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Ashe and Caspar were laying together on Ashe’s bed in his room. They sky outside was dark and cloudy and it would probably start raining soon. Not that the two of them would mind, because they were pretty busy anyway.
Ashe had a comic book in his lap which Caspar had lent him some time ago. Usually, he preferred reading proper books like novels, but for the sake of his blue haired friend, he’d make an exception. Caspar told him that it was really good, especially because there are lots of pictures. And Ashe had to admit, meanwhile he too, was absorbed by the story.
Said friend was laying on the opposite side of the bed on his back with the Gameboy Advanced of Ashe’s little sister in hand. She said he could use it if he wanted to ‘but only because I like you and if you don’t break it!’ As for right now, he was playing the FireRed Edition of Pokémon, in which he and Ashe started a new game file together. He tried to level up their Charmander with the nickname Loog. (Ashe actually wanted to pick Bulbasaur as their starter but Caspar insisted that fire type Pokémon are so much cooler. In the end, they agreed to pick Charmander, but Ashe was at least allowed to name it.)
He and Caspar had been a couple for almost a month now, but Ashe was still not quite used to it yet. It was always something nice and exciting when they spend time together, even if the time sometimes only consisted of lying on the bed, reading comics and playing Gameboy. It still felt special to him.
The two lingered for quite a while in this idyllic silence. At least that was the case until Caspar suddenly sat up with quick move which caught Ashe’s attention.
“Did you hear that?” He asked and then sat very still.
Ashe looked at the blue haired and tensely tried to hear the noise Caspar must have heard. But the only thing he could hear was the music coming out of his CD-Player from his desk.
“Are you talking about the music?” he asked, visibly confused but Caspar just shook his head frantically. “No, not that.” He murmured and got up to turn off the music. Instead of Eminem, only silence could be heard in the room.
Ashe tried once again to locate any sound, but he still wasn’t able to. Helplessly he shook his head and gave Caspar and apologetic look.
“I’m sorry but I can’t hear anything.” Ashe apologized.
“Exactly! That’s it!” Caspar blurted out while looking at his boyfriend intently.
Confused, Ashe tilted his head and frowned. It was almost like Caspar was speaking in a different language with him.
“Don’t you get it? It’s silent! I can’t hear a thing. And it’s been this way now for almost an hour. Doesn’t that surprise you?”
Ashe shook his head. “Honestly no. Should it though?”
“Yes, it should!” Caspar said loudly while waving his arms around. “It’s been an hour since your brother last checked on us. Normally he’s here like every fifteen minutes or so.” The blue haired pointed to the door, which should always remain ajar. A rule set by an overprotective big brother.
“You’re right.” Ashe agreed. “Seems like my family isn’t at home.” He thought for a moment until remembering why. “Oh, that’s right. I think there is this charity event organized by the school of my younger siblings. Dedue is probably helping out and driving them there, since Lonato is still at work.” He explained in detail.
The blue haired didn’t seem to have listened to half of his words, because his facial expression looked as if he had just thought of something completely different and exciting. Ashe thought he looked cute like that.
“You know what that means? That means we have this place for ourselves. Just the two of us.” Caspar seemed pretty excited about the fact which made Ashe laugh.
“OK, should I be worried?” The silver haired asked amused.
“Nah, don’t worry. But it’s our place, so our rules count from now on.” He eagerly went to the door to demonstratively close it louder than necessary. “I’ve always said that rules are there to break'em.” He proudly put his hands on his hips.
Ashe couldn’t help but laugh about all of this. “Of course, Mr. Rulebreaker. Maybe I should be worried. Who knows what you will do next.” He joked while Caspar tried to keep his straight face.
“Maybe you’re right. Who knows what I will do to you.” Without any sign of warning, the blue haired sprinted over to Ashe, throwing himself onto the bed next to him with full force. “No one can save you now.” He said with a much quieter voice, before giving Ashe a soft kiss on his cheek and then resting his head on his friends Shoulder.
A bit surprised Ashe looked at his boyfriend, a slight shade of pink growing on his cheeks. “Don’t mind me. Just continue reading.” Caspar murmured and continued to make himself comfortable. “OK. If you say so.” The silver haired answered, before returning his attention to the comic book in his lap.
For a while, no one said anything, but Ashe couldn’t really focus on the story either. Being so close to Caspar made him way too nervous for that, but he tried not to let it show by moving as little as possible.
After a few minutes Caspar broke the silence. “Ashe?” It made him hold his breath. “Yes?”
“Can I… try something?” The silver haired got goosebumps when he asked that. His thoughts whirled back and forth in his head while he tried to figure out what Caspar meant by that. His thoughts reached from harmless scenarios to much more intimate ones. Embarrassed he tried to shake of these thoughts.
“Um, like w-what exactly?” He swallowed and tried not to show his nervousness while Caspar sat straight up again, now facing him directly.
