Chapter 1
Notes:
TW: homelessness, disordered eating, child abuse, and verbal abuse
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Chapter Text
“You dare to bring a bastard into my home? Jeon Bongjun! Who do you think you are?”
The irate voice is accompanied by the unmistakable snap of a whip against stone, a sizzle of electric spiritual energy layering ozone into the air. Jimin flinches and shrinks back, trying to make himself small - smaller than he already is, which is quite small to begin with. He hides part of his face behind the dark violet durumagi of the ahjussi who had found him on the streets only earlier that day.
But some wary instinct makes him keep a tearful eye on the angry woman spitting a tirade in the courtyard of what is supposed to be Jimin’s new home. She is tall and stately, a fine-boned face with glossy, raven-black hair, and glittering eyes. Unlike ahjussi, she does not have a face that looks kind. She is beautiful but cold, and she looks at Jimin with fierce hatred.
The ahjussi Jimin cowers behind is Sect Leader Jeon Bongjun, someone who knew Jimin’s parents. The man sighs, a long-suffering sound. “Hyebin, this is not my child, but the child of my dear friends.”
“You mean that woman,” the Madam of the sect spits. She returns her furious gaze to Jimin, a sneer crossing her aristocratic face. “I can see the resemblance in the bastard. Oh, I bet you’re awfully proud of yourself, Jeon Bongjun! You finally get what you want all along! The child of that woman-”
“Jimin is not my child,” Bongjun tries, but he is talked over. It reminds Jimin of the way angry shopkeepers would talk over him when he tried to explain that he wasn’t stealing, he was just taking from the goods that had been discarded in the trash. But just like the shopkeepers, Madam Jeon has closed her ears.
“-I will not have a street rat bastard in this sect! Hear me now! If you insist on bringing that child into my home, he will be the ruin of us all! Just like his mother was the ruin of everything!”
Jimin’s small fingers, which had been gripped tightly into the soft, clean fabric of the Sect Leader’s overcoat, loosen at the vitriol in the Madam’s voice. He feels very small and dumb as he stands in this clean courtyard, in this immaculate manner on the coastline, in this place that was promised to be safe. The dirt on his skin, his unkempt hair, his tattered clothing, and his aching belly - never had he felt so grubby and unwanted, not even when the shopkeepers chased him away or beat him with brooms. He feels sweeping regret at being the cause of the tension between the Sect Leader and his wife. He should not have come along when ahjussi offered. Ulsan was cold and desolate and unwelcoming to an orphan like him, but Jimin had been able to survive. He could continue to survive there if he had to.
Jimin manages only a small step back before a wide, warm hand settles on top of his head. His eyes flicker up to see Jeon Bongjun’s tired, kind face. The Sect Leader ignores his wife as she stomps her foot, flicks her electric whip again, and strides away in a fit of anger. Instead, the Sect Leader smiles down at Jimin, resigned but determined.
“Your parents were very dear friends of mine,” he says, repeating what he had told Jimin in Ulsan after chasing away the hungry dogs ripping into the flesh of Jimin’s legs. “Your father was my sworn brother, and it is my honor and duty to bring you into my home. You will be raised alongside my son and you will learn cultivation. You are safe here and you belong here. Don’t let anyone ever tell you otherwise.”
The words are a balm to Jimin’s heart and he sniffles, quickly dashing away the tears that spill over his eyes. “Ahjussi…”
Nobody has ever treated Jimin so kindly. Perhaps his parents had, but they never returned from the night hunt that winter, and since then, three more winters have passed. In all that time, the most kindness he had ever seen was the blind eye some of the ahjummas had when he picked scraps off the streets. The acceptance from this man is foreign and shocking. And Jimin is so very small and tired.
Bongjun pats his head. “None of that, now. Just like your mother, you have a face made for smiling. There’s no need to cry.” He pauses, a smile tugging at his mouth. “You may call me samchon, if you wish.”
Jimin nods. He can call this man more familiarly. The permission makes him feel like he belongs in this immaculate place, with all the fragrant hibiscus flowers and flowing purple banners. At this moment, with this kindness, Jimin feels a seed of loyalty take root in his heart.
Jeon Bongjun. Samchon. Jimin nods again.
“Let me call for a bath and new clothes for you, hmm? And a meal,” Bongjun adds when he hears the urgent grumble of Jimin’s belly. “Then you can meet my son.”
It takes no more than a few minutes for much of Jimin’s new-found hope to fracture. For all that Mugunghwa Pier is a pristine show of the safety afforded by wealth, it is not safe. There are dogs, vile creatures with long, slimy teeth and hot breath and fearsome growls - and they want to rip Jimin apart!
Jimin shrieks at the first sight of the dogs, falling onto his bottom and scrambling backward, insensible in his panic. He screams and cries and begs and then the barking dogs are gone and Jeon Bongjun is patting his head again. It takes several minutes for Jimin to hear the calm words that are being repeated by the man, rhythmic and slow like a metronome.
“The dogs are all gone, Jimin. It’s okay. Stop crying.”
Jimin stops crying, but things are very much not okay. It turns out that the dogs that were just sent away - amazingly, removed from the manor altogether - belonged to the Sect Leader’s son, Jeon Jeongguk, a boy two years younger than Jimin. And Jeon Jeongguk is not happy about this development at all.
Jimin can hear the shrieks of a displeased child throwing a tantrum in the distance. He ducks his chin into the steaming water, eyes falling to the murky, dirt-sheen surface. He listens as Minji, the maid who has been charged with bathing and feeding him, calmly explains the situation, but he still feels guilt twisting through him.
Jimin is very afraid of dogs, but he can learn to be strong! He doesn’t want to cause trouble, especially when it doesn’t seem like Madam Jeon wants him around, either…
“It’s good for a young boy to learn to bend with the world,” Minji says, dipping a cup into the water to rinse Jimin’s hair clean. Her hands are soft but strong, with callouses that speak to years of labor. His tense muscles relax into her ministrations as she strips the dirt from his skin. “Our doryeon-nim is a precocious boy,” she reflects fondly. “But he is kind. Give him time and you will be fast friends.”
Jimin has never had a friend before. In Ulsan, it was all he could do to keep clear of the older boys who lived on the streets - or worse, the children with parents who were unafraid to use their status to push others around. Friend is not something he is familiar with, and he isn’t sure how he’s meant to be friends with someone who is currently so upset with him.
“Jeon juin-nim will need to have the doctors look at you,” Minji tuts as she cleans the open wounds on his legs. He tries to be good and not flinch from her touch, but the dog bites feel very tender and throb in the warm water. He offers a watery smile anyway because it’s very nice of her to think of his needs so diligently.
Deciding him sufficiently clean, Minji urges him out of the bamboo tub and into soft cotton underclothes. Jimin marvels at the softness of the fabric, at the warmth, and he doesn’t even mind when the socks and shoes given to him are much too large.
Minji smoothly guides him to a small table in the kitchen, ladling a simple broth into a bowl. His stomach gurgles and cramps with the warm liquid, unused to the strain of fullness. “Tomorrow,” Minji says, patting his messy mouth with a cloth. “If you do well with broth in the morning, we can try rice. You may be able to have fish for dinner. How does that sound, hm?”
Jimin nods, smiling shyly, and lets Minji lead him to the residential quarters of the manor. By now, the sound of a child’s discontent has faded - instead, the sound of raised adult voices comes from another wing. Minji seems to take it all in stride, ushering Jimin through a short hallway and to a door decorated with artful hibiscus motifs.
“Here you are,” she says, urging him forward.
Jimin turns to the door with apprehension and hope warring in his heart. He reaches forward to knock, then hesitates, turning to look back at Minji. But Minji is already gone and Jimin must be brave.
He knocks softly. There is no response, so he knocks again, harder this time. Again, no response. Jimin knocks a third time and, with a sudden rush, the door slides open with a great bang and a small, doe-eyed child glares at him.
“You!” Jeon Jeongguk shouts. “It’s your fault my puppies were sent away! What did Bam and Princess and Little Love do to you? It’s your fault! I hate you!”
Jimin’s eyes brim with tears at the abrupt hostility. “I-I’m sorry-”
The little master turns his nose up, appearing very much like his mother. “I don’t care! I want you to go away forever! I want my puppies! Puppies are much better than you!”
And with that, Jeon Jeongguk slams the door, leaving Jimin in the hallway. Jimin stands for several moments, warm tears on his cheeks, before he shuffles a step backward in shame.
“I’m sorry,” Jimin says softly. “I’ll leave…”
Yes. Jimin will leave. He has caused strife in this family and he has only been here for less than a day. It’s his fault the Sect Leader and his wife argue, and it’s his fault the sect heir has lost his beloved companions. It would be better for them all if he left. It will be fine. Jimin was doing okay in Ulsan, except for the dogs, but he can learn how to avoid them better. He's almost fast enough to outrun them, so he just needs to get a little stronger!
Determined, Jimin turns away and traces his steps back until he finds himself outside the manor once more. He intends to drift into the greater town of Busan, which is separated from Mugunghwa Pier only by a warded gate, but he must take a wrong turn because he is soon standing on a pier stretching into the ocean.
Jimin inhales deeply, unused to the brine of the sea thick in the air. His lip quivers at the scent and before he knows it, he’s crouched down at the end of the pier, head buried in his knees with his arms over his head. The cold of the sea breeze is bitter against his clean clothes and damp hair. It’s all he can do to muffle his sobs so that his noisiness doesn’t echo across the sea. He knows from experience that nobody wants to hear a child crying. It’s best to be quiet.
He isn’t sure how long he stays at the end of that pier, but eventually, his ears prick at a hollow thudding sound behind him. Jimin lifts his head and looks - and there, not too far away, is Jeon Jeongguk, his small arm holding a lantern aloft and his lips drawn into his mouth.
Jimin sniffles.
Jeongguk stares.
And so much larger than either of them can comprehend, the ocean foams and bubbles with lapping waves, the high tide rolling in along with the rise of the silvery moon. The ocean sound fills in the air, and Jimin waits, wondering why the boy who hates him so much is now standing so close. Is Jimin…not allowed on this pier? He didn’t know!
“I-I can…I can swim away, if you want,” Jimin offers weakly. He casts a look at the deep black of the nighttime ocean and the sandy shoreline. He could probably swim for a while. He’s a good swimmer!
“I’m sorry!” Jeongguk bursts out, his eyes so very round and wide. “I was mean! And I’m really sorry! You don’t have to go!”
Jimin wilts. “But…I made your dogs go away.”
Jeongguk does look rather sad to be reminded of this fact, but he rallies anyway. “When my Bam and Princess and Little Love were taken…Appa said you could be my friend instead. Maybe friends are better than dogs!”
Privately, Jimin thinks just about everything in the world is better than dogs, but…
“You could bring them back,” he says, rubbing his face. “I could just stay away from them.”
Very, very far away.
But Jeongguk shakes his head.
Jimin will never know what the little master intends to say, because right at that moment there is a sudden squawk of a nighttime seabird, and Jimin, who had been standing much closer to the edge of the pier than he realized, startles. He startles so badly that he falls backward into the ocean, which pulls him under greedily as cold saltwater invades his nose and mouth. Frantically, Jimin sweeps his limbs, trying to push upward -
But then there is something - someone - grasping at him, hard little hands gripping tight enough to leave bruises. It takes a moment for Jimin to realize that Jeon Jeongguk had jumped into the sea to save him. It takes a moment longer to learn that Jeongguk is valiant, but he is too young to be a strong swimmer, especially during high tide.
He isn’t sure where the strength comes from, but there is a tingling burn in his limbs spreading from his middle, and that tingling burn gives him the energy to latch onto little Jeongguk and drag them both to shore. Jimin heaves salt water and they each spend several minutes hacking, clearing their sinuses of the salty sting of the sea.
And when they have recovered, they stare at each other in shock, each of them surprised to be alive after a near-brush with certain death.
Jimin is in a state of disbelief. “You saved me.”
“You saved me!” Jeongguk corrects quickly, black hair plastered to his face, bedtime braid askew.
“We saved each other…” Jimin compromises haltingly.
Jeongguk looks very sure of himself when he lifts his chin and says, “We saved each other because that’s what friends - no, brothers! - that’s what brothers are supposed to do. Right…hyung?”
Jimin gasps. Hyung! He’s never been anyone’s hyung before!
“I’m your hyung,” he agrees quickly. “I’m your hyung and I’ll protect you forever!”
Jeongguk holds out his pinky with determination. “We protect each other.”
It’s a promise, a pledge, that Jimin intends to honor for as long as he lives. Because nobody had ever tried to save him before - not when the cost might have been their own lives.
Yet Jeongguk hadn't hesitated.
And so Jimin will keep this pledge.
Jimin still can’t believe that his legs are already fully healed! Right before his eyes, the doctor is sealing up his wounds with spiritual energy, which thrums warmly against Jimin’s skin and sinks into his veins. The doctor had looked a little surprised about it but had gamely put away his other instruments when it was clear Jimin wouldn’t need bandages anymore. He would probably always have scars, according to the doctor, but the scars would be very small. In the future, the puckered pink flesh on his legs would become silver with age.
Jimin is simply glad to no longer be in pain. It’s not very much fun to hurt.
He swings his legs back and forth, his eyes on the fresh boots on his feet. How wonderful it is to have his feet protected and warm! He is seated on a cot that rises high off the ground, and he hums to himself while the doctor who treated his bite wounds turns to speak with Sect Leader Jeon, who had observed the healing session with keen eyes.
“He is eight years old? You’re sure?” the doctor checks, as if Jimin is not there to confirm his age himself.
“The letter might have been delayed, but I’m certain of his age. He was born sometime in autumn. Why?” Bongjun’s tone sharpens. “Is he not healthy?”
The doctor sighs. “He’s healthier than I would have expected, given how he was living before. Certainly, other children would have been in worse shape. But this boy…even half-starved, his nascent core is brimming with yang energy. If I didn’t know any better, I would assume he was a few years older, at the least.”
The Sect Leader looks pleased. “He will be a strong cultivator, then. His development won’t be delayed?”
The doctor sounds wry as he says, “I daresay his living circumstances have already delayed him, yet he is still quite strong. I have to wonder just how developed his golden core might have been had he not been struggling for so long. As it is, his core has been working hard to sustain his body on minimal sustenance and protect against infections, and as a result, his physical growth has been somewhat stunted. He might not be as tall or physically strong as his peers, but with a core that developed, there won’t be many disciples who will be his match if he continues to progress at this pace.”
Jimin’s eyes fall to his belly. He doesn’t know much about golden cores, only that cultivators like his appa and eomma had them, and that he should do his best to nurture his. Eomma had taught him how to do this before she and appa disappeared on that night hunt, and Jimin had been doing his best to remember her directions every night since. It’s one of the few things he recalls of his parents at all, actually…
“Our sect places more importance on speed and agility, anyway,” the Sect Leader says dismissively. “Let the Gom Sect and Kkachi Sect produce men the size of mountains. Physical power matters less to cultivators than it does to commoners…”
Jimin’s attention drifts as Minji enters the infirmary with a bowl of broth. She pauses to curtsey to the doctor and Sect Leader, and then comes to offer Jimin the bowl. His nose wrinkles at the sharp medicinal smell and he wants to whine about how bitter it will surely taste, but he thinks better of it. He takes the bowl and sips on the broth, face scrunching at the flavor.
“I thought it might be bitter,” Minji says in a whisper. She pulls a piece of honey candy out of her pocket. “If you can finish your medicine, you can have this treat.”
Jimin brightens and finishes his bowl very quickly.
Meanwhile, the Sect Leader and doctor continue their discussion.
“To have such a strong core…There are two possible reasons. The first is that his parents taught him early so he could master basic talismans,” the doctor reasons. “This isn’t unusual for the children of rogue cultivators. To light a fire, to clean water…those are skills that are useful for survival, and responsible parents will teach these skills.”
“Simple talismans are not difficult to manage. Jeongguk is also learning these basics,” the Sect Leader muses. “What of the second reason?”
“It’s possible the boy is simply gifted,” the doctor says. “You know as well as I do that some disciples can condense a golden core more easily than others. This boy has strong, wide meridians, which makes him particularly open to energy. If he was taught even the most basic meditation…”
“I see. Well, given what I know of his parents, both reasons seem likely.”
“Park Jaeyoung was rather gifted,” the doctor recalls.
“He was the best disciple of my generation,” Sect Leader Jeon says with pride. “And Yon was the disciple of the Immortal Wanderer. Her skills were on par with my wife’s, and you know how strong my lady is.”
“With a pedigree like that, it’s not surprising at all that the boy is already so strong,” the doctor agrees.
Feeling the weight of eyes on him, Jimin looks up from where he is savoring his candy. Jeon Bongjun is looking at him with something like expectation in his expression.
Jimin smiles.
The Sect Leader smiles back.
“No, no, no,” Jimin chants, following the trail of little black ants to the hollow floorboard near his bed. He has been living as a ward of the Mugunghwa Sect for a little over a year now, but old habits die hard, and Jimin has yet to cure the urge to tuck food away, just in case. It seems as if the ants have finally caught onto this habit because they have found his stash of dried fruits, jerky, and nuts.
Jimin bites his lips, feeling utterly distraught. It’s bad enough that the ants have ruined the food, but they have also infested his room - his very own room, which Madam Jeon had insisted on. According to her, there was no reason a sect heir should have to share a room with a mere servant, and so one day Jimin was given his own space.
The room itself is small, a space that had been occupied by a previous household servant who stayed in the family wing when Jeongguk was a baby. But there is enough room for a warm, comfortable bed, a small table for Jimin to pile his notes on, and a chest for his clothes. The room keeps out the sometimes biting breeze from the ocean and shields him from rain and keeps him toasty in the winter. The silk bedding is secondhand and there are scuffs on the dark wooden furniture, but Jimin has never known anything so grand.
And now Jimin’s bad habits have ruined his room!
“Hyung?”
Jimin jolts, turning around with wide eyes. He tries, rather futilely, to hide his mess with his body, but Jimin is small for his age and Jeongguk is a smart child. “Gguk-ah!”
Jeongguk leans around Jimin’s kneeling form curiously. “What are you doing? Oh.” He pulls a face. “That’s…a lot of ants.”
Jimin hangs his head, shamed.
“Hyung,” Jeongguk says softly, after a long moment of inspecting the stash of food Jimin has painstakingly collected. “It’s okay. You don’t have to be scared of feeling hungry anymore.”
Jimin bites his lips. If only it were that easy. He’s been able to adapt to almost everything when it comes to living in a sect. He enjoys the training disciples undergo and he gets to sit in on Jeongguk’s classes to learn noblemen’s arts often enough that he’s picked up tremendous skills like reading and painting. He has clothes of his own and when he ventures into Busan, none of the shopkeepers chase him away from their stalls. By all means, Park Jimin has become a respectable child, someone who is fit to be the ward of Sect Leader Jeon Bongjun.
Except for this one nagging fear. Even when he is in town and he passes discarded food on the street that he knows from experience is still good enough to eat, he must stop himself from tucking food away. The urge is hard to resist even when he knows there is a kitchen in the sect that he has permission to visit, just like any other disciple.
He fears he will not be able to shake this habit. After all, it was hard enough to stop himself from gorging during mealtimes. Only Madam Jeon’s fierce reproaches had cured him of eating until he felt sick.
Jeongguk nudges him. “How about this, hyung? You don’t have to hide food anymore. Instead, I’ll always have a snack for you, so if you’re hungry, just come find me. Okay?”
When Jimin hugs Jeongguk tightly, a few tears escape. Neither of them mentions it. But from that day forward, Jeongguk does indeed have a snack or two up his sleeve just for Jimin.
“Come on, hyung!” Jeongguk cajoles. “These storytellers only come to Busan once a year and they always tell epic tales! Missing one day of training surely can’t hurt, right?”
Jimin grins. A day is a day - they can make up for it later. “You don’t have to convince me! Let’s go!”
Jimin and Jeongguk slip away into the greater city of Busan, darting through the crowds toward the entertainment district. Busan is so lively and colorful, but no place is more fun than the entertainment district. There, banners in bright colors are hung over dance halls and taverns, and the outdoor dance hall is strung with unlit lanterns. This part of the city is near the beach, so there is always a pleasant breeze on the wind ready to waft the enticing scents from various food stalls.
Short as they are, the boys have an easy enough time slipping to the front of the crowd to get a first-row view of the storytellers. And perhaps it helps that Jeongguk is dressed in the fine clothes of a little master, his dress dyed in the rich purples of the Mugunghwa Sect, the ribbon holding his braids back obviously made of high-quality silk. Jimin is, by contrast, a little less noticeable, with his clothes of deep blue and middling-quality silks. But even so, with a hibiscus bell tassel around his waist, it’s obvious where they come from.
The Mugunghwa Sect is one with a good reputation among the citizens of Busan, who pay a fair tax to the sect to protect the town from the ghouls that frequently populate the water and the beasts that roam the nearby forests. Each time Jimin comes to town by himself, people recognize his bell and they treat him kindly, sometimes even with a permissible sort of fondness.
With the attitude Busan citizens have toward the sect, it’s no wonder at all that Jimin and Jeongguk get to enjoy the storyteller so closely.
And what a story it is! Jimin likes the cunning of the rabbit, who saves itself from being eaten by the dragon king, and he goes to tell Jeongguk as much -
A hand falls on his shoulder, the grip firm and immobilizing as a thumb presses into an acupuncture point that renders half of his body numb. A glance to the side tells him that Jeongguk is in a similar situation. Worse still - Jimin recognizes the sleeve pattern as that which belongs to Madam Jeon’s personal maids, who had followed her from her mother sect when she was first married.
Indeed, it’s Saehee who circles around them, pinning them with an equally cold stare. “Jeon ma-nim requests you return and submit to punishment.”
There is no arguing this order. And so Saehee and Eun corral them back to the sect, where they are greeted by Madam Jeon’s fury.
She is already standing in the front courtyard, her spiritual bracelet sparking with purple lighting around her wrist. The courtyard is empty of servants and disciples, who have all surely scurried away from Madam Jeon’s temper. Jimin would like to scurry too, but Eun’s grip remains hard on his shoulder, even as her sister closes the gates behind them.
“Jeongguk,” Madam Jeon says sharply. “Come here.”
Jeongguk glances at Jimin hesitantly, but obeys, stepping into his mother’s shadow with his shoulders curled toward his ears.
Madam Jeon reaches for his chin, angling his face up so she can study the pitifulness of his expression. She releases him with a scoff. “Weak child,” she says in clear dismissal, before turning the full force of her aggravation on Jimin. “You! How dare you make Jeongguk miss out on his lessons? Is it not bad enough he’s behind you in every way? You must also do everything you can to sabotage his progress?”
Jimin twists his hands in front of his body. “I didn’t mean…We just wanted to hear the story.”
“Such entertainment is for peasants,” the Madam spits, stalking closer to him. “It’s no surprise that you find them interesting, but Jeongguk is made of better stock. Such activities are beneath him.”
“Eomeoni! It was my idea to see the play,” Jeongguk tries. He takes a few steps before Saehee stops him, holding him back from further approach. Jeongguk looks rather confused as he says, “I wanted to hear the story, so I convinced hyung to skip training-”
Madam Jeon spins to face him, infuriated. “Who’s your hyung?” she demands. She points back at Jimin. “He’s your hyung? He’s your servant!”
“Eomeoni!”
“You hush if you know what’s good for you!”
Jeongguk falls silent, drawing back in shock. His mother has never spoken to him so harshly, although Jimin is beyond accustomed to this attitude.
“Make him kneel,” Madam Jeon orders in a cold tone. With a flick of her wrist, the bracelet transforms into a long whip of purple lighting. She snaps it against the courtyard stones, and Jimin imagines that even the hibiscus planted nearby shivers in fear. He certainly does as he is forced to his knees by Eun.
Even though Madam Jeon has called him dumb in the past for his inability to read or write, Jimin is not a stupid child. Not only did he pick up literacy quickly, but he is also intelligent enough to know what is coming. And he knows that there is no stopping it, either.
In the last year, when the Madam of the sect wanted to punish him, she was always halted by her husband and the punishments were transformed. What might have once been a skipped meal was instead more laps of running. What was a beating with the discipline stick was instead raps with the ruler across his knuckles.
But the Sect Leader is gone from the manor today, off at an annual discussion conference, and there is nobody to stop Madam Jeon this time. Jimin eyes the spiritual whip and wonders if she has been itching to whip him since the day he arrived. The look in her eyes is certainly eager enough.
“Today, you will learn your place,” she tells him ominously.
And then the first whip snaps through the air. The pain is sharp, but delayed - he hears the sound of the second strike long before he feels the pain of the first one bloom across his back. Small as he is, the force sends him from his knees to his hands, bracing himself against the impact of the next strike. He cries out twice before the blood rushes to his ears and the shock of the pain renders him silent.
“Eomeoni! No!” Jeongguk screams. “No! It was my idea! I made him go! It was me!”
Madam Jeon refuses to listen, raining strike after strike across Jimin’s back. Jimin can only stare at the smooth ground, watching the spittle of his blood stain the stone and the purple lightning cast his quivering frame in shadow.
“You do not take the blame for servants, Jeon Jeongguk! If one misbehaves, you beat him until he understands! And if he can’t understand, you cast him out!” The whip falls again, an arc of lightning and heat blooming over Jimin’s spine. He spasms, jerking hard enough that he falls onto his belly, cheekbone slamming against the ground. “Don’t let an ill-behaved miscreant hold you back! He is worthless and you are worth more! Remember it!”
This punishment, Jimin knows, is just as much for him as it is for Jeongguk. It is to teach a lesson to both of them about Jimin’s place in the world. In this place, even though Jimin and Jeongguk share the heartbond of brothers, they must never forget that Jimin is expendable, whereas Jeongguk is not. They must learn that the mistakes of the master are also the mistakes of the servant.
Jimin understands.
Madam Jeon releases a final strike, her heaving breaths filling the courtyard. She glares at him and huffs. “You’re getting blood everywhere,” she tells Jimin. “Clean it up.”
And then she leaves, taking Saehee and Eun with her.
Jimin breathes out shakily. His back muscles are tremoring from the lightning or the pain or both. He has no idea how many times he was whipped, but he thinks if he has to move right at this moment, he might very well die.
Jeongguk falls to his knees, bending close to Jimin with fluttering hands and panicking eyes. “Hyung,” he says brokenly, tears running rivets down his face. “I’m so sorry - I didn’t think she would -”
No, neither of them would have expected this, as young as they are. And being so young, what are they to do?
“I-I’ll go get Minji!” Jeongguk says, scrambling to stand up and dash away to the servant’s quarters.
Jimin closes his eyes. He can already feel his golden core racing to fuse his skin back together, to stop the bleeding, but he’s only at the intermediate stage in his core development. It doesn’t matter. Madam Jeon didn’t whip him enough to kill him, but she did whip him enough that he would always remember his worth. She intended to scar him to sear this lesson into his body, if not his mind.
But Jimin understands. He’s always understood. And today, he understands even more - because it isn’t so much that Madam Jeon looks down on servants, having two of her own who have been her companions through childhood. It’s that Madam Jeon looks down on Jimin, perhaps truly hates him because of who his mother was and what his mother meant to Jeon Bongjun.
Because Jimin has heard the same rumors Madam Jeon has. Rumors that Jeon Bongjun was in love with Wanderer Yon, but that Wanderer Yon ran away with Bongjun’s closest friend, Park Jaeyoung, the servant-disciple who had grown up beside him. Rumors that said Bongjun only cared to spend so much time looking for Jimin because he was searching for the last remaining piece of Yon on the earth - or worse, that Jimin was not his father’s son, but rather the lovechild of free-spirited Yon and the Sect Leader who was stuck in an arranged marriage.
Rumors can be so cruel, especially when they strike at the deepest fears of a jealous woman.
And Jimin is the one who must bear these consequences
“You whipped him into unconsciousness!” a voice thunders, drawing Jimin from the dark tunnel of sleep. “And with a spiritual whip, no less!”
“And so what? It’s what the little bastard deserves for distracting our son! Or are you mad that it wasn’t Jeongguk who was punished?”
“I was told it was Jeongguk’s idea!”
“And so what if it was? This bastard still allowed Jeongguk to neglect his duties, and he deserved the punishment that was given!”
“Hyebin! Madam of the sect or not, this has gone too far! You can’t punish a child so cruelly-”
“You listen to me, Jeon Bongjun. You brought that bastard into my home, you raise him alongside my son, and you tell me that he is not yours. But then you have a problem with how I treat the son of a servant!”
“The son of my best friend! The son of my sworn brother!”
“Park Jaeyoung was a servant too! He was lucky to be granted disciple status, but he was always a servant! And so his son will also be a servant and he will be treated like a servant! Unless…you’re telling me you don’t want him treated as such because he truly is your bastard!"
“He isn’t!”
A scoff. “You’re a foolish man. Foolish to believe this won’t cause trouble. To raise the son of a servant as your own, to elevate him as your ward and allow him to be treated like a young master - just what do you think will happen? He is a servant, and yet he is not, but he is above other servants and so cannot be treated as one?”
Silence.
“I thought as much. Now that you understand, don’t interfere with his punishment again.”
“...Just go. We will discuss this later.”
An irritated huff, the slam of a sliding door, and silence once again. Relief sweeps through Jimin, his muscles relaxing.
“How bad is it?”
“Ah, Sect Leader…” A sigh. “The damage is…it could have been worse. I’m not sure if Jeon ma-nim held back or if the boy’s core worked very hard to save his life. He will live. But the scars…”
“Men have scars. This isn’t a huge deal.”
“As you say.”
“What of his spiritual energy? Hyebin’s whip has been known to damage meridians before.”
“There are some meridians that have been bruised, and some that have already scarred. He is young enough that some of this damage can be compensated for as he strengthens his core. But there are no significant repercussions.”
“Good.”
Caught as he is in medicated slumber, the bitter tang of medicinal broth on his tongue, Jimin still feels unsettled. His heart is heavy.
He doesn’t know why.
The Mugunghwa Sect of Busan is known for many things. Perhaps the most famous is the wealth of hibiscus flowers, which bloom all across the city in shades of pink, violet, and deep purple. These flowers are the symbol of the sect and can be found as a motif sewn into the hems of durumagi, or worn from the waist as the Mugunghwa Clarity Bell, a norigae given to all disciples who are old enough to practice the sword. Hibiscus flowers are so very embedded into the sect that even the dyes used by the main clan and outer disciples are all in the deep, majestic shade of the rare purple petals that are found only this far south.
But the sect is also known for other things. The free-spirited nature of its disciples, which honors the founder of the sect who was once a rogue cultivator. The fluid sword forms, which reflect the flexibility of the ocean and waterways flowing through the sect’s territory. And the archery skills shared by the disciples, which are second to none in the cultivation world.
The Sect Leader himself tutors the disciples in archery, starting from the earliest ages. It is a point of pride for the Mugunghwa Sect that, unlike other great sects, their Sect Leader takes an active role in teaching disciples.
Although Jimin is now ten, he has been too physically weak to partake in archery training, which usually begins when disciples are eight or nine. Like many other aspects of his physical training, Jimin has had to wait until he was rehabilitated from his time living on the streets. He has instead spent the last two years catching up on other skills, learning the foundation of cultivation, and building his core as much as he can. But even for his delays, Jimin thinks it’s nice that he can learn alongside Jeongguk. His sword training also has him training with Jeongguk. He likes that they can be equal in their cultivation path.
Now fully recovered from his punishment under Madam Jeon, Jimin is finally healthy enough to learn. He has been looking forward to archery training for days, excitedly discussing the event with Jeongguk. They even snuck down to the archery field yesterday to watch their seniors sink arrow after arrow into bullseyes. Some of the seniors even struck down moving kites, a game Mugunghwa disciples play to test who is the most talented.
Jimin watches with bright eyes as Bongjun kneels behind Jeongguk, patiently correcting his form. Jeongguk sticks his tongue out and closes one eye, inhales at his father’s direction, and then releases the arrow. His aim is nearly perfect already, so Jimin thinks Jeongguk must be truly gifted.
“You’re amazing, Jeongguk-ah! So amazing!” Jimin cheers.
Jeongguk giggles, his nose scrunching up. Bongjun hands him another arrow and stands, observing as Jeongguk takes a few more shots. Jeongguk never quite hits the center mark, but it is still impressive that he has gotten so far after only working with his father for an hour.
Seemingly satisfied, Bongjun ruffles Jeongguk’s hair and praises him warmly. “You’re very impressive, Jeongguk. Go, drink some water while I work with Jimin.”
Jeongguk scampers off and Jimin tries to hold in his excitement. He’s been as quiet and still as possible, gripping his training bow tightly to restrain himself. It’s been very hard - but now it’s his turn!
Bongjun smiles at him and motions for him to get in position. He does not kneel behind him as he had with Jeongguk, but he does tap at Jimin’s elbow and adjusts his fingers to hold the bow more delicately.
“Pull your arm back more,” the Sect Leader instructs when Jimin’s first two attempts fail. “Aim higher. Now, clear your mind and focus on the target. Inhale as you center your aim, and exhale as you fire.”
Inhale. Aim. Exhale. Fire. Jimin pulls as hard as he can on the bowstring and releases the arrow with a gust of air - and his jaw drops when his arrow hits the center red mark.
“Very good,” Bongjun says. “You’ll be skilled in the future.”
“Wow!” Jeongguk marvels. “Hyung, you hit the center! I didn’t even manage that!”
Jimin laughs, his face warm. “Can I try again?”
But Bongjun doesn’t hear him. Instead, his attention has been drawn to the furious presence standing at the mouth of the training yard. Madam Jeon is glaring at them coldly, while a servant girl smiles nervously.
“Jeon juin-nim,” the maid says. “Sect Leader Kim of the Kkachi Sect has arrived. He says he must speak with you immediately.”
“Of course,” Bongjun says, striding off without a second glance back. The maid glances at Madam Jeon wearily, and then swiftly follows after the master of the manor.
His departure leaves Madam Jeon alone with the two boys, who both shrink into themselves as she comes nearer. Jimin because he is fearful of the madam, and Jeongguk because he is fearful of what the madam might do to Jimin.
“So, another thing you’re good at,” she sneers. “I see the Sect Leader gave you individual tutelage, too.”
“Abeoji taught me first,” Jeongguk says. “Jimin-hyung only just started…”
Madam Jeon laughs. “Is that supposed to be better? Do you want a servant to be better than you?” she snaps at him, then turns to glare fiercely at Jimin. “See how it is? With you around, does anyone pay attention to my son?”
Fortunately, Madam Jeon storms off before saying anything else. Still, Jeongguk looks down morosely and Jimin feels rather helpless.
“Do you think eomeoni is right? Am I not as good? Abeoji worked with me for so long and I only got a little close to the center, but you…”
“I got lucky!” Jimin says quickly. “I bet I couldn’t do it again!”
Jeongguk gives him a very skeptical look. The skepticism isn’t unearned - Jimin does pick up skills faster than others. He builds his core faster than others. He memorizes writings and talisman designs faster than others, too. But can he help how fast his mind moves? He can’t.
But it hurts to see Jeongguk so sad. Usually, Jeongguk can brush off the comparisons. For all that Madam Jeon insists Jimin is favored by the Sect Leader, she doesn’t witness how much time Bongjun spends training Jeongguk and answering Jeongguk’s questions. At most, the Sect Leader entertains Jimin’s curiosity and treats him well. But he does not treat Jimin as he does Jeongguk.
Yet Jimin can’t fix this. Madam Jeon is determined to see things her way and hurt everyone who disagrees. Today, the collateral damage had been her own son. Tonight, Jimin is sure he will suffer in some way, and there is little anyone can do about it.
For now, how can Jimin put the smile back on Jeongguk’s face? He taps his bottom lip thoughtfully, then grins with a conspiratorial twinkle in his eye.
“You know,” he drawls, nudging his shoulder against Jeongguk’s. “I think Jeon ma-nim was wrong.”
Jeongguk frowns at him, then looks over his shoulder, as if someone was listening. Seeing nobody around, he leans in closer. “Wrong?”
“Think about it,” Jimin says. “It’s not bad if I’m a little better at some things, right? After all, the better I am, the better I can protect you. That’s how it should be if I’m your right hand.”
Jeongguk’s brows draw together at this reasoning.
“Am I wrong?” Jimin challenges. He nudges Jeongguk again. “You’re going to be the Sect Leader one day and I’ll be right beside you, just the same way my father was right beside yours. So, of course, I need to be just a little bit faster and stronger! It’s the only way to watch your back.”
Jeongguk turns his deep violet doe eyes up at Jimin. “Do you promise?”
Jimin holds his hand up in a salute. “I swear!”
Jeongguk smiles, his nose scrunching as he slaps his hand against Jimin’s. “Alright! You swore, so you can’t ever go back on it!
“Yah! I always keep my promises!” Jimin smiles widely, holding his arms out. “Remember, I promised to hug you every day and now, look at the sun! It’s time for your hug!”
Jimin leaps and Jeongguk dashes away. They’re of a height, although Jeongguk keeps weight on far more easily than Jimin and is clearly intent on growing faster, too. This means that they are evenly matched as they dash around the archery yard, bows discarded as Jimin chases after Jeongguk with the threat of a playfully tight hug.
Jimin is fast enough to catch Jeongguk soon and he wraps his arms around the younger boy, tight like an octopus even though Jeongguk squirms and whines.
“I’m hungry,” Jeongguk complains. “Let me go!”
Jimin perks up at the mention of food. He’s hungry too, now that he thinks about it. He waits as Jeongguk digs around in his sleeves, pulling out two slightly crushed yakgwa. He makes a face but hands the butterfly-designed honey cookie to Jimin. “We should go to the kitchens,” he says around his mouthful.
Jimin nods, cheeks stuffed full. He has yet to stop his habit of eating so quickly. Jeongguk, predictably, pokes at his cheeks as they meander from the archery field toward the greater manor.
Given Madam Jeon’s ire, there are only a few routes they can take to completely avoid her. Knowing she might either be in her dedicated wing or in the pavilion on the eastern pier that overlooks the ocean, the boys opt to circle around the greeting hall. From there, it’s nearly a straight shot back to the kitchens where they can beg off early portions of their dinner from the kind cooks.
Only, both boys have forgotten that Bongjun is in a meeting with another Sect Leader, seemingly on urgent business since the meeting was spontaneous. Indeed, the boys slow down when they hear the raised voices coming from the greeting hall and, exchanging wide-eyed looks, silently agree to creep under the window eaves outside to listen in. After all, they are young and curious, and it isn’t every day something like this happens!
Jimin peeks through the window, the rice paper screen lifted to let the breeze into the hall. Inside, Bongjun is speaking with a giant of a man dressed in deep green and gleaming copper. There is an elaborate sangtuwan over the man’s tight topknot, the black leather decorated by a hammered copper magpie with emerald stones for eyes. Jimin tries to remember - which Sect Leader was this?
“Kkachi Sect?” Jeongguk breathes.
Ah, right. Kkachi Sect, a fierce sect known for its large sabers, volatile tempers, and leagues of soldier-disciples. Jimin eyes the wide saber strapped to the Kkachi Sect Leader’s back and shivers. He can’t imagine lifting anything that heavy.
“-took out an entire group, Bongjun! A whole contingent of my disciples on a night hunt in my own territory! And do you know what the explanation was?” the Kkachi Sect Leader questions angrily. “There was a ‘disagreement on how to slay the wolf-beast! What disagreement could there be? Slay the damn thing!”
Sect Leader Jeon is frowning mightily. “That is concerning, Taeyong-ssi. The Gom Sect…why were they in your territory to begin with?”
The other Sect Leader scoffs. “Said they were on their own night hunt and didn’t realize they had stepped into KKachi land. As if they couldn’t feel the wards!”
Bongjun draws in a deep sigh. “The Gom Sect…”
“They’re out of control! Lee Chungwoo annexed two minor sects this year alone, absorbing their able-bodied fighters into his ranks. I’m telling you, he’s encroaching on my territory, and next, it will be everyone else. The Lee Clan wants to take over the cultivation world!”
“Is it that extreme?”
“I have thirteen dead disciples, Bongjun-ssi,” the other Sect Leader seethes.
“What would you have us do? The Gom Sect is larger than most of the great sects put together,” Bongjun says with some frustration. “You want to go to war with them? We would be wiped out.”
“We are being wiped out - slowly and methodically. Something has to be done! We need to prevent disaster!”
Bongjun rubs tiredly at his face. “...Well then, we could invite the other sects to have a meeting off the books. My wife, she wants to arrange a marriage for our son. The engagement party…we could use that as a cover. The Gom Sect declines most invitations anyway…”
Jimin and Jeongguk look at each other in shock. Engagement? What engagement? And war? Jimin lifts his brows and taps Jeongguk’s shoulder repeatedly, urging him on. Quickly, they go to Jeongguk’s room, bypassing the kitchens in favor of discussing the major news they just learned.
“Do you really think the sects will go to war?” Jimin worries.
“Do you really think I’m going to be engaged?” Jeongguk whines.
The boys grimace, hunkering down around Jeongguk’s study table, which is organized with scrolls, brushes, and fresh paper for note-taking. Jeongguk is much neater than Jimin, who has notes spilled across most of his room or gathered into untidy stacks.
“War would be bad,” Jimin says after a while, folding a loose bit of paper into a simple flower. “Commoners never do well when there is war…”
Jeongguk shakes his head helplessly.
Jimin hopes there won’t be war. He also hopes Jeongguk won’t be engaged so young. Jimin may be new to the gentry class, but he’s heard enough from common people to know that arranged marriages are seldom happy. It would be awful if Jeongguk had to marry someone he didn’t even like.
“Who would you even marry?” Jimin muses with a frown. He thinks of their lessons about the clans, the current sect leaders and heirs. “Right now, all the heirs of the great sects are boys, and there are only a few minor sects with eligible daughters.”
“No girls!” Jeongguk bleats. “Girls are…scary.”
“Could you marry a boy?” Jimin asks, the idea utterly foreign to him. “Is that allowed?”
Jeongguk shrugs. “I think so?”
But Jeongguk doesn’t look so sure and Jimin doesn’t know, either. Maybe they could ask Minji about it. Minji always seems to know something new about the world and Jimin dearly values her insights. He’ll track her down later and ask.
“If you can marry a boy,” Jimin starts. “I wonder who it will be?”
Jeongguk lays his head on the table. “Hopefully someone nice with good fighting skills…” He seems to be thinking hard. “And maybe someone pretty. Someone who talks good, because I’m not great at that. And good with money, because abeoji says it’s good to be smart with your purse.”
Jimin laughs. “It sounds like you want to be married, Gguk-ah!”
Jeongguk covers his head with his arms. “Not now!”
“Aha! But in the future?” Jimin teases.
“Hyung!”
Over the next few years, there is no talk of war. But the possibility of Jeongguk’s engagement is one that becomes a reality. Madam Jeon spends months working with matchmakers and sending letters out to the major sects. Her attention is so devoted to securing a good match for Jeongguk that she barely spares any mind to Jimin, and without that pressure, Jimin blooms - both in his training and in his personality.
Now, Jimin smiles and laughs and teases with the ease of the tides. He pulls silly pranks on the manor servants, cozies up to the ahjummas in the kitchens, and follows ahjussis around Busan, doing odd-jobs to work out some of his physical energy - and earn a few coins, which he then uses to spoil his fellow disciples with. Jimin feels that this is important since he spends so much of his training time beating the others into the dirt, his training sword at their throats faster and faster each time. It's the least he can do to compensate with treats from the market!
Cultivation comes easily to Jimin. He is very agile and quick to learn, both in mind and body. Sword forms, archery, and martial arts are things he revels in. He marvels at how strong his body is, at how far he can push it, and how quickly it can heal thanks to the bloom of yang energy in his golden core. And while he isn't fond of sitting still and silent to meditate, he does it dutifully anyway and condenses his golden core faster than any of the other disciples his age.
But what Jimin truly loves is learning how to use that yang energy in new ways. He thrives in talismanic theory, mind turning over new ways to apply radicals or break up characters to bend the very nature of the world with his will. His knowledge of talismans quickly outstrips his tutors, and he is given a free pass on these lessons, much to Jeongguk’s envy. Jimin takes this as permission to experiment, but after one accident that nearly turned his room to ashes, Madam Jeon forbids him from experimenting within the manor.
Jimin is fine taking his experiments outside! He’s just glad to have avoided her wrath since, fortunately, the Madam’s attention was called away by letters related to Jeongguk’s engagement. She forgot all about punishing him! And anyway, it’s better to have more space. Some of his talisman ideas require extensive testing.
When Jimin is in the mood to invent, Jeongguk makes himself scarce. He can’t keep up with Jimin’s thought processes, but then, Jeongguk’s interests lie elsewhere. Driven by a competitive fire burning within, Jeongguk dedicates himself to his physical cultivation. Jimin hopes he isn’t so driven because he believes Madam Jeon’s venom that continually tries to drive a wedge between them - but he’s too wary to ask, and leaves the issue be. Besides, Jeongguk often uses the excuse to train to get out of talk about his engagement, which he is alternatively hopeful and nervous about.
And then, when Jimin is fourteen and Jeongguk is twelve, news arrives from the Jasujeon Sect of Gwancheon. It’s an acceptance letter from Madam Kim Eunhee, agreeing to betroth her youngest son to Jeongguk. Kim Seokjin will marry into the Mugunghwa Sect when Jeongguk comes of age.
Madam Jeon is very pleased with the match. Apparently, Madam Kim is a close friend from Madam Jeon’s childhood, so the betrothal provides a certain closeness and a political advantage to both sects. The merchants supporting the Jasujeon Sect will be able to trade with the fishermen supporting the Mugunghwa Sect, and the alliance between the two great sects provides a certain amount of protection in uncertain times.
Jeongguk’s reaction to the news is complicated. On the one hand, he seems relieved to finally know his future spouse, and on the other, he seems intimidated.
“Haven’t you heard of Kim Seokjin?” he asks lowly, fidgeting as he and Jimin and the rest of their sect waits to welcome the Jasujeon Sect entourage from Gwancheon. It will be the first official visit to cement the betrothal. “He’s older than me - older than you, too! And they say he’s the most beautiful doryeong...”
Jimin does not pay much attention to this type of gossip. He does know that young masters of marriageable age are ranked on a list of talent and beauty, and he imagines that Jeongguk will be on that list in a few short years. But since it is not a matter of cultivation, Jimin tends to forget it even exists.
“Is he old enough to be called samchon? Ow!” Jimin rubs his arm. “It’s a fair question!”
“Not that much older,” Jeongguk gripes.
“Well, you’re the one who said-”
“But I didn’t mean-”
“Quiet,” Madam Jeon hisses. She glares at Jimin, then hauls Jeongguk forward by the elbow. “Stand here and be dignified. The carriage is nearly here. Greet your betrothed properly, not like an unmannered bastard.”
Jimin shifts a step back, watching everything from a respectable distance. A servant’s distance, only not really since he’s a ward and technically part of the main clan. Yet, this is how Madam Jeon prefers it, so he tries to be as unobtrusive as possible. He does not even wear the same shades of purple as the other disciples or the main clan. Instead, Jimin's clothes are always dyed in tones of blue, or sometimes black, just so he is reminded of his place.
The carriage that arrives is ostentatious, gilded in gold, and carrying trunks of betrothal gifts. It’s only after these trunks are laid out for Madam Jeon’s inspection that Jeongguk’s betrothed steps out of the carriage.
Jimin’s first impression of Kim Seokjin is shiny. Nearly eye-wateringly so.
Indeed, the Jasujeon Sect is the richest of all the great sects, and it can clearly be seen in the way the youngest son is dressed. There is nothing practical about the wide golden yellow sleeves of his durumagi or the precious stones gleaming on his elaborate sangtuwan. Even the sword at his hip is set with crystals and gold.
Kim Seokjin is tall and disarmingly handsome with soft brown hair, gentle-looking eyes, and full lips. But he also seems distant and vaguely displeased, his expression somewhat pinched as he completes his greeting bows. He must be two or so years older than Jimin. It seems a little unfair that Seokjin will have to wait so long to be married since Jeongguk will not be of marriageable age for several more years.
Jeongguk performs his welcoming bow and Seokjin stiltedly agrees to a tour of the sect, never making direct eye contact. Jimin presses his lips together. He can see Jeongguk deflate as Madam Jeon leads Seokjin away, tossing a withering glare over her shoulder at her son and, inexplicably, Jimin.
“What do you think?” Jimin asks when he and Jeongguk are left alone.
“I think being engaged is stressful,” Jeongguk says with all the world-weariness a twelve-year-old can have.
“Well,” Jimin says at length. “I don’t know about nice, but with a sword like that, he must have good fighting skills. How else could he possibly lift that thing? What about your other requirements, Gguk-ah? Pretty face, he’s reasonably polite so he’s probably good with words. Ah, but he’s from the Jasujeon Sect, so he’s probably not frugal-”
Jeongguk shoves his arm. “Shut up!” He’s scowling, but his face is also pink. Before, he couldn’t seem to look at Kim Seokjin for more than three seconds before diverting his gaze. It’s just too bad that Seokjin barely looked at Jeongguk at all.
Later that day, when Jeongguk is with his parents and his betrothed doing…betrothal things, Jimin excuses himself to the remote pier he’d claimed as his own. It’s far enough from the manor to satisfy Madam Jeon, but it’s not close enough to any other piers for Jimin’s experiments to startle fishermen. He has even hung a wooden plaque at the head of the dock to claim the territory, so it’s very much how own space.
Recently, he’s been fixated on the idea of a warming stone that will keep rooms warm in the winter without the risk of causing a fire. He’s surprised that nobody had thought about applying a warming talisman this way, but then, cultivators seldom think about ways their magic can make the lives of the common people easier. Jimin, on the other hand, has lived through bitterly cold winters with nothing but his own shivering to warm him, and he’s seen enough winter fires burn down homes to know that cold people will go to foolish lengths to be warm. A warming stone, however, could theoretically put out enough heat to warm a room without catching anything on fire. And, if the talisman drew from ambient yang energy in the air, even non-cultivators could use it!
It’s just - well. As fascinating as talismans are, it can be difficult to invent new ones. It doesn’t help that the teachers of his sect have run out of resources, or that the resources they have offer only a basic understanding of talismanic arts. And so Jimin must figure things out for himself.
At least he has ample opportunity to learn. For every failure, he learns something new about talismans or tucks a new idea away to fiddle around with in the future.
Jimin finishes applying the talisman to the stone and steps back a good distance, watching the stone closely as it heats from a cold grey to a warm burgundy. From where he stands, he can feel the heat in the air and he smiles, believing he finally tweaked the talisman correctly. Only - cracks start forming in the stone, which changes from burgundy to angry red, the stone vibrating with excess energy -
Jimin ducks down, covering his head when the stone explodes, the high heat disintegrating the shards as a mushroom of hot energy spreads across the pier. And surprisingly, from behind him, Jimin hears someone make a shocked noise, followed by a splash.
Jimin turns around, gaping at the image of Kim Seokjin bobbing in the ocean like a half-drowned peacock. Seokjin coughs, expelling water from his lungs, and Jimin rushes to offer him a hand. Together, they haul him back onto the pier.
“What are you doing here?” Jimin asks, utterly bewildered. Since his back was turned away from the head of the pier, he didn’t see Seokjin coming. He doesn’t understand why Seokjin is here, instead of spending time with Jeongguk like he’s supposed to. He squints at the older boy, suspicious of him.
Seokjin sputters. “What am I doing here? What are you doing? What was that?”
“Experimenting with talismans,” Jimin answers. “Didn’t you see the sign?”
Seokjin narrows his eyes. “You can’t just do that sort of thing without warning, you know!”
“There’s a sign!”
“Well, how was I supposed to know that thing would explode?” Seokjin huffs, turning his face away. “Of all the things…Dangerous experiments! Are you even old enough to fool around with talismans? You look even younger than…Well, you look young.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “My apologies, doryeon-nim, that my sign didn’t specifically mention explosions. Although, when there are experiments, explosions should really be expected.”
“You!” Seemingly done talking to Jimin, Seokjin stands up and flips his hair back. The haughty gesture is ruined by his dripping clothes.
Jimin laughs, finding it all quite funny. He’ll have to tell Jeongguk that his betrothed is a bit prissy, actually. That’ll be loads of fun later. Prissy people are the best people to prank, if anyone asks him.
Jimin is, unfortunately, still laughing when Madam Jeon, her two maids, and Jeongguk show up. He can admit that the situation doesn’t look good - Jimin laughing so boisterously and Seokjin soaked to the bone with obvious displeasure. Even though Jimin stops laughing as soon as he sees Madam Jeon, he knows it won’t be enough to curb her anger.
“Park Jimin!” she yells, her bracelet sparking with lightning. “What have you done? What trouble have you caused me now? You stupid boy!”
“Jeon ma-nim, it was an accident,” Jimin tries to explain. “I didn’t know Kim Seokjin doryeon-nim was around and he was startled when-”
“So it was something you did!” Madam Jeon concludes. She strides right up to him and slaps him across the face with the back of her hand. She doesn’t pull any of her strength, so the taste of blood blooms in his mouth immediately. “You’re always ruining something!”
“Eomeoni!” Jeongguk protests.
“Jeon ma-nim,” Seokjin cuts in, his expression shocked. “It truly was an accident. I didn’t announce my presence and I didn’t realize this disciple was conducting an experiment.”
“See, eomeoni? Hyung didn’t mean to-”
Madam Jeon scoffs. “Who’s your hyung? He’s the son of a servant, not your peer! Call him brother again and see what I’ll do!” she challenges. Then, she turns a hard eye on Seokjin. “And you. I’m surprised you would even care what happens to a servant that isn’t even yours.”
Seokjin is quiet, but there is a tension on his face that betrays him. Jeongguk is pale, struck silent by the events. And Jimin dares not move, dares not draw Madam Jeon’s attention to him again.
“Both of you should take this as a lesson,” Madam Jeon says, turning on her heel. “Save your compassion for those who deserve it.”
Tension winds from Jimin’s chest as soon as Madam Jeon and her maids disappear from sight. He rubs his cheek with a wince, but he can sense his golden core is already healing him. By nighttime, there probably won’t even be a bruise. A lighter punishment, all things considered.
“Hyung? Are you…”
Jimin grins, ignoring the throb in his cheek. “Ah, are you worried, Gguk-ah? Why are you so worried about me when your betrothed is standing in his own puddle?”
Jeongguk turns his wide eyes to Seokjin, his face rapidly turning red. “Oh! You - are you okay, uh, Seokjin doryeon-nim? I could - well, that is, there are spare clothes - or I could -”
Seokjin holds his hand up, halting Jeongguk’s bumbling speech. “I’m fine, thank you. Excuse me,” he says, holding himself stiffly as he makes to leave. Before he does, he looks at Jimin with a frown, but he doesn’t say anything else.
Jeongguk watches him leave with a wistful sigh. “He’s so composed.”
Jimin laughs, hooking his arm around Jeongguk’s neck. “Let me tell you, he wasn’t so composed when he fell into the ocean! You should have seen his face!”
“He fell in? Oh, that’s so…” Jeongguk covers his face. ”Do you think he’ll cancel the engagement?”
Jimin lifts his brows. “What, you actually want to marry him?”
Jeongguk avoids his gaze.
“Ah, look at my dongsaeng!” Jimin giggles. “Are you in love? Are you utterly devoted? Well, he’s somewhat decent, I’ll give him that. But he isn’t very observant. He didn’t even see my sign!”
“Somewhat decent?” Jeongguk repeats incredulously. “He’s perfect! How will I ever be a match for him? He’s so tall and you should have heard how well he praised our disciples! And what sign?”
Jimin’s lips twitch. “On second thought, maybe you’re made for each other.”
Jimin is granted the status of head disciple and receives his personal sword on the same day.
The sword is named Jangnan, the characters of the name glinting in cool blue spiritual energy along the blade the first time he unsheaths it. The blade is double-edged at his request, making it unique among his sect. The sheath itself is much simpler than others he has seen, but the quality of the black leather and the exquisiteness of the flowing design on the hilt are undeniable. When Jimin wields Jangnan, he can almost hear his spirit sing - and when he takes to the air, balancing gracefully on the blade, he feels free.
Although he has been a ward for several years, although he has made a place for himself, although he has found acceptance in Jeongguk and Jeon Bongjun and his fellow disciples - it is this day that Jimin feels like he belongs. Not just in the sect, but in the world. He has a place he has earned through skill and talent. He has a home.
He decides, right then and there, that he will do everything he can to protect it.
Notes:
The story Jimin references is The Rabbit and the Dragon King, a Korean folk tale that has been around since 642 A.D.
Glossary
mugunghwa: hibiscus
kkachi: magpie
gom: bear
jasujeon: amythest
doryeon-nim or doryeong: young master
juin-nim: master
ma-nim: wife of the master
ahjussi: unrelated older man
ahjumma: unrelated older woman
samchon: uncle, but also sometimes a younger unrelated man
abeoji: father, formal
eomeoni: mother, formal
durumagi: a lined overcoat worn with hanbok
sangtuwan: a small crown worn over a topknot
norigae: a decorative pendant worn from a belt, sometimes designed as a luck charm
yakgwa: honey cookies
jangnan: joke, fun, mischief
Please let me know if there are any errors about the Korean throughout the story. I'm only studying, so I'm by no means fluent!
Chapter 2
Notes:
TW: allusions to murder, sexual assault, and suicide
There are a few time skips in this chapter. Seokjin's interlude happens immediately after the last chapter, but by the time we get to Jeongguk's interlude, about two years have passed. The age differences between the characters are all the same as in real life.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Seokjin enters the greeting hall of Jasujeon Tower with his head held high. The opulence of his clan manor is not lost on him, particularly after visiting the more humble Mugunghwa Sect in the south - the sect he would marry into one day when his betrothed is no longer a doe-eyed juvenile. Seokjin can’t help but compare the gilded gold of his home, the polished marble and bronze mirrors, to the dark gleaming woods and artisanal luxury of the sect he is returning from. He wonders if being away from this flamboyant elegance has made him miss it or detest it more.
As he enters, a dozen servants bow in silence. This, too, is another difference. In the south, the servants greet their masters with quiet words, nearly reverent. Here, the servants scurry around, mice locked in a viper pit. He can’t say he prefers it this way.
“Ah, so the little jewel has returned!” his eldest brother, Kim Sangsik, greets with an unbecoming taunt. “How was your child-bride? Or are you the bride since you’re the one marrying in? How was your child-groom?”
Seokjin ignores his brother and bows in greeting to his father. Kim Kyongsoo is a shrewd man, oily with politic smiles and calculating stares, and he studies Seokjin closely. “Answer your brother,” he orders.
Seokjin presses his lips together. What can be said about Jeon Jeongguk?
He’s still young, little more than a child, and too babyish to assess well. Seokjin had been afforded the opportunity to see his betrothed spar and he is already quite skilled, so there is that. Most likely, the boy will be a good cultivator in the future, and Seokjin will respect that, if nothing else.
But Jeongguk also seems to be stifled in his environment due to the overbearing nature of his mother - although, that is something Seokjin can understand. After all, it was pressure from his eomeoni that had him agreeing to a betrothal to a boy five years his junior, wasn’t it? Perhaps, Seokjin thinks wryly, they can bond over that in the future.
Overall, his biggest impression of Jeongguk is his big, round, purple-toned eyes and his clear desire to do his best in any given situation. It’s not a bad impression, but it’s also not what Kim Kyongsoo will want to hear. His father could care less about Seokjin's feelings; he cares more about the potential trade and political benefits. Seokjin is nothing more than a piece on a game board.
“The betrothal will go forward. I have no objections,” Seokjin says. “The south is pleasing.”
“But surely not as pleasing as the north,” prompts his second brother smoothly. A subtle reminder to remember who to be loyal to, as if Seokjin would ever be able to forget.
His second brother is someone to be wary of, for Kim Sangwoo is ambitious and has the same political skillset as their father. Slippery, like a snake. However, Sangwoo is not as favored as Seokjin or Sangsik. Sangwoo was born to a prostitute and has only been legitimized recently, and in the eyes of others, this makes him lesser.
Truly, Seokjin couldn’t give a damn about Sangwoo’s background, although he knows people in Jasujeon Tower titter about it in the shadows. There is no shame in a woman who survives by working in a brothel. It is the men who frequent these establishments who should bear the shame - and indeed, that Kim Kyungsoo would sow oats while he already has a wife is beyond contempt. Worse still, Sangwoo is only a few weeks older than Seokjin, which meant his father dishonored his marriage while his mother was already pregnant. Yet it is the mistress and illegitimate son who bear the shame, and it is Seokjin’s mother who must hold her head high.
None of this colors Seokjin’s impression of his second brother. Circumstances of birth are far beyond anyone’s control. No, Seokjin’s caution of Sangwoo is much simpler.
Seokjin doesn’t know his second brother well, but he does know his father - and for Kyungsoo to elevate Sangwoo, the price must have been high. High enough to blacken a soul.
There is a reason why Seokjin focuses on cultivation and tries to stay below his father’s notice. He must be competent, but not so competent to be anything more than an insignificant pawn. It’s Seokjin’s hope that his betrothal will be his most important role. He can live as a political advantage - he cannot live as Sangwoo does, at beck and call, ready to do anything for a grain of approval.
Seokjin is nearly seventeen, but he already knows that desperate men with ambition are the most dangerous of all. It’s his goal to stay out of Sangwoo’s way, lest he is caught up in a conspiracy. This desire is one of the main reasons he had agreed to the betrothal when his mother proposed it - a survival instinct, one that itches in the back of the brain when the shadows start to move.
His eldest brother, unfortunately, is too simple-minded to recognize the danger creeping behind him, and Seokjin knows that one day, Sangsik will no longer be heir of the sect. Although their father favors Sangsik in public, Seokjin has heard enough chatter from the servants to know that Sangwoo spends the most time with the Sect Leader, carrying out mysterious tasks. And Seokjin is not blind to the way political dealings had inexplicably started going his father’s way once Sangwoo was legitimized.
Sangwoo is moving in the shadows. So Seokjin will stay in the light with his eyes open.
“Home is, of course, my most cherished place. But the south will be my home one day,” he answers carefully, offering a placid smile to his second brother.
Sangwoo dimples at him, the black gat on his head bowing as he nods in agreement. “This brother is satisfied, then, that you will enjoy your new home.”
The words are pleasant and the tone is gratuitous, but Seokjin must suppress a shiver all the same. He can’t help but hear the unspoken threat.
Sangsik makes another off-color joke about Seokjin’s impending marriage and Kyungsoo dismisses Seokjin soon after. Seokjin escapes gladly.
By the time he has returned to his rooms, he is exhausted from the trip. He had flown back with disciples who were strong enough to ride the sword, stopping only once to rest at an inn overnight. His energy is sapped, but worries still pry at the edge of his mind.
He is the third son of a powerful sect. His first brother is the heir and his second brother will be the next to inherit. Seokjin is marrying out because his claim to the sect seat is remote with two older brothers and a father in his prime. It has to be enough.
For a moment, he fiercely wishes that Jeon Jeongguk was already old enough to wed. To escape this viper pit even a day sooner would be a blessing.
“I have heard this village hosts an enchanting fairy statue,” Sect Leader Lee Chungwoo says with an oily smile, and Namjoon’s eomma’s hands tremble slightly as she pours tea for their sect leader. His mother is a surgeon, though, so the tremor is not too noticeable. Namjoon only sees because the subtle tension in the air has made him hyper-aware.
“I’m intrigued by the stories," the Sect Leader continues. "They say this fairy statue can alleviate anger and hopelessness. They say depressed widows come here to seek comfort.”
Namjoon watches as his appa smiles benignly. “Indeed, our statue is a kind fairy who calms the hearts of many.”
His eomma sits back, smoothing her chima and settling a hand on Dohoon’s shoulder, calming his little brother’s fidgeting. Namjoon remains stiff-backed, doing his best to emulate his appa’s proud, yet deferential posture. His legs are falling asleep.
“I’m a widower,” Lee Chungwoo says conversationally, ignoring the tea. There is a hard glint in his eye that makes his next sentence a demand, rather than a request. “Show me this fairy statue.”
And so Namjoon follows after his parents, the Sect Leader, and a dozen disciples as they trek up to the stone altar that has been naturally carved into the nearby mountain with the purity of yang energy over hundreds of years. Namjoon holds his little brother’s hand tightly, ever a dutiful son looking after his sibling.
Namjoon’s appa explains everything he knows about the fairy statue, which has been on the land of the Sonamu Sect for longer than Namjoon’s ancestors had claimed the region. This area, this mountain, had been an ideal territory for their family, who studied medical cultivation and used the resources of the mountain to further medical treatments. The fairy statue has looked over them with benevolence and her power has fed the herbs of the mountain well. The land thrives and the people in their simple village are happy.
Yet Namjoon feels wary. He knows that the Lee Clan of the Gom Sect of Seoul had annexed his clan before he was born, and so the Kim Clan of the Sonamu Sect of Ilsan had always been under their rule for as long as he can remember. But this is the first time the Sect Leader had deigned to visit and it’s obvious to Namjoon that the visit is not casual. His parents are tense, the disciples look more like soldiers, and the Sect Leader is clearly only interested in the fairy statue.
Fairy statues are rare, but not so rare to garner this much fixed attention.
“Remarkable,” Lee Chungwoo says once they are inside the cave. It is only the Sect Leader and Namjoon's family. The disciples stay outside, guarding the entrance. Lee Chungwoo holds a hand out to the fairy statue, not quite touching, and looks back at where Namjoon’s family is standing a much more respectable distance away. “I can feel such power here. Such power…”
Namjoon is training to be a medical cultivator and has been studying under his parents for his entire life. He has been trained to track the flow of energy, to detect changes in an individual’s aura, to immediately identify the balance of yin and yang in the body. Some of these skills he can perform without ever touching the patient. But Namjoon is only fifteen and he has never before encountered a cultivator as powerful as Lee Chungwoo, who pumps out a flow of energy that is almost overwhelming. Namjoon is forced to take a step back to keep his balance as the Sect Leader does - something.
And then, all of a sudden, the fairy statue is screeching. The statue has never once made a noise in Namjoon’s memory, let alone a noise so pained - and the walls of the cave start to shake.
Eomma rushes forward to support appa, who stumbles under a crashing wave of cold, cold energy. “Sect Leader!” she shouts. “What are you-”
“Give it to me!” Lee Chungwoo demands and there is an awful crack as the heart is ripped out of the fairy statue.
The fairy seems to freeze in shock, the pained screaming cut off suddenly, as abrupt as a cord snapped. And then the fairy crumbles down, hundreds of years of cultivation to gain sentience and benevolence ruined in a cravenly cruel act. The statue is reduced to fine rubble in only seconds.
The Sect Leader laughs in delight, holding the statue of the fairy in his hand. The golden glow of yang energy is swiftly replaced by a mass of inky black, however, as yin energy floods directly from Lee Chungwoo’s hands. His laugh turns maniacal as the now-black metal begins to siphon at forbidden energy that exists in the world - at the yin energy that should never be altered, let alone absorbed -
His parents are standing too close as a swell of cold, dark energy emanates from the black metal. Namjoon isn’t sure what happens but, in the breath of a second, both his parents collapse on the cave floor, white eyes rolling into the back of their heads. There is no movement of the chest. There is no sound. Namjoon has already seen enough dead bodies in his training to readily identify them now.
Gone. Just like that.
“Appa!” Dohoon yells, darting forward. “Eomma!”
“Dohoon!”
Namjoon leaps into action, but he is moments too late. Although the Sect Leader seems unaffected by the poisoned fairy heart in his hands, it is clearly lethal and uncontrolled. The black metal has already claimed the lives of Namjoon’s parents and now, Dohoon has drawn too close.
Dohoon stops suddenly, his body stiff as a wooden plank. His head drops back and he groans, a haunted, shivering sound that makes fear clutch Namjoon’s heart. Namjoon snags his arms around his little brother and hauls him backward, feeling weak as he trips away from the destroyed fairy altar and out of the cave.
Under the sun, Dohoon’s complexion is pale and his eyes are bloodshot, the pupils so far expanded there is no color left except for a faint ring of brown. Dohoon’s breath rattles in his chest and his pulse is thready.
Namjoon acts on instinct, on years of training. He jabs at his brother’s acupressure points then slams his own energy through his brother’s meridians, a hand tightly circling his wrist. And it’s only for this energy transfer that Namjoon discovers the horrific truth - Dohoon’s golden core has been diminished by a significant degree, and the meridians connecting the core to the body hang by mere threads.
His parents, then -
Perhaps the sudden loss -
But something else is wrong with Dohoon. Something is wrong - his spiritual cognition, his very link to his soul, something is missing -
Namjoon doesn’t know what to do. The most he can do is keep his brother breathing, ignoring the panic clawing through his body. He can’t even cry or mourn, his mind too fixated on the procedures that will keep Dohoon here with him.
He ignores the startled disciples and the horrified villagers who had come to investigate the screaming from the fairy altar as he works. He has only attention for his brother.
It is this focus that leaves an impression on Lee Chungwoo, who eventually emerges from the cave with a sort of pleased menace to his aura. “You’ve kept him alive,” the Sect Leader remarks, stopping to stand over Namjoon and Dohoon. “Impressive. You must be the prodigious young doctor, then.”
Namjoon hardly lifts his eyes, unwilling to look away from his brother until his condition is stabilized.
“I could use someone cool under pressure in Seoul,” the Sect Leader continues. He doesn’t seem to care about anything else but his own agenda - certainly not Dohoon’s life or the death of Namjoon’s parents.
But at these words, Namjoon pauses. “My brother,” he says stiffly. He’s trying very hard not to sob, his voice choked with emotion. “Dohoon is…unwell. And my village. My sect.”
Lee Chungwoo makes a dismissive sound. “Come to Seoul and bring your brother. Your village is your village. Your sect can continue to practice medicine. Weak cores, anyway. I have no use for them. But you…”
Namjoon is useful. Namjoon has unwittingly made himself useful. A mistake. A blessing. Is the offer a true offer, or is the offer a threat? He has no idea. What would his appa do?
“You will have access to texts and resources to further your talents,” Lee Chungwoo says persuasively. “And if you do well, you may become my personal physician. You will be handsomely rewarded. What do you say?”
Namjoon is only fifteen. His brother is only twelve. They are orphans and they must survive. Namjoon must make sure they survive. He must also protect his village and his sect, since he is the heir.
Namjoon must do his duty.
And so he agrees.
“Yoongi-yah, please. The snow…”
Yoongi does not respond to his brother. He keeps his eyes forward, unwavering as he stares at eomeoni’s door. Inside, there are no shadows from flickering candles or braziers, no sounds of movement, no welcoming floral scent. Instead, all is quiet and the only scent is the snow that continues to dust the mountain.
Eomeoni’s home has been silent like this for days. His uncle says it will continue to be silent.
Yoongi knows what it means.
He continues to kneel in the snow, posture erect and face solemn, even as his skin prickles from the cold. And for as long as he kneels, his brother pleads with him. But Yoongi will not be moved. He must kneel in front of his mother’s home because her name and memory will not be honored by the elders, and so there will be no tablet with her name on it at the family shrine.
Eomeoni was a prisoner of his sect. For all that she was nominally the wife of the sect leader and the mother of the heir, she was also a murderess who was only permitted to see her children once a month. And now that her home is quiet, she will not see her children ever again, and neither can her children honor her as they should.
So Yoongi will kneel to honor and mourn his mother. Nothing will move him.
“Yoongi-yah…” Chunghee’s hand nearly closes over the knob of Yoongi’s shoulder, but then he remembers himself - remembers that Yoongi does not like casual contact - and the hand falls away. “I miss her too. I am also grieving. But you must not be self-destructive. To kneel for so long in such cold weather…”
“Leave him, Chunghee,” their uncle says from several feet behind them. He sounds resigned, but Yoongi imagines his expression holds some measure of irritation. “Yoongi has made his choice. He will submit to punishment later.”
Chunghee steps back. “Punishment? Whatever for?”
“Do not show excessive emotion,” Min Jinwoong cites pointedly. “Do not defy elders.”
Yoongi controls his breathing.
“Be a filial child,” Yoongi counters calmly. “Be loyal and filial. Do not forget to grace the forefathers.”
His uncle huffs, but does not respond. Filial loyalty to a deceased parent supersedes any other rules Yoongi might be violating, even if that parent was a criminal. Still, Yoongi is being defiant, and defiance must not be excused. Not even in extraordinary circumstances - or perhaps especially then.
“I will submit to punishment,” he says. “After.”
“See to it that you do,” Jinwoong says with a hint of warning. “Chunghee. Will you be joining him?”
Yoongi’s older brother hesitates. Chunghee is in a difficult position as the sect heir. Although their father is still alive, he is secluded in the back mountains under punishment he has been serving for nearly twenty years - while his mother was imprisoned for murder, his father was imprisoned for marrying a murderess to prevent her execution. As a result, the elders watch Chunghee and Yoongi very closely. And Chunghee has additional responsibilities, his role somewhere between a sect heir and an acting sect leader until he is of age.
Chunghee cannot be punished. He should not be punished for Yoongi’s sake.
“Hyung-nim,” Yoongi says. “Go.”
Chunghee sighs, obviously reluctant - but he is as practical and rule-abiding as Yoongi, and those ingrained habits are difficult to overcome. His boots crunch in the snow as he moves away, following their uncle down the path away from the hidden house high in the mountains.
When Yoongi is left alone, he allows himself a long, slow blink. He acknowledges that his knees ache and that the biting cold of the snow has left his joints stiff. For that, the remedy is to circulate more energy through his body, to leverage the power of his golden core to regulate his temperature and protect him from hypothermia. He is strong enough that he could circulate his energy for days without flagging. Not even hunger will touch him in the face of his yang reserves.
How long should he stay? Days? A week or more? How long is long enough to honor the mother he could seldom see, but whom he loved so dearly?
Wretched sadness snags at his heart, and he knows his defiant display to honor his mother is excessive by the standards of his sect, but the wound is too fresh.
Eomeoni died a prisoner. Yoongi wonders if she was falsely convicted.
But when he has asked about her, about what happened, his uncle does not give any answers. All Yoongi knows is that eomeoni murdered a respected teacher of the sect and that his father saved her life by marrying her.
Now that he is older, Yoongi has doubts. He has questions. He can very clearly recall the emptiness in his mother’s eyes, the dull weight of depression that would make her slow to smile. When he and Chunghee were children, eomeoni was playful and nurturing - but as they got older, the mask began to drop. Or perhaps, the bleakness of her future forever locked away in this house finally broke her strength.
Eomeoni did not die a natural death. Yoongi suspects this final act was the only control she ever had over her own life.
Because to murder a man and to be forcefully married to another and then give birth to two children -
Chunghee does not question the story they have been told. It must be easier for him to cope with it that way. But Yoongi has always thought more deeply, has always sought deeper truths to honor the precepts of his sect.
The truth must certainly be that his mother was a victim of two men, and then further a victim of a powerful sect that punished her instead of upholding justice. The notion hurts, but it also strikes an unwavering sort of truth. The world is often grim and ugly, and the Horangi Sect of Daegu has proven to be no different.
Yoongi will kneel and mourn and tenderly fold the memories of his mother deep into his heart. But he will not forget this lesson.
Righteousness and justice do not often go hand-in-hand. Especially not when fallible men decide what is right and what is just.
Hoseok has always wondered what it’s like to wield a spiritual sword.
For a common sword to be of any quality, it must be well-balanced and sharp. Spiritual swords are different - not only will the blade be tuned to the wielder's unique spiritual energy, but the bond between sword and master will allow for seamless, lethal grace. Deep bonds between master and sword can even seal the sword so that no other can use the blade.
Once, he had been able to see a spar between highly trained cultivators. The harmony the cultivators had with their swords was mesmerizing. To be so skilled and to make it look so effortless…
Hoseok has been training as a cultivator at a nondescript cultivation school for commoners since he was a child. There are dozens of schools across the land that train commoners in basic spiritual skills, such as activating a talisman or recognizing the signs of a ghoul on the loose, but many commoners do not stick to the training. It can be hard to balance the demands of cultivation with the demands of daily survival. After all, how can one plow a field and also meditate or practice sword forms for countless hours? Only the dedicated commoners will progress to learn more advanced skills.
Hoseok is dedicated. He has spent his childhood working himself to the bone, the son of farmers and the hope of his family. His elder sister could marry a rich man to support their family, but Hoseok must devote his blood and sweat to become better, stronger, and faster. As a cultivator, the promise of a salary from one of the greater sects means his parents will be able to live without worry - could even mean his sister can marry for love, rather than security.
And so Hoseok juggles. For every hour he spends training his mind and body, he spends the same amount of time planting, weeding, and harvesting. There is time only for his goals. He does not attend festivals, he does not allow for deeper friendships, and he does not take his eye off the prize.
It is fortunate, then, that Hoseok’s dedication is matched by his skill. He must work hard for it, but he is at the top of his class and he shows the most promise. His teachers have agreed that he would do well with a true spiritual sword. But only the formal sects know the secret to creating such a weapon, and one does not join a sect easily. There must be an invitation or a birthright.
“Have patience, Hoseok-ah,” appa tells him with a smile when Hoseok expresses his concerns. He stands up with a groan, his joints clicking stiffly as he shuffles around their humble home. “Your time will come, my son.”
His father has aged the same as all commoners do, drawn older by the stress of the lifestyle, the constant struggle, and the lack of spiritual energy budding in the body. Strong cultivators, though - they can nearly stop time, and some have grown powerful enough to achieve immortality or something like it.
Hoseok doesn’t know that he wants to be ageless. That much power must surely be overwhelming and lonely, and everyone says that immortals are recluses. No, he doesn’t need or want that much power. What he wants most, perhaps, is the security of knowing he has done well for his family. He wants to support and protect them. For himself, this is enough. He dare not ask or dream for anything more.
Appa is right, though. His time does come.
One day, his teachers take him aside and enthusiastically inform him that head disciples from major sects are visiting their school to scout for talent. If Hoseok is lucky, he will get an invitation.
It’s too soon. It’s not soon enough.
Hoseok performs well. The head disciples praise him for not holding back in his spars. They look impressed, but he is still nervous.
Three sects make him an offer. He accepts one.
“Will you be able to visit, do you think?” his sister asks as he is packing. She hands him spare underclothes and soapberry. “Like on eomma’s birthday? Or Chuseok? The new year?”
Hoseok shrugs a little helplessly. “I don’t know, Aecha. Maybe?”
Aecha smiles gently. “Well, it’s okay if you can’t. This is such a great opportunity for you.”
“It’s an opportunity for us,” he corrects her. “For our family.”
“We’re comfortable,” she says.
“We’re fortunate and we have been fortunate. Harvests have been good. We have shelter and food and our town is safe. But luck doesn’t last,” he says, tightening the ties on his bag. Double knots. “It’s best to ensure our family is secure before you no longer have the choice of rejecting your next suitor. You deserve love, not filial obligation.”
Aecha’s eyes are watering. “And what about you, hm? What does my darling brother deserve?”
Hoseok thinks about it for a minute. “Peace,” he decides. “I deserve peace.”
“And…you think this way lies peace?” Aecha asks dubiously. “All the violence and danger seems peaceful to you?”
He grimaces a little. It’s true that he doesn’t relish violence, and he certainly doesn’t enjoy hunting down terrifying creatures but -
“Peace comes from security,” he answers. “Security comes from power and opportunity. So, to get peace, I need a little bit of power and opportunity.”
Aecha draws herself up. “I will always support you. But remember this,” she says, poking his forehead. “Do not risk yourself. Your life is most important. Hear me?”
Hoseok pulls her into a hug but says nothing. He is not in the habit of making promises he might not be able to keep.
“Take care of them, noona,” he whispers later, after he’s hugged his parents and allowed them to tuck travel food into his pack. He holds his sister’s gaze. “Take care of yourself.”
Aecha nods, squeezing his hands. She manages a tearful smile. “We’ll be fine,” she tells him. “Go. Get a fancy sword and find your peace.”
Hoseok smiles widely through his tears and looks at his parents one last time. And then he turns and starts his journey to the Jasujeon Sect.
Taehyung cowers behind a rice paper screen, frightened tears welling in his eyes. Between him and the door are his father and brother - one enraged beyond all measure, the other doing his best to prevent that rage from reaching Taehyung and the disciples.
Taehyung knows what this is. He knows it’s been coming, because it always happens in his sect, especially to the strongest cultivators. He knows and dreads and this is why he will never pick up a saber or dedicate himself to cultivating spiritual energy. Or at least, not cultivating the same way his sect does.
Because of this very scary moment right now - a qi deviation. And a violent one at that.
Kim Taeyong’s saber swings wildly and with great power, the heavy blade dark with the miasma of yin energy from the many beasts it has slayed and absorbed over the years. The yin energy has grown too strong to be suppressed by his father’s golden core and his father’s meridians have suffered along the way, no longer healthy or resilient. His father is dying. His father has been dying for decades, a willful slow poison, and Taehyung knows that his brother and the rest of his sect will be the same.
Not many of them make it past thirty. The method of cultivation used by the Kkachi Sect is too volatile, too high-risk - and nearly forbidden, which is why they do not share their methods with outsiders.
As far as the rest of the cultivation world knows, the main bloodline of the sect is cursed with a shortened lifespan, and the disciples of the sect are merely reckless enough to die on night hunts.
It doesn’t have to be this way. Taehyung knows it doesn’t have to be this way, but nobody will listen to him - and nobody will seek help.
Which is why he’s here, crying behind a fragile screen that will do nothing to protect him if his brother fails to subdue their father. Taehyung cries openly, hot tears running down his face, and he does not hide his fear. Nobody is paying attention to him, anyway. All anyone can do is watch as their Sect Leader is consumed by yin energy right in the main hall. All anyone can do is bear witness to a birthday celebration that has turned into a tragedy.
Today, Taehyung is fifteen. Today, his father will die, likely at the hands of his brother in what will be seen as a virtuous, merciful act of filial piety.
Even though he is scared, Taehyung does not stop watching. He can’t stop. He won’t. He must see this so that he will never forget why he defies the ways of his sect.
His brother’s saber meets his father’s blackened blade. The crash of energy thunders through the room, throwing some of their disciples into walls. Kim Byunghyun throws more of his weight against Kim Taeyong’s blade, his teeth bared in a snarl. Taeyong roars, black veins crawling to his eyes, where countless blood vessels have already popped. Taeyong is sweaty, so red his skin appears blistered, and his hair has fallen out of his top knot, the Sect Leader sangtuwan kicked carelessly across the floor.
The disciples watch breathlessly, clearly prepared to bolt at a moment’s notice, but they don’t see this for the travesty it is. The fight is regarded as one leader handing the reins to another, as it has been for generations.
It doesn’t have to be this way.
The rage caused by the qi deviation has made Taeyong’s skills sloppy. He leaves his side open, and Byunghyun takes advantage. There is a splash of blood, a ragged gasp, and then Taeyong drops to the floor.
Taehyung sobs.
Byunghyun bows grimly to their fallen father, a single tear falling down his cheek. He gathers more dignity and stoicism than Taehyung will ever have and turns to the room to bow again.
On the floor, their father’s saber finally stops shivering, but the blade remains black and sinister. Several disciples come to fire subduing talismans at the blade, careful to lock down the yin energy in the blade before bundling the saber up and taking it to be buried with the other blade spirits of former disciples and sect leaders.
Taehyung cries throughout all of it. He cries so much his eyes ache and his head throbs.
“Eunwoo!” his brother calls.
Cha Eunwoo, a disciple who had grown up beside Taehyung and who is Taehyung’s dearest companion, comes to stand at attention. He has been beside Taehyung the entire time, a careful guard ready to haul Taehyung away or fight to protect him if need be.
“Take him to his rooms,” Byunghyun orders quietly. “Call a physician to calm him down. Stay with him until…Until it’s time to honor the former Sect Leader.”
Eunwoo presses his lips together. “Of course, doryeon-nim - ah. Sect Leader, I mean.”
Byunghyun appears even grimmer, but he strides away. He has always been this way, preferring to deal with what he can control. Taehyung has forever been something his brother was unsure of how to handle, especially when Taehyung is having emotions.
Taehyung watches his brother go and then looks back at the cooling corpse of his father, which has by now been shrouded in a sheet. The blood will take days to scrub out of the stone. Taehyung will probably need to supervise the work.
He might vomit.
Eunwoo is gentle as he guides Taehyung away and he stays respectfully silent as Taehyung tries to quiet his cries. He is not successful until after a physician has visited with a calming tea that seems to mute all of the overwhelming emotions he is feeling.
Sleepy and swollen-eyed, Taehyung turns on his side, silk covers pulled up to his chin. He gazes at Eunwoo’s ridiculously handsome face and Eunwoo stares back, a frown between his brows.
“That will never be me,” Taehyung mumbles.
“I know.”
“Our sect is wrong. We shouldn’t…our cultivation is broken but nobody wants to do anything to fix it.”
“I know.”
“You do know,” Taehyung agrees, eyes dropping to the calluses on Eunwoo’s hands. “You don’t use the saber the same way they do. You’ll be safe.”
“You told me, when I first came here,” Eunwoo says. “You warned me when you didn’t have to. You said that I could bloody my saber, but that I should never taint it with beast energy. You are right, Taehyung-ah.”
“Nobody will listen,” Taehyung laments. He is crying again. “Why won’t they listen?”
Eunwoo does not answer. But he does seat himself at Taehyung’s bedside and carefully holds Taehyung’s hands until he falls into a drugged sleep. And when Taehyung wakes up with a heavy, broken heart later, Eunwoo is still there.
“I will always be here,” Eunwoo whispers, holding Taehyung’s gaze. “Always.”
Of all the people in Taehyung’s life who have made similar promises - his father, his mother, his brother - it is only Eunwoo he believes.
Because it is only Eunwoo who listens.
Jimin-hyung is lucky that he gets to go on nighthunts by himself, Jeongguk thinks a little glumly. Without Jimin around, Jeongguk is bored and lonely. He’s also more than a little disgruntled that he wasn’t allowed to go on the nighthunt because of his age, of all things. As if Jeongguk isn’t just as skilled as some of the senior disciples!
But there was no swaying his father, and this time even his mother agreed. So Jimin was sent off alone to chase down some beast killing livestock just outside of Busan and Jeongguk is here, alone, with nothing to do but study more than he already does.
He sighs and kicks at a stray pebble that had come to the sect grounds from the beach, probably from disciples who had taken a break earlier. Jeongguk hadn’t been invited, of course. The disciples like him, but they never forget that he’s the sect heir.
It’s probably not fair that Jeongguk is so bitter about it. But what in life is fair? He’s only fourteen, but he knows nothing about life is fair - nothing.
It’s easier for Jimin in some ways and harder for him in others, Jeongguk knows. Jimin gets to be the beloved head disciple, someone who is sociable and accessible and admired. But Jimin is also much younger than the other disciples, and so he is constantly challenged by would-be seniors who are bitter about his raw power and skills. As a result, Jimin gets to go on nighthunts by himself - even the nighthunts that would really be safer to complete with one or two more disciples - because he’s strong.
But being alone on a nighthunt…Isn’t that what happened to Jimin’s parents? Being strong doesn't mean being safe.
Jeongguk, on the other hand, is trained alongside the disciples but is never truly a disciple. He’s pushed to be the very best, even though the best is already Jimin. Jeongguk is challenged with certain duties, but he is always protected. Nobody would ever suggest Jeongguk go on a nighthunt by himself, that’s for sure. And so Jeongguk is respected, but at a distance since too many disciples are frightened of his mother’s wrath.
Not that he blames them. Jeongguk doesn’t like crossing his mother, either, and does almost everything he can to avoid it. If that means having fewer friends - well, what sect heir isn’t lonely at the top? Jimin is the only one who is very close, but he also holds an odd position as a ward. And Jimin is also punished for that closeness, isn’t he?
Of course, Jimin also lacks a healthy sense of self-preservation, never takes his pain seriously, and is ridiculously resilient after a childhood raised under the hand of Jeon Hyebin. His hyung isn’t exactly normal.
Jeongguk worries about him. Frequently.
But, really, who else will worry, if not Jeongguk? Not that he’d ever tell Jimin that. They’re older now and that kind of thing - men don’t discuss it. Not openly. Even though neither of them are men yet.
It isn’t as if Jeongguk’s mother would spare Jimin any worry, and Jeongguk has yet to see his father step in to ensure Jimin’s safety even once. No matter what his mother says, there is no favoritism to be found in Jimin’s treatment.
Except for Jeongguk’s favoritism, of course. But that doesn’t hold much weight yet. Just wait, though! Once Jeongguk is the sect leader, Jimin will never have to nighthunt by himself. Jeongguk will go with him, or he’ll send disciples along because that’s the right thing to do.
Jeongguk sighs. The future is so far away. It’s much easier to be frustrated.
“Jeongguk.”
Jeongguk halts in his steps and turns. His brows shoot up. “Eomeoni?”
His mother twists her expression. “Why are you surprised to see me in my own home? Who were you expecting? That little delinquent?”
Jeongguk knows better than to respond to that directly.
It’s not that unusual to see his mother around the sect grounds. She trains many of the senior disciples directly, after all. But it isn’t exactly frequent that she seeks him out, either. Usually, Jeongguk shares meals with his mother and spends the rest of his day out of her sight.
Today, it seems that she has sought him out.
“How can I help you, eomeoni? Is it the disciples?” he wonders.
“Hmph. Come with me,” she orders, striding past and expecting him to follow.
Jeongguk blinks after her for a moment before his brain catches up. He’s surprised and curious as she leads him to the training grounds. As they walk, disciples bow hastily at the madam of the sect and nod at Jeongguk, but none are bold enough to ask where they’re going or what they’re doing.
If Jimin was here, he would ask. He might get slapped for it, but he would still ask. Perhaps it’s a good thing his hyung is nighthunting, actually.
When they come to the largest training courtyard, his mother turns to look at him critically. Jeongguk stands up straighter, trying to show off the height from his recent growth spurt. He’s still reedy, but he’s working hard to build his strength.
“You’re old enough that you need to start learning real skills,” his mother says, circling around him hawkishly. “Your sword forms still need work and your archery is decent, but you are not only a son of the Jeon clan. You’re also a descendant of the Kwon clan, and we specialize in a different type of close-range weapon. If you’re very good, you can use your sword, too.”
Jeongguk’s eyes widen when his mother removes her bracelet. She motions for his hand, which he jerks forward eagerly. His mother places her spiritual weapon around his wrist, the whip an heirloom that had been passed down to the strongest fighters in her family for generations. Jeongguk has always quietly dreamed about getting to wield the whip, but he never thought his mother would teach him so early.
And, admittedly, there is a nugget of trepidation in the back of his mind as the weight of the bracelet settles against his wrist.
This whip is a powerful tool, easily one of the greatest spiritual weapons among all the great sects, and definitely a treasure of the Mugunghwa Sect. But it’s also a tool that has been used to punish his hyung, often unfairly. Jeongguk admires and fears the whip in equal measure. To be trained in a weapon that can bring so much pain…
Jeongguk closes his fist, silently vowing to only ever use this whip responsibly. He will not abuse its power.
“I was your age when my father trained me. He chose me, the youngest, instead of my older sisters because I had the mental fortitude necessary to control the whip. You,” she trails off with a thoughtful look. “You have your own kind of strength. A little too much like your father, maybe, but you have the right focus. And focus is important. If you’re thoughtless with this whip, it will turn on you.”
Jeongguk nods. Lightning is a volatile element. One strike of lightning on a tree can spark a fire that lasts for days. Lightning can easily take a life, paralyze a man, brand the skin. And whips, as a weapon, require a high amount of accuracy.
“I believe you will be formidable, one day,” his mother tells him. Her face is as stern as ever, but her tone is gentler, nearly soft.
A flush of pride rises through him, which is almost matched by a sense of guilt.
“Let’s begin.”
Jeongguk’s feelings about his mother are complicated. How can he love someone who hates his hyung so much? How can he want her approval? And yet, he does love her and he does crave her approval. He lives for these moments when she allows herself to be his mother instead of the jealous woman who hounds after them all.
Just this once, he’ll let himself have this moment without guilt.
Notes:
Glossary:
gat - a general word for a tall black hat worn by noblemen
chima - skirt
Sonamu - red pine
Horangi - tiger
The rules in Yoongi's section are borrowed directly from the Lan Sect rules in Mo Dao Zu Shi, specifically from the live-action adaptation.
Chapter 3
Notes:
zombies (kind of), dangerous situations, gay sword fighting
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jimin loiters outside of the inn with the rest of the Mugunghwa disciples while Jeongguk settles their tab from the previous night. His arms are crossed over his chest with his sword held in a loose grip, the hilt tapping a senseless rhythm against his collarbone. He keeps one lazy eye on the younger disciples, but the rowdy bunch is still shaking off the weight of sleep, and half of them are almost too groggy to stand up without help. They aren’t any trouble and don’t really need supervision, so Jimin allows his mind and his senses to wander, eyes roving the crowd of the small town they stopped in to escape the rainstorm the previous night.
Quiet town. Maybe too quiet? There’s something in the air here that has his instincts on edge.
“...that’s the third one this week!”
Jimin frowns curiously, turning his head to track the hushed conversation held between a small cluster of stall owners.
“The third, you say?”
“Well, missing people doesn’t always spell disaster, does it? They could be visiting family.”
“Three this week, two last week, and then three more last month! And none are returning!”
“Not alive, at least…”
“That doesn’t sound like visiting family to me,” Jimin says with a friendly grin, inserting himself into the group of older men. His smile widens at their startled expressions and he waits for them to take in his cultivator hanbok before he continues. “I couldn’t help but overhear! I’m a bit nosey! You were talking about missing people?”
Some of the group hesitate, but one of the older men takes his prompt eagerly. “Yes, yes! Doryeong, we’ve had several missing people in the last several weeks. And before that, many of our livestock were missing too.”
Jimin waves over the younger disciples, who approach the group obediently. At the same moment, Jeongguk emerges from the inn and tilts his head curiously at Jimin. Jimin jerks his chin in an invitation, eyes widening.
Jeongguk pushes lightly through the disciples. “What’s going on?”
Jimin nods to the men. “These ahjussis were just telling me about an odd problem the town is having,” he summarizes. “Missing people. Possible corpse sightings.”
Jeongguk catches on quickly, a complicated expression crossing his face. He presses his lips together and turns to the last ahjussi who spoke. “Tell us more.”
“Well, it started when our cows…”
Jimin, Jeongguk, and the Mugunghwa disciples all listen carefully to the story. When Jeongguk asks why the town hadn’t contacted any of the nearby sects, they are surprised to learn that the town falls between territory borders and that none of the smaller sects had responded to their requests yet.
Jimin grimaces. He nighthunts enough to know that this happens all too frequently. Sects are too reluctant to hunt in one another’s territories, even though the good of the people should come first. Worse still are stories he’s heard of sects that have failed to solve a problem and still refused to reach out for aid, which only led to more suffering.
It’s a good thing they stopped in this town!
“Ahjussi,” Jimin says at the end of the tale, a confident smile crossing his face. “You really don’t need to worry anymore. You’re looking at the finest disciples from the south! We can handle your problem in no time.”
Jeongguk pinches him. Jimin ignores it.
The ahjussi looks a little hesitant, eyeing their high-quality hanbok. “We can’t pay you much…”
Jimin waves him off carelessly. “Ah, payment isn’t necessary. Really, at most, we’ll ask for a pot of wine and a good meal! Right, Gguk-ah?”
Jeongguk sighs at him, but tells the group of men that they won’t require payment. “This isn’t an official request from your town,” he explains. “We’re just passing through and lending a hand.”
The men look relieved and wish them luck.
Jimin rounds up their disciples, ushering them toward the town’s farmlands. He has Jeongguk’s shoulder hooked under his arm, whistling as he pulls his dongsaeng along.
Jeongguk elbows him. “What are you doing? We’re going to be late! We don’t have time for this. Another sect can handle it - or I can send a message home to request aid!”
“Ah, we have enough time,” Jimin counters breezily. “We left early, remember? We can take care of this quickly and be on our way.”
“But the lectures…”
Jimin laughs. “What about the lectures? Doesn’t the Horangi Sect prioritize righteousness? If we’re late to the lectures, which we won’t be, then we have a righteous reason! You worry too much!”
Jeongguk looks conflicted. “You know what eomeoni said, about building good relationships with the next generation of sect leaders.”
Jimin suppresses a groan. Madam Jeon, always so worried about unimportant things! He stops and takes Jeongguk by the shoulders. He shakes him a little. “Gguk-ah! You’re always complaining about never getting to go on enough nighthunts and here you are, turning down a hunt you found all by yourself! This is a good opportunity for some practical experience! Besides,” he says, casting a faux worried look at the young disciples who had been selected to attend the Horangi Sect lectures with them. “Think about our hubaes! They need education!”
Jeongguk shakes Jimin off. “Fine. But let’s hurry, okay?”
Jimin smiles. “Do I ever do anything slow?”
“No,” Jeongguk grouses. “ Unfortunately .”
Jimin ignores him, turning to clap and bring the disciples to attention. They round up eagerly, like little ducklings. “Who’s ready to solve a case?”
Jimin stands back with Jeongguk, observing as the young disciples collaborate to take down the fierce corpse. The fierce corpse itself is moderate in strength, which is why he and Jeongguk aren’t stepping in. Learning opportunities like this are important for the disciples, but Jimin is ready if they can’t handle it, hand already on Jangnan’s hilt.
Soon enough, the disciples are panting, some splattered in black ichor as the fierce corpse falls to the ground, still and truly dead. There’s a chorus of groans as the disciples observe each other. Jimin can’t help but laugh at them. Imagine being squeamish as a cultivator!
Jeongguk must think the same because he barks out a laugh. “Why are you whining? Nighthunts are messy!”
“That’s why my clothes are darker!” Jimin confirms, even though that’s not really the reason. “Easier to hide blood and other muck.”
“And cinder burns,” Jeongguk mutters.
“It was one time!”
“A week? One time a week sounds right.”
“Jeon Jeongguk, why are you being mean to me?” Jimin whines. “I’m your hyung and I -”
Jimin cuts off suddenly, his finely-honed senses catching on an approaching swell of yin energy. He turns his head, following that trace of energy, and sees another fierce corpse stumbling through the field. This one seems stronger than the other one, the resentment sharper and more intent as the corpse shuffles determinedly toward the forest. Judging by the pallor and the condition of the clothing, this corpse is also older.
“Hubaes!” he calls out. “Time for round two!”
“Can’t you do it, sunbae?” one calls back. “We’re tired!
“Tired?” Jimin echoes. “I’ll be sure to mention that to Jeon ma-nim! I’m sure she’ll be happy to adjust your endurance training.”
The disciples are quick to move after that, trundling toward the fierce corpse and clumsily taking it out. This fight takes more time because the disciples are tired, but being tired is no excuse for being sloppy. When they nighthunt by themselves in the future, ghouls and beasts won’t care if cultivators are tired. It’s best for the disciples to learn that now, under supervision, then later when it’s too late.
Still, Jimin may fire off a talisman or two to make it easier for them to attack the corpse. It takes a little longer for them to take this one down, particularly since the corpse seems deadset on getting back to the forest.
“Saw that,” Jeongguk mutters.
‘I don’t know what you’re talking about,” Jimin sing-songs. “But don’t you think there’s something else going on here?”
“Definitely.”
Jimin and Jeongguk wander over to their disciples, who are trying to catch their breath.
“Are we done?” one asks.
“Where did the other one come from? Are there more ?”
“There shouldn’t be! That ahjussi said only a couple were missing. Not every missing or dead person turns into a fierce corpse,” one of the brighter disciples reasons.
“Great! I’m glad we’re done! Fierce corpses are…so gross.”
There’s a throng of agreement among the disciples, who have all stood up and dusted themselves off. They give the fierce corpse a wide berth, which is probably for the best. When this is all done, they’ll have to give the corpses a respectful burial. Jimin is sure he’ll hear more moaning about grave dirt.
Jimin circles around them, bouncing up on his toes as he inspects the juniors for injuries. He comes back around to Jeongguk’s side, leaning his elbow on his brother’s shoulder. “Ah, my dear hubaes!” Jimin coos. “You did so well. But you’ve made a mistake in the case. Does anyone know what it is?”
Jimin is afforded nearly a dozen blank stares.
He slots a look at his brother. “Why don’t you tell them, Gguk-ah?”
Jeongguk rolls his eyes, gently shoving Jimin’s elbow off his shoulder. He pins the disciples with his purple eyes, which are narrowed in expectation. The expression looks startlingly like one Madam Jeon would wear.
“You forgot to look for the root,” Jeongguk tells them.
“The root?” a disciple echoes.
“The root!” Jimin agrees brightly. “My darling dongsaeng is right. Every problem and every case has a root. None of you were listening to that ahjussi very closely, were you? He said they’d been having trouble with livestock before this, and now these corpses have been very intent on this forest. What does that tell you?”
“You mean, there’s something in the forest, too?”
"Well, something has to be causing all these deaths..."
“I thought we were done!”
“The something in the forest is what we’re really hunting. Remember! Fierce corpses are almost always drawn to the cause of their death” Jimin says. “You can consider the corpses a light warm-up!”
Jimin laughs while the disciples make unhappy noises again. His blood is singing at the opportunity to hunt something interesting. If he had to guess, his bet would be a beast got fat and happy with the livestock and decided to go after human prey. Hunting dark beasts is always a physical challenge Jimin enjoys and he’s happy that the disciples will get to observe the best method for this type of hunt directly. Learning from a book can only do so much, after all.
He looks at Jeongguk expectantly, a smile playing on his lips. “Well, aren’t you happy? This is the type of nighthunt you’ve been wanting to go on. And it dropped right into our laps!”
“You get too much joy out of being right.”
Jimin’s smile is blinding, even as he drags Jeongguk into the dark forest with him, the Muhunghwa disciples trailing along behind them. “I get joy out of everything!”
Jeongguk sighs. But later, when they’ve finally found the demonic boar, Jeongguk is the one who lands the killing blow and his pride isn’t something he can hide so easily.
“Hyung. Hyung! Wake up!”
Jimin frowns, turning away from the voice. There is bright light behind his eyelids that makes it harder to sleep, but he’s comfortable . Something nudges his ribs, followed by an exasperated sigh.
“Oh, no,” a voice says dully. “A dog. Whatever should I do?”
Dog? Not a dog!
Jimin bolts up, frantically looking for a dog, only to come face to face with Jeongguk’s unimpressed expression. Jimin pouts at him.
“Why are you mean to me?” he complains, much to the amusement of their junior disciples who have already disembarked. Jimin stands up, brushes himself off, and leaps out of the boat. He throws himself at his brother just to be a pest, hanging off his back with a giggle.
Jeongguk gently shoves him off and rolls his eyes. “Like I would ever actually let a dog near you.”
Well, that’s true.
Satisfied that Jimin is cognizant, Jeongguk turns to address the disciples. He stands tall and proud like the sect heir he is, his face uncommonly serious as he leads the disciples away from the docks and into the busy streets of Daegu. Jeongguk is lecturing the disciples, reminding them of the importance of the next year they will be under the tutelage of the Horangi Sect.
Jimin tunes him out. He’s heard it all before.
Admittedly, the lectures are pretty important, almost like a rite of passage for young elite cultivators. Every five years, the Horangi Sect of Daegu hosts ten disciples aged fifteen to nineteen from all the sects. As the most scholarly sect, the Horangi Sect takes great pride in its vast libraries and upstanding disciples. This year, Jeongguk is just old enough to attend, and it really is an opportunity for him to mingle with other sect heirs. But still - Jimin has heard the Horangi Sect has thousands of rules that everyone at Horangi Recesses is expected to follow!
Jimin wants to weep at the idea of so many rules. Maybe people have been exaggerating…?
Jeongguk is still going on about what he expects of disciples that represent the Mugunghwa Sect, so Jimin doesn’t feel too bad about bringing up the rear of their group. His eye snags on amber sugar shaped into an openwork rabbit and he smiles, stopping at the stall to buy it.
He then slips to the front of the group, holding the candy under Jeongguk’s nose. Jeongguk’s eyes cross and then he scowls. “What is this?”
Jimin giggles. “A bunny! Isn’t it cute?”
Jeongguk stares at him beseechingly. “Be serious! We can’t mess around!”
“You’re worrying too much,” Jimin dismisses. “Besides, it’s fun to mess around! Or do something forbidden!”
Jeongguk grumps. “I know that! But this time, we must keep in mind that everything we say and do represents our sect!”
It sounds too much like Madam Jeon. She probably spent hours lecturing Jeongguk before they left. Jeongguk cares about reputation, of course, because he’s the sect heir. But he also knows that their Busan disciples are free-spirited and can’t be easily tamed. His mother must have really gotten in his head, this time.
Jimin makes Jeongguk hold the candy. “Ah, you’re right. But everything will be fine! You’ll see. Nothing to worry about.”
Jeongguk looks at Jimin doubtfully and then looks at the junior disciples. He sighs. “Let’s just go to the inn. We have a few days before we need to report to Horangi Recesses for the opening ceremony, so we should rest. Make a good impression on our hosts.”
Jimin wails in mock despair. “A few days! We have a few days, but you were still in a rush - ow!” Jimin rubs his arm, pouting at Jeongguk. “Okay! Fine, we’ll go to the inn and rest. But, if we’re in Daegu anyway, we might as well try Daegu’s famous liquor! I hear Emperor’s Smile full-bodied, but as sweet and easy to drink as cool spring water.”
“We shouldn’t drink too much…”
“You’re worrying again!”
The inn they booked via messenger several weeks ago is a medium-sized abode of good quality, the exact type of place a young master of a major sect should stay. The Mugunghwa Sect had been frugal in only booking four rooms - one for Jimin and Jeongguk to share, and three for their disciples.
Except they’ve been kicked out of the inn before they can even get to their rooms! Jimin and Jeongguk exchange incredulous looks while the innkeeper rings his hands, nervously stumbling through the explanation of why the Mugunghwa Sect would have to find another place to sleep on such short notice.
“A doryeon-nim came in today and paid for the entire inn,” he says with a helpless sort of look. “He requested all other guests leave except for his own people. And his price was…We will, of course, refund you for your rooms!”
Jeongguk frowns deeply. “While we appreciate the refund, that doesn’t-”
“Excuse me!” a bright voice calls, cutting Jeongguk off. The speaker is a young man, probably only a year or so older than Jimin. The young man enters the inn with a female companion dressed in similar disciple-type hanbok. “Jumo, we’ve returned! Have you been able to arrange all of the rooms? Our doryeon-nim will be arriving soon.”
Jimin eyes the boy consideringly. He has a long, pleasant-looking face with a gently sloped nose and a sharp jawline, and he sounds reasonably friendly. The summer-light durumagi he wears is a crisp golden color, which gives the young man a rather agreeable-looking appearance.
“Ah yes! We followed all of your instructions and cleaned out the rooms,” the innkeeper responds eagerly, turning away from Jimin and Jeongguk. In the face of a large sum of money, it seems the Mugunghwa Sect’s plight is utterly forgotten.
The yellow-clad young man offers a brief heart-shaped smile. “Very well. Would you place these sachets in the room for our doryeon-nim? He is very allergic to mosquitos…”
At this, the young man’s companion giggles into her hand. “Sunbae, you’re so considerate! No wonder you’re favored by Kim doryeon-nim,” she teases.
A young master Kim? There are a few that can be found in at least two of the major sects, let alone the minor sects. Jimin wonders which young Kim it is. But then - there’s really only one sect that would have the gall to buy out an entire inn.
The boy laughs, shaking his head. “Quiet! I’m just following orders. Come, let us check the rooms…”
The two disciples leave, the boy offering a polite half-bow as he passes by, going upstairs where the best rooms of the inn can be found. On his waist, a tassel with golden strings and a small, round amethyst laid into a golden coin hangs near his sword.
Jeongguk draws in a low breath. “I see. So it’s that Kim doryeon-nim. He’s here for the lecture too?”
“Well,” Jimin starts, tapping Jangnan against his collarbone. “Kim Seokjin is the right age. Barely. Isn’t he turning 20 in the winter?”
“Yeah,” Jeongguk says quietly. Of course, Jeongguk is in a similar boat, having only turned fifteen a few weeks ago. Still, he probably didn’t expect to see his betrothed at the lectures. Jimin certainly didn’t.
“What a peacock,” Jimin muses. “Buying out the whole inn…Only the Jasujeon Sect would ever think of such a thing. Here, let me go talk to those disciples. Maybe they’ll be kind enough to let us keep our rooms.”
Jeongguk nods, but he warns, “Don’t cause trouble.”
Jimin waves him off, tossing a smile at the Mugunghwa disciples who have watched all of this with growing nerves. “I won’t! But I don’t want to sleep on the streets tonight. Do you? All the other inns are probably booked too.”
Jeongguk grimaces, then settles down at one of the inn tables to wait for Jimin.
Jimin doesn’t waste any time, darting up the stairs with friendliness bubbling under his skin. That disciple really did look like an agreeable sort of fellow, and Jimin can work with agreeable people.
Upstairs, the Jasujeon disciples are opening doors and peeking into the rooms for a cursory inspection. When they see Jimin, they startle at his appearance, but he keeps a friendly smile on his face.
“Excuse me! Could I trouble you for a moment?” he asks, waiting until both disciples nod with only a little trepidation. Jimin’s smile brightens a shade. “See, the situation is like this…”
Jimin is gratified to see that these disciples look more than a little embarrassed by the situation. Although the Jasujeon Sect has a reputation for producing arrogant, money-driven heirs in the main branch, it’s nice to see that at least some of the outer disciples are more down to earth.
The male disciple has a slight frown between his brows. He looks at his fellow disciple, who lifts her shoulders uncertainly. “Well…we really don’t need all these rooms, I suppose. And given the relationship between our sects, it shouldn’t be a problem,” he adds, alluding to the engagement the entire cultivation knows about. It’s prime gossip, after all.
Jimin winks.” That’s what I think too! Thank you, hyung!” he chimes brightly.
The Jasujeon disciple sputters, a flush rising to his tanned cheeks. “Hyung? Who said you could call me that?”
Jimin sways forward with a teasing glint in his eye. “Well, I don’t know your name, do I?”
The young man snorts. “It’s generally polite to offer your own name first.”
Jimin laughs. “Aha! You’re right! I’m Park Jimin of the Mugunghwa Sect. You can just call me Jimin!”
“Jung Hoseok,” says the other boy. “Don’t call me hyung, though. We don’t know each other well enough.”
“Hoseok-sunbae, then!” Jimin decides affably. He laughs a little more, tilting his head cutely. “I’m glad I met you, sunbae. You know, people all say the disciples of Jasujeon Sect are as pretty as fairies. Today, I can say that’s true. You’re as fair-minded as a fairy, too!”
Hobi blushes, scratching at the back of his head as he laughs with obvious self-consciousness.
Mission accomplished, Jimin offers a much more genuine smile and a bow low enough to show his respect. “Thank you again sunbae!” he says before he bounds downstairs.
It’s with a victorious air that he informs Jeongguk and the innkeeper that the Jasujeon disciples have let them keep their reserved rooms. He’s glad that it all worked out so neatly. Reasonable people really should be praised! When he says as much to Jeongguk as they settle into their room, Jeongguk smacks his arm.
“Only a flirt like you could pull that off!” Jeongguk huffs, dropping down onto the padded floor. He flips over two ceramic cups to pour water for them, scooting one across the smooth tabletop for Jimin.
Jimin flops down, tossing back the refreshing water. “Listen to you! You’re just jealous of me,” Jimin declares.
Jeongguk rolls his eyes. “Sure, I am. I’m also jealous of your height -”
“Hey! Enough about the height! Can I help that you’re some kind of weird giant?”
Mirth lights up Jeonguuk’s gaze, but before he can surely be even meaner about Jimin’s perfectly reasonable height , the door to their room slides open. The innkeeper is there, bowing apologetically as he tells them that, actually, they can’t have these rooms after all. It seems the Jasujeon Sect brought even more disciples, so they really will need all of the rooms at the inn. And, well, the Jasujeon Sect is willing to pay for it.
Jimin gathers his and Jeongguk’s travel packs and wonders what on earth the Jasujeon Sect is thinking. What’s with this show of wealth? Only ten disciples can attend the lectures, but the sect actually has the audacity to bring enough disciples to fill an entire inn? Just to escort the third son? It’s absurd!
Just outside the room, Jimin runs into Jeongguk’s back. He peers around his brother’s shoulder, brows lifting at the retinue of Jasujeon disciples lined up in the hallway, led by the coolly beautiful face of Kim Seokjin.
Seokjin is taller and broader than he was all those years ago during his first and last visit to Busan, the cut of his warm magenta durumagi emphasizing the breadth of his shoulders. But for all his physical maturity, it doesn’t seem like Seokjin is any friendlier. His eyes barely pass over Jeongguk as he offers a stilted greeting.
Jimin watches as the back of Jeongguk’s neck reddens as he tries and fails to hold Seokjin’s gaze during his return greeting. Ah. Seems like that infatuation is still going strong, then. “You’re…here for the lectures, too?” Jeongguk asks, seemingly just to have something to say to his betrothed.
“Yes,” Seokjin answers. “And you’re here …?”
“We need to stay here. Before the lectures. We…booked rooms several weeks ago,” Jeongguk explains awkwardly, shifting back and forth on his feet. “But now…”
Seokjin frowns.
One of the Jasujeon disciples sees that moment as an opening, making a rude noise as he says, “Well, that’s too bad! Our doryeon-nim has bought the whole inn and doesn’t need to stay with random people!”
Jimin feels his temper flare protectively. “Random people?” he repeats in disbelief, stepping around Jeongguk with his chin jutted forward in challenge. “Don’t you know who you’re speaking about? Don’t you know who you’re talking to?”
Jeongguk’s hand catches the back of Jimin’s hanbok. “Hyung…”
In the rows of Jasujeon disciples, Jimin catches Hoseok’s worried look. And standing in front of the disciples, Seokjin merely frowns even more.
Jimin scoffs. “You won’t say anything to reign your disciple in? Fine,” he says, narrowing his eyes at Seokjin with every ounce of mistrust he’s ever felt for the young man. “Let me tell you, just because you peacocks have money doesn’t mean you’re greater or more important than anyone else. Look how ill-mannered you are, kicking people out of rooms they’ve paid for. And not even teaching disciples to respect the heir of a great sect!”
Even though Jimin had been talking to Seokjin, it is the loud-mouthed disciple who butts in again. “You! How dare you insult us! Is this the greatness of the Mugunghwa Sect?”
“Yes, me!” Jimin says hotly. He puffs his chest out, feeling his energy surge and lick at his veins like wildfire. “What will you do about it? Am I wrong? You can disrespect me, but you don’t need to involve Mugunghwa Sect. Do you think you can take me?”
The rude disciple blanches at the challenge, stepping back meekly. Good. Jimin would gladly beat the arrogance right out of him if given half the chance! And then, he’d teach Kim Seokjin a lesson, too!
Jeongguk’s grip shifts to Jimin’s wrist, which he squeezes tightly. Jeongguk raises his eyes to Seokjin, silently imploring his betrothed to do or say anything , but Seokjin says nothing.
Jeongguk wilts. “Let’s just go…” he mutters, pushing through the Jasujeon disciples and dragging Jimin along with him.
Jimin glares at every single Jasujeon disciple he passes, except for Hoseok. It’s not his fault the Jasujeon Sect is like this.
Outside the inn, surrounded by their disciples, Jimin whirls on Jeongguk. “Are you sure you want to marry him ?” he demands. “He didn’t even say anything to defend you! Seriously, I think we can get you out of this engagement if you want. Say the word, and I’ll -”
Jeongguk shakes his head, pushing some stray hair off his forehead. “It’s…Maybe we can get to know each other better during the lectures,” Jeongguk says, as if he hasn’t sent Kim Seokjin a letter and a small gift for every holiday and birthday since they have been betrothed, only to receive the most lackluster perfunctory responses in reply.
Jimin’s heart breaks for his brother. “He’s arrogant,” he says, more gently than he usually would. “Knowing him better won’t change that, Gguk-ah.”
Jeongguk scowls at him, the hurt of the last several minutes obvious in his expression, in the defensive curl of his shoulders. “Drop it. Let’s just go to the Horangi Sect, okay? We’ve wasted enough time here.”
Jimin bites his tongue.
The Horangi Sect of Daegu is different from the other great sects. For one, the origins of the sect are rather special. Some say that the Min Clan who lead the sect are related to Empress Min, the reigning queen of the land. The relation is distant, of course, since the Min Clan in Daegu had been living in Horangi Recesses for several generations, but the rumor is still one that has the cultivation world treating the Min Clan with a little more reverence than other clans. The Horangi Sect are also ascetics, and although they are rich and powerful, the austerity and scholarly pursuits of the sect is one of many reasons why others treat Horangi cultivators with additional respect. Horangi cultivators are above many of the vices of men and, unlike other sects, those in Horangi Recesses can say that at least one of them has achieved immortality - even though Min Myunghee disappeared shortly thereafter.
The Horangi Sect of Daegu is also different because they’re clearly masochists. There is a rule that to enter the revered mountain of the sect, all people must walk the steps up the mountain. Not even Horangi cultivators get a free pass unless there’s an emergency.
Jimin clarified this rule. Twice. Both times, Sect Leader Jeon hadn’t changed his answer.
“I can’t believe we have to climb all these stairs,” Jimin whimpers. There must be over a thousand stairs up the mountain and, although the incline is not too steep, his endurance is flagging and his thighs are burning. At this point, he’s shamelessly using Jangnan as a walking stick to brace himself for the next step. “Disciples of the Horangi Sect must be inhuman. Jeongguk-ah, I’m gong to die .”
Jeongguk, who usually relishes physical challenges, sends him a commiserating look. "Flying by sword would be easier,” he agrees, panting in exertion. “But we should respect the ways of the sect.”
Behind them, several disciples who overhear these words groan and cry out. They’d already taken two breaks and by now, the sun is starting to dip lower in the sky. The saving grace is that the mountain is populated by many trees that cast the stairs in generous shade, so at least the late summer day isn’t swelteringly hot.
“Even if the sect is crazy? Look at this wall,” Jimin cries, casting wide eyes to the words carved into the mountain in neat rows. The words had started at the foot of the mountain, but Jimin didn’t realize the words were rules until he started paying more attention. Now, he keeps glancing at the long, long list with increasing trepidation. The list seems to go on and on, not a single bare spot on the mountain face no matter how many stairs he climbs. “Do they seriously follow all of these?”
“You won’t survive if they do,” Jeongguk tells him bluntly.
“Probably not! I just saw one that said do not laugh in excess! ” Jimin explains in bewilderment, jabbing his finger at the wall. “What does that even mean?”
Jeongguk groans, shaking his head. They forge on.
By the time they reach the top of the mountain, the Mugunghwa disciples are all exhausted. The Horangi disciples who are stationed as guards at the entry gate eye them all with silent judgment, the pair of them clothed in spotless light grey and white hanbok.
Jimin wipes the sweat from his brow, gathering himself to bow at the Horangi disciples. “Greetings from the Mugunghwa Sect. We have arrived for the lectures,” he says breathlessly.
The Horangi disciple-guards bow back. “Invitation?” one of them asks.
Jimin nods with a smile, reaching into his deep blue durumagi for the invitation letter. But his overcoat is empty. He furrows his brows, patting at his chest and his pockets. Empty. Jimin turns around and starts patting over Jeongguk, thinking he must have the invitation instead.
But Jeongguk just smacks his hands away and quietly asks, “Hyung, what the hell?”
Jimin’s lips twitch nervously. “I, uh. I don’t have the invitation. Do you?”
Jeongguk’s eyes widen. He pats at his pockets and then returns Jimin’s favor by searching Jimin’s jacket himself. He comes up empty, as well, and looks at Jimin with barely-concealed panic.
Not good.
Jimin turns to the guards with a bright smile, the kind of smile that makes all the ahjummas in the market coo at him. “Ah, here’s the thing. We…seem to have misplaced our invitation. There was a mix-up at the inn in Daegu, so we must have lost track of it.”
The Horangi disciples abruptly look a little less friendly. “Then, we’re sorry doryeong, but you can’t enter the sect without the invitation.”
Jimin blinks. He crosses his arms, shifting his weight to one leg. “But, we lost ours. You can’t make an exception? We’re clearly from the Mugunghwa Sect. We didn’t mean to lose our invitation.”
The disciples remain firm. “We can’t let you in without an invitation. We have to be able to verify your identity.”
Jimin lets out a sharp breath. “Well, that’s just…” Jimin uncrosses his arms and looks at his brother in exasperation. “Jeongguk-ah, it’s your turn! You talk some sense into him.”
Jeongguk steps forward, clearing his throat. “We lost our invitation, but I promise, we really are the Mugunghwa Sect. I’m Jeon Jeongguk, the heir of the sect. Look at our Mugunghwa Bell. This can’t be forged,” Jeongguk tries to reason, showing off the bell tassel at his waist.
“Doryeon-nim, I understand,” says one of the Horangi disciples. “But we still can’t let you in.”
The Mugunghwa disciples at Jimin’s back shift nervously. Jimin is nervous, too. What can they do without an invitation? He’s certain he saw it back at the inn, so it’s probably in the room they should have been allowed to stay in. There’s no guarantee that the Jasujeon disciples would leave the invitation alone, either.
“Could we talk to someone else then?” Jimin asks.
The Horangi disciples think about this option for a few moments. Then, one nods in agreement. “The guards change shifts in two hours. By then, we can ask one of the older disciples for instructions.”
Jimin gapes. “Two hours? The sun will have set by then,” he says. He doesn’t mention that they’re all tired and hungry and sore from the climb up the mountain. “Please, we’ve traveled so far. Could you really not make an exception?”
“I’m sorry, doryeong, but no,” the disciple says regretfully.
Jimin rubs his forehead, trying to think of a solution. There has to be something he can do. He can’t just let Jeongguk and the disciples stand here for another two hours without some guarantee that they would be allowed inside without the invitation! Maybe he could go back to the inn to search? The prospect isn’t exactly thrilling, but then - maybe Jimin could fly through the mountain forest, bend the rules a little, and make better time?
He’s about to suggest this idea to Jeongguk when another group approaches the entry gate. The Mugunghwa disciples shuffle to the side to make room for the group of disciples draped in grey and white hanbok, each of them with a white silk ribbon tying their hair into neat topknots. This group of Horangi disciples is led by a young man with a frankly arresting appearance.
The young man is as fair-skinned as fresh milk, with glossy, straight black hair that meets his mid-back, the top half worn in a dignified sangtu with a gleaming silver sangtuan and white jade donggot holding it in place. Around his forehead is a sheer white manggeon, the gossamer fabric stretched in the center in the motif of a tiger in peaceful, round slumber. Like the other Horangi disciples, he wears a long white ribbon to hold his topknot together, although the ends of his ribbon are weighted by silver tiger-head clamps at the end. His face is distinctly beautiful, with a small nose and petal-pink lips formed into a natural, downturned pout, and his build is strong, standing a few inches taller than Jimin with a sturdy chest and broad shoulders. Bold black brows rest over angled feline-like eyes, which are a curious shade of bright amber - or maybe gold.
He passes by Jimin’s group with barely a flicker of a glance, his arms folded neatly behind his back where one hand has an easy grip on a gorgeous white sword sheath. There is a norigae attached to his belt, white jade carved into an elegant tiger and white tassels spun with silver.
Jimin stares after him in awe, his heart pounding. What an impressive disciple! He looks like he’s already an immortal with that solemnly beautiful face! And his aura - it feels strong, vital with yang energy. Certainly stronger than many Jimin has come across, even among older disciples.
Jeongguk leans down a little, nudging Jimin’s elbow a couple of times. “Hey. That must be Min Yoongi, one of the Twin Tigers of the Min Clan. He’s the second heir.”
Jimin bobs his head, unable to look away. It isn’t every day one comes across a cultivator so enchanting, after all! “Twin Tigers? Wow…What an amazing reputation. I’d love to spar with him...”
Min Yoongi pauses, turning his head slightly in Jimin’s direction without ever actually turning around. But it’s enough to tell Jimin that he’s been heard and he can feel his cheeks heat up in response.
But then, the Horangi disciples pass by and Jimin’s attention is drawn by the body being carried on a gurney. It’s another Horangi disciple, but his pallor is grey and there are black veins crawling up his throat. The disciple is utterly still. Something feels - wrong - about him, so Jimin takes a step back, forcing Jeongguk back too.
The disciples at the gate hasten to let the returning Horangi disciples through, likely to rush the disciple on the gurney to medical aid. Not that Jimin thinks it will do much good.
Jeongguk’s voice is hushed when he asks, “Was he dead?”
“Dead?” Jimin returns. “No. He’s alive but, his spirit is…empty. A victim of something wicked.”
“Empty?” Jeongguk whispers. “Empty how?”
“His spiritual energy is gone, I think,” Jimin says. His eyes follow the gurney until it is carried out of sight, brow furrowed in thought. “Couldn’t you feel it?”
Jeongguk shakes his head.
Jimin frowns. Most people can’t sense energy the way he can, except for doctors and some cultivators with special training or spiritual tools. But Jimin has always been able to get a sense for yang energy, or even yin energy. Sect Leader Jeon thinks it may be something his mother, Wanderer Yon, taught him when he was very young or even something he inherited directly.
Regardless of where it came from, the sensitivity Jimin has to the energy of the world has served him well as a cultivator. He has a hard time ignoring it, especially when he comes across odd circumstances like this one - a not-dead cultivator who is nevertheless missing the energy of his soul.
Min Yoongi turns fully to face Jimin, something intense in his placid expression. His golden feline eyes study Jimin, pinning him in place like prey caught in a predator’s trap. Jimin jolts and smiles on instinct.
Min Yoongi looks away. He addresses the disciple-guards at the gate. “Who are these people?”
Jimin stands up a little straighter. Min Yoongi’s voice is so deeply rich, a low tone that rumbles out of his throat. Jimin has the urge to bother him until he speaks more.
“They’re guests of the lectures,” the disciple answers. “But they lost their invitation.”
At this, Jeongguk steps forward, offering a deeper bow to his fellow sect heir. “Ah, we are from the Mugunghwa Sect. I am Jeon Jeongguk, and this is my hyung, Park Jimin.”
Jimin hastens to bow, too. “Head disciple, at your service.”
Min Yoongi bows, as well, but his gaze trails away. “An honor,” he intones.
“Min doryeon-nim,” Jeongguk starts. “Would you be kind enough to help us?”
“Ah! Yes, doryeon-nim!” Jimin interjects eagerly. “You see, the inns in Daegu are all full and we lost our invitation, but we're really from the Muhunghwa Sect. Really! Is your sect leader here? He's probably seen my dongsaneg at the last discussion conference and-”
“No invitation, no entry,” Min Yoongi interrupts.
Jimin stops short. He laughs a little. “That’s a little inflexible, don't you think?”
“No invitation, no entry,” Yoongi repeats.
Jimin can’t help but be a bit bemused. Isn’t this young master a little stubborn? Rules are rules, sure, but rules are also guidelines. Sometimes rules have to be bent or broken to fit the circumstances! He tries to reason again with his most winning smile, swaying forward with a friendly air. “Doryeon-nim! Really, we had an invitation but we lost it by accident. Can’t you make an exception?”
Golden eyes lock onto him. “Find the invitation. Bring it back.”
Jimin’s brows arch incredulously. “Find the..? It took us so long to climb the mountain, but now you’re telling us to go back down the mountain to find an invitation? Your sect leader can easily confirm - Hey!”
Min Yoongi is walking away! In the middle of Jimin’s well-reasoned argument! Jimin stomps forward, intent to follow, but the disciple-guards at the gate block his way with awkward expressions.
Jimin shouts after Min Yoongi’s back as the other boy walks steadily away, hands once again folded behind his back. “Hey! Come back and - mmmf! Mmf? Mmmmph!”
Jimin’s lips are sealed together! He can’t talk at all! He turns around in shock, grabbing onto Jeongguk frantically. He shakes his brother a few times, but all of his noises are locked behind lips that have been sealed with a magical spell. Jeongguk’s eyes are very wide, and he immediately demands an explanation from the Horangi disciples at the entry gate.
One of the disciple-guards grimaces. “That’s the Horangi Sect silence spell. It will lift in about an hour,” he says, eyeing Jimin’s lack of composure warily. “Please don’t fight it, doryeong, or you might hurt yourself…”
“Mmmph!”
After a frustrating half-conversation with Jeongguk, in which his brother was forced to interpret Jimin’s muffled, magically-sealed responses, it’s decided that Jimin will go back down the mountain to retrieve their lost invitation. After all, Jimin is the head disciple and it’s his responsibility to look after Jeongguk and the rest. Besides, as a sect heir, Jeongguk really should stay close to a secure location, and even the outside gates of the Horangi Sect are better than walking the streets of Daegu late at night.
Jimin takes great pleasure in breaking the rules by flying down the mountain on Jangnan instead of walking, zipping through the heavy pine trees with glee. Sometime during his flight, the silence spell lifts and he takes a greedy breath of air through his mouth. The freedom of flying takes the edge off his vexation with Min Yoongi and he is whooping in delight by the time he lands at the base of the mountain, nearly skipping into Daegu.
The sun has already set by the time he arrives at the inn. Inside, the hoard of Jasujeon disciples are all eating their dinner. With most of them dressed in yellow and gold, Jimin thinks they looks like a school of fish during feeding time.
Jimin rocks up on his tip-toes, craning his neck for the innkeeper. He doesn’t see Kim Seokjin anywhere, but he does spot Jung Hoseok as he comes downstairs holding a wooden tray with empty ceramic bowls. Hoseok sees him, too, and makes a beeline for Jimin with a cheerful grin.
“You’re back!”
Jimin laughs, shoulders rising to his ears in a careless shrug. “We ran into a bit of trouble getting into Horangi Recesses,” he admits freely. “Lost our invitation. Turns out, they’re really very inflexible there!”
A look of realization crosses Hoseok’s face, and he shifts to hold the tray with one hand, reaching into his pocket with the other. His hand then emerges with the very invitation Jimin was looking for!
“You found it!”
“It was in Seokjin-sunbae’s room,” Hoseok says, handing the invitation over. “I didn’t want to throw it out. But if I’d known you needed it, I would have delivered it to you right away.”
Jimin gives the invitation a cursory inspection. “You’re a good sort, Hoseok-sunbae,” he decides with a relieved sigh. He carefully tucks the invitation away into his durumagi, patting his hand against his chest.
Jimin diplomatically doesn’t add that he thinks Hoseok is much better than the rest of the Jasujeon Sect. But he thinks it’s implied in his tone, all the same.
Jimin turns to leave, but halts as a thought strikes him. “Ah, a word from the wise! Tomorrow, when you have to go up the mountain, see if you can convince your peacock to fly,” Jimin recommends.
Hoseok frowns a little. “I thought we had to take the stairs.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Trust me, flying is much better. You’ll thank me for saving you so much time! Anyway, thanks for finding our invitation. I should get back quickly!”
Hoseok dips his head and Jimin hastens out of the inn. He glances at the sky, trying to gauge the time. If he pushes his flying speed, he can certainly be back at the entry gate before the moon rises. Determined, Jimin cuts through the market streets quickly.
It’s only when he’s nearly out of Daegu that he remembers his brother and their disciples haven’t eaten. He should buy something quick to eat! There must be something at one of the food stalls that is filling and easily carried…
Sure enough, Jimin tracks down meat-filled buns and asks for them to be packed up. He places a warming talisman on the paper bag and makes his way to leave again. But then, his eye catches on the very welcome sight of a round, white ceramic jar with the proud logo of Emperor’s Smile painted across the side.
Well. A jar or two would certainly be welcome with food, wouldn’t it?
Jimin is admittedly tired, his spiritual energy flagging by the time he lands at the entry gate. He quickly tucks Jangnan into his belt, allowing himself a few minutes to catch his breath before he calls out for any disciple-guards on duty. But there is nobody around, at least not that he can see.
And speaking of nobody around, Jeongguk and the Mugunghwa disciples are missing, too. Jimin taps his chin, pondering the situation. No smoke from campfires had been visible in the forest, and there isn’t any spiritual trace of energy from his group, either. Was an exception made, then?
Well, maybe the Horangi Sect has someone decent in it, after all!
Still, Jimin isn’t satisfied with the situation. He’d rather check in on his brother and the disciples himself. With that thought in mind, Jimin walks right up to the unguarded entry gate, one hand carrying two jugs of Emperor’s smile and the bag of meat buns -
And he smacks right into a ward, which propels him backward with a twang of cold energy. That explains the lack of guards , Jimin thinks, rubbing his forehead with a small groan. He stands at the entry gate for a few more moments before cautiously holding his hand out, waiting to feel the thin edge of the ward.
Strong, but not the strongest Jimin has encountered. Not even as strong as wards Jimin has crafted himself, and the array isn’t foolproof either. Maybe for someone who didn’t know talismans as well as him, these wards would be a deterrent. But for Jimin, it’s almost child’s play to press his energy through key points in the ward, forcing his way through with a flash of icy blue yang energy.
He grins to himself, humming an aimless tune as he waltzes into the Horangi Sect with ease. There are, of course, countless more steps leading up to the cluster of austere, beautiful buildings of the sect. Jimin’s eyes survey the artful white architecture of the buildings, the serene placement of courtyards and ponds, and the smooth footbridges and paths that ease through the mountainous landscape. Horangi Recesses is rather similar to Mugunghwa Pier in that the estate is sprawling and honors the natural landscape of the area. The Horangi Sect has built many of their buildings into the mountains directly, while others stand high above others, nearly reaching the clouds. The sect grounds are quiet and peaceful, everything in its place.
It’s as Jimin is passing through another gate, this one seeming to separate the outer buildings from the innermost residences, that he stops in his tracks, a chill racing up his spine. Slowly, he glances over his shoulder, his eyes lifting to the white-clad figure standing in the guard tower overlooking the outer sect grounds.
Golden feline eyes narrow at him. Min Yoongi.
“Oh!” Jimin gasps, bringing a hand up to his chest. “You scared me!”
Judgemental silence answers him.
Awkwardly, Jimin turns around to face Yoongi fully, tilting his head back to see the young master better. “You’re here at this hour? Are you admiring the moon?” he asks with a chuckle. The moon is particularly round and bright tonight. If he’d been back home, this is certainly a night he would sprawl out on his dock to sip wine and soak in the moonlight.
From Yoongi’s continued silence, it doesn’t seem like he came to see the moon.
Jimin licks his lips, thinking. “Ah!” he exclaims, reaching into his overcoat to present the invitation with a happy smile. “I found the invasion for my sect. See?”
At this, Yoongi jumps down from the tower, landing mere steps in front of Jimin with barely a flutter of his long hair. His gaze trails over Jimin, his mouth tightening in apparent displeasure. “Breaking the wards is forbidden,” Yoongi declares. “Alcohol is forbidden. Entering Horangi Recesses past sundown is forbidden."
“Eh?”
“Three violations of the rules.”
Jimin blinks rapidly. “Well, I’m new to your sect…so maybe you could just forget about it? Or, you could take a jar of Emperor’s Smile. I won’t tell anyone!”
Instead of words, Yoongi apparently decides the best way to answer Jimin is with his unsheathed sword. Quick as a flash, the tip of the gleaming silver blade is held beneath Jimin’s chin, the sword so bright it might as well be made of moonlight and stars. It would be a gorgeous sword to admire if it wasn’t at Jimin’s throat!
“Yah!”
“Bribery of a guard,” Yoongi asserts. “Another violation.”
With the tip of his finger, Jimin carefully nudges the sword away from his throat. He titters nervously, swimming in a deep sense of dismay about how deeply Min Yoongi seems to care about rules. Isn’t it going a little far to hold someone at sword-point for something so minor?
“Well,” Jimin replies. “I didn’t know. So maybe you can forgive my ignorance?”
When Min Yoongi swings his sword in response, it’s a clear enough answer that he doesn’t intend to convey forgiveness at all! Jimin leans back on reflex, his natural flexibility and speed allowing him to dodge the second fierce swing of Yoongi’s sword. Following the flow of movement, Jimin spins lightly on the balls of his feet and dances back several steps, still holding the jugs of wine and the bag of buns in one hand.
Jimin puffs out his cheeks. “You know, you shouldn’t just attack someone - Ah!”
Two more steps back. A spin. Another dodge.
Jimin inexplicably finds himself smiling as he evades Min Yoongi’s sword, the blade shining nearly pure silver as it catches starlight with every swing and thrust. Yoongi’s swordsmanship is undeniable - Jimin didn’t think he would meet anyone with real skills in such a rigid sect! But Min Yoongi fights like a tiger, relentless and strong and graceful. Twin Tiger, indeed.
Jimin calls Jangnan to his hand, laughing in delight when he uses the dark sheath of his sword to block Yoongi’s blade. He twists his wrist in a quick movement, using the strength of Yoongi’s attack to divert the course of the sword.
Yoongi’s feline eyes widen a fraction. Jimin would have missed it if he wasn’t so mesmerized by the other boy’s skills. Has Jimin surprised him? He isn’t even trying yet!
With renewed intent, Yoongi’s next attack is stronger and more targeted now that Jimin can meet him head-on. Or with his sword sheath, at least. Jimin doesn’t take Jangnan out for just any reason, and he doesn’t think a friendly spar like this is enough of a reason. He’s managing just fine with each deflection, the agility of his steps and his speed allowing him to outpace Yoongi by just a hair.
Jimin leaps onto the roof of a nearby building, his boots quietly tapping and scraping against the tiles as he dances in and out of Yoongi’s range. He uses Jangnan’s sheath to push Yoongi back with a laugh, his body falling into the familiar joy of a challenging fight. His heart is racing, cheeks flushed.
“You’re very good!” he tells Yoongi excitedly. “Nobody at home can quite keep up!”
Yoongi’s dark brows furrow, a minuscule movement. His eyes flash, and then the next swing of his sword avoids Jimin entirely - instead, it is aimed at the string tying the two jars of Emperor’s Smile together.
Yoongi cuts the string and the jars separate.
Jimin lets out a startled yelp, shifting his footing to catch the jars. One, he manages to hold onto by catching it with his sword sheath, where it balances precariously before he snatches it close. But the second jar is too far away and rolls off the roof, shattering onto the fine white pebbles of the courtyard below.
“Min Yoongi!” Jimin shouts, affronted. “You! You pay me back!”
Yoongi lifts his chin. He isn’t ruffled or out of breath at all, looking just as flawless as when he had started chasing Jimin around with his sword. “No,” he says. His feline eyes drop to the jar Jimin cradles against his chest. “Get rid of it.”
Jimin makes a frustrated noise. He even stomps his foot on the roof. “You’re really unreasonable, you know!”
“Mn. Disobedient,” Yoongi says with a glare so pointed Jimin feels like his face is on fire.
Jimin sputters, taken utterly aback by the sheer audacity . “You’re calling me disobedient?” he cries, gesturing the hand holding the bag of buns wildly. “Well! You’re very stubborn and relentless! And - mmmmmf!”
The silence spell! Again! Jimin makes many loud, muffled noises, but Yoongi merely blinks at him slowly for several minutes.
Then, he turns away with an elegant, economical movement, and says, “Let’s go.”
Jimin stares after Yoongi as the older boy lightly leaps from the roof, appalled, but follows after a moment anyway. What else can he do? He drags his feet behind Yoongi as he is led further into the sect, his face pulled into a sullen moue.
The building Yoongi takes him to is large, obviously one of the more important places in Horangi Sect. The stone and wood of the building have been washed white, and inside the wood is the lightest pine. There are rounded arches with built-in ricepaper screens to make clever doorways that block the main part of the building from the most private portion. The decor inside is just as austere as Jimin has come to expect, with the thinnest grey silk fabric tapestries insulating the ceiling, simple bamboo mats, and the most minimalist collection of ceramic bowls and vases. There are books, scrolls, and ink stones lined neatly on shelves at the back of the room, while the center is dominated by a modest desk where two men sit, obviously in mid-conversation.
The youngest of the two men is dressed more opulently than any of the Horangi Sect members Jimin has seen so far. His durumagi is threaded with silver, the silken fabric a deep shade of teal, and the hanbok underneath dyed a warm grey. The entirety of his hair is pulled into a topknot, held in place by the same white manggeon Yoongi wears and a matching silver sangtuwan with a subtly bejeweled binyeo. He looks like an older, friendlier version of Yoongi, the baby fat melted away from his cheeks and an amicable smile playing around his mouth. His eyes are a soft brown, not nearly as arresting as Yoongi’s tiger-like gold.
The second man is older, probably a few years older than Sect Leader Jeon. He has a neat beard and a severe expression, his hanbok and bearing very clearly that of a scholar rather than a cultivator. Nevertheless, Jimin can sense a strong well of power in this man, as well.
“Samchon. Hyung-nim,” Yoongi greets lowly, bowing with due deference to his elders.
Jimin quickly bows as well, hopefully masking the surprise on his face. He’s been brought to the young Horangi Sect Leader directly? He didn’t think the rules he broke were so serious. Usually, when he angers someone - often, Madam Jeon - in Mugunghwa Pier, he’s sent to the family shrine to kneel after taking the physical punishment. Of course, Jimin has never had the opportunity to be punished by a different sect, so perhaps this is normal procedure…
“Yoongi-yah,” Min Chunghee says warmly. He looks between Jimin and Yoongi quizzically.
Yoongi’s uncle, Min Jinwoong, folds his hands over his stomach, face implacable. This must be where Yoongi learned his shining personality from, Jimin supposes.
Yoongi straightens, clasping his hands behind his back. “Hyung-nim, this visiting disciple has broken several principles. Please decide punishment as you see fit.”
“Of course, Yoongi-yah. Tell me what principles have been broken.”
Jimin listens in forced muteness, a mutinous feeling growing in his chest, as Yoongi lists out all of his infractions. With each new rule broken, Min Chunghee looks less amused, while Min Jinwoong looks more enraged. Slanting a look at Yoongi, Jimin is dismayed to see his expression is still blank as he seals Jimin’s fate.
Min Chunghee inhales deeply. “I see. Well, does this doryeong have anything to say?”
“Mmf! Mm-mmmmph!”
Chunghee clears his throat. “Yoongi-yah. If you will.”
Yoongi, with his hands still behind his back, swirls one finger and with a silvery shimmer of energy, the silence spell is lifted.
Jimin immediately rubs his face, massaging the feeling back into his lips. He shoots a defensive scowl at Yoongi and loudly says, “He wasn’t telling you the whole truth! He attacked me without so much as a warning, all because I accidentally broke a few rules. But how could I have known? I’m new here! All I wanted to do was find my dongsaeng and my hubaes to make sure they were okay. Look, I even bought buns to feed them because none of us have eaten, but now I can’t find anyone - oh. Um, by the way, have you seen my sect?”
Chunghee’s eyes flicker. “Yoongi brought them to the guest quarters after seeking my approval earlier this evening.”
Jimin gasps, twisting around to look at Yoongi with amazement. “You did ? You should have said so! I would have enjoyed our spar much more if you had!”
Yoongi does not respond.
Jimin pouts. “Well,” he starts glumly. “Even if you did do something nice, you still misled me! Should I really be punished for that?”
Min Jinwoong finally decides to speak. “Punishment is inevitable. For both of you. The rules of conduct will be copied three times each, due by sundown tomorrow.”
Oh. Not a beating then. Jimin feels much lighter at the prospect of punishment now, knowing that copying a book is much easier than bearing the discipline stick or a whipping. He quickly agrees to the punishment. He bows at the elders with enthusiasm. “Well!” he says brightly. “Now that I know my sect is safe, I’ll go now. I swear, I promise to follow all of your rules from now on!”
Chunghee lifts his brows. “Go?”
Jimin shrugs. “Well, sure. It’s late and I really only came in to check on my sect members. Since I’m not allowed to enter as a guest until dawn, I should sleep on the mountain so I don’t disturb anyone, right?” Jimin pauses, then giggles. “Or, um, disturb anyone more than I already have.”
Yoongi turns to stare at him.
“Doryeong, there’s no reason for you to sleep outside,” Chunghee says gently. “You will be escorted to the guest quarters.
Jimin smiles beatifically. Sleeping in a bed is much better than sleeping outside, but he would have done it anyway to be less of an imposition so late at night. He’s slept in worse places, after all! Still, it’s nice that Chunghee will allow him to stay. Maybe the Horangi Sect isn’t so strict, and it’s really just Min Yoongi that is as immobile as the mountain.
Jimin bows again. “That’s so kind of you. Thank you so…”
It’s as Jimin is bowing that he belatedly becomes aware of a strange void in one of the side rooms. He must have been too distracted by the silence spell earlier to notice, but now that the spell is gone, Jimin’s attention can catch on other things.
The ricepaper screen separating the main room from the side room is opened partway, just enough for Jimin to see the shape of a body hidden beneath a sheet. The hand laying outside the sheet has distinct black veins, the fingers now blackened entirely.
“Oh,” he breathes. “Oh, so his body is dead now.”
“Excuse me?”
Jimin turns back to the Mins, expression still slack from realization. He tilts his head. “What?”
It’s Min Jinwoong who looks at him with severe expectation. “You said his body is dead now . Elaborate.”
“Oh, well. When I saw him earlier, he was still breathing,” Jimin discloses. “But I guess the body can only live without the spirit for so long. His spiritual cognition was completely snapped, and now his body has followed.”
“Insightful,” Chunghee murmurs. “Have you come across this before? In Busan?”
Jimin shakes his head. “No. But isn’t it obvious what happened? This man encountered something truly wicked. His spirit was snatched right out of his body.”
Yoongi is still staring at him, much more intensely than before. Jimin can’t decide if he’s angry or not. But then, what does Yoongi have to be angry about now ?
Min Jinwoong is grim as he nods. “That is precisely what happened. But,” he says sharply, his tone foreboding. “You should not divulge this information to anyone. Forget you saw anything.”
Jimin swallows and promises to keep quiet. And so starts his time with the Horangi Sect.
Notes:
Emperor’s Smile is the liquor from MDZS. The Twin Tigers of the Horangi Sect are a nod to the Twin Jans of Lan from MDZS.
Horangi - tiger
Jumo - a tavern owner
Samchon - uncle
sunbae - senior
hubae - junior
manggeon - a type of forehead band worn with traditional Korean male clothing, usually woven with sheer black material and meant to help keep the hair neat. manggeon can also help hats stay on the head
binyeo - a more decorative hairpin usually used by women; however, before Confucianism in Korea, men were also known to wear binyeo
Chapter 4
Notes:
awkward boys, oblivious boys, and boys with secret spy missions
Chapter Text
“What an interesting disciple,” Chunghee comments not long after Park Jimin has been escorted to the guest quarters by one of the on-duty disciples. Yoongi’s brother has settled back down at his desk to sip on warm tea. His eyes glimmer with amusement as he looks at Yoongi, as if he has noticed something Yoongi has not. “What do you think, Yoongi-yah?”
“Noisy,” Yoongi mutters, thinking of the lithe Mugunghwa disciple who confronted him so directly. So shamelessly flaunting the rules Yoongi has lived by his whole life.
He could also add provocative and intelligent and skilled, but he does not. He is discombobulated by the whirlwind that is Park Jimin, with his honey-blond hair tied into a wild, windswept ponytail with a blue ribbon and his quick reflexes, both mental and physical. More than anything, Yoongi hopes he will not have to contend with such a loud character too often. Yet, this hope is dashed as quickly as it comes - this year, Yoongi will also be attending the guest lectures, so outright avoidance of Park Jimin will not be possible.
He can keep his distance, though.
“Hmph. Just like his mother,” his uncle says with no small amount of animosity. His brows are lowered into a familiar scowl, the one he wears when he must deal with difficult students. Jinwoong often shows his disapproval of people, but seldom so blatantly. Park Jimin’s mother must have left a deep impression.
Chunghee looks at their uncle with more open curiosity than Yoongi would ever be able to muster, lifting his cup to his mouth. “His mother?”
Jinwoong pulls a face, stroking his beard. “Wanderer Yon, one of the students of the Immortal Wanderer who came down from the mountain two decades ago. No doubt her son will be a troublemaker, too.”
“Uncle,” Chunghee chides with good humor. “ Do not judge impulsively .”
Jinwoong’s lips thin and he sighs gustily, looking away.
Yoongi tilts his head. Park Jimin’s grandmaster is the Immortal Wanderer. Could that explain the uncanny way Jimin had so easily deduced what happened to the disciple Yoongi brought back to Horangi Recesses? It had taken two of the Horangi Sect’s best healers to assess the disciple, and even his uncle had required a couple of hours of thought before reaching the same conclusion.
Park Jimin is - unusual. A rare cultivation talent, to be sure, with such agile swordsmanship and enough talismanic skill to break through the Horangi Sect wards. Only Yoongi’s brother, who he has been training with since childhood, had ever matched him so evenly in a spar. And Jimin hadn’t even unsheathed his sword.
But cultivation talent alone does not make righteous men or even great ones. It is clear to Yoongi that Jimin lacks discipline and that he is going to prove to be overwhelmingly obnoxious.
Except he was willing to sleep outside to belatedly honor the sect’s rules after verifying that his fellows were safe, Yoongi recalls, frowning to himself. That had been unexpected, as well, just like the striking silver shade of Jimin’s eyes, lit up in joy as he deftly evaded Yoongi’s powerful strikes.
To blatantly and unapologetically break the rules with good intentions. Yoongi has never encountered such a person.
“Samchon,” Chunghee starts, the trepidation in his tone drawing Yoongi out of his thoughts. Chunghee’s eyes are lingering on the deceased disciple in the side room, the white sheet covering the body respectfully. “What do you think caused such a condition? What beast or ghoul could possibly do such a thing?”
Yoongi moves to kneel at the table quietly as his uncle ponders the question. He has been wondering the same thing since he was summoned by the disciples on the nighthunt. Apparently, the deceased disciple had been separated from the rest of the group, and when he was found later on, his condition was already severe. By the time Yoongi arrived, the disciple had stopped responding.
There is no physical wound on the disciple. No blood, no curse marks - just black veins and an unsettling lack of spiritual energy. Emptiness. Yoongi has never heard of such a thing.
“Where was the nighthunt?” his uncle asks.
“A small village just north of our borders,” Yoongi responds.
Jinwoong’s expression becomes very grim. “North,” he murmurs. “Could it be…”
Chunghee blanches. “Surely not,” he says, hushed and wide-eyed. “Samchon, surely such a thing wouldn’t…”
“They have been annexing smaller sects for years. There have been tales of civilians being treated cruelly, and of rogue cultivators going missing within the territory. Lee Chungwoo fears none and would certainly dare to do anything, if he believed it would grant him power,” Jinwoong reasons grimly. “And I have never learned of any ghost, ghoul, or beast that could snatch a spirit from a body.”
Yoongi curls his hands into fists on his thighs. The Gom Sect. Judgment and gossip are against the rules, but it is hard not to listen to tales about the Gom Sect and it is harder still to not form any judgment about what he hears.
Chunghee leans forward. “Do you think we’ve been targeted specifically?” he worries. The worry is not unfounded. Although the Horangi Sect does not share direct borders with the Gom Sect, many of the smaller sects between the two greater clans have been absorbed into the Gom Sect. Only the Kkachi Sect at the northwestern borders separate the Gom Sect from the rest of the cultivation world. If their disciple had been attacked on their northernmost border, one of the only places where the Gom Sect’s stolen territory may overlap with the seat of Horangi power, this could be an indication of a greater threat.
“We should be cautious,” Jinwoong advises calmly. “Let us recall disciples on wandering hunts and keep future nighthunts strictly within our borders.”
Chunghee agrees, bowing to their uncle’s greater experience in leading the sect. As a young Sect Leader with barely two years of leadership under his belt, Chunghee still relies heavily on the elders of the clan to make many decisions. With the safety of the sect potentially at risk, it is no surprise that Chunghee would be reluctant to trust his own judgment unilaterally.
“Yoongi, you will also have to desist your nighthunts until further notice,” his uncle says sternly. “You are the heir of the sect. Maintain your safety.”
Yoongi presses his lips together. The order is the very last thing he wants to hear. He finds great satisfaction in wandering the Horangi territory to help civilians with problems great and small. Often, he even ventures into areas that are not protected by sects or volunteers for nighthunts disciples of smaller sects are not powerful enough to complete. Being grounded in the sect for the foreseeable future is a burden he will have to bear, however. It is his duty.
“Mn.”
“Focus on the guest lectures, Yoongi-yah,” his brother urges, trying to put on a positive front. “Maybe you will make lasting friendships.”
Inexplicably, Yoongi thinks of Park Jimin - a loud voice and quicksilver emotions packaged with a silvery eye-smile. His fists tighten.
Friends? No.
Jeongguk has been pacing around his rooms for what feels like several hours. At first, when Min Yoongi returned and allowed Jeongguk entry into Horangi Recesses with the Mugunghwa disciples, Jeongguk had been relieved. His relief was tempered by the concern he felt that Jimin would return to find him gone - but his brother is smart and crafty, so Jeongguk had been confident that Jimin would figure everything out. Jimin always has a solution.
But now, many hours have passed. Jimin should have returned by now. Jeongguk eyes the plate of rice, pickled vegetables, and steamed tofu that he had set aside for his brother, worrying at a hangnail with his teeth as he paces another round. He feels very young and uncertain, not at all like the future leader he is meant to be.
Should he go ask if anyone has seen his brother? Or would Jimin have decided to sleep on the mountain instead, once he found Jeongguk and the others gone?
Hyung, where are you?
Jeongguk is just mustering the conviction to go out and demand a search party when the door to the room slides open, revealing Jimin’s appreciative expression as he takes in their accommodations. Jimin grins when he sees Jeongguk, but all Jeongguk feels is a burst of indignation.
“Where have you been?” Jeongguk doesn’t yell, but it’s a near-thing. He rushes up to his brother, taking him by the shoulders and spinning him around. No obvious injuries. Jeongguk hits Jimin’s shoulder repeatedly. “What took you so long? I thought you were flying down the mountain. Did you get lost, or something? Did you find the invitation -”
“Relax,” Jimin cuts in. He slides the door closed and hands Jeongguk a still-warm bag that smells of gently-seasoned pork. Inexplicably, Jimin is also holding a slender book in his hand, the title reading The Virtues of Conduct, which he tosses on his bed. “Look, I brought dinner!”
“Where were you?” Jeongguk repeats. He sets the bag on the little table that sits between two slightly elevated bed pallets, the white silk duvets already folded down for the night.
Jimin, meanwhile, is slipping his boots off with a happy wiggle of his toes, stretching his back out until his spine pops audibly. His brother looks a little tired, his hair an unimaginable tangle around his face and his cheeks still ruddy from the wind outside. Jimin sets Jangan down beside his bed, undoes his belt, and drops his overcoat carelessly on the floor. And then he sprawls down next to the table, immediately digging into the rice and tofu with the naked kind of hunger he’s always had.
Jeongguk silently takes out a meat bun, plopping it down on Jimin’s tray a bit harder than necessary. He retrieves a bun for himself and bites into it sulkily.
Jimin offers a close-lipped smile and swallows, licking at the rice clinging to his lips. “Save some of those for our hubaes, alright?”
Jeongguk nods, folding the bag tightly. The meat buns are a good idea. Jeongguk has been dismayed to learn that the Horangi Sect are vegetarians, and he’s sure Jimin will take the news of no meat for a year with equal dismay. The buns will be a final treat for their disciples.
“Well?” he urges impatiently as Jimin eats. “What happened? It’s almost midnight.”
At this, Jimin releases an aggrieved sigh. “Let me tell you, this sect is so rigid. I really don’t know how we’re going to survive the next year!”
“Hyung.”
Jimin fishes something out of his pocket, letting it clatter onto the table. “Hoseok-sunbae found our invitation at the inn, and I came right back here. Well, I bought the buns first, and then since it was there, I went ahead and got two pots of Emperor’s Smile -”
“You what?” Jeongguk peers around Jimin. “Where is it?”
“Min Yoongi broke one jar and confiscated the other,” Jimin informs him cheerfully around a bite of the meat bun. “See, when I got here, none of you were anywhere to be found. So I broke the wards a little bit to get in -”
“You broke -”
“-and then I was just wandering around for a while, trying to figure out where you might be. But then, out of nowhere, Min Yoongi shows up and starts hassling me!” Jimin exclaims, waving his hands around. He sounds utterly delighted by a story that is leaving Jeongguk with a mounting sense of horror. “He actually pulled his sword on me and we had a fight on the rooftops! He’s very good, you know! He pounces! And his strength is nothing to laugh at! But anyway, I didn’t want to show off too much, so I didn’t take Jangnan out. If I had, I might have won! Yoongi got the better of me, though, and now we don’t have any alcohol.”
Jeongguk rubs his forehead aggressively. “So, let me check. You went to Daegu, found our invitation, broke into the sect, and then had a swordfight with the second young master of the sect?” When Jimin nods happily, Jeongguk feels acute pain in his head. “Oh, this is so bad. So, so bad.”
“It is too bad,” Jimin agrees. “I was looking forward to that wine. People say the loveliest things about it.”
“That is not what I’m talking about,” Jeongguk despairs.
“I wasn’t punished too badly,” Jimin says flippantly, polishing off his meal. “What are you so worried about?”
Jeongguk jerks his head up, eyes wide. “Wait, what do you mean you were punished?”
Jimin wrinkles his nose. He gestures to the book he tossed down so carelessly earlier. “Sect Leader Min assigned me copying that I have to turn in tomorrow.”
“Sect Leader - when did you meet the Sect Leader ?” Jeongguk cries. “Hyung! What happened ?”
“I met Sect Leader Min after Yoongi won our duel,” Jimin says matter-of-factly. “He performed that dastardly silence spell again - it’s really so rude - and then took me to his elders for punishment. It’s not so bad. Lines are much better than the discipline stick!”
Jeongguk stares at his brother for several long moments, trying to keep his anxiety at bay. Jimin was only gone for a few hours and yet so much happened. He isn’t sure what’s more alarming - getting into a fight with the heir of their host sect, or being taken for punishment on their first night as guests in a new sect. If his mother hears about this…
Jimin, of course, doesn’t seem too bothered by it. These are things he easily lets roll off his back, negative events are forgotten as quickly as they happen. It is the major result of his mother’s approach to dealing with his brother. Jimin is so inured to negative consequences that anything short of a punishment that leaves him bedridden is easily set aside - and even then, Jimin might still be unbothered since he can heal so quickly.
“You have to be careful, hyung,” Jeongguk urges.
“You worry too much, Gguk-ah.”
Jeongguk grumbles. “Someone has to…”
Jimin pats his full stomach, letting out a contented sigh. “Oh. Remember that not-dead disciple from earlier?”
Jeongguk frowns, bracing himself for more bad news.
Jimin glances around the room, as if checking for privacy, and then leans forward, gesturing for Jeongguk to meet him halfway. “Sect Leader Min says I’m not supposed to say anything, but you’re my brother,” Jimin reasons, immediately piquing Jeongguk’s curiosity. “Earlier, I saw that disciple again, and this time he was dead. Very dead. The Mins seem to think it might have something to do with the Gom Sect…”
Jeongguk’s stomach churns. The Gom Sect, a specter looming over the entire cultivation world. Jimin might not spare two thoughts for the political implications if such an allegation is true, but Jeongguk is ever-aware of how the political tides may impact his future. War has been on the horizon since he and Jimin were children - but is war closer now?
“That disciple…the black veins and blackened flesh…” Jimin tilts his head back, lips pursed in thought. “It’s so odd. I wonder what caused such a thing…No spiritual energy, but then a lack of spiritual energy isn’t necessarily a lack of any energy. Beasts and ghouls don’t have spiritual energy, either…and there was a trace of yin energy, so small…”
“Hyung,” Jeongguk warns.
“Just…isn’t it curious? I wonder what type of power could make such a thing happen,” Jimin says, shrugging carelessly.
From anyone else, it would simply be commentary about a strange event. But from Jimin, Jeongguk can detect the makings of more than idle curiosity. He can easily see how Jimin’s over-active mind has latched onto the problem, trying to work out a cause and effect.
“Curiosity isn’t always a good thing,” Jeongguk reminds him.
Jimin laughs. “Stop worrying about me! I’m not going to experiment with anything so wicked! Even I’m not curious enough for that!”
Jeongguk hopes that’s true.
Taehyung carefully lines up his fan collection on the shelf near his bed pallet. He has inspected each one for damage sustained during travel, but the fans have arrived satisfactorily intact. On the other side of the room, Eunwoo is polishing his sword methodically, a peaceful expression leaving him soft and approachable.
Taehyung crosses the room, making himself a place on Eunwoo’s bed. They have only just arrived and already, the bed carries a gentle citrus scent that makes Taehyung feel safe. He turns, curling onto his side, and watching Eunwoo with a lidded gaze.
“Do you think I’ll be allowed back home if I fail?”
Eunwoo’s lip quirks to the side. “Do you intend to fail?”
“I’m not sure. Maybe,” Taehyung muses. “If I fail, would that mean my brother would give up hassling me about saber training?”
“He might hassle you more,” Eunwoo points out.
Taehyung groans miserably. “Then does that mean I’ll actually have to study? Eunwoo-yah, you know I’m not good at tests!”
At this, Eunwoo sets his sword aside and twists to face Taehyung. His smile is gentle, but knowing as he tucks Taehyung’s loose curls behind his ear, his thumb lingering on Taehyung’s jaw. Taehyung suppresses a shiver.
“You and I both know you could study and pass any exam you want to. You study the arts well enough and you’ve never forgotten anything you’ve read. You just don’t want to apply yourself,” Eunwoo says. “And I understand why. But your brother does not.”
“Hyung doesn’t want to understand me,” Taehyung mutters. He grabs Eunwoo’s wrist, holding his companion’s hand to cheek. “I don’t even know why he sent me here. He thinks I’m a good-for-nothing, anyway, so what will the Horangi lectures change? Just because he’s close to Chunghee-hyung…”
Well, it’s because his hyung is close to Sect Leader Min that Taehyung was sent here, probably. As Kim Byunghyun’s sworn brother, Min Chunghee has probably been tasked with keeping an eye on Taehyung - perhaps even encouraging Taehyung to cultivate with the saber or even a sword. Chunghee is nice enough that Taehyung would maybe comply, but his deep-set fear of sword-style cultivation with his sect’s cultivation style is pervasive enough that he can barely bring himself to hold a blade of any type. Taehyung can meditate, then, or perhaps learn the musical cultivation the Horangi Sect is so well-known for.
“You should try to learn something,” Eunwoo encourages. “If not, your brother may find ways to force you.”
“He hasn’t yet.”
“Every man only has so much patience, Taehyung-ah.”
Taehyung sighs, releasing Eunwoo to roll on his back and stare up at the white-washed ceiling. “Maybe I can make friends while I’m here. Pretty much all the heirs from the major and minor clans are here. Bolstering our alliances isn’t a bad thing, so at least I won’t be wasting my time.”
Eunwoo chuckles and stands. “That’s the spirit.”
While Eunwoo moves around the room, checking the gift for the Horangi Sect and ensuring their belongings are secure, Taehyung quietly thinks about how he’s going to fly under the radar here. Playing the part of the clueless, talentless young master is familiar to him, and he sees no reason why that must change.
But he’s heard many tales of the Gom Sect over the last several months. His informants are increasingly concerned about how much power Lee Chungwoo is amassing - and about how many people have gone missing, entire villages turned into ghost towns. Something is happening, something big, and Taehyung is determined to secure as many allies for the Kkachi Sect as he can.
After all, his sect is closest to Seoul, sitting under the shadow of the Gom Sect and acting as the first barrier between the Gom Sect and the rest of the cultivation world. If anyone needs strong allies, it’s the Kkachi Sect. Finding allies in his peers is a good first step to securing the safety of his people.
Taehyung protects his territory differently than Byunghyun, but his way is just as important. Just because his brother prefers to lead the sect with brute force doesn’t mean his method is the best way.
Maybe Taehyung will be able to find like-minded peers. He found Eunwoo, so anything is possible.
Hoseok finishes paying the tab for the Jasujeon disciples and assures the innkeeper that they will be departing early in the morning. As he makes his way to the stairs, he cheerfully reminds his fellow disciples to go to bed early so they don’t delay their young master. He gets a slew of nods and groans, many disciples waving him away.
Hoseok keeps a pleasant expression until he is halfway up the stairs. Out of sight, he drops his face into something neutral and navigates through the inn hallways to report back to Seokjin.
When he joined the Jasujeon Sect, his primary motivation had been the generous dispensation given to the outer disciples, which he still faithfully sent to his family each month. But Hoseok had not anticipated the amount of competition between the disciples - not just for cultivation training, but for social positions, too. He learned early on that he would need to cultivate a public persona along with his other skills, and so he learned how to put on a happy, approachable mask that put other disciples at ease. It’s worked well so far. Even though Hoseok trains harder than the others and even though he is blatantly favored to be the next head disciple, he is never regarded with open jealousy. He’s made himself too likable.
Hoseok knocks perfunctorily on Seokjin’s door, sliding it open almost immediately. Seokjin is staring out the window, his hair halfway undone, his expression pensive. He looks over his shoulder, one eyebrow lifted.
“You’re back soon,” he observes.
Hoseok closes the door with a wry smile. “I didn’t have to go far to return the invitation. One of the Mugunghwa disciples, Park Jimin, had already arrived when I was about to leave.”
Anyone else would have missed the way Seokjin’s wide shoulders relaxed at this. And for anyone else, Seokjin might have carefully hidden his relief. But Hoseok enjoys a special privilege - a friendship privilege.
He isn’t sure what it is about him that caught Kim Seokjin’s eye, or what it was that prompted the young master to kindle a friendship with him. Maybe because Hoseok was obvious in his desire to not engage in any of the ladder climbing that went on in the sect. Maybe Seokjin found a kindred spirit in him. He has no idea and knowing Seokjin, he’ll never actually say it.
All Hoseok knows is that he had been training his sword forms one day and Seokjin had invited him to spar. And from then on, Seokjin called on him more than anyone else, so much so that every other disciple came to Hoseok if they needed to speak with the third young master of the sect.
Whatever the reason, it had rapidly become clear to Hoseok that Seokjin needed a friend, more than anything else. Growing up in the gilded halls of the Jasujeon Sect couldn’t have been easy, and Seokjin’s general…Seokjin-ness is evidence enough of this.
His awkward friend hides all of his poor social skills behind a veneer of arrogance. One day, Hoseok is certain he’ll manage to get Seokjin to hold a conversation like a normal person with someone other than him. Like maybe Seokjin’s betrothed. After today, Hoseok is convinced this should be his goal for his hyung’s socialization - he clearly needs help in this area.
“It was nice of you to think about returning the invitation,” Hoseok comments casually, folding himself down in front of the tea table. He removes the teapot from the brazier, swirling the hot water around a few times as he slides two small cups closer.
Seokjin curls his lip. “I wasn’t being nice. It was just…the right thing to do.”
“Like I said,” Hoseok grins. He pours two cups of tea. “Maybe this gesture will make up for how awkward that meeting in the hallway was.”
Seokjin’s ears turn bright red. He glares at Hoseok, sitting down across the table with an unrefined temper. He angrily drinks the tea that Hoseok has poured.
“It wasn’t awkward,” Seokjin denies.
“It was very awkward, hyung,” Hoseok tells him. “It was almost painful to watch.”
“It wasn’t that bad,” Seokjin tries, but the argument is weak.
“You didn’t say anything when that Dal-whoever was getting lippy,” Hoseok points out. “You didn’t even look at him. Or couldn’t look at him?”
Seokjin puffs up defensively. “I glanced!” And a single glance was just enough to know that his betrothed was still little more than a child. A teenager still growing into his limbs with eyes that are still too wide and round. An adolescent who is still clearly infatuated with Seokjin’s looks.
Seokjin doesn’t know what to do with the naked admiration Jeon Jeongguk wears on his sleeves, just like he doesn’t know how to respond to the letters or little gifts that show up at Jasujeon Tower occasionally.
He doesn’t know his betrothed, but he also isn’t sure he wants to know him yet. Too many years of listening to his eldest brother chortle about a “child groom” have made Seokjin hyperaware of the age difference between him and Jeongguk. A large part of him hopes to simply…ignore Jeongguk until he reaches adulthood. By then, his betrothed will be a fully-formed person and Seokjin won’t need to watch the youthful innocence fade from his eyes as he encounters the dispassionate cruelty of the world.
He doesn’t think that plan will work, now. Seokjin hadn’t anticipated Jeongguk being present at the Horangi lectures - but then, it seems like Jeongguk is just old enough and Seokjin is just young enough to attend. Avoidance will be difficult when they must share a lecture hall and communal space.
Seokjin eyes Hoseok thoughtfully. His favored disciple and closest friend is good with people. He could run interference.
Unfortunately, Hoseok knows him too well by now. He lifts his hands, shaking his head with a teasing smile. “Oh, no. I’m not helping any more than absolutely necessary. You’re going to marry him, so you have to learn how to deal with him.”
Seokjin slides his teacup away. “How can I even do that?”
“Try looking at him,” Hoseok jibes.
“I will rend you with my sword,” Seokjin threatens.
Hoseok laughs, pushing away from the table. “Just treat him like a person, hyung,” he suggests, preparing to leave for his own room for the rest of the night. “It’s not hard. He clearly wants to interact with you. If you can talk to me, you can talk to him.”
But it’s different, Seokjin thinks. I’m not marrying you.
Talking to Hoseok, even being friends with Hoseok, is so much easier. With Hoseok, there isn’t the weight of a political alliance failing if he messes up. If Seokjin fumbles and makes Hoseok mad, all his friend can do is ignore him for a day. If Seokjin hurts Jeongguk’s feelings, he could jeopardize the whole engagement - and all of the hopes that have been pinned on the marriage alliance. Never mind the fact that Jeongguk clearly has feelings that he may want to have returned in the future. It’s a lot of pressure, and it leaves Seokjin tongue-tied.
“Oh, right,” Hoseok says, halting at the door and turning around with a furrowed brow. “That fellow, Jimin. He said we should fly up the mountain instead of walking?”
Seokjin snorts. From his single interaction with Park Jimin several years ago, this advice sounds very typical of him. Well-intentioned, but completely against the set rules. “I’m sure flying would be better,” Seokjin agrees. “But we’ll be trekking up the mountain, anyway. No need to test the Horangi Sect this early on. Besides, how bad can it be?”
The next day, halfway up the mountain, Seokjin dearly regrets his decision.
Namjoon straightens the collar of his dark burgundy durumagi, correcting his posture and relaxing his face into a familiar mask that veils his thoughts. He has been summoned by the Gom Sect Leader, which can either spell a new impossible task or not-so-vague threats to ensure his continued loyalty to Lee Chungwoo. Today, given the fear in the servant’s eyes as they scurry around the manner, Namjoon can guess the Sect Leader’s mood is erring on the side of viciously unpredictable.
Namjoon adjusts his expectations accordingly and enters the main hall calmly, bowing immediately to the dark throne where Lee Chungwoo sits. He does not make eye contact as he stands, keeping his gaze lowered to the floor.
“You’re late,” Lee Chungwoo hisses. “Kneel!”
Namjoon drops to his knees, his heart in his throat. “Apologies, Sect Leader,” he says, dipping his head even further. “I was in the middle of surgery when I was summoned. One of your subjects…”
“Oh? And how did my little experiment fare?”
Namjoon’s stomach turns. What Lee Chungwoo is doing to the prisoners he has captured, the experiments he is running on them with that awful blackened fairy heart is completely inhumane. He doesn’t know what the end goal of these experiments is, but he has been ordered to examine the subjects after Chungwoo has finished with them.
Namjoon’s main assignment is to study what large dosages of yin energy does to a person. The results of his examinations - and his efforts to save the subjects - changes drastically based on what Chungwoo has done to them. Sometimes, Namjoon is able to clear the yin energy away with medicine, and sometimes, the subjects are so far gone that he can only offer them comfort in their final moments. Recently, Chungwoo has been doing something that seems to alter the tether between the mind and the body, but the method of creating these puppets is also so crude that it destroys the organs and flesh with yin poisoning, most of which vanishes as soon as the body dies.
Namjoon swallows. “Unfortunately, the subject did not make it. I was unable to revive him.“
Lee Chungwoo makes a sound of acknowledgment. Namjoon doesn’t know whether this sound is positive or negative, but he takes it to mean that the Sect Leader isn’t bothered by Namjoon’s inability to save a life. Not the way Namjoon is bothered.
“I have made progress on your treatments,” Namjoon offers lowly. “A new tea that will balance your qi. I can have it sent to your quarters.”
“Excellent. But that isn’t why I summoned you,” Chungwoo says. There is something in his tone, something leading and almost charming, like he’s about to surprise Namjoon with something good. “You will be attending the Horangi lectures.”
Namjoon stills. The Horangi lectures. Nobody in the Gom Sect has attended those lectures in the last fifty years, to Namjoon’s knowledge. The official stance is that there is nothing the Horangi Sect can teach the Gom Sect since the Gom Sect is so superior in knowledge and power. To keep sect relations neutral, the Horangi Sect nevertheless offers the same invitation every five years, but the invitation is always rejected.
Suspicion blooms in Namjoon’s mind.
“I would be honored to attend. Thank you for the opportunity, Sect Leader,” he says carefully.
“You won’t be there for learning,” Chungwoo tells him. “I need you to find something for me.”
Namjoon’s brow furrows.
Chungwoo stands from his throne and slowly walks down the stairs. He circles around Namjoon, the motion lazy but still so threatening. “The yin metal I collected from your fairy statue is too weak for my goals. But upon examination, I have discovered this piece is only one part of a whole. There are other pieces spread among this land. Historical records indicate those stuck-up monks may have obtained a piece some time ago. I want you to find it for me and bring it back.”
Namjoon’s mind is racing. More than one piece of the yin metal - but what happens when pieces are combined? How many more pieces are there? What does Lee Chungwoo intend to do with these pieces? What is he trying to do with the test subjects he forces Namjoon to examine? What is the goal?
But Namjoon is in no position to refuse. His village and his brother depend on him too much for him to do anything but accept his new command.
“Where should I look? How will I know I’ve found it?” he asks.
“You’re the most gifted doctor in a generation. I’m sure you’ll figure it out,” Chungwoo says dismissively. “You leave tomorrow at dawn. Bring something from the treasure room for a gift.”
Tomorrow? So soon?
“My patients…”
“I don’t care if they live or die.”
But I care, Namjoon thinks. He’ll have to give orders to the other doctors he works with and leave notes for which treatments will be best since he won’t have time to treat anyone personally before he leaves.
He’s leaving. Oh.
“Sect Leader,” Namjoon starts, lowering himself into an even deeper bow. “Please permit me to bring my brother with me.”
Lee Chungwoo laughs uproariously. The sound echoes off the dark walls of the main hall, so loud and thunderous that Namjoon can only shiver and hope he doesn’t flinch too openly. “Ah, are you afraid of your brother being bullied when you’re gone?”
Namjoon licks his lips. “Of course not. The Gom Sect is honorable,” he lies. “But Dohoon has a special constitution that other doctors will not know how to treat. I would feel more comfortable having him with me.”
“Ah, yes. That special constitution,” Chungwoo muses darkly. “Actually, it may be a good idea to bring Dohoon along. He’s always been very in tune with the yin metal. He could prove helpful.”
Namjoon tramps down the indignant anger that rises in his chest. Keeping his expression carefully blank, he lowers himself once again for the sect leader. “Thank you for your foresight and mercy.”
Later, after he is dismissed and ordered to pack for his year-long trip, Namjoon wars with himself about what he should do. Leaving Seoul is a welcome reprieve, and he is also glad to escape from the daily stress of trying to save patients that have been cursed with yin energy. But his assignment is a new type of threat. If Namjoon succeeds, he may make Lee Chungwoo more powerful; if Namjoon fails, he jeopardizes his brother and his small sect in Ilsan.
The world, or his family. Which is more important?
Namjoon is grim as the answer solidifies in his mind.
Chapter Text
“Five in the morning,” Jimin whines when one of the Horangi disciples comes to the guest quarters to rouse everyone well before the sun comes up. He sits up in bed with heavy grit in his eyes, shell-shocked by the wake-up call.
In the next bed over, Jeongguk pulls the covers over his head and groans loudly.
“Five in the morning ,” Jimin mutters, shuffling with the other hundred guest disciples as they are herded to the dining hall. Inside the large room, the Horangi junior disciples are already eating in complete silence, each of them dressed in white with white ribbons in their hair and plain white manggeon fixed across their foreheads. The only sound in the room is the quiet clink of wooden chopsticks against ceramic bowls and the soft susurration of herbal soup being slurped.
Jimin drops down heavily next to Jeongguk, who is scowling out at the room with great offense. He is even less of a morning person than Jimin is. In front of each seat is a bowl of plain rice, a clear broth soup with a strong medicinal smell, and root vegetables that have been sauteed in sesame oil, which is the most flavor afforded for the meal.
“Five in the morning for this ,” Jimin says under his breath.
Jeongguk grunts. They plow through the flavorless food without verbal complaint, but like the rest of the guest disciples, they are not so good at hiding how they feel about the under-seasoned food.
Surely, giving up meat is enough for ascetics, Jimin thinks woefully. Must they also give up chili oil? Gochujang?
“Five in the morning,” Jimin repeats, woeful. He feels like crying as he and the rest of the guest disciples are shuffled into the grand meeting hall where the opening ceremony of the lectures will take place. “Every morning. For a year, Gguk-ah. I’m not going to survive!”
Jeongguk rubs at his bleary eyes. He still hasn’t uttered a word for all the time he’s been awake. Jimin isn’t even sure his little brother is awake. He could very well be sleepwalking for all Jimin knows.
Near him, a boy with a deep emerald magpie stitched into the shoulders of his white durumagi makes a low noise of agreement. Jimin, recognizing the sound of a similarly-agonized soul, shares of mournful look with the handsome, honey-skinned boy.
“Five in the morning,” the Kkachi Sect disciple laments.
He and Jimin nod at each other with common misfortune before they are directed to different sides of the room. It takes some time for the older Horangi disciples to wrangle the guest disciples into order, although the color-coding of the guest disciples at least ensures groups are easily kept together. Each of the guest disciples wears a white durumagi and the only feature that differentiates between sects is the elaborate embroidery of sect symbols on the lapels and shoulders of the garment and the color of the hanbok underneath the overcoat. The Mugunghwa disciples all have a beautifully elegant hibiscus in a deep shade of violet; under the white durumagi, they each wear hanbok in a similar shade. Jimin is discomfited to match his brother and hubaes so closely. Never has he matched his sect so completely. It makes him feel strange, somehow like an interloper.
When the grand hall is organized sufficiently, several distinguished Horangi Sect members enter the hall. Their dignified air is matched by the solemnity of their expressions. At the helm is the young sect leader, Min Chunghee, who smiles genially. Jimin is convinced Chunghee is the only one in the entire sect who knows how to move the muscles in his face.
“Welcome. Please, everyone, be seated,” he says gently after the guest disciples have made respectful bows. He waits until they have all folded themselves into neat rows before he steps forward, hands clasped behind his back. On his hip is a silver-sheathed sword with a teal tassel and a long danso carved out of cloudy jade. “It is my great honor to receive you for our guest lectures. We sincerely hope you will leave these lectures with knowledge and a circumspect understanding of how to serve the people of this land with righteousness. Please, allow me to introduce your teachers…”
The headteacher is none other than Min Jinwoong, who is just as severe in the morning as he is late at night. He glowers down at all of them, his beard twitching as he explains he will be overseeing their education. Their education, it seems, starts with a recitation of the rules of the Horangi Sect.
All of the rules.
As Min Jinwoong paces through the aisles of students, each step followed by one of the three thousand rules of the Horangi Sect, Jimin finds his mind falling into a blank state. It isn’t mediation. It’s a pervading sense of boredom, as if each new rule is chasing the thoughts right out of his head. He just stares forward, bleary-eyed and trying not to yawn too obviously, his posture slouching more and more by the minute.
“... Do not act impulsively. Do not be prideful. Do not boast…”
How do these people live with so many rules? Jimin honestly wants to know.
His eyes wander around the room. Many disciples seem to be in a similar state of stupefaction. The Kkachi disciple from earlier has taken out a fan, which he holds in front of his face to hide a yawn. Hoseok-sunbae, who is seated on the far side of the room with the other Jasujeon disciples, seems to be following Kim Seokjin’s lead by holding his posture together for the sake of dignity, if nothing else. Jimin doubts any of them are paying any more attention to these so-lauded rules than he is. Jeongguk, for sure, is barely even cognizant, his eyes glazed over and a crease from his pillow still embedded in his cheek.
The only exception seems to be the small cluster of Horangi disciples who sit at the front of the room. With their matching manggeon and white hair ribbons and spotless durumagi with an embroidered black tiger lounging across their shoulders, each of them listens to the rules attentively. Even though they’ve probably heard these rules hundreds of times before, there doesn’t seem to be any lack of attention.
Jimin is dumbfounded by it. He finds himself looking at Min Yoongi’s back, wondering how anyone could possibly hold such a proper posture for such a long time. But then, Min Yoongi seems to be above the reach of ordinary men with his flawless moon-pale skin and his glossy onyx hair and his sharp golden eyes, which flick back to Jimin when he feels the weight of Jimin’s stare.
Jimin jolts in place and then smiles.
Yoongi turns away decisively.
Jimin deflates, his lips curling into a pout.
“ ...Do not be picky about food. Do not be overly happy. Do not be overly sad…”
Do they even regulate emotions ? Jimin twists his head to stare at Min Jinwoong, who is steadily working his way through the next dozen precepts, then looks back at Yoongi. Well. That explains it .
Jimin doesn’t know how long it takes for Min Jinwoong to get through the recitation of three thousand rules. It takes a while. By the time he finishes, the sun has finally broken through the trees outside and enters the room with soft golden light, which does a decent job of rousing disciples who were still listless with sleepiness.
Jeongguk, at the very least, seems more awake, if not a little baffled by his surroundings. Jimin was right - his brother more or less sleepwalked through the entire morning. If only Jimin was so lucky!
Once finished, Min Jinwoong moves to stand behind his nephew, allowing the Horangi Sect Leader to resume his welcome speech. There are a lot of flowery welcoming words thrown around before Min Chunghee calls for the first sect to formally greet him and the Horangi teachers. And so goes the next hour or so of Jimin’s life, each sect sending its heir and head disciple up with a formal greeting and a gift to honor the Horangi Sect for hosting the lectures.
Halfway through this process, a thought clicks in the back of Jimin’s mind and he gasps. The gift! He forgot the gift! He pats as frantically - yet subtly - as he can at his body, hoping that maybe the gift for the Horangi Sect will magically appear. But it’s not there!
Jimin leans over slightly. “Jeongguk-ah,” he whispers urgently out the side of his mouth. “The gift…”
Jeongguk makes a low, tired noise. He reaches into his overcoat and pulls out the ancient scroll the Mugunghwa Sect intends to gift to the Horangi Sect. Jeongguk shoves it at Jimin, grumpy.
Jimin squints at his brother. His sense of duty must run so deep for Jeongguk to have remembered the gift even in his mostly-asleep state! Jimin takes the gift, careful not to damage it in any way. The timing is good because they are the next sect called forth.
Jeongguk stands first and Jimin follows, staying behind his brother and a little to the right. They go to the front of the meeting hall and bow simultaneously, deeply to show their respect to the teachers and sect leaders.
“Thank you for your invitation to these lectures. I am Jeon Jeongguk of the Mugunghwa Sect and this is our head disciple, Park Jimin. We present the wise Horangi Sect with a scroll of early sword forms practiced by the first Mugunghwa disciples.”
Jimin passes the ancient scroll to the Horangi disciple who has been collecting gifts during the opening ceremony. He breathes a sigh of relief once the scroll is no longer in his hands. Really, Jimin shouldn’t be in charge of anything so precious!
Min Chunghee offers a benign smile and opens his mouth, probably preparing to offer the same polite words he has given every sect heir, but there is a commotion at the entrance of the room that has his mouth clicking shut. Even though Jimin has only been in the Horangi Sect for a few days, he can recognize how disturbing it is to hear any noise - lots of shouting and grunts, followed by stomping boots and angry mutters. His hackles rise, a hand falling to Jangnan’s hilt as he edges closer to Jeongguk.
