"I could have done that, too."

"WHY—"

"—Because," Elsa said forcefully, "Given the currently distracted state of my brain, it is still completely possible that you are, indeed, a product of my lack of sleep and overactive imagination!"

She nodded determinately, setting her jaw and snapping the file shut. The young man glared.

"Or… I'm Jack Frost," he said slowly. "Why are you so set on the subconscious thing?"

Elsa drew herself up. "Because there is a perfectly logical explanation for all of this," she stammered angrily, "For—for you, and the snow, and the snowstorm, and this all happening on the day of reform, that probably stems from my stressed-out, revolution-preoccupied BRAIN; a logical reason for this all happening, that does not involve having my adolescent fictional character crush magically SHOW UP in my bedroom in the middle of the night to make fun of me in front of my sister!"

The young man in the cell raised his eyebrows.

"Uh…" he grinned, "Did you say, crush?"

"No."

Elsa bit down hard on her lip, whirling around and pacing across the room to her dresser, snatching up the file. She spun back to face him, hugging it to her chest.

"Now. If you'll excuse me," Elsa said coldly, "I have a reform to run."

She turned away, sweeping across the room, clutching the file as her long, sparkling capelet billowed across the carpet behind her. Leaping over the snowbank, the young man ran to the front of the cage, grabbing the bars.

"And if I were Jack Frost," he sputtered, "Would you still be keeping me here?"

Elsa paused.

Slowly turning back to face him, she looked into his intelligent, piercingly blue eyes for a long moment, the white-haired young man staring at her through the bars of the icy jail cell.

A hint of a smirk tugging at the edge of her mouth, Elsa dropped her voice to a whisper.

"If you were Jack Frost…" she laughed softly, "I don't think I'd ever release you."

His mouth fell open. Before he could protest, however, the Snow Queen was throwing open her door, stepping out into the hallway and whisking her capelet through after her.

Chapter 8: The Council

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8: THE COUNCIL

Elsa truly hated this part.

Back before Anna's coronation, she'd had to do this all the time, and alone. At the end of the day, Queen Elsa still had the last word, and would lead her kingdom as she saw fit. However, to do so without the approval of The Council was to guarantee that some random aspect of her life would suddenly, and inexplicably, become impossible to manage. Whether they did it by working to sabotage her agendas in congress or by using the threat of political offense to pressure her into uncomfortable state dinners and unnecessary foreign debates to take her away from her sister, when the beautiful young queen "misbehaved," in the eyes of The Council, they would always find a way to punish her.

Now that Anna was on leave and Elsa was back, it seemed that The Council was more determined than ever to make her life difficult. It wasn't that she didn't know what they were doing, because she did—the men on The Council made sure of that, despite the subtle, sneaky, and above all impossible-to-prove tactics they used to try and control her. For Elsa, every new reform and attempt to improve the kingdom was (as it had been from the day of her initial coronation) a personal sacrifice. But that didn't stop her from doing what she believed was right.

In the Elsa's eyes, sacrifice was simply a part of the job.

Riding the Nokk at a full gallop, the Snow Queen knew that she could be back to the Enchanted Forest in twenty minutes. She knew that she could run away from this, away from all of it, at any moment—all she had to do was drop this folder, sprint back to her room, leap into her Spirit Dress and be gone out the back door to the fjord, just like the swirls of the wind spirits as they freely danced to and fro between the castle and the Enchanted Forest. That was where she belonged, really. But for now, Elsa was back in Arendelle, temporarily reinstated as its Acting Queen. And she had to be the queen. The kingdom needed it.

Anna needed it.

Gripping the file to her chest as she stood outside the conference room, she closed her eyes, shakily pulling in her breath. Forget the young man in her sleeping quarters, for now. She had to focus. She had been preparing for this moment for two months.

Which somehow made everything even scarier.

You can do this, Elsa thought desperately, pressing her lips together. The kingdom needs this. You've spent the last two months setting this up under the table. Just stay calm. Calm, cool, confident. Be. The Snow Queen…

Slowly opening her eyes, she saw the heavy doors before her being pulled open by the guards, the long, dull creaking of the hinges familiar and terrifying all at the same time.

"QUEEN ELSA, OF ARENDELLE," the spokesman announced.

With the sudden bustle of pushing back chairs and grunts and groans, the dozen or so men seated around the long table all dutifully stood up, turning around and staring at the young woman in the doorway.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

Queen Face!

Fighting against a sudden wave of panic, Elsa frantically forced a smile, drawing herself up as she gripped the file to her chest. The men around the table smiled back threateningly, and she stiffened, struggling to keep her breathing even as she started the long, sweeping walk past all the members of the Royal Council to the end of the table at the opposite side of the room.

They've got nothing on you, she thought desperately. You've got everything figured out. The funding, the construction time, the economic benefits. All in this folder. Just stay calm…

It wasn't like she didn't know these men. Most of them were personal friends of her father's, members of the nobility that had watched Elsa grow up, taking over the affairs of the kingdom during the three-year gap between the King's passing and Elsa's coronation. When Elsa was born, King Agnaar—who had, upon his father's death, inherited the throne at the age of thirteen—had wished to protect her from the same fate, upon his potentially untimely demise. Thus, he had added an amendment to the succession law, to create his Royal Council that would run the kingdom until she had come of age. It was just another attempt of her father's to protect her that had ended up doing just the opposite, and—to the Council's dismay—it was just another thing that needed to be rewritten, so that the then-20-yr-old Anna could take the throne in the previous year.

Despite the overwhelming success of Elsa's previous reforms and Anna's newer ones, the unspoken rule in the Council was that anything new, original, or different was unacceptable. After all, to a group of people that profited off of tradition, there was nothing in the world that was more offensive than a new idea. Especially in the case of something so dramatic, like this. The housing reform was Anna and Elsa's most recent secret project, the numbers and estimates and plans that she gripped with white knuckles, desperately trying to prepare herself for this moment.

Because today, Elsa told herself, she was going to do it. Despite the personal risk and sacrifice, the Snow Queen was going to push this reform through.

And they were not going to like it.

Finally reaching the end of the table, Elsa stood up as straight as she could against the knot in her stomach, silently begging the air around her to not become spontaneously populated with snowflakes.

She set down the file.

"Thank you, gentlemen," Elsa heard herself say. "You may be seated."

They did so, and Elsa gracefully sat down herself, the head butler gently pushing in her chair. She thanked him, and turned to face the long table again, her heart pounding as the creaking of chairs and adjusting of suitjackets died down.

You've got this.

Drawing herself up in the chair, Elsa forced a calm, regal smile.

"Before we begin," she announced, "I would like to take a moment to thank Rolf for calling this meeting into session. While I have not been directly informed of what the main focus of this council is, I am fairly certain that I know what it's about, and have prepared accordingly."

She gracefully raised her hands to the side, clapping politely and turning to him. The Council, following the cue, did so as well, smiling approvingly and nodding as the man in the seat next to Elsa acknowledged them.

When the applause died down, they all looked back to the young queen.

And now, for the big one, Elsa thought, beginning to pull back the cover of the file. Her heart pounding, she paused, her eyes falling onto the title of the announcement.

ARENDELLE HOUSING REFORM

She closed her eyes.

"I have been doing some independent research," Elsa announced, struggling to keep her breathing even as she shakily began to pull out the paper, "Over the course of the last few months, and have spoken with some of you privately. To address what I believe to be the most pressing need for the people, I have devised a—"

"—Ahem."

Elsa froze.

Looking up from the file, her heart pounding, she realized that the men seated around the table were shifting uncomfortably in their chairs, glancing at each other and avoiding her gaze. Sitting beside her at the head council seat, Rolf cleared his throat once again.

She looked to him.

"Queen Elsa…" he said quietly, "If I may…?"

A look of confusion swept over her face, and Elsa put down the piece of paper. "Is—is there something you'd like to say, Rolf?" she quavered.

There was a long moment of silence.

Gathering his words, Elsa watched as the head Councilman drew himself up, interlacing his fingers and looking to her sternly.

"Queen Elsa," he enunciated. "This meeting has been called into session because the Council feels that you should be spending less of your time worrying yourself about the affairs of the kingdom, and more of your time focusing on producing an heir."

Elsa could practically feel her heart stop beating.

Her throat tightening with shock, she looked down, gripping the paper so hard her hand started shaking. Her lip trembling, she gasped for a shallow breath of air as blood rushed to her face.

"I—!" Elsa choked. "You—an heir?"

He nodded solemnly.

Frantically looking around the table, Elsa's eyes darted from the face of one councilman to the next. Now that the words had been said, they were all drawing themselves up, muttering terse agreements under their breaths and clearing their throats.

"Your lack of interest in forming alliances," Ivar was suddenly saying from the end of the table, "Has been a topic causing great concern amongst the nobility."

"Alliances?"

"Your majesty," another councilman started, making her spin around again, "As your Royal Council, we feel inclined to remind you that your responsibilities to Arendelle include the formation of alliances."

"But—b-but Arendelle has entered into FOUR new alliances, since my coronation!" Elsa exclaimed, "Not to mention another two since Anna's! And I—and, there's another one in the works as we speak! International trade has increased by over three hundred percent in the last two and a half years, I will remind you, and—"

"But—"

"—And—and besides," she said forcefully, the words tumbling out of her mouth faster and faster as she spoke, "Given that we are currently at peace, and given the results of the latest census, the very idea that international matters, rather than domestic ones, should be my primary concern is—it's preposterous!"

Rolf drew himself up. "But the Nobility—"

"—The Nobility," Elsa snapped, whipping back around to face Rolf again, "Already has enough food and water and shelter to not be my concern! The people—"

"—The people have a right to a KING!" he yelled, slamming his fist onto the table.

Elsa's breath caught.

Rolf shifted uncomfortably in his seat, breaking eye contact and looking down, trying to gather his thoughts. Elsa stared at him in shock, the word reverberating through her mind as it seemed to ring continuously, silently, through the frozen quiet of the room.

King.

"Queen Elsa… we know that it must be very hard for you to understand," Rolf said carefully, jerking her out of the stupor. "You—well, being so young, and—"

"—I understand perfectly."

She snapped her head up, glaring at him through the few flurries of snow that were beginning to materialize out of the air around her.

"You want a king," Elsa said.

The room was silent.

She looked back down to the table, struggling to regain control as the snowflakes continued to float onto the smooth wood in front of her, melting as soon as they hit. Pulling in a deep breath, Elsa drew herself up.

"To be completely honest," she gritted, "I was under the impression that Anna and I were ruling this kingdom perfectly well, on. Our. OWN."

None of the men answered.

"Oh! And, a new king!" she bristled, sweeping her hand to the side, "You want a new king, because my brother-in-law doesn't count, apparently? I would thoroughly appreciate it if someone would enlighten me as to why."

"That ice harvester boy isn't a king," Ivar scoffed. "He has no connections. He has no royal blood. Princess Anna's marriage to him should serve as a perfect example of why the nobility is so concerned about Arendelle's future."

The Snow Queen's teeth clenched together with a click.

"My sister is not a princess," Elsa gritted, "She is a queen. And you will respect her as such."

One of the other councilmen sniffed. "Then, where is she?"

"Queen Anna has left me in charge," Elsa said icily, "Because she is ill. She will be returning to her throne, as soon as she is able. You will respect her decisions."

"Your majesty, you have been reinstated."

"Temporarily reinstated. And with my permanent status as the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest—wouldn't that throw a bit of a wrench into the succession anyway?" she laughed breathily, hardly believing what she was hearing, "Queen Anna and King Kristoff's children will have the first claim to the throne. Especially when their first child should be arriving any week now, I fail to see why my producing of an heir would have any effect on Arendelle at all."

At first, there was silence.

After a few moments, Elsa watched in confusion as the councilmen began glancing at one another, clearing their throats and nervously adjusting their clothing.

"Queen Elsa… you can't run away from this," Rolf began, speaking for the group. "We don't know where this desire to flee from your responsibilities is coming from, but… don't you think we've entertained this little fantasy of yours for long enough?"

Her breath caught.

Looking around the table, Elsa's heart started pounding. The message clearly written in their faces, their empty, dull eyes were all upon her, watching, waiting for her reaction.

"I am the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest," Elsa repeated, her voice beginning to tremble. "And my purpose is to unite and watch over the other four Nature Spirits, as one side of the local bridge between magic and mankind. The evidence is undeniable."

A few of them huffed, two others clearly repressing eye rolls as the men glanced to each other again. Elsa's heart dropped, along with her jaw.

"Did you not see the TIDAL WAVE?" she sputtered.

"We admit that we have no idea how you managed to pull that off," Ivar snapped, shifting uncomfortably and glancing downwards, "But the Nobility is growing tired of all of these stunts you keep pulling. The people might believe in this silly propaganda, but—"

"—Propaganda!?"

"Queen Elsa, we have all seen you run on frozen water before," Rolf said slowly, a condescending edge on his voice that made her blood boil. "Just because you have managed to create yourself an ice-horse, it doesn't mean that we suddenly all believe you're a goddess."

"But I've never pretended to be a goddess!" Elsa gasped, "I'm—"

"—Yes, yes, a magical nature spirit. You've told us."

Elsa's eyes widened, her breath catching.

"Many times," another man drawled.

A wave of chuckles and sighs swept around the long conference table. Elsa's face heated, the storm of panic beginning to swirl up inside of her.

Her lungs feeling like they were being compressed by iron, she stared determinately down at the file in front of her on the table, feeling the wind starting to pick up around her feet. Without looking, she could sense that snowflakes starting to materialize out of the air around her, her heart pounding.

Conceal!

"Queen Elsa," Rolf started again, "We don't know what's going on inside your little head, what you've convinced yourself of, but you do NOT get to just keep—running away from your responsibilities like this! You are still obligated to fulfill your basic royal duty."

"Basic royal duty?" Elsa sputtered, snapping her head up, "And, what duty would that be? If you don't believe that I was obligated to save my kingdom—"

"—Your duty as queen to form an alliance, and produce an heir."

Clasping her hands together and then unclasping them, stretching out her fingers, Elsa stared down at them, unseeing as the horror sank in. The Councilmen didn't believe her.

They didn't. BELIEVE her.

"Your majesty," one of the men started from the end of the table, "You really shouldn't choose to be offended by this. We are trying to help you."

Staring down at the file before her, Elsa felt a fresh wave of panic begin to bubble up inside of her. Scoffing to herself, she huffed a laugh of disbelief. "Help me?"

"These—fantasies of yours," another started, "They are—concerning. The people find them concerning."

"The people believe in me!"

"Sure, certainly," one of them sighed, shaking his head and looking to her again with condescending disbelief, "It is just—well, we all know it's been a rocky transition since your father's death, with your coronation, and then your sister's coronation, and—with all of these stunts you keep pulling, and your sister's failure to secure a decent alliance for Arendelle—having a real king might ease the people's minds. If you were at least attempting to find a suitable man, and…"

Elsa was no longer listening.

The people?

But—b-but the people—they did believe her. And they loved Anna! As for her sister's approval ratings—the highest, of any ruler of Arendelle, for the previous 140 years. The people had never had any problems with a commoner King. And when it came to Elsa's new role in the Enchanted Forest—the people REVERED her, just like they had revered her when she was their ruler, and now was temporarily their ruler once again. All of the reforms Elsa had enacted. The changes… they'd worked. The people didn't have any problems with a Virgin Queen.

Did they?

Elsa's mind raced, images of the statistics, the news articles, and the polls all spinning and melting into a blur in front of her eyes as she looked around the table with disbelief. It—it wasn't true.

It wasn't true.

Her mind was numb. Elsa opened her mouth to speak, but no sound came out. She couldn't will her vocal cords to function.

"Even if you have decided that you're going throw away your crown so that you can go and make—make sparkly snowflakes off in the wilderness for the rest of your days," one of the men started again, making Elsa's cheeks heat as he mockingly waved his hand through the air to illustrate, "Then there isn't much we can do. But you can still turn this around. You can do the next right thing."

Elsa felt her throat go dry, her mind reeling as she tried to catch up with what was going on. She'd known, known, that they were going to PULL something today, but—!

"What next—right—thing?" she choked.

"With you on the throne again, Arendelle has another chance," Rolf said softly, "Which is why it's all the MORE important that you don't squander it. You can't run away from this."

"Another chance?!" the Snow Queen demanded, her blood boiling as she was suddenly overtaken by the intense desire to blast their faces with ice, "Because you think I would steal the crown from my sister!? What do you mean, another CHANCE!?"

"You're had your little vacation up in the forest. But it's time to come back to reality," Rolf said sternly, "You have been reinstated as the Queen of Arendelle. Your sister has failed in her responsibilities, and she has stepped down, to let the real heir take her throne once again. Now that you're back, it's time for you to do your duty, form a good marriage for this kingdom, leave the political matters to us, and become the queen that Arendelle deserves."

Elsa felt her entire body go numb with shock, instantly nauseous as she struggled to form a sentence. From all around her, the other men at the table were beginning to speak, voicing their enthusiastic agreement as their words faded into static in her ears.

"If you truly wanted to help Arendelle—"

"The stability of the kingdom—"

"Now that you're in control of your condition, you could focus more on—"

"Perhaps you can find a man who could look past it, and—"

"Just leverage your beauty and femininity, and you could surely make a respectable alliance for—"

"You're certainly young enough—"

"—And beautiful enough!"

"Oh, yes! Very beautiful!"

"Extremely attractive—"

"—And young!"

"Although, if you perhaps wore more traditional clothing—"

"For the people, knowing that there's a strong, capable man holding the scepter—"

"And, we can keep running the more boring affairs of the kingdom, while we—"

"—ENOUGH!" Elsa shrieked.

Everyone froze. Now on her feet, the young queen carefully reached forward, gingerly placing her hands in front of her on the table.

"That. Is. Enough," she choked.

Pressing her lips together, Elsa's entire body started trembling as she stared down at the table, struggling to keep her breathing even.

"My sister will be returning to her RIGHTFUL place on the throne," she gritted, looking around the table at each of them in turn with murder in her eyes, "And you will NOT disrespect Queen Anna again in my presence, or so help me, I will have each and every one of you THROWN INTO THE DUNGEON for the duration of her leave! Do I make myself clear?"

The men all suddenly looked uncomfortable, glancing away from her and shifting in their seats. After a few more moments of silence—the last stray flurries of snow falling softly onto the conference table in front of her—Queen Elsa shakily lowered herself into her chair.

"And as for the subject of my choices, I thank you for your—concern—gentlemen," she enunciated carefully, "But I believe that this discussion is OVER. And, if I ever do decide to entertain the idea of seeing suitors, you will be the first to know. Now," she started again coldly, her hand shaking as she began to reach for the folder, "If we can get back to a—relevant—topic of discussion, it would be deeply appreciated. Unless there is anything else that I desperately need to be told, I would like to move on."

As she started to pull out the piece of paper, Rolf cleared his throat.

"Your suitors have already been invited, Queen Elsa."

She froze.

Looking up from the file, her eyes wide, Elsa felt her mouth fall open in shock.

"I—what?" she gasped.

The Councilmen were nodding, their faces grave.

"Your suitors are on their way as we speak. The first audience is scheduled for tomorrow."

Elsa sat back in her chair, a wave of nausea sweeping through her body, her mind freezing into the blank haze of shock.

Tomorrow.

They had already invited them. And the first would be here. Tomorrow.

"Queen Elsa," one of the men said softly, "You must at least agree to consider them."

Consider them.

Of course she would. Now that they'd been invited, already on their way, to not give the suitors audience would be a scandal. Political suicide, at best. The Council had known she would never agree, so they had invited the suitors without her consent. Now, she couldn't back out.

They knew it. Elsa knew it. But, worst of all, they knew that Elsa knew it.

There was no escape.

"We know this is hard," Rolf whispered. "But please. Think of Arendelle."

Her head swimming as the terror rushed through her again, Elsa could practically feel the men's cold, expectant stares upon her as she sat in stunned silence at the end of the table.

Shifting uncomfortably in her seat, Elsa looked down to the paper on the table in front of her, still sitting in the open file. For the hundredth time in that week, her gaze fell onto the bold, brave title written in her finest script across the top.

ARENDELLE HOUSING REFORM

Her eyes started stinging.

Shakily pulling in her breath, the Snow Queen drew herself up. Reaching across and picking up the cover of the file, she carefully shifted her fingers underneath its edge, trembling as she slowly closed the foil-edged parchment over the reform that she had been working for two months to prepare.

"I will consider them," Elsa heard herself say.

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Lying on his back in the snowdrift, Jack Frost brushed his fingertips over the edge of the icy rose, another delicate, crystalline petal materializing on the bloom as he held it up over his face in the air.

Staring at the flower and eying his work, he sighed, stretching his legs out over his head and then letting his heels drop forward onto the ground with a thump. After three hundred years of watching people, he'd sort of figured that he'd know more about girls by this point. And: nope. Nada. No ideas.

Okay. There was the flowers thing. But how many of those could he make? Ice sculptures were cute, and everything, but they weren't exactly blizzards. Blizzards were fun.

During the night, deciding what to say when Elsa woke up, he'd had about six hours to decide on a pick-up line. And now, he had to think of something else. For when she got back from the meeting thingy, that was. And who knew how long that would take… yeah, he'd probably be stuck in this cell for a while.

Jack bit his lip, stretching his legs over his head again and staring up at the ceiling through his toes.

Bored.

He sighed, blowing a clump of white hair out of his face.

Borrrrrrrred, Jack thought again miserably. Bored, stored, gored, floored, mored… is mored a word? Afford… shored… all aboard…

This was the worst kind of boredom. It wasn't that there weren't things that he wanted to do, because he always had things he wanted to do, as much as it was that he was stuck, in one place, waiting for an unknown amount of time with something to worry about.

Craning his head back in the snowdrift, Jack looked to the bars of the cell. Now that he wasn't handcuffed to them, he could probably break out, but… well, holding cell or otherwise, Elsa had made it. And breaking something she'd made probably wasn't going to help him any in overcoming the first impression as The Guy That Broke Into Her Room. He wasn't exactly in love with her, or anything, because—well, hi, nice to meet you, but Jack had long-since decided that the Snow Queen was someone worth trying to impress, even though impressing people wasn't particularly high on his list of concerns. Usually, Jack was the type to just throw himself out there, and if some boring old stick-in-the-mud didn't like it (for instance, a boring old stick-in-the-mud with boomerangs, big ears, and no sense of humor), who cared? There was way too much fun to be had in this world, for Jack Frost to worry about what other people thought of him.

So, why was he so worried now?

Jack groaned, sitting up in the snowdrift. He already felt such a weird—connection—with her. With this Elsa person. From what he could see, Elsa was smart, and passionate, and—when she wasn't scared out of her wits—she actually seemed to be a really sweet girl. Maybe even someone he could be friends with. Her eyes had this depth to them, an empathy, like this young queen was living with the emotional battle scars of someone who had already fought against a lifetime's worth of darkness, and had won. Like she was someone who might—understand.

And the fact that she was a female with ice powers didn't exactly hurt, either.

Suddenly remembering it again, now sitting cross-legged on the floor of the cell, Jack reached forward, grabbing his cuff. Gingerly pulling up his sleeve and being careful not to disturb it, Jack's eyes once again fell onto the crimson mark smeared across his forearm.

It was real.

Jack's heart skipped a beat, and he grinned, raising his eyebrows and twisting his arm to watch the lipstick mark shimmer in the morning sunlight. It was starting to fade a bit from rubbing against the wool, for the thirty-eight times that he'd already pulled the sleeve up to check if it was really still there, but it was still there, still real, still sparkly, and still. Very. Much. Hers. Three hundred years of absolutely NOTHING; no touching, no talking, no flirting, and then bam. THAT. And the physical evidence that it had happened, too. He'd never really gotten the appeal of lipstick before, but now that Elsa's was on his skin…

Okay.

That was actually sort of hot.

Jack Frost smiled, carefully pulling his sleeve back down. Yeah. Let's be friends, Snowflake.

BANG!

Jack startled, whipping his head around. The door had crashed open as Queen Elsa burst into the room, whirling back and violently slamming it shut behind her.

His eyes widening, Jack scrambled onto his feet, running up to the bars as she leaned against the door and threw the bolt into place. She spun away from him, pacing across the room and slapping the file onto her dresser, the long capelet billowing behind her as she visibly struggled not to cry.

"What happened? Why are you back so soon?" he blurted, "I—you were barely gone for ten minutes!"

She ignored him, stepping back from the dresser and turning around. Slowly pulling in her breath, the young queen bent down to the ground, carefully swirling her arms through the air and pulling them upwards. The life-size statue of a human materializing out of the carpet in front of her, Jack watched in shock as Elsa flicked her fingers over the ice, the frost crystals settling intricately into the features of a well-dressed, snooty-looking, middle-aged man.

What the—? He thought.

Finishing the likeness, Elsa inspected the statue, taking a step back and pressing her lips together. Closing her eyes, she then pulled in a long breath, regally clasping her hands together in front of her skirt. Her face serene, Jack watched in wonder as Elsa slowly turned away from it and began to walk across the room, measuring her steps in a perfectly-controlled, regal calm as she neared the jail cell, almost as if she herself was a cool, smooth statue of crystalline—

"G AAAAAAAAAAAAAURGH!"

Jack startled as Elsa suddenly whipped around and screamed, sparkling ice ripping out of her arms and blasting into the statue. Flying through the air and crashing into the man's face, the statue's features were instantly covered as the ice particles stuck, the young woman holding her ground with her arms out in front of her until the statue of the man was a solid glacier, sliding to a stop across the carpet.

The last of the scream draining from her lungs, Elsa dropped her hands to her sides, stumbling back a step and gasping for breath. Her cheeks flushed, Jack watched in horror as the young queen messily rubbed her arm across her nose, tears welling up in her eyes.

"An heir," she sobbed angrily, "I'll give 'em their STUPID heir…!"

"What happened?"

"Oh, like I'm telling you!"

"What. Happened."

Raising his eyebrows, Jack waited at the front of the cell, gripping the bars and staring into the young queen's face. After a few moments of hesitation, she drew herself up, turning around and glaring into his eyes.

"They want a king," she choked.

A look of confusion swept over his face. She turned away, pacing quickly towards the dresser.

"Wait," Jack asked, "They want—what?"

"A KING! Okay?"

Elsa snatched up the file, whirling around to face him.

"Basically," she stammered, gesturing with the file, "They don't—want—me! Or Anna! We're just a couple of girls, I guess, so never mind the approval ratings, or the improvements, or anything else! They want me to find a frumpy old MAN to marry, so that I can be out of the way, so that he can join their stupid BOYS' club and get on to dismantling EVERYTHING Anna and I have KILLED OUTSELVES TO BUILD!"

She spun around, angrily slapping the file onto the dresser again as Jack looked to his feet in confusion. Scoffing, he looked back up through the bars.

"But that's… stupid," he said.

"THEN YOU TELL THEM THAT."

"Well, maybe I will," Jack snapped, setting his jaw.

"Oh! Right! That'll be just wonderful!" she gasped, blinking frantically as she swept her hand to the side, "Hi, everyone! I'm back from my post in the Enchanted Forest, and just in case you weren't questioning my sanity enough already, I brought an invisible myth-man, that apparently only I can see, to tell you what a great queen I am! Perfect! Just—just p-perfect!"

Jack winced, watching as she spun away from him, placing her hands on her dresser and staring down at them. As snowflakes started materializing out of the air above her, Jack gave his head a quick shake.

"Wait—and isn't your sister married?" he blurted, "Wouldn't that make that guy king? Because, that breaks their idiotic argument anyway!"

"Oh, he doesn't count! Apparently!" she scoffed, spinning back around as her voice broke, "Apparently, an ice-man isn't a good enough alliance, and apparently, this makes Anna a failure, because APPARENTLY, babies and marriage and ribbon-cuttings are all we QUEENS are GOOD FOR!"

As wind started to pick up around her feet, Elsa's hands flew to her temples, her face filled with pain as she squeezed her eyes shut against the increasing number of snow flurries flying through the air.

"This is why Arendelle needs to have a CONSTANT queen!" she sobbed, "To keep this stupid Council from destroying everything! They're so—self-absorbed, so DRUNK on their own power, that they'll destroy any good thing they come across to KEEP it that way!"

Jack's stomach twisted as she shoved her hands up into her hair, pushing her fingers into the braid and clenching them in agony. The Ice Powers Girl gasped for a quick breath, shaking her head as the tears started to escape from her eyes.

"That's why I'm back here! To try to keep them from doing to Anna what they did to me, when I took a two-week leave!" she gritted, stumbling back a step, "Because I'm stuck in this castle, babysitting these—these self-obsessed—evil little DEMONS, instead of being back in the Enchanted Forest, where I BELONG!"

Stumbling over to the nearest chair, the young queen collapsed into it, her back shaking violently as she buried her face in her hands and burst uncontrollably into tears.

Jack was dumbfounded.

Is she asking me to take her to a forest?

His heart pounding, the Youngest Guardian looked down at his feet, feeling the icy bars in front of him with his hands, his mind racing as he tried to decide what to do. The Ice Powers Girl was—in hysterics. This wasn't a matter of being a little stressed out, or needing to forget her worries for a few seconds. A simple snowflake wouldn't do enough, for this. He wanted to help, to do something, anything, to try and calm her down, this girl who clearly hadn't gotten to have fun in ages, but for as long as he was stuck in this stupid cell—!

Jack stopped.

Hearing her desperate, poorly-muffled sobbing from the other side of the room, he carefully let go of the bars, walking backwards to the other side of the cell as he studied them. The bars—he knew the structure of ice. These had way too much light in them, so, the density—these weren't made for a solid structure. They were more show than—well, now that he wasn't handcuffed to them—a running start, maybe?

Jack bit his lip, looking down to his feet again and shifting his fingers on the staff as he slowly turned to face the back wall of the jail cell. Last chance to change his mind. Last chance to stay out of the situation, with this young queen's political agendas and fun-less personal life. There was no going back, from a move like this.

Jack Frost swallowed hard, looking to the girl across the room.

This was going to hurt.

Holding his breath, he leapt up into the air, kicking the wall and launching himself forward.

CRASH!

Elsa gasped, jumping and spinning around in shock as Jack's body came pummeling through the bars of the jail cell, shards of ice shattering around him as he slammed into the ground, rolling forward across the carpet. Before she could say anything, he was leaping into the air and swooping across the room, grasping her hand in his own and yanking her onto her feet.

"What are you doing?" she gasped, "What—what's going—"

"—I'm getting you out of here," Jack snapped, pulling her after him as he determinately stomped into the art gallery.

Stumbling over the edge of her dress, Elsa ran forward a step, trying to match his pace. "B-but where are we going?"

Coming to the balcony, Jack reached forward, grasping the handle of one of the tall, glass doors and flinging it open. Picking up his staff again, he calmly pulled her closest wrist over his head and around his neck, then bending down and slamming his opposite arm into the backs of her knees.

Elsa squeaked in shock as he scooped her up, and Jack gently readjusted his grip on the staff, carrying her out through the doors.

"I said, where are we going?" she cried, "Where are you taking me?"

Gripping her tighter, Jack Frost looked down, staring intensely into Elsa's eyes.

"Someplace fun," he whispered.

And he leapt from the balcony.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE, added 1/10/20: The original, pre-Frozen 2 version of this (taking place 5ish months after the events of Frozen 1) was that the Council was comfy in their power, expected Elsa to be a pretty figurehead, and resented the fact that she was not. They were using the suitors as an attempt to get rid of her, because of this (AKA, the original version was just a straight-up sexism issue). Obviously, Frozen 2 made this... more complicated. XD I hope it makes sense. Thanks for reading, and have a fantabulous day! :)

 

Chapter 9: Someplace Fun

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9: SOMEPLACE FUN

She didn't ever actually feel him touch down on the ground.

The flight was short, high, cold, and completely terrifying in a distinctly nauseating sort of way. When she was out Nokk-riding, she was still in control, and there was a literal ocean to catch her if she fell. The speed was comparable, but the height?No such luck.

Having left her stomach back somewhere on the balcony, from the moment he'd leapt into the air, Elsa had buried her head in his chest, clutching onto the ice-covered fabric of the young man's shirt with terror. Usually, she would have protested, done something to protect herself as she'd been helplessly scooped up into his wiry arms, but she was still in far too much shock to think straight.

How could the Council invite suitors without her approval? Did they find out about the reform? If so, how? She and Anna had worked so hard to make sure that it was a secret… Her mind raced, heart pounding as her eyes went dry, the tears slowing to a stop as she struggled to analyze the situation. Were signatures forged? Or was this some trick of theirs? They always had another trick… it was unreal. That's what it was. Simply put, it didn't. Make. Sense. By comparison, the fact that a strange young man claiming to be her childhood hero had just kidnapped her from her own sleeping quarters and was now flying her hundreds of feet over Arendelle seemed positively normal.

Not that she was going to open her eyes.

Elsa waited until he gently set her down in the snow to let go of the young man's shirt, shakily releasing the fabric and pulling in her breath. Hesitantly looking up, she found herself sitting on the bank of a small lake, covered over with ice, in the middle of a clearing of trees.

She had never been to this place before…

The young man cleared his throat. She sucked in her breath, snapping her head up.

"Well," he started softly, "It's not exactly enchanted, but—you wanted a forest. Right?"

He smiled hopefully, shrugging at their surroundings. Looking around, Elsa realized that they were standing in a tiny clearing in the forest, tall, thick trees surrounding a little pond.

"So—you took me to a forest?" she realized, her eyes widening.

"Yep," he confirmed, his smile widening. "And, now that we're away from all of that—at least now you should believe me now about my identity."

His voice trailed off, and he raised his eyebrows, leaning into the staff.

Elsa broke eye contact. After a few moments of silence—

"YOU'RE STILL NOT CONVINCED?!"

"I'm s-sorry," Elsa choked, "It's just that I—"

"—I just PICKED YOU UP, and FLEW YOU OVER YOUR KINGDOM!" he sputtered, "Are you in denial?! I mean, am I missing something? Do you not WANT me to be Jack Frost, or—"

"—IWantYouToBeJackFrost!" Elsa blurted.

The words had tumbled out before she could stop them, and Elsa snapped her mouth shut, sucking in her breath. Staring even more determinately into her lap, she hugged her knees to her chest, feeling blood rushing to her cheeks in embarrassment.

The young man walked towards her, crouching down in front of her in the snow.

"Hey."

Elsa didn't respond, biting her lip. He scooted an inch closer, trying again.

"Ma'am, will you please look at me?"

She swallowed hard, hesitantly looking up, but not quite meeting his eyes. The boy sighed, shaking his head.

"Okay," he started carefully, "You—um—you said you researched Jack Frost. Right?"

She closed her eyes. After a few moments, Elsa nodded.

"I did," she admitted. "Right."

"So, why don't you tell me everything you do know about m—uh, him?"

Elsa let out her breath, scoffing softly and looking up. The white-haired young man was staring at her, raising his eyebrows.

She sighed in defeat.

"Okay," Elsa choked, blushing in embarrassment, "Um… ice powers."

He nodded. "Check."

"White hair."

"Check again."

"Blue eyes."

"Yep."

"Carries a stick?"

"It's a staff."

"Likes kids."

"You're gonna have to trust me on that one, but yes."

"Can fly."

"I think we've got that covered."

"Fun."

Elsa's eyes widened at the sudden realization, and she suddenly pulled in her breath. Looking up again, she realized that the white-haired young man crouching in front of her was frozen, his mouth hanging slightly open in shock.

"Uh…" he breathed, "What… did you say?"

"Fun," Elsa repeated, sitting up. "Jack Frost is fun. I mean, in all the accounts, and stories, and—! How can you possibly be Jack Frost, if you aren't fun?"

He opened his mouth to say something, but no sound came out. He then closed it again, looking into her face with disbelief.

"How—H-How did you—?"

His voice trailed off. Hiding it, he then let out a nervous bark of laughter, and shook his head vigorously. Pushing himself up, he took a few steps back from her in the snow.

"Well—never mind how you knew tha—yeah, never mind," he laughed breathlessly, "THAT part's easy. The fun, I mean. That's what I brought you here for, anyway." He crouched down next to her in the snow, gazing up through his eyelashes. "And you, ma'am, are in more desperate need of fun than anyone I've ever seen."

"B-But I already told you," Elsa quavered, "I don't like having fun. I mean—I can't. I'm the Queen. I've been reinstated. I don't have time for—"

"—BALONEY."

She stopped, looking up at him in shock. The young man's expression was suddenly grave, his previously flirtatious gaze now hardened into a glare.

"I—"

"—Okay, change of plans. Now we're here because I'm going to prove you wrong," he interrupted, putting his hand on his thigh and pushing himself up, "Speaking as the professional fun-haver here, you ARE going to have some fun in your life, and you ARE going to enjoy it, whether you like it or not."

"I've told you, I can't!"

"Yeah, you can."

"But I—"

"—Will you please just believe in yourself?"

He offered her his hand.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat, and she quickly looked down, breaking eye contact. Anxiously fidgeting with her fingers, she bit her lip, still seeing his outstretched hand in her peripheral vision.

She determinately stared into her lap, frozen as the young man took a step towards her.

"Elsa, will you please just give yourself a chance?" he asked softly. "I know you've got it in you. I can see it in your eyes."

"I—!" Elsa stammered. She shifted uncomfortably in the snowbank, sucking in her breath. "I just don't know if I should. I mean, I probably shouldn't even be here."

A pause.

"Why not?" he sighed. "Do you need me to take you back home?"

"No, it's—well, I want to be here, but—but I—!" She gulped, rocking back in the snow and squeezing her eyes shut. "There's work to do. Lots of work. I shouldn't be here. I need to get back to work; I should be workin—"

Ting!

Elsa jolted as the enormous snowflake suddenly landed on the tip of her nose, busting apart in front of her eyes. As a sparkling blue mist twinkled in her vision, disintegrating into the air just as quickly as it had materialized, she froze, feeling a strange, inexplicable rush of joy sweep through her body.

Elsa blinked, quaveringly letting out her breath as her muscles relaxed. Giving her head a little shake, she looked up, only to realize that the young man was crouching down in front of her in the snow again, gazing intently into her eyes.

He raised his eyebrows.

"That's more like it," he whispered. "You've been working yourself to death. And a certain somebody told me once—as I recall—that they've got a 'personal responsibility to Arendelle, that involves a great deal of not dying?""

Elsa felt blood rushing to her cheeks.

"I—I suppose you're right," she breathed. "And the meeting was really short, so I should have a little time. Right?"

He stood back up, offering his hand again. "Uh-huh."

"And—and my councilors," Elsa stammered, taking it, "It'll work out."

"Absolutely," the young man replied, pulling her up onto her feet. "And, don't worry about it for now. We'll sort them out when we get back."

She nodded gratefully, straightening her skirt and taking a step forward. She could tell from the drop in temperature that they were in the mountains as well, the air slightly thinner, away from the villages and farmland below. This place, in fact, was closer to the altitude of the North Mountain than anything else, and was certainly higher and colder than most people—even ice-harvesters, like Kristoff once was—would dare venture, especially in the middle of winter.

Staring at the ground, Elsa snuck a look in the young man's direction again, suddenly noticing that he had no shoes, comfortably standing barefoot in the ankle-deep snow.

Ninety-nine-and-a-half percent convinced.

Her heart pounding, she straightened up, looking into his eyes.

"So…what were you wanting to do?"

He spun his staff on the ground, pondering this for a moment. Then, catching it, he stuck his other hand in his pocket, looking back to her and raising his eyebrows again.

"Actually," he said carefully, "I was sort of hoping you could—show me what you can do."

Elsa froze.

Feeling his intense gaze on her face, Elsa looked down again, biting her lip. Anxiously fidgeting with her fingers, she let out a nervous laugh, shaking her head.

"I don't—I d-don't know if I—"

"—What's the matter now?"

"I guess I—um," she stammered, her heart leaping into her throat as he walked toward her again, "I've never really been asked to—um—demonstrate? Before?"

He let out a sharp bark of laughter. "Look," he reassured her, "You don't need to—like—perform, or anything. I was just wanting to see some more of what you showed me last night."

"What do you mean?"

"Uh—ma'am?" Elsa watched in shock as he reached forward, picking up her hands in his own. "You. Have. Ice Powers. Okay? Just—let 'em go."

Elsa gazed down at her palms as he turned away, the staff falling back onto his shoulder.

"I promise it'll be funnnn," he called over his shoulder.

The midday sun was partially blocked by the thick clouds above them, but a few rogue streams of light made it through to the clearing, catching the sparkling web of ice crystals on his shirt as he moved.

Ice crystals…

"Look, do I need to taunt it out of you?"

Elsa snapped back into focus. He had suddenly spun around to face her again, gazing into her eyes from across the little clearing.

"Taunt it out of me?" she sputtered, "What do you mean?"

He sighed dramatically, a mischievous hint of a smirk tugging at the edge of his mouth as he turned away from her again.

"Well… I'm starting to doubt if you've really got it in you. But, I shouldn't be surprised," the young man drawled, shrugging casually, "I mean, if it's really true that ice is more of a guy thing, and—"

FWOOM!

Elsa jolted, her eyes bulging as she stared at her own outstretched arms, and the enormous snowdrift that suddenly had suddenly materialized where the young man had been standing. Seeing the pile of snow shifting, her breath caught as she heard a triumphant laugh ring through the clearing. All of a sudden, a blue-sleeved arm, holding a shepherd's crook, burst out of the snowdrift.

"I—I'm so sorry!" Elsa gasped, running forward to him, "I just—I didn't mean—!"

"—THAT'S more LIKE it!"

A grin on his face, he punched his staff at the sky, and she gasped as a sparkling stream of ice particles shot up through the air into the center of the clearing, expanding into a sheet and bursting apart over the pond. As the glittering mist of snowflakes softly fell towards the dark surface of the partially-frozen water, her heart leapt, and she turned back to face him.

He gestured to her again.

Oh. Um…

Elsa swept her hands over her head, and a half-a-dozen snowflakes flew out of her arms, spiraling above them into the air and fading away in the light. She then sheepishly looked back to the whited-haired young man.

He raised his eyebrows.

"Seriously?"

EeeeeeeEEEEE POW!

Elsa blushed, letting out a self-conscious giggle as her long spiral of snowflakes caught the sunlight, blasting apart into explosions of icy glitter.

He laughed in excitement, flipping backwards and flying across the clearing through the air, whipping his staff around his feet. Elsa gasped as a fierce, cold wind began to rush around her in the clearing, the snow picking up and swirling into the trees as the bottom of her skirt flapped wildly against her legs.

All of a sudden, the young man flipped forward, diving towards the pond and slamming the end of the shepherd's crook onto its surface.

BOOM!

It froze over, hard, a large cloud of frost billowing into the trees like a wave of dust.

Elsa's heart leapt, and she shakily picked up the edge of her skirt, running out onto the ice to meet him as he straightened up. Planting her feet as he turned around to face her, her mind racing, she then closed her eyes in concentration, bending down.

Biting her lip, she pulled her arms into the air.

"WHOA!"

The young man jolted and leapt into the air as the frozen surface of the pond cracked away from its banks, rising into the trees, six gigantic pillars pushing it into the air with a long, dull thundering as Elsa pulled it out of the ground. Twenty feet up, she lowered her arms, turning back to him hopefully.

The young man raised his eyebrows, letting the shepherd's crook fall backwards onto his shoulder. He laughed, shaking his head and grinning.

"You sure that you don't have time for fun, ma'am?" he chuckled.

She said nothing, but reached her right hand across her body, rubbing it on her opposite elbow and smiling up at him shyly.

"Your turn," Elsa whispered.

He nodded, still grinning, and walked calmly to the edge of the pond, flipping the staff forward. Tapping the surface of the ice, he then swung the end of the shepherd's crook into the air, a swirling spiral of frost shooting up out of the clearing.

And it stopped.

As the twisted pillar of frost hovered in its place, catching the sunlight as it slowly turned in the air, Elsa crept up to it in wonder. The young man calmly walked around the frozen floor, tapping his staff on the ice and sending more spirals of shimmering frost bursting up from the ice. As she stood, staring up at the delicate column of mist in awe, Elsa suddenly felt a frigid gust of wind rush past her, and she gasped, whirling around.

With a dull creaking, the twisted pillars of frost instantly hardened into solid ice as the wind rushed past them. Elsa's breath caught, and she ran back into the center of the floor as the white-haired young man flipped backwards into the air, throwing the end of his staff over the clearing with a triumphant laugh.

CRACK!

The enormous snowflake shot up out of the clearing, exploding into millions of delicate snowflakes and falling all around them on the ice.

As she turned back, he was suddenly beside her again, lighting onto the ice with a grin on his face. He bowed dramatically, gesturing for her to make her next move.

A slight hop in her step as she rushed over to the side of the platform, standing between two of the beautiful, twisted columns, Elsa reached forward and swept her hand through the air. A flurry of snow shot through the space between the columns. She then moved her opposite hand in the other direction, and another flurry went spiraling out.

With the young man watching her in curiosity, Elsa took a step back, looking at the frosty x webbed between the pillars. As he walked forward, his mouth hanging slightly open in shock, she swept her hands to the side.

FWOOM!

"MOTHER of—!"

He stumbled backwards in amazement, staring up at the elegant, crystalline wall that had suddenly rolled across the x, delicate patterns spiked out all across its surface. Without even waiting for her next turn, Elsa gasped in delight, running across the ice, throwing her arms out in front of her and sending rocketing streamers of frost sailing over the ice, sticking onto the walls in elegant, spontaneous spirals as the young man laughed, shooting past her and whipping a whirlwind of snowflakes through the air. Creaking, popping, cracking blasts of ice and snow exploded through the structure; walls, arches, and a gigantic, sparkling dome of ice materializing out of the clearing in the blizzard around them.

Elsa could hardly see as the snow rushed around her on the ice, the wind tearing at her long capelet and whipping her skirt against her legs, but she didn't need to. She didn't care. All she needed was to feel it, the rush of frigid air rushing through her braid, as she threw her hands in one way, and then the other, pillars and columns and beautiful crystalline walls erupting out of the floor with explosions of frost. It had been months since she had allowed herself to feel this free. Free, and liberated, and light, and—and—!

Fun.

She felt—fun.

An unexplainable rush of joy swept through her, Elsa laughed, holding out her arms and spinning around and around on the ice, her heart racing as she felt the frost rushing about her legs. The snow, the cold, the glittering on the air; it was amazing, without description, the wind in her ears as she spun, the blizzard swirling, growing stronger, twisting and dancing and whipping and—

"EEP!"

Her spike heel suddenly catching on her capelet, Elsa shrieked, plummeting towards the ground. Just before she hit, a wiry arm shot out of nowhere, and she felt a hard jerk back on her waist. Dangling above the icy floor as she gasped for breath, Elsa looked down to her stomach.

A navy blue sleeve.

"You okay, Snowflake?"

Feeling the heat of embarrassment rushing to her face, Elsa shakily let him pull her back onto her feet, struggling to regain her footing. Brushing off her dress and straightening up, she turned around to face him, sheepishly staring at the ground.

"I—I'm sorry," she choked, "I just—I got a little carried away."

"Do you need to sit down?"

"I—!"

Before he could respond, Elsa shakily nodded, lowering herself onto the ground and collapsing onto the icy floor. Catching a glimpse of his expression before quickly looking away, she saw that the young man was struggling not to laugh.

Her regal, elegant capelet thrown around her on the ice, Queen Elsa bit her lip, her heart pounding as she hugged her knees to her chest. The young man silently stepped forward, crouching down in front of her with his staff across his lap, gazing into her face in the silence.

Rocking back, and then forward again, Elsa pulled in a quick breath, hesitantly looking up into his eyes. She let out a nervous laugh, shifting on the ground.

"I just—I just don't think I've ever had so much—fun," Elsa breathed.

The young man raised his eyebrows.

After a few moments, he grinned, inching another little step towards her on his tip-toes.

"And that—m'lady," he chuckled softly, reaching forward and flicking the end of Elsa's nose, "Is the most fantastic thing I've heard today."

Elsa smiled in spite of herself, continuing to hug her knees to her chest in the childlike position as he winked, placing his hand on his thigh and pushing himself up. Getting onto his feet, the young man laughed under his breath, offering his hand to help her up.

"Do you think you're alright now?" he asked, "Ready to keep building this—whatever we're making?"

Elsa gulped.

His feet stepped into her field of vision again. Elsa blushed, and sat up, fighting back the stinging in her eyes.

"It—it really is you," she whimpered. "Isn't it?"

He said nothing, but smiled sheepishly, his piercing gaze locked into hers as she looked up. As she nervously stared into his boyish face, Elsa suddenly realized that his startlingly blue eyes had delicate, white-streaked patterns in them, like snowflakes.

Snowflakes.

A jolt of shock shot through her, the reality of it all hitting her at once. Her heart pounding, Elsa pulled in a ragged gasp, her vision blurring with tears.

"You really are Jack Frost," Elsa sobbed.

Unable to fight it anymore, she cupped her hands over her eyes, shaking her head as more blood rushed to her face. It was too much. The snow, the cold, the whirlwind of emotions spinning through her mind; the everything, her head reeling, mind racing to catch up as she frantically tried to flick away the tears beginning to roll down her cheeks. How could this—it—b-but it was—!

He was.

"I—I guess I am," he said softly.

"You're—Jack. Frost," Elsa stammered, looking up at him through her fingers, "I mean, I—I studied you! You're amazing, and smart, and fun, and wonderful, and you have ice powers, and—and y-you—I just—I—I c-can't believe that you're—we're—!"

She abruptly cut herself off and shook her head, burying her face in her hands again in embarrassment.

There was a long, silent pause.

Without looking up, Elsa could feel the young man crouch down again, carefully laying his staff down on the ground next to her. After another few moments, she could see his shadow on the ice, his arms reaching forward.

Elsa jolted as she felt his icy fingers curl around her wrists. Sucking in her breath, she froze as the Spirit of Winter gently pulled her hands away from her face, smiling sheepishly and staring into her eyes.

"Hi," Jack whispered.

Chapter 10: Mr. Frost

Chapter Text

AUTHOR'S NOTE: Ah, wouldya look at that? It's MEEEEE, throwing historical accuracy to the wind! In multiple ways! Ha ha, aren't timelines FUN? (In my defense: Disney wasn't super concerned about historical accuracy, either, soooo… that means I'm good, right?)

(ANOTHER) AUTHOR'S NOTE, added 12/17/19: Yep, this is another disproportionately long chapter, because of the Frozen II additions, including some of my personal headcanons (like--you know--the rest of this fanfiction).  Thanks for tolerating me, folks. ;)

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10: MR. FROST

Elsa and Jack stood together in a peaceful silence, leaning over the balcony of the ice palace they'd built and watching the afternoon sun in its slow descent behind the mountains. So far up north, in December, there were only a few hours of light in each day, so the sky was already beginning to get dark, filled with all the rich colors of the evening.

Gently tracing the crystalline edge of the balcony rail with her finger, Elsa looked to the side, sneaking another glance at him. For all those years of studying and theorizing—a complete secret, of course, well hidden from her parents and tutors—she had formed a great number of ideas about what the Spirit of Winter might actually be like, if she was ever to meet him. And now, here he was, standing next to her on the ice, every bit as fun and clever and wonderful as she'd ever hoped he would be.

"What are you thinking, Elsa?" he said suddenly.

She jumped. Feeling blood rushing to her face, Elsa let out a nervous laugh, suddenly realizing that Jack staring at her.

"I just—you're—um," she stammered, shrugging quickly and looking down again. "You're Jack Frost."

He laughed, shaking his head and leaning back onto the balcony rail. "Well, I'm glad to have finally convinced you."

"It's still kind of a lot to take in."

"Yeah," Jack chuckled. "And you're not the only one getting your mind blown. If that makes you feel any better."

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face. "Not the only one? What do you mean?" she laughed bitterly. "You're the Spirit of Winter."

"Yeah," he scoffed. "And you're a female with ice powers."

"Wait, what?"

"I said, you're a person with ice powers."

"Oh."

Elsa looked back down to the railing, studying the lines and patterns of light catching in the ice. Letting out her breath, she sighed, her heart swelling as she ran her finger over the railing's smooth, comfortingly cold surface.

Ice could really be so beautiful…

"There it is," he said softly.

She snapped back into focus, blushing and looking back into his eyes. Standing next to her, eyebrows raised, Jack Frost was grinning.

"There what is?" Elsa quavered.

"That smile." He stood up, turning around and leaning back against the railing, looking to her flirtatiously. "You're smiling, there, Snowflake. I see you."

She said nothing, but looked down to her hands on the railing and fidgeted with her fingers. After a few moments, she felt him lean over close next to her.

"Which means I was riiiiiiiiiiiight," Jack sang softly.

Elsa jumped, letting out another nervous laugh. "Right about what?"

He raised his eyebrows. Smirking, Jack Frost then playfully reached over and hovered his pointer finger next to her shoulder.

"You. Like. Having. Fun," he enunciated, poking her arm with each word.

Elsa scoffed, blushing and shrugging him off. "Just because I was smiling—"

"—You bet you were—"

"—It doesn't necessarily mean that I was thinking about having fun," she laughed breathily. "I—I could have been thinking about politics. Or the housing reform, for all you—"

"—Politics!?"

Elsa hesitantly looked back up, to realize that he was sticking out his lip, looking at her with puppy dog eyes. Shifting on her feet, she sighed, shaking her head.

"Okay, okay," Elsa mumbled, pretending not the notice the victorious little smile spreading across his face, "I—like having fun."

"What was that?" Jack teased, dramatically sweeping his hand up to his ear, "I—I didn't quite hear you; could you please repea—"

"—I LIKE HAVING FUN!" she shrieked.

They both burst out laughing at her sudden outburst, and Elsa blushed, grinning in spite of herself.

"There," she giggled, "Are you happy?"

"Yeah." Jack smiled. "I am."

The peaceful quiet fell over them again.

Elsa felt a tiny, sheepish smile tugging at the edge of her mouth. Without looking up, she realized that Jack was scooting towards her again, leaning onto the balcony railing.

"And I am eagerly awaiting your humble apology," he prompted.

She bit her lip.

"Alright," Elsa admitted, shifting uncomfortably on her feet and avoiding his gaze, "I—I'm sorry that I said I didn't have time for fun. Because—well, because—"

He was leaning in very close to her, grinning mischievously, his piercing blue eyes practically sparkling as he expectantly gazed into her face.

Elsa shakily pulled in her breath.

"Because you're Jack Frost," she squeaked.

He chuckled good-naturedly, shaking his head and raising his eyebrows. "Daw, come on," he laughed softly, giving her another playful nudge. "I was kinda hoping you'd say you were sorry because you were wrong."

"Well, I guess I—okay. I was," she sighed. "That—that was really rude. And I was wrong. I'm sorry I said that."

"And for the handcuffs?"

Elsa fidgeted with her fingers. "I suppose that the handcuffs were a little excessive—"

"—And for generally being an insufferable snot."

"Insufferable—!"

Her mouth falling open in shock, Elsa spun around and shoved him. Jack laughed, shrugging as she shook her head.

"How about you?" she giggled bitterly, "You broke into my room, you rogue! Where's my apology?"

"Rogue?!"

She raised her eyebrows.

He opened his mouth to respond, but no sound came out. After a few moments, he blushed, letting out a sheepish laugh and shaking his head in embarrassment.

"Okay. I admit it," Jack mumbled, "That—yeah, that was probably a little out of line."

A pause.

"Right. Completely out of line," Jack corrected.

"And creepy."

"And unspeakably creepy, and weird, and I totally deserved the handcuffs."

Elsa considered this.

"You left out the part about biting me," she prompted.

"It was a NIP!"

They both laughed again, and Elsa reached up and pushed a stray strand of hair out of her face. Smoothing it back, and then pulling her braid forward over her shoulder, she gave a little shrug.

"I'm sorry for being a snot," she said softly.

"I'm sorry for being a complete and total stalker."

Jack Frost looked back down, flicking his fingers against the railing. He pulled in a deep breath.

"That was really pretty creepy," he muttered. "Wasn't it?"

"What—waking up to find a strange man standing by my bed while I slept?" Elsa scoffed, "My, why would that be at all concerning? You think that wasn't a nightmare come true? I'm not apologizing for defending myself."

"You shouldn't apologize for that. But that's not what I—"

He bit his lip.

"You really shouldn't joke about nightmares," Jack said softly. "Nightmares are downright scary."

"Well—of course! If you aren't afraid of something, it isn't scary, so a nightmare you aren't scared of is just a dream." She shrugged. "Isn't that what makes it a nightmare in the first place?"

"What do you mean?"

"Fear."

His eyebrows lifted slightly at the statement, and he stared at her for a long moment in shock. Shifting on his feet, Jack Frost gulped, running his thumb along the edge of his pocket.

"Um…" he started, "Elsa… You said you—as a kid—you researched me. Right?"

She felt blood rushing to her face. Shrugging nervously, she gave him a quick nod.

"Yes. I mean, right. I did," she admitted.

He looked to his feet, absent-mindedly sliding his big toe across the ice. Elsa watched as he then hesitantly looked back up into her eyes.

"You didn't—you didn't by chance—research anyone—else," he said carefully. "Did you?"

Her heart leapt into her throat. Feeling herself blushing harder, Elsa let out a nervous laugh, looking away. "Not really," she admitted. "I mean—not like a hobby, or—not like you. No."

He closed his eyes, visibly heaving a sigh of relief and leaning back against the railing. Elsa laughed breathily, tucking a hair behind her ear.

"Look, I know it's strange—"

"—It's not strange at all, Snowflake," he retorted, snapping back into focus. "I just wish I'd known about you."

"Me too."

"Were you still watching for me? Hoping I'd show up?"

She shook her head. "Not recently. I figured I was too old," she sighed. "You know, because you were always with children, and—"

"—You are not too old," Jack interjected forcefully. "If I'd had any clue you'd existed, I promise you, I would have showed up before last night."

She nodded weakly.

The wave of calm washed over her again, and she closed her eyes, feeling the nervousness melting away.

"Mr. Frost…"

"Mr. Frost?!" he sputtered, jolting and whipping around to face her, "Are you serious?"

"Well—that's your name. Isn't it?"

"Wrong. Okay, well, technically right," he chuckled, crinkling his nose, "But—blech. A bit snooty, don't you think?"

A sudden wave of panic swept over her, and Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"Then I—um," she squeaked, "Is there something else you'd rather have me call—"

"—Jack is fine."

He was grinning at her again, leaning over the railing with his shoulder right up against hers, teasingly waiting for her response.

She pulled in her breath.

"Jack."

His eyes softened. Elsa paused, carefully considering her question.

"If you didn't—know—that I existed—I mean, before last night," she corrected, "How—I mean, if it's okay if I ask—"

He raised his eyebrows.

"How did you end up here in the first place?" Elsa breathed.

"Oh," he sighed. "I… um… "

He bit his lip. After a few moments, he pulled in his breath, trying again.

"Well—okay," he explained, "I became a Guardian at the end of last March. Then, a couple nights ago, I get this summons from North, and—"

"—Whoa. Wait. Slow down," Elsa interrupted, "I still don't really understand what a Guardian is."

"Right. Well, there's—alright, there's a lot of darkness in the world," he said quietly. "And, the Man in the Moon doesn't think that kids should really have to—deal with it—until they've grown up. So, he's chosen a few of us to guard various—parts—of childhood."

"And you guard fun, right?"

He jolted, slamming his hand down onto the rail and spinning around to her. "HOW did you catch onto that so quickly?!"

Elsa laughed. "Research," she admitted.

Jack Frost scoffed, rolling his eyes as he leaned back over the railing and scooted an inch closer to her. "You—and your—research—!"

He gave her another playful nudge, and she blushed, biting her lip self-consciously.

"So," Elsa tried again, "You're a Guardian of Children—literally. Like, being a Guardian means that you guard children's right to have fun."

Jack grinned. "Pretty much."

"I suppose that makes sense. So, what's North?"

"It's a direction, m'lady."

There was a long, awkward pause.

"Okay, okay," Jack laughed, leaning the staff up against the icy railing, "I'll talk. North is what we call Santa Claus."

"Santa Claus is real?"

His eyes widened. "Wow," he exclaimed, "You believed in me, but not in North. I'm pretty sure that's never happened before. I'm flattered."

"Why not just call him Santa?"

"Santa? Like, Saint?" Jack scoffed. "Um—no. And you can take it from me, Snowflake," he added, raising an eyebrow and leaning close in to her face, "He is not a saint."

She giggled in spite of herself, and he grinned, shifting slightly back on the rail. After a few moments, Elsa shook her head.

"But that—that still doesn't answer my original question," she admitted. "How'd you end up in Arendelle?"

"Oh. Right." Jack Frost pulled in his breath again. "So, I'm a Guardian now. And apparently, doing the Guardian—thing—for eight and a half months was enough to make the Nice List."

"Nice List?"

He raised his eyebrows. After a few moments—putting two and two together—Elsa gasped.

"Santa Claus, again?"

"Correct."

He grinned, looking down to the crystalline railing.

"So—uh—Nice List," he started again. "Apparently, I was on it, so North—Santa Claus, I guess—he wanted to give me a Christmas present."

"And?"

Jack Frost opened his mouth to say something. After a few moments, he closed it again, letting out a breathy laugh.

"And—um," he admitted sheepishly, "So—well, here I am."

"Santa Claus' Christmas present to you was sending you to Arendelle?" Elsa exclaimed. "But that—wait, really?"

He shrugged, his cheeks flushing. "Yeah. Really."

A rush of excitement swept through her body.

"Wow," Elsa quavered excitedly, "I—that's amazing! I didn't think we were that much of a tourist destination! Arendelle's on the map, again?"

"Uh—"

"—I mean, except for the ice skating," she bubbled. "Rebuilding the outer infrastructure must have really helped! It was really hard to secure the funding and everything, but I suppose it—"

Her voice trailed off, and Elsa felt a wave of self-consciousness grasp her as she slowly looked back to the beautiful, white-haired young man standing next to her by the balcony rail. He was laughing softly under his breath, staring into her face with an expression of amused disbelief.

"Elsa…"

He shook his head. Elsa blushed, looking down and biting her lip. After a few moments of visible hesitation, the Spirit of Winter then quietly reached over on the railing, and she jumped, looking up in shock.

"North didn't me here to see Arendelle," Jack admitted softly. "He sent me here to meet you."

He placed his hand on top of hers.

Elsa froze, staring at it in shock. Feeling his gaze on her face in the silence, his ice-cold hand still on top of hers on the railing, she shifted on her feet. Staring into the sunset again, she then pulled in a long, shaky breath.

"Soooo…" Elsa laughed nervously, "This… this is what friendship is like."

He stiffened.

"Um… yeah," Jack agreed. "Friendship."

And the silence fell again.

"Have you really never had friends before?" Jack asked softly, pulling his hand back.

"No, I have, it's just—I!"

Elsa gave her head a quick shake, pulling in her breath. "Before I left Arendelle, I didn't have any friends I wasn't directly related to. Then, I spent about a month with the Northuldra," she admitted, "Getting used to the Forest, and they're wonderful. Really. I mean, there's Honeymaren, and Ryder, and—well, they've done everything in their power to try to help me and include me, but I'm—different."

"I'll bet."

Her face fell, and the Snow Queen looked down, fidgeting with her fingers. "It feels a bit like being the Queen of Arendelle again. Most everyone I come into contact with is nice to me, but they're also a little bit too intimidated to get all that close," she sighed. "The Northuldra and I are definitely friendly, and they're lovely people. I love learning about their culture and everything, but—well, now that I'm settled, I mostly keep to myself. With the Spirits."

"You haven't gotten close to anyone?"

Elsa let out her breath, trying to decide how to proceed. She already felt terrible for suggesting that she was all THAT different, like she was above them, somehow, but—

She was that different.

"I... I think I have some friends. Like Honeymaren. Honeymaren is wonderful," Elsa said, "She's always been the main one rolling out the welcome wagon and trying to make me feel included, and everything. But I'm not sure if that's necessarily friendship, or if it's just… um..."

She paused, trying to decide how to explain it.

"Just what?" Jack prompted.

Queen Elsa pressed her lips together, fidgeting with her fingers. Gathering her courage, she pulled in a breath.

"Diplomacy?" she squeaked.

To this, his eyebrows lifted. "Diplomacy?" Jack asked. 

The Fifth Spirit bit her lip, staring over the forest towards the sunset once again. Feeling a sudden sense of longing, staring at the breathtakingly beautiful mountains and trees, she gave herself a quick shake.

"The Northuldra don't really have royalty, but—Honeymaren is basically their princess," Elsa explained. "She's Yelana's great niece—and Yelana didn't have any children, so Honeymaren is next in line, in that sense."

The Guardian's forehead crinkled. "Yelana? Who's Yelana?"

"Their leader. She's the oldest member of the tribe."

The feelings of homesickness threatening to overwhelm her, the Fifth Spirit quickly looked down the the clear, shimmering railing of the ice balcony. She reached up and placed her finger on its edge, absent-mindedly tracing a little pattern of snowflakes along its surface.

"When I first came to the Enchanted Forest, I actually tried to strike up a conversation with Yelana first," she admitted, "Because she was clearly the other queen, and I assumed it would be the proper thing to do. But she—um."

Elsa stopped talking, giving a little shrug. In spite of herself, she felt her face break into an embarrassed little smile.

"Let's just say that Yelana differed to Honeymaren rather quickly," Elsa finished.

Jack Frost snorted under his breath. "So…" he chuckled, a smirk tugging at the edge of his lips. "Not a diplomat? Is what you're saying?"

"No," Queen Elsa giggled. 

His smirk turned in a full-on grin, and Jack shifted on his feet, reaching up and flicking his fingers past the closest end of her snowflake design, sending another little line of frost flowering over the icy railing's surface next to hers. Her muscles relaxing instinctually, Elsa let out another soft laugh.

"I know her a lot better now. And Yelana can be a bit—abrasive," she grimaced, "Not that it's not justified, but—! Well. It's probably for the best that she has Honeymaren handle all of the diplomatic things. Now that the Forest is open, and all."

He nodded. "This Honeymaren sounds great," Jack offered, continuing to draw snowflakes next to hers along the rail as he spoke, "Right? Even if you guys just started talking as a diplomacy thing, that doesn't mean you aren't friends."

The Snow Queen paused. Her finger slowing to a stop, she then lifted it away from the design and clasped her hands together, beginning to fidget with her fingers.

"I suppose that we are. Honeymaren is wonderful," Elsa admitted. "And I really, really appreciate everything she's done to help me, because it's been a lot. It was a BIG transition for me, moving up to the Forest. But—!"

Her voice trailed off. 

The guilt seeping in through her feeling of calm, Elsa swallowed with effort, her smile fading as she looked completely away. Noticing an increased chill on her arm, she knew that Jack Frost had stopped drawing as well, leaning in closer to her.

"But what?" he pressed softly.

She swallowed again. Feeling herself cringe, Elsa gathered her courage, starting to hesitantly glance back in his direction.

"I just don't feel like Honeymaren could…" she choked. "Understand."

A silence fell over them for a long moment as Jack Frost patiently waited for her to explain, his eyebrows lifted in the unspoken question.

The Snow Queen crossed her arms tightly over her chest, hunching into them and blushing as she struggled to come up with the right words. The Guardian stayed silent, watching her.

"I know it sounds terrible," Elsa blurted quickly, "Because Honeymaren is amazing. Really. And they all are. But if I'm honest, I've just have a really hard time talking to her, after all of the initial information was exchanged. Sometimes, I feel like we're not even speaking the same language. I know that I grew up alone, and I'm still very new to this whole friendship thing, but I thought I was making progress, and—!"

Elsa let out her breath again, cutting herself off. Swallowing, she glanced to him, seeing the sparkling frost on his shirt and the gleaming, crystalline ice all around their balcony behind him.

"It's never been quite like this," she admitted, her voice going quiet, "I've never been friends with someone before, like this. Do you get what I'm trying to say?"

"I think so."

She bit her lip. Jack Frost shifted on his feet.

"You want to have a friend who can actually relate to you," he said.

"That's it."

His eyebrows lifted, and the Spirit of Winter smiled, like he was inwardly laughing at a private joke. "Well, I can relate to that."

"That's it exactly," she exclaimed, "And I—I just feel like you understand."

Elsa's breath caught as he placed his hand on top of hers once again, beginning to rub his thumb back and forth over her skin. He drew in his breath.

"I think I do," he said carefully. "Maybe—this is destined to be more than a friendship?"

Staring out over the snow-covered mountains, the Snow Queen considered this, closing her eyes and feeling his freezing hand on top of hers. Beaming, she then nodded.

"A really great friendship," Elsa agreed.

Jack Frost stopped rubbing her hand.

Carefully pulling his back, he then leaned over the railing again, staring out at the sunset. "Um—right," he said. "Sounds good."

Her heart leaping, Elsa's smile widened. She couldn't help it.

He's WONDERFUL.

"So!" Jack Frost started again, giving her a playful nudge, "You wanna actually tell me about this whole "Enchanted Forest" deal?"

Elsa's mouth fell slightly open, and she looked to him. The Spirit of Winter was smiling at her flirtatiously again, his piercing blue eyes practically sparkling.

Heh.

"It's—kind of complicated," Elsa admitted, letting out a nervous laugh. "Are you sure?"

"I've got all the time in the world."

She opened her mouth to speak, but then closed it again, looking down to the icy railing. A moment later, Jack Frost leaned in close to her ear.

"Come onnnnnn," he whispered, "What's such a big deal that the Queen of Arendelle gives up her crown? I mean, you've brought it up a few times, but you've never actually explained."

"Well—I didn't really give up my position. Not entirely," she said, looking up, "I'm still the Snow Queen. I just don't have to deal with all of the political business of Arendelle anymore."

He raised an eyebrow.

"Usually," she corrected. "I don't usually have to deal with all the political business of Arendelle anymore."

To this, Jack grinned. "Ah… right. Because you've been reinstated."

"Temporarily reinstated."

"And, the forest is where you'll be heading after that's done?"

"Yes," Elsa nodded. "That's where my real responsibilities lie. I mean, I keep riding up and checking on them every couple of weeks, but—well, it's much better for me to just BE there." She laughed nervously, smoothing back a lock of hair into her braid. "I'm good at playing the political game, and everything, but—I kind of hate it. And the longer I stay in the castle, with the tight schedule, and the politics, and all the rules, none of which I get to set myself—I feel like it's sucking the life out of me."

"I can understand that."

They both laughed. Then, Jack gave her another nudge. "Seriously, though. What do you do up there, in this—forest?"

"It's an Enchanted Forest," she corrected. "The elemental spirits of nature are free to interact with mankind there. It's rather small, but it's a special place. In fact, I think it's the only place of its kind. It needs to be protected."

Biting her lip, she looked back to him, watching his expression. Much to her surprise—after a moment of letting this idea sink in—the Youngest Guardian then shrugged his shoulders.

"Okay," he conceded. "Sounds cool."

Her eyes widened. "You believe me?"

"Sure."

Elsa's face melted into a smile. "That's a relief," she exhaled, feeling her muscles relaxing a bit. "The people who actually saw the tidal wave, the ones that were evacuated from Arendelle Proper—they mostly believe me. Or at least, I thought so before today. But everybody else seems convinced that this was just propaganda, or a military strategy thing to remove me from Arendelle. There's been a lot of speculation, but most people aren't willing to believe in things that sound too different from what they've personally experienced."

"Well, I do believe you."

"Really?" Elsa pressed, "It's—it sounds kind of crazy. I mean, when you think about it."

"I love crazy."

"You do?"

"You want to hear crazy?" Jack laughed, "Okay. Try this one on for size: One day, I'm ice skating with my sister, and then—well, something happened. So I black out, and then I wake up, and suddenly I'm floating in the air. And, poof! Ice powers. And I can fly!"

He gestured dramatically with the staff, spinning around as Elsa sucked in her breath. Then Jack caught it, leaning in close to her face.

"And the Man in the Moon is real, and the Tooth Fairy and the Easter Bunny and the Sandman are real, and a whole bunch of years go by, and now I have to report to the North Pole every two weeks so that Santa Claus can lecture me about honor," he finished, "So, yeah. The world is crazy sometimes. I choose to have fun with it."

Her eyes wide, Elsa laughed into her hand. "What happens if you don't show up for your lectures?"

"North sends a yeti."

Jack Frost grinned wryly, and Elsa giggled again, looking down to the ice. Beneath their feet, she could see the sunset's rich hues sparkling through the crystalline floor.

"But, either way," Jack started again with a shrug, "Norway has an secret little Enchanted Forest, with a bunch of nature spirits that can interact with people? Sure. I'll bite."

As she looked up, he winked, and Elsa felt a giddy little rush sweep through her body. Smiling uncontrollably, she smoothed a hair back into her braid again.

"Well—that's what I do up there," she said softly, her heart pounding as he looked to her again, leaning onto the icy railing. "I unite and watch over the elemental spirits, as the Enchanted Forest's bridge between magic and mankind."

Jack raised his eyebrows. "That sounds awesome."

"Thanks."

She looked down, nervously running her finger along the edge of the icy railing as she gathered her thoughts. Then, the Snow Queen drew in her breath.

"It is pretty awesome," Elsa whispered.

Jack laughed, turning around to completely face her. "I'll bet," he chuckled, "But how'd you figure out that that's what you were supposed to be doing? That's a pretty dramatic career change. Weren't you the Queen, before that?"

"I was. But up in the Enchanted Forest," she began, having recited this many times, "To make a very long story short, there was a battle between the Northuldra—the people who live up there, in the Enchanted Forest—and the Arendellians, who came to visit them for—well, for a not-great reason," she admitted, "But that's beside the point."

He grimaced. "Political?"

"Kind of."

She bit her lip, bracing herself for the further questioning. But the Guardian didn't press her on the issue. Relaxing a bit, Elsa then drew in her breath.

"A battle broke out, and that angered the spirits," she continued, "But while it was happening, our Northuldra future mother saved our Arendellian future father—her enemy—and so, nature rewarded her by giving her two daughters that would one day rebuild the bridge between magic and mankind; one with magic, and one without."

"And you're the magical one, I take it."

"Yes. To represent the Nature Spirits," she explained. "But to do that, I had to become one of them. And that's exactly what happened, when I went to Ahtohallan."

Jack's eyebrows jumped. "Become one of them?"

"Magic is real, up in the Enchanted Forest," Elsa insisted again, drawing herself up. "And that's where I belong. It was my destiny to become the Fifth Spirit of the Nature Spirits."

"Waitwaitwait. Hold up. So now, you're a Nature Spirit?"

She nodded. His eyes wide, Jack Frost pushed himself back from the railing, pushing his fingers into his hair.

He spun away from her, gripping the staff and walking a few paces back onto the ice. Then, whipping back around, he suddenly jumped back up to her, staring intensely into her eyes with rapt fascination.

"Uh—Snowflake? Are you—are you trying to tell me," he shook, his hand trembling, "That you're—immortal?"

Like he was struggling to conceal his excitement, the Spirit of Winter bit his fist, his piercing eyes watching her face with such intensity that Elsa could practically feel his gaze. Breaking off eye contact, Elsa nervously smoothed a lock of hair back into her braid, staring down at the railing.

She pulled in her breath.

"We're not sure," she admitted.

Jack Frost's smile faded.

After a moment, he gave his head a quick shake. A glimmer of hope flickering over his eyes, he then looked back to her.

"There's still a chance, though," he pleaded. "Right?"

Elsa nodded, looking up. "Yes. There's still a chance."

Looking somewhat satisfied with this answer, the Spirit of Winter let out his breath, leaning into the balcony railing. As he began to spin his staff on the ground, watching its hook turn in the air, Elsa pulled in her breath.

"Even though I'm technically a Nature Spirit now, nobody quite knows what this means for my mortality," the young queen admitted. "I don't know if I'm still aging. Honestly, I think it's too early to tell."

Jack nodded solemnly. "It can take a decade or two to figure out that sort of thing for sure."

Elsa's gaze snapped to his.

"I—uh," he corrected, clearing his throat and shifting against the railing. "I—I would imagine."

Her mouth hanging slightly open in shock, Elsa studied his face. He didn't look like he wanted to say anything more about this, but—but he had definitely just said something. Whether or not he intended to.

Were you someone BEFORE you were Jack Frost?

"So! Do you—uh," he started again, like he was trying to change the subject, "You're, like—a liaison, for the magical spirits in this forest now?"

"Basically."

She looked down to the railing, tracing her finger along its edge in contemplation. A cluster of snowflakes dancing off of her fingertips, she the sighed.

"I kind of miss some parts of being the Queen of Arendelle, but it was my destiny to become the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest," Elsa said. "There was always meant to be a fifth."

To this, the Spirit of Winter's eyebrows lifted. A strange expression sweeping over his face, he turned and gazed out over the edge of the balcony, like he was watching the sunset without really seeing it. After a few moments of silent contemplation, Jack then reached for Elsa's hand, picking it up at playing with her fingers.

"Well, then—it's nice to meet you. Miss Fifth Spirit," he chuckled, leaning in close to her face like he was telling her a secret. "I'm the Fifth Guardian."

Elsa's breath caught as he kissed the back of her hand, pressing his lips between her first and second knuckles. Before she could figure out how to respond, he grinned.

"I think we should get to know each other," he whispered.

Elsa immediately felt heat rising to her face, and she laughed, her heart leaping. As he gave her hand a squeeze before releasing it, she shifted on her feet.

"I'd like that," Elsa said breathlessly.

The Guardian smiled. Letting go of her hand, he then leaned back onto the railing, still looking at her.

"And… uh," he added, raising his eyebrows, "I'm—also—a Winter Spirit."

She laughed again. "Perhaps you could show me the ropes?"

"After what I just saw?"

Suddenly self-conscious, Elsa shrank. Fidgeting with her fingers, she watched her childhood hero deliberate on this idea, his mouth twisted to one side as he glanced to the ice balcony's railing—and then to the floor—and then to her dress—before finally looking back up into her eyes.

Jack Frost pulled in his breath.

"I think you've got the ropes down just fine," he said softly.

He gave her an encouraging smile. Elsa's heart soared.

Blushing with bashful joy, she looked down to the railing, smiling uncontrollably as she moved her hands up onto the ice, still fidgeting with her fingers. She knew she was powerful, with how much she'd grown, and who she was, and what she could do, but—hearing it was still—!

Everything.

That JACK FROST didn't think she needed mentoring was EVERYTHING .

"I mean," he shrugged, "I'm sure that I'm better than you with some stuff, but you're obviously better than me with other stuff. We can teach each other. Sound good?"

"Sounds good."

For a long moment, they stared into each other's eyes, both smiling in the peaceful silence. Biting her lip, Elsa laughed.

"Sounds freezing," she added.

"It'd better be."

He took her hand again, drawing circles on her skin with his thumb, a burst of snowflakes billowing out from between his fingers. Elsa restrained from a giggle again, her heart leaping at his touch, and the reality of the fact that—that he was even here.

All of a sudden, Elsa realized that there was a distinct, swelling sound ringing in her ears, with a smooth beat, like…

Like music.

Elsa and Jack both abruptly stood up, looking behind them. The sound was definitely coming from inside the doors.

"Am I the only one hearing this?" Jack asked.

"No, I'm hearing it too."

He snatched up the staff and leapt into the air, banging the doors open and darting inside to locate the source of the sound. Elsa, confused, followed quickly after him. As she stepped in from the icy balcony, the music grew louder, and she realized why.

Across the room, standing out as distinctly solid and dark against the ice, she saw that Jack was hovering over a small wooden table with a phonograph sitting on the top, a large brass horn attached to its side. Walking forward to in wonder, Elsa realized that there were two mugs of a steaming something sitting beside it, along with a tray of colorful cookies.

Christmas cookies.

"What's going on?" Elsa laughed nervously, "How—wh-where on earth did this all magically come from?"

"I think I've got a pretty good idea," Jack chuckled. He reached to the tray of cookies and picked up a candy cane, holding it up in the air. Elsa gasped.

"You mean that he's—?"

"Been here?" Jack laughed. "Yeah. He can do that."

"What? How?"

"Remember that magic portal thing?"

She raised her eyebrows. Looking to the tray of cookies again, Elsa's eyes fell onto the gleaming corner of a foil-edged, crimson card.

But Jack had seen it, too. Before she could pick it up, he lunged forward, snatching up the card and ripping the foil open with his teeth, anxiously flipping it open.

As his eyes fell onto the writing inside, the Spirit of Winter's pale cheeks flushed bright red.

Slowly letting out his breath, Jack Frost shook his head, closing the card and starting to stick it into his pocket. Before he could do so, Elsa suddenly leapt forward.

"Mr. Frost—"

"—Yeah. It's from North," he said quickly. "Don't worry about it."

"But you don't look—happy. You were happy, a minute ago," she pressed, "If—if you need to be somewhere, or—"

"—Oh, no. It's nothing like that. It's just—I—!"

Blushing again, Jack Frost sighed. Sticking his hand into his pocket, he sheepishly pulled out the card, handing it to Elsa in defeat.

She took it, pulling back the crimson ribbon. Removing a tiny piece of gold foil, her eyes fell onto a single verse of cursive scrawl:

.

I see you when you're sleeping

I know when you're awake

I know if you've been bad or good,

So if I get any more reports of you breaking into women's bedrooms in the middle of the night I am sending a yeti to fetch you back to see me in my office immediately and you will most certainly NOT be on the Nice List anymore, young man

For goodness sake

~N

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Elsa looked up.

"Santa Claus—can do that?" she asked, "The whole see you when you're sleeping thing?"

"Yeah," he sighed, kneading his eyebrows. "I try not to linger on it. It's more than slightly creepy."

He shook his head, reaching out for the card. Elsa handed it to him, and he gave it another glance, scoffing and turning away.

"And he really needs to stop calling me young man," Jack grumbled, tossing it onto the table. "Because I'm not."

"Actually," she admitted, "I've always wondered how ol—"

"—SO, AH HA HA," Jack suddenly jolted, spinning around to the phonograph, "I WONDER how this thing WORKS!"

Elsa abruptly snapped her mouth shut, catching the end of the question just before it fell off the tip of her tongue. Biting her lip, she looked down, fidgeting with her fingers. That wasn't a proper thing to ask…

She squeezed her eyes shut in embarrassment. STUPID girl! Elsa thought miserably, Just—just because you researched him for all those years, it doesn't mean you get to be—rude. And that was rude. It's not like you're interrogating him now; he's a gentleman, and one doesn't just ASK about—oh, STUPID girl! He's probably offended now. Or angry. When you open your eyes, he'll be gone. You've messed everything up again, because of your stupid, STUPID—

"—Want to dance?"

"EEP!"

Elsa startled, leaping backwards in shock. Now suddenly standing directly in front of her, Jack Frost offered his hand.

"I—um," he tried again, "Do you—would you like to dance?"

Her mouth falling open in disbelief, Elsa stared at his hand.

After a few moments, she snapped back into focus, letting out a nervous laugh. "I—thank you," she stammered, "But I—I don't dance."

"What?" he exclaimed, "Who doesn't dance?"

"I don't."

"Oh, come on," he laughed, taking a step towards her and holding out his hand again, "It'll be fun."

Elsa bit her lip, pulling her hands into her stomach and hunching over slightly. As blood rushed to her face, she heard his voice trail off, silence falling over them on the ice.

"Wait a minute," he realized quietly, "You… you don't know how?"

She didn't respond.

"That's okay," he tried again. "I know how. I can teach you."

"But you're Jack Frost."

He raised his eyebrows.

"Yeah?" he chuckled, "And you're the Snow Queen. Or—so I hear."

"No, no, no, that's not what I—I mean, I am, but—!"

He was grinning slyly again, visibly restraining from laughter. "What?" Jack teased. "Scared I'm going to nip your nose, again?"

"No!"

She looked to his hand.

"I—okay," Elsa squeaked. "A little. And since when does the Spirit of Winter dance?"

"Well—not since before I fell through the—I mean, I did, back when—!"

He bit his lip, looking down in embarrassment as his cheeks turned pink. Then, awkwardly kicking at the ice, Jack Frost looked back up into Elsa's eyes, smiling sheepishly.

"Okay," he admitted. "It's been a while."

He smiled hopefully, holding out his hand again.

Looking to it, Elsa felt her heart leap into her throat, her eyes lingering for a moment on the ice particles frosted over the navy fabric of his sleeves.

She reached forward, shakily placing her hand on his.

Smiling sheepishly, he curled his cold fingers around hers, looking up into her eyes through his hair. Her heart pounding, Elsa pulled in her breath as she let Jack Frost lead her out into the middle of the gleaming, crystalline floor.

"I've been watching people do this for ages," he laughed softly. "Dancing isn't hard. It's like ice. It looks complicated and fluid, but it's really just the same basic structure, over and over again."

"How do you mean?"

"Well, it's—it's like—okay," he said, backing away from her and looking to the floor, "A—snowflake. Yeah! A snowflake."

Elsa looked at him in puzzlement.

"Like—a snowflake?" she repeated.

"Well, like—you know. The steps," Jack stammered, letting out a nervous laugh as he gripped her hands a little harder. "This kind. It's groups of three, like stepping on the points of a turning snowflake. See?"

Elsa looked down to her feet as he pulled her hands forward, pulling her slowly after him on the ice.

"One, two, three, four, five, six," Jack counted. "Snowflake. See it?"

He smiled hopefully, looking up into her eyes.

Elsa stared.

"You know—like, it's following you," he tried again, blushing slightly, "Like—it's a big, slowly turning snowflake that's—okay. Here."

Jack dropped her hands, turning away and starting to run across the ice for his staff, which was still leaned up against the table. Reaching for it, he—

"—I can see it," Elsa blurted.

Jack paused.

Without picking up the staff, the Spirit of Winter slowly turned back to face her.

"Uh… you can?" he asked quietly.

"Well—yes," she realized, staring intently at the ground, "But it's—it's not a turning snowflake, at all. It's just tilted. See?"

He raised his eyebrows as he walked towards her again, and Elsa demonstrated, picking up the edge of her skirt as she moved across the ice, stepping onto the points of the invisible, shifting hexagon.

"Tilted?" he asked.

"It's a bit more complicated than the diagram most people use. I mean, if you're talking about a waltz," Elsa admitted, continuing to stare at the floor as she swept past him, "You know—a shifting hexagon, rather than fixed boxes. I like your explanation better, but I don't think it's rotating. The snowflake, I mean. See, all of the movement, if we're assuming it's a hexagon, is transverse as you—!"

Elsa squeaked, jumping as she bumped into him on the ice, and Jack laughed, grabbing her hand as she started to slip. Swallowing hard, Elsa blushed, biting the edge of her lip with embarrassment. He laughed, smiling good-naturedly.

"Wow," Jack said softly. "I thought you said you didn't know how to dance."

"I don't know much."

"How much do you know, then?"

"Well—I know that this is a waltz," Elsa admitted. "Three-four time."

"Yeeeeeup." Jack stepped up to her, scooping her arm up onto his as he reached around, putting his hand on her shoulderblade. "And the best dance for pranking people."

"Pranking people!?"

"Waltz is supposed to be romantic," he chuckled. "Right? So—uh—ruining the moment is sort of hilarious."

"How on earth do you prank someone in a dance?"

He readjusted his grip, taking her other hand and subtlety sneaking his foot onto the hem of her dress.

"Oh," he shrugged, "Like this."

STOMP.

"EEP!"

The fabric suddenly yanked down to the side, Elsa shrieked as she slipped, her body being spun around on the ice and caught just as she plummeted towards the ground.

Hesitantly opening her eyes, her heart pounding, Elsa looked up to realize that she had instinctively thrown her arms around his neck, hanging on for dear life as she stared up into the Spirit of Winter's piercing, snowflake-marked eyes.

In a perfect dip.

He nodded.

"Okay," Jack breathed. "That worked a little better than I thought it would."

She said nothing, staring up at him in shock. He pulled in his breath.

"For the record, that's not how they're usually done," Jack added.

"Good," Elsa squeaked, shakily getting onto her feet as he pulled her back up.

"So… um," he asked, "I—should we try it out, or—?"

"—Sure."

Dropping her hands, he stepped back, turning and nearly running across the ice to the phonograph. Dropping the needle onto the record, Elsa watched as he awkwardly stuck his hands into his front pocket, walking back towards her across the ice.

As the piece of music on the record started, Jack stepped up to her again, scooping her arm up onto his and placing his hand on her shoulderblade. After tossing her long capelet over his arm, the fabric sparkling in the soft blue light of the icy ballroom, Jack then reached over and picked up her other hand.

And he paused.

A strange, dreamy expression sweeping over his features, the Spirit of Winter took a long moment to gently adjust his hand on her back, his fingers shifting over her icy dress. As she stood in front of him, waiting for him to take a step, Elsa felt him give her hand a tiny squeeze, running his other fingers over the edge of her shoulderblade again, almost as if he wasn't as much adjusting his grip on her skin as he was—well. Feeling it.

Savoring it.

Jack's face flushed, and he closed his eyes, smiling sheepishly as he held her hand, standing in his place as the music swelled. Shifting on her feet, Elsa bit her lip.

"Um—Mr. Frost?" she asked quietly, "Are you alright? Is everything—"

"—Yeah."

He startled slightly, jolting back into focus with a nervous laugh and shaking his head. Then—feeling him give her hand another squeeze as he blushed—Elsa watched as Jack Frost hesitantly looked up into her eyes.

"Not—invisible," he breathed.

An look of confusion swept across her features.

After a few moments, Elsa opened her mouth to say something, but before she could do so, he let out a sharp bark of laughter, scoffing and leaning in close to her face.

"Oh—and, seriously," he chuckled, raising his eyebrows. "It's Jack."

Her arm on his, Elsa felt him give her a gentle push, leading her into the first step with the downbeat. Following, she moved back, and the young queen was suddenly sweeping across the ice, dancing with the Spirit of Winter as the swelling music reverberated through the dome.

Chapter 11: Alone and Free

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11: ALONE AND FREE

The record came to an end much too soon, the last ringing, soaring notes of the waltz resounding through the dome as the music fizzled out. Realizing it, the Snow Queen and the Spirit of Winter simultaneously looked down, staring at the crystalline floor of the private ballroom as they suddenly remembered where they were.

And who they were with.

Elsa felt him slowly move his hand off of her back, her long capelet sliding off of his arm to float softly down to the ground.

"So—um," Jack laughed nervously, "Should—should we start it over, or—?"

"Oh! I—!" Elsa pushed a hair behind her ear, blushing slightly as he started to back up, pulling her towards the phonograph. "Th-that would be lovely."

He grinned, letting go of her hand and turning away, quickly pacing towards the phonograph. Elsa followed, the capelet flowing freely over the slick floor of the icy ballroom.

"Could I ask you a question?" she blurted.

The Spirit of Winter paused, holding the record and turning back to her. "Sure," he shrugged. "What is it?"

She pulled her hands into her stomach, taking another few steps towards him as he leaned back against the icy table. Pulling in a deep breath, she hesitantly looked up into his eyes.

"The jail cell," Elsa stammered. "You broke out. Like, I didn't make it strong enough. You broke the bars."

"Once I was out of the handcuffs, I could back up and get enough momentum to do it," he said casually. "Why?"

She bit her lip.

"So, you could have escaped at any time," Elsa choked.

He raised his eyebrows.

Letting out a breathy laugh, he shook his head, glancing down to the record and tossing it gently in his hands. Then, a flirtatious hint of a smile twitching out of the side of his mouth, Jack Frost looked back up to her, peering through his eyelashes.

"Escape from you?" he chuckled, turning around. "Why on earth would I have wanted to do that?"

She froze, her mouth falling open with shock as he flipped the record over, dropping it back onto the phonograph. Before she could will her vocal cords to function and respond—

"Are we still doing a one-for-one trade?" he asked suddenly, spinning back around. "Because if we are, you owe me the answer to another question, now."

Elsa shrugged. "Ask away."

"Why didn't you know how to dance?"

The question caught her off-guard.

"Not everyone dances," she whispered.

"But you're royalty."

She looked down, nervously fidgeting with her fingers, her hands pulled into her stomach. After a few moments, Elsa sighed, sliding her right hand up onto her opposite elbow.

"Dancing like that requires—touching people," she admitted sadly, "And certain—turns—and things—basically, I couldn't wear gloves. I mean, my gloves. Thick ones."

A look of concern swept over his face. "So… your powers?"

"Right." Elsa swallowed hard, looking back up into his eyes. "Anna had lessons, but for me—well, it never really came up. My parents didn't have to explain, because I knew why I was never invited to join in. I couldn't be trusted to hold a tutor's hands. I mean—with mine."

She stared at the ground again, rolling her foot on the ice as the memories came back into her mind. The sweeping feeling of isolation washing over her, she heard Jack pull in a long breath.

"Just—just so you know," he said softly, "I don't know if my opinion counts for much, but—I think your hands are fantastic."

Elsa hesitantly looked up. Meeting his gaze again, she felt herself relax slightly, staring into the Spirit of Winter's face. He was watching her intently as she anxiously ran her fingers over the icy sleeve of her dress, his expression absolutely sincere, like he truly meant it, as the peaceful quiet fell over them again.

His eyes were so kind…

"Sooo," Jack blurted suddenly, making Elsa jump back into reality, "Um—if you've got another question for me, then—"

"—Yes!"

He raised his eyebrows.

"I—yes. Actually," Elsa stammered, "I do."

Grinning, Jack stuck his hands into his front pocket, taking a step up to her. "And?" he laughed softly.

Fighting the heat rushing to her face, Elsa drew herself up, putting aside her squealing inner fourteen-year-old's list of the few thousand Jack-Frost-related questions that she desperately wanted to ask.

"My question—um," Elsa tried again, "I—okay, since when does the Spirit of Winter know how to dance?"

"Oh."

She watched as he scoffed, looking down and running his thumb over the edge of his pocket. A grin on the edge of his mouth, he then looked back up to her, choosing his words carefully.

"I haven't just been pranking random guys for my whole existence, despite my—reputation," he said carefully, bringing a smile from Elsa, "I've been watching people. For—a while. I mean—so, it wasn't hard to see how dancing was done. And, I'm into pretty much any kind of fun, so, you know, why not?"

He shrugged, leaning back against the table.

"So, you've seen people dancing, and you wanted to try it out yourself?" Elsa asked.

He shrugged again, nodding. "It looked fun, sure."

"Why didn't you just join in?"

Jack Frost's mouth fell slightly open with shock.

After a few moments, he looked down.

"Uh…"

Letting out a nervous, breathy laugh, Jack shifted on his feet, turning around and picking up the record again. Shaking his head, he slid it back onto the phonograph, letting it clunk into place and moving the needle to the side.

"Let's just say that there were some—obstacles," he said carefully, "That would make my dancing with anyone sort of difficult."

He turned back to face her.

"But—for the record," Jack added. "It was fun."

He grinned again, pushing himself off from the table. Elsa smiled shyly, fidgeting with her fingers.

"I'm glad. I mean, I'm glad you thought so," she added quickly. "I thought it was fun, too."

"So," he ventured, "If it's my turn again—so, you couldn't dance, but you do know music?"

"I love music," Elsa laughed, snapping her head up again. "I mean, like—I can't play any instruments, I understand the basic structure and such, but I—well—um—"

Her voice trailed off, and she blushed, looking down. He took a tiny step towards her.

"You couldn't have a teacher for that, either?" he asked softly.

She shook her head. "I sort of—well, we tried, but—"

Elsa bit her lip.

"Okay," Jack chuckled. "What happened?"

She looked down, fidgeting with her fingers.

"You have to promise not to laugh," she breathed.

He took another step towards her, gazing into her face with concern. After a few moments, she pulled in a deep breath.

"ISortOfFrozeThePiano," Elsa choked.

He jolted.

"I—I d-didn't mean to!" she stammered as Jack clapped his hand over his mouth, his eyes bulging as he visibly struggled not to burst out laughing, "I just—it was my first lesson, and—well, my teacher said I had to take off my gloves to play, and I did, and then I touched the keys, and it froze, and then my fingers got stuck, and—"

"—You GOT STUCK to the PIANO!?"

"Well—more in the piano," she blurted, blushing furiously as he turned around, his back shaking with suppressed snorts as he leaned onto the table, "In-between the keys—it was a C chord, and they had to get one of the royal artisans to chisel me out, and th-then my father had to bribe everyone, and—and—!"

Elsa abruptly stopped talking, cringing in embarrassment. After a few moments, Jack shook his head, slowly turning around to her again and pulling his hand away from his face, looking to her in horrified delight.

"I would have paid to see that," he choked, smiling helplessly.

Elsa blushed harder.

Pulling in a deep breath, his face red from trying to suppress his laughter, Jack looked back to her.

"Man," he chuckled. "So, no more music lessons for the princess, huh?"

"No, I sing."

He raised his eyebrows.

"I—well, you can sing with gloves on, so it wasn't a big issue. I could have lessons that were gloves-friendly, like singing, and public speaking, and horseback riding—which has actually turned out to be surprisingly useful. And I—wait, why am I telling you this?" Elsa giggled breathlessly, "I'm probably boring you to death—this probably isn't interesting to you, and I'm sure that—"

"—Whoa, whoa, whoa. Hold on," he scoffed, "Uh—did you just say that you're not interesting?"

"Well—not any more than anyone else," she admitted, "I mean, I suppose that everyone's interesting, if you get to know them, now that I think about it, b-but given your company, I really shouldn't be going on and on about my childhood, and—"

"—Ma'am?" he chuckled softly. "You can see me."

Elsa fell quiet. Then, looking down, she nodded.

"And you have ice powers."

She nodded again.

"And, you're a—you're—um," he said carefully, his voice trailing off.

Elsa watched as he slowly looked down, his gaze lingering for a moment on the sparkling fabric of her bodice. Squeezing his eyes shut as he pressed his hands together, touching the tips of his fingers to the bridge of his nose, Jack Frost then let out a breathy bark of laughter, looking back into her eyes.

"You're a—girl," he enunciated.

Silence.

Elsa stared at him in confusion as he suddenly shook his head, stepping up to her and grasping her shoulders.

"You are very interesting to me," Jack breathed intensely.

Elsa stumbled back a step as he let go of her shoulders, a hint of a sheepish grin tugging at the edge of his mouth. Jack Frost then spun around, snatching one of the mugs of hot chocolate and holding it out to her.

"And that includes finding out about your past. But it occurs to me," he laughed nervously, "We should drink these. They're probably already cold."

"It's never particularly bothered me," she admitted, taking it. "But thank you."

"Want to sit down?"

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face. "Sit down?" she asked quizzically, "Where? We didn't make any chairs."

Putting his mug back down onto the table and picking up the staff, not saying a word, Jack walked a few paces to the side, flipping it the shepherd's crook his wrist and letting the hook fall onto the ground. Sweeping out a large arc in the ice, he then scoffed, flinging his staff into the air.

Creeeeak!

The icy platform shot upwards, stopping a few feet above the ground as Jack Frost walked around behind it, dragging the staff along its edge and pulling a long, gleaming backrest up out of the ice.

"Didn't make any chairs, she says," he muttered dramatically, rolling his eyes and grinning up at her, "Don't have anywhere to sit, she says…"

"But we didn't have any place to sit, a minute ago!"

"Oh, because that's a problem." He swept the staff over the frame of the icy couch, a thick blanket of snow materializing out of the air behind it and settling onto the platform and backrest. "Picky, picky, picky…"

Elsa scoffed, her cheeks flushing as she readjusted her grip on the mug. "Not all of us can have a seat by floating in the air!"

He said nothing, shaking his head with another grin. Jack then turned and leaned the staff back up against the table, picking up his mug of hot chocolate and gesturing for her to sit down. She walked over to the new ice couch and did so, turning around and sitting in the snow as politely as she could as he casually leapt back into the powder with a crunch.

"Mr. Frost…"

"Mr. Frost again?!" he laughed, "Really?"

"Oh—I'm sorry," Elsa stammered, "I just—I don't know you all that well, so—"

"—We can fix that."

Her heart skipped a beat as he crossed his ankle over his knee, glancing to the place on the couch next to him. Peering back up at her through his eyelashes, he shrugged, sitting back into the snow.

"I think that you still need to give me that color comparison sample," he said casually.

"Color comparison?"

Elsa watched as Jack raised his eyebrows, twisting around and setting the mug down on the end table. Then, looking to her flirtatiously, he grinned, pushing up his right sleeve and holding out his forearm. Elsa felt blood rushing to her face in embarrassment.

The lipstick smear.

"I—I didn't really mean to do that," she protested weakly. "I thought I was—"

"—Dreaming?"

"Um—yeah."

He raised his eyebrows again, grinning mischievously as he pulled down his sleeve. "Well," he chuckled, "If that was you, thinking you were asleep… I would love to see what it'd be like when you're completely awake."

Elsa blushed, staring at the floor as he picked up the mug again, handing it her. She shakily took it.

"I—um," she choked, "I'd—actually really appreciate it if you stopped bringing it up."

"It embarrasses you?"

"I just—it wasn't proper. At all," Elsa admitted.

"Snowflake, you were loopy."

"Believe me. I know." She bit her lip. "I'm really sorry. I mean, if I'd realized tha—"

"—Hey, hey, hey. No apology necessary," he laughed, taking a drink from his mug.

After a pause, Elsa watched as Jack Frost slowly looked back up, grinning mischievously as he peered at her through his eyelashes.

"Ma'am," he added slyly.

Elsa blushed harder.

She looked down to her mug, struggling to swallow the sharp sting of embarrassment in her throat. "I—um," she laughed nervously, "I guess I—I guess I had just always sort of supposed that I'd be completely—awake. For my first kiss."

"If it's any consolation," he shrugged, "Rest assured—if you hadn't actually grabbed me, it wouldn't have happened."

She nodded. Pulling in her breath, Elsa opened her mouth to say something, and—

"Wait. I—hold on," Jack jumped. His eyes wide, he dropped his voice to a whisper. "That—that was your first kiss?"

Elsa said nothing, but nodded. A strange expression swept over his features, and Jack's eyes softened.

"It was mine, too."

They stared at each other in silence.

A cold wave of self-consciousness hitting her, Elsa quickly broke eye contact, hunching her shoulders and staring down into the mug of hot chocolate. After a few moments, she heard the Spirit of Winter start breathily laughing in disbelief, and snapped her head up.

"Wow," he exhaled, running his finger along the edge of the mug. "First dance, first kiss, first person I've ever met besides me with ice powers—!"

Elsa felt herself blushing slightly. He shook his head, laughing again.

"This," Jack breathed, "Has been a very big day."

"Starting in the middle of the night?"

"Hey!"

His mouth fell open, and Elsa giggled in spite of herself, shrugging and readjusting her grip on the mug. Jack shook his head, raising the mug.

"Well," he chuckled, "Whatever this is—I feel like we need to make a toast, or something."

"What should we toast, then?" Elsa asked.

"No idea. What do you think?"

She looked down into her mug, drumming her fingers on its side. Giving a nervous little shrug, she pulled in a deep breath, holding it up.

"Nice to meet you?" Elsa squeaked.

He burst out laughing, and Elsa looked down into her mug, feeling herself blushing. Shaking his head, he scooted an inch closer to her in the snow.

"Here's to…" his voice trailed off, and he closed his eyes. After a long pause, he pulled in a deep breath, opening them and gazing into her face again.

"Here's to… not being alone," he said softly.

He smiled hopefully, holding up his mug.

Staring at it—without raising her own—Elsa shifted uncomfortably again, glancing to the icy floor. "There's something to be said for being alone, though," she admitted, looking back to her mug and running her finger down its side. "It's—it's free, really. I mean, sometimes being alone and free is the best option you've got."

"Yeah. Well…"

He sighed, glancing downwards.

"That kind of freedom isn't necessarily all it's cracked up to be," Jack Frost said softly.

Looking slowly up through his hair, Elsa's breath caught as his piercingly blue gaze suddenly locked onto her own. As she stared into his face, incapable of pulling herself away from his eyes, Elsa suddenly realized that his usually playful expression had gone soft with sadness. Strangely familiar, his eyes were pained, somehow, like there was a relatable agony behind them that the Snow Queen couldn't quite place, and yet… perfectly understood.

A loneliness.

Elsa nodded.

She clinked her mug against his, and Jack let out his breath, a bitter hint of a smile tugging at the edge of his mouth as he sat back into the snow. After a moment of watching the light brown foam slowly turning on her cocoa's surface, Elsa raised the mug to her lips, hesitantly taking a drink.

She gasped.

"This—th-this is the best hot chocolate I've ever tasted!" she exclaimed, looking up to him with shock, "How—!"

His eyes suddenly lighting up again, Jack laughed, shrugging and wiping his arm across his mouth. "Oh, it's just the same old stuff," he chuckled, lifting his mug, "But, of course, it was made at the North Pole. Best hot cocoa in the world."

She nodded, raising the mug to take another drink. "Elves, right?"

"WRONG. Oh, so wrong," he snorted, "The yetis. Best cookies, best cocoa, and by far the best chocolate."

Elsa raised an eyebrow. "Oh, I think Arendelle could take you on in that category."

"Oh, really?"

"Oh. Really really," Elsa laughed. "In fact, there's this one specific type that I requested to be at my coronation... I thought they'd forgotten to bring it, but then I found out later that my sister Anna had—"

Elsa stopped abruptly, her eyes wide.

"ANNA!" she gasped, slamming her mug down onto the table and standing up.

Jack laughed. "Man," he chuckled, "What happened?"

"No, it's not th—I—oh, no!" Elsa cried, stumbling backwards, "Anna! My sister Anna! I was supposed to meet her right after the meeting! I completely forgot!"

Jack stood up, placing his own mug on the table and reaching for his staff. "Was it important?"

"YES, it was important!" Elsa snapped, spinning around to face him, "It's my SISTER! She'll be freaking out! She'll go into labor!"

"Alright," he sighed, "I can take you home. Come on."

Elsa's mind raced, words beginning to tumble out of her mouth before she could stop them as she followed him towards the balcony. "And if Anna goes into labor, and the baby dies, and there's suddenly no heir, and—"

"—Wait. Hold on," Jack chuckled, bending down as she put her arm around his neck, "Are you telling me you'd need to have a child?"

"I'm sorry. I'm just thinking out loud," Elsa stammered, her heart leaping into her throat as he scooped her up, "I just—I suppose I would, and then that would be even HARDER, for—wait, what's so funny?"

He didn't respond immediately, grinning. "Just let me know if you ever need help with that, m'kay?"

"Wait, what?"

Pushing back the icy door and stepping out onto the balcony, Jack Frost shook his head.

"Aw, nothin'."

With a gasp, Elsa clutched him harder as the Spirit of Winter suddenly leapt off of the balcony back towards Arendelle.

Chapter 12: Sister Queens

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12: SISTER QUEENS

So, the Snow Queen was basically fantastic. And amazing. And brilliant.

And: dang.

Lighting down onto Elsa's balcony, Jack felt the familiar pull of gravity reclaiming its grip on his body, the young queen's weight returning to his arms instead of being carried by the wind. Despite the sudden strain on his muscles, he hesitated as he held her, pausing for a long moment before reluctantly starting to set the young woman down onto her feet.

His breath catching, Jack's heart skipped a beat as the Snow Queen clutched him harder, her eyes squeezed shut as she gingerly felt the wooden planks with her foot. Reassuring herself that they were standing on solid ground, Elsa relaxed slightly, shakily standing up and taking a step back from him.

"I—um," she breathed, nervously pulling her hands down from his neck and looking up into his eyes, "Thank you. Jack."

He opened his mouth to say something, but no sound came out. Before he could try again, Elsa pulled in her breath, taking a quick step back from him and turning away.

The balcony door, still unlocked from when they'd left earlier that day, immediately swung open as she pushed it inwards, picking up the edge of her dress and running down the hallway. Silently following her into the art gallery, Jack pulled it shut behind him, already missing the feeling of Elsa's arms around him from the flight.

Reaching up and gingerly rubbing his neck, Jack slowly exhaled, his head still reeling. The Snow Queen believed in him.

The SNOW QUEEN.

And she didn't just believe in him, either—from what it sounded like, the Ice Powers Girl had been actively looking for him her whole life. And the fact that she was completely gorgeous didn't help matters in the least. Despite the fact that he was mentally kicking himself for not checking out Arendelle sooner (like, a couple decades sooner), Jack had to admit, the whole situation was pretty flattering. Somehow, it was even more flattering than the whole Guardian thing, to find out how much this young woman believed in him. Believing in him meant that she could see him, seeing him meant that she could feel him, and feeling him meant that she could touch him, which, by extension, meant that—he could touch her.

A girl.

Oh, man.

Biting his lip at the thought, Jack pulled his hand down from his neck, turning it over and looking at it in wonder.

So that's what dancing felt like.

Starting to walk down the hall in Elsa's art gallery—study—closet—okay, the whatever it was, Jack smiled sheepishly, practically feeling the Ice Powers Girl's cold hand on his arm again. And his hand on her shoulderblade. Just—just holding her, after so many decades of not being able to hold anyone, was just—wow. That was wow.

Not that Jack hadn't tried, before. In the previous March, he'd managed to convince the Tooth Fairy to try waltzing with him, and it had failed almost immediately. In an encounter that could only be described as cringingly awkward at best, dancing with Tooth had lasted for about five seconds, or rather, about four seconds longer that their attempt at a relationship had. Geez. And, speaking of bad ideas…

Jack bit his lip against the memory, sticking his free hand in his pocket and starting to walk down the hall towards the bedroom. After that little experience, he had made a firm resolution that—when it came to stuff like dancing—he would stick to his same species. Like a Nature Spirit. Like a Nature Spirit with ice powers.

Like an Elsa.

Jack smiled dumbly, his heart swelling as he ran his thumb over the edge of his pocket. What insane luck, that North had left them a phonograph. With that ice-ballroom thingy they'd built, getting a phonograph was basically an extended, pre-packaged pickup line. It was almost like North knew about the—

Wait.

Trying to dance with Tooth. North hadn't—he hadn't seen—that. Had he? He—North didn't actually know about—right?

Jack swallowed hard, feeling blood rushing to his cheeks.

Well.

That was embarrassing.

All of a sudden, kicking at the carpet, his toe hit up against something cold. His eyebrows lifting in surprise, he paused, looking down, and what the blizzards…?

Jack Frost crouched down to the carpet, reaching forward and gingerly picking up the delicate, icy high heel. Yep—definitely ice. As he turned it over in his hands, his eyes widening, the moonlight from the window caught the crystalline edges of it, sparkling and gleaming. Throughout the ice, embedded into the sole and top of the shoe itself, the Spirit of Winter could see that there were dozens, if not hundreds, of tiny snow flurries, delicate swirls of frost spiraling throughout the entire piece.

Holy mother of snowflakes.

"Yes. I'll be in here," Elsa was saying in her bedroom, making him jump and look back up. "Yes, please find Queen Anna at once!"

Straightening up and still holding the shoe, Jack walked forward, passing the desk and finally pausing in front of the doorframe, looking into the next room. Having kicked off her other high heel, which was now lying on the carpet over by her bed, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest was frantically running back and forth, throwing her bedroom back into its previous state. The shattered bars of the jail cell were gone, as well as the ice-blasted statue of the Councilman, as she sprinted for the chair that was pulled out into the middle of the room. Jack watched as she shoved the chair towards the wall, raising his eyebrows as he involuntarily glanced down to the sparkling, icy fabric shifting over Elsa's hips.

Yeeeeeup.

That was definitely a girl.

Definitely, certainly, undoubtedly, and without any question, a specimen of the female persuasio—

"—So, that's okay?"

GAUGH!

The Ice Powers Girl was suddenly standing right in front of him, expectantly gazing into his face. Jack snapped back into focus.

"Um—sorry?" he blurted.

"I was asking if you wouldn't mind staying in here for a couple minutes," Elsa said quickly. "My sister will be here any moment, and she'll want to speak to m—"

Elsa's voice trailed off as she looked down, suddenly noticing the shoe in his hand.

His mouth falling slightly open, Jack looked to the high heel. Drawing himself up and clearing his throat, he then looked back into her eyes.

"I found your shoe," he informed her.

Elsa stared.

After a few moments, Jack shifted on his feet, gently tossing it to himself and then holding it out to her.

"I'm pretty sure it won't fit me," Jack added.

"Oh! Um…"

Elsa blushed, snatching the heel out of his hand and backing up into her room again. She nervously looked back towards her bedroom door, and then to the shoe, awkwardly whapping its sole against her opposite palm a few times before meeting his eyes again.

"I—my sister—"

"—I can meet her, right?" Jack asked.

"Sure. But—"

There was a knock at the bedroom door. Elsa's eyes bulged, and she jolted, spinning around. The knock came again, and Jack watched as the Ice Powers Girl stumbled back a step, shakily placing the crystalline high heel on her dresser.

"She's here!" Elsa gasped, "I—I'm sorry, I have to—I have to go."

Jack raised his eyebrows, moving out of the way as Elsa lunged into the art gallery for the door. Missing the handle, and then catching it, she collapsed onto the brass knob, blushing and looking to him.

"I," she squeaked, "Um—would you please excuse me for a moment?"

She shot him a nervous smile, starting to pull the door shut as she backed into her bedroom. Jack leapt forward, catching it with the hook of his staff.

"But you said I could meet your sister," he protested.

"Yes, but—I mean—okay, can I explain later?" she choked, moving his staff to the side and starting to pull the door closed between them again.

"But Elsa, I—"

"Can we just—"

"Uh—"

"Maybe—"

"I—"

"—Please stay here."

"Wait, what?"

Click.

And Jack Frost suddenly found himself staring at the door between Elsa's bedroom and art gallery.

He blinked.

Right.

Crouching down in front of the door, Jack peered into the keyhole. A tiny grin twitching out of the side of his mouth, he shook his head, pulling in a deep breath.

You and these PITIFUL old-fashioned locks, Snowflake.

.

.

Creeeeeak!

Light suddenly poured in from the hallway, and Elsa startled, spinning around and sucking her breath in through her teeth as she collapsed against the door handle.

"AAAAAAAAAH-Nnaaaaaaa!" she squealed, the exclamation a near-frenzied shriek as her voice slid into a deafeningly high register, "AH HA HA, eh, Hiiiii! I—"

"—Have been looking ALL OVER for you!"

Feeling heat rushing to her face, Elsa let out a nervous laugh as she shakily pushed herself away from the brass knob, glancing back towards it. Queen Anna lurched forward into the room, and Elsa jumped, instinctively leaping forward.

"Are you alright?" Elsa gasped.

Anna laughed good-naturedly, rocking back unsteadily onto her heels and patting her enormously pregnant stomach. "I'm fine. Now that you've magically materialized back in the castle?"

"And I'm so sorry about that," Elsa choked, "I—I completely forgot, and—"

"—Elsa, it's okay," she giggled. "I just want to know where you've been, you stinker!"

Elsa's mouth fell slightly open, and she glanced back towards the art gallery.

Deciding against it, she quickly shook her head. "I just—uh," Elsa lied, staring at the floor, "I went for a walk."

Queen Anna raised her eyebrows, and Elsa felt her heart leap into her throat. Fighting back the heat rushing to her face and trying to appear as casual as possible, Elsa gave her sister the best rendition of the Queen Face that she could muster.

"A… walk," Anna repeated glassily.

"Yes. A walk. Can I get you a chair?"

"You were gone for five hours!"

Elsa bit her lip.

"It—was a long walk," she choked.

Elsa quickly turned away, struggling to keep her breathing even as she paced to the chair, reaching for it and starting to drag it back as if it hadn't been in the center of the room mere moments before. Stepping back from it, she forced a smile again as Anna's eyes narrowed, studying her face.

The problem with the Queen Face: Elsa's sister was now also a queen.

"You know…" Anna started carefully, clearly recognizing the expression which she herself employed on a regular basis, "I'd assumed that you just went back to check on the Spirits. But if that's not where you were…?"

"The Spirits! Yes. That's—um, that's definitely where I was."

"Is there a reason that you didn't just send Gale, then? To tell me?"

Elsa gulped. "I—uh," she whispered, "I—should have done that. Right. I'm sorry."

Queen Anna's eyes narrowed a fraction more.

After a few moments, realizing that she wasn't going to get any more information out of her sister, Anna sighed, smiling weakly as Elsa gestured to the seat. As she stumbled over to the chair and sat down, Elsa let out her breath, turning and walking over to the dresser and picking up a small dish. "Chocolate?" she offered.

"Oh, yes, please!"

Elsa's heart swelled, seeing her little sister's face light up as she snatched a truffle out of the dish, popping it into her mouth. Taking the dish back and replacing it on her dresser—Elsa mostly kept it there for Anna—she heard her sister clear her throat.

"So," Anna started again, settling back into the chair and changing the subject as Elsa walked back over to her, swirling another chair into existence across from it, "How'd it go?"

"How'd what go?"

"Oh, come on. Your meeting?" Queen Anna prodded, "You're only been getting this reform ready since forever! You were able to get the housing project approved, right?"

Elsa froze.

"Oh. Um…"

She shakily sat down in the icy chair, her capelet sweeping out around its base. Looking down and fidgeting with her fingers, she pulled in a deep breath.

"It—um," Elsa choked softly, "It—it wasn't about the housing project."

Anna's eyes widened. Quickly closing her own and fighting against the color rising to her face, Elsa bit down hard on her lip again as she felt the air around her suddenly getting colder.

Conceal!

"What happened?" Anna breathed.

"Anna, it's fine—"

"—No," she prodded, "You're not. Elsa, what's going on?"

"Nothing is!"

"Please don't shut me out."

Elsa abruptly sucked in her breath, clasping her hands tightly in her lap. Reluctantly opening her eyes, she looked up, realizing why her sister was staring at her with such intent concern.

It was snowing.

Elsa's heart sank, and she pressed her lips together, seeing the delicate flurries materializing out of the air around her. No point in trying to hide it now.

Squeezing her eyes shut, Elsa pulled in a long, deep breath.

"TheCouncilWantsAKing," she blurted.

A look of confusion swept over Anna's face. "Wait, what?"

"A king." Elsa shifted uncomfortably in her seat. "The Council. They want me to get married. They want a king."

"A king?" Anna repeated, "But they've got you! What do they need a king for? I mean, even if Kristoff wanted to take over, he still thinks you should be the one in charge during my leave."

"I—well, I mean they didn't actually say it that way," Elsa stammered, blinking frantically as her eyes started stinging, "B-But they—they want to get rid of me. Basically. They said that I need to be seeing suitors, and s-something about p-producing an heir, and—"

"—Producing an heir!?" Anna sputtered.

"Yeah."

Elsa nodded weakly, her face pale as she looked down, staring determinately into her lap. Her sister's expression hardened.

"And this heir doesn't count… because why?" the pregnant queen gritted, pointing to her stomach.

The Fifth Spirit swallowed hard, looking up into her sister's eyes as the reasons—the real reasons—swirled in her mind.

Because you married a commoner, and they think this makes you a failure.

Because they don't think Kristoff, nor his children, are worthy of the crown.

Because they think that your entire job as queen was to make a politically-savvy match, be a pretty figurehead, and let them keep running the kingdom, because that's apparently all we queens are good for.

Pulling in her breath, Elsa closed her eyes, trying to figure out how to spare her sister from the worst of the truth.

"They don't think you're coming back," Elsa decided, her voice barely louder than a whisper. "They just believe that your leave is indefinite. And they don't believe that I'm the Fifth Spirit, either—I'm pretty sure that they've decided I'm crazy. So, they want me to locate and marry myself a replacement, so that I can be tucked away and never bother them or go to the Forest again."

As she spoke, Elsa watched as Anna's expression turned from anger—to fury—to shock—and finally, to sadness, as the last phrase fell out of Elsa's mouth. Her facial features softening into empathy, Queen Anna shifted in her seat.

"Oh, Elsa…" she breathed. "I am so sorry."

The flurries were slowing again, the feeling of pressure releasing. Letting out her breath, Elsa sighed.

"They've already invited the suitors," Elsa choked. "The first comes tomorrow, apparently."

Anna jolted, her eyes bulging in horror as Elsa miserably looked back down, beginning to fidget with her fingers again.

"Already invited them?!" Anna gasped. "Without your permission?"

Elsa nodded.

"Oh!"

Shifting on the chair, Queen Anna pressed her lips together in fury. "Well, I just—I—oh!" she gritted, "How—how dare those—!"

"—Anna, don't stress yourself out," Elsa begged, "Think of the baby—"

"—The baby is fine. I just wanna go punch whoever thought of that one, that—that—!"

The pregnant young queen paused, trying to decide on an insult.

"I believe that the phrase that you're looking for," laughed a deep voice, "Is, chauvinistic pig."

Elsa jolted, snapping her head up and sharply sucking in her breath. Jack Frost was casually leaning against the back of Anna's chair, his staff resting on his shoulder.

"That—jerk," Anna said resolutely.

Jack shrugged. "I still like mine better," he chuckled, grinning up into Elsa's eyes. "So, this is your sister?"

Elsa was speechless, her mouth hanging open in shock.

Seeing her expression, Anna twisted around, looking blankly through the space behind her chair. "What? What is it?" she asked, staring straight through where Jack was standing, "What are you staring at?"

Elsa jumped, jolting back into focus. "Oh! I—it just—yes. Jerk," she said coldly, glaring directly into his eyes. "I completely agree with you. He is definitely a JERK."

Jack grinned.

"Is it my hair?" Anna whimpered, anxiously reaching up to the royal twist beneath her crown, "Kristoff says it looks exactly the same as it always has, but I think it's getting frizzier, and—"

"—Your hair is beautiful," Elsa said quickly, "I—!"

"You really need to update the locks around here, Snowflake," Jack chuckled. "I mean, at least hire a yeti, or something. It's like you'll let about just any old riff-raff into this place."

"Anna, can you please excuse me for a minute?" Elsa choked, rising from the chair.

Before Queen Anna could respond, Elsa was briskly pacing across the bedroom to her art gallery door. Jack followed, silently joining her as she pulled it shut behind them with a click, checking the brass knob to make sure it was in place.

Turning and pacing a few feet down into the hallway and away from the door, Elsa bit her lip. Passing the desk, with Jack Frost following closely behind, she pulled in her breath, and—

"What—are you doing!?" Elsa hissed, whirling around to face him, "I told you to stay here!"

"No, you asked me to stay here. And I never said I would."

"But—"

"—You said I could meet your sister!" he protested.

"Nooooo, I didn't mean right now!" Elsa moaned. "Everybody thinks I'm going crazy already! Do you have any idea how the nobility has treated me since the last reform? Why are you so desperate to meet her, anyway?"

He let out a bitter laugh. "Isn't she your closest kin?"

"Well—yes!"

"And, I'm interested in you?"

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face.

Shifting his fingers on the staff and taking a step towards her, Jack scoffed softly, shaking his head. "Look," he admitted, "I know you've never really—done this—before. And neither have I, but I think I kind of need her permission before—"

"—Wait," Elsa interrupted, "You need my family's permission before you can be friends with me?"

Jack's mouth fell open.

After a few moments, he closed it, clearing his throat and pulling in a deep breath.

"Um—right," he choked carefully. "I would like Queen Anna's permission to pursue a—friendship—with you."

"But—!"

Elsa crossed her arms over her chest, taking a step back. She hadn't really realized that friendship required that, but—well—well, she still felt pretty new to the whole "friendship" thing, so—

"Okay. I'll introduce you," she sighed in defeat. "I just don't see why she even has to know you're here. Yet, at least."

"What?"

"Why can't this just be a secret?"

"Oh, I dunno," he snapped, "Maybe because I don't like feeling like a total creeper?"

"How are you even so sure that she'll believe?"

"If you introduce me, she will."

"But—"

"—Because I can usually tell."

"You've known me one day, Frost—"

"—Elsa?" a voice quavered.

They spun around. Queen Anna was standing in the doorway, staring.

"Um…" Anna's voice trailed off. "Who… are you talking to?"

Elsa's face went pale.

"Talking? T-Talking to?" she blurted nervously, letting out a frenzied giggle, "AH, ha ha ha, just—myself! Just—talking to myself! Yep!"

"On second thought," Jack drawled, "Don't introduce me. You'll sound crazy. Because this definitely does not sound—OW!"

Recoiling from Elsa's sharp kick, the Spirit of Winter jumped onto his left foot, clutching his ankle in his hands. Although he was still apparently invisible, Elsa strategically stepped in front of him, fighting the blood rushing to her cheeks as the pregnant queen slowly started to walk towards her into the gallery.

"Elsa," she said quietly, "I know you're hiding something from me."

"Yep, and he's standing RIGHT here—!" Jack leapt out of the way as Elsa swung out her foot to kick him again.

"Hiding? Wha-What would I be hiding?" Elsa stammered.

"Your art project from earlier today is gone," Anna tried again, creeping cautiously towards her sister, "And then you disappeared for five hours. And now, you're acting…" she stopped, wincing. "Um… weird?"

Biting her lip again, Elsa drew herself up.

"Anna. I'm fine," Elsa choked, struggling to control her voice. "I'm just a little stressed, that's all. I'm stressed about the Council, but I can assure you, apart from that, everything is perfectly normaAAAAUGH!"

Something hard suddenly slammed into the back of her knees, and Elsa shrieked as she reeled backwards, being caught just before she hit and shooting upwards towards the vaulted ceiling. Realizing that she was suddenly hovering fifteen feet over her sister's head, Elsa squeaked, throwing her arms around his neck in terror.

"You were worried that she wouldn't believe, right?" Jack asked eagerly, gently tossed her in his arms. "This ought to convince her that I exist, don't you think?"

"ELSAAAAAAAAAAA!" Anna screamed.

"Jack! ME!" Elsa stammered, her eyes bulging with fear as she stared desperately into his face, "Floor! NOW!"

"Will you just tell her already?"

The pregnant queen was jumping up and down below them, wringing her hands with terror. "WHAT ARE YOU NOT TELLING ME?! HOW ARE YOU DOING THAT IN THE AIR?! THAT'S NOT HOW GALE WORKS; THAT LOOKS NOTHING LIKE HOW GALE—"

"ANNATHISISJACKFROST!" Elsa blurted.

Queen Anna abruptly stopped, gasping for breath and staring, dumbfounded, at her sister, who seemed to be floating independently in the air far above her head. A look of genuine confusion swept over her features.

"Wait… what?" Anna squeaked.

Elsa took a deep breath, squeezing her eyes shut.

"Jack," she choked, "This is my sister, Queen Anna of Arendelle. Um, Anna…" She took another breath, clinging him tighter as he readjusted his grip on the staff, "This… this is Jack Frost."

"Jack Fr…?" Anna's eyes suddenly widened, and she stumbled backwards a step in shock as he slowly floated towards the ground, placing Elsa back on her feet.

"Mother of North," Jack breathed, "That didn't scare you so much last time, Snowflake."

"You didn't just grab me last time!"

"J-Jack… Jack Frost?" Anna gasped as they turned back to face her.

Jack smiled sheepishly, shrugging and tossing his staff into his other hand. Anna's jaw dropped, her eyes wide, as she stared blankly into space at him.

"Gorgeous," she breathed.

Jack grinned, raising his eyebrows at Elsa. She blushed, and he turned back to the pregnant young queen.

"Elsa was a bit reluctant to have me meet you," he explained, "But I wanted to have your permission before trying to pursue—uh—"

His voice trailed off. After a moment of hesitation, Jack Frost sucked in his breath.

"Uh—a friendship," he finished carefully. "I would like permission to pursue a—friendship—with your sister. Your majesty."

He did a quick bow and then looked up pleadingly, staring at her through his eyelashes. Biting his lip, his eyes slid in Elsa's direction, and then back into Anna's.

"Per-permission…?" Queen Anna asked dazedly. Then, her eyes snapping back into focus, she gasped. "YES! Yes, of course you have my permission!"

Jack let out his breath as the redhead wheeled around to her sister, who was now gripping the edge of the desk so hard that her knuckles were turning white.

Conceal!

"ElsaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAA…?" Anna whined excitedly.

"Anna," she choked, gripping the desk harder, "Calm down—"

"—Are you really Jack Frost?" Queen Anna bubbled, spinning back around to Jack, "Can you—like—wait, are you making it snow?!" she gasped, "ELSA! Look! He's making it snow!"

Elsa snapped her head up, looking back to them. Glancing upwards into the air, she realized that her sister was right—it was, indeed, snowing.

Around her.

Elsa felt blood rising to her face.

Grinning, Jack let the staff fall onto his shoulder, shaking his head. "Sorry, your highness," he chuckled under his breath, "But I—uh, I can't take credit for this one."

Slowly pulling in her breath, Elsa turned all the way around to face them, shakily pushing herself off the desk.

"Anna," she squeaked carefully, "Can we… um…?"

Without saying another word, the Fifth Spirit folded her arms over her chest, hunching her shoulders forward and turning to walk towards the bedroom, gesturing for her sister to follow. Lurching through the door in front of her, Elsa bit her lip, pulling it shut and stepping into her bedroom as the two queens left the Spirit of Winter standing alone in the art gallery behind them.

Chapter 13: Ice Alliance

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13: ICE ALLIANCE

As soon as the sisters had disappeared into Elsa's bedroom again, the door to the art gallery swinging shut with a creak, Jack carefully walked towards it, eying the knob.

Click.

It was closed.

Leaping into the air, the Youngest Guardian swept past the shelves of ice statues in a gust of cold wind, lighting down silently by the desk and holding his breath. Placing his staff on the carpet beside him, Jack Frost crouched down, pressing his ear to the door just in time to hear the slow, squealing crescendo of Queen Anna's ear-piercing whine of delight.

"EeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEE—"

"Anna," Elsa's voice begged, "Whatever you're thinking—stop thinking it—"

"—EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE—!"

"ANNA—"

"—JACK?! FROST?!"Anna shrieked, making him startle backwards from the keyhole, "That's your secret! You've been holding out on me because you've been seeing JACK FROST?!"

"Anna—"

"—How long have you been together?" she bubbled, "DETAILS! I want details. Tell me everything!"

"There's nothing to tell."

Carefully getting up onto his feet again, Jack glanced down to his right forearm, remembering the lipstick mark that was still smeared across his skin.

I… disagree.

The girls were talking again. Jack jumped, shaking his head and pressing his ear to the keyhole, hearing the pregnant queen let out a sigh of exasperation.

"Elsa, I just wish you'd consider it."

"I did consider it," Elsa retorted. "I considered it, and then I rejected it, because it's preposterous and illogical and I do not need a man."

"I never said you needed one."

"But—"

"—But it's sure nice to haaaaave oooooooone," Anna's voice sang.

Jack restrained from a snort.

"I'll pass."

"But the benefits!"

"I don't want to hear about it, Anna."

Jack grinned, readjusting himself by the door.

"And besides," Elsa started again, "Weren't you just saying how I don't need to be seeing suitors right now?"

"Well, that was before one of your suitors was Jack Frost—"

"Jack isn't a suitor!"

"Oh, he's just Jack to you, now?"

There was a long, painful moment of silence.

"Jack isn't a suitor," Elsa squeaked.

He could practically feel her embarrassed blushing through the door. Jack felt his heart swell, and he grinned again, shaking his head.

Dawwwwww…

"So, that's where you've been. The walk," Anna exclaimed. "You weren't going for a walk at all! You were with Jack Frost!"

"Alright. You've got me," Elsa sighed. "I was."

"And you were in here, the whole time? Why weren't you answering the door? I knocked—a lot of times, actually, and—OHMYGOSH; PLEASE TELL ME YOU GUYS WEREN'T—"

"—NO."

Jack clapped his hand over his mouth, his eyes bulging. Leaning up against the door, he pulled in a long breath, struggling to keep his breathing even.

Right to the point, then!

"We left right after the Council," Elsa explained frantically, "I—I was really upset, so he took me out to the mountains, and—"

"—Jack Frost took you out on a date."

There was another long pause.

"Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee," the squealing started again, "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE—!"

"ANNA—"

"EEEEEEEEEEEEEEElsaYouFinallyFinallyFINALLYWentOnADAAAAAAAAATE!" Anna shrieked with joy.

"I've been on dates!"

"With whom?"

"Well, with you!"

"That is not the same."

"Why not?" Elsa protested, "You're my sister! Sister Dates are perfectly valid for—"

"—I meant a date with a GUY."

"He's not a guy."

Jack jolted.

What?

On the other side of the door, the floorboards under the carpet creaked, like Elsa was shifting on her feet. Then, he heard her pull in a long breath.

"He's not just a guy, Anna. I mean, he—he's Jack. Frost," Elsa breathed. "This isn't some random prince, we're talking about. This is the Spirit of Winter."

Crouching by the door, Jack let out his breath at the clarification.

Anna's voice was chuckling again.

"Okay. Fair point," she laughed. "Your first date wasn't with a guy. It was with THE guy."

"Anna, what on earth are you talking about?"

"Uh…"

Her voice trailed off, and Queen Anna was whispering something he couldn't quite make out. Pressing his ear harder against the keyhole, Jack listened intently, straining to hear.

"Anna," Elsa groaned, "Just because he's a boy with ice powers—"

"—And gorgeous—"

"—It doesn't automatically mean that we're in love," she insisted. "I mean—even if I was good enough for him, that's not how it works. And, besides. We've only known each other for one day."

Jack's heart sank, and he bit his lip, looking down and readjusting himself by the door. Oooooh, she was definitely 'good enough.' THAT was for sure.

She did have a point about the one day thing, though…

"Soooo," Anna's voice prodded, "What does the Spirit of Winter do with the Snow Queen, on a date?"

Elsa let out a nervous laugh. "It wasn't—a date," she scoffed, the floorboards under the carpet creaking as she walked across the room, "I mean—it's not what you think, Anna. I swear. Jack and I are friends. We just—he just took me out, and we had some fun. Like, a bit of an ice-off, and—and we built some—stuff—"

"—You built. Another. ICE PALACE?!" Anna gasped.

"I—"

"—MARRY HIM."

Jack clapped his hand over his mouth again, trying to suppress another snort.

"Anna," Elsa begged, "I—"

"—You like him."

There was a silence.

"Oooooooooo!" Queen Anna squealed, "I'm right, aren't I? You actually LIKE a BOY!"

"Anna, I just—"

"—Oh, HO, you've got it bad!"

"What do you mean?"

"You're blushing!"

"No, I'm not!"

"Ooooooh, YesYouAreYesYouAreYesYouAAAARE!" Anna shrieked, "I KNEW IT! YOU—"

"—Anna, keep it down!" Elsa choked, "Someone's going to hear you!"

"And, what? Find out that the independent, all-powerful Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest can have a crush? Oh, heaven forbid."

"It is not a crush!" she protested desperately, "I just—I just admire him as a friend, alright? And if he happens to be intelligent and charming as well—"

"—You have a CRUSH, dear sissy," Anna chuckled, "It's not the end of the world. Believe me. And besides, who's going to hear, anyway? The only people around besides you and me are a handful of guards that couldn't care less about what we're doing in here, and an impossibly gorgeous snow sprite in the next room!"

"In the next—!"

Elsa gasped, abruptly cutting herself off, and Jack pressed his ear harder into the keyhole, hearing a long pause.

Anna started giggling uncontrollably again.

"Okay," she teased, "I'll leave you two alone…"

"It's not like that," Elsa's voice retorted with a nervous laugh, "And besides, you and I have other affairs of the kingdom to worry about. See you in the morning."

"Yes, yes, fine. Royalty stuff." Queen Anna's voice was growing fainter as she walked away from where Jack was listening. There was a muffled squeal of a set of hinges, and he knew that the door between Elsa's bedroom and the hallway was slowly swinging open. "Love you!"

"I love you too, Anna."

The door beyond the keyhole shut with a sharp clunk, and Jack could hear a faint creaking of floorboards again from the other side of the door.

Elsa was walking back towards the gallery.

His heart leaping into his throat, Jack lurched away from the keyhole and leapt into the air. A flurry of frantic snowflakes materializing out of the air behind him, the Spirit of Winter then swooped down to the other end of the gallery, laying down on his staff as if he'd been there the whole time and hovering in the air just as Elsa opened the door.

.

.

Silently pushing the door shut behind her, Elsa bit her lip, turning and seeing a faint blue glowing at the end of the hallway.

"Mr. Frost?" she quavered, stepping into the art gallery. "Are you still—"

"—IT'S JACK!"

Before Elsa could react, there was a gust of frigid air, and the Spirit of Winter was suddenly dropping down onto the carpet next to her. She jolted, jumping to the side with a squeak.

Jack Frost laughed, tossing his staff into his other hand. "Seriously, Snowflake?" he chuckled. "It's Jack. NOBODY calls me Mr. Frost."

Nobody calls me Snowflake, Elsa thought.

"I'm sorry," she apologized frantically, "It's just—I—I still kind of can't believe it's you. And I'm sorry to have kept you waiting so long—I—I know you're probably busy, and so I—well, it's been really nice to meet you, and—"

"—Wait," Jack scoffed, "You think I'm leaving?"

The statement caught her completely off guard.

"Well—I—um," Elsa squeaked, "You're not?"

"Not while you're still so high-strung."

She looked at him with suspicion. "What do you mean?"

"I mean that you're a worrywart, and that's a problem," Jack retorted, poking the air in her direction. "And, I'm not going anywhere until you learn how to have fun."

"But today was fun!" she protested. "It's just that now I have to get back to reality, and there's a lot of work left to be—"

"—Okay, that statement? Right there? My point."

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat as he let his staff fall back onto his shoulder, sticking his opposite hand into the pocket on his shirt as he stepped in front of her.

"I don't care how important or serious or hard your job is," he said fervently, "Even if you are just trying to cram as much as you can into a few months for your sister. As the professional fun-haver here, I can promise you: If you don't take a break every once in a while, you'll be losing your life force out your ears."

"I can't just take breaks, Jack," she sighed. "Not with The Council. If I turn my back for two seconds, they'll rip apart our work and take over the kingdom again."

He paused, taking a tiny step back.

"So… for you to have fun," Jack Frost muttered thoughtfully, flipping his staff over his wrist and sitting down on it in the air, "We need to get your council to stop—being awful."

"Good luck!" Elsa laughed bitterly. "Every time I try to do anything, they're right there to stop me."

"Can't you just fire them?"

"It's not that simple." Elsa shook her head, folding her arms over her chest and looking down to her feet. "There was way too much political heat wrapped up in when my father got them appointed. I can't dismiss them."

Jack smirked, cocking an eyebrow at her teasingly. "Now, how do you know that?"

"I tried."

"Oh."

His face fell, and he bit his lip, looking down again. Blowing a tuft of white hair out of his face, Jack shook his head in frustration.

"I'll tell you one thing, Snowflake," he grumbled. "It's real annoying that I can't just tell 'em off."

"Thank you, Jack," Elsa said softly, "I mean—I'm sorry, and I'm sure it is frustrating for you, but—well, that means a lot to me. That you would."

"Yeah. I would," Jack gritted, "I mean, they're taking away your—fun. That's just WRONG. If only I wasn't invisib—"

Elsa watched in confusion as Jack Frost's eyes widened, his mouth falling slightly open, as if he'd suddenly been struck with pure inspiration.

"Wait," he said carefully, looking up to her, "So they—your councilguys—they could still resign. Right?"

Elsa bit her lip. "I suppose so," she sighed, "But that's never going to hap—"

"—And a lot of folks around here are superstitious," he continued, dropping his voice to a whisper. "Aren't they?"

"I suppose. Why?"

Elsa jumped as he suddenly leapt up to her, leaning into her ear.

"One willing and able Invisible Phantom at. Your. SERVICE," he whispered intensely.

His white hair falling forward into his face, Jack Frost stepped back and swept into a deep, dramatic bow in front of her, looking up and grinning mischievously. Realizing what he was saying, Elsa's eyes bulged.

"Are you—are you saying that you want to—prank them into resigning!?" she gasped.

"My Queen. I would never suggest such a thing." He straightened up, shrugging with a hint of a smirk twitching out of the side of his mouth. "But—if something was there to help motivate the old morons to start mysteriously deciding to turn in their resignation papers, one by one—"

"—That's just—oh!"

He shrugged again, grinning and backing away with his hands in the air. Her mouth still hanging open, the Snow Queen quickly shook her head.

"But how could I possibly repay you for that?" she breathed.

"I might have a few ideas." Jack nodded, taking a step towards her and gazing into her eyes intensely. "But, for now: it would be an honor."

She stared at him in shock. "You really think we could do this?"

"Belief is a powerful thing, Snowflake," Jack said. "And, besides. We're not going to hurt them, or anything. We're just going to—mess with their heads a bit. Have a little fun with them, you know?"

"But like this? Is this—is this fair?"

"Fair?" Jack scoffed, "All of them, against one of you, is what doesn't sound fair, to me."

"With Anna, it's technically two of us."

"Oh, well, in that case... great."

She reluctantly acknowledged it, biting her lip and nodding. They were trying to mess with her head. And, given that she was supposed to be the one running the kingdom right now (just like how she'd been running it completely alone back before Anna's coronation), the whole idea that she was having to do so at such high personal costs was something of an outrage…

"Do we have a deal?" he chuckled.

Jack was holding out his hand, looking to her expectantly. The Snow Queen hesitated, letting out a nervous laugh.

"Jack," she stammered, "I—I appreciate the offer, but I really—"

"—Your first suitor is coming tomorrow, right?"

Elsa's eyes narrowed.

Setting her jaw, she grabbed his hand, shaking it vigorously.

"Deal," Elsa gritted.

Jack's eyes widened as she let go of his hand, taking a step back. "Uh," he said quietly, "Snowflake? Am I detecting a little—uh, a little anger at—"

"—THEY were all MANIPULATING ME for my ENTIRE REIGN!" Elsa stammered, "And now, they're messing with Anna, and I—yeah! I should fight back! The fact that I even have to BE here, and then the suitors, and—this time, they've gone too far!"

He raised his eyebrows, a sly little grin beginning to cross his face again. "Wow," Jack chuckled. "So, the Snow Queen does have a little fire in her, after all."

"Frost, you have no idea."

They both laughed, and Elsa felt a little color rising to her cheeks. After a few moments, a look of wonder swept over her features.

"So—this is less of a friendship—and—more of a team," she realized. "Like—like we're an alliance, or something."

He snorted. "Allies in a war against your idiot Council?"

"I wasn't going to phrase it that way," she admitted, "But, yes. I suppose that sounds about right."

"Well—if we're making this all official, I feel like we need a name, or something. How are these things usually named?"

"Alliances? They aren't. I mean, not when they're formed," the Fifth Spirit explained, remembering a lifetime of royal education. "Usually, when groups are named, it's just a slow thing, over time. At some point, somebody starts referring to the group by a nickname that represents what holds it together, and if it sticks—well, that's that."

"A nickname that represents what holds it together, huh?" Jack mused, leaning back against the desk and looking upwards in thought.

"Well—yes. But you can pick any name you like."

"Is that so?" Jack chuckled. "Why me?"

"Because—um—"

He raised an eyebrow, looking at her again teasingly with a hint of a flirty smile tugging at the edge of his mouth.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"BecauseYou'reJackFrost?" she squeaked.

He laughed, pushing himself away from the desk and walking towards her. "Why does that have anything to do with it?"

"You're the Spirit of Winter!"

"Yeah," he retorted, "I am. And you're the Snow Queen. In fact, I—"

His voice trailed off.

"I think I just figured out what we are," Jack breathed.

Elsa watched as he turned away, walking over to her desk and tapping his staff on its surface. A fine layer of frost blossomed out over the wood, and he reached forward, drawing two circles in the dusting of snow with his pointer finger. Pulling them upwards, the circles became two tubes, wide at the top, hovering in the air in a shimmering mist. Twisting his finger around each in turn, Jack pulled them off, a long stem beneath each.

Leaning the staff up against the wall, he reached forward again to the hovering frost, simultaneously flicking the two floating tubes with his fingers.

Ting!

Jack grinned, snatching up the two long-stemmed wine glasses from the desk and whirling back around to face her.

"Got anything to drink?" he asked suddenly.

Elsa shrugged as he walked towards her, holding out one of the glasses. "I have a pitcher of water," she offered.

"Meh. Boring. We're celebrating. Anything with bubbles?"

"We need to drink something with bubbles in it?"

"Isn't that how you snooty types celebrate things?"

"Snooty types!"

"Well?"

Elsa rolled her eyes. "Sorry," she laughed. "Fresh out of drinks with bubbles."

"Then we'll just have to pretend, won't we?"

She took the glass, raising her eyebrows as Jack drew himself up. Grinning, he clinked his glass against hers.

"I still don't know what we're toasting," Elsa admitted as he dramatically raised the empty champagne glass to his lips. "What are we celebrating?"

He paused.

Slowly pulling his glass away, the Snow Queen watched as he leaned in close to her face, mischievously peering up at her through his hair.

"We're celebrating us, your majesty," Jack Frost whispered. "And the official formation of the world's first Ice Alliance."

Chapter 14: Snow Day

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14: SNOW DAY

After staying up far later than was proper (laughing and talking with her new friend), Queen Elsa woke the next morning to find herself lying on the floor of her art gallery, fully-clothed in the same blue dress that she had been wearing the night before with a blanket thrown over her body and a tiny snowman nestled into the crook of her arm. Jack Frost, however, was nowhere to be seen.

Blushing with embarrassment as she pushed herself up, her back aching from another night's sleep in her corset, Elsa sat back onto her hip, looking to the little snowman on the floor beside her. As her eyes fell upon it, she realized that it wasn't a snowman, but a tiny, crystalline bear made of ice, gleaming in the early morning moonlight that was pouring in through her balcony doors.

An expression of curiosity sweeping over her face, the Snow Queen reached for the little bear to look at it closer. As she picked it up off the ground, its loosely-jointed legs swung downwards, clacking softly against each other in the silence. Lifting up one of the bear's frosty arms and looking into its face, Elsa realized what her new friend had left her holding, asleep on the floor of her art gallery.

Smiling in spite of herself, Elsa knelt down on the carpet, turning the beautiful little teddy bear over in her hands, its loose, hard legs and arms clacking against each other again as she did so. Her own ice statues had the appearance of frosted glass, and while her surface detail work was far superior, the rose and the teddy bear were stunningly clear, with nothing more than a faint blue tint inside what was otherwise flawless and structurally perfect ice.

Oh, my.

The Spirit of Winter was good with ice.

Feeling herself blushing again, Elsa smiled, her heart skipping a beat. As she got up, the Snow Queen gently brushed her hand over the crystalline teddy bear, watching as the sparkling shimmer only she knew to be magic settled over its surface. It wouldn't melt, now.

Much better.

Walking into her bedroom and drawing herself up in an attempt to stretch out her back muscles, Elsa paced over to one of the decorative chairs in the corner nearest her dresser, lovingly setting the icy teddy bear onto the cushion. Was everything he made this beautiful?

As she turned around to look across the room to the rose, Elsa jolted.

She ran forward to the dresser. Yes—elegantly flowered across the large mirror, a fine dusting of twisting, spiraling frost was glistening softly in the fading moonlight. But there was something—drawn in it?

Elsa reached across the surface of the dresser for her lamp. Twisting its key, the flame burst up into the glass tubing, and the young queen pulled it back across the wood, eying the enormous mirror again. The room suddenly flooded with light, and it was then that she realized the drawing in the frost wasn't a drawing at all.

It was writing.

'Morning, Snowflake!

Had to go do some stuff. Hope you slept well.

-J

P.S. Sorry for leaving you on the floor

.

Feeling heat rushing to her cheeks again, Elsa pushed back the lamp. Her heart skipping another beat as she considered the note, the Fifth Spirit stepped away from her dresser, reaching down to her current dress to disintegrate it.

A few minutes later, wearing a fresh, romantically-pink gown of ice and finishing the last touches on her eyeshadow, Elsa heard a knock.

"THE MORNING POST, YOUR WONDERFULNESS!" shrieked a voice through the wood. "MAY I ENTER YOUR ROOM?"

Placing the eyeshadow on her dresser and spinning around to the door, Elsa laughed softly under her breath, shaking her head as she walked across the room. "Coming!"

KnockKnockKnockKnockKnock!

"MAY I ENTER YOUR ROOM?"

"I'm coming, Olaf!"

Throwing back the bolt and grasping the handle, Elsa pulled the door open just in time for a short, giggling mound of snow to come lurching through.

"The MORRRRRning mail and newspaper, Your Gloriousness!" Olaf sang, whirling around to face her and holding the tray up as far as he could. "Good morning, Elsa!"

"Good morning, Olaf," Elsa laughed, taking the tray and starting to walk back to the dresser. "Any news from the kingdom?"

"It's a SNOW DAY!"

Elsa froze.

After a few moments, gripping the little tray, she slowly turned around to face the snowman.

"A—a snow day?" she breathed.

"Oh, yes! YesYesYesYES, and I heard it from the kids themseeeeeeeelves!" Olaf squealed excitedly, "During the night, we got nearly four feet of it! All of the schools and shops are closed. And everything is covered with SNOW!"

Snow.

Turning and looking back to the writing on the mirror, Elsa's heart leapt.

Of course he did.

She smiled dreamily, feeling herself blushing again as she resumed walking, placing the tray of letters and newsprint on the edge of the dresser. Of course, the royal mail would be going to Queen Anna after Elsa got through with it, but Elsa wanted her sister to be taking it as easy as possible. Mail, even though important, could be nothing if not an exhausting extra little royal chore.

Pulling her hair into three sections and beginning to twist it into the "Acting Queen" Arendellian braid that she sported while back in the castle, Elsa turned around, leaning back against the dresser and gazing up at the mural of ice flowers sprawled across the opposite corner of the room.

"It's really a Snow Day?" she asked wistfully. "It would have—it would have had to fall very early, this morning, if it were."

Olaf nodded. "Four. FEET. Of it," he repeated, " Snow, snow; sparkly, fluffy, beautiful, WONDERFUL snooOOOoow! Did you know that igloos can be up to 100 degrees warmer on the inside than the outside?"

"I did not."

"Well, now you do. I read that. And the Hill is full to BURSTING!"

"My goodness!" Elsa exclaimed, "Already? But the sun's not even up yet!"

The snowman scoffed, putting his stick hands on his hips. "It's. The Hill," he giggled. "Do you think the kids are going to wait?"

She rolled her eyes, laughing again as she turned back to the mirror. "Good point, Olaf. I guess not."

The Children's Hill—or, The Hill, as most everyone called it—was a designated play area behind the castle that had been established and was maintained specifically by the Snow Queen for all the local children of the kingdom. There were a few playsets of various sorts towards the bottom, but its main draw for most of the year was that Elsa made sure (while she was back for her usual weekly visits to Anna, of course) that the hill itself was covered with a thick, soft layer of snow, making it an absolutely perfect spot for year-round snowmen, snowball fights, snow forts, and sledding. The children adored her for it, and—to make sure that no one got hurt—there was no sweeter, kinder, or friendlier overseer to be found than Olaf the snowman. And it was an excellent place for him to be, of course, because his personal flurry couldn't be expected to do all of the work, but even on a place like The Hill, a Snow Day was an unusual and cherished occurrence. Without question, The Hill would be crowded today.

"I just can't believe you kept it a secret!" Olaf bubbled happily, "Why didn't you tell us? I wish you'd told me. It's so fun, and I—um—"

Elsa was dreamily gazing off into space again, flicking her fingers over her braid and sending a sparkle of snowflakes falling across the golden-white strands.

"Wait," Olaf tried again, shuffling up to her on his rounded feet, "You—you did make it a Snow Day—didn't you?"

"Oh! I—um," Elsa stammered, snapping back into focus, "No! I mean—no. I'm not responsible for this one."

"Huh," Olaf realized, his snowy eyebrows lifting in surprise. "It must have happened naturally, then. Or something."

"Yeah," she agreed. "Or… or something…"

Her voice trailed off. Turning around and leaning back against the dresser, Elsa looked across the room again, her gaze falling onto the elegant, gleaming ice rose resting on her nightstand.

Oh, wow…

An expression of concern swept over Olaf's face. Turning away from Elsa, he then reached forward, pulling out the dresser drawers and beginning to pull himself up.

Stroking her braid thoughtfully, the Fifth Spirit sighed again, smiling dumbly as she began to look to the side, and—

"GAUGH!"

"Elsaaaaaa?" Olaf pressed, looking at her suspiciously and she clapped her hand over her heart, suddenly two inches from his enormous eyes, "Is there something you're not telling me?"

Her heart pounding, Elsa leaned back from him, her mouth hanging open with shock. Struggling to find words, she swallowed hard, glancing to the mirror that was now mere inches from Olaf's snowy feet.

Seeing where she was looking, Olaf glanced to the side, suddenly straightening up as he saw the note. "Oh!" he exclaimed, "What's this?"

Her heart jumped into her throat. "It's nothing, Olaf," she lied, forcing a smile. "Everything is perfectly normal. I'm not hiding anything."

She drew herself up, giving a quick shrug and nodding. The snowman stared at her for a long moment, studying her face.

"Interesting," he muttered thoughtfully, stroking his chin. "Very… interesting…"

Elsa bit her lip as the snowman took a step back, chortling good-naturedly.

"You seem to have forgotten that I can read," Olaf said.

Right.

Blood rushing to her face, Elsa shakily gripped the edge of the dresser as Olaf trundled over to the center of its surface, staring intently at the frosty message in her mirror. After a beat, his frosty eyebrows lifted.

"Soooooo," he giggled, "Who is J?"

"No one. I mean, no one to worry about," Elsa squeaked, "Just—just a friend of mine."

Olaf considered this for a long, silent moment.

With a sudden gasp, the snowman leapt into the air, his middle section twirling independently from his bottom.

"Is it a BOOOOOY?!"

"OLAF!" Elsa jolted.

"But we need to find your True Love!" Olaf protested as she crossed her arms over her chest and threateningly raising her eyebrows.

"Olaf," she groaned, glaring at him in motherly annoyance, "We've talked about this."

"But I want you to be happy!"

"I am happy."

" You need love."

"I have love. Plenty of it." Elsa stepped forward, gently picking him up from under his arms and lifting him off the dresser. "I love you, and Anna, and Kristoff, and Sven, and all the people of Arendelle, in addition to Honeymaren, and Ryder, and the Northuldra, and Bruni, and Gale—for a start! Don't you think that's enough?"

"But you don't have your True Love," Olaf insisted as she set him on the floor.

"I don't need a True Love, Olaf."

The little snowman raised his eyebrows, placing his stick hands onto his snowy hips. "They've done a lot of studies about love," he offered. "Did you know that, for neurotic partners, being in a relationship has been found to have an indirect correlation to becoming more optimistic and confident?"

Elsa froze.

"What?" she choked.

"Ooooooh, nothing!" Olaf bubbled, beaming and beginning to trundle back into the center of the room, "We just need to find you a nice, compatible Winter Spirit with brains, and a working nose, and strong teeth, and a high tolerance for being put in mortal danger all the time!"

He snort-giggled, and then paused, turning back to face her as Elsa's mouth fell open.

"Seen any?" he asked.

She jumped, snapping back into focus. "What?"

"Have you seen any?" the snowman repeated, "I was just thinking—if we're going to find you a True Love, we'd need to make sure that—"

"—So, how's the naming going?" Elsa asked suddenly.

"What naming?"

"The Snogies?" she prompted, desperate to change the subject, "From every time I've sneezed, between Anna's nineteenth birthday and now? You still have a few dozen nameless siblings left, don't you?"

"Oh! Oh, yes! The naming is going great!" Olaf exclaimed, tottering over to the chair where Elsa had sat down the papers and pulling out a piece of parchment. Beaming, he bounded back over to her by the dresser, holding it out.

"I made a list to show you," he bubbled, "In cursive! Which, by the way, evolved from the Italian calligraphy hand. I read that somewhere."

"In cursive?" Elsa asked in confusion, taking it, "But I thought that you were still working on your letters with Anna and Kristoff in the…"

Her voice trailed off as she looked down, her eyes falling onto the paper in her hand. The piece of parchment was a completely unreadable mess of ink scribbles, accompanied by two smudges and a smiley face.

Oh, Olaf.

"I'm practicing my script," the snowman said proudly. "Anna told me that I've improved a LOT, holding a quill with my stick hand, but Kristoff says it's still unreadable. I can read it just fine. Do we need to reteach Kristoff how to read? I think that maybe he forgot."

"It's—um—it's beautiful, Olaf," Elsa stammered, restraining from a laugh as she handed him back the list. "But would you mind reading it to me?"

"I know it by heart."

"Perhaps you could recite it, then?"

"Of course."

Olaf cleared his throat, holding up the list. Then, putting it back down, he stood up as tall as he could, beginning to walk back a forth across the room as Elsa turned back to the mirror, materializing more snowflakes into her hair.

"The continued list of names for my Snowgie Brethren and Sisteren goes as follooooows," he warbled, "Ahem… Sparkle, Stormy, Beans, Hammie, Gordy, Bon-Bon, Chub, Penguin, Coconut, Leonardo Lewis Linus the Third, Ned, and oh, I like this!"

Elsa raised her eyebrows in interest, turning around and looking back down to the little snowman. Standing by the decorative chair in the corner, Olaf let out a bubbly giggle of a laugh, rolling forward on his rounded feet and hugging the icy teddy bear to his chest.

Her heart leapt into her throat.

"Olaf," she choked, "I—I can explain—"

"—I've never seen you make anything like this!" Olaf gasped, pausing and holding out the teddy bear again, "Why haven't you? You really should make more."

"I—"

"He's soooOOOOoooo CUTE!" the snowman squealed in delight, cuddling the teddy bear with joy, "He's like—he's like a little baby BUNDLE of icy snowy frosty beeeeeeear cub!"

He lovingly embraced it again, his voice trailing off into a fit of exuberant giggling.

Elsa stared at him in shock. She'd made Olaf ice statues before—lots of them. And toys, as well, of various kinds, as he seemed to enjoy them so much. For as far as she had been able to see, Olaf adored pretty much anything that anyone gave him, including the gifts from the children who lived in the villages surrounding the castle.

It was almost as if Jack Frost had some sort of destined connection to Olaf that she wasn't yet aware of.

"Does he have a name yet?" Olaf blurted suddenly.

Elsa jolted back into focus. "Um… what?"

"A name," Olaf repeated, clutching the teddy bear in his stick arms and shuffling over to her. "Does he have a name?"

"I—uh," she admitted, "I suppose not."

"WELL. I will name him, then," the snowman declared, "He's too cute to not have a name. And, everyone deserves a name. I'll name him—uh—"

His voice trailed off as he held out the icy teddy bear, looking into its face with concern. After a few moments, seeing his expression, Elsa walked over to him, a good-natured smile tugging at the edge of her mouth.

"Tell you what," she whispered, bending down to look into Olaf's eyes, "If you promise to take really, really good care of him—"

Olaf gasped, his mouth falling open in delight.

"—Why don't you—um," Elsa finished, restraining from a laugh as the snowman began to tremble in anticipation, "Why don't you hold onto him, for me?"

"OOOOOOOOOOOOH!" Olaf squealed, spinning around and leaping into the air with joy, "THANK yoooou! ThankYouThankYouThankYouYesYesYesYESSSSSSSSS, I PROMISE! I promise," he added solemnly, whirling back around to face her and gazing at her with the utmost sincerity. "I will take very good care of him."

"Of course," she said kindly. "I'm sure you will, Olaf."

"Although…"

Still holding the teddy bear in his arms, the snowman's smile vanished. Staring dramatically into the middle distance, Olaf drew in his breath.

"Though maturity somewhat dulls the allure of material things," he breathed.

Elsa looked back to him. "What was that?"

"Tell me," Olaf said, his eyes wide and innocent as he toddled up to her, still clutching the teddy bear, "Do you think that my propensity for worldly objects should go away with time, or is it an unchanging flaw in my personality?"

The Fifth Spirit's eyes widened.

"Um…" she breathed. "I think you're fine."

"OH, good!"

Olaf burst out giggling again, squeezing the teddy bear to his chest and spinning around. Elsa straightened up, letting out her breath in relief.

"I'll think of a name," he promised, beginning to shuffle forward on his rounded feet towards the door as the bear's legs squeaked softly against the snow of his belly, "And I'll ask all the kids, too. At The Hill."

"Oh—that's right," Elsa remembered, following him across the room and reaching for the handle, "You do need to get back to The Hill, don't you?"

He nodded enthusiastically. "It's going to be SO much fun!" Olaf giggled, walking out into the hall as Elsa held the door for him. "Snow day, snow day, SNOW DAY—"

"—It sounds wonderful, Olaf," Elsa laughed. "Good luck. I love y—"

But the snowman had already gone bouncing down the hall, running to the nearest maid at the end and showing her his new, icy companion. Elsa smiled, shaking her head and quietly shutting the door.

Turning around and walking over to the dresser, her capelet billowing behind her across the carpet, Elsa came to a stop in front of the tray of letters and picked up the newspaper. Absent-mindedly flipping it open, her eyes fell onto the headline of the first article.

SNOW QUEEN'S FIRST SUITOR ARRIVES IN ARENDELLE

With appropriate fanfare, King Edvin of Hordalunde by ship last evening, accompanied by multiple nobles and attendants. In a shocking turn of events, the Royal Spokesmen of the Kingdom announced just hours earlier that the reinstated Snow Queen of Arendelle has agreed to—

Elsa jolted.

Blushing furiously, she slammed the paper down onto her dresser, turning back to the silver tray. Of course they had already announced it to the press. They probably had prepared the statement before The Council even took place. It wasn't a surprise—well, it shouldn't have surprised her, that they'd pull something like that, but this—but it just was—really!?

She shook her head vigorously, trying to focus on the rest of the mail, flipping quickly through the letters. Unlike the newspaper article, everything else seemed to be pleasantly normal. Requests from various nobles, a thank you note, an invitation, another thank you note, political something, political something, political something, and what on earth…?

At the very bottom of the pile, a tiny, blank envelope was left sitting alone on the silver tray. Setting down the rest of the mail, Elsa reached for it, picking up the little package and studying it in confusion. After a few moments, turning it over in curiosity, she realized that there was a small object sitting inside the envelope's bottom corner.

And it was—cold.

Her breath catching, Elsa leapt back with the envelope, turning and running for her art gallery. Rounding the corner for the desk, she threw the envelope to the side, yanking open the drawer and frantically digging through the pens and papers inside. Finally, pulling out a long, silver letter-opener, she stuck it into the sealed edge of the envelope, ripping it open. Realizing that there was a small piece of parchment inside, she took it out, her eyes skimming over the messy scrawl.

.

You're going to be FINE.

-J

P.S. Also, I ran into Anna. She invited me to breakfast with you.

P.S.S. Actually, she invited me to marry you. Breakfast was my suggestion.

See you in a few.

.

Feeling a little heat rushing to her cheeks again, Elsa turned over the envelope, watching as a small, delicate something fell into her opposite palm. Looking at it closer, her breath caught.

Glinting in the early morning moonlight, the Fifth Spirit picked up the end of the clear, crystalline chain, pulling it out of her hand and lifting a tiny, intricate pendant of a snowflake. The pendant, not surprisingly, was made of ice, sparkling and glowing against the relative darkness of the art gallery.

It was beautiful.

Forgetting the humiliation of the newspaper article as she turned the little pendant over in her hands, feeling its smooth surface, Elsa's heart leapt. Reaching under her braid, she felt for the end of the chain as she strung it around her neck, fusing it together with a flick of her fingers. Letting it go, the pendant fell onto her dress, the necklace hitting exactly the wrong spot.

Looking down, Elsa bit the edge of her lip. It was a tiny bit longer than expected. Normally, she would have just shortened the chain, but this was—well, it was a gift. And it was usually seen as fairly rude to alter a gift. If only there was a way to—

A mischievous smile twitched out of the side of Elsa's mouth, and she reached for her neckline, gently touching the center of the bodice's top. She closed her eyes.

Whoosh.

The top inch-and-a-half of the icy bodice rushed away into the air as Elsa flicked her fingers off, disintegrating it into a shimmering mist of frost as she reconfigured the dress's neckline into a deep sweetheart cut. Now free of the excess ice fabric, the necklace fell back perfectly, another inexplicable rush of joy shooting through her as the gleaming pendant touched her skin once again.

Restraining from a tiny giggle, the Fifth Spirit looked down, admiring the snowflake hanging over what was now a daring single inch of cleavage. The pendant glimmered in the faint light, the perfect little piece of ice perfectly aligned with the bodice's neckline.

Elsa spun around, practically running back into her room for the door.

 

Chapter 15: Fun Drunk

Chapter Text

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo (like, a wee bit more than usual). But don't worry, everything's still rated t!

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15: FUN DRUNK

Coming to the turn in the hallway, Queen Elsa forced herself to slow down, trying to appear casual. She smiled and thanked the maids as they opened the doors, and stepped into the room, dark in the morning pre-dawn of the Scandinavian December. The long table was lit with candles. They hadn't yet been served, which made sense, because she'd come a few minutes early.

Suddenly, a lanky figure materialized in front of her, and Elsa startled, letting out a tiny shriek.

"Oh—sorry," Jack apologized, "Did I scare you?"

"YES," she gasped. "Don't—don't do that again. Ever."

He swept into a deep bow, taking her hand. "Please accept my apologies, then," he said, kissing it. As he stood up, Elsa saw his eyes quickly dart to the pendant resting on her chest, lingering for a brief moment longer than it would have taken to look at the necklace. He quickly hid it, looking up into her eyes again.

"Oh! You're—uh," Jack said, his eyebrows lifting slightly in surprise, "You're—wearing it already?"

"Thank you for making it for me," Elsa whispered. She smiled shyly, looking down and pulling the necklace forward to look at the snowflake again.

As she did so, the pendant swinging out away from her skin, her heart leapt into her throat.

"Was—wait, was I not supposed to wear it yet?" Elsa gasped suddenly, her face going pale as she snapped her head up, "I—I'm sorry, if—"

"—You're fine!" Jack laughed. "I just thought it'd help with the—"

He abruptly cut himself off. Elsa bit her lip, watching as Jack Frost slowly pulled in his breath, then opening his mouth to try again.

"I—wasn't thinking you'd put it on yet," he said carefully.

Elsa nodded. Then, as she anxiously dropped the pendant back onto her skin, she felt a random burst of joy shoot through her. She smiled again, blushing slightly with embarrassment at her own nervousness.

"But it's beautiful!" she laughed softly, "Why wouldn't I put it on yet?"

"Um—no reason."

They turned around, beginning to walk towards the table. Elsa pulled in another breath.

"I'm sorry I fell asleep on you," she blurted. "By the way."

Caught off-guard by the statement, Jack raised his eyebrows, letting out a sharp laugh. "Yeaaaaaah," he chuckled, "You were pretty tuckered-out. How much do you remember?"

"We were debating the merits of daytime versus nighttime snowstorms, and then I blinked, and then I woke up."

"Ah," he nodded. "You've never stayed up really, really late before?"

"Oh, come now. Of course I have," Elsa retorted, "I just—well—when I've been researching, or gotten really into a draft of a treaty, or something, I'll often lose track of time, and—"

"—I meant, staying up for fun."

"Oh."

Fingering the pendant again, Elsa's heart leapt, the strange rush sweeping through her body again. She then looked back to him, shrugging.

"I—I suppose I haven't," she admitted.

"Not even out in the Forest?"

She shook her head.

To this, Jack scoffed and rolled his eyes, leaning in close to her face with a grin. "The Kingdom of Arendelle—it can't be all hard work and deadlines," he whispered, flirtatiously peering up at her through his eyelashes. "Not even under your rule, Snowflake."

He reached forward, playfully flicking the end of her nose. She stifled a giggle, feeling heat rushing to her cheeks as he pulled in his breath.

"And as for the Enchanted Forest," Jack added, "Perhaps you just need to spend some time up there with… someone you can relate to?"

The Fifth Spirit's eyes widened. She opened her mouth to respond, only to be interrupted by a long, shrill squeal from the opposite side of the room.

Elsa jumped, spinning around. "Good morning, Anna," Elsa laughed. "Calm down, Anna."

"But it's sooooOOOOoooo CUTE," Queen Anna exclaimed.

Jack smiled sheepishly, leading Elsa over to her place and pulling out her chair in front of one of the four place settings. As she sat down and he pushed her in, the pregnant queen's eyes went glassy again, her face turning pink with delight. Elsa laughed softly, shaking her head. "Thank you, Jack," she said, turning to him again as he sat down next to her. "I'm glad you could make it this morning."

"I'm glad I was invited," he shrugged, grinning. "And that I can be here to offer moral support for today's… activities."

"Oh… yes," she said quietly. "Right."

Jack grasped Elsa's hand under the table, leaning into her ear. "Elsa, you're going to be fine," he whispered.

"Oh, I know that," she shrugged, smiling. "I'm actually feeling really good about it."

He raised his eyebrows, quickly looking to the necklace again. "You are?"

"Yeah. Go figure," she giggled, "I'm supposed to be scared right now. I should be scared, actually. The fact that I'm not scared is scaring me."

"Oh, come off it," Jack said, squeezing her hand and glancing to the left, "No one's supposed to be scared. When is the first sorry sap going to show up?"

"If by sorry sap you mean suitor," Elsa retorted, raising her eyebrows, "Then the first audience is at 2:30 this afternoon. And there's only one today, I've been told."

"So, we've got a little time."

"Yes, but not much. There are a lot of general kingdom affairs I have to take care of before then."

Elsa looked back up across the table to Anna, who was intently watching the two of them, a dazed, dreamy expression on her face. Elsa let out a bark of nervous laughter. "Your face is going to freeze that way, if you keep smiling like that," she giggled. "By the way, where's Kristoff? He's usually here by now."

"Oh!" Queen Anna's eyes snapped back into focus, and she shook her head. "He's still working on my Christmas present, apparently. At least, that's what he told me. He doesn't know if he can be—"

There was a loud clopping sound, and the three of them turned to see Kristoff, covered with snow, and Sven come gallivanting into the room, tracking slush across the wooden floor.

"Kristoff! You're back!" Anna got up from her chair, stumbling over to him to help him take off his coat, gloves, boots, and scarf. Elsa, noticing the snow that the commoner king had tracked in, subtly aimed her hand at the floor from under the table. Normally, she would have been upset, but—well—it was no big deal, she thought, feeling the strange, joyful sensation again. He'd learn not to do that eventually. Even though he'd been the king for eight months, her brother-in-law was still learning the ropes of living in a castle.

Her eyes narrowing in concentration, Elsa flicked her fingers.

Whoosh. In a tiny gust of wind, the slush swept up into the air over the wooden planks, sparkling as it disintegrated.

Elsa smiled, the rush of happiness sweeping through her again. She glanced back to Jack, sitting next to her. He was grinning. Before he could say anything, she raised her eyebrows, putting her finger to her lips. He nodded.

"I'm so happy you made it back in time!" Queen Anna said excitedly, "Were you able to get everything done? I can't wait to find out what it is!"

"Yes. Barely," Kristoff laughed, putting his arm around her and pulling her into a kiss. As she pulled off his scarf, placing it on the pile of snowy clothing by the door, she kissed him back, and he laughed, placing his hand on her stomach.

"And how's little Mushroom doing today?" he asked her.

"Energetic, as usual," Anna giggled, "I'm really hoping that I can actually—you know—eat breakfast in its entirety today. And we are not naming our child Mushroom."

"Mushroom is a great name!"

"No, it's not. It's a fungus."

"We'll convince you yet, my love," he retorted, "Won't we, Sven?"

The reindeer whinnied approvingly, and Kristoff nodded, pulling out a carrot and giving it to him. He sat down obediently, and Elsa smiled as Kristoff let out a hearty laugh. Then, with Kristoff in his slightly-cleaner sock feet, he and Anna walked back over to the table, sitting down.

"And how are you, dear sister-in-law?" Kristoff asked, looking to Elsa.

"Just wonderful, thank you," she exclaimed, beaming.

Kristoff raised his eyebrows, laughing good-naturedly. "Well, somebody's chipper this morning," he replied. He then gestured to Jack. "So… is anyone going to tell me who this is?"

Elsa and Anna's eyes widened. Jack raised his eyebrows in surprise.

"Wait," he laughed nervously, looking at Kristoff with puzzled eyes, "You—you can see me?"

"Um…" Kristoff's voice trailed off. He glanced around the table in confusion, then finally looking back to Jack. "I… think so?"

THUNK. Jack stood up, bumping into the table and knocking over his staff from where it had been leaning with a clatter. He ignored it, eagerly sticking out his hand to Kristoff. "Well, then. Great to meet you," he said, "I'm Jack Frost."

Kristoff took it, shaking it so vigorously that Jack almost lost his balance. Elsa restrained from giggling. "I'm Kristoff," he replied. "And—Jack Frost? You mean, like the Guardian, Jack Frost? Seriously?"

Jack grinned sheepishly, and turned over his hand. Kristoff's eyes bulged as a large, intricate snowflake materialized in front of him in the air. Jack blew on the side of it, and it twirled around, then bursting into a few hundred tiny snowflakes, falling softly onto the table between them. Elsa beamed again, squeezing her hands between her knees under the table to keep herself from bursting into applause. Why was she so—randomly—happy?

"In the flesh," Jack laughed, sitting back down.

Anna's jaw was dropped, and she grabbed Kristoff's arm. "How did you…?"

Kristoff laughed, turning to Anna and Elsa. "Oh, come on… you know," he said, "The Guardians! Like… Santa Claus… the Tooth Fairy… the Man in the Moon…?"

The sister queens stared at him blankly. Kristoff's eyes widened.

"Man, what did they teach you here?" he scoffed, "You mean that you never—?"

There was a brief moment of awkward silence. A maid and a butler came into the room, putting down three glasses of freshly-squeezed juice in front of Anna, Elsa, and Kristoff. Pausing at Jack's seat, the butler stopped, a confused expression on his face.

"Um… your majesties?" he quavered, looking to Elsa.

Queen Anna stood abruptly, lurching to catch herself on the table as she nearly fell over from the weight of her pregnant stomach. "I'm so sorry," she said quickly, "Our fourth guest—um—hasn't come yet. Can you just leave his things there?"

The butler, breathing a sigh of relief, turned and placed the juice down onto the table. As his hand reached through Jack's body, Elsa, Anna, and Kristoff simultaneously sucked in their breath. The butler, his face flushed, snapped his head up to see what was wrong.

Jack shrugged, smiling. Elsa felt a rush of excitement, and found herself, for no apparent reason, grinning again. "Thank you. That should be fine," she told the butler. He turned and hurriedly paced out of the room, and everyone turned back to Kristoff.

"As we were discussing," Elsa said, "That we'd never heard of the Guardians before yesterday? No. We hadn't."

"You mean, not at all?"

"No," Anna said, a confused expression on her face. "I mean, we believed in Santa Claus and such, but... they're real?"

"There's a reason that your butler just put his hand straight through me," Jack said. Everyone turned back to him, and he looked to Kristoff. "So, how did you find out about us?"

Kristoff shrugged. "I was raised by Rock Trolls," he explained, "And Grandpabbi knew the Man in the Moon. He told us all about the Guardians—well—you guys," he corrected.

"Me included?"

"Oh, yeah," Kristoff replied, "All of you. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, the Easter Bunny, the Sandman, and… you? You became a Guardian just this year, right? Grandpabbi said Jack Frost was the new one."

"Very good!" Jack laughed, starting to take a drink, "A fine education, then!"

"And, of course," Kristoff chuckled, "My adoptive mother had a massive crush on the Easter Bunny."

And the Spirit of Winter choked.

Coughing and sputtering, Jack Frost slammed the glass back down, clapping his hand over his mouth as his eyes bulged in horror. Elsa moved to help him, but he shook his head, choking and sputtering into his elbow until tears were forming at the edges of his eyes.

After a few more moments and a final bout of uncontrollable coughing—the Fifth Guardian helplessly gasping for breath once again—King Kristoff's eyebrows lifted.

"I take it that doesn't sit well with you," he said.

"I—I'm sorry," Jack choked, "I just—Bunny and I aren't exactly best friends."

Jack grimaced, looking nervously to Elsa as Kristoff restrained from a laugh. She had buried her face in her hands, her ears going red with embarrassment, unsuccessfully trying to restrain from laughing. It was just… so. Funny. Why was it so funny?

As Kristoff started to say something again, the butler and maid returned, each carrying two plates of food. Kristoff abruptly shut his mouth. The maid stopped, staring at the empty place at the table. Then, the butler glaring at her, she quickly shook her head, nervously walking forward with him and putting one plate down in front of Elsa, and another through Jack's apparently-invisible body onto the table. Elsa thanked them, and they quickly left, pacing a little faster than usual towards the door.

The four sat in silence again, staring at each other, as the door closed. Finally, Kristoff cleared his throat.

"So," he started again, looking back to Jack, "What brings Jack Frost to Arende—oh. Wait," the commoner king drawled, his eyes sliding in Elsa's direction. "Don't tell me."

"I'm pursuing a—um," Jack said carefully, "Friendship—with your sister-in-law."

"Of course you are." He then glanced to Elsa again, and raised his eyebrows, turning back to Jack and leaning across the table. "And—uh—good luck."

"Kristoff!" Anna exclaimed, hitting his shoulder. He shook his head with a chuckle, and Jack Frost shrugged, the sheepish grin tugging at the edge of his mouth as his eyes darted to Elsa's necklace again.

Feeling another strange jolt of happiness, she gestured to the plates. "So," Elsa laughed, "Are we going to ever actually eat, or…?"

"Oh, GOOD suggestion!" Anna exclaimed, "I'm STARVING!"

She and Elsa each picked up a utensil, starting on a different food on their plate. Elsa began daintily cutting into her slice of ham, while Queen Anna immediately went for the tiny pastries lacing the sides. Kristoff looked down at his table setting, with the numerous forks and spoons of all different sizes. Elsa could see, on the corner of her eye, that Jack was also confusedly looking at the royal assortment of utensils.

"No… darling…" Anna's voice murmured. Elsa and Jack both looked across the table, to see Princess Anna desperately trying to help her newly-royal husband. "Not—no, that one's for the berries—"

Elsa smiled in spite of herself as King Kristoff dropped the tiny fork with frustration, letting it fall onto the table with a clatter and selecting a different one. "Anna," he groaned, "I love you, but I've told you a million times. I am never going to remember which one is which."

"Oh, good," Jack laughed, raising his eyebrows, "So, I'm not the only one."

Kristoff shrugged, looking up to Jack. "Usually, I just pick one at random."

"Kristoff!" Anna exclaimed again.

Trying to restrain from a laugh, Elsa kneaded her eyebrows. "Seriously?" she laughed breathily, looking to Jack, "You don't? I would have figured that you would have pranked people about this."

"Oh, I have. Believe me, I have," Jack said, turning to her and smiling slyly again, "It's hilarious. When the guy is trying to have a sophisticated, romantic dinner, you just sneak up behind him and take away one fork at a time… and, over the course of the meal, you get to just watch as he loses his mind, trying to figure out why his date has seven forks, and he suddenly only has four…"

Elsa giggled, the light feeling rushing through her. "That is pure evil," she retorted.

"Thank you."

"So, you don't know which fork to use?"

"Nope," Jack shrugged. "But I can guarantee you that I'll pick up the right one."

King Kristoff let out a bitter laugh. "How's that?" he chuckled, "Teach me. I beg you. Some sort of magic trick?"

"No. Just hedging my bets," Jack replied.

He then calmly scooped the entire line of forks up into his right hand, stabbing his roll with all of them at once.

CHUNK.

Kristoff burst out laughing, clapping his hand over his eyes and sinking into his chair as Queen Anna protested, and Jack Frost casually took a bite out of the roll stuck onto the end of all the forks. Giggling uncontrollably, Elsa buried her face in her hands, helplessly struggling to stop herself from laughing. But she couldn't. It was just—she wasn't sure why it was so FUNNY, but somehow it was, looking at Jack Frost beside her, holding up the most ridiculous solution to mastering the line of forks that she had ever seen. It was just so funny. EVERYTHING was funny; the forks were funny, the rules were funny, Jack was funny, and OH MY WORD JACK FROST WAS FUNNY.

"Technically," Jack chuckled, leaning over to her in his chair and making Elsa jump again, "I am holding the right one. Somewhere in here."

"Oh my word," she gasped, "Put that thing down!"

"Not proper table etiquette?"

"NO."

A hint of a sly little smirk tugged at the edge of Jack's mouth again as he eyed the roll, considering the statement. Then, his face grave, Elsa watched as he adjusted his grip on the fork bouquet, looking to her solemnly and raising his eyebrows.

"Is this better?"

Jack Frost extended his pinky finger.

Kristoff was now laughing so hard that he was crying. Jack shrugged, grinning sheepishly as he put down the roll, and looked back to Elsa, who was redder than ever, giggling uncontrollably.

"Elsa?"

Elsa looked across the table to her sister. Anna seemed to be the only one who didn't find the situation funny, with a puzzled expression on her face.

"Elsa, what's gotten into you?" Anna asked quietly, "You're so—giddy, all of a sudden!"

"I have NOOOOOOOO IDEAAAA!" Elsa squealed, "It's just so—I don't KNOW why I'm laughing! Everything is just so FUNNY today!"

She leaned over onto the table, thumbing the pendant in-between her fingers and trying to take deep breaths. After a few moments, giving up, Elsa dropped it back onto her chest, dissolving into a fit of hysterical giggling again as another random shot of glee surged through her chest.

Queen Anna's eyes widened. "Elsa!"

"WHAT?" Elsa giggled, "I'm fiiiiiiiiiiine!"

"Your necklace!"

"OoOOOOoh, Jack made it for me! What about it?"

"It's—it's glowing!"

"Really?"

Eagerly looking down to the little snowflake, Elsa's hands flew to the necklace's chain, and she giggled again, flicking her fingers over the ice. It fell instantly into her hand, and she grasped the chain, pulling the pendant up to inspect it, and—

She froze.

Catching the colors of the sunrise from the enormous window behind them, the pendant glittered eerily as it turned before her in the air, all the joy she had so randomly possessed suddenly sucked away from her. Watching it with disbelief, Elsa felt a wave of fear wash over her body again, the pit in her stomach returning.

"Wha—?" Elsa squeaked, "I—!"

She looked up in blank shock.

"Why, you sly dog!" Kristoff suddenly laughed, looking to Jack. Elsa and Anna turned to him as well, and it was then that Elsa realized Jack was blushing, staring determinately into his lap.

"What?" Elsa choked, "What is it? What's going on?"

"Oh, come on," Kristoff laughed. "You know—Jack Frost! Jack Frost's fun magic? How he can breathe fun into, like, a snowball, and throw it in your face, and suddenly, you're having fun, too? He must have put it into that necklace. The genius!"

Jack gulped, slowly looking up into Kristoff's eyes. Elsa felt her heart start pounding, beating painfully against the inside of her ribcage.

"Wait…" Kristoff's voice trailed off, seeing Jack's face turning a deeper shade of red. "You—you didn't—tell her?"

Elsa abruptly stood from the table, shoving back her chair with a sickening screech. She looked to the necklace, and then to Jack, and then back to the necklace, her mouth hanging open in horror. He leapt onto his feet, his eyes pleading.

"Elsa," he stammered, "Please—I just thought it might help you stay calm today—with the suitors coming, and—"

"—You jerk!" Queen Anna gasped, "How dare you!"

"I was only trying to help!" Jack begged desperately, "I can explain!"

"Explain what?" Kristoff snapped, "That you thought you'd manipulate her into liking you, or—"

"—It's NOT like that!"

Her heart pounding, Elsa looked down to the pendant. The beautiful snowflake caught the light again, gleaming tauntingly as it turned on its chain, reality crashing around her once again.

Her hands trembling, the young queen shakily pulled in a deep breath.

"P-please excuse me."

Fighting back the stinging in her eyes, the Fifth Spirit shakily reached forward and dropped the necklace onto the table in front of him, shoving past her childhood hero in humiliation and fleeing from the room.

Chapter 16: Sixty Seconds

Chapter Text

CONTENT WARNING: Light violence, sexual/dark innuendo

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16: SIXTY SECONDS

Dumbfounded.

Jack stood, dumbfounded, by the table, his mouth hanging open in shock. What had he done wrong? It—b-but the—it was working. It had been WORKING! She'd been so happy! And now—

Ca-CHUNK.

The door was opening behind him. Gasping, Jack snapped back into focus, leaping away from the table and whipping around as the last of her icy capelet whisked out of the room.

"ELSA!" he yelled, grabbing his staff and running after her, "WAIT!I SWEAR I was only trying to-OOF!"

Something suddenly slammed into his back, and Jack yelped as his body collapsed forward onto the ground, the staff flying from his hand and skittering across the floorboards. Gasping for breath and struggling to gather his senses, he tried to push himself up, only to have his cheek be slammed back down again into the wood.

Pinning him onto the floor, King Kristoff leaned forward to Jack's ear.

"Not so fast there, Frost," he said icily, wrenching Jack's arms behind his back. "Anna? Get my scarf. And a chair."

"What are you—URK!"

Jack gagged as the Commoner King yanked him back by his hood, pulling him up onto his knees. Holding Jack's wrists with one hand and his shoulder with the other, Kristoff then jerked the Youngest Guardian onto his feet, spinning him around and harshly pushing him forward across the room to where Queen Anna was standing behind a pulled-out chair.

"B-b-but she was so happy!" Jack sputtered, tripping as Kristoff spun him around, shoving him into the chair, "She—she was having so much fun!"

"Yeah, I'll bet you have that effect on a lot of girls," Kristoff snarled, holding Jack's wrists down as Anna threw the wet scarf over his arms. "But you wanna know something? Mister Fun Times?"

Anna yanked the scarf tight, binding Jack to the chair and stepping away. Cowering into the seat, Jack's eyes widened as Elsa's brother-in-law let go of his arms, violently grabbing his shoulders and glaring into his eyes.

"Not. In MY. FAMILY," King Kristoff gritted.

Jack's eyes widened as Kristoff shoved him back, the chair squeaking as it shifted on the floorboards.

"Kristoff?" Queen Anna asked. "Can I—"

"Yeah," he nodded, not taking his eyes off of Jack. "Go make sure Elsa's okay. And take Sven with you. While I deal with this crook here."

Jack's eyes narrowed. "What did you call me?"

"Hey!" Anna snapped.

Jack looked to her. She was standing by the door, holding the reindeer. Drawing herself up, she glared.

"What I said about marrying my sister," she stammered, "I—I take it back. I take it all back, you manipulative—you jerk!"

"Anna, I—!"

SLAM!

Jack struggled against the scarf in frustration, dropping his head forward to look down to his lap. Man, it was knotted tight.

The sound of Kristoff stomping across the room made him jolt, and he looked up. Jack gasped in horror as Elsa's brother-in-law stopped, bending down and picking up his staff.

"Don't—!"

"—Yeah, pretty nice stick ya got here, Frost," Kristoff snapped, picking up the gnarled shepherd's crook and inspecting it. "Lot of notches somewhere on this thing, right? Thought the Snow Queen would make a nice little addition, huh?"

"I have no idea what you're talking about!"

King Kristoff glared.

"Oh…" he enunciated coldly, "I think you know exactly what I'm talking about."

Jack's face went pale.

Before he could respond, Kristoff set his jaw, turning away with the staff in his hand. "Elsa's in my family. And if there's one thing that the rock trolls taught me, it's that family makes you who are," Kristoff called over his shoulder, determinately pacing across the room for the pile of wet clothes. "So, I don't care who you are, Blizzard Boy. You mess with my family, you mess with me."

"Wait, wait, wait. Hold on…"

Elsa's brother-in-law dropped the shepherd's crook behind the pile of clothes, and then crouched down, digging out an enormous coat and beginning to search through its pockets. Swallowing hard, Jack Frost leaned forward against the scarf, staring at him with disbelief.

"Are you trying to tell me," he squeaked, "That your center—is family?"

"Family is everything," Kristoff snapped, not turning around.

A look of horror swept over Jack's features.

"Whose CENTER is FAMILY?!"he sputtered.

The Snow Queen's brother-in-law didn't respond, rummaging through the pockets while Jack's mind raced. Family. Of course it was. Meaning, that Elsa's brother-in-law was probably the most brotherly Big Brother that she could possibly have. Which would make Jack the—

Oh, no.

The realization falling onto him like an anvil, Jack frantically started squirming against the scarf, the chair squeaking and straining as it scooted forward across the wood.

I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm dead, I'm dead…

Having found what he was looking for, Kristoff straightened up from the ground, and Jack froze, his pounding heart leaping into his throat. As the Commoner King turned around, walking back towards him across the room, Jack saw that there was—instead of an ice pick, or some other kind of expected weapon—something small in his hand.

Kristoff reached the table in front of Jack, whirling around to face it and slamming the object down onto its surface.

WHAM.

He turned back around.

"See this? Frost?" Kristoff spat, gesturing to the glistening object as he leaned back against the table. "Know what it is?"

"Yeah," Jack said carefully. "It's an hourglass."

"Close. It's a minute-glass," Kristoff glared, "And it will measure out exactly sixty seconds, when I turn it over."

Jack looked down, squirming against the scarf. It was only then, with the colored light of sunrise dancing across the wooden floor, that he realized he was tied to a chair with its back up against the pane of an enormous floor-to-ceiling window.

He looked back up to Kristoff.

"Fascinating," Jack said. "What's your point?"

"That you'd better start talking," King Kristoff snapped, picking up the minute glass and gesturing to him with it, "Because I'm the closest thing to a brother that Elsa has. So, sixty seconds is exactly how much time that you've got to convince me not to pick up that chair you're sitting in and throw it through the window."

Flipping it over, Kristoff slammed the minute-glass back down onto the table again.

WHAM.

Jack's heart leapt into his throat as the golden-colored grains of sand begin to fall, and he shook his head vigorously, sucking in his breath.

"Okay, the thing with the necklace," Jack stammered, "Yes. I put a little magic into it. But it wasn't supposed to be weird, or anything. I mean, it's the same stuff I use with kids—it's just fun. Not creepy. I had no idea she'd react like that. I've never seen anyone react to it like that—actually—it was sort of funny, when you think about it—"

King Kristoff set his jaw, glaring into Jack's eyes. He then reached over to the minute-glass.

Shake shake shake shake shake.

Jack jumped, sucking in his breath again.

"And I'll admit that I've never tried putting it into a necklace before," he blurted, "I mean, maybe I overdid it—"

"—THIRTY SECONDS, FROST."

"I just didn't want her to be freaking out!" Jack cried desperately, "She has the first suitors coming today, and she didn't invite them, the Council did, because they're jerks, and I know that she was terrified! I gave her the necklace because I wanted to help her stay calm—"

"—TEN SECONDS!" King Kristoff gritted, and he paced over to Jack, grabbing the back of the chair and leaning it onto its two back legs. Feeling the wood creaking beneath him, Jack cowered into the seat, squeezing his eyes shut as Elsa's brother-in-law threateningly pulled back his enormous fist.

"I GAVE ELSA THE STUPID NECKLACE BECAUSE SHE WAS SCARED AND I DIDN'T WANT HER TO BE SCARED BECAUSE I HATE IT WHEN SHE LOOKS SCARED BECAUSE I LOVE HER, YOU MORON!" he screamed.

The last grain of sand fell into the bottom of the minute-glass.

Jack, still tied up and leaned back in the chair, winced, waiting for the blow. After a few moments, there was a long, creaking sound, and the chair fell forward again onto the floor with a thud.

Jack cautiously opened his eyes, gasping for breath, his chest rising up and down rapidly against the scarf. Kristoff slowly lowered his fist.

They sat in silence, staring at each other in disbelief. Jack watched as the Commoner King then pulled in a long breath, snatching up the tiny hourglass and walking to the pile of wet clothes again.

"Look," Jack started, choosing his words carefully, "I know that the thing with the necklace looks really bad. Okay?" He then shook his head, taking in another breath. "But I was honestly just trying to help. She's been freaking out about this suitorthing ever since she found out about it, and—well, I mean, why wouldn't she?"

King Kristoff said nothing, pulling up his jacket from the pile and beginning to brush off the melted beads of water from its outer weave. Jack strained against the scarf again.

"I really wasn't expecting her to have that kind of reaction to it!" Jack begged, "I mean, no one's ever gone—well—loopy with it before! I swear the magic isn't like some kind of drug, or anything. I just thought that it might help her to have a little fun through this whole—mess."

Kristoff remained silent, slowly walking back over to the table and to Jack, pulling on the still-damp jacket over his stained shirt. Jack blew a chunk of white hair out of his face, leaning forward as far as he could, his eyes pleading again.

"I would—never—mean to hurt Elsa," he choked. "You have to believe me!"

Kristoff looked back up into Jack's face.

"I do," he said quietly.

Jack closed his eyes, letting out his breath slowly as he leaned his head back onto the chair. He then suddenly felt the scarf loosen on his arms and lap, and snapped his head up to realize that Kristoff was untying him.

"You really do love Elsa," Kristoff said quietly. "Don't you?"

"Well—you know," Jack laughed nervously, feeling the scarf fall off of his left arm, "As a friend."

Kristoff stepped away from the chair.

"A… friend," he repeated slowly.

"She's a girl with ice powers," Jack admitted.

Kristoff pulled the scarf off of Jack's body and began to wind it around his hand, a hint of a smirk tugging at the edge of his mouth.

"Seriously?" he drawled.

A look of confusion swept over Jack's face.

"She's a girl," he enunciated, trying again. "With. ICE. POWERS."

King Kristoff grinned, visibly retraining from laughing.

"Not really all that picky, are you?" he chuckled.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Oh, nothing," Kristoff shrugged, turning and walking towards the table again, "I was just—kind of thinking you'd come up with adjectives, or something. You know—besides female? Like, sweet, or smart, or beautiful—"

"—Well, yeah! I mean, of course she is!" Jack exclaimed, getting onto his feet as Kristoff placed the wrapped-up scarf on the table, "I—I think it's pretty clear that Elsa's all of that. Just—obviously."

"Oh, yes, obviously."

"Seriously!" Jack protested, "I mean—she's sweet, and selfless, and she's trying to be a good queen, and she really cares about her people, and she's got brains, and passion, and a REALLY great bod—"

Kristoff's eyebrows jumped, and Jack abruptly cut himself off.

"Body—of work," he choked.

King Kristoff crossed his arms over his chest.

"Uh-huh," he enunciated.

"Her—body of work. Like, the reforms and—stuff," Jack stammered, his mind racing in frantic desperation. "I find her—uh—tax code—to be, uh, very inspiring."

Biting his lip, Jack swallowed hard, looking away from Kristoff's eyes.

Tax Code. Smooth, he thought to himself. Idiot.

Kristoff uncrossed his arms, leaning back against the table.

"The Spirit of Winter has read the redrafted Arendelle Tax Code," he repeated slowly.

Jack drew himself up. "Is that so hard to believe?"

"Yes. But, if you say so, Frost," Kristoff chuckled, pushing himself off from the table again. "I'm sure that Elsa will be thrilled to learn that there are now two people on the face of the planet who have actually read the entire piece."

"But it's simplified!"

"Yeah. She condensed a 488-page document into a 23-page document," he retorted. "But don't worry. It's still incredibly boring."

"Well, I liked it."

"Really."

"Well, I—um," Jack improvised, "I just—think it's really important—to simplify. You know, so it's understandable, and—stuff—and people need to know how the taxes work, or they, uh, don't feel like their money isn't helping the infrastructure, and—keeping things up—safety measures, and, you know, so that—"

"—Stop talking."

Oh, thank Manny.

Jack let out his breath, staring at the floor. Without looking up, he heard Elsa's brother-in-law take a step towards him, chuckling softly under his breath.

"Basically," Kristoff laughed, "You think she's hot."

Jack swallowed hard. After a few moments, kicking at the floor, a sheepish smile crept across his features.

"Yeah," he mumbled shyly.

The young king grinned, shaking his head and turning away to walk back to the table. As he picked up the wrapped scarf, tossing it to himself as he walked back to the pile of wet clothes, Jack leapt up onto his feet, running after him.

"It's not weird, or anything. I promise," Jack insisted. "It's just—Elsa's the first girl I've ever met that's like me."

"Not that you're desperate."

"What? Pfft! No!" Jack retorted, "But even if I was—oh, come on! You try going for over three hundred years without—"

"—Wait, how many years!?" Kristoff whipped around.

Jack Frost abruptly snapped his mouth shut, feeling blood rushing to his face.

"Maybe—a few," he choked.

King Kristoff's eyes narrowed. After a few moments, he gave his head a little shake, turning back to the pile of clothes and crouching down to find his knapsack.

"I—I should add, though," Jack stammered, blushing furiously, "Physically, I'm nineteen. And, my last girlfriend was WAY older than me, so—there's that, too."

"Elsa's an adult. She can make her own choices," Kristoff sighed, pulling open the knapsack and placing the wet scarf inside. "Not to mention, I'm pretty sure she's twenty-three going on sixty. I guess it shouldn't surprise me that she'd have a thing for older guys."

"Older?"

"Right. Ancient."

"I'm not ancient!" Jack protested, "I'm—just—sort of immortal-ish. You know," he added, "Like—frozen."

"Does Elsa know that?"

"Does she need to?"

King Kristoff scoffed. "Well, to be totally honest," he said, rolling his eyes, "Given what just happened, I'm pretty sure that your age is the last thing that Elsa's concerned about right now."

Jack's face fell.

"I really messed up," he choked. "Didn't I?"

"You think?"

Kristoff shook his head, sitting on the floor by the pile of clothes and pulling out a pair of thick boots. He began to strap them on, and Jack bit his lip.

"What do I do, then?" he asked. "You've known Elsa longer than I have."

Kristoff sighed, finishing with the first boot and starting on the next. "Well, you're just going to have to go and try to talk to her," he said. "And I can talk to Anna, too. If I can convince her that you meant well, she can talk to Elsa, and then Elsa might be less likely to sic a snow monster on you the next time she sees your face."

He got onto his feet, brushing himself off and turning back around. Catching sight of it laying on the floorboards, Jack began to reach for his staff, only to have Elsa's brother-in-law snatch it away.

"Hey!"

"If you're going to try to apologize to Elsa for using magic on her without her permission," Kristoff said coldly, holding the staff out of Jack's reach as he leapt for it, "I suggest you do it without more magic."

"I've still got magic," Jack protested, "I just—like using the staff. That's all."

"Yeah, but this is a glaring reminder."

Jack glanced down to his feet. Nodding reluctantly, he then ran his fingers through his hair, letting out another long sigh.

"Yeah," he mumbled, "You're probably right."

After a few more moments passed, Kristoff snorted.

Jack looked up. "What?"

King Kristoff shook his head. "I cannot—believe—that I'm giving relationship advice to Jack Frost," he chuckled. "Man, I've done a lot of crazy things in my life, but I did not see this one coming."

"Well," Jack laughed self-consciously, raising his eyebrows, "Who knew that you'd become the brother-in-law of a girl with ice powers?"

"Who knew that the Spirit of Winter would be such a complete moron?"

Jack felt blood rushing to his face. Quickly hiding it, he scoffed. "What does that make you, then?" Jack demanded, "Some kind of love expert?"

"No. But I have friends who are," Kristoff shrugged. "And as a general rule, I can tell you that women don't like it when you mess with their emotions. Or, in your case," he enunciated coldly, "Manipulate them completely."

"Manipu—? No, no, no. That's not how my magic works," Jack exclaimed, "When I smack someone with—well, like, a snowball, with the fun in it—all it does is absorb their fears for a few seconds. You know—social anxieties, deadlines, whatever's stopping them from having fun. Then, they're usually able to forget about the negative stuff for long enough to…"

Jack's voice trailed off. His face suddenly drained of color, and he stumbled backwards a few steps, throwing out his hand to catch himself and sinking into the side of the table. "Ooooh," he groaned. "I think—oh, no. I think I know what happened…"

"What? What is it?"

"The necklace," Jack choked, kneading his eyebrows. "She—Elsa was wearing it the whole time."

Kristoff's eyes widened. "Because the snowballs are only supposed to last for a couple seconds, right?"

"Right," Jack laughed bitterly. "So, when she kept it on the whole time, it was like she was getting hit with…a few thousand of those snowballs."

Jack pulled his hand down to his mouth, slowly shaking his head and looking back up into King Kristoff's eyes. For a few moments, the two said nothing, staring at each other in horror as the mutual realization fell over the room in silence.

As if on cue, Kristoff and Jack simultaneously burst out laughing, buckling over into hysterical, gasping snorts of horror as Jack's face turned beet red again.

"MAN," Kristoff exclaimed, shaking his head with a grin, "When Jack Frost makes a mess of things, he REALLY makes a mess of things, doesn't he?"

"I guess I do."

"You basically just accidentally got Elsa drunk," he drawled as Jack blushed even harder.

"Well, when you say it like that!"

The Commoner King walked over to the table and stooped down, gingerly picking the necklace up off of the floor and tossing it to Jack. "This should never fall into the wrong hands," he laughed, "I mean, at least for the sake of Arendelle, this is Elsa we're talking about. Another ten minutes, and her brain would have melted."

Jack bit his lip, sheepishly sliding his hands into his front pocket and nodding. The guy was right.

Elsa's brother-in-law took a step back, gesturing to the staff. "Should I hang onto this for you?" he asked. "Until you've figured out how to apologize to her?"

"Yeah. That's probably a good idea," Jack admitted, letting out a sigh, "But if something happens to it, you're dead."

"Sounds good." He walked over to the door, opening it. "Well…?"

Jack sucked in a deep breath. He began walking towards it, biting his lip. "Well… here goes," he said.

"Good luck."

"Thanks, man," he laughed, "And don't say tha—"

"—You'll need it."

"Ah, there it is," Jack grumbled. "Couldn't resist, could you?"

Shaking his head, King Kristoff smiled good-naturedly. Jack swallowed hard, walking out into the hallway towards Elsa's bedroom.

Chapter 17: Elsa's Sacrifice

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AUTHOR'S NOTE ( original, written August 2015): Despite the fact that nothing "actually happens," the reason that this is rated T is because there are going to be some rather suggestive themes and dialogue snippets coming up (not until the next chapter, but this chapter gets a bit intense in a different way). There will be no profanity or anything graphic, but I thought it was necessary to give you a fair warning: Things are about to get a bit darker. ALSO: Don't worry—things aren't going to stay dark for that long! I promise that things will be looking up again in the next few chapters!

AUTHOR'S NOTE (added June 2017, after Drafting Hiatus): Sooo... yeah, okay, I needed Elsa to trust Jack in order to move the story forward. So, buckle up... we're taking an emotional shortcut for the next few chapters, and things are going to get DARK, before getting light again. Despite the fact that nothing "actually happens," but there's a reason this fic is rated t. PROCEED WITH CAUTION.

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo

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17: ELSA'S SACRIFICE

Knock knock.

"Elsa?"

Her heart leapt into her throat at the sound of his voice. Her stomach twisting, Elsa pulled her mother's shall even tighter around her shoulders, turning around from her dresser. Queen Anna was sitting on the edge of the bed, her eyes expectant, as flurries of snow fell softly around them in the silence of the room.

Knock knock knock.

"Elsa, please," Jack begged through the door. "I know you're in there."

Elsa looked to her sister pleadingly.

The pregnant queen sighed, holding her stomach and standing up. As she walked to the door, Elsa quickly ran into her art gallery, whisking her capelet in after her and out of his view.

She heard the door into the hallway creak open, and then heard Anna's voice.

"She's busy," Anna snapped. "What do you want?"

"I want her to hear me out."

Elsa's heart started pounding, her breaths coming sharp and shallow as she struggled to stay calm. She could hear the pain in his voice.

Jack Frost's voice.

"I want to apologize. And explain," he choked, "I—I know that what happened just now looked bad—like, really bad—"

"—Basically," Anna snapped, "You're upset you got caught."

"What? No! I was just trying to help! And I figured out what happened—why she went loopy with it," he protested. "You have to believe me!"

"No, I don't. And she doesn't, either."

"If you just let me talk to—"

"—No!"

"I'm not gonna shove a pregnant lady," Jack's voice scoffed, "Look, can't I just—ELSA, I KNOW THAT YOU CAN HEAR ME IN THERE!"

Elsa's breath caught, and she snapped her head up.

"Leave her alone!" Queen Anna's voice exclaimed. Elsa heard the door start to creak close, and a small amount of scuffle. "She doesn't want to talk to you!"

"Elsa, I would never try to hurt you!" Jack cried, "I swear! I just wanted you to be happy!"

"GO!" Anna's voice demanded, growing a little louder, "And take your creepy love necklace with you!"

"It is NOT a—"

SLAM!

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut. Leaning her head back against the wall of the art gallery, she swallowed hard, the sharp pang of humiliation stinging in her throat again. Conceal! she thought desperately, gripping the shawl, Conceal, don't feel, conceal, don't feel…

Something cold was beginning to form in her right palm. Pulled it away from the shawl and looking down, her eyes glassy, Elsa realized that she had, without meaning to, formed a tiny sculpture.

A tiny, blue shepherd's crook made of ice was resting in her hand.

"Elsa? I got rid of him—are you—" Queen Anna's voice trailed off as she walked into the art gallery, seeing her sister. "Elsa?"

Anna stood in shock as Elsa, cradling the tiny shepherd's crook to her chest, sank down against the wall of the gallery and burst into tears.

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And Jack waited.

Sitting on the floor outside of Elsa's bedroom door, he felt miserable. Powerless. More so than he had in a long time. Perhaps it was the strange feeling of not having his staff with him. Perhaps it was the fact that he knew he'd never hurt Elsa, but—she didn't.

More than likely, it was being unable to lift the crushing weight of knowing how much he'd hurt his sweet new friend.

After an hour or so, King Kristoff had come in search of Anna. Seeing Jack sitting on the floor alone, his face fell as their eyes met. He had asked Jack if he'd wanted his staff back, but Jack had declined. He still hadn't really gotten a chance to apologize properly. And the redheaded queen, as she had walked past him with her husband, afforded the Guardian of Fun nothing more than a cold glare before turning away and pacing down the hall.

After a few hours, a maid had come to the door, standing directly through Jack's body, to ask if the Snow Queen would attending the mid-day meal. Elsa did not open the door. She wasn't hungry, Elsa had told the maid. But thank you.

Fighting the pit in his stomach, neither was Jack.

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BONG... BONG...

Jack sat up abruptly from where he was leaned against the door, the chiming of the town square's clocktower bells reverberating through the hallway. Two o'clock. Elsa's first audience was at two thirty. Any moment now, she would be—!

Hearing the clicking of lock tumblers falling behind him, Jack scrambled to his feet, spinning around. The door slowly creaking open, his eyes bulged as Elsa stepped into the light.

His mouth falling open in shock, Jack suddenly found himself staring into the flashing eyes of a terrifyingly beautiful young woman, her piercing gaze locked into his with all the strength and ferocity of a winter storm. The sunlight catching the ice crystals in her dress as she regally drew herself up, Jack looked down to realize that Elsa's previously romantic pink sheath gown was now a dark, steely gray, richly adorned with chains of icicles. Her hair was pulled back and twisted into an elegant bun, and on top of her head, Jack realized that the Snow Queen was wearing a spiked, icy crown.

Jack stumbled back a step in shock. This was not the timid, blushing girl that he had danced with the night before. This was Elsa, Cold and Powerful, Reigning Queen of Arendelle.

She sucked in her breath.

Jack snapped back into focus, giving his head a quick shake as Elsa bit her lip, walking forward past him and yanking her capelet into the hallway. Glancing back at the door for a fraction of a second, she flicked her hand through the air, and it swung shut behind her.

SLAM.

The lock creaked as it froze, and she drew herself up again, sweeping past him without a word. Jack jumped, whipping around as she began to walk away from him down the hall.

"Elsa, I know that I'm the last person in the world you want to see right now," Jack blurted, "But please! You have to hear me out! I'm sorry!"

Her back stiffened, and she ignored him, walking faster down the hallway. Jack followed.

"The thing with the magic," he said quickly, "I've never tried putting it into a necklace before—I didn't realize—well, I'm used to dealing with kids. And—and basically, I overdosed you, if that makes any sense. I didn't mean to!"

Reaching the end of the hallway, Elsa's face began to turn slightly pink. Pressing her lips together, she drew herself up, and began to descend down a long, regal flight of stairs, her dark capelet billowing out behind her across the rich carpet.

Jack shook his head, chasing after her, walking straight through the maids and servants going up the stairs on the other side from Elsa.

"I would never have done that on purpose!" he stammered, "It's just—I know you're scared of this. Of the suitor thing. And I didn't want you to be scared! I hate seeing you looking so scared! Please! Just listen to me!"

Reaching the end of the long flight of stairs, Elsa paced quickly across the smooth, shining floor of a long hallway lined with richly uniformed men. As she swept past, they all bowed in turn, but she hardly acknowledged them, struggling to hold her head high. Finally, at the end, she threw open an enormous set of doors, sweeping into a long room with an arched ceiling lined with rich carpets, tables, and chairs. Two men closed the doors behind her, and it was then that Jack realized, looking down to the end of the room, where they were.

This was the throne room.

The door finished closing. Jack pulled in a deep breath, his voice growing a bit louder.

"Well, FINE then! Go ahead!" he gritted, "Pull up your hair, put on a crown, and pretend that you're not scared out of your mind right now." Jack ran his fingers through his hair, looking up at her with desperation. "I know I only just met you, but—I'm not an idiot. Okay? I know I hurt you, and—I'm sorry!"

She said nothing, but climbed the two stairs leading up to her throne. Then, she swept around, gracefully sitting in the enormous chair.

Jack closed his eyes, then slowly opening them and trying one last time.

"Elsa," he stammered, "You're hurt, and you're scared, and it's my. Fault. Put up as many fronts as you want. You're not fooling me."

She closed her eyes, pressing her lips together again. Jack sighed. "Okay, see? This is it. This," he choked, "Is why I gave you the stupid necklace. It kills me to see you like this!"

"Jack…"

He looked up. Sitting regally on the throne with the capelet spread around her, Queen Elsa was a picture of powerful elegance. Every inch of her body was being held with perfect, royal control.

Except for her eyes.

"Jack…" she said slowly, still avoiding his gaze. "You need to leave."

"And what's that going to solve?" he snapped. "Do you think we're just going to be able to wake up tomorrow, and act like this never happened? I need to know that you're okay, Elsa."

"Jack, I mean that you need to leave Arendelle."

His breath caught.

"But—!"

He cut himself off again, giving his head a quick shake and pulling in his breath.

"But I just—got here," Jack whimpered.

The Snow Queen said nothing, clasping her hands tightly together in her lap and looking to the floor.

"Elsa, wha—what's happened to you?" Jack shook. "Why are you shutting me out?"

She drew herself up, sitting tall in the throne and finally staring into his eyes, her own brimming with tears.

"Because I—never—should have trusted you," she choked.

Jack stumbled back a step in shock, the words cutting into him like a knife. He then watched in horror as Elsa got to her feet, struggling to control her voice.

"I just want you to know," she said quickly, "Before I do this—that yesterday was one of the greatest days of my life. And you're still every bit as amazing as I believed you'd be. If I didn't have to protect Arendelle, I'd never stop."

"Protect Arendelle? What are you—?" Jack stammered, "Wait—Elsa—"

"—I know that I've gotten distracted. In the last of couple days," she continued, "And I can't afford to be. I have responsibilities. I can't afford to have fun. I have been reinstated to protect this kingdom. And I must sacrifice everything to ensure its safety. Even if—even if it means that I can't ever see you again."

"Can't ever see me again?" Jack scoffed, sweeping his hand to the side, "Of course you're going to see me again! I mean, I'm going to be right—"

His voice trailed off as he looked up, noticing her expression. Swallowing hard, the Ice Powers Girl shook her head, her eyes brimming with tears.

Jack could practically feel his heart stop beating.

"Wait," he choked, "You—you aren't saying—"

"I'm sorry," Elsa whimpered.

Jack's eyes widened, and he gasped. "Elsa! No!"

She drew herself up, taking in a long breath, her voice shaking.

"I am Elsa, Reigning Queen of Arendelle," she shook, squeezing her eyes shut. "And there is no such thing as Jack Frost."

"ELSA!"

Jack leapt forward as Elsa stepped off the platform. Clasping her hands in front of her as she fought back tears, she walked onto the carpet as Jack's body fell through her own and crashed into the stairs.

Chapter 18: Choices

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CONTENT WARNING: Sexually predatory discussion/behavior (t-rated fic has t-rated villains)

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18: CHOICES

A jolt of pain shot up Jack's side as he lay across the stairs, gasping for breath. It—Elsa—it couldn't be. It just—!

Fighting the burning sensation in his ribcage and the pain in his chest, Jack pushed himself up, scrambling onto his feet.

"ELSA!" he screamed, running in front of her, "PLEASE! ELSA, DON'T DO THIS TO ME!"

The icy wave of panic hit Jack's body as Elsa walked through him for the second time. He stumbled back a step, gripping his chest in pain as his heart turned to stone, sinking into his stomach and the nausea swept over him. His head spinning, he felt himself collapse forward onto his knees as the last of Elsa's billowing capelet rushed through his body.

"N-No," Jack sputtered, "It—pleaseno!"

You need to leave, Elsa's voice played in his mind. You need to leave Arendelle.

His eyes stinging, fighting back tears of his own, Jack bit his lip, pushing himself up and struggling to his feet again. Then, with one final, painful look at the beautiful Snow Queen of Arendelle, he turned and ran from the room.

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"Hey, were you able to talk to her?"

Jack said nothing, holding out his hand for the staff. A puzzled look swept over King Kristoff's face as he handed it over, Jack snatching it away.

"Jack!" he exclaimed, "What's going on? And wh—are you crying?"

Jack bit his lip again, squeezing his eyes shut and turning away. "No," he lied, "And I'm going. Now."

"Where? What happened?"

"Away." Jack picked up his pace, walking down the long hallway from Kristoff even faster. The young king ran after him. "And it doesn't matter!"

"But Elsa!" Kristoff exclaimed, "For Pete's sake, Frost, you can't just run away! It was just a misundersta—"

"—SHE DOESN'T BELIEVE IN ME ANYMORE, OKAY?"

Kristoff froze in his tracks. Jack spun around, his eyes swollen, glaring into the former ice-man's face.

"She wanted me to leave," he stammered, "She said that she was getting distracted. That, basically, my being here meant that she wasn't taking good care of Arendelle. And then she stopped believing in me. She—CHOSE—to stop believing in me!"

Kristoff's eyes went wide. "Jack," he breathed, "I'm so—"

"—She LITERALLY doesn't think I exist anymore, okay?" Jack said, his voice breaking, "And, hey, why do I care, right? I got along JUST FINE for 300-something years, alone! I guess I can BE ALONE some more now! And so can she, if she wants it so much!"

The Commoner King was speechless as Jack scoffed, shaking his head and taking a step back.

"Great meeting you," Jack finally stammered again, "Lovely—interrogation—and stuff. But I've really, really got to leave now. North was wrong. I can't have a friend. There isn't anyone that could really understand me. I thought I might have a chance with Elsa, but—" He shook his head, cutting himself off. "Well—have a nice life, Kristoff."

Jack then turned and leapt into the air, shooting down the hall and away from the bedrooms.

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He had to get out.

Now.

Messily wiping his arm across his face, Jack Frost grit his teeth, blinking furiously as his vision went blurry. He was losing control. The snowing around him had stopped, the air frigidly encasing his body as he slipped through the open doorway, stomping forward through the bedroom and passing through a small group of men congregated in the center of its floor. Usually, he would have laughed, or at least have noticed their sudden shivers and exclamations of how cold it had suddenly become, but Jack hardly noticed, glancing around the room for a window, a balcony, an anything, that led to the outside. Cold. Yeah, it felt cold. Really cold. To believe in him, stay with him, dance with him, heck, even kiss him, and then—POW. Like a punch to the soul. Given how cold he felt on the inside, for as far as Jack was concerned, the Snow Queen of Arendelle might as well have actually frozen his heart.

What was left of it, anyway.

Seeing a long set of curtains across the room, Jack stomped forward towards them, setting his jaw. A balcony. A little balcony, in this guest room. A way to the outside, to the stormclouds, so he could be up and gone and one with the wind and sky, to fly away and pretend that this blasted little kingdom had never existed…

Stepping carefully behind the curtain, his hands shaking as he angrily dropped the staff on the carpet beside him, Jack gave his head a quick shake, crouching down to figure out the lock. Shakily pulling in his breath, he blew into the keyhole of the balcony door, but instead of a finely-controlled, careful mist, there was a sharp creak, and he looked down to realize that the mechanism was now jammed, a messy, spiked clump of ice protruding out from the keyhole.

No!

His hands trembling, Jack reached forward, frantically trying to brush away the ice, only to see more flurries materialize across it from under his fingertips, setting the jammed lock into place.

NO!

"AURGH!"

Jack slammed his hand onto the surface of the wood in frustration, uncontrolled, jagged shots of ice blasting over the door.

"Did you hear that?" exclaimed a voice.

Jack froze.

"Why—yes! A thump!" another man's voice chimed in, "From—from over there! What do you think it was?"

"Well, go and see, you fool!"

"Yes, your highness."

Jack's heart leapt into his throat, and he sharply sucked in his breath. Scrambling to his feet, he whipped around, pressing his body against the door behind the curtain.

YANK!

The curtain was ripped back, and Jack winced, suddenly standing inches from a well-dressed man in his forties, staring into his eyes.

Silence.

"Well?" demanded one of the men in the center of the room. "What is it?"

The man holding the curtain gazed blankly forward, staring through Jack's body to the door. After a few moments, he shrugged, looking back to the center of the room.

"It's nothing, sire."

Jack's breath caught.

Nothing.

He was: nothing.

Still paralyzed against the door as the man turned back to him, staring straight through his body, Jack bit his lip, fighting back the stinging in his eyes.

"Your majesty?" the man said, "Look. Come look at this…"

Bending down and reaching through Jack's body, gingerly feeling the ice on the door behind him, Jack could feel the shadow of the man's arm stretching through his stomach. His eyes started stinging again, and he clenched his teeth together, bending down and snatching up the staff. He felt like nothing. No—Jack felt like less than nothing.

He felt invisible.

"It's—ice!" the man exclaimed as Jack passed through his body, stomping away from the balcony doors. "Do you—do you think that—?"

"—I was assured by her Royal Council that the queen has been keeping her—mutation—at bay," the older man said. "She shouldn't lose control."

Lose control, Jack thought. Yeah. Sure. He'd lose control. Maybe even get caught—it might feel better, anyway. But, then again, what he felt didn't matter, right? He was nothing!

There is no such thing as Jack Frost.

His eyes stinging again, reaching the door to the hallway, Jack furiously grabbed the knob.

"Well… we'll see soon enough," the oldest man shrugged, "My audience is first. And I specifically requested a private one."

Jack stopped.

His hand still on the knob of the door, jagged trails of frost spiking out onto the brass from underneath his palm, he slowly turned around, staring at the brown-haired, older man in the center of the room.

MY audience?

The man drew himself up, holding the newsprint in front of his face in the air and studying it. "You really couldn't find any full-length portraits?" he sighed.

"N-No, sire," the attendant apologized. "I did try. I will do better next time."

"Ah, well," The man sighed. "It's a shame. But, I believe you. And I suppose I will be able to look her over myself, soon enough."

"You are too kind, my king."

Jack carefully released the knob, turning around and looking to the little group of men in interest. This man—this king—was one of Elsa's suitors.

Her first suitor.

His curiosity suddenly overtaking his pain, Jack readjusted his grip on the staff, walking slowly towards the men in wonder.

"Rather bony little thing... isn't she?" the king mused, looking at the picture again. "Up top, at least. She'd need to put on some weight, before the wedding."

"That could be accomplished, sire—"

"—As it should be. And she shouldn't be allowed to have her hair loose like that. In the front," he continued, "It doesn't look regal. And it isn't the fashion, at all. Also, I've heard she's quite pale. Sickly-looking, almost; most unattractive."

"Yes, your majesty."

"Well," Jack muttered under his breath. "You're a real piece of work, aren't you?"

"I don't like it when women wear makeup like this," the king went on. "I want to see her face. I deserve to know what I'm buying."

"How right you are, sire."

"And her ears stick out too much," he whined, crinkling his nose as he eyed the newspaper, "But if she wore her hair like the women in my kingdom, it would hide them better. As for the tilt of her…"

Yeah. He'd heard enough.

Shifting his fingers on the staff, Jack Frost scoffed and rolled his eyes, turning and walking for the door while trying to drown out the rambling voice of the man continuing in his condemning analysis of the young queen's portrait. What a loser. It might actually be kind of fun, to go and watch Elsa take down this moron…

Elsa.

The thought of her name sent him reeling again. After a few moments, biting down hard on his lip, Jack shook his head violently, gripping the staff harder and continuing to pace for the door.

"B-But sire," one of the attendants tried helplessly, "You must admit—despite the unusual characteristics—she's rather pretty. For you, I mean?"

"Oh, I suppose," the king conceded. "She is pretty. Not—beautiful, but—yes, pretty. In a sickly kind of way…"

His attendants looked at each other, and he whipped the newsprint open with a thwack as the paper began to go limp, eying the depiction of the young woman again.

"A pretty little kingdom," the king muttered. "With a pretty little queen..."

Jack started to reach for the door handle, tossing his staff into his other hand just as he heard the king drop his voice to a whisper.

"This one shouldn't be too hard to hold down," he chuckled darkly.

Jack jolted.

His throat tightening with shock, he whipped around, staring at the king in disbelief.

WHAT... did he just say?

"These young, female rulers think they're so powerful," the king continued, folding up the newsprint and shoving it to the attendant on his left. "That's why it's best to get these issues sorted out early on. Make sure that the little creatures knowwho's really ruling the kingdom."

The attendant nodded, brushing off the king's coat. "You are very clever, your majesty."

"And wise, sire!" the other added.

The king smirked, nodding matter-of-factly. "How convenient it is," he chuckled, "That the most effective method of getting the message across is such a natural one. Is it time yet?"

"Yes, your majesty!"

"You look dashing, your majesty."

"She'd be a fool to refuse, sire."

"She would indeed. I don't expect her to, but… Queen Elsa is young. Quite young," the king sighed, taking the gloves from his attendant's outstretched hand. "And from what I've read, it appears that the little mutant of Arendelle doesn't seem to know her place. She might need to be—taught."

"You are a most excellent teacher, your highness."

"Well, naturally I am, Wilhelm. And if I do need to teach her respect—respect for powerful men," the king enunciated, raising his eyebrows, "She will not be my first pupil."

The other attendant gasped. "Do you mean, that she might not respect you?"

"How could she not respect you?"

"You are so strikingly powerful, your majesty!"

Jack's eyes narrowed as he watched the king puff himself up, nodding approvingly and beginning to pull on his gloves.

"Oh," the king said coolly, "She will respect me."

He finished pulling on the glove, drawing himself up and inspecting one of his cufflinks.

"I will teach her to respect me," he added darkly.

Jack's blood boiled as the attendants scrambled for the king's possessions, and he jumped, whipping his staff around and aiming it straight at the king's chest. His heart pounding, Jack's hands began to tremble as he slowly crept towards them, his jaw set in fury.

"You," Jack growled, glaring menacingly as his hands trembled with fury on the staff, "Will not be teaching Elsa anything."

"If there's one thing that I've learned in my life, it's that women," the king stated matter-of-factly, "Are like dogs. If they misbehave, you punish them. Have you my crown, Wilhelm?"

"Yes, sire!"

"And you know what we discussed," the king said. "My sources inform me that there are to be two guards, outside of the throne room. If I need to—leave an impression—"

"—We remember the discussion, sire. Two minutes?"

"Correct."

Jack lowered the staff slightly, an expression of confusion sweeping over his face.

What was that supposed to mean?

The first attendant nodded, and the other took a step back, pausing for a moment in front of the dresser. Still preoccupied with the strange statement, Jack watched as the man then reached for the newspaper, gingerly holding it up to the light and eying the young woman's portrait. After a few moments, he drew in his breath.

"Do you think it's true?"

The king paused, looking back to the man with raised eyebrows.

"Do you—do you think it's true?" the attendant asked again, dropping his voice to a whisper. "What they say about her clothes? That the Snow Queen's clothes are made of—ice?"

Jack looked down to his feet as the king stepped forward and snatched up the newspaper, the painful reminder of Elsa's beauty sending him reeling again. Oh, yes. The Snow Queen's clothes were made of ice.

Not that this moron would appreciate that.

"Well… if they are," the king mused, eying the portrait, "And if it turns out that I am called upon to teach the little mutant a lesson…"

He looked up, raising his eyebrows at the attendant with a smirk.

"This will be even easier than I thought," the king muttered.

Jack's grip on the staff tightened, his fingers twitching involuntarily as he glared. Just as he started to aim the shepherd's crook, his hands trembling with fury, he suddenly heard North's voice, the echoing counsel of his mentor sucking him into a memory.

"A-BUSE the power, LOSE the power, a-BUSE the power, LOSE the—aaaaurgh," Jack had groaned a few months earlier, standing in the Workshop's head office, "NORTH. WHY are we doing this?!"

"Because you cannot afford to forget it, Jack."

"But I—"

"—You are a GUARDIAN now, Jack Frost," North had said sternly. "Your power will only grow. We MUST make sure you can control it. Again."

"I'm not gonna to lose control."

"AGAIN, Jack."

"A-BUSE the power, LOSE the power, a-BUSE the power, LOSE the power…"

And Jack was suddenly back in the suitor's room, his feet planted, glaring down the end of his staff straight at the king's heart.

"She's really asking for it…" the king chuckled darkly. "Isn't she?"

Jack stood frozen in his place, paralyzed with anger as the king's attendants accompanied him to the other side of the room, one of them leaping forward to get the door for his employer. It was pulled back, and before Jack had the time to respond, the men had passed through, the thick wood swinging shut behind them.

BOOM.

And they were gone.

Clenching his teeth and looking to the floor, Jack suddenly realized that he was gripping his shepherd's crook so hard that his knuckles had gone white.

He's not worth it! He thought at himself desperately.

The entire staff was glowing, the strange blue light of its power eerily shining around him as he gripped it with all his strength, feeling the magic within the gnarled shepherd's crook pulsing under his fingers.

Not. Worth it.

Jack Frost let out his breath, shakily lowering the staff and glaring up at the door where the suitor had disappeared. What a loser. Who did this idiot think he was, anyway? This guy was a—jerk. A JERK, through and through, that did not deserve someone as incredible as Elsa. Even the thought made Jack's blood boil. But, she'd would never fall for someone like him. And she was perfectly capable of fending off any attack on her power that the moron could devise. At least, Jack thought, there was that. Elsa could take care of herself.

The Snow Queen's heart of ice would protect her.

Pulling in his breath, he forced himself to turn around to go back to the balcony, his hands still trembling with fury. He needed to calm down. To get a grip, get out, and get away, from Elsa, and from him, and Arendelle, and all the blasted, stupid memories associated with it. But

He glared back at the door.

Yeah. Elsa will marry you, he thought sarcastically. And North will relocate to the tropics. Scumbag

Jack grabbed the curtain, violently yanking it back and crouching down by the lock to see with relief that his formerly uncontrolled ice had almost completely melted from the warmth of the room. His eyes narrowed with concentration, he bent down, gently blowing a new ice key into the keyhole. Straightening it up, he took it, turning it until he heard the faint, familiar old click of tumblers falling. After so many years of busting into places, Jack knew that sound. Blow into the keyhole, tap the ice, twist, click, and done. Locks were easy. Locks made sense.

Locks couldn't betray you.

His eyes started stinging again, he gave his head a quick shake and pulled back the tall glass door, turning and taking one last glance back into the Snow Queen's castle. Seeing King Edvin's crumpled newspaper lying on the dresser, Jack's jaw tightened, the fury rising up inside of him again. That scumbag shouldn't be left alone with a girl for two seconds. Let alone two minutes…

Jack froze.

Two minutes.

A wave of nausea swept over him, the bitter taste of the realization in his mouth. The comment. The jerk said needed about two minutes. But—b-but he didn't actually mean—he wasn't PLANNING on—!

The realization falling onto him, he slowly looked up, turning back to the door through which the king and his attendants had disappeared.

What could happen—in two minutes?

Jack's heart started pounding, and he spun around to the balcony, seeing the sky outside the glass, clouds gray and beckoning. Biting his lip, he then turned, looking back towards the door where the men had disappeared and anxiously sliding his fingers into his hair.

Elsa didn't want him back. She'd thrown him out. And he was leaving. He had to leave. He was going to turn around, and walk outside, and leave, now. Right now. Not another—!

Ripping his fingers out of his hair with a yell of frustration, Jack stumbled backwards into the room, turning and leaping into the air to take off after them.

Chapter 19: The First Suitor

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Dark dark dark dark DARK. But hold on, it'll get lighter again soon!

CONTENT WARNING: King Edvin is a sexual predator. Proceed with caution.

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19: THE FIRST SUITOR

"King Edvin of Hordalunde is a widower, mourning the recent death of his second wife," Rolf was saying. "She died in childbirth two months ago. He is 44 years old, and was originally a prince from further into the mainland. It should interest you to know that his last two marriages have been to ruling young women, as well. Very strategic and wise. The kingdoms all benefitted from the mutual bond. Because of this, we felt that he would be an extremely good prospect for Arendelle."

The Snow Queen was hardly listening, turned away from him in the throne room and struggling to control herself. The pit in her stomach was not going away, but was instead growing, with fear. That look on Jack's face…

He doesn't exist, she told herself, biting down hard on her lip. It was all—it was all a dream. A very pleasant, and very fleeting, dream.

In her peripheral vision, Elsa suddenly realized that the air above her was sparkling. Looking up, her eyes widened with horror as she realized that the sparkling was the glistening of dozens and dozens of snow flurries, beginning to materialize all around the place where she was standing.

Conceal! she thought desperately, Conceal, don't feel, conceal, don't fee—

"Queen Elsa!"

She abruptly spun around, her eyes snapping back into focus. Rolf was sitting in the chair, holding open the file and looking at her expectantly.

"Um—yes," Elsa stammered, "I'm sorry—could you—?"

He drew himself up, raising his eyebrows. "I said that King Edvin has specifically requested a private audience with you," he stated emotionlessly, "But we need your consent before such an audience is permitted. Is that alright?"

"Oh. Yes. Fine," Elsa said.

She had done the right thing, Elsa told herself desperately, cutting herself off from Jack. Arendelle needed her full focus, and despite the fact that she knew the fiasco with the necklace was a complete accident, she was well aware of its implications. She'd allowed herself to become silly—distracted. And happiness was simply not part of the deal, when it came to ruling a kingdom. Jack Frost was simply a crazy, beautiful dream she'd had. And, if she was going to honor her responsibilities, that was all he could ever be to her.

He's a myth, she thought determinately. He's a myth, he's a myth, he's a myth. I must believe he's a myth. For the good of Arendelle…

"QUEEN ELSA!"

She jolted out of the stupor again, to find Rolf standing from his seat, holding the papers. He cleared his throat, starting again.

"Queen Elsa, are you ready for him to come in?"

Elsa's stomach twisted.

Trying to hide it, she drew herself up regally, clasping her hands in front of her skirt. "I suppose I'm as ready as I'll ever be," she shook.

Rolf nodded and reached into his bag, pulling out a piece of fabric. Elsa watched as it fell open, her breath catching as she realized what it was.

Her head Councilman was holding a pair of gloves.

"Wha—wait," Elsa stammered, "Those—you aren't saying—!"

Her voice trailed off, and Rolf raised his eyebrows. Then, visibly restraining from rolling his eyes, he started again.

"Like I was saying before," he enunciated condescendingly, "You cannot use your powers in front of this man, under any circumstances. He has only agreed to see you on the condition that you have them under control."

"But what if—"

"—If you feel threatened, then you may call the guards. We were very lucky with Weaseltown's understanding," he continued, slightly louder, "When there wasn't a war. We lost a great amount of money when you jumped to cutting off trade with them, however, and we cannot afford to have that happen again."

Elsa's heart froze. "B-But," she choked, "Trade has since increased by almost three hundred percent! I—we made up for it!"

"The Council thought the gloves might help," he said again, holding them out.

Fighting back the pit in her stomach, Elsa felt a cold rush of dark memories rush over her as her eyes fell onto the thicken, woolen gloves in his hand. But there was no time to argue now. Not with the suitor right outside the door. She just had to get through this.

It would be over soon.

She watched herself hesitantly reach forward and take them.

"A very wise decision, my queen," Rolf said slowly.

Elsa shakily pulled the gloves on as the door opened. Rolf cleared his throat.

"King Edvin of Hordalunde," he announced.

Elsa drew herself up, pressing her lips together as a richly attired middle-aged man strode confidently into the room. He was wearing an army uniform, covered in medals, his lapels fresh, pressed, and perfect, like the sculpted wave in his slightly-thinning gray-brown hair. On top of his head was a heavy crown, encrusted with jewels. Even Elsa's original tiara hadn't been so ostentatious.

The young queen suddenly felt her legs turning to jelly.

Hiding it, Elsa quickly curtsied as he bowed, forcing a smile as the enormous doors closed with a heavy thump.

"Queen Elsa," the king began, getting up, "If I may say so, it appears that the rumors of your exquisite beauty are true… although they have not done you justice."

Elsa swallowed hard, fighting the blood rushing to her face. "Thank you," she said emotionlessly, drawing herself up.

He took a step forward, reaching for Elsa's gloved hand. She froze as he took it, bringing it to his lips.

"Your face is like that of an angel's," he murmured, "If I could only—"

"—You have expressed interest in forming a political alliance," Elsa interrupted.

The king paused, raising his eyebrows slightly. Then, he straightened up again, releasing her hand with a hint of an approving smile on the edge of his lips.

"Ah, yes. Right to the point, then," he said, "I am glad that you have a firm grasp on reality, my Queen. Such—pleasantries—can wait, I suppose. In light of weightier matters."

"Indeed they can." Elsa gestured to two large chairs on the side of the room. "Would you care to sit down?"

"I prefer to stand." He drew himself up, puffing out his chest slightly as he gazed down his nose at her. "One should always be on one's feet, m'lady. Always ready to strike!"

"Strike?" she asked in confusion, "Whatever do you mean, strike? Strike against what?"

"Attacks! Attacks from enemies!" he proclaimed, "Outsiders! Threats against the kingdom!"

Elsa arched an eyebrow, sizing up the man. Ah.

One of those.

"I'm sure that I don't know what you mean," the young queen responded, relaxing slightly as she felt herself settling into Automatic Political Debate Mode. "Arendelle has indeed had a few unusual attacks in its history, but our military was perfectly capable of protecting the kingdom without—striking against anyone. And, when Arendelle has jumped to attack when unprovoked, the kingdom always suffered for it in the end."

He said nothing for a moment, looking down to his feet and chuckling to himself. Shaking his head, Elsa watched as King Edvin placed his hand on the hilt of the sword sheathed at his side, beginning to drum his fingers on it.

"It appears that you are not familiar with warfare," he stated, drumming his fingers on the sword. "But, I suppose it shouldn't surprise me. The art of war is really more of a masculine pursuit."

"Bloodshed, a masculine pursuit?" Elsa laughed bitterly. "As if fundamentally male characteristic to value violence over diplomacy? I'm sure that I have more faith in the male gender than that!"

King Edvin paused, opening his mouth to say something, and then closing it again. Raising his eyebrows, he looked at the young queen in amusement.

"Your naivete is showing, my queen," he chuckled. "Quite the motherly little thing, aren't you?"

Elsa jolted.

As the young queen's mouth hung open in shock at the comment, her eyes bulging, the king smirked, smugly rocking back onto his heels. The muscles in Elsa's back tightened with indignation, she glanced upwards to realize that snowflakes were beginning to materialize out of the air over her once again.

She closed her eyes.

"If valuing the lives and well-being of my subjects makes me motherly, then yes," Queen Elsa enunciated, measuring her words carefully as she looked back at the suitor, "I suppose I am. And I am not a thing, I will inform you."

She drew in her breath, staring down the man with the iciest, most threatening Royal Glare she could muster. He shrugged, giving his head a little shake as she turned away from him, walking to the nearest chair.

"So… King Edvin," Elsa started again, her lip curling as she said his name. "Do tell me. What, exactly, does Hordalunde have to offer Arendelle?"

Her blood boiling, she gracefully swept into the chair, her long capelet whisking past her feet as she sat down and crossed her right leg over her left. The long slit in her skirt fell open over her knee, and the king glanced downwards, his eyebrows lifting as he eyed the young queen's now-exposed bit of skin.

Elsa was too angry to notice.

"Well," King Edvin started smugly, glancing back down to her legs again before beginning to pace back and forth across the carpet in front of her, "For one thing, our kingdom's size greatly exceeds that of your own. We have incredible trade, and our agriculture is the envy of many other kingdoms. And then, there's our military, as I just mentioned. Also much greater than yours, as evident in the—"

"—I must warn you that that isn't necessarily true," Elsa interjected. "Our trade is currently the third-greatest in all the surrounding kingdoms, and as for our military, I can build dozens of snow monsters in seconds as guards for a defensive front. It would be very difficult to get through our lines, and Arendelle's outer walls would be well fortified long before any soldiers' lives were taken."

"Is that a challenge?" King Edvin countered, spinning around as grasping the hilt of his sword. "If it is, Hordalunde will gladly oblige!"

"With all due respect, King Edvin," Elsa sputtered, "Once again, we are discussing war! I would never joke about such things, and surely, you—"

"—Politics is war!" he scoffed, cutting her off, "In this day and age, one must attack before being attacked, which—"

"—Which is exactly why Arendelle," Queen Elsa gritted, rising from the chair as her voice grew louder, "For as long as it is under my rule, or my sister's, will only engage in battle if it's DEFENSIVE! War is to be avoided at all costs, and frankly, good sir, I am horrified that you would have the audacity to discuss senseless violence so casually!"

"But—"

"And I assure you," Elsa continued, her fists clenching in the gloves, "With the credibility I have to speak for them as their reinstated QUEEN, the people of Arendelle have NO INTEREST IN WAGING A POINTLESS WAR WITH HORDALUNDE!"

Her chest heaving as she gasped for breath, the Queen Elsa was now on her feet, her entire body trembling with fury as she glared into his eyes. The king stared at her in disbelief, his mouth hanging open in shock.

Holding her ground, Elsa winced as the king gathered his senses, slowly turning around to face her as his eyes narrowed with fury.

"Then be more careful when you speak," he enunciated.

Elsa's blood ran cold.

"Excuse me?" she breathed.

He looked condescendingly into her face as Elsa felt her fingers tingling within the gloves.

Conceal! She thought desperately.

"You are very beautiful, Queen Elsa," he said carefully, "And you are also very young. I am aware that, in making you this offer of marriage, I am doing so less as a suitor, and more as a teacher. I know that I could help you learn how to rule Arendelle, despite your age, and—" He paused, glancing down at her dress, "Well—femininity."

Elsa felt blood rushing to her face. The pit in her stomach returned, and she fought it, drawing herself up. "With all due respect, King Edvin," she replied icily, "I believe that Anna and I have been ruling this kingdom perfectly well as it is."

The man chuckled, shaking his head. "Oh, yes, I'm certain you've been doing your best," he laughed, "But, that is what you would think. Our marriage would be mutually beneficial."

Her eyes narrowed. "How is that, exactly?"

"I could better protect and rule Arendelle, with you," he said knowingly, "And when you needed help, I would be right there by your side to teach you, and to fix things when you—made mistakes."

Elsa felt her teeth clench together in fury.

CONCEAL!

"And for me, of course," he continued, taking her gloved hand in his own and looking longingly into her eyes, "There would be your—lovely—companionship."

He knelt down onto one knee before Elsa on the carpet. She froze, paralyzed with horror as he felt her hand and continued.

"My bed has gotten so cold at nights," he said dramatically, "And I have felt, after all this time, that this hole in my heart can only be filled by the companionship of a fair young woman such as yourself. It would do me a great—honor—and delight to have such a youthful spirit like yours to brighten the halls of my castle once again. Far and wide, I have searched for a beauty such as—"

Elsa suddenly withdrew her hand. He abruptly stopped talking, snapping his head up in shock.

"I was so sorry to hear of the recent passing of your wife," she enunciated, stepping back and glaring into his eyes with disgust. "You must be devastated."

For a long, painful moment, King Edvin froze, gazing into her face with disbelief. From her icy expression, the young queen's message was clear.

Not. Interested.

His face flushed.

Standing up, King Edvin brushed himself off, clearing his throat and straightening his jacket.

"So," he said carefully, "You are—rejecting—my generous offer?"

"I'm afraid so."

He set his jaw, his eyes narrowing. Elsa gestured to the door and began to walk towards it, her capelet billowing behind her as he followed.

"Queen Elsa," he stammered, "I—surely, you see what you are losing, when—"

"—Thank you for your consideration," Elsa snapped, not looking back to him, "But I believe that this audience is finished."

They finally reached the large, wooden doors at the end of the room. The king began to reach for the handle, and then stopped, staring at it.

"So," he said slowly, "I came all this way—three hundred and seventy miles—for nothing, then."

"I'm sorry that you're disappointed," Elsa replied coldly.

Just before he took the handle, Elsa watched as the man paused again. He then absent-mindedly kicked the door.

"Actually…" King Edvin muttered, slowly turning back to her. "I didn't come three hundred and seventy miles for nothing."

He drew himself up and began to walk towards her again, a strange, terrifying glint in his eyes as he approached. Her eyes widening, Elsa stumbled back a step, staring at him in confusion as a loud commotion started up from the outside hallway.

King Edvin raised his eyebrows tauntingly, and took another step towards her, as if daring her to hold her ground. Elsa's heart leapt into her throat as she stumbled back from him. What was he doing? Why—why was he—!

"What are you talking about? What are—stop!" Elsa stammered, "Don't—don't come any closer to me!"

She threateningly reached for one of her gloves, ready to pull it off.

He chuckled darkly, shaking his head. "Oh, Queen Elsa," he murmured, ignoring her as he took another step forward, "Use your powers on me? With my kingdom's military might? Now, we both know that that would be a very bad idea… wouldn't it?"

Elsa, taking another step back away from him, bumped into a chair. She quickly righted herself, strategically darting behind it. "My people would stand behind me," she shook, "Stay—away!"

"Your people?" he scoffed, raising his eyebrows as he sidestepped the chair, "It's your word against mine! And my people, I promise you, remember the effects of the Snow Queen's last little emotional outburst. How do you think they would respond if they found out she attacked their king? For all that talk of yours, do you really want to start a war, Queen Elsa?"

Elsa's breath caught.

He would use her powers as an excuse to go to war.

As he took another step forward, hardly two feet away from her, she stumbled another step back, leaving the chair. Suddenly realizing that she was almost completely backed into the wall, Elsa's heart started pounding, her blood running cold with the realization.

He was trying to corner her.

"I'll—I'll call the guards!" Elsa threatened, her voice growing louder as she inched towards one of the chairs, "Get back!"

"You guards are—otherwise engaged," he informed her smugly, cutting her off. "I arranged it so that everything that happens in here in the next minute or so can be—well, it can be our little secret."

"How dare you!"

"I'm a king," he chuckled, raising his eyebrows. "I must be daring."

"Why, YOU—"

"—And who are YOU, young lady," he interrupted, slightly louder, "To expect that I would permit you to show such blatant disrespect for my position?"

"Disrespect?!" Elsa sputtered, "I AM THE QUEEN!"

"And I am a KING."

Now almost completely backed up against the wall, trapped between an end table and the mantle of the throne room's fireplace, Elsa's mind raced, her eyes flickering to the doors. There was a small space, beside the king, leading to the open part of the room. If she could just bolt past him, she could probably…

"I gave you my time, in traveling so far to offer you this chance in person," he said sternly, making her jump, "Even as you are foolish enough to refuse it, you are still obligated to give me something in return."

"I'm not obligated to give you anything!" Elsa felt her heart start pounding even harder, her eyes wide. Shaking her head vigorously, she took another step back. "Wha—what do you want?"

"Oh, not much of anything at all," he said carefully, "Just a—pleasant—memory—to take home with me."

"What are you saying?"

She felt a wave of fear run through her body as he glanced down, his eyes lingering on the neckline of her dress. He then looked back up into her gaze, taking a step towards her.

"That dress you're wearing," he said slowly. "It's made of ice…"

"Yes," Elsa shook, taking another step back, "What about it? Get away from me!"

He ignored her, stepping towards her again. "Does that mean," he breathed, raising his eyebrows, "That it will melt off of you—under the warmth of a man's touch?"

"DON'T TOUCH ME!"

The king suddenly leapt forward, catching Elsa's arm and yanking her towards him as she dove for the space beside him. "GUARDS!" she shrieked, struggling desperately to wrench it out of his grip as he jerked her back, "GUAAAARDS!"

CLONK.

All of a sudden, the man's eyes went glassy. Elsa watched in shock as his body went limp and crumpled onto the ground at her feet, releasing her arm. Jumping a step back, she then looked up.

A large, glass vase was floating independently in the air.

Elsa's breath caught. She squeezed her eyes shut, shaking her head vigorously, and then opened them again.

Jack Frost, holding up the enormous vase, was standing directly behind the man's body, his eyes narrowed with fury. Noticing her staring at him, Jack set his jaw, blushing furiously.

"Yeah, I know," he gritted, looking up into her eyes, "You told me to leave, and I was going to, but—well, that—that scumbag—!"

"J-Jack?" Elsa quavered.

He shook his head, putting down the vase and snatching up his staff again. "So, I hope you're not expecting me to apologize," he said quickly, turning to leave, "Because I'm not going to."

"Jack!"

Elsa leapt over the man's limp body, running forward and embracing Jack as he started to walk away. He froze, looking down to her in shock. His body stiffened for a moment, but then he gingerly put his own arms around her as well, pulling her closer as she gasped for breath, burying her face in his chest. As she squeezed him, the ice crown slipped off her hair, falling and shattering on the wood floor.

"Elsa," he stammered, "I—your crown—"

"—It doesn't matter," Elsa choked. "I—I don't need it. Not with you."

As Jack's eyes widened, she then pulled herself up, threw her arms around his neck, and kissed him.

 

Chapter 20: Child of Snow

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Phew! Out of the dark part-at least for a while (MWA HA HA HAAA). Seriously, though, I have a favor to ask of everyone. A few days ago, the traffic counter thingy on which I can see the numbers of views, etc., broke! This is another way of saying that I currently have (literally) NO WAY of gauging audience response, except for reviews. Here's my request: If you're enjoying this fanfic at ALL, please oh please oh PLEASE let me know, through reviews or PMing me. If people are reading it, it's worth my time to keep writing it-and I certainly hope that people are reading it, because I'm having a lot of fun (although, maybe not in the last couple chapters; I can't lie)! I'm fully aware that this desperate request for feedback will probably expose me to some trolling, but hey, welcome to the internet. I LOVE YOU ALL, and have a fantabulous day!

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20: CHILD OF SNOW

After a few moments, Elsa broke away from the kiss, and Jack stumbled back a step, his head spinning as he gasped for breath.

"DANG IT, Elsa!" he sputtered, "What IS it with you and the KISSING?!"

"I—I'm s-sorry," she choked, "I—"

"—I'm so confused!" he squeaked, "Forty-five minutes ago, you were kicking me out of Arendelle, and now you're all like, hey, actually, LET'S MAKE OUT! Is this just how you respond to emotion, or something?!"

"I've never had emotions like this before," Elsa stammered, her cheeks flushing a deeper and deeper shade of red.

"Well, THAT makes two of us!"

Jack shook his head, running his fingers through his hair as he leaned into the staff, gasping for breath. Anxiously twisting her spike heel into the carpet, Elsa pulled in a long, shaky breath.

"So… um," she whispered, nervously fidgeting with her fingers as Jack looked up. "Do you wanna make out?"

"Yeah, okay."

Jack's heart skipped a beat as they leapt into each other's arms, hardly having the chance to gasp for a quick breath of air before he and the young queen were suddenly kissing again. Hardly knowing what to do with his hands, Jack found himself wrapping them around her waist, feeling the icy chill of her dress beneath his fingertips as he pulled the Ice Powers Girl's body up against his own.

And it didn't go through.

His heart swelled. His face flushing with relief, Jack closed his eyes, frantically trying to memorize the moment, the exact sensation of what she felt like, as he pulled her tighter.

Breaking for the second time, the Snow Queen leaned away from him, her hands still clasped behind his neck as they stared into each other's eyes. Smiling sheepishly, Jack ran his thumb over the ice-cloth, practically feeling the three hundred years beginning to fade away as the Ice Powers Girl pulled in her breath.

"I—I can't believe in you!" Elsa blurted suddenly, shattering the moment and yanking Jack back into focus as she pulled back away from him, "I was supposed to be cutting myself off! For Arendelle!"

"MOTHER of NORTH, Elsa!" Jack groaned, "For the number of times that I've been interrogated in the last two days, will somebody please, PLEASE explain to me how I am a threat to Arendelle," he said, gesturing to the unconscious man on the floor, "And HE is NOT!?"

Elsa, suddenly remembering the man on the floor, gasped. "Oh, no!"

"What? What have I messed up now?"

"You—you haven't messed up anything," Elsa stammered, her face going pale, "I mean—him! They're going to think I used my powers on him! What do I do?"

"It's not like he didn't deserve it—"

"—You really don't understand politics, do you?" Elsa stammered, "How can I possibly explain this? There will be a WAR if anyone finds out! I can't just wake him up and be like, oh, sorry, Jack Frost just dropped a vase on your head—"

"—In my defense," Jack muttered, spinning the staff on the ground, "I didn't drop it on his head. I intentionally swung it into his thick, Neanderthal skull."

Suddenly crossing her arms over her chest, Elsa looked back into his eyes, her own wide with fear. Seeing it, Jack felt his stomach twist.

"And you can't just tell the truth?" he asked quietly, "That it was self-defense?"

She shook her head. "He'll just tell everyone I'm lying."

"Okay. Um—okay."

Biting his fist, the Guardian turned away from her, his mind racing. The creep would have definitely felt the vase hit him, so they couldn't just pretend that he had just fainted. And he wasn't quite old enough to pull the "he just fell" defense, and—well, if something in the room had fallen on him, the castle breaking apart would probably be a scandal, too.

Jack Frost looked back to the beautiful Ice Powers Girl, who was tightly crossing her arms over her chest and staring at the floor, anxiously twisting her heel into the carpet as snowflakes glistened in the air around her. Jack's stomach twisted again, and looked back to the unconscious king lying on the floor.

You know, the Guardian thought, My job would be WAY easier if creeps like you didn't exist.

"Um… okay," he started, "Let's see… what we need is… um…"

Elsa looked up to him, her eyes wide with fear. Suddenly, it occurred to him.

"A scapegoat!" Jack exclaimed, a burst of relief rushing through him. "What we need: is a scapegoat."

"Someone to take the blame?" Elsa quavered, "But—b-but there was no one else here! I mean—no one—he could see?"

"Exactly!"

"Wait, what?"

Jack threw down his staff, leaping forward and picking up Elsa's gloved hands. "There was no one else—King Scumbag could see," he whispered, "See? That's it! There was someone else in the room, that he didn't see."

"But they don't believe in—"

"—I'm not talking about me," he scoffed, "I'm talking about your alibi. While King Worthless was cornering—well, uh, somebody else came in, saw what was happening, and WHACK. Like—somebody that really loves you, and could have slipped in unnoticed, but—"

Jack's face fell as he realized the flaw in his own plan, his voice trailing off.

"Yeah," he mumbled, "Never mind. That's not going to work."

"Why not?"

"It's like—it's like you need a kid, or something," Jack groaned, "You know—someone small enough to sneak in unnoticed—naive enough to attack a royal—and somehow also lovable, and blasted innocent enough that everyone would forgive them."

"Small, naive, lovable, and innocent?" Elsa repeated, her eyebrows lifting.

"Yeah. Oh—and, don't forget," Jack sighed, walking back over to his staff and easing his toes underneath it, "They'd have to be master of breaking into locked rooms, too. So unless you've got some cute little kid with a master key to the castle bumbling around somewhere, we've got to think up something else."

He scoffed, shaking his head and kicking his staff into his hands, then flipping it over and sitting on it in the air. Just as Jack was leaning forward to rest his chin on his fist in thought, he realized that Elsa was staring into space, clearly hit with inspiration herself.

"What?" Jack asked, "What is it? Have you got another idea?"

Elsa pulled in a long breath, closing her eyes. Then, folding her arms over her chest, she opened them, slowly shaking her head.

"Actually…" she breathed. "I don't think we need another one."

Jack looked up in confusion as Elsa, her arms still folded tightly across her chest, turned and walked back behind the thrones onto the platform. Then, pulling on a string three times, she opened a small hole-cover in the wall.

The Spirit of Winter's eyebrows lifted as she waited for a beat, bending down to the hole. Listening for a minute with tense muscles, the young queen then exhaled.

"Anna? Oh, thank heaven you were in your room! I'm in the throne room," she whispered into the pipe, a wave of relief sweeping over her face. "I need you to find Olaf. Now. Send him here through the secret entrance. I'll explain later."

Drawing in her breath, Elsa closed the cover over the pipe. It blended perfectly into the wall behind it, and she looked back to Jack.

"These pipes were installed back during my grandfather's reign. He was… a bit paranoid," she sighed. "But our scapegoat is coming."

She stumbled forward, shakily sitting down on the edge of the platform, about twenty feet behind the unconscious King Edvin. Watching Elsa bury her face in her hands again, Jack walked over and joined her, holding his staff as he sat down.

They sat in silence for a few moments.

"You—um," Jack started softly. "You doing okay?"

She didn't look up.

"I don't know," Elsa whispered.

Jack said nothing, staring at her. After a few beats, the Fifth Spirit slowly pulled her hands away from her eyes, slipping her fingers into her hair. Pushing ber bangs back towards her bun, she closed her eyes, then opening them and staring into space with her expression apparently devoid of emotion.

But it was snowing.

"Well… " Jack started again carefully. "To be completely honest, I'm sort of surprised how calm you are right now about what just happened."

"It hasn't really sunken in yet," she said. "I'm a little bit in shock, I think."

Jack grimaced. "Well, let's try to keep it that way until we can get rid of him, I guess."

He turned away from her and absent-mindedly spun his staff on the ground, watching the top of the shepherd's crook spinning in the air. Finally, he sighed, not looking at Elsa.

"Look," he said softly, "I know that you wanted me to leave. Okay? If you still want me to, I will."

"Want you to leave?" Elsa breathed, starting to take down her hands from her face. She glanced to him, her face filled with shock. "What—what made you think that I wanted you to leave, Jack?"

"How about the part where you said I didn't exist and walked straight through me?"

Elsa bit her lip, staring at the floor again in embarrassment. "There's a big difference between wanting you to leave Arendelle and knowing that it was best for you to leave Arendelle."

"Once again, could you please explain to me why I'm such a threat?"

Elsa sighed, folding her arms tightly across her chest.

"Jack…" she started slowly, staring determinately at the floor. "I'm a queen."

"REALLY? You don't say."

She closed her eyes, exhaling.

"Sorry," Jack mumbled. "Please continue."

She bit her lip. Then, Elsa took in a deep breath, starting again. "Well—you saw—that," she said quietly, gesturing to King Edvin's unconscious body. "That's the problem with having a throne—even when it's not really even mine anymore. Everybody wants it. I have to be extra cautious when I choose who my friends are."

"I can see that."

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut, folding her arms tighter, and nodded. A few more moments passed in silence.

Jack scooted an inch closer to her on the edge of the platform.

"You were saying about choosing your friends…?" he prompted softly.

"Ah. Yes," Elsa blurted, jumping back into focus. She shook her head slightly. "I have to be extra careful."

"But what have I done that would make me a threat?" Jack pressed, "I mean, the thing with the necklace—that was just stupid of me. But you can trust me, Elsa. I swear."

She looked up, staring into the air in front of her. Then, Elsa shook her head, laughing bitterly under her breath.

"Jack…" Elsa looked down into her lap again. "The reason that I think you're a threat is because I feel like I can trust you."

A wave of confusion swept over him.

Jack scooted another inch closer to Elsa, and she looked up in his direction, noticing. But she didn't move away.

"So… uh," Jack started softly, gesturing to the man lying on the floor, "If I'm a threat, then what's he?"

"Oh, he's definitely a threat," Elsa stammered, "I—I know I can't trust him."

Jack sat back onto the platform, stretching his legs out in front of him onto the carpet, contemplating the statement. He leaned forward again, kneading his eyebrows.

"So," Jack said slowly, "I'm a threat because you've decided I am trustworthy… and he's a threat because he isn't."

"Um… right."

Burying her face in her hands, Jack bit his lip as he watched the edges of the young queen's ears turn pink in embarrassment. Then, laughing bitterly under his breath, Jack kneaded his eyebrows.

"Suddenly, I'm understanding why you're sticking to the nature spirits," he groaned, "Seeing as you just eliminated the entire human race from your circle of potential friends."

"It's complicated, okay?" Elsa looked up slowly from her hands, shyly glancing to Jack. "I said that I wanted to be friends with you. I never said that I was good at this whole friendship thing."

The man on the floor groaned, beginning to stir. Elsa sucked in her breath, and Jack leapt to his feet, spinning around and kissing her hand.

"Would you please excuse me for a moment, ma'am?" he said, peering up at her through his eyelashes.

Standing up and silently walking over to the man, Jack picked up the vase from off the ground. After a moment of holding it up in the air, he then dropped it directly onto King Edvin's head.

CLONK.

With the man satisfyingly unconscious again, Jack then calmly walked back over to Elsa, spinning around on his heel and sitting down next to her on the platform.

"How on earth is that vase not broken?" Elsa laughed breathily. "I need to track down whichever artisan made it and give them some sort of permanent job here."

"It's definitely good-quality glass," Jack agreed, "Clear… even… makes a very nice cracking sound when hitting someone's skull…"

"Wow."

"I think I might start carrying that thing around, actually."

"Have fun with that."

The quiet fell over them once again.

"Well—one thing's for certain," Jack laughed bitterly, letting out his breath as she turned to look in his direction. "This is not how I was thinking today was going to go."

"What do you mean?"

He pulled his hand away from his face. "Does the phrase emotional whiplash mean anything to you?"

Elsa nodded weakly. "Yeah," she choked. "It sort of describes the last 2 days of my life."

"That's fair."

There was a suddenly a humming sound, echoing far off, as if through a tunnel. It was getting closer. Jack abruptly stood up, kicking his staff into his hands and leaping in front of Elsa.

After a brief moment, he felt her gloved hand resting on his shoulder.

"It's okay," she sighed. "That would be our scapegoat."

Jack then watched in shock as Elsa walked over to a delicate carpet on the side of the room, stretched underneath a table. Kneeling down, she pulled it up, revealing a trapdoor.

"Secret escape route," she explained, seeing the surprise in Jack's face. "Again, curtesy of my grandfather. Anna and I used to play in here when we were little."

"It looks fun."

She looked back up to him, smiling shyly.

"It was," she admitted.

Something knocked on the other side of the trapdoor. Elsa pulled up on the old, rusted handle in the ground, revealing a long, dark tunnel beneath.

Jack leapt back in shock as a gleaming, sparkling something caught the light, shooting out of the hole and being held in the air. The two twigs, moving like arms, then carefully set the icy teddy bear down on the carpet, a chortling giggle echoing through the tunnel as the sticks retracted into the darkness.

The Snow Queen smiled kindly, restraining from a laugh as she reached into the hole, grasping a large, white something as the twig arms reached for her. The white mass giggled again as she pulled it up, and as she set it down onto the carpet, Jack's eyes bulged, suddenly realizing what it was.

It was: a snowman.

"Wait," Jack stammered, "Is that—did that snowman just—!"

"—HAI!" the snowman squealed, spinning around to face him, "I'M OLAF. And I like WARM HUGS!"

Jack Frost's mouth fell open in shock.

"And it talks?" he gasped.

Elsa laughed. "Olaf is a dear member of our family."

"But—b-but he's a—"

He looked to Elsa helplessly, his voice trailing off.

"Snowman?" she prompted.

Jack abruptly shut his mouth. Clapping his hands together and touching the tips of his fingers to the bridge of his nose, he then spun around, looking back down into its large, brown eyes.

"And you're—alive," Jack breathed.

The snowman raised his frosty eyebrows, stretching out his stick arms.

"I…" he warbled, "Think… so?"

Jack's eyes bulged. Looking up, he suddenly realized that a tiny, almost-translucent storm cloud was hovering a few inches above the living snowman's head, snowflakes falling down to him in his own personal flurry.

Touching the tips of his fingers to his nose again, Jack slowly turned back to the Snow Queen.

"Elsa, can I please talk to you for a minute?" he squeaked.

"Why, what's—eep!"

Having grabbed her gloved hand, Jack Frost was already pulling her away from the snowman, stomping to the side of the room. A few paces down the carpet, he then let go, whirling around to face her.

"How?" Jack choked, "HOW is it that—it—"

"—Olaf?" she asked in confusion. "What about him?"

"I know that this may come as a shock to you," Jack laughed breathily, "But until about ten seconds ago, I was pretty convinced that the world's leading authority on snowmen was me?"

"I—"

"—Tell me, Elsa," he whispered, staring into her eyes, "Do there happen to be any OTHER earth-shattering revelations that you'd like to take this moment to share? First, it was the cloth thing! Then, you're MELTING the blasted stuff, and now, you've got talking snowmen!?"

"—I SING, TOO!"

"GEAUGH!"

Nearly jumping out of his skin, Jack startled into the air and looked down. The little snowman was suddenly standing right beside them, holding his head aloft above the rest of his body and goofily beaming up into their faces.

"And I can dance," the snowman added proudly. Elsa laughed softly at Jack's expression, covering her mouth with her hand as the Spirit of Winter hesitantly floated back down onto the ground, his heart pounding.

"But he's—he's—!" Jack sputtered in disbelief, "Out of snow! HOW is that even possible?"

"Maybe—um," Elsa said softly, "Maybe it's because I'm a woman?"

Jack looked at her in confusion. "Because you're a woman?" he repeated.

"Well—you know. Life?" Elsa explained, dropping her voice to a whisper as her cheeks flushed slightly, "Like—creating—life? It would make sense that I could bring snow to life, when you think of it that way. Like having a child."

"But—without anybody else—involved?"

Elsa nodded as a look of hurt confusion swept over Jack's face.

"Um…" she said slowly. "Yes?"

Jack's face went pale. Half a second later, he then set his jaw, his previously offended expression hardening into a death glare.

"Um—can I respond to that?" he whispered, "Like—on behalf of the entire male population of earth?"

Elsa shrugged. "Well, I suppose if—"

"—NO," Jack gritted forcefully.

"Hey, what are you guys talking abou—"

"—NOTHING!" Elsa and Jack blurted together, suddenly remembering that little snowman was still standing beside them.

"See? Olaf will tell you," Elsa started again, walking behind the little snowman, "I made him. I made him all by myself, and I, a woman, did it without any help from any silly old man!"

"This is true," Olaf confirmed.

Jack pressed his lips together. After a moment, picking up the staff, he pulled in his breath to object again just as the little snowman continued.

"I have always longed for the unique, inimitable connection a paternal figure supplies," Olaf sighed dramatically, gesturing to nothing with a wistful expression on his face, "If only! But, who knows the ways of men?"

"Wait," Elsa stammered, suddenly looking uncomfortable, "You've wanted a 'paternal figure?' Don't you have Kristoff?"

"Kristoff isn't my daaaaaaaad," Olaf giggled, "I'm a snowman! Kristoff could never hope to understand the intricacies of functioning inside of a freezing body or environment. I would need someone who can relate to flurries, and slush, and ice, and snow!"

The Ice Powers Girl shifted on her feet. Biting the edge of her lip, she pulled in her breath.

"Like—Jack Frost?" Elsa asked.

Jack looked to her, his eyebrows lifting as their eyes met. Her face filled with anxiety, the Snow Queen then blushed, looking away.

"Oh, yes, exactly like Jack Frost. That would make sense," the little snowman bubbled with a shrug, "In fact, I've read ALL about him! You know," he bubbled, turning to Elsa, "From that big pile of books you have hidden in your old room."

Jack's eyes widened. He looked to the Ice Powers Girl, realizing that her face had gone pale.

"You found my Jack Frost book collection?" she squeaked.

"How else could I have read it?" Olaf snort-giggled, "I know ALL ABOUT him. He's supposed to be skinny, and has ice powers, and white hair, and he's supposed to be REALLY fun, and he has BIG blue eyes, kind of like yours, Elsa, did you know that? And—!"

Looking upwards, Olaf suddenly caught sight of Jack again, his voice trailing off. Seeing Jack's white hair—and blue eyes—and finally the ice particles webbed across his hoodie—his eyes bulged.

"IT'S YOOOOOOU!" Olaf shrieked, leaping into the air, "It'sYOUit'sYOUit'sYOUIt'sYOU! I can't BELIEVE it; it's YOooooOOOOOOU!"

"Uh—yep," Jack admitted, shrugging self-consciously, "I'm—me—um, it's nice to-OOF!"

Jack Frost stumbled backwards as the little snowman lurched into his legs, embracing them as he giggled uncontrollably, hopping up and down and practically sobbing with joy.

"It's YOOOOOOU!" Olaf squealed, "IT'S-YOU-IT'S-YOU-IT'S-YOU-IT'S-YOU, and—waitaminute. I just had a thought!"

"Uh—"

"Look at us! All together at laaaaaast!" he bubbled, glancing to Elsa, "Because, you're here to be the queen, and I'm here to watch the Hill, and he's here to—"

His eyes widened. An insane, ecstatic smile spreading over his face, Olaf sucked in his breath, spinning back around to Jack.

"YOU'RE HERE TO FILL THE EMOTIONAL VOID IN MY LIIIIIIIIFE!" he squealed.

Jack's face went pale. "What?"

"Oooooh! I've always WANTED a strong, positive male role model to guide me as I navigate the dangers and road blocks on the path to maturityyyyy!" Olaf exclaimed with a giggle, grabbing Jack's hand and starting to pull him towards the door, "We need to go bond now. Did you know that, in Canada, father-deprived children make up 72% of teenage murderers?"

Jack's eyes bulged. "Uh—"

"—I am SO glad you're heeeeeere!" the snowman squealed again, stopping and spinning around to hug Jack's legs again, "And I simply cannot WAIT for you and Elsa to fall in love and get married so that my full snowy family can be complete at laaaaaaast!"

Jack's eyes widened, and he looked up to Elsa in shock. Her mouth was hanging open, her face flushed as she stared at her tiny snowman with disbelief.

Looking up to the Spirit of Winter again, their eyes met. Elsa gulped.

"Well?" she squeaked, "You—um, you said you like kids?"

Jack looked down, realizing that Olaf was still hugging his legs, giggling and trembling uncontrollably with joy. Holding his arms up, and still unable to move, Jack shrugged, giving a tiny nod and looking up at Elsa.

"None of them have ever claimed to be mine before," he squeaked.

"How do you know that he isn't?" Elsa asked, "I mean, technically, if I just arranged the snow on the mountain, there's actually a small chance that—"

"—I think I'd remember having a kid, Snowflake."

Elsa blushed a deep shade of red.

Letting out his breath, Jack looked up, awkwardly glancing about the room. Looking down the carpet, he jolted, suddenly realizing that the passed-out suitor was still lying on the floor.

Right.

"So—Olaf," he started, reaching down and carefully prying the snowman's arms off of his legs, "The reason we called you here is because—ah—we need to ask you for a favor. Do you think you could help us out?"

"Yeah! Why?"

"That man over there," Jack explained as he crouched down in front of the snowman. "Do you think you could take the blame for knocking him out with the vase?"

"Yeah! Why?"

"Why do we need you to take the blame?"

"Why is he knocked out?"

Jack looked up at Elsa, who had crossed her arms across her chest again, slightly hunched over with worry. He could see from the pleading in her eyes that she didn't want to tell Olaf what had happened.

He looked back to the snowman. Yeah, he doesn't need to know, he thought.

Jack then pulled in a deep breath. "He was—um—being mean—to Elsa," he explained carefully. Elsa's face relaxed a bit. "And I kind of got a little angry, and then I sort of swung a vase into his head."

"Why do you need me, then?" Olaf asked, wide-eyed.

Elsa sighed, biting her lip and kneeling down next to Jack. "Olaf, Jack is invisible to most people. So, if you don't take the blame, they'll think I did it, and there will be war."

"Oooooooooooh. Okay!" A look of confusion then swept over the snowman's face, and he looked up again. "So, we're going to use deception and violence to protect Arendelle! Like when your grandfather build that dam to hurt the Northuldra, but told them that it was actually a present so that they'd come out and show their full numbers so he could attack!"

Jack's eyes widened.

"Not like that," Elsa squeaked.

"A little bit like that."

"Olaf, we're trying to prevent a war."

"By lying?"

The Snow Queen's face went pale. As she looked down—suddenly terrified—Jack leapt up to her, leaning in close to her face.

"Snowflake, he doesn't have context," he whispered, "It's okay."

She didn't look comforted, twisting her gloved fingers together. "But isn't he right?" she choked, "Nothing good comes from lies, and this isn't a solution, and—"

"—We're not going for a solution right now. We're just buying some time," Jack told her, "So we can get you taken care of. We'll figure out the rest later."

She looked up, fear clearly written in her expression as she nervously chewed on her lip. Then, the Ice Powers Girl nodded.

Okay. Good sign.

"Olaf! Kiddo. Buddy," Jack huffed, forcing a friendly laugh as he turned to the snowman, "I know this is a little weird, but—I need you to trust me on this one. Okay?"

"And use DECEPTION!"

"No! Well, yes. For now!" Jack stammered, his stomach twisting as he felt Elsa cringe again, "But we don't have a lot of choice. Elsa comes first, and that means we have to get rid of this guy."

Olaf considered this for a moment. Then, he grinned.

"Aaaaah," the little snowman sighed wistfully, "I can't wait to older, so that I know when I get to redefine my morality based on the convenience of the situation!"

Jack's face flushed. "So, you'll do it?"

"Yeah!"

A pang of guilt hitting him, the Spirit of Winter let out his breath, straightening back up. He looked to Elsa. "See? It's fine."

"Okay!" Olaf bubbled cheerily, "As long as nothing could possibly go wrong! I'm sure that we'll never live to see any kind of negative repercussions from this at all."

He beamed, his eyes completely sincere.

King Edvin was suddenly groaning again. Jack glanced to Elsa, and realized that her face had suddenly drained of color.

"Showtime," he whispered. "You can do it."

Elsa looked nervously at the king, who was beginning to turn over on the floor. Jack put his hand on her shoulder.

"This will all be over in about a minute," he reassured her.

She said nothing, but nodded, as Jack stood a step backwards, sitting down on one of the chairs. Then, rushing over to the king with Olaf beside her, Elsa let out a long scream.

"OLAF! How COULD you?" she shrieked suddenly, "Guards! GUARDS!"

The door crashed open, and two heavily-armed men in uniforms came rushing in, along with King Edvin's two attendants. "Your majesty!"

"Oh, King Edvin, I am so sorry!" she exclaimed dramatically, bending over his body, "My—my snowman—he dropped a vase on your head! Bad snowman!"

The men gasped, running forward and offering assistance as King Edvin started to sit up, holding his head in his hands. He turned back to Elsa in absolute confusion as the men helped him to sit up, and then stumble onto his feet.

"S-s-snowman?" he stammered, "There wasn't a—"

"—I was showing him my snowman, Olaf," Elsa interrupted nervously, looking pleadingly to the attendants, "Olaf was here the whole time. King Edvin, don't you remember?"

His eyes widened as his lopsided crown fell into his face. "What?"

The attendants, one under each arm, struggled to pull him onto his feet. Elsa, feigning anger, turned back to Olaf, holding out her finger. "Snowman! Apologize to King Edvin this instant!"

"Oh—right!" Olaf said suddenly, spinning around. "I dropped a vase on his head! Yes, I did!"

"It TALKS?" King Edvin sputtered.

"I AM SORRY FOR KNOCKING YOU OUT!" Olaf proclaimed enthusiastically, beaming. Jack restrained from a snort.

Elsa stood in her place, looking worried, as the horrified—and confused—King Edvin, leaning onto the shoulders of his attendants, tripped and stumbled out of the room. The guards bowed to her, with grave expressions on their faces, and then followed, with Olaf squeezing out behind them to continue with his less-than-convincing apology routine.

The doors closed behind them, leaving Elsa standing, alone, in the middle of the throne room.

Jack stood up, tossing his staff in his hands and walking towards her. She looked back to him, gasping for breath, her eyes wide with terror again.

"Do you—do you think that was okay?" she choked.

"You were fine," Jack reassured her, "We had the advantage, remember? The witness just got clonked over the head. He's questioning his sanity."

"Oh, good." She slowly exhaled, stumbling back a step and folding her arms across her chest. "I'm worried about Olaf, though."

"Don't be. He's a very convincing moron."

She let out a nervous, bitter giggle. Then, taking her arms down, she sighed, her eyes wide again.

"So… what now?" she asked him quietly.

Jack raised his eyebrows, taking another step towards her. "Well," he said slowly, "For one thing—now that that's done with—I can stop pretending not to notice that you're wearing gloves."

She blushed, biting her lip and looking down. Then, grimacing, she met Jack's gaze again. "I—the Council—"

"—I know." Jack placed his staff on the ground, gesturing for her hand. "May I…?"

Elsa shakily held out her hands. Jack gently took them in his own, gazing into her eyes as he pulled off her left glove first, and then her right. Then, with Elsa watching, he took a few steps back.

Suddenly spinning around, Jack flung them into the air, snatching up his staff and aiming.

CRACK!

As thousands of shards of ice erupted out of the end of the shepherd's crook and hit the gloves, the thick cloth turned into ice, plummeting towards the floor below and shattering into dust.

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(Additional) AUTHOR'S NOTE, added 12/19/19: In the ORIGINAL version of this, I was trying to go for something lighter/wittier, to rebound from the terrible plot twist of the last chapter, but this got changed, mostly because the tone-shift was WAY too abrupt. Also, that little "well, he could technically be your child" thing from Elsa was me not entirely getting rid of the fact that—in my last draft—this was actually the case, and that the Man in the Moon told Olaf that Jack Frost was his father. Because A) "Olaf's Frozen Adventure" kinda disproves this, B) it discounts Anna's involvement in building Olaf (via giving him his nose in Frozen 1), and C) the accidental symbolism was kinda weird, I got rid of it.

Also: the following chunk is no longer a part of the story, because it wouldn't work with Frozen 2's Olaf. That being said, I'm reluctant to get rid of it completely (I thought it was funny) , so here's a chunk from the former draft of Ice Alliance, if anybody's interested:

"Wait," he bubbled. "What's war?"

Elsa and Jack looked at each other. Jack then crossed his legs, sitting on the floor.

"Ooooookay," he started off, "Imagine that there are a bunch of kingdoms, with lots and lots of people, just like this one, alright?"

Olaf gasped. "Are they NICE people?"

"Oh, yes," Jack continued, "Very nice people. And they all get along perfectly and give each other presents and hold parties and love each other."

Olaf pulled in another long gasp. "And?" he exclaimed, trembling with excitement, "And?"

"And WAR," Jack said enthusiastically, getting to his feet again, "Is EXACTLY the opposite of that!"

"JACK!" Elsa exclaimed.

Olaf had frozen in his place. After a few moments, his smile faded, a look of horror sweeping over his face.

"Oooooooooh," Olaf said quietly, "That's—bad."

"Yes. War is bad," Elsa stammered, throwing a dark glare in Jack's direction, "Which is why we don't want one. So, you're going to have to pretend that YOU dropped the vase on the man's head. You're adorable. Everyone will forgive you."

 

Chapter 21: Not Sir

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey again, everybody! Thank you SO MUCH to the people that saw my last note and have filled out reviews! With the traffic counter thingy down-and apparently, with PM'ing down, too-reviews are still, currently, my only way of gauging audience reaction. Therefore, I'd really appreciate it if you'd let me know A) if you're even reading this, and B) if you're liking where it's going! This chapter gets a bit sad, but happy times are still coming back. Have a fantabulous day!

CONTENT WARNING: Brief discussion of sexual assault, implied reference to child abuse

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21: NOT SIR

"Hi."

Jack looked up. Queen Anna, her arms crossed over her chest, was suddenly standing in front of him, next to the door of Elsa's room. She shifted uncomfortably on her feet.

He stood up, pulling his hood off his head. "Um… hey."

The queen closed her eyes, drawing in a long breath. Then, she looked up into his face. "Elsa told me what happened," she said quietly. "I mean, with the king of Hordalunde."

Jack bit his lip, sticking his hands into his front pocket. "How's she doing?"

"It's starting to sink in," Anna sighed. "She's been crying for about an hour, now."

"It was only a matter of time."

She nodded, staring at the ground. Then, uncrossing her arms, she let out a long sigh.

"I—I guess I owe you an apology," she stammered. "I misjudged you."

"It's okay—you don't have to OOF!"

Jack stumbled back a step as the pregnant young queen flung her arms around his neck, hugging him as tight as she could over her enormous stomach.

"You saved my sister," she whispered intensely, right next to his ear.

"It wasn't a big deal."

Anna let him go, taking a step back. "If you had a sister, you'd understand."

"Anna, I did have a sister."

Her eyes widened, her breath catching. Jack then watched as she clapped her hand over her mouth. "I—I'm so sorry," she blurted, blushing.

Jack shrugged. "You're fine," he said, "But—yeah, I understand. My sister was everything to me, before—"

He stopped abruptly.

Before I died, he thought, looking into Queen Anna's earnest face, Yeah, you probably don't need to know that little detail about me yet.

"Did she…pass on?" Anna prompted softly.

Technically, yes. About 70 years after I did. Jack nodded, pressing his lips together.

"Oh, Jack," she sighed. "I am so—"

"—It's okay. It was a long time ago," he interrupted. "But, um—Elsa—?"

"—You can marry her now. If you want."

Jack raised his eyebrows, letting out a short bark of laughter in spite of himself. The statement seemed so out of place.

"Oh—um," he chuckled, "Thank you, Anna. But do you think she's—?"

Anna bit her lip and nodded. "Yeah. You can probably go in, now. If you want to see her."

Jack nodded, leaning onto his staff. Then, as he was about to reach for the door handle, Anna leapt in front of him again.

"Just so you know," she blurted, "Elsa's not usually like this."

"How do you mean?"

"Well…" Anna's voice trailed off. "Um… crying every two hours."

Jack shrugged. "She's had a really intense couple of days."

"So have you," Anna said quietly. "But you haven't—well—broken down. I mean, you haven't, like, cried, or anything. You know?"

Bless you, Kristoff, Jack thought.

"Nah," he lied, "But that's—different."

"How?"

"It just is."

He reached for the door again. Giving a tiny oh, the redheaded queen took a step back, getting out of his way.

"Good luck," she stammered, "By the way. With her."

He found himself smiling weakly again. "Yeah. Um—thanks, Anna."

Jack then silently turned the doorknob, pushing it in and entering the room.

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Sitting on the floor of her room, Queen Elsa hugged her knees to her chest, letting the tears roll freely down her face as flurries of snow fell silently onto the carpet around her.

Now that it was sinking in what had happened—now that the shock had passed—she felt so broken. How could King Edvin have said those things? Were they really true? Maybe she really couldn't rule as well as a woman…

Elsa shook her head vigorously, as if trying to shake out the thought from her mind. Her arm was still tingling with the memory of where he had grabbed her, like it somehow wasn't really her own anymore.

Like nothing on her body was.

As soon as Jack had taken her back to her room and found Anna, Elsa had rummaged through the back of her seldom-used wardrobe and found a dress from before her coronation. Forgoing her standard icy sheath and the day's adventurous single inch of cleavage, she had now opted for a thick woolen dress, dyed navy blue, with a high collared-jacket and full, ankle-length skirt—topped, of course, with her mother's shawl, which she clutched tightly around her shoulders. Elsa knew that she had an extremely curvy body, especially in her hips, and she had never felt so self-conscious of it in her entire life. Perhaps, she had initially thought, if she could simply hide it more, with the thicker, more "innocent" outfit, she would feel safer. Perhaps the tailored jacket and full, ankle-length skirt could let her feel less… dirty.

It hadn't helped.

She shifted uncomfortably in the dress, the wool scratching against her skin. Oh, she had forgotten how much she'd hated the material. This woolen dress was heavy. Constricting. Nothing like her ice. As much as she loved the glistening detail of her ice dresses, and the attention she received from the press for wearing them (which didn't at all hurt for her royal branding), it wasn't just the look that inspired the Snow Queen to create new pieces every morning. In Elsa's eyes—as silly as it may have seemed—even better than the crisp, light feeling that her ice fabric brought, ice fabric felt like freedom.

But freedom was dangerous. Normally, this wasn't enough to deter her, because she was confident enough in her power to know that she could easily fend off any attack that this danger might bring. She had her magic to protect her. But now, she'd learned that there were attacks that she couldn't defend herself against. How could she be confident in her own power, when confronted with the terrifying prospect that her power might be an illusion?

Your—lovely—companionship, he had said, eying her up and down. You are very beautiful, Queen Elsa… and also, very young…

Elsa looked down at her stomach, feeling the unfamiliar weight of the gown and clutching her mother's shawl even tighter around her body, hugging her knees to her chest. She did feel young. Very young, and very powerless. And as for her so-called beauty, she didn't particularly want to feel beautiful for anyone, for a very, very long time.

Your… femininity, his voice played in her mind.

Shut up! Elsa thought desperately, sucking in her breath and shaking her head again, Shut! UP!

Somewhere from across the room, the door of her bedroom opened with a long creak. A long, slender shadow fell across the carpet in front of her, and as she heard the door close again—without hearing the sound of any footsteps—she didn't have to look up to know who it was.

Elsa felt herself stiffen against the wall as he silently walked over towards her. She squeezed her eyes shut determinately, unsure of how to feel, as Jack Frost carefully placed his staff on the ground, then leaning against the wall and sliding down next to her. In her peripheral vision, Elsa saw that he'd pulled up his hood, a clump of his white hair sticking out of the front of it.

They sat in silence.

After a few minutes had passed, Jack hesitantly scooted closer to Elsa on the floor. She had looked up, finding her own eyes staring into his piercingly blue ones. He gingerly began to put his arm around her, and she had inched closer to him in response, saying nothing, but accepting it. He then held her for a few more minutes in the silence as she cried uncontrollably, the two of them sitting together in her gathering snowdrifts.

Does that mean… it will melt off of you… under the warmth of a man's touch? King Edvin's voice played in her mind.

Elsa let of an involuntary sigh of relief, feeling Jack's arms around her. Not this man's touch, she thought to herself. His arms, feeling strangely familiar to her after only two days, were beautifully, and reassuringly, cold.

So, so beautifully cold.

Elsa finally felt the tears beginning to slow, her breaths coming in more regular and controlled intervals.

"Jack…"

He took his arm off of her, helping her up. Elsa accepted his hand, sitting back into her place on the carpet, surrounded by snow. She stared at the ground in his direction, still not making eye contact as she messily wiped her arm across her face.

"Yeah?" he asked softly.

"I—I threw you out," she shook, "And then—well, I guess I'm just—Jack," Elsa stammered, finally looking up into his eyes, "Why'd you come back for me?"

He drew in his breath. Elsa gulped, her eyes wide as she looked into his face. It was filled with pain, poorly hidden, as he struggled to find the right words.

"You—um—you're not going to understand how much that cut me," he admitted, "Well—earlier today. When you walked through me. But," Jack paused, shaking his head, "Elsa—I don't hate you. I wasn't about to walk off and leave you alone with that creep."

"Maybe if I'd worn something different," she stammered, "If my dress was too—"

"—Oh, yeah, THAT'S the problem," he scoffed, "You look like a girl. How dare you."

He rolled his eyes, then shaking his head and staring forward again. Reaching out his foot for the staff on the carpet, he kicked it into his hand, then setting its end on the floor and beginning to absent-mindedly turn it, the curved hook spinning in the air above them.

Pulling in her breath, Elsa fidgeted with her fingers.

"So—um," she asked hesitantly, "You—you think my ice clothes are okay?"

He shrugged. "Are they a part of who you are?"

"I suppose so."

Jack caught the staff, looking to her and raising his eyebrows.

"Then you tell me," he said quietly.

Elsa let out her breath, her shoulders relaxing a bit.

"And besides, I—um," Jack added, letting out a nervous laugh as he began to spin the staff again, "I—think it's kind of amazing. Actually. That you can even do that."

"You really think so?"

"I have never seen ice like yours," he said, catching the staff again and letting it fall back towards them, the top of the shepherd's crook resting against the wall. "And I have seen—a lot—of ice."

Nodding, Elsa bit the edge of her lip, scooting an inch closer to him.

"Oh—and—um—and between you and me," Jack added, picking up the edge of her cuff and raising an eyebrow, "I don't think that the Snow Queen of Arendelle would be caught dead wearing something as drab as wool."

Elsa looked up to realize that Jack's face was suddenly right next to her own, his usually piercing blue eyes soft as he gazed into hers. She blushed, laughing in spite of herself, and he grinned again, letting go of her cuff as she sniffed and rubbed her opposite arm across her nose.

"But you're wearing wool," Elsa protested weakly, looking to the sleeve of his hoodie.

"Yeah. Well…"

Jack let out his breath, leaning his head back against the wall. After a few moments, Elsa watched as he rolled his face towards her, a good-natured smile twitching out of the side of his mouth.

"Why don't we agree that you'll be fashionable enough for the both of us, okay?" he whispered.

Jack shrugged, giving her arm a gentle nudge. Blinking quickly, Elsa let out another breathy, nervous laugh as she felt her eyes start welling up again.

"I—I'm sorry," she stammered, frantically flicking more tears off of her cheeks, "I don't know why I'm so emotional right now—I know I'm p-probably overreacting, and—"

"—Overreacting?" Jack exclaimed.

"You know," she said quickly, "About the audience. I don't know why I can't just calm down, after—"

"—He grabbed you!"

"Yeah, but nothing actually—"

"—It DOESN'T MATTER!"

She froze, her heart leaping into her throat. His jaw tense, Jack pulled in a deep breath, visibly struggling to contain his anger.

"It doesn't matter whether or not he was able to actually do anything," he gritted. "The point was that he tried. That's just as bad."

Elsa was silent, staring at him in shock.

Letting out his breath, Jack Frost looked back to his staff that was leaning up against the wall above them. After a few more moments of silence—watching him bite his lip, staring determinately forward and avoiding eye contact—Elsa swallowed hard, drawing in a deep breath to try again.

"I suppose you're right," she choked. "I just—it caught me off-guard."

Jack snorted. "You don't say."

"But I should have been ready. I know I'm not really around here much anymore, but I've been temporarily reinstated, so—so I'm the Queen," she groaned, "That makes me a target again. So, he pulled a power play on me. On Arendelle. I don't believe in dirty politics, but—"

"—That was NOT politics," Jack snapped. "That was just wrong."

"Wait—you don't think that was political?"

"NO."

"Then why did…"

Elsa's voice trailed off, and she looked down into her lap, a wave of confusion sweeping over her face at the statement. How could it not have been politics? If it wasn't something she did, and it wasn't about Arendelle…

"I—I'm sorry," she whimpered, her voice hardly more than a whisper as she shrank away from him in embarrassment. "I'm just—trying to make sense of it. I just want to understand."

Jack raised his eyebrows. "Can I try?"

She stared into her lap, fidgeting with her fingers. Then, letting out her breath, Elsa looked back up into his eyes and nodded.

He set his jaw, glaring.

"He ATTACKED you. He's a scumbag. End of story," Jack enunciated. "It has a name. It's called assault. Stop justifying it."

Elsa shifted uncomfortably in the unfamiliar dress, staring into her lap again. "B-b-but he didn't have a weapon, or anything," she stammered, "And, it's not like he was trying to steal something, or make a war deal, or—you know? And I could've fought him off, anyway."

"Yeah, okay, sexual assault, then. Arguably worse." He scoffed, shaking his head and leaning it back against the wall. "Sicko."

Elsa stared at him blankly.

"What?" Jack asked, "You know… uh… sexual… sexual assault…?"

She shook her head.

Jack's eyes widened.

Then, he looked away, leaning forward and clapping his palm over his eyes. "Let me guess," he groaned, pulling his hand down his face, "Your parents didn't feel the need to teach you about that, either."

"I'm sorry," she admitted, "I—

"—What was wrong with your parents?"

"They did their best—"

"—Yeah, well, it sounds like they never got around to the actual parenting part of parenting," he scoffed. "What did they even teach you, for all those years?"

Elsa thought for a moment. She then swallowed hard, hesitantly glancing in his direction. "Um…" she squeaked, "Ice powers bad?"

"My, what a useful thing for a young daughter with ice powers to know."

Elsa felt herself blushing, and sat up a little higher against the wall. She looked back to him, and their eyes met.

Jack drew in a deep breath.

"Oooookay, how do I explain this," he mumbled, kneading his eyebrows. "Uh—let's see—two things, okay? First thing: Nobody has a right to touch you anywhere, for any reason, without your consent. Second thing: If they do, it's not your fault. Ever. Alright?"

Elsa bit her lip. "That's it?"

"That's it." Jack let out his breath, leaning his head back against the wall. "Wait. Actually, no. There is a third thing."

"What's that?"

He looked over to her. "If anyone tries to do anything like that to you again," he said quietly, "You tell me, and I kill them. Okay?"

Elsa said nothing, nodding.

The silence fell over them once more. Pulling in a long breath, Elsa watched as Jack closed his eyes, like he was silently rebuking himself in an effort to calm down.

"Um… Jack?" she quavered. "Are you—are you okay?"

He opened his eyes again, picking up the staff. "Elsa—I just watched that guy use something that's supposed to be fun to try to hurt you. Like—to inspire fear," he gritted. "That doesn't—sit well, with me."

"You're really passionate about this," Elsa asked. "Aren't you?"

The Youngest Guardian's ears turned pink, and he stared forward, spinning his staff on the ground. Catching it, he pulled in his breath.

"Fun is important," Jack Frost mumbled.

Elsa didn't respond.

After a few more moments, awkwardly spinning his staff in the silence, Jack pulled in another quick breath to try again.

"Look… fun is good. Fear is bad," he sighed. "That… well, that sort of defines my existence."

She nodded, biting her lip. Shifting on her hips as she considered the statement, the silence fell over them once again.

"And ice powers," Elsa stammered suddenly.

He jumped, looking back to her. After a few moments, he shook his head, his face cracking into a grin.

"Um… right," Jack laughed softly. "That, and ice powers."

He smiled good-naturedly, planting the end of his staff in the carpet and pulling himself onto his feet. Turning back around to face her, he drew in his breath.

"But as fun as it is to talk to somebody else with ice powers," he started again, offering his hand, "It's pretty late, Elsa. And I've kept you up for a couple nights in a row, already."

She said nothing, but nodded, taking it. Jack pulled her onto her feet, then dropping her hand and taking a step back as she pulled off her mother's shawl. Carefully folding it, she then placed it on her nightstand.

"I have no idea how to apologize," Elsa choked, brushing off her dress. "Or thank you."

He raised his eyebrows. "Just promise to never shut me out like that again, alright?"

"That's a horrible thank you gift," she retorted, "I mean, I do promise, but I—wait. Can I give you an award?"

"Uh…" Jack said slowly, "An… award?"

"I'm a queen. I give people awards for things."

He smiled bitterly. "Gee," he chuckled, arching an eyebrow, "You think Arendelle will formally recognize an invisible snow sprite?"

"This isn't an award from Arendelle."

"Then who's awarding me?"

"How about the Ice Alliance?"

Jack's eyes widened.

"Wait…" he breathed. "Really?"

Elsa nodded.

Looking down to his feet, Jack stuck his hand into his front pocket, kicking at the carpet for a moment. Letting his staff fall back onto his shoulder, he then looked back into her eyes.

"So… um," he asked hesitantly, "This—this means we're an alliance again?"

"I'd certainly hope so."

Elsa watched as a wave of relief swept over his face. Her own expression softening, the Fifth Spirit felt her heart swell, years' worth of built-up tension and insecurities beginning to melt away as she and the Spirit of Winter shyly stared into each other's eyes.

His gaze was so kind…

After a few moments, Jack cleared his throat.

"So, the—you were wanting to—"

"Oh! Right!"

Elsa snapped back into focus, taking a step back from him. Sweeping her hand forward, a soft rumbling as it materialized out of the carpet, a long, sparkling sword of ice stood on its tip before them.

Jack's eyes widened as Elsa stepped forward, taking the ice sword by its hilt and breaking it off of the carpet at its tip.

Crack!

As she tossed it to herself, setting it gleaming as she adjusted her grip, Jack Frost let out a breathy laugh. "Remind me not to get on your bad side."

She didn't respond, but smiled shyly, drawing herself up as she turned back to him.

"Jack Frost," Elsa started, "I, Queen Elsa of Arendelle, am honored to bestow upon you the highest honor that can be given to a member of the Ice Alliance. You may kneel."

His cheeks flushing slightly, Jack obeyed, silently getting onto one knee. Pulling in her breath, Elsa lifted the crystalline sword, starting to gently lower it to his shoulder.

"Wait," Jack stammered, jolting back, "I—I'm not getting knighted, am I?"

She froze and looked up.

"Wait," Elsa asked, "Would you like to be?"

"NO. I mean—uh," Jack admitted, "I guess it'd be—well, it'd be an honor, and stuff, but I—It's just that—well, Sir Jack Frost just sounds—weird."

His cheeks flushed again, the tips of his ears going pink as he glanced down, shifting uncomfortably on his knee. Raising her eyebrows, Elsa pulled back the ice sword.

"You think it sounds snooty, don't you?"

He reached up, anxiously rubbing the back of his neck and avoiding her gaze. "Unbearably snooty," Jack scoffed, hesitantly looking back up into her eyes. "Like—I would never hear the end of it, snooty."

"No knighthood, then," Elsa laughed. "But that's alright. I'm kind of thinking that it's not high enough, anyway."

An expression of confusion swept across his face. "What's higher than a knighthood?"

"How about a friendship?"

Jack raised his eyebrows. After a few moments, he let out his breath.

"Friendship is good," he agreed.

Elsa nodded, smiling as the Spirit of Winter bowed his head. Drawing herself up, she lifted the icy sword once again, tapping it on his right, and then left, and then right shoulders.

"You may rise," Elsa declared, nodding regally and pulling back the sword as she went into Automatic Queen Mode, "Sir—"

"—DON'T you dare."

Elsa jolted, abruptly opening her eyes and cutting herself off. Jack grinned up at her wryly, and Elsa restrained for a laugh as she started again.

"You may rise, Not-Sir Jack Frost. My—"

He raised his eyebrows, glancing up towards her in curiosity. She pulled in her breath, sweeping her hand forward and sending a spiral of snowflakes dancing through the air towards him.

"My—best friend," Elsa finished softly.

Jack looked down in surprise as the flurry of ice swirled into his shirt to solidify on the upper left side of his chest, a coin-sized, solid snowflake clinging to the wool on an icy ribbon. Jack's mouth fell open in shock, and Elsa's heart leapt as he gingerly reached up to touch it.

Grasping the medal, Jack's face cracked into a sheepish smile, and he said nothing, placing his hand on his thigh and pushing himself up onto his feet as he looked back up into her gaze. Elsa felt her shoulders relaxing, smiling shyly back as they stood together in the middle of the silent bedroom, staring into each other's eyes.

"Except for Anna," she blurted.

Jack jumped, laughing. After a few moments, he fell quiet again.

Feeling the edges of the medal, he shook his head, his cheeks flushing as he looked back up into Elsa's eyes.

"Do you really consider me to be your best friend?" Jack asked softly.

She glanced down to her feet, fidgeting with her fingers. "Well," Elsa admitted, "To be completely honest, I—I've never really had a best friend before. Not that I wasn't directly related to, anyway."

"That makes sense."

He reached back up to the medal, gently tugging the snowflake with a bashful smile. The silence fell again, and Elsa glanced to her bed. Suddenly realizing how tired she was—and seeing the icy room divider from their first morning together in her room by the foot of her bed—she bit her lip.

"Can I—um," she stammered, "I—I'm sorry—would it be okay if—?"