“Trust me. It’s nothing bad but… Just in case, if you want me to stop then hit me or something. I can handle it.” His blue eyes looked straight at him. They reflected so much honesty and caring that he couldn’t say no.
“OK. I trust you.” He didn’t take his eyes off Caspar for a second, who gave him a soft smile, before taking a deep breath. Carefully, he pushed one of Ashe’s silver strands behind his ear before planting a kiss on his lips.
The kiss was soft, but Ashe was still a bit surprised. Even though they were together for a while now, the number of kisses they shared was small. Most of the time they didn’t feel like doing it in public and the other times they were in Ashe’s room with an overprotecting big brother around and an open door.
The few instances it happened was between breaks and classes in a silent corner with an annoyed Linhardt who was telling Caspar to hurry up. So, nothing too romantic.
But this time, Ashe wanted to enjoy this moment between them, so he closed his eyes after a while. The gentle tingling. The warmth of Caspar’s lips. The closeness to each other. The kiss felt like so much more than just an experimental pressing their lips onto each other. Caspar was a good kisser, Ashe thought. Not that he could really draw a comparison, but it was good enough to make his heart beat faster.
And just when Ashe was fully focused on the kiss, he suddenly felt Caspar lightly nibbeling on his bottom lip, which caused him to open his mouth slightly. The blue haired used that chance to boldly push his tongue inside Ashe’s mouth.
Startled, Ashe flinched back while widening his eyes in shock. He did not expect that at all. Caspar, who’s face had turned bright red, also moved back a bit. “Ah sorry.” He apologized in a panic, rubbing the back of his head in embarrassment. “I shouldn’t have done that. I should’ve asked you first. I-I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable or do things you don’t want to do.” He stuttered.
Ashe, who only realized now what has happened took Caspar’s hands in his. “N-no, it’s alright. I was just surprised, that’s all.” He tried to clarify the situation. “T-To be honest… I kind of liked it… a lot.” Ashe took a deep breath before asking his next question.
“Can we try that again?”
Caspar, who has avoided Ashe’s gaze this whole time, looked at him again. “R-really? You want to? I mean. Sure. If you want. Let’s do this.”
Once again, this time more hesitantly than before, Caspar leaned forward to kiss Ashe, while putting his hands on his shoulders for support.
Ashe felt his heart beating faster. He just realized how intimate they were with each other, and he didn’t dislike that thought at all. He wanted to experience these things with Caspar.
To give the blue haired a sign that he felt comfortable, he slightly opened his mouth again, so Caspar had the chance to slip his tongue inside him once more. And he didn’t keep him waiting.
When their tongues touched for the first time, he felt a warm tingling followed by an electric sensation under his skin. The Feeling was a little weird but also exhilarating, almost like in a dream. Only that it really happened.
At first, both of them were a bit reserved and cautious, but the more they deepened the kiss, the more it became a battle of their tongues for dominance. New feelings were involved, more force, more desire.
Ashe wasn’t sure where these new feelings came from or what they meant, but he decided to embrace them.
All of this led to a silent moan slipping out of him at a certain point, very soft and muffled, but still audible. A moment later when they broke apart gasping for air, Ashe first noticed what kind of noise he had just made.
“What was that?” Caspar asked in a slightly teasing manner that made his face flush in a dark shade of pink. The hands of the blue haired were still on his shoulders and they were still pretty close.
“Ah n-nothing. Please forget it.” He begged stuttering, still trying to avoid his gaze.
“What if I don’t want to forget it?” Caspar came a little closer, so that their lips almost touched again. Ashe could feel his warm breath on his skin. “Please, let me hear it again, babe.” Without waiting for an answer, he silenced the silver haired with another kiss.
The tension between them was different than before. What had changed? Was it just him, or was it suddenly unbelievably hot in his room?
A second silent gasp escaped him, while Caspar tried to mimic the exacts movements from before. Successful and full of adrenaline, he gently pushed Ashe backwards into his pillows.
He tried to keep the kiss going as best as he could while carefully trying to position himself over Ashe. One knee was between his legs, the other to the right of his hip.
All thoughts were spinning in Ashe’s head at once. He didn’t know how to handle all these new feelings, but he really liked them. Being so close to Caspar was good. And he wanted more. So much more from Caspar.
A new sensation spread across his whole body as they parted again, both breathing heavily.
“Your so beautiful, do you know that?” Caspar whispered silently against his lips, while his gaze wandered over Ashe’s face. “I could kiss every inch of you.” Another electric tingling spread under his skin.
“Y-You really mean it?” Ashe asked, his heart pounding with excitement.
“Yes.” Caspar answered and didn’t hesitate to pepper Ashe’s cheeks with thousands of kisses. He made an effort not to miss any of the freckles he found so cute.