Who is causing a problem in Horangi Recesses?
A group of surly-faced people crowds the entryway, each dressed in tell-tale red and black durumagi. The group gives off a palpable sense of menace and cruelty. At the helm is a sour-faced man with a sneer on his wide-set face and a golden bear tassel at his waist.
The Gom Sect.
“I believe the Horangi Sect is the most difficult sect to enter. What’s so special about your mountain, anyway?” the young man asks rhetorically. He’s outright glaring at Min Chunghee, a mean smirk crossing his narrow mouth. “Your guards…they didn’t show me the respect I’m due. But don’t worry. I persuaded them. They won’t soon forget my lesson.”
Jimin has a feeling this persuasion probably landed a few Horangi disciples in the infirmary. He’s only heard of the heavy-handed tyranny of the Gom Sect, but to witness it firsthand is…
Breaking into a sect and harming disciples! In broad daylight! The gall is alarming.
Min Chunghee walks several steps forward, which causes Jeongguk and Jimin to step aside. Chunghee keeps a measured distance and his voice is level when he speaks, the genial smile never leaving his face. “My apologies for your poor reception. We did not realize the Gom Sect would be attending the lectures, or else we would have delayed the opening ceremony.”
The young man scoffs loudly. “Oh, no. You’re mistaken. I, Lee Donggun, have no need to attend your little lectures, and there is no need for the Gom Sect to entertain your petty classes. We, the Gom Sect, are always educating others.”
Educating them in what ? Jimin wonders. How to be bad at cultivation ? There isn’t much that’s heard about the type of nighthunts that happen in Gom territory, but Jimin has been around enough to know that hunts that are too difficult for Gom disciples are often driven into other sect lands. It’s not honorable, but then - the Gom Sect clearly lacks honor, along with manners. And that’s coming from Jimin , who treats gentry manners as an afterthought half the time!
Lee Donggun continues, scraping his muddied boots across the floor. “The ones attending will be the Sonamu Sect, a small sect loyal to our clan. Surely, you will allow them to attend.”
“So arrogant,” someone murmurs, and Jimin’s eyes dart up to the Kkachi disciple from before who had yawned behind his fan. One of the other Kkachi disciples, a boy with an equally handsome face, is quick to hush him, moving to hide the fan-holding boy behind his body.
Fortunately, it doesn’t seem like the Kkachi disciple was heard. Good. The boy looks too soft to go up against the likes of Lee Donggun.
Jeongguk, on the other hand, is radiating a type of fury he certainly learned from his mother. His expression is taut, all the muscles in his face tense, and his eyes are flashing. Many others in the room are also visibly angry - Kim Seokjin and Jung Hoseok both look strained, and Min Yoongi is practically seething with cold disapproval. The Horangi teachers and Min Jinwoong all appear agitated, as well.
Jimin just has to say something. Someone has to say something!
“Is this the education of the Gom Sect, then?” he asks loudly. “Disrupting the salute of another great sect?”
Lee Donggun turns to him with a curled lip. Behind him, a disciple dressed in burnt orange and soft browns - notably, a different color than the rest of the Gom disciples - stiffens.
“And who are you to talk to me?” Donggun sneers.
Jimin lifts his chin. “Park Jimin, head disciple of the Mugunghwa Sect,” he answers boldly. He meets Donggun’s glare squarely. “You interrupted my dongsaeng. Clearly, the so-called education of the Gom Sect is lacking. Maybe you should attend these lectures, along with your underlings.”
Lee Donggun responds with a slow, cruel smile. There is something unstable in the pitch-dark of his small eyes. “So daring. Today, I’ll teach you how to respect your betters. You will learn how the Gom Sect and our Lee Clan deals with upstarts like you!”
And with that, Donggun draws his sword, although not with any particular grace. He holds it aloft and points it right at Jimin. In answer, Jimin is quick to call Jangnan to hand, swiftly bringing his blade up in challenge. Jeongguk follows just as fast, subtly adjusting his posture into the favored starting stance for Mugunghwa sword forms. The Kkachi disciple who is guarding the fan-holder also draws his sword, although with more caution. Many other guest disciples also bring out their blades, and even some Horangi disciples.
Min Yoongi does not. But his hand does close around the hilt of his sword. Jimin knows first-hand how quickly Yoongi can draw his blade, so for him to even be holding the hilt is the equivalent of what most others have done.
Jimin feels a thrill, the promise of a fight settling a smirk across his face. The sight of it must infuriate Donggun, because he practically growls.
“Lee doreyon-nim,” Jeongguk says sharply. “This is just a minor disagreement. Why are you so aggressive?”
Donggun chortles, and the Gom disciples all hold up their swords, ready to attack. “A small disagreement, you say? When it’s obvious the Mugunghwa Sect is too stupid to show respect to its betters? If I pass up this opportunity to teach you all a lesson, how will you ever learn? Now-”
The low sound of a danso cuts into the conversation. The short, deep-toned trill sends a shiver up Jimin’s spine, which is followed by a sudden sense of weakness - and then he can feel the disruption in his spiritual connection to Jangnan. Moments later, his sword is out of his hand and driving into the bamboo flooring, along with dozens of others. The swords form a straight line, a division between the Gom Sect and the guest disciples.
Jimin watches as Min Chunghee steps up to the barrier of swords, slowly tucking his danso away. Much of the room, including the Gom disciples, are gaping at his casual display of musical cultivation - and quite a powerful display, too! Disrupting so many connections between sword and master at one time…Musical cultivation truly has power that not even talismans can accomplish. People are right to revere the Horangi Sect.
“Today is the opening ceremony for our guest lectures. It’s an important day for our sect and our guests,” Chunghee says, the slightest edge in his voice as he speaks directly to Donggun. “I hope you can restrain yourself.”
Jimin is impressed. And he’s not the only one. The fan-holding Kkachi disciple murmurs something about Chunghee deserving his reputation. Jimin can’t help but agree. Chunghee and Yoongi are Twin Tigers, but they are tigers in different ways - one sits in wait to hunt, while the other strikes after prey.
From the cluster of Gom disciples, the disciple in burnt orange presses forward. He is tall with smooth skin, neat russet hair, and deep brown dragon eyes. He also has a shadow who had previously been hiding behind him, a notably younger boy who holds himself meekly. This disciple is careful to politely lower his gaze as he bows to Chunghee. Two norigae hang from his belt; the first, a golden bear with red silk strings, and the second more care-worn, a burnished metal tree decorated with practical leather tassels.
Jimin watches with interest as this disciple introduces himself as Kim Namjoon, acting Sect Leader of the Sonamu Sect of Ilsan, and his younger brother Kim Dohoon, the heir of the Sonamu Sect. A small sect, to be sure, and one known for medical cultivation. The Sonamu Sect had been annexed by the Gom Sect for years, yet here is the leader and the heir, escorted by the second young master of the Gom Sect.
Kim Namjoon. Why does that name sound familiar?
“My brother, Dohoon, and I offer our most sincere apologies for the upset caused by our late arrival,” Namjoon says, still bowing to Chunghee and the Horangi teachers respectfully, even as Lee Donggun scoffs with derision. “We hope for your forgiveness. Please, accept this gift of rare medicinal herbs from Ilsan.”
Dohoon, the younger brother, passes a wooden lacquer box over the swords dividing the room. His hands tremble as he does so, a sign that he is a thoroughly nervous creature. Jimin feels bad for him. Dohoon doesn’t look too much younger than Jeongguk. Is he even old enough to attend the lectures?
Chunghee regards Namjoon with a polite, if not remote smile. “We are glad to welcome you to our lectures.” Then, Chunghee looks at Donggun, his brows raised ever-so-slightly. “With that, I believe the opening ceremony is over. If you would like, you may rest in the guest quarters -”
Donggun snorts loudly. He yanks his sword out of the floor, shoving it into its sheath with a sneer. “As if I want to stifle myself in this place any longer than necessary,” he jeers, stalking off without a second glance back. The Gom disciples hasten after him, leaving only the Sonamu disciples in awkward, tense silence.
The swords are still pitched into the floor, acting as a divide between the guest disciples and the would-be interlopers. The division is clear and poignant. And perhaps unfair, considering the circumstances. All offenses just now were committed by the Gom Sect, yet it is the new arrivals who bear the brunt of disapproval.
Kim Namjoon and his younger brother hesitate, his eyes darting to the wary guest disciples and to Min Chunghee. He bows again, a look of regret writ clear across his face. “My apologies, again,” he says softly.
Jimin tilts his head, thoughtful.
“Kim Namjoon, Kim Namjoon,” Jimin mutters, tapping at his bottom lip. “Why does that name sound so familiar to me?”
He and the rest of the guest disciples are leaving the dining hall after the mid-day meal, which had been an assortment of crisp vegetables dressed lightly in soy sauce and plain rice. Jimin sorely misses meat, and he’s not the only one judging by Jeongguk’s disgruntled expression. The meals are so light that Jimin still feels hungry as his stomach adjusts. The upside is that he’s getting much better at circulating his spiritual energy to sustain his body. It’s still not a form of cultivation he enjoys.
His brother shakes his head. “With your spotty memory, who knows?"
“Aigoo, it’s not that bad.”
“Oh? What did we have for breakfast, then?” Jeongguk challenges.
“That’s not fair,” Jimin whines, moving to drape himself over his brother’s back. “It was so early! Who could remember anything that early? Do you remember?”
Jeongguk grimaces, but answers promptly. “Rice, broth, sesame vegetables.”
“That doesn’t sound very appetizing,” Jimin says. “No wonder I don’t remember.”
They pass by a cohort of disciples from some smaller sects, who have their heads tucked together as they gossip and walk. These disciples aren’t speaking softly enough to not be overheard in the overwhelming silence of Horangi Recesses.
“...that scene with the Gom Sect earlier was something else. They haven’t attended these lectures in years…”
“But they sent the Sonamu Sect!”
“And had the second heir of the Gom Sect as an escort…Imagine!”
“Well, I’m glad it’s only the Sonamu Sect attending. The Gom Sect is so scary…”
“Lee Donggun is so disrespectful.”
“Truly, how can the greatest of the great sects produce a disciple like that ? Let alone an heir?"
“I guess we know why his brother is favored then!”
The disciples laugh amongst themselves and Jimin shoots Jeongguk a look. Jeongguk shakes his head, tugging Jimin away before he can get any ideas. With his good sense of direction, Jeongguk leads them back in the direction of the guest quarters, where they will spend the rest of the day familiarizing themselves with the three thousand rules of the Horangi Sect and other expectations guest disciples must meet. According to Min Jinwoong, this is so no disciples will have the excuse of ignorance when they break the rules.
Halfway to the guest quarters, the Kkachi disciple with the fan catches up to them. He’s nearly as tall as Jeongguk, but with a more willowy build that makes him seem more fragile than other boys. His curly hair is a warm chestnut shade, with several curls falling into his eyes and framing the sharp planes of his face, his skin as smooth as honey, and his eyes a deep, shining shade of emerald. His norigae is a copper magpie pendant woven with a variety of green tassels, and even his fan depicts a magpie in mid-birdsong. He calls out to them with a boxy smile.
“Hey, wait!”
Jimin and Jeongguk pause, turning toward the source of the noise. The Kkachi disciple is bounding happily toward them, followed by a taller and broader Kkachi disciple who keeps a slower pace. Jimin eyes the handsome shadow, recognizing the strength in his posture and the simple leather-bound sheath of his saber, which he carries on his back. Probably a guard, then, which would make the fan-holding disciple…
“I’m Kim Taehyung of the Kkachi Sect,” he greets, fluttering his fan around his face. He’s looking directly at Jimin, a sparkle in his eyes. “Wow! You were so great to stand up to Lee Donggun! I don’t think anyone has ever challenged him so directly!”
Jimin laughs, immediately feeling the sense of a kindred spirit. He detaches himself from Jeongguk and says loftily, “Is it really so great? Standing against evil is an endless joy of mine. I would volunteer for it every day!”
Taehyung snaps his fan closed in one swift, practiced movement. He hits the side of the fan against his palm. “I wish I had your courage! It’s really admirable!”
“His courage isn’t something normal people can’t achieve,” Jeongguk scoffs, crossing his arms over his chest.
“Why’s that?”
Jeongguk sighs, appearing very put upon. “Courage means overcoming fear. This guy fears nothing,” he says, pushing his shoulder against Jimin’s. “He’s just reckless, not brave.”
Jimin pouts at his brother, shoving him a little. “You’re so mean today! You’re mean when you don’t sleep enough!”
Jeongguk shoves him back and Jimin scuffles with him for several moments while Taehyung laughs at their antics. The other Kkachi disciple, Cha Eunwoo, hangs back to watch, but his mouth tucks into a small smile, too.
It’s as Jimin is about to pull Jeongguk into a headlock that he suddenly remembers where he has heard the name Kim Namjoon before. He abruptly straightens up and releases Jeongguk, clapping his hands together. “Oh! Oh, Kim Namjoon, the prodigious doctor!” he realizes.
Jeongguk stumbles and catches his breath. “What?”
“Kim Namjoon?” Taehyung asks.
Jimin makes an impatient noise. “That’s why his name is so familiar! He wrote an incredible treatise on the best use of spiritual energy for the healing of broken bones,” Jimin explains. “Remember when I broke my arm? I used that theory to heal faster!”
A dark look passes Jeongguk’s face, probably because Jimin broke his arm when he was being punished and he never did like Jimin’s explanation for how such a thing was possible. But there are some things that his brother doesn’t need to know. Especially when it relates to his mother.
“I hope I get a chance to talk to him,” Jimin says with a wide smile, already thinking about all the interesting questions he has for a doctor as skilled as Namjoon. Really, that kind of talent is so rare! And cultivators overlook medical cultivation as often as they do talismanic cultivation, so coming across an expert in the subject is very uncommon!
Jeongguk sighs. “Knowing you, you’ll find an opportunity.”
Like any other formally trained disciple, Jimin has been taking classes in cultivation theory and other gentlemanly arts since he was a young boy. For Jimin, classes are invariably interesting for a short while before he grows bored at the slow pace. At Mugunghwa Pier, his restlessness was accommodated and he was allowed a more free-form style of study, if only to “spare the other disciples of your indignity”, according to Madam Jeon. Jimin was given texts and teachers oversaw his physical training. If he ever had any questions, he was allowed to ask the sect masters, though not all of his questions could be answered satisfactorily.
If Jimin had any expectations about the Horangi lectures, it would have been that a sect of such renowned scholars would have challenging, informative, and thought-provoking classes to mold the minds of young cultivators. As the sect with the most scholarly resources, all those books and libraries certainly must be there for a reason.
Except, to Jimin’s dismay, the first weeks of classes at the Horangi Sect is almost mind-numbingly boring. After the first day spent learning the sect rules, Jimin assumed the Horangi teachers would dive right into advanced cultivation teaching. But no! A full few weeks is spent on the basics of cultivation, on how meditation is the key to amassing yang energy, and on how cultivation with the sword is both practical and moral.
Jimin already knows all of this! Don’t most disciples?
After each underwhelming class, Jimin whines to Jeongguk about how bland it all is. The people, the food, even the education! Jeongguk always grimaces and tells him to keep his voice down, but Jimin knows he agrees, too.
In lieu of actually tuning into yet another boring lecture, Jimin takes to sketching out his talisman ideas under the guise of taking notes. This is at least enough to occupy his mind, but his body longs for movement, and the endless hours of sitting at a desk make him sleepy.
It is after one jaw-cracking yawn that Min Jinwoong pins him with a withering glare. “Although some of you may find this introductory series boring, it is done with a purpose. Before moving on to more advanced topics, we must ensure all students are on the same page.”
Jimin ducks his head. By happenstance, he catches Min Yoongi’s eye - or rather, his cold stare. Jimin smiles reflexively and Yoongi turns away, sitting up perfectly straight and diligently taking notes even though he’s probably sat through eighteen years of the same boring lectures. Jimin is amazed, and a little concerned.
But during those first weeks of classes, not all days are quite so humdrum. One day, Kim Taehyung arrives at the afternoon lecture with a breathless giddiness, Cha Eunwoo following behind with a deep sigh. Jimin doesn’t understand why until, mid-class, he hears a distinct chirping sound.
Jimin’s inkbrush pauses, his eyes lifting from the doodle of him and Yoongi fighting under the moonlight, which sits on the margin of a page sketching out an idea for a binding talisman.
Chirp, chirp .
Slowly, Jimin looks at Taehyung with his brows lifted. Taehyung, for his part, is trying to muffle the sound with the wide sleeve of his durumagi, hunched over something in his lap. When the chirping noises happen again, Jeongguk and Hoseok turn back to glance at Taehyung too, followed by many others who are sitting nearby.
Jimin has no idea how the Horangi teacher hosting this lecture about meditation methods hasn’t heard chirping. But the teacher continues to drone on, pacing a slow line back and forth at the front of the classroom.
“Hey,” Jimin whispers, leaning closer to his deskmate. “What did you catch?”
Taehyung giggles, lifting his sleeve to reveal a small wooden cage and a colorful, cobalt-blue magpie. “I caught it after lunch,” Taehyung reveals, his low voice hushed as he shifts the cage to give Jimin a better view. “Look at how blue the feathers are."
Jimin gives an adoring whine. “Aw, how cute…”
Abruptly, Taehyung covers the birdcage back up, sitting straight up like the perfect student. A bead of sweat drops down his temple.
At the same moment, Jimin feels the weight of eyes heavy on him. It’s a familiar weight by now and he greets Min Yoongi’s latest glare with a little wave. Yoongi stares back, still so cold, and Jimin awkwardly drops his hand.
Min Yoongi is so mean ! But, interestingly, Yoongi doesn’t draw the teacher’s attention to Taehyung and his magpie. For the duration of the class, there is a slightly tense, anticipatory atmosphere, as if the entire class is waiting for Taehyung to be caught.
The class ends with no punishments, unless one would count the extra reading about meditation techniques that most have mastered by age twelve. Jimin absolutely considers this a punishment, of course, and eagerly complains about it as he exits the classroom, resting most of his weight on his brother’s strong shoulders.
“Honestly, couldn’t we learn about active meditation?” Jimin wonders.
Jeongguk rolls his eyes. “No, because it’s not a thing.”
“It is so! I actively mediate!”
“No, you skive off to go hunt pheasants or bother the stall owners for free food,” Jeongguk counters.
“I’ll have you know that hunting pheasants is great for practicing archery and concentration! The little things will run away so quickly if they hear you, so you have to regulate your breathing!” Jimin argues. “And after all that active meditation, is it a crime if I’m hungry?”
“You-”
Jeongguk falls quiet as Kim Seokjin passes by, followed by a few other Jasujeon disciples. Hoseok offers a bright smile and a wave to Jimin, which Jimin returns eagerly. Jeongguk, meanwhile, is staring after his betrothed, very obviously pining. Jimin really doesn’t understand what’s so special about Seokjin to inspire this amount of mooning! Especially when Seokjin never spares Jeongguk a glance, not even in passing!
Jimin nudges his brother forward, and when that doesn’t work, he jumps right on Jeongguk’s back. His brother catches him by reflex, holding onto the back of Jimin’s knees with a grunt. Jimin rests his chin on the top of Jeongguk’s head with a silly grin.
“What are you -”
“Jimin-ah! Jeongguk-ah!” Taehyung calls out. He’s rushing as much as he can without jostling his birdcage, although Eunwoo quietly reminds him to abide by the no-running rule.
“Taehyung-ah!” Jimin greets happily from his perch. “I’m glad you and your bird friend made it!”
“Me too,” Taehyung says fervently, now walking alongside Jeongguk as he carries Jimin on his back. “Ah, but that’s not what I’m worried about, you know! All these classes…I just know I’m going to fail them all!”
“That definitely won’t happen,” Jimin promises. “Don’t worry! With me here, there’s no way you would be able to fail. People get smarter just by being in my proximity!”
Jeongguk snorts. “No, they seem smarter because you’re so dumb.”
Jimin tugs on the silver donggot holding his brother’s elaborate sangtuwan in place. “Don’t be so mean to me, Gguk-ah!”
“Is it being mean if I’m being honest?”
Jimin beats lightly at Jeongguk’s shoulders. “You brat! Let me teach you a lesson!”
Jeongguk laughs, bouncing Jimin on his back purposefully so Jimin is forced to stop hitting him or risk falling. “What kind of lesson could you possibly teach me? Look at you!”
Taehyung laughs loudly and the unrestrained tone of his joy sets Jimin off, followed by Jeongguk and Eunwoo. They stand on one of the pathways to the guest quarters, laughing until they are red in the face with tears in their eyes, for a long while.
But then -
“Excessive noise is forbidden. Do not laugh for no reason.”
The laughter cuts off, and Jimin looks up at Yoongi, who stands stone-faced at the foot of the pathway. Jimin blinks rapidly. “Ah? But, we were laughing at something funny…”
Min Yoongi looks even colder as he walks off, so rigid that Jimin has to suppress a shiver. Imagine needing to have a good reason to laugh! No wonder the Horangi disciples are so joyless.
Jimin shakes his head sadly, hugging his arms around Jeongguk’s neck. Some people just don’t know how to have fun.
One day not long after the lectures start, Jimin sees his chance to speak with the ever-elusive genius doctor sitting through the same boring classes as him. He peels away from Jeongguk and Taehyung as the class lets out for the mid-day meal and dashes after the quiet doctor.
“Kim Namjoon! Kim Namjoon doryeon-nim!” he calls out, squeezing through a cluster of guest disciples. He skids to a stop in front of a bewildered Kim Namjoon and delivers his brightest smile. “Hello! I’ve been wanting to talk to you for ages! I’m Park Jimin!”
“Ah…hello,” Namjoon says, sounding somewhat reluctant.
Jimin barrels through the awkwardness, tilting his head a little to make eye contact with the older doctor. “I’m a huge admirer,” he gushes. “I read your research about the use of redirected yang energy to heal internal illnesses, and I was wondering if you-”
“I’m sorry,” Namjoon interrupts, looking a bit regretful. He holds himself very stiffly, his limbs all folded close to his body. He clears his throat, looking away from Jimin. “I have to go.”
“Go? Wait, but I -”
Namjoon presses his lips together and walks away.
Jimin sighs after him. What is it with people from other sects being so closed-off? Honestly, are Mugunghwa and Kkachi disciples the only friendly cultivators in the world? No wonder the common people hesitate to ask for help!
Jimin decides to try again another day. Maybe Namjoon is just busy! There is a lot of reading they have to do, even if it’s the boring kind of reading because anyone clever already knows about the subject…
When he sits between Jeongguk and Taehyung in the dining hall, it’s with a gusty sigh. He wrinkles his nose at the bland lunch, pining for chili oil, but tucks into his meal anyway. Bland or not, food is food - and Jimin would never turn down food.
Taehyung offers him a sympathetic smile. “No luck?”
Jimin shakes his head. “Do you think it’s the mountain air that’s making people so standoffish?”
Taehyung’s eyes widen. “I never thought about it!”
“I just really want to ask about his research,” Jimin pouts. “If I could understand it better, then maybe I could make a talisman that even mundane people could use. Doctors aren’t always so common in smaller villages, you know.”
“Talismans?” Taehyung asks. “You’re good with those? Wow!”
Jimin smirks, feeling proud. “I know. Most cultivators overlook talismans, but they’re really the most flexible form of cultivation. We use them a lot at Mugunghwa Pier, probably more than other sects. Right, Gguk-ah?”
Jeongguk doesn’t answer.
Jimin twists around, peering at Jeongguk closely, but Jeongguk is staring at the Jasujeon disciples across the hall. Specifically, he stares at Kim Seokjin talking to Jung Hoseok. When Seokjin smiles mildly in response to whatever Hoseok says, Jeonggk puts his chopsticks down with a sharp snap against the tabletop and abruptly stands up to leave the hall.
Jimin blinks rapidly after his brother. “What was that about?”
Taehyung hums. “Could he be jealous?”
“Jeonggukie? Jealous?” Jimin scoffs. “My brother is the best person in the entire world! What does he need to be jealous of? If anything, people should be jealous of him!”
But despite what he said, jealousy over Kim Seokjin, who seems to spurn Jeongguk at every turn, does make some sense. Jimin pinches his lips together and huffily starts making riceballs out of the remaining rice and pickled vegetables on his and Jeongguk’s trays. The result is sloppy, but meals are too important to miss over someone like the third young master of the Jasujeon Sect.
“I’ll see you in class later,” he tells Taehyung, hopping up with his spoils. He hopes he can find Jeongguk quickly so he can restore his brother’s good cheer before the next class.
Although the late summer is edging into early fall and the weather on the mountain is steadily cooling, the day is still nice enough that Jimin decides spending time outside is much more preferable than a stuffy study room in one of the libraries. He suspects they will be shut inside buildings during the winter soon enough.
“Do you think this will be on the next exam?” Taehyung worries as he shuffles through Jeongguk’s notes because, between them, Jeongguk took notes that were detailed, relevant, and legible. Taehyung’s notes are done in beautiful calligraphy, but he takes too much time writing to keep up with the speed of a lecture; and like Jimin, Eunwoo doesn’t even take notes, or at least, not ones that will be useful for studying.
Nearby, lounging back on the cool grass with his arms folded behind his head, Jimin shrugs rather carelessly. “Probably? But it’s not that hard to learn. You’ll be fine.”
“You said you would help me,” Taehyung reminds him. He lunges forward, dropping the notes in favor of grasping at Jimin’s elbow, yanking the cushion of his arm from behind his head.
Jeongguk sorts his notes back into order. “Believe me, this is him helping you.”
Jimin nods sagely. “The first step to success is confidence! If I build you up, you’ll be tougher to knock down. Besides,” he adds with a bit of mirth. “Worst comes to worst, I’ll just give you a few hints during the exam!”
“Really?” Taehyung asks eagerly, stars in his eyes.
“No,” the ever-quiet Eunwoo cuts in sternly, and Jeongguk nods in agreement.
“But Eunwoo-yah,” Taehyung protests. “This way I won’t fail! Imagine how disappointed my brother would be if I failed the first exam!”
“Imagine how he’ll feel if he found out you cheated,” Eunwoo counters.
Taehyung blanches, then shoots Jimin a wide-eyed look. “Right. Better learn it correctly.”
“You sure?” Jimin checks. He can think of at least three ways to pass Taehyung answers without any of their teachers being the wiser.
“I’m sure. Explain it to me again,” Taehyung requests, settling down with his legs crossed, one hand holding a folded fan.
Jimin sits up, stretching until his spine pops pleasantly. “Okay, let’s see. The difference between ghouls, ghosts, beasts, and spirits…You can tell them apart in two ways, either by the level of malice or form. Ghouls tend to be the most malicious and they have a physical form, often influenced by their environment. Ghouls found in a forest are much different than ghouls found in the water. Ghosts, however, also have a high level of malice, typically channeled through yin energy and directed to the cause of their resentment. A fierce corpse is somewhere between a ghoul and a ghost…”
“But, not all ghosts are bad.”
“No, they aren’t,” Jimin agrees. “Some ghosts are just stuck, unable to move on in the cycle of life and rebirth. It’s not their fault, but maybe they have some unfinished business or something that holds them to the mortal plane. I once encountered a ghost who was haunting a pier because it was worried others would be caught during high tide on rocks that were too well hidden. The ghost wasn’t hurting anyone, exactly, but it was scaring people and, in the end, it had a very low level of resentment.”
Taehyung frowns. “What makes one ghost more resentful than the next?”
“Death circumstances,” Jeongguk answers.
Jimin nods. “Usually, ghosts that have violent deaths or who are especially emotionally traumatized can form a high level of resentment. That resentment then draws the ambient yin energy from the world, which manifests the ghost and gives the ghost power to affect the living world,” he details. “It’s the same for ghouls, except the physical form of the ghoul allows for more resentment and yin energy to fester.”
By now, Jimin’s recap of the last few classes has drawn the attention of other guest disciples who have gathered in the same courtyard to enjoy the last sun of the summer. To his bemusement, some have even gone so far as to take notes! It’s silly because he doesn’t think he’s said anything new or all that different from the Horangi teachers. He shoots Jeongguk a questioning look and Jeongguk rolls his eyes, gesturing for Jimin to continue.
“And beasts come from animals that have gorged themselves on yin energy,” Taehyung says, this time sounding very confident.
“But how do beasts do that?” one of the guest disciples jumps in. He’s from one of the smaller sects and he flushes brightly when the attention in the courtyard turns to him. “I mean, h-how can beasts gather yin energy?”
“Well, animals aren’t so different from humans, are they? We are both living and we can both feed off the natural energy in the world. But animals don’t have the same type of soul as humans, so they are naturally more vulnerable to yin energy since animals can’t compress yang energy the same way we can. Yin energy doesn’t need to be compressed, though,” Jimin says. He tosses his head back in thought. “When yin energy gathers, it fills in a space completely, while yang energy condenses. Think about ghosts and ghouls - their forms are always filled to the brim with yin energy.”
“...the teacher never said anything like that…” one guest disciple mutters.
“...maybe we just haven’t gotten that far in the lesson…”
“Hyung,” Jeongguk says, a note of warning in his voice.
“It’s just a theory,” Jimin says, brushing him off.
“What about spirits, then?” Eunwoo prompts and Taehyung nods eagerly.
Jimin taps at his bottom lip. “Spirits are the most natural form of transformed energy in the world. Ever hear about fairy statues? Fairy statues will form after centuries of exposure to yang energy, usually on holy mountains. Spirits are similar. Most spirits form after yin energy has gathered in one place too long, which can transform something as benign as a tree into a blood-thirsty entity. This is why we hear about spirits and ghosts forming in the same area, especially after big tragedies.”
“So knowledgeable!” a guest disciple praises.
“It makes sense when he explains it…”
Jimin preens, soaking in the positive attention, even as many of the guest disciples wander away. He hears a few of them mutter about visiting the library.
“I think I get it now,” Taehyung hazards. “Ghouls are ghosts that have bodies, ghosts are souls full of resentment, and spirits are a pure form of yin energy, while beasts are simply corrupted.”
Jimin grins. “I guess you don’t need to cheat after all.”
Taehyung shakes his head rapidly. “No, don’t say that! I’ll probably forget everything by tomorrow.”
“If you forget everything by tomorrow, then you should visit the healers,” Jeongguk deadpans.
Eunwoo smothers a laugh.
“If you’re going to visit any doctor, then you should visit Kim Namjoon,” Jimin recommends.
Jeongguk groans. “Not this again. He doesn’t want to talk to you and he’s from the Gom Sect -”
“He’s the Sonamu Sect leader-”
“Okay, but the Sonamu Sect is annexed by the Gom Sect, so it’s practically the same thing -
“-and he’s also brilliant!”
Jeongguk raises his voice a bit. “Brilliant or not, you should keep your distance!”
“I actually…I think I agree with Jeongguk-ah,” Taehyung says, drawing a noise of surprise from Jimin. Taehyung brings his fan up to flutter around his face, cutting his gaze to Eunwoo a few times. “I don’t know, but…Don’t you think it’s suspicious that he’s here? Maybe it’s not a good idea to be friends.”
“I can make friends with anyone,” Jimin says confidently. There is maybe some merit about the Sonamu Sect being suspicious but Jimin believes in concrete evidence. Too many people speculate and jump to conclusions, and then they end up looking like silly hypocrites afterward! “Like Min Yoongi! We already had a nice spar!”
“Sure, if chasing you around with a sword to capture you counts as a nice spar,” Jeongguk mutters.
“It counts!” Jimin insists, giving Jeongguk a playful shove.
Jeongguk darts forward, reaching up to pull at Jimin’s ear until he’s whining. It’s not that it hurts, but this is their preferred form of affection. Jimin can’t help but giggle through his protests, and he’s still giggling when a form in all white glides through the courtyard.
Jimin slaps Jeongguk’s hand away and calls out brightly. “Min Yoongi! Min doryeon-nim!”
Min Yoongi continues without pause or a flicker of attention, passing through without so much as disturbing the grass.
“I’m sure he didn’t hear me,” Jimin dismisses easily, settling back down.
“You’re so loud, they probably heard you all the way in Busan,” Jeongguk says.
Taehyung whistles. “Jimin, you’re amazing. You even dare to bother Min Yoongi.”
Jimin wrinkles his nose. “Is speaking with him the same as bothering him?”
“All he does it glare,” Taehyung claims. “He’s very frightening.”
Jimin laughs. “I don’t think so! Let me tell you, Min Yoongi has an interesting character!”
“Didn’t you say he was rigid and stubborn?” Jeongguk asks drolly.
“Yes!” Jimin agrees enthusiastically. “And I find that very interesting!”
Taehyung’s fan flutters faster. “Well, I plan to do all I can to avoid him. I hear he’s in charge of sect discipline, and he's not that much older than us…” Taehyung shivers. “I definitely don’t want to be on his bad side.”
Jimin scoffs. “Ah, I wouldn’t mind being on his bad side. I bet I would get to fight him again! He’s so talented and fierce! Very challenging!”
“Here we go,” Jeongguk says, rolling his eyes.
Jimin giggles. “Are you jealous that I’m impressed by someone else’s swordsmanship, Gguk-ah?” he teases. He gets to his feet, circling his brother with the swift footwork of their sect sword forms. “If you trained a little harder, maybe I would be impressed by yours instead!”
Jeongguk jumps up after him. “Who wants to impress you?” he demands as Jimin gives chase, running around the courtyard happily, much to the amusement of their new friends.
The day Jimin has been waiting for is finally here! So far, the guest lectures at Horangi Recesses have been mostly focused on classroom learning, while physical training has been limited to once a week. But as important as it is to know about theories, cultivation is all about practical experience, if anyone asks Jimin!
“Nobody asked,” Jeongguk tells him bluntly.
Jimin ignores his brother. Jeongguk is so grumpy in the morning, even on a beautiful autumn day like this!
He bounces on his toes, trying very hard not to show his excitement too obviously. But the fact is that he’s been waiting for this particular training session for weeks . The first few physical training sessions had gone over subjects like different blade forms, an overview of ranged weapons, and a demonstration of the Horangi sword forms. All well and useful, but nothing that any disciples had to participate in. For the last few weeks, Jimin has been forced to stand quietly and watch other people have fun! It’s no different than sitting in a classroom!
But today is different. Jimin had asked around and he learned that the lesson plan for the day is to show off the unique sword forms of each sect. Jimin is so enthused it’s all he can do to hold back a happy yell.
“Gather in an orderly manner,” the Horangi sword master says, standing tall in the center of the training courtyard. Disciples hasten to follow his direction, clustering in somewhat neat rows to form a group for each sect. “Previously, you were taught the foundations of a strong sword form. Today, you will see how other sects teach basic skills. Head disciples, come forth.”
Jimin wiggles in excitement, quickly dashing forward. Other head disciples he can immediately recognize include Jung Hoseok, Cha Eunwoo, and Min Yoongi. Jimin ends up standing next to Yoongi and beams at his fellow disciple. Yoongi blinks at him silently and looks away sooner than Jimin would like.
The sword master instructs each of the head disciples to give a brief demonstration of their sect’s starting sword forms and the mastered sword forms. Jimin drinks up the demonstrations eagerly, even those from smaller sects. His personal sword form has adapted over the years to incorporate several styles and off-the-cuff techniques, so he is always happy to learn more.
It is unsurprising to see the Kkachi sword forms place an emphasis on brute strength, the technique particularly grounded in the core. The Jasujeon technique is notably refined, although Jimin can tell that Hoseok has left out many of the elaborate techniques that are, frankly, extremely unnecessary even if they look nice. And of course, the Horangi technique is as elegant and economical as Jimin remembers, strong but still so quick. When it’s Jimin’s turn, he makes sure to emphasize the speed and water-like agility of the Mugunghwa sword forms, sticking to the same forms all Mugunghwa disciples are taught and leaving out his adapted forms. He’s proud to note that his demonstration is the most well-received and bows several times with dramatic grandiosity.
“Pair with a sparring partner,” the sword master says over the smattering of applause from other guest disciples. “A partner from another sect.”
“Sabum-nim,” Taehyung calls out weakly, holding his stomach with one hand while the other flutters a fan delicately near his throat. He looks only a few seconds from fainting. “I believe I’m too ill…”
“I can take him to the infirmary,” Kim Namjoon volunteers. Throughout the lesson so far, he has been awkwardly holding his sword, not at all like other disciples who view the sword as an extension of themselves. “As a healer, I’m afraid I’m not well-trained in this area. My knowledge is too basic.”
The sword master doesn’t seem pleased, but he dismisses them both anyway. As he leaves, leaning heavily on Namjoon’s shoulder, Taehyung turns around and winks at Jimin. Jimin tries not to laugh too obviously.
Jimin turns to secure his own sparring partner, but to his disappointment, Min Yoongi has already paired up with Kim Seokjin. That Jasujeon peacock is always making Jimin’s life hard! In the end, Jimin winds up paired with Hoseok, while Jeongguk is partnered with Eunwoo.
“I won’t go easy on you, Hoseok-sunbae,” Jimin says. He had studied Hoseok’s swordplay earlier, of course, and so he already has an idea of how he might counter the other disciple.
“I might surprise you,” Hoseok smiles and lunges first. To Jimin’s delight, his swordsmanship is exceptional, a worthy challenge to overcome. Jimin is just a tad faster though and he strikes at Hoseok’s open side with the blunt edge of his blade with a giggle after several minutes of manuvers.
Across the courtyard, it seems that Seokjin has lost to Yoongi - which is expected given that Yoongi is probably the best swordsman in the class. Jeongguk has held his own against Eunwoo, though, and is still sparring for several more minutes before the sword master calls a tie. His brother offers Eunwoo a rare satisfied grin, sweat on his brow, which Eunwoo returns.
From there, the next hour is spent rotating sparring partners until, eventually, Jimin is standing across from Min Yoongi with his sword drawn once more. A thrill rushes through him as he falls into his starting stance.
“Ah, I’m looking forward to this! You know, our last spar wasn’t very fair! This time, I’ll show you my strength!” Jimin promises with a sunny smile.
Yoongi lifts a brow delicately. “Mm.”
Jimin gasps in mock affront. “Don’t sound so skeptical, Min doryeon-nim! I’m stronger than I look you know. Plus, isn’t it true that the natural counter to strength is agility?” Jimin smirks. “You may find that I’m too fast for you. Again!”
At this, Yoongi’s golden eyes flash and narrow in challenge. His posture shifts, suddenly more foreboding, his gleaming silver sword as dazzling in the sunlight as it is in the moonlight. “Less talking,” he says flatly.
Jimin titters. “So grumpy - Hey!” he yelps, bending back to avoid Yoongi’s strike. He brings Jangnan up, the clash of their swords loud as the impact reverberates up his arm. Yoongi really isn’t holding back! “Ah, ah! Give me some warning next time!”
“No,” Yoongi says, and strikes again.
Jimin laughs, parrying the move. “That’s right! A warning would be an unfair advantage! Min doryeon-nim, you’re so smart!”
Yoongi doesn’t respond. His sword skills are so fierce and aggressive, as unflappable and unflinching as his personality. He keeps Jimin on the defensive for a long while, but Jimin was right - the natural foil to strength is agility, and Jimin is especially agile. Soon enough, he turns the tables and has Yoongi on defense, although given the Horangi technique, this means that Yoongi is holding his ground and simply pivoting to protect his weak points. It makes Jimin work harder since he can’t take advantage of Yoongi’s footwork to knock him off balance, and before he knows it, Jimin has slipped into his adaptive form, working very hard to win. He doesn’t know that he’s ever had to try so hard to win a spar before, not even with the older Mugunghwa disciples who taught him!
Sweat gathers on the nape of his neck and his hanbok sticks to his skin. He is panting, but still effervescent with a special kind of joy. Deep in his middle, his golden core is spinning rapidly, fueling his muscles with yang energy to keep him fast and strong. Thoughtlessly, Jimin pours more of his energy into his next strike, which ends up knocking Yoongi back a step.
Yoongi’s feline-like eyes widen subtly before glittering with determination. He surprises Jimin by taking a risk, leaving his side unprotected in favor of striking out, swift and hard, to turn the tides of the spar again. This time, Jimin can almost taste Yoongi’s spiritual energy and he’s elated.
This rigid Horangi disciple is clearly his match! Nobody else has ever matched Jimin in cultivation so easily, and now Jimin is having to push to keep up - but he also feels that Yoongi must keep pushing, too. Jimin can feel his golden core churning out more energy, even as his body absorbs ambient yang energy from the world. It’s the same thing that happens when a cultivator practices sword forms independently, but for such a phenomenon to happen during a spar is exceptional. It’s almost unheard of.
Jimin laughs at the realization. Min Yoongi may very well be the brother of his soul!
Eventually, the sword master calls their spar to a halt, looking between the two of them with blatant surprise. “That was…impressive. Well done,” he says faintly.
Around them, the rest of the guest disciples are staring in shock. It seems as if the other pairs finished sparring a long time ago and have been watching Jimin fight with Yoongi instead. The guest disciples murmur to each other, and even Jeongguk has a complicated expression on his face.
Feeling warm, Jimin looks at his sparring partner and says, “You’re my perfect match!”
Yoongi tenses, the tips of his ears turning bright red. He tucks his sword away, determinedly not meeting Jimin’s expectant gaze. Without a word, he leaves the training courtyard immediately after the sword master dismisses the class.
Jimin scratches his head, staring after him. “What’s his problem…?”
Notes:
Gochujang - a very popular chili paste used in many Korean recipes; it has a kick of heat!
Danso - a traditional vertical flute similar to an oboe; usually not made from jade, but this is fiction and the aesthetic is nice
Sabum-nim - a master or teacher of martial arts
Chapter 6
Summary:
making friends, catching feels, undercover spywork??
Chapter Text
“Psst. Min doryeon-nim!”
Yoongi remains facing forward, dutifully copying down notes on the lecture. He can’t help the foreign tension running up his spine, though, and hopes it isn’t too obvious that he is bothered by the incessant badgering of a certain guest disciple.
A crumpled ball of paper lands on his desk, the third in as many minutes. Like the previous two, he brushes this one away to keep his desk clear. And like the previous two times, there is a dramatically aggrieved sigh from behind him.
At the head of the room, one of his sect’s teachers continues teaching, none the wiser of the unrepentant bother in the classroom. Yoongi wishes the lecture was about something moderately challenging. He’s noticed that Park Jimin can miraculously remain quiet when his attention is fully occupied by something he deems interesting, but even Yoongi has to admit the current lecture isn’t interesting at all. The only reason he continues to take notes is out of habit. Later, he will likely file these notes away with other study materials or pass them on to a more junior disciple.
“What are you doing?” another voice demands in a hushed whisper. Yoongi identifies it easily as Jeon Jeongguk, who fails miserably at reigning in his head disciple but nevertheless, at least makes a token effort each day. “Leave him alone.”
Park Jimin merely giggles and Yoongi braces himself for the next ball of paper to sail over his shoulder. Yet, it doesn’t come for several minutes, and when it does, the form is - a paperman?
Yoongi’s eyes track the little paper figure as it hoists itself over his shoulder and slides down his arm. It jumps at the end of the brush he holds in his hand, slipping down to the back of his hand, and finally onto the desk. The paperman toddles all over Yoongi’s notes, somehow conveying a sense of annoyance even though there is no face drawn on the paper. Nonplussed, Yoongi watches as the paperman crosses its little arms and taps a foot as if waiting for something from him.
Yoongi turns around just enough to catch Park Jimin’s eye. Jimin perks up and waves with a sunny eyesmile, even as Yoongi narrows his gaze. Just what did Jimin want from him? Why did he insist on bothering Yoongi when everybody else stayed away? It must be because getting a reaction out of Yoongi is more interesting than listening to a lecture Jimin has no interest in.
Yoongi does not appreciate being treated as a form of entertainment. He thoroughly hopes his frostiness communicates this desire effectively.
Evidently, it does not, because Jimin only seems to be encouraged now that he has Yoongi’s attention. “Isn’t it clever?” Jimin whispers, jerking his chin to the paperman. “I put a smidge of my energy into it! Isn’t it so smart?”
Yoongi turns to look down at the paperman. In the time he was not watching it, the paperman dipped its feet into his ink well. Intentionally? Maybe, considering the vague depiction of a flower that suddenly takes up half his page of notes, drawn on by tiny, ink-wilted feet. Yoongi’s fingers tighten around his brush as the paperman shakes its rear end at him, clearly taunting.
Any other time, Yoongi might marvel at the talismanic work that must have gone into creating such an animated caricature. It’s impressive that the paperman can move so freely, seemingly without too much concentration from Jimin. He’s never seen anything like it, nor has he read about anything like it.
But at the moment, it’s all he can do to hiss, “Boring.” Decisively, Yoongi pinches the paperman by its head, ignoring the frantic flailing of its limbs. He twists around so that Park Jimin will see as he slowly crushes the paperman into a ball, the motion punctuated by a tiny flare of icy blue as the action dissipates Jimin's spiritual energy.
Jimin’s mouth drops open in shock. The expression satisfies something dark and untapped deep within Yoongi’s psyche. He drops the crushed paperman on Jimin’s desk, flips to a clean piece of paper, and resumes taking notes quite peacefully for the remainder of the class, even as Park Jimin and Jeon Jeongguk have a whispered conversation right behind him.
“Did you see that?”
“You deserved it. You shouldn’t be bothering him.”
“I wasn’t bothering him!”
A sigh.
“Can’t you see he doesn’t want to be friends with you? Leave it alone.”
“No. I can make friends with anyone. Even a fuddy-duddy like him.”
“A fuddy-duddy - what -” An aggravated noise. “He doesn’t like you though!”
“And why not?” a hissed return. “I’m a delight!”
“Hyung.”
“I just think he should have fun! Is that so bad?” A pause. “Do you think he liked the paperman? I should send another -”
“ No .” There is a shuffle of papers and a low whine and Yoongi assumes Jeon Jeongguk took away Jimin’s paper because there is no new paperman that follows this conversation.
The class is dismissed with a smattering of happy mutters and a rush to the door. Yoongi takes his time, packing up all of his supplies neatly and tucking them into the magically expanded storage space in his durumagi sleeves. He expects to be the last one to leave the room, but as he stands, he notices that Jimin has hung back, bouncing on his toes as he waits at the door.
Yoongi feels very tired. He resolves to walk right past Jimin, to ignore him so he doesn’t give the other disciple the satisfaction of his attention, for whatever reason Jimin wants it. But, of course, his plans all fail in the face of Park Jimin’s tenacity and shocking absence of decorum.
“Min doryeon-nim! Yoongi sunbae-nim!” he calls brightly, quick to catch up to Yoongi’s longer strides. “What did you think of my little guy? Isn’t the paperman fun? Hey, were you really taking notes the whole time? Sunbae-nim, you’re smarter than the whole class! What do you need notes for?”
Yoongi doesn’t answer. He doesn’t even glance to the side. In his experience, ignoring his peers for long enough would eventually send the message that he wants to be left alone. It’s baffling that this message seems to bypass Jimin completely. He’s never met a more obnoxious person in his life.
Jimin whines and complains. “Min Yoongi doryeon-nim! I know you aren’t this grim! You let my sect enter Horangi Recesses, remember?”
Yoongi does remember. It was the right thing to do, given the circumstances, and it was well within the rules after he had spoken to his brother and uncle. He does not know why Jimin is bringing it up as if this simple act is evidence of something.
Jimin steps in front of him, effectively cutting off his path. His full lips are strung into a pout, whisps of blond hair framing his expressive face. He has freckles right across the bridge of his nose, under his cheeks. Impish creature.
“Won’t you be my friend? We’re on the same cultivation level! We’re equals, aren’t we?”
Yoongi steps back, gripping the hilt of his sword by reflex. He averts his eyes, feeling a confusing surge of heat spread through his chest. Equals in cultivation - that’s true. And strange. How can someone as irreverent as Jimin be on the same level as someone as disciplined as Yoongi? More than on the same level, even. Yoongi is certain Jimin has untapped potential, and it makes him uneasy for reasons he can’t name. He inexplicably feels that he must work harder lest he falls behind.
Jimin’s pout deepens. He opens his mouth to say something, but then Jeon Jeongguk is calling for him some distance away, even though shouting is forbidden in Horangi Recesses. Jimin appears rather off-put, heaving a great sigh and marching off without another word.
Yoongi does not watch him leave. He does not. He just happens to be looking in that direction. A coincidence. Not related at all to the intriguing bouncy grace of Jimin’s light-footed steps, or the sway of his unruly hair which has, once again, uncoiled from an appropriate topknot into an untamed ponytail held in place only by a wooden donggot and a blue ribbon.
“I see you’ve made friends with Park-doryeong.”
Yoongi doesn’t startle at the abrupt appearance of his brother, but he can feel the heat in his ears as he catches Chunghee’s appraising glance. His brother looks and sounds rather satisfied, and Yoongi scowls. How long had Chunghee been watching?
“No,” Yoongi denies. “Not friends.”
Yoongi is, at best, a long-suffering victim of Jimin’s antics. Not his friend.
Chunghee’s lips quirk. They stand side-by-side, each looking out at the peaceful courtyard of their sect, the autumn leaves that have dropped to the ground and the quiet breeze that stirs the trees on the mountain. Chunghee remains facing forward even as he says, “Oh? But I noticed you didn’t tell him to go away.”
Yoongi has no response to that. He doesn’t know why it hadn’t occurred to him to say such a thing to Jimin. Perhaps he knows, instinctively, that Jimin wouldn’t take it to heart. He’s better off saving his breath.
At Yoongi’s stubborn silence, Chunghee sighs. “Yoongi-yah…We have been alone since we were so young, each carrying the weight of this sect. Samchon protected us as much as he could, but sometimes…At least I was able to be a child before eomma and abeoji passed. You were never allowed to truly be a child.”
“I did not mind,” Yoongi answers quietly. What other choice was there? Life is seldom something that can be controlled, and for children, life is something that simply happens to them.
“I wonder if you have been too burdened by your duties to this clan,” Chunghee says.
Yoongi frowns deeply. “Hyung-nim. You have the heaviest share of duties. I am only helping where I can.”
Chunghee hums, sounding doubtful. “All the same, Yoongi-yah, it’s good if you can make friends with someone as lively as Park Jimin.”
Yoongi’s eyes drop to the ground. He says nothing.
Chunghee continues on loftily. “I have a good feeling about Jimin. He is smart and cheerful, even if he is a bit…enthusiastic. And have you not been impressed by him? You came to a draw, I hear.”
Inexplicably, Yoongi’s face feels hot at the mere mention of that spar. It had been - there aren't words for it. Instead of replying to his brother, Yoongi grips the hilt of his sword and stalks off. He diligently ignores Chunghee’s quiet laughter at his expense and the way his heart is thudding so rapidly in his chest.
Taehyung sucks his stomach in, arms spread on either side of his body as he tries very hard to keep his balance on the slippery rocks at the bottom of the riverbed. His bare feet offer no traction and, not having grown up near any major rivers or lakes, the situation he’s in is completely unfamiliar. But he’s having so much fun! His durumagi is hanging from a tree branch and his sleeves have been pushed over his elbows, the hems of his pants rolled to the top of his knees. The river water is chilly, but the sun is pleasantly warm. Taehyung wades in deeper, imagining how shocked Eunwoo will be when Taehyung returns to their dorm with a fish and soaked-through pants.
His balance teeters and Taehyung squeals.
“Taehyung!” Jimin scolds lightly. “You scared the fish away!”
Taehyung’s shoulders crawl to his ears. “Sorry! So sorry! Go on, I’ll be quiet!” he calls back sheepishly.
Jimin just grins at him, easily doing what so many in Taehyung’s life had failed to do - simply accepting Taehyung as he is, for all those faults and merits, whatever they may be. Byunghyun would have chewed his ear off in a similar situation and, as much as he loves Eunwoo, Taehyung also knows his dearest companion might have been upset with him, too. But Jimin lets his frustration be a temporary thing, something that slides off his back, unable to stick to his good nature and easy cheer.
Taehyung thinks Jimin might be a marvel, just for that alone.
Jimin has waded much further into the river, utterly unconcerned by how much he is being splashed. His bright eyes are focused on the rushing water and the fish scurrying within. Quick as a flash, his hands dart into the water, and then Jimin is holding a wiggling fish aloft, laughing with open delight.
“Here, catch!” Jimin says and throws the fish at Taehyung.
Taehyung manages to catch the fish, but the moment the weight and slimy texture of the creature registers in his mind, he yelps and drops the fish. The fish falls gratefully into the river and swims away.
Taehyung hesitates a glance at his friend. Jimin is staring at him, dumbfounded.
“Sorry…”
Jimin snorts. And then he tosses his head back, laughing so hard he almost falls into the river! He clutches his ribs as he tries to catch his breath. “It’s okay! It’s fine, I’ll just catch another!”
Taehyung twists his hands together. “You aren’t…mad?”
Jimin frowns with obvious confusion. “Mad? It’s just fish!”
For Taehyung, this type of easy acceptance of his inability is disarming. He isn’t sure what to do with it. Here, playing the idiot is no good because his friend simply doesn’t care . The fact that Taehyung doesn’t train like the rest of their peers doesn’t phase Jimin at all. And Jimin doesn’t try to leverage Taehyung’s good favor the way some others would, either. He simply treats Taehyung like just another boy, without any expectations or demands.
Feeling brave, Taehyung wades a bit deeper into the water, nearer to where Jimin is. His friend greets him with a smile, half his attention still focused on finding fish in the river. Taehyung tries to do the same, straining for the glint of scales through the white foam of the rushing water.
“Ah! Taehyung! Behind you!” Jimin gasps suddenly. “There’s a fish!”
Taehyung pivots eagerly. He can definitely catch a fish! He can -
Taehyung falls into the water, propelled by a warm, slender hand on his back. He lands on his hip, the cold water reaching up to his shoulders as he sits in the riverbed, and sputters, swiping water off his face. Not too far away, Jimin is laughing loudly, tears running down his face.
“Jimin!” Taehyung shouts, struggling to stand back up. He slips twice on the slick rocks before he finds his feet. He charges toward Jimin, his speed dragged down by the weight of his soaked hanbok. “I’ll get you for this!”
Jimin scampers away as best he can, laughing all the while, and Taehyung ends up laughing too. Eventually, they find their way back to the river bank, where they try to wring out their clothes. The effort is rather futile.
“I guess we won’t be having any fish,” Jimin muses. “Tofu for dinner again.”
Taehyung grimaces. “Maybe it’s for the best. How would we cook the fish without drawing any attention?”
Jimin giggles. “I hadn’t thought that far.”
Taehyung chuckles. It’s probably a good thing their efforts were fruitless. It’s not like either of them can afford to get in trouble again . Taehyung had to release his magpie earlier this week, and Jimin has been scolded twice in class for minor disruptions already. Killing and cooking fish on the mountain is probably a step too far. Copying lines for punishment already takes up so much time, and the Horangi Sect is so strict that punishments for greater infractions must be severe.
“Maybe we can go to Daegu soon,” Taehyung suggests. “We’re supposed to have breaks. My brother told me about it.”
Jimin perks up. “That would be great! Maybe then I could finally try Emperor’s Smile…” Jimin trails off, his head turning to look at the dense copse of trees beyond the river. His head cocks to the side, a faint furrow between his brow.
“Jimin?”
Jimin wrinkles his nose. “Taehyung, why don’t you go back first? I want to check something.”
“Check on what?”
Jimin shrugs, smiling through his uncertainty. “I don’t know. But it’s something!” he folds his durumagi over his arm, stuffing his damp feet into his boots as he hastens away. “I’ll tell you about it later!”
“Wait, Jimin!”
Jimin is already gone, his lithe form disappearing between a cluster of trees. Taehyung looks at his soaked clothes and grimaces, plucking the wet fabric away from his skin.
“Hope nobody asks me about this…”
Namjoon skirts around the outermost edge of Horangi Recesses, cautious in each step to avoid setting off any hidden ward alarms. Wards are not his specialty, but it would be foolish to assume a sect wouldn’t have protections to guard against intruders or other lurking dangers. Today, Namjoon is - by proxy - one of those lurking dangers, and for the sake of his village and his brother, he doesn’t want to give himself away.
In the weeks he has been at the Horangi lectures, Namjoon has carefully combed through every open area - the libraries, the ancestral halls, the courtyards, and study rooms. While the private residences are still on his list of places to check, he has yet to think of an excuse that would get him into the innermost sanctum of the sect. And that leaves only one other area to assess - the back hills, where the highest peaks of the mountain drop off into deep, tumbling ravines and cliffs.
The beauty of Horangi Recesses is something to admire. The mountain stretches high into the sky, snow-capped this late in the year, and partially obscured by soft clouds. In the back hills, the craggy scenery is dense with red pines and bamboo, lush vegetation that is fed by a swift-moving cold river that twists between cliffs. Right now, Namjoon finds himself standing across from a misty waterfall; the waterfall is so high that the steady trickle of water dissipates into a cold spray long before it reaches the waiting reservoir below.
Namjoon is pensive as he removes a silver needle from his sleeve. Like countless times before, Namjoon flicks the needle out with a snap of his wrist, watching for any sign of a warded area. And, much to his internal dread, the needle pings off a silver-white ward that guards the waterfall.
He was right. There’s something hidden in the back hills.
He hates that he’s right.
What should he do? For the sake of his village, he ought to report this immediately to Lee Chungwoo. But for the sake of peace and everyone else who could become a victim of Chungwoo’s plans, he should not report anything. Yet - if it is discovered that Namjoon hid information, the consequences could be unthinkable. Something could happen to his grandparents, his cousins, his brother…
Either Namjoon must be selfish or selfless. It’s an impossible choice. Namjoon would like better options.
Namjoon holds in a sigh as he calls back his silver needle. Undecided or not, it’s best not to leave any evidence behind.
He is only just tucking the needle back into the hem of his sleeve when a cheerful voice calls out to him. Namjoon stiffens, holding himself very still as a panting Park Jimin arrives at his side with a wide grin.
“Kim doryeon-nim! How nice to meet you! Have you come to admire the waterfall, too? I hear there’s another on the lower mountain that draws a lot of interesting animals. Did you see any critters here?” Jimin asks in a rapid-fire cadence. He pauses, lowering his voice with a wiggle of his brows. “Or, did you find a secret here?”
Namjoon hopes his face doesn’t betray him. Heart jolting, Namjoon turns away from the waterfall and Jimin, forcing his feet to move steadily. “Just a waterfall, if not a beautiful one. Seoul doesn’t have anything like this. I’ve found a walk around the mountains to be very acclimating.”
That didn’t sound suspicious, right? Although, would Park Jimin be the sort of person to form suspicions? Namjoon isn’t sure. Jimin is loud and chatty and he makes little troubles as easy as most people breathe, but Namjoon doesn’t think the boy is unintelligent. Not when he keeps asking Namjoon about his medical research, which is a topic most people never bother with…
“Why are you here?” Namjoon finds himself asking, slanting a wary eye at the other boy.
Jimin laughs and gestures to his rather damp appearance. “I’ve just been fishing,” he answers, shaking out his durumagi a few times, the fabric snapping in the cool air. “Although, not very successfully!”
“I see.”
Namjoon did not see. His stomach is churning with anxiety. He just needs to stay cool-headed. He can’t be someone who seems more suspicious than he already is.
“Could I accompany you?” Jimin asks. “I really want to talk about your latest research! It’s revolutionary! If more doctors would bother learning about the intersection between acupoints and meridians, and how that could accelerate the healing of complex wounds, then surely -”
“You’ve…truly read my publication?” Namjoon asks haltingly. Even though the other boy has been hounding him about it since the first day of lectures, he almost can’t believe that Jimin wanted to have a genuine discussion about his medical cultivation theories. He feels rather disarmed about it.
“Of course! You’re the greatest mind in the cultivation world as far as I’m concerned,” Jimin says casually.
“That’s….”
Namjoon is confused. Is Jimin trying to flatter him? Is there a motive? But then, he has observed Jimin and the flighty boy seems to shower compliments on most people as easily as breathing. His favored target seems to be Min Yoongi, who is bothered during class and outside of class about how talented he is or how lovely his calligraphy is or how fierce his swordsmanship is. These compliments aren’t even limited to when Yoongi is in hearing distance, either, and as loud as Jimin is, it’s tough to ignore the constant admirational deluge.
Namjoon suddenly feels a kinship with Yoongi. Against the sincere force of Park Jimin, what can anyone do?
“Even just one afternoon for tea!” Jimin bargains, holding one finger up. “I have so many questions for you! And I’ve been exploring a talismanic theory that commoners may be able to use, so your insight would be invaluable!”
Namjoon weighs the option. Accepting the invitation would help his cover as an ordinary disciple, just another student of the Horangi lectures, and that would better serve his true purpose. But accepting also means spending more time with Park Jimin, who Namjoon is starting to believe sees much more than anyone gives him credit for. In this case, would the risk be worthy of the benefit?
Namjoon is spared from answering with an unintended intervention from his brother. Or rather, his brother’s wayward arrow. As Namjoon and Jimin enter a small clearing where Dohoon has been practicing his archery, their sudden appearance startles his brother so badly that Dohoon loosens the arrow right at them. It’s only Jimin’s quick reflexes as he plucks the arrow out of the air that saves Namjoon from certain injury.
“Wow! That’s some strength you have!” Jimin praises with obvious awe.
Dohoon drops into several frantic bows. “Oh! So sorry! H-hyung, I’m so - Are you hurt? D-did - A-and doryeong! A-are you okay?”
“Aigoo,” Jimin says playfully, rushing to hold onto Dohoon’s shoulders before he can deliver another deep bow. “What are you so sorry for? Nobody got hurt! No need to apologize!”
Dohoon stares at Jimin with wide, round eyes. “Bu-but I…”
Jimin pinches Dohoon’s cheeks. “Ah, so cute! Don’t worry about it, hubae! Now, I see you have a very fine bow here! And look at the fletching on these arrows. Are you practicing?”
Dohoon looks at Namjoon. “I-I…”
“Do you want some help with your form?” Jimin offers, tapping his chest twice with a proud grin. “Let me tell you, I’m the best archer at Mugunghwa Pier! I might have a few tips for you!”
Dohoon’s gaze is beseeching as he glances between Namjoon and Jimin - and Namjoon understands. Most people overlook Dohoon, considering him a weak, stuttering fool who hides in his older brother’s shadow. Namjoon has always felt the injustice of it, because it’s not Dohoon’s fault he’s like this. Something terrible happened to his little brother, and it’s Namjoon’s eternal shame as a brother and a physician that he is unable to find a cure.
For someone to treat Dohoon without such bias…
Jimin goads Dohoon into showing his archery form. With a surprising level of patience and gentle teasing, Jimin corrects Dohoon’s stance. Every correction is peppered with generous praise, with Jimin declaring, “Just by the strength of your shot, I can tell you’re probably one of the most gifted archers in your generation."
Namjoon hangs back and watches as Dohoon relaxes enough to stop stuttering, as a new warmth enters his little brother’s gaze. He observes as Dohoon is guided and accepted, and he feels a sweeping sense of regret that this treatment is not something his brother experiences frequently.
It comes as no surprise to him when, in the following days, Dohoon waxes many admiring phrases about Park Jimin, his new hero.
Namjoon doesn’t say anything to discourage it, although he probably should. How can he, when Jimin is one of the only people to ever treat his dearest little brother with such free kindness? Namjoon doesn’t want to do anything to diminish that for Dohoon.
Namjoon thinks about Dohoon and Jimin, and he thinks about his village and his brother’s safety, and he thinks about what might be hidden on the back hills, and all Namjoon can feel is deep, foreboding conflict.
He has to make a decision. He hopes he makes the right one.
Hoseok dashes the sweat off his brow, leaning more heavily on one leg than the other. He had been training privately, trying out some of the sword forms that had been demonstrated by other sects during the last sword instruction. Jeon Jeongguk had one particular pivot that Hoseok was determined to adapt into the Jasujeon forms, but the move was much more difficult than it looked. He doesn’t know how the Mugunghwa disciples manage to practice it, but he supposes the foundation of their sword forms lends itself better to such an agile maneuver.
As it is, Hoseok is pretty sure he pulled a muscle or strained something in his ankle. There is a sharp, piercing pain anytime he places his weight on his foot. It’s his hope that, with enough rest overnight, the strain would heal itself. If not, then he may have to tell Seokjin, and then Seokjin will insist Hoseok visit a doctor, and the whole idea of any of it feels humiliating.
Hoseok has grown up pushing his body far beyond its limits. But he also knows that, on a farm, a small injury can be a major setback. It’s the same for cultivation. Hoseok can’t lose progress.
So lost in his thoughts, Hoseok almost walks right into the study form of Kim Namjoon. He manages to avoid him at the last second, but in doing so, he steps on his sore ankle and cries out.
Kim Namjoon’s handsome, masculine face twists in concern. His intelligent dragon eyes zero in on Hoseok’s ankle, his lips thinning. It hardens his already grim expression. Not for the first time, Hoseok thinks that Namjoon is someone who looks very sad. He would wonder why that is, but the answer is obvious, isn’t it? For someone in Namjoon’s obviously difficult position? He wonders if anyone else, if any other of their peers, sees what Hoseok sees. With the amount of self-centered entitlement he’s seen in his years as a gentry disciple, he doubts it.
“You’re hurt?”
Hoseok winces, shifting his weight to the opposite foot. “Training accident. It’s not a big deal.”
“It doesn’t seem like you can walk comfortably.”
Hoseok flushes at the bluntness of the statement. “Yes, well…”
“Should I escort you to the infirmary?” Namjoon offers.
Hoseok shakes his head quickly. “No, no. There’s no need to bother the Horangi healers for something so minor.”
Namjoon lifts a brow. Something in his demeanor shifts, an analytical air overtaking him. Hoseok swallows as Namjoon steps closer, easily taking half of Hoseok’s weight as he slips his arm around Hoseok’s waist. “You should let me be the judge of that. Come, let me examine you. You may not want to see the Horangi physicians, but I’m a doctor, and I can’t allow someone to limp around in good conscience.”
Hoseok can’t find an argument he thinks might work. Namjoon is solemn as he helps Hoseok hop to the guest quarters that have been allocated for the Sonamu Sect, small as it is. Inside, the dorm looks like any other, except one side of the room is covered in medicinal paraphernalia - drying herbs hanging from the ceiling, a kettle ready to boil, and a mortar and pestle set of obviously good quality.
Namjoon helps Hoseok sit on the bed, then kneels. He pulls off Hoseok’s boot and sock without warning, his manner somehow gentle yet brisk. Namjoon has warm hands and long fingers with neatly trimmed nails. He presses against the tendons around Hoseok’s ankle, clinical in his examination.
“The ligament here is almost torn,” Namjoon tells him. He glances up, a furrow on his brow. “You shouldn’t be walking on this at all.”
Hoseok is embarrassed. Sweat has dried on his skin, leaving him tacky-feeling and musty, and he knows he must look unkempt. It’s the kind of appearance no Jasujeon disciple should have. And now, it seems like his injury is more severe than he thought. He’s not even sure how he managed to hurt himself so badly, but he doesn’t doubt Namjoon’s assessment. What is it that Park Jimin is always saying? That Kim Namjoon is a prodigy?
“My core will heal it, though. Right?” he asks, clearing his throat. “I know my golden core isn’t the strongest, but…”
Namjoon’s grip shifts, his forefinger pressing into a meridian point right at the joint of Hoseok’s ankle. Hoseok feels the warmth of spiritual energy travel through his body, the exploration clinical as it settles deep in his stomach, probing the edges of the core Hoseok has worked so hard to build.
“Your core is plenty strong,” Namjoon tells him, swiftly pulling his energy away.
“Maybe for an average cultivator, but I’ve been chosen as head disciple. I should be stronger,” Hoseok confesses. Ordinarily, he would never share something so personal, not even with Seokjin. But something about Namjoon makes him feel trustworthy, even if, according to others, Namjoon is the least trustworthy disciple at the lectures. “There are others who are stronger than me, and I know they vie for my position. But more importantly, if I was stronger, my core would heal me more quickly…right?”
Namjoon pulls a stool close, placing Hoseok’s foot on it to keep it elevated. He stands and moves to the small table that seems to be his dedicated workstation. As Namjoon collects water, a bowl, and an array of herbs Hoseok can’t identify, he speaks with a low, academic tone.
“Maybe it would. But maybe not. The golden core can protect you from illnesses and can keep you alive, but some injuries are too complicated,” Namjoon explains. “Cutting your finger will heal easily with your core because the injury is simple. But if you broke your finger, your core would try to heal even if the bone was crooked, and then you would need to re-break the bone to heal it correctly. Many internal injuries are this way. Medicine can guide the yang energy in your body so you can heal more efficiently, so you can avoid complications.”
“I didn’t know that,” Hoseok admits. To him, yang energy and his golden core still seem like magic that he has been lucky enough to harness. Applying that energy in different ways - he can’t quite conceptualize it, even knowing that there are so many other specialties of cultivation.
Namjoon makes a low, sarcastic noise. He is mixing something together now, steam rising from a bowl as the pestle grinds the mixture together. “Most cultivators are too proud to see a doctor for what they believe are minor injuries. But even a minor injury that heals incorrectly can affect the flow of qi through your body,” he says. Namjoon pauses to transfer the mixture to a clean cloth. “You should always visit a doctor to be safe. It’s stupid to risk a damaged qi flow, especially if cultivation is important enough that you train hard enough to damage your body.”
Hoseok smiles at the blanket censure. He feels chastised, and oddly fond because of it. He waits until Namjoon has wrapped a warm poultice around his ankle before he speaks. “Well, I can’t say I’ve ever visited a doctor as pleasant and informative as you. Could I visit you instead?” he asks, feeling sly.
Namjoon’s grip falters, and the steady stream of ember energy focused on his ankle disappears in a snap, leaving Hoseok’s ankle cold even though the heat of the poultice remains. Namjoon licks his lips, quickly wrapping Hoseok’s ankle with a sturdy fabric.
“Let me prescribe a tea. It will manage the inflammation and pain,” Namjoon mutters.
He quickly sorts through some ready-made packets of tea stored in a simple wooden box and hands several to Hoseok. One set is tied with a red string, and the other is tied with a white string.
“Drink this twice a day, morning and night, for the next three days. Your ankle should be fine by then,” he says, gesturing to the red-string packets. Then Namjoon indicates the white-string packets, of which there are at least twice as many. “You can use this once a day, right before meditation. It will help you strengthen your core.”
Hoseok doesn’t know much, but he does know that herbs used to strengthen the golden core are precious. Not everybody has the privilege of using them, but Namjoon is giving them to Hoseok freely. Hoseok’s stomach swoops as he takes the tea packets, his fingers brushing against Namjoon’s warm palms.
“Thank you,” he says quietly.
Namjoon shakes his head gravely, dropping his eyes. “It’s the least I can do.”
Hoseok shivers.
Jeongguk has no idea where his brother is. This isn’t unusual. Given half the chance, Jimin always gleefully runs off when he has any free time. At home, this usually means he’s running around Busan to play with kids and taste the latest street food. At Horangi Recesses, Jeongguk has no idea what Jimin is getting up to, but he hopes the ensuing chaos is minimal. For Jimin’s sake, it’s best if nothing gets back to Jeongguk’s mother about his behavior or conduct. Hopefully, Jimin will remember this.
I doubt it , Jeongguk groans internally. He knows his brother very well - Jimin will do what Jimin will do, regardless of almost anything else.
Jeongguk sighs, slowing to a stop on the easy path swerving through one of the more remote areas of the mountain. There are two warm steamed buns in his hand, and one is intended for his brother. But since he can’t find Jimin, he tucks the buns away for later.
Jeongguk looks around. “Where am I?”
There are pine needles scattered across the ground and a pleasant chill in the air. It’s so quiet Jeongguk almost doesn’t know what to do with himself. He’s never been in a place as quiet as Horangi Recesses. It’s serene, but it also feels unnatural. Otherworldly. He doesn’t know if he likes it or not.
Not too far ahead, there is a small stream that opens into a puddle of a lake, the depth just barely enough to accommodate the curious fish swimming through. Dozens of large boulders surround the little lake, acting as convenient benches. Jeongguk takes advantage of the resting place, sitting down heavily, his sword resting across his lap. He leans back, holding his weight on his arms, face tilted up to the sun that dapples through the canopy of trees.
Maybe the quiet is nice. Jeongguk can finally hear himself think . The stillness is strange to him, but not unwelcome after the stress of keeping up with the lectures.
Jeongguk knows Jimin is terribly bored with all the repetitive information, but Jeongguk is finding new things to learn. He’s certain his brother has studied far, far ahead of any of their peers because a good portion of each class is imparting new knowledge to Jeongguk. The amount of studying, the essays that must be written, the meditation regimen, and the bland diet is a lot to keep up with. Jeongguk now intimately understands why Horangi disciples are such killjoys - they definitely don’t have time to develop anything resembling a personality.
Which makes Jimin’s obsession with Min Yoongi all the more confusing. Yoongi is a block of ice. Maybe Jimin is entertained by the challenge of chipping away that frozen exterior? Best of luck to him, then. This may be one goal Jimin will never be able to achieve…
A scraping noise draws Jeongguk from his thoughts. He slits his eyes open and the first thing he sees is a pair of boots dyed a deep shade of magenta, followed by long legs, a tapered waist, broad shoulders, and plush lips set over almond-shaped eyes. Seokjin.
Seokjin!
Jeongguk straightens abruptly, nearly toppling himself off the boulder. What follows is an embarrassing display of Jeongguk’s flailing limbs while he rights his balance. Face hot, he looks at Seokjin, who appears faintly amused.
“You startled me,” Jeongguk mutters.
“Apologies,” Seokjin offers.
It’s the first direct words he’s spoken to Jeongguk since the lectures began. He tries not to appear too visibly affected by it, but he probably fails. He’s mortified.
Jeongguk licks his lips, casting his mind around for something to talk about - anything - so he can keep Seokjin’s attention. What he settles on is a vaguely accusatory, “What are you doing here?”
Seokjin lifts a brow. “The same as you. Enjoying the afternoon off.”
“Right.”
Seokjin hums.
But he doesn’t leave. Why doesn’t he leave? He always leaves. Should Jeongguk leave instead?
Jeongguk stands up and Seokjin’s eyes snap to his. Seokjin looks…If it were anyone else, Jeongguk would interpret that expression as nervous , but this is Kim Seokjin. He has no reason to be nervous, certainly not around Jeongguk.
“The weather is nice. Cold.”
Jeongguk nods slowly. “But it probably gets colder in Gwancheon, this time of year. Right?”
“Ah. Yes, I suppose…”
Seokjin looks like he’s at a loss for words, and Jeongguk is no better. He’s never been in this position before. He doesn’t know how to hold an actual conversation with Seokjin because he’s never actually had the opportunity to do so. Maybe if Seokjin had answered any of the letters Jeongguk had sent, they would have a topic to chew on. But right now, the only thing Jeongguk can think of is -
“Why did you throw us out of the inn?”
Oh. Oh, no. He did not mean to say that out loud.
Seokjin startles, his mouth popping open. “That was…The Jasujeon Sect has a certain reputation to uphold. You understand,” Seokjin says.
Jeongguk really doesn’t understand. “Jimin got in trouble because of it. We almost had to sleep on the mountain.”
Stop , he whines internally. Stop talking. You’re going to make him mad .
But Jeongguk is feeling bold, feeling a little reckless. He’s even maybe angry with Seokjin, who has done such a fine job of ignoring Jeongguk up until now. Maybe he should make his betrothed mad!
A flush rises on Seokjin’s cheeks. “That was not my intention. I didn’t think…”
Jeongguk squares his shoulders, standing up as tall as he can. He’s still shorter than Seokjin and has a great deal of growing to do, but he can already tell that he’s going to be larger than Seokjin one day. Already, Jeongguk’s hands are broader, less delicate. He might not look like the man who will be Seokjin’s husband, but he can certainly act like it.
“When we are married and we lead the Mugunghwa Sect together, I hope you will learn that holding up a reputation is much less important than living up to a good reputation. In Busan, we accommodate those who need our assistance,” Jeongguk says firmly. “As my husband, you will live by this ideal, too.”
Seokjin draws in a quick breath, but though his lips move, no sound escapes him. Had Jeongguk said too much?
Feeling heat gathering at the base of his neck, Jeongguk sketches a quick bow and departs before Seokjin can find any words to rebut him. His heart is positively hammering as he brushes by his betrothed. But then he pauses, pivots on his heel, and retrieves one of the steamed buns from his sleeve. He hands - more like shoves - the bun at Seokjin, not daring to meet those dazzling almond-shaped eyes, and then dashes away.
He can’t believe he just did that.
Seokjin gapes after Jeongguk, disbelief coursing through him as strong as any whitewater river. The boy really had the nerve to say that to Seokjin so bluntly? Seokjin scoffs, shaking his head. Who did Jeongguk think he was?
Well. He’s Seokjin’s groom-to-be. And if anyone has the right to criticize Seokjin’s behavior, it might be his future husband. Especially since Seokjin is marrying into another family where he will be expected to adopt many customs…
The bun is warm in Seokjin’s hand. Soft. It tastes good too, although it’s clearly been pilfered from the Horangi kitchens given the faintly medicinal taste. Seokjin chews slowly, mulling over his conversation with Jeongguk. He is sitting on the same boulder now, eating food Jeongguk has given him, and something about that makes his stomach flutter.
A large part of him is glad nobody witnessed that frankly mortifying interaction. If Hoseok were here, he would probably have wrecked it all with his braying laughter!
Even without any witnesses, the whole thing is so embarrassing. What had he been thinking, talking about the weather of all things? And he still isn’t sure how the conversation soured, but he does realize he just caught a glimpse of the man his future husband will become. And that man will be strong.
Strong enough to protect Seokjin from the vipers in his family, even.
He exhales shakily, staring down at the half-eaten bun.
The next bite is sweeter than the last.
Chapter 7
Notes:
Teasing, books that should be banned, someone says “fuck off” - but no homo, you know?
Chapter Text
It seems the weather on the mountain has plunged directly into fall, with hazy foggy mornings and a nipping chill in the air. It makes waking up at five in the morning twice as difficult, even though the dorm is generously heated and hot tea is never more than a few moments away.
Ordinarily, Jimin is not a fan of cold weather. His years on the street in Ulsan, while fuzzy in his memory, had left him with a healthy fear of the cold months. In Busan, the drop in temperature is a signal for Jimin to cloister himself in his room so he can think up all sorts of new talismans to test when the spring comes. Jimin hadn’t given winter on the mountain more than a hairsbreadth of thought, but this early in the autumn, he finds he doesn’t dislike the colder, elevated climate. Something about the earlier-than-usual chilliness, the darker, longer days, and the fog of his breath in the air is novel and exciting.
And maybe it’s because his stomach is warm from the mild kimchi stew or because his body is warmed by a thicker, wool-and-silk durumagi, but Jimin is outright chipper as he bounces to the lecture hall for the afternoon lectures. It’s been a good day so far!
Up ahead, Jimin spies Kim Seokjin and Jung Hoseok approaching the classroom from the opposite direction. Feeling mischievous, Jimin darts forward so he can stand in front of the open classroom door. Jimin takes several moments to make a big show of stretching, reaching his arms high above his head, and twisting his torso back and forth, all with big, gusty sighs, even as people line up impatiently behind him.
“Hyung,” Jeongguk calls tiredly.
Jimin pretends to startle, turning around with wide eyes. Seokjin is right behind him, his foot tapping against the stone. Jimin is delighted by the older boy’s unimpressed glare. Behind him, Hoseok appears amused at Jimin’s antics, because Hoseok is a reasonable fellow who understands how to take a joke. On the other side, Jeongguk is giving Jimin the droll-eyed stare he produces when he thinks Jimin is being especially obnoxious.
“Do you mind?” Seokjin clips.
“Oh, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to block the way. I wouldn’t want to offend the great third doryeon-nim of the Jasujeon Sect,” Jimin titters and steps back. He grins when Seokjin rolls his eyes, flicks his sleeve, and marches into the classroom. “Hoseok-sunbae, how are you?”
“Jimin,” Hoseok returns pleasantly, easing past Jimin’s one-person roadblock neatly. “Will you be causing trouble today?”
“You say that as if I mean to cause trouble!” Jimin exclaims.
Jeongguk snorts, shoving at Jimin’s shoulder so they can find their seats in the classroom. “Don’t you?”
“I’m offended,” Jimin declares. “You, my dear dongsaeng, have offended me greatly!”
“Sure.”
“I don’t know how I’ll recover!” Jimin says dramatically. He throws himself across his desk, pretending to cry.
“You’re so embarrassing,” Jeongguk gripes, his face slowly reddening. “Why did you have to do that? What if you annoyed him?”
Jimin drops his crying act, but he remains slumped over his desk. He turns his head, pillowing his cheek on his propped-up fist. “And so what if I did? He deserves to be hassled a little. You’ve been in a mood for days and it’s all his fault. Am I wrong?”
“I have not been in a mood.”
“You’ve been moody.”
“I have not .” Jeongguk glares.
“How would you know?” Jimin counters. “You’re not the one dealing with you.”
“You! Just wait until -”
A throat clears loudly right above Jimin’s head. He jumps, turning to look at the severe face of Min Jinwoong. “Be silent,” he orders, folding his hands behind his back.
Jimin ducks his head. Somewhere in the classroom, Taehyung’s distinct giggles can be heard, although he tapers off when Jinwoong spares him a long stare.
As he always does, Min Jinwoong launches directly into his lecture with only a brief review of the materials that have been assigned at the end of the last class. Jimin has to admit he appreciates the pacing of Jinwoong’s classes, even if the material is still dreadfully boring. After several minutes, Jimin’s posture slumps and he stifles a yawn, glancing around at his classmates. Some look engaged, others confused, and only a handful look as bored as Jimin feels.
Min Yoongi is always the exception. With that blank face of his, Jimin has a hard time getting a grasp on what Yoongi is feeling. He sincerely doubts someone as dead clever and strong as Yoongi actually finds these lectures informative, but for all appearances, Yoongi is a good student, his brush always in motion as he takes notes. Thanks to the layout of this particular classroom, with disciples divided into rows facing each other so Jinwoong can pace down the center aisle, Jimin has all the time in the world to watch Yoongi. His stare must finally draw Yoongi’s attention because the other boy finally looks up.
Jimin wiggles his fingers in a happy wave. Yoongi blinks slowly and looks back at his notes. It feels dismissive. Jimin thinks Yoongi is so stubborn it’s actually funny. All it does is make Jimin want to try that much harder to win Yoongi's attention.
About halfway through the lecture, Jimin sketches out a note on a piece of scrap paper. He waits until Jinwoong is turned away, and then flings the note at the teacher’s back. Almost immediately, the rest of the class is giggling at the depiction of a stick figure crying out of boredom.
Jinwoong stiffens and glares at them, but he doesn’t know the note is stuck to his back. After a moment, he resumes his lecture, louder than before and with significantly more narrow-eyed staring.
Jimin bites his lip to suppress his laughter, proud of his handiwork.
But across the aisle, Yoongi’s eyes widen. He makes a quick gesture with his fingers, calling the note to him without his uncle’s notice. Yoongi’s golden feline eyes flicker to Jimin, and he holds Jimin’s gaze as he crushes the note into a ball.
Jimin grins gleefully. Yoongi’s eyes sharpen, his agitation almost palpable. Jimin’s smile fades and he draws back with a frown. Yoongi actually seems angry!
Well, who cares? Just because Yoongi wants to be boring, doesn’t mean Jimin has to be. It was just a joke, so Yoongi can glare all he wants.
Jimin huffily picks up his brush, lips pulled into a pout while he doodles a cute fluffy bunny and a mean old tiger chasing each other over a mountain. The lecture drones on, just as boring as ever, for quite some time. Jimin stops paying attention, hoping the class would be over soon. Maybe he could go back to the back hills and teach Kim Dohoon more archery - or better, figure out why Kim Namjoon was making ward energy fluctuate by that waterfall…
“Park Jimin!”
Jimin jerks in surprise, standing up at the call for attention. “Here! I’m here!”
Beside him, Jeongguk groans. “Oh, no…”
Min Jinwoong is standing before Jimin, his lip curled in disapproval. “I see you don’t need my lecture. You already know everything,” he says sharply and Jimin winces. “Let me ask you, then. What are the steps for righteously freeing a turmoiled ghost?”
Righteously freeing a turmoiled ghost? Well, that’s an easy answer, isn’t it? But is it the best answer? Jimin stays quiet, thinking about the accepted methods and the methods that have not yet been explored. He can see that many of his classmates are flipping through their texts to search for the answer.
“Don’t look at your books! Think about it for yourself!!” Jinwoong barks and then looks at Jimin expectantly. “Well?”
Jinwoong waits and waits for Jimin’s response, his expression turning smug when no answer comes. The teacher then turns to his nephew, who stands up when he is called. “Yoongi, answer the question.”
Yoongi’s deep voice rumbles through the classroom dutifully. “Liberation, suppression, elimination. By sticking to these methods, no errors will be made. Peace will be restored to the people.”
“Textbook perfect. Well done,” Jinwoong praises him. “If all students paid such diligent attention to the lecture, more people would be able to produce an answer.”
Jimin can recognize a pointed remark when it’s made! He grew up under the thumb of Madam Jeon, after all! And he can’t let it stand that people might assume he didn’t know the answer to such a pitifully easy question.
“Aigoo!” Jimin calls out with a pout. “It’s not that I didn’t know the answer. I was just thinking of another solution.”
Jinwoong pauses, seeming curious despite himself. “Another solution? There are only three acceptable answers.”
Jimin thumbs at his lower lip in thought. “But what if there were four? What if there was another path to take before elimination?”
“Explain,” Jinwoong demands tersely.
“Well…” Jimin hesitates for only a second before rushing into his answer. “What if the resentful energy was redirected before it was eliminated?”
The fury grows swiftly on Jinwoong’s face, almost astonishingly fast. “Park Jimin! To suggest controlling any form of yin energy is heresy!” the teacher scolds, and many students flinch at his volume. Jimin’s shoulders draw together as Jinwoong makes a sharp gesture. “You do not learn to cultivate so you can reverse the natural order!”
And Jimin knows - he does! - that the natural order is important. As a cultivator, it’s his duty to ensure the natural order is kept! He protects the balance of yin and yang by eliminating yin before it can sweep through the world unchecked. All things must bow to the everlasting cycle and all things must be in balance to maintain harmony.
But…
“But what if it was better? Or kinder?” he asks quickly. “Redirecting the resentment would be a way to liberate the ghost before elimination, which would save the soul from being too damaged to enter the reincarnation cycle!”
Min Jinwoong throws the scroll he has been reading the lecture from. He’s so mad his beard is trembling. Jimin ducks to avoid the scroll, but continues after the scroll smacks into the wall. He’s talking louder and faster now, trying to get all his thoughts out before they leave him.
“Think about it!” he challenges. “Liberation is the first step, but sometimes souls can’t be liberated because their final request would cause harm to others. What if a soul wants revenge as its final wish?”
“In that case, suppression is next,” Yoongi cuts in sternly. He stares at Jimin with something close to reproach. “Then elimination if the ghost cannot be suppressed. No other steps.”
Jimin looks at Yoongi earnestly now. Min Jinwoong may not want to engage in an intellectual discussion, but it seems Min Yoongi will! Jimin knew Yoongi was smart - even if he was sticking to textbook answers!
“But suppression is temporary,” Jimin says. “Suppression always inevitably leads to elimination, which means we’ve already failed the soul infected with yin energy when we cannot meet the requirements for liberation. And when we fail, that soul is destroyed for good, which is surely just as unjust as murder -”
Jinwoong throws another scroll, seemingly retrieved from his pockets. Yoongi, on the other hand, appears somewhat thoughtful. Jimin knows his point is a good one, and he can’t be the only cultivator who was swallowed with guilt each time total exorcism was required. Many of his classmates, especially the ones who don’t look horrified by the turn in the class discussion, are watching with wide, interested eyes.
“Ah, seonsaeng-nim! Min seonsaeng-nim, please, let me finish!” Jimin entreats. “Please, doesn’t it make sense to at least try to cleanse the soul in another way before elimination is considered? If the resentful energy is redirected, it may weaken its hold on the soul and allow for liberation through cleansing talismans - or even musical cultivation -"
"Park Jimin! Enough!"
"-and humans already use redirection righteously!” Jimin reasons passionately. “Every dam that is built to redirect a river to avoid destroying a village is superior to allowing that village to be destroyed in a flood, is it not?”
“This redirection you speak of is heretical! It goes against the natural order!” Jinwoong booms.
“Why? Energy is energy!” Jimin fires back. “We cultivate yang energy but yin energy exists naturally in the world! We feel it every day! Redirection could save a soul! How is this heretical?”
Jinwoong makes a sharp, angry gesture. “All cultivators who have tried to control yin energy have gone mad! This is a fool’s errand!”
But Jimin shakes his head. He knows that Jinwoong's reasons are the accepted response, and there are records of at least one infamous cultivator who lost his mind trying to cultivate with yin energy. But yin energy is natural energy, the natural counterbalance to yang energy. Yin energy is comprised of darker emotions and shadows, but it is also earthly, and exists so that yang energy can bring light and warmth. It's more present than yang energy, which is so ephemeral it dissipates as easily as mist through the fingers.
“Surely there’s a way to redirect yin energy without allowing it to corrupt -”
Jinwoong is quick to cut him off. “And have you thought about how to do that?” he inquires irately. "Have you thought of a way to safely redirect this energy without allowing it to corrupt you? Without allowing it to hurt others? Redirected resentful energy from an unhappy soul - that could only lead to revenge and undue harm! Have you thought of any of this?"
Jimin pauses. He hasn’t thought of a way, but that doesn’t mean he couldn’t think of a way. A safe way, even. “Well, no -”
“Good! If you did, the entire cultivation world would be your enemy!” Jinwoong declares, louder and more impassioned than before. There is a clear warning in his tone, if not caution. There is also, Jimin thinks, fear.
Of what? The unknown? Or the dangers of yin energy? Surely, it must be better to learn than blindly fear, right? And isn’t it a good thing if cultivators can learn more about yin energy? Maybe everyone isn’t as sensitive to the fluctuations of energy in the natural world as Jimin is, but learning how to find yin energy early could be helpful to the common people. He can’t help but think about how much better it would be to find strong concentrations of yin energy before it transforms into resentment or creates malicious spirits.
“But seongsaeng-nim -”
“Park Jimin! Get out of my class! Leave and do not return!” his teacher yells, and many in the classroom gasp. To be expelled from the class by the teacher is extreme, even Jimin knows that. “Punishment will be assigned to you shortly!”
“But-”
“Go!” And Min Jinwoong turns his back, his shoulders trembling with rage.
Jimin flinches at the roar. He leaves so quickly he doesn’t even gather his belongings and he doesn’t even dare to look at Jeongguk - or Min Yoongi. His heart is pounding and he just can’t understand why Jinwoong got so mad. It was just a theory. Shouldn’t he ask his teacher about something like this?
And was he so wrong? Jimin doesn’t remember much about his mother, but he does remember that she respected yang and yin energy equally. She taught him enough that he can sense both easily. And Wanderer Yon was so highly respected, not just for her skills, but also because she was the disciple of the Immortal Wanderer - and if his mother learned from the Immortal, then didn’t that mean that Jimin was right? If Jimin’s skills have been passed down from his grandmaster by his mother, then doesn’t that mean yin energy should be explored more thoroughly, rather than feared and shunned? If an immortal is respectful rather than fearful of yin energy, then shouldn’t mortal cultivators also follow this lead?
Jimin doesn’t know. His mind is churning as much as his stomach, and for once, he doesn’t think his easy cheer with return readily. For lack of anything else to do, he goes back to the guest quarters, slinking back to his room with a pervasive feeling of disquiet.
“Hyung,” Jeongguk greets softly, his tone nearly as quiet as the cautious way he enters the room. He’s treating Jimin so uncertainly, but Jimin can’t bring himself to do anything more than grunt at him from under the silk duvet of his bed.
“I’ve been tasked with delivering your punishment,” Jeongguk continues after a beat. There is shuffling in the room as he toes off his shoes, his bed creaking as he sits down on his bed. “It will be one thousand copies of Conduct in the library. You… won’t be allowed back to any classes until you’re done.”
One thousand copies seem excessive, in Jimin’s opinion. But at least it’s not a beating, even though that would be easier for him to take.
“Your punishment will be overseen by Min Yoongi since he’s the dead of discipline…”
Oh. That’s - well, that’s a little embarrassing. Jimin’s face feels hot, though he’s not sure why he’s so bothered by the idea of Yoongi monitoring his punishment. Maybe he’s still a bit miffed by the afternoon.
“Hyung, what were you thinking?” Jeongguk whispers. “To bring something like that up in class - even if you were joking, it wasn’t very funny…”
“It was just a question,” Jimin grumbles, curling himself into a tighter ball.
“It was more than a question and you know it,” Jeongguk replies with more than a little censure. “Hyung, you aren’t really thinking about doing something like that, are you?”
At this, Jimin lets out a sharp breath. He sits up, flinging his duvet away from his face, and looks at his brother with great offense. “Of course not!” he says firmly, brows furrowed. “Why would I need to with the level of cultivation I have?”
Jeongguk looks a little confused. “But then, why bring it up?”
Some of Jimin’s offense deflates. He picks at his nails, shrugging. “I just think it’s a shame that souls may be lost because they can’t be liberated. It’s a bad thing, you know. To miss out on the reincarnation cycle just because we, as cultivators, couldn’t meet the last wish or cleanse resentment without destroying the soul…”
Jeongguk nods. On the few nighthunts he’s been on so far, he’s expressed his dissatisfaction when souls can’t be liberated and must be suppressed or eliminated instead. On one notable occasion, he refused to try anything other than liberation until the soul had grown too malicious. It was a time when Jeongguk’s stubbornness was a dangerous quality, rather than a boon.
“Still, you shouldn’t say anything about it again,” Jeongguk says.
“I know,” Jimin sighs, though he’s not exactly happy about it. “You're worrying again.”
Jeongguk grabs his pillow and throws it right at Jimin. “Because you make me worry!”
Jimin laughs a little, catching the pillow before it can hit his face.
Meanwhile, Jeongguk is striding across the room, holding out a lump of something wrapped in a silk cloth. “Here, have this. You missed dinner.”
Jimin had been ignoring the grumbling pangs of his stomach, resigned to eating in the morning, but he should have trusted Jeonggukie. His little brother would never let him go hungry if he could help it.
Jimin eagerly unwraps his spoils, happy to find gimbap and steamed egg buns. “Gguk-ah! You’re the best!”
Jeongguk rolls his eyes, but that does nothing to hide the pleased uptick of his lips.
The Horangi Sect is famous for having countless libraries, each filled to the roof with scrolls and books and rare texts. So far, during his time at Horangi Recesses, Jimin hasn’t visited the libraries or study rooms very often. But today and for the foreseeable future, he truly has no choice.
He is due to serve his punishment at one of the smaller library pavilions, although small is a relative term. The library is much larger than the single library at Mugunghwa Pier, and the collection of books is significantly more organized. There are dozens of rows of tall, white-painted shelves, with at least one or two low tables tucked between book collections. In the center of the room is a slightly elevated deck that wraps around the main support of the pavilion, and this is where Jimin finds Min Yoongi.
Yoongi has already spread out a collection of books, seemingly for self-study to keep himself occupied while he oversees Jimin’s punishment. It’s just after breakfast and the sun has yet to warm the chilly air, but Yoongi looks flawless and much more well-rested than Jimin, who wears his guest disciple uniform rather haphazardly. When Jimin enters the library pavilion, Yoongi’s golden eyes flicker once to him and then to a table not too far away where blank scrolls have been stacked beside a copy of Conduct , along with an inkstone and two brushes.
Deciding not to test his luck this early in the morning, Jimin sketches a short bow, sits down at his table, and sets to work. It’s terribly dull. The first scroll is somewhat interesting because all of the material is new, but by the time Jimin finishes the tenth copy, he is thoroughly bored out of his mind. At this point, his mind wanders as he re-writes the same phrases and he finds his thoughts drifting to how much he misses the spice of gochujang and the new talismans he wants to work on and how much he misses nighthunting even though it hasn’t really been that long since his last hunt…
Jimin was foolish for thinking copying the same scroll one thousand times would be better than a beating. At least with a beating, the punishment concluded quickly! With all this copying, Jimin is forced to sit in the same place for such a long time, doing the same thing over and over again. Really, the Horangi Sect is so exceptional - even their punishments are far beyond other sects.
Could Jimin ask for a beating, instead? Probably not. And Jeongguk would get that awful sad look on his face, so Jimin will just have to endure .
But that doesn’t mean he has to endure quietly!
Jimin impatiently finishes the scroll he’s currently working on, his calligraphy far beyond illegible at this point. Nobody said he had to make his copies neatly , after all. He blows on the ink, fanning the page quickly before he sets it aside. Jimin stands up with a great groan, twisting his body to work the stiffness out of his back.
With a grin, Jimin hops over to Yoongi’s elevated desk. He stands there for a few moments, waiting for acknowledgment, and then plops down on the floor when Yoongi doesn’t even spare him a second of attention.
Min Yoongi really is beautiful , Jimin thinks with a great sense of admiration. It wouldn’t surprise Jimin at all to learn that Yoongi is ranked at the top of the list of eligible young masters! With such poise and cultivation skills and his otherworldly appearance, Yoongi is obviously a top candidate. Such elegance is something Jimin can spend many minutes marveling over, and so he does, leaning his chin on his closed fist as he studies the dark fan of Yoongi’s sooty lashes and the delicate petal-pink of his lips. All the while, Yoongi ignores him.
Unbothered, Jimin leans closer to peer at what Yoongi is working on. Upside down, it looks like some kind of musical theory. But Jimin never formally learned to read music. He’s a deft hand at a simple flute because he has a good ear, but Madam Jeon had never extended music lessons to him, so much of what he knows he has picked up from street performers and taverns. Whatever Yoongi is working on looks terribly advanced. Jimin can’t help himself - he stretches out his hand so he can poke at the music notes on the page.
This, finally, earns him Yoongi’s notice. The other boy’s brush pauses and he looks up, golden eyes slightly pinched.
Jimin quickly lifts his hand, holding both up in the air. “Ah, Min doryeon-nim! I didn’t do it on purpose,” he says hastily. “I just wanted to ask a question!”
Yoongi arches his brow silently.
Jimin titters. “Hey, isn’t asking questions a good thing?”
Yoongi’s expression tightens. “Not always.”
Well. If that wasn’t a pointed comment! Jimin can’t help but laugh. “Be nice!” he chides.
Yoongi looks back at his work, clearly dismissing Jimin. And Jimin can’t have that! If Yoongi won’t interact with him and if Jimin can’t leave the library until the end of the class schedule, then he’ll have to go back to making those dreadful copies!
“You’re calligraphy is the best. Better than the best!” Jimin praises. “I bet you’re the best player in your generation, too. You’re definitely the strongest Horangi disciple! Hey, what instrument do you play? I heard Horangi disciples can specialize in almost any instrument, but I bet you picked the best one.”
Yoongi continues taking notes or whatever it is he’s doing. He calmly turns to a new page, dipping his brush into the inkstone.
Jimin huffs. “Min doryeon-nim! It’s rude to ignore people, you know!”
Yoongi is unmoved.
“Min doryeon-nim! Doryeong! Min Yoongi Yoongi-sunbae!” Jimin calls loudly. “Yoongi! Hyung!”
At hyung , Yoongi finally looks up. His expression is stony, feline eyes flashing dangerously.
Jimin gasps, sitting back. “Hey, can you stop glaring at me? You were ignoring me! I had to call you hyung so you would pay attention.”
“Do not,” Yoongi says coldly.
Jimin snorts. “Well, why not? What else should I call you? We have such close cultivation levels, I might as well call you hyung!”
“No.”
“I don’t call anyone else hyung,” Jimin continues, not paying any attention to Yoongi’s terse replies. He moves to lean both elbows on Yoongi’s desk, draped halfway across the surface so he can peer at Yoongi’s minute expressions. He swears Yoongi shows actual emotions if he looks close enough! “Since you’re so special, you deserve a special address, don’t you think? We’re so close!”
“Not close,” Yoongi counters.
Jimin wrinkles his nose. “Aren’t you paying attention? Of course, we’re close! We have the same cultivation level. Who is closer than us? Ah, but if you’re mad about me calling you hyung, you can just call me Jimin-ah! Nobody else does!”
“..Mn.” Yoongi’s gaze drops to where Jimin is laying across his desk. “Sit properly.”
Jimin corrects his posture, fiddling with one of the loose stacks of paper on Yoongi’s desk. “By the way, Yoongi-hyung,” he starts. “Why do you hate me so much? Hey, are you ignoring me again?”
Yoongi sighs deeply. He returns to his work, albeit slightly less focused than before. Jimin has the sense that Yoongi is paying attention to him, even if it doesn’t look like he is.
“I know I broke the rules first, but I really didn’t mean to!” Jimin says defensively. “Can’t you forgive me for breaking the wards and climbing the wall before?”
Yoongi continues writing.
“And to be honest, you started the fight first, didn’t you? I already forgave you,” Jimin tells him. “Shouldn’t the one who started the fight also forgive? Are you listening?”
Jimin leans back into Yoongi’s space. This close up, the sun catches on brighter golden flecks and deeper amber streaks in the gold of Yoongi’s eyes. Such a unique color…
“Won't you at least look at me if you won’t answer?” he cajoles.
Yoongi looks at him for exactly three seconds. “Boring. Copy three more scrolls.”
Jimin whines petulantly. “Come on, I already apologized!”
“Not sincere,” Yoongi intones.
“I was sincere! That was a sincere apology!” Jimin declares. Deciding to be helpful, he reaches for Yoongi’s inkstone, grinding up more ink for the other boy. Jimin offers a winsome smile. “I’ll apologize until you are content. I’ll even get on my knees for you!”
“Jimin!” Yoongi says sharply, his ears flushing red.
Jimin laughs uproariously, clutching at his sides even as Yoongi glares at him. Jimin laughs and laughs until, abruptly, his laughter is cut off as his lips are magically sealed.
Yoongi actually cast the silence spell on him again !
Jimin stands up and stomps his feet, waving his arms about angrily. All his muffled protests are predictably ignored, although he is treated to the sight of Yoongi’s rather self-satisfied smirk. The expression is so dastardly and attractive that Jimin is left speechless, and so he ends up sulking at his desk to finish three more scrolls of copying just like Yoongi wanted.
What an underhanded tactic! Min Yoongi is so interesting.
Taehyung is watching with rapt attention as one of Jimin’s papermen frolics across the dorm, bothering Jeongguk with more glee than one might expect from a thin piece of animated paper. Presently, the paperman is climbing up the high bridge of Jeongguk’s nose to starfish across his face, preventing Jeongguk from browsing one of the illicit titles Taehyung has smuggled into Horangi Recesses.
“These papermen are so cool, Jimin,” Taehyung chuckles.
Jeongguk plucks the paperman off his face with a grumble. “At least someone thinks so. Can’t you make them stay away from me?”
Jimin giggles. “No.”
“Menace,” Jeongguk hisses.
“Do you think it would be possible to make a whole puppet?” Taehyung wonders. Beside him, Eunwoo lifts his brows, his attention suddenly sharper than before. He even stops sorting through the porn books, which he had been organizing into some sort of system.
“A puppet?” Jimin repeats. He puffs out his cheeks in thought. “The papermen are already kind of puppets. I guess you mean something more sophisticated, like the puppets at a play house? Or bigger?”
Taehyung’s eyes widen. He shakes his head. “Oh! I don’t know! What if, I mean, would it be possible to make a puppet that was person sized?”
“Anything is possible ,” Jimin says. He raps his fingers on the table a few times. “Making a person-sized puppet would require a lot more spiritual energy from the caster, even if you only wanted to have the puppet perform simple tasks. It would require a more complicated talisman, too, although…I would probably be able to lessen the energy strain if the talisman was redesigned…But theoretically, a person-sized paperman puppet could work. Why?”
Taehyung brings his fan up to his face so only his big green eyes are visible. “No reason! But wouldn’t it be fun? Think of the pranks!”
Jimin laughs. “You want to use it for a prank? I can get behind that!”
Jeongguk grimaces. “Please, don’t. These little ones are already annoying enough.”
Jimin sticks out his tongue. “I’m going to do it just to spite you.”
"I'll pay you if you manage it," Taehyung offers quickly.
At this, Jimin shakes his head. "Pay me? Absolutely not! You're my friend! My prank supplies are your prank supplies."
"You should be paid," Eunwoo says quietly. "For your talisman work, not the pranks."
"He's right," Taehyung nods. "You invent talismans and sects would pay good money to use them."
Jimin frowns, looking at Jeongguk uncertainly. "But...I'm a Mugunghwa disciple. Don't all my talismans belong to my sect? I couldn't possibly be paid for them directly."
Jeongguk sets the porn book to the side. He has his sect heir face on, the serious expression he wears when he feels he must represent his sect. "Actually, hyung...In all fairness, our sect doesn't use your talismans. How many do you have sitting in your room?"
Dozens. Jimin has dozens of talismans in his room that serve all sorts of different functions, but he is the only one who uses them. Madam Jeon has strictly forbidden other disciples from learning talismanic arts from Jimin, let alone using something Jimin has invented. He has been frustrated but resigned to the issue for years, ever since Madam Jeon rejected his first talisman idea.
"If Taehyung-hyung wants to pay you, I don't see why you shouldn't accept," Jeongguk says firmly. "I say this as your future sect leader, not your brother."
Jimin mulls the idea over. It would be nice to have his own spending money. Right now, he has a small stipend as the head disciple of the Mugunghwa Sect, which he admittedly blows on good alcohol and other street wares each month. Anything else he needs is supplied by the sect or paid for by Jeongguk, who is much more frugal with his allowance.
"If I manage to make a puppet that I'm satisfied with, then you can't pay me too much," Jimin warns.
Taehyung's fan flutters. "Let me decide how much is too much."
Making one thousand copies of Conduct is a boring task, but it does take considerable time. Every day, Jimin reports to the library pavilion after breakfast and stays until dinner. Lunch is delivered to Jimin and Yoongi by junior disciples, and Yoongi eats silently while Jimin chatters away. When they’re done eating, Yoongi will shoot him a sharp-eyed stare and Jimin will grudgingly fall quiet as he resumes his copying. At the end of the day, his wrist hurts and his hands are smeared with ink. And every day, Yoongi will cast a judgmental stare at Jimin’s poor penmanship as he flips through the copies that have been completed, but he will still accept the scrolls.
It must take weeks of dedicated work for Jimin to finish his punishment. By the time he’s done, early winter has settled firmly over the mountain, and although there hasn’t been a great storm, each morning he wakes to a dusting of snow and ice.
Jimin is enthralled by the weather, though. Because with the colder weather comes denser white durumagis and heavier hanboks and warm boots. Jimin has never been so warm in the winter! The Horangi Sect really spared no expense outfitting the guest disciples! But more importantly, with the winter comes the vision of Min Yoongi dressed in a fine overcoat trimmed with white fur. The collar of Yoongi’s durumagi is so high that the fur brushes against his soft, pale cheeks, and the cold has leeched most of the color from his skin - he makes a striking figure every day, with winter-red cheeks and glinting golden eyes, his dark hair neatly framed by the white tiger manggeon.
Jimin just really can’t believe how beautiful Min Yoongi is. Truly a once-in-a-lifetime beauty.
On the last day of his punishment, Jimin speeds through his final copies of Conduct . And then he pulls out an unblemished piece of paper, drags his brush through fresh ink, and settles down to make a sketch of Yoongi. He takes his time and makes sure to capture every lock of hair, every gentle curve of his face. It is, in Jimin’s ever-humble opinion, one of the best works he’s ever produced.
Jimin springs up once the painting has dried, nearly vibrating in excitement as he approaches Yoongi’s desk, where Yoongi is once again taking notes on the text he’s reading. Jimin clears his throat. “Yoongi-hyung, I have a gift for you.”
Yoongi, of course, doesn’t glance up. “Did you finish all of your copying?”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Yes, yes! All done! But, I won’t be coming anymore, so I wanted to give you this,” he says impatiently, placing the painting near Yoongi’s elbow.
Yoongi doesn’t look. He merely flips to the next page in his book, posture still unerringly perfect.
Min Yoongi, you are such a contrary soul! Jimin thinks with exasperation. He’s certain that if Yoongi would ever deign to engage in a staring contest, he would absolutely win. As it is, he’s also winning at a not-looking contest, and Jimin can’t help but feel provoked by it. He just wants Yoongi to truly react - he’s sure it would be glorious.
Jimin smiles slyly. “Oh wait! I forgot to add something,” he chirps. Jimin settles down at Yoongi’s table, stealing Yoongi’s brush right from his hand. With a deft hand, Jimin sketches an unfurling hibiscus behind Yoongi’s ear. “All done!”
Yoongi heaves a great sigh. He puts his book down without any haste, then turns his eyes to the painting. He stares for a few moments, then hums deeply. His expression doesn’t flicker.
“Let me guess, boring? You always say boring!” Jimin complains. “Can you use a different word?”
Yoongi quirks his brow. “Ridiculous,” he intonates.
Jimin grins. "Great! Now add another word!"
"Very ridiculous."
Jimin laughs, clapping his hands in delight. “You did add something! Thank you!”
“Mn,” Yoongi hums. He carefully folds the picture, tucking it into his sleeve, and then raises his book once again.
But when he opens the book to the page he was reading, his eyes widen and he drops the text in a naked display of shock. The book thuds onto the table, opened neatly in the middle to reveal a provocative picture of two men caught in a delicate position.
Yoongi’s entire face flushes and he stands up so abruptly that the desk scoots across the floor a little. His golden gaze is alight with fire as he snaps, “Jimin!”
Jimin is lost in his laughter, clutching at his ribs as he tries to catch his breath. He raises his hand, full of mirth. “Yes! Me! That’s me!”
With a cold snap of spiritual energy, Yoongi calls his sword into his hand. The motion is so sudden that Jimin falls silent, staring up at Yoongi’s incensed expression in amazement. He doesn’t think he’s ever seen someone quite so angry, which is saying a lot since he lives with Madam Jeon!
“Hyung!” Jimin chides with a light-hearted smile. “Behave yourself. Don’t you know there’s no fighting in the library?”
“Shameless!” Yoongi says with unconcealed contempt.
Yoongi is so mad! This is the exact reaction Jimin has been looking for. He knew that stone-cold face could show another expression besides dispassion! Granted, Jimin didn’t think Yoongi would be this mad, but…
“Ah, should I feel shame about that?” Jimin gestures to the open book of porn with a dismissive shrug. “It’s only natural. I refuse to believe you’ve never seen something like that. It’s impossible!”
Yoongi is trembling with anger as he tightens his grip on his sword. When he speaks, his low voice also rumbles with a quiver. “Go outside. We will duel.”
Jimin blows a raspberry. “Aigoo, fighting is prohibited, remember! Your wall of rules says so!”
Yoongi growls, his lips curling away from his teeth. With a sharp gesture, a surge of silvery spiritual energy slams into the book and ruptures the pages into small pieces.
Jimin gasps in shock, scrambling to his feet. “Hyung!” he scolds. “That’s not mine! I borrowed it!”
Yoongi’s glare intensifies and he casts another spell, this time turning the torn book into ashes.
“Ah, this is such a waste! I can’t believe you,” Jimin whines. “A perfectly good book…”
“Fuck off.”
Jimin gapes at Yoongi for several seconds, then props his hands on his lips. “Min Yoongi,” he scolds. “People say you’re the most refined man in our generation, like a rare pearl. And here you are, using such crude language!”
Yoongi glowers at him, and this time he draws his sword successfully. The silver blade shines in the library, an obvious lethal weapon even for all of its apparent purity.
Jimin titters nervously. “Ah,” he says, holding out his hands. He backs away toward the door, shaking his head. “No need for that, hyung! I can fuck off! I’m good at that!”
Jimin scurries away before he can see Yoongi’s next reaction, which is a shame. But it's better to save his head from Yoongi’s shocking temper!
“He really told you to fuck off?” Taehyung chortles breathlessly. He’s laughing so hard he almost falls off the log he is balancing on, and it’s only Eunwoo’s quick reflexes that allow him to keep his feet beneath him. “I can’t believe it! Min Yoongi saying that! Can you imagine?”
“No need to imagine! I was there!” Jimin brags, and that sets Taehyung off again.
Jimin smirks, hands folded behind his head as he languidly treads on the mountain path. He’d met up with his brother and classmates after class and convinced them to go on a stroll before dinner. He’s in a very good mood now that his punishment is complete. Plus, he’s still reliving Yoongi’s hilarious reaction. How can someone be so cute when they’re that mad? It must be the magic of the Mins!
“Don’t look so proud of yourself,” Jeongguk grouses. He shoves at Jimin’s shoulder, brows folded together. “What if you offended him? What if…Eomeoni…”
“Aish, I’m not worried about it,” Jimin says dismissively. He’s all the way in Daegu right now. What could Madam Jeon do to him here? By the time he gets home, she will have probably forgotten - that is, if she even hears about such a minor incident between boys, which he highly doubts.
“You should be,” his brother mutters.
“You know, I did apologize first! About everything else, I mean,” Jimin says. He wrinkles his nose, looking off to the side. “But he said I wasn’t sincere, so of course, I had to convince him. That’s why I gave him the sketch. And he liked it! I could tell.”
“And then you ruined it. With porn,” Jeongguk says dryly.
Jimin huffs, rolling his eyes. “We’re men! Don’t we all enjoy that sort of thing? Yoongi-hyung was just being prudish about it.”
“I’m sorry but - Yoongi-hyung ? Since when are you that close?” Jeongguk demands, looking halfway horrified by Jimin’s casualness. “Please tell me you don’t talk that casually to him! He’s the heir of this sect!”
Jimin lifts his chin, patting his chest twice. “Let me tell you, me and Yoongi-hyung are very close. We’re cultivation equals. That’s as close as anyone can be!”
“Hyung, I don’t think-”
“And he called me by name, too! So there.”
Jeongguk sighs.
Jimin thinks his brother is being very silly about this, always so preoccupied with appearances when skill is obviously what matters most. So what if Yoongi is the Horangi heir? He clearly still needs friends and who better than to be his friend than Jimin? Especially since all of their peers seem so frightened by Yoongi for whatever reason. And, if Yoongi really didn’t want Jimin to call him so casually, he could say something about it!
Jimin turns around, walking backward up the slight incline. Taehyung is being helped down from another log by Eunwoo, his fan held loosely at his side instead of a sword like any other disciple.
“By the way, Taehyung, I’m sorry about what happened to your book! I didn’t think it would be destroyed.” Jimin purses his lips. “I didn’t even get to finish reading it…”
“Ah, don’t worry about it!” Taehyung says cheerfully. “I have plenty more. But…you didn’t mention my name did you?”
Jimin clicks his tongue at his friend. “Please. Do I look like a traitor?”
Jimin and Taehyung share a conspiratorial smile. Eunwoo looks resigned to their bad behavior and Jeongguk rolls his eyes heavenward.
But then Jeongguk’s steady leading pace halts and a fierce frown slashes across his face. He grabs Jimin by the elbow, spinning him around and jerking his chin to something in the distance. A tall pine tree. No. Jimin squints. A dark, misty shape on one of the tallest branches flutters.
Jimin calls forth his spiritual energy, sketching a basic lighting talisman into the air. His icy blue energy rushes toward the tree, startling the watching figure that had been hiding there. The piercing hoot breaks through the late afternoon peace, followed by the flapping of great wings as a large black owl shoots into the sky. The owl circles overhead once before diving away - further north if Jimin’s sense of direction is right.
“Was that…”
Jimin shakes his head at his brother’s leading question.
“The dire owl of the Gom Sect,” Taehyung dares to utter. He has drawn his fan over the lower half of his face, his eyes dark and disturbed.
“Only the Lee Clan can control them,” Eunwoo expands quietly. “We see them all the time at Kkachi Abode, especially near our borders.”
“Spiritual spies for the Gom Sect?” Jeongguk asks.
Eunwoo nods. He’s moved even closer to Taehyung’s side, guarding the heir to the Kkachi Sect. Taehyung leans back into his disciple, his shoulders drawn up, and Jimin suddenly remembers the rumors that the death of Taehyung’s father had somehow been related to the Gom Sect. But how can that be possible if Taehyung’s father died of qi deviation?
Jimin taps his lip. “Spying? What could they be spying on here? At Horangi Recesses?”
“For our sake, let’s hope we never find out,” Jeongguk says grimly.
But Jimin thinks he knows. He thinks - well. Is it unreasonable to think that maybe the Gom Sect is looking for something on the mountain? As much as Jimin doesn’t want to be suspicious of Namjoon or Dohoon, they were still sent by the Gom Sect. Why this year, when all other years the invitation had been rejected? Why was Namjoon in the back hills? Why is the dire owl keeping watch?
Jimin doesn’t say anything, but he wonders .
And he wonders if any of this has anything to do with that Horangi disciple with the black veins and snatched spirit.
Chapter 8
Notes:
bunnies, new opportunities, and confused boys being sad and confused
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Yoongi is studying in the smallest library pavilion again, a significant change that his brother has noted with a keen eye and a teasing smile that Yoongi has refused to acknowledge.
But having spent the last two months in this library, he has come to prefer it far more than studying in his rooms. After all, there are many more resources conveniently placed in the library that make his independent studies easier. And, he has come to find that he is distracted in his room with his gayageum sitting so readily at hand. If he tries to study in his rooms as he did before, his mind far too easily drifts to the composition sitting beside his prized instrument. A composition he is helpless to ignore, just as he is helpless to ignore its inspiration.
Discipline is the root. Better to remove himself from the distracting environment.
Ironically, however, distraction seems to follow Yoongi wherever he goes. When he hears an all-too-familiar giggle in the distance, Yoongi can’t help but brace himself for whatever foolery Park Jimin has planned for today. How naive of Yoongi to assume Jimin would leave him alone now that his punishment was complete, especially after their last interaction.
Yoongi glances at the door, waiting for Jimin to barge into the library pavilion, but the door remains closed. Instead - perhaps unsurprisingly - one of the windows starts to rattle, followed by more quiet giggling.
Yoongi sighs, dropping his focus back to his notes. Where was he? Should he even bother continuing with his notes, or should he wait until Jimin has exhausted himself?
“Hey! Yoongi-hyung!” Jimin whispers from the window.
Yoongi deliberately ignores him. He would never admit it aloud, but it’s almost amusing to see how frustrated Jimin becomes when he is ignored, and Yoongi may as well get some enjoyment out of whatever chaos Jimin intends to bring him today.
Jimin’s next call is only slightly louder. “Psst! Yoongi-hyung! Hyung!”
Yoongi sets down his brush and looks up, affecting a bored expression. Jimin is smiling brightly at him from the window, his head poked into the room and his blond hair shining in the cold winter sunlight. His eyes look particularly silver today, lighter and more reflective from the thin layer of snow covering the ground.
If possible, Jimin’s smile is even brighter once he has caught Yoongi’s attention. Yoongi watches in muted amazement while Jimin clambers into the library through the window. Why doesn’t he use the door? Nobody else is here, and it’s far more conspicuous to use the window in broad daylight.
The reason becomes clear quickly enough. Jimin’s lithe figure is bulging around the middle, an extra girth that hides his slim waist. There are two distinct lumps tucked into his durumagi near his belt, one of which seems to be squirming. Jimin seems to be struggling to keep the lumps still as he catches his breath.
“Hyung!” he calls again, hurrying over to Yoongi. “Hyung, I wanted to apologize again! Sincerely!”
Yoongi lifts a brow, doubtful.
“No, really!” Jimin says. “Listen, I felt really bad for offending you with my prank - although, really, I think you might have overreacted a bit -”
“Did not overreact,” Yoongi counters.
Jimin wrinkles his nose, somehow still smiling. “Alright, you didn’t overreact. But I still felt bad! So I thought, maybe hyung deserves a present to make up for it. And it’s not a bribe!’ he rushes to say. “I remember the rule! It’s just a gift, okay?”
Yoongi nods. A gift from Park Jimin. Another one, if Yoongi counts the portrait now tucked into a box of mementos in his room.
Jimin’s smile turns a little sly and Yoongi feels wary.
“Hyung, close your eyes and hold out your hands.”
Yoongi’s immediate instinct is to refuse because surely nothing good can come from those directions. But, if he refuses, then Jimin will begin to whine and nothing annoys him more than listening to Jimin’s high-pitched complaints. And if Yoongi complies quickly, then Jimin will likely leave him alone and Yoongi can return to his studies.
Yoongi closes his eyes and holds out his hands. There are several long moments before both hands are filled with something warm and soft - softer than anything he’s ever felt in his life. He opens his eyes and blinks at two fat bunnies sitting on his palms. They are small, likely just grown enough to be independent, with loppy ears and quivering pink noses. One is white and the other is black.
“Do you like them?” Jimin asks breathlessly.
Yoongi opens his mouth. Closes his mouth. The black bunny is exploring the scent of sandalwood on his wrist, almost unbalancing itself, and so Yoongi quickly brings both bunnies close to his chest. He shoots Jimin a wide-eyed look and Jimin smiles toothily.
“I knew you would like them!” Jimin declares, clapping his hands.
The loudness of his voice has both bunnies flinching, and Yoongi can’t help but wonder how Jimin ever caught such hesitant creatures. It must have taken a while. Yoongi feels a small warmth blooming in his chest. Like Jimin’s other apology, this is clearly something that took effort. Perhaps, Jimin is sincere. Perhaps he does not only tease.
“They’re so fat and cute,” Jimin coos, leaning closer to scrunch his nose cutely at the bunnies. He’s so close Yoongi could almost count his freckles. But then Jimin says, “I bet they’re delicious. Have you ever had rabbit stew?”
Yoongi clutches the bunnies closer, alarmed. “No killing in Horangi Recesses,” he chokes out.
Jimin titters. “Sure. Well, you’re a vegetarian anyway! No loss there!” He then tilts his head, tapping on his plump bottom lip. “Oh, but pets aren’t allowed either, are they?”
Yoongi frowns. That is indeed one of the rules of his clan. No wildlife should be kept as a pet. But…Yoongi looks down at the glossy black eyes of the bunnies and he can’t bring himself to even entertain the thought of letting them go. Besides, if he releases them back into the wild, what if Jimin takes that as permission to make some kind of stew? No.
“Rescued,” Yoongi says. “Rehabilitation.”
Rescued from Jimin. Rehabilitated from Jimin’s chaos. Even if Yoongi uttered such nonsense to his brother, it would not be taken as a lie. If Yoongi happens to rehabilitate these bunnies in his backyard, where they can be kept safe from predators, then he is only being humane. Nobody would blame him or think to punish him for it.
Jimin throws his head back, laughing so hard he stumbles and almost falls. Yoongi feels his ears heat and looks down at the bunnies. Sweet creatures, so trusting of him already.
“Do you accept my apology then, hyung?”
“Mn,” Yoongi hums. He can’t bare to look up at Jimin though. His expression must surely be too soft, too revealing.
“I’m glad,” Jimin says warmly. “You don’t know how worried I was when I thought I might have offended you. Let me tell you, I actually woke up last night and couldn’t sleep because of it! I know I can be a little thoughtless, but…”
Jimin is shrugging, a little helpless, and Yoongi wonders at the rich contradictions of this boy who tramples over rules without a thought, but also puts so much care into the people around him.
“Well,” Jimin starts with a gusty sigh. “I’d better be off! Jeongguk has probably been looking for me all day, so I shouldn’t make him worry. I’ll see you in class, right hyung?”
“Yes,” Yoongi answers softly, watching as Jimin waves with both hands and climbs back out the window. When Jimin leaves, quiet returns to the library pavilion, but the silence is lighter this time and broken by the gentle snuffling of the bunnies still held against Yoongi’s chest.
However, the window hasn’t latched properly, letting in a wave of cold air, so Yoongi stands up to close the window himself. As he does, he steps on several scraps of paper that had not been on the floor before, and it doesn’t take him much effort to recognize the scribbles of ink after spending so many days looking over Jimin’s atrocious copies of Conduct .
Shifting the bunnies to one arm, Yoongi crouches down to collect the paper on the floor. He squints at the squiggles of thick black ink, rotating the paper until it becomes clear that he is looking at some sort of sigil.
Yoongi is no master in talismanic arts. His knowledge of sigils is not advanced enough to parse out what any of these notes might mean, but he knows enough to identify the radicals that are used for advanced talismans. Like many other Horangi disciples, Yoongi has memorized basic talismans that might be useful on a nighthunt, but this is nothing that he recognizes.
Neither was the talismanic craft it surely takes to power one of Jimin’s papermen.
Does Jimin invent talismans? That is…certainly a rare skill. Most disciples never manage it, let alone one so young. There are only a few living talisman masters too since talismanic cultivation is generally considered an auxiliary skill.
Yoongi suspected Jimin was much smarter than he let on before. Now, he is certain. And this surely explains why Jimin is so rowdy in the lectures - he isn’t being challenged.
Yoongi quickly gathers all the scraps of paper, cleans up his desk, and hastens out of the library pavilion. He must speak with his brother, but first, he must place the bunnies somewhere secure. For now, the basket of sheets in his bathing room will have to do until he can create some sort of enclosure in his backyard.
It isn’t more than an hour later that Yoongi is sitting with his brother and uncle in his uncle’s study. The tea has been poured, a fragrant sollip-cha blend made from the red pines that have been harvested recently. Yoongi sips at the tea languidly, allowing the hot beverage to warm him from the inside out as he collects his thoughts.
He isn’t sure where to start. And so, he allows the notes to do the talking for him. Yoongi spreads the notes out on the table so his brother and uncle can study them. While Chunghee’s brow furrows, his uncle begins to stroke his beard, pulling one of the scraps of paper closer.
“Yoongi-yah, wherever did you find these?” Chunghee asks.
“A disciple dropped them,” Yoongi says honestly.
“A disciple wrote this? My…”
“Hmph. Which disciple?” Jinwoong asks wisely.
Yoongi sets his teacup down. “Park Jimin.”
His uncle stills, lips thinning behind his facial hair, and Chunghee’s expression shifts from surprised to knowing. Yoongi pointedly ignores the pleased air from his brother. Let Chunghee think what he wants.
“That disruptive boy,” Jinwoong seethes.
“Samchon,” Yoongi says. “Would Park Jimin not benefit from enrolling under our talisman master?”
“Yoongi! How can you even think to suggest such a thing?” Jinwoong demands. “A boy like that will only bring trouble. It’s bad enough he disrupts his same-age peers! Would you really have him interfere in the studies of his seniors, too?”
“ Do not give up on learning. Be easy on others. Do not hold grudges. Nurture aspirations ,” Yoongi recites promptly.
Jinwoong narrows his eyes, but he does not refute Yoongi. He stares at the notes of scribbled sigils with an expression torn between acceptance and skepticism.
Yoongi understands. Jimin tends to inspire this type of reaction in many people.
Chunghee laughs behind his hand. “Ah, samchon, does Yoongi-yah not have a point? Why not make a recommendation and allow Park doryeong to meet with our talisman master?”
Jinwoong grumbles about it, but he reluctantly agrees to extend an invitation on the condition that Jimin must impress the talisman instructor to be accepted into the class. Not that this will be difficult, given how advanced Jimin’s knowledge is…
Yoongi hides his pleased smile behind his next sip of tea. He tries not to think about why he feels so satisfied.
Someone is knocking on their door. Jeongguk groans, but pulls himself out of bed because he knows Jimin won’t answer it. Glancing at the figure of his sleeping brother, a pillow pulled firmly over his blond head, Jeongguk doesn’t think Jimin has even heard the knocking.
Jeongguk wipes the sleep out of his eyes quickly, then opens the door. Outside is one of the Horangi junior disciples, who bows with the precise level of respect and passes over a sealed scroll. Jeongguk returns the bow and accepts the missive, more than a little confused. Today is an off day, one of the scheduled breaks that occur every ten days, and he never imagined he would be waking to a - what? Summons of some sort?
“What is…?” Jeongguk clears the sleep-roughness from his throat.
“An invitation for Park Jimin-doryeong,” the disciple answers promptly. Bowing again, the disciple makes a quick departure, leaving Jeongguk to stare down at the apparent invitation.
An invitation for what ?
Jeongguk slides the door closed and shuffles over to his brother’s bed. He kicks at the mattress a few times, trying to rouse Jimin. “Hyung. Hyung , get up. It’s for you,” he says, thwapping the scroll across Jimin’s behind a few times.
Jimin’s arm emerges from the warmth of his duvet, swatting at Jeongguk lazily. “Go ‘way.”
“I’m going to sit on you,” Jeongguk threatens when Jimin starts to snore quietly, his arm dropping limply to the bed. Jeongguk throws himself over his brother and Jimin grunts, automatically trying to throw him off. They wrestle for a bit until they are both alert and sitting up. Jeongguk passes over the invitation. “Open it already.”
Jimin grumbles but pops open the scroll without delay. He scans the contents twice before his entire face melts into an expression of confusion. This prompts Jeongguk to lean his chin onto Jimin’s shoulder, reading the invitation himself.
“They want you to join a talisman course?” Jeongguk asks.
“Meet with the talisman master, then join the course. Maybe,” Jimin says. “I didn’t even know they had a talisman master here.”
“Well, it is the Horangi Sect. So.”
“Right…”
Jeongguk and Jimin stare down at the invitation for quite some time, each of them disquieted. It’s strange to receive an invitation like this. As a guest disciple, this is a huge privilege, but Jimin hasn’t exactly endeared himself to the Horangi teachers. So why?
“Did you…ask for this?”
Jimin shakes his head, clearly dumbfounded. “Never.”
Jeongguk pushes down the smidge of jealousy trying to curdle in his stomach. This invitation is a good opportunity for his brother, one he would never get at home because of Jeongguk’s mother. And Jeongguk has no interest in talismans, so he has no reason to be jealous.
And yet - well, this is just another way Jimin is special. Another way Jeongguk will never be able to keep up.
But this isn’t about him. It’s about Jimin, who would never ask for something like this himself, and who may reject an invitation like this because he doesn’t feel like his status deserves it. More poison from their childhood that they must overcome.
“You should accept,” Jeongguk urges him.
Jimin gives him a doubtful look. It’s probably the most vulnerable expression his brother has let him see in years.
Jeongguk nudges him, his mouth slanting into a smile. “Accept it. When else will you get to talk to a master? Or learn from one? You have all these ideas. Plus,” he adds with another gentle nudge. “I’m tired of you trying to blow up Mugunghwa Pier with your experiments.”
“It was one time ,” Jimin whines. But he doesn’t throw the invitation away and he leans further into the warmth of Jeongguk’s body, and Jeongguk guesses his brother will be taking the opportunity that is being handed to him.
And it’s good. It’s great. Jeongguk is genuinely happy for Jimin because his brother deserves so much more than he gets but -
But all the same, later that morning Jeongguk finds himself striking his sword against a metal-reinforced wooden training dummy. He grunts with every strike, refining his steps and his rhythm as he paces through the Mugunghwa sword forms. He’s jealous for no reason. He shouldn’t be. Jeongguk gets so many more opportunities, and it’s only because Jimin is so brilliant that he can keep up - even surpass - Jeongguk so easily. So why is it gnawing at him?
“Fuck,” he grunts, slashing at the dummy’s throat.
He knows why. It’s his mother’s voice slithering through his mind, telling him awful things, trying to pry him away from his brother. Jeongguk won’t let it happen. He’s stronger than that.
Jeongguk’s quick-step spirals out, and then he lunges at the dummy with a spin, throwing his body into the air and hitting the dummy with such great force that it rolls onto the ground. He breathes deeply, wiping the sweat from his brow before it can freeze in the cold mountain air. He’s about to haul the dummy into an upright position when a throat clears behind him.
Jeongguk looks over his shoulder to see his betrothed standing awkwardly at the edge of the training courtyard. Seokjin looks as flawlessly handsome as ever, but today Jeongguk’s thoughts are too muddied for him to let his heart flutter. He recalls their last meeting and the things he said and he wonders why Seokjin is here.
Seokjin is watching his betrothed with bated breath - because he wants to do better. Because Jeongguk was right. Seokjin is marrying into a new sect, so he should start to adapt sooner rather than later.
But looking at the willful expression on the younger boy’s face, he isn’t sure he’s picked a good time. Jeongguk is clearly in the middle of something - not just training, but some kind of internal war. Seokjin evidently picked the absolute worst time to get to know his future husband.
Yet - he can’t back away now. He’s already called attention to himself and Jeongguk is already looking at him with those unique deep purple eyes, brows lifted in expectation.
Seokjin shifts. “Nice form,” he says. “Very…powerful.”
Nice . Very natural-sounding. Good job.
Jeongguk straightens up, pulling his training hanbok closed around the neck where it had fallen loose. “Thanks,” he says, somewhat dry. “Are you…here to train too? I can leave.”
“No!” Seokjin says quickly. “I mean, yes! I want to train but you don’t need to leave…”
Jeongguk nods.
Seokjin clears his throat again. “We could train together. Spar.”
“You don’t have your sword,” Jeongguk points out.
Well, of course, he doesn’t. Seokjin had intended to ask Jeongguk to take a walk, and he’s not necessarily in the habit of carrying his sword around unless he needs it for a social gathering to be polite or he needs to use it on a nighthunt. He hadn’t expected to find Jeongguk in the training courtyard, so of course, he doesn’t have his sword.
But Seokjin grew up in the ivory snakepit of Jasujeon Tower, so it isn’t beyond his ability to come up with a quick cover. “I was thinking hand-to-hand sparring,” he says smoothly.
“I wasn’t aware Jasujeon disciples learned contact martial arts,” Jeongguk replies.
Because we don’t , Seokjin thinks. Anything I know I learned from Hoseok.
Seokjin pastes on a confident expression, sauntering closer to his betrothed. “You don’t know everything, Jeon Jeongguk. And,” he adds. “It’s not as if the Mugunghwa Sect is an expert in hand-to-hand combat.”
Jeongguk snorts. “No, but we do train in it, at least.”
Seokjin tips his head. “Let’s see who has the better training, then,” he challenges, and even as he says it, he knows he’s going to lose. More than lose physically in the spar, he’s also going to lose face in front of his younger betrothed and the prospective humiliation should be enough for him to muster up some kind of excuse to get away.
Instead, Seokjin is drawn forward like a moth to Jeongguk’s quiet radiance. He doesn’t want to back down. He’s okay with being defeated because Jeongguk is not like Seokjin’s brothers - Jeongguk has grace, and he won’t hold his victory over Seokjin’s head.
Seokjin feels - safe. Safe to fail. How strange.
It doesn’t take long for Jeongguk to have Seokjin sprawling on his back, rolling across cold dirt and struggling to defend himself from the next strike. He’s entranced by the strength Jeongguk has, even as another jab lands a bruise across Seokjin’s ribs. How is the younger boy so strong?
Jeongguk pulls back, panting. “Do you really want to continue?”
“You haven’t beaten me yet,” Seokjin huffs.
His future husband rolls his eyes, an oddly youthful gesture on someone who clearly tries very hard to be mature. “Because I’ve been going easy on you.”
“Well, don’t go easy on me,” Seokjin says. He drops down into one of the positions Hoseok taught him, bringing his hands up to guard his middle.
Jeongguk lifts both of his fists. “You asked for it.”
Jeongguk is very fast and even though Seokjin is older, he can’t quite match the younger boy’s intensity or strength. Soon enough, some fancy maneuver has Seokjin on his back again - but this time, Jeongguk’s chest is pressing him down as the younger forces Seokjin’s wrists to the ground.
Seokjin inhales sharply. There is a little mole under Jeongguk’s lip and when he smiles, wide and unrestrained, he looks remarkably like a little rabbit, damp hair curling over his forehead. These observations make Seokjin feel like squirming away.
“Got you!” Jeongguk laughs. “Do you yield?”
Seokjin nods, swallowing around his dry throat. “I yield.”
The smile on Jeongguk’s face fades at the quietness in Seokjin’s voice. His purple eyes are heavy as he stares down at Seokjin, his hands tightening around Seokjin’s wrists. They stay like that for some time, a moment that stretches and stretches -
And then the lunch bell chimes from the dining hall and they spring apart.
Seokjin can’t bring himself to look directly at Jeongguk for the rest of the day.
It was a mistake, trying to get closer to his future husband. Seokjin is almost twenty and Jeongguk is still years away from his majority. A betrothal is only a promise that can break at any time. The last thing Seokjin needs now is to catch feelings. There will be time later...and it isn't as if his marriage is a love match. It doesn't have to be. It shouldn't be.
He should keep his distance. Hoseok was wrong this time.
“Puppets?”
“Hm?”
Warm fingers nudge beneath Taehyung’s chin, tilting his face up so he can properly see Eunwoo’s inquisitive expression. Without looking away from Eunwoo’s deep, dark eyes, Taehyung carefully sets aside the paints he was using to create his newest fan design. He reaches up, holding Eunwoo’s hand in his own.
“You want puppets,” Eunwoo queries, although it sounds more like a statement.
Taehyung rolls his shoulders. “Maybe it would be useful to have life-size decoys. I don’t know…”
“Taehyung-ah,” Eunwoo says gently, coming to sit beside Taehyung. He squeezes his fingers and Taehyung releases a tense breath. “Tell me. What do you know? What are you planning?”
Taehyung frowns. “It’s not that I know anything. Honestly,” he swears when Eunwoo shoots him a skeptical glance. “My informants haven’t told me anything new. But just because there is nothing new doesn’t mean our current information isn’t enough to make me nervous. The Gom Sect is so large…they can move so quickly.”
“I know.”
“So I just thought…puppets would be a good contingency. Imagine if they worked,” he muses. “Imagine how that could buy culitvators time or provide cover. Imagine switching a prisoner for a puppet…”
Eunwoo strokes down the smooth, uncalloused softness of Taehyung’s palm. Taehyung’s entire body is soft and smooth, unblemished by even a freckle from too much sun exposure. The only thing that has ever marred his skin has been worry and smeared paint.
“Clever boy,” Eunwoo murmurs.
Taehyung sighs, leaning his weight into Eunwoo’s sturdy chest. “I just have a feeling that things are going to go south soon. Sooner than any of us are prepared for. And our sect…we’re going to be first, I just know it.”
“That’s the worst-case scenario, Taehyung-ah.”
“Don’t brush me off like Byunghyun does,” Taehyung warns.
“I’m not,” Eunwoo assures him. He closes his entire fist over Taehyung’s. “I wouldn’t. But I want to help. And…don’t you think our friends should share your concerns? Shouldn’t Jimin know what he’s inventing puppets for?”
At this, Taehyung bites his lip in consideration. Any time in the past when he has shared his concerns, he hasn’t been taken seriously. This is why he plays the bumbling young master. But Jimin and Jeongguk are different - Jimin especially. He suspects both boys share many of the same concerns Taehyung does.
“If Jimin can manage to make puppets, I’ll tell them. And I’ll personally pay for a craftsman to produce them,” Taehyung decides, nodding into Eunwoo’s chest. “I don’t know if they will do any good, but…”
“We’ll be prepared,” Eunwoo promises. “If the Gom Sect attacks, we’ll be prepared.”
The assurance is sweet, but they both know it’s an empty promise. With a sect as powerful and ruthless as the Gom Sect, with a leader like Lee Chungwoo at the helm, all the preparation in the world may not make much of a difference.
But they have to try. Taehyung has to try.
The missive burns up in Namjoon’s hand with a sting of foreign spiritual energy. He shakes his hand to cool the burn with a hiss, recalling the chilling warning. Dire owl spotted. Proceed with caution. Do not fail . Father is watching .
Namjoon wants to scream. What was Lee Donggun thinking, sending a dire owl here? The youngest heir has always been impulsive, but until now, Namjoon never truly thought Donggun was stupid. Sending over a dire owl is just as good as directly blowing Namjoon’s cover.
And what is Lee Chungwoo watching for, anyway? Namjoon had already done the worst thing he could possibly do - he told the Gom Sect leader about the strange wards in the back hills of the Horangi mountain. It was an exchange of information that should keep Namjoon’s people safe, but the cost had been steep for the rest of the cultivation world. He knows this to be true. Regret keeps him up at night and has him making tinctures to calm his stomach each day. But then he looks at Dohoon’s sweet face and thinks surely Namjoon’s weak morals must be worth it if his little brother is kept safe.
Lee Donggun had put that all in jeopardy, though.
Does the Horangi Sect know? Who exactly spotted the owl? This important information was, of course, kept out of the missive. Namjoon must walk this path blindly and alone.
He scrubs his face with a harsh sigh, then leans his elbows on his worktable, his forehead pressed into his palms. Fortunately, Dohoon is out of the dorm right now, likely tracking down Park Jimin so they might practice archery again together. Jimin is thankfully always ready to indulge Dohoon, so Namjoon has at least one less worry - however tenuous, Namjoon believes the Mugunghwa disciple is fair and honest, and he is comfortable trusting his brother with him, if only in short moments so Namjoon can catch his breath.
The dire owl was spotted, but he doesn’t know by whom. Lee Chungwoo knows about the back hills, but he doesn’t know what the Gom Sect Leader will do with this information, other than collect all the yin metal in the world. Namjoon must proceed with caution and he must not fail - but, aside from finding what the Horangi Sect is hiding, is there another task Namjoon must complete? Or at this point, is he meant to act as any other guest disciple?
Namjoon loathes not knowing. But like the red pine, he must continue to stand, even if he bends to the will of the wind.
If only it wasn’t so hard.
A brisk knock on the door breaks Namjoon out of his thoughts. He stands up, brushes off his winter hanbok, and hopes that his eyes aren’t rimmed in red from sleeplessness and stress. He answers the door with a neutral expression but relaxes marginally when he sees Jung Hoseok’s bright smile.
Ah.
He looks tired , Hoseok observes. He’s holding up a cloth bag of fragrant herbs, a wide smile on his face. Even though some would say this visit is unnecessary, Hoseok has been raised as a commoner before anything else - and favors should always be repaid, even to doctors.
“Are you busy?” Hoseok asks. “I brought you something.”
Namjoon shakes his head, stepping back from the door. “Come inside. It’s cold.”
Hoseok laughs. “Winter on the mountain is no joke,” he agrees.
“Is your health well?” Namjoon asks, closing the door. He motions to the waiting teapot on the table, but Hoseok shakes his head, waving the offer away.
“Do people only visit you when they’re sick?” Hoseok wonders.
Namjoon falters.
Shaking off the urge to frown, Hoseok keeps up his cheerful tone. “I’m here with a thank-you gift for helping me recover so quickly.”
Now, Namjoon appears uncertain. His eyes finally fall to the cloth bag Hoseok has brought with him. “You didn’t have to. A doctor should never refuse to heal someone in need.”
“Kim doryeon-nim,” Hoseok chides. “When presented with a gift, you are supposed to say thank you .”
“Thank you, then,” Namjoon says and awkwardly accepts the bag as Hoseok passes it over. His brows lift once he detects the strong fragrance and now it is Hoseok’s turn to feel awkward. “What is it?”
Hoseok rubs the back of his neck. “Ah, well. I’m sure a physician like you already has all sorts of remedies, but I thought…You’ve been looking a little tired lately, so I gathered herbs used to ward off unpleasant dreams. It’s just a folk recipe,” Hoseok explains hastily. “You know. Just a sachet under the pillow. Keeps bugs away, too. It’s not impressive.”
Namjoon smiles faintly. He has dimples hiding in his cheeks. “Thank you,” he says again, this time more sincerely. He motions to the teapot again. “Actually, I don’t know much about folk remedies. Would you like to sit with me and discuss remedies you know?”
Hoseok hadn’t expected this at all. But he accepts the invitation quickly. “I would be honored, Kim doryeon-nim.”
Namjoon grimaces at the address. “You don’t need to be so formal with me. I’m just a doctor.”
Hoseok hums. Namjoon may be a doctor, but he’s also technically a sect leader in his own right. Hoseok has spent too many years under the Jasujeon banner to address someone who is his superior too casually.
“How about this? I’m eighteen in February.”
“I’m eighteen in September.”
“Then, is Namjoon-ah okay?" Hoseok teases. He means it as a joke and he is about to suggest calling Namjoon by his occupational title, Kim uisa-nim, but Namjoon is smiling again and his dimples render Hoseok speechless.
It’s the first time in several days that the shadows seem to disappear from Namjoon’s eyes. Although he still looks tired, he doesn’t appear as visibly haggard or stressed. Hoseok doesn’t know what has his new friend on edge, but he doesn’t have the heart to take that smile away.
“Alright, Hoseok-ah,” Namjoon begins, lifting his lips wryly. “Tell me more about your folk medicine.”
And so Hoseok does.
Notes:
Gayageum - a 12-string zither
Sollip-cha - pine needle tea, sometimes prepared with honey; was used by Taoist priests because they believed it would help them live longer (people still drink this tea today because it’s so high in Vitamin C)
Uisa - doctor
Chapter 9
Notes:
Sorry for the delay in updating. I thought I was having a tendinitis flare-up, so I spent some time away from writing just to be safe!
TW: near-drowning
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
On the first day of classes after Jimin has completed his punishment, he does not go to the lecture hall after breakfast. Instead, Jimin finds himself at another library pavilion, this one much more stately than the one he and Yoongi shared. This library is two stories tall and is carved with striking white wooden accents, many of them shaped in cloud and tiger motifs. The location is much deeper in the sect than guest disciples are ever permitted; a senior Horangi disciple had quietly escorted him to this library, and even still is standing outside to take Jimin back after this meeting with the talisman master is finished.
Jimin is not nervous. It’s not in his nature to be prone to fits of anxious anticipation, and the worst that can happen is that the talisman master rejects him as a student, which isn’t so bad a fate all things considered. Mostly, Jimin is still confused as to how this opportunity fell into his lap, since these things simply don’t happen to him. But while he can’t think of anyone who would arrange something like this for the son of a servant, he also doesn’t think it’s a trick. The Horangi Sect is too dignified for something like that, and why would they put in the effort for someone like Jimin?
Still, he hesitates for a few seconds after he enters the warm pavilion. There are dozens of braziers on the library tables and countless candles lit, giving the pavilion a sense of welcome that is sorely lacking in other parts of Horangi Recesses. He shivers off the cold, making sure his boots are free of snow before continuing forward.
“Hello? Seonsang-nim?” he calls quietly, edging past the first towering shelf, and then another. The senior disciple outside had said the talisman master was in the library, but Jimin can’t see them. He passes several more stacks before he finally nears the middle of the library, and then he calls out again.
This time, he is met with a shuffle of paper and a soft cough. Jimin’s keen ears lead him to a secluded area near the center-most beam of the pavilion and there he finds probably the oldest man he has ever seen. To say the man is wizened would be an understatement, with his shock of white hair pulled into a tight santgu, held in place by a most ornate sangtuwan that signifies his high position within the sect. He is a small man, as if the years have shrunk him, and deep wrinkles line a rather severe face. Jimin immediately has a not-so-good feeling about this meeting, already predicting the disapproval he will surely encounter.
But then the old man looks up and he has golden eyes, like Yoongi, and his face does something very strange - it breaks into a wide smile, the likes of which Jimin never thought he would see on anyone from the Horangi Sect.
Jimin smiles back by reflex, his shoulders relaxing.
“You must be my prospective student,” the old man says, his voice croaking and creaking like old stairs. He waves at the table before him and the small white cushion that has been left unoccupied. “Sit, sit.”
Jimin bows and does as he’s told, trying to adopt the same elegant posture sect heirs seem to have so easily. He doesn’t manage it very well, but he figures he looks somewhat respectable. “Hello, seonsang-nim. I am Park Jimin.”
“Ah, the troublemaker,” the old man says, but it doesn’t sound disapproving and Jimin isn’t sure what to do with that. Is this old man really from the Horangi Sect? “I’m the talisman master, Min Seojun.”
Another Min. Jimin eyes the sangtuwan and the golden gaze again. Probably from the main Min line, then. An important elder.
“I received a recommendation to take you as a student,” Min Seojun says, folding his hands over the table, which Jimin now notices is stacked with sheets of paper, some of which are etched with talismans. “Someone seems to think you would do better in a more advanced course and that you may have some talent with talismans. But I don’t take any students that come to me, recommended or not. You must be tested first.”
Jimin nods. “With those?” he asks, reading one of the talismans upside down. It’s not a standard one, but it’s easy enough to decipher. “A dirt-repelling talisman is smart. Is that how all the Horangi uniforms stay so spotless?”
Min Seojun pauses, then his lips twitch into another smile. “You are clever, aren’t you? Well, clever or not, you still must be tested,” he states. The old man pushes the stack to Jimin, along with a brush and inkstone. “Complete these pages. Some talismans will need to be balanced, others will need to be finished. Rote memorization will not be enough to help you, so I hope it’s true that you have some talent with the craft.”
Jimin can easily detect the underlying layer of doubt in the master’s tone, and all it does is make him want to rise to the occasion. Eagerly, Jimin takes the brush in hand and gets to work on the half-finished talismans. There are some he recognizes from the few books in Mugunghwa Pier, but most require elemental balancing and additional sigils so the talismans serve their intended purpose. It takes him only a few seconds to finish some talismans, and several minutes to finish others. All the while, Min Seojun watches him with the same tiger-sharp eye that Yoongi seems to have inherited.
Jimin works diligently, his mind fully engaged. He does not know how long it takes him to go through the stack, but soon enough, he is finished. Min Seojun slides the completed talismans closer, flipping through them with a gimlet eye. He huffs at a few, shooting him an amused look that Jimin doesn’t know how to interpret.
“Well,” the old man says at length, keeping out one talisman in particular. “You certainly know what you’re doing. Even some of my senior students would struggle with some of these. But your methodology is unusual. This radical here. How did you come to this?”
Jimin rocks onto his knees so he can look at the talisman more closely. It was a design that he worried over for a while, much longer than any of the other talismans, but he’s confident that he balanced the talisman correctly.
“The purpose of this talisman is to protect the mind,” Jimin starts, tapping his finger on the directional radical he used to balance the talisman. “I used the eastern sigil for wind to promote focus.”
“Most people would have used a southern sigil for earth to ground the mind,” Seojun suggests.
Jimin wrinkles his nose. “But then, wouldn’t that take away some flexibility? If the mind is too grounded, then the person may have reduced reflexes. If the sigil is being used when a cultivator is fighting, that would be a problem.”
“Indeed,” Seojun says with another smile. “But do you think the eastern sigil is still the right choice if the talisman was intended to protect the mind from nightmares?”
Jimin blinks. “But that would be a different talisman entirely. The western sigil for water would be used, along with the northern sigil for fire to provide adequate protection.”
Min Seojun looks at him appraisingly for several long moments. Jimin fights the urge to squirm.
“Is this intuitive thinking, or were you taught this?” Seojun asks next.
Jimin makes a face. “There was trial and error. A lot of error…”
“And what reference books?” Seojun prompts.
At this, Jimin tilts his head. “Books?”
“Yes, what books have you learned with? There are several advanced treatises that teach the relationship between the cardinal sigils and the elements, some more accurate than others. Surely, something or someone taught you.”
“Well…there aren’t many talismanic theory books at the library in Mugunghwa Pier. Our sect doesn’t specialize in it, so our scrolls are primers for the basic talismans most cultivators are taught,” Jimin admits. “And the teacher who introduces talismans…I just tried a lot of things until I got the result I wanted. Plus some things just make sense.”
Min Seojun stares. “You learned to balance advanced talismans by yourself as a notice. Through experimentation.”
“Uh…” Jimin can’t tell what the old man is thinking from his tone or his expression. Does it matter how Jimin learned, anyway? Isn’t it enough that he can balance talismans? Even make his own?
“How irresponsible!” the old master says with disapproval.
Jimin frowns. “Irresponsible? I promise I was safe!”
Min Seojun clucks his tongue at him impatiently. “Not you, child. Your Sect leader and teachers. If Mugunghwa Pier doesn’t have resources, they may always ask to borrow scripts from our libraries. Many other sects do. You could have even visited for a short term. It was irresponsible to let you experiment with talismans! Especially at such a young age!”
Jimin bristles at the plain censure. “I have my own pier!” he says defensively. “It’s very safe!”
“But is it safe for you?” the old man asks bluntly, and Jimin falls silent. Min Seojun delivers a great sigh. “Nevermind. I am…impressed by your talent. I will accept you as an auditor for my current course.”
Jimin is amazed, his mouth dropping open and his eyes widening. He sits forward, his voice pitching in excitement. “Really? Won’t I be missing other classes?”
“Your schedule will be arranged,” the old man says reassuringly. Seojun pauses, then snorts inelegantly. “I daresay some of your teachers will be relieved with your absence, or so I’ve heard.”
Jimin laughs. Have teachers been talking about him? Complaining, even? He finds it very funny considering the Horangi Sect’s rule against gossip!
“You will report to your first class after the new year break,” Min Seojun tells him.
“Yes, seongsang-nim,” Jimin says eagerly.
The talisman master smiles again. “I look forward to seeing what you may accomplish. Young Yoongi was right to recommend you.”
Jimin blinks rapidly, his mind screeching to a halt. “Yoongi-hyung arranged this?”
His new teacher nods, something sly in his expression. “I’m told he argued fervently in your favor.” Min Seojun stands, his joints clicking as he finds his balance with a groan. The teacher pats Jimin’s shoulder as he passes by. “I will see you in class.”
Jimin says goodbye faintly, feeling more than a little dumbfounded. Yoongi had arranged this for him. He can’t believe it. He definitely doesn’t understand it.
Min Yoongi , Jimin reflects in disbelief. Why did you do this for me ?
Jimin has been excused from the morning classes, but his meeting with his new talisman master hadn’t taken too long. Since he has plenty of time before the mid-day meal, Jimin makes the decision to stroll around Horangi Recesses after a senior disciple has escorted him to the public areas. Jimin has been on the mountain long enough that he knows most of the prettiest places and given the thick layer of snow on the ground, he doesn’t fancy tromping through the woods. This results in aimless wandering that somehow has him circling around the area where the Sect Leader hosts important guests. Jimin is about to round the corner of the grand meeting hall when he hears a familiar voice.
I know that rumbling tone! Jimin halts and presses against the outer wall of the meeting hall, peeking around the side of the building. He still feels funny that Min Yoongi had recommended him for an advanced talisman course, but that won’t stop him from watching the ethereal disciple from afar!
Jimin’s hearing is very good, given his level of cultivation, so it isn’t a strain at all to pick up on Yoongi’s voice as he talks to his brother. What has him balking, however, is the subject of their discussion.
“...There was another ping at the wards in the back hills,” Yoongi says, standing shoulder-to-shoulder with his brother, his hands folded against the small of his broad back. The brothers seem to be stoically observing the snowy landscape of their sect. “Do you know who it is?”
Min Chunghee seems unbothered. “Do you?”
Yoongi seems to hesitate. His head drops down, loose fingers clenching into fists. “Park Jimin. He’s broken wards before.”
From some distance away, Jimin frowns deeply. He wants to be offended by the suspicion Yoongi seems to have for him, but then - well, it’s not like this is the first time Jimin’s character has been called into question. At least Yoongi has some modicum of reason to be suspicious of him. Jimin did break the Horangi wards before, and very easily at that.
But more importantly - Yoongi and Chunghee are talking about the back hills! About the wards! Which means they’re certainly talking about Kim Namjoon, or they will be soon enough.
Jimin listens closer.
Chunghee laughs lightly. “Those wards were set by our ancestors. Not even Park doryeong would be able to break them. Do not worry about it. The situation is under control. As long as nobody goes inside, the wards will be fine.”
I could break them if I tried, Jimin grumbles internally.
Yoongi looks at his brother, his feline eyes open a margin wider. “Hyung-nim, do you know who it is?”
Chunghee shakes his head, clearing his throat. “Forget about this matter, Yoongi-yah.”
Yoongi’s expression hardens. Like Jimin, he’s probably skeptical about how much Chunghee knows. Admittedly, Jimin isn’t the deftest mind for political matters, but he also doesn’t doubt Chunghee’s intelligence. Is it possible Chunghee knows what Kim Namjoon is up to, or why the Gom Sect sent the Sonamu Sect for the lectures? If so, why is he hiding it from his brother? Is it that serious?
Yoongi opens his mouth, as if to press for more answers, but he is interrupted by a young disciple who rushes into the courtyard. The disciple looks nervous and accidentally bows twice during his greeting.
“Sect Leader!” the disciple says in an urgent tone. “There’s a call for help from Daegu about a lake that’s overrun with water ghouls! It seems the ghouls are pulling victims into the water! Many of the people are afraid to use the lake!”
Water ghouls? Jimin perks up at the thought of a potential hunt. He shifts, waiting to see what Sect Leader Min has to say about this urgent report. To Jimin’s elation, Chunghee’s decision is swift. He indicates that he will organize a party of cultivators to leave for Daegu right away.
“The people of Daegu are adequate swimmers,” Yoongi comments. “There are rarely drownings. Where would water ghouls come from?”
Jimin is wondering the same thing. In Busan, although there are good swimmers, many people have business on the water and the ocean can be unpredictable. Many people also visit from far away to see the beaches, and that typically leads to more water ghouls than usual. But Daegu doesn’t have the same geography, but the large river and lake cutting through the town shouldn’t be so dangerous for people who have grown up in the village. And water ghouls that are behaving so aggressively are also rather odd - usually, water ghouls wait for victims to come into the water, rather than snatching victims from the shore.
Chunghee pauses in consideration, then grimaces. “We should respond to the issue with haste. Yoongi-yah, will you go with me?”
Yoongi nods, of course. Naturally, Min Yoongi isn’t the type to turn down his duty!
And neither is Jimin! Without hesitation, Jimin dashes to the lecture hall where classes should be letting out soon. He is impatient as he awaits his cohorts, tapping his boot restlessly in the snow.
As soon as Jeongguk emerges from the classroom, Jimin is on him, holding his shoulders as he bounces with excitement. Jeongguk tries very unsuccessfully to shake him off, and when he fails, he shoots Jimin a baleful look. “What’s wrong with you? You’re like a rabid grasshopper.”
“Gguk-ah! You’ll never believe it!” Jimin exclaims. “I overheard something good! Or, well, not good exactly because the whole matter is confusing and rather tragic - but it’s a good opportunity!”
Jeongguk glances self-consciously at the disciples who are shamelessly eavesdropping. He nudges Jimin none-too-gently. “Knock it off,” he demands. “Tell me what you’re talking about like a normal person would.”
Jimin groans. “The older you get, the less fun you are.”
Jeongguk rolls his eyes.
“Anyway,” Jimin sing-songs, twisting around to hook his elbow around his brother’s as he starts towing Jeongguk in the right direction. “Apparently, there’s an issue with water ghouls in Daegu and Sect Leader Min is organizing disciples to help with the nighthunt. Isn’t that great?”
“Water ghouls? In Daegu ?” Jeongguk echoes with a deep frown. He seems to mull over that conundrum for a few minutes before he shoots Jimin an odd look. “Wait, Sect Leader Min is recruiting guest disciples?”
“Well,” Jimin hedges. Chunghee said disciples , but to be fair, he didn’t specify that only Horangi disciples would be recruited!
Jeongguk starts digging his heels into the ground, making it much harder for Jimin to drag him to the entrance gate. His boots leave deep gouges in the snow, but eventually, he comes to a stop, using his greater weight to become an immobile rock not even Jimin’s great cultivation power can move. Jimin resents that his younger brother is continuing to grow, whereas it seems Jimin will be stuck at his current height forever. It’s especially annoying now because Jeongguk is heavier, not to mention way more stubborn!
“Come on! Hurry or they’ll leave without us!” Jimin whines.
“You can’t just invite yourself to another sect’s nighthunt, hyung!” Jeongguk scolds. “That’s not how it works! There are rules-”
“Stupid rules!” Jimin counters loudly. “Who cares about sect territory when there are others who can complete a nighthunt better? We have experience with this type of hunt!”
Jeongguk looks fit to protest more, but Taehyung pops up, his fan fluttering across his face. Eunwoo looms behind him, silently amused. “Oh, I agree, Jimin! Expertise and experience are always much more important!”
Jimin laughs triumphantly. “See! So, will you come with us, Taehyung? Eunwoo?”
Taehyung’s fan speeds up as he shakes his head. “Oh, no! Count me out! I’ll happily wait for you on this safe mountain!”
Jeongguk snorts, but now he seems resigned. He starts toward the entrance gate all by himself and Jimin dogs his heels, waving goodbye to Taehyung, Eunwoo, and the other guest disciples. At Jeongguk’s efficient pace, it doesn’t take long for them to arrive at the entrance gate, where already there are a few Horangi disciples - juniors and seniors - waiting to depart. The white-coated disciples listen solemnly to instructions from Chunghee, while Yoongi stands stoically at his brother’s side.
Jimin waits for a pause in Chunghee’s speech before he calls out, waving his hand widely above his hand. “Sect Leader! Sect Leader Min!”
Min Chunghee turns to Jimin and Jeongguk with obvious surprise. Yoongi, by contrast, seems even more stone-faced than before. Jimin and Jeongguk bow in greeting, which Chunghee returns with some delay.
“Jeon doryeon-nim. Park doryeong. You’re here…?”
Jeongguk dips his head deferentially. “Sect Leader Min. We heard about water ghouls in Daegu,” he says formally, slipping easily into his role as the Mugunghwa heir. “Since we don’t have classes this afternoon, we thought we would volunteer our services. We are no strangers to water ghouls in Busan.”
“No need,” Yoongi says coldly - and fast. His immediate rejection seems to be surprising to Chunghee too, since he looks at his brother with wide eyes.
Jimin’s expression folds into a displeased moue. “Yoongi-hyung, you can’t just reject our offer out of hand like that,” he complains. “Jeongguk and I have been dealing with water ghouls since before we got our swords. Really, we’re experts! Let us go with you.”
“No,” Yoongi replies.
Jimin huffs at him. This obstinate man!
Chunghee, on the other hand, has a gentle air of amusement. “You may come with us,” he decides. Chunghee’s eyes fall on something behind Jeongguk and his voice raises. “And you as well, Kim doryeon-nim and Jung doryeong. I’m sure your assistance will be appreciated.”
Yoongi side-eyes his brother, and then deliberately looks away. He has the faraway gaze of someone who has completely rejected this plane of existence. Jimin tries to hold back his laughter, pressing his lips together tightly, even as Kim Seokjin and Jung Hoseok come to stand in their little group.
He spares a single glance to Seokjin, thoughtful. He understands why Hoseok would want to tag along because Hoseok is brave and has a clear conscience. Seokjin, on the other hand, seems too uppity to sully himself with a messy nighthunt - and yet, there he stands with his golden sword, listening seriously as Chunghee fills them in on the situation in Daegu.
It doesn’t escape his notice that Jeongguk can’t seem to drag his eyes away from his betrothed. But instead of the usual moony look, Jeongguk seems conflicted about something. Did something happen between them? His little brother didn’t say anything! Jimin will need to bully the story out of him later!
Cheerily, Jimin falls into line along with the Horangi disciples, his brother, Hoseok, and the Jeonjasu peacock. Jangnan is tucked into his belt, the sword practically vibrating in excitement. It’s been too long since Jimin has been on a nighthunt!
However, right as the disciples are about the exit the gate behind Min Chunghee, there is a shuffle of quick steps behind them - and another voice calling for the leader of the sect. Jimin blinks in surprise as Kim Namjoon appears, seeming slightly out of breath. Namjoon has a bag slung across his chest, the kind of leather satchel doctors like to carry.
“Sect Leader Min, please allow me to come as well,” Namjoon entreats.
Chunghee hesitates.
Given what Jimin overheard earlier, he can’t exactly blame the sect leader for his caution. It’s a natural response with the circumstances being what they are. However, even if Kim Namjoon is suspicious, he hasn’t done anything blatantly wrong - and he’s a good doctor, probably the best doctor in the country. And so Jimin feels compelled to speak up.
“Sect Leader Min,” he starts, calling attention to himself. Chunghee lifts his brows expectantly, and Jimin forges on. “It’s beneficial to bring a doctor, isn’t it? While we can easily handle the water ghouls, we may not be able to treat any villagers who are injured.”
Many cultivators have rudimentary medical knowledge, which is just enough to patch up someone until greater help can arrive. Most culvitators, however, don’t bother to learn how to stem severe bleeding or brace a bone, since it’s so much easier to directly transfer spiritual energy and hope that the golden core can take care of the rest. And since civilians don’t possess a golden core, this method clearly wouldn’t work. Who knows what injuries have been left untreated in Daegu?
Chunghee seems to reach a similar conclusion. He gives Namjoon a tight-lipped smile, still affable but also guarded. “Then you may also come with us, Kim doryeon-nim.”
Namjoon bows gratefully. But then -
“Hyung! Wait for me!”
At the much more youthful tone, Jimin turns around entirely, along with many other disciples. Kim Dohoon is scampering toward them with a bow and quiver on his back and a determined expression on his face.
Namjoon greets his younger brother incredulously. “Dohoon? Why are you here? I told you to stay in the room.”
Dohoon shakes his head, less meek than Jimin has ever seen him. “Hyung, I heard about the ghouls. I want to come with you to help!”
Jimin tilts his head in consideration. Dohoon is nearly fourteen, so while he’s young, he isn’t too young to come along. Madam Jeon had been sending Jimin out at a similar age by himself. And Dohoon does have considerable skill with a bow, which may be an advantage since the swords used by other cultivators have a more limited range.
But Namjoon looks adamant as he scolds his sibling. “Dohoon, it will be dangerous! You should stay here.”
Jimin chances a glance at the others, but most of them look more than a little confused by Dohoon’s presence. And he can see that Dohoon is also shrinking in on himself, the confidence he mustered wilting by the second. It makes something protective flare in Jimin, the same type of protective feeling he gets when Jeongguk is feeling low because of his mother’s venomous words.
“Ah, Namjoon,” he cuts in smoothly. “Dohoon is a good archer, so he may be of some use. Besides, I promise I’ll protect him.”
Jimin holds up three fingers in a swearing salute. Dohoon’s smile grows rapidly, his dark dragon eyes suddenly bright. Namjoon hesitates, then looks at Min Chunghee reluctantly.
“He may come,” Chunghee decides. He glances up at the sky, gauging the position of the sun, then says, “Let’s go quickly. Fighting ghouls in total darkness would be unfavorable. You may ride the sword down the mountain.”
The activity in Daegu is notably dimmer than the last time Jimin had visited the village at the start of the lecture series, even with lights strung in the streets in preparation for the new year celebrations. The people look wan and pale from the persistent cold, but there is a trace of fear that can only be attributed to the unease from the lake situation. When they arrive, Chunghee orders the disciples to gather more information from locals about the situation, and Jimin takes to this assignment with gusto.
He has always found it easy to talk to the common people. Something about his handsome face must set them at ease, which is what he tells Jeongguk every time his brother jeers at him for his friendliness. Can Jimin help it if the people want to talk to him? He’s certainly getting more information about of the ahjussis, ahjummas, and noonas than anyone else!
Take Min Yoongi, for example. His cold face has the common people stuttering and his clipped responses make people nervous. Kim Seokjin has a similar effect, though this is due mostly to the awkwardness that Hoseok has to ease with his general joviality. Jimin is smug to notice that Jeongguk is doing much better than other sect heirs, although he ends up blushing when the women fawn over him.
Jimin, on the other hand, takes the fawning with an affable attitude. He leans in close to one of the noonas telling him all about how hard it is to get water for drinking from the lake, and another giggles as she tells him about how they have been melting snow to make water for several days.
“How clever!” Jimin praises. “As expected of such beauties!”
“Doryeong, you’re too kind!”
“I’m only being honest!”
Nearby, an ahjumma smiles at him, leaning over to pinch his cheek. “Such a handsome boy! Would you like to have some fruit? To keep your strength up?”
Jimin, never one to turn down a free snack, soon finds himself loaded down with a dozen tangerines. He laughs, trying to tuck them into his pockets. As he does so, he ends up catching Min Yoongi’s eye - and Yoongi is glaring at Jimin fiercely, his face pinched up in disapproval.
He must be jealous Jimin got the tangerines! Maybe Yoongi likes tangerines very much!
“Ahjumma, am I really the most handsome?” Jimin wonders teasingly. He points to Yoongi and winks. “Have you seen that doreyon-nim over there? He’s truly the most handsome. Give him free fruit!”
One of the noonas sighs. “Oh, is that young Min doreyon-nim? He’s truly incomparable…”
The ahjumma raises her hand to her mouth. “The young heir? Oh! I couldn’t be so brazen…”
Jimin wiggles his brows. “Ah, are you shy? Why should you be shy? You’re a pretty maiden!”
The ahjumma and the noonas all giggle at him as he walks away, loaded down with even more tangerines to pass to Yoongi and the other cultivators. When he’s close enough, he lobs a tangerine at Yoongi’s back - and Yoongi catches it without looking, having heard the fruit whizzing through the air.
Yoongi stops, his shoulders tense, and tosses the fruit back with extra force. Jimin only barely manages to catch it, the pebbled skin on the tangerine smacking into his hand. Yoongi resumes his stiff walk and Jimin pouts behind him.
“Yoongi-hyung is so mean,” he grumbles to himself. He tears into a tangerine, stuffing half the fruit into his mouth.
Jeongguk comes along behind him, rapping Jimin on the side of his head. “Focus,” he chides. “What are you even going to do with all that fruit?”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “I’m going to eat it ,” he says. “And I am focusing! I already learned a lot about what the village is dealing with. They need access to clean water. Winter won’t last forever.”
“Once the ghouls are gone, the problem is fixed,” Jeongguk says. He plucks a few tangerines for himself.
Jimin makes a face. “But these ghouls seem so weird…Ah, ahjussi!” he calls, trotting over to an older man shuffling along the street between two inns. “Could you spare us a moment? Here, have a few tangerines…”
As Jimin expected, the older man has much to say about the situation. Elderly commoners are always so wise - they’ve seen so much before, and they can more easily identify what is unusual. Jimin always tries to bow to this wisdom on nighthunts, and it usually pays off.
“Some people have been eaten!” the old man exclaims when Jimin prods him about who has gone missing and when.
“Eaten?” Jeongguk echoes faintly.
“Have you seen what ate these people?” Jimin prompts, unshaken.
The old man shakes his head grimly. “Not personally. But my brother-in-law is a fisherman and one of his day workers were pulled into the water and devoured! They couldn’t recover a body and none have washed onto shore!”
Jimin thanks the old man, then shoots Jeongguk a disturbed look. In their experience, water ghouls drown victims - they don’t have a taste for human flesh. Water ghouls are, in all honestly, usually lower-level monsters that can be taken care of by skilled juniors, and strong swimmers can usually survive an attack. These ghouls sound positively vicious compared to what Jimin knows.
Jeongguk and Jimin track down Min Chunghee, who has been speaking with the village head about the incidents with the water ghouls. Near him, Yoongi is a close shadow who only blinks at Jimin’s fast approach. Perhaps sensing the urgency, Chunghee ends his conversation with the village elder and turns to the Mugunghwa disciples expectantly.
“These water ghouls are odd,” Jeongguk says, frowning deeply.
“Water ghouls usually don’t eat people, but these apparently do,” Jimin adds, and the Mins nod simultaneously. Jimin rubs at his bottom lip, sighing. “Sometimes, talking to villagers can make things more complicated. Are we dealing with ordinary water ghouls, or something more sinister?”
Something in Chunghee’s expression closes off, which piques Jimin’s interest, but Yoongi easily distracts him when he says, “We won’t know without more evidence. We should start the hunt now.”
Delighted by Yoongi’s engagement, Jimin perks up. “Oh, I know. Let’s make a bet. I bet we’re thinking the same thing! The villagers are overexaggerating!”
“Boring,” Yoongi drolls, turning deftly away and striding off without another look back. Chunghee smiles faintly but catches up quickly.
“Hyung!” Jeongguk hisses. “I can’t believe you said something so thoughtless in front of the Sect Leader!”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “If it bothered Min Chunghee, he would certainly say something.”
“Or not,” Jeongguk grouses. “Other people have manners, you know. Maybe you should try them.”
“I have manners!”
“Yes,” Jeongguk agrees. “Barnyard manners. Who raised you?”
Jimin jumps on his brother, wrangling Jeongguk into a headlock until Chunghee finally calls for the disciples to board the boats that have been arranged for the hunt.
It takes only a few minutes of shuffling to get everyone arranged. Three boats are dedicated to the Horangi disciples, and Chunghee leads the boats with Namjoon and Dohoon on deck, perhaps to keep a close eye on the Sonamu disciples. Jimin and Jeongguk naturally pair up, and Hoseok rides with Seokjin. The odd man out is Yoongi, who seems perfectly content to have a boat to himself. They stick talismans to the back of the boat to gently propel the boats forward so there is no need for a paddler. And then they set out.
The lake itself looks placid, a mirror of the sky amid a snowy landscape in the valley of the mountain. But it doesn’t take Jimin very long to sense something - odd. Some ways from the shoreline, the water starts to appear murky and there is a distinct tinge of yin energy in the air.
“Keep your eyes open,” he says to Jeongguk. Jeongguk takes up his sword, eyes alert, and Jimin scans their surroundings. The boats continue to glide forward, even as a mysterious mist rises over the water. They are nearing the middle of the lake, and suddenly the smoothness of the lake surface is unsettling rather than peaceful. Jimin frowns as he spies the bottoms of the boats, and then he sketches out a quick talisman while calling out. “Yoongi-hyung!”
Yoongi looks over just in time for Jimin’s talisman to slam into the side of his boat. Yoongi’s eyes widen and he jumps up, easily landing in Jimin’s boat while his old boat capsizes.
“You-” Yoongi’s voice cuts off as he spots the water ghoul clinging to the underside of his boat. Without hesitation, Yoongi sends out his silvery sword to pierce through the ghoul, burning it up with a flare of spiritual energy.
Jimin laughs softly as Yoongi recalls his sword, even as Jeongguk curls his lip. “Ah, Yoongi-hyung, it wasn’t a prank, see? I just didn’t want to alert the ghoul! I think they are very clever to hide under the boat…”
“Ridiculous,” Yoongi mutters.
Jimin blows a raspberry at him. Honestly, Yoongi could do with a little more good humor!
“Hyung,” Jeongguk says. He’s leaning over the side of their boat, squinting at the charred remains of the water ghoul on the other boat. “I’ve never seen water ghouls like that. It’s so…warped.”
Jimin twists his lips, nodding. Jeongguk is right. Water ghouls are, at best, waterlogged and covered in the loam of the water, many of them tinted deep blue. This ghoul, on the other hand, has only a vaguely humanoid shape and is a deep color, almost black. Yin energy has completely saturated the ghoul.
“Good eye, Gguk-ah,” Jimin says, clapping his brother on the back.
“They’re tainted,” Seokjin calls out stiffly.
“By what?” Hoseok wonders. “More resentment? Have they been lurking for too long?”
Maybe , Jimin thinks. But he can’t help but recall that Horangi disciple at the start of the lectures…
Chunghee looks very disturbed as he observes the scene. “How did you know the ghoul was hiding?” he asks.
“Weight displacement,” Jimin answers promptly. “Yoongi-hyung was the only passenger in his boat, but the bottom of his boat was covered by more water than boats with multiple passengers. I guessed maybe a ghoul was dragging his boat down.”
“Very clever,” Chunghee praises faintly.
Jimin preens, throwing Yoongi a triumphant look that is entirely ignored. Instead, Yoongi’s gaze is riveted on the water, his golden eyes flickering as if following something.
“Incoming,” Yoongi says only a moment before a half dozen water ghouls lurch into the boats, clamping onto the sides to climb inside.
Jimin calls out Jangnan, sending the sword around the perimeter of their boat while Jeongguk hacks at another and Yoongi covers a wider distance. Out of the corner of his eye, he notices that Kim Seokjin is surprisingly competent with his sword, complimenting Hoseok’s skills well; meanwhile, Namjoon clutches his sheathed sword and his brother close while Chunghee takes care of the ghouls.
When the ghouls are taken care of, the water is still and silent again, even though the murkiness and the fog persist. Slowly, the boats move steadily to the middle of the lake, which is where the largest pool of yin energy seems to sit.
“What is your sword called?” Yoongi asks quietly.
Jeongguk groans. “Here we go…”
Jimin is pleasantly surprised that Yoongi is initiating the conversation for only a moment. Then he grins broadly and proudly says, “This is Jangnan!”
Yoongi stiffens. “Joke? The sword has a spirit. Do not be disrespectful.”
Jimin laughs, turning his sword so Yoongi can see Jangnan inscribed on the blade. “No, see, Jangnan is the name of my sword! It’s not a joke! I like the name! Don’t you think it suits me well?”
Yoongi’s eye twitches.
Jimin tilts his head back, fondly recalling the moment when he was finally granted a sword of his own. “Let me tell you, when I was first gifted my sword, I thought of dozens of names but none of them were right! So I asked Sect Leader Jeon to name my sword and he did! I think it’s good.”
“Is it?” Jeongguk mutters. He’s never seen the good humor in Jangnan’s name the same way Jimin has, but then, Jeongguk named his sword golden hibiscus , so he really has no room to judge.
“Anyway, what’s your sword called?” Jimin asks.
“Gwangtaeg,” Yoongi answers shortly.
“How fitting,” Jimin muses. It’s a good name for such a bright, silvery sword, especially when the sword wielder is himself someone with a flawless luster.
“Everyone,” Chunghee calls out. “Something is happening. Be careful.”
Indeed, they have reached the middle of the lake now, and the water is entirely black, churning with malicious energy. Jimin peers at the dark water curiously, sensing the overwhelming yin energy. These are no simple water ghouls - not only do water ghouls seldom travel in packs larger than three, but water ghouls also have no way of attaining this much resentful energy, let alone enough of it to alter the composition of the water. What on Earth…?
Abruptly, their boat rocks with a sudden force and tilts precariously to one side. Years of instinct have Jimin jumping forward to land on the nearest boat with Chunghee, Namjoon, and Dohoon. Yoongi lands neatly beside him, unperturbed by the dwindling situation, while Jeongguk manages to land on Seokjin and Hoseok’s boat. Jimin turns just in time to see a cluster of a dozen or so water ghouls break his former boat into pieces.
After that, the attacks from the water ghouls are fierce, and cultivators respond by slicing away at the ghouls or using talismans to blast ghouls away. Min Chunghee uses his long flute to play a deeply evocative song, which seems to leech away some of the yin energy in the water ghouls who attack their boats. Yoongi, on the other hand, does not turn to musical cultivation - not that he needs to, with his shining silver blade zipping along the surface of the water to spear through ghouls - one-two-three -
“Ah!”
Jimin spins around at the sound of his brother’s shout, ichor dripping off Jangnan. Jeongguk is crouched down in his boat, clutching at his leg with his face twisted in pain, while Seokjin looks on in abject horror and Hoseok grimly defends them.
Anger surges through him. “Kim Seokjin!” he shouts. “What did you do?”
Seokjin’s fair face blanches. He shakes his head.
Jeongguk looks at Jimin across the water. “Don’t worry about me! It’s just an accident! Hyung, watch your back!”
Jimin flips his sword, the blade facing backward, and blindly stabs through the water ghoul Jeongguk warned him about. His instinct to protect his brother has him bracing to jump to the next boat, but before he can, he sees Namjoon mount his sword with his bag of medical supplies. Jimin waits just long enough to confirm that Namjoon is giving Jeongguk medical aid before he turns back to the fight against the water ghouls. This time, Jimin keeps Dohoon at his back - he did promise to protect the boy, after all, and it’s the least he can do when Namjoon has left his brother to give Jeongguk aid. Bites from ghouls must be treated quickly, and it’s an extraordinary show of trust that Namjoon has left Dohoon in such a precarious nighthunt.
Several countless minutes pass like this, with Jimin and Yoongi twisting around each other in the boat to fight off dozens of ghouls, all while Chunghee continues to weave magic with his flute. Jimin’s focus is split between guarding Dohoon, skewering the next ghoul, and monitoring Jeongguk’s boat in case assistance is needed.
And through all of that, somehow a thought breaks through - a morsel of information he must have read years ago about rare water ghouls affected by large amounts of yin energy. So rare is this phenomenon that it’s only happened in Busan once hundreds of years ago but - it can only be -
“Waterborne Abyss!” Jimin shouts. “It’s a Waterborne Abyss! We can’t fight it!”
Yoongi halts, his feline eyes flickering to the mass of dark energy in the water that has begun to swirl into a vortex. Chunghee stops too, his finger position on his flute faltering as he looks to Jimin, face pale.
“Waterborne Abyss…” Chunghee raises his voice with authority. “Ride the sword! Someone, call the elders from the mountain! We need to seal off the lake!”
The Horangi disciples comply immediately, a few of them zipping off to Horangi Recesses with great haste, while a few of the senior disciples stand on their swords and summon musical instruments. Chunghee flies high into the air and leads these disciples in a powerful song that echoes over the lake and causes the Waterborne Abyss to thrash with violent waves. Yoongi hovers near his brother, watchful and on guard.
Meanwhile, Seokjin is helping Namjoon support Jeongguk, who is too weakened to fly on his own sword. Hoseok maintains a ready guard, urging their formation closer to shore.
Jimin looks at Dohoon and his bow. No sword. Why no sword? Doesn’t matter right now.
“Dohoon, ride with me,” he says, urging Dohoon to stand on Jangnan.
But Dohoon does not respond. In fact, his eyes have turned white and his mouth has dropped open, his head turning to the spiking resentful energy that is dragging their boat into the center of the abyss. Jimin is chilled by the trance Dohoon is in, but he manages to get Dohoon on Jangan anyway. Only, right as Dohoon has found his balance, something ice-cold wraps around Jimin’s ankle and pulls -
Jimin only has a split second to send a firm command to Jangnan’s spirit to keep Dohoon safe at all costs before he is tugged into the water. Bitter, foul water rushes up Jimin’s nose and into his mouth as the Waterborne Abyss drags him undertow -
The absence of sound is the most unsettling. Beyond the shocking cold, beyond the suffocating weight of the water, before the pitch darkness, it is the void of sound that sends a spike of panic spirally through Jimin’s body. Being underwater usually means an initial rush of noise, followed by a gentle muteness that has always been welcoming. But this - the lack of noise is unnatural. Or perhaps, beyond natural.
If yang energy is everything hope and light, then yin energy is everything dark and desolate. As Jimin is pulled deeper into the center of the Waterborne Abyss, he can’t help but choke on the water, a sense of hopelessness permeating his optimistic mind.
He’s fighting against the Abyss. Why should he bother fighting? His limbs are tired. It would be easier to just let it happen. He’ll never beat the void of hungry, soulless energy by himself…
Bubbles of air escape his mouth one by one, his lungs tight and clogged as his body instinctively continues to fight against drowning. The crushing pain in his head is enough to shock Jimin out of the stupor he’d fallen into, and he reaches for his golden core with fierce desperation. For a moment, the yang energy alights through him with a vibrant warmth - but the energy barely passes through his meridians before it shrinks back, suppressed by the overwhelming presence of yin energy in the heart of the Waterborne Abyss.
Not yet , Jimin pleads. He reaches deep, summoning the yang energy he has spent years cultivating, and tries to sketch out a talisman - any talisman - that might be of some use. But it’s so hard. It’s like trying to write in loose mud. Every stroke is swallowed by the darkness, each call of his energy obscured by overwhelming resentment that clings and claws at him.
The last of Jimin’s air leaves his lungs. He is a strong swimmer and he can hold his breath for a long time, but Jimin was not prepared for this - he lost too much breath during the first precious, panicked seconds after being pulled underwater.
I can’t breathe . The realization is almost dumbfounding. But of all the ways Jimin thought his life would end, he always had a feeling it would be on a nighthunt, just like his parents. Perhaps this is okay, then. He did his duty…
The yin energy, perhaps sensing his openness, surges with a new fury. It forces itself into his mouth, trying to suffuse through his body, and Jimin is helpless to fight it. Yin energy burns against the yang energy in his meridians, the pain so blindingly sharp that Jimin thrashes with the last of his energy -
But the yin energy doesn’t feel - it’s not -
Jimin’s vision dims.
The last thing he sees is a murky white shape, maybe a light, floating before him.
Jimin comes to with a great, chest-wracking cough. His lungs hurt and his sinuses burn something fierce, but his body is greedy for air and works hard to inhale even as he is still sputtering dark water out of his mouth. Along with air, however, comes the renewal of his senses - sight and touch and sound all in a spectacular, overwhelming deluge.