Her voice trailed off. Looking to her feet, the quiet fell as she nervously pulled her hands in close to her stomach, fidgeting with her fingers.

Jack raised his eyebrows.

"You want me to not look so you can change," he said.

Elsa nodded, feeling herself blushing again. To this, he smiled good-naturedly, picking up his staff and spinning away from her.

"It's fine," he chuckled, dropping the end of his staff back into the carpet again and leaning into it. "Just tell me when I can turn around, okay?"

Elsa let out her breath, nodding and pacing across the room. Reaching the room divider, she then hesitantly looked back to where he was standing, to see that the Spirit of Winter was still turned away from her, respectfully staring at the ceiling.

Her heart swelling in gratitude, Elsa leapt behind the room divider, frantically beginning to fumble with the buttons on her woolen jacket.

"On the subject of the best friend thing, though," Jack started, his voice carrying nearly unimpeded over the top of the thick screen, "I'm pretty sure that Anna falls into a totally different category."

Elsa nodded, pulling off the jacket and throwing it over the top edge of the room divider. She reached for the top of her bodice. "She's my sister."

"Seems like a really good one, too. That girl would die for you."

"Technically, she sort of did."

"Wait, what?"

"Long story."

Elsa pulled off the main bodice and threw it over the top of the room divider as well. Her fingers flying over its front, she then began undoing the front of her blouse, groaning inwardly at the ridiculousness of her old clothes. SO many unnecessary layers...

"I am never beating Anna, am I?" Jack's voice started again as she shrugged out of the blouse, undoing the skirt and letting it slouch down onto her hips.

"Never."

He laughed, and Elsa felt her heart leap again, temporarily forgetting the frustration of the buttons. But she remembered it soon enough, feeling her back for the laces of her corset. Not the right one… not the… nope. Aaaand, no.

"Gaaaaurgh," Elsa groaned, "Confounded—!"

"Everything okay?"

"It's just—there they are!"

Finally locating the end of the laces, Elsa slid her fingers into the knot. In a few moments, she had untied it and was yanking at the laces in the back of the piece, letting out her breath as the old corset loosened.

"Ice is so much nicer than all of this—everything," she laughed bitterly, pulling off the corset and reaching for the petticoat. "Fashion is ridiculous."

"I have no idea what you're talking about, but yeah. Ice is better."

"See, this is why I think you're my best friend."

Finally out of the constricting woolen clothes, Elsa threw the petticoat over the top of the room divider, sweeping her hand over her body. A crisp, clean sheet of white ice materialized out of the air around her, settling onto her skin in a v-necked white shape and sweeping down to her legs. As she pulled a little dye out of the carpet—guiding the droplets to infuse themselves into the icy nightgown and turn it a deep purple—Elsa then sighed in relief, flicking her fingers over her shoulders and making a short cape burst out from the back.

"If it means anything," Jack's voice said softly as Elsa pulled the ice down over her arms into sleeves, "I—I think you're becoming my best friend, too."

Elsa felt her heart swell within her chest again. Saying nothing, she hesitantly peered around the edge of the room divider, seeing that Jack was still standing on the other side of the room, turned away from her.

See? She thought. THIS is what friendship is.

"You good now?" Jack asked suddenly, making her jolt back into the moment.

"Oh! Um, yes. Sorry," she said, giving her head a quick shake and pulling the woolen clothes down from off of the room divider. "And thank you."

"Nothing to apologize for."

As she stepped out from behind the ice, Jack Frost picked up his staff, turning around. As Elsa reached her dresser, putting the clothes down onto its surface, she froze.

"Oh—I'm sorry," she stammered, her face going pale, "I—I apologize if this offends you."

Jack paused, looking abruptly confused. "A nightgown?"

Elsa gulped.

"Sorry," she whispered. "If I'm being scandalous. When I'm just with Anna and Kristoff, sometimes I wear it around the castle at night, but once I was seen outside in it, and the press just about ate me alive for—"

"—Snowflake. It's a nightgown," Jack chuckled, "I've seen ladies in nightgowns before. It's not offensive. To be honest, I don't even think that there's anything that would really surprise meannnnd there's a cape on it."

The Fifth Spirit laughed self-consciously as she walked over to her bed, pulling out her braid. "I like capes," she whispered.

"Who wears a cape to bed?"

"Technically, this isn't a cape, though," she explained, pausing, "It's an overskirt. If it were a cape, it wouldn't be connected at the front like this."

"Okay, okay," he chuckled, "It's an overskirt. Not a cape. I believe you."

Jack Frost shrugged, holding his hands in the air in submission with a teasing grin. Elsa blushed as he laughed under his breath, feeling the warmth of his smile.

"As long as it doesn't offend you," she whispered, shaking out her hair. She pulled down her bedcovers, crawling underneath. "Some people got quite upset a year ago."

"For a nightgown? Was it a scandal, or something?"

She nodded. "It kind of caught me off guard," she admitted. "The water is sucked out of the fountains, the street lamps burst, and the ground rips apart beneath everyone's feet, but what offended some people was the fact that the I was in a nightgown."

Jack scoffed, shaking his head with a grimace. "That—is impressively stupid," he said. "If it's any consolation, though—you are not offending me."

Elsa shifted back in the sheets, adjusting her nightgown underneath her hips as he picked up his staff, turning and walking back over to her. As Jack spun around, gingerly sitting down on the edge of her bed, Elsa pulled in her breath.

"Jack… did something happen?"

"Something happen?" he asked, looking to her in confusion, "What do you mean?"

"It just—you know," she pressed, "With—with the assault thing? I mean—you're so passionate about this. Did something happen? Like—to you?"

"Wait—me? Oh, no. Not at all," he said, "I just—I know what this kind of abuse does to people. Okay?"

"What do you mean?"

Jack shifted his fingers on the staff, closing his eyes for a moment. Opening them again and letting out his breath, he looked back up into her gaze.

"Elsa…" he said softly. "I work with kids. Remember?"

Elsa's eyes widened. "People do this to kids?" she breathed.

The Fifth Guardian bit his lip, looking down as if he were suddenly struggling to keep his composure. Closing his eyes and then opening them again—trying to decide which words to use—he drew in his breath.

"There's a lot of darkness in his world," Jack said quietly.

Elsa's face went pale.

"How—!" She gave her head a quick shake, shifting on her hips. "How is that—how is that even—"

"—I know."

Jack sighed, looking into his lap. Elsa shook her head, leaning forward to him.

"How do you not get angry?" she gasped, "How do you—"

"—Hey, I never said it doesn't make me angry," Jack scoffed. "It makes me more angry than just about anything."

"Do you ever go after the adults?"

He raised his eyebrows. "Like, for revenge?"

She nodded.

"Elsa…" he said quietly. "Our job is to try to bring joy to children. I mean, if we have a chance to stop something from happening, that's different, but… with the revenge thing," he said, taking in another deep breath, "What good would that actually do for the kids?"

She swallowed hard, feeling her throat tighten with embarrassment.

He was right.

"Seriously, though—not everyone is awful," Jack started again, making her look up. "At least, that's what we have to assume, as Guardians. Our job is to bring light and joy to children in any way that we can."

Elsa nodded weakly. "I suppose that makes sense," she conceded. "I mean, with the darkness thing. That you were telling me about earlier."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, how do you fight any kind of darkness?"

Jack's eyebrows lifted slightly. A hint of a smile tugging at the edge of his mouth, he then looked back up into her eyes, his expression softening.

"With light," he said.

The peaceful silence fell again.

"No one can do everything, but everyone can do something," Jack added softly. "My thing is fun."

"My thing is political research."

They stared at each other for a moment in silence.

"My something is more boring than your something," Elsa grumbled.

"Aw, come on," Jack laughed, flicking the end of her nose. "Every something helps. And besides. I'm pretty sure that you've got more in you than that."

"You really think so?"

"I know so. But for now," Jack added, pushing himself up from the edge of the bed and getting onto his feet, "I wouldn't worry about it. There'll be plenty of time for you to philosophize yourself into a nervous breakdown in the morning."

He smiled good-naturedly, turning back around to face her. Picking up her hand in his own—a taking a moment to run his thumb over her skin—Jack then looked back up into her eyes.

"Well," he said softly, "I guess this is it. See you in the morning, Elsa."

He gave her hand a gentle squeeze. As he started to turn away, Elsa caught his wrist.

"—Wait!"

Jack turned back around to her, his eyebrows slightly raised. Elsa squeezed her eyes shut, and then opened them again, shaking her head slightly.

"Don't—" she stammered, "Um—please don't—please don't go."

A hint of a smile began to appear out of the corner of his mouth. Jack took a step back towards her again, sitting on the edge of her bed and holding her hand. "What? Why not?"

She bit her lip, looking down, feeling his cool hand around hers. Elsa nervously opened her mouth to say something, and then abruptly closed it again.

Jack leaned forward, a little bit closer to her, staring into her face. "You're—um," he whispered, "You're scared—aren't you?"

She said nothing. Then, after a few moments, she sighed and nodded, looking up to meet his gaze. "I don't want to—um," Elsa choked, her voice hardly more than a squeak as Jack raised his eyebrows. "See him again. I mean, what if I close my eyes, and he's there?"

"You're scared you'll have nightmares?"

Elsa bit her lip, looking down to the blankets and avoiding his gaze as more heat rushed to her face. It sounded so—immature—when he put it like that.

But that didn't make it any less true.

"Well… ma'am," Jack said softly, sitting back down on the edge of the bed and making Elsa look up again, "I can personally promise you that that's not going to happen."

She blushed, letting out a breathy, bitter laugh. "Since when does the Spirit of Winter do battle with nightmares?"

He opened his mouth to say something, but then quickly shut it, deciding against the reply. Glancing into his lap—and calculating his words carefully—he looked back into her eyes.

"Wouldn't be my first time," Jack decided.

Just as Elsa was about to respond, Jack then suddenly shrugged, tossing his shepherd's crook into his opposite hand and holding it up.

"No match for THIS," he said proudly, twirling it in-between his fingers, "Fun freezes 'em in their tracks. And besides. I've got a friend that can help me."

A look of confusion swept over her face as Jack dropped his staff onto his lap, then crossing his ankle over his opposite knee. "Are we talking about Anna again?" Elsa asked.

"Nah. I mean, well, yes, but I was talking about someone else," he admitted. "I'm good with fun. He's good with dreams."

Elsa looked down to the covers, crossing her arms over her chest and considering the statement. After a few moments, her eyes bulged.

"Are—are you meaning the Sandman?" Elsa gasped, looking back up to him. "The Sandman is real?"

He laughed. "Well, technically, I'm not really allowed to tell you," he chuckled, uncrossing his leg and pushing himself up from the edge of her bed. "Directly, I mean."

Elsa looked at him suspiciously. "How about—just offering an opinion?"

"What kind of opinion?"

"Do you think I should believe?"

The Youngest Guardian raised his eyebrows.

"Yeah," he whispered. "I think you should."

Jack grinned, leaning forward and resting his chin on his fist. Elsa leaned her head back against the wall, shifting in her bed.

"You're friends with The Sandman?" she laughed breathlessly.

"He's pretty fun," Jack shrugged. "Sandy and I go way back."

"Sandy!"

Jack Frost nodded, glancing to her again with a sheepish grin. Elsa felt a jolt of excitement rush through her at the prospect, suddenly remembering who he was.

Of course Jack Frost would know The Sandman.

"Which is why you need to go to sleep," he laughed, making her snap back into focus. "If he ever finds out how late I've kept you up, Sandy'll kill me."

"We stayed up really late last night."

"We were having fun. It's different."

"How?"

"Because fun is my turf, and Sandy knows it."

Flipping the staff back to place its end on the ground, Jack pushed himself up onto his feet again. Letting out his breath, he then turned back to face her, his face falling as he saw her expression.

"Man," he sighed, shaking his head, "You have no idea how much I wish I could hit you with a little fun magic right now. I mean, I get it if that you're still upset about the necklace, but—"

"—Jack, I never had any issues with your using magic on me."

He stopped, a confused expression sweeping over his face. "You…" His voice trailed off, and then he looked back to her. "You didn't?"

"No! Not at all!" She sank down a little further under the covers. "It was just the fact that you didn't tell me you were."

His eyes widened a bit with the sudden realization. Then, with a nervous laugh, he looked back to her, holding her hand as he stood up. "So—you wouldn't mind if—well, if I—?"

"—Jack, I need to be able to get to sleep," Elsa said softly. "Kingdom to run, remember? I wouldn't mind a little help in the least. And there's a long day of researching Arendelle's child abuse laws in the morning, if I'm going to be able to spare Anna from having to do it."

"That's a very good point, my queen," he said softly. Jack then let go of her hand, standing next to the bed and pushing back a strand of hair from her face. "Well—have sweet dreams, I suppose. I'll see you in the morning, Snowflake."

She closed her eyes. The cool, icy feeling of his lips brushing against her forehead, followed by a wave of calm sweeping over her body, was the last thing that Elsa remembered before drifting off to sleep.

Chapter 22: The Next Layer

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey, everybody. GUESS WHAT. The traffic counter thingy is still broken. Thank you so much for your patience and to all of those who have given me reviews. I would really appreciate it if you'd continue! Love you all, and have a fabulous day! :D

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo, as usual

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22: THE NEXT LAYER

Jack straightened up from Elsa's bed, taking a step back. Her face was relaxed, her hair spread around her on the pillow like a halo again. The young queen was already sound asleep, her chest rising up and down, breathing steadily.

That's more like it, he thought. Get some rest, Snowflake.

He reached forward, gently pushing back another hair from Elsa's face. She was so beautiful… and she believed in him. She believed in him completely, and totally, and had promised not to ever shut him out again. And Jack Frost had a hunch that Elsa was not accustomed to making promises she didn't keep.

The Fifth Guardian reached for his medal, fingering the clasp and pulling it off of his hoodie to turn it over. With his staff in his other hand, he gently sat down on the edge of the bed again, next to Elsa, admiring the snowflake's delicate structure. It was definitely Elsa's work; its characteristic six points spiked out from a series of swirling sculpted hexagons, with all the intricate and feminine details that only she could create.

He smiled to himself, tossing it in his hand and holding it to his chest as he bowed his head forward. He didn't want to put it back on, just yet. Just feeling it, the cold, delicate ice in his hand, was so wonderful…

A distinct, golden shimmering from outside Elsa's window caught his eye.

Jack abruptly stood up, shoving the medal into his pocket, and ran over to the window, staring out into the darkness of the Scandinavian night. He then glanced back to Elsa, his face breaking into a smile, before leaping into the air and shooting through the door into the art gallery. Without once touching his feet to the ground, he flew down the hall, rushing out onto the balcony at the end of it and bursting out into the cold wind.

Right on time, Sandman.

The waves and ribbons of gold twisted through the dark canvas of the sky over Arendelle, reflecting off the black surface of the fjord and the glimmering snow of the mountains behind it. Jack, letting the wind catch up his body, blew almost instantaneously up to the top of the castle, grasping the top spike of it and spinning around.

"Hey! Sandy!" he called out. "SANDY!"

But the golden cloud moving over the castle didn't stop. The Spirit of Winter shrugged, and flung the end of his staff at the dark sky.

CRACK!

Sparkling ice shot straight up from the peak of the roof, and Jack watched as the cloud paused. The Sandman's face suddenly appeared over the edge of it, trying to locate the source of the sound. Finally, his eyes met Jack's.

Jack's face broke into a grin, and he beckoned, leaping off the edge of the roof and floating down onto Elsa's balcony. Sandy lifted his arms, and a long carpet of sand unraveled from the cloud. Jack watched as he then leapt onto it, his arms in the air, silently rushing down the slide and landing beside him.

"Hey, Sandy," Jack whispered. "I—um, I need a favor."

The Sandman raised his eyebrows in curiosity. Reaching his hand up to his golden hair, a tiny bowler hat of sand spun into existence upon his head, and he tipped it. Jack nodded, and took a step back, pushing open the door on Elsa's balcony, stepping into the art gallery.

As the door shut slowly behind them, Jack saw Sandy's eyes widen, looking at the art gallery, the rows upon row of shelves, all lined with the tiny, intricate ice sculptures. Jack laughed softly as he watched the golden thought images form above Sandy's head.

Sculpture. Hands. Shepherd's crook. Question mark? Sandy pointed to Jack.

"No, I didn't make any of these," Jack replied softly. "Well… I made one, but it's in the other room."

Question mark…? Sandy then stopped, the image fading, and looked up. With Jack watching, he then floated into the air towards one of the shelves, as if he'd seen something, with a pensive expression on his face.

"Sandy, it's—Sandy, what are you doing? That's not—" Jack's voice trailed off, watching as he floated back down to the floor.

In his tiny pale hand, the Sandman was holding a tall, thin ice statue of a boyish figure in a hoodie. The boy, with unruly hair and sharp, pointed facial features, was leaning onto a shepherd's crook, his eyebrows raised as if he were about to tell the punchline of a joke.

It was a statue of him.

Jack Frost's breath caught as he carefully took the statue from the Sandman's hands. Then, he looked back up, and realized that Sandy was hovering right in front of him.

Question mark? Question mark? QUESTION MARK?!

Jack startled slightly, then shaking his head and chuckling as he walked over to one of the shelves, putting down the statue. He then beckoned, silently leaping into the air and flying towards the end of the hall. Sandy followed as Jack passed through the door into Elsa's room, stopping at the foot of her bed.

Sandy's eyes widened, seeing the sleeping young woman, and looked back to Jack.

Letter E. Letter L. Letter S. Letter A. Crown. Arendelle crocus. Snowflake. Question mark?

"Yep. Elsa the Snow Queen," Jack whispered. "You know her?"

Snowman. Snowflake. Horse. Girl riding horse. Girl WITH braid, girl WITHOUT braid. Capelet dress. Question mark?

Jack chuckled softly under his breath. "That's Elsa, alright."

Sandy looked back to her, her hair spread out on the pillow, again. Then, he leapt up into the air with sudden excitement, silently clapping his hands and pointing between Jack and Elsa.

Snowflake. Snowman. Heart. Hands. Lips. Cupid. Jack. Elsa. Jack kissing Elsa. Jack—

"Whoa, Sandy!" Jack whispered suddenly, "It's not—I mean—okay, Elsa and I have known each other for two days, alright? Relax!"

Sandy shrugged, floating down and letting his feet rest on the floor again.

The Guardian of Fun pulled in a deep breath. "Look," he muttered carefully, "I—I'm pretty sure that Elsa just had the worst day of her life, okay? I just wanted to make sure that she has nice enough dreams tonight to allow her to get some rest."

Sandy put his finger to his sharp chin, looking thoughtful. Then, he suddenly raised his eyebrows, grinning enthusiastically, as Jack watched the images forming over his head.

Jack and Elsa holding hands. Jack and Elsa kissing. Jack holding Elsa's waist. Jack running his hands down Elsa's—

"—SANDY!" Jack hissed, his eyes bulging, "What th—WHY?"

The image abruptly burst apart, and Sandy held his stomach, buckling over in silent laughter. Jack groaned, clasping his hands together and touching his fingertips to the bridge of his nose, his eyes squeezed shut.

"I spend over 300 years in isolation, and nobody questions it once," he murmured with frustration, "But the instant I show an ounce of interest in a female Winter Spirit, everyone immediately assumes that I'm some sort of—! Isn't there something you can think of that's a little…um…?"

Jack's voice trailed off, his face pained again. Sandy smirked, forming another sand image above his head. Looking up, Jack startled back in shock, clapping his hand over his eyes and blushing furiously.

"LESS sexual, Sandy!" Jack choked, "Less—yeah, less like that!"

The Guardian of Dreams was holding his round little stomach again, floating about a foot off the ground and laughing hysterically. Jack Frost shook his head, his ears pink with embarrassment, and let out a bitter, nervous laugh from under his breath.

"Why are you doing this to me?" he groaned, kneading his eyebrows.

Sandy finally looked back up into Jack's pleading eyes and shrugged, shaking his head and smiling good-naturedly. He rolled his hands again, and Jack hesitantly looked up above the Sandman's head as one final image formed.

Two young girls, one with a single braid and one with pigtails, were building a snowman together in the golden sand. Jack let out a sigh of relief.

"Now, that's what I'm talking about," he exhaled. "Thanks, Sandy. I owe you one."

The Sandman laughed again, and gently pushed the dream of the girls and the snowman towards the sleeping young queen. As it floated across the room, finally coming to a stop above her head, he then turned back to Jack, the bowler hat reappearing. The Sandman tipped it, and as it spiraled back out of existence, he turned and floated from the room to resume his work over Arendelle.

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Upon occasion, Jack Frost walked into the art gallery or around the room. But for the most part, he kept his vigil next to Elsa.

A few hours had past, but Jack was almost entirely oblivious to it, silently sitting on the edge of Elsa's bed. The sand children had kept playing—Sandy had given her a long, shifting, and lovely dream—but every once in a while, Jack would see the concerned wrinkle beginning to form in the young queen's brow again. Whenever this happened, he would pull an intentionally delicate snowflake from the air and guide it over to land softly on her cheek. She would relax again, and then he would, as well. Every once in a while, a tiny smile would begin to form on her lips.

Jack did love that smile.

"So, that's what you were like as a kid" he mused quietly, staring at the sand children in the dream. "I knew you had some fun bottled up somewhere inside of you. It's just been buried a bit deep… hasn't it?"

He gently reached up to her face, pushing back another blonde hair onto the pillow. He then shook his head, smiling, as he watched her expression.

"It's okay," he continued softly. "You and I—we're going to dig it up again. That's what I'm good at, remember?"

Elsa didn't respond, sleeping soundly, that same hint of a smile on her lips as the sand children played over her head. Jack shook his head, laughing gently under his breath.

"I really could tell you anything, right now… couldn't I?"

She was still breathing regularly, blissfully oblivious to the outside world. Jack pulled in a deep breath, leaning onto his staff from the edge of her bed.

"I'm not going to say I'm in love with you," he started softly, "Because—well, it's only been two days. I'm not crazy. But you should probably know that I've already decided that you're about the most amazing person I've ever met. And that's saying something."

He chuckled under his breath.

"Mother of North, this is easier to tell you when you're asleep," he admitted quietly. "I wish it could be this easy when you're awake. I guess I—well, I'm glad you asked me to stay, because I don't want to leave. I never really did."

Jack absent-mindedly spun his staff on the ground again, repositioning himself of the edge of the bed. He closed his eyes.

"And the funniest—worst—part about all of it?" he choked, leaning his forehead against the shepherd's crook, "You don't even realize how incredible you are. Everything you say, everything you do. It's always about Arendelle, or your sister, or—it's never about you. It's always about other people. I mean, it's just—"

Suddenly, there was a loud whooshing sound, and wind started to blow around them in the room. Jack stopped abruptly, leaping to his feet and kicking his staff into his hands. As he saw a spiraling hole of colors begin to form on the side of the room next to the Snow Queen's dresser, his face drained of color. He lowered the staff slightly, realizing what was going on, and kneaded his eyebrows.

Seriously?

The portal spiraled larger and larger, and Jack hastily blew a snowflake towards Elsa, silently begging her to stay asleep as the colors and wind grew stronger. Then, just as the sand children were about to fade completely from the air, breaking the dream, Jack leapt into the air as North stumbled out of the portal into the room.

"JACK FRO—MMPH!"

"Keep it down, will you?" Jack hissed, clapping his hand over North's mouth.

He let go, turning around in the air and glancing worriedly back to Elsa. She hadn't woken up. Letting out a sigh of relief, Jack sank back down onto the floor, his toes sinking into the rich carpet again as North raised his eyebrows.

Keeping an eye on Elsa, the Youngest Guardian backed up, gesturing for North to follow him. He did so, as the portal shrank and faded into nothingness again, and Jack silently opened the door to the art gallery. They stepped inside, and North closed the door behind them.

Click.

Jack whipped around, beginning to pace up and down the hallway of the gallery.

"So, what do you think I've done this time?" he gritted, "If this is about that stupid thing with the necklace, it was an accident, I swear—!"

"Jack—"

"—Or the fact that I was by her bed? I will have you know that Elsa asked me to stay there. So I'm staying."

"Jack—"

"—Or that thing with Sandy! That was his idea, not mine, alright? Is it my fault that he's trying to torture me?"

"JACK, YOU ARE STILL ON NICE LIST," North finally said loudly.

Jack paused, turning around. "Wait—what?"

North chuckled under his breath, his belly shaking. "I am not here to condemn you, Jack Frost," he said, then dropping his voice to a whisper. "I am here to tell you how much more respect I've gained for you since sending you here."

Jack's eyes widened, taking a step back in shock. North shook his head and walked up to him, putting his enormous hand on Jack's shoulder.

"I saw what happened today," North started quietly. "She chose to stop believing in you. And, that you went back to protect her anyway."

There was a moment of silence.

Jack looked down, gripping his staff, as he struggled for words. Finally, staring at the floor, he shook his head, and looked back up. "North," he stammered, "I—"

"—I know." North stepped back, crossing his enormous arms over his chest. "You don't think it's big deal."

"Because it isn't—"

"—It is."

Jack sucked in his breath again. Closing his eyes, he opened his mouth to say something, and then abruptly closed it again. North raised his eyebrows, looking into Jack's worried face.

"There is old saying," North said, "That you can tell the strength of a man by how he treats those who cannot give him anything in return."

"Elsa could—"

"—Only give you more pain, from what you thought." North leaned forward, looking intently into Jack's wide eyes. "You took saying a step further. Not only did you help someone that couldn't help you back, but you helped someone who you thought would actively hurt you."

"North," Jack choked, "Elsa was just trying to protect her kingdom. You can't hold that against her."

"I'm not holding it against her. She thought she was doing right thing. But that doesn't change how much pain you were in," North said quietly. "She has no idea how much that hurt you. You were alone for over three hundred years."

"My past hasn't really come up."

"From what I have seen, you've been making sure it hasn't," North retorted, raising a bushy eyebrow. "You haven't told her a thing."

"I'm already having enough issues trying to get her to open up, alright?" Jack walked past North, gently pushing open the door into the bedroom and glancing to Elsa. "Guilt-tripping her isn't going to help anything. Or telling her how old I am, for that matter. She doesn't have to know about my past."

The shimmering, golden sand children playing above Elsa's head were now having a snowball fight. Good old Sandy.

North crossed his arms again, leaning against the wall. "Jack… if you want Queen Elsa to open up to you," he said softly, "It might be a good idea to try opening yourself up to her."

Jack paused again, his eyes widening in slight shock. North was right.

North sighed, reaching into one of his pockets and pulling something out. "I didn't come here to give advice," he said quietly, stepping forward to Jack again. "This is about something else. Here."

North dropped a small, light object into Jack's hand. Jack turned it over, and saw it was a tiny Russian nesting doll, one size bigger than the smallest. Painted blue like the first one that North had given him, Jack realized that it was a painting of himself, holding a shield.

"I've been trying to figure out what next layer should be. The doll for your center is at the Pole," North said quietly. "I should have seen earlier with your sister and with Baby Tooth, but I didn't. Today, I saw side of you that I never recognized before."

Jack looked on the bottom of the wooden doll, turning it over and letting his eyes fall onto North's painted handwriting.

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Chapter 23: Not A Hummingbird

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*AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey, everybody! Thank you again for everyone that wrote reviews! I will admit that I've basically memorized each word from all of you by this point-you can't know how much your kind words have meant to me!

Anyhow, I'm writing this note to let you know that school-etc-has started up for me, which means that the time I had in the first couple weeks of this fanfic just disintegrated. I'll do what I can-I can't believe that people are actually reading this and wanting the next chapters; hooray!-but I probably can only get out about a chapter a week from here on out. Just to let you know.

Also, this chapter is another reason this is rated T, for what I can only describe as "extreme innuendo." I had WAY too much fun writing this one. Have a lovely day!

CONTENT WARNING: Yeah, like I said... extreme innuendo. ;)

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23: NOT A HUMMINGBIRD

When Elsa opened her eyes on the following morning, she had felt a wave of disappointment rush over her when she didn't see Jack.

After a moment of sitting straight up in the bed, her covers pulled up tightly over her chest, she slouched back down, leaning against the headboard with a sinking feeling in her stomach. Of course Jack had left. He probably had other things to do, himself, or had gotten bored. Or had other women to visit.

Pretty self-flattering to think he'd actually spend the whole night here, Elsa scolded herself, looking around the empty room. He IS Jack Frost, after all. And he probably has a LOT of girlfriends, for all that sweet talk. I should just be grateful that he was gracious enough to stay until I fell asleep…

Feeling embarrassed at herself as a pang of jealousy hit her in the chest, the Fifth Spirit sat up again, throwing back the covers and swinging her legs over the side of the bed. Reaching over to her nightstand, she delicately picked up the ice rose, still cold and perfect from two nights before. She may or may not have added a bit of her own non-melting magic to it. Whether or not he had gone off to see someone else that evening, she still couldn't bring herself to think of the rose not being there on her nightstand. She was so attached to it, already. It was… well, it was from Jack Frost, that's what it was.

Jack. FROST.

Oh, my.

Her inner fangirl dissolving into a helpless fit of giggles, Elsa smiled, her heart swelling as she placed the ice rose back on her nightstand. She hadn't slept so well since… well, ever, she realized as she stood up from the bed, walking towards the window in the last remaining moonlight of pre-dawn and the shimmering colors of the Northern Lights. She'd had the most wonderful dreams…

Maybe the Sandman was really real, just like Jack had said. She'd tried believing it for the night, and apparently, it had worked. She'd have to remember to try it again the next night. At this point, given the events of the last few days, she was willing to believe almost anything.

But for now, it was morning, and Elsa was the queen. Whether or not Jack had left, it was time to get to work.

She closed the curtains, pacing over in the sudden darkness and feeling the dresser for her lamp. Twisting the brass handle, the flame shot up inside of the glass tubing, and she took a step back, seeing her own image in the mirror, her hair loose of her shoulders, her makeup still completely cried off from the night before. After brushing some more violet powder onto her eyelids, she stepped back again, eying her deep purple nightgown.

Elsa looked in the mirror thoughtfully. Today felt like another sheath dress day. She didn't feel like cleavage was a good idea, though—the events of the previous afternoon were still lingering, despite trying everything in her power to push them from her mind. The experience was so surreal… almost like it was a horrible nightmare, that couldn't possibly have actually occurred in real life. Perhaps if she could just pretend that it had never happened... ah, well.

Concentrating, Elsa closed her eyes, and reached to her stomach. She snapped her fingers back, and the nightgown melted instantly, sweeping upwards and disintegrating into the air like so many others she'd made, the dark dye flying back into the carpet. It seemed cleaner that way, anyhow.

She flicked her hand over her body, forming her standard nearly transparent, icy slip, and then brushed her palms over her sides. A small, crystalline corset appeared, and Elsa, still looking in the mirror, began to work the ice closer and closer on her tiny waist. She and Anna had grown up in corsets, but since Elsa had learned to control her powers, she had discovered that it was much easier to simply build the undergarment, as well as her slip, directly into the dress itself.

Wearing nothing but the corset and the nearly translucent slip, now fused together into one piece, Elsa looked back to the mirror. Today felt like a green dress kind of day, she decided, eying her reflection again and pulling up her hair.

"Hey, Elsa?" The door to the gallery swung open, and Jack Frost, holding her blue dress in his hands, casually walked in, his staff tucked under his arm. "So, I've been trying to figure out how you make this stuff, and I can't understand how thaMOTHEROF—!"

"— EEP!"

Elsa threw her hands in front of her, blasting a wall of ice between them as Jack startled back in horror, his eyes bulging, tripping over his staff and falling backwards onto the ground. The ice between them piled up instantaneously, and after a few seconds, her arms still shaking, Elsa found herself staring at a solid glacier dividing the center of her room.

With a quick glance to the mirror, she hastily circled her arms around her head, and a light blue sheet of ice shot out of them, covering her body and fusing itself to the slip and corset. Fully dressed, she spun around to the glacier, blushing furiously.

"KNOCKING!" Elsa sputtered, gasping for breath, "HAVE YOU HEARD OF IT?"

There was a silence from the other side of the glacier.

Glancing back to the mirror and spinning around to make sure that she was actually covered, Elsa pulled in her breath, her heart still pounding. Swallowing hard, she turned back, beginning to hesitantly creep towards the wall of ice.

"Um… Jack?"

No response.

Elsa's eyes widened.

She gasped, running around to the other side of the glacier and frantically looking into the ice. But he wasn't there. In the faint light, it was then that Elsa looked down and noticed a large something on the floor with her blue former-coronation gown thrown over the top. Seeing a long shepherd's crook sticking from beneath the fabric, she bent down to pick up the edge of the cloth, hesitantly peeking underneath.

Curled up into a ball on the floor, the Youngest Guardian was hugging his knees to his chest, paralyzed with terror and staring determinately into his lap. Elsa bit her lip, pulling the rest of her coronation gown off of him and taking a step back.

"Jack," she stammered, "I—you can look now."

He shook his head, clapping his free hand over his eyes with embarrassment.

"I am," he choked, "So. Sorry—"

"—It's fine." Elsa pulled in her breath, crossing her arms over her chest. "It was an accident. But you can get up now."

"First, let's hear you say that you have clothes on."

"I have clothes on."

"And you're not going to ice-blast me?"

"I'm not going to ice-blast you."

He, however, did not look up. With his hoodie still pulled over this head, he continued to nervously hug his knees to his chest, determinately staring at the ground. He rocked back, and then forward again, and Elsa bit her lip.

"Wha-What is it?" she blurted, "What's wrong now?"

Jack slowly pulled off his hood, shakily getting onto his feet and staring at the floor. He shifted uncomfortably, opening his mouth to speak.

"Sque-AUGCK!"

Jack startled as his voice cracked, clapping his hand over his mouth as his usual baritone suddenly broke into the register of a dog whistle. His eyes bulging, Jack Frost blushed furiously. Shifting his fingers on the staff, he then glanced to his feet, clearing his throat to try again.

"You—um—heh," Jack choked. "I—you're pretty."

Elsa's eyes widened.

Jack, shaking his head vigorously, abruptly shoved past her in embarrassment, leaping into the air and bursting through the door into the art gallery. An instant later, the door to the art gallery swung shut with a slam, leaving the young queen standing, frozen, in the center of her bedroom, staring blankly into the air.

… Really?

Drawing her hands into her stomach, Elsa turned around, looking to the art gallery door with wonder. Did he just say—did he really—was it actually true, that Jack thought she wa-AUGH! FOCUS! FOCUS, FOCUS, FOCUS, YOU STUPID GIRL!

Jolting, Elsa shook her head, snapping back out of the stupor. She whirled around, running for the door and grasping its handle, throwing it back and rushing inside after him.

At first, running past her desk and into the shelves, she couldn't see him at all. Then, with an eerie, blue glowing coming from the darkness at the end of the long hallway, Elsa saw a lanky silhouette pacing back and forth. He was hitting his forehead against the staff, muttering under his breath with every step.

"Friends, friends, friends, friends, FRIENDS—"

"—Jack," Elsa said softly, struggling to control her voice as she paced towards him, "Is—are you okay?"

He suddenly stopped, looking up. Elsa finished walking down the hallway to him, finally coming to a stop a few feet away. Jack laughed nervously, running his fingers through his hair and shaking his head.

"I—um," he stammered, "I—I just wasn't expecting to see—you—um, to see you dressed like that."

"I'm sure," she apologized, "And I'm SO sorry tha—"

"—Oh, don't be sorry," Jack interrupted, his eyes bulging with delight, "It was FANTASTIC!"

The instant the words tumbled out, Jack clapped his hand over his mouth again, stumbling back a step. Pressing the staff against his forehead and gripping it so hard that his knuckles turned white, he then squeezed his eyes shut, clenching his teeth as if he were in pain.

Elsa bit her lip, shifting uncomfortably on her feet.

"Okay—I'm sorry—I just—yeah," Jack choked, "I should—I'm not used to having women as friends. Except—well, maybe except Tooth—but she's kind of—sort of half hummingbird, and what I just saw was—" His voice trailed off, and he awkwardly gestured to Elsa's body, letting out another nervous laugh and biting his fist. "You're—um—that—that's not—that is not a hummingbird."

He buried his face in his hands again, his pale ears crimson with embarrassment.

Elsa pulled in a deep breath, crossing her arms across her chest and struggling to control her voice.

"Thank you for that enlightening medical observation," she enunciated.

"Can I asked you something?"

Elsa shrugged, pulling her arms down and fidgeting with her fingers. "Okay…?"

Shifting his grip on the staff, he bit his lip. Pulling in his breath, Jack then hesitantly looked into her eyes.

"That's all you're wearing," he squeaked. "That's—all?"

He bit his fist again, glancing to her dress, and then up into her eyes, his gaze uncomfortably eager. Elsa felt herself cringe slightly. It had never occurred to her that there would be anything all that strange about her ice.

But still.

Drawing herself up, the Snow Queen re-crossed her arms over her chest.

"I—like ice," Elsa choked.

"Me too! But I mean—that's all?" Jack stammered again, gesturing to her dress with his palm, "Like—when we first met? And dancing, and—and when we kissed, and—? You're not—?"

Elsa felt blood rushing to her face.

Pressing her lips together, she crossed her arms even tighter, holding his gaze and saying nothing. Jack gasped, his eyes lighting up with ecstatic joy.

"So, you've basically been naked this whole time?" he stammered.

Elsa jolted.

SLAP!

The blow almost knocked Jack off of his feet, and he stumbled to the side, catching himself on his staff. He then quickly righted himself, gingerly touching his fingers to his face as Elsa lowered her hand and took a step back, blushing furiously.

Jack shook his head, gently massaging his jaw as he looked back up into Elsa's eyes. "Okay," he choked. "I deserved that."

Elsa clenched her teeth and her fists together, a few flurries of snow materializing out of the air and falling softly to the floor around them.

Catching it forward from off his arm with both hands, Jack leaned his forehead against the staff. Then, he hesitantly opened one eye, looking up to Elsa.

"Can we kiss again?"

"NO."

"Right. Okay."

He gave her quick nod, swallowing hard and running his fingers through his hair. Elsa looked down, fidgeting with her fingers nervously.

"Um," she stammered, "I was—I was kinda wanting to talk to you about that. Actually."

Jack jerked his head up. "About what, now?"

"Our—um—our friendship."

His face fell. Elsa, her mind racing, pulled in a deep breath.

"I keep kissing you!" she blurted, "And I'm sorry."

To this, Jack's eyes widened. "You're—sorry you kissed me?"

"No! I mean—yes? I—!"

Elsa's hands flew to her temples, and she squeezed her eyes shut, giving her head a violent shake. Taking a deep breath, she tried again.

"I'm sorry if it was inappropriate," she choked. "I wasn't thinking straight."

His eyebrows lifted. "I don't think it was inappropriate," he said softly.

"You don't?"

Elsa shyly looked up again, grimacing.

Jack Frost shook his head. "I don't think it was inappropriate. I thought it was great," he told her. "I mean—unless you didn't want to kiss me, and—"

"—I did."

His eyebrows lifted. "And you liked it?" he pressed.

Elsa bit her lip, glancing downwards. After a beat, she nodded, feeling her face flush bright red again.

Shifting his fingers on the staff, Jack took a step towards her. "Soooo… I liked it, and you liked it, and we weren't doing anything wrong," he said. "What's the problem?"

"It's the friendship thing," she choked, "I'm—I'm still pretty new to it. But I'm still fairly certain that you don't kiss your friends. Even best friends."

To this, Jack's mouth twisted to the side. Choosing his words carefully, he then adjusted his grip on the staff.

"What if—this was going to be more than a friendship?" he ventured.

"Well, then we'd just be going too fast," Elsa scoffed, crossing her arms over her chest.

Also: you're JACK FROST.

His cheeks flushing, the Guardian of Fun self-consciously reached up and scratched the back of his neck. "You think so?"

"Oh, come now," Elsa said with an eye-roll, "Even if you were interested in something like that, this would be too fast."

"Like me seeing you without clothes on by Day Three?"

"That doesn't count. It was an accident." Elsa folded her arms tighter across her chest. Then, with a new and terrifying thought occurring to her, she snapped her head back up. "At least—it'd better have been an accident—"

"—It was!"

She raised her eyebrows. Jack ran his fingers through his hair again.

"I mean—it was," he stammered, "But I—it's not like I hadn'twell, it's not that I didn't enjoy it, or—"

"—Please stop talking," Elsa interrupted.

"Um—"

"—Now."

"Okay."

They stood in silence for a few more moments, staring at each other, unsure of what to say next.

"But—um," Elsa started again, then pausing and pulling in another breath, "I was—I was basically going to ask if—well—yesterday—"

Her voice trailed off. Jack stood up straighter again, tossing his staff into his other hand. "What about yesterday?"

Elsa could feel his expectant gaze on her face. She squeezed her eyes shut tighter, fidgeting with her fingers and sucking in her breath.

"Could we just pretend that it didn't happen?" she blurted suddenly.

Jack's eye widened in shock for a moment at the statement. Then, his face broke into a sheepish grin. He leaned onto his staff. "I would love to pretend that yesterday didn't happen. That's a great idea."

"And this morning, too?"

Jack glanced to the left. Then, grimacing slightly, he slowly looked back up to her, the same mischievous little hint of a smile twitching out of the side of his mouth. Elsa's throat hardened with sudden embarrassment again.

She squeezed her eyes shut, setting her jaw. "Basically," she stammered, "You are never going to get that image out of your head… are you?"

He shook his head, laughing nervously again, and then looked up into her eyes. "Not on your life," he choked.

Elsa bit her lip. "I don't suppose if I asked you to try to forget it, that…?"

He looked back to her, raising his eyebrows.

"Not. On. Your. LIFE," Jack enunciated. "Elsa, if you walked in on me wearing something like that, would you be able to forget it that easily?"

"Jack, if I walked in on you wearing something like that, I would have other concerns first."

He snorted, shaking his head. "I guess you have a point there," he muttered, "And I can promise you that I wouldn't be caught dead wearing a—well, one of those—squeezy—waist—thingies—"

Still holding the staff, he awkwardly traced an hourglass in the air with his hands, looking to her helplessly. Shifting on her feet with discomfort, Elsa bit her lip.

"—My corset?" she asked.

"—Chest pusher-upper—"

"—Sounds like a corset—"

"—Lung squasher—"

"—I'm thinking you mean a corset—"

"—Torture device."

"A corset," she said decidedly.

He raised his eyebrows. "I have no idea how women put up with those things," he chuckled bitterly, "Or—you know—breathe—"

Elsa shrugged. "I don't tightlace," she scoffed, "And, you get used to it. It's really not all that bad. But, I'd say that we put up with corsets the same way we put up with men."

"How's that?"

"With skill."

He rolled his eyes, snatching up his staff and joining her as she turned and began to walk back to the bedroom. "Speaking of putting up with men," he said, relaxing a bit, "How many suitors' audiences do we have today?"

"We?"

"Well—I'm coming with you," Jack said matter-of-factly. "Um… aren't I?"

The Spirit of Winter leaned into his staff again, hopefully gazing into her face. Elsa paused, once again taken aback at the realization as she stared into Jack Frost's brilliant, snowflake-marked eyes.

Her dear friend's brilliant, snowflake-marked eyes.

"Yeah. I mean, yes," Elsa exclaimed, "I—that would be wonderful. Thank you."

He grinned, picking up the staff again. "So, how many guys today? You never actually said."

"Oh! Um, none, actually," Elsa realized. "But I think there are four tomorrow."

"So, we have the whole day to ourselves?"

"Not quite."

They reached the door, and Jack leapt in front of Elsa and pulled it open. She thanked him and walked through, and he followed.

"What's the plan, then?" he asked, eyebrows raised.

"After breakfast and the usual kingdom affairs," she informed him, "You and I are going to the Royal Library. We have research to do."

They had now reached her dresser. Elsa flicked her hands behind her, and Jack leapt up into the air as a long capelet appeared, sparkling ice shooting out of the back of her dress and elegantly rolling down her body and out across the floor. She looked in the mirror, pretending not to notice his impressed smile as she began to run her fingers through her hair and pull it into her regal braid.

"I still have no idea how you do that fabric thing with the frost," he laughed, "It's sort of incredible. And, researching what?"

"Arendelle's child abuse laws."

"Ah. A big old bucket of fun, then."

She finished the braid, running her hand down her hair. Snowflakes and shimmering particles appeared from under her fingers, and she turned back to Jack.

"You don't have to come," she corrected herself, feeling the pang of embarrassment hitting her chest again. "I just thought—"

"—Of course I'm coming, Snowflake." He shook his head, gazing admiringly at the ice crystals in her hair with that same slight smile twitching out of the side of his mouth. "It's important, and I imagine that you could use some help. But, if I come to offer my assistance, I'm going to be the one deciding when you've been working for too long without a break. Deal?"

"Deal."

She raised her eyebrows, beckoning to Jack as she walked towards the door. "Well, come along then, Mr. Frost," Elsa chuckled. "If you're going to be a part of the Ice Alliance, it's high time you learned something about running a kingdom."

Chapter 24: Politics

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey, everybody! Disclaimer: I'm becoming a scientist, and I know absolutely NOTHING about law. Thankfully, because this is Arendelle, I get to make it up. ALSO, I'm PMing a bunch of different people right now; if I'm not getting back to you quickly, it's because I'm losing control of my life, not because I don't adore you. Have a great day!

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24: POLITICS

After breakfast, Elsa took Jack down a number of hallways twisting and turning through the castle, her heart pounding as she struggled to keep her breathing even. Passing the numerous nobles, servants, representatives, and everyone else that one would usually see in such a place, the Spirit of Winter was invisible to everyone but her, but that didn't make the experience any less intimidating. At any moment, she half-expected to hear some high-ranking official or member of the nobility give a dramatic gasp, followed by a demand to know what official business the strangely-dressed, white-haired young man had, cryptically following the Snow Queen through the castle. At which point, she would have to leap in and try to explain.

And what an explanation that would have to be.

Thankfully, the worst-case scenario confrontation never came, and Elsa was able to continue politely acknowledging all of the customary bows and curtsies and pledges of loyalty to Arendelle without incident, acting as though everything was perfectly normal, regally sweeping through the richly-carpeted halls with the frozen, forced smile of The Queen Face plastered over her features.

At last, coming down a well-kept but silent hallway, Elsa sharply drew in her breath, gripping the cords of her small, velvet bag so hard that her knuckles turned white. The solitary guard at the enormous wooden doors bowed regally, carefully holding his gun pointing straight into the air. Elsa drew herself up.

"I will be requiring some privacy with the records today," she ordered, her hand trembling as she reached into the bag. "P-Please make sure that no one enters the library after me until I give the word."

He nodded. Stepping to the side, he then let Elsa pass by him, pulling a tarnished silver key out of the bag as she stepped up to the doors. Swallowing her heart back down, she closed her eyes, pulling in a long breath.

Elsa stuck the key into the lock.

Readjusting her grip and leaning into it, she pulled it down, turning the key to the side with all her strength. The lock opened with a dull clunk, and the door swung back, revealing an enormous room filled with light.

Pulling the lock back out and drawing herself up again, Elsa regally glanced back to the guard, smiling politely and walking forward. Jack silently leapt into the air, flipping forward over her through the door before the guard reached in to pull it shut.

As the Snow Queen whisked in her capelet from the hallway, the guard nodded, the enormous door creaking on its hinges as it slowly swung back after him.

Clunk.

One could always get out of the records library, but it remained locked to the outside at all times. Only a few people—like her—had access to one of the enormous silver keys that would open it.

Without saying a word, Elsa turned and swished her hand across the door. An enormous snowdrift materialized out of the air and swept up against it, and with a dull rumbling resounding through the room, she then raised her arms, pulling a huge wall of ice from the ground. Pushing her hands in front of her, she shoved the wall up against the snowdrift, smashing the snow into the enormous door from the bottom to the top, sealing the cracks.

Crunch.

Elsa took a few steps back and put her hands on her hips, eying her handiwork. She then looked to Jack, and realized that was staring at her with a slightly dazed, glassy-eyed smile again. It was the same look he'd had when she'd pulled ice crystals out of her braid that morning.

She shrugged. "Soundproofing."

Snapping out of the haze, Jack's eyes suddenly came back into focus. He laughed under his breath, shaking his head and looking back up at her. "I know," he said quietly. "It's brilliant."

"Thanks." Elsa blushed slightly, smiling.

After a long moment of staring into each other's eyes, she jolted, spinning around. "Right! Records," Elsa blurted. "Let's see… I think we're in the M's, over here…"

She paced quickly down the long row on the edge of the library, between the grandiose bookshelves and the wall, her sea-green capelet flowing behind her. The library—or rather, the royal records collection—was an enormous room, with a line of large windows around the top of the grand arched ceiling, filled with row after row of towering shelves. All of these shelves were filled with hundreds of years' worth of all the records of Arendelle's doings—and its secrets. Hence, why it was kept locked with a guard. Hence, why Queen Elsa had a key, or at least, had a key until Anna was able to come off of her leave.

Ahtohallan might have had the Nokk to protect it, but in the "real" world, locks, guards, and paranoia were about the best you could do.

"As I recall," the Fifth Spirit mused, pacing down one of the aisles as Jack flew after her, "Court records are all filed under C, and then organized from there."

"Court records?"

Elsa paused and turned to him as he lit down upon the carpet again, bouncing on the balls of his feet as he did so and slowing down to match her pace.

"What do you mean, court records?" Jack asked, "I thought we were researching the laws themselves."

"In my experience, the law itself is a lot less important than how it's being interpreted and used in court," she replied, taking a few steps back and staring up at the shelves. "I figure that we should start with the last few years of court records, and then we can do more research from there. You know—get an idea if any of the laws are even being used."

"Wait—law is a matter of interpretation?"

Elsa, not seeing what she was looking for, turned away again and ran out to the end of the aisle. "If you can convince the jury that it is, then yes," she explained, taking another step back and staring up at the shelves. They had now crossed to the other side of the library, which opened between a few of the shelves to a large table, flooded with sunlight from an enormous set of high windows in the late morning. "Welcome to the judicial system."

He raised his eyebrows. "I thought that the whole point of a law was that it couldn't be open to interpretation," he scoffed.

"Court is a wars of words," she sighed, "And words can be twisted, if they're not written clearly enough. Which is usually the case, by the time that the politicians get done arguing about them—Ah! There they are!"

Jack looked up as Elsa pointed. On the third row from the top of one of the sets of enormous shelves, and spilling over a few feet into the fourth row, was a large set of navy volumes. The table was now directly behind them, and the Snow Queen ran to the other end of the long shelf, grasping a wheeled ladder and pulling it back. Stopping in front of the row and looking up, Elsa daintily stepped out of her icy high heels, then hiking up her skirt and scrambling up the rungs.

"Let's see," she muttered, running her eyes over the labels as she climbed, "…Intellectual Property Cases Immigration Cases… Health Cases…"

Finally, near the top of the shelf—about 30 feet in the air—Elsa reached the navy volumes. "Family Cases!" she exclaimed, "Ah-ha! I was right!"

Grasping the shelf underneath the ladder, she shoved herself to the side, and the ladder went bumping and rolling down to the end of the aisle. As it hit the end of its wooden track, it jolted to a stop, with Elsa's long, hanging capelet swishing to the side underneath her. She reached for the last of the navy blue books, and then paused, realizing how high up she was. And how large the volume was.

She bit her lip, feeling the edge of the enormous book and glancing down through the ladder at her feet, 30 feet in the air. She usually would have just flicked her fingers and made a slide to send it down, but it was—fragile. Elsa gripped the ladder slightly tighter, her throat hardening with embarrassment.

"Could you use some assistance, ma'am?"

Elsa snapped her head up, looking beside her. With a slight smirk on his face, Jack Frost was suddenly floating cross-legged in the air next to her.

Feeling blood rushing to her cheeks, Elsa adjusted her grip on the ladder. She smiled sheepishly in spite of herself. "Show off," she mumbled. Jack grinned.

"Seriously, though," he laughed, "Do you want to hand something to me?"

"Are you sure? They're super heavy. And fragile."

He rolled his eyes. "They're books, Snowflake," he chuckled. "I'm pretty sure I can handle thOH!"

As Elsa pushed the enormous volume off the shelf and into his outstretched arms, Jack's body lurched forward from the sudden weight, dropping five feet in the air. Catching his breath, he then righted himself, pulling it up and hovering back to Elsa's eye-level again.

She giggled, covering her mouth with her free hand while gripping the ladder with the other. "I told you it was heavy!" she exclaimed.

"Yeah, but not heavier than you!" Jack readjusted his grip on the book, his staff tucked under his arm. "What is this printed on, lead?"

"I'm certain that isn't heavier than me," Elsa retorted. "It's just parchment."

"Lead… parchment…" he muttered, turning away from her and flying down to the table.

Elsa pulled another volume out onto the edge of the shelf. Jack was back up in a few moments, holding out his arms again. This time, he had braced himself, his eyes narrowed with determination. She restrained from laughing, seeing the intensity in his expression. Jack Frost was no weakling, but in terms of upper-body strength, he wasn't exactly Kristoff, either.

Pushing the second book off, he caught it, this time only dropping a few inches, but still clearly straining. Elsa said nothing, smiling quietly to herself and looking down, feeling for the rungs of the ladder and beginning to descend.

Jack had placed both of the books on the enormous oak table in the opening between the shelves. As she stepped off the ladder, not bothering to put her shoes back on, he looked up into her eyes, leaning onto the wood.

"So…?" he prompted, "Now, we're trying to find… what, exactly?"

"We're trying to find references to child abuse laws," Elsa said, pulling out a chair from underneath the table. Watching her intently, Jack did likewise. "If we see any patterns in the court records, we'll know which ones are being used the most. Or if they're being used at all. Well—recently, anyway."

"How do you mean?"

"Every year, all the transcripts of each category of court proceedings are gathered and bound into a new volume of these books," she explained, grasping one of the volumes and pulling it towards herself on the table. She sat down on the chair, smoothing her dress and capelet underneath her as she did so. "We just pulled the volumes for last year and the year before. You can do last year's, if you like. Start close to the present, and work backwards."

Jack was looking at the enormous volume, staring blankly forward, a slightly worried expression on his face. "Um… so we just… start looking, or…?"

Elsa looked up at him, raising her eyebrows. Then, she shook her head, getting onto her feet again and reaching for his volume, a mischievous smile twitching out of the side of her mouth.

"Oh, yes—that's right," Elsa said slyly, pulling the book towards herself and heaving it into her arms. "You don't know each other!"

"Wait, what?"

Elsa turned to the book, beaming. "Let's see… Arendelle Family Law Court Records Volume 284, meet Jack Frost. Jack," she said, looking back to him, "Politics."

And she slammed the volume down onto the table.

WHAM.

Jack's face drained of color. After a few moments of horrified silence, he slowly looked back up into her eyes, pointing to the text.

"I have to search through all of this?" he squeaked.

"Oh, don't be silly, Jack!" Elsa chuckled, gesturing to the enormous wall of books behind her. "Those too."

His eyes widened. Looking deflated, Elsa watched as he then slowly opened the cover, grasping all of the pages into a chunk in his right hand, and flipping to the back. A look of confusion swept over his face, and he then jerked his head back up, looking to her. "Wait. Where's the index?"

"Chronological order. No index."

"What?"

"Jack, these are court transcripts," she explained, sitting down across from him with the other enormous volume. "But there should be a table of contents, with the name of each prosecution and defense. Law and politics and policy often blend together in a kingdom this small, but you can still be grateful that we're not having to really go all that deep."

"Wow," he scoffed. "That is breathtakingly unhelpful."

"Welcome to the judicial system."

"I'm sensing a pattern here."

"You're not the first." The Snow Queen sighed, opening her own book and flipping to the first case. "Start. Reading."

Jack bit his lip, looking back to the text. Then, defeated, he pushed all the pages back to the other side of the book, going to the beginning and resting his face on his hand.

"Just so you know," he grumbled, "I am the best friend ever."

"I had a feeling you might be."

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"Gaaaaaaaurgh."

Elsa looked up. A great deal of time had passed, and Jack, his face slipping down from his hand, slowly turned a page of the text.

"What is it, Jack?" she asked.

"My braaaaaain," he groaned. "I think it's disintegrating."

"Well, if you aren't used to long reading—"

"—It's not the reading," he scoffed, sitting up. He looked into Elsa's face. "The reading is fine. I have no issues with long reading. It's just the people."

"What about them?"

"They're… idiots." Jack leaned forward, resting his elbows on the table and kneading his eyebrows. "I've never read a book before where every. Single. Character. Was an idiot..."

"Oh, come on," Elsa retorted, "That's not true. It's just that court has a tendency to bring out the worst in—"

"—EVERYONE IN THIS BOOK IS AN IDIOT, ELSA!"

"Watch yourself, Frost!" she chuckled threateningly, "I'm in that book!"

"REALLY? An intelligent person? A single voice of sanity?" he sputtered, flipping forward through the pages. "Well, in THAT case, let's go straight to that part!"

"Well—alright, maybe not that book," Elsa admitted. "That's the in-progress compilation for this year's volume, and I wasn't reinstated as the queen until about a month ago. They'll add my part in. But I'll be in the next volume."

Jack bit his lip. Then, opening his mouth to say something, he looked to the book, and to Elsa, and then back to the book.

"I—!"

His voice trailed off. Elsa watched as his eyes rolled back, and he collapsed forward, slamming his forehead against the table.

BANG.

"Oh, just be patient," Elsa continued, struggling to keep a straight face, "If you'll just wait until the end of January, they'll compile this year's records, and you'll have another brand new volume to explore! Just think of all the exciting reading that—"

BANG. BANG. BANG.

"Oh, come now, Jack. It's not that bad."

BANG. He stopped, slowly looking up to Elsa and raising his eyebrows. He then let out a sharp bark of bitter laughter, shaking his head.

"These people have been arguing for the last 14 pages," he groaned. "About a cow."

Elsa turned another page, not looking up. "Oh, yes—I vaguely remember Anna telling me about that one," she mused, "It was pretty early in the year, like February or something, right? Who got it?"

His hand slapped down on top of the column where she was reading. Looking up, Elsa found herself staring into his strikingly blue eyes, hardly an inch from her own, as he hovered over the table.

"It. Died. Sixty. YEARS AGO," he enunciated.

She burst out laughing, seeing the intensity in Jack's expression. "Oh, that's right! Divorce court!" she exclaimed. "My favorite part of the entire legal system."

"Really?"

"No."

"Good. I was worried." He flipped upside-down in the air, casually staring at her from above the table with his white hair hanging down in front of her face. "And finish whatever sentence you're on, because we're taking a break."

She looked towards the sun in the enormous windows above them, eying its position and doing a quick calculation in her head. "We've hardly been at this for three hours, Jack!"

He raised an eyebrow, beginning to pull the book away from her across the table. "Elsa, can you please take a moment to think about that statement?"

"Three hours of research is nothing," she protested, grabbing the volume back and pulling it towards herself. "I don't miss this part of being the queen, but I still know how to do it. I mean, I haven't even found anything relevant yet, and—"

"—That would be a reflection of the lack of relevant material, not our lack of work," he retorted. "Come on, Elsa. We had a deal."

"Just a few more minutes! I promise!"

Jack rolled his eyes, darting up into the air, and the Snow Queen shook her head, turning back to the page she was on and finding her place again. Just as she was reaching her hand forward onto the column, a sudden gust of cold wind rushed past her, blowing all the pages to the side. She snapped her head up, groaning in frustration.

"JACK!" Elsa protested, "What are you—EEK!"

FWOOM!

Her chair suddenly blasted backwards, and Elsa squeaked in shock, gasping and instinctively grabbing its arms as it shot across the ice-covered carpet. Just before it hit the wall, the chair crashed into a pile of soft snow and crunched to a halt.

Jerking her head up, she saw Jack Frost standing casually on the table, grinning. Tossing his staff into his other hand, he laughed, leaping down onto the icy floor.

"A deal's a deal, Snowflake," he chuckled as he walked towards her. "And I'm not letting you back out of it."

Elsa scoffed, shaking her head as she pushed herself up out of the chair. "Then what do you expect me to do?"

"First," he retorted, that same sly little hint of a smile twitching out of the side of his mouth, "I'd recommend making yourself some ammo."

Elsa's breath caught as the Guardian of Fun flipped his hand over, revealing a snowball materializing in his palm. Looking to her mischievously, he then bent down and blew across it, setting the ice particles aglow with sparkling blue magic as he peered up at her through his eyelashes, tossing it playfully in his hand.

Her heart leapt.

"Oh, you are so on," Elsa breathed, beginning to roll her hands in the air.

Chapter 25: A Blizzard in the Library

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Okay, I don't think I did as well as I wanted to, but BAM, ATTEMPT NUMBER ONE AT THE GRE [science] SUBJECT TEST IS DONE, AND I DID BETTER THAN I EXPECTED! I've been studying for about a year and a half for that sucker, and now, I know more of what I need to focus on between now and October's exam. Sorry I didn't get anything posted sooner! Also, action is— difficult —to write. I hope this came off okay. Let me know in the reviews, and thanks again for reading! I love you all, and I hope yer havin a spectacular day!

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo, hooray!

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25: A BLIZZARD IN THE LIBRARY (AKA, The Obligatory Snowball Fight Chapter )

Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter, watching the enormous ball of sparkling ice particles forming over Elsa's head. He grinned, raising a single eyebrow at her flirtatiously. "You're really into the ginormous snowball thing, aren't you?"

"Oh, I am so sorry," she retorted, sweeping more layers of frost onto its surface and holding it up. "Not creative enough?"

"Naw. It's just funny," he chuckled, tossing his much smaller snowball in his hand. "You've got a signature snowball fight technique. But, of course, that opens you up to attacks like—well, like this."

He wheeled around and flung his sparkling snowball at her shoulder. She let out a little shriek and leapt to the side as it grazed her, but then slipped on the ice, falling into the snowdrift behind. As she jerked her hands down to catch herself, she let go of her enormous snowball, and it dropped on top of her, crushing her into the snow again.

Struggling out of the snowdrift and yanking her skirt back into place, Elsa gasped for breath, stumbling onto her feet and looking back to Jack. He was laughing, crouching on top of his staff.

"And that," he chuckled, "Is the downside of having a signature move."

Elsa rolled her eyes, brushing a few stray flurries off of her skirt and shaking her head. "So, I need to think of something more original?" she asked.

He raised his eyebrows, forming another snowball in his hand. "Never underestimate the element of surprise."

"Like this?"

A sly smile twitched out of the side of Elsa's mouth, and she daintily swept her left hand forward in his direction.

But nothing seemed to happen.

A look of confusion swept across Jack's face as he readjusted himself on the staff.

"Like wha—AUGH!"

Elsa giggled as the end of his staff slipped on the tiny patch of ice that she'd formed underneath it. Jack fell down, crashing into the table. She gasped, running forward.

"Are you okay?"

Jack laughed, righting himself and snatching up the staff. "Relax, Snowflake. I'm fine."

"I—I w-wasn't trying to make you fall," she stammered frantically, "I'm sorry."

"Not as sorry as you're going to be," he said slyly.

Before she could respond, Jack suddenly leapt forward, scooping her up and shooting into the air. Elsa squeaked in shock, gasping and throwing her arms around his neck as they rocketed upwards, and in a few moments, the Spirit of Winter was gently setting her down on the high-up edge of one of the enormous bookshelves, almost touching the vaulted ceiling.

"JACK!" she choked as he pulled his arms away, "What are—why did—!"

Elsa's voice trailed off, and she scooted backwards, bumping into the spines of the books behind her. Jack instinctively leapt forward to catch her, letting out a nervous laugh and backing away in the air as she steadied herself by the books.

"Oh," he shrugged, "Just figured it was a good place to put you. For safe keeping."

"Safe keeping?!"

"The way I see it," he said matter-of-factly, drawing himself up in the air, "The typical snowball fight is won by determining what player hits the others the most times."

Elsa shifted her hips on the shelf. "Yes. So?"

"Well, don't you think that's too easy?" he laughed. "I mean—come on, Snowflake. We can do better than that."

"What did you have in mind?"

Jack Frost shrugged again, blowing a clump of white hair out of his face. Flipping the staff over his wrist, he then sat down on it in the air, looking to Elsa mischievously.

"How about—let's see," he mused, "Either—first one to get hit three times, or to be completely covered in snow?"

She raised her eyebrows. "You would drop a snowdrift on me?!"

"Of course not, m'lady."

He grinned wryly, snatching the staff out from underneath himself and flying forward to her in the air. Elsa raised her eyebrows as he picked up her hand, bringing it to his lips.

"I would drop you into it," Jack said.

Elsa jerked her hand away. "You're such a gentleman," she scoffed.

"I know." Jack grinned again, backing up in the air with a shrug. "Which is why I'm going to let you lose gracefully."

Elsa's mouth fell open as he laughed, flipping backwards into the air and tumbling towards the ground. Jolting to a stop, a few rogue snowflakes dancing around him from the sudden gust of wind, Elsa watched as Jack Frost swung the shepherd's crook beneath his feet, a blanket of sparkling snow materializing out of the air behind it and falling softly towards the ground.

"Why are you so sure I'm going to lose?" Elsa called out to him from the ledge.

He paused. Spinning back around to face her in the air, Jack looked to Elsa flirtatiously.

"Because I've got a reputation to keep up, ma'am," he teased, darting up to her in the air again and stopping in front of the ledge. "Snowball-fight-wise, I will have you know that I am currently undefeated."

"As am I."

"You could just give up now. Save time," he chuckled, shooting upwards again. "I'm the Spirit of Winter, sweetheart!"

As her mouth fell open again, he laughed, spinning around in the air and shooting up into the skylight. Her heart skipping a beat as she watched him swing the shepherd's crook over his head, an indoor stormcloud whirling into existence over the glass, Elsa bit the edge of her lip. Looking back down and narrowing her eyes in concentration, she swept her hands out in front of her, a long, fluffy slope of frost materializing from the ledge and rolling towards the floor.

Whoosh!

A hint of a smirk on her mouth, she looked back up to the boy in the skylight.

"And I'm the Snow Queen!"

CREAK!

The slide froze as Elsa pushed herself off the ledge, plummeting down the slick ice in a gust of wind. Turning around to the ledge to respond, Jack startled, his mouth falling open in shock as he saw the slide, and Elsa getting up off the ground at the bottom of it.

Elsa gasped and scrambled onto her feet, hiking her skirt up to her knees and taking off into a run.

A gust of icy wind tore past her, and Elsa gasped as he suddenly dropped out of the air in front of her onto the carpet. Jack laughed, holding out his arms to catch her, and she skidded to a stop, backing up a pace and whirling around to run in the other direction. Yanking her capelet out of the way, Elsa had hardly made it three steps before there was another gust of wind, and Jack Frost was tumbling down in front of her again, raising an eyebrow mischievously.

Elsa smiled in embarrassment, letting out her breath and sheepishly walking towards him. Jack grinned slyly, tossing his staff into his other hand.

"Surrendering already, your highness?" he teased. "I would have expected more of a queen."

She let out a nervous laugh, fidgeting with her fingers as she felt blood rushing to her face. Opening her mouth to respond, the Snow Queen looked down to realize that Jack was holding his staff loosely in his hand, only watching her face.

Drawing herself back up, Elsa then suddenly clasped her hands behind her back and walked up to him. As she stood up on her tiptoes and leaned over his narrow shoulder, she heard the Spirit of Winter's breath catch, his entire body going rigid.

"You're right," Elsa whispered into his ear, restraining from a laugh as she slowly began to reach down towards his hand. "You should have expected more of a queen."

Elsa suddenly snatched the staff out of his hand, spinning around and taking off into a run.

"HEY!"

Elsa giggled as Jack sprinted after her between the towering bookcases. After a few moments, she looked back, her eyes widening as she realized that he was only about ten feet away.

And gaining.

She gasped, turning back and hiking up her skirt a little farther with her free hand, pushing herself to go faster as Jack reached forward and tried to grasp at the flapping end of her capelet, struggling to catch it as it billowed after her through the air. Elsa abruptly skidded across the carpet, turning down into one of the long aisles between the shelves. As she did so, she looked back and realized that Jack was right behind her again.

She gasped, whipping back around and running harder, and—

YANK!

Elsa squeaked in shock as the staff went flying out of her hand, sailing across the carpet. Pulling in a quick gasp for breath, she tried to run again, only to feel herself be jerked back by her capelet.

"HA!" Jack laughed as she stumbled, forcing her to slow almost to a stop. "CAUGHT you, Snowflake!"

Her heart pounding, Elsa abruptly spun around, pulling her fingers over the capelet.

Shhhhhhhink! It instantly disintegrated along the line that she'd drawn, and she gave a little jump, shaking the last of it from her dress. She then whipped around continued running as the icy fabric billowed back through the air straight into Jack's face. He yelped in surprise, and she laughed as she whipped around again, tearing down a path through a different aisle of shelves.

Zing!

Elsa felt the chill of a snowball rushing past her shoulder. She shrieked, leaping to the side and spinning around again, shooting a messy clump of ice at him. He laughed, falling forward into a roll on the floor as it sailed over his body, then scrambling to his feet and taking off after her again.

Elsa broke out of the shelves, rounding the edge of the bookcase and sprinting forward into the open part of the room with the table again. Another clump of slush zinged past her ear, this time on the other side, and she jumped back from it with a squeak, spinning back to face him. He was grinning triumphantly, his staff in his hand once again. He flipped forward in the air, laughing and easily dodging her poorly-aimed shower of ice particles. Elsa ducked as he threw an enormous snowball at her, which went sailing over her head, and she threw her hands out in front of her, countering with another stream of ice. Jack jumped into the air, barely missing the blast as it flew past him, hitting the wall of books. He then ran forward on the table, leaping off of it onto the floor and slamming his staff on the ground.

FOOM!

A thick cloud of snow billowed back through the room, engulfing everything in sight.

The cold wind of the instant blizzard in the library rushed through Elsa's dress and blew back her braid as the snow swirled and danced through the air, finally leaving them in a haze as it began to settle onto the books and shelves. Elsa rushed forward, hiking up her skirt and crawling onto the table, throwing her arms in front of her. She could build herself a fort before the haze cleared. Or, at least, she could get a good head start.

She ran up her new stairs from off the table, the fluffy snow hardening in clear ice as she ascended, her arms in front of her, eyes narrowed with concentration. She felt so—light. It was wonderful.

It was fun.

She finally reached the top of the enormous bookcase by the Family Law legal records, and swirled her right arm in a circle, creating a frosty disc stretching out from the shelf. As she stepped down onto it with her bare foot, it hardened as well, and she rushed forward onto it, hastily pulling up walls around its edges and further securing the platform to the shelving behind it. She was now 25 feet up in the air, her tiny ice structure stretching out from the bookcase over Jack's enormous snowdrift, surrounding her with thick, short walls, built of ice.

Gasping for breath, Elsa crouched down, bracing herself as she peered out of her icy fort. The snow was settled now from his blinding cloud of frost, but Jack was nowhere to be seen.

Poised and ready, Elsa kept one eyeball on the floor of the library, silently swirling a snowball into existence with her left hand. She put it down, and then swirled another, placing it beside the first. Before he came back, she could probably make a fairly decent pile of ammunition.

Surprise? She thought, giggling softly. Oh, Jack Frost, you don't even know the MEANING of the word, until you've seen my—

"—Bit of advice, your highness," a voice suddenly chuckled behind her. "Next time you're battling an enemy that can fly, you might want to build your fort with a roof."

Elsa whipped around and screamed.

As Jack leapt forward, she lunged to the side, knocking his staff out of his hand again. He caught the wall before he hit it, pushing himself back up as she scrambled to her feet, and before Elsa could react, he grabbed her arm, playfully spinning her around. She whipped back to face him, giggling and struggling as he laughed, scuffling on the ice by the short wall.

Reaching back and grasping the wall's edge, Elsa suddenly twisted out of his grasp, flinging her arm back towards him and blasting him back in a wall of snow. As Jack lost his footing, crying out in shock as he was knocked back onto the icy floor, she leapt up and shoved herself away from the wall, running leaping onto the stair railing with a laugh and sliding to the ground of the library.

Sliding off the end and stumbling onto her feet again, Elsa ran forward, rounding the corner of the first bookshelf and whipping into the aisle behind it, her mind racing. Jack was too fast. And just as powerful as she was. And she was losing energy. The only way to potentially beat him was to distract him, and if she could distract him, then—

The idea hitting her all at once as she reached the end of the aisle, Elsa sucked in her breath, spinning around. Planting her feet, she looked up and down the long stretch of carpet, biting her lip in concentration as she decided on the design.

"DANGIT, SNOWFLAKE!" Jack's voice was suddenly laughing as she threw her arms into the air, "YOU ARE NOT GETTING AWAY FROM ME AGAIN! I KNOW I SAW YOU RUN BACK—UH—"

RUMBLE RUMBLE RUMBLE RUMBLE.

His voice was drained out as dozens of walls of solid ice erupted out of the carpet, shooting up towards the ceiling in-between the towering bookshelves in twists and turns and curves, his view of her blocked by a gigantic, crystalline maze.

The walls of ice slammed into the top of the library with a resounding boom.

Pressing herself against the nearest wall, Elsa looked up to see a fine cloud of sparkling frost billowing out from the rafters above her as a blanket of silence fell over the Royal Records Collection once again. After a few moments passed, she heard the sound of Jack Frost's voice echoing from somewhere within the icy maze.

"Now, where did you go?" he muttered.

Elsa jumped, spinning around. Carefully bending down and picking up the edge of her skirt, she pulled in her breath, silently running around one of the icy walls and away from the sound.

"You can't hide from me forever, Snowflake!" Jack's voice teased again. "I mean… come on. We both know that you're gonna miss me…"

Elsa restrained from a laugh, silently rolling her eyes. Oh, Jack. Oh, snarky, ridiculous Jack...

Pressing herself against the bookshelf behind the wall of ice, she cupped her left hand in front of herself at waist level, silently swirling her right hand over it. A perfect snowball materialized in her grasp, and she tossed it to herself, feeling its weight.

"Come onnnnnn, Snowflake… don't I at least get a hint?"

He was getting closer.

Elsa's heart started pounding, and she held her breath, biting down hard on her lip and determinately fighting against the fit of giggles building up in her chest. A snowball fight. How long at it been, since she'd had a snowball fight? Too long. It wasn't exactly a regal feeling, or a sophisticated one, but—but maybe it didn't have to be. Here, hiding behind a wall of ice, holding her snowball at the ready, she didn't feel like the Queen. She felt—what was this feeling?

It was like the way she used to feel with Anna, before she realized that Anna could get hurt. And while she was still being careful not to hurt Jack, just knowing that it was less likely, just knowing that she didn't have to restrain all the time, that he could match her strength, that she could just release, and let it go, and have fun, and—!

An expression of wonder crept over the Snow Queen's face as she slowly looked down to the snowball in her hand.

So this was joy.

"THERE you are!"

Elsa shrieked in shock, whipping around and flinging her snowball as Jack suddenly leapt forward at her by the wall of ice. As it flew past him, making him jump to the side, she picked up the edge of her skirt and ran.

The cold wind rushing past her as she sprinted down the aisle between the towering bookshelves, running through her labyrinth of ice walls, Elsa could feel the air ripping at what was left of her capelet, the rush filling her soul again. Joy. It was—joy?

Rounding another corner, Elsa looked up to feel a the cold wind sweep past her. Flurries of snow upon it, it was then suddenly gathering, condensing an enormous, soft snowbank at the end of the aisle in front of her, the pile materializing out of the air and blocking off the end of her path. It—was he—!

Elsa spun around and gasped.

The air knocked from her lungs, she was suddenly flying backwards as Jack tackled her, sending them both crashing into the enormous snowdrift. She let out a giggle of shock and started to roll to the side, but before she could do so, he leapt forward and grabbed the edge of her capelet, yanking her back. She squeaked in protest as she fell, struggling to sit up again, and Jack laughed triumphantly, catching her wrists and slamming her back down into the snow.

"GOTCHA!"

Her heart pounding, Elsa's eyes widened as she stared up at him, her chest quickly rising up and down as she gasped for breath. Pinning her down, Jack swung his leg over her, laughing and laughing again as…

His voice trailed off.

Still holding her down in the snow, Elsa watched as Jack's eyes flickered down to her dress, his mouth falling slightly open in shock. After a few moments, he shifted on his knee, his cheeks flushing.

He looked back up into her eyes.

"Uh…" Jack breathed. "Hey."

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"H-hello," she quavered.

He smiled sheepishly, readjusting his grip on her wrists and shifting on his knee again. Gazing down at her, the Spirit of Winter's eyes went glassy, his usually piercing gaze softening as he held her down in the snow.

Elsa shakily pulled in her breath.

"Um… Jack?" she squeaked.

He jolted slightly, his eyes snapping into focus. Then, his expression shifted back again, a half-vacant, dreamy smile spreading across his features.

"Yeah?" he whispered.

Elsa glanced down. She then pulled in another breath, nervously looking back up into his face.

"You're on top of me."

"Oh!"

Jack jumped, abruptly releasing Elsa's wrists and scrambling off her legs. Leaping onto his feet, he spun around to help her up, blushing furiously and letting out a self-conscious laugh. "Right—sorry—!"

Elsa took his outstretched hand, letting him help pull her onto her feet. As soon as she stood up, she began to sink back into the soft snow, and Jack laughed nervously again, reaching out his foot and flicking the powder with his toe. It hardened instantly into ice, and Elsa stepped up onto the solid stair, daintily picking up the edge of her dress and walking out onto what was now the last remaining exposed clump of carpet.

As she pulled her hand back out of Jack's, he dropped his arm to his side, stepping away from her. Straightening her dress, she turned to face him.

"That magic of yours really is something," Elsa laughed breathlessly. "I—I haven't really just let everything go like that since—ever."

"Magic?" Jack asked.

A wave of confusion swept over her face. "Well—yeah!" she stammered, "When—when you hit me with some fun magic at the beginning. The first snowball. Right?"

"Elsa, I didn't put any magic into that snowball."

Her eyes widened.

"You—you didn't?" Elsa breathed.

He shook his head, sticking his hands into his front pocket. "Not a bit," Jack laughed, walking towards her. "I just made it sparkle a bit, so you'd think that I did. That was all you, Snowflake."

Elsa's mouth fell open in shock. As blood rushed to her face, Jack stepped up to her, laughing good-naturedly at her expression.

"You. Like. Having. Fun," he enunciated, brushing a hair out of her face as she looked up. "Now—if you'll excuse me—I kind of need to go find my staff."

 

Chapter 26: Centered

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(LONG) AUTHOR'S NOTE: I just wanted to stick a quick note of thanks here to a specific guest reviewer that I can't contact. Oh my goodness, thank you SO MUCH for pointing out that thing with the "giggling" to me! I actually thought I had already taken that out—apparently, I didn't publish the right version of the last chapter! (OOPS!) And no, I'm not offended at ALL. I totally get the importance of switching up word choice—that's what keeps the flow of the writing correct; use a word too much and you draw attention to it. In this case especially, the excessive use of the word "giggling" on the last chapter even managed to change the intended meaning.

What I Was Trying To Convey: "Elsa's having a ton of fun right now!"

What Actually Was Conveyed: "DANGIT, JACK! DID YOU OVERDOSE THE QUEEN AGAIN?!"

Anyhoo. Thank you SO MUCH for pointing that out to me so that I could try to fix it! See, everybody— THIS IS PART OF WHY REVIEWS ARE SO IMPORTANT. While I love love LOVE the reviews that are simply compliments ("QUICK! EVERYBODY TELL ME HOW WONDERFUL I AM!") and get a lot of motivation to keep writing from them, I will often make major mistakes—and this kind of constructive feedback helps me to catch them. So, please review— especially if you think there's some sort of problem; you're probably right. Thanks for bearing with me through this long note, and I hope you have a fantabulous day!)

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26: CENTERED

As the Spirit of Winter whirled around, sticking his hands into his front pocket as he walked back towards the ice fort, Elsa stumbled back a step, her head spinning. She'd just had a snowball fight. In the library. And against Jack Frost.

Jack. FROST.

Oh, wow.

The Fifth Spirit clapped her hand to her forehead, the realization hitting her all at once as she watched the white-haired Spirit of Winter bounding up the icy stairs, their slick, slightly-melted surfaces refreezing under his feet as he ran. That was—amazing. For the fifty thousand times that she'd fantasized about such a snowball fight, through her late childhood and early teenage years (and admittedly, in the previous fall), the real thing was somehow even better than her treasured snowy daydreams. It was like that rush she'd felt on the Nokk, the first time she'd seen Ahtohallan and realized it was a glacier, with what she'd thought was a confirmation of who was inside—but even more so. With Jack Frost himself, it seemed, EVERYTHING became more fun. Even getting caught.

Especially getting caught…

Shaking her head vigorously, Elsa jolted back into focus. Pulling in her breath, she looked up, suddenly realizing with horror that library was completely buried. Her stomach twisting preemptively, she drew herself up, fidgeting with her fingers as she followed after him to inspect the damage.

Stepping out from behind the end of the last bookcase, Elsa came forward into the sunlight, her gaze falling onto the piles of snow, the blasts of ice covering the tables and floor, and the icicles hanging from the bookshelves. It was a mess.

All of a sudden, Jack dropped out of the air in front of her, and she startled backwards with a squeak of shock.

"Fight's over, Snowflake," he laughed, letting his staff fall back onto his shoulder. "Don't be so nervous."

"I am not nervous," she retorted. "You just caught me off-guard."

He grinned, raising an eyebrow as Elsa put her hands on her hips. "I'm good at that."

"And the Snow Queen can match you."

"Unless…"

Jack's voice trailed off.

Elsa felt a gust of cold air, a faint sparkling in her peripheral vision. Realizing what he was doing, she gasped and leapt away from him, spinning around and materializing a snowball into her hand.

Each threateningly pulling back a snowball, Jack and Elsa stared at each other, frozen in their places.

After a few moments, Elsa saw a hint of a smile begin to tug at the side of Jack's mouth. Struggling not to break eye contact herself, glaring at him as menacingly as she could, Elsa bit her lip, starting to smile as well.

With a loud snort, Jack Frost suddenly burst out laughing, dropping his head forward and looking to Elsa with a sheepish grin. Relaxing her grip, she started laughing as well, her heart leaping as Jack shrugged, tossing his snowball to the side and walking towards her.

"Truce?" he offered.

Elsa raised her eyebrows, looking down to his outstretched hand. Letting out her breath, she shrugged, dropping her snowball as well and stepping forward.

"Truce," she agreed.

The Fifth Spirit and the Fifth Guardian clasped hands, and Jack grinned, giving her fingers a squeeze before letting go. Pulling in her breath, Elsa drew herself up, looking back to the shelves.

"Well—one thing's for certain," she said, glancing back to the table. "We certainly did quite a number on this library."

Jack raised his eyebrows, turning around and looking to their handiwork as well. It was an understatement, to say the least. All around them in the center of the library, the table, books, chairs, and carpet were buried underneath a thick layer of snow, blasts of ice protruding from every exposed surface and glinting in the sunlight that poured down upon them from the skylight above. Looking down, Elsa realized that all of the few exposed patches of carpet that had somehow remained visible were frozen solid, and that, from all outward appearances, that the towering bookshelves around them were not as much being held up by their own construction as much as they were being held up by the solid ice now encasing them.

"You do of course realize that we've got to clean this up," she sighed.

"What are you talking about?" Jack chuckled. "I think we kind of improved it."

Elsa scoffed, rolling her eyes and crossing her arms over her chest. Seeing the icicles again, the colors of the sunlight catching their spiked edges and setting them sparkling, she bit her lip.

Elsa suddenly felt a pang of horror hit her as she looked to the enormous snowdrift hill piled up against the bookcases.

"My shoes are somewhere in there, you know."

A look of confusion swept across Jack's face.

"Um…" he asked slowly, "Your… shoes?"

"I just noticed that I wasn't wearing them," Elsa stammered, "I—I took them off to climb up the ladder. And I don't know where they are in that snowbank, so I can't melt it without destroying them."

"Can't you just make new ones?"

"These were from my coronation. They're special to me," she admitted. "And, besides. I like my heels. They make me taller."

Jack raised his eyebrows, a hint of a teasing smile twitching out of the side of his mouth.

"Seriously?" he chuckled.

She stared at him in puzzlement. "What?" she demanded, "What's so funny?"

"We just created a small-scale blizzard in the Royal Library, and you're worried about your shoes?"

Elsa felt her throat tighten with embarrassment, and she looked down, fidgeting with her skirt.

"I—um," she choked, "I really like those shoes."

There was a moment of silence.

Slapping his palm over his eyes, Jack burst out laughing, shaking his head. "Mother of North," he groaned, grinning up at her as he pulled his hand down his face, "I am never going to understand women."

"Do not insult the shoes."

"They're shoes."

"They are amazing shoes. And, I hardly ever get to wear heels anymore anyway, so I'm trying to enjoy them as much as possible."

His brow furrowed in confusion. "What are you talking about?"

"My heels just aren't practical in the Enchanted Forest. When I'm out there, I'm usually wearing sandals," Elsa admitted, "And when I'm riding the Nokk, I usually just forget shoes altogether. So I can feel everything better."

To this, Jack Frost's eyes widened in wonder.

"I have been saying that for years," he breathed.

Elsa bit her lip, suddenly aware of the weight of his scrutiny, the way that he was staring at her in complete fascination and awe, as if analyzing every molecule of her body and face. Had she said something wrong?

Maybe she was just wrong.

After a few moments, Jack grinned and rolled his eyes, taking a few steps back. "Alright, alright," he chuckled, seeing her look of discomfort, "You still want the heels back."

"I would appreciate that."

"I'm pretty good with wind. We'll just blow the snow all off, and the shoes should sink to the bottom."

The Snow Queen blushed. "If I just called Gale, I'm sure that—"

"—Don't bother, Snowflake," Jack laughed, pulling his staff down from his shoulder, "I'll find 'em. You said they were by the ladder?"

"Somewhere around there. But it would be more towards the middle."

He tossed his staff into his other hand, sweeping it across the base of the snowdrift. Elsa felt a hard, cold wind begin to swirl through the room, and the snowdrift began to blow into the air, billowing frost lifting as a cloud. After a few moments, Jack leapt forward, diving under the lifted snowbank.

FOOM!

It fell back down on top of him, the last of the frost gently floating down around it onto the ground.

After a few seconds, Jack burst back out of the snow again, shooting towards the ceiling, ice particles flying off of him. He then came back down onto the floor, sweeping into a dramatic bow and holding out a pair of icy high heels.

"Your glass slippers, Cinderella," he proclaimed, looking up through his eyelashes with a grin. "Shall we see if they fit?"

"They'd certainly better," she laughed. "Thank you, Jack."

"Ma'am."

She reached out her hand to take them, but he raised his eyebrows and fell onto one knee, gesturing for her foot. Elsa blushed as she extended her right leg through the slit of her dress. He gently grasped her ankle, slipping on the high heel.

After a few moments, Elsa began to struggle trying to keep her balance.

"Um," she laughed nervously, "Are you—um, are you intending to do the other foot at any time, or—?"

Her voice trailed off, and Jack looked up, not releasing her leg. A flirtatious smile spread across his face, and he sighed dramatically, tracing his finger around her ankle. "But I like this one so much..."

"OOOH-kay," Elsa blurted, yanking her leg out of his grip, "I think we're done here…"

Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter as she took a step back, leaning down and snatching up her other shoe from his hand. He shook his head again, chuckling under his breath as she stumbled to the side and crammed it onto her foot.

"You have the greatest expressions," he chuckled.

Her face flushed. Pretending not to notice his mischievous grin as he readjusted his grip on the staff, Elsa then shook her head vigorously and stepped forward, putting her hands on her hips.

"Well, one thing's for certain," she declared, "We've got to clean this up before anyone can see it. I'll do this side, and you can do that side."

She turned away from him, facing the bookshelves across the room and concentrating. Then, holding her arms out, she began to visualize herself pulling the snow together, her heart swelling. Turning around, she then—

Elsa realized that Jack hadn't moved. A pained expression was on his face.

"Jack, what's wrong?"

He looked up to the shelves, the table covered with snow, the enormous snowdrift that had fallen back onto the floor. Opening his mouth to say something, he shrugged, laughed nervously with embarrassment, and then closed it again. With effort, he swallowed.

Elsa's eyes widened slightly.

"You—um," she said quietly, "You—don't know how to melt your snow?"

Jack shifted uncomfortably on his feet, readjusting his grip on the staff. He bit his lip. "Um," he admitted, "I guess—I guess it just never occurred to me that I would want to melt it."

"Never occurred to you?"

"It—well, why would I?" he scoffed, suddenly defensive, "I'm Jack Frost, Snowflake. I'm supposed to make a mess of everything."

"Oh, come on," she retorted, "That's hardly an excuse! And it's not even true."

"What do you mean?"

"I've seen you make some beautiful things in the last couple days," Elsa countered, bringing a slight blush from the Spirit of Winter. "I think learning to melt your snow would be worth your time. I can teach you how, if you like. I mean, if you let me."

He didn't respond immediately, avoiding eye contact and awkwardly shuffling his foot on the ground again. After a few moments—a shy little hint of a smile tugging at the edge of his mouth—Elsa watched as her new friend hesitantly looked back up into her eyes.

"Okay," Jack agreed.

Elsa's heart leapt.

"It's important to be able to melt the things you freeze for the same reason that it's important to have an eraser when you draw," she said eagerly as he set the staff on the ground next to his feet. "With large-scale snow, like blizzards, it doesn't matter, but if you want precision, then you need more careful control."

He raised his eyebrows. "For artsy-type stuff?"

"Exactly!"

He grinned as Elsa then walked around behind him. Stepping up, reaching forward with her body nearly pressed up against his back, she gently slid her arms underneath his own.

"It's kind of a lifting—and a warmth," she explained, gently pushing his wrists up. "Like this."

Jack followed her soft prodding, imitating the gesture. "Like, how you pull ice out of the ground?"

"No, not that strong. That just makes more ice. It's like…" her voice trailed off, and she laughed softly, readjusting her grip. "It's like picking up a small animal, or a child, or something. You have to love the snow, and then you can lift it up into the air."

To this, Jack laughed as well, his muscles relaxing slightly. "Um—love the snow?" he chuckled.

"Well—right," Elsa replied, moving her hand further up his arm. "And then you can just—sort of call it to you. Just think about love, Jack."

"Keep touching me like that, and maybe I will."

Elsa's breath caught. She then shifted uncomfortably on her feet, biting her lip as he twisted his head around to look at her, a sly grin on the corner of his mouth.

"Admit it," he said softly, "You walked right into that one, Snowflake."

"Will you just try it?"

She released his arms, taking a step back, and Jack looked forward again, shaking out his hands. Then, closing his eyes, he drew in a long breath, slowly pulling his arms into the air like she had shown him.

Nothing happened.

Elsa's heart sank as Jack opened his eyes, a look of disappointment sweeping across his face. Biting his lip, he set his feet, bending down and sweeping his arms upwards again.

CRACK!

A sudden shot of ice blasted out of his palms, flying into the air and smashing into the nearest bookshelf. Blushing furiously, Jack groaned in frustration, gritting his teeth and beginning to set his feet to try again.

"You're trying too hard, Jack," the Fifth Spirit blurted, leaping in front of him before he could do so. "You're getting too stressed about it. That'll make more ice. Whatever you're worrying about—you have to let it go."

He looked up at her as she gently pushed down his arms. "Let go of the stress?"

"Basically." Elsa took a step back so that he could try again. "Just—breathe. You have to focus on your heart. And then let it consume you. "

"Focus on your…?"

Jack's voice trailed off.

His mouth fell open slightly, his eyes widening in epiphany as if a new, strange idea had hit him. Elsa's eyebrows lifted.

"Hey… wait," he said. "I just… I just thought of something."

He spun around and kicked his staff into his hand, running to the center of the open part of the library, coming up to the table and chairs underneath the enormous skylight. The Snow Queen watched as Jack placed his hand flat onto the table's edge, into the thin film of frost. Then—holding his breath—he suddenly snapped his palm upwards.

In a tiny puff of cold air, the frost followed his fingers, flying off the table and shooting into the air. In a fraction of a second, the snowflakes twisted into a spiral, bursting apart into a shimmering mist in front of him and disintegrating.

"Ah-HA!"

Jack grinned mischievously, tucking his staff underneath his arm and placing both hands on the table. His eyes narrowed with excited concentration, he then yanked them back.

FWOOM!

The thick layer of snow abruptly jerked forward, rippling off the wood like a sheet as it flew into the air. Elsa gasped as the blanket of snow spun like cloth and wrung itself into itself into a ball, then exploding into nothingness just like the first, the shimmering glitter of ice bursting around him with a loud crack as Jack threw his arms out, the staff falling onto the ground. He laughed triumphantly and did a back flip, snatching the shepherd's crook up from off the carpet and launching himself into the air.

Elsa spun around as a gust of icy air ripped through her skirt, the fabric flapping about her legs as he shoot up to the skylight, sweeping around the grand circle of windows. Whipping his staff over his head, he flipped forward, tumbling downwards through the air towards the bookshelves. As he darted around the room, flinging his arms into the air and leaping from surface to surface, the ice followed him, spiraling, sparkling, and shooting out from all the crevices in the bookcases and rushing to follow. It danced and twisted, almost as if it were rejoicing, long lines of frost sweeping up around him as he flew. He spun and leapt between the surfaces, laughing and flinging his staff as he launched himself off every surface, and the frost followed suit as he pulled it into the dance, flying off of every surface and out from every nook and cranny in the room. The blizzard filled the room as he shot between the shelves, but instead of a normal, spinning wind, it was as if each particle were independently whirling and leaping, each dancing by itself, each playing its own part.

Jack laughed triumphantly, flipping forward and lighting down upon the table in front of Elsa, flinging his staff into the air as the wind whipped through the room. The snow followed in an elated procession, hundreds of twisting, spiraling, glimmering ribbons of ice particles flying through the air, following his every move and gesture as if he was the leader of this spirited dance of ice, the impassioned conductor of a silent orchestra of frost.

Elsa's eyes were wide with amazement, completely fixated, unable to look away from the angelic, dazzlingly radiant young man spinning and laughing on the table. His white hair and navy hood whipped in the wind as he whirled around and around with his arms outstretched, a shepherd's crook in his hand, exuberantly directing his symphony of ice, completely surrounded by the leaping, flying, dancing, twisting, spiraling, sparkling…

Snow.

Her breath caught at the sudden realization. This was Jack Frost. She was standing here, her heart pounding, in the library, and watching Jack Frost—the Spirit of Winter, Master of Blizzards, and the secret obsession of her entire childhood and adolescence—dancing with his snow. This wasn't just a dance—it was magic.

The Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest had never seen anything so beautiful in her entire life.

All of a sudden, with the whirling blizzard closing in around him, Jack Frost leapt forward on the table, jerking in his arms and falling onto his knees. The ice obeyed, rushing in onto itself.

eeeeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE POW!

The ball of ice exploded as the Guardian threw out his arms again, bursting into the air like a firework. As a hard silence fell over the room, Elsa felt the wind slow to a stop, nothing left of the snow in the library except for a faint, white shimmering disintegrating into the air.

Jack lowered his arms.

For a few moments, he stood in sudden quiet turned away from her, his back shaking as he struggled to catch his breath. Elsa took a step forward, crossing her arms over her chest.

"That," she said breathlessly, "That was—incredible."

Jack, turning around and looking into her eyes, grinned, his face slightly flushed again. "Naw," he laughed. "That was fun."

"B-But, you didn't even melt the snow," she exclaimed, "You—like—made it disintegrate! How on earth did you do that?"

He shrugged, kicking his staff over his shoulder and walking towards her across the long tabletop, shaking his head. "I just bridled my power in the same way I usually do," he said casually. "I focused on my center."

"Your center?"

"Yeah!" he exclaimed, "You know—fun. That was fun. If you always just focus on your center, your main passion, then you ca—wait a minute."

His eyes suddenly narrowed, and he jumped down from the table, silently landing on the rich carpet and walking towards her.

"Elsa, if there was one thing—one idea," he said intensely, looking into her eyes, "That you could focus on—one thing that made everything make sense, one thing that chased all the darkness away—what would it be?"

She froze for a moment, trying to process the strange question. Then, she let out a long sigh, biting her lip and glancing down.

"I—I don't know," she admitted quietly. "I can't think of anything. Maybe I don't have one."

"Oh, come on," he pressed, "Everybody has something that drives them. Think harder."

She fidgeted with the edge of her capelet, staring determinately at the ground. He took another step closer to her, his face right up next to her own.

"Elsa, how do you melt the snow?"

The Fifth Spirit closed her eyes, biting her lip nervously. After a few more moments, she then pulled in a long breath. "Well—like I said," she stammered, "Just—love. You know, like warmth. I focus on love. Love will thaw, right? I mean, if you're asking what helps me to chase the darkness away, I guess love would be it, but I don't think that's anything special. I just—wait," she said suddenly, "Wha—What's wrong?"

Jack had leaned his head back, drumming his fingers on the staff, chuckling bitterly to himself with closed eyes. He then looked to her again, shaking his head.

"Love," he exhaled. He took a step back, his eyebrows slightly raised with disbelief. "Your center is love?"

"Well, I—"

"—YOUR CENTER IS LOVE?"

Elsa felt blood rushing to her cheeks as he turned away, kneading his eyebrows and beginning to pace. A wave of panic swept over her. Had she said something wrong?

"Jack," Elsa stammered, "I—I'm sorry, I just—"

He suddenly stopped himself mid-step, wheeling around to her and shaking his head, running his hand through his hair. He started walking back to her again, staring intently into her eyes.

"My center is fun," he said, "Bunny's is hope, North's is wonder—you know, that kind of thing."

"What about it?"

"For most of us, our center is something that stems from love," he continued, finally standing in front of her and leaning onto his staff. "Love for possibilities, love for the physical world, love for laughter, that kind of thing. But your center—your center is love itself?"

His eyes were wide, his mouth hanging slightly open as he stared at her in astonishment. Elsa suddenly felt a rush of shyness sweep through her body, and she looked down to the floor, shifting uncomfortably on her feet. Then, fidgeting with her fingers, she hesitantly looked back up into his gaze.

"Is that… weird?"

To this, Jack's eyes widened. After a few moments, he let out a breathy bark of laughter, slapping his hand over his face. He then looked up, grinning sheepishly, and readjusted his grip on the staff, putting his free hand on her shoulder. Elsa felt a new rush of excitement as she felt his hand on her skin again.

"It's. Amazing," he breathed. "And, it explains a lot."

"Like what?"

"Like why you're so afraid of it," he shrugged. "You're terrified of love, Elsa. That much is obvious."

"T-Terrified?" she stammered, "Why would—why would I be terrified of love?"

"Because you value it so much."

The words hit her hard. Elsa sucked in her breath, and Jack took a step back, leaning onto his staff again.

"From what you've told me, it sounds like you grew up being taught that reaching out to people—or letting them reach out to you, frankly—was putting them in danger," he said softly, "Am I right?"

"Yes. I suppose." Elsa folded her arms across her chest. "But I still wanted to. I mean, even though I couldn't. I didn't have enough control over my powers to be allowed to love people."

"Elsa, has it never occurred to you that not being allowed to love people was the reason you didn't have control over your powers?"

Elsa swallowed hard, folding her arms tighter across her chest.

"Jack," she choked, "My parents were only trying to help. They didn't know any better. At least… at least, my father didn't."

Elsa's voice trailed off, a sharp pang of loneliness hitting her as her Northuldra mother's face suddenly appeared at the forefront of her mind. Restraining from a wince, she gulped again.

If she'd just told him her secret…

"I know." He sighed, absent-minded spinning the staff on the floor. "But you need to promise me something, Snowflake."

"Oh?"

He suddenly caught the staff, snatching it into his hand and taking a step towards Elsa again. She nervously looked down, feeling his piercing gaze on her face again.

"You've got to promise me that you'll STOP it with the I-Must-Make-Myself-Miserable-By-Suppressing-My-Center-To-Protect-Arendelle thing," he gritted. "Every time you suppress your center, you break apart. You lose control. Something horrible happens. You have to start allowing yourself to love people, Elsa."

Her heart leapt into her throat. "I do love people!"

"Name some."

"Alright," she said angrily. "I love Anna."

"Oh, good. One person," he retorted. "Anyone else?"

"Well—you know. Kristoff, I guess."

"That's two." Before Elsa opened her mouth to say something more, Jack suddenly looked back to her, interrupting. "And before you rattle off the names of every single person you've ever met, when I say love, I don't mean a generic oh-you're-such-a-nice-person-we-can-make-pleasant-conversation-over-hot-chocolate-and-crumpets love. I mean, a personal, deep, wanting-to-do-anything-you-can-to-help-this-person-and-stay-with-them-forever love."

Elsa fell quiet, closing her eyes. She opened her mouth to say something again, but no sound came out. She fidgeted with her fingers again.

"Look," Jack sighed, "I know that you were raised to believe that sacrificing your relationships and isolating yourself was the answer to everything. It's not okay."

"Sometimes, sacrifice is the answer, Jack."

"Sacrificing yourself for someone you love, versus sacrificing your right to love them—not the same thing, Snowflake."

Elsa bit her lip. She looked down at the ground again, and let her arms down to her sides.

"We should really get back to work," she choked.

She shook her head vigorously, closing her eyes and turning away from him to walk back to the table. She pulled out her chair to sit down again, but Jack was there in an instant, slamming her book shut before Elsa could reach for it. He then spun around and sat on it, crossing his arms over his chest and glaring into her eyes.

"Promise me you'll stop trying to use 'protecting' everyone and everything as an excuse to suppress your center," he said darkly.

"I can't make that promise."

The Snow Queen stood up and bent across the table, reaching for the other volume. As she did so, Jack calmly tipped his staff back over his shoulder.

CRACK!

A blast of ice shot out in front of her, hitting into the side of the book and sealing its pages shut before she could touch it. Elsa groaned, but before she could withdraw her hand, Jack lunged forward caught her wrist, holding it fast. She gasped and looked up to find herself suddenly staring directly into his startlingly blue eyes, scarcely an inch away from his face.

"Elsa…?"

He raised his eyebrows expectantly.

After a few moments of glaring each other down, she sighed. Finally, she then closed her eyes again, shaking her head.

"Fine," she choked. "I promise."

"You promise what?"

"I promise to stop suppressing my center."

"Which is?"

"Jack, I—"

"—Which is?"

Elsa sucked in her breath, feeling blood rushing to her face again.

"Um—love," she stammered.

"There we go."

Jack released her wrist, and the Fifth Spirit shook out her hand, sitting back into the chair as he got up off of her book. She sighed, grasping the enormous front cover and beginning to search for where she'd left off.

"Aaaaaand back to the inheritance war," she laughed bitterly.

Jack walked around the table, picking up his fallen chair and reaching for the volume. The pages were still frozen together, and he brushed his hand over them, pulling up the frost. It rippled into the air and then burst apart with a tiny, almost indistinguishable, pop.

Queen Elsa raised her eyebrows, looking up from her book and silently golf clapping her approval. He laughed, looking pleased with himself, and then collapsed into the chair, grasping the enormous volume's cover and beginning to flip through its pages.

"And back to the Cow People for me," he groaned. "Let's see how much longer this argument is going to last…"

"You know that you can just skim the stuff that isn't applicable, right?"

Jack Frost's eyes widened.

"Um… what?" he choked. "You mean—you mean I didn't have to read all of the—?"

Elsa bit her lip, seeing his expression. "Um," she continued, watching in confusion as Jack got onto his feet to stand on top of his chair, "If we're looking for child abuse law references, and you can tell that there aren't going to be any, it's alright for you to—"

THUNK.

Sweeping his hand to his forehead, Jack dramatically threw himself out of the chair, collapsing onto the floor. Elsa suddenly found herself looking at, instead of his face, his bare feet, which were now sticking straight up in the air in the same place where he had been sitting.

"Gaaaaaaaaaack," he croaked, "I—I'm moving towards the liiiiiiiiiight…"

She restrained from a laugh, trying to keep her face straight as he continued.

"Tell my children I love themmmm…"

"Wait," Elsa jolted, "I thought you said you didn't have children?"

He sat up suddenly, looking back to her. "Ummm—I don't."

"Then who should I tell you love them?"

He fell over again.

"Fiiiiiiiiind some random childrennnnnn…"

Elsa chuckled under her breath, shaking her head and calmly turning her page. "Jack, if you had really just keeled over and died with your feet in the air, I think I would expect to see some twitching, or something."

From behind the table, Elsa saw him wiggle his toes.

"Twitch," he choked helpfully.

"And you wouldn't actually say 'twitch.'"

"Well, maybe I would," he retorted, "I mean, come on. Who has more death experience, you or me?"

"Wait, what?"

Jack's legs fell down suddenly. Elsa stood up, shoving the chair back and running around to the other side of the table. By the time she got there, Jack was scrambling onto his feet, his face turning red.

She crossed her arms over her chest. "What did you just say?"

"Nothing."

He reached for his chair, and Elsa leapt in front of him, shoving it into the table. He looked up into her face, his sudden nervousness poorly hidden as he pretended to scoff, rolling his eyes.

The Fifth Spirit folded her arms tighter.

"You said death experience," she enunciated.

"It—it was a joke," he said quickly, glancing to the left, "Don't worry about it."

"You're not acting like it's a joke."

He shifted uncomfortably on his feet, biting his lip. Then, Elsa watched as he sighed, shaking his head and leaning onto the staff.

"Jack," Elsa tried again, dropping her voice to a whisper, "I know you're hiding something from me."

He squeezed his eyes shut. After a few moments, he ran his hand through his hair nervously, pulling in a long, pained breath and hesitantly looking up into her eyes again.

"I—um," Jack stammered, shaking his head, "I—I sort of—died. A lot of years ago. I'm kind of—undead right now. Actually."

Elsa's breath caught.

 

Chapter 27: Monsters or Miracles

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: (*peers up from behind laptop*) Hey, everybody. You hear that? (*ominous rustling*) It's the sound of MEEEEEEEEE, UPPING THE SEXUAL AWKWARDNESS AGAIN! BECAUSE… well, because I can. (*A-hem*) Rated T for extreme innuendo, proceed with caution, yadayadaYA. (Also: I mean no insult to anyone who has done AU's where Jack is a vampire; I just find it slightly amusing because it's a character twist that would have NEVER occurred to me, and I wondered how my version of Jack would react to the idea.) ;)Thanks for reading, and have a fantabulous day!

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo, as usual

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(ADDITIONAL) AUTHOR'S NOTE, added 1/9/20: Yeeeeah, so—in doing the Frozen 2 Update Draft… this chapter… I don't know. I think it really needs a complete overhaul, but a lot of people seem to find it really funny (even though it doesn't BRILLIANTLY fit the characters' emotional development at this point), so I'm reluctant to delete it completely, but… yeah, IDK. Feedback is always appreciated, but for now , Imma just leave this here, because it technically still works, is totally canon-compliant with Frozen 2 (I added a whole chunk; you'll see), and because I just want to get this draft done. (Seriously, I'm writing this note as I'm updating this chapter LAST, after literally all the other ones.) XD Thanks for tolerating me, my dear friends! :)

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27: MONSTERS OR MIRACLES

Elsa's eyes widened. "You—died?"

She watched in shock as Jack painfully pulled in his breath again, shifting uncomfortably on his feet. Sticking his free hand in his pocket, he swallowed hard, and looked back down to the floor.

"Sort of," he choked, "Ish. I mean—um—yeah."

Her heart started pounding, seeing his expression. It all made sense now. Elsa looked over him again in shock as the pieces fell into place. The centuries of records, the books, the stories, and of course, his impenetrable silence about his age. Jack Frost wasn't simply a clever, flirtatious winter spirit with ice powers.

He was undead.

"You died," Elsa breathed again. Her voice was hardly more than a whisper. "You actually—died."

"I fell through some ice—a while ago," he admitted quietly. "And then the Man in the Moon brought me back to life out of the frozen lake."

A thick silence fell over the two of them, Jack staring at the floor and leaning onto his staff, Elsa crossed her arms tighter over her chest, her mind racing.

After a few moments, Jack pulled in another long, pained breath.

"Perhaps I should have mentioned that earlier," he squeaked.

"PERHAPS YOU SHOULD HAVE."

"Are you mad at me?"

"No. Maybe. I just—"

She cut herself off, giving her head a quick shake. "I'm just confused," she decided at length. "That seems—significant. Why didn't you tell me?"

"Hi, nice to meet you, oh-and-by-the-way-just-for-the-record, I'm UNDEAD?" Jack Frost snorted. "I don't usually lead with that, Elsa."

Her cheeks flushed.

Biting her lip, Elsa turned away, walking a few paces in thought. Looking back to him, she then uncrossed her arms.

"So—you fell through ice," she wondered. "Did you freeze to death, or did you drown?"

"I don't—"

He abruptly stopped talking, his eyes wide at her sudden change in tone.

"I don't know," Jack admitted, sheepishly looking down to the floor. "Kind of both, I think."

The Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest looked down to her feet, suddenly feeling very shy. Her cheeks flushing, she smiled, tucking her hair behind her ear.

Of course.

"Uh… Snowflake?" Jack ventured, taking a tiny step towards her, "Is… something funny?"

"No! Well—yes. Kind of. Just…"

Her voice trailed off. Scoffing, Jack Frost hooked his thumb on the edge of his front pocket. "Look," he huffed. "If my dying strikes you as so amusing—"

"Oh! No, that's not—I'm so sorry," Elsa jolted, "It's just—very relatable."

"Drowning, and/or freezing to death are relatable to you?"

She bit her lip. Slowly looking up into his eyes—her face falling—her gaze locked with his.

"It's scary," she whispered. "Isn't it?"

His expression softened with surprise.

"Terrifying," Jack choked.

The two winter spirits stared at each other in silence.

"Wait. So… you died, too?" Jack breathed. "You died, and then came back?"

Elsa nodded. "In Ahtohallan," she explained. "It's a frozen river. Kind of a glacier. Because it's technically a river, it's debatable whether I died by drowning or freezing to death, but—well, I went too far in. And I turned to ice."

"You turned into ice?"

She nodded. "I was able to shoot off a message to Anna first. But yes."

And the quiet fell over them again.

"But wouldn't that make you an immortal?" Jack realized suddenly, snapping his head up and leaping forward, "Because if you died, and then came back, then you're probably an immortal. Almost definitely."

"I don't know."

A look of disappointment swept over his features, replaced by confusion a moment later. "You… don't know?" he asked.

"I don't know if I actually died… um… all the way," Elsa said, "Honestly, I don't really remember much. With my mother, and the Spirits, and—basically, most of Ahtohallan is kind of a blur to me now. It all happened so fast."

Remembering it, she lifted her hands to her temples, giving her head a quick shake as she turned away, walking back to the table. Ahtohallan was—an experience. And she'd had some incredible memories formed there.

But she'd also had some terrifying ones.

Reaching her chair, she reached forward to pull it out, then pausing. Deciding against it, the Snow Queen then turned around, leaning back against the table as Jack followed after her.

"But if you turned into ice," he started again, "Wouldn't that definitely kill you?"

"Normally, yes. But there were all KINDS of magic, in that place," Elsa reasoned, pulling her hands in close to her stomach. "I could have just been suspended for a few minutes. I didn't feel physically altered in any way waking up, and—well, then there's Olaf."

"What about him?"

"He melted. And then came back, when I refroze him." She bit her lip. "Water has memory, but—I don't know if it has that much. He wasn't just an image; he came back with his full consciousness and everything. I know it sounds weird, but I don't feel like I would have been able to bring Olaf all the way back, if I'd died completely."

Jack's eyebrows lifted. Sighing, Elsa shifted against the table.

"I've tried to research the whole 'spirits' thing, but there just isn't a whole lot of information. We're all so different," she admitted, "The fire spirit is a salamander, the water spirit is a shapeshifter, the air spirits are plural and don't have bodies at ALL… Honeymaren has a bunch of theories. It's actually how we first met; Yelena pointed me toward her because she's kind of their resident expert on magic. But even she doesn't know if my 'Fifth Spirit' status actually implies immortality or not. It could be reincarnation, or maybe just a temporary position until I die, or—!"

Her voice trailed off. The temperature dropping a few degrees, Elsa felt Jack take a tiny step towards her, placing his hand on her shoulder.

"Come on, Snowflake. It's okay," he whispered. "We'll figure it out."

She looked up. "We?" Elsa asked.

"Well—winter spirits gotta stick together. Right?"

Looking to his hand, Elsa bit her lip. He gave her shoulder a squeeze.

"And, besides. There are ways to become immortal," he added, shooting her a reassuring, although slightly bitter, smile. "I mean, I definitely wasn't immortal—and I definitely died."

"I—" Elsa paused, her voice trailing off, and she then looked up into his eyes again. "See, to me, THAT'S what's confusing."

"How so?"

She closed her eyes, looking down. Then, nervously twisting her spike heel on the carpet, she vigorously shook her head, looking back to him.

"You died," she stammered.

"Yeah, I think we've established that."

"B-But you're blushing!" she exclaimed, "How can you be blushing, if you're dead?"

"You blush all the time!"

"But I don't know if I ever actually died."

"Turning into solid ice should DEFINITELY kill you, Snowflake."

"Magical ice—"

"—And, technically, I'm not dead," Jack interrupted, pulling his hand back and gesturing to himself. "I'm undead. As in, I'm back from the dead. So, I still have—like—blood, and everything."

The Fifth Spirit went silent, her eyes were wide. To find out that Jack Frost—who she'd always assumed was simply immortal—was undead, and that he had been mortal once, just like her… she was trying to process what he was saying, but it simply wasn't sinking in. Could it—could it really—?

Suddenly, she realized that she had unconsciously raised her hand to his chest level, taking a hesitant step towards him. She paused, her face flushing, and looked back up into his eyes. They were soft again, silently reassuring her.

"It's okay," he said quietly. "I don't mind."

The Fifth Guardian took her outstretched hand in his own, and placed it firmly on his chest.

She could feel it.

Elsa exhaled slowly, closing her eyes and letting the strange relief sweep over her as she pressed her palm into the ice-covered navy cloth. Jack's heartbeat was strong, thumping powerfully under her hand, his lungs expanding and contracting with air as he breathed, just like they were supposed to be.

It was clear from the chill of his skin seeping through the cloth that he had died. Yes—that much was true. But he was clearly alive again. Which was the thing that mattered.

Just as she was about to take her hand back from his chest, she felt something unusually icy and hard under her fingers. Pushing her hand up across his hood's thick fabric towards his collarbone, she felt a jolt rush through her, realizing what she was feeling on his chest.

He was wearing the snowflake medal on the inside of his shirt.

Jack laughed softly. Elsa looked up into his face, a weak smile crossing her own.

"I was wondering what you'd done with it," she admitted.

He shrugged, blushing slightly again. "I like being able to feel it."

"Why?"

"You gave it to me."

Elsa gasped, and felt her heart swell within her chest, the sudden warmth practically bubbling up through her entire body. His smile was so genuine. And so sweet…

The silence fell again as the two stared into each other's eyes, each completely unsure of what to say.

Jolting slightly, Elsa retracted her hand and took a step back.

"So you died," she said slowly, "And then you woke back up as—well, as a superhuman."

"As far as I understand it, yeah."

She clasped her hands behind her and turned away, beginning to pace in concentration, staring at the ground. After a few steps, she turned back to him again, her eyebrows raised slightly with curiosity.

"So, you're sort of like a vampire or something, then?" she asked.

"Yeah. Just like a vampire," he replied, absent-mindedly spinning his staff on the ground. He then caught it, looking back to Elsa. "Except for the blood. And the fangs. And the vampire part."

"I guess you've got a point there."

Walking towards her again, Jack swung the staff behind his back, catching the end of the shepherd's crook with his other hand. "I've got to hand it to you, Elsa," he laughed bitterly, "You're taking this insanely well."

"What do you mean?"

"You haven't run away screaming?" he chuckled.

She stopped pacing, and walked back to him, stopping a few feet away and looking into his eyes. "Why on earth would I run away?" she asked. "That wouldn't help anything. I'm just trying to wrap my mind around—well, around you."

"Yeah. You're a lot more concerned about understanding how I am standing here, undead, than you are concerned about the fact that I am standing here, undead," he scoffed. "Perfectly normal reaction."

Elsa bit her lip, smiling in spite of herself. It did sound rather absurd, when he put it that way.

"A lot of people wouldn't respond well to the being dead thing," Jack said quietly. "Even if you might have died, yourself—as I said, I know that I died, and it was a long—long—time ago."

The Fifth Spirit's heart sank, seeing the pain in his expression. She shook her head.

"What's the problem with that?" she asked.

His face fell.

"Snowflake… I'm sort of a monster," the Guardian admitted, making her heart sink even more, "I mean—by definition."

"Of course you aren't a monster, Jack."

"A flying, icing, invisible dead man isn't a monster?" he retorted, "Then how would you define it?"

"I. Wouldn't." Elsa folded her arms across her chest. After a few moments, she shrugged, dropping her voice to a whisper. "But if I had to, I guess—I—I'd call it a miracle."

"A miracle?" Jack shook his head, laughing bitterly. "I'm basically a walking corpse."

"And I'm basically a spontaneous natural disaster waiting to happen."

"That's different."

"How?"

Jack opened his mouth to respond, and then closed it again, readjusting his fingers on the staff. His eyes had widened slightly, filled with a combination of shock and sadness, as he looked into Elsa's expectant face. She raised her eyebrows, crossing her arms over her chest and sinking into her hip, waiting for his answer.

He finally pulled in a long breath.

"So," Jack said slowly, "I—I guess we're both monsters, then."

"I guess we are."

They stood in silence for a few moments more, staring at each other in strange fascination.

Jack finally laughed nervously, shrugging. "I will admit," he muttered, "Monsters or miracles—whatever we are, it's really refreshing to know someone of my same—species."

"Same species?" Elsa exclaimed, a wave of confusion sweeping her face. "What do you mean? If there's one thing we're not lacking in this world, I'm pretty sure it's humans."

He looked up, biting his lip. "I don't really consider myself to be—well," he admitted, running his fingers through his hair, "To be—to completely be a human anymore. Honestly."

She uncrossed her arms, clasping her hands behind her back and taking a step towards him. "Do you consider me to be a human?"

"Not really."

"Because of the winter spirit thing?"

"Partially." His lips twisted to the side in thought. "I don't think that's a very accurate description, though."

"What would you call me, then? As a species?"

A sly smile twitched out of the corner of his mouth. "Sexy Ice Powers Humanoid Thing?"

Elsa felt a jolt of shock rush through her at the word.

She quickly hid it, letting out a sharp bark of laughter and raising her eyebrows. "Sexy Ice Powers Humanoid Thing," she scoffed, "Just like you, I suppose?"

"Yes, but significantly more female."

Elsa rolled her eyes, feeling herself blushing a bit. It was then that she noticed that Jack was making a visible effort to not look down from her face. He closed his eyes and laughed nervously under his breath, shaking his head, his cheeks flushing slightly.

Elsa's mouth fell open.

"You're STILL thinking about this morning?" she sputtered.

"No," he blurted, rubbing the back of his neck, "I mean—not really—sort of—okay," he exhaled. "Yeah."

Elsa's eyes widened, and Jack shook his head vigorously, letting out another nervous, embarrassed bark of laughter as he gestured with the staff.

"Elsa, it's not like I'm trying to—"

"—You can't be serious!"

"It's kind of hard not to, okay?"

"You are such a jerk!"

"Yeah, and you're a winter vixen wearing lingerie made of ice," he stammered, blushing furiously, "Next question?"

Elsa sharply sucked in her breath. With her throat tightening with shock, she looked down at her feet, crossing her arms over her chest. She closed her eyes and turned away, feeling blood rushing to her face. She could practically hear her own heart pounding in the awkward silence as she bit her lip, taking a step towards the table.

A few pained moments passed, and from behind her, she heard Jack let out a long sigh.

"Okay," he mumbled, "That last remark was really out of line. I'm sorry."

Elsa gulped, staring at the floor, her heart in her throat. Letting out a tiny squeak of nervous laughter, she then folded her arms tighter over her chest, and slowly turned back to him.

"Winter. Vixen…?" she choked.

Jack shifted his fingers on the staff, staring at the ground. He blushed slightly, opening his mouth to say something, and then closing it again. Elsa drew herself up, raising her eyebrows.

"I might be new to this whole friendship thing," she said nervously, "But I'm pretty sure that that sort of comment isn't a part of it."

"I know."

"And we are just friends."

"I know that, too."

She glared at him more intently. Sensing it, he adjusted his grip on the shepherd's crook, hesitantly looking up to meet her gaze.

"I said that I know we're just friends," Jack muttered. "I never said that I liked it that way."

The statement caught her completely off guard.

Shaking her head slightly to wake herself from the sudden stupor, Elsa shifted uncomfortably on her feet. "You seemed to be fine with it yesterday," she said.

"I know things about you now that I didn't know yesterday."

Elsa pressed her lips together again, staring determinately at the floor.

"Things you weren't supposed to ever find out," she choked.

A look of confusion swept across Jack's face.

After a few moments, the realization falling onto him, he scoffed, his face cracking into a sheepish grin. "I wasn't actually talking about walking in on you," he laughed softly, "Even though that was—um—"

Jack paused, searching for the right word.

"Great," he decided. "Seriously, though. I was talking about who you are."

Elsa opened her mouth to say something. Then, she abruptly shut it again, pacing over to her chair and collapsing into it. As she reopened the volume of court records and started flipping through its pages, Jack followed her. Effortlessly leaping up onto the table and then falling down onto its edge, he sat next to her, resting his feet on his staff.

Pretending not to notice him, she flipped back to where she was in the record, putting her finger on the column and trying to make herself read.

Winter vixen? Elsa shook her head, blushing furiously.

She felt Jack scoot an inch closer to her on the table.

"What are you thinking, Elsa?" he teased, grinning and raising his eyebrows.

"Nothing." She shook her head again, closing her eyes and staring determinately back down at the page. She felt herself blushing harder.

"Oh, come on," he chuckled. "I know that look. Fess up."

Elsa bit her lip, squeezing her eyes shut again. Then, she leaned forward onto the table, burying her face in her hands. She pulled in a breath.

"You—you have to promise not to laugh," she shook.

"Only if you promise not to say something hilarious."

Elsa bit her lip. Then, shaking her head, she shyly looked up to him through her fingers.

"So—um," she choked, "You're—Jack Frost."

He glanced to the left, his grin growing a little wider. "Yeah…?"

"Jack Frost, like—ice, and—blizzards—Spirit of Winter—stuff."

"That would be me," he laughed, "What about it?"

Elsa pulled in another long breath, closing her fingers over her eyes again.

"My—um—my underthings," she stammered, "Being made out of ice—that—appeals to you? Apparently?"

Jack raised his eyebrows.

After a few moments, he burst out laughing, rolling back onto the table and clapping his hand over his eyes. Elsa felt blood rushing to her face in embarrassment. She was just starting to put her head down, burying her face in her arms, when she felt Jack's cold hands on her wrists.

Her heart leapt up into her throat, and Elsa suddenly found herself nervously looking up into his piercingly blue eyes as he gently pulled her hands away from her face. He was grinning, blushing slightly himself.

"You. Have. NO idea," Jack breathed, shaking his head.

Elsa felt more blood rushing to her face.

Quickly breaking eye contact, she bit her lip, swallowing hard. Jack let go of her wrists, and she slowly pulled them down into her lap, fidgeting with a bit of the cloth on her skirt.

"If—if it makes you feel any better," Jack added quickly, "It's more your clothes in general—"

"—What's your favorite color?" Elsa blurted.

He blinked.

"Uh…" Jack said slowly. "My… favorite color?"

"I'm changing the subject."

Jack raised his eyebrows. Then, scooting back on the tabletop, he pulled his feet up onto the wood, crossing his legs and dropping his staff across his lap.

"Oh. Uh… okay," he offered, visibly restraining from a laugh. "Probably blue."

"Oh."

Elsa fell silent again, fidgeting with her fingers. Twisting the edge of her capelet, she then swallowed hard, pulling in her breath.

"That's… nice," she added.

Her heart pounding, Elsa bit her lip, staring into her lap and trying to think of something else to say.

"Are we still doing one answer for one answer?" Jack asked, making her snap back into focus.

"Oh! I—uh, sure."

He smiled, clearly restraining from another laugh at her expression. Leaning forward slightly, the staff still lying across his lap, Jack raised his eyebrows.

"Okay… how about you, then?" he prompted. "What's your favorite color?"

Elsa stared the tabletop.

"It's—also probably blue," she squeaked.

Feeling his expectant gaze on her face, Elsa squirmed uncomfortably in her chair. Without looking up, she heard Jack scoot an inch towards her on the wood.

"'Also probably?'" he chuckled.

"Well, sometimes it changes," Elsa said quickly, "Depending on the day. In summer, I tend to be more partial to lavenders and greens, probably because of the seasons, so I can't definitively say that my favorite color is blue. Even though it always comes back to blue, especially because Bruni and the Nokk are both blue—my favorite shade of blue, in fact, which is really more of an aqua. So, overall, it's blue on average, but because it's not blue one hundred percent of the time, to say that my favorite color is blue isn't completely accurate. Therefore, I'll say that my favorite color is probably blue, not because I'm uncertain about my preference for the color, but because I'm taking into account the inaccuracy of the implied meaning of the answer. But, you already said that, so to repeat the statement without the addition of the word "also" sounds kind of—"

Her voice trailed off, and Elsa slowly looked up, realizing that Jack was resting his chin on his fist, staring at her with an expression of amused disbelief.

"Kind of—rude?" Elsa squeaked.

She winced, shrinking into her chair.

"Um… wow," Jack chuckled. "That's got to be the most in-depth analysis of a favorite color that I've ever heard."

"I like to be precise."

He glanced down to the staff, a little grin twitching out of the side of his mouth. As he smiled quietly to himself, saying nothing, Elsa sucked in her breath again.

"Technically, I wasn't analyzing my favorite color," she blurted. "I was explaining the logic behind my response."

Looking back up, Jack's eyes locked with her own for a fraction of a second, and Elsa quickly broke contact, staring determinately down into her lap again.

Without even looking at him, she could feel his face fall.

"Elsa, I said I was sorry," Jack sighed. "You can stop freaking out."

"I'm not freaking out."

He raised a single eyebrow. "Does the word filibuster mean anything to you?"

"Of course," Elsa retorted. "I've had to do it a few times. Why?"

There was a faint sparkling above them, and Elsa looked up, realizing to her horror that tiny flurries of snow were materializing out of the air over her head. Looking back down again, she bit her lip, feeling heat rushing to her cheeks.

"I am not freaking out," Elsa repeated.

Jack looked up, eying the snowflakes falling around her. "Uh… of course not."

Elsa felt herself blushing harder.

"So, it's your turn again," he said softly.

Nodding quickly, she drew herself up. "What's your favorite food?"

"Oh, come on!" Jack scoffed, "Elsa—we're winter spirits. Can't you think of anything more interesting to talk about than that?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well… not that your favorite food isn't fascinating to me," he laughed, "But, I'm still kind of wanting to talk snow. I mean, now that I've met someone who actually can."

"But do you know my favorite food?"

"I'm guessing it's chocolate."

Elsa's eyes widened. "Wow," she admitted, "That's actually—wait, how'd you know?"

He smirked. "You're female?"

"Now, that's just sexist."

"Is it true?"

She rolled her eyes, scoffing. "Okay, fine. It's sort of true," Elsa muttered. "What kinds of questions were you thinking of talking about, though?"

He considered this for a few moments. "Ah. Here's one," Jack started, scooting towards her on the table again. "What's your favorite kind of snowstorm?"

"Oh, probably Lake Effect snow at dusk. Or, waking up and seeing the first high-elevation stuff on the mountaintops in fall," she responded. "How it sparkles in the sunlight? And, it's the first sign of winter coming. How about you?"

"Blizzards. Definitely," Jack declared, "I'm talking whiteouts. But, from over the clouds—that's where it's at. Ever been up high enough to see a blizzard from its side, Snowflake?"

"Nope."

"Well, then." Jack leaned forward, resting his chin on his fist and gazing at her flirtatiously through his eyelashes. "We'll just have to take you, won't we?"

"But if you're always above them, you can't see the snowflakes up close!" Elsa retorted, not noticing his expression, "That's my favorite kind of ice—the super-detailed kind?"

"Mmm, is that so?"

"Uh-huh," she beamed. "What's your favorite kind of ice?"

"Don't have one."

"What? Why not?"

"I don't know! I just don't!"

"Oh, come on. Of course you do," she scoffed, "Just think about it! I love big, dry snowflakes. Like—when they're big enough that they've really had the time to get all different patterns, and they just kind of float on top of each other."

"But, when they're too dry, you can't pack them into snowballs, or anything."

"But powder is better for sledding."

"I guess that's true."

"And, powder sparkles more."

"Ah! There it is!" Jack laughed. "The truth comes out!"

She rolled her eyes. "Just because I'm self-aware enough to actually know what my favorite kind of ice is—"

"—I still don't get why I've got to have one!"

"Don't you want to understand yourself?"

"I do understand myself!"

"Then how can you possibly not know?"

"I want to understand myself, yes," Jack sputtered, "Analyze myself, no!"

"Why not?"

"Snowflake, not everybody with ice powers has taken the time to carefully categorize and rank all the different kinds of snow that they can come up with."

"I'm not asking about all of them! Just your favorite!"

"I don't know! Just whatever's fun!" he laughed. "Maybe I don't rank things I like by how much they sparkle."

"What's wrong with sparkles?!"

"Aaaaaaand BACK to Square One!" Jack proclaimed. "You are such a GIRL!"

"Is that a problem?"

He snorted. "No," Jack chucked, "I think it's great! In fact, I…"

His voice trailed off. After a few moments of silence, Jack Frost's eyes suddenly flickered down to her dress, lingering for a moment on the glistening neckline of her bodice.

A strange expression crept over his face.

Swallowing hard, Elsa watched as Jack uncomfortably shifted his fingers on the staff and looked back up into her eyes, an embarrassed, shy little smile creeping over his features.

"I guess I do have a favorite kind of ice," he breathed.

Elsa stared back at him quizzically as he glanced down to her dress again, biting the edge of his lip. As he gave his head a little shake, self-consciously ruffling his fingers though his hair, Elsa looked down to her lap, her brow furrowed in confusion. What was he talking about? Why was he acting so—

Oh.

Oh.

A wave of sudden nausea swept over her, and she collapsed forward onto the table, burying her head in her arms as her insides turned to jelly.

"You—you mean—um," she squeaked miserably, her voice hardly more than a whisper. "You mean my unmentionables."

Rocking back on the table, Jack let out a nervous laugh, blushing furiously. Pulling in his breath, he anxiously rubbed the back of his neck.

"Well, you can relax with the euphemisms," he admitted. "They have been mentioned."

"They shouldn't have been."

"But you look good!"

"Not helping, Jack."

"It's more what you weren't wearing—"

"—Aaaaaaand now it's even worse," Elsa groaned. She raised her head off the table, sitting up and leaning onto her elbows. "I like ice because—well, I just do. Okay?"

"Yes, ma'am."

"It's not like that," she countered, blushing even harder as she determinately stared at the table, "It's not meant to be—I never thought that someone could have a—thing—for that?"

"I don't!"

Elsa bit her lip, reluctantly looking up into his eyes.

His mouth falling open, Jack froze, staring at her in shock. His ears flushing pink, he then quickly broke eye contact, pulling in his breath.

"I—look," he stammered embarrassedly, kneading his eyebrows, "It's not a—thing. I swear. I just really like—ice—and—girls—and you just—you just combined—!"

Jack's voice trailed off, and he stopped talking, giving his head a vigorous shake. Burying his face in his hands, Elsa shifted uncomfortably in her seat as the pink in Jack Frost's ears deepened into a nearly crimson hue.

"You just sexualized ice," he choked.

Jack swallowed hard, shaking his head again. Shifting on the table and slowly pulling his hands away from his face, Elsa then watched as the Youngest Guardian looked back to her, a dreamy grin tugging at the edge of his mouth as he worshipfully gazed into her eyes.

"You are reeeeally fun," Jack quavered excitedly.

Elsa felt blood rushing to her face.

"Um…" she shook. "Thanks?"

"No! Really! That is fun," Jack blurted, the words tumbling faster and faster out of his mouth, "I mean—that's really fun; that is SO fun—"

"Jack—"

"That you could even do that was," he stammered eagerly, "I mean—I knew that your clothes were, but—"

"Jack—"

"It never occurred to me—"

"JACK—"

"All the way down—"

"—SHUT IT!" Elsa shrieked.

He froze.

"Stop talking," Elsa squeaked, "You—mouth closed. No more speak. Please."

Jack shifted his fingers on the staff. Glancing down, and then biting his lip, he looked back to her.

"Bu—"

"—AH!"

"It—"

"—NO."

"Yes, ma'am."

"THANK you."

She looked back down to her volume of court records, reaching forward to find her place on the page again. After a few moments of silence, she heard Jack Frost pull in his breath.

"Shutting up. Yes, ma'am," he breathed, raising his hand in a slow salute as he glanced down to her dress. "Yesssssss, MA'AM."

Elsa's face went pale.

Shifting uncomfortably in her chair, Elsa stared back down into her lap as he hopped down from off the table, turning to walk around it. Reaching its other side, Jack pulled out his own seat, scrambling into it.

"Seriously, though," he started again, making her jolt back into focus. "We can talk about something else. Like—it's your turn, again. For the questions?"

"Right!" Elsa blurted. "Um—let's see. Did I ask you about your position on conservationism? I mean, as opposed to preservationism. There's this idea that hunting rights could be better regulated by—"

"—I meant, something fun," Jack chuckled.

"Debating policy is fun! It's interesting. And, really important. So, there's this idea of a tax being put on hunting licenses, and—"

"—Yeah, nothing says a good time like talking about Taxes and Death."

"Well, what do you suggest?" she retorted, beginning to blush again.

"How about something more cheery, like malaria?"

Elsa bit her lip, staring into her lap again with embarrassment.

"Like—okay," Jack offered, making Elsa look up again, "Here's one. What did you like to do as a kid?"

"As a kid?"

"Well—yeah!" he exclaimed, "If I didn't find out that you existed until a couple nights ago, we should make up for lost time, right? So, what did you do for fun?"

Her eyebrows lifted slightly, and she considered the question. After a few moments—feeling herself beginning to relax—Elsa pulled in her breath.

"When I was really little—before the accident," she admitted, shyly looking back up to him, "Anna and I would build snowmen. In the ballroom."

He grinned approvingly. "That does sound fun. What else?"

"And then, I—um, when I was older—I—"

Her voice trailed off, and she looked down again, her expression falling. After a few moments, Jack Frost got onto his feet.

"And…?" he prompted.

Elsa, her face grave, got to her feet.

"Let's put the records back. We're done with legal research for today," she choked. "There's something I think you need to see."

Chapter 28: Thread, Parchment, and Pins

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Two things: FIRST… okay, you know how Disney hyper-sexualized the way Elsa walks at the end of "Let It Go?" This is rated T for the fact that I'm making fun of them… by messing with Jack's mind. (*MANIACAL LAUGHTER*) SECOND… so, I made the horrible mistake of going back and looking at some of the first chapters I posted (you know, before I thought anyone would ever read this?), and realized that I… hate them. I'm usually writing about 3-4 chapters ahead of what I'm posting, and I have the basic plot of the rest of Ice Alliance planned out, but those early chapters REALLY need serious work. QUESTION: I NEED to edit those anyway. Should I do it now , have a more solid beginning, and then get back to the story, or should I keep pushing forward with the plot, and then edit them at once the end? Please let me know. Love you all, and have a fantabulous day!

CONTENT WARNING: Should I even keep bothering, with this? There's sexual innuendo. More innuendo. SO MUCH INNUENDO. ;)

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28: THREAD, PARCHMENT, AND PINS

After replacing the enormous books, Jack followed Queen Elsa in silence again through the twisting halls. She had said that it was complicated—well, that he was complicated. And something about theories. What the blizzards could she have meant by theories?

The Ice Powers Girl looked so tense and worried again that Jack found himself using every ounce of willpower that he possessed to keep from sending a subtle snowflake to land on the back of her neck. Not much magic—just a bit, only enough to calm her down. He had briefly entertained the idea that, if he did it carefully enough, she wouldn't notice it. Given the context, though, he decided against the idea. With his luck, it would come off as creepy, and Elsa, the tips of her ears still slightly pink, was clearly uncomfortable enough already.

Maybe he'd been a tad too honest.

Of course, he hadn't lied; walking in on her that morning was a complete accident. For Elsa's sake, he tried with all his might not linger on the memory, but it kept on popping back up again in his mind, completely uninvited... The image of the beautiful young queen standing there in the faint lamplight, pulling up her hair, her pale pink skin glowing softly through that translucent little half-outfit… she, and… and that icy little… um. Well.

Dang.

No other way to describe it, really.

It wasn't that he hadn't accidentally seen more than a few things that he didn't want to, in over three centuries of invisibility. In fact, within his first few months, Jack had gotten pretty good at being about to discern which bedroom windows belonged to teenagers and adults, so that he could stay FAR away from them during the early morning and evening hours. But, for some reason, walking in on Elsa had sent him for a loop. And, OH, what a fantastic loop it was.

He looked back to the Snow Queen, who was regally holding her head high as she swept past the other people in the hallway, her full hips swinging back and forth from her high-heeled gait. When she was in bare feet, she didn't walk that way… could a pair of shoes really do that?

I like heels, Elsa had said earlier. They make me taller.

Jack raised his eyebrows slightly, looking back to her and involuntarily glancing down.

Oh, that ain't ALL they do to you, Snowflake.

A sly little grin twitched out of the side of his mouth as he looked down again, watching the back of her skirt.

I wonder if she realizes how she walks when—you know what, I'm not saying anything.

With the jolting realization that his gaze had been locked on Elsa's hips for at least a solid ten seconds, Jack squeezed his eyes shut, shaking his head vigorously and pacing after her faster. At least they still had the Alliance thing going, even though they hadn't really done anything with it yet. It wasn't exactly a relationship, but it seemed to imply something stronger than friendship… right?

No. We're just friends. She only wants to be friends, he thought desperately, mentally scolding himself as Elsa daintily picked up the front of her skirt, starting to climb up a long, twisting flight of stairs in front of him. She's not ready for anything more, just yet. That's obvious. And, friendship is fine. Right? Being friends is—

He looked back up towards her and jolted. A little bit ahead of him now on the stairs, the sparkling ice fabric shifting over her hips with each step, the back of Elsa's skirt was now exactly at his eye level.

He froze.

After a brief moment of standing on the step, dumbfounded like a deer in the headlights, Jack shook his head violently again, biting down hard on his lip and running his fingers through his hair. Maybe his brain actually had disintegrated from sifting through those idiotic court records. Either way, it certainly wasn't working the way it used to anymore.

And that dress. Was not. Helping.

Tossing the staff to himself and regripping it with frustration, he leapt into the air, flying up on the wide staircase and touching down to walk by her side instead of behind her. Jolting slightly, but then righting herself, Elsa visibly restrained from acknowledging him. Still unable to speak to each other out in the hallway, servants and maids walking through him as they finished ascending the stairs, Jack forced himself to stare at her face. Only. Her. Face. Which was very pretty, but—

The image from that morning suddenly flashed across his mind again. His jaw slackened a bit.

Heh.

Pretty…

DANGIT, Jack! He thought angrily at himself, You are 319 years old. You're supposed to be able to handle this. Elsa is a GIRL. This is what girls look like…

He bit his lip, eying the shimmering ice crystals in her thick, shiny blonde braid.

Ice Powers Girl. Winter Spirit Girl.

He drew in his breath as the realization hit him.

Never-going-to-find-one-like-this-ever-again girl.

From everything he'd seen so far, Elsa was a dream. And she was so much like him, except for the—female—ness. Which Jack was excessively aware of, in this particular moment, with extremely high approval. She wanted to just be friends—at least, that's what she said—and he wasn't going to intentionally push her for anything more unless she was ready. He wasn't a jerk, but he was going to pursue her. He had to. This was just—no. In 319 years, he had never found a young woman like this, and he knew the chances of his ever finding another one ever again were incredibly slim…

Sweet mother of snowdrifts. He was losing his mind.

It was like Elsa kept trying to put down boundaries, and he kept tripping over them.

They finally ended up standing in front of a large, white door, decorated with lilac Arendelle crocus symbols towards the end of the bedrooms. She reached for the handle of the door, and then paused. Her hand shaking, she hesitantly looked back to him. Jack saw with dismay that the Ice Powers Girl's eyes were filled with pain.

Alone in the hallway once again, they were now able to speak.

She pulled in a deep breath. "I—um," Elsa whispered, "I'm sorry—I haven't been in here since before my coronation."

He nodded, still confused. Then, gulping, the Snow Queen shakily took the handle and turned it, silently pushing the door open and stepping into the room.

As she whisked in her recently-repaired capelet, silently closing the door behind them, Jack looked around himself. The room had a few pieces of furniture, but for the most part, it was fairly sparse. It had a tall ceiling as well, just like her bedroom and art gallery, and was faintly lit by the last remaining light of day pouring in front a grand window, looking out over the castle's front courtyard. It was mid-afternoon, but a week or so before Christmas, dusk was approaching rapidly.

On the far side of the room was a single bed, with a canopy and thick, rich purple curtains and an elaborate bedskirt. Across from it and its end table was a long dresser, and between them was a thick, rich carpet. A chair was next to the dresser, and across the room was an armoire, rather like Elsa's current one. A dainty little desk, and a bookcase, were close to the door where he was standing. All in all, it was a lovely—cold, but lovely—room for a royal child.

Jack looked to the dresser again. The bottom drawer was sitting slightly open, a few dark-colored pieces of cloth sticking out of it.

His breath caught.

Elsa sighed. "This was my—"

"—Your childhood bedroom?"

She bit her lip. "How—how did you—?"

"—Just a hunch," Jack said coldly, pacing over to the dresser, "And those had better not be what I think they are."

"Don't—!"

He had already grasped the knob, yanking the large drawer out. Looking down, Jack felt his throat tighten with anger as he gazed into it, seeing that the entire drawer was filled with pair after pair of gloves.

Suddenly, a small piece of white fabric in the back caught his attention. A wave of horror sweeping over him, Jack shakily reached down for it. His eyes widened as he pulled out the tiny, white glove and held it up in the air, his mouth falling slightly open with disbelief.

It was the perfect size for a young child.

Jack's teeth clenched together. His eyes narrowing, and he turned to Elsa, feeling blood rushing to his face in fury. He glanced menacingly to the glove, and then looked intensely back into her face.

"Elsa," Jack said slowly, struggling to control his voice. "How old were you?"

"Please," she pleaded, "Jack—they were only trying to hel—"

"—How old were you?"

She bit her lip, looking down. "Seven," she whispered. "I—I was seven."

Jack pulled in his breath, crumpling the tiny glove in his hand. Seven years old. She had been seven years old, when they'd started cooping her up.

When they'd started teaching her she was a monster.

Jack loved seven-yr-olds. In his mind, children had something of a "golden age," between the years of six and nine; they were old enough to have fun, but also still young enough that none of them had reached adolescence—or had stopped believing, for the most part. Age seven was truly an age for innocent joy, and play, and—

He looked back to the beautiful young woman standing across the room. Her elegant body draped in a gown of ice, she stood with her shoulders slightly hunched in shame, her cerulean blue eyes cast down with sadness again.

Isolation.

For her, age seven was an age for isolation.

His stomach twisted, looking at her, seeing her delicate frame bent over with fear again. Jack closed his eyes, pulling in a long breath.

"Elsa," he said softly, "Do you have any idea how horrifying this is to me?"

She said nothing, but nodded. It was as if she was in physical pain, the room bearing down on her with memories. Memories a young girl should never have formed…

The Ice Powers Girl pulled in a deep breath. Placing the glove back in the dresser drawer, Jack turned to look at her again.

"Just out of curiosity," Elsa said hesitantly, pausing and gazing up into his eyes from across the room, "Um—how old are you? Exactly? I know it's not polite, but I don't think I can stand not knowing anymore."

He swallowed hard, staring at the ground and shifting his fingers on his staff.

"Let's just say I'm old," he muttered.

"Look, I know you're at least two hundred and sixty, okay?"

The statement took him completely by surprise.

He looked up in shock, his eyes widening slightly. "You—you do?"

"Yeah."

"How?"

"Research."

Jack felt another wave of confusion sweep through him, and Elsa pulled in a long breath.

"You might as well tell me," she sighed. "I've just—being in this room reminded me. I've always wondered. I mean, if you did even have an age. One of my theories was that you'd sort of always existed, but I suppose that, if you died, that would imply that you were born at one point."

"Yeah," he admitted, "I guess so. If you must know, I was—woken back up—about three hundred years ago. Almost three hundred and one."

She paused, looking thoughtfully up at the ceiling, as if she was doing a quick calculation. A pensive expression on her face, she then looked back to him, a weak little smile pulling at the edge of her mouth.

"300 years," she repeated glassily. "Yeah, I—that sounds about right."

"Sounds about right? What do you mean?" Jack exclaimed, "How did you know? I mean, I sure didn't tell you my age. I thought you'd be creeped out."

"Like I said. Research," Elsa sighed, biting her lip again. "That's—um, that's why I brought you here. What I wanted to show you."

Jack watched as she slowly turned back towards the bed, and bent down. It was fairly high of the ground, and she gently picked up the edge of the bedskirt, lifting it up and revealing a clean, dark space underneath.

"This is it."

A few moments passed in silence.

"Um," Jack said slowly, "I'm… not seeing anything."

Elsa nodded. "That's because I hid it well," she whispered. "I had to keep this in a place where no one would ever find it. No servants, no tutors, no parents. But, once you see it, I think it's pretty self-explanatory."

Jack watched in wonder as she got down on the floor, touching her capelet to disintegrate it. Her eyes were filled with pain, like dark old memories—memories of things that never should have been forced on someone so young—were being woken up for the first time in years.

As she looked back to him, Jack gestured to the space under the bed with his staff.

"So, would you hide from people under there, or…?"

"On, no. That wasn't it at all," she laughed, twisting around and reaching underneath the bedskirt. A new wave of confusion swept over Jack's face as the Fifth Spirit pulled out a wooden cooking spoon, a box of matches, and a tea candle, setting them beside her, one by one. "This was my—well, my special place. I spent a lot of my childhood and adolescence under here."

He looked again to the darkness under the bed, and to the strange objects on the floor. As Elsa chose a match and began fumbling to brush it against the side of the box, Jack drew in his breath, carefully measuring his words.

"Sounds lonely," he said.

Elsa paused, lying down. "Well—yes," she admitted. "But every day, Anna would knock on my door and ask me if I wanted to build a snowman. It wasn't always at the same time, but she'd usually make her appearance somewhere in-between 3:30 and 4:00 in the afternoon. You know—after the tutors left."

"Good sister."

The end of the match suddenly exploded into flame, and she jumped. Huffing a self-conscious laugh, Elsa shook her head. "Sorry," she admitted, "I'm used to just having Bruni do this now…"

As the flame sputtered and then calmed down into a steady, controllable burn, Elsa picked up the tea candle. Lighting it carefully, and then shook out the match.

"But… Anna was always an amazing sister," the Ice Powers Girl sighed, starting again as she placed the candle in the dip of the cooking spoon. "And—I couldn't answer—you know, because of my powers, but—as I laid here on the ground and looked to the side, I could always see her feet under the door."

"Just her feet?"

Elsa nodded. She closed her eyes, pausing for a moment, as if she was savoring the memory. Jack took another step towards her, and she pulled in a long breath, smiling weakly.

"Anna always had the cutest feet," the Snow Queen breathed.

Another few moments of silence.

She shook her head, sighing again, and laid down on the ground, pulling up the bedskirt. Jack swallowed hard, turning around and looking to the door. She had spent her entire childhood and adolescence so hidden away that she couldn't even see her own sister. They had completely trapped her. But, in that casual comment, her center was shining through again. The young Elsa was so desperate to love that she would watch for the sight of her little sister's feet.

As he looked back to her, his eyebrows lifted slightly in surprise. She had rolled under the bed, her delicate hand reaching out from the bedskirt and feeling the floor for the handle of the spoon. Jack smiled in spite of himself as he crouched down, carefully pushing it up against her fingers. Her hand closed around it, and Jack watched as the bedskirt lifted a few inches, the Ice Powers Girl pulling the spoon—with the candle sitting on it—underneath the bed after her.

Without saying a word, Jack laid down on the floor as well, carefully setting down his staff. Then, pulling up the bedskirt, he rolled over as well, joining Elsa in the two-foot space under the bed in the faint candlelight.

As he looked back up, his breath caught.

On the underside of the bedframe, messily sewn into place in the corners, was an enormous map of Scandinavia, primarily focusing on Arendelle, but including many of the surrounding kingdoms as well. On top of the map were hundreds of strips of parchment, pinned into the map and the wooden bedframe itself. Threads and strings of all different colors wound and twisted over the messy writing on the strips, like a grand web of ideas on the underside of Elsa's childhood bed.

Research.

Elsa, lying beside him as the tea candle flickered between them on the spoon, pulled in a deep breath. Jack jolted slightly, his eyes wide, and looked to her.

"Pulling together the stories and accounts, I felt like I was noticing a lot of similarities," she choked, "And I started building this map. There were just—it was all way too consistent to be a legend."

"How so?"

She pointed across his body. Jack looked up and saw a short list, pinned into one of the main wooden planks under the bed.

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white hair

blue eyes

stick (?)

able to fly (wings?)

fun

very old

either with children or completely alone

able to walk through people (angel?)

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"Wait," he stammered, "This—this a list about me."

"Well, I—I had a lot of different theories," Elsa said quietly, gesturing to one of the pieces of parchment in the middle. "But I guess I got one thing right."

Jack's eyes followed her finger and fell onto the very center of the map. There, in the messy scrawl of a child struggling to control her script, were four words, written in capital letters.

JACK FROST IS REAL

His heart started pounding. Jack's breath caught as he looked over the surface of the map, between all of the pins and threads, reading the pieces of parchment.

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Jack Frost. Sighted 3/3/1803. Flying man. A#12, P#34

Jack Frost. Sighted 10/15/1702. Snowball fight, white hair. A#2, P#15

Jack Frost. Sighted 12/1/1689. Blue eyes, white hair, freezing pond. A#10, P#8

Jack Frost. Sighted 5/8/1764. Icing trees, thin body. A#7, P#29

Jack Frost. Sighted 1/29/1699. Flying, stick, no further description. A#5, P#18

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"Where did all of these come from?" he breathed.

"Records," she told him. "You know—from the library."

"Records from what, though?"

Elsa pulled in a long breath, closing her eyes. Finally, not looking at him, she sighed.

"They're records from the old insane asylum, Jack."

Chapter 29: Crazy or Evil

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: I LIVVVVVVVVVVVVE! I'll explain more after the chapter.

CONTENT WARNING: Dark dark dark dark dark dark DARK. Also, I am NOT a historian, so take everything you're about to read with a grain of salt.

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29: CRAZY OR EVIL

Jack's heart leapt into his throat. "Insane asylum?" he choked.

Elsa bit her lip, nodding. She pointed to one of the slips of paper.

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Jack Frost. Sighted 4/2/1730. Stick, flying, white hair. A#3, P#12

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"A 3, P 112," she sighed. "Administrator number three, Patient number twelve."

Jack's head was spinning, his mind racing with conflicting thoughts and emotions. He could practically hear his own heartbeat, hammering violently against the inside of his ribcage, his throat tight with shock. It was—it couldn't—and yet—! Could it really—?

He sucked in a long, pained breath. Elsa turned to him again as he squeezed his eyes shut, then opening them and shaking his head with disbelief.

"Insane people," Jack choked. "Insane people could see me."

There was a pause.

Elsa bit her lip, shifting uncomfortably on the floor next to him.

"Well," she said carefully, "Either that, or… anyone that repeatedly claimed they'd seen Jack Frost was declared insane."

Jack's heart leapt into his throat again, a wave of nausea sweeping over him.

It was so much to try to take in all at once. For all those years of thinking he was invisible, the decades and decades of people walking straight through his body… and it turned out that there were people who could see him, after all.

Who were then tortured for it.

The Snow Queen let out a bark of bitter laughter, shaking her head as she stared up at the underside of the bedframe again.

"Patient," she gritted. "What a cynical term."

"What do you mean?"

"Patient implies healing. Like, that you're sick, and then you'll get some help, and you'll be released. But no one taken into one of those places ever came out. Patient?" Elsa scoffed. "Prisoner was more like it."

She crossed her arms over her chest, leaning her head back onto the floor. Jack turned over and looked at her. She had closed her eyes, as if in pain, and let out a long sigh.

"Getting that place shut down was one of my first major actions as queen two years ago," she said softly. "And I started up a bunch of programs to try to get those poor people transitioning back into society. I mean, they still need help, but… that so-called 'asylum' was just locking them up. The massive release didn't go over well with the Council, but I got it done."

Jack's eyes slightly widened with the sudden realization. As soon as she had been crowned, Arendelle's then-twenty-one-year-old queen had effectively declared war on her so-called Council, simultaneously challenging their power and exposing their foundationless prejudices. No wonder they despised Elsa so much.

She was a threat.

He smirked. Elsa, Queen of Arendelle, was a beautiful young woman who possessed both ideas, and the determination to make them become a reality. My, what could be more terrifying?

It was going to be fun, taking these guys down.

He opened his mouth to say something, and then closed it again, searching for the right words. After a few moments, he laughed breathily, shaking his head and looking to Elsa again.

"Okay," Jack stammered, "Remember how I said what a great queen you were?"

"Yes?"

He raised his eyebrows, folding his arms behind his head. "This is exactly what I mean."

She smiled weakly, turning and looking into his eyes again.

"Thanks," she whispered. "That—um, that means a lot to me."

Elsa bit her lip, glancing away as she considered his statement, like she was savoring his approval. After a few moments, she jumped.

"Anna's doing really well, though," Elsa reaffirmed suddenly, "I'm just here until she's better again. I don't care what the Council thinks; I'm not stealing my sister's crown."

Jack scoffed. "Because they think Anna's entire job as queen was to marry a royal guy?"

"Right."

He rolled his eyes, shaking his head. "I'm going to be honest though, Snowflake," Jack admitted, "If you hate being stuck here so much… why doesn't Kristoff just take over? I mean, he wouldn't have any problems defending Anna with the Council."

"Training people takes time," she explained, "And, the entire point was that we didn't want to give the Council the time to rip things apart. Somebody needed to fill in for Anna, and Kristoff thought I'd be better at it."

Jack's eyebrows jumped. "Kristoff thinks you're better than Anna?"

"No, just better than him," Elsa laughed, "He's a novice. Which is fine, but… well, I could just jump right back in without any real issues. I already know the ropes. But in a lot of ways, I honestly think that Anna's a way better queen than me. I'm better at identifying problems and solutions, and running reforms. I'm better at data. I'm… book-smart. But my sister is people-smart. She's very outgoing, and easy to love, and she can be—persuasive."

Jack huffed a chuckle, his face cracking into a grin. "Persuasive, or persistent?"

"Both?"

They both laughed, and Elsa shook her head. "See, though—that's what I mean," she said, "Those qualities, in this line of work, are essential. Anna is a great queen! I can make small-talk and such, and she still likes having my help when it comes to doing research and crunching numbers, but Anna's a natural with the people. Everybody loves her."

"I think people love you more than you realize, Snowflake."

Silence fell over the two of them again, and Jack stared back up at the map, reading more of the slips of parchment. It was clearly an endeavor that had taken the young Elsa some time; the handwriting changed subtlety from slip to slip, becoming more controlled and disciplined as she grew.

But never mind how much time this research had taken, or the sheer amount of research that the young girl with ice powers had done on him. It was the fact that there were accounts to be researched in the first place that wasn't sinking in.

Jack let out another long breath of air, closing his eyes as the realization hit him freshly again.

"People could see me," he choked.

"Well—of course people could see you, Jack!" Elsa exclaimed, propping herself up on an elbow. "I mean, mankind is generally oblivious, and you move really fast, but did you really think that you could be around that long without anyone noticing?"

"I—"

His voice trailed off, and Jack shook his head, his eyes wide with disbelief as he looked over the surface of the map.

Elsa looked to him, leaning towards him on her elbow.

"Jack… you're a legend," she whispered. "If it was really true that no one could see you, where do you think the legend could have originated from?"

The words sent him reeling again.

To discover that people could see him. To learn what happened to them, if they admitted that they did. To find out that, for years, and without his knowledge or even suspicion, a young girl with ice powers was searching for him, lying under her bed, hidden away behind the locked door of her bedroom.

For every question Elsa answered, another three were raised.

"Okay, so here's something I want to know," Jack blurted. "How did—how did you even figure out that you needed to search the records from insane asylums to find me, anyway? As a general rule, when people go searching for mythological figures, the first place they look isn't in 200-yr-old journals of psychiatric case studies."

She bit her lip, taking in a breath. "When I was nine years old, I—um," she explained. "Well—something happened."

"What do you mean?"

"Just—something," Elsa said quickly, giving her head a quick shake, "Don't worry about it. But I had to use my—I mean, I used my powers," she corrected. "Well, when my father found out, he got upset, because he thought I wasn't trying to control them. So, he wanted to—um—he wanted to try to motivate me a little more."

Jack suddenly felt blood rushing to his face in anger. His eyes narrowing, and using every ounce of willpower that he possessed, he pulled in a long breath.

"What kind of—motivation—are we talking about, here?" he said carefully, struggling to control his voice.

"We went on a little field trip to the library." The Ice Powers Girl rolled over, facing him and leaning on her arm. "He pulled out the oldest volume of insane asylum records to show me what happened to people that were—dangerous. I mean, the actual case studies, with all the interviews and accounts."

She bit her lip, pausing to take in another breath. Jack saw with horror that her beautiful deep eyes were filled with shame again, and she shook her head slightly, continuing.

"He told me that he loved me, and that he didn't want to live to see me chained up in one of those places. So, I…" Elsa closed her eyes, rolling onto her back again and staring up at the underside of the bedframe. "I… um… I needed to learn to control my powers."

Jack's blood boiled.

"You mean," he gritted, "To suppress your powers."

"Jack—"

"—Well, that's just ducky!" he sputtered, "What inspirational parenting!"

"He was doing his best."

"It WASN'T VERY GOOD!" Jack yelled suddenly, slamming his hand against the bedframe.

CRACK!

Light shot out across plank of wood, frost exploding over the corner of the map in sharp spikes and fusing the strips of parchment into a thin layer of rough, uncontrolled crystalline ice. Jack grimaced, and glanced to the side. Elsa had startled back, and he suddenly realized to his horror that she was—cowering from him.

Jack's stomach twisted.

Closing his eyes, he tried to focus, gently placing his palm on top of the ice and pulling off his fingertips like he had in the library. Instead of leaping off of the parchment, however, the ice stayed put, another layer of frost swirling out slowly from his fingertips.

It was no use. He couldn't think about fun now.

Not with Elsa looking so afraid of him.

She shifted uncomfortably on the floor again, crossing her arms over her chest. Jack pulled in his breath, looking to her, her body suddenly tense on the ground underneath the bed. Watching intently, he saw her bite her lip, nervously taking in a breath.

"Please don't insult my father," she said quietly.

Jack's face drained of color. Swallowing hard, he opened his mouth to apologize, but no sound came out.

He coughed, shaking his head.

"I'm sorry," he choked, "I didn't—"

"—It's okay."

They laid together underneath the bed in silence for a few moments. Elsa relaxed slightly, holding her hands together over her stomach.

"And, I have reason to believe that my mother started having some… conversations with my father. Soon after that," she added. "But my father didn't hate my powers; he was just worried about me. Now, if my grandfather had been alive—!"

Jack's eyes widened slightly, remembering Olaf's remarks in the throne room the day before.

"Not a big fan of magic?" he asked.

The Ice Powers Girl bit her lip, suddenly pained. Then, she shook her head.

Jack Frost didn't respond.

"Anyway…" Elsa started again quietly, changing the subject back. "It was—um, it was one of the names. In that first volume's index, when my father was showing me. I recognized it."

Jack looked to her and raised his eyebrows, silently asking the natural question. Seeing it, she drew in her breath.

"Gerd Karl Borstad?" she prompted.

The name had no meaning to him. Jack stared in blank confusion at the underside of the bedframe, and then suddenly realized that Elsa was turning over towards him, reaching for something above his head.

He jolted, scooting to the side and flipping over onto his stomach. Looking to where she was reaching, it was then that he realized that, at the base of the headboard, there were half a dozen piles of books. In the faint light, he hadn't even noticed them there before; they were stacked in such a way that they blended almost perfectly with the dark wood of the headboard extending down to the floor behind them. They, like the map, had been hidden in plain sight.

Man, Queen Elsa was good at concealing things.

The Ice Powers Girl carefully took a thin book off the top of the pile closest to him, placing it on the floor between them. Looking at it, Jack realized that it wasn't even really a book at all, but a fragile, yellowed pamphlet, held together and mended from use by string. The print upon it was heavily faded, but in the candlelight, he could still make out the title.

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DIALOGUE ON BEYINGS OF THE FANTASTIK

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"This is the earliest written document referencing a 'Spirit of Winter' that I could find," Elsa said quietly. "Originally published in 1583. This is a reprint from the mid-1600's."

She flipped through the pamphlet's worn pages, finally coming to a place within it that opened almost automatically. She pushed it across the Jack, and he took it. Sure enough, at the top of the page, there was a faded reprint picture of a thin boy with a staff, standing atop a tree branch. His eyes fell onto the title underneath it.

The Wyntr Wandryr

After staring at it, dumbstruck, for a few moments, he shook his head vigorously. His mind racing, he let out a sharp bark of laughter and looked back to Elsa.

"Dialogue, though? Dialogue with whom? Don't tell me he pulled a Galileo," Jack chuckled darkly. "That's a really fast way to get yourself locked up."

"No," she laughed, "No mockery of super-high political or religious figures involved. It was his dialogue with the Evening Orb. You know—very symbolic, if you—"

"—MANNY TALKED TO THIS GUY?!"

Elsa pulled in a long breath, her eyebrows raising slightly. "Alright," she said carefully, "Maybe it wasn't symbolic."

"At some point here, you're really going to need to start taking me literally."

"Apparently." She flipped the pamphlet back to its front cover, pointing to the name. "But Gerd Karl Borstad—he was a professor, and he had a lot of publications out on interpretations of mythology. But, in his personal life, he was an avid stargazer."

Jack shrugged. "I guess that would explain how he could spend so much time with the moon."

"I suppose it could. I'll have to reread this… now that I know his introduction wasn't necessarily symbolic," she admitted.

Jack shrugged, smiling wryly as he looked back down at the yellowed pamphlet. After a few more moments of staring at it—dang, it was old—he let out his breath, shaking his head again and glancing back to Elsa.

"I just—I just can't believe it," Jack laughed bitterly. "Manny talked to people."

"Well—apparently, Professor Borstad thought so," she sighed. "He published this pamphlet, and for a while, it wasn't particularly controversial. Everyone thought that it was supposed to be some sort of poetic commentary on ancient mythology, or something. You know—kind of like some sort of modernization. An artistic thing. But then, people started figuring out that he actually believed what he'd written. As you can imagine, he lost his credibility, his freedom, his family…"

Her voice trailed off, and she shook her head. Jack swallowed hard, fighting the new wave of nausea sweeping over his body.

"Because he saw Jack Frost," he choked.

"Yes," she said quietly. "But it wasn't seeing you that really caught everyone's attention. It was the Sky Elf story."

"Sky Elf?"

Elsa twisted around on the floor, pulling back the booklet's cover and flipping through its old, worn pages. Finally, she shoved it to Jack, pointing.

"The Sky Elf," she said quietly. She then daintily flicked her hand through the air, gesturing. "With his golden sky-rivers…"

Jack's eyes widened as he stared at the sketch. A tiny, round man with spiked hair in a cloud, the long ribbons twisting and extending out from it…

"Sandy," he breathed.

A wave off confusion swept over Elsa's face. "Who?"

"Sandy! The Sandman! That's him!" Jack exclaimed. "He could see him?"

"If you say that's the Sandman," she shrugged, "Then yes."

"But why—how—!" Jack shook his head. "This professor—why'd they lock him up?"

"Because he refused to deny the things that he'd seen."

Jack swallowed hard. Then, he shifted himself onto his elbow under the bed, leaning his chin on his fist as he flipped through more of the pamphlet's pages with his other hand. Surely enough, there they were—the Tooth Fairy, Santa Claus, and the Easter Bunny, followed by a few of the non-Guardians, including Cupid, the Leprechaun, and—

The last page of the pamphlet fell open in front of him. Reprinted and faded from an etching, in the top right corner, there was a tiny picture of a tall, eerily graceful man in a long black robe.

Jack's heart leapt into his throat, and he abruptly slammed the booklet shut.

He knew who that was. Silently pleading that the Ice Powers Girl hadn't noticed his reaction, his hand still shaking, he then carefully picked the pamphlet up, turning it over to its front. He bit his fist, seeing the author's name again.

"So, they locked him up," Jack said. "Because he wouldn't deny something he saw."

"Basically, yes."

He scoffed, gently pushing the booklet back to her. "Well, that's just great."

She took it, placing it on top of the nearest pile of books again. "I actually looked up the court case," Elsa sighed, "It's in the records. They tried him for heresy—you know, for publishing the Dialogue. There was a lot of witch-hunt type of stuff going on at the time. When it became clear that he was going to lose, his lawyer plead insanity."

"Heresy?" Jack sputtered. "For seeing me? How on earth does that count as heresy?"

"What else would they drag him in for?" Elsa retorted. "The people needed something to pin on the poor man. And I suppose—well—you know how society is, Jack."

"What do you mean?"

"Anyone that can see, or feel, or do things that others can't is considered to be either crazy or evil," she said quietly. "I mean, look—look at me. Look at how people reacted to my having ice powers."

Jack fell silent again, pressing his lips together. She hadn't actually told him how people reacted—well, apart from her parents and the counsel, anyway—but he didn't want to know.

It wasn't hard to guess.

He exhaled slowly, flopping over onto his back again and crossing his arms over his chest, staring back up at the colorful threads across the map. There were still so many questions left unanswered…

He took in another deep breath.

"I guess it shouldn't surprise me that some people would have—well—gifts. For seeing us," Jack said quietly. "It's just the reaction that I can't swallow. You'd think that people would value someone more for having a gift like that, but instead they—"

"—Tie them down, shut them up, and lock them away," the Snow Queen gritted. "Correct."

Jack's stomach twisted again. "But why?"

"It's easier."

"Easier?" he choked, "Easier than what?"

"Easier than having to deal with someone being different."

Jack bit his lip, staring at the hundreds of pieces of parchment across the surface of the map above them, shadows dancing across its worn surface from the flickering tea candle in the spoon. In his peripheral vision, he saw Elsa shift on the floor, readjusting her dress and closing her eyes.

"What would this world look like if everyone stopped always going for the easiest choice?" she breathed.

The pain in her voice was almost palpable. Silence fell over the two again, and Jack turned over slightly to look at her, his mind racing, trying to think of what to say.

"It would be beautiful," he whispered.

Elsa nodded. She set her jaw, sucking in a deep breath. "Yeah. It would be," she gritted. "But instead, it's dark, and dank, and murky, and filled to the brim with pain and terror and hatred!"

CRACK!

A clump of ice shot out of her chest, smashing into the bedframe above her and shattering. Jack startled, jolting with shock at her sudden passion, and as the soft shower of ice particles fell around her, Elsa sucked in her breath, clasping her hands into her stomach. Her chest rising up and down rapidly, she gasped for breath, squeezing her eyes shut.

"I—I'm sorry," she choked. "I didn't mean to—"

"—You don't have to apologize."

Elsa swallowed hard, looking worried. Jack rolled onto his side, chuckling under his breath.

"I literally did the same thing two minutes ago, Snowflake. Give me a break."

Her eyes widened slightly with the realization. After a few moments, the Fifth Spirit giggled, a shy, embarrassed little smile spread across her face. Jack's heart melted.

Ooooooh, that smile.

He rolled over onto his back again, letting out a bark of laughter. "We haven't been doing too well on the controlling ice powers thing today—have we?"

"Apparently not."

"Some deep breathing or something might be a good idea," he joked, "You know, before we freeze the whole castle by accident?"

Elsa fidgeted with the fabric on her skirt, looking down and blushing. Jack raised his eyebrows slightly in surprise.

Ouch.

Lucky guess.

Seeing her sudden embarrassment, he chuckled bitterly, shaking his head.

"A lot of it, though—with the anger thing—it's just a matter of knowing what makes you angry," he admitted. "People hurting kids—that's what really sets me off. More than anything else."

"Hurting kids?" she asked.

"Yeah."

Or you, Jack thought. People hurting you.

She was lost in thought, her eyes slightly narrowed with concentration. Then, shifting and adjusting her dress again, her deep eyes softened once more.

"How society treats people who are different. That's what gets me," Elsa sighed. "The cruelty. On their own, people are usually pretty decent, but put them into a big group, get them a little scared, and…"

Her voice trailed off, and she bit her lip again.

"I just…" She closed her eyes. "I just don't understand it, Jack."

They lay on the ground in silence again, the candle on the spoon flickering between them. After a few moments, Jack smiled wryly, glancing in her direction and shrugging.

"Basically, people are horrible," he said casually.

Elsa jolted slightly at the statement with a grin, shaking her head. Then, her smile faded again, and he watched as she looked back up to the map, her expression grave.

He pulled in another breath.

"This world could be a really beautiful place," Jack said softly. "It's true. But, at least for right now, the world can be—pretty awful. You know, with so much hatred and corruption in it."

As he watched her, Jack saw her hard expression shift. She relaxed back down slightly, her eyes deep with sadness.

"But I guess that's the challenge… isn't it?" she sighed.

"What is?"

She shifted uncomfortably on the floor, the candlelight dancing across her pointed features and sending flickering shadows across the contours of her face. Then, with a weak hint of a smile, she turned and looked to him, raising her eyebrows slightly.

"Learning the see the beauty anyway," Elsa whispered.

Jack's breath caught.

The young queen relaxed back onto the floor, looking to the map above her again and then closing her eyes. Her expression was pensive; pained, but with the tiniest hint of hope in it as she descended into her own thoughts, her thick braid thrown carelessly across the floor and the cloth of her icy gown sparkling in the light. She had the body of a twenty-three-year-old, along with the passionate, fiery spirit of someone who had risen to power so young, but Elsa spoke like an ancient. It made perfect sense, why this girl would be chosen to become the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest. But after having been through so much …

The Guardian of Fun folded his arms behind his head, staring up at the underside of the bedframe. The last two lines of the conversation were playing on repeat in his mind.

The world can be pretty awful. With so much hatred and corruption in it, he heard his own voice say.

But I guess that's the challenge... isn't it? Elsa's responded. Learning to see the beauty anyway.

Jack looked again to the young woman beside him. She laid on the ground underneath the sprawling map, lost in thought, the ice particles in her braid sparkling in the candlelight.

He could see it.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: I LIIIIIIVE! Also, I'm going to start putting the Author's Notes at the END, because they're getting longer and longer and more distracting. Hope this works for everybody. As for my absence—so sorry! If you count tomorrow (ONE—MORE—EXAM—GAUGH!), in the last two weeks, I've had three enormous exams and a big conference, where I presented some laser research. The conference was awesome, but I've REALLY missed the insanely supportive world of fanfic. Did I ever tell 'yal how FANTASTIC you are?! BECAUSE YOU ARE. (Hooray!) Thanks for reading, thanks for being awesome, and I hope you have a fantabulous day!

 

Chapter 30: Ice Powers Fantastic

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AUTHOR'S NOTE (added 12/22/19): I t's another disproportionately long chapter, because of the Frozen 2 stuff I added! Sorry again; thanks for tolerating me 8-s

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30: ICE POWERS FANTASTIC

"But here's another question," Jack started again, drumming his fingers on his stomach, "The people that saw me—why would they just be locked away? Wouldn't anyone—you know—try to get me back? Test out the theory, or something?"

Elsa shot him a forced, bitter smile, her eyes narrowing slightly. "Because everybody knows people can't have powers over ice and snow," she sighed. "Everybody knows people can't rise from the dead. Everybody knows people can't fly. Everybody knows that people like us… monsters…"

She paused, shaking her head with a sigh.

"We can't actually exist," she finished.

"Why not?"

"Oh, Jack…" The Ice Powers Girl rolled over a bit, a bitter, forced smile on her face. "Everybody knows that monsters aren't real."

He fell silent again, seeing the pain in her eyes. After a few moments, Elsa sighed, rolling back over on the floor and looking up to the underside of the bedframe again.

"And then I was," she said quietly.

There was another long, painful pause.

Jack glanced to the side, pulling in a deep breath and carefully measuring his words.

"Kinda makes you wonder what everybody will think they know tomorrow," he said softly.

"Yeah." Elsa nodded slowly, continuing to stare up at the map. "Kinda does."

The Fifth Spirit folded her arms across her chest, closing her eyes. Her lips pressed together tightly, she let out her breath, her beautiful face filled with pain once more. Jack's stomach twisted.

Just a little fun magic, he found himself thinking, While she isn't looking… just a tiiiiiiny little snowfla—wait. NO.

Resisting the urge, he readjusted his arms to grip his hands together behind his head. No magic. Not right now. Definitely not without telling her. And besides… there were too many questions left to be answered.

He looked back up to the map, pulling in another breath.

"So… the threads," he started slowly. "I was just noticing. They're all different colors. Is there a reason, or…?"

His voice trailed off, and he looked back to her.

"Are they color-coded?" Elsa smiled, finally turning over to face him again. "They are."

"How so?"

"Connecting characteristics between the accounts," she explained. "You know, to help me sort out the ones that really were just stories."

He raised his eyebrows, a tiny smile tugging at the edge of his mouth. Focusing on a white string, he followed it with his eyes, looking at the knots and pins linking the strips of parchment together.

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Jack Frost. Sighted 10/30/1813. Flying, white hair. A#2, P#304

Jack Frost. Sighted 1/25/1732. Snowball fight, thin body, white hair, staff. A#2, P#15

Jack Frost. Sighted 12/3/1692. Blue eyes, white hair, freezing pond. A#8, P#60

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"White string for white hair, right?" he asked.

Elsa's face broke into a smile, and she nodded. Jack's heart leapt, seeing the happy expression returning to her features once again.

There it was.

Alrighty, Snowflake. Research a happier topic? Jack thought. Let's talk research.

He grinned, awkwardly scooting himself down towards the foot of the bed on the floor. Elsa laughed into her hand, and he looked back up, selecting a yellow thread and tracing it with his finger, reading the strips of parchment that were strung together underneath it.

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Jack Frost. Sighted 3/7/1823. Dancing on frozen lake. Alone. A#13, P#304

Jack Frost. Sighted 3/15/1702. Snowball fight, white hair. A#2, P#25

Jack Frost. Sighted 12/10/1778. Freezing streets, laughing, thin body, staff . A#8, P#80

Jack Frost. Sighted 11/8/1734. With sledding children, walking through. A#22, P#82

Jack Frost. Sighted 1/9/1695. Swirling snow, no further description. A#16, P#58

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He glanced back to Elsa, raising his eyebrows.

"Yellow for fun?" he asked.

She nodded, beaming. Jack's heart leapt again, looking up from his upside-down position on the floor as her cerulean eyes shined in the flickering candlelight. The pink flush of her pale cheeks, the slight tint of gold in her hair, and that—smile.

Elsa's teeth were as white as freshly fallen snow, too.

After a long pause, Jack jolted slightly, his eyes snapping back into focus. Letting out a soft laugh and shaking his head, he flopped over onto his stomach.

"Why yellow?" he asked.

Elsa shrugged, propping herself up onto an elbow. "It seemed like a sunshiny type of color."

He let out a sharp bark of laughter, awkwardly crawling back up towards the headboard on his forearms. "Sunshine?" he scoffed. "Boring. I mean, when you could have a blizzardy kind of sky."

"I supposed I could see that. I mean—I prefer blizzards, too," she admitted. "Sunshine is nice, but snow clouds are—well, they're exciting. When I didn't put them there by accident."

His face only a few inches from hers again, Jack raised his eyebrows, grinning mischievously. "In that case," he said, leaning close into her ear, "Let the storm rage on."

She laughed softly, looking down. The Snow Queen opened her mouth to begin to say something, and Jack then saw her let out another nervous little laugh, shaking her head.

"Whaaaaaat?" Jack teased. He reached forward, gingerly picking up her braid and giving it a gentle tug. "I know that look, Snowflake. What are you thinking?"

Your hair is really soft.

"I just—I guess it—um," she said quickly, "It's just a—a change. A paradigm shift.—since the last time I was under here. You know? I mean, I—I know it now, and especially since Ahtohallan, but I just—well, the last time I was under here, I never thought—!"

Elsa stopped abruptly, shakily pulling in a deep breath. Nervously fidgeting with her fingers, she then shook her head again, and hesitantly looked back into Jack's eyes.

"Ice powers—good," she stammered.

The statement caught Jack completely off guard.

Hiding it, he grinned sheepishly, taking her hand off the floor and holding it in his own. She didn't pull away. Playing with her fingers for a moment, he then looked back up into her eyes.

"Ice powers fantastic, ma'am," he whispered.

She blushed again, smiling shyly as Jack kissed the back of her hand, peering up at her through his eyelashes. He then set it down, rolling over onto his back again and looking to the threads.

Just as he was about to select another colored thread, Jack heard Elsa give a quick gasp. He jerked his head back around, and realized that she was lying on the ground, her head back, covering her face with her hands. She started giggling uncontrollably, her entire body trembling as she shook her head.

"I'm sorry—I—I just," she laughed breathily, shaking her head and blushing furiously. "I never thought I'd be doing this. Here."

"Doing what?"

"Um," Elsa gasped. "I—Jack, I spent six years of my adolescence working on this map. Before then, I memorized everything about you in every storybook I could find. It was—it was so many years of dreaming, and now—we're—you're—!"

She took her hands away from her face, running her fingers into her hair. Jack raised his eyebrows, a hint of a smile tugging at the edge of his mouth as Elsa sucked in a trembling breath, looking to him, and then shaking her head vigorously again.

"Jack. Frost," she giggled breathlessly. "I am showing this. To Jack. Frost. I just—I—I can't—!"

She cupped her hands over her eyes, rolling over onto her back again and shaking her head, gasping for breath. Jack grinned sheepishly, feeling a little blood rushing to his face.

"Well—um," he said softly, "It's—it's kind of eye-opening for me, too. I'm really grateful you brought me here."

"Sure. Anytime," she stammered between gasps, her blush going deeper in its hue. She shook her head again, pulling her hands down from her eyes and onto her mouth.

"I'm sorry," she blurted. "I just—okay, if I could go back in time—to the nine-year-old me—and tell her that she would someday be lying under her map with Jack Frost, just, you know, having a conversation, and—"

"—Wait, the WHAT year old you?"

She abruptly stopped giggling, her face going pale.

"Never mind," she said quickly.

"How old were you?"

"It doesn't matter, Jack!"

"You said nine years old, didn't you?"

Elsa's face flushed, and she bit her lip, nervously looking down at her dress and fidgeting with the seam. After a long, painful pause, Jack shook his head and let out a long sigh.

"Sifting through two-hundred-year-old psychiatric records for references to an invisible dead man," he breathed. "What a perfectly appropriate hobby for a young girl."

"But that was what made me happy!" Elsa protested. "And, given everything going on when I was nine, I don't think it's that absurd. It made perfect sense for me."

"Nine years old? Seriously?" he sputtered. "That's when kids are supposed to be squeezing out the last bit of fun from childhood. The last hurrah, before the hormones start to hit. You were supposed to be out playing. Having a good time. You know," he scoffed, "With friends? Ever heard of them?"

"The Jack Frost theories were my friends," she said quietly. "And, think about it. It's not like I was allowed to go outside, or anything. I couldn't even see my sister. What else could I have been doing?"

"Yes, what else could a nine-year-old princess possibly have been doing with her free time?"

Elsa didn't respond.

"Look," Jack sighed, shaking his head, "I—this is all very flattering, and all. That you were researching me. But the reason why you were doing it—it's horrifying, Elsa."

A long, painful silence fell over them.

Finally, Elsa pulled in a deep breath, still avoiding eye contact. She stared determinately up at the map.

"I was doing it because I needed hope," she choked.

"Yeah. It never should have been stolen from you."

She went quiet again. After a few moments, Jack scoffed again, gingerly touching the wooden plank above his face.

"I mean—not to mention," he said darkly, "That's—um—that's a solid wood bed frame. How on earth did you even push the pins in? Those are lady fingers you've got there, Snowflake. I can't even begin to imagine the amount of time invested here."

The Ice Powers Girl smiled bitterly, reaching over and carefully picking up the tea candle from off the spoon. She set it on the ground, and Jack watched as she grasped the spoon's handle, picking it up.

"Doubles as a hammer," she said, tossing it to herself. "And then I carved out a bit of the handle for some extra leverage, when that wasn't working. An actual tool would have gone missing, but—well, in a castle this size? Nobody missed the spoon."

Jack raised his eyebrows, letting out a sharp bark of laughter. Elsa smiled sheepishly, setting the spoon back down and rolling over on the floor again as he ran his fingers through his white hair.

"I've gotta hand it to you," he laughed, shaking his head. "You were—one—heck—of an nine-year-old."

She shrugged, blushing slightly. "Technically, I was working on this map until I was fifteen."

"Oh. Well, then," he retorted, "I stand corrected. Totally normal behavior."

"That's a relief."

"Actually, that was sarcasm."

"Humor me."

"No."

The silence fell again as the two stared up at the hundreds of slips of parchment pinned into the map on the underside of the bedframe.

"You know… I think it actually turned out to be a really good thing," Elsa admitted. "All of the research. I mean, it wasn't just you that I found."

Jack's heart leapt into his throat, the mental image of a tall, pale figure in a black robe flashing behind his eyes. "You—uh," he stammered, "Who do—what do you mean?"

Not him, not him, not him, not him…!

She sighed. "Well… for a start, it got me interested in the Enchanted Forest again. I wouldn't have recognized the crystal runes so quickly, if I hadn't been studying them and aware of them for so many years. It's part of why we were able to evacuate Arendelle proper so fast."

…What?

"Huh?" Jack asked.

"The Crystal Runes," she repeated.

Elsa turned over slightly, gazing into his eyes with expectation in her own. Feeling his cheeks flushing, Jack pulled in his breath.

"I have no idea what you're talking about," he admitted.

"Really?" she wondered, "You don't? They're all over the old artwork in books about magic. The nature spirits' runes? Water droplets, sparks of fire… ?"

Jack stared at her blankly.

"I still have no idea what you're talking about," he said again.

"Oh."

Her face fell, and the Fifth Spirit rolled back onto her back again, biting her lip. "Well, they're on big stones, bordering the outside of the Enchanted Forest. And I've already spilled to you about that."

"Uh-huh." Jack kneaded his eyebrows. "Please remind me of where this place actually is?"

"North of here," Elsa answered. "As far north as we can go."

"Aw, come on," he chuckled, "That's not true. As far north as you can go is the North Pole. And then you'd run into North, and he'd give you a pep talk and a ceremony for no reason."

She laughed. "I said, it's as far north as we could go. At a certain point, there's just ocean, and the Nokk doesn't like to go further than Ahtohallan."

To this, Jack grinned. "Maybe you need somebody to fly you over the expanse."

The Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest smiled shyly. "I think I'd like that," she admitted.

Jack Frost and Elsa stared into each other's eyes for a long, silent moment.

Jolting slightly, Jack cleared his throat and looked down, blushing as Elsa did the same. He shifted himself on the floor.

"So, these… runes," he tried again, "They're on some big rocks, right? And then artwork?"

"Yes. But you can see them in more places than that," Elsa said. "Like, Bruni has the Fire Rune on his back. Literally, on his back."

"M'kay, who?"

Elsa suddenly looked wistful, her face melting into a smile. She pulled her hands in to her stomach. "Bruni. He's the Fire Spirit."

An unexpected pang of jealousy shooting through him, Jack froze. Shifting uncomfortably, he glanced down. "And you're—friends with him?" he asked, a sudden tension in his voice, "Are you guys close?"

How do YOU know if he has a rune on his back?

"We're extremely close," The Snow Queen smiled. "He's adorable. I mean, after the little awkwardness of how we first met, we've gotten along very well."

"Oh?" Jack squeaked, "How's that?"

Elsa, clearly not noticing how uncomfortable the Youngest Guardian suddenly was, laughed, smoothing a piece of hair back into her braid. "He sort of attacked me," she admitted.

Jack Frost jolted and snapped his head up, his fingers suddenly clenching into a fist so tight that a fine layer of frost began to spread over the carpet. "He attacked you?" he gasped.

"Well, all the spirits did," Elsa shrugged, "Except for the Earth Spirits, but that was kind of a relief. I was able to beat Bruni without too much trouble. I just had to corner him."

Propped up frozen on elbow, Jack stared at her in dismay, his mouth hanging slightly open. After a few moments, he shut it, his eyes narrow.

"And you're still in contact with him?" he sputtered.

"Of course."

"Well, then!" Jack huffed, "I'd love to meet him."

Elsa beamed. "I'll introduce you! You will love him."

"Right, sure," Jack snapped, "Sounds dandy. I think I'd like to have a little talk with thisBruni."

He flopped back over onto the carpet, crossing his arms behind his head and staring up at the map. Sure, he'd talk to this Fire Spirit, who was DUMB enough to attack the Snow Queen.

Or maybe I'll just ice-blast him in the face, he thought angrily. See how his stupid fire likes THAT.

"Um," Elsa started again hesitantly, "Bruni doesn't really—talk."

"Oh, he'll talk."

The Guardian scoffed, shaking his head. His teeth clenched together, he felt the Ice Powers Girl shift on the floor beside him.

"Bruni is a salamander," Elsa clarified.

"I don't care if he's a flippin'—!"

Jack Frost stopped talking.

"Wait," he tried again, his voice breaking, "You said—this Fire Spirit—he's a—?"

"—Salamander."

Jack's mouth fell open. As Elsa nodded, smiling nervously, he blushed.

"Of course he is," Jack huffed to himself, letting out a self-conscious laugh. "He's a salamander. Of course he's a… salamander."

The Spirit of Winter exhaled.

I'm. An idiot.

"Anyway…" she started again, "Bruni is, of course, just one of the spirits that attacked. They were trying to stop us every step of the way."

"Snowflake…"

Rolling towards her, Jack propped himself up onto his elbow under the map. She looked towards him, her brilliant, kind gaze pinning him into place for a long moment.

Oh, she was gorgeous.

"Jack?" Elsa asked softly.

He grimaced. "Okay, I don't know how to ask this, so I'll just ask," Jack finally blurted, giving his head a quick shake, "But, back when we first met—you told me that you thought this voice, calling you out there—was mine?"

Elsa bit her lip, staring downwards towards her stomach. "I did," she admitted, "Honestly, I think it was the main reason I was even okay with going out into the unknown. You know, at first."

He nodded. "So, you took off on an adventure, leaving your kingdom, threatening your life, blah blah blah… and your first thought was… that you might find me?"

"My first thought was Arendelle."

"Okay, yeah, but besides that."

The Ice Powers Girl shifted uncomfortably, hugging her arms across her stomach. Swallowing hard, she blushed.

"You were definitely a part of it," she whispered.

His heart leapt.

His face melting into a sheepish grin, Jack Frost rolled over onto his back again, folding his arms behind his head. Queen Elsa—the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest, this sweet, smart female winter spirit—was adorable.

She was adorable.

Oh—and, talking again, he suddenly realized.

"And then," Elsa was saying, "When I was riding up to Ahtohallan on the Nokk, and I realized that the river was frozen…!" her voice trailed off, and she blushed, letting out a nervous laugh. "Well, you can imagine. I thought it was proof. I was so sure that I was about to meet you, and…!"

Jack's eyebrows lifted. As the Ice Powers Girl shook her head, he didn't respond.

"You know," Elsa admitted, "I'm actually really grateful that it was my mother's memory inside, because that was AMAZING. I mean, when I was expecting to find you—I'm fairly certain that finding anything less that my mother's memory telling me my destiny would have been the biggest let-down ever."

Jack let out a startled chuckle, his face cracking into an uncontrollable grin. "WELL, then!" he laughed, "As long as I get to be as cool as your mom."

"My mom was very cool."

They both laughed, looking to each other again. Elsa's eyes were bright with the memory, her cheeks flushed with joy.

After a few moments, her face began to fall. "I only wish that she'd told us about…!"

Jack's heart leapt into his throat. Before he could respond, though, she shrugged, giving her head a quick shake and smiling weakly once again.

"Well," Elsa breathed. "She had her secrets. And her reasons for keeping them. I don't think she meant to take magic to her grave, though."

"What happened?" Jack asked softly. "Your mom was there, in this place, right? At least, her memory was?"

"Yes. And she was the one to make it clear to me that I was the Fifth Spirit all along."

The Ice Powers Girl shifted on the floor, adjusting her dress. After a few moments, she stiffened.

"Ahtohallan taught me was I was what I was looking for," she started again suddenly, a defensive tension on the edge of her voice, "I had my own destiny. I didn't need someone else, even someone else like me, to give me value. I have my own purpose, whether or not there's a 'more powerful' person in my life."

Lying on her back, Jack realized that the Snow Queen had now crossed her arms tightly over her chest, her entire body rigid like she was bracing herself. He nodded.

"Yeah?" Jack agreed.

Taken aback, Elsa glanced in his direction. Seeing that she still wasn't quite looking at him—still uncomfortable—he pulled in his breath, scooting an inch towards her.

"Snowflake, it sounds like you were trying to find your center," Jack added, "And I think that's really important. But yeah, you can really only figure that out for yourself. I could never have given you that."

"You're not offended?"

"Offended?"

"Well—I just told you that I figured out why I'm here, and what I'm meant to do—and that it isn't just that I exist so that you can mentor me," she stammered, "I—I'm the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest. And you had nothing to do with that."

Her muscles were still tense, and she was cringing, like she was expecting him to fight her on this point. Instead, Jack shrugged.

"I'm not that full of myself," he chuckled. "Now, if I stay under here that much longer…"

He gestured up to the hundreds of slips of paper, the map of his existence stretched out over the underside of her childhood bed. Elsa laughed, her shoulders relaxing again as her face melted back into a smile.

That's better.

"So, this… adventure of yours," Jack started again, "It all came down to your mom? Seeing her again, and figuring out the whole 'Fifth Spirit' deal?"

"Anna played a huge part in it, too," Elsa said. "It's how I actually knew that she was ready to be the Queen."

"What'd she do?"

The Snow Queen looked abruptly uncomfortable again.

"She kind of tore down a terrible old piece of the past. But I think I'd rather know you a bit longer before getting into that part of Arendelle's history," Elsa admitted. "It's—a bit dark."

"That's not surprising."

"It isn't?"

He grinned bitterly, letting out a sigh. "Snowflake," he exhaled, "When you've been around as long as I have, there's not all that much that surprises you. With corruption, I mean."

"I'm not sure if that's more reassuring or depressing," Elsa admitted.

"Well," Jack shrugged, "I can tell you that kids are usually pretty awesome, so at least there's that."

A look of pain swept over her beautiful features. "If only they stayed that way."

The Snow Queen's face fell, and Jack's stomach twisted. Looking back up to the map, he cleared his throat.

"So!" he started, changing the subject. "The threads! It's brown for the staff, blue for my eyes, yellow for fun, white for white hair, red for flying, pink for anything related to smiling, and purple for walking through people?"

"Right." Elsa smiled, shaking her head as she relaxed again. "Clearly, by the end, I was running out of ideas. And colors."

Jack let the purple thread slip off the end of his finger, and it twanged back into place over the slips of parchment and the map. Pushing himself back up towards her on the floor, he looked to Elsa again, grinning. "What, pink for my smile isn't the first color that you would have chosen?" he chuckled. "You don't say."

"Actually, that one actually kind of makes sense," she retorted. "I mean—you know—people would talk about your teeth some, but pink is for lips, right?"

He shrugged. "I guess I could see that."

"Except… well, now that I'm looking at them," Elsa mused, rolling over and propping herself up, "I guess they're a bit lighter than that."

"My lips?"

"Yeah." Her eyes narrowed slightly as she studied his face. "They're more of a violet type of pink, rather than a deep pink like the string. I mean, a lot of people would mention to teeth, and some would say that you had thinner, longer lips, but it wasn't all that clear, in the accounts. Most people saw you from far away, so your mouth wasn't really that visible."

"Thinner, longer lips?" Jack sputtered.

"I'd say they're more normal-sized, honestly."

Jack raised his eyebrows, gingerly reaching up and touching them. After a few moments, he shook his head, chuckling softly under his breath.

"I'm actually sort of creepily impressed," he said. "You've analyzed my mouth even more carefully than Tooth. I didn't think that was possible."

"Tooth?"

"Oh—right. That's the—"

"—Tooth Fairy?" Elsa finished.

He grinned. "Correct."

She shrugged, smiling. "Just assume that every mythical person you've ever heard of is real?"

"Pretty much."

"So… let's see," she said, counting on her fingers, "Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, the Sandman, the Easter Bunny, Cupid, Bigfoot—"

"—Actually, his name is Phil."

"Of course it is."

Jack chuckled, folding his arms behind his head and looking to her with a sly glint in his gaze. "Regarding my lips, though," he said, "I'd say you only left one thing out."

"Oh?"

He leaned in a little closer to her, raising his eyebrows.

"They taste fantastic," he whispered dramatically. Jack winked. "Just so you know."

Elsa startled back a bit and laughed, rolling her eyes. "Thanks for informing me."

"You're not going to just believe me, are you?"

"I think you're pretty trustworthy."

Reaching over his foot, Jack playfully flicked the hem of her dress with his toe. "Request permission to persuade you otherwise?"

Her face went pale. "Um—"

"—Kidding, Snowflake."

Elsa laughed self-conciously, shaking her head. "What am I going to do with you, Jack Frost?"

He scooted a few inches towards her on the floor. "Do I get to offer suggestions?"

Her eyes widening at the sudden closeness, the Ice Powers Girl opened her mouth to say something, and then blushed furiously, closing it again. Letting out a breathy tsk of a laugh, she then groaned in frustration and collapsed back onto the carpet, cupping her hands over her eyes. Jack grinned, rolling back and folding his arms behind his head.

They both stared up at the map again, the colored threads twisting messily in an enormous web above them.

"So… here's another question for you," Jack started, reaching up and tracing a purple thread. "Apparently, people saw me walking through other people—and, uh, vice-versa. And then testified about it, in the various records. That didn't—did that not scare you, or…?"

His voice trailed off, and he looked to her again, letting his hand fall back onto his stomach. She pulled in a quick breath, shrugging slightly.

"Well," she admitted, "To be completely honest, I—I thought that you were some sort of spirit. A ghost or something—it was one of my theories about you. Like, that you were not really a physical being. Like the Nokk, or something. She's a shapeshifter. She just usually prefers taking the form of a mare."

His eyebrows lifted slightly. He wasn't expecting that, but—well, given the context and the accounts, it made sense.

Elsa worked really hard to make things make sense.

A smile twitched out of the side of Jack's mouth as he stared at the underside of the bed frame. Glancing towards her, he crept his hand over to Elsa's on the floor, and gently placed his on top of her own. Then, interlacing his fingers with hers, he laughed softly.

"You're a fantastic researcher, but you may rest assured, Snowflake," Jack chuckled, "I am—very—definitely—a physical being."

She blushed slightly, but didn't pull away. Jack smiled, tracing his fingers over hers as the wave of relief swept over him again at the touch of her skin. It was pale, just like his, and cooler than most people's. Even though he usually couldn't actually feel them, when Jack was close to another person, he could feel the slight heat radiating form their body, so he knew that Elsa—despite being warmer than he was—was unusual. And her skin was soft, too. It was soft, like her hair. Like her heart. Soft. Everything about her was soft. Touching her, touching soft; it was WONDERFUL, and her hand was delicate, just like her slender wrist was, and—

"Um—Jack?"

He jolted, his eyes snapping back into focus. The Ice Powers Girl swallowed hard, looking to her hand, and then nervously meeting his gaze again.

"Can I—um," she choked softly, "Can I please have my hand back?"

Jack felt his throat tighten with embarrassment. Letting out a nervous, breathy laugh as blood rose to his face, he then shook his head vigorously, rolling back over onto the floor.

Smooth.

"I—wait," Elsa stammered, "Was that—! I—?"

Jack looked to her in confusion. "Was that what?" he asked.

"I—um—!"

Her voice trailed off. After a few moments, Jack watched as Elsa pulled in her breath, hesitantly looking into his eyes.

"Was that—um," she choked, dropping her voice to a whisper. "I—Jack, were you—flirting at me? Just now? And before?"

The Spirit of Winter raised his eyebrows.

After a few moments, he burst out laughing, shaking his head and rolling over towards her to pick up her hand again. "Gee, Snowflake, I don't know. You tell me," he retorted, grinning as he played with her fingers.

"I—I'm sorry," Elsa stammered, "I'm just—I'm bad at this. I'm trying to figure it out, but I can't tell when—"

"—Oh, come on. Give yourself a break," Jack laughed, giving her hand a final squeeze before releasing it. "You're doing fine."

"I can't flirt."

"Then I'll do it for you?"

Elsa's mouth fell open in shock as Jack grinned, rolling onto his back again to look upwards. After a few moments of starting back up at the map, his gaze found its way to the list of characteristics again, and—

Wait.

"Hold up," he said, "So, when I first met you—was it because of—?"

"Did I recognize you from the accounts?" she asked, visibly grateful for a chance to change the subject. "Well—eventually, yes, but not at first."

"And you thought you were dreaming."

"Wouldn't anyone?"

To this, Jack shrugged. "I guess I could see that," he admitted. "But—uh—what do you mean? When you said you didn't recognize me at first? I thought I was pretty straightforward with you about who I was."

She blushed slightly, fidgeting with her fingers. "I—um—I guess I was pretty set on my Little Old Man theory."

"Little Old Man Theory?"

Elsa shook her head, laughing softly. "Yes," she said, leaning down and reaching for a larger piece of parchment. She carefully unpinned it, handing it to him. "I'm not much of an artist, but—well—putting together the consistencies, I came up with this. It was my best guess at what you looked like."

Holding it up in the faint candlelight, Jack looked at the picture. It was a tiny painting of an old man, holding a cane. He was flying, it appeared, with enormous swan-like wings, matching his chalked-white hair and long beard.

Jack exhaled slowly.

"You—um," he said, "You thought my staff—was a cane?"

"Oh, come on," Elsa retorted, "You have to admit it makes sense. You had white hair, the accounts went back for hundreds of years, you carried a stick…"

Her voice trailed off. Jack closed his eyes, as if in pain, and readjusted himself on the floor. Shaking his head, he then turned over, and handed the painting of the bent little old man back to Elsa.

"I feel really old right now," he groaned.

"Um," she said softly, "Jack—with all due respect, you—um, you are really old."

"Not helping, Snowflake."

"It's interesting! In fact—let's see. Now that I know your age," she mused absent-mindedly, "And if you approximate my age as twenty—"

"—OH, no," Jack interrupted, clapping his hands over his ears, "You're doing Creepy Math. Please not the Creepy Math—"

"Fiftee—wait," she paused, turning to him, "How old were you when you died?"

He took his hands down, turning to her. "North says I was nineteen on his records."

Elsa shrugged. "Okay, so that's about twenty—"

"—Not listening!"

"If you divide it by—"

"—STILL NOT LISTENING—!"

"—Sixteen times my age!"

"—THAAAAAAA FIIIIIIRST NO-EHHHHHHHHL," Jack yelled suddenly, squeezing his eyes shut and pressing his hands into his ears, "THEEEEEE AAAAAAAAANGEL DID SAAAAAAAAY—"

"Jack, it's not a big deal," Elsa laughed. "I just think it's interesting. I mean, without the approximation, it's really closer to fourteen, but it's not like it matters to me."

He abruptly stopped singing, taking his hands down from his ears and looking to her desperately.

"Okay, what I said about flirting with you two minutes ago," he choked, "I take it back. I take it all back. I was not flirting with you. In fact, I was not even touching you, and I was definitely, absolutely, not about to hit on you with another brilliant sexual innuendo that had just occurred to me. I would like you to know that I was, in fact, reading you a story and sending you to bed."

"Excuse me?" Elsa laughed, "It's only about four in the afternoon! Also, wow."

"Yes. Far past your bedtime, young missy."

"Not likely, Gramps."

"You need to respect your elders, whippersnapper."

"I don't need to do a darned thing you say, old man."

Jack gasped dramatically, looking to her with a feigned expression of hurt as the Ice Powers Girl giggled. Then, he raised his eyebrows. "Keep talking back to me and I'll have to give you a spanking," he chuckled. Jack then dropped his voice a few tones, beginning to fold his arms behind his head as a little smirk crossed his face. "Or maybe I'll give you one anyway-OW!"

Recoiling in pain, he sharply sucked in his breath, clutching his ankle in his hands as Elsa pulled back her foot from the kick. Jack rolled over onto his side.

"SHOES!" he sputtered, "POINTY SHOES—why so pointy—AURGH!"

"Huh," Elsa mused. "They double as a weapon. I think I like these heels even more now."

"The line," Jack gasped, "I crossed it, didn't I?"

"You think?"

He grinned sheepishly, letting out a nervous laugh as he rolled onto his back again. "Honestly, though," Jack chuckled, gingerly releasing his foot and stretching it out again, "I—I still feel like—well, like my age kind of stopped. North said that I was nineteen on his records, before I died."

On the floor next to him, Elsa shrugged. "So… you're like… three hundred-something, and nineteen. At the same time."

"Yeah. Go figure."

Elsa shook her head, letting out a nervous laugh and looking into his eyes. "And if I'm twenty-three," she said slowly, "Who's robbing the cradle, then, you or me?"

"Robbing the cradle!?"

"Oh, forget about it."

"FORGET about it?" Jack sputtered. "It's that EASY? You mean, we can just forget about the fact that I'm—a lot—of times your age?"

"If we're really the only existing male and female of our species—as we've defined it," she laughed, "Do our ages really matter?"

"Well, when you say it like that—!"

She laid her head back onto the floor, rolling her eyes and laughing. As Jack looked into her beautiful face—feeling the heat of embarrassment in his own—he felt a strange wave of relief sweep over him, accompanying his sudden self-consciousness. If she'd told him that she, like the Guardians, was actually a few hundred years old, he would have believed it in an instant. But she was only twenty-three. No matter how old she acted, she was still blasted TWENTY-THREE. While he was—older. Even though she didn't seem to care.

At least it was all out there, now.

"Well—I guess all those years should make more sense now," he mumbled. "I mean, why this would be such a shock. I thought—I thought no one could see me. And all I really needed to do was to go and find the insane asylums. I spent three hundred years in total isolation from everyone for no reason."

Elsa's breath caught.

"What… did you say?" she gasped.

Jack's eyes widened, his throat going tight.

NO! NOOOOOOO, no, no, no, no, no, no, keep smiling!

Maybe he could shrug it off. Jack forced a grin. "Elsa, I told you that I was invisible," he chuckled nonchalantly. "It's not a big—"

"—I thought you were meaning it figuratively," she choked, "Or just with some people, but—you were completely—no one ever saw—?"

His heart leapt into his throat. Jack bit his lip, feeling blood rushing to his face as the old wounds ripped open again. He wanted so badly to keep her laughing, smiling, smiling at him, but…

Well… he couldn't really lie, either.

Jack closed his eyes, as if in pain, and pulled in a long breath. He nodded slowly, saying nothing, but letting the silence envelop them again in the sputtering candlelight under the bed.

A few more moments passed.

"And I walked through you," Elsa breathed.

Jack's stomach twisted, hearing the agony in her voice. He pulled in another quick breath, turning to look at her. Elsa's face had drained of color, and she stared intently into his eyes, her mouth slightly open with horror. His heart leapt into his throat again, seeing the pain in her expression as snowflakes began to materialize in the air all around them, falling softly onto the carpet.

"It's—it's okay. Don't worry about it," he stammered. "I mean, you—you were just trying to protect Arende—"

"—And I. Walked. Through you."

The silence fell again. More snowflakes were materializing around her, her face pale in the candlelight.

"You were in Extended Isolation," she quavered. "For three hundred years."

He shifted uncomfortably on the floor, letting out a nervous laugh. "You're making it sound so official."

"In Arendelle, it's legally considered to be a torture technique, Jack."

He opened his mouth to try to say something again, but just like it had before, no sound came out. Elsa rolled over, propping herself up onto her elbows, her soft blue eyes sparkling in the candlelight as she stared into his own.

"Jack," she choked, "I am—I am so sorry—I—if there was any way that I could go back and—"

"—Elsa, it's okay, alright?"

He folded his arms tightly over his chest, struggling to keep his expression calm. The pain was fresh again, the wound being ripped open from the memory, as if he was feeling the billowing tail of Elsa's capelet rushing through his body one more. There wasn't even a word strong enough to describe the pain of that experience.

Which was—he struggled to tell himself—exactly why Elsa didn't need to know that he'd felt it.

But

"You know that you can tell me—if talking helps," she said softly. "Right?"

He froze. The Ice Powers Girl scooted an inch closer to him, gingerly placing her hand on top of his.

"Please?" she whispered.

Jack bit his lip, his throat going a bit tight with shock. This beautiful young queen, with her kingdom and her Forest and her powers and a very dark past of her own—she wanted to know about his?

If you want Elsa to open up to you, North's voice played in his mind, It might be a good idea to try opening yourself up to her.

Feeling Elsa's hand on his own, her expectant gaze on his face, Jack swallowed hard. Closing his eyes, and then opening them again, he pulled in a deep breath.

Well, he thought, I guess—here I go, North.

He looked to the stunningly beautiful Snow Queen beside him, propped up on her elbows in the cramped space underneath her childhood bed.

Here goes nothing.

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AUTHOR'S (lengthy, long-winded, borderline disturbingly enthusiastic) NOTE:

1. One hundred follows?! ONE HUNDRED FOLLOWS, ON THE WEEK OF MY BIRTHDAY?! AAAAAH, I love you all! THANK YOU SO MUCH—best birthday gift EVER! :D

2. I went ahead and put a new summary on for the story—I'm not sure if I like it or not. Opinions are appreciated!

3. Just sticking a general THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALL THE REVIEWS AND STUFF here! You have no idea how much your kind and wonderful words mean to me, and I LOVE YOU ALL!

4. Okay, so, I did a LOT of "writing ahead" this week, and—OOOOOOH, I am so excited about some of the upcoming plot twists! Do you have ANY idea how tempting it is to skip forward about 300,000 words, just so everybody can freak out over the drama with me? Oooo, I'm so stoked—basically, regarding the movies and everybody's backstory, I intend to explain— everything. Ice Alliance, for the record, has hardly even gotten STARTED. And the plot is going to be SO INSANELY INSANE THAT I CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO THE SECOND HALF EVEN THOUGH WE'RE, LIKE, MAYBE ONE TENTH OF THE WAY THROUGH so please stick with me, everybody, because we've got a LOT of ground to cover here. If you've actually been liking this so far (I still can't believe that people do!)… you ain't seen NOTHIN' YET, folks! :D AAAAAUGH, I AM HAVING SO MUCH FUNNNNNNNNNNN THANK YOU FOR ALL BEING HERE AND JUSTIFYING MY SECRET HOBBY!

5. As for content of the next chapter, I am going to warn you right here and now: Despite the fact that the plot has hardly even gotten started, the upcoming chapter—"The Demon of Burgess"—is, arguably, one of THE VERY DARKEST ONES. ("Butterflies," which we'll get to in maybe 200,000 more words, is probably darker, but... yeah. Dark dark dark dark DARK.) There's a lot of intense stuff coming up in this fic, but the backstory I'm giving to Jack—well, you'll see what I mean. There's a reason Jack cries so easily. (Watch his expressions in ROTG. Notice how often his eyes tear up?) You have been warned— and we are now about to dive into one of the very darkest parts of Ice Alliance. As North would say: BUCKLE UP!

 

Chapter 31: The Demon of Burgess

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CONTENT WARNING: Okay, two things… FIRST, I want you to know that I am very, VERY Christian. There is a character in the next two chapters, though, that does very-much-NOT-Christian things, in the name of Christianity. Basically, he's a complete fraud—you'll see what I mean. I just wanted to make the point here that these chapters are NOT meant to be anti-priesthood, but are meant to be anti-priestcraft. (Priestcraft is… really, really bad!) At the same time, though, in this case, I also want to make it clear that I'm not trying to go into religious philosophy in the story; I am using Christianity as part of the cultural setting of where the action is taking place (Renaissance Western Europe). Basically, in terms of the religion in Ice Alliance: don't try to think about this too hard. SECOND: I re-iterate that this chapter and the next—filling out more of (my version of) Jack's backstory—are about as dark as it's going to get. But, after we get through his backstory (give me a couple chapters—I've already had to divide up this one for being too long), it ends on an up note. I really love playing with the juxtaposition of extreme darkness with extreme light. Just be warned. Love ya all, and please don't hate me for writing this! LIGHTER STUFF IS COMING BACK, I PROMISE!

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31: THE DEMON OF BURGESS

"HELP! Somebody! PLEASE!"

But no one heard him. The gangly, white-haired boy looked frantically around himself in desperation, searching for something to knock over, ANYTHING, to get these people's attention. The woman had gone into labor. She'd actually GONE INTO LABOR, and now she was lying on the floor inside the cottage, completely alone, while the few people in the village who were outside rushed by, completely unaware. The snow swirled harder and stronger, the howling wind swallowing up the screams of agony from within the little house.

He had just been trying to get her to see him.

At first, the peasant woman hadn't noticed the delicate layer of frost spiraling across the surface of the table. When he'd started writing in it with his finger, though, she had startled back in shock, slipping and falling down in terror. And then she was in labor. It had all happened so fast. He didn't even realize it could happen that fast. Jack didn't know who this woman was, but he'd felt such a strange connection with her, with this cottage, that he'd gotten desperate. Desperate trying to make her see him, that was. And now, she AND the child were in mortal danger, while the winter storm raged outside, growing stronger and stronger in the darkness of the night.

How could he have been so stupid?

Jack stumbled through the fierce wind towards a gate near the side of the house, the swirling air ripping at his tattered brown cape. The snow of the growing storm wasn't blinding, but if he didn't act quickly, it would be. He would have gone inside and tried to help her himself, but in his confusing state, unseen, unable to reach out to anyone, there was nothing that he could do but watch in horror as she had fallen.

Catching the edge of the house, he pulled himself beyond it, fighting the growing power of the storm. Looking up, he gasped.

A man was coming towards the gate.

Jack stumbled back a step, frantically looking around himself. There was a pile of firewood by the cottage. Running over to it as the man approached, he threw down his staff and grasped one of the logs towards the bottom, pulling on it with all his strength. As he jerked it out, the other logs collapsed with a crash, rolling across the ground.

Fighting the storm himself, the man clutched his cloak tighter around him, his graying brown hair whipping in the wind as he locked the gate. He had a shepherd's crook as well, tucked under his arm. As he turned around and looked up, he suddenly saw the firewood logs, rolled out from their pile across the ground.

A look of horror swept over the man's face. Jack watched desperately as he then fought his way towards the house through the snow, snatching up a few logs as he went. And then he stopped.

Jack held his breath. They were right next to the cottage. Maybe he could hear the woman inside now. Maybe he was close enough to—

"Hazel?" the man gasped.

Jack moved out of the way as the man's eyes widened. Stumbling back a step, the man dropped the logs, running for the door of the house.

"HAZEL!"

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"How is she doing?"

The tired-looking man collapsed into the chair, running his fingers through his hair and leaning onto the table in front of him. He had a muscular but thin body, with pointed features, his eyes crinkled from years of smiling and laughter.

But he clearly wasn't laughing now.

The first man, wearing a cloak, leaned in close to his friend again, placing a mug of frothy liquid in front of him.

"Is Hazel alright?" he tried again.

"My wife?" The tired-looking man nodded weakly, pulling in a deep breath and reaching for the drink. "She's alive. I'm just grateful that we were able to get the midwife here in time. But her condition is worsening."

Lifting the mug to his lips, he took in a long drink. The few villagers in the room that had been listening cast their eyes down again, returning to their hushed conversations. They had come to be present for the birth—as was customary in this village, despite the raging snowstorm outside. But now they could see that the father was not in the mood to talk to them. It was apparent in his eyes, what had happened.

The man in the cloak—clearly the father's friend—pulled in a deep breath, his eyes wide with concern. "And the child?"

The father bit his lip, slowly looking up. After a few moments, he shook his head.

Jack's blood ran cold. Squeezing his eyes shut again as the nausea swept over him, he tried to swallow his heart back down. She was—she was a tiny woman, this Hazel, compared to many. And she seemed a little skittish. Maybe she would have gone into labor early anyway. Maybe it wasn't his fault.

It wasn't his fault.

It WASN'T his fault.

Right?

He had stayed outside the room, nervously pacing and tossing his staff back and forth between his hands, during the delivery. It was apparent that the custom in this village was that men weren't allowed in for the birth, so despite his invisibility, he had stayed outside out of respect. However, just as anxious as the father, he had run in just as soon as the child had been born. He had gone in to make sure that everything, despite his stupidity, was okay. And it was—for about ten minutes.

Then it wasn't.

"Oh, Ezra…" the first man sighed. "I am so sorry."

"It was a boy." The man in the chair shook his head, closing his eyes. "It was a boy. He could have taken my place and led the village, when I was too old. You know… since Jackson can't anymore."

The man—this Ezra—sighed, the pain visible in the contours of his face. The other man pulled his cloak around him, and nodded slowly. "Jackson would have made a great leader."

"Yes," Ezra breathed. He shakily felt the mug's handle, then grasping it and beginning to take another drink. "He would have."

A silence fell over them, as if they were completely alone in the room, instead of surrounded by the villagers. Across from them, Jack silently leapt up onto the table, the wood softly creaking under his weight.

Ezra glanced up from the mug for a moment, his deep eyes narrowing slightly as he tried to locate the source of the sound. Finding nothing unusual, after a moment, he let out his breath, shaking his head slightly and taking another drink.

I feel like I know you, Jack thought, creeping towards them and gazing into the man's tortured face. Why do I feel like I know you?

Readjusting himself on the table and supporting himself with his staff, Jack watched as Ezra slowly moved his head down, a hint of a smile tugging on the edge of his lips as he met his friend's gaze again.

"If you could ever pry the children off of him," he mumbled.

The man in the cloak let out a sharp bark of laughter. "OH, yes," he laughed, "That could have been a problem. Remember that time when half of the youngsters went missing, and then we found them all out weeding Mrs. Kortson's plot at eleven o'clock at night?"

"Because Jackson convinced them it was a game?"

The man drew himself up, waving his arms and playfully imitating a child's voice. "We have to keep feeding the green monster! We have to keep feeding the green monster, and it will come to life!"

A few of the villagers stopped their conversations and looked to him. As they turned back around—having clearly heard this story many times before—Ezra smiled weakly.

"I remember that night," he said softly. "Scared everyone in the village half to death."

"And then they saw what a good job of weeding that the children did," his friend chuckled. "But, a lot of that might have just been Emma. She was young, but she was very set on impressing her brother."

"I suppose that's true," Ezra replied. "Jackson always did specially make time for her."

"And alllllll of the little girls were jealous of her for it."

They both laughed again, the man in the chair closing his eyes, as if savoring the memories. Jack let out his breath. Even though he couldn't really place why, it was such an overwhelming relief to see that man smile. In the midst of everything.

Despite everything.

"Or how about that time that my little Joshua felt so sick that he wouldn't eat?" the man in the cloak started again softly. "And no one in the entire village could make him do it."

"Until Jackson challenged him to a lentil-eating contest."

Both of the men laughed, the memory glowing in their eyes.

"I have never seen a little boy eat so much in my life," Ezra chuckled. He then smiled slyly, leaning in closer to his friend and dropping his voice a few tones. "Or get so SICK to his stomach afterwards."

The man in the cloak threw back his head and let out a hearty, booming laugh. A few of the villagers in the room turned again, and then, realizing that the conversation was still a private one, resumed their own discussions. The man in the cloak looked back to Ezra.

"Ah, yes. That Jackson did have a bit of a naughty streak in him," he said, raising an eyebrow. "Always another trick up his sleeve."

Ezra fell silent again, leaning onto the table and taking another drink. His friend leaned in close to his ear.

"You know… Joshua still has that toy donkey that your son carved for him," he said quietly. "That was the prize. And Jackson's little contest was probably what saved him from dying for want of food. My family will always be indebted to your boy for that."

"We all will be." Ezra shook his head, shifting uncomfortably in the chair as reality fell upon him again. "It just—it isn't right. None of it is right."

A wave of confusion swept over his friend's face.

"Ezra," he said softly, "What do you mea—"

"—It isn't RIGHT," Ezra burst out suddenly, slamming down the mug and leaping onto his feet, "For a man, in MY position, to have lost his ONLY SON!"

The room suddenly went silent as the villagers' conversation ceased, everyone turning and looking to Ezra in shock.

His eyes tearing up, he looked down, shaking his fist slightly. Jack watched in horror as blood rose to Ezra's face, his pale features going slightly pink. Stumbling a step back, Ezra slid his hands into his hair, squeezing his eyes shut and shaking his head.

"And now—another one!" he choked.

Everyone watched as Ezra collapsed back into the chair, leaning forward and burying his face in his hands.

A few moments passed in silence. Jack, frozen as he crouched on the table, felt his heart leap into his throat again. This man's pain was so palpable… it was like it was cutting HIM, personally. He just felt so close to him.

Why did he feel so close to him?

Jack watched as the man in the cloak pulled out another chair at the table, sitting down with a sigh. The others in the room, sensing the need for privacy again, turned away. As the soft chatter filled the cottage, Ezra's friend leaned across the table, staring into his eyes.

"Ezra," he began again carefully, "I think you should know that—there's someone that can help you. A specialist. A man that has—experience—with this type of thing."

Ezra paused. After a few seconds, he then slowly looked up. "What type of thing?"

The man in the cloak shifted uncomfortably in his seat, staring at the table.

"You've been telling me of—strange happenings," his friend said intensely. "I—there is a dark presence here. There's no other explanation. Furniture moving on its own. The sheep getting spooked. Mysterious writing appearing out of nowhere—"

"—An exorcist."

The man in the cloak bit his lip. Ezra pulled in another breath.

"The man. He's an exorcist," Ezra shook. "Isn't he? You think we need to get an exorcist."

His friend nodded. Jack crept another inch closer, straining to hear their hushed conversation.

"He is—expensive," the man said. "But consider the circumstances. Something must be done."

"How expensive?"

The man leaned into Ezra's ear, whispering something that Jack couldn't make out. He saw Ezra jolt, startling back as his face went pale.

"I can't pay that kind of price!" Ezra choked. "You know how hard things have been, since Jackson passed! It was bad enough, as it was. But now, I'm having to get hirelings to watch the sheep, and trying to keep the village from starving, and—"

"—Ezra, you simply CANNOT keep avoiding reality!" the other man interrupted. "First, there was the infertility for all of those years. Then your eldest's death. Now the child. What will it be next?"

Ezra put down his now-empty mug, wiping his wrist across his mouth. As he stared determinately at the table, his friend leaned close in to his face again.

"WHO… will it be… next?" the man in the cloak whispered.

He glanced towards the door to the bedroom, where Hazel was struggling to recover. Ezra's eyes widened, his face going pale.

After a few moments, he drew himself up.

"Fetch the man. Whatever the price," Ezra choked. "I will pay it."

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There was a knock at the door.

Ezra looked up, staring across the room through Jack's body. He then shakily got onto his feet, pushing out the chair and setting down the now thrice-drained mug. Most of the villagers had stayed, some to offer support, many hoping to catch a glimpse of this specialist—this exorcist—in action. Not much was to be found in the way of entertainment, in this village, and many of its inhabitants were eager to see something different from the usual daily grind and stormy evening. As Ezra walked over to the door and reached for the handle, a wave of dark excitement swept the room.

Jack stood up on the table, peering over the villager's heads with curiosity. Standing in the doorway, in a dark cloak, was a stout, aging man. His hairline was receding, above his wrinkled face, and a heavy cross hung on a rope about his neck.

As the man drew himself up, his icy glare seemed to pierce straight through the room. Despite his smaller stature, his deathly expression, twisted and dark from years of hatred, was cruel enough to make even the bravest cringe in terrified obedience to his words.

Many of the people had stayed in the cottage, and a few more had since come, to see a spectacle. And it appeared that the villagers were not going to be disappointed.

"I have received word that you have been having problems with a demon," the exorcist said coldly.

Ezra said nothing, but nodded, stepping gravely to the side and gesturing for the man to come into the tiny house. The wind swishing the cloak around him, he did so, snatching up the torch from outside the house and taking it inside with him.

Jack had stayed by Ezra for the previous few hours, crouched on the table, wishing with all his heart for nothing more than to comfort the strangely familiar man, to embrace him, to tell him that he was sorry. Sorry for everything. He was sorry that the man's son had died. He was sorry that Hazel's condition was worsening. He was sorry for—

It wasn't his fault.

It WASN'T his fault.

Maybe if he repeated the phrase in his mind enough times, he would eventually begin to believe it.

Ezra had gotten up and gone in to see his wife a few times, but the midwife had shooed him away, after a few minutes on each visit. Hazel was trying to sleep. She needed to sleep. After giving birth too early…

Jack's heart leapt into his throat at the memory.

It wasn't, wasn't, WASN'T his fault.

Was it?

He jolted suddenly, realizing that the exorcist was at the table, Ezra next to him, the villagers gathered around.

"I am not accustomed to receiving this kind of summons in the middle of the night," the man snarled, "Yet I came, despite the weather and the hour. I am a charitable man. That, fortunately, works in your favor. But the price will be higher than usual."

Ezra's face went pale. "Just—just do what you need to—"

There was a loud clatter, and both men suddenly snapped their heads up.

As he'd tried to scoot himself a little further back on the table to watch, Jack had felt something tug on his cape. Whipping his head around, he realized what the noise, and tug, were from.

He'd accidentally pulled over Ezra's empty mug.

The villagers gasped, some turning and pointing. The man in the dark cloak leaned in closer to the table, glaring at the mug, his eyes narrowing ferociously. He then began to slowly reach for the cross around his neck.

"The demon," one of the women whispered. "It's—it's here!"

Jack sucked in his breath, leaping off of the table and inching his way, as silently as he could, along the wall. He then looked back and realized that the exorcist, the heavy cross swinging in his hand, was creeping forward towards him.

Straight towards him.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE (original, November 2015):

1. I just want to say that you guys have no IDEA how much your kind words and interest have meant to me. Basically, what I haven't told you en mass (I've been pretty open with the people I've been PM'ing) is that I have some—issues—and that writing is really helping me to deal with them. For as long as people seem to be reading it and enjoying it (What? People are reading this? Really? Oh, rejoicing!), I can then justify continuing. Again, you have no IDEA how much it means to me that you're, um, HERE. Thank you SO MUCH for being awesome; you have no CLUE how much this whole fanfic thing has been helping me! (BTW: Happy three months of Ice Alliance! Well, actually, that was last Monday, but… yeah. I broke down and started writing this in the end of July, and then joined fanfiction-dot-net and started posting in the middle of August. These last three months of my life have been INSANE, and I'm SO GRATEFUL for all of you guys giving me this escape!)

2. To Guest Reviewer Theena: Oh, I'm glad that Jack's calling her "Snowflake" is growing on you! Just wait a few chapters until you find out why… ;)

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AUTHOR'S NOTE (added June 2017): Three months. Back before I was drafting like mad, and my quality was way lower, so that I could actually write that fast... ha... ha ha ha... (Re-drafting the first chapter through about here took 14 months, LOL) XD

Chapter 32: Hellfire

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CONTENT WARNING: Once upon a time, I decided that I would do a Jelsa fic, because it would just be a relief to write something that was super fluffy and fun, withoutplunging myself into deep, dark, philosophical commentary like I usually do. Apparently, I don't know how to do that. This one goes into the category of straight-up horror.

THIS IS AS DARK AS IT GETS IN ICE ALLIANCE … (DON'T WORRY! THIS ONE ENDS ON A sort-of UP NOTE!)

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32: HELLFIRE

Jack's heart started pounding. The man was coming towards him. It was—it was almost as if—!

Taking a hesitant step forward, around a tiny dresser that was sitting against the wall, he pulled in his breath. Maybe this was the answer to his two weeks of pleading with the Man in the Moon. After two entire weeks of NO ONE being able to see him, maybe this man—maybe—?

"C-Can you see anything?" one of the villagers shook.

Jack held his breath.

Watching intently, his heart started pounding as the man drew himself up, setting his jaw. This was it. The moment of truth. Perhaps a release from this horror, and explanation for—

"I—" the exorcist sharply sucked in his breath, looking straight into Jack's eyes. "—YES!"

The villagers gasped. Jack's heart leapt.

His eyes welling up with tears, he felt wave of desperate relief sweep over him as he collapsed, leaning into his staff. Letting out a nervous bark of laughter, Jack pulled himself up, his eyes stinging as he stumbled forward to the terrifying man.

"I have no idea where I am," Jack stammered, "But—I'm so grateful you can see me! You have no CLUE what I've—"

"It's… hideous ."

Jack froze.

He stumbled back a step in shock, a wave of nausea sweeping through his body. After a few moments, he opened his mouth to say something, and then closed it again, shaking his head with disbelief. The color drained from his face.

Jack tried again. "Wha—"

"—BLACK FEATHERS—long—FANGS! FANGS, DRIPPING WITH BLOOD!" the exorcist shrieked, spinning around, and the people collectively gasped, whimpering and grasping each other.

Jack hastily looked down at his hands. What was he talking about?

"BACK! Get thee BACK, thou DEMON!"

Jack looked up again and yelped, startling backwards and crashing into the dresser. The torch came down, barely missing his shoulder, and the dresser collapsed beneath him, falling over onto its side. As the drawers toppled out one by one onto the ground, Jack lost his footing again, several of the women screaming as the exorcist swung the torch for a second time.

Scrambling to get out of its path, Jack gasped, lunging to the side. As he frantically crawled towards a corner on his hands and knees to escape from the flame, still gripping the staff, the terrifying man leapt forward again, screaming and sweeping the torch lower to the ground. Scrambling across the dirt floor, Jack could feel the heat of the exorcist's torch swinging closer and closer to him as he—

Suddenly, Jack accidentally put his hand on top of his dragging cape.

Crying out in shock, he fell forward onto the ground, knocking over a broomstick as more screams and gasps from the villagers, filled his ears, nearly engulfing the cries of the exorcist. Righting himself, Jack was finally able to stumble shakily onto his feet, pushing himself up with the staff. As he straightened up to turn around, he suddenly felt a strange, hot pain on his back.

Jack gasped.

He was on fire.

He shrieked, ripping off the cape and throwing it away from his body, then desperately tearing off the burning vest. The exorcist startled backwards in shock as the ball of flame, seemingly attached to nothing, flew through the air towards him, the villagers screaming and backing away from the corner.

Gathering his senses, the terrifying man then drew himself up, shoving the torch to one of the men standing behind him and ripping off the cross that was swinging on a chain from around his neck. Glowering, he crept menacingly towards the corner where Jack was standing, thrusting the cross in front of him and beginning to yell a long, rambling something in Latin.

Falling back towards the floor again, Jack pressed himself as hard as he could into the corner as the man towered over him, cowering as the heavy cross swung threateningly in his face. His eyes beginning to brim with tears of desperation, he shakily pulled in a ragged breath.

"WHO ARE YOU?" Jack screamed, "WHERE AM I? WHERE IS THIS?"

The man, his face red from yelling and contorted into a horrible scowl, got louder, breaking from the Latin and shoving the cross forward again.

"DEMON!" the exorcist shrieked, "GET THEE HENCE! DEEEMON!"

Jack's mind was numb with horror, his legs shaking so hard that they were almost collapsing beneath him as he cowered into the corner, away from the screaming, the fire, from the terrifying man. He gasped for breath, fighting back the stinging in his eyes as he studied the man's expression.

The exorcist had said that he could see him. But he'd said—he'd said—!

Feeling the stinging pain of burns flowering across his back, Jack shakily drew himself up. Sucking in his breath, he then gripped the staff, stepping forward as the shrieking man lurched at him, the swinging cross plunging straight into his heart.

Jack watched in terror as the shadow of the exorcist's arm pulled out of his chest, his mind freezing into the blank haze of shock. Shaking his head with disbelief, his vision began to go blurry as the nausea swept over him.

"You—you said you could see me!" Jack choked. "You said—!"

The cross, in the exorcist's hand, plunged into his chest again, then coming out for a second time as the screaming, the crying, and all the sounds in the room faded together into one, leaving Jack hearing nothing but the violent booming of his own heart pounding in his ears.

Fighting back the tears, he shakily pulled in his breath. Then, drawing himself up, Jack walked slowly forward through the bodies of the terrified villages towards the door, leaving the exorcist screaming at the empty corner behind him.

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Frantically rubbing the tears off of his face with his arm, Jack Frost stumbled blindly through the forest, the cold winter air rushing over his bare torso as he wandered deeper and deeper into the trees.

His tattered cape and vest were back in the little cottage with the exorcist, completely destroyed, and when he'd walked out through the crowd, he had initially thought that, somehow, his woolen shirt had been spared. Thankfully, the worn-out old wool had apparently been just thick enough to help protect his back from more of the burns. However, it hadn't been thick enough to stay in one piece.

The back had been covered with singe marks, the fabric falling apart in gaping holes and rips. And the wool had been agitating his burns, anyway. After realizing that there was nothing he could do to fix it, Jack had, in despair, discarded the shirt back somewhere behind him in the forest, leaving it on the ground in the moonlight. Maybe some animal or something could use it. Well… if they could see it, that was.

In the mean time, he wasn't going to steal a shirt from anyone in the village. They were clearly suffering enough already. There was a saying, he knew, that essentially described the ultimate state of ruin as having nothing more than the shirt on your back. And now, he didn't even have one of those. He didn't know who or where he was, but Jack was now certain that he'd now lost everything.

So this was Hell.

The burns on his back were worsening, the enflamed skin and seeming to burn deeper and deeper as he walked. Was he really a demon? Was that—was that Hellfire, the just burned him? But the man wielding it—that would make HIM—wait. No. That didn't make sense…

Nothing made sense.

Jack, feeling a new wave of nausea sweeping over him, stumbled to the side, throwing out his arm to catch himself before he fell onto a tree. Shakily turning around as his limbs went limp, he then helplessly lowered himself down against it, the harsh bark piercing into the burns on his back.

He didn't even care.

Weakly pulling his knees into his chest as he sat down in the wet leaves around the snowbank, more sharp sticks and twigs tearing at his skin, he collapsed against the tree, burying his face in his legs. Nothing made sense. No one could see him. And then they'd cast him out. How could they cast him out, if they couldn't see him? And now, here he was, in the middle of the forest, in the middle of the night, completely alone in the darkness.

It was dark. And it was cold.

And he was scared.

Hugging his knees to his chest, Jack rocked back, and then forward, and then back again, finally leaning helplessly back against the tree trunk and bursting into tears.

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Hours passed.

There was nothing to be done. Sometimes, the tears would slow, but then Jack would feel a twig or a branch catch on one of his burns, and he would remember. Then he would collapse again. He was exhausted, but he couldn't sleep. Hungry, but he couldn't eat. The pit in his stomach was not fading, but growing stronger, becoming more painful each and every time that reality hit him freshly again.

Demon.

He was a demon.

Jack swallowed hard, pulling in his breath and hugging his knees tighter to his chest again. He bowed his head forward. Was it really true? Shaking his head as the tears streamed down his face, Jack suddenly saw something in his peripheral vision.

Shinggg!

Looking up through the glassy film over his eyes, he jolted, gasping and scrambling backwards into the tree.

Shing! Shing shinggg! SHINGGG!

Glittering spirals and ribbons of shining dust were suddenly shooting through the trees, twisting and darting around him in the forest. The darkness was fleeing in all directions as the gold spun and raced through the air, dancing and leaping, rejoicing, rushing on the wind, creating its own. Sucking in his breath and looking up, Jack watched in awe as the gold began to condense into a fluid cloud before the realization hit.

It was closing in on him.

Jack shrieked and cowered into the tree, his eyes wide, shaking uncontrollably and gripping his knees to his chest. From behind, he felt something touch him, and he jolted, whipping his head around in terror and pulling in his breath to scream.

A tiny, pale hand was resting on his shoulder.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

1. Okay, first off, I just want to say: YASSSSSS, WE'RE THROUGH WITH THE DARKEST (Oh, boy. I think.) PART OF ICE ALLIANCE! This chapter, and the last, were very difficult to write, and I'm sure they were difficult to read. However, with that in mind, this chapter was necessary because it sets up the NEXT one coming up, which I think is one of my favorite chapters so far. The darkness is temporarily done—PHEW!

2. I'm still fairly new to the world of fanfic, and there have been some guest reviewers that have been using, uh, what I believe are fanfic slang terms and abbreviations? Basically: if you're using fanfic slang, I probably will have no idea what you're talking about. Please, please don't, because I value your opinions, and I want to know what you mean! (Think of yourself as explaining this to a donkey. A very, very stupid donkey.)

3. For the number of people that have requested my, um, making Jack and Elsa "go faster," if you get my drift… okay, first off, I'm glad you've told me that, because it means that you're emotionally involved (my goal! Ha ha!), but second, I just want to make one thing very clear. As I stated earlier, I'm very, VERY Christian, and I believe in abstinence before marriage, and then complete fidelity after marriage. Because I am writing this in accordance with my religious beliefs, I am just going to state here: There is no pre-marital sex in Ice Alliance. I repeat, THERE IS NO PRE-MARITAL SEX IN ICE ALLIANCE.

4. Actually, let's re-phrase that, just so I'm not misunderstood…

5. There is no PRE-MARITAL sex in Ice Alliance.

6. (*cackles maniacally*)

7. Anyhoo, this was a long, rambling note. I LOVE YOU ALL, thanks for being here, and see ya in the next chapter, which is one of my personal favorites ("Some Are Cursed")!

Chapter 33: Some Are Cursed

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33: SOME ARE CURSED

Jack Frost scrambled backwards in the snowbank, gasping for breath. Standing before him—floating in the air—was a tiny, plump little man. Everything about him, gleaming in the moonlight, was gold; his hair clumped itself together in large, gold spikes, his eyes were soft and golden in their color, and on his stout, short little body was a clinging gold robe, stretching all the way down onto his tiny feet.

"You—you can see me?" Jack stammered.

The little man smiled, patting Jack's shoulder again and taking a step back. A wave of relief swept over Jack, and he scrambled onto his feet.

"Oh my word!" he gasped, "You have no idea how grateful I am to see you, then! I mean, unless—unless I'm seeing things. Am I seeing things? I mean, all this stuff in the air—?"

The little man shook his head, smiling.

No. Jack wasn't seeing things.

"Oh, good. But, if I'm talking to you—hey, what's your name? If you're not a hallucination?"

The little man didn't answer, but instead pointed above his head. Jack looked up, and the suddenly jolted, seeing dozens of little pictures—out of the strange golden shimmering—forming in the air in front of him.

"What the—?" Jack's eyes widened in confusion. "Why can't—what's going on? Why can't you just talk to me?"

The pictures stopped, an image of a tree disintegrating into the air. In a moment, the golden man pointed to his throat, biting his lip.

"You can't speak," Jack sighed.

The little man shook his head and smiled sheepishly, shrugging. He didn't seem the least bit offended. Or concerned.

"Who ARE you?"

The man jumped slightly into the air, golden images rapidly forming and disintegrating again above his yellow, spiky hair. Bears, dogs, deer, leaping fish, animals Jack had never seen, and—

"—I—I'm sorry," Jack interrupted. "I—I don't understand."

The little man raised his eyebrows. Then, floating over to Jack, he gestured for him to hold out his hand. Jack hesitantly did so, and watched in wonder as the little man swirled his tiny, pale hand over his own outstretched one. A shimmering, golden substance fell into his palm, and Jack pulled it back, inspecting it.

Feeling a small clump of it in his fingertips, his eyes widened.

"Is this—sand?"

The little man leapt up into the air, silently clapping and grinning enthusiastically. Jack gasped.

"You're the Sandman," he breathed.

A tiny, golden bowler hat spun into existence above the man's head, and the man reached up and tipped it, grinning from ear to ear.

"But I haven't—" Jack's voice trailed off. "I haven't believed in the Sandman since I was a kid! You—you're really—?"

He shrugged, smiling again. Then, the little man—the Sandman—gestured to Jack, asking the silent question with his face.

"Oh! I'm—um," Jack stammered, "I'm Jack Frost."

Snowflake. Question mark?

Jack nodded, picking up the staff. Moving it between them, he tapped it on the ground, and intricate swirls of ice spun out from where it had touched, covering the grass in a thin layer of frost.

The Sandman's eyes widened slightly. Then, he looked back into Jack's gaze, smiling approvingly. He was clearly impressed.

After a few moments, he gave his head a slight little shake, a few grains of sand flying from his hair and falling towards the ground. Jack watched as the Sandman then held up a golden bag that he hadn't previously noticed. Placing the bag in front of himself, the Sandman then opened it up as it hovered in the air, pulling out something dark.

Holding it up in his tiny hands, the little man shook it out. Watching in curiosity, Jack saw that it was a dark blue shirt. Raising his eyebrows, the Sandman then grinned, holding it out to him as more images formed in the air.

Shirt. Boy without shirt. Boy with shirt!

Jack took the piece of clothing, getting onto his feet. He then shook his head, sadly looking up to the little man floating in the air in front of him.

"No. This isn't mine," Jack sighed, "I lost my shirt back at the—"

The little man raised his eyebrows, and glanced down to the piece of clothing in Jack's hands again, a sly little smirk twitching out of the side of his mouth. Turning it over, Jack then looked down and jolted.

His eyes bulged. It really WAS his shirt—the seams, the cut, and the softness of the worn woolen fabric were all recognizable. But somehow, the whole thing had been altered and added upon, like he'd never seen before. The tattered wristbands had been replaced by thick cuffs, and the neck, instead of being a loose, ragged seam, was now attached to a small hood, with a drawstring inserted into a casing around its edge to pull it together. The bottom hem was reinforced as well, with a thick ribbed band. Strangest of all, sewn onto the stomach of the shirt was a long, two-sided pocket, that seemed to serve no more purpose than to provide a place to put one's hands.

And of course, there was the mystery of how his faded woolen shirt had lost all of its burn marks and holes from the exorcist's torch. In fact, not a single mark remained—and the fabric had somehow been transformed from a warm cream color to a deep, icy blue. Mended and fresh, it was now just as if his shirt, too, has been pulled out of a frozen lake.

He looked back to the little man, his mouth falling slightly open in shock.

"How…?" Jack choked. "Where did—what the—what?"

A single image formed above the Sandman's head.

Crescent moon.

Jack's eyes widened. Stumbling back a step, he gulped, then opening his mouth to speak again.

"The Man in the Moon?" Jack breathed. "He—you're saying he fixed my shirt?"

The Sandman nodded solemnly. He gestured to the sky, raising his eyebrows slightly. Jack turned and looked.

"Oh. Um," he stammered, gazing up at the moon. "Thanks."

The Moon didn't respond. Jack bit his lip, shrugging and turning back to the Sandman—who now looked satisfied; Jack had thanked the Man in the Moon—as he studied the strange garment.

"What is this thing?" Jack breathed. "I mean, I know it's my old shirt, but it's just like—different."

The Sandman put his finger to his lips, looking up thoughtfully. After a few moments, Jack saw a golden image begin to form above his head, and jumped again.

Book. Book opening. Question Mark?

The man pointed to him, his eyebrows raised in the question.

"I—um, yeah. I can read."

Jack watched in amazement as new pictures spun into existence.

Letter H, letter O, letter O, letter D, letter I, letter E.

"What's a hoo dye?"

The little man shook his head vigorously, starting again.

Letter H, letter O, letter O, letter D. He paused. Letter I. Letter E.

"Oh—um—it's called a hood-ee?"

The Sandman nodded fervently, beaming. As Jack watched in wonder, the little man then pointed at the ground, more images forming above his head.

Number One. Number Five. Number Four. Number Two.

And then, he pointed to the piece of clothing.

Number Two. Number Zero. Number One. Number Two.

A look of confusion swept across Jack's face.

"Um… what?" he choked. "I'm sorry. I still—I don't understand what you're saying."

The Sandman rolled his eyes, grinning sheepishly and shaking his head. He shrugged, flinging his hand forward in a daw, forget-about-it sort of gesture. Jack smiled weakly in spite of himself.

"Well—whatever it is," Jack chuckled, "I'm guessing it's comfortable. And if no one can see me, it doesn't really matter if I look stupid. Right?"

The Sandman shrugged again, smiling good-naturedly, and Jack pulled the blue shirt—hoodie—whatever it was—over his head. As he yanked it down over his stomach, the fabric brushing against his skin, delicate fractals of frost webbed out across its surface, starting from his neck and creeping itself down onto his arms. The pain on his back cooled, as if the burns were beginning to heal from simply touching the icy fabric.

Wow. It really was comfortable.

The Sandman took a step back, folding his stout little arms over his chest. Jack realized that more pictures were appearing above his head.

Eye. Teardrop. Tears from eye. Question mark?

He pointed to Jack, his eyes soft with concern.

"Why was I—? Wait. No," Jack blurted, his face flushing slightly. "I—I wasn't crying."

The Sandman's golden eyebrows lifted slightly in surprise. Then, visibly restraining from rolling his eyes, he smirked slightly and gestured again, another picture forming.

Question. Maaaaaark?

Jack bit his lip, staring determinately at the ground. Gripping the staff, he pulled in his breath again, avoiding the little man's gaze.

"I'm a demon," he insisted. "Demons can't cry."

The Sandman jolted, his eyes bulging at the statement. He shook his head, not understanding.

"Oh, come on. This is Hell, isn't it?" Jack choked. "I'm a demon, and I'm in Hell. I just don—wait, no?"

The little man was shaking his head vigorously, his face filled with horror. Jack gulped.

"If this isn't Hell," he said carefully, "Then—then where am I?"

The images began to form again.

Letter B. Letter U. Letter R. Letter G. Letter E. Letter S. Letter S.

"Burgess?"

The Sandman leapt up, nodding enthusiastically and beaming. Jack looked around himself, shifting his grip on the staff.

"So, this place is called Burgess, huh?" Jack mused. "Not… um, not… Hell."

The Sandman raised his eyebrows and nodded. Correct.

Jack, his mind racing, looked down, fingering the edge of the strange pocket on his mended shirt. Finally, he pulled in a deep breath, looking back to the Sandman.

"So… am I stuck here, or is there more?" he asked quietly, "Can I go anywhere else?"

He watched in wonder as a little smirk spread over the Sandman's face. Then, before Jack could respond, the man leapt forward and grabbed his wrist. Abruptly sucking in his breath, Jack Frost was suddenly shooting upwards on a golden cloud into the air.

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Lying next to Elsa, Jack absent-mindedly kicked the edge of the bedskirt with his toe, staring up at the sprawling map above them. He crossed his arms over his chest, and then let out a long sigh.

"My father was actually the leader of the village, but with my death—and then losing the baby—and then, of course, the demon," he scoffed, "Well—let's just say his leadership position didn't last very long. Everyone thought the family was cursed."

The Ice Powers Girl said nothing, her eyes wide with horror. Jack pulled in a deep breath, letting his arms fall down to his sides.

"And—in a way—I guess I was." He swept his hand through the air, and a tiny cluster of snowflakes began to swirl and dance above his palm. He looked to Elsa, then glancing back to the snowflakes. "Some are born with the powers. Some are cursed. I'm in the second category. Look at everything that happened to my family immediately after."

Jack sighed again, twisting his finger around the snowflakes in the air. They burst apart, the disintegrated ice particles softly falling onto his chest in a shimmering mist.

After a few moments, Elsa turned over and looked at him, propping herself up on her elbow. She pulled in a long breath, her eyebrows lifting slightly.

"Jack Frost," Elsa breathed, "You're… really… incredible. You know that?"

He froze, his eyes wide. Then, after a moment, he let out a long sigh. "Elsa, there's nothing particularly incredible about me," he said softly. "I'm not like you. I wasn't even born with my powers. Remember? The Man in the Moon did all of that."

"And it sounds like you were chosen for that, too. But I wasn't talking about your powers, Jack," Elsa whispered. "I was talking about you as a person."

His breath caught. Jack opened his mouth to say something, to try to respond, to tell her she was wrong, but no sound came out.

Incredible?

The Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest turned herself over on the floor. He could practically feel her intense, sad gaze on his face as he continued to stare determinately at the underside of the bedframe.

"You survived three hundred years of torture," she said softly, "And at the end—after all of that, after endless torment, all without even having an understanding of why you became invisible—you didn't want revenge, or to take out your pain on anyone else, or to even have an acknowledgement of how much you'd suffered. After all of that, all you wanted was to help people have fun."

Jack felt his heart leap into his throat, once again nervously glancing to the young woman next to him on the floor. Her expression was so—sincere. Did she—did she really mean what—?

Suddenly, Jack knew that he was blushing. After a few moments, unable to fight it, he let out a nervous laugh, shifting uncomfortably on the floor again.

"Well, I—I guess it just—um," he stammered, "I like—I like making people happy. I guess. And it helped take my mind off of—well. The invisibility. And stuff. You know, seeing people having fun?"

To this, the Snow Queen smiled weakly. His heart leapt again.

OooOOOoooh, that smile.

"Jack, this is what I mean. You are incredible," she said softly, her face going serious again. "I mean—come on—your family and everything? That must have been heartbreaking."

"I actually—actually, I couldn't remember any of it," he responded, "I mean, before I was raised up by Manny. I had complete and total amnesia."

A look of confusion swept across her face.

"So… how are you remembering it now?" Elsa asked. "Like—your father. How did you figure it out?"

"Remember it? That would be Baby Tooth's doing. Long story," Jack said, shifting again and taking in a long breath. "In retrospect, though, I—honestly—when I did remember—you know, when I realized that those poor people in the cottage had been my parents—I've never been so grateful for the amnesia. For all those years of being angry at Manny, I'd never realized that wiping my memory was an act of mercy."

He folded his arms over his chest as the pain sank back in. Elsa was quiet, propped up on her elbows and gazing into his face as he stared at the underside of the bedframe again.

Jack pulled in a long, shaky breath.

"If I'd remembered who they were at the time—I—I don't even want to think about that," he choked softly. "I mean—it would have hurt so much more. The first decade was the hardest. Just, I—I didn't—!"

He gasped for another breath, cutting himself off. Then biting his lip, Jack shook his head in embarrassment, folding his arms tighter and avoiding Elsa's sad gaze. Opening his mouth to speak, he tried again.

"I'm sorry," he stammered, "It's just—I guess it was—"

In his peripheral vision, Jack saw Elsa turn over towards him, reaching for the candle. Flicking her fingers above it, there was a tiny flash of ice, and it snuffed out.

Suddenly thrown into almost complete darkness, Jack felt her scooting towards him on the floor.

"Sorry," she whispered. "I just don't want anything to catch on fire."

"Elsa—wha-what are you doing?"

"I made you a promise earlier today," she said softly. "And I—um—I think you need someone to touch you right now."

Jack's breath caught as he watched Elsa reach her arm across his chest, her body pushed against his own on the floor. A shudder ran through him as he felt the warmth of her body, of another person's body, next to his own in the darkness, the Ice Powers Girl awkwardly hugging his side in the cramped space underneath her childhood bed.

Nothing, in his entire life, had ever felt so beautifully reassuring to Jack as Elsa's embrace did in this moment.

His eyes started stinging.

NO! Jack thought desperately, Not in front of her! Fighting it, his heart pounding, his mind raced furiously as he tried to think of something to say.

Anything to say.

He looked down again, seeing Elsa's head resting on his chest. Jack then hesitantly put his arm around her, pulling her closer, the rush of relief sweeping through him again as he struggled for words.

"Thanks," he choked. "Elsa—I—"

"—Jack Frost, I will never stop believing in you."

 

Chapter 34: Chairs

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AUTHOR'S NOTE ( added, June 2017, after drafting hiatus): Yeah, these were originally two separate chapters. Sorry for ALL the notes!

AUTHOR'S NOTE( original, first part of what is now one chapter) : Okay, putting these at the bottom of the chapters has had an interesting effect: People are reviewing my Author's Notes, not the writing itself. So, back at the top they go! Although, honestly, I don't really get all THAT many reviews per chapter, so I should be grateful for whatever I can get. (*opens reviews for "Crazy or Evil," turns on soundtrack from Toy Story 2*) When sooooomebody loved me… eeeeverything was beautiful… (Also: HALLO, THEENA! You seemed to like the last shout-out so much that… HAVE ANUZER ONE! HALLOOO! YOU ARE NICE TO ME AND I LOVE YOU!)

(Finally, finally, FINALLY we get to start going more into Elsa's mind! This has been pretty Jack-centric so far. As the writer, I've got my long-winded reasons for doing this, if anyone wants to PM me about it, but… FINALLY. (I ADORE Elsa. So stoked!) Also: Has anybody else noticed, except for a VERY brief conversation with a guard and the flashback, that Elsa and Jack haven't actually interacted with any other characters since CHAPTER 22?! My goodness. I am REALLY long-winded. Also, I am desperately bored, sooooo… time to bring in some other voices again. ;)

AUTHOR'S NOTE ( original, second part of what is now one chapter) :

1. WOW! What a response! My goodness, I drop a single off-handed comment about how I wished more people would review, and you DELIVERED! You cannot know how much that means to me. Even though you "can't treat the reviews like currency," as a wise and wonderful fanfic'ing friend once told me, any writer on here will tell you the same: the reviews REALLY encourage you to keep writing. My goodneth, I luff you guyth.

2. To the guest reviewer that signed their review as "Your Biggest Fan": I just about started crying when I read that. As I've said before, part of the reason I'm writing this is because I'm going through a hard time myself. To know that it really means something to someone else is incredible, and I can't thank you enough for telling me.

3. Some of you may have noticed that the last chapter was originally called "Snow Bunnies" instead of "Winter Bunnies." So, APPARENTLY, there's an actual term "snow bunny," and it's… CURSING? (?!) Just to reassure everybody: If I am swearing in Ice Alliance, I PROMISE, it is NOT intentional! I am so sorry if anyone was offended!

4. I'm seriously considering putting up a list of references in Ice Alliance. Mostly, I want to know if they've been going unnoticed… I'm making CONSTANT references to BOTH movies (example: Anna's line "What gives? Slowpokes?" in the last chapter was one of North's lines in ROTG). I'm figuring I could stick it on my profile page, for those of you who have seen it… (basically: NONE OF YOU! HA HA!). What do you think? Let me know in the reviews!

CONTENT WARNING: INNNNNNNUENDOOOOOOOOO, LIKE USUAAAAAAAAAAAL; DON'T MIND MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

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34: CHAIRS

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"They're got to be around here somewhere," Queen Anna's voice declared. "I'm not giving up on her yet. The stinker."

The door creaked open, and from underneath the edge of the bedskirt, Anna's feet were suddenly visible across the room on the carpet. Elsa jolted, her eyes wide. She sat up slightly, looking to Jack, who was also frozen in his place. His expression conveyed the same pleading message as her own.

Don't. Breathe.

"I'm telling you, they're not in the castle," Kristoff's voice retorted. "We shouldn't be wasting time looking for them. We need to think up another good story to cover for Elsa. And, I'm currently out of ideas."

"I guess it's just…" Anna's feet swiveled around in the doorway. Her husband must have been standing in the hall. "I feel like Elsa would have told me if they were planning on flying the coop. Again."

"Literally, in his case." From somewhere outside, Kristoff let out a hearty laugh. "And if they have, she might not have told you, anyway. Most people who disappear into the mountains want to be alone."

"Nobody wants to be alone!"

There was a silence.

"Oooooooooh," Anna's voice giggled. "You mean—alone."

"Uh-huh."

Elsa and Jack looked to each other again, both blushing furiously. Jack was visibly restraining from laughing, seeing Elsa's terrified expression.

"Well," Kristoff's voice started again, "If we don't find them in five minutes, I'm giving up. In the meantime, I'm going to go check the other bedrooms, and then go to the main conference room again."

"Alright, my love."

And Kristoff's boots were clomping away down the hall. Elsa bit her lip as Anna's feet turned in their direction, a light being twisted on.

"Elsa? Elsa, are you in here?"

She was walking towards them. After a few moments, Anna's shoes were positioned right outside the bed. Elsa held her breath, and suddenly realized with horror that Anna was bending over, grunting slightly with her pregnant stomach.

"Is this…?"

A long object suddenly moved on the carpet, the shadow lifting. Elsa's heart leapt into her throat as she frantically looked around on the floor under the bed, realizing what had been missing.

Jack had left his staff on the floor by her nightstand.

Her eyes wide with horror, heart pounding, and she threw a betrayed glare at him, pushing herself up a bit. He grimaced, swallowing hard.

All of a sudden, the end of the shepherd's crook hooked around the bottom of the bedskirt. Jack's eyes widened, and just before the cloth was yanked up, he shoved Elsa off of him.

Anna's gaze locked with her own, staring down at them as she stood back from the side of the bed.

Elsa's face drained of color as she watched her sister's eyes bulge. Anna's mouth fell slightly open, and a long, painful silence fell as the three, frozen, stared at each other in shock.

Finally, Jack pressed his hands together, touching his fingertips to the bridge of his nose. He squeezed his eyes shut, then opening them again, and stared determinately up at the bedframe for a long moment. Biting his lip, he glanced to Elsa—and then back to the bedframe—and then back to Elsa again—before hesitantly looking up into Anna's face.

He gulped.

"Hi," Jack choked.

Queen Anna raised her eyebrows. Then, after a few moments, her face twisted into a smirk.

"I'm sorry," she drawled, "Am I—interrupting something?"

"—Kind of—"

"—NO—!"

Elsa and Jack looked to each other in shock at their simultaneous statements. Blushing furiously, Elsa pulled in a deep breath, looking back to her sister.

"Um—no," she repeated, throwing a dark glare at Jack. "Anna—I know this looks bad—"

"—No," Anna chuckled, "What would look bad would be for the Acting Queen to miss two meals in one day. I covered for you at lunch, but if you aren't at dinner in ten minutes, the head cook said she's calling the royal doctors."

Elsa's eyes widened. Lunch. It must have been hours ago. It hadn't even crossed her mind.

Anna laughed again, dropping the bedskirt back into place and straightening up, grunting slightly.

"As much as I hate to break the moment," she laughed, stepping away from the bed, "You two have been: busted. Time to come out from under there for dinner. Chop chop!"

Alone again in the darkness, Jack and Elsa looked to each other in embarrassment. Jack swallowed hard, and then nodded, rolling out from underneath the bed. Elsa, feeling the heat in her face, sheepishly followed him, rolling out onto the carpet at her sister's feet.

Coming out and blinking slightly in the lamplight, Elsa took Jack's outstretched hand. He gently pulled her up, and she brushed herself off before turning back around to Anna.

"I—I'm sorry about missing lunch," Elsa stammered, "And—making you come find us. I didn't realize that the—"

"—It's okay," Anna laughed, the slight smirk on the edge of her lips again. "Just tell somebody when you're going to magically disappear into thin air next time, okay?"

Elsa bit her lip, looking down and twisting her spike heel in the carpet. Anna held out the staff to Jack, and he took it, muttering a sheepish thank you before Anna turned and paced from the room.

The door swung almost completely shut after her, leaving the two standing in the center of Elsa's childhood bedroom.

With the faint lamplight falling across the carpet and casting their long shadows onto the wall behind it, it was only then that Elsa saw exactly how much time had passed. It was completely dark outside of her window, now.

Looking back, she realized that Jack Frost was staring at her.

After a brief moment of hesitation, he reached forward, gingerly grasping her hand. Letting out a nervous laugh, Jack then shifted on his feet, looking into her eyes. In the lamplight, she saw that his own were still slightly swollen. When she had hugged him, she'd noticed, but… well, she'd pretended not to. It would probably have embarrassed him further.

Elsa had never seen anyone react to a hug like that before.

"So… um," Jack stammered, letting out another nervous laugh, "That was… really awkward."

"Yeah."

He looked down again, blushing slightly and giving her hand a squeeze. He wasn't letting go.

Elsa shakily drew herself up.

"Um… Jack?" she choked.

"Yeah?"

She looked nervously down to her hand, and then back into his eyes.

"I—um, I kinda need my hand bac—"

"—Oh!"

He jolted, releasing it and jumping a few inches into the air. Elsa's eyebrows lifted slightly in surprise. Usually, she was the shy one. Where was sudden nervousness coming from?

Could it…?

Elsa bit down hard on her lip, willing the thought from her mind, and flicked her hands behind her.

Don't flatter yourself.

Shimmering ice shot out of the back of her dress, and Jack took a step away, watching longingly as an elegant new capelet rolled down her back and out onto the floor at his feet. She turned around to face him, and just as she was about to open her mouth to say something, the door swung open again.

"What gives? Slowpokes?" Anna teased, sticking her head back into the room. "Now, come on. You can be lovey-dovey again after dinner."

Elsa jolted. "Anna, we were not being—"

But her sister was already gone. Jack glanced to the door, and Elsa nodded, her mind still racing, trying to analyze what had just happened. There was surely a logical explanation for Jack's nervousness, and it surely had nothing to do with her.

As he lunged forward to grab the door, pulling it open, she drew herself up, thanking him and stepping out into the hallway. Maybe he was acting like this because she'd made him bring up his past. Goodness, that was dark… and telling anyone about that would probably make a person get shy. Uncomfortable, at least. Maybe she really was a horrible friend. Maybe she shouldn't have pressured him into telling her about—

As Elsa turned around to pick up her capelet and yank in through the door, she jolted again.

It wasn't there.

Wait. I could have SWORN that I just—! Elsa thought frantically, her face going pale. Whirling around, she jerked her head up, and—

Jack Frost had suddenly materialized on the other side of her in the hallway, holding the capelet in his hands. Their eyes met, and he froze, blushing furiously.

What the…? Elsa's eyes widened in confusion.

Jack gulped, shifting uncomfortably on his feet. "Sorry," he stammered, "The fabric—thing—I—I just don't get it—it's like, it's hard—and soft—at the same time—um—" He bit his lip. "Here."

Jack awkwardly shoved the capelet into her arms, pushing past her and bursting into the room to retrieve his staff.

Elsa stumbled back a step in shock, looking down at the icy fabric. Tossing it back onto the floor, she pulled in a long, shaky breath, closing her eyes and struggling to keep her breathing even. Jack was scared out of his wits. He was acting—um, yes, scared. She had just been trying to be nice. But now, it was like he was traumatized.

Maybe she shouldn't have hugged him? Maybe hugs scared him. Maybe he didn't like hugs. Maybe he just didn't like her, and then she'd gone and touched him (stupid girl!), because she'd assumed that physical touch would be good, but maybe she shouldn't have assumed, no, that was wrong to do, and she should never assume anything like that ever again, because she… she…!

Elsa fidgeted with her fingers, nervously looking to the door.

She was really bad at this.

She wasn't used to this. Actually, she'd—well, actually, she'd never really done the whole 'best friend' thing before; not with anybody that she wasn't directly related to. She was usually alone now with the Spirits, or she was back being The Queen, and being The Queen, all this confounded social nonsense was very simple. I am the Queen. You are the subject. It was scripted. Comfortable. Nothing like this. She had just hugged him. It wasn't a big deal. Or, at least, it wasn't supposed to be a big deal. Oooooooooh, this was hard. And a hug that lasted for forty-five minutes was still just a hug… right?

Right?

Maybe he was offended? Maybe he was angry. Maybe he hated her now. Well! Wonderful! Good job, Elsa! You're given the once-in-a-lifetime chance to be friends with Jack Frost, and he's handsome and charming and sweet and incredible and brilliant, and what do you do? You immediately proceed to ruin everything! You and you stupid lack of social skills! You and your stupid—ooooooh, WHY?

She'd messed up already. Maybe she should have stuck to the spirits. How on earth did Anna do this?

Elsa bit her lip, staring at the ground as Jack sheepishly came back out of the room with his staff and looked up into her face again.

Their eyes met.

After a split-second, Jack looked down. He blushed slightly, letting out a nervous laugh and shifting his feet on the floor before turning slightly away.

Oh, no.

She really had ruined everything. Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

I am the worst friend ever.

Quickly sucking in her breath, Elsa turned and paced down the hallway after her sister. Before she could go for two steps, though, she saw a quick flash of ice in her peripheral vision.

After she hadn't done it, Jack had quietly frozen the lock behind them.

Feeling a sharp pang of embarrassment hit her in the chest, Elsa bit down hard on her lip again, straightening herself up and pacing faster down the hallway after Anna. In a few moments, Jack caught up, walking close beside her and matching her stride.

Very. Close. Beside her.

Why is he walking so close to me?

Queen Anna was already most of the way down the hallway, opening bedroom doors and sticking her head inside them, one by one. At the very last—

"Hey! Kristoff!" Anna laughed, "I found them! You can stop looking!"

In a few moments, Elsa saw her brother-in-law step out of the bedroom. Looking to them, Kristoff grinned. He then glanced back to Anna.

"And to where, exactly, did the blizzard bunnies get off this time?" he asked.

"Blizzard bunnies?" Elsa sputtered.

Anna shrugged. "Oh, you know," she deadpanned, "Just in Elsa's old room. In the dark. Hiding under the bed."

"Hiding under the…?"

King Kristoff's voice trailed off. After a few moments, he looked to Jack, raising his eyebrows as his eyes went wide.

"Well, that didn't take you very long," he breathed.

"Kristoff!" Elsa gasped.

"No, I'm actually sort of creepily impressed."

Jack was buckled over with laughter, leaning into his staff with his hand over his mouth. Elsa set her jaw, fighting the blood rushing to her face. After a few moments, Jack drew himself up, taking a step towards Kristoff.

"I—we weren't—no," Jack stammered, smiling and blushing furiously, "Kristoff—I swear—there wasn't any—"

"—Uh-huh. Suuuure, Frost," Kristoff laughed, pulling open the door to the private dining room. "But whatever you were doing, I'm just glad we found you. The Snow Queen can only go missing for so many hours before people start noticing."

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Elsa couldn't help but stare at him.

Absent-mindedly cutting into a slice of ham on her plate, she snuck another glance at Jack, her mind racing. Three hundred years of torture. Three hundred years, and yet, here he was, with all his passion and laughter and those big, kind eyes. All he really wanted in life was to help other people have fun—that much was obvious. He breathtakingly handsome and flirtatious, but apparently, he wasn't trying to make the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest his thousandth casual girlfriend, like she'd originally suspected. He was brilliant, and kind, and wonderful, and now—as she had recently decided—he was the strongest person she'd ever met.

Everything about Jack Frost was beautiful.

And there were other things, too, naturally. He couldn't simply stop there; no, he just had to also know how to dance, and have that protective streak, and be a Guardian of Children, and—

"ELSA!"

She snapped back into focus, looking up. Anna raised her eyebrows.

"That pig is already dead, Elsa," she chuckled. "You don't need to keep killing it."

Elsa sheepishly put down the knife, switching her fork into her other hand and taking a bite of the now-pulverized cut of meat. Swallowing it, hardly tasting a thing, she looked back to her sister.

"I—I'm sorry," she stammered, "You were—um, you were saying something?"

Queen Anna smirked slightly, glancing between Elsa and Jack. Then, giving her head a little shake, she looked back to her sister.

"I was saying," Anna started again, "That I'm sure you're hungry, but that you need to save some room. We have the dessert sampling after this!"

"The what, now?" Jack asked.

"Oh. Um—right," Elsa said, looking to him. "Anna and I are doing final checks of the desserts that are going to be served at the—"

"—Christmas Eve Ball!" Queen Anna suddenly squealed.

Seeing her enthusiasm, the others laughed. Kristoff grinned, raising his glass to take a drink and shrugging in his wife's direction. "She might be a little excited," he chuckled.

Anna beamed, picking up a roll. "How could I not be?"

Jack leaned over in his chair, gently placing his hand on Elsa's arm. She jolted, and he leaned in close to her ear.

"I still have no idea what anybody is talking about," Jack stage-whispered.

She let out a nervous laugh, looking down to her arm. Jack sat up slightly, but didn't take his hand off, subtlety beginning to slide it down towards her wrist. Her heart leapt into her throat.

What the—?

"Um—there's an old tradition," Elsa stammered, frozen as she looked frantically from his eyes, to her arm, and back into his eyes. "We're—we're starting it up again. Before—um—before the accident—you know, the accident when I was six—there was an annual ball on Christmas Eve."

"That's in—"

"—A week and a half. Right."

Struggling to fight back the blood rushing to her face, Elsa glanced up, and noticed that a few flurries of snow were beginning to materialize in the air. Shaking her head vigorously, she pulled in another breath, glancing down to her wrist as Jack's fingers curled around it.

"And—and th-then there's a ch-children's party on Christmas Day," she shook.

More flurries.

"Well, that part sounds fun," Jack replied casually, beginning to move his hand onto hers under the table.

"Um—yeah."

Elsa gulped, frozen in her seat as she stared, wide-eyed, at her hand. Jack silently interlaced his fingers with her own, peering up hopefully into her face as she looked up to her sister, and then to Kristoff, and then back to her sister. Everyone was staring at her.

Why was everyone staring at her?!

Queen Anna and King Kristoff simultaneously smirked, glancing to each other in a shared, silent joke. Elsa's heart started pounding, her mind racing in frantic desperation.

What the—? she thought, staring at her hand, What is he—wha—but I—AUGH!

Elsa abruptly sucked in her breath and reached her other hand across. As she peeled Jack's fingers off, gingerly pushing him away, she heard Kristoff draw in a long breath from across the table.

"Ouch…"

Elsa jerked her head up just in time to see Anna shoot her husband a hard glare. As Jack Frost sheepishly pulled his hand back into his lap, color rising to his cheeks, a wave of confusion swept over Elsa's face. Everyone was acting so strange. Why was everyone acting so strange?

What on earth was going on?!

Jack shifted uncomfortably in his chair, biting his lip as a few flurries of his own began to materialize in the air, falling softly onto the table. Trying to hide it, he let out a nervous laugh, reaching and picking up his fork again.

"Soooo," Jack choked, struggling to keep his voice even, "It's happening now, because—"

"—Because it's Elsa's Christmas present to me and she's the best sister ever and I love her!" Anna interrupted with a squeal of delight. "After Elsa's coronation, we revived the 'Ring in the Season' party to kick everything off, and then last year, after my coronation, we revived the Christmas Day Children's Party, as well. I wanted to introduce the last big tradition—the Christmas Eve Ball—this year, and I was really upset that I couldn't do it all myself, so Elsa's being amazing and helping me out. So, she's hosting it!"

What just happened? Elsa thought frantically, looking quickly into her lap again. What was—what was THAT? He was trying to hold my hand? Wait. Really? No. Yes. WHAT'S GOING ON?

"How'd you talk her into that one?" Jack retorted.

"Oh, come on," Anna laughed. "Elsa's as excited as I am! It is going to be great, and she is going to love it, and she is going to have fun, because she is my sister and I love her and she is going to have fun because she is going to HAVE FUN. Aren't you, Elsa?"

He was trying to hold my hand. Was he? No. He couldn't have been. But, then, what was he doing? It doesn't make sense. NONE of this is making any SENSE. Jack couldn't have been trying to hold my hand. Right? It isn't—

"—AREN'T YOU, ELSA?"

"GAUGH!" Elsa jumped, startling back from the table and abruptly flinging her fork into the air.

Anna shrieked, flinching and diving to the side. As the fork fell back onto Elsa's plate with a loud clatter, and Kristoff burst out laughing, clapping his hand over his eyes. Elsa felt blood rushing to her face, and her brother-in-law shook his head, looking up to Jack again.

"GEEZ, Frost!" Kristoff exclaimed, "What did you do to her?"

"Kristoff, I swear—"

"—SO, UM, ANNA," Elsa blurted, drawing herself up and struggling to regain her composure, "You—me—um, I'm what?"

Anna giggled, shaking her head. "I asked you if you were excited for the Ball. And you are… aren't you?"

The highly-introverted Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest felt her mouth fall open in surprise at the question. After a moment, she gulped.

"Of course I'm excited for the Ball!" Elsa lied, struggling to keep her voice even.

King Kristoff's eyes narrowed, still starting at Jack. "So, you haven't got her wearing some sort of enchanted anklet, or something—"

"Like I said before—"

"—ABOUT THE BALL," Queen Anna interrupted, throwing another dark glare at her husband again, "It's about time. It was a beloved old tradition, I'm told, and I mean, come on. It's a castle. It's Christmas Eve. We have a ballroom. Okay, two ballrooms…"

Once again taking a bite of food without tasting it, Elsa suddenly found her mind wandering back to an icy, private ballroom in the forest.

"Mr. Frost…"

"MR. FROST again?" Jack had laughed. "Really?!"

"Oh—I'm sorry, I just—I don't know you all that well, so—"

"—We could fix that."

Elsa nervously smiled to herself, now restraining from a giggle. Oh, my

"And really, I mean, come on, why have a ballroom with no balls?" Anna was saying enthusiastically. "Of course, we'll need to have soup, roast, and ice cream, and then—"

Elsa bit her lip, glancing to the pale young man beside her at the table. For all of his work trying to bring some fun into her life, he had been completely neglecting his own pain. This new vulnerability, which he'd hidden so well… until she asked him about his past.

Which was torture.

Jack's reaction to the hug was evidence enough of the damage—the decades and decades of loneliness had become an integral part of who he was. No wonder he was so desperate for attention. She knew that she was still healing from a childhood and adolescence of isolation, but her fourteen years of shame were nothing when compared to three centuries of invisibility. She could relate to it, but not comprehend it.

It certainly explained the flirting. After three hundred years alone, she'd want to be flirted with, too. It had nothing to do with her, of course. It was just that she could see him, and she was a girl. Specifically, she was a girl with ice powers—his same "species," as he'd said. With that perspective, his desperation to flirt with her was more than understandable.

After three hundred years, he was probably ready to try flirting with rocks.

"I know that I've been the Queen for a little over a year now, but I still feel like I'm learning how all these big royal events work," Anna was saying, pouring half a lake's worth of gravy onto her plate, "But Elsa said that she'd take care of the invitations. I think she sent them out a few weeks ago, and…"

Elsa snuck another glance at Jack. Suddenly, she found herself wanting nothing more than to fling herself upon him again, to squeeze him as hard as she could and tell him that she was here, and believed in him, and that everything was alright. If she could spend the rest of her life throwing continual reassurance and affection at him, it wouldn't be enough. To heal from something like that? Three hundred years?

And he had been working so hard. Trying to heal her.

He said we could be more than friends… no, Elsa thought, glancing to Jack again, He can't actually mean it. He doesn't know what he's saying, if he does. Ridiculous…

She found herself studying the ice on his hood. She hadn't really looked at it all that carefully before. Beginning at his neck, where the fabric first touched his skin, the frost webbed and spiked out in graceful, frozen fractals all around, across the worn navy blue fabric, twisting down onto his arms and gathering on the edges of his pocket. It sparkled in the faint light, just like ice always did, picking up the shine of his startlingly blue eyes as the deep color of the shirt contrasted sharply with his white hair. The overall effect was incredible.

Goodness, Jack was handsome.

"So, anyway," Anna was saying excitedly, "The whole kingdom's been invited, and the Northuldra, along with some nobles, and stuff. Like our cousin, although I don't know if she's going to show…"

Elsa glanced down to her arm, where he'd touched her a few minutes before. I wasn't rejecting you! she thought desperately, looking in his direction. It was just sort of—a shock. I reacted. I reacted BADLY. Will you try that again? No. You probably won't. I've messed everything up again. I mean, if you—well—does it—maybe—?

Without realizing it, she had shakily extended her hand a few inches towards him under the table. Jack saw it, and jumped slightly, looking up into her eyes with shock. She blushed, instantly jerking it back into her lap and staring at her napkin.

Elsa could practically feel the excited little grin spreading across Jack's face.

"…The thing about having a ball, though, is that you never really know who's going to come. I mean, that's just part of it…"

In her peripheral vision, Elsa suddenly caught glimpse of a tiny flash of ice on the floor.

Squeak.

Glancing down, she realized that Jack's chair had scooted an inch closer to hers on the wood. With Anna still talking in the background across the table, he looked up, and their eyes met. Jack raised his eyebrows in question.

There was a pause.

Elsa bit her lip, carefully putting her fork onto her plate. Silently moving her hand under the table, she then flicked her fingers towards the legs of her own chair, her own little flash of ice pushing against the sides of its feet on the floor.

Scootch.

And it was a half-an-inch closer to his.

"Anna," Kristoff chuckled, "Sweetheart—don't you think you might be putting a little, um, pressure on Elsa for this whole thing? I mean, you're so excited about it. If something goes wrong—"

"—What could go wrong?" she laughed. "It's a ball. It's going to be fun."

Sneaking another glance at Jack, and then trying to appear casual again, Elsa saw his grin widen. Under the table, he swept his hand through the air, and his chair moved towards hers again.

Scoot.

"I'm just worried that you're going to get yourself all hyped up, and then be disappointed," Kristoff said softly. "I mean, like, with inviting the Rock Trolls. You know they aren't into this type of thing. If Grandpabbi actually comes—"

"—Of course he's going to come!" Anna protested, "Don't you remember? Elsa named him the Official Arendelle Legislator of Magical Affairs."

"What? That's not a thing."

"Oh, sure it is."

Underneath the table, tiny shots of ice were blasting back and forth underneath Jack and Elsa's chairs.

Squeak.

Scoot.

Scootch.

"And besides," Anna added, "Even if he doesn't come, it's not the end of the world. The Ball is still going to be fun."

Kristoff grinned, popping a pastry into his mouth. "Alright," he said approvingly, "As long as you're going in with that perspecti—"

Scoot.

Shoonk.

"Um—that perspective—"

Scoot.

Scootch.

Shoonk.

Squeak.

Scoot.

Squeak—

"—DO WE NEED TO LOCATE YOU TWO A PIANO BENCH?!"

Jack and Elsa froze, suddenly remembering that they were not alone in the room.

Now elbow-to-elbow, their chairs crammed together, they simultaneously looked up, blushing furiously. Kristoff laughed, shaking his head.

"Those chairs cannot physically get any closer together," the king chuckled as Jack and Elsa looked at each other in embarrassment. "But, granted, neither can you two. With all your clothes on, that is."

Elsa felt more blood rushing to her face.

Anna shrugged. "I would slap him," she admitted, "But it's sort of true."

"Anna," Elsa stammered desperately, "There has been nothing—I swear—no. Everybody has been decent the whole day, okay? I promise."

"Well," Jack mumbled, a slight grin on the edge of his mouth, "Maybe not this morning, bu—OW!"

He recoiled from Elsa's sharp kick as Kristoff and Anna glanced to each other, raising their eyebrows.

"Well," Kristoff chuckled, looking to his wife again, "Whatever the Blizzard Bunnies are up to, I think it's perfectly reasonable to ask that it wait until after we're done eating."

Jack and Elsa looked to each other in embarrassment again. After a moment, they each sheepishly swept one of their hands under the table, and ice blasted across the floor.

Scoooooooooooooooot THUNK.

And the chairs fell back onto the wood in their original places.

Queen Anna grinned. "Thank you," she laughed breathily.

"We're having enough issues as it is, trying to baby-proof everything for a normal kid," Kristoff chuckled. "I don't even want to imagine what kind of havoc a toddler with ice powers would wreak on this place—"

"—Oh!" Anna exclaimed suddenly. "Elsa! It's time!"

"It's time!" Elsa agreed, grateful for anything that might let her escape the situation. She then paused, biting her lip. "For what?"

"Dessert sampling…?" Anna prodded.

"Oh! Yes. Right."

Elsa abruptly stood from the table, dropping her napkin onto her plate and picking it up to take in to the little cart on the side of the room. In interest of having Jack eat with them, Queen Anna had arranged for the butler and maid that usually served them to receive an extended, paid vacation until January. Neither had objected.

"Elsa?"

King Kristoff was suddenly standing as well, walking towards her. She put down the plate, turning around in confusion.

"Um," she said nervously, "Yes? Is everything okay?"

He finally stopped in front of her, staring into her eyes. "I just—" Kristoff's voice trailed off, and he shook his head slightly, leaning in a bit closer to his sister-in-law. "Before the sampling—I was—I was wondering if I could talk to you."

"Well, I suppose if—"

"—Alone."

A wave of confusion swept over her face. Then, Elsa fidgeted with her fingers, looking down and blushing slightly.

Oh.

Kristoff thought that—he thought that she and Jack had—oh no. Ooooooh, dear.

This was going to be a fun conversation. Time for some damage control…

"Um," Elsa choked. "Sure. Yeah."

She gulped, following her brother-in-law as he turned and started to walk from the room. As they passed the table, Jack leapt up, knocking over his staff and jumping into front of Kristoff.

"Hey—by the way," Jack said, looking into Kristoff's eyes, "Can you do me a favor?"

Kristoff paused. "Um—sure?"

Jack glanced to the side. Then, leaning into Kristoff's face, he chuckled bitterly under his breath.

"Never compare me to Bunny again," Jack begged.

 

Chapter 35: Great Beauty, Great Danger

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AUTHOR'S NOTE (for people coming back from chapter 68, because this was posted later) : This chapter takes place, chronologically, the night after the King Edvin thing. For where it's placed in the story, though, it's set right before Kristoff has his "talk" with Elsa, on the following evening. ;) Thanks for reading; love you all! :)

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35: Great Beauty, Great Danger

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The Previous Evening

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"You're not fooling me, you know."

Lying next to his wife in the darkness, King Kristoff didn't respond. Shifting uncomfortably in the covers, he crossed his arms over his chest, saying nothing.

"I know that you're awake," Queen Anna tried again. "Your breathing is all wrong. And, you smell different when you're awake."

"Don't worry about it," Kristoff grumbled.

With her characteristic, tiny little pregnancy grunts, he heard Anna struggle to flip over onto her other side, scooting towards him. Feeling the warmth of her body next to his own, he looked down as he felt her delicate fingers twisting in his hair.

"Yoooou're worried about something," Anna retorted into his ear. "I know you. And pretending that you can't hear me isn't going to help anything."

Kristoff sighed in defeat, closing his eyes. "Go back to sleep, Anna."

"Well, I sure can't sleep now."

"Don't worry about me!"

"I'm wasn't talking about you," she whispered. "I can't sleep, because the baby has decided I'm not going to sleep. The baby is wiiiiiide awake. In fact, the baby is having a dance performance, and I'm currently taking up the entire front row of the theater."

The Commoner King let out a sharp laugh, his face cracking into a smile. Raising his eyebrows, he rolled his head on the pillow, looking into Anna's enormous blue eyes.

"A dance performance?" he chuckled. "At this time of night?"

"You don't believe me?"

Kristoff said nothing, but turned over to face her, pulling back the covers and placing his hand on Anna's stomach. His eyes widened as her pregnant belly lurched, and she winced as the child leapt, smiling weakly at her husband.

"Geez," Kristoff breathed. "Dance performance. You weren't kidding."

"Yes, with lots of high kicks and jumps."

He grimaced empathetically, shaking his head and lying back into the covers. Scooting up under his arm the best that she could with her enormous stomach, Queen Anna rested her head on Kristoff's bare chest, gazing up at him with puppy dog eyes.

"Soooo…"

"What is it, Anna?"

She looked down to his stomach, reaching her other hand around and placing her two longest fingers on his skin.

"What. Is. On. Your. Mind?" Anna enunciated, walking her fingers up his torso with each word.

And she collapsed onto him again.

Shifting uncomfortably in the covers, King Kristoff looked down to his wife, realizing with horror that her enormous blue eyes were locked onto his face, her expression pleading. Anna was not giving up on this. Scooting up against him again, she unconsciously bat her eyelashes, adorably biting the edge of her lip as a clump of her messed-up red hair brushed against his neck.

Kristoff gulped.

Geeeaaaaaugh…

Feeling the last of his resolve crumbling away, he sharply pulled in his breath.

"What if he's just using her?" Kristoff blurted, stammering helplessly as Anna raised her eyebrows and started to shift back, "What if he's trying to take her down because she's got ice powers? What if Mister Blizzard Boy starts getting all HANDSY on her, and Elsa doesn't think she can say no? What if—"

"—Whoa, whoa, whoa, there," Anna interrupted, "That's not a problem. My sister is very good at rejecting people."

"I'm pretty sure that the Spirit of Winter doesn't count as 'people.'"

"Maybe not." Queen Anna sighed. "But Kristoff—I can promise you, if Elsa didn't at least like him, he would've been kicked out a long time ago."

"She did kick him out."

"And let him right back in, didn't she?"

"I—!"

Kristoff cut himself off, letting out his breath. Anna had a point… and, she was Elsa's sister. He didn't want to admit it, but she was right. Elsa had let the guy right back in. Not to mention all the blushing.

A few moments passed in silence.

Glancing down to her enormous stomach, the redheaded queen unfolded her arms, drumming her fingers on it. She looked to her husband.

"What about Jack?" Anna mused thoughtfully.

A look of confusion swept over King Kristoff's face. "What about Jack?" he asked.

"Well—as a name," Anna shrugged, glancing to her stomach. "I mean—if it's a boy. You never know, right?"

Kristoff jolted.

"You want to NAME OUR CHILD after a guy you've known ONE DAY?!" he sputtered, sitting up.

Anna giggled. "He saved Elsa!"

"He's STALKING Elsa!"

"It isn't stalking if she keeps inviting him everywhere!"

Kristoff groaned in frustration, clapping his hand over his eyes and collapsing back into the covers.

"I still don't like it," he grumbled. "And, we're only considering the name Jack if we're considering the name Boulder, too."

"Boulder?!" Anna exclaimed.

"Boulder is a great name!"

"It's a ROCK!"

"It's a BIG rock."

"Oh, come on," Anna countered. "Prince Boulder? How royal-sounding is that?"

Kristoff scoffed. "That's every bit as royal as Jack. Since when is Jack a regal-sounding name?"

"Since he's gonna marry my sister?"

"Aaaaaurgh."

"Oh, come on. You know it's gonna happen," Anna laughed. "Elsa's the Snow Queen. And she's being followed around by the Spirit of Winter? Good luck, finding her a better guy than that!"

"Why does Elsa need to have a guy at all?"

"He's in love with her!"

"He's a guy."

Queen Anna shook her head at the remark, rolling her eyes. "But Prince Boulder? Come on," she chuckled. "That's even worse than Prince Mushroom!"

"Prince Mushroom?!"

"You suggested it two days ago."

"No, I didn't! Mushroom is a girl's name!"

Anna laughed again, her silent eye-roll somehow still apparent to Kristoff in the faint light. He shifted uncomfortably in the sheets, pulling in his breath.

"Look… I just don't want anybody to do something they're going to regret," he sighed, "Okay? Just because he's—you know—ice powers—it doesn't automatically mean that he's meant to be in this family. You don't know a dang thing about this guy!"

"Maybe not," Anna admitted. "But I know my sister."

"What do you mean?"

"She can take care of herself," Anna reassured him. "And I think Jack's good for her. And besides," she added, "It's not like you know much of anything about Jack Frost, either."

"I—!"

King Kristoff abruptly stopped talking, heat rushing to his cheeks. He remembered Jack's existence—a basic powers synopsis, including that of the fun magic—and a few fundamental things about the other Guardians, like that they (and the Man in the Moon) were apparently some really big deal. Oh, and now, that Frost thought Elsa was hot. Shocker. But beyond that…

Letting out his breath, Kristoff shoved back the blankets, swinging his legs over the side of the bed. Kneading his eyebrows, he then reluctantly stood up, walking over to the chair where he'd tossed his clothes.

Picking up his pants, he pulled them on, sucking in his breath at the shock of chilly fabric against his skin. From behind him, he heard Queen Anna grunting again as she pushed herself up.

"Hey!" she whispered, "What are you doing? You are not supposed to be getting up yet?"

He paused, turning back to face his wife. In the moonlight, with her big blue eyes sleepy but expectant, and her bright red hair a rat's nest around her face, Anna looked—perfect. She was beautiful, and their bed—as usual—looked like the greatest place in the world. This, to Kristoff, was his True North. She was his path. His future. His family. It was perfect, and he wouldn't have it any other way.

And when Elsa was potentially bringing somebody new into it… he had to make sure things were okay.

"I don't know much of anything about Jack Frost," King Kristoff said softly, buckling his belt. "But I'm pretty sure that I know someone who does."

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"KRISTOFF'S HOME!"

The former ice-man stepped down from the sleigh, the rock trolls bursting to life throughout the forest clearing and swarming towards him. He laughed, giving Sven a hearty pat and bracing himself as the first of the younglings leapt onto his back, nearly knocking him over.

Kristoff might have married into a crown, but… some things never change.

"I GOT AN EARTH CRYSTAL."

"I'M BIGGER NOW, SEE? I HAVE TWO MUSHROOMS! DO YOU SEE? DO YOU SEE!?"

"KRISTOFF! KRISTOFF! DOES THE QUEEN STILL LET YOU GO OUT TO THE WOODS TO TINKLE?! BECAUSE NOBBLE SAYS SHE DOES, BUT I SAID SHE—"

"—KRISTOFF!" Bulda's voice cut through. "We've missed you!"

Hearing his adoptive mother, King Kristoff turned around in relief, saved from answering the question. The first two rock trolls dropped off of him, the swarm abating slightly, and he reach up to his shoulder to lift up the third.

"It's good to see you, too," he laughed, carefully setting the little rock troll down. "But I can't stay long. Where's Grandpabbi?"

Her eyes lit up. "Grandpabbi?"

"I need to ask him a few questions."

To this, Bulda nodded, starting to turn around. "He should be close by. I'll go get him."

"There is no need," a raspy voice announced.

A hush fell over the clearing as the crowd parted, looking to the source of the sound. Falling forward, Grandpabbi transformed into a rolling ball of rock, the ground rumbling as he tumbled across it to the place where King Kristoff was standing.

Rumble rumble rumble rumble RUMBLE.

He burst back out of the ball, stepping up to the ice man as Kristoff knelt down on one knee.

"My son?" Grandpabbi asked, "What is it? What has brought you here?"

The Commoner King lowered his voice to a whisper. "I need to ask you some questions," he admitted, uncomfortably aware of the fact that literally all of the rock trolls were listening. "Do you—um, do you know much of anything about Jack Frost?"

"Jack Frost?" Grandpabbi asked, a wave of confusion sweeping over his face. "The new Guardian, Jack Frost? Why?"

Kristoff raised his eyebrows. After a few moments, Grandpabbi's eyes widened.

"Elsa," he gasped.

Ignoring the wave excited whispers rolling over the crowd, Kristoff let out a bark of bitter laughter, getting onto his feet. "Yeah. It would appear that the Spirit of Winter is suddenly interested in politics," he scoffed.

"Of course he is." Grandpabbi sighed, shaking his head. "How long?"

"Only a couple days or so," Kristoff shrugged. "So can you tell me some stuff about him?"

"What do you want to know?"

Feeling the weight of the rock trolls' stares on him, King Kristoff closed his eyes. Opening them again, he pulled in his breath.

"If I should be worried for my sister-in-law," he said softly.

Grandpabbi stared, looking contemplative. After a few moments, he sighed.

"I believe that this conversation is one that should happen in private," he responded, turning around.

Kristoff watched as the crowd parted, Grandpabbi walking away. Knowing exactly where they were going, he let out his breath and followed.

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The rock trolls generally slept out in the open in the clearing, curled up into protective balls of stone on the ground, but a few of the older ones had small huts of their own out in the surrounding forest. Grandpabbi's personal hut was no exception, and—as a boy—Kristoff had spent many evenings there, ducking under the hanging strings of crystals and herbs and handing Grandpabbi ingredients for the stews made in the large pot over the fire.

Following closely behind the old rock troll as they reached his personal hut, the Commoner King ducked as low as he could, barely able to squeeze under the top edge of the doorframe without having to actually fall onto his knees. As Grandpabbi rounded the firepit in the middle of the floor, Kristoff awkwardly shuffled inside.

The familiar smell of rock troll-style stew hitting his nose, he felt himself relax, lowering himself onto the ground.

"Stew?" Grandpabbi asked.

"Yes, please."

King Kristoff sat down cross-legged on the floor, placing his hands on his knees like he always had, facing the fire. In a few moments, Grandpabbi handed him a mug of steaming stew, and he took it, thanking him.

With his susceptible human skin, Kristoff had grown up sleeping in a hut like this one. When he'd outgrown it at the age of fourteen—then nearly six feet tall—the rock trolls had then helped him to build his own two-room cabin. The first room, of course, was his bedroom, and the second was a small front room with a stove and a wash basin. The second room was originally for Sven, but since Kristoff's honeymoon, Queen Anna had insisted that they bring in some furniture from the castle, making it into something of a parlor/kitchen hybrid. Which basically meant that it was still for Sven, but now with a couch.

The addition of indoor plumbing was also an improvement.

"So!" Grandpabbi began. "The Guardian of Fun is expressing interest in Elsa."

"Oh, yeah. He's interested."

King Kristoff lifted the mug to his lips, taking a long, hearty slurp (as was custom with the rock trolls). Pulling the mug down, he messily wiped his sleeve across his mouth.

"Is that bad?" he asked.

Grandpabbi stared into the fire, his gaze growing contemplative. "It is… concerning."

"So, it is bad."

"Oh, no, Kristoff. Concerning is not necessarily bad," the rock troll corrected.

Kristoff's forehead crinkled in confusion. "What do you mean?"

Grandpabbi didn't answer at first, picking up a second mug and the ladle. Pouring himself a helping of the stew—and carefully considering his words—he then pulled in his breath.

"It is concerning, because of who we are dealing with," Grandpabbi started, replacing the wooden ladle and stepping back from the fire. "If there's one thing I know about Jack Frost, it's that he is infinitely more powerful than he appears… or realizes. I certainly hope you had the foresight to treat such a formidable being with respect."

Kristoff's eyes widened, suddenly remembering tying the Spirit of Winter to a chair that morning. Grandpabbi's eyebrows lifted, but he said nothing.

The rock troll raised the mug of stew to his lips.

Sluuuuuuuuurp.

"Uh," King Kristoff stammered, "Respectful. Yeah! I mean—obviously!"

Grandpabbi shot him a skeptical look. Pulling the mug away from his face, he leaned forward. "Do—not—underestimate him."

"You seriously think he's that powerful?"

"The number one killer in this world isn't hatred, or envy, or war. It isn't even fear," Grandpabbi said quietly. "Think, my son. Disease. Aging. Natural disasters. The number one killer isn't an idea, or an army. It is—as it was meant to be—nature."

Kristoff nodded, remembering the events before the journey to the Enchanted Forest. "But Elsa's got that under control, now."

"Oh, Kristoff. Queen Elsa doesn't control nature."

Grandpabbi shook his head, a bitter smile tugging at the edge of his mouth. A look of confusion swept over King Kristoff's face.

"But she's the Fifth Spirit," he protested, "She's—she's the bridge! The spirits respect her completely."

"The Enchanted Forest is a small, secluded anomaly," Grandpabbi explained, "And it is incredibly rare. It must be protected. While Queen Elsa is definitely needed there, and while she is unspeakably powerful, to function as the bridge between the Forest and Arendelle —it is not the same. Her power allowed her to overcome the other Nature Spirits because her ice defies nature. It does not function quite like Jack Frost's."

"Well, yeah, but—you're not saying that Jack is like nature, are you?" Kristoff scoffed, lifting his mug to his mouth. "I mean, I've met the guy. He's a toothpick!"

Grandpabbi glared.

Biting the edge of his lip, Kristoff looked down. "Sorry," he mumbled.

"He is a Guardian."

"Yeah."

Kristoff felt blood rushing to his face. Grandpabbi drew in his breath.

"You mustn't be fooled by appearances, Kristoff," he said coldly. "That is not where true power lies. I will remind you that the Snow Queen looks rather fragile herself. And look at what she can do."

"I know."

An awkward quiet fell over the little hut. Not sure of what else to do, they simultaneously lifted their mugs to their lips.

Sluuuuuuuuuuurp.

"Queen Elsa has power over ice and snow," Grandpabbi sighed, a dribble of stew catching in his moss, "And is incredibly talented with it. In many ways, more so than him. But in terms of sheer scale, there's really no comparison. Jack Frost—whether or not he really realizes it—controls a large-scale force of nature."

"But so does Elsa," Kristoff counter, "I mean, she's large-scale, too."

"No." The rock troll shook his head. "Queen Elsa's strength is breathtaking. But it is primarily localized."

"LOCALIZED?" Kristoff blurted, slamming down his mug, "What are you talking about? I know that Frost a Guardian and everything, and—well, I've seen the Fun Magic thing; that was pretty freaky—but he just kinda dusts over stuff with his ice. How on earth could he even begin to compare to Elsa!? I mean, how is Elsa's power LOCALIZED?!"

Grandpabbi chuckled good-naturedly, taking a drink of stew. "You are not thinking big enough, Kristoff."

"BIG enough?" he balked, "Do you even REMEMBER the great freeze? When Elsa built that ice castle, and froze the fjord, and the snow monster, and—"

"—Bigger."

"And when she rode the Nokk and stopped a tidal wave, and—"

"—Bigger, my son."

Kristoff scoffed, his mouth hanging open in confusion. Gesturing frantically, he leaned forward.

"She froze ARENDELLE!" he stammered, "A kingdom! She accidentally froze an entire KINGDOM! In JULY!"

Grandpabbi's eyebrows lifted. Pulling in his breath, he lifted the mug to his lips.

"And Jack Frost covers half a continent in one swoop," he deadpanned.

King Kristoff snapped his mouth shut, looking down in discomfort. He swallowed hard.

Continent is bigger than kingdom.

"The Guardians work on a worldwide scale," Grandpabbi stated, "And their power is tailored for it."

"Okay, so… Frost is powerful," Kristoff muttered, gripping his mug of stew. "Do you think we can trust him?"

"The Man in the Moon certainly seems to," Grandpabbi said, "Which alone should say enough about who he is. Has he ever used his powers for evil?"

The Commoner King drummed his fingers on his mug, contemplating it. He couldn't think of anything bad, tied to Jack's name, beyond some occasional stupid (but mostly harmless) decisions. He hadn't heard a lot about the Guardian of Fun, but…

Well.

The kid was a Guardian.

"The Man in the Moon gave Frost his power, right? I know that none of the Guardians were born with it," Kristoff said, racking his memory for the stories of his childhood. "He must be a pretty great guy."

"Yes… very great. There is great beauty, in that," Grandpabbi affirmed. "But also, great danger."

"I thought you just said that Frost wasn't dangerous."

"I suppose that depends on who you are."

Kristoff gulped, feeling a little color draining from his face.

Seeing the ice man's discomfort, Grandpabbi pulled the mug away from his face and cleared his throat.

"Do you make a habit of intentionally bringing harm to children?" the rock troll clarified.

"Uh…" Kristoff said slowly. "No?"

Grandpabbi chuckled, bringing the mug to his lips. "Then, no. Jack Frost should not be dangerous to you," he said coolly.

After taking a drink, Grandpabbi moved the mug back down, his smile still evident. Then, it began to fade.

"On the other hand…" he breathed.

"What? What is it?"

Grandpabbi shifted in his seat. "Love changes people," he said simply. "And Jack Frost has been alone for a long… long… time."

Kristoff shifted in his seat as well, chewing the inside of his cheek as he drummed his fingers on the side of his mug. "Do you… um," he asked carefully, "Do you happen to know how long?"