Ashe couldn’t help but giggle a little bit. “It tickles.” He admitted but didn’t stop him.
After Caspar was done with his face, he continued by placing some soft kisses on Ashe’s lips and his chin before moving onward to his neck and throat. He carefully kissed Ashe’s sensitive skin, which made him slightly flinch at first. His eyes were closed.
Caspar placed another kiss on that spot on his neck. This time, however, he stayed there a little longer, causing yet another soft moan out of Ashe. Carefully, he continued spreading kisses on his skin and Ashe tilted his head slightly, so Caspar had better access to his neck.
The feeling was indescribable. Every touch of Caspar’s lips on his skin was so sensitive and made him feel so vulnerable. It took him some effort to resist the urge to turn away from the touch, but he was rewarded for staying. It was exhilarating. So good. Caspar made him feel so good.
Another moan escaped him, when Caspar sucked on a certain spot. It was louder this time.Meanwhile, he had subconsciously put his hands on Caspar’s hips.
He didn’t want to trade this wonderful feeling for anything in the world, especially not when their bodies were pressed so close together. He was all the more surprised when Caspar suddenly broke away from their make out session and sat straight up again.
A little confused, Ashe opened his eyes to see what was going on with Caspar. He had never seen his boyfriend’s face this red before, while he tried to avoid Ashe’s gaze at all costs. He nervously scratched the back of his head.
“Ah s-sorry. I shouldn’t do. You know… All this without asking you first. I-I’m so sorry. I got kinda carried away.” He stammered embarrassed. But was this really the reason he broke apart so sudden? Ashe couldn’t help but give him a soft smile as he also sat back up himself before taking both of Caspar’s hands in his own.
“Hey, everything is fine. I didn’t feel uncomfortable at all, I swear. It was nice.” Now it was Ashe who had to resist the urge to look away, but he wanted to look him in the eyes while saying this.
“O-oh really? That’s great. Yup. Really great.” Something still seemed to make the blue haired nervous.
Without thinking too much about it, Ashe put both of his arms around Caspar and pulled him into a tight hug, while climbing on his lap to be even closer to him.
A surprised “Gah!” came out of Caspar, who was still in some state of panic. Ultimately, however, he gave up trying to free himself out of this position and allowed it by hesitantly wrapping his arms around Ashe’s body. Silently, he buried his face in his boyfriend’s shoulder.
Something was still off. And it took Ashe a moment to figure out exactly what it was. He slightly changed his position by lifting his body up a little to confirm his theory. He could feel something under him. Caspar was hard.
While Ashe was slowly realizing this, his face turned crimson as well. So that’s why he acted so weird. But what was the reason? Is it because of me and what we did? The thought somehow made him feel satisfied .
“Caspar… Are you…?”
“Please don’t say anything.” Caspar begged, his voice cracking. “J-just ignore it, OK? I’m sorry. It kinda just happened. I-I hope you don’t think I’m gross or something.
After hearing these words, Ashe hugged the blue haired even tighter. He would never ever think such a thing. “No not at all! There’s no need to apologize. It’s not a big deal. It’s just that um… I was wondering… Am I the reason…?” Very cautiously and experimentally Ashe moved his hips slightly and was rewarded with a surprised but sweet gasp from Caspar.
The red on Caspar face turned even darker. His gaze was everywhere on Ashe’s face, just not in his eyes.
“Y-Yes. It is because of you. And what we did. It was so good and... My thoughts kinda got out of hand.” He admitted. Ashe gently took Caspar’s face in both of his hands so that he finally had to look at him. Somehow the confession had given him an enormous boost of confidence. He had triggered that kind of reaction. He could do these things to him.
And somehow, Ashe liked that.
“Good to know.” He whispered with a cheeky grin, before he pulled Caspar in another kiss. To show him that he really didn’t mind, he pressed his body extra close to Caspar’s. He wanted more of that feeling.
After a while, Caspar regained some of his composure, so he put his hands on Ashe’s waist and deepened the kiss.
For a while they stayed like this. In their own little world.
Ashe noticed how Caspar occasionally grinding his hips up against him for some friction and he answered his needs by shifting his weight from time to time, so he could feel Caspar directly under him.
The feeling was incredible and by now, Ashe was noticing how it was also affecting his body.
When the two broke apart, it was Caspar who took the initiative.
“I love you.” He brought out, breathing heavily, before shifting his grip down and pulling Ashe closer towards him while simultaneously grinding his lower half against his boyfriend.
A surprised “Oh” escaped Ashe, before Caspar put his lips in the crook of his neck to shower one particular spot with kisses. He remembered it from before. He sucked on the skin with more force than before, so it would sure leave a mark there.
Everything was happening at once, so Ashe couldn’t help but moan in pleasure. His eyes were closed, his heart was racing, and he had no idea how Caspar made him feel all these things at once.