There is wind whipping against his cheeks. A sense of movement. Something hard and warm wrapped around his elbow, causing his weight to pull painfully on his shoulder as he hangs limply from the grip of something. Below, a rush of blue. Ahead, shouts of his name and loud cries of relief.
Jimin coughs, finally dispelling the last of the water from his lungs, and cranes his head around to assess his position.
A wide, pale hand with elegant fingers is gripping him tightly around the elbow. Attached to the hand is soaked white fabric, and just beyond that, his line of sight catches on a gleaming silver sword, somehow familiar in his muddled mind. His eyes travel higher, snagging on a strong bicep, wide shoulders, a pair of petal lips pressed into a thin line, and bright golden eyes.
Yoongi. Yoongi?
Oh.
Yoongi saved him from the Waterborne Abyss, if his waterlogged appearance is any clue. And now Yoongi is flying them both to shore, somehow still poised and powerful even though it must be very hard to carry another grown person after diving straight into a pure well of yin energy. Jimin’s golden core is still shrunken into itself, guarded and spinning with a rapid fury, but ultimately reluctant to stretch through his meridians as it usually would.
Yoongi is very strong. A truly gifted cultivator.
Jimin shivers as the shore nears, Yoongi rapidly descending to a thankfully soft landing. Jimin ends up on his back while Yoongi gingerly steps off his sword, looking like a very angry kitten with his feline eyes and black hair plastered against the sides of his face.
“Couldn’t you have held me closer?” Jimin complains hoarsely, flopping his arms on either side of his body. He aches .
Yoongi’s golden eyes narrow. “I don’t like touching strangers.”
“Hyung!” Jimin manages to whine. “How are we strangers? We’ve spent so much time together, and we just survived an encounter with a rare ghoul and -”
“Are you seriously complaining after he saved your life?” Jeongguk snaps, falling to his knees beside Jimin’s prone form. He checks Jimin over, roughly patting at his torso and limbs, twisting his head from side to side, a massive scowl on his face the whole while. He doesn’t seem to notice that kneeling is aggravating the injury he sustained earlier. Jeongguk looks at Yoongi with a slightly less furious expression, bowing deeply. “Thank you for rescuing my hyung.”
Yoongi dips his head, taking several steps back as more people rush toward Jimin.
“Move aside, please,” Namjoon’s calm voice urges, and Jeongguk scoots just far enough away to give the doctor room. He prods at Jimin, taking his pulse and checking his eyes, with a deep sense of composure.
“I’m fine,” Jimin tires.
Jeongguk gently raps the side of his head. “Shut up and let the doctor treat you.”
Jimin heaves a great sigh, but allows Namjoon to examine him until he’s satisfied that Jimin won’t keel over. Jimin is gratified to see Dohoon is safe and seemingly recovered from his earlier episode, the younger boy digging through Namjoon’s medicine bag to pull out various items and herbs at Namjoon’s request. It’s only when Dohoon produces an array of silver needles that Jimin feels some trepidation.
Namjoon takes Jimin’s arm, turning his wrist over to access a meridian point. Foreign energy slips through Jimin’s veins and Namjoon grumbles, reaching for one of the needles Dohoon is dutifully holding.
“Hey, wait,” Jimin protests, watching with wide eyes as Namjoon positions the needle above Jimin’s inner wrist. “I said I’m fine!”
Namjoon’s hold on him becomes more firm when Jimin tries to wiggle away. “Yin energy is lingering in your meridians,” he says solemnly. “This will clear it.”
“But I hate needles!” Jimin wails.
“Are you three?” Jeongguk demands from the vicinity of his head. He has shifted to hold Jimin’s shoulders down so Namjoon can work. “Stop squirming!”
“No!” Jimin shouts, but his struggles are futile. Thankfully, only a few needles need to be placed along his arms and in the center of his chest through his wet clothing. Jimin suffers through it with the dignity he has left.
He feels Yoongi’s critical stare on him the entire time. How humiliating! First to make such a rookie mistake by being pulled into the Waterborne Abyss, then needing to be rescued like a damsel in distress, and now this! Jimin has a thick face, but even this is pushing the limits of his shamelessness!
As much as he struggles against the treatment, Namjoon is incredibly skilled. It doesn’t take very long at all for the treatment to chase away the cold yin energy that had been clinging to his meridians. When it is cleared, Jimin’s golden core churns faster, the familiar warmth of yang energy heating him gently from the inside.
All the while, there is activity around him as Horangi senior disciples and elders arrive at the lake. Jimin can overhear them talking about how they will purify the lake, a process that could take weeks or months since it’s impossible to simply exorcise the Waterborne Abyss. To take care of such an advanced concentration of resentment and yin energy, the Abyss will first need to be sealed and then methodically cleansed. A Waterborne Abyss is simply too unwieldy to remove from the lake - and the only other option is to completely drain the lake to sap the strength from the Abyss before eliminating it. Neither option is good. Either way, the citizens of Daegu will have to restrict water usage for the foreseeable future or find another source of water. At least by sealing the Abyss first, the Horangi Sect may be able to section off a portion of the lake that is untouched by yin energy.
Jimin is still dissatisfied. If only there was a faster way…
“You’re okay, right?” Jeongguk checks after Namjoon and Dohoon have excused themselves from the makeshift triage area. Jeongguk helps Jimin sit up, a deep furrow of worry between his brows.
“The good doctor said I’m fine,” Jimin says easily. He feels mostly okay. Nothing is wrong with him that a good meal and twelve hours of sleep won’t cure.
“You almost died, hyung…”
Jimin softens, clicking his tongue. He ruffles Jeongguk’s hair, shooting a pointed glance at Kim Seokjin who is huddled with Hoseok as far away from the lake as possible. “And what about you, hm? You got hurt too.”
Jeongguk turns red, his frown deepening. “S-shut up. We’re not talking about me .”
“Maybe we should be!”
“Hyung! Would you be serious for once-”
A throat clears delicately and both boys look to Min Chunghee, who bows to them apologetically. “I came to extend my sincerest apologies,” the Horangi Sect Leader says with obvious grief. “Had I known how dangerous the situation was, I would never have put you in such a position. It’s fortunate that you both are alright. You do your sect a great service with your bravery and selflessness, both of you.”
In the face of such sincere words, neither Jimin nor Jeongguk knows how to respond. They scramble to stand up, bowing deeply at the sect leader with mumbled excuses.
“It’s our fault for inviting ourselves on your sect’s nighthunt,” Jeongguk says, and Jimin nods rapidly, his wet hair flopping against his back.
Chunghee has the dignity and good grace to let the matter rest. He bows again and turns toward the elders who are discussing the plan for the Waterborne Abyss, but he stops when Jimin calls for him.
“Isn’t it strange, Sect Leader?” Jimin asks, and Chunghee lifts a questing brow. Jimin steps forward, dropping his voice to speak in an undertone. “The energy in Daegu has been strong for centuries. There is pure yang energy in Horangi Recesses that has kept Daegu clean and thriving, but now, a Waterborne Abyss has developed. How is that possible in such a purified environment, when it takes years of resentment to create such a powerful ghoul?”
Jimin lets his gaze drift pointedly to the northern edge of the lake, where a river from the northwest feeds into the body of water. The Waterborne Abyss had to come from somewhere, and Jimin can only think of one place - one sect - that would let such a foul thing fester.
But he doesn’t speak the name of the sect aloud. Not after the dire owl was spotted not so long ago.
Instead, he says, “And then there was the disciple with the snatched spirit…”
Min Chunghee straightens, his pleasant expression freezing into place. “We are looking into that, doreyong. Don’t concern yourself with it.”
Jimin opens his mouth to protest, but Jeongguk tugs on his sleeve harshly to silence him. And Yoongi, who had been standing some distance away the entire time, now turns to look directly at Jimin with sharp eyes. Jimin stills, because it isn’t often that Yoongi makes such direct eye contact. But when Yoongi shakes his head slowly, the message is clear.
Don’t talk about it anymore. Not here .
Jimin isn’t happy about it - and his curiosity is still chomping at the bit - but he falls quiet. For now.
Min Chunghee and the Horangi elders decide that the disciples - Jimin especially - are too weak to fly up the mountain that night, let alone walk up those thousands of stairs. And so, it is in short order that rooms at a nearby inn are arranged for the disciples who participated in the nighthunt. After resting in Daegu for the night, the disciples will return to Horangi Recesses in the morning.
Jimin is glad for the rest, but mostly, he is thrilled to finally eat food flavored with something other than medicinal herbs. He sits in the inn restaurant after changing into a clean hanbok and gleefully slathers his generous portion of food in chili oil and vinegar. Somehow, Yoongi has ended up sharing a table with Jimin, and he stares at Jimin’s food habits with the most nonplussed expression he has ever deigned to make.
“Do you want some?” Jimin asks, offering Yoongi the pot of chili oil.
In response, Yoongi silently slides his food closer to himself and further away from the chili oil.
Jimin laughs and digs into his food. “More for me then!”
Happily, Jimin plows through his sizeable portion of spicy chicken, hot noodles, and grilled pork belly while Yoongi slowly picks through a moderate collection of rice, tofu stew, and stir-fried beansprouts. With his mouth contentedly occupied by food, this is probably the longest Jimin has been in Yoongi’s presence without the insatiable need to talk. But of course, after a day like this, that only lasts for so long.
Jimin polishes off one dish, then leans over the table, licking his lips clean of any spicy sauce. “Yoongi-hyung, has there been any progress in the investigation about the disciple with the snatched spirit? Do you know what happened? Has your brother told you about it?”
Yoongi carefully chews his food, then places his chopsticks to the side. He appears to be finished eating, except for his tea. “No,” he answers.
Jimin waits for more, for any type of clarification, but none comes. He huffs at his friend. “ No , what? No, there hasn’t been any news in the investigation? No, you don’t know what happened? No, your brother hasn’t told you about it? Hyung.”
Yoongi sips his tea. It feels like a pointed silence, so Jimin takes that to mean that the answer to all of his questions is no . Which is - well, not ideal, is it? Either there truly is no progress in the investigation, or Min Chunghee is keeping a lot of secrets from his brother. Maybe a bit of both. It’s not satisfying at all.
“I find it so strange,” Jimin muses, scooping up another bite of food. “Something is being hidden, but why? Don’t you think it’s odd? All these things happening in Daegu?”
Yoongi’s golden gaze flickers.
Jimin snaps his fingers. “Ah! I knew it! You agree! Oh, this must not be a trivial matter at all!”
“Jimin,” Yoongi warns.
“I’m not being nosy,” Jimin protests. “This is a big issue.”
“Leaders will take care of it.”
Jimin lifts both of his brows in surprise. “Are you really satisfied with that? Just letting someone else take care of it? Honestly, I wouldn’t have expected that from you. I have to say, I’m a little disappointed.”
“There is order for a reason,” Yoongi counters coolly. “Elders have wisdom that we do not.”
Jimin snorts. “Sure, they have wisdom sometimes. But elders also lose sight of the important things too easily, caught up in things that don’t matter. Take this situation,” he says. “Even though nobody is confirming anything, we all know who is to blame, don’t we? Yet no clan elders or Sect Leaders are stepping up to do anything about it. I’d bet anything that poor disciple is also a victim of the Go-”
“Do not invite trouble with speculation,” Yoongi says, cutting Jimin off.
“What speculation? We have evidence sitting in that lake!”
Yoongi clenches his jaw.
Jimin sighs, reaching for the pot of Emperor’s Smile he had ordered to go along with his dinner. He shakes his head in disappointment, pulling the cork off the pot. “Yoongi-hyung, let me tell you. Being so rigid about things is really impractical. What will you do if - Hey!”
Yoongi has smoothly snatched away his pot of alcohol, dropping it on the tray of a passing waiter. Jimin gapes at him, making an aborted movement to go after the Emperor’s Smile he still hasn’t had the pleasure of drinking.
“Yoongi-hyung!” he complains loudly. “I spent money on that! A lot of money! Good wine isn’t cheap, you know!”
Yoongi collects his teacup, taking a languid sip. “You are not an adult. Do not drink alcohol.”
Jimin slaps his hand on the table. He really can’t understand the audacity of this friend of his! “I can drink if I want! I drink all the time at Mugunghwa Pier and you really won’t find a disciple with better tolerance than me! We aren’t in Horangi Recesses right now! It’s not against the rules.”
“Mm.”
“Yoongi-hyung!”
Notes:
Gwangtaeg - gloss or luster
Jangnan - joke, mischief, or fun
Chapter 10
Notes:
confirming suspicious stuff and confronting anxiety
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Yoongi stands in front of the window, uncaring of the frigid night air as he stares at the lake in the not-too-far distance. Cultivators from his sect have been assigned to monitor the lake continuously until the Waterborne Abyss can be properly suppressed and eliminated, but this is a cold comfort after the day’s events. The Waterborne Abyss was strong and unpredictable. Jimin had almost -
Yoongi inhales deeply, counts to ten, then slowly releases his breath. He pushes the memories of Jimin’s limp body and pale face out of his mind, replacing them with the much more recent image of Jimin whining at him over their shared dinner, his eyes sparkling with good humor that never seems to fade.
Outside, Daegu is not blanketed with snow the same way the mountain peaks of Horangi Recesses are. But it’s still very cold, so Yoongi closes the window and readies himself for bed. It’s later than he would usually go to sleep, but there have been extenuating circumstances.
Chunghee has given Yoongi welcome silence since they came to their room at the inn, perhaps lost in his own thoughts. Yoongi imagines it must be overwhelming to be a young sect leader dealing with such a rare, unprecedented challenge. Certainly, none of their ancestors had been faced with such a time of unrest - either with malicious ghouls or with politics.
Yoongi folds down the tuck silk duvet and climbs into bed, straightening the sleeves of his underclothes neatly. He unties the manggeon from around his forehead, placing the sign of his restraint carefully to one side. His forehead feels cool and damp after wearing the manggeon all day. He should have removed it to properly dry off after diving in after Jimin but -
Jimin is okay. Nobody was severely injured. The Waterborne Abyss will be handled.
(Yoongi had expected Jimin to pop right back to the surface, surely cocky about his strong swimming abilities and ready to brag as he always does. But Jimin hadn’t surfaced, even as the Abyss churned with ink-black water and as yin energy swelled with a sense of victory. Jimin had stayed underwater and his brother had called for him and Yoongi had not hesitated, ignoring his own brother to go after Jimin.
The water had been so cold, so much colder than the Cold Pond or ice or anything else Yoongi had ever encountered. More than a lack of heat was an absence of any temperature at all. And the silence, so disorienting. Yoongi had immediately lost his sense of direction, and it was only by the virtue of his golden core spinning with stubborn aggression that he had maintained his focus.
Jimin, though, had been floating listlessly down the bank of the river, a dim spot of brightness amid the dark water. When Yoongi grabbed onto him, he vowed that he would not let go - even at the risk of himself.)
Jimin is okay. But others might not be.
“What are you thinking about?” Chunghee queries, laying down in his bed across the room.
“The Waterborne Abyss,” Yoongi answers. He leans over, blowing out the candle near his bed. He does not lie down. Instead, he grips the duvet and twists the fabric around his fingers.
“Of course..."
“What Jimin said isn’t unreasonable. There have been strange incidents,” Yoongi says. “Is there truly a connection between them?”
Chunghee sighs. “Yoongi-yah…”
“You should not hide this from me. I am here to share your burden.”
“You are still a child. Not all burdens can be shared.”
“Hyung-nim,” Yoongi breathes through a flash of irritation. “I will be twenty in only a few months. What is the difference between telling me now and telling me then?”
Chunghee shifts on his bed, sitting up to peer at Yoongi across the inn room. The stress on his face is obvious, and all the more disarming because of how well he masks his emotions with a gentle smile during the day. Chunghee looks older than his modest twenty-four years.
“I have an irrational fear,” Chunghee admits. “If I speak, what if I manifest my suspicions into existence?”
“It is much worse if you do not speak,” Yoongi counters. “Dangers cannot long be hidden. Neither can the truth.”
Chunghee scrubs his hands over his face tiredly. “I have been hoping that I was wrong but…If my assumption is right…” he sighs heavily. “Even if I’m not wrong, there is nothing we can do the change the way the wind blows. We may not even be able to change the outcome.”
Yoongi thinks about Jimin’s speculations. For all that Jimin is loudmouthed, brash, and unrepentantly shameless, he’s also sharply observant - and willing to voice what others will hesitate to say out loud.
“Is it the Gom Sect?” he whispers. “Have they been doing these things? The disciple? The Waterborne Abyss?”
Chunghee looks reluctant. “I don’t want you to worry about these things yet…”
“Hyung-nim,” Yoongi says firmly.
“Kim Byunghyun of the Kkachi Sect has told me many things about the heinous acts of the Gom Sect. Many smaller sects have been annexed and entire villages have gone missing. Byunghun’s information is compelling,” Chunghee admits, his expression twisting with unease. “But all of this seems to foreshadow war, and I fear what will become of us if that happens. I would prefer not to make waves unnecessarily, so I am reluctant to accuse the Gom Sect of anything…”
“Even when the evidence is clear,” Yoongi mutters.
“I have to keep our sect safe, Yoongi-yah.”
Yoongi clenches his jaw. “Is our safety that important compared to the peace of the world?”
Chunghee inhales sharply.
Yoongi lays down, squeezing his eyes closed. He turns onto his side, his back to his brother as he pulls the duvet over his shoulders. “Goodnight, hyung-nim.”
“You’re so reckless!” Jeongguk scolds from his bed. He sorely wants to pace around and pull at his hair - and smack his brother - but Kim Namjoon had warned him to stay off his leg for the night and Jeongguk would listen to physician advice.
Jimin is notably not listening to Namjoon’s advice to rest, too busy sprawled across the table in the center of the room, frowning down at the scribbles he’s making. He rolls his eyes at Jeongguk and mocks his tone. “You’re so reckless. Blah, blah…”
Jeongguk wastes no time throwing the nearest object at his brother, which happens to be his boot. The shoe smacks into Jimin’s shoulder with a satisfying sound. “What were you thinking, sending your sword away without being on it? Aren’t you supposed to be smart? Why are you the dumbest genius I’ve ever met?” Jeongguk snaps.
“Hey, who’s the hyung here?” Jimin grumbles, rubbing his shoulder. “Respect your hyung.”
Jeongguk sends him a withering glare. “Hyung, I’ll respect you when you learn some self-preservation.”
Jimin rounds on him with a pointed glare. “Self-preservation? If your self-preservation is so great, then explain that ,” he says, stabbing a finger at Jeongguk’s mending leg.
Jeongguk grimaces. Letting a water ghoul take a chunk out of his leg maybe wasn’t one of his brightest decisions, but Seokjin’s back had been turned and Jeongguk had acted without thinking. The pain of the bite and clearing out the yin energy had been worth the startled, wide-eyed looks Seokjin has been sending him all evening.
“Well, protecting him is my duty,” Jeongguk mumbles, ducking his head to hide his red face. “He’s my betrothed.”
Jimin clicks his tongue, shaking his head in faux disappointment. “Such reckless chivalry.”
“Oh, shut up.”
“You started it first!” Jimin exclaims. He rolls onto the floor, sprawling lazily on his back with his limbs spread out.
Looking at him, it’s hard to tell he’d almost been swallowed up by some super-powerful water ghoul only hours before. There’s not even a scratch on him, and somehow that worries Jeongguk. He isn’t sure why. It just seems - odd. Jimin came out of that water mostly fine, and he probably shouldn’t have.
“You know why that happened, right?” Jimin asks quietly, uncommonly serious.
A grave sense of unease settles over Jeongguk’s shoulders, the dark shroud of the future a heavy weight. He nods even though Jimin can’t see it. “I know. The northern river…”
“Yes.”
“Then…you think that means…?”
Jimin sighs. He tilts his head back far enough to catch Jeongguk’s eye upside down. “Remember when we were kids and the former Kkachi Sect Leader came? And he was ranting and warning about potential war? Your father said other sect leaders would discuss it, but that never happened. I’m starting to think that was a mistake.”
“The Gom Sect is too bold,” Jeongguk says darkly. “Who sends a fully developed Waterborne Abyss to another sect’s territory?”
“A sect that has no fear that someone will hold them responsible,” Jimin answers. But there’s a hard, stubborn look in his eye that Jeongguk recognizes.
“Hey, wait,” he says quickly, hoping to cut his brother’s thought off before it can fully bloom. “You don’t think you should hold them responsible, do you? Jimin, you’re seventeen! This is something for sect leaders to deal with!”
Jimin thumps his hands against the floor angrily. “Everyone is always saying that! But what are our leaders doing? What have they done while the common people have been suffering and while smaller sects have been swallowed up like chew toys? Nothing! So, why should I wait? Why shouldn’t I do something?”
“What can you do?” Jeongguk fires back. He’s mad too, but he’s scared mostly - scared of what Jimin might do, scared of what’s going to happen. His bright future as the Sect Leader of the Mugunghwa Sect has been sealed since he was born, but now…
“I don’t know!” Jimin explodes. “But I can do something ! Anything I do is better than sitting on my hands like everyone else. I should-”
“Stop it!” Jeongguk cries. “Just stop! Think about it! You’re not just Park Jimin! You’re the head disciple of our sect, and what do you think eomeoni will do to you if you act out of order?”
“I could be a rogue cultivator,” Jimin says hotly. It’s so rare to see Jimin so visibly frustrated, but it’s even rarer to hear Jimin say something like this - something that could potentially divorce him from Jeongguk’s life. His brother’s loyalty is so deeply rooted that it seems unshakeable.
But…even the earth shakes at times.
Jeongguk’s breath catches, his heart stilling in his chest. Jimin as a rogue cultivator - a possibility, but a devastating loss. It’s not the first time the thought has crossed Jeongguk’s mind, though. It would be easier for his brother, safer for him, if he wasn’t tied to the Mugunghwa Sect. Any distance from Jeongguk’s mother would be a boon to Jimin’s continued good health. But Jeongguk is also selfish - he doesn’t want his brother, his best friend, to leave him. Not ever.
“Would you really leave our sect because of this?”
Jimin squeezes his eyes closed. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it. I’m just…”
Jeongguk swallows around the lump in his throat. “Me too.”
The morning comes too quickly for Namjoon, but he didn’t sleep much, anyway. He has always been a light sleeper, especially on nights after Dohoon has an episode. Last night had been no different and Namjoon had spent many minutes getting in and out of bed, checking on every sigh and snore his little brother made. Dohoon had slept peacefully, still a lamb utterly unaware of how dangerous the world is. Namjoon wants him to keep this innocence for as long as possible, but he fears that time is quickly coming to an end.
Namjoon is still staring up at the ceiling when a knock comes at the door. The rhythm of the knock is oddly jubilant, even for the early hour. It doesn’t sound like the knock of a Horangi disciple, which is why he is less than surprised to see Park Jimin on the other side of the door.
“Oh, good, you’re awake,” Jimin says briskly. His expression twists into a pained moue. “I can’t believe we have to wake up this early when we aren’t even at Horangi Recesses…Such a strange sect…”
Namjoon frowns down at the shorter boy. “Why are you here?”
Jimin snaps his fingers with a dazzling grin. “I have something for you! Or actually, it’s for your brother!”
Jimin squeezes into the room boldly - rudely - before Namjoon can even offer a token protest. Namjoon holds his tongue. Park Jimin is strange and frustrating, but he also sacrificed himself yesterday to save Dohoon. This is not something Namjoon will be quick to forget, just like he is not quick to forget the wide meridians lurking in Jimin’s body - meridians that had responded rather strangely to the invasion of yin energy Jimin had been exposed to.
Namjoon is certain Jimin didn’t notice. Namjoon wouldn’t have noticed either had he not been studying the effects of yin energy on cultivators for years. And certainly, no other physician would ever think to detect such a thing but -
When other cultivators are exposed to a large amount of yin energy, what inevitably happens is that the golden core compensates by churning out more yang energy. Usually, this is a quick, instinctive explosion to clear the body, and if the cultivator is strong enough, it can shield the body from any remaining yin energy in the environment. Although Namjoon had not examined Min Yoongi after he saved Jimin, he suspects that the strength of Yoongi’s golden core had produced this effect.
For weaker cultivators, the initial gambit of the golden core is usually followed by a swift retreat of all yang energy as the golden core seeks to protect itself. When yin and yang energy co-mingle in the meridians, the effect is as reactive as placing oil and water in the same pan - painful and ultimately unsustainable. To prevent damage, the golden core seems to instinctively retract, pulling energy from the meridians and condensing deeper into the body. When this happens, the meridians also narrow, another act of automatic self-defense to prevent any infestation from yin energy. But when this goes on for too long, volatile yin energy can pry the meridians open, drain the golden core, and destroy the cultivator’s spiritual cognition along with the spiritual root. This is what Namjoon has observed from all of Lee Chungwoo’s experiments.
But Park Jimin had been a different case. Instead of shrinking away, Jimin’s meridians had remained wide and open, even as his golden core closed itself off. In doing so, the yin energy from the Waterborne Abyss had been able to flow through his meridians and had easily left once Namjoon had begun his treatment. Namjoon has never witnessed anything like it. He doesn’t understand how it’s possible or why Jimin is special. Is it simply a matter of disposition?
But Namjoon knows better than to pursue this scientific curiosity. Some things are better left undiscovered. However, keeping this self-made promise would be much easier if Park Jimin would leave him and his brother alone.
Namjoon does not think this will happen given the way Jimin has so doggedly sought his company. Not when Jimin is someone Dohoon now idolizes, a rare kind soul in a world full of people who overlook a stuttering, shy, meek boy like Dohoon. Not when Park Jimin is here, making himself comfortable in the seating area of the room, rifling through his pockets to pull out…something.
“Kim doryeon-nim, sit down!” Jimin calls cheerfully.
Namjoon is quick to hush him, throwing a cautious glance at Dohoon who continues to sleep, blissfully unaware. Dohoon always could sleep through an astounding amount of noise, especially after an episode. Namjoon doesn’t think his little brother will wake up, but it’s best to be mindful anyway.
“He needs to sleep,” Namjoon says sternly, folding his long legs beneath him as he sits across from Jimin. “If you’re going to be here, be quiet.”
Jimin presses his lips together and nods quickly. He glances at Dohoon’s peaceful face, then looks at Namjoon with open inquiry. “But what’s wrong with him? He doesn’t seem cursed. Or at least, he doesn’t feel cursed.”
“You can feel curses?” Namjoon questions.
Jimin shrugs. “Sure. Can’t everyone?”
No, Namjoon wants to say. Not unless they are trained to detect curses, and even then, some doctors can overlook a curse trace. Cultivators with strong skills may be able to see a curse as it progresses, but this comes with age. Jimin is no doctor and although he is skilled, he’s still very young.
He must be very attuned to natural energy , Namjoon realizes. Is this why his meridians are different? Is this the result of training, or a predisposition? But I’ve never heard of training like this…
Namjoon clears his throat. “Dohoon had an accident when he was young. He has a…special constitution now.”
“An accident with yin energy, I suppose,” Jimin says astutely.
Namjoon doesn’t answer. Answering would be revealing too much. But he is unnerved by Jimin’s quick conclusions, so it’s a struggle to keep his expression impassive. Thankfully, Jimin’s short attention span has him changing the subject very quickly.
“Here,” he says. “This is for Dohoon.”
Jimin holds something in his hand, some kind of woven sachet. He passes it over to Namjoon, who takes it with unhidden caution. The fabric of the sachet is cheap and rough, the color similar to barley with a thin string of twine tying it closed. Namjoon opens the sachet and finds a thin sheet of rice paper inside, the small sheet absolutely covered in a complicated array of cinnabar and ink.
“What is this?”
Jimin hunches his shoulders. “Like I said, it’s for Dohoon. I made a promise to protect him yesterday and I failed. He could have gotten seriously hurt because I convinced you to bring him along. Nothing will make up for that. But,” Jimin says, nodding to the sachet. “Maybe that can help in the future.”
“This?” Namjoon asks skeptically.
“It’s a protection talisman, one I invented,” Jimin explains. “It will shield him from malicious energy. I modified it to protect from malicious intent, too. You know, the more human type of threats. He’ll need it in the future, won’t he? I promise it’s useful.”
Namjoon’s chest tightens. “What do you mean?” he asks stiffly, careful not to crush the sachet.
Jimin meets his eyes unflinchingly. “Dohoon is innocent. He’s a good boy. No matter why you were sent here, he deserves to be protected.”
Namjoon drops his eyes guiltily. His stomach churns at this unexpected kindness - undeserved kindness too, considering Namjoon is a spy. A reluctant spy, but a spy all the same. It’s notable, of course, that Jimin has specified this protective talisman is for Dohoon - not Namjoon.
Jimin is right. Dohoon is innocent and should be protected.
Carefully, Namjoon closes the sachet and re-ties the twine. “Thank you. I will give this to him when he wakes up.”
Jimin’s smile comes easily, somehow relaxed even after the weight of the damning words he has left unspoken. He bounces up and sketches a bow. “I’ll let myself out, doryeon-nim!”
The door clatters closed quietly after Jimin leaves and Namjoon puts his head in his hands, stifling a groan into his palms. Later, Dohoon is thrilled to receive the sachet made by his hero and very meticulously ties the sachet to his inner clothes, chattering all the while about how amazing Park Jimin is.
Namjoon lets it wash over him and wonders how much longer he will be able to keep his head above water - and about how much longer he can realistically protect those who are so precious to him.
“Hyung,” Hoseok begins pensively. He is helping Seokjin strap on his sword belt, an elaborate strip of leather that is so impractical it’s almost comical compared to the much sturdier belt Hoseok uses. He honestly has no idea how Seokjin summons his sword from such a vain contraption. “Do you think there is something strange happening?”
Seokjin fiddles with the buttons on the sword belt, making sure they sit just right. “You’ll have to be more specific,” he says absentmindedly. “There’s a lot of strange things.”
“Yesterday,” Hoseok specifies promptly. “Yesterday was strange. And dangerous.”
Seokjin stills. “Yes, it was.”
Hoseok frowns. “That’s it?”
Seokjin lifts his almond-shaped eyes and makes an irritated, huffing sort of noise. “Well, what do you want me to say? It was really weird. I’ve never even heard of a Waterbeard -”
“Waterborne.”
“-yes, a Water-whatever Abyss until yesterday, and then Park Jimin almost dies in front of all of us, and something was weird with that little Sonamu disciple and I believe I saw Min Yoongi actually make a facial expression,” Seokjin rants, throwing his hands up. “All very strange!”
Hoseok stares at his friend, unimpressed. “Are you trying to be stupid? You know what I mean.”
Seokjin glares at him. “And I still have nothing to say about it,” he snaps defensively. “Does it all scream of the type of conspiracy the addle-minded sycophants in Jasujeon Tower would cook up? Of course it does. But even my father wouldn’t be this bold, particularly not against an opponent as formidable as the Horangi Sect.”
Hoseok thought as much. He’s not suspecting his sect leader of anything, of course. Even as slimy and untrustworthy as Kim Kyongsoo is, he’s not the type to make big splashes like this. And Hoseok does believe this is a big splash of some sort - he has ears and Park Jimin is not a quiet person, nor someone who seems to possess an ounce of situational awareness. Hoseok should really say something to his young acquaintance about not discussing such dangerous topics so openly.
“Some people seem to think it’s the Gom Sect,” Hoseok says.
“Probably,” Seokjin agrees. He stuffs his feet into shiny leather boots, expression drawn with tension. “There have been…overtures. All the major sects know about it in some way. The Gom Sect is hungry.”
Hoseok thinks of his family in a little village not too far from Gwancheon, of his sister who has recently given birth to a daughter, of his parents who still toil away at the farm even though Hoseok sends them enough money so that they don’t have to work. Hoseok thinks of other commoner families who will be trampled if a sect like the Gom Sect is allowed to run amok. Hoseok thinks of all those water ghouls that had created the Waterborne Abyss, about all the lives that much untamed yin energy can claim so easily.
He feels sick to his stomach about it.
“Are we going to do nothing?” he asks his closest friend.
Seokjin’s shoulders draw together. “What can we do?” he asks bluntly. “Knowing my father, even if there was war, the Jasujeon Sect would not respond unless it would directly benefit his goals.”
“So we would stay out of it?” Hoseok demands, clenching his fists. “I don’t think I could do that. My family -”
“I don’t know!” Seokjin cuts him off, running his hands through his loose hair. “I don’t know what I would do because it hasn’t happened yet and it may not ever happen. But I’m not like my father or my brothers - I won’t tolerate - there are some things that shouldn’t…” Seokjin shakes his head. “But I don’t have a supporting faction in the sect, Hoseok. There are those who support my father, those that support Sangsik as the heir, and those that support Sangwoo’s vision. I’m to be married out of the sect, so I have no real power. Do you understand?”
Hoseok takes in the defeated posture of his usually confident hyung and feels torn. He admittedly doesn’t understand the struggles Seokjin must endure, a political pawn from the moment of his birth, someone raised in a gilded cage with vipers at his feet. The choices Seokjin can realistically make are very limited - but when pushed into a corner, what will Seokjin do?
Hoseok knows what he will do. If there is war, he will take up his sword and defend the common people. It’s an act that will destroy everything he has worked so hard for if he must go against his sect, but there are things that are more important.
That is a choice he will have to make. And that choice may be different than what others will choose to do - a choice that may be different than what Seokjin chooses or is able to do.
“We don’t need to talk about it,” Hoseok says quietly. “It’s not…”
Seokjin nods, wishing he could be braver, wishing he could have better and bolder answers. But he doesn’t, and he has never felt so weak because of it. Seokjin never thought that he lacked courage before, but between freezing up in the face of the Waterborne Abyss yesterday and Hoseok’s prompting today, Seokjin has discovered just how weak he is. It’s an acutely uncomfortable realization and one he is ashamed to make.
Yesterday, Seokjin’s weakness had resulted in Jeongguk injuring himself to save him. Today, Seokjin’s weakness has put a new sense of space between him and one of the only people he trusts. Tomorrow and in the future, Seokjin’s weakness will certainly only spell disaster.
Yet it is not something he can change so easily, not after spending an entire lifetime second-guessing every step so he doesn’t cross a line or fall into a scheme. Seokjin is perpetually frozen in this way, more mouse than man. He’s the third son, a spare, something to be traded away. Any power and privilege he has are in name only. His hands have always been tied, and even if he has some skills in cultivation, he has never been expected to use them seriously. Kim Seokjin has and likely always will be an ornamental figure. He doesn’t know how to change that. He doesn’t know if he should, either.
“Sometimes, Hoseok, it’s best to keep your head down,” Seokjin mutters. He can’t bring himself to look at Hoseok as he speaks. “At least until you know which way the wind blows.”
“I understand, hyung,” Hoseok says quietly.
Between them, the rest of the morning is spent in silence, each of them lost in turmoiled thoughts about the future. Along with the rest of the disciples from the night hunt, they eat breakfast at the inn, but Seokjin can’t manage to eat the rich food with his stomach so tight. He spends his time sipping tea, pushing rice around his bowl, and trying not to watch Jeon Jeongguk at the next table.
Time and time again, Seokjin’s eyes are drawn to the bandage wrapped around Jeongguk’s leg. It’s still almost unbelievable how quickly Jeongguk had pushed him out of the way, and even though it’s not the first time someone has gotten hurt for Seokjin, this is the first time he feels true guilt and shame about it.
Seokjin is older. He has more nighthunting experience. He shouldn’t have faltered so badly that his betrothed had to protect him with his own body. It’s good fortune that Kim Namjoon was there, even if the good doctor is all kinds of suspicious, or else things for Jeongguk might have turned out worse.
Even still, he avoids Jeongguk’s searching gaze every time the younger boy turns to look at him. Seokjin knows this doesn’t do him any favors, especially in regard to Park Jimin’s impression of him, but he can’t help it.
I’m a coward through and through , Seokjin sulks, and ignores Hoseok’s gentle inquisition as they leave the inn to walk up the mountain.
Taehyung stands outside, his wool cloak pulled up to his ears, and holds his wrist out for one of his magpies to land. He gently pets the bird’s head, cooing sweetly as he removes the letter tied to the bird’s leg. Unburdened by the missive, the bird flies away, circling overhead a few times before disappearing into the mountain trees, only a few birdcalls away.
He hums to himself as he tucks the letter away and goes back to his dorm room. The courtyards dedicated to the guest disciples have been quiet and tense since the day before when they all heard about the great disturbance in Daegu from the frazzled disciples who had returned to request aid from the Horangi elders. Classes had been canceled for the day since many of their teachers were tending to the issue in town. Taehyung had taken the opportunity to tend to important issues of his own.
In the dorm room, Eunwoo greets Taehyung with a wry smile and a different sort of letter. Taehyung recognizes his brother’s blocky script and whines, ducking away from Eunwoo when he tries to pass the letter over.
“He’s going to scold me about the latest exam scores,” Taehyung says. “Min Chunghee probably told him about my results and I don’t want to hear about it! It’s very unfair that my brother can harass me like this just because he has friends in high places. I’m doing my best!”
“You aren’t.”
Taehyung rolls his eyes. “Well, maybe not my best but as good as I’m willing to do, and that’s the same thing practically.”
“I’ll read it, then,” Eunwoo decides. “Sect Leader Kim shouldn’t be ignored by both of us.”
“Aren’t you thoughtful?” Taehyung grins and flops down on his bed, unrolling the missive carried by his magpie. He scans the letter, frowning at the unfortunate confirmation inside. One of his informants in the north says a problem with water ghouls up in Seoul had mysteriously vanished about two weeks ago, which would be just enough time for water ghouls to cause problems as they traveled downstream…
“Your brother says you had better not show your face in Geochang unless you pass the final exam, but he also says the cooks keep making your favorite honey cookies so he is sending them separately,” Eunwoo summarizes.
“Oh, I love those cookies.”
“What does your letter say?”
“My informant says the Gom Sect really did flush those ghouls down the river when they failed to eliminate them,” Taehyung returns, crumpling the missive into a small ball. “It seems the Gom Sect truly doesn’t care about hiding their corruption anymore. I’m worried…”
“We have been preparing for war for years,” Eunwoo points out. “Our Sect Leader has specially trained us for this inevitability.”
“But are other sects prepared?” Taehyung worries. “The Kkachi Sect is strong and our military might is nothing to brush off, but we are still only one sect and we are not even half of what the Gom Sect is. My brother…if he has to cultivate beast spirits to fight in a war, how long will he live? Let alone my brother, all of our disciples will be pushed into early graves. Eunwoo, I-”
Eunwoo moves quickly, crossing the room to pull Taehyung into his arms. A cool layer of sweat has gathered on Taehyung’s brow and his heart gallops behind his breastbone. He swallows convulsively, trying to lock down nausea and panic that has suddenly come over him.
Eunwoo hushes him, ever so gently. “You are so clever, Taehyung-ah,” he praises, brushing Taehyung’s curly bangs away from his face. “You’ve already figured it out and you’re making plans, aren’t you? You have eyes everywhere. There isn’t a single move any sect can make that you won’t know about.”
Taehyung squeezes his eyes shut. “But it’s really going to happen, isn’t it? War?”
Eunwoo doesn’t answer. He doesn’t have to.
Notes:
yesterday, Jin enlisted. I know many of us are really sad and that we will miss him, but I just want to say - armys have each other, just like Bangtanies have each other. the time is going to fly and everything is going to be okay. if you're feeling sad, be a little kinder to yourself <3 borahae
Chapter 11
Notes:
Jimin: fellas, is it gay to make a handfasting joke with your friend who you admire a whole lot after you bow to your friend's elder twice?
*edited 1/3/23 because I forgot about Jeon Hyebin (Jeongguk's mother). Min Hyebin is now Min Myunghee!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jimin leans around the corner, straining his ears for the whisper-quiet footsteps of Horangi disciples on patrol. Hearing none, an impish smile tucks into the corners of his mouth and he hurriedly picks his way across the courtyard, hugging the shadows of the wall as closely as he hugs two jugs of Emperor’s Smile to his chest.
He’s gloating internally at Min Yoongi, who surely thought he prevented Jimin from buying any of the rice wine when they were coming back from Daegu. But Jimin is very clever! He just so happened to be carrying a small purse in his pocket, one with magical storage to conveniently store some wine covertly bought from the innkeeper the morning right before they left. Nobody had noticed a thing, and now Jimin has spoils to share with his friends to celebrate Seollal.
I win! Jimin thinks with a great sense of victory, rushing up to his dorm room to knock on the door with a secretive cadence. The door slides open almost immediately and Jeongguk steps aside, peeking around the empty nighttime corridors before sliding the door shut.
“I still don’t know why you didn’t just keep the wine here,” he grumbles.
“And risk it being discovered during a surprise inspection? I don’t think so!”
“But there haven’t been any surprise inspections.”
“That you know of,” Jimin says dismissively. He smiles down at the wine jugs, petting the pretty white ceramic lovingly. “Besides, you have to treat excellent wine like this the right way. I couldn’t possibly store it in any place where sunlight could ruin it! I buried it in a very secret place as soon as we got back the other day.”
“That explains the dirt,” Jeongguk sighs.
Jimin grins, lifting one jug of wine to give it a kiss. Who cares if he’s a little dirty when he can finally have a taste of the best makgeolli in the country?
“You got it!” Taehyung cheers from across the room. He is arranging himself at the center table, where there is all kinds of contraband on the table, courtesy of Taehyung. A deck of cards, spiced nuts, and a generous box of yakgwa. Taehyung clears space for the wine, then takes the liberty of pouring four bowls as Jimin, Jeongguk, and Eunwoo settle around the table.
Jimin picks up his bowl with reverence, taking a long sniff of the rice wine. His mouth waters and he smiles around a slow sip, letting the flavor roll around his tongue. He makes an appreciative sound. It’s so good he could almost cry.
“Just drink it like a normal person, please ,” Jeongguk begs. He has already finished his bowl like the little fool he is.
“Let me tell you, this is the way to properly appreciate wine this good,” Jimin lectures, never one to miss an opportunity to pass some wisdom to his brother. “You can’t just swallow it down, you uncultured swine! You have to savor it!”
“Yes, yes!” Taehyung agrees. His eyes are sparkling as he takes another sip. “Oh, this truly deserves all the praise it gets.”
“Do you taste the sweetness?” Jimin asks. “There’s a floral note, too. So delicate!”
Jeongguk scrunches his nose and looks at Eunwoo. “It just tastes like rice wine to me.”
“It’s good,” Eunwoo says.
Jimin helps himself to another bowl with a happy hum. The wine is so decadent that he does feel rather kingly as he drinks it and he can’t help but smile at how good it is. Such an aptly-named drink. He and Taehyung spend several more minutes extolling the virtues of Emperor’s Smile and what a shame that it is it can’t be found in any other place but Daegu.
“You’re talking about wine like people talk about lovers,” Jeongguk complains.
Jimin wiggles his brows. “Shows what you know! Good wine is like a lover!”
“Hear, hear!” Taehyung cheers.
Jimin stands up, props his socked foot on the table, and lifts his bowl of rice wine high in the air. “Just like a good lover, wine makes you feel good and appreciated! Wine is honest, knows how to comfort you, and brings beauty into your life. Wine is-”
Jeongguk hits his leg, laughing freely. “You’re ridiculous!”
Jimin smiles widely and sits back down with a sense of satisfaction. For the first time in a while, he feels completely unburdened. Jimin can’t help but love the new year and all the hope it brings. Spring is coming soon and with it, the sun will chase away the permafrost that chills the air. It’s hard not to feel optimistic about everything as the year starts afresh, the full moon high in the sky and red lanterns hung tastefully around Horangi Recesses. The Lunar New Year has always been his favorite time, even when he was very young in Ulsan.
He finishes off his bowl of wine, licking his lips to chase the flavor. They haven’t opened the second jug. Should they save it? Oh, but Jimin wants to indulge!
“Hey, Jimin,” Taehyung says. “Did you ever finish that puppet talisman?”
Jimin perks up. “Actually, I did!” he exclaims. Jimin rocks to his knees and drags a crate from under his bed, which is filled with all of his talisman notes and supplies. It doesn’t take him very long at all to find the finished talisman work for the full-size puppets Taehyung had commissioned. He pulls out the papers with a flourish and smacks them on the tabletop.
Taehyung leans over in awe. “It’s so complicated!”
Jimin taps his finger against the talisman design. “It’s a little complicated, but the stroke order is easy! All you need is a paper puppet and this talisman. I’ve designed it so the talisman can work from a bit of a distance, but the energy price is a lot. And there is another catch I couldn’t find a workaround for…”
Eunwoo lifts a brow. “A catch?”
Jimin hums, pursing his lips. “How to put it? See, with the papermen, a spark of spiritual energy and some intent is all it takes to control the talisman. But our spiritual energy is part of us, so even if we can replace what we burn, we are still using part of ourselves,” he explains. Jimin grimaces a little. “With any talisman, the more complicated it is, the more energy is required. For these puppets, to give a more life-like effect, a cultivator must pour in spiritual energy and a bit of spiritual cognition.”
“Spiritual cognition?” Taehyung echoes.
“You mean part of your soul has to be used to power it?” Jeongguk asks dubiously. “Isn’t that dangerous?”
“It’s a bit of a risk,” Jimin readily acknowledges. “But since part of your cognition is in the puppet so you can control it, you should be able to break the connection between yourself and the puppet if there is any danger. I put in a protective array to minimize any backlash, but…if a cultivator doesn’t break the connection before a puppet is completely destroyed, a mild case of qi deviation is probable.”
“Mild qi deviation.” Jeonnguk shakes his head. “That’s a high price.”
“But the risk is worth the reward,” Taehyung says. He has a rare serious expression, a keen sort of intelligence flashing in his eyes that belies the frivolousness of his pampered-young-master exterior. Taehyung looks at Eunwoo. “What do you think?”
Eunwoo picks up the talisman design and frowns deeply at it. “I don’t know enough about talismanic arts to tell but…This would be useful, even with the potential risk to the cultivator. Does a cultivator need to be very skilled to use it?”
Jimin ponders for a bit. “Well, I don’t think a cultivator with a nascent core would be able to use it for more than a minute. The energy drain isn’t extreme for cultivators at our levels, but weaker cultivators will definitely need some time to recover.”
“So, it’s useful for most cultivators,” Eunwoo concludes.
Jimin shrugs, looking between Taehyung and Eunwoo. The rice wine isn’t very strong and it doesn’t escape his notice that the Kkachi disciples are asking rather pointed questions about the puppet talisman. When Taehyung had brought the idea to him, Jimin didn’t think twice about it - he considered it a new, exciting challenge and had fun tinkering with the design to make something functional. But now, he’s wondering what Taehyung and Eunwoo have planned for these puppets.
Jimin’s mind is quick. In light of the recent moves by the Gom Sect and considering the Kkachi Sect’s proximity to the northern giant…
“Wouldn’t it be funny to make them dance?” Jimin jokes. He nudges Taehyung’s knee. “Hey, imagine these performing a dance instead of gisaengs. Do you think they would be mad?”
Taehyung snickers. “Maybe they would be glad! I bet they could use a break!”
Jeongguk’s face is red at the mention of gisaengs because he is young and very easily flustered and probably hasn’t forgotten about the one time a gisaeng called him a little bunny when they were on a nighthunt asking around for information. “We shouldn’t talk about that here!”
“Don’t be a prude, Gguk-ah!”
“I’m not!”
“You won’t even borrow some of my books,” Taehyung teases.
Jeongguk’s face is on fire, his eyes wide with incredulity. “Because I don’t want to get in trouble! It’s bad enough that I have to deal with whatever mischief he brings!” Jeongguk points aggressively at Jimin and Jimin laughs loudly, clutching his sides as he topples over into Jeongguk’s shoulder. His brother shoves him off, still so red that steam practically rises from his skin.
“You’re the worst,” Jeongguk tells him.
“That’s me!” Jimin agrees cheerfully.
“It’s a little silly to be prudish, isn’t it?” Taehyung giggles. “We might as well learn about how to make love to please our spouses one day. Jeongguk, aren’t you engaged?”
Jimin giggles, clapping his hands together. “Yes, Gguk-ah! Listen to Taehyung and learn how you will please your peacock husband in the future!”
Even though Jeongguk is still flushed hotly, he manages to deliver a convincing threat through his gritted teeth. “Do you want to die?”
Jimin snorts but decides to take pity on his little brother anyway. He’s a good hyung!
The night grows longer as their small group plays lightning rounds of card games Taehyung teaches them. Jimin is delighted by how awful he is, but Jeongguk grows progressively more irate as he gambles away his share of spiced nuts. His little brother is so competitive and so very bad at losing, and he seems to have found a worthwhile opponent in Taehyung, who has an impressive impassive face that helps him win many bets. Eunwoo also gives Jeongguk a run for his money, although he doesn’t seem as invested in the game.
However, much to their detriment, their merriment ends up growing in volume as more wine is drunk. In the utter silence of the Horangi Recesses, this level of noise is not unnoticeable, so it’s no surprise when firm knocks sound at their door.
The group freezes for several seconds - and then there is a flurry of movement as they do their best to hide all the contraband under beds and clothes. The result is a scattering of nuts across the table and floor, upturned bowls of wine, and toppled cards. There is no hiding the scent of wine in the air or the flush on their cheeks, and Jimin resigns himself to whatever punishment the Horangi Sect will see to inflict.
When the knock goes unanswered, the uninvited guest slides open the door and strides into the room. It’s only a small shock to see Min Yoongi’s icy countenance, which cracks into a minuscule expression of befuddlement as he spots the mess they have made in the room. His golden eyes land on Jimin, who has been caught beneath his brother and Taehyung as they try to hide wine jugs beneath the bed, with Jimin on his stomach, partially smothered by the weight of the other two boys.
“What are you doing?” Yoongi whispers. His feline eyes narrow into a cool glare. “Get off of him.”
Taehyung and Jeongguk scramble to comply, their movements slow and somewhat clumsy. Jimin flips over to sit on his bottom, sending a sheepish smile to Yoongi.
Eunwoo is the first to act. He hunches over and makes retching noises as if he’s going to be sick, and Jeongguk and Taehyung are quick to follow. Jimin’s mirth over the situation leaves him as he realizes the other three boys are using the excuse of sickness to run away. The other three duck out of the room with their hands held over their mouths, leaving Jimin to stare up at Yoongi.
Yoongi’s nostrils flare, his keen eyes catching on the remnants of everything forbidden in the room. He pins Jimin with a merciless sort of stare. “You! Alcohol, gambling, indecent literature - all severe infractions. You will need to be punished. And those three, as well,” Yoongi declares.
He turns on his heel to stalk out of the room, maybe to immediately report these rule violations despite the late hour, and Jimin acts on impulse. It’s only a matter of a few quick sketches of his blue spiritual energy into the air before Yoongi is struck with a talisman that freezes his entire body in place.
Oh. Oh, Jimin did that . He hurries to stand up, tripping over his own feet as he scrambles in front of Yoongi’s frozen form. Well, mostly frozen. His eyes are still moving and he can still deliver a rather dark glare that makes Jimin shiver in well-earned caution.
“Don’t be mad,” Jimin says with a nervous smile. He eases around Yoongi and closes the door, popping the latch to lock the door for good measure. He turns back and examines the immobile perfection of his talisman; Yoongi’s fingers are twitching as he obviously tries to fight against the talisman, but Jimin’s work is holding strong.
He sighs. “Now what do I do?”
Yoongi doesn’t say anything because, with Jimin’s talisman active, he can’t say anything.
Jimin lifts his brows. “Hey, don’t you think this talisman is impressive? I was inspired by your sect’s silencing spell and since I was tooling around with another talisman, I thought…But I didn’t think it would be so effective!” Jimin declares with a proud smile.
Yoongi’s eyes flash. He seems rather angry.
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Oh, go sit down,” he orders casually, and he feels a small pull on his spiritual energy as Yoongi turns to follow his instructions. Yoongi seats himself woodenly at the table, staring straight ahead, and Jimin flops down onto the floor on the other side. “Wow, you really did sit down! Here, Yoongi-hyung, you can go ahead and talk if you want!”
“Park Jimin,” Yoongi says with thick displeasure. “Release me.”
Jimin pouts at him. “But if I release you, you’ll tattle on me.”
“I will report your infractions regardless of when I am released.”
“Obviously, I know that,” Jimin snipes. “But at least this way, I won’t be punished in the middle of the night! And I get to test out a new talisman. What do you think? It works by affecting the qi points for movement so my spiritual energy can disrupt your voluntary movement. Isn’t it neat for pranks?” Jimin asks eagerly, tilting his head this way and that. “Or it would be good for nighthunts too! Imagine keeping commoners out of the way this easily! Can you disobey me like this?”
Yoongi glowers.
Jimin grins and fetches the last wine jug, pouring some into a bowl that he places in front of Yoongi. “Here, Yoongi-hyung. Drink this.”
Yoongi strains against the order, his arm moving in incremental jerks as he takes the bowl, lifts it to his lips, and drinks. The cup is placed down much faster and Yoongi stares at Jimin with a deadpan expression.
Jimin shifts to his knees, leaning in closely to see if Yoongi will do anything when the alcohol hits. But of course, for as smooth as Emperor’s Smile is, it’s not a heady drink and it will take several bowls before someone gets drunk - unless that someone is a lightweight, which is what Jimin suspects Yoongi is.
The only thing that happens, however, is a slow-growing pink glow on Yoongi’s ears as Jimin brings his face closer to better watch for any reactions.
“So, are you drunk? Yoongi-hyung, answer me!”
“No.”
Jimin tilts his head. “No?”
“Not drunk,” Yoongi clarifies coldly. He is staring Jimin down with those golden, feline eyes, as unblinking and challenging as any predator. Jimin has a hard time not feeling like he’s just captured a rather patient tiger, and Yoongi’s tone, which implies that Jimin is rather stupid for expecting Yoongi to be drunk so quickly, only reinforces this feeling.
Jimin huffs, puffing out his cheeks. “Well, if you aren’t a lightweight, then why does your sect forbid drinking? You made such a big deal out of it…”
“Over-consumption leads to poor decisions.” Yoongi pauses, then says rather pointedly, “And foolish behavior.”
Jimin leans away, laughing with his head thrown back. “Are you calling me foolish? Well, that’s fine! I am foolish! I’d rather be a little silly than be boring!”
“Mn.” Yoongi doesn’t sound very convinced.
Jimin smirks, pouring each of them another bowl. It happens to be the last of the wine, which is somewhat sad, but he’s satisfied that he got to enjoy so much of it. He scoots a bowl in front of Yoongi. “Well, since you’re apparently not a lightweight, you might as well finish the wine with me. You scared all my friends away, after all! You owe me!”
“Jimin.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. He takes the bowl of wine he poured for Yoongi and drinks it in a few quick swallows. “I wouldn’t really make you keep drinking,” he mutters. “It’s no fun if you don’t do anything embarrassing.”
Yoongi sighs very deeply. “Release me.”
“Yes, yes,” Jimin agrees. He taps into the small amount of his energy that encircles Yoongi’s qi points and tries to tug the energy back to his core. When that doesn’t work, he tries again and again, and then laughs nervously when none of his attempts work. “Oh…It appears to be a little. Stuck.”
“Jimin.”
“Don’t be mad!” Jimin yelps. “These things happen all the time! Well,” he amends at Yoongi’s weighty glare. “These things happen all the time to me, but they probably don’t happen to you…You’ll just have to bear it, Yoongi-hyung. The talisman will wear off soon.”
“When.”
Jimin bites his lip. “Just…soon.”
While Yoongi narrows his eyes even more, Jimin digs through the crate of his talisman notes, digging out the sketches for the one he has just used on Yoongi. Originally, this talisman was meant to control Taehyung’s paper puppets with more precision, but Jimin had come up with a cleaner design that worked better for that project. He’s not one to throw away a good idea, though, and he had been planning on fleshing out this design more, just for the sake of curiosity. He can’t believe it works so well, though! The length of time it’s active is admittedly something of a problem, however…
“I bet the talisman master will be able to tell me where this went wrong…” Jimin murmurs, making a mental note to bring his work to his first class in the upcoming days. At the thought of his new classes, Jimin straightens up and turns to Yoongi with his brightest smile. “Oh, right! I should thank you, shouldn’t I?”
Yoongi stares at him blankly.
Jimin’s face feels hot. He fights against the urge to fidget under that heavy stare. “I heard you recommended me for the talisman course,” he explains, ducking his head. “That’s…nobody has ever done something like that for me before. It means a lot, this opportunity to learn more. So, thank you. I really mean it!”
“No need,” Yoongi says.
“No need?”
Yoongi looks away. If he could have turned his head away, Jimin thinks he might have chosen to do that instead. “Do not need to think me. Better for you to be occupied than bored,” he utters. “Fewer problems if you are occupied.”
Jimin almost chokes on his laughter. “You’re probably right,” he snickers. He really is a troublemaker, through and through. Jimin polishes off the last bit of wine, then sets the bowl aside with a sly smile. “Hey, will you call me hyung?”
“No,” Yoongi says shortly.
Jimin whines, swaying forward to lean on his elbows across the table. “But why not? Wouldn’t it be funny?”
“You are not older,” Yoongi says stiffly.
“Aigoo, does that really matter? It’s just us here! It’s just for fun!” Jimin teases. “Call me hyung and I’ll call you….wangja-nim!”
Yoongi’s ears turn very red. “Jimin!”
Jimin giggles, adopting the same wide-eyed look of innocence he gives Minji-noona when he wants something special from the kitchens. “Yes, wangja-nim? Did you want something, wangja-nim?”
“Do not-”
“But wangja-nim, isn’t it true that your clan is distantly related to the king?” Jimin goads with an innocent tone. “Why can’t I call you wangja-nim, then? You’re a little prince!”
Yoongi’s gaze is searing. “Jimin!”
Jimin hums a little to himself. He draws a circle on the table with his finger, looking up at Yoongi through his eyelashes. “Maybe if you called me hyung…”
The grit of Yoongi’s teeth is almost audible, his jaw ticking as he seethes out a very reluctant, “Hyung.” As he speaks, Jimin feels another tug on his spiritual energy as Yoongi tries to resist the talisman.
Jimin claps in delight. “Very good, wangja-nim! Was that so hard?”
Yoongi huffs at him and looks away again. His ears are still very red. Jimin has the urge to stroke the graceful curve of Yoongi’s ear, but restrains himself, if only barely. Instead, he places his hand on Yoongi’s tense forearm to assess the state of the talisman.
“I don’t think this will be wearing off anytime soon,” Jimin says. He probably should have thought of a way to counter the talisman when he designed it, but he assumed it would deactivate much quicker. By his estimate, the talisman will wear off in a few hours, which obviously isn’t fast enough. A bit hesitantly, he says, “You might as well stay here for the night. Just in case.”
Yoongi stills even more, if possible. He might even stop breathing for a few moments. “Very well,” he agrees eventually. If he had refused, Jimin would have thought of something for the talisman, surely, but it’s much easier that Yoongi is cooperating with this little accident.
Jimin bounds up, gesturing to his unmade bed. “You can have my bed! Come and lay down,” he tells Yoongi, quickly brushing off the sheets. Yoongi follows his instructions woodenly, sitting down on the bed first and then laying down on his back, arms at his sides. Jimin stares down at him, arms crossed over his chest, and wrinkles his nose. “Is this how you usually sleep?”
“Yes.”
“You sleep like a corpse, then,” Jimin tells him bluntly, and Yoongi manages to roll his eyes.
Studying the older boy more intently, it occurs to Jimin that it must not be very comfortable to sleep with such a complicated hair arrangement. As always, Yoongi’s hair is fixed with the sheer white tiger manggeon, flawless sangtu, and an ornamental sangtuwan, all of which must be pulling at his hair. Jimin’s scalp aches in sympathy. He usually sleeps with his hair free and he knows Jeongguk binds his hair into a braid for the sake of comfort. Jimin got Yoongi into this predicament, so it’s the least he can do to alleviate some discomfort.
“Here, let me help you get more comfortable,” he says, starting with Yoongi’s boots. The boots come off easily, revealing spotless white silk socks. Deciding against messing with Yoongi’s hanbok, which seems comfortable enough even with the belt around his waist, Jimin next removes Gwangtaeg and places the sword next to Yoongi on the bed. Then Jimin turns his attention to Yoongi’s hair, pulling out the silver hairpin and taking off the sangtuwan.
Yoongi is silent through all of this, his golden eyes following Jimin’s movements intently. But when Jimin’s fingers graze over the ties that hold the manggeon in place across Yoongi’s forehead, Yoongi is quick to flinch as much as he can.
“Do not touch,” Yoongi warns with a fierce look in his eyes.
Jimin frowns at him. “What? I’m trying to help,” he says, again nearly touching the white jade buttons that hold the manggeon in place.
But Yoongi flinches again, and this tugs very sharply on Jimin’s spiritual energy that is still fueling the talisman. “You cannot touch,” Yoongi snaps.
Jimin is absolutely baffled. “Why not? Is it bad luck if I do?”
Yoongi’s eyes flash. “Do you not know? You copied Conduct so many times.”
Jimin pulls at his lower lip in thought. “Something about this is in Conduct ? Does your clan even have rules about accessories like this? Huh. You know, I don’t really remember,” he admits with an easy smile. “But it can’t be that important!”
Yoongi releases a low breath that is somehow vaguely threatening. “You cannot touch,” he says again. “Only parents, siblings, spouses, and children are allowed to touch the manggeon.”
Now, Jimin is truly perplexed. He drops down to the floor so he isn’t awkwardly standing over Yoongi, who is still rather immobile. Jimin leans up against the side of the bed and shakes his head. “Only family can touch it? Why ?”
“The manggeon symbolizes restraint,” Yoongi answers tersely. “Horangi disciples are given a manggeon, which we then imbue with our spiritual energy and which we wear to remember the disciplines of the sect.”
“I guess you’d need a reminder when you have three thousand rules to follow,” Jimin mutters. “Are you really going to sleep in that, though? I can just take it off really quickly. I won’t tell anyone, I promise!”
“No,” Yoongi denies. “You are not my spouse.”
Jimin lifts both brows. “Wait, then you want to have a spouse someday?” he asks with obvious surprise. He didn’t peg Yoongi as someone who would want to be married. Being married means loving someone a lot, and Jimin is pretty sure Yoongi only tolerates most people. He can’t fathom Yoongi liking someone enough to marry them.
Actually, the thought is a little funny. What would Yoongi’s wife be like? Probably as cold and perfect as he is, and then they could have cold, perfect children, ideal little disciples for the Horangi Sect. But, would any woman want to put up with someone as frigid as Yoongi? Jimin thinks Yoongi’s coolness is interesting, but women typically like the gallant, friendly sort of fellow, which Yoongi most definitely is not.
Jimin can’t help but laugh. “You want a spouse! But Yoong-hyung, while you’re a great cultivator, you’re a bit too cold for a maiden!” he claims, nearly missing the way Yoongi’s gaze becomes a shade frostier. He clucks his tongue. “You have to admit that you would scare a girl too much. Is your father as stern as you? Your poor mother must be-”
“No mother,” Yoongi says icily.
Jimin pauses, furrowing his brows. “What? Of course, you have a mother. You might be perfect, but you didn’t just pop into existence….Oh.”
Oh no.
Jimin slaps a hand over his mouth, patting his lips as if he can stuff the insensitive words back into his mouth. He feels a deep pang of guilt. “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,” he whispers. “I should know better than anyone to be so thoughtless about…
Yoongi doesn’t say anything. His flinty feline gaze is trained on the wooden beams on the ceiling, and even with the talisman keeping him immobile, there is something very tense about his body.
“I don’t have any parents either,” Jimin blurts. “I mean, I do. But they aren’t…alive anymore. A nighthunt gone wrong a long time ago. It’s why I’m a ward of the Jeon family. My father was a sworn brother to Sect Leader Jeon, so…here I am.”
Yoongi sighs, his eyes fluttering closed. “I see.”
Jimin feels awfully flustered and wrong-footed - a very rare experience, given his general lack of shame - so he stands up and pulls the duvet over Yoongi’s prone body. He tucks Yoongi in tightly to keep the cold air away, then stands over the older boy, who watches him with an unnerving, silent gaze.
Jimin rocks back and forth on his feet. “I think it’s bedtime for all good Horangi disciples. Even me! I’ll see you in the morning, hyung,” he says, narrowly avoiding tripping over the mess on the floor as he dives into Jeongguk’s bed.
Jimin can only assume that Jeongguk has done the smart thing by staying with Taehyung and Eunwoo for the night, so he won’t mind if Jimin borrows his bed. Jimin, having already been dressed down to a casual hanbok of deep blue, doesn’t bother with changing into sleepwear, either. He merely pulls the duvet over his head and tries very hard to go to sleep, doing his best to ignore the weighty presence on the other side of the room.
For someone who doesn’t talk a whole lot, Min Yoongi’s silence conveys a thousand words.
When Jimin wakes in the morning, Yoongi is gone. The talisman must have worn off sometime during the night. Jimin wishes he thought to time how long the talisman remained active, but he supposes he’ll have to do better testing in the future. For now, all of his attention is on the even-paced knocks at his door, which is what woke him from a rather restless slumber.
Jimin stumbles over to the door, sliding it open to reveal a senior Horangi disciple on the other side. The disciple’s eyes slide to the messy room over Jimin’s shoulder, lips thinning in apparent displeasure.
Jimin titters a little nervously. “Can I help you?”
“You will report for punishment immediately,” the disciple says. “I will escort you there. Please make yourself decent.”
“Great,” Jimin says faintly. He slides the door closed, then leans his forehead against the rice paper screen. He almost can’t believe it, but it seems to be the case that Min Yoongi woke up and immediately reported Jimin’s misdeeds. Any other time, Jimin might laugh about that level of persistence, but it’s too early - just barely past five, probably.
Jimin haphazardly slips into the white Horangi guest disciple hanbok, tying up his hair in a loose topknot. He’s still wiping sleep out of his eyes as he stumbles after the senior Horangi disciple, following the disciple blindly into a somewhat crowded courtyard.
Jimin pauses at the entrance of the courtyard. The building is in the innermost sanctum of Horangi Recesses and there are a dozen disciples holding long wooden paddles lined up on either side of the walkway. At the other end of the courtyard, Min Chunghee and Min Jinwoong stand side-by-side, while at the center of the walkway, four people are kneeling - Jeongguk, Taehyung, Eunwoo, and Yoongi.
Jimin’s eyes widen. Why does it look like Yoongi is going to be punished, too?
“Kneel!” Min Jinwoong barks and Jimin hastens to comply. He ends up kneeling right beside Yoongi, his knees pressing into the unforgiving stone walkway. Min Jinwoong seems mad enough that even his beard is trembling.
“Now that you’re all here, we can deliver the punishment for the infractions that occurred last night,” Min Chunghee says gravely. His eyes pass over his brother and linger for only a moment before he forges on; Yoongi, for his part, stares straight ahead. “For breaking our rules pertaining to alcohol consumption, illicit reading material, staying awake past curfew, and noise after curfew, you will each receive one hundred strikes of the discipline rod. Jimin, as you have been identified as the one who brought alcohol into Horangi Recesses, you will receive an additional two hundred strikes since this is your second violation of this rule. Yoongi, you will also receive two hundred additional strikes for your participation -”
“What?” Jimin bleats. “Wait, wait! Yoongi-hyung shouldn’t be punished! He came to break up our party, he didn’t-”
“Yoongi imbibed alcohol.” Chunghee interrupts, the edges of his serene facade curling. “As the heir of this sect, he understands the standards that must be upheld, even under pressure.”
“But it wasn’t peer pressure!” Jimin protests. “I made him drink! I made him! I have a talisman and I used it on Yoongi-hyung, so it wasn’t his choice! I should be punished instead! Yoongi-hyung, tell them!”
Yoongi bows his head gracefully. “I will receive my punishment without protest.”
“Yoongi-hyung! Are you crazy? You can’t take three hundred strikes for a punishment you didn’t earn! Please,” Jimin says, turning to Chunghee and Jinwoong. “Please, let me take hyung’s punishment. It’s my fault!”
“Hyung,” Jeongguk hisses. “Be quiet!”
“Please!” Jimin says, ignoring his brother completely. “Really, Yoongi-hyung doesn’t deserve-”
“Park Jimin!” Jinwoong yells. “Have you not caused enough trouble? Who are you to interfere with punishments laid out by a Sect Leader? Yoongi is the head of discipline for this sect and agreed these punishments were appropriate!”
Jimin balks at this, because Yoongi did what? He agreed to this punishment ahead of time? “But it’s my fault!” Jimin exclaims again. His next words are sealed by Min Jinwoong’s silence spell, which clamps Jimin’s jaw tightly.
“Just as unruly as his mother,” Jinwoong mutters, his glare as frosty as the snow atop the mountain.
Jimin’s eyes widen. Did Jinwoong know his mother? Nobody really talks about Wanderer Yon to him, especially not anywhere Madam Jeon can hear, and he never would have expected Min Jinwoong, of all people, to mention her. Did she study here? Did they nighthunt together? He has so many questions burning on his tongue, but magic has sealed his voice - and he doubts Jinwoong would want to discuss anything with him at the moment.
The first strike of the discipline rod hurts. There’s no getting around the heavy weight of the wood or the strength behind the strikes. But the Horangi disciples delivering the punishment are well-trained because the strikes are well-delivered in different places, no two hits stacked immediately on top of the other. It’s more than can be said for Madam Jeon’s whipping, which carelessly hit the same area over and over just to cut deeper into his back.
Jimin grunts and nearly loses his balance on his knees as the count rises closer to fifty. The disciples rotate so as to avoid growing tired and the new strength sends Taehyung onto his stomach. Even Jeongguk and Eunwoo are faltering under the unforgiving cadence of the strikes.
Yoongi, though, is as immobile and strong as a rock. He does not flinch or even blink at each new strike, his jaw clenched and his eyes tight. He doesn’t make a sound. There is so much dignity in the way he takes his undeserved punishment that Jimin can’t help but marvel at it - and be inspired. He and Yoongi are on the same cultivation level. If Yoongi can take his punishment, then so can Jimin.
After one hundred strikes, Jeongguk, Taehyung, and Eunwoo are all dismissed from the courtyard. There are two hundred strikes left and Jimin’s back is already screaming. He doesn’t know how he’ll be able to walk after this, even with the heartiness of his golden core.
One hundred and twenty...
One hundred and fifty...
One hundred and seventy-five...
Two hundred and one…
Two hundred and fifty…
Two hundred and seventy-five…
Three hundred.
Jimin collapses onto his hands and knees, his palms smacking into the cold stone. He gasps, the magic of the silence spell releasing in an instant, and tries to think around the unbearable throb of his back. No doubt he will be feeling this punishment for a long time. Even without drawing blood, this punishment is just as painful as anything Madam Jeon would dole out. He didn’t think the Horangi Sect was capable of it, really.
But they even beat their heir. Min Chunghee let his brother be beaten, and both he and Min Jinwoong watched over the entire scene. Jimin didn’t expect that, either.
Jimin is still trying to catch his breath when Yoongi rises to his feet. He turns his head and watches as Yoongi very carefully bows to his brother and uncle, then shows himself out of the courtyard with his head held high. The only sign that he may be in pain is the exaggerated stiffness of his posture.
Yoongi does not look back. Jimin doesn’t blame him.
“Can you stand, Park doryeong?” Chunghee asks, his kind tone at complete odds with the way Jinwoong is still fuming.
Jimin offers a strained smile. Making himself stand up so quickly after such a beating is a special type of hell, but he persists. If Yoongi can do it, then so can Jimin. Jimin can’t quite manage a bow, though, and settles for lowering his head as much as he can.
“Do you need the infirmary? A disciple can escort you,” Chunghee offers.
Jimin shakes his head. He’s in pain, sure, but he’ll heal. He always does. What’s more important is that Chunghee has to understand that Yoongi was innocent, and so he says, “I could have taken Yoongi-hyung’s punishment. It really wasn’t his fault. I used a talisman on him to stop him from reporting us immediately, and then I made him drink. He didn’t have a choice…”
“Be that as it may,” Chunghee says with dimmed eyes. “There are no exceptions that can be made. The strength of our sect comes from our shared convictions. Abiding by each rule and accepting punishment when a rule is broken is our sacred tenet.”
“But-”
“Do not argue!” Jinwoong snaps. “It is not your place!”
Jimin scowls, but there’s nothing more he can say. Nothing he can do.
“Your injuries are severe. It may take several weeks for you to heal,” Chunghee says, somewhat conversational as his uncle stomps out of the courtyard.
Jimin grimaces. “It’s what I deserve.”
Chunghee hums. “Perhaps. But, it must also be acknowledged that you were truthful. And while you did earn your punishment, your commitment to honesty means you have also earned a speedier recovery.”
“The infirmary…?” Jimin shakes his head. “I’ll be fine. I’ve healed from worse.”
“Not the infirmary,” Chunghee says cryptically. “There is a pond with deep spiritual energy in the back hills, near the great waterfall. Perhaps you’ve seen it? The high concentration of yang energy in the Cold Pond will speed up your healing. Perhaps a visit would be beneficial.”
Jimin bites his lip, dipping his head again as Chunghee meanders away. A special healing place in Horangi Recesses? That doesn’t sound like a bad idea…
Just outside the courtyard, Jeongguk is anxiously waiting. There is no sign of Taehyung and Eunwoo, apparently because Eunwoo insisted on taking the heir of the Kkachi Sect to the Horangi healers. Jeongguk has been waiting for Jimin all this time, worry and irritation equally at home on his face.
“Hyung? Are you okay? Are you insane, talking back like that?” Jeongguk looks like he wants to punch Jimin, but also like he is afraid of punching Jimin.
Jimin’s expression crumbles in a show of pain. “Aigoo, oh, I’m hurt so much,” he whimpers. “Gguk-ah, help me walk!”
“Help yourself walk!” Jeongguk snipes. “What if this gets back to eomeoni?”
Jimin flaps his head. “No, don’t worry. Why would the Horangi Sect report on something so minor? And if it does, you won’t be in any trouble.”
“That’s what worries me,” Jeongguk mutters, crossing his arms over his chest. He winces a little bit.
“Are you okay?”
Jeongguk rolls his eyes. “A hundred strikes is a lot, but it’s not that bad. I’ll heal up quickly. You, on the other hand…”
“Well, Min Chunghee did give me permission to visit one of the healing spots on the mountain,” Jimin says, shuffling toward one of the paths that will take him to the back hills. “I should pay a visit so I can move tomorrow.”
Jeongguk sighs, but turns to take one of the paths to the dorm quarters, apparently satisfied that Jimin hasn’t been maimed too horribly. “I’ll see you for dinner. Don’t go finding more trouble!”
Jimin snorts and goes on his way. Once he’s alone, he allows the light expression to melt off his face, wincing openly with every movement that sends pain twinging across his back.
Fortunately, it isn’t too long of a journey to the back hills and the ambient cold in the air acts as a sort of balm against his fresh bruises. Once he gets to the back hills, he searches for the highest concentration of yang energy, which sends him rambling down a set of old stone stairs and to a small enclave. The small pond is very aptly named, for cold mist rises from the surface of the water even in the middle of winter. The yang energy flowing here is particularly pure, almost thick enough to feel on his skin.
And standing in the middle of the Cold Pond is Min Yoongi, his back turned to Jimin and his white underclothes clinging to the broad frame of his shoulders. He looks like an ethereal being stolen from heaven, water cooling to form small ice chips on his lashes, his cheeks, and the ends of his hair. His expression is, for once, not like lifeless stone - there is a sense of peace that makes Jimin feel strangely nervous. Jittery.
Jimin slips on a rock and splashes into the icy water with a yelp. It’s a cold, cold shock to the system that shoots him onto his feet, his teeth chattering and eyelashes sticking together. With his arms brought around his chest to hold onto some heat and his golden core churning to maintain his internal temperature, Jimin huddles at hip level in the Cold Pond and finds himself beneath Yoongi’s unimpressed gaze.
“Why are you here?”
Jimin clenches his jaw to prevent his teeth from chattering. “Y-you’re b-brother sent me-e. It’s s-so cold!” he complains. “H-hyung, l-let me borrow s-some warmth!”
Yoongi lifts a brow and steps deeper into the water as Jimin splashes closer. He is unmoved by all of Jimin’s whining and pouting. He gives simple, terse directions, looking not directly at Jimin, but at something just over his shoulder. “Circulate your energy. Widen your meridians. Intake the ambient yang energy.”
“I can’t feel my toes!” Jimin cries. “How can I think of anything else?”
“Yet you manage to speak,” Yoongi mutters.
“Are you saying I’m thoughtless?” Jimin demands.
“Mm.”
Jimin puffs his cheeks out. This hyung of his is really too much sometimes! Driven by spite, Jimin forces his cold limbs forward, splashing deeper into the Cold Pond so he can reach Yoongi’s side. Yoongi, despite the frost clinging to his hair and eyebrows, is radiating rich warmth that Jimin soaks up eagerly, brushing his shoulder against Yoongi’s.
Yoongi tenses and turns his head the other way. “Jimin. We are not decent.”
“What?” Jimin looks down at his soaked robes. He’s fully clothed in his Horangi guest disciple hanbok, while Yoongi is reduced to the fine white silk of his innermost layers. But still, this is definitely more clothing Jimin has ever worn in any sort of body of water. At Mugunghwa Pier, disciples run around topless all the time - some of their training in the heat of summer is even shirtless for the sake of keeping cool. But he supposes the uptight Horangi Sect would have different views about decency.
“You’re the one that’s practically naked,” Jimin points out tartly. “I fell in with all my clothes. Somehow, I think it's making the cold even worse.”
Yoongi’s ears turn very red. “Jimin.”
“Am I wrong?” he laughs. Jimin’s mirth is fast-fading, though. There is a shift in the air, something not-quite-right. Something disturbed in the yang energy of the Cold Pond. A new silence; a new surge of energy. Jimin frowns down at the water. “Hey, hyung, do you feel that?”
“Feel what?”
“Something in the water,” Jimin says.
“Jimin. Do not joke-”
Jimin doesn’t get a chance to hear what else Yoongi might have said, because he is abruptly dragged undertow by something around his ankle. Being dragged underwater by mysterious entities is swiftly becoming very tiresome - but at least this entity spits him out quickly. In only a few moments of bone-chilling cold, Jimin resurfaces in a deep, dark cave.
It’s so cold here that his breath immediately mists in front of him, frost touching his loose hair and soaked sleeves. Ice crawls up the walls of the cave and an eerie light gives the cave just enough illumination to see that the narrow passageway he is in opens to a wider expanse. At least the water is only to his knees.
Jimin turns around to examine the wall of the cave passage. It seems like this cave is the true origin of the Cold Pond, with this small stream opening to the pond outside. It’s weird that Jimin was dragged into the cave against the current of the water, but it’s even more alarming just how foreboding this concentration of yang energy is.
He has never known yang energy to be anything but warm and accepting. Here, the yang energy is pure, but almost oppressive. It makes him want to leave, but he doesn’t see how that’s possible. Something wants him here, that much is clear.
Jimin braces himself to explore the cave, maybe find a different way out, when there is a loud splash behind him. He soon finds Yoongi at his side, pale and wide-eyed as never before. He seems to quickly examine Jimin, and then frowns mightily.
Jimin holds his hands up. “This time it wasn’t me! I don’t know where we are!”
“Ancestral tomb,” Yoongi answers shortly.
Well. That explains the weird energy.
“Is there a way to get out?” Jimin asks.
“Don’t know. Never been here before. Was not allowed.”
Jimin sighs. “Great. Nothing for it, then. It doesn’t seem like we can go back, so that means we have to go forward,” he says. He is so very cold, although his body finally seems to be acclimating to it. Still, he splashes through the water with determination and, after a moment, Yoongi follows.
Jimin’s progress is very short, however. No sooner than he steps into the cave proper does a wide arc of white energy thrum through the cave, knocking him into the water with a definitive strike. Jimin lands on his bottom and sputters, the wind knocked out of him.
Yoongi is still standing, seemingly unaffected.
Jimin stands up again and takes another step, but again, the energy slams him into the water again - this time more aggressively than before.
“Why is it only hitting me?” Jimin complains. He gets his legs beneath him but stays crouched in the water, one hand guarding the dull throb near his ribs. He glances at Yoongi, who has narrowed his feline gaze as he surveys the frosty cave.
When it seems like Yoongi has sighted something of interest, Jimin follows his gaze to the far end of the cave. There, a pure white gayageum rests on a polished stone slab, the twelve strings of the zither seemingly made of pure silver, although he can recognize the faint signature of someone’s spiritual energy.
Yoongi’s lips part slightly with a quiet gasp. He recognizes the instrument. It must be important to his sect somehow. But if so, what is it doing here, locked away in this ancestral tomb? If it is a tomb, which Jimin is sincerely starting to doubt. No ancestral tomb should be this guarded, let alone imbued with such strong yang energy - not even in a place as saturated as this sacred mountain.
Wary of standing up again lest he gets knocked down by the same wave of energy that only seems to be targeting him, Jimin lets his eyes wander beyond the gayageum. There is a near-silent skittering of sound, like small feet on stone, and Jimin strains to see through the cold mist. But there and there and there -
“Are those bunnies?” he asks in disbelief, squinting. “Are those bunnies wearing tiny manggeon?”
Even without Yoongi’s hesitant agreement, as if he can’t believe what he’s seeing either, Jimin knows what he sees. Those are snow white, lop-eared little bunnies with tiny white manggeon strapped to their heads, as if the bunnies are Horangi disciples. But more importantly, the manggeon has a very particular design, the type of design only someone from the inner Min clan is allowed to wear - the tiger crest.
“Why…” Jimin trails off, but his mind moves much quicker. His eyes widen. “It’s the manggeon! Yoongi-hyung!”
“What?”
Jimin gestures frantically between himself and the bunnies, and then between Yoongi and the zither on the other end of the cave, which is where the attacks of energy have been coming from. It seems so obvious now!
“Yoongi-hyung, let’s share your manggeon!” At Yoongi’s sharp look, he hastens to explain his reasoning. “Look at the bunnies! They aren’t being hurt by the lashes of energy and it must be because the gayageum recognizes the seal of the Min clan on the manggeon. This is why you aren’t harmed, too. I don’t have a Min clan manggeon, so I’m being targeted. But if you share with me…”
Yoongi hesitates. He very visibly hesitates, turning around to face Jimin completely. In a show of boldness, he meets Jimin’s eyes squarely, clearly making some kind of assessment and reaching some kind of conclusion.
“If we want to get out of here, I can’t be stuck in this one place,” Jimin says.
Yoongi sighs, but comes closer. He stands directly in front of Jimin, blocking Jimin from the zither with his body, and draws Jimin up by his elbows. Yoongi’s golden eyes stare at him unblinkingly for several long moments, and then he reaches up to untie his manggeon. Without the piece of sheer white fabric obscuring his forehead, Yoongi looks younger and softer. With sure, careful movements, Yoongi brings his left hand and Jimin’s right hand together, and binds their wrists with the manggeon, lingering over the ties and buttons for a few more seconds than strictly necessary.
Yoongi’s head is lowered, but he looks at Jimin from beneath his lashes. Jimin stares back, wide-eyed. Yoongi’s ears are red. Neither of them says a thing.
Instead, Yoongi steps to the side so that he and Jimin are standing shoulder to shoulder. They wait for the zither to attack again, but the cave remains blessedly peaceful, even as Yoongi leads them through the water and to the other side of the cave.
“I knew it,” Jimin says proudly. He lets Yoongi step out of the water first, then follows on the same footholds, mindful of his balance on the slick, partially frozen floor of the cave, which is slightly elevated above the misty pond.
“Do not boast.”
“I’m not.”
“Do not seek praise.”
Jimin pouts. “But I like praise. You should praise me, Yoongi-hyung. Say I did good!”
Yoongi ignores him. He is paying more attention to the gayageum now, which subsequently drags Jimin closer to the instrument. It really is a very fine piece and much more regal than any of the instruments carried by Horangi disciples. Even Sect Leader Min’s flute is not nearly as ornate.
“It is hers,” Yoongi whispers, near reverent as he ghosts his fingers over the zither strings.
“Her?” Jimin wracks through everything he knows about the Horangi Sect and thinks about anyone who might elicit such a tone of respect from Yoongi. His eyes widen. “You don’t mean - Is this Sect Leader Myunghee’s gayageum? Min Myunghee, who created the Chord Assassination Technique? The legendary female sect leader, the only female sect leader throughout all the great clans, the one who mysteriously vanished a hundred years ago? Her ?”
“Yes,” Yoongi answers. He sits down in front of the zither and Jimin sits down beside him, leaning into Yoongi’s space since he has no other choice. Yoongi’s free hand traces the shape of the instrument, his breath catching. “I can feel her.”
“Is her spirit lingering here?” That would explain the strong energy Jimin is sensing. If a powerful Sect Leader, one who was rumored to nearly cultivate to immortality, had passed in this cave, then the remainder of her spiritual energy would be very strong. Strong enough to hold a spell to protect the cave, even a hundred years later.
Yoongi lets his free hand rest on the zither strings, finally making contact with the instrument, which seems to hum under his hand with a delicate silvery glow. “Yes.”
“Are you…going to play that? To talk to her? Can you?” Jimin asks eagerly.
“Gayageum is my cultivation instrument of choice,” Yoongi responds. “I will play. I will speak with her, if she is willing.”
Jimin thinks this is very fitting, given that the gayageum is such a refined instrument, capable of both great beauty and great destruction in the right hands. He doesn’t know much about musical cultivation since the Horangi Sect keeps so much secret, but he does know that string instruments are particularly powerful and that they can play certain spells. The Chord Assassination technique invented by Min Myunghee is one such spell. And another spell is…
“Inquiry,” Jimin breathes. “You’re going to play Inquiry.”
Yoongi hums. He brings both his hands up to the zither, but instructs Jimin to keep his fingers away from the instrument and Jimin obediently curls his fingers into his palm.
He almost can’t believe it. He’s going to witness Inquiry. Inquiry, a method of communication with the dead known only by Horangi disciples and that can only be performed with a zither as a medium since each note corresponds with the musical language that is recognized by spirits beyond the grave. This is undoubtedly a great honor, as it's exceedingly rare that anyone outside of the Horangi Sect ever hears Inquiry since Horangi disciples are so careful to keep the song closely guarded.
Jimin knows Yoongi doesn’t really have a choice if they ever want to get out of this cave, but he still recognizes the trust that has been placed in him.
Jimin falls silent and watches as Yoongi plays the intricate spell on the gayageum of the late Sect Leader Min Myunghee. The zither produces deep, resonating notes, a haunting melody that alights each string with Yoongi’s silver-white spiritual energy. Jimin observes with sharp, curious eyes as tiny flecks of silvery light raise from the surface of the misty pond, from the icy stalagmites on the ceiling. The small lights coalesce, coming together and growing larger as Yoongi’s spell grows in strength. As the melody reaches a crescendo, Yoongi sends out a strong wave of spiritual energy, the zither falling silent after a strong, final twang .
Jimin holds his breath. He’s never seen anything like it. He can’t help but be awed by it - and by Yoongi’s utter concentration, the firm control he has over himself and his power. Yoongi’s hands fall to his lap, long fingers held loosely as he sits before the gayageum, seemingly waiting for something from the mass of yang energy hovering before them.
The formless energy drifts closer, and the zither rings out with a resolute sound. And then, right before their eyes, the energy shifts, taking on a distinct shape. A feminine shape, statuesque with a towering hairpiece and a flowing hanbok in a style that has long fallen out of fashion. As the spirit resumes the shape held in her human life, albeit far more translucent than when she had been alive, Jimin can clearly see distinct traces of the Min clan in her features - the feline tilt of the eyes, the small nose, the shocking golden gaze.
Min Myunghee gazes down at them with a genial expression. She looks remarkably like Min Chunghee, or rather, Min Chunghee looks remarkably like her. Min Myunghee’s lips quirk into a smile.
“...I see I have been found at long last…” comes her ghostly voice. “...I never thought…And a child of the Min Clan, my family, has summoned me…”
Yoongi shifts to his knees, and Jimin is quick to follow. Together, they bow to the elder of the Min clan, their wrists still tied together. Something about that strikes Jimin as funny, but even he knows now isn’t the time to make a joke.
“Elder Myunghee,” Yoongi greets in his deep voice. “I am honored.”
“...honored you may be, but the fact that you are here is of great concern to me…” Myunghee says with deep sadness. “...my spiritual cognition must be fading fast…we are running out of time…”
Jimin straightens. “What do you mean?”
Yoongi makes an irritated noise, but Myunghee is looking directly at Jimin now, as if she has only just noticed him. Her eyes trail down to the manggeon binding him and Yoongi together, and her brows lift in interest.
“...and who are you…?”
“Park Jimin,” he answers promptly. “Head disciple of the Mugunghwa Sect and probably Yoongi-hyung’s only friend since he’s kind of unbearable to everyone else. Is that a Min trait, or what?”
Myunghee laughs. “...many in my clan are taciturn…”
Jimin snorts. “That’s one way to put it.”
“Jimin,” Yoongi says warningly, and Jimin rolls his eyes.
Myunghee’s smile widens. “...You have chosen so well…” she says to Yoongi, and for some reason, Yoongi’s ears turn bright red.
“Elder,” Yoongi says seriously after clearing his throat. His tone is etched with concern that is obvious even to Jimin’s ears. “Why are you here? What did you mean about running out of time? What is this place?”
At this, Min Myunghee’s mood turns rather grave. “...This place, our sacred Cold Pond Cave, is my tomb. My final resting place…” Myunghee smiles rather sadly. “...As for why I am here, I must confess it was my own arrogance that led me down this path. But for you to understand, you must first learn…Tell me, children, what do you know of Six Great Sects…?”
“Five Great Sects, you mean,” Jimin corrects.
“...There were once six…” Myunghee says with a sigh. “...Long ago, longer even before my lifetime, there were Six Great Sects…The Horangi Sect of Daegu, the Mugunghwa Sect of Busan, the Jasujeon Sect of Gwancheon, the Kkachi Sect of Geochang, the Gom Sect of Seoul, and the Jejudo Sect of Jeju…For decades, there was peace between these sects as each clan established a unique cultivation style and sought disciples. But peace, as I’m sure you have learned already, is not everlasting…
“...In Jeju, Sect Leader Yi Han discovered an abnormal concentration of natural energy, a large piece of volcanic material that had been compressed so deeply between yin and yang energy that it had turned to metal. This metal exhibited strange behaviors…it could influence the mind and drew natural energy to it as if it were a sponge…” Myunghee shakes her head with a strong frown. “...It is not known what Yi Han’s goal was, but it is believed he was trying to attain immortality by using this metal. Except, there was corruption in Yi Han’s heart, as he was rumored to be aggressive and abusive to his underlings, prone to beating or killing any disciples who refused him, and naturally, the corruption in Yi Han’s heart corrupted the metal discovered on the island…And instead of drawing forth yin and yang energy equally, the metal was blackened and came to only attract yin energy…”
Myunghee sighs deeply. “...Yi Han went mad. He killed all of the Jejudo disciples in a fit of rage, and then brought his yin metal to the mainland…He moved through towns on a murderous rampage, leaving behind resentful ghouls and creating powerful, twisted beasts to slaughter innocents…The remaining Five Great Sects banded together to put Yi Han down, and they succeeded at a great cost. Thousands of disciples died and a mountain of resentment was born in the country, a burial mound for all the victims of Yi Han and all the brave cultivators who destroyed themselves to save the common people…But in the end, when Yi Han was dead, his yin metal remained…”
“...The Five Great Sects were unable to destroy the yin metal, and so they thought of a solution - they would separate the metal and split it evenly between the sects to be guarded. And this worked for quite some time, until during my lifetime, there were reports that some pieces of yin metal had gone missing…I only learned of it because I was a Sect Leader, but the pieces hidden by the Mugunghwa, Kkachi, and Jasujeon sects all vanished overnight….”
“Vanished?” Jimin repeats. “How?”
Myunghee shakes her head. “...That is a mystery that is still unsolved…However, I had grown very concerned about the piece of yin metal hidden by my sect, and so I sought it out…”
Jimin has a flash of understanding. “You wanted to fix it, didn’t you? If the yin metal started out as part of the natural world that could absorb both yin and yang energy, then there must be a way to reverse that. Or somehow use it for good!”
Myunghee offers him a wry smile, even as Yoongi makes a noise of disagreement.
“...You think like me…” Myunghee says, but she looks very sad as she says this. “...But good ideas with good intentions do not always bring good results. I learned this the hard way…You must understand that I believed myself to be very impressive as the youngest and first female leader of my clan…I thought I could find a new solution, a way to purify the yin metal or use it for a good purpose…but in my arrogance, I lost my life in this very place…When I realized I could not reseal the yin metal, I devoted my entire cultivation and my spirit to sealing this cave, though I knew I was only buying time for my descendants…” Myunghee presses her lips together. “...I should not have ignored the warnings…My dearest companion, Garam, was right that my arrogance would be my downfall…”
Jimin’s eyes widen. He can’t help but lean closer to the apparition of the late Horangi Sect Leader. “Garam?” he asks. “As in, Wanderer Garam? The Immortal Wanderer?”
Myunghee blinks in obvious surprise. “Immortal Wanderer…? So my dear Garam did achieve immortality…She was so very close when I…” Myunghee tilts her head down to peer at Jimin more closely. “...Are you of any relation…?”
He straightens his shoulders with some pride. “My mother was Wanderer Yon, the favored disciple of the Immortal Wanderer. Wanderer Garam is my grandmaster, in a way.”
“...Only a favored disciple?” Myunghee wonders. “...But your looks are very similar to my Garam’s…”
Now, it is Jimin’s turn to blink in surprise. What does Min Myunghee mean by that ?
“Elder Myunghee,” Yoongi calls. “Do you mean to say that yin metal is still stored here, in this cave? That your sealing spell is weakening?”
Myunghee’s expression becomes very grim. “...Yes…That you were pulled into this place was no accident, I’m afraid…I can sense you both have strong spiritual energy, just as I can sense my energy is finally waning…I cannot keep the yin metal sealed here any longer. My spiritual cognition is fading too much, and once it does, there will be no hiding the yin metal from the world…”
“Why are you fading so quickly?” Jimin asks, suspicions forming in the back of his mind.
“...Even for as strong as I am, my seal would not last forever. However…” Myunghee folds her hands together. “...You are right to think my seal should have lasted much longer. The only reason I can think of is that other pieces of yin metal are active in the world…”
“The Waterborne Abyss,” Jimin says, looking at Yoongi with wide eyes. “You don’t think…?”
Yoongi nods his head. “And other unexplained events.”
“The disciple.”
“Yes.”
Myunghee looks between the curiously. “...I see I am, unfortunately, right about the yin metal…Then it is truly only a matter of time, and I can no longer hold on…”
“Elder Myunghee, allow me to retrieve my brother, the current leader of our sect,” Yoongi offers swiftly.
But Myunghee shakes her head. “...No…It was not your brother that was called here, but you, and so it is to you that I will entrust the yin metal…” Myunghee decides. “...You will be charged with finding a way to discharge or seal the yin metal. You must succeed where I have failed, or disaster will truly fall upon the cultivation world if all pieces of the yin metal are reunited…”
“I’ll help,” Jimin says.
“No,” Yoongi denies immediately, narrowing his eyes at Jimin. “It is not your duty.”
Jimin lifts his chin defiantly. “Excuse me, but I disagree. My grandmaster knew about this problem and offered some sort of counsel to Elder Myunghee. It’s only right that I take up the same mantel and offer my services,” he argues. “Besides, even if I wasn’t carrying on this task to honor my grandmaster, I would do it anyway to protect the common people. If the yin metal is really so terrible, and if we’re right about the Gom Sect being behind these new dangers, then it’s only right to help if I can. You can’t stop me.”
Yoongi looks very displeased about this, but can’t seem to find a fault in Jimin’s argument either. He closes his hands into tight fists.
Min Myunghee’s amused chuckle echoes through the cave. “....I approve of this match even more now, knowing that this child is from the clan of my dearest friend…” she says to Yoongi, who ducks his head. Myunghee brings her hands together and calls forth a bundle of white, ghostly energy; as she does, the thinly-veiled weight in the cave becomes much heavier, and a dark piece of metal shrouded in pure yang energy falls into her hands. With great care, she places the metal onto the stone slab where her prized zither sits. Her form is becoming more translucent, her voice coming to them as if from very far away down a long tunnel. It’s clear that it has taken the last of her strength to speak with them, to pass on her mission. “...I place my trust in you two to finish what I have foolishly started…It has been a great blessing to meet such young, bright disciples. You are a credit to your clans, and your match is fortuitous …Please, take care of each other on this journey…”
“Elder Myunghee…” Yoongi murmurs, bowing deeply as the late Horangi Sect leader fades away, whisps of spiritual energy floating away like mist.
Jimin bows too, his heart squeezing. Min Myunghee had been a bright star that burned too quickly. Jimin wonders if the loss of Myunghee had been what made the Immortal Wanderer decide to seclude herself away from the cultivation world. If that’s the case, then Myunghee’s story is twice as tragic.
His eyes fall to the yin metal still shrouded in the last vestige of Min Myunghee’s spiritual energy. It’s so small to be responsible for such great evils, but even cloaked as it is, Jimin can clearly sense the overwhelming resentment contained within. Natural yin energy isn’t always fraught with dark intent, but this collection of yin energy certainly is - tainted. Very tainted and twisted. Can such a thing ever be tamed, or must it truly be sealed away?
Jimin reaches for the yin metal, giving in to the impulse to examine it, but Yoongi’s larger hand slaps his fingers away.
“Do not touch,” Yoongi scolds.
“If we can’t touch it, how are we supposed to move it?” Jimin demands.
Very pointedly, Yoongi pulls a small pouch from within the pockets of his soaked hanbok. Jimin recognizes it for one of the pouches that have been magically expanded inside with a bit of clever talisman work. Yoongi is the exact sort of disciple that would carry empty pouches on him at all times as a matter of precaution.
Carefully, Yoongi and Jimin push the yin metal into the open pouch, shielding their skin with the fabric of their sleeves to protect themselves from the corrupt energy. As soon as the yin metal is placed in the pouch, the faint whiff of resentful energy is sealed away. The pouch must have additional sealing properties for containment, although the weakness of the seal will not work to hide the yin metal for long.
“We must find a way out,” Yoongi intones. “We must report this to hyung-nim and samchon immediately.”
Jimin agrees. But the cave only has one way in through the small underwater tunnel connecting the two halves of the Cold Pond and, frankly, Jimin would prefer another plunge in icy water to be his last resort. He is less cold now that he has spent some time out of the water, but dewy frost is still clinging to him, keeping him chilled to the bone.
“There has to be another way out,” he mutters. As he searches the cave for any clue for an exit, his eyes fall on the bunnies wearing the tiny manggeon. He tilts his head to the side as the bunnies hop around one particular wall. “Why are they here? How did they get here? How do they live… ?”
“Sect Leader Myunghee must have kept them as companions,” Yoongi says.
“Isn’t that against the rules? No pets?” Jimin teases.
“Companions,” Yoongi stresses. "Not pets."
Jimin flaps his free hand dismissively. Good for Yoongi - and he guesses Myunghee - for finding a way to bend the rules. But that still doesn’t explain how these bunnies have survived…
“It’s the manggeon!” Jimin snaps his fingers. “I bet there is a spell of some sort that will allow us to exit the cave. An illusion spell, maybe? One of these walls must be false, or there must be a hidden seam…Come on, come on! Let’s follow the bunnies.”
Yoongi allows himself to be tugged up, sticking close to Jimin’s side as he runs his free hand over the cave walls. It takes several minutes, but eventually, Jimin finds a spot where his hand encounters empty air instead of the cold wall of the cave, even though his eyes tell him he should be touching the stone. It really is an illusion spell!
“Good bunnies,” he coos, kissing his lips at them. The bunnies hop away nervously, some of them passing through the cave wall without any issues. Hastily, Jimin pushes through the illusion spell, dragging Yoongi along with him -
Jimin should have been a bit more cautious, because the other side of the illusion is a short, shallow drop-off into a ravine. Jimin trips on empty air, yelps, and falls forward - and Yoongi comes with him, still connected as they are by the manggeon around their wrists. Together, they tumble down the hill and land in a pile of limbs not too far away from the misty waterfall of the Cold Pond.
Jimin has landed on top of Yoongi, their chests pressed against each other. He tries to move, but forgetting that they are still bound, he ends up losing his balance and knocks their foreheads together. Yoongi groans and grimaces, opening his eyes a slit to glare at Jimin, who winces sheepishly.
“Get off,” Yoongi says lowly.
“I’m trying,” Jimin whines. He gestures to their wrists, then laughs a little. “Hey, doesn’t this kind of look like handfasting? And we bowed! Does that mean we're married-”
“Jimin!” Yoongi snaps. "Move."
Jimin huffs. “Well, help me untie us, and then I’ll move!”
Yoongi’s long, deft fingers quickly untie the manggeon, and he wastes absolutely no time placing the fabric back on his forehead. Jimin is so entranced by the transformation, by the way Yoongi becomes less soft in a heartbeat, that he forgets to move and blinks down dumbly at his hyung.
Yoongi glares up at him with pink ears. “Move.”
“What? Oh! Right!” Jimin scrambles to move away, first rolling onto his hip and then standing with quick, flustered movements. He looks down at himself and realizes that he and Yoongi are both covered in a layer of dirt and bramble from their tumble down the hill, their wet clothes making it easy for debris to stick to them. But oddly, Jimin’s back doesn’t hurt at all anymore. The exposure to that much concentrated yang energy in the Cold Pond certainly did speed up his healing.
He also realizes that the sun is not where it should be in the sky. Surely, he and Yoongi were only in the Cold Pond Cave for a little while, maybe two hours at most. But the sun is on the eastern side of the sky rather than the west. He turns to Yoongi, about to ask if he thinks time moves differently in the cave, when there is a familiar shout of his name.
“Hyung! Jimin-hyung!”
“Gguk-ah?” Jimin looks at Jeongguk in shock. He gasps as Jeongguk barrels into him, squeezing Jimin into a tight hug, only to shove Jimin away and start inspecting him with frantic eyes.
Yoongi is notably not receiving the same attention from the person who had been accompanying Jeongguk. Instead, Seokjin coughs into his sleeve and awkwardly asks, “You good?”
Yoongi hums. His eyes are fixed on Jimin, though they drop away when Jimin catches him looking.
“Hyung! Where were you? Do you think it’s funny to disappear like that? Are you hurt? You’ve been gone for two whole days!” Jeongguk says rapidly.
“Wait, two days?” Jimin demands. “Are you sure?”
“Are you stupid?” Jeongguk bites back. “Of course, I know how many days passed. You were missing ! And you were missing with the heir of the Horangi Sect! The Sect Leader launched a search party as soon as he learned his brother mysteriously vanished!”
Missing for two whole days - not just a night like Jimin had assumed. No wonder he feels fully healed, then…
“So, where were you? We checked Daegu, even though everyone agreed Min doryeon-nim would never accompany you there. We thought maybe he went to retrieve you, but then nobody in the village had seen either of you…” Jeongguk punches Jimin’s arm. “Why would you worry people like that? Where did you go?”
Jimin’s eyes dart to Yoongi, who has frozen in place. Their mission is extremely secretive - nobody but Sect Leader Min and the Horangi elders can know about it. Even if Jeongguk is trustworthy and Kim Seokjin is…probably trustworthy, telling anyone else about the yin metal is not a good idea. The Gom Sect has already shown a willingness to spy on the Horangi Sect with dire owls. There’s no way of knowing if the Gom Sect has any ears listening or eyes watching right now.
They need a good excuse.
Jimin laughs brightly, clapping Jeongguk on the shoulder. “Would you believe me if I said there was a magical cave in Horangi Recesses where time moves differently?”
“Be serious for once!” Jeongguk growls.
“Alright, I’ll tell you what really happened,” Jimin says. He moves quickly, dragging his arm around Jeongguk’s neck and walking them past the two other young masters. “Sect Leader Min sent me to the Cold Pond for some restorative healing, but you know how I am with directions! I ended up getting lost and I was calling out for help. Yoongi-hyung heard me and came to find me, but by that time, I’d gotten pretty turned around. Let me tell you, there are so many twists and turns in the Horangi mountains - even a young master born and raised here can get lost….”
Jimin weaves his tale artfully, long used to making stories that entertain and confound his little brother in equal measure. For the sake of his brother’s safety, the cultivation world, and vulnerable commoners who may be caught up in wartime struggles, Jimin gives this story his best effort.
He catches Yoongi’s eye over his shoulder and looks pointedly at the place where Yoongi has touched the yin metal pouch away. It will be up to Yoongi to bring this issue to his brother’s attention. Yoongi dips his head in acknowledgment and walks alongside Kim Seokjin as their group of four returns to Horangi Recesses.
Notes:
Seollal - Korean Lunar New Year, typically celebrated during the first lunar cycle of the year in January or February. There are a lot of rich traditions, including red lanterns with good luck symbols.
Makgeolli - a smooth, milky-flavored rice wine with a low alcohol content
Gisaeng - female entertainers who were professionally trained (often by the government since gisaeng were technically slaves owned by the government as of 1650) in music, conversation, and poetry; many gisaeng served the royal court, nobles, and scholars, and during the Joseon Dynasty, gisaeng were legally forced to retire from prostitution, singing, and other forms of entertainment by age 30. Gisaeng also had three tiers and some were trained to provide medical services to noblewomen since Korean doctors weren’t allowed to see noblewomen naked.
(If any of this information about gisaengs is incorrect, please let me know!)
Wangja-nim - little prince; sometimes used as a term of endearment today, but I think it’s pretty flirtatious here too!
Chapter 12
Notes:
If you missed the note at the top of the last chapter, then here it is again: Min Hyebin has been changed to Min Myunghee!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Yoongi can’t help it. Time and time again, his eyes stray to his wrist, and even though it’s been hours, he can still feel the phantom weight of his manggeon resting there, binding him to Jimin. Tying him to Jimin in more significant ways than Jimin had realized, but which Yoongi had been perfectly aware of - especially after bowing to an elder of his clan.
He should feel bad about it. He should feel angry that something so significant occurred so spontaneously. He should feel disturbed that, of all people, it ended up being Jimin. He should feel guilty that Jimin is ignorant about it all.
But contrarily, Yoongi feels - pleased. Accomplished. Settled. Relieved that he does not have to fight against his feelings anymore. Happy that it is Jimin, of all people, even if Jimin is singularly frustrating and brilliant and untamed. Guilt is the only negative feeling that remains, but that can easily be resolved once Jimin learns about the importance of their actions in the cave.
Unless Jimin already knows. Could he have guessed? It was only the night before that Yoongi reiterated the sanctity of the manggeon and all it represents to Horangi disciples, and Jimin is cleverer than most. He probably has already guessed, then, or at least suspects that he is Yoongi’s, and that Yoongi is his.
Yoongi rubs over the bone of his wrist as he waits for his brother’s arrival. A small kernel of doubt trickles in. Jimin is smart, but he’s also forgetful and flighty. He takes things lightly. It’s possible he doesn’t know and that Yoongi will have to tell him. Yoongi is not good with words, but he thinks for this he can find the right words to use.
“Yoongi-yah, I’m so relieved you were found,” Chunghee says warmly as he walks into the reception room of his private home. Their uncle is not too far behind, Jinwoong’s expression twisted into something sour. “You should be resting. But I heard that you wanted to speak with me urgently and that you requested samchon as well?”
But first, even with how drastically Yoongi’s life has shifted in the Cold Pond Cave, there is something still more important. Something that deserves immediate attention.
Yoongi bows to both his brother and uncle from his seated position and waits until they have settled on the cushions in front of him. Then he looks at his uncle. “This conversation requires absolute privacy,” he says quietly.
Jinwoong lifts a brow, but he does not hesitate to cast a privacy spell over Chunghee’s residence. The bubble of greyish-blue spiritual energy settles like a bubble around the walls of the room, effectively sealing sound from escaping the localized ward. It is a spell that only senior disciples of the Horangi Sect are taught, otherwise, Yoongi would have cast it himself.
“What’s this about?” Chunghee urges, now frowning at Yoongi in concern. “Did something happen when you were gone? Where did you go?”
“Cold Pond Cave,” Yoongi answers succinctly. He is closely watching his family, and so he notices the minute stiffening of his brother and uncle. His suspicion that his brother, at least, knew much more than he let on has been confirmed. Jimin was right about this, too. “Many things happened. Strange events. Important messages.”
Chunghee appears very troubled.
“How did you get into the Cold Pond Cave?” Jinwoong asks sharply. “And with Park Jimin? Only sect elders are permitted access and only with a ritual spell.”
It is a good question. By all means, Jimin should not have been pulled into the cave as he has no blood relation to the Min clan and, at that time, not had any other relation, either. Yet Jimin was pulled in before Yoongi, even if he wasn’t recognized by the blood spell in the cave until after Yoongi bound them together. Suddenly, Jimin’s assertion that he would help with this mission seems to hold more merit - the very spirit of Min Myunghee selected him, and who is anyone else to argue against that wisdom?
“We were summoned into the Cold Pond Cave by the spiritual cognition of Min Myunghee,” Yoongi answers plainly, and his brother gasps while his uncle’s sternness melts away into shock.
“Preposterous,” Jinwoong utters.
Chunghee folds his hands together. “Samchon,” he chides. “Is it so surprising, given recent events? What happened then, Yoongi-yah? You were gone for so long…”
“Elder Myunghee spoke with us,” Yoongi explains tersely. “She told us the story of the Six Great Sects and the tale of her demise. And she passed on a mission to finish her work, to protect the cultivation world and the commoners.”
“She was there?” Jinwoong asks sharply. “Truly there? Not a trick of the mind?”
Yoongi shakes his head, frowning at his uncle. “I summoned her spirit with Inquiry,” he says, almost defensively.
Chunghee breathes out slowly, seeming to absorb Yoongi’s story. To the credit of his family, they do not doubt the truth of his words. This is not only because lying is forbidden in the sect, but because Yoongi has never seen the point of weaving tall tales.
“You said she gave you a mission,” Chunghee says, furrowing his brow. “What type of mission?”
With great care, Yoongi takes out the pouch with the sealed yin metal inside, placing the innocuous pouch on the tea table before him. He had not noticed until the pouch was no longer on his person just how weighty it was - and more alarming, he had not noticed how his emotions had been shadowed by anger. With the pouch away from him, the irritation he’d been feeling toward his family evaporates. Yoongi stares at the pouch, reeling. The influence had been so subtle, but it was still strong, even through a containment spell.
“What is it? Yoongi-yah, what is this?”
Yoongi swallows. “Yin metal. Elder Myunghee wants it hidden, cleansed, or destroyed. But she cautioned that some pieces may have already been combined,” he says hollowly. Yoongi paces through a short breathing exercise before adding, “It has already influenced my emotions.”
The three of them eye the pouch warily. It is Jinwoong who speaks first, rather clinically as he strokes his beard. “This requires a much stronger seal if it can influence emotions without even being used. I have read about the yin metal in the annals of our sect history, but I did not think we would encounter a problem during my lifetime. It has only been a hundred years since Min Myunghee disappeared…”
“Elder Myunghee sacrificed her cultivation to seal the yin metal after disturbing it,” Yoongi says. “Elder Myunghee also said that three pieces had gone missing while she was Sect Leader.”
“Three pieces?” Jinwoong’s tone is keen. “For a total of how many?”
“Five, I would assume. One for each of the Great Sects.” Yoongi hesitates for only a fraction of a second. “Park Jimin has a theory that the Gom Sect is likely in possession of these pieces, given recent events.”
Jinwoong clucks his tongue. “That boy.”
“Park doryeong may be right,” Chunghee says with a sigh. “Indeed, the Gom Sect has been using its great power for misdeeds. But there is no definitive evidence. We cannot act with only speculation.”
Yoongi understands this from a political perspective. If the Horangi Sect makes accusations with evidence, it could shake the foundations of the peace treaties between the Five Great Sects. But from a moral perspective, he’s greatly frustrated by the inability to make a move. On a nighthunt, a cultivator following instincts with only speculation is sometimes the only way to unspool a mystery, and Yoongi is much more accustomed to this method of handling problems. To him, even without definitive evidence, there are certainly enough clues that point to the Gom Sect, particularly after the Waterborne Abyss.
This time, Yoongi knows his annoyance is not influenced by the yin metal, but rather by how tied his hands are. He can’t do anything without the approval of his sect, and his sect will not do anything until all other diplomatic options have been exhausted.
Still, Yoongi can’t sit around and do nothing while people are suffering or while a disaster is lurking at their doorway. He scoots away from the table and falls into a deep bow, pressing his forehead to the floor. “Please allow me to carry on Elder Myunghee’s mission. Please allow me to investigate to find the other pieces of yin metal so the world can be rid of its corruption.”
“Yoongi-yah…”
“Please, hyung-nim,” Yoongi appeals. “Please, Sect Leader Min, allow me this.”
There are several tense moments while Chunghee reaches a decision. Although Jinwoong is influential as the previous interim sect leader who led the sect until Chunghee was old enough, he remains silent. Jinwoong can only provide counsel, just like any other elder. Ultimately, the decision will have to be made by Chunghee.
“If you were to do this, it would be a major risk,” Chunghee says cautiously. “Not only to your personal safety, but to our sect and to the cultivation world. If even Min Myunghee failed, then I do not see how any could succeed. But…while we may not be able to cleanse or destroy the yin metal, we can seal the metal more effectively and prevent it from being used in the future.”
It’s not permission, yet.
“Allow me to search for any of the missing pieces before we seal our yin metal away,” Yoongi pleads, still holding his bow. “We cannot allow this metal to exist unchecked, and there is no guarantee the Gom Sect possesses the three missing pieces.”
Chunghee takes a deep breath. “I will allow this. I will allow all of your requests so that you may honor your mission to our ancestor. But first, I will speak with our sect elders, and we will discuss a solution for how to temporarily seal the yin metal. It would not be good for anyone to be influenced by it while you are carrying out your mission.”
Yoongi rises from his low bow, but keeps his head dipped. “Thank you, hyung-nim,” he says sincerely. Chunghee has always been cautious and thoughtful, so it is certainly telling that he is willing to take this risk.
“Samchon, would you mind placing the yin metal in a safe place until the elders can create a better seal?” Chunghee asks.
Grim, Jinwoong nods, sliding the pouch closer to him with a single finger. How something so small can inspire so much fear or hold so much destructive power…
Yoongi’s eyes fall to his bare wrist once more.
Yoongi has one more thing he would like to discuss with his family, but now is not the right time. Later, when the trouble with the yin metal has been settled, he will be able to tell his brother and his uncle about his status with Jimin. As the heir of the Horangi Sect, his marriageable status is of great importance, after all.
“So, how was it?” Hoseok asks.
Seokjin lifts a brow at Hoseok’s leading tone. “How was what?”
“Going on a walk with your betrothed,” Hoseok says merrily, laughing when Seokjin’s neck immediately turns red.
Seokjin crosses his arms over his chest, fixing his eyes on the path ahead. The hoarfrost on the mountain is starting to fade, although the chill of winter is still hanging in the air. He doesn’t think it will snow anymore. Good. He’s tired of cold toes.
“We were looking for his head disciple,” Seokjin mutters. “It wasn’t…what you’re implying it was.”
“But you were walking together,” Hoseok stresses.
“We were paired together just like all the other guest disciples,” Seokjin snipes. “You don’t hear me asking how it was to search for a missing disciple with that fellow from the Horangi Sect.”
Hoseok snorts. “Yes, of course. Well, I had an alright time. The Horangi disciples aren’t very talkative. It was quiet. Glad you found Jimin, though. And Min Yoongi.”
Seokjin doesn’t have much of a response to that. His mind flashes to finding Park Jimin and Min Yoongi together - or rather, the naked relief on Jeongguk’s face, even as he scolded his head disciple. There was a closeness there, a certain brotherhood, that Seokjin has never felt with his own brothers. Not that he would want to be close to those snakes, but still.
Would either of Seokjin’s brothers have been half as worried about him if he disappeared? Jeongguk had almost turned over the whole mountain single-handedly in his search for Park Jimin, ranting all the while about how irresponsible his hyung could be. He’d even made brash threats about beating his head disciple up, which he notably did not do once Jimin was finally located.
Seokjin isn’t sure if he feels envious of it or not. He thinks maybe if Hoseok were missing or if his mother was missing, then maybe he would feel similarly moved. Maybe…maybe if Jeongguk was missing, he would…
Or maybe if Seokjin was missing, Jeongguk would…
It’s pointless to think about. Or talk about. Especially because paring Jeongguk with Seokjin had seemed to mostly be random since they happened to be standing near each other when it was announced there would be a mountain-wide search for two missing disciples. Of course, that didn’t stop the other disciples from giggling about it, making the same suggestive chatter as Hoseok since the engagement between the Jasujeon Sect and the Mugunghwa Sect is widely known.
Seokjin had been too focused on Jeongguk’s rapidly paling face to give it much thought, at the time. But now he can recall that moment with some embarrassment. It’s not that he’s ashamed of his engagement, but anytime he thinks about Jeongguk for more than a moment, he thinks about that one sparring session and -
“Hey, did you hear about the latest news out of Jasujeon Tower?” Hoseok asks conversationally. Together, they duck into the hallway leading to the dining hall.
Seokjin scoffs. “You mean Sangwoo’s latest bid for fatherly affection? Yes, I heard,” he answers sardonically. “Watchtowers are certainly an interesting idea. But I bet local village heads won’t like it, and I can’t imagine my father will be wanting to spend the gold to complete the project.”
“It does seem like an idea that’s good on the surface, but not so great in the grander scheme,” Hoseok acknowledges. “I know people in my village would feel less protected and more monitored.”
Seokjin presses his lips together. Indeed, the idea of watchtowers staffed with cultivators in major villages and crossroads seems like a good, proactive idea. With watchtowers, cultivators could be immediately alerted to hauntings instead of waiting for plea letters to arrive. But watchtowers are also a kind of oversight villages simply don’t have, and with the way some cultivators like to use their power, it seems like a recipe for corruption.
But Seokjin won’t be saying anything about it. He trusts enough in his father’s everlasting greed to know that watchtowers would never happen while he was still the leader of the sect - a project of that size would simply cost too much to build and sustain. He doesn’t think his eldest brother, Sangsik, will support the idea either, especially since Sangwoo is the one who came up with it.
Yet, Seokjin also doubts that Sangwoo will let the rejection rest. Even if his watchtower idea is turned down now, there may come a time when he can force approval, likely with some underhanded means. Hopefully, Seokjin will be long-gone and safe at Mugunghwa Pier when that day comes.
Seokjin sighs. “Do you ever wish time would move more quickly?”
“Huh?” Hoseok frowns at him. “Sometimes, maybe. Why?”
Seokjin shakes his head. “I was just thinking, my worst enemy is time. All I seem to do is wait.”
Hoseok stops him with a hand on his elbow. “What’s this about?”
Seokjin shrugs him off, shuffling in place. “Nothing. I don’t know.”
“Seokjin-hyung…”
Seokjin ignores his friend. He walks into the dining hall with his head held high, his specially-crafted expression of haughty disdain on his face, and tries not to flinch too visibly when he ends up locking eyes with Jeon Jeongguk.
He can only hope his neck isn’t red when he sits down with the other Jasujeon disciples, or at the very least, hope none of those gossiping fools noticed the crack in his veneer.
Jeongguk’s eyes skim over the letter from home - the letter from his mother - but his enthusiasm swiftly dims. The letter is, more than anything, a collection of scathing remarks about Jimin rather than news of home or well-wishes on Jeongguk’s studies. He doesn’t know why he expected anything else when surely news of Jimin’s antics have spread among the gentry. Some of the news had probably spread from Mugunghwa disciples looking to get good favor with Madam Jeon.
…And I better not hear anything else about that hoodlum of a head disciple. As the sect heir, it’s your duty to keep the urchin in line. Do not disappoint me. If he is expelled or brings any shame to our sect with his uncontrollable behavior, I will hold you personally responsible…
Jeongguk flips the page over. Nothing from his father. Of course not. At least the letter arrived with a care package from Minji and a small note wishing Jeongguk and Jimin luck. Minji had filled a basket with chili oil and food from their favorite Busan food stalls. Jeongguk is especially looking forward to the yaksik, which he thought he wouldn’t get to eat this year at all.
“So, what did she say?”
“Shut up,” Jeongguk grouses, crumpling the letter into a tight ball. He tosses it to the brazier in the center of their dorm room and feels a flash of satisfaction as it burns his mother’s hateful words away.
“That bad?” Jimin asks. He rolls around on his bed, mussing the sheets carelessly as he kicks his feet behind him, dragging a pillow beneath his chin. Jimin sends him a sympathetic look and Jeongguk hates it. “She at least said something nice about your grades, right? You’re the top of the class!”
“I’m behind you,” Jeongguk points out tersely. He sighs. His mother had a passing comment about not shaming their sect by failing any of the exams, but there hadn’t been any encouragement. There had, however, been a few cutting remarks about being bested by the son of a servant, and his hyung doesn’t need to hear about that. Ever.
“I’m behind Yoongi-hyung,” Jimin says easily, as if being in second place doesn’t bother him. And truly, that sort of thing doesn’t bother him, especially not when he and Min Yoongi have been trading first place in class rankings for the last several months.
But this is also a cold reminder that Jimin isn’t bothered by the competition that Jeongguk’s mother had sewn into his heart. He hates it - hates it - that he’s so bothered by not being the best. He’s the youngest in the class this year - it’s already impressive that he’s steadily in third place. He knows that. But he isn’t satisfied, and neither is Jeon Hyebin.
…Cannot believe that undeserving cretin was honored with an advanced class! And where were you, Jeon Jeongguk? Why were you also not offered an advanced course? It’s because a little street rat outshines you! Are you really going to let that stand…
Jeongguk exhales, his shoulders rolling forward. What’s worse? His mother, who continually compares him and finds him wanting, or his father, who hadn’t spared a moment to write a letter?
At least Jimin didn’t get a letter , Jeongguk thinks reflexively. And then he feels horrified by how mean the thought is because Jimin deserves a letter too. Maybe not a letter from Madam Jeon, but a letter of congratulations from his sect leader wouldn’t be out of the ordinary.
Jeongguk squints at his hyung, who is digging through Minji’s care package without a care in the world. Is he really not bothered that Jeon Bongjun didn’t acknowledge his accomplishments, his punishments, or his brush with certain death? How can that be? It cracks open something small in Jeongguk’s chest to think that it would never occur to his brother to seek parental concern. And it makes Jeongguk feel very small that he is still seeking validation where none will be found.
“Hey, catch!” Jimin calls from across the room, lobbing a package of honey cookies at Jeongguk’s face without waiting for a response. It’s a miracle that Jeongguk manages to catch them. Jeongguk makes a face and Jimin giggles. “Whoops! Sorry,” he says unconvincingly. “Wouldn’t want to damage the goods!”
Jeongguk frowns. “I could still eat the cookies even if I didn’t have amazing reflexes.”
Jimin titters. “I meant your face. After all, that’s for Kim Seokjin, right? Can’t imagine that peacock would want to marry someone ugly. How lucky that you’re pretty!”
Jeongguk flushes all the way up to his cheeks. “Shut up!” he shouts, glaring at Jimin as he laughs uproariously. But he doesn’t have much to add, not when his mother’s words are still flashing behind his eyes.
Apparently, Jeon Hyebin and Cha Eunhee, Seokjin’s mother, have begun to plan the wedding. Jeongguk doesn’t really understand why since the wedding date is at least four years away, but apparently, these things take time. Auspicious dates have to be selected, a dowry has to be arranged, and other political agreements need to be finalized.
He can’t say he’s excited about it when he’s almost so full of nerves he feels nauseous. It’s one thing to know Seokjin is his future husband - it’s an entirely different thing to realize the steps to making that a reality are already in motion.
Jeongguk stares at the packet of cookies and ends up putting them on the table, untouched. His appetite is completely gone in the wake of his mother’s letter. He doesn’t think he could even manage to drink tea at the moment.
Jeongguk stands up, slipping his feet into his boots.
Jimin sits up on his bed. “Where are you going?”
Jeongguk shakes his head. “I just need air.”
A lot of air.
Namjoon hopes he doesn’t look as obvious as he feels when he comes to a stop before the waterfall in the backhills. But he has to check. Because if he doesn’t check, then he won’t know what moves he needs to make next to keep his brother and his people safe.
He has to know.
Glancing over his shoulder, Namjoon verifies that he is alone. And then he sends out one of his silver needles toward the mountainous hills where Park Jimin and Min Yoongi had evidently been discovered not too many days ago. As expected, although there is clearly a barrier intact, the barrier is notably weaker. Diminished. Or perhaps inert, now that it is no longer guarding a deeply-hidden treasure.
Namjoon presses his lips together, a deep frown furrowing between his brows as he recalls his needle, tucking the slim piece of sharpened silver into his sleeve. The fact is that two disciples were discovered at this waterfall after disappearing, and now that the disciples have been recovered, the massive field of energy protecting the backhills has become flimsy, a mere echo of what it once was.
More importantly - Min Yoongi was one of those disciples. And so Namjoon does not think it’s overreaching to assume that the piece of yin metal the Horangi Sect has been hiding for a hundred years has now fallen into the hands of the Horangi Sect Leader, who happens to be Min Yoongi’s older brother. He doesn’t think it’s overreaching to assume that the Horangi Sect has put the pieces together - the corruption of the Gom Sect is not subtle and sending Namjoon here has always been a red flag.
So, they know. They know about most of it, or maybe all of it.
They know, and now Namjoon needs to make another decision.
For the sake of his people, he had told Lee Chungwoo about the barrier in the backhills, and in doing so, had completed the mission handed to him by the Gom Sect Leader. Completing this mission assured the continued safety of Dohoon and Namjoon’s people in Ilsan.
But now things have changed, and Namjoon has been exposed enough to the quicksilver shifts in Lee Chungwoo’s thoughts to know that his mission is not truly over. It was strongly implied that Namjoon was to remain and keep an eye on the Horangi Sect. He is expected to report a change like this.
Yet, it’s with a sinking stomach that he knows reporting this to Lee Chungwoo is only going to bring disaster to the Horangi Sect more swiftly. Before the Horangi Sect laid hands on the yin metal, Lee Chungwoo might have tried a more subtle method of retrieving the metal, perhaps by bribing an outer Horangi disciple as a spy as he has done so many times before. Now, however, Namjoon thinks subterfuge will be divorced in favor of an outright attack. He doesn’t know what, if anything, the Horangi Sect will do with the yin metal, but Namjoon does know that Lee Chunghwoo will do anything to get his hands on it - including destroying one of the oldest Great Sects.
There is little Namjoon can do about that. It’s already a miracle if he can protect his people - he can’t spare extra efforts to protect anyone else. No, what Namjoon needs to do is decide how much he will tell Lee Chungwoo about this. How definitive he will be. There is no escaping the fact that Namjoon must say something, for it won’t take long for rumors to reach Lee Chungwoo’s ears about the missing disciples discovered on the very backhills Namjoon had identified earlier. If Namjoon does not at least make a token effort to notify the Gom Sect Leader, then he will be accused of withholding information - and that might negate all of his efforts to protect his people.
He must say something. But, perhaps he can utilize the obvious disadvantage of his association with the Gom Sect. It would not surprise Lee Chungwoo to learn that Namjoon has been an outsider at the Horangi lectures. It would also not surprise Lee Chungwoo to learn that, because of this outsider status, Namjoon is having difficulty gleaning information about the location of the yin metal now that it has been moved.
It’s not much, but maybe this will be enough. Enough to buy the Horangi Sect some time, maybe, or enough to keep Namjoon’s people safe.
He will write Lee Chungwoo and tell him about the weakened barrier on the backhills. The Gom Sect Leader can make his own assumptions after that.
Still, Namjoon’s stomach churns with anxiety as he writes the missive. He drags his brush over the paper slowly, reluctant but so careful in his wording. He can’t give anything away. He can’t be obvious.
Dohoon is oblivious. He is a good child, but Namjoon has somehow managed to shield him from the worst realities of living under the thumb of the Gom Sect. Dohoon faces his own ridicule and he is meek, but behind that timidness is a deep store of goodness .
And so Dohoon faithfully grinds up herbs to make some of Namjoon's prescription teas and says, “I’m so glad Park doryeong was found! I was so worried, but he’s really the best! Of course, he wouldn’t go missing for too long.”
“Of course not,” Namjoon murmurs.
“Hyung, do you think Park doryeong will give me more archery lessons?” Dohoon asks eagerly.
“You can ask,” Namjoon says, although he doubts Park Jimin would turn Dohoon down.
Dohoon brightens, the open moon of his face shining with innocent excitement. “I’ll ask him when I deliver these restorative teas!”
Namjoon manages a weak smile. He can’t help but think that it would have been much better in the grander scheme if Park Jimin and Min Yoongi had stayed missing.
Taehyung stares mournfully at the bare shelves in his room. After his punishment for the new years celebration came to his brother’s attention, Byunghyun ordered the Kkachi disciples also attending the guest lectures to confiscate all of Taehyung’s best reading material. They even took most of his fans and his art supplies, supposedly so he can focus on studying. And now the only fun thing Taehyung can do in his room is crack open the terribly dry scholarly texts the Horangi Sect is making them study. The only somewhat interesting bit about these cultivation texts is a once-mentioned notation about “dual cultivation”, which he has been unable to find in any other text. Of course, Taehyung isn’t dumb and he’s spent some time with gisaengs to pick up on a few choice euphemisms to know what dual cultivation actually means.
But it isn’t as if the Horangi Sect is spending a class teaching about it! So then what’s the point of Taehyung studying if there is nothing interesting to study?
“Are you still pouting?” Eunwoo asks dryly. He doesn’t have any problems reading the cultivation texts and has taken to passively aggressively flipping through them to prove a point. It’s so petty. Taehyung loves it so much.
“My brother is so cruel,” Taehyung declares, clutching one of his few remaining fans close to his chest.
“He cares about you. He wants you strong.”
“I can be strong in other ways!”
“I know,” Eunwoo agrees.
“Well, can you tell hyung then?” Taehyung whines.
Eunwoo snorts. “No.”
“But why?”
“He’s my Sect Leader,” Eunwoo says with great respect. But then he pauses, his expression twisting with a shudder. “And I think he could throw me around with one hand. He’s scary.”
Taehyung huffs. He looks down at the letter that had been delivered by a wind-blown, teary-eyed Kkachi disciple earlier in the day, along with the orders to take away all of Taehyung’s fun. Byunghyun had wasted zero time in scribbling a letter warning Taehyung not to cause any more trouble, or else when he came home, he wouldn’t have a choice in saber training.
“He and Min Chunghee are too close,” Taehyung grouses. He figures the only way his brother could learn of his misdeeds so fast is because of his close relationship with the Horangi Sect Leader.
“Alliances are a good thing,” Eunwoo reminds him. “Especially now.”
It’s a sobering comment and Taehyung wilts, losing all of his indignation. Alliances are a good thing. The cultivation sects could probably stand to have more alliances and quickly. A sworn brotherhood, a promised marriage, an acknowledged friendship - all fine, but not necessarily strong enough to withstand the pressure of war. Taehyung’s spies have told him enough to know that not all sects are exactly trustworthy, so the faster strong alliances can be forged, the better.
Taehyung rubs at his temples, hoping to ease away some tension. Truly, does he have to arrange everything ? But the opportunity is too good to pass up - here at the Horangi lectures, all the young masters of every important sect are gathered together. Now is the time to deepen the bonds that will help them all survive. He just has to figure out how to make it work.
“Where are you going?” Eunwoo asks when Taehyung rolls off his bed.
Taehyung straightens his clothes. He truly misses some of his nicest silks, but none would be practical for the lecture and so his favorite hanbok had remained in Geochang. “I’m going to see if I can get some of my books back,” Taehyung says primly.
“Good luck.” Eunwoo sounds very sure that Taehyung will fail, but that’s only because he’s grown immune to Taehyung’s best manipulations. Other Kkachi disciples will not have the same immunity!
Taehyung leaves his dorm with a mission, or rather a few missions. First, he makes a beeline to the dormitory where the lower disciples reside. There is far more intermingling in this courtyard than in the dormitory used by the sect heirs and head disciples, and these juniors all seem to get along very well. Taehyung observes and takes heart. Maybe he won’t need to try so hard to shift the wind in the right direction.
To his dismay, the Kkachi disciples hold firm when Taehyung first demands, and then pleads for his books to be returned. His brother must be holding extra saber practice over their heads too! Glumly, Taehyung circles through the disciples of his Sect and ends up leaving the dormitory empty-handed. It’s a very odd feeling for Taehyung to not get what he wants and he doesn’t like it at all.
So busy is he mulling over his uncommon bad luck that he almost misses an opportunity that lands right at his feet.
“You shouldn’t gossip about others,” a raspy voice chides. A slightly older boy with sandy-gold hair stands with his hands on his slim hips. He’s wearing a guest disciple hanbok that denotes him as a Jasujeon disciple, and indeed, he does seem to hold some authority over his juniors, who make a face at the lecture.
“It’s not really gossip, though,” one argues. “Kim doryeon-nim and Jeon doryeon-nim must have a close relationship. They’re engaged and they were talking together!”
“Yes! And shouldn’t we be interested in what happens with our young master?” another asks eagerly.
The sandy-haired Jasujeon disciple snorts. “Sure, I would agree that you should care if I didn’t know you were really just spying to use the information to your own advantage. Tell me, who are you reporting to? Madam Cha?”
A disciple coughs, shifting uncomfortably at being caught red-handed. Taehyung stifles an amused noise, paying more attention to - Jung Hoseok, he believes. How novel for a Jasujeon disciple to have a moral compass!
How novel - and how lovely. Jung Hoseok has some influence over Kim Seokjin. Taehyung recalls that the two are frequently seen together and that most disciples defer to Hoseok, especially when it comes to relaying messages to the youngest Kim heir. But Jung Hoseok is also very clearly an outer disciple, not related to the main branch at all. It’s very impressive that he’s so skilled and so close to Kim Seokjin, given the nepotism that runs rampant in the Jasujeon Sect.
Jung Hoseok is a great resource. A great piece to be played.
“What’s the big deal, anyway?” a disciple prods. “It’s just a bit of gossip! No harm!”
“I think the Horangi Sect would disagree,” Hoseok points out dryly. “We’re guests here. Respect their rules. Don’t let me hear you chattering about Kim doryeon-nim again.”
Especially not when Seokjin’s moods have been so low recently. Hoseok isn’t sure why, but his hyung seems to be twisted up with all kinds of anxiety, and it’s making him more serious and awkward than ever before. But then - they’re all on edge, aren’t they? It’s like there’s something in the air that they’re all picking up on. Tension. Not terribly surprising considering the back-to-back incidents lately…
His fellow disciples don’t seem exactly pleased about it, but they do agree. “Yes, sunbae,” they chorus, before scrambling after each other to get away from him.
He watches them go with a tight feeling under his skin. Hoseok is no stranger to the underhanded behaviors of the Jasujeon Sect, but it always prickles to be directly confronted with it. He really, truly doesn’t blame Seokjin for wanting to get away from it. For the first time, Hoseok wonders what he should do when Seokjin leaves - would the Mugunghwa Sect accept him as a disciple? Should he strike out as a rogue cultivator?
“Wow, sunbae-nim! You handled that really well!” a deep voice cheers. The voice is soon followed by the soft, open expression of Kim Taehyung, heir of the Kkachi Sect and well-known slacker.
Hoseok offers a bow and Taehyung surprises him by bowing even deeper, rising with a wide, boxy grin on his lips. Hoseok clears his throat. “Uh, thank you, Kim doryeon-nim.”
Taehyung waves his hand dismissively. “Oh, you don’t need to call me that. It must be confusing! There are so many Kims who happen to be young masters! You can just call me by my name!”
“I really couldn’t,” Hoseok denies immediately.
Taehyung pouts at him. “Oh, come on! I’m giving you permission.”
Hoseok shakes his head. “It wouldn’t be proper. But…Taehyung-ssi, is that acceptable?”
“Of course, sunbae!” Taehyung agrees with gusto. He brings a fan up to his face, hiding his grin behind it. “You know, someone like you, with such good morals…Well, someday that’s going to be important, won’t it?”
Hoseok frowns. “What?”
“Oh, nothing! Don’t mind me! I don’t know what I’m saying half the time, just ask my brother!” Taehyung chuckles. “Hey, you know, next time I host a night at my dorm, you should come! You would make a great addition!”
Hoseok shuffles in place. “I’m not sure…”
“Don’t overthink it!” Taehyung sing-songs. He turns and flounces off, calling back over his shoulder. “I’ll send you an invitation next time!”
Hoseok squints after him, not sure what just happened or what any of it meant. But, given the way things are right now, it almost definitely meant something .
Notes:
Yaksik - a sweet glutinous rice made with chestnuts, pines, and jujube; eaten during lunar new year
samchon - uncle
Inquiry is a spell directly from MDZS!
Chapter 13
Notes:
boys caring for boys, a few zombies, and a fistfight
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jimin loves the advanced talisman course. He’s never been so thrilled to be in a class in his life and there isn’t a moment when his attention isn’t entirely captured by Min Seojun. The wisened old man is endlessly filled with knowledge and, in Jimin’s estimation, truly earns his title as a talismanic master. The talisman teacher at Mugunghwa Pier could learn a thing or six from Min Seojun! And unlike Jimin’s first teachers, Min Seojun seems to have no issue entertaining Jimin’s questions, even the theoretical ones that probably won’t ever have an answer. If Jimin didn’t know any better, he would think Min Seojun indulges him - but no adult has ever done that, so it’s surely out of the realm of possibility.
Still, Jimin immensely enjoys his classes. He enjoys them so much that, on those days, he doesn’t even complain about waking up so early. Jeongguk looks at him like he’s grown a second head, but he also seems satisfied that Jimin isn’t causing a ruckus for once.
Presently, Jimin is tucked into a three-way discussion about why the timing on his body-control talisman was so off. The older student he is working with, Moon Hyunjin, has spent the last hour going over Jimin’s notes to try and break down the talisman. Eventually, Jimin’s inability to fully explain some of the concepts draws the attention of Min Seojun, who wanders over with a slow shuffle.
Min Seojun stands over the table, a critical eye on the scribbles of ink. Then, without much ceremony, he flicks Jimin’s ear.
Jimin squeals, slapping a hand over the side of his head. “Seonsaeng-nim! What was that for?”
“For using this slapdash abomination on the heir of my sect,” Seojun scolds. “Do it over. Do it better.”
Jimin whines. “But seonsaeng-nim, I don’t know how to-”
Min Seojun turns his nose up. “Figure it out!”
Jimin gapes at the master’s back as he walks away, then looks at Moon Hyunjin. His classmate lifts his brows and pushes Jimin’s talisman back across the table. “He’s right. You’re lucky this radical isn’t completely wrong.”
The radical? Ah. Jimin can see it now. Well, it looks like Yoongi was lucky Jimin mostly balanced the talisman right. He probably shouldn’t ever let Yoongi know about it, though. Jimin happily gets to work on deconstructing and redesigning the talisman, with Moon Hyunjin and some of his other classmates chiming in with helpful suggestions occasionally.
In the advanced talisman course, many of the other students are senior-ranked Horangi disciples, adults who have already reached maturity several years ago and who accept Jimin’s presence with mixed reactions. But they are friendly, in their own way. Jimin has come to learn that Min Yoongi is a particular sort of prickly among the Horangi Sect, and that makes him all the more special to Jimin.
Winter has melted into spring and warmed into summer in the blink of an eye. Many of his days after class are spent in the library. Although Jimin is learning so much in the talisman class, he has a craving for more knowledge, practically insatiable in his hunger for more and more. For the first time, Jimin has unfettered access to information. The library seems to have an endless collection of books and scrolls, and now that Jimin isn’t being punished by copying lines, he finds it so much more enjoyable to whittle away hours in the library pavilion.
Many times, he misses meals just so he can finish a scroll, much to Jeongguk’s chagrin. But even for all that Jeongguk complains about it, Jimin still returns to a pillow piled with snacks on days when he misses dinner.
But maybe the best part is the fact that Yoongi is in the library every day, too. From what Jimin has discovered from ceaseless pestering, Yoongi has transferred entirely to self-study courses, which means he’s no longer taking classes with guest disciples. If Yoongi didn’t practically live in the library, Jimin might not even see him since his class arrangement has shifted so dramatically. The only class that neither of them has changed is sword practice, but if anyone asks Jimin, only seeing Yoongi once every couple of weeks isn’t enough.
Spending so many hours sharing the same space with Yoongi is different now than it was in the autumn. Now, the silence isn’t oppressive, but companionable. Unlike the times during his punishment, Jimin finds this silence pleasant. Occupied with something he enjoys, with something of interest, Jimin no longer feels the urgent need to constantly pester Yoongi - or at least, he doesn’t feel the urge to pester with such dedication. Now, there is something warm in his chest when he teases Yoongi, especially since Yoongi has come to humor him.
Jimin never feels more accomplished than when he can coax out an amused hum or a mirthful smirk out of Yoongi. Those victories are slow-coming and short-lived, so he cherishes them each time they happen.
Jimin, despite every notion he had at the start of the guest lectures, has found joy in Horangi Recesses. There may be strict rules and stiff people, but he is so much more relaxed than he has ever been in his life. He never would have thought such a thing would be possible.
Luckily, he won’t need to leave for another three months. That’s three more months of engaging talisman discussions, interesting books, and warm afternoons in the library with his best friend. Just until the end of the summer. It sounds like bliss.
But, as Jimin is soon coming to learn, very rarely do things in life go the way he expects.
One afternoon, Yoongi arrives at the library much later than usual. Jimin hardly notices him until Yoongi sits down at his table and begins to neatly organize all of Jimin’s notes.
“Hyung, no…” Jimin slaps his hands over the loose paper. “These are already organized!”
Yoongi looks at him dubiously.
“I promise! There is a system!” And there is. Jimin’s system consists of paper with ink that has already dried and paper with ink that is drying.
Yoongi lifts his hands away with a nod, tucking both hands into the sleeves of his lightweight hanbok. “How long have you been here?”
Jimin scratches his head. “Oh, uh, just after class, I guess? Not long!”
“Jimin. It is well after the mid-day meal.”
Jimin’s eyes pop open. “Really? Well, where have you been? Usually, you show up earlier!”
“Helping hyung-nim with sect business,” Yoongi answers. He stares at Jimin with those intense golden eyes. “Jimin. Have you eaten lunch?”
Jimin blinks a few times, and then his stomach gives a particularly embarrassing growl that seems to fill up the entire library. He laughs sheepishly while Yoongi frowns at him in disapproval. Yoongi starts back on organizing Jimin’s notes, this time blatantly ignoring Jimin’s protests as he gathers the paper into neat stacks and stands with all of Jimin’s work in his hands.
“Hyung?”
“Follow,” Yoongi says, wasting no time marching out of the library pavilion. His ears are red, a sign that Jimin has learned indicates the older boy’s embarrassment. But what does Yoongi have the be embarrassed about now? It’s fun to boss people around, even if it isn’t exactly fun being bossed.
Jimin scampers after Yoongi. His hyung has his notes held hostage, so what other choice does he have?
Yoongi isn’t someone who walks particularly fast or particularly slow, but rather with a steady, unerring peace that is as economical as all of his other movements. But still, it takes Jimin a few extra seconds to catch up, partly because he’s following the no-running rule lest he is scolded by Min Jinwoong popping out of nowhere, and partly because Yoongi has recently gone through a growth spurt.
Well, growth spurt is a bit generous. Really, Yoongi is only an inch or so taller than Jimin now, which is only noticeable because Jimin hasn’t hit his own spurt. Yet . He’ll catch up soon! He does stretches at night just to be sure, even if Jeongguk mocks him about it.
“Where are we going?” he asks breathlessly once he catches up. When Yoongi doesn’t answer, Jimin bumps him with his elbow. “Hyung! You can’t just tell me to follow and not tell me where we’re going! I like surprises as much as anyone else, but this is a little much, don’t you think? Can’t you give me a hint?”
“No.”
“Well, can’t you give me my notes back?”
“No.”
“No?” Jimin echoes, flabbergasted. “Why not? They’re my notes! I worked really hard on them, you know. I’m trying to improve this talisman that would cast a protection net over a small area. But I want it to go both ways and it’s actually really challenging!”
“You can have your notes after,” Yoongi tells him.
“After what?”
Yoongi stops rather suddenly, gesturing to a squat building not too far from the dining hall. It’s truly a nondescript building, the sort that blends easily into the background. But this is probably because the building is obscured by a vast herb garden and vine vegetables crawling up the side walls. Jimin tilts his head and looks at Yoongi with obvious confusion.
“These are the kitchens. So you can find food if you forget to eat lunch on time in the future.” Yoongi pauses, then stares at Jimin with frank disapproval. “Do not forget to eat.”
Jimin laughs. He leans into Yoongi’s space, his hands twisted behind his back, a teasing smile playing on his lips. “Hyung, I didn’t know you cared so much!”
Yoongi arches a single dark brow. “Cultivation places great demands on your body. You should take better care of your physical needs so you do not damage the root of your cultivation.”
“Hyung!” Jimin laughs in delight. “I’ll be okay! What’s a little bit of hunger? Missing a meal now and then isn’t a big deal!”
It isn’t a big deal now, of course. When Jimin was younger, missing a meal had been a rather big deal, and he thinks his body has never truly forgotten what the starvation he faced as a child felt like. But having years of access to food whenever he wanted has changed his relationship with food. He’d never turn food down, but skipping a meal doesn’t cause the same anxiety.
Yoongi doesn’t know all of this, though. His hyung is very thoughtful and caring. Jimin really doesn’t understand why anyone would be afraid of him!
“Are you not my equal in cultivation?” Yoongi asks, appearing very unbothered when Jimin puffs at him indignantly, as if being equals would ever be in question! Yoongi gazes at him rather pointedly. “Cultivation requires fuel from the spiritual environment and from nourishing the body. Do not skip meals.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Fine! If you insist so much!”
Yoongi goes into the kitchens then and requests a small meal for Jimin. The noonas and ahjummas are all too happy to comply with the request, and some of them even giggle when Jimin tucks into his belated meal under Yoongi’s watchful eyes. Jimin’s tummy feels warm and his cheeks feel hot, probably from the heat of the kitchens.
If the warmth lingers for hours afterward, then it’s just a fluke of eating at such a strange in-between time!
Later, after dinner and nighttime bathing, Jeongguk squints at Jimin with that grumpy expression of his. “Why do you look like that?” Jeongguk demands.
Jimin shrugs, loosely tying his sleeping hanbok. He narrows his eyes at his brother. “Why do you look like that?” he counters.
Jeongguk’s expression twists. “Like what?”
“I don’t know! That’s why I’m asking!” Jimin throws his hands up. “What happened? Why do you look so constipated?”
“Shut up!” Jeongguk barks, throwing a pillow that Jimin narrowly dodges.
“Emotionally!” Jimin yelps. “Emotionally constipated! Why are you attacking me?”
“You deserve it!”
“Do not!” Jimin throws the pillow back, nailing Jeongguk right in the face much to his delight. He’s quick to dive into his bed before his brother can retaliate, the giddiness and warmth from earlier spreading all the way from his stomach to the tips of his fingers.
He sleeps very well that night.
“Hyung!”
Ahead of him, Yoongi pauses his sedate pace, turning partially on the pathway to frown at the way Jimin is dashing across the courtyard. Jimin slows his pace, just barely, and grins widely when he reaches Yoongi’s side. He bumps their shoulders together, laughing a little when Yoongi remains immobile but releases a long-suffering sigh.
“Hyung, I’ve been looking for you!” Jimin glances around the courtyard, one of the ones tucked between the library pavilion and other nearby buildings. To his eye, the peaceful courtyard isn’t used for anything other than looking pretty, which is pretty different from Mugunghwa Pier; there, all courtyards serve some purpose. But then, Horangi Recesses is significantly larger than Mugunghwa Pier, so it makes sense that space is utilized differently, even if it is kind of funny a group of ascetics would be willing to indulge in a pretty place to sit down.
Yoongi offers an inquisitive hum, peering down at Jimin from his scant height advantage.
Jimin lowers his voice, leaning even closer. He’s positive they’re alone, given the time of the day, but with this topic, it’s better to be a little cautious. “Hyung, have you heard anything from your sect elders? About the yin metal?”
Yoongi shakes his head. “The elders are working on a seal.”
“How long will that take?” Jimin pushes. “We can’t wait forever. The Gom Sect is certainly making moves, while we sit here and wait for permission to find the other pieces. Your elders know we’re racing against the Gom Sect, right? And that Lee Chungwoo has a headstart?”
“It is not our place to question the elders,” Yoongi says.
Jimin wrinkles his nose. “Maybe in other circumstances, but for important things, elders can be too set in their ways! Now is not the time to pander to elders!”
“Jimin,” Yoongi says warningly.
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Am I wrong? I’m not! And you know it! We should have already left as soon as we got our mission from Min Myunghee! What are we waiting for?”
“Caution is not misplaced,” Yoongi utters. “The yin metal must be properly sealed, otherwise it poses a danger.”
“It poses a danger anyway,” Jimin argues, stepping away to put his hands on his hips. “Isn’t it more dangerous to let the Gom Sect gather any remaining pieces? Then we’ll be at even more of a disadvantage!”
“That is not our choice to make,” Yoongi says stiffly. His eyes are pinched at the corners, and Jimin suspects Yoongi doesn’t fully believe what he’s saying, but he’s also so stubbornly attached to silly rules about decorum and respect.
Jimin lifts his brows. “Oh really? Tell me, hyung, when will it be our choice? We live in this world too! We have the capability and we can handle the consequences. We should be doing something, not waiting around for some counsel of elders who haven’t held a sword in decades to make decisions about when and where we can act!”
“Jimin!”
“Hyung!”
Yoongi breathes out very slowly, a show of restraint that isn’t missed. He unclenches his hands. “I will speak to my brother about urging the elders,” he says.
Jimin purses his lips, not fully satisfied but also knowing this is as good an offer as he will get. Short of breaking into wherever the Horangi elders are keeping the yin metal and departing by himself in the hunt for other pieces, that is. And he probably shouldn’t do that. Probably.
“Fine,” Jimin says grudgingly. He snaps a finger up to point at Yoongi. “But you tell me as soon as the elders give you the go-ahead. You won’t be leaving me behind! Got it?”
Yoongi gazes at him coolly for several moments, his eyes drifting to the finger pointed in his face. He hums once, then walks away with his hands folded behind his back.
“Got it?” Jimin calls to his back. “Hyung! Do you promise? Hyung?”
He sighs when Yoongi disappears from sight. That stubborn, rule-abiding hyung of his! Honestly, sometimes certain social norms have to be broken for the sake of doing the right thing. For a sect that teaches so much about ethics and morality, the Horangi Sect sure does put a lot of importance on other things that may interfere with good morals. Who cares about offending a few elders if it means sparing the common people from potential war?
Jimin clucks his tongue and turns around, striding in the opposite direction. His talisman class had already ended for the day, he’s already stopped by the kitchens, and he doesn’t feel like studying so soon after a tiff with Yoongi, so Jimin mostly ends up wandering around the mountain.
His wandering feet take him through winding trails and gentle slopes of grass with blooming wildflowers. The mountain is quite a sight in the spring and summer months, so very different from the lush heat of Mugunghwa Pier. The Horangi Sect is spread far through the mountain and many buildings are tucked between the natural vegetation to avoid disturbing the environment too much. If it had been majestic in the winter, it’s beyond stunning in the warm months. Jimin eventually finds a glen of overgrown grass and lays down right in the center, soaking in the sun and letting the summer breeze brush wispy grass across his cheeks. Content, he folds his arms behind his head and dozes, lazy as a cat in the sun.
But sometime later, a sound rouses him. A faraway ringing. A bell? Jimin sits up, squinting his eyes through the trees in the direction of the sect proper. Someone is ringing a bell rather aggressively, the loud, sharp sound echoing across the mountaintop. What’s going on?
Jimin rolls to his feet with easy grace, his muscles loose from his nap. Judging by the position of the sun in the sky, he’d slept for a while - it looks near sundown. He stretches his arms, popping his spine with a groan, and then sets off toward the sprawling Horangi compound. He’s quite a ways away, but still, the bell continues to ring through the trees. Whatever alert the bell is meant for is clearly important and his curiosity is itching at him.
But before Jimin can even get within seeing-range of the nearest back buildings, a shiver crawls up his spine, his senses sharpening as a whisper of yin energy grabs his attention. Yin energy on a purified mountain? It’s not anything like the yin metal, so he doubts it’s that, but it’s still yin energy that doesn’t belong. And it’s moving.
Jimin keeps his eyes peeled, silencing his steps as he continues his journey -
A roaring scream. The fetid stench of decay. Dark, angry yin energy. And - there - fast moving through the trees, coming right at him -
Fierce corpses. Angry ones.
Jimin ducks down as one zeroes in on him, pivoting on his heel to put distance between him and the enraged ghouls. He doesn’t have his sword on him. Most guest disciples don’t carry their swords around Horangi Recesses and Jimin is no exception. He’s too far from his dorm to call for Jangnan, too. That means the only way for him to save himself is to use the environment to his advantage. He really doesn’t want to be caught by a fierce corpse and have to deal with corpse poisoning.
“This must be what the alarm is about,” he mutters, dodging around a tree right before a fierce corpse can slash at his back with unnaturally long nails. Jimin is fast on his feet and agile, but these fierce corpses have been roused. They are clearly higher level than the average fierce corpse, the amount of resentment flowing through them almost tangible, and this has given the corpses additional speed and power. Jimin is unlucky to be the only living thing within range!
What are these corpses even doing in Horangi Recesses? Collected for class, probably. Broke out of containment, maybe. Jimin thinks this is a poorly planned lesson. If he ever wants to teach his junior disciples about fierce corpses, he just plans a nighthunt - he doesn’t bring the corpses to the sect!
Without his sword, Jimin doesn’t have many self-defense options. As a cultivator, his body is stronger than an ordinary human, but he’s also extremely vulnerable right now without Jangnan. The fierce corpses can still hurt him, and so he runs as fast as he can, pushing the limits of his body while his mind rotates frantically between his options. Running won’t work forever, even for his stamina.
The alarm is ringing through the sect, so there are certainly disciples on their way. Jimin just has to last long enough for help to arrive.
Jimin slips beneath a low-hanging branch, then turns around, pulling the branch back with his body weight as he moves. He forces his icy blue energy through the branch, then when a fierce corpse gets close enough, he releases the branch like a sling-shot, whacking the ghoul away. In the next breath, he traces a repelling talisman in the air, shooting it toward the other two ghouls with his palm out. The talisman hits and dissipates with a flash, and the ghouls snarl, stunned for just long enough for Jimin to put more distance between them.
The fierce corpses are strong and recover quickly. Luckily, Jimin hoists himself into a tree, balancing on a bough as he stares down at the ghouls that claw and groan at the trunk of the tree. He holds on tightly as the ghouls slam their bodies into the tree, his eyes widening in alarm when the tree starts to tip over, up-rooted from the ground.
Such strength! Just where did the Horangi Sect find these ghouls? Or is it that the ghouls are somehow responding to the yin metal hidden away with the elders?
Jimin leaps out of the tree as it crashes to the ground, tucking his body into a roll and running again as soon as he finds his feet beneath him. He curses as the foliage grows less dense, leaving him fewer places to hide and fewer obstacles to slow down the ghouls. He emerges from the forest breathlessly, and it only takes a second to realize that he’s somehow ended up near the cliff edge of one of many waterfalls on the mountain. Nowhere to go anymore. No sword. No talisman paper, either, which means even his talisman options are limited. Tracing a talisman directly in the air is too exhausting to keep up for very long...
What can I do ?
And it comes to him, words so carelessly spoken months ago -
“ What if the resentful energy was redirected before it was eliminated? Energy is energy!”
Energy is energy…and Jimin can feel an awful lot of yin energy in these fierce corpses. He can feel them coming closer, getting stronger with killing intent as they sense his panic -
The corpses slip between the trees, running at him at full speed -
Jimin reaches out, feeling that thread of yin energy, and tries to grasp it - and it burns his meridians, fire twisting through his veins - so much worse than when he was drowning in the Waterborne Abyss - but he pushes past the pain, pulling on that thread - it’s like trying to hold smoke -
The fierce corpses halt a hairsbreadth from him. With both palms held out, his veins twisting black with yin energy, he can almost touch the ghouls. He shakes, trying to hold onto the yin energy even as the yang energy in his core trembles -
His hold is slipping. The ghouls twitch. Jimin darts his eye back to the cliff, trying to decide if he would survive such a fall. Maybe. If he’s fast, the ghouls won’t even get a bite out of him.
Jimin steps backward, toward the cliff. It’s another scant inch between him and the ghouls who are fighting against his hold - his hold on yin energy, which he can scarcely believe is even possible -
It hurts -
Then, from a distance behind him, there is a deep, somehow familiar thrum that echoes through the night.
The world pauses, a long moment of utter silence. And then, the ghouls are blasted away from him with moonlight-bright energy, followed by another spell, then another, until the fierce corpses fall to the ground, cleansed of all resentment. The ground is disturbed by the force of the cleansing spell, rocks and roots uprooted, but Jimin remains unmoved.
Or rather, the cleansing spell burns through him and he can do nothing but stand, taking the forceful purification with a sense of deep humility. The yin energy dissipates in increments. Jimin trembles, curling his hands against his stomach. The black veins are receding along with the burn in his meridians, but he feels decidedly weak. He hunches forward, his core spinning like fire in his belly.
“Hyung!”
Jimin furrows his brow, looking over his shoulder. “Gguk-ah?”
Just as the world tilts, Jimin is caught up in Jeongguk’s arms, his brother leaping off his sword to catch Jimin before he falls. But Jeongguk’s proximity isn’t too much of a blessing, because his eyes immediately fall onto the black twist of resentment fading from Jimin’s skin and his eyes widen.
“You-!”
Jimin fists Jeongguk’s clothes. He shakes his head mutely, still too overcome to quite form words. This is so, so much worse than what happened in the Waterborne Abyss. He has made a grave mistake and regret clings to him like a second skin. But the resentment is fading from his body and he knows he is lucky - luckier still that it’s Jeongguk who has caught him and not someone else.
A figure in blinding white lands in front of them. It’s Yoongi, surveying the purified ghouls with a stern expression. He casts a glance at Jimin, who tries not to appear too feeble because the mortification of what he’s done is quite enough without the additional embarrassment of looking so weak in front of Yoongi.
Does Yoongi know? Can he tell? Jimin doesn’t think so. Yoongi’s placid expression doesn’t so much as flicker as Jeongguk helps Jimin sit up. Instead, Yoongi offers a shallow bow, slinging a glossy white gayageum over his shoulder.
“Apologies. We are unsure how the fierce corpses escaped the holding ward,” Yoongi says blankly. He stares at Jimin for a moment longer. “Are you well?”
Jimin huffs, trying to affect his usual good humor. “Me? I’m fine. My evening stroll was just a little more exciting than I planned! Nice purification spell, though. Very powerful, hyung!”
Yoongi doesn’t even blink at the compliment. “Return to your dorm,” he orders. “No disciples should be out while the alarm tolls.”
Jimin’s mouth moves before he even registers the comeback. “Why are you out, then?”
“Idiot,” Jeongguk scolds, lightly rapping the back of Jimin’s head even as he helps Jimin stand up, supporting him with an arm around his waist. “Obviously, we were looking for you. When the alarm went off and I couldn’t find you, I ran into Min doryeon-nim. I knew you would be getting into trouble and he volunteered to help find you. You’re lucky we did.”
Jeongguk’s tone is dark and rather pointed as he utters those last words, and Jimin ducks his head.
To Yoongi, Jeongguk bows his head as deeply as he can while still holding the majority of Jimin’s body weight. “Thank you again, Min doryeon-nim. I’ll take my brother back now. Excuse us.”
The walk back is tense with silence. Jimin slowly gets his bearings back, his golden core recovering from the shock the yin energy gave him, and he spends the walk back to the dorm surveying his body for anything unusual. Based on Jeongguk’s expression, it’s clear his younger brother is only barely holding himself back from an irate tirade.
It’s no surprise that Jeongguk doesn’t waste any time once they have made it back to the relative privacy of their dorm. He shoves Jimin toward his bed, his round, purple eyes alight with obvious anger.
“I can’t believe you!” Jeongguk nearly shouts. “You really dared to do that ! Here of all places! Are you stupid? Do you think the Horangi Sect would tolerate that kind of thing? What were you thinking?”
Jimin shivers, curling in on himself. “I wasn’t…I didn’t mean to.”
Jeongguk snorts rudely. “You didn’t mean to? You accidentally manipulated yin energy? Don’t lie to me! I saw your hands!”
Jimin’s eyes drop down to his palms, his small fingers. They look perfectly normal now, but it wasn’t too long ago that his veins were stained with tell-tale black. He shakes his head. “It was instinctive,” Jimin whispers. “I was just…It was to survive…”
Jeongguk exhales sharply. He paces in a tight circle, his jaw clenched tightly. He nods. “Fine. Fine, it was for survival. It was a one-time thing. You won’t do it again. Right, hyung?”
Jimin shakes his head rapidly. “Never. I will never do that again.”
Jimin has gotten a good taste of resentful energy now, and any curiosity he felt about energy being energy has completely vanished. Trying his hand at it with any sort of intent, even to save his life, has been a massive, blundering mistake - the kind of mistake he’s lucky to come back from.
“Never again,” he promises.
One day in midsummer, not too many weeks after Jimin escaped the fierce ghouls by the skin of his teeth, the Horangi Sect decides to honor the guest disciples with the founding tale of the sect. Instead of class, guest disciples are herded to one of the inner libraries, which evidently serves as the sanctum of Horangi Sect history. On the walls are finely-crafted tapestries displaying the journey of Min Seong, the former monk who founded the Horangi Sect.
As the tale goes, Min Seong trained as a monk for his whole life, but, driven by a need to help the common people, he rejected the path of spiritualism for the path of cultivation. Min Seong traveled for several years, following chaos and saving lives, all the while holding himself to the strict regulation taught to him by his former monk lifestyle. On his travels, he met his fated person - a woman who also trained in cultivation and who would become his wife. Together, Min Seong and his wife made a name for themselves, founded the Horangi Sect in Daegu, and created the musical style of cultivation. The two led a magnificent life, attracting honorable disciples from far and wide. But when Min Seong’s wife died of a sudden illness, Min Seong, who had been on the brink of achieving immortality, left the sect and resumed life as a monk, where he eventually died peacefully in a temple not too far from Horangi Recesses.
Taehyung is starry-eyed as he hears the story, clasping his hands together under his chin and swaying as he gazes up at the tapestries of Min Seong’s life. “Who knew the Horangi Sect was so romantic,” he breathes. “Imagine having immortality in your grasp, but rejecting the chance to live forever without your soulmate!”
Jimin, on the other hand, stares at the tapestries quizzically. “I guess. But what happened to the rest of them?”
“Huh?”
Jimin scratches his ear. “Sure, Min Seong was romantic, but his descendants…”
It almost goes without saying that Min Seong’s descendants definitely did not inherit that romantic outlook. And Jimin can see why - with all those rules to follow, how could anyone manage to fall in love? It’s a miracle the Horangi Sect manages to marry and reproduce at all!
Jeongguk elbows Jimin, hissing at him to keep his voice down. Jimin makes a face, because he didn’t think he was talking so loud, but then he catches Yoongi’s fierce eyes from across the room and realizes the hallowed halls of the library let his voice carry much farther than he thought. Jimin offers a sheepish smile to his friend and can’t help but think that, no matter how unromantic today’s Horangi Sect is, the one thing that had definitely been passed down through the ages is the golden eyes most Mins seem to have.
“Do you think he heard me?”
Taehyung winces. Jeongguk sighs and says, “Yes, you idiot.”
Jimin flicks Jeongguk’s nose. “Hey, where’s the respect? I’m your hyung!”
Jeongguk rolls his eyes. “Sorry. Idiot-hyung,” he corrects.
“Brat.”
Jeongguk shrugs carelessly and trails along after the rest of the class. One of the Horangi elders is leading the overview of the sect’s history and has moved on to an explanation about the different instruments that were explored to develop musical cultivation. String and woodwind instruments were apparently much more effective than singing, percussion, and other forms of music, which was something discovered through years and years of trial and error. Even though it’s probably against one of the sect rules, the Horangi elder disseminating all of this information sounds very proud, and Jimin can’t really blame him. Musical cultivation is very difficult to master, and the Horangi sect has hundreds of years' worth of success developing spells and songs to handle all sorts of spirits, ghosts, ghouls, and beasts.
“Very impressive,” Jimin murmurs, peering at a preserved copy of the first version of Clarity , a song to soothe minds and spirits. “What do you think, Taehyung?”
But now that the discussion has moved on to cultivation, Taehyung isn’t paying any attention. His friend moons after Eunwoo, who is actually paying attention to the discussion in that serious way of his. Jimin scoffs good-naturedly.
Yet Taehyung isn’t the only guest disciple who is tuning out the current discussion. There is a cluster of disciples who are still lingering around the tapestries of Min Seong’s life, laughing and gossiping amongst themselves. Kim Seokjin and Jung Hoseok are in the middle, and even though Jimin doesn’t particularly like Seokjin, he can recognize the discomfort on the other boy’s face.
He drifts closer to blatantly eavesdrop, not even bothering to be subtle, though he does go unnoticed for a long while.
“...such a long marriage!” one disciple laughs. “They were certainly blessed!”
“A marriage is a wonderful thing!”
“And that was a love match!”
“I hope I can find a love that long-lasting one day too. What do you think, Kim doryeon-nim?”
Another disciple chuckles. “Why bother asking him? Kim doryeon-nim is already arranged to be married!”
“Oh, that’s right!” one disciple recalls. “I heard Kim doryeon-nim is engaged to the young heir of the Mugunghwa Sect!”
“Jeon Jeongguk,” a Jasujeon disciple confirms. “He’s bright and able, but is he really a match for our young master?”
“He’s not even the most gifted Mugunghwa disciple!”
“Who cares about that ? The whole bunch is rowdy! And far too close to commoners!” the disciple shudders. “Mugunghwa Pier is nowhere as good as our Jasujeon Tower, let alone that heir!”
“That’s enough,” Hoseok says firmly, once again proving he’s the only Jasujeon disciple with any sense.
The Jasujeon disciple ignores him. “What? It’s not like Kim doryeon-nim minds, right? We know you aren’t happy with the match!”
Kim Seokjin isn’t saying anything. He’s not refuting this claim that he’s unhappy with the engagement to Jeongguk. He’s just staring at the tapestry, his stupid peacock head evidently empty of all thoughts!
Jimin huffs and approaches the group. “Hey, what does that mean?” he calls out loudly and feels a visceral thrill when the disciples flinch. Jimin, though, only has eyes for Seokjin, who closes his eyes when he hears Jimin’s voice. “Kim doryeon-nim! What’s this about not being happy with your betrothal?”
Seokjin sighs. “It’s nothing.”
“Nothing?” Jimin repeats. He gestures to the gossiping disciples. “They seem to think there’s something to talk about, so let’s talk!”
“Ah, Jimin, maybe…” Hoseok falls silent when Seokjin glares at him, though he doesn’t seem happy about it.
Seokjin stares down at Jimin with a haughty expression. “Nothing means nothing. There is nothing to say about the betrothal.”
“What does that mean?” Jimin demands sharply. “In what way aren’t you satisfied? Jeongguk-ah is twice as good as you’ll ever be in every way that matters!”
Seokjin bristles, his whole face and neck red with a sudden flush of anger. “Well, if you like him so much, you can have him! I hear Sect Leader Jeon favors you, anyway! Just ask him for the heir and I’m sure you’ll get him!” Seokjin shouts, and then freezes as he realizes the eyes of the entire library are on them.
Especially Jeongguk’s. Jeongguk, who looks entirely heartbroken, his eyes glassy and his face pale, hands fisted at his sides, hunched in on himself with none of the confidence he usually carries.
Seokjin’s almond-shaped eyes widen. “Wait, Jeongguk. That’s not what I meant. I-”
A tear falls from Jeongguk’s eye.
Jimin’s temper snaps.
He rears forward and lands a punch squarely on Seokjin’s dumb, perfect face. There is an audible crack and his nose breaks, and Jimin uses his forward momentum to tackle Seokjin down to the ground. He gets in two more good punches before Seokjin thinks to fight back, but Jimin is scrappier than most and lets his fists rain down hit after hit. That’s not to say that Seokjin, with his taller and broader frame, doesn’t deal any damage, but Jimin is too enraged to pay those hits any mind.
Nobody looks down on his brother! Nobody! Especially not someone who has his heart and wants to throw it away!
Still, the fighting doesn’t go on for nearly long enough for Jimin to be satisfied. Too soon, various disciples are swarming over them, trying to break up the fight by prying Jimin and Seokjin apart. Hoseok eventually gets a good grip on Seokjin, who pants as he stands up, still glaring at Jimin, his lower lip fat and his nose bleeding. Jimin, on the other hand, seems to have been restrained by Yoongi, who is sternly unwilling to let Jimin go.
“Let me go, Yoongi! I don’t deserve to be called hyung if I don’t teach this stupid peacock a lesson today!” Jimin shouts, fighting against Yoongi’s grip around his elbows. Yoongi is very strong though and, as much as Jimin throws his weight forward, he does not let Jimin go.
“Hyung! Hyung, that’s enough!” Jeongguk calls, placing himself directly in front of Jimin. His eyes are glistening and his face is flushed, but there’s a determined angle to his jaw that immediately brings Jimin’s anger to a halt.
Jeongguk is mortified and he wants Jimin to stop making a scene. So Jimin stops. Very reluctantly.
Sensing that Jimin is done, Yoongi allows his grip to be shaken off. He shifts to stand between Jimin and Seokjin as well, and nods at the sect elder who had witnessed the entire scene. “I will take them for punishment,” Yoongi says. He pauses. “Individual punishment.”
The elder nods. “I will report the incident to the Sect Leader. The rest of you,” he says, looking at the guest disciples. “You are dismissed for the afternoon. Leave.”
One of the Horangi disciples who guards the library is placed in charge of Seokjin’s escort to punishment, while Yoongi personally oversees Jimin’s arrangements. Jeongguk trots along with Jimin as he is led to a familiar courtyard, the one where he once received punishment before.
“You shouldn’t have done that,” Jeongguk scolds, but the worry in his tone belies his words.
Jimin scowls. “He shouldn’t have said something so stupid, then. He deserved it!”
“Hyung…You’ll be kicked out for sure…”
Jimin lifts his chin. “If I’m kicked out for defending your honor, then so be it. I don’t have any regrets!”
“You’ll be kicked out because you hit a sect heir!” Jeongguk hisses. He glances at Yoongi’s back, but Yoongi seems intent to ignore this conversation as he stands to the side and tells some senior disciples about the incident with a stony expression. “No fighting is like the third most important rule here!”
“Tenth,” Jimin corrects. He ought to know, having copied the rules so many times.
“That’s not the point!”
Jimin makes a face and shoves Jeongguk back with notable gentleness, especially compared to how he treated another sect heir not too long ago. “You should go, deal with our disciples,” he says.
Jeongguk hesitates. “Hyung…An incident like this, you know it’ll get back to my parents.”
Jimin grimaces. He’s sure Madam Jeon will have plenty to say when she learns of this. Certainly, no punishment the Horangi Sect can come up with will be able to top what’s waiting for him at home. But he would do it again.
Jeongguk leaves when Jimin doesn’t answer, his expression twisted in obvious worry. Once Jeongguk is gone, Jimin is ordered to kneel in the courtyard to reflect on his actions and Yoongi, who is in charge of sect punishment, comes to stand before him.
“Self-control is the pinnacle,” Yoongi tells him in that low voice of his. “Fighting is prohibited in Horangi Recesses. You should not have fought.”
Jimin lifts his head, shrugging carelessly. “What’s done is done. It’s true that I fought. I’ll gladly take any punishment you assign for it. Another beating? Copying the rules?”
Yoongi frowns. “The punishment will be more severe since you threw the first punch. The elders may expel you from the guest lectures, as Jeon doryeon-nim suggested.”
Jimin barely withholds his derisive laugh. Of course, he would be punished more than a sect heir, even if Seokjin is third in line. Jimin is merely the son of a servant, the son of a rogue cultivator. Anything he does will always deserve more scorn, even if he does something for the right reasons.
“Will the other disciples be punished for gossiping? Will Seokjin also be punished for fighting?” he asks.
Yoongi nods.
Jimin relaxes. “Fine. I can handle it, then. It’s worth it.”
Yoongi’s frown deepens. “You do not regret it.”
Jimin refuses to drop his eyes, meeting Yoongi’s golden gaze steadily. “I live without regrets, Yoongi-hyung. Some things are worth breaking the rules for. If you want me to apologize, then I would be lying. Wouldn’t that be a bigger violation of your sect’s principles?”
Yoongi has no answer. And eventually, he is called away to give his account of the incident, and Jimin is left to kneel in the courtyard for hours - all through the evening, all through the night, and well into the next day. No food. A disciple-guard gives him water and escorts him to the bathroom, and then he is made to kneel in the courtyard some more.
And so follows another two days of kneeling and sipping water and kneeling. There is no company. The guards are unwilling to engage with him. His golden core heals any of the injuries Seokjin was lucky enough to give him.
Still, Jimin does not regret it. He does not apologize. If this is a test, then he is certainly failing it - but repentance for righteous actions is not something he is willing to concede.
There are no updates about his punishment or what the Horangi Sect will do with him for three whole days. And then, without much fanfare at all, Jimin looks up to see Jeon Bongjun walk into the courtyard. His normally-pleasant expression is tense with worry, but he does offer a gentle smile when Jimin calls out to him.
“Samchon?”
“Ah, Jimin.” Jeon Bongjun urges him to stand up. “I’ve been summoned to take you back home. The Horangi Sect no longer wishes to welcome you as a guest disciple.”
Jimin can’t say he’s terribly surprised, but he is disappointed. He wanted to finish his talisman class and finish exploring the library pavilion. He wanted to spar more with Yoongi and catch fish on the back hills with Taehyung. He wanted to finally wrangle Kim Namjoon into a discussion about medical cultivation. He wanted to shoot more arrows with Dohoon and goad ever-pleasant Hoseok into a duel.
But he did the right thing. He protected Jeongguk. He doesn’t regret it. What’s a little disappointment compared to that?
Jimin dips his head to his sect leader, accepting this punishment. But then he remembers something very important and says, “Actually, samchon, I might not be able to go home quite yet…”
Notes:
Delayed update! Kind of! I follow a very loose schedule of "I post when the chapter is done", so I always hope to post a few times a month, if not weekly. However, I also want to take my time with chapters to get everything set up correctly. Hope you understand!
Chapter Text
“Sect Leader Jeon, Sect Leader Kim. Please, be seated,” Min Chunghee says with a peaceable gesture. He stands near a cushion on a slightly elevated dais and directs the sect leaders to similar cushions on opposite sides of the room.
Jeongguk meets his father’s eyes for a fraction of a second before dropping his gaze nervously. His father’s expression is tough to read, a complicated terseness that isn’t usually there. Across the room, both Sect Leader Kim and Seokjin are equally inscrutable.
In the time he and Seokjin have been waiting for their fathers to arrive, Seokjin hadn’t said a word. His wounds have already been treated, his golden core working hard to heal the busted, bloodied areas of his face. Jeongguk feels sick about it, but he’s also grateful to his hyung - Jimin is possibly the only person who has ever and would ever defend Jeongguk so decisively. And Jimin really hadn’t held back at all.
But Jimin will be punished for this, for fighting a sect heir, for fighting Jeongguk’s betrothed. Jeongguk dreads the thought of Jimin going back home without him because he can only guess at his mother’s fury. If the Horangi Sect has any mercy, they will allow Jimin to stay. Isn’t Jimin favored here, anyway? The Horangi Sect should make an exception…
Seokjin hasn’t said anything. It doesn’t seem like he will say anything, even as their fathers exchange somewhat pleasant greetings. Jeongguk isn’t sure how to feel about it. What Seokjin said in the library - but then he also looked like he regretted it - yet now he doesn’t even breathe in Jeongguk’s direction.
Jeongguk, very abruptly, feels young in a way he hasn’t in a long while. Young and rejected.
“So, what’s this about?” Sect Leader Kim asks. “What trouble has made my son’s face look like this?”
Min Chunghee clears his throat, his expression one of regret. “Ah, young Kim doryeon-nim was involved in an altercation with a Mugunghwa disciple. The argument escalated to physical violence. The disciple is currently receiving punishment in one of our courtyards…”
Jeongguk’s father tenses. He can guess who the Mugunghwa disciple is. “This argument,” he says. “What was it about?”
Min Chunghee folds his hands over his lap. “According to witnesses, the argument was about the betrothal between your sects,” he says plainly, and somehow manages to both capture the gist of the issue and drastically undersell it at the same time. “Ordinarily, even with an altercation involves important individuals, we are comfortable assigning punishments ourselves, as you have given us permission to take care of your disciples by our own principles. However, because this argument relates to the betrothal of your sects, I felt it best to invite you here to discuss the issue.”
Sect Leader Kim looks at Seokjin with sudden astuteness. “What did you say?”
Seokjin purses his lips, but shakes his head, refusing to answer.
Jeongguk’s father sighs, rubbing his temple. “Hyung-nim,” he says to Sect Leader Kim. “Our wives saw to this betrothal several years ago, and at the time, we agreed. I thought the children liked each other enough to find companionship when they were older. But now…”
Jeongguk’s heart pounds. His father is looking at him with a mix of pity and protectiveness.
“But now, I wonder if it’s not in the best interest of the children to dissolve the arrangement,” he finishes bluntly. “We can forge an alliance in a different way to facilitate trade between our regions. There is no need to force a marriage that will be unhappy.”
Sect Leader Kim waves his hand dismissively. “You’re overthinking things, Bongjun. A little argument at this age is normal! Young men have hot blood, but they don’t possess any kind of foresight. Why put so much importance on a schoolyard fight? There’s no need to break the betrothal.”
Seokjin’s mouth tightens, but he doesn’t say anything to disagree with his father. Jeongguk, despite his hurt pride and heartbreak, feels a stirring of sympathy for the older boy. At least Jeongguk’s father is looking out for his best interests and his future happiness - Sect Leader Kim doesn’t seem to care at all about whether Seokjin is satisfied with the arrangement.
“If the children will be unhappy, then I disagree, hyung-nim,” Jeongguk’s father says firmly, unwilling to be swayed. “Arranged marriages do not always work out.”
Jeongguk tries not to flinch. His parents were arranged to be married. Or rather, his mother’s clan pressured the new Mugunghwa Sect Leader into marriage and, grappling to find his footing after taking the mantle of leader so suddenly, Jeon Bongjun had agreed to marry Kwon Hyebin. And Jeongguk’s mother never let his father forget about his reluctance, although she tends to blame it on Bongjun’s supposed deep-seated love for Wanderer Yon, Jimin’s mother. And that sting is continually taken out on someone who doesn’t deserve it, so Jeongguk can see where his father is coming from. His reasoning is emotional, but sound. It still isn’t thrilling to hear about how unhappy his parent’s marriage is, though.
Sect Leader Kim shifts, looking down at his son with an imperious expression. “Well, what do you think? Do you want to break the betrothal?”
Seokjin swallows. He does not raise his eyes. “No. I do not want to break the betrothal.” Still looking down, he dips his head in a shallow bow to Jeongguk. “I apologize if my thoughtless words have hurt you in any way.”
Jeongguk’s stomach twists, a heavy weight that makes him feel nauseous. Seokjin doesn’t want to break the engagement, but it doesn’t seem like he wants the engagement, either. He still won’t even look at Jeongguk.
“Jeongguk-ah,” his father calls. “What do you think?”
What does Jeongguk think? He doesn’t know what to think! It’s all happening very quickly. Even though it’s been three days and Jimin has been kneeling without rest for punishment and two sect leaders are looking at him for his opinion, Jeongguk can’t seem to process a single thought. The fight happened because Seokjin didn’t think there was anything satisfying about Jeongguk, but now he doesn’t want to break the engagement. What does that mean? Words spoken in the heat of the moment, but without meaning?
If Jeongguk says he wants to break the engagement, then what will happen? What will his mother say? But if he says no, then will he be resigning himself to a marriage with someone who doesn’t seem to want him?
Jeongguk frowns, looking at Seokjin for any sort of clue, but there is none to be found. Should Jeongguk feel hopeful, or not? He has no idea. And so he lets his traitorously weak heart lead.
“...I do not want to break the engagement,” he mutters.
His father stares at him for several long moments, as if checking that Jeongguk is sure. He nods to himself and dips his head to Sect Leader Kim. “That’s settled, then.”
Sect Leader Kim smiles. “Don’t worry too much, Bongjun! I’ll be sure to talk to Seokjin about his future comportment!”
Min Chunghee, who has been silent the whole while, clears his throat again. “Now that this issue has been settled, there is still the matter of punishment for your disciple, Sect Leader Jeon. As you know, fighting without permission is strictly prohibited…”
Jeongguk listens in dazed silence as his father agrees to take Jimin home. It doesn’t escape his notice that Seokjin escapes from this punishment, even though he had also been fighting, and Jeongguk rankles at the unfair treatment. But Jimin does not have the same pedigree, and so he is treated differently.
The meeting ends and they are all dismissed. Seokjin follows after Sect Leader Kim, but he doesn’t look back - and he doesn’t notice Jeongguk watching him leave.
That’s how it is, then.
Jeongguk barely waits until the Kims vanish from sight before appealing to his father. “Please, abeoji, don’t punish hyung too harshly. He was defending me.”
His father pats Jeongguk’s head. “I know. Jimin is a good hyung. He did the right thing. His punishment will be mild, I promise.”
Jeongguk hopes that’s true. Maybe the news that the engagement didn’t break off will soothe his mother’s temper and spare Jimin some of her wrath…
“Don’t go causing any more trouble,” Seokjin’s father hisses out of the side of his mouth. Kim Kyongsoo’s face is as handsome as ever, his mouth turned into a pleasant smile, but nobody would guess the venomous tone he uses to speak to his youngest son. “You’re lucky the Jeons didn’t end the engagement. Do you need a reminder of your place? Of your role in this family?”
“No, abeoji,” Seokjin answers solemnly, keeping his head down. “I’ll do better.”
Kim Kyongsoo scoffs, but keeps any further thoughts to himself. Instead, he straightens his topcoat and pats Seokjin on the shoulder, as if he was an ordinary, loving father. It’s all an act that is meant to project the strength of the Jasujeon Sect and Seokjin plays along obediently. To any outsiders, it looks like Seokjin has been a dutiful son who has escorted his father out of Horangi Recesses. But Seokjin knows better.
Seokjin keeps his head lowered deferentially until his father mounts his sword and flies off. Then, he allows his shoulders to slump, feeling the lingering ache in his nose. The healers say that, although it was broken, it will heal perfectly fine. Seokjin almost wishes he would end up with a crooked nose from this entire debacle - it’s the least he deserves.
Seokjin makes a glum trail back to the dormitory, his thoughts in a million places and steeping with regret. At the dorm, Hoseok is waiting for him, his expression somewhat pinched.
“How did it go?” he prompts. “I heard Park Jimin is being kicked out. Are you leaving, too?”
“No.” But he should be. Even if he didn’t start the physical fight, he definitely had a serious part in instigating it. Now, not only has he probably broken Jeongguk’s young heart with no hope of mending it - if he even wants to mend it, which he isn’t sure about, either - but he has also gotten a head disciple expelled. And not just any head disciple, but one who used talent to earn his position and enjoyed a modicum of favoritism as a guest disciple.
Seokjin has grown up with the snakes in Jasujeon Tower. He knows how devastating a hit to one’s reputation can be. Maybe nobody else realizes it yet, but Jimin’s reputation as a righteous cultivator has been harmed. And while Seokjin’s reputation as an upright heir of a great sect has also been damaged, he knows people will be more willing to forgive and forget his transgressions.
Park Jimin is as good as Jeongguk’s brother. Now, he has harmed Jeongguk in two ways.