His face went grave.

"From what I have heard?" Grandpabbi whispered. "Somewhere around three hundred years."

Kristoff's eyes widened.

That morning after being untied from the impromptu interrogation, Jack had accidentally dropped the number. But Kristoff had figured it might have been an exaggeration, or…something. He hadn't figured that Jack Frost was literally coming out of three centuries of being alone. It had only been a couple of days, but…

No WONDER he's going crazy over Elsa.

"Okay. So…to review," Kristoff choked. "What is arguably the most powerful and destructive force of nature is currently being controlled by an emotionally unstable toothpi—uh, Guardian of Children."

Grandpabbi nodded.

"Who… by sheer coincidence… has fallen madly in love with my equally unstable, and equally dangerous sister-in-law."

Grandpabbi nodded again. The Commoner King adjusted his grip on his mug again, staring into the crackling fire. "Who… isn't… NOTICING," he choked.

The rock troll nodded, starting to take a drink. "It will be interesting to see how this plays out," he affirmed.

Falling quiet, Kristoff looked down to his mug, watching the liquid swirl. He swallowed hard.

And if something goes wrong, we all freeze to death.

Biting his lip, he glanced back up. At this point—after everything he'd been dragged through, the journeys, summer freezes, the mortal danger and everything, from being Queen Elsa's brother-in-law—Kristoff mostly just wanted to Not Die.

"What should I do?" he asked quietly.

Grandpabbi's bushy eyebrows lifted in question. Kristoff shifted, putting down the mug.

"What should I say to Elsa?" he clarified, his expression tense. "I mean, if she really loves this guy—and he's actually that good of a guy—I don't want to get in the way, but—well, I don't want to see her get hurt, either. Or anyone else. What do you suggest?"

The old rock troll stared into his mug for a moment, considering the question.

"I recommend… that you tread carefully," Grandpabbi breathed. "All of you. Everyone involved."

The old rock troll swept his hand through the air, a glowing image of their silhouettes unfurling into existence between them. King Kristoff watched as the two blue figures in the center—clearly resembling Elsa and Jack—were joined by a host of red ones. He recognized himself, flanking an edge next to one that was clearly meant to represent Queen Anna.

"Elsa is more than her titles… even though the responsibilities associated with those titles can be very alluring. She must not forget who she is," he counseled. "Keep her sister close. And as for Jack Frost… just because you cannot grasp the full scale of his power, it does not mean that he should be underestimated."

A gleaming snowflake flowered over the center of the image, then engulfing it. A Kristoff watched it in wonder, the rock troll then swept his hand through the air again, disintegrating the picture entirely.

A long, tight silence fell over the hut.

"You know what this stew needs," the rock troll said suddenly, shattering the tension. "Wheatgrass. It needs more wheatgrass, to really fill out the flavor. I believe your Aunt Cattail has some in her garden."

Relaxing, King Kristoff restrained from a grin, seeing the obvious hint for what it was. "How much would you like me to get, Grandpabbi?" he asked, getting onto his feet.

"Oh, I think just a handful should do it."

The rock troll smiled, looking pleased that Kristoff had picked up on his hinting. He brought his mug to his lips again, taking in a long sip as the former ice-man ducked beneath the hanging crystals and herbs, making his way for the exit.

As King Kristoff reached the doorway, he paused. He then turned around, looking back to Grandpabbi.

"Who would win?"

Grandpabbi stopped drinking, peering up over the edge of his mug.

"If they got in a fight," Kristoff started again, folding his arms over his chest. "Jack Frost, or Elsa? Who would win?"

Grandpabbi's expression went as hard and cold as ice. Kristoff watched anxiously as the rock troll then set down his mug, interlacing his thick fingers and dropping his voice to a whisper.

"You should not speak so casually of such things," he said sternly.

The rock troll's glare intensified, lit up by the flames from the crackling fire between them.

"You are suggesting that the powers of one who directs nature should be set against the powers of one who defies it," he enunciated. "This land would be lucky to even SURVIVE such a fight. It does not matter which one would win, because everyone else would lose."

Kristoff felt a chill go down his spine.

Dropping his head forward, he swallowed hard. "Sorry, Grandpabbi," he muttered. "I'll—I'll go get the wheatgrass."

He sheepishly turned around again, starting to shuffle his way out of the hut. Just as he started to do so, the rock troll pulled in his breath.

"Queen Elsa," Grandpabbi said. "She would win."

Kristoff paused, looking back.

"What?" he asked.

Grandpabbi set down his mug of stew, grunting as he got into his stony feet. Walking over to where his adopted grandson was standing, bent all the way over in the doorframe, he raised his eyebrows.

"It is not a matter of sheer power, my son," he said, shaking his head. "In your talk of power, you neglect to take the most important factor into account."

Kristoff knelt down on one knee, placing himself closer to the rock troll's eye level. "What's that?"

Grandpabbi reached out his hand, placing it gently on Kristoff's chest.

"The heart," he whispered.

He patted Kristoff's chest, giving him a knowing smile. King Kristoff stared at him in confusion.

"The heart?" he asked, "What does that have to do with anything?"

"My son… Elsa is a kind, intelligent, lovely young woman, who was born with ice powers," Grandpabbi chuckled. "I do not believe that Jack Frost would ever willingly fight her. Especially not while he still might—have a chance."

Kristoff's eyes narrowed in disbelief, a hint of a smirk tugging at the edge of his mouth. "Are you saying what I think you're saying?"

Grandpabbi's smile widened, his face crinkling in a restrained laugh as he turned away. Walking over to where he had left his mug on the floor, he then sat down.

"He is… lonely," the rock troll nodded.

As he picked up the mug to take a drink, King Kristoff glanced to the side, his mouth open as he absorbed the statement. Before he could respond, however, Grandpabbi cleared his throat.

"Yes. Wheatgrass," the rock troll said decidedly, smacking his lips. "And when you get back, I will tell you everything I know about Jack Frost."

 

Chapter 36: Broken, Jagged Edges

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AUTHOR'S NOTE (from original chapter 35, before these two chapters were combined): I LIIIIIIVE! Finals, DONE! Also, this chapter—once again—had to be split in two, because it got too long. I hope to post the next chunk Sunday morning; tomorrow I travel. For those of you who have given me reviews… THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN! I have a LOT more to say, including to "Authors Like Me," but I need more time. I'll stick it with the next chapter. I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN YOU I LOVE YOOOOOOU! (This also goes for the people PMing me that I haven't yet responded to; it's been a crazy couple weeks!)

AUTHOR'S NOTE (from original Chapter 36): Hey, everybody! Sorry; I suppose it's Sunday NIGHT, not Sunday morning. But anyway, three things: First off, thank you SO MUCH for the reviews; it REALLY encourages me to keep trying to turn this out, if people are actually enjoying it! Honestly, I still can't believe people are reading this. THANK YOU SO MUCH; YOU ARE ALL WONDERFUL AND I LOVE YOU! Secondly, there's been a sudden influx of guest reviews and views… (which I love). Has this been shared on a pinterest board somewhere, or something? If it has, I have no IDEA how to tell. (Halp. I'm still pretty new to fanfic!) Third, for "Authors Like Me" You requested a code word! At first, I was thinking that I'd do something really clever, like write you a little Mathematica program to spit out 100,000 random letter combinations from which you could choose any word that happened to form (a "code" word… get it? A word, from computer code? Ha? Ha ha?), but then it occurred to me: I don't feel like it. (For the record, if you prefer, I could also code it into either C++ or Matlab, both of which I am competent in, and both of which I hate.) So, how about this: As soon as I can, I'll set up a special email for people who can't PM me, so that I can be contacted. Okie-doke?

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo… like usual. Time to bring in that over-protective brother figure again. ;)

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36: BROKEN, JAGGED EDGES

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Walking through the door into his and Anna's bedroom, Elsa struggled to keep her breathing even, her heart in her throat. This was going to be fine. It was all going to be just fine.

Come ON, Elsa. You can do this, she thought desperately.

Kristoff turned and closed the door, twisting on one of the lamps and walking across the carpet to yank the curtains shut for the evening. The bedroom—Anna's childhood bedroom, because Queen Anna had insisted that the royal suite would always be reserved for her visiting sister—was in the process of being partially turned into a nursery, on the side where Elsa's bed and dresser had once been (before the accident when she was six). Usually, the royal babies would be kept in separate sleeping quarters, but Anna would not hear of it. She wanted the child—or perhaps children, Elsa thought—to be with their parents, from the first moment that they started breathing. And so, it was done.

Or rather, Acting Queen Elsa saw to it that it was done. The Council didn't approve of much of anything that broke tradition, but this was such a tiny, domestic detail that she was able to easily override their opinions.

Just one more thing that Anna didn't need to know about.

King Kristoff pulled up a chair for his sister-in-law, then taking a step back and leaning against the bed, folding his arms over his chest. Elsa, seeing the worry creasing his brow, bit her lip as she sat down. He wasn't any more excited for this conversation than she was.

Well, then. Time for the Queen Face.

Elsa regally drew herself up in the chair, trying to appear calm, silently begging for the air around her to not become spontaneously populated with snowflakes.

"You might as well just say it, Kristoff," she said calmly. "Whatever is on your mind. It's alright."

Please, oh please, do NOT actually tell me what's on your mind.

Kristoff shifted uncomfortably against the edge of the bed, staring at his feet. Elsa pulled in another deep breath.

"And before you start," she added quickly, "I just—alright, I know that the thing under the bed with Jack looks really bad. Alright? But nothing—happened. I mean, nothing bad happened, if that's you're thinking. I promise."

Kristoff let out a sharp bark of laughter, shaking his head. "I wasn't going to ask. But we'll pretend I believe you," Kristoff admitted softly. His smile then faded again. After a few moments, absent-mindedly kicking at the carpet, he bit his lip, looking up into Elsa's face. "I—I just wanted to make sure you're being—careful."

Elsa's eyes widened.

"Careful?" she sputtered, "What do you mean, careful? Of course I'm being careful! Arendelle is still my number one priori—"

"—I meant careful with Jack."

A wave of confusion swept over Elsa's face. Kristoff pulled in a long breath, looking to his feet, and then back into her eyes.

"He's—um," Kristoff muttered, "He's a little—fragile."

Elsa glanced down into her lap, twisting the fabric on her skirt. Having seen Jack's—reaction—to the hug she was devastatingly aware of this fact.

Not that Kristoff needed to know the details.

"I know," she said softly.

He squeezed his eyes shut, and then opened them again, giving his head another shake and calculating his words carefully. "Elsa, I really don't think you—"

"—Three hundred years?"

Kristoff stopped. After a few moments, he raised his eyebrows slightly.

"So, he did tell you," he said.

Elsa nodded.

Kristoff swallowed hard, uncrossing his arms and gingerly putting his hands down on the edge of the bed. "He—um—I know that Frost jokes and laughs and tries to flirt with you, but if you get to know him," Kristoff sighed, "There's something—broken—in that guy. Like, something was cracked, deep inside him. A long time ago. He's—he's a broken person, Elsa."

"So am I."

Kristoff straightened up, pushing himself away from the bed and starting to walk towards her. "I'm not talking, you know, a little hurt. I'm talking deep, permanent emotional scarring." Kristoff folded his arms over his chest again, stopping in front of her. "When you—when you stopped believing—that shattered him. I mean, his entire world was—"

"—I know what it did to him."

He scoffed. "Then how can you say that you know what it's like to be broke—"

"—Because I spent most of my childhood, and my entire adolescence, believing that I was a monster?"

Kristoff's eyes widened slightly in shock. Elsa shook her head, pushing herself up out of the chair. Struggling to keep her breathing even, she walked over to a table on the side of the room.

"Here… let me put it this way. Okay?" she quavered.

Kristoff watched as she swirled her hand above the table, a beautiful, simple vase made of ice spiraling into existence. Then, concentrating hard, Elsa focused on the most slender part of its neck, gently gripping its sides.

CRACK!

A jagged fissure shot through the ice, the top of the crystalline vase splintering and separating from its base. With her brother-in-law watching in confusion, Elsa pulled in a deep breath, taking to two pieces of the now-broken vase and turning around to face him again.

"Broken… broken," she said softly, holding up each piece in turn. Elsa then drew herself up, and placed the top half of the vase on its bottom, slightly shifting the ice until it clicked into place like a puzzle piece. "And… not broken!"

She bit her lip, looking up to him with a hopeful expression on her face as she held it out. After a few moments, Kristoff sighed.

"That only works if the two edges are totally aligned, Elsa."

"But that's it exactly," Elsa responded, turning back and placing the vase on the table. She then picked up the top piece again, curling her fingers around the delicate ice. "I know that Jack is broken. He's really broken. Okay? But all of his broken, jagged edges…" her voice trailed off, and she looked back up to Kristoff. "I—I can't help but feel like they match my own."

Elsa smiled weakly, blushing slightly as she looked down to the broken fragment of the vase in her hand. Tossing it gently to herself, she then carefully rejoined it with its base, swirling her hand over the crack and melding the two sections together into a solid piece. Kristoff said nothing, shifting as he leaned against the wall. Elsa pulled in another deep breath.

"See?" she laughed breathily. "That's why… well, why I keep spending all this time with him, even when I'm just doing the work I needed to be doing anyway. And Jack is very smart, for the record. As long as it doesn't distract me from my responsibilities, I feel like our friendship—well, I feel like it's helping both of us. You know?"

"Friendship?" Kristoff stammered suddenly. "This honestly looks like a friendship to you?"

"Well—yes," she replied, a wave of confusion sweeping over her face. "What would you call it?"

"Hmm… well, there's the spending all your time together. And how you keep watching each other. And touching each other. And, oh! Right! How about the continual blushing?" Kristoff scoffed. "Yeah… this is definitely just a friendship, Elsa."

Her heart leapt into her throat with shock.

"But it is friendship!" she protested.

"Then explain the spontaneous snowfall that broke out over the potatoes when he tried to grab your hand."

Elsa's throat tightened in sudden embarrassment, blood rushing to her face as she fidgeted with her fingers. She then shifted uncomfortably on her feet, leaning against the table.

"You saw that?" she choked.

"Everybody saw that."

Elsa bit her lip again. After a few moments, Kristoff's eyes narrowed, and he drew in a long breath.

"Wait a minute. Frost was just going for your hand," he said carefully, "Um… right?"

"What do you mean? As opposed to what?"

Kristoff crossed his arms over his chest, raising a single eyebrow.

Elsa gasped.

"OH MY WORD," she stammered, slapping the edge of the table and gripping it so hard that her knuckles turned white. "MY HAND. YES."

"Just making sure—"

"—How could you even ASK me that?"

"Hey!" Kristoff retorted, "It was under the table, okay? WE sure couldn't see what he was—"

"—So that's what you assume?!"

"No! I assumed he was trying to hold your hand! But just in case he—well, dear sister, I've got to know if I need to add Kill Jack Frost onto my Holiday To-Do List, okay?"

She set her jaw, glaring at him. "And—for the record—the b-blushing might not even really be blushing," Elsa sputtered desperately, changing the subject back. "Jack and I are both just really pale."

"Incorrect. You're translucent." Kristoff shook his head. "Elsa… the reason that I wanted to talk to you was because… well, honestly, I'm worried about you getting romantically involved with Jack Frost. I mean, the stuff at the table. That was entertaining to watch and everything, but in all seriousness, this is…" He paused, pulling in another deep breath before slowly looking back up into his sister-in-law's eyes again. "Elsa… this is… dangerous."

The words hit her like a wall of icy water.

Shifting on her feet again, she looked down, nervously twisting her spike heel into the carpet. After a few moments of silence, she swallowed hard.

"Dangerous?" Elsa choked.

Kristoff nodded. His face was grave, and he sighed.

"I'm worried about you," Kristoff said. "Well—both of you. I mean, I care about you guys, and I don't want either one of you to be heartbroken, but…"

His voice trailed off. Elsa drew herself up.

"But what?" she quavered.

Kristoff pulled in a long breath. "But… um," he stammered, "Elsa—if something goes wrong—I mean, if either one of you loses control—it could potentially be catastrophic. I mean, it could hurt a lot of people. Okay?"

"What are you saying?"

"You realize who this guy is… don't you?"

Elsa looked down, staring at the ground and twisting the edge of her capelet. After a few moments, she gave her head a little shake.

"I know exactly who he is," she said quietly. "He's Jack Frost. He's—he's a legend. I know he is. I mean, you're probably right, if you're thinking he's too good for me, but—"

"—Gaaaaaurgh," Kristoff groaned, burying his face in his hands. "I'm not thinking about your stupid lack of self-esteem, Elsa! I'm thinking of what could happen, if Jack gets upset again and loses control. I'm thinking of the most violent blizzard that this world has ever seen."

Elsa's eyes widened. Blood rushing to her face, she shifted uncomfortably against the table as her brother-in-law walked towards her, pausing right in front of her and leaning in close to her face.

"That light little snowfall? Back after your coronation?" Kristoff whispered intensely, "That is nothing—nothing—compared to what could happen, if you break that guy's heart. Take that quaint little dusting of yours, multiply it by a thousand, and have THAT happen to the ENTIRE WORLD!"

Elsa bit her lip. Drawing in her breath, she blinked hard, shaking her head slightly again.

"Kristoff," she choked slowly, "You… you can't break the heart of someone that isn't in love with you."

"Oh, you clueless—"

"—And besides," Elsa continued, slightly louder, "Even if Jack did lose control—oh, come on. I don't really imagine that it could be worse than when I—"

"—OH! You don't!"

"Kristoff, I've seen what he can do! Alright?" she protested. "I mean, we had a snowball fight, and—well, frankly, I felt I was going easy on him. I mean, he wasn't—"

"—Oh, yeah, Frost totally wasn't being gentle with you," Kristoff scoffed, rolling his eyes. "Seeing as you're his delicate little snowflake, and all."

Elsa stopped in shock, her face flushing. After another moment, her eyes narrowed, and she glared into Kristoff's eyes.

"For your information," she said coldly, "There are a lot of things that I can do, that he can't. Well—that he can't yet, at least. Like, we built another ice structure out in the woods. Guess who pulled up the foundation? Me. I make really solid, big buildings. Oh, and how about my snow monsters? He can't do that, either."

"And you know what he's known for? Snowstorms, Elsa. MASSIVE. SNOWSTORMS."

She fell quiet again. Kristoff walked to the other side of the room, where the nursery was being put in, picking up a wooden rod and a piece of sandpaper that were sitting on a pile of wood next to a large crib made out of ice. The rod was going to become part of a wooden crib for the newborn child. Shortly after discovering that Queen Anna was pregnant, she and Anna learned that the Commoner King had something of a fantasy of building his first child's crib by himself. Despite what a sweet idea it was, Elsa had been the one to figure out, after multiple failed attempts, that Kristoff didn't know a thing about woodworking. So, she had made him a prototype out of ice, so that he would have something to work off of.

He was learning.

"I know that you weren't raised by rock trolls like I was," Kristoff said, walking back towards her, "Okay? I know that you didn't grow up being taught about this guy."

"I did plenty of research, though. I happen to know that—"

"—Not the same," he interrupted. Elsa watched as Kristoff tossed the rod to himself, leaning against the bed again as he began to rub the sandpaper up and down its length. "Grandpabbi's mother saw Jack Frost in action, once. In the sky."

Elsa's breath caught. What was that supposed to mean? Had she—had she not seen him in action?

Kristoff sighed, looking down to the rod and shaking his head. Elsa shakily drew herself up, pulling in a deep breath.

"Enlighten me," she said carefully.

Kristoff shook his head and stopped sanding, dropping his voice to a whisper.

"Seeing Jack Frost in action—almost no one ever has," he said, gesturing with the rod.

"Why not?"

Kristoff grinned. "Well," he chuckled, "He's usually surrounded by a blizzard. And is a few thousand feet up."

Elsa felt a little blood rushing to her cheeks at the realization. "Of course," she choked. "But—but Grandpabbi's mother—"

"—Saw him. Right," Kristoff shrugged. "And apparently, it was incredible."

I'm sure he was, Elsa thought. She drew herself up again, her eyes narrowing.

"How so?" she asked carefully.

Kristoff resumed absent-mindedly sanding, his eyebrows lifting slightly. "Grandpabbi said—well, Grandpabbi's mother—she was up in top of the mountains, and she could see the storm forming from its side. Really rare position to be in," he explained. "She said that the entire valley—as far as she could see—was filled with swirling, thrashing storm clouds. She was above the cloudbank, and it was—well, she described it as being a white ocean, all around the mountain."

Elsa said nothing, transfixed. It was just—wow. Really?

Jack could do that?

"And then, this shape shot out of the center of the storm," he continued, "Darting into the upper atmosphere, and then diving back into the clouds. She only saw the shape for a couple seconds, but—well, it was pretty obvious to her, who it was."

"He was controlling the whole thing?" Elsa whispered.

A tiny hint of a smirk tugged at the edge of Kristoff's mouth. He raised his eyebrows, pausing in his sanding for a moment and looking to her.

"He's Jack Frost," Kristoff chuckled. "Remember that whole Spirit of Winter thing? Who do you think was controlling it?"

Elsa's heart fluttered. Feeling blood rushing to her face, she clasped her hands together in her lap, shyly looking down to her wrists. This was the young man that had caught her in the snow? This was the young man that she had kissed on the previous afternoon? This was the young man that—

In her mind's eye, Jack was blushing furiously, perched on the library table and running his fingers through his hair.

I guess I DO have a favorite type of ice.

Elsa bit her lip, blushing harder.

Shaking his head, Kristoff laughed softly, seeing his sister-in-law's expression. He resumed sanding the rod, kicking out his right foot and crossing it over his ankle as he leaned back against the bed.

"Yeah. You are definitely just friends," he muttered, the smile twitching out of the side of his mouth again as he inspected the rod. "Anyway, though—yeah. According to Grandpabbi's mother, the entire storm across the valley was being controlled by a scrawny, laughing guy with white hair and a stick."

"Jack can do that?"

"Who do you think brings kids all the blizzards and the snow days?" Kristoff continued as she looked back up to him, her eyes wide. "That guy is insanely powerful. Grandpabbi's mother said that it was like the entire sky was trying to fight against him, all at once. And Jack Frost just—well, he just casually laughed, and flew around the mountains in the snowstorm until he'd successfully wrestled it into submission."

"That sounds… amazing," Elsa breathed.

A long, awkward silence fell over the room.

"The storm!" Elsa blurted desperately, Kristoff bursting out into hysterical laughter and sinking down against the side of the bed, "I was talking about the storm! You know—like—seeing him making a snowstorm—I—aurgh."

Kristoff had clapped his hand over his eyes, buckling over guffawing and pounding the side of the bed with his fist. After a few moments, he shook his head, pushing himself up again and looking to his sister-in-law. "OOOOOOOOOh, I reeeeeeeally should have just kept my mouth shut," he laughed, gasping for breath. "I was trying to convince you that getting involved with Frost was a bad idea. Clearly, I've had the opposite effect."

"You know exactly what I meant, Kristoff!"

"You have such a crush on him!"

"I do not!"

He smirked, raising his eyebrows. Elsa drew herself up, unsuccessfully trying to fight the blood back away from her face, as Kristoff pushed himself up and started sanding the rod again.

"What, exactly, were you two doing under the bed?" he chuckled.

Elsa crossed her arms over her chest, trying to appear casual as she shifted on her feet.

"Talking," she replied.

Kristoff didn't look convinced.

"And…?" he prompted.

Elsa pressed her lips together, her breath catching. Hiding it, she then quickly shrugged.

"And, I gave him a hug," she added reluctantly.

He stopped sanding the rod.

"Uh… huh," Kristoff said, rolling his eyes.

"Kristoff, it was just a hug."

"Did this hug last for more than ten minutes?"

Elsa opened her mouth to speak, and then closed it again, pulling in a sharp breath and drawing herself up.

"No," she lied.

Kristoff raised his eyebrows.

"You hesitated."

"No, I—no, I didn't!"

Elsa felt her throat harden with embarrassment, a new wave of nausea sweeping over her as Kristoff's sweet smile crooked into a little smirk.

"Basically," he chuckled, "You cuddled with him."

"Wha—I—no!"

"DAWWWW, YOU CUDDLED WID HIM."

"Keep—it—down!" she hissed. "I—am—the Snow Queen! I do NOT—cuddle—with people—"

"Oooh, bud appawently, da Thno Queen WILL cuddle with thumbody if ith Jack FWOST—"

"—Kristoff," Elsa gritted, blushing furiously, "If you say that word—one more time—"

"—Cuddled?"

"—I will have you executed," she finished icily.

Kristoff shook his head, laughing softly under his breath as he resumed sanding. After a few moments passed, the sly little smirk spread across his face again, and he looked up to his sister-in-law.

"Ith Eltha embawwassed of dah snuggles?"

"Auuuuuuuuurgh," Elsa groaned, "Kristoff—we're just—"

"—Just friends?"

"Yes!"

"Really."

Elsa's face flushed, and she looked down, twisting her heel into the carpet. The silence fell again as Kristoff's smile faded. He then sighed, shifting uncomfortably against the edge of the bed and slowly looking back into her eyes.

"You're playing with fire, Elsa," he said softly.

Elsa set her jaw. "Wrong. We're playing with ice," she retorted, drawing herself up. "And, you know what? It's fun. It is really. Really. FUN."

Blushing furiously, she turned away, leaning onto her hands over the table and staring down at the icy vase she'd made a few minutes earlier. She could practically feel Kristoff's gaze on her back as she struggled to keep herself together, a few flurries of snow materializing out of the air around her.

From somewhere behind her, she heard her brother-in-law let out a long sigh.

"My word, you're in love with him."

Elsa's back stiffened. She didn't respond, gripping the edge of the table and willing the snow flurries to stop. Conceal! She thought desperately.

The flurries began appearing faster.

"Well, if you two are already in this deep, I guess there's nothing that can be done to prevent it," Kristoff started again. "I just hope that you realize how difficult it will be to back out, Elsa."

"There's nothing to back out of."

"Uh-huh. Right. You know," he chuckled bitterly, "When I started calling you guys Winter Bunnies, it was because I just thought you two were sort of cute. You know, how you stuck together like glue, from the moment he showed up. But that little episode at the table—I didn't realize how much you two were already emotionally invested in this. And how bad it could potentially get, if this snowy little love affair turns sour."

"There's nothing to turn sour!" Elsa protested weakly, walking over to the chair again and collapsing into it, "We're friends! Jack would never be interested in me like that—"

"—Elsa—"

"—And even if, by some miracle, he was," she interrupted, "He wouldn't lose control if it didn't work out!"

"Are you sure about that?"

She fell quiet again. He placed the rod and sandpaper on the bed, crossing the room to where she was sitting. Dropping his voice to a whisper, Kristoff then leaned in close to Elsa's face.

"If the Spirit of Winter goes berserk, we are all very dead." Kristoff put his hands on Elsa's shoulders. "Please. Just marry him. Sleep with him—"

"—Oh, now you want me to sleep with him?!"

"Well, Frost is obviously eager enough."

"HOW—"

"—And frankly, I don't even care," Kristoff interrupted, slightly louder. "At this point, I'm a lot more concerned about preventing an emotionally-induced ice age than I am about your virtue."

"Our virtue?!" Elsa sputtered, "WHAT the—! You know that we'd never—"

"—Hey, who's the one getting up close and personal with one of The Guardians under the bed?" he retorted angrily. "You can't help it if he likes you, but—"

"—Kristoff!" Elsa gritted, "NOTHING. HAPPENED."

"If you say so, dear sister. But if you're going to get romantically involved with Jack Frost—oh, don't give me that; you clearly are," he snapped, holding up his hand as Elsa opened her mouth to protest, "You've can't afford to ignore the potential for disaster. I'm begging you, Elsa. Whatever you do, do not break this guy's heart. I just don't want him to get depressed and freeze Europe, alright?"

Elsa set her jaw again, staring into her lap and refusing to meet her brother-in-law's gaze. A hard silence swept over them, and she fidgeted with her skirt, fighting the blood rushing to her face.

After a few more moments, she slapped her hands down onto the arms of the chair, pushing herself onto her feet.

"Thank you for your concern, dear brother," Elsa shook, "But I—Jack and I are friends. Frankly, this is the first real friendship I've ever really had, and I'm not letting it go that easily, no matter what you think of it."

He didn't respond at first, taking a few steps back. Elsa snuck a quick glance at the vase on the table, and then turned away from him, walking for the door.

"You know," Kristoff said softly, "Maybe—maybe you're right."

She paused.

Without turning around, Elsa bit her lip, hearing her brother-in-law's approaching footsteps. Right behind her, he stopped.

"Maybe this—friendship—is actually a good thing. I mean, despite the danger," Kristoff added quickly. "…Maybe it wouldn't be a terrible thing for the Snow Queen to have a little fun in her life."

Another silence fell. Finally, Elsa swallowed hard.

"I know," she choked. "I know that I probably need to have a little fun in my life. It's just that I—"

She stopped abruptly, blushing. As Elsa shook her head, starting to walk towards the door again, Kristoff leapt in front of her, putting his hand on her shoulder.

"You what?"

Elsa stared at the ground, closing her eyes.

"I just…" her voice trailed off, and Elsa sighed. Then, taking another deep breath, she hesitantly looked up into his gaze again.

"I just think he needs to have a little love," Elsa whispered. "In his."

 

Chapter 37: Touch

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

First of all: THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOOOOOU AGAIN for the reviews; you cannot know how much they mean to me!

So, I went ahead and showed a friend of mine from home—someone from whom the information could NEVER get back to the Physics Department, thank heavens—Ice Alliance. I took her through the explanation of the rest of the story that I've got thus far, showing her all the bits and pieces of future scenes, my plans, the plot twists, the backstories, etc. etc. etc. We just sat down, and I explained everything I have planned for Ice Alliance.

It took me seven and a half hours. At the end, I was weirdly validated: She agreed; the plot hasn't even gotten STARTED yet, and all the stuff we've been doing thus far is BORING compared to some of the stuff coming up (but don't hold your breath; we've got a lot of ground to cover first). I mean, come ON—I haven't even INTRODUCED ALL THE MAJOR CHARACTERS YET, M'KAY?! XD So, for this, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU for sticking it out with me! I promise, this will get interesting eventually! ;)

As for the email, so that people can contact me outside of fanfiction… I'm putting it on the next one; I still have to make it, but I figured that people would probably prefer to get this chapter up faster. Like usual, I've had to break this chapter in two already for length, so hopefully, the next will be up fairly soon. Love you all, I'm sorry I suck, and have a fantabulous day!

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo… as usual.

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37: TOUCH

"What on earth is taking them so long?" Queen Anna breathed.

Holding her enormous stomach and lurching to the bedroom door, the pregnant young ruler raised her fist again to knock, but then hesitated, pausing. Deciding against it, Anna took a step back, turning away and stumbling down the hall towards Jack again. She gave him a sympathetic half-smile, shaking her head.

"Don't be too intimidated by Kristoff," she reassured him. "He can be a bit—overprotective."

"Yeah, I think I'm picking up on that."

Jack nervously spun his staff on the ground, sneaking another glance down the hall towards the bedroom door. His heart leapt into his throat, and he shifted uncomfortably on his feet. What the blizzards was Kristoff telling her?

When Jack had tried to hold Elsa's hand under the table—okay, well, he thought he was being subtle. In three hundred years of pranking, he had seen more than his fair share of sorry saps attempting to "make moves" on young women in this manner, and their respective ladies had an entertaining variety of responses. Some would accept it, some would reject it, and some—like Elsa—wouldn't have the faintest idea of what to do. Usually, a rejection would result in something subtle; a squeak, a soft shoving away, or the classic paralyzed blushing. Any of these responses would have been easily hidden from Kristoff, if Elsa had been a normal young woman. Which she wasn't.

In making his move under the table, Jack had neglected to take into account that Elsa was the only young woman on the face of the planet who reacted to panic by triggering indoor snowstorms.

Well.

That was embarrassing.

He looked down the hall towards the door again, biting his lip. Come ON, Kristoff! You can't blame me for trying! Jack thought desperately, You don't know what it's like to be—alone! I just—I—I've NEVER gotten to touch anyone like that before, alright? YOU go for three hundred years without touching anyone! I like touching Elsa, okay?

Jack's eyes widened at the sudden realization.

I like touching Elsa.

His throat hardened suddenly with embarrassment, the new self-awareness falling onto him like an anvil. He did like touching Elsa. Perhaps like wasn't a strong enough word, but…

I. Like. Touching. Elsa.

Jack closed his eyes, as if in pain. Wow, he thought miserably. That even sounds creepy in my head.

He bit his lip, blowing a clump of white hair out of his face and leaning his head back against the wall. Maybe Kristoff was right, telling Elsa to stay away from him. If that's what he was doing, anyway. As for Jack, how do you walk up and just say to a guy, Hi! I like touching your sister-in-law!

Jack glanced to the bedroom door.

I like touching your sister-in-law.

A shudder ran through him at the thought. That was a phrase that probably ranked pretty high on the Top Ten Ways To Antagonize a Girl's Brother. In terms of statements guaranteed to get one punched in the face, it was probably right up there with, Nice to meet you! Please punch me in the face!

Jack gulped.

Alrighty, Kristoff, he mentally started again, kicking at the carpet, When I say I like touching your sister-in-law, I just—I mean—okay, I like touching your sister-in-law. How else can I—I SWEAR I'M NOT A CREEP! PLEASE DON'T KILL ME!

He pressed his lips together, gazing pleadingly down the corridor. Jack then let out a long sigh, looking up to the turning top of his shepherd's crook as he absent-mindedly spun it on the floor.

Maybe it's just the way I'm phrasing it, he thought, catching the staff. He pulled in his breath slowly, imagining Kristoff standing in front of him.

Okaaaaay, Kristoff, he began again in his mind. I know that I said I like touching your sister-in-law, but what I really MEANT is that I—I like FEELING your sister-in-laOOOOOOH that is so much worse.

Jack drew himself up, clutching the staff.

I enjoy the sensation of having her skin against my own and WOW, JACK.

"So…"

Jack snapped back into focus again. Queen Anna was looking into his face expectantly, her eyebrows slightly raised.

"Sorry," he stammered, "I—what?"

She laughed. "I asked you how you ended up here. Like, how did you Elsa actually meet?"

The question caught Jack off guard.

"Um… well… long story short," he muttered, trying to keep his voice even, "I became a Guardian last March. On Easter. And North—um, Santa Claus—well, I apparently made the Nice List this year. So, his present to me was sending me here to meet Elsa."

"Santa Claus' Christmas present to you was sending you to meet my sister?" Anna gasped with delight.

"Um—right."

Queen Anna stumbled over to the wall next to Jack, leaning against it with a dazed, dreamy smile on her face. After a few moments of drumming her fingers on her pregnant stomach, she paused, looking to him in confusion.

"Wait a minute," she started, "Christmas isn't for another week and a half. Why—"

"—The List is finalized two weeks before."

"OooOOOoooh!"

Jack shrugged, smiling and shifting his fingers on the staff. It was at times like this that he realized how privileged he actually was, being reminded that most people didn't have access to this sort of knowledge. As Anna pulled in another breath, he looked back to her again.

"Then—wait," she continued. "What happens to those extra two weeks?"

"They roll over into the next year. But—uh," Jack grinned, gesturing to Anna's stomach, "Don't—um, don't tell the kid that, m'kay?"

Jack mouthed a silent shh, raising his eyebrows and putting a finger to his lips. Anna laughed, and he looked back down, absent-mindedly kicking at the carpet. Never a bad thing to get along with The Sister. Right?

In his mind's eye, Jack found himself under the bed again, holding Elsa in his arms.

For three hundred years, he hadn't really been able to touch—anyone—in fact, the times he had been touched (before becoming a Guardian) were so few and far between that he could literally count them on one hand. There was the time that Sandy put his hand on Jack's shoulder. And the time that Phil had managed to almost catch his ankle, after Jack had made one of his many attempts to break into the Workshop. That was really close. Actually, during that little ordeal, the ever-determined Phil (armed with Magic Snowglobes for transport) had chased Jack so far South that they'd ended up somewhere in Canada. And thus, the legend of Bigfoot began.

That was still hilarious.

There were a couple other times that he had been brushed by one of the other Raised Ones, but then—the morning that Jack officially became a Guardian—Jamie had hugged him. Jack remembered that moment just like it was yesterday, and he always would. The pure and beautiful love of a child was the love of somebody, and a hug was the physical manifestation of that love. Even though it was just a little boy—an innocent, wonderful little boy—Jack would never forget the feeling of having someone's body, someone else's body, against his own. Getting a hug, after three hundred years of invisibility? Basically, it felt like it was the first time in forever. It was incredible.

Multiply that feeling times a thousand, and that was how he felt touching Elsa.

Her braid. Her arm. Her hand. Her anything, really; just touching, being touched, reassuring himself that he wasn't invisible, that she wasn't a dream, even though she was something of a dream come true… After all, she was Ice Powers Girl. She was the Snow Queen. But, no, of course, Elsa wasn't just that. She was brilliant, and selfless, and compassionate, and…

The image from that morning flashed across his mind.

A sly little hint of a smirk tugged at the edge of Jack's mouth. He wasn't usually a big fan of titles, but as the official Guardian of Fun, he had some fantastic ideas for

AUGH! NO! Don't think of her like that! he jolted, clenching his teeth together. We're FRIENDS. JUST friends. This is a FRIENDSHIP, and friendship is GREAT, and daaaaaaaaaang, girl—!

Wait, NO!

He shook his head vigorously, biting down hard on his lip. Friendship. They were just. Friends. Elsa had told him that herself. And—despite how much he wanted something more—friendship, he had to admit, felt pretty good. That was what he'd actually asked North for in the first place. Right? Jack knew that he should be content—Elsa really did understand. The ice powers, the loneliness, the weight of responsibility; she just—got it. And he loved everything about her. Her ideas, her kind heart, her loyalty to her sister, her determination to do what she thought was right, her…

Her hug.

Well.

THAT.

That was—it was just whoa, and she—she, and—soft—there was really—WOW—oh, Kristoff, don't you DARE mess this—ooOOOOooh, Elsa, and—!

Heh.

WOOOOOOOW.

Jack smiled sheepishly, biting his lip. He fidgeted with his fingers, his right hand twitching involuntarily at the thought.

"Want to feel my stomach?" Queen Anna offered suddenly.

He jolted.

Huh?

"Um… sorry?" Jack choked.

"My stomach. The baby?" she responded. "Your hand keeps twitching towards it. It's okay if you want feel it," Anna laughed. "Everybody does."

"Oh! Right!"

Yes! Baby! I was definitely thinking of feeling—BABY! Not—YOUR SISTER! Noooo, sir-EE!

Pulling himself up with his staff, Jack took a step towards Anna. Suddenly, it hit him. People touched the stomachs of pregnant women all the time.

But—uh—he hadn't.

His heart pounding, Jack hesitantly reached towards the queen's stomach, his hand shaking slightly. With a good-natured laugh, Elsa's sister took his hand and then suddenly paused.

"Wow. You really are cold," she exclaimed. "Your hands are even colder than Elsa's!"

Jack shrugged, smiling self-consciously. "Yeah..."

As she started to pull his hand towards her baby bump, he froze.

"Uh—wait," Jack stammered, biting his lip, "Are you—Anna, are you sure this is such a good idea?"

"Why wouldn't it be?"

He shifted uncomfortably on his feet, gently pulling his hand back away from her.

"I just—" Jack gulped, shaking his head. "I'm—I'm Jack Frost, Anna. I mean, the kid—I don't want to freeze—"

"—You won't." She beamed, bouncing on the balls of her feet.

"How are you so sure?"

"I'm not."

A look of confusion swept over his face. Queen Anna smiled good-naturedly, shrugging.

"Jack… my child is going to have an aunt with ice powers," she whispered. "He or she is going to have to learn to get accustomed to the cold at some point. Let's just call this a crazy trust exercise, alright?"

Before Jack could protest, Anna yanked him forward and placed his hand firmly on her stomach.

After a few moments, his fingers sinking into the thick gold and olive fabric of the queen's maternity dress, Jack shifted on his feet. He'd—uh—never done this before. Was he expected to say something? How long was he supposed to stay standing heOH MY WORD IT MOVED!

Queen Anna giggled, seeing Jack's stunned expression. He blushed slightly with embarrassment, looking up into her eyes with a nervous laugh.

"It—uh," Jack stammered, "Child—um, energetic."

"That's for sure!" Anna laughed, rocking back and forward again on the balls of her feet. "I'm thinking that they get that from me."

THAT, Jack thought, Is for DANG certain.

"As for you, though," she continued kindly, "See? No harm done."

The baby shifted again, and Jack jolted. Biting his lip, he looked up to Elsa's sister.

"I don't think the kid is too fond of—cold," he admitted.

The child seemed to squirm again, as if trying to get away from the chill of Jack's palm. Anna giggled and shook her head, leaning down to her stomach as far as she could. "Heeeeeey, little one!" she sang softly, shifting Jack's hand to the side. "It's okay! This is your Uncle Jack!"

Jack snapped his head up. "Wait, what?"

"Oh—sorry," the pregnant queen chuckled, readjusting herself on her feet and leaning down to her stomach again. "This is your future Uncle Jack!" she corrected in the same whispered sing-song.

Jack felt blood rushing to his face.

Deciding that he'd stood with his palm on Anna's stomach for long enough, he gingerly lifted his hand off, taking a step back. This young queen, even smaller in stature than her sister but having a similarly delicate build, was nearly falling over from the weight of her belly. Although he'd never actually felt a pregnant woman's stomach before, Jack, as a Guardian of Children, had seen his fair share of expecting mothers over the course of three hundred years, and had a pretty good idea of what "eight months pregnant" was supposed to look like. Like, she was about ready to deliver, but...

There was definitely more than one kid in there.

"Seriously, though," Queen Anna started again, raising her eyebrows as she leaned back against the wall, "You still haven't answered my question. I mean, okay, Santa Claus sent you to meet Elsa. But how did you actually meet?"

Jack grimaced, staring at the floor. After a few moments, he pulled himself up on his staff.

"Well—um," he said carefully, "It was night. When I fell out over the fiord. I—he'd told me that the Queen had ice powers, and—uh—well, I wanted to see it for myself. So, I was kind of snooping through her study, and then it was her room, and—"

"—You BROKE INTO HER ROOM?"

Jack bit his lip. He opened his mouth to say something, and then closed it again, letting out a nervous bark of laughter and blushing furiously.

"Wow," Anna breathed. "She must really like you. I mean, to NOT sic a snow monster on your sorry patoot."

"Well, she did threaten to have me executed."

"Did you deserve it?"

Jack shrugged, grinning sheepishly. Still feeling Anna's intent gaze on his face, he snuck another glance down towards the door.

Towards Elsa.

When they were under the bed, she'd hugged him. That was good. Right? At least, he thought it was. Taking her up on what he thought was an invitation, fifteen minutes later, he then tried to hold her hand, but then she'd completely freaked out. So… rejection? Bad. But another minute later, she'd started to move out her hand towards his. Good. Aaaaaand she'd pulled it back. Bad. He moved his chair towards hers, and she'd scooted hers towards his. Positive response, right?

Good. Bad. Yes. No. Invitation. Withdrawal. Dang, women were confusing. Was Elsa encouraging him, or rejecting him? Uh… maybe both?

Geez. Talk about mixed messages.

"What is TAKING them so long?" Anna demanded suddenly.

Jack snapped back into focus again.

He took a step back, nervously spinning the staff. "I just kind of want to know what he's telling her," he admitted sheepishly.

The queen gave him another sympathetic half-smile. It was probably meant to be comforting, Jack thought, but it came off as more of a grimace.

"Yeah… as I said, Kristoff can be a bit overprotective," she offered. "He's really a family man."

"Not a bad thing."

"I don't think so, either. I think it's wonderful," she said. "If you ever hurt Elsa, he would kill you. Honestly, though, I don't know why he feels he would need to."

"Yeah, I—"

"—Because I would."

Jack froze.

"Um—thank you, Anna," he choked. "I feel much better now."

"Oh, good! I'm glad!"

Jack grinned in spite of himself. As Queen Anna wheeled around, nearly falling over from the uneven distribution of her weight, he gasped and instinctively lunged forward to catch her. However, Elsa's sister quickly re-stabilized herself, lurching off in the direction of the door again. Restraining from a laugh, Jack silently stepped away from her again. Oh, Anna.

Down the hall, the door was opening.

Jack jolted, leaping up a few inches into the air. Then, gathering his senses, he forced himself to float back onto the ground, leaning up against the wall and crossing his left ankle over his right. His heart pounding, he blinked hard, struggling to keep his breathing even.

ACT CASUAL!

 

Chapter 38: Impossible

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

1. I'm working on the List Of References, and—yeah, this is going to take a while. I didn't realize how MANY times I've referenced the movies and/or actual history! (Example: Back in "Crazy or Evil," Jack makes a comment, "Dialogue, though? Dialogue with whom? Don't tell me he pulled a Galileo." This was a reference to "Dialogue Concerning the Two Chief World Systems," a highly controversial piece published by Galileo Galilei in 1632. Look it up!) :)

2. THANK YOU to all of the lovely, wonderful people that have been giving me such sweet reviews! Seriously, you keep me writing. If people are actually enjoying this, I can justify working on it… as for those glorious reviews, I shall be printing them out, taping them together, and using them to re-wallpaper my apartment, just as soon as I can convince my spouse that it's a good idea.

3. I have an email! I can be contacted now at "IceAllianceAuthorPerson" at gmail. (Do NOT try sending stuff to NopeNotTelling; somebody else already took that email!) Love you all, and have a fantabulous day!

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38: IMPOSSIBLE

Clutching the new vase in one hand, Elsa stepped out into the hall, whisking her capelet through the doorway as King Kristoff held the door. Thanking him, she nervously spun around, looking down the corridor just in time to see her sister Anna suddenly trip, shrieking and lurching forward into Kristoff's arms.

"Are you okay?" Elsa gasped.

Kristoff grinned, shaking his head and helping his wife onto her feet again. After eight months of being married to Queen Anna, he was more than used to catching her as she tripped over carpets, rocks, and—more often than not—her own feet.

And Anna's pregnancy was not helping.

"Finally! You're done!" Anna laughed, brushing herself off. "Stinkers! What took you so long?"

"We were just talking," Kristoff shrugged.

Biting her lip, Elsa snuck a glance over her sister's shoulder. At the end of the hall, Jack Frost was leaning carelessly against the doorframe of the private dining room, apparently not yet noticing that she was in the hallway. He absent-mindedly pulled a snowflake from the air, spiky and elegant, twirling it on the tip of his finger. As he closed his hand, it abruptly burst apart, floating away on the air in a long line of delicate, shimmering frost. That handsome little hint of a smile reappeared on his lips, and Elsa felt her heart swell.

All of a sudden, from the end of the corridor, Jack looked up.

Elsa jolted, nearly dropping the vase, and turned away. She closed her eyes, silently begging her heart to stop pounding, and scarcely a second later, a tiny, cold little gust of wind caught the edge of her capelet, billowing it out to the side.

An icy hand brushed against her arm.

"Hey," Jack said softly.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat. She could feel from the chill in the air that he was standing very close to her again, his face hardly more than six inches from her own. Clutching the vase, she turned around to face him.

"Hi?" Elsa squeaked.

Jack smiled, his face flushing slightly. Elsa's heart skipped a beat, and then—as she hesitantly looked up into his eyes—a wave of calm.

Feeling the confusing warmth rushing through her, Elsa pulled in a long, shaky breath, her shoulders relaxing slightly as he took a step towards her. There was the fun magic thing, but—well, she hadn't SEEN him do that. And, this warmth didn't feel like the magic…

How very strange.

"That's beautiful," Jack commented suddenly.

Elsa abruptly sucked in her breath, eyes wide.

Jack let out a nervous laugh, running his fingers through his hair and then pointing to the vase. "That," he corrected quickly. "That—that's beautiful. Did you just make it?"

"Oh!" Elsa blushed, "Um—I—yes."

He raised his eyebrows slightly, leaning onto his staff and gesturing for the vase. Elsa handed it to him, and he let the staff fall back onto his shoulder, inspecting the ice. After a few moments, his eyes fell onto the vase's jagged crack. A look of confusion sweeping over his features, he gently reached out, tracing his finger over it.

"It—the vase—it looks like it's made of two pieces, not one," Jack said. "Were they broken, or something?"

Elsa opened her mouth to respond, but no sound came out. Trying again, she pulled in a deep breath.

"Not anymore," she said shyly.

Jack grinned at the statement, peering up at her through his eyelashes. Elsa's heart leapt again.

Oh, wow.

He gently tossed vase to himself, then looking back to her, his beautiful, snowflake-marked eyes staring deep into her own. "I guess that shouldn't surprise me. You're good at fixing things," Jack said casually.

"You—um, you are, too," Elsa stammered.

Not yet giving her back the vase, his staff leaning onto his shoulder, Jack silently reached forward and took Elsa's hand. As he ran his thumb over her skin, she felt more blood rushing to her face, and nervously glanced back to Anna and Kristoff.

Of course, they were both watching intently, smirking with raised eyebrows. After a few more uncomfortable moments, Kristoff laughed, shaking his head and looking to Jack.

"If you think that's good," he chuckled, "You should see the prototype crib she built for me. It's in our room."

Jack startled slightly, realizing he was being watched. After a few moments, hiding it, he let out a nervous laugh, looking back to Elsa.

"You made a prototype for a crib… out of ice?" Jack asked.

Elsa bit her lip. "Well… yes," she admitted, silently begging him to not make the obvious joke in front of Anna and Kristoff. "Why?"

"Ah, no reason," he shrugged, his eyes sliding in Kristoff's direction as he reluctantly let go of Elsa's hand, returning her vase. "It's just kinda funny, that you do ice prototypes. North does exactly the same thing."

"Really?"

"Yeah! What do you think he does in his office—sit around and eat fruitcake all day?" A mischievous grin tugged at the edge of the Guardian's mouth, and he then leaned close into Elsa's ear as they began to walk after Anna and Kristoff down the hallway. "I mean—he might look like it, but…"

Elsa laughed, putting her hand over her mouth. She then smiled nervously, shaking her head and pulling in her breath. "So he makes prototypes of the toys out of ice?"

"Right. Then, each yeti gets a model to work off of. In the workshop, I mean," he added.

Elsa paused. "Wait," she blurted, her eyes widening, "Then Santa Clau—um, North—does he—?"

Her voice trailed off, and Elsa bit her lip, opening her hand and letting a few snowflakes dance above her palm. Realizing what she was asking, Jack shook his head, drumming his fingers on the staff.

"Nope. No ice powers. North uses a hammer and chisel," he explained.

"But the ice—"

"—North Pole, remember?"

"Oooh!" Elsa exclaimed. "Unlimited ice, right?"

"Right." Jack adjusted his grip on the staff, sticking his hand into his pocket. "It could have been North or South, really, but—well, the North was good for the yetis. The South was more penguin territory. His helpers sort of needed to have opposable thumbs."

The Snow Queen raised her eyebrows, shifting the vase into her other hand. "So, what happens with the South Pole, then?"

"Oh, North said I could have that one."

They both laughed. Jack nudged her, grinning.

"Want me to take you?" he whispered. "Think of it, Elsa! We could claim the South Pole for Arendelle!"

"Mmm, not really into colonization—"

"—But Elsa," Jack prodded, "Come on. Penguins."

"And what economic justification would we have for maintaining the South Pole for Arendelle?"

Jack blinked.

"But penguins," he breathed.

She laughed again, shaking her head. "So, here's a question for you," she started again. "The North Pole—geographic, or magnetic?"

His eyebrows lifted slightly. "Wow. I mean—uh—very good," Jack stammered. "Most people don't really think that one through. It's the magnetic one. Oh, and you know something else about the workshop, that most people don't?"

"What's that?"

"It's built into an old telescope dome."

"What? No castle?"

Jack smiled, shrugging. He then shook his head, leaping forward a pace and walking very close at Elsa's side again. "I think that North said some crazy old guy in the middle ages thought it'd be a good idea to set up shop at the North Pole."

"Did he survive?"

"Um… no."

"Oh…"

"Yeah, so a half-century later, North set up shop. Regarding the prototypes, though… I prefer the way that you do ice," Jack said softly, gesturing to the vase. "North's stuff is pretty impressive. But no—no ice powers."

Glancing again to Queen Anna and King Kristoff, who were now deeply involved in their own conversation as they walked down the hall, the Spirit of Winter then leaned close in to Elsa again, peering up through his eyelashes. Her breath caught as he reached his hand up to her face, then gently drawing the back of his fingers across her cheek.

"I—I'm pretty sure it's still just you and me, Snowflake," Jack said softly.

They stared into each other's eyes for a long, silent moment.

"Ooooooh, Blizzard Bunnies…"

Jack's face flushed, and he looked down, shaking his head. "SERIOUSLY, Kristoff?!" he sputtered, laughing and whirling around to face him. "Comparing me to Bunny? Again?"

Elsa felt heat rushing to her cheeks, gripping the vase. Kristoff let out a sharp bark of laughter himself. "You and the Easter Bunny do not get along… do you?"

"Well… we did… for about seventy-two hours," Jack muttered, "And then I… well, let's just say our relationship is a bit strained."

Anna giggled, and Kristoff shrugged. "Alrighty then, Snowmeo," he teased. "But Anna's going to have to steal Juliet away from you for a little while."

"Wha—"

"—She has a previous engagement," the pregnant queen proclaimed, lurching forward as her husband jumped to catch her, "With some chocolate and me."

She beamed as Kristoff helped her right herself. Jack's face fell, and Elsa then suddenly realized that they were standing at the top of the stairs.

The Commoner King raised his eyebrows.

"You've got one minute, Frost," he said quietly. "Okay? And don't worry. The tasting shouldn't take that long."

Jack nodded, biting his lip. King Kristoff turned away, just in time to catch his wife as she tripped, shrieking and plummeting face-forward down the stairs. Helping her back up, he then put his arm around her, trying to convince her get down one stair at a time as she protested.

Elsa looked back to Jack, her heart in her throat.

"So—um," she choked, "I guess—I guess this is it. For a little while."

"Yeah."

Jack forced a weak smile. After a few moments, the Snow Queen drew in a quick breath, shaking her head.

"I'm sorry there isn't room for another person," she stammered quickly, it's just—Anna and I are—"

"—Snowflake, don't worry about me," Jack chuckled. "Go. Be with your sister. Uh—eat stuff?"

To this, Elsa giggled in spite of herself. She looked down to the vase, readjusting her grip on it.

"And besides," Jack whispered, suddenly an inch from her face and making Elsa jump again, "I have some—independent research to do."

"What do you mean?"

"Oh, come now. Remember the whole Alliance thing we have going?"

He winked, taking a step back and leaning onto his staff. Elsa's heart jumped.

"The Council?" she breathed.

He nodded. "Yeah, we're shaking things up a bit." Jack then shrugged. "But I kind of need to know who we're dealing with, first."

"Makes sense." Elsa shifted on her feet. "There's a list of their names and everything in—"

"—Pshaw! Where's the fun in that?" he chuckled. "I'll figure it out."

I'm sure you will, she thought.

A squeal of delight suddenly echoed from somewhere at the bottom of the stairs, and Jack and Elsa jolted, spinning around. Queen Anna had finally made it down to the next floor. Aaaaand was celebrating.

"I—um," Elsa stammered, taking a step back, "I—I—better go. I have to—I better go."

As she whirled around to the stairs, blushing furiously, Jack caught her wrist. "Elsa—!"

The Fifth Spirit's breath caught, and she slowly turned back around to him. He blushed, letting out a nervous laugh, and then opened his mouth to say something. Closing it, he pulled in a tiny breath, and tried again.

"We—um," Jack stammered, "Can I—can I meet you again after?"

Elsa's eyes widened as the Fifth Guardian slid his hand down onto hers, gazing pleadingly into her eyes. Her heart fluttered.

Oooooh, those eyes.

"I—yeah. Sure," she choked. "That—that would be wonderful."

Jack smiled sheepishly, looking down and playing with her fingers. After a brief moment of hesitation, he brought Elsa's hand to his lips.

"My queen," Jack said softly.

Elsa blushed, her mouth falling slightly open in shock as the Spirit of Winter bowed and kissed her hand, looking up to her through his eyelashes again. His cheeks flushing, he then let it go, straightening up and turning back to the hallway.

Stumbling back a step, her head spinning, Elsa looked nervously to the vase. All his broken, jagged edges, she heard her own voice starting to say in her mind. And if… maybe if he ISN'T just after Arendelle…

STUPID girl! she thought suddenly, shaking her head. He's an impossible wish for you, Elsa. Impossible.

As Jack leapt into the air, flying away down the hall, a few last, shimmering snowflakes materialized behind him from where he had taken off. They fell softly towards the ground, and Elsa felt her heart swell, watching the beautiful, white-haired Spirit of Winter as he disappeared around the corner.

But the feeling couldn't last. Scarcely a moment after, a sharp pang of pain hit her in the chest, her throat tightening with the heartbreaking realization. Jack Frost…. love her?

Impossible.

 

Chapter 39: Chocolate and Analysis

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AUTHOR'S NOTE ( original, Christmas 2015):

First of all, like usual, I can't thank you enough for the reviews. In a desperate attempt to come up with a new way to say this: HOORAAAAAAAAAAY, REVIEWS! REVIEWS ARE GREAT! YOU ARE GREAT! I LOVE YOU ALL! I SHALL BLOW THE BLOWHORN OF HAPPINNESS WHILE FLINGING GLITTER INTO THE AIR WITH EXHUBERANT JOY! (BY THE WAY: The normal reviews are down, but GUEST REVIEWS ARE STILL SHOWING UP. Please, still review, even though the website is having issues!)

Secondly, allow me to reassure you all that I'm churning this out as fast as I can. When I actually add up everything I haven't published yet, it comes out to about an additional 20,000 words, but here's the thing: it's all just bits and pieces . When I started I.A., I was intentionally NOT allowing myself to know what would happen next, because I was trying to keep myself excited to write more. Yeah, that didn't last very long. (You might have noticed a serious change of pace starting around chapter 12.) So, now, I know where I'm going, and I'm stringing together all the bits and pieces to get there. I usually try to update once a week, but as of tomorrow, I'm back into the semester and the lab, which is another way of saying that I will have no life. It might be more like once every two weeks, but I'll try!

Lastly, HAPPY 100,000 WORDS! Thanks for being here and helping me in my desperate efforts to justify my secret hobby! And now I stop talking, and get back to the story. ;)

AUTHOR'S NOTE ( added after Drafting Hiatus, June 2017): Oh, how quaint I was. Back when we only reached 100,000 words in THIS chapter. Clearly, I hadn't drafted yet. XD Dear Past Self, prepare to spend four months reconfiguring the First Meeting Scene.

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo, brief reference to sex after marriage (Basically, that it exists). Like usual, nothing graphic or obscene at all, but these are adults, people. Rated t, proceed with caution.

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39: CHOCOLATE AND ANALYSIS

"Nothing. I swear, there was nothing, Anna!" Elsa exclaimed. "I went through three years worth of records, and—well, I have a lot more research to do, but—nothing citing any child abuse laws! It's an outrage! And I don't believe for one moment that it's because there's no child abuse happening. It's just all being swept under the table. We have to do something about this."

Queen Anna, taking a bite of the raspberry chocolate cake, pondered this. She looked to her sister. "Unbelievable!"

"I know, right?" Elsa bit her lip. "I couldn't fathom it."

"No. I'm totally willing to believe the thing about the legal system being messed up. I mean, it's horrible, but it doesn't surprise me," Anna shrugged, "And obviously, that needs to become out highest political priority."

"Higher than the housing reform?"

"That one's already ready to go. We just need to get it through."

Queen Elsa nodded, looking down to her cake sample. Taking a bite, she then chewed and swallowed, turning back to her sister. "Then what's so unbelievable?" she asked.

"That your idea of a fabulous day with the Spirit of Winter is to drag him to the library to research child abuse laws."

Elsa felt blood rushing to her face.

"Anna," she choked, "Just because he's the Spirit of Winter—"

"—And gorgeous—"

"—It doesn't mean that I get to stop being the Acting Queen," Elsa finished, determinately staring down at her plate. "As Arendelle's leader, I have responsibilities."

"You really don't need to remind me of this," Queen Anna chuckled, and leaned forward onto her elbow. "I get it. Trust me. I just figured, you know, that you and Jack Frost would at least have a snowball fight, or something."

"We did have a snowball fight!"

A look of confusion swept over Anna's face. "I thought you said you went to the library," she said slowly.

A few awkward moments passed in silence. Elsa shifted uncomfortably in her seat.

"We cleaned it up," she offered.

"You had a snowball fight… in the library?" Anna gasped.

Elsa determinately stared back down at her piece of cake, poking at it with her fork. Feeling Anna's wide-eyed gaze on her face, she blushed as her sister leaned over to her in her chair.

"Well," the redheaded queen laughed, "I guess that lends itself to the obvious next question."

"Anna, we're just friends."

"I was going to ask who won."

"Oh."

The door into the food preparation area swung open, and a tall maid wearing an apron bustled into the room, holding a silver tray with two more tiny plates on it. Coming over to Anna and Elsa, she set it down, gesturing to the raspberry cake plates and raising her eyebrows slightly. Elsa smiled, thanking her as she replaced it with the new plate.

"The cake is lovely," Elsa said. "I think we ought to certainly have at least two of that flavor."

"Agreed," Anna nodded.

"Would you prefer it baked into layered circles, or in sheets, your majesty?" she asked, quickly pulling out a tiny notebook and writing down Elsa's words.

"Layered circles would be wonderful."

Anna frantically scooped up the last bite of the raspberry chocolate cake sample and popped it into her mouth, grinning triumphantly and sitting back as the maid took her now-empty plate, replacing it with a new one.

"The chef's specialty lemon sugar bar, with lemon curd imported from far south," the maid announced.

Elsa and Anna oohed and ahhed appropriately, Queen Anna struggling to finished chewing and swallowing the last of the previous sample. As the maid left through the door again, Elsa turned to her sister, giggling at her chipmunk cheeks.

"You're not really supposed to eat all of it," Elsa laughed. "I mean—Anna—this is a tasting, not a consuming."

"Buh ith chocate."

"Hmm?"

Anna swallowed, sheepishly looking to Elsa again.

"But it's chocolate," she insisted.

Elsa smirked slightly, raising an eyebrow. "That doesn't mean you have to stuff in all in your face as quickly as possible."

"I'll stuff it in my face if I want to."

They both burst out laughing, Elsa shaking her head as they turned to the lemon bars in front of them.

She had hardly picked up her fork before Anna suddenly turned to her, half of her lemon bar already gone.

"Ya know wha ith needth?" the pregnant queen blurted. "Chocate."

"Anna, we can't have chocolate in every dessert," Elsa chuckled.

"What? Why not?"

Elsa raised an eyebrow, daintily cutting off a piece of the lemon bar with her fork. "Well," she said patiently, "Some people are allergic to it, for one thing."

Anna gasped, her face going pale as Elsa took a bite of the lemon bar. After a few moments, Queen Anna looked to her sister, her enormous blue eyes wide in horrified disbelief.

"Those poor, lifeless souls," Anna breathed.

Elsa choked.

Struggling to regain her composure as she swallowed the lemon bar more carefully, Elsa bit her lip, subtlety wiping off her mouth on her pristine lilac napkin.

"That should not be a thing," Anna proclaimed, drawing herself up with a sarcastic glint in her eyes, "That is just cruel and unusual, and there's—there's got to be something we could do. What could we do? Decree that all allergies and illnesses stay away from the people of Arendelle? Let's make allergies and illnesses illegal. Also, sleep deprivation. THAT should solve the problem."

Queen Elsa snorted. "Oooh, Anna," she laughed, shaking her head, "What am I going to do with you?"

"First of all, dear sister," Anna retorted, changing the subject back, "You are going to explain why I wasn't invited to see that."

"See what?"

"The Spirit of Winter versus the Snow Queen… and in the library?" Anna breathed.

Elsa shrugged, trying to appear nonchalant, as she turned back to the lemon bar and picked up her knife. "Well, it wasn't exactly planned—"

"—Who cares? It was probably the snowball fight of the century. And you still haven't told me who won."

Elsa laughed, her cheeks flushing slightly. Then, a pensive expression crept over her features, and she contemplated the question.

"I—I'm not actually sure," the Fifth Spirit admitted quietly. "To be completely honest, I thought I was trying to go easy on Jack, but Kristoff thinks he was going easy on me. And, Jack did eventually catch me, but—well, I got his staff away from him. Twice."

A hint of a grin tugged at the edge of Anna's mouth. "So… it was a tie?"

"Why… yes," Elsa realized, looking up. "I… I suppose it was."

A few moments passed in silence.

Queen Anna burst out laughing again, nearly falling off her seat with the giggles as Elsa blushed furiously, shaking her head and looking back to the lemon bar.

"I am—so proud of you!" Anna gasped. "My sister! And against Jack Frost!"

Elsa shrugged, smiling sheepishly. "It was fun."

"So—his staff," Anna started again, her eyes wide with curiosity, "Is—is that, like, the source of his powers?"

"Oh, no. Jack's powers are his own," Elsa countered. "They're just—harder to control without it, I think. But, without the staff, he can't fly."

"Oh. That makes sense."

The sisters went quiet, a calm falling over the table.

The pregnant queen silently placed her fork next to her plate, her eyes sliding in Elsa's direction. Finally, she cleared her throat.

"Soooo…"

Anna raised her eyebrows, grinning. A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face.

"Um… so…?" Elsa said slowly.

To this, Queen Anna giggled again. "So… Jack Frost," she whispered, leaning in to her sister. "If you had a crush on him on that first day, I can't imagine what you'd call it now. Not to mention, how I found you two, all snuggled up under the—"

"—We were NOT—!"

"—Spill," Anna chuckled.

Her eyes were wide and expectant again, and Elsa felt heat rising to her face. Her throat tight with embarrassment, she pulled in a long breath.

"Anna," she choked, "I did not have a crush on him. I just thought he was—"

Her voice trailed off as she searched for a word.

"Um—charming," Elsa decided.

Anna raised a single eyebrow, a tiny smirk pulling at the edge of her mouth. Elsa felt herself blushing harder.

"What?" Elsa demanded. "What's so funny?"

"CHaRmInG?"

"He is!"

Queen Anna smiled mischievously, cutting off another chunk of lemon bar as she muttered under her breath. "And gorgeous and amazing and adorable and—"

"—I did not say any of that, and you know it!"

"Your face did."

Elsa smiled in spite of herself, letting out a breathy laugh and rolling her eyes. "Alright. I think that Jack is—attractive," she admitted. "But Anna… we're friends. I promise, it's just a friendship."

Anna studied her sister's face for a few moments. She then gently placed her elbow on the edge of the table, resting her chin on her fist.

"Okaaaaaaaay," Anna started carefully. "So, tell me about this—friendship. Like, what do you know about him? Because, I don't know much of anything, except that he's gorgeous, has ice powers, and is desperately in love with you."

"He is not in love with me."

"Yes, he is."

Elsa opened her mouth to protest, but before she could do so, the door to the food preparation area swung open again, the maid with the silver tray bustling back over to Anna and Elsa.

"How did your majesties like the lemon bar?" she inquired.

"It was absolutely lovely, thank you," Elsa smiled. "Compliments to the chef! We should certainly have a fair amount of those at the ball."

"How many would you like?"

"I believe three hundred should do it. What do you think, Anna?"

Anna nodded. "That should work."

The plates were once again taken and replaced with new ones, and the sister queens found themselves looking down at two thinly-cut, golden-brown slices of cake. The maid drew herself up again, smiling.

"A classic," she announced. "This is the chef's vanilla chocolate cake, with a salted caramel drizzle."

"Our father's favorite," Elsa sighed wistfully. "Thank you."

The maid curtsied and left the room. As soon as the door shut behind the maid, Queen Anna spun around to her sister again.

"Like, you've been spending alllllll of your time with him," Anna prodded, picking up her fork. "What have you been up to?"

"Just the usual affairs of the kingdom."

She raised her eyebrows. "I don't believe that for a second, and you know it."

"Anna—"

"Details!" Anna laughed. "I. Want. Details. Like, today. Start with when you first saw him, today."

Elsa bit her lip, looking to the cake. Anna was not letting this go.

With a long breath, Elsa closed her eyes in defeat and drew herself up.

"Well," she started, "I suppose that this morning, right after I got up, he—well, never mind what happened," Elsa added quickly, deciding against telling Anna. "But Jack seemed really—nervous. And embarrassed. But then he said I was pretty—so, that was good, right? But then he ran away! So, maybe he didn't mean it, or shouldn't have said it? It didn't look like he regretted it, but he clearly felt bad about walking in, and I apologized for it—you know, having ice-blasted him and everything—but then he said it was fantastic, which doesn't make sense to me. Fantastic? I mean, I think that's what he said. Anyway, and then asked if he could kiss me again, and—"

"—YOU'VE KISSED?!" Anna exclaimed.

"Yes! Pay attention!" Elsa stammered, "And I—I was emotionally compromised, alright? So, then I told him that I thought we were going too fast, and I thought he'd be relieved, but instead, he said that—actually, I'm not repeating what he said. So anyway, I slapped him, and he said he deserved it, and then he was acting all flirty and nice again, and after that then he got kind of quiet, and—okay. So, then we went to the library, and we did research for a while, but then he got frustrated—he said the people were idiots. But I think he was just bored—oh, I don't know. Why would he come with me, if he didn't like research? It doesn't make sense, quite frankly. But Jack is extremely smart—is this making sense?"

Anna's mouth was hanging slightly open in shock, her face blank with confusion. Her eyes widening slightly, she slowly pulled in her breath.

"Maaaaaaybe we should skip over this part," Anna choked.

Elsa blushed, swallowing hard. Giving her head a little shake, she then fidgeted with her fork, starting again.

"So, then we had our snowball fight—he said that we had a deal, and he wasn't letting me back out of it, and I thought he might be mad, but he was just kind of laughing! And then, when he finally caught me, he—well, he sort of fell on top of me, and—well, it was weird, Anna! I mean, he got off the moment I asked him to, but his expression—it was like he didn't want to, or something. It doesn't make any sense. I mean, at first he was laughing and everything, and joking around, but then he got all—quiet. That's—it's—maybe I did something wrong, or he was angry, or—!"

Elsa's voice trailed off, and she blushed furiously, shaking her head. Biting her lip, she then looked back to the cake, poking at it with her fork.

Queen Anna was silent. After a few moments, she pulled in a long breath again.

"Maybe we should skip over this part, too," Anna said glassily.

"I—I'm sorry," Elsa choked, struggling to keep her voice even. "I just—I've never done this before. I had no idea that friendship was so—complicated."

Anna—her mouth hanging slightly open in shock—raised her eyebrows.

"I had no idea that friendship was so complicated," she breathed.

Anna shifted in her chair, looking back to her sister.

"Elsa," Anna started quietly, "You might be over-analyzing this. A bit."

Elsa bit her lip. "How do you mean?"

"Stop. Analyzing," the pregnant queen laughed under her breath. "Just tell me how you feel."

Elsa said nothing, determinately poking at the cake. After a few moments, she put her fork down, leaning forward and burying her face in her hands.

"I feel like analyzing," Elsa whimpered miserably.

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Twenty minutes later, Elsa was still struggling to come to terms with her feelings—as feelings.

"And I think—well, honestly, Anna, he keeps—flirting at me," Elsa laughed nervously. "I mean, I think he is. I don't really know. I—I don't have any clue what to do about it. I mean, I don't mind it, or anything, but—"

"—Do you like it when he flirts with you?" Anna asked patiently.

"Well," Elsa stammered, "I—I suppose I do—but—"

"—So, flirt back," Queen Anna laughed.

"I—"

Elsa abruptly cut herself off, looking back to the slice of pie on her plate. Shaking her head, she sheepishly picked up her knife and fork, starting to cut into the pie while avoiding her sister's eye contact.

Elsa heard her sister draw in her breath.

"You… don't. Know. How?" Anna gasped.

Blushing furiously, Elsa felt her eyes start stinging. Her knife suddenly cut through the piecrust, hitting the plate with a sharp clank, but instead of picking up the chunk and eating it, she frantically moved her fork over and started sawing away at another piece. "It's not exactly something I've ever studied, okay?" Elsa stammered desperately, "I know economics and p-politics and history and—"

"—You don't know how to FLIRT?!"

"I'm ruling a kingdom! Of COURSE I don't know how!" Elsa protested, "Anna! Come on! Flirting? For a Queen? I don't have time for that kind of nonsense! And besides, where would I have learned, anyway? It's not like they publish books on this!"

"Actually, about that—"

"—Frankly, Anna, if you want to go back to the Italian Renaissance and tell Machiavelli that he needs to add another chapter, then be my guest," Elsa sputtered, "But seriously! Most people do not consider flirting to be a necessary skill for ruling a kingdom!"

"Machia-who, now?"

"Never mind."

Elsa shook her head slightly and took a bite of the pie, hardly tasting it. After a few moments, she felt Anna's hand gently resting on her shoulder.

"Elsa—"

"—I really don't want to talk about this anymore."

Elsa reluctantly looked up, meeting her sister's gaze. Anna's eyes were soft with concern.

"Elsa," she said quietly, "I just want to help. Okay?"

"Help how? I belong alone."

"That isn't true, and you know it."

Elsa stared determinately at the plate, avoiding Queen Anna's gaze again. After a few moments, she heard her sister draw in her breath.

"So, where are we starting?" Anna asked. "What do you know about flirting?"

"Wait, I'm your project now?"

"Elsaaaaaaa?"

After a few more long, painful seconds, Elsa sighed in defeat. She turned to her sister, dropping her voice to a whisper.

"Okay, Anna," she started, "Take everything, everything, that you know about friendship, and love, and flirting, and—people. Alright?"

"Okay…"

"Now… um… now assume I don't know any of that," Elsa choked. "That's where I am. I know you mean well, but—I'm begging you. Leave me be. Now, can we please not talk about it anymore?"

"Elsa, why are you shutting me out all of a sudden?" Anna whispered, "I just—this defensiveness! Why—"

"—Because it's completely illogical!" Elsa stammered, pulling in a breath, "And I can't afford to get involved, okay? Jack's an impossible dream for me, and all this—talking—and everything will only make everything worse! I can't afford to have hope with—"

Elsa abruptly cut herself off.

A cold silence fell over the table, and she shifted uncomfortably in her chair. Anna took a bite of the pie, waiting for her sister to continue, but Elsa, biting her lip, was quiet.

Suddenly, Anna's eyes widened.

"Elsa," she breathed, "Are—are you trying to tell me that you're heartbroken over Jack Frost—in advance?"

Elsa opened her mouth to say something, but then blushed, closing it again. Her eyes stinging, she sucked in her breath, determinately cutting off more pieces of the pie.

"It will save time," she choked.

"Are you serious?"

The door swung open, and the tall maid stepped into the room with the tray again. Looking up and seeing Queen Elsa's expression, her face went pale, and she spun around on her heel, silently pushing the door back open into the food preparation area.

The door swung shut again.

"What's the point of delaying the inevitable?" Elsa stammered quickly, fighting back tears of embarrassment. "There is no way, ever, that someone like him would be interested in someone like me! It wouldn't make sense! Alright?"

"Why not?"

"HmmLemmeThinkAboutThatForAMomentBecauseHe's JAAAAAAAAACK FRAAAAAAHST?!" Elsa sputtered. "I mean—come on. Jack Frost. The Spirit of Winter? You really think that I could even—? Not a chance, Anna."

Anna raised her eyebrows. "You think you have no chance because he's the Spirit of Winter?"

"Well—of course!"

Her sister grinned wryly, leaning into Elsa's face.

"And you're the Snow Queen," Anna enunciated. "You're the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest! If there is a single woman in this entire world that has a shot at Jack Frost, I'm pretty sure it's you. And I'm pretty sure that he's pretty sure of that, too."

"But it doesn't make—"

"—And do not say that it doesn't make sense," Anna interrupted. "It makes perfect sense. It makes more sense than anything I've ever seen, and you need to get OVER yourself, and marry Jack Frost and live in an ice castle and have lots and lots and LOTS of snowy little babies and LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER, OKAY?"

"Who said ANYTHING about BABIES!?"

"Oh, like it hasn't occurred to you!"

Elsa's mouth fell open in shock. Gathering her senses, she shook her head.

"We've known each other for THREE DAYS!" Elsa sputtered.

"And I've never seen you blush so much in my life!"

Elsa bit her lip.

"Well," she admitted, mumbling under her breath as she poked at the cake sample in front of her, "He did bring up the same species thing."

"Same species?" Queen Anna asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Um—yeah," Elsa shrugged. "He doesn't really think of himself as being completely—human—and I asked him if he considered me to be a human, and he said that he thought—well, he'd call me a—"

Her voice trailed off, and Elsa gave her head a tiny shake. Well—um. Never mind. Actually...

"Elsaaaa?" Anna prodded, raising an eyebrow, "What did Jack call you?"

"You don't want to know."

"You're right. I need to know. Spill."

Elsa gulped, putting down her fork and pulling her hands into her lap. After a few moments of determinately staring into her lap, she held her breath, hesitantly looking towards her sister.

"Sexy Ice Powers Humanoid Thing?" Elsa squeaked.

Anna's eyes bulged.

"Sexy Ice Powers Humanoid Thing?" she sputtered.

"Anna—I'm sure that Jack didn't—"

"—Ooooh, right, he clearly only wants to be friends. Seeing as he pulled the same species card!" Queen Anna scoffed, shaking her head. She then suddenly paused, the strange light of an epiphany creeping over her features.

"I didn't even know that was a card," Anna realized.

"Anna, what on earth are you talking about?"

"Oh, come on," Anna retorted, rolling her eyes. "Same species? You know exactly what that comment implies."

"Of course I do!"

"Oh, really?"

Elsa drew herself up, looking as regal as she could muster. "It means we're the only two people we know with ice powers, because we're both winter spirits, and that we should be FRIENDS!"

"Beeeeeeeeep! WRONG!"

"What?" Elsa scoffed, her throat tightening with embarrassment again. "Then, what do you think he meant?"

The pregnant young queen rolled her eyes, placing her elbows on the table and resting her chin on her fists. "Let's do a little math, shall we?" she giggled. "I know that you were always good with math."

"Anna, it this were anywhere near as simple as math—"

"—We can argue about that statement later. Now, let's think," Anna continued patiently, "When a species is about to die out… what do you want?"

Elsa's eyes narrowed slightly, looking to her sister with distrust.

"Um," she said carefully, "For that to—not—happen?"

"Good! Right!" Anna exclaimed. "So, how do you have that—not—happen?"

"Well, you need more."

"Right again!"

Elsa groaned, placing her own elbow on the table and kneading her eyebrows. "Anna, I don't see how—"

"—Just stay with me here," she said quickly. "And you need—what—to make more?"

A silence fell over the table.

After a few moments, Elsa suddenly gasped, her formerly blank expression of confusion going to horror.

"I'm sure he didn't mean it like that!" she sputtered.

"I'm sure he did mean it like that—"

"—Anna!"

Queen Anna shook her head, chuckling good-naturedly and picking up her fork again. Elsa blinked hard, exhaling. Pressing her hands together, she then slowly pulled in her breath again.

"He. Did not. Mean it like that," she enunciated. "We're friends. I mean, he messes with me sometimes, but it's all a joke. I know he can't feel that way. I would have noticed."

"Take it from the married woman," Anna chuckled, "There's a LOT you're not noticing."

"Like what?"

"Like the fact that the Spirit of Winter is following you around like a lost puppy?"

Elsa froze.

Anna, shifting in her seat, raised her eyebrows. Her expression grave, she then shook her head, leaning in to her sister and dropping her voice to a whisper.

"I saw how Jack was looking at you at the table," she said softly. "He kept—sneaking glances at you, with this—expression—on his face. It was like he had to keep checking, because he was scared you were going to disappear. Then, again, right before the tasting."

Elsa fell quiet. Avoiding Anna's gaze, she started blinking quickly as she stared into her lap, desperately fighting away the forming tears.

"That—that c-can't be true," Elsa choked. "You're—wrong."

"Elsa—"

"—You're wrong, okay?" Elsa shook her head, frantically beginning to flick tears off of her cheeks. "Anna, it's—me. I can't do love. He can't be interested in me like that. Okay? Now, can we please stop talking about it?"

The door swung open again as the maid tried to come in for the second time. Seeing Anna and Elsa's expressions, she abruptly whirled around, starting to go back, and Elsa abruptly stood up.

"STOP!"

The maid froze. She then hesitantly turned back around, pulling in a deep breath as Elsa gulped.

"Um—everything is fine. We're ready for the next samples," Elsa said carefully as she sat back down. "You don't have to keep waiting."

"I—I'm sorry, your majesties," the maid stammered, "I thought that—"

"—You should not be the one apologizing," Elsa interrupted, "We were the ones in the wrong. Queen Anna and I are very lucky to be served by someone as patient and tactful as you."

The maid relaxed slightly, a little grin tugging at the edge of her mouth as she crossed the room to the table and put down the tray.

"Thank you, ma'am," she whispered. "I—um, may I take these plates?"

"Of course." Elsa drew herself up, mustering the best rendition of The Queen Face that she could. She tried to smile reassuringly. "And what delight has the cook thought up for us this time?"

"This is a chocolate éclair drizzled with fudge."

"Ooo!" Queen Anna squealed. "Now we're talking!"

Elsa giggled, seeing her sister's enthusiasm. "But you haven't even tried it yet—"

"—Don't have to." She beamed, raising her eyebrows and turning back to the maid. "We should definitely have these. We love them, and you should tell her so."

The maid's face flushed slightly, and broke into a nervous smile. "As you wish, your highness," she said, then quickly curtsying and pacing from the room.

As the door swung shut behind her, the sisters were silent again. Elsa could feel Anna's gaze on her face again, and she bit her lip, silently picking up her fork.

"Oh my word," Anna breathed. "You really don't know anything about love—do you?"

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut, letting out a long sigh.

"Honestly," she muttered, "Coming from someone who—"

"—I didn't know anything about love. Romantic love, I mean," she countered. "I learned, Elsa. My problem with Prince Unredeemable Monster of the Unnamed Isles was that I was so desperate for love that I was able to convince myself that anything was it. Your problem is that you're afraid of love that you'll go to the ends of the world to convince yourself that no one could ever fall in love with you."

"Jack is not in love with me."

"You wouldn't know love if it scooped you up, flew you into the mountains, built an ice castle with you, and convinced you to dance." She paused, putting a finger on her lips. "Oh. Wait…"

"Anna," Elsa groaned, "He's not in love. I'm not in love. I mean—I can't. Do. Love. Look at me," she choked. "Romance has never been, nor will ever be, a realistic option for me, alright?"

"But Elsa—didn't you ever think you'd be getting married one day?" Anna asked. "I mean, you grew up knowing you'd be the Queen. At least, that was the original plan, before the whole 'Fifth Spirit' thing."

Elsa sighed. "Honestly? I didn't think I would ever marry," she said quietly. "I always figured that—well, even if I could get the ice powers under control—"

"—And you have—"

"—You know what I mean," she continued, "I just—sharing a room with someone isn't exactly conducive to keeping something like that a secret. And, even if I did get married, I knew it'd be a respectable, politically-savvy match. There would be nothing romantic about it."

"Nothing at all?"

"It's a simple political alliance. Or course not!"

The pregnant queen paused, staring down at her stomach. Drumming her fingers on it and measuring her words carefully, she then turned back to Elsa, who had resumed eating the éclair, pondering its flavor.

"Well… um," Anna said, dropping her voice to a whisper, "How about… you know… after marriage?"

Elsa froze. Biting her lip, she then shook her head slightly, and leaned close into Anna's ear.

"Ah. Yes. That," Elsa choked. "You go to bed. You produce an heir. You keep ruling the confounded kingdom. There isn't supposed to be any emotion attached to it," she added shakily. "It's for Arendelle."

Queen Anna raised her eyebrows.

"Wow," she chuckled, crinkling her nose as Elsa blushed. "I never realized that you were such a romantic, Elsa."

"That's as romantic as I can afford to get. I'm having to be the Queen right now, remember? My single-ness makes me a target."

Anna pondered this. Looking up, she smiled slyly, taking a drink.

"I give him… one week," she muttered.

Elsa abruptly slammed down her fork, whirling around. "What IS it with everybody assuming that Jack and I are having—"

"—One week," Queen Anna chuckled pointedly, "To prove to you that you are, secretly, a romantic!"

Elsa opened her mouth to say something, and then abruptly shut it again, catching the phrase just before it tumbled off the tip of her tongue. She pulled in a breath, shifting in her chair.

"Ah," Elsa choked.

Feeling herself blushing furiously, she turned back to the éclair, poking at it with her fork again. A large, goofy grin was spreading across her sister's face.

"Elsaaaaaaaa—?"

"Never going to happen, Anna."

"Oooooh, that adorable little blush you've developed?" Anna teased, "I'd say it's happening already."

"It's not like that!"

"I think it is exactly like that, dear sister. I'll even give him a week and a half," Anna giggled. "That way, it includes the Ball, and Christmas."

"Anna—"

"—That's ten days," she continued, "Starting tomorrow, to convince you that you like romance."

Elsa let out a breathy, bitter laugh. "And, if he doesn't?" she chuckled. "If he has zero interest in me, and at the end of the ten days, we're still just friends, just like I've already told you we are?"

"Then I'll lose the bet," Anna said slyly.

Queen Elsa raised a single eyebrow, slowly turning around and looking into Queen Anna's eyes. "What kind of a bet are we talking, here?" she asked carefully. "Name your stakes."

"Alright," Anna giggled. After a moment, her finger on her lips, she grinned, pulling in a deep breath. "I will bet you—twenty pounds of chocolate."

Elsa jolted.

"That is so much chocolate!" she gasped, eyes bulging. "Anna—are you sure you want to—"

"—Are you scared?"

"No!"

"Lost. Puppy," Anna taunted. "Come on, Elsa. Do we have a deal?"

The door swung open again, the maid coming in with the last samples. As she came over to the table, beaming and setting down the tray, Elsa grasped Anna's hand, leaning in to her ear.

"Deal," Elsa whispered.

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Jack Frost was waiting outside the door.

As Elsa stepped out after her sister (who was still—even after a year—delightfully oblivious to many royal procedures, which would currently dictate the opposite order), Jack hopped down off of his staff, snatching it up out of the air.

"Hey," he grinned, his face breaking into a smile. "How'd it go?"

"It was AMAZING," Queen Anna squealed. "Although, honestly, I just wish there was more chocolate. You—uh," she paused, looking at Jack, "You do like chocolate—don't you?"

He shrugged. "Yeah, I—"

"—THEN YOU WILL LOVE IT. The Ball is going to be amazing!"

Elsa giggled in spite of herself, covering her mouth with her hand. Jack's face flushed slightly.

"Well, I—um," he admitted, rubbing his hand on the back of his neck, "Honestly, I didn't know if I was invited, or—"

"—YOU'RE INVITED!" Elsa blurted.

Jack and Anna slowly turned to her, two sets of eyebrows slightly lifted in surprise. Elsa bit her lip, feeling heat rushing to her face.

"I mean—um," she stammered, struggling to keep her breathing even, "I—yes. Of course you're invited, Jack."

He shifted his fingers on the staff, letting out a nervous laugh, and then looking back up into Elsa's eyes. Her heart leapt.

"Uh—thanks," he said. "I'll be there."

They stared into each other's eyes for a long, silent moment.

Elsa jolted, snapping back into focus. She gave her head a little shake, shrugging.

"The food and everything is all set," she said quickly. "I'm just—I'm just worried because I have to dance. In front of everybody."

Jack took a step forward, grasping her hand. "It's okay," he whispered. "We'll practice."

He then interlaced his fingers with hers, smiling sheepishly as he looked up into her eyes. Over his shoulder, Elsa saw Queen Anna pull her hands up next to her chin, mimicking puppy paws, and then batting her eyelashes.

Arf! Anna mouthed.

 

Chapter 40: The Queen's Puppy

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(LONG, DESPERATE) AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hi, everybody. First of all, thank you for everybody that reviewed! It means a LOT to me to get feedback, and to reassure myself that anybody's reading this. (It's been a really hard couple weeks. If you're still liking Ice Alliance, please let me know.)

I also just wanted to throw out there… yes, I know this has gotten slow in the last few chapters. The challenge of fanfic, I've found, is that you have to feel out pace a little at a time; you don't get to go back and edit the whole thing all at once, like usual. I'm a revisionist—trust me, this is fun, but I know I have a lot of improving to do as a writer. Anyways, though, regarding the pacing—after I get through another few chapters, things will pick up again, and I can promise that there won't be anything more this slow or detailed again (at least for a long while). Trust me, it's killing me, too—I'm not a romance writer; I write deep fantasy/adventure (I would have killed off a few characters and thrown everybody into mystery against the clock by now) and physics humor essays (I would have gotten you through a semester of undergraduate physics by this point). But here, it's Jelsa, and before I can really have romance, drama, or action, I need to establish THE RELAAAAAAATIONSHIP.

Ahem. So, thanks for being awesome and bearing with me, guys. There's also a separate little project for this that I'll tell you about at the end… have a fantastic day!

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual reference, some sexual innuendo.

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40: THE QUEEN'S PUPPY

"And, I think there should be a slide here," Jack said.

"Why?"

"Why not?"

Elsa laughed, shaking her head slightly as Jack grinned, flicking his hand over the scale-model ice fortress's front wall. A long slide unfurled, reaching all the way down to the floor, and he shrugged.

"Slides are faster than stairs," he declared, "And they're easier to build. And, way more fun."

"Remind me why we're designing this?"

"Because we can."

The Ice Powers Girl smiled, shyly fidgeting with her fingers and turning back to the five-foot tall ice fortress. The rush of relief swept over Jack again, seeing her expression as she stretched out her arms, biting her lip in concentration. That smile.

Anything, for that smile.

After they had helped Queen Anna back up to her room—she and King Kristoff, with Anna's pregnancy, now always turned in quite early—Jack and Elsa had gone back to the library, for another two or three hours of research before giving up for the evening. They had missed Olaf's nightly rounds (and realized it, unfortunately, long after the fact), and were now taking a break from the records. Jack had challenged Elsa, initially, to a design contest for the Most Epic Ice Fortress Ever, but it had swiftly morphed into a combined scale-model brainstorm of every childlike architectural fantasy that the two could dream up. And Elsa certainly looked like she was having fun…

At first, when they were alone again in the library, she had been acting—well, scared. Again. Nervous, to say the least; even more so than he was. After an hour or so of studying, and noticing Elsa growing increasingly uncomfortable in her seat, he'd almost hit her with a little fun magic. Just as he was about to do so, however, she had suggested a break. At which point he'd suggested building the model. At which point her face had lit up, making his heart leap.

"What do you think about a stargazing balcony?" Elsa asked suddenly.

His eyebrows lifted slightly. "Wait, you're a stargazer?"

"When I'm out in the Forest, I am."

Jack grinned, taking a step back and gesturing for her to add the piece. She walked to the side of the model, looking thoughtful as she considered where to put it, and Jack glanced down, feeling the edge of her flowing capelet on top of his foot. She moved again, stepping up to the ice castle, and it shifted, shimmering in the lamplight as it billowed across his skin. She was turned away from him…

Jack silently crouched down, picking up the end of the capelet. The fabric thing was both fascinating and frustrating to him, but there was no question that the detail, swirling, spiking snowflakes, on Elsa's clothing was beautiful. Jack had been playing with ice for over three hundred years, and he'd honestly figured that he'd done everything with the stuff that could be done with it.

Jack smiled, dropping the edge of the capelet back onto the floor and pushing himself up with his staff. The Snow Queen's clothes were made out of ice. It was possible to wear ice. Now, therewas something that had never occurred to him, before he'd met her—ice that was hard, and soft, at the same time? It was fascinating, and it was incredible, and best of all, Jack thought to himself smugly, it appeared that he was the only guy in the world that had the (accidental) privilege of knowing that she was wearing ice allllllll the way down.

Glorious.

Placing her hands on the side of the model, she carefully backed up, pulling the new balcony out from the ice with the smooth, sliding sound of water rushing across glass. As he watched Elsa carefully trace its edge, a tiny railing of ice spiking up under her fingers, Jack felt a dreamy, dazed smile tugging at the edge of his mouth. She was so beautiful, when she was happy. And, she clearly was—Jack could always tell, when someone was truly having fun. The instant he'd suggested that she build something, it was like a switch was being flicked inside of her, melting all of her shyness away…

She might have been born into politics, but it was growing increasingly obvious to the Guardian of Fun that Queen Elsa was an artist at heart.

She took a step back from the model, the elaborately delicate little balcony complete, and brushed off her hands. Jack walked up to her again, and realized that she was biting her lip.

"I think it looks fantastic," he said quietly. "What's bugging you, Snowflake?"

She sighed. "Well—I really kind of want to finish the doors from the inside," Elsa admitted as Jack silently walked around behind her, "But I can't see the inside because it's too EEK!"

Jack suddenly embraced Elsa around her waist, rocketing into the air. She squeaked in shock, and, holding her tighter around her midsection, Jack laughed and flew over the wall of the model, then hovering horizontally in the center of it with her body hanging underneath him.

"How about now?" Jack chuckled, readjusting his grip on Elsa's waist.

The Ice Powers Girl twisted her head around to face him, her hands on his forearms as her legs dangled beneath her. "Please don't let go."

"I'm not going to drop you, Snowflake."

Jack could feel the heat rushing to the back of Elsa's neck, her pale skin flushing right next to his own as her braid swung back and forth beneath them. Gathering her courage, Elsa pulled in a deep breath, letting go of his wrists and stretching out her arms towards the wall of the model.

As the sparkling ice shot out of her hands, his heart swelled, watching as she expertly finished the balcony from the inside, tiny model doors taking shape on the overhang. His arms were beginning to burn in protest to her weight—he was now sustaining her entire body, just with his arms—but Jack hardly noticed, feeling the rush of having her body against his own again and crossing his ankles in the air as he held Elsa tighter.

Holding Elsa.

"There we go!" she giggled breathlessly.

"The masterpiece complete?"

"Well, that part of it," she said. "Can you put me down now?"

Jack straightened up in the air, and the Snow Queen twisted around, flinging her arms around his neck. As he flew them up over the side of the scale model again, landing softly on the carpet and setting her down, Elsa shook her head. Straightening her dress, she then looked eagerly to Jack.

"Your turn," she laughed breathlessly.

Jack let his staff fall back onto his shoulder, sticking his hand into his pocket. "Actually," he said carefully, "I was—I was wondering if I could ask you about something."

A look of confusion swept over her face. "Um… sure?"

"What was Kristoff telling you?"

Elsa's face went pale. As she hunched over slightly, pulling her hands into her stomach, Jack felt his heart leap into his throat.

Smile gone. Why is the smile gone?

"It's—not really a big deal," she stammered, letting out a nervous little laugh. "He was just being overprotective."

"How?"

"You know what?" Elsa said quickly, "We've been taking a break for—far too long. We need to work—um—yeah, we should get back to work."

She abruptly turned away, walking for the table on the other side of the room. Jack shook his head and leapt into the air, flipping forwards and landing in front of her.

"EEP!"

"Snowflake, this is killing me," Jack begged. "What was he saying?"

"It doesn't matter."

"Then you should have no problems telling me, right?"

She bit her lip.

"Okay," she sighed, shaking her head, "I—let's just say that Kristoff doesn't understand our—friendship."

The word hit him like a punch in the stomach.

Hiding it, he drew himself up. "Like, how?" Jack asked hesitantly.

"Well," Elsa admitted, "Among other things, he said that—he thinks—oh, never mind."

She tried to turn away again, and Jack caught her wrist.

"What?" he pleaded, pulling her back, "What is it?"

She let out a nervous laugh, staring at the floor. "You'll never believe it if I tell you."

"Try me."

"Okay. Well—um—he thinks—!"

The Ice Powers Girl paused, looking down and crossing her arms over her chest. Then, laughing slightly in embarrassment, she gave her head a tiny shake, looking back up into Jack's eyes.

"He thinks you want to sleep with me," Elsa whispered.

He jolted.

"Um, HA HA HA!" Jack Frost sputtered frantically, "Wha-whatever might have given him that idea?"

"I know!" Elsa laughed, shaking her head again. "That's what I told him! Ridiculous, right?"

"Um—yeah! Ri-ridiculous!"

The Guardian of Fun swallowed hard, turning away and anxiously running his fingers through his hair.

THANKS, Kristoff.

"He did bring up something I wanted to ask you about, though."

Jack spun around again, eager for a chance to change the subject. "What is it?"

"Were you going easy on me?"

A look of confusion swept over Jack's face.

"Um… going easy on you?" he asked.

Elsa twisted her heel into the carpet, her face flushing slightly. Biting her lip, she then looked up, meeting his gaze again.

"Earlier today. When we had our snowball fight," she said quietly. "I said that we tied, and Kristoff said you were—well, he said you being gentle with me. Were you?"

Jack froze.

Letting out a nervous laugh, he shrugged, swinging his staff behind his back and catching it with his other hand. "Daw, not any more than you were going easy on me," he chuckled, avoiding eye contact.

There was a moment of silence.

Jack looked up, and realized that the Snow Queen had fallen quiet, fidgeting anxiously with her fingers. Taking a hesitant step towards her, he pulled in a deep breath.

"Wait," Jack said quietly. "Were you going easy on me?"

She was blushing harder now, rubbing her hand over her opposite elbow.

"I—um," Elsa admitted, "I'd already made you fall. And it looked like it hurt."

"You were going easy on me?!"

"I didn't want—but, hey!" she countered, her head snapping up, "How about you? You never actually answered if you were going easy on me."

To this, Jack swallowed hard again. Letting out another nervous laugh, he turned away from Elsa and began to pace.

"I guess I—um," he stammered, "I didn't—if North thought I wasn't behaving, or something—?"

Jack exhaled, rubbing the back of his neck as he walked back and forth, his staff on his shoulder. Elsa now began to pace as well, her capelet trailing behind her.

"Jack, it's not like I didn't think you could take it," Elsa stammered, her hands clasped behind her back, "It's just—"

"And I don't care what North thinks," Jack blurted, kicking at the carpet as he walked, "I just figured, if it could be avoided—"

"I thought that, if I struck you—"

"But I didn't want you to slip, or—"

"And I'd already made you fall—"

"You were wearing a dress, and—"

"I suppose I just didn't want to—"

"It's that I couldn't—"

"Risk hurting you," they finished simultaneously.

Jack and Elsa froze, whipping around and staring at each other in shock.

His heart in his throat, Jack Frost looked across the room at the young queen, her wide, deep eyes staring into his own with disbelief. After a few moments, he let out a nervous laugh, stepping towards her.

"Wait—you—?" he started hesitantly, his hand slightly lifted in front of him, "You were scared of—hurting me?"

Elsa grasped her left arm with her right hand, her pale cheeks flushing slightly again. She looked down, twisting her heel in the carpet, and nodded, giving a tiny shrug.

"I've hurt people before," she choked.

Jack's eyes widened.

After a brief moment of hesitation, he took another quick pace towards her, leaping into the air and flying across the room to her side. As he touched down, Elsa gaped and jolted slightly, her icy gown sparkling in the light as she moved.

"I guess I—um," Elsa stammered, fidgeting with her fingers, "I—I was scared. I mean—what if I froze your heart? When I struck Anna—"

"—I'm not Anna."

Jack stepped up to her, taking the Fifth Spirit's hand in his own. Just like he had earlier that day, he then placed in on his chest.

Elsa stiffened for a moment. Then, feeling his heartbeat, Jack watched as her face relaxed, her fingers sinking into the cloth of his hoodie. A reassuring smile tugged at the edge of his mouth, and he leaned in close to her face.

"See?" Jack whispered. "It's fine."

She hesitantly looked up into his eyes. He raised his eyebrows, giving her hand a tiny squeeze, and she smiled weakly.

"I'm a lot tougher than you think, Snowflake," Jack chuckled. "If a little bit of ice was enough to kill me, I would have been dead a long time ago."

She paused, biting her lip. "But—um—"

"—Like, permanently dead."

To this, Elsa laughed, her smile widening a bit. Jack's heart leapt.

Oooooh, that smile.

He abruptly broke eye contact and stared at his feet, trying to hide the heat rushing to his face. On the ground in front of his toes, about two inches away, was the hem of the Ice Powers Girl's dress, the delicate swirls of frost shimmering in the faint light.

Frost.

"So…"

Jack snapped back into focus, looking up into Elsa's face again. Now, her eyes expectant, and she pulled her hand back off of his chest.

"What is it?" Jack asked.

"So, you were going easy on me, too?"

He sheepishly looked down, sticking his hand into his pocket and running his thumb along its edge. As heat rose to his face, Jack hesitantly looked back up into Elsa's eyes, giving her a tiny nod.

"I—yeah," he admitted softly. "I was."

"Why?" Elsa prodded. "I mean, I appreciate your concern, but I can handle—"

"—I know! I—it's just—I couldn't do anything that—you're—!"

He abruptly cut himself off, kicking at the carpet again.

After a few moments, Elsa took a tiny step towards him.

"I'm just what?" she prodded.

Gripping the staff, Jack closed his eyes. Then, he pulled in a deep breath, awkwardly gesturing to her body and forcing himself to look back into her gaze.

"You're a—girl," Jack choked.

The awkward silence fell over them again. Raising her eyebrows, the Snow Queen crossed her arms over her chest, leaning in close to his face.

"I'm fully capable of taking care of myself, you know," she said softly.

"I'm sure you are," Jack responded, shifting his fingers on the staff. "But you shouldn't have to."

"Jack, I know how to defend myse—"

"—That's my job!"

Elsa's eyes widened.

Feeling a sudden wave of self-consciousness sweeping over him, Jack nervously ran his fingers through his hair. "I mean," he choked, "Like, in—you know—like, in a general, kind of—um—HeyYouKnowWhatIJustRealized?" Jack blurted quickly, backing away and gesturing to the bookshelves, "We haven't done any research in—criminal court cases! By troth! How silly of us! Do you want to do that? I think we should do that."

Leaving Elsa standing paralyzed by the table, Jack whirled around and leapt into the air, flying up to the top of the bookshelves.

Please, oh please, he thought desperately, frantically scanning the books as he floated in the air front of them, Let "criminal cases" actually be a thing—I could have SWORN I saw some of these blasted things say AH-HA!

Letting out a sigh of relief, Jack darted to the end of the magenta-colored book spines, going for the most recent edition. Finding it—the covers looked the newest, anyway—he stopped and stuck his staff down the back of his hoodie, flicking his fingers over the cloth and fusing the shepherd's crook to the fabric. He then carefully grasped the volume, pulling it out and turning around to fly back down to the table.

As he reached it, Jack realized that Elsa was almost there herself. Slamming the record down onto the wood, he bounded into the air, lunging in front of her and pulling out her chair before she reached it. Elsa startled, her ears turning slightly pink, and thanked him just before he launched himself into the air again to fetch another of the enormous books.

Touching back down on the carpet, he heaved a secondary volume to the table, dropping it with a boom at his place across from Elsa. Jack took a step back, looking at it as Elsa pulled open the cover of the volume of court records.

"Can I sit on that side of the table with you?" Jack asked suddenly.

Elsa glanced up from the court records with surprise.

"Um—of course," she said, her face filled with confusion. "Why couldn't you?"

Jack didn't respond, but tossed his staff into his hand, sweeping it across the table and blasting the second book over next to hers. Then, yanking out his chair, he nearly ran around the table to Elsa's side, dragging it across the carpet behind him.

CLUNK.

And he shoved it right up to hers, the large wooden armrests slamming together. As the Snow Queen looked up in shock, he jumped up into the air, pulling the volume of court records towards himself and scrambling into the seat.

"Don't mind me," Jack said.

Elsa looked to his chair, crammed up next to hers, and then to her book, and then back to the chair. A strange expression crossing her face, Jack's heart leapt into his throat as she stood up, shoving her book across the table. He then watched in horror and she pushed her chair back out, walking away from him to the opposite side of the table.

Wait, was this a rejection again? Had he been too forward? Maybe Elsa was uncomfortable with it. But she'd said—

It was then that Jack noticed Elsa was swirling her hands in the air, sparkling ice of some soft glinting below the table, out of his field of vision. Feeling the tiny gust of wind that accompanied such a creation on his feet, Jack swallowed hard.

"Wait, wha—what are you making?" he stammered.

Jack fell quiet as the Fifth Spirit took a step back, brushing her hands against each other. Her cheeks flushing, she looked up into his eyes again, a hesitant smile tugging at the edge of her mouth.

"Haven't you ever seen a piano bench before?" Elsa asked softly.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE (again): Anyway, something ELSE that my advisor is never going to find out about is that I've got a little background as a singer/songwriter/sound editor, even thought I haven't done all that much with it since high school (something else I basically gave up in favor of physics). I've been working on is a vocal/piano piece called "Broken, Jagged Edges" that combines the musical themes from ROTG's "Prologue" and "Jack's Memories" with Frozen's "Let It Go." I'm about making the accompaniment in Garage Band software that adds percussion, bass, strings, and a flute (because I can), and I'll eventually record the vocals, but the lyrics have been finished for a while. Let me know if anybody's interested; I'm figuring that (if people are) I'll post the full lyrics tomorrow as a "chapter," which I will then delete and replace as soon as the next real chapter is ready to post. Thanks for being awesome, and have a fantastic day!

 

Chapter 41: Not A Chapter (some lyrics I promised)

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WOW, I wasn't expecting people to be so interested! The reviews and comments and messages mean the WORLD to me. As promised, here are the lyrics to "Broken, Jagged Edges," the vocal/piano piece I'm working on combining musical themes from ROTG's "Prelude" and "Jack's Memories" with Frozen's "Let It Go," and adding, of course, the original piece itself. I imagine it to be sung from Elsa's perspective in an upcoming chapter (part of the reason I'm revealing it early is because I don't even really know yet if the character will be to this emotional point in "Fleurs," where I was originally going to put this). The rhyme scheme, which is surprisingly complicated, will make a LOT more sense with the music. Thanks for being interested, and let me know what you think!

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UPDATE, 2/15/16: There is a 45-second preview of a draft of this on YouTube. Search SNEAK PEEK OF DRAFT "Broken, Jagged Edges" from "Ice Alliance, a Jelsa Fanfic" and you'll be there. The channel, of course, is Nope Not Telling. (I highly recommend listening to "Rise of the Guardians Soundtrack Prelude" first, so you'll see some of the first references-disclaimer; it is a DRAFT) ;)

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41: NOT A CHAPTER (Some lyrics I promised)

Broken, Jagged Edges: Lyrics

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(Verse One)

In the candlelight,

And on the floor…

With the map of all my secrets,

I've shown no one else before.

What is this strange new emotion

That I'm gravitating toward?

I've denied, and tried, to crush inside,

These thoughts I can't afford!

Let someone in—

Just this one time—?

If I'm honest with myself,

I know that I'm—

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(Chorus)

Just a little bit broken—

Just a little bit ruined—

A little bit bad,

A little bit mad,

Coming—a little bit undone!

Heaven knows, I've tried to fight,

But you've made losing look so fun!

I feel I'm falling fast now,

Like I never have before—

Cause all my broken, jagged edges

Seem to match with yours.

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(Verse Two)

Conceal, don't feel,

Don't let you know

Want to loose my inhibitions,

And go dancing through the snow!

It's not that something was missing;

No, I don't believe that's true.

Yet, I try and try to justify

How close I feel to you?

The more I look—

The more I see—

In so many ways, you are

So much like me!

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(Chorus)

Just a little bit broken—

Just a little bit ruined—

A little bit bad,

A little bit mad,

Coming—a little bit undone!

Heaven knows, I've tried to fight,

But you've made losing look so fun!

I feel I'm falling fast now,

Like I never have before—

Cause all my broken, jagged edges

Seem to match with yours.

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(Bridge)

I'm at a crossroads now—

Between my heart and mind.

I've got—

To be with you somehow;

I think that we'd find,

If we combined—

These shattered shards

Would be aligned.

'Cause you and I—

Are

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(Final Chorus)

Just a little bit broken—!

Just a little bit ruined—!

A little bit bad,

A little bit mad,

Coming—a little bit undone!

I'll fix you, if you'll fix me;

These broken pieces be made one!

I feel I'm falling fast now,

Like I never have before—

Cause all my broken, jagged edges

Seem to match with yours.

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(Ending)

Though shattered now, we could be beautiful;

Two broken halves make something whole!

I feel I'm falling fast now,

Like I never have before…

Cause all these broken, jagged edges—

Rough and ragged, jagged edges!

All my broken, jagged edges

Seem

To match

With yours.

 

Chapter 42: Also Not A Chapter (satire outtake)

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(NEW) AUTHOR'S NOTE, added 2/5/20: For NEW readers, I just want to clarify that this chaptera satire outtake, involving the fact that I was responding to a guest reviewer who kept requesting a Kobe Bryant cameo (you'll see)was written back in the beginning of 2016, long before Mr. Bryant's untimely death. Even though it would be SUPER insensitive to write something like this now, because I don't want to trivialize anybody's mourning, I decided to go ahead and leave it up because a lot of people seemed to really enjoy it. Rest in peace, Mr. Bryant.

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TO THE GUEST REVIEWER THAT REQUESTED THE KOBE BRYANT CAMEO (multiple times): To answer your question, no , this fic is not set in modern times—I fling historical accuracy out the window for Arendelle (just like Disney!), but this is set in 1842. I also want you to know that I'm SURE you are a wonderful person, and that—well, basically, I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt, and assuming that you weren't MEANING to troll me when you said my stuff was "crap," and then moved on without any further explanation. However, hurt, confused, and mostly confused, I was so completely baffled trying to figure out what your review meant that I couldn't resist writing this chapter, in which I stomp directly into the scene to ask Jack and Elsa themselves what I should do about it.

This chapter, basically, is a 6000-word satire of fanfiction itself , and is thus an outtake. On the plus side: Jack and Elsa get to make out.

A lot.

Again, I'm SURE you are a wonderful person, and I would have just contacted you directly, but because you're a GUEST reviewer, I can't. So, please don't hate me for this chapter—it was INSANELY fun to write, and the idea of Kobe Bryant showing up in a Jelsa fic set in 1842 Norway so tickled me that I had to run with the idea.

I LOVES YOU, RANDOM GUEST REVIEWER THAT DIDN'T MEAN TO TROLL ME! ~NopeNotTelling

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FOR THE REST OF YOU: Look, I got a confusing review, and I was so befuddled that I ended up writing this. THIS IS A SATIRE, and is NOT actually a part of the story. Don't take this too seriously, okay? THIS CHAPTER IS A LONG JOKE, or rather, THIS IS HOW I RESPOND TO TROLLING. ;)

CONTENT WARNING: Reference to the fact that I basically gave Jack a sexual fetish, a large serving of sexual innuendo, intentionally ridiculous amount of passionate kissing.

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42: SATIRE (outtake scene) (Seriously, if you read NO other Author's Notes, read this one!)

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sa-tire (săt′īr′) n. 1. a. A literary work in which human foolishness is attacked through irony, sarcasm, derision, or wit.

-[shortened] definition of "Satire," The Free Dictionary

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It was a bit more difficult to work, with Jack's arm around her waist as they sat side-by-side on the bench, but Elsa quickly found that a strange comfort accompanied his touch. Every once in a while, feeling the chill of his arm shift on her back, she would jolt, remembering who she was sitting with. Even through the fabric of his dark blue shirt, he was ice cold.

Not that the cold had ever bothered her.

"HALLO!" a voice suddenly exclaimed.

Jack and Elsa startled, whirling around on the bench. Casually walking towards them, a girl in her early twenties with a notebook and a pencil stuck in her hair had suddenly appeared by the corner of one of the bookshelves.

Gathering her senses, Elsa leapt onto her feet, nearly knocking over the bench. Jack also jumped up, grabbing his staff and spinning around.

"HOW DID YOU GET IN HERE?" he demanded.

"Oh, relax, Mr. Emotional," the girl scoffed. "And put that confounded stick thingy away. It's useless against me, anyhow."

"You think so, huh?" He took another step towards her, strategically moving in front of Elsa and readjusting his grip on the shepherd's crook.

"I know so," the girl scoffed, casually flipping open the notebook and pulling the pencil from her hair. Scribbling something down, she shrugged, snapping the notebook shut. "Go ahead. Try it."

Jack, setting his jaw, lunged forward, flinging the staff through the air.

Nothing happened.

A look of horror sweeping over his face, he stumbled back a step, looking at the shepherd's crook in confusion.

"B-But I—what the—!"

"I'm The Author, dawling." She smiled sweetly. "Now, take a seat."

Jack's eyes widened, and he looked frantically between the girl, and his staff, and then back to the girl. She grinned, and he and Elsa—in sheepish confusion—turned around, sitting back down onto the bench.

"Anyway," the girl continued, walking around the table and slapping down the notebook onto its surface, "I usually wouldn't do something like this, but I got a guest review on the last chapter that was so baffling that I got desperate. You know what? This chair looks uncomfortable."

She flipped open the notebook, pulling the pencil from her hair again and scribbling something down.

POOF!

The Author grinned, grabbing the notebook and flinging herself across the couch that had suddenly materialized on the other side of the table. With Jack and Elsa watching in shock, she then swung her legs around, propping up her thick-soled, gothic combat boots on the couch's armrest.

"Now that," she chuckled, "That is comfortable."

"Wait," Jack choked, "You just—you can do that?"

She raised an eyebrow.

"Frankly," she laughed, flipping open the notebook again, "I can do—anything the heck I want. Elsa, slap him."

SLAP!

"HEY!"

"Now do it again."

SLAP!

"WHAT the—"

"Now pick up the staff, and whack him with it."

WHACK!

"Stop it stop it stop it STOP IT!" Jack shrieked, leaping back from the bench and from Elsa, who was still holding the staff and looking as horrified as he was. Jack turned to The Author. "ENOUGH! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?!"

"Meh," she shrugged. "Because it's funny."

"HOW IS THIS FUNNY TO YOU?"

"Well, the last one was a pun," The Author said proudly. "Elsa picked up your stick, and slapped you with it… get it? Because… uh… it's a stick, and she slapped you with it…?"

Stunned silence.

"Slap… stick? Like, slapstick?"

More silence.

"Oh, forget it," The Author sighed, rolling her eyes and folding her arms behind her head on the couch. "You asked for it, Frosty. Speaking of which, I kind of want one now."

POOF!

The Author smiled sweetly, daintily plucking the milkshake out of the air and pulling in a long, chocolatey slurp.

Jack's face went pale. "WHAT the—"

"And a pillow…"

POOF!

"THIS IS WITCHCRAFT!"

FWOOOOOOOM!

"AND NOW THE COUCH IS LEVITATING!" the girl proclaimed.

It was true. Jack and Elsa, jaws dropped, found themselves staring in shock as the couch, which had materialized in front of them moments earlier, was now effortlessly floating seven feet up in the air on the other side of the table.

The Author crossed her legs, sitting up and assuming a zen-like pose on the floating sofa, closing her eyes and placing her palms-up hands on her knees.

"Ommmmmmmmm," she hummed.

The strange girl hovering above them with the apparently all-powerful notebook beside her, Jack and Elsa looked to each other in confusion.

After a few more moments, Jack pulled in a deep breath.

"So… uh," he started carefully, "You got a… confusing review?"

"Oh! Right!"

Grabbing the notebook, the girl scribbled something down. A fraction of a second later, the sofa fell out of the air, crashing into the floor on the other side of the table again with a resounding boom.

She snapped the notebook shut, tossing it onto the cushion.

"Yeah. And I was so completely BAFFLED by it that I figured I'd write myself into the scene and talk to you two directly," she shrugged, adjusting herself on the couch. "The thing is, it's a guest reviewer. I would have just contacted him—or her, I guess—myself, but I can't."

"What did it say?" Elsa asked.

"In general?" The Author sighed, raising an eyebrow, "It was something along the lines of: This is awesome, but also it's crap, and you have to put in a Kobe Bryant cameo."

An awkward silence fell over the room.

"Uh…" Jack said slowly, "So… are they a fan, or a troll?"

"I have NO idea." She shook her head. "That's why I'm in here, asking you. The best part is, this person then left another review, under a different name, trying to further justify the Kobe Bryant cameo. Apparently, this is REALLY important to them."

The Author sat up, moving her legs back in front of her and leaning her elbows onto her knees. "The thing is, I've always known that my first troll was going to show up at some point, and I was ready with chocolate and tissues. But I don't even know if I should be upset about this," she admitted. "I'm just—confused. Like, really, REALLY confused."

"You really shouldn't feed to trolls," Jack said.

"But see, I don't know if this person is a troll."

Elsa looked uncomfortable, shifting on the bench. "You know," she offered, "Maybe they didn't realize that they were trolling you. They're probably a perfectly wonderful person in real life."

"Well, that would make it easier to swallow. Even though I was so thrown off that I was in a state of confusion-induced writing paralysis about three days." The Author smiled bitterly. "But, it's either obsessing about the fanfic, or actually ACKNOWLEDGING the fact that I'm not understanding magnetic vector potentials… at all."

Elsa raised her eyebrows. "So, what did you do?"

"Meh," The Author shrugged, "Same thing I always do when I'm avoiding reality. I write your future sex scenes."

"Our future WHAT?!" Elsa jolted.

"Oh, don't worry, dawling. You'll find he's very good with fun."

Elsa's face turned beet red, and Jack raised his eyebrows, suddenly sitting up taller on the bench. The Author smirked, muttering to herself as she continued to jot down notes in her notebook.

"Like… really, really, really good with fun," The Author added, her eye twitching.

Jack beamed, interlacing his fingers and looking to Elsa.

"Thank you," he enunciated.

"Hey. I'm just staying true to character," The Author chuckled, "I was just expanding your 'center' into its obvious t-rated context—and I do keep it rated t. I don't do m-rated stuff. But as for you, Elsa," she continued, gesturing with her pencil, "You should consider yourself to be quite lucky. It isn't every female romantic protagonist that gets a love interest who is literally magica—"

"—ABOUT THE REVIEW," Elsa blurted, "So—um—this Kobe Bryant person—?"

The Author bit her lip. "Yeah, what about him?"

Elsa shifted in her seat, staring determinately at her hands. She then glanced to the side, uncomfortably noticing how Jack was inching closer to her on the bench, and pulled in a deep breath.

"Um… who is he?" she squeaked.

"Oh!" The Author crossed her legs, relaxing back onto the sofa. "He's a famous basketball player in twenty-first century America. And, from what I've seen, he's a pretty nice person, too."

Blank stares.

"…Come again?" Jack choked.

The Author laughed. "He's Kobe Bryant," she chuckled. "Apparently, he can do anything… including breaking into a Jelsa fic set in Norway in 1842."

Jack and Elsa looked to each other in shock. Suddenly, the girl sat bolt upright again, her eyes wide with excitement.

"Wait," The Author exclaimed, "I know how to fix this!"

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*BEEP*

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT/DISCLAIMER:

WE INTERRUPT THIS STORY TO OFFICIALLY STATE THAT ALL CHARACTERS IN THIS FANFICTION ARE FICTICIOUS. ANY RESEMBLANCE TO REAL PERSONS, LIVING OR DEAD, IS PURELY COINCIDENTAL.

KOBE BRYANT WILL NOT BE MAKING AN APPEARANCE IN THIS FIC. IF A CHARACTER HAPPENS TO RESEMBLE A LIVING PERSON NAMED KOBE BRYANT, THE AUTHOR WOULD LIKE TO BE CLEAR THAT IT IS NOT ACTUALLY KOBE BRYANT, BUT IS , IN FACT, A COMPLETELY ORIGINAL CHARACTER THAT HAPPENS TO BE A BASKETBALL PLAYER THAT HAPPENS TO LOOK EXACTLY LIKE KOBE BRYANT AND HAPPENS TO, BY COMPLETE COINCIDENCE, BE NAMED KOBE BRYANT AS WELL.

HOWEVER: IT IS NOT ACTUALLY KOBE BRYANT, BECAUSE THAT WOULD BE AGAINST POLICY.

SO, IT'S NOT KOBE BRYANT.

TOTALLY NOT.

NO WAY.

*BEEP*

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"Wait," The Author exclaimed, "I know how to fix this!"

They watched in confusion as The Author, beaming, flipped open the notebook again, scribbling something down. Biting her lip, she finished writing, and snapped it shut, hugging it to her chest.

"Any moment now," the girl grinned, looking up at the skylight.

WHUMP.

Jack and Elsa snapped their heads up. Plastered onto the glass above them, having suddenly fallen from the sky, was a tall, dark figure wearing a basketball uniform.

They stared at each other in stunned silence.

The man started to slide down the glass.

SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE…

"I SHIP JELSA SOOOOOOO HAAAAAAARD!" Kobe yelled. "AAAAUGH!"

As Kobe Bryant fell off the skylight, the muffled yelling turning into a scream, Jack and Elsa slowly looked back to the girl on the couch.

"Wow," Jack said. "You are—really—bad at this."

"Well, what do YOU suggest?"

Elsa raised an eyebrow. "Um," she said quietly, "Maybe—not—splatting this person's hero onto the skylight?"

The Author sighed, rolling her eyes somewhere up into the vicinity of her hairline. Taking out her pencil again, she scribbled down something new in the notebook.

"Fine, fine…"

"WHOOO-HOO!"yelled a voice from outside, "I CAN FLY!"

Hearing the sound of wild cheering, the three looked up again, to catch a glimpse of Kobe Bryant (who had suddenly sprouted an enormous pair of purple and gold wings) soaring over the top of the skylight.

"Meh," Jack shrugged.

The Author's eyes narrowed. Setting her jaw, she started writing in the notebook again.

Scribble scribble scribble.

"AND I BREATHE FIIIIIIRE!" Kobe shrieked.

Elsa yelped, grabbing Jack by the back of his hoodie and yanking them away from the table as the entire skylight, melted by the sudden fireball, came crashing down onto the floor in front of them.

"WHAT'S HAPPENING?!" she cried.

"I DON'T KNOW!"

The Author, who was now smirking on the other side of the room and casually sitting underneath a fire-proof canopy, continued to write.

Bursting out of the flames, the tall man leapt up onto the table, dribbling a large orange ball and leaping into the air as he ran down its length, pounding the ball through a small hoop, which had suddenly materialized twenty feet above the table.

"SLAM DUNK!" he yelled, "WOOOO!"

"WHERE IS ALL THAT APPLAUSE COMING FROM?"

The Author shrugged. "Oh," she giggled, "He's Kobe Bryant. It just kind of follows him around."

Now suddenly thirty feet tall, a giant Kobe Bryant was running around the library, toppling bookcases and his enormous feet shaking the ground with each step as he dribbled the ball.

BOOM. BOOM. BOOM.

"HOW DO YOU MAKE HIM STOP?!" Elsa shrieked, "HE'S RUINING EVERYTHING!"

Another set of bookcases, now on fire, fell away from the table, hitting into the next and the next like dominos.

"AND MY AWESOMENESS INCREASES!" Kobe boomed, "ALLLLLL HAAAAAIL MEEEEEEEEE!"

The cheering swelled.

The Author grinned. "Acknowledge him, Elsa."

"WHAT?!"

"DO WHAT SHE SAYS!" Jack screamed, "JUST DO IT! ACKNOWLEDGE HIM!"

He was running back towards them, the sound of the crowd growing louder as he approached. "AND NOW THE BASKETBALL HOOP IS ON FIIIIIRE—"

"—TROPHY!" Elsa shrieked.

The giant Kobe Bryant paused.

A silence falling over the library, now in ruins, he slowly turned around, stooping down to the tiny Snow Queen. She frantically swirled her hands through the air, heaving a ball on a pedestal, made of ice, that was half of her height.

"I—UM," she proclaimed, her legs shaking, "I, QUEEN ELSA OF ARENDELLE, AM DELIGHTED TO PRESENT THIS—UH—AWARD—TO—"

Elsa froze, looking to The Author in desperation.

"Kobe Bryant," the girl hissed.

"KOH-BEE BRIAN," Elsa blurted, pushing her arms up, "FOR HIS OUTSTANDING ACHIEVEMENTS IN—!"

She glaced to The Author again.

"Basketball."

"BASKETBALL!" Elsa shrieked.

A sheepish grin tugging at the edge of his mouth, the giant Kobe Bryant gingerly reached forward, plucking it out of her hands. As the weight lifted, Elsa stumbled backwards, Jack lurching forward and catching her as she was about to collapse.

"Sweeeeet," the giant Kobe Bryant grinned, tossing the trophy to himself as he straightened up, the basketball on his hip. "Thanks, your majesty."

She nodded weakly, collapsing a bit into Jack's arms.

He started to turn away, walking towards the place where the skylight used to be, his enormous wings unfurling.

"I'll put this one with my other ten thousand," he muttered happily to himself as his wings began to flap.

FWOOM. FWOOM. FWOOM.

And he was gone.

Standing in the destruction, the burning bookshelves and shattered glass around them, Jack and Elsa slowly looked back to the girl on the sofa. She was now holding a large glass of pink liquid with an Olaf-shaped Crazy Straw sticking out of the top.

She shrugged, feeling the air with her tongue for the end of the straw. Grasping it, she pulled it into her mouth.

SLUUUUUUUURP.

Noticing their stunned silence, The Author paused. Then, she raised her eyebrows, holding out the drink.

"Uh… lemonade?"

"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?!" Jack sputtered, flinging his arm to the side. "Elsa and I were having a PERFECTLY BELIEVABLE sweet and romantic scene, and then you had to come in and do—and—THAT! WHAT WAS THAT?!"

"Meh," she shrugged, "Comedy."

Elsa's jaw dropped, her face pale.

"YOU just destroyed HUNDREDS OF YEARS' worth of Arendelle's records!" she choked.

The Author acknowledged this, taking another slurp of the drink and casually looking around the room. From somewhere in the back of the library, the crackling of the fire resounding through the room, one of the final bookshelves began to collapse, slowly falling onto the ground.

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee BOOM.

Silence.

"Hmm," the girl mused. "I guess you do kind of have a point there."

"Soooo," Jack gritted, "What are you going to DO about it?"

"Oh, hush. I got this."

The girl rolled her eyes, flipping open the notebook again.

POOF!

And everything instantaneously returned to the way it was before.

Elsa let out a sigh of relief. "Thank you," she exhaled.

The Author nodded. "Yeah," she said, "The obsession with athletes… it's something I've never really understood. I mean, I'm sure that this guest reviewer is perfectly normal, but I've known some people have such intense obsessions that it's… disturbing."

Jack raised his eyebrows. "More disturbing than giving a Dreamworks character a sexual fetish?"

"YOU'RE STILL THINKING ABOUT THIS MORNING?" Elsa sputtered.

"I'm a guy!"

"I cannot believe that ice is a fetish for you—"

"—Well, NOW it is!"

"It is NOT a fetish, Jack!" The Author protested. "It's just a thing I'm using as a mechanism to express your intense sexual attraction to Elsa, without ever actually referring to body parts or sex!"

Jack raised his eyebrows.

"So… a fetish," he said slowly.

"Yeah, basically."

"I—waitaminute," Jack said, starting to walk slowly towards The Author, "I just thought of something. You—um—you're writing all of our emotions and thoughts—right?"

"Yeah. Why?"

With Elsa watching in confusion, Jack then paced quickly up to The Author, leaning in close to her ear and whispering something that Elsa couldn't quite make out.

The girl jolted.

"OH my word," she snapped. "NO."

"Aw, come on!" Jack begged, "Please? Can't you just write in a little—"

"—YOU'VE KNOWN HER FOR THREE DAYS!"

"I have a blasted fetish now, because of you," he snapped. "You. OWE me. Frankly, I think you owe BOTH of us."

"But you can't. Not yet," The Author whined. "Jack… it doesn't make sense with the plotline."

"Unlike—say—this entire outtake scene?"

Silence.

"Okay, okay…" The Author sighed, rolling her eyes as she flipped open the notebook.

"YES!"

"Just ten minutes," the girl with the notebook said sternly, raising an eyebrow at him and beginning to write.

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face as Jack grabbed her hand, pulling her away from the table and towards the end of the bookshelves and the wall.

"Wait," Elsa stammered nervously, "What did you ask her? What's going—"

"—You'll find out. Come 'ere, Snowflake."

Reaching the wall, Jack suddenly yanked Elsa around, shoving her against it and reaching for her wrists.

A strange expression crept over Elsa's features.

"Wow," Elsa breathed. "I suddenly have this really intense desire to make out with you."

Jack's breath caught, his mouth falling slightly open in delight. Then, looking to The Author, he raised his eyebrows.

"Can you please just keep her like this?" he begged.

"NO."

"B-But this is completely out of character!" Elsa exclaimed as he adjusted his grip on her wrists, "I—I would never do something like this! I mean, I want to make out with you, but there hasn't been enough relationship development yet!"

"Yeah, I wouldn't normally push things this fast, either," Jack said. He then smiled mischievously, peering up at her through his eyelashes. "Well—I mean—maybe I wouldn't. But, if the entire scene is going to be cut as an outtake anyway, the real question is: do we care?"

With The Author patiently waiting by the table, Elsa and Jack stared into each other's eyes for a long moment.

"Good point," Elsa gasped.

Slamming her body up against the wall and pinning her, Jack smashed his lips against hers.

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Ten Minutes Later

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"Ahem."

The Author sighed, glancing at her watch again. Still shoved up against the wall, Elsa gave a tiny moan, twisting Jack's hair in her fingers as he kissed her again, his hands on her shoulders.

The Author shook her head, jumping down from the table. "OOOOOH-kay, lovebirds," she said loudly, "It's been ten minutes. That's more than enough."

"Mmph," Jack responded, going in for another kiss.

Elsa, her braid almost completely pulled out, sighed happily, then taking another tiny gasp for breath before the snogging resumed. Her lipstick, a dark shade of red, had by now long since been smeared across both of their pale complexions as Jack Frost and Queen Elsa passionately, randomly, and without any character development or literary explanation whatsoever, continued making out.

Her eyes narrowing, The Author stomped up to them, tapping Jack on the shoulder.

"Release," she demanded. "Come on. This is making me sick."

Gasping. Kissing.

"Seriously. I am not a romance novelist," The Author groaned. "Stop it. Stop this right now."

Elsa's hands slid down onto Jack's neck, and he shifted on his feet, pushing her against the wall again.

Oh, the readers had better freaking be enjoying this.

The Author exhaled slowly, shaking her head. Pulling the pencil from her hair, she flipped open the notebook, threateningly touching the lead to the paper.

"Keep ignoring me, and I'm making Jack gay."

They jolted.

Breaking apart a few inches, Jack and Elsa—not letting each other go—looked to The Author in horror.

"You wouldn't," Elsa choked.

"You can't," Jack added, his face pale. "I mean—you have the word 'Jelsa' in the title. You can't make me gay."

The Author smirked, raising her eyebrows and waggling the pencil at them.

"I can do aaaaanything I want," she teased in sing-song. "It's a fanfic."

"But you said you're trying to stay true to the movies," Jack protested, "And—and I'm pretty sure that Dreamworks was making it clear that I—"

"—Was intentionally, shamelessly designed to try to hit a Swooning Fangirl market? Yeah," The Author acknowledged. "I think they definitely were shooting for heterosexual, with you. I mean, like, hiring the guy that plays Captain Kirk in the new 'Star Trek's for your voice? And how about that forced relationship with Tooth? That wasn't out of the blue at all."

"TOOTH?!" Elsa sputtered, "As in, the TOOTH FAIRY?!"

Jack swallowed hard, his face pained. "Why did you have to bring that up?" he groaned.

"Because I'm evil." The Author giggled. "And, come on, Dreamworks. Must every adult female character in your movies be a mom or a love interest? You know, some women can be happy without a man."

"Says the Jelsa shipper?"

"Touché."

Elsa's eyes were still wide with disbelief. "You said the Tooth Fairy was half HUMMINGBIRD!" she cried.

"I was DESPERATE, okay?" Jack choked, blood rising to his cheeks. "Like—really, really, SUPER desperate—"

"—Wait," The Author blurted suddenly, "You guys aren't fighting, are you?"

"We—"

"—Meh, don't answer. Nobody cares." The Author flipped open the notebook again, flicking her fingers casually in their direction and beginning to write. "Let's be honest; all anybody really seems to want is for you two to get together as quickly as possible. Go back to being adorable."

Jack and Elsa, with Elsa still pressed against the wall, blinked. After a few moments of silence, they slowly turned back to each other.

"You're wonderful," Jack breathed.

"And you're amazing!"

"I am so in love with you."

"Should we kiss again?"

"This is all going to be an outtake, anyway."

"True, true."

And the unexplained, out-of-character, and yet somehow still entertaining lip-smashing resumed.

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Another Ten Minutes Later

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"Time's up," The Author proclaimed. "I can't take much of this anymore. Release the Queen, Mr. Guardian."

Jack reluctantly let go of Elsa's shoulders, taking a step back from the wall and messily wiping his arm across his mouth. Gasping for breath, she shakily stumbled forward, tripping over the edge of her dress and falling into his arms.

"Eep!"

"Whoa!" Jack caught her, and Elsa giggled breathlessly, starting to pull herself up against him. "You okay?"

She said nothing, but nodded weakly. Looking to The Author, and then to Jack, and then back to The Author, her face flushed.

"Heh," Elsa squeaked.

The Author chuckled, shaking her head. "Told ya you'd enjoy it," she drawled, pulling out the pencil again.

Jack grinned, helping Elsa back onto her feet. She giggled again, shaking her head slightly, and Jack then looked back to The Author, raising his eyebrows.

"Just so you know," he said intensely, "I forgive you for everything."

"Oh, good," she shrugged. "Because I have a lot more emotional torture and drama to drag you guys through."

"Wait, WHAT?"

"Hey. Don't worry. You get a super happy ending." The Author grinned. "I don't do sad endings. I hate sad endings."

"Well," Elsa admitted breathlessly, "I guess that's good to know. Um… I think?"

"And it's probably time to wrap this outtake chapter up," Jack said. "I mean… how weird is it for the author to barge in and talk about themselves in Third Person?"

"Yeah, but it's about to get even weirder. I kind of want to address my reader directly." The Author shrugged, turning the page of the notebook. "Ever heard of Second Person, Frost?"

CRASH!

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You find yourself suddenly standing in a room with a high, pitched ceiling. Far above you is a skylight, formed into a dome of glass, and in front of you in a long table with a bench on one side. Taking a hesitant step forward, bookshelves looming above you on both sides, you realize that the bench is glinting in the faint lamplight, throwing sparkling colors in all directions like a prism.

Approaching it, you look closer, and realize that the bench is made out of… ice?

"AH! THERE you are!" a voice exclaims.

You snap your head up. Walking briskly towards you is a girl in her early twenties, holding a notebook. As she clomps in your direction in her gothic combat boots, sticking her pencil behind her ear and extending her hand, you can't help but notice that there is no further physical description of her character.

Huh, you think to yourself. She must be trying to conceal her appearance, which would probably make her REALLY easy to spot at physics conferences.

"Indeed I am!" the girl says enthusiastically.

Stiffening, you sharply suck in your breath.

"Wait," you say carefully, "You—you can hear my thoughts?"

"I'm writing them, dawling. It's Second Person," she giggles, sticking out her hand. "I'm The Author. DANDY to make your acquaintance."

A wave of confusion sweeps over you. Looking over the girl's shoulder, you see a young, pale couple standing on the other side of the room. They appear to be horrified.

"How is she doing this?" the boy in the hoodie hisses, "This can't be allowed. She can't be able to do this!"

To this, the girl in front of you lets out a laugh, spinning around and snapping her fingers through the air as she sassily swings her hips back and forth.

"Anything. I. Want," she enunciates. "It's a Fanfic. Remember?"

"But this is weird! You've even changed tense!"

"Aaaaanything I want, Frosty."

The girl swivels back to you, shrugging. "It's not every day that The Author gets to stomp into her own story to give spoilers to the main characters," she giggles. "I'll have to wipe their memories, of course, but—"

"—NOOOOOOOOO!"

The boy opens his mouth to protest again, but before he can say anything, the girl in the sparkling dress leans in to his ear, gently taking his arm and whispering something you can't quite distinguish. The boy's face breaks into an enthusiastic grin, and he grabs the girl's hand, pulling her away.

"Am I one of your characters now?" you ask.

The Author shakes her head. "Nah," she replies, "I mean—technically, yes, but you're one of my readers. I just wanted to speak to you directly."

She gestures to the couch, walking around and collapsing onto it. You follow, an expression of confusion sweeping over your face, while pretending not to notice that the pale couple on the other side of the room is now making out.

Again.

"I just wanted to talk to you about trolling," The Author sighs.

You raise your eyebrows.

"Trolling?" you ask, "What's that?"

"It's when people go out of their way to say pointlessly nasty and negative things on the internet, while hiding behind an anonymous username," The Author shrugs. "Yes. It sucks. Do you feel like nachos? I feel like nachos."

She pulls a pencil from her hair, and jots down a quick note in her notebook.

POOF!

And offers you the plate. You shake your head, and she shrugs again, selecting a chip and popping it into her mouth.

CRUNCH.

"Suit yourself. Here's the thing about trolling, though," she sighs, "I shouldn't care about the trolls. I mean—why should I care, if somebody on the internet doesn't like me? I think I'm doing pretty well for myself, right now. Frankly, in the middle of writing this chapter, I found out that I got into my first choice graduate school. As of next fall, I've officially pursuing a PhD in Optical Physics."

Optical Physics?

"What does that mean?" you snort.

The Author raises her eyebrows.

"That I'm awesome?" she chuckles. "That I'm fighting through my emotional disorders like a boss? That my wonderful readers have helped me get through more than they realize? That I'm passive-aggressively reminding those readers of how NOT socially acceptable it is for me, with what I do for my job, to secretly SHIP JELSA? Take your pick."

Subtle, you think to yourself.

The Author laughs, taking another nacho.

CRUNCH.

"But see—that's my point," she sighs, "The opinion of a troll shouldn't matter to me. I mean, come on—I'm a laser physicist. That alone should make me be perfectly confident in who I am, but—I'm not. If somebody online, somebody I've never met, tells me that my stuff is crap, it certainly shouldn't hurt my feelings. But it still does."

You acknowledge this.

"Are you sure that you aren't just upset because you got an honest, negative review?" you ask carefully.

"OH, no. That's totally different," she scoffs. "I mean, I don't enjoy having my mistakes pointed out to me, but I'm grateful for it when it happens. Constructive criticism helps me as a writer."

CRUNCH.

"I do love guacamole," The Author sighs dreamily. "I should hang out in my own writing more often."

"So, what's the difference between a negative review and a trolling review?"

"Ah. Right." The Author puts down the nachos, leaning forward onto her knees. She pulls in a deep breath, closing her eyes.

"A negative, but constructive, review is one that basically says, This didn't work for me, and here's why," she begins. "Sometimes I'll disagree, but that's okay. More often than not, those reviews allow me to catch mistakes, improve the story, or just get better as a writer. I really value those, like I value all of the reviews. Even when I'm moderating them, like the guest reviews, that's why I almost NEVER delete any of them. Even when they're negative."

"And a trolling review?"

"A trolling review is one that basically says, This is crap, and then moves on without ANY further explanation," she laughs bitterly. "It doesn't help the writing. It doesn't provide good feedback for the writer. ANY kind of content creator on the internet will tell you the same: All trolling does is discourage us from creating. It's just straight-up negativity, and that helps no one."

The Author sighs, leaning back into the couch cushions and shaking her head. "You know something, though?" she says quietly, "The trolling—I've gotten a couple weird reviews, but I can't believe that we got all the way to chapter forty-one before the first review telling me my stuff was crap showed up. In that way, I'm really super surprised. I mean, the people on here—this site—they're fantastic."

She thoughtfully stares at the end of her pencil, twisting it and twisting between her pointer fingers. You raise your eyebrows.

"The fans mean a lot to you… don't they?" you ask.

She nods, biting her lip and staring into her lap. After a few moments, The Author lets out a bitter bark of laughter, shaking her head.

"They probably mean way too much to me," she admits. "Even the one that trolled me on the last chapter. I mean—that's one of the main reasons I can justify doing this fanfic. If people are enjoying it—like, even random teenagers I'll never meet—then I at least know that I'm making somebody happy. You know?"

She sighs, and begins to get up from the couch. You follow suit, and she flips the notebook open again, pulling the pencil from her hair.

"Speaking of the story," she says, "It's probably high time that I actually get BACK to it. I mean—I have a favorite chapter coming up pretty quickly, here."

"Favorite chapter?"

"Let's just say that I'm moving the plot forward, while diving into another backstory that stays true to the character presented in the movie, and indirectly tackling some serious social issues, while placing Rise of the Guardians into a historically accurate context," The Author grins. "You know—just expanding on a really great character that doesn't get a ton of screen time. I cover it a lot quicker—like, no flashbacks or anything—but Jack's backstory pales in comparison to what I've figured out for this character. And the others, but we don't get into their backstories for a long while, so this one is sort-of a sneak peek for the kind of stuff I've got coming up later."

"And you're still specifically interpreting the movie—not the books," you ask, "Um—right?"

"OH, yeah. THAT'S for sure. We've got about three more chapters before we get to this one I'm so excited about, but I'll even give you a hint," the girl giggles, shooting you a quick wink as she touches her pencil to the paper. "It's titled: Sand. Thanks for dropping in!"

CRASH!

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The Author turned around to Jack and Elsa again. Seeing her walking towards them, Elsa put her hands on Jack's chest, gently pushing him away. He quickly snuck another kiss, before reluctantly letting Elsa go and taking a step back.

He turned back to the girl with the notebook. "What's with the crashing?" Jack asked.

"Hey!" The Author retorted, "If you can think of a better 'changing from past tense third person to present tense second person' sound, then be my guest. Not to mention—OOO! I just thought of another PUN!"

"Oh, you gotta be kidding m—"

"—The CRASHING," The Author declared, "Was the sound of ME—BREAKING the fourth wall!"

Ba-DUM, ktch!

"Isn't that a theater term?" Jack sighed.

"Yeaaaaaaah, yeah, yeah; watch me not care, Frosty."

"So, what happens now?" Elsa asked hesitantly.

"Oh… right," The Author sighed. "Yeah, you go back to where you were before, I fix everything to be exactly the way it was, I wipe your memories, and I leave. It'll be like none of this ever happened."

Elsa looked down, her face filled with disappointment as she forlornly glanced towards Jack.

"Like this never happened," she echoed sadly, gently running her hand over her opposite wrist.

Jack sighed. "There's really no other way?"

"Not that I can think of. Not that makes sense with the plot."

They sighed, walking slowly over to the bench and sitting down again as the girl scribbled in the notebook, the couch turning into a hard wooden chair, the food disappearing, the books of records flipping themselves open again.

Jack and Elsa sat down, and Jack put his arms around her waist again, disappointed that he couldn't do anything more. He then looked back to The Author, nodding.

She pulled in a deep breath, writing something down and snapping the notebook shut.

A few moments passed in silence.

"Uhhh," The Author started slowly, "Did… did it work?"

The pale couple jolted, whirling around on the bench with shock.

"Who are you?" Elsa gasped.

"Whoo-HOO!" The Author exclaimed. "It DID work! YES!"

"Wait, what?"

"In a moment, you won't remember, dawling. But, in the mean time," the girl giggled, "I am… nothing more than a figment of your imagination."

Looks of confusion and shock swept across Jack and Elsa's faces. The girl shook her head and shrugged.

"It was fantabulous meeting you both," she grinned, writing something down in the notebook. "But, I think we should really get back to the story now. Toodles!"

POOF!

And The Author was gone.

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And, in conclusion, despite the trolling, this "satire" outtake chapter was weirdly fun to write. As a general rule, I don't take requests. We get back to the story in the next chapter. See ya in "Once a Shepherd," folks! :)

 

Chapter 43: Once a Shepherd

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Thank you thank you THANK YOU for everyone that's given me reviews! Especially on the last chapter-yeah, I really needed that. Despite the fact that some people didn't really get that it was a SATIRE (simplified definition: A JOKE), I was overwhelmed by the support. As I expected, the Fan/Troll that inspired it didn't mean to troll me at all , and even wrote a lovely note to apologize. His name is Adam, and he is nice. Say hello, Adam!

ADAM: Uh… hello?

Thank you! See? And we're ALL FRANDS AGAN. (Thanks for NOT being a troll, Adam! And, I'm sure you're not an idiot, even though you said so in your LOVELY apology.) ;)

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo, as usual

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43: ONCE A SHEPHERD

It was a bit more difficult to work, with Jack's arm around her waist as they sat side-by-side on the bench, but Elsa quickly found that a strange comfort accompanied his touch. Every once in a while, feeling the chill of his arm shifting on her back, she would jolt, remembering who she was sitting with. Even through the fabric of his dark blue shirt, Jack was ice cold.

Not that the cold had ever bothered her.

After three hundred years, he needed to touch someone. Of course, Elsa knew that she didn't owe Jack anything, and she certainly wasn't obligated to let him touch her. If she didn't sort of like it, she wouldn't have let him stay so close to her at all. But, enjoying the strange new feeling as she did, Elsa was more than happy to sit and study with Jack's arm around her waist, if it apparently meant so much to him. Showing any kind of affection out of pity was a horrible idea, but Elsa didn't pity Jack. No—no, it wasn't like that, at all. Frankly, she admired him more than she was ready to admit, and—as his friend—she wanted to make sure that he knew (really knew) that someone was there, and someone believed in him, and would never stop believing in him again. After all, that kind of thing was the whole point of friendship—right? Making the other person happy?

Friendship felt absolutely wonderful.

Elsa snuck another glance at the pale young man beside her on the bench as she turned a page of the record. Jack was right—the criminal cases, as opposed to the family cases, were infinitely more promising, despite the fact that they still hadn't found any directly relevant law references. Yes: a reform was definitely in order. Just another thing on the reinstated Queen Elsa's increasingly-long Political To-Do List. And, without Jack, she wouldn't have even been aware that the problem existed.

Elsa felt his right arm move off of her stomach, his left giving her a slight squeeze as he reached and turned a page of his own volume. Sensing him turning to look at her, she quickly glanced back to the court record in front of her, fighting the blood rising to her face. Why hadn't he said anything about these records earlier? She would have been looking in the entirely wrong place. And who knows for how much longer.

He had to be brilliant, too?

Her heart leapt again as the Spirit of Winter silently wrapped his other arm back around her waist, pulling her up next to him on the bench again. It was a little harder to work this way, but if all she could offer him was the chance to touch someone—well.

Small sacrifice.

"What are you thinking, Elsa?"

She jolted. Nervously turning and looking to him—her face only a few inches from his own—Elsa shifted, suddenly aware of how close he was to her.

How very. Very. Close to her.

"I—um," she stammered, looking up, "I was just thinking—the snowball fight…?"

Her voice trailed off. A look of concern swept across Jack's face, and he loosened his grip slightly.

"What about it?" he asked.

Elsa looked down, Jack's arm still on her waist. Shifting on the bench and drawing his hand across her back, he then turned around to face her. As he slid his hand down her arm, interlacing his fingers with hers, Elsa gulped her heart back down and forced herself to look into his eyes.

"Um—I—rules," she blurted. "I think we should establish some rules. You know, for future ones. So we won't—uh—"

"—Kill each other?"

"Right."

The Guardian laughed, giving her hand a squeeze. Seeing his smile, Elsa relaxed slightly on the bench, shaking her head.

"I mean," she added quickly, "If—if you were wanting to ever have another snowball fight."

"Who are you talking to?"

Elsa said nothing, shrugging slightly as more blood rushed to her face. Suddenly, Jack's eyes were right next to her own, and she jolted.

"I sup-p-pose that was a kind of silly qu-question," she choked.

"Of course I want to have more snowball fights," he whispered. "And, it's probably a good idea to establish some rules. I mean—most of the people I've had snowball fights with in the past aren't forming the snow as they throw it."

Jack straightened up again, letting go of her hand and standing up. "And besides," he laughed, shoving his volume of court records into the center of the table, "I think it's time for another break, anyway. My brain is melting from reading these conversations."

Elsa nodded. It was getting a bit exhausting.

"So," she said, getting onto her feet as well, "We're going to make this official?"

"I don't see why not."

She turned and began to walk away from the table, going for one of the long aisles of bookcases. Jack snatched up his staff, following after her.

"Where are we going, Elsa?"

"After all this time serving as the Queen of Arendelle, I've long-since learned that if it isn't written, it didn't happen," Elsa said matter-of-factly. "And I believe we need some parchment."

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"And no icicles."

"Definitely not."

Back at the table, the quill scratched quickly across the sheet of parchment as Jack Frost scribbled down another rule. He paused at the end of the line, brushing the quill's feather against his chin as he thoughtfully looked up, raising an eyebrow and turning to Elsa again.

"And, no hailstones, I'm guessing," he offered.

"That's probably for the best."

"How do you feel about height?"

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face. She shifted on the bench. "Height?"

"You know," Jack said, "Uh—like, how far could I drop you, without you hurting anything?"

"Oh."

Elsa placed her elbows on the table, resting her chin on her fists and biting her lip in thought. Shrugging, she then looked back to him.

"The snow will always cushion it and everything," she said softly, "But—well, I suppose it probably shouldn't really ever be more than ten feet or so."

"That much?"

Elsa laughed, raising her eyebrows and looking to him. "Why are you so worried?"

He bit his lip, color rising to his cheeks. Hiding it, Jack let out a nervous laugh, picking up the quill and beginning to write down the new rule. "Let's just—let's just say that I have invested interest in your not getting hurt," he chuckled.

As he finished jotting it down, Jack looked back to Elsa and peered up at her through his eyelashes, a flirtatious little hint of a smile twitching out of the side of his mouth.

Elsa froze.

Snapping back into focus, she gave her head a vigorous shake, crossing her arms tightly over her chest and looking down. Clearing her throat, she pulled in a shaky breath.

"And—um," she choked, pointing to the piece of parchment, "And—and no pinning anybody down."

Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter, shaking his head and starting to write it down. "What, no?" he drawled, his voice dripping with sarcasm, "Gee, I thought you liked that, Snowflake!"

"Well, yes, but—!"

Elsa abruptly sucked in her breath, cutting herself off. She looked down at the table again, clasping her hands together and trying to not notice the eager little smile spreading across his face.

"Did you just say… what I think you just said?" Jack breathed.

"No."

He dropped the quill, leaning forward onto his elbow and resting his chin on his fist.

"You said you liked it," he chuckled.

"No, I—no, I didn't," she stammered desperately, shying away from him on the bench, "So, we need to make a rule against it. Write that down."

Jack's smile melted into a smirk.

"You. Liked it," he enunciated, raising a single eyebrow.

Elsa's throat tightened. "That is not what I—"

"—You liiiiiiiked it!"

Jack playfully wagged the quill's feather in her face, a teasing smile on the edge of his mouth. Elsa groaned in frustration, turning away from him and pushing herself up from the bench.

"I. Did. Not," Elsa insisted. "And—and besides. It isn't proper."

The Guardian of Fun raised his eyebrows. "With all due respect," he laughed softly, "I'm pretty sure that we passed proper a long time ago."

"Will you just write it down, already?"

Elsa drew herself up, crossing her arms over her chest and giving him her best Royal Glare. After a few moments, Jack Frost shook his head, picking up the quill again and turning back to the list of rules.

"And no—pinning—anybody—down," he muttered, reading aloud as the quill scratched across the parchment.

Elsa nodded curtly, her face grave as he looked up, raising his eyebrows in question. Staring intently into her eyes, Jack then pulled in a long, dramatic breath.

With Elsa watching in confusion, his face suddenly cracked into a mischievous grin, and Jack's head fell back down, the quill flying across the parchment in a frenzy of furious scribbling.

"ExceptForElsaBecauseSheENJOYSBeing—"

"—GIVE me that!"

The Snow Queen leapt forward, snatching the piece of parchment out of Jack's hands. Fighting the heat rushing to her face as he burst out laughing, she bit down hard on her lip, pulling the quill from his grip and turning away. She looked at the list.

"And your handwriting is atrocious," Elsa stammered angrily, looking for any excuse to change the subject. "What, were you raised in a barn?"

Jack paused, raising his eyebrows. Then, letting out his breath, he turned and picked up his shepherd's crook, holding it up. He looked back to Elsa.

"Yesssssss?" Jack chuckled, twirling the shepherd's crook between his fingers.

Elsa felt heat rushing to her face.

Oops.

"And, how about you? Your majesty?" Jack teased, a slight smirk on the edge of his mouth. "Were you raised in a barn?"

She bit her lip, sheepishly looking down and fidgeting with her fingers.

"I was raised in a castle," Elsa muttered.

"Well, there you go."

Drawing herself up, Elsa silently walked around the table, pulling out one of the wooden chairs across from him and pulling open one of the volumes of records. Wishing the she could disappear, or perhaps crawl into a hole, she sat down.

"If the class difference bothers you so much, then you should probably get a tighter grip on your security," Jack chuckled, raising an eyebrow. "Because—well, my Queen, as of right now, it appears that they'll let any old commoner riff-raff into this place."

He winked, twirling the shepherd's crook on his fingers again. With Elsa watching in embarrassment, he then dropped it resolutely onto the table between them with a clatter.

"Jack—you know that class doesn't matter to me," Elsa choked, "And, besides. It doesn't count when the guards can't physically see you."

He let out a sharp bark of laughter, leaning across the table and snatching up the staff again. As he flipped over into the air, hovering in front of her while she determinately stared at the volume of court records, he tossed it to himself.

"Class doesn't matter, eh?" he laughed, flipping over again and touching down on the ground beside her as Elsa pushed herself out of the chair. "That's good to know. Because, I tell you, this castle is already getting downright boring."

"Is that so?"

"Maybe I could take you out again, sometime. You know, show you a slightly less sterilized world?"

She gave him a strange look. "Uh..." Elsa said, pointing to herself. "I'm the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest? I've been far away from Arendelle."

"I mean, the part of the world with a lot of people in it," he deadpanned.

"The Enchanted Forest has people! The Northuldra are wonderful."

"Mm-hmm. And, you said you actually interact with them, how often?"

The Fifth Spirit was abruptly uncomfortable.

"I try to not bother them too much," she whispered, hugging her arms over her stomach. "After the first few months, once they'd taught me how to survive, I just felt like... a burden."

"You're not a burden."

"I'm not very good at the things they can do. Hunting, and such," she admitted, "And the Spirits often need my full attention, now."

"So..." Jack started again, "You're... still isolating yourself. You could stop doing that, you know."

"But I don't know if that'd be such a good idea," Elsa admitted sheepishly. "Being around other people. Growing up in my room—I don't have much of an immune system. I mean, I never had a chance to develop one."

He shrugged. "We can fix that."

"I'm an adult now. It's different," she sighed. "I'd never even had a cold, before Anna's birthday two years ago. And now, if I'm not really careful, I get sick from the drop of a hat."

"Those darned infectious headpieces."

"I wish I were joking."

Jack laughed, shaking his head as Elsa turned around, closing the volume on the table. After a few moments, he took a step towards her, leaning around and looking into her eyes.

"It's a big world out there, Snowflake," he said quietly. "And I'm not talking politics. I mean, cultures, and lands, and kinds of people you might never really interact with. And trust me," he added, right as Elsa opened her mouth to protest, "You can't see it all from the window of a royal carriage. I—I could show you. I mean, if you let me."

Elsa fell silent. Taking her hand back from the book, she fidgeted with her fingers, then hesitantly looking into his gaze.

His eyes were so kind…

"I—that—um," she whispered, "That—sounds really nice. Actually."

To this, Jack smiled. "Maybe a former shepherd boy could teach you a few things," he said quietly.

He reached forward, starting to take her hand again. Jolting, Elsa pulled it away, letting out a nervous laugh.

"Oh, come ON!" Jack sputtered, his face flushing, "You know it's true, Snowflake!"

She giggled, turning to the table and heaving the volume of court records into her arms. "Jack—"

"As much as you have to teach me about politics, I could teach you about—oh, I don't know," he retorted, "Let's see—everything else?"

Elsa paused, slowly turning to him and raising an eyebrow. "Like, how to fling propriety out the window?"

He blushed. "Not really what I was thinking."

"Oh! Breaking and entering, then!"

"Wow."

Laughing, she then whirled back away from him, walking across the carpet to the bookshelf. On the ground by the old ladder, a now-short column of ice waited for its new load, and she swung the volume onto it. Taking a few steps back and pretending to not notice that Jack had followed her over, Elsa set her feet, preparing to raise the pillar of ice into the air. She pulled in a deep breath.

Ignoring Jack, and not noticing that he was silently moving the hook of his staff around her middle, the Fifth Spirit began to slowly raise her arms.

YANK.

"EEP!"

Something hard had suddenly jerked her back by her waist, and Elsa shrieked, tripping over her capelet and plummeting backwards. Before she knew what was happening, Jack caught her out of the shepherd's crook and whirled her body around, swinging the staff behind her. Catching the end of it with his other hand, he then jerked it forward, a tiny squeak escaping Elsa's lips as she lurched towards him, slamming into Jack's chest.

Helplessly trapped against him, Elsa gasped for breath and struggled to gather her senses. Looking down, she realized that she was hanging on for dear life to two white-knuckled fistfuls of navy blue fabric.

Blushing furiously, Elsa pulled in a long breath, willing herself to shakily let go of Jack's shirt. He raised his eyebrows, the flirtatious little smile twitching out of the side of his mouth again as she regained her footing.

"I could teach you how to use a shepherd's crook," he offered casually.

Elsa's breath caught, paralyzed as he peered at her through his eyelashes. Jack Frost's intelligent, snowflake-marked gaze was playful now, and she could feel him shift on his feet, readjusting his grip on the staff as he teasingly held her against him. Breaking eye contact, Elsa nervously looked down, her heart pounding as she found herself staring at the sparkling web of ice crystals on his shirt.

Heh.

"I—I'm p-pretty sure that's not how you usually use one," Elsa whispered.

Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter, shaking his head and shrugging. "Can't question the effectiveness, though," he laughed.

More heat rushing to her face, Elsa let out a nervous, breathy giggle. She looked up into his eyes again, and for the first time, she noticed that Jack was about one inch taller than she was.

And he was currently making the most of it.

The Fifth Spirit opened her mouth to say something, but no sound came out. Giving her head a quick little shake, she pulled in a deep breath and tried again.

"Could—um," she squeaked, "Could—could you let me go now?"

Jack jolted and abruptly did so, releasing one end of the staff. As the staff swung to the side, breaking the circle that had held her against him, Elsa brushed herself off, straightening her dress as Jack backed away with his hands in the air.

"You—you have to admit, though," Jack laughed nervously, "I'm pretty good with a shepherd's crook. Right?"

"Yes, I'll grant you that."

Jack smiled sheepishly, a little blood rushing to his face as Elsa turned around, setting her feet and getting ready to raise the book on the pillar of ice again.

"Once a shepherd, always a shepherd, Snowflake," he said, walking up next to her. "In all those years of research, you never realized you were studying a peasant?"

Elsa paused. Lowering her arms and turning from the book, she looked back at him. "I don't see you that way," she said softly.

"What's wrong with being a peasant?" Jack demanded suddenly.

"Nothing!" she blurted. "I just—I—!"

He raised his eyebrows, staring at her expectantly. The Snow Queen bit her lip, crossing her arms over her chest.

"I don't like—classifying people." Elsa sighed. "I guess I just—well, I've had enough experience with the upper class to know that being in a certain class doesn't make a person—?"

Her voice trailed off as she searched for a word.

"Classy?" Jack offered.

"Right." Elsa shook her head. "I mean, take Kristoff. He sold ice, for a living. In this kingdom, that places him very firmly into the lower middle class. And he's one of the most incredible men I've ever known."

"Who then married a queen." Jack raised his eyebrows. "Who was previously engaged to—uh, an upper-class sociopath?"

Elsa grimaced, laughing bitterly. "That's a good description for him," she said. "Let's just say I'd take the Ice Man as a king any day."

"No kidding."

She laughed bitterly again. "That's what I mean, though. Your background, money, brains, talent… I mean, even a name," she said softly. "From what I've seen, it isn't what you're born with, that determines who you are. It's what you do with it."

He nodded slowly. "Um," Jack Frost added hesitantly, "Can—can we include cursed with?"

"Of course."

He exhaled, his face relaxing slightly. After a few moments, Elsa drew herself up again.

"Jack… can I ask you a personal question?"

He paused, looking to her in slight surprise. "Um… yeah," Jack shrugged, "Sure. What is it?"

"What's the hardest you've ever gone?"

Elsa crossed her arms tighter over her chest. A look of confusion swept over Jack's face.

"Hardest I've ever gone?" he asked, "What do you mean?"

"Um—with your powers. The snowball fight. It reminded me," she admitted. "Like—have you ever tried to use your powers to—hurt someone? Intentionally?"

His face went pale.

Jack bit his lip, staring at the ground for a moment and kicking at the carpet. Then, after a few moments, he gripped the staff, drawing himself up on it and pulling in a long breath.

Elsa's breath caught as Jack Frost stared directly into her eyes.

"Yes."

 

Chapter 44: The Roots of Fear

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

First off... I thought I'd made it fairly clear in the satire chapter but… um… okay, guys, seriously, I don't take requests. It's not that I don't think you have wonderful ideas, but it's because—well—honestly, I probably already have it planned out. The plot still (GAAAURGH!) hasn't really started yet. Please just stay with me, everybody, we've got a LOT of ground to cover, here! ;)

Secondly, six months ago today, I did something TERRIFYING and INSANE, that I NEVER saw myself doing: I got a fanfiction account, and starting posting some stuff. I have been OVERWHELMED with the love and support I've received. This isn't my favorite chapter, but to celebrate, I'm doing something that is even MORE terrifying and insane to me: As of NOW, a Sneak Peek preview clip of the first 45 seconds of "Broken, Jagged Edges" is on YouTube. I'll tell you more at the end of the chapter.

Thanks for reading, thanks for the WONDERFUL and fantastic reviews, you guys are the BEST, and have an AWESOME day! :D

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44: THE ROOTS OF FEAR

Elsa's heart started pounding as she stared at him, his face suddenly filled with pain as he leaned onto the staff. Shaking his head, Jack took in another deep breath.

"It was self-defense," he stammered, "I mean—it—my friends were threatened, and—well—and this guy—!"

Elsa's eyebrows lifted slightly. She backed up a few steps, bumping into the ice piano bench and sitting down.

Jack bit his lip.

"Okay," Jack admitted quietly. "It really wasn't self-defense. I mean—he hadn't really gone for me yet, but my friends were in danger. So I attacked."

"What happened?"

Jack Frost gulped, looking down. Pulling in his breath again, he shakily walked over, joining her on the bench and resting his elbows on his knees. Elsa suddenly found herself noticing that he wasn't trying to touch her.

Her heart started pounding.

"It was last March. Two incidents. Same person, though," he admitted. "This—um—person—had killed one of my best friends. In front of me."

"No!"

"Yeah. Not a nice guy." Jack shook his head, looking down at the floor and shifting his fingers on the staff. "And he was trying to hurt all of us. Anyway, I gave him everything I had. I froze all of his—uh—weapons—and threw them back at him."

Elsa shifted towards him an inch on the bench. The muscles in his back tensed, and she paused, leaning forward slightly to try to see his face.

He couldn't look at her.

"Did it work?" she whispered.

"The first time, yes. Not so much, after that." Jack bit his lip, nervously glancing towards Elsa's feet. "By that time, he'd reverse-engineered my strategy. Traced it down to its root and used it again me—it was like I just gave him another weapon."

A wave of confusion swept over Elsa's face.

"Um—fear. This person. His weapon was fear," Jack explained quietly. "And when I attacked with him with anger—well, every motivation can be traced to its roots. Anger stems from fear. I mean, all anger really is is fear, mixed with passion."

Elsa bit her lip, letting out a nervous laugh. She shifted on the bench. "That can't be true."

Jack raised an eyebrow. "Uh… no?"

"Well—of course not!"

A hint of a grin tugged at the edge of his mouth. "With all due respect," he said quietly, chuckling bitterly under his breath, "I—um, I know fear pretty well, Snowflake. I mean—I'm a Guardian. I have to. What do you think I'm guarding kids from?"

"But that definition of fear," Elsa countered, "It's—it's too—simple!"

"So, it can't be true?" Spinning around on the bench, he turned and looked at her. "Alrighty, Snowflake. Game on. Think of a time when you were really angry at someone."

"Jack, I try not to let myself get angry," she retorted. "I mean—I can't afford to get angry at people. I loose control."

"Which implies that you have been angry before, at least once." Jack raised his eyebrows, reaching for her hand again. "Example… a couple minutes ago?"

Elsa thought of this for a moment. Jack grinned mischievously, glancing across the table at the sheet of parchment.

She gasped, pulling her hand away from him. "You were being obnoxious!"

"Yeah, and you got ticked off," he chuckled, scooting towards her on the bench. "Anger. Why were you angry?"

Elsa moved another inch away. "I—you were saying that—well, frankly, I just didn't like what you were implying!"

Scoot.

"That you have a gender," Jack scoffed, grinning slyly and inching towards her again. "Because acknowledging that would be—bad?"

Scoot.

"In that context, yes!"

Scoot.

"Why?"

Scoot.

"Because it's not proper!"

Scoot.

"Who cares?"

Scoot.

"I do!"

Scoot.

"Why does it matter to you?"

Elsa tried to scoot back on the bench again, only to gasp, barely catching herself before she fell off its end. Groaning in frustration, she shook her head, ignoring Jack's silent laughter and getting onto her feet.

"Because," she said sternly, "I don't want anyone to think that I would be that flighty and—"

"—Fear!"

Elsa froze. His eyebrow raised, Jack sat up a little taller on the bench, staring intently into her eyes.

"There it is," he said softly. "The fear. Right. There. You were angry, because you were afraid that someone might think you were—"

"—Don't say it."

A sly little grin tugged at the edge of Jack's mouth as he saw Elsa's blushing. He shook his head.

"I hate to break it to you, Elsa," he chuckled, "But—uh—you're a girl. I mean, you know that. Right?"

"You're not supposed to be reminding me of it every ten seconds!"

Jack leaned forward onto his elbow, peering up into her face through his eyelashes. "You know," he teased, "At some point, you're going to stop running away from it, and actually embrace the whole sexuality thing."

"Well, don't hold your breath."

"From what I've heard, one usually doesn't."

"You—!"

"—THERE! Right there!" Jack interrupted triumphantly, uncrossing his legs and leaping up onto the table, "Anger! Why are you angry?"

Elsa's breath caught. She then set her jaw, feeling more blood rushing to her face in embarrassment.

Wow, had she fallen for that one.

"I just—I—oh, I don't know!" she stammered desperately, "I—I don't like that kind of humor, okay?"

"Why not?"

"Well—what if you got the wrong idea?" she blurted, "I mean—our friendship! If something went sour—"

"So, we're back to fear again."

She crossed her arms over her chest. "That doesn't count as another example. I was mad at you for the same reason."

"So, name another."

"Alright," Elsa retorted, her mind racing as she desperately tried to think of a reason to change the subject, "I—I got mad at Anna when she told me she had gotten engaged to someone she'd just met. Two summers ago."

To this, Jack's eyes bulged. After a few moments, he then grinned, shaking his head. "Anna got engaged to a guy she'd just met?" he breathed.

"She was lonely." The Snow Queen rolled her eyes, crossing her arms over her chest. "But, of course, the guy turned out to be a total sociopath. I tried to warn her about it, but then she got upset, and she grabbed my glove, and I freaked out because I didn't know if I could conceal my ice powers without it, and—"

"—Oh, look! Fear again!"

Elsa stopped.

Her eyes wide, she stared at the ground, twisting her heel into the carpet as Jack Frost effortlessly leapt down from the table, bouncing into the air and landing in front of her.

"It's either fear or love, Snowflake," he said quietly. "Everything stems from one of 'em."

She slowly looked up into his face again, his usually piercing blue eyes now soft with sadness again. Jack paused, closing his eyes and pulling in his breath slowly again.

"So," Elsa said carefully, "This—person—?"

"Yeah," Jack sighed. "My attacking him with anger—it worked the first time, because it caught him off guard. But once he'd traced my motivation back to its roots—my fear was exposed, and he could exploit it." Jack laughed bitterly, shaking his head. "My furious nightmare-freezing thing—this guy—well, let's just say that little trick didn't work on him anymore."

Nightmare-freezing thing? Elsa thought. She opened her mouth to ask what he meant, but—seeing the pain in Jack's face—decided against it.

Whatever it was, this memory was hurting him.

"You can't conquer fear with anger," Jack choked. "The best anger can do is delay it for a little while. I mean—if anger stems from fear, it can never totally overtake it. Only love can do that."

The Fifth Guardian bit his lip, readjusting his grip on the staff. After a few moments of silence, he took in a quick breath.

"Look, I know it sounds corny—"

"—No, I—I believe it," Elsa blurted. "I learned the same thing."

Jack raised his eyebrows. She looked down, twisting her heel nervously into the carpet.

"When I—when I reacted out of fear. I mean," Elsa admitted. "I lost. Frankly, I almost destroyed Arendelle. It was only when I responded to things with love that I got control."

"What do you mean?"

"After I got my powers under control—after I figured out my center, I suppose," she said softly, bringing a weak smile from Jack, "I—I made a decision out of anger. Even though I knew I shouldn't have. And I've never done it again since. At least—I've tried not to."

Jack gestured back to the bench, saying nothing. Elsa nodded, following him over and sitting down again.

"Back right after my coronation," she started quietly, "There was—um—a duke—that tried to have me killed. He sent two of his attendants to do it. They broke into my ice palace and—well, and they cornered me on the top floor."

Jack's mouth fell open. "Cornered you?" he gasped, "Two against one?"

Elsa smiled weakly. "Two against one—with ice powers."

"Ah. Well, then."

Her smile faded again, and she looked back up into his eyes. "Anyway," she sighed, "I had my magic to protect me. They only captured me when I stopped fighting—I guess one good thing came out of the sociopath. It was self-defense, but I was almost a killer anyway. When I got back to Arendelle, I was still really angry about what had happened. So I cut off all trade with Weaseltown."

"Well, they deserved it—"

"—No—I mean, I know they deserved it, but—that's the thing. My point," she stammered. "I—I made a decision out of anger. I wanted to punish them. Not just stop their abuse of power, not just to protect Arendelle or myself—I wanted to make them hurt."

Jack was silent. Elsa pulled in another pained breath, squeezing her eyes shut.

"The people of Weaseltown—they were the ones who really got punished. Not the duke. Not the men that tried to kill me," she choked. "And I've had a lot of months to think about my decision. I—I regret it."

Jack Frost stuck his hand in his pocket, feeling the edge of it with his thumb.

"So," he whispered, "If you could go back…?"

Elsa shook her head. "No. I would definitely not cut off the trade," she said fervently. "I mean, cut off the duke and his cronies? Oh, yes. I would definitely rewrite the trade agreements so that they, personally, wouldn't be allowed to ever set foot in Arendelle again, or frankly, get anything from the agreement. But I wouldn't punish all the people of Weaseltown."

The silence fell over the room again.

Looking back to him, Elsa fidgeted with her fingers, pulling in a deep breath.

"Jack… are you familiar with Henry V?"

Jack paused. After a few moments, he raised a single eyebrow.

"Uh," he started carefully, "Like... personally, or…?"

"No! The play!"

He laughed, shaking his head as a little color rose to his cheeks. "Just making sure. Because—um," he chuckled, leaning forward a bit as he looked up into her eyes, "I'm not—that—old, Snowflake!"

Elsa giggled, seeing his expression. "Then, you're basically familiar with the plot and everything, right?"

"Oh, yeah," he laughed. "I actually saw part of it. In the Globe."

"You saw Henry V in the Globe Theater?!" Elsa sputtered. "The Lord Chamberlain's Men? Seriously?"

"Well, it was The King's Men by that point, but—"

"—What else did you see?" Elsa interrupted. "That must have been amazing!"

Jack grinned, rocking back slightly on the bench and crossing his legs. "Well," he started, letting the staff fall back onto his shoulder and counting on his fingers, "From what I recall, I saw chunks of King Henry V, As You Like It, A Midsummer Night's Dream, and… well, and of course, Romeo and Juliet."

A sly little grin twitched out of the side of his mouth as he said the final title, and Jack glanced up towards her again, shooting her a quick wink.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"You're—um," she choked, "You're flirting at me again, aren't you?"

To this, Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter, catching the shepherd's crook forward into his hands and spinning it on the ground. "Well, I don't know, Snowflake," he chuckled, "Is it working?"

Elsa blinked.

"Um," she said slowly, "Romeo drinks poison… and Juliet stabs herself."

"I'll take that as a no."

To this, Elsa grinned, rolling her eyes. Jack shrugged.

"As for Henry V, though—I only saw a chunk of it," he admitted. "I mean, when the theater was being built, I—um—I messed with them a bit. I mean, it wasn't much of a blizzard, but I felt kind of bad for the guy afterwards, so I'd stop back in every few years to see how his plays were—"

"—YOU SNOWED OUT WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE?!"

Jack opened his mouth to say something, and then looked down, shutting it again with a nervous laugh. The tips of his ears turning pink, he shifted his fingers on the staff.

"Um…"

"Un—believable."

He blushed harder, shrugging slightly. Elsa shook her head, laughing good-naturedly and walking over to the table, leaning against it as he got onto his feet.

"So… anyway," she sighed, her face smile fading again, "You know that scene where Henry goes out among the troops in disguise?"

"Yeah, I vaguely remember it."

"It's iconic."

"It's been a while."

"That argument with the soldier about accountability…" she started softly, "That, if the soldiers are fighting an unjust war, their obedience to the king justifies them so that nothing that happens is their fault?"

He got up, walking towards her. "And ol' Henry disagrees, right?"

"Of course." She laughed bitterly, crossing her arms over her chest. "He naturally doesn't want that much responsibility. But, that's my point. With the whole Ice Alliance thing. I'm sort of in the same position as King Henry. When I make a decision that affects so many people—if something related to that decision goes wrong—whose fault is it? It is mine, for having the power to influence people, or is it the fault of the people themselves, what happens?"

"Wait. I lost you. What does that have to do with the Ice Alliance?" Jack asked, raising an eyebrow. "We're not going to war, Snowflake."

"But, in a way, we are! The Council. I mean—pranking them into resigning? Seriously?"

He fell quiet. After a few moments, Elsa pulled in a deep breath.

"See? This is the worst part about being reinstated as the Queen again. I have to call the shots," she choked. "It's another big, huge thing that I do not miss about politics. I mean—alright, let's pretend for a minute that we keep the council the way it is. "

"Well, that sounds awful."

"Stay with me, please," she begged. "Here's the problem. They don't like change, and if I keep them, they aren't likely to allow more reforms to go through. If I can't get them on board with these law reforms, if I can't get them passed, for every child that gets hurt—because I didn't out the council—who is really to blame?"

Jack's eyes bulged.

"The criminals!" he sputtered. "Elsa—you can't—"

"—But I'm supposed to be working to stop them!" she countered, "I mean—Jack—now that I'm aware of the problem—if I don't DO something about it, any more crimes that are committed there are partially my fault!"

"But they're not!" Jack protested. "You can't take responsibility for that—"

"—But see, that's the whole argument!" Elsa groaned. "I—I'm accountable, Jack. At least partially. And I can't run away from it."

He looked down, biting his lip. Her face filled with pain, the Snow Queen pulled in a deep breath.

"People always act like the hardest choices are the ones where you have to choose between right and wrong. But they're not," Elsa sighed. "THOSE ones are easy. The hardest choices to make are those where you're choosing between something bad and something worse, and trying to weigh who will be hurt MORE by each decision."

He was silent. After a few more moments, Elsa shook her head.

"Honestly—that's why I'm so worried about this idea that we're going to spook my councilmembers into resigning," she said softly. "I mean—is this right? To do it this way?"

He looked up into her eyes, his face grave.

"Suddenly, I'm understanding more of why you're so anxious all the time," Jack Frost said slowly.

"My point exactly," Elsa whispered. "On the one hand, it feels wrong to make them suffer, but if we don't do this—if these reforms can't get through—how many more people will suffer because of it?"

Fifth Spirit sighed, turning away from him and starting to walk back over to the table and the volumes of court records. From somewhere behind her, over on the other side of the table, she heard Jack get up from the bench.

"How can you possibly be twenty-three years old?" he breathed.

Elsa paused.

Her face filled with confusion, she hugged her arms tighter to her chest, slowly turning back to face him. His eyes wide with wonder, Jack took a step towards her.

"Elsa… you keep acting like I'm the noble one," he said quietly. "Are you even listening to yourself?"

"What do you mean?"

"Who's sounding more like a Guardian here," he whispered, "You or me?"

Elsa froze, her mouth falling slightly open in shock. Before she could respond, Jack smiled sheepishly, walking up to her and taking her hand.

"Seriously, though," he whispered, looking up into her eyes, "If we're moving on the whole Alliance thing tonight, you probably need to be getting to sleep. I mean, if I'll be waking you up at two in the morning."

"We're doing this at two in the morning?"

"Do you know a better time for spooking geezers?"

Elsa let out a nervous little laugh, looking down to her hand. He gave it a squeeze, and a jolt rushed through her. His fingers were so cold.

So wonderful.

"I—um," she stammered, glancing back up, "It's kind of funny to hear you say that. Mister Breaking-and-Entering."

He blushed, letting out a nervous laugh and shuffling his feet on the floor.

One of the volumes of court records was still on the icy pedestal over by the bookcase. Elsa turned and pulled her hand from Jack's, starting to walk towards it. Before she could reach it, though, a gust of cold wind rushed past her.

A few seconds later, Jack came back down to snatch up the other book, his staff under his arm as he flew. After placing it carefully back on the shelf, he lit down by Elsa again as she disintegrated the icy column she she'd been using as a book elevator.

"Wait—Jack?"

"Yeah?"

"I—um," Elsa asked, her face curious, "I was wondering—so, if you're waking me up, and everything—do you ever sleep?"

He shrugged. "Like, on average?"

"Sure."

He tossed the staff to himself as Elsa walked over to the table again, disintegrating the icy piano bench. "About four hours or so a night, then," Jack said casually. "So, yeah, but not as much as most people. And I can go a few days without sleeping, if I want to."

"I am so jealous of—wait," Elsa said suddenly, spinning around. "Um—Jack—have you slept recently?"

"Uh…"

His voice trailed off, and the Spirit of Winter looked down, self-consciously sticking his hand into his front pocket.

"Jaaaaack," Elsa said slowly, "Have you slept since we've met?"

"Well—yeah!" he stammered, nervously running his fingers through his hair, "I mean, of course! Sure!"

She raised an eyebrow, for the first time noticing how sunken his eyes were, beginning to go bloodshot around the edges. Jack blushed harder.

"Alright," he muttered, "I—I haven't. But we can still move on the Ice Alliance thi—"

"—No. Not tonight," Elsa told him. "You need sleep, too."

"Sleep is for the dead."

"Um—"

"—I'm undead."

"Jaaaaack—?"

Elsa raised her eyebrows.

"Fine," Jack sighed. "I can see that you're not going to let up on this. Tomorrow night, though."

"Tomorrow night," Elsa agreed. "Now, come on. Let's get you to bed."

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AUTHOR'S NOTE (AGAIN): Okay, so a quick word about the DRAFT of "Broken, Jagged Edges" that's up… first, when I say I do a little sound editing, I just say that to clarify that all the instruments are fake (example; I can't actually play guitar or flute, but there's guitar AND flute in it). So, I'm not good enough to edit my voice. The vocal track is worthless, but it's just so you get the idea. And no, I do NOT sound ANYTHING like Idina, who is the Goddess of Song, so… bare with me. I'm just singing with my own voice. Thirdly, I think it needs more bass and piano; let me know what you think. Fourth(ly?), I had to mess with the melodies and rhythms a bit to make this work—you'll hear a difference, I'm sure. The intro gives a little taste of the kind of stuff spread through the song, and I do a lot of weaving melodies together. Fifth, I recommend looking up "Rise of the Guardians Soundtrack Prelude" and giving it a quick listen, before listening to the sneak peek, so you'll recognize bits of the tune. Lastly: Search for "SNEAK PEEK OF DRAFT of "Broken, Jagged Edges" from "Ice Alliance, a Jelsa Fanfic," and you should find it. The channel, of course, is under "Nope Not Telling." Love you all, let me know whatcha think, thanks for reading this chapter (as always), and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :D

 

Chapter 45: Like a Snowflake

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AUTHOR'S NOTE ( original, from FIRST part of two chapters that have now been squashed into one) : Thank you, SO much, again for reviewing! You really have no idea how much it means to me. To "Frost Fangirl": NO, I most certainly do NOT have the time to read long, thoughtful letters written by adorable people on the internet like you carefully detailing how wonderful I am. I would MUCH rather be spending that one minute putting my face through the monitor trying to figure out why my (GAURGH!) LaTex code isn't compiling for my (GUARGH!) senior thesis and muttering g-rated curse words under my breath. (Seriously, your review made my day. And the next. And the one after that.) To answer your question, I usually try to update about once a week, but sometimes, life happens. Example: a week and a half ago, my college laptop kicked the bucket, and I was without my fanfic files for a week. Thankfully, that morning, I'd had a VERY strong feeling (which I followed) that I needed to send myself the files for Ice Alliance. Hours later, my hard drive was totally destroyed. I would have lost about 40,000 words of Ice Alliance's future chapters! (Call it what you will, but in my religion, I'd proclaim that was the Holy Spirit, because the Lord knows this stupid little project is important to me. Message or email me, and I'll tell ya ALL about it.) ;) To "TaraTolmeny": You have NO idea how much that means to me! The satire chapter's styling was written in more of what I'd call my "normal" voice (read: I am NOT a romance novelist), and your comments have really been encouraging. ;) To "Polar Panda": You are adorable! Thanks so much for the reassurance about the pace… yeah, we'll be speeding up again soon enough. ;)

CONTENT WARNING: Jack, as usual, will be hitting on Elsa with the "Subtlety Dial" set to "Steamroller."

AUTHOR'S NOTE ( original, from SECOND part of two chapters that have now been squashed into one) : Thanks again to everyone that reviewed! You cannot KNOW how much it means to me. Even though some authors might get annoyed with the reviews that show up a week after the chapter was posted, basically pressuring the author to post faster, I love those too. It's a great reassurance/reminder that people are actually reading this, which I still can't believe. (Seriously, people! Thanks for being here and justifying my secret hobby; you ROCK!) ;)

Also, I was a bit surprised, which is why I grateful for the feedback: it appears that more people want longer chapters, even if they take long to post! (I would NOT have guessed that.) So, longer it is!

And, I'm still working on "Broken, Jagged Edges" and the List of References, which is apparently going to take, oh, I don't know, a few millennia. So, I'm just going to TELLING YOU AS WE GO some of my favorite ones, that I'm hoping people noticed. (DID YOU?!) First of all, remember Grandpabbi's weird little line in the beginning of Frozen, when he asks the king if Elsa was "born with the powers, or cursed?" That line should have a LOT more meaning, now (HINT: Chapter 31, "Some Are Cursed"). ;)

ALSO: There's this absolutely GORGEOUS little one-shot Jelsa piece called "The Unplanned Visitor" by an author with the username "BattyBigSister." I keep going back to it for inspiration, because it packs SUCH a punch in so few words... it will rip your heart out, but it's awesome. I'm giving it a shout-out because of the LEVEL to which it's inspired me to try to be better in my own work. Anyway, if you want to read a short bit of incredible stuff, go and look it up. ("BattyBigSister" probably has no clue who I am - no, she doesn't know I'm doing this shout-out - but yeah. Her writing is awesome, and I couldn't resist.) ;) THANKS FOR READING, and have a fantastic day!

CONTENT WARNING : Extreme, extended innuendo. Because Elsa (having spent her adolescence locked up hiding/studying in her room) is... clueless. (Seriously, innuendo-wise, this is AS FAR as I am willing to go!)

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45: LIKE A SNOWFLAKE

"Elsa, this really isn't necessary."

Elsa smiled in spite of herself, restraining from a laugh as she finished sealing off the thick wall of ice soundproofing her bedroom door. Her usual night guards (who she believed should remain blissfully unaware of the Fifth Guardian's presence) now stood at their posts outside the door. On the previous evening, she'd been so traumatized and exhausted from the King Edvin experience that she'd fallen asleep long before they'd come, so the soundproofing hadn't even crossed her mind.

The snow packed well around the door's cracks, the Snow Queen took a step back, brushing her hands together and eying her handiwork. For the third night in a row, she suddenly found herself realizing, she and Jack Frost were once again standing together in her bedroom, sealed in from the outside world by a thick layer of ice.

Alone.

Wait, what?

"It would've been different if the guest rooms weren't filled with suitors, and I could've just crashed in one," Jack protested weakly as they walked towards her art gallery, "But this is ridiculous. I can just pass out in a snow bank somewhere."

They went through the open door, and Elsa stomped her foot on the ground, sending swirling spirals of ice shooting across the carpet. Standing in the door frame dividing the rooms, she then raised her arms up into the air, pulling a bed-sized platform of ice out of the floor with a dull creaking.

"No guest of mine is going to be sleeping in a snowbank," Elsa retorted, walking around the platform and running her hand along its edge. A spiked, elegant headboard of ice sprung up from the end of the platform where she'd touched, and Elsa turned around and took a few steps backwards into her room, inspecting her handiwork. "I mean, come now. You're going to at least have a respectable bed."

Looking up, she saw Jack raise his eyebrows. After a few moments, he shrugged and glanced over her shoulder, gesturing to hers.

"Or, we could share that one," he offered.

Elsa jolted.

RUMBLE RUMBLE RUMBLE RUMBLE.

Lowering her hands, she calmly took a step back from the solid wall of ice that now divided her bedroom from the art gallery.

There was a muffled yelling from the other side of the ice.

Rolling her eyes, the Snow Queen stepped forward, raising her hand to the wall. After a few moments of concentration, the frozen particles began to gently lift away from it, layer by layer, floating through the air and into her palm until a small, square window appeared between them.

"What is it?"

Kneeling on the icy bedframe in the next room and peering through the window, Jack grinned. "I said," he chuckled, "That I liked it better when you just kicked me."

"The flirting…"

"Can I take down the wall?"

Elsa paused. After a few moments, with Jack pleadingly stared at her through his eyelashes through the window, she nodded, taking a step back.

Jack tossed his staff to the side, standing up on the platform and setting his feet, and from what Elsa could see, he was positioning his hands flat on the ice. With a triumphant bark of laughter, Jack Frost then suddenly flipped backwards off the platform, sweeping the ice off of the wall and pulling it into the air after him.

Elsa's breath caught, watching through the tiny window as her wall of ice grew thinner and thinner in front of her, spiraling trails of frost spinning and shooting down through the art gallery. As her wall continued to disintegrate, Jack calmly walked down the corridor, flicking his fingers towards the ribbons of frost and making the ice particles begin to dance and swirl into themselves.

Finally, dozens of floating clusters of snow floating all around him, Jack held up his right hand in the air, his middle finger against his thumb.

SNAP.

POP pop CRACK pop pop POW!

And the snow clusters around him in the gallery collapsed onto themselves and exploded, bursting apart like firecrackers in dozens of tiny explosions of shimmering frost.

Elsa's eyes bulged.

A playful little smile on his lips, the white-haired Spirit of Winter shrugged, casually sticking his hands into his pocket and spinning around to face her. Elsa, paralyzed with shock, stood frozen in the doorway, her mouth hanging open with disbelief.

That wall had been thick. And her ice was strong. Like—really strong. In fact, from all appearances, Elsa's ice was stronger than—no, than—well, stronger than one hundred men. And Jack had simply snapped his fingers, and—!

Whoa.

In her mind's eye, Elsa suddenly found herself in Anna and Kristoff's bedroom again, her brother-in-law staring solemnly into her eyes.

That guy is INSANELY powerful.

"You okay, Snowflake?"

Elsa jolted, her eyes snapping back into focus. Jack Frost was suddenly standing right in front of her, on the other side of the icy bedframe.

"I—um!" she stammered, stumbling a step backwards, "I just—sheets. I didn't ever give you, uh, any sheets. Or anything."

"Not a problem," Jack laughed, effortlessly leaping up onto the bedframe and twirling his staff over on his fingers.

SWISH. A burst of ice particles materialized beneath him as he swept the shepherd's crook across the bedframe, a fluffy mound of snow floating down and settling onto it as he pulled up his feet to effortlessly float in the air.

Elsa crossed her arms over her chest. "You still think I'm letting you sleep in a snowbank?" she scoffed. "I'm the Snow Queen. You are my guest. If my poor deceased mother ever—"

"—Oh, come off it," Jack chuckled, swooping forward and landing on the floor next to her. "You still have the bed part. I'm meeting you halfway."

She bit her lip. Laughing, Jack flipped backwards into the air, collapsing into the mound of snow with a crunch. He dramatically sighed, stretching out his arms and folding them behind his head with a grin.

"And besides," he added, turning to look at her, "Snow is infinitely more comfortable than some silly bedsheets."

"Even if they're made of ice?" she asked. "I always use a snow mattress up in the Forest, but I still make sheets."

"Why don't you come over here and see?"

Jack winked, glancing mischievously to the space beside him, and then looking back up into her eyes.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"I—I only made that bed for one person," she stammered. "That wouldn't leave you much room."

"We could squeeze." Jack raised a single eyebrow, readjusting himself in the snowbank. "Come on, Snowflake. Don't be shy."

He shot her a flirtatious grin, gently patting the snow beside him. She opened her mouth to say something, and then blushed, abruptly closing it again. Feeling the heat rushing to her face, Elsa then squeezed her eyes shut, pulling in a deep breath.

"If I—were—going to flirt back," she started carefully, "What—what would you expect me to say?"

Jack's eyes widened slightly at the statement. Then, shaking his head, he abruptly sat up in the snowbank, running his fingers through his hair.

"Well," he chuckled, "I guess I—I just figured there'd at least be some witty, and hopefully suggestive, banter or something."

"Like what? What would be an example?"

"Hmm… alrighty." He grinned, jumping off the bed and landing on the carpet again, walking towards her. "I'll go first. Come kiss me."

"No."

Jack let out a sharp laugh, shaking his head. He then looked back up into her eyes. "Okay, see, that's where the witty, teasing retort was supposed to go," he chuckled. "But it was a start. I guess."

"You think that's flirting?" she sputtered.

"I'm thinking that I'll take whatever I can get."

Elsa shook her head, and put a hand on her hip. "I'm just trying to figure out what on earth you're expecting me to say."

"Then, let's try that again. Come kiss me."

"You can't be serious."

"You can do better than that. Come kiss me."

"Why should I?"

"A little wittier. Come kiss me."

"Touch me, and I'll have you executed."

Jack jolted.

"Ooooookay," he choked. "A little wittier, and a little less…terrifying?"

"But you're being obnoxious!"

"Flirting is obnoxious by nature. That's how it's supposed to work."

Elsa blushed, pulling her hands into her stomach and staring at the floor in embarrassment. This was not happening.

This was not happening.

"I—!" Elsa choked suddenly.

Rubbing her opposite elbow with her hand, she abruptly cut herself off, turning away from him and walking towards her dresser. She couldn't do it. Nope. Not even—

"EEP!"

"Sorry," Jack apologized, having suddenly materialized in front of her, "I—you're upset."

She swallowed hard, taking a tiny step back. He was standing in front of her in her bedroom now, having leapt over the bed, and was staring intently into her face. After a few moments of her continued silence, she heard him let out a long sigh.

"How about this," Jack said softly. "Don't try. Alright? Forget about the stupid flirting thing, if it's scaring you."

Elsa bit her lip, looking down to her hands again. Jack leaned in a few inches closer to her, peering up into her face through his white hair, his eyes soft with concern.

"And I can see that it's scaring you," he added. "I hate it when you look scared."

Something was sparkling in Elsa's peripheral vision. She looked up, and realized that a tiny, glowing snowflake was slowly turning in the air above Jack's fingertips.

The Snow Queen swallowed hard. "Is that—?"

"—Yeah," he sighed. His eyes soft again, he shifted uncomfortably on his feet, letting out a tiny, nervous laugh. "You—um—can I?"

She nodded. Jack flicked his hand towards her, and the snowflake spun and floated through the air, landing on the bridge of her nose.

A beautiful wave of calm swept over her, and Elsa looked up, a nervous smile on the edge of her mouth. As the shimmering in front of her eyes glowed and then faded away, her gaze met Jack's.

He raised his eyebrows. "Better now?"

"I—um—yeah," she stammered. "Thanks."

He smiled, taking a tiny step forward and reaching for her hand. As he took it, Elsa felt a tiny rush of excitement sweep through her body, feeling Jack Frost interlacing his fingers with her own once again.

Jack Frost.

Jack. FROST.

"That—that fun magic thing of yours," Elsa suddenly blurted. "I—I have no idea what to call this feeling. It's just—it's really happy, and then it's calm, and—I don't know. But I sort of—love it."

Jack paused, slowly looking up into her face and raising his eyebrows. After a few moments, an excited little grin began to spread across his face.

"Uh… come again, ma'am?" he chuckled.

"Well, I—this feeling!" Elsa stammered, "When you—well, that thing you keep doing to me! I have no idea how to describe what you're making me feel, but I'm just—like, happy, and—like, really happy, through my whole body, and—wait, what's so funny?"

Jack was now buckled over with laughter, his hand clapped over his eyes. Leaning into his staff, and sinking down against it, he shook his head, looking to her. He opened his mouth to speak, and then—after a brief moment of hesitation—blushed furiously, bursting into hysterical laughter again.

Elsa felt her heart jump into her throat.

"Look," she stammered, "I know it probably sounds weird to you—"

"—Ooooh, there ain't nothin' weird ABOUT it!" Jack gasped, clapping his hand over his mouth and turning away, "I just wasn't expecting to hear THAT come out of your mouth so soon!"

A wave of confusion swept over Elsa's face.

"Hear what come out of my—"

"—N-Nothing!"

His ears were bright red as he stood turned away from her, his back shaking violently as he tried in vain to suppress his laughter. Turning around to face her again, he slowly pulled his hand down from his eyes, looking to Elsa in horrified delight.

"Ooooooh," Jack groaned, shaking his head and grinning from ear to ear as he kneaded his eyebrows, "I have always wanted to know what it'd be like to have a woman say that to me."

"Jack, I don't understa—"

"—Don't worry about it."

"But your fun magic!" she exclaimed, "It—your magic feels really good, okay? I'm trying to thank you! I'm just happy, and then everything feels wonderful, and then—"

Jack was now laughing so hard he was crying.

"Jack—"

"Okay," he interrupted, "Seriously, stop."

"But—"

"—For your sake. Stop," Jack laughed, putting his hand over her mouth. "I am enjoying this way too much."

The Snow Queen fell quiet, staring at the ground and fidgeting with her fingers as he pulled his hand off. Blushing furiously, her mind raced as she tried to figure out what was so funny.

Was it something she'd said?

After a few more moments of silence, she felt the embarrassed sadness sweep over her again. Pulling in a deep breath, Elsa looked hesitantly up into his eyes.

"I—I'm sorry," she choked. "The whole—flirting—thing—I've never tried before. And—"

"—Oh my word," Jack scoffed, "Are you trying to apologize?"

"But you—"

"—Snowflake, don't worry about me," he retorted, "I'm not going to die. You aren't obligated to flirt back. I'm just—hoping that you will. Eventually."

He shot her a sheepish grin, leaning into his staff. Elsa slowly moved her hands down, looking into his eyes.

"So…" she said quietly, "What should I do in the meantime?"

"Just be yourself. Don't worry about it." Jack shrugged. "And, besides. I like who you are when you're just being yourself, anyway."

She glanced back down, giving a tiny nod. Fidgeting with her fingers, Elsa then gestured towards the door of the art gallery and the icy bed on the other side of it.

"So," she started quietly, "Um—the wall?"

The Spirit of Winter chuckled. "Right," he sighed. "We should probably stand on the same side of it if we're going to be talking about the structure, though."

"Probably for the best."

"On three?"

Elsa smiled weakly, stepping forward. Jack joined her, planting his feet solidly on the ice-covered carpet.

"Alrighty… one… two…!"

With a long, dull rumbling, they simultaneously raised their arms into the air, pulling a thick wall of ice out of the ground in the doorway. It grew taller and taller in front of them, until it finally hit the top of the frame, sealing itself to the edges with a creaking thud.

Jack Frost and Elsa lowered their hands, looking to each other in wonder.

After a few moments of silence, Elsa jolted slightly, snapping back into focus.

"I—um," she blurted, "Can I—can I put in a window?"

Jack raised his eyebrows. "A window?"

"So—um," Elsa admitted sheepishly, "If I wake up in the middle of the night, I want to be able to see you. You know—to make sure you're still here?"

"I could also just promise you that I won't leave." He smiled. "Because—um—I have no intention of leaving. But, if it makes you feel better, then, why not?"

Elsa blushed, smiling weakly again herself, and took a step back. Her arms outstretched, she pulled in a deep breath, concentrating on a tiny, square area.

Shimmering ice particles began to loosen from the wall, obediently floating away from its surface and swirling through the air towards her. Her eyes closed, the Fifth Spirit then let out a happy sigh, gathering the frosty mist into an enormous snowflake above her head. Pulling her hands apart, the snowflake burst, glittering dust falling around her and silently disintegrating into the air before reaching the ground.

Jack tossed his staff into his other hand, walking up to her again. Shaking his head, he looked up, raising his eyebrows and letting the staff fall onto his shoulder.

"Not bad," he whispered.

Elsa smiled shyly, feeling her heart flutter as he stepped up next to her, the air going slightly colder by her arm. Then, just as she was about to open her mouth to say something, Jack reached forward, placing his hand on the small of her back.

Elsa jolted, spinning around and sucking in her breath. Jack abruptly pulled his hand back, letting out a nervous laugh.

"Sooooo," he said quickly, "Why—why did you build the window like that?"

Elsa looked back to the wall of ice dividing the rooms, and the window she'd melted out of it. It was angled down towards the floor in the direction of the art gallery, and up towards the ceiling in the direction of the bedroom, through the thick ice in front of them.

"Well," she shrugged, "It's—um, it's so that I can see you, but you can't see me."

"How is that fair?"

Elsa blushed.

Taking a step back, she gestured to the window. Jack walked up to it, placing his hand on its sill and closing his eyes.

In a rippling sheet, the ice leapt off of the bottom angled portion of the window, flying into the air and wrapping in upon itself, just like it had earlier that day in the library. And a second later—

CRACK!

And the window was a square block cut from the ice, unangled, as the sheet of frost disintegrated into the air.

"So now, we can both watch each other sleep, if we so desire," Jack laughed. "The question is, is that endearing or creepy?"

"It is definitely creepy."

"Yeah, but—in an endearing way."

The Snow Queen giggled in spite of herself, rolling her eyes. "Alrighty, Mister Endearing," she whispered. "Fair's fair, and you have your creepy spying window. But you have to promise to leave the rest of that wall of ice in place for the night. You know, if you're going to be staying in my room."

"Technically, I'm in the next room."

"Technically, they're all my rooms."

"Touché."

He walked forward and placed his palm flat on the wall of ice, then looking back to Elsa.

"So," Jack asked, "Are we agreeing on this design? Because—if we are—then I probably need to melt this to get onto the other side."

She nodded. "I suppose that hadn't really occurred to me—"

"—If you still want me sleeping on the other side."

Elsa blushed, laughing softly under her breath and rolling her eyes again. "Yes."

"Well, the offer's still open, if you ever change your mind."

"You'll be the first to know."

They both stepped up to the wall, raising their arms.

Frost and snow swirled and spiraled through the bedroom, the wall growing thinner and thinner as Jack and Elsa pulled the layers of ice back, some ice particles floating away in calm procession, some leaping from the wall and whirling into the air as Jack leapt backwards, away from Elsa. Moonlight pouring in through the window caught the frost as it flew, reflecting off the ice particles' tiny, prism-like structures and setting them glittering and shimmering as they danced through the air.

Standing on opposite sides of the room, Jack and Elsa pulled it into an enormous, sparkling ball of snow in the center of her bedroom.

POW!

It exploded, just like the others had, bursting apart and falling softly towards the floor around them in a shining mist.

And the wall was gone.

Jack and Elsa simultaneously lowered their arms again, standing on opposite sides of the room and staring at each other once more in quiet, fascinated awe. Elsa's heart fluttered, the reality of his identity hitting her fresh once again as her gaze was locked into his piercing, snowflake-marked eyes.

Jack Frost.

All those years…

He cleared his throat, blushing slightly and running his fingers through his hair. She jolted, blood rushing to her face as well as she looked down, fidgeting with her fingers.

"So," Jack said, "I—I guess this is it."

She nodded sadly, walking over and meeting him at the doorframe.

"I suppose it is," Elsa said quietly. "Goodnight, Jack."

Pausing, Jack turned and picked up her hand, running his thumb over her skin. "See you in the morning, Snowflake," he whispered.

She froze, her heart leaping into her throat again as he bowed, bringing it to his lips and gazing up into her face through his white hair. Then, letting it go, he smiled sheepishly, turning around and walking into the art gallery.

"You keep calling me that," Elsa blurted.

There was a brief moment of silence.

Jack paused. He turned back to Elsa, a wave of confusion sweeping over his face as she stood, frozen, in the doorway.

"You—you always call me that," she stammered, starting again. "Why do you always call me that?"

Jack raised his eyebrows. "Call you what?"

"Snowflake." Elsa shifted uncomfortably on her feet, crossing her arms over her chest as he walked back towards her. "You've always called me Snowflake. Ever since I met you. I mean—literally, the first minute I met you!"

Jack opened his mouth to say something, and then quickly shut it again. Trying once more, he pulled in a quick breath.

"I—well," he admitted, "I guess it—I guess it seemed fitting as a nickname."

"Because I'm—cold?"

Jack laughed, seeing her expression. "No," he said, "I mean—well, okay, at first. You know, because of the ice powers thing. But it's kind of come to mean a lot more since then, because—well, never mind."

Elsa raised her eyebrows.

Jack gulped, looking down at his feet and nervously kicking at the carpet. After a few, pained moments of silence—realizing that Elsa was waiting for an answer—he anxiously reached up, rubbing the back of his neck.

"It's—it's sort of—okay." he mumbled. "It's—it's really cheesy."

The Snow Queen felt a hint of a smile twitching out of the side of her mouth. She raised an eyebrow. "Um… and I'm Norwegian…?"

Jack looked up, shifting his fingers on the staff. He let out a sharp bark of laughter.

"You're good with cheese," he chuckled.

"I love cheese."

He nodded, his cheeks flushing. Then, with Elsa watching him expectantly, he sucked in a deep breath, squeezing his eyes shut.

"After three centuries of being—well, of being—me," Jack Frost laughed nervously, bringing a tiny smile from Elsa, "I have seen a lot of snowflakes. And something I've noticed about them is that—well, snowflakes are beautiful from far away, but you can't really notice all the details unless you look at them close-up. Little miracles of nature. Every one of them. I mean, they're—amazing."

Elsa felt her heart skip a beat, and she blushed.

"But—um," she stammered, "But what does that have to do with—me?"

"Well, that's why I think it works. The nickname, I mean."

Jack looked down, sheepishly reaching forward and taking her hand in his own. He pulled in another breath.

"Elsa, I call you Snowflake because the closer I get to you—and the more carefully I look," Jack said softly, hesitantly peering up through his hair into her eyes, "The more intricately beautiful and complicated you become. I call you Snowflake because the closer I get to you, the more I realize exactly how incredible you really are."

Elsa's breath caught.

Jack shifted uncomfortably on his feet, his face flushing. Letting out a nervous laugh, he gave her hand a little squeeze, shrugging.

"You know," he choked, "Like—like a snowflake?"

She slowly looked up into his eyes as he dropped her hand, pulling in a deep breath and stepping backwards. Jack Frost then quickly broke eye contact, gasping for another breath and nervously running his fingers through his hair.

"And—uh, and snowflakes are pretty—"

"—You have been waiting for three hundred years to use that line on someone," Elsa breathed.

"For once, Elsa," Jack sputtered, anxiously rubbing the back of his neck again, "I'm actually not trying to flirt at yo—"

He was cut off, stumbling back a step as Elsa embraced him, throwing her arms around his neck. After a brief moment of shock, she felt him relax, hesitantly putting his arms around her as well.

Elsa bit her lip, feeling the cold softness of his shirt. After a few seconds, she then pulled back slightly, giving Jack a quick kiss on the cheek.

He jolted.

"Wha-what was that for?" Jack laughed nervously.

Elsa felt a little heat rising to her face. Breaking from the hug, but leaving her hands clasped together behind his neck, she took a tiny step back from him.

"I don't know," she admitted. "I just—felt like hugging you. I was being myself."

Jack shifted his hands on her sides, blushing slightly. He opened his mouth to say something, but before he could do so, Elsa embraced him again, feeling his white hair brush against her cheek. Wrapping his arms around her waist, still holding the staff, he gave her a gentle squeeze.

He was so cold…

As the wave of calm rushed over her, the Fifth Spirit felt herself relax a bit as the Fifth Guardian pulled her in tighter, the end of the staff sliding past her ankle. She smiled weakly.

"I'm glad we're friends," Elsa whispered.

Jack's body stiffened.

"Um—yeah. Friends," he choked. "Me too."

Elsa's heart leapt, and she sighed happily, standing on her tiptoes in her heels giving him another squeeze. Breaking from the hug, she then took a few steps back, stumbling slightly.

Jack stepped back as well, standing by the icy bedframe with the snowdrift on top of it. Seeing her expression, he quickly forced a grin, then blushing as Elsa planted her feet on the frost-covered carpet.

As the wall rose up between them, Jack and Elsa kept staring at each other through the tiny window, their eyes locked as the ice hit the top of the doorframe with a dull thud.

Silence.

Snapping back into focus, Elsa turned around, glancing to the room divider on the other side of the room. Worriedly pulling her hands into her stomach, she bit her lip. She could just melt the existing room divider and build a new one directly in front of the window, but it would be bringing further attention to the matter of—

Jack was laughing softly under his breath. Elsa snapped her head up, and saw that he was shaking his head on the other side of the ice, a good-natured little half-smile twitching out of the side of his mouth as he turned away from her.

"I'm not looking, Elsa."

She felt heat rising to her face, and then blushed, letting out a nervous laugh.

"I—um," she stammered, "It's—I guess I—"

"—Look," he chuckled, "I'll just stay on the bed, okay? And I'll close my eyes."

After a moment of hesitation, Elsa gingerly crept towards the tiny window in the ice, peering into the art gallery. Jack flipped backwards into the air as she did so, landing in the snowdrift on top of the platform again with a crunch. Readjusting himself in the snow, he pulled up his hood, holding it closed over his face as he closed his eyes.

"See?" he said. "Not looking. Can't see a thing. I'm practically asleep already."

Elsa blushed, her throat still tight with embarrassment. Rubbing her hand over her opposite arm, she gave a little shrug.

"Well," she started softly, "I suppose that if you promise to stay there for a few minutes, then I—"

"—GLA-A-A-A-A-AULGH," Jack stage-snored dramatically, "Zeeeeeeeeeeee…"

The Snow Queen giggled in spite of herself, and she saw the bottom half of Jack's face crack into a grin as he held the navy fabric shut over his eyes. Letting out a sigh of relief, she watched for a brief moment longer, then turning and running across the room to the room divider.

Like every other night, she pulled in a deep breath, closing her eyes in concentration. Elsa then swept her hand into the air, the chill of her icy dress flying away from her body and disintegrating into the air.

Hardly a second later, she swirled her arms over her head, a simple sheet of white bursting from her skin and falling around her. With another flick of her fingers, purple dye leapt out of the carpet beneath her, infusing the ice to transform the white into her favorite deep maroon.

"I know this probably isn't proper to say," Elsa laughed breathily, pulling the frost out over her arms into sleeves, "But I—I'm really glad you're here, Jack. I mean, the timing—everything that's happened. I don't know where I'd be right now, if you hadn't showed up."

Feeling the snowy folds of the nightgown rolling down over her legs, the Fifth Spirit shook her head, quickly walking over to her dresser, out of sight from the window. She flicked her hand across the end of her braid, beginning to pull it out for the evening.

"I'm just really sorry that you had to be here for this," she added, "I mean, the council, and the suitors, and—well, my life seems to have blown up. So It's really nice to have a new friend through all of it. I love my sister and the spirits and all, but I've never really had a friendship like this, Jack."

She finished pulling out the braid, shaking out her light gold hair, the gentle waves falling across her shoulders.

"So, I know that the research and such is probably pretty boring for you, but I really like having someone doing it with me," she said quickly, "I mean, you don't seem to mind it—do you?"

There was a silence from the other side of the wall.

Oh, no.

Stupid girl! Elsa thought frantically, You've said too much. Now he's uncomfortable. You are SUCH a horrible friend. A wave of panic gripping her mind, she gulped, walking towards the wall of ice that divided the rooms.

"Um… Jack?"

Peering down through the window, Elsa fell quiet. Her heart swelling at the sight, a tiny smile formed on her lips, and she let out a long sigh.

Sinking into the snowbank and protectively clutching the staff to his chest, Jack Frost was already sound asleep.

 

Chapter 46: Crocuses

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

1. IIIIII LIIIIIIIIIIIIVE! Geez, I haven't really posted anything new for about 2 and a half months, while I've been working on the draft. Thank you thank you THANK YOU SO MUCH for everyone that's reviewedAND for your patience with me! Ooooh, my WORD, I miss you guys (and I've needed ALL the encouragement I can get!). ICE ALLIANCE IS STILL ON HIATUS, but yeah, okay, the draft is taking WAY longer than I thought. Because of this, I caved and finished this chapter up, so that at least there will be SOMETHING new to read while we all wait for this new draft. I didn't realize exactly how much I needed to change and fix... (Bit of advice; if you want the first chapters, especially, as they are, I recommend copy-pasting them, because THEY'RE GONNA BE REEEEALLY DIFFERENT.) ;)

2. This chapter is where "Broken, Jagged Edges" was ORIGINALLY going to go. However, because Elsa isn't really emotionally to that point yet (and because there's a different piece sung by Idina Menzel that already exists... and fits PERFECTLY, for this scene!), we're saving it for later. Trust me, as soon as the recording is done, I'll put it up.

3. If you're seeing parallels between this chapter and chapters 1 and 22... don't worry. It's intentional. ;)

4. Patt: To answer your question, although I'm almost certainly going to regret it someday... I got my undergraduate degree in Physics, and I'm specializing in the study of light for my PhD. My research involves laser shtuff. Thanks for asking! And, for the record, NO, none of my colleagues are EVER going to find out that I'm writing a Jelsa fic!

5. You guys are fantastic, and I miss you more than I can say, and you're all awesome. Thanks SO MUCH for being here and justifying my secret hobby! :D

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CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo, like usual. As it turns out, Jack isn't the only one struggling to control his thoughts... ;)

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46: CROCUSES

It wasn't that Elsa couldn't sleep. It was that she didn't want to.

With the Council, and the suitors, and the ball, and the various reforms she needed to push through in the court, the young queen's mind was racing as it was. And then, add on the fact that Jack Frost—the Jack Frost, Jack Frost, himself, in the flesh, was sound asleep in her room, on the other side of the thick wall of ice—no. Sleep, if it was going to happen at all tonight, would not be happening for another few hours, at least.

She had far, far too much thinking to do first.

On the legal front, in addition to continuing to work on the housing reform, it appeared that she also needed to start a long campaign of research on child abuse. In politics, there were the suitors. Then there was the ball, and the children's party, and Christmas, all while trying to keep a general grasp on the usual affairs of the kingdom, along with coming to terms with Queen Anna's pregnancy, her own problems with the council, and the intense desire to hop on the Nokk and ride back to the Enchanted Forest to get away from EVERYTHING, including the episode with King Edvin on the previous afternoon. Then, at the center of the whirlwind, there was a beautiful set of deep blue, sparkling, snowflake-marked eyes.

She had known that another holiday season reinstated with the crown would be hectic, but—goodness. Some Christmas this was turning out to be.

The Fifth Spirit sighed, sitting up in her bed again and hugging her knees to her chest through the covers. Even though she couldn't see him through the wall of ice, she could hear Jack's breathing, the calm, rhythmic sound strangely comforting in the silence of the room. A weak smile began to spread over her face, her heart swelling as she longingly looked towards her art gallery…

The realization hitting her fresh again, Elsa collapsed back into the covers. Jack Frost was in her room.

Jack. Frost.

Pressing her lips together, she cupped her hands over her eyes, struggling to suppress the fit of giggles building up inside of her chest. Jack Frost was in her room. No big deal. He was only Jack Frost. You know. Jack Frost, her adolescent obsession. Jack Frost, her secret research project. Jack Frost, her one little piece of hope, that she had clung to for so many years, that ice powers didn't make her a monster…

Jack Frost. Her childhood hero.

For all those years of study, Elsa had obsessed over the very idea of Jack Frost, just dreaming of a kind, elderly man with ice powers—a person she couldn't hurt—who would come and be her friend, to keep her company in her loneliness. And then, expecting a funny old elf of a creature, a breathtakingly handsome young man had showed up instead.

Correction: A breathtakingly handsome young man, who had waited for approximately ten seconds before casually tossing the first sexual innuendo in her direction.

Does the phrase 'emotional whiplash' mean anything to you? Jack had asked on the previous afternoon.

Shaking her head slightly, Elsa pulled her hands away from her eyes, pressing them together and touching the tips of her fingers to the bridge of her nose.

You. Have. NO idea, she thought.

And as if meeting her hero—and, eh heh, being flirted at by him—somehow wasn't enough, there were all the gaps in her theories that were suddenly filled in. For an example, there was the matter of Jack Frost's age. While it wasn't a big deal to Elsa (at least in how it affected their friendship), Jack had been completely embarrassed by it, as if she'd somehow be disgusted to find out that he was—well, three hundred and nineteen years old. While she was twenty-three. But, friendship couldn't be stopped by something as trivial as age. At least, not to her. In some ways, Jack was definitely still a young man, but in others, he was an ancient. In Elsa's mind, this was a good thing, not a bad thing. He had the snappy sense of humor, the spirit of adventure, and the boyish, romantic enthusiasm of a man her own age, paired with the wisdom and kindness of someone that had spent three hundred years silently (and thanklessly) helping mankind. That, Elsa was certain, was a combination that she wasn't going to find ever again.

Not to mention the ice powers. Not to mention the protective streak. Not to mention—well.

Not to mention that—face of his.

Yes, please.

Elsa slowly pulled her hands away from her face, holding them above her in the air and staring at her palms. This was something of the same position she'd found herself in during their snowball fight in the library, when he'd caught her in the snow. Practically feeling his cold grasp on her wrists again, Elsa let out a dreamy sigh, blushing slightly at the memory as she gazed up at her hands.

Lovely.

That had felt… lovely

AUGH! NO! Elsa jolted, sitting up suddenly. Don't think about that!

Ripping off the covers as she desperately scolded herself, Elsa swung her legs over the side of the bed. She was the Snow Queen. She was raised to be a lady, and ladies weren't supposed to—to think about such things. It—it wasn't—proper. Or ladylike. Right?

Elsa bit her lip.

But... she hadn't exactly been running the kingdom by being "ladylike," either...

Such things didn't matter, anyhow. She shouldn't allow herself to linger on such thoughts, proper or otherwise, because they were only setting her up for more heartbreak. She and Jack were—friends. JUST friends. He was a flirt, that was for certain, but it certainly had nothing to do with her. Thinking about it would only make things worse…

But—but Jack. FROST.

All those years, and here he was, every bit as kind and clever and fun as she could have ever hoped he would be. But, he wasn't just that, of course. He was also brilliant. And witty. And, oh, Jack was handsome… which didn't help matters in the least. By this point, as far as Elsa was concerned, that boy could nip at her nose ANY time he—

Stop! THINKING about it!

In her mind's eye, Jack was scooting up next to her on an icy piano bench in the library, grinning and wagging the feathered end of a quill in her face.

You. LIKED it.

Getting onto her feet, the folds of the icy nightgown swinging around her legs again with their reassuring chill, the Fifth Spirit gave her head a vigorous shake as she walked out into the room through the moonlight. She—it—NO. Just—NO.

Self. CONTROL. Elsa—! She thought desperately. She suddenly realized that she was standing in front of the wall of ice, peering down at what she could see of him through the tiny window. He'd promised that, for the night, he wouldn't melt any of it.

Elsa hadn't made any such promise, herself.

Taking a step back, she silently swept her hand over the ice, and the window expanded, a shimmering mist disintegrating into the air. Leaning over the windowsill between the rooms, she stood in quiet wonder, resting her chin on her hand. Gazing down at him as he lay with his body slightly sunken into the pile of snow, Elsa felt her heart swell again.

Snow.

She was looking at Jack Frost, quietly sleeping in a pile of snow.

If it was possible to flirt in one's sleep, he would be the first to figure out how. Oh, that face...

Elsa blushed, looking down and fidgeting with her fingers, tracing the edge of the sill between the rooms. After a few moments, she pulled in a deep breath.

"You really are a Guardian… aren't you?" she whispered.

But, of course, Jack didn't answer. As he slept, breathing steadily, the Spirit of Winter clutched his shepherd's crook to his chest, a clump of white hair falling away from his face. Elsa closed her eyes, pulling in another long breath and shifting her elbow on the icy windowsill.

"I spent six years working on that map," she said quietly, "And I—well, you were the only hope I ever really had, Jack. Being locked away from my sister and all."

Elsa shook her head, shifting on her feet.

"Life's been wonderful since I learned to control my powers," she added. "I mean—really. Even that little 'I'm hearing voices' adventure last year. I have Anna now, and I know my destiny as the Fifth Spirit, so it has been. But that doesn't change all those years of isolation. Or," she whispered, a breathy giggle escaping her lips, "Hi. I have ice powers, and I don't know why… right?"

She let out a tiny laugh, a little blood rushing to her face as she gazed down at the sleeping boy in the snowbank.

"Something that always confused me with the records was—well—I kind of named it the Prankster/Protector Paradox," she admitted softly. "Silly of me. I know. But you were so confusing!"

Elsa let out another soft, bitter bark of laughter, the memories of frustrated befuddlement rushing back into her mind as she leaned back from the window. "In one account," she whispered into the silence, "You'd be icing the streets and blowing people's packages away from them to see their reactions. Then, in the next, you'd be sweeping a snowbank in front of a falling child, to catch them before they got hurt. How do those things go together? That—that doesn't even make sense! It's a paradox! Are you a prankster or a protector? Who are you, Jack Frost?"

Shaking her head, Elsa looked down and suddenly realized that long, jagged shots of frost were spiking out across the crystalline windowsill from her hands. Swallowing hard, she closed her eyes, pulling in her breath.

Opening them again, she slowly exhaled, gazing down at the beautiful, white-haired young man sinking into the snow. Her heart swelling again, she leaned forward into the window, resting her chin on her fist again.

"You're not a prankster or a protector," she said softly, "Jack… what's so incredible about you is the fact that you—you're—you're actually both. Two sides of the same coin. You mess with people, just like you mess with me, and honestly, sometimes you go too far. But the moment you notice that someone isn't having fun?"

She leaned forward further into the windowsill, her eyebrows lifting slightly.

"The instant that you realize that someone is hurt, or in danger, or truly upset—you stop," Elsa breathed, "You always stop. Everything changes. And you aren't okay again, until they are."

She looked down, absent-mindedly running her fingers along the edge of the windowsill, tracing the patterns in the ice.

"The Prankster/Protector Paradox… it's not a paradox at all. It's a parallax," she continued. "You know—like in astronomy. When you look at the same thing from two different angles, you see it projected against two different parts of the same backdrop. It isn't actually moving or changing, but looking at it from different locations, in different ways, in different—situations—makes it look like you're seeing it coming from a completely different place. I—well, honestly, I think you're kind of like that, yourself. When I first met you, and you were going out of your way to mess with me, I met the prankster. The funny, fun-loving Jack Frost. I mean, it's not that I don't like that side, but—!"

Elsa's voice trailed off, and she looked down, feeling a little blood rushing to her face again. Moonlight poured into the art gallery from the balcony doors in the middle of its length, catching the hundreds of icy statues lining it and setting them agleam in the darkness. There was a tiny sigh, and she looked back down to see the Spirit of Winter turning over slightly in his sleep, the frozen fractals on his shirt glistening as he moved. A hint of a smile tugged at the edge of his mouth, and Elsa's heart leapt.

Oooooooooh, goodness…

After a few more moments, smiling dumbly as she leaned on the windowsill, Elsa jolted, snapping back into focus. She gulped, shaking her head in slight embarrassment at herself.

"So, that's the one part of you. The Prankster," Elsa started again. "But then—when I was with that suitor—I saw the other side of your personality. The protective side. You choose to project the first more than the other—you know, the flirty, mischievous side—but that doesn't make the protector side any less a part of you. I think you're trying to hide that side, because it's the more—vulnerableone. I mean—that's what I think motivates you to be so fun. You know?

"I don't know if I'm right, but—well, I wouldn't be surprised if that's why you're a Guardian," she admitted softly. "The pain. Everyone's got pain; everybody's a little bit broken, in one way or another, but it's not what we're struggling with that defines who we are. It's how we respond to it.

"And, Jack—that's what makes you so amazing. Your response. From what you've told me, you were—tortured. More than I think anyone could really imagine. You could have become bitter and cruel. You could have really hurt people—you know, trying to get back some sort of feeling of power, or of control. It would have been easy to justify. But—you didn't.

"You told me that it helped distract you. Helping other people have fun. But I don't think that's it.

"From how you treat me—how you're always messing with me, and trying to make me laugh, and to relax, and to let things go, and everything—I think it's because you know what it feels like, to not be able to have fun. And you don't want anyone else to go through the same pain that you did."

Elsa bit her lip, fidgeting with her fingers as she stood, gazing down at him longingly through the window in the ice. Blushing slightly, she let out another tiny laugh, shaking her head with disbelief.

"I—oh, come now! Who in Heaven's name responds, to being tortured, by trying to help people?" she giggled breathlessly, "That's—that's incredible! For all those years, all the research I did was on Jack Frost, the Spirit of Winter—I mean, the version of you from after your death. So, I'm not going to pretend that I know who you were in your past life. But Jack—if there's one thing I do know, it's that—in this life, and from everything you've told me—you are a Guardian."

She took a step back from the wall of ice, turning and looking across the room to the crystalline vase sitting on her dresser. The jagged edge of the crack through its center caught in the moonlight, highlighting the two sets of broken pieces that were now fused together as she walked towards it. Elsa picked up the vase, pausing for a moment as she ran her fingers gently over the fissure. A bitter smile tugging at the edge of her mouth, she turned around, leaning back against the dresser.

"My sister thinks you're in love with me," Elsa whispered into the silence. "But I know that can't be true. I mean, the flirting and all—that's just you, being you. It—it wouldn't make any sense for you to love me. I'm just glad you're willing to be friends with me. Even though I don't deserve it. I just—this has been the most amazing day. I just—wish it could be like this all the time."

A few moments passed in the silence. Her face fell as she stared down at the vase.

"But—it can't."

Elsa sighed, shaking her head sadly. Pushing herself away from the dresser, carefully putting down the vase, she took a few hesitant steps towards the ice, finally coming back to the window. She gulped, gazing down at the pale boy laying, sound asleep, in the snow.

"You're—Jack Frost," she breathed. "Jack. FROST. You're a legend. And I'm only—I'm—!"

A moment of silence fell as the heartbreaking realization hit her in the chest.

Elsa.

She looked down to the windowsill in the ice, pulling her hands into her stomach and taking a tiny step back.

Just Elsa.

She pressed her lips together, swallowing the pain as a sharp pang of heartbreak hit her in the chest. But—wait, though, she thought, drawing herself up. She wasn't 'just Elsa' anymore. She wasn't even Queen Elsa, anymore! She was the Fifth Spirit! And, THAT was impressive... right? That had to count for something.

Biting her lip, Elsa looked down at Jack Frost's sleeping body.

Don't flatter yourself.

Her face fell. It was impressive, but... not like how HE was impressive. HE was amazing. And, as for her… what could she possibly have to offer him? Jack had ice powers because he was chosen. He was a GUARDIAN. She, on the other hand, had only been granted her magic because of her mother's act of saving her father. It wasn't like Elsa was particularly special. She was different, yes—in fact, so different that normal rules did not apply, but that wasn't necessarily something attractive. She knew that was a good leader, and an even better "Fifth Spirit," but Elsa was—awkward. And emotional, despite her efforts to suppress it. She wasn't even good at being a just friend, let ALONE a girlfriend. She'd be terrible. She just knew it. Even with her ice powers—well, those were unusual, and they were probably most of the reason that Jack Frost was even interested in being her "just friend," in the first place. When he'd said that he wanted to be in a relationship with her, that was more a mark of his general loneliness—no, desperation—than anything else. Surely, he couldn't actually be interested in her.

Having absent-mindedly started walking towards her dresser again, Elsa found herself standing in front of it, the vase beside her, gazing into her own reflection in the mirror that hung above it on the wall. A look of puzzlement sweeping over her face, she took a tiny step towards it, pausing and eying her own image in wonder.

Was she beautiful?

It had never actually occurred to her to wonder if she was, Elsa suddenly realized. It wasn't as much a lack of caring—she knew in her heart that, yes, she did sort of care, no matter how trivial and narcissistic the idea would seem—as much as it was simply a lifetime of understanding that there were much more important things to worry about. Like growing up and ruling a kingdom.

Like never, ever revealing her ice powers.

"Wha—what is it?" Elsa heard herself stammering from that morning, standing in almost the same place that morning as she was now and staring down at a paralyzed Jack Frost, curled up into a ball on the floor at her feet. "What's wrong NOW?"

"You—um—heh," he'd choked. "You're pretty."

And then he'd run away.

It had seemed that everything that had been blurted out in that particular encounter had been—well, blurted. The entire experience was still a little humiliating (improper, to say the least!), as far as accidents went, but—but had Jack really meant what he—? Did he actually think tha—

NO! Don't think about that! Elsa scolded herself desperately, whirling away from the mirror and pacing across the room to her bed. He's—you're—you're friends. JUST friends. He's Jack Frost. Sort of the definition of unattainable, right? Reality calls…

She sat down on the edge of her bed, the satiny threads on each of the quilt's Arendelle crocuses catching in the moonlight as she glanced back to the wall of ice.

Or does it?

She reached over to her nightstand, absent-mindedly picking up the ice rose again, holding it up and watching the faint lamplight bend and sparkle through its clear, hard surface as a prism. The colors danced across the bedsheet, and she sighed.

This was far too wonderful to be reality.

Jack had made her promise to stop—well—suppressing her center, as he called it. She'd tried it, for just a few moments, and it had been fine. Nice, even. It felt good to let herself really love someone who wasn't a family member or a spirit; that was for certain, but—well, that one time was different. Jack had needed a hug. Um—really needed a hug. So, it was okay for her to give him one—right? Was she still being a good queen? She had to be a good queen again; she couldn't let Anna down. But would it really be alright if—well, with her heart and all, with the whole love thing—if, for just this—one time—?

Elsa swallowed hard, shakily reaching over and placing the ice rose back on her nightstand. She knew the truth about love. At least, as it applied to her.

If she opened her heart, disaster would follow.

"You are TERRIFIED of love. That much is obvious," Jack's voice played in her mind.

"T-Terrified? Why would I be terrified of love?"

"Because you value it so much."

Elsa shook her head, picking up the edge of the quilt to crawl under the covers again, and then pausing. What would it even be like, to simply—fall in love? To be that type. To be free, to follow whatever romantic desire she had, without fear of retaliation or turning away from her responsibilities? Even as the Fifth Spirit, she still had political connections with Arendelle. A part of her was even beginning to wonder if she was still obligated to try and marry, if for nothing else, to give the kingdom another backup plan. She just—with all her heart, she wished she could—

Don't wish.

The heartbreaking realization stabbed her fresh once again. She who she was. And he was—well.

Jack Frost was a fantasy.

Elsa glanced to her own reflection again in the mirror across the room. Don't start, she scolded herself bitterly. She had been reinstated as the Queen, because Anna needed her. ARENDELLE needed her. She couldn't be distracted from that. And, who could even know how many times Anna would need her to take on the mantle again. And besides… even if she weren't in such a position of power, she wasn't exactly born for the rose and pearl of romance. Jack might have been, but…her?

By this point in her life, for a number of reasons, Elsa had accepted the she wasn't the type for people to fall in love with. She was the Snow Queen. The one who woke up the spirits of the Enchanted Forest. Now, as the Fifth Spirit, she wasn't even certain if she was technically human, anymore, and her new role made her even MORE unapproachable. The Scary Ice Powers one, so unlike her lovable little sister...

If Jack Frost was in love with someone, it wasn't—her. If he was indeed "choosing" her, like Anna and Kristoff seemed to believe, then it was only logical that he was falling in love with a misconception of who she was; a fragile, light golden-haired girl with ice powers, who could see him, a version of herself cast into a romantic ideal that Elsa (inadequate as she was certain she was) could never live up to. Even if Jack were desperate enough to develop such feelings for this girl that he thought she was, Elsa had long-since concluded that Jack Frost was much, much too good for her. It was a ridiculous and self-flattering fantasy to believe that she could stand a chance.

Sitting down at her desk, Elsa pulled a piece of stationary off the pile, the foiled shimmer on the corner's Arendelle Crocus gleaming in the moonlight. She would often write a few lyrics here and there, singing to herself when she was alone, which she almost never was…

Swallowing the pain, Elsa bit her lip, pulling in a deep breath. Trembling slightly as she wrote, the quill began to scratch across the parchment.

Don't dream—too far

Don't lose sight of who you are

Don't remember that rush of joy—

Elsa paused, closing her eyes. Opening them again, she shifted in her seat, glancing to the wall of ice.

He could be that boy.

Fighting back the stinging in her eyes, she shifted her hold on the quill, shakily reaching over and dipping it in the ink well again. Touching it to the parchment, she scribbled down one more line.

I'm not that girl.

Elsa dropped the quill.

Picking up the piece of parchment, the wet ink gleaming in the faint light, her eyes fell onto the Arendelle Crocus in its corner. That fleur graced nearly everything in her life. It was the mark of the kingdom. The mark of royalty.

The mark of responsibility.

Elsa sighed, standing up and walking slowly towards her dresser. All around her in the room, Arendelle crocuses were on the walls, in the paintings, even woven into the blanket on her bed. Whoever designed this room probably thought that they were a beautiful adorning mark, and to anyone else, the flower symbols among the rosemalding would have seemed like nice decorations. But to Elsa, they were reminders. Reminders of her responsibilities-even the responsibilities that she'd thought she had escaped, that had somehow followed her to the Enchanted Forest to call her back.

First the people. Then herself.

She must never get those two things in the incorrect order.

She finally came to a stop in front of the dresser, looking at her own reflection in the mirror and putting down the piece of stationary. All around her in the background of the image were dozens and dozens of Arendelle crocuses. The sharp pang of heartbreak hitting her once again, she looked to the parchment with the scribbled lyrics, then gazing back up miserably into her own eyes.

I'm such a fool, Elsa thought.

In front of her on the dresser, and in the mirror, she saw the familiar gleam of ice around her in the room, amongst the other objects. The cracked vase. The rose. The ice.

Her eyes started stinging again. The young queen drew herself up the best she could, biting her lip against the stabbing pain in her heart as she looked at the crocuses, surrounding her, bearing down upon her, in her reflection.

The crocuses.

I can't be free.

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(ANOTHER) AUTHOR'S NOTE: Now, go look up "I'm Not That Girl - Wicked (With Lyrics on Screen)" on Youtube. This should take you to an Idina Menzel version. Think of Elsa, in her room, and this scene... ;)

 

Chapter 47: Sand

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ABOUT REVIEWS: Thank you thank you THANK YOU to everybody that reviewed! Seriously, you have no idea how much it means to me, and keeps me writing. Oh my word, I love you guys.

ABOUT THE DRAFT: Hi, guys! Sorry the draft is taking so long—and thank you SO MUCH for bearing with me! I'm confident that, when I FINALLY get it done and posted, that you'll be able to see why it's taking so long. (The basic plot is the same, but in terms of new jokes, structure, material, etc, it will be roughly the equivalent of my posting 15 new chapters worth of stuff all at once.)

GIVING CREDIT: This is the first chapter where I start to introduce the idea of Pitch Black being characterized as a "Fallen Guardian." This idea is taken from fantastic author Furyian's oneshot "Role Reversal," and is used with permission (I also recommend the oneshot!). We'll be getting back to this idea and expanding on it a LOT more later... don't hold your breath, because there's a LOT more story to get through before then, but I'm pretty sure you'll NEVER watch ROTG in the same way again. ;)

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47: SAND

Trekking hundreds of miles across the Arabian Desert's stretch of the Silk Road, Abdullah al-Khalil would bring to medieval Europe many precious and valuable objects to be traded and sold. However, a successful merchant, the stout, good-natured little man was aware that the objects themselves were not what he was selling. No—what he was truly selling was the mystique, the fantasy, that the items held; the tales of the faraway kingdoms from whence the fascinatingly foreign objects came.

In his mortal life, the Sandman had been a merchant of dreams.

When the desert winds had kicked up on that fateful night, swirling and howling as they lifted the mountains of dust into the air, he and his companions had agreed to kill their camels, removing their innards and crawling inside, to survive. Their tents were simply not strong enough for the size of the storm and the strength of the whirlwinds. However, it soon became apparent to the little band of merchants that they could not all return home from this particular round: there was not enough room for all of them to fit inside the animals.

The leader of the caravan, Abdullah's brother, had declared that they would cast lots to decide who would be sacrificed. The future Sandman, however, would not hear of it. Before anyone could say otherwise, he had then turned and broken into a full sprint away from his companions, running head-on into the storm, and thus guaranteeing their best chance at safety.

Even centuries after being raised—his rich, middle-eastern skin and pigmentation greatly paled from death, his body dehydrated and mortal legs crushed from the arid pressure—he was still shaking the sand from his now-golden, dried-out hair.

In addition to his power to inspire dreams, which had been placed upon Abdullah by the Man in the Moon, the First Guardian (not counting the Fallen One, of course) was given the gift of sight—rather, the ability to see the future, in bits and pieces. This probably explained a great portion of his fondness for the mischievous Spirit of Winter. The Sandman—who could always see him coming—was the one person in the entire world that Jack Frost couldn't prank. But, in watching the newly-official Guardian of Fun pranking others over the years, the former merchant had acquired a delightfully endless source of entertainment.

But, like every person that had ever received such a gift, it had come with a curse. Eternally silent, his vocal cords irreparably damaged by the dust that had suffocated him, the Sandman lived every moment possessing the gift of exquisite foresight and knowledge, coupled with the inability to communicate it to others. Such a curse was endlessly frustrating.

It wasn't that he was incapable of communication—if he really wanted to, he could have simply spelled everything, letter by letter, in the air. The problem was getting anyone to listen. No matter how wise or good or important the message was, people, he had found over the years, were far more willing to listen to a voice that arranged meaningless words in pretty ways than to listen to one that spoke truth, but was incapable of such elegant speech.

Even with the other Guardians, the Sandman had almost entirely given up on trying to catch their attention. Like when they'd legitimately gotten worried that Jack had initially refused the calling of Fifth Guardian. Or, when they'd held a funeral for him, despite the fact that he was perfectly capable to dissolving himself into sand for a few days when he needed to heal an injury, and had tried to tell them so in the past.

Like, how none of the other Guardians seemed to realize that the Man in the Moon was a woman.

Some of the things he saw, the snippets, were so beautiful and fascinating to him that he would do everything in his power to make them come to pass earlier, rather than later. The problem, however, was that he only had the snippets of the future to work with, to piece together what would occur. For an example, a particularly incredible future for the humans was in the world of transportation—elaborate, elegant flying machines, built from metal, that would carry them through the air! When playing with his sand, he often would make one of these machines, fashioning himself the silly, wonderful little goggles that those humans wore… but, he could only know who he needed to give this dream to, this inspiration, as soon as he could figure out how the invention of such a marvelous thing would take place.

What on earth was a kitty hawk?

Well… no matter. Just another frustrating puzzle, that one. Having the ability to see the future had more than its fair share of perks, and not the least of these was the joy that Abdullah (better known as "Sandy") gained from sharing this gift with others in the form of dreams.

Passing effortlessly through the glass of Queen Elsa's balcony doors, the First Guardian appeared on the other side, swirling his sandy body back together and looking around. The Snow Queen's art gallery was truly stunning—it was not the only reason he'd come into the castle, of course, but it wasn't a downside, either. When he had a bit of free time from his rounds (for as long as the Boogeyman was kept at bay, most children only needed about one "inspired" dream per week to keep their minds in the proper state), he would need to remember to come back here to inspect it more carefully. Which wouldn't be a problem. After all, sand was dynamic. Fully capable of bursting his deceptively portly body apart into millions of golden granules, and then swirling it back together, there weren't many enclosures that could actually keep the Sandman out.

Just another perk, of being him. Unlike Jack and Nicolas, Abdullah's body had been partially destroyed by his death, leaving his legs so damaged that, like his vocal cords, they couldn't be replaced. But, this was no problem for Sandy. The stubby golden legs and feet that he'd fashioned for himself were hardly any less convenient than the Spirit of Winter's gangly limbs, because the Sandman—like the Spirit of Winter—could fly. The difference was that Abdullah usually preferred floating to standing, because, well, why not? Jack Frost, of course, had been able to keep his body basically intact, because he had drowned. And North, having frozen to death after falling asleep at his telescope, was the same.

Only the future Guardian of Wonder—a true astronomer at heart—would be so committed to the pursuit of knowledge that he would literally die, trying to figure out the source of the Northern Lights.

Seeing the icy bed at the end of the hallway formed by Queen Elsa's art gallery, he floated over towards it, seeing the Youngest Guardian lying there, silently sinking into a pile of snow and clutching his staff to his chest. From giving Elsa such a lovely dream on the previous evening, the Sandman knew that Jack Frost still owed him a favor. But, the First Guardian hadn't returned to this castle to collect on what he was owed. He simply wanted to know what was going on, in his snowy friend's heart. To be completely frank—as Jack's best friend—he wanted to know if a brother was in need of a wingman.

And Abdullah knew jeeeeeeeust how to tell.

Pulling in a deep breath, the Sandman smiled, holding out his arms. When hit with a ball of hastily-formed dreamsand, a person would dream of whatever was on their mind, in their subconscious, at the given moment. In contrast, the dreams that he thought out and pieced together would only hold on a given person if it truly represented something that they had contemplated or desired—others would be rejected. Unlike nightmares (those perverse imitations!), these dreams were not guaranteed to be accepted by their dreamers. Nightmares were manipulative. Forcing themselves upon their victims, they were deigned to torture the mind. The Sandman's dreams, however, were designed to invigorate it.

When a dream did take, it would then also brighten or fade, and spread or collapse. The formula was simple: the brighter the sand, the more intense the desire or interest, on the part of the dreamer.

Time to see what the Guardian of Fun was thinking about the most right now.

The Sandman swirled his tiny hand through the air, a shimmering golden substance materializing in the air and beginning to condense above Jack's head. Ah, yes. One thing really did stand out. If there was truly a single worry or desire that was consuming a given person's mind, the sand would form itself to this thought above the subject's head. If it was a memory, rather than an abstract idea or hope, it would form with more detail, being pulled from the subconscious itself, and in this case, it appeared that the sand was taking the form of such…

The Sandman silently clapped his hands, floating in the air with anticipation. He was going to see one of Jack's actual memories? This would be very telling, because OH, YOU NAUGHTY LITTLE—!

The Sandman's eyes bulged as the image of the scantily-clad young woman and the dresser burst apart, the dreamsand disintegrating again. How on earth had Jack conjured up that picture with such detail?! Was that truly a memory, not a fantasy?

When the Sandman had been teasing him about what dream to give Elsa on the previous night… joking. 'Twas a JOKE.

Silent as always, Abdullah raised his eyebrows at Jack as he cracked his knuckles. Time to give that poor girl some clothing.

Hmm…

Catching glimpse of the blue ballgown hanging at the end of the hallway, the Sandman floated up into the air, flying over to it and picking up the edge of the icy capelet, turning it over in his hands. Elsa's dress was definitely a feminine cut, but there was nothing poufy or ostentatious about it. Rather, it was smooth, sleek, and elegant—yes, the intricate swirls of frost glimmered in the moonlight, but the sparkle of the ice was without question a subtle one, as opposed to a glaring touch.

Simple lines, but complicated designs. The Snow Queen wasn't hiding her femininity, but she wasn't exactly going out of her way to make it the focal point of her style, either. Everything about the style of the dress reflected a young woman with an air of powerful sophistication, and just a hint of artistic rebellion.

Ah, but of course.

Dropping the edge of the sparkling capelet and letting it float back to the floor, the Sandman backed away from the icy gown, beginning to swirl his hands in the air. As the golden substance began to condense, a tiny shape of a young woman spiraling into existence, he squinted his eyes in concentration, glancing back to the dress for reference as he built the dream.

Given what she had to deal with, it made perfect sense that Queen Elsa would elect for a sleeker style, simple a-lines and cuts that reflected a more powerful femininity, rather than a classically "romantic" one. It wasn't that she was without vulnerability, of course—it was just that she had, by necessity, learned to hide it from the men around her that tried to steal her power. That she would give Jack a chance at all, given what Sandy had seen of her past experience with male gender, was a mark that there was a powerful streak of romance inside of her, no matter how deeply buried and hidden away it might be.

After pulling the long capelet out of the sand, Abdullah brushed his palm over the top of the sand-Elsa's head, quickly moving his fingers back and forth as he twisted the dream's hair into a braid. After a brief pause, biting his lip in thought, the Sandman shook his head, reaching up to the golden young woman again.

Yeeeeeeah, Jack would probably like it better down

Silently snapping his hand back, the sand-Elsa's hair fell out of the braid, billowing apart and romantically floating down to settle across her shoulders. Sandy smirked, taking a step back in the air as he looked at his creation. Oh, yes. THAT was certain to get Jack drooling. As the loving (and often slightly obnoxious) older brother figure that Abdullah was to the Spirit of Winter, he intended to make this dream as heartbreakingly, salivatingly, hilariously difficult to resist as possible.

If any of them had actually said anything, Jack would have passionately denied it, blushing furiously and threatening to ice them in the face. But, from his increasingly gender-selective pranking, it was painfully obvious to the other male Guardians that the Spirit of Winter possessed what was—to him—a bit of a rather embarrassing weakness.

Jack Frost had a serious soft spot for girls.

It wasn't that Jack liked women, as much as it was that Jack. LIKED. Women. Much more than he would ever willingly admit. This was probably why he was still so fiercely protective of the now-sisterly Toothina (just like he was of all of the fairies) even after his humiliatingly desperate attempt at a relationship with her had so utterly failed. As for his interest in Elsa, it wasn't exactly a surprise to Abdullah that the Spirit of Winter was sticking around Arendelle. After all, from what he could see, Queen Elsa was a witty, intelligent, passionate, and very kind young woman—and, as for Jack, she could see him. With that alone, the Youngest Guardian was probably doomed to have fallen for her anyway. Add ice powers, a shy little smile, and then throw a few snowflakes into her hair, and Jack Frost was a goner.

And, if Elsa had touched him—oh, boy.

Finishing the last touches on the sand version of the Snow Queen, her long hair loose down her back as her golden capelet gently billowed behind her, the Sandman grinned, gently guiding the sand-Elsa to walk through the air towards the icy bed.

Here we go. And—!

Jack gasped in his sleep as his subconscious seized upon the dream, the tiny sand-Elsa glowing brighter as she gracefully swept her hands upwards, golden snowflakes bursting out over her head as the vision expanded. Jack's face cracked into a smile, and he clutched the staff closer into his chest, letting out a long sigh. And—oh, for goodness sakes.

The Guardian of Fun was blushing in his sleep.

The Sandman chuckled silently to himself, raising a single eyebrow at his old friend with a smirk. Well, well, well, Jacky-boy. Somebody's got a crush, eh?

Taking a step back as Jack's dream glowed and expanded, the Sandman floated up to the window in the ice. Time to see if the lady's feelings were mutual with the Fifth Guardian's… if they weren't, at least, weren't yet, it meant that the Spirit of Winter was in need of a wingman.

Heaven knows, he would need one. As his best friend knew better than anyone, Jack didn't have much of a filter, and if he hadn't gotten himself slapped already, he would soon. Having been a teenage boy for over three hundred years, the Spirit of Winter was aware of literally every sexual innuendo in the book, and was nothing if not desperate for a girlfriend. However, the amount of actual experience that Jack Frost had had with women for the past three hundred years was… zero. Unless one counted that pitiful attempt at romance with the Tooth Fairy from the previous spring, in which case it plummeted into the negatives.

That was nothing short of painful, for the other Guardians to watch.

The wall of ice dividing the doorframe, Sandy floated upwards, golden spirals of sand slowly swirling around him as he passed through the tiny window. Yes: there she was, quietly sleeping in her bed, on the opposite side of the room. In their sleep, curled up and breathing steadily, these two really did look like children to him…

As finished swirling his body back together—there was no rush, really—Sandy noticed the dresser, pausing in the air. Looking back to the wall of ice, he suddenly realized it was a doorframe, the open door between the art gallery and the bedroom swung open, into the lady's room as—wait.

The image of the young woman in Jack's subconscious. The dreamsand. She had been pictured with a dresser. And that dresser—the angles were—it—

Oh.

Oh.

The realization hitting him, Abdullah clapped his hand over his mouth, restraining from a snort. Looking back to the wall of ice as he put two and two together, picturing the encounter, blood rushed to his face as he silently buckled over into hysterical, gasping snorts of horrified delight.

Oh, Jack, you poor boy. You poor, idiot boy…

Ooooooooh, that must have been MORTIFYING. Abdullah held his stomach as he tried to take deep breaths, his face red from laughing as he floated in the air, looking back and forth between the doorframe and the dresser.

How many times has North told you to knock?

Shaking his head again, the Sandman rolled his eyes as he floated across the room to the lady's bed. His face still red, he continued to silently chuckle under his breath. Oh, Jack. Only Jack…

Queen Elsa was breathing softly, gripping the covers as she lay in her bed, her blonde hair thrown carelessly around her on the pillow. To anyone else, she might have appeared serene and peaceful, but the Sandman knew the physical appearance of troubled sleep. Well… first, he needed to see what was on her mind. After that, he could design her a dream.

Good evening, your majesty, the Sandman thought, beginning to sweep his hand through the air. My name is Abdullah al-Khalil. It is an honor.

As the dreamsand began to condense, he snuck a glance back towards the art gallery.

Please excuse my friend: The Imbecile.

The sand was beginning to take shape now, slowly twisting in the air above the young woman's head. Raising his eyebrows, Sandy leaned in closer, as—

QuillCrocusCrownSnowflakeVaseBookHorseMapStaffCradleGlovesSnowmanCorset POW!

And the images exploded, the golden sand disintegrating into the air as quickly as it had formed. Frozen with shock, the Sandman stood, eyes bulging, at the young queen's bedside.

Uh… alright, then.

After a few moments, Sandy shook his head, beginning to roll his hands in the air as he stared at the young queen's face, noticing the anxious little crease in her brow. Suddenly, he understood why Jack's future with this young lady was so unclear.

A wee bit conflicted, aren't we? Sandy thought to himself, raising his eyebrows as he looked back to the ball of sand floating before him in the air. Well, let's just remove a few of those... distractions…

The tiny sand-version of Jack Frost was an easy one to form—after all, going for over three hundred years without changing his hair, clothing, or physical mannerisms, there weren't many questions about how to build the dream. Drawing his pointer finger downwards through the air, Sandy finished the delicate, golden shepherd's crook, flicking it towards the scrawny, golden young man. The boy caught it, snatching it up and flinging it over his wrist with a silent laugh, and Abdullah smiled as the sand-Jack flipped backwards into the air, darting over the young woman's bed.

As the dream took, Sandy watched the sleeping Elsa pull in a shaky, ragged breath, then letting it out and sinking down again with a tiny sigh. As the muscles in her face relaxed, her tight grip on the covers releasing, the Sandman raised his eyebrows. The young woman hadn't jolted, or at all tensed up, when he'd made Jack fly into her dream. By contrast, she didn't look nervous at all, but—relieved.

How interesting.

He really calms you down, doesn't he? Abdullah thought, backing up in the air as the sand-Jack grew brighter.

But, as he pondered this new epiphany, it occurred to him that it shouldn't have been surprising at all. The sandy version of the gangly, white-haired boy had once taken a very different physical form—rather, a form designed by the little princess's perception of what she thought he would look like—but Sandman was aware that this as far from the first time that the girl born with ice powers had dreamed of Jack Frost.

Not that the Guardian of Dreams would ever dare betray such a secret. After all, Sandy's duty wasn't just to inspire children's dreams, but to protect them from ever being revealed. In his domain—in that of the mind—children were free to play and grow, to escape from the world of reality, and this only possible because their dreams were secret.

Perhaps this was the source of the Sandman's power. North could teach good children to open their eyes to the beauty of the world, Bunnymund could inspire courage for the future, Toothina could remind them of the things that mattered most, and Jack could lift the harsh burdens of reality, through the often-undervalued release of innocent play. But only the Sandman could help children by inspiring them from inside their own minds.

And, adults, as the case may be. He turned around, seeing a shimmering behind him, to realize that the sand-Elsa on the other side of the wall of ice was glowing even brighter, snowflakes and spirals of glittering sand expanding through the window as Jack's dream around the elegant young woman grew.

The Sandman silently chuckled under his breath. Oh, Jack. You little Romeo, you.

But Jack's dream was being matched. Looking back to the sleeping young queen, now smiling shyly as she shifted in the covers, Sandy realized that the sand-Jack was glowing brighter as well, flipping into the air and swinging his shepherd's crook to the side, a burst of golden sand-snowflakes spiraling out into the air above her bed.

Abdullah shook his head, grinning knowingly as he floated into the center of the room, hovering in the air between the two independent, but nevertheless passionately expanding, dreams. They had both taken to their subjects—neither Jack nor Elsa had demonstrated any visible signs of hesitation, to the form of the other joining them inside their minds. Jack's subconscious had, of course, immediately seized upon the idea of the icy young beauty's existence, and as for Queen Elsa (despite all her distractions and worries), the instant that Jack Frost had showed up in her dreams—a place where she wasn't burdened with all of her usual anxieties, where her subconscious could truly run free—well.

That didn't take much convincing.

Rolling his tiny hands in the air, Abdullah concentrated, carefully forming a hill of sand. Pulling it upwards into a craggy mountain, he floated around it, moving into the air and brushing a set of golden storm clouds over Queen Elsa's ceiling. Flicking his fingers, the Sandman squinted in concentration, sending hundreds of tiny flecks of gold softly falling onto the model mountaintop like snow.

Perfect.

A self-satisfied hint of a smirk on his lips, Sandy floated back away from the mountain, the tiny sand-snowstorm he'd created in the middle of the young woman's bedroom. Between the excitement of the storm clouds (for the boy) and the blank canvas of the snow-covered mountain (for the lady), such a sand-expansion should be irresistible to both dreams. Aaaand, apparently, the dream subjects had already noticed it.

The sand-Jack above Elsa's bed silently laughed, spinning around in the air and launching himself off of an invisible platform at the growing blizzard. Turning around, Sandy looked to the window in the wall of ice, seeing that the sand-Elsa, in Jack's expanding dream, had noticed the mountain as well, a tiny, golden staircase materializing in front of her through the window and into the next room. Not yet aware of each other's existence, the tiny sand couple came closer towards the mountain, the dreams glowing and expanding as the sand-Jack whipped his staff through the air, darting through the strengthening blizzard, and the sand-Elsa ran towards the mountainside, her arms extended in front of her as the long staircase blasted into existence in the silence.

The Sandman took a few steps back in the air, watching in awe as the sand glowed brighter and stronger. At this rate, the dreams would intercept within a minute. He had never seen subconscious passions seizing onto ideas like this. Not with this level of strength, that was.

But what would really be interesting would be seeing if the dreams combined, and—if they did so—if the mutual desire was strong enough to be maintained. When dreams overlapped, as they sometimes did with siblings sleeping in the same room, they could sometimes combine and interact. However, this only happened if both dreamers desired some form of a combination of their dreams. He had once seen this happen with adult subjects, when North and Bunnymund had been knocked out in the same room in the previous March.

On that occasion, both of these particular subject had been hit with dreamsand by accident, and both were tired and hungry from the unexpected night's work. Bunnymund's subconscious had shaped the sand into a cluster of carrots, and North, who was usually sustained through Christmas Eve by massive quantities of sugary cookies, had dreamed of candy canes. When the carrots and candy canes had overlapped, the dreams had combined easily, and to the Sandman, it was obvious why. Food was food, and both the Guardian of Wonder and the Guardian of Hope were in need of it at the time.

By this point, the sand-Jack had whipped the "storm clouds" into a golden, glowing blizzard across most of the surface of Elsa's ceiling, and the sand-Elsa, on the side of the little mountain, was eagerly stomping and pulling and dancing a sparkling "ice" castle into existence. Flurries of sand blasting through the air around her, Sandy watched in interest as his creations assumed the form of their subjects. Wow, he was good—and, apparently, the real Jack and Elsa knew each other well enough by this point that they were able to effectively, and accurately, mimic each other's personalities in their subconscious fantasies. Which said something about them, for only having known each other for three days.

All of a sudden, the boy in the golden blizzard noticed the activity on the side of the mountain.

Whirling around and darting through the air to investigate, the sand-Jack flew down, lighting onto the tiny balcony and pausing in front of the golden sand-Elsa in wonder. Abdullah floated up towards the dream, watching in anticipation as the tiny dream Elsa stared at the golden young man in front of her, her eyes wide as he extended his hand.

A pause.

Sandy held his breath. The sand-Elsa's face broke into a shy little smile. Abdullah leaned in closer, watching as she began to extend her hand towards the other dream…

POW!

The Sandman startled back in shock as a blinding explosion of light ripped through the room, the sand shooting out in all directions. Spirals and swirls of golden snowflakes flew into the air, the combined dream spinning and glowing across the bedroom.

Righting himself, the Sandman stared, his eyes bulging as the dreamsand curled and danced around him, glowing brilliantly in the darkness of the room. In the center of the dream, just inside the balcony of the golden ice castle, the tiny sand-versions of the two were waltzing through the silence.

In over seven centuries, the Guardian of Dreams had never—ever—seen two independent dreams combine like that.

His mouth hanging slightly agape, the Sandman's eyes were wide as he looked around himself in the room, awestruck at the sand slowly twisting in elaborate spirals as the tiny, golden couple silently waltzed through the air between the two sleeping ice children. Jack Frost had told him, on the previous night, that he and the Snow Queen of Arendelle were "just friends."

Yeah.

Friends.

Standing in the center of the spectacular dream, a sly little smile tugged at the edge of Sandy's mouth.

That's what he thought.

 

Chapter 48: Practice Suitor

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: First off: Thank you, THANK YOU so much to everyone that reviewed! It means more than I can say. And YES, ZzZzBluestarZzZz, of COURSE I read reviews like that! Oh, my goodness, you guys are wonderful. I miss you all so much! Yep, were still technically on hiatus, but GAAAAURGH I am seeing the light at the end of the tunnel with the new draft! (In this chapter, there's actually something with a maid coming and waking Elsa up at 8, which is a detail that's added in the new draft. Just accept it for now; it's NOW a thing.) ;) Meh. At least, I can promise that there's a TON of new material. Example: The current version that's up of the Jack arriving in Arendelle/first meeting scene is about 4000 words. The new version is sitting around 17000 words. Oh, man, I cannot WAIT to just finish the draft and move on! Thanks so much for bearing with me, guys, and I am SO SORRY this is taking so long! I LOVE YOU ALL, AND THANK YOU FOR STILL BEING HERE AND JUSTIFYING MY SECRET HOBBY!

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo. Because, of COURSE there is.

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48: PRACTICE SUITOR

Pff.

The snowball hit Elsa's headboard, disintegrating as it fell apart onto the mattress below. Watching through the window in the wall of ice, Jack bit his lip. She still hadn't woken up.

Taking a step back, he scooped another handful of snow out of the pile on his bed, packing it into a snowball. If it had been North, or something, he would have just aimed for the face. But Elsa was—well.

She was Elsa.

After a brief moment of contemplation, tossing the next snowball to himself, Jack looked back to the window. Pulling it back, he aimed, and—!

Pff.

As it fell apart, just like the last, he paused, watching for signs of movement.

Nope. Still nothing.

Jack stuck his hands in his pocket, taking a few steps back from the wall of ice. Glancing to the pocketwatch sitting on Elsa's desk, and then back to her bedroom, he pulled in his breath. It was almost eight o'clock. She would definitely want to be awake by now… especially before the maid came.

The maid.

The realization hit him all at once, and he jolted, looking to the icy bed and the wall. The maid. The maid was instructed to come at eight, and if Elsa didn't respond, when there was another bed suddenly in her room…!

Well. That wouldn't go over well.

Jumping up onto the edge of the icy bedframe, Jack set his feet, pressing his palms flat on the wall of ice. Oblivious to the darkness of the December morning, the golden pocketwatch on her desk was still ticking on, time marching determinately forward despite the veil of stars that still hung stretched out over the fjord. In any other circumstances, Jack would have still considered this to be—well, wrong. He'd promised that he'd leave the wall of ice in place for the night.

But for Elsa—whose life was currently somewhat ruled by the hands on the pocketwatch—it was now morning.

You will forgive me later, Snowflake.

Jack jerked his hands back from the wall, flipping off of the bed as the ice leapt into the air behind him, swirling and leaping in long, glittering spirals of frost, catching the last of the moonlight pouring in through the tall glass doors. Hardly even watching them, he swirled the ice particles into the hallway as the window widened before him. There wasn't time for more than that.

Good enough. Snatching up his staff, Jack leapt up onto the icy bedframe, diving through the window and spinning up into the air on the other side. A few rouge snowflakes dancing around him as he tumbled forward to land on the ground, lightly bouncing on the balls of his feet as he touched down, Jack ran forward across the room to—

He froze.

His heart pounding as he approached her, the Youngest Guardian slowly let out his breath, loosening his grip on the staff and allowing the end of the shepherd's crook to silently fall into the carpet. Leaning into it with a wistful sigh, Jack felt his heart swell. Quietly sleeping in her bed, her hair thrown about her face on the pillow, Elsa was somehow even more beautiful in real life than she'd been in the dream. And, oh, man, was that a great dream…

Geez—he was already dreaming about her? Was that creepy?

Jack bit his lip. Taking a hand off the staff and running his fingers through his hair, he let out a breathy, nervous laugh, shaking his head with embarrassment as he stared in awe at the brilliant young reformer sinking into her covers.

Sweet mother of snowflakes, the Snow Queen was beautiful.

"Elsa?" Jack tried softly.

No response.

He slowly let out his breath, staring longingly down at the sleeping young queen. This "Fifth Spirit," who had uprooted herself from the Enchanted Forest, to come back to Arendelle and coop herself up the castle once again for her sister's sake. Long-since unbraided from the night before, Elsa's hair still had a few snowflakes stuck in it…

But that dream was so amazing. Like, the kind of dream where you're having so much fun, and everything is going so right, that you wake up and just about want to punch a wall in frustration from having it all suddenly taken away from you. Well—whatever that dream about Elsa was, one thing was for certain.

Sandy. Was never. Finding out about it.

"Elllllllsaaaaaaaaaa…"

Jack gingerly sat down on the edge of her bed, reaching forward and gently pushing a hair back from her face. A tiny moan escaping her lips, the young queen stirred slightly in the covers, the dark purple sleeve of the icy nightgown slipping from her shoulder. Jack smiled sheepishly, brushing back her hair again and watching the Ice Powers Girl as her soft lips parted for breath. Her eyes fluttering open, she shifted again, starting to turn over as the—

"EEP!"

Elsa gasped, jumping and scrambling backwards in her bed.

"Jack!" she choked, her face going pale, "What are you DOING in he—MMPH!"

His hand clapped over her mouth, Jack frantically shook his head, glancing to the door.

Knock knock.

Elsa's eyes bulged, and she abruptly sucked in her breath with the realization as Jack carefully pulled his hand away, looking to the door again.

"Your majesty?" asked the maid. "It's eight o'clock, your highness. Are you—"

"—I'm up! I mean—uh," Elsa stammered, jolting, "I—I'm awake! You don't need to come in!"

Jack relaxed slightly as she turned back to him, her jaw hanging open in shock as she clutched the blanket to her chest, reaching her other hand across to pull the sleeve of her nightgown back up onto her shoulder.

Thank you! Elsa mouthed.

"As you wish, your majesty," the maid's voice came again. "Will that be all, Queen El—"

"—Yes!" she blurted, "That—thank you. Yes! You are dismissed."

As they heard the sound of the maid's feet walking back down the hallway outside, Elsa let out her breath, clapping her hand over her heart and looking to Jack.

"Oh my word," she gasped, "That was really close!"

He shrugged. "I figured you wouldn't want anyone to see—"

"—No," Elsa choked, shaking her head and glancing to the bed in the art gallery.

Sitting down on the edge of the mattress again and resting his feet on his staff, Jack laughed softly. "Don't feel like explaining it?"

"I don't feel like explaining anything."

He grinned as the Fifth Spirit kneaded her eyebrows, collapsing back into the covers and staring at the ceiling.

"Can I just—not—get up today?" she laughed bitterly, shaking her head again. "I don't want to deal with the politics of being back here. I don't want to be the Queen today."

"Doesn't this conversation usually go in the other direction?" Jack chuckled.

"It's different when my duty involves suitors."

"Ah."

Groaning, she shook her head, cupping her hands over her eyes as she lay in the sheets, the icy sleeve of the nightgown slipping from her shoulder again. After a long moment of slack-jawed hesitation—staring at her creamy skin—Jack stood up, pulling in his breath.

"How about this," he offered, raising his eyebrows. "Your choices are the following: Get up, or scoot over."

"I'm up!"

"Ouch."

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"Elsa, it's not going to be like last time."

Jack's heart sank as he watched the young queen worriedly pace back and forth in the throne room, delicate flurries of snow materializing out of the air around her. Her long capelet billowing across the carpet, she bit her lip, turning and walking over to one of the large mirrors on the side of the room, opposite the windows.

"Are you sure this isn't too delicate?" she whimpered, flicking her fingers over the crown. The ice creaked as it thickened, the filigree swirls filling in as it settled deeper into her hair. "I—I d-don't want to look—weak."

"Snowflake, you couldn't look weak if you tried."

To this, Elsa glanced to his reflection in the mirror, smiling gratefully. Jack's heart leapt, and he stuck his hand in his pocket, walking up to her.

"It's not going to be like last time," he repeated, dropping his voice to a whisper. "You're going to be fine."

She turned around to face him, anxiously staring at the floor. "I—I just c-can't believe—!"

He raised his eyebrows slightly. Elsa shook her head, squeezing her eyes shut and shakily pulling in her breath.

"Suitors," she choked. "I am. Seeing. Suitors."

Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter. "Well, I can't do much about that."

"I should never have agreed to this!"

"It didn't sound like you were given much of a choice—"

"—What if they're all awful?" Elsa stammered desperately, whipping around to him as her eyes blurred with tears, "What if they're all like King Edvin? Or if they're all stupid? What'll I do, then? Ruling a kingdom is hard enough as it is—and, I'm not even really supposed to be doing it, anymore!"

Before he could respond, the Ice Powers Girl spun back around to the mirror, her hands flying to her head.

"I hate crowns," she choked, feeling it, "I've always hated them. And now I know why. I hate them because I'm supposed to be in the Enchanted Forest, because I'm supposed to be fulfilling my destiny up there as the Fifth Spirit, whether anybody believes me or not! I can't be getting married, right now!"

"Getting married?" Jack startled.

Her face was pained. "I promised the Council that I'd consider the suitors."

"And you promised to choose one?"

Elsa's eyes widened. Stumbling back a step, she reached out for the mantle, missing it, and then catching its edge, leaning against it and clapping her other hand to her forehead.

"You're right," she breathed, slowly looking up to him as a smile crept over her features, "I—you're right! You're a genius!"

Before Jack knew what was happening, the Snow Queen suddenly leapt forward, throwing her arms around his neck with relief. His mouth falling open with shock, Jack's heart leapt, and he gingerly wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her closer as her hair brushed up against his face.

It was so soft…

Stepping back from him, Elsa stumbled slightly, pulling in a shallow gasp of air. Clapping her hand to her stomach and throwing out her other arm to catch the backrest of the nearest sofa, she leaned onto it, trying to take a few deep breaths.

A look of concern swept over Jack's face.

"Uh… Snowflake?" he asked softly, "Are—are you okay?"

She nodded, her face pale. "I'm fine. Just—just feeling a little faint, that's all."

Jack watched her worriedly as she leaned against the sofa, struggling to breathe. Glancing down, it occurred to him.

Oh.

"Maybe you need to loosen—uh—that," he said carefully.

She looked to him in confusion. "What are you talking about?"

Jack felt blood rushing to his face.

Eh, heh.

"I—um—the," he stammered, trying to come up with the word. "You know. This."

As she pushed herself back from the sofa, Jack gingerly reached forward, flicking the unnaturally hard surface of her stomach.

Thock.

"My corset?" Elsa asked hesitantly.

"Yeah. Whatever it's called," Jack sighed. "It looks—really tight."

"It's supposed to be snug. I don't tightlace, though," she grimaced. "I think I made it tighter than usual this morning by accident. I was dressing quickly."

"If you're having issues breathing, that's a problem," he scoffed. "Can't you loosen it, a little?"

Elsa shifted uncomfortably, rubbing her hand over her opposite arm. "I can't do that unless I take it off," she admitted. "It's built in one piece of ice."

"So, take the stupid thing off."

Elsa bit her lip. "It's fused to the dress. I can't take off the corset unless I take off everything."

Jack paused, his eyebrows perking slightly.

Now, THERE'S an idea.

"Auuurgh," Elsa groaned.

He jolted back into focus, the dreamy grin suddenly wiped off his face. "I didn't SAY anything!"

But Elsa had already resumed pacing, nervously massaging her temples with her hands by her face, the flurries materializing out of the air around her.

Shaking his head, Jack sighed. He tossed the staff into his other hand, bouncing up off the ground and swooping across the throne room to suddenly drop back to the floor in front of her.

"Eep!"

"You're. Going. To be. FINE," Jack said sternly, glaring into Elsa's eyes. "Will you please calm down?"

"I can't be calm," she whimpered frantically, breaking eye contact and looking down, "I've tried. No calm. Not with suitors. I can't conceal it. I—"

She abruptly cut herself off, giving her head a tiny shake and biting her lip. Crossing her arms over her chest, she sharply let out her breath, whirling away from him to resume pacing.

Jack rolled his eyes, leaping into the air again.

"Oh!" Elsa startled.

"Repeat after me," he said, catching her shoulder before she could jerk away. "I can do this."

Elsa gulped, biting her lip. "I—Jack—"

"—Say it."

A few moments went by. Finally, she shook her head slightly and blinked, nervously drawing in a breath.

"I can do this," she quavered.

He grinned approvingly, giving her shoulders a slight squeeze and staring more intently into her eyes. "I am powerful."

"I am powerful."

"I am brilliant!"

"I am brilliant."

"I am amazing."

"I am amazing."

"I am madly in love with Jack Frost."

"I am madly in lo—" Elsa stopped abruptly, her face going pale.

Jack shrugged, sticking his hands into his pocket with his lips pressed together into a tight smile.

Ouch.

Raggedly pulling in her breath, her eyes watering again, she shook her head, stumbling back a step. "I'm sorry," Elsa apologized frantically, "I—I don't have much of a sense of humor right now. This isn't the time for joking around, and—"

"—Really?" Jack scoffed. "Because, I think it's exactly the time to be joking around."

"I have suitors coming," she protested, "And I—I'm nervous, and—!"

"—Elsa?"

She looked up. The tiny snowflake caught the sunlight as it slowly turned in the air, hovering above Jack's fingers.

He raised his eyebrows.

"You're hyperventilating," Jack sighed.

She gulped, staring at her feet.

"I—I am," Elsa squeaked. "I—yes. I mean, thank you, and—!"

Ting.

The Snow Queen's face relaxed, and Jack felt a wave of relief wash over him as the snowflakes falling around her slowed and disappeared. The Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest then shuddered, letting out her breath as the trembling subsided.

"Snowflake?" he tried softly. "You've got suitors. It's not that big a deal. I mean, this isn't supposed to be scary."

"But I—I d-didn't want to see—"

"—I know. But you're going to be fine."

She nodded weakly, looking up to him and pulling in her breath.

"Okay—ignoring the circumstances," Jack tried again, "I think that we could have some fun with this."

"Fun?" Elsa sputtered. "How could this be fun? I don't even know what's going to happen."

"Well, let's go through what will happen, then."

Jack took a few steps back, throwing his arms outwards as he spun around, pacing to down the long carpet in the center of the room. Reaching the end of it, Elsa watching, he spun around to face her.

"You will be there, looking beautiful," he said, gesturing to the throne as she blushed, "And a given sorry sap will be there—or there—"

"They're suitors, first of all," Elsa retorted, "Not 'sorry saps—'"

"Potae-to, potah-to—"

"—And they're not assigned to stand in a specific place."

"You mean, there's no hidden trap door for you to drop them through when they get boring? What a shame."

To this, the Ice Powers Girl giggled slightly, covering her mouth with her hand. Then, drawing herself up again, she bit her lip.

"And where will you be?" she asked.

"Over here. The whole time," Jack reassured her. Her then grinned, sweeping into a deep, dramatic bow. "Offering the witty commentary."

She smiled weakly, nervously twisting her icy heel into the carpet. Quickly looking around, Jack bounded into the air, swooping to the other side of the room and snatching up a large, glass vase.

The large, glass vase.

With Elsa watching, he flew back over to her, tossing it to himself as he silently touched back on the floor.

"And, I'll have this," he added, a sly grin at the edge of his mouth.

She laughed. "By the way," she admitted, "I—when you stood up for me to King Edvin—"

"—Did it feel good? Yes."

Elsa laughed softly, shaking her head.

"Why didn't you just open the door?" she asked.

He froze.

Looking to the heavy wooden doors at the end of the hall, Jack felt blood rushing to his cheeks. Letting out a sharp bark of laughter, he grinned sheepishly, tossing the vase gently to himself and looking back to her.

"Somehow, this was more satisfying," he said.

"But you had time," Elsa reasoned, "I mean—Jack—you were there for the whole thing!"

"Yeah?"

"I—you—well, you saw what he was doing!" she stammered, "Why didn't you—I mean, you didn't actually intervene until I called the—"

Jack stared at the floor. Elsa's eyes widened.

"Until—I called. The guards," she gasped. "You weren't going to intervene unless I called the guards."

He shifted uncomfortably, shrugging and letting out a nervous laugh. "Elsa, it's—"

"—You only intervened when I called the guards," she realized, "You were letting me stand up for myself."

"I—I f-figured you'd want it that way," Jack admitted, shrugging and looking down to his feet, "I mean—and you'd just kicked me out, so if you didn't want to see me, I was going to respec—"

"—Thank you."

She walked up to him, and he stopped, his heart skipping a beat as he turned back to face her. She smiled shyly, tucking a stray hair back into her bun.

"You're a really great friend," Elsa said softly. "You know that?"

Jack gulped.

Wince.

"Uh—yeah. Friend," Jack choked, forcing a smile. "Thanks."

They stared into each other's eyes for a long, silent moment.

Fidgeting with her fingers, Elsa gave a little shrug.

"I just—I just wish there was a way to—prepare for this," Elsa admitted sheepishly. "I mean, with the councils and court and such, there's a set agenda. There's a procedure, and—you follow it. Usually You can't know exactly what to expect, but at least you have the general idea before you go in."

He raised his eyebrows. "Like—you want a way to practice?" he said, "Would that calm you down?"

"It's a shame there isn't one."

Jack Frost shifted his fingers on the staff, looking down and kicking at the carpet. Pulling in his breath, he looked up to her slowly.

"What if—there was a way to practice?" he asked carefully.

She paused, a look of confusion sweeping her face. "What do you mean?"

"Ever role-played before, Snowflake?"

Elsa let out a nervous laugh. "Role play?" she scoffed. "What, are you going to find me a practice suitor, or something?"

"How about me?"

Elsa stiffened.

"You?" she breathed.

"Aw, come on," Jack chuckled, walking away from her to the door, "It'll be fun."

Reaching the end of the long carpet, right in front of the enormous wooden doors to the throne room, Jack stopped. Drawing himself up, he spun around to face her.

"I will start off by snootily swooping into the room," he proclaimed, rolling his hand through the air, "And bowing before you… Queen Elsa."

He swept into a deep, dramatic bow, his white hair falling forward and almost touching the floor.

After a few seconds of awkward silence, Jack Frost looked up. Through the clump of white hair in his face, he saw that Elsa was standing rigidly in her place, blushing furiously and completely unsure of what to do.

He blew his hair out of his face.

"Come on, Snowflake," Jack prompted. "Play along?"

The Snow Queen looked abruptly uncomfortable.

"I'm not good at acting," she choked. "I—I never know what to do."

"Oh, relax. You can't be that bad."

"You should see me at charades."

His eyebrows lifted, and Jack stuck his thumbs into his front pocket, the end of his staff loosely dropping into the carpet. "It's just pretend, Snowflake," he offered. "I mean, if you don't want to, you don't have to, but—just pretend you're a child again."

A look of confusion swept across her face. "A child?"

"Little kids are brilliant at pretend," he added, "If you give a child a stick, he'll slay a dragon. Just channel your inner kid."

"Channel my inner kid?"

"Sure!" Whipping his staff back onto his shoulder, the Guardian of Fun grinned, turning and walking away from her. "Why don't we start over? We'll just try it again."

Pulling in his breath—now another few paces down the carpet—Jack Frost spun around.

"I am a hopeless, sorry sap, here to court you, and have now—ENTERED the room," he bellowed, flinging his free hand into the air again, "And I BOW before your royal superiorness—Queen Ella!"

He swept into a deep, dramatic bow, his hand brushing against the edge of his bare right foot. Looking up through his hair, he bit his lip.

"Okay… so," Jack prompted, giving her a tiny smile of encouragement. "Now, you would…?"

She bit her lip, fidgeting with her fingers. Taking in a deep breath, Elsa then balled her hands into fists for a moment, giving him a quick, shaky curtsy.

"I would—um, return the greeting," she retorted softly, stretching out her fingers again, "While—quietly correcting you on my name."

"At which point I would frantically fumble for my notes…"

Jack sprang up and awkwardly acted out that he was ruffling a large jacket, pulling out an invisible piece of paper and slyly checking it. Elsa laughed, and a wave of relief swept over him as he tucked the invisible notes away and threw down the shepherd's crook, sweeping up to her.

"Queen Elsie—"

"—Elsa."

"Elsita!"

"Elsa."

"Elphaba!"

"ELSA."

"Queen Elsa," he said dramatically, taking her hand and falling onto his left knee as she restrained from laughing again, "I know that this is fast and we just met, but I just want you to know that: I love you."

Her eyes widened. "Um—is that so?"

"Oh, yes! And it has absolutely NOTHING to do with the fact that your kingdom is very wealthy."

Elsa laughed again, her face relaxing, and Jack's heart leapt. Her anxious expression melting into a smile, the Snow Queen's deep blue eyes went soft as they gazed into his own, the frosty ice crystals on her crown sparkling in the morning sunlight through a few stands of thick blonde hair.

Jack's jaw slackened.

"So—your majesty," Elsa tried again hesitantly, taking a tiny step towards him, "We're to be forming an alliance, then?"

He jolted, snapping back into focus and letting out a nervous laugh. "Oh, yes!"

"So this is this a proposal, my king?"

Elsa looked back down at him, teasingly gazing into his eyes, waiting for his response. Sucking in his breath, Jack took her hand a little firmer, grinning and playfully pulling her closer. "Why not?"

"Why, we just met!" she exclaimed, starting to relax into the game, "We know nothing about each other!"

"Oh, but I know it's true," Jack said, the words beginning to tumble out of his mouth faster and faster as he spoke, "I—I know. I know, Queen Elsa."

"Oh, you do?"

"I know that it's going to be hard to believe," Jack blurted, his smile fading as he gripped her hand harder, "Because it's been a really short amount of time. But Elsa, I just want you to know that I've never felt this way about anyone, ever!"

"Uh—"

"—And if I could have anything, any wish, in this world," he stammered frantically, growing more and more intense as he spoke, "It's that I'd want to have you by my side for the rest of my existence, because you're the most amazing and brilliant and wonderful andaltogether impossibly PERFECT woman for me that I've EVER HAD THE INSANE LUCK OF MEETING!"

The last of the words tumbling helplessly out of his mouth before he could stop them, Jack was suddenly gasping for breath, staring at the floor. Now gripping her hand so tightly that his knuckles were turning white, as he slowly looked up, he saw that Elsa—frozen in her place—was staring at him in shock.

He gulped.

"Saysthe suitor," Jack squeaked.

They stared at each other in silence.

"I feel—like that wouldn't happen," Elsa whispered.

Looking to her hand again in his own, Jack shakily pulled in his breath, feeling blood rushing to his face. Relaxing his grip, he pulled his top hand back off of hers.

"But, then—uh," Jack choked, awkwardly patting her hand as he got onto his feet, "And then—the suitor—would probably add something about duty to his kingdom, and desperately needing to locate a Royal Babymaker."

Elsa jolted, abruptly pulling her hand back and letting out a sharp giggle. "Jack!"

"If they got to the point, that's what they'd say!"

"I'm the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest," she scoffed, raising her eyebrows. "If a man actually dared say that to me, I'd tell him to get out of my sight before I ice-blasted him in the face. Or asked the Nokk to trample him to death."

"YES! Good! GOOD response!" Jack laughed nervously, looking for any excuse to change the subject. He leapt forward, grasping the Snow Queen's hands again. "In fact, you know what? DON'T even wait until they say something. Just tell them that, as soon as they walk in!"

"Goodness. How subtle."

"I am a MASTER of subtlety."

She blushed slightly, letting out a breathy laugh. Then, after a few moments, the Fifth Spirit looked down again, fidgeting with her fingers as her face fell.

"What?" Jack prodded. "What's wrong now?"

She shrugged, biting her lip. "I'm sorry," Elsa breathed, "I'm just—I—!"

Her voice trailed off. As he stepped up in front of her, the Ice Powers Girl nervously looked up into his eyes.

"Jack…" she choked, "I'm scared."

A look of confusion swept over his face.

"Scared of what?" Jack sighed. "I'll be here the whole time."

"How can I talk to an actual suitor if I can't even talk to you?"

Wince.

Trying to ignore her use of the word "actual," Jack's stomach twisted as he saw the fear creeping back over her features, and he helplessly glanced around the room for ideas. The carpet, the chairs, the countless little end tables lining the hall all provided possibilities, but nothing stuck out. Finally, looking to the windows, he realized that a long, braided gold rope with a tassel on the end was hanging down from the curtain closest to a large, velvet chair.

Ah-ha!

"Okay," Jack told her, picking up the capelet and yanking it to the side, "New idea. Come 'ere."

"Whoop!"

The Snow Queen was whirled around as the capelet caught, stumbling helplessly behind Jack as he leapt up onto the chair, reaching for the tassel. Spinning around in the glistening fabric, he dramatically swept himself up, pulling the thick, braided gold cord over his shoulder like it was his hair and clearing his throat.

"I am Elsa, Reinstated Acting Queen of Arendelle!" Jack squeaked, sweeping the fabric to the side as his voice cracked in the shrill falsetto, "And I am here to see my many suitors… oh, kiss my regal hands, you hopeless oafs!"

He flung his wrist out resolutely, throwing his head back as Elsa buckled over with laughter, holding her stomach and leaning onto the armrest of the chair as blood rushed to her face.

His heart leapt.

"What was that?" Jack squealed, dramatically sweeping his hand up to his ear, and then jolting to catch the falling capelet and yank it back up around his body, "Why—why yes! You may bow before my superior everything!"

Throwing his head back again, he kicked out his leg, falling off the edge of the chair to land beside Elsa, who was now giggling even harder.

"Why, Jack Frost!" she exclaimed, her hand over her heart as he paraded around her in the capelet, "I—I had no idea that you were such a perfect body double for me!"

"Jack Frost?" he shrieked, his voice cracking again as he whirled around and batted his eyelashes in the Elsa impression, "Did you say, Jack Frost? You know him?"

She grinned, drawing herself up. "Why, as a matter of fact, I do!" she laughed. "I find him to be quite charming. And obnoxious."

"Jack Frost? That dreamboat?" Jack squeaked dramatically, fanning himself with his hand and sweeping the capelet to the side again, "That shining pillar of masculinity? That untainted, glistening paragon of pure manliness, to whom none of these suitors could ever compare?"

"Okay," Elsa chuckled with discomfort, blushing and stepping back, "Maybe you're a slightly less than perfect body double for me."

Jack stopped, laughing and sticking out his lip as he looked to her. "You don't think so?" he whimpered, dropping his voice back the three octaves down to its normal register, "You don't think I'm a completely convincing Queen Elsa?"

"No, I can't say I do…"

Reaching behind his back and gathering the fabric into his fist, Jack grinned mischievously, dropping his voice to a whisper and flirtatiously gazing into Elsa's eyes.

"Oh. I'm so sorry," he chuckled.

YANK.

He pulled the capelet and hoodie back tight at his waist, the glistening fabric poufing out into an enormous bubble over his hips.

Elsa's face turned beet red.

"How about now?" Jack laughed, swishing the pouf of fabric as he walked forward, "A little more convincing, maybe? I—"

Knock knock.

Elsa jolted, spinning around and sucking in her breath. Her face going pale, she looked back to Jack, who abruptly dropped the capelet, letting the fabric softly float to the ground.

"They're here!" she choked. "It's starting! I—"

"—Will be fine."

She gulped, biting her lip. Kicking the edge of her capelet aside, Jack leaned in close to her face, putting a hand on her shoulder.

"Snowflake, I'll be right here."

Jack grinned reassuringly, and the Ice Powers Girl shyly looked up, meeting his gaze again. Smiling weakly herself, she then nodded, turning to walk to the throne and the platform. Picking up his staff and leaping up onto the back of one of the chairs, Jack silently sat down, laying his shepherd's crook across his lap and looking to the door.

Showtime.

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(ANOTHER) AUTHOR'S NOTE: I can't promise that the draft/hiatus will be done in a week-in fact, I can pretty well promise that it WON'T be-but, if you like, I'd be MORE than happy to start posting sneak peeks of it about once a week, until it is done . Would anybody like/want that? Please let me know in the reviews. Thanks for reading, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :)

 

Chapter 49: Intimidating

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Okay, so we're still on drafting hiatus, but HERE'S THE NEXT CHRONOLOGICAL CHAPTER. (YAY!) It's not very well drafted, for which I apologize, but HEY, IT'S UP. Thanks for tolerating me, and Merry Christmas! :D :D :D

ANOTHER NOTE: Yeah, yeah, I know that William Joyce's Jack Frost is supposed to be fourteen. But (staying true to the MOVIE, not the books!), I firmly believe that if Dreamworks had actually WANTED him to be fourteen, they wouldn't have A) made him look like a young college student, and B) hired THE GUY THAT PLAYS CAPTAIN KIRK for his voice. So... well, I'm making fun of Dreamworks now. Because I can.

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49: INTIMIDATING

Turning around on the platform and sitting down on the throne, Elsa drew in a deep breath, trying to calm her racing heart. The icy fabric of the capelet elegantly swept about her feet glistened in the sunlight, and she smoothed the front of her skirt, silently begging the air around her to not become spontaneously populated with snowflakes. This was going to be fine. This was going to be just fine.

Jack was here.

Elsa jolted as the loud chu-CHUNK of the door closing resounded through the throne room. She snapped her head up, her heart leaping into her throat as her head councilman, Rolf, determinately strode up to the throne platform, a clipboard in his hand and an official-looking scowl on his face.

His gaze trailed downwards, lingering for a moment on the Snow Queen's bare hands, clasped together in her lap.

He looked back up into her eyes.

"Queen Elsa…" he asked carefully. "Where are your gloves?"

Elsa winced inside.

Queen Face! she thought desperately.

"I am not wearing them today," Elsa forced a smile, drawing herself up before Rolf could respond, "For this set of suitors. There are four audiences today, correct?"

"Oh. Uh," he stammered, suddenly remembering why he had come, "Actually, there has been some rescheduling, your majesty."

"Rescheduling? Are there more?"

"On the contrary, your majesty," Rolf sighed, looking down to the clipboard and pulling up the top page, "There were two suitors—well, a suitor and a representative—that were unable to make it today. We received word of their delays earlier this morning."

YES!

YES YES YES YES YESSSSSS!

"How unfortunate," Elsa replied. Her heart leaping, she sat a little taller in the throne, sneaking a glance to Jack. He grinned, readjusting himself on top of his staff, which was standing straight up in the carpet with him perched on top.

How DOES he do that?

"The first suitor's representative became ill two nights ago," Rolf explained, making Elsa snap back into focus, "But King Linus of Buskeland will be represented in two days' time. And your third audience, scheduled with Prince Fredrik of Kingsley, is having to be rescheduled due to unexpected delays on the road."

"I see," she nodded. "As for the others?"

"Ah, yes." Rolf flipped back to the first page. "That leaves you with two for today. The first is the Duke of Brondhiem, representing Prince Anders of Brondhiem. Prince Anders in second in line to the throne in his own kingdom, and even though he is thirty years old, he has not yet wed."

She nodded. Brondhiem was a fairly strong kingdom. "And the second?"

"Prince Linus," Rolf nodded. "He's—a little younger."

The Snow Queen looked at him skeptically. "Younger?" she asked. "How much younger are we talking about, here? Surely, you put an age minimum at eighteen."

"My Queen." He drew himself up, measuring his words carefully. "When one has personal responsibilities to the kingdom, it is sometimes necessary to—"

"—How. Much. Younger?"

Rolf pressed his lips together. After a few moments, he pulled in a deep breath.

"Prince Linus is fourteen years old."

The words hit her like a ton of bricks.

"Fourteen?!" Elsa choked.

There was a tiny thump, and Elsa glanced to the side. Jack had hopped down off of his staff, bouncing into the air and flying over to the center carpet of the throne room. Floating over Rolf's shoulder, he stared down at the clipboard for a few seconds, his eyes widening before he let out a sharp laugh of disbelief.

"Yep. Fourteen years old," Jack chuckled bitterly, glancing up to her. "And this portrait of the kid—wow."

"Your majesty," Rolf started again, gripping the clipboard to his chest as Jack invisibly dropped back down onto the floor behind him, "We know that he's a little younger than would be desired, but—"

"—A little?!"

"But given the political atmosphere," Rolf continued, slightly louder, "The Council believed that it would be a good way to—well, to smooth over some rough patches that Arendelle has had with the Southern Isles in the last two years."

"The Southern Isles?" she asked quizzically, "What are you talking about? We have a very strong treaty with them! I mean, it wasn't exactly formed in ideal circumstances, but I—um—"

Rolf raised his eyebrows. Her face going pale, Elsa's voice trailed off.

"Wait," she squeaked, "You—you aren't saying that—"

He nodded solemnly.

"They're cousins, your highness," Rolf said.

Her mouth fell open in shock.

Her heart sinking into her stomach, the Snow Queen closed her eyes, pulling in a long, ragged breath. Gritting her teeth, she slowly exhaled, sitting forward on the throne and looking into her councilman's gaze again.

"Are you meaning to tell me," Elsa gritted, struggling to keep her voice even, "That you have set me up with the fourteen-year-old cousin—of Prince Hans!?"

Rolf's cheeks flushed. Quickly hiding it, he drew himself up, glaring down the end of his nose the best he could with her sitting above him on the platform.

"Queen Elsa," he enunciated, "You of all people should be aware that it's difficult finding suitors who would be willing to overlook—"

"—My ice powers?"

He pressed his lips together, pulling in his breath.

"The Summer Freeze wasn't exactly a secret, my queen," he said coldly. "Not to mention, that—thing you did with those ice crystals the autumn before last."

"That the spirits did?"

Rolf visibly restrained from rolling his eyes.

"Uh—certainly. The spirits," he enunciated, a sneer on the edge of his lips. "But surely, you must understand why taking such a—risk—would be intimidating to most men."

"A risk of getting near me, you mean."

"Well—yes," he nodded. "And you can see why that would—"

"—Be intimidating to suitors? Yes, I suppose I can!" she snapped, "Which brings us back to the matter of why I need to be seeing suitors at all."

"Queen Elsa! We have discussed this!"

"Excuse me?"

"After the Freeze—"

"It was an accident!"

"Which is exactly why your suitors would feel safer if you were wearing your—"

"—I WILL NOT BE WEARING GLOVES!" Elsa shrieked.

A long, cold silence fell over the room as Rolf stared at her in shock.

Her heart pounding, the Fifth Spirit's chest rose up and down rapidly as she gasped for breath, stunned by the unintentional ferocity of her own voice. Shifting her hips on the throne, she anxiously glanced to Jack, who was still sitting perched atop his staff by the mantle.

He grinned.

"You tell 'im, Snowflake," Jack chuckled softly.

Feeling blood rushing to her face, Elsa looked to her lap, clenching her hands tightly together and then relaxing them. Then, stretching out her fingers, she pulled in her breath, glaring back into the Councilman's eyes.

"I—will not," she repeated slowly, "Be wearing gloves."

The silence fell again. Swallowing hard, Elsa snuck a glance at Jack again.

"Hey, don't look at me," he chuckled, adjusting himself atop the staff. "I'm invisible, remember?"

She shifted uncomfortably on the throne for the second time. She glanced to the Councilman again, and then back to Jack, and—

"Oh," Jack corrected quickly, realizing what she meant. "Uhlet's see… I don't believe it's necessary for me to wear gloves?"

"I don't believe it's necessary for me to wear gloves," Elsa repeated, looking back to Rolf with an expression of relief sweeping over her face.

"Because that's a part of who I used to be," he prompted.

"Because that's a part of who I used to be."

"And the past is in the past."

"And the past is in the past."

"And I hate you."

"And I hate—!"

Rolf raised his eyebrows, and Elsa froze, catching the last of the phrase just before it fell off the tip of her tongue. Blushing at the few rogue flurries materializing out of the air around her, she sucked in a quick breath to start again, struggling to regain her composure.

"And—I have," Elsa corrected shakily, sitting up taller in the throne, "My powers completely under control."

Rolf's eyes slid upwards to the flurries. Looking back down into her eyes, while visibly restraining from rolling his own again, he then pressed his lips together, gripping the clipboard.

"I certainly hope you do," Rolf sneered. He nodded, bowing slightly, his eyes not smiling with his mouth. "Your majesty."

The Snow Queen didn't move.

Without saying another word, Rolf then abruptly spun around, pacing for the doors. Pulling one of them open, he stomped through, disappearing into the hallway as it swung shut after him.

Boom.

Before Elsa even had a chance to relax, it was suddenly swinging open again to the sound of a trumpeting fanfare.

"REPRESENTING PRINCE ANDERS OF BRONDHIEM," a voice announced, "THE DUKE OF BRONDHIEM."

The Fifth Spirit drew herself up, her heart pounding as a tall, blonde man in his mid-thirties marched into the room, holding an official-looking scroll. Seeing a sparkling something in the corner of her eye, she snuck another glance to the side.

Jack raised his eyebrows in question, glancing to the tiny snowflake hovering over his fingertips, and then looking back into Elsa's eyes. The blonde man pulled off his hat, and Elsa quickly nodded at Jack as the duke swept into a formal bow.

Jack flicked the snowflake towards her.

"Queen Elsa," the duke began, "It is an honor to meet you."

She stood from the throne, clasping her hands tightly in front of her skirt. As she pulled in a shaky breath to speak, trying to will her vocal cords to function, Elsa felt a tiny puff of cold hit her neck, a faint blue sparkle twinkling in her vision.

Elsa exhaled, her face and shoulders relaxing as the sudden feeling of relief washed over her.

"Likewise, sir," she said softly.

In her peripheral vision, Elsa saw Jack hop down from his staff, snatching it from the air and letting it fall back onto his shoulder. He grinned, sauntering over to the carpet by the duke as he pulled open the scroll.

"Well, well," Jack chuckled, "Let's see what we've got here!"

"I must take this moment to formally apologize on behalf of my superior, Prince Anders," the duke stated emotionlessly. "But I have been entrusted with a letter from his hand to be read to you in person. If I may."

"Of course," Queen Elsa replied.

Jack snorted, walking around to the duke's side and dropping his staff onto the carpet.

The duke clicked his boots together, clearing his throat and holding the scroll out in front of himself. Pressing his chin into his neck and sucking in a dramatic breath, Jack did the same in imitation.

"To Queen Elsa of Arendelle," the duke read, "Or, as she is otherwise known: The Snow Queen."

"Dear Potential Babymaker," Jack Frost announced.

Elsa smiled in spite of herself, rolling her eyes at Jack as the duke looked back to the scroll and continued.

"It is with deepest admiration that I begin this letter," he read, "For I have heard rumor of the Snow Queen's grace and beauty."

"I'm so romantic that I'm not going to show up to court you myself," Jack translated, side-stepping the duke and sweeping into a dramatic bow. "But, even though I've never met you, I've been told you're hot. Be flattered."

Elsa clasped her hands tightly in front of her skirt, struggling to control herself.

Queen Face! Queen Face! Queen Face!

The duke unrolled the scroll slightly. "It has come to the attention of my father, the reigning King of Brondhiem, that there is a distinct possibility my older brother (current heir to the throne) will not sire an heir."

"So," Jack chuckled, imitating the duke's voice again, "I need to bed somebody—"

"My father's council believes it to therefore be expedient that I find a suitable wife as quickly as possible."

"Because my daddy's friends told me I should."

Elsa jolted. Jack smirked at her expression, shrugging as she restrained from a snort and walking to the duke's other side.

"My intent, therefore, is to propose the formation of an alliance between the kingdoms of Arendelle and Brondhiem through our marriage," the duke read on. "It should interest you to know that the kingdom of Brondhiem has a healthy economy, primarily due to our exports in fishing and woodworking. My father's council assures me that our finances are well—"

"—Because I've never checked them myself—"

"—And that this would be the best of all possible times to be seeking a formation of a new alliance. My father's council has also recommended that I seek an alliance with Arendelle, specifically because of its location and tradeable natural resources."

"And because I'm a figurehead."

Elsa bit down hard on her lip, trying to keep a straight face.

"I have been informed of your keen interest in financial growth and economic interdependence between local kingdoms."

"I believe whatever I'm told."

"If you were to see Brondhiem, I am certain that you would find it most pleasing. It would without question be a respectable marriage, and my father's council approves highly of your political history, excluding the events of July three summers' past, and your supposedly 'supernatural' excursion to the northern forests last year. However, as your council assures me that these were both one-time occurrences, I cannot see why they could not be overlooked, in favor of pursuing matters more vital to the kingdom's future, such as the siring of an heir."

"Yada yada yada, ice powers bad, sleep with me."

Elsa let out a sharp giggle of shock.

The duke stopped reading, blankly looking up from the scroll in surprise and raising his eyebrows. Frantically gathering her senses, Elsa gulped.

"I—I'm t-terribly sorry," she said, "Just—um—a little congestion. Do go on, sir."

She coughed into her hand, innocently gazing into his eyes in hopes of proving her point. As the duke pulled in his breath, adjusting the scroll again, Jack Frost chuckled, flipping his staff over his wrist and sitting down on it in the air, looking to her good-naturedly.