He secretly wondered what else Caspar would be able to do to him if things got even more spicy. The thought was exciting, and his foggy mind made him delve even further into those fantasies.
How would it feel to touch his…?
A heat wave of desire rushed over his body and spread like a thunderstorm under his skin.
“C-Caspar? Can I…?” Another low moan escaped him as Caspar broke away from the spot on his neck. “Can I please touch you?” It didn’t sound like he was asking, more like he was begging.
Caspar, whose cheeks were still red, looked at him and his pupils widened in surprise.
“R-Really? You want to…?” He looked down at himself, just to confirm that they were really talking about the same thing.
“Yes~” Ashe said playfully. He climbed down from his lap and pushed him back with a gentle movement of his hand, until Caspar could support himself on his elbows. Still a bit stunned and excited, the blue haired looked at his boyfriend as if he couldn’t believe his luck.
Slowly and carefully as agreed Ashe put his hand on the fabric of Caspar’s pants touching his member which earned him a soft moan as a reward. His boyfriend has closed his eyes and his eyebrows were slightly drawn together. Ashe enjoyed the sight.
A little bolder he tightened his grip, gently stroking his member. Caspar felt warm. It felt good. It felt right.
“Why does it feel so much better when you’re doing this?”
The grin on Ashe’s face widened. “If you like this, you should wait for what else I got in store.”
He carefully moved his hand to Caspar’s waistband but paused for a moment, wondering if he was really ready for this. Was he ready to take this step in their relationship? His racing heart was telling him yes, as well as his thoughts, which were filled with nothing but pure love and affection for Caspar.
Yes, he felt ready for this.
“May I…?” He started his question, but that was also the moment he stopped.
There was a sound coming from the hallway. Very quietly. But it struck Ashe immediately what it meant.
It was that soft blunt clack that made him freeze.
Both males looked into each other’s eyes. They both knew what it meant.
It was that sound, that gave them the reflexes and the speed of a ninja.
It took Ashe one heartbeat to move back. A half one to throw himself on his bed and another one to grab the Gameboy from between his pillows. All of this happened so fast and without wasting any breath.
Adrenalin pumped through his whole body as the door to his room swung open while the silver haired tried to look as innocent as possible. In the corner of his eye, he could see that Caspar had also managed to sit back normally, leaning against the upper edge of the bed with his knees drawn up and the comic in his shaking hands.
When Ashe saw Dedue’s familiar face showing up in the door frame, he acted surprised, putting the Gameboy down again and put on his best innocent little brother face. “Oh, you’re already back?” Ashe wondered if Dedue would still be able to see through his act, which made him a little nervous.
If he suspected anything, at least he didn’t mention it, but his gaze still wandered back and forth between Ashe and Caspar a few times.
“Yes, but only for a short while. Your brother forgot his jacket and I wanted to check on you two while getting it.”
Dedue looked at them intently, his expression difficult to read.
“Well, everything is fine here. Right Caspar?” Ashe gave his friend a light nudge on the knee.
“Ah yup. Everything’s great.” The blue haired answered with a crack in his voice, which made him sound way less convincing than Ashe. The whole time, he didn’t take his eyes off the comic.
Ashe was clearly superior to him in the field of acting, but he still hoped it would be enough to convince Dedue, that nothing has happened here. He'd rather avoid any kind of embarrassing conversation.
Said brother skeptically raised an eyebrow and directed his gaze questioningly in Ashe’s direction, who just gave him an innocent smile.
Whatever thought he had had, he gave it up with a soft sigh. “OK, I’ll take your word for it. See you later.” He said his goodbyes, before hesitantly closing the door to Ashe’s room completely. That was new.
For a moment, there was complete silence in the room. Ashe slowly turned his head towards Caspar, who also looked at him before they both burst out into laughing at the same time.
“Oh man, I almost got a heart attack there for a second.” Caspar laughed, still out of breath while he dropped onto the bed next to Ashe. “Do you think he knows?” His voice showed that he was at least a little bit embarrassed by this situation. The blue haired never wanted to land on Dedue’s bad side.
“I don’t know.” Ashe shrugged. “It’s possible, but he didn’t say anything. But knowing him it’s highly likely that he knows.”
Caspar made a frustrated noise while burying his face in his hands. “Oh shit.” After that, both boys looked at each other. They were laying side by side.
“I still thought it was nice.” Ashe whispered softly with an honest smile. They were both young and had all the time in the world to explore their feelings together, along with their romantic and more than romantic needs.
“Maybe we can continue that some other time.”
Caspar’s facial expression turned into a big smile when he heard these words. “That sounds good.” For a moment they looked at each other lovingly and with all the care in the world.
“Okay, then put the Gameboy in the middle. I think it’s time we and Loog tackle the next gym!”