“I’m the worst,” he says out loud. Not as a realization, but as a statement of fact. An undeniable fact.
Hoseok, though, is kind. “You’re not that bad,” he says. “Nothing has happened that can’t be fixed. You can still make things right.”
Seokjin shakes his head. He isn’t so sure about that. But then, he’s never cared about trying to make amends with anyone, either….
Hoseok sighs, shaking his head as he watches Seokjin sink onto his bed, his expression muddled and lost. Although he’d never say it out loud, he thinks the whole thing is unfair. The fighting was bad, of course, but to learn that only one person is receiving any actual punishment - well, it only highlights what he knows to be true about the cultivation world.
It doesn’t matter how talented a cultivator is. What matters is birth. Someone born of a low station in life may be able to cultivate, become powerful, and climb the ranks - but the gentry that controls cultivation society will never let it be forgotten. Instead of being a talented cultivator, someone instead becomes “talented for being the son of a servant” or “talented for someone who has farmers for parents”.
It’s not right. But it is what it is. Hoseok can’t change it, and certainly, nobody else can, either. The gentry is too set in its ways.
Hoseok thinks he’ll probably miss Jimin’s boisterous enthusiasm. It was nice to have something to break up the utter silence of Horangi Recesses.
Sensing that Seokjin is intent to mope about this matter for the next long while, Hoseok decides to excuse himself. A walk to get some fresh air would be good, and it will also take him far away from the gossip that is spreading through the dormitory.
Only, Hoseok doesn’t get very far before he runs into someone - literally. Hoseok smacks right into the firm chest of another disciple and bounces back, the scent of fresh herbs rich in the air as several paper sachets fall to the ground. He immediately apologizes, crouching down to gather the packages, and almost doesn’t hear the smooth voice trying to soothe his frantic motions.
“-really, it’s okay. I wasn’t looking where I was going, either. The herbs will be okay.”
“Namjoon!”
Kim Namjoon lifts his brows with a small, confused smile. “Hoseok,” he returns, now staring at Hoseok as if he’s a very strange character.
Hoseok feels his face flush. He pushes the sachets of herbs into Namjoon’s arms and stands, briskly brushing off his hanbok. “What are you doing?”
“I feel like I should be asking you that,” Namjoon says as he stands up. He gently squeezes the packets of herbs, then jerks his chin in the direction beyond Hoseok’s shoulder. “I was taking some teas to the infirmary. I gathered too many during the lectures and it’s not right to take them with me. The doctors here may get some use out of them.”
“That’s kind of you,” Hoseok says honestly.
Namjoon shrugs. “And you?”
“What?”
“What are you doing out here?”
Belatedly, Hoseok realizes he’s wandered to the remote dormitory that was assigned to the Sonamu Sect. Nobody really visits here, every guest disciple on edge since they are all very aware of the connection between the Sonamu Sect and the Gom Sect. It’s admittedly very strange that Hoseok’s feet took him here, of all places. But then, he’s been treated by Namjoon before, and he feels an intrinsic level of trust for the quiet, thoughtful doctor.
Hoseok huffs out a laugh. “Walking to clear my head, just following where my feet take me. Maybe my feet thought I needed some soothing tea.”
Namjoon immediately shuffles through some of the sachets and hands a few over. Hoseok thanks him quietly, holding the tea close. Namjoon lifts his brows again. “Is there something else?”
Hoseok shakes his head. Then he nods. And then he sighs. “Park Jimin has been expelled,” he says, because it’s truly the root and summary of all the thoughts twisting through his head.
“Ah. That’s unfortunate.”
Hoseok eyes Namjoon with blatant surprise. “Is it really?”
Namjoon smiles wryly. “A relief for me, maybe, to finally put an end to all that pestering. But my brother will be sad. Jimin was teaching him archery.”
Somehow, that doesn’t surprise Hoseok at all.
He doesn’t know what prompts him, but before he can think too much about it, he says, “I know a thing or two about archery. I’m not the best in my sect, but I’m not the worst. Maybe I can help your bother until the end of the lectures.”
Namjoon’s dragon eyes widen in obvious shock. He blinks rapidly. “Oh. Well, if you want to, I don’t…see a problem with that…” he mumbles.
Hoseok shifts, not sure what to do with himself. He hooks his thumb over his shoulder and says, “I should probably get back. But…I’ll stop by tomorrow if that’s okay. To help your brother.”
“Okay,” Namjoon agrees faintly, watching as Hoseok practically runs away. He stands for a few minutes, a statue in the path, then looks down at the tea bags for the infirmary.
Right.
Namjoon doesn’t run into anyone else on his way to the infirmary or on his way back, although he does hear a lot of chatter and laughter from the dormitories as he passes by. He can guess what they’re all talking about. His stomach twists unpleasantly, but he tries not to think about it too deeply. It’s not any of his business. He needs to focus on his own affairs.
Except someone has to tell Dohoon. And that someone should probably be him.
“Dohoon-ah,” he calls as he steps into their room, shuffling the boots off his feet.
Dohoon perks up, his youthful gaze openly inquisitive as he puts a scroll aside. “Hyung?”
“I have something to tell you,” Namjoon explains, sitting down to steep a pot of tea with calming herbs. One or both of them would need it. Namjoon doesn’t prolong the news, seeing no point or pleasure in it. “Park Jimin will no longer be able to give you archery lessons. He has been expelled from Horangi Recesses.”
Dohoon’s expression is immediately crestfallen, his soft heart obviously shaken by the news. He visibly droops. “Oh,” Dohoon says quietly. “Do you think…I-I’ll be able to s-say goodbye?”
“Probably not,” Namjoon says gently.
Dohoon sniffles. “I’m s-sad, hyung. He’s my f-friend.”
“I know. I’m sorry, Dohoon-ah.” And Namjoon means it. As much as it didn’t make sense and as skeptical as he was about Jimin’s intentions, it became obvious to him that Jimin viewed Dohoon as a true friend, maybe even as a younger brother. It’s difficult to see his brother so disappointed. “Maybe you can write him a letter. Keep in touch.”
Dohoon meets his suggestion with a softly pleased smile. He ducks his head. “I t-think I will.”
Namjoon nods.
If Dohoon can keep in contact with Park Jimin, then that’s a good thing. If something goes wrong, if Namjoon is unable to protect his people, maybe Jimin can at least protect Dohoon. He doesn’t doubt Jimin’s righteousness and he doesn’t doubt Jimin’s willingness to protect the innocent. If things go south the way Namjoon suspects they will, then who would be more innocent than Dohoon?
It’s been days since Jimin left and already, Taehyung feels incredibly, undeniably bored. He should have realized just how much Jimin’s presence livened up Horangi Recesses! Now that his friend has been kicked out, all the classes are dreadfully dry and Taehyung has gone back to his hopeless studying. He’ll pass his courses, but he won’t have fun doing it, and that matters quite a lot.
“I miss Jimin,” he grouses, pillowing his face on his arms.
“He’s only gone back home,” Eunwoo tells him. “Just visit him at Mugunghwa Pier.”
It’s the obvious solution. But.
“Do you think my brother will really let me stay away from home longer than I have to?” he asks pointedly. “Especially now? With things the way they are?”
“When has that ever stopped you?” Eunwoo returns.
And, well. Isn’t that a good point?
Maybe Taehyung doesn’t have to return to Geochang quite so quickly. Maybe when the lectures end, he can meander his way through the countryside and if he just so happens to wander down to Busan on the way, well, it isn’t Taehyung’s fault that he’s so terrible with directions, is it? And what does his brother think Eunwoo is supposed to do about that when Eunwoo’s main task is to simply keep Taehyung safe, no matter where he is?
If Taehyung really plays it up, he knows his brother will forgive him if it takes just a little longer to get back to Kkachi Abode.
Taehyung pushes away his study materials and brings out a new sheet of paper. By memory, he sketches out a loose map of the area between Busan and Geochang and decides that it’s plausible to say he was lost on his way home. It’s not like Byunghyun will look into it too much…
“What are you thinking?”
Taehyung smiles a little deviously. “I’m thinking, it's only another week or so before the lectures end. And summertime always has the best festivals. Wouldn’t it be fun to stop by a few on our way back?”
Eunwoo sighs, but his eyes are fond. “Of course.”
And maybe while Taehyung is out, he can do a little scouting on the side. Just to see for himself what the Gom Sect is up to…
The day after the Horangi Lectures end and the guest disciples leave, Yoongi departs from Horangi Recesses during the earliest hours of the morning. He has spent the entire week before planning for his journey, enduring lectures from his uncle and listening to instructions from the elders of his clan. He is outfitted in sturdier clothing in muted greys to be less eye-catching and he wears a gat to cover his distinctive Horangi manggeon. In his pockets, he has pouches to store rations, changes of clothes, money, and his gayageum, Haegyeol. His sword, Gwangtaeg, rests on his hip, tucked into the belt of his durumagi.
“Be cautious,” his uncle reminds him in a low voice. “The Lee Clan likely have eyes watching wherever you go. Stay out of Gom Sect territory. Remember the principles.”
“Be safe,” his brother says, clapping him on the shoulder. Chunghee has a wrinkle between his brows and an unsatisfied tilt to his mouth. He doesn’t want Yoongi to go. But this is Yoongi’s mission and he must.
“I will write,” he tells them both, bowing his head in respect. Everything else that needs to be said about his journey to find the other pieces of the yin metal - if there are any to be found, if the Gom Sect has not collected all of them - has already been said during his preparation for this trip. There is nothing more to add.
Yoongi sets off alone and he intends to remain alone. He has a loose plan in mind to hunt for the yin metal pieces under the guise of completing nighthunts he comes across. It’s a good cover, especially since Yoongi is well-known in Horangi territory for doing something similar in the past. His elders agreed that this was the best way to draw the least amount of suspicion. Yoongi will follow this wisdom. He will be a quiet, productive traveler, a cultivator helping those who cross his path.
But he has barely stepped foot into Daegu when a familiar voice calls his name.
“Yoongi-hyung! Finally!”
Yoongi turns with widened eyes, drinking in the vision of Park Jimin lounging over the top of a short stone wall, a friendly smile making his eyes scrunch warmly.
“Jimin?” he breathes in surprise.
He's dressed in dark colors, a deep blue durumagi over black hanbok, his sword sheath simple. Like Yoongi, Jimin's sleeves are also tight and practical, although Jimin has tied leather braces over his forearms. Yoongi doesn't realize why until he spots the modest bow and quiver slung over Jimin's shoulders, the make of the archery set simple enough that Yoongi guesses it had been acquired sometime in the last week. Serviceable, but surely not a personal weapon.
Jimin laughs, rolling onto his feet and bouncing to Yoongi’s side. He brushes his shoulder against Yoongi, his smile somehow widening. “Ah, I bet you’re surprised to see me! I’m surprised too! I can’t believe how long it took you to get here! I’ve been waiting for weeks , but luckily, Daegu has plenty to offer a lonesome traveler. Did you know-”
“Jimin. You are here.” Yoongi interrupts, even though this is against his clan rules. Disbelief is coursing through him. He thought that he had grown accustomed to Jimin during the lectures, that he had familiarized himself with the off-kilter flutter in his stomach when the younger boy is near. But being so close to Jimin so suddenly, without any time to prepare himself, has thrown his thoughts into white noise.
Jimin frowns at him, sternly poking Yoongi’s arm. “Hey, didn’t we agree that I would be helping with this? Don’t tell me you forgot. We took an oath in front of your ancestor!”
“You were sent home.” Expelled unfairly. Taken away by Sect Leader Jeon.
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Oh, is that what you’re worried about? I’m fine! I explained the situation to my sect leader and he agreed to let me travel with you until the mission is complete. My sect definitely doesn’t have what we’re looking for, though, so he suggested trying other territories first.”
Yoongi tries to collect his thoughts. Traveling with Jimin is not an opportunity he will turn down, although it will likely alter some of his plans. And the truth is that he is very glad to see Jimin. He had been trying not to think of how long it might be until he would see the Mugunghwa head disciple again after Jimin was expelled from the guest lectures. It’s not as though Daegu and Busan are very close to each other, so the likelihood of meeting Jimin on a nighthunt had been slim. The annual discussion conference was Yoongi’s prediction, but that is nearly six months away. Six months is a lot of waiting.
Yet here Jimin is, committing himself to be Yoongi’s travel companion. Willingly spending time with Yoongi in a way that doesn’t come with a punchline. It may be out of Jimin’s sense of duty and righteousness, but the fact still remains that he and Yoongi will be together.
Yoongi’s wrist tingles, a phantom reminder.
Jimin nudges him, his head tilted to the road that will take them through Daegu. “Are you ready?”
Yoongi hums.
Notes:
Haegyeol - resolution; the name of Yoongi's gayageum, a 12-string zither
Gwangtaeg - gloss, luster; the name of Yoongi's sword
gat - a tall black hat worn by noblemen, which is often worn with gatkkeun
(beaded strings). If you've seen any K-drama set in the Joseon period, you've definitely seen this hat when noblemen are traveling around.
Chapter 15
Notes:
Sorry it's taken so long to update! I had a lot going on and honestly, I struggled with where to cut this chapter but I think this is a good place!
CW: mention of child death from plague (not graphic), mention of other death (not graphic)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jimin trots along after Yoongi, who keeps a fast pace for someone who walks with such a steady gait. Maybe it isn’t so much Yoongi’s pace as the fact that he doesn’t get distracted nearly as easily as Jimin does. While Jimin’s eyes trace back and forth over the ever-changing landscape outside of Daegu, Yoongi keeps his eyes forward, his entire countenance peaceful and meditative.
He’s so sedate that it makes Jimin feel awfully mischievous. And so it’s with an impish smile that Jimin sketches out a simple talisman, his cool blue spiritual energy transforming into a thin tether between his wrist and Yoongi’s. With a smirk, Jimin stops and gives the tether a big tug, effectively pulling Yoongi to a halt.
Yoongi’s eyes fall to the glowing blue string around his wrist, then track up to Jimin with a slow, feline blink.
Jimin laughs. “What do you think? Clever, right? I invented it myself!” he says proudly.
“Ridiculous,” Yoongi mutters.
Jimin blows a raspberry. “How can you say that? This isn’t ridiculous at all! Look at how strong it is!” He gives a few tugs to demonstrate, giggling with delight as each pull makes Yoongi’s arm flop up and down. It’s very fun! “I’ve been thinking about what to call it. Does Binding sound good?”
Yoongi lifts his brow and, in a fluid motion, flips his hand around to grasp the tether. With a sure grip, he yanks on the tether soundly enough that Jimin is jerked forward. When Jimin yelps and scrambles to keep his balance, Yoongi releases a small scoff. Using the tether, Yoongi drags Jimin forward, his strength unfaltering even as Jimin digs his feet into the ground.
“Wait, wait!”
“No.”
“Hyung! You can’t use my own invention against me! This is not what Binding was created for!” Jimin whines, trying rather futilely to at least slow Yoongi’s implacable pace. The strength of Horangi disciples is really no joke, though! Why does it seem like Yoongi has only gotten stronger in the short weeks they’ve been apart? How unfair!
“Leash,” Yoongi says nonsensically.
“What?”
Yoongi turns his head just enough that Jimin can see a thinly-concealed flash of amusement on the older boy’s face. “Call the talisman Leash ,” he explains, and pointedly tugs on the tether to prove his point.
Jimin’s mouth drops open. “Yoongi-hyung!” he cries out in exasperation. “Just what are you trying to say?”
“Talismans should have fitting names,” Yoongi tells him. “This one is a leash for rascals.”
Jimin sputters, unable to come up with a suitable comeback. This hyung of his! Honestly, just when it seems he’s a bit too peaceful and maybe a bit dull, he comes up with all sorts of devious things to say!
“Yoongi-hyung!”
Yoongi resumes his previous pace, this time dragging Jimin along with him through the wooded path even as he ignores Jimin’s half-serious complaints about his character.
This hyung! His gall is outrageous , Jimin thinks with more than a little indignation. In all the time he spent waiting for Yoongi to show up, he never imagined that this is how he would be treated! And it wasn’t easy at all to convince Sect Leader Jeon about this mission, either!
It’s not that Jeon Bongjun was skeptical about Jimin’s claims - not at all! In fact, Sect Leader Jeon invited Jimin to sit down in a private, heavily-warded room in a teahouse in Daegu so Jimin could explain the situation fully. As a Sect Leader, Bongjun had some knowledge about the legend of the yin metal and he even confirmed that the Mugunghwa Sect does not possess a piece. He was slightly less willing to believe Jimin had committed himself to this mission by making an oath to a legendary Horangi Sect elder, but even he had to admit that such a claim would be too fantastical even for Jimin to make-believe.
Still, Sect Leader Jeon had tried several times to persuade Jimin, arguing that this mission is solely the responsibility of the Horangi Sect. Of course, Jimin understood this as Bongjun’s desire to protect his sect, but - well, what would happen if the Mugunghwa Sect stood aside and did nothing while the Gom Sect was making such bold overtures? Once Jimin told Bongjun about the Waterborne Abyss, it turned the tide of the conversation. In the end, after a full day of laying out his reasoning, Jimin had been granted some time to hunt down any shards of yin metal that remain in the world with the caveat that he would not bring the cursed metal back to Busan - and that Jimin would need to return before midsummer.
This last requirement, Jimin suspects, is more in deference to Madam Jeon than anything else. No doubt she is waiting at Mugunghwa Pier, ready to punish Jimin for his transgressions as a guest disciple. Even Sect Leader Jeon can put her off for so long.
Mid-summer is nearly a month away. Jimin thinks that’s quite a bit of time to help Yoongi with the search, particularly because traveling by sword can speed things up. With golden cores as strong as his and Yoongi’s, he’s certain there will be no delays.
Yoongi leads Jimin by the tether talisman for quite sometime before the talisman wears off in a slow-fading sparkle of blue energy. Jimin huffs, rubbing at the faint pink mark on his wrist as he quickens his step just enough that he can bump into Yoongi with his shoulder.
“Hyung,” he complains, leaning forward to peek at Yoongi’s placid expression. “Hyung, you’re so unexpectedly mean . Don’t get me wrong, I really enjoy it! But can’t you use that attitude on someone else? I’m innocent!”
Yoongi cuts a side-eye. His silence speaks volumes.
“Okay, well, if I’m not innocent, I’m at least good-intentioned!”
“Hm.”
“No, you’re right, sometimes I do play a prank just for the sake of it,” Jimin concedes. “If I’m not good-intentioned, I’m at least pure-hearted. You really can’t argue with that!”
“Mm.”
Jimin laughs with delight. He eagerly grabs for Yoongi’s wrist to examine his skin for any marks from the tether talisman, and Yoongi allows him without even faltering a step. Yoongi’s skin is much fairer than Jimin’s, but his skin seems to be less tender - there isn’t a single flaw on his smooth wrist. Maybe the talisman only affects the caster because it draws on the caster’s energy? Something to think about…
“Are you done?”
“Huh?”
“My wrist.”
Jimin blinks rapidly and drops Yoongi’s wrist. His face feels hot, and for some reason, he can’t help but belatedly note how strong and solid Yoongi’s bones felt under his fingers. Jimin has always been compact, his limbs slender and undeniably slight, even his fingers narrow and short. On Yoongi’s wrist, Jimin’s hand had looked almost dainty in comparison, which isn’t a thought he would ordinarily have about himself.
Maybe Jimin needs to rest?
Yoongi fixes his sleeve, folding the fabric down and smoothing away wrinkles with unhurried movements. There are callouses on the tips of his fingers, his nails smooth and short. He must be very skilled with musical cultivation.
What is Jimin even thinking about? He really must be exhausted! All that waiting around in Daegu has made him nonsensical!
“Hey, hyung, when is the next town?” he asks, twisting his head around to survey their surroundings. They’re still very much on a wooded path leading to the next town south of Daegu, but Jimin has a feeling that they shouldn’t be headed to any southern territories. South is where Busan is and he has already confirmed his sect doesn’t have any traces of the yin metal. “I think we should stop early for the day and make a plan for our journey. I have a few theories about where the remaining shards might be. And I’ve been thinking about how we can track the remaining pieces better - a talisman I designed that can act as a sort of compass…”
“We will reach the next down by nightfall if we continue walking,” Yoongi answers as Jimin trails off. “Faster if we fly.”
Jimin bounces on his toes. “Let’s fly, then! Let’s race! I bet I’m faster than you, hyung!”
“Frivolous.”
“Boring,” Jimin shoots back.
Yoongi takes the time to remove his sword from his belt, summoning his spiritual energy to make the sword hover before his feet. He casts a cool, almost sly look at Jimin and says, “Overconfident.”
“Overconfident?” Jimin echoes with a frown. This proves to be a mistake, because Yoongi takes advantage of his confusion and steps onto his sword to fly away. He’s high in the air by the time Jimin gathers his wits and calls Jangnan forth. Jimin pushes his spiritual energy hard to catch up, scoffing at Yoongi’s audacity.
Really! This hyung!
Traveling with Yoongi is very fun! As with all things, Yoongi is very methodical and cool-headed, so between the two of them, they are able to pass through villages and small territories very quickly after verifying there are no traces of yin metal around. To Jimin’s delight and admiration, Yoongi also takes the time to assess these stops for any nighthunting opportunities. Jimin thinks it's really amazing how committed Yoongi is to serving and protecting the common people - and he’s thrilled that he’s found someone like-minded.
“I vow to always stand with justice and protect innocents,” Jimin declares one evening over a pot of tea, his hands clasped under his chin. His theatrics about the vow are far less serious than his promise.
Yoongi seems to be able to tell because he doesn’t chide Jimin like usually would. The candlelight in the inn casts soft shadows across Yoongi’s face, and Jimin gets to see the small, almost imperceptible smile that crosses Yoongi’s face in response.
Jimin leans forward with a bright smile. “I’m glad you agree, hyung! Let’s keep this vow together.”
Yoongi does not lean away. He takes a deep sip of tea and drops his eyes. He hums in agreement.
One of the most fun and fascinating things about traveling with Yoongi is how much better Jimin gets to know the older boy. Day by day, he learns more about Yoongi’s habits and preferences, and he revels in every new discovery with a strange, wild sort of giddiness.
Jimin thinks that Yoongi is, more than anything, very shy. Sure, he’s got a stone face and an icy personality and he’d rather say one word instead of saying ten and he’s very strict with those ridiculous rules but - he’s not unkind. In his own way, he’s very friendly once he gets over his shyness. Jimin is treated to what he thinks is Yoongi’s true personality, which peaks out every once in a while when Yoongi lets his guard down.
Usually, that guard comes down when Yoongi caves to Jimin’s goading. So who can blame Jimin for goading and teasing this hyung as much as possible? If Yoongi really minded, he would definitely say something! He’s not the type to withhold a scolding!
During the day, they travel together on foot or by sword to scan the area for traces of yin metal. When they pass through towns, they speak with shopkeepers and village heads to assess the area, just like rogue cultivators do. If there is a small hunt, they take care of it quickly - Jimin’s skills with talismans and close-range fighting pair very well with Yoongi’s excellent musical cultivation and precise swordsmanship.
After surveys and hunts are done, Yoongi will secure rooms at an inn and Jimin will wander after anything that catches his attention, from local delicacies to children playing games in the street. When Yoongi deems it time for the evening meal, something that is determined by the rigid schedule a lifetime of Horangi training has etched into his biological clock, Yoongi will find Jimin and drag him back to the inn. Often, Yoongi is quite literally dragging Jimin away, ignoring Jimin’s half-laughed protests with one large, steady hand around Jimin’s arm.
At the inn, Jimin will always arrive at a table with a warm, well-rounded meal. His dishes are often rich with spice and meat, while Yoongi’s are decidedly blander. And while Yoongi does not indulge Jimin’s desire for liquor, he does have a penchant for ordering wonderfully fragrant blends of tea. And even though talking during meals is forbidden by the Horangi Sect, Yoongi doesn’t cast the silence spell when Jimin babbles through the meal, airing every thought and observation that passes through his mind. At the end of the meal, Yoongi will often respond to comments Jimin has been making in order, as if he is keeping track of the topics that are worth talking about. Together, they will discuss the plans for the next day, and then they will depart to separate rooms.
Always different rooms, and if not different rooms, then rooms with two beds and a dividing screen. Even though it must cost more money, Yoongi is always very careful with these arrangements. Jimin thinks its a little ridiculous since they’re both men, but he also keenly remembers how flustered Yoongi had been when Jimin joined him in the Cold Pond and how flustered Yoongi is when Jimin makes jokes about sharing a bath to save the inn workers the trouble of lugging up water for two tubs.
Jimin very easily and astutely chalks this up to Yoongi’s conservative Horangi upbringing and tries not to tease about it too often. Yoongi never appreciates those jokes since he seems truly irritated when Jimin brings it up.
In separate rooms, Jimin will take his bath and struggle with combing through his unruly blond hair. He will think of the next location they should search for or a recent nighthunt. He sometimes works on talismans or takes the time to shore up his storage of talismans if a hunt has left him depleted. From the few times they have shared a room, Jimin knows that Yoongi’s evenings are more sedate, with a long time in the bath, a long meditation session, and sometimes practice on his zither. In any case, Yoongi certainly goes to bed much earlier than Jimin and rises much earlier, too.
While Jimin sleeps his manic nights off well into the morning, Yoongi follows what Jimin assumes is his normal morning routine at Horangi Recesses - namely, morning tea, meditation, sword forms, and more meditation. At mid-morning, Yoongi will enter Jimin’s room to usher him out of bed, usually with a steamed bun as an incentive. And then, after Jimin has made himself presentable, they will repeat the day of travel again.
It’s blissful. Traveling with a like-minded friend, sharing his days doing something he feels so passionate about, ending his nights with a sense of accomplishment and a full belly - there surely isn’t anything better.
In quiet times, when his mind is hushed and hazy on the edge of sleep, Jimin can’t help but smile. Did his parents live like this too when they were rogue cultivators? They must have been so happy.
Jimin wants to be this happy forever, too.
Most of the time, when Jimin and Yoongi pass through small villages, there isn’t any major trouble. On occasion, they have had to put down a stray beast or fierce corpse. Once, they had spent a memorable few days tracking and hunting a boar mutated by yin energy, and Jimin laughed when Yoongi’s spotless hanbok was splashed with mud at the end of the scuffle. But all in all, any trouble they come across is simple and easy to handle. Textbook. Certainly problems even the weakest cultivators could handle.
But the moment Jimin steps into this tiny hamlet, he knows they will find a different sort of trouble. The air is thick with tension and fear, an almost tangible amount of yin energy floating on the breeze. His skin prickles with awareness as they wander through the village gate.
“Hyung,” he starts quietly, rubbing away the gooseflesh on his arms. “Something isn’t right.”
“Mn.”
Jimin edges closer to Yoongi, keeping his voice quiet so he doesn’t draw too much attention. As he talks, his eyes wander over the wan faces of the villagers, who seem nearly haunted even though, by the looks of it, their village is well-off. “Have you ever encountered a busy market street that was this quiet?” he wonders. “Look at them. They even handle the money softly. And the children…”
“None unattended.”
Jimin nods rapidly. “Yes, yes. Usually, kids are always running underfoot. Even kids that have homes to return to at the end of the night spend hours playing in the streets, but here, even the urchins are being looked after by shopkeepers,” he notes. Jimin’s eyes fall on one ragamuffin with a dirty face who solemnly sweeps debris under a shopowner’s watchful eye. It isn’t the same kind of watchful stare Jimin got when he was a child on the streets. Instead of being hateful, the shopkeeper has a paranoid, almost fearful look as he watches after the urchin, even as he hands the child flatbread.
The ambient yin energy in this village is strong. Clearly, there is an issue. But is this the clue they’ve been looking for?
“Do you think…?”
Yoongi appears very grim as he says, “There is only one way to find out.”
In short order, Yoongi arranges for their rooms at the single inn in town. The building is humble and in great need of some repairs, but Jimin has never been one to complain. A blanket that has been slightly moth-eaten is much better than no blanket at all. And more helpfully, the innkeeper seems very eager to answer Jimin’s prodding questions once she realizes she is speaking with cultivators.
“The hauntings started two months ago,” she explains, voice quivering as she glances around as if afraid of being overheard. She places a pot of tea and two cups before them, then sits down with her work-worn hands folded on her lap. “An illness swept through the village and many people became sick, especially children. One day, the village head, Master Im, threw his wife and children out of the manner to protect himself from the illness. Of his three children, only the daughter lived for more than seven days. His wife begged for shelter for her children, but being so sick herself, she eventually took the children to the temple for comfort. One by one, the children died and Madam Im became sicker. Yet, after her daughter died, the madam regained her strength. Master Im allowed Madam Im back home, though she is still very weak and unlikely to bear children again. I’ve heard Master Im is considering divorcing his wife for a younger wife to beget new heirs…”
Jimin tilts his head. “But the illness and the deaths of the Im children aren’t the reason why the villagers are paying such careful attention to the rest of the village children, is it?”
The innkeeper shakes her head. “No…As I said, the hauntings started two months ago - after all the deaths of the Im children and the recovery of Madam Im. Several days later, children in the village became hysterical, claiming that a ghost child visited them in the night to scream and terrorize them. So many children have seen and described the same haunting that parents had no choice but to listen. Now, we watch the children at all times to protect them, especially since…”
Somewhat bemused, Jimin watches as the innkeeper hunches further into herself. Her voice drops to barely more than a whisper as she says, “Especially since the Im Manor started to fall under attack. Although there are no children in the manner anymore, each night the child ghost appears outside the manor walls and screams. Servants at the manor have been shocked with fright! Some even say all the children who died from the sickness are visiting Im Manor, blaming Master Im for not finding a doctor to treat them.”
Jimin exchanges a long, silent look with Yoongi. This is no ordinary haunting, indeed.
He turns a charming smile on the innkeeper. “Ah, don’t be too concerned! We’re here! You’re lucky enough to host two of the most promising cultivators of our generation although, between you and me, my companion is surely unmatched by anyone! Imagine, all that strength and a handsome face to match! The heavens are so unfair!”
“Jimin.”
Jimin’s smile widens as he ignores Yoongi’s chiding tone. “Just leave this to us!” he tells the woman, gratified when she seems a little relieved, if not still dubious about his claims. He waits until she leaves the room before he looks at Yoongi with both brows raised. “So, what do you think?”
“Possession is possible,” Yoongi acknowledges.
“Oh, from the temple deity? I’ve heard of stranger things,” Jimin agrees. “But then, would a deity take the form of a ghost child?”
“A remnant blessing, perhaps. Twisted.”
A blessing from a deity over a recently-departed soul. Maybe an answered prayer from a desperate child to save her mother? But if the child was too full of resentment to find peace even after a blessing had been granted, or if there was a source of yin energy within the town that could corrupt a child’s soul…
“You’ve so clever, hyung! Now we have a good place to start our investigation!”
Trusting that Jimin and Yoongi would be investigating the case, the innkeeper is keen to point them in the direction of the temple later that afternoon. The temple is on the edge of town and somewhat run-down, although the altar is well-kept with offerings and incense. Try as he might, Jimin can’t sense anything malicious about the energy of the temple. There is a faint trace of yang energy, and unlike the rest of the town, yin energy seems to be reluctant to dwell here.
Jimin places his hands on his hips, pursing his lips. “Well, I think we can safely say the temple is not hiding any yin metal,” he says to Yoongi.
Yoongi nods. “A nighthunt, then. Investigate the haunting.”
“I agree! After all, just because this haunting isn’t connected to yin metal doesn’t mean we should neglect our duties as cultivators! There truly is a great amount of yin energy in this town. We should cleanse it before we move on to safeguard against more tragedies.”
Yoongi nods, then takes the time to bow to the statue of the temple deity, his arms held in a circle as he lingers to show his respect. Jimin offers a somewhat less graceful bow, then bounds off after Yoongi as he leads them to what must certainly be Im Manor. The manor is easily the largest and most well-kept home in the village, surrounded by a high wall that has been plastered with talismans to keep away evil spirits.
Jimin rips off one of the talismans with a snort. “No wonder the ghost can’t get in. Child ghosts are usually very simple. They are too young to possess a massive amount of resentment, so this many talismans…”
“Made the problem worse,” Yoongi finishes grimly.
Jimin sighs, looking at the talisman again. The brushstrokes are weak and the paper is flimsy. Clearly, this talisman was purchased from a peddler, not a sect. “People never call for help when they should,” he says under his breath.
Yoongi’s golden eyes flicker. “Do not judge unfairly.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “How am I being unfair? It’s true…”
Yoongi ignores him in favor of knocking on the manor gate. It takes several moments for a harried-looking servant to answer the door, and his eyes widen in fright when he sees Yoongi. Jimin waves at the servant over Yoongi’s shoulder with a friendly smile.
The servant eyes their swords and quivers on the spot. “W-who are…?”
“We must speak with Master Im,” Yoongi says directly.
The servant visibly hesitates.
Jimin elbows Yoongi out of the way. “Aish, don’t mind my partner,” he says to the servant in an affable tone. “Nobody is in trouble! We’re traveling cultivators who happened to hear about the hauntings at this manor. We were hoping to speak with the master and madam so we can offer our services!”
The servant relaxes and lets them inside, keeping his head down. He leads them to the welcoming hall of the manor, which is decorated with gaudy vases and paintings, yet also has torn tapestries on the walls. “I will call on Im juin-nim,” the servant says and backs out of the room.
Jimin flicks at the tassels hanging off one tapestry as Yoongi folds himself down at one of the guest tables, his posture unerringly perfect. “Interesting place,” Jimin comments, brushing dust from his finger. “Trying a little too hard, though, and not doing enough.”
Yoongi sighs, just barely audible.
It doesn’t take long for the master of the house to arrive in the welcoming hall. He’s a stout, beady-eyed man with an uneven beard, and he glares at them sourly. “Who are you? I didn’t ask for any cultivators. Leave!”
Jimin’s brows lift at the immediate refusal of their services. Even Yoongi twitches, betraying his surprise, and stands with that easy, economical grace of his.
“Master Im, I presume,” Jimin says, pasting on the easygoing smile he tends to use on nighthunts. “We understand you may be a bit surprised by our presence, but we were passing through the town when we heard about the hauntings going on. We merely want to offer our assistance. No charge!”
“We don’t need any help. We already have talismans,” Master Im refutes.
“Yet the hauntings have been happening for two months,” Jimin points out. He eyes the man, trying to gauge him better. Master Im is red-faced and sweaty, and has the darting eyes of a man who doesn’t want to admit his guilt. How selfish. He’d rather the whole town suffer for his misgivings than confront it directly.
Jimin looks at Yoongi, wondering what they should do now that Master Im isn’t consenting to their nighthunt.
Yoongi blinks placidly. “If you will not speak with us, then we will request time with Madam Im. She is a victim and will have useful insight.”
Jimin hides his laughter when that comment only makes Master Im bluster and blow even more.
“You don’t need to speak with my wife!” he bellows, wiping sweat from his brow. “She’s bedridden and useless. There is no problem here! Leave!”
Yoongi pins Master Im with that cold feline stare and Master Im flinches away. Tense silence lingers in the room until Yoongi turns around and leaves without a word - a very rude thing of him to do, not that Jimin blames him!
Jimin laughs a little, shrugging his shoulders. “Forgive my companion,” he says. “He just can’t deal with incompetence!”
Master Im flushes an angry puce. “You! Leave! Leave immediately!”
Jimin holds up his hands. “You don’t have to tell me twice!” He quickly catches up to Yoongi, just barely making it outside the manor walls before the servant and Master Im slam the gate behind him. Jimin turns around and frowns at the manor. Then, he looks at Yoongi, who is striding toward a tall tree across the road. “Hyung?”
“We will observe,” Yoongi says, and proceeds to climb the tree, uncaring of the risk of dirtying the white fabric of his hanbok and durumagi.
Jimin gapes up at him. “Yoongi-hyung! Are you suggesting we conduct a nighthunt without the consent of the people involved?”
Yoongi looks at him over his shoulder, one brow quirked in judgment. “You object?”
“Of course not!” Jimin says with great delight. “I want to do the same! I just didn’t know you had it in you! Doesn’t this break some rule of your sect?”
“Uphold the value of justice. Make sure to act virtuously,” Yoongi recites, easily hefting himself onto a sturdy branch. He pauses, his golden eyes flickering when he says more quietly, “Protect the innocent.”
Jimin feels a flush of warmth. Protecting the innocent is his vow - a vow they have taken together. “Hyung,” he says, for lack of saying anything else, and then follows Yoongi up the tree.
Fortunately, the sun is already setting so the night is not too far away. Unlike what the common people believe, there is no hour of the night when ghosts will appear. There are many ghosts that will appear during high noon or at dusk, and many other ghosts follow other whims. However, this child ghost seems intent to follow the same pattern, perhaps fixated on her own time of death.
It is not long after the moon has reached the highest point in the sky that a misty shape comes together to form the small frame of a little noble girl, her hair braided neatly and her sleeping clothes made of obviously fine quality. If not for the fact that Jimin knew the child was a girl, he would have assumed she was a lost daughter of a nobleman. There are signs that betray her ghostliness, such as feet that do not quite reach the ground and the way moonlight passes through her without casting any shadows.
Jimin and Yoongi share a glance, then silently descend from the tree. The ghost girl has not begun any haunting actions yet, although she does seem to pace relentlessly along the wall outside the manor. She seems disturbed by something, perhaps the talismans that are preventing her entry.
“Agasshi,” Jimin calls softly, stopping several paces away with Yoongi at his shoulder.
The girl turns around. Seeing her face, it is unmistakable that she had a painful passing. Like many ghosts, her expression is still twisted with the same tension with which she died, her eyes round and glassy, her lips bloodless and mouth gaping in a silent cry. At seeing them, the girl gives a wordless cry of alarm and runs at the walls of the manor. The talismans activate with the glare of yang energy, repelling her back with weak, if not unavoidable, force.
“Aigoo,” Jimin says, keeping his voice hushed. “Don’t be such a silly thing. We aren’t here to hurt you.”
The girl either does not hear or does not care to hear. Sometimes, ghosts are like this, obsessed with a single task to the point of mindlessness. In this case, the girl makes another run at the wall, and is again flung back by the repelling talismans. At this point, she begins to wail, a loud noise that cuts into the night with a chilling tone. She wails and wails, growing louder as she beats on the wall and the gate, growing more desperate as she is denied entrance.
The sound and sight is very disturbing. No wonder the village is so spooked.
Jimin clucks his tongue. “She’s not listening to me, hyung.”
“You are not listening to her,” Yoongi corrects. There is a faint furrow on his brow as he watches the ghost child. “Listen.”
Jimin cocks his head. But then, he does hear it - a single word, wailed over and over again. He had not recognized it before since the ghost’s mouth is forever frozen in an open gape, but the intonation is audible, even if the syllables are not pronounced. This distinction is sound is the precise sort of skill a disciple trained in musical cultivation would have. No wonder he missed it.
“ Eomma! Eomma! ” the child ghost pleads, over and over.
“Oh,” Jimin breathes. “Oh, she wants her mother…”
Her mother who is evidently bedridden, mourning, and spurned by a cowardly spouse. Her mother who is locked away from her by spirit-repelling talismans.
In ridding the world of ghosts, there are certain steps that can be taken. Liberation by meeting the ghost’s final wish; suppression by sealing the ghost’s spirit, and elimination, an extreme step taken when a ghost cannot be handled any other way.
“We should ask her what she wants from her mother,” Jimin says.
Yoongi is an honorable cultivator who follows the set precedents, so of course he nods in agreement. Yoongi summons his zither, moving his hands over the strings as the instrument hovers in mid-air. The notes of Inquiry, the ghost-communing song, plays over the street, drawing the ghost child’s attention and silencing the wailing.
The ghost drifts closer, summoned by the music, or maybe entranced by the soothing notes. Yoongi strums over several notes, then raises his hands from the zither. The ghost child places her hands over the strings, her incorporeal fingers passing through the instrument; yet all the same, new notes rise from the zither, and Yoongi nods. Together, Yoongi and the child play for several minutes, while Jimin stands patiently, biting back all of his questions. He figures, based on Yoongi’s expressions, he can fill in the gaps in the conversation himself.
It really isn’t all that surprising when Yoongi looks at him with that solemn golden gaze and says, “She wishes to see her mother one more time.”
“We can definitely make that happen,” Jimin tells the ghost. She does not respond to his voice, as if she can’t hear him. Maybe she can’t.
Honestly, Jimin has never spent too much time communing with ghosts since the only sect that can communicate directly with ghosts is the Horangi Sect. Other sects tend to focus on ghouls and spirits and beasts. Any time Jimin has encountered a ghost in the past, he has had to figure out what the ghost wanted mostly through deductive reasoning and, sometimes, miming actions or following the ghost around. Without the Horangi Sect’s closely-guarded cultivation skills, any other cultivator dealing with a haunting inevitably has to default to suppression or elimination. He’s always felt uncomfortable about this since suppression and outright elimination could harm the soul of a ghost - but what other option is there?
Now, though, nighthunting with one of the esteemed young masters of the Horangi Sect, a disciple who is known to be one of the most proficient cultivators in his sect, Jimin can get a glimpse of how much more effective it is to speak with ghosts directly. It’s a shame that only the Horangi Sect has such a well-rounded education - or perhaps a shame that no other sect has tried to come up with a method to speak with ghosts for the purpose of liberation.
Jimin claps his hands together, looking at Yoongi eagerly. “So, how do we want to do this? Just escort the little ghost girl directly to her mother, right?”
“Trespassing,” Yoongi mutters.
Jimin wrinkles his nose. “That’s a boring way of looking at it!”
“You wish to break into the manor and enter the room of a married woman,” Yoongi deadpans. “What else would you call it?”
“Yoongi-hyung, you’re making it sound so salacious,” Jimin complains. “It’s really not like that! I don’t want to see the bedchambers of any woman! I just want to liberate this tiny soul and calm the village! If not this method, what do you suggest? Wait until Master Im decides to listen to us? I have a feeling he’d sooner kick us out again rather than let us see his wife! Am I wrong?”
Yoongi’s expression pinches in obvious disgruntlement. He clearly agrees with Jimin!
“Don’t worry, agasshi,” Jimin tells the ghost child, resisting the urge to pat the child on the head. He bounces up to the walls surrounding the manor, stopping a good few paces away, then directing small streams of spiritual energy at each of the talismans. One by one, the spirit-repelling talismans turn to ash and fall to the ground. The task complete, he turns to Yoongi with a wide smile. “Let’s go!”
When Yoongi tries to open the gate to enter the manor compound, Jimin hastily grabs his arm, pulling him away from the gate and to the wall. He holds on tighter when Yoongi tries to shake him off.
“What?”
Jimin clicks his tongue. “Hyung, didn’t we just establish that we’re trespassing? What kind of trespassers come in through the front gate? You have to climb over the wall! Trust me, I have plenty of experience.”
“I know,” Yoongi says dryly.
Jimin laughs. Yoongi is probably thinking about the first time they met. Jimin happened to be trespassing via a wall then, too! Well, shouldn’t that be proof enough that Jimin knows what he’s talking about?
“I’ll go first, then you follow,” Jimin says, stepping up to the wall after releasing Yoongi’s arm. “Pay close attention, hyung!”
Deftly, Jimin clambers over the wall near-silently, landing on the other side on the balls of his feet. The courtyard is dark, save for a few lanterns. It’s not the largest manor he’s ever visited, but it’s also true that he doesn’t have a clue where Madam Im’s bedchamber is. Hopefully, the ghost girl can lead them in the right direction. It would be a shame to be caught before they can liberate her spirit.
Soon, Yoongi lands beside him with typical feline grace, whereas the child ghost passes through the wall and makes a beeline for a building beyond the left side of the courtyard. Yoongi and Jimin hasten to follow so she doesn’t leave them behind.
After hearing what the innkeeper had to say about the Im family and after meeting Master Im, Jimin had a good idea of what to expect when they meet Madam Im. And indeed, Madam Im has been relegated to a remote building on the property that has scarce creature comforts. She is not locked in, but it’s equally apparent that Madam Im has no care about her personal circumstances. She is plain and wan-faced, curled under a thin blanket with a blank gaze when Jimin opens the door. She doesn’t seem to react at all as Jimin and Yoongi enter the room.
Yet when she sees the ghostly form of her daughter, she shoots up on her bed and begins to cry. She reaches for the ghost child, sobbing harder when the ghost’s form passes intangibly through her arms. “My baby, my baby,” she cries.
The ghost child wails, the same heart-wrenching Eomma from before, trying to get closer to her mother with very little success. Jimin’s heart hurts to watch them struggle.
"Im ma-nim ,” he calls softly.
“Who?” Madam Im looks at Jimin and Yoongi with wet eyes. “Who are you? Why…?”
Jimin offers a respectful bow. "Im Ma-nim . We are cultivators. As we were passing through this village, we learned of what happened to your family. It turns out that your daughter’s soul cannot rest,” he says gently.
Madam Im looks heartbroken at this news. She weeps her daughter’s name, trying to stroke the ghost’s cheek to no avail.
“Im ma-nim, you can help your daughter,” Jimin urges, walking just a little closer.
Dark, desperate eyes turn up to him tearfully. “I can? How? Tell me how…”
Jimin tilts his head to Yoongi, silently asking for his input. After all, Yoongi was the one who spoke with the ghost child. He would know best.
Yoongi’s smooth, peaceful voice sweeps through the room. “For your daughter to be at peace, she wanted to spend one last night with you. She wanted to know that you are healthy and safe.”
“My sweet girl,” Madam Im cries. She nods, sniffling as she pulls herself together in a display of devotion strengthened by the love mothers have for their children. “Yes, of course. I’m doing well, Eun-ah. Eomma will be okay. You don’t need to worry.”
The ghost child seems to understand, fixated on her mother with an intense focus. Yet she seems to grow more peaceful by the moment, her form losing the sharp sense of yin energy as it softens, blurring at the edges.
Jimin and Yoongi step out of the room to give the mother and child the privacy they deserve. Together, they stand vigil outside Madam Im’s bedchamber, a tacit agreement to ensure the two are not disturbed. They guard the door all through the night until dawn, when the last lingering tinge of yin energy drifts away and Madam Im weeps anew.
Jimin peeks into the room to verify that the ghost child has left, and then bows deeply to the bereft mother. “Peace to you, Im ma-nim ,” he says with great respect. “You can rest assured that your daughter’s soul has peacefully entered the cycle.”
Madam Im returns the bow from her bed, thanking Jimin and Yoongi profusely. This part is, for Jimin, always the most uncomfortable. He doesn’t like being thanked for helping souls move on - he doesn’t like receiving thanks at all, actually. But it would be rude to dismiss Madam Im’s gratitude, so he follows Yoongi’s lead and simply nods in understanding until the woman seems satisfied.
Not long after dawn rises over the remote village, Jimin and Yoongi fly away on their swords.
The next town they come across is considerably bigger. Even from the air, Jimin can see the long, bustling stretch of the marketplace - and he can also sense a peculiar energy, something where yin and yang are almost perfectly balanced. Almost.
“Do you think the town is prosperous because of the fairy spirit, or was the fairy spirit drawn to the town?” Jimin asks as they idly wander through the streets. He eyes several market stalls with curiosity.
They are close to the western coast now and it shows in the collection of wares being hawked throughout the street. Definitely a lot of foreign-made things. Trade must be very good. Usually, with bigger towns like this that are without direct supervision from a sect, the situation goes one of two ways. Either the town remains unsullied due to the genuine goodness of the people and fair governing from the local magistrates, or there is a seedy belly of corruption running just beneath the surface that draws a number of hauntings from lingering resentment. With the strength of the fairy spirit drawing his focus so acutely, Jimin doesn’t know which way this town goes.
“With spirits, either is possible,” Yoongi answers quietly. “We should investigate.”
Jimin claps his hands together. “Hyung! Great minds really do think alike! I was just about to suggest the same thing!”
“Hn.”
“Aigoo, don’t sound so doubtful!”
“Distracted.”
Jimin huffs, wagging his finger at Yoongi with a pout. “I’m not distracted ! I’m observing and gathering information about the town! You know, that’s actually the first step of an investigation and - Oh ! What’s that ?”
Jimin stops in front of a stall selling finely-embroidered silk clothes, He looks at the complex design in awe, ghosting his hand over the bolts of fabric. “Ahjumma,” he says in amazement. “What is this fabric? I’ve never seen anything like it!”
The auntie running the stall smiles, sure that she’s found an eager customer, and it’s true that Jimin might shell out some coin to buy a bolt. It’s just so pretty ! He’d definitely never use it because it’s not practical - and he’s so hard on his clothes - but it’s certainly something fine enough for Yoongi! His hyung wears all kinds of finely-crafted items! How he manages to finish a nighthunt spotless is something Jimin has yet to figure out, but Yoongi would look very nice in fabric like this -
“Ah! Ah! You’re pulling me!” Jimin yelps, trying fruitlessly to shake off Yoongi’s strong grip around his wrist. Yoongi does not appear to notice and Jimin gives the auntie running the stall a helpless shrug as he is dragged away. “Hyung, don’t be mean! I was going to buy that for you!”
“Ridiculous.”
“No, you’re ridiculous,” Jimin says childishly.
Of course, with Jimin being as excitable and curious as he is, this is only the first instance of Yoongi dragging him away from a stall in the market. After the first few times, Jimin decides to make a game of it and stops looking for things he likes - instead, he starts to look for things he thinks Yoongi will like, just to see if he can move this stubborn hyung of his.
“Hyung, look! Tangerines!”
“Yoongi-hyung, what about this bunny norigae? Isn’t it cute?”
“Hyung, hyung! I see yakgwa! Let’s have a taste!”
But through it all, Yoongi does not flinch. He doesn’t seem tempted at all! Jimin can only admire him for it. Look at Min Yoongi, unmoved by worldly desires! He really is the best cultivator of their generation!
Even when Jimin wiggles away long enough to stop into a store selling erotic novels, even when Jimin tries to show a few pages to Yoongi, the older boy doesn’t so much as blink. His ears are tinged a little red, but his face and tone are deadpan when he says, “Boring.” And then he drags Jimin out of the store with a grip so firm Jimin can’t even entertain the idea of escaping, even though he does whine a little, just for the sake of it.
Yoongi really is so impressive!
Of course, Jimin was telling the truth when he said he was using this market crawl as an opportunity to assess the town. His ears are perked for any murmurings between the townspeople that could illuminate the strangely balanced energy laying over the area. That’s why he pauses and looks at a group of giggling women with great interest, much to Yoongi’s nearly palpable frustration.
“Jimin.”
Jimin flaps his hand. “Hush. Look at those women! They certainly know something,” he says wisely, nodding to himself. “Women in a town like this don’t gather around to giggle over nothing . Fairy spirits tend to favor women, you know? Either those ladies are laughing at some poor fellow, or they’re gossiping about what we’re trying to investigate.”
Jimin glances at Yoongi, waiting for his assessment, but Yoongi is cold-faced. He doesn’t look convinced at all!
Jimin clicks his tongue, resting his hands on his hips as he stares up at his hyung. “You just wait here. I’ll go see what they’re talking about.”
Yoongi opens his mouth, surely to protest Jimin’s plan, but Jimin is already walking away. He adopts an affable expression, the same one that gets him free treats from all the aunties in Busan, and waits for an opening as he nears the giggling women. Interestingly, they are all different ages and different statuses, and they all seem to be talking about a flower maiden of some kind - just more evidence for Jimin’s case!
“Excuse me!” he says brightly, holding his hands behind his back and tilting his head cutely. As a cultivator, Jimin knows that ordinary people typically regard people like Jeongguk and Yoongi with something like reverence or even fear - but Jimin has never had this problem! He’s very non-threatening! The younger women giggle and the older women look at him fondly.
“Yes, doryeong?”
“I’m new to this town and I’ve been looking for the best local entertainment. I couldn’t help but overhear your conversation as I was passing by,” he explains in light tones. “Who is the Flower Maiden?”
One of the younger girls smiles. “Oh! The Flower Maiden is a lovely local spirit. She is responsible for half the marriages in the village!”
Intrigued, Jimin makes noises of interest. “A spirit, you say? A peaceful matchmaker?”
“Calling her a matchmaker is far too simple,” another woman says.
“Rather than match-make, she sorts out the good from the bad!”
“She can tell which man will make a good husband and which doesn’t have a romantic bone in his body!”
“She knows which man will cherish his wife!”
“It’s true,” says the first girl. “My cousin has a very happy marriage because of the Flower Maiden!”
At this, Jimin’s interest in the spirit spikes. It’s true that spirits are natural products of balanced energies that can form for many reasons and from many forms. It’s not unusual at all to come across a spirit that has cultivated natural energy for thousands of years before taking human form. Spirits that have good intentions may even be able to ascend to immortality to become one with the gods, although this is very rare. More often than not, good spirits will dissipate once they have served their purpose, while bad spirits will harness resentful energy and will need to be eliminated by cultivators. It seems that the spirit in this town is a good one - and a romantic.
“How does this Flower Maiden tell the good potential husbands from the bad potential husbands?” he asks, and listens closely as the women explain in fits of giggling and wide-eyed awe at the amazing tale.
Apparently, the Flower Maiden is most active during the spring and summer months. She resides in a fine manor that once belonged to the benefactor of this town; when the benefactor was still alive, he dedicated a garden to his deceased wife and his devotion moved the spirit of the flowers until, upon the benefactor’s death, the flower spirit gained enough power to take a human shape, although only temporarily. The flower spirit made a vow to help the people in this town find true love, the same type of love the benefactor shared with his wife. The flower spirit assesses suitors based on their poetry skills, which is evidently the height of romance. If the suitor is deemed worthy, the flower spirit will appear in human form and gift the man with a flower to give to his beloved, and then the couple will be blessed with a happy marriage.
Of all the spirits Jimin has ever heard of, this is probably the nicest one. No wonder no sects have heard about her - she is a good spirit doing good work. It’s just a little unfortunate that her overwhelming energy is enough to potentially cloak the mark the yin metal, if any has been hidden here.
“Ah, I understand!” Jimin laughs. “This Flower Maiden is amazing! Should I try my luck, do you think?”
The women all laugh. “You’re very handsome, doryeong! You would make a good husband!”
One girl twirls her hair. “Are you…staying in town for long?”
The other ladies laugh at her and she flushes to the roots of her hair. Jimin doesn’t really understand why.
“My companion and I are only passing through,” he tells her, then nods his head to Yoongi. The women all look behind Jimin and their giggles and delighted gasps increase. Jimin feels a little smug about it. His hyung really is a sight to behold!
Yoongi is so tall and broad, with an ethereal beauty like unmarred jade and moonlight. In his light-colored hanbok with his neat, midnight black hair and a silver sword at his side, he looks like the type of gallant gentleman that would save a maiden in a story. Jimin can see why the women are swooning!
Except, as Jimin looks on, Yoongi looks up. Their gazes meet for several seconds, then Yoongi’s eyes flicker, his brow furrowing minutely. He looks down and kicks a pebble, turning away with a tiny frown.
Jimin laughs. His hyung can be really funny for such an upstanding guy!
“So, could I see the Flower Maiden today?” Jimin presses, turning back to the women. Some of them give him a knowing look, even as they tell him anyone can try their luck at the flower-filled mansion not too far away. Jimin thanks them profusely and excuses himself, sketching a polite bow as he does, much to the amusement of the ladies.
Jimin skips next to Yoongi, bumping their shoulders together. “Hyung, guess what? There really is a fairy spirit here!”
“Mm.” A pause, and then, “Should not flirt openly.”
“Huh?”
“Could lead others on.”
Jimin lifts his brow. Is Yoongi scolding him? “It was just a little friendly chatter! No flirting! Trust me, none of those ladies took it seriously!”
Yoongi narrows his feline gaze, obviously disproving.
Jimin lifts his nose, crossing his arms over his chest. “I wasn’t flirting with you , anyway,” he mutters. “It was just a little fun and it gathered the information we need…”
Yoongi quickens his pace.
“Ah! Hyung! Wait for me!” Jimin hurries after Yoongi’s longer strides and explains what he knows, walking toward where the balance of energy is most even-keel. Yoongi nods along and Jimin thinks that they both agree.
The balanced aura of the Flower Maiden is strong enough to mask the yin energy running rampant through the town. But while there’s no reason to exorcise the fairy spirit, he and Yoongi really should investigate the undercurrent of malice and resentment in the area. This might be the very thing they have been looking for. Speaking with the Flower Maiden first would be a good first step. If anyone would know about bad energy in the town, it would be a spirit.
The flower-filled mansion sits at the end of a street and is indeed inundated with blooms of all kinds - many flowers that he has never seen before, too! Foreign blooms, possibly. But while the flowers are lush and fragrant, the mansion itself is a little run-down. Clearly, nobody human has lived here for several years, and of course, a fairy who can only temporarily hold a human form would have no need to keep a house in shape.
“Flower Maiden!” Jimin calls as he and Yoongi step into the courtyard. “Flower Maiden, could you speak with us? It’s urgent!”
Nothing. Not even a petal twitches.
“Poetry,” Yoongi reminds him.
Jimin snaps his fingers. “Ah, right!” He clears his throat with a mischievous smile and launches into a rather poorly-constructed poem with themes that are raunchy, to say the least. He delights in the way Yoongi’s eyes widen in shock and has to break off his recitation of the poem, clutching his stomach as he laughs. “Hyung, you can’t blame me! I really can’t remember any good poems!”
“Try harder,” Yoongi tells him.
Jimin pouts. “Hyung, why don’t you try? It’s harder than it looks to recite a poem off the top of your head!”
Of course, in the next few moments, Yoongi disproves this claim. He effortlessly recites a long, rather romantic poem about separated lovers. It’s not exactly the kind of bland, stuffy reading material that can be found in the Horangi libraries, so Jimin figures this must mean Yoongi is secretly a very romantic man. He must read poetry in his idle time! It’s the last thing that Jimin would ever expect - he kind of thought Yoongi only trained or meditated, but now look at his hyung!
When Yoongi is done, Jimin claps in approval. And he is not the only one that has been moved. Further in the courtyard, a stirring of energy and a rustle of loose flower petals reveals a gorgeous maiden. She would look human except for the delicate green tint to her skin, the peach of her eyes, and the vibrant violet of her long hair.
“Your poetry is very good,” she says to Yoongi, and her voice is as soft as the wind.
Yoongi bows in respect.
Jimin, on the other hand, bounces on his toes. “Flower Maiden! What about me? Did you like my poem?” The Flower Maiden glares at him. Jimin only smiles wider, unbothered by her disapproval. After all, no woman could be more disapproving of Jimin’s very existence than Madam Jeon. He presses on now that he has the fairy spirit’s attention. “Truthfully, Flower Maiden, we’ve come to ask you a few questions. We’re on a quest and we noticed a strange concentration of yin energy in this town. Now that we are standing in your courtyard, it’s clear that you have cultivated with yang energy. Would you happen to know anything about the darker energy here?”
At this, the Flower Maiden appears less hostile toward him, although not entirely trusting, either. She looks between Yoongi and Jimin, then sighs. When she speaks, her voice is even softer than before. “I have been here a hundred years, and in all that time, this town has been peaceful. This is a place where lovers can meet and live happily. But…some weeks ago, a strange incident happened. For several days, nobody would visit me. The people were too shaken up about an attack on the sect here -”
“Sect?” Jimin interrupts. “What sect? We haven’t seen any cultivators?”
“A small sect,” the Flower Maiden says. “They would visit me frequently to make sure I was not harming anyone. I have not seen them since the incident occurred, and as I cannot leave my courtyard…”
Jimin looks at Yoongi with open confusion. “Is there a sect here? I know this town isn’t under any Great Sect’s jurisdiction, so I suppose it’s possible…”
Yoongi appears to be in deep thought. “...Gwan Sect.”
“Yes!” the fairy spirit agrees. “Gwan Sect! A whole clan!”
“And now they’re all missing?” Jimin wonders. “How does that happen? Or rather, what happened?”
The Flower Maiden shakes her head. “From what the townspeople have said, I can only fear the worst…”
Jimin fears the worst, too. It’s no small thing for something to happen to a whole sect of cultivators - even a small sect.
But the Flower Maiden cultivates with primarily yang energy, and there is a strong residue of yin energy in the town, and now a small sect has suffered some type of tragedy. From the pinch around Yoongi’s eyes, his hyung is thinking along the same lines.
It seems they have finally found the trace of yin metal they’ve been looking for all this time.
Together, they bow in respect to the Flower Maiden and promise to look into the incident. The Flower Maiden kindly invites Yoongi back to recite more poetry, but notably does not extend the same offer to Jimin.
“Yoongi-hyung, you know, the Flower Maiden liked your poem a lot,” he says, trying to lighten the heavy mood, nudging Yoongi’s side as they leave the courtyard and the fairy spirit behind. “Your future wife will be so lucky!”
Yoongi stiffens and glares at Jimin hotly.
Jimin blinks rapidly. “What? Do you disagree? But you’re so handsome and good! Any wife will be very lucky!”
“Ridiculous,” Yoongi spits, speeding his walk again.
Jimin easily catches up. “Okay, okay! I’m sorry! I mean, everything I said was the truth, but you clearly aren’t ready for marriage!” Yoongi’s dark look could freeze even the most active of golden cores. Jimin shivers and shrinks back, laughing a little nervously. “Ah, it’s okay hyung! Really, marriage isn’t for everyone! Hyung? Why are you walking so fast? Hyung!”
Yoongi resolutely ignores him.
Jimin blows a raspberry. Really, this hyung is so sensitive about the strangest things!
By now, Jimin and Yoongi have been in this town for the whole afternoon. It’s a little odd that it’s only now that they are learning about a missing sect, but then - common people do have a habit of staying away from cultivators and staying out of cultivator business. It makes sense that the common people wouldn’t be talking about something happening to a sect on the street, whereas an attraction such as the Flower Maiden would be a prime source of gossip. The only problem is that, if the townspeople aren’t talking about it, that means Jimin and Yoongi will have to dig for information.
Jimin swings his arms at his side, thinking about the next step they should take. And then his eye alights on a sign for a tavern that claims to have the best wine in the country. Having tasted Emperor’s Smile, Jimin knows this claim must be a lie - but it is a good opportunity.
“Let’s get a drink,” he tells Yoongi.
“Jimin.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Don’t be so rigid. A drink isn’t always just a drink, you know. I promise this isn’t just an excuse so I can drink! Come on, hyung,” he urges with wide eyes. “Just trust me?”
Yoongi sighs, looking very reluctant even as he follows Jimin into the tavern. Inside, the tavern is cool and shaded, a welcome relief from the summer heat. Jimin finds a secluded table and flops down on the cushion, his inelegant sprawl a mighty contrast to the stiff, upright posture Yoongi maintains.
Jimin taps on the table twice to call the attention of a waiter. “Three jars of your best wine!”
Yoongi looks at him sharply, disapproval clearly radiating from his hard stare.
A young boy, no older than thirteen or so, quickly bustles over to their table, his plain face open with wonder and shock. “Doryeong,” he greets with a quick bow. “Are you sure? Three whole jars? It’s very strong!”
Jimin laughs away the young boy’s concern. “Of course, I’m sure! Let me tell you, among my peers, I’m the best drinker there is,” he brags, catching Yoongi’s eye with a smug grin. “Nobody has ever beaten me. Right, hyung?”
Yoongi’s golden eyes flicker. “Hn.”
Still, the young waiter looks doubtful. He hugs a wooden tray against his chest and says, “Doryeong, you may not know this, but our wine is the strongest in three territories. No ordinary person can tolerate it!”
“Hyung, what do you think? Am I ordinary?” Jimin prods.
“No,” Yoongi says flatly.
Jimin laughs, hitting his palm against the table. He looks at the waiter with twinkling eyes. “There, see? I’m not ordinary! Ha!” Seeing that the waiter is still reluctant, Jimin leans forward, drawing the younger boy in with a conspiring whisper. “Hey, why don’t we make a bet? If I can drink three jars and still stand, you can owe me a favor!”
The waiter shakes his head in disbelief. “Doryeong, if you can drink three jars and still stand, I’ll take your last name for my own.”
“That’s a deal!” Jimin laughs, and the waiter bustles off. Jimin leans back on his hands, glancing over at Yoongi’s disapproving scowl, subtle as it may be. “What? What’s wrong.”
“Should not flirt without intention,” Yoongi scolds again.
Jimin wrinkles his nose. “Hyung, no ! I wasn’t flirting! He’s just a kid - he’s younger than Jeonggukie! I’m not as bad as Kim Kyongsoo!” he protests with a whine. The Jasujeon Sect Leader is infamous for flirting with anything that has a pulse - it's why he has so many unfortunate bastards, most of them still unclaimed.
“Do not gossip.”
“Yeah? Then don’t read into things too much,” Jimin retorts. He waves vaguely in the direction of the waiter. “You’re thinking too much. I was just being friendly. Trust me, if you spend a little money and act friendly, workers at places like this will tell you anything. And they’re the best sources of information because places where drink flows freely always have loud mouths willing to tell a tale or two.”
“More gossip,” Yoongi says.
Jimin rolls his eyes. “This really is the best way to get a lead. Really! Trust me!”
Yoongi still looks doubtful, but he doesn’t say anything when the waiter returns with three jars of wine. Jimin wastes no time in popping the cork of a jar and taking several long swallows of the strong wine, mostly so he can amaze the young waiter, who is lingering to watch Jimin with a gaping expression. Jimin makes a show of smacking his lips with appreciation.
“The wine is very good!” Jimin praises.
The waiter nods a little dumbly.
Jimin takes another swig and side-eyes the rest of the tavern. Then, he leans closer to the waiter and says, “To tell you the truth, we’re traveling cultivators. We’ve been looking for a good nighthunt. Have you heard about anything strange or spooky happening recently?”
The young boy looks nervous, glancing over his shoulder. “I’m really not supposed to…”
“Don’t worry about it. We can make it worth your while. Right, hyung?” Jimin asks, looking at Yoongi expectantly. When Yoongi merely looks back at him with a blank face, Jimin huffs and reaches into Yoongi’s belt to remove his coin purse, and from that, removes a few silver coins to give to the waiter.
The boy clutches the coins close, tucking them away quickly.
“So,” Jimin presses around another swig of wine. “What have you heard?”
Properly motivated, the young waiter has plenty to say about the Gwan Sect who had been “massacred all in one night”. The boy talks about screams coming from the sect compound several weeks ago and about how nobody has seen any Gwan cultivators ever since. The boy even mentions in covert whispers how some of the townspeople are glad the Gwan Sect is gone since apparently, they’d made a habit of bullying the common people. Eventually, the waiter is called away by the tavern owner, leaving Jimin and Yoongi to stew in this new information.
“What do you think?” Jimin asks.
Yoongi’s answer is simple. “Investigate.”
Notes:
Juin-nim - master
Agasshi - young lady or miss
Ma-nim - madam
About the ghost child scene, I either dreamed it up or read it somewhere - if it sounds familiar, please let me know so I can give credit where it's due! The binding talisman is directly from MDZS!
Chapter 16
Notes:
lol this chapter got away from me. Let's go! Action, adventure, flirting, not-really-zombies!
Also, thank you everyone for reading and dropping kudos. It really means so so much to me. I've been writing fanfic for 10 years but in another fandom/on another site, so it's my first time posting on Ao3. I truly cherish every comment. I appreciate you all so much for taking a chance on this story!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jeongguk didn’t get more than ten steps into Mugunghwa Pier before he learned that Jimin, despite being expelled from the lectures early, did not return from Daegu.
This is, of course, because his mother was very vocally fuming about it and the disciples were all avoiding the main manor with dedication. When Jeongguk announced his arrival, his mother wasted no time in berating his father anew with claims that “your biological son has more respect for you than that son of a servant” and many other critical comments. Jeongguk had stood awkwardly while he listened to his father sigh and explain, for probably the tenth time, that Jimin was on a mission.
“A mission assigned by who?” his mother had demanded. “That ingrate doesn’t deserve to have a mission! He should be here facing punishment for being such an embarrassment to our-”
“The mission was assigned by me,” his father had cut in, rubbing his forehead. “I approved it.”
“I’m a leader here, too!” his mother reminded his father caustically. “And I say -”
“Jimin is where he needs to be,” his father said firmly, and his conviction had cut his mother short, leaving her to glare angrily at her husband.
It had not taken his mother long to come back, however. She had marched up to Jeongguk, grasped his elbow, and towed him to stand in front of his father. She had shaken his arm and said coldly, “ This is your son. If there is any important mission for this sect, he is the disciple that should take charge. I trust you will have no objections if I send him off to find that gutter rat and drag him back to where he belongs.”
Jeongguk’s father had looked at him with tired eyes. He didn’t look happy to see Jeongguk, but he didn’t look unhappy, either. Mostly, it just seemed like he wanted to end the conflict with his wife. But he sounded a touch fond when he said, “I trust Jeongguk will be able to help Jimin complete the mission. They can both return in a few weeks.”
Jeongguk had taken this as permission, rather than the dismissal his mother perceived it to be. His father was not treating him unfairly. He never had. In fact, this may have been his father’s roundabout way of granting Jeongguk freedom from the inevitable tension that would hover over their sect until Jimin returned home - not that the tension would ease when he returned, either. When his mother released his arm and left with a huff, Jeongguk and his father shared a brief, albeit small smile.
Of course, Jeon Bongjun didn’t know exactly where Jimin was and he didn’t disclose what Jimin’s mission was, aside from vague mutters about searching for something . But Jeongguk has better travel sense than his brother, and anyway, there are definitely ways to find Jimin when he’s on a nighthunt. All Jeongguk had to do was pack up some supplies and follow rumors about a blond cultivator - it’s not as if there are many people who match that description.
Now, looking at his brother standing beside Min Yoongi and gaping at him in naked shock, Jeongguk can only lament that it’s not surprising at all that Jimin isn’t traveling alone - or that his mission isn’t a solo one. Part of Jeongguk wants to be mad at Min Yoongi for taking his place at his brother’s side, while another recognizes that he doesn’t exactly want to have Min Yoongi’s role in Jimin’s life. Mostly, he just doesn’t want to be left behind.
It had taken a full week for Jeongguk to track down his brother. He’s relieved that Jimin isn’t missing a limb or suffering from some kind of injury. Knowing his brother, there were probably a few close calls. If anything, Jimin looks healthy and well-rested, a certain relaxed air about him that he never really has anywhere but on a nighthunt. With a sword at his hip, a bow across his back, and Min Yoongi within arms reach, Jimin looks - happy.
He should look this happy more often.
“What are you doing here?” Jimin asks with wide eyes.
Jeongguk snorts. “I should be asking you that. What are you doing here?” Jeongguk nods at the frankly sinister-looking mansion he’d caught Jimin and Yoongi breaking into. A sect mansion, too. Although, it does look abandoned and that is rather odd - almost as odd as the Min heir agreeing to trespass. Jimin truly is a stunning influence.
“I’m following clues,” Jimin says. He shakes his head. “You shouldn’t be here. You should be at home!”
Jeongguk narrows his eyes. “Why? You weren’t at home. Obviously, I had to find you. Idiot.”
Jimin blinks rapidly, seemingly too flabbergasted to make any sort of comeback. His wide eyes slide to the person standing at Jeongguk’s side in near-silence. “And…Taehyung? Why are you here?”
Taehyung, who had been raptly watching the conversation with only the rapid flapping of his fan to cover his snickers, offers a bright, square-shaped smile. “I’m shopping!”
His declaration is met by three equal stares of disbelief. Even that stone-faced Min Yoongi is openly showing his doubt.
Taehyung flutters his fan, blowing pieces of curly hair away from his forehead. “Well, I was shopping and then I ran into Jeongguk-ah,” he explains.
“Then he decided to follow me, even when I told him not to,” Jeongguk says dryly, remembering the days of Taehyung trailing after him like a particularly sticky piece of rice, one that was only briefly distracted by the nearest shiny object. Such a magpie. A true heir to his sect.
“And then I decided to follow him,” Taehyung agrees jovially. “And now we’ve found you!”
Jimin and Yoongi look at each other. They’re standing close, nearly shoulder-to-shoulder if not for their growing height difference, and clearly having some kind of silent conversation. Min Yoongi obviously knows about Jimin’s mysterious mission - or is it their shared mission?
“Well,” Jimin says after a beat and turns back to them with the serious expression he adopts when he’s nighthunting. “We’re in the middle of an investigation. A few weeks ago, the Gwan Sect…”
Jeongguk listens attentively. Jimin does not leave out any details - actually, he probably adds too many that aren’t strictly relevant, like his tangent about how mean the Flower Maiden spirit was to him, but all the same, Jeongguk knows that anything his brother mentions could be important. He’s had years of parsing the important bits from the random nonsense. But Min Yoongi doesn’t look confused by Jimin’s rambling, either.
Well then. There’s that.
“What exactly are you expecting to find here?” Jeongguk questions, stepping up beside Jimin to study the manor doors. They’ve been locked from the inside so the doors don’t budge. “If they’ve all been massacred, then aren’t we about to walk into a graveyard?”
“Even if we don’t find any clues as to who - or what - caused this, the least we can do is make sure all the Gwan disciple’s spirits are settled,” Jimin says. “Yoongi-hyung can play Calming and we can look for clues. I’ll tell you more about what we’re searching for later, in private.”
Jeongguk nods, stepping back from the door. “The wall?”
Jimin grins. “The wall!”
Taehyung makes a small noise. “You’re making me climb?”
Jeongguk scoffs. “You wanted to tag along!”
“I didn’t know I’d have to do anything physical,” Taehyung mutters. He tugs at his clothes, which are admittedly much finer than the practical-but-still-good quality usually worn on nighthunts. “This is imported silk.”
“You won’t have to lift a finger!” Jimin assures him. “Jeonggukkie will stay with you while hyung and I look around!”
“What? Hyung -”
“Gguk-ah, just hang back and observe a little,” Jimin urges with a bit more seriousness. “You don’t fully understand what we’re looking for. Just play it safe.”
Jeongguk bites back any further arguments. He’s reasonable enough to see the point his brother is making, but that doesn’t mean he won’t act if he sees that he needs to. Jeongguk follows right after Jimin as he starts to scale the wall, easily hefting himself over the side and jumping down before anyone else.
The courtyard that greets them is truly gruesome. The slain have been left to rot where they died, the stench of old blood and ichor ripe in the air. Whatever happened here was truly unspeakably violent. Jeongguk’s stomach rolls at the sight of it and Taehyung whimpers, crowding up to Jeongguk’s back. Jimin makes a face, crouching down beside one of the corpses. Even Yoongi looks mildly disturbed, a new tension to his posture as he stares at the carnage.
“It’s a good thing sects give disciples spirit-calming rites,” Jimin mutters, standing and brushing his hands off on his clothes. “These disciples weren’t just massacred - they were tortured.”
“A thousand cuts,” Yoongi says quietly.
“And poison, I think,” Jimin says. “Their eyes have been blinded with a poison powder. It left them defenseless and open to slaughter. This kind of cruelty…It’s unheard of.”
Very disturbing. What kind of monster would do such a thing? Even ghosts and ghouls aren’t capable of such a thing - but then, that would mean a human did this. Jeongguk knows evil humans exist in the world, but he’s never encountered evidence of it like this…
Jeongguk startles when a voice crows happily from across the courtyard and stiffens as a young man dressed in all black, with wild, unclean hair and manic eyes, strides into the open space, stepping carelessly on corpses as he does.
“Thank you for all the compliments!” the young man says with a chortle. His grin turns mean, his hawkish face narrowing with aggression as he reaches into his pocket. “Too bad you’ve seen too much. Now, you have to die!”
Jimin snorts, crossing his arms over his chest as he rolls his eyes at the young man, because he has never possessed an ounce of self-preservation and won’t suddenly develop any just because some sect-massacring psychopath shows up. He tosses his head and says, “Who are you to tell me I have to die? I don’t think you have the ability.”
The young man smirks, sharp as a knife. “Why don’t we find out? Promise I won’t play fair!”
That is all the warning they get before the young man launches into movement. He throws loose white powder in the air - probably the same poison that blinded the Gwan Sect - and leaps away.
Jeongguk instinctively steps back, bringing up a hand to block his face. He steps backward into Taehyung, who makes several panicking noises as he frantically uses his fan to push the powder away. Meanwhile, both Jimin and Yoongi dodge to the side and land on high points in the courtyard. It all happens very quickly from there. Jeongguk can see that the young villain is trying to flee, but some talisman from Jimin’s hand shoots out, forming a thin line of icy blue that attaches to the villain’s wrist. Jimin gives a hard tug and the young man falls off the roof, landing on his back with a painful sound.
Looking smug, Jimin moves to circle around the young man, tugging on the line of blue energy. “What do you think? Useful, right?”
“Fucking tricks!” The young man stands up and starts tearing at his wrist, but nothing he does seems to make a difference.
“You use poison powder to blind your enemies and you just tried to run away like a coward,” Jimin retorts. “Who are you to say anything about tricks?”
“Let me go!”
Jimin scoffs. “No way. You murdered an entire sect. You definitely need to be brought to justice.”
Something dark flashes in the young villain’s eyes. A smirk appears on his face again as he looks at Yoongi. “Are you sure? Maybe you’ve actually captured me because you’re looking for something. I can sense it on you. I guess you’re looking for the other pieces.”
The mirth fades from Jimin’s face and Yoongi straightens his posture. Jeongguk frowns. What is this villain talking about? Did this have anything to do with what Jimin promised to tell him later?
“Yoongi-hyung? Do you…?”
Yoongi shakes his head at Jimin’s question. Jimin frowns, but peers at the young villain with a critical eye. “I don’t feel it directly on you, but maybe you’ve used a talisman to hide it,” he mutters, and starts searching through the young man’s pockets. He circles around the young man several times, and as he does so, the line of blue spiritual energy ends up pinning the villain's arms to his sides, leaving him squirming in place and struggling to keep his balance.
The young man laughs manically, something wild in his eyes. “Is this what the Great Sects do? Send out their disciples to feel up strangers at night? Hey, hey! Be careful where you put your hand! I might get excited -”
“Do. Not,” Yoongi grinds out, glaring so coldly at the villain that even Jeongguk feels a shiver of unease.
Jimin steps back, shaking his head. “You really don’t have it. But you have used it. Your energy is all messed up,” he concludes, tilting his head. “Who are you? Are you affiliated with the Gom Sect? I don’t think you are, or if you are, you’re not an official disciple.”
“How can he tell?” Jeongguk mutters.
Taehyung leans around Jeongguk from his hiding place at his back. “His hanbok,” he says, hushed so as to not draw attention to himself, even though he is hiding his face behind his fan. “Look at the make - it’s the kind of streetwear commoners buy. Let alone not having the Gom colors, this guy is clearly rogue. Not even the poorest sect would let a disciple out in clothing that isn’t specially made for a cultivator.”
Jeongguk hadn’t noticed. It’s just clothes, right? But apparently not.
Just who is this guy?
The young man is laughing again. “Who am I? I’m Sungho! And I definitely had what you were looking for, but I got tired of playing with it so I left it somewhere! The locals in that place sure will have fun with it!”
Yoongi and Jimin both look tense at this revelation. Yoongi presses for more information. “Why did you massacre the Gwan Sect?”
Sungho laughs wildly. “They had it coming! They were practically begging for it, strutting around like they were so much better just because they were from a sect! Go ahead and ask anyone in this town! They’ll all tell you about the exact kind of bastards in this sect!”
“You killed children,” Jeongguk says, unable to help himself. There are too many juniors laying desecrated on the ground, kids who were probably too young to even have a nascent core. Maybe adults would deserve this kind of treatment - and that’s unlikely - but punishing the children too is just…depraved.
Sungho releases a derisive snort. “Kids? Who cares about the kids? Nobody cared about me when I was a kid! Gwan Kitae didn’t give a damn that I was a kid when he ruined my finger!”
As one, their group of four all look at Sungho’s hand that is pinned to his side. Taehyung even stops fluttering his fan nervously to get a good look. Indeed, Sungho is missing the smallest finger on his left hand. He’s obviously a cultivator now, but if he was injured badly enough as a child, if his finger was broken, he might have lost it from the injury. Cultivation can only fix so much - it’s why Jimin will probably always be so short since he spent so long on the streets as a child suffering from malnutrition.
“You did all of this…over a finger?” Jeongguk asks slowly.
Sungho’s crazed eyes swing his way. “Of course I did! My finger is my finger! It’s worth more than a dozen lives! They all deserved this for what their leader did to me! None of them spoke up about their sect leader running around, tricking orphans into getting beat up and running over our hands with their carts! I’ve had to live my whole life this way - it’s only right that they no longer get to live at all!”
Jimin steps back, his expression disturbed and serious. He’s looking at Yoongi and they’re having some kind of silent conversation. Jeongguk is just lost. He hates being left in the dark. He should have started this mission with his brother, because if he had, he wouldn’t be so far behind.
Sungho suddenly stops struggling, his crazed eyes widening as he catches on something on the opposite end of the courtyard. Jeongguk only notices because, unlike Jimin and Yoongi, he knows better than to turn his back on someone crazy and, between him and Taehyung, one of them needed to be keeping a close eye on this psycho. Jeongguk follows Sungho’s line of sight and spots two figures balanced on the outer wall of the manor.
One figure is tall, lean, and masculine, dressed in pristine white that seems to glow like the early morning sun. He would look like a Horangi disciple, except he lacks the cold expression and white manggeon. The other figure is noticeably shorter with a feminine figure that is draped in solemn black. Her hair is braided back neatly like any other maiden, but she carries a sword just like her companion.
Female cultivators aren’t rare, exactly - Jeongguk’s mother, Jeon Hyebin, is one of the better-known female cultivators of their time and goes by the moniker Violet Spider due to her infamy. His mother hails from a sect of female cultivators, the Kwon Sect, and so there are dozens of Kwon disciples roaming the country. Great Sects also routinely accept female students who show promise for cultivation. It’s a good practice since coupling cultivators with strong golden cores can make new generations of strong disciples. But still, it’s always somewhat surprising to come across a female cultivator on a nighthunt, especially a young maiden traveling only with a single male disciple.
Something about the appearance of these two seems familiar, somehow. He doesn’t know them, but he feels like he might have heard of them. Two rogue cultivators, a male and female, traveling together. Other than Jimin’s parents, such a pairing isn’t often heard of, so that must mean -
“Damnit!” Sungho shouts. “You bastards again!”
“Dawn and Hyuna?” Jeongguk breathes.
Dawn, the latest disciple of the Immortal Wanderer to come down from the sacred mountain, jumps down from the wall. He turns to offer a hand to Hyuna, the Taoist priestess, as she takes a graceful leap, and then hand-in-hand, they approach the still-captured Sungho.
Jeongguk almost can’t believe his eyes. Dawn and Hyuna are living legends, two cultivators who travel the country to help the people. Their story is frequently talked about in playhouses in every major city, and their skills are among some of the best for cultivators their age. They are probably so often talked about because their relationship is so mysterious. They are devoted to each other and loyal to their shared cause, but they are unmarried and seemingly have no intention of changing this status - and such a thing is truly unheard of in their society. Yet none would dare to speak ill of either or imply anything unsavory about their relationship. Being in their presence, Jeongguk can understand why. There is a level of certainty and peace that emanates from them that deflects any sense of impropriety.
Hyuna is the one who speaks, offering a short bow to Jimin and Yoongi, and then to Jeongguk and Taehyung. “Many thanks for catching this scoundrel. We have been tracking Sungho for months, following a trail of crime and murder since the winter. We are in your debt for preventing his escape.”
“They didn’t prevent shit!” Sungho shouts, struggling in his bindings anew. “Fuck you and fuck them and -”
Sungho’s words become muffled. It isn’t hard to figure that Yoongi has cast the Horangi Sect silence spell. Nice to know it’s just as useful on others as it is on Jimin.
Dawn, meanwhile, has been curiously plucking at Jimin’s tether talisman. “This is very clever work! Who taught you?”
“Many people have taught me, but I invented this myself!” Jimin says proudly. He doesn’t seem to recognize who either Dawn or Hyuna is, but of course he doesn’t - his memory simply doesn’t retain this type of information.
Jeongguk bows respectfully and pointedly says, “We are honored to meet you both, Hyuna of the Taoist Temple and Dawn, disciple of the Immortal Wanderer.”
Jimin gasps. “The Immortal Wanderer?”
Dawn smiles. “Many people have heard of my master.”
Jimin laughs a little. “Of course. But your master is my grandmaster,” he says cheerfully. “My mother was Wanderer Yon.”
Dawn’s eyes widen in recognition. “Wanderer Yon? She left the mountain right before I arrived, but I heard very good things about her. I suppose this would make you my hubae,” he says amicably.
Jeongguk squashes down the jealousy he feels at the belated realization that Dawn is a sort of relative to Jimin and that this would mean Jeongguk isn’t Jimin’s only relative in the world. But Dawn is only a senior disciple to Jimin - he wasn’t Wanderer Yon’s little brother. Jeongguk is still the only one who can claim to be Jimin’s brother, and that is a title no rogue or Horangi disciple will ever be able to claim.
Jimin smiles brightly. “Hello, sunbae! As nice as it is to meet you, I wish it would have been under better circumstances.”
They all look at Sungho, who has fallen silent under the silence spell and is sulking where he stands, unable to move and unable to make noise. Even standing further away, Jeongguk can almost feel the hate radiating off the young villain.
“What are you going to do about him?” Taehyung calls, peeking over Jeongguk’s shoulder.
“He must be punished,” Yoongi says.
“Yes,” Dawn agrees.
“But we can’t exactly take him back to the nearest sect,” Jimin says regretfully. “We’re on a time-sensitive mission and he doesn’t have what we’re looking for.”
“We planned to arrest him and bring him to trial at a Great Sect,” Hyuna says.
Jimin tilts his head. “Wouldn’t that be the Jasujeon Sect?”
Jeongguk’s stomach twists. He really doesn’t want this criminal anywhere near Seokjin - but that’s not his decision to make. Someone like this who has murdered so many people definitely needs to be under the watch of a sect that has enough guards and the Jasujeon Sect is the closest major sect to their current location.
“Your binding talisman is very useful,” Dawn says to Jimin. “Could you teach it to us? It would make transporting Sungho-ssi much easier.”
Jimin, of course, agrees to teach his talisman to Dawn and Hyuna, although he does so away from Sungho so he doesn’t give a free lesson to the young villain. Yoongi silently guards Sungho, who withers under his continual glare like a kicked puppy.
Once Dawn and Hyuna each cast the binding talisman, it isn’t long until they are all making their goodbyes. Jeongguk stands beside Jimin as they all bow at each other. He watches as Dawn and Hyuna walk away with Sungho in custody, looking at the two living legends with awe. He turns to Jimin, ready to comment on his amazement, but he sees that Jimin is looking after the two cultivators with a wistful gaze - a wistful gaze he turns to Yoongi , who shares the charged silence without blinking.
Jeongguk watches this interaction and frowns.
Taehyung really was shopping. He was shopping for the latest silks, the newest fan designs, and the most recently published books to add to his ever-growing collection. He has a whole pouch in his hanbok that can attest to just how much shopping he did as he made the slow, slow journey back home.
He also just so happened to be visiting the informants he’d placed in convenient locations across all the major villages in the country while he shopped. He can be productive when he wants to be, and truth be told, the best place to position a spy is in markets. His network had ever so much to tell him in between his purchases, and as Taehyung learned more about the movements of the Gom Sect, he’d stretched out his return trip home for several more days. The more information he could receive directly from his informants, the less information would be risked in sending messages.
Running into Jeongguk was a surprise, but his friend made a good cover. If his brother managed to track him down, Taehyung could just tell Byunghyun he was building sect relations with another sect heir. It’s not even a lie - and Taehyung does enjoy Jeongguk’s company.
Learning that Jeongguk was searching for Jimin was a surprise, however. Taehyung had assumed Jimin returned to the Mugunghwa Sect when he was expelled, but the fact that he didn’t and that Jeongguk didn’t know his precise location spoke volumes. Jimin may mess around, but he doesn’t neglect his duties.
Taehyung had to stick around to see what Jimin was up to.
He was far less surprised than Jeongguk to see Jimin with Min Yoongi - but mostly because his curiosity outweighed his shock. The two were obviously traveling together, but for what purpose? He could only assume both of their Sect Leaders approved of it, and that meant that whatever Jimin and Yoongi were up to was important. Maybe vitally important. Maybe the kind of important Taehyung needed to know about so he could plan accordingly.
After Dawn and Hyuna leave for the Jasujeon Sect with the criminal Sungho in tow, Jimin leads them to a busy tavern. Based on the way one of the waiters brightens at seeing him (and the wary look the waiter sends Yoongi), Taehyung can only assume they are return customers.
Soon, they are seated around a table that holds three pots of wine, two full and still corked, the other empty. While Taehyung, Jeongguk, and Yoongi settle on cushions, Jimin snags one of the jars and drinks it where he stands. Under the shocked gaze of the waiter, the stony look of disapproval of Yoongi, and Jeongguk’s general exasperation, Jimin wastes no time in finishing both remaining jars. He smacks his lips with a happy sigh, then slings his arm around the young waiter’s shoulders with a gusty smile.
“I’m still standing,” Jimin announces nonsensically.
The waiter looks confused. “What?”
Jimin’s smile widens. “I’m still standing,” he repeats, then looks pointedly at the empty jars.
Taehyung is confused but entertained. He watches avidly as the young boy’s expression transforms from bewilderment to amazement to delight.
“Oh! Doryeong! You really did it!” the waiter gushes. “To be honest, you’re the first person who has ever finished one jar single-handedly, let alone three!”
Jimin preens, obviously proud of himself.
Taehyung whistles, impressed by his alcohol tolerance. His own golden core is too weak for it, but he knows that stronger cultivators aren’t easily drunk since the core can cleanse the toxin of the alcohol almost as quickly as it’s consumed. Still, Jimin is pretty young for such an impressive feat!
Jeongguk rolls his eyes. “Glutton.”
The waiter hugs his wooden serving tray to his chest, looking up at Jimin with starry eyes. “Well then, doryeong, it looks like I do owe you! I’ll always honor a bet!”
Taehyung leans forward eagerly. “What was the bet, Jimin-ah?”
Jimin laughs. “He said he’d take my last name if I could finish three jars!”
Taehyung claps in delight.
“So, doryeong, what’s your last name?” the young waiter prompts.
Jimin’s lips tilt into a smirk. He slides his eyes to Yoongi for a split second and then says, without any hesitation, “Min! My last name is Min!”
Yoongi startles, knocking his knee against the underside of the table. He exhales sharply and looks at Jimin with wide eyes, red creeping up around his ears. He looks away when Jimin winks at him.
Oh? Interesting , Taehyung thinks, quickly bringing his fan up to hide his face.
The waiter wanders away with a new last name, promising to bring some dishes for them, and Jimin sprawls down near the table. His foot knocks into Yoongi’s knee, maybe by accident but probably not given the way he repeatedly taps the side of his boot against the older boy’s leg. Yoongi clenches his hands and stares at Jimin with hard eyes, but Jimin smiles beatifically, utterly unbothered and at ease.
Very interesting!
Jeongguk, meanwhile, is less than impressed by this display. “Stop messing around,” he snaps. He keeps his voice hushed, even as he slaps at Jimin’s arm. “What are you doing? Why aren’t you home? Eomeoni is going to have your head if you don’t get back soon.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “I’m on official business.”
“What kind of official business? If it’s official, I should be here too. Instead, you’re with him ,” Jeongguk says with a mulish glare.
“Gguk-ah, it’s important. It’s a secret mission! I can’t just tell you.” Jimin’s tone is airy, but there is a heavy weight to his stare. A warning.
“What about me, Jimin-ah?” Taehyung asks. He quirks a smile at his friend, glancing around the relatively empty establishment. “Could you tell me? What if we cast a privacy spell?”
Jimin crosses his arms over his chest. “Do you know any privacy spells? Does anyone here know any?”
“I don’t,” Taehyung admits easily. “You don’t have a talisman for that?”
“I’m working on it,” Jimin grumbles in return.
Taehyung waves his fan in a lazy motion. Well, lazy to anyone else. To the person watching him from afar, the signal is clear as day. “Don’t worry,” he says breezily. “I know someone who can cast one.”
Jeongguk looks doubtful. “Oh yeah, who?”
“Eunwoo-ah, of course!” Taehyung exclaims.
“Eunwoo isn’t here,” Jeongguk points out slowly. “Unless you want us to go all the way to Geochang - Oh, gods!”
Jimin almost leaps out of his skin at Jeongguk’s sudden shout, somehow nearly ending up on Yoongi’s lap. Yoongi glares at the new arrival over Jimin’s shoulder, yet doesn’t seem bothered by Jimin’s close proximity since he makes no moves to push the younger boy away. Jimin twists his head and relaxes, scooting closer to Yoongi to make room for the person joining their group.
“Where did you come from?” Jeongguk demands, pushing hair away from his face.
“I’ve been here,” Eunwoo says.
Taehyung smiles proudly. “He’s been here the whole time!”
“What are you, a sulsa?” Jimin jokes. “Melting out of the shadows like that. Is it a talisman, or are you dampening your spiritual presence? I didn’t sense you at all!”
Eunwoo shrugs his shoulders in a relaxed manner, catching Taehyung’s eyes. Let them think what they want. The truth is close to Jimin’s guess, anyway. Eunwoo is undergoing a type of training that would, in any other circumstances, make him an ideal sulsa for the current king. But Eunwoo is a cultivator and more importantly, he is loyal to Taehyung. Everything he is learning is so he can help Taehyung further his goals - and traveling around is a good opportunity to refine some of the cloak-and-dagger techniques Eunwoo has been diligently working on.
“Should I cast the ward?” Eunwoo asks Taehyung, and Taehyung nods. He leans his shoulder against Eunwoo as the spell is cast, immediately creating a bubble of silence around their table.
Jeongguk’s expression is twisted in a familiar combination of reluctant admiration and mild envy, likely because he has a complex about being the youngest among them. Jimin is vocal about his appreciation, though, and Yoongi’s expression grows icier because of it, not that Jimin notices.
“Now that we have some privacy, tell us about this mission of yours,” Taehyung says.
Still, Jimin looks hesitant and Yoongi adopts a very blank visage, more so than usual. In a now-familiar fashion, the two look at each other and seem to have a conversation that consists entirely of minute twitches of eyebrows from Yoongi and a range of expressions from Jimin. Finally, Jimin sighs and looks at the rest of them with resignation.
“It’s like this….”
As Jimin tells the details about this mission he and Yoongi are on, Taehyung gradually stops waving his fan, his brows drawing together as he listens. This is - not what he expected. Although, considering how secretive even Jimin was being, maybe he should have anticipated something like this.
Yin-infused metal with a history of causing untold bloodshed being collected by the Gom Sect.
It’s a disaster in the making. How are two Great Sects entrusting just two disciples with something like this? Even if Jimin and Yoongi are the most gifted cultivators in their generation, it’s still too much. But then - Taehyung can see the reasoning, too. Nobody would suspect teenage disciples of looking for pieces of yin metal, whereas a group of adult cultivators would raise some eyebrows. Any oddness about traveling teenagers can be easily written off as rebellion.
Still, it’s reckless - far more reckless than he would have ever expected from the Horangi Sect, at the very least. The fact that they haven’t been successful in tracking down any traces, since apparently, the yin energy Jimin sensed in this town was solely from the massacre of the Gwan Sect, is especially concerning.
Are they searching for remaining pieces, or walking right into a trap set by the Gom Sect to obtain the last piece from the Horangi Sect?
Taehyung doesn’t know. But he intends to find out.
“So,” he says once Jimin finishes. “Where do we go next?”
Namjoon is summoned in the late morning. He leaves Dohoon in the relative safety of their room suite and accepts the escort of Gom disciple guards to the innermost sanctum of Nightless City.
Lee Chungwoo is seated on his throne, his hands steepled together as he gazes at a dark abyss of yin energy gathered in the room, held together only by faltering talismans and the pieces of blackened fairy heart the sect leader covets. Around the dark abyss, people with deadened gazes stand and sway, black veins crawling up their skin. From previous examinations, Namjoon knows these people are nearly more dead than alive, holding onto life with a thin thread. Puppets.
The room is so steeped in resentment that Namjoon’s stomach churns immediately and it’s all he can do to swallow down nausea. He keeps his eyes carefully trained away from the shackled people who have been poisoned with the yin metal and does not meet Lee Chungwoo’s eyes directly as he bows in greeting, and then kneels to await his new orders.
“Sungho has been arrested,” Lee Chungwoo announces.
Sungho? Namjoon’s mind lights up in realization. He can’t say that he’s surprised to learn the crazed youth was arrested - he’s even glad for it, given the way Sungho liked to bully Dohoon. As for whether Sungho will stay arrested, or if he will manage to escape from whoever has custody over him…
It’s enough, for now, to know that Dohoon will have peace.
But Namjoon does not understand why Lee Chungwoo is telling him this. He frowns.
“Sungho stole a piece of yin metal, a sliver from a larger shard. You are to retrieve it,” Chungwoo orders. “Leave immediately. I believe you know that you should be subtle.”
Namjoon dips his head. “Yes, Sect Leader.”
“Get out.” Lee Chungwoo pauses. “Your brother will stay here.”
Namjoon swallows, nodding again. He wastes no time, striding out of the room with purposeful steps that hopefully mask the new anxiety flowing through him. Dohoon has to stay here without Namjoon’s protection. He hates it. But he’s in no position to argue.
Namjoon is always ready to leave at a moment’s notice, a bag already packed with money, medical supplies, and the bare essentials. He warns Dohoon to stay in their rooms as much as possible, or to feign sick if Lee Hayool or Lee Donggun try to summon him. Dohoon assures him with a tiny smile and wide, round eyes, and Namjoon leaves with a stone sinking in his stomach.
He does not put too much thought into wondering why Lee Chungwoo assigned this task to him. It could be any number of reasons, such as to keep Namjoon under his thumb or simply because the sect leader is too paranoid to trust either of his sons with the task. It doesn’t matter why Namjoon has this task. What matters is that he can complete this task perfectly, otherwise he might not be able to live with the consequences.
But can he live with the consequences of making it easier for a tyrant to complete his life’s work?
There are no easy answers.
Namjoon isn’t sure where to start. He stares at a map as he leaves Gom Sect territory and wonders where someone like Sungho would have gone, or at the least, where he would have hidden that sliver of yin metal. He has to assume Sungho no longer has the piece on him, or else Lee Chungwoo might have sent Namjoon to break Sungho out of prison. The Gom Sect territory is so northern that it’s unlikely Sungho would have traveled further north - but if he wanted to leave the country, he might have gone west.
Namjoon goes west. He rides the sword in carefully-time increments that give his golden core enough time to recover while still making significant travel progress. He travels for several days, trying to feel for any strong concentrations of yin energy. He does not find the yin metal. But he does stumble across several small nighthunts, which he takes care of with his silver needles from afar, only ever stopping just long enough to ensure a ghoul or beast is properly put down.
And then he passes through Jasujeon territory, and in one of the loud villages, he learns about Sungho being escorted to Jasujeon Tower by rogue cultivators. Well. That would explain why Lee Chungwoo wasn’t too concerned about Sungho’s fate. The Jasujeon Sect Leader is a collector, but he’s also too terrified of Lee Chungwoo to do anything that might displease the Gom Sect. Although Namjoon doubts Lee Chungwoo values Sungho enough to extradite him from the Jasujeon Sect, it’s likely that Sungho has just found a new sanctuary.
Not long after hearing about Sungho, Namjoon passes through another village on the western coast where he spies a curious collection of travelers. Park Jimin, Jeon Jeongguk, Kim Taehyung, and Min Yoongi linger just long enough in the town that Namjoon is able to gather they are searching for nighthunts.
How odd , he thinks. Usually, intersect nighthunts are only done near discussion conferences, but the next conference in Nightless City is a year away.
Still, not wanting to draw attention to himself, Namjoon does not reveal his presence. Park Jimin, in particular, would be far too curious about what Namjoon is up to. Namjoon makes sure to rent a room on the far side of the town and stays inside the entire night, planning to leave right when dawn breaks.
But when he goes downstairs in the morning, he is greeted by more familiar faces. Jung Hoseok and Kim Seokjin are checking into the inn. Namjoon halts in the middle of the stairs, freezing in place when Hoseok’s soft brown eyes find his.
“Namjoon!” Hoseok greets with a bright, heart-shaped smile.
Namjoon’s heart thuds. What should he do? He’s already been seen. He, unfortunately, doesn’t have the ability to turn invisible. He does have herbs that could create amnesic effects, but…
Namjoon draws his shoulders back when Kim Seokjin’s far-less-friendly gaze settles on him. He continues down the stairs and pointedly takes a seat at one of the tables, setting his bag down beside him. He is not suspicious. He is having breakfast.
Hoseok bustles over, his narrow, handsome face still set with a friendly expression. He sits down with little hesitation and immediately asks about Namjoon’s well-being. He even asks about Dohoon, calling him Namjoon’s little shadow .
Namjoon clears his throat. “Ah, Dohoon-ah wasn’t feeling well, so he is staying at home while I search for herbs.”
“You have to come all the way to Jasujeon Sect territory to find herbs?” Kim Seokjin asks skeptically as he settles down across the table. He taps his fingers on the wood, waving at the waiter to silently request two more breakfast servings.
Namjoon remains unfazed. “Herbs vital for good medicine are grown all over the country. Some herbs can only be grown in the west, some can only be found in the south. I have tried growing every herb I need in the north, but I haven’t been successful,” he says honestly. Farming medicinal herbs continues to be one of the great challenges in Namjoon’s life, although it is a challenge he is more than happy to fixate on compared to other challenges he faces.
“Don’t you have apprentices?” Seokjin presses, perhaps rightfully suspicious of Namjoon.
“I do,” Namjoon acknowledges. He pours a cup of tea for himself, and then two others to be polite. “But I like to select herbs myself. Only the best can make adequate medicine. It’s easier if I source the herbs personally.”
All truthful statements. Namjoon even has some rare herbs in his bag. He never knows when he can make trips out of Nightless City, so he always takes the opportunity to gather or buy herbs when he does.
He is not suspicious at all.
“I’m glad to run into you so soon after the lectures,” Hoseok says amicably, baldly ignoring Seokjin’s skepticism with his good nature. “We’re searching for nighthunts, but we haven’t found many. It seems that rogue cultivators have cleaned up the territory very well.”
Namjoon hums behind his teacup. Rogue cultivators, or perhaps a gaggle of sect disciples wandering around Jasujeon territory. He says nothing to dissuade Hoseok’s belief.
“Are you staying for another day?” Hoseok asks.
Namjoon shakes his head. “I’m afraid not.”
“Ah. Then, where are you going next?”
How much to say? Namjoon opts for as much truth as he can. Lying may be a necessity in his life, but he does not like to lie if he doesn’t have to. And, oddly, he does not want to lie to Hoseok.
“I wanted to check the mountain in the next town,” he says. “I heard there is a dense field of reishi mushroom there of exceptional quality.”
“We can go with you,” Hoseok offers.
“Hoseok,” Seokjin warns.
Hoseok lifts his brows. “What? Hyung, if there are no nighthunts, then that means we have to go back to Jasujeon Tower. Do you really want to go back so soon?”
Seokjin’s expression sours. “Fine. We can go mushroom hunting.”
Hoseok looks back at Namjoon expectantly. “So, what do you say? Care for some company?”
It would be better for Namjoon to say no. It would be better if he could make some excuse to shake Hoseok off. It would be easier to finish his mission for Lee Chungwoo without eyes on him.
And yet, he finds himself reluctant. The words of rejection simply won’t come to him.
Traveling with others is less convenient, but the cover is better , he tells himself. After all, if he’s with the third young master of the Jasujeon Sect and the Jasujeon Head Disciple, nobody will look twice at him for being so far away from his sect territory.
Namjoon is good at balance. It is a skill he has had to cultivate along with building his golden core and mastering medicine. He can protect his cover, find rare herbs he genuinely needs, and locate the missing sliver of yin metal all at the same time. If the metal isn’t in Jasujeon territory, he will make excuses and continue traveling through other territories until he exhausts all his efforts.
He can balance these tasks. He can.
“Company would be great.”
As the son of farmers, Hoseok knows a thing or two about foraging. He can’t say he’s ever spent a lot of time looking for mushrooms in particular, but he’s no stranger to hiking through nature in search of herbs that can be used for medicine. He expected trekking up the mountain to look for Namjoon’s medicinal mushrooms to be similar. He expected Seokjin to flinch and snap at anything with wings. He expected the task to take a few hours, which would allow him and Seokjin to make the excuse of staying in town instead of traveling at night.
He did not expect to stumble across a group of familiar faces. What were the honest odds of finding Park Jimin and Min Yoongi, Kim Taehyung, and even Jeon Jeongguk all on the same mountain at the same time?
And if Hoseok did not expect to find his peers on the mountain, then he definitely didn’t expect to find them battling it out against an animated statue of sorts. Definitely a corrupted spirit who had taken refuge in the cave and had, evidently, been disturbed by unwelcome visitors.
Hoseok ducks down, narrowly missing a long stone arm to the head, and looks to anybody for some sort of answer or explanation. With everyone else being too occupied finding cover, no answers are forthcoming.
He catches Jimin’s eye. Jimin, of course, smiles widely, completely unbothered by the chaos and danger around them. “Hoseok-hyung!”
Somewhere to Hoseok’s left, he hears Seokjin curse, followed by the sound of rock crashing into rock. Jeongguk, meanwhile, has taken the bow and quiver off Jimin’s back and is occupying himself by firing arrows at the animated statue. It doesn’t do much good. The statute is made of pure stone and stands nearly seven feet. The arrows bounce off it with a clatter. It doesn’t even notice.
“What’s going on? Why is that statue attacking us? What are you doing here?” Hoseok spits out frantically.
Jimin scrunches his face. “Us? We’re here because we heard there was a haunted altar! What are you doing here?”
Hoseok rolls abruptly to dodge another wild hit from the statue. “We’re helping Namjoon find mushrooms!” he shouts.
Namjoon, for his part, has stayed as far away from the statue as possible, seemingly struck by the horror of it. His face is ashen. Any other time, Hoseok would ask him why he looks like he was reliving his worst memory but now, there just isn’t time. It’s good enough that Namjoon is staying out of the way. As a doctor, he might not have too many offensive skills to help.
“There aren’t any mushrooms here!” Taehyung screeches. He had, up to that point, been doing his best to hide behind Jeongguk, but Jeongguk had launched a more direct attack on the statue with Yoongi, which had left Taehyung without any cover. “There is only death! Imminent death!”
Jimin laughs. “It’s not that bad!”
“You’re insane ,” Seokjin shouts.
Jimin doesn’t look very bothered by this declaration. He has crouched down, staying just out of the statue’s line of sight as he does some kind of critical examination. His face is so animated - Hoseok can practically see the thoughts passing through his head, and so he quickly follows Jimin’s lead when he lays out a plan to take down the statue.
It’s easy following Jimin. He sounds so certain, he looks so confident - and Hoseok knows how smart he is. Even with five sect heirs in the cave, they all follow Jimin’s lead without hesitation.
Jimin says something about unbalanced yin energy that Hoseok honestly can’t follow. Jimin tells Yoongi to take out his zither, tells Jeongguk where to aim, directs Hoseok on where to swing his sword, tells Seokjin to summon (and explode) one of the Jasujeon messenger butterflies, and finally instructs Taehyung to cover his head. He doesn’t give any orders to Namjoon but, Namjoon is a doctor - there isn’t much he can do at the moment other than stay out of the way with Taehyung. Jimin takes out a sheaf of talisman paper, sending out and activating a dozen that bind and immobilize the statue just long enough for their combined efforts to essentially dismember the statue at its weakest points. It all happens very quickly and soon enough, the seven of them are standing in a cave full of rubble and rock dust.
“That was fun!” Jimin cheers. One side of his face is covered in a fine layer of reddish dust. “What a challenge!”
Jeongguk snorts, passing back the borrowed bow and quiver. “Relax. Not everyone has the same death wish you do.”
“You used all my arrows,” Jimin complains, examining the empty quiver.
“So collect them,” Jeongguk says.
“You’re such a bully for a younger brother,” Jimin retorts. He goes to collect the arrows, then stops short when Yoongi hands him a bundle of salvaged arrows with an impassive face. Jimin beams. “Hyung! Thank you! You’re the best!”
Jeongguk rolls his eyes.
Taehyung emerges cautiously from his hiding place, fluttering his fan nervously. He gives the destroyed statue a dubious look, kicking at one of the smaller pieces of rubble hesitantly. He relaxes when there is no sign the statue rubble will be possessed again.
“Was the statue like this when you came?” Seokjin asks briskly. He’s standing taller and prouder than he usually does, but he notably isn’t looking directly at Jeongguk.
“Why do you need to know?” Jimin asks, crossing his arms over his chest. “Are you accusing us of something?”
Seokjin narrows his eyes. “This is my sect’s territory.”
Hoseok clears his throat. “What he means is that, since this is Jasujeon territory, we will have to make a report about this. It would be helpful if we knew whether the statute animated spontaneously, or if the villagers in the nearby town have been suffering.”
“We sensed a disturbance,” Yoongi answers blandly. He sends Jimin a quelling look and Jimin huffs. “The statue was already active when we arrived.”
Seokjin looks pensive at this news. It’s not great to find a problem like this, particularly since this could have caused a lot of destruction. It’s good luck that they were all here, actually.
“Can we go now? This place is so creepy.” Taehyung shivers.
Jimin shrugs. “I guess. The statue seems settled now -”
“Oh!” Namjoon gasps from the cave entrance. He backs up several steps, his dark dragon-shaped eyes wide in shock. If possible, he looks even paler than before.
“Incoming trouble,” a voice says, and from out of nowhere, Cha Eunwoo emerges with a grim face.
Hoseok startles. “Where did you come from?”
“I think he’s coming from the shadows,” Jimin says in a stage whisper.
“What?”
Taehyung practically melts in relief when Eunwoo reaches his side. In spite of the warning of new trouble, he manages to adopt a cheery tone when he says, “Eunwoo-ah is working on new skills!”
Hoseok blinks. What kind of skills….? Given the deep black of Eunwoo’s hanbok and durumagi and the way he appeared out of nowhere, it brings to mind only one possibility. ”Like a sulsa?”
He could see how those skills would be useful. Maybe he could ask Eunwoo about it.
“Now isn’t the time!” Seokjin snaps. He has moved to the cave entrance and shakes his head rapidly. “We have more than a little trouble. There’s something wrong .”
Hoseok moves lithely to Seokjin’s side and blanches. Coming up the steep hill to the cave is a mob of people, but they aren’t quite right. All of them have white eyes and black veins crawling up their skin as they shuffle forward. If he didn’t know any better, he would think the crowd of people were fierce corpses. But they look alive - kind of. There is a flush to their skin and more fluidity to their shuffling movements that speaks to a lack of rigor mortis.
Jimin goes to the mouth of the cave and makes a low noise of interest. He looks back at Yoongi for some reason and Yoongi nods, grim as ever.
Namjoon eyes the two of them warily, but when he looks at the puppets, he looks more than a little haunted.
Hoseok doesn’t know what any of these unspoken things mean. He does know that he doesn’t want to be caught in the middle of those zombie-like people. “What’s wrong with them?” Hoseok asks Jimin, because if anyone would know, wouldn’t it be Park Jimin? And Jimin would answer him, whereas Yoongi and Namjoon might not.
“That’s a good question!” Jimin answers with more cheer than the situation calls for. He draws his sword and slides into the fluid Mugunghwa opening stance.
“No,” Yoongi says, his low tone breaking through the cave. They all look at him, but Jimin is more openly puzzled.
“Huh?”
“They aren’t dead yet,” Yoongi says. “You said it - before. Look more closely.”
Jimin frowns, and then a look of realization crosses his face.
Jeongguk adjusts his stance, sword in hand, ready to fight. “What are we waiting for, then? Let’s get rid of them.”
“They’re still alive, Gguk-ah,” Jimin says, putting away his sword. “We can’t kill living beings.”
“They are?”
“For now. They’re puppets, possessed by a dark spell.” Jimin pauses, glancing at Namjoon. “There’s probably a way to save them.”
Seokjin curls his lip. “If there is, then do it. Quickly.”
“Oh, I have no idea how to!” Jimin confesses with a grin. He looks at the crowd growing closer and sketches a talisman into the air. The lines of the talisman transform into a cool-toned blue net stretching across the mouth of the cave - and just in time. The spiritual net-ward-thing creates a neat barrier between their group and the groaning masses. Hoseok has never seen anything like it, but it repels the reaching arms and scratching hands of the not-undead with ease.
The barrier put in place, Jimin puts his hands on his hips and tilts his head, seemingly deep in thought. Beside him, Seokjin clicks his tongue, glaring at the puppets distrustfully.
Taehyung has huddled into Eunwoo’s side, peeking fearfully at the puppets through the barrier. “Did we fall into a trap? Why am I always so unlucky?”
Eunwoo pats Taehyung’s shoulder. “If it is a trap, then it has failed.”
Has it ? Hoseok wonders. Here they are, trapped in a cave as if by design. It’s lucky that they’ve managed to destroy the statue before the puppets arrived, but all the same, they can’t leave the cave when there are over two dozen bodies to get through that they can’t harm. Trapped is still trapped no matter which way he looks at it.
“Don’t you have some kind of talisman that can blast them away?” Jeongguk asks. He has yet to sheath his sword, keeping it in hand with an eagle eye on the barrier.
Jimin shakes his head. “Not one that won’t hurt them. Yoongi-hyung, do you have any ideas?”
“Run,” Yoongi says.
Taehyung whines. “Run? How can we run? There’s so many!”
“If we’re fast enough…” Jeongguk tries to reason.
“Is that a good idea?” Taehyung frets. “Aren’t we courting death if we do? I really don’t want to die!”
Privately, Hoseok agrees. He’s a cultivator so he’s grown accustomed to creatures that go bump in the night - but fierce corpses have also always disturbed him, and puppet humans possessed by some unholy energy aren’t much better. Yet, they can’t just stay here and hope the puppets go away.
“Taehyung-ah, don’t worry too much,” Jimin says with his usual blustering confidence. “Just hold onto Eunwoo. He’ll keep you safe! But don’t trip - if you fall, we might not be able to save you.”
Taehyung does not look comforted at all.
Namjoon steps forward, tension running a fine line through his shoulders. His face is set with determination, though, and so Hoseok listens closely when he speaks. Namjoon clears his throat and says, “I may have an idea…Jimin-ssi, do you have any spare talisman paper?”
Instead of answering, Jimin looks to Yoongi in askance. Yoongi pulls a sheaf of papers out of his sleeve, passing it along to Namjoon wordlessly. Hoseok watches the exchange, bemused. Does Jimin not have any blank paper, or is Min Yoongi really carrying Jimin’s tools for him?
Namjoon crouches down, spreading a few talisman sheets across the cave floor. He pulls a needle from his sleeve to prick his finger, drawing just enough blood to carefully sketch out a talisman. “This is a Sonamu Sect talisman that has fallen into disuse thanks to better medicine,” he explains. “But it can attract the consciousness of comatose patients. These…people are somewhat similar. It may work.”
Hoseok looks at the talisman and looks lost at how advanced it is. He’s not the only one, either. Most cultivators only learn basic talismans. Jimin is the only one who seems to understand the complex array of symbols and he must approve because he makes a faint sound of excitement as he eagerly snatches up one of the completed talismans to study intently.
Well. If Jimin is convinced and if Namjoon thinks it will work, who is Hoseok to argue?
“Let’s give it a shot,” he says.
And then they do.
Seokjin has been nighthunting since he was fourteen. He has seen some seriously disturbing things. He has plenty of experience. But nothing will ever fully prepare someone for human puppets intent on clawing off faces with dirty fingernails and wailing moans. Seokjin rushed out of the cave in the middle of the pack and used his cultivator speed to put distance between himself and the possessed commoners.
When he arrives at the clearing just down the hill from the cave, his heart is hammering and he can only watch warily as his group prepares to contend with the puppets. Being out in the open is far better than being stuck in a cave - but all the same, Seokjin is also struck by the impossibility of the situation. They’re being attacked, but they can’t attack living beings back. The only thing they can do is somehow cleanse the people, but even Seokjin knows that Horangi cleansing spells aren’t designed for non-cultivators or beings who aren’t undead. Their only option is to trust that Kim Namjoon knows what he’s doing.
And that means placing their trust in the Gom Sect by extension. Which is not the best option, even in bleak circumstances like this.
But if Seokjin believes anything about people, it’s that they can be selfish. Nobody here wants to die. Making a whole farce about some seldom-used medical talisman would be pointless.
And Park Jimin seemed to approve of the talisman. And Jeongguk trusts his brother. So Seokjin will trust Jeongguk.
The puppets catch up to them quickly. There has been just enough time for Jimin to maneuver himself into a position to use a different sort of talisman, one that binds all the puppets together. Jimin alone doesn’t have the strength to hold the binding light secure, but Jeongguk offers his help and the puppets shuffle to an almost stand-still.
Seokjin watches warily as Kim Namjoon approaches the puppets, gingerly attaching a talisman to each of them. Many of the puppets respond by groaning even louder than before, but the groans sound less aggressive and more confused.
“I think it’s working,” Hoseok says beside him, although his tone is cautiously optimistic.
Is it working? It might be working. Seokjin doesn’t know. It doesn’t seem like Kim Taehyung knows either because he’s still clinging to his guard’s back, well out of range from the puppets.
“The enchantment is too strong,” Namjoon says regretfully, stepping back when one of the puppets takes a lazy swipe at him. “There’s something keeping it active. I can’t fully call their conscious minds forward.”
“Could we try suppression methods?” Hoseok asks.
Namjoon looks pensive. Unsure. Even that loudmouth Park Jimin isn’t saying anything.
Out of the corner of his eye, Seokjin sees a dark shape flash through the sky, a smoky vapor behind it as it disappears behind a tree. And then another, but this one is coming toward them, circling overhead.
Seokjin doesn’t have any long-range weapons. He does have a rock, though, which he picks up, infuses with spiritual energy, and lobs at the owl. The rock hits the mark and the owl screeches, drawing the attention of the rest of his group.
“The dire owl,” Yoongi says.
Jimin wrinkles his nose. “That damn bird again.
“Hyung, you shoot it, I’ll hold the tether,” Jeongguk says and Jimin complies, quickly notching an arrow and shooting down the dire owl.
Dire owl….The Gom Sect?
Seokjin looks at Namjoon with blatant distrust, but he looks scared to see the dire owl. Annexed to the Gom Sect isn’t necessarily the same as being part of the Gom Sect, Seokjin knows. Namjoon is just as trapped as the rest of them. Probably.
“There was another one,” he says. “Flew to the east.”
“Someone needs to go after it,” Jeongguk says. His face is red from the exertion of holding the binding talisman around the puppets, a lone bead of sweat dripping down his face. His eyes are hard, dark purple and utterly focused.
Taehyung whines again. “Go after it? No, no! We should just leave!”
Namjoon shakes his head. “We can’t leave - I can’t leave. These people need help.”
“Can they even be saved?” Hoseok asks doubtfully.
“You said there was a lingering enchantment,” Jimin says to Namjoon. He tilts his head. “Could the dire owls be anchoring the spell?”
Namjoon frowns.
Yoongi is the one who answers. “Dire owls are magic creations. They are powered by talismans and intent. A dire owl could anchor a dark spell.”
Jimin nods. “I think so too, Yoongi-hyung. If we get rid of the last owl, it could break the spell on these people…Could that save them?”
Namjoon hesitates to answer again.
Jimin rolls his eyes. “I don’t care why you’re here. You probably didn’t stumble across any of us accidentally,” he says boldly, uncaring when Namjoon flinches. “But if you know how to get these people back to normal, you should. It’s your duty as a doctor.”
Namjoon presses his lips together. He doesn’t meet anyone’s gaze, but his tone is sincere - and guilty. But is it true guilt or guilt by association? “If you can break the enchantment, I can heal them.”
Jimin claps his hands together. “That’s the plan, then. Yoongi-hyung and I will go after the owl and -”
“Hey!” Jeongguk interrupts. “Why do you and he get to go? He can stay and I’ll go with you!”
Jimin puts his hands on his hips. “Jeongguk-ah, how can I ask you to leave with me? Your hands are already full!”
Jeongguk flushes. “That’s not - Someone else can hold the tether.”
Jimin nods. “You’re right. You do need help to keep everyone contained!” Jimin turns around and looks right at Seokjin. “Kim doryeon-nim, would you mind lending a hand?”
“Jimin!”
Seokjin’s neck heats up. “I’ll help,” he agrees. He steps up to Jeongguk’s side and takes a length of the spiritual rope. He does not think about how close they have to stand or how easy it would be to touch their hands together.
“That’s it?” Taehyung yelps from behind Eunwoo. “You’re just going to leave us like this?”
Jimin blinks in obvious confusion. “The puppets are bound. What more can I do?”
“Barrier spell,” Yoongi suggests.
“Around us, or around them?” Hoseok quickly asks. He’s drifted closer to Namjoon, probably to keep an eye on the doctor so he can’t escape.
Jimin hums. Without a word, he casts the same barrier spell from the cave - but instead of the barrier forming around only the puppets, it forms a dome over the puppets and the rest of them. Immediately, Hoseok and Eunwoo unsheath their swords, facing the puppets still bound by the tether. If the puppets get loose, at least there are two swords prepared to protect them while they’re once again trapped with the puppets.
“Park Jimin!” Seokjin snaps. “Do you want us to die?”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Don’t be so dramatic. The binding is secure for at least another half hour,” he says. Jimin looks at Jeongguk. “I trust you can protect them well. The barrier should last for long enough for hyung and I to hunt down the owl. But if we fail…you can’t let these puppets hurt more people. Do you understand?”
Jeongguk nods grimly.
Seokjin understands, too. To protect more people, they might have to kill the living puppets if the enchantment anchored by the dire owl can’t be broken. It’s the worst possible outcome - but a realistic one. Seokjin may not like it, but he sees the merit of the barrier now.
They are cultivators. They have to protect as many people as possible. Even if protecting more people means making victims out of others.
“Hurry,” Seokjin commands. “We’ll do what we have to do.”
Yoongi keeps close to Jimin’s side as they track the dire remaining dire owl. They are moving quickly, fueled by cultivation that keeps their breaths even and their feet light on the ground. Jimin is carrying his bow in one hand, the other grasping an arrow - ready to shoot at a moment’s notice, though the owl is moving much faster than they are and is taking advantage of the shadows cast by the trees.
Jimin seems unperturbed by the challenge. “It’s so strange,” he says, offering Yoongi a happy smile. Yoongi can only stare, helplessly caught by the other boy’s brightness, even as he continues on to say absurd things. “I know this might be dangerous, but I’m not scared at all. Let me tell you, I’ve been wanting to kill that owl ever since I saw it at the lectures! Who knew I would get to add two to my kill count today?”
The dire owl is a messenger spell for the Gom Sect, but everyone also knows that the owl is a tool for spying. Who knows what the Gom Sect has learned by now…
“Do you think it’s been following us, or was it supposed to only follow Namjoon?” Jimin wonders.
Yoongi shakes his head. There were two owls. Perhaps there were different missions for each owl. Or perhaps not, since it seems that the only way to break the puppet enchantment is to kill both owls.
As they track the owl deeper into the forest, following hooting echoes that seem to come from three different directions, a mist starts to swirl around their feet. The mist is thick - unnatural, especially for the late summer heat. It’s an obscure array that Yoongi has only read about, but it’s unmistakable.
“Maze array,” he warns, summoning up more of his energy to keep his mind clear. It’s difficult. A maze array is designed to disorient and confuse. He has no doubt that whoever is controlling the dire owl has set the maze array to shake them off.
In his pocket, sealed away, Yoongi can feel the distant, dull throb of the yin metal. The metal had also reacted to the possessed statue, drawn to answering energy in the stone. He thinks - dreads - that a shard of yin metal might have already been collected by the dire owl. Now, he has to be on guard. He can’t let the owl get this piece, too.
“Oh, a maze array! I’ve only read about these,” Jimin says with obvious fascination.
“Keep your mind clear,” Yoongi tells him. “Circulate your energy.”
“I’ve always been awful at meditation,” Jimin complains. Nevertheless, Yoongi can sense a subtle calming of JImin’s energy. “We should split up, see who can find the owl first.”
“Splitting up would be a bad idea,” Yoongi disagrees. “We are less vulnerable together.”
Jimin side-eyes him with an intelligent gleam. “But what if the person controlling the owl is also here? Shouldn’t we go after them, as well?”
It’s a good point. Dire owls are complex spells. It would be impossible to cast one from a considerable distance - and that means the caster has to be nearby. Finding the caster may be a faster way of breaking the puppet enchantment.
So Yoongi agrees. He will try to find the caster and Jimin will pursue the owl with his bow. They will have to be quick as there is no telling how differently time moves inside a maze array. It could be that they have been here for too long and the spells Jimin left with their peers have already faded away.
Yoongi leaves Jimin. He does not like it.
But Yoongi is an expert in doing things he does not like. He keeps his breathing centered and his mind calm, using his energy to push away the maze array that digs to confuse his senses. He uses the glare of his sword to light his way through the darkening forest. He is glad for his quick reflexes when he comes across a masked and cloaked person chanting out a spell. The person immediately launches a fireball at him, followed by a wild swing of a heavy blade.
Yoongi meets the attack slash for slash. The skill of the other person - an assassin or maybe a direct disciple of the Gom Sect - is close to his own, but Yoongi uses his strength to his best advantage, drawing blood from his opponent soon enough.
His opponent draws back. From beneath the dark mask, a disembodied voice says, “You’re busy with me, but what about your friend? He’s having fun with my owl.”
Jimin -
“But thank you for bringing the last piece of the yin metal to me,” his opponent says, the smirk almost audible. “I’ll be sure to tell my father how reliable the Horangi Sect is.”
His father? Then, that would mean this is one of Lee Chungwoo’s sons -
Yoongi’s reflexes are fast, but he is not fast enough to stop his opponent from summoning the sealed pouch containing the yin metal. It rips from his durumagi with viscous speed and slaps into a leather-gloved hand.
Yoongi holds himself still, resisting the urge to spring after the pouch. Doing so, he thinks, would get him killed. Or worse - bring ire down on his sect. He limits himself to a seething glower, curling his fingers hard enough around the hilt of his sword that there is an audible creak of protest.
He watches mutely as the pouch is placed into a pocket and bites his tongue when Lee Chungwoo’s masked son says, “You should go save your friend. My owl is bloodthirsty!”
The masked Gom Sect heir bounds away and Yoongi tries not to drown in the turmoil of his failure - and he has failed, categorically and astronomically. He has lost the yin metal. He has inadvertently helped the Gom Sect retrieve all the yin metal pieces.
He feels nauseous. But -
Jimin . Jimin needs him.
The maze array is still active and strong, so it takes some time before Yoongi can track Jimin’s location. When he does, he finds the other boy with a heavy chain around his neck and a dead owl in his hands, neck freshly snapped. There are dark bruises already forming around the column of Jimin’s throat and his eyes are red, a little wild at the corners.
“Jimin,” Yoongi breathes, discarding his sword to kneel by the other boy’s side. He reaches out to assess Jimin’s injuries, but Jimin flinches away from his touch - and then drops the dead owl, scuttling away with heaving breaths.
Yoongi can only imagine what happened. Somehow, Jimin had almost been strangled by that chain, and instead of shooting down the owl, Jimin had to kill it with his bare hands. There are scratches from the owl’s talons all over Jimin’s hands, tears in the sleeves of his clothes. He fought for his life while Yoongi was busy losing the yin metal.
They fell into the enemy’s trap. They fell and they failed.
“Hyung?” Jimin asks, his tone meek.
Yoongi lifts his eyes, taking in Jimin’s watery silver eyes, the whisps of warm blond hair dancing around his face. His chest aches. “Breathe, Jimin,” he says calmly. “I am here.”
Jimin nods, still looking a little lost. But in an example of his remarkable ability to rebound, Jimin staggers to his feet, the maze array dissipating as the body of the dire owl evaporates. “We should get back. Make sure the enchantment has been lifted. Did you find the caster?”
Yoongi drops his eyes. “Yes.”
“Someone from the Gom Sect, I bet,” Jimin mutters.
“Yes.” Yoongi draws a deep breath. “I no longer have the yin metal piece.”
Jimin bites his lip. “Ah. Well. We should have expected that,” he says, taking the news in stride. He rubs at the bruises on his throat as he bends down to retrieve his dropped bow and quiver, tucking them both over his shoulder. “Come on, hyung.”
Yoongi wordlessly walks by Jimin’s side as they return to their group. He relishes these short moments, knowing that once he returns to his sect to report his failure, he may not see Jimin again for months. Yoongi finds that he misses Jimin already, even when he can see Jimin working with Namjoon and Hoseok to help the commoners recover from the puppet enchantment. He misses Jimin while they all discuss going back to their sects and updating their leaders on what has transpired. He misses Jimin even before Jimin says goodbye.
Yoongi stands back and watches as Jimin and Jeongguk walk southwest. Jimin waves at him until he is just a speck in the distance being herded along by his younger brother, his bright smile illuminating the twilight and settling deep into Yoongi's veins.
Yoongi breathes out, slow and controlled. He gathers himself, locking back his emotions, and mounts his sword. It's time to go home.
Notes:
Taoism in Korea - Taoism came to Korea during the Three Kingdoms period; in Taoism, there are many female members of clergy, such as nuns; Taoism is also referred to as “Do” or Daoism in Korea (there’s a lot of information about this, but these are the parts that are relevant to this story)
Sulsa - elite warriors who specialized in espionage, somewhat similar to ninjas; they appeared in the 1800s during the Silla kingdom; sulsa are known as the “knights of the night”
*please let me know if any of this information is incorrect and I will correct it asap
Chapter 17
Notes:
So, it's been a while. But the ridiculously long wait has made for a ridiculously long chapter! There just wasn't a good place to end it if I wanted to keep my formatting, so...23k word chapter it is! I'll be honest - it's so long the only proofread I did was a skim and a spellchecker, so if there's anything huge, please let me know!
CW for this chapter includes general violence, language, and torture (kind of). Bullying and mentions of starvation, as well. It's a heavy chapter, especially toward the end, so proceed with caution!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Discussion conferences are, in Jimin’s humble opinion, a monumental waste of time. Sure, these conferences are formal gatherings where all the Sect Leaders can get together to talk about the latest issues in the country, such as a new surge of beasts breaking out in the west or an unusual amount of hauntings happening on the southern coast. Jimin thinks discussion conferences would be just fine if the Sect Leaders would actually stick to talking about the stuff that matters - but all too often, Sect Leaders use these conferences to play politics or one-up each other.
Jimin has no care for politics. He thinks all that bureaucracy is stupid and tunes out any mention of it with the same dedication he hunts down good wines.
The only interesting thing about discussion conferences is the contests between disciples. Naturally, the results of these conferences are used by Sect Leaders to prove which sect has the most talent, but the contests themselves are fun. They call his competitive nature and Jimin loves nothing more than showing off the skills he’s worked so hard for. He’s always happy to represent the Mugunghwa Sect. Jeongguk is looking forward to some of the contests too, although he’d sooner punch himself than admit it.
He just wishes they could get on with the contests instead of waiting around for all this ceremonial nonsense. Rather than starting the archery contest, all the disciples are loitering in the backyard courtyards surrounding the Gom Sect’s training grounds, which have been specially outfitted for the discussion conference. It’s a lot of red, from the banners to the ridiculous hanbok all the participating disciples have been forced to wear.
“How much longer?” Jimin whines, draping himself over Jeongguk’s shoulder.
Jeongguk startles, his expression turning more alert as if he had just broken out of a daze. “What? Get off of me.”
Jimin doesn’t move. He digs his chin into his brother’s shoulder, trying to follow his line of sight. “What were you looking at?”
“Nobody,” Jeongguk says quickly.
An obvious lie. Jimin doesn’t even have to look that hard to find Kim Seokjin, surrounded by other Jasujeon disciples with that sour expression on his too-handsome face. Jimin suppresses a sigh, but he doesn’t say anything. Nothing he says will change Jeongguk’s mind and he can admit, albeit unwillingly, that Seokjin isn’t completely useless. A spoiled jerk, sure, but a spoiled jerk with fairly decent aim.
“This place is so creepy,” Jimin mutters instead.
Jeongguk grimaces but doesn’t disagree.
The Gom Sect is set on the northern edge of the land, right beneath a mountain peaked with snow throughout the year. The center of the sect is called Nightless City and aptly earns its name, with hundreds of red lanterns burning throughout the day and night. Everything else about the sect is dark, though, from black stone walls and tiles to the foreboding forest surrounding the dark, shadowy valleys just outside the sect walls. Despite all the light, Jimin can’t help but feel this is the darkest part of the country - maybe because the energy here is tainted, not quite pure. Most sects are built on land that is teeming with natural spiritual energy, but the Gom Sect is not. The founder of the Gom Sect conquered this land and even now, the depth of that transgression is something he can taste in the air, lingering on the back of his tongue.
Soon enough, the disciples are called forth by sect. The ceremonial presentation features sect heirs and head disciples entering the training compound on horses, followed by the dozen most talented disciples of each sect to compete in various contests. Jimin sits astride an amber-colored mare and tries not to get lost in thought as sect after sect is summoned forth.
It’s only when a round of girlish cheers echoes through the air that Jimin’s full attention is roused. He blinks, leaning up on his saddle to get a good look at the cause of such excitement, and bites back a grin when he sees Min Yoongi and his brother being doused in flowers thrown by maidens who are moved by their beauty. Yoongi, in particular, appears discomfited by this development, whereas his easy-going brother accepts the flowers with a genial, if not reserved, smile.
A flower catches in the wind, coming toward Jimin, and he plucks it out of the air. With a mischievous smile, he imbues the flower with some of his spiritual energy and throws it -
Yoongi catches the flower, then turns those gold feline eyes on Jimin. He does not look impressed as he sighs, holding the flower gingerly as if it might come to life and bite him. “Jimin,” he says, his low voice traveling easily to reach Jimin’s ears.
It’s been a year since he’s seen Yoongi, and in that time Yoongi has become taller and broader, though still as ice-faced. Jimin’s eighteenth year hasn’t seen many physical changes. He’s beginning to suspect he’ll be stuck at this compact height for the rest of his life. Even Jeongguk, newly sixteen, is clearly taller than him.
But the joy of seeing Yoongi again easily outweighs Jimin’s vanity. He feels giddy at Yoongi’s undivided attention.
Jimin blinks innocently, allowing his horse to canter a bit closer. “Huh? Did you call for me, hyung?”
Yoongi holds out the flower, lifting a single dark brow. “Was this you?”
Jimin shakes his head, biting back a laugh. Yoongi’s solemn expression is so funny! “Of course not!”
Some of the girls from the stand cry out in dismay. “Don’t listen to him, doryeon-nim!” they shout. “Don’t believe him! He threw it!”
Jimin wrinkles his nose, turning just enough to blow a raspberry at the meddling girls. They giggle and titter in response, but when he turns back to Yoongi, he is greeted by a sour, tense expression. Yoongi holds his gaze and pointedly drops the flower on the ground, turning his cheek away from Jimin with his fists tight on his horse’s reins.
Jimin clamps his jaw shut to hold back his laughter.
Jeongguk comes up beside him and offers a stilted salute from atop his horse. He speaks to both Sect Leader Min and Yoongi as he says, “Sorry for my brother. Don’t pay any attention to his antics. He’s just bored with all this ceremonial stuff.”
Jimin smiles unrepentantly. He feels much more relaxed after teasing Yoongi! He doesn’t even mind that it’s taking forever for the contest to start.
Min Chunghee smiles peaceably. “It’s fine. The flower was beautiful, nevertheless. Don’t you agree, Yoongi-yah?”
“Hn.”
Jimin snorts.
Yoongi slides his eyes over just enough to glare at Jimin for a second before he looks away again - very pointedly in a completely different direction! But before Jimin can continue his teasing, the Horangi Sect is called into the training compound and Yoongi leads the Horangi disciples behind his brother. He doesn’t even look back at Jimin once!
Jeongguk leans over and punches Jimin’s arm. “Why did you throw flowers at him? You aren’t a girl!”
Jimin makes a wounded noise, massaging his arm as he says, “Why shouldn’t I throw a flower? He’s good-looking! I threw the flower because I wanted to and because he’s the most beautiful one here!”
Jeongguk rolls his eyes.
Jimin turns his nose up primly. “Besides, who else am I supposed to throw flowers at? You?”
“Please don’t,” his brother says quickly.
“Maybe you should throw your own flower,” Jimin suggests. “Then you’d be less cranky.”
“Shut up!”
Just then, the Mugunghwa disciples are called into the training compound. Jeongguk mutters a quick, “Thank God ” under his breath before snapping his reins, prompting his horse forward. Jimin snickers under his breath and follows Jeongguk inside the courtyard, followed by the disciples that have been selected to participate in the archery competition.
One of the head servants of the Gom Sect is in charge of announcing the contest rules. Jimin listens with half an ear as the rules of the competition are explained, most of his attention drawn to the cold glimmer of Yoongi’s eyes as he stares blankly at the archery targets just ahead. There is to be a warm-up exhibition to showcase each sect’s archery skills, which seems like a waste of time to Jimin, but if there’s anything he’s learned as a ward of Sect Leader Jeon, it’s that the gentry adores all this pomp and circumstance. It’s a chance to show off to each other - not that any sect stands a chance against the Mugunghwa Sect, of course. Jimin takes no small amount of pride in the fact that his sect has the best archers in the entire cultivation world.
This is why he tries not to be too visibly amused when the Jasujeon Sect volunteers to showcase their archery first. Jung Hoseok is a decent shot, but Jimin can’t help but be critical of Kim Seokjin, who makes a grand show of shooting his golden-feathered arrow. Seokjin’s aim is fair, but his stance is inefficient and far too showy for Jimin’s taste.
Jeongguk, of course, is moon-eyed about the whole thing.
The Horangi Sect is next. Jimin is not surprised by the proficiency of the Min brothers, although he does notice that Yoongi’s accuracy is a smidge better than his older brother’s. Jimin makes sure to clap very loudly for Yoongi, his grin widening when Yoongi gives him a side-eye as he returns to his spot in line.
When it’s time for the Mugunghwa Sect, Jimin lets Jeongguk go first, as is his right as the sect heir. Jeongguk is, of course, very skilled - far more skilled than his betrothed, that’s for sure. Jimin puffs out his chest with pride at how well his little brother handles a bow. For his own turn, he’s much more lackadaisical. Sitting astride his horse, Jimin lazily aims his bow at the target and watches as the arrow slams into the center of the bullseye. He quickly looks back to see Yoongi’s reaction, but Yoongi merely blinks at him. He tries not to pout as he and his horse slink back to Jeongguk’s side.
As the host of the discussion conference, the Gom Sect is the last sect to show their archery skills. It goes very poorly. Anybody with eyes can see that the Gom Sect does not have skilled archers, particularly after the other sects have shown mastery. Jimin grimaces in second-hand embarrassment when the second young master of the sect, Lee Donggun, starts to berate the disciples participating in the showcase.
“You’re all useless! Useless!” he screeches, throwing his hands in the air as if he had done any better than the rest of the Gom Sect disciples. He shoves at one of his disciples, sneering. “Do you want to embarrass our sect? Do you want the other sects to look down on us and doubt our glory?”
Jimin and Jeongguk exchange a look. Jeongguk seems to be holding back an epic eye roll through sheer determination.
Just then, Jimin spots a familiar face standing in the shadows of the other Gom Sect disciples. Kim Dohoon is so young and slight that he is very easily overlooked as he cowers behind some of his taller peers. Because Jimin has been watching this spectacle closely, he immediately recalls that Dohoon had not been given a chance to showcase his archery. Since the Gom Sect needs one more archer to qualify and enter the simulated hunt, Jimin thinks Dohoon would be the best choice.
“Dohoon-ah!” Jimin calls loudly, waving his hand enthusiastically as he jumps off his horse. He ignores Jeongguk’s over-cautious hissed warning and ambles closer to the Gom Sect with a friendly smile.
Before he can get too close, Lee Donggun meets him with a sour jeer. “Who’re you? What are you doing? Go back to your clan!”
Jimin doesn’t falter. He offers a brief bow to Lee Donggun, then looks at Dohoon with his brows raised high. Dohoon squirms, shuffling back a step.
Well, if Dohoon won’t volunteer himself, Jimin will have to do it for him!
“I couldn’t help but overhear your problem,” Jimin says amicably to Lee Donggun. “But I think you might have overlooked a great talent! I’ve shot arrows with Kim Dohoon several times and I have to admit, he’s one of the best shots I’ve ever seen.”
“Him?” Donggun curls his lips, eyes narrowed at Dohoon’s slight frame. “Are you stupid? All he does all day long is tremble and stare at his shoes. He can’t shoot for shit.”
Jimin fixes the smile on his face, his molars tightening. “You might be surprised,” he says mildly.
Donggun still looks doubtful, but he curtly calls Dohoon forward. Dohoon jumps and scuttles forward with his eyes downcast, shoulders hunched under the glare of his sect heir and the weight of the eyes watching them from the seating around the courtyard.
Donggun snaps in Dohoon’s face several times until Dohoon looks up with wide, panicked eyes. “This guy here says you can shoot. We need one more, so you might as well try.” Donggun pauses, narrowing his mean gaze. “Don’t make us look even worse.”
Dohoon swallows nervously.
Jimin claps the younger boy on the shoulder, giving him a little shake. “Just relax,” he encourages. “Pretend we’re just practicing like we did before. You’ll be fine!”
But Dohoon is not fine. He’s too nervous, and when he takes his stance, Jimin can immediately tell that his young friend will fail. His arms are trembling and his eyes are glassy from nerves. Dohoon even drops his arrow before he can set it against the bow, and it’s with a red face and a rushed, imperfect aim that he takes his shot. His arrow falls short of the target, clattering on the ground.
Jimin closes his eyes briefly, biting his lip.
Failure is part of life - and definitely, failure is part of cultivation. But the Gom Sect disciples immediately descend on Dohoon with harsh criticisms about his abilities, none more loud than Lee Donggun. The hypocrisy is stunning and grossly unfair. Dohoon was just nervous, but Jimin has seen him make perfect high-level trick shots with ease before. He knows that, with some more time, Dohoon will be better than Jimin or any other expert marksman.
But - not here, under all these eyes and all this judgment. Jimin didn’t realize Dohoon’s standing in his sect was like this, although maybe he should have. Guilt churns away at him as Dohoon’s watery eyes meet his, the boy curled into himself to avoid the taunts.
“You did well,” Jimin says softly, patting Dohoon’s shoulder. “It was your first time. Of course, you were nervous. Next time will be better.”
Dohoon sniffles, a few tears falling down his cheeks. His face is so red from mortification.
From several paces away, Lee Donggun chortles. “Hey, you!” he says to Jimin. “Thanks for recommending the entertainment. I mean, I can’t believe my glorious sect has such pathetic trash in our midst, but he’s worth a good laugh, if nothing else.”
Jimin glares, but he knows better than to say anything, especially when Dohoon races away, dropping his bow and quiver to leave the courtyard altogether. Jimin wants to chase after him to offer comfort, but Jeongguk calls his name firmly and Jimin reluctantly - guiltily - returns to his brother’s side.
“I thought Dohoon would show them…” Jimin says.
Jeongguk grimaces. “You meant well, but…”
“Yeah.”
“This is why Eomeoni tells us to keep our nose out of other sect’s business,” Jeongguk reminds him with a frown. His violet eyes trail up to the array of tables where the masters of the sects are watching over the disciples. “You’re lucky she isn’t here.”
Jimin’s mouth pulls downward. He bites his tongue.
Soon after, because the Gom Sect doesn’t have enough qualified disciples, it’s decided that the other sects will excuse one disciple from the competition to even out the numbers. Then the disciples are directed to the hunting range, a valley just outside the Gom Sect that has been prepared with straw puppets imbued with spiritual markers as fake beasts for the disciples to hunt. The rules of the competition are simple. Each time a disciple takes out a puppet, a firework will announce which sect has claimed the “kill” and scores will be tracked as such.
Jimin and Jeongguk start the competition together, but as time goes on, they separate to cover more ground. For Jimin, the competition is almost dreadfully boring. Maybe other young masters and sheltered disciples would find some of these fake spirits difficult to contend with, but Jimin has been nighthunting for too long to find any of it challenging. He quickly and easily racks up points for his sect, taking shot after shot as he almost lazily drifts through the hunting grounds. His goal is to go deeper into the valley, figuring that the more difficult targets would have been assigned to more difficult terrain - but it seems like he isn’t the only one.
When Jimin is finally taking aim at what promises to be a marginally challenging lure, his target is stolen from him, a red-feathered arrow piercing the shoulder of the fake spirit with a burst of cloudy red energy. The aim is so awful Jimin knows only one person could be the culprit, so he isn’t surprised at all to see Lee Donggun and a posse of Gom Sect disciples emerge from the boulders and trees.
Donggun looks too proud for such a poor shot. “Thanks for finding that target for me,” he says with a nasal smile. “You made it really easy to follow you, but don’t you think you’ve been too greedy? What is the Mugunghwa Sect trying to say by sending a low-born disciple out like this? Trying to show up your betters?”
Jimin crosses his arms, tossing stray hair from his ponytail over his shoulder. “Have I been greedy? The targets have been so easy, it’s almost like taking a walk.”
Donggun smirks. “Easy? Don’t lie. Our Gom Sect selected only the most fearsome targets for this competition. Who are you to say the competition has been too easy? Don’t you think you’re too arrogant?”
Between the two of them, Jimin thinks Donggun is more arrogant. At least Jimin earned his arrogance - Donggun seems to think his family name is the same thing as talent.
But Jimin knows better than to antagonize the Gom Sect for no reason. Lee Donggun is picking on him, targeting him for whatever reason, and Jimin will not be fazed. If Lee Donggun thinks he’s being intimidating, then he has never been berated by Jeon Hyebin. Comparatively, Donggun is a pesky mosquito.
Yet, he’s a pesky mosquito with power - with a father nobody wants to make angry.
So Jimin smiles tightly and turns, fully prepared to track down Jeongguk before the end of the contest. Yet, when he turns, there is a flurry of sound - the notching of an arrow -
“How dare you turn your back on me!” Lee Donggun blusters - and then there is the twanging sound of an arrow being released -
This bastard! Jimin thinks, ducking on reflex even though it’s pointless when an arrow is shot from such a close range. He braces himself for pain or death, maybe, but what happens instead is a metallic clanking sound, followed by ever-familiar fireworks.
Jimin’s eyes move first, tracking the fireworks to the air, where a white tiger is formed above the trees for a precious few seconds before dissolving into glittering lights. He blinks and spins around, unable to hide his gaping mouth at seeing Min Yoongi standing tall atop a boulder, his usually deadpan expression replaced by something thunderous and fierce. His bow is still clenched in his hand as he turns flinty gold eyes to Lee Donggun, who has dropped his bow entirely.
Jimin’s mind works fast.
He had turned his back, and Lee Donggun had shot a cowardly arrow at him. Yet somehow, Yoongi had shot Donggun’s arrow off course and managed to take down a lure spirit at the same time.
Jimin sighs and stares in open admiration. This hyung of his is really amazing!
“Hyung!” Jimin greets happily.
“Min Yoongi,” Lee Donggun grinds out.
Yoongi ignores Donggun and jumps, landing on deft feet right at Jimin’s side. He stares at Jimin for several long moments and Jimin grins back, rocking back and forth on his toes. His heart is pounding, probably from the adrenalin of almost being shot. If his face is hot, then it’s just because the day is hot, too.
Yoongi hums, finally turning away. When he looks at Donggun, the frosty glare is back. “You are disqualified,” Yoongi says.
Donggun bristles, even as the Gom disciples around him shift uncomfortably. “Who are you to disqualify me at my own competition?”
“The rules state a cultivator who misses a target is disqualified from the competition. You missed your target.” Yoongi pauses, his tone as chilled as a glacier when he adds, “Although, human targets are prohibited by the contest rules, as well.”
Donggun seethes. He reaches for his bow again, but before he can notch another murderous arrow, a different sort of firework blasts into the air. It is a dull red bear, much different from the victorious shade of red that fires when the Gom Sect lands another target. The dull red bear firework is followed by a distant announcement - but even as far away as they are from the training compound, they can all clearly hear disqualified ring through the air.
“Just you wait,” Donggun threatens them, shoving his bow and quiver at a nearby disciple. “I’ll remember this.”
Jimin snorts as Donggun disappears with his lackeys around the bend. He crosses his arms over his chest, hips cocked to the side, and lifts a brow at Yoongi. “What a piece of work. Am I right?”
“Hn.”
Yoongi stares at Jimin wordlessly for several moments and Jimin smiles.
“Hyung, you were really great back there!” he praises, sidling up to Yoongi to nudge their shoulders together. “You really are the best cultivator in our generation. Nobody else could have ever made such a shot! You saved me and killed the lure at the same time, and from such an angle!”
Yoongi is unmoved by the praise. He’s still staring at Jimin, but now his countenance is more relaxed. Was he worried? What for? Nothing ever bothers Jimin for too long.
“Anyway, hyung, what are you doing all the way out here? Where are your disciples? Did you get separated?”
“Strategy,” Yoongi intones.
Jimin nods rapidly. “Ah, I see! They hunt together and you hunt by yourself. We have a similar strategy. But, hyung, I have to tell you, your plan might not work! All we do at Mugunghwa Pier is shoot arrows! Your sect is definitely going to lose, even with you and your brother taking point!”
Yoongi raises a brow. It looks like a challenge to Jimin’s eyes.
Not too far away, several fireworks go off - many of them purple for Jimin’s sect and white for Yoongi’s. The spirit of competition rushes through Jimin’s veins and he grabs at his bow eagerly.
“What do you think, hyung? Should we hunt together and see who can get the most targets?”
“No,” Yoongi says succinctly. He turns away from Jimin with ease, seemingly intent to continue on his path.
It makes Jimin wonder, just for a second, why Yoongi lingered for so long in the first place. But overriding that feeling is a sharp sting of rejection that he can’t entirely ignore. His face melts into a pout as he stares at Yoongi’s back. And then, his eyes catch on the flutter of the ribbon trailing from the white manggeon Yoongi always wears, a mischievous urge filling him.
“Hyung, wait!” he calls, stepping forward quickly. “Your manggeon is crooked!”
Jimin’s hand closes around the trailing ribbon, while at the same moment Yoongi turns his head, one of his hands already trying to straighten the perfectly-straight manggeon. The dual actions cause the knot at the back of the headband to come loose, and the sides of the manggeon droop forward.
Yoongi’s feline eyes widen in shock - shock that is quickly replaced by a swift anger, his ears turning bright red as he glares at Jimin.
“You!”
Jimin holds his hands up, laughing nervously. “Aigoo, why are you so mad? So what if I told a little lie? I just didn’t want you to leave so quickly!”
Yoongi doesn’t seem to care about Jimin’s reasoning, He quickly ties the manggeon back, seething, and removes himself from Jimin’s presence with a swiftness unrivaled by even the fastest spirits. Jimin is left standing in the clearing, more than a little confused by the reaction. He only teased Yoongi a little!
“Was that Min Yoongi?” Jeongguk calls from behind him, emerging from a cluster of trees. He’s frowning, his eyes trailing from Yoongi’s broad-shouldered back to Jimin’s muddled expression. “Where is he going so fast? What did you do?”
Jimin huffs. “Why are you accusing me? Why is it always something I’ve done?”
Jeongguk snorts. “So you did make him mad.”
“I don’t even know what I did!” Jimin exclaims. “I just teased him about his manggeon and he got all huffy like a scandalized maiden!”
Jeongguk smacks his shoulder. “Are you an idiot? The lectures weren’t that long ago. Don’t you remember that the Horangi manggeon is sacred? You shouldn’t even look at it, let alone make jokes about it.”
Jimin did forget, actually. There were so many rules and regulations and traditions followed by the Horangi Sect, could he really be at fault for forgetting something about a hair accessory? Besides, it’s not like he hasn’t touched one before - like he hasn’t touched Yoongi’s before, specifically! Granted, that was a bit of a life and death situation, but still.
“We’re running out of time,” Jeongguk tells him. “The competition ends soon. Forget about Min Yoongi and focus on winning glory for our sect.”
“Yeah, alright…”
It’s late in the afternoon by the time the archery contest is over. There is an hour of waiting while disciples refresh themselves with water and snacks while the results are tallied. Jimin mills around with his fellow disciples and tries to catch Yoongi’s attention - but Yoongi only glares at him, far colder than he’s ever glared before. Jimin slinks away when Min Chunghee gives him a strained smile.
He must have really offended Yoongi somehow. He’ll have to make it up to him later!
One of the Gom Sect servants is in charge of announcing the results of the contest. When the servant unspools the ranking scroll, he pales noticeably and swallows, flicking a nervous glance to Lee Chungwoo sitting on his dais. Jimin understands the cause of the nervous behavior when the results are read out. The first two spots go to the Min brothers, with Jimin ranking third. Jeongguk and Kim Seokjin are separated by only one point, and the final top spot goes to Cha Eunwoo, who seemed to compete in place of Taehyung since the Kkachi Sect heir was “too ill to compete”.
No Gom Sect disciples placed in the top five - and only the eldest heir placed in the top ten.
It’s embarrassing. The Gom Sect is the host of the discussion conference, an honor bestowed only to sects who have shining pupils. But the results of the contest show that the Gom Sect disciples are outshined by disciples from other clans, and all that does is highlight how the true might of the Gom Sect is in sheer numbers, not talent.
Even Jimin can tell that the Gom Sect Leader is fuming. And he doesn’t think anything good can come from that fury.
A year passes in the blink of an eye. Most of that time is spent training the junior disciples, night hunting with Jeonggukie, and sending letters to Yoongi. Jimin will readily and happily admit that the letters he sends to his hyung are frivolous at best, filled with his rambling thoughts and stories about his hubaes - but he sends them, anyway. At first, he only sent a letter to make up for upsetting Yoongi at the discussion conference, but over time, Jimin found himself eager to read any updates about his life Yoongi chose to share, which was minimal. Still, the letters continued and Jimin saved each one, kept bundled safely in a drawer in his desk. He even makes notes on some of them, questions he wants to ask his hyung when they meet again.
What did you mean about the new zither score? How are the rabbits I gave you? Did you also see the full moon this month?
Between letters, the seasons change - the chill of fall, the frost of snow-trodden winter, the warmth of spring, and the balm of summer. The cultivation world is shifting in the shadows, with reports coming from various territories that more beasts and ghouls are emerging. At one point in late summer, Lee Chungwoo acts in his capacity as Chief Cultivator to determine that sects should only hunt within their immediate territory. It rankles, but nobody - not even Madam Jeon - dares to go against this decree.
Jimin can almost feel the tension choking the entire world. They are all waiting for something to happen, and when it does, it does not happen as he expects.
Jimin turns 19 at the turn of autumn and his letter inviting Yoongi to visit him at Mugunghwa Pier goes unanswered. It’s unusual. Even if Yoongi’s letters are never verbose, he always answers promptly. If Jimin sends a letter to Daegu, he can expect a response in Busan in ten days like clockwork.
But this time, no letter from Daegu.
Instead, a letter comes from the Gom Sect, although to call it a letter would be generous. It is, more than anything, a summons - or rather, a ransom letter masked as a summons.
“Each Sect is to send its sect heir and senior disciples for education under the Gom Sect,” Madam Jeon reads out, her tone harsh and her eyes nearly sparking in violet outrage. She holds the letter up in her fist and shakes it in the air, before throwing it on the ground to stomp on it with her foot. “Indoctrination to teach lesser sects of their place in the world, my ass!”
Jimin watches the letter crumple under her boot and feels a flash of vindication. He’d do the same. His mind is in line with Madam Jeon’s for once. It’s all too clear what the Gom Sect is doing.
“This is ridiculous! Who does Lee Chungwoo think he is?” Madam Jeon spits. She glares hotly at her husband. “What are you going to do about it?”
Jeon Bongjun leans back in his chair, his expression pensive. He looks at Jeongguk with a sad gaze and sighs heavily. “What can I do? To keep the peace, Jeongguk must go.”
“Oh, must he?” Madam Jeon mocks, and Jeongguk flinches. “You would sacrifice your own son for the sake of so-called peace? You aren’t foolish enough to think this is anything but a hostage situation! Lee Chungwoo wants to hold our son hostage in exchange for our good behavior! Who knows what will happen to him there!”
Bongjun rubs his temples, closing his eyes tightly. “What choice do we have?”
Madam Jeon sneers, flinging her pointed finger at Jimin. “And what about that one? Will you send the bastard, too?”
Bongjun hesitates, expression flickering. “It is Jimin’s choice of whether he will go.”
Madam Jeon cackles, a loud, sarcastic sound that rings through the sect leader’s office. “Of course! Of course, what else should I expect? You’re ready to sacrifice my son, but not your bastard!”
“Jimin is not the sect heir,” Bongjun says, unwavering even as his wife scoffs in dismissal. “As the head disciple, he could serve the sect better here. But Jeongguk is the heir - and it is the heir they are asking for.”
“I’ll go! I want to go!” Jimin says quickly. He takes a look at Jeongguk, who appears as downtrodden and discouraged as he always does when his parents argue.
Madam Jeon’s ire turns to Jimin, naturally. “Oh, how magnanimous of you to choose to put yourself in danger! Just who do you think you are?”
“Eomeoni…”
“Shut up! Don’t you see what’s happening here?” Madam Jeon laughs in disbelief, then turns on her heel and exits the room with her two maids at her heels.
Silence shrouds the office. Jimin is the one to break it, looking at his brother with determination. “I’m going with you. I’d go with you no matter what. You need me.”
Jeongguk nods half-heartedly. Jimin just knows those old insecurities fed by his mother are clustering around his little brother’s head, but he doesn’t know what to do about it. Nothing he says will make a difference. It must be enough, he thinks, that Jeon Bongjun has made it obvious there is no favoritism - but it must also be difficult to combat that logic with the louder, irrational voice of his mother.
“You should get ready,” Jeon Bongjun says. He is looking at the letter wearily, avoiding the gaze of his son and his ward stalwartly. “Pack provisions. You are expected to arrive in three days.”
Jimin presses his lips together and lugs Jeongguk out of the room by his elbow. He keeps going once they leave the office, beating a path for Jeongguk’s room and sliding the door shut behind him. Jeongguk has his hands curled into tight fists at his side as he watches Jimin pull out a small pouch, stuffing clothes and other odds into the magically expanded space. When Jimin reaches for one of the many candles Jeongguk likes to keep, his brother snaps out of his daze.
“What are you doing? We can’t take that,” he says, striding over to snatch the candle from Jimin and replace it ever so carefully on its designated shelf.
“Why not? Candles are provisions. We need light to see.”
Jeongguk snorts. “Not those candles. Those are special candles.”
“Sure.”
Jeongguk grabs the small pouch Jimin has been packing, rifling through it with growing confusion. “What is all of this? I don’t need this. Or this!”
Jimin shrugs, biting back a smile. “How should I know what to pack for a hostage exchange program?”
Jeongguk shoots him a withering glare. “Go pack your own stuff. But nothing weird, okay? The last thing we need to do is draw attention.”
Jimin takes those words to heart, knowing the truth of them. He packs a light bag with only two changes of clothes and a blanket so he can fit talisman paper, charcoal, and many dried nuts and fruits inside. He has a hunch that the Gom Sect would be checking them thoroughly, so he sticks the pouch in his boot and hopes it escapes detection. When he meets up with Jeongguk only hours later, he makes the same recommendation and his brother nods, quick to follow his advice.
Madam Jeon does not see them off. Neither does most of the sect. The seniors who are accompanying them are all somber, while the junior disciples being left behind stare at them with watery eyes. Minji is there, and she makes a point of handing them both freshly-made meat buns to take with them. She looks like she’s trying not to cry.
But above all of that, what Jimin will remember the most is his Sect Leader, who claps Jeongguk on the shoulder and stares at his son for several long moments. When the Sect Leader looks to Jimin, Jeon Bongjun merely says, “Don’t draw attention to yourselves. Be safe.”
Bongjun is unknowingly echoing his son. But Jimin knows the words aren’t for his benefit. And anyway, being safe is probably asking for too much. Staying alive might be a better goal.
Given the nature of it all, Jimin definitely wasn’t expecting a warm welcome when they arrived at the Gom Sect. He’s glad to have put his pouch in his boot since his feet are just about the only thing the Gom Sect disciples don’t check when they are being patted down upon entry.
Just to be obnoxious, Jimin titters and waggles his brows at the disciple checking him for hidden weapons, aside from the obvious weapon of his sword. “Having fun? Your hands have been lingering,” he says with a wink.
The Gom disciple makes a disgusted noise and quickly steps back. “They’re clean. Let them through.”
Jeongguk grimaces at him, even as he brushes off his clothes to settle his hanbok to rights. “Why’d you say that?” he gripes under his breath.
Jimin swings his arm over his brother’s shoulder. “Aigoo, Gguk-ah, after all these years, have you still not learned anything from me?”
“I’ve learned you’re full of bullshit,” Jeongguk mutters.
Jimin tsks. “I think you meant to say, You’re full of bullshit, hyung . Be more respectful, brat.”
“Give me something to respect then.” Jeongguk pauses, catching the glint in Jimin’s eye, and hastily tacks on, “Hyung.”
Behind them, the senior disciples accompanying them laugh lightly. Jimin considers his mission accomplished. If being the fool keeps the tension down, then Jimin will gladly make a fool of himself. While he’s here, he doesn’t think there are too many ways he will be able to protect Jeongguk or his fellow disciples - but as an older brother, as a Head Disciple himself, Jimin has a duty to look out for the well-being of others. Making light of a dark situation is the least he can do.
Surly-faced Gom Sect disciples lead them to the quarters they have been assigned and leave them there, locking the doors to the room with a sense of finality. The room is large and full of pallet beds spread carelessly on the floor, which doesn’t seem to have been swept for ages. There are cobwebs in the corners, an obvious thin patch in the roof, and half-melted candles that won’t last through the night. No blankets. No pillows. Jimin doesn’t even think there are enough pallets for them all. Fortunately, it’s only early fall - but this far north, the cold will come on swiftly. It’s a good thing he thought to pack a blanket. He hopes he’s not the only one.
“Look at this hospitality,” Jimin says sarcastically. He can’t help but think of the Horangi Sect guest quarters, which had been austere but still beautiful. Since the Gom Sect is obviously trying to make a mockery of the Horangi Sect lectures, Jimin thinks the Gom Sect could have at least put effort into even the illusion of comfort for their guests-turned-hostages.
“Keep your voice down,” Jeongguk chides, kicking at one of the pallets. “Don’t let anyone hear you.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. He barely even needs to stretch his senses out to know that they have been left alone here. “Please. Nobody is listening. They’re probably waiting until all the sects have arrived before rounding us up for this so-called indoctrination.”
Some of their senior disciples still send him mildly disapproving looks, while others grimace as they start to straighten the room they have been given. Dust lingers everywhere and, to their dismay, they learn that they can’t even open the windows in the room. None of it is ideal.
That first night is spent in child darkness. They do not go hungry only because they thought to pack provisions, but all the same, they must be strict with their rations. Who knows when or if the Gom Sect plans to feed them? Water is another challenge, but they are all cultivators and a night without water is merely uncomfortable.
The morning dawns with cold sun and Gom Sect disciples who barge into their quarters without warning. They are told to clean up so they can be taken to breakfast, which amounts to nothing more than thin rice porridge that is more water than rice and a slightly stale piece of flatbread. They are ushered quickly out of the breakfast tent and sent down to the same training compound that hosted the archery contest the year before. There, a dozen sects are lined up single-file facing the same dais Lee Chungwoo sat in before - yet now the dais is empty.
Jeongguk, as the sect heir, is the head of their line, followed by Jimin and the rest of the Mugunghwa disciples who accompanied them. Jimin takes a moment to survey the compound, taking note that the Jasujeon Sect and the Kkachi Sect are in attendance, along with every other minor sect in the country. All of the disciples look haggard and unnerved. He guesses nobody got good rest the night before, especially if all of them were afforded similar accommodations.
Before long, the most loathsome person in the cultivation world swaggers to the raised dais. Lee Donggun is just as sour-faced and weasel-like as the last time Jimin saw him, only now Donggun is radiating an air of superiority that makes Jimin clench his teeth. Following Lee Donggun is Kim Namjoon, who has his eyes cast down and his hands folded neatly over his stomach.
Jimin stares at the doctor for several long moments, trying to figure out what’s going on - and none of his conclusions are good, or even particularly generous to the older brother of Jimin’s young archer friend. He stares so long and hard at Kim Namjoon that he almost doesn’t hear Lee Donggun’s grating voice call out for someone to be brought out.
“Drag him in!” Donggun orders, reclining back on the dais with his legs spread crassly.
Behind them, there is a low grunt and shuffling steps, followed by the distinct scrape of boots on the ground. Jimin startles, recognizing the tone of the grunt, and twists around to set wide eyes on Min Yoongi, who is indeed being dragged into the training compound by his arms. Can he not walk, or are they dragging him around to make a spectacle?
Yoongi doesn’t look good. He looks more pale than usual and there are dark circles under his eyes. His hair and clothes are mussed, a fine layer of ashy dust powered over his sleeves and the lower half of his hanbok. Even his golden eyes are dark, almost lifeless.
Alarm rings through Jimin. He makes a move to assist Yoongi, but Jeongguk is quick to catch his elbow, squeezing so tightly that Jimin winces. He glances at his brother. Jeongguk shakes his head, his jaw tight, and Jimin reluctantly reels himself in.
Yoongi is dragged through the middle of the rows of the disciples and deposited between Jeongguk and Kim Seokjin so that he is left in a heap right at Lee Donggun’s feet.
“Not so high and might now, are you?” Donggun taunts. “Stand up. Don’t waste my time.”
Yoongi doesn’t move immediately - doesn’t even react at all. But then, slowly and painfully, he brings himself to his feet, his expression like stone as he stands tall and broad.
Donggun sneers. “Was that so hard? I guess this is the quality of the Horangi Sect. A pity that you’re the only one here. But, I guess your clan is busy at the moment.”
Jimin startles at that, looking back at the closed doors of the training compound. Yoongi is the only Horangi Sect disciple, while other sects have brought at least five or ten disciples with them. Why is Yoongi alone?
“Hyung?” he asks, hushed and under his breath.
Yoongi flinches, just barely, just enough to know that Jimin has been heard. But Yoongi does not give Jimin his attention.
“Take a good look at the best disciple of your generation,” Donggun urges them all with a mean smirk. “Bare witness to what happens when you dare oppose the greatness of the Gom Sect!”
Murmurs break out through the training compound, disciples nervously looking at each other. By chance, Jimin manages to catch Taehyung’s darting gaze from the next aisle over. Taehyung looks terrified, gripping his fan in both hands and leaning into Eunwoo’s constant presence at his back.
Lee Donggun claps his hands together. “Hand out the books!” he shouts, and Gom Sect disciples carrying thin-bound books pour through the rows of the disciples. But when the books are handed over, the disciples remain with malicious poise, waiting for more orders. “Good! Now, take their swords!”
Take their swords?
At once, dozens of disciples from various sects clutch at their swords, the symbol of their accomplishments as cultivators. There is obvious reluctance to hand over their personal weapons - after all, without a sword, how would a cultivator defend themselves? It would be almost impossible for many.
Kim Seokjin scoffs, his golden sword held tightly in his grip. “You must be joking. We aren’t going to hand over our swords. Not to you .”
Donggun stands up, swaggering down the stairs to stand before Seokjin. Jeongguk visibly tenses at the proximity, smothering an aborted movement with more self-control than he’s ever previously displayed.
Donggun looks down his nose at Seokjin, a cruel mirth curling the corner of his mouth. “Is that really the stance you want to take? You don’t have a choice. Hand over your sword, or die,” Donggun says.
Seokjin draws himself up. “For what reason would you confiscate our swords? Handling the sword of another cultivator is taboo-”
Donggun shrugs. “Taboo or not, you don’t need your swords when you have our book. You’ve been brought here for re-education, and you might not focus properly on our teachings if you are distracted by your sword. Plus, we wouldn’t want any trash to get funny ideas, would we?”
“You will not take my sword,” Seokjin says.
Jimin is impressed. He knows Seokjin is prideful, but he never thought of the other boy as particularly strong-willed. Yet here he is, the first of them to offer strong opposition.
Donggun is far less impressed. He steps back, scowling. “If that’s the case, allow me to introduce you to Kang.”
Kang? As one, all the disciples look to the new figure that steps into the training compound. At first glance, this new face is obviously a senior Gom disciple and one of high rank given the quality of his clothing. He is huge and lumbering, with a dark face and a dead-eyed expression. One of his hands is deeply scarred, the tissue silvery and webbed as it crawls up past his wrist.
Jimin’s eyes widen.
“Is that the Core Melting Hand?” someone squeaks.
“Core Melting Hand!”
“He can destroy a golden core with a single touch!”
“I hear people die immediately after-”
“Silence!” Donggun shouts. He turns a manic eye to the disciples, laughing lightly. “I see you’ve all heard about Kang! Then you should know that there is no greater fate worse than meeting his hand. You won’t give up your sword? How about you give up your life?”
Seokjin blanches, stumbling back a step as Kang is summoned forth -
“Please forgive my doryeon-nim!” Jung Hoseok says, quickly stepping out of his place in line. He bows deeply to Lee Donggun. “He did not mean to offend. He merely wanted to express his caution. In the Jasujeon Sect, we are taught that our swords are our lifesblood, and to go without our swords is to go without our pride.”
Donggun stares at Hoseok appraisingly, lingering perhaps too long on the graceful slope of Hoseok’s nose and the fine rise of his cheekbones. With a calculating gaze, Donggun rolls his shoulders, a smirk ticking at his mouth again as he looks at Seokjin. “My, my. How lucky are you to have such an earnest, loyal disciple. You’re fortunate he’s managed to quell my anger. Now, hand over your sword so we can move on.”
With obviously gritted teeth, Seokjin hands his sword to the nearest Gom disciple, although the disciple has to tug vigorously before the sword is finally released. Jimin catches Jung Hoseok’s eye, who grimaces as he steps back in line. He watches as Hoseok hands over his hard-won sword, watches as other disciples around him do the same. Jeongguk reluctantly allows his sword to be taken, while Taehyung seems almost relieved to hand over his saber. Jimin is more careless as he hands over his sword - although he adores his sword, Jimin has not ever solely relied on sword cultivation. And anyway, he’s too preoccupied with the fact that Yoongi does not have a sword to hand over at all.
Once the swords are collected, they are placed into bespelled trunks and carried away. Jimin wonders if any of them will ever see those swords again. He thinks the likelihood is slim.
Donggun settles back on the dais, waving a copy of the thin book in the air. “Now that you’ve been released of your burden, take a look at the book you’ve been given. This is the Quintessence of the Gom Sect, a collection of teachings from the greatest cultivators in history. You are expected to memorize this book in three days. If you cannot recite a page from memory by this time, you will be punished. Does everyone understand?”
Hesitant murmurs sweep through the training compound. Satisfied by their compliance, Donggun sweeps out of the compound gracelessly, Kim Namjoon following behind along with Kang. When all the Gom Sect disciples have left them alone, many disciples collapse with weak knees onto the ground, many too scared and confused to stand any longer.
Jimin hurries to Yoongi’s side. “Hyung! Yoong-hyung, are you okay? Where’s the rest of your sect?”
Yoongi doesn’t answer. He closes his eyes, lips pressed together tightly.
“I heard there were fires in Daegu,” Taehyung says quietly, easing over with great hesitation. “I thought it was just rumors but…Did the Gom Sect really burn down Horangi Recesses?”
The training compound is deathly quiet, all eyes on Yoongi’s answer. Because burning down a sect - that’s more than pithy threats and hostile maneuvering. Burning down one of the most elite sects indicates that the Gom Sect doesn’t give a damn about pretending to be magnanimous anymore.
But surely, not even the Gom Sect would dare to do something so dastardly.
Yet, after several long moments, Yoongi nods just once.
Jimin’s stomach drops.
Horangi Recesses has been burned down. The Gom Sect is holding sect heirs and head disciples hostage. Lee Donggun has taken their swords.
It’s really come to this.
Later, Jimin skims through the Quintessence of the Gom Sect and scoffs. The teachings from the greatest cultivators history has ever known? Hardly. Most of the book is hypocritical ramblings and creeds that underscore the arrogance of the Gom Sect. There are no cultivation teachings on any of the pages - only words about the superiority of the Gom Sect over all others.
Jimin flips to the first page and starts memorizing.
One day, maybe a week into their forceful stay with the Gom Sect, one of the disciples from a small clan speaks out against Lee Donggun. In the end, it doesn’t matter what the disciple was protesting - because all Jimin will remember are the screams that split the air when Kang descended on the disciple, hand glowing a fearsome burnt gold. All Jimin will be able to recall is the void of hopelessness the disciple became when Kang was done melting his golden core, as if the disciple’s body was a mere husk, something left behind when something vital is removed.
At the behest of Lee Donggun, Kang had destroyed the golden core of a person with a mere touch. Had done so without hesitation, without remorse, without even blinking.
It’s monstrous. Frightening. The memory of the scene is enough to keep Jimin in line for several days, falling quiet around Donggun and Kang lest he be made into another example for the hostages.
He doesn’t want that to happen to him. He doesn’t want that to happen to anyone else, ever.
As Madam Jeon frequently lamented during Jimin’s youth, his good behavior is something that can only last for so long. Being under Lee Donggun’s thumb in the Gom Sect, it’s difficult to keep track of the days, but Jimin is sure it isn’t two or three weeks before he can’t help but let his mouth run away without his better sense.
Lee Donggun saunters into the training compound as he does every morning, sneering at them all. He calls up a disciple by random to recite a page from the Quintessence of the Gom Sect and proceeds to not pay any attention as a disciple stutters through. This will go on for an hour or so until Donggun grows bored, which is when he will take them out to hunt for ghouls and beasts haunting the Gom Sect territory or force them to do manual labor for the sheer entertainment value of it.
Today, Jimin is called for the recitation. He grins as he steps forward, ignoring Jeongguk’s hissed warnings. Mischievous, instead of reciting that awful book, Jimin sets to stretching his body with vigor - arms stretched above his head, twisting and bending his trunk, touching his toes.
It doesn’t take long for Donggun to notice. “Yah! Are you stupid? Why aren’t you talking?”
“Aigoo,” Jimin sighs, finishing another stretch. “Forgive me, doryeon-nim! The words of the Gom Sect are too great to recite without preparation! I was just warming my body so that I might warm my mind!”
Donggun curls his lip. “Whatever. Get on with it.”
“Of course, of course!” Jimin clears his throat and waits until Donggun goes back to picking his teeth before he begins his recitation. Folding his hands behind his back and dropping his voice low, Jimin says, “ Be careful with your words. Do not take your own words lightly. Be respectful and humble. Be loyal and filial. Be amicable and united. Be of one mind-”
Anyone who had been to the Horangi Lectures would be able to clock the impression of Min Jinwoong from a mile away. Donggun, who had not been to the lectures, takes some time to catch on, but the titters of the hostage disciples clues him in. He looks up, frowning as he puts effort into listening to what Jimin is actually saying, and then he sits up sharply.
“What are you doing?” Donggun shouts. “What nonsense are you speaking?”
Jimin trails off, tilting his head. From the corner of his eye, he can see Jeongguk bury his face in his hands. He can also see Yoongi shift off his broken leg, relieving some of the pressure.
“I was reciting!” Jimin answers. He pauses, widening his eyes in faux horror. Jimin slaps his forehead. “Ah, I’m so dumb! I was reciting the wrong rules! I’m sorry, doryeon-nim! Let me try again?”
Donggun waves impatiently. “Get on with it.”
Jimin nods very seriously and clears his throat again. “ Do not be prideful. Do not boast. Do not give up on learning -”
“You’re doing it again!” Donggun snaps. He stands this time, stomping down a few steps to better glare at Jimin. “If you don’t know the material, just say so! I’ll have you beaten and then you can take the time to learn our rules before you try again!”
Jimin holds his hands up. “Ah, I know the rules! I do know the rules!”
I copied the rules enough times , he thinks a little ruefully.
“Don’t make me call Kang here,” Donggun threatens.
Behind him, standing beside the dais, Kim Namjoon looks up from his feet. It’s the first reaction Jimin has seen from the good doctor ever since the first day. Namjoon looks concerned. Jimin shouldn’t push his luck any more than he already has.
Repressing a sigh, Jimin rolls his eyes heavenward and recites a page from the Quintessence of the Gom Sect as drolly as he can. When he is done, Donggun is all too eager to leave the training compound - several hours earlier than he usually does.
Jimin considers it a mission accomplished. He does not waste any time hustling to Yoongi to urge him off his feet. But just like every time before, Yoongi drops his gaze, steps back, and turns away with stiff shoulders.
Jimin stares after his hyung, wondering why Yoongi won’t let Jimin help him.
The pit of unease grows in Jimin’s stomach.
Donggun has favorites he likes to pick on. Although his attempts at taunting and torment are mediocre at best, it is tiring to continually fall under his sadistic attention.
Yoongi is often a target, perhaps more so because he continues to be the only Horangi Sect disciple at the indoctrination. Donggun seems to take great glee in reminding Yoongi that his sect has been burned down and makes a point of assigning Yoongi tasks that keep him on what is almost certainly a broken leg. Yoongi is given no time to heal, and Jimin worries. Even with such a strong cultivation base, a broken bone must be set and there must be time for the golden core to mend the body. He worries that Yoongi will have a lame leg at the end of all of this if something doesn’t change.
Seokjin is a target, too. Even someone as dimwitted as Donggun can tell that it chafes at Kim Seokjin’s pride to be here, living in squalor, eating scraps, and made to do manual labor. Donggun picks at Seokjin’s pride with glee, finding the most lowly chores for Seokjin to complete. To a lesser degree, Jung Hoseok is also a target, mostly because the other boy has made a habit of drawing Donggun’s attention to himself to spare Seokjin. Yet all that does is bring Hoseok to Donggun’s attention, and there is no mistaking the lecherous gleam in Donggun’s eyes.
And of course, Jimin is a frequent target too - but this is something he does intentionally. He’d rather place the target on his back than allow Jeongguk or their accompanying disciples to fall under Donggun’s tender mercies, Like Hoseok, he makes a spectacle of himself to prevent Jeongguk from acting impulsively, or to take the heat off of another disciple. He annoys Donggun on purpose to take his focus off of Yoongi. After all, to Jimin, what is a little physical pain? Better him who is used to a good beating than these delicate sect heirs.
Jimin is nobody important. But he is strong, and that means something here.
One day, Jimin ends up toiling in a field with Yoongi and Seokjin. Ostensibly, they are meant to be helping the Gom Sect farmers since Donggun claims they must earn their food. But truthfully, Jimin is almost certain Donggun’s only goal was to see them carrying manure through the fields. Wisely, Jimin ties a scrap of cloth under his nose and around the back of his head to block the worst of the stench, and resists snickering when Seokjin does the same.
Yoongi, of course, appears unbothered by the stench, but sweat beads down his temple and he winces with every step - he has much more important things to worry about than a bad smell. But Yoongi is undeniably moving much more slowly than Jimin and Seokjin, and that fact is not lost to Donggun.
Jimin has just set down two buckets of dung in front of a waiting farmer when the familiar slither of uncoiling leather reaches his ears. He twists around to see Lee Donggun snatching a whip from one of the supervising guards, raising his arm back to aim the whip at Yoongi.
Jimin has always been fast. He does not think he has ever been faster than on this day.
As the barbed tip of the whip sails through the air, Jimin darts in front of Yoongi and catches the sting of the whip against his chest. The barb digs into his skin, ripping through the fabric of his clothes, but the pain is nothing compared to Madam Jeon’s lightning whip. Behind him, Yoongi drops his buckets on the ground and Seokjin draws in a sharp breath, placing his buckets down more cautiously.
Donggun sneers at Jimin. “What’s this? You’re glaring at me? Do you have something to say?”
Jimin is not the least bit intimidated by Lee Donggun. He’s an annoying gnat of a man, a weak cultivator, and a coward. “We’re doing the work you told us to do. Why are you trying to whip him?”
“He’s moving too slowly! At this point, you won’t be done until the sun goes down!”
Jimin grinds his teeth. “Yoongi-hyung is injured. I can take his share of the work.”
“Who do you think you are?” Donggun demands. He slashes the whip through the air, cracking it against the ground. “You think you’re so strong? You want to do his work too? Let’s see if you can work when I whip you bloody! And then I’ll whip that slab of stone behind you too! See if he cries when he bleeds!”
Donggun draws back his arm again, but this time, as the whip comes toward him, Jimin catches it with his hand, the barbed end coiling around his forearm. He twists his wrist and tugs harm, drawing the whip - and Donggun - closer to him.
The anger Jimin feels is like fire in his veins and his tone is dark when he says, “Do not try me.”
Donggun’s eyes widen, but he overcomes his surprise quickly. He bares his teeth, trying futilely to bring the whip back under his control - it does not budge under Jimin’s sure grip. Sneering, Donggun drops the whip and says, “How can the son of a servant be so arrogant? Beat him!”
The guards are on Jimin very quickly. They punch and kick him, bringing him to his knees while the hits never stop coming.
“Jimin!” Yoongi shouts.
The guards keep beating him, following Donggun’s directions. Jimin keeps his eyes on Donggun and laughs with every hit and kick he takes. His laughter seems to unnerve Donggun, who steps back for a moment before a cruel shadow passes over his face.
Incensed, Donggun shouts new orders. “Drag him away!” Donggun orders, picking up the whip to lash at Jimin and the disciples now dragging Jimin up by his elbows. “Take him to the dungeon! See if he still laughs then!”
“Jimin!”
Jimin coughs, a spec of blood landing on his lip as he smiles back at his hyung. He flicks his gaze to Seokjin, looking past the naked worry on Yoongi’s face, and manages to say, “Get him off his feet, would you?”
The guards drag Jimin away before either of his peers can respond.
Jimin is taken to the Gom Sect dungeons, which are dank and cold and thick with the musty smell of mold. Spending time in solitary confinement isn’t ideal for someone like Jimin, but he does not have a fear of small, enclosed spaces or a fear of the dark.
Donggun must see the underwhelmed expression on Jimin’s face, because he cackles. “Oh, I’ve got a treat for you, little bastard. A friend I'd like to introduce you to. She hasn’t been fed in a week, so I’m sure she’ll be great company.”
She?
Jimin doesn’t have to wonder for long. At the end of a tunnel of cells is a short wall of thick iron bars. Through the bars, peering out from the darkness, are two red eyes refracting firelight through the dungeon, the same way nocturnal animals do. As the torches carried by the guards come closer, Jimin gets a good enough view for fear to strike through him, fast and sudden as lightning.
It’s a massive black wolf, one that has been obviously affected by resentful energy. More than a little roiling yin energy is coming from the animal. Large, yellowed teeth, a cruel, drooling maw, and a deep growl that reverberates through the dungeon has Jimin trembling.
“No! No, no, no!” Jimin shouts, trying to twist away from the guards.
Donggun laughs. “I guess the rumor is true, then! You aren’t a fan of dogs! Well, don’t worry! This girl isn’t any common hound! I think you’ll make great friends!”
Terror makes Jimin blind. He isn’t sure how it happens, but soon enough, the slam of the iron cell and the click of a lock is echoing through the stone dungeon, these sharp sounds easily covered by the monstrous growls of the beast in front of him.
The wolf snaps and lunges at him, and Jimin holds his arms in front of his face to protect himself. Yet, the wolf doesn’t catch him between her teeth. The beast strains against heavy chains around her neck, rabidly fighting to get to him with single-minded focus.
Jimin crouches down, scooting as far away as he can, making himself small and tucking his limbs in close.
“I think a night with this beauty will change your attitude!” Donggun declares, swaggering away with a snicker.
Hot tears race down Jimin’s cheeks. His fingers feel numb with fear-driven cold. The acrid fright burns right through him, keeping his mind simultaneously blank and utterly focused on the beast snapping massive teeth mere inches from his body.