"See, Snowflake?" Jack laughed softly. "You're doing great. We're just going to have some fun with these guys."

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Throughout the remainder of the audience with the duke, it became darkly apparent to Jack Frost that his sarcastic translation of the prince's letter was far more accurate than he'd originally intended it to be.

Elsa, of course, had been inhumanly polite and cordial to the man, despite the fact that he had the same basic answer to every question she asked for the remainder of the audience. This general answer (conveyed more by what he didn't say than what he did) was that Prince Anders had made no real achievements in his life besides that of his actual birth, and that he was the standard model of a Royal Figurehead whose opinions were defined by what his father's council told him they should be. By all accounts, he was no match for Elsa. And—despite her perfect manners—it was obvious to Jack that the Snow Queen was something less than infatuated with Brondhiem's prince.

Good.

As soon as the duke had exited, the door swinging shut with a boom, Jack hopped down from off of his staff again.

"Well," he scoffed, "That was unfathomably boring."

Elsa let out her breath. "Brondhiem's a strong kingdom," she sighed. "If I had been given any reason to believe that Prince Anders was working to influence some sort of change, it might have actually been a respectable alliance to consider. It's too bad that his political agendas are so vague."

"Yeah," Jack nodded solemnly, restraining from a smirk. "It's a real shame."

"Thank you. By the way," Elsa said suddenly, making him snap back into focus as she turned and stepped back up onto the platform. "It was a lot easier with you here."

"Anytime, Snowflake. Oh, and—and just so you know," he added, glancing to her sparkling capelet as she spun around, gracefully sweeping into the throne, "I'm not intimidated by your ice powers. At all."

She smiled weakly. "Thanks, Jack."

"No. Seriously," he chuckled, "I feel like I'm watching a line of house cats trying to hit on a lion."

To this, Elsa giggled slightly, raising her eyebrows. "And I'm the lion, in a world full of house cats?" she laughed. "Then who do you think should be trying to court me?"

Jack raised a single eyebrow, grinning mischievously.

"Well—I dunno, ma'am," he whispered. "How about another lion?"

Elsa's eye widened.

Before she could respond, the door into the throne room was swinging open again, the dull creaking drowned out by a trumpeted fanfare.

"PRINCE LINUS, OF THE SOUTHERN ISLES."

Jack stepped back out of Elsa's way, looking to the front of the throne room just as a chubby, ruddy-faced fourteen-year-old boy stumbled through the doors. Nearly tripping over his feet, he came to a stop, swallowing hard as the door was pulled shut behind him.

Boom.

And his face went pale.

A few moments went by in silence as the young prince and the Snow Queen stared at each other from across the length of the throne room, mutually horrified. His mouth falling open in shock, Jack let out a breathy bark of laughter, taking a few steps back.

"Wow," he breathed.

You've gotta be kidding me.

Just as Jack was turning back to face her, readying another snarky comment to try to ease the situation, the Snow Queen drew herself up.

"I—!"

The prince jolted, sucking in his breath, and she abruptly snapped her mouth shut. Jack watched in silence as she adjusted herself on the throne, closing her eyes and then opening them, she tried again.

"If—if it's any consolation," Elsa said carefully, "I don't particularly want to be here, either."

Silence.

Clearly wincing in the fourteen-year-old's wide-eyed stare, Jack saw Elsa swallow hard, clasping her hands tightly together in her lap.

"Wait," the prince choked, "I… really?"

Queen Elsa nodded.

Prince Linus looked down to his feet, shifting uncomfortably in the suitjacket. "B-b-but I'm supposed to—"

"—You don't have to."

"Wouldn't they be mad?"

"Oh, I imagine so," Elsa said casually, standing from the throne and smoothing her skirt, "If they found out. Which they don't have to."

"Aren't they going to ask how I was?"

"Undoubtedly." She smiled reassuringly, walking forward and stepping down off of the platform, dropping her voice to a whisper. "And I'll tell them that you were sweet and gentlemanly, and that I rejected you because you're not yet eighteen."

A look of relief swept over Prince Linus's face.

"You—you can—you can do that?" he breathed.

"It's a private audience, isn't it?"

The boy's face broke into a smile, and he stumbled back a step, clapping his hand over his heart. "Oh my gosh," he gasped gratefully, "I—that—thanks!"

Jack restrained from a snort.

Elsa glanced to him, and he bit down hard on his lip, trying to keep from bursting out laughing. Clearly restraining from a giggle herself as she walked forward, Elsa stepped down off of the platform, gesturing to one of the chairs on the side of the room.

"Would you care to sit down, Prince Linus?" she asked. "For as long as we have this audience, if we're going to make them believe that you actually tried to court me—"

"—NO belief is that powerful," Jack Frost muttered.

The Snow Queen closed her eyes, gathering her thoughts as she restrained from another laugh.

"Um—then we need to wait for a few minutes before I can see you out," she finished kindly, looking to the nervous prince.

He nodded, pulling in a long breath and tugging uncomfortably at his suitjacket again. Without saying a word, he then spun on his heel, marching to the couch.

Jack saw Elsa sneak a quick glance back at him, raising her eyebrows and smiling in their private joke as the boy sat down. The prince was tugging at his jacket again, sitting up at straight as he could on the squishy couch and trying to appear calm as Elsa, her long, icy capelet billowing behind her across the carpet, swept over to the chair beside him.

"So," Elsa started, gracefully turning around and taking a seat, "How is your schooling going? Do you have a favorite subject?"

"I—uh," the boy stammered, "I don't really like schooling."

Jack grinned, shaking his head as he flipped his staff over his wrist, sitting down on it in the air and crossing his right ankle over his opposite knee.

"Ah," Elsa choked.

The silence fell again as she and the young prince simultaneously looked down into their laps, trying to think of something else to say. His ruddy cheeks flushing, Prince Linus shifted uncomfortably on the couch, eying the ice crystals on Elsa's skirt with terrified awe.

Man, kiddo, Jack Frost thought, If I didn't feel so bad for you, this would be hilarious.

"So—um," Elsa tried to start again, making the prince jump, "What do you like to do, then? Any hobbies?"

"Oh! Yeah!" he exclaimed, "I—I'm really into hunting."

"Is that so?"

"Yeah. I like BIG game. Like, bears. And deer!" the prince bubbled, "Like, when you get up really close to them, and you've got perfect aim, and then it's like, BLAM! And their HEADS explode, and it's like, pa-chewwwww, and the brains spew everywhere, and there's a lot of blood, and—"

The prince glanced back to Elsa, suddenly noticing that her face had gone pale, and that she was now sitting rigidly on the couch next to him, hands clasped tightly together in her lap.

Oh, cringe.

As the fourteen-year-old prince blushed a deep shade of red, uncomfortably adjusting himself in his suitjacket, Jack let out his breath, shaking his head and grinning at the boy.

I am embarrassed FOR you, little man.

"Oh—I," Elsa squeaked, making the prince jump and look back up into her eyes, "That—um—that sounds very—"

Jack leaned slightly forward to hear.

"Masculine," Elsa choked.

After a few seconds, the comment sinking in, the prince relaxed again. Blood rushing to his chubby cheeks, he pulled at the edge of his suitjacket, letting out a nervous laugh.

"Wow. You're—really nice. And pretty," he stammered. The Ice Powers Girl smiled kindly, and he let out another anxious giggle. "I just—I thought you'd be—"

He cut himself off, his blush deepening in its hue. After a few moments, Elsa raised her eyebrows, leaning towards him, and Prince Linus cringed.

"Thought I'd be what?" she prompted softly.

"Um…" The prince drew in a deep breath, hesitantly looking up into the Snow Queen's eyes.

"Scarier?" he squeaked.

Elsa's eyes widened.

"Scarier?" she gasped. "Why would I be scary?"

"Well—you know. Like, when you get mad," he blurted, "I mean, like—like two years ago—when your sister was going to get married before you, and you got mad, and froze everything?"

Elsa's mouth fell open in shock.

"Got mad?" she sputtered, "I wasn't mad! And, I was concerned because Princess Anna was about to marry a man she'd just met! It had nothing to do with her being the first to wed—"

"—But you froze everything!"

"It was an accident!"

"Well, that's not what my cousin Hans—"

"—YOUR COUSIN HANS CAN GO TO—"

The prince winced in terror as Elsa abruptly cut herself off, squeezing her eyes shut and pulling in a long, shaky breath. Despite her calm, controlled demeanor, as a few stray flurries of snow began to materialize out of the air around her, Jack could see that the Fifth Spirit's teeth were clenched together in fury.

Geez.

Whoever he was, Elsa did not like this Hans guy.

After a few moments, letting out her breath, the Snow Queen drew herself up again, struggling to regain her composure. "Your—you cousin Hans and I have had some—misunderstandings," she enunciated carefully.

Forcing a tight, bitter smile, she elegantly crossed her legs, the long slit in her skirt falling open across her pale skin.

Seeing it, Prince Linus's eyes bulged. He shifted on the couch, his mouth falling open in shock, eying the now exposed bit of leg as Jack's eyes narrowed.

Don't even THINK about it, kiddo.

"El—um, Queen Elsa," the prince corrected quickly, looking back up into her eyes as she sat back up on the chair, getting onto her feet, "So—if you're not married yet—well, I'm actually fourteen and a half, and I'll be turning eighteen in—"

"—DOWN, boy!" Jack Frost exclaimed.

"Oh! I—aaaaah," Elsa squeaked, blushing furiously as he got up as well, the top of his head barely reaching her shoulder, "Um—you'll be the first to know."

The prince nodded eagerly. Gathering his courage, he then stepped forward to her, picking up Elsa's hand.

"It's been—an honor," he breathed. "Queen Elsa."

Jack's eyebrows lifted as Prince Linus brought Elsa's hand to his lips, kissing it.

And then again.

And again. And then kissing her wrist. And her arm. And—

"That's—um, I—could you—okay!" Elsa stammered forcefully, pulling her hand away from the boy, "I think that's enough, don't you?"

Jack suppressed another laugh as the boy stepped back, eagerly looking up into her eyes, yet still visibly relieved from not having to try to propose to the twenty-three-year-old Snow Queen. With a satisfied grin, Prince Linus nodded, turning away and marching from through the doors out into the hallway.

Boom.

Jack hopped down off the shepherd's crook, and the Ice Powers Girl closed her eyes, her face relaxing as she slowly let out her breath. Being careful not to startle her, Jack let his staff fall back onto his shoulder, laughing softly under his breath as he came up to her side.

"Just so you know," Jack chuckled, "Elsa—you're. Angelic."

She turned to face him, her shoulders relaxing in relief. "He was as scared as I was," Elsa sighed. "I was just trying to be polite."

"That was beyond polite, Snowflake," he scoffed, "You made it seem like you were legitimately thankful to have the audience. Like, he was doing you some sort of favor, or something."

The Fifth Spirit fidgeted with her fingers, twisting her heel into the carpet as Jack stopped beside her, dropping the end of his staff into the carpet and leaning into it.

"Well," she admitted, "In a way, I—I suppose he did."

A look of confusion swept over his face. "What do you mean?"

"Because—whether or not he knows it—Prince Linus just gave me a fantastic idea," Elsa whispered, leaning slightly forward to Jack. "And I know exactly how I'm going to get rid of the rest of my suitors."

"How is that?"

The young queen smiled mischievously, turning away from him and whisking her capelet behind her. Jack watched in wonder as she threw her arms out to the sides, blasting the chairs around her with large, violent spikes of ice, gleaming as she swept down the carpet towards the throne platform.

A sly little smirk began to spread across Jack's face.

"I believe I can see where this is going," he chuckled. "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"

Whirling around on the platform, the Ice Powers Girl grinned wickedly, sweeping her hand over her head. A spiked, vicious-looking crown made of ice materialized out of the air on top of it, and she sat down regally in the now icicle-covered throne, glaring down the end of her nose as it settled into her thick hair.

"It can be a—terrifying—prospect," Elsa drawled, her eyebrow twitching, "For those naive, foolish little men who dare to come court the Evil Snow Queen."

 

Chapter 50: Fangirl

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Once again, we're still on Drafting Hiatus, but my Christmas Present to Me was allowing myself to write the next chronological chapter anyway. Like the last, this really isn't drafted (I am SO sorry!), but I felt like putting it up anyway. You are all fantastic, thanks for reading, HUGE thank you to the WONDERFUL people who have reviewed, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :)

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50: FANGIRL

"NOTHING!"

Jack looked up as the Ice Powers Girl groaned in frustration, slamming the back cover of the volume of court transcripts shut. After the morning audiences and duties, they had joined Queen Anna and King Kristoff for lunch, but now—forty-five minutes of political debate, one snowball fight, and an afternoon of research later—Elsa and Jack were once again in the library.

He shifted in his seat, his eyebrows lifting. "You know what you need?" Jack suggested, "You need to have some snow fort time. Or we could race sleds. Or maybe another snowball fight—"

"—Noooooooo," Elsa groaned, burying her face in her hands as she leaned onto the table, "What I need is statistics. I need funding, time, and interest, so that I can get the research I need, to get the support I need, to get everyone to pay attention to the whole situation, to get this confounded reform ROLLING, ALREADY!"

And she collapsed her head forward onto the table.

BANG.

As long, delicate spirals of frost began to slowly swirl out from where her forehead was touching the tabletop, Jack restrained from a laugh. Shaking his head and grinning quietly to himself, he swept his hand through the air.

The glistening snowflake danced and twinkled as it floated across the bench, landing on the nape of Elsa's neck. With a faint blue sparkle bursting over her skin, Jack watched her muscles relax, her tense shoulders sinking slightly as she let out her breath.

"Thanks," she whimpered.

"Anytime, Snowflake."

She nodded weakly, pushing herself back up and resting her chin on her fist. Sinking into it, flicking the edge of the enormous book with her finger, she sadly looked back up into his eyes.

"I mean," she said quietly, "This—I'm not just on a wild goose chase here, am I? This is really happening? It's really as common as you say?"

"Yeah," Jack sighed. "But don't worry. We'll find the research you need."

"We had certainly better," Elsa retorted, "Because what I'm currently going off of as evidence is a combination of your word, and my complete lack of faith in humanity."

"Which makes for a surprisingly strong argument."

"Gaaaurgh—"

"—Kidding, Snowflake."

She sat up straight again, reaching for the volume of court records and pulling it back towards herself across the table.

"Well," she shrugged, "If there's one thing that we've figured out, it's that a reform is required—ESPECIALLY if I can get it done before Anna comes back to the throne. I mean, I don't know about you, but I'd say that our total lack of evidence is pretty good evidence itself."

"Agreed."

With a sigh, Jack shoved his chair back, getting onto his feet. He groaned, stretching his hands into the air. "Weeeeeeeelp," he chuckled, letting out his breath as he dropped them back to his sides, "I don't know about you, but I'm ready for another break."

"But we just—"

"—That was over an hour and a half ago, Snowflake."

"Really?"

She looked upwards to the skylight, and Jack restrained from a laugh as an expression of shock swept over her face, seeing that the early afternoon sky was already lavender with sunset.

"How long before we've got to go to dinner?" he asked.

"We probably have another couple hours or so," Elsa sighed. She looked back to the volume of records on the table in front of her, finding her place with her finger.

A few seconds passed by in silence.

Pulling in his breath, Jack bit the edge of his lip.

"I was—okay, you know those—records—you researched me in?" he ventured, measuring his words carefully.

She looked up from her volume. "The psychiatric case files?"

"No, before that," he corrected. "I mean—stories. You started on stories, didn't you? Like—oh, whats-his-face—the professor?"

The Ice Powers Girl raised her eyebrows. "Borstad?"

"Yeah. Him." Jack pulled in his breath, stepping back from the table and sticking his hands into his front pocket. "I—I was kinda wondering if there were—more?"

Elsa glanced down to the records, contemplating the statement. After a few moments, the tiniest hint of a smile twitched out of the side of her mouth.

"Oh," she laughed softly, raising her eyebrows again, "There is—definitely—more Jack Frost material in this library."

The Snow Queen leaned forward onto her fist, her piercingly blue eyes practically sparkling as she gazed up at him, the snowflakes in her hair catching the sunlight.

Jack's breath caught.

"Why?" Elsa asked suddenly.

"Oh—uh," he laughed nervously, a little blood rushing to his face as he snapped back into focus, "I—I was just—sorta curious. You know."

"You want to see what people have written about you?"

Jack shifted on his feet, awkwardly kicking at the carpet. Looking up, he let out another nervous laugh, a self-conscious smile creeping over his face.

"Yeah," he muttered.

Elsa shrugged, twisting around on her seat to face him. "It makes perfect sense," she said kindly. "And, there are quite a few interpretations of—well, of you."

"So," he asked, "You wouldn't mind if I—?"

"—Not at all."

Jack let out his breath, easing his toes underneath his staff on the carpet and kicking it into his hands. Flipping it back over his shoulder, he turned away from the table, walking towards the towering bookshelves.

"You're going the wrong way."

Jack paused, turning back to her. Elsa shifted on the bench, nodding to the side.

"The—um—most of the Jack Frost commentaries are in the other direction. Downstairs, in the open part of the library," she explained. "You know, with the classical mythology stuff. I haven't been in the open-access part of the library for a while, but at least, the commentaries usually ended up getting shelved in the same place," she said quickly. "Most of it's back on the less popular side. If you go past all of those bookshelves past the door, there'll be another door on the wall. Go through that one, down the hall, and then it'll take you to the stairs. They let out through a private exit that leads into the open part of the library."

"Oh. Great," Jack nodded. "Thanks."

She beamed, looking back to the volume of court records as he turned around, starting to walk towards the row of bookshelves, After a few moments, he came to a stop, slowly looking back to her.

"Um… Elsa? Just... just wondering," Jack said carefully, turning back around as she looked up from the book, "Do you happen to remember what shelf it's on?"

"Oh, yes!" she said excitedly, "Almost all of the Jack Frost material is on aisle R9, fairly close to the bottom. It should be about three shelves up, and the most relevant commentary is about two-thirds of the way…"

Jack was smiling, leaning into his staff and raising his eyebrows.

"About… um," Elsa squeaked. "About two-thirds of the way down… on the left?"

She bit her lip, swallowing hard and staring into her lap with embarrassment. After a few moments, she pulled in her breath.

"I… think," Elsa choked.

A few flurries of snow began to materialize out of the air around her. Jack smiled sheepishly, leaning into his staff and seeing the color rising to the Ice Powers Girl's cheeks.

Dawwwww…

"Wow," he chuckled, dropping his voice to a whisper. "That specific, huh?"

Elsa shifted uncomfortably on the bench. "Maybe I just have a really great memory."

"Mmm. That's gotta be it."

He shot her a flirty grin, picking up his staff and letting it fall back onto his shoulder as he walked back towards the table. Elsa gave her head a quick shake.

"You were a storybook character with ice powers!" she protested, blushing a deeper and deeper red as he came up to her, "I mean, all that time alone, and I was scared, and then there was you, and I—"

"—Casually became the world's leading authority on Jack Frost."

She closed her eyes, as if in pain, staring into her lap again. Shifting his fingers on the staff, Jack turned around in front of the bench, silently sitting down next to her, with his back against the table.

"Hey."

Elsa kept determinately staring into her lap. Jack let out his breath.

"Look at me."

The Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest swallowed hard, biting the edge of her lip. Brushing her arm with the back of his hand, Jack dropped his voice to a whisper.

"Elsa—look. You were lonely. I—get—loneliness. Okay?" he said softly as she looked up. "I'm just giving you a hard time. Can I leave this here?"

A smile twitching out of the side of his mouth, Jack stretched his foot out, easing it under his shepherd's crook in the carpet. Kicking it into the air, he caught it, and she snapped her head up, her eyes bulging.

"Your staff?" Elsa gasped. "Are you sure?"

"Well… I need both hands for the books. Right?" Jack shrugged. "And, I think you'll keep an eye on it. Won't you?"

He smiled knowingly, peering up at her through his eyelashes as he reached around her, dropping the shepherd's crook in front of her on the table with a clatter. The Ice Powers Girl opened her mouth to speak, but no sound came out as he straightened up and stepped back from the table. Restraining from a laugh at her expression, Jack Frost then spun around, walking for the wall by the bookcases.

As soon as he was out of sight behind the first bookcase, he stopped, walking straight down the aisle. Rolling his feet so that he didn't make any sound in the carpet, he walked faster, nearly running for the other end of the bookcase.

Taking a moment to try to calm his racing heart, Jack slowly walked to the edge of the bookcase, struggling to keep his breathing even. Pressing his back against the bookcase's end, he held his breath, slowly peering around the corner.

At the table in the grand, open section of the library beneath the skylight, Elsa was still sitting, frozen, on the bench, staring at the shepherd's crook in front of her. Jack then watched as she hunched over by the edge of the table, the ice particles on her dress sparkling as she hesitantly reached forward to the staff with her pointer finger.

Tap.

Clapping her hand over her mouth, Elsa jumped, anxiously looking around to make sure she was still alone.

She stood up, silently pushing back the bench and leaning over the table. Holding her breath, she bit the edge of her lip, gingerly reaching out and picking up the staff.

Her eyes wide, Jack watched as the young queen sat back onto the bench, turning the old shepherd's crook over in her hands as if she were handling a sacred relic. Her eyes glazing over, she giggled breathily in disbelief, shaking her head as she traced her fingers down its length.

After a few more moments of awestruck silence, Elsa suddenly snapped back into focus, letting out a self-conscious laugh as blood rushed to her cheeks. Bumping the ice bench back across the carpet again, she abruptly stood up, adjusting her grip on the staff. Jack Frost then watched as she leaned all the way over the table, the snowflakes on back of her skirt sparkling in the sunlight as she carefully began to lower the staff back into its place.

Clunk!

Elsa gasped, sucking in her breath as she accidentally dropped the staff, its straight end smacking the tabletop. A shimmering layer of frost flowered over the surface of the wood, and she froze, her eyes widening in shock.

Still frozen in her place, she looked back to the staff. Drawing in a long, shaky breath, Elsa then silently lifted the shepherd's crook up again, stepping back from the table.

Jack gasped and leapt back out of sight as she nervously glanced around the room. His heart pounding as he pressed his back into the end of the bookcase, he waited for a few seconds, then hesitantly peering back around the edge again.

Her long, sparkling capelet trailing behind her on the floor, the Fifth Spirit was now standing back a few feet from the table, gently tossing the staff in her hands. Closing her eyes, she pulled in a deep breath, sweeping the staff through the air.

Shinggg!

Elsa gasped as a swirl of snowflakes swept through the air, ice particles shooting forward over the carpet and catching the sunlight as they fell. Looking back down to the staff, she let out another breathy giggle, stumbling back a step. Biting her lip excitedly and adjusting her hold again, she then gracefully swung the staff in the other direction.

Shinggg!

Another elegant, glistening streamer of snowflakes flew through the air, and Elsa laughed, jumping back with a tiny squeak of delight. His heart pounding, Jack eagerly watched as she looked down at the staff, then pulling her arm back and sweeping it forward.

Shinggg! Shing Shing! SHINGGG!

Shot after shot of glistening snowflakes erupted into the air, and with the angelic, ringing sound of her laughter peeling through the library, Jack's heart leapt as he watched the Ice Powers Girl spin around and around, her arms outstretched, giggling with delight as she sent streamer after streamer of sparkling frost shooting out of the end of the shepherd's crook.

Jack Frost's heart swelled, and he straightened up, grinning dazedly as he leaned his head back against the end of the bookcase. Closing his eyes, he sank down a little against it, letting out a contented sigh. She was so beautiful when she was smiling…

He glanced back towards the open part of the library, smiling as his heart swelled again.

Have fun, Snowflake.

Shaking his head, the Fifth Guardian pushed himself away from the end of the bookcase, silently reaching up to feel the snowflake medal through the fabric his hoodie. Feeling it for a moment—his heart leaping as he ran his fingers over its hard, icy edge beneath the wool—Jack Frost grinned sheepishly, sticking his hand into his front pocket as he turned to walk back towards the staircase.

Far too soon, he was standing in the doorway, looking down the dimly-lit hallway towards the stairwell. Pausing for a moment, Jack glanced back down the aisle where he had been standing mere moments before, secretly spying on the most wonderful, and—well, okay, honestly adorable—display of fun that he'd seen in a very long time.

A dreamy, vacant smile crept over Jack's features.

Oh, Manny, the Snow Queen was cute.

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Hearing his triumphant laugh resounding through the library, Elsa gasped and lunged for the table, leaping to the bench and dropping the shepherd's crook back into place. As Jack Frost reappeared from around the corner, his arms filled with books, she had bit down hard on her lip, determinately staring at the volume in front of her and trying to appear casual again. She had of course melted the evidence of her, eh, distraction, from the research, and—for as far as Elsa could tell—Jack Frost hadn't the faintest idea of what had happened.

Oh, thank heavens.

And so, sitting side-by-side on the ice bench again, they studied their separate books as the last of the sunlight above them drained from the sky with his arms around her waist. After a long, calm study in silence—

"HA!"

Elsa startled, whipping around to face him as Jack suddenly stood up, yanking his hand away from her back. Slapping his hand onto the tabletop and leaning over it, he clapped his opposite hand over his eyes, bursting out laughing as he sank back onto the bench.

She shifted on her hips, smoothing her skirt. "Found something interesting?" Elsa laughed.

He pulled his fingers down his face, groaning as he looked to her. Jack's face then cracked into a grin.

"Sorry if I scared ya, Snowflake," he chuckled, "I just—these are hilarious."

Elsa shrugged. "Well—as the reinstated Queen of Arendelle," she said smoothly, licking the end of her pointer finger, "I'm delighted to hear that you've found reason to enjoy the Royal Records Collection. Mr. Frost."

She smiled, raising an eyebrow as he blushed. The Snow Queen then looked back to the table, reaching forward and daintily turning the page of her court records volume.

"But seriously. This stuff is a crack-up," he laughed nervously. "How much of this do you remember?"

"That stuff? Not much," she admitted. Looking back to him. "I was pretty quick to throw out the irrelevant interpretations. I mean—I believed that Jack Frost was real."

"Yeah, I appreciate it."

He shot her a flirty grin. Pulling in her breath, Elsa felt a smile tugging at the edge of her mouth, as well.

"So… what are you finding?" she asked.

"OH. Let me tell you!"

Jack leapt onto his feet again, whirling around and leaning back against the edge of the table. Reaching around to the nearest pile, he pulled out a slender book, holding it up.

"According to this," he scoffed, "I'm a metaphor for the upcoming Western expansion."

"Really."

"Oh, it gets better," he laughed. Elsa watched as Jack snapped the book shut, tossing it onto the pile and picking up another.

He leaned forward, gazing into her eyes and dropping his voice to a whisper. "And according to this guy," he drawled. "I'm a girl."

"No!" Elsa gasped dramatically, slapping her hand over her heart.

Jack's face flushed, and she restrained from a laugh as he reached around, picking up another two books and holding them up in turn. "In this one," he started again, "I am a modernization of the character Plyades from Sophocles' Elektra, and in this one—personal favorite," Jack chuckled, "I am: The Plague."

Her eyes bulged. "Wait, what?"

"No—literally. That guy doesn't even think it's symbolism." Jack scoffed, closing the book and tossing it onto the pile. "I am—literally—the plague. After all this time. I am the plague. My, if only I'd known."

Elsa laughed. "Yeah, Borstad couldn't have possibly meant that Jack Frost, mischievous winter spirit, would actually have been Jack Frost, mischievous winter spirit."

"Oh, don't be ridiculous, Snowflake."

"Ah, academia," she sighed happily as he reached for the next book, "What is the purpose of life, if not searching for deeper meaning in places where it doesn't actually exist?"

Jack snorted. "Don't say that around North," he chuckled.

"Santa Claus?"

"You mean, Professor Claus?"

His hand on the cover of the next book, he paused, slowly looking back to her and raising a single eyebrow.

"Santa Claus was a professor?" she gasped, "Are you serious?"

"Yeah. Big time," Jack chuckled, "The guy was a scientist. Everything calls for a lecture. And any excuse for a ceremony… oh, boy."

His eyes widened, and he exhaled slowly, shaking his head in horror at the thought. Elsa laughed, twisting around on the bench.

"A science professor, though?" she asked, "What kind?"

"Well, it was forever ago, so—the fields sort of melted into each other. Astronomy, physics, engineering. That kind of thing."

"Wow. And after all this time?" she breathed, "He must be fascinating."

"If you can stay awake through the math, then, yeah. Don't worry, though," he laughed. "If he can't explain it in under two minutes, he calls it 'magic,' and we're all good."

He grinned, leaning back as she rolled her eyes.

"Magic," she laughed.

"Yeah—the shpeel on 'Magic Is What We Call All Scientific Phenomena We Do Not Yet Understand' has got to be his favorite lecture." Jack chuckled, "But back last spring, he got this idea that he had to physically figure out my powers, and he made me his personal lab rat for a couple weeks. That was just weird."

"Did he find anything out?"

"Yeah. Not that any of us can understand what the blizzards he's talking about," Jack chuckled. "According to North, I apparently manipulate low-density pressure gradients, or something."

"What does that mean?"

"No idea. But North says it's ironic."

Elsa nodded. Biting her lip, the Fifth Spirit then looked back to her volume of court records on the table, the words seeming to swim on the page in front of her.

Keep going. It's for Anna, she groaned inwardly, willing herself to concentrate. You need to get this done, for Anna. And Arendelle. Think of Arendelle. The children of Arendelle need this refor—

"—Now, the best part," Jack said suddenly, making her jump as he took one of the books and walked over to her, "Is seeing you in these books."

A wave of confusion swept over Elsa's face as he sat down next to her on the bench, leaning back against the table and facing her. "Seeing me?" she asked, "What do you mean?"

He smiled good-naturedly, flipping open the book and pulling out a scrap of parchment. Realizing what it was, the Snow Queen felt a little heat rise to her cheeks as he unfolded it.

"I believe these are… your notes?" Jack said softly.

She took the parchment, taking a deep breath. Slowly unfolding it, her eyes fell onto a few words written in a shaky, but elegant, handwriting.

A princess's handwriting.

SILENT CHARACTERS

SOPHACLESOUT OF ACTORS

SILENCE PARALLEL, J. F.

"Well," she stammered, "J. F. is you."

"Yeah, I got that much," he laughed. "How about the rest?"

"Okay—memories, come forth," Elsa sighed, flicking her hand through the air. "Um—alright, you know how ancient Greek playwrights would each get three actors and a chorus in their theater festivals?"

"No."

"Oh. Well, they could switch out different masks for different characters, but every playwright only could have three speaking actors at a time," Elsa explained, "It was part of the rules of the competition."

"So, Plyades was one of them?"

"Nope. That's the point," she said softly, gesturing to the note, "He was a silent character. Get it? Because he was silent…?"

Jack looked at her in bewilderment. After a few moments, his face fell.

"Unheard," he sighed. "Like—me."

Elsa nodded. Letting out her breath, she stared back down at her old note, folding it shut along its worn creases. Looking back up into his eyes, she pulled in her breath.

"So," Elsa asked, "You've never studied Greek tragedy?"

Jack jolted, snapping out of the phase with a snort. "Uh… that surprises you?"

"Well, you clearly knew your Shakespeare."

"I pranked Shakespeare!"

Elsa giggled, shaking her head. "Okay. So I'm off by a few years—"

"—Like, a couple thousand years!"

She burst out laughing in spite of herself, covering her hand with her mouth.

"Sheesh!" Jack breathed, "I'm not—that—old—!"

The Snow Queen pulled her hand away, smiling and blushing self-consciously as she turned back to her volume of court records.

"Speaking of old, though," Jack said suddenly, changing the subject and leaning close in to her face, "You should probably find a good stopping point. After dinner, I think you need to go straight to bed."

"What? Whatever for?"

"You're going to need your sleep," he laughed, standing up and reaching for the pile of books. "And I can wake you up when it's time. I figure that two or three in the morning will be good."

"Two or three in the—!"

Her voice trailed off, and she gasped, her eyes widening with the realization. Jack smirked, nodding as he thwacked the last book onto the pile to take back downstairs.

"My Council!" she gasped, "Three in the morning?"

"Do you know a better time for spooking geezers?"

"Operation Spooking Geezers?" Elsa chuckled, raising an eyebrow. "My, what am inspiring name for an underground revolt."

He laughed, walking back around the table and reaching for his staff. "Operation Invisible Phantom, then?"

"Hmm…"

She contemplated this, shrugging as she stood from the bench, closing the volume of court records. As she pulled it towards herself, heaving the enormous book into her arms, Elsa felt a mischievous grin tug at the edge of her mouth.

"No—Operation Ice Alliance," she laughed softly. "Now, come on, let's put these back. My sister will have a fit if we're late for dinner again."

 

Chapter 51: Fatherhood

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(ENORMOUS) AUTHOR'S NOTE: I LIVE! Although, life has been crazy. So, this is (FINALLY) the next chronological chapter, and I'm really happy to say that the hiatus, while still happening, is actually ALMOST done. I know, I know, I keep saying that, because I keep thinking it's true, BUT THIS TIME FOR REAL: THE NEXT TIME I POST, IT WILL BE AN ANNOUNCEMENT THAT THE HIATUS IS OVER (so, no new chapter, but lots and LOTS of new material—like, the entirely rewritten snowball fight, etc.).

FOR ALL THOSE OF YOU THAT HAVE ASKED SPECIFIC QUESTIONS, ETC, THAT I HAVEN'T ANSWERED YET: I am WAY sorry! If you've asked/said something SPECIFIC that you were hoping I'd respond to, AND I HAVEN'T, please, PLEASE ask again so that I can try to get back to you! Again, for contact OUTSIDE the fanfic, I have an email at IceAllianceAuthorPerson at gmail (NOT "NopeNotTelling;" that one was taken!). Also, a LOT of people in the guest reviews have given me some great feedback that I'd like to respond to, but have just left the name as "Guest," meaning, that I have NO way to differentiate you from everybody else for a response. As a request—um, can you wonderful, FANTASTIC guest reviewers please give me a way to respond, like, by putting yourself as "Guest23" or something? Because, I'd love to respond to a lot of you, but can't. (And, obviously, I reserve the right to not respond to trolling.)

TO GUEST REVIEWER KARA B: Of course!

TO GUEST REVIEWER RAVEN: Oh my goodness, thank you so much for writing to tell me that! For the number of times I've read your kind words, I can tell you that you have no idea how much your review has affected ME!

In the meantime, thank you thank you THANK YOU to everybody else that reviewed—it really means more to me than I can say; EXPECIALLY right now, in this blasted hiatus! Thank you for being awesome, for still being here and tolerating me, for being interested and reading, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :)

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51: FATHERHOOD

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"Fourteen?!"

Queen Anna's jaw dropped as she and Elsa walked arm-in-arm down the hallway after dinner, satiated from a full meal of lefsa, fresh cheese, and fish. Jack saw Elsa laugh, shrugging as she leaned in close to her sister.

"It was—uncomfortable," Elsa chuckled breathily. "To say the least."

"I'll say!"

"I don't want to know what you would have said!"

The girls laughed, and Jack's heart swelled, seeing the pure joy on Elsa's face. Oh, thank Manny for Anna. She made her sister so happy…

That smile, though.

Finally reaching Anna and Kristoff's bedroom door, the Commoner King quietly stepped behind the sisters, pulling out his key. Pushing the door open for his wife, he raised his eyebrows.

"We're going to be turning in pretty quickly," he sighed, leaning up against the frame, "Sven and I are hoping to be up early tomorrow. What are the ol' Blizzard Bunnies going to be up to? Anything to be—concerned—abou—"

"—Kristoff!"

Jack restrained from a grin as the king leapt to the side, avoiding Anna's shove. The Ice Powers Girl didn't seem to notice the exchange.

"Oh, I was thinking more research," Elsa shrugged as Kristoff leaned back up against the doorframe. She looked to Jack. "Is that okay with you?"

Jack nodded. "Yeah, that's fine."

"I'll tell you what, though," the Snow Queen continued, turning around and lovingly taking Anna's hands in her own again, "In the morning, before you and I do the invitation trip to the schools, I'm going to line up some chocolate samples that we can take along. It doesn't seem that—"

There was a long, shrill squeal, and Elsa was cut off as a giggling, hip-height mass of snow appeared at the end of the hallway. Seeing the group, the snowman leapt into the air, his top half twirling independently of its bottom before he fell back into one piece and ran towards them.

"Olaf!" Anna exclaimed, dropping Elsa's hands and bending over to him. "How are you? I haven't seen you all day!"

"OoooOOOOOOH, I am GREAT!" Olaf squealed, running up to her and stopping to adoringly look up at the sisters, "There's sooOOOOOO much snow! We had LOTS of fun; we built snowmen, and a big FORT, and had a sledding race, and made snow angels, and had ANOTHER sledding race, and DADDYYYYYYYY!"

Jack startled as Olaf leapt into the air, shrieking in delight and shoving in-between the sisters to run to him. Before he had the chance to dodge, the little snowman was suddenly pummeling head-on into his legs, knocking the Fifth Guardian off his feet to tumble over backwards onto the ground with a yelp of shock.

Kristoff burst out laughing hysterically, pounding his fist against the doorframe. As the Spirit of Winter struggled to sit up, the little snowman still clutching his ankles, he noticed that Queen Anna was giggling as well, and—to his horror—that Elsa was also laughing, covering her mouth with her hand as she blushed.

Jack felt blood rising to his face.

"OOOOH, DaddyOhDaddyOhDaddy, I've MISSED YOOOOOOOOU!" Olaf squealed, clutching Jack's calves, "It's been SOOOOOOOOOO LONG since—wait, how long has it been?"

"Uh—yeah," Jack stammered, searching for a response, "I—um, I—missed you too—"

"—It's been TOO LONG," the snowman gasped, gazing worshipfully up into Jack's face, and then falling down and embracing his legs with death grip again as the others laughed behind him, "And I have SO much to tell you, because I love you and you're Jack Frost and you're my Dad because you're Jack Frost and that makes you my dad and I LOVE YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU!"

"Please stop calling me that," Jack begged.

"Wait," Anna giggled, turning to her sister, "Am I missing something, or…?"

"Olaf has decided that Jack is his father," Elsa explained.

"Awww!"

"Wait, wait, wait," Kristoff interjected, "His father!? How does that work out?"

Jack awkwardly managed to push himself up, leaning forward to peel Olaf's arms off of his legs.

"It doesn't," he choked.

"—OoooOOOOOOH, but it DOES!" Olaf squealed, "He's JACK FROST! And it makes perfect sense that he would arrive at this pivotal time in my development! He's here to fill the emotional void in my life left by my lack of a snowy paternal figure."

Queen Elsa laughed quietly into her hand as she looked to her sister. "The fact that Jack has ice powers means that he's the father Olaf's—um, apparently—always wanted."

"So, Olaf has a father now?" Anna gasped, "That's adorable!"

"I am not Olaf's father," Jack squeaked. Blushing furiously, he gingerly managed to peel the snowman's stick arms off one of his legs, only to have Olaf instantly lunge forward onto his other, his entire snowy body trembling as he giggled uncontrollably, bouncing up and down and practically sobbing with joy.

Jack looked up to Elsa helplessly.

Restraining from a laugh, she walked forward, bending down and placing her hands on Olaf's sides to begin gently pulling him off.

"DANG, Frost!" Kristoff laughed, turning back to him, "You've already had a kid together!? Blizzard Bunnies do NOT waste time!"

"I—I c-can't be a father," Jack stammered, his face going pale as the Snow Queen reached back to help him onto his feet. "I mean—come on, I've never even had se—"

"—AAAH, HA HA HA, WHAT HE MEANS, OLAF," Elsa interrupted, lunging forward and clapping her hand over Jack's mouth as she looked to the snowman, "Is that—it's, um, it's a difficult transition. It'll take him some time to—adjust."

She threw a dark glare at Jack, slowly removing her hand. Gulping, he drew himself up, gripping his staff.

"Um—right," Jack choked. "Big emotional transition, Olaf."

"But it's soooOOOOooo CUTE," Queen Anna exclaimed, "We—"

"Are going to bed," Kristoff chuckled, "I don't know if my awkward-ometer can take much more of this. Better get out of here before the snowmance resumes…"

She rolled her eyes, and Elsa laughed, pulling her sister into a last, goodnight-embrace. King Kristoff and his overwhelmingly pregnant queen then passed into their room, closing the door as Jack and Elsa watched the little snowman go bouncing down the hall to his own quarters for the night.

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From somewhere in the next room, Jack Frost knew that Elsa was fast asleep in her bed, getting a few hours of rest before their secret outing. He knew that her icy nightgown had probably slipped from her shoulder by now, revealing a few creamy inches of her soft skin, and that her hair was probably tossed about her head on her pillow, just like it always was. The golden strands were probably glistening in the moonlight, snowflakes and ice crystals sparkling as they moved with her breathing, her chest rising up and down beneath the covers as the Ice Powers Girl peacefully slept in the silence.

If he were in her bedroom to see it, he would probably just watch; just stand by her in awe and take it all in. If he were there to see it, Jack had a feeling that the Ice Powers Girl's bed would look like the most warm, soft, comfortable, wonderful, and altogether impossibly tempting place in the entire world for him to be.

Which was exactly why the Youngest Guardian was currently standing in the next room, determinately inspecting every inch of Elsa's art gallery to entertain himself.

Replacing the tiny, frosty ice-Olaf on the shelf of figurines, shifting two Annas and a random politician to the back, Jack bit his lip. Taking a step away from the shelf of statues, he reached into his front pocket, pulling out Elsa's pocketwatch.

One fifty-five A.M.

Five more minutes.

Jack shoved the watch back into his pocket, swallowing hard. How long could he keep this up? One night, a couple hours of temptation without the ice wall (they'd left it down, because Elsa was counting on him to wake her at the proper time), not a problem. He had more than enough self-control for that. But at this rate, he was going to keep restraining as MisterFriendly Friend-Friend Friendzoned Guy for the next fifty years.

Shifting his grip on the staff, Jack walked around the end of the last shelf again, coming into the opening of the room behind it. Elsa's art gallery, he'd discovered, wasn't really a hallway at all, or even the tiny offshoot room that he'd originally thought it was. Instead, it was an airy private office, with multiple faded places in the carpet where large pieces of furniture had recently been moved out to make room for the Snow Queen's clear, crystalline shelves of ice statues. And from the statues on them, it looked like it was installed soon after her initial coronation. Beyond the shelves, there wasn't really all that much to see, but the open space might have been good for pacing if Jack weren't avoiding that part of the room.

Even though it was just a painting, there was something about coming face-to-face with Elsa's father that deeply unsettled Jack Frost.

Letting out his breath, Jack walked forward across the carpet, letting his staff fall back onto his shoulder. The portrait of the last king's coronation was much wider than it was tall, hanging over a long table with a few royal-looking objects on it, and although the man didn't look much like Elsa, his identity was clear from the fact that it had been painted at some point in the last fifty years.

Without even realizing it, Jack suddenly found himself standing directly in front of the painting. Loosening his grip on the staff and allowing the end of the shepherd's crook to silently fall into the carpet beside him, he drew himself up, subconsciously throwing his shoulders back a little as he glared into the portrait's eyes.

"You know…" Jack whispered into the silence. "I don't really think all that much of you."

The painting of the king stared emptily back at him, still and unmoving. After a few moments, Jack scoffed, giving his head a shake.

"I'm not going to pretend that I know all that much about parenting," he continued, "But I know enough about it to know that you did a really bad job. You wanna know why?

"Elsa grew up scared of herself. That's not natural, in kids. That's TAUGHT. Trust me," the Guardian breathed, "I know. If you're always scared, you'll never be able to think about anything else. You're not going to be happy, and you're not going to be able to have fun, especially if you're a kid. And kids NEED fun.

"Everyone needs a little fun. And you stole that from her," he stammered, "You stole—FUN—from a kid. Maybe if you weren't so focused on your own fears, you could have seen that. Maybe if you'd just listened to her, or, I dunno, anyone, Elsa could have actually HAD a childhood, and then maybe—just maybe," he continued, his voice growing slightly louder, "She wouldn't be so damaged now! Youstole the FUN out of a little girl's childhood."

Jack Frost drew himself up, tossing his staff into his other hand. Cenching his teeth together, he strode up to the enormous oil painting, glaring into the image's empty, two-dimensional eyes.

"Elsa doesn't think that she—deserves—to have fun," he gritted, "Do you have ANY idea how—how sick that is? That's SICK! And it sounds like she'd barely, barely been able to escape this place, escape from that, but now she's been reinstated, and she doesn't even think she can take a break for more than two seconds! I swear, I'm bending over backwards trying to convince her to just calm down! And I haven't even TOUCHED on the idea of her having a boyfrien—"

Jack froze, catching the word just as it was about to fall off the tip of his tongue. Swallowing hard, he shifted his fingers on the staff, feeling a little heat rushing to his cheeks as he looked to the portrait of Elsa's father again.

"Elsa's turned out okay. Because she's insanely strong, though, not because of what you did," he whispered fervently. "Fine. Anna helped. But still! Even though it's incredible that she pulled through, nobody should HAVE to be that strong. And, Elsa's got the scars to show for it.

"So now," Jack continued, slightly louder, "Before I can even do anything that I want to do, I've got to convince the most amazing woman I've ever known that she's even worth it. Like—that having a little FUN in her life wouldn't be the end of the world. Basically, I'm being friendzoned, because I'm currently stuck spending all of my time cleaning up your mess. And that's. Not. FAIR. It's not fair to me, and it's really, really not fair to HER. It's not fair that she's had to go through all of this, especially, ESPECIALLY, when her own father—instead of helping, instead of trying to legitimately ease the situation—made everything so much worse.

"So, back to Elsa and me. Do I want Anna's permission? Yeah. And Kristoff's? Sure," Jack hissed. "But yours?"

He scoffed with disgust, rolling his eyes and taking a step back.

"I don't need your approval," Jack enunciated coldly, glaring into the king's vacant, oil-painted gaze. "You sure don't have mine."

Silence.

With another scoff, Jack Frost picked up his staff and turned away from the enormous painting, walking back toward the crystalline shelves that divided the study from the art gallery. Realizing once again that he was alone, the moonlight refracting through the ice and falling onto the carpet all around him in the quiet, he looked back to the portrait. He'd been talking to a painting. Just… a painting.

Am I losing it for REAL this time? Jack thought bitterly, letting out his breath. It was a low point, talking to the pictures on the walls, but it was the closest thing to getting to call out the former king that he had. Not to mention—as embarrassing as it was, Jack knew that there was once a time, not too long before, when he'd been so lonely he'd actually started talking to the wind.

Approaching the painting again, a look of puzzlement swept over Jack's features. The man in the portrait looked more like the type that wouldn't understand the Ice Powers Girl, but—his eyes. If the artist had portrayed the former king accurately, there was a blankness there, a sort of hard emptiness, but—no cruelty. No deliberate cruelty, at least.

Huh.

How weird.

You don't look like the type that would actively teach a little kid that she was a monster, Jack thought, beginning to approach the painting again in wonder. I mean, who would actually DO something like that? That actually sounds more like—

Jack froze, shaking his head violently.

Well. Never mind who THAT sounded like.

BONG… BONG…

Jack snapped his head up, spinning around. The clock. The village clock. What time was it?

Pulling out the pocketwatch, he glanced down to see that the golden minute hand was now pointing straight up. Exactly two A.M.

His heart pounding, Jack spun around and leapt into the air, darting across the room and rounding the corner of the icy shelves in a flurry a snowflakes. In an instant, he was shooting past her balcony doors, swooping down into a silent landing as he came into her moonlit room and walked up to the bed where Elsa, of course, was fast asleep.

Exactly how he'd pictured her.

Wow.

There was more than enough room to fit two people in that bed, Jack found himself suddenly noticing. After a few moments of staring at the rich, untouched covers folded back beside her, Jack let out his breath. Oh, Manny, it was tempting. Just to have her against him, to feel her warmth and to hear her breathing. Just to crawl into bed with her and hold her and touch her and know that he wasn't alone, not to even necessarily do anything; but just—well, just to be there.

Not that doing stuff was out of the question, of course. Jack glanced down to blanket, a hint of a sly smile tugging at the edge of his mouth as he eyed the place where the curve of Elsa's hip was visible through the covers. Doing stuff sounded pretty good, actually. In fact, when he thought about it, there were PLENTY of things that he and the Ice Powers Girl could friendship, friendship, friendship,FRIENDSHIP, FRIENDSHIP!

Shaking his head vigorously, Jack reached forward and poked Elsa's shoulder, gently beginning to prod her awake before his Inner Creepy Voice had a chance to respond.

"Elsa?" he choked.

"Mmph…?"

The Ice Powers Girl groggily turned away from him, whimpering slightly in her sleep. Jack's heart swelled, and he bit his lip, restraining from a laugh at the sight. Elsa was so cute.

Maybe they didn't have to do this tonight. Maybe he could just stash his shepherd's crook under the bed, quiiiietly sneak around to the other side of it, and get in with her without her even notic-STOP IT, STOP IT, STOP IT.

"Elsa? It's time," Jack squeaked again desperately. "I… come on, Elsa. Wake up… waaaaakey wakey…"

Her eyes slowly blinked open, and he took a step back. Elsa shook her head slightly, and suddenly, her deep, startlingly intelligent blue eyes were staring directly into his own.

The Ice Powers Girl smiled.

"Hi, Jack," she said softly.

Jack's heart leapt into his throat. Just as he was about to open his mouth to respond, Elsa was sitting up, pushing her hair out of her face.

"It is really time already?" she yawned, "I feel like I just closed my eyes!"

"Um—yeah. It's two AM."

She yawned again, swinging her legs over the side of the bed. After a few moments, Elsa cleared her throat.

"Uh—Jack?" She glanced towards the icy room divider at the end of her bed. "Could you—um—"

"—Oh! Right!"

Snapping back into focus, Jack dutifully spun around, staring at his feet while Elsa darted behind the room divider. A few moments later, he felt a cold little gust of wind sweep past him, a faint sparkling in his peripheral vision as Elsa's nightgown disintegrated upwards into the air.

Eh, heh.

Scarcely a moment later, there was another tiny gust of wind. Relaxing slightly, Jack heard Elsa step out from behind the room divider, the floorboards creaking under her feet as she did so.

"Are you ready?"

Jack turned around, letting out his breath. "Uh… wait," he said, looking down to her dress, "You're… wearing that?"

A look of bewilderment swept over her face. "This is what I always wear in the castle," Elsa responded, whisking her long capelet forward past her right ankle and sticking out her foot, which was now encased in one of her standard, icy high heels. "Is something wrong?"

He let out his breath, his shoulders relaxing again as he arched an eyebrow. "Elsa, the point is to not get caught," Jack chuckled.

"I'm not planning on getting caught."

"Yeah. Nothing says inconspicuous like dragging ten feet of glitter behind you."

Elsa opened her mouth to respond, but then shut it again. After a few moments, her cheeks flushed, and she rolled her eyes in defeat.

"Fine, fine..."

Whoosh!

The capelet fell to the floor across the line she had drawn, sparkling in the moonlight. "Sorry," she apologized. "It's kind of hard to switch back from Castle Mode to Adventuring Mode, sometimes. Honestly, the longer I'm back here…"

Jack Frost huffed in disbelief, his face cracking into a grin. "You have an adventuring mode?" he chuckled.

Elsa's eyes narrowed.

Stepping out of her high heels, the Snow Queen then bent down to sweep her hand up over the sparkling fabric of her dress, the skirt beginning to disintegrate from the hem.

"I'm the Fifth Spirit," she enunciated, glaring at him with a mischievous twinkle in her eye. "I can't exactly ride the Nokk in heels. Of COURSE I have an Adventuring Mode."

Jack looked back down as she spun around, the dress shrinking into an athletic-looking tunic as another layer of sparkling ice shot out from underneath, then falling down to snugly encase her thighs. Stepping back, the Guardian's eyebrows lifted as Elsa's glistening blue leggings continued to materialize over her kneecaps and down her calves, finally coming to a stop at her ankles.

Oh.

Now that he could actually see them, Jack suddenly found himself realizing that the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest had EXTREMELY nice legs.

"I will have you know, though," Elsa added as she drew herself up again, bending down and picking up her icy high heels, "That I am perfectly capable of running in these shoes. Even on ice, I can take stairs two at a time."

"I never said I didn't like the shoes."

"Well, I feel like they help with posture. You know, so it's more regal," she shrugged, taking them over to the dresser and setting them neatly on the floor, "In addition to the height thing. I feel like they improve how I walk."

A dreamy smile spread over Jack's face.

"Oh, yeah," he breathed.

"Wait, what?"

"Nothing," Jack corrected, snapping back into focus. "Are you ready to go? Because we've gotta get moving. We don't have much time."

"How are—"

"—Balcony?"

"Sounds good."

Elsa nodded, and Jack tossed his staff into his other hand, turning and walking for the art gallery. She followed, and within a few moments, Jack found himself stepping out into the freezing wind of the December night, the young queen scooped up into his arms once again.

Scarcely a minute later, he was touching down onto the ground, silently bouncing on the balls of his feet and setting the Ice Powers Girl onto the cobblestone of the town square.

"Where are we going?" Elsa whispered.

His heart leaping, Jack tossed his staff to his other hand again. "Ivar Hauge," he said quickly, "I figured we should do backwards seniority. He lives with his sister's family in an apartment over the bakery. It's this way!"

He hopped back, gesturing for her to follow as he turned and ran across the square, ducking into an alley between the two nearest buildings. Spinning around, Elsa ran after him, finally joining him by the enormous doors of a cellar.

"I checked this place out earlier," Jack whispered, "I'm pretty sure the guy with the bakery never actually locks it. And it should connect to the apartments upstairs, once we're in."

He bent down and gingerly grasped the splintered edge of one of the doors, heaving it open as quietly as he could. The old hinges squealed in protest, and Jack carefully set the door down, revealing a dark, rickety set of stairs leading into the basement below.

Brushing off his hands, Jack stood up, looking back to Elsa triumphantly. Her eyes widened.

"Wait," she choked, "Are we—are we breaking in?"

Jack raised an eyebrow.

"Uh…" he said slowly, "…Yeeeeeah?"

Elsa looked down to the stairs, biting her lip. His eyes widened.

"Wait a minute," Jack breathed. "You've—you've never pranked anybody before?"

Her face flushed. "Heavens, no!"

"Daaaaw," Jack teased, giving her arm a gentle nudge as he passed her to hop through the doors into the stairwell, "You're such a good girl."

"As a matter of fact, I am! Just because I don't look for trouble…!"

He grinned, turning back to glance up at her. "We could fix that."

"Wait, what?"

"Nothing."

The Fifth Spirit looked down to her hands, nervously fidgeting with her fingers as she stood at the top of the stairs. All of her confidence, the earlier bravado that had been in her eyes, had suddenly vanished, replaced by the anxiety now written clearly across her features.

A look of concern swept over Jack's face.

"Uh… Snowflake?" he asked, "Is everything okay? I mean, you still want to do this. Right?"

"Oh! Yes," she stammered, "I—I have to. I mean, we have to. It's n-not exactly a conventional method for pushing reforms through, but if I'm going to get the—well, politically—I know that the Council is seriously keeping the people of Arendelle from—!"

She abruptly stopped talking, squeezing her eyes shut and giving her head a quick shake. After a few moments, Elsa nervously looked back up into his eyes.

Oh.

"Uh…" Jack stated, stepping a foot up onto the edge of the cellar doors again, "You're new at this."

She nodded. Restraining from a laugh, Jack shook his head and he stepped back down into the cellar, taking her hand in his own.

"Well, then—your majesty," he chuckled, "Let me explain this in the simplest way possible."

Queen Elsa swallowed hard as he played with her fingers, gently pulling her down to look into her gaze and peering up at her through his eyelashes. Before she could respond, the Spirit of Winter then grinned wickedly, leaning in very close to her ear.

"Welcome to the Naughty List, sweetheart," Jack whispered.

And he yanked her into the cellar.

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For those of you that skipped that enormous Author's Note at the top: The next time I post, it WILL BE AN ANNOUNCEMENT ending the hiatus! I love you all, you are fantastic, and I hope you have a fantabulous day!

 

Chapter 52: ANNOUNCEMENT: End of Drafting Hiatus

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[Additional Author's Note, added 12/19/22: Yep, still posting word for word from ff.net, so this "announcement" is more than a little old. I took quite the hiatus early on there, and worked on IA through the whole thing. It simply took THAT long.] ;)

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(Drumroll, please.)

PBTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

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After 16 months of drafting…

Despite the fact that I'd only actually spent about 7 months binge-writing before that…

Because I suck…

THE ETERNAL HIATUS IS OVER!

*CYMBAL CRASH*

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PHEW! FINALLY! AAAAAAAH, AND IT FEELS SO GOOD.

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So ANYWAY, the new draft, IN ITS ENTIRETY, has now been posted OVER the old one, thus making it all one, fully-chronological piece, with the ADDED bonus of actually making sense. (YAS!) In the meantime, I'm thinking I'm going to leave this announcement thingy here, so that I can use it as a better place to answer questions, respond to reviews, ETC. and let the author's notes be a bit shorter moving forward. Eventually, that list of references that I was SO SURE was a great idea, back when I was young and stupid (AKA 16 months ago) might even end up here. THERE'S NO WAY TO TELL. Oooo, SUSPENSE! (Because 16 months of suspense WASN'T ENOUGH!)

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In the meantime: I would love it, LOVE it, if you kind, FANTASTIC people would go back and read some chunks of the new draft that I just posted. I've given Sneak Peeks of what NOW comprises chapters 1-13, and I posted what is now chapter 14 (and then removed it) last fall, but basically MUCH/MOST of 15-27 has been MASSIVELY re-written. Here are some things that are new, or at least, were HINTED at, taken down, blah blah blah:

1. That Elsa/Olaf chapter, which is now chapter 14!

2. Kristoff's center, as revealed in that scene where he interrogates Jack!

3. King Edvin being much more realistically scary! (Less overt mustache-twirling!)

4. Jack, having an actual REACTION to Olaf's existence (now that Frostine the Snow Monster has been chopped, because she was a pointless character)!

5. More sexual awkwardness!

6. A completely rewritten snowball fight scene, that DOESN'T completely suck! With an extra-large scoop of sexual tension on the side! Because I CAN, THAT'S WHY! (Nope. NEVER attaching my real name to this. Never, ever, ever, ever, ever, EVER…) ;)

7. A dramatically-extended/rewritten Monsters or Miracles scene, with a LOT more dialogue, and a MUCH more realistic reaction from Jack when he admits to how much he likes Elsa's— clothing . Yeeeeeah, you all know what I'm talking about. (I am NEVER living that one down, am I?)

8. The satire chapter, which is EXACTLY the same, except that it now includes the definition of the word " satire!"

9. Even MORE sexual awkwardness!

Long story short: IT'S BEEN A LONG HIATUS, YA. But, there actually IS a TON of new material (that was never posted in the sneak peeks!) , so that should hopefully help all of you to forgive me for taking so long working on it.

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ALSO: I'm adding illustrations! I REALLY want to learn how to draw, and adding some illustrations to go with Ice Alliance seems like a good enough excuse to do so. I'm a little scared (okay, a LOT scared), but I've made a tumblr account in case any of you are interested in seeing my stuff (I've already posted the first one). If you have any tips or critiques for me as I figure this out and try to work on my skills, I'd love to get your feedback! Type in nopenottelling-dot-tumblr-dot-com, and you'll find me. :)

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You are ALL AMAZING, I cannot thank you ENOUGH for standing by me and still being here, a huge, HUGE thank you to all of you FANTABULOUS people that reviewed, you are wonderful, you can't know how much this has all meant to me, and in conclusion, WE'RE BACK.

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TO VARIOUS GUEST REVIEWERS THAT I CAN'T CONTACT THROUGH THE WEBSITE:

Guest23: Okay. I love the fact that you LITERALLY used my suggestion, "Guest23," as your username. That is so snarky it is AMAZING. Thanks for your awesome feedback! :)

FrostbiteSJC: You have no idea how much that means to me; thank you SO much!

WooHoo: Ah! THERE thou art! Sorry it took so long, and thanks for waiting!

Microfire: Hey, you! Book recommendations? Heck yeah! Just let me think here… (*instantly forgets every book I've ever read*) Seriously, though, before I can give any recommendations, I need to know what you like, and how old you are. There are things that I'd recommend to a 24-yr-old that I would NEVER recommend to someone who's 12!

Chapter 53: The Invisible Phantom

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AUTHOR'S NOTE : HELLO AGAIN, EVERYBODY! OKAY, for this chapter to make sense, BE AWARE that I am making some MAJOR references to "Frozen Fever," the 7-minute short released in March of 2015 in front of Disney's live-action Cinderella. If you haven't seen it, go look it up-and seriously, it's on iTunes for, like, two dollars. ;)

ALSO (copy-pasted from the announcement, for those of you that didn't see it): I'm adding illustrations! I REALLY want to learn how to draw, and adding some illustrations to go with Ice Alliance seems like a good enough excuse to do so. I'm a little scared (okay, a LOT scared), but I've made a tumblr account in case any of you are interested in seeing my stuff (I've already posted the first one). If you have any tips or critiques for me as I figure this out and try to work on my skills, I'd love to get your feedback! Type in nopenottelling-dot-tumblr-dot-com, and you'll find me. I've already had some good feedback on what I can improve, and for that, THANK YOU in advance to the fantastic artist MikasP. :) Also, some people have approached me about the possibility of fanart/edits, and if you've got something you'd like me to see, I would LOVE to post it/link to it on there, as well!

To Guest Reviewer Microfire: For some good, old-fashioned hilarity, I recommend anything from the Jeeves and Wooster books by P.G. Wodehouse. It's been a while, and there are about a million books, but in summary, Wooster is a rich, fashionable young idiot of a British gentleman in (I think?) the turn of the century, while Jeeves is his calm, brilliant butler that gets him out of all his ridiculous situations. ;)

To Guest Reviewer Alene Mask: Thank you so much for your sweet, kind review! It totally made my week. As for your question: I'd LOVE to drop a hint, but not here. Feel free to use that email (iceallianceauthorperson at gmail) I set up, if you want a hint of a spoiler. In the meantime, though... shh . I got this. ;) (But it won't come up until the VERY end, so don't hold your breath!)

To Guest Reviewer WingedHeart : You have no idea how happy that insanely kind review of yours makes me; thank you so much! As for your question: Meh, sort of lukewarm, then cold. Ish. No spoilers, of course, but a question: WHY does everybody just take that character's words at face value? (Again: shh, no spoilers!) ;)

For the rest of you: Thank you thank you THANK YOU so much for ALL of your kind words, patience, and support-I love you all, and I hope you have a FANTABULOUS day! :D

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53: THE INVISIBLE PHANTOM

It wasn't that all old ideas were bad—in fact, more often than not, ancient wisdom proved more effective than new philosophy. The problem arose when old ideas, instead of being tried and tested against new ones, were assumed to be superior because they had simply EXISTED first. The mark of a mature individual is that he or she approaches new ideas with old experience, and does everything in his or her power to objectively evaluate their worth. A geezer—by contrast—is simply too stubborn to do so. And Queen Elsa's Council, by Jack's assertion, was filled with such geezers; not the least of which was a crotchety old man by the name of Ivar Johannes Hauge.

Mr. Hauge, a seemingly collected and peaceful politician, was the oldest and most stubborn member of Elsa and Anna's inherited Royal Council. If his words were to be taken at face value, it could be said that what Ivar most valued was the stability of tradition, and peace between the existing political groups. The real problems in the kingdom (as he took enormous pleasure in explaining to anyone foolish enough to disagree with him) were not to be found in specific policies or statistics themselves, but in the pessimism that surrounded their discourse. Of course, this view was understandable, given that self-described peacemaker's definition of pessimism was the acknowledgement of any evidence that could dare to suggest that effective governance was wrought by personal effort.

Having so comfortably enjoyed his seat on the Council for the previous twenty-two years, gleefully shooting down every new idea that found its way onto his desk, Queen Elsa's arrival had come something like a fork to the eyeball. All of a sudden, his extreme laissez-faire philosophy and condescending half-smile were no longer seen as indicators of wisdom, but cynicism as this new young queen pushed for change, demanded statistics and data to form her beliefs instead of simply accepting the fact that facts were determined by money, and those that held it. Instead of brushing the little people away, as had become customary under The Council's control, the young queen was suddenly inviting representatives and small-town leaders into the castle, giving them audiences and placing them in panels to lay out their problems and ideas. But even worse than that, The Council had reeled to learn, it seemed that Queen Elsa was actually—listening to them. When her sister was coronated, they had imagined that things would go back to normal, only then to discover that Queen Anna was even WORSE. From all outward appearances, working together, the two queens even seemed to value the opinion of the townspeople just as much as they valued the nobility's, and their passion for compromise and improvement was nothing short of horrifying.

In his heart, however, it wasn't the nature of the Snow Queen's so-called improvements to the kingdom that so offended Ivar as much as it was the young ruler's ridiculous assertion that there were, in fact, potential improvements to be made. Now that she was reinstated, Queen Elsa's insistence upon personally attending to the political matters of the kingdom's international and domestic affairs deeply troubled him. Not only did her controversial ideas stir up the existing nobles in court, but it was almost as if the lovely young queen actually believed that she was more effective drafting proclamations and pouring over census results, rather than standing by as a sweet, motherly figure for the kingdom's little people to admire.

It was such a waste of beauty.

In his obviously greater experience, Ivar had brought this up with the young queen in the first few months of her rule, trying in vain to teach her the true nature of how things were run. Far from taking his advice to step down, however, Queen Elsa flown into a rant, becoming hysterical and flying off the handle with something or other about responsibility, and her duty as queen, and valuing the input of ALL of her people, yada yada ya. He couldn't quite remember it, and to be honest had stopped listening after a few sentences, but Ivar had left the conversation feeling something a mix of frustration and self-righteousness at the young queen's naivete. When she had been reinstated only a few months after making up that silly little 'Fifth Spirit' business, the Council had begun to discuss the matter of inviting suitors to come and knock some sense into the girl, and Ivar had strongly argued in favor of the idea. When it came to reigning in the beautiful young queen, something had to be done.

What they didn't take into account, however, was that this young queen was now standing outside of her oldest councilman's bedroom door, accompanied by an equally powerful friend and more than ready to strike back.

"We are really—really—not supposed to be here," Elsa choked quietly.

"That's kinda the point, Snowflake."

As the Spirit of Winter touched the mist in the keyhole, it instantly hardened, solid ice gleaming against the brass. A sly little grin twitching out of the side of his mouth, he then stood up, grasping the frozen key and twisting it.

Click!

The door swung open, and he turned and looked back to Elsa, raising his eyebrows. Her jaw dropped.

"That's how you got into my room!" she gasped.

He shrugged. "Busting into places," Jack chuckled. "Not usually a problem, for me. Remember?"

"You—my balcony!" she whispered, "You!"

"I've learned a trick or two in the last few centuries," he grinned. "Now, come on. Are we doing this or not?"

Elsa froze.

The unspoken words hitting him, Jack shifted his fingers on the staff. He leaned in close to her face again, pulling the door shut as she looked up into his eyes.

"Snowflake, we're not gonna really scare him, or anything," he reassured her, dropping his voice to a whisper. "We're just—having a little fun with him. Mess with his head, you know?"

"And that'll make him resign?" Elsa whispered back.

"Nothing makes people decide to take vacations like thinking they're seeing things."

She shifted on her feet. "Or hearing things…"

The Guardian shot her a knowing grin, taking a step back and pushing the door open to step through. Swallowing hard, Elsa then pulled in her breath, following him into Ivar's bedroom.

Without saying a word, Jack bounced into the air and flew across the room, dropping silently onto the ground next to an enormous wooden wardrobe. Quickly glancing to the bed to make sure that Ivar wasn't stirring, he then nodded, looking back to the Snow Queen and gesturing for her to follow.

She bit her lip, looking to the bed. His long nightcap across the pillow, her oldest councilman was fast asleep, snoring loudly enough to drown out any sound of creaking that the floorboards could create. Even so, silently closing the door behind her, Elsa held her breath as she gingerly ran past the bed to where Jack was standing.

Looking back to Ivar, and then turning around, Jack Frost pulled the door to wardrobe open, revealing a dark, dank space that was mostly filled with boxes. The wardrobe was lower than most, with only a single drawer beneath its towering cupboards, but there was still a step up. Elsa accepted Jack's outstretched hand, daintily hopping into the space.

Turning back around to face him, Elsa nearly leapt out of her skin as Jack started talking.

"Relax, Snowflake. He can't hear me," Jack chuckled, "Just you. But I wanted you to have a good view. I'm closing this most of the way, and then I'll open it again. Nod if you can still see everything, okay?"

Elsa watched as the front of the wardrobe door closed almost all of the way before her, sending her into almost complete darkness as it gently creaked on its hinges. Silently stepping forward, she looked out through the crack, scanning the room.

Bed. Chair draped with old clothes. Messy dresser. Desk buried in papers. Moonlight pouring in through the window, the old curtains halfway pulled back.

Elsa blinked as Jack pulled the wardrobe door open again, looking intently into her eyes.

"You good?"

She nodded, trying to swallow her heart back down. Jack's face cracked into a grin.

"Fantastic," he breathed, slowly closing the door back over the wardrobe and leaving Elsa with the one-inch crack again. "And now, my Queen… for an introduction to pranking, it is time for you to watch: the master."

Elsa's heart started pounding as she shifted on her feet, leaning forward to the crack and peering through. Jack Frost was already across the room, practically strutting as he tossed his staff back into his right hand, walking around to the other side of the bed.

"For today's performance," he proclaimed, making her startle at the disconcerting loudness of his voice, "We will not be using ice powers, because—well, we can't have them thinking that the Snow Queen was out of bed, at this time of night. Scandalous!"

Standing inside the wardrobe, Elsa smiled in spite of herself.

"However," Jack continued, "It seems that our dear old councilguy is sawing logs, and pranking usually works best if the prank-ee is awake. So… let's see. Does it feel—cold—to you?"

Before she could even respond, Elsa's breath caught as Jack Frost held his staff up to the side of the bed, flicking it forward and sweeping a gentle gust of cold air across the covers. Ivar stopped snoring, and—

His nose twitching, Elsa's oldest councilman groaned, whimpering in his sleep and turning over, pulling the covers up tighter around his neck.

Jack Frost raised a single eyebrow.

"Oh, no you DON'T!"

Jack leapt back and whipped his staff over his head, an icy gust of wind tearing through the room and blowing a few papers off of the desk, ripping at the clothes on the chair and the curtains. The blanket suddenly flapping away from him, Ivar snorted and thrashed, jolting awake as the cold shook him into consciousness.

The sudden wind vanished just as quickly as it appeared, the last of the papers settling back down into their places. Propping himself up on his elbow and scratching his head, Ivar glanced around the room, searching for what disturbed him. Looking down, he realized that his blanket was now sitting on top of his knees, barely reaching the bottom edge of his tattered, stained nightshirt.

Scoffing in annoyance, Ivar reached down and grasped the edge of the blanket, pulling it back up to his neck and settling into the covers. Jack shook his head, and Elsa's eyes widened as the Spirit of Winter reached back up to the top of the blanket, grasping its edge.

YANK!

Ivar startled, flipping over in shock. Pushing himself up onto his elbows, he stared down at the blanket, which was once again down at his knees, his eyes wide with confusion.

Jack smiled slyly, looking back up to Elsa and raising his eyebrows. Standing in the wardrobe, she restrained from a laugh at her councilman's stunned expression, covering her mouth with her hand.

Letting his staff fall back onto his shoulder, Jack Frost straightened up, smirking as he sauntered over to the man's cluttered dresser. Coming to a stop, he carefully leaned his staff up against it, then reaching forward to the large, empty bowl in the dresser's center.

With the councilman still staring at his blanket, Jack tipped the bowl onto its side.

Elsa watched as Jack let go of the bowl, and it fell back down, rolling softly against the wood as it whirled around and around like a coin. Ivar's ears perked, and he jerked his head up, sitting bolt upright and looking to locate the source of the sound as the bowl spun to a stop.

Seeing the bowl, Ivar froze.

Shooting Elsa a grin, Jack stuck his hands in his pocket, spinning on his heel and walking to the desk. As Ivar stared at the bowl, his eyes wide with disbelief as he tried to decide if he'd really seen what he thought he saw, the Spirit of Winter placed his hand flat on the largest pile of papers sitting on the desk's edge.

Fwwwwwwwwwwwwwip.

Ivar gasped.

Fwwwwwwwwwwwwip. Jack thumbed through the pile of papers again, and Elsa held her breath, looking frantically back and forth between the desk and the bed. Still sitting bolt upright, her councilman had seen the pile of papers shift, and was staring at them in terror.

Jack shrugged, stepping back from the desk and raising his eyebrows. Picking up his staff again, he snorted.

"Yeeeeah, that's probably even for now," Jack chuckled, looking at the councilman with a smirk. "You make Elsa question her power? I make you question your sanity. Have fun figuring out if you're seeing things—nighty-night, dawling."

Her face melting into a smile, the Fifth Spirit shifted back in the wardrobe, her heart swelling with gratitude as Jack walked in her direction. Reaching the wardrobe and standing right in front of her, he took the handle of the wardrobe's cupboard door, then pausing. He looked back to where her oldest councilman was still sitting bolt upright in his bed, wide awake and looking around the room.

"Hmm," Jack mused, "I need him to look away for a minute—what if we just—ah!"

Jack swept his staff forward, sending a gust of wind blowing under the bed to sweep up into the curtains on the other side of the room. As Ivar gasped, whipping around and looking to the window, Jack yanked open the door to the wardrobe, leaping in front of Elsa and closing the door behind him.

Their bodies squashed together, they stood silently in the darkness.

Finally, Jack cleared his throat. Elsa looked up, her heart leaping into her throat as she suddenly realized that her face was mere inches from his own, his piercingly blue eyes and white hair practically gleaming in the darkness.

"It occurs to me that there's no real reason that I got in here," Jack Frost admitted softly. "But—well, I guess it's too late now. Comfy?"

She bit her lip, giving him a tiny nod.

Elsa tried to shift her weight onto her other foot, as her eyes began to adjust to the darkness again, but it was no use. She and Jack, between a pile of heavy boxes and the side of the wardrobe, were effectively crammed together to the point where she hardly was carrying weight on her feet anyway.

"I figure that we'll wait until he falls asleep again," Jack added. "Then I can get you out. But I think that should do it for tonight."

The Snow Queen's heart swelled again. Thank you, she mouthed.

"Wait, are you thanking me?"

She gave a little shrug, nodding gratefully.

Standing crammed together in the wardrobe, the peaceful silence fell over them again. After a few moments, Jack started laughing under his breath.

She looked up, a wave of confusion sweeping over her face.

What? Elsa mouthed. What is it?

He shook his head, looking back into her eyes. "Naw, I just realized something," he chuckled.

Elsa raised her eyebrows in the question.

Jack shook his head, shifting against her in the crammed space again, the end of his shepherd's crook brushing past her ankle. "It just occurred to me," Jack laughed, "Standing here. I could totally start hitting on you right now—and you couldn't do a thing about it."

Her mouth fell open in shock. Her eyes bulging, the Fifth Spirit then froze as he silently let go off the staff, reaching forward and taking her hand in his own.

"Hey there, little snowflake," Jack murmured, gazing suggestively into her eyes as he raised her hand to his lips. "You come here often?"

Elsa restrained from a snort.

Jack raised a single eyebrow, playing with her fingers, and continued. "So I hear you like blizzards," he said slowly, dropping his voice by another few tones, "Perhaps when we get through here, I could take you back to the mountains, and—you know—we could swirl up a little storm, or—oh, don't be so coy."

Elsa was now biting down hard on her lip, holding her breath as she struggled with all her might to hold back the fit of giggles building up in her chest. Squeezing her eyes shut, and then opening them again, she rolled her eyes, shaking her head as Jack's smirk melted into a grin.

WOW, she mouthed.

Jack laughed, leaning his head back against the wall of the wardrobe as Elsa shifted on her feet, looking around them. Clearly, most of her councilman's clothes were discarded messily on his chair, and the dark, cramped little space clearly hadn't been cleaned for—well, maybe it had never been cleaned. The boxes were covered with a thick layer of dust, as was the shelf above them, and Elsa could (from the light coming in through the crack) make out the gleam of cobwebs near the top of the structure, amongst even more dust.

Dust.

A wave of panic swept through Elsa's body, suddenly realizing how dirty it was. Back with all these PEOPLE, in Arendelle Proper, she got sick from just about anything—and heaven forbid what would happen if she sneezed. Dusty. Dusty, dirty, and oh, it was DUSTY; after so many years in her room, pristinely cleaned, it was only a matter of time before—

Her nose started tingling.

The Snow Queen froze, her heart leaping into her throat with horror. Oh, no.

"I mean—it doesn't have to be a blizzard," Jack was saying flirtatiously, peering up at her through his eyelashes, "I mean, we could make some—snowmen, if you know what I mean—wait. Uh, Elsa?"

Elsa was squirming, crinkling and stretching her nose as she fought against the tingling. Her eyes wide, she gave her head a shake.

"What is it?" Jack asked quickly, "What's wrong? Why—oh, Manny!" he gasped, "You have to SNEEZE?!"

She nodded frantically, crinkling and stretching her nose more desperately as the tickling feeling grew stronger.

"I—uh," Jack stammered, "Can you—not?"

Elsa glared.

"Right. Stupid question."

She nodded, giving her head another quick shake and starting to try to pull her hand out from the crammed space next to the box. It hit the side of the wardrobe with a thump, and Jack abruptly sucked in his breath, looking out of the crack.

Ivar was staring at the wardrobe.

The Snow Queen could practically feel her heart stop beating as her nose tingled more and more intensely, watching out of the crack as her oldest councilman began to get up, swinging his legs over the side of the bed.

Oh, NO! Elsa thought desperately, He's heard me. And now he's listening, and he's going to be right there, and even IF I could somehow stifle it, there's still a chance that my sneeze would WAIT.

Elsa suddenly found herself remembering Anna's nineteenth birthday party.

A new wave of horror swept over her, and she looked back up. Jack's face was pale as he quickly glanced between her and the crack in the front of the wardrobe, watching Ivar creep closer.

"Okay. New plan," Jack said quickly, "On three, I'm going to open the door and start throwing stuff at him. When I do, you RUN. Got it?"

She nodded, breathing heavily as she crinkled and uncrinkled her nose. Ivar was still walking towards them.

"One."

Elsa's nose was tingling more intensely now, heaving for breath as she tried to restrain. Ivar was nearly in front of the wardrobe.

"Two!"

Ivar was beginning to reach for the handle…

"THREE!"

"Ah-CHOO!"

BANG!

Jack threw the door open, shoving Elsa down and flinging out the first box, clothes and papers flying through the air as Ivar shrieked and tumbled backwards, tripping and falling onto his bed. Elsa gasped, seeing the distinct twinkling of four tiny snowmen materializing out of the air as Jack reached back to pull another pile of clothes out of the nearest box.

"RUN!"

Without a second thought, she scrambled onto her feet, sprinting for the door and yanking it open as one of the newly-formed snowgies ran past. More boxes and clothes flying out of the wardrobe in her peripheral vision as Ivar let out another bloodcurdling scream, Elsa leapt through the doorway, beginning to run down the hallway for the stairs just as a gust of ice-cold wind rushed past her.

"NO! Not that way!"

Something hard suddenly jerked Elsa back by her waist, and she stumbling backwards into Jack's arms. As the door to Ivar's room swung shut, the Spirit of Winter frantically pulled her from the shepherd's crook, whirling her around and slamming her up against the wall, clapping his hand over her mouth.

Ivar's door banged open again, swinging over the space where Jack and Elsa stood. Her eyes bulging, Elsa watched as her councilman ran past them, screaming bloody murder as he sprinted down the hallway in bare feet and his nightshirt, the nightcap falling onto the ground behind him. Before she could even react, Jack Frost was leaping away from her again, grabbing her hand and running back into Ivar's room, pulling her through the door again after him.

As the door swung closed behind them, voices started up in the hallway, Ivar's extended family members waking. Jack was already across the bedroom, ripping back Ivar's curtains and cranking the window open.

"Sorry for grabbing you," he gasped, "Window okay?"

"I—"

"—Great!"

Before Elsa had the chance to respond, Jack suddenly leapt forward and grabbed her hand, jumping into the air and diving through the opening. Elsa tripped forward, gasping in pain as her right hip slammed into the bottom of the windowsill.

Jerked back, Jack spun around in the air shock. As if he were suddenly remembering that Elsa couldn't fly, he then swooped back to the window, helping her scramble up onto the sill before more carefully pulling her out of Ivar's room.

Hardly a moment later, Elsa was being swung onto the ground, touching down onto the cobblestone of the street below once again. Jack dropped her hand, leaping back into the air again.

"I've gotta go shut the window and cellar before anyone sees," he said quickly, "I'll meet you back at the castle! RUN!"

"But—"

"What's wrong now!?"

Elsa's mind freezing into a blank panic, she opened her mouth, but no sound came out. Gesturing frantically, she tried again. "Little—like, round, but—when I sneeze!"

"What? What is it?!"

Suddenly catching glimpse of a sparkling white something running along the windowsill above them, Elsa gasped, pointing.

"Sn-snow—SNOWGIES!" she stammered.

Jack whipped around, looking up to the window where she was pointing. Standing on the ledge, a four-inch-tall, round little snowman was running back and forth in the moonlight.

Jack Frost's eyes bulged. "WHAT the—!?"

The snowgie squeaked excitedly, bouncing up and spinning around to hop back into the room and out of sight. Elsa stumbled back as Jack leapt into the air, shooting upwards and scrambling into the window.

Whirling around, the Snow Queen jumped and broke into a full sprint away from the building, wishing that she could move faster. Ugh, if the Nokk were here! Running across the town square, her mind raced as she frantically struggled to remember where all of the guards were stationed. If she tried to get into the castle from the outside—well, she could probably order them to keep quiet, but if a counter-command was made without her—!

Finally reaching the end of the alleyway behind the market, the Snow Queen sucked in her breath, skidding and hopping to a stop before rounding the corner to keep running. No. Jack had said to just meet at the castle—if she beat him there, she would just have to find a place to hide, before—

All of a sudden, a shadow fell across the cobblestone in front of her, and Elsa gasped, looking up. A moment later, holding a squirming pillowcase that she assumed could only be filled with tiny snowmen, Jack Frost was sweeping down onto the ground in front of her.

"Hold this," he gasped.

Before Elsa could respond, he shoved the squirming, happily squeaking pillowcase into her arms, then bending down and scooping her up into his own. He readjusted his grip on both her and the staff, and then shot up into the air.

The castle wall came and went as they flew, far beneath them as they soared over the town, then swooping down again onto Elsa's balcony. As soon as he set her down, Jack lunged forward and grasped the handle of one of the glass the doors, and within a few moments they were stumbling into her art gallery, choking and gasping for breath.

With the tall balcony doors closed again behind them, Elsa turned around, leaning against the glass. Jack did so as well, sliding down against it onto the floor, and the Snow Queen set the pillowcase down between them, her heart still pounding as she joined him.

"Run," she gasped. "That's it. THAT'S your idea."

"I never said it was a good one."

Sitting together on the floor, Elsa and Jack struggled to catch their breath, both staring forward into the silence.

Elsa shifted on her hips.

"I am never trusting your ideas again," she breathed.

"Hey. It worked, didn't it?"

"That's your definition of 'working?'"

"We didn't get caught."

"We ALMOST got caught."

Jack started laughing, throwing back his head and clapping his hand over his eyes.

"What?" Elsa demanded. "What's so funny?"

Letting out a long, low whistle, Jack pulled his hand down from his face, slowly shaking his head.

"Just be a little creepy. Mess with his head," Jack chuckled bitterly. "We don't want to really scare him, or anything. Just make him a little uncomfortable staying here."

"Right."

The silence fell over them once again as they stared forward into the Snow Queen's art gallery.

"Or," Jack started again, "We could give him such a bone-chillingly terrifying experience that it will haunt his dreams for the next thirty years."

"Yeah," Elsa choked, gasping for breath. "We could do that."

He leaned his head back against the glass door, exhaling slowly. "Maybe I should go alone next time."

"That's probably for the best."

"And, in the meantime," he breathed, looking to her, "You, Snowflake, have got some serious explaining to do."

"About what?"

Jack Frost said nothing, raising his eyebrows and turning towards her to reach his hand into the pillowcase. As he pulled out one of the tiny snowmen—holding it up between them—Elsa felt her throat tighten with embarrassment.

"What. The blizzards," Jack sputtered, "Are THESE!?"

 

Chapter 54: Snowflakes and Saxifrage

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey, guys! In an effort to get the actual Author's Notes shorter again, I'm moving to putting personalized stuff in italics. Hope it works. Shoutout to reader for reminding me of something that inspired a lot of this chapter, and also, there's a certain phrase at the end of this chapter... well, if it confuses you, go re-read Chocolate and Analysis to remind yourself what it's referring to. ;) I love you all, a HUGE thank you to everybody that's reviewed, thank you SO much for reading, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :D

To Guest Reviewers Guest986 and Amethyst: I love you forever and you are wonderful. Please feel free to keep showering me with praise. ;)

To Guest Reviewer RandomReader: I'll admit, I was sort of confused by your review, because chapter 36 is literally almost exactly the same… I stopped rewriting as soon as I reached the under-the-bed scene, and then just tied the new stuff to the old stuff. Are you sure it didn't just get shifted?

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo. As usual.

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54: SNOWFLAKES AND SAXIFRAGE

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"So… every time you sneeze."

"Pretty much."

Elsa bit her lip and determinately kept staring down into her lap. Jack laughed softly under his breath, shaking his head as the tiny snowman squeaked and leapt up into his hand, practically shivering with delight as it nuzzled his fingers and then collapsed down happily against the Guardian's thumb.

"Okay," Jack chuckled, "If we hadn't almost just gotten caught—I'm pretty sure that this is the most adorable thing I've ever seen."

Sitting on the floor and leaning up against the wall of her art gallery, Elsa swallowed hard.

"And," she choked, "Um—if we did almost get caught?"

Jack snorted. "Still the most adorable thing I've ever seen," he countered. "It's hilarious."

"It's embarrassing."

"Daw, you don't mean that," he laughed. "Just wook at dees widdle guys!"

"New favorite type of ice?"

The Spirit of Winter grinned wryly, his eyebrow twitching as he glanced over to her again.

"Not a chance in the world, Snowflake," he chuckled.

Elsa blushed, rolling her eyes and pulling her knees into her chest. It didn't really bother her as much as it had the day before.

If she was completely honest with herself, it didn't particularly bother her at all.

"Ah-choo!"

Three more tiny snowmen suddenly materialized out of the air, the first falling onto the nearest ice shelf and the other two bouncing happily onto the carpet. The Snow Queen sniffed, rubbing her arm across her nose as the closest snowgie spun around, running into Jack's leg and falling over backwards as he laughed.

"Only you, Snowflake," he grinned, reaching down with his free hand a scooping up the tiny snowman. "You sneeze, and cuteness appears. I don't see a downside."

"It would be different if I had made them intentionally," she admitted, watching the snowgie curling up in Jack's remaining free hand. "Seeing as they're sort of my children, now."

He shrugged. "Okay, that I can sympathize with."

"What do you mean?"

"Think Olaf, sweetheart."

Elsa shoved him.

Jack laughed, rolling back into place as the snowgie squeaked and leapt out of his hand. It dropped onto the floor, immediately running forward and bumping into the tiny snowman that was already standing there, setting off another chain reaction of confused, giggly squeaks as they tumbled over next to Jack's outstretched foot.

Elsa's heart swelled.

"Thank you," she said quietly. "Again. By the way."

"For what?"

Elsa looked into his eyes.

"Wait," Jack asked, laughing breathily, "For—for that? For introducing you to pranking?"

She shrugged, scooting an inch towards him on the floor. "You're helping me with my Council."

Before he could respond, Elsa leaned over, and gingerly placed her head on his shoulder.

Jack froze, looking to her in surprise. After a few seconds, the Spirit of Winter then shifted against the wall, his muscles relaxing as the Snow Queen scooted another inch closer to him. He reached his arm around her shoulders.

"Your majesty," Jack Frost whispered, giving her a gentle squeeze. "It has been: an honor."

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Early the next morning, despite the fact that the sun wouldn't be up for another few hours, Elsa was up and dressed, putting on her makeup as Jack sat on the floor playing with the small hoard of miniature snowmen that were now gathered in the corner of her room.

"Ah-CHOO!"

Jack looked up in surprise as two more snowgies materialized out of the air, falling onto the Ice Powers Girl's dresser.

"You're STILL sick?!" he exclaimed. "How is that even possible?"

Elsa didn't answer, flicking her wrist and whipping an icy handkerchief into existence.

HOOOOOOOOOOONK.

Disintegrating the tissue into the air, she sniffed.

"No immune system," Elsa choked. "If I'm not in the super-clean castle, I basically get sick every time I'm around people."

"I'll say!"

"Mr. Hauge's room was dirty, okay?"

Jack shook his head, uncrossing his legs. Picking up his staff and planting the end of it in the carpet, he then pulled himself up from the floor, carefully hopping over the icy playground that he'd constructed for the now forty tiny snowmen that were happily squeaking and running around in the corner of Elsa's bedroom.

Walking up to her, he came to her side just as she whipped another icy handkerchief into the air, pulling it to her nose again.

HOOOOOOOOOOONK.

"Uh—Elsa?" Jack asked quietly, looking at her in concern as she folded up the tissue, "I—okay, I usually like the ice-cloth thing, but are you sure that's a good idea?"

A wave of confusion swept over her face. "What do you mean?"

"Well—you're sick," he said, "And that's—ice. Like—you have a cold—and you're putting more cold on it."

"It's never bothered me."

"Are you sure about that?"

Elsa leaned back up against the dresser, staring down at the folded-up ice tissue in her hand. After a few moments, she sighed, flicking her fingers and disintegrating it into the air.

"I suppose you're right," she admitted.

Jack watched as the Fifth Spirit pushed herself away from the dresser, turning around and bending down to pull out one of its bottom drawers. Kneeling down onto the carpet, her long capelet spread out behind her, she then began to dig through it.

"I know I have a box in here somewhere," she muttered, pushing aside a pile of lacy, cream-colored fabric as the Guardian of Fun raised his eyebrows, "And I pretty sure that—ah-hah!"

Reaching all the way into the back of the drawer, Elsa took hold of something, pulling it forwards. As she sat back onto her heels, placing it onto the top of the dresser, Jack realized that it was a tiny wooden box, elaborately painted with flowers and crowns in Arendelle's traditional style.

"Memory Box," Elsa explained, taking Jack's hand as he helped pull her up onto her feet.

"And you'll have a handkerchief in there?"

"I was a princess. I did a lot of needlework."

She opened the box, the tiny hinges creaking softly as she did. Jack then watched as the Snow Queen pulled up a delicate piece of cloth, handing it to him.

"See?" Elsa laughed. "Needlework. Welcome to having a royal childhood, Frost."

He took it. "This is what you did for fun?"

"No. It's how we pretended to have fun," she retorted, "Princesses start basic needlework pretty young, so I was still with Anna sometimes when we were sewing. Then, we'd take over the ballroom in the middle of the night and build snowmen."

"Ah, that's more like it."

Jack looked down to the handkerchief, stepping to the side and leaning his staff up against the dresser as he did so. Inspecting it with both hands, he raised his eyebrows.

"So—wait," he realized, "How young were you? If you were still with Anna? This does NOT look like a little kid's work."

"Oh. Well—that one isn't," Elsa admitted, leaning forward and looking down at the little piece. "I think I was about—wow, I haven't thought about it in a long while. I think I might have been about nine, when I stitched that one."

"Still a kid."

"I was a princess."

"Nine-year-old girl. Same difference."

Queen Elsa's smile faded. After a few moments, the Fifth Spirit pulled her hands into her stomach and looked down to her feet, her eyes soft with sadness once again.

Jack's stomach twisted.

"So! Uh," he blurted, making her snap her head up, "This—the design. Flowers?"

"Oh! Right. Wildflowers!"

Jack relaxed slightly as the Ice Powers Girl took a step towards him, starting to smile again. "Wildflowers, huh?"

"All of my favorites. Cloudberry, lily of the valley, foxglove, willowherb, and, of course," Elsa explained, pointing to the stitching, "I always included PLENTY of white saxifrage flowers. I kind of made a point of it, actually."

"Saxifrage?" he asked, a look of confusion sweeping over his features. "But—those flowers usually have five petals—don't they? And all of these have six."

Glancing back up into her eyes, Jack Frost realized that Elsa was grinning.

"Whoops," she whispered slyly.

His mouth fell open.

"You," Jack gasped, "You—you passive aggressive little—!"

The Ice Powers Girl giggled self-consciously, covering her mouth with her hand as Jack looked back down to the cloth, studying the dozens of delicate, six-petalled white flowers sprinkled across the little princess's embroidery. The girl's defiant snowflakes were hidden in plain sight.

Oh, Manny, she was good.

Jack laughed softly under his breath, shaking his head as he tossed the handkerchief to himself. He looked back up into her eyes.

"Are you sure you were never on the Naughty List?" he chuckled.

Her cheeks still flushed, Elsa shrugged. "I liked snowflakes."

He raised his eyebrows.

"So do I," Jack said softly, reaching forward and flicking the end of her nose.

Elsa blushed again, smiling shyly as her cheeks flushed a light shade of pink.

"Can I keep this?" Jack asked, running his thumb over the embroidery.

"Oh. Sure! I mean, of course," Elsa said. "And I'm sort of impressed that you know Saxifrage. I wouldn't have figured that the Spirit of Winter would know his flower varieties."

"When you've spent three hundred years snooping around for edible plants, you get pretty familiar with that sort of thing," he admitted. "And, besides. Saxifrage was always Emma's favorite."

Elsa jolted.

"Emma?" she stammered, her eyes wide. "Who—who's Emma?"

"Oh. My—um," Jack said softly. "Emma was my sister."

Suddenly nervous, Jack looked down to his feet, reaching up with his free hand and rubbing the back of his neck.

Elsa's shoulders relaxed slightly. "You had a sister?"

"Before I died."

He pressed his lips together, wincing internally as the word hung on the air. Hardly seeming to notice it, the Snow Queen's eyes softened. She dropped her voice to a whisper and took a tiny step towards him.

"Oh, Jack… I'm so sorry," she said. "Did she die, too?"

"No, I—actually," Jack admitted, snapping his head back up, "That's—well, she was on a cracking part in the ice."

"What do you mean?"

"Well—we were skating. And then—okay, the ice wasn't as thick as I thought," he choked softly. "But Emma was on it. And—she was scared. And that scared me, but I figured that, if I could get her to move forward enough, I could grab her."

Looking around, Jack remembered his staff, and leapt forward to the dresser, picking it up with his free hand. Dropping the handkerchief back next to the box, he then took a step back with the shepherd's crook.

"And then, I—well," he said, tossing it to himself, "I—did. I was able to yank her out and switch places. I mean, it's a pretty simple to do that."

Elsa's eyes were wide, hanging on his every word as Jack gently swung the staff outwards to demonstrate.

"And then, it—I—um," he finished under his breath, pulling the shepherd's crook back into his chest, "I fell through."

An uncomfortable silence descending over the room, Jack stared down at his staff, gingerly rubbing his thumb along its familiarly gritty old texture. It softly glowed in response, a fine layer of frost flowering over its length beneath his fingers. Shaking his head, Jack then took a step to the side and leaned the staff back up against the dresser, taking the handkerchief again and staring at the hidden snowflakes in its embroidery.

In his peripheral vision, Jack saw Elsa take a hesitant step forward, the sparkling swirls of frost on her skirt glistening in the lamplight. He looked up.

"Jack Frost—are you telling me that you died," she breathed, "Because—you were saving your little sister's life?"

"Well—yeah." Jack let out a nervous laugh, anxiously reaching up with his free hand and running his fingers through his hair. "I mean, I guess. Manny was pretty impressed, apparently, and—uh—"

His voice trailed off. Looking back to her, Jack suddenly realized that the Ice Powers Girl was holding her hands over her heart, silently gazing at him in adoration.

"Uh—Elsa?" he asked hesitantly, "Are you—is everything okay?"

She said nothing, her mouth hanging open in dreamy disbelief.

"Oh," Elsa swooned.

Knock knock.

They turned to the door. The knocking came again, this time accompanied by an eager sing-song.

"Oooooooh, sister!" Queen Anna's voice giggled from somewhere out in the hallway, "Are you almost ready? They're getting the carriage right now!"

"Coming!"

Letting out his breath, Jack took a step back, pocketing the embroidered handkerchief as Elsa ran for the door. Pulling it open, she laughed as her heavily bundled-up sister lurched forward into the room, falling into her arms.

"I'm so excited!" Anna gasped, "I can't wait to see all the kids! It's been at least two months—right? Are we still bringing books to read to them?"

Elsa nodded, helping the pregnant young queen back onto her feet. "That's the plan."

"And I just got breakfast from Carol," Anna bubbled, pulling a bag out from underneath her cloak. "We've got biscuits, and berries, and sausages, along with our dessert samples, and apparently, they've already packed lunch. We're going to eat on the road and, I'm personally REALLY excited for—oh, hi, Jack!" she exclaimed, noticing him for the first time. "How are you?"

"Morning, your majesty," Jack chuckled. "I'm fine. And you seem pretty happy to be alive."

"I am!" she squealed, "I am SO excited! The kids are amazing. And, we're the bearers of good news today!"

"Wait. Is this—is this about that Children's Party thing?"

"Yes!"

Elsa laughed, smiling at her sister's delight. "We usually go around to the children at the schools every couple months, but winter makes traveling ah-CHOO!"

She suddenly sneezed again, and two more snowgies spun into existence around her. Queen Anna looked down, seeing all of the tiny snowmen with a gasp.

"This baby bump is making me blind!" she groaned as the pair of squeaking snowgies fell to the ground and ran past the bottom hem of her dress. "Elsa! How long have you been sick!?"

"Just since last night," Elsa sniffed.

"Are you sure that you can still do this?"

"I'm fine!"

The redheaded queen turned to Jack, raising a skeptical eyebrow. "Is she actually fine, or is she just being Elsa and saying that?"

Before he could respond, the three suddenly heard the clomping of hooves as Kristoff and Sven came into the bedroom. The reindeer whinnied, and the young king gave him a hearty pat on his back.

"I don't know what you guys are talking about, but forget the stupid carriage," he said proudly. "If you want it, I've got the best sled around. And, we've just gotten back, so I have time to—"

"—No, you need to get your sleep," Anna interjected. "You've been up since two in the morning working with my Christmas present—whatever it is! And I do not want you to be a Cranky Kristoff when we come home."

"I will not be a Cranky Kristoff."

The reindeer snorted, rolling its eyes. Jack restrained from a laugh.

"Oh, hush," King Kristoff muttered, glancing to the reindeer with disdain.

"Seriously, though, we need to get going," Anna said, looking to her sister again. "Do you want to…?" She gestured to Jack.

Elsa's face fell. "Oh…"

Jack felt a wave of disappointment sweep over him as well, realizing what Queen Anna meant. Elsa took a step towards him.

"So, I—um," she choked. "I—I have to go."

"Yeah."

She bit her lip, fidgeting with her fingers again as the two simultaneously looked downward, awkwardly staring at the carpet as the others stood by. Letting out a nervous, breathy laugh, Elsa then took another timid step forward.

"So—uh," she stammered, "Did—did you want to—"

"Right!"

"I mean—"

"No, we could! If—"

"Um—"

"Heh—!"

Queen Anna and King Kristoff exchanged smug glances as Elsa suddenly leapt into Jack Frost's arms, cutting him off and throwing her own arms around his neck. Aware that he was being watched, Jack awkwardly hugged her back, his heart leaping as he felt the Ice Powers Girl's soft hair brush past his face.

Wooooooooow…

"Well—um," Elsa asked softly, pulling away from the hug. "I—I'll see you at dinner? Then?"

"Oh. Uh, yeah!"

Jack forced a smile as he let go, reluctantly dropping his arms back to his sides. Giving him a last, shy little smile, the Ice Powers Girl then stepped back away from him, turning and quickly walking out of the bedroom after her sister.

Jack's heart sank as the last of Elsa's sparkling, icy capelet whisked from the room.

The reindeer whinnied empathetically, and Jack turned around. The Commoner King was staring at him, a slight smirk on the edge of his mouth.

"Don't worry," he said. "They're always back before they think they're going to be. The guy driving the carriage likes to get home before dark."

"That's good to know," Jack sighed. Not looking directly as Kristoff, he then drew in his breath, turning back to the dresser and picking up his staff. "Honestly, though, I—I should go, too. I've got some snooping to do. Castle to explore, you know?"

He turned and started walking for the door as Elsa's brother-in-law started chuckling under his breath.

"Yeah… waiting for your girlfriend to get back is always a bummer," King Kristoff enunciated. "Even for a… let's see, what was it? A... Sexy Humanoid Ice Powers Thing?"

Jack froze.

 

Chapter 55: Christmas Gifts of Past and Present

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55: CHRISTMAS GIFTS OF PAST AND PRESENT

A wave of nausea rushing over him, Jack felt his face drain of color. After a long moment of horrified silence—turning to look in the direction of King Kristoff and the reindeer—the Fifth Guardian pulled in his breath.

"I—I have no idea what you're talking about," Jack stammered.

Avoiding eye contact, he turned back and continued to walk away, only to be jerked back as Kristoff lunged forward and caught the back of his hood.

"Urk!"

"Oh," Kristoff chuckled, pulling him back. "I think you know exactly what I'm talking about."

The Commoner King dropped the hood, crossing his thick arms over his chest as the reindeer walked after him. Seeing that even the reindeer was smirking—staring at him with disconcertingly knowing eyes—Jack Frost swallowed hard.

"How many people know?" he choked.

Kristoff raised his eyebrows, leaning back against the reindeer's rump. "Elsa told Anna. Anna told me," he said casually.

"So… it's just you, and me, and the rest of Arendelle," Jack squeaked. "Great."

Seeing Jack's expression, Elsa's brother-in-law restrained from a laugh. "Relax, Snowmeo," he said good-naturedly. "It's not all that big of a deal. I just want to give you some advice."

"About what?"

Kristoff raised his eyebrows again.

Oh.

"I… um," Jack choked, "Ah. Right..."

"As somebody that was raised by love experts—okay, seriously, there are some ground rules here," Kristoff said, crossing his left ankle over his right as he leaned back against the reindeer. "Look. I know you think she's sexy. You know you think she's sexy. You think she's dang sexy. But that DOESN'T MEAN that you get to come right out and SAY IT!"

The reindeer snorted, nodding in agreement. A look of confusion swept over Jack's face.

"Uh," he said slowly. "Why no—"

"—Because," King Kristoff scoffed, "When you've known a woman for three days, there are some things that you do not say!"

Jack Frost felt a sudden pang of embarrassment hit him in the chest.

Intensely uncomfortable with the situation, he looked down to his feet, shifting his fingers on the staff as he tried to decide how to respond.

"I—uh," he mumbled, "Well. Thanks—for that—Kristoff. I'll be—"

"—You could have said beautiful. You could have said lovely. For all it's worth, you could have used the opportunity to actually hit on her," Kristoff scoffed, "But, no! Why would Jack Frost do that, when he could choose the totally inappropriate response, and tell the reigning Queen of Arendelle that she's a Sexy Humanoid Ice Powers Thing, instead?"

Jack's face flushed an even deeper shade of red. Suddenly wishing that he could crawl into a hole, he shuffled a step backwards.

"Well, it's weird when you say it," he grumbled embarrassedly.

Kristoff snorted, rolling his eyes with a grin as he leaned back against the reindeer again. "Fair enough, Snowmeo," he chuckled. "But you want to know something about smart, naïve women? They. Don't. Stay. Naïve."

"Good, because it's annoying—"

"—If your intentions aren't pure anymore, Elsa's going to find out," Kristoff interrupted again. "Women always find out. And if Elsa's mad at you, you're going to need to go to Antarctica."

To this, Jack's face broke into a real grin for the first time since Elsa had left. Kristoff smiled knowingly, turning around as the reindeer whinnied in agreement, looking at Jack with uncomfortably intelligent eyes once again.

"Wait," Jack suddenly realized. "Why are you telling me this? I thought you were wanting Elsa to stay away from me."

A look of surprise swept over Kristoff's face. After a few moments—choosing his words carefully—he pulled in his breath.

"I think you guys could be good together," Kristoff said. "If she's your True North, you should pursue her."

"She is not North—"

"—I just don't—I don't want to see any of this end badly."

Jack Frost considered this.

"You mean—like," he whispered, leaning slightly towards Kristoff, "Like—if Elsa freaked out? If she—if she lost control, or something?"

The Commoner King and the reindeer looked to each other.

After a long, silent pause, Kristoff took a deep breath again.

"Um—yeah," he conceded, nodding, but not looking directly into Jack Frost's eyes. "If—Elsa—lost control. Right."

King Kristoff patted the animal's side, and it clomped forward towards the doorway.

"So, you're on my side now?" Jack blurted.

Pausing just before coming out into the hallway, Jack watched as Kristoff turned around.

"You know what?" Kristoff admitted softly, a little grin tugging at the edge of his mouth "I—yeah. I think I am."

A wave of relief swept over Jack's body. His face cracked into a smile, and he tossed his staff into his other hand, watching as Elsa's brother-in-law turned away and started to leave again.

"Oh… and one more thing," King Kristoff added, pausing and glancing back over his shoulder. "I—an early Christmas present. I'm just gonna… pretend that I haven't been noticing, the snowy little sleepovers, that you two have been having in here every night?"

Jack's heart leapt into his throat. Taking a tiny step back, he reached up, rubbing the back of his neck as blood rushed to his face.

"Ah," he choked. "You caught that, huh?"

"There might be some rumors," Kristoff chuckled. "Like, how the guards are saying that she's been soundproofing the room every evening? And that, in the morning, the doors are always frozen shut?"

Jack's eyebrows lifted. Drawing himself up, he then met Kristoff's gaze again, throwing his shoulders back as he stuck his free hand into his pocket.

"Got a problem with that?" Jack asked.

"Should I?"

Jack's shoulders relaxed. "You realize that this is Elsa we're talking about," he chuckled. "Right?"

"You realize that you're the Spirit of WINTER," Kristoff retorted. "Right?"

To this, Jack looked down, giving a self-conscious kick at the carpet. He shook his head.

"Well, titles aside," he shrugged, "You can relax. Elsa and I are—friends."

Hearing the word come out of his own mouth, Jack winced slightly. Kristoff smirked, muttering under his breath as he turned away and walked from the room. "Sexy Humanoid Ice Powers friends…"

"GOODBYE, Kristoff."

"See you later, Snowmeo."

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Jack Frost was absolutely wonderful.

Happily lost in thought, Elsa stared out the window of the royal carriage as it bounced and trundled down the country street. It was snowing, and if it were even possible, the softly falling flurries now meant even more to her than they had in Christmas seasons past. As a child, she'd spent countless hours staring out of the royal carriage's windows at the swirling snow, imagining to herself that the white-haired Spirit of Winter was somewhere above them, flying through the clouds and stirring up a storm with his magical staff.

Elsa was never going to get over how Jack had acted in Ivar's closet.

Smiling dreamily, she closed her eyes, practically feeling his icy hand around her own in the memory. He probably would have flirted like that with anyone, but—well. She did have ice powers. Technically, she was even a "Winter Spirit," for whatever that actually meant with her lifetime. And, she did like blizzards. It was pretty self-flattering to believe that someone like him could ever, under ANY circumstances, be interested in someone like her, but in her heart, Elsa couldn't deny that—if her ice powers were really so attractive to him—Jack Frost would be hard-pressed to ever find another young woman that had them.

"Oh, Ellllllllllll-saaaaaaaaaaaa…"

If it weren't for her ice powers, Elsa was certain that he wouldn't be interested in her at all. But, for as long as she had them… did she maybe have a chance?

She had always been skeptical of things that seemed too good to be true…

"EARTH TO THE QUEEN!"

Elsa gasped in shock, jumping and whipping around. Sitting across from her in the carriage, Her sister Anna—thoroughly bundled up, and resting her hands on her enormously pregnant stomach—burst out laughing.

"You still have fourteen questions left, Sissy," she giggled, raising a skeptical eyebrow. "Or did you—get distracted again?"

Elsa blushed. "I'm sorry," she admitted. "I—I did. What were you saying?"

"I wasn't actually saying anything right then. What do you remember?"

Elsa jolted as the carriage hit a bump, jostling the sisters in their seats. Sitting back, she then looked thoughtfully upwards, counting off on her fingers as she racked her memory for their previous conversation.

"Let's see…" she muttered. "It's not in the carriage, it's not an animal, it's not a plant, it's bigger than a breadbox, but not bigger than a tree, and it's something I—like?"

"Mm-hmm," Anna giggled.

Queen Anna's cheeks were flushed, her eyes sparkling with excitement as she bit her lip, visibly struggling to not burst out into another fit of hysterical giggling. The Fifth Spirit stared at her in confusion, puzzling over the riddle for another few moments. Until—

Elsa's mouth fell open.

"It's Jack!" Elsa exclaimed. "Isn't it? You're thinking of Jack! AGAIN!"

"YES!"

Elsa rolled her eyes, scoffing and crossing her arms over her chest. "Anna, must we talk about boys every single time we're alone?"

"Yes. We're sisters," Anna retorted. "It's part of the deal. UPDATES. Spill."

She grinned, the mischievous twinkle in her eyes again. Elsa laughed nervously, giving her a quick shrug. "Jack. He's—amazing, and brilliant, and wonderful, and completely out of my league. Nothing to update."

The pregnant queen smirked. "No. Nothing," she drawled. "That's exactly why you've got those big, dark circles under your eyes."

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

After a few moments of silence—her cheeks turning pink—Elsa shifted uncomfortably in her seat.

"We—were up late," she choked.

Anna giggled again. "I'm sure."

"It's not like that!"

"Uh-huh."

"Anna—he's Jack. Frost," Elsa choked, leaning forward. "He's—okay, seriously? He's one of The Guardians—for all the children of the EARTH! That kind of automatically means that I have no reasonable chance with him."

Anna raised her eyebrows. "Wait—you're STILL all caught up thinking that you're the one being friendzoned here?"

"I wasn't going to put it quite like that," Elsa sighed. "But—yes. I suppose. It makes sense."

"No, it doesn't."

"I mean, I know it's unrealistic to think that Jack and I could ever—but—but I just wish that—!"

Her voice trailed off. Biting the edge of her lip with a scoff, the Snow Queen stared down into her lap, her face falling as she mentally scolded herself.

But she did have ice powers in her favor…

"So…" Anna said slowly. "You're admitting that you like him."

To this, Elsa scoffed, shrugging as the carriage jolted again, her hips rocking her to the side. "I've always liked him, Anna."

"Yeah, but… you like him, or you…" Queen Anna's voice trailed off, and she waggled her eyebrows, "LIKE. Him?"

Elsa's eyes widened slightly. After a few moments of silence—considering the question—she pulled in her breath.

"I like him very much," Elsa said softly.

Her sister grinned.

The carriage hit another bump, and the two rocked to the side, sucking in their breath. As Anna rocked forwards, her hand on her enormous stomach as she was thrown off-balance, Elsa instinctively lunged across the carriage to catch her.

"I'm okay!" Anna exclaimed, rocking back into the seat.

Elsa gingerly sat back on the other side, her face flushed. "So help me, if that carriage lurches one more time—"

"Elsa, I'm fine—"

"—I am going to CLIMB ON TOP OF IT, and ice-blast us a set of tracks!"

To this, Queen Anna laughed. "You would."

"Well," Elsa grumbled, crossing her arms over her chest and looking out the window, "We should be switching to the sled runners from the wheels soon enough. I mean, we're almost too far out of the main kingdom for the roads to still be safe without them."

"So, Jack is staying here through Christmas," Anna said suddenly, changing the subject back again. "Right?"

"I believe so," Elsa responded. "I mean, I certainly hope so."

"Well… he said he'd come to the Christmas Eve Ball, so it would be kind of weird for him to just fly away right after it finished," Anna shrugged. "Which means that you need to be thinking about what you're going to give him for Christmas."

Elsa's eyes widened at the sudden realization. Christmas. Anna was right. And it was already December 17th. Which left her with only!

Oh, no.

Looking up, Elsa realized that her sister had already long-since launched into her own list of gift ideas. Snapping back into focus, she bit her lip, hoping that she hadn't missed too much of what her sister had already said.

"Well, at first, I was going to commission a portrait of Prince Hans so that you could use it as a dartboard, but then I thought, oh, right, I'D be using it more than you, so that's out," Anna was reasoning, counting on her fingers, "And then, I was thinking chocolate, but again, I'd probably eat it all before it got to you, so that's out, too. Even though you ARE going to be giving me ten pounds of it, before long."

"I still say that I'm going to win."

"Oh, hush. He's got another eight days," the pregnant queen retorted. "And from that little blush of yours, I'd say he's making MORE than enough progress as it is."

"We're friends!"

"Uh-huh."

"Please tell me you weren't actually considering making a Prince Hans dartboard," Elsa said, changing the subject.

Her sister raised her eyebrows. "I thought it was brilliant," she drawled. "You know you'd like it."

"Well—I'm not sure," Elsa sighed, "To be completely honest, I—I'm still really struggling to forgive him. He's just such an irredeemable monster. You know?"

Anna's mouth fell open in shock.

"He tried to kill you!" she gasped.

"And you. Don't forget that."

Anna nodded, biting the edge of her lip. Her face pained at the memory, Elsa stared down into her lap.

She closed her eyes.

"The thing with Prince Linus—got me all riled up again," Elsa choked. "I just wish I could forget that TRAITOROUS little—um, that man—completely."

"My child is going to have the best aunt," Anna breathed. "You're saintly. You know that, right?"

"You're very kind."

"I'm serious!"

"I'm far from saintly, Anna," Elsa sighed, looking up with a hint of a smile. "But, that means a lot to me. Coming from you."

Her sister smiled bitterly. "I don't even know how you can talk about forgiveness," she scoffed, resting her arms on her pregnant stomach. "I mean, you realize who we're talking about, right?"

"I said, forgive him. Not trust him."

"Saint. As I said."

The two sisters fell silent, the carriage bumping and bouncing as it came to a turn. The driver slowed for a moment, carefully pulling it around the corner of the old street before speeding up again, trundling down the road once again.

"We should talk about something happier," Queen Anna choked softly.

Elsa nodded. "Like what?"

Anna grinned again, waggling her eyebrows as she drummed her fingers on her stomach.

"Jack," Elsa sighed. "Right. Back to Jack…"

"Yeeeeeeeep." Anna grinned, sitting back into her seat. "Which means that YOU need to figure out a present for him."

"What are you doing?"

She shrugged. "I have a feeling that Jack's going to need a favor from me at some point here in the near future."

To this, Elsa laughed. Rolling her eyes, she shook her head and adjusted her hips on the seat.

"You know it's true," Anna chuckled. "As for yours, though. Do you want to brainstorm, or…?"

"If it's alright," Elsa admitted, "I—can I just think for a while? I mean, I think I'd do better that way. Is that okay?"

"Of course."

Biting the edge of her lip, the Snow Queen shifted on her hips, looking to the window and gazing out of it as the peaceful silence fell over the carriage once again. Two summers before, for Anna's birthday, she'd had no idea what to do—frankly, after so many years of isolation, Elsa hardly even knew who her sister was. So, on that occasion, she'd simply gotten everything she could think of, and Anna, being Anna, had loved all of it. But Jack was different. After three hundred years of invisibility, if he'd harbored a love of objects, he could have easily gotten all he wanted. But, clearly, his love wasn't put into things. No—for Jack Frost, trinkets simply would not do.

But what would?

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Pulling the door shut behind him, Jack Frost silently stepped into Elsa's childhood bedroom. Still invisible to the guards (as well as the various politicians and nobles walking about the castle), he had elected to use his time alone to do some research.

Despite the fact that it was probably a bit premature, Jack had taken the liberty of beginning to look around the nearby town for a replacement council; the advantage of being invisible was that he could conduct interviews by simply watching how the potential candidates acted in their daily lives. While the Ice Alliance had only hit one of the current geezers, and while Said Geezer apparentlyhadn't yet turned in an official resignation (oh, Jack would see about that), the 319-year-old Guardian of Fun knew enough about people to know jeeeeeust how little it took to spook them. A couple of strange disturbances, a few rumors spread around the castle in hushed tones, and the Snow Queen's nasty old Council was as good as gone.

Not that Jack had already been mentally rehearsing the Ice Powers Girl's overwhelmed, teary-eyed and adoring response, or anything.

Turning away from the door and tossing the shepherd's crook into his other hand, Jack walked forward into the room. Even though he had first been introduced to it a mere two days before, the bedroom was already strangely familiar to him. Apparently, as he'd recently learned, the Spirit of Winter had spent a lot of time here in Elsa's childhood, even though he was (at that point) nothing more than a snowy fantasy in the little princess's head. But, fantasy or otherwise, the Guardian of Fun was reverently aware of the power of belief.

Coming to the edge of the narrow, one-person bed, Jack dropped his shepherd's crook onto the carpet, crouching down and sitting on the floor. Lying down, he reached for the bedskirt, flicking it out of the way just before he rolled underneath.

Thrown into the darkness, Jack flopped over onto his stomach. If he wasn't careful, he could easily spend the whole DAY under here, just… remembering her. And that moment.

Their moment.

He smiled dumbly to himself, practically feeling her body next to his own once again. Queen Elsa was so amazing...

After a few moments pause, Jack scoffed to himself, crawling forward towards the headboard. He knew the books were here, and if he did it by feel, then he wouldn't have to light the stupid candle. Generally speaking, the Fifth Guardian was NOT a fan of fire.

Reaching forward with his left hand, Jack felt his knuckles brush against something papery. His heart leaping, he then felt along the pile of books until his hand was waving through an empty darkness again. Pulling it back, Jack now knew which of the books was on the very top of the furthest pile to the left.

Reaching forward and grasping the little book, Jack pulled it to his chest. He then rolled back out from underneath Elsa's childhood bed.

Coming out again, Jack blinked in the sudden light as he pushed himself up, scrambling onto his feet. Picking up his shepherd's crook, he then straightened up again, turning over the worn little book and looking at the title.

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Faeries, Spirits, and Sprites: Timeless Stories for Children

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Tied around the book's middle was a faded red ribbon with a bow. Gently pushing it off of the cover and setting it on the bed, the Guardian of Fun tossed the book in his hand, turning it onto its side to realize that there was a slight gap in its pages. Dropping his staff and letting it fall back onto his shoulder, he carefully slid his finger along the crease.

The book flopped open, a folded-up piece of parchment marking a chapter near the back. Taking the parchment out, Jack looked to the chapter heading, the sight of his own name in print becoming strangely normal to him.

Jack Frost and the Colors of Autumn

Jack smiled. Most of the children's narratives were embellishments of his life at best, but he still appreciated the attention.

Especially if it had led Elsa to him.

Placing the book on the bed, Jack looked to the parchment in his opposite hand. It had been folded three times, and the folds were soft, as if the parchment been opened and shut over and over again. Lifting the front flap, the Youngest Guardian's gaze fell onto what be immediately recognized to be the writing of a child.

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Dear Santa,

My name is Elsa and I'm a princess. I'm 6 years old.

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Jack's breath caught. Six years old.

His heart leapt, and he eagerly unfolded the letter, grinning excitedly as he tucked his staff under his arm. Six-year-olds were the best.

As his eyes fell onto the child's writing, his smile faded.

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I don't know if I've been nice enough this year to get presents. I struck Anna with my powers, and I got in trouble. I didn't mean to. It was an accident. I love Anna. If that makes me naughty this year, I understand.

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Feeling the color draining from his face, Jack gingerly leaned his staff up against the nightstand, gingerly sitting down on the edge of the bed and continuing to read.

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I try to control them. But I can't. My mama and papa want me to. They've even fired a lot of the servants to help me keep it a secret. I know that my papa's going to protect me and keep me hidden from everyone until I learn. My papa is really nice. I don't want to make him sad.

So, I don't know if I've been nice enough this year. But just in case, I want you to know that I don't need any presents. I just want to ask you a question.

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Jack froze, his breath catching in his throat as his eyes fell onto the last sentence.

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Am I a monster?

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The Youngest Guardian could practically feel his heart stop beating.

The word hit him like a punch in the stomach. A cold wave of nausea sweeping over his body, Jack closed his eyes, struggling to keep his breathing even as he sank down against the bed. He'd knownthat Elsa had a horrible childhood, but it was one thing to hear her SAY that she'd struck Anna when she was six. It was one thing for him to know that Elsa, as a child and adolescent, thought she was a monster.

But it was quite another—for the 319-year-old Guardian of Children—to read the word written in the handwriting of a little girl.

Getting onto his feet, Jack Frost pushed himself off from the bed, his hands trembling as he fought to swallow his fury. As he shakily folded up the letter to replace it in the book—looking back on its worn, well-read pages—he suddenly noticed another set of handwriting on the backside of the parchment that he hadn't previously seen.

Turning the letter over, Jack's eyes widened.

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For Princess Elsa,

Whose ice powers do NOT make her a monster.

~Santa Claus

 

Chapter 56: Northward

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: WHOOOOO'S ready for another elaborate Guardian backstory? (OOO! ME! Me-me-me-me-MEEEEE!) ;) Seriously, though, North is my favorite ROTG character, so I'm pretty excited to share this one!

FRIENDLY REMINDER: The ROTG character backstories found in this fanfic are inspired by the 2012 Dreamworks movie "Rise of the Guardians," NOT the "Guardians of Childhood" book series written by William Joyce. This is another way of saying that (while I've worked really hard, trying to make them fit!) the backstories here are all ORIGINAL THINGS THAT I'VE MADE UP, and are not technically canon. I post this friendly reminder of that fact because a few people got confused with my version of Sandy's backstory from earlier (according to the canon BOOK version, Sandy comes from outer space. According to the MOVIE, however, his backstory is never brought UP, so I got to make my own fanfiction version). ;) Thanks for reading, thanks for all of those who have left such kind and encouraging reviews, and I hope you all have a fantabulous day! :)

CONTENT WARNING: The next couple chapters might get a little dark, but then there'll be a very light chapter immediately following. Just stick with me, guys. I swear that Jelsa's going to happen eventually! ;)

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56: NORTHWARD

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BANG!

"AW-JEE-WEAHH!"

"Sorry, Phil," Jack snapped, lighting down onto the carpet and stomping forward as the yeti leapt to close the doors, "I'm looking for a certain rotund, red-faced hypocrite. Seen him?"

"Dah—"

"—WHERE'S THE FAT ONE?!"

Before the yeti could respond, Jack Frost had already leapt into the air again, sweeping into the Workshop and dropping down onto the rail of the closest balcony.

"COME OUT, COME OUT, KRIS KRINGLE!" Jack yelled furiously, "JOLLY OLD ELF HAS GOT SOME JOLLY OLD EXPLAINING TO DO!"

He leapt from the balcony, flying down past the bottom of the globe to the next level in a flurry of snowflakes. As he touched down, the yetis grunting in shock and leaping out of his way, the Spirit of Winter caught sight of him, standing at the end of the manufacturing line with a clipboard.

Jack's blood boiled.

"Jack Frost?" North turned away from the yetis, his bushy eyebrows furrowing in confusion at the gangly, familiar figure that was suddenly standing before him, gripping his shepherd's crook with white knuckles. "You were in Arendelle! What brings you to the Pole?"

"Yeah, I've got a bone to pick with you," Jack snarled.

"What is the matter, Jack?"

As the yetis backed away, letting the white-haired boy step forward, there was a sharp creak. North looked down to realize that the carpet had frozen beneath the Spirit of Winter's feet, a sparkle of snowflakes materializing out of the air around him as the boy then suddenly plunged his free hand into his front pocket, pulling out a folded piece of parchment.

Holding up the letter, Jack Frost said nothing, ferociously glaring up into the Guardian of Wonder's eyes.

North's smile faded. Then, his face grave, he nodded solemnly.

"Walk with me," North whispered.

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You can't be serious, they'd told him.

But he was.

It can't be true, they'd said.

Yet, all of the data suggested a correlation.

But no one's ever done this, they'd insisted.

To all of the doubters, to his financers and colleagues, and to everyone at the university that tried to convince him not to leave, the old professor always posed the same philosophical question:

What is the fastest way to disprove a hypothesis?

Well, they would admit. To provide a counterexample, of course.

And that is what I intend to do, he would calmly respond.

In one final, desperate attempt, the committee reminded the brilliant astronomer of the almost certain result of his endeavor:

But you'll die.

To this, the jolly professor would give a hearty, booming laugh, glaring down the end of his nose and chuckling his same old phrase, the gentle condemnation that had become something of his personal motto. Oh, my dear friends, he would say.

Where's your sense of wonder?

After years of pleading, unable to properly secure funding, Professor Claus—or, by the nickname he'd earned from his rantings about the lights; Professor North—finally set off on his own, followed by an impressively large band of loyal students (including an entire class of adoring undergraduates), to figure it out once and for all, determined to follow his compass northward until he could no longer do so.

Loading up the professor's sleigh with scientific instruments and supplies, the enormous group was soon bidding their loved ones farewell, leaving the school in a mass expedition to the North Pole from across the Russian landscape. And so, they set off, following their compasses forever northward, excited and determined and filled to the brim with dreams of becoming the famous adventurers and scientists that would discover the true source of the Northern Lights.

The university never heard from them again.

But the jolly professor and his students were far from forgotten. Deeply mourning the loss of their brilliant colleague, and missing his humorous rantings about what he referred to as "naughty" data, the scientific community would always remember the contributions of the beloved Professor Claus, and his eventually fatal fascination with the study of the Northern Lights.

Not that he, nor his students, would have minded meeting such an end. After all—as Nicholas believed—losing one's life in the pursuit of knowledge was not suicide, but martyrdom.

And the Man in the Moon agreed.

But, as his loyal students had sacrificed themselves as well, the future Guardian of Wonder could not be expected to work alone. At such an extreme location, Professor Claus's graduate students grew in stature and acquired thick fur to better withstand the work (including Phil, his most recent PhD candidate-turned-post-doc who had decided to join the expedition anyway), while the hoard of undergrads shrank, and thus become easier to manage.

The bells were Phil's idea.

With the Man in the Moon's assistance, the partially-finished observatory was soon transformed into an enormous workshop, carved from the icy cliff (with more than a few subtle grids and compasses placed throughout its design) and surrounded by a number of huts that served as housing for its dozens of workers. Before long, the jolly old professor and his students had gotten back to work, this time aided by immortality, increased physical strength, and, of course, Nicholas's newfound power to manipulate localized magnetic fields for the sake of his various flying machines—which would eventually include the former adventurer's enormous sleigh.

Given his professional background at the boys' college, it was hardly a surprise to the other Guardians when the old professor took their newest recruit under his wing. However, despite the fact that Jack Frost was a three-hundred-and-nineteen-year-old snow sprite who was apparently a fierce enough warrior to take down Pitch, and despite the fact that he was now every BIT as much of a Guardian as his mentor was, the unfortunate truth of the matter was that Jack was still something less than a complete equal, in the Guardian of Wonder's eyes.

In all likelihood, North's lingering sense of fatherly condescension towards his new trainee had less to do with the Spirit of Winter's actual abilities than it had to do with the fact that Jack Frost's youthful appearance and stunted emotional development (which had most likely stemmed from three-centuries' lack of opportunity for social growth) reminded him of his former students. And thus—reverting to his old, academic script—the old professor had soon enthusiastically launched into a regimen of dragging the Youngest Guardian into his office for lectures, using object lessons and anecdotes to instruct his new student in the ways of the Guardians, and duty, and honor, and whatever other heroic and philosophical terms he could come up with at the given time. The Spirit of Winter would usually put up with this for about forty-five minutes or so, after which point the machines and gadgets around the workshop would start mysteriously, and literally, freezing up. At this point, North would usually take the hint, and the Guardian of Fun would be released.

But this particular meeting between the Guardian of Fun and the Guardian of Wonder was anything but typical.

"You. Knew," Jack Frost snarled. He stomped forward into North's office, furiously shaking the letter in the air. "YOU. KNEW. And you didn't tell me!"

Walking in front of him as the door slammed shut, North didn't turn around, rounding the corner of his enormous workbench and reaching for his chair. He pulled it out.

"Six years old," Jack sputtered. "She was SIX YEARS OLD, and you send her—a BOOK?!"

North didn't respond, turning around and sitting in the chair. After a few moments, he looked back up across the enormous workbench to realize that the usually pleasant, white-haired Spirit of Winter was standing now rigidly before him, gripping his glowing shepherd's crook in one hand and the letter in the other and glaring him down with what could only be described as a murderous rage.

His breath caught.

"Jack," he stammered, "I—"

"—YOU SHOULD'VE SENT ME!"

Nicholas fell silent, staring at the boy in shock. His teeth clenched together, Jack Frost was visibly struggling to contain his anger, his chest rising up and down with his breathing as he lifted the letter into the air once again, glaring ferociously into the Guardian of Wonder's eyes.

"You—you should have," Jack gritted, weakly shaking it, "Sent. ME."

His hand trembling, the Fifth Guardian reached forward and dropped the princess's letter onto the workbench. He then stepped back, dropping his head forward as a faint sparkling began to materialize out of the air around his body.

As Jack determinately stared at his feet—either oblivious to the snowflakes silently falling around him, or pretending not to notice that they were there—North drew in his breath.

"Jack… I'm sorry," he whispered. "There was nothing I could do. How would you have expected me to send you, without—"

"—Oh, I dunno!" Jack sputtered, snapping his head up, "Maybe, like, hey! Jack Frost! You've been slowly going insane for about two hundred and eighty-five years or so, and you have no purpose or real friends or anything, but I've noticed that you spend ALL of your time hanging out with kids, and by the way, there's a six-year-old girl in Arendelle who is being LOCKED UP BY HER PARENTS BECAUSE SHE HAS ICE POWERS?!" Jack shrieked, his eyes blurring with tears, "YOU NEVER THOUGHT, IT NEVER, ONCE, OCCURRED TO YOU, THAT THAT WOULD BE SOMETHING WORTH TELLING ME?!"

WHAM!

Jack slammed his hands down onto North's workbench, uncontrolled, jagged shots of ice exploding over its wooden surface.

In silence, the two looked down to the desk.

Seeing what he had done—a few delicate spirals of frost still flowering out from under his fingertips over the messy blast of ice—Jack Frost's cheeks flushed with embarrassment. Swallowing hard, he then carefully lifted his hands off of the workbench, sheepishly stepping back and adjusting his grip on the staff.

"I just—I could have helped," Jack choked, his eyes watery as he stared at the floor. "She was completely alone, North. For YEARS. And I just—! I just wish I could have—done something."

"Done something? Jack! You have become a Guardian," North reassured him, looking up from the jagged ice-blast. "You are there for her now."

"Yeah, well, I wasn't there then."

North watched as the Guardian of Fun let out his breath, staring determinately at the ground in an ill-fated effort to conceal his emotions. In the silence, the flurries of snow began to shimmer into existence around him once again.

Nicholas's heart sank.

"Jack… you know the rules," he said softly, leaning forward across his desk. "When it comes to a matter that would separate a child from its parents, we are not to interfere."

Jack stuck his free hand into his front pocket, tossing the shepherd's crook to himself as he turned away.

"Rules can have exceptions," he muttered.

"Then what is the point of the policy?"

"A policy you made!"

"In an effort to protect the most children from—"

"—PROTECTING CHILDREN?" Jack sputtered, his eyes bulging as he whipped around again, "You've GOTTA be KIDDING me!"

"It—"

"ELSA—was a child!" Jack yelled, bursting out again as he leapt forward, "What, was she some sort of EXCEPTION? Did your stupid 'POLICY' protect HER!?"

"If you are asking me if I'm sorry for my decision, then YES!" North boomed, slamming his fist on the desk, "I AM!"

Jack fell silent, setting his jaw again as his eyes watered.

"Jack—I didn't realize the situation was going to get so bad," North started again, dropping his voice to a whisper. "I was—simply trying to do what was best. For the child."

"Yeah, and some fine job you did, making that decision on your own."

The Guardian of Wonder's eyes narrowed. Pulling in his breath, he placed his hands flat on the desk, pushing himself onto his feet.

"Then what would you have had me do, Jack?" he said icily, glaring as he leaned across the workbench. "Just send you to her, correct? Have the little girl thrown into the asylums, when she starts talking of an invisible man that comes to visit her? Drive a rift between the child and her parents? Give her ANOTHER life-altering secret to keep? Is that REALLY what would have been best, for a six-year-old girl?"

"Well, we'll never know NOW," Jack snarled. "Will we?"

North pressed his lips together, his jaw tense. Saying nothing, he lowered himself back into his chair.

A long, hard silence fell over the office as they glared at each other from across the enormous workbench.

All of a sudden, Jack let out a bitter laugh. He tossed his staff into his opposite hand. "I'll tell you what I do know, though," he scoffed, gesturing with the shepherd's crook. "I know she's damaged. She's way damaged, North—from all that. I see it all the time. The sadness. It's always there, in her eyes. And all of that—fear, and—and being alone—!"

His voice trailed off. After a few moments, North saw Jack clench his teeth together, pulling in his breath.

"With that kind of a situation, and how you left her—like that," Jack hissed, giving his head a shake and glaring into North's eyes. "I'll tell you one thing. And that's that it's a miracle that Pitch Black never found her."

North visibly winced at the comment.

After a few moments, the Guardian of Wonder shifted uncomfortably in his seat, glancing down and to the left. Shaking his head, North then pulled in a deep breath.

He looked up into Jack's eyes.

"And you would be comfortable… harboring your current feelings for her," Nicholas stated emotionlessly, "If you'd known Elsa when she was six?"

"YES!"

North raised a skeptical eyebrow.

The Spirit of Winter opened his mouth again to speak, but then shut it, his cheeks flushing pink as he realized what he had just said. Suddenly uncomfortable, Jack swallowed hard, taking his staff on both hands and looking down to his feet.

"No?" he squeaked.

North didn't respond, interlacing his fingers and staring at the Youngest Guardian from across his desk.

"Well—maybe. I think so. I—!" Jack stammered helplessly, "I don't—look, I don't know, okay?"

North watched as the Spirit of Winter bit his lip, scoffing to himself and giving his head a quick shake.

"Jack… you were lonely," North sighed. "Is nothing to be ashamed of. I only bring up Elsa because—well, it might not have been to your best interest, to have known her as a child."

"This is not about me."

"Do you deny it?"

Jack Frost fell quiet. Gripping his shepherd's crook with both hands, he leaned forward into it, pressing his forehead against its length and staring at his feet.

"Elsa and I are friends," he choked.

"You certainly aren't acting like you want it to stay that way."

Still pressing his forehead against the staff, Jack didn't respond for a few moments. Squeezing his eyes shut—and then opening them again—he drew in a long, pained breath.

"Well, it—it makes sense," he choked. "I mean—doesn't it?"

"What do you mean?"

The flurries began to materialize out of the air again.

Without saying a word, Nicholas pushed his chair back away from the enormous workbench, getting onto his feet and walking around the desk. As he came up to where Jack was standing, sparking snowflakes dotting the air around them, the Spirit of Winter suddenly sucked in his breath.

"She's a girl, I'm a guy, we both have ice powers, AND she can SEE ME," Jack blurted suddenly. "What's the downside!? Technically, we're even both Winter Spirits, and I just—I—I have no idea what's holding her back!"

Nicholas's bushy eyebrows lifted again. Restraining from a smile, he stepped forward, placing his hand on Jack's shoulder.

"It has been very long three hundred years," North whispered. "Hasn't it?"

Jack scoffed, leaping back and pushing the hand off his shoulder. "What's that supposed to mean?"

"Women are more complicated than that, Jack Frost."

"I know! It's just—I have tried—EVERYTHING—and—aurgh. It's—look," Jack choked, squeezing his eyes shut again. "If I'm doing something wrong, I wish she'd just—tell me what it is."

"If you are, she will," North chuckled. "But, is not always your fault. Sometimes, things just don't work. Last spring with Tooth, when—"

"—Really!?"

The Guardian of Wonder took a step back. Jack Frost was staring at him in betrayal, his cheeks flushing again with embarrassment.

"You're—really—going to bring that up," Jack breathed.

North shrugged. "None of us thought you were particularly well-matched."

"So, yes," Jack mumbled. "Great. Thanks, North."

"Jack, it is alright! Anyone would be desperate after that long," he continued good-naturedly. "Especially young man like you. We understand."

"Aaaaurgh," Jack groaned, kneading his eyebrows. "North. Why."

"Because you like women so much, Jack."

"That's not what I—"

"—Sometimes, things just do not work out," he continued, not noticing that the Youngest Guardian was blushing even harder, rolling his eyes and turning away. "It was nothing against you, or Toothiana. Nothing either of you did."

Jack didn't respond, staring determinately at the carpet with his lips pressed together. North's eyes widened.

"Unless," he said quietly, "Unless—unless there's something you haven't told us, Jack."

"What? No!" Jack blurted, snapping his head up, "No, no, no, Tooth is—Tooth is great and all, but—it—I just, with—"

He stopped talking, his voice trailing off. Stretching out his fingers on the shepherd's crook, and then curling them around it again, North watched as the Spirit of Winter pushed the gnarled staff against his forehead.

Jack pulled in his breath.

"Feathers," he choked.

North raised his eyebrows.

"Feathers?" he repeated.

"Yeah! Feathers! I mean, if—talking about Tooth, and—well. The thing with Elsa," Jack stammered, "Elsa has—skin—and I—uh, I prefer skin to—wait, why are we talking about this? We are not talking about this."

Scoffing in frustration, Jack shook his head vigorously, leaping to the North's workbench. He snatched up the princess's letter.

"I came because of this," Jack snapped, holding up the letter. "And nothing more. Okay? And you know what? You still haven't given me a legitimate reason, to justify what you did."

Nicholas took a step away, looking down. Without responding, he then turned around and walked back to his desk, rounding the end of the enormous workbench and reaching for his chair.

North sighed as he pulled it out and sat down.

"Jack… making these decisions… the hard decisions," he started, regally drawing himself up, "Is part of being a Guardian. The pros and cons of all options must be carefully weighed, if the responsible choice for the child's best interest is—"

"—OH, no. NO!" Jack interrupted, whipping around again, "You—do NOT—get to lecture me!"

North abruptly stopped talking. His eyes wide, he looked at the Youngest Guardian in disbelief.

"What?" he breathed.

"All your BIG SPEECHES about duty, and honor, and the responsibilities of a Guardian, and WHAT'S it all for?" Jack yelled, his eyes watering with anger again. "Nothing!"

"Jack—"

"—She was a little girl who was being locked up. And, how'd she respond? She wrote to you!" Jack interrupted, "She had no friends, she was scared—SCARED, North!—of talking to her parents, and from her childhood bedroom, from the lowest pit of fear and despair, you know what she did? She wrote to Santa Claus. She believed in you. She—TRUSTED—you," Jack stammered, his eyes going watery, "And look at what happened! You had the chance to make a difference! To do something really significant, or, I dunno, maybe not to even actually DO anything, but to send somebody that COULD!"

"Jack, I—"

"And then—just in case there was some glimmer of hope, a shred of a possibility that Elsa might not be psychologically scarred for the rest of her life, YOU did THAT!" Jack sputtered, "Not only did you NOT send ME, give me a chance to help her, but you left her with even more reason to stay alone!"

North set his jaw. "I was fostering her sense of wonder!"

"No, you were encouraging her isolation!" Jack gritted, "There's a difference! Books are great, okay? I get it. People need books. But you know what ELSE people NEED, North?" he yelled. "Other—PEOPLE!"

Throwing his staff down in gesture, he turned away, his back shaking as he struggled to calm down.

"Jack… I thought it would give her some hope," Nicholas said. "I never imagined it would become an obsession."

"Yeah, well, you thought wrong."

Jack didn't turn around. Letting out his breath, North shook his head.

"I'm sorry that I might have contributed to Elsa's suffering," he whispered. "But we cannot change the past, Jack Frost. I'm sorry she had to experience so much darkness."

"Don't apologize to me," Jack said coldly. "Apologize to the six-year-old girl that you left without a Guardian."

North's breath caught.

The words had hit him like a punch in the stomach. As the Spirit of Winter clenched his teeth together—reaching forward and snatching the princess's letter back up off of the desk—North placed his hands on the desk, pushing himself up onto his feet.

"Because I didn't get you involved—I wasn't being a Guardian?" he enunciated, getting onto his feet. "Choose your next words carefully, Jack Frost."

"I could have helped."

"Really!" North's eyes narrowed again. "You really think I was going to send in some—random—teenage boy, to try and fix everything?" he scoffed, gesturing to Jack with disdain, "How was I to knowyou could be TRUSTED, with such a delicate situation? With—with her?"

Jack Frost's mouth fell open.

"Okay—uh, FIRST of all," he stammered, "NOT a teenager. And, secondly—EXCUSE me!? I would never have done ANYTHING that—"

"—ALL I KNEW about you, Jack Frost," North said sternly, "Was that you had ice powers, and a centuries-long run on the Naughty List."

"Wait. You—you're saying—you—!"

Jack's voice trailed off. After a few moments—his eyes widening—he froze.

"You didn't believe in me," he breathed.

Nicholas didn't respond. After a few moments, Jack Frost stumbled a step back, looking to him in horror.

"You—you didn't BELIEVE in me?" he squeaked again, his eyes welling up with tears. "North—why—why wouldn't—"

"—I didn't know you, Jack Frost."

Seeing the Spirit of Winter's sudden self-realization, North's eyes softened. He let out his breath.

"And, besides," Nicholas added. "I could not tell you anyway. Not without breaking The Oath of Confidentiality."

"So, another—policy," Jack huffed, rolling his eyes. "Great."

North raised his eyebrows. "A policy that allows millions of children to trust me. It would be worth your time to develop similar one."

Jack glared. "Let's agree to disagree."

"The OATH of Confidentiality," North boomed, drawing himself up and ignoring the comment, "Is less a rule than it is promise. It is Oath that allows children to write to me, make requests from lap, with FULL confidence that I—will—never—reveal their secrets."

Jack scoffed. "Fair enough. What's that got to do with Elsa?"

"If request from a child involves another person, I cannot fulfill it unless both parties independently request same thing," he explained. "To fulfill it without both requests would require me to reveal contents of the first party's letter to the second party, without first party's consent. And that would violate the Oath. That's why I didn't send you before, but that I could, for THIS Christmas. Your request to meet her was indirect, but it still counted."

"Wait a minute," Jack choked. "So—now you could, because—are you saying that the main real reason that you didn't tell me about Elsa was—?"

North nodded solemnly. "For the same reason that I never took you around the Workshop, before you were chosen to be a Guardian."

Jack's mouth fell open. As the Youngest Guardian's wide blue eyes welled up with tears once again, his face draining of color at the horrible realization, Nicholas pulled in his breath.

"You never asked," he whispered.

 

Chapter 57: The Last Letter

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Okay, I absolutely HAVE to publicly respond to Guest Reviewer Guest986, regarding how I keep this fanfiction pretty much a total secret. Truth be told, it is no longer COMPLETELY under wraps. Like, a handful of people know I do fanfiction in general (it's choose-your-own-prompt writing practice—how awesome is THAT?!) because I've recommended it, but I still don't want anyone knowing about what fandom I'm in, or anything. That being said, a couple friends have found out anyway by accident. It's actually a kind of a funny story, and I'd love to share it, but it would be a VERY long Author's Note (I know, even MORE than usual). Would anybody like me to post that, in front of the next chapter? Please let me know in the reviews.

At the same time, I am overWHELMINGLY thankful for you guys. (I just wrote a super-long and emotional Author's Note that I'm NOT posting here, because I don't want to make anybody read that.) I know that I say it all the time, but I don't think I can stress it enough: I am so, SO grateful for you guys. In a nutshell, YOU ARE WHY I KEEP DOING THIS. YOU ARE WHY I CAN JUSTIFY HOW MUCH TIME IT TAKES, TO BE WORKING ON A BOOK I CAN NEVER SELL, just because I love the characters, and because I—want to. And because it's helping me work through my various issues, to write this. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU, for being here, being interested, and helping me justify my secret hobby!

I love you all, thanks for reading, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :) :) :) ~NopeNotTelling

To Guest Reviewer "Guest" (who is in AP Physics and Chem): First off, way to go with those classes—and let me know if you ever need help with Physics or Math! Secondly, regarding the fact that you apparently write ROTG fanfiction, but are too scared to post it: oh my gosh. Do it. Post. It's totally fun, and amazing, and the people on this website (for the most part!) are AWESOME. It's also a great way to practice writing, gauge audience reactions, build up your confidence, make friends, and potentially even have a real impact. So, about posting your stuff (CHANT IT WITH ME, EVERYBODY!): Doooo it, dooo it, dooo it, dooo it…! 8-D

To Guest Reviewers "author unknown," "me," "dark angel," and "3Anonymous3": (*gross sobbing*) OH MY GOSH I LOVE YOU TOOOOOOOOOOO! 8..) (*grosser sobbing*) YOU ARE ADORABLE AND I WANT TO HUG YOU THROUGH THE SCREEN. *Hugs guest reviewers through the screen*

CONTENT WARNING: This chapter has some angst in it (sorry!), but the next one is super light and Jelsa-y, so please stick with me and hold out for that. (Yes. I just used "Jelsa-y" as an adjective. Deal with it.) ;)

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57: THE LAST LETTER

"Mrs. Braaten!"

The schoolteacher jumped, stumbling back a step in surprise as Queen Anna stumbled up to her, throwing her arms around her in a slightly suffocating—and not more than slightly informal—embrace. As she broke away from the hug, the schoolteacher let out a nervous laugh.

"Thank you so much for coming again, your highnesses," she said gratefully. "The children do love seeing you! And, the stories."

"It's wonderful to be back," Elsa replied. "How is your son doing? Is he recovering from his illness?"

To this, the schoolteacher's eyes widened, amazed that the Acting Queen of Arendelle would remember such an obscure detail.

"Oh—yes, he—he is," she exclaimed. "Thank you for asking, your majesty. And—um, and remembering!"

"I'm glad he's feeling better."

The schoolteacher nodded, turning to the girl in the closest desk. "Helena, would you please take Queen Anna's cloak and hang it up by the stove?"

The girl jumped up to do so, running over to them as Anna shrugged out of her cloak, handing it to the girl. Elsa, of course, didn't have a cloak, and the schoolteacher was beginning to turn around to say something more just as she suddenly caught glance of the Anna's enormously pregnant stomach.

The schoolteacher jolted.

"Oh, my goodness!" she gasped, "Your MAJESTY! How—!?"

Elsa restrained from a laugh at the schoolteacher's bulging eyes, and Queen Anna rocked back onto her heels, patting her stomach.

"Almost done cooking," Anna laughed. "The last time you saw me, I was four months along."

"I remember," the schoolteacher exclaimed, "And even then, you were—oh, my. A lot of women aren't even showing by then!"

"Yes, but apparently, this kiddo has been determined to make me 'a lot of woman,' so…"

To this, Elsa finally broke, bursting out laughing as the schoolteacher's face flushed. Anna beamed, and the schoolteacher embarrassedly drew in her breath.

"Please forgive my rudeness, Queen Anna," she apologized, "I—I suppose I wasn't expecting—it's been almost four months since you last saw us."

Anna giggled. "You're fine!"

"Has it really been four months, already?" Elsa asked. "Goodness! I'm glad we're back then."

Anna nodded. "With an EXCITING ANNOUNCEMENT!" she bubbled, suddenly spinning around and looking to the rest of the schoolhouse. "I, Queen Anna, and my sister, Queen Elsa, are really, really, REALLY excited to invite all of you to the Children's Party in the castle on Christmas Day!"

A collective wave of gasps and squeals of excitement rolled through the schoolhouse, and Elsa's heart leapt. They all looked so happy.

Anna looked so happy.

"Settle down! Settle down, everyone!" the schoolteacher scolded, turning to the class. "If you don't let their majesties speak, you won't be able to hear the stories!"

To this, the children fell quiet, a few last whispers and giggled comments resounding through the classroom. Seeing that all the students were in their desks, the schoolteacher nodded curtly.

"Queen Anna—with your—um, with your condition," she said kindly, "We've reserved the big chair for you. Is that alright?"

Anna nodded, grinning and starting to lurch towards it in the front corner of the room. "Sounds great to me!"

"Askel and Nils," the schoolteacher directed, turning to a pair of tween-age boys as Elsa followed her sister to the front, "We have another chair in the back room. Would you please go and get it for—"

"—Oh, there's no need for that," Elsa laughed softly.

The boys stopped, turning back to face her as the Snow Queen gracefully stepped forward, sweeping her hand in a circle before her in the air. An elegant, crystalline chair swirled into existence from beneath her fingers, inspiring another round of gasps and squeals of delight as the Fifth Spirit whisked her capelet forward, gracefully sitting down as the carriage driver brought her bag to her.

She thanked him and took it, reaching inside and pulling out a storybook. As Elsa opened it, pulling back the colorful color, she could feel the children's eyes on her, the excitement and energy in their collective gaze practically radiating from their eager faces.

A sudden, unexpected wave of bittersweet regret washing over her, Elsa felt her heart sink. If only Jack were here. He would love these children. Their enthusiasm, and their innocence. If Jack were here, he'd be having the time of his life, just laughing with them, and playing with them, and—!

And it hit her.

Elsa froze, her breath catching at the realization. Hearing Anna's voice in her mind, their earlier conversation from the carriage was suddenly echoing through her memory:

"Well… he said he'd come to the Christmas Eve Ball," Anna had giggled, "So, it'd be kind of weird for him to just fly away after it finished. Which means that YOU need to be thinking about what you're going to give him for Christmas."

All of a sudden, Elsa knew exactly what she was going to do.

A hint of a smile tugging at the edge of her lips, Elsa pulled in her breath, silently closing the storybook. As she looked up to the children seated all before her in the classroom, their teacher took a hesitant step forward.

"Um… your majesty?" she whispered. "Are you alright?"

"Oh! Yes! It's just—!" Queen Elsa let out a nervous laugh, giving her head a quick shake. "I was—I was actually thinking that I might tell a little story of my own today."

"By all means," the schoolteacher replied, looking a little confused. "Tell whatever story you like."

To this, Elsa's heart leapt. Her cheeks flushing, she pulled in her breath, shifting on her hips and trying to keep herself from bursting into giggles with excitement.

"Is it about the Nokk?" one of the little girls squealed, inspiring another wave of excited whispers, "Or Bruni, we could hear about the—"

"—Shh!" the teacher chastised.

"No," Elsa shook her head, "This one doesn't take place in the Enchanted Forest. It's still good, though."

Looking forward to the children with a mischievous glint in her eyes, the Snow Queen leaned forward in her icy chair as if she were about to tell a secret.

"Now, tell me. Have any of you heard—of the Legend," she started dramatically, dropping her voice to a whisper. "Of Jack Frost?"

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After eight hundred and fifty-four years of being a Guardian, Professor Nicholas Ivan Claus had his fair share of secrets. Many of these were secrets that were hidden in his files, buried deep underground, containing the literally millions of letters written to him from children all over the world. In so many centuries, the old professor had never discarded a single one. After all, doing so was against his personal policy—and Nicholas honored his own rules without exceptions, just like he had with Princess Elsa and the Oath of Confidentiality.

But times could change.

"Ee, jaw-wah, eh?"

Phil—his head student—held out a clipboard, raising his furry eyebrows.

North shook his head. "Not now."

The yeti bowed his head, stepping back as the Guardian of Wonder walked past, pulling open the enclosure to the Workshop's main elevator. As it shut behind him, he crossed his enormous arms over his chest, staring at the ground.

He had done what he could, for the princess. At least—that's what he had thought. But now, Nicholas was suddenly questioning himself, his mostly-comfortable and long-since drawn conclusions about the matter shaken into a jumble once again.

North wasn't entirely sure what it was, exactly, about the Guardian of Fun's unexpected confrontation that still had him so shaken. Perhaps it was the way that Jack had blasted into the Workshop, practically crying in fury and on the brink of a complete emotional breakdown. Perhaps it was having to face the fact that he could have handled the princess's situation differently—or that he perhaps hadn't even really handled it well, at all.

More than likely, it was the jarring realization that Jack Frost was far more of a true Guardian than North had been giving him credit for.

CLUNK!

Reaching the ground level, the elevator thudded to a stop, jolting North back into the present. Giving his head a quick shake, he uncrossed his arms, stepping forward and pushing open the wooden enclosure's gate.

Turning in the opposite direction than he would usually go in on this level (leading to the reindeer stables and sleigh runway), he passed the packaging department for the Vault. Coming up to its door, the yeti stationed as its guard lifted his head. Seeing that it was his leader, he turned and reached up to the lantern beside the door, lifting it from its hook and holding it out.

"Wee-aw-jah?" he offered.

North nodded solemnly. "Thank you."

He took the lantern as the yeti turned around to the enormous crank-wheel of the outside of the Vault's door. Shaking out his furry hands, the yeti then reached forward and pulled in a deep breath.

He gripped the cast iron wheel, forcing it to the left with all his strength.

CCCCCcccccrrrr-ANK!

North drew himself up as the enormous, thick door swung inwards, groaning on its ancient hinges and revealing the dark tunnel of filing cabinets beyond.

Holding the lantern aloft, North nodded. Stepping inside, he then paused, waiting for his eyes to adjust as the yeti slowly pulled the door shut behind him.

BOOM.

With the tumbling of the locks, the crank-wheel turning back into place, Nicholas knew that his student had now effectively sealed him inside. But—he was less worried than relieved. His protocols involving the opening and locking of the Vault were readily in place (to make sure that no accidents happened), and North—now locked inside the deep, dark heart of the mountain, with no company but that of the millions of letters from the world's children in the files—needed privacy.

Santa Claus and his mail bin required it.

Looking to the aisles of filing cabinets before him as his eyes finished adjusting to the darkness, North huffed, and started walking. The Vault itself was something magical—rather, it was enchanted in such a way that it could forever expand backwards, going deeper and deeper into the ice as new filing cabinets filled with the names of new children (organized by birthday) appeared at its front. Every time a new child was born, a new file would shimmer into existence, bearing their name. Queen Elsa, now twenty-three years old, would be only a few dozen feet back in the rows and rows of filing cabinets. When he'd gone searching for Jackson Overland's file in the previous spring, however, North had found it necessary to set aside twenty minutes each way for the long walk through 319 years' worth of files all the way back into the ever-expanding mountain.

Quite the opposite of Jack Frost, when the Guardian of Wonder was raised, he was given the gift of memory. It of course was nothing like Toothiana's memory; hers was of course much more powerful and keen for emotions, and experiences related to human interaction, than his own. Not to mention, Tooth was responsible not only for her own memory, but for those of all those she protected. However, North's memory was still good enough that he could quite easily remember the names and desires of the world's children each Christmas, just like he had once been able to remember equations and diagrams.

Before long, his feet automatically turning at the corner of the cabinets, North was moving down an aisle from the mid 1820's. About fifteen feet in, reading the birthdays on the labels, he came to a stop. Ah, yes.

He knew this particular file drawer quite well.

North grasped the old handle, pulling it out. Setting the lantern down on top of the enormous filing cabinet as the drawer obediently rumbled forward on its tracks before him, the Guardian of Wonder then reached into its back, pushing away the files surrounding the group of letters and reaching for the tiny stack, held together with twine. When a child stopped believing, and their names would fade on The List (the names of believing children would always appear in fresh ink, like they had just been written), and he would bundle their letters and shift them to the back of their respective drawers in long-term files. Elsa's letters were no exception, but for someone who had stopped believing so young, her bundle was still impressively thick.

After he'd sent her the book, the young princess had immediately written back to thank him, and within a few weeks, letters and letters brimming with questions about the Legend of Jack Frost began to appear in his office. North didn't usually receive that many letters in the first two months of the year, and answered the little girl's inquiries the best he could, for not being well acquainted with the Spirit of Winter (beyond receiving occasional reports from Phil about attempted break-ins, which North found more amusing than anything else—even though he had, in an effort to give Jack a fresh start, pretended not to know about them in the previous spring). North had even found the princess a few more books on the subject, but before the gifts could be delivered, their correspondence had abruptly stopped.

It was only when he'd received the last one that he'd realized their letters were being intercepted. And by then, it was too late.

Taking the little envelope out of its file, Nicholas stepped back and bumped the drawer. It shuddered as it rolled back down on its tracks, stopping at the back of the cabinet with a dull thud as he turned away, trudging down to the far end of the aisle.

Directly across the aisles from the front of the Vault, the space opened into a sitting area with an enormous fireplace and a rich, thick carpet spread across the stone floor. While the Guardian of Wonder used his upstairs office for Toy Prototyping, it was nowhere near large enough (or, in his opinion, secure enough) to serve as a place for him to go through his mail. This fireplace was situated directly underneath the fireplaces in the rest of the Workshop (the most notable one being that on the Control Station balcony), and was always lit. North had spent many hours sitting in the enormous, winged armchair before it each year, twice-checking The List by the light of its flame.

Holding the old envelope in his hands, North turned around in front of the fireplace, collapsing into the chair. He didn't actually need to open it, to know what this one said. But he did so anyway, making sure—as a last check—that it was the correct letter. The last letter.

The letter that a certain Guardian of Fun could never—under any circumstancesbe allowed to see.

Closing his eyes, Nicholas drew in a long, painful breath. Opening them again, he then slipped his fingers into the envelope's top edge, grasping the old parchment and pulling it out.

Unfolding it as the foil-edged Arendelle Crocus in the top corner caught the glistening light from the fireplace, the little princess's writing was suddenly before him once again.

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Dear Santa Claus,

I miss getting your letters in my stocking drawer. I hope you're doing well. Thank you for sending me a friend! At first I thought he was Jack Frost, but that's okay. I'm sure Mr. Frost is busy like you.

Things are wonderful. It's nice not being so lonely. My new friend can be a little scary, but I know he loves me. He's even helping me conceal! I love—

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The Guardian of Wonder sucked in his breath, his teeth clenching together in pain as his eyes involuntarily fell over the three final sentences. It was bad enough, what had happened. But that the princess thought that HE had actually sent-!

No, North thought angrily. Shakily gripping the letter in one hand while placing the other on the armrest of the enormous chair, North pushed himself up onto his feet. If he had realized that little Elsa still believed in Jack Frost, he would have CERTAINLY broken his policy, bringing in the mischievous snow sprite and telling him about the girl's situation. At the time, though, for her to keep believing in much of anything was incredible—and that the Spirit of Winter would still be real to her, despite the circumstances, was every bit as unfathomable as it was heart-wrenching. No one, in Nicholas's shoes, would have realized that a child's belief could be that strong.

At least—that was what North had tried to reassure himself, for every night for the previous ten and a half years.

The fire crackled and burned as the old professor walked towards it, watching the dancing colors glinting off of his boots. North still couldn't believe that he'd let something so obvious escape his notice. After all—this was supposed to be his strong suit. Protecting children by fostering their sense of wonder, that was. And, in Princess Elsa's case, there was even a prophesy, to boot. The Rock Troll had specifically said that fear would be her enemy.

It had never occurred to Nicholas that the statement had been meant so—literally.

"All your BIG SPEECHES about duty, and honor, and the responsibilities of a Guardian, and WHAT'S it all for?" Jack Frost's voice was suddenly yelling in his mind. "NOTHING!"

North pressed his lips together in pain, the hot, scalding guilt bubbling up inside him like lava as he stood in front of the fireplace, gripping the little princess's letter. He squeezed his eyes shut, wishing that he knew a way to drown out Jack's voice from his memory.

"She BELIEVED in you," it continued, nearly breaking with emotion. "She—TRUSTED—you!"

I tried! North thought desperately. I did my best! I did everything I could! There was nothing I could DO!

He swallowed hard, his eyes watering as he gazed forward into the flames. Nicholas then looked back down to the letter, the physical proof of what had happened, and of how he had failed.

The evidence.

North started to lift up the letter, and then froze, looking down to it as his breaths started to come fast and shallow with fear. This wasn't just any piece of parchment—this was a letter, to Santa Claus, written by the hand of a little girl. And that made it sacred.

But it was also the was the written condemnation of his failure. And yet, he had to—wait. No. He couldn't—he couldn't do this.

Was he really considering doing this?

North's heart started pounding, the cold, dark wave of panic sweeping slowly through his body as he frantically looked back and forth between the fire and the letter in his hand. Letting out his breath, he started to turn away from the hearth, just as the Youngest Guardian's voice hissed one more time in his mind:

"The six-year-old girl YOU left without a Guardian."

NO!

The Guardian of Wonder whipped back around and threw the letter into the fire with fury, the stationary soaring into the flames. His hands trembling with anger, he then stepped back, resolutely crossing his enormous arms over his chest as he struggled to calm down.

He WAS a Guardian. And a good one. And it was just a mistake—and honest mistake, not doing more to protect the princess. He hadn't left her; he'd just had—a lot of other children to watch over. Other responsibilities. And, he'd done everything he could. Everything he thought was necessary, of course. There was no way he could have known…

Was there?

The shame bubbling up inside him, North pressed his lips together, holding his ground as he faced down the flames. He should have known. If only he'd figured it out, if only—!

He would never be forgiven, if anyone saw that letter. Jack Frost certainly couldn't see it. And now, he would never see it.

No one ever would.

There was snap, and North looked back down. The fire spat again, dancing over the piece of parchment, the foiled stationary's edges already black as it began to melt and curl apart onto the logs.

A flash of panic suddenly shot through his body, his muscles contracting in horror. Realizing what he had done, North gasped and lunged forward, snatching up the poker from beside the enormous fireplace.

"No," he stammered, desperately prodding at the logs. "No—!"

As he tried to fish the letter back out, one of the smaller logs suddenly collapsed onto the flame, sending the fire roaring up before him in a burst of heat. Startling back in shock, Nicholas desperately threw the poker to the side, falling onto his knee and throwing his hand forward at the logs.

Sss!

He gasped in pain, jerking his fingers back as the flames danced past his skin. The fire spat again, sending white-hot embers flying past the edge of the hearth. Shaking out his hand, Nicholas looked to the letter again to realize with horror that it was unfolding in the whirlwind of sparks, its edges curling open and beginning to burn just beyond his reach.

It was too late.

Slowly getting up onto his feet, Nicholas took a step back. His mind going numb as the edges of the little girl's letter began to blacken and crumble into ash, he stared into the crackling fire, feeling the cold, icy realization sinking in.

Too late.

His knees started to shake beneath him. Nicholas felt his lungs contract in horror, time seeming to crunch to a standstill as the dull thudding sound of his own heart pounding filled his ears.

What have I done? North thought.

The bottom edge of the parchment unfurling across the embers, the last two, inky lines of the princess's handwriting suddenly came into his view, standing out against the brilliant light of the fire, simultaneously taunting and condemning him as they were consumed by the flames.

"What have I done," North whimpered, his voice breaking in the silence. "What—have I—done?"

Sinking down onto his knees, the nine-hundred-and-three-year-old Guardian of Wonder buried his face in his hands, overcome with emotion as the last two lines of the princess's burning letter seared into his soul:

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I love my new friend. I call him the Gray Man.

He says you're not real

 

Chapter 58: Between Friends

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: If I take the time to write a decent note right now, this chapter will never be posted. It's also NOT perfectly drafted, so for that, I also apologize profusely. It's by FAR the longest chapter of Ice Alliance (8,000-ish words!), and I could have chopped it, but I figured that everybody would prefer to have it all at once. So, here's to hoping that I'm right. Sorry for being so long-winded, but given the content of this chapter, I have a feeling that you'll come to forgive me. ;) I love you all, thank you SO much to all those wonderful people that have reviewed, thanks for reading and being interested, and I hope you all have a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D :D :D

REGARDING THE BACKSTORIES: Because there was some confusion in the last chapter... NO, North ABSOLUTELY did NOT "send" Pitch Black to Elsa! North sent reading material on Jack Frost, and-because she was looking for Jack, and therefore was believing a LOT-that was what unintentionally opened the pathway for Pitch to come into her life. I have the backstories all done, and I'm actually super-proud of them but (spoiler, sorry) we're not really going to get BACK to them until after Jack and Elsa are married. That being said, I can't wait... and I PROMISE you, you will NEVER watch ROTG in the same way again! ;)

CONTENT WARNING: Innuendo, more sexual tension than usual. But don't worry, I put things to a stop before they go too far! ;)

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58: BETWEEN FRIENDS

"Ellllllsa…"

"Mmm?"

Elsa groaned, her head spinning as she shifted on her arms, nuzzling her nose into the crook of her elbow again. After she and Anna had returned from the schools to find that Jack Frost was not yet back himself, she had tried to mask her disappointment the best that she could. After a quiet dinner with her sister, deciding that work was the best distraction, Elsa had retreated into her secret study to work on a new reform, and had eventually decided to rest her eyes. It was only going to be for a few minutes.

But her eyelids felt so heavy…

Whimpering slightly, she shifted on her arms again, burying her face into her sleeve. A moment later, something cold was gently jostling her shoulder.

"Elsa?" the voice tried again softly. "Snowflake? Come onnnn… you need to wake upppp…"

Her eyes fluttering open, the colors and light around her started to slowly come back into focus. Realizing that—

"EEP!" Elsa startled.

THWACK!

"WHOA!"

Jack Frost flung the end of his staff forward, blasting a sparkle of ice at the ink well as Elsa's flailing wrist sent it flying off her desk. It froze just before it crashed into the floor, and, her heart pounding, Elsa shook herself into focus as he walked forward to where it lay.

"I've been gone for—what—twelve hours?" Jack Frost scoffed, crouching down and picking up the frozen ink splatter, the solid puddle all coming off of the carpet in one piece. "And you're already back falling asleep on your desk again? Sweet Manny, Snowflake, have I taught you nothing at all?"

Elsa blushed, her heart leaping as he straightened back up and turned around with a flirty, teasing grin on the edge of his lips. He was so handsome, when he smiled that way.

It was SUCH a relief to see him again.

As Jack walked back to her and replaced the frozen ink well on the desk, Elsa let out a nervous laugh. She gave him a little shrug, pushing a stray hair out of her face and looking into his eyes.

"I lost track of time," she admitted.

"Uh… huh."

"I did!"

"Well, let's see what's been so important to be worth turning the Snow Queen into a little stress ball again," Jack Frost enunciated, reaching forward and snatching the top paper out from in front of her.

"I—!"

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat. As his eyes fell over the writing, her face went pale.

"It's just some ideas," she stammered desperately, "Like—a brainstorm. I mean, well, it's not a brainstorm, but I've gotten it up to a messy outline. Like, for a proposal, but it's nowhere near ready yet."

She shifted anxiously in her seat, watching his expression. After a few more moments, Jack's eyebrows lifted.

"Wait," he realized, looking up from the paper. "This isn't about the child abuse thing. Or the housing reform thing."

"It's about the literacy program."

"Literacy program?"

Elsa nodded, getting onto her feet. "While we were going around to the schools today," she explained, "I noticed that the books—well, the ones on loan to the schools from the Royal Library—the children aren't getting any new ones. It's been costing too much time and effort to get them back and forth to the castle, so the rotation has been stopped."

Jack's brow furrowed in thought. "It's costing too much to borrow new books?"

"Unless Queen Anna and I do something about it, yes. So, I figured—why not just take an inventory of all the books we do have, scrape together a budget from the old shipping costs, and then create a rotation that would go from village to village, instead?" Elsa took a tiny step forward, smoothing a few stray hairs back into her braid once again. "I mean, there's no real reason to get those books back to the Royal Library each time, especially when you consider the fact that the town school is in the rotation, and hardly goes to the main library anyway. And, the kingdom can certainly afford to donate a few children's books, for the investment in the literacy program. I talked about it with Anna on the way home; she's totally on board."

Jack's previously teasing smirk had faded into an expression of interest, his eyebrows lifting again as she spoke. After a few moments, he looked back down to the outline, a hint of a smile tugging at the edge of his mouth.

As Elsa nervously watched his face, Jack let out a long, low whistle. He looked back up into her eyes.

"Wow," he breathed.

Elsa winced. "Wait," she stammered, "You don't—is it—?"

Her voice trailed off.

"What? Oh! NO, no, no, no, no! This—this," Jack corrected quickly, letting out a nervous laugh and shaking the outline, "THIS is great. I think it's a really good idea."

Elsa's heart leapt. "Really?"

"Yeah!"

Letting his staff fall back against his shoulder, he looked back down to the outline. The joking gone from his expression, Jack's face then cracked into a wide, sincere grin.

"No, I think this is great. Reading—making sure everyone can. It's important," he said, his gaze falling onto the parchment again. "Back in the village, I was actually one of the only ones that could read."

Elsa's eyes widened, her breath catching as she realized what he was referring to. "You were literate?"

"My father knew how to read, so he taught me," Jack nodded. He then tossed her a casual shrug, as if bringing up his past life were no big deal. "He knew how because he'd have to go and represent us to the rich folks, and such. But most people didn't have the time to learn how to read. Or resources. Mostly resources, actually."

"I assume they had other priorities," Elsa nodded, struggling to contain her excitement.

I can't believe he's telling me this!

"Yeah. Like, not starving. And chopping enough wood for the winter—so nobody froze to death." He grinned wryly, looking back up into her eyes. "Which is actually pretty ironic, now that I think about it."

Elsa shook her head, smiling as she scoffed. "You."

"Yeah, yeah. Dead guy humor."

She laughed, her heart swelling with joy as she admired him, practically basking in his presence as she took it all in. It had only been a day, but—well, Elsa had already gotten accustomed to the Spirit of Winter's fun, playful company, from his snarky remarks to the chill of his touch and brilliant gleam of his white hair. As he had casually brought up something from his past—rather, the dynamics of a peasant village that had existed three hundred years before—Elsa felt a fresh thrill of excitement jolt through her body, once again overwhelmed at the breathtaking reality of who this deceptively young-looking man actually was.

Blinking herself back into the present, Elsa looked up to realize that Jack's face had fallen, his stunning smile and piercing blue eyes suddenly soft with sadness.

"I'm sorry," he whispered.

A wave of confusion swept over her face. "Sorry for what?" Elsa asked, her own heart sinking at his expression. "You haven't done anything wrong. I mean—well, if this is about missing dinner, I—"

"—No, no, it's not that. It's just—okay, I am sorry about that," he corrected, looking back up into her gaze, "I—I got held up, and I—it's just—!"

As if in pain, he let down the hand grasping Elsa's outline, letting it drop to his side.

"Your childhood," Jack whispered painfully. "I wasn't there. I really realized that today, and—I could've—I could've been there for you, Elsa. And I wasn't."

Elsa's breath caught at the statement.

Jack swallowed hard, with effort, and then scoffed to himself. Hanging his head with shame, he then pulled in his breath. "If I'd just been more—vigilant," he stammered weakly, "If I'd actually checked out Arendelle, if I'd actually—"

"Jack, you were there enough."

He stopped, looking up in surprise as Elsa took his large, icy hands in her own. Giving them a gentle squeeze, she gave him a reassuring smile.

"It made me stronger," she whispered.

Jack pressed his lips together in frustration. "No one should have to be that strong," he muttered.

"And yet, here we are."

Jack said nothing, staring down at his feet.

"And—and besides," Elsa added, making him reluctantly look up, "Maybe it was better this way. I mean—I would have loved to have you there, but—I had to figure it out on my own. The ice powers, the spirits… all of it. With Anna's help, of course," she added quickly. "If there's one thing that Ahtohallan taught me, it's that I couldn't let myself believe my identity was dependent upon your approval. I had to accept my destiny for myself."

To this, Jack grinned bitterly as his response, his eyes not smiling with his mouth. After a brief moment, Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"Not that I don't want your approval," she blurted suddenly, "I mean, if you—"

"—I know what you mean. It's okay."

His bitter grin melted into a real one, the tension of the moment broken. Elsa let out her breath. As she stepped forward, starting to reach for the piece of parchment, the Spirit of Winter suddenly leapt away.

"Jack!"

"Well—speaking of letting things go," he retorted, hopping back and jerking it out of Elsa's reach again as she lunged for it, "This is really important and all, but it's not worth your shriveling up into a little bundle of nerves again. Everything that happened in the past aside, you've got to let this go until the morning."

"But I have suitors in the morning."

"Afternoon, then," he scoffed, his previously teasing expression back on his face. "You can't run a political reform if your brain isn't working."

"My brain is working!"

Jack raised his eyebrows.

"My brain stopped working three hours ago," Elsa mumbled sheepishly.

"Right. Go to bed."

She bit her lip, longingly looking back to her desk. As she started to pull in her breath, Jack stepped in front of her.

"Nooooo," he teased, gingerly placing his hand on her shoulder and turning her around, "It's that way, Snowflake."

"I can remember where my bedroom is, Jack."

Jack snorted. Clearly restraining from bursting out laughing again, he then dropped the outline back onto her desk and gently pushed her forward, guiding her back towards her room. Elsa scoffed and rolled her eyes, letting out a giggle in spite of herself at the chill of his hand on her skin again.

Jack was right, of course. She would be more effective in the morning… not a reason to put things off, of course, but this particular reform didn't have a deadline. She could take a break for some sleep.

Before long, a new, fresh ice-bed for Jack Frost was in her art gallery once again, its foot by her desk, with the standard wall of ice dividing his sleeping quarters from her own. Without even discussing it as they'd swept the wall into existence, the Fifth Spirit and the Fifth Guardian had built it with a window, as was now their pattern.

A pattern that Queen Elsa sincerely hoped would never cease to repeat itself.

"Uh… Snowflake? Your bed's over there," Jack chuckled, standing up on his own and pointing through the window into her bedroom. "Remember? And if going to sleep requires you to have a…"

Boom.

His voice trailed off as the Snow Queen pulled her hand into the air. Directly across from his, she had conjured another icy bedframe on her side of the wall of ice, identical to his own, and big enough for just one person.

Swirling her hand over the last touches of ice in the solid, crystalline frame, Elsa looked back up to him. She drew in her breath.

"I—um," she shook, shyly drawing her hand back. "I—thought I could sleep on the other side of the wall tonight. Next—to you?"

Staring down at the bed through the window, Jack's mouth fell slightly open in surprise. After a moment of staring at the second bed in disbelief, he then looked back up into her eyes.

"Next… to me?"

Elsa nervously fidgeted with her fingers.

"Oh! Um, yeah!" Jack blurted suddenly, snapping back into focus and letting out a quick laugh. "That—that's great! Go for it."

Whew!

Dropping her hands back to her sides, Elsa let out her breath. "Well—you said that snow is more comfortable," she exhaled in relief. "Right? I mean, even without ice sheets."

"Oh. I mean, right! It is."

Elsa smiled, excitedly whirling away from him. Thoughtfully tilting her head to the side as she looked into her own room, she considered how much space was on the carpet. From where she was standing, it looked like it had just enough room to…

Hmm…

Flicking her hand forward, the Snow Queen sent a graceful streamer of frost swirling into the air. As the flurries floated down to the floor, expanding and settling into a large square across the carpet, she held her breath, throwing her hands apart and conjuring a flat, enormous snowflake out of its center. Perfect.

As she glanced back towards the icy bedframe to compare size, Elsa realized that Jack was pointedly watching her again, leaning as far as he could through their little window and straining to see.

"What are you making?" he asked.

"I'd still like to have a blanket," Elsa admitted, setting her feet.

"But isn't that too wide for—"

Shinggg!

Throwing her hand upwards into the air, Elsa lifted a line of frost straight down the middle of the enormous snowflake, splitting the blanket through its icy center. Now seemingly cut in two, she pulled her hand back, running forward and gathering up the right side of it into her arms as Jack Frost fell silent once again.

Restraining from actually skipping, the Fifth Spirit rushed back to the wall of ice. Yanking her skirt out of the way with her free hand, she then stepped up onto her icy bedframe, coming up to meet him.

"For you," she said hopefully.

She beamed, holding it up to the window.

Jack's eyes widened.

"Oh—um," he realized, his face flushing. "Thanks. Elsa."

Elsa felt her heart leap again as he smiled, taking his half of the blanket and stepping back to spread it out on his bed. As she stepped down from her own bedframe, Elsa swept her hand over it, sending a soft, thick snowdrift across its surface. Seeing that it was even, she then ran back for her half of the snowflake blanket, gathering it up from off of the carpet and running forward again to throw it on top of the snow mattress.

"You know," Jack commented, his voice floating through the window to her as she straightened her half of the blanket on her ice bed, "From above, I'll bet these would look like they're two parts of the same bed. But cut in two by a wall."

"Well—we do have a window," Elsa replied, straightening up. "We could see them from above."

"By all means."

"Should we expand it?"

Jack didn't respond.

After another moment, as Elsa was about to ask him again, she looked up to realize that Jack had lifted his hand, placing it flat on the crystalline wall between the two rooms. Sweeping it to the side, she then watched as a long, elegant spiral of frost leapt up from the ice, unraveling and swirling back behind him into the art gallery.

As the last of the upper ice disintegrated, leaving behind a waist-height wall between them with a thick ledge at the top, Jack Frost glanced back to the glistening snowflakes dancing behind him in the air, bringing his middle finger to his thumb.

Snap!

And the frost melted, disappearing into the thin air in a glimmering mist.

That confident, handsome little grin tugging at the edge of his mouth again, Elsa swooned inwardly as she watched the Fifth Guardian step up onto his bedframe, then leaning against the now-exposed door frame and setting his elbow on the thick ledge between the rooms. Struggling to keep herself from actually squealing with delight, she bit down hard on her lip, picking up the edge of her skirt and stepping onto her crystalline bedframe as well.

Stepping and joining him at the wall of ice, which now came up to her waist, Elsa looked back down. Seeing what he meant, her breath caught.

Oh.

"They really do look like the same bed," Jack asked softly. "Don't they?"

Elsa blushed furiously, suddenly wondering with horror if the snowflake blanket had been overstepping the line of what was proper.

"I—um," she breathed, twisting her fingers. "I—suppose they do."

Biting her lip again, her heart pounding, the Snow Queen looked down to her fingers. Beneath them, the two small beds with the two halves of the same snowflake blanket, divided by a short wall of ice… it did indeed look like a king-size bed, but—it also looked like more than that.

More than just a bed, Elsa felt that she was staring down at the picture of an absolutely impossible future.

But it had always been impossible. Now, it simply felt out of reach for—different reasons. Unless—!

She bit her lip. Suddenly keenly aware of the fact that her childhood hero's kind, patient gaze was resting on her features, Elsa shakily pulled in her breath.

"I've always wondered what it would be like," she admitted quietly.

Jack raised his eyebrows. "What?"

"Being—being married. To someone."

A heavy silence fell over the room.

Feeling a little heat rushing to her cheeks, the Fifth Spirit looked down, fidgeting with her fingers once again as the word hung upon the air. After a few moments—from the other side of the waist-height wall of ice—she heard Jack pull in his breath.

"Yeah," he admitted sadly. "Me too."

Her eyebrows lifting, Elsa looked back up again in surprise. Seeing her childhood hero's pained, miserable expression, her eyes widened as the realization sank in.

Marriage hadn't ever been an option for him, either.

"Well—for one thing," Jack scoffed, suddenly looking up, "We wouldn't have to put up a wall."

"Yeah, NO."

Jack and Elsa both laughed, glancing to each other over the ledge. Leaning onto its sill, Elsa gazed down, staring at the wall of ice dividing the narrow beds.

"I suppose that—well, if we were marr—I mean, for married people," Elsa corrected quickly, blushing and giving her head a quick shake, "I—I suppose this would be when we'd just—talk about the day."

He nodded. "And get ready to go to bed."

"And not have to say goodbye."

Leaning onto the ledge of the now waist-height ice wall, Jack slowly let out his breath, saying nothing. Smiling half-heartedly, he then gave her a little shrug.

"It'd be nice, right?" he admitted.

"I should think so," Elsa agreed. "Really nice."

They simultaneously cast their eyes downward once again, the silence falling over them with the thought.

Elsa sighed.

"I guess the whole 'alone and free' thing has its drawbacks," she said softly.

"Yeah."

And the blanket of quiet fell again.

"You know what really drives me crazy?" Jack asked suddenly, breaking the silence. "Watching people—something that really ticks me off?"

"What?"

He glanced to the side for a minute, as if to see if anyone else was there. Then—leaning in closer to her from over the ledge—Jack grinned bitterly.

"Married people," he whispered.

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face.

"Married people?" she asked, leaning away from him. "What's wrong with being married?"

"Nothing's wrong with it. That's why they tick me off," he scoffed with disdain. "Married people—who complain about being married. The ones that whine about it. They don't even realize what they've got! It's like, the moment they find someone, they forget how much it hurts to be alone, and—!"

Elsa bit the edge of her lip, waiting for him to continue. After a few moments of contemplation, he painfully sucked in his breath.

"Like, oh, boo-hoo, you have to take care of a family!" Jack sputtered, "So tied down! Oh, that must really suck, except, wait, you wanna know what REALLY sucks?" he gritted, his voice growing louder. "Try—NOT—HAVING one!"

WHAM!

He slammed his hand down onto the ledge, a violent blast of ice shooting out over its surface.

Her eyes widening, Elsa looked down to the ledge of the ice wall, the sharp, uncontrolled blast of frost spiked out over its surface. Seeing that flurries of snow were beginning to materialize out of the air around Jack's body as he stared forwards—his chest rising up and down as he struggled to control his breathing—she bit her lip.

"Um… Jack?" Elsa asked, gently placing her hand on top of his own. "Are you okay?"

"Oh. Yeah. Sorry, I just…"

His voice trailed off. Noticing the snowflakes falling around him, Jack sighed.

"They just—they act like it's such a trivial thing," he choked. "I mean, can you—can you even imagine what it would be like? To be able to just come home, and maybe talk for a few minutes, and then—go to bed. Like—to be able to just go to bed, with someone? Like it's no big deal?"

He scoffed again, shaking his head and ruffling his fingers through his hair. Elsa nodded, giving his other hand a squeeze.

Looking down to the beds again, Elsa's heart sank, the years of loneliness and isolation coming back into her mind once again. Jack had a point—and a point that she completely understood. She hadn't really considered it, because she hadn't allowed herself to linger on impossible ideas, but—truly. What would that even be like? To just—have someone, to go to bed with?

To not be alone?

"And—well, at some point in there," Elsa admitted wistfully, drawing back her hand and staring off into space, "There'd probably be a goodnight kiss, too."

His fingers halfway-back in his hair, Jack froze.

Not noticing his stunned, wide-eyed expression as he stared at her in shock, Elsa sighed, looking back down to her hands once again. Fidgeting with her fingers—and absent-mindedly sending a tiny sparkle of ice particles into the air—she then heard him shift on his feet.

"We—um," Jack said softly, making her look up, "We could still have that. I mean, if—if you wanted."

She pulled her gaze away from her hands, the ice particles dematerializing from the air. "We could?"

"Well, just—yeah," he stammered, "It—you don't have to be married. For that part."

Elsa stared.

After a few moments of silence, she looked back down again, trying to process what he was suggesting. Jack stepped back from the window in the wall of ice.

"Just saying," he mumbled.

Pressing his lips together as blood rushed to his face, he closed his eyes, as if he were in pain. Giving his head a quick shake, Jack then turned away, hopping off the bed to get his staff.

"We could try it," Elsa blurted.

Jack froze.

Now standing next to her desk with the shepherd's crook, he turned around to face her again. "Yeah?"

"Well—we could," Elsa admitted, "I—I mean—to find out what it's like."

Clunk.

The staff falling against the desk, the Youngest Guardian was back on his bed in an instant, lurching forward to the ledge where she was standing.

"A goodnight kiss, you mean," he clarified.

Elsa nodded.

Jack's eyes lit up. Stepping up to the wall of ice and leaning over it, Elsa froze as he then reached up to her face, hesitating for a moment before sliding his fingers into her hair.

An instant later, Jack's eyes were suddenly right next to hers, the chill of his breath sending a jolt of electricity across her skin. This was happening. Now. NOW?

Elsa's heart started pounding as he pulled her closer, over the ledge of ice. This was happening, right now, and with him, and he was Jack Frost, and she was going to be horrible, and—

"—I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I'M DOING!" Elsa blurted.

Jack stopped, freezing just as his lips were about to make contact with her own. Opening his eyes again, he pulled back and inch and looked to her.

"Uh…" Jack ventured. "What?"

"I'm sorry. I mean, just saying," Elsa stammered, blushing furiously and pulling away, "It's—the last couple times I probably didn't do all that well. But now, we're thinking about it, and I have no idea what I'm doing, so I'm probably really bad at this."

His hand still in her hair, Jack's mouth fell open in shock. He closed his eyes for a moment, then opening them again and giving his head a quick shake.

"You'll be fine," he told her, letting out his breath. "Elsa—I mean, I know you're fine. It's not a performance, or anything. And, we've kissed before."

"But I wasn't thinking about it, then."

"Maybe that's the point?"

"B-b-but that doesn't make any sense!" Elsa sputtered, her heart leaping into her throat as he reluctantly pulled his hand out of her hair and stepped away from her, "How—how can you do something, if you're not thinking about it? I mean, and now I AM thinking about it, and I've clearly offended you, and—"

"—Wait, wait, wait. Slow down," Jack interrupted. "How am I offended? I mean, I—why would I be offended?"

"Because I've messed up."

"Elsa, you haven't messed anything up," he sighed with exasperation.

Her cheeks flushed with embarrassment, Elsa gingerly placed her hands on the ledge of ice, twisting a spiral of frost on its surface.

Without looking up, she heard Jack let out another sigh.

"And, I—I probably shouldn't have—done that, anyway." Swallowing hard, he crossed his arms over his chest. "I—I thought you wanted to, but I—yeah. I'm sorry."

Elsa stopped tracing, snapping her head up. "Wait. You're sorry?"

He smiled bitterly. "For freaking you out?"

"I freaked myself out."

The words had tumbled out of her mouth before she could stop them. The Fifth Spirit snapped her mouth shut, blushing furiously again.

"Okay," Jack shrugged, visibly restraining from a laugh. "You freaked yourself out. That's fair."

"Why?" Elsa stammered, "Why do I always freak out? What's wrong with me?! WHY can't I do the SIMPLEST things, without freaking out!?"

"Because you don't believe in yourself?"

Elsa's eyes widened. The words hitting her hard, she bit her lip, and Jack shrugged, sticking his hands into the front pocket on his shirt.

"I believe in you," he offered.

She didn't respond.

After a few more moments of silence, Elsa heard Jack Frost shift on his feet. Leaning up against the wall again, he then raised his eyebrows.

"Okay—here's an idea," he whispered, making Elsa look up. "Let's just try this as—an experiment. Like, let's pretend it's just going to be something we'll keep secret."

Elsa bit her lip, staring down to the ledge of ice between them again. As she started to open her mouth to respond, Jack Frost then suddenly grasped her hands together in his own, making her jolt and snap her head up to realize that the Spirit of Winter was staring pleadingly into her eyes.

"Between friends?" Jack begged.

His expression was suddenly so desperate, so filled with longing, that Elsa was taken aback. It was—it was almost as if he truly wanted—!

Don't flatter yourself, Elsa scolded herself frantically, trying to will her heart to stop beating so loudly against the inside of her ribcage as she looked down to her hands. He's Jack Frost. Jack. FROST. You're about to humiliate yourself. You're so hopeless, and he's so amazing, and you'll never in a MILLION years have another chance at—

She swallowed hard, forcing herself to wrench her gaze away from her hands on the icy ledge. Looking back up into his eyes, Elsa suddenly realized that the snowflake markings on her childhood hero's piercingly blue irises were somehow even more prominent than usual, picking up the stunning contrast of his ice-covered navy shirt and white hair.

The Fifth Spirit drew herself up.

You know what?

She nodded.

"Between friends," Elsa whispered shyly.

To this, Jack's expression relaxed. His face melting into a sheepish smile, Elsa then watched as the Spirit of Winter carefully reached his hand up to her cheek again, his thumb brushing over her skin as he slid his palm back onto her neck. He gently pulled her forward again, and Elsa pulled in her breath, struggling to keep her breathing even as she closed her eyes.

And their lips met.

Her muscles relaxing into the kiss, Elsa felt her heartbeat slow down into a calm as the feeling of peace washed over her. She felt her knees starting to give out from beneath her in the silence, suddenly enveloped in the overwhelming sensation that everything, every hour spent alone, and every single pin in her childhood map, had all simply been leading up to this moment.

And was worth it.

Jack's lips pulled back away from her own, and the kiss was broken. Her eyes still closed, the Fifth Spirit suddenly realized that it was over, her mind racing to catch up with what had just happened.

"See?" Jack whispered, smiling knowingly and leaning his forehead against her own. "Not so hard, right? And you were all caught up thinking that you'd—uh—Elsa?"

THAT HAPPENED! Elsa was thinking frantically. That—HAPPENED! HOW did that just happen? How is he so amazing; he's AMAZING, and I love him and want him and can't even imagine being without him, and he's so completely and impossibly out of my league and HOW COULD HE KISS ME, OH MY HEAVENS I JUST WAS KISSED BY JACK FROST.

"Elsa?" Jack stammered suddenly, his voice jolting her from her downward spiral of anxiety as he leaned back. "Are you—crying?"

"Nmmh!" Her lips pressed together into a thin, terrified line, Elsa squeezed her eyes shut, shaking her head vigorously. She was not going to cry.

She was NOT going to cry.

Queen Face! Elsa thought frantically, Queen Face, Queen Face, QUEEN FACE; WHERE'S THAT BLASTED QUEEN FACE, WHEN I—

"Wait," Jack choked. "I—I'm that bad?"

"NO!" Elsa blurted, snapping her head up, "NO-no-no-no-no-no-NO, it's not—I just—I—"

"—What? What is it?"

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut again, biting down hard on the edge of her lip and giving her head a quick shake. After a few more moments—trying to desperately control her breathing—she let out a breathy, helpless gasp of laughter, her eyes stinging as her vision went blurry. He was perfect. Jack was absolutely, and completely, perfect with her, and she had NO idea how to describe it, and—!

Forcing herself to look up into his gaze once again, Elsa sucked in her breath.

"You are the greatest friend," she sobbed.

Jack's face went pale.

"What?" he squeaked.

"I don't know what I did to deserve you," Elsa stammered, the words tumbling out of her mouth faster and faster as her eyes started stinging again, "I mean, you're helping me with my research, and my Council, and then there was the thing with King Edvin, and you took me on a date, and—!"

She stopped talking, gasping for a quick breath before bursting into tears. Jack Frost was frozen with shock, visibly struggling to come up with a response.

"Uh," he breathed. "It—it was really my pleasure, Elsa—"

"—And now you're staying with me, and researching with me, and my family, and you're kissing me, and everything! Even though I'm horrible, and I don't know what to do with my lips, or anything else, and—but you're still willing to do it! Just so I could know what it's like!"

To this, Jack's eyebrows nearly lifted into his hairline.

"Yeah," he scoffed, staring at her in disbelief. "I definitely didn't kiss you just because I wanted to."

"Of course not. Don't be ridiculous."

Elsa spun around, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment as she crossed her arms over her chest and leaned back against the waist-height ledge of the wall of ice.

There was a brief moment of silence.

"Are you serious?" Jack breathed.

"YES! I mean—no—maybe, but—but, see? This is exactly what I MEAN!" Elsa stammered, whipping around again and staring into his eyes, "You're so—NICE!"

Jack's mouth fell open, and he looked down to the ledge of the ice wall standing between them. Setting his fist on its top edge—and then gently pounding it a couple times—he pulled in his breath.

"I'm really—um," Jack admitted carefully. "Not."

"What are you talking about? You're the best friend I've ever—"

"—OH-kay, see," Jack blurted, slamming his fist down onto the ice and snapping his head up, "That's what I'm talking about. You keep saying that we're friends!"

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat, realizing that his eyes had instantly shifted from soft to piercing once again, his snowflake-marked irises lit up with frustration.

"But—but that's what we are!" she choked, her cheeks flushing, "I mean—right? That's what you said! Just—this was an experiment! Between friends!"

"No!"

"But you said—"

"—I know what I said! But we just—I thought it might—I thought it might convince you, that—!"

Jack snapped his mouth shut, blood rushing to his face again in embarrassment. Closing his eyes, he slowly pulled in his breath, as if taking a moment to carefully plan out his next statement in his mind.

He opened his eyes again.

"Elsa—um, can we be like—we can keep—having this," Jack said slowly, "As—as long as we say it's between friends? Is that what you're telling me you're okay with?"

Looking down to where her hands were pulled into her stomach, Elsa fidgeted with her fingers. Of course she was okay with it. She was more than okay with it. Kissing aside (which was very, very nice), Jack Frost was the most wonderful, and thoughtful, and funny, and smart, and sweet, and—I

Gathering her courage, Elsa looked back up into his beautiful, snowflake-marked eyes.

"I would love to keep having this," she admitted. "I—if I'm totally honest, I—don't ever want this friendship to end."

A long moment of silence fell over the room.

Looking down to his feet, Jack nodded, pressing his lips together and taking a step back on his bedframe, away from the wall of ice. Pulling his hands from her, Elsa watched as he then turned away, his shoulders tense and his expression hard as if he were considering something.

Deciding something.

"You know what?" Jack breathed, breaking the quiet and making her look up again. "For right now—I'll take it."

Before Elsa could respond, her childhood hero then suddenly whipped around, leaping up to the ledge and kissing her again.

Her breath catching, Elsa's eyes bulged as she realized that Jack's mouth was suddenly smashing up against her own, this time with a ferocity, a desperation, that the last kiss hadn't had. As one of his hands moved around her waist, Jack broke away and gasped for a quick breath of air before jerking her up against the ledge and fervently kissing her again. All of a sudden, Elsa was hyper-aware of every inch of his skin as well as her own; the chill of his breath, the strength of his hands, feeling like nothing in her entire life had ever felt so good, and so comforting, and so safe, and—

And so right.

Reaching up to touch his face, Elsa was just starting to relax into the kiss when she felt Jack starting to pull away.

NO!

Elsa lunged forward and grabbed the front of his shirt, yanking him back to her against the wall of ice. He tripped forward, and an instant later, Elsa felt his mouth on her own again, his cold hands on her waist. As she was reaching up to grasp his hair, she then suddenly felt Jack's palms slide down onto her hips.

Elsa froze, glancing down with shock as he continued kissing her, her heart leaping into her throat as the Spirit of Winter gingerly felt her sides, his hands sliding forward onto the small of her back. His fingers suddenly digging into the fabric of her skirt, he then yanked her hips forward, slamming her up against the waist-height wall of ice.

The polite, proper, safe, stupid, blasted, AGGRAVATING WALL!

Gasping a quick breath of air before going in to kiss him again, Elsa suddenly realized that Jack's large, ice-cold hands were no longer on her hips. Suddenly, they were on her shoulders, weakly pushing her away.

Her eyes flew open, and Elsa snapped her head up in confusion. His cheeks flushing, Jack swallowed hard.

"We should—um," he choked softly. "We should—!"

Elsa froze as Jack cleared his throat, still breathless. Gingerly pulling his hands away from her, he then gave her a tiny, pained little nod.

"We should probably stop," Jack whispered.

Shifting uncomfortably on his legs, Jack stuck his hands into the front pocket of his hoodie, looking down to his feet. Elsa instantly felt color rising to her cheeks.

"Oh," she muttered. "Um… right…"

She'd gotten too into it. She'd messed up. She was getting too enthusiastic, and too passionate, and Jack didn't want her to get attached, and—!

Jack was suddenly shifting on his legs again, awkwardly pulling his hands back out of his front pocket as if he weren't entirely sure what to do with them. Letting out his breath, he then stepped forward and settled on placing his elbows on the ledge, leaning over and interlacing his fingers with his hips pressed up against the ice. Staring determinately downwards and struggling to take deep, long breaths, it was almost as if he were also trying to convince himself to calm down.

This is why we have to have the stupid wall, Elsa thought miserably.

She squeezed her eyes shut.

Because of me.

"I'm sorry," Elsa choked, opening her eyes again breaking the silence, her voice hardly more than a whisper. "That—that wasn't ladylike."

Jack snorted, looking up, but not in her direction. Shaking his head while still leaning over the wall, he then let out a breathy laugh of disbelief.

"Snowflake," Jack scoffed, "You are extremely ladylike."

Still not making eye contact, Elsa saw Jack glance to her dress, his gaze lingering on the bottom edge of her bodice for a few moments. Clearing his throat, he looked back down, nodding and ruffling his fingers through his hair.

"Ma'am," Jack added breathlessly.

Elsa stared at him in confusion, her heart giving a tiny flutter at the offhanded compliment. If he had meant it to be a compliment.

It felt like it was a compliment?

She looked down, fidgeting with her fingers and analyzing the statement. He was so sweet. And kind. And always trying to make her feel better—yes. That was it. Jack was simply trying to make her feel better, after she'd unintentionally fished for reassurance and praise.

But it was such a sweet thing for him to say…

"So—um," Jack ventured, breaking the silence again and making Elsa snap back into focus. "Well?"

She tilted her head to the side. "Well—what?"

He pushed himself up from the ledge, looking up into her eyes and clearing his throat again. His cheeks flushing pink, the Spirit of Winter swallowed hard.

"You—um," he pleaded, his voice a squeak. "You—did you like it?"

Jack's enormous blue eyes were wide with pleading as he worriedly stared into her face, visibly bracing himself for the worst. Gathering her courage, Elsa smiled shyly.

"It was—fun," she admitted.

Jack's eyes lit up. "Yeah?"

She nodded.

A wave of relief washing over his features, Jack let out his breath, his face breaking into a sheepish smile. He then stepped up to the wall again, Elsa's breath catching as he reached over the ledge, sliding his fingers into her hair. Feeling him gently pulling her forward once again, Elsa's heart leapt, and she took another tiny step up to the wall as Jack silently leaned his forehead up against her own.

Their faces right next to each other, the Fifth Spirit and the Fifth Guardian stood in silence, saying nothing as they shared the perfect, beautiful moment.

Closing her eyes, Elsa felt Jack's thumb gently brush over her cheek. She didn't flinch, but smiled, her eyelids fluttering open as her gaze fell into his own again.

"I liked it, too," Jack whispered.

Elsa felt she was ready to burst with joy.

All of a sudden, Jack twisted his head and nipped the end of her nose, his teeth affectionately brushing over her skin. Jolting, Elsa gave a breathy half-giggle of shock, straightening up.

"Wait," she stammered, "Did you just…?"

Jack looked at her flirtatiously, peering up through his eyelashes. "Did I just what?"

"I—!"

Elsa fell quiet, trying to decide if she had been imagining things. Then, before she could respond, Jack Frost suddenly bit at the air, his teeth clicking together and making her jump.

Seeing her expression, he laughed, and she relaxed again, blushing and rolling her eyes.

"You, and the—the," Elsa scoffed, "Nose-biting thing."

"It wasn't a bite."

Elsa shook her head, her heart skipping a beat as he reached for her face, cradling the side of her cheek in his large, ice-cold palm once again. Inwardly swooning, and feeling another wave of warmth rushing through her body, she smiled and looked into his eyes.

"I love being friends," Elsa sighed happily.

"Uh-huh. Friends," Jack whispered, a mischievous little smile twitching out of the side of his mouth. "Sure."

He shook his head, then opening his eyes again and knowingly peering up at her through his eyelashes. Elsa's heart swelled, the rush of warmth sweeping through her body as he gently stroked her hair back, pushing it away from her face.

"Why are you saying it like that?" Elsa stammered, "Why—am I missing something? What's so funny?"

"That you still think we're friends," Jack chuckled, stroking her hair back again. "It's just—it's so—you. Of you."

"But if we aren't friends," she asked, "Then—um, then what—are we?"

He didn't respond for a moment. As Elsa worriedly watched his expression, the Spirit of Winter pulled in his breath, running his thumb over her cheek as his expression softened.

"How about I explain it to you in the morning," he whispered, tilting her head back an inch.

And he was kissing her again.

Elsa's heart swelled, the strange feeling of warmth and joy washing over her again as she felt his lips on her own, his strong hands in her hair and on her waist. Reaching up and running her fingers along the ice-covered edge of his hood, she could feel his muscles through the fabric relaxing, as if he were every bit as relieved as she was. Like—like he was—confident.

Elsa suddenly became aware of the fact that—she felt confident, too.

Their lips pulled apart again. Saying nothing, Elsa's head swam as she stared up adoringly into his face, feeling like she was drowning in the warmth and comfort of her best friend's startlingly intelligent, deep, and beautiful snowflake-marked gaze.

And Jack had the strangest look in his eyes…

"Morning. Okay," Elsa breathed. "We'll talk in the morning. You'll explain this all to me in the morning."

Jack's eyebrows lifted in disbelief. "Wow. Just like that?"

"I have no idea what you're trying to say, but I—um," she admitted sheepishly, "I like the—the way you're—saying it?"

Jack snorted. "You like kissing," he laughed. "Good to know. I'll go write that down."

"Please don't write tha—"

"—Kidding, Snowflake."

The flash of panic that had shot through her subsided, and the Fifth Spirit blushed in embarrassment. Biting the edge of her lip, she looked up into Jack Frost's stunningly beautiful eyes again just as he was starting to speak.

"To be totally honest, though," he said softly, his gaze dropping to her mouth for a few moments before then moving back up, "I think that this counts as a good reason to stop being friends."

NO!

"Wait," Elsa stammered, "We—you don't want to be friends anymore? Are you leaving? Was it—did I do something, or—"

"—Of course I'm not leaving," Jack assured her. "That's not what I meant."

Then what DID you mean?

"But, for now—we're an Alliance," Jack said softly. "Remember?"

Elsa sighed. "That makes sense."

Men make NO sense.

He smiled, lifting a single eyebrow as he looked into her face.

"A lot of things would make sense, if you'd let them, Snowflake," Jack whispered.

His eyes glazing over again, he let out his breath, picking up her hand and beginning to absent-mindedly play with her fingers. As Jack reached for his waist with his other, pulling her hips up to the wall again, he brought her first hand to his lips, affectionately kissing it over and over.

"Um… Jack?" Elsa asked suddenly.

He smiled, gazing worshipfully up into her face and interlacing his fingers with hers.

"Snowflake?" he whispered.

Elsa leaned an inch away from him, gingerly taking a tiny step back from the wall. "I—um, I kind of need to change."

He raised his eyebrows. "Sounds great."

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's features. After another few moments of silence—still running his thumb over her hand and giving her waist a tiny squeeze—Jack's eyes suddenly snapped back into focus.

"Oh—you—um," he stammered, jerking his hands away from her and clearing his throat. "You want to me to—right."

"Because I have to change."

"Right."

His face flushed bright red. As he turned away and stepped down from off of her bed, Elsa could hear Jack mumble something about being married and a watch. She was tempted to ask him to repeat whatever he'd said, but decided that she'd rather just get on her nightgown and be back next to him as quickly as possible.

A minute or so later, now wearing her standard deep purple nightgown with its sparkling overskirt and glancing out from behind the room divider, Elsa saw through the ice wall that the shadow of Jack's body was still lying dutifully on his bed, his arm over his face like he was holding his hood shut as he respectfully stayed out of sight. Darting across the room past her regular bed, she leapt onto her icy one next to the wall, scrambling into the pile of snow on top of its solid frame and pulling the snowflake blanket up over her chest.

As she was starting to settle into the snowdrift, Elsa suddenly saw movement next to her in the corner of her eye. Her breath catching, the Fifth Spirit turned over to realize that Jack Frost had twisted in his bed, reaching across and placing his hand flat on his side of the thick wall of ice.

Propping herself up onto her elbow, Elsa flipped over, reaching around with her opposite hand as well. Seeing the shadow of his large hand outlined through the ice, she then placed her hand flat on her side of the wall to match his.

Through the window above them in the wall of ice, she heard her childhood hero let out his breath.

"Goodnight, Queen Elsa," he said softly.

Elsa's heart swelled.

"Goodnight, Jack."

 

Chapter 59: His

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hi, guyth! I'll get back to finishing this note later tonight, but I really want to post the actual chapter now. I have quite a few people I want to respond to, but for now, I'll just randomly pick one.

To Guest Reviewer Mrs Anonymous: Wow! That is both super flattering, and IMPRESSIVELY vague. You want "some tips from an inspiring author?" What do you mean? I'm imagining that you either 1) want me to look up some tips for you from MY favorite inspiring authors, 2) want to GIVE me tips, because you are an inspiring author yourself, or 3) think that I'M the inspiring author, and want tips from me. Please clarify, because I'd LOVE to respond! Also, regarding your comment about "please write more than one book": Oh, trust me. Now that I've had to put my PhD on the backburner of my life, I am. Give me another year or so, but when I'm ready to publish, you will be the FIRST to know!

QUICK NOTE about the whole "friendzoning" thing: Because I have a LOT of young teenagers reading this (I'm 25 and married—sorry, I've gotta be An Adult here for a moment), I just want to clarify something. If someone is acting like they're friendzoning you (like I've written Elsa as accidentally friendzoning Jack!), nine times out of ten, it's because they're actually friendzoning you. However, for that little chance that they're not meaning to: you always have the right to ask . Once they've GIVEN you an answer (even if it really hurts!), you don't get to question that answer, but—in this adult's opinion—there's nothing creepy or disrespectful about asking somebody for clarification as to where you stand. (I've, uh, seen a LOT people get confused about this, and end up really hurt because of it. If you're ever unsure of what to do, just look yourself in the mirror and repeat the phrase "I will be kind and respectful" until you've figured it out, okay?) ;)

CONTENT WARNING: Shockingly, this chapter has a lot of sexual innuendo/tension in it, including the fact that my version of Jack is—handsy. (Even though I don't let him go too far!) ;)

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59: HIS

The Snow Queen of Arendelle was—by far—the most kind, amazing, wonderful, brilliant, beautiful, and altogether impossibly perfect woman that Jack Frost had ever, ever, known.

Smiling dreamily, the Youngest Guardian leaned over the ledge that constituted the ice wall between their respective rooms, resting his chin on his fist and silently twisting a little snow cloud into existence over her as she slept. As the snowflakes fell silently down to the icy bed, glittering in the early-morning moonlight, she was a—well, a vision. Elsa's pale skin was just warm enough that a normal, non-magic snowflake would melt upon contact, but all around her, the light dusting of frost was beginning to pile up into drifts, snowflakes glistening on her icy nightgown and sticking to her eyelashes and locks of long, soft, gloriously touchable blonde hair.

Jack sighed happily.

Finally.

He smiled to himself, then biting the edge of his lip as he looked down towards his feet. From this perspective, it really did look like their two icy bed frames, covered with the two pieces of the snowflake blanket, were really two halves of the same bed. As it should be. It might have only been the sixth day since they'd met, but he already knew that he couldn't imagine life without her. This "Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest" was everything he'd ever dreamed, and THEN some. Even if Elsa were still mortal, it—

Jack shook the thought from his mind. That was way too far out to even consider, at this point. And they'd get there when they got there.

He'd think of something.

Scoffing at himself, Jack shook out his hand, the snow cloud above them beginning to fade. An instant later, he let out his breath and backhandedly swept it into existence again, sending a new sparkle of snowflakes gently falling over Elsa's bed.

She was so beautiful… even last night's dreams couldn't rival the Ice Powers Girl, in real life.

His Ice Powers Girl.

Without any HOPE of sleeping after—that—heh heh—Jack had lain awake in his bed for hours, staring at the ceiling with a dazed, vacant smile on his face, his arms crossed behind his head in the snow. With a new set of carefully-preserved lipstick marks smeared across the inside of his right forearm, he had then decided to pry himself away from Elsa's side so that he could go ahead and keep working on her Christmas present—which included, but was not limited to, getting rid of her stupidCouncil.

After he'd gotten back from hitting a few more of the geezers' bedrooms during the night, still wide awake, Jack had then taken the liberty of looking over that proposal that she'd been working on. He'd had nothing to add to it—Elsa, it appeared, had already figured out every loophole and issue that he could think of, right down to the funding. She'd been so flustered, claiming it was only a draft, a "brainstorm," but—well, he'd thought the dang thing was practically finished. She just needed to write it up, that was all. Somebody seriously needed to work on this woman's confidence…

Especially a woman who could kiss like that.

Pulling his hand back, the little snow cloud disintegrating into the air, Jack Frost straightened up from the ice ledge and reached for his sleeve. Carefully tugging it back over his forearm and eying his new collection of "Actual Proof That I Totally Made Out With Queen Elsa" lipstick smears, his heart leapt.

There was a tiny moan, and Jack jumped, pulling the sleeve back to his wrist and looking down. The snow crunching beneath her as she moved, the Ice Powers Girl was stirring.

Jack's breath caught. Her back arching as she stretched, Elsa yawned, her lovely chest lifting under the covers as she daintily covered her mouth with the back of her hand. Shifting in the snow, she turned slightly, then pausing, as though she were surprised to not be in her normal bed.

Her eyelids fluttering open, the Ice Powers Girl's beautiful, deep blue eyes were suddenly staring up into his own.

Jack smiled.

"Morning, Snowflake," he whispered.

Sinking into the snow again, Elsa's mouth curved into shy little smile as well, a wave of relief sweeping over her face. Staring up at him as she started to sit up, she grasped at her half of the snowflake blanket, before—

"Oh!"

Elsa gasped, her cheeks flushing pink with embarrassment as looked down, pulling her hand out of the snow and suddenly noticing the frost all around her on the bed. Her mouth falling open in shock, she looked to Jack in horror. "I—um—!"

"Calm down. It was me."

The Snow Queen let out her breath, looking back down to the snowdrift and biting her lip. As she moved, sitting up and clutching her half of the snowflake blanket to her chest, her loose hair fell back over her shoulders, shaking a few snowflakes loose to skim down the back of her icy nightgown. Jack's eyes grew hazy.

Queen Elsa was so adorable.

"So…" she started to ask. "Jack?"

He smiled again, resting his chin on his fist. "Yeah?"

"Can you—um—"

"—Oh! Right."

He dutifully spun around, pushing himself off from the ice ledge and flipping over onto his back. The snow crunching beneath him on his ice bed, Jack Frost then reached up to his hoodie, pulling it shut over his face as he heard Elsa getting up on her side of the wall.

The floorboards creaked beneath her feet as the Fifth Spirit walked across her room, the sound ceasing as she came to a stop. Still holding his hoodie shut over his eyes, Jack knew without looking that his Ice Powers Girl at this point was standing behind her room divider, most likely lifting her delicate hand to her nightgown.

A few moments later, there was a characteristic whooshing of wind from the other side of the room. Sinking into his snow, Jack smiled dazedly.

Wow.

Elsa was amazing. She was absolutely, and entirely, amazing, at absolutely everything, except maybe at picking up on his attempts to hit on her. But, that could be overcome, assuming that she still liked him that way. Well—how she'd liked him on the previous night, that was. Because, speaking of wow…!

There was another whoosh, and Jack's heart sank a bit, knowing that his Snow Queen was starting to get dressed again. Of course, from what he'd seen a couple of days before, that could be just as fascinating, for entirely different reasons. Ooooh, this wintery lady was an entirely new GENRE of fun…

And, so talented. When Elsa was fully dressed, though, he couldn't spend too much time admiring the ice-fabric thing, because Jack had found that his mind would inevitably slip from innocently admiring the skill required to even design clothing like hers, to wondering how many seconds it would take for him to rip it off with his teeth.

Which was… probably about twenty.

Unless she was moving, in which case he WAIT NO STOP BEING CREEPY.

Determinately yanking his hoodie down over his face, Jack gave his head a violent shake, squeezing his eyes shut and pushing the images from his mind. Not yet. SO many levels of not yet…!

But she's my girlfriend now, Jack suddenly realized, his grip loosening slightly. Is it still bad to think about it, if she's my girlfriend? Like, we can't DO anything, but…

He bit the edge of his lip. Yeah, it was probably still inappropriate to think about it. MAN, it would be nice to have a rulebook or something for all of this. You couldn't control what popped into your mind, but you could decide if you lingered on it. And oh, he wanted to linger on the beautiful Snow Queen so badly…

He sighed. Kneading his eyebrows as he lay back in the snow on his bed, Jack mentally ran through all the guys he knew that he could ask about this. North would probably launch into a three-hour lecture about honor. Sandy would tease him about it for the next decade or five, while not actually giving him any real answer. And, Bunny—

Jack wasn't asking Bunny.

Looking down into the art gallery towards the glass doors, Jack considered the dark morning sky that was beyond them. Manny's light was clearly absent, but—well, he'd be on the other side of the earth by now, given the time. And Jack could ask him when he got back. The Man in the Moon gave the best advice… in fact, it seemed that he always knew what to do, with this kind of thing.

If Manny had ever been mortal, he must have been one heck of a guy.

"Alright, you can get up now," Elsa's voice floated over the wall of ice, interrupting his train of thought. "Thanks for waiting, Jack."

"Not a problem, Snowflake."

He leapt onto his feet, tossing the staff to himself and spinning around to jump into the air. If he and Elsa got married, he was going to abolish the concept of the room divider. Along with insisting that Elsa always, always, precede him when going up stairs.

Because—uh—chivalry.

Yeah.

That was why.

Flying over the wall and across the room, Jack Frost dropped down next to her as she walked out from behind the room divider, a new, light blue capelet billowing out behind her.

"So," he started with a grin, glancing down to her dress for a long moment before looking back up into her eyes, "What's the plan? Another enthralling day of never leaving the library?"

"I wish," Elsa grimaced. "I have the last round of suitors this morning. Assuming that there aren't any more scheduling conflicts."

"Ah. Got it."

The Snow Queen crossed the room to her dresser, pulling out the top drawer and considering her makeup collection. It was a bummer that they didn't have more open, unscheduled time together, but—well. After the events of the previous evening, at least Jack was confident that he didn't have to be concerned about his Elsa's so-called suitors anymore.

Swinging his shepherd's crook behind his back and catching it with his opposite hand, Jack Frost shrugged, walking towards her. "This is the last round of sorry saps, though," he asked. "Right?"

She turned back around to face him. "Yes," Elsa nodded. "I am so sorry that you have to come with me. But I really appreciate it. Even though I'm sure it must be boring for you."

"I'd rather be there than make you go alone." Coming up beside her, Jack dropped the end of his staff into the carpet, absent-mindedly beginning to spin it as he spoke. "But just think! In just a couple of hours, we'll be rid of them forever."

A look of confusion swept over her face as she selected a lipstick tube from the drawer. "We?"

"Yeah," he said. "We."

She let out her breath, smiling bitterly. "I really appreciate the support, Jack," Elsa sighed, "But you shouldn't feel obligated to help me deal with this. I mean—they're my problem."

"I'll explain later," Jack whispered, catching the staff. "We're talking about it after your audiences are over, remember?"

Elsa nodded, turning back to the mirror and uncapping her lipstick. Glancing down, Jack's eyebrows lifted, a new idea striking him. When she had her heels on, Elsa was a little taller than he was, but when she was barefoot (like she was now), Jack had an inch or two on the Snow Queen. So, as long as he did…

Silently reaching forward and leaning his staff up against the edge of the dresser, Jack walked around behind her, pushing the capelet and long end of her dress to the side with his foot. Stepping up to her back, he then suddenly placed his hands on her waist, sliding them forward over her stomach into an embrace.

Elsa froze, still holding her lipstick. Letting out a happy sigh, Jack leaned his head forward against the back of hers, smiling into her hair.

"Um…" Elsa squeaked. "Hello?"

Jack's heart swelled. Giving her a gentle squeeze, he shifted on his feet, setting his chin on her shoulder.

"Hi, Snowflake," he whispered.

Looking at her in the reflection, Jack's heart swelled as his Ice Powers Girl blushed, her mouth curving into an adorably nervous little smile. Seeing it, his own smile grew even wider.

"Oh—and, uh," Jack offered softly, pulling her in closer as he spoke into her ear, "We can talk about this, too."

She nodded, her breath catching as Jack placed a quick kiss on her neck, then grinning up into their reflection again.

"We have quite a few things to talk about," Elsa asked breathlessly. "Don't we?"

"Oh… I think we have a lot we need to talk about, Snowflake."

Jack gave her another squeeze, his heart leaping as he saw that Elsa was smiling. Still holding the lipstick, his Ice Powers Girl then closed her eyes, relaxing into his arms in the silence.

The Youngest Guardian could practically feel his heartbeat slow into the calm of the moment as he held her, a strangely happy, peaceful feeling sweeping through his body as he stared into the mirror and the perfect picture that it held. She believed in him. He still wasn't used to that—and now, he was touching her, too. And she looked like she was enjoying it.

No magic required.

Letting out his breath, Jack started to pull his hands back on Elsa's waist, his palms flatly skimming over the edge of her bodice and onto the sides of her skirt. Knowing that he now had to be below the bottom edge of her corset, Jack could feel without effort that her body was suddenly soft again under the fabric, her natural hips free of the torture device that bound in her waist. Unlike her corseted stomach, the Ice Powers Girl's hips were soft. They were soft, and free, and Elsa. Just like they were supposed to be.

SO much better.

"Um—Jack?" Elsa quavered, suddenly tensing again as he felt her hips, "What are—is everyth-EEP!"

She jumped and squeaked in shock as Jack suddenly gave her a hard squeeze, his fingers digging into the fabric of her skirt. Elsa gasped and whirled around to slap him, and he laughed, leaping away from her.

"WHOA!" Jack ducked, barely missing her hand. "Wait, was that the line?"

"YES."

Whoops.

"Oh—sorry, then," Jack admitted, putting his hands in the air. He then anxiously rubbed the back of his neck. "I thought you were okay with—"

"—It's a good thing I hadn't started putting this on!" Elsa sputtered, scoffing bitterly and holding up the makeup tube. "You would have made me mess up my lipstick!"

To this, Jack Frost's mouth crooked into a smirk.

"Wasn't I going to do that anyway?" he chuckled.

Elsa's face went pale, and she visibly recoiled, falling quiet and looking to the floor. Seeing her shoulders hunching over in embarrassment—her beautiful smile suddenly gone—Jack instantly wished that he could retract the statement.

Too far.

"Oh—uh, here," Jack stammered, reaching into his pocket and desperately trying to change the subject. "I nabbed something for you."

He pulled out a small something, stepping forward to her again, but being careful not to touch her. As the Fifth Spirit turned around to face him, putting down the lipstick, Jack carefully picked up her hand, pressing the tiny, round little object into her palm.

"A chocolate truffle?" she asked, opening her hand realizing what it was. Jack let out his breath, seeing her relax again. "Wherever did you get this from?"

"I might have stepped out a few times last night."

"Stepped out? Stepped out to—wait."

Jack waggled his eyebrows, biting the edge of his lip and restraining from a grin. All of a sudden, Elsa's eyes widened.

"The Council?" she gasped. "You—how many—"

"Three," Jack chuckled. "I made a few stops."

Her mouth fell open. "Really?"

"I wasn't tired."

Looking back down to the truffle, Elsa's face flushed, breaking into a smile again. Seeing it, Jack's heart leapt again.

The Snow Queen was so beautiful when she was happy.

"Your stole a truffle from one of my councilmen?" Elsa scoffed.

"No, no, no. Not me. I wasn't there." Jack smirked. "Now, there may or may not have been an invisible phantom that passed through, but—"

Elsa laughed. "An invisible phantom, that likes chocolate?"

An invisible phantom that likes HAVING a girl who likes chocolate, Jack thought.

"It could happen," he shrugged, grinning mischievously at her.

Jack leaned forward to pick up his staff, tossing it to himself and then letting the shepherd's crook fall back onto his shoulder. Disaster averted. She was smiling again, and laughing again, and he needed to remember to not grab her quite that hard.

Looking back up and expecting her to be smiling again, Jack's heart stopped as he realized that Elsa's face had suddenly gone grave.

"Wait," he blurted, "Uh—Snowflake? You okay?"

She closed her eyes, as if in pain. Pressing her lips together—and hesitating for a moment—she then shook her head.

"I can't," Elsa stammered, "I—I'm sorry. I can't steal from them."

Jack's eyes widened. "Booting them from the Council—"

"—Is not stealing."

Jack's heart sank as Elsa stepped back up to him, replacing the truffle in his hand and closing his fingers around it.

"Promise you'll put it back?" she pleaded.

"Fine…"

Jack sighed, looking down to the truffle back in his hand and trying to hide his disappointment. He'd figured that the guy didn't deserve the chocolate, anyway. Not like his Elsa did.

But—given everything that she'd done and sacrificed, by this point—Jack was pretty certain that his Elsa deserved everything.

"If it's any consolation," Jack mumbled, pocketing the chocolate, "I don't think he was even planning on eating it."

"I'm sorry. I'm still just not comfortable with it."

Jack smiled bitterly. "And here I was, thinking I'd corrupted you already. With the pranking, and all."

"That's different," Elsa countered, finishing off her lipstick. "It's political!"

"Sure, sure."

As she pressed her lips together, looking at her reflection and setting the makeup into place, Jack stepped forward turned around, leaning back against the edge of her dresser. Peering up at her through his eyelashes, Jack Frost then flirtatiously leaned in close to her face.

"Naughty-lister," he whispered.

A sly smirk twitching out of the side of his mouth, Jack straightened back up, watching as Elsa's cheeks flushed with shock. As she looked to him, her mouth hanging open, he quickly pulled in his breath.

"Last night was fun. By the way," Jack added, changing the subject back as Elsa reached up to her hair, parting it into three sections and beginning to braid it. "It's nice to finally be on the same page."

Elsa suddenly stopped braiding her hair. Her face falling, she then started again, her movements slower and more painful than before.

"I completely agree," she sighed, "It's probably better if I don't come with you. I'm glad that this works better."

Huh?

"HUH?" Jack sputtered.

"My councilors?" the Snow Queen clarified, pulling the braid over her shoulder, "Operation Ice Alliance? I mean, it was really exciting to go with you for Mr. Hauge, but it's—I'm probably just not cut out for pranking. And I'm not offended if it's more fun without your—having to keep me covered."

Elsa blushed slightly, visibly trying to hide her disappointment as Jack realized what she was talking about. As she finished her braid, flicking a sparkle of snowflakes over it to seal it into place, it hit him.

"Wait—no," Jack stammered, "No, I—uh, I was talking about—us."

Elsa let out her breath. "So was I."

"No, not like that," Jack laughed nervously, a wave of anxiety sweeping through him at her lack of response. "I meant—like—you know. Us."

He gestured back and forth between them.

Elsa gaze dropped to the dresser, an expression of confusion sweeping over her face as she considered the statement, almost like she was trying to take it in and analyze it all at the same time. After a few moments, her eyes lit up.

"OH! You're talking about kissing!" Elsa blurted, snapping her head up. "Right?"

Jack snorted in shock, his face breaking into a full-on grin at her bluntness. "Yeah," he laughed. "I was. Actually."

"Oh—and that's right!" Her eyebrows lifted as she remembered. "And there was something you were going to explain to me. Like—Ice Alliance. You wanted to talk about it in the morning, right?"

"Right."

"Okay!" Elsa cheerily spun around, clapping her hands together and leaning back against her dresser. "Explain away!"

Jack's breath caught in his throat.

"Oh. I—aaaah," he stammered, rubbing the back of his neck and suddenly feeling like he was standing in a spotlight. "I—wasn't thinking we'd do it—now. Right now."

She looked confused. "When?"

"Well, I was thinking we should talk after your suitors," Jack said quickly, "Because you've—wait, how many suitors did you say you have to see?"

"Four."

"Okay. Four." Jack nodded, trying to control his breathing just enough so that he could appear casual. "I just figured—let's get that out of the way, and then I was—hoping I could take you out again. Maybe to that ice castle thing we built? Remember?"

Elsa nodded. Jack pulled in his breath.

"Well, after another four sorry saps, I imagine you'll be ready for a break," he continued carefully. "And I want to make sure there's enough time for—explaining."

Elsa nodded slowly, and she glanced downwards, considering his words once again. Jack bit his lip.

And more making out, he thought desperately. PLEASE more making out.

"You… um," Elsa asked hesitantly, her voice hardly more than a whisper as she looked back up. "Are you—are you asking me out? On—like, on another date?"

"Well—yeah!" Jack shrugged, drumming his fingers on the staff. "I guess we can definitely call it that, if—"

"—Yes!"

Jack raised his eyebrows in surprise.

"YES! I mean—yes. Thank you," Elsa stammered, her cheeks flushing with unhidden delight as the shy little smile returned to her lips. "I'd love to go out again after I'm done with the audiences."

"Great. It's settled then." Jack exhaled, feeling like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. That was a way better reaction than he'd been expecting.

Oh, Manny, she was cute.

Elsa nodded excitedly. "And we can give my sister a heads-up at breakfast!"

"Of course."

Pulling open the top drawer of her dresser again, the Ice Powers Girl thoughtfully looked over all the little compacts and tubes inside. Finally selecting a small, round container, she reached into the drawer, picking it up with a little matching makeup brush.

"Oh—and, uh," Jack added quickly, snapping his head up, "I just—I wanted to apologize, too. If it sounded like I was condescending to you, with the—explaining—thing."

She sighed, flicking open the compact and beginning to swirl the little brush around inside it. "It's okay. I didn't think you were."

"Because I wasn't trying to."

"I've never really had friends before," Elsa admitted, leaning into the mirror and brushing the lilac powder over her eyelids. "At least—not like this."

She sighed, snapping the compact shut.

Well, Jack thought. That IS the idea, Snowflake.

"Just let me know if you ever want to learn about Latin," Elsa laughed bitterly, straightening up and replacing the makeup and little brush back in the dresser drawer. "Or foreign policy. Or all the ins and outs of the Enchanted Forest."

His eyebrows lifted. "You know, that actually sound pretty interesting."

"Yes, and super useful outside of it," she scoffed. "Bruni prefers powder to large flakes, by the way. And the Nokk hates shoes. Even my sandals."

"How about a rain check, on all of that?"

She shook her head, rolling her eyes and smiling as she pushed the drawer shut. Jack smiled as well, his shoulders relaxing. He could practically feel his heart resume its beating, but had to work to keep himself from looking too excited at the prospect of another afternoon alone with Elsa. He was still planning it out, but he figured they'd go to the ice castle thing, maybe build some more, talk, dance, whatever she wanted. What they did didn't really matter to him (okay, besides the making out), but—if he was going to have to flat-out explain to Elsa that she was his girlfriend—Jack wanted this to be special.

And speaking of special…

"Soooo," Jack ventured, carefully watching her expression. "Where's my kiss?"

She looked to him quizzically. "Kiss?"

"Well—yeah. A good morning kiss."

Her mouth fell slightly open again, and Jack's breath caught. Restraining from looking down at the rest of her curvy, ice-draped form, he was suddenly staring into her face again, practically drowning in Elsa's deep, innocent eyes.

"Be—because we're doing the goodnight kiss thing, now," Jack added, stepping forward and picking up her hands, "I mean—right? So I figured—"

"—Oh! Of course! I just—!"

Jack held his breath as the Ice Powers Girl nervously looked down to their hands, adorably shocked as she realized that his much larger ones were now around hers. Blushing, she gave a little shrug, then looking back up. "I—I didn't know. I mean, I've never heard of that. Is that really a thing?"

To this, Jack Frost restrained from a smirk.

It is now.

"Sure, sure," he told her, beginning to pull her back towards the chair. "I mean—yeah! Of course it is!"

"Huh. That's interesting," Elsa responded, her gaze lifting upwards in thought as Jack guided her forward, gently encouraging her to walk with him, "I didn't realize that at all. But, I suppose it might have something to do with the cultural patterns surrounding the concept of a goodnight kiss, because as a child, you can often receive one from your parents, but in the morning, you OH!"

She gasped in surprise as Jack suddenly sat down in the chair, spinning her body around and yanking her into his lap. Feeling Elsa's weight on his legs as she sat sideways on top of them, a jolt of electricity shot through his body.

Mine! Jack thought excitedly.

Reaching his hand around onto her hip, Jack eagerly pulled the Ice Powers Girl up further onto his thighs, his heart leaping as he felt the curves of her body suddenly pressing up against his own.

Mine mine mine mine mine mine MINE.

"Um—Jack?"

Smiling uncontrollably, Jack looked up into the Snow Queen's stunningly beautiful, deep blue eyes.

"Yeah?" he gasped.

Elsa's mouth twitched to the side with concern. "Is this—is this okay?"

"Well, I just figured that, if we're trying things," Jack panted, gingerly patting her hip, "You know, within reason, of course? I mean, if you're—as long as you're comfortable with—"

"—I'm comfortable with it," Elsa blurted.

Yay!

Looking down, Jack saw that the long slit in Elsa's skirt had fallen open over her knee, exposing an inch of her thigh. Pulling his left hand back from her hip, he quickly reached for her leg, curling his fingers under her knee and yanking her up further onto his lap.

Elsa's breath caught, and he snapped his head up in a jolt of panic. An instant later, she shot him a nervous smile, and his heart leapt.

With one hand around her leg and the other on her hip, Jack's mind raced as he watched the Fifth Spirit reach up and push a stray hair back into her braid. Elsa then shyly stretched out her arm, reaching it around his neck, and an instant later, the Ice Powers Girl started to lean into him to OHMYGOSH!

Jack's eyes bulged as he looked back down, Elsa's body suddenly pressing up against his chest as she snuggled into it. Well, she and her—everything. Right in front of his eyes. Everything was right there.

Right. THERE.

GEEUUUUUUUUUH.

"Um…" Elsa started to say, "Jack? Is everything—"

"—HI!"

His sudden shriek of a greeting had made her jump, startling back an inch. Clearing his throat, he blushed.

"Hi," Jack panted, trying again. "Ha—hey. Hi. Hi, Elsa."

She laughed quietly into her hand, her hair shifting over her shoulder as she bowed her head forward. Feeling its softness as it swept past his cheek, ice crystals glistening in the strands, Jack's jaw slackened.

SO pretty.

"I was just going to ask," Elsa tried again, pulling him out of the stupor, "Are you okay? You look—I'm not sure."

"OH! Yeah! I just—I—!"

Nice. Very nice. Girl, female, soft; YAY!

Snapping his mouth shut, he looked back down, his gaze momentarily hitching on the top edge of her icy dress's bodice, which was now mere inches from his face. Closing his eyes, Jack restrained from flat-out embracing her; from burying his face in her chest and squeezing her as hard as he could to reassure himself that she wasn't a dream, all the while desperately resisting the urge to—

Jack chewed the edge of his lip.

Everything.

He closed his eyes for a long moment, forcing himself to pull in a nice, slow, caaaaalming breath of air.

"I—like this," Jack exhaled.

Elsa's cheeks flushed, and she smiled. "Me too."

"And, you. I really like you."

The Ice Powers Girl blushed again, shyly biting the edge of her lip and looking down as her smile grew. As she moved, the edge of her icy skirt falling over his knee, his heart leapt again.

"So," she whispered, "Are—are we—?"

"Oh! Right. Of course."

The Fifth Spirit reached around his neck, clasping her hands behind it. Jack's heart started pounding, realizing that she was leaning down towards his face, her warm breath sending a shiver across his skin. Her lips were almost touching his.

Smiling in relief, he closed his eyes.

"THE MOOOOOOORNING MAAAAAIL, YOUR WONDERFULNESS!" a voice suddenly shrieked from the hallway, making Jack and Elsa both startle into the air.

Ripped from the moment, Jack's eyes flew open, his jaw dropping as Elsa whipped her head around towards the door. "What the BLIZZARDS is—"

"—MAY I ENTER YOUR ROOM?!" shrieked the voice again.

Flippin' NO!

Looking back up with horror, Jack realized that Elsa, still sitting on his lap, was silently giggling to herself. Shaking her head, she looked up into his eyes.

"That would be Olaf," she laughed, smiling apologetically. "He brings me my mail."

"Any chance he could bring it a little quieter?" Jack scoffed.

Or, just—NOT?

"I'm sorry," Elsa was saying, making Jack snap his head back up from her chest to look into her eyes. "I have to get this."

His breath catching, he realized that she was starting to get up off of his lap. Without even realizing it, Jack made a strangled sound of protest, his grip tightening on her hips.

Elsa froze, looking to him in surprise.

"Which means I need to stand up," she choked, glancing down to his hands as a hint.

"NO! WAIT! I—!"

Jack snapped back into focus, realizing that his Ice Powers Girl was starting to shift away from him again. Gulping his breath, he swallowed hard.

"Can't the mail wait?" Jack pleaded, his voice breaking.

"But it's Olaf!"

"But!"

But our MOMENT!

Jack's face fell as Elsa got up off of his lap, her hands falling away from his neck. Before he had the time to come up with another way to protest, she bent down and gave him a quick, aggravatingly platonic kiss on the forehead, then whirling away from him to run for the door.

All but actually grasping at the air where she had been sitting a few seconds before, Jack let out his breath, restraining from a groan as he watched the long capelet on the Snow Queen's sparkling dress billow away from him. They were having a moment. A MOMENT. Could anybody even know, HOW HARD HE HAD WORKED FOR THAT?! King Kristoff and Sven had taken the snowgies up the mountain with them on the previous evening, but apparently, the Fifth Spirit couldn't have more than three seconds of privacy away from her many snowy children.

Jack pressed his lips together, staring down at the floor.

Parenting, he thought miserably. A preview.

His head still swimming in the reality of the fact that he'd just had the Ice Powers Girl on his lap, Jack eventually watched himself get onto his feet again, walking back to the dresser to retrieve his staff. Elsa had, of course, welcomed in the bubbling snowman, who had shoved her a silver tray of letters and immediately launched into telling her all about his plans for the day. When he'd addressed Jack as his father, Jack hadn't even bothered to correct him. He was still watching his beautiful Elsa's every move.

If he'd actually been ASKED to design a female Winter Spirit, just as a fantasy, the Fifth Guardian wouldn't have even been able to come up with someone as great as Elsa. Elsa was the girl, the Ice Powers Girl, that he'd been unknowingly waiting and wishing for, for over three hundred years. But—she was so much more than that. With all of her brilliance, and grace, and talent, and passion, and—well, just her goodness, really—the Snow Queen of Arendelle was just that.

Not entirely hearing Olaf and Elsa's conversation, Jack picked up his staff, letting it fall back onto his shoulder and glancing to her mail sitting on the edge of the dresser. His eyebrows lifting, Jack looked down at the top card on the tray, seeing the fancy script across the envelope's front.

To the Snow Queen

Jack glanced longingly towards the beautiful, brilliant young woman beside him as she leaned over the dresser, fluffing her hair. Looking back down at the letter once again, Jack's features melted into a smile.

Yes, she was.

 

Chapter 60: Pitiful

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(REALLY LONG) AUTHOR'S NOTE : (I swear, the chapter is down there! JUST SCROLL!) Once again, to publicly respond to Guest Reviewer Guest986, regarding how I keep the fanfiction pretty much a total secret: Yeah, here's how a couple of my physicist friends found out about it by accident… sigh…

STORYTIME: So, in grad school about a year and a half ago, I had some of my friends over to work on our Fourier Optics homework (pronounced "four-ee-aye," or "shoot-me-now") (seriously, Fourier is actually really useful and cool!), and while I was cooking us some dinner during a break, the subject of movies came up. When asked what my favorite movie was (after naming a few different movies I loved for different reasons), I finally said that my favorite movie OVERALL was probably ROTG.

Now, even though I ship Jelsa in TOTAL SECRET, I'm pretty open about adoring the character Elsa from frozen, and have some of the merchandise. This inspired one of my friends to start up the following conversation:

HER: Really? Rise of the Guardians?

ME: Yeah. INSANELY artistic movie!

HER: Did you know that there's, like, an entire FANDOM on the internet putting together Elsa and Jack Fro-

ME: -AHHH, HA HA HAAAAAAA, WHAT , WHAAAAAAT?! OH, HOW HILARIOUS; I, UH, HAD NO IDEA, NOR HAVE I EVER HEARD OF SUCH A RIDICULOUS THING.

Thinking that I had successfully and smoothly diffused the situation, I turned back to keep stirring the pasta sauce.

But then. She said. THIS:

HER: I know, right? (*turns to other friend*) And it, like, doesn't even make sense. I mean, she's all mature , and stuff, and he likes... having fun... they'd never be together at ALL.

ME: (*brain implodes*)

With my secret online life under wraps, I somehow managed to keep my mouth shut as the conversation moved on to other topics, leaving me silently and mindlessly stirring the pasta sauce (which I completely ruined, of course), whilst staring blankly into space and trying not to scream, for the next twenty minutes.

Finally, she turned back to me.

HER: Uh... [my name]? Are you alright? You've been really quiet for a while.

ME: (*silence*)

THEM: (*silence*)

ME (*slowing turning about, threateningly gesturing with spoon*) Now, SEE HERE.

So... not a ton of people know (MOST people don't), but a couple people have found out by accident, mostly those two friends, who are now under multiple death threats from yours truly not to ever ever ever ever EVER tell anyone about Ice Alliance. ;) In the meantime (AHEM)-it means the WORLD to me that you guys are all still here, I love you forever, HUGE thank you to those of you that reviewed, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :D

RESPONDING TO GUEST REVIEWS: NOTE TO SELF , about procrastinating responding to Guest Reviewers after posting the chapter: That did not work. OKAY, so I apparently completely forgot to come back to that last chapter to keep responding to people, aaaaaand, I am WAY sorry. Let's try this again, shall we?

To Reviewer EJR Horselady: Okay, you're not technically a "guest reviewer," but that's a good enough question that I figured more people probably have it, so I'll respond publicly. I imagined that the pre-Guardian Jack almost CERTAINLY would have been allowed into the Workshop (to ask questions and stuff), if he'd ever—you know—knocked on the front door? ;)

To Guest Reviewers Dark Angel, Illumilottie: I love you forever, and you are fantastic; thank you so much! Please keep being adorable.

To Guest Reviewer Radibugz: You cannot know how much that meant to me. Honestly, um, for the exact reasons you stated, that's why I am trying so hard to keep everything true to canon—and, eh heh, part of why I'm still a little bit in denial about the fact that I'm writing fanfiction at ALL. XD At the same time, I've really gotta ask (if it's okay)… if that's how you feel about fanfiction, how in tarnation did you find this? I seriously want to know. XD

To Guest Reviewer llama: Oh my word, I LOVE Rainbow Rowell! Gaugh, she is wonderful. As are you. Please keep being wonderful. Yay!

COSPLAY ALERT: Her name is flowergirlcosplay on instagram, and she is FANTASTIC! While her "Jack" failed to show up for the photoshoot (BOO! BOO and HISS, to him not showing up!), she was still able to get THIS fantastic picture, to go along with chapter 58: (after "instagram-dot-com", copy-paste in) "/p/Be8Ru6vh3CL/" to see it! :D Thank you SO MUCH, flowergirlcosplay! :D

CONTENT WARNING : You won't believe this, but there's some sexual tension and innuendo in this chapter. (I know. You would never have guessed.)

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60: PITIFUL

As much as Elsa loved Jack Frost's kindness, intelligence, and wit, she had decided by this point that she really, really, really liked his hands.

Now sitting at breakfast with Anna and Kristoff, the Snow Queen was still struggling to analyze how Jack had been acting over the previous twelve hours. It was probably improper. No—it was definitely improper, how much he was touching her. But when he'd walked up and hugged her from behind that morning, Elsa had forgotten literally everything in her surroundings, except for where his hands were on her waist, and how overwhelmingly lovely it had felt. Jack's hands were surprisingly strong. And safe.

And cold.

And now (as if THAT hadn't been enough!), Jack wanted to take her out again, after she got through meeting with her confounded suitors. Like—on a date. Analyzing it, Elsa had concluded that Jack was probably planning on using the date to break to her that she needed to improve with kissing. If that was what he was going to "explain" to her, anyway. It was a little embarrassing to be so hopeless, with such things, but Elsa knew in her heart that she had no IDEA what she was doing—and that the logical conclusion to all of this was that she had been horrible, and that Jack was taking pity on her.

It was so kind of him to distract her with a date, though. He was probably trying to soften the blow. Oh, Jack Frost was thoughtful…

And yet—even though he was so far out of her league—Jack hadn't yet stopped touching her, throughout the course of the entire meal. She knew, knew that he needed to touch someone, after so much time alone, and as long as he wasn't inappropriate, she was fine with it. But even by three hundred years' standards, it felt like his constant touching was starting to get a little excessive.

And, making it rather difficult to eat. Every time that Elsa had tried to take a bite in the previous twenty minutes, she was suddenly interrupted by the fact that Jack was touching her arm, or playing with her fingers, or even nudging her foot with his own, with accompanying grins and glances. Meanwhile, their chairs were crammed so close together that Elsa was half-expecting the Spirit of Winter to pull her into his lap again for another session of fervent kissing—which she had no problems with whatsoever. She might have even done it, if Anna and Kristoff hadn't been sitting across from them, exchanging knowing glances and smirks throughout the entire meal.

Still, mulling everything that had happened as she unsuccessfully attempted to have a normal breakfast, Elsa couldn't shake the feeling that she was getting—manhandled. But Jack's touch felt so nice, and so cold, and so wonderful, that the Fifth Spirit had half a mind to just let the Spirit of Winter do whatever he wanted, just because he was so gentle about it.

Well—and, because he was—you know.

Jack Frost.

"I was thinking we'd go out again after her audiences," Jack was currently explaining to Anna, while subtly squeezing Elsa's hand under the table. "For—a while. Maybe. I mean, she has four guys to see today."

"Four!?"

"Wow," King Kristoff commented, scoffing as Anna set her jaw. "They have REALLY filled up her schedule."

"Tell me about it."

Jack let go of her hand, and Elsa, seeing her chance, started to reach for her scone. An instant later, his palm started sliding across her lower back, and she froze.

Uh—hello?

Queen Elsa's breath caught as Jack began rubbing her back, his hand caught between the surface of her dress and her capelet. Giving up on the scone, her heart started pounding, and she helplessly pulled her own hand back into her lap.

"She'll be okay, though," Jack said softly. "We're going to get her through this. Aren't we, Snowflake?"

Shifting uncomfortably in her seat, Elsa blushed. "Oh—um," she stammered as Jack began to smile in encouragement, still rubbing her back, "Yes. That—I would imagine so."

"Did he just call her, Snowflake?" Kristoff whispered in Anna's ear.

Elsa blushed harder, her eyes flickering in Kristoff's direction. Apparently not hearing the comment, Jack gaze dropped down to Elsa's dress, his palm slipping across her back again and then settling onto her opposite hip. Before she could respond, Jack then gave her a quick squeeze, making her jump with a squeak.

His smile widened, and he pulled his hand back, throwing Elsa a quick wink and turning away.

Queen Anna's eyes bulged. She looked to her husband, and he cleared his throat, looking in turn to Jack.

"What do you mean, we?" Kristoff demanded, his eyes narrowing.

"Oh. Well, I—uh," Jack said, suddenly nervous as he glanced downwards, remembering that they were being watched, "I've been—I go in, with her."

"Wait," Kristoff scoffed, "You mean, you—you've been chaperoning Elsa's audiences, Frost? Is Elsa okay with that?"

"—Yes!"

Everyone turned to her.

Feeling their stares on her face, Elsa suddenly felt uncomfortably visible. Fighting it, she drew in her breath.

"Yes. Jack's been kind enough to come to my audiences with me," she explained. "And I—I'm fine with it. I really appreciate it. Actually."

Kristoff's left eyebrow twitched up skeptically again. Glancing to Anna, he then reached for his glass, bringing it to his lips with a shrug.

"Huh," Kristoff huffed.

As he started to take a drink, Jack suddenly took Elsa's hand again under the table, and she looked to him. Shifting in his chair to face her, she then watched as he then carefully turned it over, reaching across and covering it with his other. Giving it a soft squeeze, he looked up into her face.

"I'll always go with you," Jack said softly.

From across the table, King Kristoff stifled a snort.

Not noticing, Jack continued to stare into her eyes, bringing her hand to his lips and placing a gentle kiss on her knuckles. As he reverently looked back up to her, Elsa felt a wave of confusion sweep over her features.

Jack's usually piercing gaze had gone hazy, like it was soft with—well, with that—look he'd been giving her all morning. It was just so—kind, like his eyes always were, but there was something more; a dreaminess, like his mind had wandered off to someplace else, but had still taken her with it. It was just so caring, and loving, and—!

"Heh," she stammered.

To this, Jack's soft smile cracked into a grin. As he dropped his head forward, clearly restraining from a laugh, Elsa realized with a sudden panic what that look actually was.

He pities me.

Oh, no.

The realization felt like a stab. Wincing internally as her eyes started stinging, Queen Elsa bit down hard on the edge of her lip, and nodded.

It was all she could do.

"Oh—I—um," she stammered, feeling heat rushing to her face. "Thank you. For that."

Jack smiled kindly, and Elsa winced, feeling the epiphany stab her once again. He then nodded, giving her hand an affectionate squeeze before letting go of it to reach for his drink.

I am SUCH a fool! Elsa thought frantically, breaking eye contact and looking down, A silly, self-flattering FOOL! He is SO far out of my league, and I was stupid enough to think I could successfully kiss him without making a mess of everything, and—and NOW look what you've done, you IDIOT girl!

Elsa swallowed hard. For a moment, she had thought that maybe, maybe he was touching her because he needed to be touched, but—no. This was pity—and nothing more. He was trying to comfort her, because he'd seen how hopelessly awkward she was, and was kind enough to try and help. He didn't love her. Elsa would be lucky if someone as is incredible as Jack was would even like her, but—no. He was just that kind, and he was pitying her, because she was pathetic.

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut as the truth sank in.

He pities me because I'm pitiful.

Oh, she was a wreck.

Letting out her breath, the Fifth Spirit sadly threw a wistful glance in her childhood hero's direction. This was why she belonged up in the Enchanted Forest, living with the spirits and away from society, where she wouldn't bother anyone. Jack Frost was smiling again, easily carrying on a conversation with her sister like the adorable, charming pile of wonderfulness that he was; his blue eyes and white hair even more startling, now that Elsa was freshly aware of how impossibly too good for her he was. Oh, Jack was handsome… beautiful, even. She'd never really seen herself as thinking of a boy as "beautiful" before, but with Jack, it was WAIT HE'S NOT TOUCHING ME.

Elsa jolted. Seizing the opportunity, she lurched forward and snatched up her fork, her stomach roaring in relief as she frantically shoveled three forkfuls of potatoes into her mouth. Relaxing back into her seat again and chewing as fast as she could, she was just about to start ANNnnnnnnd he's touching me again.

Jack's hand, this time, had somehow found its way onto her knee under the table. Her muscles going rigid, Elsa swallowed, trying to calm her pounding heart as her stomach growled.

Okay. This was a little frustrating, but at least she'd gotten three bites in, before she was suddenly—never mind. As much as she needed his pity, he needed physical touch. It was a fair trade, between friends. And she shouldn't flatter herself. This was fine.

This was FINE.

From across the table, Queen Anna heaved a sigh. "At least these are the last suitors, though," she clarified. "Right?"

"They should be," Jack shrugged. "But don't worry. We're planning on having some fun with 'em."

On the other hand, Elsa thought, picking up her fork and shifting uncomfortably in her seat as he rubbed his thumb over her knee, If this is pity, it's by far the TOUCHIEST pity that I've ever seen.

"Some fun with them?" Anna laughed, "What do you mean?"

"Oh… you'll see."

He glanced knowingly at Elsa and gave her a playful nudge with his shoulder, not pulling his hand back from her knee. Smiling nervously, Elsa then put down her fork, reaching for her glass.

She was just starting to take a drink as Jack suddenly squeezed her knee, making her jolt. The juice sloshing in its glass, Elsa pressed her lips together in frustration and set it back down.

At SOME point here, I'm going to need to be able to eat something.

Picking up her fork to try again at her breakfast, only half-hearing the others starting up the conversation again, the Snow Queen let out her breath. She was probably overreacting. Jack was just a little—needy. That was all. It wasn't even like it had anything to do with her; SHE was just a friend (if that!), and she had ice powers, so that his freezing hands wouldn't bother her, like they would everyone else. Maybe instead of inwardly freaking out every time he was touching her again, what Elsa really needed to do was to calm down, and to eat her breakfast, and to not read too much into EXCUSE ME, WHAT.

Elsa froze in shock as Jack's hand suddenly moved up onto her leg, casually resting on top of her skirt as his fingers started to curl around her thigh. Her mouth falling open as she stared down at his hand, Elsa's grip on her fork tightened, a fine layer of frost beginning to spread over its length as flurries of snow started to materialize out of the air.

WHAT.

Elsa closed her eyes. Pulling in a long, calming breath of air, her mind raced in the analysis, reviewing the facts as she tried to decide how to respond.

Yes: she did, in fact, have half a mind to let the Spirit of Winter touch her however he wanted.

The OTHER half of her mind, however, was The Queen Half. And The Queen Half insisted that—no matter HOW incredible Jack was—things were going to be proper.

Sucking in her breath, Queen Elsa forcefully put down her fork. She spun around to face him, catching his hand with her own before it could wander any further up onto her leg.

"JACK."

He abruptly stopped talking, his eyebrows lifting as he looked to her. Seeing her expression, his smile faded.

"Uh—yeah?" he asked softly. "Everything okay?"

"I'm fine. It's just—!"

Elsa carefully drew in her breath, pressing her lips together and closing her eyes as she struggled to gather her thoughts. He didn't mean to be improper. And he needed to touch someone, but…!

She opened her eyes again. Elsa then looked down to where his hand was still resting on her leg, caught under her own.

"Jack—I'm right. Here," she exhaled, her gaze lifting from his hand. "I'm not going anywhere. You can stop—checking."

A wave of confusion swept over his face.

"Checking?" Jack laughed. "What are you talking about?"

"I know you've been alone for a while," Elsa tried again, glancing meaningfully to her leg and starting to push his hand back down towards her knee. "And I usually don't mind, but I'm—I'm just trying to have breakfast, and it's kind of difficult to eat, and—and to think, when you keep—"

Her voice trailed off, and she swallowed hard, looking back up. Jack gave her thigh a tiny squeeze, his eyes soft with concern as she stiffened.

"When I keep what?" he asked quietly, leaning in close to her face. "What is it? You can tell me, Snowflake."

Elsa glanced to her leg again, noticing that Jack had started absent-mindedly running his thumb over the fabric of her skirt, clearly missing the hint. With effort, she drew in her breath.

"When you keep—um," Elsa whispered. "Touching me."

Jack froze.

After a few seconds, his mouth fell open, all the color draining from his face. Looking down to her thigh and realizing where his hand was, he suddenly jerked it back into his lap, blushing furiously.

And instant later, Jack reached up and started frantically rubbing the back of his neck.

"Wait, wha—what?" he laughed desperately, his eyes darting to Kristoff's in terror, "I—ha, ha! I—uh, I wasn't—what are you talking about!"

Elsa exhaled. "You keep touching me."

"No, I haven't—it—!" Jack's cheeks flushed, and he let out another anxious laugh. "No, I'm not!"

Elsa's mouth fell open in shock.

"Yes! You are!" she stammered, her voice growing louder as Jack started to cringe, "You haven't stopped touching me for this entire time!"

"I—"

"—Touching my hand! Touching my arm! Touching my knee!" she sputtered, making him shrink away from her, "Touching me, touching me, touching me, over and over and OVER again; your foot has been wrapped around my ankle this entire time, and I really love being close to you and everything, but I think that all of this is getting a little out of—wait, what's so funny?"

Elsa cut herself off, looking up again to realize that Kristoff and Anna were practically sobbing with laughter as the Spirit of Winter leaned forward onto the table, burying his face in his arms in humiliation. Rocking back in his seat, King Kristoff clapped his hand over his eyes, Queen Anna giggling uncontrollably as Jack Frost shrank further and further into his chair, wincing as his ears and neck flushed a nearly-purple shade of crimson.

"Elsa?" Anna laughed breathlessly, her eyes blurry as she struggled to speak, "Can I please talk to you for a minute?"

"Why? What's wrong?" Elsa stammered, "Did I—is everything—"

"—Let's go out into the hallway."

SCREECH!

Queen Anna shoved her chair back against the wood, then using the table to push herself up onto her feet as her husband guffawed, shaking his head as Jack cringed even further into his seat. Clearly restraining from bursting out laughing again, the enormously pregnant young queen walked around the table and lurched towards her sister, grasping her arm and motioning for her to get up. Elsa did so, her breath catching.

"Why is everyone laughing?" she choked, "It isn't—I was just—"

"—Let's talk about it outside."

"B-b-but I usually like the touching!" Elsa blurted desperately, her mind racing as Anna bit down on her lip to restrain from laughing again, "It doesn't normally get distracting! So, it's fine. Lovely, actually. Jack has very nice hands—"

"—HALLWAY, Elsa."

The Fifth Spirit snapped her mouth shut. Blushing and looking down to her hands, she anxiously fidgeted with her fingers, her capelet flowing out behind her as she followed her much more socially-adept little sister out of the room.

This instant that the door closed behind them, Elsa whipped around to face her.

"I just wanted him to stop touching me!" she stammered, her eyes stinging, "I—it—just for a little bit! I just needed two seconds without being distracted to get down some food, because ruling a kingdom is hard, and running reforms is hard, and seeing suitors is hard, and routinely humiliating myself in front of The Spirit of Winter is hard, but combining everything blowing up in my life right now as I'm back in the castle, so HELP me, Anna, I would like to not be HUNGRY!"

"Elsa—"

"I know it was under the table, but you have to believe me!" she interrupted, her vision starting to go blurry, "Because I KNOW what I saw, Anna! I mean, I know that he wouldn't ever mean to do anything, you know, inappropriate, but—but I sawwhat he was DOING, and—"

"—Elsa, we all saw what Jack was doing."

Elsa stopped talking, looking up at her little sister in shock.

After a few moments, Queen Anna smiled good-naturedly, shifting on her feet resting her hands on her stomach. Elsa felt her lungs contract.

"You—um," she choked. "You did?"

Anna smirked. "Well," she drawled, one of her eyebrows twitching upwards. "His tail was wagging the whole time."

Elsa's face went pale. "So—so, you're saying I shouldn't have asked him to—"

"—OH, no," Anna exclaimed, "You were TOTALLY in the right to call him out. Especially if he was making you uncomfortable."

Elsa fell quiet, rubbing her hand over her opposite elbow. She looked down to the floor.

"Maybe a little bit," she whispered.

To this, the pregnant young queen nodded resolutely. "Well, then I'm glad you said something," she said, drawing herself up. "If that puppy was getting on your nerves—"

"He's really not a puppy, Anna—"

"—It's an analogy. Stay with me, here," Anna insisted. "If that puppy was getting on your nerves, then you had every right to give him a quick smack on the snoot. I was just stopping you before you beat him to death."

Elsa's breath caught again.

"Wait, do you think," she stammered, "Did—did I embarrass Jack?"

"Jack embarrassed himself."

"So, he is embarrassed?"

"Um…"

Queen Anna fell silent, looking to the side. As her unspoken response sank in, Elsa's heart leapt into her throat with horror.

Oh, no.

She'd ruined everything. Here Jack was, being SO kind to her, and—oooooh, no!

Her head spinning, Elsa stumbled over to the wall, throwing out her hand and collapsing against it as flurries of snow began to materialize out of the air. Turning around and leaning against it, she then tilted her head back to stare at the ceiling, trying to hold in the tears building up on her eyes.

Her sister took a tiny step towards her.

"Elsa—"

"—I have made—a mess—of everything," Elsa choked, her voice hardly more than a squeak as flurries of snow fell around her, "And he's—he's Jack Frost. I've made an idiot of myself in front of Jack Frost, Anna!"

Burying her face in her hands, the Fifth Spirit started to cry.

Frantically flicking the tears away, Elsa blushed furiously, her cheeks flushing as she sank down against the wall in humiliation and gasped for breath. She'd embarrassed Jack. It was all her fault. She'd ruined everything. She was a hopeless wreck, and there was no chance of her ever learning to be anything else.

The flurries were falling harder and faster around her in the hallway, snowflakes swirling into the carpet as she struggled to keep her breathing even. Through her heavily blurred vision, Elsa could feel her sister start to come closer, and gasped.

Elsa balled her hands into fists. "Don't—!"

"I just want to hug you," Queen Anna said softly.

"But the baby—and," Elsa stammered, her eyes darting up to the snow flurries, "It—too cold—"

"—Not too cold for a hug, Elsa."

Before she could protest, Anna lurched forward and embraced her, her pregnant stomach barely allowing her to reach more than a few inches past it. Feeling her sister's warm, surprisingly strong arms around her once again, Elsa pulled in a ragged breath of air.

"I just—!" she choked softly, sobbing again, "I—I like him. I really, really like him, Anna."

"I know."

Anna squeezed her, and Elsa embraced her in return, sniffing as her heart rate started to slow again. She was—but—it—!

"I like him," Elsa whimpered.

"It's okay."

"He's amazing," she stammered, more tears rolling down her face, "I didn't want—I mean, I didn't mean to—"

"—I know."

The flurries stopped materializing, and Elsa gave her head a tiny shake. Sniffling again, she gulped, feeling Anna starting to straighten up.

"I'm sure it's not as bad as you think," Anna said reassuringly. "If he's anything like he's been in the last few days—"

"—It's different now."

Elsa shyly looked back into her sister's eyes as Queen Anna let go, taking a step back out of the hug. Sniffing, Elsa let out an anxious laugh.

"It's different now, and I've ruined everything," she choked. "Including my makeup. My makeup was perfect, five minutes ago."

To this, Anna closed her eyes, pressing her lips together and visibly restraining from a laugh. Swallowing with effort, she pulled in her breath.

"Alright… how have things changed?" Anna asked carefully, stepping back from her sister. "I mean, besides the way Jack's pupils have started turning into little hearts whenever he looks at you."

Elsa laughed weakly, shaking her head. Oh, Anna…

What would I do without you, Anna?

"Well, last night we—um," Elsa admitted softly, rubbing her arm across her nose, "We tried out some—things. With each other. And it was fun, but I think I ruined everything."

Anna sharply sucked in her breath.

"We kissed," Elsa clarified quickly.

Anna exhaled, collapsing against the wall beside Elsa in relief.

"Good," she gasped, "Because I'd—well, never mind. But I thought you said you'd kissed before."

"Yes, but this time—we kissed," Elsa whispered, crossing her arms over her chest and looking down to the floor. "Like—a lot. A lot of times. And, I think I was horrible, and he's trying to figure out how to break it to me gently."

"Why do you think that?"

"Because it's logical. And," she continued, interrupting before Anna could protest, "Jack kept saying that there was something he needed to explain to me. And that he wanted to talk about it after my audiences."

Queen Anna opened her mouth to speak, but then abruptly snapped it shut. Glancing up to the ceiling in thought, she considered this for a long, silent moment.

All of a sudden, Anna's eyes lit up.

"Oooooooooh," she breathed, a look of comprehension dawning over her face, "I—ummmmmm, you know what? I think I—yeah. I think I'm going to let Jack take this one."

Elsa sniffed. "What do you mean?"

"Nope! I'm not explaining it!"

The pregnant young queen shook her head, crossing her arms over her chest and restraining from a laugh. Her eyes bright, she grinned up at her sister.

"Just—just go and enjoy your date," she laughed, "Alright? I am not stealing Jack's thunder on this."

Elsa nodded, even though she was still confused. Swallowing hard, she fidgeted with her fingers.

"I must have been horrible," she whimpered.

"I think you should stop worrying, and go on your date."

Anna smiled slyly, a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. The Fifth Spirit sniffed again.

"Jack's very kind," Elsa admitted, the snow flurries now completely gone the air. "If I'm really that bad, I'm sure he'll find a way to help me be less—awful. And to break it to me gently."

"I think you need to wait for Jack to talk to you, Elsa. Now, come on," Anna laughed, "Let's go back in. You need a chance to actually eat your breakfast."

Elsa blushed. "I've messed up my makeup," she whispered, "And I never mess up my makeup. Even with the Nokk, I don't mess it up. I—I don't want to go back in, if it looks like I've been cry—"

"—Actually, it's fine. Just—here."

Elsa sheepishly looked up as her sister lifted a hand to her face, smudging away something from just under her eye. Elsa sniffed.

"Thanks."

"No problem."

"Do you think he hates me now?"

"I'm sure Jack is fine," Queen Anna chuckled, shaking her head. "Boys are just as resilient to awkwardness and we are. He'll get over it."

Elsa swallowed hard.

"I am really bad at this," she whimpered.

"Maybe a little bit."

Elsa's cheeks flushed as Anna stepped forward to hug her, embracing her the best she could with her enormously pregnant stomach. Anna laughed softly, making Elsa smile in embarrassment as she squeezed her.

"Don't beat yourself up about it, though," Anna whispered into her ear. "You wanna know a secret?"

"Okay…?"

Pulling back from her, Queen Anna grasped her sister's shoulders, visibly restraining from a smile as she raised her eyebrows.

"Literally everybody is bad at this," she chuckled.

 

Chapter 61: The Evil Queen

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: So, I really ESPECIALLY want to thank you guys for your continued love and support right now. You're reading this? That indicates that you support it. And that means that I ADORE you forever, so, thanks!

Between trying to deal with some plagiarism issues/my writing getting ripped off (specifically, I'm trying to grit my teeth and ignore it) and the fact that I now appear to be LOSING a few follows every time I post, I've been REALLY falling back onto your kind words and reviews to reassure myself that it's worth my time to keep working on Ice Alliance—you know, instead of just focusing on my original pieces. While I still can't really wrap my brain around the fact that people are actually reading this (I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU, SO MUCH), it would appear from my traffic counter and reviews that people are, so I really TRY to update about once a month or so . The reason that the last chapter took so long (I'mSorryI'mSorryI'mSorry!) was because I was almost ready to post, and then realized—well, basically, I was "telling," not "showing." In other words , it sucked. In OTHER words, I frantically spent a week and a half re-configuring and rewriting the whole thing.

For where my time is being spent, writing-wise, here's a summary of the three main projects I'm focusing on right now:

1. Fanfiction: Relationship relationship relationship emotions emotions emotions feelings feelings feelings feelings feelings feelings FEEEEEEEEELINGGGGGGGGGGGS.

2. Physics Writing: I will now explain the Kinematic Equations of Motion… without using any equations… in the style of a humor essay.

3. Original Fiction Piece: "COULD WE, LIKE, NOT BE DETONATING MAGICKAL EXPLOSIVES IN THE CAR!?"

So… yeah, I think I've basically run the gambit, for diverse writing styles. Either way, the fact that people seem to be enjoying this means EVERYTHING to me, because—even though I'm trying to make sure that I'm still keeping my original stuff moving—that makes Ice Alliance worth my time. I think. I hope. Oh, man, I hope. ("Oh, look! It's Question-My-Motivations -o-Clock! Time to go eat chocolate and cry!")

I love and adore you ALL,

~NopeNotTelling

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CONTENT WARNING: Just in case you somehow haven't figured it out by now, Jack is aware of the fact that Elsa is female. Innuendo ensues.

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61: THE EVIL QUEEN

An hour later, the Throne Room was hardly recognizable; menacing arches and jagged, crystalline spikes of ice exploding into existence as the Snow Queen ran up and down its length, cackling and blasting back the normally plush, decorative parlor furniture with violent explosions of snow.

Her eyes narrowed with determination, Elsa threw her hand to the side, sweeping her arm over her head and drawing up another archway of ice with a distinctive creak. Flicking her fingers above her, a large, frosty phrase swept across it in a gust of wind.

Elsa took a step back, eying her work.

CRUSH THE WEAK OF RESOLVE

That was sure to throw them off.

As Jack silently stepped forward, staring at the menacing archway, Elsa bit the edge of her lip, restraining from actually skipping forward to the next arch. She raised her arms again, sending another whoosh through the room as a new phrase swept over the ice.

IT IS BETTER TO BE FEARED THAN TO BE LOVED

Hee hee!

"Uh…" Jack breathed, making Elsa glance back to him as she lowered her arms. "Wow."

Elsa's heart leapt. "You like it?" she laughed.

"Am I supposed to?"

Elsa considered this for a moment. Clasping her hands together, she then turned away from him, smirking and starting to walk towards the last arch.

"No," she said curtly.

Jack shrugged, pulling in his breath as Elsa lifted her hands. "In that case, it's probably perfect—"

Whoosh!

A new phrase billowed across the ice of the last arch.

BEWARE THE FROZEN HEART

"As Suitor-Repellant," Jack finished.

Elsa nodded, happily gazing up at her work. "I think the Machiavelli quote is my favorite. If you're looking for terrifying, Ruler-With-An-Iron-Fist-type stuff, The Prince is always a good place to start."

Jack scoffed in disbelief. "I had no idea you had this in you, Snowflake."

The Fifth Spirit giggled, looking up with pride at the blasts of ice threateningly spiking out from all around the room. Her heart leapt again.

"I'm actually a little excited about this round of suitors," she chuckled slyly. "My! It's fascinating, the things one learns about oneself, from courting."

"I don't know if this counts as courting."

Elsa grinned wickedly and placed her hands on her hips, considering the room once again. All of a sudden, she found herself wishing that she would have ordered for the ornate parlor furniture to be removed, to leave a more barren (and much less inviting) throne room. She'd had the furniture brought in during the first few months of her initial reign, when she realized that the plush decor helped her subjects to relax—which would, in turn, encourage their honesty and cooperation. In fact, it had worked so well that Queen Anna (despite generally being more traditional than her sister) had kept up the practice. It was a bit unconventional, but Elsa was more keen to find out what her various dignitaries and peasant representatives were actually thinking, rather than to sit on an elevated throne in a traditional display of power.

Granted, after the events with the spirits—and heaven FORBID the great freeze following her coronation—displays of power felt unnecessary at best. For now, however, Elsa wasn't giving audiences as herself, but as The Evil Snow Queen. The usually-inviting furniture, now freshly blasted with ice and half-buried in snowdrifts, would have to do.

For the throne, though…

Walking down the frozen carpet, Queen Elsa pulled back her arms.

CRACK!

Ice erupted out of her skin as she threw her hands forward, snow smashing into the throne and exploding. As dozens of jagged, menacing icicles spiked out of the wood, leaving barely enough room for Elsa to sit down in its center, she giggled maniacally, bouncing on her toes.

Dropping her head back, she threw her hand into the air.

POW!

Another violent blast of ice flew out of her palm, crashing into the ceiling.

As a new set of icicles dripped from the crystalline explosion, stretching towards the carpet and surrounding her throne as they froze mid-air, Elsa nodded. THAT ought to do it.

Just try and court me NOW.

"Jack!" she exclaimed suddenly, whipping around, "You're a man."

Staring up at her work in awe, Jack Frost was still standing in the middle of the room, his staff resting on his shoulder. Snapping into focus, he looked back down to her.

"You're just figuring this out now?" he breathed.

Elsa laughed, casting her gaze about the throne room and walking back towards him. "I think I'm done, but I want to make sure," she admitted. "I need a masculine opinion."

"Wear your hair down more."

Elsa looked to him in surprise.

Jack froze in his tracks, his eyes wide as he sudden realized that the words had actually come out of his mouth. Gripping the shepherd's crook so hard that his knuckles turned white, he then blushed, clearing his throat.

"When it's loose—well, It looks really good that way," Jack backpedaled, drawing in his breath, "Like, when you were getting ready this morning, it looked great—NotThatItDoesn'tLookGreat!"

Elsa's eyes widened. Dropping his head forward, Jack gulped, reaching up and running his fingers through his hair.

"It just looks more—you," he tried again desperately, "When you wear it down. I don't know."

His voice trailed off, and he rubbed the back of his neck. The Fifth Spirit pulled in her breath.

"I actually do wear it down, now," she admitted. "Most of the time."

Jack's eyebrows lifted. "What?"

"I usually wear it down when I'm out in the Forest," Elsa explained, "It feels—right. But I braid it when I'm in the castle, because it feels more business. You know?"

"Really?"

She nodded. His eyes lighting up, Jack took a step forward.

"So, it's normally all loose, and everything?" he pressed, "Like how it is when you wake up? It is so pretty when you wake up; all flowy, and free, and soft, like freshly-fallen snow on a—"

Jack suddenly snapped his mouth shut, cutting himself off once again. Gripping the shepherd's crook with both hands and blushing even harder, he shook his head, like he was in pain.

The Youngest Guardian cleared his throat.

"What was it you were wanting to ask me?" he choked.

Taken aback, Elsa studied Jack's face. Her heart sank as he sighed, realizing that Jack was suddenly looking crestfallen as he stared down at his feet. His ears pink again with embarrassment—just like earlier—she remembered.

Elsa sucked in her breath.

"I'm sorry about breakfast."

Jack stiffened.

"Uh," he asked, looking up to her. "What?"

The Snow Queen clasped her hands in front of her skirt and walked up to him. Coming to a stop a few feet away, she tried again.

"I'm sorry," Elsa stammered, "And I—I owe you an apology. For earlier. I didn't mean to embarrass you."

To this, Jack's eyes widened slightly. Then, he pressed his lips together, his gaze dropping back to the floor as a few tiny snowflakes began to materialize out of the air around him.

"No, it's—it was my fault," Jack mumbled, his grip tightening on the staff. "You're not the one who should be apologizing. I didn't realize how much I was—if I was making you uncomfortable. With the touching, and—"

"—I'm fine with the touching."

His eyes widened.

"You—uh," Jack realized, hesitantly looking up to her again. "You are?"

"I know you've been alone for a really long time."

To this, Jack's face fell. Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"It's been a lot of years alone for me, too," she blurted, the confession tumbling out of her mouth before she could stop it, "I like being able to tou—um, to—to feel someone."

As the final confession escaped her lips, Jack suddenly stepped forward and grasped Elsa's hand. Her breath caught in surprise, and she snapped her head up, looking at him in wonder.

Elsa held her breath, her heart pounding as Jack Frost gave her hand a squeeze, suddenly in front of her again, and suddenly looking like he was trying to decide what to do next. After another moment, a hesitant smile began to tug at the edge of his mouth.

"Okay." Jack exhaled, twisting his palm against hers and interlacing their fingers. "So—so, you're fine with—like, all of the—?"

His voice trailed off. Elsa nodded again.

"Maybe—um," she admitted, "Maybe just not right in front of my family—"

"—Oh! Yeah, I—okay. That," Jack stammered, laughing nervously and dropping her hand to rub the back of his neck, "That makes sense. Sorry."

"It's fine."

"So—we're good now?"

"Yes," Elsa whispered. "I am. I mean, if you are. I mean—!"

Her gaze suddenly snagging on his, Elsa's breath caught. Jack was giving her that look again, now full-on grinning and staring at her with the same strangely caring, watchful gaze that he'd been giving her on the previous evening.

After a moment, Elsa gave her head a vigorous shake. She cleared her throat.

"We're good," she blurted.

To this, Jack smiled sheepishly, picking up her hand again and lifting it to his cheek. After leaning his face into it for a moment—closing his eyes, like he was savoring the feeling—he then brought it to his lips, gently kissing her knuckles.

"Good," he whispered. "Okay."

Elsa bit her lip, her breath catching as he kissed her hand again, then dropping their hands together between them.

"Okay," Jack nodded.

He bit his lip, like he was trying to hold back a grin. Drawing herself up, Elsa pulled in her breath.

"So," she exhaled.

"So!"

Jack's shoulders visibly relaxed. Seeing it, Elsa felt herself relax as well.

"So, you were—uh," he prompted, "You were—asking for my opinion about something?"

"OH! Yes. Right."

She gave her head a quick shake, yanking herself out of his endless smile. Heh. Yes.

"You can answer me honestly," Elsa started, gesturing to the arches and the spikes. "Because I want to know if I need to add more. As a man—well. If you were considering courting a woman, and you walked in and saw this, would you still be interested in romantically pursuing—"

"—NO."

Jack shook his head vigorously, his eyes bulging in horror. A grin on the edge of her lips, Elsa's heart skipped a beat, and she laughed.

"You don't think so?" she teased, picking up the edge of her capelet and dramatically sweeping around. "What, you don't think you can handle a strong woman?"

"This does not look strong," Jack countered, laughing as he gestured to the spikes. "This looks psychotic."

Elsa cackled, rubbing her hands together. "Excellent."

"You are really not feeling this whole suitor thing, are you?"

"Nope." She smirked, dramatically flouncing her capelet back again and drawing herself up. "Ever heard of Hamlet?"

"You—want them to think that you're crazy."

She smiled wickedly.

"Think they'll want to court me now?" Elsa giggled.

"Uh—let me think about that for a good, long second."

They both laughed, and Jack shook his head. Elsa clasped her hands together, scanning the Throne Room once again.

"I think I'm almost done then," she declared happily.

"What else are you going to change?" Jack asked. "This looks plenty terrifying to me. And most guys, I think."

"My dress."

Elsa turned from him to start walking towards one of the strategically-placed mirrors on the far side of the room. It had been placed there to reflect the most light, which, like the furniture, made the entire space more inviting. Jack followed her.

"What's wrong with that one?" he asked. "You look pretty."

"I'm supposed to look evil."

Biting her lip, the Snow Queen pulled up her hair, considering its weight. A moment later, Jack's statement actually hit her.

Wait—WHAT did he just say?

Before she could respond, however, Jack Frost was suddenly standing next to her again, his eyes scanning down her dress. Looking back up into her gaze, he nodded.

"Point taken," he conceded. "Proceed, Your Evilness."

He smiled into her reflection, their eyes locking. His eyes were absolutely incredible. And kind.

Always, always so… kind.

"Uh… so," Jack started again, pulling his staff down and snapping Elsa back into focus, "Are you going to change, then, or…?"

Elsa stiffened. "Wait, what?"

"No, I—uh, not like—not like that," he blurted, quickly correcting himself as she relaxed. "Nothing weird. I just—you said you were going to fix your dress?"

"Oh." Elsa relaxed again, mentally berating herself for the distraction. She shrugged, glancing to the clock on the far wall. "Yes. We should still have a few minutes."

If I don't waste them all admiring you, she thought bitterly. Just because Jack Frost is a sweetheart, it doesn't mean you should let yourself get distracted by it. Especially NOW, stupid girl!

Remembering her (confounded) suitors, the Fifth Spirit bit down hard on her lip and looked back to the mirror. She pulled her hair into a long spike over her head, then sweeping her hand over its length.

CREeeak!

A spiral of ice materialized out of the strands, setting the spike into place. As she pulled up a violent, sharp-edged crown around its base, icicles creaking as they grew out around it, Elsa then reached to her neckline.

With more creaking and a puff of snow, a tall, dramatic collar erupted out of the top of her dress, shooting up past her ears in a gigantic frame of her face. Elsa swept her hands over her collarbone, and was just materializing a jagged necklace of icicles when she heard Jack let out a long, low whistle.

"Okay, then," he breathed. "Evil Snow Queen. I think I see it now."

Carefully flicking her fingers over her face, Elsa coated the ends of her eyelashes with frost, then pulling the ice forward into unnatural, frozen clumps. "I'm hoping that's what they'll see, too."

Raising her hands to the giant, ice-covered blonde spike that was her hair, Elsa swept her fingers across it, materializing a threatening, crystalline crown. Taking a step back, Jack flipping his shepherd's crook over his wrist.

"I've got to say, Snowflake," Jack chuckled, crossing his ankle onto his knee as he sat down on the staff, "I honestly think you could make anything look good, but this Evil Queen vibe isn't particularly flattering on yoooooOOoou…"

Elsa suddenly touched the front of her neckline, yanking it halfway down to her navel. Fusing the icy fabric to the top of the corset, she then turned away from the mirror to check her capelet, smoothing the front of the dress into place.

Jack froze. After a few moments, a dreamy, half-vacant smile tugged at the edge of his mouth, and he slowly leaned forward, resting his chin on his fist. Staring at the plunging neckline, Jack Frost then casually flicked his other hand to the side, his gaze unwavering.

"Carry on," he breathed.

Elsa drew herself up, continuing to pull her hands across the dress, leaving embellishing spikes and icicles behind. Noticing his expression, she bit her lip.

"Do you think it's a bit much?" Elsa asked hesitantly.

Jack didn't answer, staring happily into space.

"Um… Jack?" she tried again.

"Hmm?"

Elsa teeth clicked together. After a few more moments, she loudly cleared her throat.

"OH!" Jack jolted, his eyes snapping back into focus. "Um—sorry—speaking. Words. You were speaking words. At. To me. What?"

"I think you just gave me my answer," she admitted. "I asked you if you thought it was a bit much."

"Depends. What's the goal?"

"To scare them as much as possible, while still having them look at my face."

"Face?"

Elsa's eyes narrowed.

Drawing herself up, the Fifth Spirit glared, crossing her arms over her chest. "You said the Evil Queen look wasn't flattering," she scoffed.

"It might be growing on me." Leaning forward and resting his chin on his fist again, Jack pulled in his breath, gazing hopefully up into her eyes. "Are you going to do anything with the skirt?"

"I—!"

As his gaze dropped back down to her dress, his eyes glazing over, Elsa felt her entire body go rigid. Blood rushing to her face, she reached up and swept her hand over her chest, re-materializing the icy cloth into a high v-neck.

Jack's eyes snapped back into focus, and he jolted, giving his head a quick shake. Letting out his breath, he leapt from the staff.

"Sorry," Jack laughed nervously, snatching the shepherd's crook back out of the air, "I—that was my bad."

Elsa took a step backwards, catching her crown as it started to slip. "It's okay—"

"—No, it's—it's not," he countered. "I'm sorry. I mean, I thought that maybe, since you—no, you weren't doing that on purpose."

Jack let out his breath, hooking his finger into the collar of his hoodie and pulling it forward an inch, pumping it a few times like he was trying to cool down. A look of puzzlement swept over Elsa's face.

Doing WHAT on purpose?

She was just opening her mouth to ask him for clarification when the door handle on the far side of the room thunked loudly. It was opening.

Elsa sucked in her breath as Jack spun around, noticing at the same exact time that she did. There was a gust of wind, and the Spirit of Winter was suddenly standing right beside her, picking up her hand.

"You're going to do great," he whispered.

Before Elsa could respond, Jack Frost then quickly kissed her cheek, dropping her hand and turning away as the enormous doors to the Throne Room swung inwards.

"Good day, your majesty," Rolf said emotionlessly, flipping back a page on his clipboard as he strode into the room. "I presume that you are feeling better. If you are ready, then this morning, the first—"

Leisurely looking up from the clipboard and noticing the state of the throne room, Rolf startled.

The Snow Queen restrained from a laugh of triumph as her Head Councilman's eyes practically bulged out of his skull, his mouth falling open with horror as he looked around the ice-blasted, frozen throne room.

"I—" he stammered, his face going pale. "But—it—when did—?"

Glancing to Jack, Elsa bit down hard on her lip as he hopped up onto his staff, watching Rolf slowly turn around. Shaking his head, the Snow Queen's Head Councilman looked back to her in terrified disbelief, suddenly noticing her—decked out in ice and evil-looking spikes of frost—as well.

"What?" he squeaked.

Elsa beamed.

"Décor," she said simply.

"But, this—it—!"

Elsa turned to walk towards her throne, smoothing the front of her skirt. "I'm just trying something new," she shrugged. "For this last set of suitors. Better luck, perhaps—if they see who I really am. Don't you agree?"

Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter, and the Fifth Spirit restrained a smirk as she stepped up onto the platform. Looking back to him, she saw Rolf open his mouth to speak, then snapping it shut again like he was in pain.

Drawing himself up, he swallowed hard.

"It—uh," Rolf stammered, "So—the suitors."

Elsa nodded, sweeping her capelet forward and carefully sitting down on her ice-blasted throne. "All four are present today, I hope?"

"Right—I mean, um, yes. Your highness."

He cleared his throat, nervously eying the spikes and blasts of ice shot over the furniture, a flash of frustration lighting up his gaze. Clearing his throat again, Rolf clicked his feet together.

"Rolf?" Queen Elsa prompted, making him jump as her left eyebrow twitched upwards. "With all due respect—are my suitors going to be coming in here today, or are we going to be walking out and meeting them in the hallway?"

"OH!" he jolted, "I—I will go and fetch the first. Your majesty."

With an awkwardly quick little bow, Rolf frantically spun around and scurried from the room, heaving the door open and running out. As the doors clunked shut again behind him, Elsa crossed her left leg over her right and leaned back into the ice-blasted throne, carefully adjusting herself in the midst of the menacing spikes. She loved Anna and would do anything for her, but if she was going to have to be stuck back in the castle—back in the politics, back drowning in all of the backstabbing and hatred and disrespect—then at the VERY least, she was going to take Jack Frost's advice and have some fun with it. The Council had invited these men without her permission. And now, they were going to see exactly who they were dealing with. Now—in an ice-blasted throne, and with a crown of icicles on her head—the Snow Queen of Arendelle was ready.

She was BORN ready.

And the Final Round was about the begin.

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(ANOTHER) AUTHOR'S NOTE: Yeah, no suitors in this chapter, sorry. But we get FOUR in the next, so see you then! :D ;)

 

Chapter 62: The Final Round

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Okay, can I just say that I love you guys? You're SO supportive, and the reviews, and—and the follows, and reads, and—and— ! (*incomprehensive, pathetic sobbing, possibly followed by explosion for dramatic effect*)

Basically, even though this chapter is far from perfect, I'm tired of drafting for now, so I'm just going to cross my fingers that it's okay and post. There was some confusion in the last chapter… again, while I TRRYYYYYYYyyyyyeeeeeeeee to update about once a month, it's not always going to be done on time. I assure you that I'm writing as fast as I possibly can (so… slow), but if you feel the need to badger me about it, I think I speak for a LOT of fanfiction writers when I say: please do. Like, it's actually weirdly inspirational. On that note, I need to once again take a moment to enormously THANK YOU for your support. It means way, WAY more to me than I can say.

Anyway, you guys are AWESOME, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, and HAPPY FANFICTIONING!

To Guest Reviewer Radibugz: PINTEREST?! I'M ON PINTEREST?! (*pterodactyl shriek*) I mean, I've seen a lot of stuff on Pinterest where people are basically using dialogue and stuff lifted directly from Ice Alliance in their captions, but—never where anybody's ever CREDITED it, or anything! WHERE IS THIS WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL PERSON THAT PINNED ME, THAT I MAY THANK THEM CORRECTLY?!

To Guest Reviewer Ki Azi: Of course you can call me "Author." By the way, you're adorable, and thank you SO MUCH for your ADORABLE support! :D

To Guest Reviewer DontJudge: Thank you so much for writing to tell me that! Also, I love your username. Also, I totally get it. Sincerely, someone who is literally operating an entire Jelsa fanfiction account under the name of NopeNotTelling

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62: THE FINAL ROUND

When she wanted to, the Snow Queen of Arendelle could be totally scary. And it was totally hot.

Jack Frost knew better than to be scared away by Elsa's power. Frankly? He thought it was amazing. Granted, his lack of intimidation might have been at least partially due to the fact that he knew the real Elsa. As kind as she was powerful, Jack felt that his beautiful, brilliant Ice Powers Girl was about the warmest, nicest, gentlest person ever.

Not to say that she couldn't pull off being a total boss. He would never have thought that she could have fun doing this, but the fact that Elsa could completely ROCK the "Evil Snow Queen" vibe was seriously sexy.

His girlfriend was such a Winter Vixen.

Looking down to his feet and kicking gently at the frozen carpet, Jack's mouth crooked into a grin. Elsa had a prankster streak. Sure, she was in denial about it, but he could now see that it was DEFINITELY there. Could she be any more perfect for him?

Jack turned around, walking to the side of the room and dropping his staff into the carpet. Flipping upwards into the air, he landed on top of it, perfectly balanced as he surveyed the room. MAN, he could hardly wait for their date. Jack was a little nervous, but—well, who wouldn't be? Queen Elsa was adorable, and he wasn't exactly concerned about claiming what was clearly already his ("Hi. You're my girlfriend. Any questions?"), but she did have a slight tendency to freak out. He was pretty new to this himself, but Jack knew that Freaking Out wasn't the best way to transition into Making Out, so he had to handle this carefully.

He was grateful that they were back on the same page with the whole "touching" thing, though—even though he might never, ever get over the humiliation that was breakfast. If Queen Anna hadn't stopped Elsa from her verbal tirade (BLESS that girl), Jack would have probably excused himself for a quick jaunt down to Antarctica, where he could have blasted himself a gigantic mountain of ice, crawled underneath it, and then shriveled up into a ball of mortification to maybe just stayed there until he died.

So… forever. Basically.

King Kristoff, thankfully, had been merciful. After the girls had gone out into the hallway—and a long, painful silence—Jack Frost had hesitantly lifted his head from his arms.

Well? he'd mumbled.

Kristoff had raised his eyebrows. Well—what?

Jack had miserably raised his eyebrows back.

Have anything to add? he'd groaned.

To Jack's great astonishment and relief, Elsa's brother-in-law had—at this point—casually picked up a scone, leaning onto his elbow and biting into the pastry with a shrug.

Nope, he'd chuckled.

And that was that.

By Manny, Jack was starting to love this guy.

The door was thunking open again, and Jack turned around to see Elsa's head councilman, Rolf, come into the room. Stepping to the side as a young man in his early twenties followed him through the doors, Rolf drew himself up.

"PRINCE JORN OF VJORBRING," he announced.

As the prince came to a stop and looked up, his eyes bulged.

Jack restrained from a snort, watching as the young man's mouth fell open in shock, his previously regal demeanor suddenly replaced by stunned horror. Like a deer in the headlights, he froze, his gaze flickering about the spikes and blasts of snow. Queen Elsa, meanwhile, was perfectly at ease, sitting in her terrifying throne of icicles and acting as if this were perfectly normal. Because, of course she was.

The resounding clunk of the door closing resounded through the room once again, and Jack readjusted his feet on the top of the staff, tearing his eyes away from his Snow Queen to see that Rolf had left the room. Good riddance. But, Jack didn't care enough about the meddling jerk to give him more than a single moment of thought.

No—perched with his toes curled around the curved top of his staff with the best view in the throne room, Jack had a feeling that the real fun was about to begin.

Glancing back towards the doors, Elsa's suitor swallowed hard. Chewing nervously on his lip, his hands trembling, he then slowly turned back around to face her.

"Queen Elsa?" he squeaked.

The Snow Queen raised her eyebrows.

Sitting slightly forward in the throne, Elsa uncrossed her legs, the chains of icicles on her skirt clacking against each other as she did. Flicking her hand to the side, she then casually re-crossed her legs in the other direction, drawing herself up.

"Prince Jorn?" she responded dismissively.

Jack looked back to the suitor, who was struggling to swallow. The prince of Vjorbring looked to be about Elsa's age, but his nervousness made him appear younger.

Pulling in his breath, the prince drew himself up, reaching up to quickly poke his crown back into place on his slick blonde hair. He cleared his throat.

"Queen Elsa," he started again, speaking quickly like he was stumbling over a hastily-prepared speech, "It is an honor to stand before you. I have heard great things about Arendelle and its leader. The increase in trade from other kingdoms in recent months is especially impressive. If we were to wed, I think both of our kingdoms would benefit from th—"

"—What are your views on capital punishment?" Elsa asked suddenly.

Prince Jorn stopped.

"I—um," he stammered, "It—what?"

"Capital punishment."

The young prince of Vjorbring visibly fumbled, struggling to change gears. His eyes wide, he opened his mouth to speak just as the Snow Queen started talking again.

"You know," she prompted, shifting on the throne of spikes. "The death penalty? What's your take."

Jack Frost's eyes widened. Uh... OKAY. Wow.

THAT took a different turn than I was expecting.

Shifting on his toes again, still perching on the curved top of the shepherd's crook, Jack looked back to Elsa. Settled back comfortably into the throne of spikes, she was smiling sweetly at the suitor, a maniacal glint in her eye as she waited for his response.

"Well—uh," the prince stammered awkwardly, his crown slipping forward an inch on his hair, "I—I th-think it depends on the situation. The crime. Or—you know. I mean, if the situation calls for it, it sometimes might be necessary to—"

"—Oh, no. That's not what I meant," Elsa interrupted. "What I really want to know is whether or not you think a simple death is too—merciful?"

Shing!

A long, crystalline dagger of ice suddenly materialized in her hand, and the prince's eyes bulged. Raising her eyebrows, the Snow Queen stood from her throne, taking a step forward on the platform.

"M-merciful?" the prince stammered.

"Well—obviously. I mean, compared to other methods of punishment," Elsa responded, looking down and dramatically beginning to stroke the dagger. "You know—prolonged imprisonment? Forced labor? Psychological tactics?"

She paused, her fingers stilling on the crystalline ice dagger. Lifting its blade to her lips, Elsa's left eyebrow twitched as she slowly looked back up into the prince's eyes.

"Torture?" she whispered.

The suitor's eyes bulged.

"T-Torture?" he squeaked, making Jack snap his head back around to look. Seeing the prince's expression, Jack snorted, clapping his hand over his mouth.

"Oh, yes! Naturally," the Snow Queen cooed, not distracted from her performance as she flipped the dagger over, using its sharp tip to pick at her teeth. "You know… thumbscrews… the rack…? Do you have a favorite method?"

The suitor swallowed hard.

"No?" he squeaked, stumbling a step back.

"Oh, that's a shame. I do."

With a flick of her opposite hand, Elsa disintegrated the dagger into the air, pulling the shimmering mist across her body as a long, sparkling thread. Letting the snowflakes float aimlessly down to her feet, she then raised her eyebrows.

"I like… ice," she breathed.

Jack's eyes bulged as Elsa's twitched her head to the side, contorting her face into a dazed, maniacal grin. Her eyes terrifyingly vacant as she smiled at the man, she then suddenly widened them even further.

"All they're doing is standing there, and then—oh. Look," Elsa said, gesturing to the spikes of ice stretching towards them from all around the room. "They've been IMPALED."

And she giggled.

Despite knowing that it was all just an act, Jack Frost felt himself instinctively cringe, suddenly gripped by the urge to leap into the air and fly out the closest window that he could find. Elsa's suitor visibly shuddered.

"I—erm," the prince stammered, awkwardly stumbling back again, "I think—it—um, thank you for seeing me."

She stuck out her lip in dramatic disappointment. "But we haven't even begun to discuss impalement!"

"I know, but—it—I'm sorry," the suitor squeaked, helplessly starting to back away from her, "But I just don't think that I can—uh—my kingdom needs me!"

The prince of Vjorbring turned and sprinted for the doors, grasping the handles and flinging them open. Without a word, he ran out into the hallway beyond them, and they heavily swung shut.

BOOM.

The maniacal façade vanishing from her expression, the Fifth Spirit suddenly buckled over with giggles, her angelic laughter ringing through the throne room once again. Clapping her hands over her mouth, she looked to Jack, the twisted expression swept away as her face softened back into its natural, adorable smile.

Jack exhaled in relief.

"Mother. Of NORTH!" he gasped, laughing breathlessly as Elsa blushed, "Where did THAT come from?!"

The elegant Snow Queen giggled self-consciously, pulling her hands down from her face. "Do you think he got the message?"

"To run for his life? Oh, I dunno, Snowflake; you think?!"

They both buckled over laughing again. Straightening up, Jack ruffled his fingers through his hair.

"I thought you said you were a bad actress?" he chuckled.

"I would hardly call 'giving voice to all of humanity's worst impulses' ACTING."

"Agree to disagree."

She blushed, rolling her eyes with a breathy laugh. "I just feel so bad for him," the Fifth Spirit admitted, glancing at the door, "But I have to—I'm not getting shut out of my own Council. And, if they think they're just going to tie me down in Arendelle, so I can—can steal Anna's throne, and give it to some random stranger—! There's way too much at stake, and too many people at stake, and—well, they're NOT."

"Remind me not to get on your bad side…"

Elsa laughed self-consciously again, smoothing a stray hair back up onto her ice-covered spike. Before Jack could say anything more, however, the doors were opening.

The Ice Powers Girl jumped, spinning around just as Rolf, followed closely by an older man, strode into the room.

"Oh! WELCOME!" she exclaimed dramatically, whipping around and launching herself back into the performance, "DO come in! Come! Come COURT the Evil Queen, if you DARE!"

Suddenly noticing the violent, ice-blasted state of the throne room, the next suitor froze in his tracks, his mouth falling open with shock. As he glanced around the space—his eyes bulging with horror, just like the last—Rolf cleared his throat.

"Uh… Prince Dane of Allevals," Rolf announced half-heartedly.

Throwing a sympathetic look at the other man—and then a glare at Elsa—Rolf nodded curtly, turning and stiffly walking back out of the room.

BOOM.

The doors were closed behind him.

Elsa raised her eyebrows, clasping her hands together and sweeping forward down the central carpet towards the suitor. Glancing around himself in terror—and visibly wincing—the prince of Allevals nervously cleared his throat.

"Uh," he squeaked, "Thank—th-thank you for—uh, for seeing me? Queen Elsa?"

She smiled coldly, coming to a stop.

"Are you going to make it worth my time?" she threatened.

Jack felt a shiver run down his spine as Elsa clicked her teeth together, her left eyebrow twitching upwards like a taunt. Her gaze was so intense that it seemed to be boring holes into Prince Dane's skull, rendering him helpless as he stood, paralyzed with fright, in the center of the throne room.

Sweet MANNY.

Who in the BLIZZARDS had taught her to be so TERRIFYING?

The Snow Queen, launching into performance once again, sniffed loudly, picking up the edge of her capelet. She then spun around, the chains of icicles on her dress clanking against each other as she began to stalk away from him.

"The last man that came in here was an absolute BORE," Elsa called out over her shoulder, not looking back to him as she flounced up to the throne. "You're not going to BORE me, are you, Prince… ?"

Her voice trailed off.

"Dane," the prince stammered, "Uh, P-Prince Dane. Of Allevals."

Shing!

The Ice Powers Girl swept her hand through the air, materializing herself an enormous scepter out of ice and catching it as she spun around. As an enormous snowflake spiked out of its head, she then slammed the end of the scepter into the platform with a resounding boom.

Sitting down and relaxing into the ice-blasted throne, the long capelet sweeping around her feet, Elsa carelessly tossed her right leg over her left. She then looked back to the suitor with an expression of thinly-veiled contempt, deeply into character once again.

"So… Prince Dane," Elsa drawled, gesturing with the scepter. "You've come to court the Evil Snow Queen. What makes you think that you are strong enough to render her at ALL interested in you?"

Visibly gathering his courage, the prince of Allevals tried to stand up straighter. From the side of the room, perched atop his staff, Jack could see that the guy was shaking.

"I—well, yes, uh, your majesty," he stammered, "It—Queen Elsa, I've heard many stories of your power, but I, uh, I didn't realize it was quite so—"

"—Come closer," she interrupted.

CREAK!

The prince yelped in shock as the spindly chair of ice suddenly shot up out of the ground beneath him, knocking him off of his feet to fall back into its jagged array of spikes. An instant later, Elsa snapped her hands upwards, and the crystalline ice-chair shot forward across the frozen carpet, zipping the terrified suitor right up to the throne platform.

Planting the end of the scepter into the ground, the Snow Queen pushed herself up from the throne, dramatically sweeping forward and lilting down the steps.

"I told you not to BORE me," she gritted threateningly.

Jack looked back to see the prince visibly cringe into the chair, ready to release an actual whimper. Her capelet billowing behind her, Elsa strode confidently up to the ice chair, her expression maniacal as she raised her crystalline scepter into the air.

"My LAST suitor and I were just talking about TORTURE methods!" she cackled.

CRASH!

Elsa threw the scepter onto the ground, and it shattered, shards of ice flying across the carpet in every direction. The suitor yelped, and Jack's eyes bulged once again as his Ice Powers Girl suddenly hitched up her skirt, placing one of her spiked, icy high heels on the chair by the prince's knee. The chains of icicles clacked against each other as Elsa moved, and the prince's eyes bulged, cringing away from her in terror.

Seductively bending over the man, she delicately reached her hand forward to the prince's face. Slipping her fingers down onto his neck, she then moved them underneath his chin, jerking it upwards and forcing him to look into her eyes.

