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Tang Yun hadn't meant to see anything at all. He had no idea those two brothers would be hidden away in such a place--doing such... things. He never wanted to know what they got up to in their private time. He's jealous enough as it is of their closeness but never in his wildest dreams did he imagine them to be quite that close. Worst of all, those fluffy white rabbit ears suit Xie Yuzhi a little too well. The image of Xie Yuzhi bent over on the mattress, sheer bliss on his drooling flushed face as his older brother fucked him from behind is seared into Tang Yun's brain. He can't so much as close his eyes without seeing the vile image behind his lids. It's been days and still, he's laid up at night thinking about it. He'd give anything to not think about it.  

Because really... how disgusting could they be? They're blood brothers, gods damn it all... How could they do something like that? 

How could they be so fucking close?

Fucking close.

Tang Yun's jealous. Damn it all to hell, he's still so jealous of them he can hardly stand it. He hasn't looked them in the eye once since that day and thankfully neither of them press him about why. They're far too busy drafting up new and ridiculous schemes to pull off to harass the Esper Union to bother with Tang Yun's feelings. Finally one night something in Tang Yun breaks and he begins toying with the idea of him and his brother doing such things. Tang Yun is stationed at a lonely tower, far away from the city with nothing but such thoughts to keep him company.

Honestly... the thought of himself wearing stupid bunny ears is humiliating. He'd never be caught dead wearing something like that. Thinking about Xuan holding him...

It's sickening.

As it should be.

That's the way he should feel. Tang Yun blinks blearily at the darkening horizon. It's getting colder the further the sun sets, but he couldn't care less. He's too busy shuddering in disgust at these misplaced fantasies, that alone is enough to keep him warm. 

Tang Xuan holding him from behind. Disgusting. 

Why would those Xie brothers do something like that...

Stupid. Pointless. Gross.

Tang Yun huffs quietly. Imagine his Xuan doing something stupid like strapping on some fluffy white bunny ears and wearing absolutely nothing else. His hair loose and tumbling down his shoulders and chest as he kneels in front of the brother he abandoned so callously. Tang Yun would have him beg forgiveness before forcing his pretty mouth open and fucking his throat raw. Watch the tears pool in those shimmering eyes as Yun's cock slides in and out. Yun would grip the back of his brother's head, tangling his fingers in those silky red strands, and force him down as far as he could, making his worthless slut of a brother choke to death on cum. Ah, but dying then would be such a waste...

In the middle of that thought, Tang Yun holds his breath.

That stiffness in his pants couldn't possibly be that, could it? This flush of heat coursing through his body, his heart pounding in his chest so loud it might echo in the night... In a flurry of motion, he shoves himself away from the window, glancing about wildly as though anyone would even be there to witness his shame. Job be damned, he can't afford to be seen like this! He slinks off quietly to the restroom to take care of the problem before anyone notices he'd left his post. 

Surely this is the fault of those Xie brothers. If they hadn't been doing such things, Tang Yun never would have imagined that debauchery. He certainly wouldn't have gotten stiff thinking about Xuan and he most certainly wouldn't have had to lock himself away in the restroom to jerk himself off in the toilet.

Damn those two. Damn them both to hell and back...!