“Help me! Help!” he cries, cringing away. “Jeongguk! Yoongi-hyung! Please!”
Nobody hears him, except for the beast who renews her efforts to get to him. Jimin tightens the coil of his body and screams - and screams and screams and screams, especially when the beastly wolf learns she can swipe at his body with her claws, drawing his blood over and over again.
He doesn’t know how much time passes like this. Minutes, or hours, maybe the whole night. But abruptly, the beast makes a startled, whining noise and totters on her feet before slumping down onto the dungeon floor with a great crash.
Jimin stares, bewildered and rabbit-hearted. There, right between the beast’s eyes, is a slim silver needle. Jimin only knows one cultivator who uses a silver needle, but the person who arrives is not the one he expects.
“T-that will k-keep her asleep f-for a few hours,” Kim Dohoon whispers. He is crouched just outside the cell, hovering with concerned eyes. When Jimin finally looks at him, Dohoon frowns. “I heard you were t-taken. I came a-as soon as I c-could. I have m-medicine, too.”
Dohoon passes a small sachet of herbs through the iron bars, explaining what each of the herbs do and how they should be applied. He also passes Jimin an energy pill, a blended concoction that can fortify a cultivator for a short time. Jimin takes the pill immediately, chewing through the burst of bitterness on his tongue, and staches the sachet of herbs into his clothes.
“Thank you,” he says, voice rough from all his screaming.
Dohoon’s kind eyes are watery. “I’m s-s-sorry I can’t do m-more.”
Jimin knows what kind of risk Dohoon is taking. He’s already doing more than anyone else - more than he should for his own safety, Jimin figures. With a shaking hand, Jimin reaches through the bars to pat Dohoon on the hand.
“Thank you,” he says again. He pulls his arm back, glancing wearily at the subdued beast. “Do I just remove the needle when it’s time?”
Dohoon nods and stands, taking a few hesitant steps backward. He glances over his shoulder, then looks back at Jimin with a deep furrow between his brows. “Stay s-safe.”
Jimin intends to. Now, with Dohoon’s help, he can at least focus some of his energy on healing, although sleep is the furthest thing from his mind. Dohoon leaves and Jimin spends the rest of the night trying to recuperate. When he hears the jangle of keys coming toward him, Jimin darts to the wolf and quickly pulls the silver needle out of her head, cramming himself back into his corner and bracing himself when the beast springs up, snarling and rearing at him again. The guard unlocks the cell and Jimin tumbles out, crawling away on his knees to catch his breath again.
The guard kicks at Jimin to stand up, and then escorts him back to the training compound where the light of day reveals it’s already well past noon.
Holding his bruised rib, Jimin stumbles through the rows of disciples. Jeongguk sees him and rushes forward, supporting Jimin’s weight.
“Hyung! What happened to you?”
Jimin shakes his head, still feeling shaken. He doesn’t want to talk about it, let alone think about it. If Dohoon hadn’t shown up, Jimin’s heart might have given up out of fear. He’s been very lucky.
Jeongguk frets at him for a moment more before pulling out a piece of flatbread. “I saved this for you.”
Jimin takes the food gratefully. “Thank you, Gguk-ah.”
Jeongguk nods. For the rest of the day, he stays at Jimin’s elbow, clearly anxious. He is not the only one who pays extra attention to Jimin, though. For the first time throughout the entire indoctrination camp, Yoongi makes direct eye contact with Jimin, conveying all of his concerns in a single glance.
Jimin’s resolve strengthens. They’re all going to make it through this.
Sometimes, Lee Donggun drags them out on nighthunts in the Gom Sect territory. Usually, the nighthunts are nothing important or even fruitful - Donggun is just as bad at nighthunting as he is at every other facet of cultivation. It’s a good thing, though. When their group of hostage-disciples are taken out on nighthunts, they are not given any tools to protect themselves with, and sometimes, Donggun cuts someone to act as live bait.
Jimin figures he would be alright for a while without his sword. He still remembers running swordless through the forest in Daegu with fierce corpses on his tail, and he’s older now. He has more talismans, more spiritual energy. He could escape and save his skin without his sword.
But other disciples can’t say the same. Others would die on a nighthunt without a sword. Others are injured and others are weak from the lack of nutrition.
So, it’s a good thing Donggun is incompetent.
Of course, Lee Donggun manages to make up for his incompetence by being the very manifestation of everything wrong with the most undesirable of men. Donggun has been married for a few years, but already he has spurned his wife in favor of a maid who crawled into his bed one night. The maid’s name is Soojeong and she is as vapid as she is malicious. Lee Donggun has given Soojeong a long iron brand that she uses to threaten the captured disciples when they do not treat her with the respect she evidently believes she deserves as the mistress of the second young master. Together, the two are quite the sight, sitting atop a weathered horse to kiss and grope at each other in public. No one can look at them for too long without feeling the urge to vomit.
“What do people say? An ogre and a whore make a perfect match?” Jimin mutters, and Jeongguk shoots him a warning look. Taehyung, on the other hand, muffles his laughter with a cough and Jimin can’t help but grin.
It’s nice to have Taehyung around. Much of the time, Taehyung has been wily enough to avoid most of the indoctrination activities. Sometimes, he faints and remains in the infirmary for days; other times, he makes himself seem terribly clumsy, which annoys Donggun enough that Taehyung is dismissed, sent off to dust shelves or some other menial task. Jimin thinks it’s very clever what Taehyung is doing, making himself seem far weaker than any cultivator has a right to be. It makes him easy to overlook, and as a sect heir, that makes him safe. With Eunwoo by his side, Taehyung is probably safer than all of them. Even right now, Eunwoo is shadowing them, only ever a step or two behind Taehyung like a very protective guard dog.
“Jimin,” Taehyung chides slyly. “Be kinder to ogres.”
“You’re both awful,” Jeongguk declares while Jimin laughs. Exasperated, Jeongguk slants a look at Eunwoo. “How do you stand it?”
“Tune it out,” Eunwoo answers promptly with a slight smile.
Taehyung gasps, an expression of mock outrage crossing his face. “Eunwoo-yah, how can you say that so easily?”
Before Eunwoo can respond, Donggun manages to pry his mouth from Soojeong’s cleavage just long enough to shout at them to “shut up and keep looking for the beast”. Not wanting to antagonize him further, their group - and the rest of the disciples - fall silent and continue half-heartedly searching for the creature Donggun is hunting.
“Doesn’t even tell us what he’s looking for,” Jimin grumbles, poking at a bush. He can only imagine what foul creature Donggun would be interested in finding.
By chance, he happens to look up just as Yoongi passes him by, obviously limping even though his face is as implacable as usual. Or rather, if Jimin squints, there are signs that Yoongi is in pain. He’s even more pale than usual, and there is a small pinch in his brow. His lips are pressed together, the seam blending pale. These are obvious indications of his physical condition. Maybe for anyone else, these small tells might have indicated minor pain - but for Yoongi, all these signs mean Yoongi might as well be screaming.
Jimin hops over to Yoongi’s side and catches the older boy by the elbow just when Yoongi stumbles slightly. Yoongi’s golden eyes flicker briefly before he pulls his arm away with a shrug.
Jimin sighs, but keeps pace with Yoongi’s gingerly pace. “Let me carry you,” Jimin says.
“No,” Yoongi answers flatly.
Exasperation flashes through Jimin. “Hyung, you can’t keep walking on that. It’ll never heal, even with a core like yours. Let me help.”
Yoongi’s nose flares. He shoots Jimin a cool look - a warning - and grinds out, “No. Need.”
Jimin frowns. “Yoongi-hyung…”
“Yah!” Donggun shouts from atop his horse, a whip flicking out to crack against the dead leaves on the forest floor. “Are you lazy bastards even looking? Why is it taking so long?”
Even though the chiding hadn’t been directed at them specifically, Yoongi still puts distance between himself and Jimin, and all Jimin can do is stare helplessly at his hyung’s broad back. This hyung of his really is too stubborn! Or is it pride? As the best cultivator in their generation, maybe Yoongi simply can’t bring himself to accept help? Jimin is completely baffled.
Jeongguk, meanwhile, has beaten a discreet path to Jimin, wasting no time to haul Jimin by the arm to keep up with the rest of their group as they continue to search for Donggun’s mysterious beast. Jeongguk shakes his arm a little. “Would you just leave him alone?” he hisses. “You’re annoying him! And drawing attention to yourself - and our sect!”
Jimin puffs his cheeks out in offense. “Who would be annoyed by me? I’m a delight!”
“You’re a nightmare. A living, breathing manifestation of chaos,” Jeonggul grumbles.
Jimin can’t help but preen at the compliment.
But Jeongguk is also right, in a way. While Jimin has been drawing Donggun’s attention intentionally for some time, he doesn’t necessarily want Donggun paying attention to him at all times. It wouldn't be good for Donggun to exercise what little observational skills he possesses.
Yet - Yoongi can’t keep walking on that leg. He needs a break, even a small moment of rest. Taxing the golden core for too long without a reprieve, without any way to refuel the body adequately, is something that could cause lasting damage. Jimin would know. He’s practically a walking miracle of recovery from his time on the streets.
Jimin eyes the one person who could help with keen interest. Kim Namjoon has been a present observer throughout the indoctrination camp, but he has also been a quelling influence. Jimin has heard the doctor on more than one occasion reminded Donggun of the fear the other must have for the Gom Sect Leader. Just mentioning his father makes Donggun back off half the time, and Kim Namjoon has been the only voice of reason willing to take advantage of this.
Namjoon is a doctor. He must not like seeing all of these disciples with untreated injuries, and he certainly must disapprove of Yoongi’s condition. Jimin doubts Dohoon was able to do what he did in the dungeon without Namjoons help or permission. Namjoon can do something, surely.
Convinced of his reasoning, Jimin plucks a dead leaf from the ground and imbues it with some of his spiritual energy, tracing a pale blue talisman on the back of the leaf before sending it off with the next gust of wind. The little leaf dances in the breeze and lands on Namjoon’s shoulder, clinging much more than any ordinary leaf. The leaf draws Namjoon’s attention, and as the doctor pinches the leaf, Jimin’s voice enters the doctor’s mind through the talisman.
I know you have no reason to do me any more favors, but please, have mercy. Find a way for us to rest.
Jimin hopes his plea works. When Namjoon glances at him, Jimin tries to radiate his earnestness as much as he can.
Namjoon holds the leaf for a moment longer before crumpling it in his fist.
And then, he holds up his hand. “Halt. Let’s rest here for 30 minutes. Drink water and eat your lunch rations.”
From atop his horse, Donggun glares down at Namjoon, even as Soojeong plasters her breasts against his arm with a nasal whine, batting her lashes all the while. “Why are we stopping? We haven’t found it yet!”
Namjoon is unfazed. “A short break will replenish their efforts and renew their focus,” Namjoon states in such a way that his words are irrefutable. Nobody could argue against a tone like that, not even Donggun.
Fortunately, they are near a river that bubbles lazily downstream. Gratefully, the tired disciples refill water canteens and break into stores of salted peanuts, sitting on rocks and forest brambles to catch their breath. Jimin is glad to see Yoongi settle down on a larger boulder, propping his injured leg on a nearby rock as he sips at water, but he doesn’t dare approach again. It’s better this way.
“Do you think we’ll ever find whatever he’s looking for?” Jeongguk mutters, drawing Jimin’s focus back to the main matter at hand.
Taehyung looks uneasy. He doesn’t have his fan, but his fingers curl in habit, as if he wants to flutter his fan in front of his face the way he normally would. Biting his lip, he says, “I confess I hope we don’t find it.”
Something about Taehyung’s expression has Jimin lifting his brows. He leans toward his friend, dropping his voice low as he munches on the salty peanuts. “Do you know something we don’t know?”
Taehyung grimaces. He looks up at Eunwoo, then looks back down. “Last time I was in the infirmary and Eunwoo came to escort me back…We might have overheard some senior Gom disciples talking about a lost beast near this mountain. Apparently, the beast has been missing for 400 years…and Donggun is someone who is seeking glory. Or praise from his father.”
Jimin sits back, thinking about this. A long-lost beast on the mountain? Well, if it’s been lost for 400 years, they aren’t going to find it hiding beneath some bushes. Of course, Donggun would be stupid enough to think that kind of monster would be easy to find in a forest that his own sect has probably searched through hundreds of times on various nighthunts. If the beast exists, it's hiding in a place not easy to find and not easy to get to.
His eyes turn contemplatively to the mountain top and he stands, walking a few paces forward until his boots nearly touch the riverbank. Mountains sometimes have caves, don’t they? Natural or man-made, a cavern on a mountain would be a good place for any kind of beast to hide.
Jimin has been toying with the idea of a yin-tracking compass, some kind of tool that would help cultivators find quarries more quickly. He’s been tooling the idea around in his head for ages and has settled on the foundational quadrants that will make such a complicated talisman. So he summons up a thread of his blue spiritual energy and sketches the base talisman into the air, sending it off toward the mountain with a decisive punch.
“What did you do?” Jeongguk asks with quiet dread.
“I’m finding the beast,” Jimin answers. He crosses his arms over his chest and watches as his talisman races through the air, parting clouds and fog like a hot knife through butter as it careens straight into the mountain.
‘You’re helping him ?” Jeongguk hisses, cutting a glare at Donggun.
Jimin’s eyes slide in the opposite direction, though, toward Yoongi who is resting with his eyes closed on the bank of the riverbed. Jimin isn’t helping Donggun - even if he were held at knife-point, he wouldn’t help Donggun. No, Jimin is helping someone else, someone who won’t ask for help or accept any help given. The faster they end this ridiculous hunt, the faster they can get back to their rooms, and hopefully Yoongi can get enough rest to undo some of the damage to his leg.
Even though Jimin is mostly confident in the preliminary design of his talisman, he doesn’t actually think the talisman will find something. But it does. For several long moments, the talisman dips and hovers on a mid-level point on the mountain - and then it flares brightly, the color drawing everyone’s attention.
Soojeong doesn’t waste time as she latches onto Donggun and exclaims, “Doryeon-nim! You did it! You found the beast!”
Jeongguk scoffs derisively as Donggun preens and hastens to order all the disciples to get on the move again. Jimin doesn’t care. He tucks his hands into his pockets, sorely missing his sword, and heads off for the mountain. They might as well get this over with.
Fortunately, the climb up the mountain isn’t terribly hard. The incline is easy and, hilariously, as they come closer to the area indicated by Jimin’s talisman, Donggun becomes more quiet and obviously nervous. Jimin is tempted to call him out on his bluff, but one look from Jeongguk holds his tongue.
In the end, they come to a cave opening. There are vines and other vegetation covering the edges of the opening, so it’s no wonder it wasn’t easy to spot from far away. The shape of the opening is odd too, a sort of oval that dips into the mountain at an angle. Donggon jumps off his horse and paces to the edge of the cave.
“You found it, doryeon-nim!” Soojeong cheers. Kang, who has been shadowing Donggun all the while, silently helps her from the horse so she can cling to Donggun’s arm.
“Heh. I did,” Donggun says with pride. He turns hard eyes on the rest of them, impatiently waving at the cave. “Well, get on with it! What are you waiting for? Go hunt the beast!”
“You’re not serious,” Kim Seokjin says flatly.
“Why wouldn’t I be serious?” Donggun returns.
“We have no swords. No torches. Nothing to aid the hunt. We don’t even know what we’re hunting,” Seokjin points out frostily. “Why should we hunt for you?”
Donggun sneers. He pushes Soojeong away, causing her to stumble back with a weak cry, and gets into Seokjin’s personal space. “You’ve been testing me too much, I think. Why don’t you go first?”
“Ah!” Hoseok exclaims with a nervous look at Seokjin. “Let’s not be too hasty. We can formulate a plan, can’t we?”
Donggun looks at Hoseok with a strange hunger, lingering on Hoseok’s face for an uncomfortable moment before a smarmy smile overtakes his face. “A plan? Sure, we can make a plan. How about I just push one of you in?”
Jimin snorts. He can’t help himself - but that’s all it takes to draw Donggun’s attention.
Donggun smiles viciously. “Oh, look, a volunteer,” he says, right before he snatches Jimin by the front of his hanbok and tosses him into the deep, dark well of the cavern.
Jimin yelps, even as he hears frantic cries of his name. He falls down the long shoot of darkness, tumbling over a smoothish downward slope decorated with what must be the sharpest rocks known to man. He reaches the bottom fast, so the entry to the cave must not be too far away - but he can guess that climbing up would be near impossible. With a groan, he sits up and stares at the dim light from the cavern opening.
“Jimin!”
“Hyung!”
“I’m okay!” Jimin shouts back. He quickly looks around, but without light, he can’t get a good grasp on the size of the cave. But by the way his voice echoes, it must be large. And he thinks he hears a trickle of water, which would explain the slightly damp smell of earth permeating the space.
However, before Jimin can think too much more about it, the sounds of another person falling into the cave reach his ears. Jimin hurries to scoot back so the person won’t land on him. The person arrives with a soft, somewhat familiar grunt.
“Yoongi-hyung?” Jimin whispers.
“Jimin.”
“You’re leg-”
“No worse than before,” Yoongi says. There is a shuffling sound as Yoongi finds his feet. “Clear a space.”
Jimin complies, moving to stand out of the way just as another disciple, followed by another and another after that, comes tumbling into a cave. He isn’t sure if they are volunteering or if Donggun is still pushing them headfirst into the darkness, but he supposes it doesn’t matter - the result is still the same. After several minutes, two dull red sword glares break into the darkness as Donggun and Kang enter the cavern on their swords, along with some of the Gom Sect disciples who have accompanied Donggun on this outing.
These Gom disciples are basically useless, all of them with low skills and assigned to Donggun’s detail for some unfortunate reason. But they bring lighted torches with them, which immediately illuminate the dark cave.
The cave is big. Very big. In fact, this entrance is a narrow opening to what promises to be a much larger space. As the Gom disciples fan out to explore the cave, the rest of them follow as a pack, sticking close together. Eventually, the Gom disciples lead them to a massive cavern that houses a lakebed with a huge rock island in the middle. It’s definitely a big enough space to hold a long-lost beast, but there are no signs that the beast exists.
Yet, Jimin’s talisman wouldn’t have been wrong. Or at least, it shouldn’t have been. It was untested, though, and errors are bound to happen.
“Where is it?” Donggun yells in frustration. “It has to be here! Someone find it!”
Namjoon clears his throat. “Perhaps we should-”
“Oh, shut up!” Donggun snaps. He turns to the hostage-disciples with a mean glimmer. “I know how to lure the beast! String one of them up and let him bleed!”
“You want to use us for live bait?” Seokjin demands.
“That’s going too far!” Jeongguk shouts with outrage.
Donggun chuckles. “You think that’s going too far? Why? It’s not as if your life is as important as mine! You’re just an ant compared to me! A useless little bug that means nothing! If I want to use you as bait, then I will!”
“Doryeong-nim!” Soojeong coos, petting Donggun’s shoulder. “I know who you can use for bait! That one! That one right there!”
Everyone follows Soojeong's finger.
Hoseok.
She’s pointing at Hoseok.
Donggun makes a face. “Ah, are you sure? Does it have to be him?” he hedges.
Soojeong pouts at her master. “Why not him, doryeon-nim? Why would you hesitate? Is it because he’s pretty? Is he prettier than me?”
“Nobody is prettier than you,” Donggun hastens to agree. He flaps his hand dismissively in Hosoek’s direction. “He’s nobody. It’s fine to bleed him!”
A few Gom Sect disciples jump to act, but Hoseok is faster. He ducks behind Yoongi and Seokjin, his face pale.
“Step aside,” a Gom Sect disciple orders.
Yoongi deliberately turns his head.
Seokjin lifts a brow and peers down his nose at the disciple. “No.”
Jimin is impressed at this show of defiance, especially from Seokjin. Who knew the peacock would have it in him?
The Gom Sect disciple glances back at Donggun uncertainly, but Donggun barks at him to take Hoseok by all means necessary. What follows after that is chaos in the near-dark. Hoseok is fast on his feet, darting around the other hostages and standing stalagmites with a deft quickness, but there is only so far he can run.
Yet, Jimin sees an opportunity. In the chaos, in the spaces between the noisy shouts and Soojeong’s shrieking jeers, there is a moment that can turn the tide.
Donggun hasn’t remained stationary. As Hoseok has continued to run, Donggun has edged further away from Kang and his mistress, unheeding the danger he puts himself in.
Because Jimin is dangerous. He can be dangerous if he wants to be. And right now, he wants to be dangerous. Desperately dangerous.
And so, when everyone else is too busy trying to shield Hoseok or chase him down, depending on which side they are on, Jimin takes the opportunity to ram his elbow into the back of a Gom disciple’s head. The disciple grunts and stumbles, and Jimin kicks in the back of his knee, easily maneuvering around the disciple to disarm him - and once Jimin has this nameless sword, he uses his natural speed to reach Donggun before anyone can think to stop him.
The sword gleams silver as Jimin holds the sharp edge against Donggun’s throat, his other hand twisted into Donggun’s top knot to hold the other in place. Donggun is stiff as a board as JImin raises his voice. “Stop! All of you stop, or I’ll kill him right now!” he shouts.
There is some confusion as his words filter through the cave, but slowly, the torches swing in his direction, illuminating the sight of the second young master of the Gom Sect being held at sword point by a mere hostage-disciple. The Gom Sect disciples all turn, some with anger, some with fear. Soojeong cries for Donggun, babbling some nonsense that barely makes sense. Kang takes a step forward, cold in his danger.
Jimin doesn’t care about the mistress or the Gom disciples. The main threat is Kang, and he responds to that threat by pressing the sword edge more firmly against Donggun’s throat. “Stop! One more step, and I’ll slice him open! I think you know what your glorious Sect Leader would do to you if you let one of his sons bleed on your watch! Do you think you can be faster than me?”
Kang stops. He glares.
“Park Jimin!” Donggun says frantically. “What do you think you’re doing? Let me go! Let me go and I promise, I’ll-”
“Your promises mean nothing to me,” Jimin says harshly. “You’re nothing more than a bully, and not even a good one. Cruelty is the only thing you can offer this world. Cruelty - and hypocrisy.”
With that, Jimin tightens his hold on Donggun and leaps backward - back, toward the water, up onto the rocky island in the middle of the underground lake. Here, the vantage is better. He’s further away from anyone who might try to stop him, although, Jimin can admit even he doesn’t know what he plans to do. For now, the Gom Sect disciples have stopped chasing Hoseok, and the other hostage-disciples are watching Jimin’s act unfold with breathless anticipation. He doesn’t dare look too closely at his friends or his brother or Yoongi.
Should he just kill Donggun, after all? Jimin has killed plenty before - ghouls and beasts on night hunts. But he’s never taken a human life. He isn’t sure he wants to start now. And even if he did, where would that leave any of them?
No, the best he can do is make sure all the other hostage-disciples make it out of this cave.
Jimin clears his throat and makes sure to speak clearly so that he is easily heard throughout the cave. “ All who use their family name and power to suppress others should be beheaded and shown to the public as a deterrent for bad behavior! ”
“What?” Donggun demands, trying to squirm out of Jimin’s grasp. He succeeds in only opening a small slice on his neck from the stolen sword. “S-say that nonsense again, you bastard.”
Jimin snorts. “Nonsense? Why is it nonsense? Don’t you recognize it, Donggun?” Jimin’s grin turns wicked. “Are you saying your own ancestry spoke nonsense? That’s not very filial of you.”
“What are you talking about?” Donggun demands.
“Did you really give us that insipid book to memorize and recite without even reading it yourself?” Jimin asks incredulously. “Lee Donggun. Your great ancestor Lee Song-hun said these words himself! All who use their family name and power to suppress others would be beheaded and shown to the public as a deterrent for bad behavior! Have the descendants of the Lee Clan really fallen so far? You’re pathetic!”
“Park Jimin!”
“What was the punishment for speaking ill of the Gom Sect? Oh, that’s right,” Jimin recalls with faux wonder. “Execution! Well, that’s fine! I’ll be happy to help you die right now!”
Donggun is breathless for a moment, seemingly unsure how to respond to this, and then all at once, he is screaming, “Kang! Kang, save me! Save me! Kang, save me!”
Kang makes a move to leap onto the rocky island as well, but before he can, a great shaking rumbles beneath Jimin’s feet. He lets go of Donggun to keep his balance, looking right at Jeongguk. “Earthquake?”
Jeongguk shakes his head, his eyes so wide and round that the whites of his eyes are clearly visible. “Not an earthquake,” Jeongguk manages to shout, right as a large reptilian head rises from the water and swings around to glare right at Jimin, a blood-red eye sending a chill down his spine.
The rocky island isn’t an island at all. It’s the lost beast they’ve been looking for.
Jimin holds himself still under that piercing red gaze - but nothing happens. The red eye blinks, but does not seem to see at all. Could the beast be blind? It would be good if it was. Before Jimin can think too much on it, Donggun breaks the bated silence in the cave, screaming for Kang like an infant screams for its mother. And with the noise, the beast has something to focus on. It rears its head back, opens its gaping maw steeped in the stench of decay, and tries to snap down.
Jimin leaps away, shoving Donggun away from him as he lands back on the cavern floor beside the lake with a grunt. He barely has time to roll to the side when the beast lunges again, now attacking indiscriminately as it tracks the sounds of frantic yells and feet dashing through the cave. Jimin scuttles backward, breathless, unable to tear his eyes away from the beast even as Kang leaps forward to drag Donggun to safety, even as Jeongguk and Yoongi shout his name, even as captured disciples scream in pain.
It’s a giant tortoise - or something similar to one, anyway. It’s several meters wide and several more tall, with a long, serpentine neck that twists with great flexibility. For a beast its size, its head moves quickly, although the rest of its body is much more sedate. With a blackened shell and onyx scales on its hide, it’s clear to Jimin that something foul has happened to this beast to make it become this . And this is not even counting the overwhelming yin energy wafting off the beast, filling every inch of the cavern with an oppressive aura of anger and fear.
But Jimin thinks he’s right that the giant tortoise is blind. Something about its reactions is delayed - not quite right.
Cautiously, he moves to his feet, trying to take in the lay of the land.
The tortoise is fast and hungry, snatching up cultivators indiscriminately. Any who come close are swallowed whole, swords and daggers and all. Most of the hostage-disciples like Jimin have the good sense to stay out of snapping range - Taehyung, in particular, is crouched in the furthest corner of the cave, guarded by a grim-faced Eunwoo. Jeongguk is dragging the other Mugunghwa hostage-disciples back by the scruff of their clothes, and Seokjin is ordering the Jasujeon disciples to retreat quickly. Yoongi, like Jimin, is watching all of this unfold wearily.
In the chaos of trying to escape the giant tortoise, some of the hostage-disciples had taken the opportunity to steal swords from the scant few Gom Sect disciples in the cave. There are clashing blades, even as they all try to put distance between themselves and that giant snapping maw lunging toward them from the lake. Jimin might have joined in if his attention wasn’t suddenly snagged by Soojeong cackling and ordering two disciples to “ hold this homewrecker down!”
Jimin peers through the dimness of the cave and gawks at the sight of Jung Hoseok struggling against two Gom disciples, who are indeed holding his shoulders to the ground while Soojeong brandishes her iron brand at Hoseok. She’s ranting angrily about Hoseok deliberately drawing Donggun’s eye and about how she won’t tolerate competition and about how she plans to ruin Hoseok’s face so he can never tempt another man again - and while all of that is insane , Jimin just really can’t believe this woman is choosing now of all times to hold a grudge!
And since it doesn’t seem like anyone else has noticed Hoseok’s plight - and since Hoseok must be weak from shock or hunger or both, and cannot save himself - Jimin springs forward. Somehow, he manages to get his body between Hoseok and the branding iron, but before he has a chance to knock it away, the iron sears into his chest right above his heart.
Jimin screams - more loudly than he has ever screamed in his life. The burning pain is so bright and encompassing that his mind whites out for several long moments, heart thundering in his ears as the scent of his own burning flesh reaches his nose. But his body reacts instinctively, hitting Soojeong’s arm hard enough to break bone, to break the connection between his skin and her branding iron. He clutches at his chest, glaring at the awful mistress heatedly, while behind him, Hoseok finally maneuvers out of the grasp of the Gom disciples holding him down. Any other time, Jimin might have appreciated how swift and merciless the other is as he knocks the two disciples out, but his mind is still a crackling scape of pain.
It hurts so, so badly. What a cruel, sadistic woman to put anyone through this kind of pain. She and Madam Jeon might get along quite well, actually, although Jimin has no doubt Madam Jeon would see a mistress as someone too far below her station to interact with.
By now, the shock of Jimin’s scream has given all the cultivators in the cave time to scramble to relative safety - and most of the fighting has broken up. To his dismay, he sees that the rest of the Gom Sect disciples are rushing toward the cave entrance. Even Soojeong is running, crying out for her master hysterically.
“Retreat! Kang, take me up there!” Donggun screeches from the front of the pack.
“No!” Jeongguk shouts.
“You can’t leave us here!” Seokjin yells.
The living Gom Sect disciples do not hesitate to follow Donggun’s orders, mounting their swords to fly out of the cave. Kang manages to take both Donggun and Soojeong on his sword with minimal strain. Kim Namjoon is also carried away by a Gom disciple, as he does not carry a sword of his own - but Namjoon obviously struggles against this, his face ashen as the hostage-disciples are left behind. As they reach the top, Jimin can faintly hear Donggun ordering the cave to be sealed shut, followed by a groaning rumble as boulders are pushed in front of the cave entrance.
Even if they could climb an incline that steep, they would still be locked in.
“That bastard!” Seokjin curses. “That slimy, no-good, foul-eyed bastard! He really left us here!”
“He can’t do that!” one of the remaining hostage-disciples cries. “I’m the only heir to my sect! I can’t die here!”
Jeongguk scoffs, glaring up at the closed cave entrance. “We’re all indispensable to our sects, but do you think Donggun cares about that? Do you think Lee Chungwoo gives a shit? Why do you think we were brought here? Wake up!”
Although harsh, Jeongguk’s words serve as a reminder that this indoctrination camp was not ever meant to foster better sect relations. As a mockery of the Horangi Sect lectures, the Gom Sect indoctrination was designed to only sow discord, uncertainty, and fear. And it has done so successfully.
Every sect heir of every major and minor sect, locked in a cave without weapons with a bloodthirsty giant tortoise. And not only the sect heirs, but most of the head disciples and many senior disciples, too.
Not that all of them are alive, at this point. Jimin hasn’t ever bothered to keep count of how many hostage-disciples there are, but by the looks of it, that giant tortoise has trimmed their numbers quite a bit.
“What are we going to do?” Taehyung asks, voice quivering. He looks at Eunwoo, but even Eunwoo looks uncertain.
What are they going to do? Jimin doesn’t know. He needs time to think - needs to rest - needs to push his brain to operate over the stinging nerve signals still zipping through his body.
But they probably don’t have time, do they?
“The leaves,” comes a low voice, barely louder than a murmur.
Jimin lifts his eyes to see Yoongi staring at the water of the lake, which has settled now that the giant tortoise is no longer hunting for them. Has it gone back to sleep? Can it not leave the water?
Following his gaze, Jimin spots red leaves floating on the surface of the water. No, not just floating - moving slowly to the back of the cave, as if caught in a current. But a standing still water lake would not have a natural current, not unless the lake was part of a larger water system.
“Those leaves…” Jimin's eyes light up. “From the trees on the mountain! Yoongi-hyung, you’re a genius!”
“What are you talking about?” Seokjin snaps irritably.
“The leaves?” Hoseok wonders, rubbing at his arms. He keeps looking at Jimin, somewhat shaken, his eyes continually dropping to Jimin’s chest.
Jeongguk takes a few steps closer to the lake, squinting at the leaves. He watches the way the leaves float and, as someone who has spent half his childhood in the water, quickly comes to the same conclusion as Jimin. “An underwater opening. This lake is being fed into another body of water, maybe a river…”
“What good does that do us?” one of the other hostages demands.
Jeongguk looks at the disciple and rolls his eyes. “It means, if there’s an underwater opening, we can swim through it and get out of this cave system,” he says slowly, as if speaking to a particularly dull child.
Jimin nods, eagerly latching onto the thought. “Someone should check.”
“Not you,” Jeongguk denies swiftly. “You already got your stupid ass hurt. I’ll go. I’m the better swimmer, anyway.”
“You wish you’re the better swimmer,” Jimin retorts. He hesitates, staring at the maybe-sleeping giant tortoise. Jeongguk is his little brother, and while he’s a very good swimmer, Jimin doesn’t want him anywhere near that beast. And yet, what choice does he have? Anyone else would splash around noisily and draw too much attention from the beast. But if it’s Jeongguk, who can swim as fast and silent as a marlin, then maybe it would be okay. “Fine. You investigate, and I’ll distract our friend there.”
Jeongguk nods grimly.
Well, Jimin can’t say that they haven’t executed worse plans before.
As Jeongguk toes off his boots and shrugs out of his overcoat, Jimin edges closer to the shore, thinking of the best talismans to use. He doesn’t have any talisman paper at his disposal, so his choices are very limited - without talisman paper as a medium, Jimin will be relying solely on his own energy. He can’t choose a talisman that will take up too much of his spiritual energy, but he can’t choose one that is too weak to draw the attention of a blind beast.
Fortunately, there is one thing all creatures have an instinctive fear of. Even blind, a beast will know to keep away from the inherent danger of fire.
“Everyone, stay very quiet,” Jimin orders the other disciples without turning around. His attention is fixed on Jeongguk, who has stepped up to the placid water and waits for Jimin’s signal. Jimin summons his spiritual energy and sketches a precise fire talisman in the air, clapping his hands together to activate a tall flare that he sends out over the water. As the fire talisman crests over the beast, the giant tortoise rouses and snaps at the flame, following along after the heat and cringing away as Jimin leads the tortoise in the opposite direction of Jeongguk, who has silently dived into the water with barely a ripple to show for it.
Very soon, sweat beads on Jimin’s temple. It isn’t an easy task to keep an unanchored talisman active, especially one that he is actively controlling from a distance. He is strong for his age, but he is still young - and even many old masters would struggle to keep up an act like this for very long. His chest is heaving from the effort by the time Jeongguk emerges from the water, swiftly and soundlessly rising from the water to tip-toe from the shore.
With a relieved sigh, Jimin lets the talisman die, staggering back a step and bracing himself on his knees. He lets Jeongguk take him by the elbow so they can support each other as they retreat from the shoreline again.
“How is it?” Jimin asks under the watchful eyes of the other disciples.
“You and Min-doryeon-nim were right,” Jeongguk says, wringing out his hair and his clothes. He wipes water from his eye, looking back at the water to eye the resting beast pensively. “There’s a tunnel a couple of meters deep. It looks wide enough to fit four, maybe five people at a time. But I don’t know how long it is or if it leads directly outside. It’s a gamble.”
“How much of a gamble?” Seokjin prods. While the other disciples have fallen into a silent sort of tension, Seokjin is one of the few who seems able to direct that tension into action. He’s one of the oldest here, next to Yoongi, and that maturity is showing right now. Again, Jimin is grudgingly impressed.
Jeongguk looks at his betrothed. Unlike many other times, when Jeongguk’s heart has clouded his sight, he does not seem distracted by Seokjin. His focus is a stark thing to marvel at and Jimin could not be prouder. “If the tunnel leads to another cave, we could run into a dead-end, or a series of them if the tunnel branches off into different systems deeper in the mountain. The tunnel could also be very long and there could be few opportunities to catch air, so slow swimmers will be at a disadvantage. The current of the water is also unknown. The danger of drowning is real,” he warns with a grimace. “But if the tunnel leads directly out of the mountain, then it’s possible the Gom Sect knows about it, and they could be waiting for us.”
It’s a lot of risks. Too many risks to be smart. And yet.
“We can’t stay here, either,” Jimin says. “I’d rather die trying to get out than become that thing’s next meal.”
Jeongguk’s grimace deepens, but he nods in agreement.
“I’m not a good swimmer,” Taehyung laments.
“I am,” Eunwoo says reassuringly.
“I’m a strong swimmer,” Hoseok offers, stepping away from the other Jasujeon disciples. Once again, he looks at Jimin’s chest, his expression twisting. “If we need to lead people in groups, I can guide a few.”
“We’re really doing this,” Seokjin mutters.
“Do you have a better plan?” Jimin prods.
Seokjin presses his lips together. “No.”
“What do you think, Yoongi-hyung?” Jimin asks, eyeing Yoongi’s leg. If it is broken, swimming will be uncomfortable, but manageable. But he doesn’t know if the Horangi disciples swim, really. Living on a mountain, he can’t imagine they do. Even that Cold Pond was full of shallow water.
“Groups of five,” Yoongi agrees.
And that is how the disciples organize themselves into small groups of five. The Mugunghwa disciples, as the strongest swimmers, head up the teams with weaker swimmers to hopefully even out the odds. It is probably one of the rare times cultivators see each other as people before rival sect members. Aside from forming groups, they also form a plan, but it’s not a plan Jeongguk likes at all - and Yoongi doesn’t seem to agree with it very much, either.
“I don’t know why you’re arguing,” Jimin tells them, his hands on his hips. “The second we get in the water and that beast isn’t distracted by something, it’ll notice us right away. Earlier, the talisman I used worked. All I need to do is keep it going while everyone is swimming out, and then when the last group is gone, I’ll dive in and swim through the tunnel. I’m a fast swimmer. It won’t catch me.”
“Your energy will be drained by the talisman,” Yoongi reminds him with a disapproving look.
“Aigoo, it won’t be that bad,” Jimin insists.
“Hyung, there has to be another way,” Jeongguk cuts in. “Why don’t you teach the talisman to a few others so you can save some of your energy?”
Jimin purses his lips in thought. It could work, although the disciples in question would have to be spiritually strong and not someone leading a group. It doesn’t leave a whole lot of options, but there are a couple of volunteers who are willing to give it a shot. Jimin walks them through the basics of the talisman and how to direct their energy, satisfied that they seem to understand his instructions. And then he stands beside them to supervise as the first disciple draws up the fire talisman to rouse and distract the tortoise while Jeongguk and the Mugunghwa disciples lead the first few groups beneath the water. When the first disciple tires and his group, led by Hoseok, is called, the second disciple takes up the mantle - but Jimin can see that, while well-intentioned, this disciple is weaker and his control is faltering almost immediately.
Jimin counts how many groups are left, then watches the fire talisman waffle in front of the tortoise.
“I’ll take over,” Jimin says quickly.
“No, I can do it!” the disciple insists, but that moment of distraction spells disaster.
The fire talisman flies right into the tortoise, causing the beast to screech even as the talisman dies. And when that happens, the tortoise notices that there is live bait in the water.
“Don’t panic,” Seokjin snaps from somewhere. “Keep going! What are you waiting for?”
The giant tortoise is fast, but Jimin is fast too. With unerring speed, Jimin summons up a larger fire talisman, halting the beast in its tracks before it can dive for Seokjin’s group, which is then followed by Hoseok’s. Eunwoo’s group, with Taehyung and Yoongi, are the last left, and then Jimin can follow.
Jimin can hold on. He’s strong.
“Jimin,” Taehyung calls.
“I’m fine,” Jimin answers, strained. “Just go! I’ll be right behind you!”
The water splashes, signaling the last group diving for the tunnel. But unfortunately, the giant tortoise is not stupid. Blind and fearful of the fire it may be, but it is wise enough to know it can evade the fire by submerging directly into the water.
Jimin curses as the tortoise sinks deep into the lake. He launches the fire talisman into the water, hoping to stun the tortoise, but other than heating the water and startling the beast, his efforts haven’t done much.
People are still in the water.
Jimin doesn’t stop to think.
Donggun may be an idiot, but he’s right about one thing. All beasts can be drawn by blood, and even if his spiritual power is waning, Jimin has plenty of blood to spare. He rushes to the lake shore and snatches up a rock, which he bangs and drags against the outside of his thigh, quickly drawing blood. Jimin stumbles into the water and watches his blood mix with the lake - and nearly as soon as that happens, the beast appears to scent his blood in the water. It’s almost comical how fast the giant tortoise changes direction, abandoning the diving disciples in favor of Jimin.
“Fuck, fuck!” Jimin chants, scrambling back toward the shore. He lands on his rear right at the shoreline as the giant tortoise emerges from the water, baring all of its sharp teeth right over Jimin’s prone form.
Well. It’s not an ideal way to die, but at least the others are safe. Jeongguk and his irritating betrothed and Taehyung and Yoongi-
Something tackles Jimin from the side, and he rolls under the force, narrowing avoiding the area where the beast gnashes its teeth into the lakeshore. He blinks rapidly, taking in the dim brightness of a distinct white hanbok and flashing golden eyes -
“Argh!” Yoongi screams as he is ripped away from Jimin, the giant tortoise clamping down on his already broken leg to drag Yoongi away and dangle him above the water.
“Hyung!” Jimin calls out, fumbling as he summons another fire talisman. He’s tired and his aim is off, but the talisman slams into the tortoise with enough power that it shrieks in surprise, dropping Yoongi into the water. Determined, Jimin sketches another talisman in the air, this one a firework talisman he used for pranks back in Mugunghwa Pier. The tortoise likes this talisman even less than the fire one and barrels away, repeatedly banging against the cave ceiling and the walls to chase the bright sparkling lights away.
“Hyung!” Jimin calls again. Jimin splashes through the shallow shore, scooping his hands beneath Yoongi’s arms to quickly drag his hyung out of the water. Jimin trips over his own feet as they leave the water, but he continues scooting backward, hauling Yoongi with him until they are out of range of the great beast.
Yoongi is grimacing, clutching at his injured leg in obvious pain. It’s bleeding again - probably broken in a few new places, too.
The giant tortoise isn’t paying them any attention, though. The beast is too preoccupied with the remnants of Jimin’s last talisman, and all of the banging on the cave walls has caused an ominous rumble to vibrate through the cavern. Jimin gapes as several rocks from overhead crash down into the water, and it’s with a sinking in his chest that he realizes their only exit has likely just been sealed away.
They really are stuck here, now.
“Quickly, hyung,” Jimin mutters, hastening to drag Yoongi backward. He circulates some of his spiritual energy through his body, putting more strength into his limbs. Yoongi is much heavier than he looks. Fortunately, although the largest cavern in this cave system is the one that hosts the giant tortoise and the underwater lake, there are a few smaller ones that aren’t overly damp. Jimin chooses one with a narrow opening that would be easy to defend just in case that unsightly creature decides to emerge from the water.
In the small cavern, he props Yoongi up against the wall, briskly making sure his leg is straight before he searches the cavern for any resources. It’s mostly a lot of rocks, but Jimin can work with that. He takes a few sizable ones and finds a smaller, sharper rock to use to carve a fire talisman, effectively creating a heat source that will keep them warm. Warmth is, after all, one of the basic requirements of life, and without food and clean water, they will need warmth.
That done, Jimin crouches beside Yoongi again, who has closed his eyes and seems to be taking stock of himself. Yoongi looks paler than usual - unwell. Aside from his sodden appearance and his leg, there is also an air of malaise about him that causes Jimin to frown. Cultivators are resilient, but they are also vulnerable to the silliest of things. Great shocks from injuries can cause stale blood to accumulate in the stomach, which can then reduce the flow of spiritual energy and possibly interfere with the circulation of healthy qi. If Jimin is guessing right, Yoongi is in bad condition for this reason.
But Jimin doesn’t know acupuncture, not even the theory of it. And even if he did know the theory, he wouldn’t test out his knowledge on his hyung. Too many things go wrong from bad acupuncture.
Which leaves only one option.
Jimin stands up, hands falling to the tie of his soaked silk overcoat, which he strips from his body and drops to the ground in a messy splat . “Aigoo, these wet clothes are so annoying!” he exclaims loudly.
Yoongi’s eyes open a slit, and then widen in alarm. He stiffens and leans further into the cave wall. “You! What are you doing?”
“Me? I’m undressing!” Jimin says cheerfully, shimmying out of his shirt and dropping the soaked fabric on some nearby rocks. He reaches for the ties of his pants next. “It’s better to be naked and dry than cold and wet! You should know this, hyung! These are basic survival tips!”
“Stop!” Yoongi barks.
Jimin puts his hands on his hips, his pants half untied, and clucks his tongue in exasperation. “Honestly, hyung, what do you expect me to do? You know, you should get naked, too! It can’t be good for your injuries to stay in those wet clothes! Let me help you!”
Jimin kneels shirtless at Yoongi’s side and reaches for the white hanbok, trying to push the heavy fabric off Yoongi’s shoulders. Yoongi slaps his hands away, looking very startled.
“Stop!”
“Hyung, just cooperate!” Jimin counters with a roll of his eyes. “What’s the big deal? We’re both men!”
Yoongi’s nostrils flare, his golden eyes sharpening with disbelief. “Park Jimin! You-”
Great hacking coughs interrupt Yoongi’s speech. His face twists and he leans to the side, coughing up the stale blood in his stomach for several long moments, sweat dripping down his temples and mingling with the lakewater drying on his skin.
Jimin pats Yoongi’s back throughout the process, firm pats right between Yoongi’s broad shoulder blades. “There, that’s better, isn’t it? Get it all out.”
With a final cough, Yoongi takes a moment to catch his breath, wiping the blood from his chin. His color already looks better, a flush rising to his cheeks and his ears. Yoongi glares at him coldly, pushing Jimin’s hand away from his back.
“Ah, don’t blame me, hyung! How else was I supposed to help you? You had to get that stuff out of your body, or you wouldn’t have been able to heal,” Jimin says reasonably, although Yoongi still stares at him with obvious mistrust. His eyes flick down to the tattered fabric of Yoongi’s trousers and the fresh blood clinging to his skin. “We should set your leg. You’ve definitely been making it worse, walking on it all this time. Not that you had much choice, of course.”
Jimin goes about finding two straight sticks, which he settles along either side of Yoongi’s leg. After sprinkling some healing herbs from Dohoon’s sachet that managed to survive this whole ordeal, Jimin hesitates. A cultivator can heal with very few resources, but still, it would be better for the brace to be as tight as possible, and the only bit of strong fabric they have is…
Jimin snatches Yoongi’s manggeon right off his forehead. “We’re using this!” he announces, even when Yoongi tries to take the headband back. Jimin ignores the fury radiating off his hyung as he ties the manggeon tightly around Yoongi’s leg, securing the brace in place. “Ah, don’t be so mad, hyung. What’s more important? Your leg or your headband?” Jimin asks him pointedly.
Yoongi clenches his jaw and looks away.
Satisfied, Jimin sits back and hisses when the tepid air in the cave brushes against the fresh brand burned into his chest. He’s been focused enough on Yoongi that he’s forgotten about his own injury, but now that the adrenaline is fading, the pain is coming back to the forefront of his mind. Burns really are the worst kind of injury - even with all his experience under Madam Jeon’s lightning whip, there is no way to grow accustomed to the pain caused by a deep burn.
Suddenly, the ache in his chest flares brightly as pressure is placed directly against the wound. Jimin flinches back, shocked to see Yoongi’s hand flat against the burn on his chest. Not just his hand, though - some of the herbs from Dohoon’s sachet!
“Ah! Ow! Ow, Yoongi-hyung!” Jimin complains, trying to wiggle away to no avail. Yoongi’s reach is either longer than Jimin’s or Yoongi is more determined to return the favor of treating his wound than he might have expected.
“What do you want?” Yoongi asks dryly, not letting up the pressure. There is a trickle of cool energy pressed against his skin, a tiny transfer of Yoongi’s spiritual power to help Jimin heal. If Jimin had any spiritual energy to spare, he would have done the same for Yoongi’s leg.
“You’re pressing too hard! It hurts! It burns!”
Yoongi’s lips thin. “Hn. It should hurt.”
“You’re being mean,” Jimin whines. He wilts against the wall when Yoongi pulls away, his heart racing from the pain. Glancing down at his chest, he can see the shiny burn is still open and inflamed, but the herbs Yoongi has applied should help keep infection at bay. Probably. It’s not going to be an easy thing to recover in a cave.
Yoongi’s feline eyes flash coldly. “If you knew it would hurt, then you shouldn’t have done it,” he says.
Jimin lifts his brows. “And let Hoseok-sunbae have a scar on his face ? No way. That’s too cruel, hyung!”
“Yet you have a scar on your chest,” Yoongi reminds him sharply.
“Ah, but that’s okay. It’s just my chest and I’m just me,” Jimin laughs.
Yoongi doesn’t appear very satisfied by this reasoning, but then, Yoongi is highborn. He’s been brought up knowing that his body is precious, whereas Jimin has been brought up knowing his body is a tool. Jimin can’t blame Yoongi for not understanding this.
Unless…
“Why are you so upset?” Jimin pries, leaning closer to Yoongi to get a better look at his face. The damn cave is so dim, and even though Jimin’s heating rocks are generating a good amount of heat, they aren’t giving off too much light. Yoongi’s face is definitely one that can only be properly read in the light of day!
Yoongi doesn’t answer.
Jimin taps his bottom lip in thought, trying to figure out where his hyung’s anger could possibly be coming from. Then, he reaches a conclusion.
“Ah, I know!” Jimin says proudly.
Yoongi stiffens.
“You like Hoseok-sunbae!”
Yoongi starts, then stares at Jimin flatly. “What.”
Jimin rolls his eyes, lightly tapping Yoongi’s shoulder in reprimand. “Really, hyung, I feel like nobody would be brave enough to tell you this, so the responsibility must fall to me. Nobody likes a jealous lover!” he tells his hyung smartly. “Instead of being mad at me for saving Hoseok and jealous that you couldn’t, you should be thanking me! I’ve done you both a huge favor! You shouldn’t bully a benefactor, you know.”
Yoongi’s eyes narrow as Jimin offers this priceless advice, and then he scoffs, looking away. “Why am I having such a useless conversation with you?” he mutters.
Jimin grins, unbothered by the grousing tone of his hyung. He leans his elbow on Yoongi’s shoulder, letting the other boy take some of his weight. “You have no other choice! We’re a bit unfortunate since we got stuck here, but at least we’re together! If you don’t want to talk to me, who else would you talk to? I’m great company to keep, anyway!”
Yoongi meets Jimin’s bright smile with a dark expression. His head turns minutely, just enough to bring his face close to Jimin’s forearm, and -
“Ow!” Jimin yelps, jerking away quickly. “Ow! Stop doing that! Stop biting me!”
Jimin really can’t believe it! Min Yoongi bit him, like a rabid little child!
Yoongi releases him, leaving a ring of two perfect rows of teeth right over the bone of Jimin’s wrist. Jimin feels along the mark with frank disbelief. If he told anyone what Yoongi just did, nobody would believe him, he’s certain.
“We should sleep,” Yoongi says abruptly. “It is nearing nine.”
Jimin stares at his hyung with open puzzlement. How would Yoongi know what time it is in this dank little cave? But then he remembers the strict sleeping regimen of the Horangi Sect. Up at five, sleep by nine, every day without fail. A lifetime of such a strict sleeping pattern definitely wouldn’t be easy to shake.
“Who knew your sect’s strange rules would serve a purpose in these times?” Jimin says under his breath.
Yoongi doesn’t answer, too busy trying to reach a comfortable position to sleep in without actually laying down on the ground. With a broken leg, the best he can do is stretch his legs before his body and keep his spine straight against the cave wall.
“Hyung, let me use your leg as a pillow,” Jimin tries after unsuccessfully trying to find his own comfortable sleeping position.
“No.”
“Hey, I’m injured and tired,” Jimin pouts, fanning at his throbbing chest to relieve some of the heat. “It really does hurt, hyung. And you owe me for biting me just now! Your lap makes a perfectly good pillow!”
Yoongi closes his eyes. “Jimin. Sleep,” he commands.
Jimin grimaces, but eventually, even without using Yoongi’s lap as a pillow, sleep claims him before too long.
The next day, Jimin manages to wake before Yoongi. His hyung must be in bad shape if he’s still sleeping beyond his appointed rising hour. He takes the opportunity to investigate the larger cavern where the underground lake and the giant tortoise reside. To his surprise, he manages to find several discarded bows and arrows in the shallow shores of the lake, along with a few discarded swords heavy with rust. Who knows how long these weapons have been here, but they do serve as proof that Donggun is not the only one who has tried to find this beast.
Jimin gathers as many weapons in good condition as he can before he returns to the cavern where Yoongi is resting. As he enters the small space, Yoongi’s golden eyes fall on him appreciatively, lingering on the bows hanging off his shoulders.
“We can’t stay here forever,” Jimin says, dropping the recovered weapons on the ground. He checks his discarded clothes and finds them dry, so he quickly pulls them on. He leaves his shirt and overcoat untied, mindful to give the burn on his chest air so that the blisters don’t stick to the fabric of his clothes. Jimin nudges some of the heated stones still powered by his talismans, his mood pensive. “We have no food and I’m not confident about the cleanliness of the water. And the tortoise is blocking the way out of the cave. I don’t think we can wait for our sects to save us, either.”
“You want to kill it,” Yoongi states.
He doesn’t sound like he opposes the idea. But he doesn’t sound happy about it, either.
“I want to try. And I think I might have a plan,” Jimin says. He sits back on his haunches, tilting his head. “I’ve heard there’s a secret technique some of the top practitioners in your sect are taught. Chord Assassination. Do you know it?”
“I do.”
Jimin gestures to the bows - more specifically, the intact strings. “Do you think…?”
Yoongi releases a slow breath. “Maybe. But I would need time.”
Jimin smiles wryly. “Hyung, don’t worry about that. I’m a good distraction, ask any of my hubaes! But the real problem is your leg. We can’t possibly enact a plan when you’re on a broken leg, but we also can’t wait for you to heal fully because we have no food or clean water.”
“Two days,” Yoongi says, flicking a glance at his makeshift brace. “Two days should be enough to heal most of the damage if I meditate the majority of the time.”
Jimin nods. “Alright. You meditate, and I’ll make preparations.”
“Mn.”
Yoongi meditates with a steadfastness that Jimin has never seen before. Naturally, as a cultivator, Jimin has spent a great deal of time meditating to condense his spiritual energy. But most of Jimin’s meditation has been active, such as when he is running or honing his sword technique. Sitting still in silent contemplation has never been his strong suit, but Yoongi makes it look effortless.
Jimin does his best to stay quiet as he creates a long chord from the strings of the bows he collected, trying not to wake his hyung. He tests and retests the length to be sure of the strength, but there’s only so much he can do. Once the string is complete, Jimin gathers a few palm-sized rocks and starts carving into them, trying to make a store of distracting talismans to charge over the next two days so that he won’t drain his energy when they are actually fighting that ghastly beast.
“I wonder what that beastly creature is. It’s very unnatural for any beast to grow to this size, and for a tortoise to be so bloodthirsty…” Jimin says under his breath, shaking his head. He’s never heard of a beast like this one.
“There is one possibility,” Yoongi intones, his sleep-heavy voice deep and rasping. It’s clear he’s just woken from the way he shifts, licking dry lips and wiping the sleep from his eyes. Still, his mind is as sharp as ever as he stares at Jimin seriously. “A divine beast.”
Jimin’s brows lift. “A divine beast? Those are mythical, I thought.”
Yoongi shakes his head. “Usually, they are. But I have read an historical account of one such beast that was exposed to exceptional resentment as it grew. Nearly 400 years ago, the Tortoise of Slaughter became addicted to human flesh and massacred countless people before cultivators were able to chase it away. Somehow, they lost track of the beast, and it has not been seen since.”
Jimin tilts his head. “Tortoise of Slaughter, huh? It’s been 400 years. I bet it’s grown.”
“Most probably,” Yoongi agrees.
“Has it lain dormant for all these years?” Jimin pauses, then snorts when a thought occurs to me. “Perhaps it really was asleep. Maybe it overate and has been hibernating since then.”
Yoongi stares at him flatly. “Do not joke about the deceased.”
“Aigoo, it’s not like they’re here to be offended by me, are they?” Jimin can’t help laughing again, even as Yoongi scowls at him. Jimin holds his hands up. “Alright, okay, don’t glare at me like that, hyung. So, we’re dealing with a divine beast, then. That probably makes it harder to kill…”
“Chord Assassination will work.” Yoongi pauses, looking rather displeased. “Given enough time.”
Jimin winks. “Don’t worry about time, hyung. I’ll get you all the time in the world.”
Two days in near-total darkness, having to keep quiet to avoid rousing the Tortoise of Slaughter, is a challenge for anyone. Without the usual distractions, all Jimin has to entertain himself is his mind, especially since Yoongi is meditating frequently to heal. Jimin’s stomach pangs with hunger and his throat is dry from thirst, but he is used to ignoring the needs of his body. Yoongi, he thinks, is struggling more with these things, but he does not complain.
It’s at one lull during the night before they plan to attack the giant tortoise that Jimin asks the question that has been sitting on the tip of his tongue for days. “Did your sect really burn, hyung?”
Yoongi inhales sharply. Jimin doesn’t know whether he should apologize for asking or if he should just let the silence sit. But then, to his surprise, Yoongi’s low voice answers him, slowly and carefully, as if it hurts to even speak the words.
“Yes. I do not know where my brother is, and my uncle is severely injured. Many of my clan died to defend the libraries, but they burned, as well. We were…It was only with my surrender that Lee Hayool agreed to spare the rest of the sect.”
Lee Hayool - the heir of the Gom Sect and Lee Donggun’s older brother. Jimin has heard many things about Hayool. He is cold and cruel, more like his father in all the ways that count. But he also behaves like a footsoldier, carrying out his father’s task without question. It leaves no doubt in Jimin’s mind that the Gom Sect intended to burn down the Horangi Sect. It is a declaration of war, nothing more and nothing less.
“I’m sorry,” Jimin whispers. He can’t imagine the pain Yoongi must feel.
“Mn.”
Jimin hesitates. “You remember that time Donggun took me away, overnight?” He waits until Yoongi nods before continuing, fiddling with a few small sticks. “Well, he took me to a dungeon to stay with a wolf beast. I don’t know if he knew, or if it was just a coincidence, but I’m terrified of dogs. When I was little, I spent time on the streets and I would often have to fight with stray dogs for scraps. The dogs were rabid, of course. I still have the scars on my legs, see?”
Jimin pulls up the legs of his pants, showing off the old scars littered on his calves, and the edge of a larger one stretched over his knee and upper thigh.
“Jimin…”
Jimin looks up, a sad smile tipping his lips. “Hyung.”
Yoongi stares for many long moments with those arresting pale gold eyes of his before he blinks twice, slow and languid.
Jimin’s smile becomes a bit more honest.
When the time comes, they have etched out an effective plan to kill the Tortoise of Slaughter. It’s very much a suicide mission, but Jimin figures they have two options - die from starvation in the cave hiding from the beast, or die in an effort to kill the beast and survive. If given the choice, Jimin will always choose to fight. Yoongi chooses to fight too.
While Yoongi is armed with the makeshift string to use for the Chord Assassination technique, Jimin has prepared several exploding rocks. Yet they both know that it’s unlikely two long-range approaches will do much to distract the beast for long enough for Yoongi to complete his task. Jimin will be live bait, in a way.
He plans to take the fight right to the beast. This is why, while Yoongi climbs along a cluster of stalagmites just on the edge of the underwater lake, Jimin leaps for the tortoise’s shell, scrambling up the edge and slipping around to the front of the shell where the head should emerge. He chances one last look at Yoongi, who nods with grim determination, and then takes a deep breath.
Here goes nothing.
Jimin’s spiritual energy sparks on the small rock-talismans he has crafted, which he throws into the shell opening, aiming directly for the beast’s head. The rocks clatter against each other and explode like fireworks. The Tortoise of Slaughter reacts immediately, its head shooting out of its shell even as the rock-talismans continue to fire inside the shell.
Enraged, the giant tortoise hisses and whips its head around. Jimin is prepared, already summoning a talisman of spiritual fire in his hand to throw at the beast to firmly draw its attention. He has to get the tortoise in a good position for Yoongi’s Chord Assassination technique to work. When the tortoise nosedives for Jimin, he rolls across the back of its shell and throws several more rocks, even as he takes a flying leap toward the lake shore.
But Jimin has miscalculated the speed of the tortoise. And so, as he is in mid-air, he is rammed into the water by the tortoise’s snout, immediately choking on the stale water from shock. Jimin fights to get to the surface, his body working on instinct to stay afloat. When he breaks through the water, he does so with a wild gasp that allows the tortoise to hone in on him.
Jimin barely has time to curse before the tortoise is headbutting him back into the water, this time hard enough that Jimin slams painfully against the shallow lakebed. He is dazed, the air rapidly escaping his lungs, and his hand falls on a familiar shape - the pommel of a sword that has surely been sitting in this water for centuries. Only, as his hand makes contact -
Screaming. So much screaming. Pain and anger and fury and fear, so much fear, fear like he’s drowning in it, like it’s seeping into his very blood - and his blood, he feels so cold, so on fire, so steeped in ire, like it’s curdling his very bone marrow -
Kill it! Kill him! Kill them all! Kill! Kill! Kill!
He has never felt such overwhelming yin energy - not from anything, not even the Waterborne Abyss - and right now, he is a direct conduit, somehow -
Jimin breaks through the surface of the water with a gasp, but before he can catch his breath, the Tortoise of Slaughter is on him again. Except this time, the great beast’s hungry mouth is closing over Jimin’s entire body -
Jimin is holding onto a sword. Why? How? From the lake? His hand is burning - his mind is screaming - but as the giant tortoise tries to take him into his throat, Jimin instinctively jams the rusted blade into the beast’s pallet. He holds onto the sword, his anchor, even as his hands bleed and the resentment embedded into the blade sears through his mind, leaving a flaming trail of hate and rage and abject fear in its wake.
Jimin holds on.
And keeps holding on.
He will not die here. He won’t.
Jimin doesn’t know how long he desperately clings to the sword, hanging from the roof of the beast’s mouth, but at some point, there is a great shift - and Jimin finds himself once again in the water, this time surrounded by foul, sticky black blood. Distantly, some part of Jimin realizes that Yoongi’s Chord Assassination technique had worked - the Tortoise of Slaughter had been decapitated, killed once and for all. But this is a very distant thought. Jimin is so tired that he can barely even swim out of the beast’s mouth, somehow still holding the sword.
He can’t make it to the surface. He’s so tired.
But he doesn’t have to. Somehow, firm hands grasp Jimin’s shoulders, pulling him upward. As this happens, Jimin’s aching hands release the pommel of the sword and the echoing rage of saturated yin energy finally recedes - although he can still feel something churning deep within him. Scarring him, making his spiritual energy shy away in self-preservation.
Yoongi drags Jimin out of the sullied water. He heaves Jimin onto the shore of the lake, calling his name several times while Jimin sputters, coughing the ichor and water from his lungs.
“You killed it,” Jimin rasps. He clings to Yoongi’s clothes, his grip weak and his mind dizzy. “Hyung. Hyung…”
“Jimin.”
Jimin’s vision flickers, black creeping around the edges. He feels hot, but so, so cold at the same time. Everything is muffled, but also too much.
“Jimin!”
Everything goes dark.
Notes:
Toward the end of this chapter, it was surreal and really heartbreaking to write about Hobi because of his enlistment, just like it was hard to write about Jin when his happened. And every time I mentioned Eunwoo, I couldn’t help but think about Moonbin, may he rest in peace.
Chapter 18
Notes:
CW: Violence, gore, and assholes galore.
I keep forgetting to mention that you can find me on Twitter as sseraendipityy
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jeongguk breaks through the surface of the water, his lungs burning with the need for fresh air. He’s gratified that the open twilight sky is what greets him rather than another cave. The underwater tunnel had been long, almost long enough to challenge the superior lung capacity he has developed after a lifetime of swimming in the ocean and lakes of Busan. Dragging in greedy lungfuls of air, Jeongguk treads water as other disciples behind him emerge, one after the other. They crawl onto shore, some gasping and coughing.
Jeongguk, stands at the shoreline, organizing groups as they come. He is conducting a headcount to make sure everyone has survived the dive. But as Seokjin and Hoseok and Taehyung and Eunwoo arrive, Jeongguk’s stomach starts to drop.
Two are missing. Min Yoongi - and Jimin.
“Where is he?” Jeongguk demands, stepping into the water. He’s staring directly at Taehyung, who was supposed to have been in Jimin’s group. Jeongguk’s mind is racing with all the bad possibilities that might have happened.
Jimin is a strong swimmer. He’s just as strong as Jeongguk is. There should be no issue. His brother should have made it.
Taehyung looks down, shoulders curling together. “The beast…”
Jeongguk’s eyes widen. He grasps Taehyung by the arms, shaking him a little. “What about the beast? What happened to my brother?”
A firm hand dislodges Jeongguk’s grip on Taehyung, and then it is Eunwoo who is answering Jeongguk’s demands in that steadfast way of his. “The beast was aggravated as we left. Jimin-doryeong stayed behind to make sure we got out. Min doryeon-nim also stayed behind. He is not alone.”
Jeongguk scoffs. What good is not being alone when his brother is still trapped with that monster? What good can Min Yoongi do for anyone, weakened as he is? Jeongguk pushes past Taehyung and Eunwoo, prepared to dive back into the water to rescue his brother, but someone is holding him back.
“Stop it! Are you crazy? You can’t go back there!”
It’s Seokjin, staring at Jeongguk with bewildered almond-shaped eyes. He is soaked to the bone, but still so painfully beautiful, water clinging to long eyelashes and the lush dip of his lips, his cheeks high with color. Seokjin’s grip on Jeongguk is hard, unrelenting.
And Jeongguk, for the first time, can’t bring himself to care about any of it.
He shakes Seokjin off with a glower. “I am not leaving my brother behind,” he spits out.
Seokjin’s lips pull away from his teeth and he uses his height to loom over Jeongguk, who is still growing, always still growing, always too young and too slow and -
“You don’t know the situation in there. You are tired and starved. You are too weak to be of any help to anyone, least of all your brother,” Seokjin states unapologetically. “If you go now, you might as well be digging your own grave.”
Jeongguk wheels around, glaring up at his betrothed hotly. Seokjin is being so logical, so rational, but none of it is what Jeongguk wants to hear, and that means Seokjin is about to take the brunt of his anger. “Oh, yeah? Well, what do you propose we do? Abandon him? He saved your ass! He saved all our asses! He always has to be the hero, you know, but this time, he needs me! And you want me to, what? Leave him behind?”
“What I want,” Seokjin says slowly, his eyes flashing. “Is for you to take a breath and realize we have options .”
“Options?” Jeongguk mocks.
Taehyung clears his throat from where he has been watching the scene unfold nearby. “Kim doryeon-nim is right,” he says with a fluttering glance back at the water, back at the underwater tunnel that leads to the cave where Jeongguk’s brother could be dying right at this moment . “We’ve managed to escape the cave. There’s a good chance Lee Donggun won’t report this for a while, and that means the Gom Sect might not realize we’re missing until long after we’ve left.”
Jeongguk can’t believe what he’s hearing. “You want to leave ? How can you-”
“We can get reinforcements!” Seokjin cuts in tersely. “We can get out of this hell hole and go back to our sects to report what has happened, and we can recruit fresh disciples to help get to your brother. And we can do it under the Gom Sect’s nose!”
Jeongguk doesn’t like it. Every cell in his body is protesting the very thought but -
But Jeongguk has been raised to be the next Sect Leader of the Mugunghwa Sect. Even if his mother seems to think his father finds Jeongguk lacking, Jeongguk knows that he is a good thinker. He’s a good strategist. He can recognize the success that can be found in a pragmatic plan like this. Jimin is his brother, but his brother is just one person - even if Min Yoongi is stuck in there with him, that’s still two people versus more than fifty that can be taken to safety. And beyond these disciples, there are thousands of commoners and cultivators in other sects that need to know what the Gom Sect has done during this camp. The information has to get out. It has to.
And that means that Jeongguk has to leave Jimin behind. It means he has to trust that his brother can survive for long enough for Jeongguk to come back to save him.
Jeongguk thinks Jimin can probably survive anything. He’s always thought that, ever since he was small and Jimin was a frail thing, all smiles and guileless looks.
Jimin will be okay. Jimin has to be okay. Jeongguk will accept nothing less.
“Fine,” Jeongguk agrees grudgingly, forcing himself to step out of the water.
Seokjin steps out with him, huffing at the fabric clinging to his skin. He raises a brow at Jeongguk and says, “Glad you finally saw reason.”
Jeongguk’s eyes narrow. This is a new side of Kim Seokjin, a depth he never imagined his betrothed to have - in fact, this whole indoctrination camp has only served to prove that there is a lot Jeongguk has never known about the man he is supposed to marry. These thoughts stay with him as Seokjin takes charge, organizing disciples to return to their sects and report on everything they’ve seen. These thoughts stay, even as Seokjin cedes leadership to Eunwoo and Hoseok, who manage to get them out of Gom Sect territory without the Gom Sect being the wiser.
Jeongguk can’t help but wonder if what he said during the Horangi lectures made an impression...Not that it matters, at this point. There’s only one thing that truly matters.
Jeongguk turns back one time, looking at the mountain where his brother is trapped.
Wait for me, hyung. I’ll be back .
Seokjin marches up the gilded steps of Jasujeon Tower, caked in a layer of dirt, sweat, and murky lake water. He has never in his life been this unclean and he can’t say he enjoys the feeling. But he is filled with a sense of grim determination that holds his internal disgust at bay, even if only barely.
Behind him, right on his heels, is Jeon Jeongguk, who seems like the only thing holding him back from taking the lead is the fact that he doesn’t know where he should go, as he’s never been to Jasujeon Tower before. Seokjin tries not to be distracted by the blaze of fierce focus that seems to fill every crevice of Jeongguk’s body. Even his eyes are practically sparking violet as he keeps Seokjin’s brisk pace.
Further behind them, Hoseok can be heard loosely organizing the returning disciples. Some of the Jasujeon juniors, who have been spared the indignity of the indoctrination camp, are tasked with helping people get medical aid, baths, food, and new clothes. Hoseok is quick about his delegation, rushing up the stairs two at a time to catch up with Seokjin and Jeongguk right as Seokjin bypasses the guards and bursts into his father’s meeting hall. Hoseok lingers outside the open doors, not allowed entry by the guards.
Like always, Kim Kyongsoo is lounging on the highest seat in the room, indolent as two serving girls arrange lunch on his table. Not too far away, Seokjin’s eldest brother Sangsik has already begun eating, but he drops his chopsticks at Seokjin’s sudden arrival. The two serving girls are also startled, one of them dropping a goblet of rice wine on the floor.
“Who -” Kyongsoo’s shout falls short and his brows shoot up. “Seokjin?”
“Abeoji,” Seokjin greets coolly.
His father is openly bewildered. “What are you doing here? And…who have you brought with you?”
“Sect Leader Kim,” Jeongguk says briskly, sketching a perfunctory bow with a deep scowl on his face.
“Seokjin,” his father calls. “You didn’t answer the question. What are you doing here? You should be in Seoul under the care of the Gom Sect.”
Seokjin scoffs. “The care of the Gom Sect? Don’t make me laugh.”
Kyongsoo frowns, taking a closer look at Seokjin, now more critically. His expression wrinkles up in disgust as his gaze searches Jeongguk and Hoseok, as well. “Look at you…”
Sangsik is similarly puzzled. He seems to smother a scoff as he eyes Seokjin, as well as his companions. “My God, what happened to you? You look like you’ve been rolling around in filth.”
“You’re not too far from the truth,” Seokjin says tartly. He holds his arms out, letting his family have a good eyeful of his condition. “Behold, this is how the Gom Sect has treated us. We barely escaped with our lives.”
“Don’t be so dramatic,” his father chides. “You young people always think a little hardship equates to suffering, but I’m sure you weren’t in any real danger.”
“The danger was real,” Seokjin says firmly. Usually, he would not spend so much effort to counter his father or correct his brother. Often, it isn’t worth it as they will both think whatever thoughts pass through their heads, regardless of facts or reason. Seokjin is not in the habit of wasting his breath. But - this time, there is every need to make the effort, to make them understand, and quickly. “Allow me to tell you what the care of the Gom Sect has let me, and other sect heirs, experience.”
Kyongsoo huffs, sniffing disdainfully. “You can take the time to make yourself presentable before you weave tales, Seokjin.”
“I cannot,” Seokjin disagrees.
“All due respect, Sect Leader Kim,” Jeongguk cuts in, stepping past Seokjin with a surety no seventeen-year-old ought to have. “But we do not have the time to waste on formalities or politeness. There are people who need urgent help, and we have already spent so much time getting here.”
At this, Sangsik scoffs. “What do you mean, spent time getting here? Flying from Seoul to Gwancheon is only a few hours.”
“And yet we walked for four days, without rest,” Jeongguk counters.
“You walked ?” Sangsik repeats, clearly baffled. “ Why ?”
“Because the Gom Sect took our swords,” Seokjin answers, studying the way his eldest brother rears back in shock. Seokjin’s gaze travels to his father, who is now sitting up straight and dismissing the servant girls from the room. Distantly, Seokjin is glad his half-brother Sangwoo is not here, though not for any specific reason he can name other than he trusts Sangwoo even less than he trusts his father and eldest brother.
“They took all of your swords? And you just let them?” Sangsik asks.
Jeongguk levels a cold stare at Sangsik. “Yes,” he bites out. “We let them take our swords, in exchange for keeping our golden cores and living for another day.”
“Seokjin,” Kyongsoo drawls out, leaning forward in his seat. “What exactly happened?”
Seokjin takes a deep breath, and then he explains all that he has experienced - every small slight and outrageous action, every moment of cruelty he witnessed. He leaves nothing out, even though it rankles at his pride to share how weak he has been these past several weeks. He needs his father to understand the stakes.
At the end of his tale, Sangsik slaps his hand down on his table, several of his lunch plates crashing to the floor. “The Gom Sect really has some nerve! Abeoji, we can’t let this stand! The Jasujeon Sect is not a clan that can be walked over so easily!”
Kyongsoo nods, raising a hand placatingly. “Yes, yes, but we must not act rashly. We should take the time to consider how to solve this problem satisfactorily.”
“There is no time!” Jeongguk argues. “My brother is trapped in a cave with some - some monstrous beast! Already he has waited too many days!”
Kyongsoo sneers a little. “Brother? I thought he was the son of a servant - unless those rumors about your father siring a bastard are true?”
Jeongguk flushes dark with anger, but before he can open his mouth, Seokjin plants a firm hand on his shoulder and physically pulls him back.
“Abeoji, even though Jeongguk was crass about it, he’s right. We need to send a rescue party immediately. For all we know, Min Yoongi is the last surviving clansman of the Horangi Sect. We cannot let him die in a cave.”
Appealing to his father’s sense of hierarchy is the right move, as this argument almost seems to sway him. Although - why would he hesitate? What is there to hesitate about? The answer is so clear. Righteous action must be taken.
“I can gather a dozen disciples and return to the mountain. That should be enough manpower to dig Min Yoongi and Park Jimin out of the cave,” Seokjin suggests.
“I’m going too,” Jeongguk insists. “We will lead the rescue party together.”
Seokjin nods, looking to his father to approve this plan. After several moments, Kyongsoo does, although - if Seokjin isn’t imagining it, his father looks hesitant about it. Reluctant, even. But who in their right mind would be reluctant about sending a rescue party? Until this very moment, Seokjin had been certain he knew the measure of the man who is his father. But now, it seems like his measure should have been much lower.
Sangsik stands, clapping his hands together. “Yes, yes,” he agrees, stepping around his tables. “An excellent plan. We cannot let the Gom Sect trample over us like this! Take a few of my personal disciples with you.”
Seokjin blinks at his eldest brother, trying to mask his surprise at Sangsik’s decency. He never would have thought his brother would treat the issue so seriously - Sangsik has never treated anything in life seriously, after all. Everything is a joke, and usually a joke with a mean edge. But now, it seems that his brother is highly motivated to take action.
Later, he will have to think about these facts, try to turn them over and find a reason. But for now, he has resources he can use to right a wrong - and he does not want to waste any more time.
Hoseok frowns as he listens to his sect leader waffle about the rescue, but he isn’t surprised by it. In all the time Hoseok has been part of the Jasujeon Sect, it has been clear that Seokjin might be the only member of the main family who has any sense of honor, a trend that is unfortunately commonly found in many of the other disciples. He is proud of Seokjin for insisting, even as his stomach twists with anxiety.
This is why he does not hesitate to speak when Seokjin and Jeon Jeongguk emerge from the meeting hall. “I can lead a group, as well. If we approach from the south and west, we should be able to secure a safe passage.”
Seokjin hardly pauses his stride. “Fine. Gather the best disciples from our cohort.”
Hoseok rushes off to do just that. Because there are three heirs to the Jasujeon seat, there are also at least three factions of young disciples who have more or less pledged themselves to one of the heirs. Seokjin is the youngest, so his faction is not very large - but it is full of mostly decent-minded people who can be relied on to follow Seokjin’s word when necessary. It does not take long at all to gather the ones Hoseok thinks will be most helpful in this situation.
By the time night falls, they are riding out on borrowed swords. Hoseok is exhausted, his spiritual energy nearing reserves, but he is clean and fed now, which is much more than can be said about the two cultivators who had been left behind in that cave. True to his word, Hoseok leads a group of disciples around the west side of the mountain sitting near the edge of Gom Sect territory, careful to fly low between the trees.
Hoseok doesn’t know if they are wasting their time with this rescue mission. He’d seen the size of that tortoise beast, and even if Park Jimin and Min Yoongi are two of the most gifted cultivators in their generation, he can’t help but think this rescue mission is more likely to be a body recovery mission. Four days, now five, trapped in a cave with that monster without any resources. They might be lucky to find a body at all.
At least there will be no trouble identifying Jimin , Hoseok thinks grimly. After all, Jimin now bears the brand of the Gom Sect that should have graced Hoseok’s face.
It had happened so fast. Hoseok had been too weak to fight off those restraining him, and that awful mistress had been ready to burn him - but then Jimin was impossibly there, screaming in Hoseok’s place.
Hoseok still can’t understand why Jimin did it. They are, at best, acquaintances. But Jimin hadn’t hesitated to sacrifice his body for Hoseok, and then he had not hesitated to sacrifice his life so others could escape the cave.
How could a person be so good ? Selfless? Knowing how flighting Jimin can be, maybe Hoseok should be shocked about how Jimin had behaved throughout the indoctrination camp, especially toward the end. And yet, it’s all so perfectly in line with what he knows about the younger boy.
None of this makes Hoseok any less baffled, however. Or any less grateful.
He really hopes they aren’t here to only recover bodies.
It takes a full day of careful coordination to dig out the rubble covering the cave opening. Many of the boulders are too large to move at once, so they must spend time hacking at the rocks to break them apart, all while they look over their shoulders to make sure they haven’t attracted unwanted attention. The work they do is so noisy, it’s very likely someone in the Gom Sect will come to investigate the racket. And yet, nobody comes - not Donggun, not Kang, and not Kim Namjoon.
Namjoon …
Hoseok can’t think about the doctor, now. There is no time. Finally, the Jasujeon disciples have made enough headway that it’s possible to slip into the cave again. Hoseok is the first to volunteer to investigate whatever might remain inside, whether that is a hungry beast or two survivors.
With Jeon Jeongguk and Seokjin taking up torches beside him, Hoseok steps onto his borrowed sword and flies into the cave.
Jimin has a fever. Each time Yoongi places his hand over Jimin’s forehead, he is met with burning, clammy skin. When he places his fingers against Jimin’s narrow wrist to assess Jimin’s spiritual energy, he is met with an inferno of chaos, Jimin’s qi aggravated and disturbed by whatever happened to him inside the Tortoise of Slaughter.
Yoongi, driven by desperation to soothe Jimin as much as possible, feeds his spiritual energy into the other boy. He does not have much energy to spare, but all that he has he will give to Jimin.
Yoongi would give everything if he could.
There are no words for what it had been like to drag Jimin, mostly unconscious, from the lake. There is no way to describe the utter terror Yoongi had felt as he slowly strangled the Tortoise of Slaughter, knowing Jimin was caught somewhere inside the beast, yet not knowing if Jimin was alive or dead. Deep, bone-clawing panic had been the only constant in Yoongi’s mind until he found Jimin, too hot and feverish, but blessedly still breathing. Alive, but only for now.
They have to get out of this cave. But Yoongi sees no way out. The corpse of the Tortoise of Slaughter has fallen in front of the underground tunnel leading outside, and the cave entry is still blocked by rocks courtesy of Lee Donggun. There are no other exits and Yoongi has no more strength, his palms cut up and tender from the Chord Assassination technique, which he had maintained for several hours.
On the ground, Jimin groans in discomfort, thrashing a bit as unease crosses his features - so perfect and lush, even as sick and dirtied as he is. Yoongi shifts without breaking his hold on Jimin’s wrist, moving until the other boy’s head is cradled in his lap. It’s the smallest comfort he can give Jimin, but Jimin relaxes marginally, quieting once again.
Yoongi is unable to resist carding his fingers through Jimin’s disheveled blond hair, which had fallen loose from his normal ponytail at some point during the struggle against the beast. The golden honey color is darker, and murkier from the sullied lakewater, but the strands are still soft and wispy. Each time Yoongi’s broad hand passes over Jimin’s forehead, he feels a jolt of small panic at the heat radiating off Jimin’s skin. Desperate, Yoongi digs into the reserves of his spiritual energy, pushing more into Jimin as his eyes burn.
Jimin groans again, his expression twisting. Bleary silver eyes flutter open, confusion and pain marring the smoothness of Jimin’s brow. “Hyung?”
“Jimin. I’m here.”
“Hyung…Did you…Is it gone?” he mumbles.
This is not the first time Jimin has asked this question, his mind evidently unable to hold onto new information. “We vanquished the Tortoise of Slaughter. It is no longer a threat.”
Some of the tension in Jimin’s body fades, but his fingers curl in on themselves. “Hyung, did you…the sword? Where is the sword?”
Yoongi frowns. Sword? “We gave up our swords,” he answers.
“That’s good,” Jimin slurs, the fever threatening to take him again. He blinks heavily, his cheek turning further into Yoongi’s lap. “‘s better without…the sword…”
For lack of anything better to say, Yoongi hums and resumes petting at Jimin’s hair. His heart stutters when it seems like Jimin’s head pushes into his touch, as if eager for contact like a small animal. Yoongi swallows heavily, trying to think past the rush of noiseless sound in his ears.
“Hyung…’m cold,” Jimin says after some time.
“I know,” Yoongi murmurs.
Jimin whines at him, and then blinks his eyes open just a slit. Yoongi tries not to be too overcome by the flush on Jimin’s pale face, the dissatisfied pout of his mouth. “Hyung…”
“Jimin.”
“Hyung, will you sing me a song?” Jimin pleads.
How can Yoongi say no?
Slowly, Yoongi hums out a tune that has been locked away in his heart ever since Jimin left the guest lectures. His voice is quiet, barely more than a whisper, but it carries and echoes through the cave. Jimin’s body relaxes by margins as he listens, the furrow in his brow smoothing out.
“...’s nice…” Jimin mumbles. “Whassit called?”
Yoongi says the name of the song under his breath, hardly daring to speak it out loud, but also not wanting to deny Jimin anything.
Jimin frowns, his eyes squeezed tight. “What?”
Yoongi musters all of his confidence to repeat the name of the song, the song made especially for Jimin as Yoongi worked through all of his complex feelings about his - his husband , even if Jimin doesn’t really know it. “Yoonmin,” he says again.
But Jimin has fallen into a restless sleep, one he does not wake from even as Yoongi frets over him. It’s only through sheer force of will that Yoongi is awake, all of his energy depleted. He rests against the cave wall with Jimin’s head in his lap and wonders if they will really die here. If they do, at least they are together.
With that thought in mind, Yoongi leans down to press the softest, most lingering kiss to Jimin’s clammy forehead. He closes his eyes, willing back the burning behind his eyelids, and hopes that he will meet Jimin again in another life.
But then something miraculous happens.
The sound of grating rock echoes through the cave, followed by the slightest change in light. More noise, then more light. The cave entrance is being opened - someone has come for them. Yoongi pulls Jimin closer, vowing to protect the other boy with all that he has left in case it is the Gom Sect that has come for them.
But it isn’t the Gom Sect. It’s Jeon Jeongguk and Kim Seokjin and Jung Hoseok, each of them tumbling into the cave on borrowed swords and quickly taking action to get Jimin and Yoongi out.
“Hyung!” Jeongguk cries out in relief, falling to his knees. His eyes sharpen and he looks up at Yoongi in abject worry. “What’s wrong with him? Why isn’t he waking up?”
“Fever,” Yoongi answers, struggling not to hoard Jimin to himself.
Jeongguk scans his brother’s body with new eyes, lingering on the burn on Jimin’s chest. His expression hardens. “Here, give him to me. We need to get him out of his cave.”
Yoongi is…reluctant. He does not want to hand Jimin over to anyone, not even his brother, when the other boy is so obviously sick. But Yoongi cannot help Jimin now. Jeongguk can. And so, he lifts his hands so Jeongguk can lift Jimin into a secure hold, struggling to his feet soon after.
While Jeongguk takes Jimin and Seokjin carries Yoongi’s weight, Jung Hoseok lingers and gapes at the decapitated beast laying halfway out of the water.
“You guys really killed it,” Hoseok breathes.
Yoongi says nothing, his gaze riveted on Jimin, who flops listlessly in his younger brother’s hold. Will he be okay? His fever is so high. Yoongi hopes someone thought to bring medicine and clean water, otherwise, Yoongi isn’t sure Jimin will make it back home.
Fortunately, it seems like their rescuers are prepared. In short order, Yoongi is given several energy-boosting herbs, water, and simple food to restore his depleted health. He watches as Hoseok and Jeongguk flutter around Jimin, forcing medicine and water down Jimin’s throat, even as Jimin remains unconscious, even as Seokjin fills Yoongi in on the events he has missed.
“Will you be going back with us, or will you go back to Daegu?” Seokjin asks seriously.
Yoongi wants to say that he will be going back with them, that he will go wherever Jimin is until he is sure Jimin will be okay. But he cannot say that. Yoongi may be the last member of the main Min Clan, and it lies on him to make it back to Horangi Recesses to gather what remains of his sect to prepare for whatever is coming next. As much as he wants to stay with Jimin, Yoongi is also honor-bound to be responsible for his sect.
He cannot stay. But saying so out loud burns like a betrayal on his tongue.
Seokjin doesn’t notice, too busy barking at some disciples to set aside rations for Yoongi. “I can send some disciples with you as an escort,” he offers.
Yoongi shakes his head. It’s better if he goes alone. Faster.
Still, Yoongi does not dare leave until Hoseok announces that Jimin’s fever has broken, which happens several hours after they have been rescued. Even now that Jimin is well on his way to recovery - for he must be, with a golden core as strong as his - Yoongi hesitates longer than he should. It is only by thinking of the elders and children of his sect that he can force himself to leave, trusting that Jimin will be safe in his brother’s care.
Yoongi can't stop himself from turning back once, though, giving himself several last moments to drink Jimin in before he must turn away.
Will he remember the song?
On a borrowed sword from the Jasujeon Sect, Yoongi flies east to Daegu. He can't say he was conscious for much of his journey to Seoul and the Gom Sect, but the journey back home is excruciating. He has to take several breaks, many more than he would like, and walks through the days and nights to return home. All the while, his thoughts are torn between what has become of his sect, whether his brother has returned, if his uncle was okay - and how Jimin fares.
When the familiar mountains and trees of Daegu rise on the horizon, Yoongi’s knees weaken. The lush vegetation of his youth has been replaced by deep scorch marks, which gouge through the mountain passes, all evidence of the destruction brought by the Gom Sect when Lee Hayool, the eldest heir of the Gom Sect, came to raze Horangi Recesses to the ground. Although most of the damage has been isolated to Yoongi's beloved home, the town of Daegu has not been untouched, either. Everywhere he looks, there is evidence of the fire favored by the Gom Sect - as well as other violence, women and children flinching away from men, haunted faces and hungry stomachs. Yoongi has been gone for several weeks, but the efforts to restore the town, let alone the sect, are stagnant. The people here are barely recovering.
If the Gom Sect intended to break the spirits of the common people, break the confidence the people of Daegu have for the Horangi Sect, Yoongi thinks they might have succeeded. Even as he passes through the town, the villagers regard him with none of the awe they held before - now, they are cautious and guarded, as if Yoongi is a wraith walking among them.
Yoongi surveys the wreckage only long enough to know there is a great deal of work to be done. And then he leaves Daegu and stands at the base of the Horangi mountains, his home, and he braces himself for what is to come. It is fortunate that by now his leg is mostly healed. Likely, he will be advised to meditate for several days to circulate his spiritual energy through his body to finish healing, but for now, his leg merely twinges with each step. Yoongi decides that pain is penance as he climbs the thousand steps to his home, making note of every mark left by the Gom Sect that will need to be erased.
There is so much to do. He doesn't have the faintest clue how they will begin to rebuild. Though, from what he remembers, the sect will be in mourning for some time. So many have been lost…
When Yoongi makes it up the mountain, there are four junior disciples standing guard at the gates. He wonders if the senior disciples are busy with other tasks, or if his sect has been reduced to juniors and the infirm. When the junior disciples see him, they cry out and bow, eagerly waving him through the gates of Horangi Recesses.
Yoongi is cautious as he trails through his home. The white pebble paths have been darkened by soot and dyed by blood, and century-old homes have been reduced to burned-out husks. The mountain is always quiet, but now, the lack of noise is eerie and unsettling. Yoongi pauses in front of the library pavilion he defended on the day of the attack, staring at the half-burnt shell of the building with a lump in his throat. All of that knowledge - lost. His memories with Jimin here - dim, no longer a bright beacon.
He continues on, searching for the elders of his clan. By now, his return home has reached the ears of most survivors, and he sees faces young and old as they come to greet him, a prodigal son. Many bow lower than they should, while others stare at him as if he is a ghost.
When Yoongi does come to the chambers where his elders meet, he is glad to see this is one of the few buildings that have survived the attack from the Gom Sect. But the news that greets him there is dismal.
Chunghee is still missing, having been sent away when the attack began with the clan’s most precious scrolls. There has been no word from his brother in all the time Yoongi is gone. He could be dead.
His uncle, Jinwoong, has also been severely injured. The damage Jinwoong sustained during the attack has damaged his spiritual meridians, and he will likely be at risk of qi deviation for the rest of his life. The physicians are doubtful that he will ever make a full recovery, and so his path to cultivating immortality has been stolen beyond a doubt.
The elders continue to heap on more bad news, relaying the difficulty they have in feeding their people, the challenges of rebuilding through the winter, the way their ranks of fighting-capable cultivators have been decimated.
Yoongi closes his eyes. The Horangi Sect, one of the oldest, strongest, and proudest cultivation sects in the country, has nearly been neutered. The future here is bleak.
What would Jimin do ? Yoongi wonders - and immediately he knows the answer.
Jimin would not give up. Yoongi doesn’t think he’s capable of such a thing.
And so, Yoongi will not give up, either.
"Hyung…d-did Lee doryeon-nim r-really leave the g-uest disciples i-in the c-c-cave?"
Namjoon presses his lips firmly together, meeting Dohoon’s gaze with more than a little regret. "He did," Namjoon says, and watches as his little brother gasps loudly.
Dohoon’s next question is predictable, given his idol worship. "E-even Jimin s-sunbae-nim?"
Namjoon grimaces. This is answer enough for Dohoon.
Dohoon falls to his knees beside where Namjoon is sitting, grasping at Namjoon’s arm with a desperate shake. His eyes are round and wet, pai fully innocent in his younger face. "Hyung! You have to do something! Y-you can't leave them t-there!"
Namjoon pulls his arm away, frowning deeply. "What do you think I can do? Plead for mercy in front of Lee Donggun? Or are you silly enough to think Lee Chungwoo will care? If I make a fuss, what do you think will happen to us?"
Yet even as he says it, his stomach churns uncomfortably. Guilt. Even though he had tried to prevent the cave-in and had tried to persuade Donggun that day, his efforts had been fruitless.
It's selfish, but Namjoon really doesn't want to take the risk of angering anyone in the Lee family. He has his own people to look out for. If the disciples of other sects die in that cave, then Namjoon can't spend too much time caring about it. Whether the Gom Sect acknowledges it or not, the other sects will go to war over dead sect heirs and head disciples. And if that happens, Namjoon has to figure out what to do about his own sect, the Sonamu Sect full of non-combatants, farmers, and cultivation healers.
He can't make a stand for this , for cultivators who are little more than strangers and who view him with mistrust anyway. And yet, Dohoon is looking at him, trusting him to find a solution to save his idol.
Park Jimin is cooky and frivolous and too sharply intelligent for his own good. He's trouble. But he was also kind to Dohoon - genuinely kind, with no hidden motives, and that's not something that happens to Dohoon. Ever.
What kind of brother would Namjoon be if he didn't even try to save his brother's friend?
What kind of Sect Leader is he that he's even considering risking his people for one not their own?
"Hyung, p-please…"
"Aish," Namjoon groans, scrubbing his face aggressively. He stands up, the pillow he was sitting on tumbling away from the force of his motion. He scowls down at Dohoon. "Fine! Fine, I'll try to do something."
Dohoon grins, eyes watery.
"I'm not making any promises," Namjoon says curtly.
And even though he says this, Namjoon knows he will do his best as he requests an audience with Lee Chungwoo. His time with the Gom Sect Leader is as terrifying as usual, although the Sect Leader seems much more concerned about his yin metal experiments than Namjoon’s request to retrieve the bodies of the indoctrination disciples. Lee Chungwoo is nearly dismissive when he gives Namjoon permission - but Namjoon is wise enough not to question this. He’s also wise enough not to protest when Lee Donggun invites himself on this outing, claiming he wants to see what has become of those disrespectful shits .
Namjoon is certain that Lee Donggun could not recognize respect if it hit him in the face. And many days, Namjoon wants very desperately to prove this point.
The trek back to the mountain is much shorter this time given they know where they are going. Namjoon rides the sword with a Gom disciple, one of the many who are assigned as Donggun’s personal retinue. Kang is, fortunately, not on this trip. Namjoon can scarcely describe just how disquieted he is by Kang’s rather unique ability - although he is, admittedly, also intrigued by it, and what such an ability might mean for his own research into golden cores. All the same, he is glad to be without that looming presence. Lee Donggun is quiet enough to deal with.
Namjoon expects to arrive at the cave and encounter the same rockslide Donggun ordered that fateful day. And yet, when they do land on the cliffside in front of the cave, Namjoon is shocked to see a hole in the cave opening, the rocks moved just enough for two grown people to slip through.
Could it be?
Donggun is, of course, upset by this development. “What is this?” he screeches, kicking at smaller rubble and glaring at the new opening to the cave. “Did those bastards escape? Did they? What the fuck are you waiting for? Go find out!”
A few of the accompanying disciples are sent to investigate the cave. Donggun is too much of a coward to do it himself, just in case the beast is waiting to attack inside. Namjoon, meanwhile, paces a tight circle as he waits for the disciples to return. Part of him hopes the disciples have escaped, while another part of him dreads this possibility, for surely nothing good will come of it.
The Gom disciples return and report a wondrous, perplexing, astounding thing. The giant tortoise in the cave has been slaughtered, decapitated right at the neck. No cultivators are in the cave. No recently dead bodies are in the cave, either, aside from the beast.
“They escaped,” Namjoon breathes out shakily.
“What do you mean they escaped?” Donggun shouts in disbelief. He shoves at one of the Gom disciples. “And what the fuck do you mean the beast is dead? That’s impossible! Are you stupid? Are you seeing shit?”
“Doryeon-nim, it’s true, it’s true! The beast is really dead!”
Donggun scoffs. “Let’s see it then! Take me to it!”
Namjoon, out of morbid curiosity, tags along. Inside, the cave is just as dank and dark as it had been, but there is an absence of the oppressive yin energy that had struck him before. While the energy still lingers, it has greatly dissipated. And just like the Gom disciple reported, the giant tortoise has been killed, its corpse laying half out of the water, the rotting head not too far away.
Namjoon doesn’t know how they did it. Killing such a beast in these circumstances - even though he is not a cultivator in the same way others are, he still knows that such a feat is by no means easy. It’s almost unfathomable, except here is the proof.
Donggun is fuming. He kicks and kicks at the beast’s decapitated head repeatedly, showing no respect at all for the corpse. All the disciples who accompanied them can only watch as the second son of the Gom Sect throws a tantrum worthy of any spoiled toddler.
But then, one particularly clever disciple chooses to speak up. “Doryeon-nim!” the disciple cheers, clapping his hands. “You’re so talented! You bring such glory to our sect!”
Namjoon watches, dismayed, as the other disciples echo this line, praising Donggun’s skills and talents. Of course, this amount of praise feeds Donggun’s ego and his tantrum ends, his narcissism left to glut on the brownnosing of his underlings.
Cocky, Donggun swaggers around the beast. “So, it’s dead, then? Big deal! If the bastards who did this aren’t around to claim the kill, I might as well! Everyone, hear me now! I, Lee Donggun, am responsible for killing this great beast! Let it be known far and wide!”
The disciples cheer and continue heaping unearned glory on Donggun’s shoulders. Namjoon, with all the self-discipline he has cultivated over the years, withholds his derision. The only way in which Donggun is responsible is that it was his cowardice that forced the disciples who actually killed the beast to be trapped here, thus giving the disciples the necessary incentive and opportunity.
Namjoon does not say this. He keeps his mouth shut, committed to the safety of silence and gladdened that he can at least tell his little brother that Park Jimin did not die in this fetid cave.
For today, that will have to count for something.
“We really should get home,” Eunwoo urges him, walking barely a step behind Taehyung as he meanders through yet another open marketplace.
Taehyung waves his fan lazily, keeping the fan level with his face so that only his eyes are seen. Although he is careful to keep his expression relaxed, his eyes are sharply observing the crowd, just as his ears are tuned to the gossip shared between the commoners. There is a curious tale being spread around that Lee Donggun, the second son of Lee Chungwoo, is responsible for killing the legendary Tortoise of Slaughter.
Taehyung knows this is not true. Not only does Lee Donggun lack the necessary skill, but Taehyung knows for a fact that the only people who could have possibly managed such an accomplishment were Park Jimin and Min Yoongi, who both stayed behind in the cave so other disciples could escape. While he isn’t shocked that Lee Donggun is taking unearned credit, he is angered enough by it that, the first time he heard the rumor on his way back to Kkachi Abode, he had taken a sharp detour to whisper the real tale in the right ears. And he has continued to do so as he makes his way home, stopping through all of the towns where his informants are and passing the true story to the storytellers in the playhouses and brothels.
Eunwoo chastises him for taking so much time when the cultivation world is on the brink of war, but Taehyung knows this is necessary. He needs to gather information and he needs to spread the right information in equal measure. Taehyung’s talents, after all, do not lie in cultivation, but in the ever-important information network he has built from scratch. If they do end up going to war, he needs the most current information directly from his informants.
“We will be home soon enough, don’t worry,” Taehyung murmurs.
Eunwoo is still tense. “Sooner is better,” he counters. “Must you really take the time to do all of this? Your brother must be ready to launch a search party, now that you’ve spread the story that the indoctrination disciples had fled the custody of the Gom Sect.”
“My brother is impatient,” Taheyung agrees. “But Byunghyn also doesn’t listen to rumors or stories from the common people. We still have time.”
“Not much,” Eunwoo grouses.
“Hush,” Taehyung chuckles, waving his fan lazily. He stops in the middle of the street and the foot traffic parts around him, a rock in the river. “Listen to them. Really listen, Eunwoo. Don’t you see? Already, the commoners are doubting Lee Donggun’s claims - doubting the Gom Sect. They don’t trust those bears.”
“Why is that so important?” Eunwoo presses. But what he means is, why is this more important than getting you safely home ?
Taehyung flicks his glimmering green eyes at his guard, his friend, his lover. “If war really does break out,” Taehyung says measuredly. “Then the people should at least know why. They should know who causes their suffering and who the real heroes are. It could make a difference later.”
Eunwoo doesn’t appear entirely convinced, but he drops his argument with a sigh and remains in Taehyung’s shadow as Taehyung continues his self-imposed mission.
Lee Donggun might want to take credit, but Taehyung won’t let him do so easily. It’s the least he can do for his friend.
(Taehyung does not realize until later - much too late to change anything - that this decision was one more catalyst in the tragedies that follow.)
Notes:
Naming the song was hard because, in MDZS, Lan Wangji names this song “Wangxian”, the combination of his name and Wei Wuxian’s name, which is of course ridiculously romantic. Wangxian also means “Forgetting Envies” in Chinese, so there was a second layer of meaning there too. However, while I’m calling this song Yoonmin for this story, I’m not confident enough to say what the meaning would be in Korean. It’s still cute, though!
FAIR WARNING that the next few chapters are going to be rough!! The next update should be sometime in the later half of May probably.
Chapter 19
Notes:
CW: Violence, arson, murder, minor character death. Like, a lot of death. I tried to keep it light but I’ve been told that my angst meter is way off. Oh, also intense medical situations including experimental surgery. :)
Brace yourself! And also, happy Festa! 10 years with BTS - can you believe it?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jimin wakes up slowly with the kind of bone-deep, exhausted grogginess that comes from sleeping for too many hours. There’s a dull ache in his head, right behind his eyes, and a stiffness to his body. He hasn’t moved in a long time. If he thinks about it hard enough, he feels much like he did after that first winter in Ulsan when his golden core was too little to protect him from sickness. The fever had ravaged his body for days. It’s a miracle he survived.
He feels a bit like that now, prying his sleep-sticky eyes open, smacking his chapped lips.
His ceiling greets him. His ceiling, not a dirty, dark cavern, or the desolate quarters of the Gom Sect. His familiar ceiling, with rich dark brown wood and the small carving of kissing stick figures he’d made one drunken night after returning home from the Horangi Lectures.
Home. Jimin’s home. Then that means -
“About time you woke up,” Jeongguk gripes at him, plopping down by Jimin’s hip with a critical glint in his purple eyes. Jeongguk looks tired, a little paler than usual, but definitely still alive and hale and whole.
Jimin rolls his stiff body toward his brother, curling his knees and arms around Jeongguk’s waist to hold on. “Gguk-ah!” he croaks, squeezing hard.
Jeongguk grunts, then tries to pry Jimin away. “Yah! What are you, some kind of sea urchin? Get off of me!”
“No! Don’t wanna!”
“Are you five?” Jeongguk demands.
Jimin peers up at him through lank, unwashed blond hair. “I’m three,” he pouts.
Jeongguk rolls his eyes, flicking Jimin in the middle of his forehead. This does the trick of detaching Jimin, although Jeongguk does not move any further away. His little brother presses his lips together, staring down at Jimin with a mixture of relief and seriousness that immediately has Jimin sobering.
“Gguk-ah?”
“What were you thinking?” Jeongguk asks quietly. “You could have died - you almost did die. If we hadn’t found you…Are you some kind of idiot, playing hero at a time like that? And look at your chest!”
Now that Jeongguk’s mentioned it, Jimin’s chest does feel tight and achy in the way all new burns do. But he can also feel that, while a little more sluggish than usual, his golden core is well on its way to healing all of his ailments.
“I wasn’t trying to be a hero,” Jimin says, struggling to pull himself into a seated position. Jeongguk huffs at him and fusses with Jimin’s pillows, moving several to support Jimin’s back and then glaring at him impatiently. “Aigoo, what was I supposed to do, huh? That giant tortoise was way too dangerous, and the others wouldn’t have made it out.”
“I don’t care about others,” Jeongguk huffs. “I care about you.”
Jimin pokes at Jeongguk’s nose. “Yah, watch it. As a Sect Leader, you’re going to have to care about more than just me, you know? And it’ll be my job to help you care about all those people.”
Jeongguk grumbles, slapping Jimin’s hand away.
Jimin licks his lips, wiping at his face. God, but does he feel all kinds of grubby. That lakewater had to be the foulest, dirtiest, most unhygienic-
Jimin abruptly straightens. “Wait! Where’s Yoongi-hyung?”
Jeongguk rolls his eyes. “Don’t worry about him. He’s gone back to his sect already. Waited around for hours to make sure you wouldn’t keel over, and then took himself home.” Jeongguk pauses. “He says you killed that beast.”
Jimin snorts. “That’s ridiculous,” he says. “Yoongi-hyung definitely did most of the work, so he’s the one who killed it.”
“Doesn’t really matter who did what,” Jeongguk says with a wrinkled nose. “Word is going around that Lee Donggun killed the legendary beast.”
“What?”
Jeongguk waves him away, making him sit back against the pillows again. “Calm down. The commoners are also circulating a story that you and Min Yoongi were the real slayers but, you know how it goes.”
“Lee Donggun is too much of a traitorous coward to kill anything larger than a common fly,” Jimin fumes. “The nerve to steal credit from Yoongi-hyung is just-”
“Jimin-ah! You shouldn’t be getting so worked up!” a sweet, warm female voice chides.
Jimin peers around Jeongguk to see Minji entering the room with a small wooden tray. Just by smell alone, Jimin knows it's his favorite soup made extra spicy just to his taste. Minji carries the tray with great care, placing it right in Jimin’s lap and cupping his cheek affectionately.
“It’s good you made it back safely,” she says, and Jimin can’t help but beam happily at the woman who has been his sister and his mother in all but name since he first arrived at Mugunghwa Pier.
Every scrape, every injury, every sniffle Jimin has ever had has been cared for by Minji. She has snuck him food during punishments, wiped his tears when he was small, and taught him all the basics of being a person in a functioning society with more patience than any of his teachers ever had.
Minji has always been, in a word, safe for Jimin. And it’s this sense of safety he relishes as he happily slurps at his soup, comfortable and warm in his bed, listening as Jeongguk and Minji fill him in on everything he has missed as he was sleeping off his fever. He’s startled to hear that Jeongguk brought him back to Busan nearly a week ago. Jeongguk, of course, has been spending his time filling in for Jimin as head disciple, and he’s eager to “hand over the little brats” as soon as Jimin is well enough to turn to normal duties.
Other than the rumors about Lee Donggun, no news has come out of the Gom Sect. And there is precious little news about other sects, too. It seems like the whole cultivation world is holding its breath.
Not too long after Jimin wolfs down Minji’s soup, Jeon Bongjun arrives with his usual genial smile. Jeongguk stands to bow respectfully at his father, his face heating up a little when Bongjun musses Jeongguk’s loose bangs.
“Ah, stay where you are. No need to stand on ceremony, here,” Bongjun says when Jimin tries to hastily stand up to greet the leader of the sect as well. Bongjun stares down at Jimin for a few short moments, expression soft. “Well. I’m glad to see you are okay. The physicians said you only needed to rest, and it appears they are right. How do you feel?”
“Perfectly fit,” Jimin assures him quickly. He shoots Jeongguk a look, then offers his sect leader a winsome smile. “I’m only alive because Jeongguk is so capable! If he weren’t so quick, I would have perished in that cave!”
Bongjun lifts his brows. “Yet something did perish in that cave, I hear.”
Jimin flaps his hands, shaking his head. “No, no. Believe me, that’s no big deal at all. It must have been much harder to sneak in and out of enemy territory without being caught. Really, I don’t know of anyone other than Jeongguk who would have been able to do it!”
“Well, it’s good at least someone in this home knows what my son has done!” a caustic voice cuts in, immediately chilling the warm atmosphere of Jimin’s room.
He swallows reflexively, glancing at the doorway where Madam Jeon stands, flanked by her lady’s maids. Her expression is as cold and unapproachable as ever, a displeased twist to her mouth. He wonders if she’s sorry he woke up at all, especially when she marches into his room and clicks her tongue at him.
“You stupid boy! Do you know what you’ve done, drawing attention to our sect? You’ll be the ruin of us all!” she rants, reaching out to - maybe hit Jimin? But she doesn’t get to, because Bongjun catches her wrist firmly. “Jeon Bongjun, just what do you think you’re doing? This vermin needs to be punished for being so reckless. Are you really going to stop me?”
Bongjun does not release his wife. “If Jimin did not act as he did, our son would have died, along with many other sect heirs.”
Madam Jeon scoffs and frees herself from her husband. “So you know you have a son!” she sneers. Then, she reaches for Jeongguk, pulling him by the shoulder to stand in front of Bongjun, a tableau of tension and bitterness. “Look at him! This is your son! This is your heir! Did you personally visit him when he returned? No! But you visit the son of a servant! Or, are the rumors true? Is this urchin really your bastard?”
“Hyebin!” Bongjun says firmly.
“Who are you to scold me?” Madam Jeon challenges.
Jeongguk, standing between his parents, cringes and drops his gaze to the floor. Minji has fallen to her knees, kneeling politely and unobtrusively. Jimin, for his part, wants nothing more than to defend Bongjun and Jeongguk, but - it’s better that he not speak at all.
Bongjun sighs deeply. “I will not speak about this anymore, here,” he says.
Madam Jeon laughs bitterly. “You say that as if you plan to speak about it at all, ever!”
Bongjun presses his lips together, glancing between Jeongguk and Jimin. He dips his head briefly, a silent farewell, and then strides from the room. As he leaves, Madam Jeon is quick to follow him, already allowing her temper to boil over as she berates her husband for yet another imagined slight against her son.
Jeongguk frowns when his parents' voices finally fade out.
“Don’t listen to her, Gguk-ah,” Jimin urges, sitting up on his knees, his blankets tumbling to the floor. He clutches at Jeongguk’s hand, swinging it between them. “Your father knows you’re his son! You’re the spitting image of him and one day, you will catch up to his cultivation and be the next Mugunghwa Sect Leader!”
“But…does he like you better than me?” Jeongguk whispers. “Isn’t what eomeoni says true?”
“Of course not!” Jimin protests. “How could he not like you the most? You’re his son!”
Jeongguk’s frown deepens and he pulls his hand away. “I might be his son, but you embody our sect’s values much better! I’ll never be half the Sect Leader he wants me to be! I’m too much like my mother - conservative and jealous!”
Jeongguk storms away, and Jimin hastens to follow him, fairly falling out of his bed. Minji helps him up, then murmurs that she will stay behind to clean up his bedding, and Jimin nods, stumbling after his brother.
“Gguk-ah! Gguk-ah, slow down! I’m an invalid! Have some mercy!” Jimin calls at his back.
Jeongguk does slow down, stopping at the end of the pier that veers off from the corridor where Jimin’s room is located, not too close to the family wing but definitely not housed with the other disciples. His younger brother stares broodingly out at the ocean, arms crossed over his chest. Everything about his posture screams back off, but Jimin has never paid any attention to cues like that - not with Jeongguk, especially.
Jimin drapes himself over his brother’s back, only half because he wants to be annoying and mostly because he probably shouldn’t be up walking around yet. He waits until the dizziness of lightheadedness fades before thumping his forehead against Jeongguk’s shoulder.
“The motto of our sect is attempt the impossible,” Jeongguk mumbles after some time, clearly pensive. “But I don’t do that. I attempt the - the regulation. I’m not as bold as my forefathers. The ancestors who founded this sect must be so ashamed of me. Abeoji must be so disappointed that I care so much about the outside politics of it all. I should have been like you, stayed behind in that cave to sacrifice myself for others, to win some glory for the sect. I should have tried to accomplish the impossible thing, but I didn’t.”
“You listened to me,” Jimin says. “Just like you should have. You’re my little brother, and it’s my job to protect you. And you did get glory for our sect, and for yourself. Your father knows that.”
Jeongguk shakes his head. “A rescue mission is nothing like slaughtering a legendary beast right under the Gom Sect’s nose, and you know it.”
“I don’t think the two can be compared, actually. We both did the right thing - and in that situation, we both had an impossible task. Just because one seems flashier than the other doesn’t mean it was less impressive. You got everyone to safety, while I was busy being reckless,” Jimin reasons.
Jeongguk scoffs. “But does abeoji see it that way?”
“Does it matter if he does?” Jimin wonders honestly.
Jeongguk shrugs Jimin off his back so he can shoot him an inquiring glare.
Jimin leans his weight against the pier railing, pursing his lips. “What I mean is, I think I know samchon pretty well, and I don’t think he would have acted any differently than you, Gguk-ah. Our Sect Leader isn’t exactly the bold type, is he? He takes a measured approach to everything, and just like you, he pays attention to the politics of everything. He has to if he wants to keep us all safe. I really don’t see how you’re any different.”
Jeongguk doesn’t look entirely convinced. “But our sect motto-”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Do you think every Sect Leader rules the same? Each one of your ancestors took up that mantle and accomplished an impossible thing in their own way! What does attempting the impossible even mean, anyway? By the time you’re the Sect Leader, it won’t matter if you do what your father would have done - because you’ll be the one in charge and you’ll get to decide what the sect motto means to you.”
Some of the tension falls away from Jeongguk’s frame. “Hyung…”
Jimin offers a cheeky grin, nudging his brother with his elbow. “And when the time comes, I’ll be your right-hand man, just like my father was for your father. And you’ll see, we’ll be the greatest heroes this sect has ever known! Nobody will ever forget our names!”
(Jimin will be right about this prediction. Nobody will forget what becomes of Jeon Jeongguk and Park Jimin of the Mugunghwa Sect of Busan. Nobody.)
Jimin starts to feel perfectly healthy only a few days later thanks to the strength of his golden core, which buzzes happily just beneath his skin, warm and alive and soothing in ways he will never be able to fully express. With his quick return to health, Jimin also returns to his duties as head disciple - specifically, training the junior disciples under him. Jeongguk is technically in this group since he’s younger, but as the sect heir, Jeongguk’s training has been separate and advanced, and like Jimin, he is closer to a senior disciple than a junior one. This is why Jeongguk spends his days training younger disciples alongside Jimin, an assistant of sorts, although none should ever suggest such a thing to Madam Jeon.
Today, Jimin has taken the junior disciples to the long span of beach just outside of Mugunghwa Pier for a time-honored sect training method. The youngest disciples run up and down the beach with large kites, while junior disciples try to shoot the kites down with arrows. One of the reasons the Mugunhwa Sect is filled with such accomplished archers is because of this training method. Jimin, in fact, has very fond memories of Jeon Bongjun teaching him how to perfect his aim in this way - and to date, there isn’t a single disciple in the sect that can best Jimin with a bow and arrow.
For a few hours, Jimin wanders between disciples, adjusting their posture, giving advice, offering encouragement. Jeongguk does the same, and between the two of them, they have their juniors in fierce competition. The juniors divide themselves into teams to make a match out of it to see which teacher is best - head disciple Jimin or sect heir Jeongguk. Their teams are evenly matched.
“Sunbae! Sunbae-nim! Break the tie!” the juniors beg.
Well, how could Jimin disagree with such earnest pleas? Jimin shoots his brother a cocky smirk, taking one of the proffered bows from a nearby junior. “What do you think, Gguk-ah? Do you think you can beat me yet?”
Jeongguk narrows his eyes at the challenge. “I won’t even need luck to do it.”
Together, the two aim for one of the kites flying high and far in the sky, a white, red, and brown triangle dancing just in front of the sun. Jimin nocks an arrow, taking careful-but-quick aim, and releases his shot. Jeongguk is not too far behind him, but unlike Jimin, his arrow does not hit the kite - instead, it shoots just under where the kite waves happily in the air, while Jimin’s arrow hits the kite dead center. He preens, listening to the cheers of his juniors as they praise his skills.
“Let’s go again,” Jeongguk says.
“Don’t be a sore loser, Gguk-ah!” Jimin chides with a grin. “But, of course, I don’t mind beating you twice if you insist!”
And so on it goes, the two of them merrily competing to shoot down kites one right after the other. True to his word, Jeongguk has improved vastly since the last time they did this, although Jimin still takes down a few more kites, never quite letting Jeongguk take the lead. It only makes Jeongguk more determined. They must be well on their way to shooting down a tenth kite when a cry of a different tone reaches Jimin’s ears.
Alert, he lowers his bow right as Jeongguk takes the shot, and sees that one of the younger junior disciples is barreling his way across the beach. Even from here, Jimin can see how distraught the young disciple is, his little face blotchy and snotty as his feet trip over the loose sand.
“Sunbae!” the little disciple cries. “Sunbae! Jae-sang was taken!”
“Taken?” Jimin demands, giving the young disciple his full attention. He shares a bewildered look with Jeongguk, who is frowning deeply at the boy. “What do you mean he was taken? Taken by who?”
“A lady!” the boy blubbers. “She-she said that Jae-sang had to be punished! She said that Jae-sang was making a mockery of-of her sect be-because of the kite colors and that he’d have to pay the price! But me and Jae-sang, we were only collecting the kites!”
A creeping, awful thought blooms in Jimin’s mind. “Gun-ah,” he says, kneeling down with a serious expression. “What sect did this lady belong to?”
“The Gom Sect,” the little boy warbles.
Dread curdles in Jimin’s stomach. He stands, patting the boy on the shoulder, and addresses the rest of the junior disciples. He orders them to return to their quarters, but remain unseen. And he says, after sharing a heavy look with Jeongguk, that if the juniors hear anything alarming, they should flee Mugunghwa Pier immediately.
“We need to find eomeoni,” Jeongguk declares as the juniors scurry frightfully away.
Jimin agrees, following closely behind Jeongguk as they rush back to the Mugunghwa manor. Madam Jeon is the only Sect Leader in residence at the moment, as Jeon Bongjun had taken a group of senior disciples on a night hunt in the southeastern part of the Mugunghwa territory. Whatever is about to happen, it will happen under the purview of Madam Jeon and Madam Jeon alone.
If there is one thing Jimin knows for certain, however, it is that Madam Jeon will not take an insult such as this laying down.
Lee Donggun’s mistress is sitting at the head table, in the seat only the Sect Leader and Madam of the sect are allowed to sit. By the time Jimin and Jeongguk had arrived at the meeting hall, Soojeong had already let herself into the room, bypassing Mugunghwa servants to place herself in the seat of power, perched upon the cushions with a pompous air and a garment that bears more than a little of her cleavage and the garish jewels lavished on her neck, surely a tasteless present from her master.
Jimin, in general, doesn't have a problem with gisaeng. They work to earn a living, and the noonas in the brothels had always been kind to him when he lived on the streets. In his experience, the gisaeng carry themselves with honor and class - enough so that even if one would dare to call them a whore, the insult would wash from their backs, like water rolling off a duck's feathers. Yet as he watches Soojeong turn her nose up at the sect heir and make scathing remarks about the room decor, Jimin can honestly say, with genuine distaste, that he is looking at a whore. And a dumb one, at that, because only idiocy would explain the way Soojeong dares to carry herself as an actual lady, one of good standing and pedigree, rather than a shameful woman who laid with her master just to climb the ranks of the Gom Sect.
His distaste for Soojeong is why Jimin stands straight, at ready attention, when Madam Jeon glides into the meeting hall. Ordinarily, the mere presence of Madam Jeon puts him on edge, but now, he finds himself eager.
And true to form, Madam Jeon wastes no time in putting Soojeong in her place.
"Who are you?" Madam Jeon snaps, long strides carrying her through the room. "What right do you have to sit in my seat? Move immediately before I move you myself."
Showing more self-preservation than Jimin thought her capable of, Soojeong flinches and quickly relocates.
Yet, as the mistress moves to sit at a guest table, Madam Jeon's harsh voice rings out again. "Do you have no manners, girl? I didn't invite you to sit! You have still yet to explain your audacity or introduce yourself!"
Soojeong jumps, bumbling through her introduction with a common, unrefined bow. "Lee doryeon-nim sent me as a messenger, Madam Jeon, with an urgent message from the Gom Sect. I'm Soojeong-"
Madam Jeon tilts her head, looking down her nose. "Ah, yes. I have heard of you. You're that whelp's whore." Madam Jeon scoffs. "Is this what the Gom Sect has been reduced to? Sending bedwarmers on errands?"
Soojeong’s face flushes darkly. "I was sent because Lee doryeon-nim trusts me!"
Madam Jeon scoffs again. "What a smart boy," she says sarcastically. "I would have thought Lee Chungwoo taught his sons better, but here we have one of those sons trusting the viper in his bed!"
"I am not!"
Madam Jeon sneers. "Oh? Then what is your mother sect?"
"The Hong Sect of Pyeongchang," Soojeong answers stiffly.
"Never heard of it," Madam Jeon says dismissively. "Clearly, no one noteworthy hails from there."
Soojeong clenches her lacquered fingers, glowering at the Madam of the sect for several moments. And then, inexplicably, her narrow eyes slide to the side - and she looks right at Jimin. Seeing him, her demeanor shifts noticeably.
She smoothes out her skirts and simmers at Madam Jeon. "Of course, Madam Jeon, you're right that my mother sect is quite small. Nevertheless, I'm here to deliver a message. If I may?"
Madam Jeon waves her on.
Soojeong simpers. "Many thanks, Madam Jeon," she says, moving again to sit at a table. She kneels and turns an expectant look to the empty tea cup. "Will nobody serve my tea? I'm a guest, after all."
One of Madam Jeon's maids speaks then, her tone loathsome. "The servants are Mugunghwa Pier have better things to do. In this sect, any who want tea will make it and serve themselves."
Soojeong titters behind her hand. "Oh, my. That's surprisingly common, isn't it?"
Madam Jeon's other maid speaks then. "We do, of course, serve tea to distinguished guests. Respectable ones."
Soojeong glares at the insult.
"Girl, did you have a message or not? I have matters to attend to," Madam Jeon prods, her patience well on its way to wearing out.
Soojeong, clearly fed up, does not waste time then. She raises her hand, pointing a sharp-nailed right at Jimin. "Lee doryeon-nim demands punishment for the disciple who dared to revolt during our lectures. Park Jimin led an uprising, humiliated my master, and now dares to claim credit from Donggun! So, he must be punished!"
Madam Jeon stills.
"Eomeoni, no!" Jeongguk cries out immediately. "She's lying! That's not how it happened at all! You can't-"
"Shut up!" Madam Jeon snaps. She's glaring at Jimin, and it's only because he has endured a lifetime of glares that he can detect the scant layer of thoughtfulness there.
Jimin holds himself very still. Alert. Preparing himself for whatever may come next.
Madam Jeon scoffs at Soojeong, running her fingers over the bracelet-weapon on her wrist. “So, this is the audacity of the Gom Sect,” she muses. “You come to another sect and demand we punish our disciples. And not even with the courtesy of a qualified messenger or a letter.”
“Lee doryeon-nim knows that you are reasonable,” Soojeong says. “After all, the whole cultivation world knows how much you hate this boy. It shouldn’t matter too much if we want you to punish him, or not. Now, you have an excuse.”
Madam Jeon hums. Stands. Slowly circles around the room, coming ever closer to Jimin.
Jimin swallows.
“Eomeoni-”
Jimin shakes his head, grabbing at Jeongguk’s wrist and squeezing. Now is not the time for Jeongguk to be a brave little brother. Even Jimin can see that there are bigger stakes here. If he has to take a beating from Madam Jeon to keep the peace, then that is what he’ll do.
“Jimin!” Madam Jeon says sharply, gesturing for him to kneel in front of her.
Jimin goes without hesitation. Out of the corner of his eye, he can see Jeongguk’s expression twist, just as he can see Soojeong sitting back with glee.
Jimin kneels, fists on his knees. The first crackling snap of the electric whip comes soon after - one, two, three, four strikes in quick succession. His lungs stutter and pain blooms bright and unavoidable across his back.
“You stupid boy,” Madam Jeon grits, landing another strike. “See what trouble you have brought? Let this be the last time you shame our sect!”
Soojeong claps, laughing in delight once Madam Jeon is done whipping Jimin. She stands up, smiling meanly. “That was an excellent warm-up, Madam Jeon! I can see the rumors about you are true! You are a formidable woman!”
Madam Jeon’s lighting whip is still sparking against the floor. “Warm up?”
Soojeong nods rapidly. “Of course! What, you can’t think Lee doryeon-nim would be satisfied by a mere whipping, do you?”
Level with Madam Jeon’s hand, Jimin can see how her fingers tighten on the handle of the whip. Her voice is hard when she speaks. “What more does he want? Ten strikes with my spiritual whip is no small thing.”
“Lee doryeon-nim has been greatly offended by this brat,” Soojeong says, twirling her hair. “He causes so much trouble, doesn’t he? Well, troublemakers don’t need both hands. Just take his right hand and he can still be a useful servant. I think Lee doryeon-nim will be satisfied with that!”
Jimin flinches, instinctively holding his right arm - his sword arm - closer to his body.
“No! Eomeoni, no! You can’t!” Jeongguk shouts. Madam Jeon’s maids come to hold him in place. “Please!”
Jimin himself does not protest. In some strange way, he feels detached from the moment. It’s just a hand, isn’t it? If they take his sword arm, he can just learn how to use his sword with his left hand. If it will take the heat off his sect, then maybe…
“Hold out your arm,” Madam Jeon orders tersely, and Jimin does. He’s proud that his arm isn’t even trembling, his eyes fixed ahead to stare at the Mugunghwa banner hanging proudly from the ceiling over the head table. Next to him, Madam Jeon is pulling her seldom-used sword from its sheath, clearly intent to do the job herself.
“Eomeoni, no! No!” Jeongguk cries. “Hyung!”
He wonders if she is satisfied at this moment. She really does hate him, after all. An excuse to maim him permanently must seem like a gift.
Soojeong looks very delighted as Madam Jeon takes aim. The sword is held high, ready to swing down, when Soojeong speaks. “I’m so glad you’re the reasonable sort, Madam Jeon! It will make it so much easier to work with you at the Busan Supervisory Office!”
Madam Jeon halts. “Supervisory Office?” she echoes.
“Well, I wasn’t sent here only to have a servant punished,” Soojeong simpers. “I’m also here to announce that Lee doryeon-nim will be arriving later today to turn Mugunghwa Pier into the Gom Sect’s Supervisory Office in the Busan region.”
Madam Jeon is quiet for only a moment before, faster than Jimin can blink, she has sheathed her sword and turned her crackling whip onto Soojeong. Soojeong is significantly weaker than Jimin, so a single hit from that whip sends her flying across the room, where she crashes into a table with a pained cry.
“You want to turn my sect into another puppet for that tyrant?” Madam Jeon laughs, rounding on Soojeong, who trembles beneath that violet glare. Madam Jeon whips her again, this time right across the face, and Soojeong clutches at her cheek. “I’m done playing with you! How about I send your Lee doryeon-nim his servant back without a head?”
“You can’t do this!” Soojeong wails. “I’m - I’m!”
“You’re nothing,” Madam Jeon sneers, deliberately stepping on Soojeong, forcing the girl down onto her back so that Madam Jeon’s heeled boot presses into her throat. “You’re even less than that urchin I’ve been forced to raise. Do you think I’ll give in to your demands, or the demands of anyone? Ha!”
Jeongguk, by now, has been freed by his mother’s maids. He wastes no time kneeling at Jimin’s side, careful not to touch his throbbing back. Both of them wait with bated breaths as Madam Jeon raises her whip again. But then -
“Kang! Kang, save me!” Soojeong screams.
Kang. Core-Melting Hand. He’s here, too?
But then - of course he is. Not even Lee Donggun would send Soojeong alone for important business like establishing a Supervisory Office - essentially, a task that is equal to taking over a sect. Who better to send than Kang, who can destroy any protestors with a touch? This charade is not the work of Lee Donggun, though. No, this has come from the Gom Sect Leader himself.
Kang enters the room quickly. To Jimin’s surprise, Madam Jeon seems to recognize him. She doesn’t lift her foot from Soojeong’s throat as she regards him. “Kang Jihwan? It’s really you. Have you forsaken the honor of your family so easily?”
“I owe Sect Leader Lee a great debt,” Kang intones, expression a stone mask.
“Your father must be rolling in his grave,” Madam Jeon sneers, finally releasing Soojeong. She turns to face Kang fully, striking her whip against the ground. “Fine. If you’re here, then it’s you I’ll fight.”
And then, they do.
Jimin has always known Madam Jeon is a master in her own right - probably more powerful than her husband. She moves with a lethal sort of savage grace and speed that Jimin has tried to mimic since childhood. She had, after all, been the one to personally train him when it became clear he was outpacing his peers. But never had he seen her release her full abilities. It is breathtaking to watch two masters fight without restraint.
Madam Jeon and Kang are evenly matched. Her whip keeps his Core-Melting Hand technique at bay, while his strength forces her to adapt stronger defenses. Jimin is so mesmerized by the fight that he almost doesn’t notice Soojeong sneaking away - and pulling a flare from her dress.
“Gguk-ah! Stop her!” Jimin orders.
Jeongguk springs up - but it’s too late.
The signal flare lights up in the sky.
And the army waiting at their borders begins to march.
There's no time. There's no time at all.
Not enough time to raise the sect shields. Not enough time to organize emergency evacuations for civilians in Busan. Not enough time to evacuate the servants from the sect itself. It’s enough - it has to be enough - that some of the non-combatants in the sect manage to flee, manage to escape the carnage. It must be enough that some of the younger junior disciples choose to run, rather than stay and be slaughtered.
It’s not good enough, but it has to be, because otherwise, Jimin will never be able to close his eyes to escape the utter carnage that has been brought to their door. He forces himself to look away from some of the juniors who had been cut down where they stood - forces himself to remember many of the other juniors who had time to flee because he and Jeongguk made a two-man barrier.
He doesn’t know how many got away. He hopes there are many survivors.
There just isn’t enough time to stop and strategize and count and organize. There’s barely enough time to breathe. But even if they'd had days to prepare - did they stand a chance against the army sent to destroy Mugunghwa Pier?
Jimin isn’t sure how long he’s been fighting. Long enough to learn that fighting to kill a human is much different than fighting to kill a beast or a ghoul or a corpse. Different, but not entirely foreign. Perhaps, it’s not so much that the fighting itself is different rather than the feeling is different. The blood splatter is different, the way his sword cuts through bone and muscle and marrow is different. The screams and shouts and yells are different. The scent is different. The thud of the body hitting the ground is different.
The fighting moves are the same, but the end result couldn’t be more foreign.
In all the haze of fighting for his life, in the steadfast daze of covering Jeongguk’s blind spots like the faithful guard he has been raised to become, Jimin can only think that he feels a little sorry for his sword. Never before had Jimin ever entertained the thought of taking a human life with a blade - and in fact, no cultivator ever would think of something so unsavory, as their spiritual weapons are meant for defending the innocent and slaying supernatural threats. Yet here Jimin is, dirtying the dull gleam of a sword with the blood of the Gom Sect soldiers who pour through Mugunghwa Pier in an endless wave.
Of course, it’s not just Jimin’s blade that has bathed in blood on this day. Jimin, too, is sullied by it, red splashes and splatter scattered over his clothes, his skin, his face. Most of it is not his own blood, though, of course, there is plenty of that. Besides the freshly-whipped skin of his back bleeding onto the fabric of his clothes, he has also been cut and slashed as he fights to defend his home and his brother.
Jeongguk is no better. Half of his face is covered with drying, flaking blood - the result of one of Jeongguk’s earlier kills, when the spray of a jugular vein caught him across the face from eye to chin.
At least this sword is not Jangnan, Jimin thinks at one point. His beloved sword is still held in Seoul, with the other swords that had been confiscated during the indoctrination camp. At least Jangnan is not being tainted by all this death and violence.
Jimin has tried to keep track of who is fighting with them. Many senior disciples are still alive, hanging on - but most of the senior disciples are dispatched on night hunts, or traveling with Jeon Bonggun. Aside from Madam Jeon, Jeongguk, and Jimin himself, the number of senior disciples in the sect today is less than ten - and this small number is not enough to hold off an entire army. Some junior disciples are still trying to fight, but they are untested teenagers holding brand-new swords, and most of them have already been cut down. Jimin and Jeongguk have been shouting at the few who remain to flee, and some of them have listened. Jimin hopes they survive.
Beyond the courtyard where most of the fighting is taking place, entire wings of the Mugunghwa manor have been burned down, a signature attack of the Gom Sect. Madam Jeon is still fighting against Kang, and Jeongguk and Jimin have been doing their best to guard her while at the same time taking out as many enemy soldiers as possible.
Soojeong is nowhere to be seen. Lee Donggun, if he’s here, has not made an appearance. And Jimin is not the only one feeling the fatigue of the never-ending siege. Jeongguk’s reactions are getting slower, his stance sloppier. Jimin’s golden core is burning bright behind his belly, but his limbs are too tired to keep up. And Madam Jeon, for all her mastery, is becoming more and more defensive in the face of Kang’s unrelenting blade.
They have to run. If they want to live, then they have to give up the sect territory. There is no other way. Reinforcements will not arrive, if they’re even coming at all. Jimin does not doubt that any purple-suited cultivators seen in the Busan area today have been cut down, even those who have been on night hunts.
This day is, to put it in a single word, a culling.
Is this how Yoongi felt when the Gom Sect burned down Horangi Recesses?
“We can’t keep doing this!” Jimin shouts, ducking and weaving and stabbing straight through the throat of an incoming soldier.
“We aren’t leaving!” Jeongguk yells, stubborn to the bone, making two quick-strike slashes that fell another enemy.
Madam Jeon makes a guttural noise, performing a wild maneuver that throws Kang onto his back several paces away. She whirls around then, and grabs Jeongguk and Jimin by the scruff of their hanbok, dragging them away with more strength than Jimin would have guessed she had left. In and out, Madam Jeon weaves through the burning piers, fleeing faster than any of the Gom Sect soldiers can follow - and of course, the evasion is easy for someone who has lived in this sect, who has learned every nook and corner, for over twenty years.
Madam Jeon takes them out to one of the seldom-used docks and shoves them into a boat without a word. She is already working to untie the rope holding the boat in place by the time Jeongguk rights himself, kneeing Jimin in the gut as he crawls onto his knees, trying to pry his mother’s hands away from the anchor. She slaps his hands away, shoving at his shoulder with a bloodied hand and a fierce glare.
“Eomeoni, no!” Jeongguk protests. “What are you doing? We have to -”
“We will be doing nothing,” Madam Jeon cuts him off tersely. “This battle is already lost and there is nothing that can be done. But you, my son, are the heir. You must live on.”
Jeongguk’s shoulders shake as tears start to fall down his face. He sounds confused when he speaks. “But eomeoni, why aren’t you…”
“You’re staying,” Jimin realizes. He doesn’t speak very loudly, but Jeongguk hears him.
Jeongguk rears up, clambering to his feet, and Jimin follows, trying to keep the boat steady. He can’t seem to look away from Madam Jeon, covered in soot and blood, but still so very regal in her bearing. Formidable. A strong, if not kind, woman.
“Eomeoni! You have to come with us! We have to go together!” Jeongguk cries.
But Madam Jeon isn’t listening. She is sliding her bracelet off her wrist, the spiritual weapon she has turned into a whip and used on Jimin more times than he can count. He doesn’t think he’s ever seen her without it, and now that she holds it in her hand, he is struck by how slender and small the bracelet is. Its design is a shining silver, crafted with a very delicate snake motif, each individual scale etched into the metal by a masterful hand.
Madam Jeon does something, and the bracelet transforms into the whip Jimin is so familiar with, but somehow, the energy is calmer. Gentle, almost. The electric snaps of the whip are bare whispers, the color less intense than usual, and the whip itself closes into a circle.
He realizes too late what Madam Jeon intends to do, and it isn’t until after he and Jeongguk are bound together by the spiritual whip that Jimin understands.
He knows what Madam Jeon is doing. And so does Jeongguk.
“Eomeoni! At least wait until abeoji is back! We can defend our home together!” Jeongguk yells, thrashing against the bindings.
Madam Jeon snorts, kicking the boat away with her foot, a firm shove that has the boat catching the lazy downstream current. “Wait for him? Why? Do you think I’m not strong enough to protect what’s left of this sect? I did not need my husband in life, and I do not need him in death!”
Tears are streaming down Jeongguk’s face. He shakes his head, frantic, unable to form the right words, if there are even any right words to say in the face of a woman who has already come to a decision. A drastic, shockingly self-sacrificing decision at that.
Jimin feels numb, his arms pinned to his side, and Madam Jeon looks away from her crying son. She pierces him with a hard, hateful glare, unleashing the torrent of her dislike for him without mercy.
“You rotten boy,” she spits. “I hate you! I have always hated you! You have never brought anything but trouble to our lives, and you will never bring anything but trouble to anyone else unlucky enough to fall into your path! The only thing you’re good for is protecting my son - so you will do that, without fail! Protect Jeongguk with your life!”
Jimin shudders, shocked to find tears falling down his own cheeks. He nods his head. “Yes, Madam Jeon,” he breathes.
“Jeongguk, my darling son,” Madam Jeon says, then. The tenderness in her expression, in her voice, is so utterly foreign, and Jeongguk sobs all the more because of it. “Be brave. Be strong. I love you.”
“Eomeoni!” Jeongguk yells, still struggling even after Madam Jeon slaps a talisman onto the boat, which propels the boat further away from the dock and down the inlet along the coast. Jeongguk quickly devolves into wordless sobs as he stares after his mother, who had only lingered on the dock long enough to see that the talisman on the boat would carry them away safely.
Jimin will not ever forget the resolute way Madam Jeon turned away, injured and without her spiritual weapon, walking back into danger with only her sword, her pride, and her head held high.
She does not look back.
Jimin thinks Jeongguk has cried himself out. Maybe.
In this distance, the horizon is still bathed in an orange glow and black smoke billows from the Busan coastline. The inlet carries them away from their sect steadily as night falls. They are not being pursued by anyone, as far as Jimin can tell.
He can’t help but wonder about survivors. About what happens next. About what he should do - or what can he do, even? Even though war with the Gom Sect had been spoken about in hushed whispers and roundabout phrases his entire childhood, Jimin never really thought war would break out -
But here it is. If the burning of Horangi Recesses was not enough, the siege of Mugunghwa Pier is certainly a declaration of war if there ever was one.
It must be an hour, maybe more, after Madam Jeon sent them away that Jimin spots a familiar flying sword formation in the sky. The swords are traveling at some speed, surely drawn more urgently to Busan by the sight and scent of smoke on the horizon. But it is one form gliding through the air that catches Jimin’s attention, and then he is forcing his parched lungs to shout.
“Samchon!”
Jeongguk jerks, startled by the abrupt volume of Jimin’s voice. But then he follows Jimin’s line of sight and starts shouting, as well. “Abeoji!”
Not too long after, Jeon Bongjun lowers his sword to the boat and steps onto the small vessel. A half dozen senior disciples are hovering behind him, still on their swords, still very alert. Bongjun studies the way Jimin and Jeongguk are tied together, his face rapidly losing color.
“Your mother…” Bongjun trails off, looking over his shoulder at the orange sky.
“She went back! Abeoji! Please, let us free so we can help you!” Jeongguk pleads. “We have to save eomeoni!”
Bongjun kneels in front of Jeongguk and Jimin, trailing his finger over the electric whip. To Jimin’s surprise, the whip retracts and lands in Bongjun’s hand, an inert bracelet once more. Bongjun looks incredibly moved by this, holding the bracelet to his wrist.
“Manura, I didn’t know…” Bongjun says under his breath, closing his eyes and breathing deeply. When he looks back at his son, Jimin sees a familiar, dreadful sort of resolution in his steady gaze. “Your mother made it so that this bracelet would only release you when you were safe,” Bongjun tells Jeongguk, frowning. “But you are not safe yet.”
Before either of them have a chance to protest, Bongjun has activated the bracelet and once more, Jimin and Jeongguk are bound together. This time, they both thrash wildly, shouting for Bongjun to stop, to take them with him, to fight together.
But Bongjun is only smiling sadly, reaching out first to cup Jeongguk’s cheek. “Stay safe, do you hear me? Become the Sect Leader you were meant to be.”
“Abeoji!” Jeongguk sobs, squeezing his eyes closed, pressing his cheek into his father’s hand.
Tears are glimmering in Bongjun’s eyes when he looks at Jimin, and Jimin does his best to blink his own tears away. “Keep him safe with everything you have,” he says to Jimin.
“I will,” Jimin swears tearfully, his chest clenching.
Bongjun stands. Steps onto his sword. Smiles gently once more at Jeongguk. And then he, too, is gone. And he, too, does not look back as he flies to Busan, back to Mugunghwa Pier, back to Madam Jeon - and surely, to his own death.
The senior Mugunghwa disciples follow after the Sect Leader, grim and determined.
Jeongguk screams and pleas and shouts. Come back! Take me with you! Don’t leave!
Jimin clenches his hands into tight fists.
(“So, this is the great Madam Jeon? Not so fearsome at all are you?” Lee Donggun taunts.
Kwon Hyebin kneels in the main courtyard of the Mugunghwa Sect, her spiritual energy exhausted, two swords at her throat. Her tired body sways, but she does not stop glaring at the scum before her.
In her lower stomach, there is emptiness. She feels frail. Powerless. She has never been powerless a day in her life. She does not like the way it feels.
“I will give credit where it’s due, of course,” Lee Donggun continues. “You fought so hard! It’s only a pity that you will have to die here, alone. But with your caustic personality, haven’t you always been alone? Your husband didn’t like you, your servants were afraid of you! I feel bad for you, Madam Jeon, I really do!”
Kwon Hyebin does not utter a word. Even if she had the energy to speak, someone as low as Lee Donggun does not deserve her words.
“Well, if you won’t even speak to entertain me, I might as well kill you. Go ahead. Slit her throat,” Lee Donggun orders.
And so, they do. But shallowly, so that she has to die slowly, aware of every moment that she no longer has a golden core pumping her full of vigor and strength. Kwon Hyebin collapses on the ground in an ever-growing pool of her own blood -
“ Manura!”
Fool, she thinks.
She can’t see it all, but she can hear enough. Swords swinging and metal crashing together. Her husband, her foolish, soft-hearted husband, has stormed the courtyard to fight for a dying woman. She wonders, why then did he not fight for her while she still had the strength to live?
Or had he been fighting for her all along, but she was just too blind - too angry - to know it?
Funny how clarity comes right at the end.
Bongjun falls eventually, right as Hyebin’s awareness of the world starts to dim. He falls right by her side, on his back, two swords sticking out of his stomach and Kang’s glowing hand crushed into his chest, burning away Bongjun’s golden core just as mercilessly as he’d burnt away hers.
Bongjun’s head is twisted so that he can see her. He reaches for her hand, curling slick fingers around her cold ones. Squeezing, just once.
They die within heartbeats of each other.)
“We have to go back,” Jeongguk says. His voice is hollow, his shoulders slumped forward. His posture has been hunched forward ever since his mother’s bracelet was deactivated, the sizzle of strangely-gentle electricity fading as the bindings loosened, slithering down into its inert form right in Jeongguk’s palm.
We have to go back. It’s all Jeongguk has been able to say. And he’s not wrong. They do have to go back, even if it might be unwise. They have to know; they have to see. They can’t run away like cowards. They can’t hide, however much Jeongguk’s parents might not have wanted them to.
So Jimin nods, finds a couple of long branches to work as oars, and sets to rowing them upstream. It’s hard, pushing against the current of the inlet, and it pulls at the fresh whip wounds on his back. But Jimin blunders through the pain anyway, because Jeongguk is in no condition to do it himself, lost as he is in the fresh grief - in the hope that maybe, when they return, they won’t be coming home to ruins.
But Jimin knows, long before the familiar shores of Busan greet him, that they will be walking into a disaster. The smoke is still billowing thick and black into the air, the scent of charred wood and the stomach-turning sizzle of human flesh are still nearly tangible. Night has long fallen, but the clouds are blanketing the sky, hiding moonlight away from the slaughter.
Jeongguk’s attention rouses as Jimin pulls the boat up to the side of a long-forgotten pier. He climbs out of the boat, a little woodenly, and allows Jimin to lead him through the shadows quietly. Jimin knows better than to access any obvious entry point, but he has spent most of his life sneaking about this mansion, and he knows a good place to survey the damage. With some effort, being very careful about making any noise, Jimin and Jeongguk climb into the roof of a storage building that looks across most of the main sect grounds.
Jimin sucks in a deep breath. It’s worse than he could have ever imagined. More visceral.
Everything has been burned. What is left standing is still glowing with dim embers, collapsed into ruins. The bodies are piled carelessly atop each other, faceless, and treated without dignity. The young, the old, everyone nameless and unrecognizable in death. Too many small bodies - enough to know that Jimin failed to protect the youngest disciples.
But what tears his heart more is the tableau in the center of the main courtyard.
Madam Jeon and Jeon Bongjun, lay side by side, holding hands. Dead.
Lee Donggun is laughing about it, boasting loudly and drunkenly as he sloshes wine into his mouth and crows about how proud his father will be, and about how weak these so-called great cultivators actually are. Speaking as if Lee Donggun did anything other than hide behind foot soldiers while Kang and others did the work of sacking the sect - as if Lee Donggun didn’t send his mistress in his place to deliver the message.
Jimin has never hated someone before. Not really.
Today, hate claws at him - digs in deep. Twists.
He seethes.
Jeongguk, on the other hand, tries to lunge off the roof. It’s only Jimin’s quick reflexes locking around the scruff of Jeongguk’s clothes that stop him, and then Jimin must close his limbs tightly around his brother, holding him in place, a hand slapped over Jeongguk’s mouth to keep him quiet as they duck out of sight.
His brother is making entirely too much noise. So Jimin does the only thing he can do - he knocks Jeongguk out, a swift chop to the back of his neck that has Jeongguk’s eyes fluttering back. With Jeongguk sealed by unconsciousness, Jimin forces his pain-laden body to move. Down from the roof. Back to the pier. Into the boat. There, he pauses, bitter tears dripping from his cheeks.
He doesn’t want to leave. But what can he do? There is nothing here, and Jeongguk is still alive. So Jimin must look after Jeongguk. He must.
It hurts twice as much as it did before, rowing downstream and away from the destruction of his home. But he has a goal in mind this time, and a grim sort of determination that settles over him each time he looks at Jeongguk’s troubled brow.
Madam Jeon’s home sect is in the Busan region, closely allied with the Mugunghwa Sect. With the Mugunghwa Sect all but destroyed, the only place Jimin can think to go is to the Kwon Sect. Hopefully, Jeongguk’s maternal family will take them in - or at least take Jeongguk in, if not both of them. It wouldn’t be ideal, but Jimin could figure out how to survive if he knew Jeongguk was safe.
And so, on he rows, carefully guiding the boat onward even as Jeongguk rouses. Jeongguk is still crying intermittently, and Jimin does not want to disturb him so he focuses each of his senses, straining outward as much as he can, trying to identify any followers. He only has a borrowed sword from the Mugunghwa stores, but he’s more than shown he’s capable of using it to each inch of deadly capacity already today.
But it’s this strain on his senses that first alerts Jimin to the lone presence running alongside the inlet. Abruptly, he stops rowing, silently pulling the oars into the boat then, pressing his hand to the back of Jeongguk’s head, forcing his brother to duck out of sight. When Jeongguk makes to protest, Jimin shushes him, a finger poised over his lips.
And then he holds still and listens.
Definitely one person, moving almost frantically. Trampling through tall grasses and underbrush with no thought at all to be quiet about it. Jimin frowns and takes a risk, peering over the tall sides of the boat and into the night.
There. A flash of fabric. Dull and sooty - and a familiar shade of airy violet.
A survivor.
Jimin shoots up from the boat, almost toppling it in his haste, and calls out. “Hey!”
The person traveling on the ground stumbles to a stop, and then draws closer. “Doryeong?”
Jimin’s eyes widen. He wasn’t sure who he expected or hoped to discover in this survivor, but the fact that it was Minji -
“Noona!” Jimin cries, jumping out of the boat and directly into the shallow inlet, sloshing his way through the water.
After he lays eyes on the woman who had all but been his mother throughout childhood, Jimin can’t help but cry a little, folding her slender form into his arms. They both tremble, even as Jimin pulls away and surveys Minji for any injuries. She has several, a few cuts on her face and lungs full of smoke and a general weakness that speaks more of shock than illness, at least for now. But she is alive.
Yet, she is also alone.
“Are there others?” he asks quickly, although with his cultivator senses, he already knows the answer. If there are any survivors, they are not here.
Minji shakes her head, shivering. “Those of us who were lucky enough to escape the attentions of the Gom soldiers -” she breaks off, shaking her head. “We ran in all different directions. I do not know where…”
Jimin hugs Minji again, this time more carefully. It’s good that she and however many others got out while they could. War does terrible things to evil men, makes them think they can get away with all kinds of atrocities. Jimin rages internally at the thought of any surviving servants being forced to -
But he can’t do anything for them. He could not save Jeon Bongjun or Madam Jeon. He could not save all the youngest disciples. He could not save the senior disciples, either. The only people he can save are Minji and Jeongguk. If he is all but useless except for this, then so be it.
Jimin will focus on making sure they survive. He will guarantee it with his dying breath.
Jimin breathes in deeply and starts to usher Minji into the boat. “Come on, noona. Jeongguk-ah is here, too. We are on our way to the Kwon Sect for shelter-”
“No!” Minji says, gripping Jimin’s sleeve harshly. “No, you can’t go there! I-I overheard plans being made! The Kwon Sect is their next target!”
Jimin blanches. If not the Kwon Sect, then where can he take his brother to be safe? What is he supposed to do?
He accepts Minji’s warning gratefully, and dares to take the time to send off a message talisman to the Kwon Sect. Hopefully, his warning about the upcoming siege will be received in time. Although, he really didn’t have the energy to spare for such a taxing talisman…
Jeongguk chuckles hollowly. “So, you’ll warn them?” he wonders darkly. “Why didn’t you warn us? Why did you damn us? Why? Why did you have to be a hero!?”
Jimin isn’t prepared for the way Jeongguk lunges out of the boat, tackling Jimin to the banks of the inlet shore as Minji gasps and flinches away. Jeongguk gets three good hits to the already-bruised side of Jimin’s face before Jimin even thinks to defend himself, trying to grab for Jeongguk’s wrists.
But Jeongguk is a thing possessed by rage and grief, and he cannot be easily subdued. He yells and screams at Jimin, demanding answers Jimin doesn’t have, and ever so surely, Jeongguk’s hands make their way to his throat, closing in with all the adrenalin-fueled strength Jeongguk has in his body.
Jimin beats against Jeongguk’s arms, trying to dislodge him, but it’s no use. His brother is choking the life out of him and - honestly, why should Jimin fight back? All of this is his fault, isn’t it? Madam Jeon was right. Jimin would bring disaster to Mugunghwa Pier. He would be the ruin of them all.
The strength fades from Jimin’s arms, and all he can do is cry silently as his little brother tries to strangle him, pushing his head into the water lapping at the banks of the inlet. All he can see is Jeongguk’s red, sobbing face, utterly desolate and wrecked in his grief.
Jimin accepts it. What else can he do?
But then there are small hands, work-roughened and calloused, pulling against Jeongguk’s shoulders, tearing Jeongguk away from Jimin with a desperate sort of strength.
Jimin coughs, air flooding back into his lungs, his neck throbbing. He can only listen as Minji scolds Jeongguk and pleads for him to calm down. He can only watch, as if removed from his body, as Jeongguk’s fervor dies down and he goes limp, splashing onto his rear right on the shore with Minji still holding him in a comforting embrace.
Minji, stricken, shoots Jimin a searching look as he sits up, poorly hiding the wince caused by the wounds pulling at his back. He shakes his head, silent. Jeongguk needs her more, right now.
Rubbing his throat, Jimin silently forgives Jeongguk for his grief and starts thinking about how he will ensure Jeongguk survives.
It’s the only thing Jimin has the space to care about, right now. Jeongguk’s survival. Little else matters.
Busan is the largest settlement in the region, but there are many other hamlets and villages circled around the perimeter of the larger town. Jimin is smart enough to know that sooner or later, the Gom Sect will be searching through these small towns to find Jeongguk, since the heir of the sect is not counted amongst the casualties at Mugunghwa Pier. There’s no way Lee Donggun is going to let Jimin go, either. Soon, no matter where they take refuge, someone will come looking.
But still, they must take refuge somewhere, and it simply isn’t safe to sleep in the forest right now. They will have to gamble on this small village outside of Busan and hope for the best. A night or two is all Jimin needs, and that will surely give him enough time to come up with some sort of plan.
The first night is alright. Before entering the village, Jimin had removed Jeongguk’s sangtuwan, carefully tucking the black and silver hibiscus crown into Jeongguk’s clothes. He’d taken down his own hair too, leaving it tied loose at the base of his neck as he tore off some of the purple garments they’d all been wearing. Passing through a farmer’s backyard had resulted in two fresh hanbok, the pieces of which had been spread between Jimin, Jeongguk, and Minji equally after they scrubbed their skin of obvious soot and blood. After snatching a paerangi for himself and pulling a scarf over Jeongguk’s head, Jimin had bought an inn room with the few coins he happened to have in his pockets. And then, exhausted, they had settled into the single-bed room, Jimin taking the first watch while Jeongguk and Minji dozed.
He’d intended for Jeongguk to switch with him at some point, or at least Minji, but when Jeongguk wakes on that first awful morning after everything happens, his little brother only stares blankly ahead. And Minji, it turns out, is not in good condition. She has a fever and a heavy cough that ripples through her body noisily. So, Jimin does not sleep. Instead, he spends that first day tending to his wounds, forcing rice down Jeongguk’s throat, and trying to help with Minji’s fever.
But the second sleepless night, Minji is not getting better and Jeongguk has not snapped out of his daze. And the town has grown tense, the news about Busan obviously spreading to the remote village.
“She needs medicine,” Jimin says on the second morning. He’s looking out the window furtively, tense and vigilant. He isn’t sure Jeongguk hears him, though that doesn’t stop him from talking. “We need food, too. I’m going out, to get medicine and something more substantial than rice and tea. You can’t leave this room, Jeongguk. Gguk-ah, do you hear me?”
Jeongguk grunts. He’s starting down at his hands, vaguely horrified.
Jimin presses his lips together, lingering over Minji only for a moment more before he leaves, taking careful-but-quick steps out of the inn, sticking to the shadows cast by the mid-day sun. He doesn’t have to go far. Just outside the inn, right across the street, is a vendor selling medicinal herbs. Jimin pays for a few basic ones, keeping his bamboo hat angled low over his face, and then moves on to the next stall selling steamed meat-filled buns.
It’s only as he’s paying for the food that he notices a new tension in the street. Jimin cuts his eyes to the side, stiffening when he sees the red-dyed hanbok of the Gom Sect.
Soldiers, a whole troop of them, holding up two posters. Jimin can take a wild guess about which faces are on the posters, and so he turns away, pulling his hat even lower. His mind is racing about what he should do - run, he supposes, and lead the soldiers far, far away from this inn, then hope that Jeongguk can figure things out while Jimin captured and likely killed. That seems like the best option.
Only, just as Jimin prepares to dash away, he hears the soldiers shout in excitement - and turns back to see the troop give chase to a slim figure darting down an alley in the opposite direction of the inn.
Jimin breathes a sigh of relief. Safe. They’re safe.
Casually, Jimin goes back to the inn and up to the room. He has a cheery smile pasted on his face, determined to bring his brother’s mood up, and he talks as he opens the door. “Gguk-ah, you’ll never believe what they have. Lamb and pork buns! Who would have thought a little town like this would have your favorite? And I even found enough medicine to -”
Jimin’s mouth shuts with a click.
Jeongguk is not here.
Minji is still sweating a fever away in bed, but Jeongguk is not here.
“Fuck!”
Jimin puts down the food and medicine, pacing a tight circle in the room, pulling at the roots of his hair. Jeongguk isn’t here - where would he go? Why would he go? He has to know how dangerous it is!
It must be his grief, Jimin decides. Jeongguk has been lost in grief for two days, so Jimin can only guess where his mind went the second Jimin turned his back. It’s obvious where Jeongguk has gone - right back to the bear’s den!
Jimin shakes Minji, kneeling by her side. He waits until she opens fever-bright eyes to say, “I have to go, noona. I have to get Jeongguk back. I’ll tell the inn people to feed you this medicine, but if I’m not back in a couple of days…I’m sorry, noona. And thank you.”
Weakly, Minji reaches up to pat Jimin’s cheek. “Go,” she says hoarsely.
Jimin nods.
He’ll do whatever it takes to get Jeongguk back.
Jeongguk has a head start and has taken the sword Jimin borrowed from their sect, so it takes Jimin the rest of the day to track back to Busan. He steals a boat and sticks to the marshes to stay hidden, but then he must wait until nightfall to approach the sect. It’s hard to see the red-clothed soldiers roaming around his home during the daytime, walking around as if they have a right. They are in the midst of a tasteless, merry celebration. Jimin spots more than one barrel of rice wine being rolled through the burnt-down doors.
People have died in the manor. It’s beyond disrespectful to throw a party there, especially since Jimin can see the bodies of his fellow disciples and the Mugunghwa servants being carelessly tossed into a mass grave on the beach. All of it makes him seethe, makes hate take a deep, deep root in his soul.
This - it can never be forgiven. Never.
In all this time, he does not see Jeongguk. He does, however, hear Gom Sect soldiers boasting about bringing home a “great prize”, and Jimin is clever enough to guess that somewhere along the way, Jeongguk got himself captured. Bad enough he snuck out! Now Jimin needs to launch a legitimate rescue mission with absolutely zero resources and only a vague plan.
Well. He’s completed night hunts with even fewer resources. Jimin will just have to improvise.
Jimin is impatient, and as dusk falls, he can no longer hold himself back. Jeongguk has been in Gom Sect custody for over a day - who knows what has happened to him? He hopes that when he finds his brother, he finds him alive. And then, once he and Jeongguk get out of here, he can twist Jeongguk’s ear and demand what he was thinking.
Jimin abandons the boat in the middle of the marsh, not bothering to dock it anywhere lest he draw attention. He drops into the water and dives deep, swimming toward the piers he has known his entire life. There, Jimin pops only his eyes and nose out of the water, lurking just beneath the pier, listening to the foreign footfalls of heavy-booted soldiers traipsing back and forth. Too populated. Jimin dives again and swims to another pier, repeating the process until he finds one that is not as heavily patrolled.
Silently, Jimin lifts himself from the water onto the pier, lithely balancing on the balls of his feet, crouched within a shadow. Jimin is fast and moves with all the speed his cultivation has given him, approaching the turned back of a Gom Sect soldier in a flash. It only takes a second or two for Jimin to twist the soldier’s neck, the audible crack loud in the relative silence of the pier. The soldier’s dead weight sags down and Jimin takes the brunt of the weight, dragging the soldier back into the shadows. Without an ounce of remorse, Jimin strips the soldier so that he can wear the soldier’s clothes as a disguise, and takes the soldier’s sword, too. He kicks the body into the water and swiftly moves away from the pier.
Jimin is methodical, a one-man army as he makes his way through the hallways containing all the servant quarters and storage rooms. These places are scarcely populated by Gom Sect soldiers, but anytime Jimin comes across one, he kills them - a snapped neck here, a slashed neck there, each of them stuffed into a closet or pushed into the ocean.
He cannot find Jeongguk. But he knows Jeongguk is here - he can almost feel him, some kind of brotherly bond.
Jimin is just about to brave the more heavily populated areas of the manor, certain that Jeongguk is being held captive in a place where Lee Donggun can cruelly jeer, when the sound of shuffling steps reaches his ears. The person is moving quickly, yet somehow hesitantly, stopping every once in a while as if to check on something. Jimin frowns, pushes his back deeper against the wall.
When the soldier passes by Jimin’s hiding place, he reaches out and snatches them - twisting around in a single motion and slamming the soldier against the wall, his stolen sword against the soldier’s neck.
“Tell me where Jeon Jeongguk is,” Jimin growls. “And then I’ll kill you quickly.”
The soldier gasps, a strange sound of fear that Jimin doesn’t expect. But when the answer he’s looking for doesn’t come, Jimin stomps any mercy he feels and presses the blade closer to the soldier’s skin.
And then -
“P-park d-d-doryeong?”
Jimin blinks. He relaxes his hold on the sword and leans back, and as he does, moonlight has a chance to shine on an unexpected face.
Kim Dohoon, as pale and wide-eyed as ever, trembling in Jimin’s hold but still somehow hopeful, even happy to see Jimin.
Jimin swallows. Dohoon is his friend, but now, he is also his enemy. Isn’t he? Dohoon is part of his brother’s sect, but the Sonamu Sect is annexed to the Gom Sect, and while Dohoon is wearing the disciple robes and armor of the Sonamu Sect, he’s still here, in the desecrated ruins of Jimin’s sect.
“Y-you’re looking f-for J-Jeon doryeon-nim?” Dohoon stutters, his eyes lighting up. “I-I can help! I know w-w-where he is!”
At this, Jimin lowers the sword entirely. “Where?” he demands. “Take me to him.”
Dohoon shakes his head. “I-I can’t do t-that.”
Jimin bares his teeth. “Do you think I won’t kill you? Just because we played around a few times? Because I will kill you, and I won’t feel any regret about it. Now, take me to my brother!”
Dohoon holds strong though and doesn’t flinch under Jimin’s threat. He shakes his head, holding his hands up, and says, “I-I can’t t-take you to him, b-b-but I can bring him t-to you. I can g-get you both out s-safely.”
“How?” Jimin wonders, because Dohoon is a meek boy with moderate cultivation and there’s no way he can single-handedly accomplish any of this.
But Dohoon looks proud as he lifts his chin. “M-my brother is a doctor,” he says. “A-and he t-taught me that s-s-some herbs shouldn’t be m-mixed, or they could make s-someone fall asleep. Especially when w-wine is involved. And I have a f-few trusted disciples w-with me.”
“You’re going to poison them?” Jimin asks incredulously.
Dohoon grins. “P-please trust me?”
And Jimin - well, what choice does he really have? He wants to rescue Jeongguk, but he can’t find his brother, and sooner or later, the trail of bodies Jimin has left behind is going to be discovered. Short of charging recklessly through a sect populated by hostile soldiers and getting himself killed in the process, Jimin’s only other option is to take a different kind of risk as he searches for Jeongguk, and that could get them both killed.
But Dohoon…This option is not bad.
And that is why Jimin agrees. He goes to the pier Dohoon said his personal boat was anchored and waits in the boat, anxious and breathless as the moon rises higher in the sky. How long does it take to poison an entire platoon? He has no idea. It’s not really his style, this subtle type of attack, but he understands that it’ll probably take longer than the more explosive methods he prefers.
Still, time continues to pass and his anxiety grows. He’s just about to go search for Dohoon and Jeongguk again when the sound of quick footfalls reaches his ears again. He ducks into the boat, peering up cautiously. His eyes are just level with the pier, so when he sees Dohoon leading a small group of disciples to him, alarm surges through him. He’s certain Dohoon has betrayed him.
But the disciples are carrying a limp body.
Jeongguk.
Jimin leaps out of the boat, fluttering over his brother. Jeongguk looks wan and thoroughly beaten, his bruised face almost unrecognizable. Jimin feels like he’s going to vomit. He doesn’t even need to peek under Jeongguk’s hanbok to know he’s been tortured.
“Is he…?”
“Alive,” Dohoon says, twisting his hands together. He waves at his fellow Sonamu Sect disciples and they carefully lower Jeongguk into the boat, then get in the boat themselves. Dohoon frowns at Jimin, his recent growth spurt putting them at the same level. “B-but I c-couldn’t recover the bodies of the S-sect Leader and M-madam. All I could f-find was…”
Dohoon cautiously, hesitantly, respectfully hands Jimin a folded cloth. Jimin opens it up and sees the hibiscus norigae Jeon Bongjun was fond of wearing and the bejeweled binyeo Madam Jeon always wore in her hair. Tears spring into his eyes, which he holds back ruthlessly, even as he delicately folds the ornaments back into the cloth and tucks it carefully into his clothes.
“Thank you,” Jimin tells Dohoon sincerely. “For everything.”
“It’s the l-least I could do after…” Dohoon trails off. Resolve settles on Dohoon’s face. “L-let me help you m-more. I-I have a s-safe place you can go.”
A safe place. An ally. Who is Jimin to refuse?
Jimin nods. He glances at the Sonamu Sect disciples, who are yet silent, and then back at Dohoon. “Could you retrieve someone else for me? She’s staying at an inn nearby.”
Jimin isn’t sure where he thought Dohoon would take them. He’s exhausted after staying awake for so many nights, his golden core is greatly depleted from the ongoing stress, and the injuries Madam Jeon’s whip left on his back are still screaming in pain with each movement. The logistics of where his odd ally would take him and his brother are, worryingly, the last thing on his mind.
It’s all he can do to keep his dry eyes pried open as Dohoon leads them to safety, first ferried away on a boat and then packed into a carriage between wooden crates of medicinal herbs, hiding beneath a tarp. Jeongguk remains unconscious the entire time, pale and breathing with great effort - but he is still breathing. At one point, the carriage stops just long enough for Minji to be retrieved, and then the cart continues on as Minji fusses quietly over them both, her fever still leaving her weak.
Jimin is in bad shape. But he’s had worse and he’s powered through more difficulties than this, he’s certain, so he holds on to his consciousness by a thread. And when the carriage finally shudders to a complete standstill several hours later, he can feel the hypervigilance kick his adrenalin back up. Wordlessly, Jimin passes Jeongguk to Minji and creeps to the end of the carriage, peeking carefully beneath the tarp.
Dohoon has taken them to a slightly run-down home, obviously one of the larger estates in a remote village. Jimin can still smell the brine of the ocean in the air, so they must not be too far from Busan or one of the surrounding territories on the coast. It makes him uneasy, but he can also see that this place isn’t crawling with Gom Sect soldiers the way a small part of him feared it would be. In fact, from what he can tell, there are few people here at all, and each of them is wearing the burnt orange and copper of the Sonamu Sect. He relaxes, marginally.
And then tenses right back up when a low baritone shouts, “Kim Dohoon! Where have you been?”
Dohoon, who had been riding at the front of the carriage, quickly hops down and bows in greeting to his brother, the great physician Kim Namjoon, who looks rather tight around the eyes. “H-hyung!”
Namjoon looms a bit over his brother, hands on his hips. “You were supposed to be back two days ago,” he scolds. “You were sent on a simple supply run to collect the herbs, but not only did you take more disciples than you needed, you also disappeared! Tell me, where has this boldness come from?”
Dohoon ducks his head, twisting his hands together a bit. “H-hyung, I had to…” he whispers imploringly.
Namjoon frowns. “You had to what? What was so important to do at a time like this? ”
At that, Dohoon looks back at the carriage, and Namjoon follows his gaze. When Namjoon’s dark dragon eyes land on Jimin, his lips thin into a white compressed line. Jimin meets that disapproving gaze head-on and wonders what he might do if Namjoon refuses them aid now. He has no plan. He’s too hurt and tired and grief-stricken and worried to think of much at all.
“Dohoon.”
“H-hyung…”
“You can’t be serious, bringing him here! What do you think is going to happen? Even I’ve heard that Lee Donggun is looking for him! He can’t stay here!”
Dohoon’s tone is beseeching. “H-hyung, he’s my f-friend. A-and he needed m-my help!”
“What about the help your people need?” Namjoon demands, rubbing his hands over his face.
“H-hyung, you always s-said to help people when w-we could,” Dohoon says tentatively.
Namjoon groans. “Within reason,” he stresses. He flings a hand at Jimin and asks, “Do you think it’s reasonable to bring a wanted man to our temporary home while war breaks out?”
“Hyung…”
“I’ll deal with you later,” Namjoon says to Dohoon. Then, he turns his full attention to Jimin, eying him critically. “You look like shit. Is it just you?”
Jimin shakes his head. “Jeongguk is here too. They tortured him…did something. He’s not waking up,” he says, his voice breaking. “And another survivor, Minji. She has a fever…”
“Three fugitives,” Namjoon mutters under his breath. He sighs deeply, then orders the uncertain Sonamu Sect disciples to escort the three of them to a guest room, declaring that he will at least treat them before sending them away. “My duty as a physician,” he says, walking away briskly.
Dohoon smiles tentatively at Jimin and trots after his brother, barely keeping up with Namjoon’s long, irritated strides.
Jimin releases the tight breath he’d been holding in his lungs. By the time he and Jeongguk have been given a room to rest in and Minji has been led away to separate quarters, Jimin is just about dead on his feet. He sees to Jeongguk being settled comfortably on the bed, then lays down directly on the floor, closes his eyes, and passes out for a long while.
He comes to as he is being lifted onto a cot, as his shirt is being removed and his back is being treated. Jimin hisses through his teeth, clenching his fingers. The person treating his back does not stop applying herbs or paste or whatever. Instead, there is a deep sigh behind him and a terse voice.
“You’re in worse shape than I thought,” Namjoon says. "These whip wounds..."
Jimin ignores that declaration. He twists his head, seeking out his brother, and notes that Jeongguk has been cleaned up, placed in fresh clothes, and bandaged with expert care. “How is Jeongguk?”
Namjoon’s attention on his back pauses. “He is as healthy as can be expected.”
Jimin nods. “He’s strong. His golden core will help him heal. As soon as he’s better, I’ll take him and Minji away from here, I swear.”
Namjoon does not respond for a long time. He finishes treating Jimin’s back, applies clean white bandages that wrap around Jimin’s torso, and then stands in the middle of the room, staring at Jimin with a careful air.
“You don’t know, then,” Namjoon says.
Jimin lifts a brow. “Know what?”
Namjoon glances at Jeongguk, his expression tense. “You must have been too tired to realize. Did you try to transfer spiritual energy to him at all?”
Alarm begins to ring through Jimin, and he sits up with a wince. He shakes his head. “I didn’t have enough to spare, or else I would have. Why? What’s wrong with him?”
Namjoon closes his eyes. “If you had tried to transfer spiritual energy to him, it would have failed,” he says. “Because Jeon Jeongguk…no longer has a golden core.”
There is a ringing in Jimin’s ears. His first instinct is to deny it, because how could such a thing be possible? But then he remembers - Kang. Kang had been at Mugunghwa Pier.
“Oh, God,” he whispers, staring at Jeongguk with wide eyes. “Does he…does he know?”
Namjoon breathes in deeply. “He woke for a while after I finished treating his injuries. He knows,” he says honestly, but with a pained grimace. “I had to sedate him.”
Jimin covers his mouth with his hand, staring at his little brother in horror.
“I’ll leave you,” Namjoon says quietly. “A meal will be brought shortly. You can recover here for a few days. It should be safe.”
“Thank you,” Jimin manages to whisper.
Namjoon nods, and when he leaves, the silence haunts the room.
“Jeongguk-ah, you have to eat something,” Jimin pleas, holding a spoon of rice porridge in front of Jeongguk’s mouth. Just like all the other times, Jeongguk turns his head away, his eyes staring blankly ahead.
“What’s the point?” Jeongguk mutters.
“You can’t heal unless you eat,” Jimin says firmly.
“I said no !” Jeongguk shouts, and reaches up to push Jimin away. But even as he pushes, Jimin doesn’t budge. His strength as a cultivator makes him a mountain to Jeongguk’s mundane strength. Jeongguk laughs bitterly, tears tracking down the side of his face. “Did you even feel that? I used all the power I have! I’m pathetic! Useless! How can I restore my sect and avenge my parents like this? I’m better off dead!”
“Gguk-ah, don’t say that…”
“Shut up! Shut up!” Jeongguk screams at him. “It’s all your fault! Just go away! Leave me to die!”
Minji, who had recovered from her fever and had set herself to meeting all of their needs, rushes forward to gently shush Jeongguk, soothing him as if he were still a child. Jeongguk sobs, turning away and pulling his knees to his chest, and Jimin cries silently. He stands up, places the bowl on the table, and leaves the room so he can crouch down in the hallway to scream against his knees.
It’s not fair. None of it is fair. Jeongguk is such a bright star, and now his future has been stolen - and for what?
And the worst of it all is that Jeongguk is right, in some ways. If he’s mundane, he can’t possibly revive their fallen sect and he definitely doesn’t have the power to avenge his parents. Nobody in the cultivation world would follow a mundane teenager, even one that is a sect heir. It’s just not the way it works.
And then there is Jimin, the last one standing for all he knows. A head disciple that is useless, so utterly and completely useless. He couldn’t protect the people who raised him, he couldn’t protect his brother, he couldn’t protect the other disciples. What good is he? Jeongguk is right - Madam Jeon is right - it’s all his fault.
“P-park doryeong?”
Jimin’s head snaps up. He wipes the tears from his cheeks hastily and stands, his lingering injuries twinging only a little. It feels like a betrayal, somehow, that Jimin’s golden core is restoring his health so quickly, but his little brother will be stuck in a cycle of pain for weeks or months to come, recovering from broken bones and a broken spirit.
“Dohoon,” he greets, subdued. His eyes widen. “Is everything okay? Do we…do we need to leave?”
Dohoon hastily shakes his head. He looks so young, standing there with those wide eyes and guileless expression. How old is he now? Fourteen or fifteen? Just a year or two younger than Jeongguk, who has lost everything so suddenly.
But they’re all too young for this. People aren’t meant to survive this kind of tragedy, are they?
“I-I just wanted to c-check on J-Jeon doryeon-nim,” Dohoon explains hesitantly.
Jimin grimaces. Inside their guest room, all is quiet. He wonders if Minji managed to soothe Jeongguk, or if Jeongguk simply passed out from the pain of it all. “Maybe check on him later. He isn’t…ready for visitors.”
“W-will he be okay?”
Jimin wants to cry. That’s the golden question, isn’t it? Will his brother be okay? Jimin has no idea. Jeongguk is spiraling through depression and there doesn’t seem to be any end in sight. He won’t eat. He won’t drink. He’s wasting away and there doesn’t seem to be anything Jimin can do to fix it - to get through to him.
Jeongguk is mundane now. As weak as any commoner. For someone as competitive and proud as him, this kind of blow may not be one he can recover from. He doesn’t know if anyone could.
Jimin swallows back his tears and looks up at the sky. The sun is setting. It’s so pretty it makes him a little angry, because how can anything be beautiful after such tragedy? Why hasn’t the world stopped turning?
“I wish there was something I could do to help him,” Jimin says aloud.
Dohoon shuffles a step or two closer. “H-have you talked to my brother? H-hyung may know s-some methods.”
Jimin has not spoken to Namjoon since that first day, actually. Not after Namjoon sedated Jeongguk, treated Jimin’s wounds, and granted them temporary refuge. Although Namjoon is the only actual physician here, he has only sent over a rotation of Sonamu Sect disciples who are training to become healers to oversee Jimin and Jeongguk’s treatment. Jimin got the impression that Namjoon was keeping his distance - had probably warned Dohoon to do the same.
Yet here Dohoon is. And somewhere in this little estate is the greatest medical mind of the generation.
Something ignites in Jimin’s belly, desperate and hopeful. “Will you take me to your brother?” he asks of Dohoon, and Dohoon is more than eager to agree.
Jimin follows Dohoon across the estate grounds, trampling over dead leaves and bramble. He spots carriages that are still loaded down with supplies and can only guess that this is a temporary residence for Namjoon and Dohoon.
The room Dohoon takes him to is clearly a master suite that has been converted into a workroom of sorts, with tables pushed together to hold an array of herbs and various healing concoctions. Namjoon is hovering over a steaming kettle, grinding herbs with a pestle, clearly in the process of mass-producing medicine. The scent of the room is overwhelmingly herbal, and Jimin struggles not to sneeze.
“H-hyung…” Dohoon says softly.
Namjoon doesn’t look up from his work. “Did you bring the herb I asked for?”
“N-no.”
Namjoon sighs heavily, twisting around to scold Dohoon, but he falls short at seeing Jimin. His dragon-shaped eyes narrow, flicking between the two of them. He steadies his gaze on Dohoon. “Go get the herb I need and be quick.”
Dohoon nods quickly and scurries off.
Namjoon looks at Jimin expectantly once they’re alone. “Well?”
“Jeongguk isn’t doing well,” Jimin blurts out. “He won’t eat or drink anything. I don’t know what to do.”
Namjoon’s expression clouds over with abject pity. “I’m sorry. There isn’t much I can do to help him other than sedation. Perhaps if you give his mind enough time to adjust…”
Jimin doesn’t think there’s enough time in the world to make the kind of mental adjustments Jeongguk will have to make. He shakes his head, stepping forward with a great breath. “Please! Please, there has to be something you can do! Anything!”
Namjoon presses his lips together. “Once a golden core is melted by Kang’s technique, it’s gone for good. Kang’s technique…it takes everything, but leaves the meridians intact so a cultivator knows exactly what they’re missing,” he explains plainly. Namjoon shakes his head. “It’s too late to cultivate a new core for your brother, and even if he did manage it at his age, it would be weak. He’s better off adjusting to his new life.”
No! No, no, no! None of this is right!
“I don’t accept that!” Jimin denies. “I can’t accept it!”
Namjoon stands to his full height, crossing his arms over his chest. “If you can’t accept it, then I’ll have to sedate you too. Go, get some sleep.”
Jimin feels wild with desperation. His eyes rove ceaselessly around the room, looking for something, anything. All he sees are herbs and scrolls and books, some spilling out of crates and stacked against the wall.
“Let me at least research!” Jimin tries. “Please, if I can just know for myself that there is nothing that can be done, maybe I - maybe Jeongguk -”
Namjoon stares at him pensively for a long while. Jimin thinks he’s going to refuse again, but instead, Namjoon just nods. “Sure. You can research,” he agrees. “But there’s nothing there that’s going to help.”
Jimin doesn’t care if Namjoon thinks it’s hopeless. Hope is not a thing that is so easy to stomp out of Jimin’s heart, and now that he has a place to direct his energy - now that he can do something productive for his brother - he’s determined to find a solution. Researching problems and coming up with solutions has never failed Jimin in his life. He can’t imagine these things would start failing him now.
Even though Namjoon said they could only stay a few days, Jimin knows they have stayed for at least a week. The estate is remote enough that nobody stumbles across the grounds by accident, which means it’s relatively safe for the time being. Jimin is glad about this, because he throws himself into researching with a ferocity that quickly turns into obsession.
While he spends every waking hour combing through all the books in Namjoon’s sizeable collection - most of which is just untested medical research that Jimin barely understands - Minji takes over Jeongguk’s care. For his health, Jeongguk has been sedated for the last several days to give his body more time to recover. Minji dedicates herself to keeping him alive, spooning water and nutrient-dense broths into his mouth hour after hour. With Jeongguk taken care of, Jimin can throw himself into research with a single-minded focus.
He has commandeered another guest room for this purpose, spreading books and medical manuals over every available surface. Sometimes, Dohoon ventures into the room with small meals and coaxes Jimin to eat, which he does scarcely. Other times, Namjoon stops by and orders him to sleep under the threat of sedation with one of his silver needles, which Jimin ignores for the most part.
He can’t stop now. He’s slowly understanding more and more of what he’s reading, how meridians and golden cores and cultivation work in a medical sense, and he fears that if he stops now, he’ll lose the thread he’s pulling - and he cannot lose that elusive answer.
And it’s worth it in the end because he finds it.
The answer.
The impossible, risky, unimaginable, experimental answer.
But an answer is an answer, and Jimin is willing to try anything, willing to do anything, to save his brother. To protect Jeongguk.
Jimin rolls up the scroll of research that has ignited his determination and marches out of the room, heading straight to Namjoon’s workspace. He barges into the room and slaps the research onto the table Namjoon is working at.
“This,” Jimin says.
Namjoon stills, eyes widening as he recognizes the scroll. “No,” he breathes.
“Yes.”
“Absolutely not.”
“Yes,” Jimin hisses. “Golden core transfer. It’s the only option.”
“It’s not an option,” Namjoon argues. “It’s a theory! Just a theory!”
Jimin isn’t swayed. “All medical treatments are just theories at one point. This could work. We meet all of the requirements,” he says insistently. “Similar ages. Similar cultivation style. Similar cultivation level. And I want you to do it.”
“I won’t,” Namjoon denies. He pushes the scroll away with a scowl, glaring up at Jimin. “You don’t understand what you’re asking for.”
“I do understand!” Jimin explodes, throwing his hands into the air. “I understand that you will take my golden core and transplant it into Jeongguk's body. I understand that will make me mundane. And I understand that it will save Jeongguk! He’ll be strong again. He’ll be able to avenge his parents, rebuild the sect, and become the Sect Leader he was always meant to be!”
“It’s experimental surgery! There’s no way -”
“What would you do? If it was your brother?” Jimin challenges, fists shaking at his side. He will not be denied. Not when this is the answer, the only solution.
Namjoon shakes his head. “You don’t get it, do you? The chance of success is - less than fifty, surely!”
“Less than fifty? Then it could work.”
“It could fail,” Namjoon stresses.
“It could succeed as much as it could fail. And I’m willing to do it,” Jimin says stubbornly.
“I’m not! It’s against every medical principle! I could damn you both! You could die during the operation!” Namjoon frets. He’s pacing in a tight circle now, white-knuckling his hair.
“But aren’t you curious? It’s your research, Namjoon-ssi. Let me help you prove or disprove it.”
Namjoon stops. Closes his eyes. “Fine. But, as I’m sure you read, both participants have to be willing. How will you convince Jeongguk?” Namjoon asks, sounding as if he’s half-hoping Jimin will fail so that Namjoon won’t have to perform the surgery.
Jimin isn’t worried about it, though. He’s spent a lifetime convincing Jeongguk to do all kinds of things, from the hilariously outrageous to the daringly dangerous. Planting hope back in Jeongguk’s heart won’t be challenging at all. “I’ll convince him,” Jimin says confidently. “You just prepare for the surgery.”
And then Jimin leaves, feeling lighter than he’s felt in days.
Sure, when the surgery works, he won’t have a golden core. But who is Jimin, anyway? The son of a servant and a rogue cultivator, an orphan of no true importance. He doesn’t need his cultivation in the same way someone like Jeongguk does. And anyway, Jimin can imagine being happy leading a mundane life. Maybe he could be a farmer.
Deep in his belly, his golden core pulses with glorious warmth. And Jimin thinks, Just wait. Soon, you’ll have a new home.
Jimin pulls Jeongguk out of his depression with a very convincing lie.
The night after Jimin finds out about the golden core transfer theory and bullies Namjoon into agreeing to perform the surgery, Jimin returns to Jeongguk’s room with a spring in his step. He’s feeling well-rested, having slept the last 12 hours out of pure exhaustion and eaten two whole meals. He’s even meditated, doing everything he can to soothe and nurture his golden core to prepare for the transfer. He wants his core to be in the best shape possible for Jeongguk.
He knows he can't actually tell Jeongguk about the core transfer. Jeongguk would never actually agree to that, either out of care for Jimin or because of his own pride. Beyond anything else, Jeongguk can't know that Namjoon is performing the surgery or that Jimin is his donor. He can never find out. If he does, the likelihood that he will subconsciously reject the core is high - and Jimin can't have that, for Jeongguk’s sake.
So, he'll have to lie. That's okay. Jimin can keep a secret, and he's sure Namjoon and Dohoon can keep a secret, too.
Nobody will ever know, besides the three of them. This is the way it should be, the way it has to be.
Jeongguk is, as usual, staring straight up at the wooden ceiling as he always does when the sedation wears off. When Jimin enters the room with fried chicken and heavily-spiced rice porridge, Jeongguk doesn’t even stir. Minji ducks out of the room with a tired smile, perking up a bit when Jimin offers her an unrestrained, downright cheerful grin.
Jimin settles the food at the table. “Aigoo, so much food,” he comments with a sigh. “So spicy. No way I can finish this all by myself.”
Jeongguk doesn’t respond. He might not even notice that Jimin is in the room with him. Well, Jimin plans to fix that very quickly.
Jimin fixes up two plates of food and carries one over to Jeongguk, sitting on the side of the bed and leaning over his brother. He waves a chicken drumstick under Jeongguk’s nose, rolling his eyes when Jeongguk pushes his hand away.
“How do you expect to get better if you won’t even eat?” Jimin wonders.
“Won’t get better,” Jeongguk says, his voice crackling from disuse.
Jimin clicks his tongue. “Ah, what will the Immortal Wanderer say when she hears how much you doubt her abilities? How is she going to heal you if you’re too weak from hunger?”
Jeongguk’s brow furrows. “...the Immortal Wanderer?”
“Sure,” Jimin says easily. “I’ve been thinking about it, and I recalled that the Immortal Wanderer is known for miraculous medicine. She can put flesh back onto bone and heal blind eyes. I bet fixing your golden core would be easy for her, too.”
Jeongguk scoffs. “Right. Like we can even find her…”
“Of course we can,” Jimin says with a smile. “I know where her mountain is.”