Elsa smirked.

"After all," she whispered dramatically, the skirt falling open across her slender leg. "Did you not come to court the Evil Snow Queen?"

Jack Frost felt his mouth go dry.

Watching in dumbfounded shock from the side of the room, sitting on top of his shepherd's crook, he blushed. She was practically crawling on this guy. Dropping his head forward to stare at the ground, he bit his lip, rubbing the back of his neck. It was—that—how was this so—?!

Where was she even GETTING this from?

Looking back up to his Snow Queen, Jack groaned inwardly, hardly even hearing what she was saying to the cringing suitor as the skirt shifted even higher onto her thigh. Just—she clearly had no idea. Elsa never seemed to have ANY idea, how much it—but she—the way she was seductively leaning over the guy like that, just GAZING intensely into his eyes, and—!

Giving up and hopping down from his perch on the shepherd's crook, Jack swallowed hard, feeling heat rushing to his face. As he turned away, contemplating the merits of spending the remainder of the audience curled up into a ball on the nearest couch, he found himself mentally running through a list of the Ice Alliance's current combined accomplishments.

Elsa having fun: Check.

Freaked-out suitor, who was definitely not coming back: Check.

Yet ANOTHER Ice-Powers-Girl-related fantasy, that he had to actively restrain from thinking about: Double-Check.

Jack squeezed his eyes shut.

Make that Triple-Check.

Clenching the shepherd's crook so hard his knuckles turned white, Jack sucked in his breath, watching as the slit of her skirt shifted up her leg again. Because… whoa. There. Ma'am. Hi.

Deciding against the couch, Jack spun around and leaned back against the wall, casually wrapping his right leg around the shepherd's crook, the top of it resting on the wallpaper above his shoulder. He looked up just as the Snow Queen shifted on her feet, the long slit of her skirt falling back over her leg as she leaned over the terrified prince. She was probably grilling him about politics or something. Jack had lost track of the conversation, but OOOOooooooooh, what he wouldn't give to be in that CHAIR

I can't help but notice that you're REALLY fun, Jack thought, struggling to swallow as Elsa straightened up in his peripheral vision, beginning to seductively walk in a slow circle around the chair like a lioness circling its prey. And that you seem to like me.

I think.

Uh.

SO.

Can we please just get married and have fun now?

Jack squeezed his eyes shut, giving his head a violent shake and pressing the staff against his forehead. This wasn't—not—gaugh. He was NOT into this.

He was NOT into this.

Like he was in pain, Jack gave his head a hard shake. THIS picture, this, was NEVER leaving his brain. Normally, he wouldn't have minded it, but the problem with being best friends with the Sandman was that Jack knew he was going to have a hard time not dreaming about certain things, that he DEFINITELY didn't want Sandy knowing about.

Eh, heh.

"Jack?"

"AUGH!"

Jack jolted, fumbling his staff and then catching it, gasping for breath. The suitor suddenly gone, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest was suddenly standing in from of him again, her eyes soft with concern.

"Are you—um," Elsa whispered, "Are you okay? You look—a little freaked out."

"OH! Yeah," Jack stammered, his heart pounding, "I—I'm fine. Where'd the guy go?"

"He—left."

Got it.

Jack looked down to his feet, starting to spin the staff on the carpet. WOW.

So maybe I got a little distracted.

"Do you—um," the Ice Powers Girl asked suddenly, making him look up, "Did you think it was too much, or…?"

"What? No! No, no, no, no, no. Not at all."

Feeling himself relaxing again, drowning in his Elsa's beautiful smile, Jack let out his breath, pushing himself off from the wall. He glanced to the doors.

"I just—um," he admitted, "It—I'm just really glad to know the real you. You know?"

"Oh…" she smiled shyly. "I—thanks. I—me too."

Jack grinned, proud of his Ice Powers Girl for the fact that she could own these guys, and also relieved that the Real Elsa was back. You know—the kind, empathetic, adorable one, who WASN'T into torture?

Nodding to herself, Elsa let out her breath. "I never thought that I could—um, freak them out, like this," she admitted, "But I—I think I can actually handle these stupid men!"

"Yeah! But—uh—you know," Jack suggested, his voice a squeak, "If you wanted to, you could maybe handle them slightly less—"

"—Oh! I just had an idea!"

Her face lighting up, Elsa spun away from him. Sweeping her hands forward to the throne platform, the Snow Queen cackled, two enormous, grotesque statues exploding into being in front of the throne. As the snow flurries settled, Jack realized what they were.

Gargoyles.

"Uh…" Jack said. "Wow. You should maybe not bring those things to life."

Nodding at the crystalline, snarling lion-snake hybrids, Elsa laughed.

"I think they add something," she chuckled slyly.

"Something…"

Ch-CHUNK!

The sound of the doors opening made them both jump, and Elsa whirled around and frantically sat down on her throne. Her icy capelet spread out across the floor, Jack Frost bounced into the air, silently flying back to his watching point from the side of the room as Rolf and another man strode in.

Coming to a stop as the suitor froze, horrified just last the previous two, Rolf sighed.

"Representing King Filip of Lorrs," he announced, "The Duke of Lorrs."

Jack smirked, flipping his staff over his wrist and sitting down on it as Rolf threw another helpless death glare at the Snow Queen, who was—like before—casually lounged back in her throne of icicles, looking bored and maniacal all at the same time. Just as he was about to leave, Rolf's gaze snagged on the enormous gargoyles, and his eyes bulged.

Jack Frost watched as Rolf's gaze locked with Elsa's, his eyes lighting up with fury again. Shrugging, the Snow Queen of Arendelle lifted a single, taunting eyebrow at him.

Problem? Her expression asked.

Rolf's grip clenched on the clipboard. Without another word, he then turned and stomped from the room, passing through the open doors.

BOOM.

Suddenly realizing that they were alone, the duke of Lorrs nervously reached up to his jacket. Pulling a notecard from his left pocket—most likely a prepared speech, written for his king—his eyes darted frantically around the room, from the spikes, to the gargoyles, to the blasts of snow covering every surface in sight. Swallowing hard, he hesitantly looked up to the Snow Queen, who was relaxing back into her throne of icicles, flanked by ice-gargoyles and wearing a taunting, smug expression on her face once again.

A long, hard silence fell over the room.

"Well!" Elsa hissed. "I certainly hope your blood is thicker than the LAST one's."

The duke's face went pale.

Whipping around, he sprinted the doors, frantically yanking them open and lurching from the room without a word.

BOOM.

As the sounds of men yelling at each other started up from the other side of the door, Elsa and Jack burst out laughing, gasping and buckling over and staring into each other's eyes in triumph. Sidestepping the nearest gargoyle, Jack Frost raised his eyebrows, grinning at his Ice Powers Girl in adoration.

"Lioness," he laughed, gasping as he gestured to her and then the door, "Housecat. You're getting the hang of this, Snowflake."

The Fifth Spirit blushed, smoothing her hair up against the spike and glancing down self-consciously. "I hope I don't have to keep doing it for long, though," she admitted. "I don't want people to fear me."

"I can understand that. But just remember: they struck firs—"

BANG!

Elsa and Jack jumped, whipping around as the doors crashed open. An instant later, a livid Rolf stomped into the room, gripping his clipboard in fury.

"QUEEN ELSA!" he bellowed.

Jack glanced back to his Ice Powers Girl as she calmly drew herself up, turning to her head councilman. She looked to him innocently.

"Yes, Rolf?" she asked. "Whatever is the matter?"

"What's the matter?" Rolf sputtered, his face turning purple, "What's the MATTER?! HOW DARE YOU SIT THERE, AND PRETEND TO NOT KNOW WHAT'S THE MATTER!"

A tiny hint of a smirk on the edge of her lips, Queen Elsa lifted a single eyebrow.

"Well," she drawled, "I certainly can't do anything to help you, if you're going to be so emotional about it."

Jack Frost snorted.

Stunned from the accusation, Rolf opened his mouth to snap back, but no sound came out. Gripping the clipboard, he glared.

"It's bad enough," Rolf snarled, "The way you've been meddling with everything! There are—rules! Standards! A lot of very powerful people, you've angered here!"

"And what standards might those be, Rolf?"

Queen Elsa interlaced her fingers, relaxing her body back into the throne of spikes as her gaze intensified. Standing invisibly next to her on the throne platform, Jack Frost recognized this as Elsa's political Game Face.

Go get 'im, Snowflake.

"Well, it—you—!" Rolf stammered, "You must find a king! It—it is how things are done! You can't run a kingdom without a king!"

"And yet… here I am," Elsa said icily, gesturing to the room. "Running it."

Rolf's teeth clicked together in aggravation. "Speaking for the Royal Council, we don't know where all of this sudden arrogance is coming from," he gritted, shaking his finger at her like a club, "But we do NOT approve of it, young lady! We all watched you shrug off your responsibilities to have your little VACATION in the forest last year, and now that you have a crown back on your head, it's like you suddenly think that a twenty-three-year-old FEMALE is more capable than an entire BOARD of—!"

Elsa stiffened, and Jack's fingers clenched on the staff.

Rolf snapped his mouth shut. As he glanced down to the carpet in frustration—his cheeks flushing crimson—the Snow Queen forced herself to relax again, her eyes boring holes into his skull.

"Would you like to repeat that?" she said coldly.

Rolf didn't respond.

Leaning forward slightly in the throne, Elsa twitched an eyebrow upwards at her head councilman in warning.

"Need I remind you that I am your queen?" she enunciated threateningly.

Letting out his breath, Jack watched as Elsa's head councilman squeezed his eyes shut. Carefully measuring his words—but not looking into her gaze—he set his jaw.

"The Council—we have done—everything," he groaned, angrily glaring at the floor, "To assure that this would go well. We made the arrangements, we came up with the explanations, we cleared your schedule, and—well, we don't think you're being very appreciative of the fact that we've done all of this, for you! To get these suitors here for you!"

Oh, now this is all ELSA'S fault? Jack thought.

"While I appreciate your—great effort, Rolf," she replied, her voice dangerously soft, "I must admit, that I'm having a rather hard time being grateful the fact that you've found these—suitors for me. Oddly enough, I don't seem to recall asking for them."

"And then—and then, they walk in and they—you've—!"

Elsa raised her eyebrows. Sucking in his breath, Rolf gestured to the room with the clipboard.

"They see THIS," he choked helplessly, "And it—how—WHY would—?!"

Her eyes narrowed. "What are you implying?"

For a long moment, the Snow Queen's head councilman looked completely at a loss for words. Struggling to gather his thoughts, his face contorted, he then broke, the words then bursting from his mouth:

"Queen Elsa," he stammered, his voice getting louder, "I do believe that you are intentionally SCARING THEM OFF!"

Jack Frost smirked.

You don't say.

"Why, RoooooOOOOOOoooolf," Elsa chuckled, settling back into the ice-blasted throne and crossing her legs, "I haven't the FAINTEST idea what you're talking about."

Elsa's Head Councilman was now trembling with fury. "This is INCREDIBLY childish of you!"

"What is, now?"

The Snow Queen smoothed the front of her dress, batting her eyelashes. Rolf glowered.

"Queen Elsa, you promised The Council that you would consider them!" he spat.

"Oh, I am, Rolf! I am," Elsa said dramatically. "But is it my fault, if they won't consider me? Why, I'm doing the best I can to show them my—well, my very attractive sense of power."

"But—!"

Jack grinned and hopped down from his staff as Elsa's Head Councilman cut himself off, balling his hands into fists and staring at the floor, visibly struggling to contain his indignation. Pressing his lips together, his entire body rigid, Rolf then slowly inhaled, his nostrils flaring. Glancing around the room, to the aches and icicles and jagged blasts of snow, Rolf's frustrated gaze finally—and helplessly—fell onto Elsa once again.

"Are the gargoyles—really—necessary?" he choked.

Elsa drew herself up, looking lovingly to the grotesque lion-snake.

"I think they're regal," she sighed happily.

And Jack lost it.

Crumbling into hysterical, gasping snorts of laughter, the Spirit of Winter sank down against his staff, clapping his hand over his mouth and trying to stop. His eyes tearing up as he laughed and laughed, gasping for breath, he looked back up to realize that Elsa was suddenly struggling to keep a straight face as well, sitting tall on her throne of icicles as Rolf angrily berated her, his voice drowned out in Jack's ears from his guffaws and snorts.

"This isn't something to be taken LIGHTLY!" Rolf was sputtering, his eyes murderous at Elsa's tiny smile, "If none of these suitors work out, it will be at least another month before we could even consider getting more to come!"

"By which time I will potentially be finishing up the bulk of my work in Arendelle, and preparing to return to the Enchanted Forest anyway."

His jaw ticked. "Your majesty," he gritted, "We have DISCUSSED this little fantasy of yours! If any of the suitors were to find out that you were still holding on to these silly ideas, they wouldn't even be willing to consider you, and—"

"—And the single reinstated Queen of Arendelle will be able to return to her regular duties running the kingdom, alone," Elsa enunciated. "And. Free."

Suddenly back in complete control of herself as Jack quieted down, she smiled coldly.

Rolf glared.

"Queen Elsa," Rolf sneered, "You have no idea what you're doing. Unless to intend to regret—"

"—I think I know perfectly well, thank you."

"Your Majesty, you cannot fix all of society's problems by questioning every construct it has in place!"

His eyebrows lifting, Jack Frost looked back up to Elsa, who had suddenly tensed up. A moment later—carefully gathering her thoughts—he watched as the Snow Queen let out her breath.

"Perhaps not," she replied softly. "But it's an awfully good place to start, don't you think?"

Jack's heart swelled with pride.

She's magnificent.

Standing rigidly in front of her, Rolf—for the first time, it seemed—had absolutely nothing to say. In what could only be described as agony, he pressed his teeth together, staring down at his shoes in defeat.

"With all due respect, Rolf," Elsa asked, breaking the silence and making her Head Councilman jump, "Do you intend to send in this—last suitor?"

Rolf's cheeks flushed bright red.

Without a word, he gripped his clipboard and spun around, stalking for the doors. Grasping the left handle, he then pulled it back, allowing a tall, athletic-looking man in his late twenties to enter.

"PRINCE FREDERIK OF KINGSLEY," Rolf announced determinately.

And he stomped through the doors back out into the hallway.

BOOM.

The doors were closed.

His eyebrows lifting in interest, Prince Frederik clasped his hands behind his back, considering the room. Watching the scene, Jack instantly concluded that this guy was too calm—he must have been warned, about the state of the throne room.

But—yeah, whatever. Jack knew that his Elsa would take care of that.

"COME TO COURT THE EVIL QUEEN?!" she demanded, as if on cue, smirking and sitting forward in her throne.

Prince Frederik didn't respond.

Jack watched as the prince pushed a curl back from his face, his deep, honey-colored eyes sharp with focus like he was simultaneously absorbing and analyzing every detail of his surroundings. Although his suit was immaculate, it was abnormally modest for someone of his rank. The Prince of Kingsley wore a single burgundy vest and cravat over his ivory shirt, sporting no ornamentation except for a small red pin on the left lapel of his jacket. Even the small crown set amongst his brown curls was jarringly simple, without a single jewel or swirl of engraving.

"WELL?" Queen Elsa taunted again, dramatically sweeping her hand forward in the gesture, "WHY THE SILENCE, suitor? Did you not come to court the Evil Snow Queen of Arendelle? Am I not what you expected?"

But the prince still didn't speak.

Jack's brow furrowed in confusion as the prince clasped his hands behind his back, walking forward into the room and continuing to scan the arches and blasts of snow. Saying nothing, he calmly began to approach the throne.

Jack looked back to Elsa, his breath catching as he realized that her body had suddenly gone rigid. Fighting it, she drew herself up.

"SPEAK!" Elsa shrieked.

The Prince of Kingsley paused, coming to a halt and meeting her gaze. He raised his eyebrows.

"No," he said simply.

Elsa's eyes bulged.

"What do you mean, NO?!" she demanded, her cheeks flushing with anger. "I am THE QUEEN! You WILL answer me!"

"Forgive me, your majesty. I meant, No, you are not what I expected."

Elsa snapped her mouth shut. An instant later, Jack Frost felt his stomach clench with horror.

Smile gone.

Hopping down from his staff and snatching it from the air, Jack walked towards her, throwing a death glare at the suitor. He was beginning to sweep his hand through the air to conjure some fun magic when he saw the Ice Powers Girl's eyes flicker to his own.

She gave her head a tiny, almost indistinguishable shake. Jack nodded, disintegrating the snowflake and stepping back as Elsa drew herself up again, the teasing smirk on her features once again.

"I am not?" she taunted, dramatically rising from her throne, "Why? What did you expect? I am the EVIL SNOW QUEEN!"

CRACK!

She flung her arms upward, a shot of ice blasting into the air and splintering apart, shattering into a rain of shards all around her.

THERE'S that smile!

Jack's heart leapt as the Ice Powers Girl cackled maniacally and swept her swept her capelet back, launching into the performance once again. Taking the cue, he bounced into the air, flipping the staff over his wrist and shooting up to the ceiling.

BOOM!

A crash of thunder rang through the throne room as the wind picked up, beginning to whip around the prince below at Jack's command. Elsa, the capelet suddenly tearing behind her as she swept her arms forward, drew in her breath.

"I AM THE SNOW QUEEN OF ARENDELLE!" she shrieked over the wind, blasting ice out of both of her arms with another ear-splitting crack as she swept forward, "AND ALL WILL BOW BEFORE ME!"

His heart soaring as he threw his staff forward, Jack swept another cloud into existence, his hair whipping as the rushing of wind filled his ears.

"I AM THE GREAT DESTROYING STORM!" Elsa screamed maniacally, her capelet flying out behind her in the growing indoor storm, "I AM THE FREEZING WIND, AND THE BLIZZARD OF THE ETERNAL WINTER! BOW, BEFORE THE POWERS OF ICE AND SNOW, FOR—for—?"

As Elsa's voice trailed off, Jack realized that someone—was laughing.

Looking down in confusion, Jack's eyes widened in blank shock as his gaze fell onto the prince, who was standing in the center of the room, quietly chuckling into his hand. Jack looked back to Elsa, and their gaze locked, her suddenly terrified expression making his stomach twist.

"Forgive me," Prince Frederik laughed softly, "Your majesty, but it—this is an impressive display."

As if he couldn't help himself, the prince smiled, a glimpse of his glisteningly-white teeth visible for a fraction of a second. Clearing his throat, he then nodded, drawing himself up and trying to keep a straight face.

"I'm sorry," he apologized, clearly restraining from smiling again. "Please continue, Queen Elsa."

Silently lighting down onto the carpet, Jack silently ran up to Elsa, anxious to make sure his Ice Powers Girl was okay. Her gaze darted to his once again, a flash of panic behind her beautiful eyes.

"Di—Display?" she stammered, looking back to the prince, "I—what do you mean?"

"I mean nothing at all, your majesty."

As the edges of his mouth started to curve upwards again, Prince Frederik's honey-colored eyes were glinting with what was clearly the attempt to suppress another amused smile. With his grip tightening on the staff, the Fifth Guardian's eyes narrowed in fury.

This guy.

"Do you think this is funny?" Elsa seethed.

The prince raised his eyebrows.

"In a way," he admitted.

"So, you're—you're not at all afraid of me?"

Prince Frederik considered this question for a moment, glancing to his feet. Drawing himself up, he then looked back into Elsa's eyes, his innocent expression completely sincere.

"Why would I be?" he asked.

Elsa's eyes bulged.

"Because—because," she gritted, stumbling a tiny step forward, "Be—because I am the EVIL SNOW QUEEN!"

Just as flabbergasted as she was, Jack whipped back around to the suitor, his eyes wide as he stared in disbelief at the young man that was still standing in the middle of the throne room, as calm as a pool of still water. Prince Frederik didn't say anything more, looking down to his feet with another badly-restrained smile. Jack looked back to his Ice Powers Girl for direction, only to find that—rigidly standing on the throne platform—she had seen Prince Frederik's smile, too.

Her teeth clicking together, Elsa set her jaw, whisking her capelet forward as she turned away from him.

"I don't believe this!" she snapped.

Striding across the platform to the ice-blasted throne, Elsa drew herself up, glaring down her nose at him as she settled herself into the spikes. Watching her, Prince Frederik raised his eyebrows once again.

"And, I don't believe you," he said softly.

Elsa stiffened.

"What?" she demanded.

Jack's grip on the staff tightened as he looked back to the suitor.

"You've told me that you are the Evil Queen," Prince Frederik repeated. "Therefore: I don't believe you."

Looking away from him, Elsa uncomfortably shifted on her hips on the throne. Pressing her lips together, she looked back up. "Why not?"

"Research."

Jack's heart leapt into his throat at the word.

"What kind of—research?" Elsa asked slowly.

Clasping his hands behind his back, the crown prince of Kingsley nodded. He then began—once again—to approach the throne platform, walking slowly forward as he spoke.

"If the newspapers aren't lying, your majesty," he said, his eyebrow twitching, "It would appear that the famous Snow Queen of Arendelle is a reformer. She sees things that need to be done, and she does them. What's more than that, though, is that, in the midst of the political wars, she is kind. Every battle she's fought, every reform she's forced through, every law, every treaty, every trade agreement; all have been done with the good of her people as the highest priority. And often, at great personal sacrifice. If the headlines regarding a certain—magical—excursion to save Arendelle last year hold an ounce of truth, it appears that she was even willing to sacrifice her own crown."

Elsa's face had gone pale, her mouth hanging slightly open in shock. The prince let out his breath, walking up to the throne and staring directly into her eyes.

"So… when I say, I don't believe you," he stated emotionlessly, "It's because everything in this room; the gargoyles, the icicles, the spiked crown on your head… it's all a front, your majesty. If I may be so bold. You obviously don't want to be here, and you are clearly, certainly, not an Evil Queen."

He was now standing directly in front of her. Jack watched in shock as the prince leaned slightly in towards Elsa on the platform.

"Arendelle doesn't have one," Prince Frederik whispered.

A long, stunned silence fell over the room.

Straightening up, Prince Frederik stepped back from the platform, gazing deeply into Elsa's eyes as he waited for her to respond. Still sitting in the midst of her ice-blasted, menacing throne, the young queen was frozen with shock, her mouth hanging open in what could only be described as dumbfounded disbelief.

"Also," Prince Frederik added, making Jack snap back into focus as he casually gestured to the door, a hint of a smile tugging at the edge of his mouth once again, "There's the matter of that enormous portrait of Queen Elsa I saw on the way in. It's very beautiful; we could go out into the hallway and I could show it to you."

Jack's breath caught.

He. Did. NOT.

Whipping his head back to look at the suitor, Jack Frost's eyes narrowed with fury. The Ice Power's Girl's face flushed beet red to the comment, and all the—it—and he—!

His heart started pounding, and Jack could practically feel his blood boiling beneath his skin as his gaze remained on the suitor.

NO.

Tossing his staff into his opposite hand, Jack set his jaw, beginning to stomp across the throne room for the table with the vase.

"If you would prefer me to go, however," Prince Frederik continued, beginning to turn for the doors as Jack reached for the vase, "Then, I'll leave you alone. If that's what you desire. If it's what you wish, I'll order my men to prepare the ship for returning to my kingdom. Thank you for making the time to see me, Queen El—"

"—WAIT!"

Both men froze.

His fingers curled around the vase, Jack Frost looked up to realize that the Fifth Spirit had suddenly stood up, her hand outstretched in the air like she was trying to stop someone. But her eyes were darting back and forth between Prince Frederik's, and his own.

The plea had been meant for both of them.

His forehead crinkling in confusion, Jack turned his palms up, shrugging defensively.

WHAT? he mouthed at her.

Elsa's eyes were wide with silent pleading, staring into his own from across the room. She gave her head a tiny, almost indistinguishable shake again.

Oh, COME ON!

"Wait," Elsa repeated shakily. "Please."

Pressing his lips together, Jack Frost reluctantly stepped back from the vase, sighing and looking to Elsa for approval. She visibly relaxed, looking back to her suitor. Jack did as well, looking to Prince Frederik with a significantly more threatening glare. If his Ice Powers Girl wanted him to refrain from taking this guy out, then refrain he would.

But he'd better not make her blush again.

"Your Majesty?" Prince Frederik prompted, taking a tiny step towards her. "Are you alright?"

"Yes. It's just—the—!"

Elsa stopped talking, her cheeks flushing as she snapped her mouth shut.

Prince Frederik said nothing, waiting politely for the Snow Queen to pull herself together. Closing her eyes—and then opening them again—Elsa carefully drew in her breath.

"The portrait…" she started quietly.

She raised her eyebrows in the question.

"I remembered the painting the moment I walked in and saw—this," Prince Frederik admitted, glancing to the room. "There's—a discrepancy."

"Yes, I know, it's just that you—but—I mean, none of the others seemed to even question, or—!"

She cut herself off again.

"You—noticed," Elsa whispered.

Watching the scene from the side of the platform, Jack Frost's muscles went rigid. His fingers clenching on the staff, his blood ran cold, his mind suddenly reeling in jealous confusion.

Why waswhy was she looking at him like that?

To this, Prince Frederik smiled. Shrugging, he took a step towards the throne platform again.

"Queen Elsa… in my own kingdom, I am expected to take the throne within a year," he said softly. "So, for as far as my people are concerned, I consider it my personal responsibility to make the most politically advantageous marriage that I can. With all due respect, did you really think that I was going to come court the reinstated Snow Queen of Arendelle, without the FAINTEST idea of who she was?"

Elsa's eyes widened.

Clasping her hands together in front of her skirt, the Snow Queen was suddenly the picture of composure, every muscle in her body held with perfect, practiced control. Her eyes narrowed slightly, and she considered the prince, measuring her words carefully.

"Taxation," she decided.

A wave of confusion swept over his face. "I beg your pardon?"

"You researched me," Elsa stated emotionlessly. "Now, I'm researching you."

To this, Prince Frederik's face broke into a quiet, knowing little smile. Staring down the prince expectantly, Elsa's lips were slightly curved upwards as well.

Jack's heart started pounding.

"Taxation," Prince Frederik answered with a chuckle, "Is—complicated. More complicated than it should be."

"So, you believe it should be simplified."

"But not oversimplified."

Elsa took a step forward. "Good response. Science?"

"Funded."

"Sanitation?"

"Kept up-to-date and regulated in all highly-populated areas."

"Diplomacy?"

"Always the best path towards mutual respect and protection."

"Education?"

"Essential."

Elsa raised an eyebrow. "Education for women?"

"More essential."

She paused. "Pardon me?"

"To counteract the notion that it isn't necessary."

Elsa eyed him suspiciously. After a few moments, she drew in her breath. "And, how would it do that?"

"It's rather difficult to explain the benefits of an equalized power dynamic, to someone who has never seen it in action."

The edge of Elsa's mouth toyed with the idea of a smile.

"Fair enough," she conceded, drawing herself up as the prince nodded. "Poverty?"

"A constant battle."

"Trade?"

"Increased as much as the people desire, with necessary protections in place."

"Domestic violence?"

"Sick and wrong."

"Starvation?"

"Easy to conquer, with a little teamwork."

"War?"

"Often unnecessary for justice, and to be avoided as much as possible."

"Ice skating?"

A look of confusion swept over Prince Frederik's features. "Um… ice skating?"

"You heard me."

Jack's heart leapt into his throat, intently watching Elsa's expression. His eyes wide, Jack saw the prince's face break into a smile, his glisteningly white teeth catching the sunlight pouring in through the frost-covered windows.

"A delight," Prince Frederik said softly.

Elsa paused, her eyes narrowing slightly. Then, her face relaxed, and she closed them, reaching upwards.

Standing helplessly by the window, Jack Frost's stomach clenched in horror as she swirled her fingers above her head, the ice in her hair spiraling out from the spike into a shimmering mist.

No! Jack thought desperately.

As the Ice Powers Girl's thick blonde locks tumbled down out of the spike to fall across her shoulders, sparkling with snowflakes, she nervously took a step forward to the prince, extending her hand.

NO!

"I'm Queen Elsa," she said quietly.

Prince Frederik smiled. "I know."

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(Another) Author's Note: WAIT NO DON'T UNFOLLOW ME YET! You will forgive me in two chapters' time, I PROMISE! ;)

 

Chapter 63: Alliances

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Heyyyyy, so the last Author's Note got SO long that I just went back a few days ago and chopped out a huge chunk. Because I'm really proud of my weird little writing style that I'm using with this, though, I'm just going to put it here again, Because I Can.

Ahem. (The following chunk is copy-pasted from my last note, for lack of anywhere else to put it.)

I'm weirdly protective/proud of the writing style that I'm using for my fiction pieces because I specifically developed this style to imitate the feel of watching a movie (hence, all the "sound effects" and stuff) . In my mind, this was part of staying true to the prompt of Frozen/ROTG. I call my style "three-quarter third" because it's technically third person, but "zooms in" on individual characters' thoughts and perspectives so much that it almost feels like it's first person. This is a loose reference to the camera angles used with Jack Frost in ROTG. While I'm not counting shots from midair (like the first battle scene), if you watch carefully, you'll see that the MAJORITY of the shots used in ROTG are either:

1. Angled slightly up at The Guardians, viewing them from the height of a child,

2. A first-person view from Jack's eyes, or

3. A tight, insanely zoomed-in shot of Jack's face, which sort of gives the same effect. ("HIS EYES! NOTICE HIS EYES! WE POURED SO MUCH MONEY INTO ANIMATING THESE RIDICULOUSLY DETAILED, SPARKLING WEEPY SADBOY EYES; LOOK, THEY HAVE SNOWFLAKES IN THEM!" –DreamWorks, probably)

For contrast, most of the shots in Frozen are standard, third-person-at-the-main subjects'-height angles, with a handful of frames soaring up through Elsa's ice castle. For a squealing, fangirl observation, this happens for the first time with the lyrics "my soul is spiraling in frozen fractals all around," as Elsa builds her castle… like the castle… is an extension… of HER SOUL. (*muffled fangirl shrieking*) From there on out, sweeping shots from the castle are used (just like the Olaf-height shots) like they're an extension of Elsa's perspective . THIS MOVIE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT I CAN'T. ADQOQASDKASDJOIG. (It's like a horcrux, but— not evil!)

ANYWAY. My writing style. (*COUGHS LOUDLY*) I'm proud of it. I could go on, but I'm going to try to wrap this up. You're all amazing and fantastic, a huge THANK YOU to everybody that reviewed, and I hope you ALL have a FANTABULOUS day! :D

To Guest Reviewer "Guest" who specifically commented on the part where Jack falls through Elsa after she stops believing: I said that you'd FORGIVE me, in two chapters' time. Did I EVER say that the conflict would be resolved by then? ;)

CONTENT WARNING: Angst. SO much angst. Also, sexual innuendo, because Of Course There Is.

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63: ALLIANCES

Prince Frederik was next in line for the throne in Kingsley, kept from the crown only by his elderly grandfather, who had fallen gravely ill. While the people were still holding their collective breaths for the good king's recovery, it was expected that 28-year-old Frederik, his eldest surviving heir, would be coronated within the year.

As they had talked (with Elsa subtly melting the room back into its natural state over the course of the discussion), Elsa had discovered that the Prince of Kingsley's political views and agendas—and not to mention, his general personal philosophies—were remarkably similar to her own. If they were to wed, they would have no insignificant amount of power, from the purely political standpoint. Even after she returned to the Forest, with Prince Frederik in the family, Queen Anna would have even MORE power added to her position.

Arendelle and Kingsley would make a very powerful alliance.

The debate had flowed so freely that Elsa had hardly noticed the time passing, and after the audience had lengthened into being nearly an hour long, a very concerned-looking Rolf had entered the room, most likely to make sure that the Prince of Kingsley was still alive. Upon realizing what had happened—the blasts of ice vanished, the completely relaxed prince happy and well—Rolf's expression had shifted from anxious to smug, clearly convinced that he and his cronies has successfully rid themselves of both their meddling young queens, and their outrageous intention to actually participate in running their kingdom. With a stern raised eyebrow from Elsa, however—along with a casual mention of her political compatibility with Prince Frederik, regarding the work that she and her sister were going to CONTINUE doing in Arendelle—Rolf's smirk had faded. But his obvious relief at the fact that the Snow Queen was interested in one of her suitors remained.

Elsa would have felt resentful, but—to some extent, she felt strangely relieved, too. Against all odds, her sexist, vindictive, power-hungry and altogether lazy Royal Council had SOMEHOW managed to locate her a suitor who was actually worth considering. Even though her duties as the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest had not yet been addressed, from what she had seen of him so far, Elsa was convinced that an alliance with Prince Frederik might actually work.

Somehow, and in some way—it. Might. WORK.

As Prince Frederik had bowed and politely kissed her hand goodbye, the still visibly-exhausted but triumphant Rolf had eagerly taken him up in conversation, leading the prince from the throne room while beginning to eagerly tell him all about the castle's history and traditions. Biting the edge of her lip to keep herself from actually squealing with joy, Elsa had then spun around to where Jack was standing, eager to see his approval.

But Jack Frost was glaring at the ground, his jaw set, gripping his glowing shepherd's crook so hard that his hands were trembling. As delicate, sparkling flurries of snow fell silently around him onto the carpet, she realized with dismay that Jack's normally playful, laughing gaze was now ice-cold, his eyes steely blue as he stood, frozen, on the side of the room.

Picking up the edge of her skirt, Elsa began to run towards him just as the men were exiting the throne room. It wasn't until the enormous doors closed behind them that Jack looked up.

BOOM.

"FINALLY!" he snarled, throwing a dark glare at the door. "I thought he'd never leave."

"I'm so sorry that took so long," Elsa apologized, dropping the front of her skirt as she came up to him. "I didn't mean to make you wait."

Jack smiled coldly.

"Wasn't the waiting I had a problem with," he grumbled.

"But did you—did you see that?" Elsa exclaimed, letting out a breathy laugh, "I mean, it—Prince Frederik! He seems—smart, and—and, well! You saw that! That could work!"

Jack sucked in his breath. Shifting his fingers on the staff—and then gripping it again, even harder than before—he took a step back, not saying a thing.

Her face flushed with excitement, Elsa laughed again, smiling uncontrollably.

"That could work," she breathed, "I mean, even with my destiny in the Forest, if I could still secure Arendelle another alliance—that—that could actually WORK!"

Creak!

Elsa looked down towards the source of the sound and froze.

Glistening with a dangerous sheen, long, violent-looking spines of ice were fracturing outward over the floorboards from beneath Jack Frost's feet, stretching and crackling across the carpet. The Spirit of Winter, however, didn't move, seemingly unaware of the ominous creaking around him as he gripped his shepherd's crook, glaring intensely at his feet.

Elsa could practically feel her heart stop beating.

"Jack," she quavered, "What's going—!"

She sucked in her breath as Jack suddenly jolted back into focus, grabbing her hand and jerking her forward. She stumbled slightly, her eyes wide with confusion as he determinately pulled her after him towards the side of the room.

"Jack!" Elsa tried again, her heart pounding, "What are you—wha—"

"—We're taking our break," he snapped, dropping her hand and stomping up to the enormous window. "Does this open?"

"I don't think s—"

"—Got it!"

Elsa's eyes bulged as the glass—a window that she had never in her life seen budge an inch before—obediently swung outwards, the hinges groaning with new life as Jack's magic sparkled over them, the old rust suddenly as slick as ice. Worried at the sudden tension in his voice, Elsa took a tiny step towards him.

"Jack, is—is something wrong?" she asked hesitantly, "Is—if you're not feeling like you want to take me out anymore, you—"

"—I'm fine!"

With a gust of wind, the window started to swing shut again, and Jack flung his staff at the hinges.

CRACK!

A blast of ice shot out of the shepherd's crook and smashed into the window, sealing it into place. Pulling his staff back, the Spirit of Winter then slowly turned around to face her again.

"I mean… if you're still interested," Jack bristled, his left eyebrow twitching upwards as more flurries of snow materialized out of the air around him. "I wouldn't want to waste your time. Going out with a peasant, and all."

Elsa's eyes widened.

What?

"What on—Jack, how could you even say that?" she stammered, "You could never be a waste of time! And we had a date!"

Jack's expression seemed to harden even further. His eyes blurry, he looked down.

"Yeah," he scoffed. "I thought we had a lot of things."

She stared at him in confusion.

Clenching his hands into fists, one gripping the shepherd's crook, Jack said nothing for a few moments, like he was visibly struggling to calm down. With a curt nod, he then carefully pulled in his breath.

"But—for now," Jack gritted, speaking more to himself than to her as he walked forward, "We should go on our date."

Elsa let out a little squeak of shock as he suddenly scooped her up into his arms. "B-but where are we going?"

"ICE SKATING!"

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"I just can't believe our luck," Elsa stammered, her mind racing. "Kingsley. I mean, it's not quite as big as Arendelle, but—Kingsley! It's never even occurred to me before! All this time, I figured that all of the suitors were going to be stupid, and everything, and then—well, you saw that! Prince Frederik! A legitimately smart, respectable man. It's a miracle."

Her capelet flowing out behind her, the Fifth Spirit threw out her arms as she twirled into a spin on the frozen lake. Her heart leaping, she laughed triumphantly, coming out of the spin and glancing to Jack. He was slowly pushing himself around the edge of the ice, glaring at his feet and saying nothing.

"I mean, that could actually work!" she exclaimed in disbelief, "Even though I'll still live alone up in the Forest, I might still be able to secure that alliance for Arendelle! Which I wasn't expecting at all, but—well, it COULD work. Maybe. But maybe is a better chance than—well, even the possibility of a decent political marriage for me is a relief. Like, that Prince Frederik could even be a legitimate option. It is a relief—don't you think?"

Jack Frost didn't respond.

A new wave of confusion swept over Elsa's features. Picking up her capelet and whisking it out of her way, she skated back to him, the frosty fabric skimming across the ice as she twisted her feet to a stop.

"Jack?" she asked, the capelet sweeping lightly up to his feet. "Is—is everything okay? You've been awfully quiet."

The Guardian of Fun pressed his lips together. As he stared determinately down at his feet—watching as the sparkling capelet shifted across his skin—Jack then pulled in his breath.

"I don't think relief is the word I would have gone for," he muttered.

"What? Why not?" Elsa asked. "You of all people know how hard it is to establish a decent political marriage. I mean, we were just talking about marriage last night."

"Yeah. I remember."

Jack shifted his fingers on the staff, closing his eyes. As Elsa started to take a tiny step towards him, he suddenly jolted again, snapping his head up.

"In fact—yeah! We were talking about MARRIAGE!" Jack sputtered, letting out a bitter scoff of a laugh. "Weren't we?"

"So, an alliance with Prince Fre—"

"—And weirdly enough, I kind of thought that meant something," he interrupted, cutting her off. "And that you were already in an alliance with me."

Elsa fell silent, staring at him in shock. The Spirit of Winter's usually playful, flirty gaze had gone piercingly cold once again, his left hand clenching around the shepherd's crook.

"Jack—you can have more than one alliance," Elsa said softly, disturbed at the sudden tension in his voice. "It's better for the kingdom."

Jack pressed his lips together, carefully drawing in his breath.

"I don't think we're talking about the same kind of alliance," he muttered angrily.

"What other kinds are there?"

"What other kinds?" Jack stammered, "Oh, I dunno! Maybe like the kind I thought we had going?"

Elsa backed a step away from him. "What are you talking about?"

"Oh, I think you know what, Elsa."

She scoffed in frustration, shaking her head and crossing her arms over her chest. "I'm sorry, I'm confused."

Gripping his staff so hard that his pale knuckles turned white, Jack pressed his lips together, flurries of snow beginning to materialize out of the air above him on the frozen lake. Glancing back up into her eyes—his face falling—the Spirit of Winter then sighed.

"Of course you are," Jack muttered.

Elsa's breath caught.

Her mouth falling open, she watched in blank shock as her childhood hero turned away from her, sticking his free hand into his pocket and letting the shepherd's crook fall back onto his shoulder. The words were a knife, cold and sharp, piercing through her heart like an icicle.

An instant later, Elsa was trembling in fury. Uncrossing her arms as her eyes narrowed, she set her jaw, balling her hands into fists. Sparkling snowflakes beginning to materialize out of the air around her as well, she stepped forward.

"Excuse me—Frost," Elsa demanded coldly. "But—are you telling me that I'm stupid?"

Jack Frost froze in his tracks. He looked back towards her.

"What?" he breathed.

"Because—I am not stupid," Elsa shook, her teeth clenching together as wind started to pick up from around her feet, "I am actually extremely intelligent—I mean, you might not have noticed or anything, with all the time you've spent—TEASING me, and—and making fun of my clothes, but maybe if you actually paid an ounce of attention, you would actually SEE that!"

Jack's face went pale. "Making fun of—?"

"—Being the Fifth Spirit isn't exactly a walk in the park, you know!" Elsa sputtered, her eyes stinging as the wind whipped around her harder and harder, "And now that I'm having to be the queen again, in ADDITION to keeping the Nature Spirits from freaking out, balancing everything is even harder! I can speak seven languages, NOT including the fact that I can understand the Spirits, along with being educated in music, math, science, history, policy, and pretty much all classics and literature! AND I will have you know that Arendelle's trade has increased by three hundred percent since my initial coronation, along with the fact that my average approval ratings from my citizens are through the ROOF!"

"I—"

"—You want to know why I'm NOT spending every third day sitting in the throne room with a line of peasants out the door?" Elsa yelled over the wind, her eyes blurry as the snow swirled faster and faster, "Hearing everybody's complaints? Because I've actually DONE SOMETHING ABOUT THEM! Closing down the asylum? ME. I did that! And, located the money, for proper care for those poor people, against pretty much everything! Oh, and that literacy program? Guess who had to rewrite the tax code, to find the funding! And I'm almost done with the proposal for the housing program, in addition to the fact that I'm only BEGINNING on the research for the child abuse situation, in ADDITION to—"

"—ELSA, I DIDN'T MEAN IT LIKE THAT!"

She abruptly stopped speaking and snapped her mouth shut, roughly sucking in her breath. Her vision blurry, Elsa bit down hard on her lip, clenching her fingers into fists as she struggled to keep herself from bursting into tears.

The swirling winds began to calm, snowflakes slowing in the air as the Spirit of Winter struggled for words. With effort, he swallowed.

"Snowflake—"

Elsa stiffened.

Jack cut himself off. Ruffling his fingers through his hair, he then squeezed his eyes shut, pulling in his breath to try again.

"Elsa," he choked, pulling his hand down, "I—I didn't mean it that way. That came out wrong."

The Fifth Spirit could feel her capelet settle back onto the ice as the wind settled down, the snowflakes disappearing from the air. Fighting back the stinging in her eyes, she stared at the ground, pulling her hands in towards her stomach.

Not looking up, she could see Jack's shadow shift on the ice as he took another step forward.

"I'm sorry," he added.

Elsa didn't move.

Staring at her feet, she could practically feel the snowflakes begin to materialize out of the air above her again, silently floating down past her onto the ice. She sniffed.

"I am not stupid," she whispered.

"No."

Jack shook his head. Elsa hesitantly looked up.

"Elsa, I'm just—okay, we're both new to this," Jack tried again, sighing. "But you're really impor—I mean, our—alliance is really important to me. So, I'm worried about you. With this guy. Alright?"

"Well—I appreciate your concern. But you really shouldn't be," Elsa choked. "This isn't going to change anything about our Ice Alliance. Even if I DO end up marrying Prince Frederik, our friendship will always—what is it NOW?!"

Jack Frost had burst out laughing, shaking his head, his bitter, breathy scoffs sounding almost like sobs. For some reason, he looked—angry, as if he hated what he was hearing so much that he didn't have any other way to respond, other than to stare down at the ice like he wanted to punch a hole through it.

While, above him—it had gently started to snow once again.

"Jack, wha—what has gotten into you lately?" Elsa protested, her cheeks crimson, "I know what I'm doing! Just because I gave up my crown, it doesn't automatically mean that I've forgotten how to reign! Arendelle has entered into SIX new alliances under my rule, I will have you know. If you don't think I'm stupid—"

"—NO! No, no, no, that's not—look, you're a great queen!" Jack stammered, snapping out of it to desperately backpedal as Elsa backed away from him, "And you're smart—like, really, really smart, and I love that about you, but it's just—I—well, I thought it was pretty obvious what we—!"

He abruptly cut himself off, snapping his mouth shut before saying anything further. Closing his eyes and opening them again, he then gave his head a quick shake, his face filled with pain as he stepped up to her on the ice.

"Not everything is about politics, Elsa," Jack groaned softly. "I just—I wish you could see that. I wish you could LET yourself see that."

She shook her head, sadly staring down at the frozen lake beneath their feet. "Maybe not everything is about politics, but—well, for me—it kind of has to be," Elsa admitted. "When I became the Fifth Spirit, I thought I'd escaped it. But I was wrong. I was born into royalty, and—my life is still about the future of Arendelle. With regards to this people, it's all that really matters, about me. It's all I am."

The Snow Queen hesitantly looked back up to him, swallowing hard as she fidgeted with her fingers. Standing in front of her on the ice while snowflakes silently fell through the air around him, Jack Frost was gripping his shepherd's crook with both hands, staring into her eyes with the saddest expression of longing that she had ever seen.

"Not to me," he said softly.

Elsa's eyes widened.

After a moment, unsure what to make of the statement, her face fell. Letting out her breath, the Fifth Spirit shook her head.

"Jack—that's a very sweet thing for you to say," she sighed, warily eying the snowflakes falling around them, "But I'm still an heir to the throne—even if I'm just the spare. Therefore, if I'm capable of considering a decent alliance for Arendelle, I'm still obligated to do so."

Jack's brow furrowed with confusion. "Is this because you've been reinstated?" he asked, "Because, I thought that was only supposed to be temporary."

She shook her head again. "I'm still single," Elsa choked, her voice barely more than a whisper. "And I'm still a member of Arendelle's royal family. I don't like admitting it, but—I think the Council is right. About this thing. As an heir, I still have responsibilities. Whether I'm physically in the kingdom or not."

"What are you saying?"

The Snow Queen swallowed hard. Balling her hands into fists, she then pulled in her breath.

"I never thought that I ever even could get married," she blurted, squeezing her eyes shut, "Okay? I never thought that I could even be a good queen, with my ice powers. But now, if there's a hope, even a chance that I could pull off a legitimately beneficial political match—I HAVE to at least try. For the good of Arendelle, I'm obligated to try."

A look of disgust swept over the Guardian's features. "Even if you don't like the guy?" he pressed, "Even if you don't have feelings for him?"

"I'm royalty. My feelings are irrelevant."

To this, Jack's face fell as well. Scoffing under his breath, he then looked down to his feet, tossing his staff into his other hand.

"So," he chuckled bitterly, sweeping it forward, "You're telling me that it would be a really bad thing for an heir to the throne to be making huge decisions to influence ALL of her people… while happy."

She bit her lip. "A responsible ruler isn't supposed to be happy. Unless her kingdom is happy."

"That'll happen!"

The Fifth Guardian snorted, rolling his eyes and turning away.

"I took an oath!" Elsa protested with a groan, walking briskly after him, "An oath to do what was best for Arendelle! Okay? And if it turns out that Kingsley is right for this kingdom, then—"

"—You think you're the only person who's taken an oath?"

She snapped her mouth shut. Jack Frost whipped back around, his grip iron on the staff.

"A good oath is supposed to add to who you are," he said passionately, "It's supposed to make you become a BETTER version of yourself. If all that this oath of yours is doing is convincing you to go back into your shell, then maybe it's not a very good one!"

"Or, maybe this isn't about me?"

The Fifth Guardian scoffed again, looking away.

"So, Prince Frederik—well, he's not exactly you," Elsa admitted, her cheeks flushing as she snuck a worshipful glance at her childhood hero, "But I—it—he might actually be a realistic match for Arendelle! He might be a legitimate answer to our problems."

Still not looking at her, Jack rolled his eyes. "It's not like HE'S a problem, or anything."

"How could he possibly be a problem?" Elsa stammered. "He just got here!"

"Well, I think he should go."

"But Prince Frederik has no idea what's been going on!"

Jack Frost's teeth clicked together in frustration. Looking back up into her eyes, he set his jaw.

"Yeah," he glared. "I'm pretty aware of that, Elsa."

"Well, I don't understand why you're so upset about the whole thing," Elsa huffed, crossing her arms over her chest, "It's not like I'm marrying him!"

To this, Jack's eyes widened.

"Wait," he realized, his gaze softening. "I thought you—you—you're not?"

"Well—not yet, at least."

And his expression hardened again, the hopeful sparkle vanishing from his eyes. Elsa sighed.

"I have currently only agreed to consider Prince Frederik," she stated matter-of-factly, "Which means that I will be doing more of my own research on him. If he has unsavory motives regarding Arendelle, I will find out soon enough. In the meantime, though, I'm fairly convinced that Prince Frederik wasn't putting anything on."

Jack Frost raised an eyebrow. "Oh?" he drawled with sarcastic interest, slinging his staff around his shoulders and draping his arms over it. "And, why might that be?"

"Well, I've seen that kind of behavior before. He wasn't like—well, like my sister's—former fiancé," Elsa admitted, suppressing a shudder. "Our discussion was entirely academic. He wasn't trying to muddle the debate with any of that romantic nonsense, or—"

"—NONSENSE!?" Jack balked, jolting and nearly dropping his staff, "Oh, THAT'S what this is to you, now? NONSENSE?!"

"Jack—you and I both know that this is purely political," Elsa countered, staring at him in confusion. "If I marry, it's in Arendelle's best interest that I keep a level head. My emotions shouldn't factor into this too much."

"Yeah. Ten seconds of that romantic nonsense for the queen, and she might start actually factoring love into her decisions," Jack stammered angrily. "Don't wanna risk that!"

"Well—exactly."

His eyes flashed with frustration. "You know, you promised me that you were gonna stop doing that."

"Stop what?"

"Suppressing your center."

The statement caught her off-guard. Staring at him in disbelief, Elsa was just opening her mouth to say something when he suddenly stepped up to her, gesturing with his staff.

"Your center is love, Elsa," Jack Frost enunciated. "Maybe try believing in it? Embracing it, or something? For once?"

"I am embracing love," Elsa countered. "I am considering Prince Frederik out of my love for Arendelle."

Jack snorted.

"It is love!" Elsa snapped back as he turned away. "And—and besides! Who's to say that I wouldn't actually fall in love with Prince Frederik?! I mean, you're the one that keeps telling me that I should be more confident, and embrace my sexuality, and—"

"—I DIDN'T MEAN WITH HIM!" Jack cried out, whipping around with his face flushed.

"Why not?" Elsa demanded, flurries of snow beginning to materialize around them again as Jack anxiously ran his fingers through his hair, visibly disturbed by the idea, "Prince Frederik appears to be a perfectly respectable man! He's responsible, and intelligent, and cares about his kingdom, and our political views seem to be amazingly aligned, and—"

"—Yeah, I'm sure that has NOTHING to do with his so-called research on you!" Jack protested, suddenly whipping around again and yanking his fingers out of his hair. "That wasn't creepy at all!"

Elsa's mouth fell open in shock.

"How could that possibly be a bad thing?" she demanded, her face flushing. "At least some men actually did their research—"

"—Maybe because SOME MEN had more than FIVE MINUTES NOTICE of the fact that you EXISTED!"

Elsa's breath caught.

"The world is big," Jack stammered, "Like—really, really big. You know that? And it's actually REALLY easy, to not know about every single person that lives in it?"

Elsa pressed her lips together, looking down to the ice around her feet. Even since befriending the Nokk, she'd never been more than a morning's ride from Arendelle.

But Jack Frost wasn't finished.

"So, you can imagine my surprise when I respond to a summons last week," he stammered, slightly louder, "To show up and get this surprise bombshell from one of the guys I work with that there's this amazing, single ice-powers lady in Arendelle who's just like me, and, oh, wanna meet her? Like, RIGHT NOW?"

Jack scoffed, shaking his head. Letting out a bitter, breathy laugh, he then looked back up into Elsa's eyes.

"I—I'm sorry I broke into your room. Okay?" he choked, "I know that was out of line, and—and I've already apologized. But, with the five minutes I had, I did try to research you, Elsa. Like—I saw your artwork and everything. And your desk."

She sheepishly pulled her hands in towards her stomach.

"One of my desks," Elsa whispered.

"Yeah, okay. My point? I know that I could have prepared more to meet you," Jack stammered, "I was blown away by the ice in that art gallery, Elsa. And the desk. And I could have done more—research, and stuff, but it would have meant delaying meeting you, and I WANTED to meet you, so—so, you know what?"

Elsa stumbled back a step on the ice as Jack Frost suddenly walked up to her, stopping right in front of her and staring into her eyes.

"I. Was. Not—putting that OFF," Jack whispered.

A long silence fell over the frozen lake.

"You—wanted to meet me?" Elsa asked timidly.

"Yeah!"

Jack ran his fingers through his hair again, spinning away from her with a bitter laugh. He shook his head.

"All those years, and I thought, no one could understand what this feels like!" he choked, gesturing to the ice with his staff, "And then—and then, YOU happened! And everything was clicking RIGHT along, and going great, and last night, when we—and—and this morning, it—well, I thought that we were—!"

Blushing furiously, Jack snapped his mouth shut and swallowed the rest of his statement, unwilling to say it out loud. Scoffing bitterly, he then shook his head and glanced away from her.

"Well—and now, some—GUY," Jack snarled, his expression hardening like he was glaring directly at the offender, "Thinks he can just—walk in, and—and MESS IT UP!"

His eyes watering, Jack pressed his lips together and looked down. His shoulders then hunched forward, his expression grave as he stared down at his feet in silence, sliding his big toe forward over the ice.

Taking a hesitant step forward, Elsa pulled in her breath. "I just remembered…"

Jack looked up, his eyebrows lifting slightly. "Yeah?"

"I—um, this morning," Elsa started again, "And last night—you kept saying there was something you wanted to explain to me—?"

Her voice trailed off. Realizing what she was asking for, Jack's expression hardened once again into a grimace, as if he were in pain.

"Actually? I don't know," Jack admitted, a hostile edge on his voice. He stepped back, swinging his staff to the side. "I don't even know anymore, Elsa."

Snapping his mouth shut, he then turned away, his shoulders hunching over again as he stuck his hand into his pocket. Elsa set her jaw.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Elsa stammered, "Why are you acting so—so angry at everything, all of a sudden? Ever since Prince Frederik's audience finished, you've been—just—you know what? Maybe you should try keeping the Nature Spirits at peace, while simultaneously running an entire kingdom, sometime!"

Jack whipped back around, his eyes blurred with tears of frustration. "Maybe you should try BEING ALONE for 300 years, and then finding out that there's apparently this super-powerful, gorgeous Snow Queen in Norway, who it's apparently YOUR FAULT for not knowing about, because she's spent her entire life locked away in a castle, trying to ACTIVELY CONCEAL HER POWERS!"

Elsa stumbled back a step, her mind racing in confusion. Her eyes stinging, she sucked in her breath.

"Okay—I do not know what's going on," she choked, "But—but you are seriously scaring me right now! I know you're angry at me, but I don't know why, and for one second, can you PLEASE try to understand what a big deal this is for me!?"

Jack Frost's breath caught. "Wait. I'm—scaring you?" he repeated.

"YES!"

He opened his mouth to speak, but no sound came out. Snapping it shut again, Jack looked down, his face draining of color once again.

"I HATE seeing you upset!" Elsa stammered, choking back a sob, "For the first time in for—I don't know, maybe forever, something GOOD is actually happening to me politically! And you're just mad about it! And now you're being all cryptic about all of this, and you're such a good friend, and I just—Jack, why aren't you HAPPY for me!?"

He visibly winced.

After a long moment of staring to the side—refusing to make eye contact with her—Elsa watched Jack's expression change. As the bitter, ferocious resentment contorted over his features softened into sadness, he let out his breath.

"Why aren't I happy for you?"

Elsa bit her lip.

Jack Frost looked back down, clearly at a loss for words. Glancing back up, his eyes then widened slightly.

"You've got—um," he said suddenly, taking walking towards her and closing the space between them, "Something—could I just—?"

Before Elsa could respond, Jack awkwardly cleared his throat and reached up to her head, smoothing back a lock of her hair like it had been falling out of place. Her body rigid, the Fifth Spirit then felt him gently twist the lock through his fingers, closing his eyes in concentration.

A slight chill suddenly swept past the side of her head, and Jack Frost pulled his hand down, sadly looking back into her eyes. Still feeling something cold above her left ear, Elsa began to reach up to touch her hair, only to have Jack suddenly leap forward and catch her hands in his own.

"I—!"

Elsa looked into his eyes.

"I just—I want you to be happy, Elsa," Jack choked softly. "That's all."

His face falling, the Spirit of Winter looked sadly down to her hand, running his thumb over her skin.

A new thought striking her, Elsa's breath caught.

"Are you sure?" she blurted.

Jack looked up, his forehead crinkling in thought. "What?"

"Are you sure—um," Elsa clarified hesitantly. "Are you sure that's—all you want?"

Jack stiffened.

His mouth falling open, he quickly looked back down to her hand, struggling for words. Elsa's heart pounded with anticipation as she watched him, studying his conflicted expression.

Closing his eyes, Jack Frost finally let out his breath.

"Tell you what," he sighed at length, dropping her hand. "I'm gonna look into this—Prince Frederik. Okay?"

Elsa's heart sank.

Her throat tightening with embarrassment, she took a tiny step back, pulling her rejected hand in close to her stomach. Her cheeks flushed with self-awareness. Stupid girl. Like the Spirit of Winter would ever—ugh. What had she been expecting?

What could she have been expecting?

"I don't trust him, Elsa," Jack added forcefully, the edge on his voice jerking her back into the present.

Her eyes started stinging. Fighting it, the Snow Queen drew herself up.

"Why not?" she asked.

"I just don't."

Elsa sucked in her breath as Jack stepped forward, placing his large hand on her back and bending down to scoop her up. A shiver running through her as she put her own arms around his neck, Elsa felt her heart leap into her throat, overwhelmingly aware of the closeness despite the pangs of fresh heartbreak.

Jack Frost was always SO wonderfully cold…

"You'd do that for me?" she asked breathlessly.

Jack paused.

An instant later, he dropped his arms, the shepherd's crook sweeping past her back as he straightened up. His expression soft with sadness once again, Jack Frost looked directly into her eyes.

"You don't even know what I'd do for you, Elsa," he said softly.

Before she could respond, Jack gave his head a tiny shake, bending down again with the staff and reaching for her knees and upper back. Elsa's breath caught again as he scooped her up again, holding her into his chest. It wasn't effortless by any stretch, but as she pulled herself up onto his neck and shoulders, she could feel his muscles flex under the fabric of his shirt. They weren't bulky, but—they were definitely there. And definitely—strong.

Elsa swallowed hard, feeling embarrassed at herself as Jack turned around on the ice, presumably to find a better place to take off. It probably wasn't ladylike to notice his strength, or—well, or to think about it, or—but his arms felt nice. HE felt nice. And cold. And, of course, with who he was and everything, it just—

"You're really strong," Elsa blurted suddenly.

Jack paused.

"Uh…" he asked, looking to her in confusion. "What?"

"You're really strong. I just—!" Elsa cleared her throat, blushing furiously, "It—every time you pick me up, I can feel—you. And, you're just really strong. And—such."

Elsa awkwardly reached over and patted his bicep, then pulling her hand back and blushing even harder. Clasping her arms together around his neck once again, she looked down.

"It's—nice," Elsa whispered.

Jack Frost was now staring at her in complete confusion.

"Um," he stammered, like he was unsure of whether or not he could smile. "Thanks?"

Elsa bit her lip, staring at the ice crystals webbed out across his hood. With a scoff, Jack shook his head.

"I am so confused," he breathed. "I mean, with everything that we just—that almost felt like a compliment, Elsa."

"It was a compliment," she protested. "Can't I compliment you?"

Jack gently tossed her in his arms, adjusting his grip on both her and the staff. "I am never going to understand women," he groaned.

"But friends give each other compliments all the time," Elsa insisted. "And you're the—best friend I've ever had."

The statement didn't seem to comfort him.

In fact, as Elsa hugged his neck, she could have sworn that the usual sparkle in Jack's eyes dimmed even further, his entire expression darkening with disappointed frustration.

"Yeah," he sighed. "Friend. Right."

Before Elsa could respond, the Spirit of Winter ran forward across the ice, leaping up into the air and catching the wind to fly them back to Arendelle.

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(Another) AUTHOR'S NOTE: Yeah, sorry for the angst, everybody. But we've got a favorite chapter coming up next, so thanks again for reading, and see you in "Prince Wonderful!" ;)

 

Chapter 64: Prince Wonderful

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: If it looks like it's foreshadowing… and feels like it's foreshadowing… and reads like it's foreshadowing… and smells like it's foreshadowing…

It's probably foreshadowing.

And that's all I'm gonna say.;)

(I'm super-excited to post this one, because parts of this chapter have been written since October of 2015.)

OH, and by the way: My official "dreamcast" for the voice of our new OC, Prince Frederik, is Tom Hiddleson. Just so you know. ;)

To Guest Reviewers Golden Lily, Friend, Guest12345, Dezore, me, AHHH, Sabrina, and Dark Angel: I love you forever. Thank you for being adorable and awesome!

To Guest Reviewer DJ Omojola: IT HAS BEEN ONE MONTH; I PROMISE I'M WRITING AS FAST AS I CAN but thank you very much for your concern it means the world to me.

To Guest Reviewer Whoa Dude: It MIGHT be a symptom of depression, but as a general rule, I am discouraged with pretty much everything right now. I assure you, I am an equal-opportunity cynical pessimist. ? (Seriously, the reviews mean everything to me, and I'm super grateful for them!)

To Guest Reviewer Lexi1220: AAAAUGH SOMEBODY'S ASKING ME ABOUT MY DEGREE I GET TO GIVE UNSOLICITED ADVICE MWA HA HAAAAAAAA (*cracks knuckles*) (*pulls out box of files*) (*leans seductively across desk*). SO. My bachelor degree's PHYSICS classes included 4 semesters of "introductory" physics, and then upper-levels in Classical Mechanics, Classical Field Theory, Statistical Physics and Thermodynamics, Optics (physics of light), and two semesters each of upper-level Quantum Mechanics and Electrodynamics. We also were required to take a handful of one-credit (HAR!) lab classes in things like basic electronics and machining, along with getting some basic training classes in programming with Mathematica (YAY!), Matlab (BOO!), and C++ (ehhhhh… no opinion). Also, it should be noted that a physics undergrad, at least at my school, basically required a full Math Minor, which includes three levels of Calculus, Linear Algebra (vector stuff, basically), Differential Equations, and Pain I MEAN Proofs. With that in mind, it should be noted that you can easily do a complete Physics Minor with only the first couple levels of calculus. ALSO: If you're anything like me, then I know the math is scary, but don't let it scare you. Math has ALWAYS been my greatest weakness, academically (I'm way better building things, figuring out manufacturing techniques, visually analyzing things, etc.), but remember this: Mathematics is a language. Languages can be LEARNED.

CONTENT WARNING: A tiny bit of innuendo, aaaaand, I DO have a character say, "where in the devil are you" at one point. I'm pretty sure that's not swearing, but for the more conservative among my readers, I apologize in advance. Love you all, thanks for reading, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :D

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64: PRINCE WONDERFUL

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Creeeeeak, click!

Jolting, Queen Anna jumped away from the bowl of chocolates, whipping her head around to the art gallery. Her heart leaping, she shoved one last truffle into her mouth and started to lurch as quickly as she could towards the door dividing Elsa's room from what had become Jack Frost's (SQUEE!). It had been exactly four hours, fifty-three minutes and eight seconds since she had seen her sister, and gosh darn it, for while the Snow Queen was actually BACK in the castle, that was WAY TOO LONG.

Because Elsa was going to tell. Her. EVERYTHING.

As she came up to the door between the rooms, Anna felt a gust of icy wind rush past her feet, the familiar feeling of cold confirming that her FAVORITE sister had returned. And going to SPILL, which she was SO excited about, because—

Wait.

"Elsa?"

An expression of confusion sweeping over her face, Anna held her pregnant stomach and bumbled forward towards her sister, the sudden, slight drop in temperature feeling—well, tighter than usual. Colder.

Unhappy.

Her breath catching, Queen Anna walked up to her. Elsa was standing, frozen, at her balcony door, with something glittering in her hair and her long capelet twisted around her feet on the floor. Suddenly, Anna realized that the Fifth Spirit was hunched over, her arms folded over her chest as she stared out, looking heartbroken, at the sky.

"Elsa?" Anna asked, her eyes wide, "What—what happened? Are you okay?"

Flurries of snow beginning to materialize out of the air around her, Elsa reluctantly turned and looked towards to her sister. As their eyes met, Queen Anna's lungs clenched with horror as she realized that Elsa's were brimming with tears.

"Elsa?"

Elsa hesitated.

Snowflakes falling all around them, Anna stumbled back a step as her incredible older sister—for the second time that day—fell into her open embrace and burst into tears.

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Miserable didn't even BEGIN to cover it.

Having dropped Elsa off on her balcony and let her into her room, Jack Frost was now flying around the inner walls of the castle, furiously trying to track down which window belonged to Prince Frederik's sleeping quarters. This. Was. The worst. Not only was the beautiful Snow Queen of Arendelle NOT currently sitting on his lap and making out with him, like he was seriously thinking would be happening by this point, but she wouldn't be doing so again any time soon. And they definitely weren't talking about the possibility of marriage anymore. No, no… Elsa wasn't even his girlfriend.

All thanks to this Frederik jerk.

A few minutes earlier, before starting his search for Prince Dirtbag's window, Jack Frost had seen a cluster of children playing together in the snow. It had been a welcome distraction, to drop down and invisibly do the "Guardian" thing with them for a few minutes—including the part where he'd helped a stupidly reluctant older brother get involved with the fun.

Jack had taken enormous pleasure smashing a magic snowball in that kid's face.

It had, truly, been a welcome distraction. But, the children were quickly called back inside by their mother, leaving Jack Frost to mope with his memories out in the snow.

That date couldn't have gone much worse. First, Jack had had to stand there, silently, while Elsa had sung the guy's praises for what had felt like about a million hours or so. Then, they'd gotten into a fight, which normally wouldn't have been TOO horrible to recover from, but THEN:

You're SUCH a good friend, Elsa's voice played in Jack's mind. Why aren't you HAPPY for me?

Well, gee. I just DON'T KNOW, Snowflake. Lemme think about that.

Leaping into the air again in a flurry of snowflakes, Jack gave his head a hard shake, as if trying to shake the memories from his mind. But, the embarrassment remained. At himself, naturally. He'd been so flabbergasted that he'd lost his nerve. He had so much that he was planning on saying to her, explaining to her, and—and it was like his tongue had suddenly become too big for his mouth. He couldn't form the words. Like, what he'd really wanted to say just couldn't get from his brain to his voice.

And just in case that wasn't frustrating enough, there was the matter of how much Elsa had suddenly regressed, in the Fun department. Jack had almost, almost thought that the Ice Powers Girl was starting to remember how to, you know, let herself enjoy ANYTHING, and then, boom! This PRINCE shows up, and all of a sudden everything is right back to no, no, no, I have to be MISERABLE all the time to be a good queen!

Jack scoffed, gripping the staff harder as he rounded a corner of the castle, finding a new row of windows to inspect. And she'd just been learning how to have fun again. Jack wasn't thinking he could change her or anything, because people don't really change, but he could tell that she was—calming down. Being more true to herself, despite the fact that she was apparently stuck back in the castle again, instead of being in that Enchanted Forest she kept talking about. He'd been so proud of her, and given how playful that girl could be, Jack was pretty excited about her potential. Elsa had seemed plenty playful earlier.

Or was that just him?

Stopping midflight, Jack Frost froze in the air, his breath catching in his throat. That thought hadn't occurred to him, until just now.

His fingers tightening on the staff, he swallowed hard, looking to his feet as he remembered all the fun they'd had in her room that morning. Suddenly racking his brain to remember it as he lit down onto an iron rail in the courtyard next to the castle, his mind raced to come up with a single instance from that when Elsa had actually invited him to touch her, instead of—just—!

Standing there.

Jack's face went pale.

He closed his eyes in pain, swallowing hard as the wave of guilt washed over him, the awful realization sinking in. Oh, Manny. WHY.

Maybe it was time to reconsider that Antarctica plan again…

Letting out his breath, Jack Frost pushed himself off from the rail, leaping into the air again with resolve. So he'd messed up. He'd apparently, accidentally, been super creepy on the Ice Powers Girl, and—well, he was going to have to apologize for that (again), but more than that, he was going to make it up to her. He was going to look into this "Prince Frederik" jerk. He was—

He was going to be Elsa's friend.

Wince.

But… he'd been a total creep. And Elsa deserved better than a creep.

Recognizing a lines of windows from where he'd nearly left a week earlier (where that scumbag King Edvin had been staying), Jack's breath caught. Kicking his legs out against the air, he flew up to the wall, hovering by the windowsill and peering inside.

A bustle of servants, suitcases, and—oh. Okay.

It was that first prince guy from earlier.

Jack leaned in close to the glass, being careful not to breathe on it and make it become opaque, looking over the scene. The young prince (Jorn, or something, right?) was standing by the end of the bed, barking something at an attendant and clearly making frenzied preparations to sail home.

The Fifth Guardian smirked in spite of himself. He spun around in the air and flew up to the next window.

Looking inside, he saw a similar scene, this time with—well, Jack couldn't even remember anything about THAT guy, except that he was the one who had literally taken one look at the Elsa's "Evil Snow Queen" getup and had turned around and run.

But the third room was empty.

His eyes narrowing in concentration, Jack traced his pointer finger along the long crack on the window, frost materializing along its wooden edge. Flicking his hand over the hinges, Jack then backed up a few feet in the air, flipping his staff over his wrist.

He held the shepherd's crook up in front of the windows.

Hey, WIND!

BANG!

The windows burst open at Jack's command, swinging outwards as the icy gust ripped through them towards the staff. The Spirit of Winter effortlessly tossed the shepherd's crook to himself in the air, then flipping forward and diving through the window.

Sweeping forward into the room, the windows swinging shut again behind him in a flurry of snowflakes, Jack silently dropped down onto the carpet. Turning around and looking at his surroundings, he stuck his free hand into his pocket, letting the staff fall back onto his shoulder. This was definitely a guest room. But—whose?

There was something on the dresser.

Leaping into the air again, Jack shot across the room, sweeping down to see that the object was a red leather file, bursting with papers. On its front, there was an embossed design of a kingdom crest—a red fox under a crown. In fact, it was the exact same shade of red as the jacket that Prince Jerkface had worn in his audience.

Jack's eyes narrowed.

Kingsley.

His teeth clicking together in aggravation, Jack Frost put down his staff, leaning it up against the long, low dresser and catching sight of his own reflection in the mirror hanging above it. Reaching forward, he unwound the file's string, letting it fall to the side as he pulled back the leather cover.

On the top of the pile of papers was a note.

To Mr. Williams:

I again write to thank you very dearly for your support. While I indeed wish that I could have assisted more in the compilation of this research, please know that you will have my unending gratitude for your good work, along with that of Mr. Soths, your assistant. If the Snow Queen is indeed as good a ruler as these articles seem to indicate, then you ought to also be assured that it is not simply my future that you have made possible, but Kingsley's. The Kingsley Royal Library, and its wonderful librarians, will be rewarded without question upon my return. I dearly look forward to seeing you again.

Regards,

F.

Huh.

Clearly, the note hadn't been sent yet. Jack flicked it off, looking down at the newspaper clipping that was on the top of the pile.

ARENDELLE ICE SCARE: NEWLY-CORONATED QUEEN FREEZES KINGDOM

MILITARY POSITIONING OR CONSPIRACY?

Huffing, Jack picked up the news article, glancing to its top to see that it had was dated from the previous July. Looking back down to the rest of the pile, he reached forward and started to thumb through the collection of newspaper clippings.

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OUTER ARENDELLE INFRASTRUCTURE REVAMPED BY ORDER OF SNOW QUEEN

SNOW QUEEN PROPOSES SIMPLIFIED TAX CODE; CONTROVERSY STIRS

SNOW QUEEN OF ARENDELLE "WAKES SPIRITS": WHEN SUPERSTITION RUNS RAMPANT

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Holy mother of snowflakes.

He's got research on everything she's ever done, Jack Frost thought anxiously, pressing his lips together. Creep.

Smart creep.

Hearing a faint rattling from the other side of the room, Jack jumped, dropping the newspaper clippings and abruptly closing the file. Snatching up his staff, he leapt away from the dresser just in time to see the door of the bedroom open, Prince Frederik striding in.

Letting out his breath, Prince Frederik tucked the bedroom key into his coat pocket, closing the door with a click. Turning around, he then collapsed against it, his legs buckling beneath him as he let his head fall back against the wood in exhaustion.

And Prince Frederik leaned silently against his guest room door, his eyes closed, for a full thirty seconds.

Heaving an enormous sigh, the prince finally pushed himself up back onto his feet. Walking forward into the room, Prince Frederik ruffled his fingers through his hair, then groaning to himself as the rich brown curls fell elegantly back onto his forehead.

Jack stiffened, an unexpected pang of jealousy stinging in his throat. He had once had rich brown hair like that.

Before he became an invisible dead guy, that was.

His fingers clenching on the staff, Jack's eyes narrowed. Whipping the shepherd's crook over his wrist, he unconsciously shifted into fighting stance, starting to silently creep towards Elsa's suitor. Prince Frederik, of course, didn't notice the Spirit of Winter's invisible presence, still believing that he was alone in the room.

PLEASE do something creepy, Jack found himself thinking as he glared down the prince, his grip tightening on the staff. Say something maniacal. Relay your evil plans to the mirror. Please, PLEASE give me just ONE reason to ice-blast you in the face.

Prince Frederik walked up to the dresser, considering his reflection. Reaching across his lapel, he then carefully slipped one of his hands behind the fabric, unfastening a tiny something. Jack paused, straining to see.

With a sigh of relief, the prince pulled the red pin from his jacket, refastening its backing and setting it down on the dresser by the folder.

Jack's eyebrows lifted in curiosity. Maintaining his fighting position and keeping an eye on the prince, he then silently ran up to the dresser, getting a closer look at the design. Prince Frederik's lapel pin was a family crest, identical to the one on the folder, sporting the fox-and-crown coat of arms design.

By the time Jack straightened back up and shifted back into fighting stance again, Prince Frederik had already crossed the guest room again, picking up a book from off of his nightstand. Leaving the little family crest behind him on the dresser, the prince was just starting to walk back to collapse in the pillowed windowseat when there was a faint chirping from outside, and he froze.

Prince Frederik abruptly sucked in his breath, now standing by the window. His eyes lighting up, he slowly moved his head to look back down to the sill as the bird chirped again.

Jack lowered his staff an inch, watching the prince in befuddlement. The strapping twenty-eight-year-old shifted on his heel, slowly lowering himself down onto the windowseat as the bird ruffled her feathers, pecking at something on the sill outside.

"Why… hello there," Prince Frederik whispered, setting down the book and carefully beginning to reach into his coat pocket. "Where did you come from?"

The bird froze, catching sight of him with wide eyes through the window. The prince paused for a moment, clearly being careful not to startle her, and then—as the bird relaxed slightly—Prince Frederik pulled a tiny sketchbook (more of a booklet, really) from his pocket, setting it on the windowseat. Jack tilted his head to the side as the Prince of Kingsley then reached into his jacket again, producing a quill, and—

Portable inkwell?

Click!

Releasing the latch and opening the inkwell with one hand, Prince Frederik set it down on the windowseat, then looking back up to the bird.

"You're just a little beauty, aren't you?" he breathed, flipping open the booklet and reaching for his quill. After quickly dipping it in the inkwell, Prince Frederik then looked back up into the windowsill. "Little Miss… House Wren! Or should I call you a Castle Wren?"

The bird chirped, bouncing away a step on the sill, and the prince jolted, frantically beginning to sketch her fragile form. Lowering the staff and taking a step forward, Jack watched in curiosity over his shoulder as the faint lines, little brushstrokes of ink on the parchment, began to form into a tiny drawing of the creature. Prince Frederik's eyes were practically sparkling with joy, his expert hand flying over the parchment as he captured the wren's delicate image in his sketchbook. His face was filled with excitement, like this strapping prince was not a young man leading a kingdom at all, but instead was a child, filled with wonder and delight at the innocent vision of a feathered creature in his window.

Jack felt another pang of jealousy hit him in the chest. He had come into this bedroom in hopes of discovering a dark motive, or at least some sort of major character flaw. But, at least at the moment, there were none to be found. Even on his own, eagerly sketching the little bird in his window, the Crown Prince of Kingsley was…

Well.

He was… wonderful.

Gaaaaaurgh.

There was a sharp creak, and Jack jumped and spun around, sucking in his breath. Prince Frederik jolted as well, then relaxing back into the windowseat a few moments later as a stout little man entered the room.

"Good morning, your highness," the older man said, the sudden movement making the bird fly away. "All finished with your audience, I've been told?"

Jack looked back to Prince Frederik, hoping to gather an explanation from his eyes. The relaxed frustration in them told him that this man was either a friend of Prince Frederik's—a political appointee—a personal attendant—or, more than likely, all of the above.

"I'm afraid you've frightened my model away, dear man," Prince Frederik sighed, looking back to the window. "She was a delightful specimen. A house wren."

The attendant paused for a moment, raising his left eyebrow. "We have an abundance of house wrens in Kingsley, your highness," he commented with a bemused smile.

"Ah, but who would I be, to miss an opportunity to study one, when she's so generously landed upon my windowsill?"

Walking across the room, the man chuckled and shook his head. "I believe you would be the Crown Prince of Kingsley, sire."

Jack's eyebrows lifted slightly as Prince Frederik sighed, the sunlight catching his glisteningly white teeth for a brief moment as he shot his attendant a bitter half-smile. Clearly, these two had known each other for a long time.

"We were already delayed by your extra little quest trying to reach the seaside, after two days of travel by carriage," Prince Frederik's attendant chided, "After which, we travel all the way to Arendelle by boat, to arrive and have you—chasing sparrows?"

"She was a wren, Alistair."

Snapping the little sketchbook shut and putting it back in his pocket, Prince Frederik stood from the windowsill, stretching his back for a moment. Stepping forward, he then met his attendant—Alistair—who immediately began to fuss over a piece of lint on the prince's cravat.

"Of all the things to see and do whilst on a diplomatic mission in Arendelle," the man chuckled, fixing the crimson fabric, "It is a rare prince indeed that would turn his focus to—the pigeons!"

"Birds hold the secrets of flight, my dear man. That is not to be taken lightly," Prince Frederik retorted, politely bowing his head forward so that the attendant could remove his crown. "THINK of it! Military, shipping, travel—by air! Why, if we could only figure out what our feathered friends already know, Kingsley would be the envy of Europe!"

The prince straightened up again, forlornly looking back to the window as his attendant pulled out a tiny cloth, beginning to polish what Jack could only figure must have been a microscopic smudge on Prince Frederik's crown. A fingerprint, perhaps. Or maybe a poor person had breathed on it wrong, or something.

Snooty types.

Finishing up the World's Least-Necessary Metal-Cleaning, Alistair turned back to his employer, lifting the crown. Prince Frederik bowed slightly again, allowing his attendant to place it on his head before then straightening up and letting the man help him out of his jacket.

"And, I will remind you," Prince Frederik bristled, turning around as he shrugged out of the sleeve, "That that little side quest was for an incredibly rare bird. Well—rare for being this far north, anyway. If you recall, the Kingsley Royal Aviary has been searching for a male Great Spotted Cuckoo ever since Professor Harsen was able to secure that female on his African expedition three years ago."

"Yes, your majesty."

As the attendant took his jacket, the prince of Kingsley walked to the windowsill again, setting his hand on the wall and leaning forward to stare out into the courtyard below. Despite the fact that he'd just been wearing a fitted jacket, Prince Frederik's billowing ivory sleeves, pouring out from the armsythes of his burgundy vest, had somehow remained completely unwrinkled, the material rendered translucent in the sunlight to show the outline of his muscled arm.

Thumbing the edge of his front pocket, Jack Frost followed him, trying to figure the meaning of the young man's strangely vacant, almost dream-like, expression. As Prince Frederik stood brooding in the window, the sunlight catching the pigment of his honey-colored eyes and gleaming off his white teeth, with his stupid muscles, and his stupid crown, and his stupidly ALIVE-looking brown curls falling across his forehead… the Youngest Guardian felt a fresh wave of misery sweep over him.

Jack knew that he was straight, and everything, but—Prince Frederik looked like a flippin' painting.

Couldn't he at LEAST have the decency to be shorter than me?

"But—sire," Alistair started again carefully, "If—if I may—?"

Still staring out of the window, Prince Frederik closed his eyes in frustration. Pulling in his breath, he straightened up.

"Go ahead," he sighed.

"Why—now, sire?" Alistair asked, "Why—in Arendelle? With all the birds we have at home, and in your observatory, it would seem that now is—hardly a good time."

Crossing his arms over his chest and leaning back against the wall next to the window, Jack saw a tiny hint of a smile tug at the edge of Prince Frederik's mouth. This was not the first time that the prince had received this lecture.

"Observation, my dear fellow," he chided softly, "Is always a priority, to he who wishes to understand the world."

"But why?"

"Because we must keep our eyes open!" Prince Frederik exclaimed. He pushed himself off from the sill, running back into the room and throwing his arm around his attendant's shoulders. "And our minds, too! You can never know when some undiscovered, brilliant new wing-ed creature is going to come flying to your window! We must be ready for it!"

His eyes sparkling with delight at the prospect, Prince Frederik gestured dramatically to the window, squeezing his attendant's shoulders. Alistair laughed good-naturedly, and shrugging him off.

Why can't you be easier to despise? Jack thought miserably.

"Oh, sire," Alistair chuckled, shaking his head. "How are you going to run the kingdom, if you're always going to be in the clouds, searching for Pegasus?"

"Pegasus could be real, if his bone-to-wingspan ratio was low enough. When it comes to new species, you never know, dear chap."

"You would believe in Pegasus."

"I will believe in anything with wings!" Prince Frederik laughed triumphantly, spinning around on the carpet and running back to the window. After a few moments—dreamily gazing out of it at the sky—he then turned back to his attendant.

"We will be like our wing-ed friends, one day," Prince Frederik said resolutely. "Man will fly, good sir. I know it!"

SOME men already DO, Jack thought angrily.

Shifting his fingers on the staff, the Spirit of Winter drew himself up, standing a little straighter.

Except that REAL men don't NEED wings.

All of a sudden, Prince Frederik's eyes widened. Sucking in his breath, he spun around.

"Wait," he gasped, "I—oh, dear—"

"—What is it, your highness?"

"My jacket! It's in my jacket!" Prince Frederik gasped, patting down his waistcoat pockets, "Where?"

"It's over here, sire."

Walking across the room, Alistair retrieved the crimson jacket from where he had folded it an laid it across a chair, then barely having the chance to turn around before the prince was by his side. As Prince Frederik frantically snatched it up and started digging through its pockets, Jack Frost followed them, watching as the prince suddenly pulled out a small, neatly-folded piece of parchment.

Prince Frederik groaned.

"Alistair, I—I'm afraid I meant to give this to her," he explained, a pained expression sweeping over his features. "I completely forgot! It's a list on the social and economic benefits of a Kingsley-Arendelle alliance. Could you—would you terribly mind delivering this to one of the servants, or—"

"—Not at all, your highness. Right away."

The attendant took the neatly-folded piece of parchment and bowed, stepping back. Straightening up again, he then turned and walked briskly across the room.

Slowing just as he reached the door, Alistair stopped. He turned back to his employer.

"Your highness?" he asked carefully. "May I ask something?"

Prince Frederik raised his eyebrows. "Yes?"

The attendant paused, measuring his words for a moment.

"The audience, sire," Alistair started, taking a step back into the room. "Word has traveled fast. According to the servants, you—her way, with snow—you weren't afraid?"

Jack's eyes widened slightly. Whipping back around to look at the prince, his heart started pounding in anticipation.

NOW, for the real questions.

"Alistair," Prince Frederik said calmly. "Kingsley needs a queen."

The attendant's eyebrows twitched upwards. "Yes?"

"And, I need a wife. Queen Elsa's political and intellectual endeavors seem—to be compatible with my own," he continued quickly, his mask of calm beginning to weaken, "And—and the Orphanage. That's always been headed up, by a queen."

To this, Alistair's eyes widened. "And, you think that the Snow Queen is—the type, for that?" he asked.

"Any woman can be motherly, Alistair."

"Running the Kingsley Royal Orphanage isn't simply a matter of being motherly, sire," Alistair reminded him, "For hundreds of children? I am not acquainted with Queen Elsa, but for the amount of work that your great-grandmother's pet project will require, would the Snow Queen really be willing and prepared to handle HUNDREDS of little ones—right off the bat?"

The prince fell silent, looking down to his feet. He swallowed.

"Kingsley needs a queen," Prince Frederik mumbled.

"I believe you are avoiding the question, your highness."

Jack watched as Prince Frederik shifted uncomfortably on his feet. Alistair took another step back towards the center of the room.

"Were you," he asked softly, "Or were you not—afraid of Queen Elsa?"

As if in pain, Prince Frederik squeezed his eyes shut. Letting out his breath, he then opened them again, his face grave as he looked up into his attendant's eyes.

"I have never been so terrified in my life," Prince Frederik enunciated.

Jack's breath caught.

Giving his head a shake, the prince of Kingsley turned away, starting to walk back to the window. His attendant's eyes widened.

"But sire!" he protested, "The word among the servants is that you were completely unfazed by—"

"—Well, I wasn't."

"Then why would you claim otherwise?"

"HOW, exactly, does one politely say to a lady, oh, good DAY, your majesty!" Prince Frederik sputtered, whipping around again and bowing sarcastically, "Thank you so much for taking the time to see me; and, would you TERRIBLY mind turning off your ice powers for the rest of your life? Because they're FREAKING ME OUT!"

He scoffed, shaking his head and turning back to the window. From across the room, Jack Frost's heart was pounding so hard that it felt like it was trying to escape.

I KNEW it!

"But sire," Prince Frederik's attendant started again carefully, "If—if you are in fact afraid of her—?"

The man's voice trailed off. Sensing his meaning, the prince turned back around.

"I must do what's best for Kingsley," Frederik sighed. "And I'm reasonably certain that Queen Elsa is it. For Kingsley's sake—I can't afford to not court her."

Jack's blood boiled.

Oh, how sweet of you, he thought furiously.

The prince's attendant shrugged, letting out a breath of bitter laughter. "In that case, sire, you might consider doing something besides talking politics," he suggested, holding up the parchment. "Most women that age are looking for romance."

"Not this one." Prince Frederik bit his lip, crossing his arms over his chest. "From what I gathered during my audience with her, I'm not particularly sure that she's looking for anything. She clearly had nothing to do with my receiving an invitation to Arendelle. If I'm completely honest, Alistair, I—I don't even think that Queen Elsa likes romance."

Jack gripped the staff harder, setting his jaw.

You don't know that, Prince-Boy.

"And what do you make of her—um, break, from the crown?" Alistair prompted. "That was—an interesting move, on her part. It stirred quite a bit of controversy last year, if you recall."

Prince Frederik let out his breath. "Queen Elsa's council assured me that her business with the Northuldra was purely diplomatic."

"But that's not what Queen Elsa claimed," his assistant insisted, "Nor her sister. Do you think that she actually believes in this whole—Spirit business?"

Prince Frederik bit his lip, giving him a noncommittal shrug.

"It hasn't come up yet," he admitted. "And—I'm not sure. From the papers, it would appear that the majority of the local Arendellians believe her, but—well, there's a great deal of speculation regarding what actually happened."

"I can imagine so!"

"At the very least, it was a—unique—way to put two people on the throne," the prince conceded. "Only one of the sisters is holding the scepter at a time, but Arendelle is undoubtably more stable with its two queens. At least, that's my librarians' theory."

With a nod, Alistair stepped back. "I'm sure you will find out soon enough, sire," he said, glancing to the file sitting on the dresser. "There must be a reasonable explanation."

Prince Frederik uncrossed his arms, walking across the room to the dresser. "I certainly hope so, my dear man."

Alistair pressed his lips together, giving his employer a quick bow. Taking the folded piece of parchment, he then spun around and quickly hurried from the room, stepping out into the hallway as the door swung shut behind him.

Click.

And it was closed.

Now completely alone, Jack Frost turned his glare onto the prince.

"You can't see or hear me," Jack gritted, stomping across the room towards the offender. "So, I'm going to tell you exactly how I feel about you. You and your stupid, selfless, noble pursuit of the Snow Queen."

Prince Frederik didn't respond, setting his hands on the dresser and leaning over them. Noticing the porcelain pitcher beside him, he then picked it up, pouring some water into its matching bowl.

"First thing you need to understand. You don't deserve her. No one does," Jack snapped, storming over to the dresser as the prince dipped his hands into the water. "If you aren't madly in love with her, then you don't get her. You don't appreciateher. You don't even realize how special she is—and I'm not just talking about the fact that she's a great queen, either."

Prince Frederik splashed the water on his face, then leaning onto the dresser again and looking down at the little fox-and-crown pin sitting a few inches from the bowl. His brow knit with worry, he then bit his lip, shaking his head and letting a few droplets of water fly over the dresser.

"Elsa is amazing. And her ice is beautiful," Jack continued angrily, still invisible to the prince, "I mean, have you—have you seen the stuff that girl makes? It's insane! And that you have the gall to COMPLAIN about her ice powers, without even realizing how—hey! HEY!"

Jack snapped his fingers in front of Prince Frederik's eyes, then waving his hand in front of his face. After a few moments of helpless frustration—realizing that the prince still didn't know he was there—Jack clenched his teeth and slammed his fist onto the dresser.

WHAM!

Prince Frederik startled, gasping and whipping around to identify the source of the sound. Jack scoffed.

"Oh, now you notice me, huh?" he gritted.

After a few moments of staring at the end of the dresser, seeing nothing, Prince Frederik bit his lip and pushed his fingers into his hair. Letting out his breath, he then gave his head a quick shake, placing his hands on either side of the bowl of water and leaning over them again as the Youngest Guardian picked up his staff.

Whoosh!

A dusting of ice flowered across the mirror, frost billowing out to the edges of the glass as Prince Frederik stared down at the bowl of water. Letting out his breath as he started to look back up, the prince yelped, jolting and leaping back.

Jack raised his eyebrows with a little smirk.

"What in tarnation…?" Prince Frederik muttered, leaning forward and inspecting the mirror. Reaching up, he swept his finger over the ice, the heat of his finger leaving a trail of melt on the glass as he squinted down at the sparkling substance.

Letting the staff fall back onto his shoulder, Jack Frost stuck his hand in his front pocket, rocking back onto his heels with a smug expression on his features.

"Is this… frost?"

Prince Frederik eyes widened as the snowflakes melted on his fingertip. Then, pulling in a long, pained breath, Jack watched as he collapsed forward, setting his elbows onto the dresser and burying his face in his hands.

"Snow Queen," he muttered to himself. "This is—this is part of her being the Snow Queen. Just keep her away from the birds, and it will be fine..."

"The Snow Queen isn't the reason that ice is on the mirror," Jack hissed. "She's the reason that it was the MIRROR, and not YOUR FACE."

His eyes narrowed.

Because I would LOVE to freeze your face right now.

The prince, still unaware of Jack's presence, ran his fingers through his hair, looking back up to the frost-covered mirror and biting his lip. He took in another deep breath, leaning his head back and closing his eyes.

"It's frost. It's just. Frost. I can do this," he groaned determinately. "I—I can get used to this. It's for Kingsley. I can get used to this, for Kingsley."

"Is that a challenge, Prince-Boy?" Jack breathed.

Prince Frederik didn't hear him, oblivious to the invisible Guardian's presence. Glancing warily back to the fox-and-crown pin, he then straightened up, reaching for it.

Picking it up off of the dresser, the prince turned the pin over in his palm, running his finger over its design. After another few moments—tracing his family crest—Prince Frederik drew himself up with resolve.

"It's just frost," he muttered.

Fastening the pin onto his vest, Prince Frederik turned back to the mirror, forcing himself to look at his own reflection through the ice. Huffing to himself, he then set his jaw and dipped his hands into the bowl of water.

Jack tipped his staff forward.

Creak!

Prince Frederik froze, his eyes bulging as he looked down. With his hands still submerged in the water below, a thick layer of ice had suddenly materialized over the bowl, encasing his wrists like they were frozen solid in a tiny lake.

His face going pale, Prince Frederik tried to pull his hands out.

Thunk.

The heavy bowl rocked forward, the ice unyielding. Leaning against the dresser, Jack Frost smirked, watching as Prince Frederik anxiously gave the ice another tug.

"Alistair?" the prince laughed nervously.

He pressed his lips together, grunting as he struggled again against the ice, his cheeks flushing. After another few moments, he let out another nervous laugh, glancing back towards the door, and then to the ice again, to—

"ALISTAIR!" Prince Frederik shrieked, "ALISTAIR, WHERE IN THE DEVIL ARE YOU WHEN I—"

"—Your majesty!"

The door swinging open, his attendant rushed back into the room. Looking up to him in desperation, Prince Frederik blushed furiously, his hands still stuck in the bowl.

Alistair's eyes nearly bulged out of their sockets.

"SIRE!" he gasped, "How did—"

"—I don't know! It just—froze!"

Hee hee!

The prince's attendant ran forward and picked up the bowl, carefully heaving it and walking out into the middle of the floor with the Prince Frederik's hands still trapped beneath the ice. As the prince began to struggle to pull his hands out, the attendant's face turned red as he tugged the heavy bowl in the other direction.

A spring in his step, the Guardian of Fun pushed himself away from the dresser, sauntering out to join them. He then dropped the end of his staff into the carpet, grinning and leaning into it to watch the chaos unfold.

You know, Jack thought to himself with a smirk, I think I've been good enough this year as a Guardian to keep me on the Nice List, despite… oh, whatever. This is hilarious.

The prince set his jaw with determination, shaking his head as he yanked and pulled on the ice.

"She's—the Snow—Queen!" Prince Frederik gritted between tugs, "It's just—ice! I'm sure—this happens—all the time!"

The prince almost lost his footing, barely catching himself before slipping and falling onto the ground in the involuntary tug-of-war with the bowl of ice. Jack's grin widened.

Yep. Definitely back on the Naughty List for this.

"Are—you sure—that this—is worth getting yourself into?" Alistair gasped, pulling on the bowl with each phrase.

"I must—do—what's best—for Kingsley!"

The attendant stopped tugging, gasping for breath and taking a moment to gather his senses. Untrusting of the weight, Prince Frederik carefully knelt down, setting the bowl on the floor.

"Your majesty," Alistair panted, setting his palms on his thighs and leaning into them, "I—while I greatly admire your dedication to Kingsley, I must advise—"

"—Nonsense!" Prince Frederik interrupted, his face setting with determination again, "This—this is nothing! This is fine!"

"Sire—"

"—One more try, eh?"

The attendant clamped his mouth shut, his lips pressed into a thin line as his employer stood back up, lifting the ice-covered bowl with him. Taking the bowl's other side, he then obediently started to pull and yank on it once again.

Jack Frost picked up the shepherd's crook, tossing it to himself as he walked towards them.

"You realize—SHE—is a LITERAL ice mage!?" Alistair gasped helplessly.

"YES! And—KINGSLEY—needs her!"

"But WHY?!"

Guardian, Schmardian, Jack thought, his eyes narrowing as he carefully aimed the staff at the ground. I don't like you.

"BECAUSE," Prince Frederik gritted in a last desperate series of tugs, "QUEEN ELSA—IS THE BEST—SHOT—KINGSLEY—HAS!"

Ffft!

"AUGH!"

The prince cried out in shock as he slipped on the patch of ice that had suddenly materialized beneath his feet on the carpet. Jack Frost leapt out of the way as Prince Frederik, and then his attendant, and then the enormous bowl of water all went crashing into each other, falling to the ground like dominos and—

CRASH!

The bowl shattered, an explosion of freezing water sloshing out over the carpet and dousing both men as the ice broke.

Choking and sputtering, Alistair frantically struggled to disentangle himself from his employer's limbs, hopping off and scrambling onto his feet. Pushing himself up as well—and having taken most of the blow—the now thoroughly-soaked Prince Frederik gasped with shock, his shirt sticking to his skin with icy water.

"Your majesty! I am so sorry!" Alistair gasped, offering his hand, "Are you alright!?"

The Crown Prince of Kingsley was still sitting on the ground, paralyzed with shock and holding his arms away from his body as icy water dripped from his sleeves onto the floor. Looking up to his attendant, he shuddered violently.

"Hah," Prince Frederik shook.

Jack Frost raised his eyebrows, looking down his nose at the Snow Queen's suitor with disdain.

"What?" he taunted under his breath. "Can't handle the cold, Prince-Boy?"

Looking back down, his face flushing, Prince Frederik shook out his arms, droplets of cold water flinging out onto the carpet. With his soaked brown curls plastered onto his skin and hanging down in his eyes, he then gave his head a vigorous shake.

"Your majesty?" Alistair tried again, taking a tiny step closer. "If—if I may—?"

"Y-yes, my good man?" Frederik shivered.

Their eyes met, and Frederik gave his sleeves another shake. Alistair's face went grave.

"You're—really—sure—that this is worth getting yourself into," he breathed.

The Spirit of Winter raised his eyebrows, looking back to the prince with a smirk.

Couldn't have said it better myself.

Prince Frederik let out his breath. Looking up to his attendant, he then grinned bitterly.

"Queen Elsa is by f-far the best option I know of for an alliance with Kingsley. I'm n-not giving up on her that easily," he stated, shaking his head. "With all due respect, Alistair—it's g-going to take a lot more than this to ch-chase me from Arendelle!"

Jack's smirk faded. His eyes narrowing again, his teeth clicked together in determination.

Challenge accepted, Prince-Boy.

Giving his soaking sleeves another shake, Prince Frederik grasped Alistair's outstretched hand, letting his attendant help pull him onto his feet. He then laughed again, this time with a genuine smile.

"P-perhaps a change of clothes, though," Prince Frederik suggested, shivering again.

Alistair nodded. "Of course, sire."

"Have they sorted out the issue with the luggage?"

"It's in the hallway, your majesty. And, the Head Butler offered his deepest apologies about the mixup; the new busboy had accidentally taken it to the quarters housing Prince Dane…"

"Prince Dane? Surely, you don't mean—"

"—The very same, your highness."

"Fascinating! I wouldn't have supposed that Allevals was interested in this sort of alliance."

WHAT?

His heart pounding, Jack Frost leapt into the air, darting across the room in a gust of wind and landing in Prince Frederik's path. He set his jaw, glaring down the prince as he approached.

"This isn't over, you know!" Jack threatened furiously. "If you think that you're going to just steal the Snow Queen, then you'd better be ready for the SNOW!"

Jack sucked in his breath, wincing and stumbling backwards as Prince Frederik walked through him, making his way towards to the door. As the nausea abated, Jack whipped around to face the prince again.

"You don't even LOVE her!" Jack choked, "You—don't—APPRECIATE her! So maybe, instead of taking her all for yourself, you should try leaving Elsa for somebody who actually CAN!"

The gnarled shepherd's crook was starting to glow, humming threateningly beneath Jack's clenched fingers as Alistair opened the door.

"And besides," Jack stammered, his voice breaking, "I—it's—you can't have her! You can't have her, because I—I!"

Click.

And the door was closed.

Suddenly alone, Jack Frost stumbled back a step, his mind reeling. There was no real reason he could think of.

The too-familiar feeling of miserable helplessness swept over his body. His stomach twisting, the Youngest Guardian pulled in a deep breath, fighting back the stinging in his eyes as he stood, alone, in the middle of the bedroom.

"I saw her first," he whimpered.

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(ANOTHER) AUTHOR'S NOTE, ADDED AS AN UPDATE: Ooookay, so after having this "big reveal" scene on Prince Frederik in the works for over two and a half years (I know), I'm getting my first reviews and responses back, andddd… I'm realizing that... nobody's seemed to notice the big reveal?

I'll admit it. I thought I was being super obvious with the foreshadowing but... GAURGH! Apparently... apparently, it wasn't as obvious as I believed. (GEAAAAAUGH! WRITER ANGST! WHY!? ) Here's what I'm gonna do, because I honestly don't know how to write it to be more obvious without making it seem forced: In the next chapter, I'm going to stomp directly into the scene as The Author to try and clear it up. For now, however, in the event of "I Can't Stand It Anymore" while we wait for that, if ANYBODY who's reading this note STILL DOESN'T KNOW what's going to happen with Frederik, if you'll kindly just PM or email me, and I will EAGERLY POINT OUT THE FORESHADOWING TO YOU.

Anyway. Sorry for my wee little angsty extra note; I'm just sort of at a loss for what to do here. Thank you so much for reviewing, I love you all, you're wonderful, I seriously was trying to NOT have this be another heartbreaking chapter, like people are seeming to indicate, and MESSAGE ME AND I FIX IT FOR YOU okay I love you all you're great bye.

 

Chapter 65: Feelings Are Stupid

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey, everybody. Sorry that took so long; my life exploded a bit. Also, this chapter is a wee bit unusual (I write myself into the first part again), so... yeah, okay, please don't hate me. :-s Thank you all for reading and reviewing, I've REALLY missed you guys, you are all amazing, and I hope you have a fantabulous day!

CONTINUITY REMINDER: At the end of their argument a couple chapters ago, I hinted strongly that Jack put something in Elsa's hair. It's been a long while since I've posted, so... uh, yeah, I'm going to assume that no one remembers that. It'll come back at the end of this chapter. ;)

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65: FEELINGS ARE STUPID ( or, DOUBLE FEATURE CHAPTER THINGY WHEREIN THAT TITLE REALLY ONLY REFERS TO THE SECOND PART)

After a few minutes of holding her crying sister, Queen Anna was starting to feel very, very cold.

Elsa was… heartbroken. Like she had been after the thing with Jack's creepo-necklace, on the first day. Anna had since forgiven him for THAT unfathomable screw-up, but if a certain stupidly gorgeous snow sprite continued making Elsa melt into tears on a regular basis like this, he was setting himself up to receive one sisterly fist to the stupidly perfect teeth.

Just as Anna could feel her sister's cold starting to seep all the way through her dress to reach her skin, Elsa pulled away. The Fifth Spirit—still refusing to make eye contact—sniffed, rubbing her arm across her face.

"I'm so sorry," Elsa whimpered, "I—I'm s-sorry; I—"

"—CUT!" shrieked a voice.

POOF!

Elsa and Anna gasped as a young woman in thick-soled, gothic combat boots suddenly materialized out of a cloud of smoke on the side of the room. Looking strangely familiar, and now in her mid-twenties (as opposed to early twenties), the young woman heaved an enormous sigh, shaking her head and walking towards them.

"Sorry, ladies," she announced, collapsing into Elsa's chair. "NORMALLY, I wouldn't do this, but the fact that—like—literally NOBODY caught the foreshadowing in the last chapter has got me reeling so hard that I can't even focus on my originalfiction pieces, until I get this mess cleared up."

Elsa and Anna exchanged looks of confusion as the girl sighed, carelessly tossing her right left across her left and flipping open her notebook. Anna pulled in her breath.

"Uh—sorry," she stammered, "But—who—?"

"AH! Right," the young woman exclaimed, throwing her a quick nod. "I'm The Author. Elsa's met me before, but I've wiped her memory of that experience, so… yeah, I guess we're all new. By the way: love the pigtails."

The Author waggled her eyebrows at Anna, then reaching back and pulling one of her own long pigtails over her shoulder.

"After another couple hundred thousand words, I figure that I can drop one more miniscule detail about my appearance without causing too much harm," she shrugged. "Even though I obviously change up my hair, just like my shoes, in real life. And, I'm pretty sure that my hair is about 50% dry shampoo right now, so it's deceptively fluffy. You know—like this fanfic."

She grinned, pulling a pencil from behind her ear and scribbling something down in the notebook.

POOF!

A third chair to replace Elsa's materialized out of the air, beside the first two.

"And, yes," The Author added, gesturing to it, "I did randomly just decide to point out my hair, for the sole purpose of making that joke. Come have a seat."

Anna and Elsa looked warily to each other again. After a few moments, Elsa gave her sister a little nod, and they walked over the join the young woman with the notebook.

"Wait," Elsa said carefully, sitting down in the new chair as Anna took the other. "I—I've met you before?"

The Author nodded. "Yeppers."

"And you wiped my memory?"

"Yeppers again."

"Why? What happened?"

The Author opened her mouth to speak, and then froze.

"Ahhh… nope," she decided, twirling her pencil on her fingers. "Not telling. ANYWAY, I'm here to talk about Prince Frederik. But first, where did those truffles go? I could have sworn that Anna was eating chocolate truffles, before the scene cut off a chapter ago."

"They're right over—"

POOF!

"WHAT the—?" Anna gasped.

The bowl of chocolates, which had previously been sitting on Elsa's dresser, had suddenly materialized in Queen Anna's hands.

The Author snapped her notebook shut.

"Well, now they're in your lap," she stated, "So… there. Also, I'm here to point out the foreshadowing in chapter 64, so if anybody dislikes spoilers, they should skip down to the page break that is about 2/3rds of the way through this chapter, and pick up reading after that."

She reached for a truffle.

"Seriously," The Author repeated. "If anybody doesn't want to find out what's going to eventually happen with Prince Frederik, they need to skip down to where the chapter resumes after the page break, NOW."

She paused for a long moment, staring directly into her fanfiction's Virtual Camera. The Author then lifted a meaningful eyebrow at her readers, as though to indicate that this paragraph—while short—was their opportunity to leave, come back to where the story resumed after the page break, and not get mad at her for highlighting the foreshadowing pointing out future plot points.

She turned back to Elsa and Anna.

"Do you think that was too subtle?" The Author asked.

"That was nothing even resembling subtle," Anna retorted.

"WELL, I DIDN'T THINK THAT MY FORESHADOWING WAS SUBTLE EITHER, OKAY?" The Author snapped, suddenly agitated, "I mean, I—I've been planning The Big Reveal with Prince Frederik for well over two and a half years now, and—well, I posted it, and apparently nobody noticed that a big reveal just took place. Which means that I FAILED. EPICALLY."

"So, you're here to give everybody spoilers?"

The young woman snapped her mouth shut, looking down to the floor. After a few moments, she then grimaced, bouncing her foot up and down on her leg and leaning back into her chair.

"As a general rule," The Author began bitterly, "If a writer is trying to get something across, and it apparently doesn't GET across, then Said Writer should assume that it's their fault, and go back and fix the problem. But with THIS, I—I honestly don't know how to write it better. Without making it seem forced, that is. So, I'm not here to give away spoilers as much as I'm here to try to explain what I was TRYING to go for. Oh, am I glad I wrote chocolate into this scene."

The Author suddenly lunged forward, sticking her hand into the little bowl of truffles as Queen Anna held it out. As The Author sat back and stuffed the chocolates into her mouth, Elsa shifted in her seat.

"So, Prince Frederik is evil?" she asked.

"Nah. I feel like they already did THAT plot twist in Frozen," The Author shrugged, "And I don't want to just do a repeat of the movies, if you get my drift. The last chapter was supposed to show that Prince Frederik is a legitimately good guy—sorry if that disappoints anyone."

"Why not just let the readers get there themselves?" Elsa asked. "I mean—when whatever you're foreshadowing actually comes out in the book?"

The Author swallowed the truffle. "Because it's gonna take me a long while to get there," she whispered. "If this were a finished piece, I would be able to say 'just keep reading!' because the reader would get there within a few hours or days, as opposed to—months. That's the downside of posting one chapter at a time. I can't give you the whole thing at once, no matter how much I'd like to, because I haven't finished writing it. Also, there's so much drama coming up before you and Jack figure out what you're doing that I really think my readers should kinda know a bit of the end from the beginning. Contrary to popular belief, I'm NOT actually trying to make everybody on here miserable."

She reached for the bowl of truffles again, desperately stuffing three more into her mouth.

"That's good to know," Elsa whispered, staring down at her hands.

The Author nodded, frantically chewing and swallowing before she started again. "Here's the thing. I've done some subtle stuff in Ice Alliance," she sighed, "And I'm not really expecting everybody to catch on to all of that, especially if they aren't looking for it. Like, Prince Frederik's lapel pin. Remember that?"

Elsa nodded. "I remember that he was wearing one. But I didn't get a close look at it."

"That's okay; the readers did. Anyway, the pin is of Prince Frederik's family crest," The Author continued, "So, the symbolism's fairly straightforward. Frederik puts on the pin, he represents Kingsley. Frederik takes off the pin, he feels like he can relax and be himself."

Elsa nodded, her eyes slightly widened. Picking up a truffle, Queen Anna mouthed a long oooooooooh, then popping the chocolate into her mouth.

"And I'll be using that more later," The Author continued. "Whether or not he's wearing the pin is a symbol of whether or not he's wearing the literal mantle of being the Crown Prince of Kingsley. The readers can watch for that, if they so desire. In fact, as I write this, I think I'm gonna go back and tweak a bit of the last chapter to make it a little more clear."

She sat up and pulled the pencil from behind her hair, flipping the notebook open.

Scribble scribble scribble.

"Aaaaand, done," she declared, snapping it shut again. "Ready to discuss Frederik?"

"Now, this I want to hear," Anna breathed, sitting forward in her seat.

"Sounds good." The Author turned to Elsa. "You and Frederik actually have a lot in common. For a start, you both care very deeply about your kingdoms."

Elsa nodded. "Thank you."

"You're both very intellectual and polite."

"I try to be."

"You both tend to be self-sacrificing to the point of idiocy, although—sorry, Elsa—you're way worse than Frederik, in that respect," The Author admitted. "He's a bit more mature than you are that way, I'm afraid."

"Wait," Elsa blanched, her face pale, "I—what?"

The Author shrugged. "The way I see it, it's one of your main character flaws," she explained. "You're so determined to self-sacrifice for everyone that you often end up 'sacrificing' yourself when it's totally unnecessary—and then, you actually end up hurting the ones you love, in the process. Like, when you cut yourself off from everybody because you think you're going to hurt them."

"That—I didn't think I still—!" Elsa choked, her hands flying to her temples. She looked to Anna. "Tell me I don't still—"

"—It's okay," The Author interrupted before Anna could respond. "You're still basically just an adorable cinnamon roll. Wait—no."

Elsa looked back to her. "No?"

"No," The Author breathed. "You're—an—ICED cinnamon roll."

A wave of confusion swept over Elsa's face. She looked to her sister, but Anna appeared to be just as confused as she was.

"Ba-dum, ktch!" The Author whispered.

"Uh…" Anna started, "Sorry, but—what?"

The Author beamed. "Oh, I'm just a Millennial, awkwardly attempting to layer Gen-Z Tumblr slang with ice powers jokes," she corrected. "Don't mind me. Anyway, back to Prince Frederik."

Elsa shifted in her chair. "Are there any other similarities?"

"OH, yeah. Although, I'll also use this paragraph to assure the reader that Freddie has plenty of flaws, even though they aren't really obvious yet. But back to your similarities. For example, you're both extremely passionate about—everything."

"Okay."

"You both put your kingdoms first, but still like to have your academic pet-projects going on the side—even though Frederik's can admittedly get a bit out of hand, by comparison."

"I can see that."

"You both feel very attached to your families."

"That's true."

"You both struggle trying to cram yourselves into metaphorical boxes that don't really represent who you are."

"Alright…"

"And you both fall for Guardians."

"What?"

"What?"

The Fifth Spirit's eyes bulged, and she suddenly straightened in her chair, looking to her sister once again. The Author batted her eyelashes innocently.

"Let's switch gears," she suggested. "I propose that we talk about what Prince Frederik is looking for."

The Snow Queen said nothing. Queen Anna plunged her hand into the bowl of truffles again.

"Okay," Anna agreed.

"Well… both Elsa and Jack, in some ways, are very mature, extraordinarily smart characters. But emotionally, Prince Frederik is just a little bit… older."

Elsa suddenly looked uncomfortable. "So, he needs someone older?" she asked hesitantly.

"Emotionally older. It's nothing against you, sweetie. You just have zero experience with dating and normal social skills."

Elsa nodded, blushing as she quietly stared into her lap. The Author drew herself up.

"It should also be noted that there's that thing with the orphanage," she added.

Anna's head tilted to the side. "Orphanage?"

"Ah, right. You have no clue what I'm talking about. But the readers do, so I'll just go on," The Author shrugged. "Prince Frederik needs someone who's comfortable being constantly surrounded by little ones."

Elsa's eyebrows lifted. "I don't really have a problem with that."

"I should clarify. Hundreds of little ones."

Elsa's eyes widened.

"Oh," she said quietly.

"Like, Prince Frederik would ideally end up with someone who already is constantly surrounded by hundreds of little ones… by choice," The Author continued, lifting a meaningful eyebrow, "Someone who can get around really fast, to manage to all of them. Someone who likes to always have at least five to seven little attendants with her, even on personal missions, for no apparent reason. Someone who's really passionate about children. Perhaps, even someone who misses… let's see, quote, seeing the kids? Ringing any bells?"

The Fifth Spirit glanced to her sister. Queen Anna, wearing an equally blank expression, looked in turn to The Author.

"No?" The Author asked.

Both of the sisters shook their heads.

"Well," The Author sighed, "I guess that's to be expected. Neither of you have actually met her yet… nor has Frederik. Would it help if I pointed out that his bird obsession wasn't written to be arbitrary?"

Anna and Elsa exchanged glances again. Looking back to the young woman in the combat boots, they shook their heads.

"Ooooooooh-kaaaaay," The Author groaned, kneading her eyebrows, "Let's try something else then. Elsa?"

The Snow Queen bit her lip. "Yes?" she asked hesitantly.

"Why were you able to see Jack Frost?"

Elsa swallowed, nervously picking up the edge of her capelet and drawing it into her lap. "Um… because I..." she said, twisting the fabric between her fingers. "Believed… in him?"

"Right!"

Elsa and Anna glanced to each other warily, and the young woman in the combat boots scooted forward in her chair. She dropped the notebook onto the floor by her feet, leaning over and setting her elbows onto her knees.

"Soooooo," The Author enunciated, her hands pressed together, "When I have Prince Frederik spin around and dramatically proclaim that he 'will believe in ANYTHING WITH WINGS'…?"

She looked up, raising a meaningful eyebrow and waiting for them to finish the statement.

"But Jack doesn't have wings," Anna said quizzically.

The Author now looked like she was in physical pain.

"Right. Jack—doesn't," she gritted, "But—whodoes?"

Anna looked to her sister, only to see that Elsa was, in turn, looking to her, as if trying to find an answer in her face. Realizing that neither one of the young women would reach the answer—having come from the wrong movie to do so—The Author heaved an enormous sigh of frustration, collapsing back into her chair.

A frustrated, angsty silence fell over the room.

After a few moments—kneading her eyebrows as she pulled in her breath—The Author drew herself up. Leaning back into her chair, she then carelessly tossed her right leg over her left again, impatiently bouncing her thick-soled, gothic boot up and down as she let out a dramatic sigh.

"Would you like to know my problem with the Rise of the Guardians fandom—a fandom which I am very passionately a part of?" she groaned, "A big ol' pretentious pet peeve of mine, if you will?"

Elsa bit the edge of her lip. "What might that be?" she asked hesitantly.

"It has this super-annoying tendency to forget that ROTG characters, who AREN'T Jack Frost, exist."

The Author leaned her head back against her chair, squeezing her eyes shut in frustration. After staying there for a minute, she exhaled, shaking her head.

"The chapter Prince Wonderful is written from Jack's perspective, so I wanted it to reflect his own biases and issues," she explained, "Including the part where—DESPITE the fact that Jack Frost totally has the answer for how to stop Frederik from pursuing Elsa—he doesn't realize that he does, because he's so busy hating the guy. I was going for irony. But what I apparently ended up with was having all of my readers COMPLETELY miss the plot point. And I don't know how to write it better to fix it."

She kneaded her eyebrows again, pushing herself off of the back of her seat and sitting forward. Without making eye contact with either one of them, she raised her eyebrows, staring determinately at her knees.

"Also," The Author added, "I'm pretty sure that I've pointed out Prince Frederik's glisteningly white teeth about ten billion times by now. But, what do I know."

She slapped her hands down onto the armrests of the chair, pushing herself up. Bending down to the floor, she snatched up her notebook again, flipping it open.

"Normally," she added, straightening back up, "I wouldn't care this much about wanting to make sure that everybody knows what's going to eventually happen with Prince Frederik. But as I said, there's going to be so much Jelsa drama coming up that I think it'd be a bit too hard to get through, without sort of knowing the end from the beginning."

Anna's ears perked slightly. "So, this is still a Jelsa fic?"

"Yes. You can tell from my subtle hinting, like the fact that I literally put the word 'Jelsa' in the title."

She blinked.

"I'm sorry. That was snarky," The Author admitted. "I swear I'm not trying to alienate my readers here. My readers are everything to me. But I'm at a loss. I honestly don't know how to write this foreshadowing any better."

Elsa's face was pale. "There's going to be more drama?" she asked hesitantly.

"Before you and Jack get onto the same page? Ha ha. Mwa ha ha. Yeah."

The Author snorted, grinning to herself as she looked down to the notebook, flipping through its pages. Shrugging, she looked back up.

"That being said… once you guys FINALLY figure out what's going on, you do not waste time," she promised. "It'll take you a while to get there, but once you do, it's a pretty fast snap-change. Would it make a difference if I promised that you guys are going to have a lot of fun on your honeymoon?"

Elsa's eyes widened. "Uh—"

"—Okay, see, Jack wouldn't have hesitated to answer that."

"I'm not—"

"—Oh, honey, I know. I know. I should clarify, though," The Author added, "My version of a sex scene isn't really an actual sex scene. Basically, it's pretty clear what's going on, but I cut everything so that nothing ever 'actually happens' on camera or during the chapters themselves. If that makes sense."

Elsa let out her breath, looking to her sister.

Queen Anna raised her eyebrows. "Because you're keeping it clean?" she asked.

"Oh, that's definitely a big part of it. Honestly, though, it's really mostly because I don't want to think about it that hard." The Author turned to Elsa. "I mean, I love you and everything, but—I do NOT want to know you that well."

Elsa exhaled. "Thank you."

"You are SO welcome."

"Can I ask you a question?" Anna said suddenly.

The Author nodded. "Sure."

The pregnant queen pressed her hands together, then bringing them to the bridge of her nose. Looking at her sister—and then back to The Author—she scoffed.

"What is taking them so long?" Anna groaned.

Elsa's mouth fell open. "Anna!"

"Queen Elsa and Jack Frost are both super stubborn characters," The Author giggled. "I mean, there was definite tension from right off the bat, but if they fell in love with each other immediately, I don't think it'd be true to who they are."

"I'm not stubborn!" Elsa protested.

"Yes, you are. Anna?"

Elsa turned to her sister. Biting the edge of her lip, Queen Anna was visibly struggling not to smile.

"Maybe a little bit," she admitted softly, holding her pointer finger an inch away from her thumb to illustrate.

"Anyhow," The Author started again, sitting back in her chair and tapping her pencil on her leg, "So, you're not 'together' yet. And a lot of people have been commenting on the fact that we're 64 chapters in—65 now, I guess—and nobody's confessed yet. But, I would argue that they weren't really in love, until at LEAST chapter 33. The under-the-bed scene was Jack's real tipping point, but for Elsa, it's all more gradual."

Anna raised an eyebrow. "That's… still a lot of chapters."

"Yeah. It is. I promise, if I were trying to prep this for some sort of legitimate publication, I would be chopping at least a third of what's currently posted."

She smiled bitterly. After a few moments, The Author adjusted herself in her chair, shaking her head.

"Look… I know that this isn't a professional-level cut," she sighed, "And I know that this fanfiction is enormous. Saying that it's currently too fluffy—as a couple people have pointed out—is a TOTALLY legitimate criticism. I'd call it a correct one, in fact. So, do you want to know why—despite how much actual action is left in the plot, and despite how long doing a fluffy, "uncut" version of Ice Alliance is going to take—I'm still including all of the angsty cuteness?"

Anna and Elsa looked to each other. The Author, taking their silence as a cue, leaned slightly forward.

"Because I like it," she whispered intensely.

Silence.

The Author sat back into her chair, uncrossing and then re-crossing her legs. As she began to impatiently bounce her foot up and down again, Queen Anna pulled in her breath.

"So—"

"—JELSA ANGST IS FUN TO WRITE," The Author proclaimed, suddenly leaping from her chair and gesturing with the notebook, "IT IS CUTE, AND I LIKE IT."

"Uh—"

"I CAN LIKE CUTE THINGS."

"But—"

"JELSA IS CUTE," The Author shrieked, whirling around to face her, "AND CUTE THINGS ARE FUN. FLUFF IS FUN. TORTURING YOUR FAVORITE CHARACTERS IS FUN, AND YOU SHOULD ALL TRY IT."

Elsa blanched. "Why would—"

"—BECAUSE THIS IS A FANFIC, AND I DO WHAT I WANT."

The Author resolutely punched the air with her notebook, gasping for breath as she finished her speech. After a beat, she spun back around to Elsa.

"And what I want," she breathed, "Is to spend this fanfiction closing up every single plot hole that I can find, while simultaneously laying out an argument for Jack Frost and Elsa's relationship in absolutely excruciating detail."

She smiled demonically.

"Speaking of which," The Author realized, picking up her notebook and flipping it open, pulling the pencil from her hair again, "Do you know what I want to do right now? I want to bring Jack into this."

Elsa's eyes widened. "But—!"

Scribble scribble scribble.

POOF!

The Spirit of Winter suddenly materialized out of the air, tumbling onto the ground in a heap. Elsa gasped, leaping from her chair. "Jack!"

Jack groaned under his breath, pushing himself up onto his elbow. Clearly discombobulated, he looked up, his gaze catching Elsa's in confusion.

"Elsa?" he asked, rubbing his head while she knelt down beside him, "What—how did—"

"—Over here," The Author interrupted. "Me. Hi."

Jack turned to her. "What on—"

"—Sorry, just wanted to take advantage of the fact that I'm sitting here in this scene to give you some unsolicited advice," she continued, twirling her pencil between her fingers.

Jack Frost, still sitting on the floor, looked to her in confusion. He rubbed his head.

"Okay…?" he asked.

The Author smirked, leaning forward in her chair and raising her eyebrows.

"I know you think that Elsa can read your mind," she chuckled darkly, then leaning back and writing something down in her notebook. "But: she can't. You have words. Use them."

"I—!"

POOF!

And Jack was gone.

"Wait," Elsa stammered, staring at the air where the Spirit of Winter had been a moment before. "Where—how did—"

"—Elsa and Jack WILL eventually get onto the same page," The Author announced, ignoring her. "Prince Frederik will get his happy ending. All of the good characters will get happy endings. All of the political stuff with Arendelle and Kingsley and the Enchanted Forest is going to work out. I'm sorry if I've offended anyone by doing this, but as The Author, I just really, really, REALLY felt the need to stomp into the scene to reassure everybody that all will be well."

She shrugged, tossing the pencil to herself and then placing its tip on the paper.

Scribble scribble scribble.

"But not until after I drag everybody through another fifteen lifetimes' worth of drama and angst," The Author added, snapping the notebook shut, "So it's gonna be a while. BYE!"

POOF!

And she was gone.

In silence for a few moments, Elsa and Anna blinked, mutually looking a little dazed. After a time, Anna started to turn to her sister again, just opening her mouth to speak before—

"CUT!"

POOF!

"I lied. I'm back," The Author announced, the cloud of smoke dissipating as she stomped forward. "I just realized something."

Queen Anna raised her eyebrows. "And what's that?"

"The tonal shift. It's too sudden," The Author groaned, kneading her eyebrows. "LAST time, I had an entire CHAPTER break to shift back to relationship-quiet-tender-sweet from satire-slapstick-funny-ha-ha. And this is a short chapter, so unless I break it up into two chapters, I need to add some sort of visual cue to emotionally reset the scene."

Elsa sniffed, her eyes narrowing with confusion.

"Okay…?" she said.

"YES. Okay. It is okay, because I HAVE A PLAN," The Author proclaimed. "Do you want to know what it is?"

Anna and Elsa exchanged glances.

"Sure?" Anna asked.

The Author hugged her notebook to her chest, leaning forward on her toes and waggling her eyebrows.

"Page Breaks," she whispered.

The Author waggled her eyebrows excitedly.

"Basically, the shift in tone to get back from My Barging In is so dramatic that there's no way to write it smoothly. So, instead of picking up where we left off, I'm just going to restart the scene. Along with wiping your memories of me in the process," she stated. "And page breaks are magical, for visually breaking things up in a chapter. And in the brain. And—stuff. You know."

She nodded to herself and scribbled something down onto the notebook. Waving her pencil around in the air, The Author then squeezed her eyes shut.

"RESUME TENDER EMOTIONAL SCENE!"

POOF!

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After a few minutes of holding her crying sister, Queen Anna was starting to feel very, very cold.

Elsa was… heartbroken. Like she had been after the thing with Jack's creepo-necklace, on the first day. Anna had since forgiven him for THAT unfathomable screw-up, but if a certain stupidly gorgeous snow sprite continued making Elsa melt into tears on a regular basis like this, he was setting himself up to receive one sisterly fist to the stupidly perfect teeth.

Just as Anna could feel her sister's cold starting to seep all the way through her dress to reach her skin, Elsa pulled away. The Fifth Spirit—still refusing to make eye contact—sniffed, rubbing her arm across her face.

"I'm so sorry," Elsa whimpered, "I—I'm s-sorry; I didn't—"

"—You have nothing to apologize for."

Elsa's cheeks flushed. Snowflakes falling softly around her onto the carpet, she hugged her arms across her stomach, bending slightly at the waist and staring at the floor.

"I thought that I had everything under control," Elsa whispered. She shook her head. "And, I ruined it. Again."

"You haven't ruined anything," Anna reassured her, reaching out and putting a hand on her sister's shoulder. "Let's get you through telling me what happened."

Elsa hesitated for another long moment. Then—nodding, while swallowing hard—she let Anna guide her over to the two chairs that she'd pulled into the middle of the room.

And Elsa spilled. Queen Anna sat as quietly as she could, nodding thoughtfully and eating chocolate truffles from a bowl in her lap as Elsa relayed the events of the morning's audiences; the throne room, the way she'd designed her dress, the Evil Queen act, the suitors running for their lives, and—most of all—the surprise appearance and behavior of one Prince Frederik of Kingsley. It was only at this point in the tale that Anna interrupted.

"Wait," she blurted, her eyes wide as she swallowed a truffle. "Was that the guy in the red jacket out with the councilmen? Tall, regal, dreamy-looking?"

Elsa nodded. "That certainly sounds like him," she confirmed, oblivious to Anna's bulging eyes. "Why?"

Because, DANG, sissy!

The pregnant young queen picked up another truffle, struggling to school her expression. Elsa clearly wasn't in the mood to giggle over her growing little fan club of gorgeous boys jeeeeeust yet.

"Okay," Anna stated. "Keep going. What happened after that?"

Elsa continued, telling her sister of Prince Frederik's audience, and Jack Frost's suddenly strange behavior, from the ice, to the date, to the way that it ended.

"And I—I d-don't understand," Elsa shook, letting out a breathy scoff of a laugh. "He was so—affectionate earlier today, and happy, and now he's just upset. About everything. And he kept saying there was something he wanted to explain to me, and then he never did, and—"

"—Wait, what?" Anna interrupted. "Jack Frost still hasn't asked you to be his girlfriend?"

"Not even a little bit."

The Fifth Spirit pressed her lips together, squeezing her eyes shut and struggling not to cry. Anna's breath caught.

"Jack doesn't see me that way," Elsa stammered, "And, I—this is exactly what I was talking about, Anna. He doesn't think I'm good enough for that. He's happy to spend all this time teasing me, and kissing me, and touching me every two seconds, and—well—now there's Prince Frederik, and all of a sudden Jack's decided that I'm too stupid to get married!"

Queen Anna's eyes bulged. "Jack Frost told you that you're too stupid to get married!?" she sputtered.

Elsa sniffed, blushing furiously.

"Well—no," she admitted.

Good, Anna thought. Feeling her muscles relax a bit, she leaned forward in the chair towards her sister, just as Elsa gulped for a breath of air again.

"Jack's too kind to say something like that," Elsa added quickly, "I just—he didn't say that. But I'm pretty sure that's what he was trying to say."

"So… what did Jack say?" Anna prodded gently.

"I don't even know," Elsa whimpered, "I—I don't remember. Just—he was really upset, and—something about not having research because he wanted to meet me—and, he doesn't trust Prince Frederik."

"Really."

"He said I was gorgeous," Elsa remembered suddenly.

Anna jumped, then laughing outright at the sudden change of tone. "Well, good," she chuckled, "He has eyes. I'm glad that his brain isn't completely useless."

Only mostly.

"But it's not like that," Elsa insisted, her face going pale once again. "Jack doesn't think of me that way. I should be grateful that he's spending time with me at all, and he's been teaching me a lot of things, but I resent—I—!"

Elsa stopped talking, her eyes watering with embarrassment as she looked down to her feet, balling her hands into fists. Seeing her expression, Queen Anna's blood boiled.

Well,I resent the fact that a stupid SNOW SPRITE is making MY sister feel worthless, she thought angrily.

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut. Twisting her heel in the carpet, she then shakily pulled in her breath, looking up into her sister's eyes.

"I am not a fling," Elsa whispered.

Anna shook her head. "No."

"I d-don't care who he is," the Snow Queen stammered, sniffing as a few flurries of snow began to materialize out of the air above her, "Even if he is the Spirit of Winter, and—and his ice is—well, Jack does NOT get to just use me for—"

"—NO," Anna repeated. "He doesn't."

Elsa fell quiet, rubbing her hand over her opposite elbow. Anna sucked in her breath.

"—But just so you know," she added quickly, "I'm pretty sure that's not what's going on here."

Elsa nodded. Crossing her arms over her chest, she sniffed again.

"I know," she quavered. "And I'm sure you're right. Jack wouldn't do that. I don't know why I said it."

Queen Anna raised her eyebrows, drumming her fingers on her pregnant stomach and restraining from another snarky retort. "Jack 'wouldn't do that?' What do you mean?"

"He's too sweet, to just use someone. And, WAY too honorable," Elsa sighed. "Also, he's not interested in me. I mean, besides the fact that he seems to see me as a charity case."

Yes. That's EXACTLY why he keeps touching you and watching you and following you around while you're trying to work, Anna thought. Because he's not interested. That's EXACTLY how boys act, when they're NOT INTERESTED.

Anna chewed on the inside of her lip, restraining from making the comment. Whatever was going on, Elsa had to figure it out for herself.

"But that's what I don't understand," the Fifth Spirit reasoned on cue, thinking out loud as she got to her feet, beginning to pace. "If he's not just using me, then—why is he always acting so—flirty all the time, and everything? I thought it was just to try to make me feel better about myself, but if that were true, then why on EARTH wouldn't he be HAPPY for me with Prince Frederik?"

Anna shifted on her hips, trying to school her expression again.

"Is it possible that Jack Frost is jealous?" she asked carefully.

"JEALOUS?" Elsa balked, her face going pale again as she ran back to the chairs, "Jealous of what? Jack doesn't see me that way; that doesn't make any sense! I thought that we were friends, and I know Jack was pitying me and everything, but if we really were just friends, then why is he so angry about Prince Frederik? And all the things he's been teaching me, and then I suggest that I might eventually use them, and—and—oh, Anna!"

Anna watched as her sister stumbled back, collapsing into her chair and burying her face in her hands. Her back started shaking, her breaths coming sharp and shallow.

"I'm so bad at this," Elsa whispered between sobs. "Ice fortresses? Easy. Magical nature spirits? No problem. Running reforms under the table, without the Council finding out about them until they've already gone through? PIECE OF CAKE. But, this?"

She shook her head, scoffing to herself.

"I am. So. Confused," Elsa whimpered.

Queen Anna didn't respond. Her heart breaking at the sight of Elsa's pain—and the few snowflakes materializing out of the air above her—she pulled in her breath, trying to think of something to say.

"Boys are stupid," Anna decided.

Elsa laughed bitterly, letting out a gasping, hopeless half-giggle between sobs. She then shook her head again, re-burying her face in her hands as Anna leaned forward in her chair to stand up.

Looking up, Elsa's breath caught. "Don't—!"

"The baby is fine, Elsa."

Elsa snapped her mouth shut, swallowing her visible concern as her heavily pregnant sister pushed herself up onto her feet, waddling over to her. Queen Anna's heart swelled as she smiled, looking down to her stomach. Oh, Elsa…

"Honestly?" Anna said softly, reaching over and rubbing Elsa's back. "It really does sound to me like Jack Frost is jealous."

Elsa shrugged, not responding for a moment, and Anna kept rubbing her back on top of the ice capelet, restraining from pulling her hand away. In her currently heartbroken state, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest felt even more freezing than usual.

Cold, cold, cold, cold, cold…

"You already said that," Elsa choked. "But it doesn't make any—"

"—Why wouldn't it make sense, Elsa?"

Unable to keep touching the ice, Queen Anna pulled her hand back as her sister straightened up. Clasping her hands together, she restrained from a shiver, unwilling to let Elsa see how contact with her beautiful ice dress made ordinary, non-magical skin react.

"If Jack wanted me to be his girlfriend, then why wouldn't he just ASK me?" Elsa stammered, "I've only given him about a million opportunities!"

Subtly massaging feeling back into her fingers, Anna's eyebrows lifted. "How did—"

"—Hey! Elsa!" her sister interrupted, dropping her voice in a horrible imitation of Jack Frost's, "Do you want to be my girlfriend? That's all he had to say! How is that hard? If that's what Jack wanted, then why wouldn't he just SAY IT? In fact, I—I—!"

Elsa cut herself off, looking up from her hands and biting her lip. Sucking in her breath, she abruptly rose from her chair.

"I have work to do," Elsa stammered.

Before Anna had a chance to respond, Elsa spun around, walking for the art gallery with her long capelet billowing behind her across the carpet. Anna got up from her chair.

"Elsa, wait—"

"—I'm sorry, I just—!"

Holding her pregnant stomach, Queen Anna lurched as quickly as she could for the art gallery, her heart dropping as Elsa's capelet whisked through the door. As Anna hurried to catch up, she saw Elsa instinctively begin to reach for the door handle.

Elsa looked up, and their eyes locked.

Swallowing hard, the Snow Queen shakily pulled her hand back, leaving the door open. Her cheeks flushing, she gave her head a quick shake, turning away from her sister and walking the three steps to her desk to start rummaging through the pile of papers on top of it.

Whew.

Letting out her breath, Queen Anna came to a stop, standing in the open doorway. Elsa picked up a folder, briefly letting her eyes fall onto its cover before casting it aside.

"Elsa," Anna said carefully, suppressing a shiver as the temperature began to noticeably drop once again, "I don't—maybe you don't want to go back to work just yet. I mean, I really appreciate how well you've been holding down the fort for me and everything, I do, but—I don't want you to hurt yourself."

Elsa gulped. "I'm just trying to get as much work done as possible before the baby—"

"—There will always be more work to get done, Sissy."

Elsa bit down on her lip, not looking up. "I've been temporarily reinstated," she choked, "And I'm currently Arendelle's queen. I have to be the queen."

"You also have to be yourself," Anna reminded her. "Which means that you have to take care of yourself. I'm right here. If you need to talk about your feelings—"

"—Feelings are stupid!" Elsa burst out suddenly, snatching up one of the folders and whirling around, "They're distracting, and they hurt, and—I hate them. I have work to do."

Anna's face fell as the Fifth Spirit stumbled back a step, hugging the file to her chest. Bumping into the chair, she shakily fell back into it, her eyes brimming with tears.

Anna felt her heart sink as Elsa clenched her teeth together, miserably looking down to the folder.

"I have work to do," she repeated softly, like she was talking to herself.

Clenching the folder to herself, the Snow Queen squeezed her eyes shut. Anna watched in horror as her sister's back started shaking, like she was ready to cry again.

"I am being the worst queen," Elsa sobbed.

Dropping the folder to her lap, Elsa burst into tears once again, burying her face in her hands. Queen Anna took a step towards her, pausing as her sister pulled in her breath.

"I've been a fool," Elsa moaned. "And an idiot! Only an idiot would ever think that—that the Spirit of Winter might—could ever—!"

Elsa cut herself off again, blushing furiously. As she dropped her head forward—gripping the file with all of her strength—Anna pulled in her breath.

"Would want you to be his girlfriend," she finished softly.

Elsa's jaw clenched.

"If I were being a good queen," she muttered, struggling to stop crying, "I wouldn't be that stupid."

"You're not stupid."

Elsa swallowed hard, falling quiet. As she stared down at the file in her hands, looking completely miserable, Anna walked up to the desk chair.

"Honestly?" she started again, gently reaching forward and touching Elsa's shoulder. "I really do think that Jack's in love with you. I mean, that's how he's been acting lately. And Kristoff thinks so, too."

"But if Jack wanted me to be his girlfriend, then why wouldn't he just ask me?" Elsa whimpered, "Why—why won't he?"

Queen Anna's heart sank as her sister looked up, her expression filled with helpless pain. Seeing Elsa's face, their eyes locking, Anna drew herself up.

"I don't know," she admitted. "But I'm going to find out."

The pregnant queen set her jaw with resolve. Holding her enormous stomach, she whirled around, starting to make her way towards the door.

She had a snow sprite to catch.

"Oh—and by the way," Anna added, pausing and turning back to her sister, "I like that little ice-ivy thing you've put in your hair."

"Ice-ivy thing?" Elsa asked quizzically, "What are you talking about? I didn't put any—"

She suddenly cut herself off, her eyes widening. Leaping out of the chair, Queen Anna stepped back from the doorway as Elsa then ran back into her room, stopping in front of the dresser and looking into her reflection. Catching sight of the icy flower buds, she hesitantly reached up to touch them.

Elsa froze, gasping as the frozen buds burst open. Glowing blue, a sparkle of delicate snowflakes fell into her hair as the row of elaborate ice flowers exploded into bloom, silently settling into her braid in a shimmering blue mist.

From where she was standing in the doorway to the art gallery, Anna's jaw fell open.

"Whoa," she whispered.

Elsa said nothing, gingerly reaching up and touching the edge of the largest flower. It bloomed even brighter as her delicate fingers brushed past it, and Snow Queen stared at the stunning piece in the mirror, her lower lip beginning to quiver.

"Elsa," Anna laughed in disbelief, starting to walk towards her, "You've never made anything like that before! That's incredible! I mean, it's ice, but it's—like—it's alive, and—"

"—I have made ice like this before."

Queen Anna abruptly stopped talking.

"Back before the Spirits woke up," Elsa stammered, "Mother's voice led me out to the fjord, and—well, it was like Nature was taking over my powers, using them in new ways. And—and this happened! My ice looked just like this! I haven't been able to replicate it since!"

As the flowers began to fade, snowflakes disintegrating into her hair from off of their edges, the Fifth Spirit's voice trailed off. Turning around to the mirror, she gingerly reached up to it, staring at their reflection in wonder. "But perhaps that's exactly what I've been doing wrong…"

Anna's face broke into a good-natured grin. "Well, you'll just have to ask Mister Frost how it's done," she chuckled, crossing her arms over her chest, "Because that's still the most amazing living ice I've ever—"

"—This isn't ice."

The redheaded queen raised her eyebrows.

Straightening up from the mirror as the last of the flowers fell away, Elsa spun around to face her sister again, her eyes wide and glassy with emotion.

"It's frost," Elsa breathed.

 

Chapter 66: Winter's Qualifications

Chapter Text

SPECIAL THANKS: to my French-speaking friends Flowergirl Cosplay and Winged Heart's husband, for checking my translation accuracy, because

DISCLAIMER: I do not speak French... even though Jack gets a few short lines. Like Doctor Strange, I am "fluent in Google Translate," but please, my dear native French speakers, feel free to correct me! PM's are always welcome! ;)

CONTENT WARNING: References to sex within marriage, mostly to just generally acknowledge its existence as a concept.

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66: WINTER'S QUALIFICATIONS

Jack Frost was waiting for her in the library.

After giving the guard strict instructions to not let anyone else in (well, except for Queen Anna, of course), Elsa had tucked the key into its bag, walking into the restricted Royal Records Collection from the public segment of the library below. She had a few small books in her arms, some things she'd picked up from downstairs, and—after cleaning up her makeup from the embarrassing little breakdown she'd had earlier—she was ready to hold her head high, suck it up, and get back to being the confounded QUEEN.

Whisking her long, sparkling capelet through the door before the guard pulled it shut behind her, Elsa confidently strode into the library, ready for a good few hours of research before supper. As for Jack, he hadn't told her where he was going, and if he was gone for good—well, it would break her heart, but it didn't mean that she was going to let Arendelle suffer for it. Nor her sister. She was still trying to get as much done as possible before the baby arrived, sort of as an extra present for Queen Anna, and she couldn't allow her heart to get in the way.

A few moments later, she was just putting the finishing touches on her soundproofing snow-layer for the door, when—

"Hi."

"EEP!"

"Oh—sorry," Jack said quickly, suddenly standing right next to her as Elsa sprang backwards in shock, clutching the pile of books to her chest. "You okay?"

"When you just APPEAR like that—"

"—Can I take those for you?"

Before Elsa could respond, Jack suddenly put down whatever he was holding, leaping forward and yanking the pile of books out of her grip. An instant later, he carefully set the books onto the floor, then grabbing the first item and springing back up to face her.

"Here," he blurted.

Elsa's breath caught as he shoved the large, sparkling something into her arms. Stumbling back a step, she suddenly realized that she was holding a massive bouquet of ice flowers, each one as perfect and beautiful as the next, made with the most stunning detail and realism she had ever seen.

Her mouth falling open in shock, Elsa pulled one of her arms off of the mass of ice-stems, hesitantly reaching up to touch the edge of a crystalline lily next to her chest.

"You—um," Jack choked, his face pale as Elsa jumped, her eyes darting back up to him, "You—still like flowers—"

"—Oh! Yes! Thank you! I—!"

Looking back down to the flowers, Elsa gave her head a quick shake. She let out a nervous laugh of disbelief.

"Jack—these are beautiful," Elsa stammered breathlessly, her cheeks flushing. "Did you make them?"

Wince.

No. He just FOUND them somewhere, she thought miserably. A couple dozen perfect, gorgeous ice flowers, sticking out of a cabinet. STUPID girl…

But Jack didn't seem to notice. His shoulders relaxing a bit, he reached up and rubbed the back of his neck, giving her a sheepish smile.

"Yeah," he said softly.

Seeing Jack's expression, Elsa's heart melted. The embarrassment subsiding, she could feel herself relax as well, a tiny smile of her own spreading over her features.

Picking up her books from the ground again with his right hand, Jack tossed his staff to himself with his left, then letting it fall back onto his shoulder. Side by side, they started to walk towards the research table.

"You're really good with ice," the Snow Queen said, looking back down to the bouquet and tracing the petal of a crystalline rose. "These are incredible."

His eyebrows lifted. "You like them?"

"I love them."

Jack's sheepish smile turned into a full-on grin.

"Good. I mean, I'm glad," he corrected quickly. "You seemed to like the last ones, so…"

His voice trailed off, and he shrugged again, setting her little pile of books on the table. Looking back to her hopefully, he then hopped up onto the tabletop, walking across it and dropping down effortlessly onto the other side.

"I love them," Elsa repeated, her heart swelling as Jack's face flushed with joy. "You're amazing with ice. I'll just quickly make something to put them in, and—"

Thunk.

Elsa stopped talking, glancing upwards to the table. From where it had apparently been sitting on his chair, Jack had slammed a tall, cylindrical something made of ice onto the wood.

He took a step back with another self-conscious shrug, shoving his hands into his front pocket.

"Vase," Jack said simply.

The Spirit of Winter reached up and rubbed the back of his neck again, shifting on his feet and staring at the ground for a few moments. Deciding to reach for his chair, he then pulled it out and sat down.

Elsa set the bouquet down onto the table, reaching forward and picking up the piece. It was a thick-walled, solid cylinder of ice, the sunlight catching its gleaming surface and sparkling with a natural brilliance as she turned it over in her hands. Jack's design was a streamlined, modern-looking take on a vase, without a single flaw or flourish. No fuss; just a shockingly simple solution to a problem that needed nothing more. It was beautiful—an elegant, perfectly constructed, and overwhelmingly functional piece of ice.

Jack Frost as usual, essentially.

Holding the vase to her chest, the Fifth Spirit looked back to the ice flowers laying on the tabletop. Running her fingers over the ice, she nodded.

"Thank you," she whispered.

Setting the vase down, Elsa carefully began to gather the bouquet of ice flowers into her arms. Jack Frost cleared his throat.

"I just—um."

Elsa paused, looking up to him. He pulled in his breath.

"I'm sorry," Jack blurted. "About earlier."

Still holding the ice flowers in her hands, Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"Sorry for what?" she asked. "You haven't—"

"—No, I was a jerk, and I—need to respect you," he insisted, "I need to respect you as a person, and—"

He squeezed his eyes shut, pressing his lips together. Pulling in his breath again, he swallowed hard, forcing the rest of the statement to come out of his mouth.

"And—and respect—" Jack gritted, "Your—decisions."

He exhaled, miserably staring down at the table as the statement hung on the air. Elsa bit her lip.

"Thank you," she said again.

Jack's shoulders relaxed slightly.

"Oh—and," Elsa added, feeling like she was tripping over her words, "I'm—I'm sorry, too."

To this, Jack's eyes widened slightly. He looked up. "You are?"

"Yes. I'm sorry I overreacted," Elsa nodded. "You're about the greatest friend in the world, and I know that you want me to be happy. I don't really understand why you're so worried about Prince Frederik, but—"

"—It's okay."

Elsa bit her lip, clutching the gorgeous ice flowers to her chest. "I—"

"—Let's not talk about him."

She gave him a puzzled look. "Then, what are we talking about?"

Jack squirmed in his chair, reaching up and running his fingers through his hair.

"It just—I really do respect you, Elsa," he laughed nervously, "I mean, I really respect you. I swear I'm not normally this creepy."

"Creepy?" Elsa retorted, "You haven't been creepy at all."

His hand on his neck, Jack Frost opened his mouth to protest, but then abruptly snapped it shut. Deciding against whatever he was going to say, he then cleared his throat.

"Uh—right."

Having already gotten out two volumes of court records, Jack pulled his hand down from his neck, grasping the book beside him and pulling it towards himself. Shifting the flowers in her arms, Elsa gathered them into a bundle, then placing them in their matching vase.

Pausing for a moment before sitting down, the Snow Queen looked back up across the table. Jack, clearly trying to make himself read, was leaning into his hand, with his fingers twisted through his thick, white hair once again and his piercing eyes focused onto the page before him. From above them, the last of the day's precious December sunlight was pouring into the library from the windows, catching the carelessly graceful fractals of ice splintered across the Fifth Guardian's shirt and setting them agleam.

Elsa felt her heart skip a beat.

"I've missed you," she admitted.

Jolting a bit, Jack Frost looked up. As Elsa took her seat, a hint of a smile began to cross his face once again.

"I've missed you, too," Jack said softly.

Elsa looked down into her lap. Staring at her hands, she started to nervously fidget with her fingers, snowflakes swirling out of her skin to land on the icy fabric of her skirt.

"I know that it probably sounds a little silly," she continued, mostly to herself, "But I—it's different. Not having you with me. I mean, I need to have some time with Anna, and to be the acting queen and everything, but I also know that it's only been about three hours since—"

"—Three and a half."

Queen Elsa paused, glancing upwards. From across the table, Jack pressed his lips together, swallowing hard. He looked back down to his volume of records, nodding to himself like he was going to continue to pretend he was reading.

Falling quiet herself, Elsa followed suit, looking to her little pile of books. Taking the first one off the top of the pile, she pulled in in front of herself, reaching to open the cover. She could get to the court records again in a few minutes—and, she wanted to do this side-project first.

It would be alright to take a few minutes to do something that she simply wanted to do for fun. Right?

"So," Jack started again. "Um…"

Elsa stopped, looking up from the book. Clearing his throat, Jack tried again.

"Do you—uh, do you want to kiss again?" he asked hopefully.

Elsa's eyes widened. "What?"

"Do you—um," Jack gave her an awkward shrug, then hesitantly starting to smile. "Do you want to kiss again?"

Wait...

WHAT?

"I mean, we're not breaking any rules, here," Jack started again, laughing nervously and making her jolt, "It's—fun—and, we both like it. And we're good now. Right?"

His hopeful smile had waned a bit, his cheeks flushing as he waited for her to respond. Her mind racing, the Fifth Spirit looked down to the book in front of her, not seeing any of the words on the page.

Did we kiss? Yes. Was it amazing? Absolutely! And so—so PASSIONATE, that he cut it off.

She'd gotten too into it, which was embarrassing, but the way he'd kissed her, like he was desperate, like she was the only person in the world that mattered in his eyes—that had meant everything to her.

And nothing to him.

Swallowing hard, Elsa pulled in her breath.

"I don't know if that's such a good idea," she whispered.

Unable to look at him, the Fifth Spirit bit her lip, staring down at her book.

"Oh," he said.

They both fell quiet. In the silence, Jack reached up and pushed his fingers through his hair, then rubbing the back of his neck.

"But we're still friends," Elsa added quickly, looking back up to him. "Our Ice Alliance is—still a thing. Right?"

"Oh! Uh, right. Of course."

He looked down to the table, contemplating his next move. Distractedly fiddling with the edge of his shirt pocket—

"What are you reading?" Jack blurted, snapping his head up.

"Oh. I just remembered seeing this old book on display when I was young," Elsa explained, "And I thought Prince Frederik might like it."

Jack stiffened. "What? Why?"

"Well—you were there during his audience. When he said he was interested in ornithology," she admitted. "The study of birds? Well, this looks like something he'd enjoy. But I can't read it. If I could just figure out what language this text is written in, then I—"

"—It's Croatian."

Elsa stopped, looking up to him in shock. Jack Frost leaned forward in his chair, studying the text on the cover a bit harder.

"Yeah," he confirmed. "Definitely Croatian. How'd it end up here?"

"It was a gift to my father, or—or something—I think. I was really young."

Jack shrugged, sitting back down. "Fair enough."

A wave of confusion sweeping over her face, Elsa dropped her head forward to look at the text again. "But," she stammered, "But how did—"

His eyebrows lifted slightly.

"How did I know it's Croatian?" he asked.

"Well… you haven't…"

Her voice trailed off, and she blushed.

The Guardian of Fun stared at her blankly, trying to decipher what she was inferring. After another few moments—suddenly sensing her meaning—Jack set his jaw with a glare.

"I might not have had a bunch of fancy, expensive tutors to educate me," he snapped, a threatening flash behind his eyes, "But I think I've still done pretty well for myself. You know—after traveling the world, for three hundred years?"

Elsa's breath caught as the Spirit of Winter suddenly shoved back his chair, reaching across the table and slapping his hand down onto the book. Yanking it towards himself, he then snatched it up, flipping it open and starting to thumb through its pages.

"Mr. Fros—um, Jack?" Elsa asked hesitantly, her cheeks flushing pink at the almost-slip. "How—um, how many languages do you speak?"

Not looking up from the book, Jack paused.

"Never counted," he answered dryly.

Elsa's eyes widened.

Whoa.

Jack Frost didn't respond, looking coldly bored with the conversation as he resumed flipping through the old book, skimming its pages.

"You've never—counted?" Elsa squeaked, her heart pounding, "That—okay, well, maybe could you name a few? Just—I mean, if you—!"

Raising his eyebrows skeptically, the Fifth Guardian paused and glanced upwards. His piercing blue eyes flashed with indignation once again, and Elsa sharply drew in her breath.

"I mean, I already told you that I can speak seven languages," she stammered, "Which is actually sort of normal, for royalty and such, but—well, I know Norwegian, Swedish, English, Danish, Dutch, German, and Latin. Plus a little Greek, actually."

He glanced to the side. His eyes cold and unsmiling, Jack then looked back into her gaze.

"Are you wanting me to list them?" he asked.

"Well, if—I mean, you don't have to, but—"

Her voice trailed off, and Elsa looked down to her lap, nervously fidgeting with her fingers. After a few moments—

"Fine," Jack sighed, clearly restraining from a groan as he squeezed his eyes shut, kneading his forehead with the hand that wasn't holding the book. "Let's see… all the ones you just said… Croatian, obviously… and, uh, for Europe, Polish, Ukrainian, Czech, Bulgarian, Slovak, Italian, Romanian, Spanish, French—"

"—You can speak French?" Elsa blurted.

Jack paused.

Pulling his hand away from his face, the Spirit of Winter then slowly looked up into Elsa's eyes.

"Tu veux que je parle français?" he asked softly.

Elsa stiffened.

Seeing her expression, Jack Frost's eyebrows lifted.

"Le beau flocon de neige aime le français?" he breathed, a little grin tugging at the edge of his mouth as he closed the book. "Bon à savoir."

"Stop it," Elsa shook, feeling strangely warm as he started walking towards her, "I—I don't know what you're saying!"

Rounding the end of the table, Jack paused.

"You want me to stop?" he asked.

"I—!"

Blushing furiously, Elsa bit down hard on her lip, looking to the table in embarrassment. Giving her head a tiny shake, she then buried her face in her hands.

She couldn't hear Jack finish silently walking up to her, but she could feel the temperature drop as he approached.

"Honnêtement," he admitted, "C'est plus facile de vous parler, de cette façon."

"It's just—it's a lovely language," the young queen stammered, "And—well, it sounds really romantic, and—well, not romantic, but—oh, I didn't—!"

She could feel the heat in her cheeks intensify, cringing even further into her chair and peering out through her fingers. Jack turned around, leaning back against the edge of the table next to her.

He let out his breath.

"Pourquoi pas romantique?" Jack asked softly. "Je veux être romantique avec toi."

It took literally every ounce of willpower that Elsa possessed to not actually whimper.

Biting the edge of her lip, she pulled her hands away from her face, looking back to her book. Jack smiled to himself, dropping his head forward and standing up straight.

"Je ne parlerai que le français pour le reste de ma vie," he mumbled, sticking his hands into his front pocket as he turned and started to walk away, "Si elle vous sépare de ce stupide PRINCE—"

"—JACK."

He stopped, turning back and looking to her innocently. Struggling not to smile, Elsa clenched her hands into fists.

"I caught the end of THAT one," she breathed.

Jack shrugged, clearly struggling not to smile himself. Elsa relaxed her hands, stretching out her fingers under the table as he walked away.

"How did you learn that?" she breathed, "Just—did you really pick up all of that by just traveling?"

Jack came around to his own side of the table again, picking up the book on birds. "Partially," he said. "Ever hung out with kids?"

She nodded. "A little. Why?"

"They talk. A lot."

Seeing his sly little grin, Elsa laughed into her hand. Jack shrugged, his expression brightening.

"I've picked up a few things over the years," the Guardian chuckled, smiling at the thought, "Kids are great. And I can remember their voices."

"In their native languages?"

He nodded. "Yeah. Actually, I just was able to brush up on a little bit of Russian yesterday. While I was doing my rounds, I—"

"—Rounds?"

He stopped talking. Taking a moment to decide how to define it, Jack then looked back up to her.

"I had to see—one of my colleagues," he started, "About some—stuff. No big deal, or anything. And then I did a quick sweep of northern Eurasia on the way back. Whipping up some snow days. Fun. Making sure some undesirables were kept at bay…"

He drummed his fingers on the cover of the book in his hands, half-smiling as he talked about his work. Then, looking down to the book—suddenly remembering who it was for—Jack's gaze hardened.

Queen Elsa watched in confusion as the Spirit of Winter shrugged, his stance suddenly going rigidly casual, like he was forcing it. Glancing up to her, his eyes flashed threateningly once again.

"You know," Jack enunciated. "For my job. As a Guardian."

He drew himself up, clenching the book.

"For all. The children. Of the WORLD," he added determinately.

Elsa stared at him in befuddlement, confused at the sudden tension in his voice. "Jack—I think what you do is incredible," she said, "It's—I mean, it's really impressive. You're—really impressive."

He froze, his eyes wide. After a few moments, struggling to temper his expression, Jack pressed his lips together, staring down at his feet.

"Is everything okay?" Elsa asked softly.

He opened his mouth to speak, then abruptly closing it. His cheeks flushing pink, he then pulled in his breath, still not looking at her.

"I—well, I'm just saying," Jack muttered. "Just because I'm not a prince, it doesn't mean that my life is empty."

Before Elsa could respond, Jack suddenly snapped the book shut. Flipping it over and looking to the front cover, he scoffed.

"Oh—and, uh, I don't think this book is what you're looking for," he added.

Elsa's eyebrows lifted. "What? Why not?"

"Because all of the birds in here are extinct."

He strode up to the table, tossing it onto the surface and letting the book slide across the wood to her. Elsa reached out to pick it up, then placing it on top of her pile.

So that was why so many of the diagrams were of skeleton structures.

"Oh—and, uh, by the way," Jack started again, making her look up, "I was able to do some—research on Prince-Boy. And, I have some stuff on him. If you're interested."

He shrugged, sticking his hands into his front pocket and clearly trying to look casual once again. Elsa's eyes widened.

"Already?" she asked. "Goodness! What, was that the first place you went after we got back?"

Jack opened his mouth to say something, but then quickly closed it. Giving his head a quick shake, he shrugged.

"Well—I said I would, so—I did," he blurted. "But—okay. Here's a fun little fact: you know how he said he wasn't scared by your ice powers?"

Elsa nodded. "Yes?"

"Yeah. Totally lying."

Jack pulled his hands out of his pockets, grabbing the back of his chair. Pulling it out, he then sat down, triumphantly collapsing into it.

Meanwhile, Elsa's heart had dropped.

What?

"Prince Frederik—is scared of my ice powers?" she squeaked.

Jack nodded, pulling his book of court records towards himself and pulling back its cover. He looked down to the page, like he was starting to read.

"But that," Elsa stammered, "He!"

Jack looked up, raising his eyebrows.

"I know," he enunciated. "He's a jerk, right?"

Elsa's face flushed. Looking down to her hands in embarrassment, she gave him a tiny nod, saying nothing.

From across the table, Jack cleared his throat.

"You shouldn't take it personally that the guy is too gentlemanly to just say it like it is," he added. "It's not your fault that Prince-Boy's too 'polite' to tell you the truth."

Jack shrugged and pretended to resume his reading, fighting back a smirk like he was struggling very hard to not appear smug. Elsa's face fell.

Prince Frederik was scared of her ice powers.

The blow of the truth hit her slowly, rather than all at once. Looking down to her hands, the Fifth Spirit could feel her eyes start stinging, years of loneliness, of pain, of fear, seeping back through her like the very ice that caused it. At least, she was fairly sure that was what had caused it. The first truly reasonable, intelligent, and—and realistic suitor, the first one who had actually looked like a real prospect for Arendelle, the first political alliance that would actually make sense, AND: he was scared of ice powers.

It was all her fault.

Maybe the Council was right. Maybe she was a disgrace. Maybe she was avoiding her responsibilities, accepting the call to be the Fifth Spirit, instead of being a good girl and staying in the shadows at home. She couldn't even court a suitor, without messing up somehow. And now, all of Arendelle was going to suffer for it.

Maybe she should have tried harder to conceal. Maybe she should have just kept on the gloves, ignored the voices, and kept her mouth and her heart shut. Or, maybe THIS was why she needed to stick to the Spirits—and why she was meant to be in the Enchanted Forest at all, where she wouldn't be a bother to anyone. Because she simply wasn't good enough for Arendelle.

Because she deserved to be alone.

Queen Elsa closed her eyes, fighting the tears back and forcing the emotions down. Carefully pulling in her breath, she clenched her hands into fists in her lap, then stretching out her fingers across the icy fabric of her skirt.

Don't feel.

She opened her eyes.

"That's… unfortunate," Elsa said softly.

Swallowing, she turned to her pile of books. From across the table, she could feel that Jack's snowflake-marked eyes were strangely joyful, despite the rest of his controlled, almost sympathetic, expression.

"I'll bet this makes your decision a lot easier, though," he offered cheerily. "Right?"

"Easier?" Elsa retorted, scoffing as she pulled the next book off her pile, "What are you talking about? If anything, this is going to make everything harder for me. I mean, if my ice powers scare him, then I need to somehow figure out how to—be less scary."

"Be less sca—wait."

She looked up, her face drawn as the realization fell over the table.

Jack's mouth dropped open with shock.

"You're still CONSIDERING this guy!?" he sputtered.

"Well—I think it'd be selfish of me not to," Elsa sighed, "He's still an incredibly good prospect for Arendelle, and—"

"—B-b-but he doesn't like your POWERS!" Jack protested, "Are you SERIOUSLY CONSIDERING getting married to somebody who isn't into ice powers!? You're considering—getting with somebody like that!?"

"Jack, Prince Frederik has his own kingdom to run," she reasoned, perfectly royal control plastered across her features, "And it's not exactly local. The Nokk would never ride that far away from Ahtohallan. Not to mention, the fact that I'm going to be up in the Forest again anyway. Frederik and I probably wouldn't see each other in person all that often anyway."

The Spirit of Winter snapped his mouth shut, suddenly looking pained. Pulling in his breath, he leaned an inch towards her, his gaze pleading.

"No, I meant—like," Jack tried again, "Getting—with this guy."

He gestured again, as if hinting that she would mentally finish the statement. Elsa stared at him in confusion. Jack's expression was one of—well, anguish, almost. He was definitely trying to convey something that he hadn't said.

Elsa's brow furrowed in thought. She'd—

WHAM.

Jack slammed his fist onto the table.

"Having. SEX," he clarified loudly.

"JACK!" Elsa startled.

"WELL?"

Her mouth hanging open in horror, Elsa's face went pale.

A moment later, the Snow Queen gave her head a quick shake. Swallowing her embarrassment, she glared back at him.

"In case you've forgotten," she hissed, "Prince Frederik and I met this morning. So, as a matter of fact, I haven't thought it out that far in advance, yet!"

"Well, it's a pretty important part of marriage, wouldn't you say?"

Elsa bit her lip, falling quiet and looking down to her book. From across the table, she heard Jack shift in his seat.

"The fun part…" he mumbled under his breath.

She felt color rising to her face. Fighting it back, she drew herself up, ignoring the comment.

"Jack Frost, I will have you know that I am in perfect control of my ice powers," she stated coldly, "And, they're hardly a secret anymore. I'll just try to not use them too much around him."

His eyes bulged. "WHAT?"

"I said—"

"—Elsa, are you even HEARING yourself right now?" Jack stammered, "You're the SNOW QUEEN! You can't conceal this!"

"What do you—"

"You—wear—ICE!" he protested helplessly. "And not, like, as a hat, or anything! IT'S LITERALLY ALL YOU'RE WEARING!"

Elsa's jaw dropped. "What is it with you, and my clothes?!"

"B-b-because you're talking about melting them off for a guy who doesn't even LIKE that!" Jack cried, his voice breaking, "Doesn't—doesn't appreciate—!"

His eyes blurry with frustration, Jack cut himself off, snapping his mouth shut. He looked down to his volume of court records, waving his hand in the air as if to dismiss the conversation.

"Forget I ever brought it up," he muttered. "Just—just forget it."

Her heart pounding, Elsa glared at him in confusion. What was wrong with him today? First, the defensiveness during Frederik's audience, and then the meltdown at the pond, and—!

Wait.

"Jack," Elsa enunciated, her voice dangerously soft, "Are you saying that I can't consider marrying Prince Frederik—because he isn't qualified?!"

Jack didn't respond, his cheeks flushing as he stared down at his book. After a few moments, he swallowed hard.

Elsa's blood boiled.

"Oh! I am so sorry!" she snapped, her eyes narrowed as she gripped the edge of the table, "I didn't realize that your Guardianship duties included writing the qualifying exam for who gets to court me! What, just a large box with the phrase, do you have ice powers; check yes or no!?"

Jack's breath caught. "I—"

Shoving her pile of books to the side, the Snow Queen leapt onto her feet, spinning away from the table. Her heart pounding, she swept past him, walking swiftly for the enormous bookcase. So, Jack didn't think that she could be with anyone. Only he was "qualified" enough to be okay with her ice powers, but he didn't want her or anything, so… great! What, did his idea of 'friendship' mean that she was just supposed to be his personal plaything, or something? Or that she would (at best) just live out the rest of her life as Jack Frost's charity case? Because she was actually somehow that worthless? Ugh!

MEN!

Her eyes blurring with frustration, Elsa kicked off her high heels, grabbing the wheeled ladder on the bookcase and yanking it to the side. Walking down the carpet barefoot as she tugged it after her, she ignored the gust of icy wind that suddenly swept past her, billowing her capelet back.

"I'm sorry," Jack blurted.

She didn't respond, her mind racing as she hitched up the front of her skirt. Grasping the side of the ladder, she started to climb.

"Elsa," Jack pleaded again, "If—if this is about the clothes thing—I'm sorry I brought it up again, if—"

"—It's not. But thank you."

She came to the top shelves, stopping just before the ladder ended. Jack, flying upwards into the air beside her, pulled in his breath.

"Then wha—"

"—I think that if I go ahead and get the rest of the books onto the table while I'm working, they should serve as a visual reminder of how much more work I have to do," Elsa said, blinking quickly to fight back the stinging in her eyes. "I got distracted with those books for Prince Frederik, and—and I can't get distracted. The Council is starting to notice how much time I've been spending in here. They'll be suspicious."

Jack's gaze hardened. Without looking at him, Elsa felt the air suddenly go a degree colder.

"I'm taking care of the Council, Snowflake," he stated icily. "You're allowed to take breaks."

"That would be true if I were working more effectively. And I'm not."

To this, the Spirit of Winter rolled his eyes, and Elsa set her jaw, pretending not to notice. Fumbling out one of the enormous volumes, she struggled to tuck it under her arm, the ladder creaking ominously as she fumbled with the book on its rungs.

Jack's body went tense.

"Uh," he muttered, moving a few inches closer to her in the air, "I—can I please take that for you—"

Creak. Crick. Creak.

"I'm sorry," Elsa stammered, not surrendering the enormous book as she continued shakily stomping down the ladder, barely hanging on as Jack tensed again, "I know—I know it's stupid, but your opinion means a lot to me. And I—I know you think I'm hopeless with this, but—"

"—What?"

"You don't have to flatter me," she gritted, nearly missing a rung as she fumbled shakily with the book, "I know my weaknesses—and my strengths. And right now, I need to get back to work, because the Council is going to notice that I've been spending too much time unaccounted for and my current biggest weakness is getting distracted with OH!"

Elsa gasped as she lost her footing, slipping off of the rung and falling backwards, the book dropping to the ladder and slamming into her calves. In an instant, something cold grabbed her from under her arms, catching her mid-fall.

And she was being pulled back up.

As soon as Elsa regained her footing, she heard Jack heave a sigh of frustration. Shakily holding onto the sides of the ladder, she started to reach down to retrieve the precariously-balanced volume of court records, to—

"—Lemme take that for you," Jack grumbled.

Before Elsa could respond, tiny flurries of snow falling through the air around them, he suddenly reached down, snatching up the book. Hauling it into his arms alongside the staff, Jack then spun around in the air, effortlessly gliding down onto the carpet below.

Swallowing her embarrassment, the Fifth Spirit bit her lip. Gripping the ladder's sides, she then sheepishly made her way back down to the floor.

"For the record," Jack scoffed as she stepped off of it, "I've never thought that you're hopeless. The guys on your Council are morons. And, I'M taking care of them, so you shouldn't be worrying about that."

"That wasn't—"

She abruptly stopped talking, heat rushing to her face. Giving her head a quick shake, Elsa then whisked her capelet back and started to cross the carpet to her icy shoes.

"Oh," Jack realized, his voice softening. "You're—you mean—dating."

She slipped her feet into the heels, letting out a sigh.

"Jack, I think we both know that I'm hopeless with this," she said simply. "You don't have to sugar-coat it."

Elsa turned around again, walking back to him and holding out her arms for the book. Jack reluctantly surrendered it.

"Snowflake, I don't think you're hopeless," he told her.

"That's a very sweet thing to say."

Elsa took the court records, curtly turning away and going to her side of the table. As she set them down, she looked up to realize that Jack's gaze had gone deadly serious.

"I don't think you're hopeless," he stated again, his voice colder in its tone. "I think—well—you're kind of amazing. Like, you don't believe in yourself, but you really, really should."

She didn't respond, looking down with embarrassment. He walked back towards the table as well.

"But—that being said," Jack sighed, "I don't think you should—look, I just don't want you to end up with somebody who doesn't appreciate ice. I mean, I think that would really hurt you."

"But this isn't about me," Elsa groaned, pulling out her chair and sitting down. "This is about Arendelle. I mean—I really want your approval with this, but I need to do what's best for the kingdom. Just because I'm needed in the Enchanted Forest, it doesn't mean that I've been released from all of my royal responsibilities."

"Yeah, but you should still be with someone who gets you."

Her finger on the page of her open book, Elsa glanced upwards in surprise.

"I mean—you know," Jack fumbled, reaching up and rubbing his neck. "Gets—ice powers."

Her gaze dropped back down to the book. "Lovely thought," Elsa sighed, turning a page. "But what are the chances of finding a prince or a king who understands ice powers? Not very high."

She shook her head, sadly biting the edge of her lip. Still standing next to his chair without sitting down, Jack let his staff fall back onto his shoulder, sticking his thumbs into the edge of his stomach pocket.

"Why—uh, why does it have to be a prince or a king?" he asked, rocking back on his heels.

"It doesn't."

His eyebrows lifted. "It doesn't?"

"Not at all," Elsa said. "Technically, I'm not even the queen anymore… usually. But as an heir, if I do end up getting married, I just need to make sure it's with someone who can form some sort of strong, politically savvy alliance for Arendelle."

His face fell again. After a few moments, watching him kicking softly at the carpet, Elsa pulled in her breath.

"Honestly, I've never really pictured myself getting married," she admitted, reaching up and pushing a stray hair back into her braid. "Especially since becoming a Nature Spirit. I mean—I never imagined that the opportunity would present itself. I'm just not that type."

Jack stopped kicking, looking up to her. "What do you mean?"

"I mean, I'm just not that type. I'm not romantic."

Elsa shrugged, fixing the stray hair and looking back to the volume of court records.

"But you are," Jack groaned.

She paused. "Wha—"

"—Okay, normally, if a lady says something like that you're not supposed to challenge it," he interrupted, slightly louder, "Because it's creepy, but—Elsa, come ON! You are insanely romantic!"

Elsa's cheeks flushed. "I—"

"—Last NIGHT? We had something!"

"I thought that was—"

"—Remember when we were making out, and I was the one pushing you off?" Jack laughed bitterly, "I mean, maybe this is disrespectful, but Snowflake, you were super into it—"

"I know, but—"

"—You like kissing me! You said so yourself!"

"This is NOT—ABOUT—ME!"

Jack abruptly stopped talking, his smile fading. Delicate flurries of snow materializing out of the air above and around her, Elsa shook her head.

"Don't you understand? Even if I DID like romantic—things," she stammered, gesturing as her voice went tight with emotion, "It doesn't matter! I KNOW that Prince Frederik doesn't love me, alright? You don't have to keep rubbing it in!"

"I'm not trying to rub it in!"

"Then what is this?"

"If he doesn't love you, then you shouldn't be getting with him!" Jack sputtered, "I mean, like—as a friend, I—look, I'm just trying to protect you!"

"I'm not afraid!" she protested. "An isolated, loveless life is literally the life I've been preparing for my whole life!"

"And you see NOTHING wrong with that!"

Closing her eyes, the Snow Queen clenched her hands into fists. Feeling his demanding, challenging glare piercing through her, she then drew in her breath, slowly letting it go as she stretched out her fingers again.

She looked back into his eyes.

"Jack… I appreciate what you're trying to do. Really," Elsa choked. "But there are some things I just can't have."

"Why not?"

"I have to be realistic about the things that I CAN'T have—while being grateful for the things that I can," Elsa continued, ignoring the question. "Like—I have Anna. And she means everything to me. And I'm grateful for Anna, in part because there was a time not very long ago when I couldn't even have her."

"So, you've already given up on the idea of marrying someone who actually loves you?!"

"Oh my word, for the LAST TIME!" Elsa groaned, "NO ONE is ever going to see me that way! And now, a LEGITIMATE opportunity for a respectable marriage with a political partner who's willing to overlook my—ME—is suddenly in front of me, and Arendelle's future hangs in the balance, and—if I can't—I don't WANT to have to conceal again, but—!"

She gestured frantically with her hands, a few snowflakes bursting out of her skin as she did so. Looking down to them in anguish, Elsa bit her lip, giving her head a hard shake as her eyes stung.

"I'm the Snow Queen," she choked, clenching her hands into fists and setting them in her lap. "And a Nature Spirit. But whether I'm in the Forest or not, I'm still a member of the royal family. If I marry at all, it'll be for Arendelle, not for love. NO ONE is ever going to see me that way, alright?"

She determinately looked back to the court records, trying to make herself read. From across the table, she could hear Jack's sudden quiet.

A long, painful silence fell over the table.

"Elsa… what are you talking about?" Jack asked softly. "Lots of guys would see you like that."

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut.

I don't WANT lots of guys, she thought.

Pressing her lips together, Elsa shifted in her seat, saying nothing. She looked back to her book, the words swimming on the page before her.

"Is this about your powers?" Jack breathed.

She glanced upwards. Suddenly, Jack was leaping onto the table, running across its surface and falling down onto the carpet beside her.

Elsa's breath caught as Jack suddenly grabbed her hands, holding them fast in his own.

"Snowflake, your ice powers are amazing," he said, gazing intensely into her eyes. "And if that stupi—uh, if Prince-Boy can't see that, he's an idiot."

Leaned against the edge of the table, Jack leaned in close to her, and Elsa felt her heart stop. Unsure of how to respond, she broke eye contact, nervously staring back down at their hands and still feeling his piercing gaze on her face.

If he could stand to touch me.

"If he could stand to touch me," she thought out loud.

Suddenly realizing that she'd said it out loud, the Snow Queen blushed. Jack gave her hands a squeeze.

"If he doesn't like it, then he doesn't deserve it," he said sternly. "I like how cold you are."

"Yes, but you're not interested in me like that."

"Ma'am, I would take you right here on the floor."

"Oh, yes! Of course you would!" Elsa scoffed, rolling her eyes with a bitter laugh as he let her pull her hands out of his grip. "It's a good thing that I know you're not serious, because I believe a slap would be in order if—"

As she glanced upwards, their gazes locked. Her breath catching, Elsa's voice trailed off as she realized that Jack's bright blue, snowflake-marked eyes had gone even more piercing than usual, intensely staring at her like he was gazing directly into her soul.

He IS serious.

She gulped.

Unsure of how to respond, Elsa looked down to her lap, cringing slightly into her chair as heat rushed to her face. He had just—he was serious.

Jack was serious.

It was like he was saying he was interested, but—well, but if he WAS interested, then WHY WASN'T HE ASKING HER TO BE HIS GIRLFRIEND?!

Maybe he was just meaning physically. Maybe it was just a remark on their 'winter spirit' status. Maybe he was still just trying to build up her confidence, even though he had just said tha—

"Actually—you know," Jack started again, nervously drumming his fingers on the edge of the table and jolting Elsa out of her stupor, "As long as we're—uh, talking about it—?"

His voice trailed off, and he looked back to her. Elsa's breath caught.

"Talking about what?" she whispered.

"Well, I just—I think we'd be—"

Jack swallowed, pushing himself up away from the table and glancing warily to the bouquet of ice flowers. He took in a deep breath.

"Well, I think—"

He shifted uncomfortably on his feet.

"It's just—we—"

Jack Frost crossed his arms over his chest, forcing himself to look back into her eyes.

"I think we'd do really well together."

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Yeah, terrible place to cut, but the chapter was getting way too long. Thanks for reading, and I hope you have a fantabulous day!

 

Chapter 67: Possibilities

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: YEAH, HI, I LIVE. So sorry this is so late! (To the wonderful people who've been reviewing to... uh, beg me to write more/update... I promise, I don't need to be coaxed into updating; this chapter has just been INSANELY hard to write! In the meantime, YOUR CONCERN MEANS THE WORLD TO ME, and thank you for it!)

In the meantime, I have a hypothesis: You will hate me, and then you will like me again.

I hope.

I might add another note to the bottom at some point, to explain why this chapter took so long to write/rewrite/figure out. But not right now. Thanks for reading, thank you to all of those WONDERFUL people who reviewed, and I hope you have a fantastically MERRY CHRISTMAS (a day late)! :D

RESPONDING TO GUEST REVIEWERS: Okay, I've gotten behind on EVERYTHING, but I'm guessing that people would just prefer that I POST, even if... let's give me until New Year's, to respond? (Please, oh PLEASE remind me, if I forget, which I might? I really want to respond to you!) 8-s

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual content, ALL through discussion and innuendo, that's—well, it's all well within PG-13, but Elsa may or may not feel the need to call Jack out a couple of times. ;)

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QUICK LIFE UPDATE, added 3/24/19: Yallo again! Because so many of you are asking (it means the world to me, btw!), I am in fact alive, and continuing to work on Ice Alliance... albeit slowly. I will almost certainly be bringing this up in the next Author's Note as an explanation, but long story short, the delay has been because I've been having some serious medical issues in the last few months that have made it rather hard to write. No, really- having to lie down all the time from the back pain and fainting issues has made it physically difficult to type. The plus side is, the baby is due in less than a month, so my symptoms SHOULD all be going away on their own pretty quickly here. ;) I wasn't planning on announcing this or anything (it's a girl, btw!), but the next chapter had been in a state of "almost done" for so many weeks now that it's officially driving me crazy. XD All I can say is, I'm sorry this has been so slow to update (especially since my third trimester hit me like a truck), if anyone is legitimately concerned I hope that they see this, your support means EVERYTHING to me, and I hope you have a fantabulous day!

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67: POSSIBILITIES

The statement hanging on the air, the Spirit of Winter let out his breath, giving her a little nod. He leaned back against the edge of the table, biting his lip.

Her eyes darting to the book in front of her, Elsa's head started spinning, her heart resuming in its function to violently pound against the inside of her ribcage once again. Was he—was Jack really trying to—?

"Well?" Jack stammered suddenly, tearing her from her frantic spiral of thoughts. "Don't you?"

Elsa blinked. "What?"

"Don't you—um," Jack tried again, his voice breaking, "Don't—don't you think—we'd do well together?"

His eyes were wide and pleading, anxiety written clearly across his face. Looking down to his feet, Jack Frost then let out a nervous laugh, reaching up and rubbing the back of his neck. The storm of emotions swirling up inside of her, Elsa swallowed hard, her mind racing in the moment, wanting to agree, to confess, to tell him absolutely everything she'd ever felt about him, to—

Wait.

She froze as the new thought occurred to her.

Better make sure.

Clenching her fists and then stretching her fingers out again, she swallowed hard for the second time. Struggling to control her expression, the Fifth Spirit then carefully drew in her breath, turning and looking up into his eyes.

"Are you just talking about sex again?" she asked hesitantly.

Jack jolted, looking like he had been caught completely off guard.

"Huh?" he stammered.

"Well—you know," Elsa tried again, her voice shaking a bit, "I—you were just objecting to Prince Frederik. Because he—well, he doesn't like my ice powers—so, you were saying that we'd do well together—?"

His eyes widened. "That—I didn't—"

Jack glanced to the vase of ice flowers, shifting on his feet. After a few moments, his eyes went from soft to determinedly piercing once again, his jaw setting with resolve.

"Well," Jack decided. "We would."

Elsa's heart sank.

"You're telling me that we'd do well together, physically," she repeated, trying to hide her disappointment.

Jack looked down to his crossed arms. He nodded. "Right," he said resolutely. "We're talking about this now."

"Jack, if you're not meaning tha—"

"—I could handle you."

He looked back up from his arms in her direction, his gaze intensifying as he stared into her face. Elsa's face fell, the disappointment washing over her.

She should have known.

"I mean," Jack added, a hint of a smile on the edge of his lips, "If that's what you're worried about, then don't. I could handle you, Snowflake."

Elsa closed her eyes. Then, she opened them again, not looking at him.

"I'm sure you could," she sighed, turning a page in her book and running her finger down the text to find her place. "If you wanted to. I mean."

Jack scoffed. "You have no idea," he muttered to himself.

The Fifth Spirit adjusted her sheet of parchment on the table next to her book, and Jack shifted uncomfortably on his feet. Letting out a bitter little laugh, he reached up and scratched the back of his neck, glancing to the vase of ice flowers.

"This is not how I thought this conversation was going to go," he admitted.

"You are always trying to build my confidence, Jack," Elsa choked, "And—look, I really appreciate what you're trying to do, but—"

"—You should be more confident about this."

And, THERE'S the confirmation.

Elsa turned back to her book, her heart sinking even further. This was just like him. He would never—you know—try to seduce her, or anything like that, but—he would try to flirt her into being comfortable with this whole thing. It was for her sake, not his. He was trying. Which was very sweet of him, but—

You are making this SO much more painful.

The smirk became a self-conscious smile. Jack laughed nervously, pulling his hand down from his neck.

"But—but, see? This is just what I mean," he stammered, "I mean, just—just think of it, Elsa! We'd be perfect together!"

Elsa raised a skeptical eyebrow.

"On the carpet, you mean?" she sighed.

"Well—yeah!" Jack's eyes lit up, "That too! I mean, think about it! LOOK at us! We're winter spirits! You, and—and me—us—it makes sense, doesn't it? We'd have so much fun!"

Except for in an actual relationship.

Her face tight with frustration, Elsa looked back down to her volume of court records. She was just starting to open her mouth to say something when Jack suddenly leapt forward, grabbing her hands and holding them in his own.

Elsa jolted, snapping her head up in shock.

"All the years in the shadows, and the past, and—and the pain," Jack pleaded, staring intensely into her eyes and he squeezed her hands, "We don't have to feel it anymore. We've both always thought we were alone, but—well, if we're not, shouldn't we do something about it?"

Elsa could feel her lungs clench in panic, all the air suddenly sucked from the room.

Because you're clearly going to fly away and never come back, the INSTANT after we—

"I know you've been through a lot, and I—I get it. And you get me. We just get each other, right? And we have ice powers!" he continued, speaking faster and faster as it started to snow, not noticing the freezing wind beginning to pick up around Elsa's feet, "We have ice powers, and you're a girl, and I'm a guy, and—see? It's perfect! And when is THIS ever going to happen again? Like—never?"

What am I even THINKING? Jack wouldn't do that. He's too honorable. He's trying to give me confidence! He's not actually interested!

"If we ended up together, our kids would have ice powers. We could LITERALLY start a new sub-species! If—well, if we wanted," Jack added, laughing nervously, "I mean, that's not why I'm interested or anything, but—"

He's NOT INTERESTED!

Elsa suddenly yanked her hand out of his grip.

His mouth hanging open, Jack cut himself off mid-sentence, looking up to her in shock. As the snowflakes silently fell around them at the table—the wind suddenly gone—Elsa shakily sucked in her breath.

"We should really get back to work," she whispered.

The Spirit of Winter looked like he had just been slapped in the face.

At first, Jack didn't move. Then—as he silently pulled his hand back into his lap—she could feel him shrink away from her, his cheeks and ears flushing crimson.

The shame washing over her, Queen Elsa glanced downwards, nervously smoothing back a lock of her hair. Looking like he was struggling to swallow, Jack looked down as well, the temperature dropping a few more degrees as he pushed himself from the table to start trudging away.

"I just wanted you to think about it," he muttered.

Elsa jolted.

"What makes you think I haven't thought about it?" she sputtered angrily.

His hands in his pocket, Jack froze. Turning back around to face her.

"Wait," he breathed, "You—you have?"

"You keep BRINGING IT UP every five seconds!" Elsa balked, her blood boiling, "What, are women just not supposed to be sexual, or something?"

Jack's breath caught. "Wha—"

"—In fact, I find you to be EXTREMELY ATTRACTIVE!" she interrupted, now nearly yelling as she swept her hand to the side, "Is that such a crime!? I might be new to friendship, and relationships, and—and flirting, and everything, but Frost, I will remind you that I am a twenty-three year old woman, with a KINGDOM to rule!"

"I—"

"—If I could ever get back to actually DOING IT!" Elsa gritted, angrily smacking the page of the book before her with the back of her hand, "So, YES! As you've brought it up over and over and over and over and OVER, as a matter of fact, the idea that you and I would potentially enjoy ourselves together physically HAS INDEED CROSSED MY MIND!"

Her chest rising up and down as she gasped for breath, Elsa clenched her teeth together, determinately ignoring the flurries of snow falling around her. From where he was standing on the other side of the table, Jack was staring at her in disbelief.

"Hold on," Jack realized, "Now, are—are you talking about—?"

The Snow Queen said nothing, reaching forward and shakily brushing a handful of snowflakes off of her open book. Without looking up, she could practically feel the hesitant beginning of a grin start to tug at the edge of Jack's mouth.

"You've thought about—getting with—?" He gestured back and forth between them from across the table, his smile widening.

"I wasn't saying that I—!"

Elsa cut herself off mid-sentence, her face pained. After a few hopeless moments, struggling for words, she groaned, setting her elbows on the table and burying her face in her hands.

Jack's eyes bulged.

"You have," he breathed. "You HAVE!"

She jumped, yanking her hands down. "I—"

"—What did you think?" Jack gasped, "Was this in a dream, or something? Were there any specifics?"

Elsa's face drained. "Jack—"

"—No, seriously, is there anything I should know?" he asked frantically, "Did you like it? Do you want me to hold you down again? Like in our snowball fight? I could hold you down; I know that's a thing for you—"

" —JACK!"

He stopped talking, pressing his lips together like he was struggling not to burst out laughing in triumph. Snow flurries beginning to materialize out of the air above her again, Elsa gaped at him in horror.

"Inappropriate?" she choked.

His smile faded. Reaching forward and pulling out his chair, Jack swallowed hard.

"Sorry," he mumbled.

"Thank you."

The Youngest Guardian sheepishly sat down, falling quiet, and Queen Elsa looked back to her book. Taking out the sheet of parchment she'd been recording references on, she let out her breath. She had to get back to work.

She had to get back to work.

"But…"

Elsa looked up, her finger still keeping her place on the page.

"What?" she groaned.

"But the snowball fight," he tried again, "I—I just—"

His voice trailed off, and he pressed his lips together like he was restraining from saying something. Just as Elsa was starting to open her mouth to respond—

"Well, earlier, you told me that you liked it when I—well?" Jack burst out, unable to keep it in any longer, "You know! I mean, you flat-out told me that you liked it; like that it was a thing for you when I—"

"—It's not a thing!"

He stopped talking. Having realized what he was referring to, Elsa's face was pale.

"It's not a—thing," she tried again helplessly, waving her hands up by her face, "I just—it was just because—"

Her heart pounding with frustration, Elsa snapped her mouth shut, shaking her head vigorously.

It was because it was YOU, YOU MORON!

She clenched her teeth together. Balling her hands into fists, she sucked in her breath.

"I don't think we should be talking about this," Elsa shook.

"But you think we'd do well together?"

She bit her lip and looked up. From where he was sitting across the table, Jack's expression was pleading, and she swallowed hard.

"Look," Elsa choked, "I—I think you're amazing. And wonderful, and such."

Jack beamed, his eyes dazed and happy as he stared at her adoringly from across the table. Elsa pulled in her breath, fidgeting with her fingers in her lap.

"And I really appreciate everything you've taught me," she admitted, her cheeks flushing pink, "But I—we—I don't want—"

Elsa's voice trailed off, and she fell quiet, looking down to her lap. Squeezing her eyes shut, she swallowed hard.

I want you to actually love me.

The painful, telling silence fell over the table again. Twisting her fingers together, a few snowflakes bursting out of her skin as she did, the Fifth Spirit could hear him shift in his seat.

"You—don't want this?" Jack choked.

She bit her lip.

Unsure of how to respond, Elsa shoved back her chair, getting onto her feet and turning away from him. After walking a few paces from the table—and struggling not to cry—she looked down to her feet, crossing her arms tightly over her chest as a sparkle of snowflakes began to materialize above her out of the air.

"Elsa," Jack sighed. "If—okay. Look, if you're telling me to back off—"

"—No!"

She snapped her head up, her eyes wide. The snow flurries stopped falling midair, and she spun around to face him again.

"No," Elsa stammered again, shaking her head. "Please don't back off."

"You—don't want me to back off?" Jack ventured, raising his eyebrows in the question. "Like—this isn't a rejection?"

"I could never reject you," she blurted. "I mean—it—well, you're—!"

Jack's eyebrows lifted by another millimeter.

Realizing what she'd said, Elsa cringed, stumbling a step back and burying her face in her hands. She shook her head.

"I'm sorry," she choked. "I—I don't know. I don't know anything, anymore."

And she stared at the floor.

Without looking up, Elsa could hear Jack push his chair back across the carpet. Getting up as well, he walked over to round the end of the table, leaving the staff behind him on the floor.

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut, unsure of whether she should move or stay put. From the chill on the air, she knew he was suddenly standing beside her.

"Snowflake... what do you want?" Jack asked softly.

"I want…"

Hesitantly looking up, Elsa's breath caught. Her gaze locked onto his, her heart started pounding as she stared into his intense blue eyes, the kindness and the empathy and infinite gentleness in them shocking and reassuring all at once. As Jack started to lift one of his hands to her face, as if to push back a lock of her hair, Elsa froze, overwhelmed with the feeling that her childhood hero was staring straight into her soul, his incredible eyes conveying such an impossible level of understanding that she suddenly knew she would never, ever be able to find or replace it with anyone else, ever again.

Elsa sucked in her breath.

"I have to get back to work," she blurted.

Her eyes stinging, the Fifth Spirit stumbled back from him and lunged for the table, lurching forward and grabbing her volume of court records. Yanking it towards herself, she then pulled back the cover, flipping through the pages to find her icy bookmark. Without saying a word, Jack stuck his hands into his front pocket, silently following.

"So… you need some time?" he tried again.

"I need to finish reviewing these records so that I can start figuring out how to structure the reform."

Elsa could feel the intensity of his piercing gaze on her face as he stood beside her, silently watching her, and saying nothing. After a few moments, she squeezed her eyes shut.

"Time—would be good," Elsa admitted.

She let out her breath. Still avoiding eye contact, Elsa then pulled out the bookmark. Jack took a step back.

"So, you're still considering the possibility," he clarified.

She scoffed, placing her hands onto the table and leaning over them. "Jack Frost," she laughed bitterly, "I am always open to possibilities."

And pipe dreams… apparently.

His eyebrows lifted. After a few moments, looking somewhat satisfied with this answer, the Youngest Guardian nodded to himself, sticking his hands into his shirt's front pocket and turning away.

Elsa's heart sank again as she watched him walk from her. Even from the back, she had decided that Jack looked just as handsome as he did from the front—well, she missed his eyes, but her breath still caught at the sight of his snowy, blindingly-white hair and the fractals of ice splintered out across his shoulders. The careless confidence in his gait, the way he always appeared ready to leap into the air in a flurry of snowflakes—the Spirit of Winter was incredible to watch. Even if Elsa only had a few moments to unabashedly stare at him, she was going to take them—painful, and hopeless as they were. Because

Sigh.

As Jack Frost came around to the other side of the table, pulling out his chair and sitting down, Elsa quickly jumped, dropping her head forward to pretend that she hadn't been staring at him. Her mind racing, she didn't even notice the blood rising to her face or the way her throat had gone dry as her mind raced in the analysis.

Maybe being Jack's project wasn't so bad. Maybe this would be practice, emotionally. She wasn't good with emotions. She hated emotions. But maybe that was the point. Even if it was fake, even if she was just flattering herself, the illusion of being wanted by someone like him was—so tempting. Even though it couldn't last.

But, maybe that didn't matter. Being loved wasn't really all that big a deal; Elsa was royalty, and marriage was just political anyway—especially when she would probably only see her husband a handful of times in her life, now being needed up in the Enchanted Forest for the majority of the time. But it would help her a LOT to learn to be better with all of this—flirting, and everything, seeing as she was so obviously hopeless. If she was going to have to try to figure out this courting thing with Prince Frederik (or some unknown future alliance), it would greatly benefit Arendelle if she had any clue what she was doing. That was why Jack Frost was trying to help her. This was just part of being in the Ice Alliance. This was political.

Purely. Political.

But Jack's SNOW was just—

"What are you thinking?" Jack asked suddenly.

Elsa jumped. "What?"

"It's just that—uh," Jack tried, "You've got that look again."

Her brow furrowed in confusion. "I've got what look?"

His left eyebrow twitched upwards.

"Like you're overthinking something," Jack Frost deadpanned.

"I'm not overthinking," Elsa insisted, uncomfortably crossing her arms over her chest. "I'm just—thinking. Thinking. That's all."

From across the table, Jack's face fell. After a few moments—staring at each other in silence—both Elsa and Jack started talking at once.

"—Elsa, I'm sorry for the—"

"—Can I sit on your lap?"

They both froze, staring at each other in befuddled shock.

"What?" Jack stammered.

"I was wondering if I could sit on your lap again," Elsa said quickly, the words tumbling out before she could stop them, "Or be otherwise close to you, or something, because I'd really like to calm down, and you always—calm—calm me down."

Biting her lip, Elsa looked down, fidgeting with her fingers.

"I do?" Jack asked.

Elsa didn't respond.

The confession sitting on the air, she closed her eyes, as if in pain. He did always calm her down. In fact, everything always felt better around him, and when she was with him, she just felt like everything was going to be okay.

Overcome with embarrassment, the Fifth Spirit buried her face in her hands again.

"Forget it," she choked, her voice breaking, "I'm sorry. I'm being stupid."

"Why would that be stupid?" Jack sputtered, "Isn't that a good thing?"

"Well, yes, but—!"

She snapped her mouth shut, giving her head a hard shake. Glancing upwards, she realized that Jack was sitting back in his chair, and giving her that look again, like—well, like he knew something about her that she didn't. But there was more.

Like he thinks I'm adorable.

Elsa froze, her eyes wide with the thought.

Or pathetic, she mentally corrected, her face falling a fraction of a second later. Seeing as I'm his PROJECT.

"So… " Jack started again, jerking her from the stupor. "Are you coming over here, or do you want me to go over there?"

Elsa blinked. "Wait, what?"

He raised a meaningful eyebrow.

"Well," Jack hinted, his voice dropping by a few tones, "If we're only going to need one chair…?"

His voice trailed off, and a hint of a smile twitched out of the side of his mouth. Suddenly realizing what he was talking about, Elsa cringed.

"I'm sorry," she stammered, "It's just—look, I really like being close to you, and—I shouldn't have said that. Honestly, I didn't mean to. I really like—I just—well, with the kissing and everything, I—"

Her voice trailed off, and she lifted her hands to her temples again, squeezing her eyes shut. Without looking, the Snow Queen could feel his concerned gaze on her face as she shook her head.

"I have no idea what I'm doing," Elsa choked. "What—what we're doing. I don't know where the line is."

He paused, studying her for a long moment.

"You're scared?" Jack asked. "You're scared of going too far?"

Elsa bit her lip, looking down to her feet. Her face flushing with humiliation, she then gave him a quick nod, covering her face with her hands.

"I am so sorry," she whispered, her voice a squeak, "I swear it's not—or just—I don't want to do anything that—"

"—We're not doing anything that you don't want to do."

Elsa hesitantly looked up through her fingers. Jack, sitting on the edge of the chair he'd pulled back from the table, was staring at her, raising his eyebrows.

"We're not doing anything that you don't want to do," he repeated softly.

He held out his arms.

Still peering out from behind her fingers, Elsa's eyes started stinging. Her resolve crumbling, she then dropped her hands to her sides, running to him and collapsing into his embrace.

The instant she touched him, the rush of joy swept through her, the nervousness and anxiety melting away. Chasing the feeling, she flung her arms around his neck, overwhelmed with relief as Jack gingerly shifted his arm under her capelet to pull her up into a more stable position on his legs.

"Thank you," Elsa whispered.

"Uh—sure."

Burying her head in his shoulder, she could feel Jack smile, his wonderfully freezing hands clasped together on her hip—as if to hold her in place without really touching her side in the process.

Suddenly, a shock of fear jolted through her mind.

"I—um," Elsa stammered, leaning back from him, "Do you—do you think this is okay?"

"I think we're fine."

She bit the edge of her lip, shifting slightly as they stared into each other's eyes. Jack's usually piercing gaze had gone soft, his expression dazed and happy.

"I mean," he corrected suddenly, reaching up and rubbing the back of his neck with a nervous laugh, "I—I don't really know, either. But I'm pretty sure this is okay."

She nodded. Just as she was about to open her mouth to respond, he jolted.

"Unless you're not comfortable with it," Jack blurted.

Her eyes widened. "I'm fine with this."

"Then we'll just stay here."

Elsa let out her breath in relief, her vision starting to go blurry with emotion. Stay here. Yes, she could just stay here.

Stay here forever.

Elsa shyly looked back to Jack's shirt, studying the icy patterns splintered out over the navy blue fabric. She sniffed. "I'm sorry," she choked, "I have no idea what's going on with anything, right now, and—and the last twenty-four hours—it's been a really insane day, and—"

"—Hey, hey, hey. It's alright."

He gave her a reassuring smile. After a moment, Elsa bit her lip and embraced him again, the wave of relief and beautiful, crisp cold sweeping over her as she did so. Without looking, she felt Jack reach up and start to stroke back her hair.

"There's no reason to rush this, Snowflake," he whispered into her ear. "We can take things slow."

She nodded weakly, saying nothing.

"Slow—can be fun," he added.

Elsa nodded, hugging him tighter and burying her face in his shoulder.

"Um," Jack stammered suddenly, "Would it—uh, would you mind if I—?"

He glanced down in the question, and Elsa followed his gaze. Next to her hip, but not actually touching her, Jack was awkwardly hovering his hand in the air like he wasn't quite sure where he could put it.

He let out a nervous laugh. "I just don't want you to think—well, you know—"

"—You're fine."

Jack's eyebrows lifted with surprise. An instant later, a look of relief swept over his features, and he settled his hand onto her lower waist.

"Okay," he smiled.

He gave her a squeeze, then starting to rub his palm across the curve of her hip. Their gazes locked, and Elsa shifted on his lap, shyly smiling at him in response. After a few seconds, she broke eye contact, looking down.

"I'm sorry," she said again, sniffing and pulling back her right arm to rub her wrist across her nose. "I mean, just between Arendelle, and the people, and Anna, and—I don't want to let anyone down. I have to be the queen. A good queen."

"You are a good queen."

"No, a good queen would know what to do."

To this, Jack Frost chewed the edge of his lip, glancing to her dress. As she put her arms around his neck again, he cleared his throat.

"Snowflake… I think you do know what to do," Jack said carefully. "Deep down. I mean."

Knowing what you WANT to do isn't the same as knowing what you SHOULD do, Elsa thought miserably.

Not responding, Elsa felt Jack give her hip another little squeeze. She looked back into his eyes.

"I'm pretty sure that you know what the right decision is, here," Jack repeated, this time a little louder as he started to move his hand up and down her hip again. "You could try listening to your heart on this one."

"My heart is stupid."

Jack opened his mouth, but then quickly snapped it shut, deciding against the retort. Glancing away, he pulled in his breath.

"I don't think it's as stupid as you believe," he countered.

Elsa shyly pulled her free hand back into her lap, contemplating the statement. As she leaned into his chest, resting her head on his shoulder, Jack took his own free hand and placed it on top of hers. Turning it over, she watched as he interlaced their fingers, a sparkle of ice particles bursting out into the air and making her heart swell.

Elsa felt her shoulders relax as Jack twisted his palm against hers again, making another little sparkle of ice shoot out from between their fingers. As the feeling of peace swept through her, she sighed.

"Thank you," Elsa whispered.

Jack leaned his head away. "Thank you?" he asked with a laugh, "For what?"

"You—didn't you—?"

Lost for words, Elsa pulled her hand from his and swept it through the air, a flurry of snowflakes flying out from behind it as she did so. Staring at the ice crystals hovering over her palm as she turned it upwards, holding the snowflakes, the Fifth Guardian's eyes suddenly lit up with comprehension.

"Nope," he told her. "I haven't used any magic on you."

Her eyes widened. "None at all?"

Jack shook his head.

Elsa closed her hand, the snowflakes falling down from the air to land silently on her lap. Letting out a tiny laugh of disbelief, she clasped her hands behind his neck again, feeling a bit of his soft hair as it brushed up against her skin.

"This is just so nice," she admitted.

I wish it could be like this all the time.

Jack shifted, raising his eyebrows.

"Maybe—your heart is trying to tell you something?" he offered hopefully.

Elsa nodded, flicking away a bit of moisture that was starting to gather on her bottom eyelid. She was not going to cry.

She was NOT going to cry.

The joy and relief rushing through her again, the Snow Queen embraced him, burying her face in his shoulder. Which was a surprisingly nice-feeling shoulder.

"I'm so lucky to have you," she whispered, trying to not let her voice break in the emotion. "But I already knew that."

Jack laughed good-naturedly, rubbing his hand over her waist and pulling her closer. "I feel the same way about—"

"—You are the sweetest friend in the world."

Jack stopped, his hand pausing on her waist. A moment later, Elsa felt him shift his legs, and sigh.

"You know," Jack muttered, "For a moment there, I almost thought that—"

He was cut off as Elsa suddenly stopped squeezing him, grasping the side of his face and placing a solid, fervent kiss on his cheek.

Jack froze, his eyes bulging with confusion and shock. Elsa immediately felt a jolt of panic catch in her throat.

"I'm sorry!" she stammered, her face going pale as she started to reach for his again, "I thought that—um, I got some lipstick on—"

Jack caught her hand, stopping it a two inches before she could rub off the sparkly crimson smeared across his skin. "But I thought you—I thought you said you didn't want to kiss again?"

"Well, not on the mouth."

His eyebrows lifted. "So… like," he clarified, "On the face is fine?"

"Oh, yes. I'm fine with that."

As he pulled her closer on his lap, Elsa watched Jack's face crack into a grin.

"Okay," he said.

Before she knew what was happening, Jack Frost then suddenly pushed back her hair and kissed her on the cheek, his freezing lips pressing into her skin just above her jawbone.

Pulling back from her, he looked up into her eyes, his own eager and playful.

"Like that?" Jack asked. "That's okay? You're comfortable with that?"

Elsa nodded, biting her lip. Jack's grin widened, and he pulled her in tighter, kissing her on the cheek, again, and again.

After he suddenly kissed the end of her nose, then giving it a quick nip, Elsa let out a giggle of shock in spite of herself. Clapping a hand over it, she leaned back away from him, laughing.

"The nose thing," she whispered, struggling to not burst out giggling again.

"I know, I know…"

Jack blushed, still beaming with delight as he stared up into her eyes. After a moment, he raised his eyebrows.

"I nose," he corrected.

Elsa shoved him.

Jack threw back his head and laughed, and Elsa quickly found herself laughing as well, her heart leaping as Jack ran his hand over her waist. Letting it settle onto her hip again, he then gave her a gentle squeeze, looking up to her dress.

His gaze snagged on the top of her bodice for a moment, as if transfixed by the shimmering ice crystals on its edge. Closing his eyes, Jack then jolted and looked away, opening them again only to determinately stare down at the carpet beyond where she sat. As he took his hand off of her hip, pushing his fingers through his hair, he laughed nervously.

"What?" Elsa asked.

Jack shook his head. "Nothing."

Biting the edge of his lip, he pulled his hand to the back of his head, starting to rub his neck as he blushed. Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"What?" she stammered anxiously, "What is it? What's so funny?"

"I—"

Jack stopped rubbing his neck, letting out another nervous laugh. Reaching back to her hip again and pulling her up another inch onto his lap, he then looked up into her eyes.

"So," Jack started again hesitantly, playing with the fabric on the side of her skirt, "Uh—so have you thought about it more than once, or—"

"— JACK!"

"Sorry! Sorry."

.

.

Since the awkward confession, Elsa couldn't help but notice—with some degree of both mortification and relief—that the Youngest Guardian's mood had brightened considerably.

After they had gone back to their separate sides of the table, resuming their research (Elsa was up to four direct references to child abuse while Jack had currently listed fifteen, in great part due to the fact that the Guardian's definition of abuse was much wider in scope than her own), Elsa had practically jumped out of her skin when Jack's book suddenly ice-blasted to her side, leaving a trail of frost in its wake. Jack had picked up his staff and leapt into the air, flying over the table to join her, and had just started to whip up an ice-chair into existence when Elsa had stopped him, suggesting a piano bench instead. He had wholeheartedly agreed with this idea. Within a minute, his arm had slid around her waist once again, pulling her body up against his own. With it—that strange feeling of peace, and calm, that Elsa was starting to get used to, with Jack's presence. While he was definitely touching her again, Elsa couldn't help but notice that Jack was distinctly asking her for permission every single time, which was new and actually very comforting. She'd had no idea how she could have thought he would ever use her, or anyone. Jack Frost was apparently the sweetest guy in the world. After she'd calmed down enough to want to get back to work, he had EVEN offered that she could continue sit on his lap again while she read, if—you know—if, uh, if she found it more comfortable. To this, Elsa had laughed, pointing out that Jack wouldn't be able to see, with her blocking the view. He'd told her that his view would be perfect. She had yet to analyze what he could have meant by that, but she intended to do so when she had the time.

Which she did not (yet), because two hours of work later, Jack had decided that it was time for them to take another break. So now, sitting across from each other at the table once again, they were involved in a different sort of challenge altogether.

One involving—of course—ice.

"It's gonna break."

"No, it's not."

"Yeah, it is," Jack chuckled, "You're making it too heavy on the outsides. It's about to collapse."

"No, it isn't," Elsa insisted, her eyes narrowing in concentration as the long line of frost swirled slowly off her fingertips into the air, "I—it's—!"

Her voice trailed off into a groan as a spine on enormous, multi-sided snowflake floating between them broke, swinging downwards and crashing into the center of the structure. Thrown off-balance, the rest of the snowflake toppled and dropped violently onto its side in the air, disintegrating into a shimmering mist of ice particles.

Sighing in defeat, Elsa collapsed back into her chair, picking up a pebble from the open bag and tossing it into Jack's bowl. It fell onto the pile with a tiny clonk, and she leaned her chin onto her fist, looking at her own empty bowl on the table.

"Alright. You win," she sighed. "Again."

Jack grinned, picking up the pebble and eying it. "So… I believe that brings the score to… twenty-seven, zero?"

"You tell me."

The Fifth Spirit bit her lip, feeling blood rushing to her face as she stared down into her bowl. After a few moments, Jack sat back in his chair, letting out his breath.

"You're upset," he sighed.

"I knew I'd probably lose to you," Elsa admitted sheepishly. "I just didn't think I was this bad."

"Right. How long have you been in control of your powers?"

She shifted uncomfortably in her seat.

"Since three summers ago," Elsa mumbled.

Jack Frost leaned over the table, raising his eyebrows.

"Three. Hundred. YEARS," he whispered, a sly little smile twitching out of the side of his mouth. "I'm better than you, Snowflake."

She looked up shyly, a tiny, embarrassed smile tugging at her mouth as well.

"Not at everything," she breathed.

"OH-kay," he countered, "Just because I don't make talking snowmen, and sparkly ice dresses, and…"

His voice trailed off. Picking up a pebble from his pile, the Fifth Spirit saw Jack's eyes flicker down to her gown, lingering for a long moment.

Elsa's face turned beet red.

Suddenly realizing what he was doing, Jack jolted and looked back up, still absent-mindedly rubbing the pebble in-between his fingers. Dropping it with a soft clack onto the pile again, he then nodded, looking down to the tabletop and clearing his throat.

"Sorry," Jack mumbled.

"Thank you."

He bit his lip, blushing a bit himself.

"It's—it's funny, though," the Fifth Guardian started again, letting out a self-conscious laugh and changing the subject with a shrug, "It's a good thing that we're betting with pebbles, because otherwise, I think that I'd own half of Arendelle by now."

Elsa's face broke into a grin, relaxing again. "I'm going to win those back."

"Uh-huh. Sure," Jack chuckled. "You know, though… we don't have to tell anybody the score."

She scoffed. "Like you wouldn't bring this up again?"

"We could agree to alter the record a bit."

"On what terms?"

Jack's eyes slid thoughtfully upwards. After a few moments, he looked back down, picking up two of the pebbles from his dish. Staring at them, a mischievous spark twinkled in his eyes.

"Nah," he decided, shaking his head and dropping them into the dish again with a soft clack. "Don't worry about it."

"What?"

He shook his head harder.

"What?" Elsa demanded again with a laugh. "What terms?"

Jack shrugged, looking down to his dish of pebbles. The sly little grin beginning to tug at the edge of his mouth, he then raised his eyebrows as he picked two up off of the top, rubbing them against each other and eying them with interest.

"I wonder how many of these would be worth a kiss…" Jack mused.

"ExCUSE me?" Elsa laughed breathlessly, "We're betting kisses now?"

"No, no. Just you."

Jack grinned, tossing the pebbles into his dish. All of a sudden, his smile vanished.

"Unless you don't want to," he stammered. "I mean—I was just joking; I didn't—"

"—No, I think I need to hear this argument."

Jack's eyes widened. As he stared at her in shock, Elsa placed her elbows on the table, interlacing her fingers and resting her chin upon them.

"Well—for the sake of intellectual argument, I'd like to hear your reasoning," she said, suddenly feeling confident. "It sounds like a good debate."

Jack sat up a little straighter, visibly trying to decide whether or not she was being serious. The statement hanging on the air, the Snow Queen felt her confidence beginning to weaken.

"Debates—can be fun?" Elsa tried again helplessly.

Jack's eyes lit up, the snowflake markings seeming to become even more prominent against the fierce blue of his irises. Over the next few moments, a slow smile started to creep across his face.

"Okay," Jack grinned.

Elsa bit down on the edge of her lip in anticipation.

"So…" he prompted.

"So," Elsa repeated, raising her eyebrows and regally placing her hands on the table before her, "To recap: You're telling me that you'd agree that I would win—if I agreed to kiss you?"

"What? No!" Jack retorted, picking up a pebble from his bowl again and tossing it to himself. "I'd still win."

"WHAT?!"

He smiled slyly, his eyebrow twitching as he looked up into her eyes again. "We'd just pretend that I didn't destroy you," he laughed.

She scoffed, her heart leaping. "You're telling me that I should kiss you, in exchange for still not winning?!"

"I'm the Spirit of Winter, Snowflake," he countered. "I have a reputation to keep up."

She rolled her eyes, pointing to herself. "Uh—Snow Queen?"

"Not the same." Jack shifted in his seat, sighing dramatically as he rolled the pebble between his fingers. "And, this offer might not last forever. It'd be a shame. You know—turning down a shot at losing gracefully."

He flicked the pebble onto his pile again.

After a few moments, feeling Jack's teasing gaze on her face, Elsa looked down to her own empty bowl. Drawing herself up, a hint of a smirk on her lips, she then raised her eyebrows.

"Tell you what," Elsa offered carefully, "If you can win a pebble for every year older than me you are, then—"

"—You had to bring up the AGE thing!"

His jaw fell open in shock, staring at her in shock as she laughed, covering her mouth with her hand. After a few moments, Jack rolled his eyes, sitting back in his chair with a grin.

"So, you're ready to go again?"

"Again?" Elsa exclaimed, "Are you serious? You've already beaten me twenty-seven times in a row—"

"—And you just said that if I can beat you two hundred and ninety-eight times, I get a kiss."

"Wait, what?! I thought we were debating!"

"Yeah. And I just accepted your terms."

Elsa's eyes bulged. Jack smirked, raising a single eyebrow as he swept his hand through the air, a large, blank, multi-facetted snowflake skeleton materializing out of the air between them.

"Only two hundred and seventy-one more pebbles to go," he sang softly.

Caught completely off guard, Elsa stared at him in shock. After a few moments, she shifted in her seat, and he leaned a few inches closer to her from across the table, flirtatiously peering up through his eyelashes.

"Whaaaat?" he teased. "You think I can do it?"

"I—"

"—I think you're scared," Jack chuckled.

Elsa pressed her lips together, staring at the slowly turning snowflake skeleton indecisively. Then, setting her jaw, she slapped her hands down onto the arms of her chair, determinately straightening up and scooting forward to the table.

You know what?

"Yes. Again," she said forcefully. "I am going to take every one of those pebbles BACK, and then I'm going to beat you for every single time after that!"

"You think so, huh?"

"Don't push your luck, Frost!"

"You're gonna have to kissssssss meeeeee."

"I beg to differ!"

"Game on, ma'am."

"Why, you—!"

Elsa's voice trailed off as she watched Jack shake his head, pushing back his chair and getting onto his feet. Calmly walking around the table to where she was sitting, he then leaned back against its edge, drumming his fingers on the underside of the wood and looking to her smugly.

"You might as well just do it now," Jack chuckled.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

Hiding it, she let out a nervous laugh, abruptly standing up from her chair and taking a step back from him. "Do it now?" she scoffed, "Why on earth would I give up now? We've got a competition to finish."

"Because I know you," he laughed, pushing himself away from the table and following her. "And I know that you make decisions based. Off. Logic."

She raised her eyebrows. "So, now it's logical for me to go ahead and kiss you?"

"Pretty much."

"Care to explain your reasoning?"

She crossed her arms over her chest, drawing herself up as Jack stopped in front of her. He stuck his hands into the stomach pocket on his shirt.

"Point number one," he began matter-of-factly. "I've already beaten you twenty-seven times. And I have about two hundred and ninety-seven years of experience on you, with snowflake design. So, it's statistically unlikely that you'll beat me."

Elsa scoffed. "Cynical argument."

"Point number two: You want to kiss me."

"ExCUSE me?!" she jolted.

He shrugged, sticking his hands into his front pocket and rocking back onto his heels. "You wouldn't have made the offer, if you weren't willing to pay up."

To this, Elsa's eyebrows lifted, her heart whumping again in her chest as he grinned. Well.

She couldn't argue with that.

Drawing herself up, she uncrossed her arms.

"What's point number three?" Elsa asked hesitantly.

Biting the edge of his lip, Jack smiled flirtatiously, peering into her face through his eyelashes. Before she could respond, he then stepped forward, picking up one of her hands and leaning in very close to her face as he interlaced his fingers with hers.

Elsa's breath caught as Jack then reached up, his cold hand brushing against her skin as he gently pushed back a strand of her hair.

"Je peux parler en Français," he whispered.

She froze.

Visibly restraining from laughter at her expression, Jack raised his eyebrows, a little smirk on the edge of his lips as he gazed into her eyes. Feeling blood rushing to her face, Elsa felt her heart skip another beat as—

Ca-CHUNK!

The knob suddenly twisting to the side, the door into the hallway swung open. Jack startled, dropping Elsa's hand and leaping away from her in terror. Seeing that it wasn't Kristoff, he let out his breath as the enormously pregnant Queen Anna lurched forward into the room.

"Anna!" Elsa gasped, picking up the edge of her skirt and running towards her, "Are you okay? What's going on?"

Thoroughly winded, Anna bent over, placing her hands on her thighs and struggling to catch her breath. Without looking up, she pointed an accusing finger in Jack's direction.

"YOU," she gasped, "Are VERY HARD TO TRACK DOWN."

Elsa came to a stop beside her sister, glancing back to him. The Spirt of Winter, who hadn't moved, looked at Anna with suspicious fear.

"Okay?" he quavered.

"And VERY HARD TO CATCH."

To this, the edge of Jack's mouth started to twitch into a smile. Restraining from a smile herself, Elsa looked back to Anna, realizing for the first time that she had something in her opposite hand.

"Okay," Jack said, walking towards them.

"AND," Anna finished dramatically, straightening up and glaring at him, "That is only PART of why YOU AND I will be having WORDS."

Jack stopped walking. His face went pale. "Uh—"

"—But not right now."

Nodding, the pregnant queen turned back to her sister. "Sorry to interrupt—whatever was going on in here," she said, raising an eyebrow at Jack's lipstick-smeared cheek. "But this is really important."

She held out a small pile of envelopes, and Elsa took them. "You—came past the guard to bring me my mail?" she asked, a wave of confusion sweeping over her face.

Anna shrugged. "Well, I figured I'd just bring the pile, but—"

"—Wait. This one is from Mr. Hauge."

"Elsa—"

Her heart plummeting to her stomach, Elsa took the pile and ran back to the table, dropping the mail on the edge. Without sitting down, she frantically tore open the envelope, her mind racing.

As her eyes fell onto the writing, her mouth fell open.

"This—this is a resignation letter," Elsa gasped. "Mr. Hauge! He—he's going ahead and taking his retirement! He's resigning from the Council!"

Anna's eyes bulged. "What?" she gasped.

Both women looked to Jack in disbelief, who was suddenly standing up a little straighter.

"Well," Jack shrugged, smirking a bit, "If the guy is trying to hold you two back from ruling your kingdom, then—"

"—And THIS one is from MR. ELLINGBOE!" Elsa squealed, ripping open another letter as Anna stumbled up to her, snatching the first and looking over it in shock, "It's—it's the same thing! He's RESIGNING! TWO COUNCILMEN ARE RESIGNING!"

Anna's eyes widened even further, her mouth falling open. Her heart pounding, Elsa let out a sharp, breathy laugh of disbelief, spinning around and looking to Jack. He gave her a little shrug, nodding and opening his mouth to say something again just as Queen Elsa squealed and leapt into his arms, throwing her own around his neck.

"Thank you!" she sobbed, "THANK you, Jack! This is—this is amazing!"

You know what? I DO want to kiss you, she thought, squeezing him as hard as she could, tears of joy coming to her eyes. Even with Anna here! I could TOTALLY kiss you right now!

"Jack… you did this?" Queen Anna's voice breathed from somewhere behind her, "The Council—you're responsible for—?"

Jack laughed nervously, shifting as Elsa squeezed him even harder, giggling into her shoulder.

"Elsa told me that they were—uh," he said over her shoulder, "Getting in your way, and—"

He was abruptly cut off as Anna stumbled up and threw her arms around him as well, her enormous stomach pressing into their sides and nearly knocking them off-balance as she joined the hug, embracing them both.

"Thank you," Queen Anna choked, "I can't—I don't even know what to say."

The Spirit of Winter laughed nervously again, squashed between the sisters. "It's not that big a deal."

"It's a HUGE deal," Elsa countered.

Anna nodded. "This changes everything," she agreed, "And if two of them are now gone—that would ALREADY make things way easier, for Arendelle. And I—do I want to know how this happened?"

Elsa pulled back slightly to look into Jack's face. His lips twisted to the side. "Mmm—"

"—Probably not," Elsa clarified.

Anna smirked, suppressing a laugh as she dropped her arms and took a step back. Elsa giggled quietly, beginning to pull her arms down from around Jack's neck, but letting her hands linger on the Guardian's shoulders. Suddenly, the Fifth Spirit realized that—again—she could feel the outline of Jack's lean muscles through his shirt. Absent-mindedly, she shifted her hands an inch, tracing her fingers along the icy patterns as the amazing chill of his skin leaked through the fabric to her hands.

Her eyes hazy, Elsa looked up into his gaze. Glancing to her hands—and then back up into her eyes—Jack's left eyebrow twitched upwards.

"Ma'am?" he breathed.

Elsa jolted and yanked her hands back, blushing furiously.

HE FEELS NICE, OKAY?

"Elsa," Queen Anna stammered awkwardly, the moment broken, "I'm sorry to break up the—that's not why I'm here. There's more."

"More?" Elsa asked, "What do you mean? There are only two letters from Councilmen in there. Everything else looked—well, diplomatic, and—I should be able to get back to that later—I think."

"It's the RSVP!" Anna exclaimed, her eyes wide as she stumbled up to the mail pile and shuffled through it, finally producing a tiny gold envelope. "And she's brought her husband, too! It—their boat was way faster than expected, for some reason. They weren't set to arrive for a few more days, but—well, their messenger beat them by twenty minutes. They're in the port!"

"Who's in the port?" Elsa demanded, "Is this for the ball?"

"Yes! And they're here—now! They'll be in the throne room in five minutes!"

"Anna, who's here?"

Without another word, the pregnant young queen handed her sister the delicate, golden envelope, covered in swirling patterns and warm to the touch. Flipping it over, Queen Elsa's breath caught as she saw their sister kingdom's symbol, an iconic image of a sun, pressed into a circle of lavender sealing wax.

Rapunzel.

 

Chapter 68: Royal Cousins, Royal Guests

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(LENGTHY) AUTHOR'S NOTE: HI, I'M BACK. Before anything else, I want to thank everybody who read/reviewed, and to ESPECIALLY thank literally everybody on here (well, most stayed; hooray!) who stuck it out with me and waited through what I've decided is my Unofficial Maternity Leave. For those of you who didn't see the note I added to the last chapter back in March, my third trimester basically hit me like a truck, in ways that often made it difficult to write. I'm still recovering both physically and mentally in a number of ways (I MISS YOU, MR. ELLIPTICAL!), but in the spirit of Not Going On and On About It, I'm just going to summarize pregnancy/childbirth in the following way: It's the ultimate grab bag, in that you 1) don't know how many symptoms you're going to get, 2) don't know which ones they're going to be, and 3) don't know the severity in which you're going to get them. And now I'm gonna shut up about it. THANKS FOR STICKIN' AROUND, FOLKS ;) (Also, to respond to someone about it: NO, I am not in school right now! OH thank heaven I've got my degree; I could never have gotten through that PLUS classes!)

REGARDING FROZEN II: Frankly, I'm scared out of my mind. I mean, I've known that my "YOU DO NOT GET TO CHANGE THE PROMPT HALFWAY THROUGH" feeling has been coming for a while, but it's still terrifying. I'm good enough at forcing stuff to work that I've figured (for years) that I would probably be able to see the movie and come up with ways to change IA to reflect it without messing up my already-existing plotline, but there are a NUMBER of things that they could do that would blow a massive hole in my plans.

I guess I'm probably just scared because I've worked so hard trying to make this feel as MUCH like canon as possible, which of course requires me to stay true to canon. You know, explaining away plot holes, coming up with backstories to tie everything together, and making sure that ALL the character development in IA is simply a continuation of the characters arcs already established in the original films. I actually have ways to shoehorn OFA into this, but I figured it wasn't worth it until I saw what Frozen II was going to do, and tried to do everything all at once. IA desperately needs another draft, anyhow. IDK if I'm going to DO it, because that will take time, and this is already taking way more time to write than I thought it would, and I'm scared, and the plagiarism of my work is super discouraging, and I'm really proud of my backstories (that we have yet to get to) and I don't want them to be messed up before they're even posted, and the only thing I'm certain of is that I'm pretty certain that the billowing of Elsa's new split-cape thingy from the teaser trailer, even in a reality in which ice powers exist, is PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE AND IT FILLS ME WITH ANGST.

PHYSICS RANT: Unless they cheated by making it be almost rigid down to her hips, thus changing the geometry of the billowy part substantially, which I think they did, I'm about 98% certain that there is NO WAY that the pieces of fabric would billow like that, without just twisting and falling down. (For the record: my engineer husband agrees with me.) I have had multiple 2-in-the-morning emotional breakdowns about it, one of which included me stomping out to my whiteboard in the middle of the night to try to mathematically derive my angst, and it is taking EVERY OUNCE OF WILLPOWER I HAVE to not make a 20-minute video explaining all of the different physics concepts at play here, because, while it would allow me to publically work through my ideas and show you guys some awesome physics, it would TOTALLY reveal my identity to anyone who saw it who happened to know me. Long story short (and I COULD TOTALLY BE WRONG here, but I'm pretty sure I'm not, so here we go?): Capes are HIGHLY unstable equilibriums when they're out in "maximum billow" mode, andbeing hit by a varying, super-random applied force from the windare only able to KEEP billowing because they're being held apart by their boundary conditions (the fixed edge attached to the shoulders) to keep them from completely twisting/crumpling (to minimize surface area against air friction) and falling down. On the new split cape that Elsa has, they've changed up the geometry in such a way that the sheer weight and horizontal moment of inertia is so great, when compared to the fixed edge at the top, that I'm pretty sure the two pieces would NEVER actually do anything except maybe billow for one second, and then twist into little streamer thingies. Mathematically, I think you could model this using a 2D array of coupled pendulums, where the stiffness of the fabric and boundary conditions are taken into account via the allowed values of theta and the fixed edge respectively (with the wind being represented by a randomly fluctuating force from the allowed angles that would take the shoulders into account). At this point, you would use a Hamiltonian...I think? But that would required me to get out my old Physics 321 textbook, and I'm already butchering this explanation, so LET'S JUST GET TO THE CHAPTER, SHALL WE? ;)

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68: Royal Cousins, Royal Guests

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For the record: Jack Frost found absolutely nothing "fun" about taking things slow with the Snow Queen of Arendelle.

Fun would be if Elsa had thrown herself across the table and confessed her undying love for him. Fun would be watching her come to her senses and kick Prince Wonderful to the curb. Fun, in Jack's mind, would be physically grabbing the Ice Powers Girl, throwing her over his shoulder, and flying her away from all of this political snooty-type idiocy to build an ice palace together somewhere freezing—followed immediately by a quick wedding, which would then of course be followed immediately by even more FUN.

Sigh.

The problem was, he did want Elsa to be more confident. But—even as she was sitting on his lap, with everything all pressed up against him—it had taken Jack about three milliseconds to conclude that there was NO possible way to tell her how pretty her chest looked without being INSANELY out of line.

On the other hand, that entire attempt at a relationship discussion had probably been out of line, anyway. He wasn't thinking it'd go like that—frankly, he was planning on being as gentlemanly as possible, as to not freak her out—but almost nothing had ended up going how he thought it would. He'd even made a step-by-step outline in his brain and everything, and STILL, the gorgeous young winter spirit had found ways to throw him off. Jack's plan had been the following:

Step One: Flowers.

Step Two: Apology. You know, just—in general.

Step Three: Smooth, casual transition into discussion of relationship.

Everything had been going perfectly until Step Three. He'd been so carefully working to convince her; gently flirting her into it, laying out his argument, exposing Prince Stupidhead as the liar/weakling/jerkface that he was, and then Elsa was suddenly BRINGING UP SEX FOR SOME REASON.

O…kay. Then.

I guess… we're… talking. About this. Now.

Which he was fine with. Really. More than fine. Great! Because it would be GREAT! But then, in what felt like five seconds after Elsa had WANTED to talk about it, suddenly—she was—mad at him. For talking about it. At that point, he'd shut up—because when the lady is freaking out, you're supposed to shut up—but he wasn't going to pretend to understand why. Maybe she was embarrassed, or something…

Granted, Elsa had then—inexplicably—asked if she could sit on his lap for a few minutes. And had done so, sooo… it couldn't have gone THAT badly. Right? And, this time, he wasn't a creep for pulling her onto his lap, because she'd asked him to do it. No, literally; she had LITERALLY ASKED! And as long as they were (sort of) on the same page, Jack was determined to NOT feel guilty for enjoying it, lost leg circulation or not. Part of this was that, physically-speaking, Elsa clearly liked him, too. She'd flat-out admitted it.

Jack smirked, remembering the look on the Ice Powers Girl's face when she'd gotten caught. So cute. It almost made up for the—well, the rejection/not rejection thing. It was almost like she still didn't get that he wanted to be more than friends. How much clearer could he have been? All that was left to do now was to get rid of her idiot council, ice-blast Prince Wonderful onto the first ship leaving Arendelle, have Elsa realize they were TOTALLY PERFECT for each other, and then get a move on with love, marriage, and HAPPILY EVER AFTER. It was a solid plan.

But apparently, he had more family to make nice to, first.

"So… this person," Jack started, walking briskly down the shortcut hallway to the throne room beside the Snow Queen, "She's your cousin?"

Elsa nodded without looking at him, her sparkling capelet billowing out behind her in the dim light. "Yes. Rapunzel Fitzherbert."

"Rapunzel, what?"

"Fitzherbert," Elsa repeated.

Jack abruptly stopped walking. He blinked.

"Gesundheit," he offered.

From where he was now standing in the hallway behind her, Jack heard the Ice Powers Girl suppress a laugh. He grinned, tossing the staff to himself and leaping into the air.

"So," he started again a second later, lighting onto the carpet beside her and matching her pace again as he whipped the shepherd's crook back over his shoulder, "How about the guy? There was a husband, too, right?"

"Yes. I believe his name is Eugene."

"Eugene Fitzherbert, eh?" Jack chuckled. He scoffed. "Now, that's a snobby, upper-crust name if I've ever heard one. No offense."

"How is that not offensive?"

"Sorry."

"And besides," Elsa continued, the smile fading from her voice as she walked faster down the hallway, "I don't believe that Eugene is of any of royal descent. In fact, I think he had a rather colorful past. Under the name of Flynn Ryder, for your information."

"Flynn Ryder? Now, that is a cool name."

"Just for that, I am never telling you Kristoff's last name. Nor mine."

Jack opened his mouth to make his retort, but then immediately snapped it shut before the words could tumble out.

"Frost" would suit you better anyway.

All of a sudden, the Ice Powers Girl came to an abrupt stop, turning to the side of the hallway. Pausing, Jack realized that they were now standing beside a tall, regal-looking door.

"But you're not snooty," he insisted. "And I'm not saying that they are. They just sound like it—I mean, with a name like Fitschwitzer—"

"—Fitzherbert?"

"Nuance."

"Oh, come now," Elsa scoffed. "It's not that difficult a name."

"I like simple names," Jack countered, gesturing to himself with his staff. "I mean—look at mine. Jack Frost. Two words. Two syllables. Nine letters. Easy."

She rolled her eyes. "Not everybody has a two-word, two-syllable, nine-letter name."

"Especially not you, Queen Elsa."

She opened her mouth to respond, but then quickly shut it again. Her mouth considering the idea of a smile, she drew herself up.

"That's three syllables," Elsa said calmly.

He shrugged. "Snowflake it is."

"Aaaand, that's one word. And not really my name."

Jack shrugged again, watching as his beautiful Snow Queen lifted her hand to the door, giving it three quick knocks. From inside the room, he could hear that footsteps were suddenly coming towards them, his mind racing as he made the split-second decision.

"Snow Angel?"

Elsa's eyes widened, her jaw dropping in shock. Their gazes locked, but before Jack could say anything more, the door was opening.

"Ah! Your highness," exclaimed the servant, his face relaxing in relief. "There you are!"

She glanced inside. "Have they arrived yet?"

"No, my queen."

The Snow Queen swept through the door, and Jack hopped into the air to fly above her as her capelet whisked through into another hall. Seeing that Elsa appeared to be alone, the servant's look of relief turned to confusion.

"Where is Queen Anna?" he asked.

"She will be arriving shortly," Elsa answered. "Given the situation, we thought it would be best to have at least one of us there to greet our guests. Seeing as Anna was already fairly out of breath when she found me—and was unwilling to have me ice-blast her down the hall on a sled."

"Ah. Very well."

Jack absent-mindedly drummed his fingers on his shepherd's crook taking in the new surroundings. The sled thing was actually his idea—and it sounded really fun—but, the pregnant young queen was concerned that she might throw up. It was a legitimate reason to lag a bit behind, although he was now suddenly wondering if he should have stayed back with her, instead of accompanying Elsa.

On the other hand—Elsa.

"Is she coming by the same hall?" the servant asked as he briskly walked a pace behind the Snow Queen into the open main hallway leading to the throne room. "If so, I ought to return to make sure she can get in again."

"Thank you. I think that would be best."

"Of course, your highness."

The man bowed slightly at the waist, then straightening up and turning away. Pacing quickly back to the smaller hallway with the door, he was gone, leaving them across the way from the enormous set of double-doors that were the entrance to the throne room.

Upon seeing Elsa, the two guards standing at attention jolted, bowing quickly and then straightening up. Without a word, they each grasped one of the door handles, pulling them open as the Snow Queen thanked them, nodding and sweeping through. As he followed, Jack saw that King Kristoff and Sven were already in the sun-soaked throne room, the last of the day's bright light pouring in through the windows. The Commoner King had taken one of the plush chairs on the side by the fireplace, and appeared to be in the midst of a deep conversation with the reindeer, who was happily sitting beside him on the floor. Seeing Elsa approaching, he stopped, looking up.

"So!" Kristoff called out, straightening in the chair. "Your cousin, right? Wait, where's Anna?"

"She should be right behind me. And yes, this is a cousin." Elsa nodded, then beckoning for him to come up and join her as she made her way for the throne platform. "Just one, though. Her name is Rapunzel, and—no, you wouldn't have met her, yet. She wasn't able to make it to the wedding. And I've only met her once, but we've been writing since she was found."

His eyes widened. "Is this the 'Lost Princess' one?"

"That's her."

Seeing Kristoff's expression, Jack felt himself relax slightly. It did take some of the pressure off—you know, knowing that he wasn't the only one who felt out of the loop.

But that still didn't answer every concern.

"Uh… Elsa?" Jack started.

She turned to him, the long, sparkling capelet of ice shimmering in the light as it twisted around her feet on the platform. As her stunning blue eyes locked with his, more ice particles glinting at him from her hair and the top of her dress, Jack's breath caught.

Sweet Manny.

"Jack?" she asked.

Jolting, Jack gave his head a quick shake. "YEAH! Um," he stammered, laughing nervously and gesturing with the staff, "I just—uh—okay, do you want me to still be here for this, or should I just—"

"—I'd like you to be here."

Elsa whisked her capelet back onto the platform to make room for him, stepping to the side. Kristoff grinned, looking down to the floor. Jack didn't notice.

Swinging his staff behind his back, the Youngest Guardian's expression melted into a smile of relief. "Okay," he said, hopping up beside her just as the doors of the throne room started to open again. "As long as it's not awkward that they can't see m—"

"—I'M HERE!" Anna's voice shouted.

Jack stopped talking as everyone looked to the doors to see the enormously pregnant Queen Anna waddling towards them as fast as she could, the guards at the doorway looking after her with anxiety in their eyes. Elsa jumped, running down the steps of the platform to her in dismay.

"DID I MAKE IT IN TIME?" Anna gasped.

"Yes! Now, slow down—"

"—I'm fine."

Her face nearly purple as she panted for breath, Anna let her sister take her arm and accompany her the rest of the way, Elsa's eyes sharp with focus. Having been only a few steps behind her, King Kristoff took over as they reached the platform, helping his wife up the stairs.

"Thanks," Anna muttered sheepishly. "But I keep telling you. I'm fine. I don't need this much help for—"

"—YES, YOU DO," Elsa and Kristoff snapped in unison.

"Anna," the Fifth Spirit started again, "It's only temporary. We just don't want you to get hurt—if anything were to happen—"

"—I'm fine, Elsa."

A pang of guilt hitting him in the stomach, Jack pressed his lips together and stared down at his feet. He should have stayed behind with her. Granted… Anna probably still wouldn't have slowed down.

The guards were still holding the doors open, now looking relieved that Anna's family was there to provide a buffer to her near-fatal clumsiness, continuing to stand at attention as a middle-aged man in a uniform strode into the room. Upon seeing Elsa, he smiled, the guards pulling the doors shut behind him.

"Your majesties," he started. "Princess Rapunzel and her husband, Eugene Fitzherbert, are in the hall. Are you ready to receive them?"

"I was BORN ready!" Anna exclaimed, still trying to catch her breath.

Jack let out a sharp breath of a laugh at her outburst, and saw that the man—still smiling—was restraining from doing the same.

"Very well," he said, still smiling. He looked back to Elsa, his eyes softening the slightest bit. "Of course, it is customary for family receptions to be private. Is that alright?"

She nodded. "Yes, thank you."

He bowed slightly at the waist, like all of the various servants did, except that—in straightening up—his eyes went to the Snow Queen's again, lingering for a long moment as his expression went a little hazy.

Jack's eyes narrowed. His fingers clenched automatically on the staff, but before he had the time to think up a witty death threat, the man took a step back, clearing his throat and gesturing to the door.

"PRINCESS RAPUNZEL OF CORONA, AND EUGENE OF CORONA," he announced.

Everyone in the royal family sucked in their breaths, nervously watching the grand doors as they opened for the final time.

As the male servant paced from the room, the Spirit of Winter glared the man down with murder in his gaze—hurling slew of mental insults at his back—but an instant later, his anger was replaced by curiosity. Remembering that the guests were Elsa's family, his eyebrows perked with interest as a pretty young woman with short, spiky brown hair and a satchel slung over her shoulder came into the room first, followed by a broad-shouldered man in his mid-twenties. As they approached, Jack's gaze snagged on the fact that the guy had a very distinct weapon hanging from his belt like a sword. Except that it was a…

Frying pan?

His brow furrowing in confusion, Jack turned back to Elsa to see if she'd noticed it too. But he was disappointed. Her face the mask of perfect, regal calm, the Snow Queen was standing up as straight as she could, smiling politely and not letting on if she'd noticed—well, anything out of the ordinary. Shrugging to himself, Jack looked back to the visitors, this time letting his eyes settle onto Elsa's cousin as she approached, tuning out the dull hum of the formal conversation and small talk.

Huh. This Rapunzel lady was—well, Jack felt like he'd seen her before, but couldn't quite place where. Or how. It wasn't any specific feature or mannerism; just a general air about her that seemed familiar. The resemblance to Elsa and Anna was overwhelming—how were all the women in this family so TINY?—but that wasn't quite it. Maybe it was just that she was pretty? Granted, Jack tended to find most women pretty, because he just generally liked women, but…

Probably because she looks so much like Elsa.

Jack Frost absent-mindedly found his gaze wandering back to the Ice Powers Girl, and his heart skipped a beat. From the sparkling capelet tumbling to the floor around her, and the snowflakes sprinkled through her soft hair, the pink flush of her cheeks, and the deep, intense intelligence in her beautiful blue eyes... He definitely had a thing for the Snow Queen, and, a newly-found preference for all things ice. You know, given who he was, he figured that MAYBE HE HAD A RIGHT TO.

Everyone had by now stopped talking, and Rapunzel bit her lip excitedly, reaching for the strap on her satchel as she glanced around. The man who had introduced them (who was now at the end of the room) politely bowed, going out of the doors, two outside guards reached for the handles, pulling them shut.

BOOM.

"Okay," Rapunzel whispered into the bag. "All clear! You can come out now!"

Elsa and Anna glanced to each other, their eyebrows lifting, as their cousin reached into her bag. As she pulled out a small green something, Rapunzel smiled apologetically.

"Sorry!" she groaned, "He doesn't like staying in the dark for long—"

"—A chameleon?" Queen Anna gasped, her eyes bulging with delight, "You have a pet chameleon?"

"Aw!" Elsa sighed happily. "He's as tiny as Bruni!"

"Oh! Right!" Rapunzel beamed, letting the tiny lizard dash up her arm, taking a seat on her shoulder. "Pascal of Corona? Meet Queen Elsa, Queen Anna, and King Kristoff of Arendelle."

Pascal purred contentedly, drawing himself up and giving them a regal nod. Anna and Elsa simultaneously gasped in delight, and behind them, Kristoff grinned. Drowning in Elsa's smile, Jack's mouth melted into a grin as well. A happy, dumb, dreamy grin. The ladies were talking again, and the guy—Eugene, presumably—stepped forward to strike up a conversation with Kristoff, but Jack was hardly paying attention. He was watching his Elsa.

He'd actually had the Ice Powers Girl on his lap twice that day, and while it admittedly wasn't the most comfortable seating arrangement in the world, it did put things he liked a lot closer to his eyes. Not to mention: he loved the affection. LOVED it. He sort of craved it, honestly. When Elsa figured out that they were perfect for each other, he had to wonder if that would be continuing. And, she DID want kids, right? How many kids did she want to-

WHOA, there!

Jolting back into the moment, Jack blinked hard. Rapunzel was embracing Anna, with a bit of difficulty getting around her pregnant stomach.

"I'm just so happy for you!" she exclaimed. "This is so exciting! How long have you known?"

"Oh, from pretty early on, I think," Anna grimaced. "I had really bad morning sickness. At least that's done with."

"That's good. And there's a good payoff, right?"

"There'd better be."

The girls all laughed. After a few moments, a wistful expression swept over Rapunzel's face.

"Yeah..." she said, more to herself than to them.

The sister queens exchanged glances, suddenly unsure of what to say. Before any more words could be exchanged on the subject, Rapunzel then shook her head, beaming again.

"Well! That'll happen when it does," she said brightly, looking to Elsa. "And, besides. We still need to find someone for you!"

Having fallen quiet, everyone turned to the Fifth Spirit, who suddenly was blushing furiously. Before she could respond, King Kristoff snorted.

"Yes," he drawled, his gaze sliding to Jack's. "If. Only. There were. Someone."

Jack grinned, restraining from a laugh at Elsa's discomfort. Not noticing the tension, Rapunzel jumped, taking a step up to her cousin as she yanked her satchel forward onto her hip.

"Oh! And I—um," she whispered, "Elsa! I have something for you!"

"Have something…?" Elsa asked quizzically, her expression relaxing again in curiosity as Anna turned to say something to Kristoff. "What do you mean?"

Rapunzel reached into her satchel, pulling out a large envelope. "Remember that request you made? You know, once I was back with my parents, and we started writing?"

Elsa's eyes widened. "Wait—you mean—"

"—Yes!"

Rapunzel jumped and clapped her hands together with glee, looking like she was restraining from a squeal. Her mouth falling open in shock, Elsa glanced to Jack, their eyes locking for a moment before she looked back to her cousin. "I—Rapunzel, if you actually managed to—"

Before Elsa could continue, her cousin suddenly grabbed her hand, pulling her to the side to speak in private. Before Jack could move, Rapunzel suddenly stepped through his body.

Seeing their overlapped images, Elsa's breath caught. Politely moving to the side, Jack stepped back out to separate their forms just as Rapunzel gave a violent shudder.

"Whoa," she shivered, grasping the envelope. "Is it just me, or did it suddenly get REALLY cold in here?"

"Oh! I—um, I didn't notice."

Elsa bit the edge of her lip and glanced to him, and Jack's muscles relaxed again. At least, she could see him. Thank Manny.

Because that ALWAYS hurt more when a WOMAN did it…

Letting out his breath, Jack tossed his staff into his other hand, walking another two paces away and leaning back against the wall. From the fact that Rapunzel had only pulled Elsa three steps to the side, this conversation clearly wasn't meant to be THAT private—but, he still wanted to give them a little space, at least.

Even though he was honestly curious to find out what the Ice Powers Girl had wanted so badly from her cousin.

"So! Anyway," Rapunzel started, "This is for you."

Queen Elsa's eyes widened as her cousin shoved her the envelope, sealed with the lavender wax. Just as she was opening her mouth to respond, Rapunzel giggled, unable to hold it in anymore.

"Nine. REFERENCES," she whispered, leaning in close to Elsa's face. "NINE separate, recorded references to sightings of Jack Frost!"

Hearing his name, Jack's ears perked up. Glancing to her, he could see that the Ice Powers Girl was blushing again.

"I—um, wow!" Elsa stammered, her eyes wide, "I—I can't believe that you remembered, and—"

"—I am so sorry that I didn't get them to you at your coronation!" Rapunzel groaned, "But I've been holding on to them ever since. I didn't think you'd want them mailed. Everything was just so busy, and—well, and then the ball, when—"

"—It's okay!"

Jack grinned, biting the edge of his lip and absent-mindedly starting to spin the end of his staff against the floor.

"You—you don't need to apologize," Elsa laughed nervously, stumbling over her words, "I'm sorry I wasn't able to—to really receive you properly at my coronation. That was my fault. But I—it—"

She cut herself off, looking down to the envelope. Drawing herself up in a visible effort to regain her composure, the Fifth Spirit then hugged it to her chest.

"Thank you for remembering," she whispered.

The tension in Rapunzel's face relaxed into a smile again. She let out her breath. "It's my pleasure," she said quietly.

"And—and nine references? That's—that's a lot."

"I know!"

Despite the fact that Elsa had no hint of sarcasm in her voice, Jack suddenly found himself remembering the hundreds of slips of paper pinned to the underside of her childhood bed. Granted, the tweenage Elsa was probably much more determined than her cousin was to track him down. Not to mention the fact that she was about the most resourceful person he'd ever met. Like, going to records from the insane asylum to find references—who even thinks of that? A genius, that's who. Elsa was an absolute genius.

Now, if he could just get her to flirt BACK.

"I couldn't believe that was so easy to find stuff on him," Rapunzel was bubbling, "I mean, I knew that the myth was pretty prevalent, but I didn't realize that it was this popular!"

At the word myth, Elsa anxiously glanced to Jack as he winced. "I—"

"And I am so sorry that I didn't understand, because—well, it seemed like such an arbitrary thing to be interested in," Rapunzel admitted, "But now I do! I mean—it all makes sense, now! Why you'd be completely obsessed with him?"

The Ice Powers Girl looked down, her face beet red, and hugged the envelope to her chest. Warily glancing in Jack's direction, she swallowed hard.

"I—um," Elsa whispered, "I—yes. I was."

Jack's heart swelled, the earlier insult soothed under the compliment. Yeah, okay, so Rapunzel—like pretty much everyone—still thought he was a myth. But ELSA believed in him. The gorgeous, amazing Snow Queen of Arendelle, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest, could see him. In fact, she was "obsessed" with him.

The Guardian of Fun smiled to himself, his heart leaping as he looked down to his feet. He could live with that.

"Well, I'm sure you're tired. And hungry," Elsa started again, grasping the envelope to her chest as Jack shook himself back into the moment. "Would you prefer to go straight to bed, or to have some dinner first?"

"I VOTE FOR DINNER," Eugene blurted.

Rapunzel shot him a disapproving look.

"I mean—ahem—dinner," he corrected, bowing slightly at the waist and then straightening up, "Would be highly appreciated. Your majesty."

Eugene pretended to cough into his fist, glancing warily to his wife.

"Please," he added.

Jack's face broke into a grin.

This guy is growing on me.

"Sounds great," King Kristoff nodded. "Where is it going to be, though?"

"I'm sure we can get it served in the private dining room," Anna chimed in, taking a step forward. "I mean, you guys are family! We have a lot of catching up to do, and—"

Ca-CHUNK.

She fell silent, her eyes widening as they all looked to the back of the room, seeing that the great doors were swinging open. Striding in through the doors with a clipboard in his hand, Elsa's head councilman Rolf was briskly walking towards them, his face a mask of determination.

Anna and Kristoff looked to each other in suspicious confusion, and Jack's grip instinctively tightened on the shepherd's crook. Taking a tiny step in front of her, he glanced to the Snow Queen, his eyes locking with hers. She looked like she had been caught completely off guard as well.

"Snowflake," Jack whispered, "You're going to be fine."

"Queen Elsa!" Rolf announced accusingly. "We have been looking all over for you!"

Elsa drew herself up. "I've been otherwise engaged," she replied, a wave of confusion sweeping over her features as he approached. "What's going on?"

"That's hardly an excuse for—"

"—May I present our COUSIN," Queen Anna interjected, a little louder as she defensively stepped forward and gestured to them, "Princess Rapunzel of Corona, and Prince Eugene Fitzherbert, her husband?"

Suddenly realizing that he and Queen Elsa were not alone in the room, Rolf's eyes widened, and he looked to them. Seeing his blunder, his cheeks turned crimson.

"Oh." He cleared his throat. "I—um—I see. Pardon the intrusion, your majesties."

He bowed curtly, then springing back up again a millisecond. His gaze hardening, Rolf exchanged a dark look with Queen Anna—all but actually sneered at Kristoff—and then finally turned his glare back onto Elsa.

"A word?" he demanded.

Still obviously confused, the Snow Queen glanced to the others. Looking apologetically to her cousin, she pulled in her breath.

"Please excuse me."

Picking up the front of her skirt by an inch, Elsa swept past the group, following Rolf for the door. Jack leapt into the air, flying down beside her and avoiding her billowing capelet as he touched down again, matching her pace. Even though she was wearing her mask of calm, he could tell that the Ice Powers Girl was anxious. Should he touch her shoulder, or something? Would that make her relax, or just startle? Maybe her lower back? Granted, that might be more to reassure himself than her, but it was always a welcome KRISTOFF'S WATCHING.

Glancing back towards Elsa's brother-in-law, Jack quickly yanked his hand away from her, then sliding it into his hair. Rubbing the back of his neck, he felt his face flush.

Right.

The enormous doors were still standing open, and Rolf walked through, nodding to the guards. Elsa followed, and—as the last of her capelet whisked through the door—Jack bounced up into the air, flying through the doors just as the guards began to close them.

"Rolf, what is this about?" Queen Elsa asked, turning to face her Head Councilman as the doors shut behind them with a boom. "I'm rather surprised to see that you're still in the castle. Don't you usually go home by four?"

"Ah. Yes," he replied, "Usually, we do. But given the situation, a few members of the Royal Council elected to stay longer tonight. To make arrangements, that is."

Jack's ears perked up, and he looked to Elsa. She was clearly restraining from glancing to him, as well.

Arrangements?

"What kind of arrangements?" the Snow Queen ventured warily, looking back to Rolf with suspicion. "My schedule is supposed to be left open after 6:00 every day, unless I am hosting a dignitary or event—for which protocol would give me at least twenty-four hours' notice. The last time I checked, my evening was free."

"Well, this morning, that was true," Rolf nodded, "But part of the reason we have that protocol is so that, when unexpected royal guests arrive, you will be free to receive them properly."

"Which is exactly why we will be ending this conversation, so that I go back to properly receiving the Princess of Corona."

As Elsa nodded curtly and turned around, walking back towards the doors of the throne room, Rolf's face went pale. Jack smirked.

Beat that.

"Then what shall we tell the Prince of Kingsley?" Rolf called after her.

And she froze.

Jack's heart stopped, and he looked to her head councilman. Rolf, his clipboard in his hand, jogged the few steps towards Elsa.

"The Council has already arranged for you to dine with Prince Frederik of Kingsley this evening," he huffed, drawing himself up. "You are scheduled to be in the formal dining hall in approximately ten minutes. Prince Frederik might already be there."

Jack's eyes widened. They had—it—!

You SLIMY little…!

Looking to the Ice Powers Girl, he realized with horror that Elsa's mouth had fallen open in shock, her expression suddenly terrified. Before she could formulate a response, Rolf took another step towards her.

"It will cause great political offense if you do not attend," he added.

"WOW," Jack blurted.

Elsa glanced towards him, and Jack snapped his mouth shut. His blood boiling, he turned his glare back onto the councilman. Of course they'd set her up. Of course the blame would fall on Elsa, if she refused. And of course they'd made sure to not tell her until the very last minute, so she had no choice but to do it.

Jack had the feeling that an Invisible Phantom would be haunting Elsa's Council again tonight.

"Alright," she sighed. "I will be to the formal dining hall in a few minutes. I just need to go and deliver this to my room."

Rolf stepped forward, extending his hand. "I can have one of the servants take that for—"

"—NO!"

Elsa stumbled a step back, protectively clutching the envelope to her chest, her eyes wide with fear. Jack's eyes narrowed as he looked to Rolf.

You're next.

"I mean—no. Thank you," Elsa shook as the councilman stared at her in confusion. "I would much prefer to take it myself."

"But—"

"—And I will be at the dinner shortly."

They glared into each other's eyes in silence.

After a long moment—his resolve crumbling—Rolf huffed again, drawing himself up. "Well. Please be timely," he grumbled.

"A Queen is always timely," Elsa enunciated. "And the next time that I am called upon to host a foreign dignitary for dinner, I would appreciate being given more than ten minutes' notice."

Without another word, the Snow Queen then turned on her heel, walking briskly away from her head councilman for a side hallway. Resisting the temptation to ice the floor beneath Rolf's feet (knowing that Elsa would be blamed) Jack jumped and followed. Knowing his Elsa as he now did, he could tell that she was struggling not to cry.

As soon as they rounded the corner, the Ice Powers Girl let out all the breath she had been holding in, her face crimson from her attempt to conceal her frustration. Her eyes blurry, she gave her head a violent shake. "The nerve of—!"

"—I know," Jack agreed. "He's going down."

Gripping Rapunzel's envelope of references so hard she was trembling, Elsa stumbled a step back. "I am so sorry," she quavered, "I—I didn't—"

Her voice trailed off. Seeing the faint, distinct sparkle materializing above her, Jack pulled in his breath.

"Your Council is terrible," he said. "That isn't your fault."

Elsa stared down to her feet, saying nothing. Jack swept his hand through the air.

"Elsa?"

She looked up. Hovering above Jack's hand, with a faint blue glow, was a snowflake.

Biting her lip, Elsa clutched the envelope of references to her chest, nervously glancing back down to it. After a moment, she squeezed her eyes shut and nodded.

Jack flicked the snowflake towards her, stepping up to her as it floated onto her cheek with a sparkle. As the magic dissolved into her skin, the Ice Powers Girl let out a shaky breath, leaning her face into Jack's shoulder as if she were melting into it in return.

Gathering her into his arms, Jack reached up and pushed his fingers into her hair, starting to stroke it back from her face. His breathing slowed as he relaxed, closing his eyes and leaning his cheek against the side of her head. Elsa's hair was so soft… like satin, but just textured enough to cling to all the snowflakes and ice particles sprinkled through it. Mother of North, it even smelled like DO NOT SMELL HER HAIR.

Jolting out of the stupor, Jack reeled back, nearly pulling Elsa with him. She startled, her eyes wide.

"SO! Uh," Jack blurted, "You—you wrote to your cousin for more references, huh?"

Your hair smells like SNOW.

Backing away a step, he pulled his hands onto Elsa's shoulders, feeling her smooth skin under his fingertips. After a moment—realizing what he was doing—he then gave her an awkward squeeze, patting her shoulders and pulling his hands back.

"Well, I—I figured that I'd exhausted Arendelle's resources," Elsa admitted, her voice a sheepish squeak. "What I could research subtly, anyway."

Forcing himself not to look at her dress or her hair, Jack studied her face. "But I thought you'd mostly given up by about age sixteen."

"Well—actively researching, yes, but I—it—I was—"

Her voice trailed off. Gripping the envelope to her chest, Elsa squeezed her eyes shut, then letting out a shaky breath as she opened them again.

"I was still kind of obsessed with you," she whispered.

Her cheeks pink, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest stared at the ground in embarrassment. Jack's heart swelled.

I'm kind of obsessed with you, too, he thought. And your hair smells like SNOW.

"And—and Rapunzel was happy to do it," Elsa was stammering nervously, "She's really, really sweet. And we had been writing, so—well, you met her!"

Jack blinked himself back into the moment. "Huh?"

"My cousin? And Eugene?" she tried again. "Did you—did you like them?"

The Ice Powers Girl glanced to the side, suddenly anxious, before looking back into his eyes again.

"Oh! Yeah! They seem—really nice," Jack nodded. "I guess it's just hard to tell. Seeing how I haven't technically met them, met them, yet."

"Oh. Right."

Elsa looked down to the envelope, hanging her head in shame. Biting the edge of her lip, she then swallowed hard.

"I'm sorry," she choked, "I meant to—well, I was thinking I'd introduce you as soon as we were alone with them, but then Rolf showed up, and—"

"—That wasn't your fault."

"But she walked through you!" Elsa stammered again, "And I didn't do—I am so sorry that happened; I was selfish and stupid to not even consider—"

"—Snowflake! Snowflake. It's okay."

She abruptly stopped talking, sucking in a shaky breath and grasping the envelope to her chest. Tossing his staff into his left hand, Jack stepped forward again, gently reaching up to her face for the second time.

"It's fine. I know you're going to tell them about me," Jack promised, starting to stroke back her hair. "And they seem great."

Don't smell her hair, don't smell her hair, don't smell her hair.

"Eugene and Rapunzel are fun people," he continued, "Not to mention, the family resemblance with your cousin is…"

Jack's voice trailed off. Elsa raised her eyebrows.

"Uncanny?" she offered.

"I was going to say disturbing," he admitted. "But, yeah. Let's go with uncanny."

"Disturbing?" she startled, "What on earth do you mean? My father and Rapunzel's mother were siblings. Resemblance is normal."

His eyebrows jumped. "Hold on," Jack stammered, "You're related through your dad?"

"Yes. Our mother was Northuldra. Although her skin was so fair that she could pass for Arendellian." Elsa's voice trailed off. "It leads me to question if she were actually 100% Northuldra, actually…"

Jack scoffed. "That's insane," he chuckled, leaning in close to her, "I mean—Snowflake—the family portrait is right in the hallway outside your room. I've seen it."

"What do you mean?"

"Elsa. All of the women in this family have exactly the same face."

She scoffed, shaking her head. "That's not true. My eyes are slightly tilted," Elsa said, "Which is actually a Northuldra trait—although I'm pretty sure it's the only one I actually inherited. Also, I think my ears and nose stick out a little bit more. And I have freckles on my cheeks."

Jack's eyebrows lifted a fraction more.

"Freckles," he chuckled. "We're talking about freckles, now?"

Elsa opened her mouth to say something, but then closed it again. Smiling in embarrassment, she then rolled her eyes, and Jack laughed, stepping back from her.

Aaaah, smiling again. That's better.

"I suppose we do look pretty similar," Elsa conceded, her face still flushed. "Even for cousins."

"Yep. Pretty."

Her eyes widened, but before Elsa had the chance to process what had just fallen out of his mouth, Jack took a full step back. Letting out a sharp laugh, he changed the subject.

"So!" he exhaled, grinning at her and gesturing with his staff. "Off to this fancy dinner with Prince-Boy, then?"

To this, the Fifth Spirit's face fell. She looked down to her envelope, her grip slackening. "Oh… yes. I suppose."

Her beautiful smile gone, Jack's heart sank. Whisking his staff behind his back and catching it with his opposite hand, he then stepped back up to her, giving her a playful nudge.

"Aw, come on," Jack whispered, leaning in close to her ear. "It's just dinner. It'll be over before you know it."

She smiled weakly. "I'm sure you're right."

Jack grinned, turning away from her. "Well. Let's go get this over with, Snowflake," he stated, starting to walk down the hall. "Special Snooty-Folks Dining Room is this way, right?"

"Oh! I wasn't—um—"

Her voice trailed off. A wave of confusion sweeping over his face, Jack turned around to her again.

"What?" he asked. "What is it?"

The Snow Queen was shifting uncomfortably on her feet, staring at the ground. Biting her lip, she then squeezed her eyes shut.

"I wasn't—um," Elsa admitted, opening then again. "I wasn't—thinking you were going to come with me."

Jack's heart stopped.

Awkwardly looking down to his feet, he opened his mouth to speak, only then finding that he had no idea how to respond. The pang of humiliation hitting him right in the back of his throat, Jack then closed his mouth again, stumbling a step back.

"Oh," he choked.

"I mean, there wouldn't be any way to sneak you in," Queen Elsa corrected quickly, "And there wouldn't be any way to actually get any dinner for you without someone noticing. With all the butlers around, and everything."

Jack nodded, saying nothing. Swallowing hard, he determinately started down at the carpet, giving it a slight kick with his left toe.

"Unless you were still wanting to come!" Elsa blurted.

"What? What! Nah, don't—don't worry about it!" Jack scoffed, wincing internally and avoiding her gaze, "It's okay! In fact, I—ah—I have some stuff I need to do. Anyway."

Her breath caught. "Is this for your Guardianship?"

"Uh—yeah! I need to go do some—Guardian—stuff."

Jack let out a nervous laugh, rubbing his neck and glancing to the left. Jumping, he gestured to the envelope in her arms. "In fact, I can take that up to our—uh, to your room for you. If you want."

"Oh! Thank you!"

She passed him the envelope, and he took it, slipping it into his front pocket. As he started to turn away, Elsa suddenly leapt forward and caught his hand. "Jack!"

He paused. Turning around to face her again, Jack's heart stopped as his eyes locked with hers, the beautiful Snow Queen's expression nervous and pleading.

Gathering her courage, Elsa took a tiny step towards him.

"Will you be back tonight?" she whispered.

The Ice Powers girl bit her lip and started to release his hand, but Jack held on. Letting out a sharp laugh, his heart started pounding again.

"I—yeah!"

Her expression relaxed. Intertwining their fingers, Jack shrugged.

"I'll be quick as a bunny," he promised, giving her hand a squeeze. "Guardian stuff. You know. "

Absent-mindedly rubbing his thumb over her knuckles, Jack looked down to her hand, his mind racing. Should he kiss her hand? Or would that just—

"Alright," Elsa smiled, "That sounds fine. I—"

Cutting her off, Jack suddenly jerked the Ice Powers Girl to him and fervently kissed her on the cheek.

Elsa froze. An instant later, just as she shakily let out her breath and started to relax against him, Jack pulled away, dropping her hand.

The Ice Powers Girl stumbled a step after him, her eyes still closed in the moment. Her eyelids fluttering open as she gasped for breath, the Fifth Spirit's innocent eyes were unexpectedly filled with stars, wide and pleading as she stared into his own.

Jack cleared his throat, breaking eye contact and looking down to his feet. Taking another step back, he then reached up and rubbed the back of his neck.

"See ya," he blurted.

Still not looking at her, Jack Frost then leapt into the air, stuffing Elsa's envelope into his hoodie's front pocket and shooting down the hallway in a flurry of snowflakes.

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Her eyes narrowing at the Head Councilman, Queen Anna watched with suspicion as Rolf led her sister away from the throne platform. After spending more than a year wearing the crown—maternity leave or not—Anna knew sabotage when she saw it. It was clear that Elsa still believed her to (at least partially) be the naïve, politically oblivious young princess that she once was, but Anna could tell that something fishy was about to go down. The power was shifting, change was on the winds, and the Council was scrambling. And now that Queen Anna was aware that a certain Spirit of Winter was involved… she knew why. While she was totally in favor of getting rid of the old stinkers, it would have been nice if Elsa would have just told her her secret, from right off the bat. But the pregnant young queen was guessing that her sister's mind was somewhere else.

Deciding that Elsa had every RIGHT to be a tad distracted at the moment, Anna watched as her sister walked briskly from the room, the Spirit of Winter helplessly following after her like he always did, by this point. It was actually pretty adorable, how much he was in love with her. And they had been pretty close together when she'd burst in on them a few minutes before. But Elsa wasn't really acting any differently than—wait.

He STILL HASN'T ASKED HER?!

Anna's eyes bugged out at the realization. As Elsa swept through the door, Jack made a motion to reach out for her, only to then nervously jerk his hand away, pushing his fingers through his hair.

You HAVEN'T ASKED HER? Queen Anna thought, her mind racing, It—you're going to LOSE HER! What is WRONG with you!? You are NEVER FINDING ANOTHER ELSA, DUMMY!

Her lips pressed together as she stared at the door, watching it close behind them, Anna scoffed to herself. Who'd have thought that the Spirit of Winter would be such a fixer-upper? Not that there was anything WRONG with that, of course. Anna would know. Healing hugs and not giving up could have that effect on people, and she believed that Jack could figure it out just as much as Kristoff had.

In truth, Queen Anna didn't know it, but if the Guardian of Wonder were to analyze her, he would conclude that her "center" was Faith—specifically, faith in the people she loved. But that was a different matter entirely.

"Um… Anna?"

Jumping and tearing her eyes from the door, the pregnant young queen around. Her cousin was looking at her warily, her bright green eyes wide with concern.

"Are you okay?" Rapunzel asked.

"Oh! Yeah! I just—"

Anna glanced back to the doors, chewing on her lip. Her brow furrowed in thought.

"I believe we have—a situation," she said carefully. "And I think that it might be time to intervene. It's kind of hard to explain."

"What's going on?"

"I'm not sure."

Queen Anna shifted on her feet, moving her hands to her lower back and stretching it slightly as she stared after where the Ice Couple had gone through the door. Rapunzel leaned another inch towards her.

"Is there anything I can do to help?" she asked. "Is this about Elsa?"

"Partially." Anna nodded, finally turning to her cousin with a grateful smile. "I mean—I think so. I'm pretty sure. I have to talk to her first. Now, come on; I'll fill you in after dinner."

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"Your highness, you are going to be late."

"In a moment, Alistair!"

Clicking the portable inkwell shut, Prince Frederik scooted backwards, crawling out from his place underneath the room's bedside table on his hands and knees. A triumphant grin on his face, he scooped up the teacup, holding it aloft.

"Done," Frederik proclaimed, gesturing to the moth sitting on its brim. "Just a quick experiment, my good man. I knew that adding a little sugar to the water would—"

"—Make you late?"

"—Make my subject stay put," the prince insisted. Carefully placing the teacup on the table, he got onto his feet. "It's an entirely different wing structure. I've been meaning to extend my study to insects, but have found that it's infinitely more difficult to make them hold still."

Alistair didn't respond, his lips pressed into a tight line. Wordlessly, he held out the prince's boots.

Frederik let out his breath.

"Oh, don't look so funereal, Alistair," he sighed. "It only took me a minute."

The prince paced over to the little man, snatching up his boots and walking to the bed. As he leaned back against it, pulling them on, Alistair pulled out a pocketwatch.

"With respect, sire," he said icily, "It took you six minutes and forty-three seconds."

Pulling on the first boot, Prince Frederik stomped it on the ground, making sure his foot was in place. He then visibly restrained from rolling his eyes.

As the Prince of Kingsley pulled on his other boot, Alistair turned back, walking across the room and picking up the crown. Whipping a clean handkerchief from his breast pocket, he then gave it a quick polish, walking back towards his employer.

Finishing with his second boot, Prince Frederik looked up. Staring at the crown, he bit his lip.

"Actually, Alistair," he admitted softly, "I—I'm concerned. I'm truly wondering if I should wear the crown, or not."

Alistair's eyes widened. "NOT wear your crown, sire?"

"Well—Queen Elsa doesn't wear hers," Frederik explained. "And it's rather upsetting to tradition, it would appear."

His attendant huffed. "I can imagine so!"

"I read an article about it. As I recall, it's something to do with her feeling that her subjects already respect her as their queen, without needing further reminders of the class divide—it's rather amazing, actually. Let me find it for you," he said, getting to his feet and jogging across the room for the dresser with his file, "It's from before her sister's coronation. I should have the article over—"

BANG!

The window crashed open, a gust of freezing air ripping through the room. Frederik startled, whipping around before—

Creak!

"AUGH!"

His feet shooting forward from underneath him, the prince crashed into the floor, the jagged patch of ice having ripped across the carpet in an instant.

"Oh, no," Alistair gasped, running towards him. "Not this again!"

"I'm FINE. This—this is fine."

"How is this fine?!"

"I slipped on ice."

"HER ice!"

"ALISTAIR."

The prince gave him a warning glare. After a moment, the attendant snapped his mouth shut, pressing his lips together.

He sighed. "You're sure you're alright, your highness?"

"Yes. Help me up. And then get that window locked, please?"

"My liege."

Alistair extended his hand, and Prince Frederik took it, letting the man help pull him onto his feet. As he brushed himself off, glancing back to the patch of ice with confusion, his attendant (also brushing down his coat) hesitantly took a step forward.

"Your highness?" he asked, glancing to the ice with suspicion. "You—you were saying about the crown—?"

"Ah! Right."

The prince jumped and shook himself back into the moment, warily looking at the ice before turning away from it completely. "It was one of the articles about her unusual ruling philosophies," he started, walking towards the dresser, "And, I need to quickly check some statistics before I meet the queen again anyway. I should have it right here, in my—"

Reaching the dresser, Prince Frederik's eyes widened. His face going pale, he then looked up and down the wood, sucking in his breath.

"Your highness?" Alistair asked softly, "Are you—"

"—My file!" Frederik stammered, yanking open the drawers and tearing through them, "My file of research! It's GONE!"

"Gone?"

"YES! It's GONE!"

"Well, where did you last—"

"—IT WAS RIGHT HERE! I SAW IT!"

Floating in the darkness outside of Prince Frederik's window, Jack Frost set his jaw, watching the scene unfold as he clutched the enormous leather file to his chest. Throwing one last, murderous glare at the prince, he then spun around in the air, launching himself off the wind and disappearing into the night.

 

Chapter 69: Everything is Fine

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: FROZEN II IS LESS THAN A MONTH AWAY AAAAAUGH and I have two main emotions watching the trailers right now:

1. And now there's an Enchanted Forest OF COURSE THERE'S AN ENCHANTED FOREST; NOW I HAVE TO SHOEHORN AN ENCHANTED FOREST INTO THE PLOT SOMEHOW...

2. BRINGMY FANDOMLIIIIIIIIIIIIFE!

(*whispers*) Love you all thanks for reading and have a glorious day ;)

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69: Everything is Fine

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In the private family dining room, safely away from the listening ears of the normal staff, Queen Anna decided that it was time to bring up what she believed to be the most pressing issue in Arendelle at the time: namely, the love life of her FAVORITE sister, Queen Elsa.

"We have… a situation," Anna enunciated, interlacing her fingers and resting her chin on top of them.

Rapunzel's eyes widened. "A situation?" she asked, "What kind of situation?"

"One involving Elsa, true love, and—snow," the pregnant young queen said decidedly. "And I need to talk to my sister again first, but—I think it's time to get involved."

"Do not get involved," King Kristoff warned.

From the corner of the room, Sven the reindeer snorted in agreement. Anna restrained from rolling her eyes, tearing off a piece of her roll and popping it into her mouth.

"Elsa needs help with her True Love?" Rapunzel exclaimed, "Of course we should get involved! Eugene?"

They all turned to face him.

"Elsa's seeing somebody?" he asked. "Elsa, the Snow Queen? Elsa, the one who accidentally buried Arendelle in a blizzard, the last time we were here? That Elsa?"

Queen Anna nodded. Shrugging his shoulders with a grin, Eugene waggled his eyebrows.

"Well, I'm thinking that we should get some popcorn," he chuckled.

"EUGENE."

"Whaaaaat?"

Anna sighed. "They're completely in love, and they're totally perfect for each other," she explained, poking at her dinner with her fork. "They just—they're stalled. Somehow. From being in a relationship."

Kristoff snorted. "Uh—Anna?" he chuckled, "Pretty sure they're already in a relationship."

"What are you talking about?"

"Have you seen all the time they're spending together?"

She scoffed. "That doesn't mean they're together."

"Yeah, it does."

"If he WANTS her to be his girlfriend, then he needs to ASK her to be his girlfriend," Anna insisted. "Just because they've kissed a few times, it doesn't automatically mean tha—"

"—THEY'VE KISSED?" King Kristoff jolted.

"Yes! Pay attention!" Queen Anna snapped, "But he isn't asking her to be his girlfriend. Because he's a jerk?"

"Because she's already his girlfriend!"

"No, she isn't!"

Eugene and Rapunzel had now both stopped eating entirely, their eyes darting back and forth between the young king and queen like shuttles on a weaving loom. Meanwhile, Anna was spiraling more and more passionately into her rant.

"If he wants something, then he needs to man up and CLAIM it," the pregnant queen scoffed, gesturing with her fork, "He doesn't get to be upset losing her, if he doesn't bother to tell her that he wants her to be his. And now there's Prince Frederik in the mix, and—"

"—FREDERIK!?" Kristoff stammered, "Wait, who's Frederik?! There's a FREDERIK, now?!"

"Yes! And he sounds dreamy. And if Elsa chooses him, then Jack has no one to blame but himsel—"

"—OOOOOoooh, we are all gonna die."

Kristoff let his fork fall onto his plate with a clatter, leaning forward and burying his face in his hands. Sven—who had previously been sitting in the corner of the room, munching on some hay—clopped forward, his hooves clunking against the floor.

Snuff. He nuzzled his large snout under Kristoff's arm, making the ice man look up. The reindeer then glanced to the dinner plate with longing.

Kristoff pulled in his breath, reading the animal's expression. "YoU dOnE WiTh tHaT?" he warbled.

As Rapunzel and Eugene stared on with confusion, the Commoner King then cleared his expression, switching back to his normal voice.

"Yeah," he scoffed, shoving the plate to the reindeer. "All yours."

He sighed dramatically, looking away as Sven dove at the plate, the reindeer snorting and snuffing with enthusiasm as he scarfed down the food.

Eugene's left eyebrow lifted. He looked to his wife. "Is that—normal, or—?"

"Sven joins us for most of our meals," Queen Anna explained.

Eugene opened his mouth to say something, but then abruptly closed it again. Glancing to Rapunzel for approval, he then cleared his throat.

"SO! Uh… Elsa, and this… mystery guy," Eugene started, throwing a wary glance at Kristoff and Sven as he address Princess Anna. "How long has this been going on?"

"He showed up almost a week ago. And he's been following her around ever since."

"Awww!" Rapunzel sighed happily.

"I know," Anna chuckled. "He's obsessed with her."

"I still don't think you should be getting involved," Kristoff muttered, not looking up.

"They need help!"

"Uh, he doesn't need your help. If he needs a quick talking-to for some reason, I'll do it," Kristoff insisted. "We shouldn't make him feel like everyone's ganging up on him."

"Ganging up on him?! He's a puppy!"

"A puppy who could flick his fingers and KILL US ALL!"

"Kill us all?" Eugene snorted, tossing back his hair and stretching his arms behind his seat. "This is getting good! Who is this guy?"

Kristoff and Anna exchanged looks. As Kristoff let out his breath—giving her one last warning glare before turning back to scratch Sven—Queen Anna leaned forward to Rapunzel and Eugene, dropping her voice to a whisper.

"Have either of you ever heard of 'The Guardians?'"

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North had talked to Jack about the pranking.

Even though he still took enormous pleasure in it (especially when it involved ticking off a certain Guardian of Hope), the Spirit of Winter was a lot more careful with it now. Before his Guardianship, he'd messed with people as a way to try to shock them out of their comfort zones, and into—well, you know. Fun. Relationships. Taking breaks, and actually enjoying life, for a change. If all it took to make a guy stop obsessing over a stupid pile of papers was to blow those papers out the window, then so be it. But Jack had never realized that he was hurting people.

When it came to Elsa's Council, he was a little bit uncomfortable with what he was doing, wondering if he was going to feel some kind of negative repercussions for his actions. But Jack justified that this was a gray area, and that there were a bunch of ways that—even though he was taking advantage of his INVISIBILITY to freak them out—this wasn't an abuse of his power at all. For one thing, the invisibility was a curse, not a power, and the only person who was getting the literal Ice Treatment was dear old Prince Wonderful, who had better darn well get used to it, anyway. And for another thing, the Snow Queen's counselors weren't children. Plus, it sounded like they were indirectly hurting children, plus they were jerks, plus they were taking away HIS Elsa's right to have FUN.

See? It was fine.

He was doing fine.

Still, Jack had a sinking feeling in his stomach as he lit down onto the balcony of Queen Elsa's official office, which was—as he'd been told—sort of a shared office now, between Elsa and Anna, until the Fifth Spirit went back to the Forest. From snooping around and exploring the castle a few days earlier, Jack had found that it was at the end of the hallway, a floor below the guest bedrooms. He'd had figured that there would probably be some guards in front of it from the inside, and even though he was invisible, the bright red leather file in his arms was not. Thus, the balcony had seemed like the best entrance.

Clutching the folder, he paused. The Moon shone in the darkness of the night, its light falling all around him and sparkling off of the Christmas season's snow. Staring out over the fjord, Jack shifted on his feet.

"He didn't even do the research himself," he muttered. "Some librarians did it. And I'm giving it back. Okay?"

The Moon did not respond.

Turning around and crouching down to ice the lock, Jack Frost leaned his staff up against the doors. He took a deep breath.

Whoosh.

His icy breath swirling through the lock, Jack shook his head and straightened up. Flicking his hand into the mist, he guided it to harden into a key, just like all the rest. Grasping it, he pressed it in, and—

Click. Piece of cake.

The door swung open, and Jack strode into the study. Just as expected, it had one grand desk in the center, a few bookcases, a large, plush rug, and a bunch of expensive paintings on its walls. It was definitely a formal office: big, snooty-looking, and weirdly public. It was pretty easy to see why the young queen had set up a second office in her bedroom, for what she was actually working on. Because she was a smart. And, not a figurehead; Elsa actually cared. She was… amazing.

As if on cue, his mind was suddenly wandering back to the Snow Queen. And her eyes, and her hair, and the way that her perfect ice draped over her gorgeous curves, and…

Jack scoffed, giving his head a quick shake and walking over to the desk, dropping the file onto its surface with a dull thud. He had wanted to go with her to this dinner, because he always wanted to be with Elsa, but—he wasn't a masochist. And he had no intention of sitting there, helplessly, to watch his Ice Powers Girl having a snooty, formal dinner with this jerk, while he was unable to defend what was OBVIOUSLY his turf.

Well—okay, it clearly wasn't obvious to Elsa yet, but she had distinctly TOLD HIM to not back off. If she'd asked him to leave her alone, he obviously would have had to respect that, but she'd said the exact opposite. So… alrighty, ma'am. As you wish. With that literal invitation to intervene, if the Snow Queen of Arendelle thought for a MOMENT that he was just going to stand there and smile while the woman of his dreams went off with another guy, then OH, she had another thing coming. Because Jack had NO intention of going down without a fight.

Prince Wonderful had impressed her, by—well, with this file. And if that stupid prince could read up on Elsa, then by Manny, Jack could too.

Staring at the enormous pile of references, the Youngest Guardian set his jaw with determination. Sitting forward, he then pulled the chair up to the grand desk, picked up the first document, and started to read.

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Even though she felt extremely uncomfortable with it, the reinstated Snow Queen of Arendelle was an expert with small talk. After all, it was a skill, just like anything else—and, it usually involved at least some level of polite political discussion, now often followed by an awkward request for her to showcase a bit of ice magic. But the conversation with Jack Frost had always flowed so freely, and so easily, that the rules of royal etiquette (and her own shyness) which had been so drilled into her over the years seemed to slip from her memory, gone from her mind in favor of honesty and laughter. The very act of talking to someone was—well, he was—fun. In a way, it was so freeing that it almost felt like being back in the Enchanted Forest again. With the sudden contrast, trying to transition back into Formal Conversation Mode with the Prince of Kingsley (and their small audience of butlers and servants and maids) felt like a shock to the system, to say the least.

By which she meant that it felt awkward… very, very awkward. When they'd first met, it had been so much of a relief to have a suitor who was actually decent that she hadn't noticed, but now—socially trapped with him—everything was stiff and forced. Matching perfectly with what Elsa had always imagined about courtship, it felt terrifyingly real. If Jack Frost was a dream, then Prince Frederik was waking up.

He was realistic.

When he had entered the room, arriving at the formal dining hall mere moments after she had, the date had taken off with an uncomfortable start when Elsa noticed that Frederik was limping.

"Are you alright, Prince Frederik?"

She quickly paced towards him, and he tensed, stumbling back a step. Wincing as he shifted his weight, Frederik forced a smile.

"Of course, your majesty," he said, "I am quite well. And yourself?"

"You appear to have hurt your leg."

"Ah. Um, yes," the prince admitted. "I slipped on—ah, on, the, way here. It's not a problem."

"Oh, no!" Elsa exclaimed, her face going pale, "I am so sorry! I—would you like me to call for a doctor?"

"I assure you that I am alright, your highness."

Prince Frederik smiled again, this time a real smile, bright with his startlingly white teeth. Elsa relaxed slightly and nodded.

"Alright. As long as you're sure," she started again, clasping her hands together in front of her skirt. "Shall we sit down?"

"That sounds wonderful, Queen Elsa."

She nodded again, looking down and wincing internally at the title. She demanded respect, being the queen again, but the way that everyone was saying it, like this was where she was going to stay…

Reaching her chair, the Fifth Spirit looked back to her suitor. Seeing that Prince Frederik was still hesitating, staring at the carpet before him with worry written across his features—she paused.

"Is something wrong, Prince Frederik?"

He reached his chair, thanking a servant as it was pulled out for him. "Wrong?" he asked, "What do you mean?"

"Well—um," Elsa stammered, sitting down herself, "I can't help but notice that you're—staring at the carpet. If there's something not to your liking—"

"—NO! No! Nothing's wrong!"

Prince Frederik laughed nervously, falling into his chair as he ripped his gaze from the floor. Elsa saw his eyes flicker to her hands—and then her icy capelet—and then back to the carpet one more time before he looked back to her face.

"I've simply—uh," he added, "I—I've found that I ought to be watching my step more carefully. Since I've arrived in Arendelle, I've found myself slipping over my own feet quite often."

Elsa looked at him in confusion. "Slipping? Don't you mean tripping?"

"Oh! Um, yes. Of course."

His eyes flickered down again, glancing warily to where her long, sparkling capelet of ice was spread elegantly across the floor by the table. A plate of salad was placed before each of them, and Frederik and Elsa both thanked their respective servants.

"So!" Frederik exhaled sharply, flashing his brilliant smile as he flicked his napkin onto his lap. "How long have you had your—ability? Exactly?"

Elsa's eyebrows lifted. "You want to know about my ice powers?" she asked.

"They are quite—extraordinary," he said. "And famous, I might add."

"I've had them since I was born."

She picked up her glass, taking a drink. Looking over the rim, the Snow Queen then let out her breath.

"With respect, Prince Frederik," she said calmly, "I'd rather not spend all of our time together discussing my powers. Even though you have already read quite a bit about me, I must admit that I know next to nothing about you."

Prince Frederik picked up his fork with a shrug. "What would you like to know? I believe that you are already somewhat acquainted with my political views."

"Only somewhat," she admitted.

Elsa paused, still holding her glass as she studied the prince. Her eyes narrowing in thought, she set then down.

"Your lapel pin," she said at length. "What is it? The design?"

"Ah!" Prince Frederik reached up, slipping his hand behind the collar, unfastening it. "It's my family crest. Would you like to see it?"

"Very much."

Pulling off the pin and reattaching its backing, the Prince of Kingsley exhaled, his face melting into a smile. It was an easy question.

A butler stepped up to him to take it, and Frederik passed it to the man, watching as he bowed curtly and spun around to walk it to Elsa.

"It's a fox and crown design. Meant to represent cunning and nobility," he explained, watching as the butler came to the other end of the long table. "A rather unfortunate irony, I'm afraid."

Elsa took the pin from her butler, briefly thanking him before examining it. Just as Frederik had said, it was a simple crest: a red fox underneath a golden crown.

"And it's on a shield," he added. "To represent the protection of Kingsley, of course."

"Of course."

Elsa handed the pin back to her butler, thanking him again. He bowed and began the walk back to the other end of the table.

"Why is it ironic?" she asked, picking up her fork.

Prince Frederik had been in the middle of a bite himself, and didn't answer for a moment. Swallowing, he then laughed lightly. "The fox," he sighed.

Elsa, who had taken a bite of her own dinner, contemplating this. Then, it hit her.

"Orthinology," she stated. "Your interest in the study of birds."

He nodded. "It is the most beautiful science," he breathed, his eyes lighting up as the prospect, "Birds, insects… anything with wings, really. And just the poetry of it all! Can you even imagine, what it would FEEL like to—to fly? To just soar over your kingdom and—"

"—Terrible!"

"What?"

Suddenly realizing that she'd said it out loud, Elsa blushed furiously. Shifting on her hips—

"I'm sorry," Elsa stammered, her mind racing as she struggled to backpedal, "I just—I imagine that flight would feel quite—nauseating. As opposed to just being up very high, on a staircase or the like, I just—I would prefer to be on something solid. Like a balcony. Or at least, a responsive horse."

"Oh. I—um—I see."

Prince Frederik nodded, looking down to his plate in disappointment. After a few moments, he then scoffed to himself.

"Be that as it may," he muttered, "My family remains… determined to not support my passion for funding its research. It doesn't seem to actually matter how many ideas, nor potential benefits and uses I show them, they have decided that flight is folly. And as for the crest… well, it's fitting," he smiled bitterly. "You can see the problem."

"That birds don't tend to do well with foxes?"

He nodded again, taking a bite of his dinner. Elsa did the same, then pulling in her breath.

"If it helps," she offered, starting to smile a bit as she put down her fork, "I do understand. What it feels like, to feel at odds with your kingdom's symbol."

He laughed. "You? You understand, what it's like to have a family, and even a family crest, that stands in direct opposition to everything you are?"

"Prince Frederik, Arendelle's symbol is a flower."

Elsa's smile had vanished, her mouth pressed into a thin line. Realizing it, the Prince of Kingsley froze.

"My deepest apologies, Queen Elsa," he choked. "I didn't mean to be—insensitive."

"Thank you." Elsa picked up her fork again, still not smiling. "I've gotten bouquets for Anna and such, and of course we have many around the castle, but… I can't get too close, for long. Flowers aren't particularly fond of me."

Prince Frederik's eyebrows drew together in thought. "I was under the impression that cut flowers do better in the cold."

"Cold, yes. Ice, no."

The Snow Queen took a bite of her salad, carefully chewing it as the quiet settled over the table. Swallowing, she put down her fork and reached for her napkin.

"I've actually experimented, putting petals into my clothing and such. And it works… for a couple of hours," Elsa said softly, dabbing at her mouth with the cloth. "But then they wilt."

"I see," he responded. "If it's any consolation, that seems as good a reason as any to not like flowers."

"Oh, no, that's not it at all," she countered. "I love flowers. I just can't have them."

She looked down to her plate sadly, lost in thought and hardly seeing what was before her. Then, Elsa's eyes widened.

"Unless they're ice flowers," she realized suddenly.

Prince Frederik looked up in surprise, holding his fork midair. "Ice flowers?" he asked quizzically.

"Well—you know," she stammered, "If they're grown from ice—so ice can't hurt them?"

Her voice trailed off.

After a few moments—putting down his fork—the prince huffed, his face cracking into a smile. He started chuckling, growing louder as the servants and butlers standing at attention began to politely join him, until everyone in the room was laughing.

Elsa's cheeks heated.

Forcing an uncomfortable giggle, she shifted in her seat, hiding her embarrassment by looking down and starting to reach for her glass. Prince Frederik leaned onto his elbow, smiling at her with encouragement in his eyes.

"I knew that you were intelligent, Queen Elsa," he laughed, "But I didn't realize that you were a quick-wit, as well! A flower, growing out of ice?"

"Heh," Elsa exhaled with another forced giggle, "Yes, um—very—very preposterous."

Frederik snatched up his glass, holding it aloft. "A toast! To ice flowers!" he proclaimed.

The Fifth Spirit, not knowing what else to do, smiled with discomfort and raised her glass as well. She nervously glanced around the room, seeing the butlers and maids, before looking back to the prince.

Their gazes locked.

"And if I ever should happen to come across one," Prince Frederik said softly, shooting her a knowing smile from where he was sitting at the other end of the table, "Sprouted in a forest, or moor, or growing in a meadow somewhere—I swear upon my crown that I will have it dug up, preserved, and sent to Arendelle at once."

She nodded, her teeth clenched together as she lifted her glass in unison with his. Then—as Prince Frederik took a regal, short drink from his—Elsa followed the cue by desperately chugging her entire glass.

Clunk. She slammed the now-empty glass back onto the table much more forcefully than good manners would allow, a fine layer of frost on its entire surface. Clearing her throat, she then drew her hand back.

"I will admit," she choked, "I would hardly call that the wittiest comment I have ever made."

"Oh, I'm sure. It's just an amusing prospect," Frederik chuckled with encouragement. "Can you imagine, a flower growing out of ice? That's a good one, your majesty!"

"Heh—um, yes. Thank you."

The bitter sting of his unintentional insult still in the back of her throat, Elsa drew herself up, silently praying that the air above her would not become spontaneously filled with snowflakes. She was the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest. And, she would be returning to her post… even though this inconvenient little detail (and how it would impact Prince Frederik) had not yet been brought up. But she was still an heir to the throne. She still had… responsibilities. She had made an oath to do what was best for Arendelle. No MATTER the personal cost.

But…

She closed her eyes.

"I know that you told me a falsehood during our audience, Prince Frederik," Elsa said quietly, opening them again. "I know that you are intimidated by my ice powers."

He froze.

His grip suddenly tight on his fork, Prince Frederik's eyes bulged in panic. Looking abruptly uncomfortable with the situation, he set the utensil down, clearing his throat.

"They are—um," he whispered. "Rather—unique. Queen Elsa."

Her eyebrows lifted.

"Unique," she repeated.

Prince Frederik was now avoiding eye contact, shifting in his chair. A wave of guilt washing over her, Elsa looked down to her lap.

An alliance between Arendelle and Kingsley could potentially benefit both kingdoms. This, she knew. She wasn't certain that it would actually make that much of a difference (now that Anna had taken up the crown), and she certainly wasn't obligated to marry the man, but that—she felt obligated to give him a chance. But, now was he giving her a chance? Why would he? She had embraced her powers, and her role as the Fifth Spirit—well, was that a mistake? Was she hurting Arendelle, by letting her ice powers go? By showing herself?

Again?

Elsa pulled in a deep breath.

"Would you feel more at ease if I were to wear gloves?" she heard herself say.

A cold, dark blanket of silence descended over the table.

It's not that big a deal, Elsa thought, her mind racing as a few flurries of snow started to materialize above her, It's just for a little bit. He's my guest. I have to make him feel comfortable. It's for Arendelle.

It's for ARENDELLE.

"Does that—um," Prince Frederik stammered, "Does that—help you to—"

"—Conceal them. Yes."

She twisted her fingers in her lap, then clasping her hands together tightly against the swirling storm of panic bubbling up inside of her. This wasn't something for the long-term. Even if they got married, they would almost never see each other. She'd be back in the Forest. This was fine. She would be fine.

This was FINE.

Conceal, don't feel, conceal, don't feel, conceal—

"Well," Prince Frederik huffed, his eyebrows lifting hopefully, "I don't—your majesty, I would never ask for you to do something like that, just for me, but I—"

"—It's no trouble. Kai?"

She motioned for the butler to step forward and he did so, nodding as he was instructed to locate a pair of her old gloves. As he turned away, Elsa couldn't help but notice a look of concern flash in his eyes.

Or perhaps that was just a matter of his mirroring her own.

Throughout the rest of the meal, Queen Elsa and Prince Frederik had talked of safer subjects—taxes, policy, and the like—until the butler finally came back into the room, holding a pair of embroidered teal gloves on a small pillow.

Putting down his utensil, Prince Frederik's eyebrows lifted. He glanced to her gloves.

"This is extremely gracious of you, Queen Elsa," he admitted.

"Well, I want my guests to feel comfortable in my presence."

Her mind reeling, Elsa swallowed against the bitter, acidy taste in her mouth as she looked at the gloves. Her hands shaking, she watched herself start to reach for them, and hesitated.

I just don't want you to end up with somebody who doesn't APPRECIATE ice, Jack Frost's voice was suddenly echoing through her mind, I think that would really hurt you.

The fear gripping her lungs like a vice, Elsa shakily took the gloves from the pillow, his voice still in her mind.

So you've ALREADY given up on the idea of marrying someone who ACTUALLY LOVES YOU?

Holding her breath against the thought, she was pulling the gloves on. She stretched out her fingers, the thick wool a familiarly suffocating texture against her skin.

It's not that big a deal, Elsa thought frantically, squeezing her eyes shut and clasping her now-gloved hands together in her lap, It's just temporary. It's polite. It's for Arendelle. Don't cause trouble, be a good girl, wear the gloves for JUST a little while, conceal, don't feel, conceal, don't feel, conce—

"Queen Elsa?"

Jolting, she startled from the stupor, looking up in surprise. Kai, the butler, was staring into her eyes in concern.

He shifted uncomfortably on his feet, visibly struggling not to look at the flurries of snow falling around them. "Are you alright?" he whispered.

"Oh! Yes. Thank you. And it was a lovely dinner."

Elsa stood up, and Prince Frederik—taking the cue—quickly did so as well, straightening his jacket. As the young queen swept past the butler, walking towards her guest, the prince nodded.

"Indeed it was," Frederik agreed. "And I've been told that there is a beautiful courtyard behind the castle. Would you allow me the honor of accompanying you for a brief turn in it, your majesty?"

The Snow Queen nodded frantically, squeezing her hands together and desperately trying to ignore the feeling of the constricting wool on her fingers. "That would be excellent. Thank you, Prince Frederik."

He offered his arm. She paused, looking to the table.

"Your pin?" Elsa prompted, suddenly noticing that it was still lying next to his plate from where it had been placed earlier.

He looked down to it, and his face fell. "Oh—um, yes. Thank you."

Pulling in his breath, the Prince of Kingsley reached for it, picking it up and undoing its backing. Slipping his hand behind his left lapel, he then fastened it onto his coat.

And his face fell.

"The future of Kingsley," he stated, almost like he was talking to himself as the pin glinted against the fabric, "Is my first, and highest, priority."

The Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest looked down to her gloves.

"And the future of Arendelle is mine," she whispered.

 

Chapter 70: Want

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Author's Note (*ahem*):

JUST SAW FROZEN 2

ICE ALLIANCE IS SAFE

I THINK I KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT WORK

HOLD ON, I'VE GOT THIS

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(*tears of joy and relief that my plotline/ship hasn't been destroyed, and that FROZEN II IS AWESOME*)

I OBVIOUSLY HAVE TO TWEAK A FEW THINGS TO MAKE IT WORK, BUT PRAISE THE HEAVENS AND HALLELUIAH, ICE ALLIANCE ACTUALLY SOMEHOW SOUNDS MORE LIKE A FROZEN 2 FANFICTION THAN A FROZEN 1 FANFICTION AND IT'S A FLIPPIN' MIRACLE; REJOICE WITH MEEEEEEEEEEE!

Okay! So, I've got the workaround to make IA work with/take place after Frozen 2, and it will take a couple of weeks (I think?) for me to tweak everything, but I'd like to think that that'll give everybody a chance to see the movie anyway. ;) At the same time, this feels like a GREAT time (hee hee!) to inform all of you beautiful people that- as a way to prepare for Frozen 2- I've spent the last 7ish months writing ahead , so that the next few chapters can (hopefully?) be finished and posted RELATIVELY quickly, compared to my usual speed of taking five eternities between each one.

I LOVE YOU ALL, THIS IS A MIRACLE, I AM SO RELIEVED, AND HAVE A FANTABULOUS DAY! :D :D :D

~NNT:)

P.S. OH, and, uh, this chapter contains no spoilers for Frozen 2 ! (I wrote most of it before seeing the movie; it'll be getting some alterations here with the rest in a couple weeks) ;)

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UPDATE , 1/9/20: Just kidding, for those of you rereading, this is the new draft that NOW CONTAINS SPOILERS for Frozen 2! ;)

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70: Want

Placing the little bag of pastries and fruits on the ground, Elsa pulled off her gloves, looking up to her bedroom door. Glancing back down the hallway—still empty, now that the normal guards were still on the paid vacation Queen Anna had arranged—the Fifth Spirit stretched out her hands in relief, a few snowflakes bursting out from between her fingers as she did so. Flicking her palm to the side, the ice in the lock of her door flew out of the keyhole, obediently swirling into her hand and disintegrating.

Grasping the handle, she pushed it down, the door swinging inwards.

"Jack, I am so sorry that took so long," Elsa called out, walking into her bedroom. "These things always take way longer than they should."

Ch-CHUNK. The door swung shut behind her. Suddenly realizing that she was still holding her gloves, Elsa jolted. Running the last few steps to her dresser, she yanked open the top drawer and dropped them inside.

"And I was able to get you a few things from the kitchen," she added, shoving the drawer back into place with a sharp creak, "It's not much, but you could also sneak down there yourself if you're still hungry. And I've personally declared you a royal guest, in my mind, so it's not stealing."

Jack Frost didn't answer.

Elsa picked up the bag from off the dresser. A cold wave of confusion sweeping over her, she hesitantly started to walk towards the door to her art gallery.

"Jack?"

Silence.

Reaching the doorway, Elsa fell quiet, peering into the room beyond. His icy bed, the divider wall, and all other evidence of Jack Frost's presence were still gone, just like they had been when they'd melted it from that morning—with the exception of the snowflake blanket. Jack had insisted that they keep those, their two halves, and had rolled them up and stashed them next to her desk. It was incredibly sweet of him, really…

But he was gone.

Her heart sinking, Elsa stepped back. Of course he was gone. He was a Guardian, and—and he had important things to see to. Much more important than hanging around to spend time with her—especially after she'd messed up earlier, with the dinner invitation. She hadn't meant to offend him. She just—she was the queen. The reinstated QUEEN. And she had to BE the queen. As for the dinner, the Council had forced her to do it. She didn't think Jack would even want to come, because it wouldn't be very fun, and he was invisible, an she didn't want him to feel self-conscious, but she'd still hoped he'd be there, because she missed him, and now he wasn't there and wasn't here and she'd offended him and everything was terrible she was the worst friend EVER.

Swallowing against the bitter sting in her throat, Elsa clutched the little bag to her stomach. She'd messed up. And she knew, even in the moment, that she'd messed up, but…

But he promised, she thought.

Well—that was true.

He said he'd be quick?

She bit her lip.

Gently setting down the bag of food on the floor, the young queen then gulped again, straightening up and turning to walk back into her bedroom. It wasn't really all that late, but Elsa was so emotionally exhausted from the day that she decided it was a victory (small as it was) that she had been able to get a few hours of real work done earlier that afternoon. And for now, she just needed to go to bed. But Jack still might come back, so…

Elsa stomped her foot onto the floor, a glistening sheen of ice spiraling out over the carpet from under her shoe. Taking a moment to visualize the design, she then swept her hand into the air.

Creak!

Four sturdy posts burst upwards out of the ice. As the crystalline bedframe shot out across the rectangle between them, a breath of powdery frost billowing from the ice as it materialized and falling to the floor, Elsa walked to its end, squeezing past the headboard into the art gallery beyond.

With another sweep of her hand, a fluffy snowdrift settled silently onto the bedframe as she bent down to pull out the snowflake blanket halves from the side of her desk. As she straightened up, her gaze snagged on the glistening shelves of statues beyond.

Setting the blankets down on the desk, she twisted her fingers over the surface.

Shing! Shing, shing!

Three tiny, icy little statues burst into existence, each of a memory from the day. The first statue was of herself, dressed as the Evil Snow Queen, perched atop the spiky version of her normal throne. The second was of Prince Frederik, who she had to admit, had been—impressive—in their audience, despite the anxiety-inducing date later that evening. Ice powers aside, Elsa couldn't help but suspect that he was far less involved with policy and reform than she was, and she was still processing what that would mean for their alliance, but he was still a legitimate suitor that she needed to consider. And the third statue—of course—was of Jack Frost.

Elsa paused. Picking it up, she sighed, her heart leaping at the memory. The statue had taken form into the moment that he was giving her that enormous bouquet of ice flowers earlier that day in the library. He was so sweet. And brilliant. And good with ice.

Really good with ice…

Giving her head a quick shake, Elsa scoffed at herself. Staring intently at the three little statues, she then moved her hand through the air, lifting them off of the desk in a scarf of sparkling frost. Flicking her arm as she spun around, she then directed the glistening snowflakes to shoot the statues into the air, sailing up onto her shelves of ice close to the ceiling.

After Anna's nineteenth birthday party, she'd saved the tiny ice statue that she'd used as a cake topper, but had no other trinkets in the room. Once she'd met Gale, however—seeing the worth of using statues as records—Elsa had started making them again, although this time, she was just swirling icy figurines into existence without Nature's help. Her newfound "Fifth Spirit" power to conjure up memories only worked in the Enchanted Forest (where Nature was so strong that it could interact with man in such a way), and then it took so much out of her that she only used it in times of dire need. So far—since Anna's coronation—she hadn't been called upon to use it again yet. And she hoped that it would stay that way.

Okay. Elsa had used it once. When Queen Anna told her about the pregnancy, the Fifth Spirit may or may not have secretly taken a quick Nokk ride up to the Forest that evening so that she could recreate the moment in which Anna told Kristoff the news. She'd wanted to make sure that her sister was actually as happy as she claimed—because, if Anna wasn't smiling in her icy memory statue, then the Snow Queen had a certain former ice harvester to murder.

As the newest figurines moved onto the top shelf, each settling onto it with a gentle clink, Elsa drew her hands back.

I am running out of room, she realized, staring up at them while she lowered her arm.

Well—room here, that was. In the Forest, of course, she'd built a beautiful, open art gallery in the clearing around the statues she'd first made with Gale. She had intended to keep her personal, tiny memory figurines to herself, but Honeymaren (ever the encouraging magic enthusiast) had persuaded her to place them in the open gallery, for everyone to enjoy. The rest of the Northuldra had eagerly agreed with this idea, and—though Elsa kept her most personal statues in her crystalline ice cottage, on the edge of the Forest—the Ice Gallery was soon one of the most popular spots in the Enchanted Forest, if not an actual tourist attraction.

Looking over the art gallery, her eyes fell onto the two dresses hanging up by her desk.

Taking a few paces towards them, Elsa stopped, biting her lip. Reaching forward, she pulled back her blue ice dress from her coronation, her gaze lingering on the beautiful white gown from Ahtohallan. Swallowing hard, she gingerly ran her fingers over the icy runes sprinkled across its bodice. Oh, she loved this dress. And just thinking of the Enchanted Forest, of the sea mist in her face and the wind in her hair as she rode the Nokk over the waves, sent a sharp pang of longing straight through her heart…

Never mind, though. For now, she just needed to change and get to bed.

Forcing herself to drop the blue dress back into place over the white one, Elsa spun around and walked briskly back into her room, raising an icy half-wall into existence in the doorframe behind her. Less than a minute later, the Fifth Spirit was then stepping out from behind the room divider, the newly-finished overskirt on her icy nightgown swishing down to the floor. She sat down on the edge of her bed—her normal bed, on the far side of the room—and glanced forlornly to the half-wall of ice.

Last night, she'd kissed Jack Frost.

Last night, she'd slept next to him—with the wall, of course, but—still. Still. Maybe she could do that again? Maybe she could just make another ice bed, next to the wall, next to his, like the night before, and pretend that they hadn't melted them both that morning. She'd just quietly go to sleep next to where he would be, and maybe he wouldn't be weirded out to come back (if he came back that night?) and find her there…

Elsa blushed at the thought, swinging her legs up onto the mattress. It was best not to assume that he'd be okay with that. After all… it had been quite a day, with her accidentally embarrassing him, and then Frederik, and then their fight, and then…!

She pulled up the covers as she lay down, her head hitting the pillow. The pillow, of the finest goose feathers, had too much give. It was nothing like a snowdrift. But she was back in the castle, for now—as its queen. And a queen wasn't supposed to sleep in a snowdrift.

Or…

I HATE sleeping alone, Elsa thought.

She looked to the empty part of the bed beside her. It wasn't a large bed, but… it would feel very nice to have someone there.

Elsa chewed her lip.

Preferably a boy someone.

Her cheeks burning, Elsa picked up the pillow and smashed it on top of her face with a groan. Ugh, self-awareness was mortifying.

But being with Jack felt so nice. The very idea of getting to be next to him, even in sleep, was alluring to say the least. For Elsa—having spent most of her life feeling like she wasn't quite good enough, wasn't working quite hard enough—having someone like him show up and suddenly act as though she had always been good, by her very nature (rather than the suppression of it), was more of a relief than she could really understand. In a way, it felt like Ahtohallan again—in that moment when she'd realized her destiny as the Fifth Spirit. It felt right. For the first time in her life, the very idea that perhaps she wasn't meant to be alone forever, or even that a romantic sort of alliance might not simply a political, heartless matter for her, was beginning to become clear. Jack had changed everything. Already. But, how? It was completely illogical, and yet, she didn't think that she could ever go back to the comfortable numbness she'd known before.

The pillow still over her face, Elsa dug her fingers into it, her eyes squeezed shut behind.

He's smart and he's nice and he's cute and he's amazing and he's freezing and he's a BOY, and I LIKE HIM!

The Fifth Spirit pulled the pillow down from her face, staring at the ceiling. It wasn't like they were going to cross any lines, or anything. She just thought he was… cute. That was all. He was cute to her in every possible way, and she was attractedto him in every possible way, including physically. And he'd expressed flatteringly similar sentiments, which made her heart leap with a reckless, irresponsible glee. Was that really so bad? WHY would admitting it to herself even be bad, anyway? For millennia, women had just been expected, expected to want love and marriage and of course children, but HEAVEN FORBID that a woman would EVER admit to even being a little bit interested in the first part…

She gulped, a shiver of uncertainty sweeping through her mind. Was it okay to find this flattering? His attention? Or did this mean she was now dirty, to acknowledge its existence at all? Coming from Jack, it actually felt like a relief to hear all of those things, as he was trying to build up her confidence.. whether or not it was appropriate. It was so nice. At the very least, it was a nice change of pace. It felt lovely to be seen as desirable, or even sexy, as opposed to just always being seen as—

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut.

As a monster.

She let out her breath.

Slowly opening her eyes again, Elsa pushed herself up onto her elbows and sat up, looking around the room. The Arendelle crocuses baring down on her, she pulled her knees up to her chest, hugging them to her as she stared into space.

After their conversation in the library, Elsa was convinced that Jack was definitely interested in her. It was incredibly flattering that he seemed to like her so much, but it was also heartbreaking. It was flattering but heartbreaking, because it was so clearly temporary. Jack hadn't asked her to be his girlfriend, and, as every self-respecting young woman knows, if a boy wants you to be in a relationship with him, he'll ask. If he isn't asking, then it means he's not interested. It was as simple as that.

Or was it?

Could it be, that there was more going on? That men (including Jack) perhaps had inner motivations she wasn't aware of?

No. That couldn't be it. There could be no other explanation that would logically explain why he wasn't asking, except to assume that he wasn't interested in the long-term. For all his flirting, this was just—him. Jack was the Guardian of Fun, and he wanted to play. Of course, this made Elsa want to shriek, I WANT TO PLAY TOO!, but… that wouldn't be proper.

Maybe I should check him for weapons again.

Wait, NO.

Squeezing her knees tighter to her chest, Elsa chewed the inside of her cheek, her eyes wide at the thought. No. Wrong. Dirty. STUPID girl, idiot girl, don't think about it, don't think about him, don't—!

Pulling her arms back, she stretched out her legs, swinging them over the side of the bed again as if to stand up and pace. Determined to think of something else, anything else, she looked to her nightstand. The ice rose from their first night was still there, leaning gracefully against the side of the vase she'd made during her conversation with Kristoff, the vases' jagged fissure clear in the faint light. Next to that vase stood Jack's solid one, with his enormous ice flower bouquet bursting out of its top. And all of this, of course, was backed by the image of his beautiful ice-mural, sprawled out all across the upper corner of her room and onto the ceiling of where his icy jail cell had been, for his first night.

She still couldn't believe that she'd trapped Jack Frost in a jail cell.

Reaching forward and plucking an ice-lily from the bouquet, Elsa smiled bitterly, shaking her head. As she ran her middle fingers down the length of its stem, turning the flower over in the light, she sat back again, admiring the piece's design. Just like with everything he'd made for her, the Fifth Guardian's work was structurally astounding in its perfection; gleaming and clear and strong enough to keep even its most delicate edges from collapsing or falling apart. If only her fourteen-yr-old self could see her now. Oh, Jack Frost was amazing with ice… and everything else, it seemed.

But perhaps that was part of the problem. It was flattering that her childhood hero would be paying her attention (especially THIS kind of attention) at all, but—well, Jack wasn't just her secret tweenage obsession anymore. Now, he was real. She was getting to know him, and the closer she got, the more that she found to admire. And the fact that there was a possibility, even a sliver of a hope, that he would legitimately want to be with her for more than a casual friendship or a quick fling made the idea of LOSING him all the more painful. Losing a fantasy hurts, but not as much as losing the possibility of something real.

All morals aside, even if he did just see her as a passing fancy, as a girl with ice powers, it wasn't like she could respond, no matter how much she wanted to. Maybe he could just casually have a fun night with her and move on, but she couldn't do that. In her heart, Elsa knew that she would never get over him, and she didn't need to BE with him (in that sense) to prove it. She had only kissed him at this point, and she already felt that she had run into fire.

Meanwhile, HE could just WALK AWAY! Men could ALWAYS just walk away, doing whatever they wanted and leaving women behind to pick up the pieces, and from the fact that Jack wasn't asking her to be in a relationship, that was CLEARLY what he INTENDED TO DO!

On the other hand…

Studying the ice flower, Elsa's eyebrows pinched together in thought. Something about painting that picture of Jack just seemed—off. Like it didn't quite fit his personality nor apparent beliefs. The way he was dealing with her council, debating policy with her, asking her what she wanted, acting like he truly believed that her work and her heart were important to him, seemed to suggest something else. Even the way he'd come back for her, after she'd walked through him. The way he was spying on Prince Frederik for her, because he said he wanted her to be happy. It all seemed like it was just too much effort, for a passing fancy. And the way he spoke and acted with everything else… he made mistakes, and he could be emotionally compromised, but everything she'd read and observed seemed to indicate that the Spirit of Winter had a deeply-rooted sense of honor. He would never INTENTIONALLY hurt someone, and especially not that way.

Looking up from the crystalline lily, Queen Elsa's gaze lifted from the vases to the sparkling mural sprawled out gracefully across the far upper corner of her room. Seeing his work again, in its intricate, gleaming glory, her breath caught with awe.

He's made me so many flowers…

Putting the ice-lily back into the vase with the rest of the bouquet, Elsa picked up the single rose from where it was lying on the nightstand's surface. This was the first one, but it was still her favorite. For such a simple thing, it meant everything to her. It was a simple, silly, beautiful thing that she had always assumed she could never have, and then, Jack Frost had shown up and proven her wrong. She'd never thought that she could have flowers, before. Or other things…

Elsa scoffed, blushing at her own stupidity. Idiot girl. She already had far more love than she could ever deserve, from Anna, even though—to some extent—she had always felt that Anna was required to love her, because of their shared blood. Her sister's additional sacrifices and warmth were reflections of how wonderful she was, not a sign that Elsa particularly deserved it—in fact, they were part of why Anna was such a good queen. And now, Elsa was considering the idea of love in in a romantic context, and that was another matter entirely. A silly, self-flattering matter.

She was being selfish, thinking about Jack. What she SHOULD be thinking about was Arendelle, especially now since Prince Frederik had entered the picture. Prince Frederik was a respectable alliance for the kingdom, and he could tolerate her ice powers, for the very short amount of time that they would be spending together. With the assumption that her powers could be suppressed out of existence, he was exactly the type of man that her father had expressed hope that Elsa one day could marry.

But… what if Elsa didn't want to simply be tolerated?

Still holding the ice rose, the young queen sat back in her bed, pushing her feet under the covers. Lying down, first lowering onto one elbow and then collapsing onto her side, she let out her breath, examining the beautiful flower.

This is the problem, with being so Different: you're almost never treated as a person. Because normal rules don't apply, people generally either see you as being a special, intriguing anomaly, or simply wrong. Her ice powers didn't define her, any more than her unusual personality or emotional issues did, but… they certainly were a huge part of who she was. How could she just cut that out, and ignore them?

Snowflake... she heard Jack's voice speak in her mind, suddenly transported back to the library from earlier that day. What DO you want?

Elsa bit her lip, staring out over the swell of her pillow to the glistening ice rose in her hands. As she studied it, its beautiful, frosty frozen edges gleaming in the moonlight, her vision blurred as a distinct stinging started in her eyes.

I want to be wanted, Elsa thought. And I want to be wanted by someone who could actually... understand.

Feeling the stinging in her eyes turning to wetness, Elsa squeezed them shut. After a few moments—unable to fight the deluge of tears back any longer—the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest then suddenly burst out sobbing, clutching the ice rose to her chest as the sheer insanity, the sheer impossibility, of what she really wanted sank in.

Jack… I want you to love me.

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His eyes were watering and the words were swimming on the clippings in front of him, but by the time Jack had finished reviewing Prince Frederik's research, he did so with a renewed respect for the (apparently) famous Snow Queen of Arendelle.

He'd known she was smart, having seen her work before, but getting a clearer picture of everything that she was up against was a clear slap of reality. She wasn't just brilliant; Elsa was brave. And courageous. And selfless. And a force of nature. All in all, Jack felt like a complete jerk.

No—a creep.

A creep?

Yeah. Let's say a creep.

There were a bunch of stronger words that he could think of to describe what he felt like, but they weren't necessarily words that a "Guardian of Children" should probably be using.

Dropping the last newspaper clipping back into its place, Jack exhaled, collapsing into the enormous chair in exhaustion. Massaging his temples, he then looked up to the grandfather clock on the other side of the room.

12:11 AM.

Jack groaned, pushing himself out of the armchair and getting to his feet. On the previous night, he hadn't gotten a wink of sleep, despite the number of Elsa-related fantasies he'd entertained in his mind, lying in his ice bed and smiling dazedly at the ceiling. If he got back to her bedroom now, he could crash in the Snow Queen's art gallery until morning, and hopefully be rejuvenated. Being a Raised One, he didn't need sleep like Elsa did, but he did still need some. This might have been a sign of Elsa' mortality, but—

Don't think about that.

Gathering up the file into his arms, Jack yawned and rubbed his eyes. He then shifted the pile of papers onto his hip, picking up his staff and trudging across the office.

Peering out of the office's door, Jack cast his gaze down the dark hallway. It was pretty much empty, except for a pair of apparently worthless guards down at its end, clearly not watching to see the door of the Queen's Official Office open from the inside. Silently stepping out of the office, he tucked the full-to-bursting folder under his arm, shifting his opposite hand's grip on the staff and bouncing into the air.

As he shot down the corridor, being careful to keep the bright red folder in the shadows as he darted past the guards, Jack felt his mind wander back to the reading. Elsa was, truly, a great ruler—whether she'd been called up to the Forest as the "Fifth Spirit," or not. If they hadn't had the awesome Queen Anna to replace her, Arendelle would have seriously suffered from the loss of having Elsa as their queen. Granted, they might have already suffered a bit as it was… but, maybe he was a bit biased. Queen Elsa was an Ice Powers Girl, after all.

There were a few things from the folder that Jack wanted to talk about. If the Snow Queen was up for a little debate (which he was pretty sure she would be), there were some details in her Revised Arendelle Tax Code that he thought could honestly use a little more clarification. After seeing so many articles about it from the previous year, he'd finally just gone snooping around her office until he found a copy, and then he'd read that, too. And—for a tax code—it actually wasn't the most boring thing in the world. Like, sure, it was boring, but it was clear. And that was about as much as you could ever ask of that sort of thing. She'd clearly poured her SOUL into that little project.

In Jack's eyes, that was part of what made Elsa so amazing—she was just so passionate about everything. She saw so much potential in the world. She could go a little overboard, with the "workaholic" deal, but he never doubted that she was doing something important.

Rounding a corner at the end of the hall, Jack lit down onto the carpet, a few snowflakes falling silently into the ground as he adjusted his grip on the file. Reading through Prince Frederik's research on Elsa, he had been re-inspired in what had clearly become a fight for her. In fact, all he could think about was how much he wanted to spend every moment he could talking to her, and being with her, and just—just enjoying how completely wonderful Elsa was. She was just so smart, and so cute about everything, and—and she just got it. She was everything he'd ever dreamed, and he was NOT just letting her go.

In a weird way, Jack was almost grateful for Prince Frederik's unwelcome wakeup call, because the file had been a really good reminder of who Queen Elsa of Arendelle actually was. Jack knew that he was sometimes guilty of forgetting that kind of stuff (thinking of her as being an intellectual and a reformer,) when he was busy admiring the way she walked, and her hair, and her hips, and—well. You know.

Giving his head a violent shake, Jack hugged the file to his chest, silently cursing himself as he came to the stairs leading up to the royal family's sleeping quarters. Why was he like this? No matter how good his intentions were, his brain was apparently in the gutter, or just shutting off completely in response to the Ice Powers Girl's presence, or even the idea of it. But he had to control it. It couldn't be that bad…right? All he needed to do, with Elsa, was not look at her. Or touch her. Or be in the same room with her. Or speak to her.

Or inhale.

Jack touched down onto the carpet, slowing to a stop. He hadn't been trying to smell her hair. It just happened. He had to breathe, so he breathed, and suddenly, he was aware that Elsa smelled like freshly fallen snow. HE WAS LITERALLY BREATHING, AND EVEN THAT WAS WEIRDLY INNAPROPRIATE NOW.

His face flushing, Jack looked down to the folder in his hands, the literal stack of articles and news clippings and papers outlining all the amazing things that the Ice Powers Girl had done. Pressing his lips together, Jack Frost swallowed hard.

I swear I have a brain, Elsa, he thought miserably. Just—not with you.

Starting to walk again, he trudged towards her door at the end of the hall.

Why was he even so desperate? It wasn't even like he'd been messing around with anyone before his death, or anything. Granted, back in the village (as he'd remembered only recently), the plan was that he'd keep working under his father for a couple of years to save up a bit of money, build a small house, and then get married, getting a few sheep to start his own flock and support a family. That was the plan.

An additional three hundred years of celibacy was not the plan.

Nor was the invisibility, nor the ice powers, nor the fact that he was now going to inevitably have a creepily huge age gap with literally anyone he wanted to date…

In his defense, he had tried to date someone older than him before. A few hundred YEARS older. Aaaaaand, that had worked out about as well as Not At All, but Tooth was officially the only woman he knew who WASN'T centuries his junior. Not to mention, if he was going to stay within his own species, he was technically down to Elsa. But that was beside the point.

Placing the folder on the ground, Jack bent down, looking into the lock on Elsa's door. Ice—but, it didn't feel thick, judging from the temperature drop. Jack didn't know how he could tell, but he could just sort of feel how much ice was in something, without having to see it. And the Fifth Spirit had frozen her lock, but she hadn't ice-blasted or soundproofed the door with snow.

Jack placed his hand flat on the keyhole, his skin in contact with the ice. Flicking his palm away, he then smiled as the snow rushed out of the lock after it, spiraling into the air into a glistening cloud of ice.

Snap!

And it disintegrated.

Grasping the handle, he pressed it down and walked into the room. Elsa was in her bed, curled up under the covers and fast asleep, and—

Wait.

Elsa was in her bed.

Her normal bed.

His mouth falling open, Jack's heart plummeted, and he dropped the file onto the floor. Leaping into the air, he was over to her in an instant, all but actually wringing his hands. Why was—when did—?

NO!

Pushing his fingers through his hair, Jack spun around, looking Elsa, and then to the ice wall, and then to Elsa again. She was back in her normal bed. Not her ice-bed. The night before, she'd made an ice-bed, like his, next to his. Next to him. HIM. Why was she back over here!? Didn't she like him anymore? Was it Prince-Boy? It'd better not have been Prince-Boy. And she wasn't sleeping under her snowflake-blanket half. But why not? Was this a rejection? What had he done? Had he messed up THAT badly!? It felt like a rejection, from this gorgeous young winter spirit, with her hair all loose, and her face relaxed, and the shadow of her lavender eye stuff on the pillow, and—hold up.

Jack's eyes widened as he looked closer, and then abruptly narrowed.

Tear stains.

Those. Were. TEAR STAINS!?

Jack's blood boiled instantly, the murderous rage bubbling up inside him like lava as his heart started pounding so hard against his ribcage that it felt almost painful. Prince-Boy had made her cry. He'd made. Her. CRY. OH, he was going down. He was going to PAY. He was going to feel ALL THE WRATH OF WINTER, because HERE LIES PRINCE WONDERFUL, FROZEN TO DEATH UNDER MYSTERIOUS CIRCUMSTANCES INVOLVING HIS BEING FOUND IN A GIANT ICE CUBE, AND—

Jack squeezed his eyes shut, pulling in a calming breath as he struggled to loosen his grip on the staff. The gnarled shepherd's crook was humming eerily and now glowing almost entirely blue, snow flurries materializing out of the air around him as he stood in barely-controlled silence by the Ice Powers Girl's bed.

Abuse the power, lose the power.

Jack slowly let out his breath.

His heart still pounding as he struggled to calm down, looking back to his Elsa, the Youngest Guardian instinctively swept his hand through the air, an enormous, sparkling snowflake materializing over his fingertips. Willing all the fun and magic that he could into its crystalline spines as they expanded, he looked back to her, the cried-off makeup smeared across her cheek. He wasn't supposed to do this without asking.

But she's in pain, he thought.

He looked back to the snowflake, sparkling with magic as it still floated over his palm, and bit his lip. With effort, he swallowed.

Jack closed his eyes.

The Spirit of Winter let out his breath, the snowflake bursting apart in the air over his hand and leaving the young queen untouched. She was still in pain, and he couldn't do anything about it. Which sucked.

But knowing that he was a creep sucked more.

See? jeered the taunting voice of self-doubt in his mind, THIS is why she's not sleeping next to you.

His eyelids fluttering open again, Jack stared at the floor, the last remnants of the magical snowflake glistening as they silently fell, unused, to the carpet.

Tossing the staff into his left hand, Jack reached up with his right, rubbing the back of his neck as he tried to decide what to do. He couldn't touch her, but he couldn't leave her yet, either.

Sighing again, Jack spun around and sat down on the edge of her bed. Elsa was breathing softly, still looking like a vision to him, even with her eye makeup smeared and her hair messed across the pillow, like she'd tossed and turned. She was so amazing. And she deserved everything. Like he'd said at the pond, he really DID just want her to be happy.

Are you sure that's... ALL you want? Elsa's voice asked in his mind.

Staring longingly down at the sleeping young queen, Jack huffed a bitter laugh, pushing his fingers through his hair. Oooh, Snowflake. If only you had ANY idea...

He couldn't touch her, and he couldn't use his magic without asking, but that didn't mean that he didn't still want to. He wanted to take away her pain. What he wanted was to crawl into the bed beside her, get under the covers, and hold her and kiss her and tell her how incredible she was over and over again until all of her hurt and loneliness melted away… Jack swallowed hard, biting the edge of his lip.

I want to see what you're working on, he thought, looking into her face. I want to see your designs, your ideas, and your reforms. I want to see what you're thinking. I want to see into your heart, because it's such a nice place, and I want to see a place for me in there, too. And I WANT to deserve it. I really DO respect you, Elsa, I SWEAR, but it's just that—!

He gulped again, shifting uncomfortably on the edge of her bed.

I just want to see you out of your dress again, too.

Jack let out his breath, feeling himself blushing.

The fact that Elsa was a genius didn't negate the fact that she was also a woman, and that he liked those. But maybe that was just the problem. He didn't just want her body, any more than he just wanted her conversation and friendship. What Jack actually wanted, was both. Was that being disrespectful, or was it just attraction? And where was the stupid rulebook, for all of this?

Whatever it was, Elsa was still in pain. And that, Jack was not okay with.

Restraining from touching her again—oh, Manny, it was tempting, to just hold her hand or brush back her hair—Jack placed his hand on the bedspread beside him, pushing himself off of it. Back on his feet, he tossed the staff to himself, and turned back to face her, holding up his pointer finger with warning.

"Whoever did this to you," Jack whispered intensely, "He is going to PAY."

Turning away from her, the Spirit of Winter walked two paces before jumping into the air, flying across the room and over the half-wall of ice in the door frame. He was probably meant to come in from the balcony, instead of the inner hallway, but—whoops. Either way, now he was back where he was supposed to be…?

Dropping onto the ice-bed that she'd left for him, he just about tripped over his feet when he realized that there was a small bag on the floor. Putting down his staff in curiosity, he picked it up, pulling open the drawstring to find that it was a small collection of pastries and rolls.

You still grabbed me dinner? Jack thought, his eyebrows lifting. Turning and glancing back over the ice-wall, he looked to her. Even with her stupid date, she had still thought of him?

Wow. That was—that was actually really nice of her.

Sitting down on the edge of his bed, Jack pulled out a roll, biting into it and tearing off a piece. As he chewed it, the herbs from the royal kitchen still ridiculously flavorful and soft, he looked down to the half-snowflake blanket, running his finger along its icy edge. Just like the stuff she used to make her dresses, the blanket's ice-fabric was soft, and freezing, and—perfect. It was a perfectly Elsa creation.

Clutching the blanket and sinking into his snow, Jack Frost let out his breath. He might not have much, but this blanket was made of the same exact material that Elsa always wore. And tonight, there would be nothing to stop Jack from wrapping himself up in it, closing his eyes, and pretending that it was her as he drifted off to sleep.

Too exhausted to eat anything more as he finished the roll, Jack laid back in the snow, pulling the beautiful snowflake-half blanket up over his body. After three hundred years, Jack had concluded that he did, in fact, have a "type." His "type" was, "female." Beyond that, he wasn't picky. As long as they had basically the right parts in basically the right places, women were great, and Jack saw no reason to complain.

But now there was Elsa.

Now, there was a Snow Queen. A lady winter spirit. A brilliant, beautiful Ice Powers Girl. His Ice Powers Girl. A gamechanger had entered the scene, and Jack knew that he could never, ever, go back to the way he had felt before.

Even IF another Ice Powers Girl existed, what were the odds that she'd be like Elsa? That she'd be so smart, or sweet? That he'd feel like he could trust her, tell her anything, and that she'd call him out if something was wrong, but still see him like he was some sort of hero? No. There would never be another Queen Elsa. And if Elsa didn't choose HIM… what would he even do? Where would he even—go?

He'd go back to being alone.

A cold, dark wave of fear swept through his body. His eyes stinging, Jack clutched the ice-blanket even tighter around him, pulling his knees up to his chest in the snow.

But I don't WANT to be alone again.

 

Chapter 71: ANNOUNCEMENT: Now Updated for Fro2 Canon

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HUGE ANOUNCEMENT, FOR THOSE WHO AREN'T NEW HERE AS OF 1/10/20:

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(*gasp gasp gasp gasp*)

(*stumbles up to table*)

(*slaps down redone manuscript in triumph*)

WHAP

IT'S HERE

IT'S DONE

THE FROZEN 2 UPDATE IS DONE

THANKS FOR WAITING, THAT TOOK WAY LONGER THAN ANTICIPATED

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OKAY. So, as of NOW, Ice Alliance is—OFFICIALLY—a ROTG/Frozen 2 fanfiction, which means that it is now set AFTER Frozen 2, and, from here on out, CONTAINS FROZEN 2 SPOILERS.

SO MANY SPOILERS.

ALL OF THE SPOILERS.

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(Oh... and the next "real" chapter will be coming ASAP!) And, no, I honestly can't believe that I was able to make this work, either, and am kind of proud of myself. When I admittedly saw the epilogue costume design spoiler three weeks before the movie, I had a full-on three-hour panic attack, because… how do I say this…

THE ENTIRE PREMISE OF ICE ALLIANCE WAS THAT ELSA WAS THE QUEEN OF ARENDELLE.

BUT! I got the workaround to work… I think. And, I would love love love LOVE for everybody to thank: MY MOTHER-IN-LAW, for giving me so much help with the baby over the last two months so I could write! Without her help taking care of the Squishy Bumpkin (adorable tiny human who keeps physically grabbing my computer and closing my files?), this update would probably have taken me until April.

I am not exaggerating.

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So… almost every single chapter (YUP) has had some alterations, and I really want to tell you to Just Go Reread It And Please Applaud Me. However, the chapters that got the BIGGEST (and/or, most important) alterations are 1, 5, 6, 8, 10, 20, 29, and 30. But, for those of you who don't feel like doing this, here's a brief-ish summary of everything I've changed in the updated draft (Ice Alliance has suddenly increased in length from 314,995 words to 334,822 words; there's a reason for that) :

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IN A NUTSHELL: Pregnant Queen Anna needs a maternity leave, so Elsa's been temporarily reinstated as the queen to babysit the Council and make sure they don't screw everything up. By the way, she secretly hates this and wants nothing more than to jump on the Nokk and ride back to the Forest ASAP, but is trying to get as much work done as possible in the meantime because Hashtag AwesomeSister. Oh, and most people don't believe in the "Fifth Spirit" thing. Prepare to hate the Council even more.

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IN A MUCH LARGER NUTSHELL:

Let's start with chapter one, where I give Jack Frost—the Fifth Guardian (Get it!? DO YOU GET IT?!)—an ROTG canon-compliant powerup and costume change. He sheds it immediately in favor of his old navy hoodie/brown skinny jeans combo, but that'll come into play later. I also spend a few paragraphs smashing the reader over the head with the Fifth Guardian thing, including the part where that Gigantic Crystal of Magicness rises up out of that square-shaped Guardian Compass design in the floor, bursting into a million pieces and reconfiguring the center of the design from the old "G" into Jack's image. (DO YOU SEE THE CONNECTIONS?! DO YOU SEE THEM!? *pulls out whiffle bat of parallelism* DO YOU SEE?! TELL ME THAT YOU SEE.)

I also tweak the timeline, so that there's ONE year between Frozen 1 and Frozen 2, NOT three. Then, I make it so that ROTG takes place about 6 months AFTER Frozen 2. IA takes place about 8 months after that. This makes it so that Elsa is 23, while Jack is 19/almost 20 (give or take 300 years). I think I can get away with this because the "three years" between Frozen 1 and Frozen 2… to me, I would assume that they did that mostly to make sure that Anna would be "of age" for the epilogue to work without question (Anna is 3 years younger than Elsa). I skirted this problem by saying that Elsa rewrote the succession law to allow for then 20-yr-old Anna to take the throne. Oh, and I have Anna and Kristoff get married in April after her coronation.

(On a vaguely unrelated note: why does Disney keep telling us that Elsa's birthday is the Winter Solstice? I mean, putting Anna and Elsa on opposite solstices… cute… but Frozen takes place in JULY, when "THE QUEEN HAS COME OF AGE." I assumed that this meant they were coronating her because she'd just turned 21, not… uh, 21, plus 7-8 months? Like, maybe coronations are just always held in July, and ONLY JULY, but… gaurgh. I can't be the only person who thinks that feels kinda weird/overly complicated. Therefore, according to me, Elsa was coronated in JULY in Frozen 1 because she'd just had her JULY birthday. Also, I've given Jack Frost a February birthday, even though that has literally zero impact on the plot.) ;)

The Council was originally established by King Agnaar, who—after having to come to the throne so young—wanted to protect Elsa from the same potential fate. While a good idea in general, I think that everybody on here is already aware of what the Council is actually like, which definitely is not in perfect consistency with what usually happens when the well-meaning Agnaar tries to protect Elsa.

During the events of Frozen 2, Elsa was out of Arendelle for a grand total of about two weeks (including initial travel time, according to me). During this time the Council, once again in charge, managed to unravel so much of her work that Anna and Elsa realized Arendelle needed to not just have a queen, but to have a CONSTANTLY vigilant, active queen fighting to maintain their political progress at all times (lest the power-hungry Council drag everything back to their self-favoring status quo). Therefore, when Anna got pregnant after marrying Kristoff in the following spring—and started needing more and more breaks to rest, as a result of it—she and Elsa rewrote the succession law to allow for Elsa to be reinstated. And yes: this was King Kristoff's idea. He didn't want to deal with the Council any more than they did, and Elsa already knew the ropes to ruling a kingdom.

Now that Elsa has been temporarily reinstated as the Queen of Arendelle (for Anna's sake; she can't WAIT to go back to the Forest), the Council hates her more than ever. However, they think the fact that she's BACK, while still single, is giving them one more shot at a king. As it turns out, they absolutely despise Anna, not just because she's as politically active as her sister was, but because she married a commoner. In their eyes, this makes Queen Anna a disgrace, because—as the Council sees it—finding herself a royal, male replacement was all she was ever really good for anyway. But now, the "real" heir is back, and—believing that Anna (on a maternity leave) has stepped down permanently, they have decided that it's time for Elsa to get married. Elsa, of course, passionately disagrees with this idea, because it's super sexist, and because she has NO intention of stealing Anna's throne. And besides, she's the Fifth Spirit. Right?

RIGHT?

Not according to the Council. The majority of the Arendellians who actually witnessed the events of Frozen 2 believe her, and of course the Northuldra do, but the idea that the Queen of Arendelle is now suddenly a "Nature Spirit" has stirred all kinds of controversy… and conspiracy theories. In short, VERY few people actually believe that Queen Elsa is the Fifth Spirit at all. Some believe that her initial time in the Forest was purely a diplomatic mission with the Northuldra. Some believe that it was propaganda. Some believe that it was a clever way to increase stability in the kingdom by allowing for TWO people to sit on the throne, which would usually be terrible, but Actually Works, when those two people are Elsa and Anna. Meanwhile, the Council believes that the events of Frozen 2 were all merely an elaborate stunt that Queen Elsa has pulled on them as a way of running away from her responsibilities—and/or, that she's actually insane. But either way, the queen has had her irresponsible little "vacation" up in the forest, but now she's back on the throne, she's single, and they're going to "help" her by finding her a nice Royal Dude to marry, so that they can shift things back to the status quo and get rid of their two meddling little queens entirely.

Meanwhile, even though she's just trying to get as much work done before Anna has to step back up again as possible—trying to be a good queen, etc—in her heart, Elsa just wants to go back to the Enchanted Forest, where she belongs. Jack Frost is HIGHLY supportive of this idea. Oh—and, neither character realizes it yet, but this plot change implies that, if Jack can successfully get rid of Anna and Elsa's Council, it won't just make their lives easier. It will make it so that Anna can take a normal maternity leave (WITHOUT everything going up in flames), and Elsa will literally be set free and not have to be the Queen ever again. Which is great, because she hates it, even though she didn't realize this until after she got away.

Let's see… other stuffs I've changed…

Regarding Elsa's mortality: She's not sure if she's still mortal or not. Jack concedes that it can take a couple of decades to really know that sort of thing for sure, to be able to tell if her body is actually aging (he'd have personal experience with this). (Anna froze/came back as well, but—well, she's CLEARLY supposed to be a bit older. Therefore, it's totally plausible that Elsa was ALSO merely "suspended" via the magic freezing, vs. actually dying.) This definitely isn't a way of implying that I already have had plans for how to fix Elsa's mortality issue built into the plot of Ice Alliance for ages, because WE'LL GET THERE WHEN WE GET THERE. ALSO, IT WILL HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH OLAF, AND CLOSING THAT GAPING PLOT HOLE OF WHY HE MELTED BUT NONE OF THE OTHER SNOWMEN DID.

Regarding Elsa's new powers… I have it so that the events of Frozen 2 with Elsa's powers were "nature taking over her powers, and using them in ways she's still struggling to replicate." Basically, Nature had her on a sort-of magical high for the entire time, helping her get to Ahtohallan. Oh, and the memory statues thing? Well, turns out, that inspired her art gallery (she did figurines before; the art gallery was ACTUALLY inspired by the cake topper statue she makes in Frozen Fever), because Gale showed her the value of using statues to record history. Therefore, she does non-supermagic versions (just by herself) to keep as a sort of journal. The freezing water droplets thing into actual historical moments 1) Only works in the Enchanted Forest, and 2) Takes so much out of her that she now only uses it in times of dire need (FORESHADOWINNNNNG; I'm totally going to use that later). Oh, and of course, her memory-statue powers are way stronger in Ahtohallan itself, but the freezing-to-death thing has her freaked to the point where she hasn't actually gone back to the glacier since the events of Frozen 2, and would only do so in an actual emergency (MORE FORESHADOWINNNNNNG).

On that note: in "Monsters or Miracles," I had to basically rewrite Elsa's entire reaction to Jack's death, because… well, he could look it up, but he's not really sure if he drowned or froze to death. Frozen 2 Elsa would definitely not find drowning/freezing to death relatable at ALL.

And, how about that theme of "I've never had friends before?" Well, Honeymaren and the Northuldra are wonderful, but—much like with being the Queen of Arendelle—it's hard to actually get all that close. Elsa's just—that different, and feels a little off, trying to relate. When Jack Frost shows up, she's overwhelmed at how it feels to suddenly have a friend who can actually UNDERSTAND some of what she's been through. Jack relates to the fact that she wants a friend who can RELATE (see chapter one?).

Olaf got seriously aged up, although he still has some adorable playfulness in him. Also, regarding Olaf's parentage… he claims Jack Frost as his "paternal figure," but I got rid of the "no really he's actually my dad" part. It just… it was kinda weird. I mean, it WORKED, but I didn't like it, so I chopped it. This was partially because Olaf's Frozen Adventure was adorable. ;)

Anna got empowered (YASSS!), so I aged her up, too. She's just as politically active as her sister was, and is now far less naïve, even though Elsa doesn't fully realize this yet, which will come into play later. And Queen Anna is awesome—in part because she's much more "people-smart," whereas Elsa is "book-smart," and still is very willing to help Anna with the research, drafting, and number-crunching side of things when she's in Arendelle.

As for Ahtohallan…yes, I wrote it so that Elsa THOUGHT she was potentially seeking out Jack Frost in Frozen 2 (or a Fem! Version of him; it was a female voice… although Jack, upon hearing this in the First Meeting Scene, is VERY eager to point out that NO MA'AM JACK FROST IS A GUY PLEASE TRUST ME HE'S MALE I SWEAR), and THOUGHT that she was having her suspicions confirmed when she was riding up to Ahtohallan to find that it was frozen. Then—because I have ZERO interest in throwing out the "female empowerment" part in favor of just sticking Jack in there—Nature, through the voice of her mother, essentially tells her, "oh, honey, this isn't about him, it's about YOU; you don't need his approval, nor anyone else's, to fulfill your destiny." According to me, in Frozen 2, Elsa totally thought that she was going to find Jack Frost, but instead found herself—who she'd been really looking for, the whole time. While she still kinda hero-worships him a tiny bit (always will), having to accept herself FIRST, WITHOUT fantasizing the whole time about getting Jack Frost's approval, sets up a WAY healthier relationship. (This will come into play again more later; the Council is currently making her question herself!)

I also use titles a lot more (I hope I got it to still flow organically!), because it's a big transition from Queen Elsa/Princess Anna to The Fifth Spirit/Queen Anna/King Kristoff. I was very careful with the visual placement of the "Fifth Spirit" thing, though, because I didn't want it confused with the "Spirit of Winter."

Rapunzel is still Anna and Elsa's cousin, although POOF now it's through DADDY AGNAAR, not IdunaMom. According to me, as of now, Rapunzel's mother was Agnaar's little sister, who was totally at home during the whole "time for dad to die and for Agnaar to meet his future bride" deal. Let's pretend that this doesn't feel forced.

Prince Frederik knows about Elsa's "vacation" as the Fifth Spirit, but isn't quite sure what to think of it yet (it hasn't come up, but he's guessing it was a political move, rather than a Real Magical Thing That Actually Happened). The Council made up a bunch of excuses it their letters to the suitors. Meanwhile, Elsa has accepted that a political marriage for her would TRULY just be on paper, because the Nokk ain't goin' that far away from Ahtohallan. That being said, she's beginning to question if the Council is right, and thinking that—um—maybe she is still obligated to make a good political marriage, because even though she's no longer the queen, she's still a member of the royal family. She's "just the spare" now (hee hee, references!), but it would still help the kingdom. Jack just about has a coronary, hearing that she's legitimately questioning her decisions about wanting to stay in the Forest, and such.

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Did I cover everything? No? Definitely no, but these are the main relevant plot points that have been inserted/revised into Ice Alliance. Thanks again for reading, thanks for tolerating me, thank you ESPECIALLY for all your kind and encouraging reviews, and have an amazing and magical day! :) :) :) :) :)

 

Chapter 72: Sunday in Arendelle

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hallo again, guys! First off, thank you thank you THANK YOU both for tolerating me, as I take forever to get new chapters done, and for everybody who's reviewed! It means more to me than I can say!

Also, as a quick note: yes, this chapter generally acknowledges the existence of religion, buttrying to stay true to my promptI don't really get into it, beyond making a bunch of references to Elsa's coronation scene in Frozen, and using the context of Anna and Elsa's being Generically Christian (cite "Olaf's Frozen Adventure," wherein we spend the entire first song going on and on about how it's the FIIIIIIIRST CHRISTMAS IN FOREVERRRRRRRRRR...). ;) It's kind of like how I've tried to write Elsa as being a "political figure," but without actually making this political (can I just say how INSANELY DIFFICULT that is? By the way? Ugh, I hope I'm doing okay at it). Anyway, I love love LOVE talking to people about my religion, because it's everything to me, but my goal here is to NOT to shove it down everybody's throats. Therefore, I DO have characters going to church and stuff in this chapter, but... yeah, I don't really go into it, beyond generally acknowledging that Church Is A Thing That Exists. It just fits the context. To go into detail would be, in my opinion, a kind of weird deviation from this Disney/Dreamworks prompt.

Anyhoo. I love you all, thanks for reading, I am SUPER grateful for your reviews and support (like, you don't even KNOW), and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :)

CONTENT WARNING: Shockingly, there's a bit of innuendo in the beginning of this chapter, which shocks you all beyond shocking description

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72: SUNDAY IN ARENDELLE

Knock knock.

The Fifth Spirit groaned inwardly, her grip tightening on her blanket. She squeezed her eyes shut, determined to avoid the prospect of facing another day in the castle for at least a few moments longer, despite how uncomfortably heavy and scratchy the non-ice bedding felt.

Knock knock knock.

"Elsa?"

She froze.

Her breath catching, Elsa looked down her bed in the direction of the art gallery. It sounded like him. But—

"Snowflake? Are you—uh," Jack Frost's voice came again, "Are you up?"

"Jack?" Elsa heard herself squeak.

"It's—um, it's almost eight," he choked, "And if you're not—"

"—JACK!"

Her heart leaping, Elsa sat bolt upright. Kicking off her covers, she scrambled out of her bed, her feet hitting the floor into a full sprint. As she ran, Elsa threw her right hand into the air.

Creak! As the ice ramp shot up out of the carpet, she leapt onto it, sliding to the top of the half-wall.

"Sounds good," Jack Frost said, turned away from her and bending down to tuck his folded-up snowflake blanket under her desk, "Because I didn't want to bust in again, if you weren't goi-OOF!"

As he turned around, the Fifth Spirit leapt forward and threw her arms around his neck, embracing him with all her strength. His body tense with shock, Jack stumbled back a step. After another beat—finding his footing—Elsa felt the Guardian relax, his arms wrapping around her and pulling her closer in response.

Her mind racing, Elsa's heart swelled. He was here. He was back. He was here, with her, in her room, and he was BACK. And Jack Frost—as usual—was cold.

He was strong, and he was here, and he was so. COLD.

Her face melting into a smile, she relaxed into his arms, breathing in the pure joy of his presence once again. As Jack reached up and started to thread his fingers through her hair, stroking it back as he kissed the side of her head, Elsa closed her eyes. This was… wonderful. It just felt so RIGHT. Oh, how she'd missed him… and how nice it felt to have his fingers in her hair, his arms around her waist, pulling her tighter as her chest pressed up against his, and—

Elsa's eyes flew open.

I'm wearing a nightgown.

With a squeak of horror, the Snow Queen jerked away, jumping back from him and quickly folding her arms over her chest. Heat rushing to her cheeks, Elsa sucked in a breath.

"Heh—um," she stammered, "Sorry."

"You're fine."

Standing in front of her in the art gallery, Jack Frost was smiling at her dazedly, his gaze happy and soft. Elsa crossed her arms even tighter, feeling the sharp sting of shame and mortification in the back of her throat.

Note to self, she thought miserably, hunched over in embarrassment. Don't hug male friend until DRESSED.

"It's—good to see you," Jack started, making her jolt back into the present.

Elsa cleared her throat. "Um—you too. I mean, it's good to see you, too."

They stared into each other's eyes for a long, silent moment.

"Thanks for bringing me dinner," Jack started again, taking a tiny step towards her. "You didn't have to, though."

"Oh! I'm—glad you liked it."

"It was really nice of you."

Her arms still crossed over her chest, Elsa blushed. She looked down to her feet. "I didn't want you to be hungry. And, I think that the simplest things are the ones you miss the most when they're gone," she admitted, starting to relax a bit, "Like good food. And a warm bed."

As she shyly looked back up, Elsa saw that Jack had raised his eyebrows.

"Or a cold one," she added.

He grinned wryly. "Yeah, that's more like it."

And the silence fell once again.

Twisting her fingers against each other, the Fifth Spirit bit her lip. It felt so strange to be standing here, with him. And yet, so natural.

Jack Frost had the most beautiful eyes…

Pulling her gaze away from his, Elsa's face fell. Closing her own eyes, she crossed her arms over her chest again, the sea of questions bubbling up inside of her. Jack was here now, but—he wasn't, before. And if he really cared… well.

She didn't want to ask him. But it was going to drive her crazy, if she didn't.

Gathering her courage, Elsa sucked in her breath. "Where were—"

"Why weren't—"

They both abruptly stopped talking, looking to each other in surprise. After a moment, the two both let out nervous laughs, mutually blushing at the awkwardness.

Jack cleared his throat, pushing his fingers through his hair. He then let his hand fall back onto his neck. "Sorry, you go first."

"It's okay, you can—"

"—No. You first."

Elsa looked down to her feet, her arms still crossed over her chest.

"Where were you last night?" she asked quietly. "You promised me that you'd be back quickly. And you weren't."

He opened his mouth to respond, only to then freeze. Closing it, he swallowed hard.

The Guardian's face fell.

"I lost track of time," Jack sighed. "I got involved reading something, and—I have no excuse. I'm sorry."

Elsa bit her lip. His head hanging, the Spirit of Winter's ears had flushed pink, like he—like—!

Like he's upset that he made me upset? she thought.

"Reading something?" Elsa asked.

Jack nodded. Without a word, he then turned away from her, walking back into the art gallery. She followed, only to reach the doorway as he stopped at her desk, picking up a small pamphlet.

The Spirit of Winter turned around, holding it up.

"This something," Jack confirmed.

Her eyes bulged.

"You read my Tax Reform?" Elsa gasped.

Once again, he didn't immediately respond. Walking back to her, he shook it gently in the air, motioning for Elsa to hold out her hand.

"Yeah," Jack nodded.

And the Spirit of Winter slapped it into her palm.

Whap.

Taking it, Elsa's heart started pounding. She looked down in wonder, her gaze on the cover of the booklet that represented her first couple of months as the Queen.

"Do you—um," she squeaked, her heart leaping, "Did you have any feedback?"

"It doesn't really need any."

Elsa's eyes narrowed slightly. Just as she was opening her mouth to speak—

"Wait. Hold up," Jack stammered, "Are you quizzing me?"

Kind of.

"No," Elsa choked, "I just—"

"—Well, if I were going to give you feedback, I'd probably bring up the difference between the taxing on fish and deer," he interrupted, his gaze suddenly a combination of anxious and defensive. "I mean, I don't get why those should be separate categories. Pretty redundant, if you ask me."

Elsa's mouth hanging slightly open, she stared, her eyes wide with astonishment. Her mind racing, she gripped the booklet with all her strength.

He HAS read it.

"Oh," she gasped, "I—I'll look into that. Was there anything else?"

Jack rocked back onto his heels, hooking his thumbs onto the edges of his front pocket. "I think that the lowest tier tax bracket is way too broad."

Her eyebrows lifted. "Too broad? How so?"

Jack grimaced. "'The Poor' aren't all the same, your highness," he admitted. "There are a bunch of levels, there. It might be worth a little more research."

"I did research it! I just—I—"

Seeing his expression, Elsa cut herself off. Knowing Jack Frost as she now did—she had a feeling that he was more intimately acquainted with the struggles of poverty than she could ever be.

The Snow Queen cleared her throat.

"I will definitely research it more," Elsa decided. "And I'd—I'd love your input. Actually."

He smiled bitterly, giving her a pained nod. Sticking his hands into his pocket, Jack glanced to his shepherd's crook, which was leaned up against the side of Elsa's desk.

All of a sudden, his eyes went cold.

"You didn't think I read it," he said icily, looking back up to her. "Did you?"

Elsa shifted uncomfortably on her feet, squirming in his stare. "Well, it's not very… um," she admitted, staring downwards. "Fun?"

To this, Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter, his face breaking into a grin. "Alright, Snowflake. I'll grant you that," he chuckled.

"It's not exactly a page-turner."

"You researched me. So, I'm researching you," Jack shrugged, stepping forward and tapping the booklet. "Because this—Snowflake—has Queen Elsa written ALL over it."

He flicked his hand over the surface of the pamphlet, a sparkle of snowflakes bursting out of his fingertips and floating down onto its front cover. As he stepped back, sticking his hand into his pocket again, Elsa watched the largest snowflake land on the top of her name, gleaming on the E.

"Prince-Boy isn't the only guy around here who can research stuff," Jack added.

"Oh, I know. I just didn't think you would care."

Jack's mouth fell open. Seeing the hurt in his expression, Elsa instantly jolted to retract the statement, but—

"I care!" he sputtered.

"Jack, I—"

"—I do care!" he protested, his voice breaking as he looked down to his feet, awkwardly kicking at the carpet. "I—I care more than he—!"

Jack abruptly stopped talking, his ears flushing pink. Taken aback, Elsa snapped her mouth shut, watching as he anxiously pushed his fingers through his hair again. She had meant that she didn't think he'd be so passionate about tax policy, but—

Giving her head a shake, Elsa gulped down the terrible feeling, sick at the thought of hurting him. She drew herself up.

"What were you wanting to ask me?" she started again.

Jack looked up. "Huh?"

"You were going to ask me something," Elsa said, "But then, you said that I could go first. What was it?"

The Spirit of Winter's face flushed. "Oh—uh, don't worry about it."

He turned away, reaching around and picking up his staff. Elsa jolted, jumping and running in front of him.

"Jack, I want to know," she pressed, "I mean, if you want me to know something—if there's something you're not—asking—me—?"

He paused, staring at the floor. Her heart pounding, Elsa picked up his free hand, grasping it in her own.

"Please?" she pleaded.

Her heart pounding, Elsa squeezed his hand again.

Opening his mouth to speak and then closing it, Jack glanced down to their hands, his cheeks and ears turning pink. Sucking in his breath—

"Why weren't you sleeping next to me last night?" he blurted.

Elsa's eyes widened.

She dropped his hand. "What?"

"Well, two nights ago, we had the ice wall, with my bed on that side, and yours—you made one—on this side, next to each other," he stammered, gesturing with the staff, "But then, last night, there was—you were back in your normal bed. The not-ice one."

He shifted on his feet, crossing his arms over his chest and nodding in the direction of the ice wall. Blushing furiously, he then shyly looked up into her eyes, like he wanted to both watch and avoid her reaction at the same time.

"Oh! Um," Elsa admitted, "I would have, but—well, it's a pretty personal thing, and I wasn't sure if you'd be okay with it. I didn't know if you would want me to sleep next to—"

"—I want you to sleep next to me."

His face was devoid of humor, his nervous gaze suddenly an intense stare piercing into her eyes. Under the weight of his scrutiny, Elsa felt a shuddery sensation of excitement shoot through her body.

Her stomach feeling strangely light, she swallowed.

"Okay," she said.

His face seemed to relax a bit. After a few moments, he suddenly jolted.

"Unless you don't want to!" Jack stammered, "Because if you didn't want to, then I don't want you to feel like I'm making—"

"—I want to," Elsa interrupted.

His gaze met hers again, his eyes wide. The Fifth Spirit gave him a little shrug.

"I like having my bed next to yours," Elsa admitted. "It's nice."

"Oh! Um, great. Then."

His expression melted into a sheepish smile, and Jack Frost caught his staff forward into his hands. "As long as you're okay with it," he said softly, starting to walk back towards her room. "I mean, we have the wall, but…"

She nodded, clasping her hands in front of her skirt as she followed. "I like sleeping with you."

Jack abruptly stopped walking.

"NEXT TO!" Elsa blurted, her face flushing, "I like sleeping NEXT TO you—I, I didn't—"

"—I know what you meant."

The Spirit of Winter pressed his lips together, obviously pleased with her slip but clearly trying to suppress either a smirk or a laugh. As they came up to the wall, he silently reached down to the bedframe as Elsa lifted her arms towards the half-wall.

Whoosh. Flurries of snow swept into the air, trails of frost dancing and swirling around them as the ice disintegrated, falling away into the carpet and twisting into a series of tight streamers. As Elsa's enormous snowflake burst apart into the silence, Jack pressed his middle finger to his thumb.

Snap.

And the streamers burst apart.

Glancing to her nightgown, Jack reached up and rubbed the back of his neck. Next to him, Elsa twisted her fingers together.

After a few more moments of silence, she sucked in her breath.

"I should get dressed—"

"—Oh! Yeah, I—yeah."

Jack blushed, laughing nervously and turning away. As he walked back towards her desk, Elsa saw him pull his hood down over his face, leaning into the wall and sinking down against it.

Her heart light, she whirled around and ran for her room divider.

Less than a minute later, Elsa was stepping out again, this time in a light green dress with a capelet flowing out from the waist and her signature long, tight sleeves. As the last of the ice particles softly billowed off of it to fall into the carpet, she called out to him. "Thanks for waiting, Jack."

"Not a problem, Snowflake," he answered. Straightening up from the wall, he snatched up his staff, letting it fall back onto his shoulder. "What's the plan?"

"It's Sunday," Elsa replied. She glanced down to Jack's feet. "Are you sure that you don't want to wear shoes?"

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Jack didn't want to wear shoes.

After a brief and rather light-hearted argument, the Snow Queen had conceded that, no, perhaps a floating pair of shoes walking themselves down the aisle of the chapel wouldn't help to foster the stern reverence that was generally encouraged there.

It had been almost a full week since Jack Frost had shown up in her bedroom, at 2:00 AM on the previous Monday morning. Given everything that was going on, between Jack and Anna and Frederik and Rapunzel and Christmas and the Council and the Forest and the kingdom, Elsa was grateful for the opportunity to silently sit in the front pew of the castle's chapel and listen to their bishop's sermon, deep in thought and pleasantly torn between deciding if she should feel more guilty or inspired. He was the same bishop who had coronated her, the same one that she and Anna had grown up hearing every Sunday, and there was something very reassuring about that.

For the first time in a solid week, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest felt that—for two hours—she knew exactly what she was supposed to do.

Upon joining the Nature Spirits, Queen Elsa had elected to keep the religion of her youth, and would almost always make it back to join Queen Anna and King Kristoff at their weekly services. The Northuldra (who were of a different faith entirely) were very kind and understanding of this, and would rarely discourage her unless she were DESPERATELY needed in the Forest, like the time when sweet Bruni had fallen ill, and kept setting their settlement on fire. Elsa did not remember that week with fondness. Now that she was temporarily reinstated as the Acting Queen of Arendelle, however, her Sunday schedule had basically reversed: Instead of waking up in the Forest and then riding down to spend some time in Arendelle, she would now wake up in the castle, go to church with her family, and then leap into her Spirit Dress and be riding the Nokk back to her real home within twenty minutes of the service's end.

At least, that was generally the plan. Sometimes, essential pleasantries took longer than Elsa would have liked, but Queen Anna was very good at helping the Fifth Spirit to escape the royal small talk that she found so frustrating. More than anyone, Anna knew that—while her sister did indeed need to go and check on the Spirits, to make sure that everyone was doing alright in her absence—Elsa needed the Enchanted Forest almost more than it needed her, and that the Snow Queen's weekly opportunity to go and spend a few hours breathing in its crisp, magical air was probably the only thing that was truly keeping Elsa sane.

But here in the chapel, the Royal Family took the front pew, which was reserved for them as usual with enough room to accommodate a few royal guests. Sven the reindeer waited outside, par the bishop's request. When this had first come up, back soon after Elsa's coronation, Kristoff had been extremely upset. However, when the then-Princess Anna suggested that the ice-man's furry friend probably didn't need to be too concerned about his salvation, Kristoff had immediately relaxed about the whole thing. After all, reindeers were better than people, and the very idea that his beautiful, innocent, perfect Sven was even CAPABLE of committing sin was preposterous. Kristoff had taken this matter very seriously, but Elsa had to actively restrain from collapsing into a fit of giggles every time that she even remembered the exchange. As Kristoff had passionately expounded upon his reindeer's many virtues, all that Elsa could see was a ridiculous image of Sven the Reindeer hovering on a tiny set of wings with a halo floating between his antlers and a choir of angels behind him.

But back to the service.

"Aaaah!" Eugene exclaimed, stretching out his arms as he stood up at its conclusion, "Nothing quite like sitting on a hard wooden plank and getting lectured for two hours to really wake up those old muscles! There is absolutely NOTHING I'd rather be doing on a beautiful Sunday morning; your thoughts?"

Rapunzel giggled. "Eugene…!"

Elsa laughed into her hand, while still keenly aware of the chill from how close Jack Frost was to her, sitting on her other side. "Well, I'm sure we all appreciate your sacrifice," she offered with a chuckle.

Jack said nothing, grinning as he got to his feet and snatched up his shepherd's crook. Sitting cross-legged in the air with the staff dropped across his lap, Jack Frost had sat beside to her through the service, next to where Elsa had purposely taken the seat on the edge of the pew. He'd even kept his hand on top of hers the whole time, invisible to the other churchgoers. Elsa had actually been the one to initiate this, having placed her hand down on the wood, just in case—and Jack had responded. It was wonderful.

As they left the chapel, both Anna and Elsa exchanged a number of pleasantries with the variety of church members from the town, and of course the bishop himself. With all of the extra people in the castle connected to the suitors (including Frederik, of course, even though he had been hastily called away after the service by his attendant), the chapel was full to bursting. Finally making it out of the building, the royal family began to head back towards the castle.

"I was thinking," Queen Anna bubbled excitedly, holding hands with both Elsa and Kristoff as she thunked down the icy front steps with her enormously pregnant stomach, "After Elsa gets back from the Forest, maybe we could all play charades again, and then have hot chocolate, and maybe some sandwiches, and then tell stories by the fireplace up by our rooms. Wouldn't that be fun?"

"I love charades!" Rapunzel exclaimed, "And I actually brought a couple of puzzles. If anyone is interested."

Elsa laughed, glancing to Jack, who was silently walking on her other side, invisible to the crowd of castle churchgoers, servants, and of course, her cousins. Even though the people could pass through him easily, Elsa noted that the Spirit of Winter went out of his way to avoid walking into people… as it was literal, for him.

He shrugged. "As long as I'm introduced, at some point," he chuckled into her ear.

She gave him a tiny, almost-indiscernible nod. Anna had prepped her sister on the fact that, while she and Kristoff had told Rapunzel and Eugene about the Guardians, the name of Jack Frost himself had yet to come up.

"Well," the Snow Queen agreed, turning back to her family, "I think that all sounds wonderful. And very doable."

Anna grinned, glancing to Jack. Looking back to her sister—a mischievous glint in her eye—she then pulled in her breath.

"Why don't you just—um—stay here for a few minutes," Queen Anna suggested, glancing between Jack and Elsa once again, "And greet more of the townsfolk, on my behalf? The rest of us can go back to the castle."

"That sounds fun," Princess Rapunzel agreed. "What do you want to do first?"

"Actually, I think I'd like to go lie down in the back parlor for a few minutes," Anna admitted. "And of course, there will be sandwiches for everyone."

"Sandwiches are a GREAT idea," Eugene piped up again, "A splendid idea. A PERFECT idea. In fact, speaking of perfect ideas, I actually had an idea for a new type of sandwich the other day."

Rapunzel's eyebrows lifted. "And what's that?"

"I call it: a cakewich," he breathed, sweeping his hands to the side, "Because the filling would be cake, and then instead of condiments, there'd be pudding, and then, instead of bread, you would have donuts."

The entire group fell silent.

Holding her pregnant stomach, Anna pulled in her breath. "That sounds amazing," she whispered.

"That sounds disgusting," Kristoff countered.

"What? Nonsense!" Eugene laughed, "It's brilliant. It's PERFECT. In fact, I think," he proclaimed, giving Kristoff a poke in the arm, "That you're just jealous! Because you didn't think of it first."

Eugene nodded resolutely, crossing his arms over his chest, and Elsa restrained from a snort, exchanging a glance with Anna and Rapunzel. As Sven clomped up from beside the building to join them, Eugene waggled his eyebrows.

"Just wait until you hear about my idea for ice cream soup," he added.

"Ice cream soup?"

"Yep!" he said, nodding as the group turned to walk towards the castle, leaving Elsa and Jack behind them in the square. "It's like ice cream: but soup! And then you eat it with cherries."

Anna laughed, putting her arm in King Kristoff's. Giving Elsa a bright smile, she and Rapunzel then nodded, turning and following.

As they walked away, Elsa felt the tiniest gust of icy air billow past her capelet.

"They're growing on me," Jack said.

She turned around, her heart leaping as their gazes locked. Biting the edge of her lip, Elsa fidgeted with her fingers, looking down. They were still in the center of the square, but no one was particularly paying attention to them at the moment.

She could be subtle.

"Are you coming with me to the Forest?" she breathed, hardly moving her lips.

"Yeah! But I think that first, a little snowstorm might be in order," Jack grinned. "Mind if I take a quick jaunt—that way?"

He glanced to the sky, then wryly looking back down to her and drumming his fingers on the staff. Elsa smiled, restraining from a laugh as she looked to the ground, still aware of everyone that could still see her.

"Please do," she whispered.

Giving her a quick wink, the Spirit of Winter bit the edge of his lip with excitement. Then, he bent his knees and leapt into the air, shooting straight upward into the sky.

Watching him as his lithe form got smaller and smaller—a swirl of stormclouds beginning to move through the sky as it did, beginning to darken and sink—Elsa's heart fluttered. Clasping her hands together in front of her skirt, she beamed.

Oh, he was wonderful.

"Queen Elsa?"

Jerked from the stupor, Elsa whipped around. Her head councilman, Rolf, was suddenly standing right next to her in the square.

And the previously light feeling in her chest abruptly vanished.

"Good morning, Rolf," Queen Elsa stated, feeling her heart turning to stone and sinking into her stomach. "Did you enjoy the service?"

"Yes—uh, quite inspiring. Anyway," he blurted, as if flustered by the pleasantry, "I have come representing The Council. There were no available messengers, and—well, your presence is needed. Urgently."

"My presence?" she asked, "What do you mean?"

He drew in his breath. Gathering his courage, Rolf then straightened up.

"We have already lined up your meals. You will be leaving in fifteen minutes by carriage," he said quickly, without giving her the chance to protest, "To take Prince Frederik of Kingsley on a tour of Arendelle. Your schedule has been cleared for the rest of the day for this."

Elsa's mouth fell open.

"Excuse me?" she sputtered, "Are you meaning to tell me that, with my family in the castle, I am to—!"

The Snow Queen abruptly cut herself off, suddenly remembering again that they were still standing in the midst of the throng of Arendellians, some of whom were beginning to notice the exchange. Clearing her face of emotion, Elsa drew herself up.

"Please walk with me," she choked.

Rolf gave her a curt nod, gesturing for her to proceed.

"Rolf," Elsa gritted, whirling around to him as soon as they reached the edge of the nearest building, having let him around the corner, "Am I to understand that the Council—despite my family having recently traveled all the way from Corona, in December—has set me up on an all-day date with a man that I just met the day before, so that I have literally no time to spend with them?"

"You should have plenty of time," he said emotionlessly, "After the holiday. But for now, your focus should be on Christmas, and your suitor. He is the matter at hand."

"After the holiday? But my cousin and her husband will be gone by then!" Elsa protested, "That's the post-Christmas interlude! Remember?"

Immediately after Christmas, it was tradition that everyone in the castle—except for a bare minimum number of guards and servants, on rotation—would get a two-week vacation from the regular duties. Even in her childhood, when she'd mostly been separated from Anna, Elsa fondly remembered getting to spend time with her family, singing carols and playing games, albeit while wearing her gloves. With the parties and the holidays looming over her like the very castle she was honestly growing to resent, Elsa had been holding her breath for this vacation for months.

Not that the Council particularly cared about what Elsa wanted.

"Well," Rolf huffed, "Then perhaps you ought to manage your time better, your majesty."

Feeling her fingers tingling, Elsa clutched them together in front of her skirt. "I ought to manage my time?" she bristled.

"The Prince of Kingsley is of highest importance."

"As is my family."

"You will most likely be able to see them before retiring for bed," he said defensively, as if this made up for the situation. "You should arrive home just before nine-thirty pm."

The Snow Queen clenched her teeth against the slew of words she wanted to throw at him, squeezing her eyes shut. They had indeed filled up her schedule. Her entire schedule. Apparently, she wasn't going to the Forest today… nor doing ANYTHING else.

This definitely wasn't a thinly-veiled punishment at ALL.

As snow started to fall around her—and thankfully, everyone else as well, as the flurries were clearly falling from high above in the December clouds—she bit the edge of her lip. Pulling in a cleansing breath, the Fifth Spirit drew herself up.

She opened her eyes.

"And tomorrow morning will be left free," Elsa enunciated, glaring into Rolf's face, "For me to spend some time with my family, before going to the schools?"

"Yes, your majesty."

"Good. Thank you."

As she started to turn away to go up the stairs, Rolf hesitated. Then, following her, he cleared his throat. "Queen Elsa—!"

She paused, looking back to him. He leapt up the stairs after her and pulled in his breath.

"I get the feeling you don't know…"

A look of confusion swept over her face. "What do I not know?"

Rolf's features were suddenly pained. Gathering his courage—

"With the Prince of Kingsley—we need to move quickly," he stammered, "Before he is spooked. There has been—talk."

"Talk of what?"

"You are aware of the sudden retirement of Mr. Hauge and Mr. Ellingbow?"

Elsa's eyebrows ticked up. Schooling her expression, she nodded.

"Yes. Quite unfortunate," she responded. "But weren't they near retirement, anyway?"

"That isn't the point! It's that—well, there's a—!"

Rolf snapped his mouth shut, like he was struggling to think of what to say. Giving his head a quick shake, he sucked in his breath.

"It is believed," he shook, leaning in close and dropping his voice to a whisper, "That—that Arendelle proper has acquired a—a phantom. Your majesty."

QUEEN FACE!

"Oh, no," Elsa enunciated, swallowing her intense desire to burst out laughing with frustrated triumph. "Do you really think so?"

He shifted on his feet, looking abruptly uncomfortable. Sensing it, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest took a step towards him.

"To be completely honest—Rolf," she pressed, "I was not aware that you believed in such things."

He snapped his head up. "I never said I—"

"But you just—"

"—That is not the POINT, my queen!" he bristled, cutting her off again. "It doesn't matter, because the POINT is that—well, if I may speak boldly—"

You will, Elsa thought, Whether I grant you permission or not.

She clasped her hands together in front of her skirt, her expression one of practiced, detached interest.

"You should really be making more time for Prince Frederik," Rolf hissed, nervously glancing around. "Before he is spooked! If Arendelle Castle has indeed acquired a phantom, probably due to your little meltdowns somehow, then your priorities should really—"

"—Remain firmly centered on my family and my kingdom," Elsa finished. "And leave potential future alliances in their place, as a lower priority."

"But Arendelle—"

"—Has a number of alliances already."

As if on cue, Elsa looked up to see Jack Frost round the corner, a burst of snow whipping up around his feet as he found her. Her heart leapt, and—hiding it—she pulled in her breath.

"I think it would be a good idea to NOT let those existing alliances grow weak, in favor of obsessively pursuing new ones," she said sternly. "Especially when the permanent queen is on leave. Don't you agree, Rolf?"

"But an alliance with Kingsley is time-sensitive!" Rolf hissed, visibly pained as he leaned in close to her face, "If this phantom decides to pursue the prince, then all of our work is in vain!"

As Jack lit onto the ground, Elsa's heart swelled. Struggling to maintain the Queen Face, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest gave Rolf a casual shrug, her eyebrows lifting.

"I do not imagine that such a thing should be a concern," she assured him.

 

Chapter 73: Foxes

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: So, you know that part in Frozen II where Elsa gets startled and accidentally freezes her hands to the balcony rail? Well, when I saw that in the theater, I freaked out a bit… because large segments of THIS chapter were already written. You'll see what I mean! ;)

OH, and (sigh of frustration) just before I get one more review telling me that Elsa's romantic cluelessness is unrealistic—look, I'm literally just writing Elsa as being a younger version of me, okay? (AU, obviously. I'm not delusional—nor am I personally in love with Jack Frost, because that would be weird. Oh, and I try to write her as being a better person than me.) XD While I put everything through a heavy "ice powers" filter and use the canon characters and settings for the sake of the prompt, Ice Alliance is loosely based on my personal dating and marriage experiences —plus, a lot of fantasizing about what it would feel like to have my strengths be valued.

To write Jack Frost: Months of analysis, comparing character interactions, descriptions of the Elsa cartoon's physical appearance, talking to male readers, drawing conclusions via examining his character arc, studying the voice actor's vocal patterns, tying everything back to his core values, etc. I find Jack Frost to be an insanely difficult character to write, as I don't personally relate to him at all.

To write Elsa: "Hmm. How would Younger Me have most likely responded to this situation?" *writes it like that* *it comes off as her*

I wasn't planning on ever saying anything, because it's kind of embarrassing (ahem, mortifying), but it's the truth. In many ways, I've been sort of using IA as an emotional journal, which is Reason #5944 that I'm never wanting this tied back to me. I'll also just add that people who are considered to be "really smart" in one area, like physics, OFTEN tend to struggle in other areas, like picking up on social cues. Not that I have personal experience with this, or anything. APS ("The American Physical Society") actually made a bumper sticker a few years ago that said, "I'm a physicist. Flirt harder." I don't know why, but our society seems to be largely oblivious to the fact that some people, even the nicest people, are just Really Bad At This, no matter how much they desperately want to have love in their lives.

So, NO, I do not believe that this behavior is common (I've written Elsa as an extreme), but yes, it does happen, because it was my life. With the benefits of retrospect, I now cringe at how much I didn't pick up on. I'm way better at picking up on social cues now, but I still occasionally get into trouble with guys (who don't respect the fact that I'm married—yeah, it's upsetting), because I don't realize that they're hitting on me until it's already WAY past awkward. That being said, having this as a common Jelsa trope wasn't really something I'd ever seen, before I started posting this fic—and, to respond to a guest reviewer about this (is it REALLY a Jelsa trope now?), with respect, you might want to check the publication dates of these other fics. Ice Alliance has been ripped off so many times that I don't even keep track anymore, because it's so upsetting. That being said, I'd like to believe that MOST of the rip-offs aren't intentional; some people seem to confuse IA with canon, which is actually kind of flattering. On the plus side, Jack Frost getting written as 101 variations of bully/pervert/rapist doesn't seem to be as much of a thing anymore, since I started posting, so… yay? Silver lining? (Yes, he's a huge flirt, but this character seems to have a pretty deeply-rooted sense of honor. And, my GOSH, does he grow by the end of ROTG…!)

Sorry this was so long, but thank you, thank you AGAIN to ALL of you for your love, encouragement, and support. You cannot know how much it means to me. I hope that you're ALL safe and doing okay during the Apparent World Shutdown with the virus, and thanks again for reading/tolerating me!

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73: FOXES

Jack had not been happy to find out that Elsa's schedule had been filled again.

When she'd told him, he'd hardly said a word, glaring at the back of her councilman's head and gripping his staff like he wanted to freeze the man solid. Which (if he felt anything like Elsa did about the situation) he probably did. The Fifth Spirit wasn't sure if it made her a bad person, but she actually rather appreciated Jack's vicarious anger. The fact that her freedom being taken away made him so furious was more than a slight relief. If Elsa were completely honest with herself, it was actually a little swoon-worthy. But then again, everything about Jack Frost was.

The long date had gone about as well as it could have, which had sent Elsa's mind into a depressive downward spiral of confusion. Prince Frederik was a wonderful person. And now that she was getting to know him a bit better, she was becoming a more aware of their differences and incompatibilities, but overall, the Snow Queen was becoming increasingly convinced that a political marriage with the Prince of Kingsley would work. It would be functional, and responsible, and beneficial for both of their kingdoms. In fact, it could even work well.

And she had no idea why she found this revelation so upsetting.

When she and Prince Frederik returned to the castle, they were greeted by a number of dignitaries, a reporter, and her entire Royal Council, with the exceptions of Mr. Hauge and Mr. Ellingboe. Upon seeing that the beautiful Spirit of Winter was standing to the back of the crowd—leaning against the stone wall with his staff against his shoulder, carelessly floating a snowflake over his hands—Elsa's heart leapt.

Feeling significantly better knowing that Jack was waiting close by, the Snow Queen politely finished with her necessary pleasantries and small talk, then adapting the regal clasp-hands-in-front-of-skirt-and-straighten-your-back posture to walk back into the castle, ascending the grand stairs up to the small parlor where she had been told her family was gathered. As she was still being accompanied by a butler—who was apparently bringing some more drinking water for Queen Anna—Jack Frost said nothing, but dutifully walked beside her in the silence, sharing knowing and reassuring glances with Elsa the whole way. Even without speaking, being together was infinitely better than being alone.

When they entered the room—the butler holding the door for Elsa, while Jack leapt into the air to fly in as well—the Fifth Spirit saw that her sister was sitting with their cousin at a table, working on a jigsaw puzzle, while King Kristoff was standing next to Eugene by the fireplace.

"The last time we came here, we got to see what Arendelle was like in July," Eugene was saying, dramatically holding his hands up, "And after I got feeling back in all ten of my fingers, Raps here was like: I have a great idea! Let's do that again, but THIS time, we should go in the DEAD OF WINTER!"

"Elsa!" Anna exclaimed as she suddenly saw her, "You're back!"

Turning to face them as they walked over, Rapunzel gasped, her bright green eyes bulging as she caught sight of the Fifth Guardian standing next to her cousin. Jack's eyebrows lifted, and he looked to Elsa, their gazes locking for a brief moment before Elsa turned to her sister.

Queen Anna smiled. "We filled them in," she explained with a wink.

"So, this—this is really—?" Rapunzel breathed, still staring at him, "You're—?"

Jack Frost smiled sheepishly, shifting on his feet. Ruffling his fingers through his hair, he looked down with a nod, and—

"Oh! Um, Rapunzel," Elsa jolted, stepping forward to introduce them as she shifted into Queen Mode, "This is the Spirit of Winter, Jack Frost. Jack, this is my cousin, Princess Rapunzel."

Jack offered his hand for a handshake, and Rapunzel took it, jumping as their skin touched—presumably, from the shock of how cold he was. Not commenting, she gave her head a quick shake.

"Wow!" she laughed, gasping for breath, "That's—you're real! You're actually real!"

"It's nice to meet you," Jack grinned.

Her face flushing, Rapunzel pulled her hand away. Taking a step back, Jack turned his hand over, a sparkle of snowflakes materializing over his palm, and she gasped.

Queen Elsa's heart swelled, and she stepped forward. "He's also a Guardian," she added eagerly.

"A Guardian?" Rapunzel asked, a wave of confusion sweeping her face, "What do you mean?"

"I was chosen by the Man in the Moon to protect the hopes and dreams of children," Jack said. "And I guard fun."

"Really? That's amazing!"

Jack Frost shrugged self-consciously again, letting the end of his staff fall into the carpet and thumbing the edge of his front pocket with a grin.

"He is," Elsa agreed.

Jack's eyes widened. He looked to the Snow Queen in surprise, but Elsa didn't notice, still looking at Rapunzel.

"Jack is much better in person than in all the records," she continued, "There's so much that no one could notice in the sightings. He is really fun—and, he's smart. And kind, and funny, and—it's so wonderful that you're here, and he's here, and-! Well, Jack is amazing. He is amazing."

Rapunzel's smile widened, looking between Elsa and Jack, then glancing to Anna. His face flushing, Jack smile widened as well.

"Really?" he asked softly.

Realizing everything she'd just said, the Fifth Spirit bit her lip. With a little shrug, she then nodded.

Jack said nothing, but reached out for her hand. As they turned around, Eugene let out a sharp laugh.

"Wow," he exclaimed. "I had no idea you guys were so dedicated to pulling this off!"

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face. "What do you mean?"

"You're even pretending to be holding his hand?" Eugene chuckled, raising an eyebrow at her, "This is involved! How long did you guys spend preparing this? Hmm? A month?"

"Wait," Rapunzel realized, "Can you—not see him?"

"See who? There's no one to see!"

Elsa's mouth fell open. Before she could respond, though, Jack Frost tossed his staff into his opposite hand, taking a step towards her. She froze, her heart pounding as Jack leaned in close to her ear, his freezing breath on her cheek sending a shiver down her spine.

"Could you please hold onto this for a moment?" he whispered, handing her his shepherd's crook.

"I—!" Elsa blushed, her heart jumping again as their gazes locked, Jack peering at her through his eyelashes. Managing a nervous smile, she took it with a nod.

As Eugene turned and walked away, Jack picked up the pitcher of water from the table, silently following after him.

"We're not trying to pull off anything!" Rapunzel exclaimed, "This is Jack Frost—but—"

"—Sure, sure," Eugene laughed, "Of course it is!"

"But it is!"

Placing his plate on the end table beside him, Eugene collapsed into the stuffed chair with a dramatic sigh.

"As a self-respecting, mature adult, I take pride in the fact that I have a strong, solid grasp on reality," he proclaimed with a laugh, not noticing the enormous pitcher of water floating towards him through the air, "Which is why I can tell you in complete confidence that Jack Frost is certainly, definitely, without a doubt and one HUNDRED percent—"

FWOOSH!

Jack calmly turned the entire contents of the pitcher over onto Eugene's head, cutting him off mid-sentence with a gasp. Droplets dripping from his hair, Eugene then gasped again, startling back in his chair with his eyes bulging as the Spirit of Winter presumably materialized before his eyes, walking away from him.

"Real?" Eugene squeaked.

Clunk.

Jack set the pitcher back onto the table. Turning around with a smug expression, he then brushed off his hands, extending his right one as he walked back towards Eugene.

"Jack Frost," he drawled. "How ya' doin."

"I, uh—but—but how—"

His voice trailed off, his mouth hanging open in disbelief.

"I'm invisible to people who don't believe in me," Jack explained.

"Oh! Uh," Eugene stammered, shakily reaching up to accept the handshake, "Eu—Euqene Fitzherber-sweet GLORY YOU ARE FREEZING."

Everyone in the room burst out laughing, and Jack's smug expression broke into a grin, his ears turning slightly pink. As he pulled his hand away, he laughed self-consciously as well, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Yeaaaah," Jack admitted, "I get that a lot—"

"—I'm SURE YOU DO!" Eugene balked, making everyone laugh again, "Anything we can get you, Jack Frost? Hot toddy? A nice blanket? A month-long vacation to Hawaii, perhaps?"

Jack grimaced. "Mmm, I generally try to steer clear of the tropics—"

"—A gesture which I am CERTAIN they appreciate!"

To this, Jack actually laughed, the tension broken as Eugene got to his feet. Jack glanced to Elsa, then looking back to Eugene. Seeing Jack's brilliant smile, Elsa's heart leapt.

"Once I'm above a certain altitude, I can get away with some stuff," the Fifth Guardian said, pushing his hand into his hair, "Like the tops of mountains and all, but if I drop a snow day on a place that isn't ready for it, it just kills everything."

Eugene leaned back against the side of the chair, crossing his arms over his chest. "So, you travel a lot."

"You could say that."

"What brings you to Arendelle, then?"

Jack paused.

Then, a strange expression on his face, Elsa watched as the Youngest Guardian turned on his heel, sticking his hands into his front pocket and walking towards her.

"Oh—you know," Jack said carefully. "Just—making friends."

Before Elsa could respond, he then suddenly draped his arm around her shoulders, turning back and sending her cousin's husband a meaningful look. Still holding Jack's staff, Elsa's entire body went rigid with shock. After a few seconds—her heart pounding—she then instinctively relaxed, the feeling of calm and joy washing over hear as she let her head fall against the Spirit of Winter's shoulder.

Eugene's face cracked into a smirk.

"Daaaaw," he chuckled. "Cute."

Elsa closed her eyes, feeling strangely at peace with Jack's arm around her. It just felt right. Leaning into his chest as her fingers slackened on the shepherd's crook, she sighed, the relaxed contentment settling into her mind.

He's so cold...

"So!" Eugene started again, "You two are an item then, right?"

Jack's eyebrows lifted, the edges of his mouth ticking upwards as he pulled in his breath. "Well—"

"—NO!" Elsa blurted, jerking forward out of his embrace and cutting him off with a nervous laugh, "We're just friends! I mean, if we were—if he—it would have come up before," she stammered, "I'm sure Jack would've—but no pressure! Or anything."

She fell quiet, blushing furiously and staring at the ground as she held her elbow with her opposite hand. Suddenly remembering with dismay that Jack's arm was no longer around her shoulders—and realizing that she still had the staff—she stole an anxious glance in his direction.

"Uh—right," Jack choked, rubbing the back of his neck with the hand that had been touching her moments before. "We're—just friends. Like she said."

His face fell, and she bit her lip, handing him back his shepherd's crook as he sheepishly took it. She'd messed up again. Jack had been put on the spot, and she'd tried to spare him from the awkwardness, but somehow she'd made it all worse. She'd drug it out, when Jack clearly didn't want to talk about it, or even think about it. It was obvious that he didn't want what she did, because he hadn't asked, and putting pressure on him would make things even worse. And now he was embarrassed.

Feeling the air becoming colder around her, Elsa clasped her hands together tightly in front of her skirt. She swallowed.

I.

Belong.

Alone.

"Really good friends," Jack gritted suddenly, glaring a threat at Eugene.

Eugene raised his eyebrows. Glancing to Kristoff—and then back to Jack—he then pulled in his breath, clearly fighting a grin.

"Ahhhh," he said. "I… see."

Jack's shoulders relaxed slightly, as if seeing that his unspoken message had been received. A smirk on the edge of his lips, Eugene leaned forward an inch.

"How good are we talking, here?" he pressed, raising a single eyebrow with a mischievous gleam in his gaze.

Rapunzel stepped forward. "Eugene—"

He shrugged, looking at his wife in innocence. "I was just asking."

"Well, if they aren't comfortable answering tha—"

"—Extremely good!" Elsa blurted. "Jack is wonderful! And we get along very well. And he's been helping me with—with many things."

Her voice trailing off, Elsa looked to Jack, their eyes locking.

Like my Council, she thought, And—and kissing.

She smiled shyly. Her eyes glazing over in the memory, Elsa suddenly realized that her gaze had wandered down to his mouth. Jolting, she quickly glanced back up into his eyes, then blushing furiously and looking away.

She didn't miss Jack's look of hopeful confusion.

Eugene's eyes bulged, and his mouth falling open in a silent guffaw. Meanwhile, Rapunzel smiled in discomfort, her eyes filled with concern as she met the gaze of the equally worried-looking Queen Anna from a few feet away.

"Popcorn, anyone?" Eugene whispered.

Elsa felt herself blush in confusion. Giving herself a little shake, the Snow Queen then looked to her sister.

"So! Um," she started, changing the subject, "What have all of you been up to?"

"Oh, we're just doing a puzzle," Anna shrugged. "Care to join?"

"We'd love to," Jack blurted.

He started to make a motion like he was going to grab Elsa's hand, but then froze. Swallowing hard, Jack then awkwardly turned his hand over, offering it to her instead.

Elsa took it, her heart leaping, and Jack let out his breath. Giving her hand a squeeze, a few snowflakes bursting from his skin, he then turned and gently pulled her towards the table.

"So, you were taking a prince on a tour of Arendelle, right?" Rapunzel asked Elsa as they all walked over to sit down, "How'd that go? What was his name?"

"Prince Frederik of Kingsley."

Halfway through pulling out Elsa's chair for her, Jack froze. A moment later, he then gave himself a quick shake, saying nothing as he resumed.

"And?" Eugene asked, plopping into his own seat after giving one to his wife, "What'd you think of him? That's a pretty long date, taking all day."

Thanking the Spirit of Winter with a grateful smile, the Snow Queen sat down. Elsa looked over the puzzle as Jack sat down as well, shifting in his chair. "Even though he's a lot more hand-off with his governing than I am, many of his political views seem remarkably similar to my own," she admitted. "And his grandfather—the current king—seems to be beloved by his people."

King Kristoff raised his eyebrows. "But what about him, though? His grandfather isn't going to be on the throne forever," he said, "I mean, that's why the guy is here, right? Do you think his people like him?"

"Oh, I imagine so," Elsa nodded. "Prince Frederik—from what I've seen so far—is intelligent, and competent, and kind. Oh, and he's extremely educated. I imagine that his people support him wholeheartedly."

Jack shifted in his seat again, picking up a puzzle piece and looking wholly uncomfortable with the conversation. Not noticing, Elsa picked up a puzzle piece as well, eying it thoughtfully.

She shrugged. "And his physique helps, I'm sure."

CRACK!

A blast of ice ripped across the surface of the table, making everyone startle. Clearly in the middle of placing his piece into the puzzle, Jack Frost's two longest fingers were suddenly stuck to the table, the messy patch of ice holding them fast.

Elsa's eyes widened. "Jack! Here, I can—"

"—No, I've got it."

He blushed furiously, yanking his hand back against the ice as the patch grew, now encompassing half the puzzle. Setting his jaw, he yanked on it again.

Elsa stood up, her face filled with concern. "If you'll just let me—"

"—I've got it," he gritted louder, whipping his head around.

Elsa's breath caught as his gaze locked onto hers, the snowflakes in his irises gleaming with intensity. As they stared into each other's eyes—a few snow flurries beginning to materialize above them—the intensity in Jack's started to wane, the frustration softening into hurt and embarrassment in the silence.

Eugene slowly started to push himself up from his chair.

"I think I'm going to get that popcorn now," he whispered.

"Eugene!" Rapunzel grabbed the back of his shirt and yanked him back into his seat.

Looking away from Elsa and back down to his hand, still frozen to the table, Jack Frost swallowed, his neck, face, and ears flushing bright red. Grasping the wrist of his stuck hand with his free one, he then closed his eyes in concentration.

Whoosh. The patch of ice began to disintegrate, swirls of frost lifting from the table and dancing into the air. As the scarf of ice particles swept away, it spiraled itself into a ball, then consolidating into a spinning, three-dimensional snowflake over the table.

Jack sighed and pulled his hand away, his face grave as he opened his eyes. He pressed his right middle finger against his thumb.

Snap.

And the snowflake burst apart, a thousand flurries silently falling onto the table.

Rapunzel and Eugene sucked in their breath, glancing to each other in wonder. As if nothing had happened—or rather, as if he very much wanted to pretend that nothing had happened—the Spirit of Winter then gave his head a vigorous shake, huffing to himself and sitting back down. Her heart pounding, Elsa leaned in close to him, placing her hand on top of his.

"Jack?" she asked softly, "Are you—are you alright?"

"I'm fine."

Still pointedly avoiding eye contact, Jack plucked another puzzle piece off the edge of the table, then staring at the puzzle itself. Elsa swallowed, pulling her hand back.

He doesn't SEEM fine.

She bit her lip, staring into her lap. Maybe she was just misreading him again. Or she'd said something wrong. Or done something wrong, to—

"I mean," Jack scoffed suddenly, letting out a bitter laugh and making her jump, "I'm tickled pink to hear that you and Freddie got along so well on your DATE, but—come on, Elsa." He cut himself off, huffing again as his voice fell to an angry mutter. "He's not—that—attractive..."

Elsa was just about to open her mouth to protest when she caught Queen Anna's gaze. Her younger sister—her eyes wide—gave her head a quick shake, pressing her lips together. Blushing, Elsa snapped her mouth shut.

Just because he isn't as cute as YOU, it DOESN'T mean that he's unattractive.

"So—uh, have we seen this man? Who they keep setting you up with?" Rapunzel asked, placing a puzzle piece into the puzzle and breaking the silence. "I mean, I know we just got in, but—would we recognize him?"

"He's the one who's always wearing a bright red coat," Elsa said. "With a pin on the left lapel."

"Ooh, I saw that!" Anna chimed in, "What was it? Did you get a close look?"

"Yes, actually. And it's his family crest."

Still worried about Jack, Elsa bit her lip. She picked up a new puzzle piece, looking to the side of the half-completed picture on the table. The others had already organized the remaining pieces by color, and this one—part of a field of wheat, in a serene landscape—was no exception. Seeing where it fit, Elsa reached forward and snapped it into place.

"As far as crests go, it's a rather nice one," she added, throwing another anxious glance at Jack. "It's a fox-and-crown design. A bright red fox, like the red of his coat."

"Ah!" Eugene chuckled, "Now, THAT'S interesting. Better watch out, Elsa."

She looked up. "Why do you say that?"

"Well—sly fox, right?" he joked. "Bet he steals into the hen house by night? Or is he gonna drag you away to his evil lair?"

Jack huffed in agreement, but Rapunzel scoffed, smiling and rolling her eyes. "Eugene!"

"I don't imagine that that should be a problem," Elsa said. "It's kind of strange that foxes have that reputation. Actually, I've read that red foxes are supposed to be some of the best parents. And the best mates. It's really interesting, if you look at the way that they—"

"—What about arctic foxes?" Jack interrupted.

Elsa stopped talking, looking to him.

"What?" she asked.

Jack Frost opened his mouth, and then closed it again. He cleared his throat. "I was—I asked about arctic foxes," he repeated.

The Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest was taken aback, caught completely off-guard. "I'm sorry," Elsa admitted, "I—um—I don't actually know anything about arctic foxes."

Jack pressed his lips together into a bitter grin. "Figures," he muttered, nodding and looking away.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

"What's that supposed to mean?" she demanded.

"Well, with all this time you've been spending looking into the red fox, perhaps it'd be worth your while to take five seconds to even GLANCE at the arctic fox," Jack bristled. "That's all I'm saying."

The Spirit of Winter picked up a puzzle piece, looking over the picture forming on the table. The entire group had gone strangely silent, watching as he snapped it into place with a click.

Elsa, her mind racing, clasped her hands together in her lap. "Well, it's a lot harder to get information about them! I mean, arctic foxes aren't exactly common," she reasoned defensively, "Not around here, anyway. It wouldn't be practical to spend a lot of time researching them."

"So, because they're different, it's not worth it to get to know them?" Jack demanded.

"What are you—"

"Just because the arctic fox isn't as normal as the red fox, that doesn't mean it's not as good!"

"I didn't say it wasn't!" Elsa exclaimed, snowflakes beginning to fall around the two of them in what was otherwise an impressively tight stillness in the room, "I just haven't really looked into it!"

"Well, maybe you should!" the Youngest Guardian scoffed. "As you're going ON AND ON about how great red foxes are, what great mates they are, maybe, if you actually looked, you'd see that the arctic fox is EASILY as good as the red fox! In fact, maybe, the arctic fox could even be way BETTER for you than the red fox! Because, MAYBE," Jack Frost stammered, his voice breaking with emotion as he whipped around to face her, "You should give the arctic fox a CHANCE!"

His desperate gaze piercing through her, his chest rising up and down as he gasped for breath, Elsa froze. Her heart pounding, she was suddenly aware of the fact that everyone was staring at her, waiting for her response.

The Snow Queen pulled in a deep breath.

"I—I had no idea you were so passionate about foxes," she stammered.

Someone audibly groaned. Jumping and whipping around, the tension shattered, Elsa saw that her brother-in-law had clapped his hand over his eyes, shaking his head.

"We are all gonna die," he whimpered.

Queen Anna shushed him, her eyebrows drawn together in worry. "Kristoff—"

"—But if she doesn't—"

"—Shh!"

Elsa's blush deepened in its hue.

Feeling her stomach twist, the Fifth Spirit cringed, her mind racing. She wasn't sure of exactly what she'd said wrong, but she was suddenly overcome by the intense desire to never say anything ever again.

She had to go back to the Forest. She didn't belong here. She wanted to run. She wanted to be on the Nokk, riding over the waves, galloping at top speed away from this, away from everyone, away from every opportunity and relationship that she was bound by her awkwardness to mess up.

Feeling the air drop around her, Elsa nervously looked to Jack. He was blushing furiously himself, kneading his forehead and staring determinately down at the puzzle on the table. Looking away, Elsa's hurt, confused gaze then instantly locked onto her sister's, from where she was seated—her eyes wide with concern—across the table.

Queen Anna's teeth clicked together. Her brow furrowing with determination, she then abruptly stood up.

"Out!" she ordered.

King Kristoff stood as well. "Out? Out whe—"

"—Everybody, OUT! We're going on a walk," the pregnant young queen declared, holding her stomach and lurching around the table, "Now—right now. Out!"

Elsa looked to her in confusion, starting to rise from the table. "Anna, if—"

"—Not you!"

Anna jolted and pushed her sister back down into her seat, and Elsa obeyed, her mouth hanging open in shock. Meanwhile, Jack Frost had buried his head in his arms on the table, his ears and neck pink.

"You just—stay here," Queen Anna said again to Elsa, awkwardly backing up, "With Jack. You and Jack just—stay in here."

Unsure of what else to do, Elsa swallowed with a nod. Eugene hesitated, gesturing in protest, but then allowed Rapunzel to pull him from his seat. As she tugged him past Jack, he paused.

"It was fantastic meeting you," Eugene said cheerily, beaming as Jack looked up.

"We're leaving now. But yes," Rapunzel added, "It was."

"Oh. Uh, you too," Jack muttered, still avoiding eye contact with Elsa.

"Except for the water. I'll get you for that," Eugene added, clapping a hand on Jack's shoulder. "Although, it is pretty great to find out that even the all-powerful Spirit of Winter can have issues with—"

"—We're GOING NOW!" Rapunzel sang, grabbing her husband's arm again and tugging him away.

With a silent laugh, Eugene followed, glancing back towards the table as a stain of pink began to color Jack's ears. As they left the room, Elsa watched as the door slowly swung shut behind them.

Ca-CHUNK.

And all was quiet once again.

Her heart pounding, the Fifth Spirit looked to the boy beside her, who was staring determinately at the table, his shoulders hunched forward in embarrassment. Keenly aware of the snowflakes materializing above them, floating down onto the table and the carpet at their feet, she sucked in her breath.

"I'll research it," Elsa blurted, "I'll—I'll find some information. I can research foxes more and—"

"—Forget it."

Jack blushed, reaching back and pulling his hood up over his head. Elsa's stomach twisted.

"But Jack," she protested, "If this really means so much to you—"

"—I said, forget it!"

Elsa abruptly snapped her mouth shut, seeing that Jack's eyes were suddenly terrified, hurt plainly written across his face. His cheeks flushing, the Youngest Guardian looked down.

"Please," he choked.

Elsa's stomach twisted again.

As a few flurries of snow fell around them, softly floating down to the floor, the two sat in silence.

"Elsa, I—!"

She looked up to him again. Jack was still staring at his hands, avoiding eye contact.

He sucked in his breath.

"Whatever you choose to do, I just want you to know that I support you," he stammered quickly, the words tumbling out of his mouth all in one breath, "And I don't want for you to feel pressured. Or anything."

Elsa's eyes widened. Unsure of what to say—watching as he squeezed his eyes shut, flurries falling silently around them—the Fifth Spirit didn't respond.

The Fifth Guardian swallowed.

"So, uh… I'm sorry," he added on a disheartened mutter. "If I pressured you."

Elsa's cheeks flushed. She pulled her hands into her lap, fidgeting with her fingers.

"Thank you," she breathed.

"But I don't want to see you get hurt, either."

Jack finally straightened up, lifting his gaze from the table to meet hers.

"Not while I could have prevented it," he stammered, "Not if—well, if I see something going wrong, and I don't do something to—!"

He cut himself off again, squeezing his eyes shut like he was in pain. Shoving his fingers into his hair, Jack let out his breath.

"Snowflake…" he choked softly. "Will you promise me something?"

Her heart leapt into her throat. She scooted an inch towards him. "What is it?"

"Just promise me that you'll actually look at all of your options. Like—really consider all of your options," he pleaded, he voice breaking, "Before you—before you make any decisions?"

Elsa stared at him in confusion.

"That's it?" she asked.

"Do you promise?"

Jack's eyes suddenly locked with hers, gleaming from under the shadow of his hood, and filled with an intensity and desperation that sent a shiver over Elsa's skin. Not entirely sure what to make of it—or why this apparently meant so much to him—the Fifth Spirit nodded.

"I promise," Elsa whispered.

And there was silence.

As the words sank in, Jack Frost's face relaxed. "Okay. Um—good." He nodded to himself, turning back to the table. "Thanks."

The quiet fell once again, the soft stillness settling over the room like a blanket of snow. Elsa fidgeted with her fingers in her lap, and—after a few moments—Jack pushed his own through his hair, the hood falling back.

"Are you tired?" he asked suddenly, ripping his fingers out. "Because, I'm really tired."

Elsa nodded. "Yes, actually. We should probably go."

Jack slapped his hand down onto the table, pushing himself up and reaching for his staff. Grasping it, he then straightened, spinning around to her.

"Well, then," he started, extending his hand. "Your room, right? I mean, if—if that's," he paused, his voice suddenly uncertain. "Uh… still okay?"

"Of course it's okay. You're my guest, aren't you?"

He didn't respond at first. Her heart leaping as they touched, Elsa took his outstretched hand, letting Jack help her from her seat.

"I just really li—respect you, Elsa," he said softly. "And I don't want you to be—uncomfortable. Or anything. I mean, if you didn't want me in your room."

"Technically, you're in the next room."

Jack restrained from an eye-roll, a grin tugging at the edge of his mouth. As she got onto her feet, her capelet untwisting, Elsa pulled her hand from his.

"We put up a wall," she shrugged. "And we don't cross it. Right?"

"I guess that makes sense."

"Just—we—"

Jack paused, tossing his staff into his opposite hand. Elsa drew in her breath.

"As friends," she said carefully, "Is it still appropriate to have a goodnight kiss?"

 

Chapter 74: Jack's Nightmare

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Once Again Rather Lengthy AUTHOR'S NOTE: Aaaaaaaurgh, I've already procrastinated posting this finished chapter for a week; clearly I just need to suck it up and post the confounded I'M SORRY IF IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH; THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR TOLERATING MEEEEEEEEE

Ahem.

In the meantime, judging from some comments in the reviews, I feel like I need to add a little more clarification to the "how could she possibly not notice" thing, when it comes to Elsa's behavior (and my past personal experiences, cue the cringing). While there is a good amount of sheer cluelessness/naïveté involved, for a lot of people, their apparent "cluelessness" about being hit on is less a matter of stupidity than it is a self-esteem issue . In short, if you don't BELIEVE that you're worth hitting on; if you're not at least sort of EXPECTING it—then when it actually HAPPENS—you're WAY less likely to pick up on it, and not because you're not NOTICING it, but because you justify it away . When you have deep self-worth issues, it just makes way more SENSE to believe that "this is just them," or "I must be misinterpreting this," "they're not actually TRYING to flirt with me," "there must be a mistake," "I'm just projecting," "I'm imagining things," etc., rather that to believe that Yes, This Actually IS What It Looks Like. Additional factors like mental illness, bullying, and abuse obviously can play huge roles into forming this kind of mindset as well, but Let's Not Get Into That Unless We Absolutely Have To Please.

Here's the thing: With how I'm trying to write her, before Elsa is capable of accepting Jack's love, she HAS to first accept that she is, in fact, lovable. She HAS to internalize the idea that his being in love with her makes sense . If she doesn't accept this, then it almost literally won't MATTER what Jack says or does: she'll find a way to justify it away, because such a thing simply won't compute in her brain. To me, this is just a continuation of her existing character arc, as established in the movies.

In Frozen (after accepting herself and her powers), Elsa internalizes that she is worthy of family love, and being accepted by her people . In Frozen II, Elsa internalizes that she is worthy of self -love, and being accepted by her peers (the Nature Spirits). To me, it just sort of follows that in Ice Alliance—the next step, According To Me—Elsa would have to internalize that she is worthy of romantic love, and being accepted by her heroes .

And I'm definitely not foreshadowing anything at ALL. ;)

Oh... and, for the record, my version of Jack isn't done with his character arc, either. At the end of ROTG, he definitely accepts that he's one of the Guardians, but I personally don't really get the sense that Jack TRULY grasps how powerful he actually IS. Before he can truly feel confident in a relationship with Elsa, he'll need to realize that he IS enough for her, and that her actually loving him for WHO HE IS in return, makes sense as well. Oh, MAN, am I tempted to talk about it more here... But a gain, no foreshadowing. ;)

(Thanks for reading, a HUGE thank you to all of the WONDERFUL people who reviewed, and I hope you're all staying safe during what is apparently The Apocalypse!)

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74: Jack's Nightmare

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Jack Frost's mouth fell open in shock.

"What?" he stammered.

"I was—um," Elsa squeaked, her voice shaking with uncertainty, "I was just—I was wondering if you wanted to kiss again before we go to bed."

His eyes bulged, his face going pale. "A kiss?!" Jack balked, "But the—you—at the table, you just!"

His voice trailed off, and he shoved his fingers into his hair, his eyes wide with horrified disbelief. Seeing it, the Fifth Spirit could practically feel her heart stop in her chest.

And, panic.

"I'm sorry!" she blurted, cringing into herself, "I didn't—nevermind!"

He jolted. "Elsa—"

"WeShouldGo!" she stammered, her eyes stinging as she whirled away from him, briskly walking towards the door, "I didn't mean it, I shouldn't have said anything; I—"

"—Elsa!"

Jack's freezing hand suddenly caught her wrist, and she gasped, jerked to a stop mid-step. Blood rushing to her face, Elsa then slowly turned back to face him, swallowing in humiliation.

Avoiding his gaze, the Fifth Spirit watched as the Guardian's pale hand slid down onto her own.

"Snowflake…" Jack choked softly.

The Snow Queen's breath caught, her heart whump-ing at the raw desperation in his voice. Hesitantly looking up into his gaze, Elsa realized that the Spirit of Winter was staring into her eyes as well, his piercing blue ones glassy with emotion as he struggled—in apparent agony—with a combination of both reluctance and longing that she couldn't quite understand.

Snowflakes falling softly around them in the stillness of the room, Jack suddenly let out a bitter sob of a laugh. Its breathy, anguished sound echoing through the silence, he then shook his head, sucking in a ragged breath almost like he was struggling not to cry.

Stepping up to her and closing the space between them, Elsa's mouth fell open in surprise as Jack Frost suddenly threaded his fingers into her hair, his other arm wrapping around her waist.

"I am never going to understand women," the Guardian whimpered.

And he was kissing her.

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"You see what I mean?" Queen Anna chuckled bitterly.

Walking down the grand hallway, now safely out of earshot of the main parlor where they'd been doing their puzzle, the group of four—Anna and Kristoff, now with Rapunzel and Eugene as well—paused. Princess Rapunzel grimaced, chewing on the edge of her lip as she glanced back towards where they had left Jack Frost and Elsa, presumably to continue drowning in their own desperation and angst.

"I think so," Rapunzel choked. "I mean, that was just—just—!"

Anna and Kristoff exchanged glances. Rapunzel pulled in her breath, squeezing her eyes shut.

"Wow," she breathed.

"Wow," Kristoff nodded in agreement, folding his arms over his chest.

"WOW," Eugene guffawed.

"I just—I—!" Rapunzel squeaked under her breath, her hands flying to her face, "I don't even know what I just saw. I don't even know what that was."

"I'LL tell you what that was," Eugene laughed, "What that was, was AMAZING. I mean, puzzles are great and everything, but—dinner, AND a show!? What else have you guys got planned for us here?"

Queen Anna and King Kristoff laughed in spite of themselves, looking to each other. If it weren't so concerning…

"I'm confused, though," Rapunzel admitted, her brow furrowing in confusion, "I thought that Elsa was really smart? I mean, from her political things—"

"—Oh, my sister is smart," Anna insisted. "The smartest. But—well, I've never seen her like this, before. She's never been like this. She's never BLUSHED like this."

Her husband shook his head. "I just don't understand how two people… who are so smart," Kristoff groaned, "Can be… so… DUMB."

"Well, it makes for a good show," Eugene said cheerily/, clapping Kristoff on the back. "Brief intermission for some shut-eye, right?"

Anna watched as the Commoner King shot Eugene an indiscernible expression, like he couldn't decide whether to laugh or to glare. Kneading his eyebrows, Kristoff then sighed.

"Right," he muttered. "That's for the best. Should we show you guys where your room is?"

"That would be perfect," Rapunzel said with a smile. "I'm exhausted."

"I'll join you in a minute," Eugene declared. "That guard over there has been staring at me this whole time. I think I need to go and talk to him… or her."

Anna's eyebrows lifted. "I don't think you're going to have much luck," she told him, "That's a—"

"—Not have luck? MOI?" Eugene laughed, "Why, dear cousin! So little FAITH! And, clearly," he said, leaning in and waggling his eyebrows at Rapunzel, "She hasn't seen… the Smolder."

The girls both laughed, and Anna and Rapunzel exchanged looks. "Alright," Rapunzel giggled, "You go talk to that guard."

"I shall." Eugene bowed dramatically, his hair sweeping into his face. "Don't wait up!"

And he spun around, marching towards the suit of armor.

Kristoff shook his head, chuckling under his breath. "Tell me how long it takes him to figure it out," he said. "I need to go put Sven and Olaf to bed."

"That's fine," Anna nodded.

"Anna and I have plenty of talking to do," Rapunzel added with a grin.

"Oh, yes," Anna said. "Lots of… cold things. To discuss."

King Kristoff snorted and rolled his eyes as Rapunzel laughed, Anna drawing herself up in an attempt to keep a straight face.

"Okay, okay," he conceded, backing up with his hands in the air. "As long as you're not making plans for getting involved."

Queen Anna smiled sweetly. "Of course not! It's my sister we're talking about here! Why would we get involved?"

Kristoff, already a few steps away, turned back around. His smile faded. "Do not get involved," he repeated sternly, pointing to her.

Anna batted her eyelashes.

As her husband walked away from them, the pregnant young queen glanced over and saw that Eugene was still attempting to charm the suit of armor. Looking back down the hall, the Commoner King was almost to the doors, leading out to the Royal Stables.

Deciding that he was out of earshot, Queen Anna leaned in close to Rapunzel's face.

"We are obviously getting involved," she muttered under her breath. "Right?"

"Of course we are," Rapunzel agreed. "They need help."

"It's settled, then. We'll talk to Elsa first."

CLANG!

The two looked up, seeing that Eugene—now holding the arm of the suit of armor in his hands—was standing, frozen, his eyes wide with shock. Clearing his throat, he awkwardly tried to stick the arm back into the suit, jostling it against the metal.

Rapunzel smiled, looking down and clearly restraining from a laugh. She shook her head. "But how are we going to get Elsa alone?" she asked.

"We have to deliver the last invitations to the Arendellian schoolchildren for the Christmas Party in the morning," Anna declared, "And, that gives us the entire carriage ride, both ways, to grill her about the situation. We'll do it tomorrow."

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It had started out as Jack's greatest dream ever.

The Snow Queen, a little ways away from him, was fidgeting weakly with her fingers. Seeing her expression of worry, Jack was just starting to watch himself walk towards her, when he realized that she wasn't fiddling with her fingers, but—a ring.

In the haze of the dream, he was suddenly beside her. Elsa looked up, making his breath catch as her incredible eyes locked with his own. Looking down, Jack noticed for the first time that she was wearing some sort of loose, white nightgown, draped over a very distinct roundness on her stomach.

His heart leapt. As he reached out for her, Jack saw a glint of a ring on his own hand. Awash in joy and relief, he looked back up into the Ice Powers Girl's beautiful, sad eyes.

Sad?

Snowflake?

She didn't answer, closing her eyes. Gathering her into his arms, Jack pulled her close to him.

What's wrong? Jack asked, his voice lost and strangely distant in the dream, Are you okay? What's going on?

The Fifth Spirit said nothing, but swallowed hard, giving her head a little shake. Forcing a smile, she looked up to something in front of them, and Jack noticed for the first time that they were standing in front of a mirror.

And he was Prince Frederik.

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Jack's eyes flew open with a start.

Gasping for breath, the Spirit of Winter shot upright in his bed, his heart pounding. Before he could fully adjust to his surroundings, the haunting sound of a horse's whinny echoed from down somewhere in the art gallery, and Jack jolted, whipping his head around.

The nightmare leapt out of the shadows, whinnying again in triumph and darting out of the open balcony doors into the night. Flinging off the ice blanket, Jack scrambled from his bed, snatching his staff and leaping into the air after it.

BANG!

The door to the balcony crashed open again as his wind ripped through it, the Guardian shooting out into the night. It was here. How could it have been here? Off and on, since the previous spring, the nightmares occasionally were able to track him down, but—

A rush of wind from the enormous courtyard below.

Looking down from the balcony, his heart pounding, Jack frantically glanced over the columns and fountains. Seeing a shadow darting past the final fountain, slipping through the open gates to the bridge, he launched himself from the balcony after it.

Sweeping over the outer castle walls, the wind shrieking in his ears, Jack's mind raced as he flew. It had been in the room. In. Elsa's. ROOM. Coincidence? It'd better have been.

Was it because of him?

Below him, the nightmare dove into a narrow alleyway between two buildings edging the town square. It slipped into the shadows, reemerging a second later on the next street over.

Jack dove.

Sweeping past the buildings outside the square, he flew for the street, squinting his eyes against the speed. Flipping onto a low-hanging roof, he caught glimpse of the creature, a burst of hot wind tearing through his hair.

"YA!" Jack yelled.

CRACK!

A blast of ice shot out of the staff as he punched it forward, smashing into the cobblestones as the nightmare dodged it, leaping to the side. An instant later, it darted into another alleyway and out of sight. Setting his jaw, Jack launched himself off of the rooftop, whipping around the corner to dart after it the blur of black sand that was galloping through the darkness once again.

And it wasn't there.

Lighting down onto the street over—gripping his staff—Jack looked around himself, suddenly realizing that it could have taken off in any direction, from this part of the town. In the wee hours of the morning, this particular intersection of Arendellian pathways and buildings was a labyrinth of shadows, providing a near-infinite number of escapes. The heat was gone, and the Guardian suddenly knew that the nightmare was, as well.

Jack clenched his teeth against the frustration. Tossing his staff into his opposite hand, he then crouched down, an instant later vaulting off of cobblestone street and shooting straight upwards into the darkness of the night.

Hovering over Arendelle Proper, with the castle behind him and the dark forest ahead, Jack Frost surveyed the town, glancing over all of the alleyways and buildings as the gentle December wind ruffled his hair. He didn't see it. Blasted thing. Usually, the little devils would resurface after a few THERE YOU ARE!

Jack gasped, jolting. Shifting his grip on the staff, he shot after the nightmare, seeing its elegant shape galloping into the forest and away from the town. Flying over the trees, Jack could see the creature's slender shape shooting through the forest below, gracefully leaping in and out of the shadows as if it were nothing more than a shadow itself. This one was fast. He'd have to corner it. With most things, this would be easy—but nightmares were corrupted Dreamsand. They wouldn't be barred by stone, earth, or wood. Anything that created a shadow would give a nightmare an escape. But, Jack Frost wasn't intending to create shadows.

Fresh snow always glistened—and flawless ice always gleamed.

The wind shrieking in his ears, The Guardian dove for the trees, darting through the branches with the skill of three hundred years' practice. His heart pounding, he finally shot past the nightmare, dropping into its path.

FWOOSH! Jack spun back and swept his staff to the side, a cloud of snowflakes erupting from the end of the shepherd's crook. As the new, pure blanket of snow floated down over the older slush and ice from the day before, the nightmare whinnied, rearing back in horror. It veered to the side.

But Jack was already there.

CRACK!

A wall of ice erupted out of the ground, its glistening crystals catching and reflecting pure moonlight back into the darkness. The nightmare whinnied again, and Jack jumped forward and flipped in front of it, sweeping one last sparkling snowdrift behind him and closing off its path. Touching onto the ground, Jack's eyes narrowed as he whipped his staff around his back and walked towards the beast.

Seeing that it was trapped, the nightmare cantered back and forth nervously on its hooves, searching the surrounding trees for a shadow, a divot, a way out. Turning back to Jack, it flared its nostrils, its dark haunches tensing as the Guardian shifted into fighting stance and aimed his staff.

Whoosh whoosh whoosh whoosh whoosh—

The two froze.

Hearing a distinct rushing of air, the Spirit of Winter paused, listening.

Whoosh whoosh whoosh whoosh WHOOSH WHOOSH WHOOSH—

Jack gasped, spinning and dropping to his knee in one fluid movement.

FWOOM!

The boomerang shot over his hair just as he dropped his head forward, a gust of wind brushing against its tips before—

PFF!

The boomerang hit square into the nightmare's chest, the black sand exploding on contact. Still staring at the ground, Jack Frost shook his head, feeling his mouth involuntarily twitch into a bitter smile.

Seriously?

Still kneeling, Jack waited as the boomerang flew back around, sailing over him once again.

Whoosh whoosh whoosh WHOOSH WHOOSH whoosh whoosh WHAP.

He heard it hit into a soft, pad-like surface somewhere behind him.

Letting out his breath, he scoffed, placing his hand onto his thigh and pushing himself up onto his feet.

"You know," Jack declared to the silence. "I had that one."

From behind a shrub, the boomerang was being held aloft in the pad of an enormous rabbit paw. A few moments later, it then was moving upwards as the Guardian of Hope stood from the bushes, six feet and one inch of muscle and thick gray fur unfurling to its full height.

"An' I belave tha' makes… one hundreh an' twenty-threa," Bunnymund stated, stepping out of the shadows. "While you were a'… nine'y-seven? Was ih?"

Jack Frost scoffed. "That was my ninety-eighth," he gritted, gesturing with his staff.

They had a tally.

The Easter Bunny shrugged, a hint of a smirk on his lips as he walked forward into the moonlight. The Spirit of Winter stuck free his hand into his pocket.

"At the very least, I'm to ninety-eight now," Jack insisted, taking a step towards Bunnymund. "We had a deal. Whoever gets to the nightmare first gets the point."

The Guardian of Hope raised an eyebrow.

"Exac'ly," Bunnymund deadpanned.

"Uh-huh. Sure. You KNOW I was there first."

The Easter Bunny nonchalantly flipped the boomerang over in his grip, brushing a few grains of black sand off its surface with the back of his paw. He drew in his breath, slowly looking up.

"You don' wanna race a rabbit, mite," he whispered.

Jack Frost rolled his eyes.

Giving the boomerang a last once-over, the Guardian of Hope tossed it into his opposite paw. Rolling his shoulder back, he then reached up and slid the weapon into its leather sheath.

"So," he started again, "You been followin' em up hea, too?"

"Following them?" Jack asked, a wave of confusion sweeping over his face. "The nightmares? What do you mean?"

Hopping forward a step, the Easter Bunny tugged his quiver strap back into place on his chest. He nodded. "They've all been headed nahth—a' lease, this fah nahth. Thid one I've caught aroun' 'ea this week, actu'lly."

Jack's heart dropped to his feet.

Struggling to conceal his reaction, the Spirit of Winter forced a shrug, letting his staff fall back onto his shoulder. "They're congregating around here?" he choked. "You're sure?"

"Yeah. They'ah all ova, but…way, whea ah we? If—"

"—Arendelle."

There was a pause.

"Air-ren-delle?" Bunnymund enunciated carefully.

"Um—yeah." Jack swallowed, glancing away for a moment before looking back to his teammate, trying to hide the shock of fear in his expression. "It's—uh, this place is called Arendelle. And you said that's the third one up here this week?"

Bunnymund nodded. "Yeah," he confirmed. "Somethin's up. Whay'dya track this bugga dawn from?"

Jack opened his mouth to speak, but then closed it again. Blood rushing to his ears, he looked down, awkwardly shifting on his feet.

The Guardian of Hope's eyebrows lifted. His gaze lighting with comprehension, he silently mouthed an oh.

Jack Frost said nothing.

The thing was... Jack loved kids. LOVED them. And now, there was Elsa, and… well, if there was even a chance…! In his dream, it had just felt so RIGHT. They were together, and it was perfect, and amazing, and then: Prince Wonderful. And Elsa was sad about it.

Jack wasn't even sure if he felt more like punching something or vomiting first.

"You knaw…" Bunnymund offered, his suddenly softer voice jolting Jack back into focus, "It's 'cos ya the new guy."

"I know."

Jack awkwardly kicked at the snow on the ground, a few more flurries bursting out from his feet as he did so. It wasn't like it was the worst nightmare he'd ever had, but…

Okay. Maybe it was.

The Guardian of Hope was scrutinizing him, a twinge of concern in his spring green eyes. Suddenly self-conscious, Jack huffed a laugh.

"It's fine," he added quickly. "I'm fine."

"Ahkay. Good. Uh—good."

The Easter Bunny took a step back with a nod. "Jis—don' leh the bloody little devils getcha dawn," he added.

Jack nodded, taking a step back himself.

Bunnymund let out his breath. Giving himself a violent shake against the cold, he then lifted his enormous left foot over a flat spot of ground on the forest floor.

Thump thump.

The earth obediently crumbled away, revealing a dark, fresh-smelling rabbit hole big enough for a human man. Rolling his shoulders back, Bunnymund paused.

"Oh—and Fros'bite?"

Having turned and started to walk away, Jack stopped. Looking back, his eyebrows lifted.

"G'work, mite," Bunnymund said.

The Spirit of Winter's heart leapt. Trying to hide the unexpected swell of pride rushing through him at the compliment, he then cleared his throat, adjusting his grip on the staff.

"Uh… thanks," Jack responded, retraining from a smile. "…Mate."

Bunnymund's expression softened. Spinning the boomerang on his paw, he then grinned wryly, giving the Guardian of Fun a curt nod before stepping back and dropping into the rabbit hole.

 

Chapter 75: A Bromance From the Ashes

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: I LIVE! Thanks for bearing with me, everybody—this one took a while to write. For those of you unofficially signed up for what has apparently become NopeNotTelling's Excuse-Of-The-Month Club (HOORAY), this time around, it was because I was had a miscarriage. I was only eight and a half weeks pregnant, so as far as miscarriages go it wasn't that bad, but it was still a really awful few days, and then weeks, in there (and NO, my sweet adorable teenagers who don't have context, a miscarriage is NOT a one-night thing). Obviously, IA kind of slid down on the priorities list for a while. For those of you who are still here and reading this, thank you, THANK YOU for your patience!

Also, even though there was no way I could post about it on the last chapter's note without giving away spoilers: yeah, I was writing Bunny's accent on the assumption that MOST (much?) of my audience would be reading it with a middle-American accent. Sorry if this wasn't the case! The last chapter took FOREVER to figure out because I had to spend over a month analyzing Hugh Jackman interviews trying to get Bunny's voice right… or, as right as I could? (Hashtag, ITRIED) Also, because I HAVE to point it out: the ROTG nightmares? Night… mares? As in, a mare being a female horse? (It took me years to actually catch the fact that IT'S A PUN; THE ROTG NIGHTMARES ARE A FLIPPIN' PUN…!)

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo

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Also: NOW OFFERING, for those of you who are legitimately being stressed out by the fact that we are currently slogging through The Angsty Awful Middle part of IA: For anybody who wants it, I am now offering a free QUASI-SPOILER, which is that I am willing to tell you the DAY on which Jack and Elsa officially figure it out, start communicating, and become boyfriend/girlfriend (Yes! It WILL happen!), and my best APPROXIMATION for how many chapters are left until we GET to that day. (Sometimes I have to split chapters in half or combine them due to length issues, so I can't tell you more accurately than that.) You can contact me either through a PM on here, or through that iceallianceauthorperson at gmail email I set up. Thanks for reading, and have a fantabulous day!

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75: A BROMANCE FROM THE ASHES

Elsa had barely even begun to come back into consciousness before she registered that soft, beautiful snowflakes were falling all around her in the silence. It took her another moment to realize that—even though she was sleeping in a pile of snow, atop an icy bed—she wasn't in the Forest. In fact, she was once again back in her old room in the castle, except that she was sleeping in the entryway leading to her art gallery, cuddled up next to a wall of ice that was stretched across the bottom half of its doorframe.

And she was being watched.

Leaning over the ledge of the ice-wall, the Spirit of Winter was staring down at her, clearly standing on his own bed on the other side of the doorframe. His gaze was piercing, his startlingly blue eyes fixed with determination on her own.

For a few moments, they stared at each other in silence.

"Hi," Jack blurted.

Suddenly shy, Elsa shifted her legs against each other in the snow, pulling the blanket up a little tighter to her neck.

"Hi?" she whispered.

His face didn't relax.

In fact, nothing about Jack's current posture and expression was relaxed at all—or even happy. His shoulders were tense, his jaw was set, and—if Elsa were seeing things correctly—his hand that was resting atop the half-wall's ledge was clenched into a fist. In his opposite hand, she could see through the ice that the Guardian was wielding his shepherd's crook, his entire stance on edge like he was ready to strike.

Her heart leapt into her throat.

"Um… Jack?" Elsa quavered, "Is everything—"

"—How did you sleep?"

She stopped talking, the question catching her off-guard.

"Did you sleep well?" Jack demanded again, "You had good dreams?"

Her previously startled expression morphing into confusion, Elsa's eyebrows drew together in befuddlement. "My dreams were fine," she stammered, "I mean, they were—dreams?"

"Just dreams?"

She pushed herself up onto her elbow in the snow, giving her head a little nod. "I… think so?" she quavered.

Still baffled, the Fifth Spirit shifted to sit up completely, drawing her knees in close to her chest under the ice blanket. Jack looked like he was restraining from actually squirming in his place.

"No—um," he asked, then dropping his voice to a whisper. "No nightmares?"

"I don't even remember what I dreamed about," Elsa lied, "It was probably something pointless."

Looking down to hide her expression and pretending that she was smoothing back a piece of her hair, Elsa bit her lip. In truth, she knew exactly what she'd dreamed about. On the current theme of most of her recent dreams, it had involved a certain beautiful, magical Spirit of Winter. Not that she had ANY intention of telling him this.

It involved music, and snow, and an ice palace filled with sparkling lights. And they had been dancing. And it was SO romantic…

If Elsa's brain was trying to torture her, it was working.

"Look—um—"

Jack's voice trailed off, and Elsa looked up to him again just as he broke off eye contact. Reaching up and rubbing the back of his neck, the Youngest Guardian then cleared his throat.

"Okay, so I know that you don't want me to use—magic—on you," he tried again, still not meeting her gaze, "Without permission, and—I get that. I do. But what if you're—asleep?"

Elsa's eyes bulged. "Asleep? How would—"

"—NOT CREEPY! I'd never—!"

Jack Frost abruptly stopped talking and squeezed his eyes shut, like he was in pain.

A moment later, the Spirit of Winter gave his head a vigorous shake. Jack then sucked in his breath.

"Can-I-use-magic-on-you-if-there's-a-nightmare?" he blurted.

Queen Elsa blinked.

"Pardon?" she asked.

"I wouldn't come over the wall, or anything," Jack stammered desperately, "I promise. But I wouldn't need to, and if I see that you're having a nightmare, I'd still be able to destroy it."

Her eyes widened slightly at the word destroy, but she decided not to press him on it. Elsa nodded.

"That's fine," she said. "I would—really appreciate that. Actually."

His face relaxed. Wordlessly, Jack Frost nodded, his entire body untensing as the statement hung on the air. If this were really so important to him…

Well.

"I mean—if I'm having a nightmare," Elsa admitted with a breathy laugh, "I know that body language is a thing, but can you really tell if—"

"—I can tell."

Elsa snapped her mouth shut. From where he was still standing on his bed, looking down at her from over the ledge, the Guardian's eyes were steely, his expression icily confident in the statement. The Fifth Spirit nodded, looking down as a tense quiet fell over the room.

A few moments passed by in silence.

The snow on his bed crunching beneath him, Elsa could hear Jack shifting on his feet again as he tossed his staff to himself. He let out his breath, looking back towards her, but without actually meeting her gaze.

"Can I come over the wall now?" he muttered sheepishly.

"Oh! Yes. Of course."

Shoving off the snowflake blanket, Elsa sat up completely, shifting around in the snow and swinging her legs over the side of the bed. As she got to her feet and started to walk away from the ice wall and into her room, she was abruptly cut off as he dropped into her path, a gust of freezing wind sweeping past her and making her nightgown flap against her legs.

Before Elsa knew how to respond, Jack suddenly grasped her shoulders with both hands, looking up and down the length of her body. Her muscles went rigid, her mouth falling open as he then spun her around to check her from the back.

"Hey!" Elsa stammered, her face going pale, "What the—"

"—No nightmares? You're sure?"

Turning her body back around to the front—more gently this time—the Youngest Guardian's intense gaze met hers for a moment before he looked down again, giving her entire form another once-over. Elsa cringed, wincing under the weight of his unabashed scrutiny. Her stomach flipping in confusion, Elsa's eyes narrowed as she studied him. Jack's gaze wasn't playful or flirtatious, like it normally was, but fierce with concern. In fact, as he glanced up and down the length of her body, he didn't look like he was meaning to be inappropriate or suggestive at all.

He looked like he was checking for damage.

"Um—Jack?" Elsa shook. "Are you alright?"

Looking back up into her eyes—his own wide—Jack pressed his lips together, still holding her at arm's length. A moment later, he nodded.

"I'm just really glad you slept well," he choked.

Moving before Elsa had the chance to react, the Guardian of Fun then suddenly embraced her, throwing his arms around her body and squeezing her like she was everything he valued in his life.

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When she had asked if they could kiss, on the previous night, the Snow Queen wasn't thinking that they would do so, quite so—passionately. She was honestly just hoping for a sweet, tender sort of kiss that would lead to sweet, tender dreams, like ALL of the dreams she'd been having for the previous week. In truth, she'd never had such consistently lovely dreams. But as soon as their lips had touched, the kiss (as EVERYTHING apparently did, when Elsa was left alone in a room with Jack Frost) had abruptly escalated. He had initially just wrapped his arm around her waist and slipped his fingers into her hair, but hardly a moment later, the Spirit of Winter was suddenly yanking her body against his, and she was clinging onto him in return. All Elsa could remember was the rush of her own desperation as she had grabbed the Guardian by the front of his hood, holding him fast with her hands fisting in the fabric and kissing him with all of her strength, like she was trying to convey everything she'd ever felt for him through their touch.

In short: It was far too much. Queen Elsa wasn't supposed to be running around kissing random men like this. She was a member of the royal family—and, for now, she was once again on the throne, once again holding the scepter. She was supposed to be seeing Prince Frederik. Now that Anna had married Kristoff (who she adored! Really!), Elsa was the only one left in the family to make a politically-savvy match. Fantasizing about having a passionate, icy romance with the Spirit of Winter wasn't fair to Frederik… nor to Kingsley. Nor to all the people of Arendelle.

Nor to Jack.

Awash with guilt and shame as they had pulled away from each other in that moment, each gasping for breath, Elsa had decided there and then that she HAD to reign herself in. She had to be good. She had to, HAD to, force herself to stop toeing the line—because, even though they hadn't technically "done" anything, her emotions regarding a certain white-haired Guardian of Fun still felt far too strong. Everything did.

To make matters worse, as this had been going through her mind, Elsa had suddenly felt Jack Frost's teeth brush over the tip of her nose, jolting her back into the moment. As she looked up, he let out a satisfied sigh.

"So… uh," he whispered, his eyebrow twitching. "You're sure you don't prefer arctic foxes, Snowflake?"

Elsa's mouth fell open.

As she'd struggled to gather her thoughts, Jack Frost had gently reached up and started stroking back her hair, his incredibly, snowflake-marked eyes hardly more than a few inches from her own. A fluttery shock of awareness shot through her body as the Guardian then moved his hands down onto her hips, but before Elsa could register how light her stomach felt (or how all the muscles in her legs had suddenly gone tense), Jack had glanced down to her dress for a long moment, his thumbs tracing little circles on the icy fabric of her skirt. Looking up into her gaze again with a knowing, mischievous little smile, he had then sucked his bottom lip in between his teeth, pressing his lips together and closing his eyes as if he were savoring the taste of having her mouth on his. It was absolutely indecent.

And Elsa had loved it.

She wanted to cry.

Awkwardly pulling out of his grasp, the Fifth Spirit nodded. She'd blushed furiously, suddenly feeling like she wanted to jump off a cliff sans Nokk, just to escape the shame. Saying nothing, she'd then folded her arms tightly over her chest and paced for the door, walking in flustered silence all the way back.

When they'd finally reached her room, a once again confused and heartbroken-looking Jack had frantically offered that she could sleep in her normal bed again—you know, if she wasn't comfortable sleeping next to him anymore. If he'd done something. For which he was sorry. Even though he'd still really like it if she'd sleep next to him, but she didn't have to! If she didn't want to. But she could, though!

Basically, Jack Frost was wonderful. And at his continued panicked questioning, Elsa had repeatedly reassured him that she was fine with it, and that she felt perfectly safe with him, and that it was okay anyway, because there was a wall. This seemed to calm him down, but what she hadn't told him was that what she REALLY wanted to do was to disintegrate the wall and snuggle up next to him in the snow, to fall asleep in his freezing arms underneath a blanket of ice.

But she had responsibilities. And resisting the urge to jump into the bed of one brilliant and adorable Jack Frost, so it seemed, was one of them.

So on the following morning, with fresh determination, the Snow Queen pulled herself up, adopting her regal, queenly stance as she strode into the Private Dining Room. She was going to have a polite, normal breakfast with her family, during which time there would be polite, normal conversation, just like on any other morning.

Just like. Every. Other. Morning.

"Well! If it isn't everybody's favorite blizzard bunnies!" Kristoff's voice exclaimed as they entered the room. "Morning, sleepyheads!"

Jack laughed, and Elsa smiled without prompting as she saw her family. Kristoff and Anna, the king and queen, were sitting next to each other in their standardly non-formal, non-traditional arrangement, while Rapunzel and Eugene were sitting across from where Elsa and Jack would be seated. Sven and Olaf were nowhere to be seen, which was a bit surprising, but not wholly unusual. Sometimes Sven preferred to eat in the stables, and Olaf, not technically needing to eat at all, would often just start his snowy days out playing with the children on The Hill.

Even without everyone being present, Elsa had still come to feel that breakfast was about her favorite time of the day. It wasn't because of the food, nor the time, nor even having the chance to gather her thoughts before needing to Be The Queen again. It was because it seemed to be the only fraction of her schedule that couldn't be hijacked by royal responsibilities. And now that she was back in the castle with the Council simultaneously trying to run and ruin her life, it seemed to be the only guaranteed time that the Snow Queen was allowed to spend with her family.

Seeing that the table was still almost completely empty, except for the drinks and bare place settings, Elsa paused. "Um—"

"—There was a bit of an accident in the kitchen," Queen Anna explained.

Elsa's eyes widened. "Oh, no!" she exclaimed, "Are they alright? Do they need help?"

"Oh, they've got it under control. I already asked. But, breakfast will be about fifteen minutes late," the pregnant queen shrugged. "We have berries and drinks, though."

"That's absolutely fine."

Elsa looked to Jack, suddenly concerned. But he just shrugged.

"It's still better food than I've ever had before," he chuckled. Swinging his staff behind his back, he looked to her. "And better company."

Her heart swelling, Queen Elsa heard a breathy half-giggle escape her lips. Oh, goodness, Jack was charming. And adorable. She really wanted to take his hand again—actually, she wanted to embrace him and—

BEHAVE, she scolded herself.

She closed her eyes for a long moment, and then opened them again. The Fifth Spirit pulled in her breath, forcing the feelings back down.

"As long as we get on the road in about an hour or so, it should be fine," she stated emotionlessly, wrenching her gaze away from the Spirit of Winter's incredible eyes to look to the rest of the group. "And, Jack and I were already a little late, anyhow. We had to melt Jack's bed to get my room back to normal."

"Hold on," Eugene realized. "You guys are sharing rooms?"

Elsa's breath caught in her throat. It hadn't occurred to her that that would be improper, before. Or even strange.

Was it strange?

Huffing a laugh, Jack nodded. "Yeah," he confirmed. "Pretty much."

Eugene raised his eyebrows. "And, you're… not boyfriend and girlfriend?"

"Nope."

Elsa winced.

After a long and uncomfortable moment, Jack cleared his throat. "Apparently, we are… entirely uncommitted, right now," he sighed, an edge of frustration in his voice.

Elsa pressed her lips together and looked to her feet, struggling to conceal her disappointment. She knew that Jack wasn't interested in anything long-term, but—hearing him confirm it out loud, in front of her family, felt like a fresh stab.

As they walked over to the table to join the others, Jack Frost reached for Elsa's chair, pulling it out and looking to her as she followed. Clasping her hands together tightly in front of her skirt, the Snow Queen said nothing. Thanking him, she sat down, avoiding eye contact as Jack pulled out his own chair to do the same.

"The Snow Queen here," Jack started again with tension in his voice, "Has to obsessively look into every single possibility, before she can make a choice. So, no commitments yet, from her. You see?"

His eyebrows lifting, Eugene scoffed. He gestured to them in confusion. "So… what, then?" he pressed, "Are you guys just sleeping together, or something?"

"EUGENE!" Rapunzel gasped.

"NO!" Elsa blurted, "There's—we haven't DONE anything! We wouldn't—I'm not—!"

She abruptly cut herself off, glancing to Jack, and then back towards her family. Her cheeks burning, she snapped her mouth shut. They'd kissed, but—that was IT. She wasn't about to fling her self-control out the window, just for the chance to become her childhood hero's casual fling. Because, she WASN'T his fling. Or his TOY. And, Jack would never expect anything like that of her. She wasn't—she wouldn't—!

We haven't DONE anything!

A few snowflakes began to materialize over her head. Elsa looked down to her plate, hardly even seeing it.

We HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING!

Princess Rapunzel was blushing furiously as well, leaning in close to her husband. "You can't say things like that!" she choked.

"I was just asking!" Eugene protested, "And don't tell me that you don't want to know, too! I mean, what even IS this? Some kind of winter-themed 'friends-with-benefits' situation!?"

Jack let out a sharp bark of laughter, beating Elsa to the chance to deny it. The Guardian of Fun shook his head.

"I can PROMISE you," he drawled bitterly, looking first to Eugene and then to Kristoff. "It is—nothing—like that."

Struggling to breathe normally, Elsa anxiously twisted her fingers together in her lap. She wasn't—that kind of girl. And she KNEW this. EVERYONE knew this! Just because he was Jack Frost—!

Just because she'd been hero-worshipping this boy from the moment that she'd first heard his name, it DIDN'T mean that she was about to—

"You've GOT to admit, though," Jack started again suddenly, jerking her out of her downward spiral of thoughts. "That would kind of make sense—now, WOULDN'T IT."

He placed his elbow on the table, resting his chin on his fist while turning and giving her a pointed, piercing look. Under his intense gaze—and that of her family's—Elsa shrank.

She gulped.

"Jack and I are not sleeping together," she choked.

And she stared down into her lap.

"Well… just sleeping," Jack started quietly, pulling his lips to the side as his gaze softened, "We kind of are, though."

"But NOT like—heh," Elsa panicked, spinning around to him, "Not like that!"

"Ohuh, no." Jack looked back to the rest of the group, his gaze primarily focused on King Kristoff once again. "I just meant that we sleep in the same room."

Elsa looked down to her hands. "Technically, we're staying in different rooms," she whispered.

"But we leave the door open."

"That's—true. And we make our beds next to each other."

"Together! Actually."

"But not TOGETHER, together," Elsa corrected, "But we put an ice wall between them."

"Well, a half-wall."

"Um, a half-wall. And we don't cross it."

"We cross it sometimes."

"I suppose we lean over it."

"To make out."

"We've—kissed. A few times."

"A lot of times."

"But only right before bed."

"Well, and in the morning."

"So, I suppose that we're technically sleeping together—"

"But not SLEEPING together."

"There's a wall."

As a stunned, disbelieving silence fell over the table, Jack Frost and Elsa simultaneously looked up to the rest of the group.

CLANK!

Queen Anna's fork dropped to her plate, making everyone startle. Elsa jumped to face her.

"What is even going on between you two?" Anna breathed.

Looking away from her sister, Elsa realized with dismay that everyone at the table was staring at them in horrified awe, their eyes wide as saucers, and filled with just as much comprehension.

Except for Eugene. Eugene looked positively giddy.

Without breaking the silence, Eugene slowly placed his elbows onto the tabletop, then interlacing his fingers and setting his chin on top of them. He beamed, blinking at the two winter spirits in disbelief.

"Now, this is just FACINATING," he breathed. "It's like… it's like watching a carriage collision… in slow motion."

The blush of mortification rising to her face again, Elsa cringed, the feeling of the intense, tight quiet ringing in her ears. They couldn't—she and Jack hadn't—surely, her own FAMILY didn't think—!

"If you can just imagine," Eugene whispered, turning to Rapunzel while excitedly motioning with his hands, "Two market carts, just—crashing into each other—and then falling off a cliff—"

"—We haven't done anything!" Elsa burst out, unable to stand it anymore, "I would never—! Jack and I haven't been—!"

She cut herself off, giving her head a frantic shake. As Jack turned to face her, raising his eyebrows, she painfully pulled in her breath, avoiding everyone's gaze.

"Intimate," Elsa choked weakly. "We haven't been intimate. At all. I mean, we've been emotionally intimate, but—nothing—nothing inappropriate."

Her hands trembling, she reached up and smoothed back a strand of her hair, her eyes darting between Anna's and Rapunzel's and Kristoff's and Eugene's. Next to her, the Spirit of Winter shifted in his seat.

"Emotionally intimate," Jack scoffed. "Yep. Allll emotions. No—actions. Just words."

His look of concern hardening into frustration once again, he then picked up his drink, raising it to his lips. He paused.

"No progress… no clarity," he gritted through his teeth, shooting a bitter grin at Eugene from over the top of his glass, "No. Action. What. So. Ever."

Eugene snorted, scooping up a forkful of berries as Jack took a gulp. "So… you're living your dream right now," he laughed.

"Yeah! Exactly. This is exactly how things should work. Everything is great."

Clunk. Jack slammed his glass back down onto the table. He huffed again.

"It's. Great," he added, throwing a frustrated glare at Elsa.

Elsa's stomach twisted. Not knowing what else to do, she stared down into her lap, twisting her fingers together and accidentally making a few snowflakes burst out of her skin to float onto her skirt.

From beside her, she could see Jack shift uncomfortably in his chair. His muscles relaxing slightly as he slumped into it, he then exhaled a sigh of defeat as the silence fell once again.

The temperature dropping by a few degrees, sparkling snowflakes began to softly fall around the two quiet winter spirits, glistening as they floated down onto the table to fall onto their plates and stick to the wood. After a few tense and uncomfortable moments, Elsa heard her cousin shift in her seat.

"Are you guys okay?" Rapunzel breathed.

Neither Jack Frost nor Elsa responded.

"Elsa?" Princess Rapunzel asked again, directing the question, "How are you doing? Is everything alright?"

The Fifth Spirit squirmed.

"I'm fine," she whispered.

"Are you sure?" Queen Anna pressed, making Elsa look up to her. "I mean—we left you two alone yesterday, but—"

"—NOTHING HAPPENED! I'd NEVER—"

"—Not what I meant!" Anna corrected, holding up her hand, "But—Elsa, you seem—very stressed out. Do you need to take a break? Maybe some time back in the Forest?"

Eugene coughed into his fist. "A therapist…"

Kristoff abruptly choked on his drink, slamming his glass onto the table. As Rapunzel threw a sharp glare her husband, and the Commoner King then coughed twice into his own fist, like he was restraining from agreement.

"No, Anna, it's—I'm fine," Elsa blurted, nodding in the least-convincing manner possible, "This is fine. I'm not letting you go alone."

"She wouldn't be alone," Rapunzel offered. "I was planning on going, too. I mean…" Her voice trailed off for a moment. "If that's still okay?"

"Of course it's okay. I'm honored that you're willing to come with us," Elsa insisted, "And we need our—family—sisterhood—time."

She fell silent, chewing on her lip. As the tense quiet fell over the table once again, Rapunzel pulled in her breath.

"And—Jack?" she pressed quietly. "How about you?"

Jack's body tensed, his mouth fell open a half an inch. Looking up to her in surprise—not expecting to suddenly be the center of attention in the conversation—he then quickly snapped it shut, his cheeks and ears flushing pink.

"Fine," Jack choked.

He picked up his drink again, taking a gulp.

Another tight silence fell as Rapunzel and Anna exchanged glances, looking to each other in worry. Gripping her fork, Elsa awkwardly forced herself to eat a few berries, hardly even tasting them as she chewed and swallowed.

Queen Anna looked to Elsa for a moment, her eyes narrowing a bit as she tried to look for a possible reaction. After a moment, she then turned her attention back to Jack.

"Are you sure?" she asked him.

The Spirit of Winter shifted uncomfortably in his seat. "Well—I'm not gonna pretend that I understand how you princess types approach this whole thing," Jack bristled, an edge of uncertainty on his voice, "Nothing ever seems to MEAN anything. Doesn't matter how much talking, doesn't matter how much time, doesn't matter how perfect—!"

He cut himself off again with a blush. His eyes glistening, Jack gave his head a shake, now gripping his glass like a vice. As a fine layer of ice started to fracture out from underneath his skin, spreading over it and catching the light as the edges of his drink started to freeze, a few snowflakes materializing above him.

Anna and Rapunzel looked to each other, their eyes wide. Sitting up slightly taller in her seat, Queen Anna glanced between Elsa and Jack. Pressing her hands together, she then pulled in her breath, her wide-eyed gaze shifting into an intense stare at the Guardian.

"Okay! So—JACK—you're frustrated," she enunciated carefully, "Because—to you—with all the time you've spent together—that would imply?"

She separated her hands and rolled her right one through the air, indicating that he would finish the thought. His face red, the Spirit of Winter looked away from her, pressing his lips together in discomfort.

King Kristoff leaned towards Anna, shaking his head. "Anna—"

"Well," Jack huffed. "Doesn't it?"

Elsa's breath caught.

Shifting in his chair, Jack took an enormous swig of his drink, then putting it back down. Was Anna—was Anna siding with Jack? Did Anna think that she owed the boy something, just because he'd been nice to her for a week!? Elsa wasn't bending on this. She wasn't—she wouldn't—!

She gritted her teeth, anxiously fighting to conceal the storm of panic building up inside of her.

I don't OWE him anything! Elsa thought frantically, Just because he's spent some time with me, it DOESN'T mean I'm obligated to let him do whatever he wants!

By this point, everyone except Jack—who had now snatched up his fork, starting to anxiously twiddle it between his fingers—had moved their gazes onto her. Snow falling softly around her chair and onto the table, the Fifth Spirit blushed furiously, staring into her lap.

"What do I know, though?" Jack scoffed, shattering the silence. "I'm not royalty."

He dropped the fork onto his plate with a clatter, leaning back in his seat and crossing his arms over his chest. From where he was seated down the table, Kristoff looked at him in confusion.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

Jack huffed again, a bitter grin tugging at the edge of his mouth. "Well—for contrast, Elsa's been on—what? Two dates with Freddie?" he enunciated, his eyes narrowing as his lip curled around the name. "But—he's a PRINCE! So—they're probably going to be pregnant by the end of the month."

WHAM.

Elsa slammed her hand down onto the table, making him startle. Jack whipped around to face her.

She sucked in her breath.

"At—the table," Elsa whimpered.

Jack's eyes widened with confusion.

"Huh?" he asked.

"Could we stop? Could everybody just—stop discussing who I should be sleeping with? For TWO SECONDS?" Elsa whispered intensely, her voice breaking with desperation as she grew louder, "WHY can't a woman just be single?! Does everybody on Earth have to think my relationship status some kind of big DEAL!?"

Jack's face went pale. "Elsa, I wasn't meaning tha—"

"—Has it ever OCCURRED to anyone that I've had a little more on my PLATE than most people?" she stammered, "A few more things to worry about? Things that would make it kind of DIFFICULT to have a normal courtship, with anyone, ever? Especially NOW that I keep having to be SET UP all the time, breakfast is pretty much the ONLY TIME OF THE DAY that I'm allowed to spend any time with my family!" she sobbed, growing more and more passionate as a brisk wind started to pick up, swirling around them in the room, "So, SO help me, if we're going to all insist on wasting our precious days together by endlessly having this HUMILIATING DISCUSSION, I would request that we have the self-restraint and basic decency to not do so AT THE TABLE!"

And the wind abruptly ceased.

The snowflakes that had frozen in the air silently began to move again, floating down onto the table and the carpet around where Elsa was sitting, her chest rising up and down as she struggled to catch her breath. From beside her, the Spirit of Winter turned slightly in his seat.

"Wait…" Jack realized. "Elsa, are you saying… that what's making you upset right now… is the fact that we're talking about this… at a table?"

She swallowed.

Feeling her heart stop beating in her chest under the intensity of everyone's collective gaze, the Fifth Spirit froze, her head spinning with all the things that she actually wanted to say.

I'm upset because my family thinks I've become an infatuated weakling for you, and because they're only sort of wrong.

I'm upset because I'm the only one left to make a political marriage for this family, and that I'm the only MEMBER of this family who seems to be at all aware of that.

And, MOST OF ALL, Mister GUARDIAN—I'm upset about the fact that you have the ability to somehow make me feel so special, and so COMPLETELY WORTHLESS, ALL AT THE SAME TIME.

"Of EVERYTHING going on here—of—this," Jack Frost repeated, gesturing between them with disbelief, "What strikes YOU as being offensive about this situation, is the fact that we are discussing it—while sitting—at a table!?"

Blushing furiously, the Snow Queen clenched her hands into fists. Stretching out her fingers—and fighting back the heartbroken, frustrated stinging in her eyes—she then hesitantly looked up into his.

"Is NOTHING sacred?" Elsa choked.

Jack's eyes widened.

Sitting back, reeling away from her, he exhaled sharply. Letting out a breathy laugh of disbelief, he then looked to everyone else at the table before glancing back to her.

"Well! I am so SORRY, your majestic proper-ness!" Jack balked in frustration, "What topics would you deem appropriate for us to discuss, then? At this very, extremely, SO special TABLE?"

Paralyzed with shock at the sudden anger in his tone, Elsa opened her mouth to speak, then snapping it shut again. The words catching in her throat, she blushed even harder.

From across the table, Eugene leaned forward an inch in his seat.

"Might I suggest… a rousting discussion of croquet?" he stage-whispered.

Rapunzel looked to him with worry. "Eugene—"

Jack snapped his head up. "Yes! But not TOO rousting," he scoffed, throwing another glare at Elsa, "I'm afraid that I forgot my strand of pearls to clutch in horror."

"That's true," Eugene conceded, "One might faint. Smelling salts?"

"Haven't any."

"Tragic!"

And they fell silent, staring each other down from across the table.

Their eyebrows lifting, Jack Frost and Eugene Fitzherbert then simultaneously leaned back in their chairs, sizing each other up like a pair of chess players each carefully contemplating their next move. Seeing the competitive spark lighting up in Jack's eyes—and the mischievous glee in Eugene's—Queen Elsa then anxiously glanced to her cousin, realizing with dismay that Rapunzel's eyes were bulging as well, the visible discomfort in them confirming that the two women were thinking the same thing at the same time:

Oh, no.

"We could start a book group," Jack offered suddenly, shattering the silence as he fired the first comment at his opponent, "But we'll ONLY read hymnals. Lots of words, but nothing that everybody doesn't already know. THAT should keep things from getting out of hand—at a table!"

Eugene drew himself up again as well. "Or," he offered, accepting the challenge with a twinkle in his eye, "Skip all other subjects entirely. We should only discuss the table itself."

Jack snorted. "Great idea. I'm already bored."

"Board, you say?"

"Ahhhh—"

"Ah-hah!"

Eugene waggled his finger in the air, beaming victoriously. He leaned back in his seat, and Jack schooled his expression, clearly restraining from a grin.

"A perfect topic, then," the Guardian conceded, his chin lifting an inch, "Do you know anything about woodworking?"

"Depends on the context," Eugene chuckled, "And that kind of joke is—"

"—NOT for Elsa."

"I see."

"But still amazing."

Kristoff snorted, clapping his hand over his mouth. As everyone turned to him, he then picked up his drink.

"You could talk about foot size," he offered.

Queen Anna whacked him.

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face, and Jack—smiling in spite of himself—turned back to Eugene. "For those of us who don't want to be murdered by Elsa today, though," he chuckled, "I don't actually know anything about—ah, carpentry."

"Me neither."

"Are you proposing we make something up?"

"I usually do!"

"That tracks."

"OH!"

"But, it could still be too exciting," Jack countered. "For the table. We could talk about paint."

Rapunzel's eyes lit up. "You mean, like painting?" she asked hopefully.

"No. I mean, like paint." Jack moved his gaze back to Eugene's. "Like watching it dry."

"Scandalous! Is that as reckless as that startling new fashion of watching grass grow?"

"True, true. Paint dries too quickly, to be proper."

"Yes, indeed."

"Too much action."

"Very offensive."

"Quite."

"But, what if we started in winter?"

"Start in winter?" Eugene asked, "What do you mean?"

"Exactly that!" Jack stood up, knocking back his chair in the process. "We'll move everybody outside, wait for the snow to melt, and then watch the grass grow! It will take MONTHS! And NOTHING INTERESTING WILL EVER HAPPEN! And if we just don't say anything between now and summer, then no one's precious table will be damaged in the process!"

"Stay until the summer?"

"Why not!" Jack balked, "I hear that things are LOVELY around here, when everybody sits in a castle and pretends that ice powers don't exist!"

As Eugene shoved back his chair to get onto his feet, Jack was already snatching up his staff, flipping over the table to him and sweeping into a deep, sarcastic curtsy. Beaming and holding out imaginary skirts, Eugene then did the same, offering the Spirit of Winter his hand.

"And, what shall we do in that time?" Eugene squeaked eagerly, suddenly speaking in a shrill falsetto, "I'm afraid that I left my cross-stitching at home! Perhaps we should decorate the castle with ribbons? Or bake a few thousand crumpets, to pass the time?"

"OH, I daresay we shan't do anything!" Jack falsetto-giggled in response, his voice cracking as delicately placed his two longest fingers onto Eugene's outstretched hand, "We'll just talk! Endlessly! Because no matter how amazing, or PERFECT, anything could be, NOTHING SHOULD ACTUALLY MOVE FORWARD FOR ANY REASON EVER!"

"So, we shall WAIT until summertime, then?"

"Until the ice is gone!"

"When we shall make flower crowns in the meadow—"

"—And embroider a lovely set of matching doilies!"

"How completely delightful!"

"Indeed!"

Sarcastically giggling together in the manic falsetto, Jack Frost and Eugene then linked arms, skipping all the way around the table and to the door of the room. Eugene grabbed the handle, flinging it open, and the two then went skipping out again, their shrieking giggles fading as they disappeared into the hallway beyond.

The door closed behind them.

Ch-CHUNK.

The remainder of the group sat for a moment in stunned silence. Rapunzel sucked in her breath.

"I, Princess Rapunzel of Corona, wish to take this opportunity to issue a formal apology on behalf of the Kingdom of Corona to Queen Elsa of Arendelle for—"

"—Accepted!" blurted Anna and Elsa in unison.

Kristoff was too busy laughing.

 

Chapter 76: Grilling

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Thank you again to everyone for your reviews, and your kind words of encouragement. Especially to those of you who reached out to me after my last Author's Note… it's really helped. Again, I love and adore you all, and truly have no idea how to thank you, so—thank you! :)

Also, regarding the idea of joining Discord (because some of you have brought it up): I'm. THINKING. About it. As I brought up with a new friend of mine in a PM, it's not a lack of interest as much as it is a matter of Not Wanting To Bite Off More Than I Can Chew (seriously, look how long it's currently taking me to get each chapter up). Also, I've been told that one of the administrator people on there seems to like me, so… Hi, Dyn! (*waves awkwardly*)

Part of the reason that joining the "Jelsa Haven" Discord is so tempting, though, is because it sounds like it's a place where I could endlessly blabber on about topics related to this fandom—like, the characterization issues with Elsa in Frozen II. While I still would TOTALLY give the film an A++ for the plotline, music, and events, I can't help but feel that they made a movie which was largely supposed to be about Elsa, and then… forgot… to invite Elsa? (I would explain more of what I mean, but: MY POINT EXACTLY. This Author's Note is already too long, but there were A LOT OF THINGS IN THIS FILM AND I HAVE FEELINGS ABOUT THEM; MAY I RANT PLEASE.)

The reason I bring this up is because this is the first chapter in which I bring up the fact that I didn't think Elsa was really Acting Like Herself from the end of the "Into the Unknown" sequence through the part where she and Anna find their parents' boat. I really want to give a full lecture about this (what I'm convinced the writers were TRYING to do, why I don't think it worked in the context, and how they TOTALLY COULD HAVE FIXED THE PROBLEM BY GIVING ELSA THREE MORE LINES OF DIALOGUE; THAT'S ALL IT WOULD HAVE TAKEN TO FIX EVERYTHING AAAAAURGH), but—yeah. Author's Note too long. Me need shut up now. (*Whispers* sorry!)

REGARDING A03: It's currently unlikely that I'll repost Ice Alliance on another website, because (I think?) that's against one of ffn's site policies, and I'm terrified of getting this taken down. Because, ffn is VERY strict about enforcing their site policies. You know… like that policy about having No Mature Content on this website!

(*long, silent pause*)

(*bursts out laughing hysterically*)

(An open letter to Fanfiction: HAVE YOU EVER READ FANFICTION.) Anyway, as I've brought up before, this note needs to end. I love you all, thank you for tolerating me, thank you thank you thank you to EVERYONE who's reviewed and/or written to me, SPECIAL thanks to Guest Reviewers Neenie, just a guest, Rin, Lexi1220, SG8, and 18419. Thanks for reading, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :)

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76: GRILLING

As soon as the door closed behind them, Jack and Eugene simultaneously burst out laughing, dropping their arms to buckle over with snorts and guffaws in the empty hallway beyond the private dining room.

"Now… THAT," Eugene gasped, his hands on his knees, "THAT was fun."

"Did you see their expressions?"

"AMAZING."

The Spirit of Winter grinned, pushing his fingers into his hair. As Eugene caught his breath, he then straightened up, stretching out his arms.

"Ahhhhh," Eugene sighed contentedly, "I… am…"

He paused for a long moment.

Dropping his arms, Eugene then beamed and resolutely placed his hands on his hips.

"Not getting any tonight," he declared.

Jack Frost snorted, shaking his head and sticking his free hand into his pocket. "You are not," he confirmed, letting his staff fall onto his shoulder.

"But, neither are you."

"That is accurate."

"That is obvious."

Jack Frost's face fell, the previously lighthearted expression fading from his features. His shoulders sinking, the Spirit of Winter then glanced back towards the door of the private dining room for a long moment, a glint of heartbroken frustration flashing behind his eyes.

Drumming his fingers on the staff, he huffed a bitter laugh.

"Worth it," Jack Frost decided, pulling his free hand from his pocket and offering it to Eugene.

Eugene grinned wryly and grasped Jack's hand into a firm handshake, leaning a bit towards him. "Is it?" he chuckled.

Jack Frost opened his mouth and then closed it again. Not missing the way that the winter spirit's shoulders slumped even further, his gaze wandering back towards the dining room once again, Eugene then dropped the handshake and stepped back.

"Welp," he chuckled, grinning again, "Let me know if you ever need anything, Frosty."

"Actually…"

The Guardian reached up and rubbed the back of his neck, the shepherd's crook sliding an inch down his shoulder.

Eugene's eyebrows lifted. "Yeah?" he asked, "What's up?"

The snow sprite shifted uncomfortably on his feet, letting out a nervous laugh as his cheeks flushed pink. "Never mind," he stammered, taking a step back.

"Aw, come on," Eugene pressed, "It's really no—"

But before he could finish the statement, Jack Frost spun around and suddenly leapt into the air, a gust of wind catching him before he could fall. Eugene's eyes bulged as the Spirit of Winter shot down the hallway away from him, darting around a corner and disappearing from sight.

Huh.

So… now he can FLY? Eugene thought.

THAT was new. On the other hand, it seemed like EVERYBODY in this family was magical, so… not wholly unexpected.

With a shrug, Eugene then turned away, inspecting a large portrait that was hanging on the wall beside him without giving Jack Frost's unique abilities, nor dating prospects, a second thought.

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The royal carriage bounced and jostled as it thundered down the worn dirt path towards the final school on the edge of Arendelle's kingdom. It was a very small school—only serving six students, from what Queen Elsa recalled—but those six children were just as important as the rest. Therefore, they were going to be invited. The Northuldra had their own traditions already, and had thus turned down Elsa's previous invitation, but it was alright. The children of Arendelle were more than enough to ensure a wonderful party, and Elsa was thrilled for the chance to meet with them. Even the carriage ride with her sister and her cousin was going to be wonderful, because they were going to talk about Arendelle and Corona and Christmas, and NOT her love life, and it was not going to be uncomfortable or awkward at all.

Or… so she'd hoped.

Clutching her mother's scarf around her shoulders, Queen Elsa had been taking a minute to stare out the window, watching the landscape rolling by, when the sound of her little sister decisively clearing her throat jerked her back into reality.

"Soooo…" Anna began.

Elsa's face flushed. She knew that tone.

Forcing the Queen Face, the Fifth Spirit turned back to look into Anna's gaze, as well as Rapunzel's.

"So… what?" Elsa asked.

Queen Anna rolled her eyes, smiling as she glanced to Rapunzel. Rapunzel's eyebrows were lifted as well.

"So!" Anna started again. "Care to explain what on EARTH was going on this morning, between you and Mr. Jack Frost?"

Elsa's heart jumped into her throat. The question wasn't a surprise, but she hadn't been expecting it as much as dreading it.

"I don't know," Elsa admitted weakly. "I'm just—trying to focus on Arendelle. Nothing going on with Jack right now seems to make a whole lot of sense to me."

Her sister's forehead crinkled. "What do you mean?"

"Well—ever since Prince Frederik arrived, it's like Jack has been—on edge. For some reason," Elsa said. "I really don't have any idea what could be going on."

Queen Anna's eyebrows lifted.

"You… don't," she repeated.

"But—besides!" Queen Elsa stammered, suddenly feeling very self-conscious again as she pulled their mother's scarf more tightly around her shoulders, "This isn't just about me! I mean—look at our cousin!" she exclaimed, gesturing to Rapunzel as Rapunzel's eyes widened in surprise, "Nobody's asked her what she thinks of this whole thing! And she's just been dropped into the middle of it! I mean, I—"

Elsa stopped talking, giving her head a quick shake. Actually looking at Rapunzel, she drew herself up.

"I'm sorry," she corrected, "I mean—we both are. How are you holding up?"

Anna looked instantly embarrassed. Blushing, she nodded. "Good question," she conceded. "What have you thought of your first day and a half in Arendelle? And, it's not usually like this," she added with a chuckle, "I promise."

Rapunzel laughed softly. "It IS a lot to take in," she admitted. "I mean—everybody knows now that Arendelle is magical, but I didn't realize it was THIS magical. Nature Spirits, and Elsa, and now… Jack Frost is real? And, here?"

Elsa's heart skipped a beat at the sound of his name. She looked down, smiling in spite of herself. Jack Frost WAS real. And he was HERE.

Eeeeee!

The Snow Queen nodded, shyly fiddling with the fringe on her mother's scarf. "And Santa Claus. And the Easter Bunny. And the Tooth Fairy," she added. "They're all real."

"It's been quite a week," Anna agreed, her expression then melting into a smile as she nodded towards Elsa. "Having magic in Arendelle is nothing new, but—um, we're not exactly used to having magical—"

She paused for a moment as she searched for the word.

"Tension," Anna decided, waggling her eyebrows at their cousin.

Princess Rapunzel suppressed a laugh, biting the edge of her lip as she glanced to the Fifth Spirit. "Your wanting research on Jack Frost makes sense, now," she said softly. "And then, having him just show up, and be—well, he's not just real. He's…"

Her voice trailed off.

"Adorable?" Anna offered.

"Insanely adorable." Rapunzel laughed, crinkling her nose. "Like, I want to wrap him up and put a bow on him, adorable."

This comment was so unexpected that Elsa snorted in shock, clapping her hand over her mouth.

"I don't think I see Jack going for that particular idea," she giggled.

"Sissy, I think you'd be surprised what Jack would go for, if you were the one the ask him."

Elsa rolled her eyes, ignoring Anna's comment as the carriage jolted. But she couldn't deny that—at least in a small way—the statement was true. Jack was INCREDIBLY generous with her… and not just with how sweet he was, but with just how seriously he was taking their Ice Alliance. She had received word after breakfast that another FOUR men had resigned from the Council, meaning that there were only three left, who hadn't retired. And they probably wouldn't be staying for long.

After Jack had left with Eugene, she hadn't even seen him, let alone been able to thank him yet. But how COULD she thank him, for something so important? She was struggling to even feel like she was worthy of his time.

Righting herself after the carriage jostled again, Rapunzel leaned forward in her seat. "But, then there's another boy, too!" she exclaimed on a whisper, "What do you think of Prince Frederik? His name IS Frederik, right?"

"Right," Elsa replied, the feeling of foreboding returning.

"We SHOULD talk about that," Anna agreed. "So—what do you like about him? I mean, you DO—like the guy. Right?"

Elsa nodded. "Very much."

"Okay. Why?"

The Snow Queen looked down to her hands. "Well," she started. "He's very smart."

Rapunzel gave her an encouraging nod. "How so?"

"Prince Frederik is very educated. I mean, it makes sense for—but, Jack is incredibly smart, too," Elsa added, smoothing the top of her sparkling skirt as she talked, "He's traveled ALL over the world, and he speaks—well, everything! He's spent so long watching people… on TOP of the fact that he's naturally bright. I always love talking to him. And he can debate with me really well, too. He'd actually do really well in educated circles, I think—even though he wouldn't put up with anyone's hogwash. We've taught each other SO much…"

Queen Elsa's gaze had wandered to the window while she spoke, the landscape passing by. The grayish, whitish haze of December was over the land, still beautiful, but without the sparkling and breathtaking grandeur of freshly-fallen snow. It had been a few days (a week?) since Jack had gifted Arendelle's children with a snowstorm—the natural kind, that would allow them to have breaks from school—but the effects of his good work were still there. Even so heartbreakingly far away from him, Elsa could feel that this particular snow had something to do with the Guardian.

How far-reaching were Jack's blizzards?

"You and Frederik?" Rapunzel prompted suddenly, pulling her from the train of thought.

Elsa shook her head. "No, Jack."

Rapunzel and Anna exchanged glances.

"So—uh—Frederik is smart," Queen Anna started again, enunciating the prince's name. "What else?"

Elsa adjusted herself in her seat, adjusting her mother's scarf on her shoulders. "He's nice."

"Okay."

"Prince Frederik is really quite respectful. He's a proper gentleman," Elsa reasoned. "Not that Jack isn't! I mean, Jack is—less polished. But he would have to be, right? And, maybe that's a good thing. I always just feel like he means everything that he says. And he's so kind. I mean, Jack just wants everyone to have fun, and for ME to have fun." She pulled in her breath, closing her eyes for a moment. "He's not at all naïve, but he's GOT to be one of the purest people I've ever met. And he's so gentle…"

Her voice trailed off, and Queen Elsa looked down to where her pale hands rested on the sparkling fabric of her skirt. Today's number was a pale blue, with an enormous burst of snowflakes sweeping across her left hip and scattering down the front of the dress.

Not that she had been increasingly emphasizing snowflakes in her most recent designs.

"Jack Frost is, you mean," Rapunzel clarified.

A shy smile melted over Elsa's features.

"He's just amazing," she breathed.

Closing her eyes again, she let a long silence fall over the carriage, her heart swelling at the peace that she felt inside.

"And you just. Can't. Decide. Between them," Anna deadpanned.

"Jack is a million times more wonderful than I ever imagined," Elsa giggled on a whisper. "I still can't believe he's stayed in Arendelle this long. I mean, that he actually wants to be friends with me."

Let alone… well, she thought. Everything else.

"Um," Rapunzel laughed softly, "Elsa? I know I haven't been here for very long, but—I'm pretty sure that that surprises no one."

"So what's holding you back?" Anna asked, "Why haven't you two made it official yet? What's going on?"

Elsa's heart sank.

Here we go.

Adjusting the scarf again, the Fifth Spirit didn't respond for a long moment. Swallowing hard, she uncomfortably chewed on the edge of her lip.

"Wait…" Anna realized, her gaze lighting up with comprehension. "He still—Jack still hasn't asked you to be his girlfriend?"

"He's not interested in me that way," Elsa choked.

"But we—we left you two alone! Again! He's had the perfect opportunity to—"

"—Look, if anything, Jack had the opportunity yesterday afternoon. Okay?"

A look of confusion swept over Queen Anna's face. "Yesterday aftern—?"

Her brow furrowed, and she looked down in contemplation. All of a sudden, her eyes bulged.

"THE LIBRARY!?" Anna shrieked, making the others startle, "That was—when I—oh, no, Elsa; if I interrupted while he was about to—"

"—You weren't," Elsa insisted, "You weren't interrupting anything. But he wasn't saying tha—"

"—WHAT DID HE SAY?"

"He really DOES seem to like you," Rapunzel pressed, "Did he at least tell you?"

Elsa bit her lip again, looking into her lap and twisting her fingers. "I don't know," she choked, "I mean—sort of, but—"

"—HA!" Anna exclaimed, "So, he DID tell you he likes you! I KNEW it!"

"Well—not exactly—but—"

Queen Elsa's voice trailed off with uncertainty. Gathering her courage, the Fifth Spirit then pulled it her breath, hesitantly peering up through a preemptive wince.

"Jack didn't ever bring up the idea of being in a long-term relationship. Or—commitment—or anything," Elsa choked. "But he kind of propositioned me, I think."

The inside of the royal carriage fell completely silent.

Her heart pounding, Elsa watched with anxiety as her younger sister slowly drew in her breath, her hands clenching into fists.

"He… did… what, now?" Queen Anna enunciated.

"I—um—I think he propositioned me," Elsa admitted frantically, the words tumbling out of her mouth before she could stop them, "He was talking about how well we'd do together, and how much fun we'd have, and—and, I pressed him about it, and he was just meaning physically. Because we're the 'same species,' and—and there were some other things—well, it's actually rather flattering, but—"

"—That is not flattering," Anna gritted.

"No," Rapunzel agreed, shaking her head. "That's really inappropriate."

"But it's probably my fault!" Elsa exclaimed, holding up her hands, "I'm probably imagining things, and I'm sure he didn't mean—when he said—well, I was kind of sitting on his lap at the time, and—"

She might as well have set off an explosion.

"WHAT?!"

"HOW in the—"

"—WHAT!"

Queen Elsa's head started reeling, the inside of the carriage blurring into a swirl of color as panic gripped her throat. Her hands flew to the sides of her face, and she squeezed her eyes shut, cringing and shrinking into herself in humiliation. She didn't realize it was bad. Or awkward. Was it bad? It was bad.

She was supposed to be in the Forest. With the Spirits. She wasn't meant to be with people. She would just make a mess of things.

A mess of everything.

The snow was starting to swirl around her, and she cringed further, now reaching for and clutching her mother's scarf so hard that her knuckles turned white. Frost starting to fracture out over its fabric, her head spun, vaguely aware of Anna's voice coming from somewhere far away.

"Elsa?"

Alone. She was meant to be alone. Alone, away, hiding, running, away from people, away from this, away from everyone—

"Your majesties?" suddenly asked a male voice, startling Elsa out of the panic.

Her mind slowing, Elsa dizzily looked up, noticing only in this moment that the movement of the carriage had stopped. It was softly snowing around her and all inside the carriage, and she realized that—with a look of concern on his face—the carriage driver was suddenly perched on the side step beside her, looking in through the window.

"I—um," he repeated, pulling off his hat as he looked between Elsa and Anna, "Is everything alright?"

"Yes," Queen Anna blurted before Elsa had the chance to gather her thoughts. "Do please carry on. We apologize for the ruckus."

The Fifth Spirit blushed, looking down and nodding. It was still snowing inside of the carriage.

CONCEAL!

"I'm sorry, ma'am," the driver stammered, primarily addressing Anna, "There was—screaming—if I was going too fast, or—"

"—We were talking about men."

He opened his mouth and then closed it again, clutching his hat. Wordlessly, the carriage driver then put it back on, blushing with a nod as he stepped down from the carriage, making it bounce slightly from the shift in weight.

As the driver climbed back up into his seat, the entire carriage gently bounced again.

And they were moving.

Her grip slackening on the scarf, Queen Elsa stared back down at her feet, her old heels feeling strangely foreign to her. By this point, she had gotten used to the flat sandals she wore in the forest, but she did rather miss the fancier shoes that she could wear in the castle.

Not to mention… Jack seemed to like the heels.

Why do I care what he thinks?

"So… um," Anna tried again, making Elsa look up. "So—he had you sitting on his lap? You said?"

Elsa felt the heat of shame rushing to her face once again. She squirmed.

"I didn't know that was bad," she choked helplessly, "I didn't think—I just really like being close to him; I didn't—"

"—I don't think it's necessarily—bad," Rapunzel offered, "Just—"

Her voice trailed off. She chewed on the edge of her lip, glancing to Anna.

"Maybe a bit odd," she admitted, "I think that people would have different opinions about it. What was the context?"

"I think it's more a context thing," Queen Anna said. She looked to Elsa. "How did you end up on Jack's lap? Exactly?"

"Could you please stop saying that."

"Sorry. But… um… how? Did…?"

The Fifth Spirit squirmed again, clutching her mother's scarf tighter around her shoulders.

"I asked him," she whispered. "I asked him if I could."

Anna's eyebrows lifted.

"You—asked the Spirit of Winter if you could sit on his lap," she repeated slowly.

Elsa's face flushed. Gathering her courage, she gulped.

"It's not crossing any lines," Elsa stammered, "I mean, I didn't think it was. And he didn't either, and we both like it, and the closeness, and—well, I just wanted to be close to him like that again."

"Wait—again?" Rapunzel asked, her brow furrowing, "What do you mean? You've done this before?"

Elsa deflated.

"We'd kissed a lot of times on the night before, and then it was morning, so he said that if we were doing a goodnight kiss, we should do a good morning kiss, too," she said, "And I'd never heard of that before, but it makes sense, and—I trust Jack. So he was kind of hugging me while I was putting on my makeup, and then he pulled me onto his lap, and he was feeling my hips and touching my legs, and—it—um—"

Seeing Anna and Rapunzel's eyes bulging, and the way they were once again exchanging glances of horror and shock, Elsa's voice began to trail off.

"It—was nice?" she shook weakly.

Princess Rapunzel leaned forward, placing her elbows onto her knees and pressing her hands together, touching her fingertips to the bridge of her nose as the color drained from her face. Meanwhile, Queen Anna's mouth had fallen open, and she shut it again, covering it with her hand. Looking down, and back up, staring at her sister in worry, she then closed her eyes, unable to come up with a response.

Pulling her hand away from her face only to start kneading her eyebrows a second later, the pregnant young queen pulled in her breath.

"Oh my word," Anna choked.

Feeling the panic rising within her again, Elsa's face went pale. "Jack is—very playful," she blurted, making her sister tense up and press her lips together like she was struggling very hard to keep from screaming, "He didn't mean anything, I'm sure."

"OH, no, he didn't mean ANYTHING," Anna gritted, "If Mister Playful is getting too playful with MY—!"

Elsa watched as her sister abruptly stopped talking, cutting herself off with a hard head shake. Rubbing her forehead, Anna then shook her head again, pulling her hand to the side of her face and turning to stare out the window.

"Rapunzel," Anna choked, "Could you please take this for me?"

Their cousin nodded. "Of course."

"But Jack and I weren't DOING more than that!" Elsa protested, "We—we wouldn't! I promise! I mean, it wasn't like he was holding me down in the snow again, or anything, and—"

Queen Anna buried her face in her hands, an unintelligible and yet murderous sound coming from her mouth.

"Which was an accident! And he got off immediately!" Elsa stammered, "Even though it was really kind of—never mind. But he's specifically told me that we weren't doing ANYTHING I didn't want to do, okay?" she added, anxiously twisting the edges of the scarf, "Like—the thing about sleeping next to each other. That was my idea, not his."

Rapunzel's eyes widened. "Sleeping next to—"

"—With a wall! There's—a wall! But, see? Like, when we made out—initially, that was my idea, too. I mean, he tends to take ideas and run with them, but—but it's not like Jack is trying to pressure me, or anything. He's—I think he's a good guy," Elsa choked, her voice fading to a miserable whimper, "He's even a Guardian! But that's why it just doesn't make any sense that—well, he—I don't know."

Her voice trailed off, her eyes stinging with humiliation.

Cringing back into herself once again, and well aware of the snow flurries materializing out of the air around her, the Snow Queen placed her elbows on her knees and let her head fall forward into her hands.

"I don't know," Elsa whispered, shaking her head. "I don't know anymore."

A tense, uncomfortable silence filled the carriage.

Snowflakes falling all around them, the Fifth Spirit looked out the window, reaching for the ends of her mother's scarf and watching the Arendellian landscape passing by. The bouncing of the carriage, the roughness of the worn dirt road…

At least something felt familiar about her life.

"So… to recap," Rapunzel started carefully, visible concern in her eyes, "Just… please help me understand… the first time, when Jack pulled you onto his lap, it was because you were going to kiss again… after you'd made out on the night before?"

Elsa bit her lip. Looking down to her hands and fidgeting with the fringe on the shawl, she nodded.

"And then, yesterday, you asked—requested—to sit on his lap again, just to—" Rapunzel paused, her lips twitching to the side. "Cuddle? Basically?"

The Snow Queen felt heat rushing to her cheeks. Swallowing hard, she nodded again.

"And, this is on top of the fact that you're basically spending almost all of your free time together."

Nod.

"And, that you're intentionally sleeping in beds placed right next to each other, in the same room, every night?"

Another nod.

"But then you're having a serious, formal courtship with… Prince Frederik," Rapunzel finished. "Because you and Jack are just friends."

Chewing on the edge of her lip, the Fifth Spirit stared down at her skirt. Queen Elsa then nodded for a final time, saying nothing.

Silence.

"Okay!" Princess Rapunzel exclaimed breathily, "Um—okay! Okay…"

As Elsa looked back, her cousin paused for a moment, forcing a nervous smile. Pulling in her breath, Rapunzel pressed her hands together and touched her fingertips to the bridge of her nose, her eyebrows lifting.

"Okay! So, the fact that you're trying to be really clear with him about what you like, is—great," she started awkwardly, pressing her hands together and bringing them to her lips, "But Elsa, is it—um, could it be—possible—that you—might—"

She stopped talking for a brief moment. Sucking in her breath, Rapunzel then closed her eyes and opened them again, grimacing.

"MightBeSendingJackFrostSomeMixedMessages?" she squeaked.

Elsa's mouth fell open. "Mixed messages?" she balked, letting out a breathy laugh, "I'm not giving him mixed messages! If anything, Jack's the one giving mixed messages to me! I ALWAYS try to be honest with him. And my message is always the same."

Rapunzel's eyes lifted, and she looked to Anna. Anna shifted herself in her seat, adjusting her skirt over her stomach.

"And?" Anna asked.

Elsa's face flushed. "That I've always admired him for as long as I can remember, and it's amazing to get to actually KNOW him because I love being close to him, both physically and emotionally, but I don't want to pressure him into something he doesn't want and even though I think I want more than he does I'm still grateful to be friends because I'll take whatever I can get even though I'd love to be in a relationship despite the fact that even that probably isn't realistic because I have to prioritize Arendelle over myself and that includes considering Prince Frederik, but Jack Frost is absolutely amazing, and if I were to lose him, I would be heartbroken for the rest of my life!"

Gasping slightly for breath, Elsa realized that both Anna and Rapunzel's eyes were now as wide as saucers, staring at her in awe.

"And that—and," Anna choked, "That doesn't strike you as potentially being confusing?"

"I'm always honest with him," Elsa bristled.

She crossed her arms tightly over her chest, then uncrossing them. As a few flurries of snow resumed falling around her in the carriage, she saw her cousin pull in her breath.

"So… you're in love with Jack Frost, but you don't think you can have him," Rapunzel summarized. "For… a number of reasons."

The Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest shifted uncomfortably in her seat. The words rang to be disconcertingly true.

"I have responsibilities," Elsa choked. "And—and he doesn't really want me, anyway. Not enough for any long-term kind of sense. But I'm just grateful that we can still be friends, because—I'll take whatever I can get."

Realizing how pathetic and desperate her confession sounded when she said it out loud, Elsa cringed, staring down at her hands. On the long date she'd had with Prince Frederik, she had forgotten her gloves, and had spent the entire carriage ride awkwardly trying to conceal her hands beneath blankets and by sitting on them. Jack wouldn't want her to be wearing gloves. Granted, Jack probably wouldn't want her to be wearing anything.

Elsa's eyes bulged.

Now, THAT was a thought.

Mentally beating the emotions back down with a club, she gave her head a violent shake. She had to focus. She had to focus on FREDERIK.

And Arendelle.

"Elsa…" Rapunzel asked softly, "Have you tried telling Jack how you feel?"

A jolt of panic shot through her, and Elsa shook her head. "I can't do that," she choked.

"Why n—"

"—Because if I TELL him, then he'll feel like I'm PRESSURING him and he'll LEAVE!" Elsa burst out suddenly, "And after everything he's done for me, our friendship would be ruined, and everything would be over, and he'd fly away and I'd never see him again and it would be ALL MY FAULT!"

Her eyes stinging, the Fifth Spirit blinked frantically, trying to force the emotions back down. Once again, it was full-on snowing inside of the carriage.

"And—and, men hate commitment," she squeaked, her voice hardly more than a whisper, "Right? I mean, that's what I've—always heard."

As the flurries floated softly down around them, another long silence fell over the group. Princess Rapunzel pulled her lips to the side.

"I think it really depends on the man," she said softly.

"I agree," Anna added, "And—um—I'm pretty sure that's the opposite of Jack's problem."

"But I can't PRESSURE him!" Elsa stammered, "And I—I want to be useful to him, but I can't just—I'd never—and if he feels like I'm trying to push for something I want, but he doesn't, I—!"

She cut herself off, giving her head a vigorous shake. She shifted her grip on the scarf, pulling in tighter around her shoulders.

"I just don't want to mess things up," Elsa whispered.

I don't want to risk losing him.

Subtly brushing a little snow off of her skirt, Rapunzel looked to Anna. With concern in her eyes, she then turned back to her cousin.

"Elsa…" Rapunzel started again gently. "Would you like us to talk to Jack?"

The silence fell for a few long moments.

"I would like to have a talk with Jack…" Anna angrily muttered under her breath.

"I don't know if it would help," Elsa admitted. "I mean, I would really appreciate it if you'd try, but—I took an oath. I have to think of Arendelle first."

Queen Anna's eyebrows practically lifted into her hairline.

"Elsa," she said, "You really don't have t—"

"—Yes, I do."

Reaching up to tug their mother's shawl back into place as it began to slip from her shoulders, Elsa swallowed hard, clasping her hands together tightly in her lap. The thing was… she wanted to be close to Jack. As close as possible, while still—well, without crossing any lines. Everything felt better with him. And she loved Anna with all her heart, and she knew that Anna loved her, but she never felt entirely… understood. It wasn't Anna's fault, nor anyone else's, but there were some experiences so intense, and so different, that it was hard to fathom that anyone could POSSIBLY understand without having essentially experienced the same thing. And Jack Frost—in many ways—actually had.

But…

My Jack Frost obsession almost destroyed Arendelle ONCE, Elsa thought bitterly, mentally beating herself over the memories. I lost my focus. And I can't allow myself to be SELFISH like that ever again.

The Snow Queen drew herself up.

"I almost certainly can't be with Jack, anyhow," Elsa forced herself to say. "As a member of the royal family, I HAVE to seriously consider Prince Frederik as being a viable option. I took an oath. And doing what's best for the kingdom is part of my duty to Arendelle."

Taking Anna and Rapunzel's silence as an agreement, Elsa turned once again to miserably stare out the window.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Sorry for the level of cringe in this chapter, everybody. Does it help if I tell you that the title of the next chapter is "Smolder?" ;)

 

Chapter 77: Smolder

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: HALLO YES I'M HERE THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE. FUN FACT: FLYNN RIDER IS RIDICULOUSLY DIFFICULT TO WRITE; SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG

STAY SAFE EVERYBODY THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR REVIEWS AND LOVE AND SUPPORT THEY MEAN ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING TO ME

Regarding WATTPAD: M'kay, so I've been alerted (thank you, Guest Reviewer Xenn!) that there's a a person on Wattpad trying to pass off a copy-pasted version of Ice Alliance as their own. Even though the responses from the last time I brought up the idea of reposting has me legitimately considering the idea, I obviously couldn't do anything until after that version is taken down—because, I want to clarify, that person on Wattpad IS NOT ME. I am currently trying to get into contact with her, and she hasn't responded yet, but in her defense, it looks like she hasn't been on the website since 2018. That being said, I would like to get it taken down, largely due to the fact that the copy-pasting method used removed ALL OF THE FORMATTING. (*screams in bolded italics*) FORMATTING IS VERY IMPORTANT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUGH WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY (Also, stealing is bad. Please don't steal from me.)

That being said, here's a legit Wattpad question for you guys: It seems that Wattpad's system is all about ranking and numbers of reads, but without the Actual Feedback Part that you get from having reviews…? (Not gonna lie; that seems… VERY toxic.) Am I missing something? Please enlighten me!

As for AO3: I am CONSIDERING it. For the record.

To Guest Reviewer 18419: You can't know how much that means to me. Also, keep in mind… "thousands of reviews" is my TOTALY number of reviews, since August of 2015. For example, in the last month, I've had… five. I've had five. TRUST me, I'm aware of each and every one of them—and thank you so much for your support! Honestly, reviews like yours are the reason I keep writing this. Even when it takes me forever. XD

To Guest Reviewer JelsaShipper: Thank you so much for your support—and, I'm sorry to hear that you've been having such a hard time in quarantine. This pandemic WILL end—and in the meantime, I'm really grateful that we can have a few minutes to lose ourselves in some fandom fun in the meantime. Stay safe!

To Guest Reviewer InsaneGoddess: You are formally invited to leave. PLEASE understand that I say this as a friend —because, if my writing is really so unbelievably offensive to you (I'm a little confused as to why you read the whole thing, if you hate it so much), I suggest for your sake that you stop reading now. I say this because we're only a handful of chapters away from the part where everything explodes I MEAN where— plot— things—happen. As usual, everything is well within PG-13/TV-14 ratings and the Law of Chastity, and I pray about every SINGLE thing I post (yes, there have been times that I have felt I needed to take something out, or occasionally even put something in ), but if you're truly that sensitive to implied sexual content, you probably don't want to be here for the duration of this fanfiction.

(Rapunzel-related) SPOILER WARNING : There's a VERY brief reference to Rapunzel's Tangled Adventures in the first paragraph, that gives away a post-movie fact revealed about Eugene. (I have not seen the show, but I read the synopsis.) Be warned, if you don't want spoilers for the TV show!

CONTENT WARNING: Heavy sexual innuendo, as usual. Everything's well within PG-13, but… still.

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77: SMOLDER

Walking alone through the halls of Arendelle's castle, Eugene Fitzherbert couldn't help but feel like he'd won some sort of lottery. First, the girl he was in love with had turned out to be a princess. Castle number one. Then, he'd turned out to be a prince. Castle number two. Then, being royalty, family reunions now weren't just a thing, but a full-service royal-person tourism adventure. Castle number three. He could get used to this.

Yep. He was used to it.

Still, the sudden drop in temperature and tap on the shoulder took him by surprise.

"GAUGH!" Eugene startled into the air, whipping around in horror.

"Oh—uh, sorry," the white-haired young man said, dropping to the ground. "Didn't mean to sneak up on you."

"Why, it's Jack Frost! Who is real!" Eugene laugh-sputtered, gasping for breath. "Jack Frost, who, like Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny and the Tooth Fairy and everybody else you've ever heard of, is apparently real! What can I do for you, Jack Frost?"

The Guardian smiled sheepishly, looking down and kicking at the carpet for a moment. Shifting his fingers on his shepherd's crook—which was currently resting back across his shoulder—he then looked up again. "Can I talk to you? For a minute?"

"Sure! What's up?"

Jack paused. Closing his eyes as if he were mustering his courage, he then sucked in his breath.

"I was wondering if I could—um," he whispered, still avoiding eye contact. "Ask you for—some advice."

"ADVICE?" Eugene proclaimed at the top of his lungs as he swung his hand to the side, "Why, of COURSE I can give Jack Frost advice! I have SO much advice; I have the BEST advice you'll ever—"

"—SHH! Will you keep it—!"

Jack's face flushed, his pale skin going red as he anxiously glanced around. Seeing a servant walking by at the end of the hall, he then looked back to Eugene.

The Spirit of Winter cocked his head to the side.

"Come on."

Eugene stuck his thumbs into his belt loops, his eyebrows lifting as he followed the young man down the hallway. At the first door, Jack Frost stopped, pressing his ear to the wood for a moment. Apparently hearing nothing, he tried the handle.

Clunk.

And it swung open.

Following the snow sprite into the room, Eugene looked around to realize that they were in some sort of parlor, or private family library. Not a FORMAL library, by any means, but a comfortable, living room-type of space, with a couch, a few tables covered with knick-knacks of various sorts, and an enormous fireplace. And most importantly, it was empty.

As the door swung softly swung shut behind them, closing with a cha-chunk, the Spirit of Winter turned around. Drumming his fingers on the staff—which was still resting back across his right shoulder—Jack Frost then swallowed, as if trying to gather his courage once again.

After a long, tense moment, Eugene dramatically pushed his fingers through his hair.

"Clearly, you are about to ask me for the SECRET of my hairstyle," he started, shattering the silence, "And you were right to come to me, Frosty. SOFT bangs, no sharp angles. VERY important. That's the secret. But, do NOT let Rapunzel cut it," he added, dropping his voice to a whisper, "Great artist. But bad idea."

Jack Frost jumped, caught completely off-guard by the statement. After a moment, he huffed a laugh of confusion, his shoulders naturally untensing as he did so.

"I—uh, actually haven't had to get my hair cut for a really long time," he admitted, staring at Eugene in bewilderment.

"How long is a—"

"—Let's just say a long time."

"Maybe that's why it sticks up so much on top," Eugene offered, tossing his head back and making his own hair fall softly to the side. "I get my hair cut every fifteen days. Sixteen days? NO bueno. It RUINS the shape."

"My hair always sticks up on top."

"Yes, yes. And so does Elsa's." Eugene stepped up to him, placing a consoling hand on his shoulder. "Your future children are doomed in that respect, I'm afraid."

Jack Frost looked down to his feet.

Letting the silence fall again, Eugene turned around, inspecting a candy dish full of Christmas chocolates that was sitting beside them on an end table. Selecting one, he then popped it into his mouth. Aaaaand: amazing.

These Arendellians and their chocolates.

"Rapunzel was locked up her whole life," Jack blurted suddenly.

Eugene turned around, his eyebrows lifting in suprise. "Uh—pretty much, yeah." He let out his breath. "That Gothel lady was a monster. Why do you ask?"

The Guardian froze for a long moment, choosing his words. He shifted on his feet. "When she—um," he started carefully, "When you got her out—did she have any issues—adjusting? Like—to people?"

"Well, she doesn't deal well with curfews."

"That's not what I meant."

"Okay…?"

The winter spirit's face fell. Moving his fingers on the staff, he pulled in his breath.

"I mean—social skills. And relationships. And—stuff," Jack tried again, "Did you have any problems with convincing—okay. How'd you and Rapunzel get together?"

Eugene's breath caught. "Are you asking—for our Story?" he gasped.

"I guess," Jack sighed, pulling the staff down and letting its end fall into the carpet. "But I only need the short version, if—"

"—ONCE UPON A TIME," Eugene proclaimed dramatically, whirling away and bounding up onto the nearest couch, "There lived a daring, clever, unbelievably HANDSOME and charming young rogue named FLYNN RIDER. Stealing from the rich and giving to the poor; to the less fortunate folks who REALLY needed it! A modern Robin Hood, if you will."

Leaning into his staff, a hint of a smirk twitched out of the side of the Spirit of Winter's mouth. "A modern Robin Hood?" He chuckled.

"But more attractive."

"I see." He drummed his fingers against the shepherd's crook. "And by… poor, less fortunate folks, are you talking about yoursel—"

"—ANYWAY," Eugene started again, jumping down from the sofa, "On a BEAUTIFUL sunny morning, our dashing hero, Flynn Rider—"

"—Can you just give me the first-person, please?"

"—IIIIIiiiiiieee had just completed an impressively complicated and DARING heist, and was on the run. Narrowly escaping my pursuers, I managed to break through into a picturesque glen, with only one solitary tower beckoning to me with safety in its wings!"

"Wings?"

"Stones. Bricks? No idea. Stop interrupting. So, I grabbed some arrows that totally hadn't been meant to hit me, scaled the wall, and got in. ALONE AT LAST. Except that it turned out to be the bedroom and generally multi-purpose living space, of a beautiful, slightly violent young woman—"

"—Waitwaitwait. You broke into her room?"

Eugene stopped talking. He shrugged. "Desperate times."

"I cannot. Believe," Jack Frost enunciated, "That anyone could do something so incredibly out of line."

"I was being chased, I saw a tower, and I climbed it. END OF STORY."

Jack raised his eyebrows, saying nothing as Eugene stalked away. And paused.

"Except NOT," Eugene suddenly added, spinning around. "Turns out, the girl was a total SPITFIRE. And she wanted to see the lantern thing the king and queen did every year. So, we struck a deal: Out of the INCREDIBLE kindness of my heart, I would be her tour guide! Flynn Ryder Tour Guide Package also included such additional services as protecting her from ruffians and thugs, coaching her when she began to doubt herself, generally being unbelievably handsome and charming, etc. etc."

"That was the deal?" Jack asked. "You'd just—do all of that, for her? Expecting nothing in return?"

"There may or may not have been a frying pan and/or evil horse involved. ANYWAY," he said, holding up his hand before Jack could protest, "The details aren't important. So, we got to the festival thing, had the most romantic date imaginable, The Adorable Couple was just about to kiss, and then—! BAD GUYS! Oh, no! Girl gets kidnapped! Boy gets captured! ALL WAS LOST!"

Jack's eyes widened as Eugene dramatically spun around, stumbling back like he was going to swoon. Facing his one-person audience once again, he then flipped back his hair, pulling in his breath.

"Luckily," Eugene continued, "Being the TOTALLY dashing and daring Prince Charming that I still currently am, I BROKE OUT OF JAIL!" he proclaimed, acting out the scene as he spoke, "Past the guards! Past the inmates! Straight onto his evil-horse-turned-noble-steed, Flynn Ryder was RIDING OFF TO RESCUE HER! You should've seen me! I was," he breathed as he touched his hand to his heart, "Extremely heroic."

"And you did this all by yourself?"

"Anyway, so I got to the tower. Rapunzel, Rapunzel, let down your hair! Down comes the hair! Climbed the hair! Into the window, and I see Rapunzel, and then she STABS ME!"

"Rapunzel STABBED YOU!?" Jack startled.

"NO! Not her!" Eugene spun around, "Gothel! Creepy Evil Kidnapper Non-Mom! Rapunzel's captor. Very bad lady."

The snow sprite's expression relaxed with comprehension again, his eyes still wide at the story. Eugene nodded.

"So, Rapunzel made a deal to save me and go with Gothel, but before she could, I knew I had to save her, so—well, there was a shard of glass, and I was able to chop her magic hair off," he admitted, his voice growing a little softer, "Um, so Gothel freaked out, fell out the window to her death, Rapunzel cried, and it turns out that she can still save people with her tears. So… uh, I came back from the brink of death, confessions of love, kissing sequence, adorable ending, etc."

He crossed his arms over his chest, shrugging as he looked back to the winter spirit. Jack Frost let out a long, low whistle, his eyebrows lifting.

"Wow," Jack admitted. "That's—quite a story."

"Well, it wasn't exactly my normal Monday, if that's what you mean."

"Wait, what? MONDAY?" he sputtered, nearly dropping the staff, "This all happened in ONE DAY!?"

Seeing the betrayal clearly written across the Guardian's face, Eugene decided—at last—to put him out of his misery.

"So!" he chuckled at last. "You're having issues with Elsa!"

Jack Frost let out his breath. "Is it obvious?" he choked hesitantly.

Eugene raised his eyebrows.

Turning away and walking over to the couch, Eugene spun around and sat down. Leaning over to the end table beside him, he then with the base of an oil lamp.

"Well—go ahead, Frosty," he declared, grasping its twist-key of a knob. "What ails you, and your sweet, icy relationship with the Snow Queen? Tell Dr. Eugene all about it."

He twisted on the lamp.

Creak.

The flame shooting up inside the glass tube, the additional light in the room rendered the winter spirit's features to be even more pained, the anxiety behind his eyes even more prevalent than before. Gripping his shepherd's crook, Jack Frost pressed his lips together.

"It was all going GREAT until that other guy showed up," he blurted.

"'Going great?'" Eugene crossed his ankle over his opposite knee, interlacing his fingers and placing them on top."What do you mean?"

Jack swallowed hard. Gathering his courage, he looked up. "Elsa and I were practically engaged," he choked, "I mean—we had just had this incredible evening on the night before, and we were talking about marriage, and—"

"—And you proposed?"

Jack froze.

"Well—no," Jack admitted sheepishly.

"But, you guys were talking about getting married," Eugene pressed, "Like, you were setting dates, making plans, hiring florists, and the like?"

The Guardian looked instantly pained. "Not… exactly…"

"Actually, that's a good point. Scratch the florist. No florist should allow either ONE of you cutesy little winter spirits within fifty feet of their wares."

The Spirit of Winter blushed, staring at the ground without responding.

"Wait. Hold on," Eugene realized in disbelief, "Did you mean—that you were just talking about marriage, in general? That the idea of marrying each other never even came UP?"

"It was EXTREMELY romantic!" Jack protested, reaching up and frantically beginning to rub the back of his neck, "We'd built our beds really close together, and we were making out, and—"

"—So, even though you're not even boyfriend and girlfriend yet, you kinda discussed the general idea of marriage, and kissed," Eugene said, holding up his hand, "And you thought that meant you were ENGAGED?"

"It was really romantic!"

Eugene slapped his hand down onto the arm of the sofa, pushing himself up onto his feet. "Welp," he exhaled, "The good news is that I have a diagnosis."

Jack sighed. "And?" he prompted.

Eugene walked over to him, placing a reassuring hand onto the winter spirit's narrow shoulder.

"You're an idiot."

Jack scoffed. "Thanks, doctor," he enunciated, shoving him away.

"So, Elsa had no idea that you two were even—"

"—I've figured that out, okay?" Jack snapped, "I was working on that, but then this OTHER guy—I swear, Prince Wonderful shows up, and now Elsa's just anxious all the time!"

Eugene grinned. "Prince Wonderful, eh?" he chuckled.

The Guardian's gaze hardened, his expression suddenly ice cold. "Oh, yeah, he's great," he snarled, "TOTALLY not a red flag, how she comes back looking miserable after every time she's been with him." He shook his head, gesturing again with his staff and glaring down at the carpet. "All NOBLE and everything, deciding that he's going to court Elsa for the sake of his kingdom—oh, such a big sacrifice, to marry her and all, when he doesn't even have feelings for her! How he doesn't even see her as anything but a political pawn, how he's making it all about him, how he doesn't even APPRECIATE—!"

Flurries of snow were now silently materializing out of the air around him, sparkling in the lamplight as they floated towards the ground. Gritting his teeth, the Spirit of Winter huffed again in barely-contained fury.

"Doesn't even like ICE," he gritted.

He shook his head again, gripping the staff. Seeing the snow sprite's murderous expression, Eugene's eyebrows lifted.

"And that's—"

"He doesn't even like ICE! And with Elsa, it—that she's actually CONSIDERING—!"

The Spirit of Winter cut himself off again, all but actually wringing his hands. Exhaling sharply, he then shoved his fingers into his hair, visibly fighting against the fact that his eyes were blurring.

"Elsa has to make her own choices. And I get that," Jack Frost choked, his voice breaking with emotion as he ripped his hand back out, "I do. Really. But if everybody expects me to just stand here and SMILE while she ruins her own life—!"

He shook his head.

"I don't even think Elsa likes this guy," Jack continued, "Every time she's been with him, she comes back looking sad. And confused. But it's like she's convincing herself that she HAS to marry him anyway, even though—I'm trying as hard as I can, but—I don't know." He gulped. "I don't get it."

Falling quiet once again, the Fifth Guardian let out his breath, dropping the end of the staff into the carpet and sinking into it.

Snowflakes beginning to pile up into a thin layer of frost on the carpet, Eugene just stared. It was all he could do.

He had to admit that—yes—Elsa had been acting completely infatuated with Jack. And he'd known that his wife's cousin had a serious knack for making things complicated, but… this was bad.

And, he'd known it was bad. But he'd had no idea that it was THIS bad.

"Okay… um," Eugene started, making Jack look up, "Not that the extreme pleasure of watching you crash and burn hasn't been the highlight of my visit to Arendelle so far, but… uh, I can't help but wonder…"

Jack Frost's eyebrows lifted. Standing a little straighter, he then leveled his gaze to Eugene's, his silence prompting for him to continue.

"If Elsa's really giving you so much trouble…" Eugene asked carefully. "Why are you sticking around?"

The Spirit of Winter paused.

After a few moments—his face turning a bit pink—the Guardian's expression softened, a hesitant hint of a smile on the edge of his features.

"She's an ice powers girl," he admitted softly.

Eugene's forehead crinkled. "And… you think that makes her your only option?"

"Well—maybe. But that's not it. It's…"

Jack Frost's voice trailed off. After a few moments, his face fell.

"It's complicated," he choked.

"Kinda picking up on that."

"It's more than just the ice powers, but with the ice powers—she just—gets it!" Jack exclaimed, his eyes lighting up, "Elsa's so GOOD with ice—I love making stuff with her, and playing, and—well, I just don't have to worry about it. You know, being too cold, or too slippery or whatever."

"So, the ice powers ARE important to you."

"I never thought I'd find a woman who would could—understand," he said, "And Elsa actually DOES. She can keep up with me! I mean, I know that the whole 'soulmate mentality' thing is pretty toxic, but—when am I ever going to find THAT again?"

Eugene considered this for a long moment, tilting his head to the side. "Yeeeeah," he said at last, eying the winter spirit's brilliant white hair and frost-dusted clothing, "Pretty sure that normal rules don't apply, here."

The winter spirit let out a breathy laugh, nodding. "Not to mention," he admitted shyly, "There's the—um, physical compatibility, too. I can't pretend that isn't important."

A look of confusion swept over Eugene's face. "What do you mean?"

"Let's just say that most ladies aren't exactly lining up for the chance to sleep next to a breathing icicle."

Letting his staff fall back to rest against his shoulder as he stood, the winter spirit casually flicked open his hand, a burst of snowflakes materializing and dancing over his palm. Shooting Eugene a bitter grin, he then closed his fist again, grasping the shepherd's crook and turning away.

"Not that it matters," Jack muttered, as if on an afterthought as he walked over to the nearest end table, perhaps to look for a distraction form the conversation. "Most women have a tendency to see straight through me, anyway."

"Ahhh!" Eugene laughed, "THAT feeling!"

As Jack Frost turned back around, and Eugene startled. Standing as still as a statue, the Guardian was suddenly gazing directly into his eyes, his death glare as icy and terrifying as all the intensity of a winter storm.

Sweet GLORY.

Eugene cleared his throat.

"So… she can physically tolerate sleeping with you," he started again awkwardly, "Perhaps not the most romantic reasoning, but it makes sense. Now, would this all be part of your begging process, or—"

"—No, no, no! You don't understand!" Jack protested, his expression softening with desperation again, "It's not even a toleration thing! It's not just that Elsa doesn't mind the cold; she actually LIKES it. She could—"

He cut himself off, clearly struggling with the words. He leaned in an inch towards Eugene.

"She could like me," Jack Frost choked.

The silence fell again as they stared into each other's eyes. Eugene chewed on the inside of his cheek.

"Not gonna lie here, Frosty. It's kinda starting to feel like your motivations are half desperate, and the other half, REALLY desperate," he admitted. "And, I REALLY hope you bring this up with her. Maybe on a greeting card. Or a valentine! You can PHYSICALLY STAND me, Valentine!"

Jack scoffed, kneading his eyebrows. "The woman wears ice, Eugene."

"Well, yeah, but not on her skin. There's GOT to be something underneath."

"No! There isn't!" Jack sputtered, pulling down his hand, "It's just ice! All the way down to her panties, it's ice! ALL of it! Elsa wears ice, just… all the way…!"

The Youngest Guardian's gaze wandered away from Eugene's, his voice trailing off. His eyes glazing over, he bit his fist as he huffed another breathy giggle of disbelief. Smiling dazedly as he shook his head, the Spirit of Winter appeared to be on the verge of hyperventilating.

Wow.

Eugene raised a single eyebrow.

"And… how… do you know that?" he asked slowly.

The snow sprite jolted, startling back into the present. "I—huh?" he stammered.

Eugene raised his eyebrows a millimeter farther.

His cheeks turning bright red, Jack Frost opened his mouth to speak, and then closed it again. Shifting on his feet, he then cleared his throat.

"She—told me," he choked hesitantly.

Eugene's head tilted slightly to the side.

"Queen Elsa—told you," he repeated.

The Spirit of Winter looked abruptly uncomfortable, suddenly very interested in the carpet.

Eugene dramatically pulled in his breath.

"Why, oh why, do I not believe yo—"

"—It was an ACCIDENT, okay?!" Jack broke suddenly, jerking away, "I didn't mean to! I'd NEVER walk in on her on purpose!"

Eugene's eyes bulged. "You WALKED IN on—"

"—ACCIDENTALLY! And then Elsa was just standing there, and she had her hair down, and ice, and it wasand," he choked, gesturing helplessly across his chest, "All see-through, and icy, and—soft!"

The Youngest Guardian blushed furiously, now in pain. Dropping the staff and letting it fall to the floor with a faint thump, he stumbled back a few steps, collapsing onto the couch and burying his face in his hands.

Snow flurries materializing out of the air above them, Jack Frost cringed, continuing to blush without speaking. Watching the snow sprite, Eugene's eyebrows lifted again.

"You have given this—a lot of thought," he said.

The Spirit of Winter hesitantly looked up from his hands. His eyes watering—and still not quite making eye contact with Eugene—he swallowed hard.

"Pretty," he whimpered.

Falling quiet once again, he miserably looked back down, kicking at the carpet.

"Oooooh… okay," Eugene realized. "Because you already had a crush on her before—right?"

Jack nodded. "Yeah," he choked.

The Spirit of Winter nodded again, and Eugene huffed in disbelief. Blushing furiously, Jack kneaded his eyebrows, almost like he was trying to rub out the memory itself. Or perhaps clarify it.

The kid was a wreck.

"Well, Frosty, I can see why your last two brain cells are throwing in the towel," Eugene offered with a good-natured chuckle, stepping up to the couch. "I mean, if Elsa was really as 'icy' and 'soft' as you AUGH!"

The Guardian sprang to his feet, aiming the staff straight at Eugene's heart with barely-contained murderous fury in his eyes. Eugene threw his hands in the air, his eyes bulging.

"WHOA! Settle down there, Frosty!" Eugene laughed nervously, starting to push the end of the staff to the side. "Not trying to insult your lady friend!"

"YOU DON'T THINK OF HER THAT WAY!"Jack bellowed, snapping it back into place.

"I—WASN'T! I was, LITERALLY, just repeating what you said!"

Jack Frost hesitated.

His grip on the staff slackening by the tiniest bit, his eyes narrowed, studying Eugene's face.

"You don't think of her that way," Jack quavered, his aim faltering slightly.

"NoooOOoo!" Eugene frantically shook his head, his hands still in the air. "You want to know my honest feelings?" he reiterated, leaning forward slightly and staring into the Guardian's eyes. "I'm—really more into sunshine."

Jack Frost's expression shifted, his eyes wide. As the words slowly sank in, Eugene carefully pulled in his breath.

"And—not—freezing—to death," he added, gingerly pushing the shepherd's crook all the way to the side.

This time, Jack didn't move it back into place. Looking thoroughly embarrassed, he swallowed hard.

"Really?" he asked softly.

"Really!"

"You're sure."

"I'm pretty certain that the whole 'sexy ice clothes' thing appeals to you, and ONLY you, good sir," Eugene said. "If the Spirit of Winter likes his lady to have a bunch of snowflakes up her dress, it's not really any business of mine."

Jack flinched, his cheeks crimson. With a self-conscious laugh, the snow sprite then shook his head, reaching up with his free hand and rubbing the back of his neck. "That's not even the problem," he groaned, sitting back down on the couch.

"Problem? Now it's a problem?" Eugene chuckled, "Look, just because you're into it, it doesn't mean that Elsa's being—"

"—Eugene, I can melt ice."

Jack Frost hesitantly looked up to meet Eugene's gaze, his own tortured. As the statement sat upon the air, Eugene's eyes bulged in slow comprehension.

"Oooooh," he realized, starting to laugh, "Because—because if you accidentally—"

"—Yeah."

To demonstrate, the Spirit of Winter held up his hand, pressing his middle finger against his palm.

Snap.

He raised his eyebrows as the explanation.

Eugene's eyes bulged. "Wait—you mean you can just—"

Jack nodded, his face filled with pain. Eugene clapped his hand over his mouth, his eyes lighting up with delight as he snorted.

"She—oh, ho," he guffawed, "OOOOOH, boy, that is a BAD position to be in right now! That's amazing; that is REALLY—"

The Guardian's expression had once again hardened into an Antarctica-level death glare.

"That's—um," Eugene corrected quickly. "That's unfortunate."

Nodding, he coughed into his fist. After a few more moments of tense silence, Eugene then raised his eyebrows.

"She'd murder you," he offered reassuringly.

His elbows on his knees, Jack Frost let his head drop forward into his hands. "I'd respect that," he choked.

"But you've thought about it."

"Of COURSE I've thought about it!" Jack hissed, snapping his head up again, "I try not to, but—I can't seem to get it out of my head! To get her out of my head! Do you have ANY idea of the level of discipline—of self-control—!?"

"Because you think her ice panties are hot."

"Because—!"

The snow sprite cut himself off, blushing furiously. Shoving his fingers into his hair, he then stood up from the seat, beginning to pace.

"It's not just physical. I swear," Jack choked, "It's not just the ice powers thing. It's HER. She's so sweet, and so smart, and—and her ideas, and she's so PASSIONATE about everything, it just—I really love being with her. She gets it. She gets ME. I mean, I know it sounds corny, but I just—!"

Eugene watched in wonder as the Guardian's voice trailed off. Standing next to the sofa again, the winter spirit then collapsed into it, his white hair falling forward as he looked down to his hands.

"It's like we were made for each other," he choked softly.

With a deflated sigh, Jack Frost turned his hands over in his lap. As a soft sparkle of flurries began falling around him from over his head, a cluster of snowflakes lifted from his palms, dancing over his hands while he silently watched.

An unexpected swell of empathy swept over Eugene. This guy wasn't just pursuing some sort of short-term hookup, or anything—which of course was problematic all on its own. No… this was different. And Eugene Fitzherbert knew that look.

He knew that look, because he'd once worn it himself.

"She's your dream," Eugene realized out loud.

Jack Frost didn't respond.

"This isn't just a lust thing for you," Eugene said again, taking a step towards the snow sprite. "You actually want Elsa. For who she is."

The winter spirit swallowed. Nodding, he pulled in a shaky breath.

"I just love her so much," Jack whispered.

Eugene gave his head a single nod as well. "And you want to be with her forever," he said softly.

The Spirit of Winter nodded, resting his elbows on his knees and holding his face in his hands. Snow flurries silently falling around him, he stared down at his feet.

"And," Eugene added, "To rip off her clothes and bed her as quickly as possible."

"That WOULD BE NICE."

Jack laughed in shock, blushing and grinning in embarrassment as he looked up. The tension of the moment broken, Eugene grinned good-naturedly.

"Winter Spirit Boy has a thing for Winter Spirit Girl," he shrugged, thumbing his belt. "Not exactly a surprise. But you might want to try freaking out a little bit less about the whole—ah, physically compatible mate element."

Jack kneaded his eyebrows. "I know, I know."

"It's a tad creepy."

"I know."

"More than a tad."

"I—"

"—Like, an INSANE amount. Kind of in the category of disturbing, bordering on morbid obsession if—"

"—THANK YOU, Eugene," Jack said loudly, getting to his feet again and kicking the staff into his hands. "I tell you, I'm trying not to think about it. I'm trying SO hard, but—it doesn't matter. doesn't matter what I do. I'm trying SO HARD to be respectful, to NOT be a creep, but then, every time I close my eyes—! I swear, it's like my DREAMS are mocking me. And I—"

Jack Frost suddenly stopped talking.

A strange, indiscernible expression crept over his face. His mouth hanging open an inch, the winter spirit then huffed in disbelief, clearly putting puzzle pieces together in his mind, his eyes narrowing beneath furrowed eyebrows as he stared off to the side.

"What?" Eugene laughed, "What is it? You look like somebody just took a blowtorch to your snowman."

The Guardian of Fun scoffed, shaking his head. "Don't worry about it. It's just this—colleague of mine," he spat, grinning bitterly as his lip curled around the word. "The next time I see him, I need to remember to punch him in the face."

They stared into each other's eyes for a long moment.

"Be advised that I haven't the faintest idea what you're talking about," Eugene stated, "But, I think I've got the gist of the issue. Overwhelming sexual tension, infatuated obsession, wanting to die… this is serious business, Frosty!"

"Wanting to die?" Jack stammered, "I didn't say that I—"

"—Ah, but you DID!" Eugene proclaimed, clapping a hand to the young man's shoulder. "And serious business calls for serious action! Have you tried… a Smolder?

A look of confusion swept over Jack's face. "A smolder? What's a smolder?"

HEE HEE!

"Well!" Eugene exclaimed. "Allow me to demonstrate."

"You really don't have t—"

"—No, no! I must."

Turning on his heel, Eugene looked around the room. Seeing a single padded chair on the far wall, he then confidently strode over to it to pick it up.

"Although, I must warn you," he called over his shoulder, "The Smolder has been known to have… some unintentional side effects. For other men, that is."

The Spirit of Winter huffed a laugh. "I don't think we're going to need to worry about that," he chuckled, raising his eyebrows. "I'm into women."

Eugene sighed, shaking his head as he pulled up the chair and turned the backrest to face the snow sprite. "Well. Then prepare to question your sexuality, Frost," he shrugged, tossing his leg over the seat to straddle it, folding his arms across the backrest. Pulling in his breath, he let his head fall forward. "Here comes… The Smolder."

And Eugene looked up.

His bangs falling softly onto either side of his face, Eugene gazed deeply into Jack Frost's eyes, his eyes carefully half-squinted. Pursing his lips, he arched one eyebrow a fraction of a millimeter higher than the other, a delicately-constructed asymmetry complimenting the ever-so-slight tilt of his head. Both pleading and coaxing, it was a carefully-constructed expression that Eugene Fitzherbert knew looked…

Delicious.

They stared at each other for a long moment of silence.

Jack Frost exhaled loudly.

"Yeah, so…. I'm into… women," he enunciated once again, his eyebrow twitching. "But thanks for the—"

"—Nuh nuh nuh! Yuh have tuh give it a minnud! Give id a minnud!"

The Spirit of Winter stuck his free hand into his hoodie pocket, drumming his opposite fingers on the staff and staring, visibly bored, into Eugene's eyes. Eugene maintained the smolder.

"Drink. Id in," he added through his still-pursed lips.

Jack scoffed. "This is stupid."

"What? No!" Eugene blurted, dropping the expression as his eyebrows shot up, "Do not doubt the power of the smolder!"

"I need something that will work on Elsa."

"It DOES work!" Eugene stood from his seat, pulling his leg over and tossing his hair back. "All ladies understand… The Smolder."

"Not all of them."

"Well, maybe yours needs work, then."

"I don't really have a smolder."

"Oh, come on. SURE you do," Eugene pressed, walking up to him, "It's just—the face! The face you make when you're hitting on someone."

The Spirit of Winter looked abruptly uncomfortable. He shifted on his feet, tossing the staff between his hands almost like he was trying to hide behind it.

"Well," he admitted reluctantly, "I guess it's… if I really think about it, I kind of have a smirk tha—"

"—A SMIRK!" Eugene proclaimed triumphantly, throwing his hand into the air.

After a few moments, he twisted his lips to the side, his arm faltering. Pulling it down, Eugene cocked his head back and forth.

"Doesn't have quite the same ring to it, but we'll make it work," he declared. Eugene then beamed, clapping his hands together. "Okay! Show me: The Smirk! In three… two…!"

The Guardian hesitated.

Opening his mouth and then closing it again, Jack Frost once again shifted uncomfortably on his feet.

A look of confusion swept over Eugene's face. "What? What's the holdup?" he asked.

The snow sprite scoffed, avoiding eye contact. He reached up and started rubbing the back of his neck.

"You're a guy," Jack blurted.

Eugene shrugged. "So?"

"I don't smirk at guys."

"Fair enough," Eugene said, "But for right now, I'm not a guy. I'm Elsa."

"You are not."

"Oh, come on."

"Kinda the wrong shape."

"Frosty, do you like this woman?"

Jack froze.

His eyes wide, he stopped rubbing his neck. Still avoiding eye contact—and pulling his hand down, sticking it into his front pocket—the Spirit of Winter exhaled slowly, letting his head drop forward.

And he looked up.

One eyebrow arched a fraction of an inch higher than the other, Jack Frost gazed up at Eugene through his eyelashes, his eyes slightly narrowed in something between intense concentration and a laugh. His lips pressed together naturally into a knowing little smirk—hardly visible, but unmistakably there, as if it were a suggestion that he needed no invitation, because he knew he was about to be handed one. The piercing gaze, combined with this smirk, was clearly meant to be both a challenge and a lure.

Well, then.

Eugene's eyebrows lifted in surprise. Score point, for the Spirit of Winter.

Frosty's got GAME.

Schooling his expression, Eugene Fitzherbert dramatically exhaled, scratching his chin and pretending to scrutinize Jack's face. Shrugging, he then tilted his head to the side.

"Hmm… not bad," Eugene started. "I mean—don't get me wrong. It's not as good as mine, but—"

"—WHAT?"

"It's okay, Frosty," he sighed, running his fingers through his hair, "You can't compare yourself to a professional."

"Professional!?" Jack balked as Eugene resumed his Smolder again, "What are you TALKING about? Like, what is that? What are you even doing with your lips!?"

"They're kithible lipth," Eugene said through them, squinting and turning his head slightly. "For kithing. Very kithible."

"You look like you've got a bee sting."

"Now, that's just hurtful. You know, maybe if you didn't bend your head so far forward—"

"—What's wrong with how I bend my head?"

"You're not tall enough to pull it off. And it should be tilted a little more to the side. I would recommend about 20 degrees or so. Like—"

As the Spirit of Winter froze, Eugene stepped up and placed his hands on either side of Jack's face. He tilted it to the left.

"Like this," Eugene beamed.

Frozen, Jack Frost looked abruptly uncomfortable again, but didn't move away. He looked up at Eugene in confusion.

"Uh…" he started awkwardly. "Why…?"

"Symmetrical faces are more attractive, but nobody has a perfectly symmetrical face. Therefore, if your head is slightly tilted, it gives the impression that, hey, your face is DEFINITELY more symmetrical, but you're just looking at it from an angle. WAY harder to discern the geometry."

The Spirit of Winter continued to stare at Eugene, completely baffled.

"I think you might be over-complicating this," he whispered.

"NONSENSE! Smolder is a science! A science in which I am EXTREMELY accomplished."

"And this worked on Rapunzel?"

"Let's not talk about that."

"Uh—"

"—The CLOCK IS TICKING, Frosty! There's no time to lose!" Eugene commanded, clapping his hands together, "Chop chop! NOW… Tilt head, nod slightly, sweep hair to side, narrow eyes, lift single eyebrow a fraction of a millimeter higher than the other, purse lips, intense gaze, and: SMOLDER!"

Looking distinctly uncomfortable, the snow sprite obeyed, his entire stance rigid. With an unnatural, forced amount of a something contorting his facial muscles, he awkwardly squinted up at Eugene through tiny flurries of snowflakes in the silence.

Eugene Fitzherbert pulled in his breath.

"Okay. I think I've gotta backtrack a bit here," he decided. "You're not ready for the Smolder. Stick with the Smirk."

Jack dropped the expression, his face relaxing. "That wasn't it?"

"Well, it's—it's something, alright," Eugene said, scratching his chin, "If I were to rank it on a scale, I'd say it falls sooooomewhere in between who's-your-daddy aaaaaaaaand… constipation. But NOT TO WORRY!" he added quickly, throwing his hands up as Jack jumped to protest, "We've got at LEAST the rest of today to—"

"—You know, maybe I don't NEED your Smolder."

Eugene stopped.

Slowly turning towards the winter spirit, his left eyebrow shot up.

"Excuse me?" he breathed. "Do mine ears deceive me? Did you just say that you don't need my Smolder?"

"For how things were going with Elsa, I think that my Smirk was doing just fine," Jack Frost said again, sticking his thumb into his front pocket and throwing his shoulders back. "In fact, I think my Smirk might even be more effective than your Smolder."

"OH, ho!" Eugene sputtered, a threatening edge on his voice, "DANGEROUS waters, you are swimming in!"

"Oh, yeah?"

"My Smolder cannot be compared to other game faces. My Smolder, dear boy, is the STANDARD by which other game faces are to be MEASURED!"

"Well, perhaps that standard needs a little updating."

"With what?" Eugene scoffed, "Your Smirk?"

"Yeah!" Jack challenged, his eyes lighting up with mischief. "With my Smirk!"

" Smolder DESTROYS Smirk!"

"I say, Smirk destroys Smolder!"

"OH, it is on!"

"Is that a challenge?"

"Are you scared?"

"Are you?"

A tight silence fell over the room as Jack Frost and Eugene Fitzherbert stood before each other, sharing an intense, long glare.

"Bring it," Jack whispered.

Both boys let their heads nod forward at the same time.

And they looked up.

With enough crackling sexual tension to bring electricity to the castle, Jack Frost and Eugene Fitzherbert gazed deeply into each other's eyes, challenging and unblinking. Each straining as hard as he could to appear to not be straining, the young men stood their ground, feet planted, expressions unwavering, and with all the piercing intensity of two starving sewer rats standing at equal distance from the last hunk moldy hunk of mozzarella.

Jack twitched his lips to the left.

Eugene let his hair fall towards his eyes.

Jack bowed his head.

Eugene pursed his lips.

Jack peered through his eyelashes.

Eugene tilted his face.

Jack smirked.

Eugene smoldered.

Kristoff stood in the now-open doorway, watching the scene unfold and looking equally baffled and horrified.

"Have I—uhhhh," he started slowly, beginning to step into the room. "Missed—something—or—?"

"KRISTOFF!" Jack shrieked, startling into the air, "We weren't—I wasn't—isn't!"

The snow sprite huffed an awkward laugh of embarrassment as he touched back down, frantically shaking his head and gesturing. Eugene Fitzherbert beamed, walking up to him and placing a comforting hand on Jack's shoulder.

"Ah! Frosty," he said, touching his other hand to his heart. "Don't deny your feelings for me."

The Youngest Guardian elbowed him off so hard that Eugene had to stumble two steps to the side to keep his balance.

Kristoff laughed. "And I guess that settles it," he said, "With all the drama going on already…"

"We were just having a little heart-to-heart about Frosty's girl problems," Eugene explained, shrugging in Jack's direction.

"Yeah, I figured. Whatever you do, though, I suggest you do it fast," King Kristoff told them, his voice quieter as he looked into the Guardian's eyes. "They've scheduled Elsa to have dinner with Prince Frederik again tonight."

Jack stiffened. His lips pressed tightly together, he looked down to the carpet as Eugene thumbed his belt.

"Well, Frosty?" he asked, "The challenge thickens! What's your next move?"

"As long as it's not another necklace," Kristoff added, shooting the snow sprite a pointed look.

Jack Frost's face flushed. "Yeah"

"Wait. Hold up," Eugene started. "I love the knowing looks and strangely cryptic conversation just as much as the next guy, but—context? Por favor?"

"Snowmeo here's got a little something called Fun Magic in his superpowers wheelhouse," King Kristoff explained, folding his arms over his chest as he nodded in Jack's direction. "And he thought it'd be a good idea to try it out on Elsa. Via magic necklace."

Jack Frost anxiously started rubbing the back of his neck. "She had a bit—um," he choked, "Of a—reaction—"

"—He got Elsa drunk."

"She wasn't drunk!"

"Mind control?!" Eugene sputtered, "I mean, everybody knows about the ice powers, and then there's the flight, and frankly, I'm too scared to ask about the invisibility, but—Jack Frost has MIND CONTROL powers, now?!"

His blush deepened. "It's not really—mind control," Jack laughed self-consciously, "It's just—it makes people forget their worries for a bit. So they can have a little fun. I thought Elsa—I—"

His voice trailed off. His voice a squeak as he pulled his hand down from his neck again to place it on the staff, the Youngest Guardian pulled in his breath.

"I was trying to help," he whispered.

Squeezing his eyes shut, the Spirit of Winter leaned his forehead against the staff.

Eugene raised his eyebrows.

"Soooo…" he drawled. "A really gentle form of mind control."

Jack sighed. "I guess," he admitted.

"Jack Frost has mind control now."

Kristoff huffed, a smirk on the edge of his lips as he nodded slowly. Jack kicked at the carpet.

"And everybody's gonna just gloss over that," Eugene deadpanned.

"You'd think it would come up more often."

Finally cracking a bitter smile, Jack loosened his grip on the staff, dropping his head back. "I don't know what to do, though," he groaned. "I feel like she likes me, and then she'll suddenly change her mind, and then I try to back off, and then she's back, and I—" He stopped, huffing a laugh and avoiding Kristoff's gaze. "I feel like I'm dealing with a—a scared kitten, sometimes."

King Kristoff snorted. "Don't let her hear you say that," he chuckled darkly.

"But it's TRUE! Oh, you like me? You want to be close to me?" the Guardian started, softening his voice and bending down like he was talking to a cat, "Okay, sounds good, I'm AND you hate me now. Okay, now you're being shy again, but you're clearly still hanging around me… I promise I won't hurt you… please stop freaking out… HERE, ELSA…"

Eugene by this point had burst out laughing uncontrollably, and could hear that Kristoff was breaking as well. Jack Frost stopped, smiling in spite of himself at the other's shared guffawing, clearly aware of the sheer absurdity of it all.

Especially after the Summer Freeze, it had never even OCCURRED to Eugene to think of Queen Elsa as being anything other than Terrifying Super-Powerful Ice Lady Who Could Kill You. Meanwhile… the equally-powerful Spirit of Winter saw a kitten.

Only you, Frosty.

"But I just don't get it!" Jack was saying again, breathless with desperation, "She's so smart, and—I don't think she's trying to PLAY anything. She's not like that. It's like she's just—scared, for some reason. Even though I'm pretty sure she at least likes me."

"What do you mean?" Eugene pressed, "How so? I mean, besides the blushing and the touching and giggling and the shyness and the lingering stares of burning, icy desire, and such."

The Spirit of Winter rolled his eyes, shaking his head. He drummed his fingers on the staff for a few moments.

"Well—she's affectionate," he offered. "Like—very affectionate."

As Jack's expression softened—a hint of a dreamy smile of his lips—Eugene shrugged.

"Meow," he offered.

Jack snapped his head up. "That's not what I—!"

Eugene laughed and Kristoff snorted, Jack self-consciously shoving his fingers into his hair.

"Come on. Think," Kristoff prodded. "What does Elsa like?"

Jack shifted on his feet. "Well," he mumbled, "She likes it when I speak French."

"Okay, so—"

"—But that feels dumb."

Kristoff raised his eyebrows, exchanging glances with Eugene. Saying nothing, they turned back to where Jack was standing, the snow sprite staring at the floor and looking sheepish.

"I want her to be able to understand me," Jack admitted quietly.

Eugene shrugged. "That's fair," he said. "What else?"

"She likes dancing."

"Wait, what? No," Kristoff interjected, shaking his head, "Elsa doesn't dance."

Jack Frost looked up in confusion. "She dances with me," he said.

King Kristoff's eyes bulged. "Really."

"And she was into it?" Eugene pressed, "Smiling, laughing, the occasional girlish giggle, etc?"

"I think so," Jack realized, "I mean—she wanted to keep going, even after I thought she'd be too tired, and she would just kind of relax into my arms, and…"

His voice trailed off. Kristoff exchanged a glance of disbelief with Eugene, to which Eugene grinned.

"Well, maybe do that, then!" he exclaimed, "See, this is what you should be going for. You know she's into it, it's cute, it's romantic, and best of all," Eugene added, clapping his hand onto Jack Frost's shoulder as he leaned in close, "It's not. WEIRD."

Jack blushed, laughing self-consciously again. He looked to Kristoff. "You said she's booked for dinner," he said, "But it's only early afternoon, now. Do you have any idea when the girls are getting back?"

"Judging by the time? They should be back already," Kristoff shrugged, "Knowing how the pregnancy's going, they're probably in the private library to let Anna lie down, an—"

"—The private library?" Jack blurted, leaping into the air.

"WHOA, there! Cleansing breaths, Frosty," Eugene laughed as Jack Frost spun around in the air, "You have to make your move, but you probably don't want to come off as—"

BANG!

Jack Frost blasted through the door in a gust of wind, darting into the hallway and out of sight.

"Desperate," Eugene finished.

Standing for a long moment as the door swung shut, he looked to Kristoff.

"I'm feeling like we should go after him," Eugene said.

King Kristoff snorted. "Probably for the best."

"Any shortcuts? I mean, not that I don't LOVE a good chance to watch dear little Jack Frost crash and burn, but—well, we would need to actually beat him there."

Kristoff shook his head. As they walked to the door, he pulled it open. "Not necessary," he chuckled.

Eugene thought about this for a few moments. Finally, it occurred to him.

"He went the wrong way, didn't he?" he asked, following Kristoff out of the room.

"Yup."

Oh, Frosty.

A minute or so later, Kristoff and Eugene arrived outside the doors of the private library just a few moments before a gust of icy winter air blew past them in the hallway. Turning around, Eugene saw a deflated-looking Jack Frost drop to the floor.

"It's—um," the Guardian mumbled, his face red. "It's here."

"Yup." Kristoff nodded, stepping back and gesturing.

Avoiding eye contact, Jack Frost stepped forward, grasping the door handle and depressing it.

Ka-CHUNK.

"They seemed to REALLY like the last story you were telling, Elsa," Eugene recognized Rapunzel's voice saying as the Spirit of Winter leapt into the air and darted into the room, "Are you hoping that they'll all start believing if—"

"—ELSA!" Jack blurted.

"— AUGH!"

Elsa startled back as he suddenly dropped down to the floor again beside her, his face flushed.

"Hi," Jack gasped.

"Oh—Jack!" the Snow Queen realized, stumbling back a step, "Heavens! You scared m—"

"—Are you doing anything right now?"

Queen Elsa instinctively shied back another inch as he stepped into her space, his gaze pleading. Completely unaware of his surroundings, and of Elsa's obvious discomfort, the now starry-eyed Jack Frost gently picked up her hands, snowflakes falling around them.

The fact that the snow was almost certainly generated by Elsa's anxiety made it a tad less romantic, but Eugene decided that the Guardian's expression was pathetic enough to render the awkwardness about even.

"Oh! I—um," Elsa stammered, blushing, "I—I think I'm free. Until tonight, at least, I—"

She cut herself off, looking to her sister. The room impressively still, Queen Anna—her eyes narrowed slightly at Jack—crossed her arms over her chest.

"I don't think you have anything scheduled this afternoon," the pregnant young queen offered carefully, shooting her sister a suspicious, meaningful look that she definitely did not pick up on, "I mean, unless you can think of anything tha—"

"—I can't," Elsa blurted.

Eugene's eyebrows lifted.

From across the room, his gaze locked with Rapunzel's. She was smiling hopefully, with just a hint of concern, her eyes bouncing between his own and the snow sprites in the center of the room. With the Guardian still holding her hands, Elsa was visibly relaxing into him, no longer shying away from the sudden closeness.

Huh… maybe Jack Frost was right.

Maybe he didn't need a Smolder.

After a long moment of reconsidering his life, Eugene suppressed a snort, crossing his arms over his chest with a grin.

Naaaah.

"You do have that dinner with Prince Frederik, though," King Kristoff stated, looking at Elsa, "When is that?"

Her face fell. "Oh—um," she sighed, biting her lip, "It's at seven, I—"

"—I'll have you back by then," Jack blurted.

Queen Elsa jumped, looking back up into his eyes.

"Six-thirty," Jack pleaded. "Or earlier, if—"

"—Six-thirty works."

They both fell quiet, staring into each other's eyes. With Jack holding Elsa's hands in his own, gently rubbing his thumb over her skin, the two winter spirits were suddenly in a world of their own, dazedly oblivious to the presence of everyone else in the room.

"I thought we could go dancing," Jack said softly.

Chapter 78: Bravest Thing

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SO-IT'S-BEEN-SIX-MONTHS-WAY-SORRY-ABOUT-THAT AUTHOR'S NOTE: Thank you thank you THANK YOU to everybody reading this for once again blessing me with your patience. I just completed another ridiculously awful pregnancy, and recently gave birth. (Sorry for ghosting everybody in unison; I WILL get back to you! And, for the record: It's another girl! My toddler was purchased a commemorative Anna & Elsa "Sisters Rule Together" t-shirt to commemorate the occasion.) ;) (I got pregnant again very quickly after the miscarriage I had last summer.)

FANART ALERT: Even though I forgot to put it in the Author's Note last time, I got a FANTASTIC fanart of the end of the Snowball Fight scene from instagram artist FrostyQueen90. Here's the link… thank you so much! :D p/CIa1LfCF53h/?igshid=2u71ya3pq5fs

CONTENT WARNING: A little innuendo, as usual, but mostly that I explain away some of the Frozen II mischaracterization issues via Ranting Through Elsa (although I try to keep it to a minimum, except for the gleeful bashing of those BLASTED SHOULDER PADS they put her in) (Must—restrain—from mischaracterization rant! ). Honestly, now that I've had a lot more time to analyze it, I've come to have this intense love/hate relationship with Frozen II. Something I've learned about myself since 2019 that my "first watch" reviews tend to be way more positive than my later ones, because—well, I really want to like things. That being said, I'm pretty sure that the "love" part of my relationship with Frozen II is entirely selfish, because of how much these movies make me feel validated in my—okay, absolutely everything. (I'd say how, but that requires My Long and Uncalled For Life Story, and I'm pretty sure nobody's all that interested in hearing me emote for that long, unless I'm doing it with Ice Powers jokes, because Me Emoting is what this fanfiction literally is.) XD Meanwhile, I think I've figured out the main source of the problems with the movie:

The more you stray from your established settings ("Return to Arendelle! Then: leave immediately!") and characters (introducing literally TWICE the number of OC's as your original cast, and then altering the personalities of your two main characters without anybody noticing the problem), the less "canon" your sequel is going to feel. To me, this was the main problem with Frozen II: Going back and rewatching it next to the original movie and shorts, it doesn't feel like a Frozen sequel.

It feels like a Frozen FANFICTION.

Now, don't get me wrong—a really, really GOOD fanfiction. But a fanfiction nevertheless. And now, I'm going to restrain from writing a 100,000-word rant explaining my position on literally everything Frozen II.

I might need to take this to the Discord. Also, I kind of want a couple of channels on the Discord exclusively dedicated to gushing/ranting about the movies themselves; can we have that? Because that would be awesome. ( As a note to dreamdust2014: I don't know for sure if you were talking about me, but if you were, you COMPLETELY made my week. And, sorry—I'm not actually Ayame, but JustIgnoreMePlease. ;) Honestly, the reason I'm lurking is because I feel like my life has been out of control, and I've been super-terrified of committing to anything new right now, but fanarts yes new Jelsa fanarts PLEASE SHOW ME ALL OF THE FANARTS...)

For those of you who have actually made it to the end of this ginormous Author's Note: You are wonderful. Thanks again for ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :)

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78: BRAVEST THING

"I was thinking that we could go dancing again," Jack repeated softly, giving her hands a squeeze as he held them.

Elsa's eyes widened. "Dancing?"

"Well—yeah."

He shifted on his feet, breaking eye contact and glancing away for a moment. "You know—for that Ball thingy?" he stammered, letting out a nervous laugh, "You—you said you have to dance."

"Oh. Um, yes."

At her coronation ball, Queen Elsa had simply declined her multiple offers to dance, deferring to her sister. She had only found out after the fact that this had—apparently—caused a great deal of political offense, which had taken her some months to clean up.

Granted, most people had taken greater issues with the snowstorm in July. But still.

"I thought that I could fly us out to that ice ballroom thingy we built last week, and we could practice," Jack added, looking back to her eyes again, "So—just us. For fun."

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat. "Just us?"

He nodded.

"Just us," the Guardian whispered.

The Fifth Spirit's breath caught again, intensely aware of the fact that Jack Frost was now absent-minded rubbing his thumb over her hands. Feeling his freezing skin next to hers—even just on her fingers—made her feel like a jolt of electricity was shooting through her, the intensity of his incredible, snowflake-marked eyes like—

"—Ahem."

Elsa jumped, jerking her hands back and spinning around. Kristoff, his arms crossed over his chest, raised his eyebrows, exchanging glances with a smirking Eugene, a dreamily-smiling Rapunzel, and a suspicious-looking Anna.

Right.

"Well! Then," the Commoner King started again, clearing restraining from a chuckle. "I guess we'll all just—leave you two alone?"

Elsa's face flushed, and she glanced to Jack. Seeing that the Guardian was now blushing furiously as well, she felt her shoulders relax. At least it wasn't JUST her.

"I—uh," Jack stammered, nodding to Kristoff and Anna, "I'll make sure to get her back in time. For her—thingy."

Kristoff's eyebrows ticked up a millimeter further.

"Dinner," her brother-in-law stated. "The word you are looking for is, dinner."

"Um—yeah."

Jack nodded again, looking down and rubbing the back of his neck. Arm in arm, Queen Anna and King Kristoff then started for the door—Anna's eyes narrowing at the Youngest Guardian on her way past—followed by Rapunzel and Eugene.

"Her dinner," Eugene added, shooting a pointedly mischievous look at Jack. "With Prince Frederik. Her formal dinner date with the PRINCE."

The Spirit of Winter responded with an icy glare. Eugene nodded and beamed, as if his work was done, and turned to follow his wife out of the room.

"YeeeeeeeeeeeeEP," Eugene said again, talking just loudly enough so that they could still hear him, "Prince FReDeRiK. Fantastic, wonderful Prince Frederik. Better make sure that anything that needs to be done gets done, Frosty. Before you have to get her back here, for her DATE with Prince Frederik…"

Having pulled his staff down, Jack looked abruptly anxious, his entire body tense. As a few flurries of snow began to fall around him—a sparkling glimmer; barely noticeable—Elsa's eyes widened. Was Eugene—had Jack—?

Her breath caught, the surge of hope shooting through her body. An instant later—remembering everything that had happened—her face fell. She was probably reading too much into things. Was this false hope?

Was she being irresponsible?

Ca-CHUNK.

The door closed.

And they were alone.

"There'll be nothing inappropriate, Elsa," Jack added on a sigh, as if responding to her expression. "I promise."

"Oh, that's not—I wasn't thinking that."

His face perked up slightly. Elsa let out a nervous laugh.

"I'm just a little anxious about the ball," she said quickly, "It has nothing to do with you."

"Would you rather do something else? Because we don't have to dance, if you don't wan—"

"—I want to dance."

They stared at each other for a long, silent moment.

"Okay," Jack stated. "So, are we…?"

She nodded, smiling in spite of herself, and Jack's face broke into a hopeful little grin as wel. Wordlessly, they walked over to the balcony on the side of the room. It was extremely convenient, that this room happened to have one.

The freezing blast of winter wind that greeted her as she opened the doors made Elsa's heart leap, the promise of the unknown beckoning. Stepping out onto the balcony and pulling the doors shut behind them, the Fifth Spirit then felt a second rush of excitement as she turned to Jack, who gestured for her to put her arms around his neck. She eagerly did so, her heart skipping a beat as he scooped her up.

Adjusting his staff—which he was holding in his right hand, next to where his forearm was supporting her under her knees—Jack suddenly sucked in his breath.

"And, we're not talking about Prince Frederik," he added quickly, "Or the kingdom, or se—um—anything—you're not comfortable with."

"Oh. I—thank you."

The Snow Queen looked down, unsure of what to make of this. It felt a bit different, to say the least. He was being so—careful. Which she appreciated, but—but when he'd just—!

Men make NO sense.

"Jack… just so you know, I can assure you that I'm not at all uncomfortable talking about Prince Frederik," Elsa admitted at last, looking up, "I'm fine talking about him, if there's something you—"

"—I'm not fine talking about him."

Elsa blinked.

Swallowing hard at the confession, Jack blushed, pressing his lips together and glancing away. After a long moment—looking back into her eyes as he shifted his grip under her knees—Elsa gave him a little shrug.

"Then we won't," she said softly.

His face visibly relaxed. Then, pulling her body tight against his own, the Spirit of Winter ran a few steps forward and leapt into the wind.

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It was wonderful.

In Jack Frost's arms, sweeping around the ice over and over again, Elsa never wanted the music to end. She never wanted him to stop holding her. And even though dancing technically wasn't flying, it was certainly the closest that she had ever feltto being able to fly, while still on the ground. This wasn't simply a matter of lifting an ice floor into the air, or riding the water spirit, or even running up a frozen staircase. No—no, for however comparatively unimpressive it actually might have been, the completely natural feeling of dancing with Jack was something far more spectacular than that.

Pure and simple—this was fun.

As she'd started to get tired, beginning to slip on her feet and falter in his arms, Jack had suggested that they could go out onto the ice ballroom's balcony and watch the sunset. She'd readily agreed, and as soon as he'd led her out of the crystalline doors, the Spirit of Winter was taking up his staff and sweeping an enormous, fluffy snowdrift into existence on the edge of the ice. An instant later, he'd spun around and collapsed down into it, beckoning for her to join. And she did.

As the colors faded from the sky, the two laughing and sweeping ice-prisms into the air to make rainbows dance and scatter across the crystalline floor, they had eventually quieted, sliding further and further down into their shared snowdrift. Now—at least an hour later—they were essentially just snuggling in a freezing cushion of snow, whispering to each other in soft voices and watching the first of the stars beginning to appear in the night sky.

That—was normal.

Right?

The problem was, Elsa felt completely relaxed with him—even if she wasn't supposed to. There were limits. Rules, even, although she was fairly certain that they hadn't actually broken any of those. She knew that they would never do anything together that would be TRULY wrong, in that sense, but she was still beginning to wonder if she was being too physical with a boy who wasn't even romantically interested in her.

But, if this relationship was going to remain platonic, would that then justify all the touching as being normal and platonic, as well? If this was just friendship, then was everything fine? Did the lack of scandalous intent, physically speaking, grant the physicality a degree of innocence?

On the other hand, if it wasn't just friendship, then everything changed. If Jack was interested in—you know—her, then it would remove him from the category of "friend" and place him firmly into the category of "suitor." In that case, all of this touching would mean something, and if it MEANT something, then they probably shouldn't be doing it. Elsa was being seriously courted by another man, with whom she definitely wasn't being this physical. And with Prince Frederik to remember, if Jack's intentions weren't purely aromantic, then it wasn't proper to be sharing so much touching with him. Or was it? If intent determined innocence, then that argument could be used to justify basically ALL behaviors, and THAT certainly wasn't right…but, if Jack was interested in a serious courtship as well, then Elsa knew she'd have the right to do what she chose, because there was a legitimate choice to be made. Not that Jack was ever going to clear with her about anything, except for a mildly inappropriate level of enthusiasm for the idea of intimacy. All in all, she rather just wanted to scream.

The worst part about all of this was that Jack was holding all the power, and he didn't even know it.

Trying to ignore her intense feelings of guilt (and unsure about whether or not they were even justified), the Fifth Spirit finally rested her head on her companion's chest, conflicted, but otherwise completely relaxed as they stared up into the darkening night sky of the December evening. Every once in a while, Jack would absent-mindedly thread his fingers through her hair, and a shiver would shoot down her spine. If she hadn't known better, she'd have assumed it was from the literally freezing cold of his hands. But it wasn't the chill of Jack's touch that had this effect.

It was the warmth of it.

"Jack… can I ask you something?"

Her voice breaking the silence, Jack shifted, looking to her as she started to sit up, propping herself up onto her elbow. His eyebrows lifted.

"Why are you here?" Elsa blurted.

Jack's eyebrows lifted a fraction further. "Wow. Uh," the Guardian admitted, rubbing the back of his neck and glancing up to the moon. "That's a… surprisingly deep question."

"No, not in general," she clarified, "I mean—why are you—here? With—me?"

His mouth fell slightly open. After a few moments—unable to stand it anymore—Elsa sucked in her breath.

"Why are we friends?" she stammered.

His surprise morphed into confusion. "I'd say we're more than that," Jack replied.

Elsa's heart leapt into her throat.

Struggling to calm herself, she looked down, forcing herself to breathe. Was this it? Was this confirmation? Oh, goodness. Conceal, don't feel, conceal, don't feel, conceal, and what on EARTH…?

Her nervousness was gone in an instant as she caught sight of his expression, jolting her back into reality with confusion. His usually handsome features contorted like he was forcing them, Jack Frost was tilting his head to the side and staring at her with strangest expression she'd ever seen.

"Uh…" Elsa started, "Jack? Are… you okay?"

He responded by raising an eyebrow, his lips pursed. "Hmm?"

The Snow Queen swallowed. Staring at him in concern, she shifted uncomfortably in the snow and pushed herself up completely.

"You look like you've been stung by a bee," she admitted.

"Oh! Uh—yeah," he laughed nervously, dropping the strange expression, "No, I—I'm fine. Hah."

Jack's face flushed beet red, and he looked down, letting out another awkward laugh and rubbing the back of his neck. Elsa laughed softly as well, mostly in relief from the diffused tension.

"But what I was saying," Jack started again suddenly, leveling his gaze back onto her, "I meant it."

"Which part?"

His eyes went from nervous to piercing again. "About being more than friends," he said.

Snapped back into the moment, Elsa's could almost feel her heart stop once again. His expression was one of passionate sincerity again as she stared at him, suddenly struggling to breathe with the intensity of his incredible, snowflake-marked eyes practically pinning her into place.

Please, please, please, please, please!

"I mean," Jack Frost said at length, giving her a soft smile, "We're an alliance. Aren't we?"

Elsa's heart sank. Struggling to conceal her disappointment, she forced a weak smile as well. "An Ice Alliance," she agreed softly.

"The iciest."

And the silence fell again.

Now sitting up in the snowdrift, Elsa hugged her knees to her chest, staring down at the icy floor stretched out on the balcony before them. An—alliance. She had an alliance with Jack Frost. And there was a time in the past, with her much younger self, when that prospect alone would have thrilled her beyond description. But now…

She squeezed her eyes shut. She had to think of Arendelle. And didn't want to lead him on. But if there was even the tiniest fraction of a chance that…!

Elsa swallowed.

"I guess that's a pretty big deal," she said blankly.

"It's a very big deal," Jack added, shooting her a flirty grin and reaching into the top of his shirt, "Look, I've got a medal and everything…"

Elsa laughed, her heart swelling once again as he pulled out the snowflake medal she'd given him after the incident with the king of Hordalunde. My, that seemed so long ago now… still a terrible dream, that she actively tried to not remember. But the medal…

He's still wearing it inside his shirt, she thought. That's almost…

She mentally halted.

"So, it's because of my ice powers?"

Jack's smile vanished. After a few moments—studying Elsa's expression—his own softened slightly, the sudden hurt in his eyes fading into a gentler shade of sadness.

Drawing in his breath, the Spirit of Winter then shifted in the snow.

"Well—the ice powers thing brought us together, Snowflake. For sure," Jack said carefully, "I'll give you that. But if there weren't more—I wouldn't still be here. No."

He shook his head. Meanwhile, Elsa bit her lip, her mind racing.

More?

Despite the noncommittal nature of his answer, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest felt a tiny spark of hope light up in her mind, chasing all the darkness away. Letting out all the breath that she didn't realized she'd been holding, she then sank down again into the snow beside him, resting her head into his shoulder as Jack put his arm around her once more.

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"No. I don't believe you."

"I'm telling the truth!"

" Shoulder pads!?"

"It created a beautiful silhouette!"

"In what universe does Queen Elsa wear SHOULDER PADS?!"

"I was trying something new!" Elsa laughed, blushing furiously while Jack rolled his eyes. "And the whole thing was kind of a blur, remember? I just said that."

"Okay, Shoulder Pads."

"Oh, hush. I thought it looked more powerful. I—you know," she said again, "In—charge?"

A wave of confusion swept over his face. "You—are in charge?" Jack shrugged.

She chuckled bitterly, giving him a shrug. "Well… some people don't think that the sparkly dresses suggest that."

"Who cares what they say?"

"I—!"

The words catching in her throat, Elsa froze, the question a startlingly deep one. Knowing the answer—and knowing exactly how personal it really was—she looked down to her hands, feeling that her heart was once again unnaturally exposed.

He said nothing, just watching her, and waiting. His silence prompting her to continue, Elsa pulled in a shaky breath of air.

"I wanted to impress you," she whispered.

Gathering her courage, she looked up into his eyes again, his intense, knowing gaze making her feel for the umpteenth time that the Spirit of Winter was looking straight into her soul.

"I promise I'm impressed," Jack said softly.

Elsa's heart leapt.

Lying all the way down in the snow again, her head on his chest, the Snow Queen eagerly snuggled up against him, relishing in the freezing comfort of his presence. And his approval… which really shouldn't have meant so much to her, but—

Sigh!

"I'm not gonna lie, Elsa," Jack said at length, shifting as he glanced down towards her. "I—I still have no idea what that has to do with the shoulder pads."

Elsa chewed on her lip for a moment. "Most people aren't like this," she admitted, letting out a bitter, breathy chuckle, "But—well, there are some who believe that anything that could possibly be seen as traditionally 'feminine' implies weakness. Even as a queen, ruling a KINGDOM, if I ever admit to liking decorating, or flowers, or nice dresses—or even just wanting to be creative with my powers, instead of always having to weaponize them—the idea that I can behave in somestereotypically feminine ways, AND still be powerful, really confuses some people. It's like they can't process the fact that I can like sparkles, AND have a brain."

He snorted. "Elsa, if you weren't wearing sparkles, I don't think I'd recognize you."

"Well, rest assured that I put sparkles on the shoulder pads."

To this, Jack actually threw his head back and laughed, and Elsa's heart leapt, her face breaking into an unhindered smile as she pushed herself up off of his chest to look at him. The Guardian of Fun's eyes were bright with interest, encouraging and playful as always. Even with Anna (wonderful Anna!), Elsa had a hard time relaxing like this—she was always trying to leave the door open, TRYING to open up to her sister, but constantly feeling like everything she was going through had to be—explained. Or translated. To a certain extent, she felt like she was always having to actively fight against her own deep sense of doubt that anyone "ordinary" (even though her sister was far from ordinary) could ever really understand. But with Jack…

I just want to tell you everything.

Shifting in the snow, she looked back down to the space between them, the glistening flakes and ice crystals sparkling in the moonlight.

"Wait… but I thought you said that it was a female voice," Jack started again. "If you were thinking it was a girl—what's the problem?"

Queen Elsa grimaced. "Honestly? A lot of times the women are just as bad as the men," she sighed, feeling anger and frustration beginning to rise within her, "Every decade or so, it's like everybody collectively agrees on this narrow little ONE-word definition of what young women are supposed to be—and if you don't fit that definition, they act like you're some sort of traitor. At what point is anyone going to ask us what WE want, instead of just telling us what we're supposed to want? At what point is—"

Realizing that she was still talking, Elsa abruptly cut herself off. Blushing as flurries of snow began to float down around them, she swallowed and looked down.

"I'm sorry," she whispered, "I wasn't—I wasn't trying to get into a rant; I just—"

"—You're fine."

Her face heated, she shook her head, a few snowflakes loosening from her hair. "I was trying to not talk about anything that we didn't want to talk about," she laughed bitterly.

"Fair enough."

Looking down to her hands, Elsa shook her head, brushing a few more sparkling snowflakes off of her sleeves. "Honestly, the whole thing is—a little hazy," she admitted. "It all just happened so FAST—and I wasn't really acting like myself."

"What do you mean?"

"For one thing… I was trying to act more confident than I was. Which was really stupid, because I had no clue what I was up against," she admitted, "Although, I don't really know a better way to DEAL with that, than trying to fake confidence."

Jack grinned wryly. "Queen thing?"

"Maybe." She grimaced, shifting in the snow. "I was trying to keep a brave face on, trying to stay calm, trying to save my powers for—"

"—Save your powers!? Were they running out?"

"I had no idea what I was going to face! So I was trying to—you know—not—be creative," Elsa laughed in discomfort, "Among other things, which was really dumb, because the back of Kristoff's wagon is very uncomfortable, when I EASILY could have just made a couch, or—well. As I said," Elsa admitted, squirming a bit in the snow, "I wasn't acting like myself. Everything worked out, but… it's still kind of embarrassing to remember."

"I'm sure you weren't that bad," Jack reassured her, "We've all been weird sometimes. And besides…"

Elsa bit her lip. Turning over in the snow, Jack Frost reached down and picked up her hand, giving it a gentle squeeze as he stared deeply into her eyes.

"You wouldn't be fashion history's first lady to fall victim to shoulder pads," he whispered.

She jolted. "You!"

Elsa shoved him, and Jack laughed, rolling back against the snow with a crunch. Rolling her eyes, the Fifth Spirit scoffed, crossing her arms over her chest.

"You are never letting that go," Elsa giggled bitterly, leaning back into the snowbank, "Are you?"

"Never."

She shook her head, smiling in spite of herself as she stared back up into the rich darkness of the sky, the stars just beginning to appear far above them beyond the tops of the trees. Elsa leaned her head back in the snow.

"As for that jacket… if it's such a ridiculously big deal to you," she laughed softly, "I may or may not have left it to melt on a beach. For the record."

"Fair enough—"

"—You fashionista."

Jack snorted, raising an eyebrow at her. "I'm just messing with you," he chuckled, "I mean, with everything you've told me—it really doesn't sound like it was all that bad."

"But it was," Elsa groaned, "I got carried away. That's why the whole thing started. I woke up the spirits, and then everyone was forced out of the kingdom, and—well, once again, everyone in Arendelle was put in danger because Elsa lost control of something she thought she could handle."

She cringed into the snow, the heat of shame rushing to her face. Next to her, Jack propped himself up onto his elbows, and Elsa's breath caught.

"Snowflake," he said softly, "You're not just going to recolor this as an excuse to beat yourself up, are you?"

Her heart suddenly pounding, Elsa stared up at him, wide-eyed, intensely aware of the way he was now slightly looming over her as she lay on her back in the snow. Jack was completely unaware, of course—he was literally just doing the exact same thing that she had been doing earlier, his expression completely innocent—but this was different. The way he was pushed up onto his elbow, above her, gazing deeply into her eyes as she sank into the snowbank…

She jolted, frantically shoving the thought into the deep, dark pit in the back of her mind where it BELONGED. In all likelihood, the memory would be dredged up and overanalyzed later that evening, but that was an embarrassing fact that Elsa was definitely not ready to admit to herself. What had Jack been saying? It was—um—

Oh—The Enchanted Forest. They were talking about the ENCHANTED FOREST!

Gathering her senses, the Fifth Spirit pulled in a shaky breath. "I'm not going to recolor it to make myself sound innocent," Elsa choked, hoping that he hadn't noticed the long delay in her response. "I mean, I didn't mean to wake them, but—Jack, I wanted to go. A part of me always had."

"And then you finally had the chance?"

"Well—yes and no." Elsa crossed her arms tightly over her chest. "I didn't have a lot of choice. My people were threatened. And it was scary, but a little part of me wanted to see what was out there. Just the fear and fascination of the unknown. You know?"

"So… you were scared, but you still went."

She nodded.

With a hint of a smile on the edge of his lips, Jack's eyebrows lifted.

"That doesn't sound like being irresponsible, Snowflake," he whispered. "I'm pretty sure that's the definition of bravery."

"But it's not!" Elsa exclaimed, "I wasn't just scared! I was nervous, sure, but—I wanted to go, remember? Which to me just implies—aurgh." She shook her head, then biting her lip. "I need an example. What would you consider to be the bravest thing you've ever done?"

Jack's eyes widened slightly. "The bravest thing I've ever done?"

Elsa nodded.

Deep in thought, the Guardian lay back down and crossed his arms behind his head, staring up into the sky as Elsa leaned her cheek against his chest. Goodness, Jack Frost was cold. And there was just this crispness to him; a graceful and sharp-edged clarity to his speech, his movements, the athletic contours of his body… oooooh, she could just fall asleep here…

Eh, heh.

"Back last spring," Jack started softly, jolting Elsa from her thoughts and making her face heat once again, "I had to defend the Guardians all by myself. Or, at least I was ready to."

She shook herself back into reality. "What do you mean?"

He pressed his lips together for a moment, deciding how to answer.

"There was—a bad guy," he said at length, measuring his words carefully, "You don't need to know anything about him beyond that. But he was threatening the Guardians—and this is before I'd actually become one—and there was no one left to protect them. So, I had to be ready to fight again."

"And you didn't want to?"

He let out his breath. Dropping his voice to a whisper, he looked to her.

"I knew I couldn't win," he admitted.

Her breath caught. "You—knew you couldn't win?" Elsa pressed.

"He'd—um," Jack Frost admitted softly, "He'd just—beaten me to a pulp, about one minute earlier. He'd gotten stronger. But in that moment, I didn't think there was anybody else to keep fighting, so I had to."

"See? That's what I mean," Elsa said, pushing herself away from him and up onto her elbow to look into his eyes, "You certainly don't sound like you wanted to. I mean, if he'd truly just beaten you so badly, then there wasn't really any allure to what you were doing."

He shifted uncomfortably in the snow. "But I had to," he repeated.

"Why?"

He paused for a long moment, chewing on the edge of his lip again. At last, the Guardian shrugged.

"It was the right thing to do," Jack said simply.

"So… you knew you were going to lose, but you fought anyway," Elsa said softly. "You fought anyway, because it was right. To me, THAT'S bravery."

He looked down, a hint of a sheepish smile tugging at the edge of his lips. His face flushing slightly pink, Jack then gave himself a little shake, focusing his attention back onto her. And perhaps she was imaging it, but Jack's usually piercing gaze somehow seemed—softer, now?

"Flipping the question onto you," he said, starting up the conversation again before she had the chance to keep studying him, "What would you consider to be the bravest thing you've ever done?

Elsa's eyes widened. "Oh! Um…"

Jack's eyebrows lifted. Still caught a little off-guard by the question, Elsa pulled in her breath.

"In Atohallan—the memories of my grandfather," she stammered, "Well, he'd gone beyond where I could hear him, and—wait. No." Elsa cut herself off, shaking her head. "Scratch that. The bravest thing I ever did was go to my coronation."

A look of confusion swept over his face. "Wait—your coronation?"

She nodded.

"What's so scary about a coronation? I mean, besides the guaranteed hours of boredom," he chuckled, still confused, "What did you even have to do? Cage-fight a bear or something?"

He snorted at his own joke, his eyes light and laughing again as he turned to look at her.

"I had to take off my gloves," Elsa whispered.

"You had t—"

He stopped himself mid-sentence, his eyes locking with hers as his expression froze in a moment of sudden recognition. Now understanding, Jack mouthed a silent oh.

An unexpected feeling of relief coming over her, Elsa pulled in her breath. "It was only for a moment," she said quickly, "But—well, it was one of the scariest moments of my life. And it was in front of everyone, and I couldn't get out, and—see, THAT'S bravery. Not—not putting everyone's lives in jeopardy, and then immediately running off to the Forest and not giving them another thought…"

She shook her head again, her voice trailing off. As she stared downwards, Jack put his arm around her, gingerly running his fingers along the top edge of her sleeve.

She lay her head back down on his chest.

"Elsa, not to bring up—uh, things we don't want to talk about," Jack started again carefully, "But—you literally just admitted that a big part of the reason you went to the Forest in the first place was because you were forced to. Right?"

"Yes, but I wasn't completely forced to. I kind of wanted to."

Placing her hand next to her face on his chest, she swallowed hard. Within a few seconds, Jack reached across with his free hand to pick hers up, playing with her fingers.

"But that's what I mean," he pressed, "Why are you so determined to believe that doing something—anything—that actually might bring you happiness is irresponsible? Belief is really powerful. And if you've convinced yourself!"

Elsa lifted her head up again, backing away by a few inches to look to him. Still holding onto her fingers, Jack Frost opened his mouth and then closed it, as if struggling for words.

"Elsa," he stammered, "If you know what you want, and you know that Arendelle's going to be fine, then why don't you just let yourself have it?"

His gaze pleading, Jack stared into her eyes.

"Because I didn't know that the kingdom was going to be fine," Elsa choked quietly.

A look of confusion swept over his face. "Wait," Jack realized, "The… Enchanted Forest thing?"

"Yes. I was selfish. And distracted."

Pulling back away from him, she rolled over onto her back again in the snowdrift, staring up at the sky. Giving her head a shake, Elsa then squeezed her eyes shut.

"I was so focused on finding the voice—on what I wanted—that I forgot about everything else. I was just so desperate," the Fifth Spirit whispered, pulling her hands into her stomach as she shrank. "I just had always felt that I was here for a reason. Like someone had PUT me here."

Jack Frost suddenly sat bolt upright, jolting to face her.

"Like you were chosen," he blurted. "Chosen—to be this way?"

She nodded. Placing her hands down in the snow, freezing it from a soft to solid form, Elsa then pushed herself up, pulling her legs into her chest.

"And I wanted someone to tell me why," she whispered.

His eyes bulging, the Fifth Guardian stared at her, his gaze unwavering. "So, you failed the people you were meant to protect," he stammered, "Because you were distracted trying to find out the truth about the past?"

"In Atohallan. Yes." She nodded frantically, "Literally, a river full of memory. If I could GET those memories, then they would know, right? But not only did Arendelle almost get destroyed in the process—even though that part was necessary—but I almost died. And Anna almost died," she choked, blinking quickly as her eyes began to sting, "I can never, EVER, let myself be distracted like that ever again. I needed those memories, but I failed to protect the people who needed to help the most, when I needed to be focused on saving THEM, not on my own selfish!"

Before she could react, Jack Frost had suddenly embraced her, throwing his arms around her body and making Elsa cut herself off with a ragged gasp. After a moment of shock—feeling him squeezing her, and hearing nothing but the sound of her own heart pounding in her ears—Elsa instinctively felt herself relax, melting into the soft, snowflake-dusted fabric of his shirt.

"The fairies forgave me," Jack whispered hoarsely. "I'm sure Arendelle forgives you, too."

Elsa had no idea what he was talking about.

Even so, as Jack held onto her, she found herself sinking into her childhood hero's embrace, her pounding heart beginning to slow again as she breathed in his closeness. Relishing the feeling of his freezing, strong arms around her body, she gripped onto him in return, gratefully accepting the comfort of his reassurance and wishing that this moment—this feeling—would never end.

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After flying them back to Arendelle's castle and setting her down, Jack Frost watched as his beautiful Ice Powers Girl swept away, her hips gracefully swinging with each step as her sparkling ice capelet flowed behind her. As she reached the end of the hallway—presumably to go to her stupid dinner with Prince Wonderful—Queen Elsa stopped for a brief moment, glancing back at him. Unsure of what to do, Jack waved awkwardly, and she returned him a radiant smile, making Jack's entire world light up as she did so.

Still smiling, and looking absolutely gorgeous, the Snow Queen then turning back and walked around the corner, her long capelet trailing behind her and then finally disappearing from sight. Grinning in relief, Jack dropped the end of his shepherd's crook into the floor, then leaning into it.

I did it.

Jack closed his eyes.

It's actually possible, he thought excitedly, I got through an entire date with Elsa, without being a creep even ONCE. I was PERFECTLY. NORMAL.

This was a cause for celebration. Maybe he'd go get some kids into an epic snowball fight, or have the Invisible Phantom hit all of Elsa's remaining councilmen at once, just for fun. He'd had a fun, non-cringey, NON-awkward date with the Snow Queen, and had discovered that all he had to do to not become a moron was to stare directly into her face, not breathe, and pretend that she was Bunny from the shoulders down.

See? Sexual tension, GONE. Problem solved.

Okay, not really. Elsa was like Bunny, like cake was like a moldy, easily-offended old piece of Easter ham. But still! It was cause for joy. Honestly, it was more a matter of concentrating on what he really liked about Elsa, which was who she was. Holding her felt nice, but seeing her smile—the real kind, not the please-don't-murder-me kind—was even nicer.

And he'd been SUPER careful. Not only had he not been too aggressive with her, but—well, if anything, he'd felt a little stand-offish. Every touch, every time she'd pulled to him in the snow, she'd been the one to instigate it. Well—almost every time.

But he was trying to keep it APPROPRIATE. For her sake. Platonic, even, although the very idea of that word being applied to his relationship with Elsa made him want to throw up. Or punch something. But he didn't want her to be uncomfortable. Not with him.

Never with him…

"Jack Frost!" a voice suddenly rang out.

He froze.

Every instinct in his body telling him to flee, Jack's legs tensed automatically, ready to spring into the air.

"OH, no," Queen Anna ordered, lurching towards him down the hallway, "You are NOT getting away from me again."

Fighting the urge to leap into the wind and shoot away from her at top speed, the immortal, borderline-mythical Spirit of Winter swallowed his terror. Forcing himself to stand his ground, he then slowly turned around to completely face her, giving Elsa's little sister a scared smile as the sharp, commanding edge on her voice sent a chill down his spine.

"Hi, Anna," Jack choked. "How are you?"

She forced a smile as well, her teeth clenched behind her lips. Her brow set with determination, the ferocious gleam in the pregnant young queen's eyes made Jack fear for his life.

"We should talk," Anna stated again, the edge still on her voice.

Jack Frost didn't miss the way that her eyes failed to smile with her mouth. Swallowing hard, he drew in his breath.

"Sure," he squeaked.

She nodded. "Yep. Okay. This way!"

Wordlessly, Queen Anna then spun away from him, stomping with effort back down the hallway. A determination in her gait, the Guardian didn't miss the tension in the way she was holding herself up, her hands actually looking like they were about to clench into fists.

Jack gulped.

I have no idea what I did, he thought frantically, But I'm clearly about to pay for it.

From her brief but friendly interactions with the various servants, butlers, dignitaries, and all other people she passed as she silently led him through the castle, it was clear to Jack that—while Elsa was currently wearing the crown—most everyone still viewed Anna as being a queen. Which she was, according to perhaps everyone except the Council. And Queen Anna, despite her awkward, pregnant body (and all the problems it was currently giving her), appeared to be completely aware of this, comfortably wearing her power like a favorite pair of shoes as she all but actually dragged him off to—well, the wherever they were going.

Down the hallway, down the stairs (with effort on Anna's part), more hallways, twists and turns. It took Jack far too long to realize that they were going—to the throne room?

With a nod, the guards opened the enormous doors, letting Queen Anna pass through. Jack leapt into the air and followed, sweeping up behind her and touching back down onto the ground just as the guards allowed the door to swing shut.

CHUNK.

Waddling as regally as she could with her enormous stomach, Elsa's sister swept down the central of the room, finally stopping near the throne platform. She turned back to face Jack as he reluctantly followed.

Turning to an end table—having kept the "parlor" arrangement that Elsa had designed—Queen Anna then opened a small box that was sitting on it, rich with ornamentation. Jack's eyes widened as she then pulled out her crown and a golden scepter, setting the scepter to the side and placing the crown onto her head. What on Manny…?

Picking up the scepter, the on-leave Queen of Arendelle then turned back to face him, pulling in her breath.

"Now," Anna said.

A look of confusion swept over Jack's face.

"Um…" he said. "Now?"

Queen Anna pressed her lips together, crossing her arms over her chest. Huffing in frustration, she rolled her eyes. "Rapunzel, NOW!"

Jack's eyes bulged and he whipped around. "WHAT the—"

CLANG!

 

Chapter 79: Three Days

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: So, I've come to terms with the fact that I need to make an Author's Note regarding the Author's Notes. I thrive on information—and I won't deny that I can be super, SUPER long-winded (citation: This Fanfiction!), when it comes to sharing what I believe to be relevant information, especially when combined with the hopeless fantasy of wanting to send comfort/advice to my younger self (which I often project onto my readers, on the assumption that you are both A) young, and B) like me, even though I've learned that both of those distinctions are often the opposite of the truth). And I really WANT to respond to everybody—especially when Author's Notes are my only option for doing so (read: Guest Reviews). But I don't want to do this:

The Author Ego Trap

1. Author writes something from their heart, which ends up inevitably shining through with their personal beliefs/experiences.

2. These beliefs/experiences apparently resonate with some people, and Author thus acquires a small amount of fame/success/following/etc. from Said People.

3. "Wow, I must be a guru. Okay, I'm really super wise, so now I'm going to use my writing to endlessly lecture everybody about every random opinion that's ever passed through my brain. Because I know everything and I owe it to them."

(No, I'm not just talking about fanfiction. I've actually watched a few of my formerly favorite professional authors fall prey to this, and… it's just sad. It's always sad, largely because they don't seem to realize how much the pressure of having an audience is negatively affecting their writing. Like, it's very noble to want to "use your power to influence good," but there's a fine line between accepting responsibility and dragging out a soapbox.)

Therefore, even though I have some long-and-involved responses to some people, I think I might need to just start summarizing in the notes (AS MUCH AS I CAN; WE ALL KNOW I HAVE ISSUES WITH BREVITY), and offer my, ah, extremely valuable and not at all long-winded *COUGH* mini-rants upon request. I will get back to you as soon as I can, I promise! The fact that people honestly seem to want me to yell at them about Jelsa is both baffling and enthralling to me!

Regarding ELSA'S PERSONALITY TYPE: People (mis?)categorizing her as an INFJ is actually a huge pet peeve of mine, because I strongly believe that Elsa is an INTJ with emotional disorders (anxiety/depression), who was actually made into an INFJ for the sequel. Full rant/analysis available upon request.

Regarding THE SHOULDER PADS, because of the last chapter: My problem with them wasn't that they didn't "look good" (because they did), but that they failed to symbolically represent Elsa as a character. For contrast, I believe that the Dark Sea outfit was costume design perfection. Full rant/analysis available upon request, but here's a summary:

Frozen Creators: (*gives very long and involved explanation of the colors, fabrication, textures, etc. used in Elsa's dress designs to stay consistent with the character*)

Also Frozen Creators: "Uh, Elsa doesn't have a signature silhouette, right? Nothing culture-shatteringly iconic or anything? Okay, great, because little girls everywhere are going to FLIP over this lightly-bedazzled office jacket."

Aaaaaand… okay, shutting up for now. You are all AMAZING AND DELIGHTFUL, thank you for your continued support, I love you all, thanks for reading, and I hope you have a fantabulous day!

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79: Three Days

It was the throbbing in his skull that woke him.

Disoriented, Jack Frost stifled a groan, the dull ache prodding him back into consciousness as he pulled in a dizzying breath. Where was he? His chin still resting on his chest, the winter spirit rolled his head to the side, debating on whether or not it was worth forcing himself to lift it up. Because—

Ow.

A chair.

I'm tied to a chair, Jack realized, stretching out his fingers and reluctantly letting his eyes start to open. With—yes, that was a rope. Because he'd been knocked out. Using—something. Something hard. Some sort of bludgeon. Mother of North, that had been a swing. Not to mention, that someone had dragged his body in here. Who was mad at him now? It must have been some really big guy, to take him down like that. Kristoff? No, he'd just—well, not Eugene, either. Maybe the Council had tracked him down somehow? Maybe it had been multiple big guys, working together. But they'd have had to believe in him. They—

"Struggling," a feminine voice suddenly rang out a voice, "Struggling is pointless!"

Huh?

Jack lifted his head to look up from his lap and locate the source of the sound. Before him in the faint light stood the extremely petite Princess Rapunzel, and her equally petite, enormously pregnant cousin Anna. As his eyes fell onto the cast iron frying pan in Rapunzel's hands, Jack felt the distinct sensation of nausea sweep over his body.

You have GOT to be kidding me.

Blushing furiously, the Guardian swallowed a lump of humiliation. Staring at the two delicate young women in disbelief—one of them wearing a deep green maternity dress, and the other a lavender jumper—he let out his breath.

Bunnymund. Was never. Finding out about this.

"But we were—" Jack cut himself off, moistening his lips and letting out a cough. "How—?"

His voice trailing off, he squinted at the two young women standing before him.

"Oh!" Rapunzel bubbled, gesturing to the frying pan, "I knocked you out. And then we tied a rope to you, dragged and lowered you down, and now we're here."

He coughed again. Besides his head, he didn't feel all that beaten up. "You dragged me?"

"Well—half dragged, half carried."

"Just the two of you?" Jack shook himself, now completely awake. "No guards helping or anything?"

Anna shook her head. "You're invisible to them."

"So, just us."

Great.

"That must have—uh," Jack tried again, in vague desperation as he eyed Anna's pregnant stomach, "Been—really hard. For you."

"Oh, no. Not at all," she bubbled, "You are extremely light."

"Eugene is easily twice your weight," Rapunzel nodded, "And, I can tell you, HE is hard to lug around unconscious. I mean, he carries most of it in muscle—"

"—And not to mention how much bigger Kristoff—"

"—Ladies! Ladies!" Jack interrupted, rolling his eyes with a sarcastically bitter chuckle, "Stop it! You're flattering me."

"What?" Anna looked to him in complete innocence. "We're just saying, we didn't really have any trouble getting you in here. You're light as a feather. Light. As. A. Feather!"

She giggled at the thought, holding her pregnant stomach and giving her head a shake before looking to the beaming Princess Rapunzel, who laughed a bit as well. Glancing back in Jack's direction—and finally noticing his now-tortured expression—Queen Anna's smile dropped.

"A very masculine feather," she corrected quickly.

Jack felt blood rushing to his face.

"Thanks, Anna," he muttered. "Are you two always this charming?"

"You're here because we're charming," Rapunzel retorted. "Anna and I want to help you, and—"

"Yeah. I love being knocked out with a frying pan, tied up, and dragged down into some dark, creepy hallway." Jack looked around himself, pulling at the ropes. "Wait. Where the blizzards are we?"

The girls shared a look. After a moment, Rapunzel nodded.

Anna stepped into the light, coming towards him and drawing herself up. "This," she proclaimed, "Is: The War Room. We need to trust you not to tell Elsa."

"And so," Rapunzel added as she stepped up to his chair as well, "We've brought you somewhere you'll never find again."

Jack raised his eyebrows, glancing up and down the dark hallway. After a few moments, he looked to the women once again.

"We're in that—tunnel—thingy, under the throne room, aren't we?"

Rapunzel jolted.

CLANG.

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Swaying back into consciousness, and feeling that he was still tied to the stupid chair, Jack Frost could hear the girls whispering to each other from where they must have been standing only a few feet away.

"I still can't believe he's real."

"I know, right?"

"He's colder than I thought."

"Agreed. I thought my fingers were going to freeze, getting him down here!"

"And through a thick shirt!"

"I know! He's even colder than Elsa."

"Any idea how old he is?"

"Older than her."

"By—"

"—A lot. But Elsa doesn't seem to m—"

Jack groaned dramatically, cutting them off before they could keep discussing how creepily ancient he was. Coughing, he gave his head a vigorous shake.

"WHAT IS IT WITH THIS FAMILY, AND INTERROGATING ME?!" he sputtered, "Is this just how you people say hello? Every time I meet another one of you, I get thrown in a holding cell, tied up, knocked out, or Manny knows what! What do you people do at family reunions, drag out the rack?!"

"Oh!" Rapunzel said cheerily, "You're awake!"

"That was fast," Anna added, "You weren't out for all tha—"

"—Hey! Oh!" Jack interrupted. "Anybody wanna tell me why I'm here?"

Glancing around again, he could see that the girls had dragged him, in the chair, about some thirty feet down the tunnel and turned him around. Which was apparently supposed to throw him off.

Not—as he eyed Rapunzel's frying pan—that he was planning on saying anything.

Stepping forward, Elsa's sister pulled in her breath, thwapping her scepter against her opposite palm. Ah—and she was still wearing her crown, too. "You," the young queen started again, this time more pointedly, "Are here LOT of reasons. But before we begin, we have some… questions."

Jack's eyebrow twitched as he looked up into her face. Suddenly, there wasn't even a hint of friendliness in Anna's expression, her gaze now as cold as ice.

Delightful.

He let out his breath. "Questions," Jack sighed. "Of course there are questions."

"Well, they're mostly all based off the same root question, which is the entire reason we decided that we needed to organize this meeting."

"Which is…?"

Elsa's sister and cousin exchanged a glance. Crossing her arms over her chest—the scepter still in her hand—Queen Anna turned back to Jack with a glare.

"We need to know what your intentions are with my sister," she said coldly.

Jack's mouth went dry.

Feeling the sense of dread sweeping over him, he broke eye contact and looked down. It wasn't like he hadn't been expecting this, but…

Eh, heh.

"It should interest you to learn—Mr. Frost," Anna enunciated, making the Spirit of Winter instinctually cringe, "That Rapunzel and I have had a fascinating—if not illuminating—experience, watching you and Elsa over the last few days."

Jack gulped, squirming against the ropes. "Uh, really."

"Really," Rapunzel added. Taking a step towards him, she ran her fingers along the edge of the frying pan, raising an eyebrow.

Jack stopped moving.

"And after a bit of a discussion during the carriage ride this morning," Rapunzel continued, "We decided that it was time to bring you in."

"Bring me in?"

"HERE'S the thing," Queen Anna declared, turning away from him and beginning to pace, "We know that Elsa isn't exactly—experienced. Nor is she good at picking up on signals. And we know that she has a soft spot for YOU, personally. But just because a young woman with ice powers is lugging around an entire childhood's worth of ice-powers-specific daddy issues—"

Jack jolted, his eyes bulging. "ICE POWERS SPECIFIC—"

"It does not," Anna gritted, swinging around and pointing at him with the scepter, "Mean that you get to just—FLY IN, and take ADVANTAGE of the SITUATION!"

The Spirit of Winter opened his mouth and then closed it again, completely at a loss for words. His face drained of color. He'd known about Elsa's father. And all of her fangirling, adolescent "research" about him. But connecting the dots…

I'm sorry, he thought. You lost me at, 'Ice Powers Specific Daddy Issues.'

He swallowed hard. Jack Frost abruptly felt a little sick, a lot stupid, and just the tiiiiiniest bit dirty.

Noticing the Guardian's expression, Rapunzel twisted her lips to the side. She crossed her arms over her chest, leaning towards Anna.

"You probably shouldn't have told him that," she admitted.

"Well, I thought it was obvious."

"Look," Jack squeaked, "Anna—"

She leveled him with a fierce glare.

"Erm—Queen—Anna," he corrected nervously, making Elsa's little sister nod, "I'm not trying to take advantage of anything. I mean, I didn't know—uh, realize anything about—!"

The tension lessening, Queen Anna's face fell. Rapunzel, looking concerned, walked over and placed her hand on Anna's shoulder. Anna glanced in her direction, giving a nod of thanks.

"Our father loved Elsa," the young queen said quietly, "He was a good man."

In his mind's eye, Jack Frost was suddenly seeing an entire drawer filled with child-sized gloves.

Drawing in a cleansing breath, he forced the instant fury back down. The Guardian raised his eyebrows.

"You sure about that?" Jack whispered.

"Yes," Anna retorted, "Because he legitimately tried his best—even though he clearly didn't know what to do. Like, I can't just rewrite him to be some kind of super-supportive teddy bear of a man, but I think the intent makes a difference—even if it ended up doing more harm than good. I mean, misguided attempts at helping aren't the same as abuse."

Jack's eyes narrowed. "Well, I think it WAS abuse."

"And I," Queen Anna said forcefully, her eyes suddenly filled with fire, "Think that you don't know MY FATHER!"

Jack froze, his eyes wide. A thick, tense silence fell over the group as Anna glared him down with a gaze so sharp it could have sliced through woolen fabric.

Resisting the urge to shrink into his chair, he then glanced away once again, clearing his throat.

"All of Elsa's—uh—issues—aside, though," Jack tried again, verbally tripping over the words, "I—I'm not trying to take advantage. I swear."

Anna didn't look convinced. Her eyes narrowing, she studied him skeptically.

"Elsa's my friend," Jack added.

To this, Anna raised her eyebrows. "So," she repeated carefully, "You want to be friends with my sister."

He nodded. "Yeah. I—"

"—Just friends?"

Jack opened his mouth to speak, but no sound came out. Closing it and then opening it again, his cheeks flushed, and he sheepishly cast his gaze towards the ground.

"More than friends," he whispered.

Silence.

Crossing her arms over her chest—and still holding the golden scepter—Queen Anna nodded once, her lips pressed together. Rapunzel watched without speaking as well, waiting for the Guardian to surrender more information as the tension of the quiet increased. Clearly, the girls were expecting more of an explanation out of him.

Shifting uncomfortably against the ropes in his chair, Jack Frost let out his breath. "Look," he stammered, "I just—really like Elsa. Okay? And we have a ton in common, and—and I've been around for long enough to know that I—"

He cut himself off. Swallowing, he tried again.

"I'm never finding another one," he choked softly. "Of her. I am never finding another Elsa."

Falling quiet, he squirmed beneath both the ropes and their gazes for a few long, uncomfortable moments.

"Wait," Rapunzel ventured, taking a step forward, "So—you are seriously trying to date her? Like—for a relationship?"

Jack's heart started pounding. "Uh—"

"To exclusively date Elsa, for a potentially long-term, committed relationship, with no one else involved," Anna pressed, "As boyfriend and girlfriend, and potentially, eventually, leading to—something—longer-term?"

Jack blushed, feeling strangely exposed. Staring down at his lap, he didn't respond.

"Potentially leading to marriage," Anna clarified.

Jack swallowed. Once again shifting in the chair, he awkwardly kicked at the floor.

"Well…" he muttered. "Kinda the… point… of dating…?"

A final, long silence fell over the room.

At last, he couldn't take the suspense any longer. Hesitantly looking up, Jack was shocked to realize that Queen Anna's previous glare had vanished, her eyes wide, staring at him with sudden comprehension. The expression morphing into one of excitement, she looked at Rapunzel, whose demeanor had shifted as well.

"Why?" Jack demanded, "What were you thinking I—"

"—Doesn't matter," Anna said, barely containing a smile, "This is gonna be a cinch. Rapunzel?"

Elsa's cousin nodded, looking like she was restraining from beaming herself. "Something brought you here, Jack Frost," Rapunzel declared, tossing her frying pan to her opposite hand and pointing with it as she started to walk towards him. "Rightnow, right as Elsa's having to make some HEFTY life choices. Fate… destiny…"

"Being tossed through a magic portal…"

"So we have made the decision to help you."

Jack's eyes widened.

"Help me?" he asked. "What do yo—"

"—Look this way."

Using the frying pan like a teacher's pointer, she suddenly swept her arm to the side, towards a part of the hallway he hadn't yet noticed. Following her gesture, Jack realized that Elsa's cousin was directing his gaze to a portrait, brightly colored, and sitting on an easel. Brown hair, pearly-white teeth…

Frederik.

The shock of seething hatred jolted through him instantly, and Jack's fingers clenched. Struggling to remain calm, he rolled his eyes, his jaw ticking.

Rapunzel drew herself up. "Do you know who this is?" she demanded.

Jack shrugged, hoping to appear nonchalant. "Yep. Sure do," he gritted, unable to keep the edge off his voice, "Prince Wonderful. I'm afraid I haven't had the privilege of being—formally introduced."

He forced a smile, his lip curling. Queen Anna raised her eyebrows as Rapunzel nodded, gesturing to the painting with the frying pan.

"This," she announced, "Is: The Enemy."

Jack's eyes widened. "Uh—thank you."

"Who is currently the one most likely to win Elsa."

"Thank you less."

"Jack… it's true," Anna said quietly. "I know Elsa better than you do. If she has to choose between her heart and her mind, Elsa will always—always—choose her mind."

From where he was tied to the chair, Jack Frost raised a single eyebrow.

"Except for that one time," Anna corrected, "But that was different. The Spirits kind of freaked her out."

"I've heard."

"She was hearing VOICES."

"Good enough excuse." Shifting against the ropes, he glanced back at the painting. "Did you really just paint that today?" he asked Rapunzel.

Elsa's cousin shrugged. "Um—yes. I did."

"It's—really good."

"Thanks."

His eyes widening slightly, Jack studied it for a moment, taking in all the styling and detail that she had put into the piece. Just—wow. Impressive. He didn't think of himself as being much of an artist, but he could appreciate it when somebody else was.

"So," Jack started again, "Elsa does sculpture and design, Rapunzel paints, and…?"

He raised his eyebrows as a prompt, moving his gaze to Queen Anna's as his voice trailed off.

"OH, no. Don't look at me," she scoffed, "I'm completely ordinary. Elsa and Rapunzel sucked all the artistic talent out of the gene pool."

"Fair enough." Straining a bit against the ropes again, Jack looked back to the painting of Prince Frederik. He drew in his breath, trying to sound casual as his voice squeaked a bit, "Is—so, is there any particular reason he's shirtless, or…?"

"Oh!" Rapunzel blushed, "Um—well—"

"He—looks good," Anna shrugged, tapping her chin thoughtfully as she eyed the portrait.

Rapunzel beamed, looking to her. "I thought it would work for him."

"He pulls it off."

"Exactly!"

"Do you think you could do a painting of Kristoff? Maybe with some leather, but—"

Jack cleared his throat loudly, and the young women jolted, spinning around to face him. He raised his eyebrows.

"Are you two sure you're on my side here?" he scoffed in annoyance.

Rapunzel laughed shyly. "Honestly, I just painted him shirtless because it's what I'm used to," she admitted, "From a passing glance, Prince Frederik's height and build looked VERY similar to Eugene's. And, I'm pretty sure that I've painted at least forty or fifty full-body portraits of him, soooo…"

"Forty or fifty?"

"He likes it."

"Of course he does."

"ANYWAY," Queen Anna started again, giving her head a quick shake, "To get back to the matter at hand, what matters is that Elsa's stuck. She doesn't think she can have romance, because that's what her FEAR is telling her—that marrying for love would make her a bad queen."

"But she's not technically even the queen anymore."

"It's complicated. As is her logic as to why she can't have you," she pressed. "And if you want to win, then you have to convince her that she can."

"And in not very much time," Rapunzel chimed in.

"This isn't a head-vs-heart situation. It's a head vs head situation, but where the logical solution might actually BE the romantic, crazy-sounding one. Because choosing you over the Prince of Kingsley—well," Queen Anna reluctantly admitted, looking down and shifting her grip on the scepter, "From all appearances, that's not the respectable thing to do. It's the romantic thing to do. And if choosing you even looks like an irresponsible or selfish choice, she's probably going to reject the possibility before even considering it."

"Because, it would be TOTALLY romantic," Rapunzel sighed.

Anna straightened and looked to her. "They'd be so cute together!"

"Oh my gosh, right?"

"Little Winter Spirits!"

"Nature Snowflake Love!"

"AHEM," Jack cleared his throat again.

"Oh! Right!" Anna jolted, spinning around. "Here's the deal, Mister Jack Frost. IF you legitimately love my sister—"

"And IF," Rapunzel stepped forward, "You aren't just after a quick fling—"

"And IF," said Anna, "You are planning to man up and tell her that—"

"—THEN," Rapunzel declared, putting her hands on her hips. "And ONLY THEN—have we decided that we want Elsa to be with you. We want you to win."

Jack chewed thoughtfully on the inside of his cheek again as he once again considered this new information, sitting up straighter in the chair. "I—uh," he stammered. "Thanks. But—why are we—here?"

Walking determinately over to the easel, Rapunzel picked up the painting of Prince Wonderful, setting it to the side. Behind it was a depiction of a spacious ballroom, decorated for Christmas, and a new realization dawned onto the Guardian.

Princess Rapunzel hadn't just turned out one full-scale professional-level painting in a day.

She'd painted several.

Mother of North… Jack realized. They're giving me a slideshow.

"Today," Queen Anna began, her crown glinting in the faint light, "Is December 20th. Which means that we have only four days until Christmas Eve."

"Christmas Eve? What's so important about…"

Jack's voice trailed off as Anna raised her eyebrows, thwapping her scepter against her opposite palm and waiting. She looked like an elementary school teacher, patiently waiting for a student to draw the obvious connections himself.

"The Ball," Jack finally realized, his eyebrows lifting. "You're talking about the Christmas Eve Ball."

She nodded. "There would be no better time to announce a royal engagement," Queen Anna declared, "Everybody's there, it's already scheduled… I've been trying to get an audience with Prince Frederik myself to see if I can sneakily figure out his plans, but so far, the Council has been booking him out for Elsa as MUCH as possible. They're REALLY trying to get this alliance finalized fast. Even though they just MET a couple of days ago, and—"

"—What's your point?"

Rapunzel and Anna exchanged looks once again. Her face grave, Rapunzel then turned to the easel, removing the painting of the ballroom and revealing another painting behind it.

Of Prince Frederik down on one knee, holding up a ring and proposing to Elsa.

"Our point," Queen Anna said softly, "Is that you can probably count on Christmas Eve as being your last chance."

Jack's eyes widened. His heart pounding as he stared at the horrifying picture, a cold panic started to bubble up inside of him.

Four days.

"And especially the Christmas Eve Ball itself," Rapunzel added, nodding towards the painting.

"Not to mention," Anna started again, "If you take into account that Elsa is probably going to be spending all of the 24th doing frantic final checks and preparations—"

"—Because she's a bit of a perfectionist—"

"—Then, realistically," the Snow Queen's sister finished, holding up three fingers, "You've got three days, Jack."

Squirming again in the chair, the Guardian swallowed. He gave his head a little shake.

"Okaaaaay," he started carefully, wishing that he could knead his eyebrows, "So—I'm on a tight deadline. Thanks for bringing me here to inform me."

He shifted to start to get up, only to be blocked by the ropes. Collapsing back into the chair, he scoffed under his breath in annoyance, reluctantly looking back up to the girls.

Who were staring at him in confusion.

"Jack…" Anna said, quieting her voice. "We are offering you our help."

A look of befuddlement swept over his features. "That… wasn't it?"

"Oh, heavens no. We were just making sure you were aware of your deadline."

Anna gestured, and Rapunzel turned to the easel once again, lifting off the terrible painting of Frederik and Elsa. Half-expecting the next picture to be something even worse, like Kingsley-and-Arendelle weddings or babies, Jack let out a silent sigh of relief to see that it was only a benign and heartless schedule.

"So, that's your timeline," Queen Anna started again pointing to it. "And if you don't get Elsa to commit to you before then—well, that's what this is for. A last minute emergency plan."

"So you know that you've got the option," Rapunzel added.

Option.

So—this wasn't actually a plan, as much as it was Anna and Rapunzel's assumption that he couldn't get Elsa on his own.

Ugh.

Jack sighed, looking down at the ropes across his arms. This conversation CLEARLY wasn't going anywhere useful, and especially if he needed to get a move-on, and now. Strangely, though, he'd now had enough experience being interrogated in this family that he knew how to properly respond.

Twisting his fingers in the air, a tiny, icy knife materialized in his hand, and he eased it underneath the twine to begin working it back and forth.

Shunhg-shunhg, shunhg-shunhg, shunhg-shunhg…

Jack looked back up at the girls, continuing to silently saw at the rope, and then to the schedule. "Bribe midwife?" he read with a scoff, "Why in the blizzards would bribe midwife be a part of the—"

"—PRINCESS RAPUNZEL and I will be creating a diversion," Anna interrupted, "That will inspire Elsa to end the party early."

Twang! Jack felt the first thread pop. Pretending that nothing was happening, he raised his eyebrows. "A diversion?"

"At which point," Rapunzel chimed in, lifting up the schedule and putting it to the side to unveil a beautiful painting of the Guardian holding hands with Elsa against a snowy mountain backdrop, "You will run in, scoop my cousin up into your arms, and fly her away to the most romantic evening of her entire life."

Twang! Another thread broke as Jack glowered.

"And I suppose you've got that choreographed out for me, too?" he said coldly.

"No. That part is your responsibility."

Jack stopped sawing, letting himself stare at the painting for a few moments. It was a nice picture. A really nice picture. Certainly, much better than that unintentionally sadistic one that Rapunzel had done of Elsa with Prince-Boy. But—

Why are they so sure that I can't do this myself?

"Look… ladies," he bristled, "I appreciate your—concern—but I think I'm doing FINE. I don't need your help, okay?"

Rapunzel and Anna exchanged glances.

"Yes, you do," Anna said softly.

"No, I—I really don't," Jack gritted, leaning against the rope and determinately sawing it as hard as he could, "Aaaaand, I—yeah, I think we're done here."

Twang!

The last thread in the rope snapped, the thick twine loosening around him. Jack got onto his feet, the girls gasping and leaping back in fear as he stepped out of the rope.

"Relax," he sighed, shrugging out of the last of the ropes as he stepped forward, "I'm just looking for my staff. And the way out."

Rapunzel looked to Anna again, biting her lip. Anna nodded defeatedly, and her cousin turned to walk down the tunnel away from them.

"Jack," Anna started again, looking back to him with empathy in her eyes, "If—well, just remember that Rapunzel and I are still here. And willing to help, if you do decide that you want help with El—"

"—I won't."

Jack pressed his lips together, looking back down the hallway as Rapunzel stepped into the light again, holding his shepherd's crook. Seeing that it was still all in one piece, Jack's shoulders relaxed slightly.

But only slightly.

"We could help you brainstorm," Rapunzel offered, offering the staff as Jack possessively snatched it away from her, "For Elsa with—"

"—Look," Jack huffed, "Just because girls was some big, dramatic—"

"—NOPE!" Anna and Rapunzel blurted in unison.

Jack Frost snapped his mouth shut as the two women stepped forward.

"Girls want clarity," Rapunzel started.

Anna nodded. "Honesty."

"Don't try to do this in front of everyone. That makes it all about you."

"And don't put on some big act."

"Don't pressure her into it."

"Be reassuring."

"And caring."

"And sincere."

"And NOT controlling."

"And you HAVE to be clear with her," Anna said, her voice a little stronger as Jack shied back an inch, "Especially since this is Elsa. You have to tell her exactly what you feel, and exactly what want."

"Clear and sincere."

"Clear and sincere."

"CLEAR AND SINCERE."

"Because—if you don't," Elsa's sister finished, seemingly unaware of Jack's expression, "You're going to lose her forever."

The Youngest Guardian stood, frozen, clutching his staff and blushing furiously. Looking back and forth between the two young women starting at him, he opened his mouth to say something, then closing it again a moment later.

What could he even say?

Defeated, Jack turned around, letting his staff fall back onto his shoulder and slumping towards the exit.

The thing was—he was trying, with Elsa. REALLY trying. And she clearly needed time, and maybe some more forceful hinting, but Jack was convinced that dragging more people into the situation wasn't going to help anything. It rarely did.

That being said… what was he supposed to do? Just… throw it all out there, like Anna and Rapunzel were so convinced he needed to? And risk losing it all?

The worst part about all of this was that Elsa was holding all of the power, and she didn't even know it.

"Well—I can promise you THIS, Mister Frost," Queen Anna's voice rang out from somewhere behind him, "If my sister comes to me all sad and freaking out one more time because of something you've done or said, then—"

"—Elsa's talked to you about me?"

Jack froze. Whirling around, he found a surprised-looking Anna and Rapunzel still many steps behind him, having not tried to follow.