Jeongguk sits up on his elbows, staring at Jimin with great caution. He takes the plate that Jimin offers him and finishes sitting up, frowning in deep thought. “I thought…you didn’t remember anything from back then?”
“Well, I won’t be telling you about any of what I do remember if you don’t eat. Ah,” Jimin exclaims as Jeongguk starts tearing into his food, ravenous and full of more life, more hope, than he has been in days. “Slow down! The Immortal Wanderer can’t heal you if you choke and die on a chicken bone, either!”
“Tell me!” Jeongguk says around a mouthful of food.
Jimin laughs, shrugging easily. He lounges lazily across Jeongguk’s bed, watching as his brother works to clear his plate. “There isn’t much to say. I really don’t remember too much from back then,” he says honestly. “Just a memory or two of my parents. But I do remember my mother telling me about the Immortal Wander’s moving mountain. Most people can’t find it, but my mother made sure I could always locate her grandmaster if I ever needed to. The directions are fuzzy, but I can get us there.”
Every word that spills from Jimin’s lips is a blatant lie. If Jimin’s mother ever did tell him about her master’s miraculous mountain, the memory has long since been lost to Jimin. But Jeongguk doesn’t need to know that. He just has to believe what Jimin is telling him.
And he does.
“You think she can really fix my core? Even though Kang melted it?” Jeongguk implores, almost begging for the answer that is, in all honesty, too good to be true.
“She’s immortal,” Jimin answers, getting up to give Jeongguk the second plate of food. “Her cultivation is so much greater than ours. She can heal anything, I bet. Even you.”
Jeongguk starts to inhale the new plate. Color is coming back to his face. The relief Jimin feels is beyond immense.
“Slow down,” he chides.
“When are we going? Today?” Jeongguk asks.
Jimin shakes his head. “Tomorrow, if Namjoon-ssi thinks you’re okay for travel.”
“But -”
“Gguk-ah, you have to be healthy enough to get to the mountain,” Jimin says. “And anyway, we need to be prepared, too.”
“Prepared?” Jeongguk asks, dipping chicken into the bowl of rice porridge, sucking the broth off his fingers.
“Well, my mother said I could go to the Immortal Wanderer if I needed help. Me, not anyone else,” Jimin says. “Which means that when we go, you’ll need to tell the Immortal Wanderer that you’re Park Jimin, son of Wanderer Yon. Otherwise, she won’t help you.”
Jeongguk pauses, a furrow on his brow. “I have to lie? But what if she finds out? And…wouldn’t that take your chance away, if you needed help later but she didn’t believe you are who you say you are because I pretended to be you now?”
Jimin waves his hand, dismissing Jeongguk’s concerns. “If she fixes your core and then finds out we lied, what can she do? She never leaves the mountain! It’ll be okay. You worry too much!”
“Hyung…”
“Gguk-ah, really. Don’t worry about it,” Jimin says firmly. “Go ahead. Eat your fill and then sleep. You need to be well rested for what’s to come.”
Jeongguk listens to Jimin, doing exactly as he says. He eats, and then he sleeps, and then he washes up and eats again. And then when he goes to sleep for the night, he doesn’t voice any more concerns about the plan - too hopeful that the plan will work to look at it too hard.
It makes everything easier. And harder, in some ways.
The following morning, Jimin and Jeongguk say goodbye to Namjoon and Dohoon. Minji is coming with them as they travel to the mountain, which very conveniently happens to be only a day’s travel from where they are now. Minji will stay in the town at the base of the mountain to wait for Jeongguk and Jimin to return, and then when Jeongguk is better, they will think about what they should do next.
Jimin doesn’t linger too long with the farewells. After all, he’ll be seeing Namjoon and Dohoon shortly. The good doctor will be traveling to the mountain in the opposite direction to help Jimin with this ruse and Dohoon will be coming along to assist with the surgery. Nobody else. Namjoon doesn’t trust anyone else to learn about this theory.
It doesn’t take long to reach the mountain. After dropping Minji off at an inn, he and Jeongguk finish the climb halfway up the small mountain around sunset. There, Jimin stops Jeongguk and says that he can’t go any further, just in case the Immortal Wanderer recognizes his mother in Jimin’s face.
He also tells Jeongguk that he must be blindfolded, and ties a strip of black cloth securely around Jeongguk’s eyes. He hands Jeongguk a walking stick to help him find the path up the mountain. “Remember, you’re Park Jimin, the son of Wanderer Yon,” he reminds Jeongguk.
“I’m Park Jimin,” Jeongguk says. “Son of Wanderer Yon.”
“That’s right.”
“Okay,” Jeongguk breathes, taking a shuffling step forward. “Here I go.”
“I’ll be waiting for you here,” Jimin calls to his back.
Jeongguk nods and begins the slow ascent up the nameless mountain. Jimin watches as Jeongguk’s back shrinks, the distance between them growing, and then he takes another route up the mountain, searching for any sign of Namjoon and Dohoon.
He finds Dohoon first, who leads him to a little cliff, which is cropped right over where Namjoon is waiting. Namjoon is dressed as he normally is, except he wears a large-brimmed bamboo hat that covers most of his face. Not too far away, Jimin spots Jeongguk’s slow journey to the end of the trail where Namjoon stands.
“He knows what to say, right?” Jimin asks Dohoon.
Dohoon nods swiftly. “H-hyung is ready.”
Okay. Good.
Jimin is ready, too.
When Jeongguk makes it up to the trail, Namjoon’s voice rings out. Namjoon has a naturally deep voice, deeper than most people’s certainly, but he has pitched his voice to sound higher, softer, more feminine. If Jimin’s eyes were closed and he didn’t know any better, he might just believe this is the voice belonging to an immortal cultivator.
Jeongguk doesn’t know any better and, more importantly, Jeongguk wants - needs - to believe.
“Who are you? Why are you here? How did you find my mountain?” Namjoon asks.
“I’m Park Jimin, son of Wanderer Yon,” Jeongguk answers, trembling. “I’m - my mother told me how to find you. I need help.”
“What help do you think I can give you?”
Jeongguk swallows. “My golden core. Can you heal it?”
Namjoon pauses, looking over his shoulder and up - meeting Jimin’s eyes directly.
Jimin nods. No hesitation.
Namjoon closes his eyes. Then he turns back to Jeongguk and says, “I can help you.”
And then Namjoon pulls a silver needle out of his sleeve and sends it flying at Jeongguk, knocking Jeongguk out in an instant. Namjoon catches Jeongguk, taking his limp weight easily. When he speaks next, his voice is back to normal.
“It’s time.”
Jimin is ready.
Originally, Namjoon theorized that the golden core transfer surgery would be painless. Both patients could be sedated throughout the procedure and would suffer no ill effects. A peaceful surgery, beautiful in its simplicity and sacrifice, if ever there were such a thing.
They quickly learn that sedation is not possible. If Jimin is unconscious, then his spiritual energy is not condensed enough to remove - it falls apart, stubbornly clinging to Jimin’s body no matter how hard Namjoon tries to hold it. And since Jimin has stated time and again that this procedure must happen, Namjoon must wait for Jimin’s sedation to wear off before proceeding.
Jimin is groggy when he comes to, but not so groggy that he doesn’t feel the miniature sun spinning in his belly. When Namjoon explains about the sedation, Jimin can only ask, “Will Jeongguk be able to sleep through it?”
“There should be no problem,” Namjoon says, solemn. He flicks a glance at Jeongguk, who is blissfully unaware of the makeshift tent that has become their surgical suite. “He only needs to receive the energy, and it should slot into place neatly. He doesn’t need to be awake for that, just like how patients receiving an energy transfer can also be asleep. But you…”
Jimin understands. As nice as it would have been, there is no such thing as a sacrifice without pain. And so, they proceed with the surgery, and this time Jimin is awake as Namjoon carefully, slowly, methodically snips the connections between his meridians and his golden core.
It’s indescribably painful. Although Namjoon is being careful, he’s still wrist-deep in Jimin’s stomach, rooting around for every shining line of spiritual energy anchoring Jimin’s core to his body. And Jimin must be aware of every second of it, concentrating on coalescing as much of his spiritual energy as he can, even as he loses his connection to it bit by bit.
Dohoon has to hold him down to stop him from thrashing. The younger boy has to stuff cotton and leather into Jimin’s mouth to muffle his screams, to keep him from biting clear through his lips and cheeks from the agony of it. Dohoon has to mop Jimin’s brow and spoon-feed him water and wave herbs under his nose to keep him awake , even when Jimin is on the verge of passing out from the pain and exhaustion.
The surgery takes two days and one night. It feels like a lifetime.
Jimin starts off the surgery screaming and crying and whimpering, and by the time it is done, his mind is so overwhelmed with the pain that silent, stunned tears are the only sign he can feel anything at all. And even then, he isn’t sure if the tears are from the pain radiating through his suddenly cold, empty body, or if it is from the awe of seeing a golden core outside of its host.
It really is golden, shining and so, so bright. Smaller than Jimin thought it would be, for all the power it lends his body. Precious and beautiful.
He worked so hard for it. But as he watches Namjoon cut a small incision into Jeongguk’s lower stomach, as he watches his golden core disappear into his brother’s body, as he watches Jeongguk’s skin glow with vitality as the incision magically mends itself, Jimin doesn’t feel any regret.
His core is where it should be.
“He’s accepted it,” Namjoon breathes, sounding utterly exhausted. He’s staring down at Jeongguk with amazement, taking the time to check Jeongguk’s pulse, to track the way Jimin’s spiritual energy merges with Jeongguk’s meridians, seamlessly integrating and smoothing over the wounds left behind by Kang. “It really worked. My theory…”
Jimin closes his eyes, weeping. He feels so tired - so cold.
But it’s over. It’s done. Everything is as it should be.
Dohoon wipes at Jimin’s tears, even as his own youthful cheeks are awash with salt. “Y-you did good,” Dohoon whispers.
Jimin did good. Yes. He did.
Jimin doesn’t think he will ever be able to repay Namjoon for what he’s done. But unlike the debt he felt he owed to Jeon Bongjun for saving him and raising him to be a cultivator, Jimin thinks the debt he owes Namjoon is one he can happily live with.
“Let’s get you fixed up…” Namjoon says, coming back over to Jimin to knit stitches in Jimin’s stomach.
Not that Jimin can keep track of much, after that. He gladly falls into unconsciousness, knowing that when he wakes, Namjoon and Dohoon will have completed their end of the bargain. Jeongguk will be left to wake up on one side of the mountain, and Jimin will be taken to the other side to recover. After, he will meet up with Jeongguk, they will go find Minji, and then they will figure out what to do next.
Everything has gone according to plan. Everything will be okay.
(Until it isn’t.)
Jimin wakes with a dry mouth, sore body, and a persistent painful ache in his lower abdomen. It must be early morning, the sun already rising in the sky. He wipes the grit out of his eyes as he sits up slowly, gingerly favoring the surgical wound on his stomach that may take weeks to fully heal. Beside him, a ration of dried meat, nuts, and water has been left for him, a final courtesy from the Kim brothers who have given him so much aid - who have fulfilled an impossible favor. Jimin takes his fill of the food and water with a voracious appetite, slowly coming to terms with the new heaviness in his limbs.
He feels more anchored to gravity than ever before, and it hits him - abruptly, although the knowledge is not new , although the choice was one he made - that he is no longer a cultivator. He gave that up. He would no longer be able to go on night hunts, or wield Jangnan - although his sword is, of course, still in the custody of the Gom Sect and he may never see his prized blade ever again anyway. He will still be able to write talismans, but he will never be able to activate them by himself, not unless they have already been charged with spiritual energy by another person.
His life has changed irrevocably. And nobody can ever know.
Sitting on that mountain trail under the morning sun, Jimin comes to this realization with calm certainty. Even though the Mugunghwa bell is still tied to his waist, he no longer has the spiritual energy to make it ring. He can no longer be a head disciple. He truly has no place in a sect, unless he truly becomes a servant. But he swears, in the deepest corners of his heart, that this is a secret he will take to his grave. If anyone knew - if Jeongguk learned about it - no. The risk is too great.
It takes some time for Jimin to force himself onto his feet. The whip wounds on his back, partially healed from when he still possessed his core, ache something fierce. It hurts to stand up straight. The blood rushes to his head and he stumbles, grasping onto a nearby tree until his balance returns. His body feels so clumsy. It’s something he’ll have to get used to - and quickly.
“Can’t be stumbling around if we go to war,” he mutters with a wry smile.
But will they go to war? Probably. He can’t imagine the other sects letting the siege of Mugunghwa Pier slide, not after all the other escalations from the Gom Sect. War is a certainty.
Should Jimin go to war, though? Probably not. But what choice does he have? If he doesn’t follow Jeongguk into battle like the dutiful head disciple he should be, then he’ll give away his secret.
Yet, even as he resigns himself to war, he also resigns himself to another truth:
If Jimin goes to war with cultivators, he will die on the battlefield.
But maybe that’s for the best. If he dies in the war, then Jeongguk will never know the truth about the golden core transfer, and that means Jeongguk will be safe with a strong core for the rest of his life - no chance of rejecting the core. Jimin is a good archer, so maybe he could eek it out for a few battles before the speed and strength of an enemy soldier would take him out. Not ideal, but there are worse places to die than on a battlefield fighting for something he believes in. And Jimin always figured he would die in battle one day, one way or another. Now, he’ll just die a bit sooner.
Jimin tramples his way down the mountain and makes his way to the inn where Minji is waiting. He isn’t sure how long it’s been since the surgery, but he figures Jeongguk will be on his way to the inn, too. Hopefully, Jimin will beat him there to avoid answering any uncomfortable questions. If Jimin gets there first, he can get cleaned up, maybe buy some supplies for the next leg of their journey. He has a few coins left…
It takes Jimin a long time to get down the mountain. His body is slower, his reflexes less acute. The world around him seems duller than before, colors less bright and sounds less sharp. Even the wind feels muted against his skin. And he is utterly cut off from the other senses he has grown so used to, the ability to sense yin and yang stirring in the air and every living thing.
Maybe if he’d had those senses still, he would have known not to step into the inn. But as it is, Jimin might as well be blind, deaf, and dumb compared to what he was before.
Inside the inn, Jimin approaches the desk to ask the innkeeper about Minji’s whereabouts. The innkeeper is nervous, glancing at some of the other patrons, and says that most of the other guests cleared out earlier in the day and none have returned, including the woman Jimin is looking for. Jimin frowns, wondering what on earth Minji was thinking and why the other guests had left so quickly, but he doesn’t have to wonder long.
Jimin had been so thoughtless. He hadn’t looked around him, hadn’t paid enough attention. Is this the arrogance of cultivators? Jimin has relied so heavily on his other senses that his sight had completely failed him. He should have been paying more attention.
If he had, he might have noticed he walked right into the bear’s den - and into the eager clutches of Lee Donggun.
“Well, well, well. Look what we have here,” a nasally voice drawls behind him, followed by the abrupt scraping of several tables being pushed away.
Jimin freezes. In front of him, the innkeeper pales and ducks into the back room, fleeing as any sensible commoner would.
Jimin recognizes the voice, of course. So he isn’t the least bit surprised when he turns around and sees Lee Donggun’s loathsome face glaring down at him. Donggun is flanked as usual by Kang, along with a dozen red-clothed Gom Sect disciples, each of them wearing black leather armor and sneering expressions.
Jimin does not let the blatant fear show on his face. He is weak enough as it is. But his mind is racing - and he knows there will be no escaping Donggun. Not even Jimin could talk his way out of this one. He does not think, even for a second, that he will make it out of this inn alive.
“Did you know we’ve been looking for you everywhere? When I heard a few bastards got away, I just knew I’d have to find you myself. And here you are,” Donggun jeers.
Jimin tilts his chin up. “Here I am. Did you need something? I’m afraid I don’t have the time to deal with you.”
“Oh, you’ll make time,” Donggun says. “Beat him!”
The Gom disciples converge on Jimin in an instant, hitting and kicking him. Jimin doesn’t stand a chance, of course, and soon enough he ends up on the ground, curling his legs up to shield his tender stomach from heavy kicks.
At one point, when Jimin attempts to throw off the Gom disciples, he is met by the immovable force of Kang shoving him back onto the ground. He only has a moment to appreciate the flash of confusion on Kang’s face when his gold-palmed touch to Jimin’s abdomen does not elicit the response Kang was obviously looking for.
Can’t melt a core that isn’t there, asshole. Let that be a mystery that keeps Kang up at night!
“Hold him down!” Donggun shouts above the noise. “He still owes me an arm!”
Not this arm thing again, Jimin thinks. Not that he has much use for his sword arm now anyway, but still.
The Gom disciples do as they’re ordered, and soon enough Jimin is stretched out on the middle of the floor in the inn’s dining room, limbs held down by various hands. Donggun steps over him, feet on either side of Jimin’s hips, and pulls out his dull grey sword, holding it high over his head.
“I’m going to enjoy this, you little bastard,” he spits.
And Jimin - he just laughs. It’s a wild kind of laughter, maniacal and unhinged. The cracked and crazed laughter of someone who doesn’t have anything else left to lose. Donggun wants his sword arm? Wants his life? Sure! Go ahead and take it!
“Why are you laughing?” Donggun demands. “Are you fucking crazy?”
Jimin lifts his head, spitting a gob of bloody spit on Donggun’s feet. His grin is blood-stained from his split lip as he glares up at Donggun, feeling unhinged as he says, “Go ahead and kill me! Make it as violent as you want! Be awful about it!” he goads, laughing some more. “Do your worst so I can die filled with resentment! That way, my resentful spirit can return to this mortal plain and haunt you until you die! You and that bitch of yours!”
Donggun flinches, frowning down at Jimin. He looks uncertain, even as he fixes his jaw. “You’re bluffing,” Donggun says. “You can’t come back as a resentful spirit. You’re a cultivator - you went through a spiritual cleansing, just like the rest of us!”
Jimin laughs louder, tossing his head back. “No, I didn’t!” he denies, completely honest. “I was too old for the rites by the time I entered the sect. If you kill me, I swear to you that my ghost will never let you live in peace. I guarantee it! Want to take the gamble?”
Donggun breathes sharply and steps back. He sheathes his sword, staring hard at Jimin for several moments. And then an odd expression fixes on his face and he snaps at the Gom disciples. “Pick him up! Mount your swords! We’re going to take a little flight.” To Jimin, Donggun offers a cruel smirk. “I know just where to put you.”
Jimin is carried away from the town at the foot of the mountain, held aloft by two Gom Sect disciples, dangling above the free air as they fly. Jimin has never appreciated the terrifying risk of falling from a sword until this moment - he’s never had to, knowing that Jangnan would always catch him if he fell. But Jimin’s sword isn’t here and Jimin doesn’t have a core. Falling from this height will certainly kill him.
Jimin doesn’t know where they go or how long they travel. But he does know every inch of his body aches and that his shoulders are screaming from the way he is suspended between two swords. By the time they reach their destination, it’s dark and the moon is obscured by heavy black clouds.
“Do you know where we are?” Donggun asks, circling Jimin on his sword. “Take a good look. Can’t you see all the resentment there? This mountain is practically swimming with yin energy. I bet you know about it. It’s not too far from Busan, after all.”
Something deep inside Jimin cries out in fear. Even though Jimin can no longer sense the energy the same way he could before, there is still a terrifying chill in the air that is all too obvious to his dull senses. He indeed knows exactly where Donggun has taken him.
The Burial Mounds. A mountain teeming with restless spirits and bodied dumped carelessly onto the land. The Burial Mounds had once been a celestial place, the concentration of yang energy just as pure as the mountain in Daegu where the Horangi Sect settled. But hundreds of years ago, a great battle took place here and the land was covered in blood. The battle took thousands of lives, and the sheer violence of it made resentful yin energy coil into the very soil. It’s a cursed land so deeply entrenched in yin energy that no sect has ever been able to cleanse it, or even make a dent in progress.
Nothing that falls into the Burial Mounds escapes.
Jimin knows with startling clarity, only seconds before Donggun gives the order, that he is going to die here. And he spares the thought that this is surprisingly clever of Donggun, because if Jimin dies in the Burial Mounds, then there is no way his resentful spirit will be able to escape to haunt Donggun as he just promised he would. Really, he didn’t know Donggun was capable of such foresight.
“Drop him,” Donggun orders.
And the Gom disciples do.
“Enjoy your stay in hell!” Donggun shouts as Jimin falls and falls and falls toward the pitch-black earth.
Notes:
Manura - my lady wife
Binjeo - a hairpin
Norigae - belt tassel
Paerangi - a bamboo hat worn by commoners and farmers
Attempt the impossible is the real motto of the Lotus Pier clan in MDZS! Very important!
The Burial Mounds are from MDZS - there just wasn't anything better to call the place, so why mess with something that's already perfect? Most of the events in this chapter were drawn from CQL (the live-action), but even so, writing this wrung out pieces of my soul T T
Chapter 20
Notes:
CW: ummmmmm pain, trauma, food scarcity/starvation, etc. Very brief mention of cannibalism. ’m probably forgetting other triggers, so proceed with caution. It’s another dark chapter but lots of important plot developments!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jimin is falling - falling and falling, all the way down to the pits of hell on Earth. The wind screams past his ears, but it’s nothing compared to the chilling screams of the dark, twisted energy he is drawing ever closer to. Gravity pushes at him, and at the same time, the black mist of the Burial Grounds pulls at him too. For a moment, he feels that is caught, suspended in air -
Welcome , a voice seems to say. Now that you’ve come, you’ll never get out.
-but that moment of weightlessness is all too brief, as very quickly there is a deep, harsh tug in his middle as something seems to grab at him. It’s a phantom touch, but colder than ice, and it pulls at him. Fear flutters in his heart as he is tugged down, falling faster than before. He doesn’t even have the chance to scream as the deepest black rushes to meet him.
Jimin lands in hell.
He doesn’t remember the impact.
But he does remember waking up some time later, and being surprised that consciousness has returned to him. If he’s awake, then that means he’s alive. And he shouldn’t be. Logically, being dropped into the Burial Mounds from such a great height and with no golden core to keep him alive - Jimin shouldn’t be breathing, plain and simple. Yet not only is he breathing, he’s also acutely aware of the pain ricocheting through his body. A piercing in his ribs that makes it difficult to breathe, a fist unable to close, a sharp ache in his back, a numbness radiating down one of his legs, and that slightly older wound from his surgery, a burning pain that ripples across his abdomen. He’s sure that he’s broken more than a few bones. His breath rattles through his lungs, too, and that can’t be good, either. Warmth seeps from his mouth. His head aches. He doesn’t know how or why he’s awake. He doesn’t want to be.
Beyond the physical pain, there is also anguish that runs through his mind. Worry. Fear. Lee Donggun found him and threw him in the Burial Mounds, and it’s awful but - Jimin is just Jimin. What happened to Minji? Did she get away? And what about Jeongguk, freshly recovered with Jimin’s golden core? Lee Donggun is traveling with Kang. What if they find Jeongguk? What if Jeongguk is foolish enough to fight instead of run? Jimin’s fear over Jeongguk is almost enough to overtake his mind completely.
Almost.
There is no ignoring the Burial Mounds. It’s not a place that can easily be overlooked, especially when one crash lands right in the middle of the vast mountainous graveyard. In this abyss of yin energy, there is simultaneously too much and not enough. Everything here is a void, a shell left over from what was once living - but the void is alive too, in a way. Twisted. Warped. Not quite right, like pieces fit together backward and out of order.
The air is cold, absent of warmth even as there is a certain weight to the air, a sort of foggy mist that clings. The dark night does little to illuminate the place where he has landed, and the thick, rolling black fog does more to mask his surroundings. He can’t even see the sky.
There is a scent in the air, too. Something tinged with iron and dirt and the unmistakable odor of decayed leaves. The surface he lays on is uneven with rocks and hard soil, as well as roots and - horrifyingly - what feels like bones sticking out of moth-eaten clothes layered over the ground. And the sound -
The groans of fierce corpses. The wails of restless souls. Shrieking ghosts. Echoes of battles long lost, all carried on the wind in an everlasting loop. The noise rises and falls with the wind, piercing his ears and striking cleanly through any semblance of thought he can put together. Some of the noises sound very close, accompanied by a distinct shuffle of ghouls moving about.
Jimin wonders how long it will take the fierce corpses to find him. Even without a golden core pulsating yang energy to act as a beacon, Jimin is still the only living thing on this mountain. It won’t take long for the monsters to notice and then - well. Jimin hopes that his injuries kill him first. He wouldn’t want to be awake when the ghouls find him.
Jimin squeezes his eyes shut, stifling his gasp of pain. Tears leak from his eyes.
So, this is how he goes? Not in a blaze of glory or with peace, but like this, waiting to become a meal for monsters he can no longer defend himself against.
Maybe Madam Jeon was right. Maybe Jimin really is cursed, an omen that brings nothing but disaster upon those he loves and tragedy to himself. He is trouble.
Perhaps this is what he deserves, then.
Jeongguk breathes deeply and feels blessed warmth spread through his body, reaching the tips of his fingers and toes with a satisfying pulse of energy. His golden core has been repaired flawlessly - and it feels even stronger than before, somehow. It burns hotter in his belly, feels full to the brim in a way he’s never quite experienced.
The Immortal Wanderer truly is a miraculous healer. It’s too bad that she was gone by the time he woke up. He would have liked to thank her. He wouldn’t want her to have a bad impression of Jimin, after all…
And where is Jimin? He hadn’t been at the foot of the mountain like he was supposed to have been. Jeongguk had waited around for half a day before he decided to venture into town instead, figuring that Jimin might have gotten tired of waiting. His brother can be flighty like that.
Jeongguk expected to find Jimin at the inn with Minji. But now he’s at the inn and the innkeeper is telling him that all the guests have cleared out - some rabble-rousing had scared all the customers away, and even though it’s been several hours, nobody has come back. The innkeeper is strangely cagey. When Jeongguk describes his distinctive-looking brother, the innkeeper only stutters and says nobody by that description has come to the inn, and then all but pushes Jeongguk out of the inn.
It strikes Jeongguk as suspicious. But if Jimin was at the inn, then where is he now? Off to find Minji, maybe? Well, if Jimin and Minji aren’t at this inn, then maybe they’ve gone somewhere else. The town is small, but not so small that there aren’t multiple inns and restaurants to take refuge in.
And so, Jeongguk spends his day searching through the town. He hears some alarming whispers about Gom Sect soldiers and can’t resist the instinct to cover his newly-restored core with his hand. Apparently, though, the soldiers came and went very quickly. Jeongguk has just missed them.
Yet he can’t seem to locate his brother.
Has it all been in vain, then? Did Jeongguk really -
No. He shakes his head, refusing to entertain the thought. Jimin is so savvy, there’s no way he’d be caught so easily by the Gom Sect.
With renewed focus, he doubles down on his search. There aren’t too many more places to check, and after Jeongguk has exhausted all of the inns and restaurants and the lone brothel, he decides to check the dusty temple at the edge of the town. It’s at this temple that he finds Minji, who is feverishly praying with her hands collapsed together and her eyes squeezed shut.
“Noona?” he whispers. His gaze darts around, but Jimin isn’t here. Maybe he went out and Jeongguk missed him somehow? Jimin can run around so fast…
Minji whips around, and immediately her eyes are swimming with tears. "Doryeon-nim! You've returned!"
Jeongguk frowns at her. "Noona, what happened? You didn't run into those soldiers did you?"
Minji shakes her head quickly. "No, I left the inn when I saw them approaching. But I heard-" Minji cuts herself off, twisting her hands into her skirts.
Jeongguk steps more fully into the temple, suspicion and anxiety lancing through him sharply. "Tell me," he orders.
Minji wilts. "I heard the most awful thing," she whispers. "I heard the Gom soldiers left the town, but they didn't leave alone. They-they took someone."
Minji’s eyes are watering and she doesn't say the name - but Jeongguk knows it with a dreadful certainty. She doesn't need to say it. He's known it all day long, even as he tried to search through his denial.
"They took Jimin," he says hollowly. His knees feel weak and he stumbles, reeling.
They really took Jimin. They took his brother even after Jeongguk-
Jimin has been caught .
"Noona," he says urgently. "Do you know where? Do you know where they took him?"
Minji doesn't know. It's almost a miracle she knows that Jimin was taken at all. A blessing and a curse, because now he knows he doesn't need to look for his brother, just as surely as he doesn't know where the Gom soldiers might have taken him. To Seoul? Somewhere else? Jeongguk has no idea - and he doesn't have the resources to search, either.
It kills a piece of him to admit it, but that's the truth. Jeongguk has his core back and he has his mother’s whip wrapped around his wrist, but that's all he has. Members of his sect, if there are any left alive, are scattered fuck knows where. The Mugunghwa treasury has been seized in the occupation of his sect. And he is just one person, responsible for a woman's care while any place across the country could be the next place for war to break out. They aren't safe here and they don't know where Jimin has been taken.
What should Jeongguk do? What would his father do?
His father would make the tough call. His father would look at the big picture, and Jeongguk doesn't think he can afford to do anything else.
Jimin is his brother, his best friend, his right hand and most important companion. But he is also just one person, and no matter how important he is, Jeongguk has other responsibilities as the sect heir-
No. As the Mugunghwa Sect Leader Lee. Because that's who he is now. The leader of the sect, scattered and destroyed as it may be.
Feeling queasy, Jeongguk swallows and squares his shoulders. He needs a plan. He needs allies. When he has resources - when he has manpower - he can search for Jimin. But for that to happen, he needs those resources first.
Coming to the decision, Jeongguk steels himself. To Minji, he says, "Come on. We need to get out of here."
"Where are we going, doryeon-nim? O-or, I should say, juin-nim...?"
Jeongguk grimaces. "Noona, never call me that. You, of all people, should never call me that. You're the family I have left…"
Minji wipes her cheeks, nodding in acceptance. In that small gesture, that tiny show of determination, Jeongguk can see the echo of Jimin’s boldness and it makes his chest ache.
"We'll go to the Kkachi Sect. If there's any safe haven for refuge, it'll be under Kim Byunghyun's roof," he says far more decisively than he feels. Yet he can't imagine the Kkachi Sect Leader turning him and Minji away, either. If there's anyone alive who hates the Gom Sect more than Jeongguk, it's Kim Byunghyun.
The journey takes weeks, and in the end, they never make it to the Kkachi Sect. Instead, a week after setting out in the road, careful to avoid the Gom patrols crawling through the Busan territory, Jeongguk runs into the last person he ever expected - Min Chunghee, who had been missing from the cultivation world since before the indoctrination camp.
Jeongguk doesn’t know which of them is more shocked to see the other. Certainly, this is the first time he has ever seen Min Chunghee looking anything less than perfect. He is dressed as a commoner might be, his Horangi manggeon hidden beneath his sleeve. But he looks so much like his icicle of a brother that Jeongguk would never be able to mistake him for anyone else. Other than the pauper’s clothing, Min Chungee looks relatively unscathed, carrying a bulging sack of what Jeongguk will soon learn are the most prized scrolls rescued from the Horangi libraries before the Gom Sect burned down the Horangi Recesses.
“Sect Leader Min…?”
“Jeon doryeon-nim?” Min Chunghee shakes his head, glancing around. He spots Minji hovering just behind Jeongguk’s shoulder, and his expression twists into pity. He must have heard what happened, then. Fortunately, he has the good grace to not ask outright. It’s the kind of tact most people of their generation simply don’t possess.
Certainly, Jeongguk doesn’t possess that much tact. “We all thought you were dead.”
“Well,” Min Chunghee says at length. “Those rumors are exaggerated. Although, I can’t say that I feel like I’m living as a person, either.”
“Where are you heading?” Jeongguk asks. “We could go together. Safety in numbers. I’m on my way to the Kkachi Sect.”
Min Chunghee shakes his head. “While that is a good idea, Jeon doryeon-nim, I’m afraid you would be best suited avoiding the Kkachi territory for now. There are many Gom platoons circling the territory. As for myself, I’m returning home - finally.”
Jeongguk frowns, thinking deeply. “Could we accompany you, then?”
Min Chunghee doesn’t seem too surprised, and of course, he wouldn’t be. If he’s heard about what happened to Jeongguk’s sect, then he has probably guessed Jeongguk doesn’t have many options left for him.
“Of course, you can come with me. But I warn you, Jeon doryeon-nim, my journey home has several errands.”
“Errands?”
Min Chunghee’s eyes flash, and it is the first time his resemblance to his brother is so sharp. While usually genial and carrying a subtle smile, Min Chunghee’s eyes are now cold, as frosty as the snow atop the Daegu mountains. “There are minor sects who are not pleased by the iron fist of the Gom Sect,” he says. “And if we are to launch a revolt, we will need more than just our sects, decimated as they are.”
Jeongguk’s focus sharpens like a honed blade. Any sense of aimlessness lingering in him vanished in an instant. Min Chunghee’s mission is one Jeongguk will gladly get behind. And so, that is how he and Minji join Min Chunghee in his recruiting efforts, visiting even the smallest sects throughout the countryside to drum up support for what Min Chunghee and Kim Byunghyun have called the Bear Hunt campaign.
Jeongguk, as a new and very young Sect Leader, holds particular sway over minor sects who would hesitate to join the cause. After all, the Gom Sect is so bold as to tear down two great sects and leave one utterly ruined, then what will stop the Gom Sect from annexing the smallest sects, as well?
Jeongguk talks persuasively, establishing himself as the cut-throat promise of the younger generation. He tumbles head-first into gathering sects together with Min Chunghee, and it’s almost - almost - enough to distract him from the fact that he is unable to find Jimin.
The Burial Mounds are rife with resentment and grief and a tangible taint that sits heavy on Jimin’s tongue. The wind howls constantly, carrying the moans of disturbed spirits, the shrieks of resentful ghosts, and the lumbering cadence of fierce corpses. All of it is awful. His broken body hasn’t moved for what feels like eons, but even if he did move, he’s sure that he wouldn’t be able to escape the worst part of the Burial Mounds.
Because the worst part of this wretched place is the memories.
He doesn’t know why it happens. Maybe being exposed to this much unfiltered yin energy is prying the memories out of his head. Maybe he has a concussion that is causing his mind to flash through all the most important moments in his life. Maybe he is lying on death’s door and this is the reel of every mistake he’s ever made, something he has to pay for penance for all the harm he has brought to those he loves. Maybe it's all of it. Maybe it’s none of it.
The memories play on, whatever is causing them, and Jimin is helpless to do anything about it.
Some memories are of the kindness he has been offered. A shopkeeper offering him scraps, the gisaeng offering him a place to sleep, a kind stranger offering a few coins when he was very small. Bongjun bringing him home. The first time he met Minji and she bathed him so tenderly, brushing the hair out of his eyes when he ate, humming him to sleep when he was sick. The friends he has made. His dear brother, laughing at Jimin’s antics. Flirtatious words from friendly noonas selling fruit on the street. Laughing with Taehyung. Teasing Yoongi. The thrilling rush of riding the sword -
The rush of riding the sword. Not a good memory. Not good at all, because now he can only think of the last time he was on the sword, so high and out of control - and then the drop all the way down -
Jimin has more bad memories than good memories. It’s surprising to him because he knows he is a cheerful soul and he has never been in the habit of carrying grudges - but he has been offered much cruelty in his life. And in this place, it's hard to see good in anything.
The dogs in Ulsan biting at him as he gnawed on rotting food. Being beaten with brooms to keep him away from clean shops. Those freezing winters, all alone, his teeth rattling together as he is turned away from warm shops and homes. The rude rich masters who spat on him and laughed, the other children who called him names. The dogs, always the dogs. Hunger, and then eating only to become sick. Madam Jeon - deriding him, beating him, comparing him to Jeongguk, over and over again. The pain from Madam Jeon’s electric whip, the scars on his back. The rumors spread about his parents. Jeongguk, feeling rejected and mad and then grieving, blaming Jimin for what happened - rightfully blaming him. Being called a bastard, even though he knows he is not. Lee Donggun and the dungeon at the indoctrination camp. That last day at Mugunghwa Pier -
Jimin relives every moment of his life and can only weep.
His noise must have attracted the ghouls to him, because the next time Jimin draws himself from the memories, he can only notice the fetid breath of a fierce corpse bearing down on him, opening its rotting maw to chew on his arm -
Jimin tears away and screams - and screams and screams, all of his pain and fear and heartache swallowed up gleefully by the Burial Mounds.
Seokjin sits behind his father and does his best to keep his face impassive as he listens to his father all but refuse to join the blooming war efforts against the Gom Sect. Kyongsoo isn’t outright refusing to join the newly-dubbed Bear Hunt Campaign, but he also isn’t agreeing to throw his support behind the effort. Which Seokjin thinks is absolutely ridiculous. Two Great Sects have been attacked - one destroyed completely - and even Seokjin can see that the Gom Sect is making military maneuvers to take out the remaining two left standing. If nothing else, the Bear Hunt Campaign could truly use the support of the Jasujeon coffers.
And yet, here Kim Kyungsoo is, languidly rejecting every argument. “We really shouldn’t do anything to antagonize Lee Chungwoo,” he says, and the sect leaders gathered for this meeting in the smoldering remains of Horangi Recesses all cry out in dismay.
No voice is louder than Kim Byunghyun, the young leader of the Kkachi Sect who is the next target of the Gom Sect by sheer proximity. Byunghyun has spent the entire meeting brow-beating every reluctant Sect Leader and he turns the full force of that rage on Kim Kyungsoo with little hesitation.
“Coward!” he shouts.
Kyungsoo bristles. “Why should I sacrifice my disciples to fight for you? It’s very easy for you to say we should organize a war effort, but there are those of us who might not lose anything if the Gom Sect rallies. I have good relations with Lee Chungwoo. There’s no reason for me to join your efforts.”
Byunghyun scoffs. “You really think those so-called good relations will last? Once he’s done with us, he’ll turn on you to get your gold. He’ll need the money after annexing the entire fucking country!”
Seokjin is inclined to agree with the Kkachi Sect Leader. He thinks his father is very short-sighted in this matter, and can only imagine it’s because Kyungsoo is trying to avoid any declarations of loyalty for either side. He’s a snake like that, Seokjin knows.
But it rankles at him, draws at the frustration he’s felt ever since he heard about what happened in Busan. There had been very few survivors of the Mugunghwa Massacre. Some purple-clad disciples had found asylum in smaller sects, and some had even come to the Jasujeon Sect for shelter. But these stragglers are less than a dozen and none of them are Jeongguk.
The Gom Sect had bragged about killing the Mugunghwa Sect Leaders, but there has been silence about the heir. Seokjin burns to know what happened. It’s the only reason he volunteered to accompany his father here - to find answers about his husband-to-be, if there are any answers to be found.
Across the room, Seokjin sees Min Jinwoong and Min Yoongi exchange a heavy look. Like Seokjin, they probably sense that all of Kim Byunghyun’s efforts are fruitless. Right now, the room is divided too evenly among the minor sects. There are those who want justice and who support Byunghyun, those like the Horangi Sect and smaller sects in territories that have already been razed by the Gom Sect. And then there are those who are in his father’s camp, those who are afraid of the conflict or unwilling to get their hands dirty. With one Great Sect destroyed and another Great Sect on a warpath, the three remaining Great Sects can’t reach a decision even with minor sects balancing the scales.
Seokjin feels ashamed of how cowardly his father is. If it were up to him, there would be no question about the Jasujeon Sect joining the Bear Hunt Campaign. But it isn’t up to Seokjin.
“Do you hear that?” Hoseok mutters beside him.
“Huh?”
Hoseok doesn’t answer, though. His gaze is riveted on the far side of the room, if it can even be called a room. The meeting is being held in the half-destroyed shell of the Horangi Sect’s main hall, which looks out over the mountain vista and the front gates. Right now, Hoseok is staring at those gates and the thousands of steps down the mountain that lay beyond it, clearly picking up on some noise. If Seokjin concentrates, he can hear something too - like footsteps. A lot of them, but unrushed.
He turns his attention more fully to the gate and draws in a sharp, startled breath.
It’s Jeongguk. Dirtied and wearing clothes fit for a commoner, but there is no mistaking the solid pride of his posture or the vibrant hue of his violet eyes. His face is hardened, dark brows furrowed as he leads a large group into Horangi Recesses behind him. And beside him is the missing Min heir, Min Chunghee, who also looks worse for the wear.
He’s alive . Seokjin can’t believe how elated he is to see Jeongguk. It’s almost embarrassing.
“Hyung,” Min Yoongi breathes.
Min Chunghee nods his head, smiling fondly. And then he steps ahead of Jeongguk and greets the gathered Sect Leaders. “I hope I’m not too late. Byunghyun-ah, I did my best to be on time.
“You’re fine,” Byunghyn says gruffly, sitting back at his table with his arms crossed. There’s something smug in his expression as he eyes the large group at Chunghee’s back. “Who’d you bring?”
Chunghee’s smile is genial. “Supporters of the Bear Hunt Campaign. People who would also like to see justice for the grave crimes and atrocities committed by the Gom Sect.”
One by one, leaders from sects that have been dismantled and destroyed by the Gom Sect step forward, declaring themselves and committing their disciples as soldiers in the war. Distantly, Seokjin registers that the amount of support drummed up by Chunghee is staggering, with hundreds more soldiers willing to fight than before. It’s enough to show that, for as reluctant as Kyungsoo and his ilk are, there are more than enough cultivators willing to take their place.
But all of that is in the background for Seokjin. He simply can’t look away from Jeongguk.
Hoseok, meanwhile, is watching everyone closely. He sees the stiffness on his Sect Leader’s face, sees the way some people waffle with their decision to not join. Sees others still stubbornly clinging to the refusal to join the war effort.
He doesn’t understand. He’s baffled by the reluctance. Haven’t they seen what the Gom Sect is willing to do? And what about the commoners, people like Hoseok’s family? He has half a mind to withdraw from the Jasujeon Sect to fight in this war as a rogue cultivator - and he’ll do it if he has to. He can’t just do nothing while more people are senselessly slaughtered. He won’t.
It seems he’s not the only one who has been radicalized by the events of the last several months - the burning of Horangi Recesses, the indoctrination camp, the massacre at Mugunghwa Pier. Much to his approval, many younger people in his generation are also eager to fight for justice, some of the younger disciples accompanying their sect leaders muttering to each other.
But there is no voice as strong as Jeon Jeongguk’s, nor is there anyone as bold.
Jeongguk steps past Min Chunghee and glares at the cowardly Sect Leaders who are still refusing to commit to the campaign. He seems to glare especially hard at Kim Kyongsoo, a violent glint in his eyes that has Kyongsoo shifting on his cushion and clearing his throat.
“Do you really think it won’t happen to you?” Jeongguk asks, dark and quiet. “Do you really think that, just because you didn’t get involved you will be spared? Do you really think diplomacy will work ?” he spits out. Jeongguk holds his arms wide. “Look at me! Look at what has become of a Great Sect! This is your future if you do nothing!”
Jeongguk’s chest heaves. Around his wrist, a bracelet sparks with lightning.
“Will you really sit and let yourselves be slaughtered? Or will you fight to kill the scourge of the Gom Sect?” Jeongguk shakes his head. Something about his posture and his unflinching, brutal honesty strikes a chord deep in Hoseok. He startles at the realization that Jeongguk is barely even eighteen - and maybe not even that - but he is stepping into the mantle of the Mugunghwa Sect Leader, prideful even though his sect consists of him and very few others. Yet this fact doesn’t seem to shake him at all as he glares down at the older Sect Leaders, the ones who are so reluctant to dirty their hands to do the right thing. He stares at them with every ounce of derision they deserve. “Don’t be foolish. My father…was unwilling to confront Lee Chungwoo directly, and look at what has become of us. The time for diplomacy is gone. Now, it is time for war.”
And so, that is how the Bear Hunt Campaign is launched.
Somehow, Jimin’s mangled body can move. He can walk, or rather hobble around. Something is wrong with his back, a spasming pinch that has him hunched over. His leg and hip are - something is wrong there, too, but he knows for sure his ankle is broken because of the odd angle of his foot, which drags behind every stride. His collarbone and shoulder don’t feel right, either, and one of his arms is at least fractured. Every time he moves, his head spins, and even though the Burial Mounds are swallowed with darkness, Jimin has trouble keeping track of the twisting shadows.
But he keeps moving, struggling to stay on his feet as he is. If he doesn’t move, then the corpses and ghouls will get to him. It’s bad enough he can’t move very fast - they always catch up to him when his energy flags, which it does often because he cannot rest.
Of course, there is no rest in the Burial Mounds. Even if he did find a safe place, as soon as he closes his eyes, vengeful spirits are ready to scream in his ears. Being unconscious in this place without the protection of a golden core is too risky - if he isn’t alert, then he might be possessed by a spirit.
No food, no water, no sleep. Jimin doesn’t know how long he can go on, or even if he should.
Why is he fighting to survive in this place? He should be dead. It’s beyond unbelievable that he’s even alive right now, let alone capable of moving.
He doesn’t stop, though. One foot in front of the other. Pushing forward. Maybe anyone else would have given up, but there is something in Jimin that prevents him from doing so. A visceral need to survive - but not for the sake of surviving.
Beyond the immediacy of his pain and fear and the constant need to keep himself awake, Jimin is driven by something else, something far more powerful.
It’s the thought of Jeongguk, alone in this world with nobody to look out for him.
It’s the thought of the Gom Sect running rampant, power and cruelty unchecked.
It’s the thought of Madam Jeon ordering Jimin to protect her son in her last moment.
It’s the thought of Horangi Recesses burning down - the thought of commoners running scared and dying - the thought of countless victims of senseless violence - the thought of peace being so utterly broken -
It’s the thought of his home, the place he grew up, and the people he loved, burning up in a single night.
How can he rest when he feels such a clawing need to do something? How can he stop moving when stopping would be the same as giving up?
And how could Jimin give up? How could he really ever actually give up?
Jeon Jeongguk does not know where Jimin is. From what he understands, Jimin was supposed to meet Jeongguk, but he’d been captured by the Gom Sect and could be held anywhere. The Gom Sect is in so many places, and in all of these places are dungeons to hold prisoners of war. Jimin could be in any one of them.
Jimin must be in one of them. Yoongi refuses to accept the alternative.
Because, if Jimin’s light was snuffed out, surely Yoongi would know. The sun would be dimmer, or maybe he would feel the departure of Jimin’s soul with his own. Certainly, Jimin isn’t dead - Yoongi had checked, playing his zither countless times to ask the spirit world. The spirits can’t find Jimin, so he must still be alive.
Yoongi holds onto this knowledge with white knuckles, refusing to accept anything else as truth.
One month passes since the Mugunghwa Massacre, and during this time, the fledgling efforts of the Bear Hunt Campaign see the first battles against the Gom Sect. Yoongi’s brother and the Sect Leader of the Kkachi Sect have become the faces of this war - a newer, younger, bolder generation, eager to step forward for justice, eager to do what their forefathers had not dared.
Jeon Jeongguk is right in step, keeping up as his cultivation seems to grow in startling leaps and bounds. Yoongi can’t allow himself to look at Jeongguk for too long, as it is too easy to see echoes of Jimin in each of the Mugunghwa Sect Leader’s fighting stances. Jimin is faster, of course, and wilder, but still - Yoongi can see it, and it pains him deeply as yet another night passes without the spirit world bringing any news of Jimin to him.
Two months pass since the Mugunghwa Massacre and names become famous among the commoners. Min Chunghee, the Peace Bearer. Kim Byunghyun, the Blade Master. Jeon Jeongguk, the Golden Lord. And as he is at the forefront of every battle, as well as the end to settle restless spirits into their bloody graves, Yoongi earns his own title. Min Yoongi, the Divine Hand.
Yoongi doesn’t care about titles or prestige. He doesn’t care about the blood on his hands, the callouses on his fingers that bleed through bandages as he plays his zither through battles, or even the shock that the sun continues to rise each day, in spite of it all. He cares only that Jimin is still missing and that even the Gom Sect soldiers they sometimes manage to capture don’t have anything new to say about his disappearance.
Yoongi and Jeongguk work together on this effort. Between battles, they follow rumors and free prisoners from Gom Sect dungeons. Yoongi doesn’t particularly care for Jeongguk, who has settled into deep, seething anger on and off the battlefield. But Jeongguk is just as motivated to find Jimin as Yoongi is, and Yoongi will take any ally he can get.
Sometimes, they come across a Gom soldier who sees fit to brag about the rumors they are chasing. They learn there must be some truth to the fact that Lee Donggun had captured Jimin two months ago, but both Yoongi and Jeongguk balk at the new rumor - that Jimin had been thrown into the Burial Mounds.
Yoongi refuses to accept the suggestion as fact. It’s impossible, utterly unimaginable. Because - because those who are thrown into the Burial Mounds do not make it out alive. And Jimin has to be alive.
“They’re probably hiding him in Seoul,” Jeongguk grumbles, kicking at the Gom Sect soldier he’d just strangled with his lightning whip.
“Mn.” Yoongi looks away from the corpse. Looks north. Wonders if there’s any merit in that fact.
Jimin is cleverer than most. He has the kind of mind that can be used to accomplish impossible things, and more than a little talent thanks to his strong golden core. He would make a good prisoner of war to someone like Lee Chungwoo, who might want to bend Jimin’s intellect to his own evil ends. And Lee Chungwoo would certainly have the means to put Jimin behind wards that not even Horangi song-spells to the spirits would be able to break.
Like that, three months pass. Waiting, wondering, searching. Fighting. Barely breathing.
At night, Yoongi rubs the thin skin on his wrist, feeling the ghost of his manggeon tied there - tying him to Jimin as they bowed before Yoongi’s ghostly ancestor. His chest feels tight.
I will find you , he vows.
There are voices in the Burial Mounds. It’s not a place that knows silence. If not for the howling shrieks of fierce corpses, then the air is filled with the whispering wrath of resentful spirits. The voices dig into Jimin’s mind, clutching at this psyche to find any chink in his armor that can open him to their influence. The voices are persuasive, speaking to the darkest, most vengeful parts of himself - the parts he has never held onto, but that have been buried deep, deep, deep -
Jimin pants, collapsing against a boulder. His lungs are burning, his legs shaking. He’s been running all day, lost in the black mist and dazed by the hunger warring with nausea in his stomach. There is very little food in the Burial Mounds, for the soil is too rotted with resentment and twisted yin energy to support any lively growth. The trees and grass here are all blackened, leached of life. There is no fruit, no root vegetables. Jimin has mad to make unmentionable compromises with himself to survive, and his tongue feels coated in ichor for his efforts. Still, it’s enough - barely - to keep his head from spinning.
He doesn’t know how long he’s been here. He knows that his injuries are infected, hot to the touch, and that his weakened body continues to deteriorate. How he manages to walk is a marvel he cannot understand, although he knows he lumbers and limps oddly for his efforts.
But he still has the clarity of his mind, if only barely. And he still notices things.
He still notices the crows.
The Burial Mounds seem to draw the carrion birds by the flock. The crows are the only living thing here, besides himself, and they are far less picky eaters than Jimin is. But as he watches them, he notices other attributes about the crows - or rather, how the crows manage to exist, even thrive, in his desolate place.
He doesn’t understand what it is he’s observing at first. He thinks he might even be delirious for even imaging such a thing but -
One day, a feisty crow opens its beak and caws wildly at a fierce corpse approaching the crow’s maggot-riddled lunch. And the corpse - it stops. Pauses. Goes the other direction. Not scared, of course, but redirected.
From where Jimin had been watching in the shadows, he had frowned and written it off as yet another strange occurrence in the Burial Mounds.
But then it happened again. And again. And Jimin’s fever-addled mind started cooking up a theory because -
The Horangi Sect is full of musical cultivators who are trained in the magic of calming spirits, communing with ghosts, and soothing agitation. Musical cultivation uses sound as a medium to channel pure yang energy, somewhat like the way talismanic cultivation uses yang energy. The Horangi Sect has countless songs for cultivation, each of them finely tuned to produce an exact result.
Sound. Something about sound.
No other sect cultivates with sound. It’s a closely-guarded skill that is not easily shared. It’s not a skill someone can learn on a whim.
But sound - sound can direct yang energy.
Who is to say that sound cannot direct yin energy, as well?
The cawing of a crow had done something to that fierce corpse. That noise had tapped into yin energy, he’s sure of it.
There has to be a way to control it. There has to be something Jimin can do, something he can learn, because it’s clear enough to him that he’s too stubborn to die - and he has things to do, promises to keep. He has to get out of here. He has to have enough peace to sleep and heal, and he can’t have that if he’s constantly on the run in this hellhole.
Jimin no longer has a golden core. He’s as powerless as a commoner. But, as he well knows, ambient energy from the world can be used just as readily as energy from the self. How many talismans had he designed for the commoners to use? Talismans that pull from the pure yang energy in the environment to sustain power?
Jimin may not have a golden core, but he is in a place infested with energy. Not the pure energy he’s used to, but energy all the same. He has his voice and his conviction.
He can still attempt the impossible.
Namjoon kneels in the dim hall, his head tilted deferentially to Lee Chungwoo, who has been barking orders at various generals for the last hour. Some part of Namjoon is impressed - relieved - that the other sects are fighting back, but the rest of him is torn. War means danger for non-combatants, which is the majority of his sect. And Lee Chungwoo feeling threatened, no matter how he laughs it off, is another danger that Namjoon has to navigate.
How he longs to be somewhere else. Be a simple country doctor, away from all this strife. But that is not reality.
"Kim Namjoon!" Lee Chungwoo calls.
Namjoon tenses, but he does not think his flinch is visible. "Yes. I am here."
"Your sect is all but useless to me, save for one purpose," Chungwoo sneers. "If these pathetic rebels want to battle, then I will entertain them. You will divide your medics and disperse them among the troops. And…"
The entire room stiffens at the thoughtful tone in Chungwoo's voice. It always precedes danger, in one way or another.
"I believe you can serve my ends in another way. You are the only one with knowledge about my successful experiments. and as such, you will be responsible for monitoring my new tests. I'm sure you understand what I mean," Chungwoo says darkly.
Namjoon refrains from showing his dread, but only barely. Lee Chungwoo intends to send him to battlefronts not as a doctor, but as a researcher. Specifically, to monitor the vile puppet experiments the sect leader has since perfected with the final pieces of yin metal in his possession. Knowing Chungwoo, he will be making even more of those abominations and Namjoon will have a first-row seat.
But what is he to do? His people are hostage, his brother is a bargaining chip, and he is powerless.
He must follow orders.
And so, with dread clenching his stomach not unlike the dread that gripped him during the core transfer surgery listening to Jimin scream his throat bloody, Namjoon dips his head, once again agreeing to do something against his better instincts.
Jimin can’t fight it anymore. For days, the voices of the resentful spirits have been prying open his mind, and it’s all he can do to resist their influence. He’s made a foolish choice in trying to control this abundant yin energy, and in doing so, he has left open the door of his psyche. Without a golden core to cleanse him and protect him, the yin energy has grown bolder - or maybe, he has simply tuned into it more readily.
He feels like he’s losing his mind, unraveling one spool at a time.
Don’t you want revenge ? The resentment asks -
And all Jimin can think about is, yes, he does want revenge. He wants revenge desperately, like a starving man salivating over unclaimed garbage. The need for vengeance has sunken deep, deep, deep into his very veins. If he bleeds, it won’t be blood that spills - it will be wrath. Jimin isn’t even sure this is a metaphor, either. Surely the hate in his heart has blackened his blood to inky ichor.
But when he looks down at his hand, dazed and fevered, the blood dried over his scraped knuckles and broken nails are still red and rusty.
Do you want revenge? Let us help you .
Revenge. Yes, revenge. A very good idea. If he can get revenge, things won’t be better - but they will be right. He can undo some of the evil in the world by destroying the source of the evil. By destroying Lee Donggun and Lee Chungwoo and all the others who have tarnished the peace of the country.
Are you ready to take revenge ? The resentful spirits coo, circling him in a veil of blackened mist, drawing ever closer.
Jimin’s mind is fraying. He opens his hands and his mouth and he tilts his head back. “Yes!” he shouts. “I want revenge! I want to power to take vengeance from those who owe me!”
It’s a blessing, or a mistake, or a curse. A cruel twist. Jimin has been tricked, but he has also left his soul open, and the yin energy suffocating the Burial Mounds runs away with his permission, as if it has just been waiting for him to open the door - waiting for him to invite it in.
Jimin screams as he is flooded with a monsoon of yin energy, cold and furious as it freezes through his empty meridians. It feels like the coldest of ice and the hottest of fire, and it burns away all of his senses. All that he is and ever will be is filled with the yin energy, thousands of resentful spirits scraping his mind raw -
Through it all, somehow, Jimin hears a song. It's a score he’s heard once before - just once, hidden in a dark cave not too long ago, he thinks. It’s beautiful.
“Jimin …” a voice whispers. But this voice isn’t the cruel cackling of a resentful spirit. This voice is achingly soft and deep, and brings to mind the image of flashing golden eyes.
In his body, the yin energy whips up a storm, gathering like iron lead in the pit of his stomach and washing metallic over his tongue. Every muscle in his body seizes as he twists and arches in unnatural angles, writhing on the deadened ground as he burns and shivers and screams.
But in his mind, clarity shines through. That song plays, a ghostly melody that soothes the remaining human sliver of his soul -
Jimin wrenches his eyes open, staring up at the black sky stretched over the Burial Mounds. He takes one shuddering breath, and then another.
And then, he whistles.
Taehyung is hearing rumors. This isn’t unusual, of course, since Taehyung has made it his business to be rumor-mongering, but all the same - the rumors he is hearing are…strange. Odd. Unusual. Frightening, even. Part of him wants to believe the rumors trickling in from his sources are spurred by the commoner’s fears about the flourishing war. He wants to believe that the reports are wrong or exaggerated, which is true of most rumors.
But a much larger part of Taehyung is taken with hope . Wild hope, even, because if these rumors are true, then it means his friend is still alive.
Taehyung rifles through the mess of parchment spilling over his desk, reading through all the missives to find the kernel of truth - and consistency - in all the ink scratched onto the pages. There are Gom outposts being taken out one by one. Not just supplies burned and horses freed to cause enough inconvenience to halt war efforts, but the soldiers in the outposts are also dying in great numbers. Dying in different ways, too.
It’s all very mysterious and it makes Taehyung smile because this is what he’s been looking for.
There’s not a single doubt in his mind, but he has to hold back his enthusiasm. He’s rarely wrong, but he if he is, he doesn’t want to get anyone else’s hopes up.
Carefully, Taehyung tucks away all of his spy records, consults the map laid out on his desk once more, and walks out of his chambers at Kkachi Abode, which has become the war central command. The place is crawling with soldiers from various sects as always, but Taehyung knows where to go, and when he arrives at the training courtyard, he is not disappointed to find Jeongguk and Yoongi conversing tersely with each other.
He can only pause for a moment and wonder how it’s possible that their relationship has not grown any closer these last three months. The two treat each other with frosty civility, but they are the only two still dedicated to finding Jimin - reluctant allies, but allies all the same.
Taehyung pastes on his best affable face and bounces over, fluttering his fan across his face. “There you are!” he says to the two, as if he has spent time searching for them. He flicks quick glances between them, then leans forward with conspiratorial grace. “You know, I heard the strangest thing today. Something about Gom outposts…”
Taehyung plants the seed as subtly as he can. He’s not in any position to command others on where they should go and it wouldn’t suit him, anyway, since he’s far more comfortable plucking the strings from behind the screen. But he knows, as he walks away, that he has done enough. Giving Yoongi and Jeongguk this tip is more than enough.
Jimin crawls out of hell three months after he arrives. He is not the same person he was before. He feels less like a human and more like a wraith, skin stretched over bone and a burning, itching need for vengeance driving him forward.
And in his hand, he holds a glossy black bamboo flute. Its name is Nunchi .
Notes:
A/N: In MDZS, the uprising against the aggressive Wen Sect was called the Sunshot Campaign, since the symbol of the Wen Sect was the sun. Here, the Gom Sect is represented by bears (gom means bear in Korean), so I went with the Bear Hunt Campaign.
So, Jimin’s flute is a dangjeok, which produces a really high sound. I’ve named it Nunchi, which plays into the power that Jimin has harnessed here. From what I understand, nunchi is essentially emotional intelligence or literally “eyeforce/power”.
juin-nim - master
Chapter 21
Notes:
CW: Oh, man. I dunno. Death, torture, war violence, and associated triggers. Nothing too bad, probably? Eating disorder/poor relationship with food in the last half.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Crows circle overhead, cawing into the night. The outline of their black wings against the moon is striking, drawing every eye as they gather in a swarm over the compound. He purses his lips into a long, high whistle, and the crows are galvanized - as one, they dive into the compound, scattering soldiers away from their posts.
Jimin takes advantage of the chaos. He walks right into the compound, unseen in his black paerangi and sweeping po. At his waist, Nunchi is tucked into his belt, a blood-red tassel swaying with every step. With the crows distracting the Gom soldiers, Jimin ducks into the generous shadows and peers at the talisman hastily pasted onto the wall.
Spirit-repelling talisman. As if these soldiers are being haunted by something as simple as a ghost . Although, is Jimin much more than a ghost these days?
It’s child’s play to alter the talisman. He bites his thumb and swipes over the ink - one, two, three, four marks. Blood is such a handy medium. Brimming with energy, lifeblood serves as the perfect conduit for natural energy, easily overriding the inert energy carried by the ink on talisman paper. Between ink and blood, the fresh energy in blood is powerful enough to override the initial spiritual charge of the talisman. And better yet - blood draws yin energy better than anything.
This is a trick, nothing more. A crafty trick. Crude, even, compared to what Jimin could do before. But this is not before. This is now, and crafty tricks are what he has left. Blood is a convenient, powerful medium, and it works perfectly with Jimin’s new talents.
Jimin reverses the spirit-repelling talisman. And one by one, pulling the shadows around him like a cloak, he turns every repelling talisman into a spirit-attracting talisman. His crows do their jobs well, keeping all of the attention off Jimin so he can do his quiet work. It’s…much different than the methods Jimin would have used before. Working in the shadows is not his preference - or rather, it wasn’t.
But he has new limitations. He has had to adapt. And anyway, these cretins - they don’t deserve Jimin’s morality, what little of it remains. Why should he attack them in broad daylight, when they do nothing but leave destruction in their wake? None of them are innocent, this much he knows for certain. He has been following them, steadily stalking them through the countryside, from compound to compound, all in search of his main prey. No matter where he goes, all Gom soldiers are the same - each of them the scum of the earth. What they are willing to do to innocent women and children and elderly -
Jimin will return that evil tenfold. Or rather, he will give the spirits the chance to avenge themselves. He won’t even have to lift a finger.
By now, skulking around the shadows and changing talismans has become a routine. He has done this at least half a dozen times since he emerged from the Burial Mounds, working his way from outposts in Ulsan all the way up to the areas near various war fronts. It had been easy to pick where to go next on his route - the common people had wagging tongues and oddly accurate information. Someone on their side seemed intent to keep the record straight to prevent the Gom Sect from spreading propaganda. For Jimin, it made everything easier. His hunt was child's play at this point - but tonight he would finally reach his targets.
Jimin moves through the compound silently. Behind him, he can feel the shift in energy as the talismans start working, a swell of yin energy threading through the air as resentful ghosts are drawn to the area. These resentful ghosts are the victims of the Gom Sect soldiers whose souls have not been laid properly to rest. It’s sloppy of the Gom Sect, and arrogant too. They are going through towns blithely raping and murdering commoners, and they do not even bother to properly bury their victims. The people die horrific, violent, sudden deaths, and their souls cannot move onto the afterlife peacefully - and so the countryside is swathed in new yin energy as souls roam and ghosts are born. All Jimin has to do is summon those souls here with the reversed talismans, and from there, the ghosts will get their revenge. He has found the souls depart peacefully after justice has been served.
He wonders if his soul will depart peacefully too, once he has finished his business here. He is a shell of a living thing, after all. There can’t be much tying him to the Earth except for this drive for vengeance. Once he settles the score, will he fade away like the ghosts he summons here?
His heart is still beating a mostly-steady rhythm. He still breathes. He walks and thinks and must sustain himself with food and drink. Yet, he can’t help but feel that he is not quite alive .
(It can’t be because he gave away his golden core. It has to be the stain of the Burial Mounds.)
As he walks deeper into the outpost, screams erupt behind him along with a chilling breeze from the yin-drenched ghosts getting their revenge. He does not have to look back to know that men are screaming and scratching at themselves, eyes filled with terror as the ghosts grip their minds, filling each soldier with abject fear and insanity. Some of the soldiers will simply die from fright, while others will maim and kill the rest of the soldiers around them to escape the torment of the ghosts.
Jimin doesn’t care about any of it. These cretins are getting what’s coming for them. Retribution.
One ghost does not leave Jimin’s side. She is a favorite of his, more corporeal than the others, dressed in exquisite clothing fit for a young noble lady. Eun, the late wife of Lee Donggun who died under mysterious circumstances right after a certain maid seduced her master, has attached herself to Jimin’s cause ever since the resentment in her spirit sensed the vast well of yin energy he carries with every step. Once she is satisfied with her vengeance, her spirit will pass on to the next life.
“Is it time, Juin-nim?"
“Yes,” Jimin answers, walking through the doorway of the main building. No guards, as those are being taken care of by the other ghosts. He can sense three people here and smirks. “I believe you’ll find her in one of the rooms on this floor.”
Eun’s red lips split with a vicious smile. She almost vibrates with a thrill of excitement. “Thank you, Juin-nim. W ill you leave enough of that bastard for me, too? ”
Jimin hums, turning toward the stairs. “If you’re quick, there may be a piece left.”
Eun gets the message and vanishes in an instant. Several moments later, while Jimin is still leisurely climbing the stairs, female screams erupt from downstairs. It seems Eun has found Soojeong swiftly, her grudge against the whore feeding her power.
It saves Jimin the trouble of killing Soojeong himself. He has more important matters to concern himself with. Like Donggun himself, and his lapdog Kang.
Upstairs, Jimin can hear pathetic whimpering as he saunters to the closed master suite. “He’s here! K-Kang, he’s f-f-found us!”
“Doryeon-nim, you’re going to be okay. Here, eat this…”
“No!” Donggun shrieks and Jimin can hear him slap the food away, along with a clatter as Donggun moves with jerky motions. “Are you trying to kill me? Who knows what’s in that? I want my father! Kang!”
Kang heaves a deep sigh. “We are going to your father now. This is just a rest stop for the night.”
Outside, the screams of the soldiers seem to echo through the compound. But the sound is distant, easily carried away by wind and yin-filled spirits. The compound falls quiet, an eerie silence that grasps at Donggun’s fear.
Well, he should be afraid. Jimin has been stalking his camp for weeks, sending small ghosts to haunt him during the day. Under Jimin’s dedicated attention, Lee Donggun has not slept for days and has refused to eat for many more. The last time Jimin caught a glimpse of him, Donggun had been pulling his hair out and scratching his skin off, caught in the utter terror Jimin has been slow-feeding him through carefully-strung threads of yin energy.
Jimin smirks. He lifts Nunchi from his waist, twirling the flute just once between his fingers before his mouth lands on the smoothly polished black bamboo. He blows out a series of high-pitched noises, and outside, the crows screech in delight.
Inside the room, Lee Donggun wails. “He’s here! He’s really here to kill me!”
Jimin opens the door with a well-placed flick of yin energy, a shadowy mist that pries the wood apart and drifts into the room. He twirls Nunchi again and again, his eyes tracking on the prey he has finally caught. Lee Donggun looks even worse than the last time he saw him, almost unrecognizable after his own self-mutilation. Kang, on the other hand, looks tired and wary.
“You’re alive,” Kang says.
Jimin lifts a brow. “Am I? Or am I not? I’m haunting you just as I promised I would, either way. Do the details matter?”
Lee Donggun is quivering, huddled against the wall. “P-please! Please, leave me! I’m sorry!”
“Pathetic,” Jimin spits. He can’t believe someone as pathetic as this is responsible for so much of the destruction in Jimin’s life - his sect, his sect siblings, his brother’s suffering.
Kang steps in front of Donggun, blocking Jimin’s view with his body. “You will not hurt him while I’m here.”
Jimin cocks his head. “Are you still protecting him? You’re no better than a dog.”
“I know where my loyalties lie,” Kang says. “I owe much to Sect Leader Lee, so I will protect his son as ordered.”
Jimin throws back his head, laughing with deep sarcasm. “Oh, so because you owe a debt, the rest of the world has to pay for it? I hate your type the most. But don’t worry,” Jimin says darkly. “I won’t kill you until after I kill him so that you can know just how greatly you failed to repay your so-called debt to that tyrant bastard.”
Kang does not waste any time lunging for Jimin, a golden hand flung forward. Jimin doesn’t bother dodging. He lets Kang touch him so that Kang can realize Jimin doesn’t have a core to melt. He lets Kang touch him so he can cherish the widening of his eyes, the confusion, the shock. And then, he jams his elbow into Kang’s temple, brings his flute to his lips, and commands the yin energy in the compound to converge on the two - some energy to restrain Kang, and the rest to swirl around Lee Donggun’s terrified form.
When they yell and struggle, Jimin almost feels at peace. He drops his flute to his side, lazily holding it as the two lowlifes are held in the thrall of his yin energy. For as needlessly cruel as Lee Donggun is, Jimin is far more riveted on Kang - the threat of the Core Melting Hand is no longer swinging over his head, but he still holds a deep-rooted hate for all that Kang has done. Especially what Kang did to Jeongguk .
Jimin allows the yin energy to coalesce in the room, growing denser and blacker as it lifts Kang into the air. He can feel it pulsing through him, hear the demanding whispers of the resentment swirling through his body, the urge to kill and destroy tunneling his vision.
But Jimin is not here merely for destruction. He is here for retribution .
Jimin gathers yin energy in his hand, and then swiftly thrusts his hand forward, right into Kang’s stomach. And although his hand does not penetrate flesh, the yin energy he controls easily cuts through muscle and bone, latching onto the focal point of yang energy Kang has been cultivating.
Jimin pulls his hand back. There, between his finger and his thumb, is Kang’s golden core. He looks at it clinically, even as Kang chokes on his breath and his skin becomes duller. Compared to Jimin’s core that he gave to his brother, Kang’s core is nothing special.
Jimin lifts his eyes, meeting the shock and terror in Kang’s gaze. The corner of his mouth tips upward. “What, you thought you were the only one who could do this trick?” Jimin mutters. His glare intensifies as he squeezes his fingers - and with a pop and a fizzle of hot energy scorching his fingertips, Kang’s core shatters . It scatters like golden dust.
Lee Donggun shrieks and cries about it. He’s easy to ignore.
Kang slumps in the hold of the yin energy. “Y-you…”
Jimin tilts his head. “Me? Am I a monster?” He leans closer, dropping his voice so only Kang can hear. “But isn’t that what you and your master made me to be?”
Whatever Kang is about to say, he doesn’t get the chance.
From the ceiling, two figures blast into the room, dropping down right beside Jimin. Broken roof tiles rain down across the room and Jimin takes a step back - yet, some part of his mind registers the dissipating wisp of yang energy, like a ward evaporating.
They’ve been watching , he thinks, strangely detached. They’ve seen.
“Hyung!” Jeongguk cries out, elation swimming with something else as he stares at Jimin. He’s taller than he was a few months ago, now firmly dwarfing Jimin’s smaller stature. His clothes aren’t like what the disciples of Mugunghwa Pier would ordinarily wear, light blues and purples and lilac. Now, he wears the heavier cloth and finery of a Sect Leader, deep purple with silver hibiscus motifs on the shoulder, with a silver and black sangtuwan holding his hair in a knot away from his face. Around his wrist is the sparkling silver snake bracelet, the lightning inert. His sword is back on his hip. And he looks strong - healthy.
As he is now, Jimin can sense energy similarly to the way he could before. It’s not quite the same awareness of yin and yang energy, though. Rather, the overwhelming reservoir of yin energy in him can sense like-kind energy in the environment and jumps at it, eager and hungry to absorb, to assimilate more energy. And at the same time, his yin energy can detect even the faintest hint of yang energy, and the reaction of the yin energy within him is torn. Part of the yin energy wants to delve into the yang, to corrupt it like a wild, unleashed storm; and another part shies away from the yang energy, rightfully knowing that such close contact could neutralize the yin as easily as breathing.
And this is why he flinches minutely as the dust settles. Because he can sense them and it’s blinding.
It hurts in a way he hadn’t thought it would, sensing his own energy swimming through his brother’s meridians. He can tell with just a glance that his golden core has fully settled into Jeongguk and that his little brother has made great efforts to become stronger. A year from now, maybe less, Jimin will be unable to detect even a sliver of his original power in that core. His surgery scar aches with it, as if knowing the golden core that originated in this body is close, yet infinitely out of reach.
And Yoongi - he’s a miniature sun standing in the blackest knight, overwhelming the room with light and heat and a near-endless reserve of energy. Yoongi almost glows with it, so pale and golden-eyed in the darkness, his stark white hanbok and silver crown glimmering. He’s untouchable, a beacon, twice as strong as he was since the last time Jimin saw him, his cultivation too pure to be tainted. And he stares at Jimin with barely-masked horror, taking in what Jimin has become and what Jimin is doing.
Since when has Yoongi been so expressive? Maybe it wouldn't be obvious to anyone else, but it is to Jimin. Yoongi is practically radiating disapproval.
Still. The sheer warmth Yoongi radiates is painful. Jimin has been so, so cold for so long.
Yoongi opens his mouth, then closes it. His head shakes faintly.
Jimin looks away. There is a friendlier face, here, and he will focus on that instead of the sudden conflicting feelings currently rioting through his chest.
“Hyung,” Jeongguk calls again, stepping closer.
“Ah, Jeongguk-ah, you’ve come at such an opportune time,” Jimin says. He is trying for levity, but his tone is a touch too dark, and Jeongguk notices.
His little brother hesitates, looking at the now-coreless Kang and Lee Donggun stuck in the grip of Jimin’s clouds of yin energy. “I think I’ve come at the right time, too.”
Jimin raises his brows. “Oh?”
A fierce light glints through Jeongguk’s violet eyes, and on his wrist, his mother’s bracelet sparks with lighting. “I can’t let you settle the score without me, can I?” he asks. He is bloodthirsty. Jimin can feel it.
Jimin grins, a touch too wide. “Well, then. What are we waiting for?”
“Jimin,” Yoongi cuts in firmly. “Torture is not -”
Jimin is quick to cut him off, glaring at Yoongi. “Torture isn’t what ?” he snaps hotly. “Isn’t what they deserve? I rather think it is, after everything they’ve done! You don’t have to stick around to watch it!”
“Hyung is right, Min doryeon-nim,” Jeongguk says, shooting Yoongi a pointed stare. “This is Mugunghwa business. As Sect Leader, I have the right to settle a blood debt during wartime. Do you really have any objection?”
Yoongi shakes his head, looking at Jimin’s captives with something akin to horror. “The talismans outside,” he starts hoarsely. “Reversed to attract spirits. Was that you?”
Jimin tosses his loose hair, shrugging. “So what if it was?”
“Where did you learn that?” Yoongi demands.
Jimin snorts. “Learn it? I taught it to myself. I’ve been busy these last few months.”
“Busy?” Jeongguk asks. “Learning new tricks? How? Where ? We’ve been looking all over, and here you are, perfectly fine!”
Jimin rolls his shoulders nonchalantly. “Would you believe me if I said I found a cave with an ancient text and unlocked the secrets to a new type of cultivation?”
“No,” Jeongguk says flatly. “Where were you really? That guy’s lackeys,” he says, spitting at Lee Donggun with a snarl. “He said you’d been thrown into the Burial Mounds. That’s not true, right?”
Jimin cuts his eyes to Lee Donggun, relishing in the way Donggun flinches and wails away from him. “Nobody has ever escaped the Burial Mounds,” he says. It’s not a denial, but it’s not a confirmation, either. Yet, he knows that Jeongguk and even Yoongi will take it as a denial because believing Jimin crawled out of that place with most of his sanity and his life intact is too far-fetched to believe.
“Well, it not there, then where were you?” Jeongguk presses.
Jimin circles around, seating himself on a nearby stool. He sighs heavily. “I got injured and had to recover. While I was doing that, I thought about a few tricks to help us win the war. It’s nothing to talk about, really. I’m back now, so who cares where I was? I brought back something useful, anyway.”
“Jimin, you’re using yin energy,” Yoongi says urgently, his golden eyes widening a fraction. He seems to be beseeching Jimin, as if talking reasonably can bring back everything Jimin has already lost. “It corrupts the mind and taints the heart. In the history of cultivation, there have been no exceptions.”
“What do you know of my mind?” Jimin asks coldly and watches as Yoongi reels back as if slapped. “As for my heart…if anyone knows my heart, it’s me. Why are you so concerned?”
“Park Jimin!” Yoong scolds.
"Min Yoongi!" he returns, incensed. Anger comes very easily these days. It's all he can do to avoid lashing out.
“You should leave, Min doryeon-nim,” Jeongguk says, stepping between them. “We’ll meet you back at camp, after we take care of things here.”
Yoongi hesitates. His shoulders drop. He reaches behind himself and pulls out a long, thin, dark item - a familiar shape that Jimin used to carry like another limb.
Jimin hadn’t noticed it before, but Yoongi has his sword. The dark line of Jangnan’s sheath is such a deep contrast to Yoongi’s clothes and his silver sword and the calloused, firm shape of his hand as he holds the sword out for Jimin to take. Which Jimin does, after only a moment of hesitation. He grips the sword and feels something from Jangnan, an eagerness the sword spirit feels to greet its master.
But Jimin can no longer wield this sword. To do so would greatly weaken him since he no longer has the yang energy to properly hold it. Spiritual swords are much heavier than common swords, and it’s only with cultivation that these swords can be used. Without yang spiritual energy, Jangnan must remain sheathed, otherwise, it will drop like a stone out of Jimin’s hand and his secret will be revealed.
Still, he offers a stiff smile and slides Jangnan beside Nunchi on his belt. “Thanks.”
Yoongi is staring at Nunchi, his eyes shadowed. “I didn’t know you played.”
“I’m passable,” Jimin answers. “Not as good as a Horangi disciple, but I get by.”
“Earlier, you played,” Yoongi starts, now staring at Jimin with hard eyes. His tone is as blank as ever, but there is something like accusation or curiosity in his muted expression.
“And I’ll play again,” Jimin says blithely. “You should go. The Mugunghwa Sect has business and the Horangi Sect isn’t needed here.”
Yoongi inhales sharply and stares at Jimin for several long seconds. And then, without a word, he leaps up and out of the room, vanishing from the rooftop after a few light-footed taps.
When he’s gone, Jeongguk shifts uneasily. He looks a little younger, now, no longer held up by bravado, and Jimin can’t have that. Jeongguk is the one with the strength right now, so he has to be strong.
Jimin stands and claps his little brother on the shoulder, pointedly not frowning when Jeongguk barely seems to register Jimin’s strength. He jerks his chin at the two captives, feeling resentment swell through every inch of his body.
“Let’s give them hell.”
Jeongguk’s eyes glimmer as he is easily overtaken by his need for revenge. “The worst of it,” he agrees.
(Later, they won’t ever talk about what happened at that outpost. It becomes one of the rumors that are easily swallowed by the war, the story of Sect Leader Jeon and newly-returned Head Disciple Park torturing the second son and the lapdog of the Gom Sect. There aren’t any bodies to be found since they burn the compound after it’s over - not that the bodies would have been recognizable, anyway.
But the score with Lee Donggun is undoubtedly settled after that night. Now, the rest of Gom Sect must burn .)
Jimin is given his own tent at the war camp. It’s smaller than Jeongguk’s and hastily constructed - clearly, even though his brother had evidently been looking for him along with Yoongi, his return is still unexpected. The people in the war camp, fellow soldiers, are all shocked to see him. He has to wonder if it’s because he’s returned alive against all expectations, or because he returned looking like he does.
He’s only caught glimpses of himself in the water of the tub that has been brought to his tent, but it’s enough to spot the differences. Where once his hair was a warm honey gold, it’s now darker, streaked not with dirt, but rather mortality. His eyes are grey, his skin sallow and unkissed by sunlight. He’s duller and thinner and more dangerous than ever before.
Jimin scrubs at his skin until he almost bleeds that night. And even after, curled up on his cot, he can’t manage to feel warm. He’s used to it now. Almost.
In the morning, Jimin is awake before the sun. It’s nearly funny because three months ago, getting him to wake with the dawn was a daunting task that couldn’t even be accomplished with Minji’s best breakfast as a bribe. At the Horangi Sect, he woke up at dawn grudgingly, complaining and groaning about it the entire time. But now? Now, he wakes so early because he does not sleep deeply, and the faint sounds of the camp coming alive shock him out of the light doze he’d fallen into.
He stares up at the canopy of his tent and breathes.
Now, then. It’s time.
Outside his tent, the war camp is bustling with movement. Groups of disciples in leather and metal armor roam around, completing tasks for the day. Jimin moves between them, ignoring the stares that follow him, his thumb resting on Nunchi reassuringly. He is searching for Jeongguk, prepared to take orders, and when he asks, he is directed to a larger tent near the center of the camp.
The flaps to the tent are held open and guarded by two disciples. They let him in with a wary glance but without objections. He understands why when he catches sight of the people inside the tent, all gathered around a map on the table. War counsel. Sect Leaders, head disciples, and important soldiers are all in attendance. Jimin supposes he could be considered important, at least to Jeongguk, who greets him with both pleasure and surprise.
“You didn’t have to come today,” Jeongguk says with an undertone. “I was going to let you rest for a bit.”
Jimin shrugs. “I’m not tired. This is more important.”
Jeongguk purses his lips but doesn’t argue. Instead, he fills him in on what Jimin has missed these last few months. The Bear Hunt Campaign is moving along, slowly but surely. Min Chunghee and Jeongguk were both instrumental in gathering the support of smaller sects in the country, including winning loyalty from sects that have already been annexed by the Gom Sect. However, the Bear Hunt forces are dreadfully small compared to the might of the Gom Sect, which has no problem sending thousands of soldiers to each battle, whereas the Bear Hunt Campaign must be more conservative.
Jimin stares at the map and listens to his brother. And he understands that while the Bear Hunt Campaign is not a failure, it’s also not a success. Battles are too hard-won. Their forces are continually outnumbered. It’s only by luck and strategic retreat that they aren’t overtaken and obliterated.
The war, he thinks, will be lost.
And that can’t happen.
“Park Jimin. It’s so good to hear of your return,” a mild voice says. Min Chunghee is right there, Yoongi right behind him with an implacable expression. Chunghee has the same genial smile as ever.
Jimin bows his head in greeting. “I’m glad to be back. Ready to serve the cause in whatever way I can.”
Min Chunghee nods. His eyes flicker down to Nunchi, interest crossing his expression. “I didn’t know you played.”
“Poorly,” Jimin brushes him off. “Nothing compared to what the Horangi Sect can do, of course.”
Although, in many ways, what Jimin can do is similar . Twisted and warped, maybe, but still similar.
“You must feel confident about your skills,” Min Chunghee says. “Since you carry a spiritual weapon instead of a sword.”
“You don’t have Jangnan?” Jeongguk asks, leaning around to peek at Jimin’s hip.
Jimin blinks. He…had not thought about picking his sword up. It’s still laying on his cot, untouched. It’s not that he’s so overly familiar with Nunchi after two months, as it is he can’t bare himself to touch his once-beloved sword, and so he didn’t even think about wearing Jangnan on his hip as any other cultivator would.
Jimin forces a laugh, trying to fall back on the devil-may-care attitude he’s always been known for. “Ah, well, you know me. I’m already more reliant on talismans, so I figured, why not challenge myself?” he offers as an excuse.
Jeongguk snorts. “Sounds about right. Idiot, you should still carry Jangnan around! You never know when you might need your sword.”
“Ah, you’re right! I won’t forget again!”
“You better not!”
“Jimin,” Yoongi cuts in lowly. “We must speak.”
Jimin’s light mood dies rather swiftly at the seriousness in Yoongi’s voice. His smile fades as he catches the unwavering earnestness he finds in Yoongi’s golden eyes. He recalls what Yoongi said last night about his new cultivation, and has a feeling about what Yoongi wants to speak about. As such, his tone is harsher and cold when he addresses Yoongi. “We have nothing to speak about.”
“Jimin.”
“It isn’t any of your business,” Jimin says warningly. “Let it go.”
Yoongi’s eyes narrow. “Jimin-”
Jimin turns away, pointedly ignoring Yoongi - and ignoring the way Min Chunghee observes them both, something calculating and confused in his gaze.
Instead, Jimin asks rather loudly about when the next battle will be, and it prompts a discussion that quickly heats up the tent. Kim Byunghyun seems to be all for brutal force attacks to force the Gom Sect into more reckless tactics, whereas Min Chunghee prefers carefully laid plans that minimize casualties on their side. Jeongguk, he finds, tends to agree more with Kim Byunghyun, seeming to find inspiration in the bloodthirsty zeal of the Kkachi Sect Leader. Jimin isn’t surprised in the slightest. If Madam Jeon were still alive, she would prefer those tactics, too. And Jeongguk has a lot of scores to settle with the Gom Sect - his newfound aggression is predictable.
Jimin supports it fully. Even after getting rid of Lee Donggon, his whore, and his dog, he finds that he’s also eager to shed Gom Sect blood. And not only because the yin energy in him is clamoring for vengeance and violence.
He can’t wait for his first real battle. He’d like to test Nunchi’s mettle.
The first battle happens very soon, not even a week later. During that week, he has spent his time dodging questions - mostly from Yoongi, but also from Jeongguk and others who are too curious about his return for his own damn good. He doesn’t understand why they care so much. He’s back. That should be the end of it.
But…he probably doesn’t help his own case, being the way he is now. He can’t help that he’s changed. Fundamentally, he is not the same as he was before. The darkness in him is not only from the yin energy; he’s been changed by the trauma wrought by the Gom Sect. He’s not the only one, of course. Jeongguk has also changed, more quick to anger and aggression than ever before. The few Mugunghwa senior disciples who survived the siege by being away on nighthunts are also harder, and angrier.
The entire war camp is angry, actually. He can taste it in the air all the time.
And yet, after that first battle, anger is not the only thing he tastes.
He starts to taste fear. Fear directed toward him .
Jimin figured it would happen. It’s not as if he can use his sword in battle, and talismans charged by ambient yang energy will only get him so far. With the yin energy in his body, his reflexes have not dulled in the slightest and he is plenty deadly with only a dagger sheathed in his sleeve. But when the talismans and the dagger and his reflexes are not enough, Jimin pulls out Nunchi and sets his enemy’s mind on fire. Their own anger and bloodlust are turned against them with every note he plays, and some of them kill each other while others end up killing themselves just to escape his yin manipulation.
It’s so easy , is the thing. War leaves such a dark imprint on the land that it takes almost no effort at all to summon spirits who have been wronged by these soldiers, or to use their own negative emotions against them.
But just because it is easy, does not mean it is subtle. It doesn’t take more than half a battle for the soldiers of the Bear Hunt Campaign to truly understand how he has changed. With Nunchi’s piercing notes warbling through the air and the Gom Sect enemies falling under a wave of black mist, it’s unavoidable.
And so the whispers start right after that first battle.
He’s using demonic cultivation.
That’s so evil!
Who cares if it's evil if we win?
But still, so dangerous!
Demonic cultivation! He’ll end up killing us, too! You know how it goes! Better stay away from him. He’s no better than a demon in the flesh!
Jimin closes his ears to it, prowling through the camp caught between utter exhaustion and the lingering bloodlust pumping through his veins after manipulating that much yin energy.
Demonic cultivation? He wants to laugh. They have no idea what they’re talking about. Demonic cultivation is one of those dangers cultivators are warned away against very early on when they start to absorb yang energy to form a golden core. There have been so-called demonic cultivators in the past, people who have taken the yin energy directly from demonic beasts to try to make it their own, and thus corrupting their own cores and bodies in the past. Jimin, more than ever, realizes the difference between ambient yin energy and yin energy that has festered within a beast or demon. The Burial Mounds were full of ambient yin energy, which now flows through him to keep his broken body mended and allow him some measure of resonance with resentful beings. But more than anything, Jimin is redirecting and manipulating yin energy that already exists, and in doing so, further sensitizing himself and absorbing the ambient yin energy in the area.
It’s yin cultivation, in a way. But this is not something that can be explained to the average cultivator, and truthfully, Jimin has no interest in trying. They’re going to think whatever they want, regardless of what he says. He knows very well the hypocrisy of the gentry class and the general ignorance of people. He doesn’t want to waste his breath.
But still, there are some people who are rather more insistent on keeping him in check.
Jeongguk catches on quickly. He barges into Jimin’s tent after the battle and stares him down with a deep, deep frown. His little brother’s face is harsher than it was before, the marks of grief and still-lingering rage leaving the lines of his face stiff. He crosses his arms over his chest, looking down at Jimin, who is splayed listlessly across his cot.
“Is it like before?” Jeongguk demands.
“Huh?”
Jeongguk kicks the leg of the cot. “Like before . In the Horangi forest, with those fierce corpses,” Jeongguk bites out, urging Jimin to recall the incident - the first time Jimin had the thought to try something so insane and paid the price for it. It feels like so long ago, but it has only been two, maybe three years. A lifetime.
Jimin mulls over the question. Is what he doing now like before? Not really. Before, the consequence was the burning in his meridians as his golden core furiously cleansed his body. But now, his brother has his golden core and Jimin’s empty body is a worthy host for yin energy since there is nothing in him to fight the coying, tar-like darkness. But, how can he answer that without telling Jeongguk just how different everything really is? Without telling his little brother the truth?
Jeongguk can never know. Not now, when the transfer is so fresh. Not when there’s still a chance he could reject the core.
“Eh…”
Jeongguk’s eyes are fierce. “It’s to survive, right? You’re just doing it because we need to be stronger to take these bastards down.”
“Yes,” Jimin agrees. Certainly, without absorbing and controlling ambient yin energy, he would not be alive. He has done this to survive, it’s true. He’s pretty sure all of his broken bones are being held together by the shadows he’s found a home in. He might not be able to walk, let alone talk, without it.
“Then it is the same,” Jeongguk says, obviously relieved. “If you’re just doing it for the war, then those fuckers shouldn’t say anything about it.”
“You’re that worried about wagging tongues?” Jimin snorts. “Who cares what they say?”
“It matters,” Jeongguk grouses. “We’re rebuilding the sect. We need to be strong. Above reproach and all that.”
“We are,” Jimin says. Well, Jeongguk is. Jimin, personally, has never been beyond reproach no matter where he goes.
Jeongguk stares at him. And then he plops down on the cot, almost upending it from the sudden weight imbalance. His violet eyes are inescapable as he glares down at Jimin. “Where were you? Tell me the truth. I don’t want to hear about some cave or some mysterious master or some other nonsense. I want you to tell me the truth. Where were you for these last three months?”
Jimin’s heart stutters. He swallows, flicking his gaze away. “Would you believe me if-”
“Stop trying to sell me bullshit!” Jeongguk exclaims, hitting Jimin’s shoulder. His strength is ridiculous compared to Jimin’s. He can practically feel the bruise already forming.
Jimin sits up, running a hand through his loose hair. He can’t be bothered to keep it tied and neat, just like he can’t be bothered to wear any of his clothes properly. He’s so tired all the time and he just can’t find it in himself to care.
He also can’t tell Jeongguk a lie he isn’t willing to believe.
“The Burial Mounds are awful,” Jimin says flatly.
Jeongguk sucks in a breath. “You mean…Lee Donggun wasn’t full of shit?”
Jimin snorts. “Oh, he was definitely full of shit. But about that, he wasn’t lying. He was bragging.” Jimin pauses, recalling the terrifying fall all the way down to the pits of hell on Earth. “I think I died and came back,” he whispers, staring at his dull hands.
“Hyung…”
“But I came back,” Jimin says, his voice stronger. “So, don’t worry too much. I have everything handled. We’ll get our revenge and you’ll build back the sect as the best damn Sect Leader Mugunghwa Pier has ever seen. Okay?”
Jeongguk is quiet for a moment before he rustles for something in his pocket. He holds his hand out to Jimin and, without thinking, Jimin automatically takes what he is given. Something cool and round falls into his palm with a faint tinkle.
“You lost your last one,” Jeongguk says gruffly, standing from the cot and striding away. “Don’t lose this one, okay?”
His little brother leaves before he can say anything, and all Jimin can do is stare down at the shiny new Mugunghwa bell sitting in his hand. The silver sheen is highly polished and reflective, giving Jimin a warped, too-rounded view of his wide-eyed face. Curiously, he shakes the bell, but the sound it makes is muted. If he’d had spiritual energy, the bell would sing .
His eyes burning, Jimin hugs the bell to his chest, holding it as close as he can.
War is a frightening thing. But the most chilling of all is how easily Jimin adapts to killing. Before, when he rescued Jeongguk from Lee Donggun’s takeover at Mugunghwa Pier, Jimin had roamed the halls of his childhood home and single-handedly killed men without flinching. Then, part of him had been sickened by the ease, while the rest of him was consumed by the drive to save his brother.
Now, though, part of Jimin thrills at every Gom solider who falls beneath his flute. There is a twist in him that enjoys their terror at his hands - and he can’t tell if that’s his own darkness, or if the resentful spirits screeching in his ears are slipping a little too deep into his blood.
It doesn’t matter, either way, as long as Jimin gets results. And he does, proving himself to be a formidable opponent at each battle. Even though he always remains perched on higher ground so he can summon resentful spirits from a distance, his kill count is always three or four times the number of an ordinary cultivator. Where other soldiers fell soldiers methodically, Jimin downs swaths of Gom Sect enemies with his chilling flute.
Only a few others can accomplish such devastating blows.
Min Chunghee and Kim Byunghyun are on another battlefield, but he still hears tales of them fighting back-to-back, easily changing the tides of each battle through sheer ferocity and skill. Jeongguk, too, makes massive dents in each battle, whirling through enemy lines while simultaneously wielding a sword and an arching whip of lightning.
And then there is Yoongi. The Divine Hand, who summons his zither and cuts through enemy forces with gales of pure spiritual energy. He is as destructive as Jimin in this way, although he is not afraid of jumping into the fray when the strings of his zither inevitably break under the force of his power and he must take his sword with bleeding fingers to fight the enemy. Sometimes, Jimin’s eyes stray toward Yoongi’s grace during battle, watching Yoongi’s silver sword and silver spiritual energy with breathless wonder. Yoongi is so very strong. He has more than earned his title.
But the Divine Hand does not know when to give up . He has made an annoying habit of confronting Jimin after each battle and even between them. Their arguments are loud enough to disrupt the entire camp, sending soldiers scurrying away when Jimin’s shouts echo and Yoongi’s terse tone cuts.
“You are harming yourself-”
“I’m winning battles! Why the fuck-”
“- you must stop , Jimin, or -”
“- is it any of your business, you nosy bastard?”
“- going against the natural order could -”
“ What natural order? Cultivators decided what that order was, but theories can change!”
“Who are you to challenge centuries-old theories?”
“Why shouldn’t I? Innovation is the crux of survival! We should always innovate!”
“Your so-called innovation is dangerous-”
“Oh, here we go again !”
“-not just to others, but to yourself -”
“What does it matter? What does it matter as long as we win ?”
“Park Jimin!”
“Min Yoongi!” he shouts, chest heaving. He feels that his eyes are wide and wild, his throat aching from their last screaming match. In his veins, the flow of yin energy is ramped up, rioting and ebbing almost uncontrollably. Even the nearby shadows cast by torches are growing deeper and colder, but his temper is too flared to control it.
Yoongi glares at him, unyielding. His bandaged hands are tucked into fists, his nostrils flared with agitation. He still somehow looks beautiful, the truest gem of a gentleman from their generation.
Jimin can’t understand why Yoongi insists on tainting his reputation by arguing with him so often. He doesn’t understand why Yoongi just won’t leave him alone like everyone else seems content to do.
But the winds in his sails are so fragile, and this last argument has stolen the last of his energy. It’s all he can do to stop himself from visibly wilting, locking his joints together to keep himself upright so he doesn’t betray his weakness. He must appear as strong as any other cultivator. There is no other option. Nobody can know.
“Jimin-ah?” a soft voice breaks through the tension.
Jimin flinches, then looks to see Minji’s weary, yet still so beloved face smiling at him gently. She has stepped into the proverbial battle of wills between him and Yoongi, doing such a brave thing that many their soldiers and generals have not dared and would not ever dare to do. And she does it out of concern for Jimin. He can see it so clearly in her steady, empathetic gaze - the love of a mother for a child, or of an older sister for a dear brother.
Jimin swallows. “Noona?”
“Jimin-ah, I’ve made dinner. Won’t you join us?” Minji asks, gently taking her arm to steer him away. She starts chattering about her work as a nurse, assisting the medic cultivators to heal soldiers after battle. She had volunteered for the job in an effort to stay close to Jeongguk and Jimin, stubbornly refusing to stay safe in Jasujeon Tower like so many other treasured servants. The Mugunghwa Sect stays together , she’d said, and that had been that.
He lets himself be towed around like a child, the gust of his anger simmering to nothing more than a breeze as he walks decisively away from Yoongi, from their argument, from these things that hurt him in ways he cannot quite understand.
It’s just - easier not to think about it.
“He doesn’t carry his sword anymore,” someone gossips, catching Jimin’s attention as he makes his way through the camp. He pauses, halting his steps so he can listen better.
A nervous chuckle. “Well, when you can do that , do you really need a sword?”
“It’s disrespectful and unorthodox. What kind of cultivator rejects the sword path? He has no honor!” another fellow soldier spits
What kind of cultivator indeed, Jimin thinks wryly. He ducks back into the shadows, but not before catching Min Yoongi’s golden gaze from across the camp. Yoongi does not blink and his face is more frosty than ever, but he takes a step forward.
Jimin turns away. He doesn’t want to have another argument.
Early on in the war, right after his return, Jimin is invited to sit in on war council meetings as Jeongguk’s right-hand man. But these invitations slowly dwindle, partly because the news of his new style of cultivation spreads, and partly because he is continually late.
He can’t help the lateness. He is weak and tired, the toll of battles draining him day after day. He could sleep half the day away and still feel too brittle to move, but still, he forces himself to return to the battlefield when the next skirmish breaks out. They are making progress on the war front, pushing the Gom Sect back into its territory bit by bit.
But Jimin is only human. He is truly only human , any trace of power that gave him endurance and resilience is long gone. The feats he does is hard on his mind, leaving him drowsy and stumbling as soon as he enters the safety of his tent, exhausted by overpowering the resentful spirits he summons with sheer force of will. And that’s nothing to say about the cold of the yin energy that chills him to the bone, leaving him shivering beneath six blankets even as the weather turns warmer.
People find his tardiness rude. He can’t deny it. He’s happy when the invitations stop coming, even if Jeongguk glares at him for it and rants that Jimin’s evident carefree attitude is damaging their reputation.
Jimin thinks, if anything, the contrast between him and Jeongguk finally shows what he’s known all along - that Jeongguk is strong, made for the mantle of leadership, while Jimin is not. If only Madam Jeon could see them now, she would know all of her anxiety was for naught.
There are many battles, many weeks and months passing one by one. Days are a blur. It’s not easy living in a war camp and they are constantly on the move, pushing the battlefront further and further back. Yet with every mile of territory they reclaim for annexed sects, Jimin can’t help but feel uneasy. The battles are hard, yes, but still - it shouldn’t be so easy to beat the Gom Sect back.
Some days, he thinks it’s because the arrogant Gom Sect cultivators are woefully underpowered compared to the Bear Hunt allies. After all, as the largest sect in the country, the Gom Sect was more preoccupied with gathering cultivators than training them to a higher level, whereas the other Great Sects were more selective with their disciples and spent a great deal of effort training everyone up from a very young age. In short, the Gom soldiers are comparatively weaker and less skilled than the Bear Hunt soldiers. Some days, this makes sense and Jimin does not think about it too much.
But other days, it feels so easy that it must surely be intentional. He wouldn’t put it past Lee Chungwoo to lull them into a false sense of confidence. It could be that he’s placing thousands of weak soldiers in front of them as canon fodder, and saving up stronger soldiers for a united retaliation when the Bear Hunt Campaign is closer to Seoul.
He doesn’t know if he’s the only one who thinks this way. He doesn’t go to the war council meetings anymore, and he only listens to battle plans when Jeongguk comes back to tell them when another battle will take place.
It’s better this way. Not only because he’s too consumed by his exhaustion and the challenge of controlling the yin energy he’d let into his body, but also because all that is needed from him is the strength he brings to the battlefield. The rest of the Bear Hunt Campaign doesn’t trust him; they’re scared, maybe, or they find him arrogant for going so long without his sword. It doesn’t matter. Keeping his distance is easier. With the isolation comes the time to meditate to keep himself in control.
Until now, Jimin hasn't thought too much about food. After the Burial Mounds, he can scarcely choke down the war ration rice porridge each soldier eats three times a day. But if he puts enough spice in it, it's okay. He can manage it. He's doing a good job of masking his struggles, he thinks, because Jeongguk and Minji certainly haven't noticed anything too odd. He tries to eat in private anyway so that he doesn't have to think too hard about not screwing his face up in distaste during every meal.
Of all the things he'd thought he would struggle with after the Burial Mounds, he didn't think it would be food. He thought sunlight and people would be hard, and they are. But food - he knows it's important to eat but he doesn't know if his stomach will ever fully recover from what he had to do to survive.
So, he's been fortunate with the war rations. Bread and rice are easy to deal with.
His luck runs out sooner than he'd like, though. Somehow, Minji manages to gather the ingredients for her famed soup, the one he and Jeongguk gorged themselves on in their youth. Spices and vegetables and seared pork, all in a thick, rich broth. Jimin stares at the steaming bowl, breathing in the scent of cooked meat, and his mouth waters.
He can't vomit here. Not now. It would be too telling.
But meat -
“What are you waiting for?” Jeongguk prods around the spoon in his mouth. He’s practically brimming with excitement, his face scrunched up angrily as he enjoys every bite.
Minji is more subdued, smiling softly as she ladles more soup into their bowls. It makes Jimin feel guilty because he’s sure it took a lot of work to make this food, but he can’t -
He breathes in through his mouth, trying to curb the nausea. Maybe it will be okay after he tastes it. He hasn’t tried freshly cooked pork, only jerky, so maybe…
Jimin brings the spoon to his mouth, a drop of broth hitting his bottom lip as he lets the soup wash over his pallet. The broth is very good and the vegetables are palatable. So far, so good. He takes another bite, this one with pork but -
The texture of it is so similar - too similar - too chewy, like sinew - too meaty, just like -
Jimin drops the spoon with a clatter, shoving away from the table to lean over, heaving bile onto the ground. His nose and eyes are burning, acid tickling the back of his throat as he empties his stomach, coughing and shaking from the violence of his reaction.
“Hyung!”
“Jimin-ah!” Two small hands rub circles on his shoulders. “Shh, it’s okay. There, there. Get it all out.”
Jimin does his best to get himself under control, but he must not do a very good job. When he sits up, wiping his mouth with the back of his sleeve, he is met by two concerned gazes, and he hastily looks away. Looks at the damn soup, which had once been his favorite food, but now…
“Are you okay?” Jeongguk asks seriously. “What was that all about?”
“Oh, I hope there weren’t any rancid ingredients,” Minji frets, twisting her hands. “I was sure I sourced everything well. But, Jeongguk-ah, what do you think?”
“Tasted fine to me,” Jeongguk says with a dubious tone, eyeing Jimin warily.
Jimin shakes his head, catching Minji’s hands. “Noona. It wasn’t you. It’s me. I can’t…” He hesitates on what he should say, then opts for the truth. Or at least part of it. “I’m just not used to eating meat, anymore.”
Minji relaxes. “Ah. Well, if that’s the case, I can just take the pork out. Will that be okay?”
Jimin swallows, nodding. The broth was fine. The vegetables were good. It was the meat that he couldn’t -
“Could I have more spice?” he requests quietly, and Minji hums in agreement. She dutifully picks all the meat out of his bowl, passes it to Jeongguk, and then sets the meat-free soup and a bowl of gochujang right in front of Jimin. He takes a healthy scoop of the chili paste and stirs it into the soup before trying again.
It’s better. The spice is so strong that it distracts him from anything else. Minji looks heartened when Jimin takes a few more eager bites, a sudden urge of hunger consuming him. He’s so hungry.
Jeongguk, though, is staring at him oddly.
“What?”
“Nothing,” Jeongguk says. “It’s just…That’s a lot of spice, even for you.”
Jimin scoffs. “I just like it this way, that’s all.”
“Do you even have any taste buds left?”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Worry about your own taste buds.”
The subject is dropped, fortunately, as they all dig into their meals. But from that point forward, Minji makes a point to always serve Jimin with an extra helping of gochujang, just in case.
Usually, the only people at the war camp are fellow soldiers. There are countless lower-ranking soldiers wearing beonggeoji trailing after each other, training as larger troops, and a few higher-ranking men wearing jeonrip, determinedly trying to craft the next battle plan. Jimin is given a jeonrip to wear, as he is the second highest-ranking man in the Mugunghwa camp, while Jeongguk wears his jeonrip with the silver beats of the gatkkeun swinging around his neck, just like the other sect leaders that filter through the camp.
Jimin often forgets what his position means. He’s never had a meaningful position that anyone respected. Even as the head disciple of his sect, Madam Jeon’s constant umbrage with him and his general mischievousness had made people forget his rank. Now, during the war, people are far too invested in gossiping about his cultivation and lack of swordwork to may his rank much mind.
But as he watches Kim Taehyung swagger through the war camp with a dark jeonrip perched over his green eyes, Jimin suddenly remembers that he actually serves a somewhat important role. People get out of Kim Taehyung’s way in respect of his position; they get out of Jimin’s way because of fear, probably.
Still, he is the only one free to greet the wayward heir of the Kkachi Sect, who until now has spent the majority of the war at Kkachi Abode, coordinating various efforts and supplies. It is by no means a small or easy task, but Taehyung has been managing it much better than anyone expected. Or perhaps his cheerful bumbling is meant to make people underestimate him, as if his ability to get medics and war rations to the right camps at the right time is somehow an accident or a pleasant trick of fate.
Jimin sees right through it, of course. He and Taehyung are cut from similar types of cloth.
“What brings you here?” Jimin asks as Taehyung nears. “Aren’t you afraid of messing up your shoes?”
“I am, actually,” Taehyung says with a grimace, side-stepping a puddle of mud. He sighs deeply. “But it seems even I can’t manage everything remotely! Plus, I heard you were back and, you know me. I love confirming a rumor in person.”
"Well, you know what they say about rumors." Jimin snorts. “Do you need to report in with your brother?”
Taehyung waves him away. “Oh, hyung knows I’m here. He’ll come to find me and shout at me later! For now, I’d like to catch up with you. I brought wine and cards! Where’s your tent?”
There isn’t a battle today or even tomorrow. Jimin has no reason to turn Taehyung down - and truthfully, he doesn’t want to, either. Taehyung is the first person who has treated him normally ever since his return. Even Jeongguk is sometimes overly cautious with him, let alone Yoongi who hovers and nags incessantly, or the other soldiers who shrink away anytime he’s near. Taehyung is greeting him and smiling at him as if they were still at the Horangi lectures, and Jimin shamefully craves this bit of normalcy.
He invites Taehying to his humble tent and drinks to his heart’s content. It is, unfortunately, far less than he used to be able to drink given he does not have a golden core to purify the alcohol, but he still relishes the taste.
They play cards for a while, cycling through one game after another. Jimin loses every time, which can’t be a coincidence. “Are you counting cards?” he asks, peering at his hand of cards suspiciously.
Taehyung blinks, innocent and wide-eyed. “Who, me? Never! I wouldn’t even know how!”
Jimin barks out a laugh. “Please! Anyone else would fall for that, but not me!”
“Well, you can’t prove it, can you?”
“No,” Jimin agrees with a grin. He sets down his cards carelessly and takes a swig of wine. From across the low table, he eyes Taehyung speculatively. “But I know you well enough. You aren’t just here to check up on me and do hands-on work.”
Taehyung’s jovial facade fades a bit, although a secretive smile still plays on his lips. “You’re a hard one to fool. That’ll get you in trouble one day, you know?”
Jimin grunts. His friend is probably right, but what can Jimin do about that?
Taehyung gathers the loose cards and starts shuffling the deck, quick and precise movements that belie his experience. He sighs deeply. “You’re right, of course,” he says faintly. “The truth is, I’m here to send Eunwoo away on a mission.”
Jimin lifts his brows. “So that’s why I haven’t seen your shadow. It’s strange to see you without him.”
“I miss him,” Taehyung admits with a sigh. “But he has a certain skill set that the Bear Hunt Campaign sorely needs. I’m hoping he can turn the tides.”
Eunwoo does have a particular skill set - one that, in retrospect, seems to have been specifically cultivated for a moment just like this. They’ve all known about the possibility of war since they were children, but Taehyung has perhaps been more keenly aware since the Gom Sect is practically right on his doorstep. Knowing his friend, it wouldn’t surprise Jimin at all to learn that Taehyung had orchestrated Eunwoo’s special training just for this purpose.
It’s a wonder that everyone else falls for the air-headed spoiled heir role Taehyung likes to play. But people always see what they want to see, don’t they?
“Do you have anything else up your sleeve? Because we need more than just one man to turn the tides,” Jimin says seriously.
Taehyung’s eyes flash intelligently. “I’m putting some human-size paper dolls into production,” he comments casually. “Your talisman will come in handy, I think.”
Jimin stares at Taehyung for a moment. His talisman…the one he invented on a lark for Taehyung years ago? At the Horangi lectures?
Jimin laughs, louder and more freely than he has in months.
Jimin has been playing for hours. It’s by far the longest battle he’s been in, and the stress of using his new cultivation for a prolonged time is becoming apparent. It’s clear to him that the Bear Hunt Campaign is outmatched by this new force of soldiers unleashed by the Gom Sect. They are better trained, better equipped, and much stronger than the Gom cultivators they’ve been fighting so far. Lee Chungwoo is taking the war seriously now.
Jimin pauses for just long enough to take a quick breath before he brings his mouth back to his flute. His lips are numb and bloody, cracked at the edges, and his lungs are burning. He still keeps pushing. With his eyes riveted on the battle before him, tracking every ally and enemy to direct yin energy to the right area, Jimin comes to the conclusion that he needs to do something so they don’t lose more men.
He thinks he has an idea. His mastery over yin energy is still so new and he hasn’t really experimented with it, aside from trying new talismans in the scant free time he has. There’s more potential he hasn’t thought about or tapped into. He needs to be stronger, but what can he do exactly?
The answer is just within reach. If he just pushes a bit more -
Yin energy is so wild, so very different from yang energy. He can’t condense it, hasn’t figured out how, so he has to draw from the environment. A battlefield is ripe with negative emotions that feed yin energy, especially since so many people are dying violent deaths at the moment. There’s enough yin energy in the air that he thinks an ordinary cultivator would be able to feel it, even if he weren’t manipulating streams of resentment to turn the minds of the Gom soldiers.
But under that - there’s something deeper , isn’t there? If he can just -
Jimin plays a wild series of notes on Nunchi, evoking every raw emotion of resentment he feels, his eyes squeezed tightly shut. He just needs a little more. Just a little more.
It hits him like a sword in the gut, so sudden and sharp that he chokes on his breath, his notes on the flute faltering before picking up in speed - stronger, more confident, as he grasps the elusive something he’s finally found.
He feels so cold, like his veins are freezing over. But it’s working .
(There is screaming across the battlefield, a sudden shock of terror as something strange happens. Cultivators on both sides pause, watching as corpses rise from the ground, staggering and sluggish. These corpses are not unlike other fierce corpses, but it’s impossible for fierce corpses to appear right here, right now. It usually takes days, weeks, even years for fierce corpses to gather enough resentment to rise, so corpses that haven’t yet gone cold shouldn’t be doing this - shouldn’t be moving, swaying, turning with startling alacrity as if called by something.
And - these corpses don’t move with the same lumbering, aimless strength as others. Usually, fierce corpses are fueled by only enough resentment to move around or to maybe attack people they come across. But while they are always strong, they aren’t fast. They shouldn’t be fast. Not like this.
These fierce corpses are something else, something beyond comprehension. Once they finally rise, it seems as if they get their bearings - and their strength and speed doubles, maybe even triples. They move as quickly as any well-trained cultivator but without the fear of injury. It makes them all the more deadly.
Cultivators watch with fear and amazement as the fierce corpses turn to the nearest Gom soldier, even corpses who still wear Gom Sect armor. The Bear Hunt Campaign can only watch as the fierce corpses start attacking the Gom soldiers with a frightening ferocity, so focused on the Gom Sect that they don’t even seem to notice cultivators in other colors.
Jeongguk is the first to take advantage of the strange circumstances. He flashes the lightning in his whip to the nearest enemy soldier, followed by his sword. Nearby, his newly-recruited disciples do the same, taking advantage of the situation. And then, Min Chunghee and Kim Byunghyun do the same, leading their forces right into battle.
The fierce corpses don’t last for very long. A few minutes at most. One by one, the fierce corpses falter and fall, utterly still in final death. But it’s enough to turn the tide so the Bear Hunt Campaign can finish the battle.
Yoongi Is the only one who notices the sound of a flute also stops when the last fierce corpse falls to the ground. Eyes wide, he turns just in time to see Jimin fainting, falling from the small cliff where he’d been installed since the beginning of the battle.
Jimin falls and the fierce corpses lie still and Yoongi knows who the Bear Hunt Campaign owes this boon to. And it horrifies him.)
Voices come to Jimin from a distance, as if he is underwater. He struggles to follow the conversation, torn between bone-wracking chills and an utter sense of exhaustion that threatens to pull him back into the black.
“...golden core is completely depleted…”
“...does that mean he can’t…”
“...nothing so serious…although his meridians are empty from too much yin energy…can get it back with rest…”
“...need him for battles…”
“...apologies, Sect Leader Jeon…healing takes time…”
A familiar scoff. “...try telling him that…would keep fighting even if his guts were hanging out…”
A softer, lower voice. “...anything that can be done?”
“...possible that he could benefit from dual cultivation, but the time it would take…”
Jimin shivers again and the voices fade away.
When he wakes up, he is not alone. He is back in his own tent and the medicinal scent of herbs is strong in the air as incense burns. There is a gentle thrum of music on his right, notes carefully plucked on a zither. Even before he opens his eyes, he knows Yoongi is there. He wonders if he could fake sleep to wait for him to leave, but those hopes are dashed almost immediately.
“You’re awake.”
Jimin sighs, dread prickling along his spine. He tries to piece together what happened to make this uncomfortable situation and thinks maybe he passed out after the battle. How embarrassing.
He turns on his side, prying his eyes open to gaze steadily at Yoongi, who is sitting on the floor with his zither on the table before him, his palms resting on the strings to quiet the spiritual notes swirling through the air. Yoongi stares at him with the same damned implacable expression, golden eyes unblinking.
“You’re here,” Jimin says unnecessarily. Why , he doesn’t add.
“Yes.”
Jimin waits. Yoongi continues to stare. Jimin lifts his brows. “Well, I’m awake now. So, you can go,” he says rudely.
Yoongi doesn’t even flinch. “Your cultivation is harming you,” he says.
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Not this again .”
“Do you dare deny it?” Yoongi asks. Bluntly, he adds, “The healers have already confirmed that you have completely depleted your golden core. They couldn’t even find a wisp of yang energy beneath all the yin you’ve allowed to pollute your body.”
Jimin wants to laugh hysterically because of course none of the healers would suspect the real reason. It’s not that he has so much yin energy he’s covered up all of his yang energy - it’s that there is no yang energy because there is no golden core. Kim Namjoon’s golden core transfer surgery was completely experimental and unpublished. No healer would even think to consider such a thing would be possible. He wouldn’t believe it either if not for going through the surgery himself.
“I’m not polluted,” Jimin grouses.
“Jimin.”
“ What ?” he snaps.
“The healer said there is a way to help you,” Yoongi begins haltingly. He drops his eyes in a fashion that, were he a woman, would almost be demure. “With regular dual cultivation, it’s possible to balance your energy enough to -”
Jimin barks out a laugh. “Dual cultivation?”
Every cultivator knows what dual cultivation is. Cultivating by oneself means pulling pure energy from the environment and assimilating that energy within one’s core. Cultivating with another person means an exchange of energy - equal and opposite exchange during the height of the utmost intimacy and only possible through a high level of trust. Dual cultivation isn’t something any random pair of cultivators can do, and even then, to do it well is exceedingly difficult. Married couples can sometimes manage consistent dual cultivation, but both cultivators must have a high and near-equal level of cultivation.
For a healer to suggest such a thing for Jimin , who is not married and who does not let anyone close these days, is beyond hilarious. For Yoongi to bring it up, as if such a thing is actually a viable possibility, feels like the biggest joke of the year. He really can’t believe it.
“You can’t be serious,” Jimin laughs.
Yoongi presses his lips together, eyes still downcast. He smoothes his thumb over a zither string, ears red. “...While unorthodox, the healer’s advice could prove useful. At the very least, delivering a surge of yang energy could be enough to clear your meridians and -”
“No,” Jimin says flatly, belatedly realizing that Yoongi is serious .
But there’s no way - it’s just not possible. Even if Jimin thought it would work - and he doesn’t think it would work - the risk of his partner discovering Jimin’s missing golden core is far too high. There’s no way he would be able to hide something like that during dual cultivation. His partner would be tracking the flow of yang energy to make sure it made its way to Jimin’s core, and inevitably that would lead to his partner realizing there is no golden core. Not to mention, dual cultivation can only be successful if there is an opposite exchange - and there’s no way Jimin could, in good conscience, trade yang energy for yin energy. Someone with a golden core wouldn’t be able to handle such an influx of yin energy without serious damage. That’s why so-called demonic cultivators have failed in the past, he thinks. Others still had a golden core, and the poor mixture of yin and yang energy leads to madness. Jimin doesn’t have to worry about that because he doesn’t have a golden core.
And nobody knows about that. It must stay that way.
Yoongi doesn’t seem to appreciate Jimin’s flat refusal. “I want to help,” he says, finally looking up at Jimin with blazing golden eyes. He looks very determined.
And oh , Jimin realizes with incredulity. Yoongi wasn’t just bringing up dual cultivation with some random cultivator - he was volunteering himself for the task. Jimin feels hysterical with disbelief again, because it’s impossible that the second most-eligible bachelor in the cultivation world is offering himself to Jimin , of all people. Jimin knows that Yoongi is his friend - or was his friend before everything happened - but not even he can be that noble. Jimin won’t let him be that self-sacrificing, not when Yoongi’s reputation already takes a hit every time he’s caught in an argument with Jimin.
“I don’t want your help,” Jimin says. “I want you to leave me alone.”
“Jimin. You need to let me help.”
“No,” Jimin denies, sitting up on the cot. His vision dances dizzily from the sudden shift. He shakes his head. “No.”
“Please,” Yoongi says lowly. “Let me help.”
Jimin draws in a sharp breath, studying Yoongi closely. He looks so serious, something wild and desperate in his golden gaze. He’s a truly beautiful man.
Jimin is struck with a sudden wave of anger and he can’t really explain it, but he also can’t blame it on the yin energy swirling through his body. When he speaks, his tone is harsh, his words vulgar. Untamed. “What, you really want to dual cultivate with me like the healer said? You think fucking me is going to keep me on a leash? That’s what they want, all those people out there, like I’m some rabid animal that’s too useful to be put down! You really think the healer suggested dual cultivation out of concern for me? Don’t make me laugh!”
Yoongi sets his jaw, clenching his fists over his zither. He breathes deeply. “I can play Cleansing to help you regulate the yin energy and guide your spiritual circulation.”
Jimin draws short. “Cleansing? Isn’t Cleansing your sect’s song for purifying resentful spirits?” He pauses, then adds scornfully, “Though I guess that’s what I am to you people.”
“Jimin is not -” Yoongi cuts himself off, straightening his back. “Cleansing is also used for healing, to prevent qi deviation. It will help.”
Jimin feels skeptical but - well, it’s not like dual cultivation is actually an option. Even if Min Yoongi could bring himself to do that with Jimin and even if Jimin could do that with a man, it’s just too risky. But musical cultivation…
Jimin has first-hand experience now to know just how useful musical cultivation can be. He’s seen Yoongi cut through swaths of soldiers with music. He’s seen Min Chunghee soothe tempers in the camp with music. He uses music himself to manipulate yin energy.
Feeling tired, Jimin shifts on the cot. “Just playing Cleansing?” he checks.
Yoongi nods, now daring to pin Jimin with his steady gaze once more. “Especially after battles.”
Jimin sighs, looking away. “Fine. Whatever. Do what you want,” he mutters.
Notes:
A/N: So, it's my personal headcanon that spiritual energy actually contributes go some of the otherworldly features cultivators have - like Yoongi’s gold eyes or Jimin being a natural blond, etc. Yoongi’s eyes aren't gold to be poetic - they're actually like liquid gold because he has spiritual energy, because actual golden eyes isn't naturally occurring. So what would happen if he didn't have spiritual energy? His eyes would probably be light brown, just like Jimin’s eyes without spiritual energy are grayish instead of silver. And this headcanon extends to everything about a person without a golden core - weaker, slower reflexes, no magic because no spiritual energy, and even Jimin’s hair and skin have become duller, more "normal", tho ofc this is being explained away by other characters as corruption. Because if you're dabbling with dark energy, it stands to reason that everything else about you would also "darken", right? Confirmation bias! Everyone is totally overlooking that Jimin is mundane because the easier explanation is something else.
Po - an overcoat for a hanbok, simpler than a durumagi
Paerangi - bamboo hat
Sangtuwan - the crown worn over the top knot
beonggeoji - a small military hat
jeonrip - a military hat that is semi-spherical with a wide brim
gatkkuen - beaded strings worn with a hat, usually by higher-ranking individuals; you've definitely seen this in a k-drama.I'm hoping to have the next chapter posted by the end of July. You might also notice that this story finally has a final chapter count!
Chapter 22
Notes:
Lots of sad bois :( sad time skips toward the end!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Yoongi plays Cleansing with calm, measured strokes. For this piece of musical cultivation, it’s essential for his own mind to be clear, otherwise, he won’t be able to infuse the music with the correct calming essence. This is why he dutifully keeps his eyes trained on his zither, Haegyeol, lest he be distracted by the boy sitting on the floor not too far away.
His eyes, of course, betray him sometimes. He’s helpless to it, his gaze rising unwittingly to watch as Jimin’s jaw tenses or his brow furrows. Jimin in a meditative stance is an unusual sight. Being so still does not suit the other - and even Yoongi can see that this meditation is not peaceful the way it should be.
Even with Yoongi playing Cleansing at the highest skill he can muster, even with him infusing every note with spiritual power to circulate pure yang energy through the air, Jimin is struggling to tame the yin energy he has let into his body.
Yoongi doesn’t understand why Jimin would do this. Jimin was so bright before, the most naturally gifted in their entire generation. A reckless genius, yes, but cautious and orthodox in his own way. All those months spent searching for Jimin and Yoongi would have never thought or dared entertain the idea that the boy he would find would be a shadow, a mere echo of the brilliance of his previous light.
Why ? Yoongi wants to ask - demand, even. But every time he brings up the topic, he can’t stop himself from chastizing Jimin, his worry for the other boy eclipsing his better sense. It’s like he can’t control himself, a feat truly noteworthy of someone from a sect that prioritizes control over all else. With Jimin, none of Yoongi’s upbringing seems to matter. He is too concerned and fretful to do anything other than voice his concerns, and Jimin responds to this with shocking defensiveness, and they inevitably argue, and then Yoongi must watch Jimin walk away, again and again.
That he has gotten Jimin to agree to let him play Cleansing regularly is, to Yoongi, a miracle. He just wishes it was working better.
Yoongi is sure, at least, that Jimin is trying. But Jimin is also going into battle each day and using his flute to play wicked songs of resentment, and so any progress Yoongi manages is always snuffed away the next day. And some days, when the battles are longer and harder, it doesn’t seem like Yoongi is making any progress at all.
Would dual cultivation really have worked better ? His ears burn at the thought but -
Jimin had vehemently refused. He’d even mocked Yoongi for the suggestion, oblivious to the way that drove a knife of rejection straight into Yoongi’s heart. Yoongi’s own pride won’t let him bring up the topic again - and his fear that Jimin won’t let him play Cleansing for him anymore keeps other thoughts silent, locked away within his mind.
Yoongi strums a few more notes, which linger and shimmer through the air, and lifts his eyes to watch Jimin for a few scarce seconds. He has changed so much, and not for the better. He is too thin, bordering on sickly, new shadows beneath his eyes and hollows in his cheeks. His hair is a dull gold, lank, and lazily tied behind his head. His skin is so pale and sallow that his freckles stand out in sharp relief, and his eyes are dark, with barely even a glimmer of silver left.
It’s as if all traces of the sun have left him, stealing the luster and life from his skin, his hair, his soul. Yoongi is certain this is the effect of cultivating with yin energy.
Is the price worth it?
Yoongi hates to admit it but - battles have changed since Jimin joined the war effort. Things have become easier for the Bear Hunt Campaign. But the price is so high - not only his beloved’s health but his very soul as well.
Jimin doesn’t laugh anymore. He rarely smiles. It pains Yoongi more than he can comprehend. He does not think the price of victory is worth it at all.
Soon enough - too soon - Yoongi plays the final notes of Cleansing. He watches from the corner of his eye and Jimin shifts, and stretches his legs. The ever-present darkness in his eyes has not lifted at all, and it scares Yoongi. Scares him for Jimin.
But Jimin won’t be swayed. He won’t listen . He’s so reckless and Yoongi doesn’t understand why -
Because, for all that Jimin brought up the theory and angered Yoongi’s uncle, he hadn’t been serious. It couldn’t have been serious - there’s just no possibility that Jimin was ever actually thinking about doing any of this so long ago. It wouldn’t make any sense. In all of Yoongi’s life, he’d never come across a cultivator who was so enthralled with the magic of yang energy as Jimin. Nobody had ever matched Yoongi’s swordsmanship before, and even more significantly, nobody else his age understood the mechanics of yang energy enough to create talismans from scratch . Even his sect’s talisman master, Min Seojun, did not tinker nearly half as much as Jimin did.
So Yoongi can’t figure it out. Why did Jimin turn away from yang energy? Why does he cultivate yin energy? Why does he tolerate the whispers about him becoming a demonic cultivator? Why won’t he carry his sword - or even touch it - when Jimin had never been more than two steps away from Jangnan ever ?
Yoongi burns with these questions, and he will never have the answer to them. Jimin will never tell him. He knows this just as well as he knows the weak point in his once-broken leg. He can see it as clear as day. Jimin…does not trust the world anymore.
What happened to you? What really happened? Jimin, please. Tell me.
Yoongi does not ask, does not lower himself to beg . Instead, he sighs, and begins packing up his zither, careful of the newly replaced strings and the fresh blood-worn callouses on his fingers. Today, his fingers do not bleed. It’s an improvement; it shows just how much he does not have to fight as hard to defeat the Gom Sect.
The reason his fingers do not bleed is sitting three feet away, but Jimin might as well still be missing.
“Thanks for this,” Jimin mutters. “Don’t know how much good it’s doing, but…”
Jimin doesn’t look at him. He never does after these sessions.
What are you hiding from me, Jimin?
“Mn.” Yoongi stands. “I will visit again in the morning.”
Jimin plucks at a loose thread on his knee. He wears black all the time now. “Is that necessary? Shouldn’t you save your strength for the next battle?”
Yoongi is unmoved. “Tomorrow morning.”
Jimin sighs, rolling his eyes. “Fine.”
Heart twisting, Yoongi does not linger in Jimin’s tent. He can’t bear to, not when it’s like this and he doesn’t understand how to fix it. Or even if he can.
How do you stop a man intent to bury himself in his own grave?
“Divine Hand!” someone calls.
Yoongi pauses on his way back to the Horangi side of camp and sees a cluster of disciples from smaller sects. He recognizes none of them.
“Is it true that Park Jimin is really a demonic cultivator?” one of them demands. “How can you let this stand? You’re the Divine Hand! It’s your duty to exorcise evil and light the way! But we heard - well, we heard you were trying to cleanse that demon! It’s not true, is it?”
Anger has always been a close companion of Yoongi’s since he was very young and he was not allowed to visit his mother and he knelt in the snow for three days, incensed that the elders would not let him see her even on her deathbed. Since he was a child, Yoongi has done his best to bank his anger, redirect it toward becoming better and stronger, to becoming the perfect disciple. Anger is ever-present, but Yoongi can always temper it.
He feels no desire to temper it at all, right now. Rage suffuses every inch of his being and, if he didn’t know better, he’d think Jimin’s flute had summoned it to the forefront of his mind.
But, no - the ignorance of these fools has brought his ire forth.
Yoongi holds himself rigid, glaring at them down his nose. “ You are not qualified to talk to me ,” he hisses, infusing each syllable with the burning of his anger.
The disciples flinch back, paling.
Yoongi stalks off. He’s so mad he can barely think straight.
Who do they think they are? To say something like that about his Jimin ?
The skin of his bare wrist shivers with the echo of sensation - the sacred binding in the cave so long ago…
Jeongguk grunts as Minji wraps up his shoulder, which has been aching and aching with the intensity of his training. Now isn't exactly the optimal time to learn how to weird dual weapons, but he doesn't have an option. He's better when he has his sword and his mother’s bracelet, and seeing what Jimin is putting himself through for this war - well, Jeongguk isn't about to be left behind. He won't slack off. If he can push for more, then he will.
And he is getting stronger, so it's worth it. Doubly so because his fearsome reputation is attracting new disciples left and right. He's not dumb enough to ignore that advantage. He's the only sect leader here who isn't contributing more than 50 disciples - smaller sects have him beat, and the Mugunghwa Sect is supposed to be one of the Great Sects! Even the Jasujeon Sect is sending an entire platoon to the war front.
Jeongguk just needs to follow his brother's lead and do everything he can.
Of course, if lousy bastards would just shut up about Jimin, that would be better. Easier.
"Where the fuck do they get off?" Jeongguk grumbles. "Talking about him like that?"
Minji sighs. "What is new is easy to fear. They don't know Jimin-ah…"
It bothers them both, but what can be done? Even if he wanted to, Jeongguk has never been able to stop Jimin from doing whatever he damn well pleases and that hasn't changed at all. And, grimly, he can't deny that rumors of Jimin’s strength have done their fair share to draw more recruits for the sect, albeit morbidly curious ones that Jeongguk has to cull out through training half the time.
"And that Divine Hand, " he sneers, undeterred as Minji finishes dressing his wounds and hands him a healing tea from the infirmary. He drinks the tea unthinkingly, flinches at the bitter taste, and grimly downs the rest. "He's so intrusive and self-righteous!"
Jeongguk has, more than once, had to warn that Horangi bastard away from his brother. It's not like Jeongguk loves what Jimin is doing, but he'll be dammed if someone from another sect tries to insert himself into the issue, as if persuading Jimin is Yoongi’s responsibility. Jeongguk swears, if he upsets Jimin one more time…
He just really hates seeing Jimin mope around after those two argue. He doesn't get why Jimin cares so much about what Min Yoongi thinks anyway. Anyone else he shrugs away, but Yoongi? It's like he's being gutted every time.
Jeongguk really won't tolerate much more, even if playing Cleansing seems to help a little. They can just ask someone else from the Horangi Sect to play it. Min Yoongi isn't necessary.
"You should rest while you can, Jeongguk-ah," Minji advises, packing up her supplies. "You're part of the welcoming party tomorrow, aren't you?"
Jeongguk mumbles an affirmation and Minji smiles, patting his cheek fondly before she leaves.
Jeongguk frowns deeply. He is part of the welcoming party for the Jasujeon forces, who are joining the war effort late but right then they are sorely needed. Jeongguk heard from Taehyung not to expect too much since, apparently, these troops were volunteers who wanted to join Seokjin and barely even a fraction of the forces the Jasujeon could summon if ordered by the sect leader.
He doesn't know how he should feel about any of it. They need the soldiers, but it all feels a bit insulting, really. And Seokjin will be here and he hasn't seen his betrothed since the indoctrination camp.
Jeongguk isn’t sure he wants to see Seokjin, either. Not here, not like this, not when Jeongguk is still reeling from grief and rage. He doesn’t want to see pity on Seokjin’s face, or revulsion, or anything else. He wouldn’t be able to take it, not on top of everything else.
It all feels a little too much like he’s waiting for the next shoe to drop. Dread is his constant companion.
He's honestly a little shocked he even has a betrothed still. He would have thought Kim Kyongsoo would have broken the marriage contract after the Mugunghwa Sect burned, but he hasn't. To honor the deceased? Out of faith in Jeongguk? Because Kyongsoo doesn't care if he marries his third son off to a broken sect?
Or…had Seokjin said something? Insisted on keeping the betrothal? He tries not to put too much hope into that idea.
But that hope keeps him awake longer than it should.
Seokjin convinced his father to join the war effort by the skin of his teeth. He spent months petitioning his father, arguing in favor of joining the war, without making much traction. It was only by insinuating a mine of theirs might be compromised by the war that his father finally agreed. Of course, Seokjin doesn’t discount the fact that his half-brother, Sangwoo, had whispered in their father’s ear.
Sangwoo probably only helped Seokjin half-hoping Seokjin would die in battle and remove himself as a threat for the seat of the heir. He doesn’t even care if it’s true. It’s not like he’s any closer to Sangoo than he is to his eldest brother, Sangsik, who didn’t give a damn about the war effort, either.
It’s a good thing he managed to convince his father, too, otherwise, Hoseok would have disappeared in the night and made himself a sect deserter. While Seokjin was busy trying to scrounge together disciples who were loyal enough to him to follow him into what might be a losing war, Hoseok had been busy planning to leave to fight in the war by himself.
“You don’t need to do this,” Seokjin had said. “I convinced my father.”
Hoseok had, naturally, been skeptical. Neither of them was under any illusions about the depths of Kim Kyongsoo’s self-absorption. “How?”
“There’s a mine we use for silver and gems not too far away from the front,” Seokjin had explained.
Hoseok had squinted at him and easily called his bluff. “Is that mine even real?”
Seokjin had shrugged. By the time his father figures out the mine was a fabrication, Seokjin would be too far away to stop. And once he got to the war front, there was no way he would be leaving until the Bear Hunt Campaign won.
The Gom Sect simply had to be stopped. He didn’t give a damn if the Gom Sect was his sect’s closest ally or if his father was cowed by the power of Lee Chungwoo. Seokjin cared about the people, even if nobody thought a spoiled young master like him would spare a thought for any commoners.
But Hoseok is his best friend, and Seokjin cares that Hoseok cares. And Jeongguk is fighting in this war too - and Seokjin…cares about that as well.
And so now here is is, being welcomed into the war camp by Kim Byunghyun and Min Chunghee and Jeon Jeongguk, although his young betrothed hangs back with a sullen, unsure expression that Seokjin doesn’t have the slightest clue on how to deal with. He, like Jeongguk, simply says nothing more than hello .
He didn’t think it would be awkward between them. He’d thought maybe, after the indoctrination camp, they were finally on the same page, but now…
Jeongguk isn’t quite a stranger, but he is strange to Seokjin. Older, the last of the baby fat falling from his cheeks, and his eyes hardened by war. It’s hard to believe he’s only 17 and has lost everything - his family, his sect, and his innocence, all in one fell swoop.
Seokjin hasn’t the faintest clue as to how he should address any of that. Maybe because deep down, he is as cowardly as his father.
“Sect Leader Min!” a soldier calls out, rushing toward the welcoming party, waving a missive. “We just got word-”
“Ah,” Min Chunghee says, eyes lighting up appreciatively. He shoots a regretful look to Seokjin and the incoming soldiers. “Terribly sorry to cut this short, but I’m needed elsewhere.”
“Is that what I think it is?” Kim Byunghyun grunts, and when Chunghee nods sagely, he starts stomping off in the direction of the largest tent in the camp. “Coming with you, then. Jeongguk!”
Jeongguk doesn’t even flinch at the bark, although several disciples around them do. “Yes, Sect Leader Kim?”
Byunghyun doesn’t even break stride as he orders, “Get them settled, then get your ass to the council. Got it?”
“Be there soon,” Jeongguk mutters to Chunghee, who is rushing off after the volatile Kkachi Sect Leader. Left alone with the incoming Jasujeon contingent, Jeongguk only shifts awkwardly once before he addresses them, not quite meeting Seokjin’s eye. “We set up a few tents for you all over here. It’s near the infirmary, so I’m sorry about that. Screaming gets loud-”
“Screaming?” one of the Jasujeon disciples breathes in awe.
“-But on the bright side, you’re also closer to the kitchens. Be warned, the noonas won’t even give you scraps if you miss a meal, so be on time,” he says, leading them on without once looking back. He continues to point out important parts of the camp and offers a few tips, and Seokjin can only marvel at him.
Jeongguk is more of a natural-born leader than anyone he has ever met. It makes something in his stomach flutter. He stubbornly names this flutter nerves , trying to convince himself he’s just nervous about the war. His first battle will be tomorrow.
“Kim doryeon-nim,” Jeongguk calls after the lower disciples have been sorted into their tents. He jerks his head at one slightly larger structure with a purplish banner laid over the flaps of the tent. “This one is yours. Hope you don’t mind sharing with your head disciple…?”
“That’s…that’s acceptable,” Seokjin settles on, drawing himself up high. Hoseok has a quick laugh at his expense and then ducks into their tent with their bags.
Jeongguk nods and starts to walk away, but Seokjin calls out to him.
“Wait!”
Jeongguk does, looking at Seokjin expectantly.
Seokjin didn’t have anything prepared to say. He scrambles for something, anything . “I hear they’re calling you the Golden Lord.”
Jeongguk grimaces. “It’s a stupid title.”
“I heard it’s because every battle you’re in turns around. They say you have the golden touch on the battlefield,” Seokjin says. Does he sound too impressed?
Jeongguk’s scowl deepens. “As I said, it’s a stupid title. We win because everyone does their best.” He pauses and finally looks at Seokjin, but all the round-eyed mooniness Seokjin has come to anticipate is missing. Jeongguk has grown up, and far too quickly. “You’ll learn that yourself tomorrow. Be sure to show up at the war council meeting early so you can learn the battle plan. I have to go now.”
“Of course,” Seokjin says, but his voice is quiet and Jeongguk is already leaving. “Don’t let me keep you…”
Seokjin frowns, feeling rejected somehow. For the first time, he starts to wonder if he can keep Jeongguk , not the other way around.
It's only Hoseok’s first day on the battlefront and already he's been drafted as a medic. It doesn't seem to matter to the actual healers whether the only medical knowledge he has is from folk healing and this suits him just fine. He's seen men come back from these battles today and it's so different from nighthunting. Not what he signed up for when he decided to train as a cultivator.
And he wants to be here, he does. He wants to help put an end to the senseless destruction wrought by the Gom Sect. He wants to save the common people, because he isn't sure how many cultivators are motivated by this as opposed to simple pride and vengeance. He joined Seokjin here with every intention of joining battles - but he can't say he's displeased by this turn of events.
He's not sure he has what it takes to kill a man. Or kill a man and be able to sleep afterward. Not that many of their soldiers seem to be managing the last with much success.
Of course, it doesn’t take long for Hoseok to realize there is something unusual about the battlefront. It takes barely a day in the infirmary for him to start hearing rumors about demonic cultivation , and even less for him to realize this term is being attached to Park Jimin, of all people.
He doesn’t understand at first what that means. But then he hears the flute and he hears the stories - dead men rising as soon as they are killed, the flesh still warm as ghostly music makes them turn on the Gom Sect. Never for very long, but always long enough to make a difference. Or other stories, about black mist and red-eyed crows sweeping through battles and making men insane enough to kill themselves . Always just enough to give the Bear Hunt Campaign the edge it needs to turn the tide and win a battle.
It’s frightening, but it’s a good thing , isn’t it? Better to win battles quickly and avoid injuring more men, right?
But the way the soldiers speak about Park Jimin - the fear barely covered by scorn and prejudice. It doesn’t sit right with Hoseok, but what can he do? He’s one man, and not even an important one.
It’s at the infirmary that he meets a Mugunghwa maid by the name of Minji. She is evidently one of the only survivors of the Burning of Mugunghwa Pier and she seems to single-handedly keep a tight rein on the entire healing ward. Even the most seasoned healers from prominent sects listen to her about supply rations. She quickly takes Hoseok under her wing and that is how, not a week after joining the battlefront, Hoseok learns about the toll the war is taking on the most valuable soldier in the entire campaign.
“He does not eat enough, or sleep enough,” Minji frets tiredly, folding clean linens into small squares. Although clean, the cloth is stained rust-brown from previous use. At any other time, an infirmary would have thrown these cloths out in favor of fresh white ones. But here, during wartime, it is good enough that the cloths have been boiled and sun-dried.
“I heard the second Min doryeon-nim was helping,” Hoseok says cautiously. He’s also heard that Min Yoongi and Park Jimin still regularly get into very public blow-ups, all of which are attributed to Jimin’s new cultivation and evidently unstable temperament. Having seen them both at Horangi Recesses, though, Hoseok is more likely to believe that Min Yoongi’s censorship is the main cause of the conflict.
“He does,” Minji says shortly. “It helps.”
But not enough, she doesn’t say. Hoseok hears it anyway.
Days at the war front are busy and he is exhausted each day, falling onto his cot with limp limbs. Seokjin is no better. He’s been a pampered young master his entire life and while Seokjin is certainly a strong cultivator, he has not been taught to fight seriously. Seokjin seems to come to the realization that the standard pattern of sword forms he learned as a youth will not cut it in war, so some days, he rouses Hoseok in the middle of the night and they go through their paces, more brutal than ever.
Hoseok wonders how much Seokjin is motivated by Jeon Jeongguk, the Golden Lord. Probably a lot. Sometimes, he hears Seokjin muttering about ‘keeping up with that damn smug kid”, and it’s all he can do to hide his smile. Some days, Seokjin’s bid to keep up with Jeongguk is the only reason to smile.
He is so consumed with worry about the commoners. He’s sent letters to his parents and his sister, advising them to flee as far south as they can while the battle is waged in the north. He’s only gotten one missive back since the start of the war, which was well over six months ago, from his sister to confirm that they have left their village and have moved down to Ulsan. Apparently, even the Gom Sect is leery of occupying Ulsan - it’s too close to the Burial Mounds and has been left alone throughout the war.
He’s glad they’re safe. But his family is only one small family, and there are thousands of others who are cut down as they flee from where battles are waged.
And so, on days when the battlefront is quiet and Seokjin doesn’t need him and Minji gives him leave from the infirmary, Hoseok will visit the nearest village to offer aid. He heals a few villagers, passes on his share of war rations, and gives travelers advice on the safest paths to the south.
It’s on one of these trips, maybe a month or two after he joins the war, that he hears the sound of a flute floating through the air. Shamefully, his instinct is to draw his weapon, conditioned by stories of the battlefront to expect lumbering fierce corpses heading his way. But the street is quiet and there are no screaming villagers. Hoseok follows the sound of the flute, then ducks behind a wall, frowning at what he sees.
Park Jimin stands in front of freshly-covered graves, the mounds of dirt still dark from overturned soil. He plays the flute with his eyes closed, his skin too sallow for the vivid sunlight, his fingers trembling. He’s clearly beyond exhausted, but he still plays.
It takes Hoseok a very long time to realize that Jimin is playing a soothing tune, not unlike the scores he’d heard during the Horangi Lectures. It’s not the same music, but the intent is clear.
Jimin is putting souls to rest. Villagers that probably died violent, awful deaths because of this war.
Hoseok has not seen any other cultivators spare a thought for the common people this entire war. Sure, the Bear Hunt Campaign makes an effort to take battles away from towns, but not even the Horangi Sect has sent cultivators out to settle spirits. And they should , Hoseok realizes with a start, because leaving these many souls who died violent deaths in an area that is still seeping with the violence of war is a recipe for extremely bad hauntings in the next few years. Every village and battlefront should be cleansed for the sake of the common people, but the Bear Hunt Campaign has overlooked this need.
Park Jimin, though, has recognized the problem and is quietly solving it himself. And even Hoseok can see that putting spirits to rest is pulling on Jimin’s already low reserves. He probably shouldn’t be doing this for the sake of his own health, yet here he is.
Indignance sweeps through Hoseok. How dare other cultivators criticize Jimin when they are doing nothing to build peace for the future? So what if Jimin’s cultivation is unorthodox? He’s still much more moral and righteous than anyone else Hoseok has ever met!
Hoseok is so consumed by his fury that he doesn’t realize the flute has stopped, or that Jimin has turned around to look at him. So when Jimin says, “You can’t say anything”, Hoseok only barely stops himself from falling over from the force of his flinch.
“What?” he croaks.
Jimin gestures to the graves with his flute. “You can’t say anything about this.”
“Why not?” Hoseok asks. “You’re…doing a good thing. You’re a good cultivator. A good man.”
“They’ll never believe you,” Jimin says with a twist of his lips. “So it’s better to not say anything at all.”
It’s a hard truth to hear. “But…”
Jimin walks away before Hoseok can say anything else, his steps just as shadow-light as any spirit. For a moment, Hoseok wonders if he hadn’t imagined him, but the fresh graves are there, proving it wasn’t just his imagination.
Taehyung cannot believe how much work he has to do just to keep the sects off Jimin’s back. The level of their ignorance would be astounding to anyone else, but to Taehyung, it’s a persistent annoyance. So self-righteous all the time, but ever-so willing to take advantage of any leverage, especially powerful ones.
Spit on Park Jimin one moment for his cultivation methods, then reap the benefit of those methods the next.
“It’s a good thing you aren’t here, Eunwoo-ah,” Taehyung grouses, squinting at the endless missives scattered across the humble desk in his even more humble tent located near his brother’s at the war camp. “If you were here, I’d probably be sending you out on political assassination missions, and I know you don’t like to do those. Although, it’s Jimin , and you like him, so maybe you wouldn’t mind…?”
Taehyung can practically hear his lover’s amused voice. Oh, well, if it’s for Jimin …Who do you want me to kill ?
Taehyung’s lips twist with amusement, subdued only by the ache in his chest. He really does miss Eunwoo, even though he knows Eunwoo is exactly where he needs to be right now - which is behind enemy lines. Taehyung really doesn’t like it, but he would trust nobody else with such an important role, and Eunwoo has his own score to settle with the Gom Sect. They all do. Taehyung wouldn’t stop Eunwoo even if he wanted to. The fact that Eunwoo is the only one with the skill set necessary to slip into the Gom Sect, join the ranks and pretend at loyalty to get access to information the Bear Hunt Campaign needs, is beside the point.
He’s confident that Eunwoo is safe. Taehyung knows better than most that, despite not being part of the gentry class and not widely recognized as a skilled cultivator, Eunwoo is twice as deadly as any soldier. The only people that could match him might be Jeongguk and Yoongi and Jimin.
Of course, Eunwoo’s hidden talents are by design. Let everyone think he’s only a very talented bodyguard and nothing else. Let them forget where he is and what he’s doing. Let them believe Taehyung sends him out on frivolous errands for candied fruit in the middle of the war. It all works so well, and nobody realizes that Eunwoo is playing two sides - or really one side, spying on the enemy, passing maps and battle plans along, and covertly sabotaging Gom supplies. Nobody is looking at what they should be looking at because Taehyung and Eunwoo use such good misdirection.
But this strategy doesn’t work for Taehyung’s closest friend and it’s beyond frustrating.
Every time Taehyung tries to make Jimin seem less dangerous, he ends up inventing some new way to unwittingly terrify the masses. Sure, Taehyung realizes that all of Jimin’s innovations are a product of war and the desire for victory, but it doesn’t make it any easier to rustle up easier-to-swallow and much less frightful rumors for the commoners. It’s even harder to stop the fear-addled wagging tongues of cultivators who can clearly recognize when a cultivation method is…not quite orthodox.
Taehyung found a gray hair today. He’s not even 20. He fully blames Jimin for it.
“There has to be something I can do,” he mutters, leafing through his correspondence again. He has spies across the country, sending hidden messages in reports about crop rotation and cattle movements and linen production. Spies that keep him abreast of movements in Gom territory, sentiments in other territories, the state of the commoners. It never ends.
But he thinks the turning point of the war is coming soon. The Gom Sect is getting more aggressive, and they have these strange soldiers that do something on the battlefield that none in the Bear Hunt camp can comprehend. It’s a new tactic, and not even Eunwoo has been able to dig up information about it.
Taehyung doesn’t know how long this new tactic will remain effective. He’d seen the expression on Jimin’s face after the last battle, and even though his friend has changed, his insatiable curiosity had not. Jimin wore the same expression he had when he was puzzling through a new talisman invention at the Horangi lectures, so Taehyung figures it’s only a matter of time before he comes up with a new solution. And only a matter of time before that new solution gives Taehyung another headache as he tries to make whatever Jimin does seem less threatening .
But also, Taehyung thinks he’ll have a hand in this turning point, too. A more direct one. The paper puppets he’s ordered are almost out of production and there will be enough to be used in battle. He thinks he can convince his brother to use them as a diversion at a crucial point, and that might be enough to turn the tides in their favor.
The war is so close to Seoul. So close.
Surely it can’t last much longer.
Namjoon has spent his entire life as a doctor. He can confidently say he has seen more blood and viscera than any other cultivator. He's seen the worst illnesses and even more gruesome deaths. He is no stranger to witnessing suffering.
But this - war - the suffering is different. Worse. He just wants it to end He's afraid he'll never be able to scrub the blood stains from the lines of his palms.
It's been seven, eight, nine months since the war officially started, and long gone are the days when Namjoon could wait for his patients in the camp infirmary. Now, he is in the midst of battle, trying to stem hemorrhages and set bones and remove barbed arrows from limbs and torsos. All of his prodigious skill is thrown to the wayside for speed, and even then, he can't save everyone. He can't save nearly enough, and he's conflicted about it because -
These are soldiers simply following orders. But he's also painfully aware that they are soldiers on the wrong side of the war. He's on the wrong side of the war.
He carries through with the grim task anyway. Namjoon is, always, a doctor first. He won't let Lee Chungwoo take that from him. Wrong side or not, he won't just let a patient die .
Every day, he's thankful Dohoon is in Ilsan with their family. He'd been able to convince Lee Chungwoo that Dohoon, while a capable assistant, would be a hindrance as a field medic with his unstable, overly sensitive qi. Lee Chungwoo didn't care one way or another, of course, as long as Namjoon did what was asked of him.
It gets harder to do what's asked of him when Lee Chungwoo sends his yin puppets into battle as the war pulls ever closer to Seoul's borders.
Namjoon is supposed to monitor the puppets, make sure their infection doesn't spread to healthy soldiers, and generally report back on how effective they are against the enemy. The puppets are starkly efficient. The Bear Hunt Campaign has no idea that making close contact with the puppets, spilling and mixing blood, easily spreads the infection. Namjoon watches from afar as healthy cultivators in white and purple and green turn into living puppets, much to the alarm of their brethren. He knows they don't stand a chance. Nothing short of death - including soul death - can stamp out the infection. The Bear Hunt Campaign won't be able to figure it out in time or reverse it fast enough to save anyone, even if they could get a close enough look at the living yin puppets to examine the soul snatch.
Although…there is one person who is smart enough to puzzle it out if given half the chance. Already, Namjoon has heard nascent whispers of Park Jimin managing something similar to Lee Chungwoo's yin puppets - only Jimin’s puppets are made from recent corpses and his don't last even a fraction as long.
If Jimin could get close enough, would he be able to master the skill after observing the puppets?
Namjoon is frankly terrified of Jimin’s new cultivation. Even the Gom Sect calls him a demonic cultivator and Lee Chungwoo laughs with glee as he learns about what Jimin does. Namjoon has theories about how Jimin does what he does, and he feels nothing short of monstrous to know that he had a hand in making it possible.
Yin energy is so corrosive. Namjoon has seen what yin energy has done to a cultivator as strong as Lee Chungwoo, and he can only imagine Jimin is on the same path.
Except Jimin does have a core to corrupt. And Jimin, he's certain, is fundamentally good .
Kneeling on the battlefield and directing medics to gather the wounded as today's battle draws to a close, Namjoon swallows. He makes another decision, the latest in a long line of decisions that may become regrets.
"Leave it," he shouts to the soldiers who are trying to corral a yin puppet back to camp. "It’s almost dead. Don't bother with it!"
Under his hands, which are holding a bloodied cloth over a gaping wound, the captain of this platoon gurgles a protest. His neck is bleeding too rapidly for Namjoon to fix, although he'll still try. Even with such a wound, the captain has enough vigor to curse at Namjoon.
"Are you crazy? Sect Leader will kill me if I let one of his experiments"
You're dying anyway , Namjoon thinks, pressing against the wound harder.
"Be quiet unless you want to bleed out," Namjoon snaps.
The captain glares, but falls quiet, silently demanding an explanation.
Well, the captain may be dying, but there are others here who have the same question in their eyes - others who would be willing to report Namjoon for anything stinking of disloyalty. Namjoon can't have that happening.
"Like I said, that puppet is almost totally drained. It'll die before we even get back to camp," he lies, injecting his voice with every ounce of authority. They all know he's close to Lee Chungwoo and these experiments. They know he knows more about the yin puppets than they do.
And so they believe the lie, releasing the puppet to let it lumber mindlessly after the retreating soldiers of the Bear Hunt Campaign.
Namjoon hopes this gamble works. Hopes the Bear Hunt soldiers can capture the puppet, hopes Jimin can get the opportunity to stop it, hopes this helps the war end sooner.
God. Just let it all end.
Notes:
these interlude chapters are fun for character development and getting new perspectives since our main narrator can be unreliable but also because my brain is like, "cool, let's introduce new suffering!"
look for the next update around mid-August? probably? I'm trying to keep with every 2 weeks!
while you're waiting for the next chapter, you can pop over to my pseuds. I wrote under "cupcakeriot" for the Twilight fandom for a long time and I'll be transferring my favorite works here to ao3 from fanfic.net. However, Love 2.0 is fully uploaded here!
I know this story is halfway over, but I'd just like to say that I already know what my next BTS fanfic will be - yoonmin ABO professional esports and I'll be starting it immediately after this story is done. the title is so clever, you have no idea how proud I am about it lol
Chapter 23
Notes:
CW: war violence, zombies, misunderstandings about soup, and jokes about necromancy! mentions of chronic illness!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jimin recognizes it right away. He’d seen it before, from a distance and from a time before the war, although he can admit that this new version is much more improved than the one he was first introduced to. It feels like so long ago that he came across the spirit-snatched cultivator at Horangi Recesses, and now that he’s coming face-to-face with another victim, he can see that the experiment is complete.
Of course, it was Lee Chungwoo experimenting with yin energy the whole time. Probably experimenting with the yin metal, if Jimin had to guess. He can almost taste the taint of that metal with how finely-tuned his senses are to yin energy.
“Don’t touch it,” he warns the anxious cultivators around him. “And don’t let it loose.”
Obediently, the Bear Hunt Campaign takes a healthy step back, and the cultivators who have wrapped the living puppet in chains tighten their grip. Jimin tilts his head, examining the black veins crawling along the dry, cracked skin of the puppet, scabs and rivets of fresh blood from the broken skin that seeps into clothes. The living puppet’s skin is mottled with internal bruising, overly flushed from fever, and yellow in the eyes. It looks to be in excruciating pain, but it still mindlessly thrashes away - but not at Jimin.
The living puppet is drawn to yang energy, and so it tries to lunge for the cultivators around Jimin. It’s almost like the puppet doesn’t even see him, and he uses that advantage to take a good long look.
This was not how he thought his morning would go.
Jeongguk had physically dragged him to the latest war council, insisting Jimin was necessary for planning the next strategy since he’d become a crucial part of winning battles with his new tricks. Jimin had complained, preferring to sleep, but Jeongguk had won in the end, and so Jimin had found himself trying not to doze in the meeting, ignoring the skeptical and derisive eyes on him all the while. The meeting had only just begun when one of the lower-ranked soldiers tumbled directly into the tent and frantically reported that “one of those things followed us from the last battle!”
Eyes had turned to Jimin, of course. Jimin held his hands up. “Don’t look at me. All my tricks , as you say, have already been put down.”
“You!” Jeongguk snaps at the reporting soldier. “Be clear about what you’re talking about!”
“I-it’s one of those d-diseased soldiers,” the soldier stutters.
The diseased soldiers. A new tactic of Lee Chungwoo’s now that the Bear Hunt Campaign is getting closer to Seoul. Some of their soldiers had already been victims on the battlefield, whatever spiritual disease spreading easily from the living puppet to the fighting forces. During the last battle, Jimin had forced most of those puppets away with his fierce corpses, but he hadn’t been prepared, and controlling that many corpses at once had been difficult. It’s why he wanted to sleep as much as he could so that he could recharge before the next battle.
And now, here they are, the war council watching as Jimin circles around the living puppet with a deep frown.
“This thing has sickened some of our own,” Kim Byunghyun grunts. “You’re saying it's some kind of disease. Well, can you cure it?”
Jimin crosses his arms, tapping his fingers restlessly against his elbow. “This is a spiritual infection of a sort,” he says. “Tainted yin energy is forced into the victim, turning it into a living puppet controlled by Lee Chungwoo and the yin metal. It works from quite a distance, but the length of the disease depends on the strength of the body. This puppet was previously a healthy cultivator, but I guess the degradation of his golden core from the yin metal and the nature of the disease means that he won’t last much longer. Already, the body is failing. So, can I cure this one? No. Too far gone. It would be more merciful to kill him.”
“What about ours, then?” Min Chunghee prompts.
Jimin sighs. “It would depend on how far the disease has spread,” he says grimly. “In the early stages, cleansing the yin energy aggressively might help the cultivator fight back before the spirit is fully snatched. But…I would say the cultivator might never get back to full strength. You could save a life, but a fighter in the war would still be lost.”
Jeongguk grimaces. “Great.”
“Damn! Lee Chungwoo, you bastard!” Kim Byunghyun curses.
“That’s unfortunate,” Min Chunghee says solemnly. “But, if we can save lives, then that’s what we’ll do. I’ll pull some of our disciples from the battlefield and reassign them to the infirmary. As soon as one of ours encounters one of these living puppets, our policy should be to bring our soldiers back to the infirmary for immediate cleansing. Do you all agree?”
The rest of the war council does agree. After all, it’s a plan that makes sense.
“Nobody can touch anyone who’s been infected,” Jimin warns. “The disease seems to pass from blood to blood, through open wounds. But we can’t be carrying around chains in battle - it would slow our soldiers down too much.”
Jeongguk lifts his brows. “What do you suggest then?”
“I have a talisman that can work,” Jimin says. He flicks his eyes to Yoongi, who has been listening to the discussion quietly the whole time. Jimin feels very old when he says, “Do you remember? I showed you when we were hunting down the yin metal.”
In response, Yoongi sketches a familiar talisman in his silvery spiritual energy, the characters shimmering in the air before a chord of spiritual energy snaps forward, winding around the puppet tightly. The living puppet hisses and thrashes in response, but it’s clear that the binding talisman is more secure than chains. And more convenient.
Kim Byunghyun looks impressed. “Well, then, let’s teach our troops this talisman! Right away! I want everyone to master it before the next battle!”
Jeongguk twitches, like he wants to say something, but holds himself back. “Jimin,” he says curtly, and Jimin understands.
He spends the morning giving instructions on how to perform the binding talisman and ignores how nice it feels to not be regarded with as much weariness as he usually is. Better to not get used to it. As soon as he’s done teaching his invention, everything will go back to how it was before.
It’s been a year and a half since the start of the war, and Jimin can confidently say that this second winter is much more brutal than the first. Last year, he’d emerged from the Burial Mounds on the cusp of winter, and perhaps being so fresh from the weight of that hell on earth had numbed him to the cold whipping through the air. This year, though, the cold is inescapable, especially now that the war effort is at the foot of Seoul where the northern winters are especially brutal.
Some days, Jimin feels like his body is unraveling, like the stitches of yin energy holding his mangled muscles and broken bones together are weakening by the hour. On those days, he’s sure it’s because Cleansing is removing a little too much yin energy from his body.
But how can he say, “Stop, no more. If you continue to cleanse me, my body will fall apart. You don’t understand. I need the yin energy to live, to move, to breathe. Without it, I would certainly be dead. It healed me.”
He can’t utter the words. To do so would be too damning. He also can’t back out of his agreement with Yoongi - their tentative peace now that they are no longer fighting is too much of a comfort for Jimin to deliberately destroy it.
And so, after Yoongi plays Cleansing and leaves Jimin’s tent, Jimin meditates to bring more yin energy back into his body. He can deal with the tormented screams and malicious whispers in his ears if the yin energy can just keep his body together . What Yoongi and the others don’t know won’t hurt them.
All the same, now that they are so deep into the war and so close to Gom Sect territory, resources are scarce. War rations are already not for the faint of heart, but now, the rations have been reduced even more. Soldiers are hungry and grim. On the coldest winter days, the sect leaders send parties to fly south and east and west to hunt something, anything to feed the troops, and the Bear Hunt Campaign gnaws on the charred hunt through the night.
Jimin does not. Jimin’s taste for meat has not returned, but he is more than happy with the rice and spices Minji manages to scrounge up for him. He doesn’t know how she does it, but he thinks she might be a walking miracle.
One day, the day after a very tough battle, Minji manages to work another miracle. Somehow, some way, she gathers the ingredients to make her soup - just enough for one precious pot, the pork picked out of Jimin’s bowl and added to Jeongguk’s with a fond twinkle in her eye.
Jeongguk gorges himself on the soup, licking greedily at the spoon. He eyes the remainder of the pot hungrily, but when Minji moves to scoop more into his bowl, Jeongguk waves her away. “No. I’m full. Really, noona,” he says. Jeongguk hesitates. “But…perhaps the rest could be sent to Kim doryeon-nim.”
Jimin bites his lip, trying not to laugh at his brother’s awkward expression. Jeongguk sees him and kicks his shin anyway.
“I think that’s a lovely idea, Jeongguk-ah,” Minji says warmly, ignoring their antics like the saint she is. She stands up, covering the pot and transferring it onto a tray with a clean bowl, along with a portion of fresh rice. “I’ll take this to him right away so that your betrothed can enjoy a warm meal. Heaven knows we all need it…”
Minji walks off with a graceful stride and Jimin snickers.
“Look at you, such a doting husband,” he teases.
“Knock it off,” Jeongguk grumbles. “Asshole.”
"I'm touched by your devotion, Gguk-ah. Really!"
"I will call Min Yoongi here and make him lecture you," Jeongguk threatens, clenching his spoon with a red face.
Jimin wrinkles his nose. "What? I haven't even done anything to be lectured about."
Jeongguk narrows his eyes, like he doesn't believe him
Jimin opens his mouth to retort, but a commotion from the other side of the camp cuts him off. It doesn't sound like the heralding cry of invading troops, but it is loud . And it's coming from the direction of the Jasujeon area of the camp.
Intuition puts unease in Jimin’s stomach. Jeongguk must feel similarly since he also stands and starts making his way toward the noise, soldiers parting ways for them both to pass easily through. Jimin isn't sure what he expected to see when they made it to the small cluster of Jasujeon tents, but it certainly wasn't this -
Minii standing in the middle of the commotion, her shoulders hunched and her fingers twisted into her skirts. Her eyes are misty and her face is pink from mortification, but her lips are pressed together as if she doesn't dare say anything. At her feet is the turned over tray she'd carried over, soup from the broken ceramic bowl spreading over the dirty ground.
And standing over her, arms on his hips and a sneer on his face, is Kim Seokjin. He speaks loudly, uncaring of the crowd, as he reprimands Minji.
"...your master's only servant, someone who is supposed to be loyal to him, and you have the audacity to attempt this whorish display!" Seokjin blusters, gesturing sharply to the overturned tray. "Your attempt at seduction won't get you into my bed. I should have you punished for-"
Jeongguk seems to be frozen in shock, his expression very young.
Jimin is decidedly less shocked. He moves faster than anyone can stop him, lunging past Minji with his hand cooked back. He may not have the strength of a cultivator and his body may be slowly breaking down, but anger has a way of making everyone stronger. Jimin doesn't pull his punch, slamming his fist into Seokjin’s perfect nose with an audible wet crunch.
Seokjin drops like a stone, probably from the surprise of the hit rather than Jimin’s strength. His nose is bleeding. He touches the blood dazedly.
Jimin shakes out his fist, knuckles stinging.
"Hyung!" Jeongguk finally yelps, grabbing Jimin’s elbow.
Jimin tries to shake him off. "Let me go, Gguk-ah. He needs to answer for what he said to noona!"
Jeongguk doesn't let him go, so Jimin changes tracks, snarling at Seokjin’s sprawled form.
"Did you even bother to ask if Jeongguk was the one to send over the soup? Or did you really expect a sect leader to take the time to deliver it directly to you? You dumb bastard," Jimin laughs measly. "I don't know how things are in the Jasujeon Sect, but if delivering soup is considered a whorish act, I can only imagine the rumors about your illustrious father are true-"
"Jimin, that's enough," Jeongguk says sharply. He moves to Minji’s side, carefully touching her shoulder. "Are you okay, noona? Did you get burned?"
Minji shakes her head, clearly embarrassed.
Jeongguk straightens up, shooting all the gawking soldiers a frosty, narrow-eyed glare. "Do none of you have anything better to do? Scram!"
They scatter obediently. The only ones who stay are Min Yoongi and Jung Hoseok, who had been lurking near the infirmary tent to watch the scene. While Hoseok is giving Seokjin a disappointed look, Yoongi’s expression is unreadable.
Well, it would be unreadable to anyone else. But Jimin can read it perfectly fine.
Yoongi thinks Jimin snapped because of the yin cultivation. He thinks Jimin is losing control.
"Jimin," Yoongi says lowly.
Jimin purses his lips, looking away with his arms crossed over his chest. He isn’t pouting. He’s not.
"Oh, good," Jeongguk says with relief. He shoves Jimin in Yoongi’s direction. "Take him somewhere to calm down. Noona too."
"Gguk-ah," Jimin tries.
"I know," his little brother says, and Jimin knows he means I would have done the same but it still doesn't look good .
Reluctantly, Jimin follows Yoongi away from the scene of the drama. Minji keeps pace beside him, which makes it more bearable. They leave Seokjin to Jeongguk’s tender mercies, under the supervision of Hoseok, who doesn’t look inclined to interfere at all when Jeongguk’s irate tone cuts into the air, followed by Seokjin grumbling, but clearly apologetic.
“Are you really okay, noona?” Jimin questions, resolute in his desire to ignore Yoongi. If he ignores the Horangi cultivator, maybe he won’t be lectured. He can only hope.
Minji offers a wan smile. “Truly, I’m okay, Jimin-ah. I didn’t expect…”
Jimin snorts, tossing his head. “That stupid peacock,” he sneers. “How full of himself does he have to be to really think he’d be seduced in the middle of a war camp? Honestly…”
Minji doesn’t chide him, which means she’s agrees but she’s too polite to say it out loud. Well, Jimin doesn’t mind being rude! He spends the rest of the walk back to the Mugunghwa tents muttering insults about Kim Seokjin’s character under his breath, a dark cloud on his brow. He can’t believe Jeongguk still wants to marry that arrogant jerk! And just when Jimin was sure Seokjin had turned a new leaf, doing so much to join the war effort. From what Taehyung said, it wasn’t easy for Seokjin to get Jasujeon troops here, but then at the first opportunity, Seokjin just has to go and prove what a peacock he is!
“Couldn’t stand him when we were kids,” Jimin mumbles. “Can’t stand him now. Good for nothing, show-off, narcissistic…”
“Try not to think about it too much, Jimin-ah,” Minji advises sweetly. “It was just a misunderstanding.”
Jimin can’t even articulate his incredulity. Fortunately, he doesn’t have to, as they arrive at his tent right at that moment. Unfortunately, Yoongi stands at the entrance stoically and with a set to his jaw that says he won’t be leaving until he’s said his piece about the incident.
Minji clears her throat delicately and excuses herself. Yoongi blinks placidly. And Jimin sighs heavily, rolling his eyes as he stomps into the tent. He flops down onto his cot, arms still crossed defensively over his chest.
“Just say what you have to say and go,” he mutters when Yoongi follows him in.
“ Do not act impulsively. Be amicable and united- ”
“Are you reciting your sect rules to me?”
“ Do not fight without permission -”
“We aren’t at Horangi Recesses!” Jimin argues. “I can fight if I want to!”
“ Be strict with yourself. Be easy on others ,” Yoongi says pointedly.
Jimin curls his lip. “Hey, Min Yoongi. Don’t you think those rules should be applied to yourself?”
Yoongi inhales sharply. “ Maintain your own discipline . Do not create damages. ”
Jimin rolls his eyes again, groaning loudly. “I know what you’re doing and let me tell you, I would have punched him regardless of my cultivation. He deserved it.”
Yoongi hums. He doesn’t sound convinced.
“If this is all you’re here to do, you can just leave,” Jimin tells him bluntly. “I’m tired.”
“Jimin…”
Jimin turns his head, frowning at Yoongi. “Aren’t you tired? Just leave me be. I know what I’m doing.”
Yoongi presses his lips together, but he doesn’t say anything. As always, his silence is louder than any words that could be spoken. Silently, Yoongi kneels and summons his zither in a wave of silvery energy, the fine instrument materializing on his lap in a shimmer of yang energy. He starts to play Cleansing, and Jimin closes his eyes, rolling onto his side so that his back is to Yoongi. He lets the purified energy wash over him, wincing as some of the yin energy holding him together wisps away.
He holds onto it as much as he can, and tries not to think about how it feels like so much of himself is falling apart.
The battle at the Paju stronghold is long and deadly. Paju is one of the last outposts between official Gom Sect territories and the rest of the country, just within spitting distance of Seoul and the Gom Sect’s Nightless City. The soldiers at Paju are clearly some of the best ilk in the Gom Sect, and they do not go down as easily as others have in previous battles. This skirmish takes place over three days, with troops fighting in shifts throughout the day and night.
Jimin is awake for most of that time, pushing himself far beyond his physical abilities. He uses every talisman in his arsenal, plays Nunchi until his lips are bruised and bleeding, and summons so much fresh yin energy from the battlefield that he’s surprised his own veins aren’t black with it.
Lee Chungwoo has sent his living puppets again for this battle. Jimin tries and tries, but he can do nothing about them. He can’t control them, can’t force them away. The best he can do is send gaggles of fierce corpses and spirits to the living puppets - at the very least, create a physical barrier between the contagious puppets and the Bear Hunt cultivators.
It’s not enough. He can’t do enough. They lose so many people those three days, from minor sects to major sects. A few of Jeongguk’s hard-won new recruits die in battle, and Jimin can’t bring himself to raise those corpses.
The battle at the Paju stronghold only ends when Kim Byunghyun strikes down the highest-ranking general on the Gom Sect side. When Byunghyun’s saber cuts the head off Lee Hayool’s shoulders and he hefts the head by the hair so that all can see the heir to the seat of the Gom Sect has been killed, the battle ends then and there. The living puppets drop to the ground and the Gom Sect beats a hasty retreat.
Jimin pants, clutching the stitch in his side as the Kkachi Sect Leader parades the head of their enemy across the battlefield, gleefully sending a gruesome message. Nunchi, his so-called ghost flute, is at his side, hanging from limp fingers. In a fit of self-deprecating exhaustion, he can’t help but wonder how he is considered a blight, but Byunghyun is considered a hero.
It doesn’t matter.
With the battle at Paju won, the Bear Hunt Campaign turns to push forward further into Seoul. The sect leaders all agree that storming Seoul is probably the only way to break through the various barriers Lee Chungwoo has put in place. But they also all agree that they don’t have a strong enough force to break through and win a direct battle.
So they stay at Paju, hunkering down in the bunkers and spreading through the stronghold for the remainder of the winter. There are smaller battles every few days as the Gom Sect tries to run them off, but those battles all end the same way - with injuries, but no major losses. The living puppets aren’t sent again. It makes Jimin suspicious.
“We need more power,” Jimin says to Jeongguk one evening. “More men.”
Jeongguk sighs. He looks tired, dark circles under his eyes. “I heard Kim doryeon-nim is sending for reinforcements. Min Chunghee is also calling for more soldiers. Some minor sects are gathering more men too, but…”
“It’s not enough,” Jimin agrees. He’s seen the tactical information that’s been gathered, and the Gom Sect forces still outnumber them three to one. Going in without a more even number will be a massacre.
“It might have to be a gamble we need to make. Taehyung-hyung’s intel isn’t looking promising,” Jeongguk admits grimly. The firelight flashes over his face. He looks ten years older, worn and so tired.
Jimin hates it. He hates war and he hates violence. Some men are enthralled with the bloodlust of battle, but Jimin feels it all so much, so magnified, that all it does is make him want to flee, get distance between himself and the swell of dark energy.
But he won’t run. He’s never run from a fight and he won’t start now.
Jimin just needs to think a little more. Push harder. Get creative. There has to be something he hasn’t thought of, something he can do. He’s at the limit of his abilities with yin energy, he thinks, but if he had a way to channel more of it - if he had a way to fine-tune his control…
The winter is hard and seems to run longer than usual. It gives Jimin plenty of time to think. And what Jimin thinks about is just how close he is to a certain cave he spent some time in a few years ago. A cave that certainly holds a particular sword. A sword full of the exact type of energy Jimin is specially qualified to refine and control now that he doesn’t have a pesky golden core to slow his progress.
Under the cover of night and with the escort of crows to watch his back, Jimin sneaks out of camp for a week, traveling by shadows through the outskirts of Seoul. He walks right into the bear’s den with grim determination. He finds the cave where he and Yoongi killed the Tortoise of Slaughter. He dives into grimy, dirty water and emerges bloodstained with a blackened sword in his grasp. He brings his flute to his lips and focuses -
“Where have you been?” Jeongguk demands the moment Jimin walks back into camp.
He misses the way Jimin’s feet stumble, his gait unsteady, but that’s fine. Jimin just needs to get to his tent so he can rest. He hadn’t anticipated running into his little brother so soon, but this is fine. Jeongguk would have to know sooner or later, and sooner is probably better since Jimin has been gone from the camp for…How long has he been gone?
“It’s been three days! I thought you fell in a ditch somewhere!” Jeongguk exclaims.
Ah. Three days then. That’s how long it took to refine the yin sword into something he could work with. Jimin wrinkles his nose. “I wouldn’t stay in a ditch if I fell into one.”
Jeongguk smacks his shoulder hard enough that Jimin is forced back a step. “Answer the question! Where were you?” Jeongguk’s eyes flick over him quickly, then stop once they reach the center of Jimin’s chest. His violet gaze widens, his skin blanching as he finally hones in on the energy Jimin is too tired to cloak entirely. “What…is that? Hyung?”
“A way to win the war,” Jimin says with weary confidence, glancing down at the black iron amulet resting over his sternum.
Jeongguk recoiled. "It feels…wrong."
It does, no doubt about it. Jimin had close enough contact with the scraps of yin metal to recognize a similar taint on the sword. He doesn't think they were two parts of the same whole, but rather two pieces of yin-saturated material that was crafted and discovered at the same time, maybe even from the same ore. The sword, now amulet, is not yin metal, but it's close. The main difference is the exposure the sword had to the Tortoise of Slaughter, which has seeped the metal into something with a stubborn, bloodthirsty sentience. Jimin only managed to refine it out of sheer stubborn will, and even now, he can tell it is not loyal to him the same way another spiritual weapon would be. It tries to sink tenter hooks into his mind, exhausting him. As soon as he can, he'll have to find a containment seal for it until he's ready to use it.
"Is that why you look like shit?" Jeongguk presses bluntly. He takes Jimin by the elbow, towing him through the quiet camp, which is winding down for sleep. "You better rest while you can. We have a battle tomorrow, gonna try to push into Seoul. You're lucky I made excuses for you or people would be talking about you disappearing. Again ."
Jimin allows Jeongguk to lead him. It's not as if he has the strength to resist anyway. Jeongguk’s updates about the newest battle plan wash over him. He doesn't hear too much, feeling too tired and brittle to pay much attention. By the time Jeongguk gets him to his tent, Jimin all but collapses onto his cot.
Tomorrow, he would try with the tiger amulet to see how well his new tool works against the living puppets.
(It works a little too well, judging by the looks of horrified awe he receives when his fierce corpses tear the living puppets into scraps.)
Jimin hates war council meetings. Really, truly hates them. Half the time, he can’t follow the confounding array of angry shouting and calm debates, and the other half of the time, he’s too busy ignoring Min Yoongi’s burning gaze and Jeongguk’s pinching fingers to actually tune into what is being discussed.
Today is no better. This morning, Kim Sangwoo, the second son of Kim Kyungsoo of the Jasujeon Sect and Kim Seokjin’s half-brother, had waltzed into camp with three hundred men and declared that the Jasujeon Sect fully supported the Bear Hunt Campaign cause. As if Seokjin hadn’t made that declaration himself when he joined the war effort with his measly troops so many months ago. As if the war effort was actually waiting for the Jasujeon Sect to join the war in the eleventh hour, right as they were planning the final siege on Seoul.
It irked Jimin to no end. It irritated plenty of other people too, but Kim Sangwoo has a way with words and a polite manner of speech and disarming dimples that somehow manage to calm any dissenters before they can even strike. He’s a slight man, much shorter than Seokjin, and doesn’t really look too much like him, either. He wears a stupid pretentious gat and he moves like a politician and Jimin does not trust him.
He doesn’t say anything about how convenient the timing is, though. Nobody would listen even if he did. Instead, he sits back and listens as the war plans are reworked to accommodate these new troops.
“...I don’t know, I really don’t know,” Taehyung is saying from behind his fan, sharp eyes peeking over the fan meekly. “But wouldn’t it make more sense to clear the way with our own puppets? I have a store of two hundred paper puppets that can surely get us into the city…But I don’t know, maybe brute force is better…?”
Jimin stifles a smirk as Taehyung throws a kink into his brother’s storm-and-destroy plan. Other sect leaders want to use the paper puppets as a means of preserving the energy of their soldiers, not that Jimin blames him. It’s a good plan, especially since Jimin is sure Lee Chungwoo is saving his strongest soldiers to defend Nightless City directly.
But he doesn’t expect the sect leaders to start looking at him .
“What about you?”
“Can’t you use fierce corpses to clear a path?”
Jimin darts his eyes to Jeongguk, checking for approval. Jeongguk nods curtly and Jimin sighs. “It would be better to save my skills for when we’re in the city proper, but…I can coordinate with the paper puppets,” he says. It’s not what he would prefer since he knows his strength will wane quickly but…he does have tiger amulet now, doesn’t he?
The sect leaders seem satisfied with that, and promptly forget Jimin exists. They only look for him when he’s useful to their needs, and then look away when he isn’t serving their purposes directly. It’s so typical and Jimin is so tired of it, but he holds his tongue. It’s better this way.
It’s almost the end, anyway.
Taehyung catches up to him when the meeting disperses and promptly strikes up a conversation. He has a pointed stare on the amulet poorly hidden beneath Jimin’s overcoat.
“What?” Jimin snaps.
“Nothing! I don’t know…” Taehyung trails off. “How do you stand it? The way they talk to you?”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “I don’t even remember half their names. What do I care if they have opinions about what I can do? My crafty tricks are helping, aren’t they?”
“Reanimating corpses to use in war is unethical at best. You have to admit it,” Taehyung says with a grimace, his fan fluttering over his face. Despite his tentative disapproval, he still seems mildly amused.
Jimin shrugs. “Think of it as recycling. I’m using what’s available and it’s working. Does anything else matter?”
“Some would say it does,” Taehyung says dryly. “They blame you for the wandering fierce corpses after the battles.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “They’re complaining that they have a little more work to do? Besides, what wandering fierce corpses? Every corpse I raise, I also put to sleep until the next battle. Any strays aren’t mine. Yet, at least.”
“Duly noted.”
“As long as we win, what does it matter?”
It takes almost two years for the war to end. Jimin is 21 years old when the Bear Hunt Campagin takes the last battle right to the gates of Seoul, the Nightless City glimmering with red lanterns in the near-distance. Jeongguk, now a war-seasoned sect leader at only 19, stands beside him, grim and angry, his lightning whip already sparking in his hand. Many of the soldiers are near their age or close to 30. Older cultivators have stayed behind, claiming to be too weakened by previous battles to fight in the final one. Some, like Kim Kyungsoo, have sent sons in their place.
That’s fine. This entire time, the driving force of the war hasn’t been the old generation. It’s been the youth and a deadly, single-minded desire to end the reign of tyranny and fear over the land. It’s not the war of the parents and forefathers. It’s a war of the sons and daughters.
It’s a war they will win, or else Jimin will die trying.
The first part of the plan goes off without a hitch. Taehyung’s paper puppets are invoked by a group of cultivators, who impart just enough spiritual energy to direct the man-sized mannequins right into battle. The Gom Sect cultivators who encounter them are thrown off by the way the paper puppets mow them over, unheeding of damage until the paper limbs crumble to dust. It’s enough of a distraction that Jimin’s fresh fierce corpses, dug up only the night before, can make major headway through the city gates. It’s almost too easy and Jimin, perched on a half-torn stone wall, can’t help but narrow his eyes in suspicion.
He doesn’t stop playing his flute, though. His fierce corpses do their job and march into the Nightless City, cutting down any Gom soldiers who stand in their way. True to his prediction, the effectiveness of his corpses wanes as more powerful Gom cultivators join the fray. But that’s fine. Jimin has done his part of breaking into the city, and now, the Bear Hunt Campaign can launch the battle plan.
Jimin doesn't have a sword so he doesn't join the fight so much as he directs himself through the fight. It's imperative that he reaches higher ground so he can have a good view of the battlefield. At one point, he finds himself guiding Jeongguk and their precious few disciples through a knot of tangled violence, using resentful energy to mist through the opposing forces, scrambling minds with paranoia that has Gom soldiers turning on each other. At another point, he finds himself separated from his sect, his back to Yoongi’s in a nasty rally that doesn't seem to end. Somehow, with their musical cultivation, he and Yoongi work perfectly together - Jimin creates opportunities for Yoongi to blast soldiers away with his zither, Jimin blocks desperate swords with Nunchi and Yoongi sends his sword flying to guard Jimin’s weak side.
He notices a small portion of their campaign storming the steps of the massive estate that makes the main house of the Nightless City, the very place they think Lee Chungwoo is hiding. He sees green and white and gold, and he knows that Kim Byunghyun and Min Chunghee and Kim Sangwoo are preparing to make their grand finale.
But Lee Chungwoo isn't coming out.
Instead, a wave of living puppets rushes from the estate, taking men down with them with salivating snarls. Not good.
Jimin can do something about that, though. As if in response to his thoughts, the tiger amulet on his chest pulses.
Now or never. Jimin breaks away from Yoongi and summons yin energy to bundle like shadows beneath his feet, lifting him so he can stand on a tall pillar that overlooks the battlefield. Nunchi is already at his lips, shrieking an angry, high-pitched song as Jimin pulls on every ounce of resentment he can. There is a shift, a collective undead groan, as his fierce corpses stagger through the battle, eviscerating Gom soldiers on the spot. He keeps an eye on the scene. There aren't enough of his corpses. He needs more.
Jimin closes his eyes and pushes, straining ever more. Soon enough, the recently fallen Gom soliders rise to his tune, turning on their brethren. Summoning this meaning is pushing at the edges of his own ability and his body feels the strain. It's still not enough. The living corpses don't fight like ordinary men, who still guard their own lives, making them careful. The living corpses are careless and that makes them strong. And there are so many.
But Jimin prepared for this. And now it's time.
Jimin shifts his focus to summoning yin energy directly from the tiger amulet. Around his neck, the amulet gleams dully and radiates a deep, seeping darkness, the air around it growing misty with dark shadows. Almost instantly, he can feel a cold chilling through his bones, while at the same time, the notes of his flute seem higher, louder - more powerful. The tiger amulet is eager to respond to his will, craving violence and power and control, and Jimin is more than happy to allow it.
I want to control the living puppets , he thinks. I need to.
And so you will , the tiger amulet seems to say with sinister glee.