Anna opened her mouth. "I—"

"—What did she say?" Jack pleaded, his eyes wide, "Tell me what she said! What, exactly, did she say!?"

His feet had unknowingly carried him a number of paces back towards them, closing some of the distance. The girls glanced at each other.

"I thought you didn't need our help," Queen Anna said coolly, raising an eyebrow.

"I don't! I'm just—!"

Jack's cheeks heated. Scoffing, he then tossed his staff to himself, catching it and turning away.

"You know what? Fine. Don't tell me," he huffed. "I don't need help. In fact, I'll just go and tell her right now."

"Well, manning up sooner rather than later has always been an option."

I'm gonna pretend I didn't hear that.

Without turning to look back, his heart pounding, Jack Frost paced to the end of the hallway, then sweeping his staff upwards with a gust of icy wind.

BANG!

The trapdoor blew open, crashing down to its side. Without using the ladder, he shot upwards into the air, bursting into the throne room above and flying out. Lighting down onto his feet, he then started the short walk through the castle towards what he was fairly certain was going to be the formal dining room.

He could do this. He could try again with Elsa—who, apparently, liked him enough to talk about him with her sister.

If she even likes YOU at all, whispered the voice of self-doubt in the back of his mind, If this is actually about YOU, and not just the IDEA of you. Because you're an older male figure with ice powers. When Elsa apparently has—

Jack mentally told that voice to shut it.

Ice Powers Specific—

Shut.

Daddy Issues.

IT.

Deflating, he let out his breath. He wasn't a creep. Was he? It wasn't his fault that the amazing Snow Queen's father was a clueless pile of—not, uh, not winning any parenting awards. The past was in the past, anyway. And he wasn't here to take advantage of Elsa; he really liked her. He REALLY liked her. In fact, he was pretty sure that this could be real love—not to mention, from everything he'd seen, he was pretty sure that Elsa liked him, too. Maybe even just as much. So, all he had to do was try again with the proposal-of-relationship thing. Right?

Clear and sincere.

Could that really be all Elsa actually wanted?

With one more turn, he'd come to the final hallway. Even though it was hardly the first time he'd laid eyes on her, when the beautiful Snow Queen of Arendelle stepped out from around the corner, Jack's breath caught. Mother of North, Elsa was beautiful… and not just in her eyes, and her hair, and her hips, and everything, but the very way that she moved, and carried herself, and her expressions…!

As Jack slowed his step, he could see that she was wearing a dark, sleek woolen dress (although he couldn't tell from the distance if it actually was wool, or just ice made to look like wool), with a burgundy shawl draped over her hands like she was simply carrying it for comfort, rather than warmth. As she glanced down the hallway towards him, their eyes met, and she jumped.

A fraction of a second later, the Ice Powers Girl relaxed, her entire body seeming to soften at seeing him. A hint of a smile on the edge of her lips, she then tried to school her expression, making Jack grin as she turned back to her companion.

I can do this.

Drawing himself up in determination, Jack let his staff fall back against his shoulder, sticking his opposite hand into his pocket and walking towards them. Elsa's reaction was reassuring, to say the least. He could do this. He COULD do this.

As he approached, Jack Frost could make out more and more of their conversation.

"Are you certain that you don't need to see a doctor?" Elsa asked the prince, "That limp seems to be getting worse."

"Oh, I just had a particularly hard fall this morning," Frederik replied, grimacing slightly, "But no matter. I'll heal up soon enough."

He forced a polite laugh, and Jack felt a pang of guilt sting him in the back of his throat. He had been thoroughly enjoying himself, pranking Prince Wonderful—you know, because it was hilarious—but he hadn't been wanting to hurt the guy.

Maybe murder him a little. But not HURT him.

"And besides," Frederik continued, "If we're to continue seeing each other, then it'll do me good to get better at watching my step around here!"

A look of confusion swept over Elsa's face. "Watch your step? What do you mean?"

"Well, the—um," Frederik choked. He leaned in close to her, dropping his voice to an almost-whisper. "The ice? On the carpets? I'm all for decor, Queen Elsa, but I'll admit that icing the floor is a little—hazardous."

Jack slowed his step. His heart leaping into his throat, a sudden sense of dread began to seep through his body.

"Icing the floor?" Elsa exclaimed, "I don't ice the floor!"

Prince Frederik gave her a strange look. Pulling in his breath, he gently brought his hands together, choosing his words with care.

"Perhaps—you aren't—doing it consciously?" he suggested, making Elsa tense up.

The Ice Powers Girl's face turned beet red, and Jack could see her pulling her currently-hidden hands into her stomach, despite the fact that they were still clasped together under the shawl.

"It's really not a big deal, Queen Elsa," the prince reassured her, obliviously stepping towards her as she shied away from him, "And I know it's not just the floor, either. I'm sure this happens all the time."

"But it doesn't!"

"Your ice—"

"—Prince Frederik, I assure you that my powers are completely under control!"

A few flurries of snow began to appear in the air around the Snow Queen, seeming to disprove the statement, and Prince Frederik raised his eyebrows skeptically. Not seeing the snowflakes as her panic mounted, Elsa gave her head a shake.

"They are!" she shook.

To this, the Prince laughed good-naturedly, still oblivious to the panic mounting in Elsa's expression as she backed away from him. "Well, unless there's somebody else around here with ice powers," he chuckled.

Jack froze.

His blood running cold, the Youngest Guardian's grip tightened on his staff, every inch of his body once again fighting the intense urge to leap into the air and fly away as fast as he could as the Snow Queen slowly turned and looked in his direction.

Their eyes locked.

 

Chapter 80: Messages

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Once again, I'd really like to thank everybody for their support. And as for you, dear self-proclaimed "proud male Jelsa shipper," I think you'll find that you're actually in pretty good company... I have no way of knowing this for sure, but from the best analysis I can do (watching favorites, follows, reviews, etc, and going through people's profiles to track my demographics), I have reason to believe that the Ice Alliance readership generally sits somewhere around ONE THIRD MALE. (It could be as low as 20%, but I'm fairly certain it isn't more than about 40%. From my SUPER rough estimate.) ;) Despite the stereotypes, there are a LOT of men (yep, adult men included!) in this fandom, and involved in romance-focused fandoms in general. (Take heart, ladies! Legitimately romantic guys DO exist! They're just— a little more shy about it? I think? Male readers, please feel free to weigh in on this in the comments.)

For writing Jack, I also try to pay particular attention to my male reviewers, because when it comes to writing male perspective, ahem, I'M GUESSING. XD The clearest example of this would be that breakfast table scene with Jack and Eugene trying to outdo each other. Originally, this was just a funny and light-hearted joking session, but in response to the male reaction I was getting, I altered the scene before putting it up to have Jack using the joking with Eugene as a way of venting his extreme frustration (reflecting the frustration expressed by the guys on here). Oh… and there have been several weirdly hilarious instances of:

Male Response: OH MY WORD, NOPENOTTELLING, THAT'S SO SEXUAL

Me: Sexual? What are you talking about? There's nothing sexual about the ooooooOOOOOOooooooooooooh… (*whispers*) okay now that you point it out I can see how you read it that way even though that was definitely NOT what I was thinking while writing it… XD

Anyways, you are all wonderful, and the reviews and support mean more to me than I can explain. Frankly, they're a huge part of why I keep writing. Thank you all so much again for reading, keep being awesome, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :)

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80: MESSAGES

Elsa had stopped breathing.

Her heart stopped. Her blood stopped. Time stopped, as the realization sank in.

Unless there's somebody ELSE around here with ice powers.

From where he was standing halfway down the hallway, Jack Frost was gripping his staff so hard that his knuckles had turned white, frozen in his place. His eyes wide, his face went pale, a few sparkling snowflakes beginning to materialize out of the air around him.

Her own cheeks flushing, Elsa could hardly swallow her anger, her teeth clenching together as she forced herself to pull in a shaky breath.

How dare he.

How. DARE he!

The flurries that had been beginning to fall around her own body stopped midair, and she gripped her gloved hands together under the shawl. Prince Frederik cluelessly took a step towards her.

"Your majesty, it's alright," he offered, beginning to place a comforting hand on her shoulder as she jerked away from him, "I slipped on ice. I mean—your ice, but—"

"—I am so sorry that this has happened to you, Prince Frederik," Elsa gritted, making him startle as she suddenly whirled to face him, "But I can assure you that it will NOT be happening again."

She said the last words so resolutely that they fell like a stone, resounding through the impressively tight silence that suddenly rang through the hallway. Blushing, the young queen stumbled a step back, then righting herself and standing up again as regally as she could. "Now—if you'll excuse me."

Elsa turned and walked away from him, powering down the hallway towards the Spirit of Winter as she tried to contain herself. She HAD to conceal. Prince Frederik couldn't know. He couldn't—!

She could feel the drop in air temperature as she swept past Jack Frost, her long capelet billowing behind them across the carpet. She gripped her mother's shawl, still draped across her hands. He had BETTER follow her. And he had better have a GOOD EXPLANATION ready to go, too. Because—because—!

How DARE he!

Her mind still reeling from the morning's revelations in the carriage ride, she could hardly even contain herself enough to keep from screaming. So, just in case it wasn't bad enough that Jack—Jack, who she THOUGHT was her friend—had apparently been taking so many completely inappropriate liberties with her while never actually making his long-term intentions clear, he was now PURPOSELY BULLYING the man who actually WAS? Because of the ice powers, he somehow thought she was—was his property, or something? AURGH!

The Snow Queen could hardly even see her own surroundings as she swept down the hall, servants and visitors alike moving out of her way even as she acknowledged them. Snowflakes falling around her—and around her invisible companion; she could tell that he was following close behind—she could hardly see anything at all. All she could see was red.

CONCEAL!

Up the stairs, down a hall, another flight of stairs, and another hall. Standing outside of her bedroom door, Elsa barely even pulled her hand out from the shawl to push down on the handle, shoving the door open before sticking her hand back underneath the familiar fabric for comfort. Jack followed her in.

Ca-CHUNK. The door closed.

And they were alone.

In silence, Elsa paced into the room, stopping just short of her dresser. Her teeth clicking together—snow still falling around her, now growing cold enough to begin sticking to the carpet—she turned to face him.

Glaring daggers, Elsa drew herself up.

"Well!" the queen gritted. "Care to explain?"

She raised her eyebrows in threat.

Wincing, Jack stuck his hand into his hair. He sucked in a breath.

"I wasn't trying to hurt him," he stammered, shoving his fingers back and rubbing his neck. "I didn't think he'd—it wasn't even that much ice, and—"

"—Wasn't even that MUCH?"

"Look," Jack scoffed, growing defensive as he looked up, "If Prince-Boy can't handle a little—"

"—He is my GUEST!" Elsa exclaimed, sweeping her hand out from the shawl to point at the door, "And I will not have you—BULLYING him, while he's staying here in the castle! And especially when I'M here, just trying to—!"

Elsa stopped talking as she realized that Jack had gone still as a statue, his muscles frozen, eyes glued to her hand. In confusion, she glanced over to it as well, and then jolted.

She had neglected to take off her gloves.

Panic shot through her, an electrical tension gripping her spine. In silence, Jack Frost crossed his arms over his chest.

"Well!" he huffed, his eyes narrowing. "Looks like I'm not the only one with some explaining to do."

Her face pale, Elsa tossed the shawl over her arm and frantically yanked off the glove. Gripping it as she then pulled off the other, the Snow Queen bundled them together, shrinking away from him.

"It's not a big deal," she stammered.

His arms crossed over his chest, the 319-yr-old Guardian simply stared, everything about him eerily still except for the lava-hot fury burning in his eyes.

Clutching her gloves, Elsa sucked in a breath. "It's only temporary, Jack," she added desperately, "And I only wear them when I'm around him. It's not a big deal."

Jack didn't move, his piercing blue eyes practically searing into hers as he glared.

"It's not!" she blurted again.

The Spirit of Winter raised his eyebrows.

"Isn't it," he hissed.

Under the intensity of his glare, Elsa felt herself wince, looking down to where she was still clutching her gloves. She hated them. She hated them so much, and yet, those old feelings of the protectiveness of their wool were all swirling inside her with a growing ferocity. She had to wear them. She had to conceal, just for a little bit, and—

"See? This is what I mean," Jack gritted, yanking her back into reality as she jerked her head up. "I showed him a little ice, Elsa. ICE. So, the guy gets a little taste of what he's getting himself into, and his response is, Oh! I have an idea! Let's make her wear GLOVES!" Jack barked a sharp, bitter laugh. "And you don't see that as a PROBLEM?!"

Elsa blushed. "He isn't making me!"

"Fine. Encouraging you."

"I—"

"—Which I think is worse," Jack uncrossed his arms and gestured with his staff, "'Cause now he's pressuring you into it, while also putting on this big SHOW of how it's 'your' choice. When it's OBVIOUSLY NOT, ELSA."

Her mind spinning, the Fifth Spirit looked down at the gloves once again. Scoffing to herself, she then turned away from him and quickly walked over to her dresser. "I just didn't want him to feel uncomfortable," she protested weakly.

Yanking the drawer out, Elsa dropped the gloves and shawl inside, then quickly spinning around and pushing it shut. Seeing Jack's expression, her heart was now pounding so hard that it was hardly possible for her to hear anything else. She didn't like it when he was upset, but she had to do what was best for Arendelle. Arendelle! That was all this was about! She had to be fair to her people!

Why couldn't he UNDERSTAND that!?

Leaning back against the dresser and gripping the lip of the wood with her hands, Elsa stared at the ground. In her peripheral vision, she could sense that the Spirit of Winter was still standing completely still, the furious intensity in his eyes practically boring holes in her skull.

"Uncomfortable," he repeated glassily.

"Yes. Uncomfortable," Elsa retorted, gathering the courage to return his glare with one of her own. "Sometimes life is, Jack."

He scoffed. "Just because Prince-Boy can't handle the EXISTENCE of people like us—"

"—Us!? This is about 'us,' now?"

Jack stopped talking, his eyes wide.

After a few moments—like he was gathering his senses—Elsa watched as the Youngest Guardian pulled himself up. His chin lifting slightly, he forced a shrug.

"Well?" he challenged. "Why not?"

He whipped the staff back onto his shoulder, sticking his free hand into his pocket. Elsa's eyebrows lifted as well.

"Why not?" she breathed.

"I thought we were an alliance, Elsa," Jack snapped. "Don't you think that means something?"

"What, that we're BETTER than him?"

"That we protect each other," Jack enunciated, shifting on his feet with a shake of his head, "And I'm not going to just stand here and be useless while he's HURTING you! I am so sick and tired of watching this guy HURT YOU!"

Elsa's mouth fell open. "He's hurting me!?" she balked.

"He's just using you!" Jack cried, "He doesn't even APPRECIATE how special you are, Elsa! He's just—using you, for his stupid POLITICS! For your TITLE!"

Stunned, Elsa watched in disbelief as Jack turned away, anxiously shoving his fingers into his hair as a fresh round of snowflakes began to materialize out of the air around his body. Why was he the one freaking out? When she was the one whose life was on the line, and she was the one with the responsibilities, and SHE was the one getting—getting played with, like a toy, and—AND—!

Elsa's eyes narrowed.

Un.

Be.

LIEVABLE.

She stretched out her fingers, feeling the temperature dropping around them. Her hands balling into fists, Elsa pulled in her breath.

"There are worse things," she whispered shakily, "To be used for."

Jack scoffed, gesturing with the staff. "Well, I don't think you should be okay with the idea of a guy 'using' you at all."

Elsa's eyes bulged. After a few long, dumbfounded moments, she gave her childhood hero a slow and deliberate blink.

"I'm not," she enunciated.

"So let me get rid of him!"

Rolling her eyes, the Snow Queen scoffed, crossing her arms over her chest. "You have remarkably high standards, for this other guy," she snapped.

"Uh, because I think you deserve better?"

"What have you got against him, anyway?"

"That maybe that you should be with someone who appreciates you?" Jack snapped, the wind beginning to pick up a bit around his feet, "Maybe somebody who doesn't want you to wear gloves!?"

"He isn't making me!" Elsa exclaimed, throwing her hand to the side as her own wind started up, "And if we're talking about who's acting appreciative—"

"—I show him a little bit of ice, and he decides that the SNOW QUEEN should stop producing snow?!"

Her cheeks heated. Hardly believing what she was hearing, Elsa scoffed again in frustration and turned away, pacing towards her art gallery. Jack jumped to follow.

"This is what I mean, Elsa!" he pressed, right behind her as she passed through the doorway, "Every time you've been with this guy, you come back looking miserable! I hate seeing miserable!"

CONCEAL!

"And you are miserable with him!" Jack continued, his voice breaking with increasing desperation as he ran after her, "Elsa, you HAVE to let me get rid of guy! You can't BE with this guy!"

Throwing her fists down in fury, Elsa whirled to face him. "ISN'T THAT MY DECISION!?"

Everything stopped.

The snowflakes paused. The wind died. Jack froze, his mouth hanging open in shock as Queen Elsa glared directly into his eyes, her chest rising and falling as she struggled to keep from screaming.

Snapping his mouth shut—presumably to hold back the next thing he was going to say—the Spirit of Winter then blushed furiously, his cheeks and ears bright red. Snowflakes silently starting to fall out of the air around him again, Jack visibly shrank, biting his fist and turning away.

The Fifth Spirit's blood boiled anew.

OH, no, you DON'T!

"Taking away my ability to make my own decisions isn't caring about me, Jack. That's caring about you," Elsa hissed, struggling to keep her voice even as her eyes stung, "And, I WILL do what's best for Arendelle. I'm not completely sure what that is yet, but Prince Frederik might very well be it. So I don't know what you're after, but you don't get to claim that this is about 'HELPING' me, when you're going behind my back and pulling stunts like that."

Jack didn't respond, still turned away from her. Her heart pounding, the Snow Queen pulled in another breath.

"Our Ice Alliance is important to me. Really," she continued, crossing her arms over her chest and huddling into them as she felt her furious resolve beginning to crumble. "But if you want to be in an alliance with me, then congratulations, you're in an alliance with Arendelle, too. Which requires you to CARE about its future, as well as mine."

"You're right."

Elsa's eyebrows lifted in surprise. Letting out his breath, Jack Frost shook his head.

"No, I—you're right," he choked softly, turning back to face her. Gulping, he pushed his fingers through his hair, then rubbing the back of his neck while he sheepishly looked up into her eyes. "I know."

She said nothing, staring at him and waiting. He looked down at his feet again.

"I wasn't trying to—take away your—choices," he mumbled, "I wasn't even thinking that it—I shouldn't have been messing with him behind your back."

The Snow Queen's shoulders started to relax. Fighting it, she scoffed. "You shouldn't have been messing with him at all," she said icily.

"Debatable."

"How is that—"

"—He needs to be okay with ice, Elsa," Jack snapped, holding up his finger as Elsa opened her mouth to protest, "And no, I'm not saying that he needs to have ice powers. I'm just saying that he needs to be okay with the fact that you have them."

She uncrossed her arms, placing her hands on her hips.

"Icing the floor?" she demanded coldly.

He froze, the side of his mouth twitching. Like he was fighting a smile, Jack Frost then gave his head a vigorous shake, coughing and clearing his throat.

"Probably a bit excessive," he admitted.

Jack coughed again, trying to hide the mirth in his eyes. Meanwhile, Elsa felt her hands starting to clench into fists. Her teeth clicked together.

"Are you serious?" she hissed.

The Guardian's smile faded.

"Jack," Elsa said, at the same deathly-quiet volume. "You had no right."

"It was funny before he got hurt."

"Funny?"

"When the JERK who's trying to make the Snow Queen stop being a Snow Queen has a hilarious expression while he's slipping on ice, then yeah," he huffed. "Maybe I think that is kinda funny. As I said, I didn't think he'd—"

Noticing Elsa's thunderous expression, Jack's voice trailed off. Blushing, he winced and fell quiet, looking down to his feet.

"I know that your decisions are yours, Elsa," Jack sighed. "But I don't have to agree with them."

To this, Elsa shrugged. "I wouldn't expect you to," she said.

"I don't think this guy is good for you."

"You've made that clear."

"I'm worried about you."

The intense sincerity in his eyes caught her off-guard, making Elsa's world tilt on its axis. The insecurity bubbling up inside of her, threatening to crack her resolve, she then crossed her arms over her chest again, pulling in a shaky breath.

"And you might not be wrong to be," Elsa admitted softly. "But I would really appreciate it if you would start respecting me a bit more, Jack."

"I do respect you," he responded. "If I didn't respect you, I wouldn't care."

"Then please respect me enough to trust that I can make my own decisions about my own life."

Jack shrank again, pulling the staff down like he wanted to hide behind it. Staring at his feet, he swallowed.

"I'm sorry."

Standing in front of him, Elsa could see the shame and embarrassment in his expression. She let out her breath.

"Thank you," she said.

He nodded. Awkwardly kicking at the carpet, Jack leaned his head against the staff while Elsa fidgeted with her fingers in the silence.

"So, you'll stop pranking Prince Frederik?"

He stiffened, gripping the shepherd's crook. After a few moments, he sighed.

"Yeah," he mumbled reluctantly. "I'll stop."

Elsa stared at him for another long moment. Just as she was opening her mouth to speak, he snapped his head up.

"But only because it means so much to you," Jack added quickly. "And if we're going to stand here and make demands, I'd like it if you'd stop coddling him with this."

A wave of confusion swept over Elsa's face. "Coddling him?"

"You have ice powers." He pulled himself up on the staff, standing tall again. "He HAS to see that."

"He does."

"That's not what I mean. I—"

Jack Frost spun the staff between his fingers, suddenly looking very uncomfortable. Squeezing his eyes shut, he pulled in his breath, then releasing it with a sigh.

"We're not monsters, Snowflake." Jack shook his head. "We're not—defective humans. We're just—different. And we deserve to exist, too. Even if we're—something else."

He hesitantly opened his eyes again to meet her gaze. Her heart skipped a beat, and Elsa bit her lip.

"Sexy Humanoid Ice Powers Things?" she asked shyly.

A hint of a grin tugged at the edge of his mouth. "Well, I wasn't going to say it."

To this, the Fifth Spirit smiled in spite of herself as well, the somehow familiar feeling of peace and reassurance melting through her. Pulling in her breath, she raised her eyebrows. "So… the gloves?"

Jack's smile dropped again.

"You're asking me to stop 'coddling' him," Elsa tried again, "Are you talking about my gloves?"

"Well—yeah," Jack admitted reluctantly, "Because he shouldn't—look, will you just stop wearing those? You can't tell me that you're okay with the gloves; you have TOLD me how much you hate the gloves."

Elsa looked down to her hands, fidgeting with her fingers. Beyond them, in her peripheral vision, she could see her skirt—ice, yes, but the toned-down gray fabric that she had intentionally designed to look like wool.

It was a fair point.

"I'll stop wearing the gloves," she promised.

He visibly relaxed. "Okay. Um—good." Jack stuck his free hand into his front pocket, nodding. "Good."

Elsa didn't respond, staring at the ground. Twisting her high heel in the carpet, she nodded as well, the snowflakes fading from the air as they stood for a moment in calm.

"I really do respect you, Snowflake," Jack said softly, gazing into her eyes as he took a step towards her. "I mean—you're really smart, and sweet, and—you're just really important to me."

Her breath catching, Elsa took a moment to emotionally steady herself.

"You're—really important—to me. Too," she admitted softly.

He bit the edge of his lip, a hesitant smile tugging at the edges of his mouth. "Uh—good," he said, taking another step towards her, "That's—great. So we're good again now?"

Elsa nodded. "Yes. I think so," she said, "I think it was a good thing for us t—!"

She jerked away as he reached for her, recoiling from what Jack had apparently intended to be an embrace. His arms still out as she shied back from him, Jack snapped his head up in confusion.

"Wait—what?" he choked, eyes bulging, "What is it? What'd I do?"

Elsa blushed, folding her arms tightly across her chest. "I've been meaning to talk to you about that—"

"—About what?"

"About whether… um…"

She glanced away, her voice trailing off. Gathering her courage, she sucked in her breath.

"I—I just not sure if we should—um," she stammered, her voice hardly more than a whisper, "If we should be touching each other so much."

Jack's face went pale.

Elsa watched as he stumbled back a step in horror. He opened his mouth to say something, but no sound came out. Shaking his head, he tried again.

"Elsa—I—!" Jack squeaked helplessly, "Why—why didn't you—I had no idea you felt that way."

"Jack, it's not—"

"—I would've stopped! I—I mean, if you didn't—I thought you kind of—"

Elsa pressed her lips together, waiting. His pale skin beginning to turn pink again, the Youngest Guardian swallowed hard, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Liked—it," Jack whimpered.

The Spirit of Winter looked like he was about ready to burst into tears in humiliation. Blushing furiously as well, Elsa's face was pained.

She gave her head a tiny shake, pulling her hands into her stomach. "I did!" she blurted, "I—it's just—!"

She stopped abruptly. Feeling his gaze on her, she then pulled in a deep breath, struggling to keep her voice even.

"It's not—proper," Elsa choked.

A wave of confusion swept over Jack's face.

"Proper?" he sputtered.

"Well, if I'm going to be courting Prince Frederik, I—"

Jack jolted.

"Wait—no," Elsa stammered, her heart jumping into her throat, "Jack—I didn't mean it like—"

"—No, I—I get it."

He looked down to his feet, gripping the shepherd's crook and kicking at the carpet. Clearing his throat, Jack nodded.

"Prince Frederik," he choked.

Snowflakes were falling around them both, sparkling and glistening as they appeared out of the tense, frozen air.

"After all of this, after—everything," Jack stammered. "Still Prince Frederik."

Elsa could only hear the sound of her heart pounding in her ears, opening her mouth uselessly as she struggled to come up with a response. Gathering her courage again, she—

"You know, I've been wondering lately if we should take a break," Jack said suddenly, the words coming out in a rush as he backed away a step, "Just—to think things over. And stuff. Reevaluate."

Elsa's eyes widened.

"Reevaluate?" she squeaked.

Jack nodded, pulling down his staff and turning away. A moment later, he then raised the staff towards the end of the art gallery, and snapped it back.

BANG!

The balcony doors crashed open, a fierce December wind rushing through them into the room. Sighing, Jack let the staff fall back onto his shoulder.

As her childhood hero walked towards the balcony doors, Elsa felt her face go pale. Panic gripping her, she jolted, picking up the edge of her skirt and running after him.

"Jack," she stammered, "It's—that's not what I meant. I—I just—!"

She caught his wrist, and he stopped. Her heart pounding, Elsa's voice trailed off as she watched him slowly turn around to face her.

Without meeting her gaze, Jack Frost stared for a moment at her hand, and where it was clutched around his wrist. Neither one of them spoke, the only sound the rushing of the wind sweeping in from the open balcony doors, ruffling Jack's hair and pulling at Elsa's skirt and blowing their snowflakes around them in a whirl.

As Elsa watched in horror, he then reached his other hand across, carefully pulling her fingers back off of his wrist and forcing her to release him. Clasping her hand tightly, he then gently—but firmly—pushed her away.

Her breath stopping, Elsa snapped her head up to look into his face. As their eyes met, she realized that Jack's were shining with tears.

"Message. Received," he choked. "Loud and clear, Elsa."

Before she had the chance to protest further, the Spirit of Winter leapt into the air, shooting out through the balcony doors and disappearing into the gray December sky beyond. With a gasp, Elsa ran out after him, slamming into the wooden balcony rail. Gripping it, she stared helplessly after him, feeling like her heart had been ripped from her chest.

Jack Frost was wonderful. And brilliant. And fun. And everything she'd ever dreamed.

And gone.

 

Chapter 81: So Be Alone

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Okay, so I'm strangely super-motivated to write now because I decided that everybody, including me, would probably prefer the next few segments as a few shorter, faster chapters rather than big long ones. Oh, and because I'm doing that, they're going to be slightly LESS well-drafted than usual. (Sorry, hope everyone is okay with that!) Also, the quasi-spoiler offer is still available, and I now have an EXACT number of chapters until the DAY they figure it out, because I actually know just how the next few chapters are all being outlined/broken up.

Mostly, I'm still hugely flattered that people seem to like my writing—and as for the guys who responded to my last Author's Note (*happy weeping*) just—a million thank you's. That is VERY reassuring (both for how I'm writing Jack and for life in general), and honestly, one of the best things I've gotten out of writing this out over the last few years is (this is going to sound weird) that it's actually made me a lot less cynical about men. (There's a long personal history of a lot of abuse/gaslighting that went into that, but I don't feel like spilling all of that in an Author's Note right now. Suffice it to say that I am in VERY limited contact with my family, and that my husband is my hero.)

In short, thank you thank you thank you THANK YOU, annnnnnnnnnd, you are all great, thank you SO MUCH for reading my writing, a HUGE extra thank you to all of you who have reviewed, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! :)

CONTENT WARNING: Sexual innuendo, as par usual

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81: SO BE ALONE

For ten minutes straight, Elsa stood on her balcony, frozen, and staring at the sky in blank shock.

Gone.

She swallowed, hardly even feeling like she was breathing. All of the oxygen had been completely sucked out of the air. Time stood deathly still, like the snowflakes frozen mid-fall around her, and her muscles felt like they had been turned to stone.

Jack Frost was gone.

Eventually, Queen Elsa backed up into her icy art gallery, blindly reaching for the handles to the balcony doors. Her mind numb as she stepped inside, she watched herself close them in front of her with a resounding click, sealing her back into the royal castle and silencing the beckoning, the questioning, of the worried wind spirits that had been swirling around her. And she stared.

She could hardly move—terrified, horrified. And frozen. Staring at the doors in front of her, the Snow Queen dared not speak, not breathe, for fear of cracking the crystalline silence of the moment. A moment in which something, somehow, had died.

She wasn't yet sure what. But something.

Knock knock!

Elsa jumped, the sound of knuckles rapping on wood from the next room. Frantically gathering her senses, she gave her head a hard shake, picking up her skirt and running back into her bedroom.

"Queen Elsa?" asked a voice, "There are—!"

Ca-CHUNK!

She threw the door open, startling the maid and making her leap back with a squeak. Blushing, Elsa cleared her throat. "Oh—I'm sorry," I stammered, "I—I'm a bit distracted."

"Your—um—your mail," the woman shook, letting out an uncomfortable laugh and presenting the silver tray. "Your highness."

"Thank you."

Elsa took it with a nod, and the servant bowed, shutting the door again as the young queen turned away. As she walked back into the room, the door swinging shut behind her, her eyes bulged.

The first letter was addressed in Rolf's handwriting.

Elsa's heart stopped. The second letter looked the same—it had come from inside of the castle, from another one of the members—the other final member—of the Royal Council.

Queen Elsa threw her hand to the side.

Creak! A jagged icicle shot out from underneath her fingers, slender and short. Jabbing in into the envelope, she ripped the first letter open, and the the second, yanking the papers out and letting both their envelopes, along with her improvised letter-opener, fall to the ground. As she skimmed their inner messages, one after another, Elsa's heart started pounding again, the realization shooting through her body like an electric shock.

Resignations.

These were resignations.

The—last—resignations.

Elsa gasped and clutched the papers to her chest, stumbling back a step and looking up. All around her in the room—in an ice vase, and another ice vase, and sprawled across the top corner where two of her walls joined and met the ceiling—were ice flowers. All varieties, all different shapes and sizes, every one meticulously crafted out of ice by the hands of the most phenomenal ice sculptor Elsa knew, the ice flowers blossomed beside the patterns of the Arendelle crocuses that had been built everywhere into the room. But along with the hundreds of ice flowers, true to his word, Jack Frost had left her with one final gift:

The Council was destroyed.

Her breaths coming sharp and shallow, Elsa's eyes starting stinging. For all of their conniving and meddling and abuse, they were gone. The Fifth Guardian had chased off every single one of them—leaving Elsa, and not to mention Arendelle, free. The promise of the Ice Alliance had been fulfilled.

And thus it was over.

That was what had died.

Clutching the letters in her hands, surrounded throughout the room by both the Arendelle crocuses and the crystalline ice flowers, Elsa the Snow Queen sank down onto her knees and burst into tears.

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"GAAAAAAURGH!"

CRRACK!

Jack flung the end of the staff in front of him, sparkling ice ripping through the air and scattering into the fierce wind. The rolling sea of storm clouds thrashed violently beneath him in the sky, the blizzard growing stronger over the frozen wasteland as he flew. Here, soaring high over Antarctica and as geographically far away from Arendelle as he possibly could get, he didn't have to restrain. In a way, desperately trying to vent his frustration, Jack knew that he belonged here.

Alone.

Where he couldn't hurt anybody.

CRACK!

Another explosion of ice erupted from the staff, and Jack flipped forward into the air, shooting down into the snowstorm, the wind shrieking through his ears. Elsa didn't want him touching her anymore. Oh, no, she wouldn't need that. She wouldn't even need a blasted dance partner. Not when she had Prince Wonderful there, to sweep her off into the night…

Setting his jaw, Jack fought back the stinging in his eyes. She didn't want him touching her so much. He'd been pushing his luck, anyway.

But it was. So. Humiliating. 

"AURGH!"

CRACK!

The ice scattered as it blasted away from his body. The clouds crashed and swirled around him, the blizzard growing stronger and stronger at his command. Jack wasn't entirely certain if what he was doing counted as more of a workout or a temper tantrum, but—either way, it felt good. Whenever Jack was upset, or sometimes even just when he felt like doing it, he'd come down here to the bottom of the earth and whip up the biggest snowstorm he could muster. It was good practice—although there was a reason that he came to Antarctica, rather than risking this time of storm over a populated area.

A different type of population, anyway. The penguins would be fine. But he didn't know if he would be.

CRACK!

An idiot. He was an idiot. This whole time, Jack had been thinking that the beautiful, incredible Snow Queen had actually liked HIM, and—daddy issues? Was that all he was, to her? Meanwhile, ol' Prince Wonderful had automatically fallen into the role of Potential Husband, JUST because he had a crown. While Jack was trapped in his own special category of Creepy Eternal Friendzone, because, apparently, Elsa wanted his approval, but not HIM.

Oooh, it was a good thing that Elsa's father was already dead.

"AURGH!"

CRRRRRRACK!

He pulled back the staff, gritting his teeth and diving into the wind. Ever since Anna pointed out her sister's issues, Jack couldn't shake the lingering feeling of, I APPROVE, ELSA! OKAY!? NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!

If he was just some creepy replacement Father Figure or something, which he'd NEVER signed up for… granted, even though he approved of Elsa, he did NOT approve of her choices. Which were hers, but… ugh. Prince-Boy? REALLY?

He trembled as he readjusted his grip on the staff, steadying himself for a moment before shooting up over the top of the storm and into the sky beyond. With his location, it was dark all day long in this place, but—he could tell where he was.

He drew in a long, shaky breath, pausing for a moment as he hovered over the storm. Elsa was wearing gloves, for Prince-Boy. She was concealing her ice powers, for PRINCE-BOY. And Jack knew that she didn't mean it to be an attack against ice powers, against BOTH of them, but it still felt like a betrayal. Just because there were only two members of their species, it didn't mean that species wasn't worth fighting for. Ice powers were not something to be concealed. They were fun. Andawesome. At least, HE'D thought so.

And then, to watch her going off DEFENDING this jerk, actively choosing to marry a guy who was hurting her, while Jack was supposed to just stand there and smile—what was Elsa even wanting, anyway? His blessing? Because if she asked for his blessing, then his answer was NO!

He grit his teeth. Flipping forwards, Jack Frost dove back down into the storm once again, sweeping the staff left and right as he egged the winds on, the snow, the blizzard. Grow stronger. Grow faster. More wind. More snow. More crashing, more spinning, more blowing, MORE, MORE, MOOORE!

The storm leapt in response, obediently thrashing harder, pounding the frozen ground below with ripping winds and swells of snowflakes. Jack nodded, breathless. It was something he could control.

The winds were HIS.

CRACK!

Another blast of ice scattered into the wind. He knew that Elsa was trying to do what was best for Arendelle. Putting her kingdom first, and all. And he respected that, but—this wasn't just 'putting Arendelle first,' this was emotional masochism. Arendelle didn't need this guy, and neither did she. Why couldn't she SEE that? Arendelle was set! They had a queen, a backup queen, another guy who could technically become a king, AND at least one more adorable little bundle of royalty on the way! What more could any kingdom want!?

And besides, what was she even going to do, if she ended up with Freddie? Was Elsa going to just wear the gloves all the time? Like she had a thing about dirt? Was she going to wear them to eat? Or, as auntie, hold the royal heirs? Or make royal heirs? Sure, sweetheart, let's have you take off absolutely everything else, but leave on the gloves, suppress your powers, and—

Jack's entire body went rigid.

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAURGH!"

CRRRRRRRRRACK!

Ice erupted out of his chest and arms and upper back as he threw his hands outwards, exploding in all directions in a shock wave of splintering shards. The rage of his inner storm rushing from his body, Jack toppled backwards, letting himself go into freefall.

The wing screeching through his ears as he plummeted, Jack closed his eyes, limply accelerating towards the ground as the furious storm ripped through his clothes and hair. The blizzard growing stronger of its own volition, he let out his breath, finally pulling his staff onto the soles of his feet.

WHOOSH!

He swooped around to right himself at the last possible second, surfing the frozen current of air as the ground leapt up to meet him, arcing away barely ten feet before impact. Spinning into the wind, Jack leapt from the staff, catching it with an off hand and swinging down onto the ice to run forward a few steps as he touched down, gravity reclaiming its hold on his body as he gasped for breath. The idea of that abuser making poor Elsa—HIS Elsa—!

His teeth clicked together in fury, his knuckles going white on the staff.

Best—best to not think about that.

Desperately trying to push the images out of his brain, Jack frantically rubbed his eye sockets with the heels of his hands. No use. None of it, was any use. And he had tried—everything.

He didn't want her to restrain. He wanted her to let go. In fact, Elsa letting go, in that sense, sounded like the most fun thing that he could possibly imagine. And the idea that he could've been the reason for it was a straight-up fantasy. From back when he was dumb enough to believe in such things. As if he'd ever get a chance.

Sniffing, Jack messily rubbed his sleeve across his nose, his eyes blurry with frustration as he stood, alone, on Antarctica's frozen ground. Not even the penguins were here. They'd be huddled up as a group, capable of withstanding whatever blizzards life threw at them, all because they stayed together.

Stayed.

TOGETHER.

Nothing like a penguin to make a human look stupid.

Jack scoffed to himself, pulling the staff back onto his shoulder, trying not to think about Prince Wonderful, and all the romantic dates he was definitely having with the Ice Powers Girl—you know, the only one in existence—right now. It was probably going great. And they were probably going to get married, because of politics.

And Jack couldn't do anything about it. Even if he could, though—if ol' Prince-Boy COULD see him, what could Jack even do? What could he even—say?

Hi, there. Nice to meet you, Freddie. Oh, and have fun sexually traumatizing the woman of my dreams, when OH RIGHT YOU DON'T EVEN LIKE HER.

Creak!

Looking down, Jack suddenly realized that he'd been pacing, the ground around him freezing over with a fresh, jagged layer of ice. Turning around as the storm raged on above him, Jack realized that there were nearly-identical blasts of fresh ice all over the ground, each shot out from one of the earlier footsteps along his path. Shoving his fingers into his hair, the Spirit of Winter chewed on the inside of his cheek, one thing becoming abundantly clear:

This wasn't helping.

Pulling his hand down, the Guardian looked at his feet. Kicking at the ice, and then beginning to trudge forward, the truth was self-evident. He couldn't stay in this frozen wasteland forever. And frankly, he knew it his heart that he wouldn't really want to, anyway. What was even the point of having all this snow and ice, with nobody around to enjoy it?

Jack glanced down to his staff. Feeling its familiar weight, he tossed it in his hand, curling his fingers around the gnarled wood. What he needed was to take a page from Elsa's book. Get good and distracted. Get lost in his work. But where could he go? Maybe the Americas? He hadn't been there for a while. Meanwhile, Bunny had said the nightmares were headed north… so, maybe he needed to go check that out. While NOT passing through Scandinavia, thank you very much.

The freezing antarctic wind whipping his hair around his face, Jack ran a few steps forward and launched himself off of the ice. The pulsing rhythm of the storm spinning and crashing for a hundred miles around him as he shot upwards into the sky, Jack Frost closed his eyes, sensing his bearings. No matter how rough the storm, he could always tell. And the Pacific Ocean was—yeah, alright. That way.

Whether he was going through Canada or China and Siberia, he could make up his mind on the way. It was a good, long flight—and if he stayed over water, then everybody would be fine. He generally tried to hang out at super-high altitudes and travel by ocean over the equator, anyway. Nobody minded a bit of snow on the mountains, but in his current state, he figured it would be best to avoid—well.

Everyone.

Like he didn't even exist.

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Queen Elsa saw no one for the rest of the day.

She cancelled all her appointments. She avoided her family. She did not see cousin, nor her brother-in-law, Olaf, or even her sister, Anna. She normally would have considered this to be selfish and irresponsible behavior, but—she couldn't do it, right now. She couldn't face people.

She just—couldn't.

With snow falling softly around her, she feigned illness (as was usually the only way for someone in her position to be able to take emergency time off), and felt appropriately terrible for the doctors and servants who she knew so desperately wanted to help. She appreciated it—really. She did. But they couldn't understand. Even if there were a chance that understanding could occur, she felt so hopeless, and so miserable, that she didn't want to risk opening her door. Either they were going to hurt her, or she was going to hurt them. Either way, it was better to be alone.

For now.

Was this hiding, or mourning?

Her knees pulled into her chest as she gripped her mother's shawl, Elsa lay curled up in her bed, still as a stone from where she had, earlier, pretended to be asleep when Anna had come in. How could she face her? Face anyone? After everything?

She had to get it together. Control it. She could avoid everyone for a few hours, but at some point, she would need to come back out and be The Queen.

Not now, though.

Her ice had fractured out from beneath her body to encase the bedsheets, spiking downwards onto the floor and even stretching out in dangerous-looking spines across the rich carpet. Above her, the frigid air materialized with flurries, floating down to where they surrounded her in ever-growing snowdrifts, piling up in mounds of snow that threatened to collapse in on top of her as she lay between them, nearly suffocated by the crushing reality of what had just taken place.

All those years or research. Of dreaming. Of wishing that somehow, some way, she could find Jack Frost, and that he would be real, and—well, her dreams had shifted somewhat since age eleven, with the type of relationship she wanted to have with him. But that didn't change the one thing that she knew to be true, when it came to the fun-loving, blizzard-bringing Spirit of Winter.

She loved him.

So she'd pushed him away.

Elsa curled up even tighter under the covers, gripping her mother's shawl as her entire body shook with tears.

Why do I always push people away?

 

Chapter 82: Different

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: I am hereby declaring Jack to be of modern-day Polish descent. (*Pounds Official Fanfiction Gavel of "Creative Liberties" on table.*) Because... uh, because it works on the map, that's why (we're tracking his flight path, obviously). ;) I hope everybody's okay with this. Thank you for reading, thats for everybody's support, you are all amazing and I love you forever and hope you have a fantabulous day! :D

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82: DIFFERENT

"You—aren't wearing gloves, your majesty."

Coming up from his bow on the following afternoon—Tuesday, December 21st—Prince Frederik stared at her in confusion. Clasping her hands together tightly in front of her skirt, Queen Elsa drew herself up.

"I am not," she stated.

His eyebrows drew together in confusion. Gathering her courage, Elsa pulled in a deep breath.

"I don't like them, and they make me uncomfortable, so—I'm not wearing them," she clarified.

Trying as hard as she could to not appear threatening, she gave him a tight-lipped smile. Prince Frederik nodded.

"I see," he said.

He turned, stiffly offering her his arm, and Elsa accepted it, unable to keep herself from studying his expression for a few moments.

"Is that going to be a problem?" she asked suddenly.

"Oh! Uh, no. Not at all."

Her eyes narrowed in scrutiny. Now that she was aware of the truth—and that she could recognize the signs in his face, the slight ticks in his body language—Elsa could suddenly see through him. He, too, knew how to be polite and formal. He, too, had been trained from birth in how to politically represent a kingdom.

But goodness, was Frederik a bad liar.

Shaking it off, Elsa drew herself up again, trying to not give in to the feelings of intense guilt that were now seeping through her mind. This garden path had been cleared, just like the grand courtyard in the front of the castle, and despite the freezing temperatures, most still found it a beautiful place to take a stroll. Frederik—like most—was effectively bundled up, ready for a walk in the Christmas air. Elsa was also ready for a walk in the snow, but with bare shoulders and in a sparkling dress slit above the knee to showcase her bare legs and high heels. In addition to losing the gloves, she had also forgone trying to make her dress look like regular wool, and had rejected the idea of a cloak entirely. She hated the feeling of having such a literal weight on her shoulders, and thus, had put on her old—and favorite—sparkly aqua dress, hoping that it would give her the confidence she needed once again. It wasn't like she'd told Prince Frederik everything, because they hadn't yet even broached on the subject of the Enchanted Forest (a rather disconcerting plot twist of life, for the regal and sophisticated Queen Elsa to suddenly be declared a wild Nature Spirit), but she was the "Fifth Spirit," and not to mention a Snow Queen, and she was not about to coddle him any longer about this fact.

She knew—on this point—that Jack Frost had been right.

"Prince Frederik… can I ask you something?"

He jumped slightly. Gathering his senses, the Prince of Kingsley plastered on a smile, turning and looking to her as they walked. "Of course, your highness."

"Have you ever lost someone?"

He stopped for a moment in surprise. A few moments later, he resumed moving forward, reaching up with his free hand to subconsciously brush his fingers against his lapel pin.

"Well—my father," he admitted, "Yes."

"I am so sorry."

They fell quiet for a few moments.

"But, I'm hardly alone in that," Frederik added. "I know that you lost your parents, as well."

"They went down in the Souther—Dark Sea, a few years ago. What happened to yours?"

"Illness." He nodded solemnly. "I hardly knew him, though. I was very young. My mother is still alive, but I fear her health might be fading as well. There should still be plenty of time for you to get to know her, though."

Elsa's breath caught in her throat. Her muscles suddenly rigid, she forced herself to relax her face and where she was now gripping his arm, trying to hide her reaction. Because—well, if she and Frederik were really considering this, then—!

She swallowed.

Oooh, this "marriage" thing had suddenly become very real.

"I'm sure that she's lovely," the Snow Queen choked.

"She is."

They walked for a few more steps in silence, their shoes padding softly against the frozen ground. Her head spinning, Elsa internally scolded herself to stop behaving like a child. Of course it was reasonable that she would have a mother-in-law. How could she not potentially have a mother-in-law? It was no insult to her mother, if—

"I think you'd like her very much," Frederik added, shooting her a bright, glistening—and this time real—smile. "It's a shame about your parents, though. I would have liked to meet them."

"Oh. Um, yes. Me too."

He beamed, nodding. They turned a corner, continuing to walk.

Elsa drew in her breath. "I'll admit, though," she said quietly, "That—that wasn't entirely what I meant. I mean, losing someone because—!"

He looked to her, raising his eyebrows. Still holding his arm, Elsa slowed her step a bit, looking back up at him.

"Because—you chased them away," she admitted. "When you needed them. Perhaps because needing them—scared you?"

A wave of confusion swept his face. "Scared you?"

"Well—needing requires trust, and trust comes a lot of uncertainty," she explained, "And risk. The risk of caring too much. Just wondering if it's all just a distraction, so you'll make a big mistake, but THEN realizing that your outlook has actually always been pretty dark, and that that someone had come into your life, and just—chased the darkness away. And you're so scared of losing them that the idea of making a legitimate connection is actually terrifying. Because every time you've loved, ever really, REALLY loved, you've—"

Elsa stopped talking, slowing to a stop. Still standing in the middle of the garden path, she pulled her arm out from his, taking a step back.

"Every single time you've ever dared to love someone in your life, you've either lost them, or have almost lost them," she whispered, crossing her arms over her chest. "And it's always—always—been all your fault. And I just—I—!"

She cut herself off, giving her head a hard shake as her eyes started stinging, and Frederik's eyebrows lifted a millimeter further. Her chest rising up and down as her heart started pounding, she sucked in a ragged breath.

"I can't be ALONE, again!" Elsa sobbed.

Her whole body shaking, the Snow Queen gripped her arms over her chest like iron as snowflakes started materializing from the air around her, struggling in vain to fight back the tears building up in her eyes. Startled by the sudden outburst of emotion, the Crown Prince of Kingsley stood frozen with shock, his eyes bulging. His mouth hanging open for a few moments, Frederik then snapped it shut, swallowing in discomfort.

"So—so don't be alone," he stammered.

Elsa fell silent.

Feeling heat rushing to her cheeks, she looked down, hunching over into her arms. Suddenly, she longed for the gloves. To hide.

To conceal.

Meanwhile, the protesting question was on the edge of her lips, making her mind race into a near-frenzy.

Ask.

NO, she thought. It was too embarrassing. Too much. She couldn't ask Frederik.

Just ask.

But—

YOU CAN'T CONCEAL FOREVER, the voice in her mind screeched, HE ISN'T JACK, BUT IF THIS MAN IS TO BE YOUR HUSBAND, THEN OPEN UP AND ASK!

"HOW?"

Prince Frederik jumped again, nearly as startled as Elsa was at the sudden volume of her own voice. From across the garden, the Snow Queen noticed that a few other meandering couples were staring at them, and blushed furiously.

The people politely looked away, pretending to not have noticed. Clearing her throat, Elsa awkwardly leaned in close to the prince, dropping her voice to a whisper as the snowflakes continued to silently fall around her.

"How can you just—not be alone?" she choked, her face crimson as she uncrossed her arms in gesture, "How can you just decide—like anyone else could ever—?"

Taking a moment to gather his senses, Frederik straightened himself. He finally gave her a little shrug.

"Just—you know," he suggested, "Talk to people. Find common ground."

"I try, but—!"

She cut herself off, biting her lip. Even without the ice powers, it was often hard to communicate without having to battle the constant feeling that her words were sailing over everyone's heads. But she couldn't let that on to them; implying that they were less intelligent than she was or at all uninspired would hurt them in a way that couldn't be undone. And, with the ice powers…

I know how to wear a mask, Elsa thought miserably. I know how to conceal.

They turned and began to walk down the path again, the beautiful December snow glistening around them and crunching under their feet.

"But what if I'm not always able to be the queen?" Elsa stammered, still whispering, "You know—talking-wise? And always small talk? What if I just want to be myself, every once in a while, without being afraid that I'm going to hurt someone?"

"I thought your powers were under control."

"They are, but—!"

She stopped herself again, fidgeting with her fingers.

"It's not just my ice powers, Prince Frederik," she admitted. "I'm—different."

He gave her a strange look. "We're all different from one another."

"That's not what I mean. I—"

The silence fell again. Pulling in her breath, she swallowed, the late December snow glistening all around them as their feet padded against the frozen ground.

"It's kind of hard to describe," she whispered.

Feeling very uncomfortable, Elsa clasped her hands together in front of her skirt again, gripping them as she walked. She should have brought the shawl, that was what...

"I don't tend to think like everyone else," she choked in a rush, "I just don't see things like everyone else does. I'm not comfortable in the clothes everyone else wears. I don't like the same things everyone else likes. And as for the work I'm trying to do, and the things that I'm passionate about, my honesty tends to make people—uncomfortable." She pulled in her breath. "I don't want to hurt anyone. But—"

"Oh, come now. How could honesty hurt people?"

Elsa pressed her lips together in discomfort. Glancing towards him, and seeing the complete innocence in his eyes, her heart sank.

Oh, dear.

"There's a lot of pain in the world, and I want to make a difference. I want to help. But, people don't generally respond well to—problems. Or, acknowledging them." She closed her eyes, pulling in a breath and forcing herself to continue. "They want you to tell them that everything's great, even if it isn't. They really, really want you believe that their world is exactly as they see it, and that everyone is either just like them, or evil. And if you EVER admit to thinking or feeling differently than they do—that's a threat. Apparently. Sometimes, even admitting that you are in pain is seen as an attack against them."

"In pain?"

Elsa shrugged. She swallowed.

"When it's a type of pain they've never experienced," she whispered.

A long, cold silence fell over them.

Prince Frederik nodded, contemplating this for a few moments. "Well, maybe you need to trust people more," he suggested, "It you opened up, they'd understand."

She chewed on her lip.

I just opened up to you, she thought sadly, To have you demonstrate why I don't open up to people.

"I guess it's just—really hard," she choked, her voice very quiet once again, "Sometimes. Hard to feel okay."

"Well, it is a choice."

"A choice?"

She stopped walking again, pausing and turning to face him in the middle of the path. He followed suit and turned towards her.

"I didn't—choose this, Frederik," Elsa said quietly, "I was chosen to be like this. And I don't mind it—I really like having ice powers, now—but all the pain and bad memories that come along with it?" She shook her head. "How do I just let it go? Every time I feel like I've overcome the past, it just seems to eventually reappear to pull me back down."

Prince Frederik pulled in his breath. "Well—it's not easy," he admitted, "But I believe in you."

"Believe in me?"

"Yes. I mean, just—you know." He shrugged. "Choose to be happy."

He gave her a reassuring smile.

Elsa fell quiet, looking down and clasping her hands in front of her skirt.

They started walking again. From somewhere beside her, very far away, she could hear that Prince Frederik was still talking, encouragingly coaching her and counseling her with all of the confidence of someone who had never experienced even a fraction of what she had gone through for himself. He meant well—and this clearly wasn't meant to be an attack, nor to invalidate her struggles, but her cheeks still burned with shame. It clearly wasn't that he didn't want to understand, as much as it was that it had obviously never occurred to him that he didn't.

Prince Frederik was wonderful. He was mature and intelligent and sweet. And, on paper, a perfect match for Arendelle. But—remembering her years of isolation, her fear, and the feeling that no one in the world would EVER grasp how it felt, to be seen as a monster, to be so alone, and to truly be the only one of your kind…

Jack Frost… understood.

And Prince Frederik did not.

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Jack was taking his time, avoiding Arendelle.

After their confrontation the previous day, he had flown all through the night, finally reaching Antarctica in the early morning hours of December 21st. It didn't much bother him—he was perfectly used to going for a few days at a time without sleep, in his quasi-mortal, technically undead state. Hence, when he'd finally decided to take a break from his flight over the Pacific to head inland and crash for a while in the upper Andes mountains, he knew exactly what he was doing.

The Guardian of Fun was procrastinating. Because, he couldn't go back to Arendelle.

He just—couldn't.

And yet, the clock was still ticking.

If Queen Anna had been correct about his timeline, Jack knew that didn't have long to make up his mind. On the one hand, there was NO way he was ever, EVER, wanting to face Elsa again. Not after the look that had been on her face when she'd struggled so hard to ask him to (let's just be honest?) stop being an absolute creep. Again. When he was so sure that he'd been doing okay, this time.

But on the other hand… was it really worth the risk of losing her forever? Even as a—friend?

Could he stomach the idea of keeping a married, aka eternally unavailable, Queen Elsa as a friend?

He'd realized only after calming down that he was still wearing his ice medal—and had honestly taken it off, staring at it for a good, long while. The highest honor that can be bestowed upon a member of the Ice Alliance, she'd said. But did their alliance even mean anything to her anymore? Not to mention, the new little Russian doll from North was somewhere up in his drawer at the Pole, where he'd asked North to put it with the other one. Gallant. Right. He didn't feel particularly gallant.

Despite his efforts not to keep track, Jack knew that he'd woken very early in the morning, around 1 AM, of December 22nd. He decided that he'd keep heading north—as was still his plan—but was going to continue to stick to the Pacific, or maybe cross back into North America to dump some fun over the ski resorts of the Rocky Mountains. After sweeping through the American midwest—and realizing that he didn't see any more nightmares than usual (it was daytime, but the evil little things tended to lurk in the shadows)—the Spirit of Winter reluctantly realized that he needed to head back to Eurasia, to check up on Bunny's tip.

Not Scandinavia, however. Noo, no. He was going to, at least for now, continue avoiding the Northwest parts of Europe for as long as he could. And the West. Basically, the whole area. With how he was currently feeling, if a country touched the Atlantic, it was NOT touching him.

He finally decided that he could still fulfill his Guardianship duties by crossing over China and then going up through Mongolia and Russia, maybe getting as far west as Moscow in his sweep, before changing course and arcing his trajectory for the North Pole. He was still pretty ticked off at North, but if the nightmares were truly running amuck like Bunny claimed, then he needed to swallow his pride and find out if Mister "Big Eyes" had seen anything suspicious. In the meantime, another good flight through Asia would tell him if something fishy was going on in the area.

Perhaps this was why—a few hours later, and perhaps around 9 or 10 AM—he'd been so shocked to hear the voice.

Ja—ack!

The Spirit of Winter froze midair.

Ja—ack!

But—but that couldn't—!

Snowflakes whirling around him, Jack's eyes narrowed. Flipping forwards into the air, he dove, the wind nearly blinding him as he shot towards the earth. He couldn't have gotten THAT off-course. He'd specifically ordered the wind not to take him that close to Scandinavia, and even though this wasn't exactly Finland, hearing THAT voice would have meant he'd flown further west than Warsaw. Or… been blown further.

Perhaps it was his fault. Or perhaps the wind, for some reason, had intentionally taken him home to Burgess, in direct defiance to his command. But either way, Jack Frost would know that voice anywhere.

Jamie.

 

Chapter 83: Winter's Inner Circle

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: First of all, a continued HUGE THANK YOU to everybody who has read and reviewed. You guys are SERIOUSLY the best! It motivates me to no end. :) Also, the Jelsa Haven discord now has a channel for obsessing about movie details and stuff, and I am enjoying it WAY too much already. If anyone wants to come obsess with us, please contact me! I'm bad at Discord, but I know people who aren't who could give you an invite! ;)

Thanks for everything, and have a fantabulous day!

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83: Winter's Inner Circle

Queen Elsa had a plan.

It was only after he had left that she truly realized how much she had grown accustomed to the slight chill on her arm, and the navy blue fabric and white hair in the corner of her eye. Not being with Jack, here in the castle, felt—strange. Exposed, almost, despite the fact that none of her subjects could see him. And, despite how much she didn't want to admit it to herself, Elsa was becoming increasingly conscious of how jumpy she was, at every little thing, since he had gone.

It was only once she was without it that Elsa realized something about Jack's presence made her feel safe. It was a pathetic and humiliating thing to come to terms with, but that didn't make it less true. And for a multiplicity of other reasons, an even greater truth had settled unnervingly, and unavoidably, into her mind:

She wanted him back.

After one live and real Jack Frost had magically shown up in her room, Elsa had admittedly felt a little embarrassed (if not disappointed) that she hadn't actually been the one to find him first. For one thing, she would have actually been dressed—not to mention, wearing proper makeup at the time. But mostly, it was the sinking feeling that all those years of secret searching under her childhood bed had gone to waste, despite the thrill of finding out that her theories were correct. Now, however—now, Elsa had a feeling that her work was about to pay off. It might not have helped her find Jack Frost the first time, but it did hold the key to finding him once again.

During all her years of searching, the princess of Arendelle had assumed that the key to locating one fun-loving Spirit of Winter would be found through the accounts of his sightings. She'd been seeking out a location. But as it turned out, what she actually needed, to locate Jack Frost, was a person. A mutual contact, if you will.

And this was why Queen Elsa was now waiting on her balcony, watching the sky for the appearance of sand.

Just inside, everything was set: two chairs, a table, and a pitcher of eggnog with cups. She asked Gale to keep a lookout, as well (and to potentially help the winds to blow in Arendelle's direction, if needed). She'd researched it, and if the Guardian of Fun had been telling the truth, he had a very old, very trusted friend who would—in all likelihood—be floating over Arendelle at some point during the evening.

According to Borstad's account, the Sky Elf's golden rivers glowed in the moonlight.

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"Jack!"

Jack Frost tumbled forward onto the ground, bouncing on the balls of his feet as the schoolboy ran up to him. Jamie threw his arms around Jack's waist, and Jack laughed, his heart leaping.

"Hey, there, kiddo!" Jack exclaimed, bending down and giving him a squeeze, "Whatcha doin' out here?!"

"Looking for you!"

"It's literally a Winter Storm Warning-level blizzard," Jack chuckled, "You're—like—nine. You should be inside."

"But staying inside isn't any fun," Jamie protested.

"Yeah, and you know what else isn't fun? Dying."

Jamie smiled sheepishly, taking a step back as Jack flicked the end of his nose.

"I've missed you," the boy mumbled shyly.

Jack's heart swelled.

"I've missed you too, kiddo," he said, ruffling Jamie's hair as they turned to walk towards the houses up on the hill.

Jamie laughed, jumping up as they went and sneaking a peek at the Spirit of Winter's ice-covered hoodie and white hair. The wind whipping around them, the boy clutched his coat tighter, his teeth clenched together like he was trying to keep them from chattering.

Ah… right.

Closing his eyes, the Guardian pulled in his breath. Leaning his head back, as if to stare into the storms above them, he then concentrated, the wind still thrashing, although far less violent now than it was at the bottom of the earth.

That's enough, Jack thought.

The wind howled, whining in protest. Jack cracked one eye open, as if in a wink.

For now, he added.

Grinning slyly, he cocked an eyebrow at the sky.

The storm deliberated for a few moments, crashing and cresting a few more times. Then—like it was letting out a sigh—the blizzard calmed, the wind dying down to a much gentler whistle as the snowflakes swept and flew around them in a more peaceful manner.

Satisfied, Jack drummed his fingers on the staff, dropping his head forward. It was still a good-sized storm—in all likelihood, no one would notice how much it had suddenly died down—but it was now far less…

Um.

Angsty.

He could admit it.

Looking back to Jamie, Jack suddenly realized that the boy was gawking up at him in awe, his mouth hanging open.

"Did you," Jamie gasped, "Did you just—!"

"Whaaaat? Did I just what?"

This time, the Guardian actually did wink, putting a finger to his lips. Jamie's eyes lit up, enthralled to be in on the secret.

They turned and continued the walk up the hill.

"So!" Jack started again as they went, Jamie now clearly having a much easier time stomping through the snow in the gentler wind, "What have you been up to, since I last saw you? Getting into a little trouble, I hope…"

Jamie laughed, a skip in his step once again. "My uncle's trying to get me to start going by James. You know, my real name," he offered. "He says Jamie is a wimpy name."

" What?"

"It's true."

"Naw. It's only a wimpy name if you make it a wimpy name." Jack poked at his shoulder, "And you are no wimp, Jamie Bennet."

The boy glowed at his praise, and Jack smiled in spite of himself. Mother of North, this kid was adorable.

And mortal.

The Guardian pulled in his breath, choosing his words carefully. "Names and stuff aside… though," he started again, "We DO still need to get you inside. You're going to freeze your ears off, running around out here before the blizzard's over."

"But you just—"

"—It's not over. I just calmed it down for a few minutes."

"It WAS you!"

Feigning offense, Jack shot him a look, and the boy laughed again. Then, Jamie shrugged. "Want to come with me?"

Jack's eyes widened. "Come with you?"

"We have cocoa. And my mom made a fruitcake yesterday. We always have tons of leftovers."

At the word fruitcake, Jack distinctly heard his stomach rumble. His hand flying to his stomach, he shook his head, suddenly realizing that he hadn't actually eaten anything since—Manny. Had it really been over two days? And he hadn't noticed?

Had Elsa wrecked him that much?

He looked back down to the young boy standing in front of him in the snow.

"Cocoa and fruitcake sound great," Jack Frost decided.

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It would have been absolute torture, up this far north and working at this altitude, if sand weren't such a good insulator for heat.

Normally, the Sandman wouldn't return to the same area more than two or three times a month. Children didn't typically need that much help with their dreams, and for as long as Pitch Black and his nightmares were being kept at bay, getting an "inspired" dream once every two to three weeks would be more than enough. His reasons for returning to Arendelle almost every night for the past week, however, were far from normal.

Floating over the outskirts of Arendelle Proper, the Sandman went about his work, streams of glowing, shimmering sand shooting out from his cloud into the frigid darkness of the night. He could feel the dreams: currently, many were taking on the themes of Christmas (being the evening of December 22nd), and he could see the candies and gingerbread houses and yule goats bouncing around within the sand as it flew. North would like that… and so did he. With so much positivity and excitement in the air, the Sandman usually made it a personal tradition to take Christmas Eve off.

As he began to approach the castle, a flash of silver caught his eye.

Shinggg!

His gaze snapped to the light, just as it disappeared. His eyes narrowing, the Guardian floated a bit closer… and a few moments later, it came again.

Shinggg!

Another jet of snow shot into the air, disintegrating into a silvery mist.

A signal.

Grinning to himself, the Sandman swirled out the last of the dreams, then expertly twisting off the individual strands one by one and swishing his traveling cloud into a tight disc. With a silent chuckle, he then turned to the castle, swooping towards it on his cloud. Oh, Jacky-Boy. What trouble have you gotten yourself into this time? If the snow sprite kept racking up the favors like this, then at some point, he'd have to—

As the Guardian of Dreams came close enough to see over the castle's out walls, he slowed down.

The Sandman's eyes widened. There, on the balcony overlooking the castle's grand front courtyard, wasn't Jack Frost at all, but the sparkling, statuesque Queen Elsa, for whom he had already prepared a lovely frost-laden dream. And she appeared to be—waiting.

Floating over the wall, the Guardian's sandy little eyebrows lifted, his interest piqued. As the young woman looked up and caught sight of him, she jumped. Gathering her senses, Sandy then watched as she drew herself up, putting on a calm and regal air as he silently descended down onto her balcony.

"Good evening," Queen Elsa said.

He nodded in agreement, giving her a good-natured smile as he stepped off of the cloud, then letting it disintegrate into the darkness behind him. With the Snow Queen of Arendelle suddenly in front of him—snowflakes sprinkled throughout her hair, intelligent blue eyes expectant, and wearing a sparkling, curve-hugging ice dress—it was once again painfully and hilariously obvious to the Sandman why the lonely little Guardian of Fun was completely losing his mind.

"Thank you so much for coming down," the icy young queen started again nervously, "I have drinks and a place to sit down inside. It's a privilege to meet you, Mr… Sandman."

His smile widened, and he reached up towards his head.

Poof!

The little bowler hat popped into existence, and he took it, giving it a tip with a slight bow.

Likewise, your majesty.

She smiled a bit in embarrassment, her cheeks flushing. Hardly able to contain her excitement, the young woman's eyes were alight with something that Sandy could recognize only because he had—especially recently—seen in in the eyes of a small number of believing children.

The Snow Queen was feeling a bit starstruck.

His heart swelled. She turned and pulled the doors open, and he tented his fingers together, silently following her into the castle. Unlike some of the others, not everyone got to work only one night a year, and he didn't get that many opportunities to take breaks—especially two days before he already had a planned night off. Ahh, this was going to be delightful.

As soon as he had passed through, Sandy floated up to the top of the nearest shelf, eagerly admiring the icy artworks that sat upon it. The young queen's icy art gallery was every bit as breathtaking now as it had been in the previous week—rows upon rows of crystalline ice shelves gleaming in the moonlight, piled up with hundreds (if not thousands) of glistening miniature ice statues. He wanted to gawk, to take a few minutes or perhaps hours to examine all of the pieces, but the Sandman could tell that the lady was stressed about something. And from the suspicious lack of one Jack Frost, he already a hunch what it might be.

The young queen pulled in her breath. "I can't keep cocoa warm, but I could keep eggnog chilled," she started, anxiously twisting her fingers against each other. "So that's all I have here, at the moment. And water."

Sandy paused.

Still up high in the air, he turned around. Upon the icy table, there was a large pitcher filled with a creamy, light gold substance.

His breath caught.

Eggnog?

"But I can easily ring for a maid to bring some more. Or if there's something else you'd rather—"

EGGNOG!

Like a magnet being pulled to its opposite, the Sandman floated back down from the beautiful shelves, making his way for the table and chairs that the young queen was gesturing to. Seeing his expression—and the way that he was staring at the pitcher—Queen Elsa cut herself off, smiling with relief.

"I'll try not to take too much of your time," she promised.

Sandy floated over to the table, grinning from ear to ear as she stepped towards it as well.

"I'm sure you're very busy."

He picked up one of the cups.

"But I know that you're a friend of—um, of Jack's—"

The Sandman eagerly held out the little glass, and Queen Elsa startled a bit, then jumping for the pitcher to fill it.

"And I really appreciate—I mean, I hope that—!" She cut herself off, squeezing her eyes shut for a moment and taking a moment to steady herself. Opening them again, she took a deep breath, starting to pour."Well, given that you know him, I was very much hoping that you would be willing—um—willing to—"

His cup filled, she stepped back, and the Sandman pulled it close with a deep inhale. Aaaaaaaah… EGGNOG. Sweet delightful elixir. He might have lost his voice, but the little old Guardian's taste buds were PERFECTLY intact. And he could smell it. The nutmeg, the cream, the vanilla… a perfect drink, for a freezing night. Not quite as good as the Mrs. Claus stuff, but—

"To—um—talk—to me."

Sandy stopped.

He looked up from his cup. Her eyes pleading, The Snow Queen was nervously twisting her fingers together in front of her skirt again, staring at him in anticipation.

The Sandman's heart sank. Silently placing the cup back down onto the crystalline table, he turned back to the her in the air, reaching up to his throat. He gave it a gentle pat. With a sorrowful expression, the Sandman then looked back into the young woman's eyes, shaking his head.

After a moment, her eyes widened with comprehension.

"You can't speak?" Queen Elsa realized. "You're—non-verbal?"

He nodded.

Floating down to the chair, he silently lit down upon it, relaxing onto the ice. He could hardly feel its chill, through his sand.

"Well—how do you usually communicate?" she asked, making him look up again, "Can I get you some parchment, or—"

He silently bounced up from the chair again, shaking his head and waving his tiny hands back and forth. He then began swirling them over his head, image after image spiraling into existence.

Sand. Hourglass of sand. Hand writing, sand. Jerking quill. He grimaced, gesturing to his hand. Mouth, he shook his head, Ear, he shook his head again.

Eyes.

Eyes, Sandman silhouette, Sandman swirling image, arrow pointing from eyes to at Sandman making image.

Pausing, he looked back to her with a preemptive grimace.

Just as he expected, the young queen was staring at him in confusion, peering at him like she was studying a strange specimen under a microscope. He didn't expect her to understand. It was complicated to explain to non-sandy people. He couldwrite, but—well, the sand constantly falling from his skin and hair made the physical act of writing as aggravating as it was excruciating, as the sand would bunch to grind into his palms and smudge any ink it touched. He could spell in the air, but…

He stared at the floor.

Pictures, he thought. I can make pictures.

And the old little Guardian closed his eyes.

"You create images in the air?"

Sandy startled. His eyelids snapping open, his gaze whipped back to the young queen's to make him realize—to his shock—that he had her complete attention.

"That's very creative," the Snow Queen added, sitting back into her seat as he stared. "And it's amazing how fast you are."

His brow furrowed with confusion. Uh…

Thanks?

"You had a quill in there, right after the hourglass," she said, looking down like she was piecing it together, "And—wait. Are you literate?"

He nodded, shrugging as he swirled more images into the air.

Letter A, Letter B, Letter C, Letter D…

Etcetera. He shrugged again, alternating a lift of each palm in gesture. Reaching for his cup of eggnog, he picked it up, taking another drink.

"So, it's the physical act of writing that doesn't work for you," Elsa ventured. "Because of the sand?"

He froze mid-gulp.

Taking down the cup, Sandy's gaze once again lifted and locked onto hers. Had she—but—

He nodded slowly, studying the young queen in wonder. She smiled, reaching for a cup herself.

"So, even if I'm not getting something, you could still spell it out if you needed to," she said, picking up the pitcher and pouring some eggnog for herself, "Just in the air? Have you done that before?"

Sandy huffed, a bitter grin tugging at the edge of his mouth. Taking another drink, he let out his breath, then placing the cup upon the ice table again and looking back to her.

He tapped his wrist, as if gesturing to a wristwatch.

Question mark?

Raising one eyebrow, the Sandman shot her a cynical, bitter smirk. She studied him, her eyes narrowing for a brief moment before then—once again—reigniting with the little inner spark of comprehension.

Uh-huh.

Having drained his first cup of eggnog, Sandy floated up into the air from his seat, picking up his cup and holding it out to her, as she was still holding the pitcher. The young queen nodded, and refilled it.

"That's perfectly alright with me, if it's still alright with you," she said casually, placing the pitcher back onto the table and crossing her right leg over her left. "Take all the time you need."

What?

Sandy's eyes widened, and he floated back down into his chair, gripping the cup as he stared at her in shock. What did—did she really mean tha—could it—?

So many years.

The Sandman's heart started pounding, his mind racing. Centuries. For centuries, with so much to tell everyone, and after so many years of no one listening… what could he say?

What would anyone say?

Trembling with excitement, the Sandman placed his cup back onto the table with a faint clink. Pulling in a deep breath, he then turned back to face her, his hands shaking as he carefully formed the images in the air.

Letter A. Letter B. Letter D. Letter U. Letter L. Letter L. Letter A. Letter H.

He pointed to himself, pleadingly gazing up into the young woman's eyes.

For a long, silent moment, she studied him. Then—realizing what he was saying—her expression melted into a smile.

"That's a beautiful name," Queen Elsa said softly. "Welcome to Arendelle, Abdullah."

 

Chapter 84: Somebody's Gotta Tell Her (1)

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: First off, I am way sorry that that took so long! Thank you, as usual, for tolerating me. Here's the thing: This chapter originally was made up of three sections, all under the title of "Somebody's Gotta Tell Her" (Frozen reference!), which was artsy-fartsy because it meant something different in every section. However, because I'm getting impatient, and JUST WANT TO POST ALREADY… here's the first section, released as its own chapter (it's the longest, anyway). I was trying really hard for the artsy-fartsy-ness, and because I still apparently can't resist it, I've decided on the following: We are about to have three chapters, all in a row, that are ALL named "Somebody's Gotta Tell Her," because it still means something different each time and is still ARTSY-FARTSY! Just be aware! (Also, the next two chapters to post are near Final Draft, so… well, there's THAT.) This ALSO means that—for anyone who's gotten the quasi-spoiler—the number of chapters left until [Specified Time Redacted] should be shifted accordingly, as what was ORIGINALLY going to be chapter 84 is now becoming chapters 84, 85, and 86.

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84: SOMEBODY'S GOTTA TELL HER

"And then he flew off upset," Elsa choked, feeling the sting of the confession in her eyes as she rushed through the end of the explanation, "And I'm not sure what to do. I can't stand the thought of losing him, but I have to put Arendelle first. Even if it means marrying someone who doesn't necessarily—value—the things I can do."

She swallowed hard, biting on her lip. Sitting in the ice chair opposite hers, the Sandman tented his fingers, pressing them to his lips with his eyebrows pinched together in thought.

About twenty minutes and three and a half pitchers of eggnog later, she and the Guardian of Dreams were still sitting together at her ice table, having (finally) gotten to the subject of Jack Frost. She had gotten to know Abdullah a bit—and yes, figuring out what he was saying did take time and effort—but was still a bit shocked to find out that someone so incredibly powerful was completely unable to speak, or even make noise. And with everything he apparently knew about absolutely everyone, the poor little man was bursting.

It was almost more shocking to her than the reality of the fact that she was sitting in her icy art gallery, casually serving copious amounts of eggnog while confessing the details a falling-out with her apparently-real childhood fantasy to The SANDMAN.

Still considering her story, Abdullah downed the last of his drink.

"It's just—I still don't think it was okay that he was bullying Frederik," she said, "I don't. And I can't stand the thought of losing Jack, but I have to put Arendelle first. But with the idea of marrying Frederik—the more I get to know him, the more I do feel like this might be a bad idea. All in all, I'm starting to wonder—if Jack is right?"

Abdullah nodded—not necessarily in agreement, but to make it clear that he was listening. He then held out his cup, and Elsa reached for the pitcher, politely filling it again with the last of the quart. Goodness, had she guessed right about the eggnog.

"I'll go ring for some more," she said.

He nodded in thanks as she rose, picking up the empty pitcher. Quickly pacing across her bedroom, ice cape flowing behind her across the carpet, Elsa reached for the thick bell rope, pulling it down and releasing it.

Brrring!

She could hear it ring in the distance, the sound traveling through the hole around the rope. Just as she was starting to walk back towards her gallery a few moments later, there was a knock as the door.

Fully aware of how this would look, Elsa drew herself up, attempting to appear as regal and in control as she could

Queen Face.

"I shall be requiring another pitcher of eggnog," she stated, presenting the empty one.

The maid's eyes widened as she took it. "Another? Your highness?"

"Please. Yes."

Frozen in her place, the maid suddenly looked very concerned—if not in the midst of a mild internal panic over whether or not there were a way politely ask the Acting Queen of Arendelle if she had gone insane.

Elsa's cheeks heated.

"I'm not drinking it," she added quickly, her regal expression beginning to crack. "It's—for—something else."

"Oh!" the maid exclaimed, then blushing herself at her own emotional transparency. "Um, yes. Your majesty. I'll fetch more right away."

"Thank you, Jenni."

The maid gave a quick little bow of her head, then turning away and scurrying down the corridor. Elsa let out her breath, pushing the door shut behind her.

Ca-CHUNK.

She paused, her eyes squeezed shut. After a moment, the Snow Queen then drew herself up, sweeping back to her art gallery and passing through the open door to the icy table set.

"Even though I'm no longer the queen—well, usually," Elsa started again, smoothing her skirt and sitting down again, "As I'm usually in the Forest, I still need to do what's best for Arendelle. But how can I really move forward together with Prince Frederik on my goals, if your partner doesn't basically have the same ones? Can I really trust someone who doesn't even understand me with the potential future of my entire kingdom?"

The Guardian nodded, thoughtfully taking another long drink of eggnog.

"In a lot of ways… I think Jack does understand me," Elsa continued. "When we're on the same page, I think we can work together quite well, and—well, we do have quite a bit in common. We have a lot of the same interests, and we seem to really value the same things, and have very similar views on a lot of life. Not that he's ever shied away from a respectful debate, which is another thing I really respect. I don't want him to just agree with me on everything; that would mean he didn't have a mind of his own. And Jack DOES. Not to mention, how good he is with ice. Even without taking intimacy into account, the 'same species' thing IS significant. I—"

Abdullah's head snapped up, and he waved his hand frantically, trying to catch her attention. Elsa stopped talking, and the Sandman leaned forward, placing his cup of eggnog onto the table and gesturing with his palm facing down.

Jack Frost profile. Speech bubble?

He pointed to her, his brow furrowing. His golden eyes were narrowed as he studied her face, giving the impression that he wasn't sure if he had heard her correctly.

"Well—yes," Elsa admitted. "Jack has said that to me. Actually, he's brought up intimacy a great number of times. I—"

She jolted as Abdullah suddenly leapt from his chair and threw his hands up in frustration, a hundred pictures appearing and disintegrating all at once in a tiny storm of golden sand thrashing over his head.

Dancing? Roses? Hearts? EXPLOSION! TRASH CAN, JACK FROST, COUPLE CROSSED OUT, BED. DREAM-CLOUDS EXPLODING. DERPY JACK FACE.

Elsa startled back, her eyes bulging as more and more sandy images formed and ripped themselves apart over his head, the Guardian of Dreams angrily moving back and forth in the air before her, frantically gesturing. Finally he stopped, turning towards her and glaring at the floor.

MUSHROOM.

SHAPED.

CLOUD.

And Abdullah slapped his hand to his forehead.

Whap.

Queen Elsa was frozen in her seat.

Blinking, she opening her mouth and closing it again, she pulled in her breath.

"I know it was—inappropriate," she choked, "But I don't think he meant any harm. I—"

The Sandman dramatically dragged his hand halfway down his face, pulling at the skin under one single eye to glare at her as he went.

"He did have a point."

Puff!

A tiny, golden Jack Frost materialized in the air between them. Without moving his hand from his face, Abdullah then flicked his other one to the side, sending the sand-Jack sailing over the the corner. The image hovered for a moment before turning around.

"It wasn't that bad," Elsa choked, restraining from a smile.

From where the sand-Jack was still floating in the corner, a golden dunce cap materialized over its head.

Elsa let out a sharp laugh of shock at the image, clapping her hand over her mouth. Looking back to the Sandman, she could see that Abdullah now looked rather pleased with himself, although still bitter at Jack's… lack of decorum.

Jack Frost was many things, but a prim and polished gentleman was not one of them.

Knock knock!

"Oh!" Elsa realized, hearing the sound from her bedroom, "Please excuse me."

Rising from her chair, she hurried off to her bedroom door, greeting the maid again and accepting a fresh pitcher of eggnog. With a quick thank you exchanged, the Acting Queen of Arendelle was once again quickly shutting the door, whirling away and rushing back to return to her secret, ancient guest.

Coming back into the art gallery and taking a moment to settle herself, she slowed to a normal step, walking up to the table. Placing the new pitcher down, Elsa let out her breath as she took a seat, her long capelet spread around her on the floor. A fraction of a moment later, she realized that Abdullah was once again holding out his cup, and she jumped slightly, restraining from a laugh as she picked up the pitcher again.

The other Guardians could deal with his eggnog intervention. Queen Elsa, however, would for now be gleefully enabling the Sandman with Arendelle's finest.

"Honestly, it wasn't entirely unsolicited," she admitted with an uncomfortable laugh, "Don't give Jack too much of a hard time. I'm the one who kissed him, when we first met."

Abdullah's eyes widened.

"I thought I was dreaming."

He twirled his pointer finger in the air, a tiny stream of unformed, shimmering dreamsand trailing after it.

Ah… dreaming, his expression seemed to say as he shrugged. Understandable.

"And it's not that I don't want to sleep with him," she continued, tripping over her words, "Because I honestly find Jack to be—um—to be extremely attractive. It's just…"

Halfway through his drink, the Sandman paused. Pulling his cup down, he peered over its rim, eyebrows lifted.

"I don't know if I'm just being idealistic. Because I—well, in fact, I think the YOU of all people would understand. I keep dreaming of him."

His eyebrows lifted even further. A slow smile started to spread over his face.

"And dreams are so important. I know I've been spending a lot of time with him, but that doesn't seem to justify how much I've been dreaming about him," Elsa continued, "Which has me wondering if I'm going crazy, honestly. Or if it's some sort of sign? If my mind is telling me to—"

She cut herself off as Abdullah held up his hand. A moment later—shaking his head, his brow furrowed in frustration once again with the smile gone—he gestured to himself.

"You?"

The Sandman nodded passionately.

"You've been giving me the dreams?" Elsa exclaimed, "I—they were so romantic! Are you saying that you designed all of my—!"

Roses? Dancing figures? Hearts? He silently scoffed, rolling his eyes and then gesturing to her in disbelief, JACK FROST? Brain, JACK FROST?!

"Well, of course I didn't think Jack was doing it," Elsa stammered, blushing furiously, "I didn't think anyone was really doing it! I just thought they'd sort of—"

FWOOM!

Elsa gasped as Abdullah leapt into the air once again, throwing his golden hands towards the ceiling in an explosion of light. Sparkling dreamsand blasted from him in all directions, spiraling, soaring, and swelling into mountains and snowflakes and trees all around them. The entire room aglow, Elsa shot to her feet, her mouth hanging open as the scene grew, an ice castle of sand bursting out of the moutainside's trees before her.

And it expanded. Just like in a dream, it expanded, until the castle engulfed the entire room, chasing all the darkness away. As the shadows fled, two distinct, golden figures became visible, dancing through the sparkling, glowing ballroom in the silence.

The first one was of Jack.

And the second was of her.

These were her dreams. The nighttime fantasies, of dancing and candlelight and snow… they hadn't been figments of her overactive imagination at all.

Her eyes wide with awe, the Fifth Spirit slowly turned back around, looking to the little golden man hovering before her in the air.

"You've been coming back here every night?" she breathed.

The Sandman nodded.

Nonchalantly waving his hand in the air, Abdullah dismissed the dream, the exquisite glow of the room fading as the sand disintegrated into the air. Floating back down into his icy seat, he then picked up his cup of eggnog to resume enjoying his drink.

"I—I didn't think you came back to the same place that frequently," Elsa realized, her voice then falling quiet, "Why—would you do that?"

Abdullah's eyebrows lifted, and he shrugged. An image of Jack Frost pffed into the air between them. Then, an image of himself as an angel—with wings, but no halo—materialized over it, and he pointed to it.

He then pointed to himself, and nodded.

"You're—Jack's guardian angel?"

He started to shake his head, and then paused. Giving a nodding shrug, Abdullah then shook his head.

Kind of, the motion seemed to say. But that's not what I meant.

"Jack—is being helped from above?" Elsa tried again desperately, "Jack needs a miracle? Jack—"

WHAM! The Sandman slammed his cup of eggnog onto the ice table and clapped his hand over his eyes, rocking onto his back with a silent guffaw in the air. Shaking his head as he started to float back up—and then stopping, to laugh hysterically and then nod—and then shake his head again, he eventually righted himself, still grinning like he was trying not to snort.

Wing. Man, he tried again, two separate and distinct images swirling into the air. He pointed to each of them in turn, gesturing for Elsa to say them.

"Wing… man?"

He nodded excitedly, then pointing to himself.

Elsa's heart sank.

"A wing man, but not an angel?" she asked, "But… why would you need wings? If you can fly, you… you don't…?"

He shook his head, looking confused as Elsa's voice trailed off. Floating a few inches towards her, Abdullah scrutinized her expression, then gesturing.

Question mark? Abdullah asked. Wing, man? Question mark? He pointed to her, shaking his head, Ear?

She bit her lip.

"No, I—I haven't heard of a Wing Man before," Elsa admitted, blushing a bit, "I'm sorry. I—don't know what that means."

He mouthed a silent oh, floating back in the air with understanding and motioning to the dreamsand to disintegrate. Sitting back down into her seat, Elsa picked up her cup.

"Well—I think you're being an angel for doing this," she muttered, staring into her eggnog for a long moment before hesitantly looking up at him again. "For what it's worth."

The Sandman's eyes widened slightly, taken aback. Then—shrugging—his face broke into a grin, and he nodded. Floating back over to the table, he then picked up his own cup, holding it aloft.

She raised her glass in response, giving him a nod back.

After chugging the rest of her eggnog in embarrassment, Elsa coughed, shaking herself. She whipped her hand to the side, flicking an icy napkin into existence.

"I still don't understand, though," she admittedly, dabbing at her mouth with it, "Why would you do that for me? I mean—thank you—the dreams have been absolutely lovely. Really! But that's so much time to spend on one person."

Abdullah looked up. Without putting his cup down, he then flicked his hand into the air, taking a drink as he did so.

Poof! An image of Jack reappeared, with a number of faceless, tiny people of sand. The people shifted away from him, leaving the golden sand-Jack alone, and the Sandman pointed, lifting his eyebrows and then reaching forward to place his cup onto the table and create another image.

Abdullah swept his hand out, a sandy hourglass materializing over his palm. Reaching towards its top and bottom, he then slowly began to stretch it, pulling in both directions and making it longer and longer in the air.

"A long time," Elsa realized. "Jack has been alone for a long time."

Abdullah nodded. The images puffed out of existence, leaving a figurative blank slate in the air.

Anna and Elsa.

He pointed, then shrugging and crossing through the image.

Male gender symbol. Jack. Abdullah.

"Um—Queens and Kings? Teamwork? Are you saying tha—"

He frantically shook his head, waving his hands back and forth over each other and pffing the Anna and Elsa out of existence. Leaving the sand-Jack and sand-Abdullah in the air, he then gestured forward, starting to create another image.

Man outline. Woman outline. Small man outline, small man outline, small woman outline, small—

"A family."

He stopped swirling the sand-images and turned to her with a nod. Reaching out with his pointer finger, Elsa watched as the Sandman drew a careful circle around the two adjacent smaller man outlines in the air. Flicking his hand back, he sent the stream of golden sand shooting up towards the Jack and Abdullah silhouettes, splitting in half and twisting into two arrows, pointing to each one.

Family… two small men… Jack and…!

"You're brothers," Queen Elsa realized, her eyes widening a bit. "You see Jack as being your brother."

Abdullah nodded again, pulling his hands together as if he were praying. Two more images puffed into existence over his head.

Jack Frost. Smiley face.

He pointed to each image in turn, nodding with meaning. With one hand, he touched his chest.

"He is your brother—and you want your brother to be happy," Elsa said softly, her voice shaking a bit as her face melted into a smile.

The Guardian of Dreams placed both hands over his heart and nodded more deeply, now smiling as well. Seeing the sincerity in his golden eyes, Elsa's heart swelled. Jack was a lucky man, to have such a wonderful friend.

But that wasn't all.

Avoiding the question, Elsa looked to her cup, shifting it in her hands. Gathering her courage, she hesitantly looked up.

"You think that I could make Jack—happy?"

Abdullah's eyebrows lifted in surprise. After a moment, he then placed his little hands onto his hips, leaning forward to meaningfully gaze into her eyes with a smirk and a cocked eyebrow. No additional golden imagery appeared over his head, but the meaning of this particular expression needed to additional explanation.

Oh, sweetie.

Elsa's breath caught.

Looking back down to her cup of eggnog to break eye contact, she felt her heart start pounding, the rush of the ancient Guardian's extreme compliment—at least, to her, it was an extreme compliment—making her want to squeal with joy. She'd certainly fantasized about this, but for Jack Frost's best friend to actually confirm her hopes to her, from an outsider's perspective…!

She could make the Spirit of Winter… happy?

"You really think so?" she squeaked.

He smiled, nodding. Elsa looked back up as Abdullah once again rolled his hands in the air, images bursting into existence with soft pffs over his head.

Brain. Heart. Snowflake.

He paused, looking to her. Glancing down to her dress for a brief moment—and then looking back up to her eyes—he shrugged.

Hourglass, he added, the fourth image swirling into the air as an afterthought.

As an outline of a swooning Jack Frost appeared from the sand, Elsa laughed, blushing as Abdullah gave her a good-natured smile. The sand-Jack fell onto his knees, silently clapping his hands over his chest with little golden hearts bursting out into the air around him. The Winter Spirit's friend wasn't harassing her; the hourglass was just a fact. Well—maybe not a perfect hourglass, if she was really being honest about her proportions, but she DID certainly have hips. And Jack, apparently, was into this.

Elsa beamed in spite of herself, unable to look away from the image of Jack. Along with the hourglass and the snowflake, the Sandman had also shown her a heart and a brain, which she could only interpret to mean that he found her to be loving and intelligent. And he thought that Jack saw her this way, too? That perhaps—if he did have actual, serious interest in her—it wasn't just because of her ice powers, or heaven forbid her body, but because he might love… her?

Smiling uncontrollably, she hardly even noticed that Abdullah was waving in her peripheral vision, trying to get her attention. Jolting, she looked down to him.

"I'm sorry," Elsa stammered, shaking herself, "I just—please go on."

He nodded in a quick acceptance of her apology, then beginning to swirl his tiny hands in the air once again.

Jack Frost. He pointed at her. Smiley face… question mark?

He raised his eyebrows in the inquiry.

"Oh, he definitely makes me happy," Elsa said, beginning to gush, "Jack is amazing. He's brilliant, and creative, and fun, and kind, and—and he makes me feel like things are going to be okay. Like everything will be. I love being with him, and talking with him. I feel like I can tell him anything. I just…!"

Her voice trailed off. Her face falling, the Fifth Spirit dropped her gaze to the carpet. In her peripheral vision, the Sandman looked confused.

You just WHAT?

Gathering her courage, Elsa pulled in a breath.

"I feel like he keeps dangling the possibility of a real, long-term relationship in front of me—and then yanking it away," she stammered, her voice breaking as she shook her head, "I want him so badly, and I—I don't want to demand that he change who he is, or question his honesty about it, but I can't take the risk of potentially just ending up as Jack Frost's five hundredth two-week fling. I can't. I can't do it, and—"

Through the blurring in her eyes, Elsa saw that the Sandman had leapt from his seat again, frantically waving his hands back and forth in front of him again and shaking his head as all the images disintegrated from the air. He quickly reconjured the earlier images of the people—the family—together, like they were about to embrace, and then swirled an outline of a tiny house next to them. He pointed to each in turn, and then reached his arm to the side, pointing at the tiny sand-Jack that was still floating over in the corner from the beginning of the conversation.

"Jack wants—a family?"

He pointed at the house outline again, staring at her and rolling his opposite hand in the air to gesture that she continue.

"A home," Elsa finished. "Jack Frost wants a home and a family."

Abdullah placed his hands together in front of his chest once again, giving her a slow and deliberate nod.

The sand-Jack in the corner turned, silently leaping into the air with his little golden staff and darting over to them, joining the image of the family. As Elsa watched, Abdullah floated up into the air around the image of the family, finally hovering next to the man and the woman symbols. He flicked his fingers over the image.

The faceless, golden couple melded into Elsa and Jack.

Elsa could feel her eyes start stinging, overwhelmed. The Sandman—the immortal sandman, AKA Jack Frost's oldest friend—was staring at her expectantly, his golden eyes as wise as they were ancient. This whole time, she had been thinking that Jack was just flirting with her, or trying to platonically give her confidence, or—or—!

She closed her eyes, her head spinning from the Sandman's revelations. Being with Jack. Marrying Jack. Those felt like fantasies, so impossible, and yet if JACK were really WANTING that sort of a future…!

If she could have it…?

"I HAVE TO TALK TO HIM!"

She leapt from her chair and Abdullah jolted, reeling back in the air at her sudden outburst.

Seeing it, the Fifth Spirit's cheeks heated. She cleared her throat, spinning back around towards the table. "I mean, I—I wanted to talk to Jack anyway," she laughed nervously, much softer as her hands flew to her cover her mouth, "But I—I was just wanting my friend back—I didn't—! You really think he…?"

The Guardian nodded, his eyes wide with disbelief at the fact that this was an actual revelation to her. Elsa swallowed hard, trying to mask her embarrassment.

"Have you seen him?" she asked, "Do you know where he is? Or where he might be?"

The Sandman started to shake his head, and then froze, a few golden grains of sand falling from his hair. His pointer finger in the air, he paused.

Jack Frost profile. Frowny face. Tear. Question mark?

He turned his palm upwards, gesturing towards her as he raised his eyebrows in question.

"Well—yes," Elsa said. "He was extremely upset when he left."

Abdullah thought for a few moments. Like he was being struck by inspiration, his eyes then lit up, his pointer finger in the air.

A golden, sandy globe puffed into existence between them, and the Sandman reached towards it, pointing towards the bottom.

"Antarctica?" Elsa asked quizzically. "Why would he go there?"

He shrugged, grimacing. A sandy dumbbell materialized in the air over his head.

Question mark?

Ah… a workout. Maybe. But he wasn't sure.

"Do you think he'll come back?"

To this, the Sandman's eyes widened. The grimace disappearing, he nodded, then pausing again.

Elsa outline, Jack outline, Elsa and Jack outlines separating. Desk calendar, days flipping past…? Sun, sun rising, setting, rising, setting…?

He looked to her in question.

"Oh—um, it was two days ago. About. Tomorrow will be three."

He put his little finger to his chin, looking thoughtful.

"Do you think you could get him to come back?" Elsa pleaded, "I mean—I don't know if I could convince him, but if you're his best friend, then maybe you could get him to—what?"

He was pointing to himself, raising his eyebrows in amusement. Abdullah then shook his head.

And he pointed at her.

Jack. Arendelle crocus, he nodded, pulling his two pointer fingers together and nodding. The sand-Jack shot towards the crocus, and Abdullah nodded again, smirking.

"You think Jack could be coming back already?" she gasped. "On his own?"

He nodded again. With one final gulp of eggnog, the Sandman then silently smacked his lips in satisfaction, heaving a sigh of contentment as he placed the cup back onto the table and floated into the air.

He pointed at Elsa.

Letters Zzz. Question mark?

He pointed to his wrist like he was wearing a watch, he then raised a single eyebrow. Elsa blushed a bit once again.

"Um… no. I haven't slept yet tonight," she admitted, "But it's not really that big a deal, if—"

Floating over to her in the air, the Sandman had already placed a hand on her shoulder, gently but firmly turning her in the direction of her bedroom and pointing. To this, Elsa laughed.

"You are very passionate about people getting enough sleep—aren't you?"

The Guardian of Dreams nodded, giving her a tiny shove to get her walking and escorting her as she passed into her room and towards her bed. Still completely dressed, Elsa slipped off her shoes as she reached it, pulling back to covers and getting in. It felt incredibly surreal, as a Queen, to simply obey a man ordering her to bed—surely, with any other being on the face of the planet, this would be the very definition of scandal.

But this was the Sandman.

Giving a curt nod of approval as Elsa pulled up the bedsheets, Abdullah floated a foot back in the air.

Letters Zzz. Dining menu. Question mark?

He raised his eyebrows.

"Wait," Elsa realized. "I—you're asking me what I want to dream about?"

He shrugged, a slight grin on the edge of his lips. Flicking his hands upwards, a series of images pffed into the air.

Jack Frost and Elsa? he guessed, Dancing, snowflakes? Candles? Ice palace?

Sliding down against her pillow, Elsa bit her lip. She fiddled with the edge of her bedspread for a long moment.

"Those things all sound lovely," she said softly, "But honestly… there's been so much drama recently that I'm… I'm not sure if I want to keep wallowing in it, right now. Not that I don't want to see him!" she added frantically, "I just… I can't do anything to try and make this right until he gets back, and that makes thinking about it kind of frustrating. Does that make sense?"

Abdullah nodded. After a moment of thought—his finger on his lips—

Lightbulb!

Floating a few inches towards her, he started swirling his hands between them, the lightbulb fading as another dream spiraled into existence.

Little Anna and Elsa, pffd into the air. Snowman. Laughing, playing. Making snow angels?

Elsa's heart melted. Smiling uncontrollably, she nodded.

"That's perfect," the Fifth Spirit whispered.

His expression relaxed, the Sandman gave her a knowing smile. His hands in the air, she watched as the ancient Guardian pushed the dream in her direction, the beautiful images starting to come to life in her mind.

As her eyesight started to darken in sleep, she saw him turn and begin to float away. Fighting it, Elsa pushed herself up a tiny bit.

"Oh—Abdullah?"

He turned back around, his eyebrows lifting. Elsa's expression softened.

"Thank you," she said softly.

To this, the Guardian smiled.

Pff!

A golden bowler cap appeared in Abdullah's hand, and he tipped it, giving the Snow Queen a little bow.

Above her in her bed, the little sand-Anna and sand-Elsa were still playing in the snow, silently giggling and twirling together on the ice in the lovely scene. Feeling completely at peace, the soft, golden glowing of the dreamsand in her peripheral vision was the last thing that Elsa remembered before drifting off to sleep.

 

Chapter 85: Somebody's Gotta Tell Her (2)

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Yep, part 2 of 3, for those of you who missed the last Author's Note. Thank you so much for your patience and support, everybody! :D

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85: SOMEBODY'S GOTTA TELL HER (2)

"Cocoa, Jamie?"

Jamie's mother hardly even glanced back towards them at they carted in the small pile of firewood, busy with something at the stove. Jack silently followed his young friend in as the door swung shut behind them.

Wham!

The whooshing of the outdoor blizzard winds muted, and Jamie set down his firewood with a dull clatter. "Yes, please," he called out, beginning to pull off his scarf. "Fruitcake, too?"

"That's fine."

Jack let his staff fall back onto his shoulder, his eyebrows lifting with interest as he walked into the home. It wasn't like he hadn't seen this place before, but he always liked seeing people's homes. You could tell a lot about a family, from what their home looked like on a random day. Most people were facing many more challenges than they cared to admit, for a number of reasons, but their living spaces tended to tell the truth. And Jamie's home was a really nice one.

Not that he was biased or anything.

There was a gasp from behind him. Freezing in his place—and instinctually knowing exactly who it was—Jack Frost slowly turned himself around to face her, then dramatically startling back in shock when their gazes met.

Sophie's hands flew to her mouth, her eyes lighting up as Jack pretended to calm himself, clapping his hand to his chest like she had given him a serious fright. Shooting her a grin as he raised his finger to his lips, mouthing a silent shh, Sophie giggled, scrambling to her feet and running up to throw her arms around his legs in an embrace.

"Hey, Soph!" Jack whispered, hugging her back and then gasping. "You're getting so tall!"

"Tall!"

She giggled again, releasing his legs and bouncing back from him, and the Guardian swept his hand through the air, swirling a line of sparkling frost around her head. She squealed with delight, jumping for the snowflakes as they danced away down the hall, and Jack's heart leapt.

Clank. Clank.

He looked up. Over at the kitchen table, Jamie was setting out two plates and two mugs. Going back to a drawer for what was presumably going to be silverware, he passed his mother, who was beginning to turn around.

Her gaze falling onto the table, a look of confusion swept over her features.

"Um…" she started. "What… are you doing?"

"Setting the table," Jamie replied matter-of-factly, bringing back the two forks.

Jack grinned, being careful to not move any of the objects in his surroundings as he walked towards the bench seat, silently leaning his staff up against the table.

Didn't need to make that mistake ever again.

"Yes, but—Sophie already had her snack," Jamie's mother said, "Are you expecting a friend?"

"That's for Jack Frost."

The woman opened her mouth, and then closed it. Clearly restraining from a comment, she picked up the teapot from off of the stove.

"Do you think that—uh—Jack Frost—want some hot cocoa?" she asked Jamie, her eyebrows lifting.

Jamie looked at Jack.

Jack looked at Jamie.

"Yes," Jack said.

"Yes," Jamie repeated, looking back to his mother.

She started to walk towards them, pausing with a violent shiver as she came up to Jack. Still holding the teapot, she shook herself and poured some in each mug, the rich brown liquid frothy and steaming. Jack restrained from reaching for his until she turned away.

"Thank you," he said.

"He says thank you," Jamie repeated.

"Mm-hmm…"

She walked back to the stove. As she passed by him again, Jamie's mother shivered violently for the second time.

"Jamie, did you leave the door open?" she asked suddenly, turning around.

"No."

She shivered, and then shot Jamie a suspicious look. "It's just suddenly very cold in here," the woman shuddered, "Perhaps that draft—well, no matter."

Clunk.

She placed the teapot on the stove. Picking up a small cup, she then walked out of the kitchen, going for a shawl.

"I need to run next door to borrow some flour from Samantha anyway," she said, "Please make sure that pot doesn't boil over."

"Okay, mom."

"Thank you." Clasping the shawl tightly around her shoulders, she opened the door, a gust of wind blowing in. "I'll be back in just a couple of minutes!"

SLAM!

The door shut behind her.

"Thanks, Jamie," Jack said. "Really. This is really good."

"You're welcome."

The Spirit of Winter ate and drank in silence as the boy eagerly gushed about absolutely everything that had happened in Burgess since they had last met. His school, his hobbies, his research on the Guardians—the kid was adorable, and Jack was happy to listen. As Jamie gleefully prattled on and on, the Spirit of Winter found himself all but actually inhaling his piece of fruitcake, increasingly aware of how hungry and thirsty his Antarctica trip had actually made him. He hadn't gone one hundred percent full-force with his powers like that for—well, at least a decade. And even though he'd had plenty of sleep, he hadn't exactly eaten anywhere near enough, to make up for it.

Food was good.

"So, ow av you behn doing?" Jamie asked, his mouth full.

Jack jumped, spinning back to him. "Huh?"

The boy chewed for another moment, and then swallowed, putting his fork down. "How have you been doing?"

"Oh. Uh…" Jack cut off another bite. "Honestly? I've been better."

He put the fork in his mouth, avoiding eye contact for a minute and procrastinating the acknowledgement of his confession.

"Is it—um," Jamie leaned in, suddenly looking very worried and dropping his voice to a whisper. "Is it Pitch?"

Jack jolted. "What? No. Not him," he said fervently, shaking his head, "Haven't heard from him in a long while."

Good riddance.

To this, Jamie's face relaxed. "That's good."

"Kiddo, I don't want you to worry about the likes of him," Jack added, poking towards Jamie in the air with his fork. "The Guardians have got that evil little shadow-sneaker WELL under control. I promise."

Jack nodded at his own statement as he picked up his mug. Gesturing with it like he was giving a toast, he then raised his eyebrows, relieved to see the fear fleeing from Jamie's eyes.

"So, it's not Pitch?" the boy clarified.

"Nah. This is about… somethin' else," Jack shrugged. He pulled back his cocoa, looking down into it and watching the shades of brown swirling on its surface. "Grownup stuff. Don't worry about it."

He sighed, shaking his head. Jamie contemplated this for a few moments, then finally turning to face him as the Spirit of Winter started to take a long drink from his mug.

"What's her name?"

Jack choked.

WHAM. He slammed his drink down onto the table, a little cocoa sloshing out onto its wooden surface. Coughing and sputtering, the Guardian gasped for breath, looking to his young friend.

"How did—" Jack cut himself off. "What?"

"Well—you said it was grownup stuff," Jamie reasoned, giving him a casual shrug. "And I know that you don't really have a normal job. And you're not really worried about money or anything, and—you're single. So…?"

"How did you know I was single!?"

"Aren't you?"

"Yeah, but that doesn't mean it's about a her."

Jamie picked up his fork again, taking another bite of fruitcake. He gazed into Jack's eyes, his expression innocently expectant.

Jack squirmed.

"Her name is Elsa," he mumbled reluctantly.

The Guardian stared into his cocoa. After a few moments—still feeling the weight of Jamie's gaze on the side of his face—he cautiously picked up the mug, taking another drink.

"Is she nice?" Jamie asked.

"Oh. Uh, yeah. She's really nice."

His expression softening, Jack pulled the mug down. Staring into space, his voice grew a little quieter, a reverence settling over the realization.

"In fact, I… I think she's about the nicest… gentlest… warmest person ever," he admitted.

The statement sitting on the air, a strange feeling swept through Jack's mind. In the midst of his internal storm, the feelings of desperation, wondering if he was just going crazy out of loneliness, but then suddenly saying it out loud—!

It really was true, wasn't it?

"So why'd you run away?" Jamie asked.

Jack's eyes bulged. "What the—I—!" he stammered. "I didn't run away!"

"Yes, you did. Or you wouldn't be here," Jamie said. "You'd be with her."

The boy put another forkful of fruitcake into his mouth, closing it and chewing thoughtfully. Feeling intensely uncomfortable, Jack squirmed in his seat once again.

"Well, it's just—okay, see," Jack choked, rushing through the words as the confession tumbled out, "I thought everything was going great. And it was. Until it wasn't." He stopped, sucking in another breath and gathering the courage to keep going, "And now there's another guy, and—and I don't know what she wants."

He fell quiet, staring into his mug of cocoa. Letting out his breath, Jack picked it up, taking a drink.

"Have you told her that you love her?" Jamie asked.

The Guardian gulped down the remainder of his drink, then wiping his sleeve across his mouth. Still holding the handle of the mug, He swallowed hard. "Well, not—uh," he admitted, avoiding eye contact, "Not exactly—"

"You have to tell her! Somebody's gotta tell her!" Jamie exclaimed, bouncing in his seat, "You can't just give up, Jack!"

Taken aback by the declaration, Jack looked to him. "I—"

"—Jack Frost NEVER gives up!"

Jamie Bennet was gazing at him expectingly, his enormous brown eyes wide with unfettered hero worship. Feeling suddenly self-conscious, Jack huffed a laugh of discomfort, his face cracking into a smile.

This.

KID.

Seeing the pure belief in Jamie's gaze, Jack's heart just about swelled out of his chest. "I don't really know where you got that idea from," he chuckled, blushing, "But I'll take it. And I—haven't told Elsa any of this."

"Why not?"

Jack looked down again, his mug almost empty. He had been so close, and then—well—Prince Wonderful. And he'd lost his nerve. And then a fight, and then Prince Wonderful again. Just the mention of the guy's name coming up had Jack emotionally fleeing like the Boogeyman sprinting away from his own nightmares. What was he so afraid of?

And since when had Jack started making his decisions out of fear?

Awash with a sudden determination, Jack Frost sat up straight. Picking up his mug, he then took the last swig, wiping his arm across his mouth again.

"You know what?" Jack decided, his brow setting. "Yeah."

He put his mug back down.

Clunk!

Jamie's eyes lit up. "Yeah?"

"Yeah. You're right."

The Guardian of Fun put his hands onto the tabletop and pushed himself up, his chair moving back with a creak. He reached for his staff. "I'm going to tell her," he added, "And I'm going to go and do it right now."

"Yeah!" Jamie exclaimed, punching the air and spinning towards him, "You can do it, Jack! I believe in you!"

"Thanks."

Jack's heart swelled again, and his face broke into a smile. Letting his staff fall back onto his shoulder, he paused for a moment, turning back to the boy. "Oh—and, Jamie?"

"Hmm?"

The boy was practically bouncing in his seat with excitement, grinning from ear to ear. His eyebrows lifting, Jack Frost pulled in his breath.

"Don't ever change, kid," he whispered.

Without another word, Jack reached forward and ruffled Jamie's hair. If it were possible, Jamie beamed even harder, now practically glowing with the Guardian's praise. Jack found his heart swelled again as he shot his young friend one last smile, then turning away and walking to the front door, stepping out of the way as Jamie's mother came bustling back inside.

As he started to leave, Jack could hear their voices starting up again from behind him in the kitchen.

"You ate them BOTH?!" the mother exclaimed, Jack grinning at the sound of Jamie's weak protesting, "NO. That is QUITE enough sugar for you, young man…"

 

Chapter 86: Somebody's Gotta Tell Her (3)

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Yep, this is part 3 of 3. Also, a huge THANK YOU and YOU ARE WONDERFUL to all the fantastic people who have read, reviewed, and of course followed and favorited this fanfiction. It legitimately means the world to me that you would support me in my writing—especially right now. (Don't worry, my family's fine! I'm not trying to be ominous or anything; I've just been a little frustrated with some stuff as of late.) Thank you, thank you SO MUCH again, you are all awesome, I am SO happy and grateful that you're here, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! ~NNT:)

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86: SOMEBODY'S GOTTA TELL HER (3)

Despite another night's sleep in her corset and dress, Elsa felt more rested on the next morning than she had in quite some time.

Knock knock!

"The MOOOOORNING MAIL, Your Glorious Spirit-ness!"

"Come in, Olaf!"

Her face broke into a wide smile unprompted as her lock jostled, the light clicks and clankings of the tumblers being shimmied around as she sat up. Stretching, she yawned, looking to the window. It wasn't completely light out yet, but morning was definitely on its way. And she would be ready for it. For once—despite being back in the castle, with all of its constraints and schedules—she truly wanted to be.

Creeeeeak!

Elsa's bedroom door swung open, revealing the carrot jammed into her lock. Bumbling in a fraction of a second later, a stick-hand bounced up and snatched it back out.

"You have THIRTEEN new Christmas cards, Elsa!" Olaf bubbled excitedly, sticking it back into his face with a goofy grin as he turned back around to pick up the tray, "Some people think that thirteen is an unlucky number, but I think that it's great. Did you know that each of the four seasons is composed of thirteen weeks? That should be relevant information to you, now that you're actually a nature spirit and aren't supposed to be here and all."

He toddled in, the door swinging shut behind him.

Ca-CHUNK.

"Not usually supposed to be here," Queen Elsa corrected him, restraining from a laugh as she moved her legs over the side of the bed. "I'll go back to the Forest as soon as Anna's able to take the throne again. Anything else?"

"Oh, yes, there are other things. And the paper. But I was busy reading all of the cards. I LOVE that tradition!"

Looking down to the tray, Elsa's eyes fell onto the plethora of colorful envelopes, all ripped open with sparkling, highly-decorated cards sticking out. Some of the envelopes had been ripped open so enthusiastically there there was no hope of ever piecing them back together again.

Oh, Olaf.

"I can see that," Elsa chuckled.

"Do you think Jack Frost is going to come back?"

Her breath caught. Olaf set the tray down onto her dresser, turning back to her with wide-eyed innocence.

"I—um," Elsa stammered, her cheeks flushing pink, "How did—?"

The little snowman grasped his hands together in front of his bulbous body.

"I miss him," he said quietly.

Elsa looked down, a wave of guilt washing over her. This was her fault—she'd been making assumptions. And she'd been miserable, but she didn't know that anyone else—!

She drew in her breath.

"How did you hear?" she asked.

Olaf shook his head. "I didn't hear."

The Fifth Spirit watched as he bumbled over to her, coming to her bedside. Looking up, he gazed meaningfully into her eyes.

"My magic can feel it," Olaf stated.

And he placed his twig hand onto her knee.

Her heart sinking, Elsa's face fell. "I know," she said. "I think that my magic can feel it, too."

They fell quiet for a long, silent moment.

"Or maybe it's just because I'm connected to you," Olaf said suddenly, bouncing back with his grin reappearing, "Because you built me? Or maybe it's the sudden reappearance, and then disappearance, of a father figure! Maybe I'm starting to experience abandonment issues and—"

"—It's because you're connected to me, yes."

Her face flushing an even brighter crimson, Elsa stood from her bed, stretching her back against the corset.

"So, your sudden onset of a depressive downswing is affecting my psyche?" Olaf bubbled excitedly, making Elsa's eyebrows pinch together in confusion as she walked across the room, "Now, THAT is fascinating. Do you think that I've been feeling unusually happy the last couple of weeks because of your recent infatuation that everyone knows about but you?"

"You're always happy," Elsa laughed bitterly, rolling her eyes as she reached her makeup table.

Looking into her reflection, she realized with awe that she somehow looked completely rested—despite the soreness and the stress, her eyes weren't even the least bit bloodshot or puffy. Somehow, miraculously, she had gotten a good night's sleep.

Thank you, Mr. Sandman.

Huffing a laugh, the Snow Queen of Arendelle smiled to herself, giving her head a little shake as she reached for her drawer pull.

Are you sure you haven't considered becoming a Guardian of Adulthood?

Chunk! Elsa pulled the drawer out, thoughtfully looking down to consider her makeup collection.

"I'm not always happy," Olaf countered, following her over. "Only about ninety-seven percent of the time."

"Where did that statistic come from?"

"I made it up." He looked at her in innocent confusion once again. "Isn't that how it works?"

Elsa opened her mouth and then shut it.

"I try not to think about that," she muttered. "Anyway, what I can tell you is that I spoke to a friend of Jack's last night."

Olaf gasped. "Aaaaaand?"

"And he thinks that Jack Frost will already be on his way back right now."

Pulling out her favorite lavender eye shadow, Elsa actually smiled, remembering the delightful eggnog-rich conversation. Abdullah was wonderful. And, as for those dreams…

"Oooooooh, that's GREAT!" the snowman exclaimed, leaping up with his top half spinning independently of his bottom, "Do you know when? Tell me, tell me!"

"No." She shook her head. "But I believe in him."

"Well, in that case, I'm SURE he'll be here soon," Olaf exclaimed, beginning to turn and head for her door. "The Hill is going to be REALLY busy today. I'm so excited!"

Feeling much lighter, Elsa laughed. "Make sure to remind them about the Christmas Party!" she called out as he opened the door.

"I will!"

Ca-CHUNK!

Alone in her room once again, Elsa turned back to her reflection, taking stalk of her appearance. Jack Frost would be coming back today. He would.

He had to.

A few minutes later, flicking her newly-braided hair back over her shoulder, Elsa flicked her hand across her new ice gown, a burst of snowflakes settling into a grand spiral on her left hip and sweeping down across the fabric of her skirt to the ground. Jack Frost—at least according to their now-mutual friend—was coming back. And she would be waiting for him.

She wasn't entirely sure what would happen, or where she and Jack could even go from here, but she knew that she could no longer run from this. It was time to stop concealing.

Finishing the snowflakes, the Fifth Spirit looked down to the tray of mail on her desk. Beneath all the cheery Christmas greetings were the usual political notes, invitations, requests, and—of course—the day's paper. She would receive the rest of her briefings later, as Acting Queen, but she usually got a head start on things by reviewing the pile in the morning.

She groaned inwardly. This part of being the queen had always exhausted her, and she did NOT miss it. But did she still… could she really get away with one day of not…?

Not yet?

Her heart light, Elsa gave her head a little shake, then spinning around and nearly running from her room. She couldn't WAIT to see her family. It was December 23rd—and, for the next hour of her life, the news could wait. She was allowed to have a little fun.

When she came into the private dining room a minute later, she saw that Kristoff, Anna, Rapunzel, and Eugene were all already there, speaking to each other in anxious, hushed tones. None of them were sitting around the table, but were instead standing by the fireplace on the far edge of the room, all clustered around a newspaper with their faces grave.

It was Queen Anna who noticed Elsa first.

"ELSA!"

The pregnant young queen broke away from the group, stumbling as fast as she could towards her sister, then falling into the Fifth Spirit's open embrace.

"Are you okay?" Anna gasped breathlessly.

"I'm fine." Elsa straightened, helping her sister to right herself as a pang of guilt hit her in the chest. "I hope that you are, too. And I owe you an apology for earlier."

Anna smiled weakly, shaking her head. "You don't have to apologize."

"No, I—I do. I shut you out," Elsa stammered, "I shut everyone out. But I'm okay now."

If anything, despite her smile, Anna now looked more concerned than relieved. Her brow furrowed as she studied her sister's face. "You are?" she asked quietly. "Are you sure?"

Elsa nodded. "Yes. I spoke to someone last night."

"Who?"

Gathering her courage, Elsa drew in her breath.

"A friend of Jack's," she said.

The conversation on the side of the room hushed, everyone turning to stare at her. Squeezing her eyes shut, the Fifth Spirit sucked in another quick breath of air.

"I don't know how things are going to work out," Elsa confessed, the words tumbling from her mouth in a rush, "But—I've realized that I've been making assumptions about Jack. And that isn't fair. To him. So when he gets back, I've decided that I need to tell Jack how I feel about him."

Opening her eyes, she smiled nervously, looking to her sister for approval. Instead, Anna's smile began to falter.

"When he gets back?" she squeaked. "Jack Frost is coming back to Arendelle?"

Elsa nodded. "Yes. Absolutely," she beamed, "In fact, my contact even thinks that he should be back by tonight."

Still holding her sister's hands, the Snow Queen watched as Anna's smile faded, her look of frantic relief being replaced by a slow and creeping horror.

Elsa looked to the others. Her heart started pounding in confusion as she watched her family members exchange looks, glancing at each other nervously. Looking at Elsa—and then back to the group—Eugene Fitzherbert pulled in his breath.

"She doesn't know," he whispered.

Elsa froze. Stumbling back a step and dropping her sister's hands, she heard herself let out a breathy, uncomfortable laugh.

"Wait," she stammered. "What?"

Eugene glanced downwards, biting his fist. "She hasn't heard," he muttered again, turning towards the others. "She hasn't seen it."

Anna's face was pale. Her expression tight with worry, she turned away from Elsa and started to walk back to the group. "Guys—"

"Today's paper," Kristoff started gravely, looking to Elsa as he held it up. "You haven't seen it yet?"

Elsa shook her head. "No," she stammered, "I—I just came straight here, as soon as I got ready. What are you guys talking about?"

"Kristoff," Anna choked, now standing next to him and reaching to take the newspaper, "If Jack is going to come back anyway, maybe we should wait until—"

"—Somebody's gotta tell her!" he hissed, snatching it away.

"But we don't know that this was—"

"—Don't we?"

"Tell me what?"

Everyone stopped. Queen Anna, King Kristoff, Princess Rapunzel, and her husband Eugene all looked to where Elsa was standing, her eyes wide with fear. A few flurries of snow began to sparkle from the air in her peripheral vision, and the Snow Queen shakily took a step forward.

"What do I not know?" she tried again.

Anna and Kristoff were now both holding onto the newspaper, each grasping one end like they were ready to tug it from the other. Turning to his wife, Kristoff's expression was bordering on desperate.

"Somebody's—got—to tell her," he choked.

Anna's face was pained. Pressing her lips together, she then let go of the newspaper, letting Kristoff take it. He turned, and Elsa watched in terror as he walked towards her, an uncommon fright in her brother-in-law's usually-relaxed brown eyes.

"Elsa—I am so sorry," Kristoff shook, the room deathly still as everyone was silent, "He—honestly had me fooled. I never thought he'd do something like this. Like—"

"—Like what?"

His face grave, Kristoff held out the newspaper. Queen Elsa shakily took it, her blood freezing in her veins as her eyes fell onto the headline.

RECORD-BREAKING BLIZZARD SMASHES KINGSLEY

 

Chapter 87: The Warning Shot

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: I'm fairly certain—as I've brought up before—that the The Warning Shot/Anything/Everything segment is the darkest part of Ice Alliance. However, I feel that it's a necessary part of the plot because this particular ship has an inherent "great danger" aspect to it that I believe the characters need to be forced to come to terms with.

In this relationship, Jack risks losing Elsa. Meanwhile, Elsa risks losing everything.

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87: THE WARNING SHOT

Queen Elsa's heart dropped to her feet, her entire body rigid as ice. Gripping the newspaper in trembling fingers, her gaze frantically darted back and forth across the columns, the words and sentences fading into a nightmarish blur before her on the page.

Structures destroyed…

Livestock deaths…

Fatal injury…

Missing persons…

The world spun. A freezing wind starting to pick up around Elsa's ankles, fluttering the cloth on the bottom of her skirt and capelet, and the Fifth Spirit stumbled back a few steps, collapsing against the edge of the dining table for support. Still gripping the newsprint as the nausea swept over her, Elsa's heart turned to stone, her stomach twisted into a knot as her eyes fell onto the article's subheading.

Not-So-Merry Christmas: Old Man Winter Strikes Neighboring Kingdom on Winter Solstice

Her face went pale.

Old Man Winter?!

"What can we say?" King Kristoff choked from beside her, his voice somehow feeling very far away. "It looks like Snowmeo's got a violent streak."

On the other side of the room, Queen Anna stepped forward. "I still don't think we should jump to conclusions," she shook, "When we talked to him, he wasn't like this. I mean, he wasn't happy, but—"

"—What do you mean, when you talked to him?" Kristoff jolted, spinning around.

"Yes." Anna drew herself up, crossing her arms over her chest. "We talked to him. I—"

"—You got involved." Kristoff's eyes were wide with panic as he hurried back towards them, "I told you not to get involved! That I was taking care of it—"

"—THAT was 'taking care of it!?'"

"Jack Frost and Elsa, with their matching powers! Oh, they look so cute together!" Kristoff stammered, his hands flying to the sides of his head to grip his hair, "Has everybody been so obsessed with how cute they are together that nobody's taken two seconds to think about the implications of this? Grandpabbi was right! There's DANGER, here! If the Spirit of Winter decides to start getting abusive—"

"—Abusive!?" Eugene exclaimed.

"Then what is Elsa supposed to do?" Kristoff continued, dropping his voice to a hiss and gesturing, "It's not like she can hide!"

"Now, hold on," Eugene interjected, "Frosty was desperate, but it wasn't THIS kind of desperate. It was the fall-onto-his-knees-and-beg variety, not the MAKE DEATH THREATS variety."

Kristoff's muscles relaxed slightly. "You think so?"

"I talked to him, too. Remember?"

"I just don't get it," Rapunzel choked, crossing her arms over her chest and looking down towards her feet. "Do we really think Jack could do this? I mean, we all know he hates Frederik, but—but what could make him THIS angry?"

Kristoff spun around and threw his hands into the air in frustration. "I don't know! Maybe that his girlfriend has been openly cheating on him!?"

"Elsa isn't Jack Frost's girlfriend!" Anna spat.

Kristoff's expression turned ice cold. He crossed his arms over his chest, his voice terrifyingly quiet as he looked to his wife.

"Does Jack Frost know that?" he whispered.

After a moment, Eugene cleared his throat. "Now, wait. I still think Anna a had a point earlier," he started again. "We don't know that this was Jack."

"But what if it was?"

"Uh… guys?" Rapunzel said softly.

Everyone stopped. All turning to her, they fell quiet, Princess Rapunzel staring across the room in worry.

"I don't think Elsa's okay," she choked softly.

Still standing frozen on the opposite side of the private dining room, the Fifth Spirit was gripping the newspaper, staring at it without seeing anything as snow fell from the air all around her. An indoor wind was flapping her capelet against her legs, her eyes wide and glassy, her face pale as she struggled to breathe.

Realizing how quiet it suddenly was, Elsa looked up. Seeing the others all staring at her in dismay, she opened her mouth to speak, but no sound came out. Her eyes blurring, she closed it again, and—

"Out," Anna ordered.

The others looked to her, taking a moment to register the command. Elsa's sister drew herself up again.

"Everybody, OUT," the young queen stated again. "Leave us. And tell the staff to hold off on breakfast until I give word."

Eugene and Rapunzel sprang into action, quickly hurrying from the room. King Kristoff—his face pale—turned to Anna.

"Look. I don't know what to tell you," he choked to his wife, so softly that Elsa could barely make it out, "But Elsa can't run from this."

Queen Anna responded by shooting her husband a glare that contained both fury and fear. Seeing it, Elsa tore her gaze away from them and looked down to her fingers.

Anna hadn't disagreed.

Without looking up, Elsa heard her brother-in-law rushing from the room, his hurried gait making the floor shake with soft thuds as he quickly paced for the door. Grasping the handle, he pulled it back, then disappearing with the others into the hallway.

Ca-CHUNK.

Anna and Elsa stood for a long moment in silence, standing at opposite sides of the room.

The Fifth Spirit still felt completely paralyzed with shock, hearing nothing but the sound of her skirt thwapping against her legs in the indoor wind that was sweeping around her body. Looking up through the softly falling snow, her eyes met with her sister's, her own stinging and blurred as she tried to keep it in.

Elsa gasped.

The tears seemed to break from her all at once. In an instant, Queen Anna was rushing forward to embrace her as she crumbled, the uncontrollable swell of emotion exploding through her mind like a wave of water bursting through a collapsing dam. Her chest heaving as she helplessly gasped for breath after uneven breath, Elsa fell into her sister's outstretched arms and sobbed, unable to hold it back anymore.

"It's okay," Anna whispered, stroking her hair, "You're going to be okay…"

"But I—"

"—Shh…"

Gulping with a nod, Elsa obeyed, trying to focus on her surroundings. Her sister's arms were familiar and warm, Anna's hand moving gently over her hair and encouraging her to calm down. Closing her mouth, the Fifth Spirit tried to breathe slowly through her nose, her heart still pounding as her mind spun.

Jack Frost had made an attack on Kingsley.

She felt limp. Her skin and head were numb.

An. ATTACK. On. KINGSLEY.

Gripping her sister as well as she could over Anna's pregnant stomach, Elsa could finally feel herself starting to settle after the shock, the snowflakes in her peripheral vision slowing in the air. As they began to fade—her breaths becoming more and more regular, the struggle to stay still abating—Elsa closed her eyes. This—this could all be a mistake. A terrible coincidence, despite the terrifyingly perfect timing.

But was it?

She pulled a bit back from the hug and Anna stepped back as well, letting her fingers slide down Elsa's arms into a double hand-hold. Sniffing, Elsa let out a breathy, bitter laugh, pulling one of her hands out of Anna's to rub her sleeve across her nose.

"I know Jack hates Frederik," Elsa choked, gasping for another disbelieving breath of a laugh, "But I—I never thought!"

Queen Anna shook her head, reaching up and brushing back a strand of her sister's hair. "You are not responsible for his choices, Elsa," she said sternly.

Elsa broke off eye contact. Feeling sick, her gaze wandered over to the newspaper, discarded on the dining table.

Just those deaths.

"NOR the consequences of those choices," Anna interjected more forcefully, as if reading her mind.

The Snow Queen looked down to their hands—her hands—as Anna gently placed her palm onto Elsa's cheek, encouraging her to look back into her eyes. Elsa gulped, complying.

"What are we gonna do?" she squeaked, "I—Prince Frederik—"

"—I'll take care of smoothing things over with Prince Frederik," Anna promised. "I'm on maternity leave, not dead. I'm still a queen of Arendelle."

Elsa nodded, a swell of gratitude sweeping through her. Even in the most dire of circumstances, her sister Anna was always ready to be a knight in shining armor.

"You just focus on dealing with Jack Frost," her sister added. "If he's coming back, then this can all be figured out."

The sudden positive emotion vanished.

"But what if this was him?" Elsa stammered, "What if this is meant to be a threat? Kristoff is right, Anna. If the Spirit of Winter is threatening me—"

"—NO match, for my sister!" Anna passionately declared.

"He's immortal."

"So are you."

"We don't know that for sure. Is this how we want to find out?"

Anna fell quiet, pressing her lips together. After a few moments, she then gave her head a tiny shake, and Elsa let out her breath.

"If this comes down to the idea of fighting back, I—there's no way. I can't," she choked. "I can't beat him. And this is technically my fault anyway, when—"

"—Oh, no. No, no, no, no, NO," Anna groaned, her hands flying to her cheeks, "He's inside your head. You're letting him get inside your head, Elsa."

Elsa froze. Her eyes bulged, and her sister stepped up to her, leaning in close to her face.

"Grandfather Ruenard. King Edvin. Hans," Anna hissed, dropping her voice to a whisper as Elsa's eyes bulged at her sister's use of the name, "All of them had one thing in common, Elsa! They got inside your head! Queen Elsa is COMPLETELY UNBEATABLE, unless some GUY gets inside her HEAD!"

The Fifth Spirit was speechless. In frustration, the enormously pregnant Queen Anna reached over to the dining table, grabbing the back of a chair and yanking it out.

Creak!

With another creak, she collapsed into it, looking relieved to sit down. Leaning her elbow onto the table, Queen Anna kneaded her eyebrows with one hand.

"You question yourself, and then you lose," she groaned, glancing to her sister. "It's literally the only time you EVER LOSE."

Her cheeks flushing, Elsa swallowed hard, crossing her arms over her chest. She shook her head.

"This is different," Elsa choked.

Anna scoffed, sitting back up with a glare. "Arendelle's been threatened before," she snapped, "And we've gotten through it. TOGETHER. How is this any—"

"—Because THIS time, Arendelle is being threatened by the only person on the face of the PLANET that I CAN'T FIGHT OFF!" Elsa cried, "He can MELT my ice! I taught him how!"

Anna startled. "You WHAT?!" she gasped.

"I mean, I didn't mean to, but—!" Elsa cut herself off, shaking her head and pulling in another breath, "Snow monsters, useless! Ice barricades, useless! Even a confounded offensive blizzard front would be useless, against him! The Spirit of Winter?! If there's a single man on earth who could actually overpower me, he's it! Anna, even if there were some sort of ice I could come up with that could stop him, I doubt that my ice could—"

Elsa's voice trailed off, her eyes widening. All of a sudden, in her mind's eye, she was back in the Royal Records Collection with Jack Frost the previous week, the winter spirit sitting on the table beside her and blushing and eagerly stammering his way through an extremely personal confession.

Her ice.

Her—ice.

Freezing where she stood, Queen Elsa could practically feel all the color draining from her face.

Oh.

Oh.

A wave of nausea sweeping over her with the realization, Elsa clapped her hand to her forehead, shakily stumbling backwards and bumping into the table. A new flurry of snowflakes began to materialize out of the air around her, a swirling whirlwind picking up in the room as her face went pale to the mental echoes of his words. She could practically hear his voice.

She had thought that their fight had been about Frederik. But this wasn't about Prince Frederik. It wasn't about politics, or the pranking, or Kingsley, or even Arendelle.

This was about her.

Elsa's heart started pounding, painfully beating against the inside of her ribcage as her stomach turned to stone. Feeling sick, her mind awash with recent memories, each one of Jack's flirty remarks and reminders of her gender was now a stab, a dark taunt of how much power he held that she did not.

The thrill was now a threat.

Her insides cold, Elsa's gaze wandered over to the newspaper on the table, and the chilling headline printed across it.

But I trusted you, she thought.

Reaching forward, she shakily picked up the newspaper again, her eyes falling onto the article. Her vision blurring, Elsa swallowed, the panic rising within her as an icy wave. How could she have been so naive?

… Again?

IDIOT girl!

"Anna…" she began shakily.

Anna's eyes were filled with worry, anxiety clearly written across her face. She waited for her sister to go on.

"We can't fight him," Elsa said, shaking her head. "I can't fight him. It's too risky. Even if I stood a chance of beating him somehow—there are just too many other factors that could break Arendelle in the long run. Even if Jack doesn't listen to reason, a fight isn't the answer."

"Well, I don't see any other options!" Anna exclaimed in frustration. "If this guy is threatening you, then you have to fight back!"

Elsa closed her eyes. Forcing herself to act calm, she pulled in a long, slow breath.

"Actually…" she shook. "There is one more option."

Queen Anna drew herself up, her eyebrows lifting. Leaning her forehead into her hand again, her elbow once again resting on the table, she gestured with the other for her sister to continue.

The Snow Queen nodded.

"We know that Jack Frost can't be after money, or political power, or… well, anything like that," she started carefully. "He'd already have those things, if he were."

Her sister, for a moment, said nothing.

"Okay…?" Anna offered.

Elsa took in another deep breath. "And when people don't believe in him—like, when they don't realize he exists—they pass through him," she went on, "They pass through him completely. But, I believe in him. Not to mention the fact that I can withstand very cold temperatures, myself."

Queen Anna's eyes narrowed. "What are you saying?" she whispered.

Her stomach twisting, Elsa squeezed her eyes shut. Gathering her courage, she opened them again, crossing her arms over her chest and hunching into them.

The Fifth Spirit hesitantly looked up into her sister's gaze.

"I'm saying…" she shook. "That he can touch me."

Elsa fell quiet, letting the silence take over the conversation.

She watched her sister's face. After a few moments of confusion—then sensing Elsa's meaning—Anna's eyes bulged in horror.

"Wait," she quavered, "No. NO, Elsa."

Elsa shook her head, looking away as Anna scrambled to push herself up from the chair. "It's the last option, if—"

"—If what?" Anna hissed, lurching forward and grabbing her sister's arm, "That you're—that you're going to try to seduce him? That you're—"

"—Do YOU have any better ideas!?"

Queen Elsa's face flushed bright red, and Anna froze, dropping her arm. Struggling to fight back the stinging in her eyes, Elsa clenched her hands into fists, dropping her voice to a whisper.

"Because—if you do—I would love to hear them," she stammered. "Right now."

To this, Anna blushed furiously as well. Scoffing, she shook her head.

"You can't do this!" she choked.

"I got involved. I pay the price!" Elsa snapped, "Not the people of Arendelle."

"But—"

"—The last time I put personal interest before the safety of the kingdom, I almost died! YOU almost died!"

Anna snapped her mouth shut. Swallowing hard, the Fifth Spirit shifted on her feet, taking another tiny step back away from her.

"Arendelle was almost destroyed," Elsa went on, her voice shaking, "And I am NOT about to put everyone at risk like that ever again!"

"We'll get the Spirits," Anna stammered, "Or—or we'll call in some allies. We can fight him, Elsa. I believe in you—"

"—And then what?"

Anna paused. A look of confusion swept over her face, and she shook her head. "What do you mean?" she asked.

Queen Elsa crossed her arms over her chest, hunching into them again. She drew in a long, trembling breath.

"Alright. Let's say I have some—some boss battle with Jack Frost," she stammered. "And let's say I win."

Queen Anna shrugged. "I guess—he leaves?" she choked hopefully.

"No."

Anna scoffed. "But if you beat him, then Arendelle should be safe!"

"And when he starts attacking other kingdoms?"

Queen Anna's eyes bulged. Stumbling back a step, a look of confusion swept over her features.

"But—" Her voice trailed off. Shaking her head, Anna moistened her lips, then pulling in her breath to try again. "But why would h—"

"—BECAUSE I WOULD BE BLAMED!" Queen Elsa burst out, uncrossing her arms and gesturing to herself as her eyes stung with tears, "Arendelle would be blamed! If a slew of random blizzards started blasting all the right kingdoms and all the right times, it would be a diplomatic death sentence! Everyone would come for Arendelle, Anna!" She let out a bitter scoff, shaking her head and leaning an inch forward. "Jack Frost is smart. Do you think he wouldn't REALIZE that!?"

She walked over to the table, picking up the newspaper again. The haunting phrases standing out against the newsprint, the Fifth Spirit swallowed, feeling a shiver of dread ripple down her spine.

"Anna… if this was Jack Frost…" she started, "And if it was intentional… and if this is meant to be a threat against me…"

Her voice trailed off.

Elsa looked upwards to her sister. Her face grave, the redheaded young queen drew herself up. Clasping her hands together in front of her stomach, she bowed her head slightly, gazing into her sister's gaze with a tiny nod.

"That's a lot of ifs, Elsa," Anna said quietly.

"I know."

The Fifth Spirit squeezed her eyes shut. Feeling the snowflakes beginning to materialize around her again, she opened them, looking down at the newspaper.

"But we still have to consider the possibility," she choked.

The horrible words seeming to float off of the page to hover in her vision again, Elsa swallowed hard. Her hands trembling, she slowly turned back towards her sister.

"Anna… If this was Jack Frost, then it very well could be that Kingsley was only the beginning," Elsa shook, holding up the paper. "A warning shot. And if that's the case, then I'm the one who has to set this right. Whatever the cost."

"But there has to be another way. Something else you can do."

"HOW? If he's actually threatening me, then what power do I have to stop this?"

Pulling the newspaper back, Elsa took it in both hands, her stomach twisting again. Her face was pale.

"To stop him?" she quavered on an afterthought.

The tense silence fell again, snow softly falling around the sister queens as they stood together in the otherwise empty room.

"Elsa… we still don't know that this was Jack Frost," Anna groaned, leaning into the table for support. "It—it could still be a coincidence."

Elsa pressed her lips together.

"The timing is too perfect," she admitted miserably.

Anna's brow furrowed again. Elsa placed the newspaper onto the table in front of her, gathering her courage.

"Anna… this would have been right after our fight."

Queen Anna's eyes bulged, her gaze snapping to the newspaper. As Elsa stepped away from the table, crossing her arms tightly over her chest, she silently noted the increase in snowflakes falling around her.

The least she could do was to get this building indoor snowstorm away from her poor sister.

"Right after your fight?" Anna asked, "Like—he could have left the castle, taken to the sky, and—"

"—Gone straight to Kingsley. Yes."

The Fifth Spirit was now pacing the length of the room, her capelet flowing behind her as Anna stood at the table and rubbed her hand over her forehead, her face grave once again. She let out a breathy, bitter laugh.

"So…" Queen Anna choked. "What I think I'm getting here is… if Jack Frost is threatening you, then Arendelle is out of options."

"Because our matching powers, coupled with his invisibility, gives Jack Frost the world's most powerful political blackmail against me. Yes."

Saying it out loud made the Snow Queen's skin go ice cold and clammy once again. The room swaying, she stumbled to a stop in her pacing.

"But Elsa… you have to remember, he might not be blackmailing you," Anna said again, her gaze intense. "Which is why you have to promise me that you'll TALK TO HIM. Before anyone else gets hurt. Technically, we still don't even know if the Kingsley Blizzard was him, perfect timing or not."

"I promise."

The words felt hollow, like a fruitless formality before an execution. Trying to ignore the feelings of dread and terror building in her mind, Elsa shook her head.

Just as she was about to speak, Anna groaned.

"I know that Grandpabbi freaked Kristoff out a bit," her sister mumbled, rubbing her forehead, "And he's been waffling back and forth on whether he supports Jack Frost in pursuing to ever since. But he was right about onething."

Elsa chewed on the inside of her cheek, already guessing what Anna was going to say next. "Which is…?"

Anna pulled her hand down from her face.

"In the midst of all the drama, we've all been collectively forgetting who this boy actually is," she said quietly, "We haven't been thinking of him as—as a super-powerful immortal winter spirit, who could casually send the entire continent into disarray whenever he felt like it. We've been seeing Jack Frost as…"

Her voice trailed off, her face grave. Slowly looking up, Queen Anna met her sister's gaze.

Elsa nodded.

"Cute," she choked.

To this, Anna nodded solemnly as well. Elsa bit her lip, the sting of humiliation in her throat as she turned away.

She'd been, largely, seeing the immortal Guardian of Fun as a cute boy who flirted with her. And he was. It wasn't an unfair summation, to describe Jack as being cute.

And that was perhaps the biggest danger of all.

IDIOT. GIRL!

The Snow Queen closed her eyes, the reality of it all gripping her like a vice. Turning back around to face her sister, she pulled in a slow, shaking breath.

"Anna… even without the threat of extreme blackmail, Jack Frost isn't anything close to a normal young man we're talking about," she whispered. "If any mortal man posed this level of threat to Arendelle and its allies, I would just. Kill him."

"And since he's not…?"

"Even if I could somehow overpower him," Elsa looked back to her sister, "Even if he weren't immortal. Anna, he—I—!"

She abruptly cut herself off, and look of concern swept over Anna's face. Elsa then swallowed hard, pulling in a long breath to try again.

"I—cannot—kill Jack Frost," she whimpered.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: On the assumption that a lot of people are going to skip reading the Author's Note/Content Warning on the next chapter, I'm copy-pasting it into the end of this one.

Chapter 88 (aka, the next chapter to post) is the hinge point of Ice Alliance. Everything we've been through so far has been leading up to it, and everything coming afterwards will be significantly affected by its events. A major theme I like to use in all of my fiction writing is the idea that beliefs lead to choices, choices lead to actions, and actions lead to consequences. I think that I would also consider Chapter 88 to be the darkest chapter of the entire piece.

Three things:

1. Everything within Ice Alliance is PG-13, and my earlier promises about sexual content/character conduct still apply.

2. The original theme of the Frozen franchise: "True love is putting somebody else's needs before yours."

3. "Characters are like geodes. To see what's inside, you have to break them."

Deep breath, everybody.

Into the belly of the beast we go…

Chapter 88: Back to Arendelle

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AUTHOR'S NOTE (added 2/15/23): Originally, this chunk was a part of what is now Chapter 89, "Anything." That next Author's Note will explain it-the chapter got way too long, because I had to quickly add a scene. (Also, I left that note exactly as it was originally, because I posted both chunks at once when I first put it up.) Anyway, here we go.

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88: BACK TO ARENDELLE

The Youngest Guardian sat on his staff, floating a few feet above the ground as he squinted, carefully drawing his fingers over the ornament's icy surface.

A sprawling swirl of frost flowered across it, and Jack let out his breath in relief. He smiled and sat back. The delicate little piece of ice wasn't perfect, with its distinct shape and snowy decorations, but it was the best he could do. Actually, it was the best he'd ever done. Hopefully, when he gave it to her, Elsa would get the message.

The symbolism wasn't exactly subtle.

He hopped down from the staff, snatching the shepherd's crook out of the air with his free hand as he admired his handiwork, the intricately-crafted trinket resting in his palm. Of course, ice sculptures were really Elsa's thing, but… maybe that would work in his favor? Heaven knows, he needed a favor right now.

Leave it to a kid to put everything into perspective.

Jack swallowed, closing his eyes. Squeezing them shut for a moment—and then pulling in his breath—he opened them again.

"I've never done anything like this before, Manny."

The moon shown down all around him on the hill, setting the freshly-fallen December snow sparkling with its silvery light. After a few moments of silence, the Guardian nodded solemnly.

"I guess I just—being away made me see it better," he admitted, "I've had some crushes and stuff before, but—well, not like this. There's been nothing, in three hundred years, that's come even close to this."

The moon continued to shine all around him, the gentle wind ruffling his hair. Staring upwards, Jack nodded again.

"She just makes me want to be better," he went on, "And she seems to genuinely like me for who I am. I—I mean, I think she does. And she's so kind, and selfless, and smart, and—I—I just—!"

He paused. Looking down to his hand, he saw the ice ornament, his fingers curled around its edges. Gripping it carefully as he closed his eyes—it was kinda fragile—he took another deep breath, then releasing it.

"I love her, Manny."

He opened his eyes, looking up at the moon. Its light seemed to give a sudden glint—almost a pulse, somehow both approving and questioning—and Jack blushed, reaching up with his free hand to rub the back of his neck.

"I know that it's only been a couple of weeks," he laughed nervously, "I—I know that's pretty fast. But Elsa and I have covered a LOT of ground already. And I, I'm not sure, of course, but—well, I think I'm in love with her. Like, I'm 99% certain that this is real love. It's just—Jamie is right."

The Spirit of Winter took a tiny step back, his smile fading as his expression softened into a nervous solemnity.

"I haveto tell her," he whispered.

Silence.

The moonlight seemed to intensify again for a brief moment, setting the snow-covered hilltop aglow with its gentle silver beams. Jack Frost nodded. Taking in a deep breath, the Guardian then curled his fingers around the palm-sized ice ornament once again.

Stuffing the crystalline heart into his pocket, he turned and took a running start, launching himself into the wind towards Arendelle.

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The Nokk could tell that something was wrong.

After receiving the horrifying news about Kingsley, Queen Elsa had leapt into her Forest dress as fast as she could, surprising the grand water horse when she called him, practically running, to the docks. It had only been midmorning, but if the Sandman was to be believed, then Jack Frost could already be on his way back to Arendelle. And she had to be there for when he arrived. Not that she knew when when that would be.

Hence, an uncharacteristically disheveled-looking Snow Queen sprinting through the castle down to the fjord, followed by an uncommonly frantic gallop over the waves. With luck, she would return before noon. In the meantime, Queen Anna was to diplomatically handle Prince Frederik, while Gale and the rest of her family were tasked with watching the sky for the Guardian's arrival.

When the Nokk arrived at the glacier, Fifth Spirit shakily dismounted, almost slipping as she felt for footing on the ice. Turning back to the Water Spirit, she swallowed hard, forcing a smile that she knew was coming out more like a grimace.

"Pbhree-he-he!" the Nokk whinnied in concern.

"It's alright," Elsa whispered. "This is about Arendelle. It shouldn't affect the Forest."

She stopped talking as the Water Spirit shook out his mane, stomping the ground. Realizing what he was truly asking, she shook her head.

"I'll be fine."

The Nokk tilted his head with a whine, unconvinced. She drew herself up, clasping her hands together in front of her skirt.

"I seek the truth," she choked. "I wont go too far this time."

"PBBBBT."

Elsa smiled in spite of herself as the water horse stomped his feet again.

"I promise," she added softly.

To this the Nokk nickered, bowing his head. Nodding a solemn bow as well, she then straightened up, turning away as he leapt back into the waves.

The Fifth Spirit held her breath as she quickly paced up the icy steps into Atohallan, practically running towards the Vision Chamber.

Her heart was pounding, her stomach feeling like it might leap into her throat with anxiety. She hadn't actually been back here since—well. Since she had almost died.

Or maybe she had actually died. It wasn't clear, but… this was the very definition of an emergency.

It wasn't long before she reached her destination.

The Chamber was as breathtaking as always—at least, this part of the chamber, where most memories would reside. Darker secrets stayed beyond. But the answer to her most pressing question should be here, in the safe part. It was a strange sensation, for Atohallan to feel safe. Given the current potential circumstances.

Did she really want to see this?

Queen Elsa stared up into the crystalline dome, frozen fractals all around her in the grand open space. Gathering her courage, she lifted her arms.

WHOOOOOSH!

Concentrating, the Fifth Spirit swept a front of snow around the edges of the room, the billowing cloud swirling and building through the chamber. She spun, gracefully flinging her arms over her head and willing more and more power into the whirlwind.

WHOOOOOOOOOOSH!

Another gust of snow, the wind picking up as she spun the pastel clouds faster and faster. Her hair and capelets whipping in the wind, Elsa braced herself, setting her stabilizing foot on the icy ground.

Jack Frost, she thought.

She pushed her foot off the ice and spun herself like a dancer, the winds somehow singing and screaming at the same time as the magical snow raced all around her in a near whiteout.

December 21st.

On cue, the Fifth Spirit fell to the ground.

BOOM.

The resounding shockwave reverberated through the glacier as she hit the ice with her hand.

And all went still.

…What?

In the silence, the Snow Queen hesitantly looked up. The pastel clouds had frozen in place—paused in time, or at least, moving in slow motion as the winds had completely halted. She looked around herself for a moment, confused.

Where was Jack Frost?

Elsa felt a pang of embarrassment hit her in the back of the throat. She pulled her hands into her stomach, continuing to peer around herself. The last time, she'd just—she had been thinking about her family. And her past. And then they'd just sort of appeared. When she'd stopped dancing, that was. So—where was he? Had she done something wrong?

Perhaps Jack Frost was an exception to this rule. Or maybe she hadn't been concentrating hard enough, to—

"AAAAAAAAURGH!"

Elsa jumped at the sound of his scream, whipping around in fright to see the form of an animated snow-Jack go shooting over her in the air.

CRRRRRACK!

The explosion of ice erupted from his staff as he'd punched it forward, making Elsa gasp as the vision of the blizzard intensified, ice scattering through the wind as the millions of snowflakes spun and thrashed through the chamber, the sound deafening. He cried out again, another explosion of ice blasting through the air as the vision began to fade.

CRRRACK!

Her eyes bulged as the figure of Jack Frost stopped briefly in the air, messily wiping his sleeve across his nose and giving his head a hard shake. Tossing the staff to himself, he then darted forward again, diving into the blizzard as the clouds, the snowflakes, and the snow-model of winter spirit himself began to disintegrate into ice particles in the air.

All went quiet again as the clouds of pastel, magical snow began to float to the ground. The vision dissipating, the Fifth Spirit held her hands over her heart as she struggled to breathe evenly, hunched forward in fear as the crystalline dome of the chamber came into focus once again.

So… Jack Frost had made a blizzard. An enormously powerful one, too, from what she could tell. Having occasionally observed Arendellian guards and military personnel in their training exercises, she knew that such screams could only be a mark of extreme physical exertion.

Or anger.

Queen Elsa felt a chill go down her spine. Every inch of her was trembling. Swallowing hard, she shuddered—but not from the cold.

There could be no doubt now.

Shaken, the Fifth Spirit turned, drawing herself up the best she could and practically running from the chamber. She would still ask him—she would talk to the Spirit of Winter, just like she'd promised her sister that she would. It could all still be just a misunderstanding. It—it might now have been that bad of a blizzard. Or have been meant to hit Kingsley at all. But after what she had just witnessed!

She knew what she had to do.

And she had to beat Jack Frost back to Arendelle.

Chapter 89: Anything

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AUTHOR'S NOTE (ORIGINAL, from BEFORE I split this into 2 chapters): Hey, guys. Sorry this took so long to write—not only did I have to frantically add a scene (THANK YOU, AshandDust, for unintentionally pointing out what was almost a plot hole!), but this 10,000+ word chapter is potentially some of the most intense stuff I've ever written. This will, in the future, be split into two chapters, but because of the Author's Note I left on the end of the last one, I figured I would just give everybody both chapters at once. Because it's so dark, I also have done a lot of writing ahead (the next chapter is actually in middle-drafting stage) to hopefully post the next chapters sooner. I can't make any promises about when they'll be posted, because I Have Small Children, but I'm hoping to get the next chapter up in just a few weeks.

CONTENT WARNING: Very dark implications, and some extremely sexualized stuff. It's still all within PG-13/TV-14, but… barely. I think. I go right up to the line of what I would personally consider to be appropriate, when it comes to sexual content. All of my earlier promises still apply (no removal of clothing, no direct reference to/touching of sexual body parts, characters never actually break the law of chastity, etc.), but… yeah. I can't really give a more detailed content warning without spoilers, so I'm including both a quasi-spoiler content warning AND a flat-out plot synopsis at the BOTTOM of this chapter, so if you feel you need to be more aware of the content of this chapter before deciding if you feel comfortable reading it, you can just scroll ALL the way down to the bottom of the page find out.

Thanks for reading, and extra special to everybody who's reviewed. It truly does mean everything to me. Also, yes, I AM in the process of transferring IA over to AO3, even though I'm only doing one chapter at a time for my sanity.

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89: ANYTHING

He saw Elsa first.

From the chill on the wind, Jack could tell that some sort of big winter storm surely had swept through Western Europe while he was gone. Good thing. That would mean he wasn't missed—and, would probably help keep away any suspicions of what he had really been doing over the last few days, flying off to a frozen wasteland and throwing a fit like a little kid. He knew in his heart that it was sort of immature, but sometimes, a guy just needed to stop trying to do the stupid gentleman thing and let it go for a few minutes.

Lighting upon one of the outer walls of the castle, the Spirit of Winter silently touched down, hopping onto the narrow walkway and looking to her window. Now perhaps 10:00 or 11:00 at night, the castle was dark and silent, with no movement except for that of a handful of guards dutifully walking the perimeter, paying no attention to the pale, statuesque figure on the balcony. Jack bit his lip, silently gripping his staff and running along the walkway towards her, invisibly passing through a guard, not yet making his presence known.

Standing no more than twenty feet from Elsa's balcony at the end of the walkway, he came to a stop.

Wearing a deep red dress, the lovely young queen was turned away from him, leaning up against the railing, a sparkling capelet billowing to the side in the moonlight. Her long, blonde hair was unbraided, gently swaying in the wind, the loose waves glistening with ice particles and snowflakes as a few rouge flurries of snow materialized out of the air around her, catching the moonlight as they floated softly towards the ground.

Jack's heart started pounding. Oh, geez, Elsa was beautiful. Biting his lip, he stuck his hand into his pocket, feeling cold smoothness of the crystalline heart against the wool.

Now or never.

Pulling the tiny heart ornament out, he stared down at it, seeing his hours of work (anxiously altering the design over and over again) as it shimmered and glistened in the moonlight.

I wanted to give this to you, Elsa, he thought, mentally rehearsing his lines.

His fingers curled around the heart ornament's icy surface. Jack Frost then closed his eyes, drawing in a long, careful breath.

But I'm pretty sure it's already yours.

He exhaled, coming back into reality as his eyes slowly opened once again.

Would she laugh at him?

A shock of fear rippled down the back of his throat at the thought, his cheeks flushing for a moment before he really paused to consider it. No—no, Elsa wasn't the type to laugh, at that sort of thing. She was too concerned about hurting people. She might freak out, though—if he came on too strong, that was. But if he didn't come on strong enough, she might not understand his intentions. He didn't want her to freak out. He just wanted it to be perfect. Was that too much to ask? This one time, could he just pull off this one, simple, stupid thing?

He looked pleadingly up to the moon, swallowing hard. He wanted this so badly. And there she was…

Jack pulled in a deep breath, gazing longingly back to the young woman on the balcony as she started to turn in his direction, the icy evening gown falling gracefully over her hips, the flowing capelet, her soft, long hair blowing in the wind, the SWEET MOTHER OF—!

Jack's eyes bulged as he caught glimpse of Elsa's plunging neckline, her full cleavage exposed to him as she turned in his direction, nervously fidgeting with her fingers. His heart leaping into his throat, Jack involuntarily looked down to the rest of the dress, realizing that the whole gown was tighter (much tighter) than usual, pulling harshly across the curves of her body and straining against the long slits of her skirt, one on each side, which now extended—instead of to a few inches above her knee—all the way up onto her hip.

His eyes wide, the Youngest Guardian stood frozen on the end of the walkway, paralyzed in dumbfounded silence.

Oh, man.

Ooooh, man, was that not a man…

All the muscles in his body contracted at once, Jack gripped the heart ornament tighter, his cheeks flushing as he gawked. Shakily pocketing the ice heart, and then forcing himself to release it—because he was scared that he was about to shatter the fragile thing—the Youngest Guardian withdrew his hand from his pocket, shoving his fingers into his hair.

Why was she wearing that? He'd never seen Elsa ever, ever wear anything like that.

He gulped. Okay. Maybe once—but that was an accident. An honest mistake. Without question his favorite mistake he'd ever WORST! WORST mistake!

Ripping his fingers from his hair, Jack turned away from her, rubbing his eye sockets with the heels of his hands while still holding the staff. Elsa was so beautiful. She was SO beautiful. A sweet and sexy ice powers fantasy, a million times better than any dream that the Sandman could whip up. He had to have her. He HAD to. But—!

But he!

He couldn't do this.

Jack Frost stumbled away from the edge of the walkway, coming to the stone of the castle's outer wall. Turning around as his legs shook, he then limply sank down against it, pulling up his hood over his head and letting his shepherd's crook slide from his shoulder onto the walkway beside him with a clunk.

The immortal, 319-year-old Guardian of Fun sat for a long, silent moment, alone, in an overwhelming and terrified despair.

Curled up into a ball, hugging his knees to his chest against the wooden planks, Jack Frost once again shoved his fingers into his hair. He looked up pleadingly at the Moon.

Why is this so hard?

He was practically hyperventilating. Manny… this was terrifying. He'd fallen through ice, literally leapt from mountain cliffs while learning to fly, and had even singlehandedly faced off with the Boogeyman himself, and yet, this was worse than all of that other stuff combined. What if he messed up? What if he—ruined everything, trying as hard as he could to explain to the beautiful Snow Queen that everything was exactly what he wanted from her?

He glanced downwards, staring at the courtyard below.

What if Prince Wonderful got a commitment from Elsa first?

Fear shot down his spine, and Jack Frost straightened from his curled-up position on the wooden planks. He pulled his hood back off, the freezing pre-Christmas wind catching his hair and filling him with resolve. He had to do this. If his calculations were correct, then it was late at night, on December 23rd. Which meant it was now or never.

Now. Or. Never.

He could still throw up afterwards, though.

His fear of losing her to Frederik overpowering his fear of losing her on his own, Jack pulled himself up, forcing his legs to stand. Practically in a haze, the Spirit of Winter then watched himself march down along the wooden walkway, then gripping the staff and leaping off of the planks.

In a gust of freezing air, mere moments later, Jack silently landed next to Elsa—actually, a little behind her—on her balcony. Still turned away from him, and not yet noticing his presence, the Ice Powers Girl was leaning onto the balcony rail, the curve of her tiny waist and full hips accentuated by the position, sparking snowflakes on the back on her skirt glinting up at him in the moonlight.

Jack swallowed a lump in his throat.

Geuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh.

"Queen Elsa?"

Elsa startled, jumping back from the railing and whipping around. Her face flushing—and then going pale—she gulped as well.

The Snow Queen pulled herself up the best she could, clasping her hands together in front of her tight, double-slitted skirt.

"Mr. Frost," she choked.

A wave of befuddlement swept over Jack's face.

"Mr. Frost?" he repeated, not bothering to hide his confusion.

"Mr. Fros—um, Jack."

They stared at each other for a long, tense moment.

In the too-tight dress—perfectly matched to her deep crimson lipstick—Queen Elsa stood frozen in her place, looking intensely uncomfortable. Adjusting his grip on the staff, the Youngest Guardian then shifted on his feet.

He cleared his throat.

"Hi," Jack choked.

Elsa jumped again, her facade of royal calm shattering. Unclasping her hands, she then began nervously twisting her fingers against each other.

"H-hello," she shook.

As he struggled not to glance down at her body, Jack gulped, the silvery moonlight pouring down around them on the balcony. Letting out a nervous laugh, he reached up with his free hand and started to rub the back of his neck.

"Do you—um, do you want to go inside?" he tried again awkwardly, glancing away from her, "You look—cold."

Jack hand slowed to a stop as he looked back, sneaking another peek at her dress.

And HOT.

The Ice Powers Girl stiffened again, as if she could hear his thoughts. "Oh. Um, yes. Of course."

As Elsa turned around and started to walk past him, Jack sharply sucked in his breath, his eyes practically bulging out of his skull.

When she moved, the front of the Snow Queen's double-slit skirt no longer hung like a normal skirt at all, but was suddenly nothing more than a pathetic scrap of ice fabric flapping between her long, beautiful legs.

He froze, all of his muscles contracted, his mouth falling open in shock. As she quickly hurried past him, Jack suddenly realized that Elsa's skirt was not only suction-tight and basically open in the front, but was also peppered with snowflake-shaped cutouts, rendering the fragile fabric to be nearly see-through down by her ankles, and then strategically closing up into something more like satin around her thighs. And as for her capelet, also elaborate with countless frosty, etch-like snowflake designs, it wasn't actually all the way attached to her dress, but was instead connected in only two places somewhere around the armpit, with its top edge hanging down in a low drape to the small of her back. Like everything about Elsa's suction-tight, deep crimson ice dress, it looked to Jack like nothing more than a soft yank would detach that capelet and send it billowing down to the ground. The Snow Queen's design was stunning.

And effective.

Realizing that his mouth was still hanging open, Jack snapped it shut, blushing and giving his head a quick shake. Squeezing his eyes shut, he then forced himself to pull in a slow, controlled breath. He had to focus. He HAD to focus.

And not be creepy.

The gauzy fabric of the Fifth Spirit's beautiful capelet was whisking in through the door as she disappeared into her art gallery. Letting his breath back out, Jack nodded to himself and followed, then turning back to close the doors after them.

Click.

The Fifth Guardian lingered at the doors for a long moment, hesitating to turn away from them. Gripping the handles—a fine layer of frost blossoming over the metal—he breathed in, and then out again, looking up at the Moon outside.

Sealed inside her private chambers in Arendelle's castle, he and the Snow Queen were—once again—completely alone.

Jack Frost closed his eyes.

He gathered his courage. Still holding the staff with his left hand, he then reached into his pocket with his right. He grasped the icy heart ornament, and—

"So!" Elsa blurted suddenly.

He turned, seeing her standing a little ways into the room, next to her desk. She drew herself up, trying again.

"I—" Elsa stammered, "Um—"

Her voice faded off. The Ice Powers Girl started anxiously rubbing her hand over her opposite elbow, drawing his attention and making Jack realize that her long, tight sleeves—just like the capelet—weren't actually all the way attached to the rest of the dress, but instead faded off into a sparkle of snowflakes on her upper arm like a pair of deep crimson opera gloves. Manny… her whole dress looked broken.

Like it had been designed to look broken.

Jack's eyebrows lifted, his heart pounding as he waited for her to continue. Queen Elsa shifted nervously on her feet.

"I was hoping we could—talk," she squeaked.

He nodded.

"Yeah," he choked out.

Jack Frost felt like his stomach was a cage of tooth fairies, all fluttering to escape. He swallowed, unable to wrench his gaze from the impossibly beautiful Snow Queen standing before him.

I love you, Elsa, he thought.

He shifted on his feet. The Spirit of Winter then rubbed his thumb over the ornament, still concealed inside his hoodie pocket.

I LOVE YOU.

"You look different," Jack blurted.

She jolted slightly, snapping her gaze to his. Realizing how forcefully the statement had come out, Jack blushed, withdrawing his hand from his pocket and placing it on the staff.

"It's a good different!" he corrected quickly, "I mean—Elsa! You just look—you look—"

Restraining from glancing down, Jack Frost squeezed his eyes shut.

Edible.

"GREAT," he decided, a little too loudly as his voice shook. "Like—good. You look really good."

For a few moments, the statement sat on the air between them.

Then—fidgeting with her fingers—the Fifth Spirit gulped, giving him a little nod.

"Thank you," she whispered.

There was a very faint sparkle from above.

Looking up, Jack caught sight of a few snowflakes beginning to materialize over the Ice Powers Girl out of the air.

Seeing him staring upwards, Elsa glanced up as well. Her breath caught as she saw the snowflakes, and she gave her head a tiny, frantic shake.

The snowflakes faded from existence.

"Uh… so!" Jack tried again, gesturing to her, "Did—was this for a date tonight, or something? Were you and Prince—"

"—NO! No! I—I haven't seen Prince Frederik today. I've just been—waiting."

His quick shot of relief was immediately tempered by confusion. Jack's eyes narrowed a bit.

"Waiting?" he asked.

"Yes. For—um."

Looking down, Elsa fidgeted with her fingers, a couple of stray snowflakes bursting from her skin as she did so.

After a few moments, she stopped fidgeting, balling her hands into fists at her sides.

"For—you," Elsa choked.

Jack glanced to the side. He then looked back to her.

"For—me?" Jack repeated on a disbelieving breath.

She gave him a tiny, frantic nod.

Jack didn't move, his gaze flicking down to the dress again, lingering for a long moment before looking back up into her eyes.

Am I dreaming right now?

Looking intensely uncomfortable as she tried to stand up straight, the Ice Powers Girl shifted her tightly-clamped legs against one another, her hands balled into fists like she was struggling to keep them at her sides. Finally, she crumbled, quickly folding her arms over her stomach and hunching into them as she spun away from him, hurrying towards her currently-closed bedroom door.

Watching her, Jack's gaze involuntarily fell to her hips again, mesmerized by the hypnotic sway of the Ice Powers Girl's gait. He loved how Elsa walked in heels. LOVED it. Ugh, he could watch that forever. Would she let him? If he just—grabbed a chair, and she would wear that dress, and walk back and forth in front of him a whole bunch of times and—

Suddenly, Jack realized what color the dress reminded him of.

His breath caught. He'd seen it in the workshop a million times—being stirring in enormous vats, poured into forms, and then wrapped in clear, shimmering wrappers, so like the barely-visible capelet that swished past the tight sheen of Elsa's deep red dress beneath.

The Ice Powers Girl looked like candy.

Jack's mouth went dry.

Scoffing at himself, he gave his head a quick shake, then jumping and jogging after her. He was not going to be creepy. He was NOT going to be creepy. NOT today. Not now.

There was too much at stake.

She stopped walking. As Queen Elsa grasped the handle of her closed bedroom door, opening it with a soft click, Jack followed, once again tearing his gaze from her and blinking back into reality. Coming into the bedroom—which suddenly looked much brighter than usual—the Guardian stopped.

"Uh…" Jack laughed in surprise. "Wow."

Elsa stiffened. "Wow… what?" she shook.

He gestured, his eyebrows lifting as she blushed. All of the walls—with the exception of the one right around the door leading into her art gallery—were completely covered with a thick, impenetrable layer of snow, and then ice, giving the Snow Queen's entire bedroom a strange, frozen gleam.

Soundproofing.

Swallowing, the Ice Powers Girl nervously twisted her fingers together, avoiding eye contact. "I just didn't—um," she squeaked, "I didn't want anyone to—hear?"

Jack stared at her in confusion.

"Anything?" she added on a whisper.

Jack's eyes narrowed slightly as he analyzed the statement. Thinking of the heart ornament in his pocket, he swallowed.

Jack nodded slowly.

"Probably a good idea," he muttered.

Elsa flinched.

His confusion mounting, Jack studied her face. Manny… the beautiful Snow Queen looked just as nervous as he was. Maybe even more so. But why? It wasn't like she was the one about to put her heart out on the line and risk it getting stiletto-punctured by an ice-heel, or anything. It wasn't li—

"I'm sorry," Elsa said suddenly.

Jack mentally burst back into the present, and the gorgeous Snow Queen standing before him.

"Huh?" he blurted.

"I'm sorry, because I—I was wrong," Elsa stammered, gripping her hands together in front of her skirt. "I—you can touch me all you want. It's fine."

"Snowflake, I—"

"I'm sorry! I am—so—sorry!"

The Ice Powers Girl looked desperate, her brilliant blue eyes wide with pleading as she took a tiny step towards him. Seeing it, Jack's heart whumped.

"Elsa!" he laughed nervously, thinking of the ice heart in his pocket, "I—everything's fine! You don't have to keep apologizing. And I'm—sorry, too."

Her breath caught.

"You are?" she quavered.

"Yeah. After we last talked, I kinda—um," Jack stammered, his voice dropping to a whisper. He looked down, twisting the staff in his fingers. "Freaked out."

The Snow Queen paused. Her fingers trembling, she then clasped her hands together again, allowing them to rest on the icy fabric of her candy red, high-slit skirt.

"I know," she choked weakly.

The two stood in silence for a long, tense moment.

"But that's why I'm—we need to talk," Elsa choked at last, shattering the quiet, "Still. About this. I mean, about—Kingsley."

Jack's throat tightened with shock at the word.

"I knew that you were really upset," she began again frantically, "But—well, that's just it. There's the timing, but—I'm not sure that it sounds like you…!"

The Guardian could hardly hear her, the rush of seething hatred sweeping through his mind. Struggling to control himself, he swallowed, trying to hide his reaction. He and Elsa were still—after everything, after the fight, after the separation, and the pain, and here they were, back together, and she STILL wanted to talk about—!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAURGH!

Jack pressed his hands together, still holding the staff, and touched the tips of his tented fingers to the bridge of his nose.

"So I don't want to jump to conclusions," the Ice Powers Girl was stammering, "But—if it was Kingsley, then I need to know what you think I can do to—"

"—ELSA."

She jolted to stop talking, obediently snapping her mouth shut. Struggling to keep his voice even, Jack pulled in a long, careful breath.

"I don't. Want. To talk. About. KINGSLEY," he enunciated, an unhideable tremor of frustration on the edge of his words. "It doesn't matter. Okay?"

The Snow Queen's eyes bulged.

"What?" she gasped.

"Look, I don't know how you've convinced yourself that Kingsley is so important to Arendelle," Jack bristled, pulling his hands down, "But it's NOT. Alright?"

"But there are people there!" Elsa stammered, her eyes shining with genuine horror, "How could it not matter? How could—!"

She cut herself off, giving her head a quick shake. Squeezing her eyes shut for a long moment, she then timidly tried to straighten her spine again, carefully choosing her words.

"Jack… I know that you hate Frederik," Queen Elsa shook, "And—I won't see him anymore. If you don't think I should."

Jack's eyes widened. He looked at her with suspicion, and then narrowed them again, lifting a single eyebrow in her direction.

"Uh…" he said slowly. "…Okay?"

Weird?

"I—I know you're really powerful, and I—I'm lucky," she continued, twisting her fingers against each other as a few flurries of snow began to sparkle into existence around her. "I'm really lucky to have you—um, with—me."

"What do my powers have to do with this?"

"Nothing! I mean—I—!"

Her voice trailed off, and the Fifth Spirit blushed furiously, looking down. Her pale skin flushing—the beautiful, creamy skin that was currently on full display for him in that suction-tight ice dress—she chewed nervously her bottom lip, making Jack's heart whump again in a pained confusion.

This woman was going to be the death of him.

His staff falling back against his shoulder, Jack kneaded his eyebrows, looking down at his feet. He sighed. Opening his mouth to speak, he started to look up again, to—

"It's just that I'll—I'll give you anything you want," Elsa choked, "I'll—um, I'll do—anything you want."

Jack's eyes widened at the statement.

She forced an anxious smile, shifting uncomfortably on her feet while the Youngest Guardian studied her in confusion. The ice particles in her hair, her lipstick, that dress—the Snow Queen looked amazing. But—so nervous. Even though HE was the one confessing. It was almost like she was planning on—

Wait.

Jack's breath caught, a rush of hope shooting through him. Was Elsa trying to—was that dress because she—?

His breath caught. Heart pounding, Jack took a tiny step towards her.

"Elsa…" Jack realized suddenly, his voice growing soft. "I—are you—trying to flirt with me?"

A hopeful smile beginning to pull at the side of his mouth, Jack couldn't resist another glance down at her dress. Looking back up into her eyes, he saw her shoot him another forced, scared little smile, a few more flurries materializing out of the air.

"Yeah. I mean—yes. If you like," Elsa stammered quickly.

His eyes widened even further.

His heart started pounding again. She was hitting on him? She WANTED him? Like he wanted her? Elsa was—the Snow Queen was—!

Jack's heart leapt, the rush of joy and relief shooting through him all at once. His eyes starting to sting, he gave his head a vigorous shake, then quickly spinning and walking a few paces from her to hide his expression before any tears could form.

Elsa was trying to confess. Elsa, with her sweet smile, and her brilliant eyes, her sparkling ice, those CURVES…!

Overcome with emotion, Jack bit his fist, smiling uncontrollably. Then—hardly able to contain his excitement—he turned to look back to her. The beautiful young queen was still standing frozen in her place, watching him with anxiety. Here he was, all nervous about confessing his feelings, and he'd come back to Elsa trying to do exactly the same thing. And she looked GORGEOUS. Everything made perfect sense now.

And it was awesome.

Huffing a laugh, Jack Frost bit his fist again. He shook his head, unable to restrain from his wide grin as the rush of relief swept over him, his eyes watering.

"I've missed you, Snowflake," he choked.

Queen Elsa blushed, looking down at her feet as he walked towards her. A few moments later, Jack was holding out his arms and gathering the beautiful Ice Powers Girl into an embrace, the end of his staff, still held in his left hand, brushing past their feet. After the first few seconds—frozen in her place—Elsa jolted slightly, lifting her arms and stiffly hugging him back.

Her soft chest pressed against his own, he could feel the Ice Powers Girl's heart pounding, her lungs expanding and contracting as she all but gasped for breath. Ugh, she felt so nice. Awash with relief, Jack deepened the hug, holding her as close as he could. Aw… she was so nervous. He could feel it. The Snow Queen was adorable. Should he… was the moment right?

On the sudden surge of confidence, Jack started to reach into his pocket, his fingertips brushing against the icy heart ornament's surface. Feeling the Ice Powers Girl's arms still around his chest—the glistening of the snowflakes in her hair in his peripheral vision—he stopped.

Not yet.

He needed to savor this moment as much as possible.

The Spirit of Winter smiled sheepishly. He closed his eyes again, breathing her in as he withdrew his hand from his pocket, leaving the heart-shaped ice ornament in its place. Pulling back a step from the hug, he reached up, gently brushing a stray blonde hair back from Elsa's face, and out of habit, he started to look down to his feet to OH my word.

Ma'am.

Wrenching his gaze back out of her plunging neckline, Jack huffed a soft laugh, giving his head a shake. Gazing up through his eyelashes, he looked back up into her face.

"Now," Jack chuckled, flirtatiously raising an eyebrow and shooting the Fifth Spirit a knowing grin, "About that offer…"

Elsa shook her head. "Th-that wasn't just flirting. I meant it," she said quickly.

"Mmm, is that so?"

"Yes. I mean—anything," Elsa blurted. "I'll—I'll do anything you want. Just—Arendelle is safe, right?"

Jack's teasing smirk faltered.

Well.

That was a weird thing to say.

After a few moments, he shrugged it off, laughing and picking up her hand with his free one. "Well, gee, Snowflake," Jack whispered jokingly, playing with her fingers and peering up at her through his eyelashes again to try and get the mood back. "Anything, huh?"

She nodded frantically. "Yes. Anything."

"Aaaaaaanything."

"Anything!"

He dramatically let his mouth fall open in a playful disbelief. After a few moments, he then grinned slyly, a flirty smirk tugging at the edge of his mouth as he slid his eyes towards her bed.

He then suggestively met her gaze again, dropping his voice to a whisper as he brought her hand to his lips.

"Anything?" Jack whispered.

He placed a gentle kiss on her knuckles, gazing into her eyes with meaning. Elsa's face went pale.

"Are you—are you saying—?" she squeaked.

Jack let out a sharp bark of a laugh, pulling back from her as he dropped their hands, not yet letting go. "Oh, come on, Snowflake," he chuckled, swinging them back and forth twice and rolling his eyes before actually releasing her. "You can't just say stuff like that."

Elsa pressed her lips together, looking away in discomfort. Waggling his eyebrows, Jack slung his shepherd's crook across his shoulders and draped his arms over it, then leaning towards her and playfully dropping his voice by a few tones.

"I mean…" he added slyly. "If you're not planning on backing it up."

He shot her a teasing wink, thoroughly enjoying the banter. Like Elsa would ever actually offer what she said she was offering—clearly just something she'd said out of nervousness, without realizing how it would sound. Oh, Snowflake.

Can we just skip to the part where you love me?

Shaking his head with a grin, Jack Frost pulled his staff down from his shoulders and let its end drop into the carpet. Starting to lean into it, he glanced up and realized that—Elsa wasn't smiling.

Instead, she looked even more anxious than before.

"But all of this—and—" The Ice Powers Girl swallowed, trying again. "That's what you want?"

He stuck his free hand into his pocket. His flirtatious expression fading—giving the staff a few spins—Jack took a moment to gather his courage.

He looked back to the Snow Queen.

"I—thought—I'd made it pretty clear what I want," the Guardian admitted softly.

His fell silent again, watching her expression. Swallowing hard, Elsa nodded and pulled her arms down, turning away from him and stumbling to her dresser.

Leaning over her hands on its surface, her back tense, Jack noticed a few flurries of snow beginning to materialize out of the air around the beautiful Snow Queen.

"Arendelle," Elsa choked softly.

She pushed herself up, her face pale, and turned around to him again. Sucking in her breath, Elsa squeezed her eyes shut, drawing herself up in determined resolve as a wave of concern swept over Jack's face.

"Arendelle!" she sternly told herself again.

"Elsa," Jack stammered as she turned around and briskly walked towards him, "What are—are you oka—"

Elsa grabbed him by the front of his hoodie, her lips crushing against his.

The Youngest Guardian's eyes bulged, his fingers springing open in shock as he froze, dropping his staff. The shepherd's crook fell into her dresser with a clatter, and he stumbled forward, nearly tripping over his feet as the Ice Powers Girl fiercely jerked him to her, gripping the neck edge of his hoodie with both hands and pulling him towards the bed.

Before Jack knew what was happening, she yanked him around, the backs of his legs colliding with the edge of the mattress.

"OH!"

The air was knocked from his lungs in a rush as Elsa shoved him backwards, tipping him off balance, his body slamming into her bed. As Jack instinctually scrambled to push himself up, she was already climbing on top of him, throwing one of her legs over his.

"Elsa!" Jack gasped, staring up at her in shock, "Wha—"

"—I'm trying to flirt with you," she stammered, her gaze frantic as she shifted her leg up next to his hip, "I mean—that's what you wanted! Right?"

The Snow Queen leaned over him, her ice-sprinkled hair tumbling past her shoulders as everything fell forward, inches from his face. Jack's eyes bulged again, his tongue suddenly too big for his mouth.

"I—!" he squeaked, "I mean, t-technically yeah, but—!"

He was cut off as her lips crushed into his again, her leg up against his body as she shakily readjusted herself on top of him. After a few moments, Jack weakly tried to push the Ice Powers Girl off of him, only to roll them over towards the center of the bed, flurries of snow beginning to materialize from the air and swirl around them.

And suddenly he was on top of her.

"Mother of—!" Jack gasped, pulling himself back from the kiss and trying to catch his breath, "ELSA! If this is what you think flirting looks like—"

"—Promise you'll leave Arendelle alone!"

"Wait, wha—"

"—P-Promise!"

She jerked him back down again, harshly kissing him as he collapsed on top of her.

Jack's head was spinning, his heart pounding as he desperately struggled to catch up to what was going on. He was on top of her. He was ON TOP OF HER. And she—they!

Three hundred years.

He couldn't think. As the Ice Powers Girl shifted beneath him, she pulled away from their kiss, letting her head fall back onto her pillow as she gasped for breath. Her chest rising up and down rapidly as she did so, squeezing her eyes shut, Jack shakily propped himself up onto an elbow and glanced downwards for a moment, the ice fabric of her dress pulled tight and straining over her form.

He couldn't.

But—

He looked back up. The beautiful Fifth Spirit was still struggling for air, breathless beneath him as she lay on her back in the covers. Her eyes were still squeezed shut, like she was avoiding his gaze, her makeup smeared and lips already a little swollen. But he wanted—if SHE wanted—?

Jack could feel the jagged cracks and fissures fracturing across the thin glass surface of his resolve, centuries of loneliness and pain threatening to explode through at once despite his every soul-breaking, struggling effort to hold them all back.

Three. Hundred. YEARS.

Letting his supporting elbow give out, Jack suddenly grabbed the Ice Powers Girl and kissed her as hard as he could, his mouth fiercely smashing against hers. In an instant, he was seizing her left wrist and slamming it down into the bedspread, then grasping for her other. His heart pounding, he could hardly think, hardly breathe as he shifted his palm down her side, grabbing her hip and yanking it up against his own, kissing her more fervently.

He was done being alone.

He broke from the kiss, taking a quick gasp for breath before frantically reaching for her again. Hardly taking a second to think, Jack found himself capturing her mouth with his own, his grip tightening on her wrists.

He was DONE being alone!

He moved his hands to her waist, falling to the side and pulling the Ice Powers Girl on top of him with a groan. She gave a tiny squeak of shock, and then they were kissing again, tangled up in her long capelet as the wind tore at its icy fabric.

What was he doing? What was—but she—Elsa—!

He gripped her head to his, his fingers in her thick blonde hair as he kissed her, every inch of her beautiful weight on top of his body.

This feels wrong.

But she—!

Jack shifted beneath her, feeling the jolt of electricity sweep through his body again. This—it—this was amazing, and—and, she was so soft, and—

SOMETHING'S. WRONG.

Gasp for breath.

He could hardly restrain from another groan as their lips met again, taunting him, pulling him in for more. She was made for him. This girl had been MADE for him. And he was tired of waiting. He was TIRED of waiting! After three hundred and nineteen years, he was DONE!

Jack's mouth was taking hers again, possessively, his head spinning as he gripped her body to his , the Ice Powers Girl was twisting her fingers in his hair, shaking uncontrollably as—

Shaking.

Jack froze, his breath catching. His eyes widened.

Elsa. Was. Shaking.

He jolted to pull back from the kiss, his eyes shifting into focus as he checked to see Elsa's expression. To his horror, Jack realized that the beautiful Fifth Spirit was hiding her face from him, gasping for air like she was expecting to be grabbed again and avoiding his gaze. He was trembling, but—not like she was. She was shaking like her muscles were screaming to bolt, but that she was forcing herself to stay in her place.

Like she was trapped.

Jack's breath caught, his eyes widening.

"You're—not having fun," the Guardian realized with a gasp.

"I'm fine."

"No, you're—you're not!" he insisted, weakly trying to push himself up, "I can tell when—"

"—It doesn't matter!"

"But it does! I—"

He was cut off again as she grabbed him and kissed him again, her lips against his own. He crumbled, feeling the beautiful weight of her ladylike body on top of his, the rush of excitement sweeping through him.

The dark rush.

Jack squeezed his eyes shut.

Gathering every ounce of willpower he possessed, the Spirit of Winter suddenly shoved her off. Elsa squeaked in shock, but before she could respond, Jack scrambled up onto his knees, swinging his leg over her as he grabbed her wrists.

WHAM!

He slammed her down into the covers.

"OKAY!" Jack demanded, "What the BLIZZARDS is going on?!"

Elsa froze, paralyzed, her eyes wild with terror as she stared up at him. Jack got up onto his knees, still leaning over her in the bed.

"Elsa, wha—what are you doing?" Jack stammered, shaking his head, "This—this is not like you! You're not making any sense, and then you're talking about my powers, an—are you crying?!"

Large, round tears of desperation were now rolling down the young queen's face and falling into the sheets as she pulled in a quick breath, shaking uncontrollably as Jack stared down at her in horror. Elsa squeezed her eyes shut, then opening them again.

"I'll—I'll do anything you want!" she pleaded frantically, "Just—just spare Arendelle! Promise me you'll leave Arendelle ALONE!"

"What?!"

"I took an oath!" she gritted, her chest rising up and down as she visibly struggled to stop the tears, "And I will do what's best for this kingdom! I don't care what you do to me, as long as Arendelle and its allies are SAFE!"

"Elsa, wha—"

"—Anything you want!"

Lying on her back underneath him, Jack watched, dumbfounded, as the young queen shattered completely, bursting uncontrollably into tears.

For a few long, horrified moments, the Guardian of Fun found himself staring down at her in absolute confusion. Giving himself a violent shake, he sucked in a breath.

"What—are—you—TALKING about?" Jack squeaked.

The Ice Powers Girl gasped, struggling for air through the tears. "The blizzard!"

"WHAT blizzard?!"

"The blizzard I asked you about! The blizzard that hit Kingsley!"

His eyes bulged. After a few moments—a wave of confusion sweeping his face—he looked at her again, his eyes narrowing in focus.

"There was a blizzard in Kingsley?" Jack breathed.

Elsa froze.

"Well—yeah!" she choked, "Over—over there—the paper—?"

She was weakly gesturing towards her nightstand with her fingers, unable to move her hand. Looking down, Jack suddenly realized that he was still holding onto Elsa's wrists, pinning her down on her bed as he sat on top of her.

Jack jumped to let go, throwing his hands in the air and sitting back away from her as blood rushed to his face. He awkwardly cleared his throat, leaning all the way to his left before placing his palm onto the bedspread for balance.

"Elsa—I—okay," he squeaked, carefully pulling his leg off of her body. "Wh—where did you say?"

She silently gestured again, and Jack followed the direction, glancing towards where she had indicated. Sure enough, a newspaper lay beside the bottom of the ice vase on her nightstand, strange black and lavender stains slightly crinkling a few spots on the newsprint.

Scrambling off of the bed, Jack's feet hit the ground in a sprint, running the few paces and snatching it up. As the Ice Powers Girl shakily began to push herself up, his gaze fell onto the headline.

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Not-So-Merry Christmas: Old Man Winter Strikes Neighboring Kingdom on Winter Solstice

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Jack's eyes bulged.

An instant later, he was frantically skimming the article, searching for the name he was already expecting, but terrified, to find. It didn't take long.

Kingsley.

He glanced through the writing, his eyes catching onto terrifying phrases like destruction and death count. His romantic rival's kingdom had been blasted by this blizzard—an unfortunate group of people who had, by no fault of their own, come up first on nature's random lottery of who would be on this week's receiving end of the full power and fury of winter. Fury that looked like…!

Jack Frost's heart turned to stone, sinking into his stomach with horror.

"You—" he squeaked, "You thought—!"

He looked back towards her, only to find that the beautiful Fifth Spirit was kneeling on top of the covers in her bed, unable to look at him, her hands drawn tightly into her stomach with her ice dress disheveled and makeup smeared over her face. Her cheeks flushed, Elsa swallowed with effort, still avoiding eye contact as the dark realization settled like a sinking cloud of silt in his mind.

You thought I was making you.

Jack felt sick.

He could distinctly feel the overwhelming wave of nausea sweep over him. The ground seemed to sway beneath his feet as the puzzle pieces mentally clicked into place, his muscles numb. Elsa hadn't wanted him. The dress, the flirting, the… the passion. It was all a front. Because… this wasn't a dream.

This was a nightmare.

Jack gulped, hesitantly looking back to her.

"Snowflake—"

Elsa winced.

Jack stopped, his cheeks flushing. The look on her face hitting him like a stab to the heart, the Guardian felt his stomach turn. His beloved Ice Powers Girl was wearing the most tragic expression he'd ever seen; not just as an emotion behind her eyes or a look on her face, but instead as something that seemed to radiate through the entirety of the room from her fragile form. It was a terrifying combination of sadness, and embarrassment, and—and fear—that it took him a moment to place.

The Snow Queen was humiliated.

At a loss for words, the Spirit of Winter looked back at the newspaper, haunting phrases seeming to stand out against the print as he skimmed over the article once again. His mouth fell open, and after a few moments, he shut it, the sick feeling nearly overpowering him as his face went pale. Swallowing, he turned back to where the beautiful young queen was kneeling on her bed.

Gathering every ounce of courage he could muster, Jack Frost pulled in his breath.

"Elsa… this wasn't me."

The Fifth Spirit snapped her head up.

"What?" she gasped.

Her eyes were bulging, like she couldn't quite believe what she had just heard. Jack shook his head.

"This wasn't me," he repeated. "I didn't do this."

"You—you didn't—"

"—No!"

The Spirit of Winter shook his head more fervently, staring directly into Queen Elsa's wide blue eyes with horror. He then shook his head yet again and snapped open the newspaper with a thwack, skimming the article.

"I mean, when even was this blizzard!?" he stammered, his voice shaking, "It was—t—two days ago?!"

She nodded as he looked back to her. Scoffing in frustration, Jack stumbled back a step, shoving his fingers into his hair with a groan.

"Elsa, I wasn't even in the Northern HEMISPHERE two days ago!" he gritted, then ripping his fingers back out from his hair again in gesture, "Let alone—let alone K-KINGSLEY!"

His fingers trembling, he angrily tossed the newspaper onto her nightstand, placing his hands on his hips and turning away. The kingdom's name tasted like vinegar. Before turning back to her, he struggled to emotionally right himself, struggling to appear calm.

"But—but after our fight," Elsa stammered, "You left. You were—"

"—Trying to get away from Arendelle as fast as I could."

She chewed on her bottom lip and fidgeted with her fingers, still cowering away from him. Seeing the snowflakes silently bursting from her palms, Jack reached up and rubbed the back of his neck. She wasn't convinced.

He squeezed his eyes shut.

"Antarctica," Jack choked.

Her breath caught. Her eyes widening again, the Fifth Spirit looked back up at him in amazement.

"Antarctica?" she breathed.

"Yeah."

Elsa's mouth fell slightly open, and she looked to the side, a spark looking remarkably like hope lighting up in her eyes. Gulping, Jack shoved his hands into his front pocket and kicked at the carpet.

"It's just—it's where I—go," Jack Frost stammered reluctantly, the words clunky in their honesty as he forced them out, "When I need to let off some steam. Okay?"

"You were in Antarctica."

Elsa still wasn't looking at him, a look of comprehension spreading over her features.

He couldn't take it anymore. Needing to be next to her, to comfort her, Jack stopped kicking at the carpet and walked up to the bed, stopping directly in front of where the Snow Queen was kneeling, staring down at the covers. She jumped slightly as he stepped into her vision, hesitating for a moment before anxiously looking up into his gaze.

He gleaned forward an inch, staring with intent into her eyes.

"I. Would. Never. Threaten. Arendelle," Jack choked, his voice a hoarse whisper. "I would never attack somebody's kingdom."

Elsa's cheeks flushed. Breaking off eye contact, the Ice Powers Girl looked down towards his feet, not moving back, but still cowering.

From him.

"Or you," Jack added, blood rushing to his face as the sick feeling started to return. "I'd never attack you. Or—or threaten you. In any way."

He swallowed hard, struggling not to glance down at the Ice Powers Girl's enticingly disheveled ice dress. Feeling himself blushing harder, he suddenly realized that Elsa was blushing furiously as well, still avoiding his gaze.

Visibly uncomfortable, she shifted on her knees.

"So—um," Elsa quavered, then pausing to swallow. "So—you're not going to make me—"

"—No!"

He frantically shook his head, horrified. Her shoulders relaxed slightly, but her entire form was still tense.

Unable to stand it anymore, Jack pulled his hands out of his pockets and climbed up onto her bed, kneeling in the space between Elsa and the headboard. Once again, she tensed, but didn't move away from him as he reached for her, gingerly taking her hands in his own.

She quickly blinked away some tears, struggling to breathe. Swallowing a lump in his throat, Jack shifted on his knees, leaning in an inch closer to her face.

"I would—never—hurt you, like that! I would never hurt anyone like that!" Jack stammered, shaking his head and letting out a bitter huff of a laugh, "I—I don't think I could! I couldn't ever do that, to anyone, but especially—ESPECIALLY not you!"

She sniffed, still not looking at him. "Not—me?" she squeaked.

"No!"

He shook his head again, desperate to convey the genuine level of horror and disgust that he felt at the idea. Giving her hands a squeeze, Jack then let go of one of them, reaching up and gently pushing her hair back from her face.

"No! Never you, Elsa!" he whispered, "I could never do that, to you! Because I lov—"

She sucked in her breath, her gaze snapping to his.

Jack froze.

His face flushing, the Guardian abruptly stopped talking, his hand freezing, motionless, next to her face. The young queen's entire body was rigid again, her expression wild with terror, like she was once again bracing to bolt. Unmoving, the Ice Powers Girl began visibly fighting the urge to cower, her queenly determination and self-sacrificing resolve shining through her features.

Her fear.

Jack's eyes widened, his chin quavering as it became impossible to speak. Pulling his hand away from her, he then shut his mouth, squeezing his eyes shut.

For a long moment, he said nothing. Then—pulling in a long, trembling breath—the Spirit of Winter gathered his courage, struggling to keep his voice even as he started speaking again, hardly believing the words that were coming out of his mouth.

"Because," Jack heard himself choke. "…We're friends."

He opened his eyes.

Suddenly releasing all the emotion that she'd been holding back, Queen Elsa shattered, leaping forward and throwing her arms around his neck in relief as she burst into tears. As she crumbled, sobbing, into his arms, Jack fell back off of his knees, numbly shifting himself up to lean up against the headboard as the Ice Powers Girl sank down against him, her elbow briefly pressing into his abdomen for a moment as he cradled her into his arms.

From somewhere inside the pocket of his hoodie, Jack Frost felt the crystalline heart ornament break in two with a sickening snap.

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CONTENT WARNING (Quasi-spoilers): Elsa is described as wearing a very immodest dress, with Jack struggling not to notice (that's still honestly far more modest than a lot of what you see on the red carpet these days), and there's some pretty intense making out/rolling around on Elsa's bed for a couple of minutes. It's very sexualized, but—as usual—no description of sexual body parts or functions, no direct touching on said body parts, no removal of clothing, and nothing that goes beyond some extremely passionate kissing. It's portrayed as dangerous/inappropriately passionate, if that makes sense, but there's no actual sex, or anything.

CONTENT WARNING (much more detailed spoilers/chapter synopsis): The first two sections of the chapter-which will become their own chapter-are Jack talking to Manny about declaring his love for Elsa, and Elsa going to Ahtohallan to see Jack having his Antarctica meltdown, which she sees out of context and thinks is Kingsley. (There's nothing questionable in those two sections; it's all g-rated.) Then, when Jack goes back to Arendelle, Elsa is described as wearing a very immodest dress, with Jack struggling not to notice (that's still honestly far more modest than a lot of what you see on the red carpet these days) and tries to talk to Jack about the Kingsley blizzard, but Jack is emotionally compromised and not really listening. He thinks she's hitting on him, makes an inappropriately flirty comment at the wrong time, and Elsa thinks he's demanding sex. In response, she grabs him, pulls him onto her bed, and starts making out with him, while Jack is shocked/trying to figure out what's going on, but extremely distracted. It's very sexualized, but—as usual—no description of sexual body parts or functions, no direct touching of said body parts, no removal of clothing, and nothing that goes beyond some extremely passionate kissing. It's portrayed as dangerous/very inappropriately passionate, if that makes sense, but there's no actual sex, or anything. Jack starts to crumble (getting too into it), suddenly figures out what's going on ("you're not having fun"), and then they Actually Communicate and he's horrified at what he's done/what Elsa thought he was doing. Chapter ends as Jack (seeing her fear) changes gears from confessing his love to reassuring Elsa that they're "friends" (to calm her down by pretending to not be sexually interested, basically), and Elsa collapses into him in relief while he thinks he's just lost everything.

Chapter 90: Everything

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AUTHOR'S NOTE/CONTENT WARNING: Hello again, everybody! This chapter is honestly a bit of a doozy, in terms of angst. It's short, but if you aren't in a good emotional state for reading that kind of thing at the moment, I would personally suggest that you might want to delay reading this chapter until AFTER the next chapter posts, so that you can read the angst in a little more of a hopeful context. (Don't worry, the next chapter will NOT take three months to finish!) ;) Happy Thanksgiving, and thank you so much again for all of your love and support! ~NNT

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90: EVERYTHING

Elsa fell asleep in Jack's arms that night.

It had taken him a few hours to get her calmed down again, sitting cross-legged on her bed and holding her as she cried, but the tears had eventually slowed, her body going limp against his own in a final, defeated calm. Jack had just kept carefully stroking her hair back from her face, willing all the joy and fun that he could into her skin as he did so, saying nothing.

He was in shock, too.

It was only upon closer inspection of the newspaper, which he could read by craning his neck to the side and staring very intently towards the nightstand where it lay, that he realized the article about the snowstorm was blurred in several places by suspiciously black and lavender-tinted tearstains. Seeing words like massive and disaster, and—the most chilling phrase—death count (apparently, a large structure in the central hub of the kingdom had collapsed in the storm), he could see why Elsa had gone to such drastic measures trying to "appease" him. And that wasn't even taking into account all of the political sabotage stuff that the Ice Powers Girl's fear had dreamed up to freak her out with.

In their first few minutes of trying to calm her down, the beautiful Snow Queen had (between the sobs) spun out this incredibly elaborate plot involving him using his invisibility to threaten her via attacking all of Arendelle's alliances across Europe with blizzards created in her name. Which was a particularly maniacal form of blackmail that DEFINITELY would have never even occurred to Jack, if the Acting Queen of Arendelle hadn't laid it all out and explained it for him. With all of that imagined political pressure on TOP of the Kingsley snowstorm, it was no wonder that she had gotten so scared.

But for now, Elsa was asleep. And that was a good thing—he thought—considering what she'd just gone through. What he'd gone through too, of course, although he'd get to that later. For now, he could only hold her, and wait.

The snapped heart ornament in his pocket had become increasingly uncomfortable, its sharp corner jabbing into his stomach, and he had thankfully been able to jimmy it out a few minutes after Elsa had fallen asleep. Unable to put in anywhere else, he'd currently just left it on her nightstand, which was the closest non-bed surface he could reach. It sat, of course, next to the vase he'd made for her, filled with the ice-flower bouquet, and beside the first ice rose he'd ever created to convince her that he was real during their first encounter. Seeing the broken ornament next to that special ice rose felt like a punch to the stomach. But there was nothing he could do about it. It was kind of a perfect summary of how Jack felt about everything, at the moment.

He sadly looked down, readjusting his grip on the sleeping young queen. The wrinkle in her brow appeared again, and the Spirit of Winter flicked his hand over her eyes, a glowing little shimmer of frost falling across her skin. She pulled in a shaky breath, and then relaxed once more, leaning into the dark blue fabric of his hoodie with a sigh.

Jack squeezed his eyes shut.

"Do you have any idea what you just accused me of?" he choked softly.

Elsa, of course, didn't respond, her chest rising up and down steadily as she breathed in his lap. Jack bit his lip, trying to move his numbing leg underneath her limp body.

He would never threaten Elsa. He would NEVER threaten Elsa, or any lady, or any PERSON, for that matter, but for some awful reason, the INSTANT that his rival's kingdom had gotten hit by an unusually bad snowstorm, it seemed that everybody had immediately jumped to decide not only that he was to blame, but that he was doing it as a sick attempt to actually enslave the love of his life. How was he even supposed to respond to that?

He shifted uncomfortably beneath the Fifth Spirit's sleeping body, readjusting his grip, being careful (paranoid?) to only put his hands on her back, arms, and shoulders. He'd just made out with her. That was all. It wasn't like he'd—you know—gone for it, or anything. He wouldn't have let that escalate. Right? Or let things get truly out of control?

They had just been making out.

That was all he was going to do. He'd made out with Elsa. They'd just been kissing! He'd kissed her! That was all!

Biting his lip, Jack Frost swallowed hard.

On her bed.

While lying on top of her.

And holding her wrists down.

Jack shrank into the headboard, wanting to die. To simply disappear, rather than face the extreme shame of what he had done. Wishing he weren't trapped underneath her sleeping form—wishing that he could escape—he cowered from reality, his cheeks flushing as deep a red as her dress.

I'm a monster.

Jack looked down to his free hand. It was resting on top of her, his hand carefully positioned to only be touching the outside of her arm. From somewhere on the inside the fabric of his sleeve, he guessed that the remnants of Elsa's kisses—the sparkling lipstick, that had long-since rubbed off of his skin—were still staining the fabric. But this new lipstick, this candy-red color, didn't feel like something he was proud of. It was definitely still a trophy, in his mind, but it didn't feel like something he'd won. It felt like something he'd stolen. Even that deep, rich crimson color of her dress looked different to him now. It no longer looked like candy, but blood.

A numbness swept over him at the realization, making his muscles feel cold.

This wasn't fun anymore.

He scoffed angrily at himself, looking away from the lipstick marks. He'd just had to push her, didn't he? He'd just HAD to touch her so much, and tease her about her hips, and keep bringing up her clothes, and—!

All this time. ALL THIS TIME, and effort, and restraint, and—and what did it even matter? If everybody was so determined to declare him the villain, then why was he even bothering to try and change their minds? Like she was ever going to believe in him, now. From his perspective, a full nineteen years of waiting, of restraining, of always, always, ALWAYS striving to being the good guy, was challenge enough. But then, for him, THAT was followed by an additional three hundred years of being completely alone. Altogether, it was nearly thirty-two decades of innocent curiosity and desperate loneliness; nearly thirty-two decades of wanting, and wishing, and simply wondering, what this might be like.

He was going to be thinking about this night for the rest of his life. Queen Elsa, the Ice Powers Girl, had tried to seduce him. She had tried to SEDUCE him. She'd literally even attacked him, with her promises and her physical advances, while actually saying that she'd do—anything. Anything! ANYTHING he wanted! Everything he'd always wondered about; every fantasy, every curiosity, everything that a teenage boy could dream up in three hundred years of never having a chance—Elsa had literally given him license to everything, for as long as he "spared" Arendelle. Like he'd actually threatened it, or something. She'd said she was okay with it!

But she so obviously wasn't.

It wasn't like Jack knew what he was doing, because he didn't. But, he did have a general idea of a bunch of things he wanted to try. An unintentional mental list of them, actually. And Elsa was so pretty…

Because we're friends.

Jack squeezed his eyes shut, the sound of his own condemning voice echoing through his mind. Because we're FRIENDS. He might as well have said, Have a nice life with Prince Wonderful. Like she would EVER choose him, now.

He wasn't even completely sure why he'd said it. There were a MILLION things he could have said, ranging all the way from the overly-noble, heroic because I'm a Guardian to the much more straightforward (and honest) because I'm not scum. But—friends.

Jack swallowed hard, reframing the dooming statement in his mind.

Because we're friends, I don't murder people as a form of blackmail.

Because we're friends, I don't feel like casually molesting you. Oh! And, send my congratulations to Prince Frederik! Because we're FRIENDS!

Ugh.

But she'd looked so scared…

In the moment, it'd seemed like the right thing to say. Like it was the only thing he could say that would actually calm her down. But that wouldn't be enough to stop Jack from spending the rest of his miserable, lonely life remembering the phrase as the single dumbest move he'd ever made.

Maybe he should have just gone for it. Or something. Maybe she would have even liked it. Maybe—

He looked down to the Snow Queen, the beautiful Ice Powers Girl limp across his lap. Seeing the tear stains—the smeared lipstick, the uncomfortable-looking dress that had kept making her squirm—his heart sank.

Don't kid yourself.

Jack let out his breath, leaning his head back against the wood of the headboard and staring up into the canopy over Elsa's bed. No… he had already allowed everything with Elsa to go too far. WAY too far. THAT was his worst mistake, not the self-friendzoning thing. And he had to believe that. He had to, had to, believe that he'd eventually done the right thing…

You make a mess wherever you go, hissed an unwelcome memory in the back of his mind.

Jack stiffened, squeezing his eyes shut. He tensed, holding Elsa as carefully as he could, bracing himself for the flashback.

Why, you're doing it RIGHT NOW.

Shut up! Jack thought desperately, gritting his teeth against the memories, SHUT! UP!

He would leave in the morning.

Even here, fully dressed and in the worst situation possible, Elsa still looked like an angel—a snow angel—in his arms. She was so soft, and cold, and—that trust, as she snuggled into him, felt just a little bit like some sort of drug. Knowing that it was the last time he'd ever hold her, and knowing that she'd only let him do so out of the sheer relief that he wasn't as much of a monster as she'd initially supposed, felt like a stab. He already knew that this night was going to haunt him forever. This feeling, this desperate loneliness, would only grow as the years went by, feeling like every. Single. Guy in the world had a chance at love, except for him…

Not that his feelings had ever particularly mattered to anyone. Being invisible, and all.

Jack shuddered, a newer, darker feeling of dread sweeping through his mind. What if he hadn't figured it out? What was going on? What if he'd—well, why did he—?

How could he have been so stupid?

Elsa shifted in her sleep, turning over slightly in his arms. As she did so, the pathetic scrap of fabric that was the front of her skirt moved over her legs, the long slit falling open across her thighs.

Jack froze, then jerking his head back and determinately staring at the ceiling. After a few moments, he squeezed his eyes shut, sucking in a deep breath.

He looked back down to Elsa.

"Ooooh-kay," he choked, "Just—okay, just in case you wake up—I'm putting it back."

Shifting uncomfortably on the bed, he reached over and gingerly picked up the edge of her skirt, blushing and hesitantly glancing to Elsa's face.

Still asleep.

Holding his breath, Jack flung the cloth back over her knees, frantically pulling his hand back and looking away. After a few paralyzed moments, he slowly looked back to her legs.

Aaaaand now the skirt had slid up even farther, the fabric falling open another inch across her upper thighs.

Jack blushed harder, exhaling as he looked back into Elsa's sleeping face. Biting his lip, he ran his free hand through his hair.

"You are not making this easier for me," he squeaked.

Letting out his breath, he allowed his head to fall back against the headboard with a soft thump. Staring up at the canopy again, Jack swallowed.

He closed his eyes.

"Tonight was my fault," he choked, "I didn't do the blizzard, and I know we didn't go all the way or anything, but—it went too far. I let it go too far. Because I've been a creep."

Still asleep, the unconcious Fifth Spirit didn't respond. Breathing softly, he could feel her chest rising and falling against his body, her cheek pressed into his chest.

"I'd never hurt you, Elsa!" Jack squeaked, his voice barely audible in the cold silence, "I'd—I don't want to disrespect you! I swear! I just—I really, really like you, and I'd give anything to make you happy, and I just—I—!"

He closed his eyes, the reality of what he was saying hitting him all at once. Choking up—or rather, suddenly struggling not to do so—the Spirit of Winter pulled in a deep, shaking breath.

"I'm ninety-nine percent sure that I'm in love with you," Jack whispered.

He looked back to her. Fighting back the stinging in his eyes as he hopelessly gazed down upon the the stunningly beautiful, courageous Snow Queen of Arendelle, fast asleep in his lap, he gulped, trying in vain to force down the increasingly crushing weight of his despair.

"And I'm one hundred percent sure that I just ruined everything."

Chapter 91: The Break of Dawn

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: IT'S—(*crashes through wall*)—CHRISTMAS—(*pops the non-alcoholic carbonated beverages*)—EEEEEEEEEEEEVE! (*sets off confetti canons*)

AND IT FEELS SO GOOD! :) :) :) :) :) (I have been waiting and building up to this "day," as the author, since 2015. YOU CANNOT KNOW HOW GREAT THAT FEELS; LET'S NOT RUIN IT BY ACTUALLY THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH TIME IT'S TAKEN FOR ME TO WRITE US ALL UP TO THIS POINT.) XD

Thanks for hanging with me, everybody. A SPECIAL thanks to all those who have read and reviewed, thanks for reading, and I hope you all have a FANTABULOUS day! :D

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91: THE BREAK OF DAWN

Brilliant sunlight streamed in through the frosted window, setting the snow-covered walls and bedspread agleam as Elsa felt herself swaying back into consciousness. She ached—her spine was sore from sleeping in a strange position, and the back of her head felt it more than the front, pounding in the darkly familiar sensation of having fallen asleep with more emotional rather than physical exhaustion.

And she was being cradled in a set of strong, freezing male arms.

Her mind jumped to wake. His crisp scent—the subtle yet sharp smell of ice—filled her lungs as she breathed it in, sending her senses tingling. She realized in a daze that her cheek was pressed against the Guardian's chest, the crystal-webbed navy fabric soft and cold, but betraying the contours of the lean, freezing muscle underneath.

Her breath catching, Elsa shifted, restraining from actually nuzzling her cheek against him as the memories flooded her mind. She didn't want to pull away from him. The feelings of gratitude, or relief—!

Finally, she pushed herself back a tiny bit, starting to sit up onto her hip. Still largely leaning against him, her hands on his arms, Elsa looked up to see the Guardian's face in a new light, gazing at him in wonder. Meanwhile… he couldn't even look at her.

For a few long moments, they sat together in silence.

Jack Frost nodded.

"Hi," he choked.

Sitting up completely, Elsa continued simply stare at him, her mind racing. The Spirit of Winter awkwardly shifted back on his hips, instinctually moving his hands away from her as his snowy hair gleamed in the sunlight, his incredible blue eyes both beautiful and sad.

You would never hurt me, Elsa realized.

Her heart started pounding. Her breaths coming sharp and shallow, the Fifth Spirit's eyes widened to the echo of her own thoughts.

You. Would. NEVER. HURT ME.

Jack Frost was shrinking back from her. Restraining from reaching for him—wanting to grab him to her, to snuggle into her childhood hero's chest again and have his arms around her body and his skin next to her own and his freezing breath on her ear—she sucked her lips in between her teeth, taking a deep breath.

"Hi," Elsa blurted back.

He didn't look at her, staring determinately at the bedspread. Taking the hint, Elsa started to shift back off of his legs, to—

"—IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE!" she gasped.

Jack startled, his head snapping up. "Huh?"

"The Ball! It's tonight!" Elsa exclaimed, starting to scoot herself to the edge of the bed, "I—there's so much work to do! What time is it? I have to talk to Anna! Has anyone—!"

As she tried to stand up, Elsa squeaked in surprise and lost her balance, throwing out her hands to catch herself. Getting onto her feet completely—and feeling strangely constricted in her legs—she then looked down and realized why.

The long slits of her skirt, which had before been cut all the way up onto her hips, had now each been sealed together with two long, messy clumps of ice.

Looking up, she realized that the Youngest Guardian was silently climbing off of the bed as well. Getting onto his feet—but not moving past her nightstand—he then glanced in the direction of her skirt, aware that she had noticed.

Jack looked away. He then stuck his hands into his front pocket, kicking at the carpet.

"It was—coming up—I mean," her stammered, "Like—falling open."

Elsa's face paled. "My skirt came up?"

"NO! I mean—well, yes. ALMOST!" he corrected frantically, jolting to look at her, "But it—well, so I—you know."

Blushing furiously, Jack pulled a hand from his pocket to rub the back of his neck, hunching over and kicking at the carpet once again. He swallowed.

"I thought you'd—um," he choked, his voice hardly more than a whisper. "Not—want that."

He fell silent, sticking his hand back into his pocket and looking down at the floor.

"Thank you," Elsa breathed.

He swallowed again, giving a tiny nod.

Sensing that he was waiting for her to move aside—clearly wanting a wide berth, so that he could pass by her without getting too near—Elsa stepped back two paces, feeling a cold wave of anxiety sweep through her body.

The previous night, he had been so—passionate. Well, she'd thought it was passion—after she'd started kissing him, he had definitely been kissing her back, and if she weren't flattering herself—well. But now he was avoiding her. Had she been imagining the passion? Was there really no desire at all? It was like he was too disgusted to even look at her, now. Did he think she was disgusting? Should she even try to find out? Could she even…?

Paralyzed, the Fifth Spirit simply stared at him, once again watching the beautiful Spirit of Winter walking away from her in dismay. After a moment, she shook herself.

"Jack—can I ask you something?"

He paused.

Anxiously, Elsa watched as he let out his breath, his shoulders sinking by an inch. Drawing himself up—and still somehow avoiding her gaze—the ancient, immortal Spirit of Winter then turned around.

Standing in the middle of the room, Jack flippantly threw his left arm into the air. "Sure," he sighed, shaking his head and letting his arm fall again, placing his hands on his hips. "Go for it."

"It's kind of personal."

To this, the Guardian chuckled bitterly under his breath. "Pretty sure we crossed the line into 'personal' a long while ago," he scoffed.

Elsa's cheeks heated. Swallowing her fear, she fidgeted with her fingers, taking a moment to gather her courage.

"Did you want to?"

He jolted.

"What?" Jack stammered.

"I mean—if I—um, I'd been wanting it," Elsa stammered, feeling the air temperature dropping around her body as she fumbled for the appropriate words, "Last night—when we were kissing, I—you—well, you were seeming to get kind of into it, and—"

"—You GRABBED me!"

"But—"

"—Elsa, you literally ATTACKED ME!" Jack stammered, his voice breaking as he gestured, "You grabbed me by my shirt! And we were on your bed, and—do you own a mirror!? Was I INTO it?! Are you serious!? Do you know what I've BEENthrough?! Do you have any idea what it's like to—and how you were acting—and—and it was—really hot—actually—I mean!"

His voice trailed off. The 319-year-old Guardian of Fun was now frantically glancing back and forth between her dress and the floor, like he was struggling to look at her, but not look at her, blushing furiously.

"Elsa, I—I can't talk to you like this," Jack squeaked, covering his eyes with his hand and shaking his head.

A jolt of fear shot down Elsa's spine.

"You—can't talk to me?" she shook.

"No. I mean, I can, just not—it—I mean, I'm trying, but your—okay. This," Jack choked, awkwardly tracing a wide rectangle in the air below her collarbone, "Area—I—could we just—!"

He covered his eyes again, cringing like he was in pain. Elsa watched him in anxious confusion, fidgeting with her fingers.

Hesitantly peeking out from behind his hand, the 319-yr-old Guardian then glanced around, searching the room while avoiding looking at her. His gaze snagging on her headboard (or in its vicinity), Jack then lurched forward, snatching up one of her pillows. Holding it in front of himself like it a shield, he walked back to the Fifth Spirit, then stepping up and awkwardly shoving the pillow into her arms.

Unsure of what else to do, Elsa obliged, blushing and hugging the pillow to her chest. Still holding his hands up in in front of his body, Jack exhaled as a long silence fell.

The Spirit of Winter's hands finally began to sink in the air.

"You were ready to do it," he choked. "Weren't you? You—you were actually going to let me!"

His voice trailed off, and his cheeks and ears and neck turned a darker shade of pink. In fact, Jack's entire body seemed to blush.

Oh.

Queen Elsa swallowed hard. Still hugging the pillow to over her chest, she drew herself up, struggling to keep her voice even.

"I had to protect my people," she quavered.

"But—but you really would have—?"

Jack's voice trailed off again, his eyebrows lifting with the unasked question. Hugging the pillow a little tighter, Elsa nodded, shakily pulling in her breath.

"I had to protect my people," she whispered. "I'm still a member of the royal family, Forest or not. So Arendelle comes first."

At the word Arendelle, Jack's shoulders seemed to sink even further. Looking back down to the ground, he kicked gently at the carpet for a long moment.

"Why?" Elsa blurted.

Jack's face fell. "Just—I was just wondering."

She swallowed, saying nothing.

Nodding to himself, Jack opened his mouth to speak, then closing it again. Clearing his throat, he gave his head a little shake.

"You're just—you're a really good queen," he choked softly.

Still watching him, the Fifth Spirit didn't respond.

After a few moments of silence, Jack Frost let out a long, defeated sigh. Sticking his hands into his pocket once again, he then silently walked past her, going for where his shepherd's crook had—on the previous evening—dropped onto the floor, now laying discarded by her dresser.

Her cheeks warm, the Snow Queen stared down into the pillow. "That's not being a good queen," Elsa admitted, almost under her breath as he bent down and picked it up. "That's just—being a queen. Sometimes, sacrifice is necessar—"

"—OH!" Jack whipped around, his voice breaking with emotion as she jumped, "Because, because g-getting with ME would have been your big SACRI!"

He cut himself off, the statement hanging on the air along with his hand.

Squeezing his eyes shut in pain, the Spirit of Winter then pulled in a long, careful breath and curled the fingers of his gesturing hand into a fist, silently knocking on the air two times instead of finishing the statement. Letting his hand sink—giving it another halfhearted shake—he then exhaled, kneading his eyebrows.

Elsa fidgeted with the pillowcase, an indiscernible jumble of emotions all clashing against each other in her mind with a thin layer of frost flowered onto the fabric.

"So… yes?" she ventured hesitantly.

Jack Frost paused, glancing up in her direction, but without looking up past her feet.

"Yes, what?" he asked.

"You never actually answered my question," she tried again, then pausing to swallow as the pillow sank in her arms. "I—um, I asked if you—wanted to."

"If I wanted to?" he repeated breathily.

She nodded.

He nodded to himself again, nervously bouncing his leg up and down. Glancing to the side—and then back to her—he pulled in his breath.

"Elsa, I—" he stammered. "I've been alone for—a really long time. Okay?"

Elsa watched as Jack shook his head, pushing his fingers into his hair. A moment later, ripping them back out, he looked back to meet her gaze in absolute anguish, his eyes blurring like he was on the verge of tears.

"Look," Jack shook, his voice a helpless squeak, "It's just not good for a guy to be ALONE for this long!"

Knock knock!

Jack and Elsa both jumped, whipping around to face the door. Clearing her throat under her breath, the Snow Queen drew herself up the best that she could, stretching her right hand towards it while holding the now-dangling pillow with her opposite arm.

"Come in," she choked.

WHOOSH!

As the thick layers of ice swept away, the last of the frost in the lock shooting out into the air, the handle jostled. Trying again, Elsa heard her sister grunt as she shoved her weight onto the handle, forcing it to depress.

CHUNK.

And the door swung open.

Elsa and Jack were still standing together in the center of the room, Elsa's grip on the pillow slack in her left hand. Anna's face was pale as she stumbled in.

"Elsa—WHOA! Elsa!"

Elsa saw her sister's eyes bulge as she saw the dress, its deep crimson ice fabric as suction-tight as it was revealing. Looking down at her hands—and finally realizing that she was no longer holding the pillow up over her chest—Elsa swallowed hard, flicking her hand over her cleavage and sending a sparkle of ice over the gap to fill in the neckline. She hadn't really known what she was doing, but she'd tried her best to design this dress to draw attention to all the places she had heard that men liked to look… plus snowflakes. She wasn't exactly a seductress, but given the circumstances, she figured that she had to at least try. She had been hoping and praying that the Kingsley Blizzard was simply a coincidence, but—

She twisted the edge of the pillowcase fabric, biting her lip.

Arendelle.

Looking up again, Elsa realized that Queen Anna was now leveling Jack Frost with the darkest glare that she had ever seen. Even the Royal Glare didn't compare to this—this look, in Anna's eyes, that was somehow permeating the entire room while focusing in on the Guardian's face at the same time.

Clearly fighting to keep himself from cringing, Jack cleared his throat.

"Queen Anna," he choked.

She glowered.

"Frost," Anna said coldly.

Her eyes narrowed, and the Spirit of Winter visibly winced.

Swallowing with effort, and clearly trying to stay as far away from her as possible, the Youngest Guardian then slunk past her, trudging to the door.

Opening it, he disappeared into the hallway, the door slowly swinging shut behind him.

Ca-CHUNK.

"Okay, Elsa. He's gone," Queen Anna blurted, spinning around and lurching towards her as fast as her stomach would allow, "Are you okay? I came as soon as I could! Tell me you're okay!"

"Oh—yes," Elsa said nervously, "I—"

"Are you—you've been CRYING! He made you CRY!?"

Anna grasped her sister's arms, looking up and down as if checking for damage.

"Oh," Elsa stammered, looking back to her reflection and noticing the mess of eye makeup smeared across her cheeks. "Anna, it's—"

"—I'm going to kill him," Anna snarled, "I'm going to strangle that scrawny little ice-demon. I'm going to rip off him arms, and hit him with them. I'm going to—"

"Anna, Jack didn't do anything!"

Elsa watched as Anna paused, looking up into her eyes with disbelief.

"Wait—what?" she breathed.

"He didn't do anything," Elsa repeated, "I mean—he wasn't meaning—as soon as he figured out what was going on, everything stopped. Immediately. I suppose he didn't do nothing, but he stopped it all, and—um—um, it's kind of—complicated."

The Fifth Spirit cringed, blushing furiously as the confessions piled on top of one another in her mind, fighting to break through to her lips. She had grabbed him. SHE'D been the one to start it. But then, he had grabbed her, and then they were on each other, but then he'd started to figure it out, and when he'd said that she wasn't having fun she thought it was a demand, and so she'd tried to pretend that she was, but then he started pushing her off, and then—

"But—" Queen Anna stammered, jerking Elsa from her mental spiral to realize that her little sister was now staring at her in confusion, "But—but Kingsley—"

"—That wasn't Jack."

Anna's eyes narrowed in suspicion. Crossing her arms over her chest, Elsa opened her eyes again, forcing herself to draw in a long, careful breath.

"He was in Antarctica. His alibi was confirmed before he even got here—although I don't think Jack realizes that the Sandma—anyway," Elsa blustered, shaking herself and gazing into Anna's eyes with pleading, "What's important is—Jacknever attacked Kingsley. He had nothing to do with it. And, he would never threaten Arendelle. Or anyone else."

Her sister didn't immediately respond. Twisting her fingers against one another, Elsa gulped, trying again.

"Or me," she added quietly. "Jack would never hurt me. And—and now I guess I have the proof."

"Proof?" Anna asked, still looking confused, "What do you mean?"

Elsa bit her lip, looking down at the floor for a moment. If Jack had really been that into it—but then stopped—and if she weren't just flattering herself—!

She took a deep breath. "I offered him—something—I have reason to believe that he—um, wanted," she began, tripping over the words, "We've talked about it. But—he didn't take it. He wouldn't take it. And I'm pretty sure he was never intending to take all of it, anyway, but—well, when he realized that I wasn't okay, everything came to a screeching halt. And as I said, his alibi checks out, on the Kingsley thing."

"So—he was doing—something, and then he stopped?" she questioned, her eyebrows lifting as she glanced down to her sister's dress, clearly understanding what the something was. "That's not really proof of—"

"—It wasn't just him."

Elsa's shook her head vigorously, her cheeks flushing as the jolt of humiliation tightened in the back of her throat. She'd grabbed him. She had actually, physically, GRABBED Jack Frost, and pushed him onto her bed. And then, thinking that he was demanding it, she'd climbed on top of him, when he hadn't even been WANTING—!

Oooooooh… these were not going to be happy memories.

Queen Elsa swallowed a lump in her throat. She knew her motivations were still justified. She was thinking of Arendelle, and only of Arendelle, in that moment. But still.

Crossing her arms over her chest and then tightening them, she leaned an inch towards her sister. "It wasn't just that he stopped. Even though I think that says a lot about him," Elsa whispered, giving a tiny shrug, "Given the circumstances, it's—well, from his response—Anna, Jack was horrified. He would NEVER intentionally hurt anybody, and definitely not—like—um, like that."

"He said that?"

Elsa nodded.

The Fifth Spirit watched as her sister considered this, crossing her arms over her chest—rather, over her heavily pregnant stomach—and staring downwards in thought. After a few moments, Queen Anna looked up.

She looked up into her sister's eyes.

"And you believe him?" Anna pressed.

Elsa nodded. "Yes," she answered, a hopeful smile beginning to tug at the edges of her mouth. "I do believe him. And—Anna. Don't you realize what this means?"

Anna's eyebrows lifted. "Um—that we're safe?" she responded, letting out a breathy, bitter little chuckle, "For now?"

"We are definitely safe," the Fifth Spirit laughed, "Arendelle is probably safer than it's been for a long time. But there's more."

"And…?"

Elsa bit her lip, turning from her sister and trying in vain to contain herself. This whole time, she'd been questioning herself, questioning him, wondering if he was suddenly going to turn into a monster, and…!

Turning back around, the Fifth Spirit looked to Anna once again.

"Jack Frost is a legitimately good person," Elsa whispered, "I mean, I obviously didn't mean for any of this to happen, but—I haven't just been getting swept up into the moment, or giving in to some some silly adolescent crush. I haven't just been seeing what I wanted to see. I now know for a fact that Jack Frost absolutely has the power to threaten us—to threaten all of usbut he WOULDN'T. He never would. We can actually believe in him."

The redheaded young queen narrowed her eyes in concern—and curiosity.

"You really trust him that much?" Anna asked quietly.

"I would trust Jack Frost with my life," Elsa exclaimed, uncrossing her arms in a sweep of relief, "I mean, he's not perfect, but—everything he's done since we've met, every SINGLE thing, he's been trying to do with my best interest in mind. He really, truly, tries to do what's right, and he tries one hundred percent of the time, with pretty much everyone. Jack is good. He is a good person. He's the best kind of person; he's smart, and he's fun, and he ALWAYS has my back, and he's such a great friend, and—well, honestly, Anna, he really kind of reminds me a lot of you. Jack Frost is exactly the kind of person I'd want to have in my family. I—!"

Elsa's breath caught, her eyes widening.

The revelation came in an instant, the reality of what she had just said hitting her as soon as she had admitted it out loud. She wasn't about to jump into pursuing something insane—she still had far too much information that needed to be gathered first—and she didn't yet know what this would mean for her future, nor for the future of Arendelle. What Queen Elsa did suddenly know, however, was that she could not in good conscience marry the Prince of Kingsley. It would not be fair to him—and it would not be fair, because she knew. In that moment of life-altering clarity, Elsa. Simply. Knew.

She had chosen.

 

Chapter 92: When All Is Lost

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Thank you again to all the awesome people who have read and reviewed—it means absolutely everything to me, and the support is a significant portion of the reason why I keep writing! I'll admit that this chapter isn't perfectly drafted, but I really wanted to get it up today, so here we go. XD Thanks for another great year, and have a MERRY CHRISTMAS!

FANART ALERT: WHY AM I SUCH A FAILBOT; I KEEP FORGETTING TO PUT THIS ON HERE anyways, we've got another great fanart from frostyqueen90 on instagram. Thank you SO much again, frostyqueen90-you are awesome, and I am WAY sorry that I've kept forgetting to post the link! It's instagram, and then p/Cg3mM50jr0Y/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y ;)

TRIGGER WARNING : There's something extremely dark hidden in plain sight at the end of Frozen that I feel like everybody just kind of hasn't noticed. Anyone who's had to look into the eyes of their abuser right before getting abused… you never forget the look on their face. Because of this, I am issuing a Trigger Warning for this chapter, specifically for abuse victims who have suffered this particular type of trauma.

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92: WHEN ALL IS LOST

He'd blown it.

Jack Frost bit down hard on his lip, his eyes stinging as he touched onto the ground, sadly trudging forward. He had completely, and totally, destroyed his chances with the Snow Queen. And, it now appeared that Anna hated him, too. Great.

Just one more thing he needed right now.

He didn't know where, exactly, he was going to go—but, he couldn't stay HERE. The castle was clearly already bustling with preparations for the Ball, and the party thing, and of course, the fact that Christmas was the next day. And oh… had he thought that this Christmas was going to be different. And yet, here he was. Alone. Again. He had tried, he had fought, and he had lost what apparently amounted to just being a sad, pathetic little personal war, where he had lost the only lady he ever, EVER might have had a legitimate chance with, and nobody would ever even find out that they'd been involved at all.

Well—except for her family, of course. Not that they understood. Hi, guys. I gave it all I had, for the woman I loved. I tried as hard as I could, and it just wasn't enough.

Oh, and by the way, just in case anyone cares, I DIDN'T MOLEST THE QUEEN!?

"JACK!"

He squeezed his eyes shut in pain at the familiar voice, coming to a stop. Letting out his breath as he groaned internally, he turned around to see the enormously pregnant Queen Anna lurching down the hallway towards him. With another mouthful of death threats for him, no doubt.

Perfect.

"Your majesty," he sighed.

"And where do you think you're going?" she demanded.

"Aren't you supposed to hate me? Again?"

Coming up to him—and clearly struggling a bit to walk, with the size of her stomach—Anna drew herself up. "Not so fast," she said, attempting to hide how breathless the hustle had made her, "I just talked to Elsa."

"Sounds great. You must know everything, then."

He turned back around to resume walking away from her, sticking his free hand into his pocket as he drummed his fingers on the staff. His shepherds crook was resting on his shoulder, but the gnarled wood seeming a bit—darker, somehow, than usual, like even his very magic was reflecting his current emotional state.

"Actually, I know quite a bit," she retorted as Jack's jaw ticked, "And it seems like we—misjudged you, again. Which is why I wanted t—"

"—WHAT'S IT GOING TO TAKE, Anna?!"

She startled back a step as he whipped around, his eyes blurred. His mask cracking, the Spirit of Winter swept his arm to the side.

"What can I POSSIBLY do, to CONVINCE you people that I'm not going to hurt Elsa?" Jack stammered, his voice breaking, "I get that you're really protective of her and all, but do you know what level of insane this family has put me through!? I have tried SO hard, as hard as I COULD, to be respectful and all to literally ALL of you, but it's just never going to be enough, is it!? Why are you all so sure that I'm secretly a monster!? What are you so AFRAID OF?!"

A flash of fear shot across Anna's expression.

An instant later, it was gone, replaced by a look of objective curiosity. Her eyes narrowing slightly, the redheaded young queen studied him, staring into his eyes for a long, tense moment of silence.

Finally, Queen Anna's eyebrows lifted.

"You really have… no idea," she said quietly. "Do you?"

Taking a step back, Jack scoffed. "Clearly not!" he gritted, flipping his staff back up onto his shoulder again.

"Women want to trust men."

"Are you sure abou—"

"—YES."

Queen Anna's expression had suddenly hardened, now demanding his attention. The Guardian fell silent.

"Jack… there's a reason why so many women list trust as one of the top things they look for in a relationship," she started again, dropping her voice to an intense whisper. "It's not just some ditzy little feelings thing. It's survival instinct—because putting your trust in the wrong man can LITERALLY get you killed."

"Get you killed?" he laughed bitterly, "Anna, what are you even—"

All of a sudden, in his mind's eye, Jack was standing in a jail cell built of ice, staring out at the beautiful young Snow Queen two weeks before.

At least this one didn't try to cut my head off.

The unexpected memory had spoken in his mind almost like the Ice Powers Girl had been standing right next to him. She wasn't, of course, but—!

Clearly, Queen Anna's villainous ex-boyfriend had attempted to murder Elsa. But—had he attempted to hurt Anna, too?

Jack's gaze had wandered to the side as he followed the train of thought. Realizing that he wasn't paying attention, he shook himself, his eyes snapping back into focus.

"We had completely hit it off when we'd first met," Anna was saying, "He was handsome, and charming, and we just had so MANY THINGS in COMMON! I'd never MET someone who thought so much like me—and he seemed to just careabout me so much!"

Elsa's little sister paused, stopping for a moment to raise a meaningful eyebrow in Jack's direction.

The Spirit of Winter felt himself once again resisting the urge to shrink.

"And everything was going so well," Anna went on. "I was just so happy. All my life, I had longed for a true love—yes, the romantic kind—and I thought I'd finally found it, and then BAM! Guess what! HE WAS THE BAD GUY! And he hadbeen, all along!"

Jack's heart sank.

Anna was letting the silence fall over them, clearly waiting for him to respond while she struggled to keep her own emotions in check. Clearly, this wasn't the first time this story had been told, but—it still filled her with pain.

Resisting the urge to conjure a magic snowflake, the Guardian cleared his throat. He shifted on his feet.

"I'm really sorry that happened to you," he responded.

"Thanks."

She chewed on her lip, shifting back and forth on her feet for a moment. Then, Anna gave a tiny huff.

"You want to know the worst part?" she asked.

Jack grimaced, letting out a scoff. "I'm guessing that's when he tried to chop Elsa's head off?"

Anna shook her head. "Elsa was lucky."

"She had you."

"That's not what I meant."

The pregnant young queen shook her head, taking two tiny steps forward. Glancing around once again—making sure that this particular hallway was still empty—she then pulled in her breath.

"Elsa was turned away. I know that she'd heard Hans come up behind her—swords aren't exactly quiet," she choked quietly, "But she wasn't looking at him. I was. And right before I froze—as the sword came down—our eyes met. About to kill my sister—and me—I saw his face."

She shook her head again, pressing her lips together. Pulling in another long, trembling breath—and visibly uncomfortable with the confessions—she looked up into Jack's face.

"He was smiling," Anna shook.

Jack's. breath caught.

The sick feeling was starting to return. The terror and heartbreak was now visible in her wide blue eyes, glassy with the memory of such an extreme betrayal.

"That manic glee in his expression… as I froze," she started again, "I stared into the face of the man who I thought was my one true love—and realized not only that he had the ability to destroy my entire life, but that he was actually excited to do so. And now, I tell myself that I'm over it, and everybody thinks that I'm over it, and—for the most part, I am. But when something like that happens, for the rest of your life, you find yourself watching everyone, and scrutinizing every single man you meet, and wondering to yourself—are you a monster, too?"

Her voice trailed off, and Anna visibly shuddered, squeezing her eyes shut against the memories. A silence fell over them as she shook her head, swallowing with effort for a long moment before seeming to suddenly remember that she wasn't alone.

Her gaze suddenly filled with fire, Queen Anna then looked back up, setting her jaw as she glared into Jack's eyes.

"So excuse me," she gritted, "For wanting to take a few precautions to make sure that your super-romantic couple of weeks with MY SISTER wasn't going to end the SAME WAY!"

Jack's face flushed, seeing her expression. His stomach twisting, the Guardian was then once again rendered speechless, stumbling back a step.

"Well," he muttered, "It's not going to."

"That's a—"

"—Because anything 'romantic' that might have been happening between Elsa and me is OVER."

Jack had jabbed his pointer finger at the floor in emphasis as he spoke, setting his brow as he stepped back. He tossed the staff to himself in his left hand, shifting his fingers on the wood.

A wave of confusion swept over Anna's face, softening her expression. "But," she said, "But Elsa—she told me that you didn't do anything. That—well, that it sounded like you were tempted, but when you were given the choice, that you did what you thought was right."

"When I was given the…?"

His voice trailed off as he studied her.

"Wait," Jack suddenly reeled back in disgust, "This—this was a TEST?!"

"What? NO! I mean, it—we—!"

Anna gave her head a frantic shake, her eyes bulging as she waved her hands in front of herself to deny it. She cleared her throat.

"It wasn't—meant to be," she tried again, drawing her hands together and selecting her words carefully. "Even though it—kinda ended up working out that way. We legitimately thought Elsa was being threatened. But if this was a test," she finished. "Jack… you passed."

Jack's eyebrows lifted. After a fleeting moment of comfort—reading between the lines of what she was saying—he grinned bitterly, letting out an angry scoff.

"Passed," he sneered. He glanced to the side with a nod, drumming his fingers on the shepherd's crook while sticking his other hand into his pocket. "Hooray, I passed. So happy I passed, Anna."

Anna's expression shifted again, this time to a defensive skepticism as Jack shifted on his feet. "What are you trying to say?" she demanded.

He rolled his eyes, pulling his staff down from his shoulder and sweeping it to the side in gesture. "You just congratulated me for not being a total monster. Yay, me," he gritted. "You ladies only think that I'm only a little bit of a monster."

"But you didn't—"

"—It went too far."

Anna snapped her mouth shut.

A few flurries of snow began to materialize out of the air over his head, silently sparkling as they floated towards the carpet below. Pretending not to notice them, the Guardian shook his head, taking the staff in both hands and squeezing his eyes shut.

"Last night with Elsa, everything went too far. Way too far. And it's my fault," he choked quietly. "She's never going to believe in me now."

His face falling, Jack turned away from her, picking up his staff and letting it fall back onto his shoulder. Beginning to trudge away again, he stared at his own feet, hardly even knowing where he was going. Just that he was going away. Away from Elsa, away from her family, away from this castle, away from—

"You know," Queen Anna's voice suddenly rang out from behind him, "That doesn't sound a thing like what my sister just told me ten minutes ago."

Jack froze.

His eyes bulging, the Guardian stopped in his tracks, turning back around to face her. A sudden surge of hope shooting through him—tempered immediately after by skepticism—he pulled in his breath.

"Wait…" Jack shook. "What?"

She shrugged. Queen Anna then meandered in his direction, clearly attempting to appear casual as she placed her hands on her hips—or rather, where her hips usually would be, without the enormous baby-heavy stomach. Taking the hint, Jack scoffed to himself, jumping into the air with a tiny eye-roll of frustration.

"I said," Anna repeated pointedly, her voice hardly more than a whisper as Jack touched down onto the ground right in front of her again, "That that doesn't sound a thing like what Elsa just told me ten minutes ago."

"And…?"

Anna's eyebrows lifted, a tilt of interest pulling up one of the ends of her mouth. As she sized him up—and taking her sweet, queenly time, studying his expression and posture—Jack Frost had to restrain from an actual whimper of agony.

The seconds dragged on like hours as the pregnant young queen finally finished her survey. After a few long moments of hesitation—Anna clearly wasn't one to freely share her sister's words without her knowledge—she let out her breath.

"Fine," Anna decided, then drawing herself up. "Elsa said… Jack would never hurt me… now I have the proof… he's exactly the kind of person I'd want to have in my family."

Jack's heart started pounding. His eyes wide with disbelief, he stumbled back a step and looked down, unsure of what to say.

Before the Spirit of Winter could even recover from the first of Elsa's apparent quotes, Queen Anna then leaned forward a few inches, crossing her arms over her chest and clearly seeking his gaze, despite the way that he was now staring at his feet.

"Oh… and," she added, "There was also the part where she said… 'I would trust Jack Frost with my life.'"

Jack snapped his head up.

Anna's eyebrows were lifted, her expression matter-of-fact as their eyes met again. Jack stumbled a half-step forward.

"Elsa—said that?" Jack whispered.

Anna nodded.

He took a step back again, his mouth hanging slightly open in disbelief. Reaching up, Jack pushed his fingers into his hair, his head spinning. He's thought it was over. That everything was over. But if Elsa—!

Queen Anna cleared her throat, and he jolted, startling back into the moment. Clearly restraining from a smirk, Anna then raised her eyebrows again, pulling herself up and crossing her arms over her chest.

"You promised my sister that you were going to attend the Christmas Eve Ball," she stated, "Which will be commencing in the grand ballroom at 6:00 tonight. And if you don't wish to massively disappoint her… then I will expect to see youthere."

Jack looked up to her in shock. With a shrug, Queen Anna then unfolded her arms, dropping them to her sides and walking past him towards the stairs.

"Offer's still open," she called out over her shoulder, "By the way. If you ever find yourself needing… help."

She glanced back for just long enough for the Guardian to see a mischievous glint light up her eyes and a grin on the edge of her lips before the pregnant young queen turned back around and resumed walking away, leaving a completely flabbergasted Jack Frost standing behind her, dumbfounded, in the hall.

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The Fifth Spirit stood alone in her room, finishing her makeup.

The last of the previous night's smeared crimson lipstick and clumped-together mascara had long since been washed and scrubbed away, allowing Elsa the chance for a fresh start. She actually rather liked this part of her routine—selecting colors, pairing design concepts with her dresses, and literally putting on her palette for the day. Especially after a night like the previous one, she needed a fresh start.

She had long-since melted the soundproofing around the room—setting everything back to normal, like it had never happened, while still leaving the beautiful corner of ice flower sculptures up on her wall. She wasn't sure how this was going to work—or, if it was going to work at all. And she was nervous. But somehow, in the middle of all the frantic preparations for the Christmas Eve Ball, the party the next day, and of course the holiday itself, she had to, had to, figure out how to talk to Jack Frost.

Elsa looked back towards her nightstand, absent-mindedly searching for the vase with the broken center. Her gaze falling onto it, she was just beginning to let out a sigh, when—!

Something else was on the nightstand.

Her heart jumping, Elsa jolted and ran towards the nightstand. As she reached it, the Snow Queen suddenly realized that it was an ornament—expertly crafted from ice and glistening in the light, but broken in two.

And it was a heart.

Her eyes bulged, her breath catching in her throat as her heart started pounding. Gingerly picking up the pieces, Elsa took the ornament in her hands, examining it—and the break. She'd thought she'd felt something strange in his pocket. But—! Had he left this for her on purpose? Did he even realize that he'd left it?

A sharp pang of guilt swept over her as she stared down at the heart. It was beautiful—and broken. And she had been the one who'd broken it. Elsa could now remember the feeling of something snapping, and wondering for a fraction of a moment what it was. She hadn't meant to break it, of course, but… that didn't change the fact that she still had. The swirls and snowflakes and elegant design in the ornament must have taken the Spirit of Winter hours to make, especiallywhen he wasn't used to creating such careful and intentionally elaborate artwork. But luckily… broken things could often be fixed.

Some things just needed a little love.

Gathering her resolve, Queen Elsa held her breath and flicked her hand over the pieces.

Shingg!

With a sparkle and a tiny creak, the halves of the icy heart fused themselves together. As another tiny heart materialized over the break, the frosty shape flowering out from the fissure, tiny swirls of translucent ice blossoming over the piece, Elsa pulled in her breath, taking a moment to gather every last ounce of courage that she possessed.

A half-minute later, tucking the ornament into a small bag—the broken ice heart now mended, fused together by the second heart—the Fifth Spirit then turned and ran from the room.

 

Chapter 93: Beautiful

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: I cannot thank you guys enough for your continued love and support—and just being here. This fandom means basically everything to me, and has given me hope and comfort in ways I can't even describe, and getting to write this—and actually get people's feedback on it reassures me I'm not alone. I frequently feel like I'm just pouring my soul into working and working and working on this extremely secret and highly personal piece of writing, which I then toss out onto the internet without telling anyone, hoping that some stranger might like it, and your support means more than I can say. I imagine that most fanfiction authors probably feel the same way, and I can personally attest to how motivating and powerful kind words and reviews can be. I think I speak for a lot of us, when I say that PLEASE REVIEW; WE CRAVE THE VALIDATION I mean writing feedback.

Also: I've also started what I'm going to call a "demi-drafting" process, which is that I'm going back to the beginning and drafting IA a few chapters at a time, but without actually taking a hiatus. It's needed it for a really long time—especially to smooth out all the Frozen II stuff that was added—but I really, REALLY needed to get through the Anything/Everything segment FIRST (you know, just for me, lol). Anyway, the first three chapters of the demi-draft have been re-uploaded, and—yeah, everything should read smoother, and more true-to-character. I currently have ONE transition left to rewrite in the demi-draft of chapter 4, which is currently a full arts-and-crafts project of printed-out dialogue, literally cut into pieces and taped together, because I couldn't do all of that rearranging in my brain.

To sum up this very long Author's Note: thank you to EVERYBODY for being here, and sticking this out with me. You cannot know how important it is to me to know that there are still actually people out there, reading this on the other side of the screen. I love hearing about your lives and perspectives, as well—and legitimately hope that you're all doing great. Please keep being awesome.

You're the best.

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CONTENT WARNING: By my interpretation of Jack's character, there's an implied virtue to the guy built into the premise of his role in ROTG. This is another way of saying that Jack (while imperfect) is a legitimately decent human being, and actually acknowledging it requires a little PG-13 context.

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93: BEAUTIFUL

If it were possible, Elsa was now even more madly in love with Jack Frost than before.

Jack wasn't a threat to Arendelle. Not only had he not taken her up on her offer—well, what she thought she was being forced into offering—but he had never presented any kind of danger to her or her kingdom, except perhaps for breaking her heart with his absence. As it turned out, the warning shot wasn't even a warning shot at all, but was a horrible coincidence. And she had never in her life been so relieved to learn that she was wrong.

But now she had another problem.

For the first time since they'd met, Elsa now realized that Jack was… avoiding her.

Well—sort of avoiding her, anyway. He kept starting to approach her, like he wanted to talk, but then he would freeze, his eyes going wide and his muscles tensing up. After that, Jack would shrink, and before Elsa could even react, the Spirit of Winter was suddenly nowhere to be found.

She finally cornered him near the entrance of the ballroom, where she found the winter spirit standing at the edge of the wide doorway, silently watching the bustling crowd of workers and decorators with his hood pulled up over his hair.

Gathering her courage and clutching the rope of the little bag she was holding, Queen Elsa drew herself up.

"Didn't we have more yule goats than that?" she announced to her surroundings.

Jack startled, jolting and spinning around. His mouth falling open in shock as he saw that Elsa was standing right behind him, he then blushed, snapping it shut.

"Your majesty?" asked a passing butler, drawing her attention. "The yule goats?"

The Snow Queen turned away from Jack, facing the man like nothing was going on beyond what the room of workers could perceive. "Oh, I just thought I remembered us having more," she told him, lying through her teeth while a confused expression swept Jack's face. "In fact, I think I might have seen some extra ones in the upstairs supply closet. I will go check."

"Do you not wish to ring for someone, your highness? Or I could go on your behalf."

"Thank you. But there is no need."

She slipped the bag onto her wrist, then looking back up. Elsa regally clasped her hands together in front of her skirt, her chin gracefully lifted like the royalty she was. She gave the butler a practiced, reassuring smile.

"In fact… I've been meaning to check the upstairs supply closet for a while," Elsa added pointedly, beginning to turn away.

Halfway around, the Snow Queen then paused, and shot a meaningful look at Jack.

A second passed, and then the confused Guardian's eyes suddenly lit up with comprehension. With a silent nod, Jack Frost then shifted his fingers on his staff, giving a little gesture for her to lead the way. Nodding herself, Elsa took the cue to do so.

She led him through the throng of people, cooks and servants and workers rushing to and fro in hurried preparations for the night's ball, barely pausing to give frantic bows and acknowledgements. It was already nearly one pm, and the ball was set to begin at 6:00. As anyone who has ever organized a major public event is aware, that meant they weren't yet down to the wire, but would be soon. It would be fine, of course—but not without a great, GREAT deal of work. And Elsa still needed to speak to Jack first.

Finally, they arrived in the relatively deserted upstairs hall, going for the supply closet that the Fifth Spirit had chosen for this specific reason. As she twisted the knob to open the door, Elsa gestured for Jack to go inside first. He gave her a curt nod and obeyed, after which the Snow Queen then plucked a Christmas candle from a nearby window and followed him in.

Click.

And they were alone.

Closing her eyes, the Fifth Spirit breathed in, mustering her courage. Gripping the candle holder, she then turned to face him, trying to hide how much her trembling hands were sending the faint light dancing across the tiny room.

"You've been avoiding me," Elsa shook.

Jack huffed, shaking his head and glancing to the side. Sticking his free hand into his pocket, he then grinned bitterly, looking up at her again with an indiscernible expression on his face.

"You think I'm scum," Jack replied matter-of-factly.

Elsa's throat tightened. "Jack, I—"

"—HOW could you think I would do that to you?!"

"I—"

"—I couldn't DO that!" Jack stammered, "I mean, I couldn't do that to anyone, but—but Elsa, especially not you! I mean, you're brave, and you're smart, and you're about the sweetest person I've ever—!"

Elsa's eyes widened, and Jack stopped talking. His cheeks and ears turning pink, he then shoved his fingers into his hair in anxiety, his hood falling back off his head.

"Let me start over," Jack choked. He swallowed with effort. "I can't believe that you thought I was the type of scumbag who'd do that, but—you did. And you did, because I've been a creep, and you deserve so much more than—!"

He cut himself off, squeezing his eyes shut as he curled his fingers into a fist, at a loss for words. Pulling in his breath, he gave his head a quick shake.

"I wouldn't do that," Jack whispered intensely. "I could never, ever do that, Elsa."

His face filled with pain, he opened his eyes again. They were desperate, as they stared into her own, the candlelight shimmering off their surfaces.

The Fifth Spirit's heart flipped.

"I believe you," she quavered.

He raised his eyebrows. "You didn't."

"But I do now," Elsa pressed, her voice slightly stronger, "And I didn't really think you'd do it then, but given the circumstances, and—well, I didn't believe in you, and I'm sorry I—"

"—NO."

She cut herself off. Jack's gaze was suddenly brimming with fury, his pointer finger held aloft to stop her.

"YOU are NOT about to apologize for something I did," Jack gritted. "I'm the one at fault here, and if I hadn't acted like a—didn't—treat you right."

"You really—"

"—I didn't."

She fell quiet. Jack's face was contorted in pain once again as Elsa placed the candle onto a nearby shelf, the winter spirit gripping his staff with both hands and cowering behind it as he stared at the floor in shame.

"I've been a jerk. And I'm sorry," he whispered, his voice breaking. "You only feared me because I've been a selfish scumbag, and I'm sorry. I am so—so—sorry."

She was at a loss for words.

Her throat tight with anxiety, Elsa bit her lip, clasping her hands together tightly in front of her skirt. A fresh wave of guilt sweeping over her, she swallowed, needing to reassure him, to downplay it, desperate to justify—

Everything.

"Technically," Elsa choked, "I grabbed you. And I know that you were really just kind of responding, to—"

"—Take it way too far?"

Their eyes locked, Jack's gaze both solemn and challenging in its intensity. Elsa swallowed hard, blushing furiously. It had gone too far. And she hadn't been okay with it.

But—!

"See?" Jack laughed bitterly, making her jump out of the stupor, "This is exactly what I mean, Elsa. And I don't know how I'm supposed to explain to you that it's bad."

"Because you're acting like it's all your fault, when—"

"—I'm the guy!" Jack snapped, gesturing to himself, "I'm responsible!"

Elsa bit her lip, crossing her arms over her chest. "See, I don't think that's entirely true," she countered softly.

A muscle in his jaw ticked.

"Agree—to disagree," Jack gritted.

The two winter spirits once again stared each other down in silence, an icy, awkward tension falling over the dimly-lit supply closet.

Queen Elsa gulped down another lump of shame that had been building in her throat, closing her eyes for a moment and carefully selecting her words. "Jack… I appreciate that you're taking so much responsibility for what happened," she stammered, "I do. Really. But I also think that you're taking way too much of the blame, when I was the one being really—um."

Jack Frost raised a single eyebrow in her direction, his glare practically boring holes through her skull. Wincing, Elsa swallowed again.

"Aggressive," she choked, stumbling over the word as he turned away, scoffing under his breath and leaning his staff up against the side of the supply closet. "And from what you've told me—well, I would assume that it must have been really tempting, when you've never had an opportunity before t—"

"—NEVER had an OPPORTUNITY!"

Elsa stumbled back a step in shock as Jack Frost jolted, whipping around again to face her with his mouth actually hanging open in disbelief. The Guardian's cheeks flushed, and he let out a breathy, frustrated laugh.

"You know what? Thank you. THANK YOU," Jack spat, his expression hardening as he straightened, pressing his hands together and rocking them forward to punctate his words, "For pointing that out to me, Elsa! Because, you're right. You're right! I've never, EVER, found myself in a single sketchy or tempting situation before in my life!"

Chuckling bitterly under his breath, Jack pressed his fingertips to the bridge of his nose, shaking his head. With Elsa staring at him in confusion, he then opened his eyes, looking back up into her gaze with a glare.

"In three centuries," the Spirit of Winter enunciated, dropping his voice to a whisper and leaning an inch towards her, "I can tell you that no lady has ever changed clothes with the curtains open. Or, or, decided to—let's see," he scoffed, starting to count on his fingers, "Go ahead and strip with some girlfriends in the summer go for a swim, or run off somewhere with a lover to get frisky in the middle of the night, or anything like that! Because 'no one could see them?' Yeah, it's never happened before, Elsa."

The Snow Queen shrank in shame, blushing furiously.

"Oh! And, did we mention?" Jack balked again in frustration, "The part where I can touch people in their SLEEP?"

Queen Elsa jolted. "How did you—"

"—Tripped on a homeless guy. And I got all excited, and I started trying to talk to him, and—wait, it—it doesn't matter; that's not the point. The point," Jack stammered helplessly, waving his hands back and forth to brush away the story, "Is that—in three—HUNDRED YEARS—I definitely, absolutely, HAVEN'T had every opportunity in the WORLD to do whatever. Terrible. Thing. I. WANTED. Because—! Funny thing about being invisible—your highness!"

Jack spat the word like an insult, making Elsa wince. The Spirit of Winter then let out a bitter huff, leaning forward again and holding his arms out to his sides.

"No accountability," Jack Frost whispered.

Elsa's breath caught.

Flurries of snow were now softly floating down around them in the supply closet, glistening in the candlelight as they fell. After a few moments of silence, Elsa watched as the Guardian pulled in a long, trembling breath, his arms starting to sink in the air.

"It's just you," he shook, "And what you believe in. And I believe that some things are WRONG, OKAY?!"

Jack's chest was rapidly rising up and down as he struggled to keep his breathing even, his gaze visibly blurring with tears. Fighting it, he squeezed his eyes shut, sticking his hands into his front pocket and hunching into them.

"So maybe," he choked, his voice breaking with emotion, "Just—maybe—Elsa—I haven't spent the last THREE HUNDRED YEARS actively turning around, and looking away, and restraining and restraining and restraining and RESTRAINING from checking out literally a million things that I never wanted to see, just so I could finally, FIN-AL-LY," he groaned, "Get this one, legitimate CHANCE of my own, and—and MESS EVERYTHING UP NOW!"

Jack's eyes flew open, his gaze locking onto hers with a pure, pleading agony as his chin started quavering.

Realizing with terror that he was about to lose control, the Spirit of Winter frantically spun away from her, gripping the bridge of his nose with his fingertips and taking two paces from the Snow Queen to the back of the supply closet. He gasped—and then he gasped again.

Heaving a sob, the immortal, 319-year-old Guardian of Fun then completely broke, trying in vain to hide his face. Staring at her childhood hero in horror as his back and shoulders began to shake uncontrollably with tears, Queen Elsa could practically feel her heart stop beating as the terrible realization sank in.

Jack Frost was crying.

The Fifth Spirit was paralyzed in her place, every muscle in her body frozen. Wanting to cry out in protest, to rush forward and fling her arms around his body, Elsa fought to restrain herself, tightly crossing her arms over her chest and feeling devastatingly useless as the nausea swept over her. She'd seen him cry before, but these tears felt—different. And worse. This brilliant, sweet young man hadn't only suffered from three hundred years of loneliness, or confusion, or an amnesia-induced identity crisis. There existed another layer to him: a specific brand of pain that the Snow Queen knew all too well, remembering the horrifying moments in which she'd held the body of her frozen sister out on the fjord, after all those years of hearing Anna's knocking at her bedroom door and knowing in her heart that there was no possible way she could both protect her sister and open it.

This was the agony of unrecognized, prolonged restraint... that had been for nothing.

Snowflakes were falling harder and faster around Jack's body now, the temperature of the entire supply closet dropping as the sound of his strangled sobs filled the space. His pain was actually palpable, snowflakes falling harder from the ceiling and starting to pile up into tiny drifts on the floor.

"You haven't messed up," she quavered.

Jack sniffled and wiped his arm across his nose, still hiding his face from her. Elsa shyly took a step towards him, trying to give him space, but lingering just close enough so that he would know he wasn't alone.

"You haven't messed up," she repeated, this time a bit louder.

He gasped for air, trying to straighten up. Wiping his arm across his face again, Jack then gave his head a vigorous shake, taking slow, deep breaths as he fought to regain control. Unable to restrain any longer as she watched him struggle to pull himself together, Elsa flipped her hand forward.

Shing! An icy handkerchief flicked into existence, and she held it out, hovering just past his shoulder. At first, Jack didn't notice, but then—seeing it in his peripheral vision—he jolted slightly, reaching across and snatching it without turning around. Quickly blowing his nose as quietly as he could, the Spirit of Winter then stuffed the handkerchief into his front pocket, his ears turning pink in the candlelight.

"The Man in the Moon," Elsa tried again, her voice hardly more than a whisper, "You had no instructions, or anything? For—three hundred years?"

Jack pulled in a shaky breath and gripped the bridge of his nose again, still hunched over and hiding. Giving another sniff, he nodded.

"Yeah," he choked.

He moved his hands to his hair, running his fingers through it. As it fell back into place, a few snowflakes falling from it as it did so, he pulled his hands onto the back of his neck, letting them stay there.

"I mean—it gets easier," Jack whimpered, hesitantly starting to turn back a little bit towards her, "You just—decide to not give in. To temptation. And then you—keep doing that."

"But why—how could—?"

Pulling his hands down again to reach into his pocket, Jack took the ice handkerchief back out and rubbed it across his nose again, still not yet daring to turn all the way around. From the edge of his face, Elsa could see his eyebrows lift the tiniest bit, his eyes puffy and bloodshot.

Her lungs clenched.

An instant later, Queen Elsa's blood was boiling in vicarious fury. "If the Man in the Moon is so wonderful, how could he just leave you like that?" she exclaimed, "How could—why—?"

She shook her head, her heart pounding. The Youngest Guardian let his head fall to the side with a tiny huff. He then placed his hands on his hips, the softly falling snowflakes starting to slow as the winter spirit began to regain control.

"A job interview," he said quietly.

Elsa's eyes widened.

A pensive expression creeping over his features, Jack's facial muscles relaxed by the tiniest bit. "I—didn't know I was being watched," he admitted, his voice still shaky as he turned all the way back around to face her. "The thing with my sister caught Manny's attention, but—that was only the beginning. So, he brought me back, and gave me powers, and then—stepped away. I think he wanted to see what I'd do."

He shrugged and looked to where he had earlier leaned his staff against the side of the supply closet, staring at the shepherd's crook for a long moment. The edge of Jack's mouth then twitched into a bitter, exhausted hint of a smile, and he reached out to pick it up, tossing it to himself and letting his fingers curl around it, clearly familiar with every notch and crevice of the gnarled wood.

"Apparently I impressed him," Jack admitted, staring at the shepherd's crook while he ran his thumb over its edge. "So—I have the Guardian thing now."

The Spirit of Winter gave a tiny shrug, sticking his free hand into his pocket again. Wordlessly, Elsa simply stared at him, watching the movements of his beautiful, downcast eyes.

From the moment they'd met, the Fifth Spirit had found Jack Frost's eyes to be incredible. They were startlingly blue, marked with snowflakes, sparkling with fun and sharp with intelligence. But now, like she was truly seeing him for the first time, she saw something more: a quiet intensity that she hadn't before been quite able to place; a now clear and startlingly obvious reason for why Jack, specifically, had been chosen for his position.

Was this… honor?

Queen Elsa felt a sudden lightness in her body, her heart actually giving a quick flutter as she gazed at him in longing. She'd wanted to trust Jack Frost. She had ALWAYS wanted that. And she'd felt like she could trust him. Jack wasn't perfect, of course, and she knew that, but there were levels—and this whole time, wondering if he was going to suddenly fly away, wondering if he was just using her, wondering if he was actually even a fraction as wonderful as he seemed to be, and—

"I mean!" Jack scoffed suddenly, making her jolt back into the present as he shook his head, "Don't get me wrong—some people might think that taking three hundred years to conduct a job interview, is a little," he paused to glare at the ceiling and raise his voice, "EXCESSIVE! But—I think I kind of get where he was coming from, now."

Feeling unnaturally warm, Elsa bit down hard on her lip, crossing her arms over her chest to restrain from the sudden and intense urge to actually step up to the Guardian of Fun and nuzzle her cheek into his shoulder. "What do you mean?" she squeaked, trying to sound natural.

"Elsa… I'm a Guardian of Childhood."

Jack Frost reached up and rubbed the back of his neck again, his handsome mouth twitched to the side. He looked back into her eyes, his piercing, incredible gaze solemn once again.

"You don't give that sort of job to a creep," he added, a passionate edge on his voice.

Her heart still pounding, Elsa nodded—that did make sense—but then paused.

"I thought you said you were a Guardian of Children?" she asked quizzically.

"Children—Childhood! Look, if you've taken the children out of childhood, then you've lost the whole point," Jack stammered, his cheeks turning a pink as he gestured, "I see them as being the same thing, and—well, it—!"

He cut himself off, giving his head a shake. Closing his eyes, the Guardian of Fun then took a deep breath.

"Will you, Jack Frost, vow to watch over the children of the world," he recited, "To guard them with your life; their hopes, their wishes, and their dreams—for they are all that we have, all that we are, and all we will ever hope to be."

He fell quiet, swallowing with effort. Shyly looking up, Jack then opened his eyes, their intensity and depth rendering Elsa breathless once again.

"Your oath," she realized, giving herself another quick shake as she inwardly swooned. "You said you took an oath. Is that it?"

"North made me memorize it."

Jack looked down to his feet, gulping again. He pulled in his breath.

"I could never hurt you, Elsa," he choked. "And I—you have to know that."

Seeing the pain in his face, she quickly sobered, his agony feeling like a stab to the heart. Gulping as well, Elsa bit the edge of her lip and clasped her hands together in front of her skirt.

"I'm not a child, Jack," she said quietly.

"Yeah, but—that's just it."

The Guardian shook his head, shifting his hand on the staff. She instinctually leaned an inch closer as he drew in a long, careful breath. "People might stop believing in us," he told her, "But—deep down inside?"

He stopped, shaking his head before looking back up into her face.

"Just about nobody ever—completely—stops being a kid," Jack Frost said quietly. "So—my oath applies to you, too."

After another moment of nervous eye contact, the Spirit of Winter crumbled once again, rubbing the back of his neck and looking down to the floor with his white hair falling forward in his face.

Elsa stared at him in awe, once again restraining from her desire to throw her arms around him, to hold him and kiss him and tell him that he was never, ever, going to feel unappreciated EVER again. But she couldn't do that—if she came on too strong while he was just starting to open up, he would feel exposed, and then rush back inside himself to hide. She wasn't particularly good at reading people, but—that was a feeling that the Snow Queen of Arendelle knew all too well. If only there were some way to tell him. To comfort him. If only she—!

"You left this," Elsa blurted suddenly.

A look on confusion swept Jack's face as the Snow Queen walked up to him, holding up her little bag. Pulling open the drawstring, she reached in and took out the heart ornament, its icy shape sparkling in the candlelight.

Realizing what it was, Jack's eyes bulged, his face going pale. "I—!" he stammered, starting to blush, "I—uh, I didn't realize I'd left—wait."

His voice trailed off as he took the ornament, his gaze shifting as he studied it. A few moments later, his eyes widened once again.

"You fixed it," Jack realized.

He looked up. Elsa nodded, clasping her hands together in front of her skirt once again.

"I'm sorry I broke it," she said quietly.

They stared at each other for a few long moments, a gentle silence falling over the room like a blanket of freshly-fallen snow.

Elsa pulled in her breath.

"When I—um—break things," she added quietly, as if afraid of disturbing the sudden quiet, "I think it's really important to—try and fix them."

He nodded, saying nothing. Letting the staff fall back into the crook of his elbow, its end still resting on the floor, she watched as he looked back down to the ornament, gingerly running his fingers over the mended fissure. He hadn't yet turned it over—and the second heart was still on the other side.

"I—never fully realized that you had this side to you," Elsa added, gesturing to the intricate piece, "It must have taken a lot of work for you to make it like that."

"Oh. Uh—thanks."

He bit the edge of his lip, feeling the ornament's weight.

"It did," Jack admitted.

He laughed self-consciously, rubbing the back of his neck as he looked up to Elsa with a sheepish grin. Her anxiety waning, she laughed as well, her heart light at the vision of his smile. "Well, I think your heart is beautiful," she giggled.

Jack stopped laughing.

His eyes wide, he looked to her in surprise, his breath hitched. After a moment, his face fell.

"Oh—you mean—um," Jack muttered, "The—this."

Her lungs clenched with panic as she realized what she had just said, and Elsa nodded frantically. "Right."

"The ornament."

"Yes. The—um," she stammered. "Ornament. Of course."

Queen Elsa! called a voice.

The Fifth Spirit straightened. From somewhere outside the door of the supply closet, she could hear someone calling for her.

"I—um," she said quickly, "I have to go—I've—I've gotta go."

She reach for the door handle, missing it, and then catching it on her second attempt. Blushing, she twisted it.

Chunk.

The door swung outwards, and Elsa picked up the edge of her capelet, starting to step out into the hallway. Placing her other hand on the doorframe, she then paused.

"Actually?" she decided. "No."

Jack looked up again in surprise, his eyebrows lifting as the Fifth Spirit set her jaw. Elsa turned back around to face him, pulling the door shut again behind her.

"That's not what I mean," Elsa corrected, her eyes narrowing with determination as the latch slid into place with a click. "I'm not talking about the ornament. I mean—not that it isn't beautiful, because it's, it is, but—!"

Flustered, she squeezed her eyes shut as she frantically waved her hands back and forth, cutting herself off. Taking a moment to gather her courage, Elsa pulled in a deep breath, then exhaling slowly to calm her racing heart.

The Fifth Spirit opened her eyes, starting to walk towards him as she spoke.

"Jack... I think... that your heart," Elsa said quietly, staring intensely into his eyes as she came up to him. "Is beautiful."

The Snow Queen reached up and placed her palm flat on Jack Frost's chest.

The Guardian's breath caught, his grip tightening on the ornament as his lungs quickly expanded and contracted beneath her palm, his heart pounding so hard that she could feel it without effort through the ice-dusted cloth of his shirt. "Elsa," Jack squeaked, "I—!"

On a sudden rush of resolve, Elsa stood up on her tiptoes and kissed him on the cheek.

The Spirit of Winter froze again mid-sentence, his mouth hanging open in shock. Swallowing hard as her cheeks started to heat—suddenly self-conscious—the Fifth Spirit then gingerly pulled her hand off of his shirt, bowing her head and stumbling back a few paces towards the door.

"I—um," she stammered hopefully, whisking her capelet out of the way. "I really hope to see you at the Ball tonight."

She took another step back, reaching the door handle and miraculously catching it. Jack Frost still couldn't speak, staring at her in wide-eyed disbelief.

Grasping the handle, Elsa pushed the door out a few inches, then pausing to look back at him.

"I want to have at least one good dance," she added quickly.

Elsa shot Jack a nervous smile, her heart pounding as the flabbergasted Spirit of Winter continued to simply stare in silence. Feeling the very last ounce of her courage crumbling away, Queen Elsa then turned from her childhood hero and fled the tiny room.

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(ANOTHER) AUTHOR'S NOTE: Remember how I said that the chapter "Anything" is going to be chopped in half? Okay, I plan on doing it as I post the next one, and this is a JUST SO YOU KNOW note to inform everybody that—the next time I post—it's going to look like it's two new chapters, but it'll actually just be me posting one new chapter and splitting up that other chapter at the same time. Thanks again for reading, I hope this takes care of any potential confusion in advance, and have a fantabulous day! :D

 

Chapter 94: Candles

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: I was really trying to have this done for Valentine's Day, but then my kids got sick (again). So… here. (*awkwardly shoves writing across desk*) Let's see… there's a lot to say, but I'll try to be brief.

REGARDING FROZEN III: Disappointed? Yes. Surprised? Literally not at all. I actually said to my husband going out of the theater that I definitely didn't think they should make a Frozen III, but that Frozen was just WAY too much of a cash cow for Disney to "Let It Go," at this point. I guess I'm a little surprised because of all their not-quite-breaking-the-fourth-wall-but-basically-breaking-the-fourth-wall at the end of Frozen II ("No, we're done," Elsa tells Olaf very directly) and the fact that it sounded like most of the Frozen team except for Jennifer Lee (who appeared to be assuming there'd be a Frozen III) didn't want to do any more Frozen because they were tired. Frankly, I'm really tired. Regarding working Frozen III into Ice Alliance: I'll… try. I guess. I just legitimately don't have the energy to even process worrying about it right now, because frankly, I feel kinda numb from the SHEER NUMBER OF TIMES THEY'VE CHANGED THE PROMPT ON ME AAAAURGH (I'm fine. This is fine. Everything is absolutely Jim Dandy.)

REGARDING AO3: I'm almost… almost… done catching up on posting! For many of you, by the time you actually read this, I actually might be! (I haven't been able to play with any of the "skins" or fancy formatting or whatnot yet, but I'll get there when I get there!)

SOME RANDOM JELSA FANFICTION/FANART RECOMMENDATIONS: So, I'm only actually through Part One (and therefore can't yet technically recommend the whole thing), but if you haven't read the apparently-ongoing Jelsa fic "At The Center" by therentyoupay … oh my word. SO INSANELY well-written. It's so well written that I want to die. It's so well written that I officially hate my writing ( more than usual!). I honestly don't know if I feel more inspired or personally attacked by how much my descriptions suck by comparison (attacked. DEFINITELY attacked), but you desperately need to look it up if you haven't read it already. I actually became aware of it through a few fan sketches by Neimy Kanani , who you ALSO need to look up, because if you haven't seen Neimy Kanani's Jelsa work (and work in general) you are missing out on life. (I actually tried to commission her for a personal non-Jelsa thing last year and never heard back, but it honestly just looks like she's SUPER busy as an artist. When you see her stuff, you'll know why.) (Do I have a personal fantasy that will probably never come to fruition of being able to hire her to do the cover art of my first original fiction piece? Yes? DEFINITELY yes? As I said, it will probably never happen, but she's SERIOUSLY GOOD AND YOU SHOULD LOOK HER UP.)

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94: CANDLES

I think your heart is beautiful.

The 319-year-old Spirit of Winter stood dumbfounded in the closet, staring after Queen Elsa's long capelet as it whisked through the door and out into the hallway beyond. Holding the ice heart in one hand and his staff in the other, he couldn't speak, or even move. Or think. In that moment, Jack Frost knew that every single brain cell he possessed was now trapped in a loop, spiraling around and around that single phrase she'd uttered a few moments before.

I think your heart is beautiful.

She'd said—Elsa had said—!

After what might as well have been another few centuries of silently staring at the supply closet door, Jack Frost gave himself a violent shudder, trying to shake his mind out of the stupor. He HAD to think. Earlier, Anna had said that Elsa believed in him. That she trusted him. And after the previous night, after everything—that wasn't just some frothy, casual compliment. It was hope. Did he really—truly—still have a chance with Elsa? Or was Anna just trying to make him feel better? Was Elsa trying to make him feel better?

He hadn't meant to go all sob story on the Ice Powers Girl about his past, and frankly, Jack was kind of hoping that THAT aspect of his past would never actually come up, because it was embarrassing and it hurt. As for the actual sobbing part, that was EXACTLY as humiliating as he'd feared. But then… Elsa. She'd somehow made it better. How DID she always make him feel better?

Jack Frost closed his fingers around the ice heart, breathing in slowly.

When I break things, Elsa's sweet voice played in his mind, I think it's important to—try and fix them.

Feeling the beautiful chill of the ice pressed against his palm, Jack swallowed with effort. Was she hinting that he should try to fix their relationship? The problem was… Elsa still didn't know what the heart was for. Knowing the brilliant-in-everything-except-for-maybe-this Ice Powers Girl, there was a great chance that she hadn't yet connected that it was meant to be a confession. His confession. Which he'd once again failed to make. For all SHE knew, the ice heart was just his effort to apologize for the Frederik thing, or to mend their so-called "friendship" that he'd just confirmed was just that on the previous night.

He still hadn't told Elsa that he loved her. And it was really nice that she'd want to fix their friendship, but how could he? When having just a "friendship" with his beloved Snow Queen was maybe the LAST thing he wanted in the world, at this point?

Jack still hadn't looked down again yet.

Sucking in his breath, the Guardian of Fun mustered his courage and unclenched his fingers to face the ice heart in his palm. He stared down at it in wonder and awe, seeing the mended fissure across the center of the ornament that he'd spent so many hours obsessively creating. Elsa had done a really good job fusing it back together—in fact, if he hadn't actually known that it had been broken, Jack might not have even noticed the crack. How had she done it? It was like the repair job had been done from the ornament's back, or even the inside. Letting the end of his staff fall into the carpet, the shepherd's crook resting in the bend of his elbow, Jack carefully ran his opposite finger over the piece. In curiosity, he turned it over, to—

Jack Frost's eyes bulged.

On the back of the ornament—there was another heart.

His breaths suddenly coming sharp and shallow, the Guardian's heart started pounding. There—there was ANOTHER HEART. Elsa had fixed his heart with a second one. Was she—was Elsa, saying that—!?

He snapped his head up, staring at the door through which the beautiful Ice Powers Girl had disappeared.

Go after her!

To Jack, in this moment, the sound of his own heart pounding in his ears was the only noise in the universe. Time was frozen. He clutched the ice heart in his hand, numb, and paralyzed in his place.

Go AFTER HER!

Every muscle in his body felt like it was submerged in jelly, even his very thoughts struggling to slog through a thick sludge of disbelief as he unsuccessfully attempted to force his brain to process what had just happened, and whether or not it was actually real.

WITH YOUR FEET , MORON!

Jack startled, snapping into focus and lunging for the door. Feet! Right! He had feet!

BANG! The door's handle crashed into the opposite wall as he threw it open, stumbling through it into the hallway to see where she'd CANDLE!

Skidding to a stop, Jack Frost reeled back, whipping around and catching the door to the supply closet just before it finished swinging shut. Flinging it open again, he darted back inside, plucking the Christmas candle up from off of the shelf where Elsa had set it down earlier in their conversation.

Jack carefully backed out into the hallway once again, watching as the door slowly swung shut with a ca-chunk. He breathed in slowly, then exhaling as he mentally listed his most pressing immediate action items to try to calm down and focus. Find Elsa. Proclaim love. Don't set the castle on fire.

Placing the candle back into its garland in the nearest windowsill and backing away from it, Jack then turned and took off into a full sprint down the hallway.

Normally he would have just leapt into the air at this point, but there were so many Christmas candles around everywhere that he legitimately was scared of making too much wind. But he was still pretty fast, his heart pounding as he ran. Rounding a corner, his heart leapt. At the end of the hallway, the Snow Queen's long, sparkling capelet was floating elegantly down the stairs behind her, her long blonde braid hanging down her back just like always as she descended the steps leading to the main floor. Jack jumped, taking off after her.

" ELSA!"

"EEP!"

The Ice Powers Girl startled off of her feet as he suddenly leapt in front of her, whipping around with her eyes wide and nearly losing her balance on the steps. Jack lurched to catch her as she desperately flailed at the railing, clapping her opposite hand over her heart once she caught it and letting out a laugh of shock.

"Jack!" Elsa gasped, closing her eyes as she gripped the banister, "Heavens! You scared me!"

"Sorry," Jack stammered, "I—!"

As the Snow Queen opened her eyes again, Jack Frost's entire world flipped upside-down.

Draped in her gown of ice and with snowflakes sprinkled through her hair, the beautiful Ice Powers Girl was actually glistening as she stood on the steps before him, her stunning, innocent gaze locked onto his with anticipation, her cheeks flushed a lovely pink and soft lips slightly parted. Jack suddenly felt like his tongue was too big for his mouth. He couldn't speak. Elsa was an actual Snow Angel, looking down upon him from where she was standing two steps higher on this staircase, sparkling in the light from the dozens of Christmas candles all around them in the—

The Fifth Guardian's eyes snapped into focus.

Candles.

The idea struck him all at once, the decision made in an instant.

"I have to go!" Jack blurted.

Elsa's face went pale. "What?" she gasped, "But—"

"—Not forever! I just—I—!"

He cut himself off, taking a deep breath and sticking his free hand into his pocket. The idea still formulating in his brain as he tried to figure out a way to explain it (but without actually explaining it), the Spirit of Winter took one step towards her up on the stairs.

"I just have to—get something ready," Jack said carefully. "That's all."

"Oh. Um—okay."

The Snow Queen looked down, fidgeting with her fingers. Swallowing hard, she shifted on her feet as well as she glanced back up in anxiety.

"And you're going to come back?" Elsa asked shyly.

"Huh? Oh—yeah! Definitely!"

Jack nodded, far too frantically to appear casual. But, appearances hardly mattered at this point.

"The thing starts at seven," he asked, "Right?"

"Six."

Jack grimaced. Looking back to Elsa, the Guardian then gulped, mentally calculating flight time.

"I'll—try," he choked, looking to her in unease. "I—can't guarantee six, but—I'll do my best to be back by then."

The Ice Powers Girl glanced downwards once again, pulling her hands into her stomach and visibly struggling to hide her disappointment. As she started to pull in her breath to speak—

"But I can definitely make it by about seven," Jack added quickly, cutting her off. "Maybe even six-thirty. I promise."

Elsa's shoulders relaxed a bit, and she looked up. The Ice Powers Girl then smiled shyly again, making Jack's heart whump in his chest.

"I believe in you," Elsa whispered.

Seeing the unfettered hope and trust in her beautiful eyes, Jack's heart swelled, his smile impossible to restrain. On the sudden surge of confidence, the Spirit of Winter then climbed up one more step, joining the Snow Queen at equal levels on the stairs.

Pulling his free hand back out of his pocket—his fingers brushing past the heart—he then reached for Elsa's, her cool, soft fingers feeling like silk in his own.

Bowing slightly at the waist, he then lifted her hand to his lips.

"My Queen," Jack breathed.

He could hear the Ice Powers Girl give a tiny gasp as he gently placed a kiss on her knuckles. Looking up into her face, Jack felt his spirit leap as he saw that Elsa's cheeks were flushed with excitement, her mouth hanging open and wide eyes filled with stars as she all but actually panted for breath.

Jack could feel his already wide grin widen even more, this time taking on the edge of a smirk.

Peering up at Elsa through his eyelashes, and without dropping her hand, he then leaned in close to her face.

"Save a dance for me?" he whispered.

Elsa's eyes widened. Hardly able to form words, the Snow Queen just nodded, her chin trembling as her mouth still hung open in an adorable, exhilarated disbelief.

"Uh-huh," Elsa squeaked.

Sweet Manny…. she was practically glowing. Giving her hand a quick squeeze, Jack Frost then dropped it and stepped back, shooting his beloved Ice Powers Girl one last, unfettered smile. His heart soaring, the Guardian then spun around and sprinted past her back up the steps, taking two and a time as his mind raced to remember the location of the nearest balcony.

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Over the course of more than 300 years, Jack Frost had heard a lot of people misuse a lot of languages in a LOT of different ways. It was with this in mind that the Spirit of Winter had the confidence to conclude that to say that Santa's Workshop was busy, at three o'clock in the afternoon on Christmas Eve, would have easily been the understatement of the century.

On the 24th of December, the old telescope dome was a whirlwind of commotion, with everybody doing something, and all doing it faster and more frantically than Jack had ever before seen. The elves were practically in hysterics as they scrambled around on the floor, repeatedly crashing head-on into each other like tiny belled bumper cars, and the yetis, as opposed to their usual deliberate and lumbering gait, were now actually running across the stacked balconies, their enormous furry arms practically bursting with presents and wrapping paper and trailing ribbons. Phil, the head yeti, was standing at the helm of the Globe Control Deck, barking instructions in yeti-ese through a crimson megaphone and directing as well as he could despite the near-constant collisions of elves repeatedly barreling into his ankles.

Shifting his grip on the staff as he took in the scene, Jack Frost leapt into the air, wind pulling at his clothes and hair as he squinted, surveying the entire top level of the Workshop. Seeing nothing, the Guardian then flew to nearest the ledge, dropping onto the railing and crouching down to peer at the balconies below. The flying toys that usually floated through the center of the space had all disappeared (likely packaged up and ready for the night's deliveries), yetis and elves on every level were running this way and that, and—!

Jack's heart jumped into his throat as he caught sight of the bright red coat and contrasting shock of white hair walking into a hallway connected to the lowest level. For there he was: the big man himself.

Santa Claus, the immortal Guardian of Wonder, disappeared from view, accompanied (pursued?) by a small group of frantic yetis holding clipboards and packages and one who actually appeared to be following North with his furry black hat. Placing a hand onto his thigh and pushing himself up, Jack got to his feet again on the balcony rail, trying to swallow his heart back down into his chest as he watched the entourage bustle as a group into the hallway leading to the sleigh. That slightly sick feeling in his gut was beginning to return, the mixture of dread and anxiety churning like the gigantic washing machine on the second floor that North's yetis used to dye fabric for dolls. Jack Frost and the Guardian of Wonder hadn't exactly left on the—best of terms. Like, they'd made up… ish… but it had been far more uncomfortable than usual. Meanwhile… he needed this.

Taking a deep breath, the Youngest Guardian stepped off the balcony.

Jack dropped the first twenty feet almost instantly, then slowing his body to a stop midair, his freezing wind blowing around him and supporting his weight. Shifting his grip on the staff again as he looked towards the hallway, the Spirit of Winter then shot forward, flying effortlessly over the heads of the yetis and elves scurrying about on the floor.

The candlelit hallway widened, filling with the natural light from the windows above, and Jack swung his legs forward to touch down, lighting onto the balls of his feet and jogging the remaining few steps. North was standing next to the sleigh, his enormous hand resting on the wood as he inspected one of the sides. He muttered something to one of the yetis standing at attention beside him, who nodded quickly before taking off into a full sprint towards the center of the workshop, nearly colliding with yet another yeti who was running towards the sleigh, his arms full of an enormous, open tool chest.

Jack leapt out of the way just in time.

THUD! The yeti placed the box on the ground next to the sleigh as quickly and carefully as he could, the box resounding with a number of clanks from the rough metal tools shifting inside. Another yeti running up to join him, he rifled frantically through the tools, then pulling out the largest crowbar Jack had ever seen and handing it off.

Whap. It hit the other yeti's palm, and the worker scurried to the back of the sleigh to lay down on the stone floor, scooting himself underneath to access the undercarriage as a third out-of-breath yeti stumbled up to the Guardian of Wonder, holding out a clipboard and a pencil.

"Hi North," Jack blurted decisively.

His voice was barely audible over the clamor, but the big man stopped, his spine straightening by an inch. Turning around and seeing Jack, the Guardian startled, just about jumping out of his skin.

"Jack Frost?" North gasped, eyes bulging, "What are—why—?"

The yeti with the clipboard shoved it forward again, trying to catch his boss's attention. Noticing, the Guardian of Wonder shook himself, turning to skim the parchment that was being held out before him.

"Can't really talk right now, Jack!" North said gruffly, snatching up the pencil and scribbling a quick signature on the clipboard.

He tossed the writing utensil back to the yeti, glancing away. Jack's attention was pulled away for a moment as an enormous, furry arm suddenly shot out from the undercarriage of the sleigh, the yeti crouched down beside it snatching up the crowbar and handing him a different tool. The arm sucked it back under the sleigh, muttering something in yeti-ese.

CLANG!

"So," Jack tried again, his voice feeling like a squeak, "You—have a lot of candles around here."

CLANG!

The Spirit of Winter shifted on his feet, biting his fist and anxiously looking up at the Guardian of Wonder. A wave of confusion swept North's features.

"Candles?" he asked in befuddlement.

"Uh, yeah. And, you're not really going to be—using them, until you get back tomorrow, so I—I was hoping I could—uh—"

CLANG!

Waving back another approaching yeti from the hall, the Guardian of Wonder leaned in an inch closer, his intense gaze making Jack Frost instinctually cringe at the intimidating closeness.

"Borrow?" he squeaked, "Some of them?"

Santa Claus said nothing for a long, uncomfortable moment as he studied the spindly snow sprite, his eyes narrowing under dark and heavy brows in focus.

His gaze lit up with comprehension.

"Oh! Yes! Of course!" North boomed, drawing himself up again, "Take whatever you need!"

Jack let out all the breath he'd unintentionally been holding in, his shoulders relaxing as his face melted into a smile of relief. "Thanks, North," he exhaled, "I—"

CLANG!

The Guardian of Fun stopped talking to shoot a glare at the sleigh. Glancing back, he realized that North was already looking over another clipboard from yet another frantic-looking yeti, picking up the pencil.

"There are sacks in my office," North said over his shoulder as he scribbled down a quick signature, "Is locked, but you can 'bust in,' I trust?"

"Uh—yeah. I should be able to."

"And—!"

North casually tossed the pencil back at the yeti, who nearly fell over as he fumbled for the tiny stick. Turning his attention back to Jack, the Guardian of Wonder then reached into his coat, drawing something out.

A snowglobe.

"Swirl three times," North enunciated, leaning an inch towards Jack and nearly dropping his voice to a whisper, "Say location, then throw."

Jack's eyes widened as North carefully placed the globe in his hand, then curling Jack's fingers around it and patting them. His bushy eyebrows raised, his expression stern with meaning.

"Do not lose," North added, shaking his pointer finger at the snow sprite.

The Youngest Guardian simply stared at the globe for a long moment in disbelief. Letting out a breathy laugh, he then tossed it gently to himself, feeling its weight.

"Thanks, North," Jack breathed, hopping back a step and preparing to jump into the air, "I owe you one!"

"No."

The Guardian of Wonder shook his head solemnly. He then looked back up, pulling in his breath with far more care than felt appropriate for the situation.

"I have owed you one," North murmured softly.

Jack shot him a strange look. Then—giving himself a quick shake—the Guardian of Fun snapped back into the moment, nodding to acknowledge the statement as he pocketed the snowglobe and started to turn away to leap into the air.

"Good luck, Jack."

His muscles already tensed for the jump, Jack paused.

He turned back to his mentor for a long moment, once again taking in the overwhelming scene. The Guardian of Wonder was already outfitted in his full crimson winter attire, wearing his enormous red coat and being handed his fluffy black hat. Yetis and elves were a frenzy of commotion all around him, yells and clangs and whistles all fading together into a frantic blur of sound as the gigantic man stood in the midst of it all, larger than life, an imposingly calm and focused presence in the center of the whirlwind.

"Good luck," Jack nodded, a hint of a grin tugging at the edge of his mouth. "…Santa Claus."

Placing the hat onto his head, the Guardian of Wonder twisted it back and forth by the tiniest bit, adjusting it as it settled into his hair. Looking to Jack, North then shot him a knowing smile, a twinkle in his eyes as he nodded his head like a salute.

Turning back to the apparent chaos surrounding him, the Guardian of Wonder then resumed in making the final checks and preparations for his annual Christmas Eve ride.

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Placing his hands on his hips, the Guardian of Fun looked around the ice dome, inspecting his handiwork.

At the Workshop, North had chiseled a number of holes into the ice to support his candles—the candles that, like the lights in the trees, lit the smaller offshoot rooms like his office. Jack had taken the opposite approach here, actually growing a few hundred tiny shelves from the walls, rather than damage the structure itself. After all, this little ice ballroom was the first thing that he and Elsa had built together, and he did not want to mess it up. Almost two weeks later, it definitely was still standing, lifted on its enormous pillars over the pond in the forest. And he was seriously hoping it would be romantic enough.

Shouldering his staff, Jack Frost turned and walked over and picked up the crimson sack that now lay empty on the floor, one of Santa's magical bags that could expand to whatever size it needed to be, but without ever passing a threshold of perceived weight. After snatching 244 candles from the Workshop, he figured that he probably had enough, and they were now all set into place. But he still had to figure out how to get them lit at the right time. What he really needed, here, was the ability to somehow light all of the candles at once, without having it take forever, or get blown out by his wind from flying around to each one, or risk having the first ones get all melty before the last ones were lit. And Jack had a plan.

Walking the bag to the edge of the ballroom, Jack dropped the bag, kicking the red cloth across the icy floor into a corner and reaching for the snowglobe in his pocket. He then pulled it out, taking a long moment to consider the swirling colors and sparkles inside.

Okay. Maybe it wasn't as much of a plan as much as, an idea that he (if he could pull it off) was pretty sure was going to work. Jack needed something that could light all of these candles at the same time, like a team of yetis standing by with matches at each wick, or like an enchanted spark incantation. Like a magical flamethrower.

Like a fire spirit.

 

Chapter 95: Spirits

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: I LOVE that Frozen III was announced RIGHT before I was getting ready to post The Chapter With All My Northuldra Headcanons. Let's roll the High-Budget Disney Sequel Dice see if this lasts or expires! (*fanfiction author agony noises*)

When it comes to the Northuldra, in the demi-draft of IA that I am currently working on approximately Whenever I Can, there's a whole new little chunk explaining more about my versions of Yelana/Honeymaren/etc. in chapter 10. The Nutshell Version is that Yelana—the Northuldra leader—is not only basically their "queen," but is also Honeymaren's great aunt, and that Honeymaren (next in line; my version of Yelana doesn't have children) is therefore basically their "princess." Anyways, when it comes to Yelana's and Honeymaren's relationship at the time of meeting Anna and Elsa in Frozen II, THIS is my headcanon of how everything went down:

Yelana (thinking): Oh look. It's more traitorous white people that want to talk to me.

Yelana: *glances around*

Yelana: *grabs Honeymaren's arm*

Yelana: *awkwardly pushes Honeymaren out in front of her*

Yelana: YOU go deal with them

Basically, because Yelana is… Not A Diplomat (BA HA HA), she generally makes Honeymaren handle all of the diplomacy, when it comes to interfacing with people like the Arendellians. According to me, this is why Queen Elsa ends up talking to "Princess" Honeymaren in their camp, even though it would have been FAR more logical for her (as the Queen of Arendelle) to have at least attempted to talk to "Queen" Yelana first. Which she technically COULD have, of course (off-screen), right before ending up sitting by a campfire for Plot Exposition Time with Honeymaren. So that's what I'm going with… and of course I try to play the relationship for humor, because that's what I do.

As for Honeymaren and Ryder's relationship: Yes, I am aware that they are canonically "siblings." (?!) However, because 1. This was never clarified in the film (aka my prompt), and 2. Basically ALL context clues would indicate that Honeymaren and Ryder were originally written/animated to be a recently engaged couple, who were then declared/reworked as "siblings" at the very last possible minute (in the Frozen creators' Desperate Attempt to Please Absolutely Everyone Except For the Helsa People), I am intentionally leaving their relationship vague.

Anyways, you guys are all awesome, and a SPECIAL thank you to everybody who has read and reviewed. Thanks again for being here, and I hope you have a fantabulous day!

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95: SPIRITS (AKA, the obligatory Jack vs Bruni chapter, AKA, Jack Frost Meets The One Part of Frozen II That Literally Everybody Liked)

He would be back.

He would be back.

Queen Elsa pulled in a cleansing breath, closing her eyes for a moment before letting it back out. There were now two hours left until the Ball, and the Fifth Spirit was now in her bedroom, making her final personal preparations. Even though it was only four in the afternoon, it was always a good idea for the queen to be available to greet people and generally just accomplish diplomacy for those who arrived early. Jack Frost, she told herself, would be back, just like he'd promised. And as for her, she just needed to focus on the task at hand.

Clothing, for better or for worse, sent a message—especially for someone in Elsa's position, who had both the ability and opportunity to not only dress in whatever she could have made for her, but in what she made completely by herself. It wasn't just fun or artistic; it was a form of bodily control. And for someone who had spent so many years terrified of losing control of her body, being able to seize that control, even in this small way, was everything.

Tonight's dress design wasn't just about her, or even about Arendelle. No… tonight's dress was meant to send a message, and a specific type of message that she'd never sent before. She doubted that she would have had the courage to—but this wasn't a time to conceal.

Queen Elsa opened the little box of fabric swatches, pulling out a dark piece of cloth that she usually used for baby blue ice. Biting her lip, she stepped away from the dresser, swirling her other hand around her waist as an elegant a-line skirt (appropriate for dancing) burst out over her hips. After pulling the ice over her arms into billowing sleeves, finishing them at her wrists with a pair of thick, uncharacteristically masculine cuffs, she drew herself up, looking back into her reflection and eying the beginning of the dress's shape.

This was going to take a lot of dye.

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Jack Frost shot out of the portal, tumbling into the air and finding himself falling over the spiny canopy of a lush but winterized Scandinavian forest.

ShooooooooONK!

As the swirling gust of colors collapsed in onto itself, the Spirit of Winter flipped over in the wind, looking back towards it and slowing himself down to a stop. With the gentle December breeze pulling at his hair and his shirt, he then surveyed the landscape, feeling the magic snowglobe already beginning to materialize back into his pocket.

The thing truly was magical—in his pocket, it collapsed to the shape of his shirt; a flat, nearly two-dimensional and somehow flexible little circle of shimmering glass. But then, the moment he pulled it out? Boomperfect sphere. He HAD to hand it to magical yeti engineering, for that.

But was he in the right place?

Jack Frost, still hovering, leaned his staff back onto his shoulder, considering the view. He was pretty certain that he was in Northern Scandinavia, given his ability to tell where the oceans and stuff were, and this was definitely a forest. He had told the snowglobe to take him to the Enchanted Forest… even though he felt a little silly saying that out loud. But, that was what Elsa had called it, and this was definitely HER turf, rather than his. Well—hers, and the people who had lived here first.

Jack squinted. In the middle of winter, December meant cold weather, and cold weather meant cold people. If there were people here, there would be fire—aaaaand, there.

Sure enough, far in the distance but still within view, the Guardian could see a few slender, telltale plumes of smoke rising into the air, twisting together against the pink and purple hues of the evening sky.

As he flew towards the smoke, he could start to hear voices from the forest below. They were only chatting—but they were humans. And Jack could pick out the sound of a human voice from a mile away.

His heart leaping, the Spirit of Winter dove.

Within a minute, he spotted a small cluster of people, and swept down to the ground, lighting onto the balls of his feet and running a few steps to slow down. At the front of the group, an extremely pretty young woman with tan skin and a long, dark braid was saying something to those behind her, directing the party with a spear. Jack couldn't quite make out the conversation, but from the girl's relaxed, confident posture and expression, he was guessing that she held some sort of leadership position. And therefore was the person to approach.

Taking a deep breath, Jack flipped his staff back onto his shoulder once again. He pulled himself up, beginning to walk towards the group while keeping his attention fixed upon the young woman.

"Good afternoon, ma'am," Jack Frost announced, giving her a friendly, but hopefully not too friendly, nod of his head. "I'm looking for—uh, an Enchanted Forest."

The young woman didn't respond, turning and beginning to walk again through the trees, and the group followed dutifully behind her. Jack Frost fell quiet, the familiar old feeling of invisibility making his heart sink in his chest as he silently fell into step next to the lady. He hadn't expected for this random young woman, or group of people, to believe in Jack Frost. But if they knew Elsa, and were surrounded by nature spirits, and—! Well, he'd had his hopes.

As another attempt, he sprang in front of the young woman, falling into a hop-step and walking backwards in front of her while waving a hand in her face. And: nothing. The spear-toting lady continued staring straight forward through his body and into the glen, her brown, almond-shaped eyes sharp with focus as she led her group of followers to… somewhere.

Now staring directly at her, Jack had a much clearer view of her face. He was guessing that she was either in her late twenties or early thirties, and while the young woman had thicker brows, a rounder nose, and a fuller upper lip, in a lot of ways, she actually resembled Elsa. Granted—if this was indeed the right forest, and the young woman was actually Northuldran—then it wasn't unlikely that she and the Ice Powers Girl were close relatives, if not actual cousins.

And he didn't have to wait long to find out where she and her party were going.

"Honeymaren!" called out a female voice.

Jack's eyebrows jumped, and he did as well, gingerly hopping out of the way and looking to the direction of the sound. The group was walking into a small clearing, filled with tents and campfires.

"Auntie," the young woman smiled, drawing Jack's attention again. She had subconsciously thrown her shoulders back, striding out into the clearing to meet an older lady with long silver hair and similarly dark, almond-shaped eyes.

The older woman's face cracked into a smile as well (this one much more subtle). She nodded, clearly pleased to see that the group was back at the camp.

"The hunt was better than usual," the young woman declared proudly as she came to a stop, placing her free hand onto her hip and leaning into it. "How did the other groups do?"

To this, the older woman's smile faltered. She shrugged.

"Meh," she grumbled without enthusiasm.

"Yelana?" asked another voice.

Jack Frost watched as a middle-aged man from the camp came up to the older lady. She turned, acknowledging him with a curt nod.

"We've finished cleaning the first ones," the man asked her, "And Honeymaren's group is back—does that mean we can start?"

"Yes. Go ahead."

There was that name again. Jack racked his memory to place it—Elsa had definitely said something about this young woman.

The Northuldra don't really have royalty, the memory of the Ice Powers Girl's voice echoed in his mind. But Honeymaren is basically their princess.

"We were waiting until your hunting party returned to begin cooking," the older woman—Yelana, clearly the Northuldra leader—explained to the younger one.

"Thanks, Auntie." Honeymaren nodded. "Is the Fire Spirit already here, or are we going t—"

FWOOOOM!

Jack startled into the air in shock as the fire circle on the ground next to him erupted into a ten-foot column of fire, then whipping around to see that every single campfire in the camp had done the same thing, cries of terror and alarm ringing out through the clearing.

Unfazed, the young woman with the spear nonchalantly turned around, then placing her free hand onto her hip once again.

"Yooou," she chided.

A chittering sound sounded from the underbrush. Honeymaren smirked—a knowing, smug little signature of an expression; her chin tilted back with an almost flirtatious level of confidence.

"You know very well," she teased, chuckling, "That Elsa wouldn't approve of that kind of behavior."

"Brrrrrrrrrrrpt!"

The little blue salamander chirped again, his reptilian face breaking into a visual giggle of an expression. Honeymaren scoffed good-naturedly, rolling her eyes and shaking her head as she turned back to face her aunt.

The older lady frowned, her expression drawn tight with a disapproving contempt.

"You really shouldn't be referring to the mythical Fifth Spirit as Elsa," she grumbled.

Honeymaren's left eyebrow lifted. "Why are you so uncomfortable with it?" she shrugged. "It's her name."

"It's not respectful."

"Auntie, Elsa has asked us to call her Elsa."