Just like the fierce corpses easily follow his commands, the living puppets begin to obey him, as well. To the astonishment of the Gom forces, they soon find themselves besieged by the living puppets, who spread their vile infection to the living - creating more and more puppets for Jimin to control.
It’s laughably easy. His head feels light, like he’s floating above it all - and he finds that he is, the sheer magnitude of power emitted by the tiger amulet lifting Jimin away from the pillar so that he might hover over the battlefield. He still plays Nunchi faithfully, distantly tasting iron on his lips, and looks down to see that the majority of the figures on the battlefield are following his silent urges. The living puppets and fierce corpses alike take down every Gom soldier, dutifully skirting around the bewildered rebel campaign, and Jimin just wants to laugh .
It’s so easy! So very easy! Why had he been leery of using the tiger amulet?
“It’s you!” a voice roars. “You’re doing this!”
Jimin’s reactions feel simultaneously fast and all too slow. He shifts his gaze and sees Lee Chungwoo. The most powerful cultivator alive looks worse for the wear, his eyes bloodshot, his skin pasty and sweaty, his hair hanging greasy and limp around his haggard face. Lee Chungwoo glares up at Jimin, enraged, and almost absently blasts Byunghyun, Chunghee, and Sangwoo away.
Ah. The Gom Sect Leader must have noticed Jimin usurped control of his vicious little living puppets.
Jimin pulls his lips away from Nunchi. He finds that he doesn’t need to play his flute to maintain control of the corpses and puppets below. The tiger amulet is more than willing to do his bidding.
“Do you think you can beat me?” Chungwoo demands. He thrusts his hand out and a murky flow of spiritual energy follows, wrapping around Jimin’s neck to drag him down, down, down - until his neck fits in the snug cradle of Chungwoo’s hand. Lee Chungwoo bears dirty, yellowed teeth at him, and squeezes his hand around Jimin’s throat. “Where did you come from? Who do you think you are?”
Jimin coughs. He can’t help the smirk that tips his lips. “I, of course, came from hell,” he hisses. It takes barely a thought for Jimin to urge the living puppets and fierce corpses closer to them, and he laughs at the blind panic that crosses the sect leader’s face. Now that he doesn’t have any control over the yin metal, Chungwoo is just as scared as a green cultivator. How amusing!
Chungwoo flings Jimin away, and Jimin rolls across the ground from the force, eventually coming onto his elbows with another laugh.
“Hell is where you’ll go back!” Chungwoo shouts manically, striding toward Jimin with a sword drawn over his head.
Jimin’s lips split into a mean smile. He holds out his hand, his fine-tuned senses zeroing in on the reservoir of tainted power Chungwoo carries on him. It’s nothing more straining than a breath to summon the cobbled pieces of yin metal right into his hand.
“I don’t think so,” Jimin says, and takes great satisfaction in crushing the yin metal into dust using the power of the tiger amulet. He feels like the world is buzzing around him, somehow ephemeral yet painfully present. He thinks it probably shouldn’t be this easy to break something so corrupted and powerful, and if he didn’t have the tiger amulet, he probably wouldn’t be able to. And yet -
The yin metal wails and the force of the destroyed yin energy reverberates something awful, sending a shockwave across the entire battlefield. Jimin hadn’t been expecting the blowback, his ears ringing and his skin stinging as he’s flung back again. He hits his head and tumbles down a few stairs.
His vision is swimming, dark edging around his eye line, but he thinks he sees green and white and gold converge on the dark red figure looming at the top of the stairs. He thinks he sees the gold lunge forward, and then the dark red slumps. He thinks he hears screams and someone calling his name and a cold thrill of violence in his veins -
That’s enough for now , he thinks, and the tiger amulet reluctantly obeys, falling dormant against his chest.
“Jimin!”
What a nice voice …
The world goes dark.
(If there was one thing that was clear after the war ended and the dust settled, it was this: Park Jimin, by himself, was as powerful as all the cultivation sects in the country. By himself, he could control thousands of the undead, a whole army at the whim of a single man who had mastered a dark and little-understood power.
A single man, equal to thousands of cultivators.
After a war against a tyrant, the notion was chilling to many.)
Notes:
absolute power corrupts absolutely, right?
anyway, the famous soup scene was fun to rework! the final battle was also interesting, if not a bit anticlimactic. I just love OP characters, can't help it!
Chapter 24
Notes:
CW: work camps, prisoners of war, alcoholism as a coping mechanism, etc. pretty meta this time!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The war ends with a big bang, but Namjoon isn’t there to see it.
The moment he learned Park Jimin had conquered the living puppets, Namjoon had shifted all of his plans. Maybe it was foolish to put so much blind faith into a boy he scarcely knows, but Namjoon did it anyway. He snuck away from the platoon he’d been assigned to, two of his healer disciples in tow, and collected as many Sonamu Sect disciples as he could on his way west. His goal had been to gather all of his people and hunker down in Ilsan - prepare to negotiate for the freedom of his people once the tyranny of the Gom Sect toppled.
He and Dohoon had prepared so much.
It didn’t matter.
Namjoon had been too optimistic in assuming that the victorious sects would release the sects annexed by the Gom Sect after the war. He thought, like the fool he is, that the winning side would recognize that the annexed sects acted reluctantly in the war, victims in their own right. And maybe some of those victorious sects did recognize this -
But there were many more that did not. And now, Namjoon and his brother and their people are war refugees, shuttled into work camps as reparation for all the damage the Gom Sect had done. Women, children, and the elderly are all made to work in harsh conditions, while able-bodied men are treated no better than dogs, beaten and whipped at the slightest (and often invented) provocation.
Namjoon and Dohoon are separated. He hasn’t seen his little brother in weeks and he worries, constantly, about Dohoon’s health. His brother is young, yes, but he is not as healthy as he should be. Namjoon has always been near him, always been able to check to see that Dohoon is alright, and now he doesn’t even know where Dohoon is.
The hate the Sonamu Sect and other annexed sects receive is startling. Now that the Gom Sect has been destroyed and every member of the hateful Lee family has perished, it seems all of the vitriol reserved for Lee Chungwoo has transferred directly to sects that had once been under his control.
Namjoon is called a dog and made to work until his hands are bruised raw and calloused. He earns lashings for protecting the women and children in his camp. His food rations are taken away when the camp overseers see that he shares his food with the elderly. He is taunted, day in and day out, and they do not care that he is innocent, that he has never taken a life, that he is a doctor. They care that he was once Lee Chungwoo’s charge.
He wishes they would just kill him, instead. It would be easier.
All the decisions he made - all the danger he put himself and his sect in while trying to do the right thing, the moral thing - had led to this. A part of him regrets it. He shouldn’t have obfuscated information from Lee Chungwoo. He shouldn’t have sent that puppet to Park Jimin. He shouldn’t have done this or that or anything that had led to him and his people being treated like this. He should have been selfish if this is what he gets as repayment.
Namjoon is bitter. And scared. Every day, people in the camp disappear, and he doesn’t know where they go. When the camp overseers take the women, Namjoon can only pray they do not suffer much before the end. When they take the children, Namjoon only hopes that the children are not scared. When they take the men, Namjoon knows better than to believe the claim that they are being taken to assist in a nighthunt.
He doesn’t know how much time passes, but he does know that the number of people in the camp is dwindling day by day. He can only imagine other camps are the same. He hopes Dohoon is okay. He tells himself that he would know if something happened to his brother - he would know.
Just like he knows who his new enemy is.
It isn’t hard to figure out who is running the camps. If not the garish golden hanbok, then the horrific branding iron used on unruly prisoners is enough to confirm his suspicions. The death, mistreatment, and mutilation of his people and the other annexed sects are the work of the Jasujeon Sect.
Namjoon’s anger toward the Jasujeon Sect is what keeps him going. It’s the only thing he has left -
Until he can plan his escape, that is.
Three months after the end of the war, Yoongi goes on an extended nighthunt. His brother has sanctioned his travels since there are many restless spirits causing mayhem across the land and Yoongi has, over the course of the war, made a name for himself as one who is always found where there is chaos. It just so happens that Yoongi’s travels take him to Busan.
Only in the privacy of his own mind would ever admit that this is not a coincidence.
It is, however, a coincidence to find Jimin so easily. He thought he would have to pay a visit to Mungunghwa Pier directly, but instead, he finds Jimin loitering in a tavern in the middle of the day, draped over the sill of a second-story window to peer down at the busy streets. Jimin calls his attention by throwing a flower out the window, which Yoongi catches deftly, before looking up to see Jimin grinning down at him.
Jimin looks much better than he had the last time Yoongi saw him -
Cold, shivering in Yoongi’s arms, feverish from yin energy with blood on his lips, unresponsive to Cleansing, unanswering to healers. Yoongi had stayed with Jimin for as long as he could before he was called away, and he had to rest easy knowing that Jimin was surely hearty enough to recover.
- But he looks far from the peak of health of their youth. He is still wan, still a shade too pale, and much too obviously tired. There is a darkness in his eyes, something pervasive that has hooked into his very soul and has not budged even as the war has ended, even as Jimin surely doesn’t need to use his twisted cultivation anymore.
Jimin is still walking the demonic path. In fact, he has summoned four female ghosts to keep him company for his mid-day drinking, and Yoongi can only watch as they giggle at him, hanging on Jimin’s shoulders, flirtatious. Jealousy strikes Yoongi deeply.
He shouldn’t have come here. He should have known better. The boy he once knew - his husband - is not…
“Min doryeon-nim! Come join me for a drink!” Jimin calls down with a taunting grin. “Tea, since I know you won’t drink alcohol. Busan tea is the best, I promise!”
Yoongi’s heart stutters. Jimin wants his company. He can’t remember the last time that was true - certainly, when they were both still teenagers, back when Yoongi was still so unsure about how to handle Jimin’s persistent attention. Yoongi can’t turn down this opportunity. He won’t. He’s too weak for this man.
Inside the tavern, waiters are busy serving mid-day meals on the lower floor, but the upper floor remains empty save Jimin. He can’t help but think this is intentional. Does Jimin not realize that others avoid him because of his ghost companions, or is that by design? Does Jimin truly prefer the company of the dead over the living?
By the time Yoongi arrives at Jimin’s private room, tea has already been poured for him. It’s lukewarm, clearly untouched by Jimin himself, who greets Yoongi with a wave even as he tips a jar of wine down his throat. The wine spills over the sides of his mouth. Yoongi does not allow his stare to linger.
“Can’t believe you’re all the way in Busan,” Jimin says by way of greeting. He lifts his brows. “What brings you down here? Do they not need you in Daegu?”
“Nighthunt,” Yoongi answers succinctly. He sips at the tea to be polite and does not look at the ghosts hovering curiously around them, although they are clearly courtesans and dressed provocatively as befitting their occupation in life.
Jimin hums with interest. “You’re hunting in other territories?”
“I go where I am called,” Yoongi answers.
Jimin appears delighted by this information. “Like a rogue cultivator? That’s the dream!”
It is the most animated Yoongi has seen Jimin for months - years, even. Long before the war began. He is warmed by the enthusiasm and charmed by Jimin’s smile, even though the edges remain brittle.
“Not quite a rogue. I report to my brother weekly and return when I am needed. There is…much that needs to be settled in the country as the people recover.”
Jimin nods. “We’ve been sending out disciples, too,” he says, uncorking another jar of wine.
Yoongi does a quick count - one, two, three, four empty jars, and now a fifth being opened. It’s barely past noon. He knows Jimin has remarkable tolerance, but surely this is too much to be drinking so early in the day? And now that he is closer, he can see how unkempt Jimin is, his hair unbrushed and shadows smudged beneath his eyes. Yoongi has heard of men falling into their cups to cope with trauma, but he did not think Jimin would be one of them.
“Do you not look well,” Yoongi says, his heart twisting.
“That’s a strange thing to say, Min doryeon-nim. Some would say rude, even,” Jimin grouses. He takes a generous swig of wine, licking his lips.
Yoongi can’t help but think Jimin looks haunted. It’s this concern that causes him to open his mouth without thinking. “Allow me to play Cleansing for you.”
Immediately, Jimin’s hackles rise, his shoulders lifting and his expression tense. “What? Did you come all the way here for that? You can’t be serious.”
Yoongi takes a slow breath. He must remain calm. He learned during the war that becoming visibly upset with Jimin did not help - all it ever did was give Jimin the wrong impression. If he remains calm, perhaps Jimin will not read disapproval in every line of his body.
“Do you not remember what you promised?” Yoongi prompts. “You said you would allow me to help you-”
“Did I say that? Really, I say so much every day. I can’t really remember some random words I said so long ago,” Jimin says dismissively.
Yoongi continues to stare at him, unwilling to break eye contact. A breeze rustles his hair and clothing, and usually, that kind of breeze would be refreshing, but somehow he can only find it stifling.
“Jimin. Your cultivation harms the mind and the body. Your heart-”
Jimin groans loudly, thumbing at the frown lines growing between his brows so as to physically ward off an impending headache. “Not this again,” he complains, shaking his head. He takes a deep breath, eying Yoongi mistrustfully. “You know, I’ve really heard enough of that. Don’t you think you’ve said it enough? I don’t know how else to tell you. According to you, my cultivation corrupts my heart, but my heart is sure. You say my cultivation harms my temperament, but I’m fine. You say it harms my health, but my body is healthy. Why won’t you believe it?”
Yoongi’s jaw tightens. He can’t believe what Jimin says because he has eyes and he, more than anyone, has observed Jimin closely enough to be able to see that Jimin is not fine at all. Park Jimin can lie to the rest of the world and he can even lie to himself, but he cannot lie to Yoongi. Yoongi refuses to allow him to do so.
“Jimin. It’s not too late to turn back and return to orthodox cultivation,” he says firmly. “If you continue on this path, you may not be able to reverse the damage in the future-”
“Min Yoongi!” Jimin shouts, standing up from the table so quickly that his knee knocks it, his jar of wine toppling over.
Quite suddenly, Yoongi feels a swell of biting cold nipping through the air - an unnatural cold, caused only by the shadows rippling through the room. Yin energy responds so eagerly to Jimin. Too eagerly. How does he not realize how dangerous that is? The war is over. He can stop with this twisted cultivation now.
Yoongi can’t fathom why he won’t. It makes him feel beyond helpless, especially as Jimin’s dark grey eyes flicker with red - the same shade that overtook his gaze in the final battle, right before he played that horrible tune on his flute to control thousands of undead. The ghost girls he summoned float to hang over Jimin’s shoulders, pouting and glaring at Yoongi.
He ignores the jealousy that twists in his gut. Even the undead can be closer to Jimin than he can.
“Will you just stop it?” Jimin asks harshly, fisting his hands at his side, eyes blazing.
Yoongi does not flinch away, and for some reason, this makes bitterness twist at Jimin’s fair features.
“What am I even saying? No matter how much I tell you not to, you’ll still nag me about it. Why even bother saying how I feel when you’re content to tell me how I should feel, regardless? You can even predict how I’ll feel in the future!”
Something small and wounded flutters at the distaste in Jimin’s voice. It’s the last thing he wants - the opposite of what he wants, in fact. But he doesn’t know how else to talk to him. He’s never known how to talk to him in the right way.
Yoongi feels his shoulders hunch forward. “...I was out of line. I apologize.”
Jimin snorts. “You were out of line? It seems I’m the one who made the mistake of inviting you for a drink,” he says curtly.
Yoongi tries not to flinch visibly. He isn’t sure he succeeds. “You weren’t mistaken. I was…”
Worried. Concerned. Driven half out of his mind with anxiety.
Jimin crosses his arms, seeming to study Yoongi closely. The ghost girls back off, swirling around each other to giggle and twirl their hair now that the confrontation is over. Jimin sighs. “Well, I guess I’ll just take it as a compliment, then. Thank you for worrying, but you don’t need to be concerned. I’m fine .”
Yoongi would be more likely to believe that if Jimin didn’t look so hollowed out. Where had his light gone?
“Anyway,” Jimin says gustily. He reaches for the jar of spilled wine, tipping the remains into his mouth. Wine spills over his mouth, cascading messily down his throat. Yoongi averts his eyes from Jimin’s bobbing throat once again. “I think I’ve taken up enough of your time. You have a hunt to get back to, don’t you? And I’m sure Jeongguk-ah is missing me by now.”
“Jimin…”
Jimin lifts a hand, not even looking back at Yoongi as he leaves. “Let’s meet again if we get the chance,” he says without any sincerity.
Yoongi’s heart lurches as Jimin walks away from him. Untouchable as always, but somehow, further out of Yoongi’s reach than he’s ever been before.
Jeongguk is oiling his sword with extreme focus. These days, the moments he has to himself are few and far between, but that’s okay - he’s rebuilding his sect, honoring his parents, and becoming the man he was always meant to be. If that means less free time and more hours in his new office grumbling over paperwork, then that’s fine.
He did think he’d have more help with all of it, though. Back when he and Jimin were younger and Jimin promised to be his right hand, he imagined his older brother would be helping him with all the day-to-day minutia, as well. But that’s not how it is.
Now, Jimin disappears for hours every day. Now, Jimin stumbles home drunk and loose-limbed. Now, Jimin avoids training the new recruits, pushing the duty of head disciple onto the senior Mugunghwa disciples who survived the siege and the war. Now, Jimin is distant and haggard and nothing at all like himself. And Jeongguk doesn’t know what to do.
Something has changed, but Jimin won’t tell him what. He’s keeping secrets and Jeongguk hates it. It makes him so mad he feels like he could explode, and he suddenly empathizes with his mother’s habit of summoning her electric whip at every opportunity. But he can’t do that - or he shouldn’t do that. And so, when Jeongguk’s thoughts are running away with him, he oils his sword.
And that’s what he’s doing when Jimin drags himself into the main hall just as the sun is setting over the ocean. Jeongguk’s head snaps up and he can’t quite mask the excitement in his voice. “You’re back!”
“I’m back,” Jimin agrees. His voice is slurring, just slightly. He’s not quite steady on his feet.
Drunk again. And judging by the pot of wine hanging from his hand, he’s aiming to be a lot more drunk in the near future.
Jeongguk frowns. “You look like shit. Who did you run into?”
It shouldn’t be anyone in Busan. The people are moving back into the town and people who have known Jimin since he was a boy have no reason to be wary of him - and it hasn’t escaped Jeongguk’s notice that most people are frightened by Jimin, or at least rumors about Jimin, even the new recruits. It might be better that Jimin isn’t training them after all…
“Guess,” Jimin teases.
Jeongguk’s mind is blank. Jimin is easily angered these days, but there are also a lot of people - and reasons - that might drive him to drink. “I need a hint.”
“He wants to lock me up!” his brother declares.
Jeongguk doesn’t even need more than a second to come up with the right answer. “Min Yoongi? He was here? In Busan ? Why?”
Jimin shrugs. He uncorks the wine, splashing some into his mouth. “Said he had a nighthunt nearby.”
That doesn’t sound right. Nearby is Mugunghwa territory and there’s no way any sect would be encroaching on another sect’s territory so soon after the war. That would be stupid. Plus, if there really was a nighthunt nearby, then Jeongguk would have already sent disciples to take care of it.
But why would Min Yoongi, the Divine Hand, lie? What would be the point?
“Did he come to bother you again?” Jeongguk demands, because that’s the only reason he could possibly fathom for Min Yoongi to come all the way down here from Daegu. He’d been weirdly intense over Jimin’s cultivation the entire war. It wouldn’t be too much of a stretch to imagine he’d still find time to stick his nose into Jimin’s business even now.
Jimin shrugs, draping himself over the stairs leading to the head table. “Does it matter? I thought he was done bothering me about it, but he brought it up again today. So annoying…”
Jeongguk snorts. “Maybe you shouldn’t have called him over to you, then.”
Jimin whips his head around, looking offended. “Hey! What makes you think I called him over?”
Jeongguk rolls his eyes. “Please. I know you. You’ve always been so weird about him! You always want his attention, even when you aren’t getting along. Why do you keep trying to be his friend?”
“Because I’m stupid,” Jimin says bluntly.
“Well, I’m not going to argue with you about that.”
Jimin wrinkles his nose and drinks more wine. His eyes fall on the steady motions of Jeongguk’s hand as he continues to oil his sword. “How many times do you clean your sword a day? It’s a bit excessive.”
Jeongguk bristles. “It’s better than you!” he shoots back, frustration lancing his tone. “You don’t even carry your sword around anymore! Do you even know where you left it?”
Jimin hardens his jaw. “I know where it is. I tossed it in my room.”
Tossed it . Jeongguk almost can’t believe it. More than anyone, Jimin had always been so respectful of his sword, the symbol of his cultivation. Or he had been before the siege and the war. He can’t even remember the last time he saw Jimin practicing sword forms.
Jeongguk stands up, striding over to Jimin. He hauls his brother up by his elbow, shaking him a bit. “What’s your problem? Don’t you care what people are saying? You and that stupid flute!”
“I don’t care what people say,” Jimin grouses, pulling himself out of Jeongguk’s grasp.
“You should! Every time you don’t carry your sword, you’re showing a lack of discipline that others will criticize our sect for!”
“So what?” Jimin sneers. “It’s not like we’re strong because of our swords .”
No , Jeongguk thinks with a bleak sense of truth. No, our sect is strong because they’re afraid of you and I have to use that to build our sect back up and it’s wrong but you could make it easier and I don’t understand why you won’t .
“I hate it when people try to make me do things. Carry a sword, bow to this, don’t cultivate that. It’s boring . Besides, if I’m not carrying a sword, then random people won’t try to challenge me to spar. If I don’t carry my sword, people leave me alone. What’s wrong about that?”
Everything. Everything is wrong about that, because Jimin loved to spar with random people and he loved to fly on his sword and he loved to be bothered by people. And now he loves none of that.
“We’re not kids, anymore,” Jimin says, tipping more wine into his mouth as he walks away.
Jeongguk stands alone in the main hall and wishes desperately that the feeling wasn’t so familiar.
The countryside is in shambles. Hoseok’s main impression of the country postwar is this: ruined towns, devastated farmlands, and neglected people. He passes through towns and he is met with distrust once they see the sword strapped to his back. The commoners will not soon forget the horrors of war, and they shouldn't. The cultivation sects all worry about replacing their numbers and recovering their sources of income, but they have yet to look beyond the borders of their own city-states. The villages on the fringes have been all but forgotten in the wake of the war, and even half a year later, there are no signs of aid.
The weight of his sword might as well be a noose. He is part of the Jasujeon Sect, and so this is all part of his responsibility. When he returns, he will have to mention expanding rebuilding efforts to Seokjin. He's reasonably sure Seokjin will throw his newfound political weight in the right direction.
For now, Hoseok continues his heavy-footed journey to Ulsan. Messages during the war had been scarce, but his family's last known location was in the small down under the dark, dreary mountain known as the Burial Mounds.
And it is dreary - as soon as he enters the village, his hackles rise, an awareness of something other tickling his cultivation senses. He casts his eyes at the mountain, which is shrouded in black clouds even in the middle of the day, and suppresses a shiver of unease.
"Why here of all places?" he wonders.
But of course, the answer is obvious. Just like Hoseok is unsettled by the mountain, so too would be other cultivators. The commoners are unable to sense the full extent of wrongness from the Burial Mounds, but they have rightly figured that the depressed town of Ulsan beneath the mountain is a place most cultivators would never wander. And that means the town had been safe during the war. Indeed, Hoseok sees more people here than he had in any other town not directly protected by a sect. And sure, the people here seem a little haunted and wan from exposure to so much resentment so nearby, but they don't seem disturbed enough to leave.
Ulsan is a place where one can survive, if not live brightly.
This is exactly how he finds his parents, his sister and her husband, and his young niece, who had been born during the war. They all look older than he expects, but noncultivators always do age a bit more rapidly.
His mother greets him with tears and hugs him for long moments. Even his father clutches at him for longer than ever before. His sister offers him a watery smile as Hoseok cradles his niece and he can only think about whether it's worth it to return to his sect.
Over the course of the war, he's come to learn that he doesn't agree with the values of the Jasujeon Sect. The only person with any morals there seems to be Seokjin, but a single friend isn't a reason to stay, is it?
Hoseok became a cultivator to help lift his family from poverty and to help the common people who are so often forgotten by noble cultivators. Until the war, he'd sent more than enough coin to his family, happy enough that they are small merchants rather than farmers working the land all day. His family will be fine. But everyone else…
"What has you thinking so hard?" his sister asks.
Hoseok pets his niece's downy hair. "Just wondering if I should return. Maybe I could do more good as a rogue cultivator."
His sister smiles warmly. "Hoseok-ah. You've always known how to do the right thing, even if it was hard. Don't start second-guessing yourself now."
Hoseok frowns.
"I know you'll always make the best choice," she says confidently.
But the best choice isn't so easy to make right now. Should he do what's best for himself or should he do the best thing for the most people?
Are those two options mutually exclusive?
For the third time that day, Seokjin is stopped by one of the disciples for an offer to spar. Perplexed, Seokjin can only turn down this disciple as well, his mind reeling with the sudden demand for his time. It isn’t that Seokjin hadn’t been close to the disciples before - in fact, compared to his brothers, Seokjin might as well have lived in the training courtyard, and he was certainly a known face to junior and senior disciples alike. But the sudden rise in his popularity has been jarring, to say the least.
Especially since he’s noticed it’s not only the disciples loyal to him that have been approaching. Disciples who have followed Sangsik for years are now coming to Seokjin to ask for pointers, citing his time in the war. And in this viper’s nest, Seokjin sees it for what it is.
Alliances in the sect are changing. But it’s not only a shift in loyalty displayed by the disciples. Seokjin has also noticed another shift from the elders and his father’s council.
Sangwoo is also getting more popular.
Seokjin reckons it’s because Sangwoo helped land the killing blow that ended the war, and possibly also because Sangwoo has recently sworn brotherhood to Min Chunghee and Kim Byunghyun. That’s two ties to two of the remaining Great Sects, a political advantage Sangsik will never be able to manage. Seokjin’s ongoing ties to the Mugunghwa Sect through his engagement to Jeongguk is, at this point, negligible given that the Busan sect is still recovering. But the fact remains that two of Kim Kyungsoo’s sons have important political ties, and neither of those sons is the heir of the Jasujeon Sect.
Sangsik isn’t in a good position.
Well, given the shit he’s been saying about the war, Seokjin can’t say he cares too much about his eldest brother’s political disadvantage. He had the chance to help and he squandered it, and now he is reaping what he did not sow.
“Please, just a single spar!” the disciple insists. He’s young and starry-eyed. “Your experience in the war is invaluable!”
Seokjin shifts. He’s been turning down these requests mostly out of discomfort. The way the disciples who hadn’t fought in the war talk about the glory of battle is unsettling. There’s nothing glorious about war - it’s dirty and violent and a hundred awful things. These people, like Sangsik, had squandered their chance to contribute, and now have to scramble to keep up with their peers.
But…Hoseok has gone to find his family and Seokjin does not know when he will return. He has nobody to spar with until Hoseok returns, largely because he doesn’t fully trust anyone else to spar fairly.
Yet, that was before, wasn’t it? Back when Seokjin had to be on guard because one of his Sangsik’s loyal disciples might have thought to gravely injure Seokjin to make Sangsik’s position more secure. Now, things have changed.
“You should spar with him,” a silky voice says from behind him.
Seokjin looks back, spotting the gat he has come to associate with Sangwoo. His half-brother looks healthy and rather confident, nearly self-satisfied. No doubt he enjoys the prestige and security his actions in the war have afforded him.
“Kim doryeon-nim!” the disciple greets, sketching a low bow.
“At ease,” Sangwoo says kindly. He shifts his focus back to Seokjin. “Truly, the disciples could use your tutelage. You fought in many battles and have the sort of practical knowledge that may benefit our disciples in the future.”
Through great effort, Seokjin does not furrow his brow. But he wants to. Because what does that mean? How could Seokjin teaching their disciples about how to fight in a real battle scenario help their sect in the future? Unless - well, unless his father’s political machinations would bring about future battles where those skills would be necessary for Jasujeon's disciples.
Sangwoo has been at his father’s side much more often than before the war. Sitting in on meetings. Acting as a liaison between his father and various important people in the sect. Speaking up when before he would not have dared - and being listened to when before he would have been ignored.
They’re up to something , Seokjin realizes with a twist in his stomach.
Yet he can’t fathom what they would be doing. The entire country is still recovering from the war and peace is settling over the land. The Jasujeon Sect has expanded its territory and resources. Their political alliances are stronger than ever and, as the sect that had sent the fewest disciples to the front lines, the Jasujeon Sect is currently the largest and most powerful sect in the land.
What more could they want? What more was there to covet?
At present, Seokjin allows a smile to curve his lips. “Of course, you’re right,” he agrees. He glances at the disciple. “A spar would be fantastic. I wouldn’t want my skills to get rusty.”
Sangwoo’s eyes glint, clearly hearing the underlying message Seokjin is conveying.
You can scheme all you want, but you won’t scheme about me .
Hopefully, this will be enough to protect the sect he is marrying into from whatever goals his father and Sangwoo have. At least for a time.
Byunghyun is angry. Taehyung wishes he could say this was a rare occurrence, but Kim Byunghyun has always worn anger the same way other people wear a smile. Usually, this anger is always couched by protectiveness or irritation at something Taehyung has done.
But since the end of the war last year, Byunghyun’s anger has been different. Too much venom and rage. Uncontrolled. He's injured disciples in his fits - he's almost injured Taehyung if not for Eunwoo's speedy intervention. It reminds him painfully of what his father was like right before the end, and it can't be that can it? His brother is so young still, not even 30.
The war took a lot out of them. Men have nightmares and believe they are still on the battlefield. Women and children are no better. Taehyung entertains the notion that Byunghyun’s new anger is just that, the lingering trauma from the war. And he might have been able to convince himself if not for Byunghyun’s sword, which rattles and seethes each time his brother has a fit. It's gotten so bad that disciples trained with Jimin’s tether talisman know to restrain the saber when Byunghyun rages.
It can be nothing else. The constant strain from using the saber day in and day out for the two-year-long war has sped up his brother's inevitable condition.
"There's nothing I can do," Taehyung says hopelessly, burying his face into Eunwoo's sturdy chest. "He's going to qi deviate just like Appa and I'll be left alone."
Eunwoo strokes a comforting hand down his spine. "We could try teas. Ask the Horangi Sect to help. Min Yoongi played music for Jimin, didn't he?"
He did. The whole cultivation world knows about it, just like Taehyung knows Cleansing won't work on his brother. He doubts anything can. The way the Kkachi Sect cultivates, trapping the spirits of beasts in their sabers, degrades the qi connections in the body, and that eventually lets yin energy rot and destabilize the core. It's so damnably close to what Taehying thinks Jimin does that he can't believe more people aren't wagging their tongues about the unorthodox heathens of the Kkachi Sect.
But the rest of the cultivation world doesn't know. It's a secret all Kkachi cultivators take to their graves, and now Taehyung’s brother is frighteningly close to entering his own grave with that secret.
Tears pick at Taehyung’s eyes. "He's going to die," he sobs, and Eunwoo cradles him close, offering as much comfort as a lover can.
Taehyung wishes desperately there was a way to save his brother. There has to be a way. There has to be someone who can save him.
It would take a genius to release the beast cores from his brother’s saber. It would take a miracle doctor to undo the damage to his brother’s body.
Taehyung inhales sharply, the realization crashing over him like a cold wave. He pulls back and looks at Eunwoo with wide, watery eyes. "They can save him," he says urgently.
Eunwoo's brow crinkles. "Who?"
"Jimin and the doctor, Kim Namjoon."
Notes:
oof, the next few chapters are going to be rough, but the pace of the story is going to pick up too!
Chapter 25
Notes:
CW: dub-con kissing, war camps, violence against refugees and children, genocide, minor character (temporary???) death, background political scheming
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Nighthunt competitions used to be the highlight of discussion conferences back in the heyday of cultivation society. Before the war, before Lee Chungwoo, before everything started to deteriorate under the greed for more land and resources, nighthunt competitions used to be a way for sects to subtly show off their disciples. The last one Jimin had participated in was the archery contest right before the indoctrination camp, and he didn’t think the tradition would be returning quite so soon after the war.
But a year later, the Jasujeon Sect is hosting this year’s discussion conference and they have insisted on sponsoring a grandiose nighthunt competition on one of their nearby mountains. There are rumors that the second son, Kim Sangwoo, has been working day and night to pull the nighthunt together, finding all manner of rare beasts and spirits to hunt for sport. Jimin barely pays this any mind - he’s too busy trying to figure out how to get out of it altogether.
The thing is, he doesn’t think he can. Things are already tense enough with Jeongguk because Jimin is admittedly not pulling his weight in the sect the way a head disciple and right hand should. Jeongguk has been remarkably patient about it all, but Jimin can tell his brother is nearing his limit.
Refusing to participate in the nighthunt would probably push him over the edge. Jimin doesn’t want that.
Yet, Jimin also doesn’t want to hunt for sport. It feels so cheap after the war. The very idea of peacocking around to show off his skills leaves a foul taste in his mouth. It’s funny, because in the past, he wouldn’t have thought twice about parading around, arrogant and brash. But this isn’t the past - this is the present and Jimin is different .
He can’t get out of it. He has to participate. But…he doesn’t have to put in his full effort, does he? He plans not to. Honestly, he isn’t even sure he has the strength to pull back on an arrow that has been designed for cultivator strength.
Plus - much to Jimin’s disgust - the targets for the opening archery contest are being held by people instead of wooden supports. The people are dirty, wearing rough, worn clothes, and clearly scared. Prisoners of war, probably. It makes Jimin’s lip curl to see the casual cruelty of it all, and not even the honor-bound Horangi Sect seems perturbed by live human targets . Maybe Jimin only cares because he can practically taste their fear. He definitely doesn’t want to participate anymore at all.
Unfortunately, Jimin’s plan to lay low is undercut when he overhears disciples from the Jasujeon Sect bragging about how talented the sect heir is and how nobody, not even tricky cultivators from ruined sects, could possibly compare. It’s a pointed comment, one very clearly directed toward him, and Jimin has always been proud.
So he watches, peeved, as Kim Seokjin and his eldest brother take the first turns at the opening archery ceremony. Kim Seokjin hits all three bullseyes, but the heir of the sect only hits two, which must be embarrassing for him since he turns around and, inexplicably, glares right at Jimin.
Jimin’s brows lift. He glances at Jeongguk. “Why is he mad at me ? He’s the one that missed.”
“Your face just makes people angry,” his brother says wryly.
Jimin huffs. “Yeah, well. I’ll just give him something to be angry about then,” he decides, snatching up one of the gold-leaf bows, and testing the string. Taut and almost too hard to pull, but he can manage a trick shot or two.
“Hyung,” Jeongguk groans.
“Shush.” Jimin strides away from his sect, then pauses when he catches sight of a trailing white ribbon floating through the air. His mind sparks on an idea and he’s speaking before he can stop himself, skirting closer to the Horangi Sect. “Yoongi-hyung, let me borrow your hair ribbon?”
Yoongi stiffens, his golden eyes flashing with warning. He says nothing, but his lips noticeably thin.
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Tch. fine, I’ll just use this instead…” he mutters, walking away as he unties one of the black strips of cloth binding his bracers against his sleeves. Under the heavy pall of all the watchers, he ties the black ribbon securely around his eyes, yanking three arrows from the attendant who is scurrying after him.
Jimin’s first weapon was a bow. He was taught under one of the best archers in the cultivation gentry. He knows how to aim an arrow and hit a target from any arrow, in any wind, at any time of day. Even without a golden core, there’s probably not anyone who could beat him - although eventually, his poor stamina would betray him.
Jimin doesn’t need stamina for a trick shot, though.
Nocking all three arrows, Jimin turns to where he knows the targets are located, cocking his head to the side. He listens beyond the grumbles and the hushed audience, straining his ears to the rabbit-quick inhalations of the prisoners holding the targets. The side of his mouth tips up into a smirk as he draws back the arrows and - release.
Three simultaneous thunks and a breathless moment, followed by a cheering crowd.
Jimin lifts the blindfold and sees that all three of his arrows have split Seokjin’s clean down the middle. The prisoners holding the targets are startled, but unharmed. Distantly, Jimin wonders if his show will dissuade others from taking a shot and avoid the potential risk of life. The cheers are twice as loud as when Seokjin landed his marks. Jimin gives the bow back to the attendant, cocking a brow at where Jeongguk is glaring at the sky.
Jimin sketches a mock bow, his lips still curved into a smirk.
A rude voice cuts through the cheering. “Ha! This is only the opening event and you’re already showing off? So what if you hit the mark blindfolded now? I bet you dare not enter the hunting grounds with your eyes covered!”
It’s a Jasujeon disciple, of course. Perhaps one that was higher ranked, given that he has no qualms about speaking so rudely to Jimin. But with the gentry, one can never tell. Jimin may hold a high position now, but he was born to a servant, so even the most distantly related Kim cousin from the lowest ranks of the sect might feel qualified to talk down to Jimin. In any case, he doesn’t recognize this pock-marked face, and so his response can only be placid.
“That sounds like an interesting challenge,” Jimin muses. “I accept.”
The disciple sputters. “Well - well, we’ll see if you’re still feeling superior once the hunt begins!”
The Jasujeon disciple stomps off with a few others. Kim Seokjin remains for a moment more, heaving a loud sigh and risking a glance at Jeongguk, who only meets his gaze for a moment. As Seokjin leaves, a Jasujeon official announces that the opening archery ceremony is over and that the hunt will begin shortly.
Good. Jimin is already ready for this day to be over. A jar of wine sounds nice.
“You idiot. Why’d you have to go do that?” Jeongguk grumbles, even as he leads their small troop of disciples into the hunting ground.
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Don’t worry about it. You really think there’s anyone here that can beat our sect? Even our newest disciples can outshoot anyone here.”
“Just take it easy,” Jeongguk advises, always cautious, always with a scowl. They separate at the entrance of the hunting ground. Jeongguk will lead the disciples personally, although as the sect leader, he won’t be able to hunt for points himself. Still, he can advise them and this opportunity is as good as any other to ensure their disciples are trained properly. “Stop when you’ve hunted enough.”
Jimin waves his hand carelessly, fixing the blindfold back over his eyes. The darkness is a welcome relief from the blinding sun. Jimin takes quick steps into the hunting ground, deliberately putting distance between himself and other hunters. He might not have his core anymore, but he can still sense the ambient yin and yang energy in the world, and he lets that extra sense lead his feet forward. Jimin leaps over logs and boulders, balancing on a fallen tree to cross over a small stream, steadily climbing up the mountain. He keeps walking until the only sound that greets him is nature, the chirping of birds, and the rustle of wind.
This seems like a good place, he thinks, settling himself on a fallen log propped against a tree. The moss is soft and comfortable. Perhaps he can take a nap once he finishes his portion of the hunt.
He pulls out his flute, a smile on his lips as he brings the instrument to his mouth. Nunchi is just as eager to do is bidding as always, perhaps even more so as he has not used his flute since the war ended. He plays a short tune, focusing his attention on the resentful spirits lingering on the mountain. His music calls to the spirits and ghosts, nudging them toward the shining spirit capture nets Jeongguk has brought to the hunt. The notes from his flute linger on the mountain for only a few minutes before Jimin guesses he’s done enough.
Satisfied, he leans back on a tree trunk, his eyes still blindfolded. It’s almost peaceful here. This far up the mountain and away from everyone else, the silence is a balm. With the sun warming his skin and his stomach pleasantly full from the luncheon before the hunt, Jimin quickly becomes drowsy. It’s a blessed relief - he has so much trouble sleeping during the night.
Quite easily, Jimin lets himself fall into a light doze.
Then, he hears something. A step - lightfooted. Cautious. But there isn’t any killing intent or hostility shining through the yang energy pulsing from the approaching cultivator. Whoever has found him does not mean to cause him any harm. Interesting. He can feel the eyes on him, heavy and daring.
Several minutes pass. The person continues to watch him. Do they think he’s asleep? Why not leave then? Or wake him? How peculiar.
“Are you lost?” he asks. He pitches his voice to sound friendly, and amicable despite his blindfold and his reputation. No need to ruffle feathers unnecessarily.
Silence greets him.
“If you were looking for a few easy kills, I’m sorry to say that I’ve probably scared them all off. You won’t find anything good to hunt here,” he says lightly. “You’ll have better luck down the mountain.”
The silence remains, but the steps come closer.
Jimin tries not to frown. This persistent silence…He shivers, feeling somehow caught. But a larger part of him is pleased, almost excited. This cultivator is quiet but they aren’t antagonistic, and it’s a nice change since so many cultivators are frightened of him.
Jimin feels his smile widen, tilting his head in the direction of the footsteps. “Hey -"
It happens faster than Jimin can track. One moment he is leaning against the tree, and the next, his arms are restrained over his head by a firm, unforgiving grasp - and his mouth is covered by something warm and wet and -
He’s being kissed. He’s being kissed quite forcibly!
Jimin rears up, trying to buck away from the touch, but the cultivator tightens their grip, teeth nipping at his bottom lip. His mouth drops open in a cry of shock, and suddenly, there is a tongue in his mouth. It’s surprising enough that Jimin’s struggles cease for several moments, which are filled with a breathless urgency pressed against his lips, a tongue stroking hot and heavy against his own -
This cultivator is very bold! Is it a maiden? She’s very strong!
Still, Jimin still thinks he could get out of this, even with the superior strength. But should he? Even with this misguided action, Jimin can only think that it must have taken this cultivator quite a lot of courage to muster up and execute this plan. What would happen if Jimin managed to remove his blindfold so that he might see his wayward suitor? He doesn’t want to embarrass a maiden, even if she is bizarrely strong.
Well. There’s nothing for it. Jimin might as well let the maiden have her fill. He’s never been kissed, after all, no matter how much he boasted when he was younger. The sensation is novel and he allows himself to relax into it. Given his reputation, this may be the one and only time anyone is daring enough to pursue him. He might as well let it happen. When the maiden gets her fill, she will leave and Jimin will have finally gotten rid of his troublesome first kiss.
As Jimin allows himself to relax into the forceful touch, the kiss turns more aggressive, biting and sharp and hot . Jimin’s skin prickles with heat and excitement, his cheeks flushing.
Some part of his brain registers that it’s tough to breathe through his mouth, so he spends quite a few moments learning to breathe through his nose instead. The kiss goes on and on, and one of the hands that had been holding his wrists moves - now, a single hand keeps him captured, while the other drops to his chin, directing his face up to improve the angle of the kiss. And oh , does that have Jimin trembling.
He didn’t know a kiss could be so intense! Suddenly, he understands the rapture spoken about in Taehyung’s poems…
He feels so dizzy. The kiss continues, relentless - or maybe it’s a dozen kisses, all rolled into one - and Jimin is helpless to do anything but accept it. He distantly realizes he’s making gasping noises, cut off little whines, and he starts to struggle again, trying to fight for more air as his mind and body reel.
The tongue in his mouth licks deeper into his mouth and Jimin shudders, abruptly going limp as his knees weaken. He thinks it's very fortunate that this maiden is so strong, because he’s sure that he’s not holding up any of his body weight at the moment. The scent of sandalwood is thick in his nose, exotic and woodsy.
Finally, his maiden bites his bottom lip - hard enough that Jimin tastes a tinge of iron. There’s a pause as those lips pull away from his, hot breath fanning over his face for a precious few seconds -
And then, all touch is ripped away from him. No more hands restraining his wrists, no more lips against his, no more warmth pressing him into the tree.
Jimin slumps to the ground, a shaking hand lifting to trace his swollen lips. He quickly reaches up to take off the blindfold, blinking into the warm, golden afternoon light. He looks around, but there is no trace of the maiden who has just kissed him.
Where did she go? Jimin stumbles onto his feet and then notices that he’d dropped Nunchi to the ground. He scoops up his flute, tucking it back into his belt, and clambers down the mountain. He’s well and truly alone. If not for the throbbing sting of his lips, he would think he’d imagined the whole thing but…
Jimin shakes his head. That burning touch lingers on his skin and his heart rabbits behind his ribs, warmth pooling low in his stomach. He stops to catch his breath, resigned to the fact that he wouldn’t be finding his suitor today. The maiden has surely run away, embarrassed by her boldness.
That’s fine, then. He was silly to chase after her, anyway. It’s not as if Jimin is a catch these days, anyway. Maybe she tracked him down and kissed him on a dare?
Sufficiently settled, Jimin moseys down the mountain lazily, humming to himself. He might have made it all the way down peacefully if not for hearing a thunderous crack in a nearby clearing. Curious and sensing no resentful energy, Jimin changes directions.
When he comes across the clearing, he stops in stupefaction. He isn’t sure what he expected to see, but it certainly isn’t Min Yoongi using his precious sword to hack into trees, using his feet to kick trunks down in a pique of fury. Dumbfounded, Jimin can only watch as Yoongi uses raw strength to fell several trees.
“Yoongi? What are you doing? Or rather, what did that tree do to you?” he finds himself asking, gawking at the sight.
Yoongi spins around, something wild around his eyes, which seem a little bloodshot. His ears are bright red and he seems to be glaring at Jimin with shocking viciousness. Jimin had never seen this expression on Yoongi before - he didn’t even know Yoongi was capable of making such an expression, in all honesty.
Jimin starts, drawing back. “Um.”
“Go away!” Yoongi shouts.
Jimin’s brows lift. He puts his hands on his hips. “I come all the way down here to see what the ruckus is about and find you splitting trees in half, and you tell me to go away? How much do you hate me?”
“Just - stay away from me!”
Jimin frowns. He and Yoongi may not be as close to each other anymore, but he can surely recognize that something is wrong. “Min doryeon-nim, are you okay?”
Yoongi turns away, resolute. But he does sheathe his sword, and Jimin thinks that means that the worse of…whatever that was has passed. It’s a relief. Min Yoongi is not someone who should ever be flustered or upset. To see evidence of his emotions so blatantly is disconcerting, to say the least.
“It’s nothing,” Yoongi murmurs after several long minutes. He starts walking away, easily finding of the well-trodden paths down the mountain.
“Sure,” Jimin agrees dubiously. For lack of anything else to do, he falls into step beside Yoongi. To his consternation, he finds that Yoongi has grown a bit and that his steps are that much longer than Jimin’s. It seems everyone is intent on looming over him for the rest of his, likely short, life. He widens his strides to keep pace, and finds his mind wandering to his experience only a few minutes prior. Curiosity grips him sharply. “Say, Yoongi-hyung, have you ever been kissed?”
Yoongi trips over a tree root, and then stops abruptly. He darts several quick looks toward Jimin, not quite making eye contact. Red creeps up his ears again. “Why…are you asking me?
Jimin grins. His lips are still throbbing and he feels giddy. He throws back his shoulders, stepping around Yoongi, preparing to brag. “Ah, I knew it. You haven’t, have you? Don’t worry, I was just asking! You don’t need to be mad about it. One day, someone will kiss you!”
Yoongi scoffs, eyes still diverted. His voice when he speaks is almost bitter. “What makes you so sure?”
“Well, because you’re you, of course,” Jimin says, quite simply. Surely Yoongi must realize the truth of it... Min Yoongi is quite a catch and everyone knows it. The second most handsome cultivator in their generation, the heir of a major sect, the Divine Hand, a war hero, and well on his way to cultivating immortality. His sect is probably weeding through marriage proposals every day.
“What about you?”
“Huh?”
“Have you…been kissed?” Yoongi mumbles.
Jimin’s recently kissed lips tip into a smirk. “Naturally! I have tons of experience, you know.”
Well, now he has tons of experience.
Yoongi has a skeptical look. “Is that so?”
Jimin’s smile broadens.
Yoongi sighs. His expression is indecipherable as he returns to his prior pace down the mountain. Jimin chatters at him as they go, content to spend this time together peacefully. He doesn’t know when he last spoke to Yoongi for more than five minutes before his cultivation was brought up. Actually, he isn’t sure he’s had any conversation with Yoongi that ended amicably. Even when they were classmates, Jimin did little else but annoy Yoongi away. Perhaps Yoongi now has a tolerance for Jimin’s antics?
Eventually, they come across Jeongguk and Seokjin walking together. Jimin pauses behind a massive tree, frowning at the scene as Yoongi comes up behind him. He scrutinizes his little brother, trying to see if Jeongguk is happy with this development or not. Honestly, it seems dreadfully awkward, but his little brother seems happy enough. Jeongguk and Seokjin are too far away for Jimin to hear the conversation, but he’s spent a good chunk of his life watching his brother pine over that peacock to recognize the signs.
“Spying is unethical,” Yoongi mutters.
“That’s my little brother. It doesn’t count as spying,” Jimin explains in an undertone. He shifts, leaning around the tree to get a better look as the two men wander further away. Strangely, Jeongguk abruptly seems a little agitated, red crawling up his neck.
Jimin narrows his eyes. Why does Seokjin look guilty all of a sudden?
Spurred on by protective brotherly instincts, Jimin is quick to abandon his hiding spot. “Jeongguk-ah!” he calls.
Jeongguk whips around, wide-eyed. “Hyung? What are you doing here - is that Min doryeon-nim?”
Jimin draws up beside Jeongguk, eyes narrowed at Kim Seokjin with fierce scrutiny. Seokjin is as tall and broad and handsome as ever, but right now, he looks a tinge green around the gills. Given Jeongguk’s general demeanor, Jimin can guess that Seokjin said something stupid. He would expect nothing less.
“Gguk-ah, the hunt is nearly done. Let’s go,” Jimin says, nudging Jeongguk with as much strength as he can muster. It isn’t a lot of strength, of course, because compared to a cultivator with a golden core, Jimin is as strong as a week-old kitten.
Jeongguk nods, looking away from Seokjin determinedly.
“W-wait! Jeongguk!”
Hope dashes across Jeongguk’s face as he turns to Seokjin expectantly.
Seokjin licks his lips. “I-”
An obnoxious shout cuts through the clearing, followed by a dozen trampling footsteps. Soon enough, several cultivators from various sects spill into the wooded area. Most of the cultivators wear the same gaudy golden hanbok as Seokjin, marking them as Jasujeon cultivators. The speaker looks terribly familiar, but Jimin can’t seem to place his face. “Seokjin! Is this cretin bothering you?”
Seokjin closes his eyes, exhaling sharply. “It’s none of your business. There’s no problem here, so go away,” he orders curtly.
“The fact that he’s here at all, standing with decent cultivators, is a problem!” the Jasujeon cultivator declares, glaring down at Jimin.
Jimin sneers. “Jeongguk-ah, let’s go,” he says again, grasping his brother by the elbow. He really doesn’t want to engage with any of this.
“Wait!” Seokjin says urgently.
“What do you want from him?!” Jimin snaps.
“Hyung,” Jeongguk chides, shaking free. “Stop this -”
“Ha! How dare you? You’re just the son of a servant and a goddamned demonic cultivator, and you dare to speak to your betters that way?”
Jimin turns, finally giving the loudmouth Jasujeon disciple his full attention. His hankbok seems as high quality as Seokjin’s so he might be someone from the main Kim branch, which would explain why he talks down to Jimin so casually. He blinks. “Who are you?” he asks blankly.
The disciple draws back. “...You don’t know who I am?”
Jimin cocks his head, thinking hard. “Should I know who you are?”
There is some muffled laughter from the growing crowd around them. The disciple blusters, flushing hotly. Nearby, Seokjin looks aggrieved, while Jeongguk groans. Yoongi, watching dutifully from just a step away, frowns.
“You arrogant bastard!” the Jasujeon disciple shouts. He pats his own chest, lifting his chin. “I’m Kim Sangsik! The heir of the Jasujeon Sect!”
Ah. Well, maybe Jimin should have recognized him, or at least remembered his name. He’s always been so awful with names. It’s not any better with the yin energy swimming through his veins and muddling his thoughts so often.
Even still…
“How am I arrogant?” Jimin protests, offended.
“How aren’t you arrogant?” Sangsik demands. “You walk around as if you’re better than me, a sect heir! You pretend to not know who I am! And you have the gall to show off during this hunt! A full third of the prey on the mountain has been captured by you! Nobody else stood a chance!"
There are shocked whispers, the crowd of cultivators murmuring to each other. Some shoot Jimin disgruntled looks, others stare at him with awe. For once, Jimin doesn’t relish the attention - he never does when he knows his cultivation is about to be called into question.
Jeongguk grimaces and shoots Jimin a look. “I thought I said to take it easy.”
“I did,” Jimin says petulantly. He crosses his arms over his chest, pouting his lips.
“One-third of the prey?” Yoongi asks, clearly seeking to clarify the claim. His stare is once again indistinguishable to Jimin. Yoongi is getting frightfully good at masking his emotions.
“Hey, that’s the Divine Hand.”
“I heard he hates Park Jimin.”
“Their relationship is awful!”
Jimin stubbornly tunes out the gossip, fixing his eyes forward.
Kim Sangsik, on the other hand, seems encouraged by the crowd. “Ah, I guess you haven’t heard, have you, Divine Hand? Well, let me fill you in,” Sangsik says, turning to Yoongi with a lofty expression. Behind him, Seokjin groans into his hands. “A while ago, just after the hunt began, we all heard flute music playing through the mountain. When we chased after the spirit, we were shocked to see there weren’t any left! All the spirits and ghosts on the mountain had been captured!”
“It’s true! We’ve searched the whole mountain, and only a few measly beasts and fierce corpses are left!” a disciple from another sect chimes in, throwing Jimin a glare.
“At least I left the fierce corpses for you all…” Jimin mumbles under his breath.
“You hogged all the prey! There’s none left for the rest of us. You cheated with your crafty tricks!” Sangsik claims.
Jimin can only laugh at this. “Is that how it is? Didn’t one of you say that we should show our true skills on the mountain? I did the hunt blindfolded, just like I was dared. Why are you complaining now?”
“True skills? What true skills, demon? All you did was play your little flute! How is that a talent? How is that a cultivation skill?” This protest comes from a faceless cultivator, just one in a crowd of slavering dogs.
Jimin blinks, glancing at Yoongi briefly. “Is it not? There’s an entire sect dedicated to musical cultivation.”
“What you do is not true cultivation,” Sangsik argues. It’s quite the bold claim to make in front of the Divine Hand, one of the presiding masters of musical cultivation and someone who would have much more authority on what does and does not count as musical cultivation. Sangsik doesn’t seem to realize it, because he continues on venomously. “You walk the crooked path and you disregard the rules! You don’t even carry a sword!”
“That’s enough!” Seokjin shouts. Maybe Jeongguk signals him, or maybe he sees the way Jimin suddenly stiffens. Either way, Seokjin’s attempt is well-meaning but far too late.
Sangsik doesn’t seem to hear Seokjin, or he just wants to ignore him. “This is what the Mugunghwa Sect has to offer? Tricks and schemes? You’re nothing more than a-”
“Sangsik!” Seokjin says again, more sharply this time.
Jimin’s anger has been ignited. People could say what they like about him, because he probably deserves it. But nobody can say anything about his sect - about the Mugunghwa Sect, which Jeongguk has been killing himself over to revive through blood, sweat, and tears. The sect that raised and sheltered Jimin should never be sullied by unworthy tongues.
Black mist starts to gather at his feet. Crows fly overhead. A chill spreads through the air. Jimin’s ever-tenuous grasp on the yin energy roiling in his veins wavers, and his mind runs away with him. It’s all too easy to imagine letting his anger loose at Sangsik and these onlookers. He’s much more experienced with yin energy now. Whereas when he was hunting down Lee Donggun and Kang, he could only send resentful suggestions through Nunchi. Now, he’s certain all he would have to do is whistle - and with only the power of his will, he could make everyone in this clearing lose their minds -
The surrounding group of cultivators takes a collective step backward as Jimin chuckles darkly, a dangerous tilt to his lips slashing across his face. “Do you know why I don’t bother to carry my sword? Why do I stick to my tricks and talismans? It’s because there isn’t a single person here that could ever hope to best me when I’m using the so-called crooked path - so what makes you think you would be able to handle me with my sword?”
“You son of a servant! How can you be so bold!” Sangsik exclaims although he sounds far less confident than before.
“The arrogance!” someone squeaks.
Jimin grits his teeth. It would be so easy….
“Jimin,” Yoongi warns.
Jimin ignores him. What can Yoongi say to make this better? Nothing. These people who look down on Jimin, they deserve to be punished-
“Hyung, stand behind me,” Jeongguk says gruffly, shoving Jimin back so he can physically block Jimin from view.
Jimin is broken out of the yin-driven vengeance clouding his mind. He can only stare at his younger brother’s back, disarmed and uncertain. “...Gguk-ah?”
“Just…let me protect you,” Jeongguk says under his breath. Then, he turns toward the crowd and speaks out, loud and strong. It’s the voice of a Sect Leader, someone who is not to be questioned, and it easily cows everyone in the clearing. He pays particular attention to Sangsik. “You keep calling him the son of a servant, but Park Jimin was raised alongside me as a sibling. What does that make me, then? You owe my brother an apology. If he managed to capture a third of the prey, then that speaks to his overwhelming skill with his chosen form of cultivation. To imply that another is cheating just because your own cultivation is lacking shows a certain quality I’m not sure is appropriate for a future sect leader. Are you really so weak that you can’t bear to compete according to the rules of the competition?”
None dare to speak against Jeongguk’s terse tone or the defiant jut of his jaw. Somehow, with his little brother standing before him and sheltering him with the power of his birthright, Jimin feels safer than he ever has, even before the war. Tears burn in his eyes. He’s grateful that Jeongguk is swift to march them both out of the clearing before anyone else has a chance to see his tears fall.
“Thank you.”
“Hyung. Don’t mention it.”
Maybe it's coincidence or maybe it's fate, but either way, Jimin is in the right place at the right time. After the debacle on the mountain, Jimin escapes to the nearest town under Jasujeon jurisdiction. He intends to find a tavern and some good wine so he can drink himself into the comfortable stupor that quiets the voices of ghosts threading through his mind. When he's drunk enough, he finally feels warm, like he has a core again.
Jimin doesn't find a tavern.
Jimin finds a person. A familiar person with a deep voice and a singular concern.
"Please! My brother! You have to help me find my brother!"
Nobody in the town stops for the beggar. Nobody seems to care or notice. But Jimin has always paid attention to beggars - he'd been one himself. And this beggar is one he knows, although he never imagined this is how he would meet Kim Namjoon again.
"Kim doryeon-nim?" he asks.
Kim Namjoon swivels around to stare at Jimin with abject shock. Namjoon looks poorly, too thin and dirty and frazzled for someone of his stature and status. He looks like he hasn't had a bath in months and there is a gauntness in his features that tells Jimin the doctor's last meal was some time ago.
Jimin can't understand why Namjoon looks this way. He's the leader of the Sonamu Sect and while the sect is small, Namjoon should never look like this . What happened after the war? Jimin is ashamed to realize he never thought to check up on Namjoon and Dohoon, assuming they would return to Ilsan and not caring enough to investigate this assumption, too caught up in his own troubles.
The situation, as Namjoon tells it, is grave. All of the sects annexed by the Gom Sect before the war have been imprisoned, even sects that did not fight. And among them, somewhere, is Dohoon. Namjoon had escaped from one of these camps several weeks ago and has spent every waking moment tracking down his brother. But now he's run into an impossible obstacle that he can't help to overcome by himself.
"Slow down," Jimin orders, watching as Namjoon nearly chokes on a warm hunk of flatbread. He frowns deeply as Namjoon listens, only barely taking the time to chew.
"I need to find Dohoon," Namjoon says for the umpteenth time.
"We need to find Dohoon," Jimin corrects.
Namjoon’s dragon eyes widen. "You mean…"
"You helped me when you didn't have to. You helped Jeongguk and Minji too, at the risk of your own neck. This is the least I can do," Jimin says seriously. His heart leaps, fingers flexing. "Besides, I can make people listen to me, can't I?"
Tears spill over Namjoon's cheeks, cleaning the dirt from his skin. "Thank you."
"Don't thank me yet," Jimin warns grimly. "Just wait here while I go find out where Dohoon is being kept. I'll be back soon."
Namjoon nods furiously.
Jimin pauses, taking the coin purse from his pocket. He tosses it to Namjoon, who barely catches it. "Buy us some horses. It's not like either of us can fly."
When Jimin arrives at the banquet, barely containing his sense of urgency and anger, he walks into an odd scene of Kim Seokjin’s eldest brother trying to pressure Sect Leader Min and the Min heir into public drinking. It’s absurd. The entire world knows the Horangi Sect abstains from alcohol.
“Our sects have always been close!” he says in the same entitled tone he used on the mountain earlier. He holds two cups of wine aloft, forcing the cups into Min clan's hands. “If you don’t accept this drink, I might think you’re looking down at me!”
Yoongi shifts uncomfortably, while his brother seems to resign himself to the drink, tossing it back quickly with a grimace. Yoongi, on the other hand, visibly hesitates. It’s one of very few times where his discomfort is easily discerned, and yet, nobody thinks to speak up for him or the rest of the Min disciples. Even Min Chunghee allowed himself to be pressured into drinking - and for what? To pacify peers? In the gentry clans, are the Mins and the Kims not on the same level?
Jimin’s anger is stoked and he moves without thinking. Impatient, Jimin snatches the cup from Yoongi’s hand and tips it into his mouth. The wine is mediocre. Yoongi’s eyes widen and several voices exclaim in surprise. Jimin ignores everyone else, his eyes trained on Kim Sangsik as he thumps his empty cup onto Yoongi’s table.
“I drank it for him. Does that satisfy you?” Jimin asks sarcastically.
Sangsik flinches back, thrusting his finger at him. “You!”
“Park doryeong,” Chunghee greets with apparent surprise.
“Sect Leader Min,” Jimin returns, holding onto ingrained politeness with a thread. Jimin disregards the whispers around the room wondering how he got inside. Apparently, nobody noticed him walking into the room, too enthralled by the peer pressure from the host sect. It’s not his fault they’re already so deep into their cups that they lack any observational skills. And at the moment, it doesn’t really matter at all.
Sangwoo ushes forward, looking harried. He is apparently the organizer of this banquet, given the way he immediately jumps to try to soothe the tension. “Ah, we were not expecting you! Did you happen to bring an invitation to the banquet? We can make you a table...”
An invitation? Is Jimin not the head disciple of the Mugunghwa Sect? Does he need an invitation to attend the end of the discussion conference? An invitation has never been needed before. But then, things are different now. Standards are different.
“No, I don’t need a table,” he says flatly. He directs his attention to Sangsik. “But don’t worry, I won’t be here long. I just need to ask you a question.”
He scoffs dismissively. “Me? I have no business with you.”
“You do, actually,” Jimin states. He does not leave any room for argument and his tone makes Sangsik blanche.
“Well, I’m busy. You’ll just have to wait.”
“How long do you want me to wait?”
Sangsik hems, flicking lint off his hanbok. “Oh, I don’t know. This banquet might go on for another four or so hours, and after that, I’ll probably feel like resting. Come back tomorrow. If we have any business, we’ll settle it then.”
“I can’t wait that long. There can be no more delay. Lives are on the line,” Jimin presses.
“Lives?” Min Chunghee breathes, and beside him, Yoongi looks at Jimin with a serious golden gaze.
“Yes,” Jimin answers shortly. Sangsik doesn’t appear too moved by the notion, so Jimin decides to be more specific. “Kim, doryeon-nim, have you heard of Kim Dohoon?”
“Kim Dohoon? No, of course not,” he answers lazily. He sounds so bored with the conversation. It infuriates Jimin and colors the tone of his next words.
“You should remember him,” he bites out. “Allow me to freshen your memory. Not too long ago, you were nighthunting in the area to prepare for the nighthunt competition. You came across war refugees, some of whom you captured and paraded around today during the archery competition. Among them was Kim Dohoon, a boy no older than seventeen or eighteen. You gathered the war refugees and sent them to the detention camp, didn’t you?”
“I’m not in charge of the camps. How would I know who was there?” Sangsik snaps.
“You would remember Dohoon. According to other refugees, he stood up to you when you needlessly shot one of his companions with your bow to use as blood bait in your hunt,” Jimin describes, remembering every horrible word Namjoon said. Namjoon had gathered so much information to find his brother, and everything he told Jimin paints a clear picture of the current atrocities. “You beat him and carted him off to the camp. This was about a month ago. Do you really not remember?”
The Jasujeon heir quickly loses his temper and every allusion to ignorance. “What does it matter what happens to those damned refugees? They’re all dogs! Why are you questioning me about this? You aren’t siding with those dogs are you?”
Jimin’s eyes narrow into a frosty glare. “Kim Dohoon helped me early in the war, along with his brother, Kim Namjoon. I owe them a life debt. Until now, I didn’t know their whereabouts. I care very much about what happens to them.”
“Well, care about them or not, I still have no idea who you’re talking about!”
Jimin’s patience is running very thin. “Tell me where he is!”
Ambient yin energy in the room responds to Jimin’s growing ire. Shadows darken and lengthen, a chill spreading through the air. His pulse swells, a tingling in his palms.
“Jimin. Calm down,” Yoongi urges in an undertone.
“Yes, please remain calm. We have time to discuss this,” Sangwoo encourages. He offers a nervous, dimpled smile, casting a fretful look about the room.
Jimin breathes deeply, trying to control his temper. But he can feel it in the air, in the whispers of yin energy that float on the wind. The ghosts know how urgent this is, and so Jimin does too. He can’t shake the feeling that he has to hurry. Time is running out. Something awful is about to happen and Jimin won’t be able to stop it at this point.
“I agree! There’s no need to be hasty,” Sect Leader Kim says with an easy, almost affable tone. It might fool everyone else, but Jimin can sense the greasy undercurrent just beneath the words. Sect Leader Kim is oily as a snake and wiley as a fox. “After all, before we discuss those pitiful refugees, there are other things we should talk about.”
Jimin turns his attention to the sect leader. “And what would that be? Excuse my rudeness, but I don’t think there is anything more pressing than someone in danger,” he says in a tone that is, by all rights, incredibly rude.
Sect Leader Kim seems intent on ignoring the underlying warning in Jimin’s words. “During the war, you emerged with a fearsome weapon. An amulet of some sort? Truly remarkable. And so powerful! Why, even some of our Jasujeon disciples were affected while you were wielding it in battle -”
“Get to the point,” Jimin cuts in.
“Well, I only mean to say, don’t you think that weapon is too dangerous for one cultivator to have? Don’t you think it would make more sense to trust the weapon to a sect that would be able to contain it? Your sect is still recovering, after all, and I’m afraid you don’t have the resources to-”
Jimin laughs harshly. “Sect Leader Kim, what is this? Are you trying to confiscate my spiritual weapon from me? The one I invented and refined myself? Or let me ask it another way: Do you think that the Jasujeon Sect is meant to replace the Gom Sect now that the Gom Sect has been destroyed?” Jimin’s hard gaze sweeps over the room, which has gone very silent. Sect Leader Kim looks angry as Jimin scoffs, shaking his head. “Looking at the way you’re acting right now, I would think I was speaking with Lee Chungwoo.”
It’s a pointed barb and it hits home. But Jimin has only made an observation, one that should be clear as day to any cultivator who fought in the war. He refuses to believe people would be so blind as to trade one tyrant for another. Just because the new one wears gold doesn’t mean he’s any better.
“Park Jimin! Watch your mouth!” someone scolds from across the room.
Jimin laughs incredulously. “Am I wrong? A sect leader trying to covet powerful weapons, disciples willing to use people as live bait. How is that any different than the Gom Sect?”
“It’s different because the Gom Sect and everyone under them were dogs!” another voice shouts.
“You should only take revenge on those who have earned it,” Jimin declares. “Kim Dohoon was part of a medical sect and like many other annexed sects under Gom rule, that sect never fought in any battles. Why should he be considered a dog? Why should he be taken to a work camp?”
“And what proof do you have that there is no blood on their hands?” Sect Leader Kim asks sikily.
“What proof do you have that they do? Or do you only believe in guilt by association?” Jimin retorts curtly. “I’m tired of these games! I came here to find Kim Dohoon and that’s what I’ll do!”
Black mist crawls around the edges of the banquet hall, causing many sect leaders and cultivators to cry out in alarm. Jimin barely hears them. In his ears, he hears the hateful whispers of resentful spirits. Many have tied in Jasujeon Tower - much more than in other sect strongholds. He wonders what these orthodox cultivators would think if Jimin took the time to reveal all the ghastly ways people have died here?
“Jimin! Stop it!” Yoongi urges, standing from his seat. He is wide-eyed and ashen, looking at Jimin like he’s losing all control. It’s not an unfamiliar expression.
Jimin ignores him. He wills the resentful energy to take form, a tendril wrapping around Sangsik’s throat, holding him aloft ever so slightly. Sangsik immediately claws at his throat, trying to find breathing room and relief from the pressure. Jimin can feel his eyes blazing with fury as the banquet hall falls into fearful silence.
“Now. I will count to three and you will tell me where to find Kim Dohoon. If you don’t…” Jimin trails off, sure his threat is perfectly understood even if it is not explicitly stated.
“You can’t kill anyone here!” someone bleats.
“If I wanted to kill someone, do you really think any of you could stop me?” Jimin asks darkly. “Even if my brother was here, he wouldn’t be able to stop me, either.”
However, if Jeongguk had been present at this banquet, it might have been easier to get the information he needed. But curiously, neither Jeongguk or Seokjin are present, and Jimin can only imagine what that means. Either he and Seokjin are canoodling, or Jeongguk is being kept deliberately away from potential major discussions in an effort to undercut the growing power of the renewed Mugunghwa Sect. Knowing Kim Kyongsoo, he would bet on the latter.
“Jimin!”
“One…”
“I’m not telling you!” Sangsik grits out.
“Two…”
The tendrils tighten. Sangsik’s face starts to go purple and his struggles increase. He has no hope of breaking Jimin’s iron hold.
“Jimin, don’t!” Yoongi warns again.
“Three…”
“Okay! Okay, I’ll tell you! He’s at the work camp just north of here, about ten miles away!” Sangsik spits out.
Jimin drops him to the ground, yin energy vanishing in an instant. He watches with placid disgust as Sangsik grips his throat and gasps, rolling onto his belly like the coward he is. Was that so hard?
Jimin strides away, ignoring the familiar raspy voice calling after him and the furious whispers he leaves in his wake.
He needs to collect Namjoon and he needs to save Dohoon. That’s all he can focus on.
It’s dark by the time they reach the work camp and a fine misting of rain has already started. At the dark mouth of the valley where the work camp is settled, there is a stout figure hobbling towards them. When the figure hears the hooves of their horses, it stops and shouts in fright. Jimin is horrified, but not surprised, to see it is an elderly woman who seems to be in quite a bit of pain. She is dirty and underfed, and she carries a slumbering toddler on her back, who appears equally as neglected.
Anger strikes through him, hard and fast. This is wrong. He fears what else he will find when they get to the camp proper.
Namjoon seems to recognize the woman because he jumps off his horse in a rush. “Halmeoni!”
“Namjoon-ah?” The old woman stops and squints, her body shaking under the strain of standing.
“Halmeoni, it’s me! Where is everyone else? Is Dohoon here?” Namjoon asks urgently
Granny shakes her head. She looks ready to collapse. As Namjoon directs her to sit down on the ground, reassuring her that he’s here to get everyone out and telling her he’s brought help, Jimin dismounts his horse. He strides over, taking a hunk of bread out of his inner coat. Namjoon had the foresight to buy some when he bought the horses, and now, Jimin gives some of his to the grandmother and the toddler.
She seems scared of him. She seems to recognize who he is, even though Namjoon hasn’t said, and she stares at Jimin like he is the thing nightmares are made of. Maybe he is. He can’t care too much, though, for his attention is fixed on the toddler.
What is a small child doing at a work camp? The war has only been over for a year. It can’t be that the child has been raised in the camp, is it? Nobody would be that cruel. The children were supposed to be integrated into society. That was the agreement the sects came to when the Jasujeon Sect agreed to watch over the war prisoners and the rebuilding efforts.
And yet, here is a child, smaller than he should be. Jimin wonders if this is what he looked like when he was that small and living on the streets. He wonders how Madam Jeon could have hated him so much if he had come to Mugunghwa Pier looking this helpless. Jimin stares at this small child and only feels grief - and a shadow of vengeance that gathers behind his breastbone.
Jimin thought he knew what he would find when he agreed to help Namjoon. Now he sees that he is woefully unprepared.
“We need to go. She can stay here while you collect your brother. We’ll take her too,” Jimin says, leaving no room for argument.
Namjoon nods briskly. “Just stay here, Halmeoni. We’ll be right back.”
Halmeoni nods meekly, giving Jimin a look of hesitant mistrust. But she doesn’t argue and seems content to watch the horses until Namjoon and Jimin return.
Jimin marches away from the elderly woman and the toddler, trying to keep his head on straight. He can sense a shocking amount of yin energy coming from the area where the camp must be, just beyond another hill. This amount of resentment - well, it shouldn’t be here if prisoners are being treated fairly. It’s an overwhelming sense of pain and fear and death permeating the nighttime darkness. He hasn’t tasted anything quite like it since his last time on the battlefield. Nunchi feels heavy at his hip.
They approach flickering torches and two guards standing in front of a locked gate. Through the gate, there are dozens of prisoners dressed in dirty rags, still toiling away even though there is hardly enough light to see. One slips on a growing puddle of mud and is immediately whipped by a guard.
Jimin’s jaw tightens. He doesn’t even break his stride when he approaches the guards, holding up his hands and tearing through the doors with a swirl of yin energy. Namjoon stays at his heels.
“Hey! You-you can’t just-”
“Are you going to stop me? Jimin asks, rearing around to glare down at the guard. “ Can you stop me?”
The guard swallows. “T-this is a Jasujeon work camp. Not just anyone can come in.”
“I’m not just anyone. And I’m only here for one person,” Jimin says flatly.
Namjoon takes the guard’s trepidation as an opening. He steps forward, desperation writ clear on his face. “Please, where is Kim Dohoon?”
The guard frowns, throwing a shifty glance at another guard nearby. “Dohoon? We don’t have anyone by that name here.”
“That can’t be true! He has to be here!” Namjoon argues.
Jimin takes a closer look at the camp. The guards have whips that they seem to use liberally on the prisoners, but they also hold something else. A metal rod with a swirling pattern on it. The Jasujeon crest. An ironing brand with a Jasujeon crest.
Jimin glares at the guard still trying to deny him entry and takes great pleasure in the way the guard blanches. The guard seems to realize what has caught Jimin’s attention because he makes an effort to hide to rod behind his body.
“Kim doryeon-nim,” Jimin says coldly. “Search for your brother. I’ll entertain the guards.”
And that’s exactly what happens. Jimin’s mere presence has the guards cowering back, none of them bold enough to abuse a prisoner with someone like Jimin looming in the shadows of the night. Namjoon goes from group to group, asking the prisoners about his brother’s whereabouts, but none of them can say much - or won’t say much out of blatant fear. From what a few manage to say, Dohoon had been here earlier in the day, but when night fell, there had been a ruckus from one of the sheds where prisoners sleep, and then everyone had been roused from their rest to work through the night without any explanation. Dohoon never showed up.
There is a suspicion growing in Jimin’s mind as he watches the guards shift uneasily. One of them suggests that Dohoon has run away, which apparently happens occasionally. At this, Namjoon whirls around and denies the suggestion vehemently.
“Absolutely not! Dohoon would never run away and leave halmeoni or the others here!”
“You’ve already asked everyone here. If you can’t find him, then there’s nothing we can do about it!” the guard retorts, glancing nervously between Jimin and Namjoon.
“Everyone is here?” Jimin asks.
The guards freeze at his chilly one. One even flinches.
“Y-yes. Everyone is here,” one says
Jimin nods, his hand falling to Nunchi, stroking across her warm wood. “Alright. I’ll assume you mean everyone living is here,” he allows. “Then where are the rest?”
Namjoon draws in a sharp breath. “No…”
“T-the rest?” another guard stutters. “Please be serious. Although this is a work camp and they are prisoners, we would never fatally harm anyone.”
“Somehow, I doubt that,” Jimin says, looking pointedly at the whips and branding irons, and then at the traumatized prisoners who sway on tired feet. “This is a large camp, but you have fewer than one hundred prisoners. I recall there being over a thousand prisoners of war accounted for after the war ended, and there are at least three other work camps I know of. So, where are the other prisoners who are supposed to be here? Don’t tell me they all ran away?”
“I-I don’t-”
Jimin shakes his head. He walks further into the camp, passing by guards and prisoners alike. They part from him, giving him generous space as if afraid his darkness might spread to them. He clucks his tongue. “You know who I am and you know what I can do,” he says with quiet carnage. “Did you really think you could lie to me about this?”
The guards look outright terrified now as Jimin, with unerring precision, walks to the edge of a hill that overlooks an empty river basin. The rain is heavier now, pelting down on the mud, and when lightning strikes, it illuminates the basin.
The empty river is filled with bodies. Dozens upon dozens of bodies, all covered in mud and blood, piled carelessly on top of each other. No wonder Jimin can sense such an overwhelming presence of yin energy. Dying violently like this, then not even having a proper burial - any soul would be disquieted. And these souls have the added trauma of suffering in life well before death.
“No!” Namjoon yells, darting past Jimin. He scrambles down the bank, falling onto his rear as he starts frantically searching through bodies. It’s painful to watch, this scene of an older brother looking so desperately for a sibling - simultaneously hoping his brother is missing and that he will find him here. Namjoon just wants to find Dohoon.
Jimin joins him, carefully turning each corpse over. His critical eye can see that some have been dead for months, others only weeks or days. It seems like the guards have made quite the pastime of getting rid of the prisoners.
“No! Dohoon!” Namjoon sobs abruptly. His voice cracks as he falls to his knees, helpless hands fluttering over a slim shape in the rainy night.
Jimin quickly joins Namjoon. Dohoon is laid out on the basin, painfully pale and far too young. In his stomach is a flag with the Jasujeon crest painted proudly against the fabric, the pole of the flag piercing through Dohoon’s abdomen clear through the other side. There’s too much yin energy saturated here, too much pain and resentment, for Jimin to tell if Dohoon is on the other side or not.
“Is he alive?” he asks Namjoon urgently. “Does he still breathe?”
Namjoon tries to find a pulse, his rain-soaked fingers slipping off Dohoon’s neck. He shakes his head after a minute, sobbing harder as he holds his brother’s corpse close in his grief.
Jimin recalls Dohoon in life, so charmingly shy and talented with a bow. A sweet, very loyal boy. Earnest. Kind. Not someone deserving of a fate like this.
Cold, sharp anger spears through him. Jimin climbs out of the basin, pulling Nunchi from his hip as he barrels toward the guards. “Who killed him? Which of you killed him?”
“I-it was an accident!”
“Don’t lie to me!” Jimin roars.
“We would never kill a person!”
Jimin sees red. “You would never kill a person?” he echoes. “You would never dare to kill a single person?”
“Never! Absolutely never!”
“But you don’t think of these prisoners as people do you?” Jimin asks rhetorically. “You see them as the dogs of the Gom Sect. Even if you killed one of them, it’s not the same as killing a person, is it?”
The guards gather into a group, back to back as they cower away from Jimin’s steady advances. They plead for their lives with naked fear. And he ignores those pleas just as surely as these guards have ignored the pleas of the prisoners.
Jimin laughs darkly. “You keep trying to lie to me,” he says, tapping Nunchi against his thigh. “But did you really think I wouldn’t be able to tell how someone died?”
“Y-you can’t do anything against us!” one of the guards tries to argue. “You! You’re part of the Mugunghwa Sect a-and your sect can’t afford to offend the Jasujeon Sect! You can’t hurt us!”
Jimin smiles humourlessly. “What makes you think I care about shit like that? Are you really trying to threaten me right now?” He shakes his head. “Congratulations. You’ve finally sapped my patience. Since none of you want to speak up, I’ll just let the undead speak for themselves.”
“No!”
“Spare us!”
Jimin turns away from them. He draws Nunchi to his lips and plays a short, furious tune. He summons the most recently departed soul with a single directive:
Kill the ones who killed you.
Lightning flashes again. There is a furious, ferocious roar from the river basin, and then a dark shape is sailing through the air, strong and fast and filled to the brim with resentment.
It’s Dohoon, a newly awoken fierce corpse. And Jimin does absolutely nothing to control him while Dohoon rips apart the guards one by one. The rain is heavy enough to wash away the worst of the blood spray, but the tang of iron seeps into the air.
“What are you - Jimin!” Namjoon calls out frantically. “What are you doing? Stop him! Stop! Stop him!”
Jimin presses his lips together. “This is the best we can do for Dohoon now,” he says, a feeling of numb peace spreading through him as he watches over Dohoon’s brutality. He’s quite strong. “Let him get revenge so his soul can-”
“Jimin! I think I felt a pulse! Stop him! I-I can try to save him!” Namjoon shouts.
Jimin looks at Namjoon sharply, but Namjoon seems certain. If the miracle doctor says someone is still alive, even by a thread, then Jimin has to believe him. But the fact that Dohoon responded so easily to Jimin’s call…He must be in the in-between state. Didn’t Dohoon have an unusual spiritual cognition?
Jimin plays Nunchi sharply, commanding Dohoon to back down. Dohoon is resistant in the way only very strong fierce corpses are, and it makes him think that maybe Dohoon is more far gone than he originally thought.
“Kim Dohoon!” Jimin finally screams, infusing his voice with every ounce of his power when Nunchi fails to break through. Against his chest, he can feel his amulet rapidly cycling through heat and cold as he unconsciously draws on its power.
And Dohoon stops, blood dripping from his hands. Jimin plays Nunchi again, releasing his hold on Dohoon’s body, but not daring to release too much of his hold from his soul. He doesn’t know if removing the resentment from Dohoon would remove his soul from the realm entirely, and he doesn’t want to find out. It takes longer than he expects, but eventually, Dohoon’s body begins to wilt.
Namjoon dashes over, catching Dohoon against his chest.
“Does he live?” Jimin asks quietly.
“Not for long…” Namjoon whispers.
“We’ll save him, Kim doryeon-nim. I’ll bring him back. I promise.”
Jimin won’t accept anything less. He will not let this end in another tragedy.
Namjoon nods, his face folding in similar determination.
Jimin looks around. The guards are all dead and the prisoners are terrified. They need to leave. He’s not naive enough to think nobody will follow him after the scene he made at the banquet. It’s better to move now than it is to linger.
“Listen up!” he calls out, addressing the prisoners. Some cry out at the sound of his voice as if they are as afraid of Jimin as they were of the guards. Well, after the show he just put on, he can’t say he blames them. He can only imagine what they heard about him during the war, too. It doesn’t bother him too much. He understands why they would be afraid of him, even if he is trying to help them. “We’re getting you out of here! If you want to leave, grab the guard’s horses and follow me!”
Jimin didn’t intend to stage a prison break today, but what other choice does he have? These people are innocent.
It takes some time, but there are two to three prisoners on each horse, with maybe twenty or so horses. The healthiest prisoners, the youngest ones, seem content to run alongside the horses if it means escaping this awful work camp. Namjoon settles onto a horse with Dohoon draped over his lap, anxiously tending to his brother as much as he can. Fortunately, the worst of Dohoon’s bleeding has stopped - or slowed down significantly. It seems that Jimin had accidentally done something to Dohoon because from what he can tell, the gaping wound in Dohoon’s stomach is acting a lot like all of Jimin’s broken bones from his fall into the Burial Mounds.
Yin energy is holding Dohoon together in more ways than one at the moment. But there’s no telling how long that will last.
Unfortunately, not long after Granny and the toddler are helped onto a horse, they must stop again as they leave the valley. Standing in the middle of the road with a white bamboo umbrella is Min Yoongi. He is moon-pale in the darkness, almost glowing. His golden eyes are glistening. He looks strangely young, staring at Jimin and Namjoon and the refugees with a lost expression.
Jimin hops off his horse, holding his shoulders back as he approaches his old friend. “Min doryeon-nim.”
“Jimin. What are you doing?” Yoongi utters, shaking his head faintly.
“I’m making things right,” Jimin says with conviction.
“These are prisoners,” Yoongi reminds him. But he looks at the refugees for long moments, truly surveying their poor state, and his expression betrays his doubts. Good. Min Yoongi is the best witness that Jimin can ask for in this situation. If he says the refugees were poorly treated, the rest of the cultivation world will believe him.
“These are refugees. It isn’t so black and white. There are some things in this world that need to be remedied, even if it goes against what society wants or expects,” Jimin explains. “And what happened here, to these refugees, was wrong.”
“Jimin…”
Jimin lifts his chin. “Are you going to stop me?” he asks quietly.
Yoongi is silent for several moments, staring at Jimin unblinkingly. Finally, he musters a few quiet words. “Where will you go?”
“There has to be somewhere in the world where we can go,” Jimin says. He lets his hand fall to Nunchi pointedly. “But Min Yoongi, if I have to fight through you to get there, I’ll do it. After all, if anyone had to kill me, I’d rather it was you.”
Yoongi sucks in a sharp breath, his brow furrowing sharply. But then, he steps aside, casting his golden gaze downward and his hand far away from the sheath of his sword. He will not fight with Jimin. Not today.
Jimin doesn’t waste any time. He jumps back onto his horse, snapping the reins, and leads the group of refugees away at a fast trot. They travel through the rain and the long, dark night, with as much haste as possible.
Where are they going? He has no idea. But he’ll figure it out.
Jimin is 22 when he exiles himself from the cultivation world to save the lives of innocent people - to save Namjoon and Dohoon and a child no older than two. He leaves the gentry behind, his position as head disciple of the Mugunghwa Sect, and all the trappings of comfort he has known for so many years. He leaves his brother behind because Jeongguk can rebuild their sect just fine by himself and Jimin has already helped more than his brother will ever know when he transferred his golden core. He leaves it all and hides himself on a mountain of corpses with less than a hundred refugees.
He does not regret it. He did the right thing. It’s just unfortunate that the right thing wasn’t the popular thing, and that doing the right thing has turned him into more of a pariah than he already was.
Jimin is 22 when he exiles himself and he does not think for one moment that he will live to see 23.
Notes:
This one was rough. It's going to be a little rough for the next few, but there's fluff coming up! If you know the source material, prepare for some major canon divergence!
Chapter 26
Notes:
people reacting, discussions about reanimating corpses, and sad bois hours
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Despite how it ended, I…am glad we got to spend time together this afternoon,” Seokjin says. His head is tilted down and away, a bashful gesture that seems out of place on someone who is usually so confident. But then again, Seokjin isn’t always confident around Jeongguk anymore. “I hope I have made amends for the…er, soup incident.”
A smirk crawls onto Jeongguk’s face. “Soup incident?”
Seokjin glances at him in befuddlement, and then narrows his eyes. “Don’t pretend you don’t remember!”
“Naturally, I remember the soup incident just fine,” Jeongguk says. “It was very memorable.”
“It was an honest mistake,” Seokjin says yet again.
Jeongguk nods. “I know. And you’ve been forgiven.” Now it is his turn to feel a sliver of embarrassment as he scratches the back of his neck. “Actually, I was happy to take a walk with you, too. Maybe next time, we can go on an actual hunt together?”
Seokjin lights up, his handsome face glowing with a wide smile that has caramel-colored eyes dancing. “That would be great -”
“Sect Leader! Sect Leader!”
Jeongguk stiffens at the urgent call. With a deep frown, he turns to meet the disciple scurrying toward him. “What happened? Why do you look so pale?”
The young disciple trips over his own feet, catching himself at the last moment. “I-it’s Park sunbae-nim! He! H-he went to the banquet - and then he m-made threats against - a-and now word has come that-”
“Stop,” Jeongguk orders tersely. “Speak slowly. One fact at a time.”
The disciple nods fervently, shooting a glance at Seokjin. “S-speak freely?”
Seokjin is stiff at Jeongguk’s side. He looks like he would leave if Jeongguk asked him to, but Jeongguk sees no reason to ask such a thing. This man will be his husband soon enough, and the co-leader of his sect. Jeongguk is nearly of marrying age, so courting is the next formal step and it will begin right after his birthday in a few short months. A wedding will not be far off. There is no information that the disciple will tell him that Seokjin should be excluded from learning about.
“Speak freely,” Jeongguk agrees, and deliberately overlooks Seokjin’s faint expression of surprise.
The disciple does speak freely - and quickly, words tumbling over themselves as the disciple rushes to fill Jeongguk in. And as soon as Jeongguk gets the gist, he is on the move, speed walking to the banquet hall with the disciple and Seokjin on his heels.
“Park sunbae-nim claimed he owned a life debt to the Kims, the doctor and his younger brother of the former Sonamu Sect,” the disciple explained. “But when he went to seek information, it was not given freely. Sunbae-nim used his cultivation t-to force a confession, and then he left to raid the work camp. T-there are reports coming back already. All the guards are dead and there are missing prisoners…”
Jimin. What did you do? Jeongguk laments, withholding a groan.
He wants to be angry. Actually, he is angry. This is exactly the kind of impulsive nonsense Jimin has always done, but it’s more serious now that they’re older - now that Jimin is feared and revered. He’s not naive enough to believe these early reports entirely, but he does fully believe that his brother has just done something terribly foolish and terribly, terribly difficult for Jeongguk to untangle.
But at the same time, some of his anger is banked. He knows his brother well. Jimin is impulsive and flighty, but he never acts radically unless there’s a good reason. Even for as much as Jimin has changed since the war, this is a fundamental truth. And it is a fact that Kim Namjoon and his brother helped them after the burning of their home before the war - helped them enough that it would qualify as a life debt. It would be honorless to not repay that debt.
Hyung…you don’t make it easy .
“This banquet,” Jeongguk growls out as they walk. “It’s the first I’m hearing of it. Was I not invited?”
“Uh…”
“Seokjin-hyung?” Jeongguk prompts.
Seokjin shrugs his shoulders. “I knew there was a banquet to celebrate the hunt today, but I assumed you chose to accept my invitation for a private dinner instead. Did you not receive an invitation at all?”
“I did not,” Jeongguk clips out. He’s sure it’s not a mistake that he’s been left out. The political climate between the sects is still shifting and settling, and Jeongguk is the sect leader of a recovering sect, untried and untested even if he is a veteran of war. He is young, so he supposes the other sects must believe they can push him around. Forgetting to extend an invitation to a formal gathering is just the beginning, he’s sure.
It’s a small detail. He’ll have to think about it later. Right now, what matters is protecting Jimin and getting to the bottom of whatever it is he’s done. Killing guards? Stealing prisoners? What does any of that have to do with Kim Namjoon and his brother?
Seokjin suppresses a sigh, biting his lip as he keeps pace with his young betrothed. From what the Mugunghwa disciple said, the situation is grim. It doesn’t surprise Seokjin to hear that Park Jimin acted out, just as it doesn’t surprise him to learn that his brother was involved in something unsavory. These two factors colliding simply doesn’t bode well.
It takes several minutes for them to reach the banquet hall, and when they do, they walk into a scene of utter chaos. Sect leaders are shouting over each other, disciples look worried, the servants are running scared. To Seokjin’s disgust, his father presides over it all seated at a high table, his expression torn between satisfaction and rage. Something happened that made his father happy and unhappy.
Not all of this was Sangsik’s doing, then. Seokjin wouldn’t be shocked to learn Sangwoo had a hand in it, either.
“Sect Leader Jeon! There you are!”
“What do you have to say about your rebellious head disciple?”
“Rebellious? Try murderous! He killed a dozen guards!”
“Treacherous too! That demonic cultivator abducted prisoners!”
“He’s a scourge!”
“A stain on society!”
“He should have been put down a long time ago!”
Crack .
The banquet hall falls into silence, save for the crackling purple lighting whip shivering across the floor. The polished white stone flooring has been cracked straight down the middle from the force of Jeongguk’s blow, the substantial damage stretching from his feet to nearly the head table and spider-webbing in fine fissures toward the middle of the room. Seokjin feels a little breathless at the show of power and rage, even as Jeongguk’s quiet voice growls through the room.
“What the fuck is going on?”
Seokjin’s father clears his throat, an expression of appeasement crossing his face. “Now, now. There’s no need to be flustered, young Sect Leader Jeon, unless you wish to confirm that your sect believes in attacking first…”
“Abeoji,” Seokjin cuts in before his father has a chance to make any more insinuations. He’s such an unsavory bastard. “Jeongguk only meant to cut to the heart of the issue. A disciple has reported the incident to us, but it sounds far-fetched.”
“It’s not far-fetched!”
“Park Jimin is a rabid animal that needs to be put down! He’s too dangerous and out of control!”
“Today it was some guards, but tomorrow, it could be any one of us!”
“Jimin wouldn’t just attack out of nowhere!” Jeongguk shouts, quieting the crowd again. He glares up at Seokjin’s father. “What do you know of this work camp?”
Kim Kyongsoo holds up both hands. “Ah, I’m afraid I’m not very hands-on with managing the camps. I would have to summon administrators for a fuller picture. But, I assure you, our camps are run with the utmost -”
“Two hundred and seventy-eight,” a low, deep voice cuts in.
The entire banquet hall turns to see the newcomer as none other than Min Yoongi, who is soaked head to toe with skin whiter than fresh milk. He appears rather haunted, his usual dead expression somewhat lost.
“Yoongi-yah!” Min Chunghee says with great relief. He hurries to his brother, grasping his shoulder. “Tell me, what happened? Did you see Park Jimin? Did you speak with him?”
Yoongi shakes his head. He doesn’t answer the questions. Instead, he says, “Two hundred and seventy-eight.”
“What is he talking about?” a nameless sect leader whispers to another.
“Be more clear, Yoongi-yah,” Chunghee urges.
Yoongi swallows. “Hyung,” he says at length. “There are two hundred and seventy-eight dead prisoners at the war camp.”
“Park Jimin killed the prisoners too? I thought he just abducted them!” someone exclaims.
“No,” Yoongi says tersely. “The prisoners have been long dead. Some for months.”
This sets off a round of anxious chatter, with some leery glances thrown at Seokjin’s father. Seokjin feels a little sick to hear the news and he isn’t sure what to think. That many dead prisoners at a single camp is…not good. And now Park Jimin has killed guards and taken the rest of the prisoners?
To possibly save them? Save them from the Jasujeon Sect?
Seokjin’s father shifts in his seat, hastening to quiet the room. “Min Yoongi, I’m sure you’re shaken by your confrontation with Park Jimin. It’s a miracle you arrived unscathed and can offer such a report. Of course, we will have to verify this information…”
And just like that, in only a few words, the banquet hall seems ready to accept this version of events.
Min Yoongi is just shaken. Emotionally taxed. He’s surely mistaken about the number of dead prisoners, or perhaps mistaken about when they died. If Park Jimin killed the guards, then perhaps he also killed all those prisoners, too! If he left with any, then it must be the women so he can build a harem! Or perhaps able-bodied men so he can build his own army!
Seokjin listens to the wild, rambling spirals of the surrounding sect leaders. He watches as his father does nothing except feed the fires. He sees Min Chunghee’s doubt and Min Yoongi’s frustration. He witnesses Jeongguk’s bids for a thorough investigation fall on deaf ears - nobody is willing to listen to someone so young, let alone someone associated so closely with the current enemy, Park Jimin.
And then, with a sinking chest, he hears his second-eldest brother’s oily voice snake through the room. “It must be his secret weapon, that tiger amulet,” Sangwoo offers. “His demonic cultivation already makes him unstable. That weapon must have further corrupted him. It’s just as you said, abeoji. It’s much too strong for a single man…”
Seokjin curls his hands into fists.
Yes. He sees clearly what’s happening here. And from the panicked glimmer in Jeongguk’s precious violet gaze, Jeongguk can see it too.
Yoongi has not been able to get a full night’s rest since that day. He is haunted by the deluge of death he’d seen at the camp - the long-dead prisoners and the recently slain guards both sit behind his closed eyelids. He also feels the lingering weight of Jimin’s dark, resolute gaze, and even more, the weight of his own inaction.
He should have gone with Jimin. Even in the moment when it was all uncertain and he didn’t know what to think, he wanted to follow Jimin. Be near him. Help him. Entrench himself in Jimin’s radical righteousness.
He was frozen, though. All he could do was watch Jimin ride away with newly freed refugees, allowing himself to soak in the cool rain to mask the slow tears slipping down his cheeks.
Letting Jimin go felt like rending his heart in two. And Yoongi regrets .
There is nothing to be done, however. The sects are looking for Jimin and they are not having much luck. It’s only a matter of time until someone finds where Jimin has holed himself and the refugees up, and Yoongi dreads that day. He knows that Jimin’s life is as good as forfeit once he is found. Naturally, the sects all claim they just want to get to the bottom of the incident, but Yoongi knows better. He recognises greed and fear when he sees it, and the cultivation gentry feels plenty of both for Yoongi’s wayward husband.
Even his own brother is not immune.
“He did not need to kill the guards so brutally,” Chunghee had murmured that night, pale and wide-eyed as Jasujeon disciples came back with awful reports that Yoongi could only numbly confirm.
Yes, the guards had been ripped apart. No, there were no survivors at the camp. Yes, Jimin and the refugees fled. It is against the principles of his sect to lie, but Yoongi dearly wishes he could have been less factual. The shock of it all had made his words more blunt and succinct than usual, however, and now he must bear the responsibility of not softening the blow Jimin landed on a great sect.
To his brother, Yoongi could only say, “You did not see what I saw, hyung. Jimin would never do something that wasn’t deserved. He is not brutal for the sake of it.”
As much as Chunghee trusts Yoongi’s judgement, he is also cautious by nature. And already, he is far more willing to side with his sworn brother’s account over Yoongi’s, sure that Kim Sangwoo is more objective about the matter. Nothing Yoongi says can change his mind, or anyone else's for that matter.
All he can do is wait with anxious dread and be shamefully, selfishly glad that he at least got to kiss Jimin before the world as he knows it crumpled yet again.
Namjoon sits by Dohoon’s side, careful not to actually touch his brother's too-still body. Dohoon is supine on a slab of rock in a dark, dank cave, a pool full of ichor and blood not three feet away, and talismans as torches flung onto the wall. On the floor is a hastily discarded mat of poorly woven grass, already eaten by moths. Jimin had shoved it aside sheepishly to make room for Dohoon and Namjoon had understood at once.
This is where Jimin lived. Not just the cave, but the mountain. The Burial Mounds, full of corpses and shadows and the chilling, repressive weight of yin energy. But while Namjoon and the others shrunk away, while Namjoon had doubtfully voiced his concerns at the foot of the mountain, Jimin had pushed forward with the grim comfort of someone who knows a place as well as they know their own skin.
Namjoon and the others hadn't argued too much. The Burial Mounds is an awful, dreadful place - but where else can they go? Here, Jimin assures them, that their safety is guaranteed.
"Nobody can trespass on this mountain and live," he'd declared, ushering them up, up, up a steep trail until they reached a wide clearing with a collection of trees and a series of shallow interconnected caves that only just provide protection from the elements.
And while Namjoon had started tending to his brother, who still breathes , but who didn't seem to breathe quite right , Jimin had raised his flute, ignoring the frightened screams of the people he saved. Jimin played for hours, played until the edges of his lips bled, until the clearing was free from the taint of resentment.
Namjoon has heard rumors. He's seen Jimin in the war. He thinks he knows what the younger boy is capable of. But this…Jimin is an undeniable genius, a once-in-a-lifetime prodigy. He should be hailed as a grandmaster for what he has managed to do, for Namjoon is certain Jimin is well on his way to cultivating a new type of core altogether, if he hasn't already. True yin cultivation seems more intimate than yang cultivation. It seems to ask more of the cultivator. Yet Jimin has mastered some part of it. and he has used this mastery to protect Namjoon and his family.
He hears Jimin tiredly give out instructions on where to find wood and water and food. "The fruit on the trees and the root vegetables in the ground are all black," he warns them, either not noticing or politely ignoring the way the others flinch away from him. "But they are still safe to eat. Trust me. None of it killed me when I was here and in retrospect, I should have thought of it earlier…Anyway, don't leave the boundary I've set. I'll work on expanding it later."
There are nervous nods as the others ease away from Jimin, and then Jimin is striding into the cave toward Namjoon and Dohoon. Namjoon straightens from his strained, silent vigil, and watches as Jimin does his own sort of examination. As much as he respects the man Jimin has become, long since matured from their days at the Horangi Recesses, it is still a struggle not to snap at him when he touches Dohoon, performing the same sort of meridian analysis as Namjoon has already done.
And then Jimin opens his mouth and confirms what Namjoon knows is true. "His spiritual cognition is gone. His body…" Jimin shakes his head, deep sorrow in his expression. "At the camp, I summoned him before his body fully died. A partial revival. It won't last. He's dying."
"Yes," Namjoon agrees hollowly. His little brother, timid, pure-hearted Dohoon, is dying. And Namjoon, despite his title as a miracle doctor, has no medicine to save him.
"I won't let him die," Jimin states.
Namjoon’s gaze snaps upward. "What?"
Jimin’s eyes are blazing. In this place, it seems as if the very fires of hell are in his eyes. "I won't let him die," he says again, and this time, it sounds like a vow. "I will bring your brother back"
"Why?" Namjoon whispers. "Why…" are you doing all of this? Why are you doing this for me? Why are you destroying your reputation and your future?
But Namjoon thinks he knows why. He performed the surgery, after all, and he knows better than most that some injuries simply cannot be recovered from. His physician's eye sees the gauntness of Jimin’s frame, the unhealthy lank of his hair. He doesn't know what happened to Jimin after the surgery, exactly, but he'd wager that Jimin has been sick for a very, very long time.
If a man knows he will die someday soon, why would he care about the future? And truthfully, society has not made a place for Jimin or his cultivation. Even Namjoon, who has spent months in prisoner camps, knows this.
Ultimately, Jimin doesn't have much to lose, so he is free to do what he thinks is right.
He must think helping Namjoon is the right thing. Namjoon won't insult him by implying otherwise.
He just hopes none of this comes back to bite them too quickly.
As Eunwoo returns from his covert fact-finding mission, Taehyung spares a moment to wonder if Park Jimin has ever tried to make anything in his life easier. Probably not. Whether by conditioning or personality, Jimin tends to do things the hard way. And that means Taehyung has his work cut out for him.
"He really holed himself and a hundred-odd refugees up on the death mountain?" Taehyung asks, shaking his head in disbelief.
"You said he would," Eunwoo says, shrugging off his coat, toeing off his boots, and unhitching all of his hidden blades, lining them up on a neat row on the low table by the chamber doors.
"I hypothesized, but I didn't actually think he would!" Taehyung wails, throwing his hands in the air. "I only thought to send you there because I know he was there before! Only Park Jimin would be insane enough to go back."
Only Park Jimin would be insane enough to murder a bunch of guards and go on the run with prisoners of war, too. Although, given what Taehyung has learned about those distasteful camps, he wouldn't call Jimin’s actions insane. Hasty, maybe, and certainly violent. But he had a clear call for action that couldn't be ignored, and his friend has always been one to act.
“What will you do?” Eunwoo asks, settling beside Taehyung on the floor in front of his desk. Eunwoo’s warmth eases some of the tension in Taehyung’s spine, and Taehyund can only heave a loaded sigh.
“What else can I do?” he asks rhetorically. “I’ll send some spies to cover his tracks and monitor the situation. If anything happens, I’ll be the first to know. As for everything else…”
“You care,” Eunwoo observes. “Why? He is your friend, I know. But he has made his decision. He stands against the gentry.”
“He is my friend,” Taehyung agrees, and he can’t help but think about how genuinely Jimin has treated him, accepting Taehyung’s flamboyant and mischievous ways without hesitation. Jimin is perhaps his best friend, after Eunwoo, who is more than a friend could ever be. “Even if his cultivation has changed, his nature has not. Jimin is helping, doing something good. I want to support that because I know he was right. But there is another reason.”
“Our Sect Leader Kim.”
Taehyung nods, his stomach twisting with anxiety at the thought of Byunghyun. “Yes. I still need him for my brother. Jimin and the doctor. This arrangement is, at the very least, more convenient for me. Now they’re both in the same place.”
“Being hunted.”
Taehyung presses his lips together. “Not if I have anything to say about it.”
Taehyung knows he is not powerful in the way that matters to cultivators, but instead of gathering yang energy into his core, Taehyung has spent years cultivating a different kind of power. Taehyung has resources and people and money. He has an intelligence network spanning the country and enough time on his hands to do something with it.
Jimin might have gotten himself into a mess, but Taehyung is sure he can do something to get him out of it. He just needs a little time.
Three weeks after Park Jimin makes himself the number one pariah of the cultivation world and two weeks after the Jasujeon Sect rallies other sects to build a coalition against Park Jimin’s supposed army, Jung Hoseok leaves the Jasujeon Sect for good.
He just - he can’t tolerate what’s happening within the walls of Jasujeon Tower.
They are launching a manhunt for Park Jimin and Hoseok needs to do something to warn him. Jimin is a good man. A misunderstood one, yes, and a powerful one, undoubtedly, but he is a good man all the same. He saved so many people in the war and he saved Hoseok during the indoctrination camp. And Hoseok hasn’t forgotten watching Jimin calm restless spirits in secret during the war - hasn’t forgotten the look on Jimin’s face when he told Hoseok to keep it to himself.
Jimin doesn’t deserve the hell about to be released. There has to be something Hoseok can do . So, he must leave.
Seokjin isn’t happy to see him go, but he understands. He gives Hoseok a few sacks of money, a horse, and a long farewell hug. “I had to trick my father into sending men to fight in the war,” Seokjin mutters with a curled lip. “That was because fighting in the war wasn’t beneficial to his hoarding of power. Now, he eagerly collects men to hunt down Park Jimin because Jimin has the power that my father wants…Go and do what you can. And I’ll do what I can from here.”
They don’t have a plan. Nobody even knows where Park Jimin is, hence the manhunt. But it’s only a matter of time until he’s found. Hoseok is someone who actually knows Jimin and he is only one man, so it’s his hope that he can find Jimin first.
Instead of finding Jimin, however, he finds two legendary wandering cultivators.
Dawn and Hyuna. They are terribly injured. They also have a terrible story, about a captured psychopath who was apprehended before the war, but who escaped execution. When Dawn and Hyuna hunted this man down, crisscrossing the country over the course of the war, they fell victim to his dastardly ways. Hyuna’s eyes were poisoned to blindness in the psychopath’s last desperate attempt to escape. After Dawn killed the man, he took Hyuna to his teacher, the Immortal Wanderer, someone whom Hoseok thought was pure legend. The Immortal Wanderer saved Hyuna’s eyes, but the exchange was Dawn’s own.
Now, they wander together, utterly devoted to each other and their quest to rid the country of foul beasts and men alike. Dawn, for his part, is ever-friendly and does not seem bothered by his lack of eyesight, a white cloth constantly tied over his eyes. Hyuna is more guarded but allows Hoseok to travel with them for a time.
He spends two or three weeks with the wandering cultivators. They are wonderful teachers, showing him how a cultivator can live on the road. Hoseok finds that he enjoys it. He hadn’t fully realized how confined he felt while he was in the Jasujeon sect. Now, he feels free and he revels in the knowledge that he can go anywhere he wants at any time. He is not bound by senseless decorum or convoluted hierarchy.
He could make a life like this, like Dawn and Hyuna. It will not be a wealthy life, but it will be a free one.
He still has a mission, though. And so, when he decides he has learned enough from Dawn and Hyuna, he brings up the topic.
“I’ve been looking for a man. Someone who is in danger. He is being hunted by the sects for doing the righteous thing,” Hoseok begins. “I don’t know where he might be hiding, but he needs to be warned. He and those he protects are in imminent danger. Have you heard anything…”
Hyuna appears contemplative. “A righteous fugitive? What did he do?”
Hoseok straightens his spine. “He learned about atrocities at a supposed labor camp and freed prisoners of war.” He leaves out the details about the dead guards. He still isn’t sure how much truth there is to how they died, but he knows the rumors are getting out of hand. There’s no point in bringing up anything like that right now.
Dawn smiles lightly. “Ah, what an interesting fellow.”
“Dangerous, but moral,” Hyuna agrees.
“We are all dangerous,” Dawn counters. “We carry swords and we are trained to kill. But the true danger is always what men believe they can get away with behind closed doors. This fugitive, by comparison, does not seem too dangerous.”
Hyuna hums in agreement. “And we have not heard of anyone on a rampage in our recent travels. He must be very good at hiding.”
“He can’t hide forever,” Hoseok presses. “The people he saved will need food and supplies. Winter is fast approaching. He couldn’t have just disappeared.”
“Was it many people?” Dawn wonders.
Hoseok shrugs. “Some say fifty, some say a hundred. But obviously, they haven’t hunkered down in any farm town. I just don’t know where they could hide.”
Hyuna lifts a brow. “Well, there is one place. But it’s not very hospitable, and they say that people who go there can never come out alive.”
Hoseok is baffled. “What place is that?”
Hyuna turns, craning her neck. She points at a dark shape in the distance, maybe one or two days away. “The Burial Mounds of Ulsan.”
Hoseok’s stomach drops. Ulsan . That’s where his family is.
Notes:
I'm trying really hard to update two times a month, hopefully three times in October! It would be nice to finish this story by the new year!
Chapter 27
Notes:
"there's a fine line between the living dead and the undead" - Jimin, probably
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Jimin wakes with a startled sneeze, jerking upright from his slump over a rough-hewn table that has become his workstation. There is a crick in his neck that aches something fierce, but he can’t focus on that minor pain when there is a delighted giggle and a sheath of dry grass bobbing in front of his face.
“You!” he cries out in dismay, lurching up to chase after the mischievous toddler who teased him awake by tickling his nose. He never should have told Kai about that little trick! The boy is a menace on two chubby legs and also the only reason Jimin smiles these days.
It doesn’t take long for him to catch the boy, snatching the toddler off the ground and hoisting him into the air. Kai shrieks with delight, clapping his hands. Outside, some of the refugees pause in their work, sparing a fond smile for Jimin.
It’s been months, the cold season is nearly ready to settle in, and they are no longer afraid of him. He gets the sense that they see him as an eccentric cousin, someone who is tolerated with a healthy dose of caution, but not someone to be afraid of. Jimin thinks half the reason the refugees trust him so much is because of his interactions with Kai, the little boy who walks in Jimin’s shadow with dark, guileless eyes and a tiny heart full of curiosity.
Jimin has always been fond of children, but he never thought he would be in the position to be a full-time caretaker of one. It’s one thing to have junior disciples, and another entirely to be responsible for a child’s wellness. But after Jimin had proven himself to be equally useless at farming and house building, the refugees decided his time was better spent helping Halmeoni take care of the children. There are very few kids here, only three over the age of eight or nine, and Kia is the youngest.
Jimin would never dare tell anyone, but he has begun to see Kai as his own son. It’s impossible not to. He bathes the boy, plays with him, and lets him sleep on his chest when Kai has a nightmare. He loves Kai.
“Put me down! Ahjussi! Down!” Kai demands.
“Who are you calling ahjussi , huh?” Jimin complains, swinging Kai through the air again. “Huh? I’m not that old!”
“Ah! Ah-ahjussi is ahjussi!” Kai declares.
“You little rascal! Call me Jimin-hyung!”
“Ahjussi!”
“Ji-min-hyung!” Jimin insists with a playful growl, and Kai only laughs.
Eventually, Kai wiggles away, darting off to play with the older kids. Jimin watches him toddle after the others, trying to keep up with the make-believe game of grass dolls and sticks for swords, and he aches.
Children playing in the Burial Mounds. Children living in the Burial Mounds. People living in the Burial Mounds, even making a permanent residence here with shanty houses of yin-blackened wood and small fields of radishes. There are two chickens clucking around and a goat for milk, which Jimin and some of the uncles had traded stolen Jasujeon horses to get. They have rice and blankets and talisman paper for Jimin to fill in the gaps for light and heat. He has painstakingly cleared acres of the land around the settlement to lift the taint of resentment and banish fierce corpses. He has even made a barrier of resentful ghosts and spirits at the base of the mountain to protect them. This place has, somehow, become a home.
And he’s part of it - part of the community, accepted as he is with nobody demanding more than what he can give. He is a protector, of course, but he is also more free in this bizarre situation than he has ever been. As much as he loves his sect, it’s also true that he was burdened by expectations he could never hope to reach at the Mugunghwa Sect, even after Jeongguk became sect leader.
Here, Jimin is enough just being Jimin.
“What are you standing around for?” Namjoon demands as he emerges from the cave he shares with Dohoon’s body. “Come on, come on. The daylight fades faster these days. Don’t just stand there wasting time!”
“But Namjoon-hyung,” Jimin whines. “I’m not allowed to do anything to help with the farming or the building!”
Namjoon snorts. “Well, you did try to weed healthy grains and your idea with the wood binding talisman caused an explosion, so it’s no wonder they want you to stay away. But there’s still plenty you can do. Like laundry.”
And with that, Namjoon hands him a basket of linens that Jimin hadn’t noticed him carrying. Jimin stumbles under the weight, gaping at his friend. “H-hey! Wait, Namjoon-hyung! Why aren’t you helping me with this?”
Namjoon waves to him over his shoulder as he walks away. “I have medicine to make!”
Somehow, Namjoon always has medicine to make or people to treat or some other task which means never helping Jimin with chores. Jimin would suspect a ruse of some sort, but he knows the real reason is that Jimin is truthfully very useless at almost anything else. Laundry, however, he can’t mess up.
“Well,” he sighs down at the laundry. “At least I’ll have some time to think about the soul-summoning talisman…”
Jimin made a promise to Namjoon, but when he made the promise, he didn’t have a clue how to fulfill it.
Save Dohoon. Don’t let him die. Bring him back.
Admittedly, Jimin’s cultivation is better suited to restoring spiritual cognition than yang cultivation, but it’s not like anything like that has been done before. Or if it has, nobody bothered to write it down. And that means Jimin has to figure out himself, but he doesn’t have the luxury of experimenting with what does and doesn’t work. Anything he tries, he has to make sure it’s not going to harm Dohoon.
It’s a tall order. It takes Jimin weeks to finish examining Dohoon, and weeks more for him to theorize about rituals and talismans that can theoretically accomplish the goal. Frankly, the territory that Jimin is wandering into is fit more for gods and immortals than penniless cultivators without golden cores. Maybe even then, Jimin is trying to accomplish something that simply can’t be done.
His ideas go against the laws of nature. What is gone cannot be brought back - not by humans. Fierce corpses and ghosts are naturally occurring, the product of restless souls and resentment. What Jimin needs to do will be very intentional by comparison.
Dohoon is quite the conundrum. His body still lives, albeit in a slightly vegetative state. His heart still beats, although very slowly. His lungs still breathe, although more shallow. His skin shows signs of healing, although the pace is glacial. He is alive, or at least his body is.
But his soul? His mind? There are no signs. His eyes do not flicker behind closed lids. He does not flinch or groan or react to stimuli. His lips do not move. The aspects that make Dohoon Dohoon have vanished - gone away to wherever spiritual cognition goes once the body dies.
It’s this element that Jimin must bring back.
Soul magic. Dark magic. The kind of cultivation that isn’t even whispered about, so far beyond unorthodox that it isn’t even a thought. Returning a soul to a body, or even switching a soul between bodies, is beyond unnatural.
Yet, Jimin has been dabbling in the unnatural for years at this point. And he is not afraid to try to do the impossible. He never has been. He just…needs to make sure he does it right.
“Just a few potatoes!”
“Jimin, I’ve told you before. Potatoes won’t grow in this soil. Radishes will.”
“Nobody even likes radishes!”
“Plenty of people like radishes. We can pickle them and get through the winter.”
Jimin groans at Namjoon’s logical reasoning. He’s so sick of eating radishes, but they do grow quickly and they aren’t picky about soil as much as other plants. “What about carrots? Cabbage? Chilis? Please, anything at all that isn’t a radish.”
Namjoon seems to contemplate this conundrum for a few moments. “I suppose carrots would be fine,” he allows. “And maybe sweet potatoes if you can find them.”
Jimin perks up at the word potato and suddenly, while he was quite resistant to going into town before, now he is eager. He bounces up on his toes, practically dancing as Namjoon carefully counts out their dwindling coins. Selling most of the horses had been a good idea and probably the only reason they weren’t starving, cold, or sick. But that money isn’t going to last forever, so figuring out how to live sustainably has been their goal for the last few weeks. Growing their own vegetables is a good start. If they can farm well enough, they may have a surplus that can be sold or traded in Ulsan, and then they will have money to buy cloth and rice more freely.
“You should go now before it gets too much later,” Namjoon advises. It’s hard to tell the time of day in the Burial Mounds sometimes, with the ever-present dark clouds and dense fog hanging over the trees, but Namjoon is right. Better to go sooner. Even Jimin doesn’t want to be caught outside the wards when night falls.
“Keep an eye on him,” Jimin returns. By him , Jimin of course means Dohoon. “I tried a few new talismans last night. He should be secure enough if he does wake up, but…”
Namjoon sucks in a sharp breath. They don’t talk about the risks of what they’re trying, each too desperate for their own reasons, but the underlying danger is undeniable. If Dohoon wakes up, he could wake up feral and he could attack without discrimination. The refugees are largely older people, non-combatants with no training in battle or cultivation, and they would not be able to defend themselves. It might be better to send them into town instead but again, they cannot defend themselves. Jimin can at least do that much, even if leaving isn’t the best choice either.
It’s a risk they’ll have to take.
“I have the flare talisman. You’ve set strong wards around the cave. It should be fine,” Namjoon says calmly. It sounds a little too much like he’s trying to convince himself.
“Still, Namjoon-hyung, you should-”
“I want to go!” a little voice chimes in.
Jimin and Namjoon look down at Kai, who is staring up at them with big, pleading round eyes that clash terribly with his demanding little tone.
Jimin sets his hands on his hips, quirking a brow down at Kai. " You want to go to town?"
"Uh-huh!"
"I dunno," Jimin hedges. "Do they even let little radishes into Ulsan?"
"I'm not a radish!"
Jimin bends down, pinching one of Kai's cheeks and tugging playfully. "Oh, you aren't? Then why did I dig you up today from the ground huh?"
"You said it would make me taller!" Kai whines, trying to wiggle away.
Namjoon snorts. "Is that why I caught you digging him out of the garden?"
Jimin grins unrepentantly. So what if he planted a toddler in some topsoil for an hour? It's not his fault Kia believed him about growing taller! And he had fun. The older kids even helped!
Kai clamps his little arms around Jimin’s leg. "Take me with you!"
"I don't see the harm," Namjoon says. Kai is his second cousin on his father's side and that gives Namjoon plenty of authority to make decisions about Kai. And if the good doctor says so, then…
"How can I argue with that?" Jimin wonders. He puts his hand on Kai's head, pushing dark hair away from a cherubic face. "Fine, I guess you can tag along."
"Thank you, ahjussi!"
"Stop calling me that!"
Kai runs off with a giggle and Jimin gives chase. It's another hour before they set off to Ulsan in fresh clothes and a small stack of coins to buy seeds and other necessities. There isn't a lot there, so Jimin will have to haggle. If he's clever enough, he can get a treat for Kai and the other kids, maybe an extra blanket for Halmeoni's feet.
He carries Kai down the mountain trails on his shoulders. Jimin’s body is weak, but he can at least do this much. Kai will have to help him carry things back, so it's better for the little boy to save his strength.
Getting to the border of Ulsan is nerve-wracking. This is only the third time Jimin has visited, but each time, he expects to be greeted by a slew of cultivators aiming for his head. There are none here today, but he still keeps his head down. He and Kai both wear loose. dark hanbok made in rough fabrics, and Jimin has a black gat on his head, angled low to partially obscure his face. It's nothing at all like the smooth, heavy silks he's worn for most of his life, but the fabric is warmer and able to keep the worst of the chill from his aching, yin-stitched bones.
Namjoon has already advised Jimin to start drinking a tea usually prescribed to patients with arthritis given that none of Jimin’s injuries from his first foray in the Burial Mounds had ever actually healed . According to Namjoon, Jimin has been living in a body riddled with broken bones for two years and, just as Jimin suspected, if he stops cultivating with yin energy, all of his instinctive mending will come undone. All the same, Namjoon discourages him from handling too much resentment at once. His tiger amulet has been warded and put away under strict physician orders - apparently, not even Namjoon knows what will happen to Jimin if he tries to channel that much energy again. He could burst at the seams or lose control completely. This has not changed Jimin’s desire to destroy the damn thing, however. He just needs to figure a way around the backlash. And of course, he can't risk destroying his greatest weapon while he still has the refugees to protect.
This is why he keeps his eyes peeled in Ulsan, searching for spies or anyone who would do the refugees harm. He thinks he finds a spy, the owner of the stall selling blankets who gives Jimin a frankly suspicious discount. But then the stall owner points out the tiny magpie embroidery in the corner of one blanket and Jimin understands that at least his closest friend is helping however he can. Jimin bites down his pride and takes the basically free blankets stuffed into a woven basket with a small bolt of undyed cloth. He has too many people to look after right now to care about pride . And Taehyung would never hurt or betray Jimin, that much he knows.
Unfortunately, Jimin is so caught up in haggling that he forgets to pay attention to Kai - and the toddler takes the opportunity to dart off. quickly lost in the shuffle of the market.
"Kai!" Jimin shouts, something frantic clutching at his heart "Kai! Where are you?"
Jimin dashes around the market street, twisting his head this way and that in search of little Kai. It isn't until he is a street away and on the verge of legitimate panic that he hears the tell-tale sound of a crying child. A very familiar crying child. With a surge of strength he didn't think he still possessed, Jimin pushes through the crowd of onlookers, catching the chiding commentary of the surrounding bystanders.
"Tsk, this young father has no idea what to do!"
"Don't feel bad, doryeon-nim! I was clueless with my first too!"
"Where is your wife? She should be looking after the boy!"
"At least pick the boy up!"
It's only as Jimin pushes through the last barrier of people that he catches sight of a familiar, but out-of-place face. Strong, black brows, a small nose, and serious, golden eyes - although those eyes are now slightly widened in alarm, darting between the crowd of onlookers and the small child who has attached himself to his leg, squeezing his knee tightly and crying with abandon.
Min Yoongi shakes his head and, for perhaps the first time in his life, stutters through an explanation. "Y-you are mistaken. I am not…"
Jimin can't stop the grin that stretches across his face, nor the overwhelming sense of relief that spreads through him.
"Yoongi-hyung!" he calls.
Yoongi's gaze snaps to him. "Jimin?"
"Hey, you found my kid!" Jimin says loudly. Seeing the situation handled, the crowd disperses, giving Jimin enough room to amble forward, closing the final distance.
Yoongi inhales sharply, then looks down at the toddle hugging his leg. "Your…?"
Ignoring him for the moment, Jimin kneels down and pets Kai's soft black hair. Kai turns at the familiar touch, his round cheeks flushed and tear-stained. Once he sees Jimin, he quickly detaches himself from Yoongi’s leg and clamps his tiny arms around Jimin’s neck instead.
"Kai! Why did you run off, huh? Come here, aigoo, stop crying," Jimin says soothingly, holding Kai against his chest as he stands.
Kai quiets down to sniffles, burying his face in Jimin’s neck. Poor thing must have been overwhelmed by the crowd.
"Jimin," Yoongi says, staring at Kai fixedly. "This is your son?"
"Sure is! I gave birth to him!" Jimin declares cheerfully.
Yoongi’s mouth parts ever so slightly, his expression owlish. He can't really think that Jimin actually gave birth to Kai, right? Just what did they teach Horangi disciples?
Jimin laughs loudly. "Yoongi-hyung! Don't tell me you actually believe that! I'm a man! And I don't have the hips for it. Right, Kai?" he asks, jostling the boy playfully, even as he watches Yoongi’s ears bloom bright red.
"Ahjussi is so loud," Kai complains in a whisper.
Jimin clucks his tongue, grasping at Kai's cheek to pinch and pull at him a bit. "There you go again, making me sound old!"
"Wahhh, let go!"
Jimin doesn't relent. "Stop calling me ahjussi!"
Yoongi clears his throat. "Jimin, perhaps you should not…"
Jimin rolls his eyes but releases Kai's cheek. "Ah, don't worry about him! He knows I'm teasing. Right, Kai?"
Kai nods. "Uh-huh, ahjussi."
Jimin sighs. "This child…"
"Where did he come from?" Yoongi asks.
Jimin lifts his brows. "Where do you think? This is Huening Kai , a cousin of Kim Namjoon. I think you can put together where he came from yourself."
Yoongi is visibly stricken, paling at the obvious conclusion. After all, it hasn't been long enough for a child as old as Kai to have been born at the Burial Mounds and Kai certainly doesn't look anything like Jimin, so he can't be his son in blood, either. It must have been too dark on that rainy night for Yoongi to clearly see the children, or how young they are. Or maybe Yoongi truly hadn't realized.
"Allow me to buy you lunch," Yoongi manages after a moment.
Jimin thinks about it. He's already completed the errands Namjoon sent him to complete and there isn't anything urgent at the settlement that needs his attention except for Dohoon. But Dohoon is an ongoing project and Jimin’s latest effort is still marinating. Plus, how many times will Kai have the opportunity to eat decent food from a restaurant? Jimin could probably pack something away for the other kids and Halmeoni too. Not a bad deal. Besides, he’s missed Yoongi, too.
"I suppose we have time," Jimin agrees casually. He hefts Kai higher on his hip, adjusts his grip on his basket, and follows Yoongi away from the market street. The nicer taverns and restaurants aren’t too far away, and so it is not long before Jimin and Kai are seated across from Yoongi in a moderately busy restaurant. Yoongi, of course, orders the blandest dishes offered, and Jimin opts for a stew made with deep, spicy flavors, as well as gimbap and heaping piles of kimchi that he plans to bring back. Yoongi offered to treat them, and Jimin is shameless enough to take advantage of it.
Much to Jimin’s amusement, Kai has taken a liking to Yoongi, staring up at the Horangi heir with wide eyes and obvious awe. He doesn’t seem to know what to make of Yoongi’s elaborate white and grey hanbok, which is utterly free of dirt and other stains. He spends several moments rubbing the fabric between his tiny fingers, marveling at the fineness of it.
“They put spells on the fabric to keep it clean,” Jimin tells him, happy to share some knowledge.
Kai’s eyes widen. “Why don’t you do that, ahjussi? Don’t you hate laundry?”
Jimin curls his lip. This little brat.
When the food is served, Jimin watches Kai plop himself right in Yoongi’s lap. Yoongi freezes, holding his hands away from his body. Jimin, feeling a little flustered, tries to chide Kai, or at least give the impression that they’re trying to raise him with some semblance of manners. “Kai, don’t sit there. Leave him alone. How is he supposed to eat, hm?”
Yoongi seems to gather himself and shakes his head. Pointedly, he reaches around Kai and arranges their plates, making sure plenty of dishes are in easy reach for the toddler. “It is fine. He may sit here.” Yoongi nudges a mild vegetable dish closer to Kia, offering chopsticks. “Would you like to try?”
Kai tries. His little nose wrinkles up and Jimin barks out a laugh. He slides his stew across the table. “It’s bland, huh? Here, try mine!” Kai, more warily, does try Jimin’s dish, and his eyes immediately well with tears, his face flushing bright red. “Isn’t the spice great?” Jimin grins.
Kai ignores him and fairly attacks Yoongi’s meal. Jimin pouts at him, taking his stew back. Nobody shares his taste in food! Yoongi sighs at Jimin, shaking his head faintly.
“Anyway, what brings you to Ulsan?” Jimin asks.
“Nighthunt.”
“So far out?” he questions.
“Yes,” Yoongi answers. His tone does not invite follow-up questions, and who is Jimin to push? He doesn’t really need to keep up with how the cultivation world is organizing nighthunts these days, does he? It’s good enough for him that nobody has wandered into Ulsan until now. Hopefully, it will stay that way. Yoongi is the soul of discretion, though, so he doubts the news will be spreading any time soon.
“Alright,” he says easily. “Well, knowing you, I'm sure the hunt was successful.”
Yoongi stares at him for a moment, blinking slowly. “Yes, it was,” he murmurs quietly.
Jimin smiles brightly, sparing a moment to watch Kai stuff his little cheeks full of food. He looks like a tiny, fat rabbit. “Tell me the latest gossip!” Jimin prompts, digging into his own food.
Yoongi frowns at him. “Gossip is prohibited.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Fine, the latest news then. I don't hear anything out here!”
For a moment, Yoongi seems to hesitate, as if he knows news that Jimin will be interested in, but he’s weighing the benefit of sharing it. In the end, his penchant for honesty wins out and he says, “Your brother is getting married.”
Jeongguk is getting married. Well, that’s not exactly news . Jimin’s known Jeongguk would be getting married since they were children. The whole cultivation world knows about the agreement between the Mugunghwa Sect and the Jasujeon Sect. But the way Yoongi is saying it, it seems like he means Jeongguk is getting married eminently. The wedding is finally being planned - as it should, because Jeongguk is nearly at a marriageable age. Only a few months until his birthday…
“Jeonggukkie must be so happy,” Jimin says warmly. Still, he feels a pang in his heart. Jeongguk is getting married and Jimin has exiled himself to the Burial Mounds. He hasn’t even talked to Jeongguk since that night. He probably won’t be able to see the wedding.
Maybe his solemn thoughts are showing too obviously on his face, because Yoongi calls out to him softly, a delicate furrow between his brow. “Jimin…”
Yoongi doesn’t get a chance to say anything further, because in the next moment, there is a flare of something hot against Jimin’s chest. He hisses, tugging his clothes away from his chest to fish out a heated talisman. It burns his fingers before he drops it on the table, the bright red lines of the sigils glowing brightly.
The flare talisman. Namjoon. Dohoon .
“Shit. We have to go,” Jimin says urgently, jumping up from the table.
Yoongi stands, too. “Go? Is something wrong?” But even as he asks, his eyes are drawn to the flare talisman.
“Minor emergency at the settlement,” Jimin says hastily, scooping Kai up. He makes for the door, then backtracks for the basket, moving as fast as his broken body can. It’s a minimum of an hour's walk up the mountain, and who knows what is happening that is so urgent Namjoon had to call him. With a sinking pit in his stomach, Jimin thinks he knows. After all, wouldn’t Namjoon only summon Jimin if something was happening with Dohoon?
Yoongi is at his heels as Jimin strides out of the restaurant. “Wait, Jimin.”
“I can’t! We really need to go.”
“Let me take you,” Yoongi offers swiftly.
Jimin draws up short. Yoongi wants to take them to the Burial Mounds settlement? The idea is unnerving for reasons Jimin can’t quite describe. It’s not that he doesn’t trust Yoongi around the refugees, because he does - out of anyone else in the cultivation world, Yoongi would be the last person to harm children, disabled, and elderly people. But all the same, Jimin has never entertained the thought of anyone else coming to the settlement, and even the notion that he would be showing Yoongi where exactly they are staying…
But Yoongi has a sword. Yoongi can fly. It won’t take Yoongi an hour to make it back. And it’s urgent - so urgent.
“Fine,” Jimin agrees quickly, watching as Yoongi immediately summons his silvery sword, the blade glowing and hovering over the ground. To Kai, he says, “Hold onto me and don’t look down, okay?”
Kai nods obediently, winding his arms around Jimin’s neck even as Jimin steps onto the sword behind Yoongi, closing his hands around Yoongi’s belt and huddling close. True to Jimin’s predictions, it doesn’t take long to reach the settlement with Yoongi closely following Jimin’s directions and Jimin opening the wards briefly. The sword touches the ground at the edge of the clearing where the caves and shanties are located, and Jimin is immediately hopping off, running to the crowd of groaning refugees with Kai still in his arms.
One of Namjoon’s aunts spots him first. “Doryeong!”
“Ahjumma! What happened?” Jimin asks frantically. He scans the crowd, spotting a few new scrapes and bruises, and then cranes his neck to study the destruction around the camp. One of the shanty houses has been completely demolished, newly turned soil is scattered about, and there are clear signs of some kind of struggle.
Dohoon’s cave is quiet, though, and Namjoon is nowhere to be seen.
“Dohoon-ah woke up!” the aunt answers. She’s already taking Kai from him, while another uncle takes Jimin’s basket.
It’s just what Jimin feared.
“Did he-” kill anyone ?
“We’re a clan of healers,” she answers. “This is nothing we can’t fix. But Namjoon-ah, he went after Dohoon!”
Of course he did. Jimin nods briskly, already reaching for Nunchi. “Alright, I understand. Ahjumma, go to my cave with everyone and activate the wards in there. It’ll keep you safe. I’ll let you know when you can come out, okay?”
To her credit, the auntie doesn’t hesitate to follow orders, quickly ushering everyone into the relative safety of Jimin’s space. By now, they know better than to poke around at his clutter in case something explodes, so they should be fine until Jimin…subdues Dohoon.
When he turns around, Jimin is surprised to see Yoongi. He’d forgotten he was there. “You can go,” Jimin says, marching across the clearing. He starts to reach out his energy, trying to sense where Dohoon and Namjoon have gone. Jimin is fairly attuned to the Burial Mounds, especially the places he has painstakingly cleansed, and he thinks he can sense a trail of where Dohoon has gone. There is a certain absence of other strong yin energy that acts as a huge clue.
“I will help,” Yoongi says quietly.
Panic strikes through Jimin. What he’s doing with Dohoon - it’s so far beyond orthodox cultivation that it’s almost unbelievable. There’s no way Yoongi, the straight-laced heir of the most orthodox cultivation sect in the country, will be able to accept it so easily.
“That’s okay! I have it covered!”
“Jimin, I will help,” Yoongi insists.
“Really, you can go!”
“Jimin.”
Jimin feels a hysterical laugh grip him. Yoongi spent an entire year trying to get Jimin to leave him alone, but lately, he’s changed his tune quite a bit! Gone were the days when Yoongi chased Jimin away at Horangi Recesses. Now all Yoongi wants to do is follow Jimin around, either to argue with him or to offer help when Jimin desperately does not want help at all.
This hyung! Why is he like this ?
But there’s really no time to argue. If Dohoon is out of control and Namjoon is the only one there, then Namjoon is in danger. The good doctor doesn’t have a high cultivation base, so there’s no way he’d be able to calm Dohoon down. And in the event that Jimin really can’t handle Dohoon, a cultivator of Yoongi’s caliber wouldn’t be unwelcome.
And so Jimin doesn’t say anything else as Yoongi follows him into the dense black forest, following the sounds of deep, guttural roars and flocks of fleeing, distressed crows. The trail of destruction is unmistakable. To Jimin’s keen eyes, there are signs that a fierce corpse has trampled through the woods and he fears for the worst. Dohoon’s consciousness was supposed to return, and with it, the vitality of his soul that would animate his body. Jimin has been working to restore Dohoon’s life - break apart the very laws of nature to bring Dohoon back to life. But now it seems that he has failed. Dohoon is out of control and has become a fierce corpse.
He can't imagine what Namjoon is feeling.
All too soon, the cacophony of noise dilutes enough that individual sounds can be heard. There is Dohoon, inhuman, and Namjoon, all too mortal.
"Dohoon-ah, please!"
A roar is the only response.
"Namjoon-hyung, back away!" Jimin calls, breaking through the trees, Nunchi on his lips.
"Jimin! He-" Namjoon breaks off, tears in his eyes. "Min doryeon-nim?"
"Don't worry about it! Just give us space!"
Namjoon hastens to comply, making himself small behind the shelter of a recently fallen tree. Jimin does not hesitate then, blowing sharp notes through his ghost flute, shrill sounds that make Dohoon cringe and rage.
Dohoon’s eyes are completely black, no white sclera visible at all. Black veins crawl up his throat, skin ashen and bloodless. The only thing telling him apart from a fierce corpse is his mobility - any other fierce corpse has rigid movements, the muscles set to stone after death. Dohoon moves like a living person, but he does not seem in control of himself either. Just like that night.
Dohoon resists the commands from Jimin’s flute, which is unfortunate since he does not have his amulet on him. To substitute the power, Jimin draws from the resentment of the Burial Mounds and grits his teeth. Dohoon continues to rage, destroying everything around him.
And then, the deep, striking chords of Yoongi’s zither spread through the air - and Dohoon lurches. Jimin’s well-trained ear catches the tune of Cleansing and he quickly abandons his yin tune, following the song Yoongi plays with Nunchi. The contrasting tones of Jimin’s reedy flute and Yoongi’s reverberating zither - and perhaps the combination of yin and yang cultivation - strike at something in Dohoon.
Slowly, the rage calms to stillness. Blackness recedes from his eyes, the pupil shrinking down to be more human-like. Dohoon sways, his body becoming loose and weak, and as he falls, Namjoon rushes from his hiding place to catch him.
Jimin drops his flute, breathing raggedly as he edges closer. "Is he…?"
Namjoon is taking Dohoon’s pulse, pulling his lids away from his eyes. "He breathes. His heart beats," Namjoon reports for what might be the hundredth time. And then comes a new report. "His eyes are responsive. And his spiritual energy is circulating, although it is…different than before. More like yours."
More like Jimin’s? But Jimin doesn't have any -
Oh, right. Yoongi is here. Well, then, does that mean that Dohoon’s yang energy has been replaced by yin energy? Is his core sealed off? Jimin suspects he won't get the answers to these questions until Yoongi leaves.
Jimin tucks Nunchi away, then kneels down to help Namjoon. "Let’s get him somewhere more comfortable and calm everyone else down. Then, maybe some dinner for our guest before he leaves?" The last part is directed to Yoongi, who watches over the scene pensively.
A moment of thick silence. A nod.
Jimin releases a tense breath, looking back to Dohoon.
He really did it. He brought Dohoon back.
Yoongi is quiet when they bring Dohoon back to the settlement. He keeps his silence while Namjoon tucks his brother into bed and while Jimin checks in with the refugees, reassuring them that the danger has passed. He is more quiet than usual at mealtime, which is brightened by the news of Dohoon’s renewed health. Yoongi does not even comment on the fruit wine one of Namjoon’s uncles had managed to make in the short time they’ve been at the Burial Mounds.
But Jimin can tell this silence is not Yoongi’s normal taciturn attitude. No, this is something different. Judgement. Yoongi has something he wants to say.
After the meal, Jimin offers to walk Yoongi down the mountain. He says it's because he wants to double-check the wards after such an eventful day, but Namjoon sees through the excuse, shooting him a warning glance as he trails after Yoongi. Jimin wants to tell Namjoon not to worry, but there is a lot that has gone wrong today.
For one thing, Yoongi actually found them. Jimin is starting to think his story about a nighthunt wasn’t completely honest. Yoongi doesn’t lie, of course, but Jimin is sure Yoongi has made every effort to take even the most far-flung nighthunt case recently. It’s not exactly an accident that he found Jimin. And now that Yoongi has found them, others are sure to follow. It was going to happen eventually…
“Will you tell?” Jimin asks.
“Tell what?” Yoongi returns. “Tell who?”
“The refugees. Dohoon,” Jimin answers. “Your brother. Other sect leaders.”
Yoongi inhales deeply, clearly hesitating. As they near the wards, Yoongi stops, clasping his wrist behind his back, his head tilted down. “The refugees are victims. They have done nothing wrong and you have given them a safe place. That…is not something that needs to be shared. If I am not asked directly, then no, I will not tell.”
Relief lashes through Jimin. “Thank yo-”
“Kim Dohoon is another matter,” Yoongi says seriously. His golden eyes are sharp and guarded. “What you have done…is so far beyond orthodoxy. It’s black magic, Jimin. Soul magic.”
Jimin shakes his head. “No, you don’t understand. Dohoon wasn’t ever truly dead. His heart never stopped!” he explains hastily, bringing himself closer to Yoongi in his urgency. “Dohoon had an experience as a child that disturbed his spiritual cognition, something that made him vulnerable to great fluxes of spiritual energy. During his incident, part of his spiritual cognition left this plane, or maybe it was locked behind a natural barrier in his mind. All I did was restore it-”
“He is dangerous. If not to himself, then to others,” Yoongi cuts in. “What would you have done if I was not here?”
“I would have figured it out,” Jimin says mullishly. “I always do.”
Yoongi looks aggrieved. “That is the problem , Jimin. You do not ask for help. You act without thinking. Each time you do, you go further from the path of orthodoxy!”
Jimin’s hackles rise. “And so what? If orthodoxy is a great bridge that only leads cultivators to ignore what is right , then I’m happy to walk a single plank path by myself! I’ll be even more unorthodox if it means I’m helping people!”
“Park Jimin!”
“It’s my own choice. I don’t care what anyone says about me. I know what to do,” Jimin insists lowly. He pins Yoongi with his gaze, daring him to say otherwise.
Yoongi’s nostrils flare and a fierce frown crosses his face, but he doesn’t say anything.
Jimin nods, jerking his chin toward the treeline. “I think you can see yourself out. The wards are just past that area.”
Jimin turns on his heel, prepared to stomp all the way back to the settlement, but as he moves, the world around him - sways. Just a bit. Just enough to tell him that he definitely overdid it with his cultivation today. Subduing Dohoon took a lot out of him. But it’s just a bit of lightheadedness, so he isn’t too worried. He’s had worse and Namjoon isn’t that far away.
Yoongi doesn’t seem to share the sentiment. Before Jimin can protest, Yoongi catches him - one hand at his elbow, the other at his wrist. Yoongi’s large hand closes over Jimin’s bare skin, a pulse of warm silver energy emitting from his palm into Jimin’s veins as Yoongi performs a cursory assessment of Jimin’s spiritual energy -
Except Yoongi gasps and his grip tightens, takes on a desperate edge. And Jimin rips himself away, stumbling on his feet.
Yoongi stands before him, frozen in place, and all Jimin can do is sink into the panic that fills him from toe to chest. Because there’s no way Yoongi hasn’t realized. There’s no way he missed it. This is why Jimin avoided healers during the war as much as possible. This is why he didn’t allow Yoongi - or even Jeongguk - to feed him spiritual energy to recover after battles. This is why he’s shied away from casual touches for two years. Because he knew all it would take was one careless moment. One curious, helpful touch.
Nobody can know. Nobody can know . It’s a frantic thought, induced by panic and denial because - because somebody does know. Somebody knows. Yoongi knows.
“Nobody was ever supposed to know…”
“Jimin…”
Notes:
Look, is it probably more appropriate for Kai to call Jimin ahjussi instead of hyung considering Kai is literally like three years old? I mean, probably. But does Jimin’s dramatic ass care? No, he does not. He’s still *young* and he will not let a toddler *age* him! Also I just think it’s funny. Plus, in MDZS, A-Yuan called Wei Ying “gege”, which is basically big brother, so…Liberties!
Chapter 28
Notes:
with the state of the world, I had a really hard time writing this chapter. I don't think there are any specific triggers, but...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Park Jimin does not have a golden core.
One of the most gifted and certainly the most inventive cultivators in their generation does not have a golden core - and has not had a golden core since the beginning of the war. The same Park Jimin who took on a thousand soldiers and fought through hoards with his music during the war has been as coreless as a commoner the entire time. The Park Jimin that the entire cultivation world relied on to win the war and subsequently turned on when he absconded with refugees has no cultivation power to speak of. His meridians are empty, his core barren. The only thing in his body is a deeply embedded swirl of yin energy, which fills every crevice with cold resentment.
Jimin doesn’t have a core and he wasn’t ever going to tell anyone. He makes that perfectly clear when he snatches his hand away from Yoongi, his dull grey eyes suddenly round and teary and red in his pale face.
“Y-you…”
Yoongi doesn’t know what to think. The idea that Jimin is coreless was never an idea he thought he would have to entertain. All this time, he has been worried over the corruption of Jimin’s brilliant core. He’s been confused over Jimin’s refusal to change his ways, for surely Jimin was smart enough to know that nobody could evade yin corruption. And yet, now it makes perfect sense why Jimin has been so resistant.
How can yin energy corrupt a core that does not exist? Jimin is…not at risk in the way Yoongi thought. But he is at risk in other ways. Suddenly, the thinness of Jimin’s frame and the scarcity of the Burial Mounds settlement are enough to drive him nearly mad.
Jimin doesn’t have a core. He’s vulnerable to illness and disease and starvation. His body can’t cleanse unclean water. He doesn’t have an immunity to cold temperatures. His body can’t even heal him very quickly. No stamina, no endurance, no resilience. Jimin is frightfully mortal - and -
And he fought in a war against cultivators like this .
There is only white noise panic in Yoongi’s mind. He can only stare, unblinking, at his wayward husband.
Jimin will never be immortal. He will grow old. Wither. Die.
What will Yoongi do ? Cultivating his own immortality suddenly seems like a prison sentence rather than an admirable goal. He doesn’t want to live forever if Jimin won’t live forever, either. But Yoongi - he is close. In another few years, he will be at the threshold of immortality. He’s certainly closer than any Min has been in the last few generations, pushed ever closer by the continuous battles of the war and his dedication to cultivating yang energy.
I don’t want it , is his first clear thought.
His second is: How ?
How did Jimin lose his core? Because Yoongi had felt - he could tell - there was not the same type of damage in Jimin’s body as the victims of the Core Melting Hand. Whatever happened to Jimin is not the result of Kang. His meridians, while thin and atrophied, and still healthy. His core is not destroyed. But the nugget of golden strength is missing all the same.
“How?” he asks hollowly.
Jimin draws himself up, clutching his wrist to his chest. His expression is defiant for only a moment before he wavers, his shoulders drooping downward. He looks tired. Exhausted, really.
Well. He did restore the soul of someone on the cusp of becoming a fierce corpse. Without a core. With only his slap-dash yin cultivation as a tool, his willpower, and the sheer brilliance of his talismanic mastery. Yoongi’s admiration for Jimin’s skill is washed out by the sinking realization that Jimin invented an entire branch of cultivation just to survive . And the world hates him for it.
“I don’t want to say. But you won’t let it go, will you?” Jimin mutters, casting Yoongi an irritated look. He huffs out a breath and says, “Fine. But you can’t tell anyone .”
Yoongi swears his silence.
As soon as Jimin starts telling his story, he regrets his promise immediately. A three-day surgery. A rouse to trick his coreless little brother into a transfer. A pact of secrecy with the two Kim siblings that perfectly explains Jimin’s unerring loyalty. Jimin doesn’t say it, but Yoongi can only imagine the surgery was atrociously painful.
A tear slips down his cheek. His heart quivers, his chest aching with love and mourning and soul-deep grief for the sheer goodness of a single man.
Jimin looks uncomfortable with Yoongi’s show of emotion, shifting awkwardly. Yoongi could kick himself. Jimin has suffered so much and now he is in a position where he feels as if he must comfort Yoongi. If there is nothing else he can do, Yoongi will ease at least this burden - and others.
Decision made, Yoongi straightens his spine. "I will return," he declares.
"Um…"
Yoongi sketches a bow, lower than he ought to give anyone. But Jimin deserves the utmost respect. And if the world does not change, if Jimin must keep this secret, then Yoongi will do all he can to help.
He leaves the Burial Mounds, weighed down by the knowledge of Jimin’s albatross and his own determination in equal measure. He travels home swiftly, staying in Daegu just long enough to offer reports on his legitimate nighthunts, declare truthfully that he is needed elsewhere, and collect two heaping purses of coin. His brother and uncle watch him, none the wiser to his true intentions. Yoongi reminds himself that omission is not lying. He is not technically breaking any of the rules of his clan.
The travel to and from Ulsan takes a total of five days by sword. He is waylaid only by the need to sleep and the time it takes to hire a cart pulled by a rather miserly ox. He also stops to buy toys, thinking of a small child and other children somehow managing to thrive. Although he had not been around Kai for long, he did not miss the longing look the child gave to simple amusements like grass butterflies, nor did he miss the tightening of Jimin’s face - the steadfast knowledge that even something so simple was not affordable, not a necessity.
When Yoongi approaches the ghoulish, ever-shifting barrier set around the base of the Burial Mounds, he does not have to wait long to be noticed. The rows and rows of roaming fierce corpses all turn to him, watchful but not aggressive, controlled completely by Jimin’s thrall. In front of them is a dense mist of resentful energy, the strength of the pulsating yin dragging sharply against his yang energy. He knows the trick is to allow his energy to recede, although this goes against every ingrained instinct he has. But if he is not broadcasting yang energy, the yin energy feels less aggressive. Yoongi leashes himself and waits.
“You actually came back,” Jimin calls. He ambles down the trail, closely shadowed by the now-familiar face of Kim Dohoon. Jimin seems relaxed but tired. Dohoon seems - alive. There are still faint black veins crawling beneath his skin and his palor is pale, but his eyes are bright and all too human.
Park Jimin has no core and brought a man back from the brink of death. His greatness is undeniable. His kindness is inarguable. None but Yoongi see it clearly.
“I said I would,” Yoongi returns.
Jimin and Dohoon stop at the edge of the fierce corpse barrier. A careless snap from Jimin and the corpses part, shuffling to make way, closely followed by a small gap in the dense yin fog to allow passage. Dohoon flinches at the sound, eyeing the corpses warily and staying close to Jimin.
Jimin spots the ox and the overflowing cart of supplies, and his pretty gray eyes widen. “Yoongi-hyung…what did you do?”
“You need supplies.”
“I just bought supplies.”
“You need more.”
Jimin looks fit to argue, his expression tense. He does not like charity. He is a man who prefers to earn everything he has. But then, Yoongi expected this. He has shored up several rational arguments for why Jimin should take these supplies, chief among them the hundred or so refugees under his charge.
Dohoon tugs on Jimin’s sleeve. “Doryeong,” he whispers.
The fight seems to leave Jimin as quickly as it arrives. “You didn’t have to,” he says with a sigh. “But it’s appreciated. All of these things will help a lot.”
“I can bring them in,” Dohoon offers quietly. He passes through the opening of the barrier, holding a pale, scarred hand out for the oxen lead, which Yoongi passes over after a moment of hesitation. It had been a battle to get the ox to respond to him, but Dohoon had no such troubles. Even the ox can detect Dohoon’s gentle nature, despite his ghastly appearance.
“Are you staying long?” Jimin asks as they walk up the mountain.
He is distant, more so than he was before. Yoongi understands it, but it greatly pains him. He longs for the days of their youth. He was so foolish to push Jimin away in the beginning. He should have cherished that carefree attitude. Will Jimin ever get it back? Will he have time to get it back?
“I am not expected back for a few days. There is a nighthunt nearby that must be addressed, and then I must return,” Yoongi answers.
Jimin lifts his brows. “There’s a nighthunt and you’re here? Getting a little close to breaking those rules, aren’t you?”
Yoongi hums. Close to breaking a rule is not the same as breaking a rule. There are merits to flexibility.
Soon enough, they reach the settlement near the top of the mountain. Little Kai is the first one to spot them, running toward Jimin with a startling speed. Jimin catches the boy just as he leaps, spinning him around with a laugh. Yoongi watches on, something warm cracking his chest open.
“Little radish, you shouldn’t just run everywhere!”
“But ahjussi! You were gone for so long!”
Jimin pinches the child’s cheek. “Again with the ahjussi!”
In the near distance, the refugees are approaching the ox cart with gratitude, several of them bowing to him in thanks while others unload the cart. Dohoon leads the oxen somewhere. Namjoon watches and directs with a pensive expression.
Yoongi clears his throat, calling their attention to himself. From his pocket, he pulls out a grass butterfly, which has been carefully protected with a preservation talisman. He hands it to Kai, watching the child’s eyes light up with glee. Kai takes the toy and wiggles, demanding to be put down. As soon as his feet touch the ground, he dashes off with the butterfly, spinning it and shrieking with laughter.
“Yoongi-hyung…”
“I noticed he wanted it last time,” Yoongi explains. “There are some for the other children, too.”
Jimin clucks his tongue. “Aigoo, Yoongi-hyung, you can’t just give him everything he wants! He’ll get spoiled!”
“Children need enrichment,” he says simply.
Jimin does not argue anymore. “Suit yourself. But you didn’t have to bring all of this. You didn’t have to come back, either.”
Yoongi ignores the rejection he feels. “I wanted to.”
Jimin sighs at him, frowning deeply.
“Your generosity is greatly appreciated,” Kim Namjoon says as he approaches. He bows deeply to Yoongi, humbling himself. “Please, stay for dinner.”
Yoongi agrees.
Even with the supplies that he brought, dinner is a simple affair. There is salted meat in the stew this time, though, and plenty of food to fill clay bowls. He watches with interest as Dohoon eats, albeit much less than anyone else.
Yoongi is seated near Kai and Jimin. While Jimin chatters as much as usual, he at least does so after swallowing a mouthful of food. Kai speaks while food is still crammed in his cheeks. Even understanding that talking during mealtimes is normal in other places, it is still too ingrained in Yoongi. “Do not speak during dinner,” he tells Kai. He pauses, then amends the rule. “Do not speak during dinner if your mouth is full.”
Kai stares up at him with round, trusting eyes. Chewing his food quickly, he bobs his head rapidly. “Okay, appa!”
Yoongi’s eyes widen. He drops his chopsticks.
Jimin gapes dramatically at the toddler. “Kai! You little traitor! He says you can’t speak and eat, and you go and call him appa! Jimin whines What does that make me?”
Kai hums to himself. “Eomma!”
Jimin reels back in shock. And Kai giggles, waving the toy Yoongi brought him. “Appa! Eomma!”
“I just wanted him to call me hyung,” Jimin whispers, utterly dismayed. He picks Kai up, hoisting him onto his hip and pinching at his little cheek again. “You tell me how this works, little radish! I’m a man! I don’t even look like a woman! How can you call me eomma, huh?”
“Joon-ahjussi says eomma cares and appa provides,” Kai explains.
Yoongi bites back a smile at the frank assessment. Even Jimin can’t seem to argue with it.
“I guess being called a mother is better than being called an uncle. I’m not an old man,” he grouses, setting Kai back down on the ground. Kai giggles, ever mischievous, and dashes off, but not before tossing a goodnight, appa back to Yoongi.
He doesn’t know if the child truly means to call him father, or if this is a trick to tease Jimin. It doesn’t matter either way. If it were possible, Yoongi would love the chance to raise a child with Jimin. A kind, yet impish child like Kai would be a delight to have as a son. But…he does not see a future for how that could happen, given the way things stand now.
Maybe he could forge a path. Maybe there is enough time.
Yoongi sleeps for one night at the Burial Mounds. Slumber is hard, his finely-honed instincts disquieted by the sheer saturation of yin energy around them, even though the energy is tamed. His bedding on the ground has hardly enough padding and there is a present chill in the air that not even Jimin’s charmed warming stones can chase away. Still, he is glad to wake up to see how grouchy Jimin is in the mornings, and it is this image that carries him through the simple haunting nighthunt that had given him the cover to come so far south.
When he returns home, he retreats to his cottage to mediate. There are many things on his mind, many problems and troubles that he can’t quite sort through. He knows what he wants, but he does not know how to make it happen. Perhaps he simply doesn’t have the courage or he is not optimistic enough.
Another day passes. Then another. On the third day, his brother comes to him bearing tea and a dense tofu breakfast. “There is something on your mind,” Chunghee says after they eat.
Yoongi drops his eyes. “Brother,” he starts. “I want to bring someone back to Horangi Recesses. Bring him back and hide him. Protect him.”
Chunghee’s tone is cautious. “Bring someone back…like how eomeoni was brought back?”
Yoongi closes his eyes. “Yes.”
Chunghee inhales sharply. Yoongi understands why. Their mother is a sensitive subject and not one they speak of often. She was more or less imprisoned by the sect, kept alive only by their father’s protection, which their father then punished himself for by retreating from the sect. It led to a lonesome childhood for both of them and unfair stress for their uncle.
Yoongi’s proposal would be repeating history. But he cannot help but think it’s the only worthwhile solution. “I just want…He is good, but he is misunderstood. He is not what you all think of him. He needs help.”
He needs to live. I need him to live .
Chunghee knows who he is talking about. “Yoongi, your judgment is clouded.”
“My judgment is fine. I see more clearly than I ever have,” Yoongi argues lowly. “Who is right? Who is wrong? Jimin is more righteous than anyone. He embodies the spirit of our sect rules better than even you or I. His actions were rash, but hyung-nim, he did the right thing.”
Chunghee presses his lips together. “Perhaps. Perhaps not,” he says, ever neutral. Chunghee stands, smoothing the wrinkles from his hanbok. “I think you should meditate for a few days before you go on any more nighthunts.”
Yoongi’s shoulders tighten. The dismissal is as obvious as it is painful to hear. He does not say anything as his brother leaves his cottage, the door rattling quietly as it is shut.
I will figure out how to help you, Jimin. I promise.
Jeongguk grimaces at the sight of the dreadful mountain just beyond the borders of Ulsan. The missive from Kim Taehyung, which has subsequently been burned, lingers in his mind. Taehyung is frivolous, but Jeongguk has learned that his friend is rarely wrong when it comes to secrets other people truly shouldn’t know. If Taehyung says Jimin is in Ulsan, then that’s where Jeongguk will find him.
But he really doesn’t want to climb a mountain full of corpses. Who would? Only his insane brother, of course.
Jeongguk pushes down his discomfort as he approaches the foot of the Burial Mounds. There is a strange barrier here, something palpable that he can feel from some distance away, followed by a dense mist and a ring of…fierce corpses acting as a physical barrier.
Oh, yes. Jimin is definitely here. Only he would be simultaneously dumb enough and bold enough to set up a defense only he could control. It’s like a dare saying, Yes, I am here, but good luck getting to me . Always so cocky.
Jeongguk sighs, pulling out his sword. If he has to cut through the fierce corpses to get to his brother and knock some sense into that dense head, then he will. Only, as Jeongguk approaches the barrier, the fierce corpses all turn to him, initially hostile, and then…the fierce corpses step aside, allowing him passage. Jeongguk edges past them, keeping a sharp eye out, but they don’t seem to be a threat to him.
Well. Maybe Jimin somehow keyed Jeongguk into the wards? He wouldn’t put it past his brother to do something like that. He can’t imagine any other reason why he would be allowed access so easily.
Jeongguk hikes to the top of the mountain. There are very few signs of life here, and he starts to feel doubt. Surely, if this is where Jimin had escaped to hide refugees, wouldn’t there be more disturbances, more obvious signs of living people? But the mountain is barren except for skeletons and black trees. Could the reports be wrong? But then, why else would Jimin flee?
His questions are answered when he reaches the top of the mountain. His first impression is the sheer disorganization of shamble houses and plotted fields and a handful of children - children - running around with simple toys. There is a pin with a couple of farm animals and a circle of women who seem to be sewing fabric. The people are relatively clean, but their clothes are worn and their frames are gaunt, even the young ones. Yes, this is certainly a refugee settlement.
It does not take long for Jeongguk to be noticed. He stands out sharply with his deep purple hanbok, his expensive boots, and his gleaming sword, which he hastily slides back into its sheath. The people freeze, some of them backing away. Silence spreads through the makeshift camp. Not even the children dare to make a peep.
Jeongguk shifts uncomfortably. He’s not used to people viewing him with such blatant mistrust. He clears his throat. “I’m looking for -”
“Gguk-ah?” Jimin calls incredulously, stumbling out of a cave . He’s covered in what looks like ash, his face smudged with dirt, and he is followed by a small child who clings to the back of his legs. His eyes are wide but tired. “What are you doing here? How did you even get up here?”
“I walked,” Jeongguk says flatly. He feels irritated at his brother, a sharp and sudden emotion. Jimin sure appears fine, for the most part, while Jeongguk has been out of his mind with worry. His days have been spent navigating a political nightmare and Jimin has been…building a sect, by the looks of it. It hurts. He doesn’t understand. Jimin should be home , not here.
And then, another figure lumbers out of the cave. On sight, Jeongguk clocks the figure as a fierce corpse, except…not quite. And that face is familiar.
Kim Dohoon. He’s supposed to be dead.
“Hyung,” Jeongguk says darkly, his mother’s bracelet sparking around his wrist. “What did you do?”
Jimin hesitates. “We should talk in private,” he says, and Jeongguk immediately agrees. He strides through the quiet camp and enters the cave ahead of his hyung, eyes falling to half-finished experiments, stacks of talismans, and a pallet bed on a rock, of all things. Just outside the cave, he can hear Jimin reassuring the refugees and sending the child away with a person who should be dead but is decidedly not, although he looks like he is, and Jeongguk does not understand . “Ah, careful where you step!” Jimin says as he joins him.
“I know how to walk in your room,” Jeongguk grumbles. A lifetime of stepping on half-finished talismans and paying for it is ingrained in Jeongguk’s very marrow. He knows better than the touch any of Jimin’s mess.
“Of course, of course! Well…You’re here,” Jimin states needlessly, picking his way across what could generously be called a room. “Why are you here?”
Jeongguk barks out a laugh. “Don’t you mean, why are you here? Hyung! What the hell? Do you know what you’ve done?”
Jimin frowns, crossing his arms over his chest. “I saved innocent people.”
“You freed prisoners and made yourself an enemy of the entire cultivation world,” Jeongguk corrects harshly. “And you made our sect an enemy too! You have no idea the mess you’ve left behind for me to clean up.”
Jimin deflates, averting his eyes. “I didn’t intend for that to happen…”
Jeongguk scoffs, anger still gripping him harshly. “No, but it did. And for what? To save that- that walking corpse out there? Kim Dohoon? What’s wrong with him? What did you do ?”
“I saved him!”
“He looks dead!”
“Well, he’s not! Not exactly!”
Jeongguk throws his hands up. “What does that even mean? How are you going to explain any of this?”
Jimin draws himself up defensively. “I don’t need to explain anything!”
“You do if you want to rejoin cultivation society!” Jeongguk fires back. “You have to return these prisoners, hyung! You have to make amends with the sects-”
“Maybe I don’t want to rejoin that society!” Jimin shouts. “Maybe I don’t want any part of a society that imprisons children and kills indiscriminately!”
Jeongguk’s temper flares. He strides forward, grasping at Jimin’s arms. When his brother shoves him away, Jeongguk reaches back, holding both of Jimin’s thin wrists. Jimin struggles against him, much more weakly than he should, and Jeongguk tightens his grip. He doesn’t even mean to do it, really, but his spiritual energy is surging with his agitation and -
Jeongguk gasps sharply, dropping Jimin’s wrists in horror.
Jimin falls silent. He looks beyond stricken, his skin pale and bloodless.
Jeongguk’s mind races .
“Hyung,” he says shakily. “You…”
Jeongguk has only felt it once before, of course. In himself, right after Kang melted his golden core and any semblance of a future he might have had. But then Jimin had taken him to the Immortal Wanderer, and she restored his core. Jeongguk has always considered it a true miracle, something beyond question and entirely irrefutable.
But perhaps that is his own wishful thinking. A yearning for naivete. He didn’t want to examine it further, because who questions a miracle? But he should have. Some miracles are too miraculous to be true.
And the timing…Everything that happened after his core was restored…
Jimin missing for three months, captured by Lee Donggun? Even at the time, Jeongguk couldn’t believe it. He’d assumed that Lee Donggung simply overpowered his brother with overwhelming forces because no other alternative made sense. Jimin was too smart and too strong to simply be captured.
And of course, he wasn’t simply captured, was he?
Jeongguk swallows. “Hyung…what did you do?” But even as he says it, Jeongguk knows. He clutches at his stomach, swaying on his feet. His meridians are surging, the strength of his spiritual energy rioting through his veins. He’d noticed it after his core was restored, of course. The new strength he possessed. He thought it was a byproduct of the Immortal Wanderer’s work.
But the truth is staring him right in the face.
The core in Jeongguk’s body is not his own.
It’s Jimin’s.
“Namjoon-hyung!” Jimin calls frantically, darting forward to catch him as he staggers, the world around him going dim and dark and quiet.
“Is he okay?” Jimin asks anxiously, wringing his hands together. “Is his core…?”
Namjoon leans back from his patient, extracting the silver needles he used to calm the agitation in Jeon Jeongguk’s qi. It’s almost reassuring that he has this chance to examine the young sect leader - the only recipient of a golden core transfer. Some days, with a mixture of guilt and excitement, Namjoon can hardly believe his theory worked. But then he looks at Jimin, and he knows his theory worked too well.
Trade one life to save another.
“He’s fine,” Namjoon says at length. “His body has fully assimilated your core. The shock merely made him faint.”
Jimin sucks his teeth. “See, this is why I never wanted him to know.”
“And now two new people do,” Namjoon says, commiserating. He isn’t sure which revelation distresses Jimin more, the fact that his brother knows or the fact that his alleged rival, the Divine Hand himself, made the same discovery. Jimin had been adamant about the secret, and already it was unraveling. “For what it’s worth, I’m sorry.”
“It’s not your fault,” Jimin grouses.
Yet Namjoon feels that it is. If he had not agreed to the surgery, then Jimin would not be so upset. But if he had not agreed to the surgery, would they have won the war? Would his family be in a worse situation? Would Dohoon be dead?
Did he do the right thing? Sometimes, it keeps him up at night.
“What will you do when he wakes up?” he asks.
Jimin makes a face.
“Ah,” Namjoon says. “Well, good luck with that. Perhaps we will gain another ally who will bring us money and goods.”
Jimin reddens. “I - he - I told him not to do that again,” Jimin manages.
Namjoon knows this. He’d overheard Jimin’s blabbering at Min Yoongi as he walked the other down the mountain, a futile attempt to extract a promise not to spoil us with gifts, Yoongi-hyung! Notably, Min Yoongi had not verbally agreed, and so Namjoon expects that the Divine Hand will return soon enough with more charity. Namjoon might have been suspicious about this, had he not had a working pair of eyes and the wherewithal to recognize the adoration lurking behind Min Yoongi’s chilly gaze.
Jimin, of course, is oblivious. He’s a genius, but an utter idiot. Namjoon can only marvel at him.
Namjoon leaves Jimin’s cave, intent to give him and Jeongguk privacy. But when Jeongguk does eventually wake up, it’s impossible to ignore the yelling - then the crying, and the desperate questions of Why, hyung why would you do this ?
“You’re my brother,” Jimin says, his voice echoing through the cave and leaking into the settlement. The conviction in his tone is striking. Namjoon recognizes it well. He’s also an older brother who would do anything to protect his little brother.
Some of the refugees at least try to make themselves look busy while Jeongguk sobs, while others share sad smiles. Jimin probably doesn’t realize it, but Namjoon’s family has come to love him as one of their own. It’s hard not to when the nightmare they feared throughout the war turns out to be an eccentric inventor with a heart of gold and a penchant for burying toddlers in topsoil for fun.
Namjoon is so thankful for Jimin’s help. But he is also so very guilty. Jimin has given up everything to help them, and there is nothing Namjoon can do to return that favor. His stomach especially twists when he overhears Jimin and Jeongguk discussing what they should do - because apparently, they are still being hunted and Jeongguk is being pressured to control Jimin.
“You could leave,” Jeongguk suggests. “The settlement here is fine. They’ll survive.”
“Absolutely not.”
“Hyung! What do you expect me to do?” Jeongguk demands brokenly.
There is a pause, and then Namjoon hears the faint echo of a bell.
His stomach drops to the ground. He recognizes that sound - it’s the Mugunghwa bell, the one all disciples carried. It had taken Jimin ages to figure out how to activate the bell without yang energy, and he’d been so cheerful for days when he did, ringing the bell around the settlement with a huge grin.
“Take this,” Jimin says.
“No!”
“Gguk-ah,” Jimin reasons. “I can’t leave. If I do, everyone here will die. They can’t protect themselves and the wards can’t maintain themselves forever, either. But if I stay, and I’m still publicly connected to our sect, then you’ll be dealing with a lot of trouble, right? So, take my bell. Kick me out of the sect.”
“You can’t!” Jeongguk shouts.
“Jeongguk! Think of how hard you’ve worked! Don’t let my actions ruin it!” Jimin shouts back. “Rebuild our sect! Make your parents proud!”
Jeongguk cries again and the cave falls silent. The refugee camp is equally quiet, even the children.
Namjoon wants to stop this - prevent Jimin from cutting ties. He wants to insist that his family will be fine . They can figure this out. Run somewhere else, find a new place to hide. But he can’t move and the words don’t leave his mouth, because he knows. He knows there is no place for them to run, not when they are being hunted as they are. They would never make it.
And Jimin knows this, too. Jeongguk as well, probably.
The world has left them with very few options.
As the sun sets, Jeongguk emerges from the cave, his eyes rimmed red. He stops in the middle of the settlement, gazing at everyone and everything grimly. When he sees Namjoon and Dohoon, he glares fiercely, and Namjoon can only bow his head, dropping his eyes away with a rush of guilt.
Jeongguk clutches Jimin’s bell and leaves without a word.
Jimin doesn’t emerge from the cave for days.
Nighthunts without a sect are strange. There is a certain freedom in being able to decide where he goes and how he responds to hauntings, but there is also the uncertainty of funds. If he needs food or a place to sleep or a doctor, then he has to figure out how to pay for it himself. With a sect, expenses are paid by taxed commoners in the territory; with rogue cultivators, work is often done at no cost, or for only what victims or towns can afford.
Hoseok has been poor most of his life, but it is still an adjustment to go back to counting copper. He hadn't realized how lax his budgeting had become until now.
Dawn and Hyuna wander much further than he does. Sometimes, he will not see them for weeks, and then they will come back to the area around Ulsan with troubling news from other territories. The towns in the Jasujeon territory are being neglected in favor of the sect putting so much manpower into hunting down Park Jimin. Yet in the Mugunghwa territory, stories of the young sect leader judiciously cutting down ghouls and monsters emerge every day. There is even some disquiet in the Kkachi territory. The only sect that seems to be recovering well and operating normally is the Horangi Sect, although the Divine Hand, the heir of the sect, is seldom home, always wandering on independent hunts.
Hoseok himself does not stray far from Ulsan. Although the Burial Mounds are contained and the town of Ulsan is peaceful, there is still much work to be done nearby. Creatures are drawn to the mountain, so Hoseok devotes himself to handling them before they become a problem. He does not visit his family often, leery of drawing unwanted attention, but he knows the people in Ulsan are safe. Perhaps safer than they've ever been.
Apparently, since Jimin settled in the mountain, there have been no corpses or ghosts escaping the Burial Mounds to terrorize the town. Hoseok learns that this had been an ongoing issue for decades, along with tainted water runoff from the mountain and poor air quality. Now, Ulsan is nearly idyllic, if not for the dark mountain looming in the distance.
It's no wonder the townspeople have started to call Park Jimin the Ulsan Patriarch.
But it's this exact kind of attention that strikes Hoseok as troublesome. A title like that is the type of thing that will easily reach the ears of Kim Kyongsoo, and once it does, trouble will fall upon Ulsan.
Maybe there would be more time to run interference if only Park Jimin would stop showing his face in town. Every time he does, more and more townsfolk talk about him with growing fondness. Many of the old market sellers are amused by how Jimin laments over radishes he tries to trade for other goods.
Hoseok knows first hand how endearing Jimin can be, but this is too risky for the safety of Hoseok's family. He has to do something.
For a few weeks, he lingers at his parent's house, and when Park Jimin comes down the mountain, he strikes. He waits until Jimin has finished hawking radishes, eying the youth pulling the heavy cart with startling ease. The young man is pale with lank, dark hair hanging around his face - Kim Dohoon. The Jasujeon Sect has started calling him the Ghost General, but he looks as meek as ever to Hoseok, if paler than usual.
He isn't sure which of them spots him first, but he does realize that they are leading him to a less populated area. He isn't surprised to find himself in an ally, facing down the dangerous Park Jimin he knows from the war.
"You've been following us. Why?" Jimin asks coldly.
Hoseok holds himself still, keeping his hands visible. "I've left my sect," he starts and watches the visible surprise cross Jimin’s face. He doesn’t let himself feel offended by it - the world hasn’t given Jimin many reasons to trust it, lately, and they’re only acquaintances in truth. “I don’t agree with the actions the Jasujeon Sect has committed. I’m a rogue cultivator now.”
Jimin lifts a brow. “Okay…”
“They’re going to find you,” Hoseok says bluntly.
Jimin stiffens. “Have you heard something?”
Hoseok shakes his head. “No,” he says empathetically. “But it won’t be long before they figure it out…Ulsan Patriarch.”
“D-do they really call Jimin-hyung…?” Dohoon stutters.
“It’s just in the town for now,” Hoseok confirms. “But it won’t be long before it spreads elsewhere. Even the likes of Kim Taehyung won’t be able to stop a rumor like this.”
Jimin draws himself up. “Why do you care so much?” he asks skeptically.
Hoseok grimaces. “My family has settled here. I don’t want trouble at their doorstep.”
And someone has to warn you, so it might as well be me, he silently adds.
Jimin shifts guiltily. “I’m not trying to bring trouble,” he mutters.
“I know,” Hoseok says honestly. He nows Jimin was an impish character during the Horangi lectures, but boyhood mischievousness is harmless. Hoseok remembers what Jimin did for him during the indoctrination camp and he knows, right down to his marrow, that Jimin is a force for good.
But goodness is not always rewarded in the world. Too much corruption. Too many ignorant people.
“I just thought you should know. Word is going to get out and they will come for you. They might not care that Ulsan stands in the way.”
“Especially if they think Ulsan is somehow loyal to me,” Jimin agrees grimly. He shoves his hands through his hair, appearing quite stressed. He scoffs, shaking his head with a great scowl. “Well, what am I supposed to do? The refugees won’t leave the mountain, other than Namjoon and Dohoon occasionally. It’s up to me to sell these damn radishes and run errands…”
Hoseok scratches his ear. He’d come to warn Jimin but hadn’t thought much further than that. Still, it’s clear that Jimin is floundering. “Um. I guess…I mean, I could help. I’m…usually not too far from Ulsan.”
Jimin’s eyes snap to his, startling in their intensity. “You would do that? Help the refugees?”
Hoseok nods. “Cultivators help people,” he answers simply.
A wide grin breaks across Jimin’s face. “Jung Hoseok,” he says with great importance. “You are a wholly decent man.”
Hoseok shakes his head, feeling flustered. “Well, I wouldn’t say that -”
“Nonsense!” Jimin says brightly. He pulls something out of his pockets, a small stack of talismans that Hoseok can barely decipher. He shoves those into Hoseok’s hands, insistent. “You keep these. Use this one to get past the mountain wards and that one to send a message. Got it?”
Hoseok fumbles with the talismans, glancing at Dohoon’s vaguely amused expression and Jimin’s relaxed demeanor. “A-alright…”
Hoseok doesn’t realize it until later, but this is a turning point in his life. A choice that led him down a path he would have never dared to walk. Knowing Park Jimin has a way of changing people, he supposes.
For now, after Jimin and Dohoon leave to climb back up the mountain, Hoseok returns to his parent’s home and digs out a scrap of paper. He has a letter to send to someone who might be able to help protect Ulsan from afar. He’ll try anything to keep his family safe.
Seokjin gets letters all the time. Although he is only the third son, he has plenty of responsibilities when it comes to managing a sect as large as his. Even if he's marrying out of the sect, he is still responsible for the tax management of their outer territories until such time. Letters are a daily occurrence and he finds them dreadfully boring.
Today, though, there is a new letter in his daily stack of correspondence. He hasn't heard much from Hoseok since he left the sect, so he is immediately intrigued to find a warded missive from his friend. He decides to open this letter before all others.
"Shit," he breathes uncouthly, reading the letter again. The long manhunt to find Park Jimin and Jung Hoseok runs into him when the so-called fugitive is selling crops.
Seokjin’s first thought is of Jeongguk. His second is what his father might do if he learns about the information in this letter.
Seokjin burns it without hesitation and waits until the ash completely crumbles before he fetches his cloak and his sword. With an air of arrogant impunity, he orders a passing servant to notify his father that he is going to Busan for "courting purposes." All in all, it takes less than ten minutes for Seokjin to leave after reading the letter, which gives him at least another four hours to think about how to tell Jeongguk when he arrives in the south.
They are, of course, not expecting him in Busan, but the disciples there are welcoming. The head servant, Minji, who practically raised Jeongguk and whom Seokjin has come to greatly respect, greets him warmly and walks him to Jeongguk’s study.
"He will be happy to see you," she says. "He's been quite upset this week, but won't talk about it."
"Upset?" Seokjin murmurs.
"He has Jimin’s bell," she confides.
Seokjin bites back a curse. Even he knows the significance of the Mugunghwa bell.
Minji lets him into the study without announcement, quickly leaving after he closes the door behind him. At the desk, Jeongguk looks rather haggard, like he hasn't slept. Indeed, a silver bell with a blue tassel is sitting on the center of his desk, and he stares down at it quite pensively. When the door closes, Jeongguk shifts his gaze upward, visibly startled to see Seokjin there.
"Jin-hyung!"
"Gguk," he returns, his ears flaring red.
"What are you doing here?"
"I got a letter from Hoseok," Seokjin explains as he comes to kneel on the other side of Jeongguk’s desk. discarding his sword and cloak as he does. "Although, given this bell, I think you beat him to the punch. Did you know they're calling him the Ulsan Patriarch now?"
Jeongguk groans loudly, scrubbing his hands across his face. "This is such a mess. What am I supposed to do? He won't abandon the refugees!"
"He shouldn't," Seokjin says seriously. He stares at his young betrothed with somber eyes, trying to impart the gravity of what he has learned. "I looked into the camps run by my sect. There are…too many dead for it not to be suspicious, but it's being covered up. I wouldn't have believed it myself if I hadn't visited. I haven't seen mass graves like that since the war."
"Hyung did the right thing, then…" Jeongguk sighs. "That still doesn't solve what I'm supposed to do. He’s renounced the sect but, he's my brother! He's all I have left! I-I can't just abandon him-!"
Tears spill over Jeongguk’s slim cheeks. He looks young, finally his age as the weight of being a leader is traded for a lost boy who simply wants his family back. Although Seokjin feels no loyalty to his own family, except his mother, he aches for Jeongguk. Not even twenty and already sleepness nights and stress have shadowed his eyes, his temper.
Seokjin realizes with quiet certitude that he has fallen in love with Jeon Jeongguk, a deep, abiding sort of affliction.
"I have been thinking about ways to help," Seokjin announces softly.
Jeongguk looks up at him, eyes rimmed red. Waiting.
Seokjin takes a deep breath. "Let’s get married."
Taehyung does not trust Kim Sangwoo at all. The second Kim brother of the Jasujeon Sect is, as far as Taehyung can tell, a veritable snake. Anybody who ingratiates themselves so thoroughly and manages to find a heroic ending in a war they didn’t fight in until the last minute is suspicious, particularly someone who is hungry for parental approval and who is willing to do anything, harm anyone, or tell any lie to get it.
Taehyung has been looking into it. Kim Sangwoo was responsible for the prison camps after the war. He had a very hands-on management style, too, but now that the atrocities of the camp have been revealed to the world - even if the world is reluctant to mourn those atrocities - Kim Sangwoo’s name isn’t linked to the camps at all. Hands washed clean, it seems as if Kim Sangwoo has set himself upon another goal.
Taehyung doesn’t like it at all that this goal involves his brother. The best he can figure is that Kim Sangwoo intends to elevate himself to the heir of the Jasjujeon Sect through his sworn brotherhood to Min Chunghee and Kim Byunghyun. With Seokjin married off and Sangsik bringing nothing of value to the table aside from being the firstborn, Sangwoo makes the more attractive heir. Plus, his vile personality is similar to his father’s, and like always appreciates like.
Byunghyun doesn’t trust Sangwoo, despite their sworn brotherhood. Taehyung has the sense that his brother agreed for the sake of Min Chunghee, who was charmed by what he perceived to be Sangwoo’s earnest efforts to be recognized by his father.
Taehyung learns all of this and he watches from a distance when Sangwoo visits the Kkachi Sect. His brother’s open dislike rubs Sangwoo the wrong way. Byunghyun is making a dangerous enemy.
How dangerous? Taehyung isn’t quite sure yet. The brothel where Sangwoo was born has been burned down, the Madam long missing, and very few clues remain. People have a tendency to go quietly missing in the Jasujeon Sect after disrespecting Sangwoo, supposedly assigned on nighthunts that invariably go wrong in just the right way. Despite his smile and his lovely dimples, Sangwoo hides a soul of evil within him. Byunghyun, so attuned to yin energy as he is, can clearly sense it.
Taehyung can, too. And he fears what this will mean for his brother, who already has one stubborn foot in the gave from his own cultivation.
Worrying about his brother isn’t the only thing that takes up Taehyung’s time, though. These days, he also monitors Ulsan and sends Eunwoo on various missions to gather intel even his spies can’t be trusted to find. He also has an ongoing correspondence with Jeon Jeongguk, who has approached Taehyung with a quiet, desperate mission to “ save my hyung from himself .”
Indeed, Taehyung has a lot on his plate. But by his estimation, solving one problem should solve three others. If Taehyung can help Jimin resolve this issue with the refugees, then Sangwoo will be exposed, the Jasujeon Sect will lose its foothold of power, and Kim Namjoon will be free to travel to Kkachi Abode to treat Byunghyun. Everything will come together nicely. All Taehyung needs is a catalyst - a moment to strike.
Notes:
So like, probably don't expect an update until December? I'll try to get it out sooner than that but I was looking at my outline and I just have this MASSIVE chunk of plot points and it's basically the climax of this arc. It might also be a double update with a small interlude chapter, so look for that too!
Chapter 29
Notes:
FIRST! The story earns its rating here, folks! In this chapter, there is undernegotiated kink (bondage, consensual non-con), so bear that in mind. The kink is consistent with the source material!
ALSO MIND THE TAGS! And believe in an HEA, okay???
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
One day, not long after the dead of winter sets in to chill the Burial Mounds, Jung Hoseok treks up the mountain to visit. He’s a well-known face among the settlers now and many of the old aunties greet him by name, please when he delivers a fresh sack of rice and spiced kimchi from Ulsan. Soon enough, he finds Namjoon and Jimin sequestered in Namjoon’s cave. Namjoon is working and Jimin is offering opinions, although ask either of them what the project is, and they’ll argue about it. The refugees and Hoseok have learned not to ask.
“I heard a rumor today,” Hoseok says by way of greeting, leaning against the entrance of the cave. He smartly keeps a good distance from the smoking table Namjoon and Jimin are huddled around.
Jimin looks up. “What, about me? Am I kidnapping more children? Seducing virgins?”
Namjoon snorts.
Hoseok breathes out. “I heard you’re building a sect,” he announces mildly. “A sect of demonic cultivators. You’re gathering power to take vengeance on the world apparently.”
Now, it is Jimin’s turn to snort. “Building a sect? Me? ” He doesn’t bother to mask the incredulity in his voice. The last thing Jimin has ever wanted to do was become a leader and have to deal with petty politics. Bureaucracy is not his idea of a good time. “Who are my disciples?”
“Well, there are children here,” Hoseok points out. The three of them turn to look at the children, who are chasing each other around with sticks. As they watch, Kai tumbles over a weed, looks at his skinned knee, and cries out that the dragon is in the ground now. The children respond with great energy, yelling about the dragon. Jimin has no idea where they even learned about a dragon, of all things.
“Yes,” Jimin agrees. “Those children are my mighty disciples.”
“There’s Dohoon, too,” Hoseok muses.
Again, they all turn to look at Dohoon, who is currently making great use of his strength to help hammer in a thick log that will become a second clothesline for the laundry. All the aunties coo at him and Dohoon scurries away.
“Right, my fearsome Ghost General,” Jimin says. He raises his voice, calling out to Dohoon. “Hey, Dohoon-ah! You want to be my head disciple?”
Dohoon’s round eyes widen, his lanky hair falling into his face. “Um. Uh,” he dithers, casting a searching look at Namjoon.
Namjoon shoos him away gently, then throws a scolding look at Hoseok and Jimin. “Don’t tease him too much,” he chides. “So, that’s the rumor, then? We’re building a sect?”
Hoseok shrugs. “You have a hundred people up here and Jimin is…well, Jimin. This rumor certainly makes more sense than kidnapping virgins before their wedding nights.”
“I would kidnap virgins before their wedding nights if they were being forced to marry,” Jimin tells them. He is promptly ignored. It’s a common occurrence these days. Nobody is afraid of him anymore!
Except for ghosts and corpses, of course.
“Well, I prefer rumors to an army knocking on our door,” Namjoon says. “They know where we are and they haven’t attacked. I don’t trust it.”
“Me either,” Hoseok mumbles. He steps closer to Namjoon, finally brave enough to peer at the work table. “What’s this here? Medicine? Oh, wait, this looks like-”
“That folk remedy you told me about last time,” Namjoon finishes. “I’m refining it. Jimin is…helping.”
Jimin huffs. “I am helping. It would be more efficient to write a talisman!”
“Medicine isn’t always efficient,” Namjoon says for the umpteenth time and Hoseok makes agreeing noises. Hoseok always agrees with Namjoon, so his opinion doesn’t really count as far as Jimin is concerned.
Jimin draws himself up to argue his point, but then a gaggle of children surrounds him, pulling him into their make-believe game where he is given the dubious honor of playing the dragon. He goes willingly, a wide grin on his face. It’s probably for the best, anyway. It’s not like he wants to spend his time watching Hoseok and Namjoon quietly moon over each other!
Jimin hasn't been on a proper nighthunt since before the war and to be honest, he hadn't planned on doing so ever again. Because of his work with the Burial Mounds, Ulsan isn't exactly haunted anymore. As Hoseok reports, there really isn't a reason to nighthunt in the immediate area. and so Jimin saw no point in leaving the safety of the mountain. Besides, Hoseok was there! He did more than enough nighthunting on his own or with Dawn and Hyuna, who he apparently made fast friends with. Jimin is just extra weight.
But then Hoseok comes back a little bloodier than usual and, just like that, Jimin finds himself agreeing to help with a particularly challenging case. He frets a bit about leaving the mountain, but Namjoon is there and so is Dohoon, who has gained exceptional physical strength and endurance after his resurrection. They will be fine. The haunting is barely a day away by horse, which Hoseok agrees to ride given his shabby state isn't fit for flying.
"Why not ask Dawn and Hyuna?"
"You aren't my first choice," Hoseok tells him. "But they're too far away so you'll have to do."
"Rude," Jimin hisses.
Hoseok has been spending way too much time with Namjoon because he isn't even properly scared of Jimin.
The brackish, yin-fueled ghosts haunting the arbor Hoseok takes him to, on the other hand, are more than a little afraid. Dusk has only barely set in when they arrive at the deserted port, the cloying cloud of resentment almost enough to mist over the dock and water. The horses have been left behind and Jimin has Nunchi in a loose grip, Hoseok only a few steps behind him.
Jimin spots the ghosts only moments before they see him - but when they do, the trio freezes, one even whimpering in fright. Jimin pauses, confused, and then watches as all three ghosts disappear in a wash of dark light. Almost immediately, the sinister feeling in the air starts to evaporate.
Baffled, Jimij glances back at Hoseok. "Did those ghosts just exorcize themselves?"
Hoseok stares ahead blankly. "I think…they were scared of you?" he mumbles after a moment. "They were very aggressive with me…"
"Are you saying that I scared those ghosts to death?"
"So it would seem."
"I didn't even do anything!" Jimin cries.
"Your mere presence…" Hoseok trails off and eyes him wearily. "Just what kind of energy are they reading from you? I've only heard rumors of this happening to immortals."
Jimin snorts. "I'm no immortal." And he never would be. Only yang energy can cultivate the regenerative energy required to sustain immortality. Yin energy can produce an imperfect mimicry of healing for wounds, but Jimin is definitely aging. Even though Namjoon is older than him, they look like they are the same age now. and that can only be explained by Namjoon’s cultivation slowing his aging while Jimin’s does not.
But still, Hoseok is right in a way. It probably is his yin cultivation that made this happen. He's so used to maintaining a constant thrum of yin energy to keep the wards on the mountain active that he must have been subconsciously doing it now. Any ghost or ghoul he encounters away from the mountain will be leagues weaker, so it's no wonder these ghosts were frightened.
"We should make sure they're really gone. If they just ran away and made more work for us to chase them down, it'll be a pain," he says, pulling Nunchi to his lips. It seems the ghosts really were scared back into the afterlife though. He takes the liberty of cleansing away the residual yin energy to be on the safe side, then turns to Hoseok with a sigh. "Let's get back home, then!"
It is, by far, the easiest nighthunt he's ever done. Over the next few months, Hoseok invites him to other difficult hunts sporadically, splitting the earnings. Commoners don't care how hunts are done as long as the hauntings disappear, and other cultivators don't give Jimin a second look so long as he has a bamboo gat on his head, a scarf around his lower face, and a plain sword (taken from the bones of a dead soldier on the mountain) for show on his back. Nunchi, of course, stays out of sight, and he develops a subtler way to cleanse yin energy with a talisman that anyone could use. He even teaches the talisman to Hoseok, and by turn, Dawn and Hyuna. It's a small way Jimin earns money for the settlement while at the same time surveying the state of the cultivation world.
Things are a mess. His name has become an urban tale to frighten young children into good behavior. It's obvious the gentry know where he is at this point, yet they haven't come after him or the refugees. He supposes it's only time. Until then, he will focus on getting through the winter.
As much as the settlement prepared for the hard winter, it was still difficult to brace against the chill. By now, the refugees have worked hard to build several large, one-room buildings as shelter from the weather, and these buildings are made well enough that Jimin’s warming stone talismans perform beautifully. Outside of the shelters, though, the cold is unforgiving. And Jimin refuses to sleep away from his cave, much to Namjoon’s chagrin and resignation.
The truth is, it’s not so easy for Jimin to sleep near other people. He has devastating nightmares near nightly from the constant exposure to the Burial Mounds. Even tamed, he channels so much resentment through his body that it haunts him at night. He frequently lashes out, his energy rising and whipping across his cave in great surges. He isn’t safe to sleep near, and so he stays in his cave. Understanding this, several of the uncles put their heads together to fashion a door to seal out the worst of the cold for him and the aunties make him a better mattress with warmer blankets. After all, unlike Namjoon and Dohoon, Jimin is just as vulnerable to the cold as the non-cultivating refugees are - maybe more so, given his broken body held only together by threads of yin energy.
Still, Jimin doesn’t leave his cave unless he absolutely has to, which is usually when Kai or the other children want to play, or when Hoseok isn’t around to sell their crops for them. Today, Jimin has been sent to town with the explicit direction to trade their pickled radishes for other grains. He shivers under his thin coat as he haggles at the market, gathers his hard-won goods, and ducks into a delightfully warm tavern for a brief respite from the howling wind. He thinks it might snow soon.
Just like any other time he is in town, he doesn’t truly expect to see anyone he recognizes among the crowd. Jeongguk hasn’t come back since the last time - a good thing, as far as Jimin is concerned, because he can’t quite forget the horrified dismay as Jeongguk realized the truth of how his golden core was healed. From time to time, Jimin thinks he might see someone who looks like Eunwoo, which wouldn’t surprise him, but nobody ever gets as close as Hoseok so he doesn’t worry about it. If he’s honest, he doesn’t think Yoongi will come back, either. Why would he? There’s nothing for Yoongi here.
Imagine his surprise when he sees Yoongi’s flawless figure gliding through the frostbitten streets of Ulsan. Jimin shoots up from his table, knocking his knee against the wood in his haste to stumble to the doorway. “Yoongi-hyung?” he calls out.
Yoongi pauses, and a breathless moment later, those cat-like golden eyes land on Jimin. Yoongi’s expression is mild as he approaches, scanning the empty table behind Jimin with muted curiosity. Maybe someone else wouldn’t be able to see it, but Jimin has spent a lot of time staring at Yoongi.
He offers a sheepish smile, settling back down at the table. There are two cups and a pot of warm tea, a cheap blend that serves to warm rather than indulge. He pours Yoongi a cup, scooting it across the table. “Just me today,” he says.
“Hn.” Yoongi sips at the tea gracefully.
“Why are you in Ulsan? Another nighthunt?”
“Yes,” Yoongi answers succinctly.
Jimin’s brows shoot up. “Really? I hadn’t heard of anything so close. I just finished a hunt of my own not long ago…”
Yoongi clears his throat. “The hunt was a bit north of here.”
Jimin laughs. “Yoongi-hyung, are you telling me you lied about going on a nighthunt just to visit little old me?”
“Did not lie,” Yoongi refutes. “There was a hunt.”
“But you did take a hunt this close to Ulsan on purpose,” Jimin says with a wry smile. “You’re very sly, Yoongi-hyung! I see you!”
“Mn.”
The afternoon is spent in pleasant conversation. It’s so nice to be in Yoongi’s company. He remembers when they were younger and Yoongi was colder, annoyed at Jimin’s very existence; and then in the war, their clashes after each battle, and Jimin’s grudging acceptance of Yoongi’s help. Now, they’re older and more mature. Jimin can finally feel the friendship he had been chasing as a brash teenager.
Jimin thinks it’s probably this sense of comfort that clouds his head. Because when Yoongi comes back the next week, and the week after, and the week after that, he doesn’t object anymore. He greets Yoongi with a bright smile and doesn’t grumble about the money or supplies Yoongi brings. He ropes Yoongi into playing with the children, although that quickly devolves into Yoongi teaching the children how to meditate. He even catches Yoongi helping the uncles with various labor chores around the refugee camps one time when Yoongi arrives while Jimin is in the middle of an experiment.
It goes to his head. It gets to his heart. He’s not the only one who notices.
“So, what's going on there?” Namjoon asks him in an undertone as they watch Yoongi leave through the parted barrier of resentment and corpses. He had walked down with them to ask Yoongi about a particular herb that could only be collected from a mountain near Daegu. Yoongi had, of course, agreed to return with the herb next time.
He'd said next time like a promise and Jimin had grinned, looking forward the the next time Yoongi would take a nighthunt in a stone's throw distance to Ulsan.
Namjoon had watched the exchange, his brow twitching. Then as soon as Yoongi was out of earshot, he'd turned to Jimin with this question.
Jimin tilts his head, confused. Behind Namjoon, there is a small tree still clinging to the last apples of the season. Jimin gleefully sidesteps the doctor and plucks a few apples from the branches. “Want one?”
“What? No. I don't want any of that cursed fruit. You can't just eat it off the tree like that!”
Jimin laughs around a mouthful of tart apple. “Hah, like I'll listen to you Namjoon-hyung!”
Namjoon rubs his temples aggressively, closing his eyes. “You…”
“What? You said you didn’t want it!”
“Park Jimin!”
Jimin rolls his eyes. He spares a moment to shine the outside of a fresh apple on his overcoat before trying to hand it to Namjoon. “Okay fine! I’ll give it to you! Here!”
Namjoon stares at him, unimpressed. He does not take the apple. Instead, he makes a very rude declaration. “You're such an idiot. Answer my question.”
“What question?”
“What is there between you and Min Yoongi?”
“Huh? Friendship, of course!”
“Are you being this dense on purpose?” Namjoon presses. “Look, this doesn't just affect you. He comes here bringing supplies we desperately need and I have to know if that's something we can rely on. Is it goodwill or something else?”
Jimin frowns. “Something else…?”
Namjoon sighs heavily. “You're so oblivious. Do you not see the way he looks at you?”
“What, with his eyes?”
“Dear God,” Namjoon groans.
Jimin just laughs at him, because driving Namjoon insane is one of his favorite new hobbies. But later, alone in his cave tinkering away at another experiment, Jimin can't help but think about what Namjoon was implying.
It's Min Yoongi. Surely such a thought is preposterous. He's almost offended on Yoongi’s behalf that Namjoon would dare suggest such a thing.
But now that the thought is in his head, Jimin can't ignore it. He never could ignore things that weren't good for him, and entertaining such a notion is surely dangerous.
Yet Jimin can't help himself. He has to know. So, the next time Yoongi returns - indeed with the herbs Namjoon requested - Jimin loosens the collar of his hanbok and lets himself freely into Yoongi’s personal space, even more than usual. It feels daring to be this intentional. Testing the waters like this, letting those long-buried musings up to the surface, waiting to see a reaction. It also feels selfish. In doing this, Jimin could lose the support the settlement has been relying on, or he could even lose the closeness of his friendship with Yoongi. And then there’s the fact that he surely isn’t long for this world - another sect or the resentful energy holding him together will take him out sooner or later, he knows - and so doing this is selfish on an entirely different level. He could hurt Yoongi if, by some miracle, Namjoon is right.
Jimin has never been truly selfish in his entire life, though. Surely, even he deserves to want something - someone - for himself? Maybe he doesn’t have to bury the feelings that have been bubbling inside him since he was a teenager?
Yoongi’s restraint is a remarkable thing to behold, but he is only human. It isn’t long until Jimin catches golden eyes lingering on the line of his neck and collarbone. His heart races with excitement, giddiness spreading through his body as he laughs and teases Yoongi about nothing that really matters, all while his mind is whirling .
It seems like Namjoon is right. But what does Jimin do with that information? He can’t just proposition Yoongi. Leaving the neck of his hanbok gaping was embarrassing enough, even if the tactic did work!
In the end, it really isn’t that complicated. As Jimin is walking Yoongi back down the mountain, he trips over a wayward branch, stumbling downhill until Yoongi’s arms wrap around his waist, pulling him back against that broad chest. Jimin’s breath catches. Yoongi is holding onto him so tightly. Jimin looks over his shoulder, eyes wide, and swallows at the new glint of something in Yoongi’s steady gaze. Instead of wiggling away with a joke on his tongue like he might normally, Jimin twists around in Yoongi’s arms, gripping his shoulders when they stand chest-to-chest.
“Yoongi-hyung…” he murmurs, licking his lips.
Yoongi’s eyes fall to his mouth. His arms tighten minutely. It feels like he is asking something of Jimin without saying anything at all.
“You do so much for us,” Jimin says softly. “Even after all the awful things I’ve done, you’re still here.”
“You have never done anything awful,” Yoongi refutes quietly.
Jimin shakes his head. “I know what they say about me. I’m nothing more than a weapon to them.”
“You are not a weapon,” Yoongi says fiercely.
“Yoongi-hyung…” Jimin doesn’t know how to tell Yoongi that he must be wrong. Sects are hunting him like he’s a priceless commodity, coveting and fearing his power at the same time. The Jasujeon Sect wants his amulet, wants to control the power Jimin has. He is most certainly viewed as a weapon before he is viewed as a person.
“Who am I to you?” Yoongi asks him.
Jimin blinks rapidly, pulling back a bit to get a clearer view of Yoongi’s expression. “I thought you were my soulmate once,” he says honestly.
“I still am,” Yoongi tells him.
And then, there are lips on his - hot and demanding, leaving no space for thoughts in Jimin’s head at all. He winds his arms around Yoongi’s neck, the ferocity of the kiss impossibly familiar. It’s only Jimin’s second kiss so he isn’t sure what else to do besides follow Yoongi’s lead, the rigorous and passionate pace set by the heir of the Horangi Sect. Yoongi pries apart Jimin’s lips, licking into his mouth eagerly, and Jimin’s head spins.
His back is against something. A tree? Yoongi presses against him, the heat of his kiss spreading through Jimin’s body like wildfire. He’s already dizzy, moans catching in his chest, his eyes squeezed shut as the onslaught continues. He feels hot, his skin on edge. He can’t help but buck his hips forward when Yoongi presses against him, one hand capturing Jimin’s jaw to tilt his face to a better angle. Jimin shivers, a full-body shudder that presses his hips against Yoongi’s again, and this time, Yoongi answers with the buck of his hips.
Jimin rips his mouth away, tossing his head back to moan openly into the air. Yoongi’s lips do not leave his skin, sucking a hot path down his neck even as his hands pass over his body, hot and heavy. Yoongi’s large hands land on Jimin’s hips, pulling him forward until Jimin is straddling Yoongi’s thigh. And then the heat of Yoongi’s palms move again, one traveling back to his jaw to press his chin upward, making more room for Yoongi to suckle open-mouth kisses at his neck, while the other slips down to Jimin’s lower back, tugging him forward encouragingly. Jimin can only hold on, clutching desperately at Yoongi’s shoulders, his back, his hair.
They rut against each other, building such an inferno between them that Jimin can’t even feel the ever-present bite of the winter chill. The sounds falling from his lips are loud in the air, harsh breathing and whines as he loses his mind to the heat of Yoongi’s touch. Occasionally, Yoongi will moan against his skin as the friction builds. It probably shouldn’t feel so good, but it does - it feels unbelievable.
There’s something else, too. Surging flows of energy rise between them - the cold of Jimin’s yin energy clashing with the fire of Yoongi’s yang energy. Only, it doesn’t feel much like a clash. It feels like a meeting or a melding, but incomplete. Jimin is helpless against it, losing hold of some of the yin energy he stores in the place his core once was, even as his thoughts are swept away by the demanding sensations in his body.
A shiver races up Jimin’s spine, even as heat gathers low in his belly. His grip on Yoongi becomes more desperate, the rolling of his hips hitching without a rhythm. When he comes, it’s with a cry that travels on the wind. And even as his orgasm rolls through him, Yoongi shifts yet again, his hands harsh on Jimin’s hips once more as he drags Jimin’s trembling body against his, rough and focused. His eyes are heavy-lidded, the golden color molten as he grinds against Jimin, seemingly driven with more passion as Jimin shies away from the overstimulation. Yoongi comes quietly, hunching forward as his hips grind forward a final time, warmth spreading between them, his jaw clenched tightly. He does not close his eyes. His mouth is very swollen.
Breathless, Jimin can only stare up at him. Yoongi stares back, swallowing heavily. His eyes are wide, gaze a little lost. Jimin leans forward, kissing him softly.
They don’t speak about it. After they separate, they continue to walk down the mountain and Jimin waits as Yoongi passes through the barrier, mounting his sword with grace. Once he can no longer see Yoongi flying away in the distance, he stumbles back up the mountain, ignoring the tacky feeling of his underclothes clinging to his skin. The skin on his neck feels sore and his body is heavy with satisfaction, but he also feels calmer.
He thinks about the clash of their energy during the encounter. Was that dual cultivation? Not quite, since Yoongi’s energy didn’t pass through his body. But something close. Whatever it was, it released some of the building pressure of yin energy in his body. His mind feels clear, if not a little hazy from the afterglow. A nap sounds fantastic.
Of course, Jimin doesn’t quite make it to his cave before Namjoon spots him - or rather, spots the incriminating evidence on Jimin’s neck. It seems Yoongi really did mark him thoroughly if Namjoon’s scandalized expression is anything to go by. Namjoon hastily pushes him into the cave before any of the children can see the mess Yoongi has made of him.
“What did you do?” Namjoon demands. He sounds worried. Jimin isn’t sure why.
Jimin scratches the back of his neck sheepishly. “Well…we…um, you know. That. Well, not that , but something like that.”
“Did he…was it as an exchange?” Namjoon worries. “Jimin, I know you’re committed to helping us however you can, but you don’t need to sell your-”
Jimin waves his hands frantically. “No! No, Namjoon-hyung, it wasn’t like that!” he yelps. “I’m not… prostituting myself. It’s just…it just happened.”
“It just happened.” Namjoon sounds skeptical.
Jimin shrugs. He knows his own feelings, but he can’t even guess at Yoongi’s. He looks away, arms crossed over his chest as he tries to think of a reasonable motivation Yoongi would have to…practically debase himself just for Jimin. The reason comes to him in a flash, his mind once again recalling the rise of energy during their encounter. The realization stings a bit since it means Yoongi isn’t motivated by feelings the same way Jimin is, but…maybe that’s for the better.
“Look, during the war, some doctor suggested dual cultivation would help me control the yin energy,” Jimin says. He looks away from the dawning realization on Namjoon’s face. “That’s probably all this was for him. He’s just helping us in a different way. He’s probably noticed how prolonged exposure to the resentment here is affecting me…”
Namjoon is quiet, probably picking up on the underlying tone in Jimin’s voice. “And for you?” he asks after a moment.
Jimin looks down at the dirty floor of the cave, some stray talisman paper scattered around his feet. The warmth of the afterglow is fading, replaced by a lonely coldness. “For me, this is all I’ll ever get,” he says honestly, even as tears burn behind his eyes. “So I’ll be grateful while it lasts.”
Namjoon says nothing more after that.
Yoongi visits the Burial Mounds again right after the first snow.
Jimin has spent the better part of a week perfecting talismans that can keep the ground warm so the crops don’t wither in the winter. The challenge, of course, was ensuring the ground didn’t become too hot. Namjoon made him test it three times on unplanted plots before he allowed Jimin to apply the talismans to the current crop. Jimin and all the uncles are very pleased with the result!
He’s in such a good mood that he has roped Dohoon and the children into playing in the dense snow on the ground. Already, their clothes are cold and soaked through, but the effervescent feeling of joy is so present that the chill is almost unnoticeable. Dohoon is predictably awkward about the whole thing, but he allows the children to make him use his strength to push large mounts of snow together so they can build a fortress and squat snowmen holding branch swords. Jimin, on the other hand, is working closely with Kai to create a small army of snow bunnies. Like the mischievous child he is, Kai takes every opportunity to flick snow at Jimin’s face, thoroughly enjoying the way Jimin squawks in protest.
“Just you wait, you little rascal!” Jimin threatens, gathering a loose pile of snow in his hand.
“No! No, eomma!” Kai shrieks through his giggles.
“It’s hyung!” Jimin cries out, giving chase when Kai tears through the snow.
“Eomma, eomma, eomma!” Kai taunts.
Perhaps Namjoon is right. Jimin might not be a good influence on children if this is what Kai has learned from him.
Kai is laughing as he runs away, checking over his shoulder to see how close Jimin is, and so he does not notice the imposing figure emerging from the path until his little body bounces right off a leg dressed in pure white hanbok. Kai lands on his rump with a surprised noise and Jimin skids to a halt, eyes wide in surprise.
“Yoongi-hyung!” he gasps, and at the same moment, Kai cries out, “Appa!”
Jimin’s face heats in a hot flush. He can’t decide if this is because of how mortifying it is that Kai insists on these titles for them, as if they are truly his parents, or if it’s because his mind effortlessly recalls the heat of his last encounter with Yoongi.
Yoongi, naturally, is as implacable as ever. “Hn.”
Kai scrambles to his feet, gripping Yoongi’s clothes and chattering at him excitedly. He points over to the hoard of snow bunnies sitting near Jimin’s cave, his toddler speech babbling through the entire day’s events. Jimin chuckles softly, relaxing as he watches Yoongi devote his entire attention to this small child. He would have never thought Yoongi would be good with children - but he also never would have thought Yoongi would…do what he did with Jimin, either.
How is it fair that only Jimin seems flustered by this, though? He huffs a little at the thought.
Kai ends up dragging both Jimin and Yoongi back to the snow bunnies, insisting on them making a large one to watch over all the smaller bunnies. To Jimin’s amusement, Yoongi gathers snow awkwardly into a loose pile, seeming somewhat lost.
“Haven't you played in the snow before, Yoongi-hyung? The Horangi Recesses gets so much snow!”
Yoongi clears his throat. “Playing in the winter was discouraged,” he says. But the way he says it makes Jimin think any sort of non-productive childhood play was discouraged altogether.
His heart hurts at the idea of a small Yoongi forbidden to run free as a child, although this does explain his general reticence. Even though Madam Jeon loathed all their screaming and hollering, there was nothing she could do to stop rambunctious play among the boys at Mugunghwa Pier. Jimin’s childhood was hard, but at least he had certain freedoms - times when he could be a child. He didn't have true parents, but he didn't miss out. Yoongi was not so lucky.
“Here, let me show you,” Jimin says, hopping over to Yoongi’s pile of snow. He takes Yoongi’s larger hands in his own, guiding him on how to form and shape denser balls of snow. Yoongi’s breath hits his cheek hotly, even as he studiously follows Jimin’s tips. Jimin can't help but shiver.
“You're cold,” Yoongi notes with a frown. He pulls his hands away and Jimin turns to deny the observation because although he is a little chilled, he only shivered because of Yoongi’s proximity. But before he can, a heavy weight settles across his shoulders, warmth encasing his entire back.
“Yoongi-hyung, I can't take your cloak-”
“I am not cold,” Yoongi says stubbornly. He ties the ribbons of the cloak beneath Jimin’s chin, his snow-cold fingers brushing Jimin’s skin. Jimin is helpless but to shiver again, caught up in Yoongi’s molten gaze.
The cloak is still warm from Yoongi’s body heat. It feels terribly, achingly intimate.
“You should stay for dinner,” Jimin blurts.
Yoongi pauses, dropping his eyes only for a moment to Jimin’s mouth. “Mm,” he agrees readily, moving back to building a proper snow bunny under Kai's commands.
The speed of Yoongi’s agreement only flusters Jimin more. And it's because of Yoongi’s obvious eagerness that Jimin is not surprised to find himself pressed up against the closed door of his cave just after dinner, his mouth dominated by Yoongi’s insistent kisses.
Jimin has never felt like this before, like his skin is too thin, like he can’t stand the feel of his own clothes. Heat burns through him, an aimless lust he doesn’t know how to direct. Reading Taehyung’s collection of erotic novels is much different than actually experiencing any of those actions in person, and all Jimin can do is be swept away by Yoongi’s tide and his firm, guiding grasp.
It’s like this that Jimin learns Yoongi is something of a bully. He is greedy with Jimin’s body, hands constantly roaming and grasping. He pushes Jimin around, leading him away from the door and to the pallet of his bed. He loosens Jimin’s clothes, parting his hanbok to reveal his chest to the cool air. And Jimin loves it - greatly enjoys it as he arches into Yoongi’s lips and hands as the heated touches continue. He does his best to keep up, winding his arms first around Yoongi’s neck, and then quickly grasping at Yoongi’s dark hair when Yoongi’s mouth parts over his neck, suckling at the skin.
“Yoongi-hyung!” he gasps, tugging hard on Yoongi’s hair. To pull him close or shove him away, Jimin has no idea, and Yoongi doesn’t seem to be bothered by it anyway as he steadfastly works himself between Jimin’s thighs. When had Jimin parted his legs? When had Yoongi made space for himself in the cradle of Jimin’s hips?
This all feels familiar - and not just because of what happened last time.
The thought trickles into his head, and Jimin rears back, eyes wide. He does manage to push Yoongi away, if only a few scant inches. It’s just enough that Jimin can turn incredulous eyes to the other man. “The hunt on the mountain at the last discussion conference,” Jimin stammers. “When my eyes were blindfolded, there was - I was - was that you ?”
Amazingly, it’s not only Yoongi’s ears that turn red this time. His entire face is flushed pink and he slides his eyes away, decidedly not answering as he holds himself over Jimin’s body.
Jimin laughs in disbelief, moving to prop himself up on his elbows. Yoongi doesn’t move back in time, which means Jimin’s ear presses neatly against his chest, right over his heart. Yoongi’s heart is absolutely thundering in his chest, loud and frantic, and Jimin can’t help but laugh some more.
“It really was you!” he exclaims, looking up at Yoongi with dancing eyes. He remembers that kiss on the mountain, that feeling of absolution as his first kiss was stolen in a rather forceful manner that feels very familiar to him now.
Yoongi visibly flounders. “I…”
“Min Yoongi! Who would have thought you would be so bold?” Jimin teases. “Have you been having dirty thoughts about me? I can’t believe you did such a thing! You took my first kiss, you know!”
Yoongi gasps sharply. His feline eyes are wide in surprise. “You…” Yoongi shakes his head. “If that was your first kiss then, back then…Why didn’t you resist? And then afterward, you said…”
Jimin giggles. “Well, I didn’t lie about having experience right after, did I? You would know!”
“Jimin!”
“That’s me!”
Yoongi scowls down at him, looking every inch the wronged maiden - which in reality, that role ought to be Jimin’s! Jimin can’t help but tease him more, though, giddy at the idea that Yoongi has wanted Jimin all this time, has wanted Jimin even when Jimin didn’t dare to want Yoongi. At least, not in this way. Not then. And he barely even believes such a thing is possible now, but here he is, lying beneath Yoongi’s solid weight, their hips pressed firmly together and fresh bruises from Yoongi’s mouth blooming on Jimin’s skin.
Jimin flutters his eyes at Yoongi and slowly wiggles his hips, relishing in Yoongi’s sharp inhalation. Yoongi responds as quick as a whip, his hand darting down to grasp the back of Jimin’s neck so he can bring their lips together again, not giving Jimin any room to escape as he presses Jimin back against the pallet. His other hand gathers both of Jimin’s wrists in a stronghold above his head, leaving Jimin quite helpless. It’s so thrilling!
“You’re so powerful!” Jimin gasps.
“Stop fooling around,” Yoongi growls against his cheek, leaving biting kisses down Jimin’s jawline.
Breathless, Jimin tosses his head back. “M-maybe I will,” he manages. “If you call me hyung! It’s the least you owe me, right?”
Yoongi doesn’t bother to answer, trying to layer more kisses on Jimin’s mouth. Jimin turns his head away each time, deftly avoiding the contact, and Yoongi’s hand tightens around his wrist.
“Ah, ah!” Jimin chides, snickering under his breath. “You just have to call me hyung once, and then we’ll be even for you stealing my very first kiss. And then after…After that, you can do more than just kiss me. Fair, right?”
“Shameless!” Yoongi scolds, his ears burning.
“You knew that when you stole my first kiss!” Jimin tells him brightly.
It’s only a second, but Yoongi draws away. Jimin doesn’t understand why until he sees Yoongi fluidly remove his manggeon, and then amazingly, use that same accessory to bind Jimin’s wrists together! It happens before Jimin can even draw a proper breath, and soon he is trussed up to Yoongi’s satisfaction, blinking up at the older man with shock. Yoongi is sitting back on his knees now, Jimin’s legs still parted around him. Large, hot hands push Jimin’s hanbok apart, working the fabric away from his chest; those same hands trace a hot path down Jimin’s torso, dropping to his hips and squeezing at the narrow bones there.
“Yoongi-hyung?” Jimin breathes. He sucks in a deep breath when Yoongi pulls at his pants, guiding them off his legs with deliberate movements and a lustful gaze. He didn’t know Yoongi could make that kind of expression. He almost looks mad, if not for his shuddering breaths and the obvious tent in his trousers.
Soon enough, Jimin is half naked beneath Yoongi, resisting the urge to pull his thighs together to hide himself from view. He’s never been exposed like this before. It makes him feel painfully shy as his heart rabbits behind his ribs. He can only watch as Yoongi shrugs off his top, dropping the fabric onto the cave floor. Yoongi doesn’t seem intent on moving out of his kneel, which means he can only work the top of his pants over his erection.
Jimin’s mouth goes dry at the sight. Yoongi is so toned and strong, with perfect milky skin stretched over defined muscles. His cock is heavy and hot, a bit longer and thicker than his own, and flushed the same pretty red as Yoongi’s ears. Jimin can only swallow and shiver as Yoongi takes himself in hand, leaning back over Jimin to capture his lips again - right as his large hand grasps at Jimin’s cock too, slowly jerking them together. Jimin’s surprised moan is swallowed by Yoongi’s mouth, and then many of Jimin’s thoughts are thoroughly swept away by the swift, confident movement of Yoongi’s hands - that delicious perfect pressure, that shamefully erotic pressure, the warmth and wetness -
“Yoongi!” Jimin cries out, panting as Yoongi sucks more bruises onto his neck, his collarbone, his chest. It feels so good. It feels like it should be forbidden to have this much pleasure. His brain is white noise, the pressure building hot and heady in his groin. His head is spinning and his hips are bucking wildly into Yoongi’s hand. It’s all happening so quickly - he can’t catch up -
Yoongi laves his tongue over Jimin’s nipple, then bites down, and Jimin comes with a surprised wail. Even as warmth sputters across his belly, Yoongi continues to wring his hand over him, determinedly milking every ounce of pleasure from Jimin’s body as he can. Jimin shudders and squirms beneath him, making these embarrassing whining noises as his skin flushes from his chest to his cheeks.
“Mercy!” he pleas, and Yoongi thankfully listens, his touch easing away. Yoongi’s hand doesn't travel far, his gracefully long fingers coming to swirl through Jimin’s messy spend. It's so obscene that Jimin wants to comment on it, but he can only slump away as his body recovers from the onslaught of stimulation.
Feeling warm and sated, Jimin smiles up at Yoongi. He pulls Yoongi closer with his bound hands, hugging Yoongi as best he can by bringing his tied wrists over Yoongi’s shoulders. He basks in the closeness and the muggy heat between them. He never would have thought this could happen. He's so lucky!
It's only when Yoongi’s insistent touch travels down and back that he realizes something is amiss. Yoongi’s length is still a heavy line against his hip. And his fingers, coated in Jimin’s come, are -
“Ah?” Jimin blinks, then stiffens as pressure is introduced in an awfully strange place.
Yoongi’s fingertips are prodding at the tight furl of Jimin’s - at Jimin’s - his -
“Yoongi-hyung? What are you…?” Jimin trails off nervously. He flinches, squeezing his arms tight around Yoongi’s shoulders when the pads of Yoongi’s finger stroke and pet and circle Jimin’s rim. Wetness is being spread around there, he thinks, but he can't imagine the reason why .
And then, quite without ceremony, Yoongi pushes the tip of his finger into Jimin.
Jimin jolts, eyes flying wide as his skin shivers. “Ah! N-no! Yoong-hyung, n-not there!”
Yoongi drops his face to Jimin’s neck. sucking open-mouthed kisses into the skin he can reach. As he does so, his finger continues to breach Jimin’s body, steady and unavoidable, a foreign pressure that makes Jimin flutter with nerves. “Jimin,” Yoongi says softly, almost reverently, as he pulls his finger back, and then back in, wiggling and twisting it around.
“Yoongi! Y-you can’t!” he protests breathlessly, but Yoongi seems keen to ignore him. Even Jimin’s body doesn't seem to be listening, because heat starts to swirl in his belly the longer Yoongi touches him there . And then one finger becomes two, aided by a combination of Yoongi’s spit and come collected from Jimin’s tummy. Amazingly, the extra stretch triggers something like hunger in Jimin’s body, and he can feel himself clenching reflexively on every pass of Yoongi’s fingers. Two becomes three, then, and the lewd smack of moist skin spreads through the cave, along with Jimin’s bitten-off moans.
“Ahn-mmm! N-no…Oh!” Jimin cries out as something electric shoots up his spine. He finds himself grinding back onto Yoongi’s fingers, chasing that feeling again.
Yoongi is happy to oblige him for several minutes, pointedly twisting and curling his fingers to stroke that spot of instant pleasure deep inside Jimin’s body. Jimin shudders, so lost in the sensation that he doesn’t quite notice when Yoongi’s fingers leave him. His cock is half-hard again and his mouth is dry, eyes heavy-lidded. Yoongi is moving, shuffling on his knees, and then there is a new pressure against Jimin’s hole - something much more blunt and wide than mere fingers.
Jimin blinks, craning his head down, and only barely manages to see what Yoongi is doing before his body is breached again - this time by the heavy swell of Yoongi’s cock. Jimin inhales sharply in surprise, arching his back, pressing his hips up into Yoongi’s steadfast grip as more and more is pushed into his body.
“Yoongi!” Jimin calls out, digging his nails into the backs of Yoongi’s shoulders. His knees have come up higher on Yoongi’s hips, perhaps in a feat to wiggle away from the slow grind Yoongi gives when his hips meet Jimin’s ass. He feels - he feels so full, like he can’t even breathe, his body clenching and his mind fuzzy. He can only say Yoongi’s name again when the older man pulls out slowly, then thrusts back in.
And then does it again. And again. And again, picking up more speed as he does, until all Jimin can hear are his high-pitched moans, Yoongi’s low grunts, and the slap of their sweaty skin. He squeezes his legs around Yoongi’s waist, crying out when the next thrust comes at an angle that hits the magical spot inside him. His cock is fully hard, rubbing between their stomachs with mind-numbing friction.
Heat races over his skin and his eyes widen, mouth hanging open as he realizes he’s about to come again - because Yoongi is -
Yoongi leans back onto his heels, lifting Jimin’s hips as he does so that he can continue thrusting, and the new angle ensures each press of his cock is brushing against the bundle of nerves swiftly driving Jimin insane. Jimin’s bound wrists fall above his head uselessly, his throat bared as Yoongi takes him. There are tears in the corner of his eyes. He might be genuinely crying from the pleasure.
He doesn’t know how long it goes on, but the unavoidable crest of his orgasm eventually washes over him. His entire body seizes, come spraying over his chest to hit his chin, his legs locked around Yoongi - who does not stop his greedy motions, not even more a moment. Jimin’s back is bowed at such an angle that only his shoulders hold the weight of his body, while the rest is supported by Yoongi’s bruising grip around his waist. Jimin cries out when the overstimulation pushes past pleasure into pain, trying to twist away wildly, eyes sightless and dazed.
And then Yoongi is falling over him again, grinding deeply into Jimin’s spasming body as his teeth clamp down over the point of Jimin’s shoulder, right on the edge of his collarbone. A foreign warmth spreads inside Jimin as Yoongi releases, and he shudders again, relaxing bonelessly onto his pallet as it all finally comes to an end.
Min Yoongi really…
Yoongi presses several butterfly-soft kisses to Jimin’s neck, his shoulder, his cheek, as he pulls out. Jimin’s face flushes hotly when he realizes his ass is sore and wet and it feels like it’s gaping - he brings his bound arms over his face, turning onto his side with an aggrieved moan. As he does, his ass leaks . It’s mortifying!
“Jimin,” Yoongi says softly, brushing his hands soothingly over Jimin’s skin. He unbinds his wrists, massaging the joints carefully, and Jimin ignores him, his lips drawn into a heavy pout. “Jimin?”
“I can’t believe you,” Jimin mutters sulkily, curling his knees to his chest.
“Hm?”
“You really put it there ,” Jimin grouses. He risks peeking up at Yoongi, who is beautifully flushed and rather smug-looking, actually. Jimin grumbles, looking away with his face on fire. “You’re the shameless one! Where did you even learn such a thing? And now you look so satisfied about it! Awful man!”
Yoongi hums at him, not sounding very bothered by Jimin’s censure at all. He nestles himself behind Jimin, an arm hooked around his waist so that Jimin is bracketed by the broad warmth of Yoongi’s chest, a blanket pulled over them to ward of the chill on sweaty skin. He kisses the back of Jimin’s neck.
“You’re so mean,” Jimin mumbles.
“Mm.”
The harsh winter on the Burial Mounds passes quickly. The days are short, filled with the sound of laughing children, bickering arguments with Namjoon, and a fresh swell of creativity as Jimin’s inventions flourish rapidly. He fills up scrolls upon scrolls with notes and theories and finalized talismans, both for yin and yang cultivation. When Yoongi is away, his nights are spent in a flurry of brainstorming. When Yoongi is there, the nights are breathless, hot and heavy, filled with pleasure as Jimin discovers all the ways two bodies can love one another.
Long gone are the days when Yoongi only visited once in a blue moon. Now, he stays for several days at a time seemingly giving up his pretense of nighthunting. He is there so often that Jimin is no longer flustered by the way Kai calls them eomma and appa - now it seems as if they are a small family, especially with the way the aunties all smile and giggle at them.
And better yet, under Namjoon’s and Dohoon’s careful medical care, Jimin feels healthy. Strong. He's gained weight thanks to Yoongi’s continual donations and Namjoon has made a medicine that regulates Jimin’s qi efficiently, which allows Jimin to sleep for longer hours without being disturbed by the resentment of the mountain.
Better yet, the sects seem to have given up on them. Nobody is searching for Jimin, for they all know where the Ulsan Patriarch resides. Nobody seems intent on hunting down the refugees, either.
Jimin is happy . He is hopeful. He finally feels confident enough that he can see the other side of this disaster - a future where peace is obtainable.
(Jimin is wrong.)
“Jimin-hyung,” Dohoon calls nervously, shuffling his feet on the icy entrance of Jimin’s cave. He calls for Jimin again when Jimin doesn’t answer the first time.
Jimin grunts at him, focusing on his latest invention. If he can just get the sigil etched perfectly in the metal, then his compass will be perfect. What should he call it, anyway? Compass of Evil? It has a nice ring to it!
“Jimin-hyung, there’s a…disturbance at the wards,” Dohoon says. “Someone waiting.”
Jimin stills, lifting his head. “Friendly? Do we know them?”
Dohoon shakes his head. “They wear the Mugunghwa hanbok, though.”
Both of Jimin’s brows lift at this. He hasn’t heard from his brother since Jeongguk officially-unofficially kicked him out of the sect, and Jimin has been just fine with that. He’s taken that as a sign that Jeongguk has moved on and is focusing on rebuilding, which is exactly what his little brother should be doing. Jimin’s choices don’t need to taint Jeongguk’s future. But still, to hear that someone from his old sect is waiting at the foot of the mountain…
“Well,” Jimin says with a gusty sigh. “Let’s go see what they want!”
What the messenger wants, it turns out, is to invite Jimin to Jeon Jeongguk and Kim Seokjin’s wedding, which is to be held at the Mugunghwa Sect in a fortnight. Of course Jeongguk would be hosting since Seokjin is marrying into the sect. Of course Jeongguk would think to invite Jimin. Of course Jimin wants to go!
And of course, Namjoon is cautioning him against it, his expression pinched in familiar worrywart concern. “It could be a trap,” he argues.
Jimin waves him away. “Why would my brother set a trap for me?”
“He might not have sent the invitation!”
“Ah, I recognized the messenger, didn’t I?”
“Someone could have paid him off,” Namjoon pushes.
“Or my brother really does want me at his wedding and went out of the way to make sure I got an invitation” Jimin counters brightly.
Namjoon appears rather unconvinced. Dohoon, standing between them, wrings his hands nervously, clearly unsure of whose side he should take.
“Besides,” Jimin adds cockily. “Do you really think any of them could hurt me? Plus, I’ll have my crows watching and Dohoon will be here to protect the refugees. What could go wrong?”
“So much,” Namjoon laments. “So much could go wrong. You shouldn’t go. Your brother will understand.”
Jimin shakes his head. “No, this is…Jeongguk has been dreaming about marrying Kim Seokjin since he was a kid. I’ve heard about his dream wedding for years. This is the most important day of his life. It’s bad enough his parents won’t be there to witness it…The least I could do is fill that space for them.”
“You should at least tell Min doryeon-nim,” Namjoon urges. “He could act as an escort.”
“Aigoo, why bother him with that? He’ll probably be at the wedding, too! No need for him to take a detour. I’m closer to Busan than he is, after all.”
“What about Hoseok?”
“He’s on that hunt with Dawn and Hyuna!” Jimin reminds him.
Namjoon doesn’t look happy about it, but he doesn’t argue anymore after that. He still clearly thinks Jimin is arrogant, which might be true, but he holds is tongue when he sees Jimin rushing to prepare a wedding gift. It will be a series of metal protection talismans to hammer into the borders of the Mugunghwa territory, similar to the ward schemes used around the Burial Mounds. Jimin thinks it will make the perfect gift, since this way Jimin can help protect his brother even if he can no longer be by Jeongguk’s side the way they always planned.
The day of the wedding dons bright and sunny. Jimin wakes up easily, has his portion of rice porridge, and dresses in the best hanbok he has. By the best, this means this set is dark, not obviously stained, and not in need of mending. It is by no means the type of fine cloth other guests will be wearing, but Jimin has never cared about that sort of thing, anyway. He heads out after double-checking the wards and patting the pouch tied to his hip that has his wedding present tucked carefully inside.
“Don’t be reckless,” Namjoon warns him at the edge of the wards. Dohoon nods rapidly in agreement, head bouncing up and down.
Jimin waves off the worry. “I’ll be fine. See you after dinner!”
Jimin leaves the safety of the Burial Mounds, the safety of Ulsan, with a buoyant step. His little brother is finally getting married. Jimin spent all those years watching Jeongguk make moon eyes at Seokjin, and now, it’s all coming to fruition. He thinks of Madam Jeon briefly, and wonders if she would be pleased by how this has all turned out. Her son is marrying the man she chose for him and Jimin is finally gone from the sect. She must be smiling about it in heaven.
By Jimin’s reckoning, the travel from Ulsan to Busan is only a couple of hours by foot. If he were able to fly on a sword, the trip would be even shorter. As it is, he isn’t in any particular hurry since he left so early in the morning. He meanders down the frost-bitten road, the winter finally thawing from the land, and amuses himself with idle thoughts about how surprised Yoongi will be to see him at the wedding. Surely Yoongi will be there as the heir of his sect, and Taehyung too. It will be nice to see them at such a happy event, especially now that it seems the rest of the cultivation world is content to leave him alone.
But just as Jimin is passing through a deep ravine bisected by a path carved by trading carts and horse hooves, a warning chill skids down his spine. He stops, the hair on his body standing on end, and stretches his senses out. He is not alone and his company is decidedly alive.
“Park Jimin!” a voice screams from overhead. There’s an accusation in the tone as the voice cracks with rage and fear. “Park Jimin, you absolute villain! You will pay for what you’ve done to me!”
Jimin lits his head, locating the source of the voice. Ah. A cultivator of some high rank, dressed in the gilded golds of the Jasujeon Sect, is the one screaming. He doesn’t look too good, pallid and sweaty with bloodshot eyes. All around him, there are at least three or four dozen archers, each with an arrow drawn and pointed right at Jimin.
It’s an ambush. Jimin doesn’t believe for a second that his wedding invitation is fake, so this is definitely someone taking advantage of an opportunity Jimin has foolishly given him. Damn Namjoon for being right about everything all the time.
“What have I done to you?” Jimin calls up, leaving his hands relaxed at his side.
“You cursed me!”
“Why would I curse you? Who are you?” Jimin asks with a frown.
This seems to enrage the cultivator. He does look vaguely familiar, but Jimin’s memory is awful. He’s not even sure he’s spoken to this man before.
“If not you, who else would spell just a vile curse on me?” he screeches, pulling apart his hanbok to reveal his chest. It’s a gruesome sight, the skin mottled and rotting with dozens of holes eating through the flesh.
“The Hundred Holes curse?”
“So you admit you did it!”
“I didn’t!” Jimin refutes, putting his hands on his hips. “Really, I don’t even know who you are, so why would I curse you? Second of all, of course I recognize that curse. It’s one of the most commonly used curses! We’re all taught about it as children! Second of all, if I had cursed you, wouldn’t the proof be on my body? This particular curse always leaves a mark on the caster and, look, my skin is clear!” Jimin exclaims, parting his hanbok to reveal his pale flesh.
At this, some of the archers shift uneasily, exchanging looks with each other. They are quick to resume the draw on their bows when their master speaks, though.
“You could have used your wicked tricks to hide the evidence or- or avoid the blowback.”
Jimin rolls his eyes. “Curses don’t work that way!”
“You’re the master of the wicked path! Curses could work that way!” his accuser argues. “It’s the only thing that makes sense! You’re the only one who would curse me!”
“But it wasn’t me !” Jimin calls up with great exasperation. “Like I said, I don’t even remember who you are!”
“Stop saying that! I’m Kim Sangsik Everyone knows who I am!”
Jimin rolls the name through his mind with a frown. Ah. That guy. Well, not that he’d be dumb enough to say it out loud, but this fellow is irritating enough that Jimin’s sure many, many people would be willing to curse him with a spell that also curses the caster.
Jimin clucks his tongue. “Look, Kim doryeon-nim, if I really wanted to kill you, I wouldn’t do it with a curse, let alone one that takes so long. There are many more efficient ways to get rid of an enemy and I’m a busy man, so I surely wouldn’t pick something as messy as this one,” he explains. “I didn’t cast the curse, so call off your archers and let me be on my way.”
The eldest Kim brother makes a nasty face. He scrambles down the ravine, some of his archers coming with him, just so he can yell at Jimin from a closer distance. “You won’t be leaving here without calling off this curse!”
“I didn’t curse you!”
“If you don’t want to lift the curse, that’s fine,” he says as he ignores Jimin, a manic gleam in his eye. “We all know that killing the curse caster can lift a curse, as well. So, I’ll just kill you now and do the world a favor while I save myself!”
Abruptly, Jimin realizes that this isn’t a situation he can get out of by talking. There was never going to be a solution, here. Not when he’s surrounded by archers and contending with a man who doesn’t listen to reason.
Jimin’s hand falls to the smooth wood of his flute, but before he can even draw Nunchi from his hip, the Jasujeon heir is laughing.
“Don’t bother! We dug up every corpse for a mile-long radius because we knew you would have to pass through this area! You came alone and you have none of your wicked allies!” he crows.
Jimin shifts a step back. Nunchi is thrumming under his hand, but there are indeed no nearby corpses to use as shields, no spirits, no ghosts, no ghouls. Jimin is utterly powerless here, as defenseless as any commoner. He won’t be able to outrun arrows.
“Kill him!”
But fortunately, Jimin’s cultivation does not only rely on the undead. There is plenty of yin energy here that has not been cleansed, and it rises as Jimin whistles sharply, the shadows of the ravine briefly thickening into a mostly shield that catches the first volley of arrows launched at him. It gives him enough time to sketch out a few blazing blue talismans in the air, powered by the wellspring of yin energy languishing in his body. A few well-aimed talismans have dozens of archers falling back on their asses.
“Kill him! Kill him!”
It doesn’t matter how proficient Jimin is, though. There are dozens of enemies and he can only do so much to protect himself now, especially since he isn’t using any methods that could kill anyone.
It’s a mistake to hold back. Jimin is so occupied with writing his next talisman to take care of the archers that he doesn’t realize the Jasujeon heir has drawn a sword against him until the blade glances off his side. Undeterred, the sword comes again, aiming for his unguarded chest, and Jimin -
He reacts instinctively.
In his split-second panic, his connection to the yin energy around him blares in alarm, traveling through shadow and ground to latch onto the closest source of resentment. Between one second and the next, just as the blade of the sword slashes over Jimin’s chest, a ghost appears behind Kim Sangsik and digs a hand through his assailant’s chest. The ghost’s arm has pushed clear through bone and tissue, and now holds a beating heart in its hand.
The sword clatters to the ground, soon followed by the thudding body of the Jasujeon heir.
Jimin stares down at him with wide eyes, his chest bleeding and his mind racing. He didn’t mean to - he didn’t -
Had he lost control? All this time, had everyone been right? Was Jimin no match for controlling yin energy? But no - this wasn’t a loss of control, it was self-defense. He didn’t mean to do it, but his human instinct for survival, as he well knows, is very strong. Strong enough to surpass limits Jimin didn’t know he had, even with his amulet so far out of reach.
The archers are not thrown off by the death of their master for very long, and Jimin only barely shields himself from the next barrage.
“Take me home,” Jimin orders the ghost, and they whisk him away even as more arrows fly after him.
Sorry, Jeongguk. I don’t think I’ll be able to see your wedding.
While Namjoon’s hands are covered with Jimin’s blood as he hurriedly stitches the deep gash on Jimin’s chest, he tries to explain what happened.
“An accident,” he says again and again.
“Self-defense,” Namjoon agrees, but it sounds hollow to both their ears. They know - along with all the other adults on the mountain - that the gentry sects won't care about how or why the Jasujeon heir is dead. What matters is that Jimin killed him.
This is the exact excuse the sects have been looking for. The peace until now has been nothing more than the bidding of time to wait for Jimin to mess up. And now that he has…
“You should run,” Jimin says, bleary and indistinct from the pain. It’s a serious injury. A cultivator’s blade is a finely-honed weapon with a blade that can easily cut through bone. Jimin’s chest has been cut nearly clean through, muscle tissues fraying, the slice deep enough over his sternum that bone has been nicked, and vital organs under his ribs nearly pierced. Namjoon says it’s a miracle he even made it back to the mountain. Without the ghost that saved him, he probably would have died on the road.
“Where would we go?” Namjoon asks. “Dohoon and the children might be strong enough to leave, but there is no place that will hide us. The eldest of us…even if there was a place to go…”
Jimin doesn’t know. Jimin is rapidly losing consciousness.
But it can’t all be for naught. Jimin’s monumental fuck up can’t be the reason the refugees die. So once again, Jimin is gripping Namjoon’s wrist and begging the good doctor to find a miracle.
“Please,” he says, as pain steals and seals his mind away. “...Save them…”
Jimin is hot and cold and in agony. There is a deep, lancing pain that keeps dragging him back into unconsciousness. It goes on for hours and hours, or maybe even days.
At one point, the pain feels delightfully muffled. He thinks maybe Namjoon found a pain reliever. But Jimin also feels weighed down, too heavy, like he can’t move his body even if he wants to.
From far away, he thinks he hears Kai crying. He thinks he heard Dohoon saying goodbye. He thinks he hears Namjoon say, “Thank you for all that you have done for my family. And I’m sorry.”
Things are quiet after that.
When Jimin wakes up, his chest still aches something fierce, but he can move well enough. The state of his body isn’t what concerns him, however.
The Burial Mounds are quiet. Abnormally silent. There is no companionable chatter, no children shrieking with glee, no toddling footsteps rushing toward him. There is only wind and the distant susurration of resentful energy slipping and sliding through the wards.
Jimin stumbles to his feet, rushing out of the cave. It can’t be. Namjoon wouldn’t -
But he has. Jimin knows, without a shadow of a doubt, that the most brilliant doctor of this generation has gone to do something incredibly stupid.
“That idiot,” Jimin hisses. Because he remembers now, the way Dohoon had said goodbye and the way Kai had tapped his cheek with a tearful kiss as Jimin slept through the fog of fever and an anesthetic meant to keep him under while Namjoon plotted his great self-sacrificial escape.
Thank you and I’m sorry.
Jimin has known for some time now that Namjoon is riddled with guilt over Jimin’s ostracization. Not only did Namjoon transplant Jimin’s core, but he also begged Jimin to save his people, his brother. In Namjoon’s eyes, he is guilty twice over for the disaster that is Jimin’s life. It doesn’t matter if Jimin disagrees if Jimin says all his choices have been his own, if Jimin says he can live with the consequences of his actions.
Namjoon said thank you, and then he said I’m sorry.
There’s no doubt that Namjoon took his family and turned himself into the mercy of the gentry sects.
“We can’t hide forever ,” Namjoon had said once, early in the days of the settlement. “It’s just not feasible. This will all catch up to us eventually .”
Jimin had disagreed. By Jimin’s reckoning, as long as he was strong enough to protect them, then the Kims of Ilsan, the refugees, would be able to live peacefully enough in the Burial Mounds.
But then Jimin went and killed a sect heir, and Namjoon decided their streak of luck was over.
A great fury wells up deep inside Jimin, the breadth unlike any he’s ever known. If any of the sects dared to harm a single refugee, he will burn this world to the ground.
He just has to figure out where they would be taken. With that in mind, Jimin stumbled back into his cave, breaks the seal on his amulet, and prepares himself for a one-man war.
Jimin is gifted - a genius that even Madam Jeon had to grudgingly acknowledge. But it doesn’t take a genius to figure out where the sects would rally to plan their war against him. What better place to plan a siege than the place where the last successful siege was won? Better yet that Seoul, even two years after the war, is still unclaimed territory, a wasteland perfect for marching armies to gather.
Jimin is two, maybe three days behind, but he catches up quickly. With the power of his tiger amulet, it’s mere child’s play to ride the shadows of resentment trailing through the land. His crows guide him along the way, eyes in the sky that map his journey.
Right at the feet of the Nightless City in Seoul, a dozen sects gather together - including the Horangi, Kkachi, Jasujeon, and Mugunghwa sects. Jimin isn’t surprised by it in the slightest. He had not expected Jeongguk to remain neutral in this. It would be impossible to do so given that Jimin had murdered his brother’s new brother-in-law, on the day of his wedding no less. Politically, what else can Jeongguk do?
Except, Jeongguk isn’t actually here .
Jimin lands atop the roof of the decimated palace where the Gom Sect once ruled with terror over the land. He is swathed in yin energy, his presence heavy enough to draw all eyes to him. He peers down at them with a gimlet eye, searching for any sign of his refugees.
Not here. Why aren’t they here? Are they being detained? Are they already dead?
He doesn’t see any friendly faces - not his brother or his husband, not Yoongi, not Taehyung or even Eunwoo. All he sees is an assortment of people who would rather see him dead than listen to reason. All he sees are enemies everywhere, and one has even been so bold as to shoot him with an arrow without any provocation on Jimin’s part, aside from daring to exist.
Jimin pulls back his lips in a sneer, ripping the arrow out of his shoulder. He’s so full of yin energy that resentment immediately rushes to clot the wound. Jimin spins the arrow around and throws it will bulls-eye precision right at the disciple who shot him. The arrow pierces the disciple’s chest clear-through, and he dies where he stands.
Jimin feels no remorse for it, even when dozens of more arrows are drawn against him. His laughter is dark and bleak as he gestures at them all widely. “Look at you! Look! You’re so mad that I’ve defended myself! Why is it okay for him to try to kill me, but not okay for me to kill him?” he demands. “Why can a sect heir attack me, but I can’t attack him back? What are these double standards, you hypocrites?”
“You’re a monster!” someone yells.
“You killed my son without provocation!” Kim Kyongsoo declares, his voice silky even as he raises it so that he can be heard easily. “Your antics are out of control. First, you kill my guards and steal prisoners of war. Then, you abscond with that tiger amulet so you can hold power over the sects. And now, you have killed my heir!”
“Abscond?” Jimin echoes incredulously. “Listen to yourself! How can I steal what I created ?”
This point is, of course, met with discontent. All these bootlickers say the same thing. Jimin shouldn’t hold so much power as a single man. Jimin cultivates the dark path. Jimin is corrupted. Jimin is evil. Jimin has designs to take over the cultivation world. Jimin wants to subjugate the people.
It’s so ridiculous he could cry. All Jimin really wants to do is invent his talismans and grow potatoes. He wants to live in peace, with his son, and ideally, with Yoongi and the rest of his found family. He wants to be left alone!
He feels like he's going crazy - breaking apart.
“Tell me what you’ve done with the Ilsan Kims!” Jimin demands through the growing hysteria in his chest, the pressure building and building as he tries to keep his temper reigned. The tiger amulet resting over his chest doesn’t make it easy.
“They aren’t your concern!” Kim Byunghyun shouts, and the Kkachi contingent cheers. “You must own up to your crimes, Park Jimin! Stand trial at a tribunal!”
Jimin laughs at this. “A trial? Would you even give me a fair trial for these supposed crimes I’ve committed?”
“You have committed crimes!” Min Chunghee cries. “You killed a sect heir!”
“I defended myself!” Jimin argues, throwing his hands in the air.
There’s a great wave of noise as his declaration is met with denial. Every cultivator here has already made up their mind. They do not care for the truth. But of course, Jimin knew that. They’ve all been waiting for an excuse to go after him, and now they have one, practically handed to them on a silver platter.
“Hand over the tiger amulet and turn yourself in!” Kim Kyongsoo commands.
Jimin pins him with an irritated look. “What is it with you and my tiger amulet? Why do you care about it? Why do you think you should dictate what weapons other people have? Why do you even think you're strong enough to use it?” he fires off. “What, don’t tell me you orchestrated all of this just to get your hands on my amulet?”
Jimin rips the tiger amulet off his neck, holding it aloft. To his disgust, he watches every eye chase the amulet eagerly, with the exception of the wary-looking Mugunghwa Sect disciples, Kim Chunghee, and Kim Byunghyun. Although those two sect leaders are clamoring for justice, they don't seem to covet his power. But everyone else…
It really is all about the power of his amulet, he realizes dimly. All this time, it was never really about the refugees he protected. Kim Namjoon and the Ilsan Kims have just been a convenient pretense for the likes of Kim Kyongsoo to use. Ever since the war, all they’ve cared about is how to covet the power Jimin has, and they’ll stop at nothing to get it. The irony is that this power would destroy them. The only reason Jimin’s sanity is intact is because he doesn’t have a core. If anyone else with a yang core tried to use it, they would swiftly descend into the same madness that claimed the late Gom Sect leader.
The greed of man has never been more apparent.
Jimin grips the amulet tighter, holding it up high in the moonlight even as he filters yin energy through it. “If you want it so bad, come and take it! Let’s see if you can fight through each other to get to me!” he yells and releases his hold on the yin energy building up in the amulet.
Just like he discovered in his early days in the Burial Mounds, his voice is an adequate medium for resentful energy. A melody is better, but the tonal shifts in his words are certainly enough to direct the yin energy down into the crowd. Soon enough, cultivators are clamoring mindlessly over each other, turning swords against fellows in their own sects as they fight to rush toward Jimin. Only a very few are strong enough to resist the thrall, and they shortly find themselves trying to avoid grievous injury from the mindless crowd.
Jimin watches it all with grim satisfaction. This is what they deserve. Let their lust for his power be their undoing. This is justice for what they have done to Namjoon, Dohoon - and little Kai.
“Jimin!” a familiar voice calls, the tone rich with grief.
Jimin starts, turning to see Yoongi perched on the other side of the roof. Yoongi’s golden eyes are beseeching - pained.
“Please, stop this.”
Jimin shakes his head. “D-do you know what they’ve done? To my family?” he whispers, eyes wide. “Everything they’ve done, it’s all just to get power they can’t hope to master or control. It’s all pointless. They would kill innocent people just for power. Yoongi-hyung, don’t tell me you can tolerate that!”
“Even so, there are better ways,” Yoongi counters, stepping forward. “You need to stop this. Peace is still possible.”
Tears burn in his eyes. Jimin can only shake his head. “What peace? It’s a lie. They will always be after me. They will always hurt what I love.” Jimin takes a deep breath, turning to square off against Yoongi. He draws Nunchi from his hip, holding it before him the same way he did his sword so long ago. “I suppose, if it has to be anyone to stop me, I’m glad it’s you. I would rather die by your hand than anyone else's.”
“Jimin!”
“Yoongi!” Jimin shouts back, crying now as yin energy swirls around him darkly, a vortex of his own making.
Resolve enters Yoongi’s beloved features, but his eyes are glistening even as he draws his sword. It’s a parody of the night they met, all those moons ago at the start of the Horangi lectures. Just the two of them, fighting on a roof under the moonlight. The only difference now is that their hearts are withering, even as mindless fighting from yin-clouded disciples goes on below.
Still, there is something grimly satisfying about the way Nunchi slaps against the flat of Yoongi’s blade. They have always been equals in swordsmanship. Jimin is glad to experience it one last time before the end.
Jimin’s hold over the yin energy is steadfast and sure. Even as he battles his beloved, he does not release the tiger amulet from his grip. He holds it so hard his palm bleeds, and below, the mindless war rages.
In a split second, all that changes. There is a brilliant slash of pain on his back and Jimin cries out, faltering. He stumbles, his feet slipping on the roof tiles, and then he is falling - and out of the corner of his eye, he sees the triumphant sneer of Kim Kyongsoo, his sword bloodied from where he has cut open Jimin’s unprotected back. Jimin is falling, falling, falling from the roof of the desecrated Gom Sect palace and he knows without a doubt that his weak body will not survive the landing.
But then - his hand, grasped in a wide. warm palm, a tether that jerks him to a stop and wrenches his shoulder joint apart.
Yoongi caught him, a desperate hand saving him once more. There are tears in his eyes, a single drop falling on their joined hands as he uses his strength to pull Jimin back onto the roof.
Jimin topples forward, crimson blood soaking his clothes, his mind dazed. Lost. He stares down at the tiger amulet and regrets ever making the damn thing, even if it was the linchpin that won the war.
Head swimming, torn between grief and physical agony, Jimin can't quite hear what's going on around him. He thinks he recognizes that particular tone in Yoongi’s voice that sharpens his words when he argues, but he doesn't think he's arguing with him.
“Yoongi….can't protect a criminal…against the sects…”
“...hand him over and…overlook this momentary lapse…even agree to split the amulet between our sects….”
“...is innocent!”
“...must be destroyed…put to death…”
At some point, Yoongi’s grip on him tightens beyond the point of comfort, and then Jimin’s body is being shifted. There is wind whipping against his cheeks. He can only register the pain radiating up and down his spine. He feels cold. Weak.
He's felt this way before. But this time, he doesn't think the yin energy will be able to help him.
He doesn't want it to.
“...elders are following us….I will protect you, Jimin…”
Yoongi . You've done enough.
Time fades in and out again, but Jimin rouses once more when he feels the familiar tingle of his wards gliding over his skin. Has Yoongi taken them back to the Burial Mounds? Why? But, where else could Jimin go? It seems he is destined to live and die in this wretched place. Although - not so wretched now, is it, with the memories of family and warmth and love imbued in his little corner of the mountain.
Jimin is set down on something . The ground, maybe. There is a wash of cold air on his back, followed by splashes of water. Yoongi is trying to clean his back, but Jimin wants to tell him there’s no point. He can’t see the wound, but he can feel the damage. It wouldn’t surprise him if this is another injury that has cut him to the bone. They really don’t hold back at the Jasujeon Sect. Figures the son would stab his front and the father would stab his back. Poetic, almost.
Yoongi doesn’t seem to care that, without a doctor and without a golden core, there’s no way for Jimin to heal from this injury. He frets over the wound, moving quickly. In Jimin’s addled state, he can still feel the worry from his lover, and he aches to comfort him, but the words don’t come. Jimin can’t seem to do anything but lie on the ground and weep, clutching the tiger amulet close to his chest.
It’s all gone so, so wrong.
Eventually, Yoongi finishes dressing Jimin’s wound. His familiar touch trails over Jimin’s brow as he pushes dirty blond hair out of Jimin’s eyes. Yoongi’s plush lips are moving. He’s saying something. Jimin squints up at him, trying to figure it out, but his ears don’t seem to be working. All he can hear is the pounding of his own pulse, his staticky breathing, and the roar of resentment from holding the tiger amulet so close.
It doesn’t matter that Jimin can’t hear him, though, because soon enough Yoongi is turning away with a terse expression. Yoongi is - drawing his sword? Standing over Jimin in a defensive stance, squaring off against whatever or who ever has found them.
Jimin’s bleary eyes spot a lot of figures in white coats and hanbok. Older-looking people. Horangi elders? Min clan elders?
“Stand aside! The demon must be slain !”
“ No.”
“You dare defy your elders? Stand aside!”
“No!”
Yoongi swings his sword in a graceful, deadly arc. He’s rebuffed by a red-faced elder who looks somewhat familiar to Jimin. Ah. Has Min Jinwoong, his one-time teacher, really come all this way to watch Jimin die?
“Min Yoongi! You raise your sword against your own sect! You associate with evil! You harm your elders! ”
“ Honor good people! Believe sincerely! Uphold the value of justice! Help the underprivileged! ”
“ Take the straight path and reject the crooked road, Yoongi! That is the only rule you should care about right now. Stand aside!”
“No!”
They’re fighting. Some part of Jimin realizes this, even if his mind feels like a very distant thing. He doesn’t want Yoongi to fight with his sect. That’s bad. Yoongi has already done so much for Jimin. He doesn’t need to do this too.
Shakily, Jimin stretches his free hand out, trying to reach for Yoongi. “Yoongi-hyung…don’t…”
Yoongi hears him. He glances over at Jimin, and it’s that split-second divergence that makes everything crumble.
Because Yoongi is looking at Jimin and he isn’t looking at Jinwoong.
Because Jinwoong hasn’t realized Yoongi isn’t paying attention.
Because Yoongi had left himself unguarded and a sword was coming right for him.
Jimin doesn’t know where he finds the strength or the speed. He thinks maybe it’s the yin energy because there’s a flush of cold mist and then suddenly Jimin is not laying on the hard ground - he is standing, held up by a sword planted firmly in his stomach. Jinwoong’s sword, once aimed at his nephew, and now stopped by the plight of the cultivation world.
It’s fitting. Jimin’s body has always been a shield, one way or another. It’s about time he used it to protect someone he loves sincerely and wholeheartedly.
Jimin looks at the blade embedded in his stomach, right where his core would be, and smiles. Blood trails from his lips.
“Jimin!” Yoongi shouts. He drops his sword and pushes Jinwoong away, cradling Jimin as gravity once again takes hold. Jimin finds himself staring up at Yoongi again, except this time he can clearly hear everything his lover says. “Please! Jimin, I love you - I - You can’t - Jimin, please -”
Jimin touches Yoongi’s face, ever aware of the eyes of the Horangi elders on them. For now, they no longer attack, clearly seeing that Jimin is at death’s door. It’s foolish of them. Jimin does some of his best work when he’s dying.
“Yoongi,” Jimin manages, a finger trailing over Yoongi’s jaw. He thinks just saying Yoongi’s name will convey all of his feelings, and he must be right, because Yoongi openly sobs over him.
“Jimin!”
Jimin blinks, slow and long. The world is tunneling again, blurry and dark. He drops his hand, the faint smile falling off his face as he clutches the tiger amulet over his sternum. “Get lost,” he mutters to Yoongi.
Shocked, Yoongi draws back, his golden eyes wide and confused. “Jimin?”
Jimin breathes in deep, drawing on every ounce of his coherency. “Get! Lost!” Jimin grunts, and with a great shove of yin energy, Yoongi and Jinwoong and the rest of the Horangi elders are pushed away - away - as far as he can make them go -
Jimin needs to be alone for this. He only has one shot to make everything okay again. He can restore the balance. He can make it all go away and return peace to the cultivation world. It’ll be okay. He’s dying anyway.
Until now, Jimin had only entertained thoughts of destroying the tiger amulet. In truth, the artifact is so deeply imbued with yin energy that destroying it would cause an unimaginable backlash, one that Jimin was certain he wouldn’t survive. The talisman seal he made to destroy the amulet has been sitting in the back of his mind all this time, waiting for an opportunity.
Jimin is dying. He is too injured and too weak to be healed. But he can make his death count for something.
In the middle of a vortex of swirling black mist and whipping yin energy, Jimin shakily dips his fingers into the blood pooling on his stomach. He summons every iota of strength and spiritual prowess his body possesses and uses his blood to sketch out the talisman in the air. The seal shines a bright red as it hovers in the air. Jimin activates the talisman and the energy of the Burial Mounds siphons through the seal - funneling pure power right into the tiger amulet.
The only way to truly destroy the powerful amulet is to overpower it. And what place is more bathed in yin energy than the Burial Mounds? With any luck, this final fact will cleanse the mountain as thoroughly as it cleanses Jimin’s presence on this earth.
It hurts. It burns. His blood is on fire and his bones are shattering and even as he watches, he can see his skin disintegrating from the force of the power barreling into the tiger amulet, which he grasps tightly even as it turns into molten black metal, even as he
tears
it
all
apart.
The yin energy and resentment shriek, thousands of voices crying out in pure rage, but Jimin’s talisman is flawless - and so the destruction continues.
Until there’s nothing left.
(Jimin dies when he is 23. At least he had a year of true, simple happiness before that.)
Notes:
I did actually research snowfall in Ulsan and heavy snowfall is rare! Winters there tend to be “cold, windy, and mostly clear”, but snow is more likely in February. This is fiction so suspend your belief!
Aside from that, there are just 3 more chapters left! Keep in mind that because I've been changing things throughout the story, one key character has a lot more room to make things happen! This is VERY MUCH a fix-it fic so I'm happily cutting out like half the trauma of MDZS! :D
Chapter 30
Notes:
CW: minor character death, corporeal punishment, general angst I guess?
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It's not every day someone like Jung Hoseok receives a missive from Kim Taehyung, the sole heir of the Kkachi Sect. Hoseok is a nobody in the cultivation world, a non-affiliated rogue cultivator with only loose ties to a third-ranked heir of a major clan. Even as one of Seokjin’s closest friends, he could only watch the wedding - and the harrowing news that disrupted the reception party - from distant guest seating. Afterward, Hoseok had left with a troubled twist in his stomach, intent on visiting the Burial Mounds to get to the truth of the matter. He'd met up with Dawn and Hyuna by chance on the way and had been sure that would be the end of his surprises that day.
And then Cha Eunwoo appeared from out of nowhere with an urgent message from Kim Taehyung. A very urgent message indeed since Eunwoo does not leave until Hoseok has given a response.
“Of course I'll help,” Hoseok answers firmly. Kim Taehyung has hand-selected him for a rather daring, yet dastardly simple rescue mission, and given that the people he is being sent to help are his friends - Namjoon - there is no question that Hoseok will help.
“We will also lend our aid,” Dawn pledges of himself and Hyuna. “That nephew disciple of mine could use more help.”
Ah, right. How easy to forget that Dawn was trained by the Immortal Wanderer just as Jimin’s mother had been.
Cha Eunwoo nods as solemnly as ever, then swiftly mounts his sword. “Agents will find you along the way. You will be able to identify them by a magpie on their clothing. Make haste.”
And make haste they do. Hoseok has already dawdled a day after the wedding and he understands with striking clarity that the time to make Taehyung's plan work is exceedingly limited. They wind up at the Burial Mounds in mere hours and, to Hoseok’s surprise, he sees that Namjoon seems to have a plan of his own.
Namjoon wants to turn himself and Dohoon in. He wants to gamble with the sects, hoping that once they see the refugees are non-combatants there will be mercy. The Ilsan Kims intend to march to Seoul to beg for leniency on Jimin’s behalf.
It’s the stupidest thing Hoseok has ever heard - and twice as stupid since this guilt-ridden plan comes out of Namjoon ’s brilliant mouth.
Even as Namjoon finishes explaining, his shoulders slumped in defeat, Hoseok is shaking his head. He grabs Namjoon’s shoulders and shakes him just a bit. “This is reckless. You absolutely can’t do this. They’ll kill you without hesitation!”
“What else are we supposed to do?” Namjoon wonders, eyes wet.
Hoseok draws himself up. “You’re supposed to accept help,” he says. “Luckily for you, there’s plenty of people who want to help.”
Namjoon snorts. “Oh yeah? Like who?”
“Kim Taehyung, for one,” Hoseok answers promptly and then goes on to explain Taehyung’s plan. In the end, the easiest solution is to simply have the less recognizable members of the Ilsan Kims simply….disappear. Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jeongguk have agreed to quietly absorb these refugees into their territories as farmers, merchants, and artisans. A simple name change and some money will do what Jimin has been trying to do by himself for months. Both Taehyung and Jeongguk have vowed this protection. The plan for Namjoon and Dohoon, on the other hand, is a little more complicated.
When Hoseok had asked him about this part of the plan and its feasibility, Eunwoo had admitted Taehyung originally wanted to absorb the head and heir of the Sonamu Sect into the Kkachi Sect. Given Kim Byunghyun is the leader of the Kkachi Sect and still held much hatred for sects previously annexed by the Gom Sect, such a plan wouldn’t be possible. Jeon Jeongguk, on the other hand, reportedly owes Kim Namjoon a debt and is in the unique position as a sect leader of a great sect to offer direct protection. There are plans to shore up this decision as a purely political move, the details of which Hoseok is not privy. He trusts, however, that it will work.
Namjoon seems confident about the plan too, although he does spare some derision for Jeongguk. “Where was his help months ago when Jimin had to…” he shakes his head with a great sigh. “Better late than never, I suppose.”
If Hoseok has any opinion about the debts owed between Namjoon and the Mugunghwa brothers, he keeps them to himself as he helps Dawn and Hyuna break people off into groups. Hoseok will be escorting Namjoon, Dohoon, and a few dozen others to the Busan region, while Dawn and Hyuna will take people to the Kkachi territory.
The only unexpected wrench in the plan is Jimin, who has been knocked out by Namjoon. Upon hearing this, Hoseok can only stare at the handsome doctor incredulously. “You what?”
“He wouldn’t let us go,” Namjoon says.
“And he was right,” Hoseok stresses. He rubs his forehead, staring down at Jimin’s prone form laid out on the rock slab in his cave. “I suppose it doesn’t matter. Jeon Jeongguk is supposed to come here to clean up, just in case the camp is stormed by the other sects. He can take Jimin with him when he goes.”
Namjoon twists his hands fretfully. “Are you sure? We can’t just take him with us?”
Hoseok shakes his head. “We can’t spare the space in the cart and Taehyung has us taking back roads to meet with his agents along the way. But don’t worry. You know how close those two are. Jeongguk will be here.”
Namjoon still hesitates, even as his people start to leave the mountain - some tearful, some outright relieved. “I don’t know how long the sedation will last,” he says. “Jimin has been fighting it subconsciously…”
Hoseok takes Namjoon’s elbow, steering him around. “Jeongguk will be here,” he repeats, leaving no room for doubt. He has faith. This is a good plan. This will work and everyone will be fine and the only thing to sort out will be Jimin’s unfortunate altercation with the deceased Jasujeon heir, which Hoseok is sure will also be handled one way or another.
For now, though, he has to focus on getting these people out of here as quickly as possible. Taehyung’s timeline is incredibly narrow so there isn’t any time to waste. Decisively, he leads his half of the Ilsan Kims out of the Burial Mounds.
It’s only as his group departs from Dawn and Hyunas that he thinks he hears an elderly woman’s voice ask, “ Wait, has anyone seen Kai?”
Jeongguk dashes up the hilly path to the settlement, his lungs burning. He's been flying for two hours, pushing the maximum of his borrowed core, his mind alight with a single thought -
Please don't let me be late.
He knows he fast, he always has been. But there is a deep, deep fear that he won't be fast enough. Unfortunately, the war meeting in Seoul was spontaneous, and by the time Taehyung found out - by the time Jeongguk and Jin learned about it - fighting over the tiger amulet had already claimed a hundred lives and Min Yoongi, followed by a chunk of incensed Horangi elders, had already fled back to the Burial Mounds with Jimin.
It wasn't supposed to go that way. They had a plan and it was going to work and then his brother would be safe .
Panting, Jeongguk pushes his body even further, clambering up up up the path. He hears shouting and a painfully familiar shriek of yin energy ahead. There is growing pressure in the air, something that makes his ears pop and his heart skips nervous beats.
Jeongguk makes it to the refugee camp just in time to see a plume of dense black smoke swell out like a mushroom, a deafening blast of energy that sends a plume of black light straight into the sky, followed by deafening wails of a thousand spirits and a blink of glittering white right in the center.
Jeongguk is just in time to see this supernova of energy send the ring of Horngi elders blown back a dozen feet - just in time to see Min Yoongi shout frantically as he finds his feet and tries to get closer -
Jeongguk is just in time to see this explosion of resentful energy and wonder, Where is hyung ?
But of course, he has his answer. He saw it himself. He was too late and now Jimin is gone.
Jimin is just - gone.
Gone.
His brother is gone .
Mute, struck dumb by grief, Jeongguk can only watch as Min Yoongi breaks and the black smoke of resentment fades in the stagnant air of the Burial Mounds.
There isn’t even a trace left behind. No body to bury.
Jeongguk falls to his knees, his heart a lump in his throat and his core - Jimin’s core - a molten lead in his stomach.
Hyung …
The Horangi Sect believes in swift, decisive punishments. If a rule is violated, then a punishment is doled out. There are no exceptions, not even for the heir of the sect - or perhaps, moreso because he is the heir of the sect.
In defending Jimin, Yoongi injured thirty-three of his sect elders. And so, he is whipped thirty-three times with a spiritual discipline whip, a weapon that cancels out yang energy and cuts through tissue like butter. Wounds from discipline whips do not heal the same way wounds from other injuries do. When Yoongi kneels on the cold, hard ground and senior disciples take turns whipping him, he knows that he will be scarred. If not for the utter numbness spreading throughout his body from the shock, he might have more readily registered the burning pain as lash after lash lanced through the muscles over his shoulder and down his spine.
As it is, grief swims through his eyes and his mind can only focus on one thing.
Jimin is dead.
Yoongi wishes he was dead, too.
The sect elders bark at him, demanding that he denounce Jimin publicly, and Yoongi remains silent. This earns him another whip. The elders demand that he apologize for shaming the sect by associating with even. Yoongi refuses, and he earns his thirty-fifth lashing.
Chunghee steps in then, not to beg for leniency on Yoongi’s behalf, but to point out that Yoongi has already served corporeal punishment for physically harming elders, and to continue to physically punish him for further defiance is against sect teachings. The elders agree and, at his uncle’s urging, Yoongi is ordered into three years of seclusion.
There is no need to argue against it. His injuries are so severe that it might take three years to fully heal, and even then, he will have to learn how to move his body around the new limitations of thick scar tissue that will inevitably curve over his skin.
Yoongi loses time somewhere between the end of his punishment and waking in his bed, laid out on his stomach as his brother gingerly treats his back. Yoongi is crying slow, steady tears that stream silently down his face. He has been crying through his sleep. Both he and his brother know, however, that the tears are not from physical pain.
Jimin is dead.
If Yoongi joined him now, would their souls meet again? Would he be lucky enough to reincarnate with Jimin in his next life? Would he be wiser in that future? Would he waste less time, or stand by Jimin’s side more firmly?
Yoongi swallows against the choking grief. “Did anyone find his body?”
Chunghee pauses in dabbing medicine over the festering wounds on Yoongi’s back. “No,” he says finally. “No body has been found.”
Yoongi’s chest feels crushed. No body - Jimin was so thoroughly destroyed -
“And the tiger amulet?”
“Gone.” Chunghee’s answer comes faster this time. “Sect Leader Kim of the Jasujeon Sect insisted on verifying this.”
Yoongi bets that the greedy man did insist. He’s viscerally glad that Jimin’s last act succeeded so thoroughly, even as the pain of his death twists his heart in two.
But still, while others might care about Jimin’s weapon, Yoongi cares about Jimin . He can’t merely accept that no body has been found. Surely the blowback from destroying the amulet wasn’t so severe that nothing has been left behind. Gruesome as it is, Yoongi will accept even a finger left behind. Something that can be buried and memorialized.
Against the fire spreading across his spine and the shaky weakness of his limbs, Yoongi pushes himself off his bed. He ignores his brother’s protests and pushes Chunghee away when he tries to keep Yoongi from his sword.
“You have been ordered into seclusion! You can’t just leave ,” Chunghee says frantically.
Yoongi hangs his head. He can’t meet his brother’s eyes, can’t stand to confront the worry he knows he’ll find there. “I’ll be back. I just…have to know for certain.”
Chunghee takes a deep breath. “Fine. One day.”
Yoongi nods. Then he mounts his sword, flying with grim determination to the Burial Mounds. The flight passes in a blink of an eye but feels unfathomably long. He can sense his weakness, his spiritual energy low - another consequence of the discipline whip. But he can’t stop. He won’t. He has to know.
The refugee camp has been torn apart. Desecrated. It’s shameful. The buildings have been destroyed and it’s clear that Jimin’s cave has been ripped apart to scavenge for some of his brilliance. Yoongi savagely hopes they are destroyed by anything they find, as he knows firsthand just how volatile Jimin’s in-progress inventions can be.
Yoongi ghosts through the camp and comes around to the place where Jimin took his last stand. The ground is blackened and cleared down to dirt in a wide radius. Indeed, there is no body, not even an article of clothing. The aftermath is so perfectly blank that it’s almost possible to think no tragedy had occurred here.
Yoongi knows better. Yoongi knows that he said I love you and Jimin said Get lost back.
Yoongi will gladly fool himself into believing Jimin pushed him away to protect him. He is desperate enough to hold onto that hope. He can make a delusion from the last memory Jimin gave him. He can hold close to his heart the idea that Jimin loved him, too.
Jimin is dead. His husband is dead. Yoongi is a widower.
A sob wrenches out of his chest and Yoongi falls to his knees, keening into the open air. He screams out, letting his grief loose just this once, because he knows that once he is confined to his cottage, he will not be able to grieve like this again. But here, with nobody to hear or judge him? Here, Yoongi cries and feels no shame for it.
He loses time again, his mind floating to and fro. His awareness of his surroundings is blunted too, the pain in his back and the fresh swell of warmth slipping down his back a distant notion at best.
“...Appa?”
Yoongi stills. Did he hear…?
His head snaps up, eyes wide. At the edge of the clearing, clinging to tree bark, is a familiar little face, flushed hot with fever and wet-eyed with confused sadness.
“Kai.”
What is he doing here? How long has he been here? What has he seen? Where are the other refugees? Did he -
Any questions Yoongi might have died on his tongue as Kai stumbles, obviously weak. Yoongi springs up to catch the child, hoisting his feverish body against his chest. Kai’s skin is on fire. He shouldn’t be here, in the cold air, walking around. How long since he had water or food? Yoongi…doesn’t sense anyone else around.
Kai is here alone.
Yoongi admittedly hadn’t thought much about the refugees when he was here last, but he vaguely recalls that the Burial Mounds had seemed empty then. Had the sects killed the refugees while Jimin was in Seoul? Had something else happened? How had Kai been spared - or left behind?
The child can’t answer these questions, too busy twisting his fingers into Yoongi’s hanbok and whimpering in obvious discomfort. Yoongi holds Kai more securely to his chest, coming to a decision.
This child called him appa and called Jimin eomma , and no matter how cheeky the sentiment was when Jimin was still here, Yoongi knew that Jimin saw Kai as a son. Now, Jimin is gone, but Kai and Yoongi remain. Kai is Jimin’s son, and so now he will be Yoongi’s son, too.
“Jimin,” he murmurs to the stagnant mountain air. “I will raise him and protect him in your stead. Our son will be safe.”
Yoongi could not save Jimin. He was too late and too cowardly, and now Jimin is gone. He can save Kai, though.
Almost everything had gone perfectly. Almost.
If there is one thing Taehyung has learned in his time as a spymaster for his sect, it’s that people can only be predicted to a certain point. Who knew Jimin would wake up before Jeongguk could find him? Who would think Jimin would destroy himself just to keep greedy hands away from his most dangerous weapon?
(Taehyung knows Jimin well. He should have thought about these things, taken them into account, and planned for Jimin’s unpredictability. But he didn’t. And now -)
Two weeks have passed since Jimin’s last act rocked the cultivation world. The Ilsan Kims have been quietly dispersed through friendly territories, absorbed into towns with new names and new occupations. Jeon Jeongguk has claimed the Burial Mounds and Ulsan as part of the Mugunghwa territory, shouting down any who dare defy his claim. The Horangi Sect has closed its doors, a weighty silence that seems like a judgment over the world. The Jasujeon Sect has retreated to lick its wounds as Kim Kyongsoo marinates in his abject failure to take possession of the Ulsan Patriarch’s tiger amulet. Taehyung’s sect has settled too, still shoring up defenses from the last war and being grateful that a new war did not break out.
Taehyung spends his days mourning for his friend and trying to plan for the future. His brother is ever in his thoughts. Taehyung had tried to move mountains just to try to secure a treatment - a cure - for Byunghyun. And after all that effort, there is only one half of the solution that can help his brother. Kim Namjoon was spared, and so Taehyung will have to pour his efforts into the good doctor instead. Namjoon is brilliant. Taehyung hopes he can help.
“Taehyung,” Eunwoo calls, peering into the room where Taehyung sits at his desk. The candle has melted down almost completely. Taehyung didn’t notice. “It’s late. Come to bed.”
Taehyung breathes out. “Eunwoo-yah…I just can’t believe he’s gone.”
“I know.”
“It’s unfair. A once-in-a-lifetime genius like that…”
“I know.”
Taehyung doesn’t even realize he’s crying until Eunwoo folds him into his chest, hiding his tears from moonlight and the shadows on the walls.
Time is persistent - it does not stop for any reason. As the majority of the cultivation world cheers at the demise of the devilish Ulsan Patriarch, who was consumed by madness and his own power, there are only a few who remember a boy with a sunshine smile and a heart of gold.
Time passes. A year, then two. A particular talisman circulates among cultivators. Stitched onto flags and stuck into the ground, a talisman that attracts vengeful spirits and the walking undead revolutionizes nighthunting. There is more control over how yin-riddled beasts are confronted, and far fewer injuries.
Nobody speaks of who invented the talisman, or when the talisman first rose to popularity.
Another year passes, then another, then another. A toddler becomes a young child with a cheerful smile and genial disposition. The child is raised in an upright sect and learns at the knee of his father, who teaches him how to play music to spirits and who shows him how to care for rabbits and who encourages his inquisitive nature.
His father does not leave his cottage for many years when the child is young. Nobody speaks of why that is.
Two more years pass. One of the great sects finally recovers, reaching heights its forefathers only dreamed of. The head of the sect is bombastic and powerful, a commanding presence that belies his youth. He trains his disciples strictly and works closely with his husband to build a sect that can never be shaken. His husband takes the surrounding territory in hand, and it prospers wildly.
Here, and only here, a certain heroic youth is spoken of in fond whispers. Remember when the once-head disciple of the sect beat the current sect leader in a game of kite-arrows?
Another year. Husbands travel across the country together - one a reliable cultivator, another a miracle doctor. They offer their services free of cost and then retreat home to a humble farm between two territories. There, the younger brother of the doctor is happy to take care of the homestead, living a quiet life to honor the one who once defied the heavens to save him.
There is a memorial tablet in the homestead where incense is burned around the clock.
Two more years pass. A younger brother and his lover take over a sect when the eldest brother steps down. The eldest brother is ill with chronic qi sickness, but he is strong, and treatments from a certain doctor keep his mind clear. But he is tired and his wiley brother is more than able to take over the sect. Perhaps the eldest brother will find a wife.
There might be rumors about this sect teaching a more reserved form of cultivation - but it’s only rumors.
Another year, then one more. A sect leader passes away because his heart gave out, reportedly between the thighs of several whores. The remaining heir of the sect, who was the son of a whore himself, takes over. His rule is enlightened and he is widely liked thanks to his silver tongue. Tall watchtowers emerge in this territory, but the new sect leader is ambitious.
Nobody mentions it aloud, but this new sect leader isn’t allowed to visit a certain former sect leader anymore.
Time passes, but even after so many years, some people still tell frightening tales about how easily brilliance can become arrogance, and how that arrogance can lead to self-destruction.
Jeongguk stands with his arms crossed as he overlooks the training courtyard. In front of him are three dozen disciples, ranging from as young as eight to as old as eighteen. Occasionally, he barks out orders as the disciples run through sword drills, and imagines that he sounds very much like his mother as he does so. The part of him that has always been missing his brother wonders if Jimin would have run training sessions similarly to Jeongguk’s father. Probably. Those two always were more alike than actual father and son.
Still, he thinks his mother’s training methods aren’t bad. Her strictness gave him skills that got him through a war, and he intends to pass that legacy on. Jeongguk decided long ago he didn’t need to be liked by his disciples. His goal is to make sure they survive while they hunt for the terrors of the night.
Jin tells him constantly that he’s being dramatic and that his disciples love him much more than they fear him, but Jeongguk is skeptical.
Speaking of his husband, Jeongguk senses Jin right before the older man comes up behind him, one hand low on Jeongguk’s hip. “It’s been an hour already. Give them a break in this heat,” Jin urges.
Jeongguk grumbles, but he doesn’t argue. He’s come to find that Jin has better people sense than he does, and it’s just better to defer to his husband in these matters rather than risk an argument. “Take a dip!” Jeongguk shouts to his disciples, who let out excited cheers once they realize they are being dismissed. “Grab a bite then come back in half an hour!”
“Thank you, Sect Leader!”
Jin smirks at him, his lovely almond-shaped eyes dancing. “Listen to that, Gguk-ah. Don’t they sound adoring?”
Jeongguk scowls at him half-heartedly. When Jeongguk leaves the training courtyard, Jin is quick to follow. They go to his office where Jin has already laid out slightly cooled tea and honey cookies, a private refreshment to share. When Jin settles close to Jeongguk’s side behind the desk, he’s helpless to soften even more.
“Did you really come to find me just to give the disciples a break?” Jeongguk mumbles around a cookie.
Jin hums, running his fingers through the loose tassel of Jeongguk’s short hair. “Well, that’s not the only reason. I got a letter from Hoseok.”
Jeongguk turns curious eyes to his husband.
“There’s been a surge of hauntings across the country. Unrest spirits. Lots of aimless fierce corpses. More than there should be.”
“And?”
Jin takes a deep breath. “And with that…new rumors that the Ulsan Patriarch is rising again.”
Jeongguk closes his eyes. The pain that stabs his heart is still as sharp as the day his brother died. The golden core in his body, a gift and a curse all at once, throbs in sympathy. “Not this again,” he complains. “Why can’t they just let him rest in peace?”
“I know,” Jin says soothingly. “I’m sorry. But I don’t think it’s as simple as ignorant commoners being paranoid. The legacy Jimin left behind…people are still trying to chase it. And Hoseok thinks there’s a pattern here.”
Jeongguk presses his lips together. Thirteen years ago, Jung Hoseok was someone Jeongguk knew in passing - someone whom his brother saved once, someone who left the Jasujeon Sect in an act of protest, someone who helped his brother when Jeongguk’s hands were tied. Now, he is grateful to know Hoseok and knows better than to discount any observations the rogue cultivator makes out of hand. If Hoseok says there’s a pattern in these hauntings, then there’s a pattern. And Hoseok wouldn’t go through the trouble of writing Jin about it unless there was something else .
“Is it…?”
“I think it is,” Jin says grimly. “Although I loathed by father, even I have to admit that it’s odd for him to die of heart failure out of the blue. He was healthy for his age as a cultivator and certainly strong. My mother dying, all his concubines dying, even the death of Sangsik’s hidden bastards…All of it is too suspicious.”
“Sangwoo is your brother,” Jeongguk feels compelled to point out. “He’s the current Chief Cultivator. You really think he’s been picking off his relatives for the last decade?”
“I think the only reason my second brother hasn’t come after me is that I’m no threat to his throne,” Jin says airily. “I married out of the sect. I have no claim to the Jasujeon seat. He doesn’t care about me . I’m not in the way of his goals.”
“His goals that have something to do with these hauntings and the new rumors about…”
Jin’s hand rubs down Jeongguk’s spine soothingly. “If there was one thing my bastard brother had in common with my father, it was a lust for power. And nobody has been more powerful in recent memory than the Grandmaster of Yin cultivation. If he thought it would help him achieve his goals, I don’t doubt for a second that Sangwoo would go to any lengths. According to Hoseok and Namjoon, not all of Jimin’s notes were recovered.”
Jeongguk’s mouth twists in displeasure. Jimin’s yin-tracking compass spontaneously appearing in the hands of random rogue cultivators only a handful of years after his death had been an unpleasant surprise - and proof that someone had gotten ahold of Jimin’s writings.
After all these years, will he have a chance to direct that anger at someone who truly deserves it?
Jeongguk takes a deep breath. “Then…do you think the mystery of how your oldest brother died will finally be solved?”
Because Jeongguk knows the story the rest of the cultivation world has been told. On the day of Jeongguk’s wedding to Seokjin, Kim Sangsik trapped Jimin in a confrontation with fifty archers to demand Jimin lift a curse from Sangsik’s body. According to the archers who escaped, Jimin had been adamant that he didn’t place the curse, but Sangsik had not listened to reason. The whole cultivation world knows that the archers had dug up graves and banished spirits before confronting Jimin, just like the whole cultivation world knows that Jimin had somehow managed to summon a protector.
But Jeongguk also knows that some archers remember hearing a flute, and he knows that those archers reportedly did not see Jimin use his flute that day. Jimin whistled. Jimin used talismans. But Jimin did not use Nunchi to summon a ghost - an impossible ghost that shouldn’t have been there, according to every witness he’s been able to track down.
So where did the ghost come from? Was there a mysterious flute player? Who was it?
After thirteen years, is he finally going to get an answer?
“What are you going to do?” Jeongguk asks.
Jin’s full lips quirk into a half-smile. “I’m going to write a letter to Kim Taehyung, of course.”
Jeongguk snorts. “Of course.”
If anyone would be able to piece all of this together, it would be Taehyung.
Kim Namjoon stands before him, face shielded from full view by a woven mask attached to his gat, only his sharp dragon-shaped eyes visible. The doctor never shows his face in public, not even when he treats Taehyung’s brother. Or perhaps especially then. Still, despite not being able to see Namjoon’s face, Taehyung can tell the doctor is frowning. He sounds displeased and frustrated, and it makes Taehyung’s anxiety spike.
“Say that again.”
“I said ,” Namjoon stresses tersely. “The treatment plan isn’t working. Your brother’s symptoms are still persisting and they shouldn’t be.”
Namjoon has been treating Byunghyun for close to seven years. Progress in the beginning had been slow, but steady as Namjoon tackled symptoms and laid out a careful treatment plan. In recent years, Min Chunghee volunteered his musical cultivation for healing songs that, until very recently, had made a huge difference in Byunghyun’s condition. But now, after the most recent check-up, Namjoon is here in Taehyung’s office to express his frustrations.
Taehyung flutters his fan in front of his face. “I don’t understand. Do you need access to stronger medicine? I can contact an herbalist -”
“No, that’s not the problem,” Namjoon cuts him off. He raps his fingers against his thigh. “It’s almost as if something is causing your brother to backtrack. Are you sure he’s not cultivating?”
“We locked up his saber,” Taehyung rushes to assure him. “The only meditation he does is the calming one you taught him. There’s no way he’s cultivating or exposing himself to yin energy. We don’t even let disciples practicing the old ways be in the same room unless their sabers are left outside.”
“His qi is incredibly disturbed,” Namjoon tells him. “Taehyung, his condition is serious. He’s at risk of a major qi deviation and I don’t know why. Has anything changed? His diet, maybe?”
Taehyung shakes his head.
Namjoon comes by once a month like clockwork to treat Byunghyun. During the time between, a dedicated staff of healers checks on the former sect leader daily and Taehyung personally oversees the food, tea, books, and other things his brother comes into contact with. He has gone to excessive lengths to create a calming, peaceful environment fit for healing in a sect that is notoriously known for being neither calming nor peaceful. Off the top of his head, Taehyung can’t think of a single thing that could disrupt his brother’s healing -
Taehyung’s breath catches in his throat. He turns wide eyes up to Namjoon, and the doctor looks at him intently.
“What? What is it?”
Taehyung forces himself to swallow. “What do you know about musical cultivation for healing?”
Namjoon’s eyes squint. “Not much, of course. The Horangi Sect keeps that information closely guarded. I know there is a particular song for healing, which is what Min Chunghee is approved to play for your brother when he visits. But as for the details of how it works, I’m afraid I don’t know.”
Taehyung snaps his fan closed, curling his fingers over the delicate wood until it creaks. “Do you think, theoretically, it would be possible for some healing music to…become harming music?”
Namjoon snorts. “I once lived with Park Jimin,” he says with some fondness. “Of course, I know that there is music that agitates minds and spirits. But that music was played with yin energy. Unless…are you suggesting yang energy could do the same?”
Taehyung licks his lips. “I’m saying that my brother has had a new visitor in the last month. Min Chunghee has been busy with the Horangi Sect and has been unable to visit. But my brother’s other sworn brother, Kim Sangwoo, had been visiting once a week in his stead. He plays the same healing song as Chunghee. In fact, Chunghee personally assured me that he trained Sangwoo how to play this song himself. I have the letter in my desk, marked with Chunghee’s spiritual energy.”
At this, Namjoon sits down and rips off his hat, seemingly so he can rub aggravated hands over his buzzed head. “What are you implying, here? That Kim Sangwoo is playing a song that sounds like healing music but isn’t ? Is that even possible?”
“I’m merely saying that nothing in my brother’s life has changed in the past month except for Kim Sangwoo visiting to play music,” Taehyung says, somehow managing to force the words out over his wooden tongue. He feels foolish, suddenly. For all that Taehyung has spent the last thirteen years managing the narrative of the cultivation world through his spy network and recreating his sect to forge into a less tragic future, for all that he prides himself on predicting and avoiding the worst outcomes - somehow, he has overlooked a threat.
Namjoon levels him with tired eyes. “Why would Kim Sangwoo want to harm your brother?”
Why, indeed? Of course, the whole cultivation world knows that Byunghyun isn’t particularly fond of Sangwoo - it’s Min Chunghee who holds the trio of sworn brothers together. Perhaps it’s as simple as Sangwoo growing tired of the obvious dislike and striking when it seems like Byunghyun isn’t long for the world.
Or…
Taehyung casts his eyes to the letter on his desk. Jeon Seokjin had written him just yesterday about a few particular concerns, all of them related to Kim Sangwoo.
Taehyung knows that his brother is paranoid and often vocally so. Byunghyun has always been the strongest person in the room, and someone like that would have no problem running their mouth. If his paranoid, observational brother made his suspicions known to Sangwoo, wouldn’t that be enough for Sangwood to act? Silence an accuser before they can speak and keep his position secure. Even if Byunghyun is no longer the Kkachi Sect Leader, he is still widely respected in the cultivation world, and people would listen if he talks about how strange it is that anyone who ever threatened Sangwoo’s position somehow wound up dead or displaced.
Taehyung can picture it all too clearly - his brother bluntly confronting Sangwoo about these suspicions and making some bold declaration about justice….
Namjoon must see the realization settle on Taehyung’s face because he sighs. “So, the first thing you need to do is stop those visits. I recommend plugging your brother’s ears with wax until further notice. Jimin once remarked that the effects of musical cultivation, both yin and yang, can travel much further than the ear can hear. Byunghyun must be deaf to the world until his qi stabilizes. After that…”
Taehyung is quick to note down all of Namjoon’s recommendations and, as soon as the doctor leaves, sends the orders off to his sect doctors, trusting that his brother would be taken care of immediately. Byunghyun might not be thrilled about the isolation, but he’ll get over it.
Once that is done, Taehyung mulls over the situation at hand.
The problem is that there isn’t much evidence to prove the conspiracy. As someone who toils in hearsay, Taehyung knows that for a problem like Kim Sangwoo, more than just rumors will be necessary to take him down. The man clawed himself to the position of Chief Cultivator and the Sect Leader of the Jasujeon Sect from his birth as a lowly bastard. He’s clever and ambitious, a combination that has already proved itself deadly.
If Taehyung wants to get rid of this problem, then he needs evidence - for the musical cultivation, the death of Sangwoo’s relatives, all of it. And then he needs to unveil it at an ideal moment, a time when the whole world is paying attention.
Taehyung stands, snapping his fan in front of his face as he marches out of his office. First, he needs to find Eunwoo, and then, he needs to make a trip to his favorite spies in town…
After he married into the Jasujeon Sect, Seokjin never thought he would have to step foot into the main hall of his home sect ever again. He thought he put that viper pit behind him, more than glad to move on to a greater and better life. Yet here he is today, standing in the center of a hasty discussion conference as his second-eldest brother stares down at him with a genial smile. If not for his husband, Seokjin doesn’t think he would be staring back at the mask of a monster.
But Seokjin loves his husband, and he is the only one with any feasible reason to play this specific part in the play written by Kim Taehyung. Seokjin is here because the man who is his husband today is not the same boy who was his betrothed - he is here because the death of Park Jimin fundamentally changed Jeon Jeongguk, and Seokjin was the one to witness it. Jeongguk is as diligent and driven as ever, but there are parts of him that are cold now. Seokjin is gifted Jeongguk’s warmth, but nobody else is, and Seokjin knows it is because Jimin took the rest of Jeongguk’s warmth with him when he died, even as he left behind a gift too great to properly conceive.
Seokjin has a part to play and lines to say. Although he was not particularly fond of his father or his eldest brother or even his mother most days, he is bothered that they were murdered by his only living relative. Half-brother he may be, but Kim Sangwoo is a duplicitous snake who does not deserve Seokjin’s loyalty or his mercy.
Jeongguk deserves his loyalty. And it’s Jeongguk’s brother who deserves justice. This is the least Seokjin can do.
“We have damning evidence,” Seokjin says. “Letters written to associates. Confessions from hired hands. Testimony from witnesses. We found your treasure cove of stolen artifacts, including a set of notes belonging to Park Jimin and Jangnan, the Ulsan Patriarch’s lost sword. We have evidence that you paid a weak cultivator to cast the Hundred Holes Curse on Kim Sangsik, the heir of the Jasujeon Sect. We have evidence that you sent a Jasujeon disciple to tell Sangsik about the path Park Jimin would take to my wedding. We have a witness who confirms you were seen with a flute on the same day, entering the rear side of Mugunghwa Pier moments before the death of Kim Sangsik was announced.”
Seokjin pauses. Taehyung was explicit that Seokjin would need to pace himself so that other sect leaders wouldn’t become confused. But Seokjin takes this moment to look at the strain of Sangwoo’s smile, the dimples finally faltering.
“As for our father,” Seokjin continues. “The gisaeng you hired to entertain him were more than willing to tell us about the aphrodisiac you commanded them to use and the order that they continue to…act even as our father choked on his own blood. The cook you paid off to poison my mother has confessed. Your own wife, before her tragic death, wrote a letter to her mother claiming that you even killed your infant son. This was, of course, after you knowingly married Lee Chaeyeong, who was actually our half-sister, a byproduct of our father’s philandering ways. In Chaeyeong’s letter, she claims that you found out about your shared blood before the wedding, but insisted on marrying her anyway since Sect Leader Lee was crucial to your campaign to become Chief Cultivator.”
There is a chorus of disgusted noises at this news. Seokjin himself isn’t sure what to be more upset about - not knowing that he had a half-sister until well after her death, the incestual marriage, or the death of his nephew. When Taehyung had come to him with the fruits of his investigation, Seokjin had sat with the discovery of these crimes for days and he still couldn’t sort his emotions about it.
The depravity of Kim Sangwoo knows no bounds.
“There are also recent crimes,” Seokjin announces, although now he glances at Kim Taehyung, who for once is not holding a fan. Taehyung’s sharp green eyes glared up at Sangwoo. Seokjin gladly steps aside as Taehyung steps forward.
What follows is a visceral trial with irrefutable proof. Taehyung had spared no efforts to avenge his brother and it shows in the way he deliberately lays out Sangwoo’s specific crimes against Kim Byunghyun - crimes that are born from nothing but paranoia, it seems. Taehyung brings out Min Chunghee to testify that Chunghee taught Sangwoo a song; Chunghee plays the song, and then Taehyung himself sits behind the instrument and skillfully plucks out the song he has heard Sangwoo play. There are servants from the Kkachi Sect who verify that Taehyung played Sangwoo’s song. The whole discussion conference has the dubious privilege of watching Min Chunghee’s face pale, followed by the declaration that the song Taehyung recited is from a forbidden book of malicious music locked away in one of the Horangi Sect’s libraries.
“It’s music that disturbs the spirit,” Chunghee explains tearfully, staring up at Sangwoo with lost eyes, looking very betrayed indeed. “You stole from my sect…You harmed our sworn brother…”
Sangwoo finally shows some measure of guilt for his actions, but the guilt doesn’t last long. As the entire discussion conference watches, Sangwoo erupts into a rather manic explanation to defend his monstrous actions. He had to kill Sangsik to become the heir, and orchestrating Park Jimin’s demise was a happy byproduct - Jimin was simply too powerful and too principled to live. Killing their father was the next logical step since Kim Kyongsoo would never truly let Sangwoo have power, as he still looked down on Sangwoo for being born in a brothel. And he had to kill his wife-sister because although he loved her, she was too hysterical after learning why they could never have children - after learning why Sangwoo had to kill his infant son. He even justifies his attempted murder of the former Kkachi Sect leader, claiming that Kim Byunghyun would kill Sangwoo someday.
Sangwoo moves no hearts or minds. There is no redemption offered for a soul this twisted.
As Seokjin watches the crowd of cultivators descend with threats and shouts of violence, Seokjin reflects that this is the second time in his life that he has seen the cultivation world descend on a lone figure of power. Except this time, the ire is deserved.
Kim Sangwoo is a killer driven by ambition, pure and simple. Park Jimin, on the other hand, was vilified because of greed - and because he dared to buck the status quo.
Seokjin steps back, allowing the chaos to unfold. When Sangwoo brings his sword to his own neck to slit his throat, Seokjin is unmoved. It doesn’t surprise him that Sangwoo was too cowardly to own up to his crimes after they were discovered.
Across the room, Kim Taehyung appears equally unbothered. If anything, he seems satisfied, or even relieved.
And like that, four great sects, which had once been five, become three.
When Namjoon was younger, his image of what his life would look like was dim - distorted by the stress of surviving under the thumb of the Gom Sect. After the war, after Dohoon, Namjoon imagined that his life would be much shorter than he anticipated. And then after Jimin’s death, Namjoon came to the discomfiting realization that somehow, once again and against all odds, his life had been spared. He had to come to terms with the intimidating idea of living .
Jeon Jeongguk and Kim Taehyung gift him a plot of land, a small farm smack in the middle of the place where their territories combine. It’s here that Namjoon spends thirteen years building a home, learning to grow his own herbs with his brother, and traveling to save lives with Hoseok by his side.
Namjoon learns how to live in peace. Some days, the idea is still foreign. On days like today, the idea of living in peace is muted by the overwhelming gift of surviving.
“Jimin-hyung, another year has passed,” Dohoon whispers to Jimin’s grave marker, carefully lighting incense as he kneels before the small stone slab.
Namjoon looks at his brother and thinks, In saving me and Dohoon, Jimin essentially traded his own life . He doesn’t think he’ll ever overcome the weight of that sacrifice. He doesn’t think he should.
Like every year, Dohoon is not the only visitor to this private grave. Jeon Jeongguk stops by, stiff and mournful, shadowed by Jeon Seokjin. Dawn and Hyuna pay their respects. Kim Taehyung visits with Eunwoo. And Min Yoongi, along with Min Kai, came to play a spirit-calming tune.
It feels wrong to Namjoon that the number of people who miss Park Jimin can be counted on two hands. Someone who sacrificed so much, who was instrumental in winning a war, who saved dozens and dozens of lives, is remembered fondly by a select few. He is frustrated to no end each day knowing that, even after the crimes of Kim Sangwoo were exposed, Park Jimin is still associated with evil.
As Namjoon stands before Jimin’s memorial tablet, he can only repeat the last words he ever spoke to his kindred spirit.
“Thank you. And I’m sorry.”
Yoongi perches near the edge of the Cold Pond, his zither in his lap. He bows his head, supplicant as he drags his fingers over the thin chords, imbuing the strings with a bare wisp of his spiritual energy. The solemn moment before he begins to play Inquiry has become a ritual over the last decade - it is both a moment to gather his strength of will and to prepare himself for the inevitable disappointment.
No matter how often he plays - and he plays the song each night without fail - the spirits he summons with Inquiry never have news of Jimin. The spirits cannot tell him where Jimin’s body is; they cannot tell him where his spirit is; they cannot tell him if he is at peace. It’s unnerving and worrisome and twists at Yoongi’s heart each night, digging the knife of grief ever deeper into his chest. The only reason he can fathom that the spirits are unable to locate Jimin is if his soul was obliterated when he destroyed the tiger amulet.
If Jimin’s soul was destroyed, he would not be able to reincarnate. This, too, is another devastation. The last hope Yoongi clings to in his waking hours is the idea that one day, his reincarnated soul will meet Jimin’s, and in their next life, he will be braver.
Peeling his eyes open, Yoongi gathers his spiritual energy and begins to thrum through the budding notes of Inquiry. As he does, his cool silver-white spiritual energy dances along the strings of his instrument, and droplets of water rise along the misty surface of the Cold Pond, gathering into larger droplets that sway and hover over where he kneels at the edge of the pond.
“ Where is Park Jimin ?” Yoongi asks through Inquiry.
“ Who ?” the spirits return, plucking their answer along the strings of the zither.
“ Is Park Jimin at peace ?”
“ Who?”
Again and again, just like every night before, Yoongi’s questions receive no answers. There is no comfort found here. There never is.
Behind him, Kai kneels respectfully - listening both as a lesson in one of the highest forms of musical cultivation a Horangi disciple can master and because Kai is also ever searching for a concrete answer of what became of the first father figure in his life.
Yoongi brings Inquiry to a close, gently dismissing the spirits and passing them into the afterlife. He waves his hand over his instrument and it disappears in a sparkle of silvery energy. He looks back at his son and Kai meets his gaze, unspilled tears making his eyes large and wet.
“Where is he, appa?” Kai whispers, dashing a hand across his cheek when a tear spills over.
Yoongi closes his eyes. Part of him had hoped this night would be different. After all, it was today that the whole cultivation world learned of Jimin’s innocence - that he did not kill a sect heir, that he did not save combatant rebels, that he did not seek power but only peace. Yoongi thought maybe with this resolution Jimin’s soul, wherever it was, would feel at peace enough to speak with him - or to pass on for certain. But Jimin is as untouchable now as he was in life, and all Yoongi is left with is a sharp sense of vindication.
Perhaps he should not feel such a harsh emotion. But after all these years, he has finally been proven right. He has never doubted Jimin’s innocence and has mourned him over the years - is still mourning him - and finally, the world agrees that Jimin was innocent, too.
It’s unfortunate that Yoongi’s vindication comes at the cost of his brother’s peace. But even now that Chunghee has secluded himself out of guilt for the actions of his sworn brother, even now that the mantle of sect leader has been laid on Yoongi’s shoulders, Yoongi can’t change how he feels.
Regret over Jimin’s death burns through him, a constant haunt. His innocence being known by the world has not changed that, just as being free of blame has not emboldened Jimin’s spirit from beyond.
It seems that Yoongi is cursed to miss Jimin in this life and the next.
Yoongi bows his head and hopes that Kai doesn’t catch the silent tears he sheds.
“Hey, you stubborn brat. Don’t you think it’s time to wake up?”
Notes:
This chapter is a huge divergence from the original script because in MDZS, the resolution of all the evil was predicated on the idea that Wei Ying, being the scapegoat genius, would be the only one able/bold enough to solve the mystery of everything that happened. But that also assumes that all the key players are already dead, lost in grief, or too jaded to work together. In this story, Jin and Namjoon didn’t die, and while Jeongguk was grieving, he was also not blinded by anger, plus he was already an instrumental part of solving the refugee issue. And then Taehyung, who had been working toward saving his brother, also had allies to work with when things went south. Essentially, even with Jimin otherwise indisposed, he’s the catalyst to solving the crisis, not the focal point. In this fix-it where everyone lives, things can be solved with teamwork! I also hate the Yi City arc and Xue Yang so…Just gonna skip that entirely!
The next chapter should be up by February! Happy New Year!
Chapter 31
Notes:
The last chapter! If you got here when this story was a WIP, then thank you so much for tuning into each update! I hope this final post/epilogue finishes the story nicely.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Floating. He’s floating, the same kind of weightlessness he felt on the shores of Busan, his body riding the waves of the ocean as the tide pulled to and fro. But this floating is odd - not wet. Dry, almost, but not quite. Warm. Definitely warm, the kind of warmth that seems to seep into every crevice of his body. Like sunlight in summer, when the light is so unerring it’s better to find shade before the sunlight can slip beneath skin to boil blood. Only he can’t move. He doesn’t want to move.
The floating is nice. The heat feels good. Sleep is easy to succumb to, and so he does.
It’s peaceful here. He likes it.
But why is there some part of him that thinks this peace is strange?
Somedays, he feels like he’s floating in multiple parts - some part of him floats there and some part of him floats here and none of it quite binds together the way it probably should. Some of the parts feel small and hurt, and other parts feel big and bright. Some parts are reluctant and jaded, while others are innocent, tentative, hopeful.
Somedays, these different parts seem to float together, finally binding into a slightly bigger piece. Those days feel good, but they also remind him that other floating pieces have yet to join the larger part, and the reminder that he feels like he’s in pieces is painful.
He wants to be whole. What was that like again?
There are also days when he feels like more than just floating pieces. These days, he’s awash in memories - happy and sorrowful - and he can almost hear his loved ones. These days, he feels warm and loved. These days, he can hear a persistent song, something calling at him, tugging him forth.
On these days when the music pulls at him, he always hears a clucking tongue, followed by a splash of disorienting light that reminds him to stay in this place. He can’t follow the music. If he followed the music, then he might never be whole again.
He doesn’t know how much time passes like this. He just - floats.
One day, he doesn’t feel weightless as he floats. He becomes aware of the weight of gravity pressing down on him, and he realizes that he isn’t in the water at all. He’s dry and he’s laying down on something soft and there is warm light shining all around him.
He feels heaviness in his limbs - oh, right, his limbs . Arms, legs, fingers, toes. He wiggles them and wonders why it feels like it’s been a long time since he’s done so. The thought makes him scrunch his nose, and that’s right - he has one of those, too. And eyes, which he blinks open, rapidly squinting against the brightness that seems to surround him.
Jimin feels…like he has been asleep for a long time. But curiously, his eyes don’t feel gritty and his mouth isn’t dry the way it usually is after he wakes from a prolonged sleep. Aside from the strange way his body feels rather solid , he feels okay. Good, even. Well-rested. Healthy.
When was the last time he could claim to feel any of those things?
“Ah, good, you’re awake,” a tranquil voice says and Jimin starts, turning his head toward the voice but seeing only light. “Child, you’re rushing things. Let your body settle before you rise. Some pathways are still joining, do you see? Back to sleep now…”
Joining pathways? Who is this person? Jimin wants to ask, his curiosity an ever-burning torch, but he is oddly helpless to follow the orders of the voice.
She says to sleep, and so that is what Jimin does.
The next time he wakes, it’s less jarring to feel the weight of his body. He has form. He’s solid. He’s real and alive. He doesn’t feel the ever-pressing pain he remembers from his first jaunt in the Burial Mounds when yin energy stitched his broken body back together. He feels -
Jimin jolts, sitting up with a rush of speed, clutching at his stomach. No, not his stomach. His core . There’s something there, a different kind of weight - a spiritual weight, a divine weight. But it’s not golden, burning with the energy of life. It’s not a yang core. It’s…
He can feel his breaths coming rapidly, probably too rapidly to be healthy. What is this? What is this ? This is - it’s -
There is a core in Jimin’s body, one that feels right at home where the barren womb of his golden core once resided. But this core is spinning backward, cold and steady like the frost of the buds on grass during the winter. The core is connected to healthy meridians that slip through his veins, circulating energy at a mild tempo so unlike yet so very similar to the tempo he once knew.
Yin energy fills Jimin’s body to the brim, but he doesn’t feel any of the accompanying madness he’s grown to associate with yin energy. There is no resentment he has to force down, no wailing voices he has to muffle. The yin energy feels somehow pure - feels something like what the land of the Burial Mounds felt like when he managed to purify ghosts and spirits from it so the refugees could farm and sleep in peace. This yin energy feels like the total and purely refined opposite of yang energy.
And if Jimin once had a golden core, one that burned like the sun, then does this mean he now has a silver core, one that shines like the moon? Is that even possible ? No cultivator in history has ever mentioned it - even Jimin, who liked to push the boundaries of what is and isn’t possible, ever dared to theorize such a thing.
Yet here he is. A core in his body that does not run on yang energy and vitalization he can only associate with the strength of any other yang cultivator.
“You’re a bright one, aren’t you?” a low feminine voice calls lazily, drawing his attention. Attached to the voice is a comely woman of indeterminate age. She has striking snow-white hair, but a deeply tanned face marred only by hints of age lines. Her eyes, dark and round, seem to be lit from within. She wears fine, if not plain, white robes that sweep the ground, which is a polished, smooth stone that has been washed to a gleaming light gray.
More noticeable than any of that, however, is the wash of pure power that bathes the room as soon as she steps through the threshold. The energy is warm and thrumming with yang power, the amount of it barely leashed and dogging her every step forward. A shiver runs down his spine because Jimin has never felt such power - even the most powerful cultivators in the world could never hope to hold such strength.
His mind works quickly. There’s only one person this can rightly be. The Immortal Wanderer in the flesh.
Jimin makes an aborted movement to kneel or bow or something to show his respect, but the Immortal Wanderer makes a lazy motion with her hand and he is halted.
“None of that,” she chides. “I only just finished putting you back together. You should really rest more.”
Jimin shakes his head, eyes wide. “Put me…back together?” he asks. His voice is not rough from disuse like he thought it might be.
The Immortal Wanderer does not smile, but something in her face suggests that she is . Her visage is so sharp and fuzzy at the same time. Jimin wonders if this is because his mortal eyes cannot possibly perceive her fully.
“You certainly did a number on yourself, child. I’ve never seen a soul so tattered. Of course, it was noble of you to destroy that monstrosity. Even now, the yin energy in the world is balancing itself, returning to a pure order without the chaos of that cursed metal running rampant. But your method of destroying it was…” the Immortal Wanderer shakes her head. “Your soul was flung in all four directions. It took me years to gather your essence together and years more for your spirit to heal, let alone restore your body. You’re a very foolish and reckless child.”
Jimin reels, trying to understand what she’s saying. His soul was torn apart? How? Fuzzy memories filter into his mind slowly, not quite together, but enough that he remembers what happened. That’s right. He destroyed the tiger amulet after his found family - and Yoongi -
The Immortal Wanderer clicks her tongue. “No need to panic. Everything is fine. Everything has returned to the natural order.”
“I’m…” Jimin shakes his head again. “You saved me? Why ?”
The Immortal Wanderer not-smiles again, tilting her head. “Well, of course, I’m your mother’s master, am I not? That makes you a disciple of mine, in a way. It was my honor to heal such a righteous young man, foolish though you may be. Honestly, had I known what happened to Yon, I would have collected you from the mortal realm long ago to train you myself. But time passes very differently here. I only realized I should intervene when I checked in on Dawn, and by then, you had already…”
“Oh,” Jimin says, feeling a vague sense of disbelief. It’s a lucky coincidence that he’s alive, then. Truly, his luck knows no bounds.
“I’m sure it’s a lot to process,” the Immortal Wanderer says sympathetically.
He nods. It is a lot. He can’t believe he’s actually alive. He’s…fairly certain that he shouldn’t be, or maybe that he didn’t want to be.
Jimin breathes in deeply, banishing the thought. He’s alive now, that’s what matters. Absently, he presses his hands against his stomach as if to feel the mellow vortex of yin energy pressing against his palms.
“Ah, that,” the Immortal Wanderer remarks. “You understand what that is, of course.”
Jimin swallows thickly. “It’s…a yin core.”
“Indeed.”
“I don’t…It’s not possible.”
The Immortal Wanderer clicks her tongue again. “You mortal cultivators, always thinking you know what is and isn’t possible to do with spiritual energy. There is a natural order and a natural balance in the world. Of course, as a living being, your body is naturally inclined to take in yang energy and build a core from that. But some experience death and who are touched by yin energy, like yourself, who can harness a different type of spiritual energy. This is also the natural order, although I will admit, it’s unusual for a mortal cultivator to manage such a feat. You truly are unique, child.”
Is the Immortal Wanderer suggesting there are immortal cultivators with yin cores? Immortal cultivators who use yin energy freely?
He…doesn’t know how to process that. The very idea seems absurd. But what would he know? Jimin is very much mortal. He truly knows nothing of the world, not in the sense of any grand scheme.
“Of course, in your ignorance, you went about your cultivation in a foolish way,” the Immortal Wanderer continues, causing Jimin to frown in confusion. She is quick to point out his fallacy. “When you used yin energy in the past, you failed to condense it. Did you assume it wasn’t possible to condense yin energy in the same way you can condense yang energy? Although more challenging, someone with your skill could certainly do it, especially since you so easily welcomed yin energy into your body.”
“Condense it…?” Jimin asks, pressing his palm to his stomach again. There’s a core there now - condensed yin energy, proof that the Immortal Wanderer is right . But how…?
“Your meridians were perfectly healthy when I brought you here,” she points out. “Slightly atrophied, but still whole and capable of circulating spiritual energy. Yin and yang energy aren’t so different. Energy is energy. But you didn’t treat yin energy the same, and so you failed to cultivate to your fullest potential. It’s no wonder you weren’t able to fully heal yourself. Your mindset was wrong.”
If Min Jinwoong could hear this woman , Jimin thinks with distant awe. He would be so horrified he’d split blood .
Hadn’t Jimin said the same thing once? Energy is energy. How had he said something so casually, and then failed to fully render the idea in practice when the opportunity came?
“Mortal cultivators can be so blind. Even if you didn’t want to cultivate a yin core, you could have started to cultivate a yang core again.”
“But…yang cores can only form the nascent phase in childhood,” Jimin tries. “There’s no way I could have…”
“As I said, mortal cultivators are blind,” the Immortal Wanderer declares. “Your body had already held yang energy before. When you gave away your yang core, you did not give away your ability to form a new one. Unlike victims of that accursed core melting technique, your spiritual womb was unharmed. But I suppose with the misconception that you couldn’t form a yang core in adulthood and the urgency of your situation…You made do with what you understood was possible, and in doing so, learned a cultivation technique only accessible to immortal scholars. Although, your techniques are admittedly a little crude. Time will fix that, of course.”
All this time, Jimin could have learned to use yang energy again? He didn’t have to rely on yin energy? And now - now, he has a yin core spinning in his body, another impossible thing made possible.
“Everything you say is unbelievable,” Jimin groans, rubbing his eyes tiredly. He’s inexplicably exhausted all of a sudden even though he has only just woken up.
The Immortal Wanderer laughs at him. “I suppose I’ve overwhelmed you. Rest now. You are still recovering, after all. Rest. There is time to answer all of your questions”
Taken by a craving for sleep - to rest, sure, but also to escape his suddenly tumultuous thoughts - Jimin does as he’s told. He rests.
It turns out that Jimin is on the Immortal Wanderer’s mountain. He’s been recuperating here for a while, according to the revered cultivator. It’s an interesting place, Jimin thinks, looking over the flawless mountaintop, the cold snow that radiates the warmth of the sun, and the simple music of childish giggles that spread through the air.
His mother grew up on this mountain. She was an orphan collected by the Immortal Wanderer, just like Dawn, just like these children, just like so many before her. Yon grew up in this wondrous environment and when she became an adult, she decided to leave to explore the mortal world.
What would it have been like to grow up here? He can’t imagine it. Although it’s tranquil here, Jimin knows in his bones he would have been too rowdy for this mountaintop. Even if he drew Madam Jeon mad, Jimin belonged in Munghwa Pier as a child. As an adult…Well. Things change.
Jimin thinks about the new yin core in his body, ghosting a hand over his stomach wryly. Things really do change .
He can’t see the ground from this high in the mountain, or maybe it’s the mortal world that can’t reach the high summits of the Immortal Wanderer’s mountain. Either way, Jimin can’t help but wonder about the people he loves. How are they?
He wants to see them. He needs to.
“Already restless, are you?” the Immortal Wanderer asks, sneaking up behind him. “You’ve barely been awake for days and your spirit itches to run. Your mother was the same.”
“She was?”
“Yes. An unruly child who passed on her unruly heart to you, it seems,” she says fondly.
Jimin didn’t know that about his mother. He didn’t even truly know her or remember her face - he was too young when she and his father died. If he stays here a while, he wonders if the Immortal Wanderer will tell him stories of what Yon was like as a child. Did Jimin have more than just her restless spirit?
But at the same time, the idea of lingering here after it’s been so long…
“Am I healthy enough to leave the mountain?” he asks.
The Immortal Wanderer hums. “Well, with that yin core of yours, I reckon you are healthy enough to go where you want. The core is stable and you have a passable mastery over yin energy, so you are certainly safe. You might have a learning curve as you learn how to use that core, but I’m sure you’ll adapt quickly enough,” she surmises. “Leave whenever you like. But I do encourage you to work on developing a yang core. You are in the unique position to sustain a balanced yin-yang core as a mortal cultivator, and I think it would be interesting to see what you manage to do with it.”
The thought hadn’t even crossed his mind. He has a very acute desire to see Namjoon just them, or even bring Namjoon to the mountain so they can all discuss spiritual core theories together.
Jimin laughs in disbelief, pressing his palm over his stomach. “I can use yang energy again. How will I even start to develop a yang core…?”
“You can dual cultivate with your husband,” the Immortal Wanderer says bluntly. “Dual cultivation works wonders, even for us immortal cultivators.”
Jimin stills, looking at her quizzically. “My what?”
The Immortal Wanderer returns his expression. “Your husband.”
“ Husband ?” Jimin bleats. “ What husband? I don’t have a husband!”
She frowns deeply. “Do you not? I felt the bonding spell of the Horangi Sect when I was healing you. That ancient incantation is only bestowed upon spouses.”
Jimin fairly chokes on his spit. The Horangi Sect? Husband? Did that - is she - When did Jimin and Yoongi - oh, Gods, is it Yoongi ? It better be! He doesn’t want to be unknowingly married to anyone else!
The Immortal Wanderer pats his back as he catches his breath. “I thought you knew.”
Jimin shakes his head, eyes wide. “No! My having a husband is absolutely news to me! Are you certain? ”
There is a pause.
And then the Immortal Wanderer bursts into peals of laughter, tears running down her face, and Jimin can’t help but wonder if his mother learned some of that restless spirit from the immortal cultivator.
Jimin makes his way down the mountain trying not to feel like a new foal on legs. It’s difficult because the lightness in his body, while familiar from having known the power of a core before, is utterly strange. He forgot just how much gravity could weigh on a mortal body without a core. Now, his steps are nimble and quick and noiseless just like they used to be. It’s exciting and disarming.
Is it a dream? Maybe it is. Only a dream could conjure something as miraculous as living and gaining a new core - and even the possibility of a new golden core, too.
But, as his mouth dries from thirst halfway down the mountain, Jimin knows this is real. He’s living a miracle. He’s so fortunate.
There is a stream cutting through the mountain that Jimin has been following. According to the Immortal Wanderer, following this stream down the mountain will lead him to the plains near the Kkachi territory, and from there, he will be able to join the mortal world. Of course, this route to the immortal mountain will change as soon as he steps off it and Jimin will be unable to find his way back unless the Immortal Wanderer wills it. He thinks the trade-off - the promise of returning to his life - is well worth it, even if he will miss the strange immortal woman. Perhaps he will be able to meet her in the future.
Jimin kneels by the stream, cupping his hand to bring clear water to his lips. It’s not his imagination that this water tastes purer than any he’s had in his life, a clean cold stream that soothes his throat. He moves to dip his hand again, but his reflection catches his eyes, and Jimin can only lean forward to stare more intently.
When Jimin was young, his hair had a dirty blond tinge that would bleach white under the hot Busan summer sky after he and Jeongguk snuck away to play on the ocean shores and piers. After falling into the Burial Mounds the first time, he felt like his entire countenance dimmed, growing darker to match the resentment swirling through his veins. It made sense given that the burning candle of his golden core no longer lit him up from the inside. Now, he is startled to see his appearance has subtly changed once more.
Perhaps it is just the light of the sun streaming through the misty clouds overlaying the untouched mountain, or maybe he hasn’t seen his reflection clearly for too long. But it seems that Jimin’s hair has a platinum white shine to it, brighter even than the sun-bleached locks he knew as a child. And his eyes appear to be brighter, a clear gray with a silvery sheen. His face is full once more, the edge of starvation healed away by immortal hands, and a flush nearly masks the faint freckles on his cheeks.
Having unrefined yin energy spread loosely through his body and recovering from a missing core had dimmed Jimin for years. But now, having a yin core and all the vitality that goes with finally being healthy once more, Jimin seems to glow . Like walking starlight.
Looking at his reflection, Jimin would never be able to guess or even fathom all he has suffered and lost. He’s almost unrecognizable.
Perhaps that’s a good thing. He doesn’t know how long it’s been since he’s set foot in the mortal world, but he can imagine his face is one that wasn’t so easily forgotten. If it’s been a few years, then maybe his rejuvenated and brighter appearance will be enough to trick a few eyes. He had been toying with the idea of finding a mask, perhaps a fox face, to lend him some cover while he found his footing, but now, he thinks maybe it isn’t necessary.
He barely recognizes himself. Surely nobody else will.
As soon as Jimin leaves the base of the immortal mountain, a shiver races down his spine. The energy of the world is volatile and wild compared to the serenity of the mountain, and for a dizzying moment, he is lost in the assault on his newly sensitive senses. He’s always had a keen sense for ambient yin and yang energy, and now it’s almost like he can see it or taste it or smell it. A side effect of being away for so long, or something to do with his silver core?
In any case, after several minutes, the sensory overload dulls into something more manageable and Jimin goes about finding his bearings. He should be somewhere in Kkachi territory, but all around him is flat farmland and open blue skies. No towns, no identifying markers. He’s effectively lost.
He sets off through the plains, certain that he’ll come across a road or a river to follow soon enough. For reasons unclear to him, he finds his attention driving to the west, as if something is pulling at the threads of his energy. It’s so distant, but it feels familiar somehow.
Well then. Perhaps he’ll just follow that pull and go where it leads him.
Ever since Jimin can remember, he’s had a damnable talent for stumbling into situations. As a cultivator, this talent served him well since he happened across interesting cases simply by being in the right place at the right time. Or sometimes in the wrong place at the wrong time. At the moment, Jimin isn’t sure which of the two it is.
He’d followed that inexplicable pull to the west, moseying along a dusty trail worn by the wooden wheels of carts and the heavy hooves of animals, eventually arriving at a modest town. There, he spent an hour or so familiarizing himself with the world again, eagerly poking through market stalls and buying himself a bowl of kimchi stew with some of the money the Immortal Wanderer had given him when he left the mountain. Belly full, he’d continued his aimless path through the town as the sun set, wondering where he would lay his head for the night. It’s a warm and balmy spring day, and the idea of sleeping outdoors to watch the stars is actually appealing.
But then he stumbles across one of the larger homes in the town and spots a flurry of cultivators in white hanbok. He stops in his tracks and watches through the gate, too far away to hear the conversation between one of the cultivators and the simpering lady of the house. He’s been in that position long enough to recognize the bootlicking some commoners do when they summon cultivators to handle a haunting.
Jimin eyes the house skeptically. If it was haunted, it would surely show signs. He’d be able to feel it. But there’s nothing here - no ghost, no ghoul, no spirit.
When the mother drags her pudgy, nearly fully-grown son in front of the visiting cultivators, he understands the farce for what it is. He snorts, shaking his head. “Look at those baby Horangi cultivators,” he mutters, snickering at the confusion and discomfited expressions they subtly exchange with each other. Still too polite to tell people straight, even after…however many years have passed.
Unable to help himself, Jimin crosses the street and leans half his body over the stone fence. “Hey, lady!” he calls with a friendly smile. “Are you seriously trying to get your kid into cultivation now? He’s practically an adult! Too old to start! I thought everyone knew that?”
The group of baby-faced Horangi cultivators turns as one, all mochi cheeks and white manggeon. Gods, they must only be fourteen or fifteen. This must be a training errand for them, maybe some kind of exchange deal with the Kkachi Sect since this is definitely Kkachi territory. He wonders where their supervisor is - probably watching from a distance. The Horangi Sect always did like to imbue their cultivators with independence.
The lady of the house turns to him with surprise, and then a sneer. “Hah? Who are you? Butt out of my business!”
Jimin shrugs. “I’m not anyone, really,” he says. “I just don’t think it’s right to waste the time of these young cultivators!”
“Waste their time?” the woman sputters. “M-my house is haunted!”
“It’s really not,” Jimin says bluntly. “You just made it up to call them out here so you could dump your kid on them. Your kid doesn’t even have a nascent core, so what’s he going to do in a sect? You waited too long to get him training.”
The woman turns red, as does her son. “It’s never too late to learn! The scholars at the Horangi Sect are known for aiding all who wish to become cultivators!”
“So…you don’t deny you made up the haunting?” Jimin presses.
“You! What are you, some kind of lunatic?” she shouts.
“Go away, crazy!” the son adds.
Ignoring them, Jimin turns to the bewildered Horangi disciples. “Are you really going to entertain this? There’s no haunting here.”
One of the youths, a fresh-faced lad with a high nose bridge and oddly familiar eyes, steps forward, bowing politely. “It is our duty to see to the needs of the people. We must do our due diligence. Although, we thank you for your input, sunbae-nim.”
“Sunbae-nim?” Jimin echoes wryly. “Why call me that?”
“You appear well-versed in cultivation, so I can only assume you are our senior. Forgive me if my assumption is incorrect,” the same boy says.
Jimin hums. “I suppose I am your senior,” he agrees. He hasn’t been called sunbae since he was head disciple, and to hear it from the mouth of a boy from another sect is…strange. He hasn’t been able to consider himself a cultivator for so long, but he supposes the title never stopped being true, even when he was without a core. Now that he has a silver core and the hope of a golden core in the future…”Well, as your senior, let me offer some free advice. It’s best not to waste your time on assignments that are thinly veiled excuses to climb social ladders.”
The woman squeaks in outrage.
The boy bows again. “We will keep that in mind, sunbae-nim. Thank you for your advice.”
Jimin snickers. The Horangi Sect is way too polite sometimes, especially this new crop. He waves his hand lackadaisically, prepared to meander away. “Ah, sure. Good luck with this, in any case.”
Jimin leaves the house and the disciples behind, content with how much he’s interfered. They may not be his juniors, but someone needs to show these Horangi kids that the world doesn’t operate with the same honesty as their sect. Still, he knows they won’t leave until they have at least attempted to resolve the so-called haunting. Well, best of luck to them, then. Maybe their supervisor will put an end to the farce.
( “Who was that sunbae-nim?” Taehyun asks as they spread through the backyard of the house that is being haunted. Each of them is carrying a spirit-attracting flag tied to a thin bamboo pole, which is stuck in the ground at regular intervals.
Kai shakes his head, thinking about the pale-haired man in sweeping dark blue hanbok who had spoken so bluntly, somehow perfectly civil and utterly disrespectful at the same time. The man strikes him as so familiar, but he can’t quite put his finger on why.
“Whoever he was, even if he was right about this haunting, we still have to do our duty,” Kai says firmly. He jams his bamboo pole into the ground, eyeing the brush strokes of the talisman flag.
If there is one lesson Kai has learned from both of his guardians, it is that he should always do his duty to the best of his ability. Even if he should fail.)
Jimin doesn't intend to stick around. He really means to pass through town, still in search of whatever is pulling at him, but he ends up getting turned around. And when he happens to find himself back in front of the mansion, we'll, Jeongguk has told him many times that he's too nosy for his own good.
But how could Jimin not be nosy about this? They're using his talisman! Although the talismans are painted on quality fabric and they use far less blood than before, it's still undoubtedly his handiwork.
He can't help but scoff. “Sure, they shun me but they still use my inventions,” he says under his breath as he climbs over the back fence. He just wants to take a closer look! How are cultivators doing nighthunts these days?
Well, for this one at least, the Horangi sect has sent the young master back to his room after confiscating a spirit attracting lure from his meaty hand.
“It's dangerous,” Jimin can hear the calm one from earlier in the day say evenly. “Please stay in your sealed room and away from the backyard until sunrise.”
The young master grumbles, but he and his servant retreat, and the Horangi cultivator returns to the flag formation in the backyard. It's a simple, efficient setup. Five flags are set in a hexagonal pattern to lure the supposed spirit to the backyard and away from the main house to keep civilians safe.
The group of juniors doesn't realize Jimin is there until he's taken a talisman down to inspect it more closely. “A bit heavyhanded on the left side, but you should be able to draw yin ghosts here,” he says, and relishes when the prissy-faced one jumps and scowls at him.
“Hey! Don't touch that! Put it back!”
Jimin dances out of the way, having fun, but the calm one cuts in. “Please understand, we need all flags in place for the ritual to work.”
Something about that earnest tone strikes Jimin and he huffs, handing the flag back. He moves to lounge against the back fence, arms crossed over his chest. “Fine, fine. Do your ritual. But I'm telling you, there is no haunting here.”
“You're free to leave!” the prissy one says.
“Taehyun,” the calm one cautions.
“Well, he could leave! What's he even doing hanging around here?”
“Don't mind me,” Jimin says cheerfully. “I’m just here to observe. It's been a while since I saw the Horangi Sect in action!”
The young group of juniors more or less accepts his presence then, and he settles in for a night of watching teenagers stand beside flags imbued with a spark of spiritual energy. As the moon rises, Jimin’s certainty that this so-called hunt is a waste of time only strengthens. He really can't feel any disturbance here or in the town at all, really. He can tell by the way the juniors shift uneasily that they are coming to the same conclusion. Ah, well, it's a good lesson either way. Old Man Min Jinwoong would never teach his students that sometimes commoners just want to waste their time to status climb, but it's a lesson that has to be learned one way or another.
But then -
A cold surge of unbridled yin energy. as sharp as a smack in the face, followed by a frightened, bloodcurdling scream -
The juniors jump in place, whirling around to face the source of the noise. Jimin, meanwhile, stiffens against the fence, eyes peeling back to watch for the unexpected threat. Oddly, he senses resentment not from the flag formation the juniors created, but from the manor itself. His mind races. There are some cursed homes with spirits that slumber in the day, only to wreak havoc at night. He could be out of practice and that’s why he missed the signs. Or, possibly…
The young master’s servant comes tearing through the backyard, bloodied and crying. Coming after him is the lumbring form of the young master, and his wailing mother that tries to hold him back. The young man swings at her, and she falls to the ground, motionless.
Jimin’s eyes fall to the tattered scrap of fabric in the young man’s hand. The characters are shaky, but that is unmistakably a lure flag drawn in high-quality cinnabar. Judging by the splash of rust red at the edges, the young master had managed to cut himself when he was making it - so even though he doesn’t have any spiritual power himself, the inherent energy of his blood was enough to activate the botched talisman.
“Help us! Help!” the servant cries. “Young Master! He’s-!”
“A foolish boy! He tried to recreate the talisman!” Jimin snaps, still leaning on the fence. “And he got it just wrong enough to get himself possessed !”
“Is he…alive?” the prissy Horangi junior asks.
The calm one grimaces. “His mother no longer is. Hurry, we should contain him, and then see where to go from there.”
The calm one must be the leader, because the other Horangi juniors dutifully fall in line. Jimin watches their containment efforts keenly, ignoring the servant who cowers at his side. The disciples are well-trained and steadfast, which is what he would expect from the Horangi Sect. But despite their efforts, the possession is abnormally strong. Whatever this spirit was before it possessed the young master, it’s rife with fresh resentment.
It’s too much for them to handle alone.
“Call your supervisor out!” Jimin shouts.
One of the disciples listens to him, stepping back to send out a signal flare. Meanwhile, Jimin decides to pitch in. He won’t solve this problem for them, but he can’t sit by and watch junior disciples struggle against an unexpectedly strong foe. He will stall for time, and then be on his way.
Circling behind the parrying of Horangi disciples and the possessed young master, Jimin stands over the mother’s body. “You’ve been sleeping long enough,” he says bluntly. Summoning some of his power, Jimin claps his hands twice, and the mother’s eyes fly open, red and glowing. “Go restrain your son.”
The mother died in fear for her child and the emotion is fresh enough that her body has no reason to resist his orders. She is quick and agile, a good foil to her portly son, and his mastery over the yin energy in her body gives her strength. He stands with his arms crossed as he watches the two battle each other, and the Horangi disciples step back in awe.
“Is she…fighting him ?”
“Was it you?” the prissy one, Taehyun, demands. “Are you a yin cultivator?”
Jimin shrugs. “You could say that.”
The Horangi disciples shift uneasily at that, clearly intent on keeping their distance. He doesn’t blame them. Even with his new knowledge that yin cultivation is practiced by the immortals, it’s still a surreal thought to think his cultivation is in any way acceptable. No doubt there have been copycats over the years, further sullying what Jimin accomplished in life as the grandmaster of yin cultivation.
Ah, well. These aren’t his juniors. He doesn’t have any. What does it matter what they think?
Although Jimin is confident that the mother will be able to restrain her son, the fact remains that the spirit possessing the young master’s body is exceptionally strong. It’s really in everyone’s best interests to get this resolved as quickly as possible.
Clasping his hands behind his back, Jimin purses his lips into a whistle, drawing a high-pitched note through the air that strikes directly at the possessed young master. For each move the spirit makes, Jimin uses yin energy to stifle it, which makes the blows of the mother ghoul much more powerful. He keeps up his cheerful whistling for several minutes - and then stops when an oppressive cloud of cold, clean energy passes over the area. Not a moment later, the familiar twang of a zither echoes through the night.
There is a breathless, weightless pause as time seems to stop.
And then, with devastating accuracy, a wave of purifying yang energy crashes into both the possessed body and Jimin’s fierce corpse, almost instantly neutralizing both.
Jimin might not be able to see him, but he would recognize that energy anywhere. He’d seen that particular move several times during the war, and in the years that have passed, it’s only gotten stronger.
Min Yoongi, his heart sings. In the next second, a cowardly thought snatches his limbs, forcing him to wheel around and duck into the nearest shadows. He’s not ready to really meet Yoongi yet - there’s too much to say and no good way to say any of it! Ever since coming down the mountain, Jimin hasn’t thought about seeing Yoongi at all, at least not yet! And now here he is! Jimin could cry .
He allows himself a single peek, just enough to see that Yoongi is as fine-boned and beautiful as ever, before he draws the shadows unto himself and scampers out of town.
Next time! He’ll meet with Yoongi next time!
“ Divine Hand! Divine Hand, there was a yin cultivator here! ”
Yoongi’s gaze sharpens. He thought he felt something, but he wrote it off as the resentful spirits that needed to be cleansed. He directs his gaze to Kai. “Where?”
Kai shakes his head. “He left when you arrived…”
Yoongi presses his lips together, admonishing himself for that kernel of hope he felt. It’s been thirteen years. Hope should not spring eternal.
As Jimin passes through the next town, he acquires a donkey mostly by accident. It’s a naught creature unwanted by its previous owner and, as soon as Jimin had bought apples from a market stall, the damned thing decided to follow him. No matter what Jimin did, he couldn’t shake the donkey or stop it from nipping at his pockets with its shockingly strong teeth. At one point, he even tries to run, but when the donkey gives chase, he resigns himself to having a new companion.
Jimin and the donkey come to a stop at a creek just off the side of a worn-down road. He curls his lips at the donkey. “You know, you could at least let me ride you. My feet are tired.”
The donkey brays. Jimin imagines the wretched creature is saying as if .
Well, Jimin has never been one to turn down a challenge! While the donkey occupies itself at the creek, Jimin hunts for an adequately long stick and peels off a thread from his clothes, affixing one of the last apples in his arsenal to the string to hang from the stick. It’s with no small amount of triumph that Jimin manages to mount the donkey’s back, swinging the apple back and forth to lead the donkey forward.
Jimin pats the side of the donkey’s neck. “Look at that. All creatures truly can be tamed,” he laughs.
The donkey tries to bite him. Jimin snatches his hand back, laughing nervously. Animals usually love him - this one must be seriously disturbed. Maybe he should let it run free?
They follow the road for some time. He wonders if he’s putting any good distance between himself and the previous town - wonders if a certain someone is looking for him. Probably not. From what he recalls of Horangi nighthunts, going off to chase after a random man would not be an approved action. It’s not like Jimin gave the juniors a reason to suspect him, so he doubts anyone will be looking for him.
He hopes, at least. He really, really isn’t prepared for any kind of confrontation. He doesn’t even know how long it’s been since he was in the mortal world and he’s still getting his bearings. He still feels a pull in a particular direction and wonders what it is he’s sensing. He didn’t leave behind many things in this world when it all went to shit. Well, other than Jangnan and Nunchi and, of course, the core residing in Jeongguk’s body. But the pull is more westward than southerly, so surely he isn’t sensing Jeongguk from this far away. One of his weapons, then? Why?
It’s as he’s pondering the issue that the damn donkey manages to chomp down on the apple and, having gained its treat, bucks Jimin right off his back. He lands on his ass with a groan, glaring up at the loathsome creature as it gnaws on the apple. “You’re more trouble than you’re worth, stubborn thing,” he grumbles.
The donkey doesn’t seem to care what Jimin has to say. It moves on from the apple to nearby sprigs of fresh spring grass.
Jimin rolls his eyes and flops down onto the ground with his arms spread wide, staring up at the sky. It’s a nice day. The sunlight feels good on his skin. He could rest here for a while.
He must fall asleep, because the next thing he knows, the wet nose of the donkey is nudging at his cheek to wake him up. Around him, the grass has been chewed down, so the donkey must be searching for more food. Hopefully, it just smells apples on him and doesn’t intend to make Jimin its next meal.
He sits up, pushing the donkey away by the cheek, and comes nearly face-to-face with a wide, somewhat vacant gaze set on a youthful face. It’s a young woman, maybe an older teen, with long hair tangled in a dozen braids and a wrinkled hanbok. Jimin stifles his startled reaction as the girl watches him, unblinking.
Then, she starts to do the oddest thing. She starts to dance . That vacant gaze lifts away from Jimin and stares up at the mountain in the near distance, and with almost ritualistic precision, the girl strikes the same series of five or six dance moves.
Jimin tilts his head. Interesting.
“Lee Eun!” an older woman calls, rushing forward. Probably the mother. She sends Jimin an apologetic look, bowing several times as she makes excuses for her daughter’s odd behavior. Apparently, both Lee Eun and the mother are recent widows. After Lee Eun’s marriage a month ago, her husband died in a mudslide, and Lee Eun went to pray at the temple on the mountain; when she came back, she was very ill, and that prompted her father to pray at the same temple. The night of the father’s return, he died and Lee Eun adopted this strange, vacant-eyed dancing condition.
“She does not talk, she does not eat, she will not bathe,” the mother frets, still trying to stop Lee Eun’s dancing. “All she does is dance! I don’t know what to do anymore, so I will take her to the temple to pray again.”
Sounds reasonable enough. Commoners tend to pray before they think of any other solution, and why wouldn’t they? Common people don’t have the same training as cultivators. They can’t recognize the same signs that Jimin can.
“This temple sounds interesting. Is there something special about it to your village?”
The mother releases Lee Eun, and they both watch as the young girl continues to dance, swaying closer to the mountain in the near distance with each step. The mother sighs. “The temple in the mountain was not built by man. As the story goes, there was a sacred stone dropped there some centuries ago that would grant luck to any who touched it. Over time, as more people worshipped the stone, it took the form of a goddess and carved a temple for itself in the mountain. Now, we pray at the temple to restore health and bless the spirits of our loved ones.”
Jimin hums. “Do you mind if I come with you? I’m new to this area and would like to see this temple myself.”
The mother doesn’t mind. She wrangles her daughter and Jimin wrangles his donkey, and they set off for the mountain temple. It is maybe a half-day walk away, which gives Jimin plenty of time to come up with a plan. This new core of his could use some testing and this is the perfect opportunity.
The story of Lee Eun and her mother is sad, of course, but it’s also a clear case of a new spirit granting clumsy wishes. When Lee Eun prayed after her husband’s death, the spirit took her health in exchange for guiding Lee Eun’s husband into the afterlife; when Lee Eun’s father went to pray for his daughter’s health, he unknowingly offered his own life in exchange. The only problem is that when the spirit granted Lee Eun’s wish, it accidentally took part of her soul, and that is something that cannot be easily returned. Lee Eun is healthy now, but her soul is fractured. Praying at the temple may or may not help. At worst, Jimin thinks destroying the new spirit should restore Lee Eun and prevent new tragedies in the future.
It’s a simple case, the kind Jimin has been working since he was fourteen, and he’s eager for the work.
Of course, with a new spirit causing troubles like this, it’s no surprise that cultivators have begun to gather for a night hunt. As they walk closer to the mountain, Jimin spies a few rogue cultivators and groups from smaller sects, all eager to solve the case - and likely get reward money or other goods in exchange. To his chagrin, he notices that some of them carry his spirit-attracting talismans, and even the compass he designed right before his would-be death.
Where did they get these things? It’s absurdly hypocritical, but so very like the cultivation gentry that he can’t be terribly surprised.
“Perhaps you and your daughter should stay here,” Jimin advises the mother gently. He nods at the cultivators trekking up the mountain. “There seems to be a night hunt. It’s likely the hunt will resolve your daughter’s issues. If not, you can still visit the temple, or perhaps visit a sect to see a cultivation physician to help with Lee Eun’s condition.”
The mother hesitantly agrees, drawing Lee Eun back down the mountain path and away from potential danger. Jimin, on the other hand, drags himself and the donkey up the mountain trail, eager for a closer look. Nobody pays him any mind. Why would they? It’s been so long, nobody probably remembers his face, and he does look different than he did before. Alive, rather than the walking dead. They might use his inventions, but none of these cultivators would be able to recognize him on sight. Some of them are young enough that he bets they hadn’t even fought in the war.
It’s been a while since Jimin has been on any sort of night hunt, let alone one that isn’t formally organized by a single sect. This hunt seems to be a free-for-all challenge for any cultivator who comes across it, which is unusual. There seem to be many more rogue cultivators now than ever before, which is also odd. Well, even with this many cultivators hanging around, there’s no reason why Jimin shouldn’t take a look. He probably won’t be needed, but he’s always been nosy!
Halfway up the mountain, Jimin catches sight of a troop of young white-clad cultivators walking in two short rows up to the top of the mountain. Jimin ducks behind a tree, partially hiding behind wood and the donkey, peering at the Horangi juniors as they march on by. His gaze darts around, searching for Yoongi, but he doesn’t see him or feel him. Another supervised hunt? Is Yoongi waiting down the mountain? Jimin really, really doesn’t remember the Horangi Sect training disciples like this!
Jimin blows a big breath out. It’s alright. He can still take a peek at the mountain spirit causing all these problems and still stay out of sight. He side-eyes the donkey he’s crouched behind. Maybe he’ll leave it behind. Nothing like a braying donkey to break his cover…
Onward and forward, Jimin leaves the donkey in a clearing and heads up the mountain, keeping his distance from any cultivator he happens to pass. It’s only as he gets near enough to the temple to sense the fluctuation of unstable energy that things start to go south.
There is a deep rumble beneath his feet, followed by a cacophony of shouts from the temple and a veritable stampede of cultivators rushing back down the mountain path. He steps aside to make way for them, trying to piece together the jumbled yelps of alarm as they flee. Back from the temple, there is more shouting and an unearthly voice yelling out.
It seems the mountain spirit woke up - and it doesn’t seem to be very happy at all.
Unlike others, Jimin does not run away from the danger, and neither do the young Horangi disciples. Not good. They should be the first to run away when there’s a newly unleashed spirit! Juniors don’t have the capability to take on something like this!
Jimin’s heart is pounding by the time he reaches the temple, but his mind is calm. He takes in details rapidly - a trio of rogue cultivators trying to capture the mountain spirit, who has taken the form of a 10-foot stone statue, a junior from the Mugunghwa Sect trying to shoot the statue with an arrow, other juniors from the Horangi Sect forming sword sigils to pool energy for a spell. Several cultivators have been knocked away, many of them juniors from the Kkachi Sect, bloodied by the enraged spirit. The spirit itself has disquieted energy, clearly in the middle of a tantrum.
Jimin hooks a hand around one of the Horangi disciples. “Hey! Call your supervisor! Isn’t the Divine Hand here?” he prompts urgently. And it is urgent because Jimin can feel himself thrumming with power, but he also doesn’t have any tools - no sword, no flute, no Dohoon, not even a sheet of talisman paper.
The Horangi disciple is the calm baby-faced one and he hardly startles when he sees Jimin. He nods and pats at his chest, clearly searching his pockets. The disciple’s eyes widen and his pats grow more frantic. He turns big dragon-shaped eyes up at Jimin. “I don’t have a flare!”
“You didn’t restock since the mansion?” Jimin demands, because really , that’s a huge oversight, Yoongi!
“This was a spontaneous hunt!” the disciple cries.
Yoongi! Why are you unpredictable now? Jimin despairs.
He breathes out, collecting himself. Okay, no signal flares means no quick rescue from the Divine Hand. The senior cultivators here are rogues with very limited power and no sense of teamwork, and the junior cultivators are valiant but equally unskilled. The cultivators who fled early on may reach the foot of the mountain very quickly, and their panicking may bring attention to the crisis at the top of the mountain - that would certainly be enough to summon Yoongi.
Alright. Jimin is here. He can buy time.
Spotting bamboo, Jimin makes a plan. “Let me borrow this,” he says to the calm Horangi junior as he knicks his sword, swiftly cutting down bamboo and whittling pedestrian holes into the shaft. It’s artless, nothing at all like the dedication and time he spared to make Nunchi in the Burial Mounts, but it’ll do. Jimin tosses the sword back to the confused junior, spins on his heel, and plays a series of shrieking, power-imbued notes.
The effect is immediate, from both spirit and people alike. The spirit itself pauses its rampage, creaking stone head swiveling slowly to face him, frozen mid-way in the act of swinging at a stupidly brave junior. The juniors, on the other hand, stare at him with utter bafflement.
“Is now really the time for such awful playing?” the prissy Horangi disciple snarks.
Jimin ignores him, playing more notes, no clear melody in mind as he weaves a command through the music. Listen to me. Stop this violence. Calm down. Follow me , he urges, ever a snake charmer. Unthinkingly, his fingers tumble over the gouges in the bamboo, playing the most soothing melody he knows - one that followed him through his long, deep sleep, a song written just for him…
He takes a careful step backward, and the mountain spirit follows with a step toward him. Good. If he can get enough distance between the spirit and the disciples, then he can minimize injuries. The spirit is fighting him, and although there is some strain on his silver core, Jimin has the situation well in hand. He doesn’t need help.
Of course, these juniors are too green to realize this. Seeing an opening, they rally and try to hit the weak point on the spirit - but their cores are too new to have any true strength, and a newly awakened spirit made of stone isn’t going to have a lot of obvious weaknesses. Jimin’s hold on the spirit breaks and the stone statue wheels around with a snarl, once again going after the remaining cultivators on the mountain.
Not good. He didn’t buy enough time! And he can’t let these children get hurt on his watch! Clearly, manipulating the mountain spirit itself isn’t going to work - maybe if he had Nunchi, things would be different, but this makeshift flute of his doesn’t have Nunchi’s strength. What he needs is a spirit strong enough to subdue the mountain spirit. Or not even a spirit - an enraged fierce corpse would do too!
With a new plan in mind, Jimin pushes out with all of his senses and plays the flute loudly, calling to any yin-saturated strength nearby, summoning it to him. On the peripherals of his senses, he snags against something - something terribly familiar. He barely has the thought that something that familiar shouldn’t be here before that familiar thing - person - is racing through the trees faster than the wind, slamming into the stone statue with a thunderous boom.
More yelling. More chaos. Jimin, eyes peeled wide open, doesn’t stop playing. He can’t. He’s afraid that if he stops playing, then the impossible thing he sees before him will also disappear.
Under heavy blows of pure yin energy, the mountain spirit is reduced to rubble, plumes of dust clouding the mountain path. The juniors from all the sects scramble backward, confused at the rapid turn of events. Jimin stays rooted in place, the flute still held to his mouth, awaiting another note. And the thing - person - he summoned slowly steps out of the dust.
Dohoon looks the same , is the first thought that registers. It’s true. Dohoon still has his youthful face and a pale, slightly ashy complexion, long dark hair swinging freely around his shoulders. He has on a bamboo hat and clothes that are meant for farming. And Jimin can feel him - can feel the pulse of his own power from long ago still anchoring Dohoon’s soul to his body. Oh. Is this what he’s been sensing this whole time…?
“Dohoon?” Jimin breathes.
Dohoon’s big eyes widen. “Jimin-hyung…?”
Jimin inhales sharply, taking a step back - and he steps directly into a warm, broad wall of flesh. A large hand snaps up, quick as lightning, to close around his wrist, pulling his flute away from his mouth. He knows this touch as well as he knows his own. Jimin turns his wide-eyed gaze from Dohoon up to Yoongi, who stares down at him as if staring at a ghost. That explains why his grip is so bruisingly tight.
Gods. Jimin feels dizzy. Yoongi is here , which is what he wanted, but so is Dohoon , because Dohoon is alive and Jimin summoned him and Dohoon is supposed to be dead, but he’s not. Why isn’t he dead?
From the other side of the rubble that once made the stone statue, young disciples from the Mugunghwa Sect start yelling. It's hard to hear at first as they rush toward a figure emerging from the mountain path by sword, but by the time black boots drop to the ground, Jimin can understand what they're saying.
“Sect Leader! Sect Leader, the Ghost General is here!”
“And the Divine Hand!”
“That man summoned him! What do we do?”
Sect Leader. Jimin’s eyes trail away from Yoongi, falling upon a violet gaze he has known for almost his entire life. And he thinks, Oh. You aren't in Busan. I was sensing you, too.
“Hyung?” Jeongguk chokes out.
Jimin feels himself go limp, suddenly dizzy and exhausted. Yoongi takes his weight easily, moving to brace one of Jimin’s shoulders as he slumps, still held in place by that firm hand around his wrist. His lips quirk into a faint smile.
“Heh. Did you miss me?” he asks breathlessly, right before the world goes dark at the edges.
He can be embarrassed about fainting from shock later.
( “Did I miss him? That idiot! I'm going to kill him!”
“I believe that would be counterintuitive.”
“Oh, shut up and give me my brother!”
A tightening grip as a limp body is hefted into sturdy arms.
A twitching brow and a whip of lightning cracking down on the ground.
“Min Yoongi!”
“Jeon Jeongguk!”
“What right do you have to him? He's my brother! He's part of the Mugunghwa Sect!”
“You kicked him out.”
“Pretended to! He's still our head disciple! Nobody has ever replaced him. So, give him to me!”
“No.”
“What do you mean no?”
Juniors from the most important sect watch as two of the most influential men in the cultivation world argue over someone who….appears to be….possibly the….Ulsan Patriarch. Who evidently isn't as dead as anyone thought.
Jeon Jeongguk flicks his lightning whip and Min Yoongi blocks him with a sonorous stroke of zither, which has materialized in front of him and his charge. The resulting boom as these two powers meet is deafening.
One young Horangi disciple edges closer to the only other conscious adult in the area. “Um, Samchon , should we summon Namjoon ? If that's really him… ”
What a tremendous thought. He's too hopeful to complete it, wringing his hands together. The young boy can't drag his eyes away from that long tumble of pale blond hair. No wonder that man seemed familiar…
Dohoon glances at Kai with wide eyes. “That is a good idea,” he whispers, pulling out a talisman to activate and send off in a flash. Dohoon then straightens his shoulders, although he still speaks meekly when he steps between the two strong powers. “Ah, um, Sect Leader Jeon, Divine Hand…perhaps Jimin-hyung should be relocated to someplace more comfortable.”
Jeongguk and Yoongi glare at each other territorially but reluctantly agree. Even as they troop down the mountain with their juniors in tow, they do not stop glaring at each other, and Yoongi does not let Jimin go.)
When Jimin comes to, his first thought is that he’s staring at a ghost - two of them, even. There’s just no other explanation. Kim Namjoon and Kim Dohoon are dead . They sacrificed themselves and their relatives futilely for Jimin. He mourned them, and lost his mind over his failure to protect them. And yet, when he opens his eyes, all he can see is Namjoon’s tense expression as he pinches Jimin’s wrist, tracking the flow of his qi, Dohoon’s round face peering over his shoulder.
Jimin coughs. “What…?”
Namjoon’s dragon eyes flick down to him and he drops his wrist, no longer tracking his pulse. “I don’t think you’ve ever been so healthy in your life.”
“You’re alive ?” Jimin chokes out, leaning up on his elbows. He distantly notes that he’s on a luxuriously soft bed in a clearly expensive room, the sun setting in the sky through the window behind Dohoon.
Namjoon snorts. “I should be asking you that.”
“We should all be asking you that,” a terse voice cuts through, and oh, that is Jeongguk all grown up. He got so much taller and broader, but his eyes are still the same as when he was a child. “Hyung, what the fuck?”
Jimin blinks, taking in the room more fully. It’s definitely an inn room, one of the nicer ones in the village at the base of the mountain probably. He can hear voices downstairs and smell rich gochujang spices from the restaurant below. Namjoon kneels at his bedside with a leather satchel of medicine, Dohoon hovering closely to assist. Jeongguk is standing by the door, arms crossed and agitated. And Yoongi is there, too, a sedate, yet intense presence at the foot of the bed. He pins Jimin in place with his golden gaze, the weight of a thousand unspoken words keeping Jimin in place.
“I…am alive,” Jimin says after a beat.
“So we gathered,” Namjoon says wryly. “The question is how .”
“Yeah, exactly,” Jimin shoots back. “How are you alive? They said you and Dohoon were burned!”
“Lies,” Yoongi intones.
“Stop deflecting,” Jeongguk goads. There’s something in his expression, something broken or fracturing, as he steps forward. “You’ve been gone for thirteen years. Dead. The last time I saw you - there was no way you could have survived! We couldn’t even -”
“Your spirit could not be summoned,” Yoongi tells him softly, a wretched twist of grief to his expression.
Jimin winces. “Well,” he starts, fully sitting up on the bed. He runs a hand through his hair, still marveling at the star-spun strength and shine of it. “In my defense, I thought I was dead too, until a couple of weeks ago.”
He’s met with silence and incredulous stares. And then Jeongguk bursts out, “Why can’t you ever explain something plainly?”
“Hey! I explain stuff all the time!” Jimin defends.
“Half of what you say is bullshit! We all know it!” his brother bites back. “Don’t try that right now! You’ve - you’re back but Namjoon-ssi says you have a core, but not a core he’s familiar with? What’s going on?”
“Oh, that,” Jimin says. He touches a hand to his stomach and his silver core spins happily. “It’s…a long story.”
Before he can say any more - before Jeongguk can flip out more or Yoongi can give him those sad, intense eyes - there is a perfunctory knock on the door. The door slides open and an unlikely trio enters the room, making the space quite stuffy indeed. Curiously, Jung Hoseok beelines to Namjoon, who has moved with Dohoon to sit at a small tea table in the middle of the room. Jimin watches Hoseok and Namjoon hold hands, his brows lifting. Then, there is Kim Seokjin - or rather, Jeon Seokjin now, who gapes at Jimin for several long moments before hurrying to Jeongguk, laying a calming hand on Jeongguk’s tense shoulder. He murmurs something to Jeongguk under his breath and Jeongguk closes his eyes, breathing out as his shoulders slump. And then, Kim Taehyung enters the room, fanning his face idly as his sharp green eyes first fall on Jimin, and then everyone else in the room. He doesn’t seem the least bit surprised to see Jimin or this collection of people in the same room, and somehow, that is the least surprising thing of all.
“I heard a rumor about a blond cultivator traveling through my territory,” Taehyung says idly. He sits down at the table to make himself a cup of tea, utterly unbothered. “But when I sent Eunwoo to track that cultivator down, the rumors had already moved on to a new intrigue. I was terribly disappointed. Now, I suppose I don’t have to be.”
“Were you going to say anything?” Jeongguk demands.
Taehyung waves his fan. “Oh, sure, if there was something to tell, just like I’m sure you would have informed me if our roles were reversed.” Taehyung pauses pointedly and Jeongguk looks away. “Ah, I see. Well, I suppose it’s a good thing Hoseok-ssi was with me when Namjoon-ssi sent a message. Now we’re all here to hear the story our beloved friend has to share.”
With the way Taehyung has said this, there’s no way for Jimin to squirrel out of a satisfactory explanation. He’s not sure if he even wants to. In his first life, before the Immortal Wanderer saved him, the thing that got him in trouble was keeping secrets and trying to be noble. But now…With these people in this room, the people who are closest to him and the people who are miraculously still alive, he doesn’t feel like keeping secrets or telling tales. Just the thought of it seems exhausting.
He sighs, rolling his head back. “Fine, I’ll tell you. But you aren’t going to believe it.”
“Says the dead man come back to life,” Seokjin mutters.
Jimin ignores the comment. “That last time at the Burial Mounds, when I destroyed the tiger amulet, it…should have killed me. My body didn’t tolerate the strain of that much energy and, as Yoongi-hyung implied, neither did my soul. But it seems that someone was watching and took the opportunity to save me, although the restoration took time. Thirteen years apparently.”
“Someone?”
“Who could do such a thing?”
“The Immortal Wanderer,” Jimin answers, spreading his hands out in a helpless shrug. “My mother’s teacher rescued me and has been healing me all this while.”
That sparks twin stares of incredulity from Jeongguk and Namjoon. One, because Jimin has lied about the Immortal Wanderer’s healing abilities in the past, and the other, because he played the role of the false Wanderer himself.
“It’s true!” Jimin says defensively. “She really did heal me! I just walked down from her mountain not a week ago!”
“Oh, so the mountain is real?” Jeongguk drawls sarcastically.
Jimin huffs at him. “Yes, it’s real! Very real!”
“Could you show us where it is, then?”
Jimin draws a blank, but then, he knew he would. It’s part of the spell the Immortal Wanderer placed on her home. At Jimin’s silence, Jeongguk smacks his fist against his thigh. “I knew it!” he exclaims.
“I can’t help it if I’m bespelled!” Jimin argues. He presses his hand over his stomach again. “Besides, I’m not lying. How else do you think I got this core?”
“What is that core, anyway?” Namjoon prods. “It feels like…”
“It’s a yin core, a silver core,” Jimin confirms, and listens to the gasps in the room. He nods empathetically. “I didn’t imagine such a thing was possible, but according to the Immortal Wanderer, yin cores aren’t unusual for the immortals. I was just…doing it wrong, before.”
The air of frank disbelief radiating through the room might have been insulting if Jimin wasn’t still feeling his own disbelief about the whole thing himself - and he’s the one walking around with the yin core. For the sake of simplicity, he leaves off the fact that he could cultivate a yang core as well. That might be a conversation best saved for Yoongi’s ears only…
“Are you back, then?” Hoseok asks. He’s been the most quiet throughout these last minutes, but his eyes are wet, betraying his feelings.
Jimin nods.
Jeongguk makes an aggravated noise. “Were you ever going to tell anyone? Why were you wondering around Kkachi territory instead of-”
Instead of coming home ?
It’s a fair question. Jimin looks down, picking at the hem of his hanbok. “I wasn’t ready. I wasn’t sure…”
…if there’s a place for me in the world, still…
…if everyone had already moved on…
“You’re so stupid,” Jeongguk tells him bluntly, crossing his arms over his chest and lifting his chin away with an arrogant tilt. “Who doesn’t come back home after being gone for so long? Idiot.”
Jimin’s smile matches Seokjin’s, even as Taehyung conceals a snort and Namjoon and Hoseok stifle laughter. Yoongi, meanwhile, sighs deeply and rests the weight of his golden gaze on Jimin.
“I’ll visit soon. I promise,” Jimin says, chancing a glance at Yoongi. “I have some…things to take care of, I think.”
His brother narrows his eyes, looking between them. He presses his lips together, clearly holding himself back from saying something. “Fine. But I’ll hunt you down if you disappear again.”
“You’ll have to visit me, as well,” Taehyung says as he stands. His eyes are twinkling. “I have a riddle you can help Namjoon-ssi solve. I know how you like challenges.”
“Us too, Jimin-hyung!” Dohoon insists, and he looks and sounds as young as ever. It belatedly occurs to Jimin that it doesn’t seem like Dohoon is aging as he should - he looks barely a day over seventeen, if that, and it’s been thirteen years. “Visit the farm!”
Namjoon hums in agreement, standing with his medical satchel. “As annoying as you can be, I’d be happy to have you stay for a few days. I’m sure I have a few riddles for you to solve, too,” he says, and Jimin can only imagine that they’re both wondering the same thing about Dohoon.
( He’s not aging, is he? Why not? Because of what Jimin did to restore his soul and bring him back? Jimin can sense his energy in Dohoon, so could it be that Dohoon’s life is connected to Jimin’s? If Jimin really had died that day or if the Immortal Wanderer failed, what would have happened to Dohoon? What will happen to Dohoon if Jimin achieves immortality? What a riddle, indeed.)
His family, friends, and compatriots file out of the room soon after, except for Yoongi, who moves through a sedate routine of preparing tea for the two of them. Jimin can’t help but smile as he watches him, fond adoration just as sharp as ever. Min Yoongi has always been Jimin’s exception, hasn’t he?
“My, how bold of you to not take your leave with the others,” Jimin teases as Yoongi hands him a cup of tea. “Did you want to be alone with me?”
“This is my room,” Yoongi tells him calmly. “If anyone here is bold, it is you.”
Jimin laughs.
(He is alive. Alive and breathing and more beautiful than ever. Sharing the same air, watching the same sky. Alive. Vibrant and bursting with potential, just like when they were young and he was foolish.
So gloriously alive he can hardly believe it. He would think he was dreaming if not for the fact that he’s felt the warmth and heft of his body in his arms. Not even his mos vivid dreams could trick him so thoroughly.
Alive.
For the first time in such a long time, Yoongi feels alive, too.)
Yoongi orders him a lavish dinner full of the species dishes the inn has to offer and strong rice wine that makes Jimin’s mouth water at the first whiff. Yoongi goes through the trouble of setting their small table himself, and Jimin can't help but think he is being indulgent.
“That's more than three bowls,” Jimin teases.
In the past, Yoongi might have ducked his head a bit and sidestepped the observation. Now, he blinks with slow golden eyes and pours Jimin’s liquor. “Yes,” he agrees simply, no hint of shame at all.
Jimin can only laugh, delighted in his companion. He downs the wine eagerly, tossing his head back with relish. How long has it been since he's had such good food and cherished company? It hasn't escaped his notice either, how closely Yoongi is sitting - rather than across the table, he sits at the adjacent corner, easily within reach. To keep Jimin close, or to keep himself close to Jimin? Ultimately, it doesn't matter. The last thing Jimin ever wants to do is leave Yoongi again. He doesn't know what that means for his future, or if he is even welcome in cultivation society anymore, but he can figure it out later.
They get partway through the meal before Yoongi speaks, breaking yet another clan rule. “There are things you must know,” he begins, instantly capturing Jimin’s curiosity with his serious tone.
When Yoongi’s topic of choice becomes clear, Jimin is thankful its him delivering the news. Anyone else would not be suitable - too connected to the corrupt individual at the root of Jimin’s problems in one way or another. And to say Jimin is stunned that his first life ended as the result of the machinations of an ambitious ladder-climbing snake would be an understatement.
The things Jimin is responsible for are clear - he did indeed invent a new field of mortal cultivation and he did kill thousands in the war and in rescuing the Ilsan refugees, he did kill more. But that is where the list of his crimes, as he and the rest of the world know them, end.
Jimin did not curse Kim Sangsik - he didn't even kill him since the ghost he allegedly summoned to defend himself wasn't in his control at the time. Yoongi delivers these revelations firmly, leaving no room for doubt. There has already been a trial and a confession and evidence collected. Jimin is innocent of the crime that caused the downfall of the Burial Mounds and led to his death. Or rather, his supposed death.
Even as relief washes over him - because there had been lingering doubt in himself, unsure of whether his mind was too twisted at the end to remember his own actions correctly - he still feels some disbelief. The world is no longer after him. What an unbelievable concept.
But Yoongi doesn't lie.
Jimin leans forward on the table as Yoongi stacks their used plates into a neat pile. He offers a lackadaisical smile, wondering, “Well, what am I to do with myself now? I’m not on the run anymore…” A light, mischievous feeling crosses through him, and Jimin presses on, keeping his eyes trained on the most fascinating person he’s ever met. “I supposed I could go back to Busan. Gguk-ah probably needs help whipping some kids into shape. Or, I could take up farming! You know, I did like growing things in the Burial Mounds, even if it was only radishes.”
Yoongi hums warmly.
Jimin wiggles his brows, dropping his voice. “Or….I could go live at Horangi Recesses and warm the bed of the sect heir. That might be worthwhile, don’t you think?”
The tips of Yoongi’s ears flush bright red and Jimin can’t help it. He throws back his head, laughter cramping in his stomach. “Yoongi-hyung! You still haven’t changed after all these years! You-”
Jimin’s words are cut off by a warm, insistent mouth pressing against his. The suddenness might be rude to someone else, but this is what Jimin has been goading his long-lost lover about and he feels a flash of victory when he is summarily pulled into Yoongi’s lap.
He’s missed this. He missed Yoongi , so much. Did it feel this good in Jimin’s first life, this flash of heat as hot hands brand themselves against his skin? Was the rush this intoxicating, as his breath is stolen again and again, spit-slick lips sliding over jaws and sucking on necks to leave bruising marks? He feels overly sensitive, every inch of his body thrashing with energy as Yoongi takes and takes everything he offers so freely. Jimin could practically feel the yin core in his body jumping for Yoongi’s yang core, and it was not the right time now - dual cultivation with power like theirs would require more privacy than what can be found in an inn - but -
Jimin quivers under his lover’s heavy touch, his hanbok hanging open as he straddles Yoongi’s lap. Yoongi is similarly disheveled, his eyes as hot as his mouth, everything molten and languid as hips roll together - a hurried, rushed affair in some ways, but positively lazy in others. The lust is there, but it is curbed by a sense to savor the sweetness of the reunion. Jimin trembles and quivers, his body racing for completion even as his mind stretches toward the future.
He can have this. He can have Yoongi and he can be happy . He can live.
“You know,” Jimin says, panting as he grinds forward, his hips caught in Yoongi’s firm touch. He digs his fingers into Yoongi’s bare shoulders for better leverage, thighs shaking. “The Immortal Wanderer told me a strange thing.”
Yoongi bites down on his jaw, then laves at the tender skin sweetly. “Hn.”
“She-she said I had a - ah - a husband w-who could help me dual cultivate,” he says breathlessly.
Yoongi freezes, clamping down on Jimin’s waist to stop his movements. Jimin whines in protest, but his Yoongi is stronger than ever and Jimin can only huff in frustration. Still, beyond that, his mind snags on Yoongi’s response and he snorts, pulling Yoongi’s face away from his neck with a sure grip on Yoongi’s smooth hair.
“So, it’s true, huh?”
“Jimin…”
“Yoongi!” Jimin exclaims mockingly. “Have we really been married this whole time? And you never bothered to tell me? How sneaky of you!”
Yoongi frowns at him.
“All this time, I thought we had a torrid affair under the noses of cultivation gentry, but the truth was, you were just observing your conjugal rights!” Jimin says. “Tell me, how long have we been married, hm? How did I miss the ceremony?”
Yoongi’s ears, if possible, turn more red. “...Cold Pond Cave.”
Jimin blinks, tracing back through his memory and - yes, Yoongi did bind their hands together in the Cold Pond Cave, didn’t he? As a way to shield Jimin from his ancestor’s savage defenses, Yoongi joined their wrists with his manggeon, and in doing so, essentially completed a handfasting ceremony when they knelt in front of his ancestor. It’s almost absurd how warm Jimin feels at the thought, because -
“I thought you hated me!” he says, shaking his head in wonder. “Yoongi-hyung, did you really just accept an accidental marriage with someone who annoyed you so much?”
“Did not hate you,” Yoongi declares solemnly, tightening his grip on Jimin’s hip. “Could never hate Jimin. I have loved you far longer than you realize. I loved you before I even realized what love was. I will love you beyond my last breath.”
Heart tumbling in his chest, Jimin sinks his full weight onto Yoongi’s lap, his bones liquified by affection. This is not the first time Yoongi has told him he loves him, but it is by far Jimin’s favorite instance so far.
He holds Yoongi’s precious, beloved face between his hands, and feels like he’s holding his entire world. Everything he has ever been searching for - acceptance, freedom, permission to be himself - is in his grasp, golden feline eyes and a stoic face hiding a burning heart right between his palms.
“I really, really like you,” Jimin declares. “I loved you even when my soul was scattered. I want you. I want to nighthunt with you and sleep with you every day. I love you, Yoongi.”
Yoongi inhales sharply. Ah, Jimin hasn’t ever said it before, has he?
“Love me, husband,” Jimin orders tenderly, brushing his lips over Yoongi’s mouth.
Yoongi obliges rather ardently.
( The next morning, it’s a very red-faced, disgruntled Jeon Jeongguk who knocks on their door. He scowls when Jimin slides the door open, adjusting Yoongi’s hanbok over his shoulders to hide his freshly-marked skin. There’s no way to look at Jimin and not conclude that he has been very thoroughly debauched.
“Do you have any shame?” Jeongguk hisses. “The whole inn could hear you last night.”
“Whoops,” Jimin says, not meaning it at all.
Jeongguk curls his lip. “It’s indecent to be so loud in a public house. At least have some manners! Even married couples would be discreet, so what’s wrong with you?”
“Who are you to judge what’s normal for married couples? Like you’re the only one married here,” Jimin mutters.
“What?”
Jimin smiles sweetly. His poor little brother looks on edge. He can break the news about being the first to get married at a later time. “Nothing. Why are you here, anyway? Just to scold me?”
At this, Jeonggk dithers a bit, clearing his throat. He reaches into his pocket, unearthing a spherical object of gleaming silver, which he offers to Jimin palm up. Jimin can only stare, taking in the familiar shape and elegant etchings of the Mugunghwa Bell. There’s a scratch on the face of it that he immediately recognizes.
“Is that…?”
“I’ve been holding onto it for you,” Jeongguk says. “You should be the one to keep it now.”
“Gguk-ah,” Jimin whispers, taking the bell reverently. It’s so much more than just a bell that clarifies spiritual energy. It’s a symbol of acceptance, the first one Jimin had ever been gifted. A sacred object he never thought he would touch again. It doesn’t escape him, of course, that there is an implied offer that he is accepting when he takes the bell from the Mugunghwa Sect Leader.
“You better visit often and start doing your job,” Jeongguk grouses. “I’m tired of picking up your slack, lazy ass.”
Jimin laughs wetly and surges forward, dragging Jeongguk into a tight hug. Jeongguk returns the hug for only a few moments before he starts shoving Jimin away, his face twisted into an expression of disgust.
“Gods! You reek ! Did you not bathe last night after doing all of that ? Hyung, you’re so gross!”
Jimin doesn’t let go for a long time.)
“Jimin, there is something you should know,” Yoongi says as they exit the inn.
It’s well past noon and they have spent some time with Jimin’s long-lost friends, not quite catching up so much as making plans to do so. A lunch at a countryside inn isn’t enough time. Jimin supposes much of his foreseeable future will involve travel - Taehyung has already requested his attention as soon as possible, something about his brother and collaborative research with Namjoon. Of course, Jimin will have to visit Jeongguk and Seokjin first, and probably Yoongi’s family after that, for a very delayed marriage tour…
Jimin glances at him, catching the hesitance in Yoongi’s tone. “Yoongi, you’ve already hid our marriage for thirteen years. I doubt anything you tell me could be more surprising than that.”
“I have a son,” Yoongi announces.
Jimin almost trips over his feet. “A son ? A biological one?”
“Adopted,” Yoongi clarifies, and something in Jimin’s chest loosens. “You have already met him.”
Jimin’s brows shoot up. “I have ? But the only Horangi disciples I’ve met…” have been the juniors he’s rescued twice already. Ah. Which one would it be? The prissy one, maybe? No, surely not. Yoongi wouldn’t raise a child that vocal.
Waiting just across the road from the inn is the huddle of Horangi juniors, many of whom see Jimin and Yoongi and promptly avert their eyes, faces red. Jimin snorts. Maybe Jeongguk had a point.
Somehow, the juniors have collected the damn donkey Jimin lift on the mountain. The vapid creature brays when it sees Jimin, and some of the Horangi disciples are quick to quiet it. Standing somewhat apart from the group is a round, familiar face - the quiet, calm disciple. The young boy greets Yoongi warmly, far more relaxed around Yoongi than the other juniors are.
Ah. Yes, Yoongi would certainly raise a polite and capable child like this one. Still, something about the boy’s appearance is so strikingly familiar to Jimin, but he can’t quite place it…
“Jimin,” Yoongi says softly, urging him forward. The calm disciple is staring wide-eyed at Jimin, something excited and sweetly eager in his gaze. “This is Min Kai, my son.”
Kai.
Kai .
Jimin whips his head between the two, then zeroes in on Kai’s face. That’s what it is - Kai looks like a very young Dohoon! It only makes sense since the two are cousins!
Jimin barely holds back tears. He already knew that his Burial Mounds family survived, but he hasn’t dared to ask about Kai, too cowardly to be curious. Kai was so little and children get so sick so easily. Nobody mentioned him before, so Jimin quietly accepted that Kai was taken by a childhood illness and that he lost his son forever.
But now -
“Kai!”
“Eomma,” Kai says, a gentle tease. He lets himself be folded into Jimin’s embrace, hugging back just as fiercely. “I thought I recognized you,” Kai whispers into Jimin’s shoulder. “But I was too afraid to hope. Then you played and…”
Jimin is probably squeezing his son too tight. His son - no, not just his! Their son! Yoongi, his dear husband, raised their son so faithfully. If a few tears escape while Jimin reels from his discovery, Yoongi and Kai have too much tact to mention it.
For perhaps the first time in his entire life, Jimin is happy . He has been reunited with his brother, his son is in his arms, and he has been well-loved by his husband. He has not lost his cultivation and he is no longer burdened by the world. The future stretches out in front of him, free of all the chains that have been weighing him down. If they want, Yoongi and Jimin can cultivate into immortality together, or they can live a quiet life until they are old and gray and surrounded by grandchildren.
He never dared to dream he could be this happy, not during the war or even as a child. But now…this happiness feels guaranteed. He has earned this, and he will keep this.
This happiness will last.
Notes:
Thank you again for reading! This story was very self-indulgent for me. Whether you were already a fan of MDZS or this story introduced you to The Untamed (various media), I hope you were able to enjoy it!
I have another story in the works to be posted in the next one to 2 months, so keep an eye out for that. Until then, you can check out my works for other fandoms under my pseuds!
And if you have a taste for historical fantasy, I strongly recommend "when the snows fall and the white winds blow" by toalltheeggmcmuffins! It's a truly exceptional piece that keeps you guessing from the first chapter!
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