For a long moment, the two women stared each other down, no sound between them except for the crackling of the fire. The younger lady finally pulled in her breath, dropping her spear down from her shoulder and leaning forward with her eyebrows lifted to punctuate her next statement.

"Repeatedly," Honeymaren added.

Jack Frost couldn't restrain his grin.

"Honeymaren!" called out a voice, "You're back!"

Her eyes lighting up, the girl straightened, spinning around. "Ryder!"

A young man came running up to her from across the camp, flinging his arms around her with adoration as Honeymaren laughed. He rocked them back and forth once, and then pulled back, dropping his arms back to his sides as she stepped away.

"How was the hunt?" the young man asked with a goofy grin, "The reindeer were getting restless. You know they fight over who gets to go with you."

"It was good."

Jack wasn't sure what the relationship between the two was, but as their conversation continued, he quickly stopped paying attention. Looking to the side as their voices faded into a blur, Jack's eyes narrowed as he searched the ground for the tiny blue salamander.

Over past a cluster of trees not far from the camp, Jack could see that the forest opened slightly, the last of the day's precious sunlight pouring down onto a rock. The Fire Spirit, apparently still at least part reptile, had seen this as well, scampering up onto its surface to lie down.

Jack bounced forward off the balls of his feet, jumping a foot into the air and flying over the meet it. Touching down onto the surface of the snow surrounding the rock, Jack stuck his hand into his pocket, attempting to school his expression to not betray the desperation he felt.

He pulled in his breath.

"Hey there, little fella," Jack whispered.

Halfway through turning itself around to flop down, the salamander paused, looking up in curiosity. Jack lifted his fist to his mouth, clearing his throat.

"You're the Fire Spirit," he started. "I'm a spirit, too. Not quite the same as you, but—that's why they can't see me. I mean—I'm pretty sure they can't."

He shrugged and reached up to rub the back of his neck. The salamander simply stared at him, regarding the Guardian of Fun with interest. As it suddenly flicked out its tongue to lick its own eyeball—a gesture that Jack took to be encouragingly casual, for the creature—the Spirit of Winter pulled in another breath.

"And I'm in a really big hurry right now, so I'd honestly rather keep it that way," Jack Frost admitted, glancing back in the direction of the Northuldra camp as he stretched out his hand, "So, I don't want to make a scene. And I know that you don't know who I am, but—uh—I'm really going to need you to come with me."

Jack held still, his gaze pleading as the backs of his fingers brushed against the stone, inviting the salamander to climb into his palm. A tight silence fell across the two spirits; the tension in the sunlit, snowy grove as palpable as it was intense.

The Fire Spirit looked down at Jack Frost's outstretched hand.

He then looked up into Jack's eyes.

He blinked.

FHSS!

"Ow!" Jack jolted, jerking back as a spark of flames suddenly shot across the stone right beneath his hand. Shaking out his fingers with a grimace, he looked back at the salamander when—

FWOOM!

The Guardian gasped and sprang to the side, instinctively flipping into a roll just as the ground where he had been crouching only a second earlier exploded into flames. Coming onto his feet again, Jack then caught his balance, straightening up as a number of voices from the camp started yelling to one another, leaping to their feet and snatching up spears and weapons to sprint towards the sudden and violent-looking bonfire.

Pulling in a calming, almost parental breath, Jack Frost looked back to the Fire Spirit and glared daggers at the salamander.

"The point," he gritted, enunciating the t as his eyes narrowed, "Was to not make a scene."

FWOOOOM!

"Oh, COME ON!"

The closer Northuldra people startled back with cries of shock and horror as the 15-foot wall of flames ripped across the ground in an instant, lavender-colored fire completely encircling the Fire Spirit with the Guardian like a fighter's ring. As the unnatural heat began rapidly melting all of the December snow around him, Jack's head started to swim. Fighting it, the Guardian of Fun squinted through the wobbly heat-altered colors to see the Fire Spirit go scurrying past him on the forest floor, scrambling through the underbrush and darting up into one of the nearest flaming trees.

The Spirit of Winter's eyebrows lifted, a rush of anticipation shooting through his veins as he followed the salamander with his eyes, watching as the purple flame leapt from the branches. The Fire Spirit was clearly convinced that the trees would give him an incomparable advantage over the poor, weak little white-haired human boy on the forest floor, who of course would be unable to follow, helplessly bound to the earth's surface like a pile of rocks.

Jack Frost's left eyebrow twitched upwards.

Bad move.

Kicking off, and the Guardian of Fun shot into the air.

Slowing about forty feet up, the Spirit of Winter pulled himself to a stop, his hair ruffling in the wind as he hovered in the space between the trees' branches. He turned, glancing this way and that. After a few moments, Jack's eyes fell upon the sight of the little blue salamander already sitting down to rest in the crook of a tree, nestling himself into a pile of snow with a yawn.

That figured. As the Guardian flew over towards him, pausing beside the tree to hover in the air, the Fire Spirit casually glanced upwards to—

"PBBREEE!" it startled, leaping back with his eyes bulging.

Jack restrained from a snort. A knowing little smirk tugging at the edge of his lips, the Spirit of Winter then turned his palms outwards, giving the salamander a casual shrug.

"Yeaaaaaah," the Guardian chuckled, shaking his head and tossing his staff into his opposite hand as he floated next to the tree. "I actually fight better from the air."

"PBAWT!" the Fire Spirit squawked in confusion, leaping back again on the branch before whipping around and darting away.

FWOOM!

All of the winter-bare branches around them suddenly erupted into flames, the oppressive heat bearing down on Jack from all directions like it was meant to smother him. The Guardian's jaw set, his mind automatically streamlining into the rapidfire focus of Battle Mode. He couldn't use ice powers—now that the Northuldra were all standing there and watching the fight, if their Fire Spirit suddenly got blasted with snow, they'd have every reason to believe that something was SERIOUSLY wrong. And that it was Elsa's fault.

Especially given the events of the previous twenty-four hours, he obviously couldn't have THAT. Hunching over and coughing into his elbow as his mind raced, the Spirit of Winter squinted through the shimmery air currents to see the Fire Spirit making his getaway through the forest, leaping from tree to tree so fast that Jack almost had to wonder if the little salamander had flight powers himself. As for the Guardian, beyond a gentle little dusting of frost, there wasn't much that he could actually do in the ice-and-snow department that wouldn't risk burying Elsa in drama. Luckily, Jack Frost had a few other magical tricks up his sleeve.

And he'd had enough with this HEAT.

WHOOSH!

Jack swept his staff forward, commanding the wind to send a gust of icy air ripping through the trees. The engulfing flames all around him snuffed out like they were nothing more than birthday candles, and Jack let out his breath in relief at the chill of the wintery breeze. Turning himself in the air, he then shot forward again, darting through the forest after the Fire Spirit.

Tree after tree exploded into flames, and Jack expertly flung the end of his staff in one direction and then the other, blowing the tree branches back and forth to extinguish them as soon as they appeared. The Fire Spirit dove, and Jack dove as well. The salamander darted along the ground, lighting up its path as it ran, and the Guardian was soon close on its tail, leaping into the air just as soon as the salamander shot up into one of the trees again, lighting the forest in an explosion of lavender flames.

FWWWOOM!

And the Fire Spirit was gone.

Flying up into the trees, Jack looked around himself, seeing nothing but magical fire in every direction. Growling to himself in frustration, he came to a hover, feeling the heat all around him even more intensely now that he'd expended a great deal of energy in the salamander's pointless chase.

From somewhere below, Jack Frost suddenly noticed in his peripheral vision that there was a strange little whirlwind of leaves swirling directly beneath where he was hovering.

Confused, he gave his head a quick shake. Pulling his knees up for a moment as his vision began to sway from the smothering heat, Jack then shot upwards, breaking through the forest canopy and soaring up into the open sky beyond.

The blast of freezing December air hit him all at once, crisp and alive, reviving him like all of his veins had suddenly rushed with cold water. His energy beginning to build again as his vision cleared, Jack realized while gasping for air that he could see from this height that the trees below were all bursting into flame in a line, a blazing pink and purple path following the little salamander's trail. The lively breeze blowing around him as he felt his full strength return, he chuckled, pulling his staff back as his muscles tensed.

Hey, WIN—!

WHOOOOOOOSH!

Jack's body was suddenly blasted forward in the air, an unseen force knocking him into a flailing mess of arms and legs tumbling downwards through the sky before he could finish the command. Jack scrambled to right himself in frantic confusion as the disorienting wind shrieked in his ears, swinging his legs down just ten feet above the branches of the tallest trees. "WHAT th—!"

FWOOSH!

He was blasted to the side again, the usually obedient wind slamming into him like a wall and flinging him off balance. As soon as he regained control over his body, Jack spun around and pushed back against it, gritting his teeth with his eyes squinted into slits as he withstood the violent current, feeling it furiously ripping at his hair and his clothes.

His muscles were beginning to burn as he pushed and pushed, fighting his way through the sudden, nonsensical onslaught of air. Realizing with frustration that they were in a stalemate, Jack Frost scoffed angrily, closing his eyes.

And he gave in.

The wind overtook his body the instant he surrendered, spinning Jack into a twister over the forest as the Guardian went intentionally limp in its grasp. Hardly able to think over the deafening shrieking in his ears, the Spirit of Winter could feel the wind spinning him like a pinwheel, flipping him over and over so fast that his stomach started to lurch as he was thrown around, and around, and around again. He could barely hold onto his staff. The air all seemed to be collapsing in upon itself, upon him, the sky beyond going gray with the whirlwind's gathered dust and dirt.

It was time to end this. Despite what this unseen opponent wanted him to believe, this was fun, Jack told himself. And he was HAVING fun.

FUN.

Fighting the intense pull of their combined inertia, Jack Frost pulled his arms and legs into his chest, letting the whirlwind continue to have otherwise full control over his body as he curled himself into a ball in the air. His head spinning as he was tumbled over and over again, he clenched his eyes and mouth shut, focusing all of his energy into the concentrated burst of magic in his chest.

He could feel it building, the jittery pressure against his ribcage growing stronger and stronger as his stomach churned, and he gritted his teeth, feeling it building, the excitement, the joy, the fun—!

A scream of exertion escaped Jack's lips as the tidal wave of emotion broke through his skin.

"AAAAURGH!"

POW!

Sparkling blue light exploded from the Guardian's body in all directions as he threw his arms outward, the concentrated shock wave of Fun Magic blasting into the wind.

And all went still.

Struggling to catch his breath, Jack Frost hung for a moment by one hand from his shepherd's crook, willing it to hover horizontally over him in the air as he tried to relocate his strength.

"Rrrraugh!" Using the very last of his energy to pull himself up, Jack was able to throw his elbows over its side, gasping for breath as his body dangled below like he was hanging onto the side of a pool. Swinging himself back and forth a couple of times, he managed to then toss his left foot over the end, finally allowing the Spirit of Winter to shakily drape his body across his floating staff, gripping it for balance and resting his cheek on its length as the faint blue sparkling floated silently down around him in the air.

Turning his head, the Guardian of Fun watched in interest as the cluster of leaves slowly danced around one another to his left, the sparkle of Fun Magic consolidating from their immediate vicinity as they dazedly bobbed and bumped into one another. All in all, the group of leaves was acting like an invisible being that wasn't feeling particularly angry or defeated, but—simply confused.

Regarding the floating cluster of leaves, Jack Frost nodded.

"Wind Spirit," he stated breathlessly.

The leaves stopped spinning in their slow dance, all turning in the same direction as if to stare at the Youngest Guardian in awe. A few of them loosening from the cluster to fall towards the forest as the blue sparkles started to fade, the remaining ones then, as a group, all bobbed once in the air, dipping and then sweeping back up like they were nodding as well.

In spite of himself, Jack smiled weakly. Feeling himself starting to regain his strength, he carefully pushed himself up, twisting his wrists about on the shepherd's crook and struggling into a sitting position on the staff. "Feeling better now?"

Whoosh!

Jack jolted, nearly falling off the staff as the group of leaves suddenly dove, sweeping into the front pocket on his hoodie and inflating it like a balloon. As they flew back out the other side in a rush, spinning into a cluster again, he laughed.

"Good," Jack chuckled, adjusting himself on the shepherd's crook to place his right foot onto its length and let his opposite leg dangle over the side. "And I'm not trying to hurt your friend. I just need him to hear me out."

Now playfully pulling at his hood, the Wind Spirit paused, floating silently in the air again in an unspoken question.

"Without setting me on fire."

The leaves jumped, dancing back together with another collective, nod-like bob in the air.

Now feeling like himself again, Jack Frost thoughtfully gazed back down towards the ground, his breathing nearly back to normal as he leaned back onto one palm on the floating staff, carelessly resting his opposite forearm across his knee. The line of magical fire in the leaves below formed a clear trail over the spiky forest canopy, the path shooting away from the nearby river as tree after tree burst into flame. Clearly, the Fire Spirit was trying to gain a better fighting point—surrounded by woodlands, and as far away from barriers as possible. If Jack wanted to get this over with quickly, then he would have to put a stop to that.

"I was thinking that I could corner him over… there," the Guardian explained as the leaves swirled around him, pointing towards a nearby forest cliff face.

It looked like a good spot, right at the bottom of where the ground of the forest suddenly dropped into a wall of—Manny. Was all of that stone?

"Think you can get me over there?" Jack asked with a shrug, starting to lift his hand towards his hair.

A few of the leaves fell, softly spiraling down towards the rest of the forest while the remaining five swept themselves up into a bunch. As a group, they then turned and rushed into Jack's outstretched palm.

Whap.

Jack paused in his motion, his eyebrows furrowing in confusion. After another moment—as it hit him—the Guardian's face broke into a grin, his eyes practically rolling of their own accord as he scoffed.

"I've never gotten a high five from the wind before," he laughed, "But—first time for everything, right?"

The leaves bobbed in the air, and Jack Frost could feel the wind beginning to swirl around him, lifting his body from the staff and pulling at his hair. His heart leaping with anticipation, he grabbed the shepherd's crook out from underneath himself and turned around in the air to aim his body towards trees close to the cliff face.

His eyes narrowed in focus.

"Let's have some fun," Jack breathed.

WHOOOOOOOSH!

Jack Frost's breath was sucked back into his throat as the Wind Spirit blasted him forward like he was being fired from a gun, shooting the Guardian's body over the forest faster than he'd ever felt in three hundred years. Hardly even registering the trees zipping by below him, Jack's heart was pounding, a laugh of shock bubbling from his lips as he stretched his arms out to his sides.

"WHOOOOOOO-HOO!"

Just before colliding with the cliff face, the wind jerked him back by his shirt, Jack's feet swinging down and forward before him. "Ope!"

FWOOM!

Before he could register the change of velocity, Jack felt himself being blasted in an enormous gust of air from below, the Wind Spirit flinging him up hundreds of feet into the sky like it was tossing a ragdoll and making Jack's heart practically burst from his chest again. The Spirit of Winter could practically hear the laughter of the leaves billowing around him as he flailed helplessly for balance, decelerating to a stop at the peak of the mountain-high arc as the wind suddenly vanished, letting its grip on the Guardian's body vanish and sending Jack into a complete gravitational freefall.

"AAAAAAAAAAAAUGH!" he screamed, "WHOO-HOO-HOOOO!"

WHOOSH!

Just before hitting the canopy, the Wind Spirit seized him again, flipping his body three times and then swinging him down through the branches, this way and that as they shot him through the forest. Finally, almost to the ground, Jack braced himself to fall into a run as the gust of wind carrying him suddenly vanished, dropping him into the fresh snow.

With far too much momentum to smoothly land into a run, the Guardian of Fun quickly tripped over his feet, diving into a roll as he crashed into the snow-covered ground with a crunch.

For a few moments, Jack Frost lay on his back in the snow, gasping for breath with a goofy grin on his face and staring up into the December-bare trees and the clear blue sky beyond. His heart was pounding, racing faster that it had for a LONG time—and, before he'd even caught his breath, a cluster of leaves suddenly swirled into his vision, pausing over his face.

Fwhoosh?

Jack nodded to indicate that he was okay. He smiled weakly.

"You're fun," he gasped.

The leaves began to lightheartedly dance around themselves in the air. Trembling, the Spirit of Winter pulled himself up by his staff and got onto his feet to then dizzily stumbled forward, nearly tripping in the drunken grapevine as he struggled to regain his sense of balance. Jack clapped his hand over his mouth, letting out another breathy laugh of disbelief as he looked down to the swirling leaves in awe.

I have GOT to come back here more often.

As the ringing sensation in his ears subsided, Jack Frost grinned, pulling his hand away from his face. Now, that—THAT was fun. He'd commanded the wind for forever, but now he was wondering if it might be more fun, every once in a while, to just let the wind do its thing. But this was special wind. And one of Elsa's friends, apparently. To which he—

FWOOOOM!

Jack startled out of the daze as the trees above him suddenly burst into flame, their oppressive heat bearing down upon him once again. Shaking himself as the leaves blew away, the Guardian of Fun shifted his fingers on the staff, remembering his entire purpose for coming to this forest in the first place.

He groaned inwardly as the salamander came scurrying down a tree trunk in front of him, its eyes narrowed in challenge. It chirped and scampered back and forth, glaring him down like a taunt before darting up into the flaming trees once again. Jack's teeth clicked together in frustration. The little jerk was trying to wear him out.

Standing on the forest floor, Jack was not at all surprised to see the trees around him burst into flame. Taking the obvious bait, he swept his staff over his head again, making them blow out. He had to play the salamander's stupid little game, until he thought of a better idea.

If this was a matter of endurance, then cornering the Fire Spirit might not actually do anything; he would just keep lighting everything up, and Jack would keep blowing it out. If he used ice, then he could freeze everything over, but that wasn't an option—and he wasn't sure about using fun magic, for the Fire Spirit.

He'd used fun magic on the Wind Spirit, no problem. The wind had attacked him, and he responded. Fair enough. But with the Fire Spirit, he was hoping to actually take the flame-spitting creature out of the Forest for an evening. Using magic to persuade the little guy to actually leave seemed sketchy at best—and he didn't even want to think of how Elsa would react, if she took it the wrong way.

But MANNY, fun magic was tempting. More and more jets of flames shot across the ground, igniting the forest around them as Jack spun his staff back and forth, sending blast after frantic blast of wind to extinguish each one. The December snow had by now completely vanished all around them, exposed dead underbrush appearing, damp for a few moments before drying in the intense and exhausting heat.

Without resorting to using ice magic, Jack knew that he couldn't keep this up much longer.

In frustration, the Spirit of Winter stopped fighting, drawing himself up. He pulled in his breath, shifting into a purely defensive position while holding the staff and letting the flames burn.

"I JUST WANT TO TALK!"

The fire ripped into a circle, forming a ring of flames all around him on the ground. The Guardian's knuckles went white on the staff, his shoulders tensing as his heart rate jumped.

"WILL YOU JUST LET ME EXPLAIN?" he yelled over the flames, glancing frantically around and trying to locate the salamander, "I'M HERE BECAUSE I NEED YOUR HELP, OKAY? LET ME EXPLAIN!"

The circle of fire was getting smaller, collapsing in closer and closer around him as the crackling sound became nearly deafening. Jack's entire body was beginning to feel drained, his head swimming from the suffocating heat as he could barely make out the sight of the Fire Spirit standing on a rock just beyond the edge of the flames, watching him with narrowed eyes.

Gathering every ounce of his courage he possessed, Jack coughed into his arm, his eyes squeezed nearly shut.

"It's for ELSA!"

And something in the air went still.

The fire somehow seemed to pause as well, still burning, but not inching any closer to Jack. Coughing weakly again, the Spirit of Winter could start to see black spots in his vision, but drew himself up.

"I wasn't wanting to talk about it," Jack squeaked out, his voice hoarse, "Or really tell anyone, yet, or—look. I'm a winter spirit, I'm really, really in love with Queen Elsa, and if I don't get her to see that by tonight, I might lose her forever."

For a long moment, Jack stood in the circle of fire, seeing the shadowy outline of the mythical Fire Spirit watching him through the flames. Coughing, he hunched forward to place his palms onto his thighs, barely able to stay standing as he leaned into them.

Fwwwoosh!

The fifteen-foot tall wall of flame around him leapt into the air, extinguishing almost completely as the vast majority of the fire went dancing up into the tree branches and extinguishing into twisting twirls and ribbons above Jack's head. Despite the remaining foot or so of fire still burning around him on the forest floor, threatening to reignite, the Forest went comparatively still again.

Relieved at the chill of the December air sweeping around his body, Jack Frost heaved another cough. In amazement, he then looked up to realize that the Fire Spirit was still standing on the rock outside the fire circle from earlier, some fifteen feet away, watching his movements.

The winter spirit and the fire spirit stared into each other's eyes in silence for a long moment, the magical flames crackling between them in the underbrush and once again setting the hair on the back of Jack's neck on end. His strength beginning to return despite the smoldering fire circle, he shoved his fingers into his hair, his face tight with anxiety.

"And I have this setup—everything's ready," Jack choked, gazing with pleading into the Fire Spirit's eyes, "But it's got a lot of candles, and I can't light them all at once by myself, and I need this date to be blasting magical, okay?"

The salamander's eyes were still slits.

Fwissssssh.

The ring of fire around him blew out completely, leaving Jack Frost standing in the middle of a thick circle of blackened underbrush. He let out a sigh of relief and gave the Fire Spirit a grateful nod, walking to the edge of the burned brush and stopping, leaving a five-foot space between himself and the Fire Spirit's rock.

The salamander's pupils began to dilate, the dark and threatening slits beginning to round out into a slightly more rounded shape. Seeing it, the Guardian started to move another tiny step towards him, t—

FOOM!

"HSSS!" the Fire Spirit spat as his back burst into flame, his pupils suddenly threatening slits once again.

The Spirit of Winter froze in his tracks, his eyes wide. Looking at the salamander's expression, he gulped, holding completely still and restraining from shoving his free hand into his hair again.

He knew what he had to do.

This had better be worth it, Jack thought.

Holding his breath, the Guardian carefully lowered himself down into a crouching position, not taking his eyes off of the salamander. Gathering his courage, he then slowly stretched his arm out behind his body, holding his staff a few inches over the ground.

He dropped the shepherd's crook, his weapon landing with a soft crunch in the underbrush.

The Fire Spirit's eyes widened, his pupils dilating into full circles as he stretched his neck the slightest bit forward in curiosity. The Guardian of Childhood nodded, moving his right leg back and lowering himself down onto one knee, and then the other, as he got onto the ground.

If experience and observation had taught Jack anything about de-escalation with someone small, it was to get on their level.

Finally, the Spirit of Winter placed his palms flat into the underbrush. With the Fire Spirit watching in surprise, Jack lowered himself onto his stomach, propped up only by his elbows.

"See?" Jack whispered, shaking his head, "Not gonna hurt you. I just want to talk."

The Fire Spirit simply stared at him in wonder.

Voices were approaching. The fire around them in the grove of trees had completely died down, but Jack felt the hair on the back of his neck stand on end again, sensing the Northuldra's approaching presence.

"There isn't much time. But here's the thing," Jack whispered, the choked confession tumbling out at all once, "I—really love Elsa. I just think she's amazing, and—and I'm pretty sure she likes me, too."

He pleadingly stared into the Fire Spirit's eyes, hearing the crackling of underbrush being trampled under human feet behind them them in the forest.

"And we're both winter spirits," he added with a nervous laugh, "And—well, there aren't a lot of those just hanging around, you know? I'm never getting a chance like this again, and—honestly, neither is she. Because, I'm pretty sure she likes me. You see?"

The little salamander's eyes narrowed with skepticism.

"Proof," Jack sighed, kneading his eyebrow with his left hand, "You want proof that I'm—okay."

He army-crawled forward on his elbows, the underbrush gently crunching beneath him as he came up to the Fire Spirit's rock, stopping within a body's length of the salamander. Glancing back towards the people behind them—now probably only thirty feet away—Jack gulped. Letting out his breath, he then shook his head, looking back to the Fire Spirit and turning over his palm.

A single, glistening snowflake materialized in the air over it, turning slowly and catching the light. It was only a few millimeters in height, but Jack hoped it would be enough.

The Fire Spirit's eyes widened again, staring at the snowflake. Taking this as confirmation, Jack's heart leapt.

"Winter spirit guy," he explained carefully, closing his hand and making the snowflake disintegrate, "Loves winter spirit girl. And I'm not expecting you to help me, because we just met, but—for Elsa?"

The salamander was clearly considering the offer. Jack reached up towards him, keeping his movements and slow and deliberate as he could as he once again placed his open hand face-up on the surface of the stone.

"I'll have you back to the Enchanted Forest by tonight," he added on a whisper.

"Hey, Honeymaren?" asked a voice, "What do you make of this?"

Jack Frost glanced back in the voice's direction, his heart rate jumping as he realized that the young man from earlier—Ryder?—was now standing about forty feet away from him, pointing at the base of a tree near where Jack had touched down with the Wind Spirit. Now toting a spear once again, the young woman from earlier stepped forward out of the group, jogging over to where the young man was pointing at the disturbed underbrush. Honeymaren then bent down, gingerly touching the ground.

"Something fell here," she said after a long moment, gesturing at where he had crash-landed, "And… then struggled to get up. It happened in the last few minutes; the snow here would have had to have already been melted by the Fire Spirit for the underbrush to be disturbed like this…"

Jack's heart jumped into his throat. The girl was a tracker.

Of course she was.

"Okay—um," Jack whispered, anxiously looking back to the salamander, "I'm gonna need a decision fast, little guy."

At some point, they were going to notice that the nearby blackened underbrush was actually in the shape of a giant ring. The Fire Spirit glanced in the direction of the Northuldra people behind them, where the young woman with the spear was intensely studying the underbrush. Then—looking back to Jack's hand—the salamander's face broke into a wide grin, and he chirped, bouncing into the Spirit of Winter's palm and settling into its freezing new nest with a purr.

Jack let out all the breath he had been holding in in relief. Smiling, he bit the edge of his lip, and—

From behind him, Jack Frost suddenly heard everything go eerily still.

"Footprints?"

Jack's eyes widened. Yep. Right.

Time to go.

Getting back up onto the balls of his feet as carefully as he could, trying not to disturb the underbrush in the silence, the Spirit of Winter then placed his free hand onto his thigh and pushed himself up. Reaching back with his foot, he then eased his toes under the staff and kicked into the air, catching it with his opposite hand.

"You good with wind, little fella?" he breathed, lifting the salamander onto his shoulder.

The Fire Spirit chirped in excitement, dancing on its feet for a moment before settling into the edge of his hood. As Honeymaren slowly looked up in their direction—her eyes narrowing, like she was trying to make out something she couldn't quite see—Jack Frost then launched into the air, shooting into the sky as the people below cried out and started yelling to each other in confusion and protest, seeing their mischievous Fire Spirit soaring upwards and out of sight.

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"We have to start it at some point, Elsa," Queen Anna said quietly.

Swallowing the lump in her throat, the Fifth Spirit looked down to her feet, her hands tightly clasped together in front of her skirt. Her expression drawn, she then reluctantly glanced up over the crowded ballroom towards the clock on the far wall.

"You're right," Elsa choked. "But I—I was thinking that, if we waited just a few more minutes, that—!"

She let her voice trail off, feeling her cheeks reddening.

As if reading her mind, the enormously pregnant young queen took a tiny step towards her, reaching out her hand. Elsa unclasped her own, gratefully taking her little sister's as Anna gave her a warm, reassuring squeeze.

"He'll be here," she whispered. "You told me that even he was expecting that he might be late. And that he told you so."

"I know. I just—I was just hoping—!"

Queen Elsa swallowed again. Then, giving herself a shake, she drew herself up. She would believe in Jack. He WAS going to show up, just like he'd promised.

He was.

Feeling herself slipping right back into the controlled calm of royal procedure, the Snow Queen's spine naturally straightened of its own accord. "You're right, Anna," she stated, the half-smile of the Queen Face on her features. "These people have waited for long enough. It's time for the Christmas Eve Ball to begin."

 

Chapter 96: The Ball Begins

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey, guys! Not much to say, so I'll get right to it:

Regarding the DEMI-DRAFT: A completely reconstructed chapter 5 has been posted! (Some stuff has been cut, some has been added, but it's altogether a lot better now.)

Responding to Guest Reviewers: I'm going to try to get back on top of this again (my small children. I am behind in everything, and blame my adorable wonderful small children). XD

To the Guest Reviewer who wrote, "I want to hug and strangle almost every character in this story for putting me through emotional angsty hell": Me too. Me too, my friend. XD

To the Guest Reviewer Toymaker: You can't know how much that means to me—although I am also astounded how long this is taking (I started writing this as a college student). ;)

To Guest Reviewer Pstar7: (*whispers*) thank yoooooooooou I worked so hard on that chapter I can't even describe it

CONTENT WARNING: General acknowledgement of the fact that Elsa's sexuality got politicized (which always has delightful consequences). A desire for representation is COMPLETELY legitimate, and of course people can ship whoever they want to ship. But to demand that a preexisting character be REWRITTEN to rip the representation away from those who the character was actually written to represent (in Elsa's case, people with depression) in favor of regifting the representation to a group that's more politically trendy at the moment is problematic at best. (If you want a lesbian character, then you need to actually WRITE a lesbian character— not just point at the smart girl, please! Women are more complicated than that!)

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96: THE BALL BEGINS

"And—as I am currently slightly obstructed from being able to do so," the enormously pregnant Queen Anna finished, drawing some chuckles and smiles from the ballroom of people as she gestured towards her stomach, "My sister, the Acting Queen of Arendelle, will start this evening's Christmas Eve Ball by dancing with the visiting Crown Prince of the kingdom of Kingsley, Prince Frederik."

Anna stepped back, looking to Elsa with an encouraging smile. Elsa returned it nervously, drawing a look of concern from her sister, but then drew herself up the best that she could, glancing outwards.

As the handsome prince stepped out from the crowd and began to walk towards the throne platform, a hush swept over the ballroom. And the stares—oh, there were stares. Even though no one spoke, Elsa could see the whispers lighting up in people's eyes; expressions of shock and excitement and furious betrayal all fixing upon her at once. She could feel the hairs on the back of her neck stand on end as her insides turned to stone.

This was going to make people angry.

Queen Elsa was keenly aware of all of the gazes as they, in unison, shifted from Prince Frederik to up where she was standing on the throne platform. Her stomach twisting, she then watched herself walk forward, the two stairs before her leading down to the dance floor suddenly looking far larger than usual, and almost dangerous. This wasn't simply like her coronation, where the worst that could be discussed was her physical appearance, or her intellect, or her ability to lead. Somehow, the reactions she was about to receive had evaded her until this moment, and now it was too late to turn back.

The truth was that the famous Snow Queen of Arendelle was powerful, intelligent, and—as of yet—single. The real reason of why Elsa was single was that she (like the vast majority of single adults her age) had simply not yet found a legitimately suitable partner, and was not willing to sacrifice everyone and everything else in her life in order to obtain one. But of course, the rumor mill would not be hearing of something as innocent and straightforward as that. The gossip network had run its course since her initial coronation, with whispers of an increasing fever pitch spreading like wildfire through both her supporters and detractors who seemed increasingly determined to believe that her lack of a male counterpart was surely some sort of grand political "statement," or at least implied some secret about her person—whether it were her priorities, her virtue, or even her romantic "preferences," when it came to that sort of thing. It was profoundly inappropriate to make such assumptions, but there was no way to stop the whispers: half of their danger was that they, like shadows, were impossible to catch. Like smoke, the whispers would not disappear until the so-imagined fire of her romantically single status was put out. And even then… Elsa had her doubts.

Such whispers had followed like wolves behind every independently powerful woman since the beginning of time, but that didn't make them any less humiliating… or infuriating. Some people, it seemed, took true issue with the concept of a legitimately intelligent young woman, jumping through increasingly absurd and offensive logical hoops in their misogynistic desperation to invent reasons of what could have possibly possessed a girl to not have turned into a boy-crazy imbecile on the eve of her thirteenth birthday, rather than be willing to accept the insane notion that legitimately focused and intelligent young women did, in fact, exist. And that such a young woman could desire a man, without losing her mind? Preposterous. Girls were meant to be defined entirely by their sexuality, and if they believed otherwise, then there was something wrong with them. At least, that seemed to be the underlying belief of those fueling the rumors. The whispers weren't unanticipated, but they were as cruel and dehumanizing as always.

Swallowing the lump of dread in her throat, the Fifth Spirit forced herself to move forward towards the prince, her hands tightly clasped in front of her skirt as she descended the two stairs on the edge of the ballroom, trying to ignore the intense scrutiny in all the gazes that were now fixed upon her. Of course, Elsa couldn't object to this treatment—if she dared to do so, she would be attacked even more ferociously. And that wasn't even to mention her fear of potentially hurting those among her subjects who actually WERE single for such reasons, and certainly needed no more reasons to feel ostracized or misunderstood. It truly seemed that there was no way to speak out against the sexism of the stereotypes without someone getting hurt… so, like a good girl, Elsa stayed silent, and suffered alone. But now—publicly stepping out with a handsome prince, in such a potentially binding and romantic setting—the whispers were set to become deafening.

As the Snow Queen walked out to her dance partner, feeling the unusual sensation of her calf-length dancing skirt swinging against her legs (as opposed to a floor-sweeping skirt flowing on the ground behind her), Prince Frederik's face cracked into a broad smile. He was of course wearing his usual outfit with its bright Kingsley-red jacket and cravat, his modest crown and pin polished to perfection, and his white gloves immaculate.

Elsa returned his smile with the best rendition of the Queen Face that she could muster, her heart pounding. He bowed slightly as the waist, and she gave him a regal nod, then shakily curtsying and coming back up again. He extended his hand, and Elsa placed her own in it, and—

She froze.

Elsa's eyes bulged. Looking down to their hands see if she'd felt what she thought she had, the Fifth Spirit's heart started pounding as the realization sank in.

The palms of Prince Frederik's gloves were padded.

Queen Elsa's throat tightened with shock, heat rushing to her cheeks. It was a subtle thing—truly, even Frederik didn't seem to be aware that she'd noticed—but it stung. Her hands (and body) were cold. Very cold. And the Prince of Kingsley had taken precautions.

She bit down hard on the inside of her cheek and looked away from Frederik's gaze as he took her hand in his, lifting it up into a dancing position.

Jack Frost didn't think there was anything wrong with her hands.

Elsa swallowed hard, gulping down the bitter taste in her mouth as she fully stepped up to the Prince, letting him reach around her with his other arm to place his hand on her shoulder blade as she placed her own opposite hand onto his bicep. From somewhere across the room, beyond the stares and the gawking and the whispers, the royal musicians started to play, a lovely, dignified waltz sounding through the ballroom.

She closed her eyes.

Elsa breathed in, and out. Instead of this warm, overly-crowded ballroom, the Fifth Spirit pictured an icy ballroom, cold and private. She told herself that the too-hot, padded male hand resting on her shoulder blade was instead ungloved, and freezing. She tried to imagine that all of the excited, angry, empty yet judgmental gazes fixated upon her from throughout the room were instead only one set of beautiful blue eyes, deep and intelligent and marked with frost-like streaks of silvery white.

She listened for the cue of the music.

Waltz is like a snowflake, Jack's voice whispered in her mind.

Elsa felt her muscles instinctually relax, her shoulders sinking slightly and her heart rate slowing of its own accord as the edges of her mouth ticked upwards into the tiniest hint of a smile.

In the arms of the man she wished were another, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest then felt herself be pushed slightly back, and was sweeping away into the rhythm of the dance as the Christmas Eve Ball began.

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Creeeeeeak.

"Elsa?"

Jack Frost's voice shook with uncertainty as he slowly pushed open her balcony door, looking around. Hearing no response and seeing nothing but the gleaming statues of the Ice Powers Girl's art gallery, he pushed the door all the way open, stepping inside.

"Elsa? It's me—Jack," he tried again, slightly louder, "I—uh, I had to put out a few fires on my way back, but—"

His voice trailed off, and he gulped, closing the door behind him with a quiet click. It was super unlikely that Elsa was getting dressed or anything at this point, but he was not taking any chances. He could not, could NOT, mess up this night. And he was determined to not make a mess this time.

Suddenly remembering (and confident that he wasn't about to intrude on… anything), Jack jumped, leaping into the air and darting down the art gallery to drop onto the ground again by her desk. Bouncing forward on the balls of his feet, he frantically yanked out the top drawer, searching for it.

Seeing the glint of gold in the moonlight, Jack grabbed for it, yanking the pocketwatch up out of the drawer by its chain and flipping it open.

6:44 pm.

The Guardian groaned, his head falling back as he squeezed his eyes shut in pain. Late. SUPER late. Manny, that stupid little skirmish in the Forest had taken too long. Like, he'd needed the salamander, but…!

Clack. He snapped the pocketwatch shut, replacing it in the desk and shoving the drawer shut with a thump. Jumping back, Jack Frost then tossed his staff to himself, spinning on his heel and running into Elsa's bedroom to—

Skidding to a stop, Jack's eyes bulged as the swirling colors of a portal began spinning into existence in front of him in the middle of Elsa's otherwise empty bedroom, the familiar whooshing sound making him freeze in his tracks. His breath catching with horror, the Fifth Guardian clapped his hand to his pocket in anxiety, and—no. The magic snowglobe he was carrying was still there. He hadn't dropped it during the flight, or—

WhooooooooOOOOOOOOOSH!

He snapped his head up just in time to see a large, brown shape beginning to form in the portal, and a fraction of a second later—

"Phil?"

The yeti nodded as he stepped out of the portal, the swirling colors continuing to spin behind him in the air as it held itself open, not yet ready to collapse. His eyes wide, the Spirit of Winter let out a laugh of shock.

"What the—" he asked, "What are you doing here? Don't you guys usually hibernate or something, after North's off?"

Halfway through pulling open a drawstring Santa Sack, Phil glanced up to the Youngest Guardian with a glare. Snort-scoffing, the yeti then rolled his eyes, and resumed pulling open the drawstring, reaching for something inside.

Jack fell quiet as Phil pulled out a flat, medium-sized and unadorned silver box. The Guardian recognized it immediately. Phil, presumably under North's instruction, must have taken it from Jack's personal drawer at the Pole.

Reverently receiving the box as Phil handed it to him—the box that had magically appeared at the Pole just after he'd taken his oath, a gift sent from the Man in the Moon—Jack Frost lifted off its lid. On top of the pristine set of new clothes inside sat a tiny note, written in the Guardian of Wonder's signature script.

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You will be needing these

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The music ended, and Queen Elsa stumbled as the Prince of Kingsley twirled her out, barely catching herself in time to do a quick little curtsey to finish the dance. Frederik—pretending not to notice her mistake—gave a curt little bow himself, then straightening up with the grace of a man who had literal decades of dance lessons to fall back upon for confidence.

The polite clapping sounded throughout the room, and the large number of couples who had joined in the number shifted, some dispersing to the walls and some laughing and talking and staying in the center as they waited for the music of the next dance to begin. Taking a tiny step towards her, Prince Frederik drew in his breath.

She felt her entire body go stiff as he cleared his throat.

"Queen Elsa," Frederik began stiffly, "I was rather hoping that we could—I mean, that—if I may—"

He cleared his throat again, squeezing his eyes shut to gather his courage. Elsa's eyebrows lifted in surprise. The normally collected, relaxed prince was suddenly looked anxious—almost as anxious as she was.

"Queen Elsa, I simply—" He cut himself off with a quick shake of his head. "May I talk to you?"

A wave of confusion swept over Elsa's face. Prince Frederik reached up and felt for his lapel pin, straightening it by the tiniest bit as he glanced away, and then back into her eyes.

"Alone?" he added on a whisper.

Elsa now felt more confused than ever.

"Um…"

Her voice trailed off. Why did he look so nervous? And why was it so important that he speak to her alone? In their entire brief courtship so far (with the exception of their first meeting), there had basically always been some form of chaperone, or they had at least been in some kind of public place. It wasn't like there was anything secret about the nature of their relationship; this was about a potential alliance between Arendelle and Kingsley. And (for as far as Frederik knew), they were still only considering the possibility. Unless he was ready to issue a full proposal of marriage, so soon after they'd just met, Elsa couldn't think of a single reason why he would need to speak to her alone, instead of just—

The Snow Queen's breath caught in her throat.

Proposal.

Elsa's eyes snapped back to his in shock, wide as saucers. From somewhere beyond her thoughts, the Fifth Spirit could hear the band start playing the next piece of music as her mind raced, piecing it all together. The Ball. Prince Frederik was about to propose marriage, so that they could make a formal announcement of their upcoming political alliance at the Christmas Eve Ball.

And Jack still hadn't arrived.

"The courtyard," Prince Frederik was saying, a pleading edge on his voice, "We've walked there before—if you would be willing to take a turn in it with me, I believe we—"

"—ThisIsAnotherWaltz!" Elsa blurted, the words tumbling out in a rush as she lunged to grab his gloved hand, gesturing towards the band with the other, "Can we dance it? I love waltzing; you're such a wonderful dancer, it would be so fun!"

Frederik froze, his mouth hanging open in shock at her interruption. After a brief moment of obvious mental floundering, he gave himself a little shake, then nodding curtly.

"Of course, your majesty," the prince corrected, plastering on the forced smile of what Elsa now recognized to be Frederik's male version of the Queen Face.

He offered his hand again, the padding in the palms of his gloves now painfully obvious to the Snow Queen. Pretending to have not noticed (and while swallowing her guilt), Elsa placed her freezing hand upon his gloved one, letting the Prince of Kingsley take her into a dancing position while she did another quick—and disappointing—scan of the Arendelle Royal Ballroom.

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In an urgent silence, Jack Frost hurried through the castle.

Never in his life had he walked this fast. He couldn't fly—he was still scared of accidentally blowing out the dozens of Christmas candles, lined up and down the hallway in garlands and wreaths. He nervously reached up to adjust the collar of his tailored white shirt as he went, then glancing towards the pocket on the left side of his chest. The elaborate embroidery (white-on-white, with a few traces of silver thread) made out the crest of the Guardians, all over and entwining with a snowflake. His new pants were a slender pair of silver-colored slacks, held up by a new ice blue belt—without a buckle, because Jack already had one of those. And Manny clearly knew how important it was to him.

Jack had always had a liking for his belt buckle. It was a solid, sturdy old silver metal thing—and when he got his memories back, he could actually remember why. His parents had saved up to buy it for him, for his thirteenth birthday. A really good metal buckle like that cost a bit more than a handful of grain, so to speak. And his father had it specially made by the local blacksmith.

You're a man now, Jack, he'd said, in his gruff but affectionate way. And a man needs a good belt.

That had been the entire explanation. And at the time, it had been all that Jack had needed. It was a good memory.

But right now, Jack didn't feel like a man. He felt like a boy—nervous and stammering, and barely one step away from sweaty palms and shaking knees and dropping his staff from his fingers in anxiety. In addition to the comparatively simple shirt and slacks, the Man in the Moon had fashioned a dramatic new cape for him as well, silver and navy and sweeping down past his knees, but—nope. Jack couldn't do it. He already felt self-conscious enough.

He didn't want to be late. He didn't want to disappoint Elsa, when he knew how important this Ball was to her, but even she didn't seem to realize how much was riding on this evening. What if Prince Wonderful had already proposed?

Jack broke into a run.

His bare feet whump-ing on the wooden floor with each stride as he got closer, from the echoes in the hallway he could hear it: music, dancing, and the tittering sounds of meaningless conversations, the kind that were basically the same as small talk, but made more aggravating by the addition of alcohol. He didn't know how Elsa put up with it. But it was definitely a party, filled with people, and—

As Jack Frost ran into the ballroom, he froze. His eyes had caught sight of the Snow Queen almost immediately.

And her dress.

Jack's breath caught in his throat. Queen Elsa looked as startlingly beautiful to him as always, her braided hair long and soft, her eyes sharp and passionate, and her curvy, feminine body draped in sparkling ice. But this dress wasn't only pretty, or even seductive, like it had been on the night before. It was personal. The Ice Powers Girl's dress had ballooning sleeves that ended in thick cuffs at her wrists, a long drape of a hood hanging down her back, and was decorated with strangely-familiar ice fractals splintered across the collar and chest. But those things alone weren't what made Jack's heart start pounding like the thundering of half a dozen reindeer hooves galloping down a frozen sleigh runway.

Queen Elsa's ballgown was navy blue.

Jack Frost's eyes bulged. It was like time had stopped—his heart stopping in its beating as well, as the realization sank in. He had to be seeing things. Was he seeing things? It just—his hoodie. It was his HOODIE.

Jack's mouth fell open in disbelief, the winter spirit hardly noticing as some random lady's arm passed unknowingly through his shoulder. Looking harder, he could now see that Elsa's dress had external pockets, one on each hip, and the long hood's fabric faded into translucent ice halfway down her back, taking the place of her usual signature capelets and overskirts. Between the hood, the sleeves, the pockets, the color, the cuffs, and the uncanny fractals of ice… it was as obvious as it was undeniable. Queen Elsa of Arendelle had made a dress version of HIS HOODIE.

Shaking himself, Jack Frost startled back into existence, starting to move forward just as the beautiful Ice Powers Girl gave a little jump as well, turning away from him to face some unseen companion. As a portly man standing in front of Jack moved to the side, clearing his view, a flash of bright crimson fabric and rich brown hair across the room was suddenly next to the Snow Queen.

Jack's heart dropped as Elsa nodded in response to something that Prince Frederik had whispered into her ear, their hushed conversation well out of earshot to the ballroom of talking people. To the Guardian's horror, the prince then offered Elsa his arm, and the lovely Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest—with one last, sad glance into the ballroom—turned completely away, placing her hand in it next to his elbow.

No!

Jack's stomach twisted, his eyes wide as he watched the strapping prince lead his Snow Queen from the room. Her beautiful braid hanging down her back on top of the long navy hood, Elsa nodded as Prince Frederik opened the door for her. The twosome then silently stepped out into the night, presumably to take a walk in one the the courtyards or at least to sit on a benches in the crisp, festive Christmas Eve air. A perfect spot, for a private conversation.

Or a proposal.

NO!

His entire body rigid, Jack Frost shoved his free hand into his hair, his heart pounding. What could he do? What could he do?! He couldn't just—barge in, and demand that Elsa reject the guy. Could he? Should he? Would she kill him? Or was he supposed to pull some sort of dramatic move like that? He was running out of time. If Prince Frederik could see him, this would all be simple. Auuurgh, being invisible was the WORST!

Letting his head fall back, Jack ripped his hand from his hair, staring at the ceiling like it would suddenly spell out some miraculous answer with the support beams of the ballroom. He had to do something. SOMETHING. But—!

Was it already too late?

Summoning every ounce of hope he could muster, Jack drew himself up, his teeth clicking together as he looked back in the direction of where the Snow Queen and the Prince of Kingsley had disappeared. No! There was no such THING, as too late! It wasn't hopeless—and, he wasn't out of options. Elsa had been looking for something, right before she'd left. Or someone. And that dress was DEFINITELY a message. She hadn't seen him, but she'd been looking. And now—!

He knew what he had to do.

The Guardian squeezed his eyes shut, like he was in pain. Lifting up his staff and letting it fall back onto his shoulder, the Spirit of Winter then turned, looking over the ballroom. He didn't see both of them, but—well, there was one. And presumably, she would know where the other was.

His feet feeling much heavier than usual, he crossed the space, staying close to the wall and carefully stepping around the commonfolk and dignitaries as he approached the tiny young woman with spiky, shoulder-length brown hair.

Finally, he was behind her. Gathering his courage, Jack Frost pulled in his breath.

"Rapunzel?"

Elsa's cousin startled slightly, then spinning around. As her eyes met Jack's, she gave a tiny gasp, her gaze lighting up with excitement as she realized who he was.

Feeling the last bit of his pride draining away, the Spirit of Winter swallowed with effort. His mouth dry, he pulled in his breath to try again, his usually deep voice now hardly more than a squeak.

"Rapunzel, I need your help."

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(Another) AUTHOR'S NOTE, regarding Jack's belt/costume (which I couldn't post at the beginning because of SPOILERS): Yes, Jack Frost IS wearing a belt in ROTG, aka That One Movie I Have Watched Way Too Many Times! You can see it best right before he frost-blasts everybody in the scene where he first comes to the North Pole. That being said, I reserve the right to change my design for his Leveled-Up Clothes ;)

Chapter 97: Stronger Than Ice

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hello again, everybody! Thanks again for being here! Just as a brief announcement:

REGARDING A03: Ice Alliance is OFFICIALLY available, in its (current) entirety, on A03! I will be continuing to post on both websites , but will most LIKELY be posting on ff.n FIRST (whenever I get the chapter done?), and then posting on A03 a week or two later. I also will most likely be posting on A03 on Sundays, because I really like being able to post, and then go-to-church-and-try-to-forget-about-the-fact-that-I-posted-because-posting-is-honestly-really-stressful , as I wait for those first reviews to come in. On that note: I also still VERY much appreciate reviews and feedback, and assure you that I read each and every one of them!

Thanks again for reading, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! ~NNT:)

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97: STRONGER THAN ICE

Princess Rapunzel looked like she was going to actually explode with excitement. With effort, the Spirit of Winter swallowed.

"Anna told me that you guys—girls—uh," he tried again, stumbling over the words as he rubbed the back of his neck, "That—you could help me with Elsa."

Jack could feel himself blushing, the words as humiliating as they were awkward as he hesitantly looked back up into her eyes.

Princess Rapunzel, thankfully, did not seem to notice. Elsa's cousin opened her mouth to speak, and then abruptly snapped it shut, glancing around. Suddenly remembering that they were standing on the edge of a crowded ballroom—and that Jack was invisible to most of its inhabitants—she then glanced to the door, looking back to him a second later and cocking her head to the right.

Jack took the hint, sticking his free hand into his pocket (his pants pocket, after a brief moment of awkwardly feeling at the stomach of his new shirt in confusion) and following as Rapunzel spun around and quickly flitted to the door.

As soon as they were out of the ballroom, ducking behind a nearby pillar, she spun back to face him.

"You came!" Rapunzel whispered excitedly, the door swinging shut behind them and muting the sounds of the ball. "But—well, Elsa's been stalling, but I just saw her leave with Pri—"

"—I know. I saw too."

"Does she know you're here?"

Jack shook his head.

Princess Rapunzel bit her lip, crossing her arms over her chest and looking away. After a few painful, silent moments, Jack cleared his throat.

"Is Anna here?" he tried again.

"Yes," Rapunzel jolted, looking back up, "But she's sitting down in the—one minute. We'll need her, anyway."

"For what?"

"For the plan to work."

Before Jack Frost could respond, Rapunzel spun away from him again, running across the hall and darting back into the ballroom.

Ca-CHUNK.

And the door closed behind her.

Left standing alone, the Spirit of Winter pulled his hand from his pocket, reaching up to anxiously run it through his hair. He readjusted his grip on his staff. He looked up and down the hallway. He nervously shifted on his feet.

So…

He'd just…

Stand here?

Just as he was about to start back for the ballroom again, the door opened, the enormously pregnant Queen Anna lurching frantically out and then quickly being followed by her cousin Rapunzel.

"Finally here," Rapunzel was whispering to her, "And he got me—to get you—"

"Operation Snow Babies is a go. But we'll need t—"

Queen Anna stopped talking as she caught sight of Jack, her eyes widening.

"Oh," she realized.

The Guardian froze, suddenly awash in the uncomfortable sensation of being scrutinized as the door swung shut with another ca-CHUNK, the sounds of the ballroom being muted once again. Anna was now looking him up and down, the crook of her finger laid flat against her lips as she took in his outfit.

"This," she mused, "This… is different."

She nodded to herself, continuing to take in his new look. Jack gulped.

"Uh," Jack squeaked, his face flushed as he fought the instinct to cringe, "Is—is it too much, or—"

"—No, no. Good," Queen Anna said decisively, pulling her hand away from her face and gesturing up and down with it, "This is good."

She nodded again, looking back to his clean, sleek silver pants and white shirt.

"Elsa will like this," she added.

Jack's heart leapt. Hardly even having the composure to hide his reaction, he bit his lip, smiling nervously.

"And wait'll you see what she's wearing," Anna added on a mutter, a sly smile twitching out of the side of her mouth.

Jack's eyebrows jumped. "Wait, what?"

"Don't worry about it."

As Jack realized that Anna was talking about the Hoodie dress, his mouth melting into a sheepish smile again of its own accord, Anna turned, looking to Rapunzel. Then, her face went grave.

"How much time do we have?" she asked.

Rapunzel shook her head. "Frederik has already taken her out to the courtyard," she said.

"So—none."

"Basically."

"Wonderful." She tented her fingertips, pressing them against the bridge of her nose. "Plan F it is?"

"It looks like it."

His eyes darting back and forth between them, Jack Frost finally gave in. He stepped forward.

"Um… I thought you were going to help me with Elsa?" he asked shyly.

The two young women stopped, both looking to him.

"If Prince Frederik has taken her outside—you know, away from everyone," Rapunzel admitted, "Then I think we already know what's going on. This would be the perfect time for him to propose—and, he looked nervous. I saw him."

"My sister really likes you, Jack," Anna added, "But—she's a little obsessed with the whole 'self-sacrifice' thing. She really will do anything for Arendelle, even if—um—"

Jack's lungs clenched as he mentally finished the statement.

Even if it means marrying someone she doesn't love.

The bitter taste of nausea filled his mouth again. Before Jack could respond, the Ice Powers Girl's sister drew herself up, her expression tight with resolve.

"Elsa can't marry Prince Frederik," Anna gritted, shaking her head. "I will not give my blessing to that, when I know darn well how miserable it would make her. But if she starts doubting herself again, there's still a real possibility that she might accept a proposal, out of political pressure. We can't let him propose."

The Spirit of Winter nodded solemnly, mentally kicking himself for taking so long to get here. He was trying SO hard to get everything done, with the candles, and the Fire Spirit and the travel, ALL while watching the time, and—! Well, he wasn't a great multi-tasker. In fact, Jack wasn't a multi-tasker at all.

BLAST it!

"So—we need a distraction," Jack offered. "Something to get Elsa away from Frederik?"

"Way ahead of you," Rapunzel replied, crossing her arms over her chest. "The problem is, for most distractions, Elsa would just send the guards to take care of it, or do it herself and be back in five minutes. It would be for nothing."

"We have to stop that proposal," Anna agreed. "Which means, at this point, that we basically have to stop the entire Ball. And only something REALLY dramatic will do it."

"Well—you're still a queen," Jack tried again, his voice pleading. "Can't you just get up and say that the party is over?"

She shook her head. "You don't understand," she groaned, "This Ball is really important—politically, as well as personally. It's meant to show people that Arendelle is still as strong as it's always been, despite all of the—um—"

Her voice trailed off. She looked down at the floor, trying to decide on an explanation.

"Queen-trading?" Jack offered.

"I was going to say changes, but—yeah," Queen Anna admitted, her cheeks flushing with embarrassment. "Not to mention, how much my sister thinks that it means to me. Elsa's not going to stop the Ball unless she thinks there's some real, immediate emergency forcing her to do so."

"We're going to create an emergency?"

Queen Anna and Princess Rapunzel exchanged glances. Rapunzel pressed her lips together in discomfort.

"We don't really see any other way," she admitted. "Not at THIS point."

Anna sighed. "You really couldn't have come—like," she chuckled bitterly, "Ten minutes earlier?"

The Spirit of Winter felt a sharp pang of guilt hit him in the back of the throat. Jack Frost swallowed, reaching up to rub his neck.

"Sorry," he muttered.

"It's fine," she said. "Just—I can do this. I cando this…"

Seeing her pained expression, Jack felt even worse. He started to turn his hand in the air, conjuring a snowflake, but then stopped, seeing Queen Anna place her arm in her cousin's.

"False alarms aren't that uncommon," she choked softly, "Right?"

"I don't think so." Rapunzel paused, then leaning in close to her cousin. "But we're sure about this? Because if we need Eugene to pretend to rob something—"

"—No." Anna shook her head. "Too obvious. We go forward with the plan."

WHAT plan?

Jack Frost could do nothing but stare at the two young women in confusion, his mind racing as he studied them each in turn, finding no answers. Rapunzel turned back to face him.

"Oh—just so you know," she told him, "The midwife is in on it. She doesn't have details, but—you know."

"Also," Anna grinned bitterly, "Mister Frost—YOU are about to owe me for the rest of your life."

The Guardian nodded, unaware of what he was nodding for, but agreeing nevertheless. Queen Anna pulled in a long, trembling breath, looking down to where her arm was linked with her cousin's.

Princess Rapunzel leaned in close to her ear.

"For Elsa?" she asked softly.

Anna nodded. "For Elsa," she murmured back.

They walked together over to the door of the ballroom, and Rapunzel pulled it open, letting Anna go through first and then following herself, with Jack Frost silently flying in over their heads just before it swung shut. As he touched down onto the ground again, Jack watched in anxious confusion as the two women, arm in arm, innocently strolled out together into the crowd, stopping just on the edge of the dance floor.

Throwing her arm across her pregnant stomach, Queen Anna let out a long, dramatic scream.

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Five Minutes Earlier

The Arendelle Castle Courtyard, blanketed in snow and decorated with candles and wreaths for Christmas, was something that Queen Elsa would have usually considered to be awe-inspiringly beautiful. But at the moment, all she felt was alone.

As she walked in silence next to the Prince of Kingsley, the Fifth Spirit glanced back towards the ballroom, biting her lip against her disappointment. Jack Frost had said he would come. But so far, he hadn't. He'd said he might be late, but—how late was it, at this point? She hadn't been able to discretely check the clock as she'd been stalling with Frederik, dancing and dancing with those confounded padded gloves of his, but it FELT like the party had been going on for at least ten hours. In reality, it had probably only been about one.

Maybe.

Looking down to her hands, Elsa fidgeted with her fingers, seeing the strange frost-dusted navy cuffs of the billowing sleeves on her wrists. Earlier, she had experienced a rush of joy upon seeing the unique navy blue fabric from afar, only to discover to her extreme personal embarrassment that it had been a bit of her own reflection. Her "Jack Frost" Dress (what else was she to call it?) was certainly hard enough to make, as she'd never designed anything quite like it before. And if Jack was never even going to see it… goodness.

But could she really have the courage to face him if he did? Was it too much? Or was she acting too—aggressive? What if he didn't like that? After what had happened on the night before, she was terrified of offending him, or to risk hurting him again. But she was now terrified of losing him, too.

Was she being ridiculous?

Someone cleared his throat, then coughing into his fist. Elsa jumped, jolting back into reality.

"Queen Elsa?" Frederik squeaked. "Would—would you please sit with me?"

Queen Elsa blinked, suddenly realizing that the prince had led them to a beautiful private alcove. "Oh! Um—of course."

She blushed, tightly clasping her hands together in front of her skirt as he gestured to a small table and two chairs. Walking forward into the secluded corner of the courtyard, the Snow Queen focused on maintaining her regal, queenly posture, then turning around and gracefully taking a seat.

His movements stiff, Prince Frederik sat down in the chair beside her. He fixed his gloves, then taking a moment to adjust his lapel pin.

"Queen Elsa. I've been—um."

She clasped her hands in her lap again, her spine straight as a board against the tension. Frederik paused to clear his throat for the second time.

"Meaning—to speak with you," he tried again.

She nodded. Visibly gathering his courage, Prince Frederik drew in his breath to continue.

"I believe that we've gotten to know each other a bit this week," he went on, "And while we don't know each other very well—um—well, for as far as our kingdoms are concerned, I—I believe that it would be wise to proceed with our courtship."

The Fifth Spirit nodded again, trying desperately to ignore the lump of dread that was once again building in her throat as she struggled to keep the air from filling with snowflakes. Her mouth dry, she then watched in horrified anticipation as the Prince of Kingsley reached into his breast pocket, pulling out a small, glittering something.

Taking a deep breath, Frederik stood up from his chair, turning around and kneeling down on one knee in the snow.

"Arendelle and Kingsley would make a powerfulalliance," he said softly.

The handsome prince held up a golden ring.

Queen Elsa could hardly speak, a numbness sweeping over her body as she stared at the ring in horror. It was a warm, rich gold, studded with diamonds and rubies and a number of green and purple gems that she could only speculate were sapphires. The piece looked almost like something that belonged in an ancient mountain temple, rather than here in Arendelle. And Elsa knew, objectively, that the ring Prince Frederik intended to be for her was beautiful.

And wrong.

"I know that we might not see each other—often," Frederik went on nervously, his words beginning to run into each other, "But—we've both acknowledged that our kingdoms come first, and you have well proven yourself as a more than capable ruler…"

The Snow Queen swallowed hard, trying to fight against the flurries on snow that were beginning to materialize out of the air above her head. She'd known this was coming, but actually seeing it, FACING it—!

"And I believe that an alliance between us—ifyou will have me," he was still saying, his pleading voice sounding far away, "It would be strong."

Queen Elsa gave herself a little shake. Forcing herself to come back into the moment, she swallowed, then opening her mouth to speak.

"How strong?" she forced out, feeling frozen in her chair.

The prince smiled hopefully, pulling in a deep breath and looking up into her eyes.

"Stronger than ice," he said softly.

Elsa jolted.

"No!" she blurted.

She abruptly stood up, knocking back her chair. His eyes bulging in confusion, the prince scrambled to get to his feet as well. "Queen Elsa—"

"—No alliance is stronger than an Ice Alliance!" she stammered, shakily backing up, "I—I can't agree to—"

Blushing furiously, the Fifth Spirit cut herself off, closing her eyes for a moment to regain her composure. Taking a deep breath and then carefully letting it out again, she looked back at the prince, whose eyes were still wide with shock at her sudden outburst.

"Prince Frederik," Elsa started again, drawing herself up and struggling to control her voice, "I—I'm flattered by your proposal. Truly. And while I agree that Arendelle and Kingsley would make a very respectable political alliance, I simply cannot accep—"

It was in that exact moment that Elsa heard a long, blood-curling scream.

Chapter 98: The Last Help

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Happy 8-year anniversary, everybody! I'm... completely at a loss for how to feel about this. And the fact that I, as a college student, started this in secret as a "fun little one-off" thingy, where I wasn't going to become obsessive, I wasn't going to become obsessive, I *WASN'T* going to become obsessive...

(Psst... I became obsessive.) XD

Anyway. We have a long way to go, but for as long as you guys are still here, then I will be too! :) Also, as a half-announcement, and half-disclaimer-in-advance: I'm actually pregnant again, and have been for some time. I don't feel comfortable giving out more information than that at the moment (because Internet), but if I'm just suddenly GONE for a few months or something, that's why. I'm going to do everything I can to keep chapters coming out in a reasonably timely manner, but just... you know. Be warned. I might need to take a break at some point, but if/when that happens, I *WILL* be returning ASAP! Please don't freak out! ;)

Anyhoo. Thank you, THANK YOU to everybody who's read and reviewed, thank you for an amazing eight years, and I can't wait to see what the future (and especially near future) holds!

~NNT:)

To Guest Reviewer 18419: If you're still here, could you please contact me? You said something in your review back in chapter 74 (yes, back in 2020!) that summarized a lot of what I'm been trying to say SO well that I'd really love to get your permission to straight-up put your words into Elsa's mouth. I really hope to hear from you!

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98: THE LAST HELP

Elsa froze, every muscle in her body tensing as her ears focused in on the scream. It was familiar. In fact, the voice was too familiar.

Anna?

Her eyes bulged, her blood running cold as her breath caught in her throat. Her sister. Her pregnant sister.

ANNA!

His eyes wide as well, Prince Frederik had scrambled to his feet. "Is that—!?"

Hardly even sparing him a glance, Elsa shoved past the prince, breaking into a run.

Her heart pounded in her ears as her high-heeled footsteps clicked in rapid succession against the frost-covered cobblestones, the gripping feeling of panic rising in her as a wave. Anna. She had left Anna. And now—!

A pair of guards leapt to get the doors to the ballroom as they saw her coming, and Elsa burst in, accompanied by a gust of the freezing Christmas Eve air. The ballroom was practically in chaos, the crowd somehow both parting and clustering as confused and worried and excited conversations all piled on top of one another, everyone staring at someone stooped over on the side of the room.

Prince Frederik ran in behind her, coming to her side. Her heart pounding, Elsa almost stepped forward when she suddenly heard a familiar, telltale sound gaining on them from behind.

Clop-clop clop! Clop-clop-CLOP! CLOP-CLOP CLOP—!

"MOVE!" bellowed a voice.

Queen Elsa gasped and leapt to the left, instinctively shoving Frederik back as her reindeer-astride brother-in-law suddenly went thundering past them at a full gallop. Accompanied by more gasps and squeaks of surprise for those unfortunate enough to be standing close by, King Kristoff and Sven suddenly crouched down and then bounded into the air, sailing over the refreshments table and sending a number of platters crashing and banging into the ground as a waited carrying an enormous silver tray of drinks lurched back to get out of the way.

CLANG!

The edge of the drink tray whacked directly into Prince Frederik's mouth, sending one of the prince's front teeth flying into the crowd as the unfortunate waiter stumbled to catch the platter. With a strangled squeak, Frederik's hands flew to his face.

"Prince Frederik!" Elsa gasped, whirling around, "Your TOOTH! It's—"

"Hhhugh!"

The Prince's eyes bulged as he felt at his mouth in horror. Elsa turned and saw that the waiter's face had gone white, his own mouth hanging open in shock.

"You!" she ordered, "Find his majesty's TOOTH!"

The waiter startled, then straightened. "Yes, your majesty!" he blurted, spinning around and diving into the crowd, grateful for the direction in the mortifying moment.

"And—and for you," Elsa started again, spinning back to Frederik and pulling his handkerchief from his pocket.

Whoosh!

The snowball swept into existence in the pristine white cloth as the Fifth Spirit twirled her hand over it, settling as she frantically bundled the handkerchief around it into a makeshift ice pack.

"For the swelling," she instructed, whapping it into his hand and then moving his hand to his cheek.

Before Frederik could respond, Elsa spun around and ran.

The crowd parted for her despite the chaos, having hardly even filled in again the line where Kristoff and Sven had ridden through. Her heart pounding, Elsa ran across the ballroom, sucking in her breath in horror to see the redheaded young queen holding her stomach with one arm, while being supported by Rapunzel with the other.

"Anna!" Elsa exclaimed, rushing to her side.

King Kristoff was leaping off of Sven at the same time, landing with a THUD and into a full sprint. Falling to his knees, he slid the last few feet to her, scooping his wife up into his arms as Rapunzel stepped back.

"This is it," Anna was gasping, "Oh, this was definitely it—"

"—Someone call the midwife!" Rapunzel yelled.

"I'm getting Anna out of here," Kristoff said, readjusting his grip as he cradled her in his arms.

Queen Anna smiled weakly, her cheeks flushed pink. As she relaxed into her husband's broad chest, leaning her head against it, Elsa nodded. "Yes," she agreed, "I'll be up as soon as I can."

Kristoff didn't even nod as he spun around, pacing faster than she'd ever seen him do before from the ballroom. Taking a deep breath, the Snow Queen then straightened to address the crowd.

"Thank you all for coming!" she announced, a hush sweeping over the space, "But it appears that Queen Anna can no longer continue to attend, and I will be going to make she she's alright. The party is ov—!"

Just before the word could tumble from her mouth, Queen Elsa abruptly stopped talking. Her eyes widened, the idea hitting her in an instant.

Spinning around, she ran to her cousin. "Rapunzel!" she gasped.

Rapunzel's eyebrows lifted, her wide green eyes filled with concern. "Yes? What is it?"

Grasping her hands, Elsa leaned in close to her face. "You're a princess!" Elsa exclaimed on a whisper.

A look of confusion swept over Rapunzel's features. "…Yes?"

"So, you've hosted royal events before?"

"I—!"

All of a sudden, Princess Rapunzel's enormous green eyes lit up with comprehension. She gasped, nodding.

"Yes!" she whispered excitedly, "Yes! I have!"

"So, you could take over for—"

"—Of course, Elsa!"

Letting out all the breath she didn't realize she'd been holding, Elsa closed her eyes for a moment, awash with relief. Smiling, she turned from her cousin, once again drawing herself up to face the ballroom full of people.

"The Christmas Eve Ball is going to continue as planned," Queen Elsa announced, her voice carrying easily over the now-hushed crowd. "My cousin, the visiting Princess Rapunzel of Corona, will be taking over my duties as hostess for the remainder of the evening. Thank you for your patience, and have a Merry Christmas Eve!"

After a few moments—her revised announcement sinking in—the tense hush over the crowd began to dissipate, whispers, and then relieved conversations hesitantly starting up again among the dozens and dozens of guests. The Snow Queen then turned back to the head butler, Kai, and the number of servants who had gathered behind him, waiting for further instructions.

"I leave Princess Rapunzel in charge," Elsa instructed, just loud enough so that the staff could hear. "All non-emergency questions and concerns will go to her."

Getting confirmation in the form of nods, smiles, and yes, your majesties, the Fifth Spirit once again let out her breath, nodding with approval at the new situation. Glancing back to her cousin, she saw a beaming Princess Rapunzel give her a thumbs-up.

Despite the stress, Elsa felt her own face break into a smile as well. Hearing the lively music from the band starting up again behind her, the Snow Queen then anxiously spun around and sprinted from the room to find her sister.

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Kristoff, pacing in frustration, had not yet noticed that Jack Frost was standing in the shadows behind the room's grand hearth, leaning against the wall and feeling unusually awkward.

"A false alarm," the Commoner King was muttering to himself in furious disbelief, "You—this was a false alarm. I knocked over a table for a false alarm."

"You didn't knock over the whole table," Queen Anna corrected.

Scooping up another mouthful of ice cream from the literal bucket that she had resting on her stomach, the Ice Powers Girl's little sister then put it into her mouth, glancing up in Jack's direction from where she lay reclined on the chaise lounge. Fiddling with his staff, its end in the plush carpet at his feet, the Spirit of Winter broke off eye contact, swallowing hard.

"False alarms aren't entirely uncommon, your highness," the midwife told the Kristoff, giving him a reassuring nod. "In fact, feeling 'practice' contractions for a few weeks before the baby actually comes is actually considered to be completely normal for—"

"—Giving me a HEART ATTACK!" he gritted, spinning on her.

The midwife abruptly stopped talking, closing her eyes. Giving Kristoff a little bow and then straightening back up, the portly little woman the shot a knowing look at Anna.

Queen Anna nodded, restraining from a smile. "You are excused," she said. "Thank you for your service."

"As long as you are feeling alright, your majesty," she replied carefully.

BANG!

The door to the room flew open, a gust of freezing air sweeping in from the hall. A few snowflakes of anxiety dancing in before her, the Snow Queen then came rushing through.

Jack's heart jumped at the sight of her. Her face flushed and her eyes frantic, the Ice Powers Girl still looked absolutely beautiful to him. She was across the room in an instant, running to her sister's side as the midwife bowed again, quietly leaving the room. "ANNA!"

As Elsa came to a stop by the chaise lounge—seeing the ice cream, and her little sister casually relaxed beneath it—a wave of confusion swept over Elsa's face. Anna shrugged, and adjusted herself on her hips.

"False alarm," she explained.

Jack took a silent step forward, his heart racing. Queen Elsa was still turned away from him, slightly bent over the couch as she fussed over her sister, and his eyes snagged onto the navy hood draped down her back, following the shape of the familiar-looking fabric down to the Ice Powers Girl's hips.

Manny, his hoodie had never looked so good.

Giving his head a quick shake, Jack looked back up, Elsa's sweet face partially obscured by her hair from the angle. Seeing her concern over her sister, his heart swelled with affection for the Snow Queen.

"False… false alarm?" Elsa squeaked, staring at her sister in confusion.

She nodded, plunging her spoon into the bucket of ice cream resting on her stomach. Sticking it back into her mouth—and then pausing—she looked back up.

"I brought more spoons," Anna offered, gesturing.

"Yeah," Kristoff snorted, "No big deal. Just thought we were about to have a BABY, and all…"

Queen Anna watched her husband as he slunk away, coming up to the mantle and leaning against it to stare into the fire. She grimaced—an expression of both affection and guilt, over Kristoff's apparent anguish.

"Kristoff?" Anna asked quietly, "Would you like to go take a walk?"

"I—!"

He looked back to her. Opening his mouth and then closing it again, Kristoff's cheeks flushed.

With reluctance, he nodded.

"A walk," he muttered, kicking at the carpet, "That—yeah. That would probably be good…"

Anna nodded. "It's alright, sweetie."

His shoulders still drooping, the Commoner King turned and trudged from the room. Looking quite worried herself—and for entirely different reasons—Elsa took a tiny step back.

"So…" she started again, "Everything… is normal? Then?"

Anna opened her mouth to say something, and then closed it again. She glanced to Kristoff, who was opening the door and stepping out to where Sven the reindeer was waiting for him the hallway.

Ca-CHUNK.

It swung shut behind him.

Alone once again, Anna looked back and gave her sister a little shrug, biting her lip against a smile.

"I wouldn't quite say that," she admitted.

Taking in a deep breath, Jack shouldered his staff. This was it. It was time. The anxiety gripped him like a vice as the Snow Queen's little sister pulled in a careful breath as well.

"There's someone here to see you," Anna whispered.

Elsa paused, her back straightening as Anna's eyes flicked over towards where Jack was standing, then meaningfully looking back into her own. Taking that as his cue, the Guardian of Fun shouldered the staff and stepped out of the shadows from behind the hearth just as the Ice Powers Girl turned around.

The Fifth Spirit abruptly sucked in her breath as she caught sight of him, her eyes bulging. Jack froze, and a moment later—the Ice Powers Girl apparently frozen as well—he watched as Elsa's gaze shifted down to his outfit, her mouth falling open with shock.

As she stood there in silence, wordlessly taking him in, Queen Elsa's expression started to soften. Something lighting up like a flame deep within her eyes, the Fifth Spirit's breath escaped from her lips with a soft hah, her face melting into a dreamy, vacant expression as she stared, gazing with longing at the Spirit of Winter like she was literally unable to look away.

The Ice Powers Girl… was ogling him.

Jack's eyebrows lifted at the realization. A smirk tugging at the edge of his mouth, he instinctually stood up a little straighter, his chin lifting of its own accord as he moved his free hand onto his belt buckle. The Guardian was just opening his mouth to speak, as—

"Why… yes, Elsa," Queen Anna's voice drawled, her amused tone barely veiling a chuckle. "Mr. Frost does clean up well… doesn't he?"

Elsa jolted, snapping back into the moment. Her mouth falling open, she glanced to her sister, and then back to Jack, her cheeks flushing crimson. "I—!"

She cut herself off, blushing harder. Jack just smiled.

"I like your dress," he offered, giving it a tiny nod.

"Thanks," she breathed. After a moment, her eyes slowly wandered back down to his body, "I… like yours too…"

Her voice trailed off. As the glazed-over expression returned to her face, Jack waited, restraining from a grin as he once again thumbed his belt.

"CLOTHES! I mean—um," Elsa stammered, her cheeks burning, "This. Your outfit. You look—heh—"

She nodded, awkwardly gesturing while cutting herself off. Swallowing with effort, she then pulled in a shaky breath.

"You look nice," Elsa whispered.

Suddenly looking extremely shy, the Snow Queen bit her lip, crossing her arm over her stomach to hold onto her opposite elbow with her hand. She could hardly look at him, her cheeks crimson in embarrassment.

Jack's heart melted, its remains practically dripping through his ribcage to pool into a puddle at his feet.

His smirk relaxing into a sheepish smile, the Guardian walked towards her, shifting his fingers on the staff. He pulled in a deep breath.

"It's still early afternoon over in the Americas," Jack started carefully. "A lot of kids are still in school."

Her whole body tense, Elsa hesitantly looked up, still rubbing her hand over her opposite elbow. He took another step towards her.

"There's something magical about a Christmas Eve snow," the Guardian added.

She stopped rubbing her arm, a confused expression sweeping over her face. Then—realizing what he was saying—Elsa's mouth broke into a smile, and she nodded, her eyes lighting up with excitement.

The Snow Queen turned and looked back to her sister, as if silently pleading for permission. Seeing her expression, Anna smiled, once again having to restrain from a laugh.

"Elsa—I'm fine. Everything's fine," she reassured her. "And if the Ball is cancelled, then you should be free to go. As long as you guys have fun, right?"

Jack's heart leapt, and he found himself nodding as he looked to Elsa. To his surprise, she was shaking her head.

"Oh… um, no," Elsa admitted, "The Ball wasn't canceled. It's still going on. I just left Rapunzel in charge."

"You left Rapunzel in—"

Anna's voice trailed off, her eyes widening. After a few moments, she gave her head a quick shake, looking proudly up at her sister. "Now, why didn't I think of that?"

"It seemed like the right thing to do."

"So… in that case," Anna clarified, her left eyebrow twitching upwards, "The Ball is completely taken care of?"

Elsa bit her lip, looking worried. "But—" Her cheeks flushed. "But would Rapunzel be okay—I mean, I don't want to just dump this event on her, when—"

"—Rapunzel would be fine with it. I promise. Especially if she knows that it's because you were able to go off with Jack."

"How could you know tha—"

Elsa abruptly stopped talking. Her face going pale, her eyes widened.

"Wait," she choked, "Anna—this false alarm—was this actually just—?"

The pregnant young queen dug her spoon into the bucket of ice cream again, not answering. Sticking the spoon in her mouth, and clearly trying not to appear smug, she then gave Elsa another casual shrug.

"Don't worry about it," she said.

Jack didn't miss the mischievous glint in Anna's eyes as she stuck the spoon into her mouth, savoring it.

"Elsa… it's okay," Anna laughed, giving her sister a good-natured nod and gesturing with her spoon. "Go. Rapunzel and I have got this."

At a loss for words, Elsa twisted her fingers against each other, still looking anxious. Glancing longingly at Jack—and then back to her sister—a few snowflakes started to materialize from above her out of the air.

"I'm fine, Elsa," Queen Anna assured her again. "And Arendelle is, too. For as far as anyone will find out, you'll have spent the rest of the evening taking care of me. You two just make sure to get back to the castle before tomorrow morning, and no one will be the wiser."

Queen Elsa opened her mouth, and closed it. Then—a hesitant smile creeping across her features as she looked at her sister in gratitude—she blushed, shyly turning towards Jack and giving him a hopeful nod.

The Guardian's heart leapt.

Smiling uncontrollably, Jack Frost tossed his staff into his left hand and reached into his pants pocket. Easily finding the smooth disc inside, he then pulled it out, the full, ornate snowglobe instantly springing up to its full size in his palm.

Her breath catching, Elsa took a tiny step forward, examining the beautiful workmanship. "A snowglobe?" she asked.

She looked up into his gaze, her deep blue eyes huge and innocent. Jack's heart whumped once again.

"Yeah," he said, starting to swirl it in his hand with care. "A magic snowglobe."

One… two… three.

Elsa's eyebrows lifted in curiosity as he finished the last swirl. The snowglobe began to sparkle, and taking a deep breath, Jack Frost lifted it up to his lips.

"Armonk, New York," he murmured.

The colors shifted. With a grin, he then looked back up, seeing Elsa, and then her sister far behind her on the chaise lounge.

Jack turned around and threw the snowglobe.

WHOOOOSH!

Both of the women both gasped as the portal magically exploded into being before them in the center of the room, the enormous disc of swirling colors bursting out of nowhere as the snowglobe vanished. Hearing the familiar sounds of the wind rushing through it, Jack turned back to face the incredible Ice Powers Girl, shifting his fingers on the staff.

"So—um," he laughed nervously, "If—if you want to—?"

He gestured towards his neck with his free hand, then holding out his arms to pick her up. With a nod, Elsa reverently put her arms around his shoulders, linking her hands together at the nape of his neck. After a brief moment of hesitation, with his own hands trembling a bit, Jack then gave himself a little shake, bending down and scooping the Snow Queen up into his arms.

He glanced to Queen Anna, his eyes meeting hers. She gave him a nod, her expression suddenly dead serious.

This is it, Frost, her face seemed to say. This is the last help that I can truly give you.

Jack nodded back with solemnity.

He would make Anna's efforts worth it.

Restraining from running his thumb along the skin of Elsa's leg as he turned and walked them over to the whooshing whirlwind of colors, stopping just in front of the portal—Manny, it felt incredible to be holding her again—the Spirit of Winter drew in a long, careful breath, looking down into her eyes.

"You might want to hold on tight, your majesty," he whispered. "This can be—a bit of a rush."

Queen Elsa nodded in response, obediently tightening her hold around his neck and leaning her head against his chest. Jack tightened his grip on her as well, his heart leaping as he protectively pulled her body in closer to his own.

The Guardian of Fun then silently turned around, and tipped the two of them backwards into the portal.

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(ADDITIONAL) AUTHOR'S NOTE, for AO3 Users: Because a lot of new readers don't read the Author's Notes on the first go-round (I totally get it; this is long!), I'm just posting HERE to announce once again that we are OFFICIALLY CAUGHT UP! Everything I currently have has now been posted on AO3 as well as fan fiction:) 

 

Chapter 99: Oatmeal

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hey, guys! I'm alive, I swear! For the record, I altered my version of Jack's new clothes a bit (I need to fix that from a couple chapters ago) from a modern dress shirt to a simplified old-school early 1800's one (think "pirate," but no ruffles). It feels more Jack to me, to give him something simpler and softer, for more freedom of movement and as a callback to his pre-drowning cream shirt.

Also, for those of you who didn't see the 1960's Christmas special Frosty the Snowman growing up, I weep for your childhood. Thanks again for reading, I always love hearing from you guys (even if it takes me an eternity to respond), keep being awesome and have a fantabulous day! :)

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99: OATMEAL

The swirling colors overwhelmed her as they fell, reality whipping itself into a kaleidoscope of lights as they were sucked into the portal. Elsa sucked in her breath in shock, jolting to grip the Spirit of Winter as hard as she could, every muscle in her body freezing up.

And then the portal shot them out.

Queen Elsa restrained from a scream as they were flung into the freezing air, suddenly plummeting towards the ground below as as the colors collapsed behind them. She clung to his body in desperation, pressing her face into his chest as they spun through the wind. Feeling them starting to slow down to a hover, she gasped for breath as Jack Frost rocked back slightly, kicking out his feet and bringing them to a stop in the air.

They floated in the middle of the sky, Elsa hearing nothing but the whooshing of the air currents whipping around their hair and clothes and the pounding sound of her own heart in her ears.

"You okay?" Jack asked.

Elsa nodded. Still gripping the Spirit of Winter with white knuckles, she pulled away from his chest by the tiniest bit. She blinked in the sudden light, barely able to open her eyes, when—

Seeing the ground below, the Fifth Spirit suddenly sucked in her breath, grasping for him again as her eyes bulged. "Is that—?!"

"Yeah," Jack nodded, grinning with pride. "That's the cloudbank, down there."

"We're over the clouds?"

Beaming, he nodded again. As her eyes finished adjusting to the brilliant, clear blue sky above them and the churning, brilliant white sea below, Elsa felt him shift his grip on the staff, its gnarled wood moving against her dress.

"The oxygen's a little thinner up here," he admitted, clearly noticing her expression, "But we shouldn't be up this high for all that long. I could move us down, if you want."

"That's not it. I've just—I—!"

She swallowed, her face flushing. Gathering her courage, she then pulled in a quick breath, squeezing her eyes shut.

"I've been up in really high places before," the Fifth Spirit admitted in a rush, "A million times. I'm not scared of heights. But—!"

Opening her eyes by the slightest bit, she squinted to sneak another glance down towards the cloudbank, the fluffy white ocean beneath them surreal. Her heart pounding as the wind whipped around them in the air, tearing at their hair and clothes, she could feel her head begin to spin, her stomach light as she gripped onto the Guardian's shirt.

"Then don't look down," Jack Frost offered, his voice soft. "Just look at me."

For a moment, Elsa hesitated.

Then she looked up.

Their eyes met. The Guardian's eyes were as deep and piercing as always, his startling blue irises focused in on her face as they hovered thousands of feet in the air. His expression was soft with concern, yet firm in a confident reassurance that nothing bad was going to happen to either one of them… for as long as he had any say in the matter.

Elsa felt herself relax, nearly swooning in his arms as her grip slackened of its own accord. As her heartbeat slowed into a calm, she smiled shyly, drowning in the depths of the Spirit of Winter's beautiful, intelligent eyes.

Jack let out his breath in a huff, his face melting into a sheepish smile as she felt him readjust his grip on her, clearly being as careful as he could.

"You okay now?" he asked softly. "Do you want me to start flying again?"

She nodded. "Please," Elsa whispered.

Biting the edge of her lip, she adjusted her own hold, her arms tightly wrapped around his neck.

"Can I ask where we're going?" she blurted, right as he was about to begin again.

Jack's face cracked into a full grin once again. "To have some fun," he replied.

Snuggling into his extremely nice shoulder as he began to move them again, picking up speed as he joined the air currents, Elsa raised her eyebrows, smiling even more and barely restraining from a laugh.

"I'm shocked," she said.

He snorted, looking to her as they flew. "Well—more specifically," Jack Frost admitted on a laugh, "I—kinda—have a sense of what areas need snow the most. And we're going to give it to them."

"We?"

He started to slow once again in the air. The wind pulling at their hair and clothes, Jack Frost paused, letting them coast as he looked down into her eyes.

"Yeah," he said, this time softer. "We."

He gave her an affectionate smile.

Elsa's heart leapt, her breath catching at his expression. As Jack nodded—offering her nothing more yet in the way of explanation—he then looked forward again and kicked off of the wind to regain their speed. Letting out a sigh, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest then completely melted into him, snuggling into her childhood hero's freezing shoulder and closing her eyes in the moment.

She didn't know exactly where they were going, or what they were going to do there. But perhaps that was okay. Because, there was something that she did know.

Elsa knew that this was good.

And this was right.

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Storm clouds hung low and threatening over the land (just as Jack had been mentally commanding them to), readily and obediently waiting for his next—and his date's next—orders.

Sensing the ground below, he carefully tightened his grip on the Snow Queen, altering their trajectory and beginning to fly them downwards to meet it. Picking out the highest yet broadest peak of the mountain range, he soared towards it as the Ice Powers Girl squeezed him a bit harder, snuggling into his shoulder and chest. Manny, this felt amazing… getting that trust from her again, which now somehow felt stronger than ever. But he couldn't get ahead of himself. Her beautiful hair, the long hood of her dress whipping in the wind, her soft, curvy body curled up against his own… as much as he was loving every second of this, he couldn't let himself forget the extreme pressure that was riding on this date. After all—this was his chance.

And probably the last one.

The mountaintop rushing up to meet them, Jack held her close as he gauged the landing, his eyes narrowing in focus. Feeling the wind releasing its grip, he touched down into a run, then slowing to a jog as gravity fully reclaimed its pull on his body and the beautiful Ice Powers Girl's in his arms.

As he finally slowed down into a walk, Elsa pulled a bit away from him, looking up in curiosity.

"Are we there?" she asked.

Jack nodded. Setting her onto her feet, he waited until he felt the Snow Queen completely regain her footing, stepping away from him, before he straightened back up.

"It's better from the air, but a decent mountain should be fine," Jack said, tossing his staff into his opposite hand and considering their surroundings. "This should work great."

"Great for what?"

He raised his eyebrows, huffing a small laugh. Rubbing his chin as he carefully considered his words, he looked back to her.

"You've never—intentionally—done a blizzard before, have you?" he asked.

She shook her head, her eyes lighting up as she grasped his meaning completely.

Jack grinned, giving her a nod and picking up his staff. Letting it fall back onto his shoulder, he sauntered up to the Ice Powers Girl, placing his hand on her back (not too low or too high, he hoped) and gently pressing for her to turn around. Elsa did so, and Jack pulled down his shepherd's crook, using it to point into the distance.

"That," the Guardian said softly into her ear, "Is our target. Armonk should be that way. If we make the blizzard start here, then with the direction and speed of the wind currents, I'm pretty sure it should be snowing hard there within about twenty minutes."

"How can you tell?"

"Practice. Also, instinct."

She blushed a bit, particularly on the word instinct, and Jack's heart swelled. On the sudden surge of confidence, he pulled himself up, stepping away and letting his staff fall back onto his shoulder as he turned to face her again.

"Now, personally," Jack declared, drumming his fingers on the shepherd's crook, "I think that making kids go to school on Christmas Eve should be a crime punishable by law, but—well, at least we can help. A good couple hours of really hard snowfall, and they'll have to let 'em loose a bit early, don't you think?"

She nodded. The light of excitement was still clearly written in her eyes, and Jack took a step back, flipping his staff down again as sitting on it in the air. Biting the edge of her lip, Elsa looked to him, her smile slightly faltering.

"So… we just…?"

She awkwardly lifted her hands a bit, looking to him in pleading confusion. Jack's eyebrows lifted.

"You want me to get it started?" he offered.

"I've never—"

Queen Elsa cut herself off, her face flushing. She let out a nervous laugh, rubbing her hand across her opposite elbow.

"I've studied blizzard dynamics," she said, "Anna found me a book…"

Her voice trailed off, and she looked longingly toward the sky. Jack leaned forward an inch on the staff.

"Well…" he asked, dropping his voice almost to a whisper. "What do you know?"

"Um…" She bit her lip. "I know that you get storms when cold and hot wind fronts meet. Cold from the arctic, and hot from the equator, usually."

"I love it when cold meets hot."

Her hand flew to her mouth as she tried to cover a laugh, closing her eyes for a moment and looking down as her cheeks went pink. Jack's face cracked into a grin.

"So…" he prompted. "Wind currents. Basically."

"But I can't control wind."

To this, he shrugged, taking another step towards her as her face fell. "I think you'll find that it listens to you a bit more than it used to," Jack said.

Her eyebrows lifted. "Wait… what?"

"I've made some introductions."

Her breath caught, her eyes widening again. Then, Elsa's expression shifted, her gaze somehow lighting up and going dreamy all at the same time as she stared at him with unhidden longing, like she was unable to look away.

Suddenly self-conscious, the Spirit of Winter shrank a bit on the staff, smiling shyly and feeling his own cheeks flushing as he reached up to rub the back of his neck.

For ONCE in my life, Jack thought pleadingly, his heart pounding as he looked back at her, Please let me NOT be misinterpreting this…

His skin unusually warm as the Ice Powers Girl stared at him in an almost worshipful adoration, he huffed a laugh.

"Besides. It already knows you," Jack told her, unable to stop himself from smiling. "How long have you been doing the 'Fifth Spirit' thing?"

"A little over a year."

"So, what's the problem?"

Her look of intense desire suddenly vanished, replaced by discomfort.

Dangit!

"I just—I'm one of them," Elsa admitted, starting to rub her hand over her opposite elbow again, "I don't want Gale to think—I mean, if I started giving orders, and—!"

Her voice trailed off. Realizing what she was saying—

"Wait," Jack ventured, gesturing towards her with his hand, "You're—scared of offending the wind?"

"Well… we're friends."

"Yeah, okay, I think that's the issue right there," Jack chuckled, hopping up off of the staff and snatching it from the air, "Wind doesn't work that way. It's more… having fun. Rather than worrying about being polite. So, you need to kind of think of it that way, too."

She nodded. "You think it's warm enough up there?" she asked. "I can make things colder, but I've never tried to actively stir around the atmosphere."

To this, Jack glanced to the side, his grin faltering by the tiniest bit. Glancing back to her, he saw the Fifth Spirit's eyebrows lift.

"You already did that, didn't you?"

The Guardian of Fun nodded, giving her a non-committal shrug. "I… might have gotten everything already set up for us," he admitted with a grin. "While we were flying."

"That's why we couldn't come straight here, isn't it?"

He nodded, once again unable to restrain from a grin. "The upper atmosphere currently has a nice, big blanket of hot, moist air from the Gulf," Jack told her, "And all it needs is a bit of colder… persuasion, coming from down here. Instant snowstorm."

With that, he flipped his staff down again and casually sat upon it in the air.

For a long few moments, Elsa said nothing, staring at him as he watched her, waiting for her to take the cue. Pulling in her breath, the Ice Powers Girl then stepped back, glancing downwards with a shy, excited little smile as she subconsciously rubbed her fingers against her palms.

She looked up to the sky.

The Snow Queen started to roll her hands together, a sparkling little ball of snow beginning to materialize midair as she did so. As it grew, both in size and luster, Jack Frost watched her eyes light up, the nervousness beginning to fade. The ball grew bigger and bigger, floating in the air, and Elsa stepped back, her brow setting with determination as she kept swirling her hands, more and more sparkling snow spiraling into existence and wrapping itself onto the expanding, enormous snowball. As her creation grew, rising up above them over the mountaintop, Jack's eyes widened.

Now the diameter of a small house, Queen Elsa suddenly threw her arms into the air, shooting the snowball into the sky.

POW!

"YEAH!" Jack exclaimed, leaping to his feet as the snowball exploded, brilliant streaks of sparkling white and blue shooting outwards over the sky.

As the snowflakes started to fall, he looked to her with a nod of encouragement as the Ice Powers Girl let out a giggle of excitement, lifting her arms to the side as she turned away from him.

WHOOOSH! A gust of icy wind tore past them as she swept it over the mountaintop, the sparkling remains of the snowball above them beginning to swirl into a cloud in the air.

WhooooooOOSH! Elsa swept her arms around again, the cloud growing larger and larger, spreading over the entire section of the mountain range. The wind started truly whipping now, tearing at her braided hair as her navy blue dancing gown and hood flew out behind her and around her.

Before long the snow started to fall all around them; majestic, sparkling flakes flying through the air on the frigid mountaintop. Suddenly, Jack felt that he was no longer there to encourage her, or even interfere—he just wanted to watch. The Fifth Spirit was in her element, sweeping her arms this way and that, her angelic laugh somehow audible over the ferocity of the winds as she danced, alone, on the peak of the frozen mountaintop. Seeing her enraptured expression, her delight, the Spirit of Winter's heart leapt as her stared in excited awe at the Snow Queen.

I love you, Jack thought.

He could hardly stop smiling. She was dancing faster and faster in the building, sweeping snowstorm, one with the wind and sky, her arms out and hair flying as she spun, her head thrown back in the purest of childlike joys in the snow. He closed his eyes, looking down and biting his fist against the overwhelm of the fresh and impossible-to-restrain realization.

I LOVE YOU.

"Jack?"

He jolted, his eyes flying open as he looked back up to her. Elsa the Snow Queen was suddenly standing motionless in the center of the mountaintop, letting the storm rage on above and around them as she stared at him in question.

Jack Frost was on his feet in an instant, running the few paces over to where she was standing. "What? Is everything okay?"

"Oh! Yes. It's just… I…"

The Fifth Spirit was twisting her fingers against each other, biting the edge of her lip as she snuck a longing glance at the sky. Just as he was opening his mouth to say something, she pulled in a deep breath, glancing towards him, and then to the sky again.

"Could you—um," she asked shyly, pointing upwards. "Could—you maybe take us back up again?"

Jack's breath caught.

His eyes bulging and mouth hanging open in the excited gasp, the Youngest Guardian was beside his Elsa and scooping her up in an instant, her shriek of delight sending his heart soaring as he laughed, launching the two of them off of the mountaintop and into the sky.

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Physically exhausted in the best possible way, the Fifth Spirit could still feel her hands and arms trembling from the exertion of the blizzard, the sound of the intense winds still ringing faintly in her ears. They had flown together for quite a while, commanding the clouds, and sending gust after gust of sparkling, billowing Christmas Eve snow flying in the direction of the American town. She hadn't had THAT much fun, since—honestly, since as long as she could remember. In short: Mister Jack Frost had officially worn her out.

And she had loved every SECOND of it.

Holding her arms around his neck once again, Elsa could hardly move her gaze from off of his face. The Spirit of Winter's brilliant white hair was whipping in the wind as they flew, his eyes sharp with focus and dress shirt (billowy, but not too billowy) pulling across the muscles of his chest and arms. Letting herself look down, Elsa found herself suddenly aware not only of the icy fractals of frost spiking out across the fabric of his new shirt, but once again of the lithe, athletic form that was clearly beneath. Goodness, Jack was strong. Much stronger than he looked. If she was completely honest about the gender norms regarding average upper body strength, then most gentlemen probably were, but—that didn't change how nice he felt.

Was it completely proper, given the Snow Queen's royal and magical titles, for her to feel so completely at ease while admiring the upper arms of this young man?

Probably not.

Was Elsa determined to enjoy herself anyway?

YES.

Letting out a happy, contented sigh, she nestled her head into his shoulder, snuggling up against him as she felt the Spirit of Winter coast them onto the ground.

He touched down into a run, his grip on her tightening as he bounced on the balls of his feet, slowing them to a jog and then to a brisk walk as the feeling of the rushing winds subsided. Before long, Elsa looked up and realized that Jack Frost was walking them to a cluster of bushes, near what she could now see was a schoolhouse.

Rounding the hedge, he gently set her down, shifting his arms so that her feet could reach the snow-covered ground. Thanking him (while nevertheless trying to hide her disappointment as she felt the Guardian's extremely nice hands pull away from her body), Elsa stepped forward, a bit shaky on her feet.

"So…" she began, shyly looking back to him as Jack Frost shouldered his staff, "Are we j—"

BRRRRRRRRRRRRING!

She startled and whipped around as the door to the schoolhouse was flung open. As Jack grabbed her hand, pulling her down to duck behind the bush, an entire class of schoolchildren was soon running out, laughing and shouting with joy as they poured into the snow-covered lawn.

Shifting her legs underneath herself to kneel in the snow behind the bushes, she looked to Jack. The Guardian was crouching beside her and grinning ear-to-ear, but didn't look particularly surprised.

"They must have let 'em out early. It's only lunchtime for these kids," he said. "At least we were able to give them a couple of extra hours."

The Guardian of Fun grinned wryly, and Elsa smiled as well, her face flushed with excitement. She looked back to the children, who had now—to her extreme approval—begun to build a snowman, a pair of boys rolling an absolutely enormous body while a blonde girl in earmuffs worked on the head. They were speaking English, but Elsa knew enough to be able to make out most of what they were saying.

"The head is the most difficult part," the girl said, pushing up the snowball. "Ask anyone!"

Elsa looked to the Spirit of Winter again, who nodded in agreement. He was also mostly watching the schoolchildren, his expression proud and relaxed.

"What'll we call 'im?" one of the children asked.

A number of names were put forward, and at last, one small boy added a word she couldn't quite understand, to which the others all balked. Jack Frost snorted.

A look of confusion sweeping Elsa's face, she turned to face him. "I'm not familiar with that word," she whispered, "What did…?"

The Guardian grinned, clearly struggling to suppress a laugh. "That kid just said they should name it Oatmeal," he translated, "You heard right."

"Oh!"

Elsa restrained from a giggle as well, her hand flying to her lips as he nodded, looking back to the group. The Guardian of Fun's eyes were both bright, and soft with affection, at the same time.

"Kids are amazing," he whispered again, a laugh on the edge of his voice.

"They are."

She looked back to the group, her face melting into a contented smile. The children (who had apparently agreed on a name) were now all holding hands, singing together as they stood around the snowman in the Christmas Eve snow.

Suddenly, the Fifth Spirit had an idea.

"Um… Jack?"

His eyebrows lifted. "Yeah?" he whispered back.

"Do you think they'd like it if I… um…"

She wiggled her fingers, nodding towards the snowman. The Guardian's eyes lit up.

"Yeah! But—wait," he recommended.

Her brow crinkled in confusion. "Wait?"

Jack nodded. "Magic coming out of nowhere freaks people out. Magic appearing alongside an object, or a 'magic word,' or something? That's something they can grasp," he whispered. "People are more comfortable when they think they know why things work—ah!"

He nodded back towards the schoolchildren, and Elsa followed his gaze. Surely enough, a black satin top hat was suddenly blowing through the air towards the group.

Their object.

Her eyebrows lifted as she looked to him for confirmation, and Jack nodded, chewing on the edge of his lip as he watched. He leaned over close to her, his whisper on her ear sending a shiver over her skin. "One… two…!"

As the little blonde girl snatched the hat out of the air and tossed it upwards, Elsa shot a tiny burst of magic at the group, the faint shimmer hitting the side of the hat just as it fell onto the snowman's head.

In an instant, the snowman shivered from top to bottom, animating like it was just waking up. Opening its eyes, the snowman looked around upon the group of children standing in a circle below him.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" it bellowed.

Elsa's hand flew to her mouth again as she giggled, looking to Jack as he, too, was restraining from another snort. Glancing back, she could see that the group of schoolchildren—now joined by a man in a tuxedo—was frozen, staring at the snowman with eye-bulging awe and disbelief.

"That hat brought Frosty to life!" the little girl exclaimed.

It was a good name, Elsa decided. She could hardly contain her smile, watching the scene unfold with glee. A few moments later, the Spirit of Winter leaned over close to her ear again, his freezing breath sending another little jolt of electricity across her skin.

"Okay," he whispered, a grin on his voice. "I have got to bring you on more of these things."

Elsa giggled softly into her hand. "You've never just sat and watched children with a snowman before?"

"I've never brought one to life before—!"

To this, she completely pressed her hand over her mouth, unable to keep from laughing. Jack laughed as well, his eyes bright, and then softening once again with affection.

"I know, I know…" he chuckled under his breath, shaking his head as he looked back to the children. "Probably a girl thing…"

She could only smile, blushing as she looked back to the group. The man in the tuxedo had snatched back the hat, arguing with the children as the snowman went strangely still. She frowned, but—even without intervening—she could somehow sense that everything was going to be okay.

Children were amazing.

From beside her behind the bushes, Elsa heard Jack Frost try to clear his throat. She jumped slightly, turning to face him.

He pulled in a deep breath.

"Elsa, have you ever—I—I mean," he started quietly, "Have you ever considered—"

Elsa's eyebrows lifted. Studying him, she realized that Jack Frost was struggling for words, his expression tight with anxiety.

"Thought about—maybe," he choked again, "I mean, if you were wanting—"

Finally, his gaze slowly moved over in her direction.

"Wanted—to have kids?" he whispered.

Elsa's eyes widened as he hesitantly looked up into her face, the unexpectedly personal question sitting unanswered in the air between them. After only a few moments of eye contact, Jack crumbled and looked away from her, his face flushing as he let out a nervous laugh.

"I, I mean—in the general sense," the Guardian added quickly, rubbing the back of his neck.

His eyes wandered back up in her direction, anxiously waiting for her response. Elsa's heart jumped into her throat. "Oh—I—"

She looked down to her lap, fidgeting with her fingers. Collecting herself, the Fifth Spirit then pulled in her breath.

"Honestly… I haven't really given it much thought," she admitted. "I—I never really imagined that I'd have the opportunity. But if I did—well, then I think it really seems like the right thing to do."

The Spirit of Winter had gone strangely quiet, hanging on her every word.

"You think so?" he asked softly.

Elsa shrugged. "It's pretty naive to talk about wanting to do things for the good of 'future generations,' without connecting it to the fact that somebody has to actually make those future generations exist." She shook her head, letting out a quiet, bitter laugh. "You can't just go through life assuming that other people are always going to take care of everything for you. Not to mention—I'm royalty. If I were to have children, if would have significant political repercussions."

"Well, yeah, but besides that."

"What do you mean?"

His face looked pained. Struggling for words again, Jack swallowed.

"I—wasn't talking about duty, Elsa," he tried again. "I—I was asking about you."

Her eyes widened, and she looked away in thought as he fell quiet again. She—hadn't ever considered that, either.

For the vast majority of her life, the then-Princess Elsa had been dually focused on trying to prepare for queenhood, and trying to conceal her powers. Between those two things, she simply hadn't had the time for dreams about love or children or some sort of long-term future domestic bliss. And now, trying to live up to her role as the Fifth Spirit, as well… it wasn't like she was at all lacking for ideas or responsibilities or personal ambitions, or was somehow just waiting around for something to come along and fill up her time. And that wasn't even to MENTION the fact that she'd never particularly seen herself as a "mommy-ing" type. It was just… in Elsa's eyes, there was so much to be done in the world. And she wanted to accomplish ALL of it. The idea of having to set her own goals aside for a time, even for a relatively short time, was terrifying to say the least.

And yet—!

She closed her eyes, pulling in a deep breath.

"I think that family is everything," Elsa decided, shattering the silence as her eyes flew open again, "And even though things weren't exactly perfect, I've never doubted that my parents loved me. Not to mention, if Anna had ever given up on me, I just—I—!"

She cut herself off, shaking her head.

"I know that there are no guarantees. I know that," Elsa stammered, "But speaking as someone who's actually studied history and politics and everything, when there are so many other things in life that just crumble and fade away…"

Jack was listening to her in complete silence, crouched beside her on the balls of his feet behind the bushes. As she looked to him, he pulled in a deep breath.

"And… family doesn't?" Jack prompted softly.

Elsa closed her eyes once again. Finally, she nodded.

"Family doesn't," she whispered. "Love—true love—is permanent."

The Fifth Spirit looked down to her hands, fidgeting with her fingers. Without looking, she could feel the Guardian's eyes watching her face, a silence falling over them as she considered her own words. In all her years of concealing her powers, in all that time of always assuming that she would never even reasonably have a chance…!

Elsa snuck a glance towards the beautiful, white-haired boy beside her, not quite lifting her gaze to match his own as he crouched silently in the snow.

In her entire life, no one had ever actually asked her this question.

"So…" Jack started again, his voice suddenly very small. "…Yes?"

"I—I think so."

The Fifth Spirit nodded, looking back towards the schoolchildren. The man in the tuxedo had by now disappeared, and the children were happily following their new snowman friend away, marching and singing some silly little song as they did so.

"What about you?" Elsa asked suddenly.

He jumped, blinking a few times as he shook out of the stupor. "Wha—huh?"

"Have you ever wanted to have children?"

"Oh! Uh—"

Jack Frost blushed furiously, reaching up and rubbing the back of his neck. Letting out a nervous laugh, he glanced in her direction, not quite making eye contact. Elsa didn't miss the extra flurries of sparkling snow that suddenly began to appear from the freezing air directly over their heads.

The Guardian of Fun swallowed with effort, not noticing the snowflakes as his hand slowed nearly to a stop on his neck. "Kind of need a… girl," he muttered, his voice trailing off into a self-conscious mutter. "For… that…"

He blushed again, suddenly appearing extremely shy as he stole a hesitant glance in Elsa's direction. As she watched in interest (and a bit of mild confusion), Jack then let out another nervous laugh, continuing to rub the back of his neck and looking down towards his feet.

Elsa's brow furrowed as she studied him. Jack glanced up towards the schoolyard again, a strange longing in his eyes, and she could have almost sworn that the 319-year-old Guardian of Children was—

Elsa's eyes bulged.

The Guardian. Of. CHILDREN.

The obvious truth hit her all at once. She could practically feel his unspoken answer sitting on the air, making her shrink with embarrassment at her own stupidity for having failing to connect the dots. Jack Frost was a young man who, for three hundred years, when given no real directions or communication whatsoever, had chosen to spend all of his time inspiring the joy and happiness of…!

Guardian.

Of.

CHILDREN.

Oooooh, of course…

Queen Elsa was busy mentally berating herself when she suddenly heard the Spirit of Winter clear his throat again, making her jump. Glancing towards him, she could see that Jack was pulling in a careful breath, appearing to gather his courage.

"I guess I… never thought I'd have the opportunity, either," he admitted softly.

He looked up into her face. With the snowflakes floating softly down in the silence around them, Jack Frost and Elsa stared into each other's eyes for a long, intense moment.

They both crumbled at exactly the same time, tearing their gazes away from each other with the Snow Queen letting out an uncomfortable heh and the Spirit of Winter clearing his throat. He pretended to cough into his fist, and she laughed nervously, pushing a strand of hair back as her face flushed. Jack let out a forced little laugh as well, desperate to ease the tension as they both looked back towards the children following the snowman out of the schoolyard, their excited voices carrying over the freshly-fallen snow.

The realization returning, the Fifth Spirit's smile faded.

Her face fell, and the Snow Queen glanced in Jack Frost's direction, looking towards him without making eye contact as she gathered her courage.

"Prince Frederik proposed," Elsa said quietly.

Jack froze, abruptly sucking in his breath.

"…Oh," he choked at length.

For a long moment, they crouched behind the bushes in silence. Hesitantly looking up, Elsa saw that Jack was struggling to come up with a response.

"Have you—um," he tried again, the words strangled in his effort to get them out. "Have you—given him an answer?"

She shook her head.

"I mean," Elsa corrected, blushing furiously as his eyebrows jumped, "I told him no, but—it was a reaction. I could probably reverse it, if I wanted, but—I don't really think I should. I don't want to, and I—I'm not planning on it."

Jack was still frozen in his place, his eyes bulging with disbelief. A strange expression on his face—like he was trying to determine if he'd heard her correctly—he looked to her in amazement.

"You—said no?" he breathed.

She nodded.

Jack didn't verbally respond for a moment, a spark looking remarkably like hope lighting up in his eyes. His face starting to melt into a smile, he glanced to the side, touching his forehead.

"You said no," he repeated to himself again.

Elsa's heart leapt, a relieved smile of her own tugging at the edge of her mouth. She had said no to Prince Frederik, and—well, now thinking back on it, she was becoming more and more confident that it had been the right thing to do. And Jack looked so happy…

She absolutely loved seeing him look so relieved.

"Welp!" the Guardian suddenly declared, grinning as he placed his hand onto his thigh, "I think it's safe to say that our work here is done. We should probably get going."

He pushed himself up, then turning back and offering his hand to Elsa. The happy feeling suddenly vanished, and her face fell, her smile gone.

Forcing it back onto her face, she reached over to him in response. "I'm sure it is getting to be rather late at night," she said, "It probably is best for us to get back. And thank you for everything. This has been an absolutely wonderful date."

Taking her hand in his own, the Spirit of Winter pulled her onto her feet. Smiling, he just stared into her eyes for a long moment, the snowflakes in his brilliant blue irises as warm and adoring as she had ever seen.

"It's not over yet," Jack whispered.

Chapter 100: Fantasy

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: I liiiiiive! Also: I have three kids now, ages four and under! This is another way of saying, "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH! NOW THERE ARE THREE OF THEM! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH!" (As for how this impacts IA: I'm gonna just DO WHAT I CAN to keep the updates coming at a reasonable rate, m'kay?) XD Sorry that this took me so long. I will have everyone know that I not only wrote a lot of this chapter while in labor, but also that I HAD CONTRACTIONS FOR A MONTH. And that was maybe THE MOST NERVE-WRACKING MONTH OF MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE. (For all the young women currently panicking that this may someday happen to you: don't worry, for most of that month, they really weren't all that bad. Just… *eye twitches*… SO NERVE-WRACKING, constantly wondering, "AM I IN LABOR? IS THIS A BABY!? OR IS IT JUST GAS!? WHO COULD TELL; MY ORGANS ARE SQUASHED")

Regarding Disney's movie Wish : From all the things I've seen of people saying that they would have preferred a more reserved/bookish version of Asha for her role in the story, along with the concept art's spritely, flying "Starboy" personification of the Wishing Star as her love interest (see also the demo of the song "At All Costs"), I maintain that this version of the adorable "Starsha" ship is literally just OG Jelsa, in a different font. I will fight you on this point. Also, I have listened to that song WAY too many times.

ANYHOO. I'm really grateful to have *finally* finished this chapter, and honestly, I'm pretty darned proud of it. Let's hope I don't live to feel cringey about those words. Thanks for reading, I love and have seriously missed you all, and HAVE A FANTABULOUS VALENTINE'S DAY!

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100: FANTASY

"How do you feel about blindfolds?"

Queen Elsa jolted, her eyebrows jumping at the question. "I—"

"—For the surprise," Jack corrected quickly, his face flushing. "That's all. And—then taking it off."

"Oh. Um, that's fine, then."

She relaxed, feeling like she was drowning in his beautiful—albeit, nervous-looking—smile. After the first part of their date in the Americas, the Spirit of Winter had used the magic snowglobe again to transport them here. And then, telling her of a "surprise" that he'd quickly needed to finish getting prepared, he had dropped her off at this spot in the forest, flying away for what couldn't have been more than a grand total of three minutes before returning.

"You came back really fast," Queen Elsa commented, starting to swirl her hands in the air. "Is everything really ready?"

Shinggg!

A soft, light blue blindfold of ice floated down over her palms, glistening in the moonlight. Jack nodded.

"Should be," he responded.

Elsa handed over the strip of icy cloth, and he took it. Holding it up towards the moon and squinting to make sure it was opaque, Jack then shrugged.

"Aaaand… I had a little help," he admitted, "He's chilling outside now. I figured we could take him back afterwards."

Elsa wasn't sure what that was supposed to mean, but she was cut off as Jack stepped around behind her, lowering the blindfold over her eyes. Her breath catching, she could feel the drop in temperature from his presence behind her, his freezing hands brushing past her hair as he secured the strip of cloth into place.

His hands lifting off, Elsa felt strangely alone as she stood in her now-darkened world, the chill of the ice over her eyes both intimidating and comforting at the same time. But she didn't have to wonder where her companion was for long.

Jack Frost cleared his throat, and Elsa instinctively turned her head in the direction of the sound. As if to further reassure her, he picked up her hand.

"Okay. Um," he started awkwardly, "If—if I can pick you up now, I can take us there. It's just over this ridge."

She nodded, saying nothing. After what was clearly a moment of hesitation, she then felt Jack pull her hand up around his shoulders, then in turn taking her opposite one and joining them together behind his neck. He let out his breath, placing his first arm on her upper back, with his other behind her legs.

Elsa's heart skipped a beat as the Spirit of Winter then scooped her up, his freezing touch sending a jolt of electricity over her skin. Breathless, she held on to him slightly tighter as Jack then bent down, and shot them into the air.

The flight over the trees lasted for hardly a minute before they were touching back down again, with the Guardian setting her onto her feet. Elsa started to reach for her blindfold, but was quickly caught by Jack's hand.

"Ah-ah-ah," he chided. "Not yet, your majesty."

"Then, when?"

He didn't respond at first, but silently took her hands again, giving her a gentle tug to start walking forward. She did so, and—about twenty paces later—the Guardian came to a stop. Her pulse quickening, the Snow Queen felt him drop her hands and step away.

"Now," he said.

Reaching up to the blindfold, she flicked her fingers over the icy cloth to disintegrate it in the back, her eyelids still closed as it fell away from them. Nearly dying with anticipation, the Fifth Spirit then gathered her wits, drawing herself up and opening her eyes.

Elsa's breath caught in her throat.

Her eyes bulged, and both of her hands flew to her heart. She was standing in their ice ballroom… the one they'd first built, on their very first date, which now seemed so long ago. But now, all around her, in every direction, were dozens and dozens of lights—tiny, individual flickering candle flames, all dancing in countless reflections into and throughout the grand dome of the crystalline ballroom, the entire structure glistening. But this wasn't just the shine of prefect, stunning ice. All of the flames, hundreds, thousands of them, were seeming to almost pulse together as they flickered from every direction, like the ballroom itself was somehow alive, beckoning to her and pulling her inside. It was the most unspeakably beautiful thing that she had ever seen.

It was too much.

Elsa's hands flew to her mouth, her vision blurring. She whipped around to face him, their eyes meeting as her head started to swim. Jack Frost was smiling sheepishly, standing in silence and watching her reaction, and the Fifth Spirit's hands flew to her mouth as she whipped back around to look up into the impossibly gorgeous dome above them once again.

She blinked rapidly, the tears threatening to overflow. Her heart pounding, Elsa then spun around, quickly pacing away in overwhelm. She couldn't. It was—he!

Her walk turning into a run, the Snow Queen stumbled out onto the balcony, gasping for breath as she ran up to the railing. Too much. And so suddenly. She couldn't. She—!

"Elsa?"

Her head still swimming, the Fifth Spirit blushed furiously, feeling the strange heat rushing from her head down the back of her neck. The pressure. Without looking, she could feel the temperature drop as he ran up to her.

"Elsa, what is it? What's wrong?" Jack stammered desperately, "Are you alright?"

His shadow was very close to her on the ice as she looked down. Her vision blurred, she could still make out the flickering reflections of the hundreds of candles behind her, their golden flames catching all through the ice of the balcony floor. Into the single most stunning, unbelievably romantic setup, that—!

Her head spinning, Queen Elsa gripped the railing with both hands, using it to steady herself. Rocking back a tiny bit onto her heels—and then forward again—she shook her head, letting out a breathy, hopeless little laugh.

"Jack Frost," she choked, "You are—very—hard to resist."

She knew without needing a mirror that her cheeks were crimson, the heat in her face overwhelming. Giving herself a tiny shake, she turned away, tightly folding her arms over her chest and struggling not to cry.

CONCEAL!

From beside her on the balcony, Jack gave a tiny huff. His shadow started to move towards her in her peripheral vision as he reached out his hand.

"So why are you resisti—"

"—BECAUSE WE DON'T WANT THE SAME THINGS!"

He froze in his place, halfway through reaching for her. Having whipped around, frantically waving her hands in the air, Queen Elsa then swallowed hard, re-crossing her arms over her chest and hunching into them after the outburst.

"I mean, I—we might?" she stammered, blushing furiously, "Maybe? I just—I don't know."

Her voice trailed off. She stared down at her feet, and into the beautiful, crystalline layers of ice glowing in the floor beyond them.

The Spirit of Winter had gone strangely quiet. After a few moments—hearing nothing but her own heart pounding as she refused to let herself look up—the Fifth Spirit saw Jack's shadow move an inch towards her.

"You—don't know?" he asked.

Elsa crossed her arms tighter over her chest. Closing her eyes against the overwhelm of emotion, she shook her head, another disbelieving little breath of a laugh escaping from her lips.

"Jack, this—this is incredible!" she enunciated, stepping back and gesturing to the ballroom through the open doors as a confused, sheepish smile began to tug at the edges of Jack's mouth, "All the time this must have taken you, and the—the candles, and—and look at this! This EFFORT! And when you don't even—!"

She cut herself off, blushing furiously as the confession came terrifyingly close to falling off of her lips. Taking a deep breath and mustering every shred of courage that she possessed, Elsa crossed her arms over her chest once again.

"Want—me," she squeaked helplessly.

A tense, tight silence fell over the ice balcony.

"I—do—want you?" Jack stammered, "Elsa, how—h-how could you not think that I—"

"—Long. Term. Jack."

The Guardian abruptly stopped talking, snapping his mouth shut and staring at her in shock. Taking a tiny step back away from him, Elsa swallowed, flurries of snow beginning to materialize from the air.

"Look. I—I know you like me physically," she choked out, "And, that's—flattering. Really! It is! And I love spending time with you, and, and we have a lot of fun together, but—"

Her voice trailed off, and her face flushed. The Fifth Spirit gave her head a vigorous shake.

"I can't put my whole heart into a boy who only sees me as a two-week fling!"

Jack's eyes widened. After a few moments of complete bafflement, he opened his mouth to speak, then closing it for a second before trying again.

"What?" he squeaked.

She scoffed at herself, squeezing her eyes shut for a moment. "I don't want to pressure you. I don't want to make you feel like you have to be someone you're not," Elsa blurted, the words coming faster and faster, "But I—I can't do passing fancy, Jack. Getting into an intentionally temporary relationship, is—no. Just, no. Even if you only see me as an object, and if you just like me for my body and that's it…"

She laughed bitterly, shaking her head and looking down. Feeling the tears of humiliation starting to form in her eyes, the Snow Queen blinked rapidly, trying in vain to fight them back.

Meanwhile, the Guardian of Fun now looked more confused than ever, his bright blue eyes as wide as saucers.

"I—don't—think you're an object?" Jack stammered helplessly, his voice strangled, "Elsa—"

"—But even if you did!" she exclaimed, cutting him off and gesturing, "I mean, that would be awful and everything, but if you were at least interested in a long-term relationship—well," she choked, "Then it would be a pill I could almost swallow, because at LEAST I'd get to be a special object, or, or an important one. I'd be good enough to be worth keeping around."

Her arms crossed tightly over her chest, Elsa's eyes flicked up to Jack's for a brief second before she looked away again, her face flushing. The Fifth Spirit swallowed, squeezing her eyes shut.

"But if you're not wanting long-term? Then I don't even get to be that," she squeaked, her voice shaking, "I'm—disposable. Good for a few uses, maybe, before getting tossed aside and forgotten for the next one. And the idea that I'm supposed to give you my WHOLE heart, and my whole soul, and all of my dreams, and that you'd just…rifle through them…"

She paused, opening her eyes and gesturing with her hands like she was doing so. The Fifth Spirit then tightly re-crossed her arms over her chest.

"And then you'd just shrug," she went on, looking down, "And toss them back over your shoulder, and laugh as you walked away—leaving me to pick up the pieces—!"

Elsa shuddered, shaking her head again as she hunched into her arms.

"Can you possibly think of a more effective way to tell someone that they're worthless?" she whispered. "That they—are—garbage—to you?"

Jack's eyes were still wide, but now bulging with some indiscernible mixture of shock, horror, and hurt. Feeling blood rushing to her cheeks, Queen Elsa looked away from him again, fighting back against the stinging in her eyes.

"I'm not like that, Jack!" she whimpered, her voice breaking, "I can't just—have fun, and be done. Okay? If I let myself have you, then when you leave—that would break me," she choked out, "It would break. Me. I would never be okay."

She fell quiet, letting the frigid silence settle over the balcony.

"I'm not—leaving?" Jack choked.

She looked up. The Guardian's face was pale, his expression pure disbelief.

"I mean, if you wanted me to leave, then I'd leave, but I—Elsa, wh—why do you think I'm going to leave?" he sputtered.

The Snow Queen closed her eyes. Swallowing with effort, she then opened them again.

"I'm not naive, Jack," she whispered.

He looked taken aback, his eyebrows crinkling in hurt and confusion. Then, his eyes narrowed.

"Naive?" he repeated, an edge on his voice.

Elsa nodded. "This attention is extremely flattering, but if you're still not interested in a long-term relationshi—"

"—Now, hold on, hold on! You keep saying that I'm not interested in a relationship!" Jack interrupted, "Why do you keep saying that?!"

Queen Elsa pressed her lips together, closing her eyes. Pulling in a cleansing breath, she then let it back out, drawing herself up and clasping her hands in front of her skirt.

Gathering her courage, she looked back into his eyes.

"Don't you think that you would have asked me to be your girlfriend by now?" she prompted.

Jack's mouth fell open.

"I have asked you! About a million times!" he exclaimed, exasperated as he threw his hand into the air, "You've blown me off!"

Elsa jolted. "What are you talking about? When?"

"I, wh—well, in the library!" Jack stammered, sweeping the same hand in gesture, "A few days ago? When you said you needed time?"

"In the—"

Cutting herself off, Elsa looked away from him, her brow furrowed in thought as she searched her memories. A moment later, she glanced back up to him in confusion.

"Wait…" she asked. "Are—are you talking about that time when you propositioned me?"

"Proposi—!?" Jack startled, his eyes bulging, "No, I—no, I didn't!"

Elsa's jaw dropped.

"Yes! You did!" she stammered, "When you were going on and on about how great we'd do together, and, and I pressed you on it, and you were just talking about—"

"—A relationship!"

"NO! That word NEVER came up!" she countered, shaking her finger at him, "You, you never said ANYTHING about a 'relationship,' or 'commitment,' or asked me if I wanted to be your girlfriend, or—"

"—What?" Jack balked, sputter-laughing in disbelief, "Do I have to say those EXACT WORDS?"

"YES!" Elsa spun on him, "You have to say those EXACT WORDS!"

"I—!" He threw up his hands in frustration, "Do, DoYouWannaBeMyGirlfriend!?"

"YES!"

And they froze.

Sucking in their breaths in unison, Jack Frost and Elsa startled back from one another, staring at each other in shock.

Her eyes wide, Elsa could only hear the sound of her own heart pounding in her ears, seconds passing like hours as her chest raised and lowered rapidly, her cheeks flushed as she struggled to catch her breath.

The Spirit of Winter looked like he was experiencing the same exact thing.

"Wait…" Jack squeaked. "…What?"

Elsa opened her mouth to speak, but no sound came out. Snapping it shut and gulping, she pulled in a hesitant breath.

"Are you serious?" she whispered.

He swallowed with effort. The action seemed to take an eternity, infinitely more obvious to Elsa in her slowed sense of time.

"Are you?" Jack quavered.

She bit her lip. Pulling her hands in close to her stomach, the Fifth Spirit began to fidget with her fingers, snowflakes bursting from her skin.

"I asked first," she breathed.

"I—!"

A shock of fear flashed across his eyes. Jack blushed furiously, glancing away from her. Reaching up and rubbing the back of his neck, he then bit his lip, looking back towards the glistening railing of ice.

He took a deep breath.

"Elsa—I've been alone—for a long time," he started shakily, "A—a really, really long time. Okay?"

He hesitantly glanced in her direction. Giving himself a little shake, the Spirit of Winter then drew himself up to try again.

"And when you've been—alone—for this long, you realize that—there are some things you can't take for granted." He pressed his hands together, rocking them forward as he spoke. "Like—opportunities. And—and people."

Queen Elsa's eyebrows lifted as he glanced towards her again. Saying nothing, she nodded for him to go on, and Jack did so.

"And I know that it hasn't been very long," he continued, speaking a little faster, "But—over the last couple of weeks—I think we get along really well, and I really like you, and—and you seem to like me, and—well. Given the circumstances, I think we'd be really—uh—"

The Spirit of Winter paused.

For a long moment, he stared down at the icy railing, biting the edge of his fist and carefully phrasing his words.

"Dumb," he decided at length, starting to pull his hand away from his face, "To not at least—consider—giving us a chance?"

He turned to look at her a final time, every muscle in his body tense. Just as Elsa was starting to open her mouth to speak—

"As a boyfriend and girlfriend," Jack added on quickly, "In—in a relationship. As a couple."

Watching her expression with anxiety, he swallowed, fighting an obvious urge to cringe, or even flee. Fighting down her own cold wave of nervousness, the Fifth Spirit drew in her breath as well.

"Circumstances?" Elsa asked.

He glanced away, looking down. Deflating slightly, Jack Frost then looked back up into her eyes.

"I never thought I'd meet somebody like me," he said quietly.

A silence fell over the balcony as Elsa studied his features. Jack's eyes were pleading and hesitant, but—with a clarity to them. On this point, he was shy, but entirely confident.

She swallowed.

"So…" Elsa ventured, "This—is about my ice powers?"

"NO! I just—aurgh."

The moment shattered, Jack sharply sucked in his breath, shoving his fingers into his hair. Ripping them back out, he then placed the edge of his flat hand onto the railing in gesture, glaring back to her with stern frustration written in his eyes.

"Look," Jack scoffed,"I'm not going to pretend that the ice powers aren't important to me, because—well, because they are," he admitted, a defensive edge on his voice, "Okay? And if I'm ever going to be able to be with someone, then I need to have somebody who's okay with—uh—"

He paused, swallowing.

"Cold?" he squeaked.

He grimaced at the word. Seeing his expression, Elsa smiled in spite of herself, shyly looking down to her hands.

"I'm okay with cold…" she breathed.

"Yeah! See?"

He let out a breathy laugh, his cheeks pink, and she snapped her head up, suddenly realizing that she'd said it out loud. Kneading his eyebrows as she blushed, Jack then shook his head.

"But that's not IT, Elsa," he said again, "I'm not THAT shallow! I mean, we've talked about that already; it's just—!"

He stopped talking again, letting his voice trail off. Looking down to the icy railing in front of them, he was silent for a long moment, considering it as he ran a finger along its smooth, crystalline surface.

A pensive, quiet look crept over the Guardian's features.

"Elsa… when I'm with you…" he started quietly. "I'm… not invisible."

He paused for a moment, a few flurries of snow beginning to materialize from the air around him as he shot a hesitant glance in her direction. Looking back out over the balcony to the beautiful, moonlit landscape, he pulled in a deep breath.

"Like, when we're together, I, I know that you can see me," he clarified quickly, "But it's not just that you can 'see me,' because I physically exist, it's that—you actually see. ME. And—and you understand."

The Fifth Spirit could feel her heart start pounding, her pulse quickening in anticipation as she instinctively leaned towards him, like she was being pulled by an invisible force. Jack Frost leaned forward to rest his forearms on the balcony railing, looking down to his hands. Turning them upwards, a flurry of snowflakes began to dance over his palms, and he watched them for a few moments, a hesitant, disbelieving smile tugging at the edge of his mouth.

The Spirit of Winter was tearing up.

"You just—GET it!" Jack choked, letting out a breathy laugh and fighting the emotion in his voice, "I love being with you! And you're so sweet, and smart, and, and you're gorgeous, and, the—well, your ice. There is the ice," he admitted, the words coming out faster and faster on a groan, "Elsa, you are—I mean, this—it's like, you, EVERYTHING about you; you're!"

His face crimson, he shook his head, frantically gesturing up and down in the direction of her body. Finally glancing towards her dress and then up to her face, their eyes met for a brief moment before he crumbled again, looking away from her in embarrassment.

"You're a fantasy," Jack whimpered.

He shakily let out his breath, kneading his eyebrows and then covering his eyes with his hand.

As the Guardian leaned over the ice balcony railing, avoiding her gaze, Elsa could hardly hear anything over the sound of her own heart pounding in her ears, her breath caught in her throat. Feeling lighter than she ever had in her life—the warmth of excitement rushing up through her mind—she took a tiny step forward towards him, fidgeting with her fingers.

A fantasy?

She watched the immortal Guardian stare into space, his shoulders slumping yet somehow still tense. The confession sitting on the air, he didn't move, the silence seeming to bear down on him like the pain of a rejection in advance.

She pulled in a deep breath.

"See, I think you're the fantasy," Elsa blurted suddenly.

Jack stiffened.

"Wait…" he started, looking towards her in disbelief, like he was wondering if he had actually heard her correctly. "What?"

Elsa all but actually wrung her hands.

"You're Jack—FROST!" she stammered, gesturing wildly as the shy, hesitant little hint of a smile began to tug at the edge of Jack's mouth once again, "You're the Spirit of WINTER! You're a legend! I studied you! You want to talk about a fantasy!?"

She reached up to massage her temples, shaking her head with a breathless laugh. Feeling her cheeks going crimson, Elsa closed her eyes.

"All those years," she groaned, covering her face with her hands, "Alone in my room, searching for Jack Frost, believing in Jack Frost—and then Jack Frost just—shows up?" she enunciated, pulling her hands down and shaking her head with a scoff, "And—and starts flirting at me? And you're fun, and you're brilliant, and, and you make me feel special in a way that—you are everything I've ever dreamed!"

Feeling more heat rushing to her face, Elsa crossed her arms over her chest, smiling down at her feet in embarrassment as Jack stared at her in awe. Without even looking, she could sense the Guardian's smile as well, sheepish and excited at the same time.

"Wait…" he started. "…Really?"

She nodded.

"This time we've spent together—it's been amazing," she choked, "I just feel like I can be who I am with you, and like everything's going to be okay, and I—I just—want you," Elsa choked, uncrossing her arms and reaching towards him to grasp at the air, "I want you so, SO badly, but I just—!"

Queen Elsa cut herself off, her face flushing once again. Swallowing with effort, the Fifth Spirit then pulled her hands back into her stomach, hunching into them and fidgeting with her fingers.

"That's why I'm so confused," she whimpered.

Falling quiet, Elsa shook her head, looking down towards her feet. Her eyes starting to sting with tears—half from emotion, and half from embarrassment—she could see her own flurries of snow beginning to form in her peripheral vision.

From the tiniest drop in air temperature, she felt the Guardian inched a tiny step towards her.

"Confused?" he asked. "Confused about what?"

Elsa squeezed her eyes shut.

"Jack—one minute, you're talking about love, and marriage, and—and children," she stammered, blushing furiously, "And then the NEXT minute—well, the next minute, you're acting like you just want me to strip for you! Which, I mean, which is incredibly flattering, but—"

He jolted. "I—!"

"—But don't you see?" she blurted, her voice breaking as she snapped her head up, "I—can't! Even with all morals aside, I can't just let myself believe that you're wanting a real, lasting commitment if—if you don't. And if you don't, then—Jack, I would never get over you. I can't just play pretend for a short time, knowing in my heart that it's all going to be over soon."

She cowered back from him, recrossing her arms and hunching into them as she looked back down to her feet.

"I would never be okay," she whispered.

The silence fell once again.

The confession sitting on the air, the Snow Queen gingerly slid her shoe back and forth a few inches over the icy floor, staring down into its beautiful, shimmering layers. The patterns inside, the giant, frozen fractals and snowflakes that they'd built…

Jack pulled in a quick breath. "You thought I—!"

Elsa looked up. His face flushed, and he cut himself off. Swallowing with effort, the Guardian of Fun shook his head.

"I—I know I've been a creep," he choked, "But—this whole time, you just thought—?"

She nodded, fidgeting with her fingers.

"You were everything I'd ever dreamed," she choked, "And, and you were REAL, and I guess—I guess that's why, I—!"

She paused, taking in a shaky breath and then releasing it.

"I couldn't kick you out," she quavered, her voice hardly more than a whisper. "Even though I haven't been able to figure out what you—wanted. From me."

Her arms still crossed over her chest, Elsa bit her lip, looking back up. Their eyes met, and the Fifth Spirit suddenly found herself staring into Jack Frost's frustrated, offended—and embarrassed—gaze.

"A relationship," he clarified, his face pale.

"Yes, but I wasn't sure." Elsa looked down again. "I was just—hoping. And I didn't want to pressure you."

Uncrossing her arms, she drew her hands into her stomach once again. A few snowflakes burst from her fingers, floating down the edge of her skirt towards the ground.

She was well aware of exactly how pathetic her rationalized hoping was.

"And I was starting to think that you just weren't interested," Jack started again softly, "In—me. That I wasn't good enough for you."

Elsa startled, snapping her head up. "What?"

He grimaced. Gathering his courage, the Spirit of Winter then looked back to her.

"Every time I'd try to talk to you, we'd just end up arguing about Prince Wonderful," he admitted.

"I—!"

The Snow Queen cut herself off, her throat tight with anxiety. Suddenly struggling to remember, she racked her mind for their handful of conversations about the matter.

Had she done that?

"So… you were trying to not pressure me?" she quavered. "Because, you thought I was—rejecting you?"

He nodded. "I've been trying to respect you," he said. "I just couldn't figure out what you wanted."

"We—!"

Elsa looked down. After a few moments, she swallowed with effort.

"We really need to get better at communication," she choked, her voice hardly more than a whisper.

"Yeah."

Blushing, Jack nodded to himself, shoving his hand into his hair. Pushing it through, he then shook his head, leaning forward onto the icy railing.

"This whole time," he scoffed, "This whole time, you've—you thought I—!"

He stopped talking, giving his head another shake. Elsa watched as the Spirit of Winter then pulled in a shaky, controlled breath, as if trying to control himself against his own anger and hurt.

"You thought I was wanting to use you, and then dump you," he scoffed.

She opened her mouth to speak, then closing it again. Blushing furiously, she gave a half-hearted little nod, confirming the statement.

"Maybe," Elsa whispered.

He pressed his lips together, pulling them in between his teeth and saying nothing. Like he was restraining from a response, the Spirit of Winter then let out his breath, the ember of frustration smoldering behind his eyes as he stared wordlessly into the distance.

"It's nothing personal," Elsa added frantically, "I promise. I just prefer to—be cautious. About this sort of thing."

Jack sighed. "There's a fine line between being cautious, and just straight-up shutting everybody out." He huffed under his breath, giving his head a little shake. "Closing the door, to everyone, because somebody might hurt you—is it really worth it? What benefit could that actually have?"

She swallowed, the words hitting her harder than she'd expected.

"When somebody does try to hurt you," she countered quietly, "It might soften the blow."

He nodded, giving her a little shrug. "It might."

Leaning forward onto the railing, Jack Frost then looked back out over the landscape, a sad, distant look in his eyes.

"It's also a terrible way to live," he breathed.

Elsa stared down at her hands. Taking a tiny step forward, she joined him, resting her palms on the smooth, freezing ice of the balcony rail.

"It's better to be alone than to be abused," she said quietly.

He jumped, her voice jolting him back into the moment. "Well—yeah. Sure," Jack nodded, straightening, "I get that. I mean, that makes sense. But—!"

He cut himself off. Looking down to the railing just as she was looking up from it, he deliberated for a long moment, visibly struggling to choose his words.

"But what if we were never—" He paused, wetting his lips. "Meant—to be alone?"

He turned towards her, and their eyes met.

"Being alone sucks," Jack added passionately.

The sudden change of tone caught her off-guard, and Elsa let out a tiny laugh in spite of herself. Then, she shrugged.

"I thought a lot of men preferred to stay single," she admitted.

He tensed. "Well, yeah, then maybe they can spend 300 years invisible," Jack snapped, his gaze hardening. "See how THEY like it."

Elsa fell quiet, watching the Spirit of Winter as he looked back down to the icy railing, his shoulders tight. Giving it a gentle pound with his hand, his gaze then wandered upwards, out towards the forest landscape.

"Elsa… what's it going to take to get you to trust me?"

Her eyebrows lifted, the question catching her completely off-guard.

"I do trust you," Elsa responded in confusion. "I trust you more than I trust just about anyone."

"Still not very much, is it?"

She bit her lip.

He leaned his elbow forward onto the railing of the balcony again, pushing his hand into his hair as he looked to her. "Because everything you've said—that you've brought up," Jack admitted, his face pained, "I get wanting to be cautious, and stuff, but—it really sounds like you're expecting me to betray you, somehow. At some point."

Closing her eyes, the Snow Queen breathed in, and then out. Finally, she shrugged, huffing a bitter chuckle.

"I guess that surviving a couple of assassination attempts can give a person trust issues," she admitted.

To this, the Guardian snorted. "I… uh," he stammered, "Promise—not to murder you?"

"Thanks?"

She laughed, and he did as well. Scooting a bit towards her, Jack then leaned over, giving Elsa a gentle nudge.

"Seriously, though. You still haven't actually answered my question," he prompted, "What do I need to do, to get you to believe in me? To not—um."

His voice trailed off as he searched for words.

"Be—scared?" he said softly.

Queen Elsa thought about the question for a long moment. Once again… no one had ever actually asked her something like that, before. And thus, she'd never really thought about it.

With determination, she drew herself up.

"Well… " Elsa started, taking a deep breath. "I suppose I'd need to know that you'd never intentionally hurt me, betray me, or abandon me."

He nodded, considering this.

"Done," Jack decided.

Her brow furrowed in confusion. In mild disbelief, the Fifth Spirit turned to face him. "Wait…" she said. "Just like that?"

He nodded again.

"Just like that," Jack said softly.

A gentle silence fell over the balcony as they stared into each other's eyes. Studying his gaze, the Fifth Spirit could practically feel its sincerity—that same quiet intensity that she'd seen in the Guardian's eyes earlier that day. She didn't really know why she could tell, but Jack did, truly, mean what he said. And he meant it with his soul.

"And I'd expect the same of you," he added, pulling her from her thoughts, "By the way. If we're going to make this work."

She nodded. "Yes. Of course."

They fell quiet again, a hesitant smile beginning to tug at the edge of Jack's mouth.

"I mean," he corrected suddenly, jolting and rubbing the back of his neck, "For the foreseeable future—"

"—Oh! Yes."

"Trying this out—"

"—Dating!"

"Yeah."

"We're not engaged—yet, or—anything! We just—"

"—Should—date—first."

Blushing and laughing, Elsa and Jack glanced at each other, their faces flushed. Her heart fluttering in her chest, the Fifth Spirit could feel herself starting to smile uncontrollably, the warmth and rush of excitement shooting through her veins as she stared at him. Jack's incredible eyes were bright with joy as well, his eager smile just as wide as her own.

After a few moments, his expression faltered by the tiniest bit. The winter spirit then reached up and pushed his hand through his hair, rubbing the back of his neck as he cleared his throat.

"So… we're in love?" he asked hesitantly. "Is that what this is?"

He slowly looked back up to her, and their eyes met. A jolt shot down her spine.

Elsa straightened. Struggling to keep her voice even, she drew her fingers into her stomach again.

"Yes," she shook, "I—I think so."

She couldn't stop smiling, her chest feeling lighter than it ever had before. As the silence fell again, she and Jack simply stared into each other's eyes, awash in barely-contained excitement and disbelief as the reflections of the hundreds of candle flames flickered around them through the ice. She twisted her fingers against one another, gathering her courage and feeling herself starting to blush.

Elsa pulled in her breath, her voice hardly more than a squeak.

"Could we please make out now?" she asked timidly.

"YES," Jack blurted, slamming his hand down onto the railing and spinning towards her.

Elsa's heart started pounding, her head light as the Spirit of Winter stepped up to her, gently placing his hand onto her hip. Struggling to keep herself from actually gasping at the jolt of electricity that seemed to shoot through her body at his touch, she looked up into his incredible, snowflake-marked eyes, wanting to swoon. As his gaze finally met hers, she shakily reached up and draped her forearms around his neck, and he took her cheek in his other hand. His face flushing for a moment—letting out a little huff of a laugh—Jack Frost then pulled her to him, nearly making Elsa collapse from the excitement.

And their lips touched.

After a long moment—her heart pounding in anticipation as she waited for him to deepen the kiss, clinging to him as he very carefully held her, not pressuring her for more, and not pushing too hard—she felt him pull away. Her eyes fluttering open again, Elsa immediately found Jack's face directly in front of her own, his gaze soft as he dreamily smiled at her.

Oh…

Her heart still light despite the disappointment, Elsa closed her eyes again, leaning into his palm. Feeling his thumb rubbing over her skin, she let the quiet settle, saying nothing.

Jack's thumb stopped moving.

"Um… Elsa?" he asked softly. "Snowflake? Everything okay?"

"I'm fine."

She forced a little shrug, reaching up and placing her hand on top of his. He—was being really careful. And she appreciated that. Really.

Just—!

"I'm—great," she added quickly. "Actually."

Closing her eyes, she let out her breath. She leaned into his hand, savoring it, his touch, with her heart still pounding. He was… Jack was…!

She smiled. He was so cold…

"The—um," Jack prompted, making her open her eyes again. "The—communication—thing?"

Elsa paused.

She opened her eyes. Jack's intense gaze was now pleading, watching her with active concern and making her heart flip. Her cheeks flushing, Elsa pulled in a hesitant breath.

"If—um," she shook, letting out a nervous laugh. "If—if you wanted to be just a little more aggressive, I wouldn't—!"

She was cut off with a gasp as the Spirit of Winter suddenly seized her, grabbing her by her hips to yank her up against him and smashing his mouth against her own. On the rush, Elsa grasped at his hair, twisting it in her fingers as her legs started to tremble beneath her.

Just as her knees were turning to jelly, the Guardian suddenly caught her into an embrace around her middle, pulling her back up and anchoring them together in his arms. Just as Elsa was completely relaxing into him, Jack broke away from the kiss, gasping for breath. Gripping onto his shirt as she regained her footing, she looked up into his gaze to realize that Jack Frost's eyes were blurred with tears of joy. He started laughing, and, seeing the rapture in his expression, Queen Elsa found herself laughing as well, her heart soaring, just as breathless as he was in the perfect moment as flurries of snow started to sparkle from the air around them. Staring into his incredible eyes, seeing his brilliant white hair, the frost on his shirt, his smile—!

Unable to restrain herself, Elsa fervently kissed him again, catching Jack off guard for only a moment before he was kissing her back, breaking only to gasp for a quick breath of air before going in more, and then more. As they broke from one of the kisses, the Fifth Spirit then leapt forward, throwing her arms around her childhood hero's neck into a full-on embrace, needing to hold him, to have him closer as she squeezed him, feeling the side of his freezing cheek against her own. After a moment, Jack wrapped his arms around her waist again, pulling her in even tighter.

With one specific, extremely tight squeeze, Elsa let out a shriek of shock as the Spirit of Winter suddenly lifted her up, spinning her around and around on the crystalline balcony, her high heels threatening to fall off her now-dangling feet. Her heart bursting, Elsa could not keep herself from giggling with the surge of joy that shot through her body, her vision an impossible, beautiful blur of snowflakes and candles and ice as the pure, exhilarating sound of Jack's laughter rang through the air.

They were high up in the mountains above Arendelle, deep in the forest. And it should have been impossible. But from somewhere in the distance, sailing over the trees and snow-covered mountains below, the Fifth Spirit could have sworn that she could hear the familiar old sound of the town square's clock tower, dutifully bong-ing out the hour on the cold December night.

It was Christmas Day.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: AND IT ONLY TOOK ME 100 CHAPTERS, and EIGHT AND A HALF YEARS! XD (In all seriousness, a number of you have expressed the sentiment that you wanted them to get together to "know how it ends." I assure you, after ALLLLLL of that angst: we are nowhere NEAR finished. Pretty much all of my favorite parts are still coming up, and I intend to do everything in my power to make that absurd amount of angst ACTUALLY be WORTH IT.) ;)

Chapter 101: Snow Angel

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: HELLO, everybody! I LIVE! And I'd like to give a shout-out to everybody who reviewed—and especially to Da-Awesome-One and House of Dympostor over on the Jelsahaven discord, because I was honestly super discouraged, and… welp. They helped me get it together to write this next chapter. Which honestly needs a lot more drafting, but I'm sick of drafting at the moment, so *POST THAT BABY AND HOPE FOR THE BEST.* ;)

This is Completely Unrelated to Anything, But: Can I just say that the sheer AMOUNT of anti-marriage, anti-children rhetoric being increasingly promoted by both mainstream and amateur media is becoming completely insane? Because if even an ancient old thirty-something such as I feels like she's being literally BOMBARDED with this stuff, I can't imagine how bad it must be for the younger generations (and especially those who would prefer to look to their futures with, you know, the tiniest shred of actual hope). Therefore, for all my adorable young whippersnapper friends reading this, I'd like to go ahead and offer you THIS counter-perspective, taken from both my life experience and from current academic research/observation on the subject:

Me: Healthy marriages are REALLY important.

The Internet, Currently: But marriage is so TERRIBLE! Look at this example of a person who felt trapped and miserable, all because they were married to an awful, abusive husband!

Me: (*pulling up old Mean Girls meme template*) So… you agree? You think that healthy marriages are REALLY important?

Speaking here as somebody who officially has more than a decade of matrimony under my belt (EEK! I'M OLD!), I honestly think that my marriage is about the best thing that's ever happened to me. Has it required teamwork, patience, and sacrifice? Yep. Has everything always been perfect? BAHAHAHAHA, no. But that's how real life relationships are supposed to work: You love each other, do your best, and get through your challenges TOGETHER. And, yes: you can absolutely "Find Yourself," while still having someone who loves you by your side. The idea that you *have to be single* to be able to work on improving yourself as a person is flat-out ridiculous. (Oh no! You wouldn't want to have—you know—some legitimate EMOTIONAL SUPPORT through that growing process; what an INCREDIBLY TERRIBLE thing, to HAVE somebody…)

Anyway. Rant (temporarily) over. Thanks everybody, for involuntarily indulging me—and thanks again for reading; it truly means everything to me! Keep being awesome, and have a fantabulous day! ~NNT:)

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101: SNOW ANGEL

The flight back to Arendelle was easily the most fun flight of Jack's LIFE.

After dropping the World's Most Combustable Salamander back off in the Enchanted Forest, the Guardian had turned back towards Arendelle, seriously tempted to fly in the wrong direction so that he could keep the beautiful Fifth Spirit in his arms for as much time as possible. Granted, if he had offered it, she probably would have eagerly agreed… which made it all the more tempting.

Jack had never seen Elsa like this before. Gone was the scared kitten from their previous dates and afternoons, now replaced by some sort of lioness, grabbing at his shirt and kissing his face and altogether making it really, REALLY hard to fly. Which he loved, at the moment. It was like a switch had been flipped. The Ice Powers Girl kept smiling, and giggling, and happily sighing as she snuggled into his shoulder, glowing, and completely unable to keep her hands off of him.

It was awesome.

Now that he was all paranoid about trying to not be a creep, he wasn't probably going to dare say the phrase "winter vixen" out loud again, but oooooh, he was going to think it. The Snow Queen of Arendelle was currently making it very difficult to fly, and the Guardian of Fun would have it no other way. All that time he'd spent, thinking she wasn't interested, that he wasn't good enough, to then find out that her apparent disinterest had actually been restraint… because, it seemed, Elsa had been scared of loving him too much? Ugh, it was amazing. The relief, alone, would have been amazing, but this? Unbelievable. He didn't really know how to describe how he felt, but he had never felt like his heart was soaring along with his body to THIS degree.

All too soon, the castle was in sight, the shadows of its characteristic silhouette falling across the Christmas snow. Giving his Snow Queen a squeeze, Jack shifted his grip on the staff, and altered their trajectory as they soared down towards the inky darkness of the fjord.

Soaring over Arendelle Proper and then the castle walls, Jack lit onto the railing of Elsa's balcony, then jumping down onto the balcony itself with a tiny hop. Elsa didn't speak as he walked them across to the doors, giving them a gentle push and watching as they swung open. Anna must have had them unlocked. Guardian Angel over Elsa that she was.

Twisting, Jack carried Elsa through the doorframe as she snuggled into him, rubbing her cheek against his shoulder as the door swung shut behind them.

Click.

A peaceful stillness fell over the winter spirits as they stood in the Snow Queen's crystalline art gallery, moonlight spilling through the glass and refracting through the hundreds and hundreds of ice figurines around them. Still holding Elsa in his arms, Jack looked down. At some point, he expecting her to move.

She didn't.

"Uh…" Jack started, his arms beginning to strain. "We're… here."

She felt the edge of his collar, gently rubbing the fabric in-between her fingers.

"Mm-hmm," Elsa murmured.

She made no motion to leave him, but instead snuggled into Jack's chest again, tightening her grip around him. He smiled sheepishly and squeezed her back, despite his muscles starting to feel like they were losing a bit of strength.

"I think you should… um," Jack tried again, "Go to bed?"

She let out a happy sigh, finally pulling back to look into his face and making his heart skip a beat at the vision of her smile. "Why would I do that?"

"Because you're loopy, Elsa."

"No, I'm not."

"Yeah, you are."

"No, I'm not," Elsa insisted, batting her thick eyelashes and pulling down a free hand to sweep it through the air. "You're thinking spiky. If I were loopy, I'd be like this."

SHINNNG!

Clunk-Clunk-Clunk.

Jack nearly stumbled as three crystalline hoops of ice, each as wide as an end table, materialized and fell from the air to land on his shoulders like he was a target nail in a game of horseshoes. Jack snorted, then bending down and setting a reluctant Elsa onto her feet before he straightened and started to reach for them.

"Okay," the Guardian of Fun laughed, shrugging out two of the hoops and letting them each fall to the ground as he rolled his eyes, "You're proving my point, Snowflake. You have got to go to bed."

The hoops each hit the carpet with their own muffled clunk as he pulled the third one off over his head, letting it fall as well. Elsa swung her arms back and clasped her hands together behind her, leaning forward an inch with a flirtatious giggle.

"Aaaaaaand, what if I don't want to go to bed yet?" she whispered.

"Uh, that doesn't change whether or not you should."

"Make me!"

Jack paused, his eyebrows rising.

Elsa clapped her hands over her mouth, her face draining of all its color as she realized what she had just said. Her eyes bulging with horror, the Ice Powers Girl's cheeks flushed crimson.

"I'm sorry," she stammered as a mischievous glint lit up in Jack's eyes, "I—that's not what I meant; I never would have—"

"—Too late!"

"EEP!"

Elsa let out a tiny shriek of shock as Jack bent down and scooped her up, dropping his staff to the ground and tossing her over his shoulder. Jack laughed, holding onto her legs with one arm and kicking the shepherd's crook back up into his opposite hand as she struggled, giggling breathlessly.

"JACK!" Elsa exclaimed as he started to walk.

"Yessssss?"

"What do you think you're DOING?"

"Just following orders, ma'am," Jack replied, restraining from a chuckle as he twisted, taking them through the art gallery door and into Elsa's room. "One Snow-Queen-to-bed Delivery Service, par her majesty's request, and—"

"—Jack Frost, you put me down this INSTANT!"

"Nope!"

He could feel himself grinning as Elsa pushed herself up against him, her elbows digging into his shoulder blades. Now halfway across her bedroom, Jack simply kept walking, tossing his staff onto the floor as he went.

"So help me," she laughed, exasperated, "If you don't put me down, I will have you execut-ED!"

The end of the word came out in a rush as Jack unceremoniously dropped the Snow Queen onto her covers with a FWUMP. Elsa let out a giggle of shock and blushed furiously as she scrambled to right herself while Jack took a step back, placing his hands on his hips. Looking down at her—her hair and beautiful ice dress disheveled, the glistening, navy-blue fabric thrown around her on the bedspread as she stared up at him with those enormous, innocent blue eyes—Jack's heart swelled.

A smile spread across his features.

"No, you won't," Jack said quietly.

She blushed, her lips parting slightly. Then, with a self-conscious little huff, the Ice Powers Girl shyly smiled back up at him.

"No," Elsa whispered. "I won't."

An awe-filled quiet fell as the two winter spirits stared into each others' eyes, the silence settling over them like a blanket of snow.

Elsa pushed herself up a bit more, scooting towards the edge of her bed. She chewed on her bottom lip, and Jack watched as her gaze dropped from his eyes to his mouth, then hesitantly going back up to his eyes. Her message was unspoken, but as clear as day.

He didn't need to be told twice.

Jack stepped up to the edge of her bed, taking her cheek in his hand as Elsa leaned into it, tilting her face up towards his. Her expression was pleading. Taking a deep breath, Jack bent forward and pressed his lips against hers.

The instant their mouths touched, Elsa threw her arms around his neck, yanking him closer and nearly pulling him off balance. Jack barely caught himself, throwing his palm forward onto the blanket next to her hip as he pushed back for more, needing to have more, deepening the kiss. Elsa's skin was a perfect temperature on his, her hands moving to grip his collar as she held onto him, and (trying to be as smooth as he could), Jack quickly broke away to sidestep the Ice Powers Girl and sit down on the edge of her bed. He reached for her, and within seconds she was back in his arms, her mouth on his and her hands grasping at the fabric of his shirt like she couldn't resist.

Suddenly, Jack could feel Elsa break away from the kiss, panting for breath. He could feel his own chest heaving for air as well, and unexpectedly realized that he actually needed a quick recovery moment himself.

"Snowflake," Jack gasped, his face still right next to hers as he shook his head. "I—I don't think this is helping you get to bed."

"I'm on my bed," Elsa snapped.

Before Jack could respond, she yanked him forward by his shirt and was kissing him again.

The Guardian's head felt light as he relaxed into it, his heart pounding as he let the Snow Queen pull him closer, kissing him as hard as she could like she craved his touch more than anything else in the world. His spirit soaring as they broke for another quick breath, Jack then captured her lips again with his, his hands finding her sides and pulling her close to anchor her beside him on her bed.

Elsa broke away for the second time, gasping for breath and pulling back from him by a few inches. Jack smiled at her, saying nothing as she looked up, then startling back with her eyes wide.

"Oh!" she blurted, "You—um, my makeup—!"

She grimaced, pointing to his face and blushing. Jack restrained from a laugh, seeing how much Elsa's lipstick was all smudged and messed up, as well.

"We've been having fun," he laughed.

"It's worse than before."

"We're having more fun than before."

"I—!"

She cut herself off. Swallowing hard, Elsa then bit the edge of her lip, reaching up and pushing back a strand of her hair as she hunched over in embarrassment.

"I like you," she whispered.

Jack's heart leapt. He glanced down for a second, rubbing his thumbs over her waist where his hands were still resting the icy, navy blue fabric of her dress.

"I've been picking up on that," Jack replied, his voice barely masking a chuckle as he flirtatiously peered up at her through his eyelashes.

She shrank back by the tiniest bit, her face going a deeper red as her smile faded. Noticing with silent alarm, Jack cleared his throat.

"I like you, too," he added, raising his eyebrows. "Obviously."

She immediately relaxed again, her muscles untensing as she smiled. As Elsa looked back up into his eyes, Jack noted that her cheeks were still pink, but that her expression was once again that adorable combination of shy and embarrassed and worshipfully adoring.

That was more like it.

With hesitance, the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest quietly leaned forward, touching her forehead to his and letting the contented silence speak for itself. The Guardian pressed his forehead back against hers in response, taking her hands in his own and giving them a squeeze as they held onto one another, face to face, just listening to each other breathe.

As his heart rate started to slow, Jack closed his eyes, feeling her skin against his. Elsa's hands were warmer than his own—but not by much. Even though the Ice Powers Girl felt warm to him, he could only imagine how cold she felt to everyone else, who all felt scorching to the Spirit of Winter. Every time someone walked through him, it felt like a wave of burning heat, or a rogue gust of wind from a desert. But not Elsa. Elsa, just a tiny bit warmer than he was, all soft and sweet and real… she was perfect. She FELT perfect, to him.

From somewhere above them, in his peripheral vision, Jack could see the sparkles of tiny snowflakes blossoming into existence, falling silently around them…

"I should—um," Elsa whispered, waking Jack back up into the moment, "Probably—get changed."

She straightened, gently pulling her hands back from his. Jack's eyebrows lifted, and he looked up.

"Oh," he realized, glancing towards the door before turning his gaze back to her, "Do you—uh—I can leave, if—"

"—It's okay."

Standing from the edge of the bed and turning back to face him, Elsa froze. She fidgeted with her fingers for a moment, a few snowflakes bursting from her skin as she pulled her hands into her stomach, before then—gathering her courage—she gave him a little shrug.

"I trust you," Elsa blurted.

Before Jack could respond, the Ice Powers Girl then leaned forward and gave him a quick kiss on the cheek, making him freeze. Backing away a few paces, Elsa smiled nervously, her complexion flushing that pretty pink color again.

"Just don't look?" she pleaded.

Saying nothing, Jack nodded, a sheepish smile starting to creep back across his features as he watched her nod in return and spin away, a spring in her hip-swinging step as she walked from him. Jack started to reach for his hood out of habit, only then remembering that his new shirt didn't have one.

Covering his eyes with his hand, he squeezed his eyelids shut.

"Loopy!" giggled Elsa's voice from across the room.

Shinngg!

CLUNK.

With a gust of cold air, a brand new ice hoop fell around his shoulders, and Jack startled, glancing down to it with a laugh. Suddenly remembering that he wasn't supposed to be looking, he then quickly squeezed his eyes shut again, lifting the hoop off over his head and letting it fall to the carpet with another muffled clunk before clapping his hand back over his face.

There was a long moment of silence.

Whoosh.

His pulse quickened, but Jack didn't move as another little gust of cold air swept past him, sending a shiver down his spine that had nothing to do with the cold. The temperature was just slightly colder as Elsa used her ice powers again, and he could only imagine the innocent nightgown swirling into being around her as she made her stunning, frosty creations.

"Okay," Elsa's voice said. "You can look now."

Getting up from her bed and onto his feet, Jack Frost dropped his hand, turning to face her just as she reached his side. Elsa stepped up to him, not fully embracing him, but stopping directly in front of him with her chest barely a few inches from his own. After a moment of hesitation, the Ice Powers Girl then shyly put her head onto his shoulder, sort of leaning against him with her hands pulled into her stomach, almost like she was waiting for his permission to make it into a full-body embrace. Which was SO granted.

Jack wrapped his arms around her, gathering her to him, and he felt Elsa's muscles relax. She melted against him, and a moment later, Jack felt her arms encircling his middle, embracing him completely and making his heart leap. For a few moments, they simply stood together, holding onto each other in the perfect, beautiful quiet.

Finally, moving one of his hands up to her hair, Jack huffed a soft laugh under his breath.

"You know," he whispered, "I'm not trying to keep you up all night…"

Hardly even considering the action, he kissed her head, then watching in shock as a faint blue sparkle of magic accidentally settled into her scalp. Oops. But he could hardly even think about it, stroking her hair. Wow, Elsa's braid was so soft.

So beautiful.

The Ice Powers Girl mumbled something under her breath, shaking her head against him. Jack restrained from a laugh.

"What was that, Snowflake?" he chuckled.

She made the disgruntled sound again, and Jack could only grin.

"Don't—need sleep," Elsa muttered.

He snorted. "Are you going to make me pull rank?"

She pulled back a bit. Jack felt a pang of guilt, seeing how bloodshot the Ice Powers Girl's eyes were. "Excuse me?" Elsa laughed, raising an eyebrow. She pointed to herself. "Queen. Mister."

"Guardian."

"Fifth Spirit."

"Winter Spirit."

"Technically, I'm a winter spirit, too."

"And winter spirits need sleep."

"You don't seem to need much."

"I do sometimes," Jack retorted, raising his eyebrows in return. "But besides. I know a guy who'd agree with me. And he's a sleep expert."

This gave her pause. Then, Elsa shrugged, a smile tugging at the edge of her mouth. "I know the Sandman, too," she retorted.

"But I've known him for a lot longer," Jack fired back. "And he'd have my head, if he knew how late I've kept you up. Go to bed."

Admittedly, Jack thought to himself, he still needed to murder Sandy over the whole dreams thing. But it was a good excuse, to try and convince Elsa to bed. As much as he was enjoying this loopy, aggressively playful, and definitely not acting-a-bit-drunk version of the Snow Queen of Arendelle, he knew that she did legitimately need sleep. Maybe not as much as an ordinary person, but—well, she seemed to need more than he did. Elsa was a bit of a wild card. And if she were still legitimately mortal, then she definitely—

He shoved the thought from his mind.

Jack gulped. There was no real reason to worry about that, yet. If ever. For one thing, they didn't even technically know if Elsa could die in the first place. Or if she already technically had. She could be immortal already. It certainly wasn't impossible, to think that this adorable, incredible ice lady had been given a fate similar to his own.

The adorable, incredible ice lady that had moved in to embrace him again, this time having snaked her arms around his neck with her soft, curvy body pressed up against his as they stood together in the middle of her silent, moonlit bedroom.

Geuuuuuuuuuugh.

Jack's face flushed, his heart feeling like it was about to explode from the twin sensations of guilt and excitement that swept through him as he wrapped his arms around his sweet Ice Powers Girl again. She was just so amazing. She felt so amazing…

He groaned inwardly.

"You know," Jack muttered into her hair, "I'm trying here, Elsa…"

She didn't let go.

"Trying what?" Elsa murmured back.

Jack opened his mouth to speak, and then closed it again. Realizing that he could say it—that he could finally say it—!

He swallowed a lump of anxiety that had been building up in his throat.

"To be a good boyfriend," Jack whispered.

Elsa froze.

A moment later—like she was actually taking in what he had just said—the beautiful Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest not only didn't let go, but instead hugged him even tighter, nuzzling her cheek into his shoulder. The scent of freshly-fallen snow in her hair felt like it was practically enveloping him; her embrace, the sparkles of her snowflakes in his vision—!

There was no way that Jack was going to voluntarily let go of this woman. After all this waiting, three hundred YEARS of it, for her… he didn't want to. He couldn't.

But—!

"Will you please just go to bed?" Jack pleaded.

His voice had come out as hardly more than a squeak. He swallowed, silently begging.

At last, Jack felt Elsa's arms relax. Feeling her starting to pull away from him, he was instantly hit by a wave of regret, wanting to reach for her once again.

"Okay," she sighed.

His girlfriend drew herself back, leaving her hands clasped at the nape of his neck as she visibly hesitated from letting go of him completely. Finally, Elsa smiled.

"But only because you asked so nicely," she chided.

Before Jack could respond, Elsa let out another giggle, quickly giving him a kiss on the nose before spinning around and practically bouncing again as she ran towards her bed. The Guardian grinned in spite of himself. Sleep-deprived. The Snow Queen of Arendelle was definitely sleep-deprived, in the extreme, after the last two evenings. And he knew that she wasn't normally this playful, but—well. Was she? Jack wasn't even sure WHAT to think, anymore. Except for the fact that his girlfriend was adorable.

Girlfriend.

FINALLY.

Jack let his head fall forward for a moment, grinning from ear to ear as he walked towards her. Elsa was already crawling into her bed, climbing under the covers and flipping herself back over to face him, sitting up and hugging her slightly-bent knees from on top of the bedspread.

Reaching her side, Jack Frost pulled in his breath.

"Well…" he started. "Goodnight… your majesty."

She flushed with joy, her cheeks pink. "Goodnight," she said back. "…Mr. Guardian."

His heart leapt. Unable to resist, the Spirit of Winter hopefully leaned forward, bending towards her and pausing a few inches from her face. Elsa tilted her head up slightly towards his again, slowly letting her eyelids close.

Aaaaand, THAT was his cue.

Jack closed the gap between them, kissing her on the lips and placing the knuckle of his first finger under her chin, tilting her face up just a tiny bit more towards his own. He could feel her kissing him back, her soft mouth on his, the perfect temperature of her skin and her breath in the silent stillness of the dark, early hours of their Christmas morning.

After a few moments they pulled away from the kiss, the connection of their lips breaking with a tiny, almost inaudible little smack of a sound in the quiet. Elsa's eyes slowly fluttered open, and Jack's heart whumped as he stared down at her. The Ice Powers Girl was practically glowing as she sat in her mussed bedcovers, snowflakes falling softly around her as her ice-sprinkled hair and nightgown caught the moonlight pouring in from the window across the room. Hardly two feet away from him, Elsa was now gripping the top of her blanket, twisting the fabric as she stared pleadingly up into his eyes. Her gaze was adoring and innocent, just as it always was, but now there was more—an excited little fire in her eyes as she gazed up at him, chewing on the edge of her slightly-swollen bottom lip in anticipation.

Mother of North… Elsa really did want him.

Jack opened his mouth, then closing it again. His face flushing, the Guardian then huffed an embarrassed little laugh, pushing himself back away from her and straightening up. More than the bed, or anything she'd worn, or even anything they'd actually done!

"I need to—uh," he mumbled, gulping as he backed away, "Probably need to—let you—sleep."

Her face fell, and Jack felt a pang of guilt.

Get it together, he told himself sternly.

Elsa's lips twitched to the side in a half-frown. "I really don't need as much sleep as you seem to think I do," she mumbled sheepishly, rubbing her thumb against the blanket's edge again.

He didn't respond, walking out into the middle of her room and bending down to pick up his shepherd's crook from where he had discarded it earlier on the floor.

"Jack?"

He paused. Turning around, he looked to her again to realize that the Fifth Spirit was visibly struggling, gathering her courage.

"It's Christmas," Elsa said quickly.

A look of confusion swept over Jack's face. He shifted his fingers of the staff.

"Uh…" he stammered. "…Yeah? Why wou—"

Creak!

The soft sound of ice forming drew his attention, and he stopped talking. Looking up, he realized that a soft sparkle of frost was falling over Elsa, a newly-formed ice sculpture growing down towards her from the ceiling above.

Mistletoe.

Jack felt his face crack into a smile, heat rushing to his cheeks and ears again. Exhaling in a whoosh, he reached up and rubbed the back of his neck.

He LOVED this woman.

"It—is Christmas," Jack replied at length.

Elsa's eyes lit up. Dropping his head forward, Jack could feel himself blushing, his smile so wide that his cheeks were already a bit sore from it. Drumming his fingers on the shepherd's crook, he walked back over to her, then leaning it up against her nightstand. Turning around, he sat on the edge of her bed next to her.

Jack looked to the Fifth Spirit, momentarily drowning in her eyes, her gaze eager and shy at the same time. Pulling in his breath, he then glanced upwards at the crystalline mistletoe above them—paused—and looked back down into his Ice Powers Girl's beautiful face, reaching for her cheek with his hand.

He had hardly started to lean towards her when Elsa lunged forward, grabbing the sides of his face and kissing him as hard as she could.

Jack's eyes bulged. Hardly a moment later, and without giving another thought to what he was doing, he suddenly found himself kissing her back with every bit as much passion as she was giving to him. He shifted towards her on the mattress, placing his free hand next to her hip to steady himself as he slipped his hand back into her hair, anchoring her head and passionately taking her mouth with his own. His heart leaping, Jack gasped for breath, then immediately kissing her again as he heard his Elsa let out a whimper. His heart leapt as she grabbed at him, arching towards him and twisting her fingers in his hair, pulling him closer like she was begging for more. And he obliged.

After another quick, blissful little eternity, Jack finally pulled back from her, his chest heaving as he struggled to catch his breath. His heart was pounding, his head light as his world practically spun around him, all centered on the beautiful, adorable, passionately affectionate winter spirit girl sitting in front of him on her now snowflake-dusted bed.

His girlfriend.

"You're amazing," Jack gasped.

Elsa looked up, her cheeks flushed with joy. Seeing it—the eagerness in her eyes, her relief, the way she was lighting up at his approval—his heart leapt again.

"Really," he added, smiling uncontrollably. "You are."

Queen Elsa huffed an embarrassed little laugh, looking down to her lap and blushing. But her smile was undeniable.

"Thanks," she whispered. "You—you are too."

Jack hardly even knew how to respond.

His breathing starting to slow, the Youngest Guardian said nothing, scooting himself towards her again and gently leaning his head against her own. His face was starting to hurt from his grin, flurries of snow sparkling as they fell around him in his vision, but he didn't care. Elsa was his girlfriend. She was his.

Their foreheads pressed together, they said nothing, both still struggling a bit to catch their breath as their heartbeats calmed in the beautiful, peaceful silence.

Finally, Jack Frost heard the Ice Powers Girl pull in a long, steadying breath.

"The wall," Elsa whispered, "You'll—um—you'll put it back up?"

He nodded. "Of course."

"And you won't cross it?"

Pulling back, Jack looked up at her through his eyelashes. Elsa was blushing slightly, suddenly studying her fingers and avoiding his gaze. As a thin layer of ice crinkled out onto the fabric from where she was twisting the bedspread's edge, the unspoken confession was as clear as though the Snow Queen had said it out loud:

She didn't want the wall, either.

With a sigh, Jack reached forward, touching her closest hand. Curling his fingers around it, he nodded once again.

"You have my word," he promised.

As she looked up to him, Jack then placed a quick kiss onto her forehead. Straightening, he gave her hand a squeeze before releasing it and stepping back to let the Ice Powers Girl sink down into her covers.

Elsa shifted twice before snuggling into her pillow. Her facial muscles visibly starting to relax, she looked back up towards him with a dreamy smile.

"Goodnight… Mr. Guardian," she whispered once again.

Jack's heart swelled. Unable to restrain from his grin, he picked up his staff from the side of her bed.

"Goodnight, Queen Elsa," Jack said softly.

Shouldering his staff, the Spirit of Winter turned and started to walk away. As he reached the edge of her room, standing by the dresser, Jack paused. He turned around.

Raising his free hand to his lips, he pulled in his breath.

Whoosh!

Jack Frost blew the snowflake off of his palm in a puff of air like he was blowing a kiss, sending the shimmering crystal dancing through the air across the Snow Queen's bedroom. Seeing it, Elsa gave a little gasp, reaching out her hand by an inch and catching it.

Bringing the snowflake to her lips, she looked back to him, her beautiful face soft in an angelic, tired smile. His heart leapt again, and Elsa closed her eyes, her head sinking into the pillow.

As he watched—within moments—the Fifth Spirit of the Enchanted Forest was sound asleep.

Jack could practically feel his heart melting. After a moment, he turned around to resume walking towards the art gallery again, drumming his fingers on his staff. As he started to pass Elsa's dresser, he paused, taking a few paces over to it and looking into his reflection.

That… was a lot of lipstick.

His cheeks reddened a bit, seeing the mess of Elsa's makeup that had rubbed off on his pale skin, and Jack let out a silent laugh. Shaking his head, he grinned, letting his head fall forward for a moment before looking back up into his reflection. The Ice Powers Girl had made her mark, alright. All over his face. Ah, well.

Pushing up the sleeve of his new shirt, Jack uncovered his forearm. He didn't really get dirty like normal people did (an unexpected perk of the "immortal dead guy" deal), but his personal little trophies obviously rubbed off on their own eventually. Carefully wiping Elsa's lipstick off onto his skin, he then pulled the sleeve of his new shirt back down on top of it, hoping that it wouldn't show through the white fabric.

Looking back up into his reflection, the Spirit of Winter held out his hand.

Whoosh! The soft snowball materialized into his palm, and Jack picked up a chunk of it, beginning to scrub the remaining mess off his face. He didn't think that the Ice Powers Girl really needed to wear so much makeup, but she seemed to enjoy it, so—you know. Whatever. He was just happy that she'd found something she could have fun with. He was still going to wash it off, though. Having Elsa's lipstick marks all over his face was one thing, but Jack drew the line at the sparkly purple eye stuff.

His face was clean once again. Pulling his hands down as he contemplated melting the snowball, Jack Frost looked back into the mirror, seeing Elsa's reflection in it from a distance. He smiled to himself, gingerly reaching up and touching his lips. That had been… that had been amazing. If he could do nothing but kiss her, feel her, for every second of every day for the rest of his life, it wouldn't be enough…

Jack straightened and turned around, leaning back against the edge of the dresser for a moment and looking at her. Ugh, she looked so adorable. Elsa had all but actually collapsed from exhaustion tonight, and he regretted absolutely nothing. His girlfriend… so peaceful, curled up in her bed, all tuckered out with her hair and makeup all messed up and the mess of snowflakes around her on the bedspread…

Ice wall. Right.

Chuckling silently to himself, the Spirit of Winter shook his head. Picking up his staff again, he then walked over to the door, crossing into Elsa's art gallery.

One half-wall of ice and hastily-formed bedframe later, Jack hopped up onto his mattress, his feet crunching in the fresh snow as he gazed over the wall, folding his arms on top of it and leaning into them. Elsa, sound asleep, looked nothing short of angelic, the icy cloth of her nightgown shimmering on her shoulders as she breathed softly, her chest rising up and down in the moonlight.

Now… that, Jack thought. THAT is a snow angel.

He let out a dreamy sigh, lifting a forearm to rest his chin on his fist and staring over the ice wall.

"Why… if it isn't Jack Frost," sneered a dark voice, making him freeze in his place. "I had no idea you had such… expensive… taste in women."

The Guardian's blood ran cold.

Fighting as hard as he could against the knot in his stomach as all of the hairs on the back of his neck stood on end, Jack Frost straightened up from the wall, his knuckles going white on his staff as he slowly turned around.

"Hello, Pitch."

Chapter 102: Cold and Dark

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AUTHOR'S NOTE : Introducing: the THIRD main character of Ice Alliance! GAUGH, this secret has been so hard to keep! As a Fun Fact (meaning, a random thingy that is mildly interesting to absolutely no one except me), some chunks of this scene are actually the very first things I wrote for Ice Alliance, typing on my laptop in secret while sitting on the floor of my student apartment bathroom in July of 2015! …I feel really old, now! (Ice Alliance is nine years old. NINE. Ooooooh, my word…) Thanks for being here, thanks for reading, please review if you're able, and have a FANTABULOUS DAY! :D

REGARDING (my interpretation of) PITCH BLACK: Friendly reminder that IA is based off of the 2012 film "Rise of the Guardians," and not the Guardians of Childhood book series by William Joyce. In other words, because my version of Pitch Black is based off the movie, I have the freedom to give him a different backstory that the one written in the books (because the movie backstory leaves a lot of room for creative liberties). ;)

TRIGGER WARNING: References to Jack's drowning experience

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102: COLD AND DARK

The Boogeyman stepped forward to completely emerge from out of the shadows, his tall, dark form suddenly before Jack Frost, pale gray features and skeletal angles eerily illuminated by the moonlight in Elsa's art gallery. Looming like an omen, he then clasped his hands together behind his back and started to walk towards the Youngest Guardian, his gait a smooth and inhuman glide across the carpet.

"Oh, very good!" Pitch Black chuckled, his expression making all the hairs on the back of Jack's neck stand on end. "Our new little Guardian remembers! With all this time going by, I was beginning to think that you had forgotten all about me."

"Yeah, that would have been nice."

His mind racing, Jack'seyes narrowed as he whipped his shepherd's crook around his body and caught it into a fighter's grip. The Spirit of Winter pulled in his breath. "Let's play a game. It's called, How Fast Can You Run?"

"Oh, look how brave he has become," Pitch sneered sarcastically, "Bravo!"

Jack readjusted his hold on the staff. "What do you want?"

The Boogeyman shrugged.

"Oh—just the usual things," he mused, pausing and pretending to inspect his fingernails for a long moment. "Appreciation… recognition… for the last skeletal, fish-eaten fragments of your frozen corpse to lie disintegratingat the bottom of that blasted little pond in Burgess…"

Pitch Black let his voice trailed off, and he looked up, his gaze a meaningful glare as icy as the body of water had been. Jack froze, a wave of terror rushing over him at the memories. The cold… the darkness…!

He gritted his teeth, his head swimming with both anger and fear as he tried to force himself back into the present. Seeing the Guardian's expression, Pitch's eyes lit up.

"Oh… that's right!" the Boogeyman exclaimed, smiling in demonic glee, "You have your memories again! Tell me, Jack. How did it feel, to drown? The shock of cold gripping your muscles… did you go suddenly? Or did you try to fight? Flailing and thrashing, as the water filled your lungs? Or was your death slow? I've heard there are so many different ways to experience it…"

Jack's heart started pounding, nearly out of control as the terrifying memories seized upon his mind. It was almost as though the Boogeyman himself had faded, along with Elsa's art gallery and all of his surroundings, as Jack was falling backwards through the freezing water, paralyzed with the darkness closing in…

"Okay, Pitch. It's time to go," Jack snapped, shaking himself and setting his jaw, "Or should I say…"

Pausing, he whipped his staff back into position, fixing his aim straight onto the Boogeyman's heart.

"Fallen One?" Jack spat-whispered.

Pitch paused, wordlessly looking down at the shepherd's crook for a long moment. Slowly, he then allowed his gaze to meander back up and lock onto the Youngest Guardian's ferocious expression.

The Boogeyman simply raised his eyebrows.

"Oh… I see the that old professor has taken on a new student," he sneered, giving Jack a cold smile. "How very… academic of him."

"You think they haven't told me about you?" Jack hissed. "About what you did? To Manny?"

To this, the Boogeyman's facade dropped, his eyes alight with a sudden fury.

"The Man in the Moon stole my power!" he snarled.

"You forfeited your power!"

A dark expression swept over Pitch Black's features, and Jack felt a chill go down his spine. A distinct, panicked urgency seized upon him, and the Youngest Guardian had to use every ounce of willpower he possessed to keep himself from actually cringing as the Nightmare King drew closer, still somehow taller than he was despite the fact that Jack was standing on the raised platform of his bed.

"Let me guess: you Guardians were raised up to fight against me, because I'm so terribly 'corrupt,' now?" Pitch sneered, looking down the edge of his now-crinkled nose, "Is that what Nicholas has told you? That I'm a threat to the children? Because it's such a terrible, evil thing, that I am willing to use fear to accomplish my purposes?"

He paused, leaning slightly forward over the Spirit of Winter with a knowing look in his eyes. The Boogeyman then lowered his voice to a whisper.

"I'm sure that no one else around here has ever dared to stoop. So. Low," Pitch enunciated.

As though pleased with himself, Pitch Black then straightened up again, turning to glide-walk away from Jack towards the nearest shelf of Elsa's art gallery. Did Pitch—was he—?

"Wait… what?" Jack stammered, confused, "What are you talking about?"

Pitch huffed a little chuckle, his eyebrows lifting. "Oh, please." He stopped walking, rolling his eyes as he turned back towards the Guardian of Fun. "Did you really think, with all of the fear that you've been instilling into Arendelle's Royal Council, that I wouldn't be tipped off to the fact that something was going on?"

A wave of nausea swept over Jack's body, his eyes bulging at the revelation. The Council. His work, getting rid of Elsa's Council. He'd rid her of them, only to catch the attention of…!

"I simply came to investigate," Pitch started again with a shrug, "And… got more than I bargained for, it seems. With what I just witnessed."

His eyes bulging, Jack jolted. "How much did—!"

He cut himself off mid-sentence, snapping his mouth shut. Pitch Black raised a single eyebrow, looking in the blushing Guardian's direction with a smug and knowing expression.

GAURGH!

Mentally kicking himself, Jack gave his head a quick shake. Tightening his fingers on the staff, he adjusted his stance in the snow and aimed it back at the Boogeyman's heart.

"I would never have guessed that YOU were behind all of those resignations," Pitch Black said smoothly, apparently unfazed by the unspoken threat as he eyed the gnarled old shepherd's crook. He looked back up into the Guardian's face, his eyebrows lifting again. "I wasn't aware that fear was quite your style, Jack."

"It's not."

The Boogeyman's eyebrows lifted a fraction further.

"Oh?" he said.

Jack's face flushed again, his entire body rigid. "There—were extenuating circumstances," he stammered, "And I wasn't trying to go for fear. I was just—messing with their heads. A little. That's all."

"Mmm… confident, aren't we?"

The Guardian said nothing, glaring Pitch down with as much intimidation as he could muster and silently wishing his pale face weren't so prone to blushing.

The Nightmare King turned and started moving again, his silent and menacing stride like a shadow as he practically glided towards the side of the art gallery. He paused in front of one of the shelves, his gaze falling onto the nearest of Elsa's dozens and dozens of ice figurines.

"No… I wouldn't have thought that using fear was the noble Guardian's style at all," Pitch mused, reaching forward and plucking a tiny ice statue from off of the shelf . "But, then again… I wouldn't have thought that Queen Elsa was quite his style, either."

Jack's heart rate increased as he realized that Pitch was holding a figurine from only a few days before—a precious one, of Jack dancing with Elsa, their laughing, joyful expressions perfectly captured in the Ice Power's Girl's beautiful creation.

"What's that supposed to mean?" the Guardian demanded.

The Boogeyman shrugged. "I've always pictured you as the type to go chasing after some silly little milkmaid, or helpless peasant girl to pass the time. But no!" he exclaimed, gesturing with the figurine as he turned around, "Jack Frost goes straight for the QUEEN! Who'd have ever thought, that a Guardian of Childhood would develop a taste for the finer things of life?"

Jack's blood boiled, his teeth clenching together. Like he cared about the Ice Powers Girl's social status, or she cared about his. Especially when he had once only been a poor shepherd boy, himself.

"In a way, though… I suppose it makes sense," Pitch went on with a shrug, barely concealing a smirk at Jack's reaction and ostentatiously examining the figurine. "Besides the ice powers, I wouldn't have thought that you two had much of anything in common."

"We—!"

Jack cut himself off, snapping his mouth shut and barely catching the retort before it escaped from his lips. Once again, he wanted to fire back, to refute the senseless jab, but—he knew what this was. Pitch was baiting him. And the less he found out about Elsa, the better. The Boogeyman clearly wanted information, and was now trying to tempt it out of Jack by luring him into a fight.

Two could play that game.

The Spirit of Winter let out a dramatic sigh. Straightening up (but not abandoning his higher ground he had from standing on the bed), he then swung his staff to the side, throwing his hands up in the air in mock defeat.

"Well. I guess you must be right, then," Jack laughed heartlessly, daring Pitch with a sarcastic glare. "I'm just here for Queen Elsa's money! You've got me all figured out, Pitch. So I guess you can just—move along, then! Nothing here to see, right?"

Pitch's teeth clicked together, an unexpected fury lighting up in his eyes. A moment later—schooling his expression—the Boogeyman then shrugged once again, affording Jack a cold smile, but giving him nothing more. In other words: in being condescending and yet telling Jack nothing, he was trying to get the Guardian to make stupid assumptions.

Oh, this creep was infuriating.

"And yet… your fear remains," Pitch drawled, drawing himself up.

Jack scoffed. "What are you talking about?"

"Your greatest fear."

A wave of confusion swept over Jack's face. Giving himself a little shake, he moved his staff into both hands again, subtly shifting his feet into fighting stance.

"Your greatest fear," Pitch prodded, starting to come towards him, "Is the one thing I always know. Remember?"

Jack huffed another scoff. "Yeah, and people believe in me now, so—"

"—You mean to tell me," Pitch balked, his eyes bulging, "That you think it stays the same? Oh, that's a good one, Jack Frost!"

Jack's grip on the staff went tense, the hairs on the back on his neck standing on end. Pitch smiled, his sharp teeth making him look even more predatory in the moonlight.

A shiver went down Jack's spine.

Pitch Black stood tall, regarding the Guardian of Fun with contempt. "For all of your self-righteous little remarks—waving that stick around," he scoffed, waggling his fingers in Jack's direction, "You don't know that first thing about how fear actually works."

"Maybe I don't have to."

"I'm going to enlighten you anyway."

Jack could already feel his blood simmering his veins, ready to boil as he watching the Boogeyman's arrogant posturing. If Jack hadn't been standing up on his bed, backed by the half-wall of ice, the old creep probably would have started walking in a slow circle around him and delivering a monologue about how misunderstood he was by now.

The Boogeyman let out a dramatic sigh, gazing upwards in thought. "Fear—you can take it from me—changes and shifts, as people do, throughout their lives. There are all kinds of factors, that can influence what people want… and what they're scared of not having."

His eyebrows lifting, Pitch Black gestured with the hand he was still using to hold the tiny ice figurine of Jack and Elsa in dance. In feigned forgetfulness, he then let it slip from his fingers, falling to the ground and shattering apart on the carpet with a quick, loud snap.

Jack tensed, sucking in his breath.

"Whoops," Pitch enunciated.

The Guardian set his jaw, looking back up into Pitch's face with a glare. Knowing that he'd stuck a nerve, the Boogeyman started to walk forward, intentionally placing his foot above the Jack portion of the now-broken ice figurine. It was smashed with a jagged, sickening crunch as he stepped down onto it, making Jack's teeth clench even harder.

"I must say… I do congratulate you, Jack," Pitch drawled, taking a moment to grind the shattered figurine into the carpet completely before straightening and facing the Spirit of Winter once again. "Quite a catch, that one. One of my old favorites, actually."

Already on edge, Jack felt his muscles contract even more as he gripped the staff, and he struggled to keep himself from succumbing to his building feelings of panic. Fighting against his twisting stomach, he pulled himself up.

"You—know Elsa?" he squeaked.

Pitch snorted. "Of course I know Elsa," he snapped, "She was a child, once. A very… scared… child."

The very distinct sensation of feeling both sick and enraged swept over Jack. He shifted uneasily on his feet, trying to stay calm as his legs trembled beneath him.

The Boogeyman's eyes lit up.

"I should say hello!" he said suddenly.

Jack's eyes widened. "DON'T—!"

CRACK!

Ice blasted out of the end of the staff, crashing into the ground right where the Boogeyman had been standing just as Pitch vanished into the shadows. Jack whipped around, his heart pounding as he looked with horror beyond the ice wall and into Elsa's room. He leapt into the air, and was just about to dart over it to her when—

Whoosh!

A gust of burning hot wind rushed through his hair, blowing him back an inch and nearly knocking him off-balance. As he quickly regained his hovering position, Pitch Black was suddenly standing in Elsa's room, considering Jack with smug and victorious grin.

"Now, now, little Guardian," he chuckled, waggling his pointer finger as he stood just out of Jack's reach. "Someone around here made a promise to stay on his side of the wall. And we wouldn't want to break that adorable little promise, would we?"

His throat felt tight. Jack Frost looked to his Elsa, still asleep in her bed, and then back to the Boogeyman standing before him.

Forcing down the rush of seething hatred bubbling up inside of him, Jack slowly sank back down in the air, landing on the snowy mattress of his ice bed with a crunch.

Pitch smiled, his sharp, gray teeth looking more dangerous than ever. "That's better," he said smoothly. "You noble Guardians must control yourselves… right? Jack?"

A muscle in Jack's jaw ticked. He was suddenly aware of the fact that his hands shaking, the staff starting to glow beneath his fingers with barely-restrained fury.

But he hardly had more than a second to register what was happening before Pitch suddenly vanished into another rush of hot wind, the gust hitting Jack and making him once again fight the strange instinctual urge to flee. A moment later, there was another whoosh, and the Boogeyman stepped from the shadows again, this time on the opposite side of the room.

Next to Elsa.

Jack gasped. His stomach lurching, and he jumped forward to grip the ledge of the ice wall, helpless against the situation. His heart started pounding, and he watched in horror as Pitch walked towards Elsa's bed, gazing down at her like an animal assessing its prey.

"Oh, Elsa… how you've grown," Pitch enunciated, then pausing to look up. "Oh—and would you look at that? The Sandman has already been here."

It was then, for the first time, that Jack realized there was a small, golden something spinning above her head, gracefully twirling through the air. Looking more carefully, he realized that it was a tiny version of himself, sweeping a golden sand-girl around and around in elegant dance.

His breath caught. Elsa was dreaming about him.

Suddenly distracted, Jack Frost felt a swell of affection for the Snow Queen. Elsa really did like dancing… but apparently, what she specifically liked about it was dancing with him.

See, Elsa had said, I think YOU'RE the fantasy.

A hint of a smile started to tug at the edge of the Spirit of Winter's lips as he watched the sand version of himself spin the golden little sand-Elsa out, then pulling her back into a closed dancing position.

"Such a pleasant, romantic little dream," Pitch drawled, making Jack's heart drop and vision jerk back into focus as the Boogeyman slowly reached his finger towards the sand couple. "Now, wouldn't it be terrible if—oh, no."

He touched the top of the sand-Jack's head, and the real Jack, standing helplessly behind the thick wall of ice, watched in horror as the golden sand version of himself slowly turned to black. When the sand-girl turned around, spinning out the the dance, the sand version of himself somehow split—his image disappearing, and turning into two figures, and then four, and then eight, until the golden Elsa was no longer with the
Spirit of Winter, but was instead surrounded by a mob. A mob that looked angry.

Just as the tiny sand-Elsa stopped dancing, her head whipping back and forth in horror, the dozens of dark and sandy figures leapt onto her, ripping her apart as the dream abruptly ended, bursting into a million pieces in a cloud of black dust. Elsa gasped in her sleep, stiffening in the bed.

Jack jolted, his entire body tensing.

"Oh, no," Pitch said smoothly, turning back around and raising his eyebrows, "Now, she isn't going to like that—ah, ah, ah!"

Pitch wagged his pointer finger in Jack's direction, smirking as the Guardian froze, his knuckles white as he gripped the top ledge of the ice wall, ready to vault over it at any second. Pitch smirked.

Unable to do anything else, Jack snarled and aimed his staff, ready to blast the Boogeyman to the next kingdom. "Get away from her!"

"No… no, I don't think I will," Pitch said matter-of-factly. He raised an eyebrow, glancing nonchalantly at the glowing shepherd's crook. "What are you going to do with that, Jack Frost? Attack me? Blast me with the ice of your righteous fury? Go ahead. Try it. I might prefer to wake her up, anyway..."

Jack's eyes widened. Pitch was right.

He clenched his teeth together, lowering his staff and glaring over the ice wall as Pitch leaned over the bed to look into Elsa's face, which was now filled with terror.

"Ah, yes, Elsa… oh, how I do remember you!" the Nightmare King giggled. "Tiny, terrified Princess Elsa… always so afraid, always so desperate to keep those pesky, monstrous powers of hers under wraps for Mommy and Daddy..."

"They are not monstrous," Jack snapped, his eyes narrowing. "Elsa's powers are amazing. And she knows it."

"Oh, does she, now?" Pitch taunted, sitting down on the edge of her bed. "Well, then… if what you say is true, if there is really no more lingering doubt, no last little snippet of fear, in her mind, then there should be no problem with me doing… this."

"Don't—!"

Pitch turned and stretched out his hand, gently drawing his long, pale fingers across the sleeping Elsa's cheek. She sharply drew in her breath, cringing at his touch.

"Oh… now, isn't that sweet," Pitch drawled. He looked back into Jack's horrified eyes. "She remembers me!"

"Get your hands off of her!"

Pitch ignored him, stroking Elsa's cheek again as she began trembling uncontrollably, gasping for breath in her sleep. "You know," he continued, smirking, "In retrospect, I have no idea why I wanted to pursue you as an ally, Jack Frost. When Elsa was so…" He stopped, thinking for a moment. "Preferable."

"What do you mean?"

"Why would Elsa be preferable to you as a companion?" Pitch chuckled, smoothly getting to his feet. "Well, there's our long, long history together, for one thing. And her power… in many ways, greater than your own, I'm afraid. And of course, her kingdom," he said, gliding across the floor as he spoke, "If the Snow Queen is mine, then Arendelle is, as well. And the Enchanted Forest… and all of those ridiculous 'Nature' spirits, who swear such allegiance to her. Why is she preferable to you? There are… many reasons."

Stopping on the other side of the room and glancing to the bed, Pitch looked back towards Elsa, staring at her frightened slumbering face. As he gazed at the beautiful Snow Queen, a strange, growing intensity started to flare up in the Nightmare King's eyes, like a determination. A hunger.

A desire.

Jack Frost could practically feel his heart turning to stone, sinking with a slow horror at the realization as his stomach dropped. His face went pale.

"W-wait," he stammered, "You—you can't be saying…"

His voice trailed off. As though lost in thought, the Boogeyman blinked, giving himself a tiny, almost indiscernible little shake before turning back to face the Guardian standing behind the ice wall on the other side of the room.

"Oh, come now," Pitch chuckled, "Even you have to admit it, Jack Frost. In fact, I'm surprised you didn't see this coming sooner." He paused, gesturing to Elsa and then to himself. "For all that talk of alliances… what goes together better than cold… and dark?"

All of the color had drained from Jack's face. Suddenly feeling sick, the Youngest Guardian opened his mouth to speak, then closing it, having to take a deep breath a second later and try again.

"You—love Elsa?" Jack choked.

"Do I love—?"

Pitch stopped talking, looking back to the Youngest Guardian with raised eyebrows and a slightly open mouth. After a long pause—a demonic spark of delight firing up in his eyes—the Boogeyman then started to laugh.

Jack's muscles tensed, a chill going down his spine as the Nightmare King's mirth filled the room, a cruel and hollow sound. A few moments later, Pitch's chuckles grew tired and died off, and he pulled in his breath, looking down to Jack with condescension.

"Ooooooh, Jack Frost," he drawled. "You. Are. Darling."

Jack felt heat rushing to his face. Swallowing his fear, he shifted his fingers on the staff, his entire body on edge as his heart pounded against the inside of his ribcage.

"To answer your adorable little question… no. I don't love Elsa," Pitch started again smugly, his voice barely concealing a chuckle. "I simply acknowledge that she would be a powerful ally. But…"

The Boogeyman's voice trailed off. He looked upwards in thought, a strange expression sweeping his face.

And the Nightmare King… smiled.

"I do… love… the idea," he mused, gesturing with the revelation, "Of watching. You. Suffer."

A jolt of panic shot through Jack, and he forced the terror back down, carefully reaiming the staff.

His eyes alight with cruel excitement, Pitch Black casually pretended to inspect his grayed fingernails. His feet making no sound on the carpet, the Boogeyman then started to move slowly forward, making Jack once again fight the instinctual urge to flee.

Or attack.

"In fact… now that you mention it," Pitch said, looking up, "I have an idea. We'll make it a bet. In fact… a game, if you will. Everybody knows that Jack Frost loves GAMES."

"That's what this is about?" Jack scoffed. "You've come to make threats? You think you're going to take her away from me?"

"Oh… I wouldn't have to."

A wave of confusion swept over Jack's expression.

"What?" Jack pressed, a wave of unease sweeping through him, "You think Elsa's going to dump me? For you? Because, I seriously doubt that she'd do something like that."

"I didn't say that, either."

"Then, why—?"

His voice trailed off, his confused expression even more difficult to hide.

"Ooooooh… I know something you don't knooow!" Pitch jeered, his eyes alight with a cruel gleam. "Oh… oh, my. Oh, now this is just precious."

"What is?"

The Boogeyman felt silent for a moment, letting the tension build. With a whoosh, he the disappeared into the shadows, making Jack freeze.

An instant later, the Youngest Guardian felt a rush of hot air blow past him, the hairs of the back of his neck standing on end as Pitch Black leaned in close to his ear.

"Queen Elsa…" Pitch hissed, "Is. Still. MORTAL."

Jack's heart dropped to his feet.

Pitch drew back and started laughing, the joyless, harsh sound resounding and echoing through the room as he disappeared with another hollow whoosh. It was like all of the air had been sucked out of the room. A horror, and then panic, seized Jack's body, his muscles all going rigid for what felt like the one hundredth time in the previous ten minutes.

"You're lying," Jack blurted.

"Oh." Pitch smiled, reappearing before him on the ground. "Am I, now."

The Spirit of Winter rolled his eyes, then straightening and glaring down the Boogeyman with disgust. "It's what you do."

"Oh, come now, Jack. Surely, Queen Elsa's mortality has crossed your mind," Pitch chuckled, "Surely, you didn't think that this would last forever. That—because she had ice powers—that she was like you?"

"I—!"

Jack was blushing again.

Glancing down at his feet, the Guardian swallowed hard, feeling uncomfortably exposed. To his dismay, he heard the Boogeyman let out a breathy huff of a laugh.

"Wait… hold on. You—?"

Jack said nothing, gripping the staff so hard that his fingers were trembling. As he looked up, he saw that Pitch Black's eyes were bulging, his mouth hanging open in a silent guffaw.

"That's your plan?" Pitch balked, hardly able to restrain himself from buckling over with laughter. "This whole time, you've been carrying on, under the assumption—?"

Jack could feel the color in his face and ears, even his neck itching from the heat.

"It could happen," he choked.

To this, the Boogeyman merely smirked, staring down the end of his nose with a tsk.

"The Man in the Moon doesn't simply hand out immortality, boy," Pitch enunciated, his lip curling around the name. "He isn't. That. Kind."

Jack pressed his lips together, swallowing with effort.

Within a few moments, as he considered the statement, the Spirit of Winter could feel his fear and embarrassment melting into indignation, and then anger. Seething, he straightened up, glaring the Boogeyman down and holding his ground.

"Okay. Time's up," Jack Frost gritted, pointing the staff at the Nightmare King's heart and jabbing it an inch in gesture. "You've made your point. Now leave."

Pitch released a dramatic sigh.

"I was afraid you were going to say that," he chuckled.

CRACK!

Pitch vanished into shadow with a whoosh just as Jack's ice flew out of the shepherd's crook, barely missing the edge of his long black cloak. The Guardian spun around, his heart pumping, to find that the Boogeyman was now effortlessly standing upside-down on the ceiling, just beyond Jack's reach on the other side of the wall.

"I simply cannot leave, without explaining our game," Pitch said smoothly, giving him an infuriatingly casual shrug, "So, here it is: you are going to try to hold on to your precious little snowflake. And I'll… apply a little heat. To see how quickly she melts from your hand?"

CRACK!

Jack Frost blasted another shot of ice at the Boogeyman, and it smashed into the ceiling just as Pitch disappeared once again. His heart pounding as he struggled for breath, the Guardian leapt into the air, frantically searching for him.

The haunting, chilling sound of Pitch Black's laughter began to echo all around Jack in the room, ricocheting off of the walls and ceiling and dozens and dozens of shelves of ice. The Spirit of Winter spun around in the air, gripping his staff in fighting position. Still hovering above his ice bed, he scanned the seemingly empty art gallery in a panic, his blood simultaneously boiling with fury and frozen with fear.

"Oooooh… it appears that the winds are chaaaange-ing!" Pitch's voice giggled, bouncing and echoing through the room. "This is about to get exciting!"

Jack spun in the air, and then back around again, desperate to pinpoint the source of the sound as he tried to quell the feelings on panic rising up inside of him. Sucking in his breath, he struggled to keep his voice even. "What? What did you do?"

Whoosh!

There was a gust of burning hot wind, and a second later, Pitch Black was once again standing before him, on the other side of the ice wall. The Boogeyman smiled, his manic grin sending chills down Jack's spine.

"Your greatest fear, Jack!" he exclaimed. "It. Just. Changed."

"I—!"

Whoosh!

The Nightmare King had vanished into the shadows again. Feeling helpless, Jack sank slowly in the air until his touched down onto his icy bed again, gripping his staff so hard that his knuckles were turning white. In a rush of scorching wind, he could suddenly knew that Pitch Black was suddenly right behind him, leaning over his shoulder and making him go rigid with a sudden and inexplicable terror.

"Your greatest fear is no longer that you will simply lose Elsa," the Boogeyman hissed into Jack's ear. "Now, it's that she will leave you—specifically—for me."

Jack opened his mouth to fire back, but no words came. From somewhere over his shoulder, he could hear the Nightmare King start laughing again, the demonic sound echoing all around him through the room as he stared, his muscles frozen, at Elsa, who was still silently sleeping in her bed.

Mentally scrambling to gather his senses, Jack shook himself from the stupor just as the feeling of terrifying heat vanished from behind him.

"That—that's not going to happen," the Guardian stammered, his stomach churning as he tried to sound confident. "I won't let you take her."

"Oh, you don't think so?"

Whoosh!

Pitch Black reappeared again at Elsa's bedside, picking up a lock of her hair and twisting it in-between his fingers. Whimpering softly in her sleep, Elsa squeezed her eyes shut, curling into a ball in terror. To Jack's horror, a single tear escaped from her lashes, rolling down off the edge of her cheek and falling into Pitch's outstretched hand.

The Boogeyman held it up to his nose, inhaling deeply of the scent. He then sighed happily, glancing back to Jack.

"Oh, come now," he chuckled, "You have to admit that that's fun."

"Leave her alone!"

"Good night, little princess," Pitch enunciated, ostentatiously ignoring Jack. "We'll meet again soon enough." He dramatically bent down over Elsa in the bed, softly kissing her hair.

Then, in sudden surprise, he jerked his head up, taking a step back.

"She—she isn't afraid," he stammered. Pitch's eyes widened with confusion, and he shook his head. "Why isn't—!"

Elsa's face was now relaxed, a hint of a smile beginning to reappear. It was then, leaning over her limp body, that Pitch saw the last gleam of a sparkling snowflake melting into her skin.

His eyes wild with fury, he spun around, appearing back through to the other side of the ice wall. Jack Frost was smiling coldly, sitting on his staff a few feet in the air, and spinning a large snowflake above his open hand.

"You," Pitch snarled, "But—but you—"

"—You fight for Elsa in your way," Jack said carefully, twirling the snowflake with his finger, "And I'll fight for her in mine."

He closed his hand, and the snowflake burst apart, shimmering into a sparkling mist and falling softly down towards the bed.

"Oh—and, by the way," the Guardian added, glaring back up at Pitch. "You've just made a horrible mistake."

"Oh?" Pitch said coldly. His lip curled. "And what might that be?"

"You've opened my eyes."

The Spirit of Winter jumped down from his staff, catching it with his hand. Flipping it back onto his shoulder, he shrugged.

"You've opened my eyes, because—you're right," Jack admitted. "I really am terrified of losing Elsa."

Pitch paused for a moment, processing the statement. Then, looking back down at Jack, he huffed in disbelief.

"A mistake?" he scoffed, "Simply pointing out your weakness when—"

"—No. Pointing out why I need to fight for her," Jack interrupted. "If losing Elsa is my worst fear, then you've just handed me PROOF that loving her really IS the thing I want most. If there was any doubt in my mind before, about whether or not I was truly 100 percent sure I loved her, it's gone now! So, I want you to know that, because I love her, for every move you make, every time you try to take her away, I will fight to get her back. I will fight for Elsa, and I will keep fighting for her for every day for the rest of my life if I have to, because that's what you do for the people you love."

Pitch's smirk had faded. He slowly turned, gliding towards the shadows of the room again. "So… this is how it will be," he sneered. "You want to fight? Done. We are now at war. I hope you enjoy pain, Jack... I had Elsa's heart once. I can get it again."

As Pitch began to fade into the shadows, on his way out, Jack Frost huffed a bitter laugh. He shook his head.

"From the way that you talk," he called after him, "You'd think that Elsa was alone."

Pitch stopped walking. His hands clasped behind his back, he then turned, giving Jack a condescending smirk.

"Someone like Elsa will always be alone," Pitch said smoothly.

Jack shook his head.

"When she was younger? Maybe," Jack shrugged, his eyes still cold as he stared his adversary down. "She might have felt alone, before. But now she has her family. And the Spirits. And all the people of Arendelle, and the Enchanted Forest, as well. And if you fight her, you're fighting all of them, too."

Pitch raised an eyebrow, a hint of a smirk tugging at the side of his mouth. "Is that supposed to feel like a threat?"

"Maybe." Jack said. "Oh—and there's one more thing she has now, that she didn't have last time."

"And what might that be?"

Jack Frost let out his breath, turning and gazing back over the ice wall to where Elsa was sleeping soundly on the other side of the room. Seeing her relaxed features, the healed dreamsand beginning to glisten its shimmery gold once again as it re-gathered back above her in the air, he started to smile, suddenly feeling more confident than he had in a long time as Pitch disappeared.

"She has a Guardian," Jack whispered.

Chapter 103: Mistletoe

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Yallo, everybody! Sorry for the long note, but I need your OPINIONS on things (regarding commissions for IA art/comics, P8treon, original fiction work, etc.)! HERE WE GO.

Regarding IA FANART/COMICS : Quite a few of you have recently contacted me to suggest collaborations for art and/or comics about Ice Alliance. While super flattering, here's a quick summary of my feelings on the subject:

Me: It appears that a number of artists are wanting me to commission them to do illustrations and comics for Ice Alliance.

Me to Me: That's a completely reasonable thing to ask. It's important that artists feel they can get paid for their work.

Me: …

Me: You realize that *I'M* not being paid anything to do this, right?

SO. While I totally respect the Hustle (being an artist is hard!), I'm just going to respond En Masse to clarify that—w hile I'm more than happy to continue writing and posting IA for free (because that is what I *literally* signed up for when I made a fanfiction account)—I kind of draw the line at being asked to additionally pay for the production of what is essentially fanart of my OWN work. (Like any other healthily self-loathing young mother, I already feel guilty enough for letting myself spend time on writing this, when I *could* be using that precious fifteen-minutes-once-every-six-weeks writing time to be doing More Endless Chores instead, you know?) (GUILT! GUILT GUILT GUILT!)

That being said: if any of YOU GUYS wanted to see some commissioned "official" art for IA and were willing to either A) foot the bill, or B) join with other people to do so, I am TOTALLY open to trying to figure out how to organize something like that! ALSO: For anybody who still wants to make or post fanart/comics for free (you know, because I kinda thought we were ALL here for free), while I request that you credit me by linking/crediting Ice Alliance as your source, I am always thrilled to see fanart and/or comics, and I will do my best to remember to post links to your work in my Author's Notes!

Regarding P8treon (apparently, I cannot type the actual word here): On that note, I should probably bring this up, because it's been brought up to me on several occasions by readers. While really flattering, I'm going to clarify that I'm not planning on starting one for IA for two main reasons. The first is that (from what I understand), I'd be required to offer "perks" for my top patrons, such as

Example: "You can read my stuff EARLIER than everybody else! …Because I'm now actively withholding my finished work from everybody else, unless they pay up, I guess!"

Another Example: "We're going to hold a lottery for who gets to *sPeNd [a very small amount of] TiMe WiTh MeEeEeEeE!*"

(Seriously. I understand that creators don't have the time to personally meet with every single person, but the idea of charging people to be friends with me feels every kind of ick.)

The other reason is that I do NOT have to know how much people think IA is actually *worth*. It means a lot to me, and therefore, that is… NOT a question I need to have answered?

Example: "Let's see, so I worked for months and months perfecting and drafting this chapter, poured my heart and soul and let's not bring up how many HOURS OF MY LIFE into it, and I have made… *calculator button sounds*… TWENTY-FIVE CENTS!"

SO. Um. Largely due to the fact that I don't really need more money at the moment (my husband's job is fine), Ice Alliance is free, and will always be free. Let's repeat that, just to be clear.

ICE ALLIANCE IS FREE, AND WILL ALWAYS BE FREE.

Regarding my ORIGINAL FICTION work : That being said, seeing some money for my work at some point would be nice. Despite the fact that I've always planned on doing Traditional Publishing (and still am, for my nonfiction stuff), I've recently begun seriously considering the option of self-publishing my original fiction piece on Amazon in installments, because it could work way better for my family's current schedule and financial situation. The original piece I'm working on is designed to be a trilogy (I think), and I'm currently projecting about 35 chapters for the first book, which would most likely be released one by one. Does anyone here think they'd be interested in that? (Modern fantasy, more adventure-focused rather than a romance, but still Highly Snarky.) To clarify, nothing is set in stone (and I have a LOT of work to do!), but I just wanted to fling the idea out there, because a lot of people have asked about my original stuff over the years, and self-published installments would allow me to get it out there much faster. *idea is now flung* Please let me know your thoughts in the reviews!

PHEW, that was a lot. Thank you everybody who read it, you are all AMAZING, I'm sorry that it's taking me so long to update, and I hope you have a fantabulous day! ~NNT:)

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103: MISTLETOE

Elsa woke up feeling… happy.

No. Not simply happy, the Fifth Spirit realized, the world coming into view as her eyelids fluttered open. She felt hopeful. Excited, in fact, for what the day ahead of her might bring.

And also her future in general.

Seeing the ice mistletoe still flowering out from the ceiling above her, Elsa beamed, her heart leaping. It had happened. That had all actually happened, and now…!

She covered her face with her hands, wanting to squeal with joy. Happy days were not a thing that Elsa took for granted. There had been a time in her life (a depressingly long period of time) where simply waking up itself felt exhausting, if not actively terrifying. Just day after day of fear, and then more fear. Happiness was precious, and she made an effort to note when she was feeling it, especially now that she had her sister, and the Spirits, and a full knowledge of exactly how precious these days actually were. She was not about to let them slip away.

Elsa pulled her hands down from her eyes, peering between her fingertips to stare up to the ceiling, and the icy mistletoe hanging over her bed.

This was better.

Elsa's face was stuck in an uncontrollable smile. She had a boyfriend. A BOYFRIEND.

Jack. Frost. Was. Her. BOYFRIEND.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Biting her lip against the desire to scream with excitement, Elsa shoved her fingers back into her hair, her feet shifting against her legs under the covers like they were tensing to jump up and down in delight. Was this actually happening? It felt too good to be true. Was it too good to be true?

Taking her arms down, she pushed herself up onto her elbows and stared across the room towards her art gallery to see that the Guardian had erected a fresh half-wall of ice across the doorway, true to his word. Through it, Elsa could see a shape, but no movement. Silently—on the chance that Jack Frost (EEEEEE!) was still asleep—she sat up, shifting out of her covers and swinging her feet down to the floor to get up. Still making no noise, the Snow Queen crept across her room, going to her dresser. She already knew how she wanted to do her hair and makeup today for Christmas (as she'd planned out at least a month earlier), but she quickly wanted to check herself before going to see Jack and GOODNESS.

Elsa's eyes bulged at she saw her own reflection, her makeup impressively smudged and hair a tangled mess. A shock of embarrassment hit her in the throat, and she blushed furiously, swirling a snowball from the air and starting to scrub. Oh, dear. THAT was humiliating…

We've been having fun.

His words from the night before echoed in her mind, and her muscles started to automatically relax a bit. Elsa was still blushing, but—her messed up hair and makeup weren't the end of the world. Jack seemed to still like her, regardless of what she looked like, or what a mess she was. In fact, he was fine with it. Her boyfriend was fine with it.

In fact—from how he'd been acting, on the night before—she had reason to believe that Jack was a little proud of the mess they'd made. And, maybe she was too.

But now it was morning—CHRISTMAS morning—and Elsa needed to clean herself up. As she scrubbed off her old, destroyed makeup, the Snow Queen's mind wandered back to her dreams. She didn't tend to remember her regular dreams much, but at some point during the previous night, she had had a nightmare—the part that she always remembered, when the morning finally came. It was the same standard one where she was alone, and in the center of the castle's courtyard, surrounded by an angry mob screaming for her death. She'd had that recurring nightmare about a thousand times all growing up, then very nearly living it, back right after her coronation. But this time, she hadn't ended up startling awake in a freezing sweat, like she usually did. This time—Jack had been there. And somehow, the mob, and the castle, and all of her fear were just—gone.

And she wasn't alone anymore.

Feeling the now-familiar sensation of reassurance, Elsa let out her breath, checking herself in the mirror to make sure that her face was completely clean before reaching for her top drawer to apply a fresh layer of makeup for the day. She'd had her fair share of dreams about Jack Frost over the years. When Elsa had been about fifteen years old, she'd actually woken up one morning from a dream so lovely, and so real, that she'd nearly burst into tears upon realizing that it wasn't her actual life. Within her dream, Jack Frost—a sweet little old man with a walking stick, as she'd imagined him to be at the time—had come to the castle, specifically seeking to help her. After taking him into a room close to the private library (where the young princess had, in real life, practiced public speaking), he'd shown her how to draw lines on the floor out of frost. And she had been able to do it. With perfect control. While Elsa was obviously skilled far beyond those simple frosted lines by this point, at the time, the entire idea that someone would care so much about her well-being, and think that her powers were important and worth developing, had had such a profound impact on her teenage heart that she'd often found herself going back to the experience over and over again in her mind, just trying to remember how it felt. She had felt so much joy, and excitement, and hope from that particular Jack Frost dream. It was overall just a feeling of anticipation—an eagerness for life, like someone had told her that it was time to see what she could do, now that she had gained some mystical permission she'd never imagined would be granted to her.

Satisfied with her hastily-applied eye liner, shadow, and mascara, Elsa was just starting to reach for her lipstick (red for Christmas, of course), when she paused. Perhaps… perhaps she shouldn't add lipstick to the look, just yet. Visually, she felt that she needed it to balance her eye makeup and sculpted eyebrows, but for purely practical reasons…

The Fifth Spirit looked longingly towards the ice wall.

Unconsciously wetting her lips, she pulled in a careful breath. Not wanting to disturb him (just in case her sweet boyfriend was still sleeping), Elsa then quietly walked over to the doorframe, creeping up to the half-wall of ice and peering over its top ledge.

Her eyes bulged. The Guardian of Fun was currently turned away from her, sitting on the edge of his bed and hunching over something in deep concentration. His shirt had been tossed onto her desk, revealing an expanse of pale skin across his back that seemed to have the slightest sheen on it, almost like a fine layer of frost. The muscles in Jack's back were working as he did, shifting and flexing and relaxing with each movement he made.

Elsa was frozen in her place.

Oh.

Wow.

Paralyzed, the young queen couldn't move, her eyes wide as saucers as her heart hammered in her chest. Her hands flying to cover her mouth, the Fifth Spirit then silently crumbled, jumping back from the ice wall and spinning around to run a few paces into her room. Nearly tripping over her feet, she rushed back to the nearest wall and pressed herself against the crocus-covered wallpaper, her quick hiding place only an arm's length away from the ice wall but thankfully out of his line of sight. Blushing from the top of her head to her chest, she looked back towards the door while trying to catch her breath through silent gasps. Jack Frost wasn't wearing a shirt.

Trying to force herself to breath again, Elsa let her hands slowly sink down from her face to rest on her chest, right over her pounding heart.

Her boyfriend wasn't wearing a shirt.

Her eyes wide, Elsa longingly looked back towards the door. It wasn't like she hadn't seen a shirtless man before. Goodness, she'd even seen JACK shirtless before, back when she'd made him pull off his hooded one to check to weapons, but—her mind had been slightly more focused on the "trying not to be assassinated" aspect of the encounter at the time. As for catching glimpse of a strapping young man without a shirt on, however, she had accidentally done so once with passing by some training soldiers doing exercises in the castle's front courtyard. She, a sixteen-year-old princess at the time, had been silently trailing behind her father on some official royal business, and the handsome young soldier had been off to the side, having his shoulder bandaged up somehow by a medic. Upon noticing her gawking at him, to Elsa's horror, the young man had then—flirtatiously looking back up into her eyes from across the courtyard, with a knowing little grin—flexed. Princess Elsa had never been so mortified in her life.

But now…

Her heart was still pounding, and Elsa tried to focus on making herself breathe. In this case, the impossibly cute and clever and charming young man was Jack Frost, and Jack Frost was her boyfriend. Her BOYFRIEND. She had a right to admire her literal boyfriend. Didn't she?

She leaned her head back against the wall, with its crocus-covered wallpaper, and closed her eyes. Sucking her lips in between her teeth, the Snow Queen took another deep breath. Silently, she then crept back up to the ice-wall, peering over the top.

The Guardian of Fun was still facing away from her, sitting on the edge of his snowy bed and hunched over the small whatever-it-was that he was working on. Jack Frost wasn't exactly built like a boulderous rock spirit, or a towering mountain man. No—he had a different body type altogether. The Spirit of Winter was sleek, like a hawk, or some sort of mountain cat or cheetah she'd read about in the books of her youth. Strong, light on his feet, and fast. The kind to quietly sit in the shadows, unheard and underestimated, and then suddenly BURST out into a virtual explosion of power and blow everyone away…

She silently peeked back over the wall again, watching him. Still not yet noticing her, the Spirit of Winter looked focused. Elsa liked focus. The sign of a strong mind, that. And as for his body…

Swallowing hard, the Fifth Spirit gazed over the ice wall, staring at her boyfriend with an intense and unbridled longing.

Hi, she thought, watching him dreamily. You're a boy. Please hold me and kiss me and pull my body close to yours and whisper sweet things into my ear and let me feel how strong you are.

She swallowed with effort, looking down in shame. The sting of self-awareness in her throat, the Snow Queen could practically feel herself blushing at the thought. Now that he apparently actually WANTED her, now that it felt safe to like him—she could no longer hold back the humiliating truth of how she actually saw him. On a surface level—admitting to herself that she wanted the love of a man sounded so pathetic. It sounded SO pathetic.

But was it?

She stared at him over the wall, shifting on her feet and letting her right one rub onto her left ankle. Considering her new situation, Elsa closed her eyes. A few months before, when Anna had been starting to really feel her pregnant stomach, she had complained about how harder it was to get a good night's sleep, inspiring Elsa to spend a good half a day frantically trying to come up with all kinds of solutions to help her poor exhausted sister. It was only after that that she discovered Anna's complaints had much less to do with her physical discomfort than with emotional frustration. Apparently, when Anna was lying on her side, her husband Kristoff could hug her from the back, but if she wanted to snuggle him, then the pregnant stomach got in the way, thus blocking Queen Anna from—in her words—her "sexy man-pillow." It had been such a funny way to phrase it that Queen Elsa had been stifling laughter just thinking about it for the next several days.

Her heart pounding, the Fifth Spirit pulled in a long, careful breath. She opened her eyes again, gazing through the snow flurries now falling all around her to stare longingly in the Spirit of Winter's direction.

Do I get to have one?

Elsa chewed on her lip. She definitely wanted one. THAT one. It sounded SO nice…

Her vision growing hazy, Elsa sank down onto the ice wall as she watched him, folding her arms across its top ledge and then resting her chin on her wrists as she settled in to watch her icy boyfriend's movements. She was allowed to like things. After all, it wasn't like this had any effect on her work, nor negative implications about her intelligence. She was just as effective of a queen, and just as powerful of a Nature Spirit as before, but was now free to acknowledge that she had something INCREDIBLY nice to look at. And oh… it was a very, VERY nice view. The muscles in Jack's back and shoulders were working as he did, his body then narrowing down into his low, masculine waist. He still was wearing his new trousers, their silvery fabric shining in the moonlight, with a surprisingly thick belt threaded through the loops. And he looked… amazing. ABSOLUTELY amazing. Queen Elsa knew what she wanted for Christmas. Just the desire to fling caution to the wind, get married, and then find the nearest snowdrift and jump in together, just for the sake of getting to snuggle. And… other things.

Elsa began unconsciously chewing on the edge of her lip, watching his muscles shifting as the Guardian started to turn around, moving to hold up the tiny object up to the light. Now that she knew he was honorable, now that she had the reassurance that he wasn't just wanting to use her and then dump her forever, if Mr. Jack Frost was maybe interested in quietly eloping and then… you know… if he wanted to take her body, and such, that would actually be quite—

"GAUGH!" Jack startled.

"EEP!"

CRACK!

Ice had blasted out of both of Elsa's palms, sealing her hands to the half-wall between the two rooms. Blushing furiously, she swallowed, instinctually yanking on them despite the fact that it wouldn't actually free her. Having sprung up from his bed, the Spirit of Winter whipped around to face her.

"Snowflake!" he laughed, gasping for breath, "How—h-how long have you been standing there?"

"Not long!" Elsa continued to weakly yank on her hands. "Only—only a few seconds."

With her hands still stuck to the top of the ice wall, the Fifth Spirit fell quiet, drowning in his brilliant, snowflake-marked eyes. After taking a moment to process her statement, she could see the Guardian's expression start to shift, a suspicious yet sheepish grin began tugging at the edges of his mouth. Jack's snow-white hair gleamed in the early morning moonlight, and his lean muscles cast slender shadows over his pale skin.

Wow.

After another long pause of openly gawking at her boyfriend's form, Elsa slowly came to the realization that her hands were still stuck to the top of the ice wall. She let out an unintelligible little mutter of a noise, giving them another useless pull and blushing.

"Oh—uh," Jack offered, his eyebrows lifting as he gestured to her, "Can I get that for you?"

The Snow Queen gave herself a little shake, her blush deepening as she let out a nervous laugh. She forced a shrug, then attempting to form words, or even simply—

Brain.

"Heh," Elsa squeaked.

Jack's sheepish smile turned into a full-on grin, and he bounced into the air on the balls of his feet, landing onto the snow-covered bedframe between them with a crunch. Still being very handsome and extremely shirtless, Elsa watched as the immortal Spirit of Winter walked the two steps across the bed's width to her, placing one of his large, masculine hands on top of hers on the ice.

It took every ounce of willpower and semblance of dignity that Elsa possessed to not actually melt down against the ice wall and beg for more.

Mortified with herself, the Fifth Spirit looked up to realize that the ice was leaping off of her hands and swirling into the air, dancing around Jack in a half-dozen lines of beautiful, sparkling streamers of frost. He was beaming, his eyes alight, as he then held up his hand and pressed the pad of his middle finger against that of his thumb.

SNAP!

And the streamers all burst apart, exploding around him in a hundred tiny fireworks of frost, a laugh on his lips as they did so. A rush of joy going through her, Elsa sighed happily, just staring at him. She realized that his left hand was still clutched into a fist, now more relaxed than clenched, like it had been before.

"What's that?" she asked, the curiosity temporarily restarting her brain.

"What?"

"That," she tried again. "In your hand."

Jack jolted, his fingers clenching on the tiny object again. He then smiled, shaking his head and wagging his pointer finger at her as he hid his fist behind his back.

"Ah-ah!" he teased. "That's for later. And it's not—a Christmas thing. But your present for this morning," he went on, turning and jogging the two steps to her secret desk, "Is in here."

Elsa's mouth fell slightly open as he turned around, holding up a palm-sized frosted box. There was a little bow on top—also formed from ice—and a snowflake. Like everything he did, it was simple and beautiful and perfectly frozen over. As Jack Frost stepped back up onto the bedframe, offering it to her, it simply took her breath away.

Or maybe that was just the fact that the little ice box was being held out to her by an unbelievably handsome young man with ice-white hair, a glistening smile, and snowflakes in his brilliant, loving eyes.

Elsa closed her mouth, restraining from actually chewing on her bottom lip at the sight of him. "Oh!" she gasped, blushing with delight, "I—thank you, Jack! Can I save this for under the tree? Or is it—am I supposed to open it now?"

"Either is fine."

She smiled, setting it down. "Tree, then," Elsa decided. She shrugged. "I really love traditions. Even though my present for you isn't really… an object."

Jack's eyebrows lifted, like he wasn't entirely certain that he'd heard her correctly. "Present… for me?" he said quietly.

"Of course!"

He stared at her for a long moment, his grin faltering like he was trying to decide on whether or not he'd heard her correctly. Slowly, a sheepish grin crept across his features.

"Thanks," he whispered. "Elsa."

She just beamed, and he grinned, as they stared into each other's eyes in the silence. Finally letting out a breathy heh, Elsa then turned and bent down, placing the beautiful little box on the floor. She could still see the outline of Jack's form through the icy wall.

The irony was, Jack didn't really need to get her anything, even though it meant a lot to her that he had. Elsa already knew what her favorite Christmas present was this year. And his eyes had SNOWFLAKES IN THEM.

THANK YOU, SANTA CLAUS!

The Snow Queen made a mental note that she would need to write the Guardian of Wonder a sincere thank you letter. Her heart light, the Fifth Spirit then straightened back up.

"Oh," Jack added, "And there's also this."

Elsa watched in interest as he suddenly leaned to the side, grabbing his staff from where it was leaning beside his bedframe. Springing back up, Jack Frost then held up between them, its curved hook aloft over their little ice wall.

And hanging from the hook was a crystalline sprig of icy mistletoe.

Elsa's smile was instant and uncontrollable. In spite of herself, she laughed, barely able to keep herself from bursting into a full-on fit of giggles and fidgeting with her fingers.

"You like holiday traditions, too?" she asked.

He nodded. "The fun ones."

Jack gave the staff a slow spin, the ice-mistletoe gleaming and sparkling as it turned.

"But you kind of need somebody to share them with," he added quietly.

The Guardian looked back to her, their eyes meeting. Letting her hands relax, Elsa nodded.

"Then let's share them," she said.

Jack's eyes lit up, his face breaking into a full, eager smile. Beaming right back at him, a jolt of excitement shot through Elsa's body as she stepped up to the ice wall, placing her hands onto its edge as Jack stepped up as well, shoving the tiny mystery object that he was working on into his pocket. As he reached for her, his freezing hands firmly taking her waist, the Fifth Spirit's breath caught, suddenly realizing that she had never actually changed out of her nightgown. And that her boyfriend was shirtless.

And that this was all AMAZING.

Her heart leaping as she threw her arms around his neck, she moved towards him at the same time that he moved towards her, her mouth meeting his in a fervent, almost frantic kiss. It was like they were both so excited, and so desperately RELIEVED…!

Breaking for a quick breath before bending her head in the other direction and kissing him again, she leaned into his embrace, letting her hands pull down from Jack's neck onto his freezing shoulders, and then upper arms. The strong, ice-cold arms holding her close to him as he kissed her over the wall, her knees feeling weak as she grasped him. In fact… actually…!

She was done with the wall.

On a surge of mischievous confidence, taking one of her hands off of his bicep and placing it onto the ledge, Elsa drew her fingers back. Without breaking away from the kiss, she willed the ice to begin to disintegrate, the snowy barrier sweeping away from between them with a whoosh just as—

"OH!"

"Augh!"

The wall suddenly gone long before she had anticipated, Elsa squeaked in shock as she and Jack Frost mutually lost their balance, tumbling backwards over each other and landing in his snowy bed with a crunch.

Instinctually scrambling to push herself up, Elsa's eyes bulged, her breaths more like gasps as she realized she was suddenly lying on the Guardian's bare chest. Blushing furiously, she started to get off of him, only for Jack's hand to shoot out and grab her arm.

"—No!"

Elsa looked back to him in surprise. Jack's eyes were wide, his expression pleading and desperate. He opened his mouth, but had nothing to say.

Shutting it, he then swallowed, clearly fumbling as he pulled in a shaky breath to try again.

"Nice—weather. We've been having," he stammered.

A wave of confusion crossed Elsa's face. After a beat—realizing what his awkward slap of an attempt at conversation actually was—her heart melted.

He—wants me to stay?

The Fifth Spirit bit the edge of her lip in excitement. Unable to contain her smile, she then relaxed back a bit, nodding her head.

"Yes," Elsa agreed. "It's been—really cold."

For a moment, Jack Frost simply stared into her eyes. Then, his face flushed, and a sheepish smile overtook his features as his grip slackened on her arm.

"Freezing," he agreed breathily.

Settling onto her hip in the snowy bed, sitting right next to him as he lay beside her, Elsa's heart leapt. Moving to prop himself up onto his opposite elbow, the Spirit of Winter trailed his hand down her arm, taking her hand in his and interlacing their fingers. Feeling his ice-cold touch—a few flurries of snow bursting from their clasped hands—she then looked back into her boyfriend's incredible, intelligent, brilliant blue eyes.

Hardly even considering her actions, Elsa suddenly found herself leaning over and and starting to kiss him again, her body against his in the snow as she gave his freezing hand a squeeze. Jack was amazing. He was amazing, and she was kissing him, and she was kissing him because she WANTED to. He was everything, and he DESERVED everything, and the idea that what he really wanted was her, and that she could maybe make him happy…!

Scooting herself up a little in the snow, Elsa pulled her hand out of his to reach to the back of his head, pulling him more into the kiss as she pushed her fingers in his thick white hair. Jack deserved all the love in the world. And she intended to do everything in her power to make him feel it.

Eventually, Elsa felt him starting to pull away, and she reluctantly let him go. Her eyelashes fluttering open, she looked down into his face, suddenly feeling strangely shy again as she realized that Jack was watching her. With a reverence, her childhood hero silently reached up and pushed back her hair from where it was falling into her eyes, his gaze awestruck and fascinated.

She pulled back a bit, sitting onto her hip again and smiling nervously. Elsa cleared her throat, and reached up to tuck another falling clump of hair back behind her ear.

"Um…" she started. "Good… morning."

Jack's expression melted into a smile.

"'Morning, Snowflake," he whispered.

Elsa let out her breath, her anxiety evaporating away. Scooting up in the snow, she then carefully lay back next to him, leaning her head onto his lean, athletic chest. Wordlessly, Jack held out one of his hands, as if offering it to her, and she took it, interlacing their fingers.

Jack's hands were very large—a bit too large for his body, to be completely honest—and she could feel that his grip was extremely strong. And freezing cold. As she felt his hand, running her thumb gently down his and then to his palm and back, Elsa could still feel the soft, human give of his skin, a little burst of snowflakes and tendrils of frost twisting out from their fingers in the strange intimacy of the touch. Her boyfriend's touch. It was exciting and reassuring and thrilling and calming all at the same time.

Feeling like she was going to explode with happiness, Elsa snuggled into him, her entire body relaxing as she felt his freezing breath by her cheek. Jack seemed to be having a bit of a moment himself, as well, silently playing with her fingers and sending absent-minded flurries of frost spiraling out into the air as he did so.

"Um…" he whispered at length. "Snowflake?"

"Hmm?"

She looked back into his face, smiling dreamily. Elsa realized to her confusion that Jack suddenly looked more worried than content.

"We probably shouldn't be—um," he admitted, his voice an awkward mutter. "Lying down—together—?"

Her face flushed. "Oh! Right. Right…"

Elsa pushed herself up and scrambled off of him in embarrassment, her heart protesting at the realization that her skin was no longer touching his. Jack sat up as well, swinging his legs over the side of his snow-covered bedframe and looking back towards her. Elsa's heart sank, and Jack said nothing as she followed suit and scooted herself over to the edge as well, moving her feet to the floor and starting to stand.

Before she could straighten completely, her boyfriend's freezing hand suddenly grabbed her wrist, yanking her back. Elsa gasped, jerked off balance and falling backwards to collapse into Jack Frost's lap.

"Oh!"

The Spirit of Winter waggled his eyebrows, grinning from ear to ear. "We didn't say anything about sitting," he said.

Her mouth fell open in a giggle. "Jack!"

Before Elsa knew what was happening, the Spirit of Winter caught her into a kiss, his mouth taking hers and making the Fifth Spirit's heart leap once again.

Elsa put her arms around his neck, scooting up on his lap a little as she kissed him back, wanting to be as close as possible. The skin of Jack's face, neck, and upper back was absolutely freezing, just like his breath, even colder than the icy fabric of her nightgown on her arms as she embraced him. The Guardian's hands moved to her hips, and she took a little gasp as he took them, pulling her up again as she started to slip and firmly anchoring her against him. Having broken from the kiss for just a moment, Elsa went back for more, her mind racing as she moved her right hand up into her boyfriend's thick, snowy hair.

She could hardly keep herself from melting into a helpless, pathetic fit of delighted giggling as the Guardian wrapped his arms around her middle, securing her again into their shared freezing embrace. He was so strong. And wonderful. And amazing. Oh, she loved his hands. She LOVED them. Because of his age at death, Jack clearly hadn't quite finished growing, leaving him physically looking more like a young adult, rather than a fully "adult" adult, defined as being someone who was in their mid- to late twenties. But, that was alright—especially as Elsa wasn't entirely certain that she'd one hundred percent crossed over that threshold of physical maturity yet, herself. Her boyfriend's lean, athletic body might have been a bit on the small side, but his hands and feet had clearly missed the memo, as they were as large and strong as she could ever hope to ask for. Oh—and freezing. Jack had puppy paws, and it was adorable. In fact, if he wanted to keep those adorable freezing puppy paws on her body for the rest of her life, she would actually be completely fine with it. More than fine.

Her heart still racing on the adrenaline, Elsa grabbed the Spirit of Winter to her, twisting her fingers in his hair and kissing him as hard as she could.

WILL YOU JUST LET ME LOVE YOU, ALREADY!

At length, Elsa pulled away from the kiss, her chest heaving as she gasped for breath. Goodness—was she forgetting to breathe? Breathing felt annoying…

Suddenly feeling a bit shy again, she glanced up into her boyfriend's face, and realized to her surprise that his cheeks were flushed with exhilaration, his eyes bright with a puppy-dog-like excitement. His adoring gaze was fixed upon her, like he didn't want to miss a single second of their time together.

Elsa sucked her lips in between her teeth, barely able to keep herself from giggling with delight. She took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry," she admitted, "I was—earlier—um, I was melting the wall."

To this, Jack paused. The edges of his mouth twitched upwards, his eyes right next to hers as his face cracked into a little smile.

"I was… also melting the wall," he muttered, a little guiltily.

"Ah…"

"We should probably tell each other when we're doing that."

"Probably."

The soft, comfortable silence falling, Elsa and Jack stared into each others' eyes for a long moment. Biting her lip, Elsa moved her fingers on his shoulder, tracing over his skin and inwardly debating if she could get away with feeling her boyfriend's bicep without him noticing.

She closed her eyes.

"I hate the wall," Elsa breathed.

"Yeah."

They moved to each other at exactly the same time, their lips meeting into another long, deep kiss. She slid her hands down towards his neck for his shirt collar, only then remembering that he wasn't wearing one. A moment later she was feeling Jack's shoulders, her childhood hero's freezing skin under hers.

After a time, Elsa felt Jack start to withdraw, his passion seeming to falter. She pulled back from him, her lips breaking from his with a tiny smack of a sound. Looking into his face, she realized with confusion that the Guardian's previously excited expression was now tight with worry, an anxious unease written across his features.

A wave of fear rushed through her. Elsa reached for him, gingerly pushing his hair back.

"Um—Jack?" she quavered, "Are—is everything okay?"

His distant stare suddenly snapped back into focus. Jack Frost gave his head a quick shake, letting out a nervous laugh.

"Oh—yeah. I mean, yes," he stammered, "Definitely! Don't worry about it."

"Are you sure?"

He nodded. "Super sure. Sorry." He let out another forced, tight chuckle. "It's unrelated to anything."

Elsa stared at him, trying to discern his expression as his gaze flicked away from her again, clearly hiding—something. Gathering her courage, she leaned forward, placing her lips onto his again and gently pulling him towards her again.

She could feel him relax as they kissed, his muscles untensing beneath her fingers as she felt his freezing shoulders. After a few more moments, they broke apart again, leaning their foreheads together in silence.

All of a sudden, Jack moved his face up for a moment, gently nipping the end of her nose before looking back down and letting their foreheads rest together once again. Her eyes flew open, and Elsa suppressed a giggle, smiling at the unusual action that already felt so normal, and so sweet. And so—

Jack.

Elsa felt a swell of affection for the Guardian of Fun at the realization. His hands pulled back a bit on her waist, and Elsa's eyebrows lifted, wondering what he was doing. Wordlessly, the Spirit of Winter then let out a sigh, his freezing breath sending a welcome little gust of cold air over her skin.

"Thanks," he whispered.

She smiled.

"Thank you," Elsa whispered back.

His face melted into a sheepish grin, and he finally looked up, his eyes dreamy and adoring as he met her gaze. Reluctantly, Elsa pulled her arms down, clasping her hands together in front of her skirt and sitting back a bit on her boyfriend's lap.

"We should—probably be getting up," she admitted. "I mean, actually getting up."

He nodded. Pulling his hands away from her, Jack let her go to get up onto her feet. As she straightened her skirt, he got onto his feet as well, looking a tiny bit crestfallen that their short morning kissing session was already over. Elsa looked back to his bed, right next to where they had been sitting. Jack's half of the snowflake blanket was crumpled at the bottom of his bedframe, sitting in the snow like he had tossed and turned before finally throwing it off in frustration at some point during the night.

They were quiet as Jack reached over and pulled the blanket onto the floor, looking at the bedframe, and the snowy mattress on top of it. Looking to each other, they nodded again, both unable to restrain their dazed, dreamy smiles as they simultaneously lifted their arms into the air.

Thinking about love was going to be SO easy right now.

The crystalline bedframe and the snowy mattress on top of it were gone in a matter of seconds, sparkling, glistening frost and snow sweeping around them in a combined, freezing wind as Elsa and Jack made it melt, glancing to each other and with their gazes meeting over and over again as they did so in the shared tension of excitement and awe and relief. Whooshing and popping and sounds like that of splintering glass filled the air as their ice swept away, until the bedframe had completely disappeared, leaving the doorframe open and empty like nothing had ever happened there at all.

As the silence fell again, the wind dying down around them, Elsa and Jack were left standing together at the edge of Elsa's art gallery, simply gazing at each other with dreamy, dazed, and dumbly adoring matching grins.

After an embarrassingly long amount of time, the Snow Queen started to feel her memories creeping back in, the strange darkness and fear that were always there in the back of her mind. Giving herself a little shake, she looked back to Jack, and the familiar feeling of peace and joy washed over her again at his presence.

Still…

"There's someone I think we need to see," Elsa blurted.

A wave of confusion swept Jack's face. "What? Who?"

Elsa didn't respond, but took his hand. As she started to pull him away from the desk, he resisted for a moment, his eyes wide. She paused as the Guardian then leaned away from her, and realized the he was reaching out his foot to edge his toes under the staff that lay next to her desk on the floor. He kicked it up into the air and caught it with his free hand, letting it fall back onto his shoulder as he straighten back up. Turning to face her, Jack Frost then nodded, giving her a weak smile, and altogether looking infinitely more comfortable with his weapon close at hand. All in all, it was rather strange. What dangers could possibly be lurking in her room, that would make Jack look so… on-edge?

Deciding that it was surely just her own nerves, Elsa silently led her boyfriend past her icy shelves, turning around the corner of her glistening art gallery. Coming into the next room, she dropped his hand, feeling strangely reverent as the enormous old portrait came into view.

The Snow Queen gathered her courage, pulling in a deep breath.

"Hello, Father," Elsa whispered.

Drawing herself up, she faced the portrait, pulling in a deep breath and gesturing back towards where Jack Frost was standing behind her as she stared into her father's painted eyes.

"The Spirit of Winter followed me home; can I keep him?"

Jack snorted out loud. Queen Elsa turned around to see that her boyfriend's head was hanging forward towards his chest as he clapped his hand over his mouth, his shoulders shaking as he tried to suppress a laugh. She could hardly contain her own giggles as he blushed, looking back up to her.

"I did NOT. Follow. You. Home," Jack sputter-enunciated, grinning as he rolled his eyes.

"Right." Elsa drew herself up again, turning back to the portrait and pretending to be solemn as she began to count on her fingers. "The Spirit of Winter broke into my bedroom, silently crept over to where I was sleeping, and—"

"—Actually, let's go back to me following you home."

They both started laughing, all the remaining tension in the room shattered as they stared at each other in disbelief, Elsa's heart so light that she felt it could at any moment break from her chest and soar into the sky. The way Jack's face crinkled when he laughed, the embarrassed flush of his cheeks, the laughing sparkle in his eyes—!

"Sooooo," Jack mumbled, his face still red as he stepped up beside her and slung his arm around her shoulders, "Now that we have THAT out of the way…"

She giggled into her hand, her heart leaping as Jack turned her away from the portrait, gently steering her to walk back towards the main part of her art gallery.

"Christmas!" Elsa laughed, reaching up and taking his hand where it was hanging over her opposite shoulder, giving it an affectionate squeeze. "I think we're going to start by having breakfast and opening presents with the family, and then we'll all change and get ready for the children's party."

As they came into her art gallery once again, passing into the room of gleaming shelves, Elsa shrugged out from underneath his arm, taking a step back. She clasped her hands together in front of her nightgown.

"Which does mean—um," she admitted, glancing down at him and pulling in her breath, "As—as handsome as your naked torso is—I do believe that I would recommend putting on—a shirt."

"As handsome as—!"

Feeling a rush of awkwardness grip her in the throat, Elsa winced internally at her own words as her childhood hero glanced down at himself, and then looked back up. Then—after a pause—Jack's smile twitched into a smirk.

"You think I'm handsome," he teased.

Elsa blushed, feeling strangely exposed as the Spirit of Winter flirtatiously gazed at her through through his eyelashes. Then—her shyness melting away again—she beamed.

"You know that I do," she said. "And that I'm right."

Before he could respond, Elsa bounced up on her tiptoes and leaned over, giving him a quick kiss on the lips. She then took a step back again, restraining from more giggling as the Guardian took a moment to register what had just happened.

His flirty little smirk melted into a sheepish grin, his expression going a bit dreamy as he looked at her. Seeing it, Elsa's heart swelled, her smile uncontainable.

"I—uh," Jack stammered, awkwardly starting again, "I—was thinking I would put on a shirt again. Just for the record."

Her eyebrows lifted. "Which one?"

"I just wasn't sure—earlier. I was going to change out of the fancy shirt, because it felt weird to try and sleep in it, but then I gave up on trying to get any sleep, and—got distracted," he admitted, his voice falling to a self-conscious mutter,"I—I don't know."

The Guardian's voice trailed off. Suddenly looking unsure of himself, Jack glanced towards her desk, where he had apparently tossed his new white shirt the night before. As he looked downwards, Elsa followed his gaze to see a wadded-up (or at least, very hastily "folded") clump of navy blue fabric sticking out of a gift box on the ground beside the desk's bottom drawers. With some hesitance, the Spirit of Winter gingerly picked up the white shirt, glancing in her direction almost like he was asking for her approval.

Queen Elsa's eyebrows lifted.

"There are just so many choices," she deadpanned.

Jack snapped his head up in surprise, his eyes wide. Shaking his head, he then laughed, tossing the white shirt onto her desk. "Okay, okay," he chuckled, bending down to reach for the box on the ground, "You've made your point—"

"—I think the white looks better on you."

Having almost taken up his hoodie again, the Guardian paused. His eyebrows lifting, he then slowly straightened back up, reaching forward and picking up the new white shirt from off of her desk.

"Yes, ma'am," he muttered, grinning flirtatiously.

That excited, fluttery feeling rushed through her body again, and Elsa clasped her hands together in front of her skirt, watching him as he pulled it on, the crisp-yet-soft fabric falling perfectly around his body. Jack Frost really did clean up well. He had always been handsome, but in Elsa's royal opinion, when you put a young man into something just a little bit more formal then usual…

Oh, my.

"I know that clothes are a real big deal to you," Jack said, his hands fumbling a bit as he struggled with the buttons and bringing a small smile to Elsa's face.

"They're not that big a deal," she shrugged. "I just really like design."

To this, Jack raised his eyebrows, coming up to the last button. "You think it's fun?"

"I do."

She nodded, watching as he yanked the shirt down around his hips again, then flicking out his wrists and beginning to fasten the cuffs. Saying nothing, she stepped forward to help him the the last buttons, and she could feel him looking up at her and smiling in the peaceful, happy silence. Clothes weren't that big a deal—but Elsa adored the way that they could be used for self-expression. She craved the feeling of control that it gave her to be able to make her own apparel, and of course, she did legitimately love the artistry and engineering that clothing construction required. But if all that someone could afford was something old or unfashionable, then she wasn't about to judge them for it. Heaven knows, her own dresses were outlandish enough, given the standards of dress in Arendelle at the time, and she was very passionate that people should be able to present themselves as they liked.

Finishing up with his second cuff (the buttons had SNOWFLAKES on them!), Elsa stepped back, taking a long moment to admire the Spirit of Winter's sleek, athletic form. The loose dress shirt was slightly tapered in to Jack's low, slim waist, and she thought looked much better when tucked in, billowing slightly around that large belt buckle of his. Until the new outfit, Elsa hadn't even realized that Jack was wearing a belt, but it made sense, given how slender he was. She was about to suggest that he tuck in his shirt, but then quickly realized that such an action would probably require him to undo the top of his pants, and that she was NOT ready to be in the room for that.

Suddenly feeling extremely flustered, the Snow Queen pressed her hands together in front her stomach, forcing herself to try and think logically over the giggly screeching sounds that were now echoing through her brain.

"Where did you get the new clothes from?" she asked.

"The Man in the Moon." Jack shrugged, shaking out his arms in the sleeves to adjust them. "I just hadn't worn them yet."

"They're very dashing on you."

"Thanks."

"How about you, Snowflake?" he asked, "Have you got a special something you're planning on wearing this Christmas?"

Oh, goodness. She was still in a nightgown.

Elsa's cheeks heated at the realization, and she let out a self-conscious laugh. "I probably should," she admitted, "But I didn't actually have anything planned for breakfast, or for opening presents. I mean, we're just with family. But I was just planning on changing into my Spirit dress before the children's party."

"That's the white one, right?"

Elsa nodded, walking around the dresser to where she kept her two favorite dresses—her lucky aqua-colored dress, and then her glistening Spirit dress—hanging up at all times. As it happened, the white dress was currently tucked behind her aqua one, so she reached for it, pulling it forward and re-hanging it on top. Its soft, snow-like fabric sparkled softly in the morning moonlight, the long split-cape neatly draped over the icy hanger.

"I really do think it's beautiful," Elsa said wistfully, trailing her fingers down its length. She sighed. "I haven't been able to perfectly replicate the snow-fabric yet with my ice. And the Forest… I miss it. This dress was made for movement."

"How so?"

"The way the skirt was constructed," she explained, gesturing. "I can ride in it."

Jack nodded, approving. With interest, the Spirit of Winter then stepped forward, thoughtfully picking up the edge of the skirt and rubbing the fabric between his fingers. Glancing upward (presumably to examine the construction she was talking about), he—

Jack froze. His eyes bulged, and his admiring expression turned into worried, anxious confusion.

"Wait," he stammered, "You—this doesn't—?"

He pulled the skirt of the hanging dress apart, his eyes bulging with horror as he suddenly realized that the slit went all the way up to the waist. Elsa's breath caught in her throat.

Blushing furiously, she reached behind the dress on the hanger, practically lunging for it as she then pulled out her slender, aqua-colored riding pants and held them up.

His gaze falling onto the pair of shimmery leggings, Jack's eyes suddenly lit with comprehension. Her boyfriend then let out his breath in a whoosh, his muscles visibly untensing.

"Okay," Jack laughed, his cheeks a bit red, "That… that makes more sense…"

"Leggings."

"Right."

"LEGGINGS."

By now they were both laughing, faces red and eyes crinkled at the awkwardness of the moment. Pushing his hand through his hair, Jack rolled his eyes, shaking his head and looking back to her again.

"I know I'm not supposed to criticize what you wear and stuff, but," he grimaced, "But—uh—"

"—Leggings!"

"Yeah."

He let out another uncomfortable laugh, and Elsa looked down, her cheeks hurting from smiling as she walked over and carefully placed the riding leggings onto her desk. "For what it's worth," she chuckled, "If that much were showing, I would want you to tell me."

"Noted."

He rubbed the back of his neck, visibly uncomfortable. With a shy little smile of his own—like he was a little embarrassed to admit it—he then leaned in towards her, glancing back towards the long white gown on the hanger before gazing into her eyes.

"I still think it looks like a wedding dress," Jack whispered.

Feeling a swell of affection for him, Elsa giggled into her hand. "The not-wedding dress."

"Ah… right."

They fell quiet for a moment, staring dreamily into each other's eyes as they remembered the way they first met. At least, that's what Elsa was thinking about. Jack Frost's questions had seemed so strange at the time…

"Um… Jack?" she said at length.

His eyebrows lifted. "Yeah?"

"Can I ask you a question?"

He shrugged. "Go ahead, Snowflake."

She turned and started walking back towards her room, fidgeting with her fingers. Jack followed, picking up his staff from off of the floor where it had dropped as they passed by.

"So… we're boyfriend and girlfriend now," Elsa started. "In a relationship."

To this, he nodded, with a small smile. "Last time I checked," Jack replied.

She looked down to her feet, seeing the icy sheen on his trousers right next to the glistening fabric of her skirt as they walked, both barefoot on the rich castle carpet. Gathering her courage, Elsa then pulled in a deep breath, coming to a stop.

"Would you say that this is a serious relationship?" she asked quietly.

With hesitance, Elsa looked up to Jack once again, almost afraid to see his expression. To her surprise (and a bit of relief), he didn't look anxious or displeased, but—simply thoughtful.

Contemplative.

Jack Frost pulled in a deep breath of his own. "Well… given the circumstances," he said carefully, "And everything we've already talked about… and how much we clearly like each other, and everything…?"

He let the end of his staff fall into the carpet. Considering his words, Jack started to lazily spin it, its hook turning in the air.

"Yeah," he decided with a smile, catching it and looking back to her. "I think this is pretty serious."

He gave her a sheepish smile.

Elsa's face flushed with delight as she saw it, his beautiful, brilliant eyes practically sparkling. Without responding—how was she supposed to respond?—Elsa then turned away from him, picking up the crumpled snowflake blanket half from where they'd dropped it to melt his bedframe earlier.

She said nothing as she walked back to him, holding out the blanket. Understanding, Jack took two of the corners, backing up and then walking forward to help her fold it, until Elsa took it back, carrying the precious ice cloth over to her secret desk.

"How about you?" he asked suddenly. "What do you think?"

Bending down, Elsa placed the blanket onto a shelf beneath the desk. "Hmm?"

As she straightened up, the Fifth Spirit's breath hitched as she felt something catch her around her waist. Looking down, she realized that the hook of the Guardian's staff was now around her middle, pulling back on her with a little tug.

She twisted around. Jack's expression had changed, his gaze no longer soft and dreamy, but filled with flirty mischief as he started to reach one hand over the other on his staff to unhurriedly pull her towards him. Hardly able to keep herself from giggling like an infatuated schoolgirl, she let him, eagerly stumbling along with his lead as her heart hammered in her chest. Biting her lip in anticipation as she came up to him, the Spirit of Winter offered her his hand, and she took it, smiling at him. He guided her out of the hook, and she followed, but instead of dropping her hand or even using it to pull her close, the Guardian then calmly twisted it around in his and intertwined their fingers. Giving her hand a squeeze, Jack then unexpectedly started using it to push her backwards.

Nearly tripping over her own feet in shock, the Snow Queen found herself stumbling back another four steps as the Spirit of Winter turned her around and carefully—but firmly—shoved her up against the nearest wall.

Elsa's jaw dropped, her eyes bulging and mouth hanging open in a breathless gasp as her childhood hero pressed their intertwined hands up onto the surface beside her and then leaned against the wall with his elbow, pinning her in place as he bent in very close to her, staring deep into her eyes.

"I said… your majesty," Jack murmured, his eyebrow twitching. "What do you think?"

His gaze flicked down, and then back up again, meeting hers with a little smirk. Her heart pounding, Elsa stood, frozen, unable to form words, but excessively aware of the feeling in her heart that was silently informing her of what she desperately wanted to say:

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH!

Her head was spinning as she practically gasped for breath, her chest rising up and down as she struggled to think straight. From somewhere above them, Elsa was distantly aware of the fact that it was starting to snow, and that there were ice crystals bursting out from between their palms, his strong, freezing hand on top of hers. If she collapsed right now, her legs suddenly feeling shaky and weak beneath her, Jack would just catch her and pull her back up. She just knew it. She knew that he would. With that look in his eyes… which that made it all the more tempting. Jack was amazing. He was AMAZING. His brilliant eyes, his incredible spirit, his—!

"THINK ABOUT WHAT," blurted a voice.

"WHAT TH—!" Jack startled and leapt away from her.

Elsa jolted, breaking out of the moment and looking down to find the source of the sound. Standing right next to them, a wide, goofy grin on his face, Olaf the snowman was staring up at them expectantly.

"Olaf!" Elsa gasped, hardly able to believe her eyes, "You—when did you come in here?"

"Oh, just now," he bubbled, "Or so. Maybe a minute ago. Are we going to have Christmas?"

Elsa and Jack, still both in shock, looked at each other, their eyes wide. Finally, Elsa looked back down to the snowman.

"Um…" she choked out, "We were… just about to go to the private dining room?"

Jack nodded, wetting his lips. "Right," he muttered, "Just—just about to leave."

"Oh, that's wonderful," Olaf beamed cluelessly, "Christmas is ALWAYS better with family! Family is my FAVORITE tradition. Granted, I've never had Christmas without one. Although, this IS my first Christmas with a Frosty Father Figure! I greatly look forward to all the bonding we're going to accomplish today."

Olaf chortled and laughed incoherently, his sections happily spinning independently from one another and making Elsa and Jack glance to each other once again. Elsa was still reeling from her tense little moment less than a minute before, looking between her boyfriend, and the snowman, and then back to her boyfriend. hardly believing what was happening. Clearing his throat, Jack stepped forward.

"Uh—yeah," he stammered, not even having the energy to correct him. "Tell everybody we'll be right there. Please."

"Okay!"

As the little snowman spun around again, excitedly bouncing from the room, Jack let out his breath, shaking his head by the tiniest bit. Elsa smiled weakly, leaning back against the wall and still feeling unnaturally flustered as the door was flung open, then closing again behind Olaf with a Ch-chunk.

Why is it so warm in here?

She could feel the heat in her cheeks, her knees wobbly as she sank down against the wall a bit, her heart still pounding. If she tried to speak, she just knew that she was going to break out into a desperate eruption of giggles, and then probably collapse onto the floor.

Seeing movement in her peripheral vision, Elsa suddenly noticed that she had started weakly fanning herself with her hand, almost as if by instinct. She quickly clapped it hand down onto her thigh, blushing furiously and hoping that Jack hadn't noticed.

Of course he had.

The Spirit of Winter was watching her, one eyebrow raised and grinning from ear to ear. Visibly relaxing, he shifted on his feet, dropping the end of his staff into the carpet and starting to absent-mindedly spin it as he moved his other hand to his stomach, bringing his thumb to rest on his belt buckle. Still feeling mortifyingly warm, Elsa folded her arms very tightly over her chest, staring into them and wishing she could hide her face.

"You really don't need to look quite so proud of yourself right now," the Fifth Spirit muttered in embarrassment.

Jack laughed, looking down and kicking a little at the carpet. He tried to hide his grin, unsuccessfully.

"Well… maybe I am a little proud of myself," he whispered back.

She huffed, feeling herself smiling in embarrassment. Maybe Jack was right, about the moment. Her natural instinct was to conceal, but—but that had been—!

WOW!

Her arms still crossed over her chest, Elsa shyly looked up, wanting to take in and savor the reality of her amazing boyfriend's presence again. She straightened, and Jack smiled, watching her with affection.

"You're cute," he chuckled.

Her heart leapt, her spirit soaring. Ready to sink down against the wall again, Elsa dreamily stared back at him.

"You're gorgeous," she whispered.

A sheepish laugh escaped his lips, and Jack rolled his eyes, blushing a bit as he beamed, basking in the praise. Giving his head a little shake, Elsa watched as he picked up his staff, letting it fall back onto his shoulder and offering her his free hand.

"Come on, Snowflake," Jack said softly. "Let's go have Christmas."

YES!

She practically lurched into his arms, barely stopping herself before knocking a startled Jack Frost off-balance. Struggling to regain her composure, the Snow Queen then regally drew herself up, clearing her throat and attempting to think straight.

With a good-natured smile, her boyfriend stepped forward to meet her, slinging his free arm around her shoulders and gently guiding her in the direction of the door. She followed, eagerly snuggling in close to him as they walked, going towards the hallway where Olaf had disappeared.

I think this is a serious relationship, Jack's voice echoed in her mind. What do you think?

A slow, peaceful smile crept across her features.

Just so you know, Elsa thought, leaning her head onto Jack Frost's shoulder as she reached up to his hand and interlaced her fingers with his, I think so too.

Chapter 104: A Christmas Miracle

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104: A CHRISTMAS MIRACLE

Jack Frost decided that having Elsa's body snuggled up right next to his felt every kind of perfect as they started to walk down the hallway, taking their sweet, glorious time as they followed the bouncing and ridiculous little snowman. He held her close, the weight of her head resting against his shoulder as she leaned into him, the most wonderful burden that his shoulder had ever upheld.

But he wouldn't be holding her for very long.

"Your present!" the Fifth Spirit exclaimed suddenly, jolting away and looking to him with with her brilliant blue eyes bulging in horror, "I—I left it by my dresser!"

Jack startled back into reality as Elsa leapt out of his grip, whirling around like a snowflake in the wind and racing for her door. He watched, wanting to take her all in as she came to a stop, grasping the handle. Her long blonde hair, her beautiful hips, the graceful, swinging movement of her steps, even as she ran back like an excited child to retrieve the gift—! Ugh. It was just amazing. And cute.

His Elsa was so cute.

Jack let his head drop forward, smiling so hard that he thought his face could break. He dropped the end of his staff into the carpet, starting to spin it. His heart was soaring. This wasn't the first time he'd had a girlfriend, but this was definitely the first time he'd seen a lady look SO excited, just at the prospect of being with him. And, the fact that the lady was Elsa? Greatest. Feeling. EVER. To Jack, her love wasn't just flattering. It was straight-up intoxicating.

He turned slightly, looking out the windows across the hallway from the doors. Christmas snow, bright and fluffy, was falling from the sky, Mother Nature naturally doing its thing without any help whatsoever from the Spirit of Winter on this amazing and wonderful morning. Jack hasn't actually gotten to spend Christmas WITH anyone since before he died, and—while he was a little nervous, to see Elsa's family, and pray that they'd actually approve of him this time—he could hardly contain his excitement. No matter what that creepy old demon had taunted on the night before, Jack knew that everything was going to work out with his Elsa. In fact, it was going to be GREAT.

Everything really was better in the snow…

Hearing the characteristic ca-CHUNK of the door handle being depressed again, Jack turned back around. The door swung open and Queen Elsa quickly rushed through, now wearing the navy blue, hooded dancing dress from the night before and clasping the tiny ice box he'd made her in her hands. Looking up at him, their eyes met.

Elsa blushed. "I caved," she admitted, laughing nervously, "We have my cousin here, and—well, you're dressed, and I probably shouldn't be wearing just a nightgown, even though it's Christmas morning, and—!"

Her voice trailed off, and she smoothed a strand of hair back behind her ear, glancing away. Jack's heart swelled.

"You look beautiful," he said.

He meant it, too.

Elsa looked back up into his face, biting the edge of her lip. Smiling with a shy excitement, she then stepped up to him, closing the space and snuggling into him, leaning her head forward to rest it on his shoulder.

"Thanks," she whispered. "So do you."

Jack huffed a laugh, trying and failing to hide the jolt of excitement that shot through him as the beautiful young Snow Queen gazed into his eyes with adoration, if not actual hero-worship. He wrapped his arms around her, pulling her closer as she eagerly came, the inherent chill of both her ice dress and her curvy body against his own feeling more amazing and reassuring and perfect than he even knew how to describe. Except—

Christmas.

For the first time in three hundred years… this felt like Christmas.

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The door was standing ajar, and the sounds of eager, happy voices lilted out of Arendelle castle's private library and into the hall, making Elsa's heart leap. Christmas Morning. Even as a young princess trying to conceal her powers, Christmas Morning had still been just as exciting for Elsa as it was for any other child—presents, family, and the fact that snow and ice were literally a part of the decor, lest she accidentally make a flurry and need an emergency coverup excuse. The pressure was off, and nothing was left but love, and excitement, and joy.

But standing next to her, Jack Frost had gone strangely still.

Her eyebrows lifting, Elsa looked to him in surprise. Her boyfriend looked happy, just like he had a few moments earlier, but also—nervous?

"Are you alright?" she asked him.

He gave himself a little shake, as if trying to shudder off some nerves. "Sorry," he muttered, "It's just—your family."

Her eyebrows lifted. "My family?"

Jack left out a long breath, then swallowing with effort.

"It's nothing bad," he said, "I'm just kinda nervous. We've changed, since yesterday. I mean, we've changed what this is."

He gestured back and forth between them with the end of his staff, and Elsa's heart leapt.

"They're going to love you as my boyfriend," she laughed softly, giving his hand a squeeze. "You know that."

A strange look swept over his features, and then, Jack Frost was blushing, grinning from ear to ear as he looked down towards the carpet. Giving her hand a squeeze, like he needed the reassurance, Jack then pulled in a breath.

"Thanks," he breathed.

Elsa nodded, her heart swelling for him. She was nervous for this, too. But watching Jack's expression, he only appeared to be slightly more relieved.

"Is there something else?"

He looked to her in confusion. "Huh?"

"You still look nervous," Elsa pressed. "If—if you don't want to do this—"

"—I do."

She fell quiet and waited waited, watching as he blushed, a sheepish, embarrassed little grin tugging at the edges of his mouth. Jack Frost was clearly gathering his courage again, but just his face was enough to make her swoon. That grin. Those eyes.

"It's just… been a while," the Guardian finally admitted, his voice hardly more than a whisper. "You know? It's Christmas."

Her eyes widened a bit at the realization. Jack had been alone—COMPLETELY alone—for 300 years.

300 Christmases.

Biting the edge of her lip, Elsa looked down to their clasped hands, his larger one tight around hers. Smiling as reassuringly as she could, the Snow Queen then looked back up into his eyes, leaning forward an inch.

"Yes," Elsa said. "It is."

Jack swallowed again, looking back into her gaze. Elsa could suddenly see the vulnerability in his eyes, the pain, with a new and perfect understanding. But he was going to be fine. In fact, Elsa had reason to believe that Jack was going to be absolutely wonderful, on his first shared Christmas morning in such a very long time.

Holding her breath, she squeezed Jack's hand as they turned the corner, walking into the room.

Everyone else was already there, in the small private library where their tree and presents had been set up. Olaf excitedly bounded over to where Sven was sitting by the beautifully lit tree, Kristoff stood holding a mug of hot cocoa by the fire, and Eugene and Rapunzel were snuggled up together with their mugs on a couch. Queen Anna, as she often was at this point in her pregnancy, was lying down on another couch, happily eating chocolates with her head and back propped up by a number of pillows.

It hardly took her an instant before she noticed her sister's entrance. Seeing Elsa and Jack standing together by the door, Anna's eyes lit up.

"Elsa!" she exclaimed, "You're here!"

"I am," Elsa laughed, feeling Jack squeeze her hand a bit tighter, a few flurries of snow beginning to sparkle into the air around them.

As everyone individually registered their presence, it was Rapunzel who finally sat forward a bit, her eyebrows lifting in question.

"And…?" she asked quietly.

A hush fell over the room, the tension practically crackling through the air as everyone waited for a response. Elsa glanced at her boyfriend, and Jack Frost turned his head and looked towards her, saying nothing, but raising his eyebrows. The side of his mouth played with the idea of a smile, hesitant, but waiting.

It was her decision.

Pulling in a deep breath, the Fifth Spirit gathered her courage.

"Um—heh," Elsa stammered, looking back towards the group and blushing as she gave an awkward little gesture back and forth between Jack and herself. "Boyfriend, girlfriend."

The room immediately erupted into cheers and applause.

"YES!"

"Whoo-hoo!"

"FINALLY!"

"Ooooh, thank Flemmy…" Kristoff exhaled, glancing upward in a silent prayer.

Elsa's heart leapt, giggling as the anxious fear lifting from her shoulders at the sight of her family's excitement and approval. Glowing with pride, Jack pulled her in and planted a confident kiss on Elsa's cheek, and she blushed even harder, stumbling a bit as he looked to him in delight. This was perfect. Everybody was happy. They were SO. HAPPY.

And so was she.

"At LONG LAST," Eugene exclaimed, collapsing dramatically back into the couch and looking to his wife with his mug raised aloft. "Frosty and Elsa have communicated with each other. It's a Christmas miracle."

"It is indeed," Rapunzel agreed, clinking her mug against his.

"And now that they're here," Olaf exclaimed from over by the tree, "We can get STARTED!"

Sven the Reindeer snorted in agreement, bending down and gently biting on a piece of ribbon, pulling a present out from under the tree with his teeth. He straightened again and then proudly held out the box to Kristoff, who set down his mug on the nearest end table and walked forward to take it.

"This one is actually for you, Elsa," Kristoff said, reading the tag as he turned the box around in his hands.

"Oh—you two will want to sit together," Anna realized suddenly, glancing between Jack and Elsa and grunting as she struggled to push her enormously pregnant body up off of the couch, "I—"

"—You don't have to get up," Elsa interrupted with a little jump, "You just stay where it's comfortable. Jack and I can easily make anoth—"

"—We can share," Jack blurted at the same time.

Elsa stopped talking, looking to him in surprise.

"There's plenty of room in that chair," Jack added hopefully, gesturing to a nearby armchair with a shrug. "I mean—if you don't mind squeezing."

I LIKE SQUEEZING!

"I think that's a good idea," Elsa agreed, nodding a little too quickly to be convincing, "Let's—!"

Jack was already pulling her over to the chair, and she eagerly followed, nearly stumbling over her feet as they came to a stop. Spinning around, the Guardian of Fun plopped himself down into its cushions, scooting as far as he could to one side of the chair to presumably make a show of "leaving room" for Elsa on the other. She smoothed her skirt and obliged, attempting to lightly sit in the narrow spot, but—upon seeing that it was much too narrow to accommodate her hips—the Snow Queen then simply twisted by ninety degrees, and threw her legs over the Spirit of Winter's lap. Jack draped his large hand on top, looking to her with an unhidden eagerness and excitement in his eyes as she wrapped her arms around his neck, pulling her feet up a bit. Her smile so wide her cheeks were starting to hurt, Elsa rested her head on his shoulder, snuggling into him as close as she could and feeling that her heart was about to burst with joy.

It was only after a few moments of curling up in her icy little paradise of his arms before Elsa reluctantly remembered they weren't alone in the room.

"Taking one for the team, I see," Kristoff drawled, shooting Jack a look. "It's so selfless of you to let Anna keep the couch..."

From the couch across the room, Eugene snorted. "Yeah. Frosty's an absolute saint."

Jack laughed self-consciously, looking down and reaching up to rub the back of his neck as his face flushed pink. He opened his mouth to respond, but before he could do so, Elsa abruptly leaned forward and kissed him.

Jack froze, his eyes wide with surprise. With a silent giggle, Elsa pulled back and then snuggled into her ice powers boyfriend's shoulder once again, letting out a happy sigh.

Kristoff huffed a laugh of disbelief.

"Guess I can't argue with that," he mumbled. He gave them a good-natured smile as he walked across the room to them, handing Elsa the box before turning and beginning to walk back towards the tree.

"No," Elsa whispered after her brother-in-law. "You can't."

She looked back into Jack's eyes and he smiled sheepishly, pulling her in tighter and giving her a romantic little squeeze. For a few moments, all that the Fifth Spirit could do was to stare back—absent-mindedly twisting her fingers in a lock of his thick white hair (so soft), snuggling closer to him in the chair, and drowning in his sweet, loving gaze.

"You know," Olaf offered thoughtfully from somewhere across the room, "Physical touch has been experimentally shown to help with feelings of depression and pain. Although I think that the article I read was specifically talking about the benefits of massage—"

"—Stop giving them ideas, Olaf."

But Elsa wasn't listening. The Fifth Spirit's vision had gone hazy, her expression melting into a smile.

"You have the most incredible eyes…" Elsa whispered, stroking back the Guardian's hair behind his ear.

Jack's face flushed, his eyes lighting up as he stared into her gaze with adoration and a little happy embarrassment.

"Wait," he whispered back, a second later, as if he was questioning if he'd correctly heard what she'd said. "What?"

"Your eyes."

His eyebrows lifted, and Elsa shifted her hips next to him, still half-sitting on his lap with her legs casually thrown across his thighs as she continued to feel his soft white hair between her fingers.

"They're beautiful," she said softly. "Bright, and deep, and so blue… I love them."

Jack was silent, staring at her in wonder and not pulling away. Realizing how forward she was being, Elsa blushed, quietly taking her hand down from his hair. Amazingly, she hadn't even begun on everything she loved about his eyes… or his hair… or his smile. She could probably wax poetic about his appearance for an hour, but she didn't want to sound as crazy as she felt.

He was just… he was really cute. And he deserved to know it. That was all.

"Thanks," Jack whispered back, blushing a bit himself, but for apparently different reasons. "I like your eyes, too."

"But mine don't have snowflakes in them."

A look of confusion swept his face.

"Huh?" Jack stammered.

"Snowflakes." Elsa pointed at them with her finger, snuggling into him another inch as she did so. "The irises aren't just blue—they have white and silver streaks in them. And the streaks look a lot like snowflakes. They do to me, anyway."

"I didn't know that."

"I'll find you a mirror."

Having rested her hand back down onto her leg, Elsa felt her boyfriend gently place his own hand on top of hers.

"I think I'd rather look into your eyes, right now," he whispered.

The Fifth Spirit's heart fluttered as she looked back up into his face, her breath catching at the sincerity in his expression. Jack simply kept watching her, beginning to rub his thumb over her knuckle.

"Did you write down that line beforehand?" Elsa breathed.

Jack let out a breathy laugh, shaking his head. "I—like you," he said, shrugging.

Looking down to her lap, Elsa said nothing, turning her palm over to take his hand in her own. She gave it a squeeze.

"I like you, too," she said softly.

Jack didn't respond, but only smiled. Sitting up a bit, Elsa shyly reached up and touched his hair again, just above his ear, before stroking it back. She didn't know why, but just—wanted to touch him. And his hair was incredibly soft. Soft, thick, and white, just like a perfect blanket of snow. Before she realized it, Elsa could suddenly feel the weight of Jack Frost leaning the weight of his head into her hand as she stroked his hair back again, the Youngest Guardian visibly relishing her touch. He closed his eyes, like he was focusing on simply breathing in the moment, committing every word and touch and point of contact to memory. Elsa shifted her hand onto the back of his neck, and his eyes fluttered open, his usually-intense gaze locking onto hers with wonder and relief.

Her heart melted.

I can see you.

Almost as if he could hear her thoughts, Jack's mouth pulled into a dreamy, worshipful smile.

From somewhere beyond their perfect little bubble, Elsa slowly began to realize that the Christmas Morning chatter of the room had gone strangely silent again, trailing off into an almost complete quiet. With some hesitance, she pulled her hand back from Jack's hair and leaned back a bit, looking around in confusion to realize with embarrassment that everyone in the room was staring at them.

"Please," Eugene drawled. "Don't let us interrupt you two."

"I'm just grateful it was all worth it," Queen Anna exhaled, popping another chocolate into her mouth and looking to Princess Rapunzel, who started nodding in agreement as she went back to work opening up the present on her lap.

"What was worth it?" Kristoff laughed, before looking to his wife. His voice trailed off, and then his smile started to fade, his eyes bulging at he stared at Anna. "Wait—WHAT was worth it!?"

Elsa huffed an embarrassed little laugh, sitting up a bit and looking down to her first two gifts—the box Kristoff had handed her, and the one she had earlier from Jack. Her boyfriend was awkwardly adjusting himself in the chair, blushing and moving her legs a bit on his.

Knowing which Christmas present she was more excited for (sorry!), the Fifth Spirit gently leaned down to place the gift from her lap onto the ground, looking across the room apologetically. "I'm going to unwrap that next," she said, "I'm—already holding another one?"

Kristoff wasn't even paying attention, his horrified eyes as wide as saucers as he had a silent—and apparently, very intense—mental exchange with his wife. After a few moments, he turned back to Sven for emotional support and the other conversations slowly started to pick back up again, laughter and joking and the sound of wrapping paper being torn off of boxes filling the happy space as Elsa looked into Jack's gaze.

"I can open it now," she asked quietly, "Um… right?"

Jack nodded. Unconsciously holding her breath, Elsa touched the little ice-bow, pulling on it to realize that it wasn't merely a decoration, but a handle for the little box. With the soft and familiar sound of creaking ice, the top of the box opened, revealing a sparkling something sitting in a little pile of snow. She reached in, carefully taking hold of a long, slender chain and pulling in up. It was a necklace—rather like the one that Jack had made for her almost two weeks prior, glinting in the light. But instead of one snowflake as a pendant, this necklace had two, delicately touching in the center like a kiss.

"See, I was thinking," Jack explained, pointing at one of the snowflakes in the pendant with an awkward edge on his voice, "It's two—this, uh, this fancier one is you, and—"

"—And this other one is you."

He nodded. Elsa's heart had started pounding as Jack reached up and began to rub the back of his neck, glancing away. The first of the two snowflakes—they were touching each other's sides, neither one higher up than the other—was what Elsa was fairly certain was called a stellar dendrite; elegant spines branching out and then out again, like ferns covered in a wintery silver frost. That was meant to be her. Jack had represented himself with a much simpler, bolder snowflake, with a hexagonal center and sectored plates instead of the lacy spines that he had thought of for his girlfriend.

It was absolutely perfect.

"I love it," Elsa breathed.

She could tell without looking up that Jack had relaxed, his muscles releasing a bit like he was letting out his breath. He gave her a squeeze, and Elsa continued to study the pendant, as—

"There's no magic in this one," Jack blurted suddenly, drawing her attention up again, "I—I was kind of hoping we could start over and try again. With that."

Elsa looked up to see that her wintery boyfriend was blushing, his pale cheeks flushed shade of pink. She restrained from a laugh, her heart swelling.

"It's perfect," she whispered, beaming, "And I trust you. I want to put it on right now."

He released a breath again, his smile returning. Gesturing for it, Jack took the necklace as Elsa handed it to him, and she twisted away, holding her hair up off of her neck. He threaded it around her lifted arm, and Elsa felt a tiny whoosh of cold air as Jack Frost fastened the chain together, letting the ice fall against her skin.

She dropped her hair back down, eagerly feeling for the pendant. The chain was exactly the right length—and, feeling the two icy snowflakes now dangling a few inches below her collarbone, Elsa felt a rush of joy and relief sweep over her that had nothing to do with magic.

She looked back into Jack's eyes.

"Thank you," Elsa whispered.

He just smiled, relaxing back into the chair and watching her. Feeling the beautiful necklace with her fingertips, the Fifth Spirit felt a pang of guilt in the back of her chest.

"Your gift isn't going to be until a little later," Elsa admitted, "But I wish I could even begin to match a present like this one now. If there were only something that…!"

Elsa's voice trailed off as the idea struck her. Looking down to where one of Jack's hands was resting on her legs, she reached forward and picked up his wrist, turning it over. Surely enough, his new shirt did have buttons—one on each narrow cuff. Tiny, silver, and unadorned.

She looked back up into his eyes. "Would you be alright if I…?"

Her eyebrows lifted.

After a few moments, sensing her meaning, Jack's expression took on something indiscernible. With a curious look in his eyes, the Spirit of Winter gave her a slow nod, saying nothing as he pulled his other arm out from behind her back on the chair, offering her his wrists so that she could see the button on each one of his shirtcuffs.

Looking down and squeezing her chin to her chest, Elsa strained to see the two snowflakes in her new necklace, mentally noting their specific design. Reaching forward, she then picked up one of Jack's wrists.

Whoosh!

The first snowflake flowered into existence over the first button's silver surface—a faint, subtle white sparkle in the light. With a smile, Elsa let go of that wrist, picking up the second as he eyed her work.

Whoosh!

And the second snowflake appeared, etching itself across the second silvery button's surface.

Elsa pulled her hands back, clasping them together in her lap and nervously looking up into Jack's eyes. To her excitement and relief, he didn't just look happy or approving, but—

Dreamy.

In what appeared to be an adoring disbelief, the Guardian looked up from the buttons and into her face.

"Matching?" he asked quietly.

Elsa nodded. "But secret," she whispered, "I mean—no one has to know. But if you don't like them, I—"

"—I love them."

With a grin, he reached up and tapped one of his wrist buttons against her pendant, making her give a little jump. She giggled, and Jack beamed, his kind eyes as loving as she could have ever hoped to wish for.

I call you Snowflake because the closer I get to you—and the more carefully I look, Jack had once told her, what now felt like so long ago, The more intricately beautiful and complicated you become. I call you Snowflake because the closer I get to you, the more I realize exactly how incredible you really are.

Elsa smiled, her heart swelling at the memory. She leaned against him, the chill of his body seeping through his shirt and feeling safe and welcome as she snuggled into the Spirit of Winter's shoulder, a mere moment before his arm was around her once again, affectionately pulling her body against his own. Feeling more confident than she ever had before, Elsa could finally admit to herself that—in a secret, unspoken way—she truly was Jack Frost's "snowflake."

And he, in turn, was hers.

Chapter 105: The Children's Party

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AUTHOR'S NOTE: Hi, guys! I've missed you! Sorry this took so long. Because I'm having a really hard time getting people's attention, I'm going to have to stick an obnoxious Author's Note in the middle of the chapter itself. (Yeah, I'm addressing the commissions thing again.) I hope you're having a great summer so far! 

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THE CHILDREN'S PARTY

One thing was certain: for three hundred years, Jack Frost had missed getting to be a part of Christmas.

Sure, he'd do what he could for the children and stuff every year—he held fast to his belief that there was nothing quite like a good Christmas Eve snowstorm—but that wasn't the same as being part of a family. Or at least… being a guest. In this case, being a boyfriend, which still felt absolutely amazing to say.

It had all been a beautiful blur that morning, with laughter and presents and wrapping paper, and so much love in the room that Jack hardly even knew how to feel about it. Olaf and Sven had made everyone homemade gifts. Kristoff had given his heavily pregnant Anna a long string of golden crystals—a rock troll thing, apparently, involving a safe and happy delivery. Elsa had gone happily overboard, giving her family games, and pictures, and beautiful mementos of wood and paint and of course ice. Rapunzel had made a number of stunning, tiny paintings for everyone, and Eugene, as to be expected, had happily provided the commentary. And they had all eaten WAY too many Arendellian Christmas chocolates.

But Jack was still waiting to find out what his present from Elsa was.

The Guardian of Fun was currently wandering around the front hall, which was currently set up with a number of long tables heavy-laden with every kind of sweet and cookie known to man. He had originally come out here in an attempt to make himself useful, after an hour or so of essentially babysitting Olaf (to keep the bouncing snowman from toppling over the displays, decorations, and bustling castle staff), but was now mostly just taking it all in. Everything was mostly set at this point, and with Olaf outside to entertain the children in the town square, the castle was strangely quiet, tense and waiting for the party to begin.

Letting out a contented sigh, Jack stuck his free hand into his pants pocket (still felt weird) and started to walk towards the ballroom, which was on the opposite side of the front hall behind a big set of painted doors, currently propped open. As he approached, he caught sight of her, and his heart leapt.

Queen Elsa—his Ice Powers Girl—was currently walking across the back of the ballroom, her movements just a little too fast as she added additional ice flourishes to basically everything she saw. Despite the tension in her body language and the anxious way she was moving her hands, the place looked nothing short of spectacular. There were snowdrifts, and slopes, and powder, and damp snowman-building stuff, and PLENTY of ammo for snowball fights. And of course, Elsa had taken the liberty of making it all look pretty. 

Now all she needed to do was calm down.

It was tempting to help her without telling her, but he'd promised not to, while she was awake. Jack never minded an opportunity to get Elsa's attention, though. Fingers closed, he waved his hand through the air, conjuring an enormous snowflake. With a flick, he then sent it flying across the room in a swirl of sparkling frost, over close (but not too close) and into the Snow Queen's peripheral vision.

Jack jumped into the air as Elsa jolted and spun around. Seeing him as he flew over to her and touched back down onto the ground, his girlfriend's tense expression melted, a dreamy and shy-yet-excited smile spreading over her features. 

Clearly aware of the fact that they weren't alone, Elsa looked towards the ground as though she hadn't seen him.

Hi, she mouthed.

Jack's heart leapt. His grin uncontainable, he stepped up to her, leaning in close to her ear.

"It looks great," he whispered. 

Elsa opened her mouth to respond again, but then closed it. She nervously glanced around, eying the number of servants and castle staff that were bustling in and out of the grand space. She wanted to talk, but couldn't do it here. And Jack wanted to do more than talk, but that was beside the point.

Jack motioned for the door, raising his eyebrows in question. Seeing it, Elsa let out her breath in a whoosh and nodded, then anxiously glancing around the ballroom again to make sure that she wasn't being watched. Jack started to walk for the door and Elsa came quickly hurrying along behind him, her high heels clicking on the hard ballroom floor as she went.

As soon as she stepped out into the hall next to him, Jack spotted an enormous Christmas tree close to the door. Before she could react, he caught Elsa's hand, leaping behind it and pulling her after.

The Ice Powers Girl nearly fell into him, stumbling from the sudden yank as he put a finger to his lips. It wasn't a perfect hiding spot, but it'd have to do. He knew that Acting Queen Elsa didn't have much time. But, to spend five minutes crammed together with his sweet Ice Powers Girl girlfriend behind a Christmas tree, her deep eyes gazing into his and body pressed against him with the soft, fresh scent of her hair enveloping him in the tiny space? Like Jack was about to turn THAT down.

Still holding her hand, Jack helped his Elsa to regain her footing, then reaching out and whisking her long capelet in to the tiny space behind the tree. Giving her a smile that he hoped was reassuring, Jack then reached up and gently brushed a hair out of her face. 

"Hey, Snowflake," he whispered. "You doing okay?"

He took her hands again, watching her face. The Fifth Spirit was tense, gripping onto his fingers as she closed her eyes, breathing in and out like she was trying to center herself. Finally, Elsa let out a worried sigh.

"I just want everything to be perfect," she said on a tiny, anxious whimper. 

Jack nodded. "It will be."

Elsa swallowed, taking in and then letting out another shaky breath of air as she looked down at their hands, still gripping his just a little too tightly. His eyebrows lifting, Jack leaned in close. 

"Sooooooooo…" he prodded softly, "Why are you still freaking out?"

She let out a bitter chuckle, her voice still hardly audible as they hid together behind the tree. "I'm sorry," Elsa whispered, glancing around, "I'm just—nervous. Really nervous."

Jack found himself nodding again. Carefully choosing his words, he braced himself to make her the offer. "Could I—maybe," he said quietly, "Help—you—with that?"

He raised a meaningful eyebrow.

Jack watched as his girlfriend took in the statement, her mouth falling open by the tiniest bit. Looking up, her beautiful eyes met his, somehow sparkling like her ice dress and snowflake-dusted hair in the faint light.

Swallowing again, Elsa gave him a little nod. Jack's heart skipped a beat, and he took a tiny step towards her. 

Willing all of the fun and magic that he could towards her heart, Jack Frost leaned forward and kissed his girlfriend on the cheek.

He could feel without looking that his Elsa shuddered a bit, a shiver going through her before her muscles relaxed. As he pulled back, Jack reached up and gently pushed another strand of hair out of her face, smiling to himself as the last blue sparkle of his magic disintegrated into the air. He'd never imagined that he'd find himself using his abilities like this before, but—perhaps being an invisible dead guy had its perks. Although that was probably more the Guardian part than the invisible dead guy part.

"You really think it's good enough?" Queen Elsa asked him, her voice a whisper as her enormous, innocent blue eyes stared into his own and made Jack's heart whump. "That the children will enjoy it?"

” Elsa, you have me.” 

A look of confusion swept over her face. Seeing it, Jack shifted on his feet.

"You want them to have fun, right?" he tried again.

Elsa nodded. Struggling to keep a straight face, Jack then pulled in a long, careful breath. 

"I'm…" He sucked on his teeth for a moment, looking upwards in thought and considering his words. Jack Frost then looked back into Elsa's eyes, a teasing grin tugging at the edges of his mouth.

"Kiiiiiind of good at this," he whispered, barely able to restrain from a smile.

The Guardian of Fun raised an eyebrow, and he watched as his Elsa's eyes went wide. After a moment, the Ice Powers Girl blushed, her cheeks flushing pink as she let out an embarrassed laugh.

"Right," she whispered, "Right…"

"Uh-huh."

"You're a Guardian—"

"—Of FUN."

"Yes."

"This is my thing."

"Yes, it is."

"It's a blizzard. In a ballroom," Jack laugh-whispered, sweeping his arm out and nearly hitting off an ornament, "They. Will. Have. Fun. I promise. What could be more fun than that?"

Her eyes bright with excitement, the Snow Queen nodded. "We have refreshments, too."

"Right. Sugar. And the parents can deal with it later."

Elsa giggled into her hand, and Jack's heart leapt, the sweet, angelic sound making him feel like he was soaring. As her voice trailed off, Elsa went strangely quiet, her eyes going hazy as she dreamily stared into his face.

All of a sudden, the Fifth Spirit jolted, her eyes snapping back into focus.

"I need to go!" Elsa blurted.

She jerked to the side, as if about to rush out from their Christmasy little hiding spot, and Jack caught her by her hand. "What? Why?"

"The party's set to start in fifteen minutes! And we open the gates in ten—probably only five, by now—"

"—That gives us five minutes."

Waggling his eyebrows, the Guardian pulled her back behind the tree, shooting his girlfriend a flirty grin. She blushed again, her cheeks going that adorable pink color.

A moment later, Elsa opened her mouth to say something, and then stopped, snapping it shut. Taking in a deep breath as her anxious snow flurries floated around them, the Ice Powers Girl then shifted on her feet, nervously looking up into her boyfriend's eyes.

"I don't want to have to stop that quickly," Elsa confessed on a whisper.

Jack's eyes widened as she glanced down to his mouth, nibbling a bit on her lip. With an awkward little shrug, she then looked back up into his gaze.

"Rain check?" Elsa asked softly.

Now it was Jack's turn to be speechless. 

For a long moment, or perhaps a whole lot of them, the Youngest Guardian stood like an idiot in a dreamy, dazed, and awe-struck silence, just staring at her. Elsa was so beautiful. She was SO beautiful. Her brilliant blue eyes were practically sparkling in the faint light, reflecting the shine of the Christmas candles from the room, and simultaneously innocent and knowing, honest and excited. His beloved Ice Powers Girl, in that navy blue dress, looking at him like that as she stood scarcely a foot away from him behind the Christmas tree… this moment wasn't just great. 

It was intoxicating. 

Suddenly realizing that his mouth was hanging open, Jack gave himself a shake, looking down and huffing a self-conscious laugh. Reaching up and rubbing the back of his neck, the Spirit of Winter then shyly looked back up into her gaze.

"Snow check," he breathed.

"Yes. Snow check."

She smiled—now with a hint of humor in her expression, probably from seeing his. Despite the little spark of heat that was now behind her eyes as Elsa glanced at his mouth again, Jack watched as his girlfriend stepped back, gesturing towards the hall.

"I have to go change into my Spirit Dress. It'll only take me a minute, but—"

"—Did you guys get out any sleds?" Jack blurted.

She stopped talking. Then, connecting the dots of the fact that he was referring once again to the children's party, Elsa's eyes widened. "Oh! No, we—I didn't consider that."

"You can't have a snow party without sledding," Jack scoffed softly, his shyness melting as his heart leapt, "It doesn't need to be fancy, but come on. You can go put on your dress, and I'll fly off and find some trash can lids or something, okay?"

"Can't we just make ice sleds?"

"Great idea, but slippery."

"And once I get back, I can make a hill," Elsa went on, nodding. "In the south side of the ballroom, we should still have room. And with a good ice support support-structure, it should be perfectly safe. And if I make a set of stairs—"

Already lost in thought as she kept muttering to herself about the sledding hill's design, Queen Elsa turned around and was hurrying towards the staircase that led to the royal bedrooms, her capelet billowing out behind her as she did so. Jack's heart swelled, his face already starting to hurt from smiling as he watched his beautiful lady winter spirit start to go up the stairs, practically running as she hurried to change so that she could come back down and start working on what sounded like an increasingly epic sledding experience.

That's my girl, Jack thought. 

Still grinning to himself, the Spirit of Winter turned around and leapt up into the air, his excitement palpable. He only had a few minutes to grab some sledding stuff, and he couldn't waste time, either. What would work best? Did they even have trash can lids, here? Or maybe some platters… Manny. In a castle this size, he was sure that there would be a bunch of trays big enough to hold a decent-sized kid, so maybe he should go and raid the kitchens…

Within a few minutes, Jack Frost had his arms full of trays, platters, and one actual sled that he'd found outside the back wall of the castle. He'd run into Olaf, and the snowman insisted that there were always a fair number of sleds left around the Children's Hill, which Queen Elsa kept covered with snow year-round. Telling the snowman to get those all brought inside, Jack had then found a few storage closets, and had raided them too. He was just flying around a corner with the pile when a dark shadow suddenly sprang up in his path, making him yelp and jolt to a stop. 

A fraction of a second later—realizing what the shadow actually was—Jack's blood boiled. He floated down a foot or so before finally dropping to the ground, gripping the stack of trays that he had nearly dropped with shock as his cheeks heated. 

Pitch Black drew himself up, lifting a single eyebrow in feigned surprise. 

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Hey, guys. I'm sorry to have to stick an author's note in the middle of a chapter like this, but I can't think of any other way to get people's attention. In almost a decade, this is the most seriously I've ever considered shutting down Ice Alliance completely, because

STOP. ASKING. ME. FOR. COMMISSIONS. 

PLEASE.

I am BEGGING y'all to stop.

I AM NOT INTERESTED.

I have now stated this MULTIPLE TIMES. 

What used to be my fun-happy-mental-health project where I could make friends and have fun bonding over a cute fandom has now become this *Endless Spam Machine* that seems to actively PUNISH (rather than reward) me every time I post with a new wave of Commission Sharks swarming my inbox and trying to pressure me into give them money. (When I stated that I wasn't planning on making a P8treon account because "my husband's job is fine," I did NOT mean that I am actively seeking opportunities to set one hundred dollar bills on fire.)

This is becoming a serious problem in fanfiction. I know authors that have told me that they've moved websites, completely shut down their DM's, or have even struggled to keep writing at all. The "Commission Sharks" issue is NOT unique to me. If you want your authors to keep writing, then please SUPPORT us in doing so—and don't just treat us like we're talking wallets with internet connections!

Anyway. Thank you everybody for your time, and I'm really sorry to have to break up the chapter like that. Let's get back to having fun. 

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“Oh… I’m sorry,” the Boogeyman drawled dramatically, a smirk on the edge of his lips with a barely-masked chuckle. “Did I… scare you?”

"I told you to get out."

Jack set his jaw. He could feel how his heart was suddenly pounding, the hot anger seizing him and making all of his muscles tense up. Without ever taking his eyes off of Pitch, the Guardian then slowly bent down and placed the pile of trays onto the ground, springing back up again and catching his staff into both hands and aiming it straight at the Boogeyman's heart.

Pitch smiled, sending a chill down Jack's spine. "Now, where's the fun in that?" he chuckled.

The Youngest Guardian stood his ground, his eyes narrowing as he stared down his enemy with disgust. Meanwhile, Pitch looked to the trays.

"There's a… party. About to start," he said slowly, "Yes? And with so many children!"

At Pitch's taunting expression, Jack's blood boiled even hotter. Shifting his grip on the staff, the Guardian's teeth clenched together.

"Who are under my protection," he gritted.

Pitch clasped his hands behind his back, taking a silent glide of a step forward and making Jack's hair stand on end. The Spirit of Winter fought the strange, instinctual urge to cringe as the Boogeyman then leaned forward, gazing deeply into his eyes. 

"We both want the same thing, Jack. To be believed in," he whispered. "Now, why is it that for you get what you want is good, but for me to get what I want would be so incredibly bad?"

He glared. "Because what you want is for everybody to be miserable."

Jack adjusted his grip on the staff, shifting his aim upwards to keep it on the Boogeyman's heart.

"Just like you," he scoffed, giving his head the tiniest shake. 

A spark of fury lit up in Pitch's eyes, the pity in Jack's voice breaking through his mask of smug condescension. Instantly regaining his composure, the Boogeyman then straightened, looking down to the Youngest Guardian with a smirk.  "Oh… right," Pitch rolled his eyes. "I forget, sometimes, how nauseatingly saintly you Guardians can pretend to be. My morality is the problem."

"Yep."

"Jack—"

"—It's time to go."

Jack jabbed his staff in Pitch's direction in threat, but Pitch simply tutted. 

"It is so sweet that you think you have the authority to defy me," the Boogeyman chuckled.

The Guardian continued to hold his ground, keeping his eye on Pitch, but also watching for the shadows in his peripheral vision. You could never know, when the old creep had a dirty trick up his sleeve. Nightmares could be anywhere—and, apparently, Jack needed to be on high-alert watching for them today. Even though a kid having a nightmare in the middle of Christmas Day would be less scary than weird, and

Wait.

The Spirit of Winter's eyes widened as the realization came over him. For all of Pitch's smirks and posturing… this was a bluff. 

And Jack intended to call him on it.

Gathering his courage, the Youngest Guardian pulled in a deep breath. "We both know," Jack started, his voice dangerously soft despite his pounding heart, "That you have no power while I'm here. Not today." 

Pitch's expression shifted slightly at the statement. Hiding it, the Boogeyman then drew himself up with a smirk. "Oh? And why might that be?"

"Because—it's Christmas."

Jack Frost straightened, lifting his shepherd's crook high up into the air.

"And Christmas," he added, a sly grin starting to pull at the edge of his mouth, "Is FUN."

He whipped the end of the staff towards the ceiling above Pitch's head. 

FWOOMP!

A mountain of snow crashed down onto Pitch Black, crushing the Boogeyman into an enormous drift before he even had the chance to gasp. Bending down and once again picking up the pile of trays, Jack Frost then calmly stood up again, bouncing off the balls of his feet and into the air as the muffled sound of Pitch's enraged shrieking started to come from the now-thrashing pile of snow.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS, Pitch!" Jack called out, darting past him down the hall.

He rounded a corner, sweeping down into the hallway behind the Ballroom, the gust of his sudden landing sweeping the the thankfully candle-less space. Hearing the clamor of children's voices from behind the doors, the Guardian's heart leapt. 

 As subtly as he could, Jack turned his back to the enormous right door, pushing it open and walking through. Bouncing up into the air by a few inches, he swept over to a nearby snowdrift, carefully setting down the enourmous pile of trays and platters as the noise died down, the space going strangely quiet.

He froze. In confusion, Jack then straightened, looking up at the crowd of children to realize with shock that they were all suddenly looking in his direction, their eyes bulging with amazement. But—no. They weren't looking in his direction, at all.

They were looking—at him. 

"Well? What are you all waiting for?" Queen Elsa laughed, standing in the center of the room and looking at the crowd of children and gesturing. "Go say hello!"

Jack Frost had hardly even had the chance to jump back before he was swarmed, his eyes bulging in shock as the Arendellian children rushed to him. Their eyes were bright, all their young voices melding together into a clamor of excitement and glee and disbelief as they quickly surrounded him.

"You're really Jack Frost?"

"Are the Guardians real?"

"Do you make it snow, too?"

"You have ice powers!"

"Queen Elsa says you can FLY!"

"You're REAL?"

"Do you make the seasons!?"

"What's your favorite game?"

"Did you make the snow in here, or did Queen Elsa?"

"You're JACK FROST!"

Flabbergasted as the questions kept coming, hovering a few inches off the ground in shock, Jack snapped his head up to the sound of a sweet, familiar laugh cutting through the commotion. 

The children parted, clearing a tiny pathway as Queen Elsa, her gown glistening from the hundreds of candles, started forward through the mass. Jack’s heart leapt, looking into her face, his eyes stinging and vision starting to blur.

“You…” he stammered, his voice cracking with emotion as he looked up at her in disbelief, “You made them… believe in me?”

Elsa clasped her hands in front of her, glancing down and blushing slightly. Then, she slowly looked up into his eyes again, quietly smiling through the crowd, a stunningly beautiful, glistening angel of winter surrounded by the children.

“Merry Christmas, Jack,” she said softly.